Patrasadupadesh Part 3

Author(s): Buddhisagar
Publisher: Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008631/1

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== zrI buddhisAgarasUri graMthamALA-graMthAMka 108. zAvizArada jainAcArya yoganiSTha zrImad buddhisAgarasUri viracita. patrasada paherA. bhAga 3 jo. <>0< chapAvI prasIddha karanAra, adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa, hA. vakIla mAhunalAla himacaMda 3. pAdarA. 1904 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kiMmata 0-6-0. % % { For Private And Personal Use Only

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== zrI muddhisAgarasUri prathamALA--prathAMka 108. prathamAtti. vikrama sa. 193 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zAstravizArada jainAcAya yAganiSTha zrImad buddhisAgarasUri viracita. patrasadupadeza. bhAga 2 jo. s>h $2 chapAvI prasiddha karanAra zrI adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa, hA. vakIla mAhanalAla hiMma yu. pAdarA. kimata 0-6H. For Private And Personal Use Only # 1000 1926 WENENKNENKNEAKSENENKOENENKOKU cho

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vaDodarA rAvapurAmAM luhANumitra TIma pri. presamAM ThA. aMbAlAla viThThalabhAIe mAlIkane mATe chApyuM. tA. 31-6-19ra. For Private And Personal Use Only

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nivedana, zrImad buddhisAgarasUri graMthamALa graMthAMka 108 tarIke A graMtha vAMcaka sanmukha mukatAM ghaNe harSa thAya che. A graMthamAM zrImad buddhisAgarajI mahArAje pitAnA ziSyavarga tathA zrAvakene prasaMgopAt lakhelA patrone samAveza thAya che. jJAnI purUSanI prAyaH ghaNIkharI pravRttio upakAraka ane AtmAne hitakAraka ja hoya che. gurUzrInA patromAM paNa temaja che. teozrInA nhAnA sarakhA patramAM paNa sadupadeza, AtmajAgRtinAM upadezaka sUtra, vairAgya, tyAga, prabhubhakita, AtmAnI pichAna ane samAja sudhAraNAnI lAgaNIo ubharAtI avalokAya che. AvA patro jIjJAsuone ghaNo lAbha, ane saddabodha ApI zake che ane eja daSTithI A patrane saMgraha prakaTa karavAmAM Ave che. AvAja upaga patrane saMgraha saM. 1904 mAM patrasadupadeza bhA. 1 tarIke A graMthamALAnA maNakA 47 tarIke prasiddha karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. je lagabhaga 250 pRSThane che, ane te ghaNuM jIjJAsuone upakAraka ane mArgadarzaka thaI paDe che temaja tenI mAMgaNI paNa sArI thaI hatI. A pachI patrasadupadeza bhA. 2 saM. 1979 mAM graMthamALA 63 mA maNukA tarIke prasiddha karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM, je lagabhaga 575 pRSTane che. temAMnA patro ghaNA upakAraka jaNAyA che. ane te paNa ghaNA vidvAnane mArgadarzaka thaI paDayA che. A prakAranA patramAM gurUzrI sAdI bhASAmAM vAMcanArane AdhyAtmajJAna, zAMti, vairAgya, dharmajJAna, AcAra pratipAlana, ane AtmabaLanAM aNumUlAM siddhAMte For Private And Personal Use Only

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ApI de che. tethI jANe patra dvArA teo pote ja jIjJAsu vAcakane upadezAmRta pAI rahyA hoya nahi? ema lAge che. A pachI hamaNuM A patrasadupadeza bhA. 3 je prasiddha karavAmAM Ave che. A graMthamAM gurUmahArAje potAnA paTaziSya AcAryamahArAja zrImad ajitasAgarasUrijI para lakhelA patra tathA gurUbhakta mANasAnivAsI zreSTivarya zrIyuta vIracaMdabhAI kaNAja uparanA upadezaka patro tathA mahesANA nivAsI gurUbhakata zrIyut mohanalAla nagInadAsa bhAMkharIA paranA patro temaja anya patro je prasaMgepAta upadeza a lakhelA tene samAveza karavAmAM Avyo che. zrI ajitasAgarasUrizvarajI sthAnakavAsI dikSAmAM hatA te vakhatanA gurUzrInA temanA paranA patro paNa AmAM levAmAM AvyA che. sthAnakavAsImatanA sAdhuo prati paNa gurUzrIe kevI sahiSNutA rAkhI guNAnurAga batAvyuM che te AthI pratita thAya che, ane pitAnA guNAnurAganA mahAna guNathI AkarSAIneja sthA. paMthanA sAdhu amIdharajI rUSirAja gurUzrInA ziSya banI Aje temanA paTadhara AcArya tarIke bhAratavarSamAM prasiddha che. ra. jayaMtilAla occhavalAla mahetA bI. e. ela. ela. bI. (te vaDedarAnA prasiddha hAIrTa jaja zrIyut dAmubhAI DAhyAbhAI mahetAnA bhatrijA ane jANItA sAkSaravarya-gurjara sAhitya pariSadunA mULa utpAdaka zrIyut raNajItarAma vAvAbhAInA jamAI) parane eka patra prakaTa karavAmAM AvyuM che. A jayaMtilAlabhAIne gurUzrI para ananya bhaktibhAva hatuM. teo jena na hevA chatAM paNa eka vidvAna ane tatvajJAnanA zokIna, ane gurUzrInA AdhyAtmajJAnanA pUrNa prasaMzaka hatA ne che. teo paranA patramAM eka Adarza grahasthanA ucca jIvananA Adarzo darzAvyA che. janetara prati paNa gurUzrInA AvA sadubhAvanAM sahasAvadhi daSTAMte pakInuM A eka che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 3 ) ekaMdare A patro vAMcavAthIja temAMne sabodha gaMbhiratA, jJAnasuvAsa, ane upagitA vAMcakavargane jaNAI Avaze. gurUzrIe svargagamana pahelAM-saMsAranI asAratA, pitAnA nikaTa AvatA avasAna mATenI marmabharI cetavaNIo tathA sIne meM mRtyu mATe taiyAra rahevAnI sUcanAovALa laMbANapatra sauthI prathama Ape che. te pratyeka jaina jainetara jIjJAsuone eka sarakhe upagi mArgadarzaka ane hitakara thaI paDayA vinA raheze nahi. pitAne mATe svargapaMthanI taiyArI temaja te saMbaMdhanI pitAne thatI AgAhInuM darzana AmAM karAvI potAnuM kartavya pate bajAve che temaja sone bajAvavA pharnAna daI potAnuM kartavya pUrNa thayuM jaNAvI pote paraleka gamana TuMka samayamAM ja karavAnA che te spaSTa jaNAvI de che. A parathI temanI AtmIka zaktinI pratitI thAya che. ane sAcA AtmajJAnIo mRtyu jevA mahAbhayane kevI nirbhayata thI, are AnaMdapUrvaka bheTe che tenuM darzana thAya che. mRtya e jJAnIone mATe mahatsava samAna che, maLyAne, eka vidyAthI parikSA pAsa karI upalA vargamAM caDha te vakhate thatA AnaMda jevuM che, ane unnatikramamAM AgaLa vadhavAmAM madadakArakakAraNabhUta che, vastra parivartana samAna. zarIra badalavAnuM che. kAma mRtyune nirbhayatApUrvaka bheTavAnI-mRtyune anubhavavAnI-mR yune mANavAnI taiyArI zrI gurUzrIe karI hatI te A patrathI spaSTa thAya che. viralA AtmajJAnI-tyAgI-khAkhI zivAya koIe AvAmRtyunAM sahAsyavadane svAgata karyA jANyAM nathI. A patra avasya sIne ghaNe hitakara thaI ema jANI tene prathama dAkhala karavAmAM AvyA che. chele patra kAvIThAnivAsI gurUbhakto zrIyut ratanacaMdabhAI lAdhAjI tathA zrIyuta javerabhAI bhagavAnadAsa tathA tyAMnA zrI saMghane gurUzrI para lakhAyeluM che. jo ke A graMthamAM te gurUzrIe lakhelAja patro prakaTa karavA joIe, paNa A patramAM gurUbhakta zrAvake, potAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhakti ane gurUnuM bahumAna keTale daraje darzAvI zake che te temaja tethI anya jIjJAsuone te anukaraNiya thaI paDaze ema dhArI te patra A graMthamAM dAkhala ucita dhAyuM che. ekaMdara A graMthamAM prakaTa karavAmAM AvelA patro, sone sAvaMta vAMcI vicArI te pramANe AcaraNamAM muka nimittarUpa bane ema IcachAya che. chevaTe A upakAraka graMtha prakaTa karavAmAM kAraNabhUta parama pUjaya gurUmahAja prAtaH smaraNIya zrImada buddhisAgarajI mahArAjane upakAra mAnI zAzanadeva AvA upakAraka aneka graMtho prakaTa kara. vAnuM baLa zrI adhyAtmajJAna prasArakamaMDaLane Apa ema icchI viramIe chIe. pAdavA vakIla mohanalAla hImacaMda. 1982 jeTha zuda 8 6 tA. 18-6-2 ) 50 jJA, prara maMDaLa. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa taraphathI zrImad buddhisAgarasurejI granthamALAmAM pragaTa thayelA grantho. kiMmata. 0 0 0 0 0-8-0 0 304 400 912 0 0.12-0 0 graMthAMka. paSTa. ka 1 adhyAtma vyAkhyAnamALA, ka 2 bhajana saMgraha bhAga 2 je. 338 - 3 bhajana saMgraha bhAga 3 jo, 225 4 samAdhizatakam 12 - 5 anubhavapazcizI. 248 ? AtmapradIpa. 315 ke 7 bhajanasaMgraha bhAga 4 the. 8 paramAtmadarzana. - 9 paramAtmati 500 - 10 taravabiMdu. 230 # 11 guNAnurAga (AvRtti bIjI) * 12-13 bhajanasaMgraha bhAga para tathA jJAnadIpikA. 100 ka 14 tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna (A0 bIja) 64 15 adhyAtmabhajanasaMgraha * 16 gurU bodha. A0 2 290 e 17 tacvajJAnadIpikA 124 * 18 galIsaMgraha bhA. 1 112 9 19-20 zrAvakadharmasvarUpa bhAga 1-2 40-40 ke 21 bhajanasaMgraha bhA 6 Tre. 208 * 22 vacanAmRta. 430 23 egadIpaka. 308 X 0-1-0 0. 190 0-8-e 0-3-0 For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 6 ) 24 jaina aitihAsika rAsamALA. 308 808 * 25 Anandadhanapada (108 ) saMgraha. 26 adhyAtma zAnti (AvRtti bIjI) 132 27 kAvyasaMgraha bhAga 7 mA. 166 28 jainadharmanI prAcIna ane arvAcIna sthiti 96 * 29 kumArapAla ( hiMdI ) 287 200 * 30 thI 34 sukhasAgara gurUgItA. * 35 SadbhavyavicAra. *+36 vijApuravRttAMta. 240 90 192 x 37 sAbaramatI guruzikSaNu kAvya. 38 pratijJApAlana. 110 * 39-40-41 jainagacchamataprabha dha, saMghapragati, jainagItA. 42 jainadhAtupratimA lekhasaMgraha bhA. 1 * 43 mitramaitrI. * 44 ziSyApaniSad, 45 jainopaniSadna 46-47 dhArmika gadyasa grahe tathA patra saTTupadeza bhAga 1 le. 48 bhajanasaMgrahe bhA 8 * 49 zrImad devacaMdra bhA. 1 x 50 krama yoga, * 51 Atmatatvana. - para bhAratasahakArazikSaNa kAvya. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir * 53 zrImad devacaMdra bhA. 2 54 ga ulI saMgraha bhA. 2 * 55 krama prakRtiTIkAbhASAMtara, 56 gurUgIta zuM hatIsaMgraha, For Private And Personal Use Only 304 150 48 48 976 976 1028 1012 112 168 1200 130 800 190 1-0-0 2-0-0 0-310 9-119 7-2-0 ---7 -4-0 0-4-0 -4-7 -g 0-4-0 1-0-0 1-0-0 0-80 0-2-0 -2-0 3-0-0 3-0-0 2-00 3-0-0 0-100 0-10-2 3-6-0 -4-0 3-0-0 0-12-0

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0-6-0 1-0-0 1-8-0 1-0-0 1-0-0 02-0 (7) 57 58 AgamasAra ane adhyAtmagItA. 470 * 59 devavaMdana stuti stavana saMgraha. 172 60 pUjAsa graha bhA. 1 le. 6 bhajanapadasaMgraha bhA 9 580. 62 bhajanapadasaMgraha bhA. 10 63 patrasadupadeza bhA. 2 pa76 64 dhAtupratimAlekha saMgraha bhAga 2 65 jenadaSTie IzAvAsyapaniSadda bhAvAthavivecana. 310 6 pUjAsaMgraha bhAga 1-2 415 67 snAtra pUjA68 zrImadda devacaMdrajI ane temanuM jIvanacaritra. 69-72 zuddho paga vi. saMskRta graMtha 4 180 73-77 saMdhakartavya vi. saMskRta graMtha 5 168 78 lAla lAjapatarAya ane jainadharma. 100 799 cintAmaNi 80-81 jainadharma ane khristi dharmane mukAbale tathA jenakhristi saMvAda 220 82 satyasvarUpa. 200 83 dhyAnavicAra. 84 AtmazakitaprakAza. 140 85 sAMvatsarika kSamApanA. 86 Atmadarzana (macaMdrajIkRta sajajA) nuM vivecana, 87 jenadhArmika zaMkAsamAdhAna. 55 88 kanyAvikraya niSedha 200 89 AtmazikSA bhAvanAprakAza. 115 90 AtmaprakAza, 565 91 zo vinAzaka graMtha 0-120 0-12- 120 0-4-0 1-9-0 0-6-7 0-8-0 150 0-2-0 0-7-0 For Private And Personal Use Only

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125 ( 8 ) 92 tattvavicAra, 93-97 aTayAtmagItA vi. saMskRta graMtha. 20 1-0-0 98 jainasUtramAM mUrtipUjA. 03-0 99 zrI yazovijayajI nibaMdha 210 0-6-0 100 bhajanapada saMgraha bhAga 11 220 0 12 0 101 , bhAga 1 A. 4thI 200 0-8-0 102 gujarAtabRhada vijApura vRttAMta 30 o 1034 zrImadda devacaMdrajI vistRta jIvanacaritra tathA devavilAsa 0-12 0 105 mudrita jana che. graMthagAIDa 1-8 *0 106 kakkAvalI-sudha 1-8- 0 107 stavana saMgraha (devavaMdana sahita) 275 0 10.0 108 patra sadupadema bhAga 3 108 zrIbuddhisAgara sUrizvara smAraka graMtha (sacitra) 230 0-12-0 che A nizAnIvAlA graMthe zilakamAM nathI. * A graMtha brITIza keLavaNI khAtAe maMjura DarelA che. - A graMtha zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAranA keLavaNa khAtAe maMjura karelA che. graMthe maLavAnAM ThekANuM 1 vakIla mohanalAla hImacaMda-pAdarA ( gujarAta) re zAAtmArAma khemacaMdasa suMda. 3 zA nagInadAsa rAyacaMda bhAkharIyA - mahesANA 4 zA caMdulAla gokaLabhAI-vijApura 5 zA. ratIlAla kezavalAla-prAMtija 6 zrI buddhisAgarasUri janasamAja-pethApura 3 zA. mehanalAla nagInadAsa bhAMkharIyA 192-94 bajAra geTa, koTa, muMbaI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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patrasadupadeza bhAga trIje. (c)(c)(c)(c) O OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 8 sadagat gurUchIne chelle upadezapa. huM 89996deg(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c)(c) muM. vIjApura le. buddhisAgara zrI. pAdarA tatra zraddhAvaMta dayAvaMta devagurU bhaktikAraka suzrAvaka vakIlajI zA. mohanalAla hImacaMdabhAI tathA bhAI maNIlAla tathA bhAI ratIlAla vIgere gya dharmalAbha. vi. pahelAMnA karatAM hAla kaMIka zarIra ThIka che. gAmanI bahAra Thale javAya che. banaze te thoDA divasamAM bIje gAma havA phera karavA jaIzuM. zarIra have pahelAnA jevuM sAruM rahetuM nathI ane have ghaNe khare prapha sudhAravAno beje ocho thaI gayo che. AtmazAMti varte che. azAtAne madhyasthabhAve upayoga draSTie bhagavAya che. samyak daSTinA baLe jJAnI pitAnA AtmAne pitAnA svarUpamAM ramAve che ane mRtyakAle paNa mRtyubhaya rAkhI zako nathI. sarva thakI mahaTAmAM heTe purUSArtha karavAnuM e che ke mRtyubhayanI vRttione jItI levI tathA jIvavAmAM ne mAravAmAM te taTastha daSTI tarIke varte che ne sAkSIbhAva dhAraNa kare che. tethI te dehAdikanI sAthe baMdhAto nathI. ane tethI AvatA bhavamAM te jAtismaraNajJAnane zIdhra prApta kare che. punarjanmane jene pUrNa nizcaya thayo che tathA karmane jene nizcaya thayela che tathA jene AtmA zarIramAM rahelo che ane zarIrane ghoDA jevuM mAnIne tene vAhana tarIke mAne che te dehAdikamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 2 ) adhAtA nathI ane maraNakAle tenI AMkhA vigere adha thAya, kAna aMdha thAya, mAhya iMdriyAnuM bhAna te vakhate nA rahe teApaNu aMtarathI te maraNakAle jAgRta he che ane te maraNukAle AtmAnI anaMta. ghaNI zuddhi kare che. AtmA amara che ane te dehAnA saMbaMdhamAM vatA chatAM paNa savathI dehAtIta che evA pUrNa nizcaya thAya te mhoTAmAM mhoTA mRtyubhaya TalI jAya. mRtyu zarIranuM thAya che ane mRtyu AtmAnI ucca dazAnI zreNIemAM caDhatAM AgaLanA ucca DhaDA dhAraNa karavAne mATe upacegI thAya che ane AgaLa AtmAnI paramAtmadazo prakaTa karavAmAM A dehe purUSAtha na thatA hoya ane je kArya siddha na thatu DAya te bIjA dehe karavA mATe vacce rahelu dehanuM maraNu ghaNuM upacAgI thai paDe che. evu AtmAthI jJAnI bhakta purUSa mATe samajAya che. jJAnI purUSa jIvanathI hu pAmatA nathI ane maraNathI zeka karatA nathI. tee jIvatAM chatA amuka dRSTIe deha prANanuM mRtyu anubhave che ane tethI deha ane prANa vIgere sAdhanAne vyavahAra upayeAgI gaNI tenI sArasaMbhALa kare che paNa jyAre tenA nAza thavAnA haiAya che tyAre ghaNA AtmabhAvamAM jAgRta thAya che, Atma upayegI thAya che, ane pahelethI temanA tavA Atma upayAga va vAthI maraNu kAle duHkha paDe che ane bAhya IMdrAnu bhAna bhulAya che tApaNu aMtarathI jAgRta hAya che, jema svapnamAM deha ane dricAnA saMbadha ciMtavana paratve sAkSAta nathI dekhAtA chatAM deha ane IMdrithI nyArI rIte AtmA peAtAnuM ciMtavana kare che, vicAra kare che. tevI rIte deha ane prANanA jayAre avasAnakALa thAya che tyAre upacegI AtmA azAtA vIgere vedanIne mukhyatve vedatA chatAM paNu aMtaramAMthI jAgRta rahe che, ane khA IdrienA bhAne bhAnavALA nahI chatAM paNa aMtarathI bhAnavALA rahe che, kAraNa ke teNe pahelAMthI upacega vaDe AtmAne tevI gatI ApI hoya che. tethI samyajJAnInuM samAdhI maraNa thAya che. ane te upacega pu ka deDhune chaDI zake che. ane te khIjA bhavamAM jAya che teApaNu peAtAnu bhAna kAyama rAkhe che. mekavAra samyakaSTI thai te te pachI jIva For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 3 ) game tyAM jAya te paNa peAtAnA AtmAne vIkArAja karavAnA ane aMtaranI paramAtma dazA prakaTa karavAnI pragatIne pragaTa karavAnAja temAM zaMkA cheja nahI. maraNu e vairAgya denAra zikSaka che. jJAnIone tethI te upakAraka thAya che. kAraNake tenAthI teo paramAtmAnI vIzeSa bhakti kare che ane AtmadhyAnamAM paNa vIzeSa pragatI kare che. nAnu khaLaka jema bhaya pAme che tyAre mAtAnI ane pitAnI seADamAM bharAya che tema vairAgI AtmA mRtyunA bhayathI paramAtmasvarUpanI najIkamAM jAya che ne paramAtmAnuM zaraNa aMgIkAra kare che ane aMtaramAM paramAtmAnA anubhava karIne pachI te nibha ya bane che. mRtyu agara jIvana e enA samayamAM meAha vRttIneja bhItI che ane te meha vRttIja navA navA bhayane utpanna kare che ane tethI AtmA DhaMkAya che. jJAnI mahAtmA upayega muke che ane te mRtyu bhItInA AcchAdane dura kare che ane upayAgathI suryanI peThe jaLahaLe che. prabhunI jhAMkhI thayA vInA mRtyu bhaya TaLatA nathI. nIrUpAdhIka dazA jJAna dhyAna samAdhIthI maraNa pahelAM ghaNA vakhatathI jee AtmAne bhAve che ane sarva prakAranI dunIyAnI upAdhIeAmAM jeo niHzaMka thaI jAya che ane meAhanA samadhAne jee bhara nIMdrAnI peThe bhUlI jAya che, teone mRtyukAle dehanA nAza thatAM nirbhaya dazA vate che. deha chatAM AtmApayega mukIne mananI kalpanAe deha paDe che ane temAMthI AtmA nyArA thAya che. pA| deha dhAraNa kare che ne tene mukIne bIjo dehu le che ane pazcAta sarvathA dehanA saMbaMdha cheDI AtmA nirajana nIrAkAra thAya che-evu aMtaramAM je e bhAve che, teone dehanA saMpUrNa nAzaka le dehAdhyAsavRtI rahetI nathI ane AtmApayega varte che. jJAnI AtmA kSaNe kSaNe mRtyunI sAme dehamAM rahete chatAM yuddha karyAM kare che ane te jJAna samAdhI maNu prApta kare che. kAinuM kevu maraNa thaya te pote jANI zake ane kevalajJAnI jANI zake ane tethI amuka manuSyanu kevu" maraNu thayuM te maranAra pAteja anubhavI zake. samyak dRSTi jJAnI AtmA mRtyu bIgere A prasaMge te mUtarA jAgRta rahe che ane nAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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(4) dhyAna bhakitanI paraNatImAM rame che ane tethI te deha badalatA badalatA AgaLane AgaLa cAlyA jAya che. AtmAnI pU pratitI thayA bAda bALa ajJAna mehadazAvALu maraNu thatuM nathI ane tethI AtmA pA paDatA nathI. zarIrane alse badalavA te jevuM bAhyathI kAya karAya che, tevu Mja jJAnInu deha badalavA rUpa kAya che. A pratyakSa dekhAtA deha vIgerenA saMbaMdhe jyAM sAcA mAnavAmAM Ave che tyAM mRtyu bhaya rahe che ane maraNu khAda AtmAnI hayAtIne jyAM nizcaya hoya che tyAM jJAnabhAva jAgRta thAya che, ane mRtyu bhaya TaLe che ane AtmA muktinA paMthe krame krame caDhatA chevaTe aMtamurhuta'mAM kevaLajJAna prakaTa kare che ane paramAtmA thAya che. jJAnI enA zarIrane je mRtyu nA hAta teA te mAgaLa caDhI zakataja nahi. jJAnI mRtyune kALe paDa cIrIne tenI pAchala AtmaprakAza dekhe che ne tethI te nibha ca ane che. mRtyukAlanI vacalI dazA adhakAranA jevI che paNa jJAnIne te te dazA prakAzavAlI lAge che ane tethI tene jema jAgRta dazAmAMthI gADha nIMdrAmAM javu. ane gADha nIMdrAmAMthI jAgRtamAM javA jevuM lAge che. je prabhunA bhakata samyakdaSTI jIva thayA hoya che te mRtyukALanI purve sarve prakAranI mAhAsakatIyAne dura kare che ane 5khI jema peAtAnA zarIra paranI dhuLa khaMkherI ke che tema te sava` prakAranI vAsanAne kha'kherI nAkhI cAkhkhA ane ane tethI te nirbhIya bane che, maraNu kaI vakhate thavAnu che tene pahelethI nizcaya thatA nathI. mATe pahelethI jJAna dhyAna samAkhIthI ghaNuM cetI levuM eie ane ghaNI AtmAnI zuddhi karI levI joIe ke jethI mRtyukAle pazcAtApa nA thAya te manuSyabhava hArI nA javAya. kSaNe kSaNe je AyuSya Achu thAya che te AvIcI maraNu kahevAya che ane teja maraNu kSaNe kSaNe cAlyA kare che ane dehanA chevaTanA nAza sudhI rahevAnu, Avu je jANe che ane jJAnabhAvathI je aMtaramAM jAgRta thAya che, te phunIAnA kAi paNa padArthamAM rAga dveSathI Asakta rahI zake nahI ane te kSaNe kSaNe aMtaramAM zuddha For Private And Personal Use Only

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(5). paramAtmAne saMbhArate kSaNe kSaNe jIve che ane anyone paNa chavAI zake che. zuddhAtmAnuM svarUpa smaraNa karavuM, paramezvaramAM potAnuM mana layalIna karavuM, teja prabhumAM rahevAnuM che ane tevI rIte prabhumAM rahIne bAhya dunIyAmAM AjIvIkAdI saMbaMdhe vartAvAnu thAya che tethI AtmA nirlepa rahIne AtmAnI zuddhi prApta karI mekSa prApta karI zake che. AvI dazAmAM rahevA khAsa upayoga rAkhave. huM paNa te upaga rAkhavAne purUSArtha karU chuM. jagamAM tethI kaI rAgI dveSI rahyuM nathI ane jagatamAM prabhumAM rahIne Atmaprabhune pragaTAvavA Atmopage javAya che ane bAhyAthI AyuSyaudaye paNa zarIrathI chavAya cheAvI rIte be naMkhA jIvanane anubhavAya che. ane vartAya che, ane zuddha purNa paramAtmA thavA mATe aMtaramAM upayoga dazAthI meDanI sAthe yuddha thAya che ane tevuM yuddha aMtaramAM cAle che tene anubhava thAya che. AvA yuddhamAM dehane prANanuM mRtyu thatAM AtmAne vijaya thAya che e niHzaMsaya vAta che. emAM kSaNa mAtrane pramAda karyA vinA AgaLa vadhavAnI jarUra che ane AtmAnA pradeza je anubhavajJAna nahI pAmelA hoya te prApta karavAnI jarUra che. " Atma samAdhI zataka" nAmanA saMskRta graMthamAM amee maraNa kAle upaga rAkhavAnI dIzA jaNAvI che. ekavAra AtmAne purNa nItyatvapaNane anubhava thaye ke te pachIthI AtmA tarataja nirbhaya thavAneja ane "AkhA jagatanA jIvane DarAvanAra mRtyunI sAme te nirbhaya thaIne ubhe rahevAneja ane AtmA zuravIra banavAneja AtmAnI anaMtI zaktI che. ekvAra tene amarapaNAnu je bhAna thayuM ane tenA purNa sarakAra pADyA te pachIthI te vastrane badalavAnI peThe maraNanA khelane samaje che. eTale temAM tene kazuM lAgatuja nathI. AvI dazA prakaTa karavA mATe pahelAthI ja nIrUpAdhI nIvRttI meLavavI joIe ane jJAnIonI saMgatI karavI joIe ane sarva ne khamAvI levA For Private And Personal Use Only

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6 } joie. dehanuM maraNa jyAre thavAnuM. heAya tyAre thAya. paNu jJAnI purUSa te pahelAMthIja sarva jIvAnI sAthe kSamApanA karIne rAgadveSa vera rahIta bhAvapaNe sarva jIvAnI sAthe varte che ane vavAne upayAga samaje che ane tethI te peAtAnuM sAdhya bhulate nathI ane maraNAdI prasaga Ave chate khare, vaiddho banI jAya che. dareka manuSye pahelAMthI AvI dazA prakaTa karavAmAM purUSArtha karavA. parIgraha murAnI vRttIne rAkavI ane zubhAzubha vRtIothI peAtAne AtmA nyArA che evA je anubhava karavA teja AtmaprabhunA sAkSAtkAra che ane evA Atmaprabhune sAkSAtkAra karI levAmAM tana mana dhana sarvenuM bhAna bhulI javu joie ane vahevAra kAryone paNa ekavAra cheDI daine AtmadazAne anubhava karI leve joie. ane jIvatAM marajIvA manIne jIvavu joIe. AvI dazAnA khyAla AvyA che ane tethI AgaLanA anubhava pradezamAM Agala javA purUSArtha karU chu. ane tamane paNa jaNAvukSu ke te dIzA tarapha utsAhathI laganI lagADo ane Atmaprabhune anubhavavAnI tathA nirbhayadazA prApta karavAnI tAlAvelI prakaTa karo. jarA mAtra paNa pramAda nA karI. upayeAga bhulAya ke pAche upayAga prakaTa karo. dareka kAya prasa ge upayoga kAyama rAkhavAnA abhyAsa pADA ane ke!i mANusa jema paravArIne beThA hAya ane sAvadha rahe tevI rIte sAvadha rahIne mekSa yAtrA karavAmAM pravRta rahevu. dunIyAnA Avazyaka kanyA karavAM, paraMtu aMtaramAM upayegI rahevu... ane maradazAnI pahelAM AtmAnA zuddha upayAga dhAraNa karavA joie. eka paNa AtmA saMbaMdhI karelA vIcAra nakAme jate nathI. te pachI kSaNe kSaNe je AtmAne vIcAra karavAmAM Ave che, tethI muktI thayA vagara raheja nahI te vAta nIzcaya che ane tevA DhaDha nizcayathI pravaze. jJAnI bhakta dhami purUSane AtmAnI pU zuddhine mATe AtmAnI pUrNa yamAtmA dazA thavA mATe dehAdIka parIvata na hoya che ane pUrNa kAya thaye chane dehAdI nA abhAva thAya che. evI jJAnI bhakartAne pUrNa purI thavAthI tene mRtyu ! eka mAherAta eka me For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 7 ) ane tene eka dheAraNathI khIjA dheAraNamAM caDhavAnI parIkSAnA jevu lAge che ane zIvasuMdarI varavA mATe tene lagna maDapanA occhava jevu lAge che. tetho deha rahe agara deha na rahe tepaNa tene te samabhAva pravarte che. dehane cheDavA te kAMi navuM kArya nathI. te te anAdikALathI thatuM AvyuM che ane anatIvAra DheDhA chaDayA ane anatIvAra deha grahaNa karyo. tema ApaNe sarva jJAnI vANIthI jANIe chIe paNa samabhAvathI tene AcAramAM mukIne vartIe teja anubhava Ave. phakta vAMcanajJAnathI AtmA upara uMDI asara thatI nathI ane manapara thayelI kSaNIka asara te pAchI bhuMsAI jAya che, mATe AtmAmAM nirbhayatAnA uMDA saMskAra paDe ane tene pUrNa anubhava thAya tevA purUSArtha A bhavamAM karaveAja joie ane tene mATe traNa bhuvananI zahenazAhIne nAkanA mela samAna jANIne tenA paNa tyAga karI AvI AtmAnI ucca dazA prApta karava nI laganI lagADavI joie ane evI laganI peAtAnI lAgI che ke kema tenA khyAla peAtAnA AtmA peAtAne Ape che ane tamAM AtmAnI sAkSI vInA khIjAnI sAkSInI jarUra paDatI nathI jena AtmAnI sAkSI thaI nathI tene khIjAnI sAkSInI jarUra paDe che. ekavAra AtmAne peAtAnI sAkSIne khyAla Ave te te paramAtmadazAnI cheka najIkamAM jAya che ane tene pachI A dunIyA nAnA bALakanA khela jevI lAge che ane tethI temAM te nikha`dha rahe che, AvI dazA pAmelAonI eka kSaNu mAtrane paNa pramAda karyAM vagara sagatI karavI, ane petanAmAM tevI dazA pragaTAvavI, ane deha prANunA maraNa prasaMge mRtyumahAtsava jevu anubhavAya ane tene khyAla peAtAnA aMtaramAM Ave tevI dazAnA anubhavamAM AgaLa caDhavu joIe, anya manuSyo peAtAnA maraNu sa'badhI game tevA abhiprAya bAMdhe temAM peAtAnuM kAMi vaLatu nathI. peAtAnI dazAnA peAtAne anubhava AvavA joie, ane samAdhikAlamAM yAgI jema deha ane indriyAthI nyArI vata che, tema maraNa pahelAM AyuSyanI jIvana dazAmAM saMsAramAM jIvatAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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(8) chatAM vAra vAra AvI uttama dazAne anubhava Avavo joIe ane tevI dazAne anubhava nA Ave te samajavuM joIe ke hajI ghaNI kacAza che, ane hajI karmane ghaNuM paDadA cIravAnA bAkI che, eka ke be bhava jenA bAkI hoya tevA mahA purUne AvI laganInI tAlAvelI lAgI hoya che ane tethI teone bIje kaI ThekANe cena paDatuM nathI. AdhyAna, raudradhyAnanA vicArane te jIvatAM ja mArI nAkhavA joIe ane te jIvatAM marI gayAnI pitAne khAtrI nA thAya tyAM sudhI purUSArtha karavAmAM khAmI na rAkhavI joIe, ane eka kSaNane paNa pramAda na karavuM joIe anaMtabhamAM pitAnA pADelAM nAma ane dehanAM anekarUpe tathA vartamAnakAlanuM nAma tathA vartamAna kALanI dehAkRtI rUpa huM nathI, huM AtmA tethI tyAre chuM, te purNa anubhava aMtaramAM prakaTa joIe, ane te pitAne dAvo jaIe ane evI rIte aMtaramAM anubhava anubhavAya te nirbhayatA ane AtmAnaMda khIle, prakAza pAme ne AtmA AtmAnA rUpe jIvate thAya ane te mehane mArIne chevaTe nirmohI thaI anaMtakAla mATe jIvato jAgato rahe ane anaMta kSetrane tathA anaMta bhavene tevI dazAmAM jANa rahe temAM kAMI Azcarya nathI ane tenI dazAnI kAMIka jhAMkhI te A bhavamAM Ave che, ane tethI mane te khAtrI thAya che ke AvI AtmAnI paramAtmA thavAnI musApharImAM deharUpI ghoDA ke je nirUpayegI thayA haze tene badalavA paDaze ane upayegI ghoDA upara svAra thaI caDhavuM paDaze ane chevaTe mokSanagara AvatAM ghaDAnI jarUra raheze nahIM. te anubhava nicce thAya che, tethI je kaMI banavAnuM hoya che, te sArA mATe bane che ane te Atmonnati mATe thAya che, tema jANuM sevAbhakti jJAna upAsanA sakiyA AdI sarva dhArmika cagenA sAdhanAnI sAdhanA thAya che, ane sAdhanabhede bheda chatAM aMtaramAM abhedabhAva varte che, ane prabhune pragaTa karavA prabhunI prArthanA thAya che, kaSAya dene vINIvINIne mArI haThAvavAnI pravRti sevAya che, ane AtmAnI zuddhatA karavAne vepAra karAya che, yAtrAmAM cAlatAM bhulAya rakhaDAya khalana thAya For Private And Personal Use Only

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to paNa sAdhyadaSTi hevAthI ane aMtaramAM utsAha ane jera chevAthI upayoga bhAvamAM thAka lAgatuM nathI e mAre prabhu pratye vizvAsa che, tevA vizvAsamAM raheze, ane AtmA prabhunA upayogamAM rahIne bAhyamAM vartaze, ane tame tamArI musApharImAM AgaLa vadhaze tema IcchuM chuM ane prabhumaya jIvana jIvavA samartha thaze ema chachuM. tame pitAne pitA rUpe lakhaze, ane jaDane jaDa rUpe elakhaze, ane be jAtanI upaga dhArA kAyama rAkhIne mRtyunI paNa pelI pAra amara rUpe thaIne mRtyunA paryAmAM sAkSIbhuta nilepa raheze, mRtyune duSTa AtmA che, mRtyu duSya che, AtmAthI mRtyu nyArU che, mRtyu e pitAne sAthI che, mItra che, upakArI che, bhAvibhAva mRtyu kAle mRtyune paNa nirbhaya bhAve bheTavuM ne Agala vadhavuM, eja jJAnI AtmAnuM kartavya che, zubhAzubha vikalpa saMkalpa TaLI gayA bAda mRtyunuM duHkha samabhAve vedAya che, paNa tethI navA dehe levA paDatA nathI, AvI dazA prApta karavA mATe ekavAra daDha nizcaya thayo ne utsAha thaye ke AgaLa javAnAja, temAM vacce vidane Ave saMkaTa Ave tepaNa AtmA sevAbhaktine upayoga pratApe vijaya pArAvAneja. mATe aMtaramAM UMDA UtarIne mRtyune amRtyune vicAra kare ane AgalanI musApharI jyAre karavAne prasaMga Ave tyAre pahelAMthI cetIne zuravIra bane. samakita rUpa kezarIyA karIne jJAnI purU pAchAM DagalAM bharatA nathI ane mRtyu kAle AvuM dharmayuddha karyA vinA svarAjya malavAnuM nathI. mAtmaprabhunA rAjyamAM javA mATe saMtapurUSoe aMtaramAM yuddho karyA che, ane kare che, ane tevuM ApaNe kSaNe kSaNe karavAnuM che. svarga ane narka ApaNA Atma pradezonI sAthe rahelAM che, ane te baMnene dura karI mukta thavuM joIe. je sAra mAM sArU che, te pAsene pAse che, ane burAmAM burU che te paNa pasene pAse che, sArAnI pAse javAthI naThArU tenI meLe dura thaze. Atma svabhAvanA upagamAM ja parabhAvane nAza che, Atma svabhAva jevuM kaI sArU nathI, ane parabhAva jevuM kaMI burU nathI. jagata AtmA For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 10 ) ne koI paNa zatru nAza karavA samartha nathI. jAgRta AtmAne kaI zatruja rahetuM nathI, kAraNake tenI zuddha upaga daSTi hoya che ane tethI temAM koI zatru raheteja nathI, tene te Akhu jagata AtmAnI zuddhine mATe game te rUpAMtare-madadagAra upayegI thaI paDe che, kAraNake samyaka daSTi jJAnI AtmAmAM evI zakti khIlelI hoya che ke tenI jJAnadaSTinA pratApe sarva jagatane AtmAnI zuddhimAM karmanA kSayamAM koIne koI rUpAMtare upayogI karI de che. pitAnI daSTimAM tevuM bala hoya che. bAhyamAMthI kAMI lAvavAnuM hotuM nathI. potAnI daSTija pitAne tAre che, anya sAdhane te nimItta mAtraja heya che. AvI dazA prakaTAvavI teja AtmaprabhunuM prAkaTaya che, ane eja paramezvarane sAkSAtkAra che ane tevI rIte hRdayamAM Atmaprabhune prakaTa karIne AyuSya saMbaMdhe jIvatAM jJAnI AtmAne mRtyu paNa mItrarUpa thaIne tene mekSa javAmAM sahAyaka bane che te pachI bIjA padArthanuM kahevuM ja zuM? mATe sarva prakAranA tarkavitarkamAMthI mana pAchu kheMcI laIne AvI samyakaSTinI zuddhopaga dazA prakaTAvavA ati purUSArtha karo ane parAbhASAne aMtara nAdarUpa prabhune pegAma prakaTIne nirbhayatA jAhera nA kare tyAM sudhI vizrAMti nA le, ane AgaLa vadhe. tamane AgaLa vadhavAmAM zAsana de saMtanI sahAya thaze. A patra vAMcIne jeTalo bane teTaluM purU vArtha karaze. ame paNa te mAga sAdhavAmAM purUSArtha karIye chIe, ane tame paNa purUSArtha karaze, ityevaM. 3% zAnita. zAntiH zAnita. eja, le. buddhisAgaranA dharmalAbha, dharma sAdhana karazo dharma kArya lakhaze, cevuM 32 8 mahAvIra, rAtti . vi. 1981 caitra vadi 3 mu. vijApura. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 1 ) zrI. tA. 17-5-9. muka amadAvAda jhaverIvADane upAya. li. buddhisAgara. jIjJAsu mumukSu priya mahAzaya hRdayaniSTa tathA premI badhu rogya yathAyogya premadarzana. vi. koInI sAthe maMgAvelAM pustake vega maLe mokalAvIza vA atra AvavAnA che te atra samarpaNa karIza. ApanuM smaraNa cagya vartanathI thayA kare che. ApanI apUrva premavRtti AtmahitArthanI che ane te AtmahitArthamAM vRddhi karaze. vIrabhagavAne je AtmadhyAnane mArga lIdho che te AdaraNaya che. AtmAnuM svarUpa jANavAmAM Ave che tyAre hAlA badhu bAhAne bhedabhAva rahetuM nathI. sarvatra samAna bhAvanA varte che. jainatattvamAM pheraphAra nathI. AtmAmAM pheraphAra nathI. dayAnA vicAre jenAmAM jeTalA che te te aMze te dayALuM gaNAya che. tyAre ke nA tarapha bhedabhAva rAkha joIe? aMtaramAM utarIne jotAM bAhya kriyA veSamAM vAdavivAdanuM vizeSa kAraNa jJAnIone jaNAtuM nathI. nAti jAtinAM gharanAM baMdhane dUra karIne ApaNe sarvanuM tathA pitAnuM bhaluM karavuM joIe. zrI AnaMdaghanajI vagere AtmajJAnIonAM pustakethI AtmAnaMda prApta karavo joIe. nispRha sAdhuo vADAnA baMdhanamAM parataMtra rahI AtmahitamAM satsamAgamamAM khAmI rAkhatA nathI. jyAM tyAMthI syAdvAda dRSTithI satya zodhI tenuM dhyAna karaze. uttama deha ane buddhine hA . ApanA badhune paNa premavaMdana AtmabhAve samajAvazo. jaganA bhalAmAM zrI vIranAM vAkaya bahu upagI che. vAraMvAra tamAruM maraNa thAya che. vizeSatA Atma jAgRti rAkhaze. OM zAMti 3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 12 ) patra punaH punaH lakhatA raheze. tamArUM Atmasatya te mArU che ane mArUM te tamArUM che. tamArU mArU zabda mUkI detAM zuddha svarUpa satra eka sarakhu vate che. X zrI sumativijaya lAyabrerimAM mArAM sekreTarI Apaze. semAbhAine mAluma thAya ke mArAM pustako vAMcavA Apaze. x zrI. X Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir OM zAMtiH 3 pustaka che. tyAMnA A mahAtmAzrone OM zAMtiH 3 X tA. 26-5-9. AMbalI pALa-jhaverI vADe. le. buddhisAgara, For Private And Personal Use Only bhavya priya mahAtmAe ! yathA ceAgya hRdayamAM avadhAraze. vi. meDiMga mAraphate Ajaroja pustaka mokalavA AjJA ApI che. meAkalAvaze. paheAMcyAnA pratyuttara. bAkInAM pustakA ApazrInI sthitinA nizcaye atra vA game tyAM mokalAvIza. ApanA game tevA vicAranI sthitimAM paNa jaNAvavAnI AjJA leza ke................e atra AvI punaH dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che temAM ApanA hRdayanI khahAra huM na hAuM ema punaH punaH IMcchu chuM. anya sthitimAM gaelAne sArI sthitimAM lAvavA e sujanatAja che. ApazrInA hRdaya samudragAM vicAra meAjA e aneka vahe tApaNa ekaja nizcaya premathI te che ke game te sthitimAM AtmA te AtmAja che. te matamatAMtaramAM nathI. zuddha hRdaya kheMcaze khe'cAzeH satyamAM bhaLaze, dharma premamAM maLaze. nizcaya vANI A hRdayamAM punaH punaH Tharaze. hiMmatanI kiMmata nathI. mahAtmAe

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( 17 ) svataMtra che. AtmajJAna dhyAnamAM huM tamArA hRdayamAM chuM. hAla baMdhuo, lekhaka ane vAMcakanI tAdAmyatA Atma svarUpamAM vijaLI zaktinI peThe pariName che. mana zuM kahe che. lakhAya che zuM? tene punaH punaH vicAra karatAM vAMcakanuM hRdaya ja lekhakamAM pravezI je AkarSaNa kare che teja che. game te sthitimAM zuddha premathI aDa lekhakane aMtarathI ekarUpa gaNI samatA nirvahaze. li. tamArI hRdaya. hAlA bandha Atma jJAna dhyAna vinA bAhya jaMjAlathI mana virame che ATaluM paNa tamArA saMbaMdhathI ja lakhAya che. Rtika rU tA. 5-6-9, - mu. amadAvAda. li muni. buddhisAgara. zrI kheDA. vairAgI tyAgI sabhAgyavAna priya munivarya zrI .......... tathA zrI..........................tathA zrI.............vagere je paramAtma padaprApti. bhavya tamAre patra Avyo. tamArI adhyAtmika sthiti paripUrNa thao. AtmAnA svarUpanuM yathArtha darzana kare. AtmAnuM nAma nathI ke rUpa nathI chatAM karmanA cege A badhI jaMjAlamAM pitAnI saratA dhAraNa karavI e kaMI sAmAnya vAta nathI. zrI - mahArAja tathA zrI AtmAnI ucca sthiti prAnta For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 14 ) karI vhAlA zuddhAtmAe tame amUlya samaya svaupayegamAM gALazA. niSkAma buddhithI huM kANu kayAMthI Avye kayAM jAiza zuM karavu' ityAdi vAkayA para ekAMtamAM vicAra karavA joie. kha e naTsamAgama nA AnaMdane svAda karavA cAhu chu. antara pradezamAM sukha zeAdhu' chuM'. AtmAmAM utarIne kaI AtmAnaMda svAdu chuM te mATe meM deza kuLa jAta leAkalajamAM bhaya Adi satrane tyAga karyo che. ane kahyu` che keH * hamato duniyAse na DareMge, Atama dhyAna dhareMge duniyA dIvAnI gAMDA kaheze, kAika mAraNa dhAze lajjA bhayakIrti apakIrti, mAna thako zu thA hama0 manyue-phrAnu kAI che ?maryA bAda keNu bhakta acAvaze. mApha AtmajIvana adhyAtmajJAna kriyAnuM ucca karU' chu, tame paNa ucca karaze. mumukSu baMdhue -nAyakAmAM AAvavAnuM kahyuM. hAla atra zAstrI che. sava sAdhue bhaNe che tethI AvI zakAya tema nathI. vyAkhyAna paNa cAle che, joke AtmAtA tamArI pAse che, tamArI sAthe satsamAgama karavA mATe AtmA tape che. temAM vizeSa khelavA karatAM karI khatAvavAnI jarUra che. atra Avaze eTale tamArI pAse khAnagI mANasa mAlIza. ille jatAM vigere jagyAe vAta cita karIza. tamArI marajI hoyate| amRtasAgarajI tamane tathA ................ne tathA ................ne bahu icche che. mahu prema dharAve che tene mekavuM. patra lakhI jaNAvaze eTale mAluma paDaze. satra hakIkata lakhaze. vizeSa je karavAnuM che te karI lye. zA mATe vilakha karA che. nizcaya khAtrI che ke traNa andhue ne buddhisAgara prANa karatAM priyagaNI ucca dazA prApta karAvaze have zuM lakhuM; tamArU hRdaya je lakhe teja huM lakhuM chuM, kharA premathI dhama kAya lakhaze. OM zAMtiH 3 * Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir X For Private And Personal Use Only kama

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( 15 ) Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Al. 2-6-4 mu. amadAvAda AMkhalIpeALa jhaverIvADe.. le, buddhisAgara pUjya munizrI ......... tathA pUjyazrI mahAtmA vigere. manuSyanuM bhaviSya potAnA hAthamAM che. manuSya A!tma vicArAthI peAtAnuM bhaviSya sudhArI zake che. game tevI naThArI sthitimAMthI sArI sthitimAM AtmakhaLathI AvI zakAya che. sa manuSyeAnA AtmAne paramAtma buddhithI jovA joie. amuka doSI hAya te paNa te sadAne mATe dveSI nathI. dveSInA dekhene TALavA prayatna karavA joie. sadguNInA upara kAga thAya tete svAbhAvika che, kintu doSInA dASA tarapha jarA mAtra khyAla na lAvatAM niSkAma buddhithI temanuM bhalu karavuM teteA apUrva kAryAM che. huM dareka manuSyana! AtmAnA svarUpane saMgI chuM. dRSTA chuM. mArU zuddha svarUpa vastuta: jevu che tevuM paratu' paNa che. ATha kapaNu doSa che. aSTa ka vinA je che teja nirdoSI che. aMze aMze nirdoSI te sarva manuSye che paNa te doSanA tarapha dekhavAnuM kaMi prayeAjana nathI. dveSanI bhAvanA karavAthI manuSya doSa grahaNa karI zake che. AtmAnA mULa svarUpa tarapha dRSTi devI joIe. AtmAnI ucca dazA prApta karavA sArU` sadguNudRSTi aMgakAra karavI joIe. AtmA sadAkALa purNAnandI che. dunimAnAM sArAM khATAM vacanathI te nyArI che. mananA dhama mAM rahIe chIe tyAre vikalpa saMkalpa dazAnI zreNiyAmAM utaravuM paDe che. vyabhicArI manuSyane paNa sArA vicArAthI sudhArI zakAya che. sArAM bALakAne te sau ramADe che paNa naThArAM gaMdakIvALAM viSTAvALAM bALakAne te mAtAnI dRSTivinA sudhArI zakAya nahIM. A sasAramAM eka bIjA AtmAne sahAya ApavI paDe che. bhUtakALamAM ApaNAmAM keTalA mananI asthiratAnA doSa haze, ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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(a's) taram vicAra karIe te ApaNane kAi pAse na ubhA rAkhe. tepaNu jJAnImahAtmAee dezanA dei sudhAryAM tema ApaNe paNa va vAnuM che. zrI prasannacaMdra rAjarSi nuM dRSTAMta cai!. eka kSaNamAM sAtamI naraka ane ghaDImAM mukitanA vAjA' vAgyAM. A zuM ? mananI kevI sthiti jaNAve che ? hiMmata hAravI nahi. abhyAsa sArA mArga upara lei jAya che. bhUtakALamAM jAnavara Adi vicitra avatAra dhAraNa karyAM. te avatAramAM kevAM kRtya karyA haze ? hAla kevu' jIvana! banyA ! AtmAnA saguNA taraphaja diSTa devI ceAgya che. AtmAnI dayA karavI, pAMjarApALanAM bakarAM vigere karatAM manuSyanA AtmAnI bhAvayA karavI e sAmAnya vAta nathI. zrIvIraprabhu je kevaLajJAnathI dareka jIvAnA kanu' citra kahevA mAMDe te sava nu kahI zake. zuM pariNAma Ave ? tema chatAM phakata ceAgya mA ja matAnyeA. tema ApaNe paNa ceAgya mArga batAvavA joie. caDaze te paDaze. tamArI sArI sthitimAM te sava icche, parantu naThArI sthitimAM doSa tarapha dRSTi nahi detAM A AtmA priya che ema uttama bhAvanA rAkhI keAi yAgIndrotArI zake. ucca mAga mAM jeTalu' apakIrtinu baMdhana che teTalu' kIti'nuM madhana che, AtmAnA mArgamAM koi Ama kaheze, zuM thAya ityAdi paratatra vicArAnI manarUpa eDImAM besI na rahetAM AtmAnuM jJAna dhyAna karavu' duniyA dIvAnI che. duniyAnI hRSTithI jo dharma sAdhIe te! kadI sAdhI zakAya nahI. duniyAnI pratiSThAthI AtmA baMdhanamAM thaDayA che ane paDaze. pUjya zrI mahAtmAe ! mAbApanA tyAga karatA bAhyanI ajJAna pratiSTAnA tyAga karavA kaThINu lAge che. ahe AtmA peAtAnA zuddha svarUpamAM kayAre ramaNatA karaze? priya satpu rUpe-Ama svabhAvamAM ramaNatA karaze. hAla te ghaNA vakhata samAdhImAM jAya che. tethI samaya maLatA nathI. patra tethI lakhAye nathI-samAdhimAM praveza kareA. AtmahitamAM pravRtti karaze!-dhamakA 3khaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 17 ) li. tamAre buddhisAgara ye tyAM zarIra vinA paNa zarIramAMduniyAthI tyAre paNa tamAro dharma nehavi. priya mahAtmA .............dharmalAbhane svAda apUrva AsvAdatA haze. buddhisAgarane kaheze jaNAvaze ApanI saMyama zakitathI meza mArga sanmukha saMcarI zake. saMskRta abhyAsamAM pravRtti kare te apUrva paMDita thaI zake dezadeza. taDakAmAM pharyA vinA vidyAnI prApti kare te hajAre jonA AdhAra thaI zake. bAlyAvasthAmAM vidyA zIkhI zakAya che. janmIne kaMI karyuM nahIM te jagyA zAnA ? ekalA pharavAthI zuM Atmahita thaI zake? bhavya mahAtmA mArA jevA tamane premathI saMpUrvajJAna ApI zake. bhaviSyamAM tejasvI bane paNa zuM karuM huM parataMtra chuM ke tame, te samajAtuM nathI. mabApanA tAbe rahevuM joIe. jyAre te avasthA tyAgI to prathama jJAnAbhyAsa karave joIe. nAra gAmamAM anya sAdhuo je thayA che te ceDA varasamAM prakhyAta thaze te pahelAM tame AgaLa Ave ema icchuM chuM. atra vyAkaraNa vigare bhaNavAnI sarva sagavaDa che, baMdhuo tame siddhanA samAna che. sarva karI zakazo. hAlA mahAtmAo! udyama kare. vidyA vinAnuM jIvana pazu samAna che. jJAna vinA keLavaNI pAmelA zrAvake have sAdhuone bAvAnA karatAM paNa burI daSTithI dekhe che. tame paNa jJAnAbhyAsamAM layalIna thAo. jJAnane mATe deza vezane tyAga kare paNa jJAna levuM. ApanA hRdayamAM jo ke A vAta eTalI che te paNa lakhI jaNAvI che. ................ne vyAkaraNane abhyAsa zarU thaI gayuM che. tame AgaLa thAo. tame sarva karI zake. pyArA badhue niSkAma buddhithI eTaluM kahI kSamA yAcI have huM Ama dayAnane vicAramAM praveza karUM chuM. zrI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Wo www.kobatirth.org ( 18 ) ......... ..nakkI huM tamAne smarU chu. tameA dharma premanu svarUpa samajaze.-matra maLaze. khAnagImAM keTalIka vAtacIta karatAM tamane jAgRti sArI Avaze. x Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir OM zAntiH 3 X tA. 4-7-9 mukAma - amadAvAda. muni buddhisAgara. pUjya munirAja zrI tathA zrI priya tathA [[]] at ... DOGG... yogya sadA kAla zAnti varto tamArA lakhavA mujatra zrI amRtasAgarajI tyAM AgyA che. vAta citano khulAsA karazo. sarva sAruM thaze. karavA mAMDayuM te karI nAkhavuM. sArAmAM zo vilaMba. rAtrI paDavAyI patra utAvalI lakhyo che. For Private And Personal Use Only ....... li. tamAro. buddhisAgara. zA mATe have vicAra karocho ! sArAmAM pravRtti karo.

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra X www.kobatirth.org * ( 12 ) zrI Al. 8-19-4 mukAmaH-amadAvAda keH--buddhisAgara munizrI amRtasAgarajI. vizeSa tamA nAyakAe pahoMcyA heze|, tamArI davA meAkalI che. tyAMnA samAcAra lakhaze. bhAI cand. lAla mathuradAsane tamArI tarapha mekalyA che. kAgaLa lakhI Apazo. munirAja zrI amicaMdajI rUSijI tathA munirAja zrI metica'dajI rUSijI tathA munirAjazrI saubhAgyacadajIne mArA yathAyogya snehapUrvaka kahezo. temane kahezo ke tame kharekhara sukho thazo. A AtmA AtmAnI peThe sadA vartaze. vizeSa kArya hAya te| tuta mAsa mAkalIza. tyAM kayAM sudhI rahevAnA che te jaNuAvazo, ko. X X tA. 24 -1-11 mukAma. bhAI dara 000 700. mu. muMbAI taMtra vineya zraddhALu munizrI ceAgya anuvantanA sukha zAtA. vizeSa tamArA patra AvyA . vAMcI khInA sava jANI. terasanA divase dakSiNa tarapha vihAra karavA dhAryuM te AjJApUrvaka ke AjJA vinA temaja kAcA kAna mATe lakhyu te kayA kayA pramANeAthI tene barAbara khulAse karavA joie. tamane tyAM upAdhi paDe che. AgaLa pAchaLanA sacAgeAmAM irSyALunI tamane pratIti thAya che. paNa Aja sudhI jeNI taraphane te patra dhArA che. teNI taraphane khIlakula patra nathI tema chatAM kevI rIte vicAra khAMdhI che te mhArA kuNu zamsane samajAtuM nathI. hIrasAgarajIne jogu herAvyA temAM tame na

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( 2 ) bilakula vageAvAo nahIM, kAraNa ke e ne sadezA jaNuAbyA che ane te rUbarUmAM batAvIza. e kAMmaLI mATe lakhyuM temAM te tamAre samajavuM joie ke dekhAdekhI bIjA sAdhue paNa kAMkhalI chatAM bIjI kAMbalIe le ane jUnI kAMbalIne vApare nahIM temaja bIjA sAdhue paNu vadhAre kIMmatI kAMbalI le te tIka gaNAya nahIM. zAstrInA pagAra mATe tame game te AvatA hAcate zrAvakanI pAsethI pAra cUkavaze. zeTha rUpacaMda lallubhAinI dukAne kaheze. tame! keha khIjA zrAvakane kahe! temAM bIjA phAMsI mAre e cegya nathI ema huM nakkI mAnuM chuM. kAraNake meM zAstrIne kahyuM hatuM ke ajItasAgarajI koi zrAvaka pAsethI pagAra apAvaze ane huM te AjJA ApuM chuM. tame khaTapaTanA mATe lakhe che. te sa huM jANuM chuM, sAdhuomAM samAnatAne lIdhe adekhAi thAya tema huM jANuM chu. tame! jANA che ke anyAnI prakRti AvI che-tema chatAM zuM huM na jANI zakuM ? ke huM sarvAMga nathI tethI kAcA kAnaneA paNa banI zakuM ? temAM kSayAparAmanI vicitratA che. tethI saMpUrNa aMze tema hAya te khATu kahI zakAya nahIM. darzanavijaya mATe meM je karyuM che te mArA vicAramAM Avelu karyuM che. tamene gurUnI vacana pratiti thatI haiAya te ceAgya mAnaze agara na mAne te mhane te khAkhatanuM kaMi paNa nathI. manuSyAne caDhavAmAM sprAya ApavI te mhArA dharma che. A vakhate e pakSa thayA che. temAM AgaLa pAchaLanI vAtAnA lIdhe tamArA premamAM bhaga paDace che. AzA che ke have vadhAre na paDe. samajIne pahoMcI zakAya mUrkhane na paheAMcI zakAya. tamane mahAvIra svAmI jevAtA upasagergA AvyAM nathI. samajI che--ga'bhIra che. AtmAthI che. have te gabhIra mana rAkhIne thoDA divasa kADhavA joie-adekhAi karanAranuM tamA uMdhuM vA chidra jovAnuM dhAre che ? ane tane tema lakhyuM te jANyuM. zuM e vidvAnAne vyAkhyAnanI pATa uparathI sujI AvatuM haze; zu sajjana te kadApi duja na thAya ? zuM kaiAinuM chidra jovAmAM tathA kahe. vAmAM sAdhupaNuM rahI zakaze? zuM khIjAnuM khurU karaze te tethI tamane saMteASa thai zakaze. zuM tethI vaira vALI zakAze? samarAditya ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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(ra) muhurAnI peThe varanI paraparamAM dhAmA dhAre che zuM gurUe ramavu" zIkhavyuM che ? za' va bhase ne ApaNe paNa bhasIne badale rAtre ekaMe hajAre jIvAne ApaNe upadeza ApIe chIe tyAre A ApaNA upara bhImasenanI peThe duHkha AvI paDe to pAma benAM chidra jetra ? kama kA ThekANe bhImasenanI peThe naDatAM nathI ? tyAM jaze tyAM kane udaya haze te prakArAMtare paNa bhAganyA vinA chUTaka: thaze nahIM. mA mAbatamAM siddhAntAne puchI bIjAnAM chidra jovA kahevA vicAra bAMdhazo. paNa bhalAmAM bhadhuM che. Atre te AMkhe, lakSamAM rAkhazo. mArI marajI AjJA pramANe cAlavAmAM bhaviSyamAM Atma sukhane pAmazo. huM jANuM chuM ke tamane upAdhi thAya che paNa hAlamAM te sahana karI. ante zAnti thaze. hIrasAgarane tamArA kahevAthI dIkSA ApI che. me" te tamane pahelAMthI kahyuM hatuM ke bIjA satroDAnA sAdhune dIkSA apAya nahIM paNa je banyuM te manyuM. jo tamane gurUnA cana upara vizvAsa heAya te eka kalAka gurUnA upadezanuM prema pUrvaka dhyAna dhare. kharAma vicArA Ave te haThAve. eTale zAMtinA vicAra anubhavaze!--hAlamAM tyAM ThIka na paDatu haiAya te amArI AjJA che ke nadI 13 terasanA rAja ANI tarapha vihAra karaveza. maLyA pachI cegya khulAseA karI, tamArA khabhAne zAnta paDaze tema karIzuM, babharAze! nahIM, bhAI savane duHkha AvI paDe che. jJAnI samabhAve vede che ane ajJAnI ulaTI zAka karI adhAya che--ApaNe mA bhavamAM AtmAnuM hita karavAnuM che. saMkaTa kAne nathI AvyAM ? tra tarapha Avazo mArU citta aneka prakAranA dharmanAM kAryAM tarapha atra rAkAyaluM che. mane tame hAya thAe ema icchu chu. jaina dharmane mATe AtmabhAga ApI ajItasAgarajI munizvara anyA che. te pelA ghaDAnI peThe zu' duHkha khamI zakazo nahI ? tame jJAnI che. tA ATalu lakhyu che. eja tamArI pratiSThA che. zu' amane tamArI peThe ziSyenI upAdhice! nahi naDatI hoya, temAM gabharAvAthI zuM vaLe tema che; alabatta tenuM samAdhAna thaI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra * www.kobatirth.org ( 2 ) javAnu, jaina dharmanI ArAdhanA mATe va! AtmabhAga ApyA che. tA meghakumAranu deSTAMta vicArI sthiratA samatA rAkhazo ane tamArA AtmAnI unnati karazo. AvI khaTapaTe na hAta tA kadI upAdhimAM du:kha gaNAtaja nahIM. ANI tarapha vihAra karazeA hAlate sarvone nabhAvazo. AbarUvALAne duHkha che, je nAgA hAya tene kai nathI. tameA akharUvata che. tethI gurUnI mANA pramANe mahAvIra svAmIne kAusaga graDuMNu karaze. zAntimAM rahevu dharmanI sAdhanA karaze, OM zAntiH 3 X zrI. 34 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tA. 25-11, mukAmaH-mu'AI. lekhakaH-buddhisAgara. taMtra vinayavaMta vicakSaNa vivekI munirAja zro ajItasAgarajI tathA saubhAgyasAgara caiAgya anuvadanAnuvadana vAMcaze.- vizeSa tamArA patra AvyeA te paheAMcyA che. zAstrIjIne kahyu che. pAsa mATe tame sagavaDa karazeA vizeSa cANA javu hAya te mukhe dana karavA jaze. tamArA AtmAne sthiratA rahe tema karaze. kAya hAya te jarUra lakhazeA. hAla saMskRta bhaNavAne vakhata che. siddhAtemAM praveza karavA saMskRta bhASAnuM adhyayana karavu joie. hajI tamArI uMmara che. vyAkhyAna ane bhaNavu paDAvane cAya che. vidvAn vu joie. vidyAbhyAsAthe aneka prakAra duHkha veDavAM joie. manuSyA vidyAbhyAsanI pratijJAe karIne pAra pADe che. tamArA vidyAbhyAsamAM mArAthI aMtarAya ye hoya to kSamA cAhuM chuM, siddhAntanA pAragAmI thavuM iSe gautama thaze te lAkhe!anugyene uttama tatva pradhI zakaze ane ucca jIvana karI zakaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 23 ) amArA vacane dUra chatAM tamane vizeSataH AtmAnI sAkSI Apaze. saravatinuM zuM kahevuM? potAnI kALajI joIe. dukAna te game teTaluM bhaNe mAMDI zakAya che, parataMtratAmAM kharI svataMtratA prApta thaI zake che paNa emAM prathama duHkha che. pachIthI sukha che. game tevo nizcaya karo paNa AtmabhAvamAM ramaNatA karaze. rUce te mAnajo hArUdharmakArya lakhyA karaze. zAstrIne levA mATe eka manuSya mekalavuM. keI ThekANe comAsAthI baMdhAvuM nahIM- amadAvAdathI dorA AvyA che. metine dharmalAbha harakhamuni surata be divasamAM pahoMcaze. 34 pharfeta: rU tA. 30-10-11 mu. pethApura. le. buddhisAgarAdi. zrI vaDAlI. tatra pa0 ajItasAgara gaNi cogya anuvandanA sukha zAtA. vi. muni jItasAgarajInA svargavAsa saMbaMdhI patra Ave. vAMcI vRttAMta jANyuM. karmanI gahana gati che. bhAvI bhAva thayA kare che. janmelAne nakadI maravAnuM che. temAM zokane sthAna nathI. keInuM kaMI nathI. zarIranI aMte eja sthiti che. tAtisAmavita zeka karavA jevuM vA harSa karavA jevuM kaMI nathI. AtmA amara che te pitAnI AgaLanI sthiti aMgIkAra kare che. tene A AtmAnA saMbaMdhathI jeTalI guNa vRddhi thaI hoya tadarthe ameda che. tenA AtmAne zAMti maLe. anyanA zarIranI tevI dazA joIne svayaM apramatta musAphara banavuM eja zikSaNaya kartavya che. svAtma kartA. vya karmo karavA eja sAdhya lakSyamAM rAkhavuM joIe. atra trAddhisAgaranuM zarIra kaMIka vizeSa narama che, have kaMIka phera thayo che, ane sAruM thaI jaze ema che. bIjA sAdhuone javarAdika pIDA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 2 ) tu evI. tatratya sarva sAdhuone e tadana suga rAta. dha me sAdhana karaze. dharma kArya lakhaze. * zaktiH zrI. tA. 6-2-12 mu. soyaNa. li -buddhisAgara jIjJAsu ne muni achatasAra tathA saubhAgara cevya anuvandanA sukhazAtA, vizeSa-lAMbI majalethI vihAra kare gya nathI, agIArase vA bArase ja ghaDIAe pahecavuM thaze zarIra yAtrA saMbha'nathI karavI, temaja saMyama yAtrAmAM uga rAkhavo. japere vihAra kare nahIM, kAraNa ke cazmA vagerenI upAdhinuM sevana karavAnA saMgomAM jIva AvI paDe. gAme gAmathI patra lakhyA ka. meti sAthe haze tene dharmalAbha, bAkI upagamAM paheze. lAMbA gAune vihAra karavAthI zarIra narama thaI jAya mATe haTha karavI nahIM. bharUcamAM munirAja zrI haMsavijayajInA bhegA utaraze ane temanI vairAgya Adi zubha pariNatine lAbha leze, meM temane patra lakhya che temAM lakhyuM che ke uttama saMgatane lAbha cakhADaze. saubhAgyasAgarane mAthuM dukhe te mAthe ghI ghasAvavu tethI rAmabANanI peThe ArAma thaze. guNagrAhI thavuM. pratidina saMyama mAgane apa karaze. kaDavI zikhAmaNa mAbApa Ape che ane A paze, ne AgaLa upara tene lAbha jaNAze. sAta ATha divasa sudhI patra lakhe te jaghaDIAnA saranAmAthI lakhavA. patra ja ghI, tIpacaMda zeThane saranAmAthI kAma lAve, For Private And Personal Use Only

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(25) tA. 15-5-12 paramapUjya sadgurU mahArAja zrI zrI zrI sukhasAgarajI mahArAja sAheba egya. pAdarAthI lekhaka sevaka buddhisAgaranI 1008 vAra vaMdaNa svIkAraze. vi. ApanuM pATaNa tarapha javAnuM meM sAMbhaLyuM che. Apane jema rUce tema Apa karazo. Apa avasaranA jANu che, vi, ajItasAgarane kahezo ke ratnasAgara bhAgI gaye te saMbaMdhI patra AvyuM te pahoMcyo che. enI jevI dazA hatI tevuM thayuM che. putranAM lakSaNa pAraNAmAMthI jaNAya che. jenAmAM tyAga vairAgya nahAya. te bhAgI jAya emAM kAMI Azcarya nathI. sAgaramAMthI kacaro bahAra nIkaLI gayA vinA rahetuM nathI. sAgaranI veLA vadhavAnI hoya che, tyAre kacare bahAra nIkaLavAne prayatna kare che. asalanA munionuM zaraNuM laIne je potAnA AtmAne tAravA prayatna kare che te ja khare sAdhu che. gurUkuLavAsamAM rahIne jeo kAyA vANI ane manane jinAgamamAM sthira kare che. tevA munio mehane jIte che. mejamajhA ane vAtacitamAM divasa pure karanArA onA vaMzajonI gorajIonA jevI haDadhata dazA thavAnI jJAnadarzana cAritryanI ArAdhanAmAM jeo divasa gALe che ane gurUnI AjJAthI mana kapaTane bAMdhe che, teonuM citta caMcaLa thatuM nathI, have jANuMvAnuM tathA bhaNavAnuM bAkI rahyuM nathI ema je jANe che tene meha rAjA chetare che. uttama cAritrya vaDe sAdhuo pitAnA nAmane dIpAve che, riddhisAgara vagerene anuvaMdanA kaheze ane kahezo ke tamArA patre pahoMcyA che. hAla huM nirUpAdhi jIvana gALuM chuM tethI patra lakhatAM DhIla thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( ) tA. 17-9-12 mukAmA-amadAvAda leH-buddhisAgara. zrI pATaNa tatra vairAgI tyAgI munizrI ajItasAgarajI saubhAgyasAgarajI mahendrasAgarajI vagere egya anuvaMdanA sukhazAtA, vizeSa sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa kSamApanA saMbaMdhI tamAre patra A te vAMcI ame paNa tamane khamAvIe chIe. gurU ane ziSyane ziSyanA saMbaMdha joI mArAthI kharAba belAyuM deya Thapake devAmAM Avyo azubha ciMtavyuM hoya to tamArA manane keI paNa rIte meM dukhavyuM hoya, saubhAgyasAgaranuM mana duHkhavyuM hoya vA mahendrasAgaranuM mana du khavyuM hoya to be hAtha joDI kSamA mAMguM che ane AzA che ke sarva prakAre buddhisAgarane kSamA ApI sarva khAtAM cUkavI nAMkhI pavitra mArgamAM AgaLa vadhaze. tamArA AtmAne je kaMI dukha thayuM hoya tenI mAphI mAguM chuM.. vItarAganA kSamApanA mArgamAM bAhya ane antarathI ubhuM thaI AjathI sthira thAuM chuM. dharmakArya lakhaze, moTA gurU mahArAja tathA riddhisAgarajI raMgasAgarajI vagerene vaMdanA anuvaMdanA pUrvaka trivadhe trivadhe khamAvuM chuM. vi. sarvane kRpAkAMkSI buddhisAgara. tA. 29-9-12 mu amadAvAda leDa-buddhisAgara tatra vineya munizrI ajItasAgarajI tathA munizrI mahendrasAgarajI gya agvaMdanA sukhazAtA. mahendrasAgaranuM zarIra vizeSa narama che evuM koIe jaNAvyuM hatuM. atra vRddhisAgarane traNadivasathI tAva Ave che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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(27) samatA bhAve duHkha sahana karavAM, kAyara thaIne paNa karmavipAka bhogavyA vinA chUTake nathI, tyAre haiye dhAraNa karIne samabhAve dukha sahana karavAM emAM ghaNI uttamatA ane nirjarA che. karmanA vipAke bhagavyA vinA koIne chaTako thato nathI. mAMdA sAdhunI vaiyAvacca karavAthI mahAphala prApta thAya che. mAMdA sAdhune samatA bhAva rahe e bodha ApavAthI mahA phala prApta thAya che. jJAnIne mAMdagI paNa vairAgya ApanArI thAya che. roganA vakhatamAM roganI sArI rIte sAravAra karavI joIe. kharI bhakti khare prema khare paramArtha e badhuM mAMdagInA vakhatamAM mAluma paDe che. mAMdA sAdhunI pAse besIne tenA manamAM zuMbhAadhyavasAya pragaTe ema karavuM. zAstromAM vaiyAvaccane apratipAtI guNe kahyo che. mAMdA sAdhune karmavipAkanuM svarUpa samajAvI AzvAsana ApavuM eja kharI dharmasevA che. potAnI pAse rahelA sAdhuonI sArI saMbhALa levI. potAnA sAdhue sivAya anya gacchanA sAdhuonI paNa mAMdagInA vakhatamAM kharA aMtaHkaraNathI bhakti karavI. bhakti e kharekhara devanI peThe bhaviSyamAM phaLa Ape che. sAdhuone mAMdagInA vakhatamAM sahAya ApavAthI temanI sAthe zuddha premanI vRddhi thAya che. ane teonA sadavicAromAM vRddhi thatI jAya che. mAMdA sAdhu taraphathI je kaMI sahana karavuM paDe te sahana karIne paNa Atmabhega apIne temanI vaiyAvacca karavA paripUrNa lakSa rAkhavuM. hAla kalpasUtranA gelvaDananI kriyAne AraMbha karazo. te jANyuM. dravya ane bhAvathI yege vahananI kriyAmAM dukhe sahana karIne pravRtti karavI. manamAM utsAha rAkha. dadu madAruM e nyAyane AcaraNamAM mUkIne AtmasAdhanAmAM sAdhyadaSTie AgaLa vadhaze. AtmAnA guNe pratidita vRddhi pAme evuM lakSa rAkhavuM. utsAha, paiya, udyoga ane vairAgathI AgaLa vadhI zakAya che. mahendrasAgarane dharmalAbha. dharma sAdhana karaze, hIrasAgarane mArA upara patra hato. thevuM che For Private And Personal Use Only

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(28) tA. 20-10-13 mu amadAvAda. li0 buddhisAgara vagere ThANAM-cha zrI rAdhanapura tatra munizrI ajItasAgarajI tathA munizrI chatasAgarajI tathA munizrI mahendrasAgarajI tathA munizrI kIrtisAgarajI egya anuvandanA sukhazAtA. vika-hAlamAM patra nathI, tyAM upayogathI vartavuM. hAlamAM jainazAsana patramAM sAdhuonI carcAo Ave che tethI jenA kAmamAM azAnti phelAya che. tevI bAbatonI khaTapaTathI sadA dUra rahevuM. parabhAvamAM paDavuM nahIM. pitAnA AtmAnuM hita karavuM. dararoja panyAsa nItivijayajIne vAMdavA javuM. dareka bAbatamAM prasaMge gama khAvI. AtmAnA kalyANumAM vizeSa upayoga de. ucita vyavahArathI sarvano sAthe ucita vartIne mAsuM utaratAM amArI tarapha AvavuM. paThana pAThana tarapha vizeSa lakSa deze. huM koInA patrathI vA keInA kahevAthI kaMI lakhate nathI paNa upadeza rUpe mArA dharma pramANe pharaja tarIke lakhuM chuM. sarva sAdhuone bhaNAvavA saMbaMdhI upaga rAkhaze. A kAlamAM AtmasAdhana karavuM te ghaNuM duSkara che. rAdhAvedha sAdhavAnI peThe cAritra sAdhanamAM upayoga de. jJAtiH rU panyAsajI nItivijayajI mahArAjane amArI vaMdanA kaheze ane kaheze ke tamArI bAbate thatI carcAthI huM dilagIra chuM. tatsaMbaMdhI kaMI sUcanA ApavA jevI hoya te Apaze. banatuM karIzuM ema kaheze. >> rAtiH rU For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 2 ) Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tA 31-10-12. su. amadAvAda. li. buddhisAgara. zrI pATaNa taMtra vineya-vivekI vicakSaNa gabhIra kSamAzIla munizrI ajItasAgarajI yAgya tathA mahendrasAgarajI yeAgya. anuvantanA sukhazAtA. vizeSa:-mahendrasAgaranI prakRti sArI thatI jAya che tethI AnaMda pAmu` chuM. tenI kharAbara davA karAvavI. vi. sametazikhara yAtrAtha vihAra vicAra samAcAra vAkacA vAMcyAM, kayA kayA saMcAgA vicAra AdithI tevA pariNAma thAya che tenA hRdayagata spaSTa vicArAnA khulAsA cegya jANIne karavAmAM Ave te sArU uttarAdhyayanasUtra ceAgya lAge teA rAkhazeA. pazcAt jevI marajI. kumArapAla caritra saMdhI bhAvIbhAva. manuSyamAtrane maneAvRttithI kalpanAo prasa...gAnusAra uThe che. duHkhAne sahavAM joie. peAtAnA AtmAne AtmabhAve zAnti ApI zakAya. prArabdha aneka AkAre jyAM tyAM AgaLa AvIne unnuM rahI sukha duHkha upajAve che. zAntinu sthaLa AtmA che. parabhAvamAM duHkha che, mananA vAyare caDhelA AtmA peAtAnA sukhanI AzAone para saMbadhe jue che. aneka vipattiye paNa anubhava Ape che. duHkhanA vakhatamAM jAgrata dazA rahe che. jJAnInI vArtAmAM sukha che. samatAbhAvamAM rahevu vA tevA prayatnA Ara'bhavA jyAM upAdhi thAya tyAMthI dUra rahevuM paNa upayAga eTalA nAkhavA ke AtmAnI uccadazAnI zikSAmAM upAdhi na bhAse. jJAnanI vRddhi karazeA. zrutajJAnane AdhAra mahAna che. dharmakAryAM lakhaze. 34 zAntiH rU For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 30 ) tA11-7-15. saMvata. 1971 jeTha vadI 14. mu pethApura le. buddhisAgara. zrI sAnanda tatra vairAgyAdi guNAlaMkRta munizrI ajItasAgarajI Adi egya dharmalAbhaH lakhele patra pahere che, vicArI sAra jANe che; lakhuM zuM uttare jhANuM, kSamAthI connati karaze. 1 kathe sau svAtma daSTie, rUce vA nA rUce te te rUce te leI tyajI bIjuM, kSamAthI nati karaze. 2 mahAvIre prarUpe je, khare te dharma mAnIne vipAke karmanA bedhI, kSamAthI nati karaze. 3 jagata saha karmanA tAbe, nacAve kama jIne, vicArI karmanI zakti, kSamAthI nati karaze. 4 mahAvIre sahyAM duHkhe, bace nA karmathI keI; sahIne karmanuM devuM, kSamAthI nati karaze. jagatmAM karma che vairI, nimittaja jIva che temAM; zubhAzubha karma phala jANI, kSamAthI nati karaze, 6 karyA karmo ja bhegavavAM, zubhAzubha je udaya AvyAM; kathAkAraka banI tenA, kSamAthI nati karaze 7 vaDAnA satya dAte, vaDA banavA saha duHkha; kathI upadeza jagane e, kSamAthI nati karaze. 8 vaDA thAtAM vaDAM dukha, sahana karavo paDe saune vicArI cittamAM evuM, kSamAthI nati karaze 9 thaze svAnubhave enA, thaze pragati kharI ethI; buddhayabdhi sAdhunA paLe, kSamAthI nati karaze. 10 OM zAnti 3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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(31 ) tA. 16-3-15 mukAma pethApura. li-buddhisAgara tatra vairAgyAdi guNAlaMkRta munizrI ajItasAgarajI vagere ce.gya anuvandanA sukhazAtA. ' lakhela patrathI hakIkata jANI. vizeSa je mATe tame lakhyuM te mATe tame je kaMI upaga karavA hoya te karaze. samaya vicitra che. rUDhI pramANe pravavuM e sarvathA yogya che ke agya ane tethI ze lAbha dekhavAmAM Ave che, tene hadayamAM vicAra karavo joIe. nakAmAM kharca karAvavAthI saparanuM mahatva nathI. jamAna sthiti bhAva vage. rene vicAra na karavAmAM Ave ane rUDhi pramANe kAne kAna karavAmAM Avaze to te sadA nabhaze nahIM. zrAvakonuM kArya zrAvakone mAthe che. te game tema kare temAM ApaNe lAMbu pesavAnI jarUra nathI. potAnA AtmAnA upagamAM rahevuM. rAjA raNaee have kharca ghaTADavA mAMDayAM che. te jaina sAdhuo zrAvakanA mAthethI kharcano bojo nyUna karI temanI unnati nahi kare ane bAhya dhAmadhUmamAM mahattAthI svamahattA saMgha mahattA mAnI leze to tethI unnatinA sthAne avanatinuM bIja ropAze. jenA jevA bhAva temAM paNa jema kharco nyUna thAya ane jemAM kharcavAnuM che te banAvavAmAM Avaze toja jaina dharmanI uMnati thaze. satyadaSTi ane Atmahita zAsana hitathI vicAra karI viveka pramANe pravartAvuM. paramAM paDavuM nahi. sAdhya dRSTine dhyAnamAM rAkhIne upagapUrvaka pravartavAnI jarUra che. dharma sAdhana karaze. 34 sAnitaH rU tA. 23-6-15 mukAma pethApura, lekhaka-buddhisAgara. tatra vairAgyAdi guNAlaMkRta munizrI ajItasAgarajI gya anuvandanA sukhazAtA. vizeSa patrathI samAcAra jANyA. zubhAzubha karmane samabhAve For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 32 ) vedavAthI sAdhune saMvarabhAva vadhe che. karmanA udaya vinA keInuM keI bagADavA samartha nathI. karma samAna anya keI AtmAnuM azubha karanAra nathI. evI zraddhA dhAraNa karyA vinA anya jInI sAthe maitrIbhAva baMdhubhAva raheto nathI. AtmAnI samAdhidazAne prApta karavAthI sAdhunI uttamatA vadhe che, gujJA parataMtratA sevyA vinA ane aneka duHkho sahyA vinA Atmapragati thaI zakatI nathI. laghutA samAnatA vinaya e potAnA mitro che tenuM kSaNa mAtra pAsuM mUkavuM joIe nahIM. jJAnagarbhita vairAgya vaDe AtmAnA svabhAvamAM ramatA karavI eja sAra che, svArthamaya saMsAramAM paramArtha kRtye sAra che. anya manuSyanuM zreya karatAM teo taraphathI upAdhi thAya to te upAdhine amRta tulya mAnI satparU pazcAt paDatA nathI ane koInuM burU karavA vicAra karatA nathI paratu ulaTuM anya jInuM vizeSataH zreyaH karavA mathe che evI dazAmAM sadA pravRti thAo phulyavaM. 34 zAnitaH rU tA. 30-12-15. mukAma-mANasA. li. buddhisAgara. vijApura tatra munizrI achatasAgarajI vagere yogya anuvaMdanA sukhazAtA. vizeSa-tamAre patra vAMcI samAcAra jANyA. vizeSa. zArA amathAlAla ravacaMdanI sAthe AnandaghanabahoterI mokalAvI che. caudaze pAkSika pratikramaNa karyA pazcAt prAya: ekavAra prahara vyatIta thavAthI svAdhyAyane kAla pUrNa thAya che tethI pazcAtuM svAdhyAya karazu niSedha paraMparAthI cAlyo Ave che. ema anubhavAya che ane temaja paraMparA pravarte che. tethI tene niSedha kare paNa upayogI avadhA nathI. vizeSa pAdukA mATe nAma karAvavA mATe lakhyuM che tenA uttaramAM jANavAnuM ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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(33) zrI mahAvIra paTTa paraMparAgata zvetAMbara tapAgaccha sAgara saMghAraka ziromaNi zrImad raSisAgarajI pAdukA pratiSThApitA vijApure zaM. 1970 amuka mAsAdi zrI mahAvIra prabhu paTTa paraMparAgata zvetAMvara tayAgacchIya sAgara saMghATaka zrI ravisAgarajI zISya zrI sukhasAgarajI pAdukA pratiSThApitAH gAma saM. ityAdi A pramANe lakhAvaze. zrI mANasA mATe zrI sukhasAgarajI mahArAjanA nAmanI pAdukA ane temanuM nAmAdi kotarAvI mokalAvI. Apaze ke jethI atre pAdukA besADavAmAM Ave. tyAM samAjanI sthApanA karAvI. te sAruM thayuM che, te sadA TakI rahe evI vyavasthA karavI. kAyadAo upayegI karavA. bhaNavAmAM lakSa rAkhazo. pistAlIsa Agama paMcAMgI sahita paripUrNa avAgAhavAM. prakaraNe granthane sarva abhyAsa karI levo. sarva darzanIya sarva zAstro ane Adhunika vijJAna tathA vicArone anubhava karAve atyaMta Avazyaka che. eka rAjyanA aMge je je aMgenI jarUra che, te te sarva eka gacchanA aMge jarUra che. mATe Agamaviro tarkavAdiye zAbdike vyAkhyAnakAre ane sAdhuo thAya tevI vyavasthA ane tenA upAye hAthamAM dharavAnI jarUra che. anya saMghADAonI spardhAmAM ApaNe samudAya sarva rIte AgaLa vadhe evI daSTithI kArya karavAnI samayane anusarIne jarUra che. cittamAM utsAha bharIne dharma praganimAM AgaLa vadhavuM joIe. je sAdhuo dukha veThI yathAyogya prayatna kare che. te sarvathI AgaLa vadhe che ane teo pitAnuM tathA jagatanuM bhaluM kare che. kadi hIMmata hAravI nahIM, ApaNuM gurUo. nI pAchaLa ApaNe chIe ane tene prakAza vizvamAM paDa joIe. duHkhanI 5 chaLa sukha che. satata utsAha abhyAsa ane AtmabaLathI I chIta vijayalakSmInI prApti thAya che. % vArita rU For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 34 ) Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tA. 14-1-16. mu. mANasA, leH-buddhisAgara, taMtra mumukSu munizrI pa0 ajIta sAgarajI gaNi, mahendra sAgarajI ceAgya anuvantanA sukhazAtA. kesarImajIdananA abhigaDha lakhyA te jANye. mAre daza varSoMthI abhigraha che. tame sANaMdamAM abhigrahu jaNAvye naheAte. mesANAmAM vaDIdIkSA mATe mesANA saCghra sAthe varjhanathI madhAyA. te paNa eka satya abhigraha che. tenuM zuM karazeA ? pratijJA vacanapAlana vinA devadarzana karIne vizeSa zu' prApta karI zakAya tema che ? lAbha ane hAninA prathamataH vicAra karIne pravRtta thavu joie, mesANAvALA kai rIte svakAryane nabhAvI le evI vyavasthA teo sAthe karIne tenuM mana saMtuSTa karI apavAda mAge anyakAyaka khAsa Avazyaka hAya te aneka apekSA dhyAnamAM lei AjJA ApyA bAda karI zakAya. pazcAt vizeSa teA dvitiya patrathI jaNAvavAmAM Avaze. kamalavijayasUri atra traNa cAra divasamAM AvanAra che. vizeSa te AvyA khAdya dharmavijayasUri ahamadanagara thai prAMtija thADA divasamAM jaze. pAlItANuAnI zrI yazaeNAvijaya pAThazALA kuM varajI devasihune sAMpI cAritravijayajIe vihAra karyAM. takarAranuM muLa kacchI ane gujarAtI vacce thayuM. peSa sudI 15 me subAI kRpAcaMdajIne sUripada kharatara gacchane sagha Apaze. anya prasaMge samAcAra jaNAvatA rahevu'. gurUgItA, krama caitra, padyasagaDa chapAya che. mahAsa'ghapragati graMtha ceDA vakhatamAM chapAze. * zAntiH rU For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra zrI uMjhA. www.kobatirth.org ( 35 ) Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 4. 18-1-16. mu. mANasA lekhakaH-muni buddhisAgara. samayasUcaSThAdi guNAlaMkRta mumukSu 50 ajItasAgara gaNi tathA mahendrasAgarajI cegya anuvantanA sukhazAtA. vizeSa kavara pahAMcyuM. vAMcI samAcAra jANyA. rUmamAM spaSTa khulAsA thaI zake tema che. tyAM harageAvidadAsa vagere AvyA haze. jItasAgarajInA patrathI jANyu che. saMghADAnI lAgaNI hAya tA namratAthI laghutAthI sa`mAM prabhutA dekhI kAya karavu. padavIoe dareka saCghADAmAM phuTa karAvI che. mAre Azaya kai patrathI jANI zakAya tema nathI, mATe kai mAmatanu' anumAna na bAMdhatAM sva saMghADAnI suvyavasthA meLa je rIte rahe tevI samayasUcakatA vApa ravAmAM mahattA che. AnandaghanajInI padavI vinA jeTalI meTAi che teTalI hAla anyanI dekhAtI nathI. gurvAjJApAlanamAM ane svakarta vyamAM sarva padmanI mahattA AvI jAya che. tame A sthiti pUrvathI jANeA che. eTale AtmAne AtmArUpe mAnI samabhAve ApaNI gADI barAbara cAle ane anyAnI harIphAImAM vyavahArathI AtmakalyANumAM upayAga rAkhI rUbarUmAM ApelA khulAsAthI saMtASa pAmaze ane te pUrve yuktithI vartI zakaze. dIkSA sAdhupada vageremAM AtmakalyANanA muLa muddo vicAravAnA che. patrottara jaNAvatA rahevA. For Private And Personal Use Only OM zAMtiH

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra tA. 27-11-16 88 www.kobatirth.org ( 5 ) zaM0 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 1973. kA0 va0 amAta mu0 vijApura lI. buddhisAgara zrI prAMtija madhye vairAgyaAdi guNAlaMkRta panyAsa ajita sAgarajI gaNI vagere yogya anuvaMdanA sukhazAtA, tathA prAMtijanA jaina zve. saMghasamasta yogya dharmalAbha vi0 panyAsa ajitasAgarajI gaNono patra tathA prAMtijanA saMgha zeThIAno patra Avyo vAMcI samAcAra jANyA che. amAruM zarIra jarA narama che ane tethI karI rAtri ghaNA sAdhuonI sAthe rahevAnuM thAya tema sthAna paNa vizALa na hoya tA tethI UMgha AbI zake nahIM ane zarIra bagaDavAnuM thAya. A bAta mahendrasAgarajIne mukhe kahI che paNa pratyuttara nathI. vyavasthA zI karo che te paNa jaNAnyuM nathI. ekaja upAzrayamAM sAdhunuM rahevAnuM thoya ane ujamA sabaMdhI paNa kArya thAya te bAta mane rucato nathI. muMbAI, sAdarA ane pArIsthI zrAvakonA patra Avela che, pepara vALAnA patra paNa AvelA che ane te tamAmano sAra e che ke sAdhuo ujapaNA mALo jamaNavAra vigere bAhya manAtI zAsana UnnatimAM paisAnuM pANI - dhUmADo karAve che. anya prajAo svaunnatimAM pravRttimaya thaI raho che. jamAno keSo che. ne jANavA chatAM sAMbhaLabAchatAM AvuM vartana thAya che. tyAre TIkA karanArA karatAM doSapAtra sAdhuoM gaNavA joie" A uparathI javAba Apazo ke tamArA tyAM pustaka prasidhdhImAM adhyAtmajJAnaprasAraka maMDaLa, jainaborDiga, jJAnaprasAraka viSayamAM tema sthAnika pAThazALA ke maMDaLamAM vigere jaina zAsananI dareka unnatinA mArgoM paikI kayA mArgomAM dravyano zo vyaya karavA nizcaya karyo che. ahIM zreSTI maganalAle ujamaNu karyu. amArI icchA na hotI topaNa anya zrAvakonI AvI pravRttimAM jamAnAne jarura che te mArgoM paikI borDiMgamAM 3000 ru0 ane jaina skolarazIpa tarIke 1000 60 nI rakama sakhAvata tarIke jAhera karI che. teSu tamArA tyAM karyu che ? te lakhazo. sAdhuo jo For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 37 ) samajaze nahi to jainazAsananI kharA mArgothI Unnati thavo jIIe te kevI rote thaze ? mATe A saMbaMdhamAM kai paNa nirNaya karyA hoya agara nirNaya karo to jaNAvazo. mahuDI, lodarA, varasoDA bihAra thaze. cokkala nirNaya nathI. atrenA saMghano Agraha che. bane te kharaM. dharmasAdhanA karazo. 34 zAntiH rU tA0 24-7-17 mu. pethApura For Private And Personal Use Only leH-buddhisAgara zrI vaDAlI madhye vai0 50 ajItasAgara gaNItathA muni. mahendra sAgarajI tathA muni udayasAgarajI tathA mu. hemendrasAgarajI caiAnya anuvantanA sukhazAtA. vi. tamArA patra Avye, vAMcI samAcAra jANyA. bhakitasAgarajIne gALAnI sAthe hArTIjhIjha thayeA. tethI eka kalAkamAM zarIra cheDayuM. pahelAthI mAMdA, hatA. paNa davA cAlatI hatI. kaI bhaya jevuM jaNAtuM nahatuM tethI patra lakhyA nahotA. hArTa DIjhIjhathI hRdaya baMdha thaI gayuM. udayakAla khaLAt che. je thavAnu hAya te thayA kare che. kAnu zarIra amara rahevAnuM che. ke jenI ciMtA karAya. mahendrasAgarajIne page udgha pANI lAgyuM tethI paga maLye tenI davA karAvazeA. samatA pariNAma rAkhazeA, AgaLa pAchaLa sarvane zubhAzubha kama udayamAM Ave che. te samabhAve leAgaLyAthI zAMti che. hAyavarALa karavAthI zuM thAya. tyAM tilakanI brahmadeza jevI dazA tamane tamArA mATe lAgatI hoya temAM evA *'i upasarga pariSaddha hoya teA jazuAvazeA. mana jevI dazA vicAre che tevI dazA game te sthitimAM dekhAya che. mana svarga ane naraka che. vaDAlInA sa`ghanI bhakitamAM khAmI nathI ema

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( 38 ) jaNAya che ekAMtamAM bhaNavA gaUvAnuM sAruM thAya vidyAbhyAsa sArI rIte thAya. khAvAnuM te game tyAM maLyA kare che. chatAM tilakanI mAMDale jevI dazA lakhavAnuM zuM kAraNe thayuM che te lakhI jaNAvavuM. manathI zubhAzuma kape pAra Ave tema nathI. je uM. 34 rUAnitaH rU TapAla tu nakalatI hovAthI utAvaLathI patra lakhyo che. lAla pArekha para Avele patra temaNe vaMcAvyuM che. 3OM zAnitaH rU tA. 28-7-17. vi. tamAro patra Avyo. vAMcI khAnagI samAcAra jANyA, koInA para kaI khoTuM lagADe e AtmAne svabhAva nathI karmanA ravabhAva pramANe zAtA azAtA bhegavAmAM anya jIva nimitta mAtra che. potapotAnAM karelAM karmo sarva jI bhogave che. temAM anya te nimittabhUta che. samabhAve karma bhegavavAmAM pharja adA karavI temAM anya game tevI daSTithI dekhe temAM pitAne zuM ? gurU pitAnI karaja bajAve che. phakta adhikAra pAmIne temAM viparItatA bhAsatAM pazcAt madhyastha taTastha vRttithI vartavuM eja zreyaskara avAdhAya che. to pazcAtu ziSya vartanathI zubhAzubha maMtavyamAM niliMpatA vinA anya upaga kyAMthI hoI zake. gurUpravRttivRtti ane ziSyavRtti paraspara eka bIjAne zubha bhAvamayI darzAya tAvatuM sAraNuM vAraNa coyaNAdi pharaja kartavyatA che. pazcAt anyathArItyA madhyasthApacage vartIne yathAyogya pravRtti nivRti kartavyatA karAya che, tyAM anya zuM ciMtavana ? ajJAna dazAmAM rAgAdi salepatA pravRttithI baMdhana che. pazcAta sarvatyAga nivRtti dRSTie to lakhyA pramANe kapAyalAnI daSTinI zunyathAe samatAja bAkI rahe che. sarvanA karma pramANe sarva jI sukha dukha bhogave che temAM anyane khoTuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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(38) lagADavuM yogya nathI ane samaju barAbara samaje che. rAgadveSa bhAve karelA saMbaMdhomAM zAMti sukha nathI. vitarAga bhAve sarva saMgatyAga pariNati thatAM bAhya saMge chatAM AtmAne zAMti sukha che. jyAM sudhI jIva potAnuM rUpa vicArato nathI jAne bAhya manane AgaLa karIne zubhAzu. kare che tyAM sudhI tene para rAgadveSanI pariNati thAya che. kSaNe racha kSaNe tuSTa jevI mananI dazAno tyAga karyA vinA ApAnI yuddhatA karI zakAtI nathI. mananA tAbAmAM jyAM sudhI AtmA che tyAM sudhI te mananA kedakhAnAmAM kedI che. tevI dazAmAM svataMtratA vA satva zAMti hatI nathI. keInuM kaMI nathI.bAhya sago vicaLa thayA vinA rahevA ne nathI. vairAgya tyAga bhAvanAmAM tamayatA ya che tyAre mana parathI keTalAM rAgadveSanAM AvaraNo TaLI jAya che, ane tethI satya suje che. AtmAnI savaLI daSTi thatAM jyAM tyAMthI savaLuM pariName che. jyAM sudhI AtmAnI zuddha daSTithI AtmA pe te potAnuM hita vicAratA nathI ane viveka daSTithI pitAnI dazA pite avakI zakatA nathI tyAM sudhI SakArakanI vibhAva pariNati e svabhAva pariNatine kevI rIte sAdhI zake. antathI AtmA rAtya jaNAve che. chatAM mana zayatAna pAcho upayoga pheravI nAkhe che, e pramANe sarva jIvonI dazA che. mahApurUSanI kRpA vinA vAtmAno upayoga dazA rahetI nathI. parabhAva pariNati para arUci AvyA vinA svabhAva pariNati tarapha vaLAtuM nathI, aMtaramAM khAsa lAgaNI thayA vinA anyanA game tevA upadezonI asara thatI nathI. purUnI saMgati vairAgya AtmarUci, nirmohabhAva ItyAdi prApta thAya che tyAre cAritryasukhane anubhava Ave che. purUSArtha, dharma cinI tivratA joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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(40) zrI. tA. 6-6-10 mu. Ajela. lekhaka -buddhisAgara. zrI mahesANA tatra vairAgyAdi guNAlaMkRta panyAsa achatasAgara gaNi mahendrasAgarajI bhAnusAgarajI hemendrasAgarajI gya anuvadanA sukhazAtA. tamArA patrathI sarva samAcAra jANyA che tathA gaI kAle jeTha vadi trIje saMghanA AgevAnene vijJapti patra Avyo. mahesANAmAM tame je karaze upadezaze tethI vizeSa huM karI zakanAra nathI. zarIrayAtrA ame paga jyAM rahe tevuM IcchAya paratu prArabdhakarmAdhIna kSetra sparzanA thAya che, tethI vikalpa saMkalpa na karatAM jyAM comAsuM thavAnuM haze tyAM javAze. koI ThekANAne nizcaya karyo nathI. dhAryuM thatuM nathI ane prArabdhakarmAnusAra thavAmAM sAkSIbhUta jema banAya tema banavuM. mArA zarIranI tame sthiti jANe che. mArA lAyaka jainajagatuM keTaluM che ane jena jagane lAyaka vartamAna dazAe huM keTaluM chuM te tamArA jevA paricayajJAnathI jANe che. sarva vizvanA paugalika aha mamatvanA adhyAsathI para evA zuddhAtmasvarUpanI upagaramaNatAnA kSetramAM sarva jIvana jAo ema vizeSa upage prema dhAruM chuM. anaMtAM comAsAM vahI gayAM. AtmAnuM comAsuM icchuM chuM. have te mArA zarIrAdikanI sthitithI nirUpAdhi brahmajIvana upagane AdhAra che. tamArA jevAo vizvakalyANa kare. duniyA ane mArA saMbaMdhamAM have nirasatA dekhAya che. jAgrata AtmA vinA saMgatimAM rasa Avate nathI. dezakAla veSAcAra matathI bhinna paramAnaMdamaya AtmAmAM rasa paDe che. dunIgAne rIjhAvavA karatAM AtmAnI eka kSaNanI rIjhamAM anaMta rasane anubhava Ave che. comAsAnuM te jyAM thavAnuM haze tyAM thaze ane te thoDA divasomAM jaNAze. zarIra jALavavuM. mahendrasAgarane mastake ThIka haze. davA karaze. % rAtA rU For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 41 ) Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tA0 17-4-23. peTa-leAdarA. mukAma. Ajela- buddhisAgara. zrI pAlaNapura tatra vairAgyAdi guNali'kRta panyAsa ajItasAgara gaNi, suni mahendrasAgarajI tathA haMmedrasAgarajI vagere ceAgya anuvaMdanA sukhazAtA. vizeSa-tamAre vijApuranA saranAme AvelA patra Ajola mukAme paheAMce. amArA pAlaNapura cAmAsu karavA AvavA bhAva nathI tema tame keAIne tinaMti karavA mAkalazeA paNa nahIM. mIThI pezAkhanuM darda, dAMtanuM darda, medanuM darda nalakhadha vAyunuM darda ane javara teA vAravAra AvatA jatA evI rIte dardIthI zarIra zI vizI jevuM cAra pAMca varSathI thai gayu che. tApaNu hajI temAM AyuSya sudhI rahevu paDaMze, baMne sthitimAM zAka nathI, anazanI jevI bhAvanAthI pravavAnuM thAya che. tethI have upadeza mATe te cAmAsuM gaNAya nahIM, dardathI mane satApa nathI prArabdha bhAgavavAmAM gurU kRpAthI samabhAva AnaMda varte che. cemAsuM jyAM thAtuM haze tyAM thayA karaze. vihAra cAmAsu` savekanAM phaLa che. temAM dhama ane adhama sanA rahI nathI. zarIra sArU thAya agara TaLI jAya. te temAM vastranA grahaNu tya.ga jeTalI buddhi upayegathI varte che. upadeza pravRtti vA lekhaka pravRtti paNa hAlate zAMta thaI gai che. vijApuranu jJAnamadira saMghane bhaLAvyuM che. 3500 pustakA me' saMghane ApyAM che. temane ceAgya lAge tevI vyavasthA kare. mane temAM mamatA nathI. vAsirAvyuM che, patra lakhatAM paNa have te kaTALA Ave che. gAmaDAmAM vihAra cAkasa mukAma nathI, cAmAsu` jyAM ce tyAM karavuM te mATe rajAnI mAthAkUTa na karavI. jyAM icchA hoya tyAM cAmAyu karI evI AjJA ApelI jANI kAine mArI pAse ekalatA nahIM. sava kSetrA zarIra vagere bhAveAmAM have mhane vizeSa AMtara niHsa'gatA che. zarIra ThIka rahe. jhADe! sApha utara kAryaM vyAkhyAnanI mAthAkUTa na kare. samAdhi rahe, evA ThekANe paDI rahevAya For Private And Personal Use Only

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(42) evuM IcchAya che. baddhisAgara, jayasAgara, juda comAsuM karaze. ema jaNAya che. AtmAnA dharmamAM rahevAya eTale upaga rakhAya teTale rAkhavA prayatna karuM chuM. agiyArase vA dazame rIdarola vihAra thaze. tyAMthI gAmaDAM. OM a~ha zAMtiH 3 vi. saM. 1980 phAgaNa sudi 7 mu. prAMtija. tA. 12-3-24 lekhaka-buddhisAgara zrI mANasA tatra vairAgyAdi guNAlaMkRta AcArya ajItasAgarasUri vagere yogya anuvandanA sukhazAtA. 1 vizeSa tamArI patra seniyA ThAkaraDA sAthe A te paheryo che. vAMcI samAcAra jANyA che. vi. tamee lodarAthI patra lakhela temAM goLa nimite prAMtijamAM AvavAno isAre jaNAyelo paNa tamAre jJAnabhaMDAra nimitte paNa bhegI icchA che evuM samajavAmAM Avela tethI gALa mATe prAMtijamAM AvavAnI jarUra hAlamAM nathI evuM lakhela hatuM. 2 mAruM zarIra narama che. tethI mArA vicAra svabhAvanA AzAne prAtame tathA tamArA sAdhuo tathA ahIM rahelA sAdhuo paNa jANI zakatA nathI. tethI mArA manamAM saMkalpa vikalpa thAya tathA tamane tathA anya sAdhu bane paNa saMka9pa vika9pa thAya tethI hAla davA cAle che tyAM sudhI amuka jagyAe badhA bhegA maLI na rahevuM teTaluM ja lakhavAno Azaya hateA. mAre svataMtra svabhAva che. mArAthI koIne kaMI kahevAya ane tethI khoTuM lAge. tethI jema bane tema have koIne beTuM na lAge ane AnaMdathI jIvana vyatIta thAya te mATe khAsa davA prasaMge dAtaranI salAha anulakSI For Private And Personal Use Only

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(44) lakhyuM hatuM temaja Agama vaMcAvavA saMbaMdhI lakhyuM hatuM. tene bhAva evo che ke daivaye be zarIra sAruM thaI jAya te pachI bheguM rahevAmAM badhuM thAya ane svAro tamane Agama vagere zAstrI vaMcAvavAne tathA saMbhaLAvavAne bhAva che te pUre thAya tethI lakhyuM hatuM ke, zarIra sAruM thaze te Agama vagere vaMcAvIza ema IsAra karIne hAlanI prakRtinA lIdhe eka ThekANe badhAne rahevAnI jarUriyAta nathI ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. tame lakhe che ke te vAMcIne mane kaMi kaMi thAya che. zuM zuM thAya che. te kahezo huM ema kahevA nathI mAgato ke tamane AganuM sarvathA vAMcana nathI. ghaNuMkharAM jANe che ane keTalAMka jANavAnAM che ema mArA dhyAnamAM che ane te saMbaMdhI jJAna ApavA mATe mArI pharaja AcAryapadanI peThe purI pADavI joIe ane e mATe tamAre mArI pAse rahevuM joIze. ane je zarIra sAruM thAya te pAse rAkhIne anubhavo ApavA paDaze evuM sUcana hatuM paNa tethI evuM sUcana nathI thatuM ke Agama vAMcana vinA pAse na rahevuM athavA pAse na AvavuM. tamAre mArI pAse AvavAno tathA rahevAne haka che ane game tyAre ziSya dharma pramANe AvI zake, rahI zake, ane javuM hoya tyAre jaI zake. te mAM vaLI bhakta ziSyane puchavAnuM zuM? ane temAM tevuM lakhatA ke thaI jAya evuM hAyaja zuM? tethI te mane kaMI kaMI sAmuM thaI jAya paNa have zarIra sAruM thayuM nathI ane na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmAnI nivRttimAMja mAre ghaNuMkharUM rahevuM joIe evA mArA AzayathI lakhuM ane te Azaya je tamArI jevA gurUbhakatene avaLuM paNa savaLuM pariNAme che. tamArUM savaLuM lakhavuM kema avaLuM pariNAme ? alabatta na pariNAme, tamane kaMI kaMI manamAM thAya evuM lakhatAM ghaNe vicAra karuM chuM. chatAM ke ke vicAra tamane Ave che. te pachI mahane tamArI tevI prakRtithI pAse rAkhatAM rahane kaMI kaMI vicAro Ave tevuM kema banI zake ? chatAM paNa meM e Azaya hRdayamAM rAkhyA hatA ke AvuM te tamane duHkha thAya te tevuM lakhuM kema ? alabatta tevuM lakhuM nahIM chatAM hAlanI mArI tabiyatanA lIdhe tamane lakhANune For Private And Personal Use Only

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(44) e artha samajA hoya to paNa zuM? emAM evuM lakhavAmAM tabiyatanuM kAraNa jANavuM vA kaMIka Azaya che evuM jANavuM. evA lakhANane Azaya zuM che ? ema puchI maMgAvavuM athavA je mArA para lakhyuM che. temAM kaMIka apekSA che mATe gurUnA lakhavAmAM ziSyane zaMkA paDe nahIM evuM samajIne tathA mAro ziSyano dharma che ke gurUnA lakhe te paNa pAseja javuM ane gurUnuM hRdaya jANavuM, gurU kadApi tapAve te suvarNanI peThe tapAI kasoTIe utaravuM. gurUnA vicAra te mAro AtmA ema samajI lodarAthI pAchA AvavuM hatuM. tamane dUra rAkhavAne to amAro abhiprAya nathI. jAmanagarathI kaccha na jatAM mArI pAse AvavAnI IcchA jaNAvI te tame AvyA. tamArI IcchA thatAM meM AvavA lakhyuM ane AcAryapadathI vibhUSita karyA. je judAI lAgatI heta to huM ema kema karata? huM kAMIka te vicArazIla chuM ane te draSTithI tamAre mArA AtmAne anubhavavA prayatna kare joIe ke jethI tamane game tevuM lakhuM paNa tene AMtarika Azaya samajatAM viparItatA na Ave. jaina patra vageremAM AcArya padavI pratiSThAnA lekhamAM tathA lodarA pratiSThA lekhamAM kaMIka bhUla che te vicAraNIya che. evuM mahene samajAya che paNa jANuM chuM ke gurUgama vinA anupagadazAe tevuM thaI jAya ane jo tame pAse hoya to tamane samajAvatAM tame te bhUla kabUla kare, paNa tevI bAbatamAM khAsa mahatva nathI. huM zuM jaNAvuM ane have mArI AvI dazAthI have evI bAbatenI sUcanAo kema ApI zakuM? manuSya sarvajJa nathI. mArI agara tamArI sarvanI bhUla thAya. pitAnA dharmane bajAva e mArI agara tamArI pharaja che. jeTaluM ziSyanuM hRdaya sAce bhAve gurUne apAI jAya teTaluM gurU taraphathI te pAmI zake agara prabhu taraphathI pAmI zake. nAma rUpano moha tyAga karIne gurU agara game tenA zaraNe jatAM prabhu pratyakSa anubhavAya gurUnA mATe marI mathe. gurUmAM huM tuM bhUlI jAo. eTale gurU tamArA hRdayamAM tathA tamArI cAre tarapha pAse ja haze. evuM mahAtmAo pustaka dvArA jAhera kare che. e mArA For Private And Personal Use Only

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(45) ane tamArAmAM na dekhAya eTalI mArI tathA tamArI kacAza che. prema zraddhAthI kareDe gAu dUra chatAM ziSya potAnI pAse che ane zraddhA prema vinA pAse chatAM karoDo gAu dura che. evuM samajeluM AcAramAM utAratAM mohanI sAthe meTuM yuddha karavuM paDe che. te tame ane huM jANIe chIe chatAM tamane aMtarathI sAcA avAja Ave che. kaMIka uNapa dekhAya che utsAha thAya che. kaMIka maMda paDI jAya che. vyavahAra ucita dakSatA bahArathI kAyama che chatAM mAre je kaMI kahevAnuM che te tame kyAM nathI jANatA ke gurU pAse rahetAM gurUne game, temane AnaMda rahe te pramANe vartavuM joIe. gurUo ziSyonI pAchaLa temane prabhupada prApta karAvavA mATe bhaTakatA hoya che. zi ajJAnatAthI jANatA nathI kAM tame mane anusaro pAse rahevAmAM je vidano hoya te dura karo. kAMto huM khAsa tamArI pAchaLa paDI tamane mArA karUM A bemAM je tamane rUce te mane rUce. kAraNa ke baMnenuM dhyeya prabhupada prAptinuM che. AjubAju ziSyanuM vicAra vAtAvaraNa ke je mahane gamatuM hoya tevuM thavuM joIe ema zarU pitAnA zibene jaNAve che temAM nabaLAI hoya te dura karavI. mArI nabaLAI huM dura karUM, tamArI nabaLAi tame dura kare. Avo upadeza guru ane ziSyane savaLe pariName e zraddhA prema AtmArthipaNue egya che. chatAM na rUce ulaTI khAmIo dekhAya hAre ekAMta jIdagI mAM mAruM jIvana gALIne prabhunI ane sarva jIvonI sAthe AkayamAM tamane paNa tevA Atmakaya bhAve jovA eja uttama upAya che tame mArI AgaLa kadI ekAMtamAM tamAruM hadaya khulluM karyuM nathI. huM tamAruM hRdaya sAMbhaLyuM nathI. tethI patranA Azaye samajavAmAM paraspara virUddha dizAmAM mana deDe ane bane paNa evuM. temAM AtmAnI bhUla nahI paNa moha vacce ADe Ave che arthAt ajJAna naDe che. lAkaroDAnA raste vaLAvatAM meM chevaTe kahyuM hatuM ke pAse rahetAM dila duHkhAyuM hoya te micchA mi dukkaDaM paNa tame vAMdIne sAme te pratyuttara na vALace emAM kaMI AMtarika aviveka nathI paNa bAhyamAM aviveka gaNAya tema chatAM phakata anupaga temAM kAraNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 4 ) che. evI mAJatemAM kayAM paDavuM. jainapatramAM lakhyu che ke varagheADAmAM eka bAju e buddhisAgara sUri svaziSyA parivAra sahita cAlatA hatA ane eka mAjI 5' ajItasAgara pAtAnA pAravAra sahita cAlatA hatA. AvuM lakhAvyuM tamArA hAthe riporTa gayA temAM trIjAenI dRSTimAM ema Ave che ke mane jUdA che. maMnenA piravAra jUdA che. AmAM gurU ziSya bhAva nathI. jainapatra vAMcI joze. AvAM lakhANenI khAkhatAmAM kai tamArI evI vRtti na heAya paNu evu lakhANu chapAya te na chapAya eve! upayega rAkhavA joIe, mArI pAse rahevA rAjI nathI evu... mArA manamAM na Ave ane Avaze paNa nahIM, paNa pAse rahetAM mArI prakRtinA anusa re rahevAmAM tamane rahevAya nahI' paNa rahetAM manathI ghaNuM sahevuM paDe . ane te pasa'da paDe ke na paDe, tethI duthI sAre vyavahAra mArA agara tamArA rahe evA vivekathI mArUM agara tamArU vartana thAya che. te kaika ce.gya che ane kaMika ayAgya paNa che. tame tamArA celAenA gurU thayA AcArya thayA have nAnA mAlakanI peThe tame mArI pAse parata tra kevI rIte rahI zakaze ?mArI samAna sthitie ane teTalI svata MtratAe mArI pAse huM kevI rIte rAkhI zakuM tene viveka tamA karaze. huM keTaluM jALavuM, ane tame keTaluM jALavI zake!? mhAre tamane ziSya bhAve rAkhavA paDe ane tame temAM have te sthitithI rahI zake ke kema te AtmAnA avAjane sAMbhaLI anubhavI vicAra karI zakaze. AvI sthitine vicAra karI mApaNe gheADA bhegA rahIne thADA judA rahIne paraspara prema jALavI vyavahu ra mAM judA rahIe pAchA bhegA tha'e evI rIte vartIe te kAMi vyavahAramAM khATu nathI. kAMte| bhegAja cAmAsA vagere kALamAM rahevAnu thAya te pachI mArI prakRtinA tAtre rahI huM kahuM te pramANe vavAmAM pachI manane mArI nAkhI khadhu' sahIne raheze te pe teja huM chuM evA caine rahI dharma dhyAnamAM jIvana gALIza. A vakhata ApaNe viveka premathI judA paDayA chIe ane tethI manamAM saMtASa che, mhane tamArArUpa karavA hAya te pahelA tame mArA rUpa banI w

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( 47 ) jAe eTale hu' tamArA rUpa thai jaiza Ave! ane le, mekSAze pravRtti che. ityAdika ghaNuM kathavuM che. paNa patramAM keTaluM lakhAya, tame pAse raheA te mane ghaNA AnaMda thAya. bhaMDAra mATe prAMtijamAM AvyA hota te bahu sArUM. mANasAthI prAMtijamAM tamA Ave pachI ahIMthI tamAre jyAM niNaeNya thAya tyAM javAmAM mArA taraphathI paNa marajI che. tame mesANe javA dhAreA che. lakhe che. AjIjI tarapha garamInA lIdhe javA dhAre che. temAM mAre tamArI marajI ne pAsa karavI joie. ane tethI huM virUddha nathI. temaja prAMtijamAM gocarI vakhate amadAvAda lAyabreri sthApavA mATenA ni ya kAyama rAkhavA hAya te! amadAvAda tarapha padhAro te huM paNa AvI zakuM. tamAre unALA gALavA geAdhAvI javuM hoya te tyAM paNa ThaM'Daka che. paNa vyAkhyAnanI unALAmAM dhamAla na rahe zAMti rahe eTalu te kharU' amadAvAdamAM paNa unALAmAM vyAkhyAnanI te zAMti rahe, vANInA bhUMgaLAne zAMti tA maLI zake ?tamane kayAM tamArI tabiyatanAM anusAre zAMti maLe te tame pete sArI rIte jANI zake ane mane kayAM anukuLatA rahe te huM jANI zakuM tethI khanee peAtapeAtAnA vicAra pramANe vartavu' ane unALA ThaMDImAM (dravyabhAvathI ) gALavA te udAra vicAra che. tethI tamA mesAthe rahezeA tApaNa ThIka che ane amadAvAda raheze! te pazu ThIka che. tamane jo amadAvAda javA na icchA haiAya te tene khAsa amadAvAda javAnuM kAraNa nathI. tethI godhAvI na jai zakAya te mhane pazu mahesANe AvatAM harakata na Ave tethI tamane mahesANe AvatAM harakata na Ave. tethI tamane mesANe rahevAnI icchA thAya te tyAM relvenu sAdhana che. tethI anukuLa che. amadAvAda tarapha gayA hata te gedhAvI jai zakata te mAr te tarapha prayANa na thAta teA tamA paNu gedhAvI pratiSThAnuM saMbhALI leta paNa tamArI jyAre AveA vicAra che. te have tamane jema rUci paDe tema karaze. temAM saMmata chuMja ne sava kAryo karatAM pahelAM zarIra sudhArI levuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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(48) tamane IcchA thAya te pahelAM mANasAthI ahIM Ave. ahIMnuM kArya pUrNa karI masANe jAo, bIjA divase ahIM AvI zakazo ane patra karatAM mukhathI khulAso thatAM mana paNa AnaMdamAM paDaze. tamane be bAbatemAMthI je rUce te pramANe karaze. mArI davA cAle che. garama davAthI magajanI garamIthI kaMI lakhatAM bhUla thaI hoya te kSamA. je tamane mArI lakhelI vAtathI AnaMda Avaze te davA cAlu chatAM lakhIza nahIM te pachI davA purI thayA pachI lakhIza. chatAM mAre te lakhyA vinA cAle nahIM. rIsAe pAlave nahIM nivRtti jIvanamAM paNa ziSya puchayA vinA zraddhA premathI pAse Ave te krodha na thAya paNa ulaTe AnaMda rasa thAya tamAre kabATa vagerenuM kArya purUM karavA mATe jarUra ahIM AvI javuM ke jethI pAchI mAthAkUTa na thAya chatAM tamane ema 9ge ke pachI AvIza to temAM jevI tamArI marajI. tamArI vyavahAramAM pratiSThA kIrti vadhe ane tamAro AtmA ucadazA pAme e gurUne sadA bhAva che. zikSA kathana to maratAM sudhI tamArUM ziSyapaNuM che tyAM sudhI rahevAnuM. mATe khoTuM lagADe pAlaze nahIM. pAse AvavA mATe AjJA na hoya dura javA mATe AjJA heya. mATe jema rUce te ma karaze. davA cAle che. tethI ATale patra meM tamArI para bIjI vAra lakhyo che. kheDA ane bIje mANasA tame vyavahAramAM kuzaLa to che. mArI saraLatA che. mArI tabiyata narama thavA pachI have mArI svataMtra prakRti vadhI gaI che. ethI mahane jALavIne tame pAse rahevA dura raho ane kartavya kAryomAM have madata karaze. mArA bhegA joDAze. hane tArA para prema che hAla che paNa tenuM pratiphala he prApta karyuM nathI. kAraNa ke mArA AtmAne te tArA AtmAmAM utAryo nathI. ane tene utArI lo. zAMti le. mArA vige tame roze paNa rUbarUmAM rahIne phala prApta karavAne lAga" to paze zraddhA premathI samajAze nahIM te sAmAnya kaMI nahIM jevuM lAgaze. mArA para zraddhA prItithI marI phITanArAo ne huM Thapake dau, tapAvuM, chatAM marelA jevA karI nAkhyuM paNa na amara marajIvA banavAnA. AjJA mAgavI te pachI AjJAmAM zaMkA na karavI. te pramANe For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 4 ) va bAmAM marI javu. AjJA ane salADamAM bheda che, haeNve sUri karyAM eTale sarakhA thayA evuM jo taramAM tame mAnaze te AgaLa jJAnanI prApti thaze nahIM, paNa mane vizvAsa che ke tameA navA granthe lakhANa vagere badha karIzAstro vAMcavAmAM tathA nyAya vagere bhaNavAmAM AgaLa vadhaze, sAdhu vyAkhyAnanI pATapara bese che tyArathI bhaNuvAnu cUke che, utsAha khaMta TekathI AgaLa vadhavu joIe pazu maDadAla na banavuM joIe. mAhiranI mahattA pANInA parapATA jevI che. peAtAnI jokhamadArIne vicAra karavo joie. jene gurU para pU vizvAsa prIti che tene gurU taraphathI svapnAmAM paNa khATuM lAge nahIM. gurU te ziSya ne sadA bhUlakaNe! dekhe ane ziSyane adhUrA dekhavAmAM ziSyanI unnati che. hRdayathI ela ziSyenI bhUle TaLe che. ane te jIvatAM chatAM prabhune sAkSAtkAra karI zake che. gurUnI AjJAmAM ane temanA ThapakA sahevAmAM je ziSyAe lhANuM mAnyuM che teone namaskAra. gurU karatAM peAtAnI meTAi icche ane gurUnA para aMtarathI rAga na heAya evo ziSya chevaTa caDhatI dazAne prApta karatA nathI evu' A kalikAmAM tamArA jevA ziSyA jANe che ane gurUnA vinayamAM sevAmAM marI mathe che. gurUnAM pAsAM sevavAmAM je sukha zAMti che tevI kayAMye nathI, jeNe peAtAnA ziSyA ne gurUnI sevA bhakatanA upadeza ApavA hAya teNe pAte tevA banIne svaziSyAne Adarza dRSTAMtathI khatAvavu joie ityAdi mAkhatA tamA jANeA che. tethI vyavahAramAM vrukSa aneA che! ane manaze. A patra cAra pAMcavara jarA ekAMtamAM vAMcazeA ane pachI te sa'khaMdhI zraddhApremathI tamArA vihAranA vicAra karaze,temAM mArI AjJA avasya che ema mArI AtmA prathamathI jaNAve che. tamArU zarIra ALavazeA. pa, mahendrasAgarajInuM zarIra jALavaze. tyAM e taDa che. tene ane teA nikAla karaze. mArU ane vIzA dazA vacce samAdhAna karAvaze. nahIM te micArA duHkhI thaze. anate upadeza deze. carcA mATe lakhyuM te potAnI bhUla kabUla karatA hAya te bhale. vijA puramAM paNa teNe prathamanA carcApatronI bhUla kabUla karI hatI 7 For Private And Personal Use Only

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(pa0 ) bhaviSyamAM te jevo thaze tevA uttara tene maLaze. hAlate tamAre lakhyuM te pramANe ThIka che. bhaMgI ene bhaNAvavA mATe bane teTale baMdobasta karaze. zeTha hAthIbhAI vagerene kahezo. prAMtijanA sAnabhaMDAranuM kArya pUrNa karavA pahelAM ahIM AvIne pachIthI tyAM IcchA thAya tyAM javuM. AjJA zabda nathI vAparate tenuM kAraNa e che ke AjJA karyA bAda ziSya je te pramANe nathI vartate to te AjJA pAka thAya che. AjJA zabda lakhatAM teNe te maratAM sudhI pALavI joIe tethI AjJA zabda na lakhatAM upara pramANe lakhavuM paDayuM che. eTalAmAM sarva samajaze. te taraphanA samAcAra lakhaze. mAro patra vAMcatA tarka saMzaya na karavA. mAro AtmA eka che. gurU ziSyamAM judAI na hAya mATe tema chatAM huM lAge to vAraMvAra tame hine patra lakhyA karaze. ahIM kayAre Avaze te lakhI jaNA. muni hemendrasAgarajI tathA narendrasAgarajIne anuvaMdaNa sukha zAtA kaheze. davAthI hajI kaMI pariNAma AvyuM nathI. dharmasAdhana karaze dharma kArya lakhaze. 4. I wvarAtiH rU A patra sAthe pAdarAthI vakIlajI mehanata la hImacaMdane hararAnA vidya saMbaMdhI patra Avyo che. te tathA jAherakhabara vAMcaze. pelo Avelo vidya mohanalAla cunIlAlane bhAI ha. jAherakhabara vAMcI vaidyane bolAvo hoya te bolAvI davA karAvaze. 34 pharita rUH tA. 30-3-25. mu. vijApura. lekhaka. jainAcArya buddhisAgara sUri AdiThANA, zrI amadAvAda madhye vairAgI tyAgI. ajItasAgara sUrijI Adi ThANA.cogya vaMdaNAnuM vaMdaNa sukhazAtA. lakhavAnuM ke munizrI vRddhisAgarajI caitra sudI 5 nI rAtanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 11 ). poNA be kalAke svargamAM padha yAM che. tAva Avate hato ane InphalyuInjhA ekadama thaye. davAo ghaNuM karavAmAM AvI paraMtu bhAvI AgaLa baLa nathI. tamAro patra pahoMce che. bIjA sAdhuo sukha zAtAmAM che-eja caitra sudi 6. le. buddhisAgaranA dharmalAbha-pAMcamanI rAtre piNA be vAge samAdhipUrvaka kAla karIne svargamAM padhAryA che. temanA jevuM samAdhi maraNa keInuM dekhavAmAM AvyuM nathI. temanA AtmAne zAMti maLe. vi 1981 caitra vadi. 8 tA. 16-4-25. muka mA vijApura che. buddhisAgara. zrI amadAvAda tatra mumukSu AcArya zrI ajItasAgarasUri tathA paM. mahendrasAgarajI tathA zrI hemendrasAgarajI yogya anuvaMdana sukhazAtA. vi0 nA roja vimaLavAI chaganalAla ahIMthI tamArI tarapha AvyA che. tabiyata barAbara rahetI nathI. be page zIta che. davA hacha lAgu paDatI nathI. jIrNajavara dararoja rAtre be vakhata Ave che. azakti vadhe che. banaze te caitra vadi dazame havApANI phera mATe mahI jaIza. gAmanI bahAra Thalale be vakhata jAuM chuM. paNa thAka lAge che. tamane vagerene meM je kaMI duHkha vA paDyA hoya, gurUbhAve je kaMi zikSAbaMdha ApatAM tamane mAThuM lAgyuM hoya ane temAM anupage mArI bhUla thaI hoya te tamo sarvane be hAtha joDI khamAvuM chuM. kAraNa ke mAre have koI paNa jIvanI sAthe vaira virodha rAga dveSa rahyA nathI. have te zarIranuM ThekANuM nahIM tethI pahelAMthI khamAvI sarva jIvo sAthe AtmabhAve ApAgI vizeSatA thaye chuM ane A epayogamAM vartu chuM- For Private And Personal Use Only

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( para ) tA. 17-4-5 tA. 17-4-15 zrI muLa vijApura le. buddhisAgarasUri. zrI amadAvAda tatra vairAgI AcArya zrI ajItasAgarajI sUrijI tathA munizrI mahendrasAgarajI vagere jaga anuvaMdanA sukhazAtA. tamAro patra vAM . samAcAra jANyA che. prakRti narama thatI jAya che. tamAre malavAnI icchA hoya te jema bane tema vahelA malaze. hAlato zarIra jevuM joIe tevuM nathI zarIramAMthI garamI ochI thatI jAya che. zuM bane te nakakI kahevAya nahIM. davA te cAle che. banaze te zrI mahuDI havA phera mATe vadi 10 ne re ja jaIzuM. tamAruM zarIra narama rahe che te jANyuM che. tame ahIM AvavAnA che ema jANyuM che. paNa rAha jotAM hajI sudhI tame ahIM AvyA nathI. AThamane roja tamArA upara amArA hAthe patra lakhyo che. vaheluM rUbarUmAM malavA jevuM to che ja. zarIra vadhAre narama che agara ThIka che emAMnuM hAla kaMI kahI zakAya ema lAgatuM nathI. paganAM taLIo ThaMDA rahe che. suMTha vagere ghasavAthI paNa te garama thatA nathI. davA te cAlyA kare che. eja dharma kArya lakhaze. saM. 1981 nA caitra vadi 9ne vAra zuka tA. 17-4-25. lebuddhisAgaranI anuvaMdaNA jaladI malAya tema malavA jevuM che saM. 1979 mAgha sudI 1 mu. sANaMda lekhaka buddhisAgara zrI vijApura tatra suzrAvaka........... gya dharma lAbha. vi. tamArI vyApAramAM khoTa javAthI ArthIka sthiti nabaLI paDI ane devuM cukavavAmAM saMkaDAmaNa AvI tethI te bA batamAM zI For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 53 ) rIte vata'vu' tema lakhyuM te jANyuM. A duniyAmAM su caMdrane paNa graha naDe che. sarvAM jIvAne pApa gRha naDe che. devagurUne bhakata pramANikapaNe varte che. jyAM jyAM najara paheAMce tyAM javuM ane sahAya mAgavI, sahAya mAgatAM lajjA na daravI, atyaMta udyoga karave chatAM na bane teA pramANikatAe maLe tyAre ApavAnI buddhie mAkI kADhI ApavI, ana deza che!DI mukhA vIgere zaheramAM javuM ane tyAM pramANikapaNe vyApAra Adi pravRtti karavI. pAse je dhana heAya te vIveka puka ApavuM ane na hoya te khAkI kaDhI ApIne vartavAthI AkharU pratiSThAne khAmI lAgatI nathI. pAse hAya ne na Apavu tethI kIrti pratiSThAne dhAke pahoMce che, tamArI prama NikatA satra prasiddha che, tethI mADI kADhI ApIne vartavAthI jarA paNu hAni nathI. have saTTAnA rastAmAM jaze! nahIM. mheM tamane ghaNI vakhata cetAvyA chatAM naLarAjAnI ane yudhiSThIranI peThe saTTAnu vyasana na cheDayuM tethI duHkha paDe temAMthI have deva paNa ugArI zake tema nathI. tamAre kadi gabharAine ApaghAta na karavA. kAraNake ApaghAta samAna koi mahA pApa temaja ajJAna nathI. vAyuthI pAMdaDu phare che tema vyApArInuM bhAgya phare che, tamAre mAthe AvelA vakhata sadA rahevAne nathI, tame te zuM pazu hAla te kADAdhipatie paNa saMkaTamAM AvI paDayA che. jIvaze te aMte sArU dekhaze. nAma bAyalApaNAnA vicArA kADhI nAkhavA. gurUmukta DaratA nathI tema maratA paNa nathI. te te puNya ne pApanA udayane bhAgave che. mATe tamAre gabharAvuM nahIM chevaTe sArU pariNAma Avaze. sAcI dAnatavALA chevaTe harizcaMdranI peThe jaya pAme che.mATe huziyArI rAkheA. A vakhate tamArI kharI kaseTI che. dunIyA dIvAnI che tenA sAmu na dekhavuM. merU peThe dhIra banI,bananAra bhAvIne saheA ane prama NikapaNe vartI hAya tA ApavuM na hoya te maLe tyAre ApavA mAkI mukI ApavI. prabhu mahAvIradevane upasargo parISahe naDayA hatA. meTAone duHkha paDe che mATe gabharAo nahIM, rAma ane pAMDavane vanamAM bhaTakavuM paDayuM' hatu te kai hiMmata hAryA na hatA. te pramANe For Private And Personal Use Only

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(48) vatI evI mArI AjJA che. vakhata Ave paDela sakaTanA ghaTADa! paNa bhuAze. dhama sAdhana karaze. mukAma leAdarA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ityevaM OM arha mahAvIra zAnti // 3 // mAgha sudi 6 lekhaka buddhisAgara 1 zrI pAdarA tatra zraddhAva ta dayAnaMta devagurU bhaktikA vakIlajI zA. mAhanalAla himacaamAi tathA mANekalAla jIvana premaca'dabhAi, bhAilAla vagere cAgya dharmalAbha. vizeSa gurUgItagahu lIsa'grahamAM pAMcamI gurUzraddhAnI guhalI vAMcI. vyavahAra nayanI ekalI sApekSA te guhalI tyAgI gurUnAM vyavahAra tAcAra saMbaMdhI lakhelI nathI. e guhaeNlImAM zuddha drabyArthi ka nayanI apekSAe prathama cha caraNa che. temAM sattAe AtmagurU sa`kha dhI vicAra che, tethI temAM te nayanI apekSAe veSa vratAdika vyavahAranA utoSa nathI. bAkInI keTalIeka gAthAomAM samakita dAyaka gurUnI mahettA settanA sakhI ugara che. gurUnA AtmA teja AtmA svIkAro gurUzaraNu svIkAryuM che ane gurUnA AtmAnI sAthe svAtmAnuM sAtvika zaktie aneka svIkArI gurUzraddhAnI mahattA sAsAtva pAlana prakAzyu che. AtmAne deva-mahAvIra vIra gurU Adi zabde vaDubyA che. zraddhAvanta bhakta ziSya che te zraddhA bhaktinA tAramAM veSa tratAcAra vagere khAdya vyavahu'rane dekhatA nathI ane te gurUnA AtmAnI sAthe aikaya anubhavI samakitadAyaka gurUnA AtmAne svAtmAnuM samaNuM kare che ane tarka sazaya vagerene zraddhA premamAM samAvI bhakitanI mukhyatAe Atma mastImAM masta bane che. gurU te sastra che evA bhAve pariName che ane asti nAsti dharmamaya sava dravyeA che te gurUmAM astinAstinI apekSAe samAve che. te rIte gurUmAM vizva samAyu For Private And Personal Use Only

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(55) mAne che. gurUne te asti nAsti anaMta dharmamaya savarUpe - kSA e dekhe che. bAhiramAM ane aMtaramAM te gurUbhakita premada gurUne aneka bhAve jyAM jyAM juve che. gurUne dehanI apekSAe sI dekhe che. ane deha vinAnI daSTie AtmarUpe nirAkAra AtmagurU dekhe che sAta nAnI apekSAe jeNe gurUnuM jJAna karyuM che. evA gItAthI gurU pAse guragItaguhalIne bhAvArtha samajyA vinA tene samyaka artha samajAya tema nathI. deva-vIra-mahAvIra-gurU che ane AtmAne tathA ekaja guhalImAM sattAe tathA vyakitae AtmasvarUpa prakAzya che. te sarvanayasApekSa jJAnIne savaLuM pariName che. ekAMta vyavahAra vAdI bAlavanI apekSAe te lakhyuM nathI. gurUgataguhalInI prastAvanAmAM te saMbaMdhI amArI hArdika zailI paribhASAe khulAso karyo che. gurUgamathI sApekSa naye te bedhya satya che. ityevaM OM mahAvIra zAntiH 3 le buddhisAgaranA dharma lAbha carcA prasaMge koIne javAba ApavA mATe tathA samajavA mATe khulAso 5 guhalIne karyo che. prasaMge khulAso karavA me lakhyuM hatuM. dharmasAdhana karaze. su. pethApura, tA. 15-8-24, le. buddhisAgara. zrI mIraja tatra bhaI nagInadAsa bhIkhAbhAI egya dharma lAbha. vi. trizalAnA jAyA" nAmanA stavanamAM nahi "tAre te jAze tamArI re lAja" e pada te bhaktinI apekSAe che. prabhuno For Private And Personal Use Only

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(56 ) sAce bhakta prabhune bhaktinA umaLakAthI e upAlaMbha ApI zake che, ane evAM pUrve munionAM paNa tavane che. temAM zrI vinayavijayajIkRta AdizvaranI vinatImAM paNa evI jAtane bhAva che. apekSAe adhyAtma dRSTie AtmA te mahAvIra che, ane te pitAne nahiM tAre te tenI lAja jAya ema kahevAya che. tatvajJAnanI dRSTie evuM lakhyuM nathI, paNa bhaktinI bhAvanAnA uchALAeja evuM prabhune vinaMtI rUpe kahevAya che, mATe tame evuM gAo temAM deSa nathI, amArA upara tamane zraddhA heta te zaMkA karAvanArA hoya te paNa zaMkA thAya nahiM. paNa bAlajIva-bIjAnI zaMkA na samajAvI zake. tenI te zaMkAne uttara Apa yukta che te daSTie tame lakhyuM che. tethI uttara Ape che. mukAma. mehasANA. lekhaka, buddhisAgara. zrI abujI. tatra suzrAvaka vakIla mehanalAla hImacaMda-mANekalAla maMgalabhAI maNibhAI, premacaMdabhAI vagere gya dharmalAbha. vi. tamAre patra vAMcI samAcAra jANyA che. zarIranI zAtA vedanIyanI sAthe AtmAnA sukhanI tulanA karIne AtmAnA zuddha dharmamAM tallIna thavAya tema pravartAze. ahe| anaMtavIryo'yamAtmA vizva prakAzakaH trailokva cAlayatyeya dhyAnazakti prabhAvataH zarIraratha AtmA vaDutaH jIvaMta vIryamaya ane vizvaprakAzaka che. te traNekane calAvI zake tema che. dhyAna zakti pramAvathI. dhyAna zakti vaDe AtmAnI sarva zaktione prakAza thAya che. AbujI zAMta pradeza che. jyAM jyAM guphAo, dhyAnanAM sthAne vagerene pAmI AtmAnA sukhane ulasAvaze. AtmAne atmArUpa karaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 7 ) zarIrane kaMi bhaseA nathI. jeTalu prApta thAya teTaluM apramatta dhyAne prApta karazeA, dharma dhyAnanA pAcA tathA piMDasthAdika dhyAnanuM ekAMtamAM avalaMbana karazeA. tethI Atmasukhane prakAza maLaze. anubhavavaDe anubhavanI vRddhI thaze. OM zAntiH 3 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mu. pethApura. Aze zu. 13 le. buddhisAgara sUri. jAmanagara tatra suzrAvaka mAstara za'karalAla DAhyAbhAi ceAgya dhama lAbha vi. tamArA patra Avye te maLye che. vAMcI jANyA che, tame lakhelI badhI vAta jANI che. samAcAra atmAnI zudnatAne mATe aneka prakAranI kaeNseTImAMthI pasAra thatAM sukha dukha sAmI najara na karavI joie paNa je thAya te sArA mATe che ema mAnI AnaMda utsAhathI AgaLa vadhavu joie dharmasAdhana karaze!. dhama kAya lakhazeA. buddhisAgaranA dhama lAbha OM namo gurave mukAma sANaMda li. buddhisAgara zrI mANusA taMtra zraddhAvaMta dayAva...ta devagurUbhaktikAraka puNya prabhAvaka bhabhya suzrAvaka zA. vIracaMdamai kRSNAjI tathA bhAI caMduMlAla tathA mAjI vigere cAgya dharma lAbha, vi. patra pahAcyA. vAMcI samAcAra jANyA. AnaMda. AtmaprakAza grantha khALamedha lIpImAM chapAvaveA ThIka lAge che. mALakhAdha lIpInuM mAhAtmya tathA tenI asara hRdaya upara khaDuM thAya che. kha For Private And Personal Use Only

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(58) vizeSa ane pustaka DAM eTaluM vizeSa che. tattvanA grantha thoDA sArA. vizeSa khapa jAgaze to bIjI AvRtti koI karAvaze kAgaLa samAdhizatakanA rahevA joIe. pUThAM paNa sArA thavA joIe. samAdhi zataka karatAM moTuM pustaka thAya te sArU 500 pratanA rU. 450] laga bhAga thAya paNa pustaka dekhIneja meha thAya. cheDA vAMce paNa asara sArI thAya. pachI to tamArI jema marajI. bhajana to bALabodha lipimAM avazya chapAze. sAthuM bhADu ne siddhapuranI yAtrA jevuM kAma karavuM joIe nahIM. ghaNAM varSa sudhI pustaka Take tema thavuM joIe, bALabodhamAM chapAze to bahu sArU pachI jema tema karavuM. taiyArI karo. dharma sAdhana karaze mukAma. gedhAvI. li. buddhisAgara. vinayavaMta vivekI Atma thI zraddhALu zA. vIracaMdabhAI kAjI ceSya dharmalAbha prApti thAo. vizepa-tamAro patra Avyo. vAMcI AnaMda thAya che, tyAMnI havA bagaDavAthI tyAM tamAre bIlakula rahevuM nahI, kezarIyAjInI yAtrA karavA javuM te paNa sAruM che. pune havA sudharI hoya to tyAM javuM paNa ThIka che paNa kharAba havAmAM to rahevuMja nahI. saMtikara gayAja karavuM-tame atre AvI gayA nahIMtenuM zuM kAraNa? haze. yAtrA kare. vi. AtmazaktiprakAzanAM pAMca cha pharamAM bAkI rahyAM che. utAvaLa mATe giradharabhAI upara tame patra lakhe. bhUlazo nahIM. prAyaH mAgazara mAsamAM grantha bahAra paDaze. bhajana kArataka pUrNimA lagabhaga bahAra paDaze. dharma sAdhana karaze bAlAbhAIne dharmalAbha. mArA lAyaka dharma kArya lakhaze. bhAI caMdulAlane dharmalAbha. bhaNavuM gaNavuM lekhaka zakti vadhAravI. zeTha vIracaMda kRSNAjI. 34 phAAnitaH rU For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahi maLaze nahi TaLaze, kharekhara jaI le manamAM jIThI raMga lAgyo ke, vicAre te badhuM kSaNamAM. nathI te zodhavA mATe, jIvana hAryuM are bhUlI; kharI nahi ceTa lAgyAthI, rahyA che bAhyamAM jhulI. nathI AnaMda te mAne, kharekhara che ja te chAne; khaMthI paravA ane tenI, are je che te levAne nathI dhAryuM kadI manamAM, jIvana hemI are le. nathI pyAro te aMtara, are je pyAra te ke sAkarane svAdamAM mIThI, anubhava tyAMja pitAno kharekhara tema AtamanuM, rahe nahi dhyAnamAM chAne hajI jIvI grahe tene, akhaMDAnaMda che cA are e bhavya je pote, leI le dharmane vhA hajI hAthe are bAjI, dharI le dhyAnamAM sAcuM, buddhayarabdhi sata sevAmAM, sadA rahevuM sadA rAcuM 7 le. buddhisAgaranA dharmalAbha. dharma sAdhana karaze saMtanI sevA karavAthI ja sukha che. saMtanI pAse sadAkALa rahevA IcchuM chuM. mukAma surata gopIpurA buddhisAgara zraddhAvaMta dayAvaMta devagurUbhaktikAraka suzrAvaka zA, vIracaMda kRSNAjI egya dharmalAbha. vizeSa AtmAnA jJAnAdi guNonI zakita vadhAravA pratidina sadudyama kare ghaTe che, AtmadazAmAM ramaNatA vizeSataH karavI ghaTe che. je je karavuM temAM vivekadraSTithI Abhe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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(50) 60 pacega rAkhavA joie. sAdhyadRSTi te game te prasaMgamAM bhulAvI na joie. zAtA ane azAtAnA prasaMgeAmAM sadAkAla samAnatA rahe evI AtmadazA kara! mATe aMtarane upacAga te te prasage rAkhave joIe. azuddhopacega TALIne zudhdha payega karavA prayatna karavo joie. jeTalu sAdhyadaSTinI sthiratA mATe karazeA teTaluM tamArU che. eka kSaNamAtra paNa pramAda karavA caigya nathI. peAtAnu kAI nathI. vRttiene na peSAM AtmAnA sadguNNAne poSavA joie. tamArU te sahajapaNe tamArU che, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dha sAdhana karazeA. AtmavamAva ramaNatAnA vyApAra vadhA" raze. harSa ane zekane vyApAra ghaTADaze. nivRttidhana prApta karaze. O zAnti rU: budhdhisAgara sa` 1970 caitra vada 9 Atmaprabhu bhakti premodvAra. dhIrAnA padanA raMga samajAvyo hateA sAnere, camakAvI tArU rUpa sphune, AMkhothI mhane khecIre, lIdhe vhAlA thArI kane. jhagamaga jyaMti jhaLakAvI hai' dekhADayA dedAra, prema tyArathI hArI sa.the, pragaTayA apara pAra; saMtAye! tuM adhArere, ghAyala thai zeAdhuM nhane For Private And Personal Use Only samanthe 1 cena paDe nA hArAvaNuM kaI, mana mArUM akaLAya amRtane AsvAdyA pachIthI, mAkulA keNu khAya. virahanAM duHkhaDAM veThIre, zeAdhu bIju kANu gaNe samajAvyA 2

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lAja maryAdA jananI che, te ja vaNa ISTa na ke I kathanI karaNI jaganI cheDI, AMkhe vATe rahyo joI buddhisAgara vAlDamare, maLe jhaTa preme bhaNe samajAje 3 he asaMkhya pradezI paramAtma svAmina-heM mane tArUM mULa svarUpa camakAvI dekhADayuM hatuM ane sAne samajAvyuM hatuM. huM hArI anaMta timayi cakSuothI AkarSIne mane tArI pAse kheMcI lIdho. jayArathI heM jhaLahaLa jhagamaga arUpa joti jhaLakAvIne tyAre dedAra dekhADa hatuM tyArathI hAra upara aparaMpAra prema pragaTe che. hu chuM arUpa tirUvarUpa darzAvIne pAche mAyAnA paDadAmAM saMtAI gaye tyArathI mahane cena paDatuM nathI ane pUrve dedAra dekhyA hatA tethI pragaTelA zudha pemathI ghAyala thaIne jyAM tyAM zodhA karuM chuM. jyArathI darzana deI tuM mAyAnA AvaraNamAM saMtAI gaye tyArathI hane hArA vinA jarA mAtra cena paDatuM nathI ane mahArU mana atyaMta akaLAya che. amRtane AsvAdyA pachI bAkalA vagerenuM bhejana koNa khAya ? tema have manamAM thayuM che. jyArathI hArUM rUpa dekhyuM tyArathI hune anya kazuM kaMI gamatuM nathI. hArA virahanAM duHkha veThIne hane zodhuM chuM tyAre vinA anyane keNa evI rithati thayA pachI hisAbamAM gaNe? arthAt koI paNa gaNe nahi. jyArathI tArUM rUpa dekhyuM ane apUrva prema pragaTayo tyArathI meM jagatanI lAja ane vyavahAra maryAdAne tyajI dIdhAM che. hArA vinA hRdayamAM virahanI agni javALAo uThe che tenI he prabhu hane kema dayA AvatI nathI. nakkI karyuM chuM ke hArA vinA mane anya varatu ITa nathI. tuMja hAre hAlo chuM, tuM jJAnI che ane e badhuM jANyA chatAM haju kema saMtAkukanI ramata rame che. hane vadhAre satAvIne duHkhI karavAmAM have zuM sAruM lAge che ? he ananta sukhanA svAmI! lhArI sAthe tanmayapaNe maLavAmAM jagatanI kathanI ane karaNIne rahe tyAga karyo che. hArI jJAnacakSue hane For Private And Personal Use Only

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(2) maLavAnI vATe hArI rAhe dekhI rahyo chuM. buddhisAgara kahe che ke jJAnanAsAgara! have tame tvarita maLe ema AtmAmAM rahelI cetanA preme bhaNe che. su, mANasA, li. buddhisagara, suzrAvaka bhAI caMdulAla vIracaMda ceAgya dha lAbha. ATalI vayamAM ATalA vyApAramAM jyAre patra lekhanAvakAza na maLe, ema anya kArya nimagna citta vRttithI prAyaH avamedhAyatA anyadazAmAM te zuM kahevuM-zubhAzubha sAnukula pratikula saMcegeAmAM sava ve mukAya che. caMdu ! vicAra karIza te hane mAluma paDaze ke jJAnIjhmAe vairAgI dazA ravIkArI che tenu kAraNu kharekhara uTanAM aDhAra vAMkAnA jevA A saMsAra che. soMsAramAM kaMine kaMI bAkI rahevAtu. sarvamAM kaMine kaMI kahevAnuM, sarva vAte saMpUrNatA saMsAramAM kAine prApta thaI nathI ane thavAnI nathI. mATe sa'sAramAM vikalpa sa'kalpa karIne nakAmA AtmavIya ne! kSaya karavA cegya nathI. thArA mana pramANe sava sAnukulatA thAya te! pachI duHkha kayAMthI ? ane vairAgya paNa kayAMthI thAya ane pachI saMsAra duHkhamaya che evuM vItarAga devanuM vAkaya paNa khATu thAta. duHkha ane upAdhiyA veDIne mAgaLa vadhavAnuM che. satra ucca keATIe caDhelAe mATe evA anubhava Avaze. mahat purUSone Azraya eja sukhanuM kAraNa che, kAi pazu sAmAnya prasaMgathI bhaLabhaLIyA banI javAthI ane gabhIratA tya4 vAthI dhAryA karatAM vizeSa lAbha thAya che ane khelelu ane kareluM pAchuM saMkelI letAM ghaNI mahenata paDe che peAtAne sAnukula sa manuScAnA samAgama na thAya. tethI dIlagIra thavuM nahIM-peAtAnA mananA ubharA kADhavA hAya tA kAI jJAnInI pAse kADhavA ke jethI kaMi zAMti maLe ane kai zikhavAnu` maLe. A jagamAM dhanI sAdhanA eka sArabhUta che. rUce ane zraddhAmAM satya bhAse tA dhArmika jIvanane sudhArI ucca karaze. OM zAntiH 3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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(63) bAbu bhegIlAlane dharmalAbha, kahezo ke vijApura keTalA patra lakhyA te jaNAvaze. zAnti yukitathI kaheze. mukAma pethApura. lebuddhisAgara. saM. 1971, jeTha vadI 14. punA, suzrAvaka zA. viracaMda kRSNA yogya, dharmalAbha. tamAro patra AvyuM te vicArI sAra jANyo che. thatI Amennati jethI, kamAvAnuM kamAI ...1 thaze je tyAgathI bhakita, tadA vairAgyanI sthiratA; thaze adhyAtmanI sthiratA, kamAvAnuM kamAI lo...2 TaLe adhyAsa je parathI, thaele nAma rUpano; tadA AnandanI prApti, te saMteSa AtmAmAM....3 are je cuMthaNa gUMthe, sadA pudgalataNAM bhAve; vipAkanA pravAhamAM, taNutA te nathI bhakate....4 vipAke bhegave karmo, hRdayamAM sAkSIdhara thaIne rUve rAce nahIM temAM, rahI antara thakI nyArA..5 tyaje yAcaka taNI vRtti, pravRttimAM paDe haiye; kadApi lakSya nA cUke, khare te bhakata gaNavAnA...6 pIne pAMjarA madhe, dhare AnaMda ko mAnava bajAve daivanI AjJA, rahI nirlepa antarathI....7 are evI dazA mATe, nathI abhyAsa je thAte; nathI je kALajI manamAM, kamAvAnuM pache zuM che ?...8 jagatane khuba rIjhavavA, pravarte pAra nA Ave; palakanAM AMsuDAM pADe, pachIthI te hatA tevA.9 ataH manamAM kharA bhAve, kharUM te satya ghArIne; tyajI zetAnanI saMgata, kamAvAnuM kamAI le....10 For Private And Personal Use Only

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(64) nijAmotkAnti karavAne, banI paramArthanA gI; maLI veLA gamanA , kamAvAnuM kamAI le...11 pachIthI khUba pastAze, navuM ceto yadi manamAM, vicAro khUba ekAnta, nijAtmAnuM kayuM zuM te..12 nathI ADaMbare mukita, nathI kaMI le karaMjanamAM; kharI paramArthanI karaNI, karyAthI mukita thAvAnI....13 dharI adhyAtmanI raheNI, viveke Teka nekIdhI; pramANikatA dharI aMge, kamAvAnuM kamAvI le.14 kadI kartavyathI pAchA, haThe nA pairyane dhAre; buddha bidha dharma kartavya, pravarte karma yogI hai....15 aSaDa zudimAM neTabuka bacakAnI khapa paDaze. aSADa suda sAtama AThama lagabhaga. mATe tyAM kaI janAra hoya to jaNAvaze. mu gedhAvI. li. buddhisAgara. tatra zraddhAvaMta dayAvaMta deva gurUbhakitakAraka suzrAvaka zA. vIracaMdabhAI kRSNajI, zA. caMdulAla varacaMda, zA. bhegIlAla vIracaMda, zA. zAMtibhAI caMdulAla vagere gya dharmalAbha. patra AvyuM. vAMcI bIna jANuM. kamaye ga mATe zA. gagalabhAI hAthIbhAIne nivedana karyuM che. tame te che? kamalega saMpUrNa thatAM eka varSa vA be varSa joIe. pazcAta te je bane te kharUM. hAla aDatALIsa le kane bhAvArtha lakha ce che. karmacagathI pravRttimA. mAM navI jAtanuM ajavALuM tathA navyazakitane prakAza thAya evuM vAMcako mATe avabodhAya che. comAsAnuM hajI nakakI nathI. kSetraparzanAe jyAM banavAnuM haze tyAM banI raheze. vyAvahArika tathA pAramArthika kAryo karatAM chatAM nirlepa rahIne AnaMdamaya bhA. vathI ane prasannatAthI sarve kSaNe vIte evA upAye Adare ke jethI bhaviSyamAM AtmasamAdhinI jhAMkhI anubhavI zake. sarvamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 65 ) nile pa rahA. sava bAhya bhAveAmAM ni:saMga raheA. je thAya te taTastha anI dekhyA kare. je je kAryo karI temAM ahaMtA na thAya evA adhyAtmabhAga khIlavA nAma ane rUpanA prapaMcanI pravRtti karyAM chatAM antarathI nyArA haiA ane sadA upayege jAgRta raheA. parabhatamAM karIza evu na icchatAM A bhavamAM mukitanI jhAMkhI veDhavAnI sAthe tame mAhyanuM paNa vedI zakA evI dazA prApta karavAnA dRDha nizcayapara AvI jAe ane jyAM tame che tyAM peAtAne dekhI mahya vyavahAre prava Atmadhama pragatimAM utsAhathI prato, ityevaM OM zAntiH 3 mu. bheAyaNI, li buddhisAgara. zrI punA, tatra zraddhAvaMta dayAvaMta devagurU bhaktikA ke suzrAvaka zA. vIracaMdabhAi kRSNAjI tathA caMdgulAla tathA bhagIlAla, zAMti lAla vagere saparivAra cAgya dhalAbha.vi. uMjhA, meDhu srANA, je TANA thai atra AvavAnuM thayuM che. A vakhata dazananA lAbha ghaNA thayA che. vyavahAra ane nizcayathI siddhapuramAM rAtre dhyAna karatAM alaikika samAdhisukhane anubhava AvyA hatA. hAlamAM kayAga nAmanu pustaka lakhAya che, temAM nirlepa dazAe Avazyaka karmonI kro adA karavAnA siddhAMta, laiAkika vyavahAra dRSTie lakhAya che, teA paNa antaramAM Atma zudhApayeAganu tAna lAgI rahe che ane vihAramAM niHsa`ga dazAneA kharekharA pakavAnubhava vadhyA kare che. AmAmAM jIvatAM upazamAdibhAve siddhAMtAnAM rahasyo prakaTayA kare che. AtmAnubhavajJAna vinAnI Ahya pAMDitya dazA bhava bhramaNumAM ahaMtAthI hetubhUta thAya che. devagurU pasAthe je mArga mAM gamana thayA kare che te meAkSa mAga che. ema AtmAnubhavathI khAtrI thAya che. game te bhASAe ane game te pravRttie a gamAnuM rahasya svahRdayamAM 9 For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 6 ) pariNamIne anubhava rUpe jIvatuM thAya evA khAsa sAdhya|payAga vate che ane te ghaNA vadhaze evI khAtrI che. hajI atmAnA zuddhopaceAgamAM samAdhibhAve pragati thayA kare che. sadRgurUnA sthiratA bhAve samAgama karyA vinA anubhava rahasya maLatuM nathI te meLave. OM zAnti prAyaH atrathI viramagAma thai sAMDha javA vicAra che, ane te kharU. caitra suSThi pUrNimA atra prAyaH thAya to thAya. mu. mukhAi lAlamaga pAMjarApeLa buddhisAgara suzrAvaka zA. vIracaMdabhAi kRSNAjI tathA bhAI caMdulAla caiAgya dharma lAbha, pratiSThAne viSTA ane kIrtimAM maLa jevI asAratA bhAsaze tyAreja satyadharma ane anubhavathI parakhAze. khahya pratiSThArUpa lalanAnA rAgIe aMtaranuM ravarUpa anubhavavA samartha thatA nathI. kharA dharmane ane jagatanA badhAelA vyavahArane AkAza ane pAtALa jeTalA aMtara che. je zuddha svarUpanI pUjA karatA nathI tene te kayAMthI satya sujADI zake. je bAhyonnatimAM svamaheAdaya avaSe dhe che. te antaraneA zuddha maheAdayanA gaMdha paNa AsvAdI zakate nathI. khAdyanA vicArane krUre karI AtmAnA mATe zA vicAre uddabhave che te ekAntamAM nirvikalpa upayAga rAkhI joteA nathI te kharekhara zuddha mahAdayanAM darzana karI zakatA nathI. jJAnIe saMsAramAM gAMDA jevA gaNAya che paNa te zAthI ane temAM zuM rahasya samAyuM che te vicAraze. OM jJAtiH - rU caitra vadI 7 For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 17 ) mu. vijApura. le. buddhisAgara, zrI muMbAI tatra suzrAvaka zA. vIracaMdabhAI kRNAjI tathA caMdulAla bAbu bhegIlAla zAMtilAla tathA mAdhavajI amathAjI pipaTa vagere pya dharmalAbha. kenpharansa vagere tarapha jaI pAchA AvyA hazo.mAdhavalAla chAparAmAMthI saMgha kADhavA lakhe che paNa legathI saghanI zobhA AvanAra nathI tathA kezarIyAjInA mArge kavairanTAIna che te jaNAvaze. pepaTa AvyuM haze mArI tarapha Avaze to bodha ApIza. hAlamAM vijApura nI AsapAsanA gAmamAM palaMganI svArI AvI dhamadhokAra dhamAdhama zarU karI che. vijApuramAM udaragAMTha paNa che. temaja tAraMgajI tarapha paNa garabaDa hovAthI chevaTe ahIM rahevA vicAra karyo che. vijApuramAM daza paMdara kesa thayA paNa sudharI gayA che. hajI gAmane eka paNa kesa bagaDa nathI. hajI zAMti jevuM che paNa uMdaranuM patana zarU che. jJAna dhyAnanI samAdhimAM AnaMdamaya jIvana vIte che. chApavAnAM pustake baMdha che. hAla patravyavahAranI pravRtti prAyaH maMda thaI gaI che. sarve sAdhuone gAbhyAsa cAle che. mANasAnA zrAvako keganA hukamathI bahAra nIkaLI gayA che. dharma sAdhana karaze dharma kArya lakhaze. 3OM zAnita rUH patra lakhatA raheze. bhAI caMdulAlane mAluma ke citramayajagatanA aMko AvatA nathI bane te baMdobasta karazo. mukAma vijApura lekhaka buddhisAgara zrI muMbAI tatra suzrAvaka vIracaMdabhAI kRNAjI gya dharmalAbha. vi. tamAre patra maLe. mANeka benanA maraNathI sAdhuone ane sAdhvIone tenI pUrNa beTa paDI che te saMbaMdhI jeTalI tenI For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 8 ) prazaMsA karIe teTalI nyuna che tame mAdhavalAlane dilAseA Apaze, amAe mAdhavalAlanA upara patra lakhyA che. vi. vijApuramAM sa ThekANe uMdara paDe che. cAMcaDanA bhAre upadrava che. cAra pAMca kesa thaI gayA che. vijApuranI uttara dizAe lADAla AgaleADa karabaTIyA vaDanagara vagere taraph uMdara kesa thAya che. amadAvAda tarapha prAMtija tarapha tathA AjubAjunA sava gAmaDAomAMthI eka gAma paNu ceAkhu nathI. leAkeA chAparAM mAMdhavAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA che. chAparAmAM javAnI vinaMtI thAya che. paNa taMbu vagerenI joie tevI sagavaDa nathI, ane te kharU, sAdhvIe lAbhazrI vagere pazu kayAM jaze te cAkkasa nathI. paNa gAmaDAmAM jyAM tyAM udayakALa pramANe jaze. sAdhuonI pUrNa sevA karanAra kANu che. sArUM thaze amRtazrI vagere pu Mdhare gayAM che. paNa tyAM uMdara 5De che tevijApuranI bhAgeALamAM thai maLyA vinA lAbhazrI vagere sAdhvInA kAraNathI gayAM che bhAi caMdulAla bhAgIlAla zAMtilAla vagere ne dhama lAbha kaheze. vi. jhaverI jIvaNacaMdabhAi dhamaca Mdane tameA pAlItANA gurRkubane madada karo evI bhalAmaNa mATe patra hatA paNu amee rUbarUmAM maLyA pachI kahevAnuM lakhI jaNAyuM che. dharmasAdhana karaze. dhama kArya lakhaze OM zAntiH 2 patra lakhaze. vijApuranI AjImAjI paccIsa trIsa gAu tu eka gAma paNa uMdara paDayA vinAnuM nathI. achatasAgara vaDAlImAM chAparAmAM rahe che. For Private And Personal Use Only mu. vijApura. le. buddhisAgara. zrI mu'khAI taMtra zraddhAvata dayAvaMta devagurU bhaktikAraka suzrAvaka zA. vIracaMdabhAi kRSNAjI caMdulAla leAgIlAla vagere. ceAgya dharmo

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lAbha. vi. patra pahe, mahAbhArata paheryuM che. hAla patra pravRtti tathA lekhaka pravRtti ghaNI manda che. hAla manamAnate vanavRkSa pradeza ane ekAntavAsa maLavAthI dhyAna samAdhinI kharI laya lAgI che. hAla te jANe Atmika sRSTimAM layalIna thaI javAyuM hoya ema jaNAya che. sarva sAdhuone rAtre prANAyAma dhyAna thAya che. Ama vRkSa taLe AnaMda vate che. AtmajJAna AtmasamAdhi ane tenI sAthe amRta sukhamaya jIvananA lahAvA levAya teTalA levAya che tenI AgaLa bAhya kSaNika jaDa vastuonuM sukha te che ja nahIM ema pUrNa anubhava thAya che. prasaMge upadezasRSTine vihAra paNa karmaMga svAdhikAre thavAne thayA karaze. dharma sAdhana karazo. 34 zAMtiH rU mukAma. mahesANA lekhaka buddhisAgara. muMbAI devagurU bhaktikAraka suzrAvaka zA. viracaMdabhAI kRNAjI tathA bAba vagere gya dhama lAbha. vizeSa tamAre patra paho. tamArI lakhelI hakIkata jANuM che. mAdhavalAla amathAlAla atre AvyA hatA ane temanI hakIkata jaNAvI hatI. samatAne upadeza Ape hate dharmasAdhana karyA karaze. dharma kArya lakhaze zrImad devacaMdrajIkRtta pustako chapAya che. pahele bhAga chapAI thoDA vakhatamAM bahAra paDaze. bIjo bhAga chapAya che. comAsAnuM nakkI thatAM lakhI jaNAvavAmAM Avaze. OM arha zAnti 3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 7 ) Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mu. vijApura. le, buddhisAgara. muMbAi taMtra suzrAvaka zA. vIracaMdabhAi kRSNAjI caMdulAla bhAgIlAla zAMti vagere yAgya dharmalAbha vi. Ase| sudi terase pATanA pAcA ekadama nIkaLI javAthI te paDI gaI tenI sAthe ulaLI te mukhe vA uparanA jaDabAnI sAthe vAgI tethI aDadhA jaDabAne tathA cAra pAMca dAMtane sakhta ijA thai. krAMta hAle che. dA cAle che vedanA theDI che. bAkI te rAtre TADhIyA tAvanA humalA thayeA. be divasa sakhta pachI jora kamI thatuM cAlyu have te ArAma thaye che. khAvA pIvAmAM harakata AvatI nathI. phakta dAMta uparanA cAra hAlatA jAjarA thayA te sajajaDa thAya tevI davA cAle che. ane te kharU, AtmAne samabhAve vedanA vadAya che eTale AnaMda che. prakRti peAtAnA dharma ajANyA kare che, purUSane nilepa bhAve prakRtinuM vedavAtu che bAkInA vicAga te ahatva mamatva tyAgarUpa che. enA kAle e anubhavAya che. kamanA paripAka thatAM karma svayaM khare che. tenI udII karavA karatAM rAjayAganI dazAe sahaja bhAve samatA bhAve vartAya teja ceAgya che. je thAya che temAMthI AtmAne anubhava maLe che temAM viSAda vA huSa na mAnatAM AtmAnA AnaMdamAM rahevu joie. For Private And Personal Use Only AtmarUpa paramAtmAnI kRpAthI AtmAnI vikAsa dazA thAya che. temAM Adhi vyAdhi ane upAdhiyA tA tAparUpa kasoTI jevI che te AvavIja joIe. te vinA aMtaranI dazAnA anubhava thAya nahIM. kerI tApathI pAke che tyAre temAM rasa Ave che, mAhya du:khAnA tApathI AtmAne AnaMda rasa pAke che, teneA svAda lenAnI jarUra che. pAkayA vinA AtmAnAM anubhavajJAnageTalI pAkI thatI nathI. AmAM duniyAnA lekenI sAkSInI ka Mi jarUra nathI. AtmAne anubhava thAya eTale masa. AtmAne satra anubhave anubhave. temAM tamArI unnati che, AtmabaLa prakaTAve, manuSyAvatAramAM je dhArA

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( 11 ) te karI zakaze. AJA vadI ceAthathI have zarIra tAva rahita thayuM heya tema jaNAya che. jJAnamadiranuM kAma zrAvake calAve che. vijApuramAM darareAjanAM 15-17 mANusa mare che paNu ke rataka sudamAM zAMti thai jaze. mANusAmAM have zAMti thai che. dharma sAdhana karaze. dhakA lakhaze|. bhAI caMdulAla para TvisadhAna mahAkAvya sa' kRta hemacaMdrAcArya kRta punA presamAMthI magAvavA patra lakhyA che. paNa patranA uttara daza khAra divasa thayA paNu AbyA nathI mATe tapAsa karAvaze. OM a~haM zAMtiH 3 bhAI lallubhAi karamaca'da uparanA samAcAra pUrvaka dhama' lAbha. mu. vijApura. le. buddhisAgara. zrI sukhAi taMtra zraddhAti guNAlakRta suzrAvaka zA. vIracaMdabhAI kRSNAjI ceAgya dharma lAbha. vizeSa tamArA patra pahAMccA. tAva pachI vA AvyA pachI dADha nIkaLI chevaTe dADha kADhI naMkhAvI AjarAje have ThIka che. paraMtu dAMtane kaiTa DhIlA hAla teA thai gayA che. tethI chevaTe teA dAMtanuM ce kaThuM thAya ema sa'bhave che. karmanA vipAkA ravayameva vairAgyamaya rAkhe che. tethI tenA samAgamathI vairAgya pAkA thai gayA che. mANase javAya paNa kharU paNa nakkI nahIM. rUce te rahevAya javAya. cAmAsA bAda vihAra karIzuM tyAre ja.. punA bhAi caMdulAla upara pustaka maikalavA amee bIjo patra lakhyA paNa tenA uttara nathI. tema hAla tevI jarUra nathI mATe have tame nA lakhI deze| ke mekale nahIM. khapa haze tyAre lakhIzu, dhama sAdhana karaze. For Private And Personal Use Only bhAi caMdulAsa bhegIlAla zAMtilAla vagerene dhama lAbha, zA, lallubhAi karamacaMdane tathA jaya tIne dhama lAla,

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( 72 ) mu, vijApura. le. buddhisAgara. muMbAi zraddhAvata dayAvaMta devagurU bhaktikAraka suzrAvaka zA. vIracaMdamAi kRSNAjI yAgya dhalAbha. hAla te sarvatra bimArI che, paraMtu sAdhu sAdhvIvamAM sArU che. tyAM tema thAo. havA leAjana vagerenA upacega rAkhatAM prAdhakama je Ape te samAve bhagavavu joie. kamprakRtinA bhAgamAM Atmae bhegI chatAM alaga pariNAme vavu joka e. prakR tanA niyama pramANe sasAra cAlyA kare che, zarIra Adi dharmamAM prakRtinI sattA pravarte che temAM AtmAnuM sAmrAjya nathI chatAM ahaMmamatvanI kalpanA karavI te bhramaNA che. zarIra chatAM azarIrI pariNAme vartAya eja javanmukta samyakatvadazA, zarIra mana vANInA dharmamAM prakRti che temAM AtmA peAte AtmabhAve varte eja brahmabhAvanI prApti che. prakRtimAM AtmA nathI. AtmAmAM prakRti nathI. prakRti jaDa che temAM caitanya brahma nathI chatAM jaDa para caitanyanI alipta sattAva che evu AntaramAM anubhavI AtmApekSAe AtmAmAM vavuM eja jJAnayeAgInI Arhuta dazAnI ucca zreNi para sadA krame krame ArehatA rahevuM, mAtru caMdulAla zAMti vagerene dhama lAbha. ityevaM OM zAnti 3 saMvata 1974 AsA suda 8. mu. vijApura. le. buddhisAgara, zrI mu khAi taMtra zraddhAvaMta dayAvaMta devagurU bha bhakitakAraka suzrAvaka za. vIracaMdabhAI kRSNAjI tathA caMdulAla bhAI bhAgIlAla zAMti vagere ce gya dharma lAbha. vi. tame e mekalevI sava davAo pahAMcI che te jANaze. kAlavaDA gerItA pAmeAla gavADA tarapha sAta ATha divasa vihAra karI upadeza ApavA javAnuM thayuM hatuM. peASa zuddhi agiyArasa sudhI vA For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 73 ). bArasa sudhI rahI kelavaDe viza varSathI pratimAjI besatAM nahotAM tethI temanI pratiSThA karAvavA saMghanA AgrahathI javuM paDaze dharmasAdhana karaze. dharmakArya lakhaze. lallubhAI tyAM AvyA haze temane dharmalAbha. 34 zAnitaH rU mu. vAsada. le. buddhisAgara mahA vadi 12 zrI muMbAI tatra zraddhAnaMta dayAvaMta devagurU bhakitakAraka suzrAvaka vIracaMdabhAI kRSNAjI tathA bAbuM vagere gya dharmalAbha. vizeSa-mahA vadi AThamanA roja vAsada avAyuM che paraMtu jamaNA aMguThAnA paga pAse gherInasa para pAkavAthI ( gumaDA jevuM thatAM) nahIM calAvAthI vihAra baMdha thayo che. hajI rUjha AvI nathI tethI kayAM sudhI ahIM rahevAze tenuM nakkI nathI. be traNa divasamAM sAruM thatA vihAra thAya vA vizeSa divasa thAya tenuM nakakI kahevAya nahIM. ane te kharUM davA cAle che. ciMtA karavA jevuM nathI phakta gherInasa para pAkavAthI cAlavAmAM aDacaNa Ave che. kamane dhAryo manasube bhAI brahmAthI nahiM phare, karmane karavuM hoya tema kare. evuM thayuM che. dharmasa dhana karaze. mananuM dhAryuM manamAM rahI jAya che. je cetaze te sukhI thaze dharma kArya lakhaze. hajha rAtiH rU For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 74 ) mu. pAdarA. lekhaka buddhisAgara. zrI muMbAI tatra zraddhAvaMta dayAvaMta devagurU bhaktikAraka suzrAvaka vIracaMdabhAI kRNAjI yogya dharmalAbha. vi. vakIla zA. mehanalAlabhAInI zraddhAbhakti ahIM varSe comAsuM karAvaze ema lAge che. tamane AvavA patra lakhyuM hatuM paraMtu hAla tame evI sthitimAM cho ke potAne ja paNa bhAgye yAda karI zako tema cho. tamane lakSmI mAyA hAlI lAge che. paraMtu aMtaranI lamI mATe bAhya lekAdi saMjJAthI vakhata paNa kADhI zake nahIM ema tama rI hAlanI dazA che. tame kAmane mATe lakhe che paraMtu rUbarUmAM AvyA hatA te kAmanI yAdI Ave che? patra nuM kAma patrathI thAya che ane sukhanuM kAma mukhathI thAya che ane AtmAnuM kAma AtmAthI thAya che e kayAM tame bAhA vyavahAranA vivekI nANI na zake ? maMDalanuM kAma maMDalanA hisAbanI cekhavaTa thaye thavAnuM che ema nakkI karyA bAda have te te thayA pachI thaze ema vakIlajInuM kahevuM che. tame pote ja maMDalarUpa cho, upazama ane pazama bhAve aMtaramAM maMDala bharo ke jethI bAhA maMDalanI upAdhimAM nilepa rahI zakAya. vaDodarA vagere zaheranI kIti karatAM garIba bhaktanI bhaktimAM AnaMda anubhavAya che, bAdyanI kIrti pratiSThA mahattA kharekhara nAkanA mela karatAM vizeSa nathI. tethI have temAM zuM vizeSa che? lokasaMjJA kItisaMjJA vagere vAsanAo che te AtmA nathI tethI temAM Asakta thavAnI jarUra nathI. AtmabhAve je thAya che te anaMta sukhanI ghaMna Ape che. mAyAthI bhinna AtmAnuM dhyAna dharo. bhAI bhogIlAlane tathA zAMti vagerene dharmalAbha. caMdulAla pAlItANe game che paNa maLyo nathI. tamArA putrone tattvajJAna apAyuM nathI. aMtaramAM jJAna pariName e mATe tIrthayAtrA navANuM kare che to jaMgama navANuM nirUpAdhipaNe karI aMtaramAM pariNamI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 75 ) mu. pAdarA. lekhaka buddhisAgara. suzrAvaka vIracaMdabhAi ceAgya dharma lAbha. tame leAbha ghaNA che ema kaheA che paNa tene AtmAmAM pariNamAveza tA e leAbha te meAkSadAtA manI zake. leAbha e sArA mATe thAya evI rIte tanAthI kAma levu' joie. AtmA e vIra che ane smRtie samarata che. te bannenA bAhya svarUpa karatAM antaranuM Atmika svarUpa ati ramaNIya che, AtmArUpa vIra che te zuddha smRti saMbadhe guNa sthAnake para AreADe che. tethI Ahya zarIramAM bannenuM astitva phakta na mAnI letAM AtmAmAM uMDA utarI tenI ramaNIyatA dekhA. AtmA vIra che. vIrapaNuM prakaTAvavu joie ane tyAM zuddha smRti vaDe a'taranI jJAnAdi guNeAnI prajA prakaTa karavI joIe ane tevI bAbatanA le|bha yA te lagatI rUci jema vadhaze tema bAhya vastuemAM leAlanuM astitva dekhAze nahIM, cAmaDI rUpa raMgamAM AtmAnuM sukha nathI. dhanamAM AtmA nathI. AtmA vinA e samAM cena paDe nahIM. AtmA vinA zarIra paNa maDaduM thai jAya tethI te paNa game nahIM mATe priya AtmA che evA khAsa anubhava thavA joie, tenI aMtaramAM bhAvanA satat bhAvavI joie. anata zaktinA svAmI AtmA che. mATe hiMmata hAravI nahIM, mAkSalakSmI prApta karatAM kAyA e ghaDInI jarUra chevaTe che. mATe cetA ane atmapremI bane. AgaLa vaDA. mukAma pAdarA. le. buddhisAgara zraddhAdi guNAlaMkRta suzrAvaka zA vIracaMdabhAi kRSNAjI cAgya dharma lAbha. AtmAnI eka sarakhI zuddha bhAvanAnA pravAha vahevarAvaze pustakA thakI je jJAna maLe che te zravaNu karatAM vizeSa upakArI thatuM nathI, agni thakI agni prakaTe che. jJAnI sAdhunA hRdayanI pAsamAM dararAja rahevAnI jarUra che. eka vA e mAsa rahyA vinA pAMca cha For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 7 ) divasa mATe rahevA AvatAM eka divasanI mAhya sthiratA thAya, paraMtu tethI AtmAmAM AtmA peAtAnu' pariNamana anubhavI zake nahIM, mATe lAMbA vakhata sudhI vyavasthA karI rahevu joie. mana indriyaiAnI sAthe mana pariNameluM che tene AtmAbhimukha karatAM deha Adine paNa khyAla na rahe evA amuka vakhata sudhIne abhava thavA joie. AkhI duniyAnA sarva jIvA peAtAnA nAmanuM raTaNa kare evI kadApi dazA ane te paNa tethI mAtmAmAM lIna thayA vinA sAcI zAMti maLavAnI nathI. AtmAnI khumArIne rasa jo hRdayamAM vahetA aMdha thAya te keTaleka divase AtmA zuSka khanI jAya ane tethI bIjA bhavamAM khAtuM kareluM bhAgaveluM khapamAM Ave nahIM. prabhune mATe sarvane bhUle. sava sAmu jotAM prabhu bhUlAze. dekhI dekhIne evuM dekha eya maTe na rahe mana eka " evuM anubhave. d Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir eka thayAM khAda paryAyathI aneka thAe paNa bAhya bhAvathI nahIM. tamArI patnIne paNa Atmaprabhune sakSAtkAra karavAnA bedha Ape. rUpa raMganA meha svasamAM pattu rahe nahIM evI dazA mATe jIvatA chatAM marIne pAchA jIvatA ane evu AtmasvarUpa prApta kare. tIvra prema ane abhyAsanI laganI lAgavI joie. sukAma vijApura, lekhaka buddhisAgara, zrI subAI taMtra zraddhAvata, dayAvata, devagurU bhaktikAraka suzrAvaka zA. vIracaMdabhAi kRSNa tathA bhAi bhAgIlAla zAMtilAla vagere caiAgya dharma lAbha, vizeSa tamArA patra vahecyA. lAbhAMtarAya kramanI ja jALA aNudhArI maLethI je muMjhAmacchu thAya che te meha che ane evA prasaMge| Ave che te aMtaranu jJAnakhaLa jyAre mehanA eka vicArane paNa na rahevA de tyAre jainatva pragaTeluM aMze aMze anubhavavu. AtmAne jeTalI kaMjusAi For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 77 ) iM teTalA aMtarAyA udayamAM AvatA rahe che. vijJane pUrva moti prophTe so pAe. eve upadeza tIvra upayAga rAkhavAnu kahe che. zubhAzubha saMcegeAnI vacce ubhA rahIne mAzula saMcAgeAnI kalpanAnA nAza karI aMtaramAM gabhAzubhapaNuM na vedavuM evuM AtmakhaLa kAravyA vinA AtmA kADhe paramAtmA banI zakatA nathI. AtmabaLathI parabrahmarUpe peAtAnuM pragaTa karAya che. padArthonA dAsa manavuM eTale . jaDa banavu. AtmabhAve maravu ane jaDabhAve jIvavuM eja janmamaraNanu kAraNa che. jaDAnA pUjA ane cetaneAnA pUjake e mannemAM krANu uttama che? jaDa pUjakA karatAM cetana pUjaka anaMta guNA uttama che. jaDAnA grAhaka banavuM paNa caitanya premI thavu' e grahastha dharma kartavya che. jaDanI dRSTie satra jaDapaNuM bhAse che ane caitanyanI dRSTie sarvatra caitanya bhAse che, jaDAdvaita dRSTi e jaDavAdanI unnati che. AtmavAdI thavu' ane zrI mahAvIra prabhunA AtmapremavAda pragaTAvave e samyakatva vadhAraka jainonu... katavya che, jaDa vastunA sAgaramAM tA paNa tenI nIce AsaktithI na raheA. nirAsaktithI sava vizvanA padArthomAM manAyala aMdhatva khaMdha hetutva uDI jAya che. jenA mATe janmyA che tene ArAdhA ane je satrane jANe che te tameA pete che. te nAmarUpanI bhrAntithI nirAza na bane. AtmAne upAse. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir " nathI saMsAramAM zAnti. vAlI. jagamAM svaravat rahetAM, rahe vhAluM nahIM koi; palakamAM sukha palakamAM duHkha, nathI sa'sAramAM zAnti. nathI pyArI nathI pyArU karelI kalpanA kheTI; hase te zuM ? vA te zuM ? nathI saMsAramAM zAnti, For Private And Personal Use Only ""

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( 78 ) maLelA meLa kayAM sudhI, lakhelA lekha kayAM sudhI; dharele deha kayAM sudhI, nathI saMsAramAM zAnti. rUe kone jue kone, tajI de brAnti manamAMnI; have te mArga pakaDI le, nathI saMsAramAM zAnti. majhA nahi me ja mAryAthI, have te joI le sAcuM; javuM paDaze ughADe hasta, nathI saMsAramAM zAnti. kaLAo keLavo keDI, bhaNe bhASA karoDe paNa; karI le jJAna jana bhAkhyuM, nathI saMsAramAM zAnti. ughADuM dvAra muktinuM, karI le cegyatA pUrI; tacha mamatA dharI le satya, nathI saMsAramAM zAnti. capaLatA cittanI tyAgI, gurU AjJA dharI zirapara; karI le kArya pitAnuM, nathI saMsAramAM zAnti. are nahi hAra narabhavane, dharI le saguNo preme; nakAmI vAta che ke, nathI saMsAramAM zAti. gaI mAtA gaI patnI, are e mArga chevaTane; samaja samaju have te jhaTa, nathI saMsAramAM zAnita. maLyA te sarva jAvAnA, maLe tenuM sadA evuM; kharo mahAvIrane dharmaja, nathI saMsAramAM zAnti. manana kara jJAninA grantha, vakhata pAcho nahIM Ave; tajI ALasa thaje jAgrata, nathI saMsAramAM zAnti. rUce te mAnaje mIThuM, lakheluM sarva karUNAe rUce te dhAraje manamAM, nathI saMsAramAM zAnti. lakhyA A patra caMdulAla, vicArI dharma Adaraje; prasaMge bedha devA, nathI saMsAramAM zAnti. ghaNAM karmo vilaya karavA, hRdamamAM dhAra nizcayane, buddhabdhi santanA caraNe, sadA saMsAramAM zAnita. 197 caitra vadI 11 lAlabhAgamAM pAMjarApoLa-muMbAi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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(78) mu. pAdarA. lekhaka buddhisAgara. zrI mubAI tava zraddhAvaMta dayAvaMta devagurU bhaktikAraka suzrAvaka vIracaMdabhAI kRSNAjI egya dharmalAbha. vizeSa tamAre patra Abe, vAMcI samAcAra jANyA. vi. hAla atra dravyAnuga ane adhyAtmajJAna saMbaMdhI upadeza apAya che. bane te divALI pahelAM dazabAra divasa sudhI rahe evI vyavasthAthI Avaze. zrImadda devacandra saMbaMdhI prastAvanA hAla racAya che. thoDA divasamAM pUrNa thaze kaLiyugamAM AtmabaLa prApta karIne Apayoga dhArI zakAya che. svAzrayI banI upAdAna kAraNa upara laya vAraMvAra ApavAthI ane temAM tanmaya thavAthI AtmazudhdhapAga tarapha gamana karAya che. AtmAmAM je vakhate mana rahe che te vakhate apekSAe Atmamukti che. manane zubhamAM dhAre vA azubhamAM dhAre e pitAnA AtmA upara AdhAra rAkhe che. azubhamAMthI mana zubha pariNAmamAM lAvavuM ane zubha pariNAmamAM yAne zudhdhapagamAM laI javuM eja mekSa mArga krama che. zubha zubhAzuM jyAre jaDa padArthomAM bhAsatuM nathI tyAre zubhAzubha pariNAma ukhanna thatA hoya che teno nAza thAya che. bAhya padArthomAM zubhAzubha ka95nAe amuka saMge ne laIne che tethI saMgenI kSaNikatA e te paNa kSaNika kare che. pachI bAkI rahyo eka AtmA te zubha azubha pariNAmathI tyAre che arthAt tene upaga zuddhopayoga tarIke paribhASAmAM kahevAya che. AmAnA zudhdhopAgamAM je kALa jAya che te AtmajIvana che, bAkI jaDa jIvana che. Indra caMdra cakravati paNa jaDa jIvanathI sukhI nathI. te AtmAnuM anaMta sukha prApta karavA mATe je sAmagrI maLI che tenuM AlaMbana leI AtmAmAM uMDA utarI tenA sukhanI khumArI anubhavavI joIe. zudhdha pagamAM rahI prArabdha jIvane bAhyathI jIvatAM chatAM paNa amara dazA bhogavavAmAM kSaNamAtra pazu pramAda na karavuM joIe. gRhAvAsamAM AtmAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 8 ) tarapha laya rAkhavuM. bAhya sarva pravRtti bhUla nahIM. karatAM chatAM paNa tene rajanI thoDI veSa jhAjhA, Ayu eLe na gamAre; pharI pharIne nahi maLe jIva, dharma karaNano dAvare. bAhya putramAM je zubha azubha bhAva pariNAma na varte te jaDa jagathI AtmAne koI jAtanuM baMdhana nathI. e dazA game tevA Atmabhege prApta karavAno nizcaya karo. anya bhavamAM pAchI AvI sAmagrI prApta thavI durlabha che. gaye vakhata pAche AvanAra nathI. jenAmAM sukha anaMta che tenI prArthanA karo ane manane temAM laya karI de. zuM karavA jyAM sukha nathI tyAM hajI vizvAsa AzAthI jIve che ? kabare ane smazAne tarapha jIve eTale teo tamane AtmasukhanI dizA dekhADaze. meha arthAt prema kare te Atmapara kare ke jethI mehano aMta thAya. je dazya pudgala tarapha moha kare che temAM paNa uMDA utaraze to temAM paNa AtmA tarapha javAne mArga khUlaze. bAhya pariNatIe guNaThANe caDhavuM te te jaDanA bhAmA; saMyama zreNi zikhare pahoMcADe, attaraMga pariNAmare leke. bheLavAM Atama bhUle che zubhAzubha pariNati che te bAhya pariNati che ane AtmAnA zuddha pariNAma che te antaraMga pariNAma che. AtmapariNAme jJAna darzana cAritra che ane te nizcayathI che. antaranA upage rahIne bAhyamAM prArabdhayege sAkSIbhUta thaIne pravartavuM e mahAvIranA bhakta mahAvIra purUSanuM kAma che. bAhya vRttione upazamAvavI. tene kSayapazama karo ane chevaTe tene sarvathA kSaya karIne AtmAnuM pUrNa zuddha jJAna pragaTAvIne jIvanamukta thavA lakSya detAM bA AyuSyanI saphaLatA che, jene juve tyAM AtmA ju. je For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 8 ) vicAra tyAM AtmAne vicAra. sava indricAnA vyApAra paNa AtmAnI prApti mATe thavA neie. auyika bhAvamAM AtmabhAve na pariNamavuM e AtmajIvana che te jIvane jIvIne AtmArUpa vIramAM caMdramA samAna evA paramAtmAnuM pa prApta karI. 34 ardha zAntiH r sa. 1975 zrA, su. 15 pAdarA. mu. vijApura lekhaka buddhisAgara. saM. 1977. bhAdaravA sudhI 7. zrI sukhAi taMtra suzrAvaka bhAI mehanalAla nagInadAsa bhAMkharIA ceAgya dha lAbha. vi tamAre sAMvatsarIka kSamApana patra vAMcI AnaMda thayA che te pramANe kSamApanA vAMcaze. kSamApanA eja meAkSanuM phaLa che, kSamA vinA Atma zakti prapta thatI nathI. kSamAthI AtmAnA aneka guNe prakaTe che AtmapayAga rAkheA ane vyavahAramAM vartA eja AjJA. bhAi amathAlAla, caMdulAla, cImanalAla tthA peApaTalAla tathA punamacaMda gAMdhIne dharma lAbha. dharma sAdhana karazeA, dhama kAya lakhaze. * zAnti rU: su. vijApura, lekhaka buddhisAgara. sa. 1979 kArataka sudI 1 zrI sukhAi madhye devagurUbhaktikAraka suzrAvaka bhAMkharIA mAThunalAla nagInadAsa tathA bhAI amathAlAla, maNIlAla, caMdulAla, cImanalAla tathA peApaTalAla nagInadAsa cAgya dharma lAbha. sa'. 1980 nu besatuM varSa tamane bhAgyazALI niSaDI zAzana devatA tamAne shAya karI. adhyAtmIka graMtha nA hamezAM ekeka kalAka vAMcana karavAmAM A navA varSathI nizcIta karaze. karmAMcaiAga mukha For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 82 ) manana karI vAMcaze.zarIranI ArogyatA jALavazo.kahyA pramANe vartI ane bahAdura bane. AtmasamAdhImAM ava AnaMda valya kare che. tamee ThavaNI mokalI te pahoMcI che. hAla eja dharma sAdhana karaze. dharmakArya lakhaze. jhaverI metIlAla nAnacaMda tathA zeTha DAhyAbhAI ghelAbhAIne dharmalAbha. ityeva OM ahaM mahAvIra zAMti 3 mu. pethApura lekhaka buddhisAgara. saM. 1980 divALI divaAti. zrI muMbAI tatra zraddhAvaMta dayAvaMta devagurU bhaktikAraka subrAvaka bhAI mohanalAsa nagInadAsa bhAMkharIA gya dharmalAbha. vi. tamAro patra AvyuM. peTamAM dukhe che ane oparezana karAvavA lakhyuM te jANyuM che. mahAro to e mata che ke tamo mahesANe Ave. ane dezI sArA anubhavI vaidanI davA kare. gabharAze nahi. samabhAve ApAgamAM raheze. janma maraNane bhaya rAkha nahiM. gAMdhI vagere e oparezana karAvyAM che. tethI ciMtA na karavI. dararojanA samAcAra lakhAvaze. AtmAnA nirbhaya svarUpamAM ramavuM. manamAM sArA vicAra karaze. potAnA suddhAtma svarUpanI bhAvanA rAkhaze. eka kSaNa mAtra paNa prabhunuM kareluM smaraNa kharekhara anaMta bhavanA karmane nAsa kare che. mATe nirbhaya thaIne va ane bhayane dezavaTo ApI AtmAnA AnaMdamAM vartaze. mahesANethI bhAI caMdulAla AvyA hatA temane tamArI sthIti vizeSa mAMdagIvALI che ema meM kahyuM hatuM. bhAI amathAlAla, maNIlAla, cImanalAla tthA pipaTalAlane dharmalAbha. dharma sAdhana karaze. dharma kArya lakhaze. ityevaM OM ahe mahAdhIra zAntiH 3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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(83) mu. prAMtija, lekhaka buddhisAgara. saM. 1980 cetra sudI 5 zrI mahesANA tatra devagurUbhakitakAraka kAryapravINa priya ziSya bhAMkharIA mehanalAla nagInadAsa tathA caMdulAla, cImanalAla tathA pipaTalAla nagInadAsa vI. egya dharmalAbha. patre pahecyA che. vi. AtmAno anubhava karavA mATe AtmAmAM uMDA utaravuM ane zabdarUpa varNa baMdha rasa sparzathI zubha azubha ka95nA TALI nAma vI. strIonA rUpa dekhI saMka95 vikalpa na thAya. jaDa padArthonA rUpamAM sukha buddhi na pragaTe tyAre samajavuM ke AtmAnA sanamukha tho che ane Atmasukha bhogavavAnI taiyArI kare che. AtmAnA sukhane AtmAne anubhava Ave che tyAre strI bhogamAM strI bhegana buddhI rahetI nathI ane purUSa veda niSphaLa karAya che ane pachIthI purUSa vedathI baMdhAtAM karma baMdhAtAM nathI. zubhAzubha ka95nA TaLI javAnI sAthe zubhAzubha karma baMdhAtAM nathI. AtmAnA sukhane anubhava ane AtmAnuM jJAna AvyA pachI AtmA nirbhaya thaI jAya che tene pachI jagatamAM kAMI prApta karavAnuM bAkI rahetuM nathI. pAMca IndrIo potapotAnuM kAma kare te paNa temAM sukhanI buddhInA rahe ane sAkSIbhAva rahe tyAre samajavuM ke AtmA aMtaraAtmA thaye che. AtmA AtmAne pitAnA svarUpe anubhave ane jANe te zuddho paga che. AMkha mIcIne aMtaramAM draSTIvALI asaMkhyAta pradezamaya huM chuM tathA huM bhAre tathA halake tathA rUpI nathI "sparza nathI" gaMdha tathA rUpa nathI "nitya chuM nirAkAra chuM "avinAzI chuM" akhaMDa chuM 'timaya chuM sarva dehathI bhIna chuM ema pitAnuM zuddha svarUpa cIMtavavuM. sarva prakAranA bAhya padArtho dekhuM chuM grahuM chuM" bhogavuM chuM temAM phakta sAkSIbhUta chuM. chatAM prArabdha karmathI teonA sabaMdhamAM AvuM chuM paraMtu jaDarUpa nathI. bAhAkatAM hartA jetA vyavahArathI chuM paNa nizcayathI nathI. jaDa padArthonA rasathI je bhega Ave tenA karatAM mahArA AtmAmAM anaMta ghaNe rasa For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 8 ) vadhAre che, mATe mAre jaDa padArthothI sukhanI buddhI dhAraNa karI zakAya ja nahiM. jaDa bhegethI je zAtA vedanIya gavAya che tenA karatAM AtmAnuM sukha nyAruM che, ane anaMta ghaNuM che e nizcaya AtmAne anubhavathI thAya che tyAre ja AtamA mekSa pAme che ane evA nizcayavALAne ahiMyAMja mekSa che. ane ahiM AMja mekSanA sukhanI vAnagI bhegave che. AtmAne AnaMda pragaTe che tyAre traNa bhuvanamAM samAya nahiM tevuM lAge che. AtmA AtmAne dabAve che ane AtmA ja AtmAnI sAdhanA kare che. sAdhaka paNa AtmA che. sIddha paNa AmA thAya che AtmAnuM svarUpa te sAdhya che tene aMtaramAM draSTIvALIne anubhavavo joIe. dharma sAdhana karaze. dharma kArya lakhaze. tamArA bhAI amathAlAla tathA maNIlAla, hAlAbhAI, tathA punamacaMda gAMdhI tathA bulAkhIdAsa vigerene dharmalAbha. ityevaM OM arha mahAvIra zAMti 3 mu gedhAvI. lekhaka buddhisAgara. saMvata 1980 jeTha sudI 15. zrI muMbAI tatra zrAddhAdi guNAlaMkRta bhAi mehanalAla nagInadAsa bhAMkharIA gya dharmalAbha. vi. tamAruM kavara malyuM. geLIo mokalavA saMbaMdhI lakhyuM te jANyuM tathA mArA zarIra mATe Do. kuparane mata lakhe te jA. zarIrane bharUM nathI. jeTaluM cetAya che teTaluM cetIe chIe. AvatI kAle mRtyu Ave haiye AtmA ane mRtyunuM svarUpa jANyAthI nirbhaya dazA varte che. Atma zAMti varte che. huM te paravArIne kayAranee beTho chuM. vizeSa bhAge nivRtIja che. dharma sAdhana karaze. dharma kArya lakhaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 85 ) bhAI amathAlAla, maNIlAla, caMdulAla, cImanalAla tathA peApaTalAlane dhama lAbha OM arha mahAvIra zAntiH 3 OM name'rhate mu. prAMtIja. lekhaka buddhisAgara, zrI mahesANA madhye zraddhALu dayALu devagurU bhaktikAraka puNya prabhAvaka vinayavaMta suzrAvaka bhAMkharIA meAhanalAla nagInadAsa tathA bhAi caMdulAla, cImanalAla tathA ziSya pApaTalAla nagInadAsa ceAgya dhama lAbha. vi. ke tamArA patra pahoMcyA. sarve bInA jANI che. tamAne dhyAna dharavAnI rIta vijApuramAM gAmanI bahAra IdvegAnI jagAmAM tathA jJAna madIramAM pethApura rUdana cAtare ane mahesANAmAM heDakavATaranI pAchala tathA mahuDImAM kATArakajInAM kAtarA tathA tyAMnA upAzrayamAM jaNAvI hatI te pramANe dhyAna dharatA haze ane te kriyA cAlu rAkhaze. ke jethI AtmAnuM zreya thAya. dhyAna dharatI vakhate peAtAnuM nAma tathA jAta tathA lIMga tathA AkRti bhulI javI. sarve zubhAzubha vicAra AvatA aMdha karavA huM' AtmA chuM evA vicAra draDha karavA. Ana Mda ane jJAna teja mArU rUpa che evA vicAramAM lIna thai khIjA vicArAne haThAvI devA ane peAtAnA svarUpanI yAdI karavI. dunIyA sAthe huM kAi paNa saMmadhavALA nathI. Aja sudhI kalpAelA sa sabaMdha bhrAMti rUpa che. evA draDha nizcaya karI nAkhavA peAtAnu nAma ane rUpa trIjA purUSanI peThe jovu. samAM huM sAkSI rUpa chuM: nAma ane mehanA rUpanA vikalpa na thavA joiekItI ane apakItI marI javI joie. peAtAnA rUpe je mahArathI mAnyA hAya te rUpe marI javu AtmAnA svarUpamAM lIna thai javuM, zayatAnane manamAM pesavA nA devA. eka kalAka agara be kalAka evI For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 8 ) rIte dhyAna dharavuM ke ApaNe dunIyAmAM heIja nahi. ekalA AtmArUpe hoI zakIe evI rIte dararoja eka be kalAka abhyAsa kare. zrI vItarAga dharmanI ArAdhanA karaze. pramAdamAM samaya na gumAvatAM AtmAne AnaMda prApta karavA prayatna kare. jAgRta thaIne dhArmika kAryomAM lakSa Apaze. eja amathAlAla, maNIlAla, zeTha DAhyAbhAI, punamacaMda gAMdhI, kezavalAla, kulacaMda, bulAkhIdAsa vagere sarvane dharmalAbha. 34 zAMti zAMti zAMtiH vi. saM. 1980 poSa vadI 2 mukAma prAMtIja. lekhaka buddhisAgara. zrI surata priya ziSya jayaMtIlAla utsavalAla yogya dharmalAbha. tamArI taraphathI lagna patrikA maLI, tamArI navI jIdaMgI poSa. vadI 5 thI zarU thaze, tamAre brahmacarcane jaLahaLato agniratha; nija Azramane chelle virAma-sthAne saheja ubho rahe te samaye. saubhAgyAkAMkSI sahacarIne premapUrvaka nUtana svarUpa pAmelA rathamAM; laI grahasthAzramane mArge jIvana-yAtrAnA udavaMkramamAM sAnaMda AgaLa vadhaze. sUrya caMdra samA tame ubhaya, saMsArarUpI avaninuM rakSaNa karI, saMsArane dipAvI, svadraSTAMta anya saMsArane prapUla karaze mana vANI ane kAyAnA pega vaDe prabhunA pavitra mArgamAM ArohIne sahacarIne svajIvananA eye prabhudvAramAM pravezAvazo. bannenuM sukhaduHkhamAM Akaya sadA pravartI ane bannenA hRdayamAM zuddhAnaMda prabhunuM prAkaTaya thAo. sarva prakAranI sthitimAM parasparamAM Atmaya ane duHkha-sahanarUpa tapa pragaTavuM joIe ane evuM ta5 prakaTAve jethI vipattinI vAdaLI sarI jaI AnaMdabhANa prakAze. parasparamAM "huM" "tuM" ne bheda na rahe ane cAmaDInA rUparaMge sukhanI buddhi na rahe, vyakigata bAhya-sukhanI vAMchanAne savAI For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 87 ) na rahe evI rIte jIvanayAtrAnuM lagna tamane paramAtma sAkSAtakAravALuM jaNAe ane evI pravRti thAo. deha ane manane prema vizuddha thatAM zuddhAtma prema pariName. paraspara bhinna virUddha vicAra, matabhedane AtmayamAM laya thAo, ane temAMthI vicAra vividhatA nA tana-jIvanadadhimAM magna thaIne brahma-sAgaramAM jhIle. tamArA mArgamAM gurU tAraka prakAzakanI sahAya maLe. parasparane kAmArthe nahI paNa AtmArthe cAhIne AtmarUpe bane jJAnadarzana cArItramaya AMtara pavitra jIvanane satye bAhya jIvana jIve, ityevaMmamAzirvAdaH phala dobhavatu. zrI kAvIThAnA bhakta zrAvakane gurUzrIparane patra. zrI. i. zrI paramapurUSAya paramezvarAya namaH zrI gurUbhyonamaH vastIzrI pAdarA nagare mahAzubhasthAne paramapUjya, parama upakArI, aneka zuddha guNe karI birAjamAna, eka vidha asaMjamanA TALaNahAra, dvividha dharmanA prarUpaka, traNa tatvanA jANa, cAra kaSAyanA jItanAra, paMcamahAvRtanA pAlaNahAra, chakAyanA saMrakSaka, sAtabhaca nivAraka, ATha madanA TALaNahAra, navavidha brahmacaryanA pAlaNahAra, dazavidha yatidharmanA pALavA tathA prarUpavAvALA, agI Ara aMganA jANu, bArabhede tapasyAnA karaNahAra, tera kAThIyAnA nivAraka, cauda guNa sthAnakanA jANa, paMdara bhede siddhanA jANa, sola kaSAyanA ka noMdha. A graMthamAM gurUzrIe bIjA para lakhelA patreja levA joIe paNa A patra bhakta zrAvakoe gurUzrIne lakhela chatAM bhaktipUrNa ane bIjAone anukaraNa karavA yogya hovAthI dAkhala karavA yogya dhAryo che. mi, hI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 88 ) jIka, sattara bhede sayamanA ArAdhaka, aDhAra saoNsa zilAMga thanA gherI, kAussaganA egaNIza deSa TALazuhAra, vizavasAnI dayA pAlanahAra, ekavIza prakAre mithyAtvanA TALahAra, khAvIza parisahanA jItanAra, trevIza viSayanA DhALanAra, cAvIza tirthaMkaranI AjJAnA pratipAlaka, paciza bhAvanAnA bhAvika, chavIza sanAjANu, sAdhujInA satAvIza guNe karI zeAbhItA, caMdranI pere zitaLa, sunI pere tejava ta, menI pere acaLa, samudranI pere gaMbhira, kalpavRkSanI pere sukhadAyaka, nahi mAyA nahi... mamatA, sa` parigrahanA tya.gI, khetAlIza Sa rahita zuddha AhAranA khapI, karUpa rega TALa ne vaidya samAna, svabhAvarAgI, parabhAva tyAgI, AtamaguNu karI khirAjamAna, svasamaya tathA para samayanA jANu, adhyAtma zailImAM pra vIzu, A pacamakALamAM meATA siMha samAna zudghamArganA batAvanAra, mithyAtvarUpa pAzathI gheADAvanAra, evA aneka guNe karI birAjamAna muni mahArAja zrI zrI zrI zrI zrI, zrI buddhisAgarajI mahArAja gurU sukha sAgarajI mahArAja, muni nyAya sAgarajI mahArAja Adi mahArAjanI sadAye ciraMjIvI hAo. etAna zrI kAvIdethI lI. mAla sevaka ratanacaMda tathA javeracada Adi saghanI vaMdanA namaskAra 1008 vAra vAMcazeAjI vizeSa atre zrI devagurU--dharma pasAyathI sukhazAtA varte che. ApanI sadA sukha zAtA icchIe chIe. teja rIte jJAna atizayanA paribaLathI pravata mAna haze| te sevakapara kRpA karI patra dvArAe darzAvazejI. vizeSamAM A AlajIvane parama gurUmahArAja zrI zrI zrI hukama munijI mahArAjanI taraphathI temanI jJAnamaya amRtavANIthI zuddha upadezane lAbha thayele! tehane kALanI mahulatA mAne bALajIvane saMsAranA AlaMbanathI, meAhanA pramaLathI madatA thayelI, tene ApanA daidipyamAna jJAna baLathI jAgrata karavA upadezelA te Ala'banathI kALa nigamana thAya che.vizeSa hAlamAM sa For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 89 ) parvamAM uttamAttama evAM zrI payuSaNa parva AnaMdapUrNAMka thayAM che. temAM zrI sAMvatsarIka pratikramaNa Adi aticAra AleAyaNAnA joga AchA puNyanA ogathI sadgurUnA abhAve khanI AvyeA nathI, paraMtu svAmibhAionA samipa thayele, Aja divasa paryaMta avinaya AzAtanA asatkArAdika je je dveSA thayA hoyate manavacana kAyAye karI trikaraNayeAge khamAvyA che paramagurU mahArAja pratye Aja paryaMta A khAlajIvathI je kAMi avinaya AzAtanA jANatAM ajANatAM trikaraNa cegekarI Atma pradezathI thai haiAya te athavA lakhavAmAM avinaya thaye| heAya te save ati ati namRtA pUrvaka khamAvu' chuM, vaLI parama zurU samIpa vAsI svAmi bhAIonI sAthe trividhi trividhi karI khamAvuM chuM. ne phrIthI na karavAnA bhAva icchuM chuM. te Apa kRpA dRSTithI svikArazeAjI. vizeSamAM A mAlajIvane krAi aMtarAyanA uyathI Apa mahAtmA purUSAnI ati ati uttameAttama AtmadravyanI vizuddha nyAyapUrvaka samiti guptie sahita nayanikSepA yukta jJAna dhArAnI amRta tulya prarUpaNAnA kanI bahulatA e alAbha che te ati khedakAraka che. paraMtu dhanya che ApanA samipavAsI amArA svAmibhAione je amRta tulya jJAna vANIthI upadeza cArAnI dezanAne smaraNa manana karI AtamAnA adhyavasAyane ujavaLa kare che. teone dhanyavAda hai. vaLI dhanya che te sthaLene ke jayAM parama gurUmahArAja birAjayA che. te sthaLanA bhavi prANIone kRtakRtyane dhanya che. vaLI dhanya che mArA mitra maMDaLane je sadRgurU sAhemanA vinayane vaza rahyA che. vaLI dhanya che te bhAIo tathA AiAne ke temanA punya prabhAvathI jayAM sudhI mahAtmA gurUmahArAjajInI sthiti haze. tyAM sudhI AtamanA utaLa pradezathI jJAna vANIne gahagahI rahyA che. tethI teone dhanya che. vizeSamAM A mALajIvane dananA tathA prarUpaNAnA alAbhamAM jeTaleA kALa jAya che teTale vRthA che. jayAre udayagat samaye dezanA ne darzanane lAbha laiza te samayane kRtArtha mAnIza vaLI kSetra nAe danane lAbha ApazeAjI. evI AzA che. eja mA For Private And Personal Use Only

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(40) bALajIvanI yAcanA che. saMvata 1958 nA bhAdaravA suda 5. dA. bALasevaka ratanacaMdanA yathAyogya mana vacana kAyAnA trikaraNa yoge eka hajhAra ne AThavAra vaMdanA avadhArazojI. ne A bALajIvane alapa vaMdanA lakhatAM je je azuddha lakhAyuM haze tathA avinaya thayo hoya te mArI mUDhatAnuM kAraNa jANI kSamA karazojI. eja vinatI dA. ratanacaM. A bALajIvathI vaMdanA karatAM je kAMI avinaya thayo haze tenI kSamA yAcu chuM. te Apa kRpALu svIkArazojI ne vaMdanA 1008 avadhAraze. ne je samaye darzanane tathA upadezane lAbha thaze te samayane kRtArtha mAnIzuM. eja vinaMtI dA. javera. murabI dhamaeNnehi zrI mohanalAlabhAI hIMmacaMdabhAIne vinaMtI ke bApa A patra sagara sAhebanI sevAmAM prakAza karAvaze. eja vinaMtI. mu. pAdarA, che. yuddhatA. zrIyuta mahAzaya bhaktahRdaya prANalAla bakSI yogya dharmalAbha. vi. ApakA hRdayodgArakI kavitA paDha kara bahuta Ananda duvA, koi bakhata pAdarAkarako sAtha milane kI jarUra pUrNa karanI. zuddhAtmasAgare snAnaM kartavya pUrNa rAgataH yatranimajanAJcitta zuddhiH zIghraM prajAyate || bhaktAnAM bhaktirUpo'sti jJAnarUpo'sti vetRNAm yoginAM karmarUpo'sti zuddhAtmaiva hRdi sthitaH // zuddhAtmanaH prakAzena piNDabrahmANDadarzanam bhASitaM prANalAbhArtha buddhisAgarasAriNA / / For Private And Personal Use Only

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