Kalashamrut Part 4

Author(s): Kanjiswami
Publisher: Digambar Jain Swadhyay Mandir Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008259/1

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vana ) }) ' { zrI siddha paramAtmane nmH| zrI sadgurudevAya nmH| zrI nijazuddhAtmAne nmH| kalazAkRta bhAga-4 zrI kalazaTIkA- Asava, saMvara ane nirjarA adhikAra uparanAM paramopakArI AdhyAtmika satpuruSa pa. pU. gurudevazrI kAnajI svAmInA | svAnubhava mudrita pravacano. : prakAzana : zrI digambara jaina svAdhyAya maMdira TrasTa, 5, paMcanAtha ploTa, zrI kAnajI svAmI mArga, rAjakoTa - 360 001. TelI naM. 2231073

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kahAna saMvata 25 vIrasaMvata 2531 prakAzana vikrama saMvata 2091 zrI parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvanA pAvana prasaMge, tA. 8/9/05 nA uttama kSamAdharmanA maMgala divase. paDatara kiMmata - rU|.160/vecANa kiMmata - rUA. 60/ I. sa. 2005 prApti sthAna zrI digambara jaina svAdhyAya maMdira TrasTa 5, paMcanAtha ploTa, zrI kAnajI svAmI mArga, rAjakoTa - 360 001. TelI naM. 2231073

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Thanks & our Request The Gujarati version of Kalashamrut - Part 4 has been donated by: Shree Digamber Jain Swadhyay Mandir Trust, Rajkot, India who have paid for it to be "electronised" and made available on the internet. Our request to you: 1) We have taken great care to ensure this electronic version of the Gujarati Kalashamrut - Part 4 is a faithful copy of the paper version. However if you find any errors please inform us on: rajesh@AtmaDharma.com so that we can make this beautiful work even more accurate. 2) Keep checking the version number of the on-line shastra so that if corrections have been made you can replace your copy with the corrected one.

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Version History Date Version Number Changes 001 11 February 2006 Initial Version.

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kalazAkRta bhAga-4 (prakAzakIya nivedana 8 ) "aho upakAra jinavarano kuMdano dhvani divyano; jina kuMda dhvani ApyA aho! te guru kahAnano." vartamAna covIsInA mokSamArganA A praNetA bhagavAna RSabhadevathI mahAvIra svAmI paryata samasta tIrthakaronI acala tIrthadharA para jainadarzananI aNamola saMpattine pradatta karanAra dvitIya zrutaskaMdhane lipibaddha karI alabhya jaina vAgdhArAne jayavaMta karanAra cAraNa RddhidhArI AcAryavara zrI kuMdakuMdadeva thayA. A jaina saMskRtinI anAhata pravAhanI paripATImAM AcArya zrI amRtacaMdradeva thayA. teozrI dvArA avicchinna vahetI jainadhArAnI zRMkhalAmAM paMzrI rAjamallajI pAMDe sAheba thayA. uttarottara cAlI AvatI asmalita dhArAmAM ApaNA muktidUta pU. sadagurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI thayA. A sarve saMtonI svAnubhava rUpa yAtrAnA aMtargata upalabdha paramAgamonuM prabuddha darzana maLyuM. A bahumUlya AtmadarzananI carama saukhyadhArA azruSNa vahetI bhavya jIvonA aMtarAcalamAM sthita thatAMnI sAthe ja anAdithI cAlI AvatI vikRtionuM visarjana thayuM. zrI amRtacaMdradeve svayaM racelA kAvyarUpa kaLazomAM adhyAtmanA gUDha rahasyone samAviSTa karyA che. te gAMbhIrya arthane TIkAkAra paM. zrI rAjamallajI pAMDee potAnI nija svAnubhavamayI sUkSma prajJAnA baLathI. saraLa bhASAmAM prakAzita karyA che. teozrIe zuddhAtmAnI atizayatAne to mukharita karI ja che paraMtu tenI sAthe zuddhAtmAne anubhavavAnI samyaka kalA paNa batAvI che. TIkAmAM vAdhe.. vAkya. zuddhAtmAne pratyakSa AsvAdono nAda pramukhapaNe dhvanita thAya che. aneka rahasyone vizatAthI udghATita karanArI temanI TIkAmAM zuddha jIva vastune AtmasAt karAvanArI preraNAtmaka zailInA sahaja ja darzana thAya che. tauparAMta prayogAtmaka vidhine sarvAge hRdayaMgama karAvanArI sacoTa, sarala ane madhura TIkAnA spaSTa darzana thAya che. - bAlAvabodha TIkAnA racayitA dravyadRSTivaMta, samyaka prajJAvaMta zrI rAjamallajI sAhebanuM citrapaTa zrI rAjakoTa digambara jina maMdiranA svAdhyAya holamAM aMkita karela che. te ja phoTAne A kalazAmRta pustakamAM lIdhela che. pU. gurudevazrI eTale nija dhyeyanA dhyAnI, AtmajJAnI, adhyAtmanA yogI, atIndriya AnaMda rasanA bhogI evA Adarza vizva vibhUti thayA. temanA dvArA je zuddhAtmatattvanuM vAstavika vizleSaNa thayuM che te pUrvenA saikAomAM nahotuM thayuM tevuM adbhuta spaSTIkaraNa maLyuM che.

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kalAmRta bhAga-4 - Asrava adhikAra - A adhikAra ghaNo ja sUkSma hovAthI jJAnanI sUkSmatA vinA A adhikAranuM rahasya samajI zakAtuM nathI. A adhikAra saMsAranA kAraNonI carcA karanAro hovA chatAM saMtoe eka eka zlokamAM ane eka eka paMkitamAM samyagdarzananI ja prAdhAnyatA darzAvI che te A adhikAranI khAsa viziSTatA che. sAdhaka AtmA sadA nirAsavI che te vAtanI spaSTatA aneka dRSTikoNa dvArA karela che. Asava' zabdano artha "AvavuM" evo thAya che. AcArya pUjyapAda svAmI savArtha siddhi TIkAmAM pharamAve che ke-"zumAzuma rumArarupa mAsava:" jenAthI zubhAzubha karmonuM Agamana thAya te Asava che. zubharAganA hetuthI zubhakarmonuM AvavuM thAya che mATe jaDa karmone paNa Asrava kahevAya che. samagra prakAranA kaSAyabhAva te bhAvAsava che ane tenA nimitte je dravyakarma baMdhAya tene dravyAsava kahe che. (1) pUrvabaddha sattAmAM paDelA jUnAM karmono udaya Ave te - dravyAsava che. (2) jUnAM karmodayanA lakSe thatAM mithyAtvAdi kaSAyabhAvo te- bhAvAsava che. (3) bhAvAsavonuM nimitta pAmIne baMdhAtA nUtana jaDa karmo te- dravyAsava che. A rIte nimitta naimittika bhAvathI racAtuM karmacakra paNa jJAnadhArA pragaTa thatAM rokAya jAya che. AsavonA mukhyatayA cAra bhedo kahyAM che. mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane yoga. A Asavone dravyAsavanA kAraNo kahyAM hovA chatAM mithyAtva AsavanA abhAvamAM thatAM dravya pratyayone mULa baMdhaka kahyAM nathI; kemake baMdhanuM mULa kAraNa mithyAtva-anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyane ja gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. tethI sAdhakano asthiratAjanya rAgAdi baMdhanAM mULa kAraNane pAmatAM nathI. kharekhara to e rAgAdibhAva paNa saMsAranI asamarthatAnuM sUcaka che. zrI jayasena AcAryadeve samayasAranI tAtparyavRtti TIkAnI 174 gAthAmAM mithyAtvane ja baMdhanuM mULa kAraNa kahyuM che. dravyapratyaya udayanA samaye... zuddhAtmAnI svAnubhUtine choDIne je jIva rAgAdi rUpa pariNamana kare che to tene baMdha thAya che. paraMtu karmodaya mAtra ja baMdhanuM kAraNa hoya to karmothI chUTavAno avakAza ja na rahe!! kemake saMsArI avasthAmAM karmodaya to rahe che. tethI mithyAtvanI graMthi tUTI tyAM bAkInA karmothI chUTTI maLI gaI. mithyAdarzanano abhAva thatAM anya Asavo kramazaH avasAnane prApta thatAM cAlyAM. A rIte jaDakarmanI dazAo paNa tenA akALe akarmarUpa thavA lAgI. samyagdarzananI mahimA koI abhUta ane aciMtya che. dhruva caitanya akSaya sattAmAM paryAyanuM ekatva sthApita thayuM che. tevA dharmIne have asthiratA janya doSa Ubho thAya che; paraMtu temAM tenuM apanatva nahIM hovAthI tene mithyAtvano Asava pragaTa thato nathI. te

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I kalazAmRta bhAga-4 duHkharUpa rAgAdi bhAvothI chUTavAno satata udyamazIla 2he che. dRSTinI apekSAe to jJAnI sadA nirAsravI che ja. paraMtu tene avirati, kaSAya ane yogAsavamAM paNa ekadeza azuddhatAno nAza thayo che. e rIte jotAM anya AsravothI paNa aMze nirvatyo che. samyagdarzana thatAM nikaMpa evI niSkriyattva zaktinuM akaMpanapaNAnuM pariNamana aMze vyakta thayuM che. cothA guNasthAnavALAne paNa dravya yogAsavamAM aMze Asravano kSaya thayo che.. tethI tene pratijIvI guNanI nirmaLa dazA aMze khIlI UThI che. zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe- "sarva guNAMza te samakita" e rIte kahyuM che. rahasyapUrNa ciThThImAM- sarvaguNonuM ekadeza nirmaLa pariNamana zarU thAya che- ema kahela che. karaNAnuyoga ta2phathI jotAM paNa A vAta siddha thAya che. to jJAnI kevI rIte nirAsravI che ? jJAnI, cAritramohanA udayamAM joDAya che. to tene teTalo baMdha paNa thAya che. e alpabaMdhanI sthitimAM paNa tenA karmabaMdhano prakAra pharI gayo che. dravya pratyayo je avirati, kaSAya ane yogamAM paNa aMze karma baMdha thato rokAya gayo che. temAM paNa sthiti ane anubhAga 2sa pAtaLo paDayo che. A vAta Agama yukta che. kemake navIna karmabaMdhanA kA2NabhUta evA rAgAdinA abhAvathI dravyabaMdharUpa kAryano abhAva svataH siddha thAya che. sArAzaM e che ke- "jJAnI sadA nirAsravI che." uparokta vAtanuM samarthana ApatAM kaLaza TIkAkAra zrI zubhacaMdra AcAryadeva-52ma adhyAtma taraMgiNImAM kahe che ke- bhAva prajJApana nayanI apekSAe sAdhakane sarva bhAvAsavonA abhAvano nirdeza karyo che. kemake anaMta saMsAranA samutpAdaka evA mithyAtvano nAza thavAthI zeSa karmajanita Asavono abhAva to ati sannikaTa che. A rIte jJAnIne sarva bhAvAsavono abhAva kahyo che te teno phalitArtha che; je yuktiyukta ane Agamokta che. saMva2 adhikAra bheda vijJAna eTale rAgathI bhinnatA ane svabhAvathI abhinnatA evI bhAvanAnuM nAma che saMva2. jyA2e saMvara tattvano udaya thAya che tyAre ja tenI pariNatimAM zuddhAtmAnI upalabdhinuM maMgalAcaraNa thAya che. '' 52ma adhyAtma taraMgiNImAM saMvara adhikAranI TIkA karatAM pahelAM.. TIkAkAra zubhacaMdra AcArya "oma namaH" nI maMgala sthApanA kare che. kemake apratibuddha jIve ! pUrve kadI paNa saMva2 pragaTa karyo nathI. je jIva zuddhAtmAnI mahimAmAM anurakta thAya che tene cidrupatA dharatuM jJAna ane jaDarUpatA dharato rAga te banne pragaTapaNe judA bhAse che. saMvara adhikA2mAM bhedavijJAnanI preraNA ApatAM saMto kahe che ke- bhedajJAnano satata udhama karatA rahevuM te pratyeka mumukSunuM 52ma lakSya hovuM joIe. kemake AtmopalabdhinuM

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kalAmRta bhAga-4 IV mULa kAraNa bhedavijJAna ja che. bhedajJAnanA pragaTa abhyAsathI paramAtma tatvanI upalabdhi thAya che. zuddhatattvanI prApti thatAM rAga samUhano vilaya thayo. rAga samUhano vilaya thatAM karmono saMvara thayo. karmono abhAva thatAM zarIrAdi nokarsa utpanna na thayuM. nokarmanA abhAvathI saMsArano abhAva thayo. A badho pratApa ane prabhAva bheda vijJAnano ja che. mAsava nirodha: saMvara:" Asavano nirodha karIne je zuddha paryAya pragaTa thaI te saMvara che. A nAsti pa2ka vyAkhyA thaI. atithI vyAkhyA karIe to.. zuddhAtmAbhimukhavALA apUrNa zuddha nirmaLa pariNAma te saMvara che; jene nizcaya mokSamArga kahevAmAM Ave che. saMvara dazAnI pragaTatA vinA kadI koI jIvane dharmanI zarUAta ja thatI nathI. sAdhakadazAnI prAraMbhatA saMvaratattvano janma thavAthI thAya che. je ekadeza nirmaLa paryAyono nUtana pravAha zarU thayo ane azuddhatAno dhArApravAha tyAM thaMbhI gayo. zrI paMcAstikAyanI 144 gAthAnI TIkAmAM amRtacaMdra AcAryadeva saMvaranI paribhASA bAMdhe che ke- "zumAzuma pariNAma virodha: saMvara: zuddhopayoga" AnaMdamayI AtmatattvanAM svasaMvedanarUpa zuddhopayogamAM AsavonI utpatti ja thatI nathI. tenuM nAma saMvara che. huM to pragaTa paramAtmA chuM tevI AnaMdamaya anubhUtinI dhArA Asavono saMvara karatI ja udaya thAya che. tattvArthasUtramAM umAsvAmIe Asava adhikAra bAda baMdha adhikAra lakhyo- kema ke AsavapUrvaka baMdha thAya che. jyAre samayasAramAM kuMdakuMda AcAryadeve Asava adhikAra pachI saMvara adhikAra lakhyo! to banne AcAryadevanA adhikAranA kramamAM taphAvata zA mATe? tattvArthasUtra te AgamapradhAna graMtha hovAthI tyAM vyavahAranI mukhyatAthI krama goThavyo che. jyAre samayasAra daSTipradhAna graMtha hovAthI nizcayanI mukhyatAthI krama goThavyo che. je jIva samayasAranuM bhAvathI adhyayana kare eTale ke- AtmA ane AsavonuM bhedajJAna kare tene AsavanA nirodhapUrvaka saMvara dazA ja pragaTe che. nirjarA adhikAra jJAnIne je jJAna vairAgyanuM sAmarthya pragaTayuM che; tenuM abhUta mahAbhya batAvanAra A adhikAra che. je saMvararUpa zuddhatA pragaTa thaI che tenI vRddhi thavI tenuM nAma nirjarA che. dharmI jIvane jJAyakane avalaMbanArI jJAtRdhArA niraMtara vartatI hovAthI tene pratisamaya zuddhinI vRddhi thatI ja rahe che ane azuddhatAnI hAni pratikSaNa thatI rahe che. puNya-pApathI virakti evuM vairAgya; arthAt rAgAdi bhAvothI rahita dazAnuM nAma vairAgya che ane sva svabhAva sAthe ekatvarUpa vRddhigat thatuM jJAna te jJAna che. zrI pravacanasAramAM nirjarAnI vyAkhyA karI- "svarRpa vizrAMtanistaraM caitanya pratapanAvyatay:" ane "tapasa nirnAra"

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 sAdhakane jUnAM karmo udayamAM AvI ane kharI jAya che tene nirjarA kahyuM. vartamAna paryAya zuddhAtmAne lakSa pariNamatI hovAthI AsavonI utpatti na thavI tene nirjarA kahe che. caitanya svabhAvanA la zuddhinI vRddhi thavI te bhAva nirjarA che. A rIte nirjarAnA traNa prakAra kahyAM che. (A) dravyakarmanI nirjarA kahI te asadbhuta vyavahAranayathI kahyuM. (B) azuddha bhAvakarmanI nirjarA kahI te azuddha nizcayanayathI kahyuM. (C) zuddhinI vRddhine nirjarA kahI te sadbhuta vyavahArathI kahyuM. jJAnI jIva! karmanI sAmagrInI madhyamAM rahelo dekhAya; cetana, acetana padArthono bhoga-upabhoga karato dekhAvA chatAM te rAgAdithI raMgAto nathI. e bhoga ane te bhoganA bhAvathI kevo nirlepa.. udAsIna rahe che tenuM spaSTa avalokana karAvyuM che. ibdopadezamAM kahyuM che ke jema jema sva-para padArthonA bheda vijJAna dvArA AtmAnuM uttama svarUpa, saMvedanamAM vikasita thatuM jAya che, tema tema sahaja prApta ramaNIya paMcendriyanA viSayo paNa racatA nathI, arthAt temanA prati upekSA ane udAsInatA utpanna thAya che. jJAnInI bhAvanA to pUrNa jJAna ane AnaMdane pragaTa karavAnI ja che; zuddhAtmAnI sanmukhatA vALo vega sAdhyadazA tarapha kevo pragatimAna thaI rahyo che. bahAranA udayo, prasaMgo, sAmagrIo madhye te kevo jaLakamaLavat alipta rahe che tenuM vizleSaNa karanAro adhikAra eTale nirjarA adhikAra. pustaka prakAzananI kAryavAhI ane AbhArazrI kaLazaTIkA uparanA pU. gurudevazrInA 1977nI sAlanA pravacanone keseTa uparathI akSarazaH utAravAmAM bhAnubena paTela (rAjakoTa) no amUlya sahakAra maLyo che. akSaraza: lakhAyelA pravacanonuM saMkalana karavAnuM kArya bA.bra. zobhanAbena je. zAha (rAjakoTa) dvArA pUrNa thayela che. A suMdara kAryane teozrIe potAnuM "aho bhAgya samajIne A saMkalanane suMdara vAkaya racanAmAM gUMthI ane pU. gurudevazrInI pravacana dhArAne asmalita pravAha ApI svAdhyAya bhogya banAvela che. saMkalita pravacanonuM saMpAdana kArya paM. zrI abhayakumAra jainadarzanAcArya (devalAlI) dvArA pUrNa thayela che. teozrIe potAno amUlya samaya kADhI. sUkSma dRSTikoNathI saMkalita pravacanone tapAsI yogya mArgadarzana Apela che. - saMkalita pravacanonuM bhASAnI dRSTie zuddhikaraNa karavAnuM kArya zrI devazIbhAI cAvaDA (rAjakoTa) temaja prupharIDiMganuM kArya cetanabhAI mahetA (rAjakoTa) dvArA pUrNa thayela che. pustaka prakAzananI prakriyAmAM uparokta sarve mumukSujano taraphathI je nispRha sahakAra maLyo

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 che te sarve pratye saMsthA khUba khUba AbhAranI lAgaNI vyakta kare che. zrI kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nA prakAzana arthe Avela dAnarAzi:kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nA prakAzana arthe AtmArthI bhAratIbena rajanIkAntabhAI koThArI taraphathI sva. rajanIkAnta panAlAla koThArInA smaraNArthe rUA. 51,000/( rUpiyA ekAvana hajAra) prApta thayela che. anya dAtAo taraphathI paNa dAnarAzi prApta thaI che. A sarve mumukSuo pratye saMsthA aMta:karaNathI AbhAra vyakta kare che. mudraka- kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nuM suMdara TAIpa seTiMga karanAra zrI nilezabhAI vArIA temaja devAMgabhAI vArIAno saMsthA AbhAra mAne che. A pustakanuM suMdara prinTIMga temaja bAInDIMga karavA badala zrI caMdrakAntabhAI mahetAno saMsthA AbhAra mAne che. malTI kalara peIja suMdara karavA badala DoTa eDa" nA saMcAlakazrIno paNa AbhAra mAne che. aMtamAM paripUrNa paramAtmAnuM svarUpa samajI. saMvararUpa dharma pragaTa karI ane Atmika AnaMdane AsvAdI tRta thAo tevI maMgala bhAvanA pUrvaka astu. A pustaka http://www.AtmaDharma.com para mUkela che. zrI digambara jaina svAdhyAya maMdira TrasTa, 5, paMcanAtha ploTa, zrI kAnajIsvAmI mArga, rAjakoTa-360 001 TelI. naM. 2231073 dvisvabhAvI vastu vastumAM eka sAmAnya svabhAva ane eka vizeSa svabhAva, eTale ke eka dravya che 1 svabhAva ane eka paryAya svabhAva-ema be svabhAva eka sAthe varte che. temAM sAmAnya dravya svabhAva te paryAyanuM kAraNa nathI, paNa vizeSarUpa evo paryAya svabhAva che (te paryAyanuM kAraNa che. sAmAnya dravya svabhAva pote jo paryAyanuM kAraNa hoya to, te 1 sAmAnya svabhAva sadA ekarUpa rahenAra hovAthI paryAyo paNa sadA ekarUpa ja thavI joIe paNa ema nathI, paryAyo vividha thAya che tenuM kAraNa paryAya svabhAva che; te ja te paryAyarUpa thavAnI yogyatArUpa paryAya svabhAva che; ne ekarUpa rahevAnI yogyatArUpa dravya svabhAva che. A rIte dravya ane paryAya bane svabhAvo AtmAmAM eka sAthe che, je tene anekAnta svarUpa jinazAsana prakAze che. Avo vastu svabhAva jenI dRSTimAM 1 Avyo te jIva bhavacakramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayo. (Atmadharma aMka naM-363, peIja naM-3-4-mAMthI) 1

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peIja naM. || kalaza naM. 113 114 115 16 116 23 25 37 117 47 51 118 59 119 120 7) (H anukramaNikA :) pravacana naM. tArIkha 109 30/9/77 110 1/10/'77 111 upalabdha nathI. 112 3/10/77 112 3/10/77 113 4/10/77 114 6/10/'77 115 7/10/77 115 7/10/77. 116 8/10/77. 116 8/10/77. 117. 9/10/77 118 10/10/77 118 10/10/77 119 11/10/77 119 11/10/?77 120 13/10/77 120 13/10/77. 121 14/10/'77 122 15/10/77 123 16/10/77 123 16/10/77 124 17/10/'77 125 18/10/77. 126 20/10/77 127 21/10/77 127 21/10/'77 128 22/10/77 8o 121 88 122 90 1OO 101 105 111 123 124 122 132 125 138 144 152 126 162 172 127 174 128 182

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kalaza naM. pravacana naM. tArIkha peIja naM. 194 129 129 130 129 2OO 206 131 13ra 133 13) 130 131 13ra. 133 134 135 135 13s 137 213 218 228 241 252 134 135 263 13s 273 137 137 138 139 23/10/77 23/10/77 24/10/77 24/10/77. 25/10/77 27/10/77. 28/10/77 29/10/'77 30/10/77 30/10/77 31/10/'77 01/11/'77. 01/11/'77 02/11/77 03/11/77 05/11/77 06/11/'77 07/11/'77 07/11/77. 07/11/77 08/11/'77. 08/11/77. 09/11/77 10/11/77 11/11/77 12/11/'77. 13/11/77 13/11/77 14/11/77 274 284 289 294 304 138 140 141 142 315 325 335 336 343 346 139 140 142 142 143 141 355 143 144 145 146 147 148 148 149 356 367 377 388 398 268 besatA varSanI boNI 142 401 409

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kalaza naM. pravacana naM. tArIkha peIja naM. 143 149 150 417. 42) 144 150 425 426 151 145 152 153 146 153 154 437. 447 452 458 460 147 148 14/11/77 15/11/'77. 15/11/177 16/11/'77 17/11/77. 18/11/77 18/11/77 20/11/'77 20/11/77 21/11/77 21/11/77 22/11/'77 22/11/77 23/11/'77. 24/11/?77 25/11/77 25/11/77. 27/11/77 27/11/'77 468 477 154 155 155 156 156 157 149 478 150 482 490 151 5OO 510 158 159 159 16) 152 513 520 153 160 nATaka samayasAranA pada 530 533

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( zrI samayasArajI stuti (harigIta) saMsArI jIvanAM bhAvamaraNo TALavA karuNA karI, saritA vahAvI sudhA taNI prabhu vIra! te saMjIvanI; zoSAtI dekhI saritane karuNAbhInA hRdaye karI, munikuMda saMjIvanI samayaprAbhUta taNe bhAjana bharI. (anuSTrapa) kuMdakuMda racyuM zAstra, sAthiyA amRte pUryA, graMthAdhirAja ! tArAmAM bhAvo brahmAMDanA bharyA. (zikhariNI) aho! vANI tArI prazamarasa-bhAve nItaratI, mumukSune pAtI amRtarasa aMjali bharI bharI; anAdinI mUcha viSa taNI tvarAthI UtaratI, vibhAvethI thaMbhI svarUpa bhaNI doDe pariNati. (zArdUlavikriDita) tuM che nizcayagraMtha bhaMga saghaLA vyavahAranA bhedavA, tuM prajJAchINI jJAna ne udayanI saMdhi sahu chedavA; sAthI sAdhakano, tuM bhAna jagano, saMdeza mahAvIrano, visAmo bhavalAMtanA hRdayano, tuM paMtha mukti taNo. (vasaMtatilakA) suye tane rasanibaMdha zithila thAya, jANe tane hRdaya jJAnI taNAM jaNAya; tuM rucatAM jagatanI ruci ALase sau, tuM rIjhatAM sakalajJAyakadeva rIjhe. (anuSTrapa) banAvuM patra kuMdananAM, ratnonA akSaro lakhI; tathApi kuMdasUtronAM aMkAye mUlya nA kadI.

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6. do jinajInI vANI (rAga-AzAbharyA ame AviyA ) sImaMdhara mukhathI phUlaDAM khare, enI kuMdakuMda gUMthe mALa re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re. vANI bhalI, mana lAge 2LI, jemAM sAra-samaya ziratAja re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re.....sImaMdhara. gUMthyAM pAhuDa ne gUMththuM paMcAsti, gUMchyuM pravacanasAra re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re. gUMthya niyamasAra, gUMthya 2yaNasAra, gUMthyo samayano sA2 2, jinajInI vANI bhalI re.....sImaMdhara. syAdvAda kerI suvAse bharelo jinajIno kAranAda re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re. vaMduM jinezvara, vaMduM huM kuMdakuMda, vaMduM e OMkAranAda re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re.....sImaMdhara. haiDe hajo, mArA bhAve hajo, mArA dhyAne hajo jinavANa re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re. jinezvaradevanI vANInA vAyarA vAjo mane dinarAta re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re.....sImaMdhara. 0

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zrI sadgurudeva-stuti (harigIta) saMsArasAgara tA2vA jinavANI che naukA bhalI, jJAnI sukAnI maLyA vinA e nAva paNa tAre nahIM; A kALamAM zuddhAtmajJAnI sukAnI bahu bahu dohyalo, muja puNyarAzi phaLyo aho ! gurukahAna tuM nAvika maLyo. (anuSTupa) aho ! bhakta cidAtmAnA, sImaMdha2-vI2-kuMdanA ! bAhyAMtara vibhavo tArA, tAre nAva mumukSunA. (zikhariNI) sadA draSTi tArI vimaLa nija caitanya nI2khe, ane jJaptimAMhI darava-guNa-paryAya vilase; nijAlaMbIbhAve pariNati svarUpe jaI bhaLe, nimitto vahevAro ciddana viSe kAMI na maLe. (zArdUlavikrIDita) haiyuM 'sat sat jJAna jJAna' dhabake ne vajavANI chUTe, je vaje sumumukSu sattva jhaLake; 5dravya nAto tUTe; - rAgadveSa ruce na, jaMpa na vaLe bhAveMdrimAM-aMzamAM, TaMkotkIrNa akaMpa jJAna mahimA hRdaye rahe sarvadA. (vasaMtatilakA) nitye sudhAjharaNa caMdra! tane namuM huM, karuNA akA2Na samudra ! tane namuM huM; hai jJAnapoSaka sumegha! tane namuM huM, A dAsanA jIvanazilpI ! tane namuM huM. (stragdharA) UMDI UMDI, UMDethI sunidhi satanA vAyu nitye vahaMtI, vANI cibhUrti ! tArI u2-anubhavanA sUkSma bhAve bharelI; bhAvo UMDA vicArI, abhinava mahimA cittamAM lAvI lAvI, khoyeluM ratna pAmuM-mana2tha manano; pUrajo zaktizALI!

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kalaza-113 Asava adhikAra (dvatavilaMbita) atha mahAmadanirbharamantharaM smrrnggpraagtmaasrvm| ayamudAragabhIramahodayo nayati TurnavoghadhanurdharadAra-zarU aa khaMDAnvaya sahita artha "tha yamadurNayodhanurdhara vamanayati() ahIMthI mAMDIne (mayamayurNaya ) A akhaMDita pratApavALo (vAgha) zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavarUpa che (ghanurdhara:) mahA yoddho te, (mAravana) azudhdha rAgAdi pariNAmalakSaNa Asavane (nayati) maTADe che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke ahIMthI zarU karIne AsavanuM svarUpa kahe che. kevo che jJAnayoddho? "3Ara-mIra-madoDha :" (3ra) zAzvata evuM che (mIra) anaMta zaktie virAjamAna (madoDha :) svarUpa jenuM, evo che. kevo che Asava? "mahAmanirbhamantha" (madAma) samasta saMsArI jIvarAzi Asavane AdhIna che, tethI thayo che garva-abhimAna, te vaDe (nirmara) magna thayo che (mastharaM) matavAlAnI mAphaka, evo che, "sama225RTItama" (samara) saMgrAma evI che (2) bhUmi, temAM (5RIJtama) sanmukha Avyo che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jema prakAzane ane aMdhakArane paraspara virodha che tema zuddha jJAnane ane Asavane paraspara virodha che. 1-113. kaLaza naM. - 113 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 109 tA. 30/9/77 tha mayama' ahIMthI mAMDIne atha temAM mAMgalika zabda vAparyo che. mAMgalikamAM pahelo zabda (tha) che. athazabda mAMgalikanI zarUAta karavAvALo che. have sAdhaka thavAnI zarUAta karavI ema enuM varNana karIe chIe. ane mAMgalika karIe chIe. kemake sAdhakapaNuM anAdinuM nathI ne! navuM pragaTa thAya che ne! "tha' have ema sAdhakapaNuM pragaTa karIe chIe. "tha mayama Turnavoghadhanurdhara: navama jayati" ahIMthI mAMDIne A akhaMDita pratApavALo zuddha svarUpa - anubhavarUpa che. e zuddhabhAva to akhaMDita che. bhagavAna AtmA caitanyasvarUpa ekarUpa akhaMDarUpa che. AhA ! enI paryAyamAM akhaMDa pratApa che. have aMdaranI paryAyanI vAta che. aMdaramAM teno akhaMDita pratApa evo zuddhasvarUpano anubhava che. AhAhA !

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 e pavitrapiMDa prabhu eno anubhava che. e zuddhasvabhAvane anusarIne bhavavuM, thavuM, hovuM evo zuddhasvarUpano anubhava teno akhaMDa pratApa che. jeno pratApa koI khaMDita karI zake nahIM. prabhutvazaktimAM A vAta AvI gaI che. AtmAmAM eka prabhutva nAmanI zakti che. jeno akhaMDa pratApa svataMtrapaNe zobhAyamAna che. bhagavAna AtmAno akhaMDa pratApa che. prabhutA nAmanA guNathI bharyo prabhu che. ane evI eka zakti nahIM paraMtu anaMtI zaktiomAM prabhutA paDI che. arthAt anaMta anaMta zaktiomAM e prabhutvanuM rUpa che. e prabhutvazakti badhAmAM akhaMDa pratApathI zobhita che. jene vyavahArano, rAgano Azraya paNa nathI. jenuM zarIra saMhanana majabUta hoya to A kAma thAya, manuSyapaNuM maLe to A kAma thAya ema paNa jemAM nathI. AhAhA! jeno pratApa akhaMDa che. emAM to eka eka zaktinuM akhaMDapaNe kahyuM che. e akhaMDazaktino pratApa svataMtratAthI zobhAyamAna kahyo che. bhagavAna AtmA anaMtaguNarUpa che. jene eka guNamAM akhaMDa pratApathI svataMtra zobhAyamAna che. tevI zakti paDI che, enA Azraye anubhava thAya che. e anubhavano akhaMDa pratApa che ema kahe che. ahIM saMvara levo che ne! zubhabhAva ane azubhabhAvanA AsavathI rahita zuddhasvarUpano anubhava eTale saMvara che. e saMvara jeno akhaMDa pratApa che. tevA zuddhasvarUpano anubhava che. (ghanurdharaH) mahA yoddho te," je Asravane to vAta vAtamAM toDI pADe che. evo mahA yoddho che... ema kahe che. e rasanuM varNana che temAM batAve che ke zAMtarasa, adbhutarasamAM vIryarasa batAve che. aMdaramAM zAMta rasa e to zuddha anubhavano zAMtarasa, AnaMdarasa che. emAM vIrarasanI vyAkhyA karIne varNave che ke - zAMtarasamAM aMdara vIratA paDI che. Asrava adhikAranI zarUAta karatAM mAMgalika kahe che. A akhaMDa pratApa evA zuddha svarUpano anubhava evo che mahAyoddho dhanurdhara che. jema arjunanuM bANa phare nahIM, rAmanuM bANa phare nahIM tema anubhavanI dazA phare nahIM ema kahe che. e mahAyoddho zuM kare che? "azudhdha rAgAdi pariNAmalakSaNa Asavane maTADe che." puNyane pApanA bhAvathI rahita evo je zuddhasvarUpa tene anubhavanAra yoddho. azudhdha rAgAdi pariNAmarUpa Asrava emAM puSya ne pApa banne AvyA che. "azudhdha' zabda che ne! azudhdha rAgAdi pariNAma lakSaNa Asrava tene maTADe che, tenA upara jaya kare che, tenA upara potAnI dhajA caDhAve che. tenA upara jaya-vijaya pharake che. svarUpanA anubhavarUpI saMvaradazAno vijaya dhvaja pharake che. AhAhA ! azudhdha rAgAdi maTe che. (nayati) jaya kare che, eTale maTe che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke ahIMthI zarU karIne AsavanuM svarUpa kahe che. kevo che jJAna yoddho?"(hAra-mIra-madIyaH) zAzvata evuM che." e jJAna yoddho udAra che, gaMbhIra che.

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kalaza-113 udAra nAma zAzvata che yoddho. kemake zAzvatanA Azraye pragaTayo mATe zAzvata che. e dazA pragaTI e pragaTI.. have pUrNa kevaLajJAna lIdhe chUTako. AhAhA! zAzvata evo gaMbhIra anaMta zaktie birAjamAna che. vastu to enI zaktie zAzvata birAjamAna che ja. have je samyaka yoddho pragaTa thayo te paNa maryAdA rahita che. aSTapAhuDa temAM cAritrapAhuDamAM Ave che ke - nirmaLa paryAya akSaya ane ameya che. AhAhA ! jenI aMtaradazA svabhAvanA Azraye thaI e cAritradazAnuM nAma samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra che. e dazA akSaya ane ameya che. e dazA hoM! jeno kSaya na thAya tevI ane ameya nAma maryAdA nahIM. cAritra pAhuDanI pahelI gAthAmAM paryAyane akSaya ane ameya kahe che. vastu to akSaya ameya che ja. jene samyagdarzana, jJAna ne cAritranuM pariNamana thayuM te pariNAma akSayane ameya che. are ! tame to kaho cho ke - cAritra pAmIne koI paDI jAya che. are! paDI javAnI vAta ahIM nathI. zAhukAra pAse divALiyAnI vAta kyAMthI? A to aMdaramAM zuddha caitanyanI pariNati akSaya ane ameya che. AhAhA ! vastu to akSaya ne ameya che ja paNa tenI pariNatimAM akSaya ane ameyapaNuM AvI gayuM che. ema kahe che. AhAhA ! evo mahA yoddho, zuddha jJAnarUpI saMvara yoddho evo (madAvAH) mahAudaya jenuM svarUpa che. tene mahodaya kahe che. mahA udaya pragaTa thAya che. (mahoya:) ema zabda vaparAya che. moTA mANaso mATe. ahIM kahe che mahodaya che jenuM svarUpa. rAgano udaya hato te rAgano nAza thaIne mahAudaya thayo saMvarano. zuddha caitanya svarUpanA Azraye samyagdarzana jJAnanI paryAya utpanna thaI te mahA udaya thayo. e udaya thayo tenuM astapaNuM have thaze nahIM. A adhikAramAM Asravane jItanAra jJAna svarUpa kevuM che te vAta cAle che. koI pAMca-daza miniTa moDA Ave tethI temane zarUAtanI kharI (mULa) vAta rahI jAya. jJAnayoddho ( ghanurdharaH) kevo che?" e kahyuM ne! potAnA svarUpanuM jJAna je mithyAtvanA rAgathI rahita thayuM. (rAga rahita) AvI je vastu che - cIja che, tenuM jJAna dhanurdhara che arthAt eka pachI eka bANAvaLI jema bANa nAMkhe che tema eka pachI eka AsavanI, baMdhanI paryAya thAya che. paraMtu AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che tenA taraphanA valaNavALI-jhukAvavALI je dazA eka pachI eka thAya, te nirmaLadhArA dvArA rAga arthAt Asravane jIte che. AhAhA ! zAMtarasanuM varNana che temAM vIrarasa nAkhyo che. che to zAMtarasanuM varNana. zubha azubhanA bhAva, puNya-pApa adhikAramAM cAlyA gayA. puNya-pApa baMnne azAMta che. puNya pApathI rahita evo potAno caitanya svabhAva, tenA Azraye je saMvaranI jJAna dazA utpanna thaI tene jJAnayoddho kahevAmAM Ave che. dhanudhare jJAnarUpI dhanuSa dhArI rAkhyuM che. "hIra-mIra-madIyaH" zAzvata evuM che, anaMta zaktie virAjamAna svarUpa jenuM, evo che. A mULa cIja pahelI AvI. ( have AgaLa kahe che) jJAnayoddho je Asavane - kI jaya

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 jIte che te Asrava koNa che? pahelI mULa rakamanI vAta AvI. have kahe che - te jJAnayoddho potAnA svabhAvanA Azraye utpanna thayo. anubhUtirUpa jJAnanI dazA te mahAyoddho; Amravane jIte che. che to zAMtarasanuM varNana paraMtu temAM vIrarasa nAkhI ane yoddho jIte che ema kahyuM. anaMta zaktie virAjamAna evo (mahoya) jenuM pragaTa thavuM mahAna che. AhAhA ! rAga eTale zubhAzubhabhAva - Asrava tenAthI rahita potAnuM svarUpa, tenA bodhathI pragaTa thaI je nirmaLa dazA. samyagdarzana-zAna AdinI e mahodaya che. te (jJAnano) mahA udaya che - pragaTa thayuM che. kone jIte che? "kevo che Asava'? have AsavanI vAta kare che. "madAmanirbhamanthara" samasta saMsArI jIvarAzi Asavane AdhIna che. "madAma' AhAhA! badhA saMsArI jIva rAgane AdhIna che - Asavane AdhIna che. pachI te azubharAga ho ke pachI te zubharAga ho paraMtu badhA saMsArI jIva Asavane AdhIna che. "tethI thayo che garva - abhimAna, te vaDe (mahAmanirbhara) AhAhA! Asavane garva thayo che ke - mahAmAMdhAtA - moTA digambara jaina sAdhu ho tene paNa meM vaza karIne pADyA che. dravyaliMgI digambara munirAja anaMtavAra thayo... paraMtu te Asravane AdhIna thaIne thayo. AhAhA! (dravyaliMgI) Amravane AdhIna hato. rAgane AdhIna thavAthI Asavane garva thayo ke - meM AvA mahaMtane paNa pADyA che. AhAhA ! digambara jaina sAdhu thaI navamI naiveyaka paNa gayo, hajAro rANIo tyAgI, koI bALa brahmacArI hoya, evo jIva rAgane AdhIna thayo. Asrava kahe che - te mAre AdhIna thaI gayo che. bhagavAna jJAnAnaMda svarUpa tenI taraphano Azraya na levA dIdho tevo huM Asrava chuM. azubhathI chUTIne zubhamAM lapeTAI gayo che. (anAdithI) Agnavane AdhIna thaI gayo che. ame vrata karIe chIe, pUjA-bhakti karIe chIe. e rIte meM to moTA mAMdhAtA ne dabAvI dIdhA che tema Asrava gauravinta thaIne kahe che. (madAma) zabda che ne! Amravane abhimAna - garva thayo che. Asrava kahe che - sAdhAraNa prANIne to ThIka paraMtu moTA bAdazAha thayA, moTA rAjA thayA temaNe moTA rAjane choDayA, bAdazAhI choDI tevAne paNa meM rAgane AdhIna karI dIdhA che. zubhathI dharma thaze tevI mAnyatAmAM temane paNa meM rAkhI dIdhA che. zubhathI dharma thaze tevI mAnyatAmAM temane paNa meM rAkhI dIdhA che. samajamAM AvyuM? mahAmada thayo che temAM magna thayo che arthAt AsravamadamAM magna thayA che. AhAhA ! zAstranA bhaNataravALA, agiyAra aMganA bhaNanArAne pADI dIdhA che. peluM paranuM jJAna, paravastunuM dhAraNAjJAna e AsravanuM kAraNa che, tene meM vaza karI dIdho che. parAvalaMbI jJAna e kAMI jJAna na hatuM. rAga kahe che ke - dhAraNAnA jJAnamAM meM tene vaza karI dIdho che. te (AsravathI) chUTI ane tene aMdara jJAnamAM javAnI zakti rahI nahIM.

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kalaza-113 "marImadda nirmara' e rAganI UMdhAInI tAkAta che. tenA ajJAnanI tenI tAkAta che, e tAkAtane tAbe thayo che. A rIte zAMtarasamAM vIryarasanuM varNana che. e kamajorI nathI paraMtu ulTI dazA che. Asrava kahe che - meM e ulTI dazAvALI pariNatine tAbe karI dIdhI che. meM zubhabhAva karyo, A meM dayA pALI, meM vrata pALyA, upavAsa karyA, varasItapa karyA .. zvetAmbaramAM cAle ke - eka divasa khAvuM, eka divasa nahIM khAvuM.. evA evA kriyAkAMDamAM rAgane vaza karI dIdho che. prazna:- te rAga pote che ke rAtre tene vaza karyo che? uttara-te rAgane vaza thayo che. paraMtu rAga kahe che ke -vaza karyo che, kharekhara to rAgane vaza pote thayo che. rAgane vaza thayo to jJAna AvyuM nahIM ne ! rAga mAro che evuM rAganuM vazapaNuM to AtmAe karyuM che. paraMtu te AsravanA vize thayo ne? huM tene tAbe thayo. e to zuddha cidAnaMda bhagavAna aMdara che paraMtu tenuM bhAna na rAkhatAM, tene rAganA tAbAmAM karI dIdho. e to rAgamAM pote tAbe thayo to rAgane tAbe karI dIdho ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA ! jANapaNAnI AvaDatamAM tyAM ne tyAM rokAI gayo, tenAthI mArI cIja bhinna che tevuM (bhedajJAna) Asrava kahe che meM karavA na dIdhuM. ajJAnabhAvane tAbe thaIne (vaza thaIne ) meM mArA jJAnasvabhAvano patto na lIdho. e doSa potAnA AtmAno che, paNa Amravano doSa che ema kahevAya che. AhAhA ! AsavanA doSanI ATalI tAkAta? "magna thayo che matavAlAnI mAphaka, evo che." bhASA joI ? matavAlo - gAMDo - pAgala kahevaDAve tema Asrave paNa tene pAgala karI dIdho che. tene ATalA vizeSaNa ApyA. mahAmada, nirbhara, maMthara. puNyanA ke dayA-dAnanA, bahAranA vikalpo ke zAstranAM arthAt dhAraNA jJAnanA vikalpo, deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhAno rAga te badhAmAM nimagna-nirbhara karI dIdho. potAnA svarUpamAM nimagna thavAnuM hatuM, temAM Asrava kahe - meM mArAmAM nimagna karI dIdho. evo maMthara-matavAlo thayo ke koInuM mAne nahIM. A Asrava che te duHkhadAyaka che tema satyavAta kahe paNa te mAne nahIM. te matavAlo abhimAnI thayo che tethI tenI nA pADe che. amRtacaMdrAcArye varNana to zAMtarasanuM karyuM hatuM. temAM vIryarasanuM varNana karIne. abhUta rasanuM varNana karyuM. jJAna mahAyoddho che teNe AvA Asavane jItI lIdho che. ema kahe che. AvA Asravane paNa jJAnayoddho jItI lya che ema kahe che. bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa, jJAna svarUpa AtmA tene AdhIna thayo to te jJAnayoddho pragaTa thayo. e jJAnayoddhAe Asavane jItI lIdho ema kahe che. Asrava garvathI abhimAnI thayo hato teno paNa nAza karI dIdho. prazna- bhAvaAsava, dravyaAsrava ke banne? uttara- banne, mukhyapaNe to bhAva AsavanI vAta che. dravyaAsava to tenA kAraNathI nAza

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 thAya che. tyAM (pAThamAM ) vAta to bannenI sAthe levI che ne ! AgaLa Avaze (sama225RIJtama) saMgrAma evI che bhUmi, temAM sanmukha Avyo che. bhagavAna AtmAe potAnA jJAnasvabhAvano Azraya lIdho to jJAnayoddho-jJAnanI zraddhA-jJAnanI pariNati pragaTa thaI, e mahAyoddhAnI sAme Asrava mahAsaMgrAmamAM AvIne Ubho rahyo. evI vAta lIdhI ne! raMga saMgrAma evI je bhUmi tenI sanmukha Avyo che. koNa Avyo che? Asrava. jJAnayoddhAnI sAme saMgrAmamAM Asrava sAme Avyo che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jema prakAzane ane aMdhakArane paraspara virodha che tema zuddha jJAnane ane Asavane paraspara virodha che. zuM kahe che. AgnavarUpI aMdhakAra hato paraMtu jyAM jJAnarUpI prakAza thayo tyAM aMdhakArano nAza thaI gayo. prabhu AtmA caitanya svarUpa, jhaLahaLa jAgatI jyoti evA jJAnanuM jyAM vedana thayuM to e jJAna-vedane Asravane utpanna thavA na dIdho, teno artha Asavane jItyo kahevAmAM Ave che. samajamAM AvyuM? zuddhajJAnane ane Asavane paraspara virodha che. zuM kahe che? jyAre zuddha caitanyajJAna, jyAM samyajJAna, aMtaranuM jJAna, jJAnano sparza karIne jyAM jJAnanuM jJAna thayuM, jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAnane sparza karIne jJAna thayuM.... arthAt e jJAnano prakAza thayo to have Asavano aMdhakAra raheto nathI. tyAM Asravano aMdhakAra raheto ja nathI to tene jItyo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. aMdhakAra raheto nathI tenuM nAma jItyuM kahevAmAM Ave che. samajamAM AvyuM? amRtacaMdrAcArye Asrava adhikAra zarU karatAM pahelAM A mAMgalika karyuM. mahinA be-be mahinAnA abhyAsa karavAvALA, be-be mahinAnA saMthArA karavAvALAne rAganI kriyAnuM abhimAna thaI gayuM che. AhAhA ! ane te kahe che- ame jJAnI chIe. tamo khAo pIo cho ane lahera karo cho ne! ane tame kaho cho ane jJAnI chIe ! tema Asave mazkarI karI. samajamAM AvyuM? e jJAnayoddhAe eno nAza karyo tema kahe che. jJAnI AtmA gharamAM ho ke jaMgalamAM ho te to rAgathI bhinna ja che. pachI te channe hajAra rANIonA vRMdamAM ho! paraMtu dharmI to rAgathI bhinna ja che. AhAhA ! dharmI to rAgathI virakta che. ane jJAnasvabhAvamAM rakta che. AhAhA! A vAta kone bese !! e zuddha jJAnane ane Asravane paraspara virodha che. rAganI ekatAbuddhimAM tene rAgano garva thayo.... tyAM to jJAnanI ekatAbuddhie teno nAza karI dIdho. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! parasammukha hato te to Asava hato. anAdithI ajJAnI parasammukha che. Asrava kahe che meM tene ajJAnI karI dIdho che. je svasammukha thayo teNe rAganA garvano nAza karI dIdho che arthAt Asravane utpanna ja thavA na dIdho. prakAza thatAM aMdhakAra utpanna thato ja nathI. pahelAM kaLazamAM mAMgalika karyuM. jJAna svabhAvI bAdazAha bhagavAna AtmA potAnAmAM

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kalaza-114 jyAM lIna thayo te prakAzanA bhAvamAM rAga to aMdhakAra che-azuci che-jaDa che - duHkharUpa che - ajIva che. AhAhA! caitanya svabhAvI jIvanuM jyAM bhAna thayuM tyAM e ajIvanI utpattino nAza thayo. Avo mArga che. (zAlinI) bhAvo rAgadveSamohairvinA yo jIvasya syAd jJAnanivRtta ev| rundhan sarvAn dravyakarmAsravaughAn SoDamAva: sarvamAvavAnAm pArA-24nA khaMDAnvaya sahita artha-"nIvaca : bhAva: jJAnanivRtta:vasthAta"(nIvasya) kALalabdhi prApta thavAthI pragaTa thayo che samyakatvaguNa jeno evo che je koI jIva, teno (5: bhAva:) je koI bhAva arthAt samyakatvapUrvaka zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavarUpa pariNAma, [ A pariNAma kevo hoya che?]( jJAnanivRtta: wva cA) zuddha jJAnacetanAmAtra che, te kAraNathI "N:" evo che je zuddha cetanAmAtra pariNAma te, "sarvamAvAsavANAmAmAva:" (sarva) asaMkhyAta lokamAtra jeTalA (bhAva) azudhdha cetanArUpa rAga-dveSa-moTuM Adi jIvanA vibhAvapariNAma hoya che-je (zAstravALAmuM) jJAnAvaraNAdi pudgalakarmanA AgamananuM nimitta mAtra che temano (mAva:) mUlonyUla vinAza che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-je kALe zuddha caitanyavastunI prApti thAya che te kALe mithyAtva-rAga-dveSarUpa jIvanA vibhAvapariNAma maTe che, tethI eka ja kALa che, samayanuM attara nathI. kevo che zuddha bhAva? "IT-ke-modaiH vinA" rAgAdi pariNAma rahita che, zuddha cetanAmAtra bhAva che. vaLI kevo che?"dravyavarmAvaudhAna sarvAna na"(dravyavarma) jJAnAvaraNAdi karma-paryAyarUpa pariNamyo che pugalapiMDa, teno (bhAva) thAya che dhArApravAharUpa pratisamaye AtmapradezonI sAthe ekakSetrAvagAha, tenA (govA) samUhane, [ bhAvArtha Ama che ke jJAnAvaraNAdirUpa karmavargaNA pariName che, tenA bheda asaMkhyAta lokamAtra che; (sarvAna) jeTalAM dhArArUpa Ave che karma te badhAMne-(runyana) rokato thato. bhAvArtha Ama che kekoI ema mAnaze ke jIvano zuddha bhAva thato thako rAgAdi azudhdha pariNAmano nAza kare che, Asava jevo thAya che tevo ja thAya che; paraMtu evuM to nathI. evuM kahe che tevuM chejIva zuddha bhAvarUpa pariNamatAM avazya ja azudhdha bhAva maTe che, azudhdha bhAva maTatAM avazya ja dravyakarmarUpa Asava maTe che; tethI zuddha bhAva upAdeya che, anya samasta vikalpa heya che. 2-114.

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kaLaza naM.- 114 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 110 - tA. 01/10/77 nIvacce 4: bhAva: jJAnanivRtti: sthAtakALalabdhi prApta thavAthI pragaTa thayo che samyakatva jeno evo che je koI jIva" potAnA zuddhasvabhAvanI sanmukha dRSTi karI to kALalabdhi prApta thaI gaI. (kharekhara) tyAre kALalabdhi thaI kahevAya che. puruSArthathI kALalabdhi prApta thaI gaI. teno (aa: bhAva:) je koI bhAva arthAt samyakatvapUrvaka zuddhasvarUpa anubhavarUpa pariNAma."zuddha samyagdarzana jyAM thayuM tyAM jJAnanuM zuddha pariNamana thayuM. je azudhdha pariNamana hatuM te Asrava te chUTI gayo. ahIMyA to samyagdarzanamAM ja Asavane jItyo ema siddha karavuM che. kemake.. mithyAtva e ja mukhya Asrava che. AhAhA! mithyAtva e ja mukhya saMsAra che. mithyAtva e ja saMsAranuM mULa mULiyuM che. e jyAM nIkaLI gayuM tyAM Asrava jItAI gayo. samyakatvapUrvaka zuddhasvarUpa - anubhavarUpa pariNamana thayuM." AhAhA ! zuddha caitanya svarUpa e potAno bhagavAna tenI sanmukha thaIne pavitra pariNAma thayA. (A pariNAma kevA hoya che?)(jJAnanivRtaH pvasthA) zuddhajJAnacetanAmAtra." juo! ( e pariNAma) jJAnathI nipajyA che arthAt vastuthI nipajyA che. sat pariNAma evA samyagdarzananA zuddha pariNAma te AtmAnI vastuthI nipajyA che. AhAhA! AvA TUMkA zabdomAM ghaNI gaMbhIra vAta che bhAI ! (jJAna nivRta iva sthA) zabda TUMko karI nAkhyo che. ema kahe che ke - te pariNAma jJAnathI nipajyA che. svabhAvanA bhAnathI upajyA che je bhAva e. AhAhA! caitanyanA nUranA tejanA bhAvathI upajyA che je badhA bhAva evA samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra Adi e pariNAma jJAnanivRtta che. "te kAraNathI "US" evo che je zuddhacetanAmAtra pariNAma te," evA je samyagdarzana jJAna AdinA zuddhacetanArUpI pariNAma, e jJAna cetanArUpI pariNAma che. rAga hato te karmacetanArUpI pariNAma hatA, jyAre A jJAnacetanArUpI pariNAma pragaTa thayA che. jJAnacetanA arthAt potAnAmAM jJAnanI cetanA pragaTa thaI. AhAhA ! potAnuM svarUpa jJAna che, tenuM jJAna karyuM to jJAnacetanA pragaTa thaI. A zAstra bhaNatara e kAMI jJAnacetanA nathI. samAjamAM AvyuM? AhA ! evI vAta che bApu! bahu AkaruM kAma che. jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna je caitanya rasakaMda che tenI sanmukhatAthI A jJAnacetanA pragaTa thaI che. AhA! zuddhacetanA pragaTa thaI che. (sarvamAvajIvanamAva:)(sarva) "asaMkhyAta lokamAtra jeTalA azudhdhacetanArUpa rAga-dveSa-moha Adi jIvanA vibhAva pariNAma hoya

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kalaza-114 che." AhAhA! ahIMyA samyagdarzana thayuM ane mithyAtvano nAza thayo eTalI vAta siddha karavI che. mithyAtvanA sarva Asrava gayA. (te saMsAranuM mULa) Asrava ja che... ema kahe che. (sarvamAvAsvaannaam abhAvaH) juo! pahelAM e lIdhuM ke - asaMkhyAta lokamAtra jeTalA azudhdhacetanArUpa rAgaTheSa-moha Adi jIvanA vibhAva pariNAma hoya che - je (zAstravALAma) jJAnAvaraNAdi pudgalakarmanA AgamananuM nimitta mAtra che. navAM karmane mithyAtvAdi nimittamAtra che. navAM karma to potAnA upAdAnathI thAya che to vikAra pariNAma nimittamAtra che. temano mUlonla vinAza che." kono? bhAva Amravano. "mUlonyUla" arthAt (Amravane ) mULamAMthI ukhUlam karI dIdhuM. AhAhA ! (TIkAkArane ) ghaNuM jora che. kahe che ke - jyAM samyagdarzana thayuM tyAM to mithyAtvanA pariNAmane mULamAMthI ubhUla karI nAkhyA... have teno aMza paNa rahyo nahIM. mUlonla' kono? je bhAvathI AThakarma AvavAvALA hatA e nimittarUpa bhAvano abhAva karI nAkhyo. AvI abhAvanI vyAkhyA karI. bilakula abhAva karI dIdho ema zabda che ne! AgaLa "sarva" zabda hato ne! (sarva bhavISyavAmi 3mAva:) ema AvyuM ne! kahe che - samyagdarzana thayuM to sarva Amravano abhAva thaI gayo. pradhAnapaNe je mithyAtva hato e ja saMsAra che. AhAhA ! AtmAnaMda- saccidAnaMda prabhu tenI sanmukha thatAM samyagdarzananA pariNAma thayA temAM sarva bhAva Asravane mULamAMthI ubhUla karI dIdhA. mULamAMthI teno nAza karI nAkhyo. basa! samyagdarzana thayuM tyAM badhA Asavano nAza! mithyAtva e ja mukhya saMsAra che e apekSAe vAta che. AhAhA!mithyAzraddhA- mithyASTipaNuM e eka ja mukhya saMsAra che. mithyAtva e ja Asrava che. pAchaLanA AsravanA prakAro che tene sAdhAraNa - thothA gaNI lIdhA che. ahIMyA to ema kahe che ke - jene samyagdarzananA pariNAma thayA temAM sarva Amravano nirodha thaI gayo. ahIM mithyAtva saMbaMdhI je Asrava che tene Asrava gaNavAmAM Avyo che. samajamAM AvyuM? "mUlonyUla" e sarva Asavano nirodha thaI gayo. TIkAkAre (bhAva) nI vyAkhyA paNa karI che ne! (sarvamAvAjhavAnAm kamAvaH) (sarva) asaMkhyAta lokamAtra jeTalA (bhAva) azudhdhacetanArUpa pariNAma. (mAvAma) je navA karmanuM nimitta tevA bhAvano abhAva karyo. mukhyatA mithyAtvanI che. mithyAtvano rAga tenI ekatA arthAt paryAyabuddhi e ja saMsAra che. AkhA saMsAranuM mULiyuM, nigodamAM laI janAra mithyAtva ja che. kahe che ke svabhAvanA avalaMbanathI je zuddha pariNAma utpanna thayA-samyagdarzananA pariNAma thayA, teNe sarva Asavano mULamAMthI nAza karI nAkhyo. AvuM Ave tyAM koI kahe - A to tamAruM ekAnta che. lyo! mithyAtva gayuM to khalAza thaI gayuM? kahe che-gayo saMsAra, tene have Asava che nahIM. sAMbhaLa to kharo ke A vAta kaI apekSAe kahI che.

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 - AcArya pote pokAra kare che ane kahe che ke -(sarvamAvAvALAnakamAvaH) kaLazamAM paNa kahyuM che - (sarvAna vyarmAvauvAnA SoDamAva:) "SomAva" je karavA lAyaka hatuM te karI lIdhuM. svabhAvanA anubhavapUrvaka dRSTi thaI to tene sarva Asrava rokAI gayA. ahIM mithyAtva saMbaMdhI Asavane ja Asrava gaNavAmAM Avyo che. mULa jenuM nIkaLI gayuM che (nAza pAmyuM che) have (jhADanI DALI ane pAMdaDA keTalA kALa rahe? paMdara divasa mahinAmAM sUkAI jaze. mithyAtva sivAyanA bAkInA AsravanI ahIM gaNatarI karI ja nathI. (sarvamAvAvALIma kamAvaH) basa! samyagdarzana thayuM eTale sarva AgnavabhAvano abhAva? A zuM kaho cho ? mithyAtva te Asrava che ema lIdhuM che. "sarva' tenI vyAkhyA karI - asaMkhyAta lokamAtra pariNAma, "bhAva" azudhdhacetanArUpa "bAvANAma' navA karmanuM kAraNa arthAt nimittarUpa AsravabhAva navA karmane AvavAnuM nimitta che. teno "mAva:" AhAhA ! jyAM navA Asavano abhAva thayo, ane jUnAkarma je hatA teno abhAva thayo. jaDakarmano abhAva thayo, kAraNake Asrava jaDakarmamAM nimitta thatuM hatuM... Asavano abhAva to navA karmano abhAva ja che. tethI kahe che ke - jJAnIne karmabaMdha thatuM ja nathI. kemake karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa evA bhAva Asava-mithyAtvano to nAza thayo che. AhAhA ! je Asrava jJAnAvaraNAdinuM nimitta hatuM teno to nAza karyo, tethI have baMdhana paNa nathI. jJAnAvaraNAdinuM baMdhana paNa have jJAnIne nathI ema kahe che. AhAhA ! juo! samyagdarzananuM mahAtmaya; ane samyagdarzana jenA Azraye thayuM tenuM A mahAbhya che. tenI to jagatane darakAra nathI ane vrata karo, upavAsa karo, ema karatAM-karatAM tamane nizciya thaI jaze. vAtano bahu - ghaNo pheraphAra bhAI ! AcAryoe to pokAra karyo che. "dravyavadhAna sarvAna" dravyakarmanA AsavanuM che kAraNa hatuM teno sarvAna mAva: AhAhA! sarvamAvISyavAna amAva: bhAvArtha Ama che ke - je kALe zuddha caitanyavastunI prApti thAya che te kALe, "je kALe eTale kALalabdhino artha zuddha caitanya vastunI prApti thAya che, te kALe mithyAtva-rAga-dveSarUpa jIvanA vibhAva pariNAma maTe che," kahe che ke - jyAM samyagdarzana thayuM to mithyAtva saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSano nAza thAya che. mithyAtvo nAza thayo ke rAga-dveSano? mithyAtva saMbaMdhI anaMtAnubaMdhInA je rAga-dveSa hatA teno nAza thAya che. mithyAtva-darzanamoha athavA viparIta mAnyatA athavA mithyAtvanA rAga-dveSa ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA pariNAma teno nAza thayo. basa, ahIM to ATalI vAta levI che. AhAhA! jene AtmA paramAnaMda bhagavAnanI kiMmata thaI tenuM tene aMdara mahAbhya AvatAM samyagdarzana thayuM. to navA karmanuM kAraNa evuM bhAvAgnava sarvathA prakAre unmela thaI jAya che. mithyAtva ane rAga-dveSanA pariNAmanuM khaMDana thaI jAya che. A samyagdarzananuM mahAbhya ane kiMmata. ane mithyAtvanI hInatA, nIcatA batAvI ke mithyAtva jevuM nIca koI karma nathI,

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11. kalaza-114 ane samyagdarzana jevo UMco dharma koI nathI. mArga bahu jhINo bApu! tethI eka ja kALa che, samayanuM aMtara nathI." zuM kahe che - potAnA zuddha svarUpanI jyAM samyaka pratIti - samyaka anubhUti thaI te ja samaye mithyAtva ane rAga-dveSano nAza thayo, te banneno samaya eka ja che. prakAzanA kALamAM aMdhakArano nAza che. aMdhakAranA nAzano kALa bIjo ane prakAzano kALa bIjo ema thatuM nathI. have thoDo avata, pramAda Adi Agnava che tene to toDI nAkhaze - te eka divasa nAza thaI ja jaze. e apekSAe. jyAre ahIMyA to mithyAtvane rAga-dveSano nAza thaI gayo to sarva Asavano nAza thaI gayo. AhAhA! samyagdarzananI to kiMmata nathI ane bahAranA vrata ne tapa, apavAsa, kriyAkAMDanI mahattA e to mithyAtva che. "kevo che zuddha bhAva?ST--morai:vinA" rAgAdi pariNAma rahita che,"mithyAtva saMbaMdhInA je anaMtAnubaMdhInA rAga-dveSa-moha che e ja mukhyapaNe saMsAra che. AhAhA ! AtmAnI pratIti, samyaka anubhUti thaI te ja kALe rAgAdi pariNAma rahita che. te zuddhacetanA mAtra bhAva che." pavitra bhagavAna ekalA jJAna AnaMdasvarUpa bhAva che basa! kemake AtmA pavitra zuddha caitanyasvarUpa che; tenA AzrayathI avalaMbanathI zuddha caitanyamAtra pariNAma thAya che, temAM rAgAdinA pariNAma bilakula che nahIM. AmAMya koI ekAnta karavA jAya to basa thaI gayuM! mithyAtva gayuM to badhuM gayuM ema koI ekAnta mAnI le. (to ema nathI.) bhAI ! kaI apekSAthI kathana che? saMsAranuM mULa mithyAtva che tethI e mithyAtva saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSane saMsArano nAza kahevAmAM Ave che. bAkI-pAchaLa haju avata, pramAda, kaSAyano rAga che. kharekhara to samyagdarzana arthAt caitanya pariNAma jyAM thayA, tyAM mithyAtvanA rAga-dveSa to gayA... sAthe avratano eka aMza gayo, pramAdano aMza gayo, kaSAyano aMza gayo ane kaMpanarUpa yogano eka aMza paNa gayo. samajamAM AvyuM? AhAhA! svarUpanI pratIti ane anubhava jyAM thayo to te vakhate je yoganuM kaMpana hatuM teno eka aMza nAza thaI gayo- e apekSAe sarva Asavano nAza kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA! AvI vAtuM che. Agnava adhikAramAM pAchaLa Ave che... mithyAtvatAna mithyAtva jatAM avratano aMza jAya che, pramAda, kaSAya ane yogano aMza paNa jAya che. kemake samyagdarzana eTale "sarva guNAMza te samakita' sarva guNAMza te samakita" teno artha zuM? AtmAmAM jeTalA guNa che temAM ajoga che, cAritra che - sthiratA, vItarAgatA che Adi badhA guNonI vyakti eka sAthe pragaTa thAya che. AhAhA ! badhA guNonI nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thAya che. aghAtInA abhAvathI pragaTatA je cAra pratijIvI guNa che teno paNa eka aMza sAthe pragaTa thAya che. e apekSAe (sarva Asavano nAza kahevAmAM Avyo che.) AvI AkarI vAtuM!

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 zuddha caitanyano samyaka anubhava thayo tyAM navAM karmanuM kAraNa evo sarva Asava rokAya gayo. AhAhA ! gaMbhIra vAta che. gaMbhIrano artha karyo hato. anaMta zaktie birAjamAna tema karyo hato. AgaLa upara kahyuM ke - "alabhya labhya madhya' UMDapa UMDapa evo artha karyo hato. gaMbhIra eTale alabhya, labhya evuM madhyapaNuM prApta na thAya ema saMskRtamAM teno artha che. "(gaMbhIra) alabhya labhya jenA mULa madhya prAsa," prApta na thAya eTaluM gaMbhIra che. AhAhA! bhagavAna svabhAve gaMbhIra che. ane A tenA pariNAma thayA te paNa gaMbhIra che ema kahe che. tema ahIMyA paNa pariNAmanI yoddhAnI vAta che. anaMta zaktie birAjamAna che - gaMbhIra che. AhAhA! "alabhya madhya" athavA e je samyagdarzananA pariNAma je thayA te alabhya madhya che. tenuM madhyapaNuM prApta na thAya tevI gaMbhIra cIja che. A mULa vAtanuM varNana che. vaLI kevo che?dravyavadhAna sarvAna runyana" jJAnAvaraNAdi karma-paryAyarUpa pariNamyo che pugalapiMDa, teno (bhAva) thAya che.... dhArApravAharUpa pratisamaye AtmapradezonI sAthe e kakSe trAvagAha, tenA samUhane." [bhAvArtha Ama che ke jJAnAvaraNAdirUpa karmavargaNA pariName che, tenA bheda asaMkhyAta lokamAtra che; ](sarvAna) jeTalAM dhArArUpa Ave che karma te badhAMne (jaina) rokato thato." bhAvAgnava rokAya gayA to dravyAsava paNa rokAya jAya che ema kahe che. AhAhA ! bhAvAgnava sarvathA rokAya gayA to karma baMdhAvA sarvathA rokAya gayA. Ama to dasamA guNasthAne cha karma baMdhAya che. ahIMyA to samyagdarzana thayuM to sarva karma, jaDakarma paNa rokAya gayA. mithyAtva saMbaMdhI ane anaMtAnubaMdhIne kAraNe je karma AvatA hatA te karma rokAya gayA. saMsAranuM mULa to e hatuM. bhAre kAma bApu! AmAM koI upalaka dRSTie eka-be zabdo pakaDI tye to samajAya evuM nathI. AhAhA ! A to gaMbhIra cIja che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - koI ema mAnaze ke jIvano zuddhabhAva thato thako rAgAdi azudhdha pariNAmano nAza kare che, Asava jevo thAya che tevo ja thAya che; paraMtu evuM to nathI. evuM kahe che tevuM che - koI ajJAnI ema kahe ke - navA karma to je AvavAvALA che te Avaze ja ! tene zuM kahe che? tene zuM kahe che? azudhdha pariNAma maTe ane karma je AvavAvALA che te Ave ja - e tArI khoTI vAta che. - "koI ema mAnaze ke jIvano zuddhabhAva thato thako rAgAdi azudhdha pariNAmano nAza kare che, Asrava jevo thAya che tevo ja thAya che; paraMtu evuM nathI." karma je AvatA hatA te bilakula rokAya jAya che. AhAhA ! juo, samyagdarzananuM mahAbhya! svabhAvano anubhava thayo tenuM mahAbhya...! bAkI badhAM thothAM che. samajamAM AvyuM?

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kalaza-114 13 zuM kahyuM? AtmAnA - zuddha caitanyanA samyagdarzananA pariNAma thayA to azudhdhacetanA - azudhdha pariNAma rokAya gayA. koI ajJAnI kahe ke - karma jevA che tevA ane je AvavAvALA che te Avaze ja, tene kahe che ke - tArI vAta khoTI che. karma paNa rokAya gayA ane Asrava paNa rokAya gayA; banne rokAya gayA. "jIva zuddhabhAvarUpa pariNamatAM avazya ja azudhdha bhAva maTe che", AhAhA ! jIvanA zuddhabhAvarUpa pariNamatAM! svarUpe to zuddha che ja paraMtu paryAyamAM zuddhabhAvarUpa pariNamatAM, azudhdhabhAva avazya maTe che. atyAre ahIMyA A rIte kahyuM, jyAre gaIkAle ema AvyuM hatuM ke - azudhdhatAno svAda Ave che. jJAnIne AnaMdano svAda che ane azudhdhatAno paNa svAda che. e sAdhakanI jJAnanI apUrNa dazA batAvavA te vAta kahI. jyAre ahIMyA to mithyAtvano nAza thatAM samakita thayuM to bhAvAsrava paNa rokAya gayA... ane dravyAsava-karma paNa rokAya gayA ema kahyuM. AhAhA ! tyAM ema lIdhuM ke - munine paNa jeTalI azudhdhatA che eTalI azudhdhatAno svAda che. ahIMyA A kaLazamAM kahe che - jyAM samyagdarzana che tyAM azudhdhabhAva che ja nahIM. karmamAtra je AvavAvALA che te AvatA ja nathI e vAta kaI apekSAe kahI che. A vAtane pakaDe ke - juo, ahIMyA kahyuM che ke temAM jarI paNa azudhdhatA che ja nahIM. azudhdhatA nathI tema duHkha paNa nathI. tene have bilakula karma AvatA ja nathI. e vAta kaI apekSAthI che. samAja bhAI ! dravyadRSTi prakAzamAM sogAnIjIe ema kahyuM ke - jJAnIne paNa jeTalo rAga Ave che eTaluM duHkhanuM vedana che. jyAre A kaLazamAM nA pADe che - ke jJAnIne azudhdhabhAva che ja nahIM. karma nathI e to ke apekSAe kathana che. ke - jJAnIne mithyAtva saMbaMdhInA rAga-dveSanA bhAva nathI. asthiratAnA bhAva che paraMtu tene gauNa karIne nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyA che. AhAhA ! samajamAM AvyuM? "jyAM jyAM je je yogya che tyAM samajavuM te," jyAM je apekSAe je kahyuM hoya te apekSAe samajavuM joIe. ekAnta pakaDI lya ke - joyuM! jJAnI-samakitIne azudhdhatAnA pariNAma bilakula nathI ane karma paNa nathI. ahIM mithyAtvanI vAta che. anaMtAnubaMdhInA rAga-dveSa ane mithyAtvamAM viparIta mAnyatA e AsavabhAva che. darzanamoha karmano abhAva che - mULa to e cIja hatI te rokAya gaI pachI thoDA karma che. tene ahIMyA gauNa karIne nA kahI dIdhI che. samakitIne bilakula azudhdhatA nathI, bilakula karma che ja nahIM tema nathI. AhAhA ! chaThThA guNasthAne munine paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma utpanna thAya che. te azudhdhatA che. ahIM to kahe che ke samakita thayuM tyAM azudhdhatA rokAya gaI. tyAM chaThe guNasthAne paMcamahAvrata che te azudhdhatA rokAya gaI. tyAM chake guNasthAne paMcamahAvrata che te azudhdhatA che ane

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14 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AThakarmanuM baMdhana paNa che. chaThe AThakarma baMdhAya che. zarIranuM AyuSya na hoya to sAta baMdhAya che, nahIMtara ATha baMdhAya che. dazamA guNasthAne che karma baMdhAya che. ahIM kahe che ke - bilakula karma baMdhAtA ja nathI. kaI apekSAe vAta che te samajavuM joIe. Asrava adhikAramAM samyakatvanI pradhAnatAno bhAva batAvI mithyAtvanuM baMdhana arthAt Asrava che ja nahIM ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. kemake - samyagdarzanamAM Akho AtmA anubhavamAM Avyo, Akho AtmA pavitratAno ( piMDa) anaMta AnaMdano nAtha, paramArtha anubhavamAM Avyo to kahe che - temAM Asrava che ja nahIM. ema batAvyuM. asthiratAnI vAtane ahIMyA gauNa karIne batAvI che. koI eka vAta pakaDI lya ke - juo! ahIMyA A lakhyuM che. gaIkAle to AvyuM hatuM ke - jJAnIne azudhdhatAno AsvAda Ave che. azudhdhatA che to AsvAda Ave che. azudhdhatA na hoya to AsvAda Ave? jyAM sudhI cAritranA doSano aMza che tyAM sudhI Asrava che, ane tyAM sudhI navA karma baMdhAya che. ahIMyA mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA abhAvane mukhya karI ane asthiratAnA doSane gauNa karIne vAta karI che. paraMtu koI ekAnta tANe ke- samakitIne baMdha che ja nahIM ( ema na cAle ) jainadarzana bahu gaMbhIra che. A zlokamAM to samakitIne bilakula Asrava che ja nahIM, karmanuM navuM AvaraNa che ja nahIM e to mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI e mULa kAraNanI apekSAe vAta kahI che. avazya ja azudhdha bhAva maTe che, azudhdha bhAva maTatAM avazya ja dravyakarmarUpa Asrava maTe che; tethI zuddha bhAva upAdeya che, anya samasta vikalpa heya che." juo, ahIM pariNatine upAdeya lIdhI; nahIMtara upAdeya to trikALI dravya che. zuddha pariNati pragaTa thaI te upAdeya che.. ane anya samasta vikalpa heya che te batAvavuM che. paramAnaMdamUrti bhagavAna zuddhasvarUpe je pariNamana thayuM te pariNamana-upAdeya che. pragaTa karavA lAyaka che (te apekSAe) upAdeya kahevAmAM AvyuM che. rAga heya che te kAraNe rAga che ja nahIM, baMdhana che ja nahIM ema kahevAmAM Ave che.

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kalaza-115 ( upajAti ) bhAvAsravAbhAvamayaM prapanno dravyAsravebhyaH svata eva bhinnaH / jJAnI sadA jJAnamayaikabhAvo 15 nirAsravo jJAyaka eka eva / / 3 - 115 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "ayaM jJAnI nirAnsava: va" (ayaM) dravyarUpa vidhamAna che te (jJAnI) jJAnI arthAt samyagdaSTi jIva (nirAkhava: va) AsravathI rahita che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-samyagdaSTi jIvane noMdha karI (samajapUrvaka )vicAratAM Asrava ghaTato nathI. kevo che jJAnI ? "y :" rAgAdi azudhdha pariNAmathI rahita che, zuddhasvarUpa pariNamyo che. vaLI kevo che? "jJAyajJa:" svadravyasvarUpa-52dravyasvarUpa samasta zeya vastuone jANavAne samartha che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke jJAyakamAtra che, rAgAdi azudhdharUpa nathI. vaLI kevo che ? "savA jJAnamayaibhAva:"(savA) sarva kALa dhArApravAharUpe ( jJAnamaya ) cetanarUpa evo che ( pumAva: ) ekapariNAma jeno, evo che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jeTalA vikalpo che te badhA mithyA; jJAnamAtra vastunuM svarUpa hatuM te avinazvara rahyuM. nirAsavapaNuM samyagdaSTi jIvane je rIte ghaTe che te kahe che-"bhAvAvAmAvaM prapanna:" (bhAvAtsava )mithyAtvarAga-dveSarUpa azudhdha cetanApariNAma, teno (samAvaM) vinAza, tene (prapanna:) prApta thayo che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-anaMta kALathI jIva mithyArdaSTi hoto thako mithyAtva-rAgadveSarUpa pariNamato hato, tenuM nAma Asava che. kALalabdhi pAmatAM te ja jIva samyaktvaparyAyarUpa pariNamyo, zuddhatArUpa pariNamyo, azudhdha pariNAma maTayA, tethI bhAvAsavathI to A prakAre rahita thayo. "dravyAsavemya: svata: va mitra:" ( dravyAnnavemsa:) jJAnAva2NAdi karmaparyAyarUpa jIvanA pradezomAM beThA che pudgalapiMDa, temanAthI ( svata: ) svabhAvathI ( mitra: puva ) sarva kALa nirALo ja che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-Asava be prakArano che. viva2Na-eka dravyAsava che, eka bhAvAsava che. dravyAsava eTale karmarUpa beThA che AtmAnA pradezomAM pudgalapiMDa te; AvA dravyAsavathI jIva svabhAvathI ja rahita che. joke jIvanA pradezo ane karma-pudgalapiMDanA pradezo eka ja kSetre 2he che topaNa 52spa2 ekadravyarUpa thatA nathI, potapotAnAM dravya-guNa-paryAyarUpa rahe che; tethI pudgalapiMDathI jIva bhinna che. bhAvAsava eTale moha-rAga-dveSarUpa vibhAva azudhdha cetanapariNAma; AvA pariNAma joke jIvane mithyArdaSTi-avasthAmAM vidyamAna ja hatA topaNa samyaktvarUpa pariNamatAM azudhdha pariNAma maTayA; tethI samyagdaSTi jIva bhAvAsavathI rahita che. AthI evo artha nIpajyo ke samyagdaSTi jIva nirAsrava che. 3-115.

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16 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kaLaza naM. - 115 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 112 - tA. 03/10/'77 A kaLazaTIkA che. jyAM zubhAzubha bhAvamAM lIna thaIne jIva rokAya che tyAM sudhI saMsAranA paribhramaNamAM rakhaDavAno che. AhAhA ! jyAre samyakarUpI paryAya pariName che arthAt zuddhatArUpI pariName che ema ! puNya-pAparUpe thavuM e to azudhdha che. tethI zubha-azubha bhAvane ahIM Asrava kahyA che. pachI te hiMsA-jUTha-corI-viSaya-bhoga-vAsanA ke kAma-krodhAdinA pariNAma ho, ke pachI dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjA AdinA bhAva ho! paraMtu te banne bhAva Asrava che. navA AvaraNanuM kAraNa che. e Asavane rokavA mATe caitanya svarUpa pUrNa pavitra bhagavAna AtmAnI aMtarmukha dRSTi kare che tyAre zuddha pariNamana thAya che. e zuddha pariNamana e samyagdarzananI dazA che. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. haju to zuddha zuM ne pariNamana zuM enI to khabara na maLe! caitanya vastu che te zuddha caitanyaghana, AnaMdakaMda, anAkuLa zAMti ne AnaMdano rasa kaMda prabhu che. temAM daiSTi daIne, bahArathI sarvathA dRSTi sameTIne, aMtaramAM dRSTi detAM zuddha pariNamana thAya.... tyAre tene samyagdarzana thayuM ane tyAre zuddhatAnuM pariNamana thayuM. AhAhA ! tyAre saMvaranirjarAnI dazA thaI.. ane (azudhdha ) pariNamana maTayuM. puNya-pApanA bhAva kaho ke zubhAzubha bhAva kaho ! te zuddha svabhAvanA Azraye, AtmAne avalaMbIne pariNamatA. je azudhdhatArUpa puNya-pApanA bhAva hatA te maTI gayA. AhAhA! mithyAtva saMbaMdhInA rAga-dveSa maTI gayA. mithyAtva saMbaMdhInA azudhdha pariNAma te maTI gayA. ahIM mithyAtvanI mukhyatAe vAta lIdhI che. A rIte bhAva AsravathI rahita thayo. AhAhA ! e prakAre bhAva Asava je puNya-pApa mithyAtvanA bhAva enAthI to rahita thayo. AnuM nAma saMvara-nirjarA che. bahAramAM sAmAyika bAMdhIne bese to thaI gayo saMvara? "azudhdha pariNAma maTayA, tethI bhAvAsavathI to A prakAre rahita thayo." jeTalA mithyAtvabhAva ane rAga-dveSa bhAva hatA, je mithyAtva saMbaMdhI hatAM, eTalAM azudhdha pariNAma maTayAM. bhagavAna paramAnaMda svarUpa pratyenI pratIti, anubhava, daSTi thaI to eTalA saMvaranirjarA utpanna thayA. Ane saMvara nirjarA kahIe. pvyAkhravezya: svataH va minnaH" bhAva Asrave to bhinna thaI gayo. have dravya paramANu je jaDakarmanA - jaDa rajakaNa paDayA che tenAthI to svataH bhinna che ja. kemake jaDa rajakaNa bhinna che Atma padArtha bhinna che. AhAhA! anaMtaguNa ratnAkarano sAgara prabhu che e potAnA AnaMdane bhUlI ne te puNyanA pariNAma dayA-dAna Adi zubha bhAvamAM ThIka che tema mAne che te bhikhArI che. bhikhArI (bahAramAM) bhIkha mAMge che.

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kalaza-115 zrotA:- garIbane paisA Ape temAM bhIkha mAMge che ? uttaraH- paisA kyAM enA hatA te Ape ! pelI corInI vAta thaI hatI tyAre meM pUchayuM hatuM - sonAno tolAno bhAva zuM che? chokarAMva kahe - chaso rUpiyA. vIsa tolA sonAnA bAra hajAra rUpiyA thayA. ujjainamAM banAva banyo che. sonInA chokarAM dukAne beThAM hatA, pitAjI nahIM hoya ane gharAka AvyA ane vIsa tolA sonuM laI gayA. pachI chokarAMvane thayuM hoya ! hAya ! pitAjI Avaze to zuM karazuM? bannee (tejAba) jhera pI lIdhuM. temAM eka to tyAM ne tyAM marI gayo, bIjAne hospiTalamAM laI gayA che. tema ahIMyA to mithyAtvanA jhera pIve che. kSaNe kSaNe puNyane pApanA bhAva thAya che zubhAzubha e mArA che, evuM jhera pIve che. te mithyAtvanuM jhera pIve che. AhAhA ! caitanyanA jIvane jokhamamAM nAkhyo che. jema zarIra para charAnA ghA paDe ane lohI chANa nIkaLe; tema traNalokano nAtha, saccidAnaMdaprabhu AnaMdakaMda che tene puNyane pApanA bhAva mArA che evA mithyAtvanA ghA paDe che. bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. te tArA jIvane jokhamamAM nAkhyo te jIvana kevA che? tane tenI khabara nathI. ahIMyA trilokInAtha paramAtmA jinendradeva pharamAve che ke - prabhu! prabhu tarIke bolAve che. anaMta AnaMdano nAtha aMdara to tame prabhu cho ne! AhAhA ! tArI prabhutA upara tArI dRSTi gaI to rAga-dveSa, puNya-pApanI dRSTi chUTI gaI. aMdara dRSTi gaI to bahArathI chUTI gaI. tene samyagdarzananI dazA kahevAmAM Ave che. A dharmanI pahelI zarUAta che. puNyane pApanA bane bhAva Asrava che tenI ruci choDI, bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa prabhu che, anAkuLa jJAna AnaMdano rasakaMda che tenI aMtara deSTi thatAM zuddha pariNamana thayuM tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. te dharmanI pahelI sIDhI che. AhAhA ! e (zuddha pariNamanamAM) bhAvAsavano abhAva che. bhAvAsava-mithyAtva-puNya e mArA evI je mAnyatA hatI te chUTI gaI. AhAhA ! Avo mArga lokone hAtha lAgato nathI temaja sAMbhaLavA maLato nathI. atyAre to jainanA nAme badhe ajainapaNuM cAlyuM che. vrata karo, apavAsa karo, bhakti karo, jAtrA karo, pUjA karo, e to badhI rAganI kriyA che. AhAhA! e rAgane mAro mAnyo, te mane lAbhadAyaka che te mAnyatA mahA mithyAtvanuM pApa che. bhagavAna ema kahe che ke - prabhu! ekavAra sAMbhaLato kharo ! tArI riddhi siddhi saMpadA tArAmAM paripUrNa paDI che ne nAtha ! tAre bahAra DokiyA karavAnI jarUra nathI. tArI aMtaramAM Rddhi che temAM najara kara ne! e najaramAM tane tArA nidhAna jaNAze. tyAre tAruM zuddha pariNamana thaze... ane tyAre mithyAtvanA azudhdha pariNAmano nAza thaze. AhAhA!bhAvAnsavano A rIte nAza kahyo che. (pUrve tenI) paryAyamAM hato teno zuddha pariNamanathI paryAyamAM paNa nAza thayo che. A jJAnAvaraNAdi ATha karma che tene bhagavAne jaDa mATI pudgala che - ajIva che

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18 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 - rUpI che - mUrtika che tema kahyuM che. e tArA Atmapradeza upara tadga nirALA paDyA che. AhAhA! arUpI bhagavAnanA pradezamAM, ATha karma jaDa paramANuM che-dhULa che te e pradezamAM rahyA che chatAM vastu nirALI che. bhagavAna AtmAnA pradezathI e paramANunAM pradeza traNekALa tadna nirALA che. "jJAnAvaraNAdi karmaparyAyarUpa jIvanA pradezomAM beThA che. pudgalapiMDa temanAthI (svataH) svabhAvathI (fmannaHa) sarva kALe nirALo ja che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke- Asava be prakArano che. eka puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya te bhAva Asrava ane eka karma rajakaNa Ave te dravya Asava. be thayAM - eka dravyaAsrava ane eka bhAvAsava. dravyAsava eTale karmarUpa beThA che AtmAnA pradezamAM pugalapiMDa te; AvA dravyArAvathI jIva svabhAvathI ja rahita che." are! bhagavAna sarvajJa paramezvara teno mArga koI alaukika che. vartamAnamAM to bahu garabaDa thaI gaI che. A mULa mArga mUkIne bIje raste caDAvI dIdhA che. (saMpradAyavALA) kahe karma rakhaDAve che. e karma to ( jIvathI) bhinna cIja che, e zA mATe rakhaDAve? sarva kALa karmanA pudgalo tArA pradeza rahevA chatAM te sarvakALa nirALA che. nirALI cIja tane nukazAna kare? jainamAM e lAkaDuM moTuM ke - karma herAna kare che. jaina nAma dharAve ane karmane laIne herAna thAya tema mAne.) ahIMyA to kahe che - karma sarvathA nirALA paDayA che ne ! svarUpanA bhAna vinA tuM tane nukasAna kare che. "apane ko Apa bhUlake herAna ho gayA," karmanA kAraNathI nahIM. juone ! keTalI svataMtratA ! sarvakALa svabhAvathI rahita ja che." svabhAvathI ja bhinna che. bhinna cIja tArI paryAyamAM che ema kahevuM te vyavahAra che. karma enA kSetramAM che. AhAhA! bhAre vAtuM bhAI ! "jo ke jIvanA pradezo ane karma pugalapiMDanA pradezo eka ja kSetre rahe che. topaNa eka dravyarUpa thatA nathI." bannenuM kSetra eka dekhAya che topaNa paraspara eka dravyarUpa thatA nathI. pudgala paramANuM jIvarUpa nathI thatA ane jIvadravya pudgala dravyarUpa thatA nathI. AhAhA ! pudgala dravya e ajIva dravya che. bhagavAna AtmA e to jIvadravya che. jIva dravya, ajIva dravyarUpa thaI jAya ane ajIva dravya jIva dravyarUpa thaI jAya tema traNakALamAM banatuM nathI. "pota potAnAM dravya-guNa-paryAyarUpa rahe che;" juo zuM kahyuM? ATha karma te pudgalajaDa rajakaNa dravya che. tenA varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza te guNa che. ane karmarUpI avasthA te tenI paryAya che. tethI tenA dravya-guNa-paryAya tene laIne tenAmAM che. te (tAre) jIvane laIne pudgalamAM che nahIM. navarAza kyAM maLe! dhaMdhA ADe navarAza na maLe ne! A chokarAMvane (tenA bApAe) mAMDa mAMDa bolAvyA haze ! ahIMyA to amuka muddata pUratA rahevA mATe Ave. arere ! prabhu tuM kyAM cho? karmanA paramANuM tArI cIjamAM nathI, ane karmanA paramANumAM tArI cIja nathI. to pachI karma tane kevI rIte herAna kare ? A mAnyatA) bilakula bhrama che.

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kalaza-115 zrotA- azAtAkarmano udaya hoya tyAre...? uttara:- azAtAkarmano udaya hoya toya ! temAM zarIranA paramANune zuM? azAtAvedanIya karmane laIne zarIramAM roga thayo nathI. paramANuM potAnA upAdAnathI zarIramAM e rIte pariNamyA temAM azAtAvedanIya nimitta che. roganI paryAya che te jaDanI paryAya che. AtmA ane jaDanI paryAyanA dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva bhinna che. zarIramAM roga Avyo tenA dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva bhinna che. sarva kALe bhinna che. AtmAmAM rahelA karma paramANuM AtmAthI sarvathA bhinna che. A zarIra to dhULa mATI-jaDa che. A roga dazA potAnA dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAvathI bhinna che. roganI dazA parakALamAM parakSetramAM, paradravyamAM jAya che. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA to rogane aDatoya nathI, ajJAnI ho topaNa te aDato nathI. paradravyane to kevI rIte aDe? phakta para upara lakSa karIne huM rAgI thayo, huM duHkhI thayo evI kalpanA karI basa , ke- A roga mane thayo che. pota potAnAM dravya-guNa-paryAyarUpa rahe che"zuM kahe che? paramANuM je jaDa pudgala karma e dravya che, enI aMdara zaktirUpe varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza Adi guNa che. karmarUpa paryAya te tenI avasthA che. potAnA dravya-guNa-paryAyamAM pote che, anyamAM che nahIM. jaDanA dravya-guNaparyAya AtmAmAM che nahIM. AhAhA ! tethI pudgalapiMDathI jIva bhinna che, banne tarna judA che. e karma pudgalapiMDa... ajIvatattva che ane bhagavAna AtmA arUpI jIvatattva che. banne tanna bhinna che. AhAhA! kyAre ? traNa kALe. jeNe ema mAnyuM ke ATha karma mane herAna kare evI mAnyatA bhrama che. "pota potAnAM dravya-guNa-paryAyarUpa rahe che; tethI pudgala piMDathI jIva bhinna che." "bhAvAsava eTale moha-rAga-dveSarUpa vibhAva azudhdhacetanA pariNAma; AvA pariNAma jo ke jIvane mithyASTi avasthAmAM vidhamAna ja hatA topaNa", zuM kahe che? je mithyAtva bhAva, puNya-pApanA bhAva te bhAvAgnava kahevA chatAM moTuM-rAga-dveSa, mithyAtvanA rAga-dveSa te vibhAva azudhdhacetanA pariNAma che. AvA pariNAma jIvane mithyASTi avasthAmAM vidhamAna ja hatA. AhAhA ! karma to vidhamAna che ja nahIM potAnAmAM paraMtu viparIta mAnato hato ke-puNya mArA che ane pApa meM karyA, pApa mArI cIja che.. evo je mithyAtva bhAva te AtmAnI paryAyamAM dekhAya che. te jIvanI paryAyamAM - avasthAmAM vidyamAna che. AhAhA! jyAM svarUpanI dRSTinuM bhAna nathI, samyagdarzanano jyAM khyAla nathI ke - samyagdarzana zuM cIja che! e to ema mAne ke - ame deva-guru-zAstrane mAnIe tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. Ama karIne bicArA mUMDha thaI anAdikALa paribhramaNamAM rakhaDe che. e mithyAtvabhAva jIvanI paryAyamAM vidyamAna che. jema paramANuM jIvanI paryAyamAM vidyamAna che nahIM tema A nathI. "topaNa samyakatva pariNamatAM azudhdha pariNAma maTayA;" zuddha caitanya bhagavAna

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20 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AtmA u52 dRSTi thatAM samyaktvarUpe pariNamana thAya che... to azudhdha pariNamana maTayAM... ( je pUrve ) tenI paryAyamAM vidhamAna hatA. e azudhdha pariNAma, zuddha pariNamanane kA2Ne maTI gayA. "tethI samyagdaSTi jIva bhAvAsavathI rahita che." A kA2Ne te dharmI che. zuddha caitanya bhagavAna AtmA! anaMtaguNano bhaMDA2-khANa che. anaMta kevaLajJAnanI paryAyano bhaMDAra bhagavAna AtmA che. are ! evAM bhaMDAra kholyA. - anAdithI rAganI ekatAbuddhithI tALA mAryA hatA. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjA-jAtrA AdinA zubharAgane ane AtmAne eka mAnyA hatA. zuddha khajAnA kholavA mATe mithyAtvanA tALA baMdha hatA. e samyagdarzana jyAM thayuM arthAt svabhAvanI ekatA thaI ane rAganI ekatA tUTI to khajAnAnA tALA khUlI gayA. AvI vAto che ! jagatathI to sAva nirALI che. muMbaImAM to kayAMya sAMbhaLavA maLe ema nathI. muMbaI e to mohamayI nagarI che. moTI nagarI tethI be-be mALanI baso cAle. temAM mANaso ahIMyAthI ahIMyA jAya. Ama to gAmamAM ne gAmamAM paraMtu pAMca-daza mAIla cheTe jAya. ame ghaNIvAra basamAM gayA hatA. mANaso herAna... herAna che. emAM dararoja be-cAra jaNAto marI ja jAya. ekavAra joyuM'tuM- mANasa nIkaLyo ane kacaDAI gayo. ahIMyA to kahe che - mithyAtvamAM tAro je kaccaraghANa thayo hato te samyagdarzana thatAM kaccaraghANano nAza thaI gayo. bhASA thoDI che... paraMtu bhAva ghaNAM che. bApu ! A to vItarAga mArga che. sarvajJa trilokInAtha jinavaradeva che tene eka samayamAM traNakALa traNaloka jANavAmAM Ave che. bhagavAna mahAvIra Adi anaMta tIrthaMkaro thayA. e to have siddha thaI gayA, atyAre teo arihaMta nathI. atyAre teo 'namo siddhALam' mAM birAje che. mahA videhamAM sImaMdhara bhagavAna che te 'namo arihaMtALam' mAM che. temane Namo siddhANamnI vAra che. atyAre Namo arihaMtANamamAM che - temanI divyadhvani nIkaLe che, oma dhvani nIkaLe che. banArasIdAse banArasI vilAsamAM lakhyuM che ke - "mukha OMOM kAra dhvani sUNi artha gaNadhara vicAre, raci Agama upadezai, bhavika jIva saMzaya nivAre" bhagavAna 52mAtmA trilokInAtha birAje che. tenA mukhethI oma dhvani sAMbhaLI gaNadha2 artha vicAre che. temanI sabhAmAM saMto-digambara munio beThA che... ane emanI vANImAMthI AgamanI racanA kare che. e A vANI che. samajamAM AvyuM ? haju to bAyaDI-chokarAM-gha2ne 52 mAnavAmAM 52sevA Utare che. strI e amArI ardhAMganA che. aDadhuM aMga enuM ane aDadhuM aMga mAruM banne thaIne eka chIe. murakha cho ! tArI ardhAMganA kyAMthI thaI gaI !!

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kalaza-115 21 ahIMyA kahe che - AtmAnA pradeza upara rahelA paramANuM te karmarUpI pudgalapiMDa che. e karma AtmAthI traNekALa nirALA che. "tethI samyagdaSTi jIva bhAvAsavathI rahita che. AthI evo artha nIpajyo ke samyagdaSTi jIva nirAsava che." A vAta apekSAthI che. samyagdaSTi thayo to mithyAtva AsravathI rahita thaI gayo. kemake mithyAtva saMbaMdhIno Asrava te karmathI bhinna che - eTale ke rahita thayo sahita hato te rahita thayo. bhAvAsavathI sahita hato te have rahita thayo. mithyAtvanA pariNAmathI paryAyamAM sahita hato te have rahita thayo... AvI vAto emAM samajavuM zuM? caitanya svarUpa je svabhAva che teno Azraya letAM, tenuM avalaMbana lya ane puNya-pApanuM avalaMbana choDI che to tane samyagdarzana thaze... ane bhAva Asrava rokAya jaze, dravya Asrava to bhinna che ja. "vaLI samyagdaSTi jIva je prakAre nirAsava che te have kahe che." A jaghanya kSaNa pachInI gAthA che. jyAM sudhI jaghanya jJAna-darzana-cAritrarUpe pariName che tyAM sudhI jJAnIne paNa baMdha che. AsavabhAvane kAraNe baMdha che. pahelAM jJAnIne baMdha rahita batAvyo, have baMdha sahita batAve che. buddhipUrvaka ane abuddhipUrvaka banne batAvaze. pahelAM to e batAvyuM ke - mithyAtva pariNAmano nAza karyo. mithyAtva gayuM to sarvathA Asrava rahita thayo ema nathI. jyAM sudhI aMtaraMga cAritra na thAya, cAritra eTale aMtara svarUpanI ramaNatA. kapaDAM utArIne bahAra nIkaLI gayA te cAritra nathI. AhAhA ! haju samyagdarzananI khabara nathI ane cAritra kayAMthI AvyA? aMtaramAM AtmA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che. e pUrNAnaMdanI jyAM zuddha pariNamana dazA samyak thaI ane pachIthI AnaMdamAM lIna thatAM AnaMdanuM pracura vedana karavuM tenuM nAma cAritra che. are... AvI vAto che ane atyAre badhe pheraphAra.... pheraphAra thaI gayo. AhAhA! vitarAganI vANI jagatathI judI che. are.... vItarAganI vANI ene maLI nathI ho! AhAhA! ekAvatArI indro bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA AvatA hoya te vANI kevI haze? bApu! vItarAga Ama kahe che ke - samyagdaSTi thayo, AtmAnuM bhAna nAma anubhava thayo tyArathI tene mithyAtva ane mithyAtva saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSanA Asavano abhAva thayo, e apekSAe tene nirAsava kahyo che. ahIM (A kaLazamAM) kahe che - haju tene Asrava che. samyagdaSTine to mithyAtva ane rAgadveSa rUpa anaMtAnubaMdhInA Asavano abhAva kahyo che. have bIjo Asrava kyo che te vAta kare che.

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22 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 vaLI samyagdaSTi jIva je rIte nirAsrava che te kahe che (zArdUlavikrIDita ) sannyasyannijabuddhipUrvamanizaM rAgaM samagraM svayaM vAraMvAramabuddhipUrvamapi taM jetuM svazaktiM spRshn| ucchindan paravRttimeva sakalAM jJAnasya pUrNo bhavan AtmA nityanirAsravo bhavati hi jJAnI yadA syaattdaa|| 4-116 / / . khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "AtmA yavA jJAnI syAt tA nityaniyAsava: bhavatti" (AtmA) jIvadravya (yA) je kALe, (jJAnI svAt) ananta kALathI vibhAvamithyAtvabhAvarUpa pariNamyuM hatuM paraMtu nikaTa sAmagrI pAmIne sahaja ja vibhAvapariNAma chUTI jAya che, svabhAva-samyaktvarUpa pariName che, ( evo koI jIva hoya che, ) ( tavA ) te kALathI mAMDIne samasta AgAmI kALamAM (nityaniyAnnava: ) sarvathA sarva kALa samyagdaSTi jIva nirAsrava arthAt AsravathI rahita (mati ) hoya che. bhAvArtha Ama che-koI saMdeha " ka2ze ke samyagdaSTi Asrava sahita che ke Asrava rahita che ? samAdhAna Ama che ke AsravathI rahita che. zuM karato thako nirAsrava che ? "niSnavruddhipUrva rAnuM samagra aniza svayaM sanyasyan" (nina) potAnA (vRddhi ) mananuM (pUrva) AlaMbana karIne thAya che jeTalA moha-rAgadveSarUpa azudhdha pariNAma, evA je ( i ) 52dravya sAthe raMjita pariNAma-je (samagraM) asaMkhyAta lokamAtra bhedarUpa che-tene (aniza) samyaktvanI utpattinA kALathI mAMDIne AgAmI sarva kALamAM ( svayaM) sahaja ja ( sanyasyan) choDato thako. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-nAnA prakAranAM karmonA udaye nAnA prakAranI saMsAra-za2I2-bhogasAmagrI hoya che. e samasta sAmagrIne bhogavato thako 'huM deva chuM, huM manuSya chuM, huM sukhI chuM, huM duHkhI chuM,' ityAdirUpa raMjita thato nathI; jANe che ke-'huM cetanAmAtra zuddhasvarUpa chuM; A samasta, karmanI racanA che.' Ama anubhavatAM mananA vyApArarUpa rAga maTe che. "avruddhipUrvak api tuM khetuM vAraMvAram svazaktim spRzan"(abuddhipUrvam)mananA AlaMbana vinA mohakarmanA udayarUpa nimittakA2NathI pariNamyA che azudhdhatArUpa jIvanA pradeza, (taM api) tene paNa (nevuM) jItavAne mATe (vAraMvAram) akhaMDitadhArA-pravAharUpe (svaza iN) zuddha caitanyavastune (spRzan) svAnubhavapratyakSapaNe AsvAdato thako. bhAvArtha Ama chemithyAtva-rAga-dveSarUpa che jIvanA je azudhdhacetanArUpa vibhAvapariNAma te be prakA2nA cheH eka pariNAma buddhipUrvaka che, eka pariNAma abuddhipUrvaka che. vivaraNa-buddhipUrvaka kahetAM, je badhA pariNAma mana dvArA pravarte, bAhya viSayanA AdhAre pravarte, pravartatA thakA te jIva pote paNa jANe ke 'mArA pariNAma A rUpe che,' tathA anya jIva paNa anumAna karIne

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kalaza-116 23 jANe ke A jIvanA AvA pariNAma che;-AvA pariNAma buddhipUrvaka kahevAya che. tyAM AvA pariNAmane samyagdaSTi jIva maTADI zake che, kema ke AvA pariNAma jIvanI jANamAM che; zuddhasvarUpano anubhava thatAM jIvanA sahArAnA paNa che; tethI samyagdaSTi jIva pahelAM ja AvA pariNAma maTADe che. abuddhipUrvaka pariNAma kahetAM, pAMca indriya ane mananA vyApAra vinA ja mohakarmanA udayanuM nimitta pAmIne moha-rAga-dveSarUpa azudhdha vibhAva pariNAmarUpa pote svayaM jIvadravya asaMkhyAta pradeze pariName che, AvuM pariNamana jIvanI jANamAM nathI ane jIvanA sahArAnuM paNa nathI, tethI je te prakAre maTADI zakAtuM nathI. mATe AvA pariNAma maTADavA arthe niraMtarapaNe zuddhasvarUpane anubhave che, zuddhasvarUpano anubhava karatAM sahaja maTaze. bIjo upAya to koI nathI, tethI eka zuddhasvarUpano anubhava upAya che. vaLI zuM karato thako nirAsava hoya che? "va paravRttima savanAM chindana (va) avazya ja (para) jeTalI zeyavastu che temAM (vRttima) raMjakapaNArUpa pariNAmakriyA, (sana) jeTalI che zubharUpa athavA azubharUpa, tene (jhindrana) mULathI ja ukhADato thako samyagdaSTi nirAsava hoya che. bhAvArtha Ama che-joya-jJAyakano saMbaMdha be prakAre che : eka to jANapaNAmAtra che, rAgadveSarUpa nathI. jema ke-kevaLI sakaLa zeyavastune dekhuM-jANe che, paraMtu koI paNa vastumAM rAga-dveSa karatA nathI. tenuM nAma zuddha jJAnacetanA kahevAya che. samyagdaSTi jIvane zuddha jJAnacetanArUpa jANapaNuM che, tethI mokSanuM kAraNa che, baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. bIjuM jANapaNuM evuM che ke keTalIka viSayarUpa vastunuM jANapaNuM paNa che ane mohakarmanA udayanuM nimitta pAmIne iSTamAM rAga kare che, bhoganI abhilASA kare che tathA aniSTamAM dveSa kare che, aruci kare che; tyAM AvA rAga-dveSa sAthe maLeluM che je jJAna tenuM nAma azudhdha cetanAlakSaNa karmacetanA-karmaphaLacetanArUpa kahevAya che, tethI baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AvuM pariNamana samyagdaSTine nathI, kema ke mithyAtvarUpa pariNAma gayA hovAthI AvuM pariNamana hotuM nathI. AvA azudhdhajJAnacetanArUpa pariNAma mithyAdeSTine hoya che. vaLI kevo hoto thako nirAsava hoya che? "jJAnasya pUrNa: bhavana" pUrNa jJAnarUpa hoto thako. bhAvArtha Ama che-jJAnanuM khaMDitapaNuM e ke te rAga-dveSa sAthe maLeluM che. rAga-dveSa gayA hovAthI jJAnanuM pUrNapaNuM kahevAya che. Avo hoto thako samyagdaSTi jIva nirAsava hoya che. 4-116. kaLaza naM. - 116 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 112-11-114 tA. 03-04-06/10/'77 juo! A kaLazamAM vAta pheravI. samakitI nirAgnavI che tema pelA ekAMta tANe che ne! e vAta kaI apekSAe che bhAI ! e ja Asrava adhikAramAM lakhyuM ke- "mAtmA yuvA jJAnI

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24 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 cAta tavA nitya nirawva: bhavati" je kALe, anaMta kALathI vilApa-mithyAtvabhAvarUpa pariNamyuM hatuM paraMtu nikaTa sAmagrI pAmIne sahaja ja vibhAvapariNAma chUTI jAya che;" AtmA eTale bhagavAna jIvadravya-vastu che. jIvapadArtha anAdi anaMta nityAnaMda prabhu che. anaMtakALathI mithyAtva bhAvarUpa pariNamyuM hatuM te potAnI yogyatA meLavIne aMdara je nikaTa paryAya paDI che te prApta thatAM, vibhAva pariNAma sahaja ja chUTI jAya che. svabhAva - samyakatvarUpa pariName che, (evo koI jIva hoya che,) te kALathI mAMDIne samasta AgAmI kALamAM sarvathA kALa samyagdaSTi jIvanirAsava arthAt AsavathI rahita hoya che. (samyagdaSTi) thayo tyArathI te sarvakALa nirAsrava che. sarvathA, sarvakALa (ema kahyuM ) joyuM! nitya nirAgnava ema kahyuM ne! sarvathA, sarvakALa ane sarva samyagdaSTi jIva AsavathI rahita che. bhAvArtha Ama che - koI saMdeha karaze ke - samyagdaSTi Asava sahita che ke Asava rahita che? samAdhAna Ama che ke AsavathI rahita che. zuM karato thako nirAsava che? "ninavRddhipUrva rA sama nizaM svayaM sanmayajInapotAnA mananuM AlaMbana karIne thAya che jeTalA moha-rAga-dveSarUpa azudhdha pariNAma evA je paradravya sAthe raMjita pariNAma - je asaMkhyAta lokamAtra bhedarUpa che-tene samyakatvanI utpattinA kALathI mAMDIne AgAmI sarva kALamAM sahaja ja choDato thako." mithyAtva Adi to badhA chUTI gayA, bIjA badhA Asrava choDavA bAkI che. rucipUrvaka je rAga hato te chUTI gayo.... paraMtu bIjA haju asthiratAnA pariNAma samyagdaSTine paNa che. abuddhipUrvakano rAga che, ruci pUrvakano rAga nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - nAnA prakAranAM karmonA udaye nAnA prakAranI saMsAra-zarIrabhogasAmagrI hoya che. e samasta sAmagrIne bhogavato thako "huM deva chuM, huM manuSya chuM, huM sukhI chuM, huM duHkhI chuM, ' ityAdirUpa raMjita thato nathI; samyagdaSTi jIva, paramAM raMjAyamAna thato nathI. huM deva chuM, huM paisAvALo chuM, huM patnIno pati chuM, huM narendra chuM. e buddhi samyagdaSTine chUTI gaI che. AhAhA! te to jANe che ke - huM zuddhacetanAmAtra chuM. AhAhA! samyagdaSTi thayo to caitanya vastu bhagavAna AtmA! cetananI cetanA svarUpa huM chuM. AhAhA ! e.. puNya pApanI cIja mArI nathI. tema samyagdaSTine jyArathI samyagdarzana thayuM tyArathI bhAna thaI gayuM che. tethI paramAM raMjAyamAna thato nathI. zAmAM raMjAyamAna thato nathI? puNyanA phaLathI huM deva chuM, huM manuSya chuM, huM paisAthI sukhI chuM, kuTuMba kabilAthI sukhI chuM Ama ajJAnI mithyAdeSTi mAne che paraMtu tema samakitI mAnato nathI. huM duHkhI chuM, huM nidhana chuM, ityAdirUpa raMjAyamAna thato nathI.

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kalaza-116 25 thoDA divasa pahelAM pratApagaDhano eka mANasa tIrthaMkara thaIne Avyo hato. eka mahinA pahelAM teno patra paNa Avelo. huM tIrthakara chuM, kevaLI chuM, mAre cAra karmano nAza thayo che. huM tyAM AvuM eTale mArA mATe tyAM badhI vyavasthA karajo. mAruM svAgata thavuM joIe. pratApagaDhano e bhAI ahIMyA Avelo. A rAmajIbhAIne badhAM beThAM hatAM. pachI te bolyo - mane cAra karmano nAza thayo che, huM kevaLI chuM, - A sAcI vAta kahuM chuM. pachI kahe - bhagavAnane paNa cAra karmano nAza thayo hato ane cAra karma bAkI hatA. mane paNa cAra karma bAkI che. bhagavAnane cAra karma bAkI hatA eTale tenI pAse paisA na hatA, mAre paNa cAra karma bAkI che tethI mArI pAse paisA nathI. kapaDAM paherelA hatAM. Ama garIba mANasa hato. amArA jevA mATe Azrama rAkho jethI amane roTalA maLe. pachI meM kahyuM - bhAI ! A tane zuM thayuM che? A to mithyASTipaNuM che. topaNa sAMbhaLe ane pAcho hase, pachI Ubho thayo ane page lAgyo. meM kahyuM - A mithyASTi che. tIrthakara ane kevaLI kone kahevAya tenI tane khabara che? A tuM zuM kahe che? haju to sAdhu kone kahevA tenI khabara nA maLe, samakitI kone kahevA tenI khabara na maLe... ane thaI gayA tIrthakara ane kevaLI? te gAMDo na hato paraMtu tenA magajamAM pAvara caDI gayelo. vaLI pAcho kahe - ahIMyA to amArI kiMmata nathI thatI, have mAre agAsa jAvuM che. tyAM zrImane mAnanArA tenA bhakto che.. tyAM mArI kiMmata thaze! AvA paNa jIva hoya che. Ama te digambara hato, zvetAMrambara na hato. ADuM avaLuM kyAMthI cAle ! pAcho Ubho thaIne page lAge. are bApu! haju samyagdarzana kone kahevuM tenI khabara na maLe ane sAdhu thaI gayA? kevaLI-tIrthakara thaI gayA? ahIMyA kahe che ke - cetanA mAtra zuddha svarUpa chuM; A samasta karmanI racanA che; Ama anubhavatAM mananA vyApArarUparAga maTe che. bahAranI je karmanI racanA che te mArI nathI.. tema samyagdaSTi jANe che. have pachI abuddhipUrvaka rAganI vyAkhyA karaze. pravacana naM. 113 tA. 04/10/'77 bhAvArtha Ama che - "mithyAtva - rAga - dveSarUpa che jIvanA je azudhdhacetanArUpa vibhAvapariNAma", mithyAtva arthAt puNya ne pApanA bhAvamAM dharma che, parane huM karI zakuM chuM, parathI mArAmAM kaMIka thAya che evo je mithyAtva bhAva te svarUpathI viparIta bhAva che. zuM kahe che? sUkSma vAta che, anaMtakALathI sAMbhaLI nathI. AtmAmAM je mithyAtva thAya che te zuM che? e mithyAtva aDhAra pApamAM eka moTuM pApa che. A AtmA paranuM kAMI karI zake che, paranuM bhaluM buruM karI zake che evI mAnyatA te mithyAtva che arthAt mahApApa che. potAnAmAM pApanA pariNAma je thAya che - hiMsA, jUTha, corI,

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26 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 viSaya, vAsanA temAM sukhabuddhi rahe te mithyAtva che. potAnAmAM je dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktipUjAnA zubhabhAva thAya che temAM sukhabuddhi-dharmabuddhi rahe te mithyAtva che. vItarAgI trilokInAtha jaina paramezvara ema kahe che ke - tArI cIja aMdara zuddha caitanya svarUpa che, te sivAyanI bIjI koI cIjane potAnI mAnavI te mithyAtva che. potAnAmAM thato zubhabhAva je dayA-dAna-vrata-upavAsa che e vratAdine loko saMvara mAne che ane tapane nirjarA mAne che. lokone kaThaNa paDe evuM che. e vAtAdi te (AtmAthI) judI cIja che. bApu! bAravrata ane paMcamahAvratanA vikalpa thAya te to zubharAga che, te caitanyanuM svarUpa nahIM, ane upavAsa Adi karavAno vikalpa che te rAga che. e zubharAgamAM dharma mAnavo te mithyAtva bhAva che. prazna:- dharmanuM kAraNa che? uttara- e kahIe chIe. ame A badhuM karIe tene tame dharma kahetA nathI? ahIMyA kahe che - prabhu! ekavAra sAMbhaLa! anaMta kALa gayo coryAzInA avatAramAM, temAM anaMtavAra jainano sAdhu paNa thayo. digambara sAdhu thayo hoM!! to paNa aMdaramAM thatAM dayA-dAna-vratabhakti-pUjAnA bhAva e dharma che ema mAnyuM che. A zarIranI kriyA thAya te mArAthI thAya che evI mAnyatA hatI. te mAnyatA mithyAtvanuM kAraNa che. mithyAtva ane mithyAtvanI sAthe rahelA rAgadveSa che. (para) cIjane anukULa mAnI temAM prema thavo ane pratikULa cIjane dekhIne vaiSa thavo e rAgaparane dveSa che. AhAhA ! gajabanI vAtuM che bApu ! jIvanA je azudhdhacetanArUpa vibhAva pariNAma" te dharma nahIM. anaMtakALathI azudhdhacetanArUpa che vibhAva pariNAma arthAt vikArI pariNAma. "te be prakAranA che. eka pariNAma buddhipUrvakanA che, eka pariNAma abuddhipUrvaka che. vivaraNa-buddhipUrvaka kahetAM, je badhA pariNAma mana dvArA pravarte." AhAhA!mithyAtvabhAvarUpanA je rAga-dveSa bhAva che te buddhipUrvakanA che. e buddhipUrvakanA pariNAma mana dvArA pravarte che... , caitanya dvArA nahIM. AtmA to zuddha AnaMdakaMda caitanyaprabhu che. A je mithyAtva bhAva ane rAga-dveSanA bhAva te mana dvArA pravarte che, te bahAranA viSayanA AdhAre pravarte che, arthAt tenuM lakSa bahAra che. mithyAtvanuM lakSa kudeva-kuguru-kuzAstra Adi upara che athavA mithyAtvanuM lakSa paradravya upara che. paradravyane potAnuM mAnavuM te mithyAtva che, tethI mithyAtvano viSaya para che. jhINI vAta bahu bApu! vItarAga mArga bahu jhINo. bAhya viSayanA AdhAre pravarte, pravartatA thakA te jIva pote paNa jANe ke "mArA pariNAma A rUpe che, zuM kahe che? nimittanA lakSathI mithyAtva-rAga-dveSa rUpa pravarte che. te buddhipUrvaka che. tene khyAlamAM Ave che ke - A vikAra AvI che. jene khabara nathI tene paNa jANavAmAM Ave che ke A mithyAtvabhAva che, athavA te svabhAvathI viruddha bhAva che. A mithyAtvanA pariNAma che tema jANe che. athavA anya jIva paNa anumAna karIne ke - A rAga

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kalaza-116 27 ne mithyAtva che. deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhA viparIta che, vaLI vrata-tapanI kriyAthI dharma mAne che te mithyAtva pariNAma bIjAnA anumAnathI paNa jANI zakAya che. je jIvanA AvA pariNAma che tene buddhipUrvakanA pariNAma kahevAya che. e buddhipUrvakanA pariNAma mana dvArA pravarte che, anya dvArA pravarte che. mithyAtvano viSaya nimitta che. e rAga-dveSa potAnAM dvArA khyAla Ave che ane bIjA dvArA paNa khyAla Ave che... ke... A jIva mithyAtvI che ane rAgI-dveSI che. AnuM nAma buddhipUrvaka pariNAma kahevAmAM Ave che. tyAM AvA pariNAmane samyagdaSTi jIva maTADI zake che, kema ke AvA pariNAma jIvanI jANamAM che;" AhAhA! dharmI jIva potAno zuddha caitanya svabhAva bhagavAna AtmA che je pUrNAnaMda ane anaMta ratnAkarathI bharyo thako bhagavAna AtmA che... AvI samyagdaSTinI dRSTi hovAthI jJAyakabhAvane paripUrNa ( jANe che.) samyagdaSTinI dRSTino viSaya paramAtma svarUpa jJAyakaprabhu hovAthI... khyAlamAM AvavAvALA mithyAtva, rAga-dveSane samyagdaSTi maTADI zake che. bhAre AkaruM kAma! haju to A samyagdaSTinA cothA guNasthAnanI vAta che. zrAvakanuM pAMcamuM guNasthAna to kyAM rahyuM? e haju kone kahevuM? tyAra pachI muninI chaThThA guNasthAnanI dazAnI to alaukika vAtuM che. ahIMyA to cothA guNasthAne samyagdaSTi aviratIne paNa AvA mithyAtvanA pariNAma buddhipUrvaka jANavAmAM Ave che. mATe tene choDI che. kema ke AvA pariNAma jIvanI jANakArImAM che. AhAhA ! jJAnIne khyAlamAM Ave che. loko kahe che ne ke - samyagdarzana che te kevaLIgamya che. to pachI mithyAtvanI khabara nA paDe paraMtu tevA jIva puNyamAM dharmasukha mAne che, pApa buddhimAM sukha mAne che tyAM sudhI mithyAtva che. AvI vAto sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM. tyAM e zuM kare? majUrI karI karIne raLyA, paisA raLyAM ne A raLyAM ne te raLyAM majUrI kahevAya zuM kahevAya? lyo! bApA to ema kahe che ke - moTA majUra kahevAya. AhAhA ! e to rAga ne SanI moTI majUrI kare che. paranuM saMcAnuM ke paisAnuM kAMI karI zakatA nathI. e kare to rAgadveSane puSya ne pApanA bhAva (ajJAnabhAve ) kare. prazna-puNya vinA paisA Ave kevI rIte? uttara- dhULamAMya paisA puNyane laIne nathI AvatA. buddhinA bAradAna pAse karoDo rUpiyA dekhAya che, nathI khabara paDatI? buddhinA bAradAna khAlI khokhA samajyA? evA paNa abajopati dekhAya che. zrotA- so mAM eka nIkaLe paNa navvANuM to buddhivALAne ! uttara- buddhinA khAM hoya ane be hajAra pedA karavA hoya toya parasevA UtarI jAya che. nathI joyA? ahIMyA to 88 varSa thayA.. ghaNuM joyuM che. ahIMyA to sattara varSanI uMmarathI A abhyAsa che. sIttera - ekotera varSathI duniyA badhI joI che. dukAnamAM hatA tyArathI ekottaranI

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28 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 sAlathI zAstra vAMcana che. AhAhA..! amArA kuMvarajIbhAI hatA ne! amArA phaInA dikarA bhAI hatA. te bhAgIdAra hatA. lAkhonA dhaMdhA karatA hatA... emAM zuM che? emAM kyAM buddhinuM kAma che? pUrvanA puNyanA paramANuM paDayA hoya ane eno pAka Ave to bahAramAM dhULa dekhAya emAM puruSArthanI ane DahApaNanI kyAM jarUra che? ahIMyA to kahe che - huM paisA pedA karI zakuM chuM, paisA meLavI zakuM chuM, paisA vAparI zakuM chuM... e mithyAtva che. e mithyAtvabhAva ane rAga-dveSanA bhAva khyAlamAM Ave che. huM zuddha caitanyamUrti prabhu chuM, huM to jJAyaka caitanya AnaMda rasakaMda chuM evI daSTi thatAM, je buddhipUrvakanA vikArabhAva thatAM hatAM tene jJAnI choDI dhe che. jhINI vAta che prabhu! A paisA buddhine laIne maLe che? zrotA- puNyanA udayane laIne paisA maLe che? A kAma to paisAthI thAya che ne? uttara:- dhULeya nathI thatuM paisAthI. zrotA- A chavvIsa lAkhanuM paramAgama thayuM te? uttara:- te tene laIne thayuM che, kAMI paisAthI thayuM che? bhagavAna kahe che - paramANuM jagatanuM ajIvatattva che. anaMta paramANuM che. anaMta paramANuMnI paryAya ene kALe tyAM thAya che, paisAne laIne nahIM. lokone kyAM tattvanI khabara che! zrotA- bhale upAdAna paisA na hoya, paraMtu (paramAgama maMdira thavAmAM) paisA nimitta to che ne? uttara- nimittano artha zuM? (kaMi) karato nathI teno artha nimitta kahevAya. AkarI vAtuM bApA! A AMgaLIne halAvavI ene paNa AtmA karato nathI. paisA to jaDa-mATI-dhULa che. paradravya jaDa - ajIva che. ajIvane huM Ama karI zakuM chuM. e mAnyatA mithyASTi - ajJAnInI che. tene jaina dharmanI khabara nathI. prazna:- jeNe AvuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI tene zuM? uttara- ajJAna bacAva karavA mATe che? teNe sAMbhaLavA ahIM AvavuM joIene!tamArA A manIorDara upara chApa mAre che ne ! e bacAva kare ke - mane khabara na hatI. nokaro kAma karatA hatA, e kAMI bacAva che? tema ajJAna te bacAva che? amane khabara nathI e to eno bacAva che. mArga to A che bhAI ! paramAtmA trilokanAtha jinezvaradevanI A AjJA - hukama che. AhAhA! samyagdaSTi che. teNe ema jANyuM che ke- puNyane pApanA bhAvathI dharma nathI. mAro AtmA caitanyamUrti bhagavAna svarUpa che. bapore AvyuM hatuM ke - "zudhdha AtmAnI... AtmanI.. AtmAmAM." AhAhA! e bhagavAna caitanya zuddha che tema sAMbhaLyuM nathI. eka samayanI je paryAyanI avasthA che, ene

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29 kalaza-116 mithyAtva - rAga -SanA pariNAma je dekhAya che te malina che, e sivAyanI AkhI cIja nijAtmA che te nirmaLa che. jema sphaTika che tenI sAme lAla-pILAM phUla hoya to temAM lAla-pILI jhAMya dekhAya che..... paNa e sphaTikanI cIja nathI. sphaTika to sapheda-dhoLuM che. tema bhagavAna AtmA! caitanya sphaTika jevo nirmaLAnaMda che. emAM je puNyane pApanA mithyAtvanA bhAva che tene jaDa darzanamoha kare, e enI jhAMya che. e jhAMya paryAyamAM che paraMtu vastumAM nathI. vastu to anAdi anaMta nirmaLAnaMda che. prazna- to to kAMI karavAnuM rahetuM nathI? uttara- karavAnuM? nirmaLAnaMdane jANavo ane anubhavavo te karavAnuM che. bahAramAM zuM karavAnuM che? bapore Avaze. - "AtmAnI AtmanI. AtmAmAM" ahIMyA to kahe che - A AtmA sat... sat... sat che. jJAnane AnaMdanuM hovApaNuM e bhagavAna AtmA che. jemAM anaMta AnaMdanI khANa paDI che, atIndriya AnaMdano dariyo prabhu paDayo che. e atIndriya jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara bhagavAna! teno jene anubhava ane dRSTi thaI te samyagdaSTi che. have te buddhipUrvakanA mithyAtva ane rAga-dveSane thavA deto nathI. AvA pariNAmane samyagdaSTi jIva maTADI zake che, kema ke AvA pariNAma jIvanI jANamAM che. zuddha svarUpano anubhava thatAM jIvanA sahArAnA paNa che;" jIvanA sahArAnA paNa che. AhAhA ! zuddha svarUpano anubhava arthAt samyagdarzanamAM bhagavAna caitanya zuddha svarUpa che, te anAdi anaMta zuddha pavitrapiMDa che... teno paryAyamAM anubhava thAya te jIvanI madada ane jIvanuM kArya che. AhAhA! te jIvano sahAro che. samyagdarzanamAM dayA-dAna-vratanA pariNAmano sahAro che nahIM. are! Avo mArga che. jainamAM janmyA hoya tene khabara na maLe! vItarAga paramezvara trilokanAthanI to A vANI che. AhAhA! prabhu! tuM to pavitra AnaMdano nAtha cho. saccidAnaMda prabhu che ne! saccidAnaMda aMdarathI che.. (Ama bahArathI bole) ema nahIM hoM!! kahe che - paramezvare AtmAne Avo joyo che. "prabhu tuma jANaga rIti sau jaga dekhatA ho... lAla, nija sattAe zuddha saune pekhatAM ho lAla." sau jaga dekhatAM... he nAtha sarvajJa paramezvara kahe che - (sarve jIva) nija sattAe zuddha, AnaMdakaMda, caitanyaghana, puNya-pApanA vikalpa rahita cIja chuM, tame tene AtmA kaho cho.... ane tame tene AtmA dekho cho. AhAhA! vAta to ghaNI mIThI che paraMtu paricaya nahIM ne ! anAdithI UMdhe raste caDAvI dIdhA che. ene aMtaranA mArganI khabara nathI bhAI ! zuddhasvarUpano anubhava thatAM jIvanA sahArAnA paNa che;" zuM kahe che? zuddha pariNAma, jIvanI sahAyathI maLe che. e koI dayA-dAna-vratanA pariNAmathI samyagdarzana thAya che ema

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3) kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nathI. AhAhA! samyagdarzananA pariNAma potAnA zuddha caitanya bhagavAnanA Azraye thAya che. AhAhA ! kevI bhASA? bApu! mAragaDA bahu judA bhAI ! tethI samyagdaSTi jIva pahelAM ja AvA pariNAma maTADe che." juo, A dharmanI pahelI sIDhI ane paheluM pagathiyuM. samyagdarzanamAM; zuddhajIva caitanya svarUpa pUrNAnaMda teno anubhava thatAM.. mithyAtva ane rAga-dveSanA je pariNAma hatA teno samyagdaSTi nAza kare che. AvI vAto ! A zuM kahe che? pakaDAvuM kaThaNa paDe tevuM che... peluM to saheluM saTa hatuM. dayA pALavI, vrata karavA, upavAsa karavA, kaMdamULa na khAvA, pratyeka vanaspatinI maryAdA karavI... e badhuM saheluM ne saTTa hatuM. dhULamAMya saheluM nathI sAMbhaLane! bhAI... tane khabara nathI prabhu! e badhA vikalpane rAganI kriyAo che. bhagavAna AtmA sphaTikanI jema nirmaLa che. Ave che ne.. "jema nirmaLatA re sphaTika taNI, tema ja jIva svabhAva re... zrI jinavIre dharma prakAziyo, jAmanagaramAM sphaTikano kAca che. tyAM cha lAkhanuM moTuM soleriyama paNa che. A to 91 nI sAlanI vAta che. tyAMnA moTA DokaTara hatA, teno aDhI hajArano pagAra hato te vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA hatA. ekavAra te rAjakoTamAM vyAkhyAnamAM te DokaTara AvelA hatA. tyAM ame jovA gayelA. amane batAvyuM" tuM AvaDuM moTuM sphaTika dhoLuM. e sphaTika tadga nirmaLa ane svaccha hoya che. enI sAme lAla-pILAM phUla mUko to sphaTikamAM DaMkha dekhAya paNa te sphaTikanuM svarUpa nathI. ema bhagavAna AtmA caitanya sphaTika ratana che. A puNya ne pApanA bhAva kaSAya che ane tenAM abhAva svarUpane bhagavAne dharma kahyo che. ahIMyA kahe che ke - samyagdaSTi jIva pahelAMthI ja AvA pariNAma maTADe che. tene khyAlamAM Ave che ke - A mithyAtva ne rAga-dveSa che tene samakitI pahelethI ja choDI de che. kema ke AtmA caitanya bhagavAna pavitratAno piMDa prabhu che. AtmAmAM to jJAna-darzana-AnaMda evI anaMta zakti che. ane eka zaktimAM anaMta sAmarthya che. AhAhA! A bhagavAna AtmA te zarIra vinAno, puNya-pApanA rAga vinAnI aMdara cIja che. e cIjamAM to anaMtI zakti che. zakti nAma guNa, jemAM anaMta guNa che jevA ke - jJAna, darzana, AnaMda, vastutva, astitva, svacchatva, kartA, karaNa, jIvatva Adi suDatAlIsa to ApaNe kahI che paraMtu evI evI to anaMta zakti che. eka eka zaktimAM anaMta sAmarthya che. temaja eka eka zaktinI anaMtI paryAya che. AhAhA ! aMdara Avo bhagavAna birAje che. tenI khabaruM na maLe ane ame dharma karIzuM, ame dharma karIe chIe. kevo dharma karIza? dharmano dharanAro evo je dharmI AtmA pote che tenI to khabara na maLe ane dharma thaze? kyAMthI thaze? ahIMyA kahe che - zuddha anaMtaguNano prabhu che tenI dRSTi kare che, te to Azraya kare che te samyagdaSTi jIva che. samyagdarzanAdi bhAva jIvanA sahArAnA che. mithyAtvAdi bhAva je buddhimAM khyAlamAM Ave che teTalA vikAranA pariNAmane samyagdaSTi choDI dhe che.

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kalaza-116 31 abuddhipUrvaka pariNAma kahetAM, pAMca indriya ane mananA vyApAra vinA ja mohakarmanA udayanuM nimitta pAmIne moha-rAga-dveSarUpa azudhdha vibhAva pariNAmarUpa pote svayaM jIvadravya asaMkhyAta pradeze pariName che." jema sphaTikamAM kALA, rAtA phUla athavA kalaravALA kapaDAM mUkavAthI tenI jhAMya sphaTikamAM dekhAya che. tema bhagavAna AtmA to zuddha caitanya svarUpa che. AThakarma che te to jaDa che. jevI A dhULa che tema jJAnAvaraNAdi AThakarma mATI-dhULa-jaDa ane sthaLa che. A jhINAM karmanAM rajakaNa paNa rUpI, mUrta, jaDa ane ajIva che. e karmanAnimittanAM saMbaMdhathI eTale ke enA lakSe ahIMyA jeTalA moha-rAga-dveSa thAya te azudhdha vibhAva pariNAma che. mohakarmanA udayathI nahIM, udaya nimitta che hoM! potAnI asAvadhAnIthI mo-rAga-dveSa thAya che. "pote svayaM jIvadravya asaMkhyAta pradeze pariName che." e vaLI zuM kahyuM? jIvamAM asaMkhya pradeza che. jema hajAra makoDAnI sonAnI sAMkaLI che ne! makoDA e pradeza ane sAMkaLI te AtmA tyAM hajAra makoDA che, ahIMyA AtmAnA asaMkhya pradeza che. e asaMkhya pradezamAM AtmA che. eka paramANuM jeTalI jagyA roke tene pradeza kahevAya. sarvajJa bhagavAne AtmAne asaMkhya pradezI kahyo che. e asaMkhya pradeza te makoDA ane AtmA sAMkaLI che. jema makoDAmAM sonuM paDayuM hoya tema eka eka pradeze anaMtaguNa paDayA hoya che. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. zrImadjI kahe che - "zuddha buddha caitanyaghana svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma, bIjuM kahIe keTaluM kara vicAra to pAma." bhagavAna AtmA "zuddha" nAma pavitra ane "buddha" eTale jJAnano piMDa che. "caitanyaghana" eTale asaMkhya pradeza che. "svayaM jyoti" tenI jyoti potAthI ja che. e jyotinA kartA koI Izvara ke bIjA koI che nahIM. "sukhadhAma" te atIndriya AnaMdanuM dhAma che - sthaLa che. je atIndriya AnaMdanuM dhAma eTale sthaLa che tyAM - emAMthI atIndriya AnaMda pAke che. ahIMyA kahe che ke - zuddha svarUpa evo asaMkhya pradezI AtmA te jyAre paramAM sAvadhAnIthI pariName che to moha - rAga - vaiSa evA azudhdha pariNAma thAya che te jIvanI jANakArImAM nathI AvatA. teno upayoga sthULa hovAthI AvA pariNAma khyAlamAM AvatA nathI. jJAnIne paNa jeTalo vikAra khyAlamAM Ave che teTalAne te choDI dhe che. paraMtu tene paNa khyAlamAM na Ave evA pariNAma che, te tenI jANakArImAM nathI. aMdaranA ghaNAM sUkSma pariNAma che. e pariNAma jIvanA sahArAthI thayA nathI. paranimitte jeTalo vikAra utpanna thayo che te jIvabaddha bhAva nathI. samyagdarzana jJAnanI je dharmanI paryAya - avasthA tene jIvano sahAro che, tene jIvano Azraya che. sAdhakane je puNya-pApanA bhAva abuddhipUrvakanA thAya che tene jIvano sahAro nathI.

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32 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 ene sahAro nimittano che, tenA Azraye vikAra utpanna thAya che. thAya che potAthI paNa tenuM lakSa karma upara jAya che. AvuM che bhAI ! e bhAI kahetA hatA ke - AkhI jiMdagI vaI gaI. tyAM sthAnakavAsImAM moTA moTA bhASaNa karatA hatA. prazna:- zrIguruno upadeza maLe to ne? uttara:- pAtra jIva hoya to upadeza maLyA vinA rahe nahIM. mahAvidehamAM bhagavAna birAje che tyAM kema janma na lIdho? videhamAM asaMkhyAta kevaLI paramAtmA birAje che. sImaMdhara bhagavAnano 500 dhanuSano deha che. eka karoDa pUrvanuM AyuSya che. eka pUrvamAM sItera lAkha chappana hajAra karoDa varSa jAya evuM eka karoDapUrvanuM AyuSya che. atyAre mahAvideha kSetramAM birAje che, siddhamAM nahIM hoM! e videhamAM kema na jamyA? zravaNa karavAnI yogyatA hoya to tyAM janma thAya ne! zrotA-Apa ne ahIMyAthI dekhAya che? Apa to bhagavAna pAsethI thaIne AvyA cho. ahIMyA to kahe che - jeTalo buddhipUrvaka thato vikAra te khyAlamAM Ave che. dharmI jIva - arthAt jeNe zuddha svabhAvano anubhava karyo te buddhipUrvakanA vikArane to choDI dhe che. caitanya bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda svarUpa. jJAna svarUpa je nirmaLa prabhu che tenI zraddhA jJAnanI pariNati dvArA te mithyAtva Adi jANavAmAM Ave che... tene to te choDI dhe che. paraMtu abuddhipUrvakanA jeTalAM sUkSma vikAra rahe che te jANakArImAM AvatA nathI. AvuM pariNamana jIvanI jANamAM nathI ane jIvanA sahArAnuM paNa nathI, tethI je te prakAre maTADI zakAtuM nathI. mATe AvA pariNAma maTADavA arthe niraMtarapaNe zuddhasvarUpane anubhave che." lyo! zuM kahe che? khyAlamAM AvanArA vikArI pariNAma ne dharmI jIva choDI dhe che. kemake - AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che tevA anubhavapUrvakanuM samyagdaSTine bhAna che. have je abuddhipUrvakanA pariNAma rahyA, potAnI jANakArIthI bahAra rahyA tene maTADavAno upAya - zuddha caitanya svarUpano anubhava che. potAnI caitanyanI zuddhinuM bhAna to thayuM che paraMtu vizeSa anubhava karavAthI abuddhipUrvakanA je rAgAdibhAva teno paNa nAza thaI jAya che. AhA ! AvI vAto have ! buddhipUrvakane abuddhipUrvaka ne... e badhA mAragaDA judA prabhu! vItarAganA zAstro koI judI jAtanA che. zrotA- rAga buddhipUrvaka ho ke abuddhipUrvaka ho paraMtu tene maTADavAno upAya zuddhasvarUpano anubhava ja che! uttara- buddhipUrvaka rAgane to sIdho maTADI zake che. abuddhipUrvakano rAga, zuddhasvarUpano anubhava karavAthI maTI jAya che. dharmIne te rAga khyAlamAM to nathI paraMtu aMdaramAM zuddha

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kalaza-116 33 caitanyamUrti tarapha (daSTi) mUkavAthI e abuddhipUrvaka rAgano paNa nAza thAya che. are bhASA to sAdI che, bhAva to je che te che. A to traNalokanA nAtha vItarAga jinezvaranI vANI che, e kAMI sAdhAraNa mANasane hAlI-mUlIne besavI kaThaNa che. AhAhA ! niraMtarapaNe zuddha svarUpane anubhave che. AhAhA ! dharmI jIvane to niraMtara sukhano svAda Ave che. samyagdaSTi atIndriya AnaMdane kAyama-niraMtara anubhave che. svarUpa jANakArI pachI aMdaramAM je rAgAdi rahI gayA che e chUTI jAya che. AhAhA ! zuddha svarUpano anubhava karavAthI sahaja ja maTe che. aMtara AnaMdano nAtha paramAtmA pote saccidAnaMda svarUpe che. sarvajJa paramezvare je AtmA kahyo te hoM!ajJAnI loko kahe che - AtmA.. AtmA te AtmA nahIM. vItarAga-kevaLajJAnI paramezvare je AtmA kahyo te anaMta AtmAo jagatamAM che. pratyeka AtmA nirmaLAnaMda-saccidAnaMda prabhu che. te jJAnane AnaMdanuM kaMda che. cothA guNasthAnethI paNa anabhava AgaLa vadhatAM... vadhatAM. te rAgano nAza karaze. cothA guNasthAnamAM to badhA rAgano nAza nathI thato, paraMtu anubhava karavAthI krame krame nAza thAya che. te have AtmA tarapha ( vizeSa) jhUkyo che ne! prazna ema che ke- cothAguNasthAne abuddhipUrvakanA badhA rAgano nAza thAya che? badhoya na jAya, paraMtu jeTalo svarUpa bAju anubhava kare teTalA pramANamAM nAza thAya che. prazna:- A krama jyAM sudhI kaSAya rahe tyAM sudhI rahe? uttara- tyAM sudhI ke anubhavamAM A (AtmA) bAju DhaLe to nAza thaI jAya che. zrotA:- sAdhaka dazA ahIMyAthI zarU thaI jAya che. uttara- zarU thaI jAya che. samyagdaSTi sAdhakane dharmanI dazA tyAMthI zarU thAya che. e vinA ajJAnIne dharma che nahIM. jyAre jJAnIne to zuddha svarUpano anubhava karatAM. abuddhipUrvakano rAga sahaja ja maTe che. huM teno nAza karuM evuM tene khyAlamAM nathI. A bAju (AtmAnI sanmukha) anubhava karavAthI sahaja ja maTe che, "bIjo koI upAya che nahIM." zuM kahe che te samajavuM kaThaNa paDe! "tethI eka zuddhasvarUpano anubhava upAya che." bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu siddha svarUpa AtmA che. aMdara siddha svarUpa ja che. "siddha samAna sadA pada mero." AhAhA! samyagdaSTi potAnA svarUpane sadA siddha samAna trikALa jANe che. e zuddha svarUpano anubhava eTale AtmAne anusarIne nirmaLa pariNati thavI te eka ja upAya che. abuddhipUrvakanA rAgano nAza karavAno upAya che. A vAta khyAlamAM Ave che ke nahIM? bhASA to sAdI che, bhASA kAMI bahu kaThaNa nathI. bhAva to je che te che. are! coryAzInA avatAramAM rakhaDato - rajhaLato phare che tene bhagavAnanI vANI maLI

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34 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nahIM. vANI maLI to zuM svarUpa kahe che te samajyo nahIM. tethI vANI maLyA na maLyA barobara karI. anaMtavAra te mahAvidehakSetramAM bhagavAna pAse jamyo che. A aDhIdvIpamAM manuSya che. aDhIdvIpa pIstAlIsa lAkha yojanAno che. manuSyakSetra pIstAlIsa lAkha yojanamAM che. e aDhIdvIpa pachI asaMkhya dvIpa ane samudra che, jyAM ekalA tiryaMca-pazu ja rahe che. AhAhA ! e pIstAlIsa lAkha yojanamAMno eka kaNa bAkI nathI rahyo ke - jyAM teNe anaMtabhava na karyA hoya! teNe mahAvidehakSetramAM anaMtabhava karyA che. tyAM sAkSAt tIrthaMkara paramAtmA trikALa | birAjamAna hoya che. vIsa tIrthaMkara siddha thAya to bIjA vIsa thAya, bIjA vIsa thAya, bIjA vIsa thAya. tyAM to anAdithI tIrthakaro mahAvidehakSetramAM birAjamAna ja che. enI pAse samavasaraNamAM paNa gayo che. paraMtu tyAMthI dhoyelA mULAnI jevo ja rahyo. tyAM zuM kahe che? zuM samajavuM che tenI darakAra karI nahIM. bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM sAMbhaLyuM, hIrAnA thALa, maNI - ratananA dIvAne kalpavRkSanA phUlathI temanI AratI paNa utArI paraMtu tenAthI zuM thayuM? e to zubhabhAva rAga che. ahIMyA to zuddha svarUpane anubhavavAno A eka ja upAya che. mokSanA mArgano eka ja upAya che. bhagavAna AtmA pUrNa zuddhasvarUpe che. teno anubhava karavo, enuM vedana karavuM - samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritranA pariNAma pragaTa karIne vedana karavuM e eka ja upAya che. AhAhA ! A badhI aMtaranI aMtaranI.. aMtaranI vAtuM che, bahAramAM kAMI na maLe. vaLI zuM karato thako nirAsava hoya che? samyagdaSTi jIva! dharmI jIva! jene AtmA pUrNa AnaMda svarUpa che teno anubhava thayo che, puNya-pApanA vikalpathI bhinna-nirvikalpa caitanya prabhuno anubhava thayo che. samyagdaSTi gRhasthAzramamAM cothe guNasthAne bhale hoya ! bharata cakravartI hatA tene cha khaMDa hatA, cha-- hajAra strIo, cha-- karoDa gAma, chamna karoDa pAyadaLa hatA. paraMtu temane aMdaramAM bhAna hatuM ke - A mArI cIja nathI, mArI cIja to AnaMdakaMda prabhu che. AvuM bhAna gRhasthAzramamAM paNa thAya che. "vaLI zuM karato thako nirAsava hoya che? "va pUravRttima savanAM chattvana avazya ja jeTalI zeya vastu che temAM raMjakapaNArUpa pariNAma kriyA" jJAnI potAnA sivAyanI jeTalI jAtanI yogya cIja che temAM raMjAyamAnapaNAnA rAgane choDI dhe chemATe te nirAstrava thAya che, Asava rahita thAya che. AhAhA ! rAga chUTI jAya che tyAre nirAstrava kahevAya che ema kahe che. pahelA to kahyuM ke- cothe guNasthAne nirAstrava che. have ahIMyA kahe che ke- parazeyamAM jeTalo raMjAyamAnapaNAno rAga che te badhAne sarvathA choDaze to nirAstrava thaze. samajANuM kAMI? pahelAM to ema kahyuM hatuM ke - samyagdaSTi to nirAsrava ja che. paraMtu te vAta mithyAtva ane rAgadveSa je mithyAtva sAthenA thAya che te apekSAe tene nirAgnava kahyo hato. ahIMyA to

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kalaza-116 3pa have sarvathA nirAgnava kahe che. AhAhA ! aMdaramAM samyagdarzana thayuM che, rAga mArI cIja nathI tevuM AtmabhAna thayuM che, chatAM rAga thAya che to te svarUpanI dRSTi ane anubhava karatAM... karatAM karatAM rAganA kaNa kaNano nAza thaI jaze, tyAre te nirAsrava thaI jaze. tyAre Asrava rahita thaze. zuM karato thako nirAsa thAya che? "va pUravRttima sanAM chindana" (pUrva) nAma nizcayathI jeTalI zeya vastu che strI, kuTuMba-parivAra, paisA to dhULa che paraMtu deva-gurune zAstra paNa para cIja che. traNalokano nAtha ema kahe che ke - amArA pratyenA lakSathI tane rAga thaze. kemake te para che. have e rAgano paNa svAnubhava dvArA nAza kara; bIjo koI upAya nathI. "paraNeya raMjita' tema pAThamAM che ne! parane jANatAM rAga thato hato. devaguruzAstra ne jANatA paNa rAga thato hato. te paraya che ane svaNeya ahIM aMdaramAM che. parazeya raMjita thatAM emAM je rAga thato hato te paNa zuddha svarUpano anubhava karatAM... karatAM rAgano nAza thaI jaze. tyAre te Asrava rahita ja thaze. Asava eTale samajyAne ? puNya-pApanA bhAva te Asrava. AsravathI navA karma Ave che. jema vahANamAM pANI Ave, tema AtmAmAM jeTalA puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya che e chidro che... ane tene kAraNe navA karmo Ave che. mATe tene Asava kahevAmAM Ave che. are! eka tattvanI khabara na maLe ane jiMdagI ema ne ema cAlI jAya che. AhAhA ! paramAtmA ema pharamAve che ke - samyagdaSTine je nirAgnava kahyo e to mithyAtva saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSane kahyo hato. mithyAtva saMbaMdhI abhAvanI apekSAthI nirAnsava kahyuM hatuM. paraMtu sarvathA nirAsava to tyAre thaze ke jyAre - paraNeyamAM AsaktirUpa rAgane jIte tyAre. samakitI rAgane potAno mAnato nathI paraMtu tene parazeyamAM Asakti thAya che te AsaktinA raMjita pariNAma che. svarUpano anubhava karatAM... karatAM sAdhaka teno nAza karaze. are ! AvI vAtuM have! ahIM pravacanamAM, gharavALI AvI na hoya to tenA dhaNIne pUche - Aje tame zuM sAMbhaLI AvyA? koNa jANe ! Ama ne tema ne, evI kAMIka vAtuM karatA hatAM. bhagavAna Ama kahe che. AtmA nirmaLa che evuM koNa jANe kAMIka kahyuM hatuM. AkhI duniyAnI badhI khabara che. meM duniyAnI badhI nADuM bahu joI che. ahIM to lAkho mANasono paricaya thayo che. daza-daza hajAra mAIla to traNa vakhata hindustAnamAM pharyA chIe. daza hajAra mAIla moTara dvArA pharyA. ghaNAM tIrtha joyA che. ghaNuM joyuM. oho ! mAragaDA judA bhAI ! zrotA pahelAM ATalo pravAsa karyo to have kyAre javAnuM che? uttara- have zuM jAya? zarIra kAma kare? zarIrane 88 varSa to thayA. ahIMyA kahe che - "rva paravRttimAM sattAM ucchindana" jeTalI zeya vastu che temAM

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 raMjakapaNuM," joyuM ? jJeya vastunI Asakti. samyagdaSTine mithyAtva to che nahIM, teno nAza karIne to anubhava karyo che. have AsaktinuM jeTaluM raMjakapaNuM che evI pariNAma kriyA. hiMsAjUTha-corI AdinA AsaktinA pariNAma ho ke dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma ho ! te banne kriyA rAga che. 36 "jeTalI che zubharUpa athavA azubharUpa, tene mULathI ja ukhADato thako samyagdaSTi nirAsava hoya che." AhAhA ! AkaruM kAma bhAI ! ahIMyA to ekalo zubhanI kriyAmAM dharma mAnIne... amane dharma thayo, ame dharma karIe chIe, ame vrata karyA eTale saMvara thayo ane tapa karyA eTale nirjarA thaI... ane AnAthI mokSa thaI jaze. prabhu ! tane khabara nathI bhAI ! pelA sarvodaya hospITalavALA muMbaImAM nahotA kahetA...! sarvodaya hospITala moTI che temAM vyAkhyAna ApatAM, hamaNAM te vinaMtI karavA AvyA hatA. paisA karoDa rUpiyA che. dIkaro ekeya nathI dikarIne paraNAvI dIdhI ane trIseka lAkha ApyA. teo kahe - mahArAja ! ApanI vAta cAra hajAra bhava pachI samajAze. cAra hajAra bhava kyAM karazo bApu ! AvA mANasone AtmAnI kAMI darakAra na maLe. cA2 hajAra bhava pachI vAta samajAze lyo ! are... bhAI ! bhavanI kyAM khabara che ? kyAM jaIza bApu ! e nigodanA gha2 moTAM che tenI tane khabara nathI. A baTAkA, sakakarakaMda, DuMgaLI, lasaNa tenI eka kaTakImAM asaMkhya zarI2 ane eka zarI2mAM anaMtA jIva che bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. lasaNanI rAya jeTalI kaTakImAM asaMkhyAta audArika zarI2 ane eka eka zarIramAM anaMtA jIva che, Ama bhagavAne kahyuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyA kahe che - jene AtmAnI ruci thaI che tene vAyadA hoya ? eno artha tene ruci nathI. jene jenI ruci ane jarUriyAta hoya teno te puruSArtha karyA vinA rahe ja nahIM. muMbaImAM ApaNe 'devadarzana' zvetAmbarano hola che temAM vyAkhyAna rAkhIe chIe ne ! vyAkhyAnamAM daza-daza hajAra mANasa Ave... zubhabhAve. amArA u52 lokone prema to che ne ! tattvane samajavAnI jIvone da2kA2 bahu thoDI. ahIMyA kahe che - AtmAmAM je rAga thAya, zubhAzubhabhAva thAya tene mULathI ukheDato thako samyagdaSTi nirAsrava thAya che. tyAre nirAsrava thAya che. joyuM ? paheluM mithyAtva saMbaMdhInA rAga-dveSano abhAvarUpa nirAsrava kahyo. pachI have A vAta lIdhI. tyAM koI pakaDI rAkhe ke - juo; jeTalA aMze buddhipUrvaka rAga che, samyagdaSTine, are ! munine paNa chaDhe sAtame guNasthAne rAgano bhAva Ave che. muni to nagna digaMbara saMta che, teo jaMgalamAM rahe che. temanuM munipaNuM to aMdaramAM che. teo to AnaMdanA jhUlAmAM jhUlatA hoya che. emane paNa paMcamahAvratAdino vikalpa UThe che te rAga che. temane paNa AtmAno anubhava karatAM... karatAM nAza thaze, bIjo koI upAya nathI.

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kalaza-116 37 pravacana naM. 114 tA. 06/10/77 padArtha amUrta svarUpa che. tene abaddhaspaSTa kaho ke - amUrta svarUpa kaho ! te amUrta svarUpanI prAptino upAya, paryAyamAM mukta svarUpane pragaTa karavAno upAya to ( eka ja che) ke - mukta svarUpa AtmAno anubhava karavo. "eka zuddhasvarUpano anubhava upAya che." vaLI zuM karato thako nirAsava hoya che? Asrava eTale zubha azubha bhAva te baMdhanuM kAraNa che tenAthI rahita jJAnI nirAnsava kevI rIte thAya che. "va paravRttima sattAM chattvanaavazya ja eTalI zeyavastu che temAM raMjakapaNArUpa pariNAmakriyA, jeTalI che zubharUpa athavA azubharUpa tene (jhindrana) mULathI ja ukhADato thako samyagdaSTi nirAsava hoya che." avazya arthAt jarUra nizcayathI. jeTalI paravastu che te badhI zeya che. temAM rAganuM raMjanapaNuM e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. jeTalA zubha ane azubha evI pariNAma kriyA temAM ane zeyavastu che temAM raMjanapaNuM tene mULathI ukheDato nirAsrava thAya che. te zubha rAga ho ke azubha kriyA ho tene mULathI nAza karato samyagadeSTi nirAsa thAya che. bahu sUkSma vAta che. AhAhA ! caitanya svabhAva sUkSma che. anaMta AnaMdano prabhu evA atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava karavAthI... zubha azubha jeTalI kriyA che teno nAza thAya che. zubhakriyAthI AtmAno anubhava arthAt samyakatvanI dazA thAya che tema to che nahIM, paraMtu AtmAnA anubhavathI zubha - azubha kriyAno nAza thAya che. AhAhA ! bahu jhINI vAta bApA! guNI bhagavAna AtmA ane jJAna, AnaMdAdi tenA guNa; evA guNa-guNInA bhedathI utpanna thato je vikalpa-rAga te zubhakriyA che teno paNa jemAM abhAva che. zuddha svarUpa pUrNAnaMda vItarAgamUrti AtmA che... e AtmAnI aMdara lapeTAI javuM - AnaMdakaMdamAM lIna thaI javuM te zubhAzubhakriyAne maTADavAno upAya che. zrotA- A eka ja upAya che? uttara:- upAya to eka ja che. "eka hoya traNakALamAM paramArthano paMtha." prazna-cothAguNasthAne aMtarmuhUrta mATe Asrava rokAya che pachI pAcho thAya che ne? uttara- nahIM... nahIM, ahIMyA to anubhavanI pradhAnatAthI kahevuM che ke samyagdarzana thayuM to Asava rokAya gayo tema kahevAmAM Ave che. (sAdhakane) thoDo Asrava che to kharo; paraMtu e Asrava paNa chUTI jAya che te apekSAthI kahyuM che. Asrava bilakula che ja nahIM tema nathI. e to dazamA guNasthAna sudhI rAga hoya che. koI ekAnta tANI jAya ke -dharmIne bilakula Agnava che ja nahIM... to ema nathI. ahIMyA to samyagdaSTi AtmAe svasammukha thaI aMtaramAM Avo anubhava karyo ke - huM

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38 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha! zuddha cidAnaMda prabhu chuM. to pUrNa nidhAna prApta thayuM. anaMta AnaMdanI khANa, anaMta jJAnanA nidhAna, anaMta zAMti.. zAMti... zAMti... zAMtino sAgara AtmA che evo anubhava thayo. samyagdarzana thayuM tenAthI te zubha azubhabhAvanI kriyA thAya che teno nAza kare che. bAkI jeTalo Asrava rahe che teTalo baMdha che. paraMtu tenI sthiti ane rasa alpa hovAthI tene ahIM gaNavAmAM AvyA nathI. koI ekAnta tANI jAya ke - samyagdaSTine bilakula Asrava baMdha che ja nahIM to ema nathI. sAdhaka dazAnI zarUAta thatAM. atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana thayuM samyagdarzanamAM atIndriya AnaMda (pragaTayo) tenI AgaLa rAganI gaNatarI zuM? rAga che paNa teno Adara nathI. rAga karmadhArAmAM jAya che. potAnI jJAnadhArAmAM rAga che ja nahIM. AvI vAta che bApu! ( anaMta kALathI) janma maraNa karI karIne soMthI nIkaLI gayA che bApu! te duHkhI prANI che. tenI dRSTimAM jyAM sudhI puNya ne pApanA bhAva che tyAM sudhI te mahA pApI, duHkhI che. samAjamAM AvyuM? bhagavAna aMdara AnaMdano nAtha paramAtma svarUpa che. "appA so paramappA" tAraNa svAmImAM bahu Ave che. (tArI) aMdara trikALI che te paramAtmA ja che. AhAhA! kema bese!! "pappA" AtmA che te ja paramAtmA che. aMdara paramAtmA che. tethI paryAye paramAtmA thAya che. zaktimAMthI vyakti thAya che. AhAhA ! evo bhagavAna AtmA aparimita jJAna, darzana, AnaMdanuM ghara che. anaMta anaMta guNonuM godAma che... tenI sanmukha thatAM jyAM anubhava thayo ane nimitta, rAga, paryAyathI vimukha thayo - mukha pheravI nAMkhyuM (to paryAyamAM nidhAna pragaTayAM.) nimittamAM deva-guru-zAstra ho ke pachI strI-kuTuMba ho! enAthI mukha pheravI nAMkhyuM. ane puNya-pApanA je bhAva che tenuM paNa lakSa choDI dIdhuM, ane je eka samayanI paryAya che tenAthI paNa vimukha thaI gayo. A vAta cothA guNasthAnavALA samakitInI che. haju to gRhasthAzramamAM samyagdaSTi kevo hoya che tenI vAta cAle che. AhAhA ! AvA mArgano vartamAnamAM virodha thaI gayo. satya vAtane khoTI TharAvavI che ane khoTI vAtane satya TharAvavI che. bhagavAna ! coryAzInA avatAramAM tArA duHkhanA pAra nahIM rahe! bahAramAM digambara muni ho ke saMta kahevAto ho ! paraMtu aMdaramAM je dayAdAna mahAvratanA vikalpa upara jenI dRSTi che te pApI mithyASTi che. A vAta duniyAne AkarI paDe che. jenI dRSTi aMdaramAM thatAM rAga ane puNyathI haThIne pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu je anaMtaguNa ratnothI bharelo ratnarAzi che (tenI upara dRSTi paDI che te nirAsavI thAya che). tamAre tyAM to thoDA ghaNAM jaDa ratna haze. A to aMdaramAM ratananI rAzi paDI che. AhAhA! arUpI AnaMda anaMta ratanano gaMja prabhu AtmA che, e taraphano anubhava kare che, to e zubhabhAvano nAza thAya che.

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kalaza-116 39 (savanAM jhindrana) mULathI ja ukhADato thako samyagdaSTi nirAsava hoya che. bhAI ! A to mAragaDA judA che nAtha ! saMsAranA bhAvamAM guMcyo paDayo che. tenAthI chUTIne kadAcit dharmanA nAme te vrata-tapa-bhakritamAM paDayo che. tyAMthI huThIne (nija) bhagavAna sanmukha javuM temAM mahApuruSArtha joIe bhAI ! e puruSArthanI gati zuM che? tenA pariNAma kevA che? e vAtano teNe khyAlaya karyo nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che-"ya jJAyakano saMbaMdha be prakAre che. eka to to jANapaNAmAtra che, rAgadveSarUpa nathI." pahelAM ema lIdhuM ke - zeya vastu che temAM raMjakapaNArUpa pariNAma. have kahe che - zeya jJAyakano saMbaMdha be prakAre che. samyagdaSTi zeyane mAtra jANe che basa. zeya eka che tema jANavA mAtra rahe che, pachI te deva-guru-zAstra ho! ke kuTuMba-parivAra, lakSmI-AbarU ho ! te badhAne samyagdaSTi jJAnamAM mAtra jANe che. zeyo mArA che tevI daSTi dharmIne chUTI gaI che. te have jJAnamAtra-jJAnacetanA (ne jANe che ). AtmA jJAnasvarUpa che, dharmIne e jJAnacetanA paryAyamAM pragaTa thaI che. te jANe che ke - jeTalA joyo che te jJAnamAM jANavA lAyaka rahyA che paraMtu te mArA mAnavA lAyaka nathI. e zeyanI pratye rAga karavo ke dveSa karavo te paNa have rahyuM nathI. samAjamAM AvyuM? jANapaNAmAtra che, rAga-dveSarUpa nathI. jema ke - kevaLI sakaLa zeyavastune jANe dekhe che, paraMtu koI paNa vastumAM rAga-dveSa karatA nathI. tenuM nAma zuddha jJAnacetanA kahevAya che." sarvajJa bhagavAna kevaLI paramAtmA "sakaLa zeyane" arthAt traNakALa, traNalokane jANe che paraMtu koI vastumAM rAga dveSa karatA nathI. zuddha jJAna cetanA arthAt jANavuM.. jANavuM.. jANavuM... jANavuM. jANavuM. jANavuM rahI gayuM te zuddhazAna cetanA. AkhI bhASA ja judI jAtanI che. atyAre to mArgamAM bahu pheraphAra thaI gayo. e zuddha jJAna cetanAne samakitamAM utAraze. jANavuM. tenuM nAma zuddha jJAnacetanA kahevAmAM Ave che. zuM kahyuM? sarvadravya-guNa-paryAya sivAya jagatanA jeTalA (zeya padArtho) che te badhAne jJAna jANe che, tene jJAna cetanA kahevAmAM Ave che, tene (zuddha) karmacetanA paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. samyagdaSTi jIvane zuddha jJAnacetanArUpa jANapaNuM che, tethI mokSanuM kAraNa che, baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI."(sAdhakane) eka jJAnacetanA ja lIdhI. tene rAga-dveSa thAya che paNa tene te jANe che ema ahIMyA lIdhuM che. vyavahAre jANelo prayojanavAna che te ahIMyA lIdhuM che. AhAhA ! koI ekaluM tANIne kahe ke - samakitIne ekalI jJAnacetanA ja che ane rAgAdi vyavahAra che ja nahIM.. to ema nathI. cidAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA e jJAnacetanA dvArA zeyane jANe. pachI te arihaMta deva ho, guru ho, zAstra ho, AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmAno cetanA svabhAva che. saccidAnaMda prabhu AtmA te jJAnaratanathI bharelo, atIndriya AnaMdathI bharyo paDyo prabhu che. samyagdaSTine

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40 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 anubhavamAM AtmAnuM jyAM bhAna thayuM to have te 52zeyane jANavAvALo rahI gayo. 52zeyamAM koI zeya mAruM che tevI sRSTi to chUTI gaI. pachI te samakitI gRhasthAzramamAM ho, ATha varSanI bAlikA ho; potAnA zuddha svarUpanI dRSTithI anubhava thayo tene kahe che ke - tenI pAse to jJAnacetanA che. pachI yuvAna thatAM teno pati ho ! moTo dIkaro ho ! peTamAM garbha ho ! te badhA zeyane dharmI jANe che basa. gajaba vAta che bhAI ! AhAhA ! dharmI jIvane AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM che. jJAnacetanAmAM 52zeyane potAnA mAnato nathI, te zeyane jANe che ke - A che basa. dharmI potAnA bhAvamAM rahIne arthAt jJAnacetanAmAM rahIne 52zeyane jANe che... e apekSA ahIM lIdhI che. dharmI koI cIjane potAnI mAnato nathI te ahIM kahevuM che. AhAhA ! rAga thAya che, dveSa thAya che paraMtu tene jJAnamAM zeya tarIke jANavAmAM Ave che. bhagavAna AtmAnA jJAnano svabhAva svapa2prakAzaka pragaTa thayo to potAnAmAM have 52nuM jANavuM rahyuM... paraMtu 52ne potAnuM mAnavuM rahyuM nahIM. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che! "samyagdaSTi jIvane zuddha jJAnacetanArUpa jANapaNuM che." AmAM koI ema taka2A2 ka2e ke - dharmIne jJAnacetanA ja che, rAga ane du:kha che ja nahIM. paraMtu e kaI apekSAe bApu! ahIMyA to sAdhakane duHkha che paraMtu tene 52zeya tarIke jANe che e apekSA ahIMyA levI che. koI ema ja kahe ke - jJAnIne duHkhanuM vedana che ja nahIM to te ekAnta mithyArdaSTi che. ahIMyA to jJAnacetanA, prajJAbrahma svarUpa cetanA teno jyAM svasanmukha thaIne anubhava thayo to jJAnacetanAnuM jJAnapaNuM svapa2prakAzakanuM jANapaNuM pragaTa thayuM. dharmI have rAgAdine 52zeya tarIke jANe che. samyagdaSTine rAga Ave che te 52cIja che tene potAnAmAM rahIne jANe che tevo 52prakAzaka svabhAva potAno che. jJAnacetanAne kA2Ne te 52zeyane jANe che, e jANavAnI paryAya te mokSano mArga che - dharma che. tethI te mokSanuM kA2Na che. AhAhA ! Avo mArga che. zuddha jJAnacetanA te mokSanuM kAraNa che, baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. je baMdhanuM kA2Na che tenuM to jJAnakare che... eTaluM ahIM levuM che. are ! eNe bhagavAnane (nijAtmAne ) bhUlIne bhUlo karI che. e bhUlane ahIMyA karmacetanA ane karmaphaLacetanA kahe che. vikAra thAya ane vikArI phaLanA vedanamAM ekAkAra thAya te karmacetanA ane. karmaphaLa cetanA che. mithyArdaSTi anAdithI zubha - azubhabhAvano kartA ane zubha - azubhabhAvanA phaLano vedaka (bhoktA ) che. jyAre dharmI thayo, potAno caitanya dharma je jJAnane AnaMda svabhAva tenI paryAyamAM jyAre dharmInI pariNati pragaTa thaI... AhAhA ! dravya guNamAM to anaMtaAnaMda, anaMtajJAna, anaMta prabhutA paDI che... paNa e prabhutAnI pariNati paryAyamAM pragaTa thaI tyAre samyagdarzana thatAM e jJAnacetanA pragaTa thaI. jema kevaLI jANe che tema samyagdaSTi jJAna cetanAne jANe che. e jJAna cetanA "mokSanuM kA2Na che, te baMdhanuM kA2Na nathI."

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41 kalaza-116 "bIjuM jANapaNuM evuM che ke keTalIka viSayarUpa vastunuM jANapaNuM paNa che." pahelAM AvuM jANapaNuM hatuM zuM? dharmIne to zeyane jANavuM tevI jJAnacetanA rahI basa. bIjuM jANapaNuM evuM che ke - zeyane jANIne rAga dveSa kare che, zeya mArAM che te bIjI karmacetanA che. potAnA jJAnamAM bIjI viSayarUpa cIja tenuM jANapaNuM paNa che. "ane mohakarmanA udayanuM nimitta pAmIne iSTamAM rAga kare che," jJAnIne iSTamAM rAga ane aniSTamAM Sa che ja nahIM. kemake badhI cIja ya che. zeyamAM be bhAga paDatA ja nathI ke A iSTa che ane A aniSTa che. jyAre ajJAnI zeyamAM be bhAga pADe che. jANavA lAyaka ya che ane jJAnacetanA jANavAvALI che to paNa ajJAnI zeyarUpa je cIja che temAM be bhAga pADe che ke - A iSTa che tema mAnI rAga kare che ane A aniSTa che tema mAnI haiSa kare che. dhyAna rAkhe to pakaDAya evuM che hoM! bhASA sAdI che paraMtu bhAva to bahu UMcA che. bhoganI abhilASA kare che tathA aniSTamAM Sa kare che, aruci kare che, ajJAnI iSTamAM rAga kare che temaja bhoganI abhilASA kare che, te jANato to che nahIM tethI zeyamAM rAga ane bhoganI abhilASA kare che, paracIja bhogavavAmAM AvatI nathI paraMtu paracIjanA lakSa utpanna thayelo je rAga te rAgane bhogavavAnI abhilASA kare che. bhAre mArga bApu! ajJAnI jIva mohakarmanA nimittathI utpanna thayelo je mithyAtvabhAva te mithyAtva to potAthI thayo che temAM karma to nimitta che. A rIte viSaya vastunuM paNa jANapaNuM che. iSTamAM rAga kare che tevo mohano rAga che ane bhoganI paNa abhilASA che. tathA aniSTamAM DheSa kare che, aruci kare che," vIMchIno DaMkha, sarpanuM karaDavuM, niMdAnuM sAMbhaLavuM te che to zeya. paraMtu mithyAtvane kAraNe temAM aruci kare che. AkhuM lokAloka jJAnamAM zeya che. zeyamAM be bhAga nathI ke - A ThIka che ane A aThIka che. paraMtu ajJAnI mithyAtva ne kAraNe ISTane prema kare che ane aniSTa pratye dveSa karI be bhAga pADe che. pANInuM pUra cAlatuM hoya ane vacce pUla Ave to pANImAM be bhAga paDI jAya che. tema bhagavAna AtmAmAM jJAnarUpI pravAha cAle che temAM A sarva cIja zeyamAtra che. tema na jANatAM; A zeya ThIka che ane A aThIka che tevA jJAnamAM be bhAga thatAM mithyAtva thaI jAya che. zrotA:- bhAvanI vAta che? uttara- bhAvanI vAta che ne! ahIMyA paranI sAthe zuM saMbaMdha che? (zarIra) to mATI jaDa che. tene bhAvamAM iSTa - aniSTapaNe mAne te mithyAtva che. prazna:- to.... vIMchI karaDe tene sAro gaNavo? uttara- e to zeya che, tyAM sArA-narasAno prazna ja kyAM che? vIMchInuM karaDavuM, strIno bhoga, lADu khAvAnI kriyA te to jJAnamAM zeya che. temAM A ThIka che ane A aThIka che tema AvyuM kyAMthI ? ajJAnI temAM bheda pADe che ke - A viSayamAM majA che ane vIMchInA karaDavAmAM

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42 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 majA nathI tevA rAga-dveSathI be bhAga pADe che. AkarI vAta che bhAI ! tyAM AvA rAga-dveSa sAthe maLeluM che je jJAna", juo! pahelAM ema kahyuM hatuM ke - potAnA jJAnamAM jyAM jJAnanuM bhAna thayuM to badhI zeya vastu jANavA lAyaka rahI gaI. koI cIja ThIka che - koI cIja aThIka che tevuM rahyuM nahIM. jo evuM rahyuM nahIM to rAga-dveSa paNa rahyA nahIM; e apekSAe ahIM vAta kahI che. ahIMyA kahe che ke - AtmAmAM parazeyanuM jANavuM to rahyuM paraMtu jANavA uparAMta A iSTa che tethI rAgamAM majA che evuM mAnI te rAgano kartA thAya che. ane te rAgane bhogavavAnI abhilASA kare che. jJAnI-dharmI rAgano jJAtA-deNA che ane ajJAnI rAgano kartA ane bhoktA thAya che. AvI vAtuM have... pachI mANasane lAge ke - Avo dharma? pakaDAya nahIM, samajAya nahIM tevo jhINo dharma? bApu! dharma to A che, te pakaDAya evo ja che, samajAya evo ja che. AhAhA ! jANanAra bhagavAna kone na jANe? na jANI zake evo prazna tyAM kyAM che? jANanAra kone na jANe? agninI uSNatA kone na bALe? tema bhagavAna AtmA kone na jANe? te badhAne jANe paraMtu zeyamAM iSTa - aniSTapaNuM kare nahIM. AhAhA ! ajJAnI mithyAdRSTi, jene svarUpanuM bhAna nathI te zeyane jANe to che... paraMtu jANavAnA kALamAM iSTa - aniSTa (mAnI) rAga-dveSa kare che. rAga karI ane rAgane bhogavavAnI abhilASA kare che. A zarIrane bhogavuM; A lADune bhogavuM; dALa-bhAtane bhogavuM ema ajJAnI bhogavavAnI abhilASA kare che. te parane bhogavato nathI... te bhogave che potAnA vikArane... samajamAM AvyuM? gajaba vAta che. eka eka kaLazamAM ghaNI ghaNI vAta bharI dhe che. tyAM AvA rAga-dveSa sAthe maLeluM che je jJAna tenuM nAma azudhdhacetanAlakSaNa karmacetanA-karmaphaLacetanArUpa kahevAya che, tethI te baMdhanuM kAraNa che." pahelAM jJAnacetanA kahI hatI. badhA zeyone jANe te jJAnacetanA; e jJAnacetanA zeyamAM iSTa - aniSTanA bhAga nathI pADatI. iSTa aniSTa bhAga nathI pADatI to rAga-dveSa thatA nathI. pote jJAnasvarUpa che tethI jANe to che.. , uparAMta A iSTa che A aniSTa che evA rAga-dveSa kare che... tenuM nAma karmacetanA che, tene bhogavavAnuM nAma karmaphaLacetanA che. je vikArane kare che ane vikArane bhogave che te mithyASTi che. AhAhA! tene jainanI khabara nathI ke - tenuM jainapaNuM zuM che? ajJAnIne karmacetanA ane karmaphaLacetanA teno svAda Ave che mATe te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. e banne cetanA baMdhanuM kAraNa che. baMdhanuM kAraNa eTale mithyAtva te darzanamohanA baMdhanuM kAraNa che. "AvuM pariNamana samyagdaSTine nathI." anaMta zeyomAM A ThIka che ane A aThIka che evuM jJAnI samakitIne thatuM nathI. pachI te sAkSAt tIrthaMkara ho to paNa te iSTa che-ThIka che evuM jJAnIne thatuM nathI. A ghaNI moTI vAta che. bhaktinA premano rAga Ave che paraMtu jJAnI rAgano

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kalaza-116 43 jANavAvALo rahe che. jyAre ajJAnI rAgano kartA thAya che, rAgano bhoktA thAya che... tethI te jheranA pyAlA pIve che. samakitIne jJAna cetanA hovAthI te AnaMdanA pyAlA pIve che, ema kahe che. keTalAka to ema kahe che ke A to badhI nizcayanI vAtuM che. nizcaya eTale satya. vyavahA2nI vAto AropIta ho paraMtu tenuM jANavuM AtmAno svabhAva che. AvA vyavahA2ne loko mAne che ne... ke vrata karyA ne tapa karyA ! ahIMyA kahe che AvuM pariNamana samyagdaSTine nathI. kevuM (pariNamana ) nathI ! A jJeya iSTa che ane A aniSTa che. aniSTa mAnIne (tenA pratye ) dveSa ane iSTa mAnIne rAga (ka2vo) evI azudhdha pariNati dharmIne hotI nathI. jJAnIne asthiratAno rAga che teno paNa te jANavA-dekhavAvALo 2he che... ema siddha karavuM che. sAdhakane Asakitano bhAva thAya che paraMtu temAM tenI iSTa aniSTapaNAnI mAnyatAno bhAva nathI. paraMtu te AsaktinA bhAvano paNa jANavAvALo che ema ahIMyA siddha kare che. AsaktinA bhAvano kartA ane bhoktA che nahIM. Avo mArga che. kone kyAM (paDI che!) muMbaImAM sAMbhaLavA maLe evuM che ? Akho divasa pApanI piMjaNamAM ( rokAI gayo ). dhULamAMya paisA maLatA nathI... e to puNya hoya to paisA maLe... enA DahApaNathI kyAM paisA maLe che? moTA huziyAra hoya ane saTTAmAM khoTa jAya, bhikhArA thaI jAya lyo ! zrotA:- A dAkhalo badhAne lAgu paDavo joIe ne ? utta2:- badhe lAgu paDe che. pApano udaya Ave to badhuM phagI jAya... tene khabareya na paDe ke - A kyAM gayuM ! zeThAI jAya, paisA jAya, Abaru jAya badhuM ja eka sAthe jAya... evA dAkhalA to ghaNAM joyA che. amArA umarALAmAM nagarazeTha hatA. te sthAnakavAsIonA zeTha, gAmanA zeTha hatA. mANasa khAnadAna paNa puNya ochA hatA. bazera tela levA javuM hoya to tenI pAse eka rUpiyo na hoya. ghAMcI pAse tela levA jAya... bazera tela Apo, ghAMcI samaje A mANasa pAse paisA nathI, eTale te kahe - moTAbhAI Avaze eTale ApazuM ho! AvI sthiti hatI. atyAre muMbaImAM tenA chokarAvane sArI sthiti che. pahelAM moTA naga2zeTha hatA, vacce AvI ( sAdhAraNa ) sthiti thaI gaI vaLI atyAre sArI sthiti thaI gaI... Ama phe2phA2 thAya. tamArI moTarano DrAIvara kaheto hato ke - caDatI paDatI, taDakA ne chAMyA Ave. chAMyA hoya taDako thaI jAya, taDako hoya to chAMyo thaI jAya. Ama calatI phiratI chAMyA che bApu ! ame jayapura jyAM UtarelA tyAMthI nIce UtarI ane vyAkhyAna karavA javAnuM hatuM. tyAM eka mANasa nIkaLyo te 75-80 varSano hato. kapaDAM jIrNa thaI gayelAM, mAthe TAla ane hAthamAM kaToro. e... mA-bApa paisA Apone ! mArI najara tenA u52 gaI... pachI meM kahyuM-bhAI ! A mANasa garIba nathI, game tema thayuM ho ! paraMtu enA moM upa2thI ane tenA mAthe TAla che!!tyAM eka bIjo mANasa tene oLakhato hato, te kahe sAheba ! A jhaverIno dikaro che. jayapuranA

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44 kalAmRta bhAga-4 jhaverI mAvajI trikama enI jhaverI bajAramAM dukAna hatI. enA lagna khUba dhAmadhUmathI karelAM... atyAre te garIba - rAMka - bhikhArI thaI gayo. bApu! puNya phare tyAre zuM thAya? puNya tArA rAkhyA rahetA nathI. puNya khalAsa thAya to badhuM cAlyuM jAya. A bhAI kahetA ke - amAre jeThAlAla zAmajI bhATiyA moTA gRhastha hatA. dikarAnA lagnamAM tenI AkhI nAtamAM beDA kheMcyA hatAM. e chokarAnI vahunA zrImaMtano prasaMga Avyo tyAre e jeThAlAla paisA mAMgavA Avelo. bApu! mArI pAse kAMI nathI, A vahune hospiTalamAM mUkavA che tethI kaMIka kharcanA paisA Apo. kyAre puNya phare... e kAMI rAkhyA rahe evuM che nahIM. calatI phiratI chAMyA che' ahIMyA to prabhu ema kahe che - AnaMdano nAtha jyAM jAge che (to jJAnacetanA pragaTe che). sAdhakane rAgAdi hoya chatAM tene te zeya tarIke jANe che paraMtu teno kartA ne bhoktA thato nathI. dravyaliMgI sAdhu thaIne paNa tene hajAro rANI choDI che, chatAM e rAganI kriyAno huM kartA ane teno huM bhoktA chuM tema te mAne che tethI mithyAdeSTi che. ATalo moTo phera che. jevI dRSTi tevI sRSTi che. samyagdaSTinI dRSTi dravya upara che tethI tene jJAtAdekhAnI sRSTi utpanna thAya che. ajJAnInI dRSTi puSya ne pApanA vikAra upara hovAthI tene mithyAtva Adi vikAranI utpatti thAya che. AhAhA! bahAramAM bAdazAhI dekhAya aMdaramAM bhikhArA hoya. AvI cIja che. rAga-dveSa sAthe maLeluM che je jJAna tenuM nAma azudhdhacetanAlakSaNa karmacetanAkarmaphaLacetanArUpa kahevAya che, tethI baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AvuM pariNamana samyagdaSTine nathI." ahIMyA to sAdhaka rAgano jANavAvALo che te siddha karavuM che. koI kahe ke-bilakula rAga che ja nahIM. , to tema nathI. ahIMyA jJAnacetanA rAgane jANe che te siddha karavuM che. sAdhakanI jJAnacetanAmAM rAgano abhAva che ane jJAnacetanAno rAgamAM abhAva che eTale ahIMyA siddha karavuM che. AmAM koI ekAnta laI jAya ke - samyagdaSTi thayo to have tene bilakula rAgAsrava che ja nahIM to te ekAnta vAta che. samajamAM AvyuM? AvI vAto che! zAstranA zAstra bharyA che ke-dazamA guNasthAna sudhI rAga Asrava che ane cha karma paNa Ave che. cothe guNasthAne bilakula rAga che ja nahIM eno artha ke - jJAnacetanAmAM te jANavA lAyaka che evuM jANIne.. jJAnacetanAmAM rAga nathI ema kahyuM che. AhAhA ! samyagdaSTine saMsAra vadhe evo che ja nahIM. zubhabhAva Ave che paNa tene jJAnamAM zeya tarIke jANe che. sAdhakane bhaviSyanA bhavano baMdha paDe che... paraMtu te azubhabhAvanA kALamAM bhavabaMdha paDato nathI. tene potAnA zuddha svarUpanI dRSTinuM jora che. azubhabhAva Ave che te kALamAM bhaviSyano baMdha paDato nathI paraMtu jyAre zubhabhAva Ave tyAre bhaviSyano baMdha baMdhAze.. kemake samyagdaSTi to vaimAnika svargamAM jAya che. manuSya ne tiryaMca hoya to vaimAnika svargamAM jAya che ane deva hoya to manuSyamAM Ave che. dharmIne paNa azubhabhAva Ave che chatAM te e kALamAM teno kartA ane

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kalaza-117 45 bhoktA nathI. te kALe tene bhaviSyano bhava baMdhAto nathI. jyAre zubhabhAva Ave tyAre bhaviSyanA bhavano baMdha paDe che. ATaluM to jora che. kemake kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI bhava to che. e bhavano baMdha kyAre thaze? jyAre zubhabhAva Avaze tyAre vaimAnikano baMdha thaze. nahIMtara azubhabhAva hoya tyAre baMdha paDe to bIjI gatino paDe... tyAM AyuSya na hoya. jJAnIne rAga Ave che tenAthI baMdha thAya che... paraMtu ahIMyA to rAga ane baMdhane banne zeyamAM nAkhIne teno jJAtA che ema batAvavuM che. AhAhA! AvI lAMbI vAto che keTalI ! jJAnIne rAgamAMthI svAmItvano abhiprAya chUTI gayo che tethI rAga Avyo teno kartA-bhoktA thato nathI. te kAraNe azubhabhAva vakhate tene Ayu baMdhAtuM nathI. samakitI to svargamAM ja jAya che... bIje kyAMya jAya nahIM. jo samyaka pahelAM AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM hoya ane narakamAM jAya te bIjI vAta che. samyagdaSTine AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM. have tene zubhabhAva Ave che. to tene te samaye vaimAnikanuM AyuSya baMdhAI jaze. AhAhA! koI kahe che ne ke - zrImad rAjacaMdra te to sIdhA mahAvidehamAM gayA ane tyAM ATha varSe kevaLajJAna pAmaze te badhI vAta khoTI che. kemake mithyASTi hoya te ja manuSya marIne manuSya thAya. lokone e paNa khabara na maLe ke teo vaimAnika svargamAM gayA che. AhAhA ! svargamAMthI nIkaLI manuSya thaI ane mokSa javAnA. paNa atyAre ahIMthI sIdhA manuSya thayA tyAM (ema nathI). tenA bhaktone paNa bhAna na maLe, khoTA vakhANa karI nAkhyA temanA pelo eka kSullaka bhopAlamAM maLyo hato te kaheto hato. suratanI pAse hampI che tyAMno che e kahe - zrImadjI mahAvidehamAM gayA che ane teo kevaLIpaNe vicare che. tenA bhakto to jANe oho... oho! paraMtu A siddhAMta viruddha thaI jAya che. samyagdaSTi manuSya hoya to tene manuSyano baMdha paDato nathI. paraMtu vaimAnika baMdha paDe che. samyagdaSTi manuSya jyotiSamAM na jAya, narakamAM na jAya, tiryaMcamAM na jAya temaja manuSya marIne manuSya paNa na thAya. e baMdhane ane baMdhanA bhAvane jJAnanA zeya tarIke gaNavAmAM Avyo che. jyAre ajJAnI te bhAva mAro che tema mAnI te rAga ane dveSane kare che ane tene bhogave che. kema ke mithyAtvarUpa pariNAma gayA hovAthI AvuM pariNamana hotuM nathI. AvA azudhdhazAna cetanArUpa pariNAma mithyASTine hoya che." e zubha ane azubhabhAva mArA che ane mAruM kartavya che ane te mATe karavA lAyaka che, mAre bhogavavA lAyaka che Avo bhAva mithyASTine hoya che. AhAhA! zarIra, vANI, mana, dhaMdhAno kartA AtmA ajJAna bhAve paNa nathI te zubhabhAvano kartA ane bhoktA thAya che. AvI vAtuM che bhAI are! anAdino rakhaLato.... rajhaLato hato temAM mAMDa manuSyapaNuM maLyuM ane emAM jainadharma maLyo paraMtu jinavara kahe e dharma nA samajyo. to tenI anaMtakALathI enI e dazA ja rahI. "vaLI kevo hoto thako nirAsava hoya che? "jJAnasya pUM: bhavana" pUrNa jJAnarUpa

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46 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 hoto thako." juo ! jJAnasvarUpamAM jJAtAdeSTA thaIne have jJAtAdRSTA... jJAtAdeSTAno anubhava arthAt pariNamana karatAM... karatAM pUrNa jJAna thaI jAya che. samajamAM AvyuM ? bhAvArtha Ama che-jJAnanuM khaMDitapaNuM e ke te rAga-dveSa sAthe maLeluM che. jJAnamAM khaMDa- khaMDa je thAya che te rAga-dveSane kA2Ne thAya che. khaMDa-khaMDa jJAna rAga-dveSa sAthe maLeluM che. jJAnIne rAga-dveSa gayA hovAthI jJAnanuM pUrNapaNuM kahevAya che." rAga-dveSano pachIthI nAza thaI ane pUrNa jJAna pragaTa thaI jAya che. apUrNa jJAna che to rAganA kAraNe jJAna khaMDa-khaMDa thAya che chatAM jJAnIne to rAganuM jJAna che tethI tene khaMDa nathI ema kahe che. jJAnamAM khaMDa na Avyo ane e jJAna akhaMDano anubhava karatuM... karatuM pUrNa jJAna thaI jAze... arthAt kevaLajJAna thaI jaze tene jJAnanuM pUrNa jJAna kahevAya che. "Avo hoto thako samyagdaSTi jIva nirAva hoya che." A kAraNe jJAnI pUro nirAsrava thaI jAya che. Asrava adhikAra che ne ? jyAre bilakula Asrava rahita pUrNa jJAna dazA thAya che tyAre nirAsrava thaI jAya che. sAdhakane jyAM sudhI Asrava che tyAM sudhI te Asravano jJAtAdeSTA che. te jANavAvALo che ane karavAvALo ne bhogavavAvALo te nathI. (anuSTupa ) sarvasyAmeva jIvantyAM dravyapra tyysnttau| kuto nirAsravo jJAnI nityameveti cenmatiH / / 5-117 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- ahIM koI AzaMkA kare che-samyakTeSTi jIva sarvathA nirAsrava kahyo, ane ema ja che, paraMtu jJAnAvaraNAdidravyapiMDa jevo hato tevo ja vidhamAna che tathA te karmanA udaye nAnA prakAranI bhogasAmagrI jevI hatI tevI ja che, tathA te karmanA udaye nAnA prakAranAM sukha-duHkhane bhogave che, indriya-za2I2saMbaMdhI bhogasAmagrI jevI hatI tevI ja che, samyagdaSTi jIva te sAmagrIne bhogave paNa che; ATalI sAmagrI hovA chatAM nirAsavapaNuM kaI rIte ghaTe che? evo koI prazna kare che-"dravyapratyayasantato sarvasthAm va nIvantyAM jJAnI nityam nirAva: tA:" (dravyapratyaya) jIvanA pradezomAM pariNamyuM che pudgalapiMDarUpa aneka prakAranuM mohanIyakarma, tenI (sannatAau) saMtatisthitibaMdharUpa ghaNA kALa paryanta jIvanA pradezomAM rahevuM te-( sarvasyAm) jeTalI hota, jevI hota, ( nIvantyAM) teTalI ja che,vidhamAna che, tevI ja che (va)nizcayathI; topaNa (jJAnI) samyagdaSTi jIva (nityam nirAnnava:) sarvathA sarva kALa AsravathI rahita che ema je kahyuM te (tA:) zuM vicArIne kahyuM ? " zvet kRti mati:" ( zvet ) he ziSya ! jo (rUti mati: ) tArA manamAM AvI AzaMkA che to uttara sAMbhaLa, kahIe chIe. 5-117. "

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kalaza-117 47. kaLaza naM. - 117 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 115 tA. 07/10/'77 pUrNAnaMda svarUpa jJAnamAM jANavAmAM AvyuM tyAre tenI dRSTimAM puNya-pApanA bhAvanI ruci chUTI gaI. ane puNya-pApanA phaLamAMthI paNa ruci chUTI gaI. samyagdarzananI apekSAe tenuM pariNamana to zuddha che. have tene azudhdha pariNamananI mIThAza cAlI gaI ane azudhdha pariNAmanA phaLarUpa saMyogI cIja tenI mIThAza paNa chUTI gaI. dharmI jIvane svarUpanA AnaMdamAM mIThAza Ave che, jyAre ajJAnIne puSya ne pApanA bhAva ane saMyogI bhAvamAM ane tenAM phaLamAM mIThAza Ave che. AhAhA ! ATalI dizA pherathI dazA pharI gaI che. mithyAdRSTinI dazAmAM puNya-pApanA bhAva mArA che evuM mAnIne te kare che ane bhogave che. ane e puNya AdinA phaLamAM, saMpadAmAM mIThAza-prema kare che. mithyAdeSTine potAnI svasaMpadAnI to khabara nathI. have samyagdaSTi thayo to tene eno prema UDI gayo. samyagdarzana thatAM paranI ane rAganI mIThAza UDI gaI. e kAraNe tene baMdha nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. samajamAM AvyuM? ziSyano prazna che ke- samyagdaSTine to badhuM che ne! ane tame kaho cho ke te Asrava rahita che. Asrava rahita che. ahIM koI AzaMkA kare che- AzaMkAno artha ke- Apa kaho cho te khoTuM che tema nathI paraMtu Apa zuM kaho cho te mArI samajamAM AvatuM nathI. tenuM nAma AzaMkA che. "samyagdaSTi jIva sarvathA nirAstrava kahyo ane ema ja che," tene puNya-pApano Asrava che ja nahIM, e ema ja che ema kahe che. kemake puNyanA arthAt dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma te mArA che ane tenAthI mane lAbha che evuM mithyASTipaNuM hatuM e mithyASTipaNuM samyagdaSTi thatAM UDI gayuM. e puNya ne pApa hovA chatAM ane e.. puNya ne pApanA phaLarUpa saMyoga hovA chatAM tene temAMthI mIThAza chUTI gaI che arthAt svAmIpaNuM chUTI gayuM che. vAta bahu jhINI ane mArga paNa jhINo bhAI ! cakravartIne cha khaMDanuM rAjya hoya to paNa te mArI cIja nathI. te mArAmAM nathI. ane huM temAM nathI. huM jyAM chuM tyAM to jJAna ne AnaMda ne zAMti paDI che. AhAhA ! AvI samyagdaSTinI daSTi hovAthI tene nirAstrava kahyo che. ( ziSyane AzaMkA che) ke tene nirAstrava kevI rIte kahyo? sarvasyAmeva jIvantyAM drvyprtyysnttau| kuto nirAsravo jJAnI nityameveti cenmtiH||5-117|| sAdhakane haju rAga che, puNya che, e bhAvo to Ave che, vaLI karma paNa vidhamAna che ane teo puNyanI sAmagrIne bhogavatA paNa dekhAya che to pachI te sarvathA nirAstrava kevI rIte che?

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48 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bahu jhINI vAta che. paraMtu jJAnAvaraNAdi dravyapiMDa jevo hato tevo ja vidhamAna che tathA te karmanA udaye nAnA prakAranI bhoga sAmagrI jevI hatI tevI ja che" samakitIne AtmAnA pradeza upara haju jaDa ATha karmo che. jaDa ATha karmo che ane Apa kaho cho ke- jJAnI nirAstravI che? potAnA atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmAno samyagdarzanamAM anubhava thayo tyArathI tene karma ane karmathI maLatI sAmagrI temAMthI rasa ane ruci UDI gayA che. karmanA udayane kAraNe jevI hatI tevI sAmagrI paNa che. samyagdarzana thayuM eTale bahAranI sAmagrI cAlI jAya che? sAmagrI to hoya che. "tathA te karmanA udaye nAnA prakAranAM sukha-du:khane bhogave che" jarAka sukha duHkha kalpanAmAM Ave che tene vede che. AhAhA ! A samyagdarzananA mahAbhyanuM varNana che. samyagdarzana zuM cIja che? ane samyagdarzanano viSaya bhagavAna paramAnaMda svarUpa, anaMtaguNa bhaMDAra che e jenA viSayamAM Avyo tene badhA para viSayo chUTI gayA. te koI dRSTino viSaya rahyo nahIM. "indriyazarIra saMbaMdhI bhoga sAmagrI jevI hatI tevI ja che, samyagdaSTi jIva te sAmagrIne bhogave paNa che" AhAhA! deva jenI sevA kare, hIrAnA thALa, maNI ratananA vATakA ane temAM badAmanuM zAka, pIstAnA pApaDa evI sAmagrI paNa che ane bhoga paNa che. zrotA:- pIstAnA pApaDa na bane. uttara:- atyAre paNa bane che. gRhasthone ghera tyAM tamAre ghera nahIM hoya. muMbaImAM sonAnA siMhAsana upara moTo adhikArI besato hato. tene savAre dUdhamAM badAma-pIstA vagere mAla masAlA Ave. mUDha jIva tene premathI bhogave che. huM teno kartA ane huM teno bhokatA ema mAnI mithyAdRSTi jIva tene bhogave che. have samyagdaSTi thayo to bahAranI viSaya sAmagrI jevI hatI tevI ja che. indriya zarIra saMbaMdhI bhoga sAmagrI jevI hatI tevI ja che. jIva sAmagrIno bhokatA paNa che. AhAhA! samakitI cakravartI hoya che. zAMtinAtha, kuMthunAtha, aranAtha tIrthakara hatA, cakravartI hatA ane kAmadeva hatA. e cakravartInI dAsI eTalI tAkAtavALI ke karoDo rUpiyAno hIro hoya, te hIrAno Ama bhUkako karI ane cakravartIne cAMdalo kare. karoDo-abajo rUpiyAnA hIrAnI bhasma banAve ane temAMthI rasoyA khorAka banAve. cakravartI, tIrthakara haju muni nathI thayA, te jamavA bese tyAre hIrAnA thALa, maNI ratananA kaTorA ane deva vIMjhaNAthI pavana nAkhe... to pachI samakitIne nirAstrava kema kaho cho? prabhu ekavAra zAMtithI sAMbhaLa to kharo ! "ATalI sAmagrI hovA chatAM nirAkjhavapaNuM kaI rIte ghaTe che? evo koI prazna kare

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kalaza-118 49 che" ATalI AvI sAmagrI ane devoe banAvelAM moTA mahela hoya temAMnA eka hIrAnI kiMmata abajonI hoya evA evA moTA mahela hoya... temAM te rahe che. bharata cakravartI samyagdaSTi hatA. to kahe che ke--samyagdaSTi AvI sAmagrImAM paDelA dekhAya che ane tenA bhokatA paNa dekhAya che ne ? ATalI sAmagrI (madhye ) rahetA te nirAstrava kema hoya che ? Avo koI prazna kare che. AhAhA ! samyagdarzana zuM cIja che ane mithyArdaSTinI keTalI hinatA che te lokone khabara nathI. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! AhA ! puNya ane dayA-dAna-vratanA pariNAmamAM dharma che evI jenI mAnyatA che te mithyASTi che. hajAro rANIono tyAga karI muni thayo paraMtu aMda2mAM rAganI ruci ane rAgano prema che, tene bhagavAna AnaMdano prema chUTI gayo che. e mithyArdaSTi eka TaMka khAya ke mahinA mahinAnA upavAsa kare to paNa tene Asrava sahita gaNavAmAM Avyo che. tene mithyAzraddhA che te kAraNe AsavamAM gaNavAmAM Avyo che. AvIne AvI sAmagrImAM samakitI jIva udAsa che. tene sArI duniyAthI ane 52mAMthI prema chUTI gayo che. jenI paryAya buddhi ja chUTI gaI che. AtmAno eka aMza pragaTayo che tenI paNa ruci chUTI gaI che. jyAM trikALI bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda svarUpa, dhruva svarUpa nityAnaMda prabhu ! teno anubhava thayo ane e samyagdarzanamAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Avyo, tyAM AgaLa AvI sAmagrI hovA chatAM temAMthI svAdanI buddhi chUTI gaI che. e sa--2sa che tevo rasa na rahyo. samajamAM AvyuM ? "dravyapratyayasantatau sarvasyAm eva jIvantyAM jJAnI nityam nirAstravaH kutaH kavanA pradezomAM pariNamyuM che pudgalapiMDarUpa aneka prakA2nuM mohanIyakarma, tenI saMtati- sthitibaMdharUpa ghaNA kALa paryaMta jIvanA pradezomAM rahevuM te" AtmAnA pradezomAM karmanI sthiti paNa rahe che ane tuM kahe che ke jJAnI sadA nirAstrava che ? samyagdaSTi ane mithyArdaSTi zuM che ? jhINI vAta bApu ! loko bahA2thI mAnI lye ke deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhA te samakita che ane have vratane tapa karo (te cAritra ) AvuM mAnanAra bilakula mithyArdaSTi mUDha che. samyagdaSTine zubhabhAva Ave che paraMtu tene kALA nAga jevo jhera jevo dekhAya che. jyAre ajJAnIne azubha rAgamAM paNa rasa ane mIThAza... mIThAza che. AhA ! dRSTi phere sRSTi kevI utpanna thAya che tenI alaukika vAta che. ahIMyA kahe che ke--prabhu Apa to samakitIne nirAstrava kaho cho ne ? tenA AtmAnA pradeza upara ATha karma paDayA che ane tenI sthiti tyAM raheze. "jeTalI hota, jevI hota teTalI ja che, vidhamAna che, tevI ja che nizcayathI; topaNa samyagdaSTi jIva sarvathA sarva kALa AsravathI rahita che ema je kahyuM te zuM vicArIne kahyuM ? AvuM hovA chatAM paNa sarvakALa, sarvathA puNya-pApanA bhAva tene che ja nahIM, tenuM phaLa paNa tene che ja nahIM... AvuM kema kahyuM ? AhAhA ! mithyArdaSTinI dizA para upara che eTale tenI dazAmAM mithyAtvabhAva che.

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5O kalazAmRta bhAga-4 samyagdarzananI dazAmAM tenI dizA dravya upara che. AhAhA! akhaMDAnaMda prabhu te anaMta guNano bhaMDAra che. cakravartInA nidhAna to maryAdita che A to aMtaramAM mahA nidhAna che- anaMtajJAna, anaMtazAMti, svacchatA, prabhutA evI anaMta zaktino sAgara bhagavAna che teno ene samyagdarzanamAM anubhava thayo. AvA samyagdaSTine karma vidhamAna hovA chatAM nirAlsava kema kahyo? ema ziSya prazna kare che. AhAhA! "sarvathA sarvakALe" nityam nira/strava: sarvathA sarvakALe AsavathI rahita nirAstra kahyo hato te zuM vicArIne kahyuM hatuM? he ziSya! jo tArA manamAM AvI AzaMkA che to uttara sAMbhaLa, kahIe chIe." (mAlinI) vijahati na hi sattAM pratyayAH pUrvabaddhAH samayamanusaranto yadyapi drvyruupaaH| tadapi sakalarAgadveSamohavyudAsA davatarati na jAtu jJAninaH krmbndhH||6-118 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha- "tafjJAnina: nAtu pharmava:navatarati" (tapi) topaNa (jJAni:) samyagdaSTi jIvane (nAtu) kadAcit koI paNa nayathI (varmavazva:) jJAnAvaraNAdirUpa pulapiMDanuM nUtana Agamana-karmarUpa pariNamana (navatarati) thatuM nathI; athavA jo kadI paNa sUkSma abuddhipUrvaka rAga-dveSapariNAmathI baMdha thAya che to ghaNo ja alpa baMdha thAya che to pachI samyagdaSTi jIvane baMdha thAya che evuM koI traNe kALamAM kahI zake nahi. have, kevo hovAthI baMdha nathI?"saurASamodabhuvAsa" je kAraNathI AvuM che te kAraNathI baMdha ghaTato nathI-(sana) jeTalA zubharUpa athavA azubharUpa (RTI) prItirUpa pariNAma,(keSa) duSTa pariNAma,(moda) pudgaladravyanI vicitratAmAM Atmabuddhi evA viparItarUpa pariNAma,-evA (vyavasAtu) traNeya pariNAmothI rahitapaNuM evuM kAraNa che tethI sAmagrI vidyamAna hovA chatAM paNa samyagdaSTi jIva karmabaMdhano kartA nathI. vidhamAna sAmagrI kaI rIte che te kahe che-"yadyapi pUrvavaddhA: pratyayA: dravyapa: sattAMna di vinati" (yadyapi, joke ema paNa che ke (pUrvavadvA:) samyakatvanI utpatti pahelAM jIva mithyAdeSTi hato, tethI mithyAtva-rAga-dveSarUpa pariNAma vaDe bAMdhyA hatA je (dravyaUT: pratyaya ) mithyAtvarUpa tathA cAritramoharUpa pudgalakarmapiMDa, te (sattAM) sthitibaMdharUpe jIvanA pradezomAM karmarUpa vidhamAna che evA potAnA astitvane ( di vinaMti) choDatA nathI; [ udaya paNa de che ema kahe che-] "samayama anusatta:

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kalaza-118 51 "i(samayama) samaye samaye akhaMDitadhArApravAharUpa (anusaranta: 19) udaya paNa de che; topaNa samyagdaSTi karmabaMdhano kartA nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che-koI anAdi kALano mithyAdeSTi jIva kALalabdhi pAmyo thako samyakatvaguNarUpa pariNamyo, cAritramohakarmanI sattA vidyamAna che, udaya paNa vidyamAna che, paMcendriya viSayasaMskAra vidyamAna che, bhogave paNa che, bhogavato thako jJAnaguNa dvArA vedaka paNa che; topaNa je rIte mithyASTi jIva AtmasvarUpane jANato nathI, karmanA udayane potArUpa jANe che, tethI iSTa-aniSTa viSayasAmagrI bhogavato thako rAga-dveSa kare che, mATe karmano baMdhaka thAya che, te rIte samyagdaSTi jIva nathI. samyagdaSTi jIva AtmAne zuddhasvarUpa anubhave che, zarIra Adi samasta sAmagrIne karmano udaya jANe che, AvelA udayane khapAve che, paraMtu aMtaraMgamAM parama udAsIna che tethI samyagdaSTi jIvane karmabaMdha nathI. AvI avasthA samyagdaSTi jIvane sarva kALa nathI. jyAM sudhImAM sakaLa karmono kSaya karI nirvANapadavIne pAme tyAM sudhI AvI avasthA che. jyAre nirvANapada pAmaze te kALanuM to kAMI kahevAnuM ja nathIsAkSAt paramAtmA che. 6-118. kaLaza naM. - 118: upara pravacana pravacana ne. 115-116 tA. 07-08/10/77 AmAMthI koI loko ema le ke samakitIne bilakula baMdha nathI, duHkha nathI. ( to ema nathI.) ahIMyA to anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa evA rAga-dveSa ane tenA phaLa chUTI gayA che. have tene alpa saMsAra che tene gauNa karI ne (tene gaNyo nathI). jema trikALI (jJAyaka) cIjane satya kahI, mukhya karI ane "che" tema kahyuM. ane paryAyane gauNa karIne, vyavahAra kahIne "nathI' ema kahyuM, zuM kahyuM? bhUtArtha je bhagavAna AtmA! eka samayamAM trikALI AtmabaLa te satya che ema kahyuM ane paryAya che chatAM tene gauNa karIne "nathI' ema kahyuM. tema ahIMyA paNa "rAga nathI tema kahyuM; to ema nathI. samajamAM AvyuM? bhagavAna AtmA ! eka samayamAM anaMtaguNa ratnAkara prabhu che. tene satya kahyo ane tenI paryAya che. te pachI nirmaLa paryAya ho ! to paNa tyAM asatya kahI che nahIM' ema kahyuM. eTale ke gauNa karIne che nahIM" ema kahyuM. ema ahIM samyagdaSTi ane mithyASTinuM aMtara che. mithyAtva ane mithyAtva saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSano nAza thayo te kAraNe (nirAstrava kahyo) samakitIne asthiratAno rAga che tene gauNa karIne nathI" ema kahevAmAM AvyuM. samajamAM AvyuM? AvI vAto che. tene samajavAnI darakAra kyAM? bhagavAna AtmA eka samayamAM nityAnaMda prabhu "vatvama' bhUtArtha che.

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52 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 vavadaroDamUlyo' paryAyamAtra asatyArtha che. ema kahyuM. ane "mUlyo sivo ; suddhAgo" e bhUtArtha satya sAheba! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha te eka satya che, paryAya mAtrane asatyArtha kahyuM te paryAyane gauNa karIne, vyavahAra kahIne asatya kahyuM. mukhya vastune mukhya karIne, nizcaya karIne satya kahyuM. tema ahIMyA samyagdaSTine mukhya tene svabhAvano Azraya che. te kAraNe tene rAga-dveSa, karma paNa hovA chatAM tene gauNa karIne nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. samajamAM AvyuM? koI ekAnta pakaDI le ke samyagdarzana thayuM to have tene Asrava baMdha che ja nahIM, to to svacchaMdI thaI jaze. Asrava baMdha to dasamAM guNasthAna sudhI che. zrotA- potAnA svabhAva ) mAM nathI. uttaraH- potAnAmAM che ja nahIM. paramAM che paNa tenuM svAmIpaNuM nathI. tene svAmIpaNuM svabhAvanuM che... e apekSAe ahIM kathana karela che. karma che, vikAra thAya che, sAmagrI paNa che paraMtu tenuM svAmIpaNuM nathI te kAraNe tene Asrava nathI tema kahyuM che. tene sAmagrI nathI, te cAritra moha apekSAe rAgane karato chatAM karato nathI, bhogavavA chatAM bhoktA nathI tema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA ! AkarI vAtuM! vItarAgano dharma bahu jhINo che. atyAre to jainanA nAme kaMIkane kaMIka calAve che. ahIMyA to kahe che-vItarAga mUrti prabhu AtmA che. "jina sohI AtmA" vItarAga svarUpI paramAtmA che. ema jyAM pratItamAM zraddhAmAM, jJAnamAM, anubhavamAM AvyuM to e samakitIe pUrve je mithyAtva saMbaMdhI karma bAMdhyA hatA te mojUda che, ane tenI sthiti paNa che, ane tenA phaLamAM sAmagrI paNa che, ane te sAmagrIno bhoktA paNa dekhAya che chatAM tene gauNa karIne tene Asrava che nahIM; baMdhana che nahIM tema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. ahIM samyagdarzananA mahAbhyanI mukhyatA dekhADI che. AhAhA ! AvuM kyAM samajavA jAya? eka bAju saMsAranA pApanA dhaMdhA emAM navarAza na maLe ane (kadAcita ) navaro thAya to AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM ! are te kyAM jaze? tenuM zuM thaze? kAMI khabara na maLe ! ane pAcho ekAnta tANI jAya ke samyagdaSTi thayo to tene Asrava ne baMdha nathI. - dazamA guNasthAne Asrava ne baMdha che ne? ahIM to dRSTinI mukhyatAe samakitInI vAta che. samakita thayuM tenuM svAmIpaNuM AtmAmAM gaNIne, ahIMyAnI cIjamAM tenuM svAmIpaNuM nathI ema tene Asrava ne baMdha nathI. ene je Asrava ne baMdha che te karmadhArAmAM jAya che. e karmadhArAne jJAnI (jJAnanA) zeya paNe jANavAvALo che. e apekSA ahIM levAmAM AvI che. bahu moTuM kAma. - rAga choDI AkhI jiMdagI brahmacarya pALato hoya paraMtu rAganA premamAM mithyASTi pUrNa Asrava ane baMdhamAM paDyo che. ane samakitI channu hajAra strIonA bhogamAM dekhAya

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53 kalaza-118 chatAM te emAM nathI. jyAre gAMdhIjI nauAkhalI gayA hatA tyAre musalamAna hindune bahu mAratA hatA. musalamAnanuM bahu jora hatuM. hinduno paccIsa varSano yuvAna chokaro ane pIsatAlIsa varSanI tenI mAtA hoya bannene nagna karI ane viSaya levA bhegA kare. chokarAne ema thAya ke - arararararara A jamIna mArga Ape to samAya jAuM. tene viSayano rasa che? ema dharmIne pApanA bhAvanI sAmagrImAM bhogano prema UDI gayo che. tema ahIMyA samyagdaSTi jANe che ke huM to bhagavAna svarUpI paramAtmA chuM. huM rAga ane rAganuM phaLa baMdha tenAthI bhinna chuM. mArI cIja to rAganA saMbaMdha vinAnI abaMdha svarUpa chuM... AvI jenI dRSTi thaI ane anubhava thayo tene saMyoganA bhoga jhera jevA dekhAya che. jema mAtAnA bhogamAM dIkarAne jhera dekhAya che tema jJAnIne rAgamAM ane tenA phaLamAM jhera dekhAya che. AvI vAta che bApu! ajJAnI muni thayo hoya, paMcamahAvrata pALato hoya paraMtu e rAganA premamAM ane rAganI rucimAM mithyASTi che. tene bhagavAna AnaMdanA nAthanI khabara nathI. zrotA:- badhuM choDayA pachI tene zeno rAga che? uttara:- teNe kAMI choDayuM nathI. jeNe rAgane potAno mAnyo teNe jarI paNa choDayuM nathI. teNe zuM choDayuM che? kyAM choDayuM che! te zuM choDe? aMdaramAM thatAM dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAmano je rAga che te mArI cIja che evuM mAnanArAne AkhI duniyAno rAga che. je rAgano kartA che te AkhI duniyAno kartA che. jhINI vAta bApu! je dayA-dAna-vratanA vikalpa UThe che teno kartA che te mithyAdeSTi AkhA jagatano kartA che. tenA abhiprAyamAM AkhA jagatanuM kartApaNuM che. samyagdaSTine kartApaNAno abhiprAya chUTI gayo che. AkhA jagatano, rAgamAtrano huM kartA nathI tema jANe che. A to alaka malaka jevI (nahIM paraMtu) agamagamanI vAtuM che bApu! mAragaDA evA che nAtha ! ziSya kahe che ke- jJAnIne rAga Ave che to tene nirAstrava kema kahyo? saMto kahe che sAMbhaLa! vijahati na hi sattAM pratyayAH pUrvabaddhAH samayamanusaranto yadyapi drvyruupaaH| tadapi sakalarAgadveSamohavyudAsA davatarati na jhAtu jJAnina: krmbndh:||6-118 / / "tapi jJAnana: nAtu karmavaltha: navatarati" to paNa samyagdaSTi jIvane kadAcit koI paNa nayathI" samyagdaSTi jIvane kadAcit koIpaNa nayathI rAga che paraMtu ahIM to ekadama jora devuM che. sAdhaka to zeyano jJAtA thaI gayo che. vyavahArarUpa dayA dAna ane deva-guru

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54 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 zAstranI zraddhAno rAga e rAga Ave teno paNa jJAtA che. e rAgane samakitIe paraNeyamAM nAkhI dIdho che. samajamAM AvyuM? kadAcit koI paNa nayathI" juo! vyavahAranayathI nahIM. AtmAnuM samyagdarzana zuM cIja che tenI ajJAnIne khabara nathI. anaMtakALamAM anaMtavAra te digambara jaina sAdhu thayo, aThThAvIsa mULa guNa pALyA paraMtu aMdaramAM rAganA vikalpano prema chUTayo nahIM, tenI ruci chUTI nahIM. to kAMI ja chUTayuM nahIM. jyAre jJAnIne rAganI ruci ane AkhI duniyAnI suci chUTI gaI che, sarve saMyoga hovA chatAM.... tenAthI chUTI gayo che. AvI vAto che. dizA pharatAM tenI dazA pharI gaI. samakitInI dazA pharI gaI. samakitInI dizA potAnI vastumAM thaI hovAthI tenI dazA pharI gaI che. dhruva caitanya AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che tenI para samakitInI dRSTi paDI che. te mAruM sat che, rAgAdi mArA trikALamAM che ja nahIM. AvI dRSTinI apekSAe tene Asrava ne baMdha koI nathI kahevAmAM AvatA nathI. "jJAnAvaraNAdirUpa pugalapiMDanuM nUtana Agamana-karmarUpa pariNamana thatuM nathI." navA navA karmabaMdha tene thatAM nathI. samakitIne jJAnAvaraNAdi karmanuM AvaraNa AvatuM nathI. AhAhA ! nirAvaraNa ane anAkuLa AnaMda svarUpa prabhu che. evA AnaMdamAM ekatA thaI, AnaMdano premI thayo tene jJAnAvaraNAdi karma AvatA nathI. kAraNake jJAnAvaraNAdi karma Ave evA bhAva tene che ja nahIM. je alpa rAgAdi bhAva che teno prema ane rUci nathI. e rAgAdi potAnAthI bhinna che tema jANe che. "athavA jo kadI paNa sUkSma abuddhipUrvaka rAga-dveSa pariNAmathI baMdha thAya che to ghaNo ja alpa baMdha thAya che;" zuM kahe che juo! samakitIne aMdara traNa kaSAyanA bhAvavALo rAga che. paMcama guNasthAne be kaSAyavALo ane chaThe eka kaSAyano evo rAga che. to jIvane eTalo alpabaMdha che. rAga-dveSanA abuddhipUrvakanA pariNAmathI baMdha thato hato paNa te alpa baMdha thato hato. mithyAtvamAM je anaMta saMsArano baMdha hato te have nathI. pachI te dayA-dAna, vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma thAya ane te pariNAma mArA che evI dRSTi mithyASTinI hovAthI te anaMtasaMsAranA (paribhramaNamAM) kAma AvatA hatA. AhAhA! AvI vAto! AhAhA! duniyA bicArI kyAM paDI che? 2khaLatAM bhikhArI che. AhAhA ! A lAva... A lAva.. bAyaDI lAva, AbarU lAva, paisA lAva, makAna karo.. arere. prabhu tuM kyAM gayo! tArAmAM anaMta saMpadA paDI che ne nAtha! tArI saMpadAno akhUTa khajAno che. eno tane prema nahIM, ruci nahIM, Azraya nahIM, avalaMbana nahIM ane je tArI cIjamAM nathI evA dayA-dAnavratanA pariNAmamAM tArI ruci che. e rAganuM AlaMbana te ja mithyAtva che. basa, te ja Agnava baMdhanuM kAraNa che. samakitIne tevo baMdha che ja nahIM. alpa rAga che to alpa sthiti Adino baMdha che te kahe che.

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kalaza-118 55 "to pachI samyagdaSTi jIvane baMdha thAya che evuM koI traNe kALamAM kahI zake nahIM" rAganI dhArAmAM baMdha ho paraMtu svabhAva dhArAmAM baMdha che ja nahIM. are ! vItarAgano Avo mArga.. paraMtu je jainamAM janmyA te bicArAne paNa sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM. e majUranI jema majUrI karI karIne... (2khaLavA cAlyo jAya ). trilokInAtha tIrthaMkaradeva ahIMyA ema pharamAve che ke jene AtmAnuM darzana thayuM, puNyane pApanA rAgathI bhinna (nija ) bhagavAnanA bheTA thayA, bhagavAnanA bheTAvALAne have Asrava baMdha kevA ! tene alpa Asrava baMdha che tene ahIM gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. jema bhUtArtha tattva che te satyArtha che ane paryAyane asatyArtha kahyuM, tema samyagdarzanamAM bhagavAna AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM. have rAgAdi che, baMdha Adi che-paNa tene ahIM gaNavAmAM AvyA nathI e apekSAe vAta che. samajamAM AvyuM ? kahe che-chaThTha guNasthAne muni hoya, mahA bhAvaliMgI saMta munirAjane bAhyamAM nagna dazA hoya che. tene aMdaramAM paMcamahAvratanA vikalpa Ave che paNa e vikalpathI rahita svasaMvedana AnaMdanI pracura dazA aMda2mAM varte che. tene paNa rAga Avyo to eTalo baMdha che. AhAhA ! AcArya kahe che ke huM dravyadRSTivaMta chuM, mArI cIja zuddha caitanyaghana che. mArI dRSTimAM dravyadRSTi thaI che to e kA2Ne huM to zuddha chuM. paraMtu anAdithI mane rAganI pariNita paNa che. Ama sAcA muni bhAvaliMgI saMta kahe che. ( bahA2thI ) nagnapaNuM ane pAMca mahAvratanI kriyA e kAMI sAdhupaNuM nathI. sAdhune to aMda2mAM atIndriya AnaMdanuM pracura svasaMvedana hoya evA bhAliMgI te sAdhu che. temane jarI rAga Ave che to kahe che ke- amane A jarIka rAga Avyo che. A kaLaza ka2nA2, amRtacaMdrAcArya ema kahe che ke-- "bhASitAyA" rAganA pariNAma amane che. zAstra lakhavAno bhAva-vikalpa e kaluSita bhAva che. mArAmAM kaluSitatA haju che. nyAyathI kahyuM che. jyAre ahIMyA kahe che ke samyagdaSTine rAga che ja nahIM. kaI apekSAe muni kahe che ke mAre haju kaluSita rAgano bhAva che. samyagdaSTine rAga che paraMtu kaI apekSAthI kahyuM che? ahIM kahe che- (sAdhaka nirAstava che.) kemake tene rAganuM svAmIpaNuM, prema tene UDI gayo che. AnaMdanA premamAM AkhI duniyAno prema UDI gayo che. samyagdaSTine channu hajA2 strIo hoya paraMtu aMda2mAMthI tenI ruci UDI gaI che. te apekSAe (baMdha nathI ) sAdhaka hovAthI alpa rAgAdi thAya che ane teTalA Asava baMdha paNa thAya che. ane alpa sthiti paNa paDe che. tene ahIMyA gauNa karIne 'nathI' ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA ! "samyagdaSTi jIvane baMdha thAya che evuM traNakALamAM koI kahI zake nahIM." "kevo hovAthI baMdha nathI ? "sattA dveSamo vyavAsAt" je kA2NathI AvuM che te kAraNathI baMdha ghaTato nathI--jeTalA zubharUpa athavA azubharUpa prItirUpa pariNAma duSTa pariNAma" dharmIne puNya-pApanA pariNAmamAMthI Atmabuddhi chUTI gaI che. puNya pApano prema

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56 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 arthAt te mArA che evI buddhi chUTI gaI che. te pahelAM darajjAno dharmI samakitI che. puNya ne pApamAMthI prema eTale rAga chUTI gayo che. kemake puNya ne pApanA bhAva jhera che--kALo nAga che. jema kALo nAga dekhIne Dare tema puNya ne pApanA bhAva dharmIne kALA nAga jevA dekhAya che. AhAhA! AvI vAto sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM. arere... vItarAga sarvajJadeva trilokInAtha paramezvarano A pokAra che. prazna- samyagdaSTine puNya prakRtimAM anubhAga adhika paDe che? uttara:- hA, vizeSa paDe che. chatAM tenI IcchA nathI. kemake tenI ruci chUTI gaI che ne! teo mAne che ke- A cIja mArI nathI mArAmAM nathI, te mArI cIjamAM nathI, mArI mIThAzamAM nathI, paramAM ho to ho ! mArAmAM nathI, AvA kAraNe tene baMdha thato nathI. "jeTalA zubharUpa athavA azubharUpa prItirUpa pariNAma, duSTa pariNAma, pudgala dravyanI vicitratAmAM Atmabuddhi evA viparItarUpa pariNAma evA traNeya pariNAmothI rahitapaNuM evuM kAraNa che," A kAraNa che, A kAraNe AvuM kahyuM che. bhAI ! samyagdarzana zuM cIja che. te lokone khabara na maLe ane enA vinA vrata ne tapa ne apavAsa kare ane tenAthI dharma thaI jAya tema mAne) dhULeya dharma nathI thato, e to rakhaDI maravAnA che. ahIMyA kahe che ke- dharmIne-samyagdaSTine, puNya pApanA pudgala pariNAmamAMthI Atmabuddhi UDI gaI che. tene dayA-dAna-vratanA pariNAma Ave che paraMtu te mArA che tevI Atmabuddhi chUTI gaI che. e puNyanA phaLamAM pAchaLathI A dhULa, cakravartInA rAja Adi maLe paNa tenI Atmabuddhi chUTI gaI che. huM to ekalo AnaMdasvarUpa chuM. mArI cIja mArAmAM che, bahAranI cIja bahAramAM che, te mArAmAM nathI. AvuM aMtara aMdaramAM paDI gayuM che. traNeya pariNAmothI rahitapaNuM evuM kAraNa che" traNeya arthAt puNyanA bhAvano prema-rAga-dveSano bhAva, mohabhAva evA sarva vikalpathI Atmabuddhi haTI gaI che. AvA traNeya viparIta pariNAmothI rahitapaNuM evuM kAraNa che. "tethI sAmagrI vidyamAna hovA chatAM paNa samyagdaSTi jIva karma baMdhano kartA nathI" cha khaMDanuM rAjya ho! channu hajAra strI ho ! paNa tene temAMthI mArApaNAnI buddhi chUTI gaI che, to rAkhe che kema? te rAkhato ja nathI. potAnAmAM e che ja nahIM. jinanI vItarAganI AvI vAto bIje kyAMya che nahIM. jene puSya ne pApano prema, dveSa chUTI gayo eTale je viparIta buddhi hatI ke-paravastu mArI, rAga mAro evI buddhi tene na zobhe. sAdhakane rAga Ave che paNa teno kartA thato nathI. ene to rAga jJAtAnuM parazeya thaI gayuM. rAga parazeya thaI gayuM to mArAmAM Asrava Avyo te rahyuM kyAM? e apekSAe tene baMdha nathI tema kahyuM che. sAdhakane rAganI ruci-svAmIpaNuM chUTI gayuM che paraMtu jeTalI asthiratA, Asakita che teTalo Asava che ane teTalo baMdha paNa che. ene gauNa karIne "nathI' ema

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57. kalaza-118 kahevAmAM AvyuM che. have koI ekAnta pakaDI lya ke basa, paryAya asatya che. muMbaImAM eka jaNo kaheto hato ke-A samayasAramAM je lIdhuM che ke- "vyavahAra abhUtArtha che" to teNe vedAMtanA DhALAmAM DhALI dIdhuM che. kemake samayasAra 11 mI gAthAmAM ema kahyuM che ke- paryAyamAtra che ja nahIM, vyavahAra abhUtArtha arthAt paryAya jUhI che. eTale pelA bhAIe ema kahyuM ke- samayasArane vedAMtanA DhALAmAM DhALI dIdhuM che. paNa tuM kahe che ema nathI bhAI ! AhAhA! paryAyane gauNa karIne "nathI' ema kahyuM che. ane trikALI dravyane-vastune mukhya karIne nizcaya karIne kahyuM che. nizcaya karIne mukhya karyuM che (tema nahIM, paraMtu mukhya karIne nizcaya karIne satya kahyuM che. paryAyane gauNa karIne, vyavahAra kahIne "nathI" ema kahyuM che. tema ahIMyA kahe che ke samyagdaSTine Asakitano rAga thAya che... paNa te teno svAmI nathI, ruci nathI, temAM viparIta buddhi nathI. te kALe tene rAga-Asrava nathI tema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA! AvI keTalI zaratuM! AmAMthI koI ekAnta pakaDe ke samakitIne Asrava ane duHkha nathI. tene AsavanuM duHkha kyAM che? are sAMbhaLa to kharo! tane kAMI khabara nathI. jJAnIne duHkha hoya ja nahIM, paNa... e kaI apekSAe kahyuM che. tene dRSTi ne dRSTinA viSayanI apekSAe duHkha nathI. paraMtu jeTalo rAga che teTaluM duHkha paNa che. e duHkhanuM vedana paNa jJAnIne che. zrotA:- sacipUrvaka nathI tethI tene gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. uttara- traNeyamAM 'nA' Ave che. ruci nathI, svAmI nathI, mAro nathI e apekSAe nA pADI che. samajamAM AvyuM? "samyagdaSTi jIva karma baMdhano kartA nathI." kemake te rAgano kartA nathI to pachI karmabaMdhano kartA kyAMthI AvyuM? samyagdaSTi jIva karmabaMdhano kartA nathI. kemake rAgano paNa kartA nathI to karmabaMdhano kartA kyAMthI Avyo? AhAhA ! azubhabhAvano kartA-dharmI samakitI to nathI paNa te zubhabhAvanoya kartA nathI. AvI vAta che. zubhAzubha bhAva Ave che paNa teno kartA nathI, teno jJAtA che. zrotA-evo bhAva kema Ave che? uttara- potAnI nabaLAIthI-kamajorIthI te bhAva Ave che. kamajorIthI Ave che paNa teno jJAtA che. tene zeya tarIke jANe che. are ! ATalI badhI vAtuM kyAM have ! dasamAM guNasthAne paNa alpa rAga che, te abuddhipUrvakano che. tene cha karmano baMdha paDe che. jyAre ahIMyA kahyuM kesAdhakane cothe guNasthAne rAga-Asrava nathI ane tene baMdha paNa nathI. e kaI apekSAe vAta che. samajAya che kAMI ? tene viparIta buddhi chUTI gaI che e apekSAe baMdha nathI. rAga ane puNya ane puNyanA phaLamAM- "te mArAM che' evI viparIta buddhi chUTI gaI che. pachI duniyAmAM game te cIja ho! paraMtu tenI sAthe mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI e apekSAe jJAnI karmabaMdhano kartA nathI.

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58 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 vidhamAna sAmagrI kaI rIte che te kahe che-"yadyapi pUrvavaddha: pratyayA: dravyapA: sattA na hi vinati" joke ema paNa che ke samyakatvanI utpatti pahelAM jIva mithyASTi hato, tethI mithyAtva-rAga-dveSa rUpa pariNAma vaDe bAMdhyA hatA je [dravyarupa: pratyayA:] mithyAtvarUpa tathA cAritramoharUpa pudgalakarmapiMDa" samakita hovA pUrve jIva mithyASTi hato, ane tyAre karma baMdhana hatuM. have samakita thayuM che chatAM haju aMdara thoDA pariNAma bAkI che. te kSAyika na thAya tyAM sudhI che. mithyAtvarUpa tathA cAritramoharUpa pudgalakarmapiMDa, te sthitibaMdharUpe jIvanA pradezomAM vidyamAna che." mithyAtva che teno artha zuM? samakita thayuM che paraMtu kSAyika nathI thayuM tethI aMdara haju prakRtti paDI che. A vAta vartamAna samakitInI che ne! kSayopazama samakita che tene paNa (mithyAtva) karma prakRtti sattAmAM paDI che. udaya Ave che to kSaya thaI jAya che. samakitIne cAritramohano udaya Ave che, e rAgano udaya AvIne kharI jAya che. tema gaNavAmAM Avyo che. AhAhA! dravyarUpasthitibaMdharUpa thaIne jIvanA pradezomAM te karmarUpa vidhamAna che evA potAnA astitvane choDatA nathI" samyagdaSTine karmanA paramANuM ho ane tenI sthiti paNa hoya tevA kALe te potAnA svarUpane choDato nathI. aneka karma sattAmAM paDayA che to udaya paNa Ave che. "samayama anusaranta: pi" samaye samaye akhaMDitadhArA pravAharUpa udaya paNa de che; to paNa samyagdaSTi karmabaMdhano kartA nathI" e udaya paramAM che, mArAmAM nathI. AvuM hovA chatAM paNa samyagdaSTi karmabaMdhano kartA nathI. AmAM haju garabaDa kare. samyagdaSTi kone kahevAya enI khabara nathI ! A deva-guru-zAstra maLyA ane tene mAnyA te samakita ane tene jANyA te jJAna ane vrata-tapa karo e cAritra dhULamAMya nathI sAMbhaLane ! zrotA-A paMcamakALa che tethI. uttara- paMcamakALa che tethI zuM che? A zIro thAya che loTano, sAkarano ane ghIno, to paMcamakALamAM zuM mATIno zIro thAya che? zuM ghInI jagyAe pANI nAkhe che? loTanI jagyAe dhULa nAkhe che? sAkaranI jagyAe aphINa nAkhe che? paMcama ArAno halavo hoya ke cothA ArAno hoya paraMtu halavo to halavo che. paMcamaAro che to zuM che? paMcamaArAnA tiryaMcanuM samakita ane siddhanuM samakita bannenuM samakita sarakhuM che. zuM samakitamAM phera che? phera to svarUpanI ramaNatA arthAt cAritramAM che. bhAvArtha Ama che-koI anAdi kALano mithyAdeSTi jIva" anAdikALathI puNyapApanA bhAvano kartA thaIne mithyAdeSTi thayo. svabhAva uparathI daSTi haThAvI ane vikAranA pariNAma upara dRSTi hovAthI tene anAdithI paryAyabuddhi thavAthI te mithyASTi hato. AhAhA paryAya dRSTi te mithyASTi tema AvyuM hatuM ne? pAchaLanA zlokamAM AvyuM hatuM ke "paryAya buddhi

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59 kalaza-118 mithyASTi" (277 zloka) paryAya nayathI mithyASTi eTale ke jenI dRSTi paryAya upara ane rAga upara che te mithyASTi che ane jenI dRSTi dravya upara che te samyagdaSTi che. pravacana naM. 116 tA. 8/10/77 kaLaza TIkAno 118 kaLazano bhAvArtha che. samayama anusaranta: lapi" samaye samaye akhaMDita dhArApravAharUpa udaya paNa de che; topaNa samyagdaSTi karmabaMdhano kartA nathI." anAdi kALano koI mithyASTi jIva teNe nigodathI mAMDIne anaMta anaMta bhava karyA. e mithyASTinI anAdi kALathI paryAya buddhi che. tenI ruci vartamAna jJAnanI vikAsarUpa eka samayanI avasthA upara che. dayAdAna-vrata-bhakti Adino je zubharAga tenAM upara tenI ruci che. ene paryAyabuddhi mithyASTi kahevAmAM Ave che. "bhAvArtha Ama che-koI anAdi kALano mithyASTi jIva kALalabdhi pAmyo thako" anAdi kALano mithyASTi jIva, potAnA svabhAvanA puruSArthathI kALalabdhine prApta karato thako eTale ke anaMtaguNa ratnAkara prabhu evuM potAnuM nidhAna, e nidhAna upara najara karavAthI samyagdaSTi thAya che. potAnA puruSArthathI kALalabdhi pAkI ema kahe che. kALalabdhi pAkI temAM sAthe puruSArtha paNa Avyo... ekalI kALalabdhithI kArya thayuM che ema nathI. (1) puruSArthanI kALa labdhi, (2) svabhAvanI kALalabdhi, (3) bhavitavyatAnI kALalabdhi, (4) kALanI kALalabdhi, (5) nimittanA abhAvanI kALalabdhi, A rIte eka sAthe pAMce bola che.. samajamAM AvyuM? AhAhA? jenI anAdi kALathI vartamAna, vartamAna paryAya eTale pragaTa aMza evA rAgAdi vikAra-vikalpa tenA upara jenI dRSTi che te mithyASTi che. AkarI vAta che. anaMtaguNathI bharela nidhAna sAmAnya dhruva caitanya vastu tenA upara dRSTi karavAthI samyagdarzanamAM svarUpanI prApti thAya che. paryAyabuddhimAM saMsAra ane rAganI prApti hatI. anAdi kALathI paryAyabuddhimAM tene vartamAna paryAya-rAganA aMza upara dRSTi che te mithyASTi che, te jIva anaMta saMsAramAM rakhaDavAvALo che. evo jIva have guMlATa khAya che ke eka samayanI paryAya jeTalo huM nathI. huM to pUrNa paramAtma svarUpa chuM, pUrNAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna chuM. paraMtu A vAta tene abhyAsa vinA ane aMtarmukha thayA vinA bese nahIM.

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6O kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AhAhA! rAgathI bhinnatAno abhyAsa karatAM ane abheda vastuno Azraya karatAM samyagdarzana thAya che. saMsAra eTale rAgAdi ane rAgAdinuM phaLa tenA uparathI jenI ruci huThI jAya che. AnaMda svarUpa potAno bhagavAna je atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa che tenI aMtaradaSTi thavAthI samyagdarzana zAMti ane AnaMdanI prApti thAya che. zAMti zAMti.. cAritranI zAMti pragaTe che tema pAThamAM che. AnaMda to che paNa AnaMdanI sAthe sukhanI lahejata paNa sAthe che. akaSAya svabhAva; vItarAga svarUpa prabhu AtmA che teno anubhava thatAM paryAyamAM vItarAgatA ane zAMti Ave che. anaMtAnubaMdhIno abhAva thaIne zAMti Ave che. Avo mArga sAMbhaLyoya nahIM hoya. ahIM kahe che- kALalabdhi prApta karato thako samyakatvaguNarUpa pariNamyo. guNa zabda paryAya samajavuM. te samyagdarzananI paryAyarUpe pariNamyo. AhAhA ! anaMta kALathI rAga ane eka samayanI paryAyanA pariNamanano vikalpa hato. e vikalparUpa avasthA mArI che tevo anubhava te mithyAdeSTi che. AhAhA ! potAnuM cidAnaMda nitya svarUpa utpAdavyayanI paryAyathI bhinna che. dhruva dravya svabhAva, pUrNa paramAtma svabhAva teno aMtaramAM Azraya karavAthI zAMti, sukha, pavitratA Adi (nirmaLa ) paryAyanuM vedana pragaTa thAya che. ajJAnamAM rAga-dveSanuM vadana hatuM. mithyAzraddhA ane sAthe rAga-dveSanuM vadana hatuM. bhagavAna AtmA potAnI pUrNa zaktinA sAmarthyavALuM tattva che. teno Azraya karavAthI tene samyagdarzananI sAthe zAMti utpanna thAya che. kemake mithyAtvamAM, mithyAtvanA rAga dveSanuM vadana hatuM. jyAre samakitIne tyAM zAMtinuM vedana che. samyakatvaguNarUpa pariNamyo" potAnI cIja pUrNa che te rUpe eTale ke pratItarUpe pariNamyo. tenA jJAnamAM anubhavamAM pratItarUpa dazA pragaTI "cAritramoha karmanI sattA vidhamAna che" samyagdarzana thayuM to jevI vastu hatI tevI jJAnamAM zeya banAvI. anubhava dazAmAM pratItanuM pariNamana thayuM. samajAya che? A to thoDo abhyAsa hoya to samajAya evuM che. prazna- darzanaguNa ane cAritraguNamAM zuM pharaka che? uttara-darzanaguNa che te to pratItirUpa guNa che. cAritraguNa te svarUpamAM ramaNatArUpa che. samyagdarzana thatAM svarUpanI pratIta thaI chatAM svarUpanI ramaNatA nathI. AtmAnA pradeza upara cAritramoha nAmanuM eka karma che. tenI sthiti paDI che, tenA nimittathI asthiratAno rAga paNa thAya che. cAritramoha karmanI sattA vidhamAna che, udaya paNa vidhamAna che" cAritramoha eTale kaSAyanA bhAvo. anaMtAnubaMdhI sivAyanA traNa kaSAyanA bhAvo karma prakRttirUpe vidhamAna che. karma sattAmAM to che paNa teno vipAka arthAt udaya paNa Ave che. "paMcendriya viSayasaMskAra vidhamAna che" jJAnIne samyagdarzana thayuM hovAthI tene paMcendriya viSayamAM sukhabuddhi nathI, paraMtu tene haju paMcendriya viSayanA saMskAra che. tene Asakitano bhAva che.

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kalaza-118 61 AhAhA! A AtmAne jyAM zuddha anAkuLa atIndriya svarUpano anubhava thayo, pratIta thaI to samyakarUpe pariNamana thayuM. paraMtu te haju vItarAga nathI thayo tethI te kAraNe cAritramohano rAga thAya che. cAritramoha karma sattAmAM paDayuM che. te traNa kaSAyanI prakRtti sahita che. e prakRttino udaya eTale vipAka paNa che. e vipAkathI tyAM utpanna thayelA paMcendriyanA viSayanA saMskAra paNa che. udayanAM kAraNe nahIM. zuM kahe che? pharIthI... udaya paNa vidhamAna che, paMcendriya viSaya saMskAra paNa vidyamAna che. samakitIne karmano udaya che. e udaya jaDamAM Avyo. paraMtu ahIMyA AtmAnI paryAyamAM paNa paMcendriya viSayanA saMskAra che. eTale ke cAritradoSanA saMskAra che ema kahe che. are....! AvI vAta! cAritra mohakarmanI sattA che, te karmano udaya paNa che. ane saMskAra potAthI che. pAMca indriya viSayanA saMskAra che te cAritramohanA nimittanA lakSe che. e saMskAra karmane laIne nathI. samyagdarzana thayuM. anubhava thatAM tene viSayanI rucimAM sukhabuddhi hatI te cAlI gaI paraMtu viSayanI vAsanAnA saMskAra gayA nahIM. kemake te cAritrano doSa che tethI e gayo nahIM. Ano to abhyAsa joIe. ela.ela.bI. ane bI. e. bhaNavA mATe daza-vIsa varSa kADhe che ne tema Ano abhyAsa kare to samajAya! - A AtmA mahAna prabhu che. eTaluM to AvyuM hatuM ne- "appA so paramappA" A AtmA che te paramAtmA che. je paramAtmA thaI gayA te vyaktarUpe thaI gayA. A bhagavAna AtmA parama AtmA, parama svarUpa, parama pariNAmika-jJAyakabhAva svarUpa che, badhA AtmAo AvA che. AvA paramAtma svarUpanI dRSTi thaI ane dRSTipUrvaka samyak pariNamana thayuM tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. tene dharmanI pahelI sIDhI kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI sthiti hovA chatAM tene haju cAritra mohakarma jaDa che te sattAmAM vidhamAna che. tene udayamAM vipAkamAM paNa cAritramohano udaya Ave che. jyAre AtmAmAM pAMca indriyanA viSayanA saMskAra potAnAthI che. ahIMyA samyagdarzana che ane sAthe paMcendriya viSayanA saMskAra paNa che, banne che. samyagdaSTine aMtara bhAna hovA chatAM paMcendriya viSayanA saMskAra che tema siddha karavuM che. tene paMcendriya viSayanA saMskAra che mATe te AtmAne bhUlI jAya che tema nathI. tene AtmA to dRSTimAM rahe che. mukhya che tema taravare che. dhruvamAM dRSTi paDI che te have dhruvamAMthI khasatI nathI. paraMtu paryAyamAM paMcendriya viSayanA saMskAra UbhA che. (traNa kaSAyanuM) duHkha che temAM AtmAne te bhUlI jAya che tema nathI. tene dravyanuM to jJAna ne bhAna che. paraMtu svarUpanI sthiratA nathI. anaMtAnubaMdhIno bhAva gayo teTalI sthiratA che. bIjA kaSAyanI asthiratAno bhAva samyagdaSTidharmIne che. AtmajJAnIne paNa cAritra mohanIyanA nimitte potAnAmAM pAMca indriyanA viSayanA saMskAra ubhA che. AhAhA! viSayanI Asakita UbhI che paraMtu viSayamAMthI sukhabuddhi cAlI

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62 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 gaI che. samajamAM AvyuM? zrotA:- banne dhArA cAle che. uttaraH- banne dhArA eka sAthe cAle che. jJAnadhArA svabhAva sanmukha che ane rAgadhArA para sanmukha che. samakitIne paNa vikAranI lAgaNI utpanna thAya che. mithyASTine to ekalI mithyAdhArA hovAthI te to AtmAne bhUlyo che. tenA mATe "bhUla" zabda che. samyagdaSTine AtmAnI bhUla nathI hotI. bahAramAM cha khaMDanuM moTuM cakravartInuM rAjya hoya to paNa samyagdarzana dhArAvAhI rahe che. AtmA AnaMda svarUpa, jJAna svarUpa cidAnaMda prabhu che, tenI paryAyamAM jJAna ane zAMtinI dhArA cAle che. tene pUrNa zAMti na hovAnA kAraNe azAMtidhArA paNa cAle che. "paMcendriya viSayasaMskAra vidhamAna che, bhogave paNa che" bhogano artha-viSaya saMskAranA rAganuM pariNamana thAya che ane tenuM vedavuM bhogavavuM che. eka bAju AnaMdane bhogave che ane eka bAju rAgane bhogave che. samyagdarzana che paraMtu haju cAritra nathI e vAtane siddha karavI che ne! AhAhA ! rAgane bhogave paNa che. "bhogavato thako jJAnaguNa dvArA vedaka paNa che;" AhAhA ! jJAna dvArA te vedanamAM paNa Ave che. joyuM? zraddhA dvArA vedana che tema na kahyuM. jJAna dvArA vede che eTale ke -rAga vedAya che tema jJAna jANe che. paryAyamAM rAgano bhoktA paNa che. A to zAMtithI samajavAnI cIja che bApA! ajJAnIne anAdikALathI viSayanA saMskArane prema che; temAM sukhabuddhi che. jyAre jJAnIne viSayanA saMskAra che paNa temAM sukhabuddhi nathI. zrotA- e cAritrano doSa che. uttara-cAritrano to doSa che. gomaTasAramAM AvyuM che ke-aviratI paMcendriyanA viSayathI nivaryo nathI. Avo zloka che.. gommaTasAramAM. te jANe che ke- AnaMda mArAmAM che, AvuM hovA chatAM paNa tene rAganI AsaktinA pariNAma utpanna thAya che... ane te rAgane bhogave paNa che. rAganA saMskAra che ane rAgane vedato nathI A zuM vAta che ema kahe che. pahelAM to nA pADI hatI ke samyagdaSTi rAgane vedato nathI. e kaI apekSAe kahyuM hatuM. ahiMyA pAchA pakaDe ke- rAgane vede che. samyagdaSTine rAganuM vedana che ja nahIM e kaI apekSAe kahyuM che? e to mithyAtva sAthenA rAga-dveSanuM tene vedana nathI, tenuM duHkha nathI, teno Azraya nathI. samajamAM AvyuM? Avo mAraga che. kahe che ke AtmAmAM AnaMdano anubhava thayo to bhagavAna AtmAnA nidhAnanA tALA khullI gayA. anAdithI tene rAga ane svabhAvanI ekatAbuddhi hatI. rAgamAM sukha che tevI ekatAbuddhimAM caitanya nidhAnane tALA mArI dIdhA hatA. AhAhA! e khajAnAne tALA mArI dIdhA che. have cAvI maLI to khajAnA khullI gayA. samyagdarzanarUpI cAvIthI caitanyanA khajAnA

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kalaza-118 63 kholI nAkhyA. paraMtu haju pUrNa khajAno bahAra nIkaLyo nathI. samajamAM AvyuM? zrotA:- ekavAra cAvI maLe pachI khulene! uttara- sAdhakane samyagdarzana chUTatuM nathI paraMtu cAritradoSa haju bAkI che te vAta cAle che. zrotA:- kAyama jJAnadhArA rahe che? uttara:- kAyama jJAnadhArA rahe che ne rAgadhArA rahe che. A ja samajavAnuM che. jeTalo AtmAno anubhava thayo teTaluM to zuddhatAnuM vedana che. paraMtu haju pUrNa zuddhatA nathI te kAraNe viSaya saMskAra paNa che. pUrNa zuddhatA nathI tethI tene viSaya saMskAranuM vedana che, jo rAganuM vedana na hoya to vItarAga thaI jAya. hA, e rAganA vedanamAM sukhabuddhi thaI jAya to mithyAdeSTi thaI jAya. prazna- jo rAga-dveSa karmano doSa nathI to jIvano doSa paNa kyAM che? uttara- are ! ahIMyA paranI vAta che? ( rAgane karanAro) mahApApI che. samyagdaSTi paNa jeTaluM pApanuM sevana kare che eTalo pApI che. zrotA- sAdhaka pApa kare ane tene puNya thAya che. uttara- e vAta bIjI apekSAe che. ahIMyA e vAta nathI levI. ahIMyA to sAdhakane pUrNa dazA pragaTa nathI thaI tethI tene paMcendriya viSaya saMskAranuM vedana che. samyagdarzananA kALamAM paNa te pAMca indriyanA viSayanA saMskArano rAga kare che-vede che ema levuM che. AhAhA! rAgane na vedato hoya to vItarAga thaI jAya ane rAgamAM sukhabuddhi thaI jAya to mithyASTi thaI jAya. zrotA:- to to jJAnIne doSa ja nathI lAgato. uttara- e vAta bIjI apekSAe kahI che. e vAta to dRSTinuM jora batAvavA kahI che. jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu kahyo che to have tene cAritra aMgIkAra karavAnuM nathI ema nathI. ahIMyA to kahe che ke- samyagdaSTine paNa bhoganI vAsanA thAya che. vAsanA te cAritrano doSa che... chatAM temAM sukhabuddhi nathI, temAM majA che ema mAnato nathI, tene to jhera jANe che. mArI kamajorIthI mArAmAM pAMca indriyanA viSayano roga thAya che. ahIMyA to vItarAga mArga che. zrotA:- dareka apekSA samajavI joIe. uttara- je je apekSA jyAM hoya tema samajavuM joIe. eka bAju kahe- jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu che. bIjI bAju kahe- jJAnIne bhoga che ja nahIM, te to AnaMdano bhogI che. eka bAju kahe ke- jJAnano bhoga che. rAgano bhoga che tyAM cAritrano doSa batAvavo che. e rAga thayo che te koI karmanA kAraNe thayo nathI, paraMtu potAnA kAraNe thayo che. A kaLazamAM kahyuM ke- sAdhakane paMcendriya viSayanA saMskAra vidyamAna che. ema na kahyuM kekarmane laIne saMskAra thAya che. traNa bola lIdhA- (1) karma sattAmAM paDyA che, (2) e karmaprakRtino udaya-pAka Ave che, (3) AtmAmAM paMcendriyanA saMskAra che te potAthI thayA che.

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64 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bahu jhINI vAta che bhAI ! coryAzInA avatAramAM rakhaDI rakhaDIne herAna-duHkhI che. jenI dRSTi rAga ane puNya paryAya upara te mahAduHkhI che. e have ahIMyA gulAMTa khAya che- palaTo mAre che. AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che. paryAyamAM dravya svabhAvano anubhava thayo tyArathI rAga sAthenI ekattAbuddhi chUTI gaI. sAdhakane svabhAvanI ekatAbuddhi thaI hovA chatAM tene paMcendriya viSayanA saMskAranI eTale ke rAganI vidyamAnatA che. te cAritrano doSa che. mithyAdeSTi jIva AtmasvarUpane jANato nathI, karmanA udayane potArUpa jANe che, tethI iSTa-aniSTa viSayasAmagrI bhogavato thako rAga dveSa kare che" ajJAnI karmanA udayane potAno mAnIne kare che. ajJAnI ISTa-aniSTa viSaya sAmagrIne bhogavato thako.. rAga-dveSano kartA thAya che. ahIM A kaLazamAM to ema siddha karavuM che ke- (jJAnIne asthiratAnA) rAgavaiSa thAya te saMskArane laIne thAya che. rAgane karavA lAyaka jANIne te kare che ema nathI. mATe karmano baMdhaka thAya che, te rIte samyagdaSTi jIva nathI. samyagdaSTi jIva AtmAne zuddhasvarUpa anubhave che" joyuM? pahelAM kahyuM ke- mithyAdRSTi Atma svarUpane jANato nathI. have kahyuM ke samyagdaSTi jIva AtmAnA zuddha svarUpane anubhave che. zuddha AnaMda ane jJAna svarUpI prabhu che, tenA anubhavamAM tene zAMtinuM vedana che. te zarIra Adi samasta sAmagrIne karmano udaya jANe che. zarIra, kuTuMba, kabIlA, lakSmI, Abaru vagere karmano udaya che, te mArI cIja nathI. e jaDa karma-verInuM lazkara che- duzmananuM lazkara che. paramAM badhuM- Abaru, kIrti, bAyaDI, chokarAM, hajIrA (makAna ) e badhuM karmano eTale ke verIno phelAva che, te mArI cIja nathI tema dharmI jANe che. ema kahe che. zarIra Adi samasta sAmagrIne karmano udaya jANe che, AvelA udayane khapAve che, paraMtu aMtaraMgamAM parama udAsIna che tethI samyagdaSTi jIvane karmabaMdha nathI" udaya Ave che teno nAza karavAno prayatna paNa che. te udAsIna hovA chatAM rAga AvI jAya che. tethI samyagdaSTi jIvane karmabaMdha nathI e A apekSAe kahyuM che. paMcendriya viSayanA saMskArane te duHkharUpa jANe che. karmano udaya Ave che tene khapAve che. jeTalo jeTalo AtmA tarapha vaLe che teTalA pramANe rAgano nAza thAya che. jeTalo AtmA tarapha jhukAva che eTalo eTalo rAgane khapAve che nAza kare che. pahelAM kahyuM ke- saMskArane kAraNe rAga thAya che. have kahe che tene khapAve arthAt nAza kare che. eka zeTha ema kahetA hatA ke jJAnI, udaya Ave tene khapAve che? udaya che, to hoya tene khapAve ke na hoya tene? jeTalo jeTalo svarUpano Azraya lya che teTalA rAgano nAza thAya che. AhAhA! rAgane khapAve che to rAga che ke nahIM? che tene khapAve che ke je na hoya tene khapAve ! AkarI vAta che bhAI ! ahIMyA to dareke dareka vAtane jANavI joIe. eka paNa nyAyamAM phera

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kalaza-118 65 Ave to AkhI vastu pharI jAya che. samajamAM AvyuM? samyagdaSTi jIvane karmabaMdha nathI. rAganI avasthA hovA chatAM tenuM svAmIpaNuM nathI, temAM potApaNuM nathI. e apekSAe karmabaMdha nathI ema kahevAmAM Ave che. "AvI avasthA samyagdaSTi jIvane sarvakALa nathI. jyAM sudhImAM sakaLa karmono kSaya karI nirvANa padavIne pAme tyAM sudhI AvI avasthA che." AtmAno anubhava karatAM... karatAM... karatAM karatAM sarvajJa paramAtmA thaI jAya tyAM sudhI AvI avasthA che. zuM AvI avasthA hoya che? AtmAno anubhava paNa che ane karmano udaya paNa che ane saMskAra paNa che ane teno thoDo thoDo nAza paNa karato jAya che. "jyAre nirvANapada pAmaze te kALanuM to kAMI kahevAnuM ja nathI- sAkSAt paramAtmA che." pahelAM dRSTie paramAtmA thayA pachI paryAyamAM thoDA saMskAra hatA tene paNa khapAvato jAya che. ene paNa kyAM sudhI khapAvato jAya che? pUrNa paramAtmA thAya tyAM sudhI basa paramAtmA thayA pachI kAMI che nahIM. saMskAra nathI ane saMskArano nAza karavo tema paNa nathI. arere ! AvI vAtuM ! pahelAM ekendriya, beindriyanuM zIkhatA hoya. emAM A vAta kyAMthI hoya! koI jhAjhA apavAsa kare to e apavAsInuM tapasvInuM sanmAna kare ke- A moTA tapasvI che. kriyAkAMDane ane rAgane dharma mAne che te mithyASTi che. meM AhAra choDyo evuM jaDanuM abhimAna kare che. vikalpathI rahita, rAgathI rahita, zuddha cidAnaMda AtmA dRSTimAM na Avyo ane zuddha pariNamana na thayuM tyAM badhI vAta vyartha-phogaTa che. AhAhA ! apavAsa kare ke sAmAyika kare ke poSA kare ke paDimA lya ke saMthArA kare ke be-be mahinAnI saMlekhanA kare.. paNa te badhA ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA che. te kALanuM to kAMI kahevAnuM ja nathI- sAkSAt paramAtmA che." sAdhakane haju thoDA saMskAra che teno nAza karato jAya che. AtmAno anubhava paNa vartamAnamAM varte che ane (rAga paNa che) AvI dazA pUrNatA na thAya tyAM sudhI hoya che. nirvANa thayA pachI kAMI karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. saMskAre nathI teno nAza karavo tema paNa nahIM. e paryAya to have pUrNa kRtakRtya thaI gaI. vastu pUrNAnaMdano nAtha kRtakRtya ja che. je vastu kRtakRtya che tene kAMI karavuM.. pharavuM che ja nahIM. paryAyamAM jyAM pUrNatA thaI gaI to kRtakRtya thaI gayo. jyAM sudhI apUrNatA che tyAM sudhI rAga che, ane e rAgano nAza karavAno paNa che eTale ke AtmAmAM sthiratA karavI ema ! AtmAmAM sthiratA karatAM rAgano nAza thAya che. AvI rIte sAdhaka jIva che tyAM sudhI thAya che. nirvANa thayA pachI zuM karavuM? AhAhA ! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha paryAyamAM kRtakRtya thaI gayo. jema dravya kRtakRtya che tema paryAya kRtakRtya thaI gaI. have kAMI karavAnuM bAkI rahyuM nahIM. ahIMyA to haju sAdhakane rAga che. svabhAva taraphano puruSArtha kare che to rAgano nAza thaI jAya che. AvI rIta che. nirvANa thayA pachI kaMI karavAnuM nathI. bApu! A to zAMtithI

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66 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 samajavAnI cIja che. vItarAga mArga sUkSma jhINo bahu. A apUrva mArgano teNe kadI eka samaya paNa patto lIdho nathI. A mArgane samajavA mATe ghaNo prayatna joIe. (anuSTrapa). rAgadveSavimohAnAM jJAnino ydsmbhvH| tata eva na bandho'sya te hi bandhasya kaarnnm||7-119 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha- ema kahyuM ke samyagdaSTi jIvane baMdha nathI, to evI pratIti je rIte thAya che te vizeSa kahe che- "yat jJAninaH rASavimodAnAM samava: tata: eca vanya: "(yata) jethI (jJAnina:) samyagdaSTi jIvane (2) raMjakapariNAma, (kepa) udvega, (vimodInAM) pratItinuM viparItapaNuM-evA azudhdha bhAvonuM (janma:) vidhamAnapaNuM nathI. [bhAvArtha Ama che ke samyagdaSTi jIva karmanA udayamAM raMjita thato nathI, mATe rAgAdika nathI,] (tata:) tethI (kasya) samyagdaSTi jIvane (vanya: 1) jJAnAvaraNAdi dravyakarmano baMdha nathI; "va"nizcayathI AvuM ja dravyanuM svarUpa che; "di te vazvastha vaIRLama"(di) kAraNa ke(te) rAga-dveSa-moha evA azudhdha pariNAma (vaca vAraNana) baMdhanAM kAraNa che. bhAvArtha Ama che-koI ajJAnI jIva ema mAnaze ke samyagdaSTi jIvane cAritramohano udaya to che, te udayamAtra hotAM AgAmI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha thato haze. samAdhAna Ama che-cAritramohano udayamAtra hotAM baMdha nathI; udaya hotAM jo jIvane rAga-dveSa-mohapariNAma thAya to karmabaMdha thAya che, anyathA hajAra kAraNa hoya topaNa karmabaMdha thato nathI. rAga-dveSa-mohapariNAma paNa mithyAtvakarmanA udayanA sahAre che, mithyAtva jatAM ekalA cAritramohanA udayanA sahArAnA rAga-dveSa-mohapariNAma nathI. A kAraNathI samyagdaSTine rAga-dveSa-mohapariNAma hotA nathI, mATe karmabaMdhano kartA samyagdaSTi jIva hoto nathI. 7-119. kaLaza naM.-119 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 116 tA. 8/10/77 ema kahyuM che ke- samyagdaSTi jIvane baMdha nathI, to evI pratIti je rIte thAya che te vizeSa kahe che- "yata jJAnina: rAdheSa vimodInAM samava: tata: agra vizva: 7:" jethI samyagdaSTi jIvane raMjaka pariNAma, udvega, pratItinuM viparItapaNuM-evA azudhdha bhAvonuM vidhamAnapaNuM nathI." samyagdaSTine rAgamAM raMgAyelA pariNAma eTale ke- ekatA hotI nathI. rAga Ave che

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kalaza-119 67 paNa temAM ekatAbuddhi nathI. rAgano tene raMga caDI jAto nathI. te rAgamAM raMjAya jAya che tema nathI jJAnI rAgathI bhinna rahe che. vaLI tene 'udvega' nAma dveSa paNa nathI hoto. dharmIne viparIta azudhdhatAnA bhAva vidhamAna nathI. tene rAgamAM ekatAbuddhi nathI e apekSAe rAga vidhamAna nathI. jJAnIne viparIta mAnyatA nathI e kA2Ne tene vikAra vidhamAna che ja nahIM. (bhAvArtha Ama che ke- samyagdaSTi jIva karmanA udayamAM raMjita thato nathI mATe rAgAdika nathI ) samyagdaSTine karmanA udayano raMga caDato nathI, tene rAgano rasa caDato nathI. zubharAga Ave che paNa temAM ekatAbuddhi thatI nathI to azubhamAM ekatAbuddhi kevI ? 52dravya mArA che tevI ekatAbuddhi aMda2mAMthI cAlI gaI che. mArga bhAre Akaro bhAI ! samyagdaSTi dharmI jIvane AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava thayo. evo jainI jIva, karmanA udayamAM raMjAyamAna nathI thato. tethI tene e kAraNe rAgAdi nathI. rAgamAM ekatAbuddhi nathI. mATe rAga teno nathI. "tethI samyagdaSTi jIvane jJAnAva2NAdi dravyakarmano baMdha nathI" e apekSAe samyagdaSTine jJAnAvaraNAdino baMdha nathI. tene rAgamAM ekatAbuddhi nathI paraMtu pRththaka buddhi hovAthI bhedajJAna varte che... e kA2Ne tene rAga che ja nahIM ane baMdhana che ja nahIM. "va"nizcayathI AvuM ja dravyanuM svarUpa che;' 'va'nizcayathI dravyanuM svarUpa AvuM ja che. eka samayamAM vikA2thI aMjAyamAnapaNuM chUTI gayuM. rAga mAro tevI eka samayanI mithyAbuddhi hatI. eka samayanI bhUla evI paryAyabuddhino, dravyabuddhithI cheda karI dIdho che. huM to zAyaka svarUpa chuM, zuddha caitanyaghana chuM evI dravyabuddhi dvArA paMcendriya viSaya saMskArano nAza karyo che... te kA2Ne tene karmabaMdha che ja nahIM. E "di te vanyasya hArLam" kA2Nake rAga-dveSa-moha evA azudhdha pariNAma baMdhanA kA2Na che" rAga dveSane mithyAtva pariNAma e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. mithyAtva rahitanA rAga-dveSa te baMdhanuM kA2Na rahyuM nahIM. A to samyagdarzananA jo2nI vAta kare che. eka bAju ema kahe ke- samyagdaSTine baMdha nathI, bIjI bAju kahe ke- cAritrano doSa che eTalo baMdha che. je apekSAe kahyuM e apekSAe samajavuM. A syAdvAda mArga che, anekAnta mArga che. dRSTinA joranI apekSAe rAga che ja nahIM arthAt rAgathI baMdha nathI paraMtu asthiratAnI apekSAe rAga che ane rAgathI baMdha paNa che. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. prazna:- rAgane baMdharUpa kahyo te cAritranI apekSAe kahyo che? utta2:- cAritranI apekSAe rAga che ane baMdha che. dRSTi apekSAe ekatAbuddhi nathI tethI rAga nathI ane baMdha nathI.. ema kahevuM che. AhAhA ! Avo mArga are ! teNe koI divasa nirNaya karyo nathI. vAstavika svarUpanI yathArthatA zuM che evI teNe da2kA2 karI nathI. duniyAnI hozuM temAM

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68 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 harakhAya gayo. A bahAranA puNya ne pApanA phaLamAM harakhAya gayo. tene sannipAta thaI gayo. prazna:- mArga dekhADanAra na maLe to zuM thAya? uttara- enI darakAra pote karI nathI. AhAhA! samavasaraNamAM bhagavAna anaMtavAra maLyA, anaMtavAra vANI saMbhaLAvI paraMtu kevaLI AgaLa rahI gayo koro- lUkho rahI gayo. tyAM paNa teNe potAnI darakAra karI nahIM. samavasaraNamAM anaMtavAra gayo, sAkSAt traNalokanA nAthanA darzana karyA, vANI sAMbhaLI, pUjA karI hIrAnA thALathI.. AvI rIte pUjA karI. maNIratananA dIvA ane kalpavRkSanA phUlathI jaya ho prabhuno karyuM paraMtu temAM zuM maLyuM ! rAga maLyo. e rAgamAM ekatAbuddhi te mithyAdeSTi che. AkarI vAta che bApu! dharma apUrva vAta che. loko mAnI bese ke- A apavAsa karyA sAmAyika karI, poSA karyA, paDimA karI to thaI gayo dharma temAM dhULamAMya dharma nathI. mithyAtvanuM poSaNa che. rAganI maMdatAmAM dharma mAne to te mithyASTi che- temAM mithyAtvanuM poSaNa che. dravyanuM svarUpa che te baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. upara kahyuM ke dravyakarmano baMdha nathI tevuM ja nizcayathI dravyanuM svarUpa che. AvA dravyanuM svarUpa bhUlIne te rAga-dveSa ane mohanA azudhdhi pariNAma kare che te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. koI ajJAnI jIva ema mAnaze ke samyagdaSTi jIvane cAritramohano udaya to che, te udayamAtra hotAM AgAmI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha thato haze. samAdhAna Ama checAritramohano udayamAtra hotAM baMdha nathI; jaDakarmano udaya bhale ho ! paraMtu e jaDa karmanA udaya mAtrathI baMdha thato hota to udaya to sadA rahe che. zuM kahe che? je jaDa karma paDyA che teno pAka Ave che. pAka to karmamAM Ave che tyAre temAM AtmA joDAya che to rAga-dveSa thAya che, upayogane jo karmanAM udayamAM na lagAve to baMdha thato nathI. AhAhA ! aTapaTI vAto che. arere! anaMtakALamAM teNe kaMI karyuM nahIM. nagna muni jaina sAdhu thayo A vastravALA dravyaliMgI nahIM te to kuliMga che. dravyaliMgarUpa nagnapaNuM anaMtavAra dhAraNa karyuM, paMcamahAvrata paNa anaMtavAra lIdhA. paraMtu tenAthI zuM maLyuM? e to rAga che. rAganI ekatA buddhimAM mithyAtvabhAva che. AkaruM kAma bhAI ! ahIM kahe che ke- cAritra mohanA udayamAtrathI baMdha nathI thato. e udayamAM joDAya ane rAga-dveSane kare to baMdha thAya che. udayamAM joDAya ane jIvanA rAga dveSa-moha pariNAma thAya che to karmabaMdhana thAya che. anyathA hajAra kAraNa hoya topaNa karmabaMdha thato nathI" game teTalA udaya jaDamAM ho to tenAthI zuM? A lAkha vAtanI vAta che. "rAga-dveSa-mohapariNAma paNa mithyAtvakarmanA udayanA sahAre che" juo ! A muddAnI rakama che. jemAM mithyAtva bhAva che tevA rAgadveSane

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kalaza-119 69 karmabaMdhamAM gaNavAmAM AvyA che. jo mithyAtva nathI evA rAga-dveSane karmabaMdhanAM kAraNamAM gaNavAmAM AvyA nathI. AhAhA!mithyAtvane karmanA udayano sahAro che. mithyA zraddhAnI sAthe je rAga-dveSa che te rAga-dveSane gaNavAmAM AvyA che. mithyAtva jatAMmithyA zraddhAno nAza thatAM, potAnA jJAyaka svarUpa cidAnaMda prabhunI aMtaramAM dRSTi thatAM, anubhavamAM AvyA pachI cAritramohanA udayanA sahArAnA rAga-dveSa mohanA pariNAma nathI. cAritramohanA udayathI thatA asthiratAnA pariNAmane ahIM gaNavAmAM AvyA nathI. samyagdarzana ane tenI anubhavanI pradhAnatAthI kathana che. sAdhakane rAga-dveSa Ave che paNa tene mithyAtvano sahAro nathI. mithyA zraddhAnA sahArAthI je rAga-dveSa thAya che tene rAgavaiSa gaNavAmAM AvyA che. AvuM vAMcI ane koI ekAMta laI lya ke jJAnIne bilakula rAga-dveSa che ja nahIM. bhAI ! kaI apekSAe vAta che te samaja! ahIMyA to samyagdarzananA joramAM AtmAnA AzrayanA anubhavamAM rAga-dveSa-mithyAtva che ja nahIM. tene have rAga dveSa che ja nahIM tema gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA ! rAga dveSa hovA chatAM paNa jo mithyAtva nathI to e rAga-dveSa tene che nahIM ema kahe che. AhAhA ! ekatAbuddhi nathI to rAga-dveSa nathI. A badhuM AvuM jhINuM samajavAnuM che. AhAhA! rAga-dveSa-moha zabda tyAM paramAM sAvadhAnI levAnuM moha" zabda tyAM mithyAtva na levuM. "cAritramohanA udayanA sahArAnA rAga-dveSa-moha pariNAma hotA nathI. ahIM moha" zabda mithyAtva levuM. cAritramohanA sahArAnA jeTalA rAga-dveSa che eTale ke para taraphanI sAvadhAnI ema levuM. A kAraNathI samyagdaSTine rAga-dveSa-moha pariNAma hotA nathI". zrI jayasena AcAryanI TIkAmAM ema lIdhuM ke- ahIMyA paMcama guNasthAnathI uparanI vAta che. gauNapaNe samyagdaSTi levA paraMtu mukhyapaNe paMcamaguNasthAna uparAMta samyagdaSTinI vAta levI che. gauNapaNe samyagdaSTi temAM AvI jAya che. A badhI vAta jayasena AcAryanI TIkAmAM che. samyagdaSTine rAga dveSa nathI. e paMcama guNasthAnathI uparavALAnI vAta mukhyapaNe kahevAmAM AvI che. gauNapaNe to samyagdaSTine paNa mithyAtva saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSa nathI. tethI eno niSedha karavAmAM Avyo che. keTalI apekSAthI vAta AvatI hoya. chaThe guNasthAne jyAM vItarAgI cAritra che te traNa kaSAyanA abhAvapUrvaka che. e muni jaMgalamAM rahe che tene cAritramohano rAga gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. eTale samyagdaSTine rAga Sa-mohanA pariNAma thatA nathI. AvI vAta che. gauNapaNe gaNavAmAM Ave che, tethI samyagdaSTine rAga-dveSa-mohanA pariNAma hotA nathI. "moha" zabda tyAM mithyAtva na levuM. "mATe karmabaMdhano kartA samyagdaSTi jIva hoto nathI."

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70 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 sahajAtma svarUpa evo sahaja svarUpa parama pAriNAmika svabhAva jJAyakabhAva che evo jene anubhava thayo tene samyagdarzanamAM rAga-dveSa gaNavAmAM AvatA nathI. A darzana (zraddhAnI) pradhAnatA apekSAe vAta che. (vasattatilakA) adhyAsya zuddhanayamuddhatabodhacihna maikAgryameva kalayanti sadaiva ye te| rAgAdimuktamanasaH satataM bhavantaH pazyanti bandhavidhuraM samayasya saarm||8-120|| khaMDAnvaye sahita artha:- "e zuddhayaM vAkyama va sa yanta" (2) je koI Asannabhavya jIvo (zuddhanayama) zuddhanayano arthAt nirvikalpa zuddhacaitanyavastumAtrano, (1zcama) samasta rAgAdi vikalpathI cittano virodha karI (94) cittamAM nizcaya lAvIne, ( yatti) akhaMDitadhArApravAharUpa abhyAsa kare che (savA) sarva kALa-kevo che (zuddhanaya)?"uddhata vophima"(uddhata) sarva kALa pragaTa je (vo) jJAnaguNa te ja che (mi ) lakSaNa jenuM, evo che; zuM karIne? "adhyArca koI paNa rIte manamAM pratIti lAvIne;- "te samayastha sAramuM paryAnti" (te va) te ja jIvo nizcayathI (samayastha sArama) sakaLa karmathI rahita, anaMta catuSTaye birAjamAna paramAtmapadane (puNyatti) pragaTapaNe pAme che. kevuM pAme che? "vazvavidhurama" (vazva) anAdi kALathI ekabaMdhAryAyarUpa cAlyo Avyo hato je jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpa pugalapiMDa, tenAthI (vidhuraM) sarvathA rahita che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke sakaLa karmanA kSayathI thayo che. zuddha, tenI prApti thAya che zuddhasvarUpano anubhava karatA thakA.kevA che te jIvo? "ratimumanasa:" rAga-dveSa-mohathI rahita che pariNAma jemanA, evA che. vaLI kevA che? "satata bhavantaH" (satata) niraMtarapaNe (manta:) evA ja che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-koI jANaze ke sarva kALa pramAdI rahe che, kayAreka eka, jevo kahyo tevo thAya che, paNa ema to nathI, sadA sarva kALa zuddhapaNArUpa rahe che. 8-120. kaLaza na. - 120 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 117-118 tA. 09-10/10/77 "je zuddhanayaM va salphA vanayatti je koI Asanna bhavya jIvo", Asanna bhavya jIva arthAt ke jeno saMsArano aMta nikaTa che, jenA paribhramaNano aMta che, evA

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kalaza-120 71 AtmAo. "jIva' ema na kahetAM "Asanna bhavya jIvo' ema kahyuM, "' no artha eTalo karyo - lAyaka bhavya prANI. AhAhA! dharma karavo hoya to zuM karavuM! (te kahe che.) (zuddhanayama) zuddhanayano arthAt nirvikalpa zuddhacaitanya vastumAtrano," zuddhanayanI vyAkhyA ja A karI. AhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA aMdara zarIrathI bhinna, karmathI judo, puNyapApanA rAgAdibhAvathI judo, eka samayanI paryAyathI paNa judo evo je zuddhanaya, ahIMyA vastune zuddhanaya kahI che. naya te viSayI che ane sAmenI cIja che te viSaya che. naya che te samyaka zuddha caitanya pariNAma evA jJAnano aMza che. ane teno viSaya zuddha cidAnaMda pUrNa bhagavAna AtmA che. ahIMyA je zuddhanaya kahyo te tyAM 11 mI gAthAmAM kahyo che. "vavadaroDamUlyo mUlyo resivo kusuddhALo" bahu jhINuM bApu! A AtmA eka samayamAM bhUtArtha satyArtha prabhu che. te anaMtaguNono samudAya che. vastu che te vikArathI rahita ane paryAyathI paNa rahita che. evo eka samayamAM bhagavAna AtmA nirvikalpa ane bhedathI rahita che. A paryAyane A dravya evA bheda paNa jemAM nathI. A nirvikalpanI vyAkhyA thaI. bhagavAna AtmA aMdara pavitra ane zuddha che. zuddha koNa che? caitanya AtmA. kevo che? to kahe che - "vastumAtra" arthAt vastu.. vastu che. jemAM anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMta AnaMda vaselA che te vastu che. jemAM anaMtajJAna-darzana Adi che evo je A bhagavAna AtmA aMdara birAjamAna che. pUrNa zuddha caitanyaghana tene ahIMyA zuddhanaya kahevAmAM Ave che. rAtre prazna thayo hato ke - zuddhanaya eTale? ahIM vastune zuddhanaya kahI che. haju to bhASA samajavI kaThaNa paDe! anaMtakALathI potAnI cIja paripUrNa aMdara paDI che. anaMtajJAna - AnaMda Adi guNanidhAna bhagavAna AtmA aMdara che. zaktie to paramAtmA svarUpa ja che... ane svarUpe paramAtmA svarUpa ja che. AvA AtmAne ahIMyA zuddhanaya kahela che. zuddhanaya arthAt eka abheda zuddha caitanya vastumAtra. (g1zcama) e cIjamAM ekAgra thavuM. "samasta rAgAdi vikalpathI cittano virodha karI" guNa-guNInA bhedarUpa koIpaNa vikalpa. guNI bhagavAna AtmA che temAM AnaMda Adi anaMtaguNa tevo bheda karavo te paNa vikalpa che - rAga che. e vikalpathI rahita citta thaIne. "samasta rAgAdi vikalpa' arthAt koIpaNa rAganA vikalparUpa vRtti UThe che, jevI ke - dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA rAgano sthULa vikalpa. aMdaramAM guNI AtmA che te zuddhacaitanya akhaMDa che, abheda che evI vRtti UThAvavI te paNa rAga che. (3) cittamAM nizcaya lAvIne, (va) eTale nizcaya ane citta' zabda jJAnanI paryAya. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa prabhu che ane tenuM lakSaNa jJAna che. ahA ! e

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7ra kalazAmRta bhAga-4 jJAnalakSaNathI (AtmAne) lakSita kare che. AhAhA ! apUrva vAto che. prazna- cittamAM nizcaya eTale zraddhA karavI? uttara- samyajJAnanI paryAyamAM nirNaya karIne ema 'citta" zabda levuM. vartamAna je jJAnanI paryAya che te trikALInuM lakSaNa che, e jJAna paryAyamAM nirNaya lAvIne. A to maMtra che. teNe anaMtakALamAM kadI karyuM nathI. vrata-tapa-japa-bhakti-pUjA-dayA e anaMtavAra karyA, e to rAga che. ahIMyA to kahe che ke - rAgathI paNa rahita che. sUkSma vikalpa UThe che tenAthI paNa rahita che; nirvikalpa kahyo ne !! A AtmA caitanyapUrNa, akhaMDa, abheda che... evI je rAganI vRtti UThe tevA samasta rAgane choDIne. Avo mArga che. tArA aMtarano mArga zuM che te bhagavAna jinendradeva kahe che. A vAta kyAreya sAMbhaLI nathI ane kyAreya samajI nathI. aMdaramAM bhagavAna che te eka sekanDanA asaMkhya bhAgamAM anaMta jJAna Adi behada vastu che. vastu ane vastuno svabhAva behada che. je svabhAva hoya ene maryAdA na hoya. amaryAdita jJAna, amaryAdita darzana, amaryAdita AnaMda, amaryAdita vIrya evI anaMta zaktio, saMkhyAe amaryAdita ane sAmarthyathI amaryAdita vastu che. AhAhA! zuM kahe che? A bhagavAna AtmA amaryAdita zakti eTale anaMtazakticIja ane eka eka zaktithI amaryAdita anaMta svabhAva. AhAhA ! evA AtmAmAM sarva vikalpathI rahita thaIne jJAnanI paryAyamAM nizcaya karAvI... ATaluM karavAnuM che. bahu mArga jhINo prabhu! samyagdarzana dharmanI vAta cAle che. e to dharmanI pahelI sIDhI paheluM pagathiyuM che. are! cAragatimAM rakhaDato-rajhaLato duHkhI che. mithyAtvanA mahApApathI paribhramaNa karato te daridra ane mahAduHkhI che. e daridratA TALavA mATe prabhumAM anaMta saMpadA paDI che. ahIM nirvikalpa cIja kahI. AtmAmAM anaMta... anaMta lakSmI paDI che. jJAnalakSmI, darzanalakSmI, AnaMda lakSmI, svacchatA, vibhUtA, kartA, karma, karaNa, saMpradAna, jIvatva, citi Adi anaMta saMpadAnI lakSmI bharI paDI che... evo saMpadAvAna prabhu che. AvI cIjano cittamAM nizcaya lAvIne... jJAnanI paryAyamAM Avo nirNaya karIne "akhaMDita dhArApravAharUpa abhyAsa kare che." vanayanti" arthAt anubhave che - abhyAsa kare che. AhAhA ! huM AnaMda svarUpa akhaMDa jJAyaka prabhu chuM tevo jJAnanI paryAyamAM nirNaya karIne nirNayamAM akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa AtmA taraphano jhukAva karIne. A zloka bahu UMco che. jinendradeva paramAtmA ema pharamAve che ke tAre samyagdarzana pragaTa karavuM hoya to zuM karavuM? tenI rIta ane vidhi zuM? haju to prathama samyagdarzananI vAta che. A Asava adhikAra che tethI samyagdaSTine Asrava nathI ema siddha karavuM che ane mithyASTine Agnava che te siddha karavuM che.

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kalaza-120 73 AtmA anaMta AnaMda ane zAMtino sAgara prabhu che.. evo nirNaya jJAnanI vartamAna dazAmAM karIne svarUpa taraphano akhaMDa dhArApravAha abhyAsa kare che. aMtarmukha (jJAnamAM ) akhaMDa dhArApravAha abhyAsa kara. AhAhA ! kemake bhagavAna AtmA niraMtara akhaMDa svarUpa che. vastu akhaMDa svarUpa che tethI teno abhyAsa dhArApravAha joIe ema kahe che. AhAhA! A samyagdarzana mATenI vAta che. zrAvakapaNuM je pAMcamuM guNasthAna e to bIjI cIja che. munipaNuM e to koI alaukika vAtuM che. bApu! atyAre to e munipaNuM zuM che e sAMbhaLavuM ya muzkela paDI jAya.. AvI cIja che. prabhu AtmA aMdara che te akhaMDa dhArApravAharUpa vastu che. enA abhyAsamAM akhaMDa dhArApravAha lagAvI de! zuM kahyuM? bhagavAna dhruvasvarUpa, nirvikalpa caitanya svarUpa che. akhaMDa dhArA nAma dhRvadhArA emane ema rahe che. AvI cIjane akhaMDa dhArApravAha abhyAsamAM lagAvI de! AvI vAta che prabhu! A to bhagavAnanA mahAmaMtra che. loko kahe ke - ekendriya, beindriyanI dayA pALo, vrata karo, tapa karo, upavAsa karo. to dharma thaze. bhAI ! tane vastunI khabara nathI. ahIM to samyagdarzana kema thAya te vAta che. samyak nAma satya sAheba prabhu pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che. tenI jema che tema satyanI pratIti thavI enuM darzana thavuM. bhagavAnanA darzana thavA te alaukika cIja che. pote bhagavAna che hoM ! mATe kahyuM ne - nirvikalpa caitanyavahu e bhagavAna svarUpa AtmA. bhaga nAma lakSmI ane vAna nAma svarUpa. jenuM jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa che evo aMdara bhagavAna svarUpa prabhu che. A kema bese!? eka bIDI, be bIDI sarakhI pIve tyAre to pAyakhAne jAya, AvA to vyasana ane tene kahevuM ke - AtmA AvI che. savAre doDha-pAzera cA pIve tyAre magaja ThekANe rahe. Aje sAMbhaLavA Avyo chuM to cA pIdhA vagara Avyo chuM tethI mAro magaja ThekANe nathI. AhAhA ! prabhu! tuM zuM kahe che!! AvA lokone ema kahevuM ke - tuM prabhu AtmA cho ne! tuM kadI rAgarUpe thayo nathI tuM kadI paryAyamAM Avyo nathI evuM bhagavAnanuM caitanyanuM coMsaluM cho. ghaNIvAra daSTAMta ApIe chIe ke - muMbaImAM vIsa-paccIsa maNanI baraphanI pATu hoya. pacAsa maNanI baraphanI pATu khaTArAmAM paDI hoya. pacAsa hAtha lAMbI, doDha hAtha joDI evI baraphanI pATa che. tema A bhagavAna AnaMda ane zAMtinI moTI pATa che. baraphanI pATa to parimita che jyAre A to aparimita svabhAvI che. AhAhA ! ene prApta karavo hoya to zuM karavuM? e vAta kahe che. pahelAM to dravya cIja zuM che? guNa zuM che? paryAyamAM zuM che? rAga zuM che? tenA nAma sau pahelAM samajavAM. e samajyA pachI dravya svabhAvamAM ekAgra thavuM te samyagdarzana-dharmanI pahelI sIDhI prApta karavAno upAya che. guru mArga to batAve paraMtu karavuM ene che ne ! zeTha! paisA mATe keTalI mahetana karI che.

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74 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AkhI jiMdagI tamAkumAM kADhI. keTalA varSa thayA tamane? teramI tArIkhe ogaNaeMsI besaze ke eMsI ? A zarIranI to vAta cAle che, bhagavAna to anAdi anaMta che. AhAhA! traNalokano nAtha bhagavAna aMdara birAje che. tenI sthiti anAdi anaMta che. ahIM kahe che ke - anAdi anaMta che evuM anubhavamAM-pratItamAM kevI rIte Ave che. to kahe che ke - nirvikalpa cIja pratye ekAgra eva "prAyana byatti sava sarvakALa" A cAra zabdo pAThamAM che. bhAI ! A to mahAmaMtro che. sarpa karaDe pachI jhera utAravA maMtro bole ane jhera Utare ke na Utare e vAta bIjI che. A to mithyAtva jhera UtarI jAya tevA maMtro che. mithyAzraddhAe to lokone mArI nAkhyA che. te sAdhu-digambara muni thayo, paMcamahAvrata pALyA paraMtu rAgamAM dharma che ema mAnyuM, e mahA mithyA zraddhA thaI. cAra zabda che - "zuddhanaya" eTale abheda nirvikalpa caitanya vastu. e akhaMDAnaMda vastumAM ekAgra thavuM te vartamAna paryAya. trikALI dhruva anaMtaguNano piMDa-daLa e vastu, emAM ekAgra thavuM te paryAya. AhAhA! "revApraNava' eTale nizcayathI ekAgratA karavI. "vanayatti' akhaMDita dhArApravAha abhyAsa karavo. eka jJAyakamUrtinA anubhavano aMtaramAM akhaMDadhArAe abhyAsa karavo. rAgathI bhinna bhagavAnano abhyAsa karavo. nizALamAM abhyAsa kare che ne! aMgrejI viSaya Adino (te) abhyAsa to pApano che. ahIM kahe che ke - A eka abhyAsa to kara prabhu! zrotA- olo abhyAsa na kare to mAra paDe ne? uttara:- e ema kahe che ke - A abhyAsa nahIM kare to corAsInA avatAranA mAra paDe. bahAramAM paisA karoDo rUpiyA thayA. ame dAna ApIe chIe tethI dAnavIra. pelo jainatina kahevAya che. AhAhA! bApu. jaina zuM e samajavuM mahAkaThaNa che. jina svarUpI bhagavAna tene anubhavamAM levuM te jaina che. AkarI vAta che bhAI ! trilokInAtha jinendradeva paramAtmAnuM A pharamAna che. bhAI ! teM sAMbhaLyuM nathI. tArI cIja to aMtara anaMtajJAna, anaMtaAnaMdanuM moTuM daLa che. jema baraphanI pATa hoya tema A zAMtarasanI aMdaramAM pATa paDI che. AhAhA! zAMti... zAMti.. zAMti.... zAMti.. zAMti eTale akaSAya svabhAva. evA akaSAya svabhAvanI tArA AtmAmAM pATa bharI che, bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. jema viraDAmAMthI svaccha pANI meLave che. nadImAM retI hoya temAM UMDo khADo kare to pANI nIkaLe. khADAmAM thoDuM pANI hoya paraMtu temAMthI pANI bharyA karo to pANI AvyA ja kare. tema bhagavAna AtmA anaMta AnaMdano sAgara prabhu che. emAM ekAgra thatAM je AnaMdanI dhArA Ave e dhArA tUTe nahIM. e AnaMdano akhaMDa abhyAsa che. trilokInAtha paramAtmA, potAnA AtmAmAM - nija svarUpamAM, aMdaramAM akhaMDita dhArApravAha abhyAsa kare che. tema

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75 kalaza-120 aMta2mAM ekAgratAno akhaMDa abhyAsa karavo. (savA) 'sarvakALa' eTale eka kSaNa mATe kare ema nahIM. A lIMDI pIpara hoya che te kaThe nAnI hoya, temAM cosaTha pahorI tIkhAza che. ghaNAM varSo pahelAMnI vAta che - lagabhaga poNoso (75 ) varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. vaDhavANamAM DAyA jeThA hatA te lIMDI pIpara ghasavA ATha mANaso rAkhatA. cAra savAre ane cAra rAtanA. jyAre tene cosaTha pahorI chUTe tyAre vacce eka miniTano paNa visAmo na levAno, emAM khaMDa na paDavo joIe. cosaTha pahora sudhI akhaMDa dhArAe ghUMTe tyAre cosaTha pahora pragaTa thAya. pachI teo garIba mANasone ApatA... koIne AThaAnI bhAra, koIne rUpiyA bhAra maphata ApatA. A zeThane tyAM hIrAnI bhasma kare che. ahIMyA trilokI 5ramAtmA kahe che ke - tuM nAtha cho ne ! tane tArI cIjanuM mahAtmya ane mahimA AvyA nathI. tane rAganA, dayAnA, dAnanA, puNyanA, bahA2nI cIjano mahimA che. tenI AgaLa prabhu tuM tAro mahAtmya bhUlI gayo che. have ekavA2 to 52nuM mahAtmya choDa ane svanuM mahAtmya le. "akhaMDita dhArApravAha abhyAsa kare che" jema cosaTha pahoI pI52 ghUMTe to eka miniTa paNa visAmo na lye. eka bhaiyo thAkI jAya to bIjo ghUMTe. cosaTha pahora sudhI vArApharatI ghasyA ja kare, rAtrinA paNa ghasavAnuM baMdha na rahe. tema prabhu AtmAmAM cosaTha pahora nAma rUpiye rUpiyo tIkhAza - ca252AI aMdara paDI che. tene ghUMTe to te paryAyamAM pragaTa thAya che. AtmA aMdaramAM pUrepUro AnaMda, jJAna, zAMti, prabhutA, vibhutA Adi pUrNa zaktino piMDa paDayo che. teno akhaMDita dhArApravAha abhyAsa karatAM... karatAM paryAyamAM vyakta thAya che. keTalo kALa ? 'sarvakALa' arthAt pUrNa pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI laDhavuM. aMdaramAM ekAgratAthI laDhavuM. Avo mArga che tene lokoe kaMIno kaMi karI nAkhyo. jiMdagI emane ema cAlI jAya che. jaina 5ramezvara je mArga kahe che e mArganI to khabareya nathI. "sarvakALa; kevo che ( zuddhanaya ) ? "udghatoSavidyum" sarvakALa pragaTa je jJAnaguNa te ja che lakSaNa jenuM, evo che;" ( uddhRta) jenuM jJAna pragaTa che eTale jJAna paryAyamAM lakSaNa pragaTa che e jJAna lakSaNathI AkhI cIja jJAnamAM Ave che. vartamAnamAM je jJAna pragaTa che te uddhata che. e pragaTa jJAna koIne gaNatuM nathI. lokamAM ema kahe che ke - A mANasa uddhata che. ema jJAna lakSaNa koIne gaNatuM nathI. potAnA lakSaNamAM rahevAvALI jJAna paryAya uddhata bodha che. te jJAnaguNa uddhata che je sarvakALa pragaTa che... cihna-lakSaNa jenuM. zuM kahe che ? vartamAna paryAyamAM jJAna jANavAmAM Ave che. rAgane jANe, 52ne jANe... ene jANe to zAna jANe che ne ! 'bocihna' e jJAnanI pragaTa paryAya te AtmAnuM lakSaNa che. AtmAnuM lakSaNa pragaTa che. samajamAM AvyuM ? are AvI vAta ! zloka ja evo Avyo che.

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76 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 jJAnaguNa te ja che lakSaNa-cihna; vartamAnamAM jJAnanI paryAya pragaTa che. uddhata jJAna koIne gaNatuM nathI. huM jJAna lakSaNa chuM ane jJAnalakSaNathI lakSya jANavAmAM Ave che, jJAna lakSaNathI AtmAnuM bhAna thAya che evuM jJAna lakSaNa uddhata che. Avo upadeza kevo A! pelI vAtuM sahelI - "ekendriyA, beiMdiyA, teIdiyA... appANe vosirAmi," jAva thaI gayo dharma. AtmA zuM? vosarAmi zuM? kAMI khabara na maLe. siddha siddhi mama disaMtu" siddha bhagavAna koNa che enI khabaruM na maLe (ane thaI gyo dharma!) eka vakhata lIMbaDInI vAta karI hatI. lIMbaDImAM be apAsarA che. ghaNAM varSo pahelAM vizAzrImALI ane dazAzrImALI bannene takarAra hatI - virodha hato. emAM eka DozI sAmAyika karavA beThI ane kahe "vI hA roI maryA" logasamAM Ave che ke - evuM mae abhithuA vihuya rayamalA pachINa jara-maraNA" AnA arthanI to khabara na maLe ane bAI bolI "vihAya maIrA" A loggasamAM ApaNI takarAra kyAMthI AvI? loko kahe - ApaNe vIzA ane dazAnI takarAra che te AmAM kyAMthI AvI? juo to kharA ! pAThamAM kyAMthI AvI? vihuya raya malA" he nAtha paramAtmA! karmarUpI jaDa dhULane TALI che ane maLa eTale puNyanA vikArI bhAva tene vizeSa TALyA che. jaDa raja ane arUpI maLane temaja saMzayane TALyA che. jema kapaDAM upara dhULa caDhelI hoya ane tene Ama khaMkhere ema AnaMda svarUpamAM ramatAM he nAtha ! Ape to vizeSe "raya" ATha jaDakarmanI rajane TALI che. maLa eTale puNya-pApanA malina bhAva-dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA bhAva, tene prabhu Ape TALyA che. "vihuya yamalA" no Avo artha che. longasanA bolanArane enA arthanI paNa khabara na maLe. ahIMyA kahe che prabhu! ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo nAtha ! juo! "raya malA" e be zabdo che. raja eTale ATha karmanI dhULa ane malA eTale puNya-pApanA je bhAvakarma ane raya eTale dravyakarma e bannene prabhue TALyA che. logsasa bole paNa arthanI khabara na paDe. jaya bhagavAna kare. jJAnaguNa te ja che (cihna) lakSaNa jenuM, evo che;" zuM kahe che? jema rUnuM dhokaLuMgAMThaDI-paccIsa maNanI borI hoya temAM rUno namUno jue tema AtmAnI vartamAna pragaTa paryAyamAM jJAna jenuM cihna che. e dvArA Akho AtmA jANavAmAM Ave che. koI paNa rIte manamAM pratIti lAvIne;" koI paNa rIte puruSArthanI jAgRtithI pratIti karavI. bhagavAna AtmA jAgRta svarUpa che, trikALa jAgRta svarUpa, jJAyaka svarUpa che tene koI paNa prakAre arthAt jAgRtinI paryAya dvArA pratIti lAvIne. pahelAM jJAna arthAt jAgRti lIdhI. koI paNa prakAre manamAM jJAna lakSaNa dvArA pratIti lAvIne, A vidhi batAvI. koI paNa rIte,"koI paNa puruSArtha dvArA, kALalabdhi dvArA, svabhAva dvArA koI paNa prakAre aMtarmukhanI pratIti lAvIne. huM to pUrNa bhagavAna chuM evI jJAnanI paryAyamAM pratIti

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kalaza-120 lAvIne. te iva samayasya sAra" paraNyatti" te ja jIvo nizcayathI sakaLa karmathI rahita, anaMta catuSTaye birAjamAna paramAtmapadane pragaTapaNe pAme che." evo je jIva che ke je - AnaMdakaMdamAM rame che. samyagdarzananI prApti mATe aMtaramAM rahe che. tene AtmA prApta thAya che ema kahe che. (AvI pratIti thatAM) bhagavAna pragaTa (vyakta) thAya che. aMtaramAM abhyAsa karatAM anaMta catuSTaye birAjamAna aMdara paramAtmA pragaTe che te (vyaktimAM) pragaTa thayo. have vizeSa anubhava karatAM... karatAM, aMtaramAM anubhava karatAM.. karatAM kevaLajJAna thaI jaze. arthAt kevaLajJAnane prApta karavAnI rIta paNa aMtara anubhava sAdhana che. AhAhA! A vrata-tapa-bhakti e badhA zubharAga che. e koI sAdhana nathI. duniyAthI AkhI viruddha vAta che. keTalAka ema kahe che - amArA bApa-dAdA je karatA AvyA che e badhuM zuM khoTuM che? pUrvenA bApa hatA emAMnA keTalAka mokSe gayA che. e khabara nathI tane? anaMtabhavamAM anaMta bApa thayA ane anaMtabApa AtmAnuM bhAna karIne mokSe gayA che. enI khabara che tane? keTalAya bApa ane mA haju lImaDAmAM ane pIpaLAmAM eka pAMdaDAmAM paDyA che. AhAhA ! bhAI, enI tane khabara nathI. bApa-dAdAnI otha laIne, eNe ema karyuM che mATe ame karIe chIe. amArA bApadAdAno mArga mUkAya nahIM. bApa-dAdA to pAghaDI paheratA hatA.. AvI TopI nahotA paheratA, e kema choDI dIdhI? tyAre jhabbA kyAM hatA? be kasa bAMdhelA keDiyA hatA. tAro bApa je paherato ene to tyAM choDI dIdhuM. A vAta satya lAge to khoTuM choDI de!! sakaLa karmathI rahita, anaMta catuSTaye birAjamAna paramAtmapadane pragaTapaNe pAme che." aMtaramAM AtmA che te rAga ane vikalpathI rahita che te svarUpamAM ekAgratAnA abhyAsa dvArA paryAyamAM paramAtmapadanI prApti thAya che. AtmA zaktirUpe paramAtmA che ja te paryAyamAM pragaTa thAya che - enlArja thAya che. samajamAM AvyuM? anAdithI AtmA vastu e to paramAtma svarUpa ja che. zaktie, svabhAve to paramAtma svarUpa ja che. teNe pAmara tarIke mAnyo che ke - huM mANasa chuM, huM rAgI chuM, huM puNyavALo chuM, huM lakSmIvALo chuM, huM garIba chuM, huM daridra chuM, huM strI chuM, huM puruSa chuM, huM jADo chuM, evI mAnyatA thaI che paraMtu evI sthiti che nahIM. samajamAM AvyuM? (pazyatti) no artha pragaTa karyo, dekhe che ema bhASA kahI. anAdithI pUrNa AnaMdanA nAthanI ekAgratAno tyAga karyo che te have pUrNa AtmAne dekhe che. teno artha pragaTa kare che. Avo upadeza! AmAM zuM kahe che! A navI jAtano upadeza lAge paraMtu bhagavAnano mArga anAdino A che, navI jAtano nathI. bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. anAdimAM anaMta tIrthakaro

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78 kalazAkRta bhAga-4 thayA. mahAvidehamAM prabhu birAje che, tyAM A ja upadeza cAle che. ahIMyA paNa mahAvIra paramAtmA evA anaMta tIrthakaro A ja mArge cAlyA che. temaNe A ja mArga kahyo che. paraMtu e vAta atyAre lopa jevI thaI gaI che. je mArga nathI e mArge caDI gayA che - bIje raste caDI gayA che. ahIMyA kahe che - AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che. prabhu! ekavAra pAtALakUvo khoda, boTAda pAse janaLA gAma che tyAM pAtALa kUvo che tenI upara aDhAra koSa cAle paNa pANI khUTe ja nahIM. pAtALamAMthI pANI AveluM. eka mANasa kUvo khodatAM. khodatAM thAkI gayo pachI teNe khodavAnuM baMdha karyuM. emAM eka jAna AvI ane jamavA beThI. , ane ema ke - kUvo che to emAM pANI haze. pachI kUvAmAM jove to pANI nahIM. pachI eka mANase uparathI vIsa-paccIsa maNano paththara nAkhyo ane sAMdha tUTI gaI ane pAtALamAMthI pANInI choLa UDI. nIce pAtALanA pANI ADe eka paththaranI sAMdha hatI. nIce pAtALamAM pANI cAlyuM jatuM hatuM e ekadama zeDa phUTI ane upara AvyuM. pachI e kUvA upara aDhAra koSa joDAyA. AhAhA! A bhagavAna pAtALa kUvo che. e pAtALamAM anaMtajJAna - AnaMda paDyA che. rAganI ekatAnI sAMdhane toDI nAkhI ane svabhAvanI ekAgratAnI jAgRti pragaTa karI. e jAgRti pragaTa karatAM-karatAM tene paramAtmapada pragaTa thAya che - tene arihaMtapada prApta thAya che. kevuM pAme che?"vavidhurama" vidhura eTale patnI marI jAya to vidhura thayo ema kahe che ne! pati marI jAya to patnI vidhavA thaI ema kahe che. ema ahIMyA kahe che ke - jyAre AtmA potAnA svarUpano anubhava karatAM paramAtmA thayo eTale baMdhathI vidhura thayo. tene baMdhano nAza thaI gayo. (vadhu vidhurama ) vidhura zabda che ne! "anAdi kALathI eka baMdha paryAyarUpa cAlyo Avyo hato je jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpa pudgalapiMDa, tenAthI (vidhuraM) sarvathA rahita che." AhAhA ! (vidhurama ) no artha karyo ke - AtmA karmabaMdhathI rAMDayo che. karmathI vidhura thaI gayo. AhA ! prabhu tuM jAgyo ane karmanA baMdhano nAza thaI gayo ema kahe che. pUrNa dazAno utpAdu thaI gayo, baMdhanI paryAyano nAza thaI gayo. je pragaTa dazA thaI tene dhruvano Azraya che. Avo dharma? A zuM kahe che! sAmAyika karI, poSA karyA, e vAtamAM kAMI na hatuM dhULeya sAmAyika na hatI. ene sAmAyika kyAM hatI? AtmA je cIja che tenI to pratIti ane anubhava nathI e vinA samatA Ave kyAMthI! sAmAyika eTale samatAno lAbha. jene samatAno lAbha thAya che tene sAmAyika kahe che. samatArUpa vItarAga mUrti prabhu che te to pratIti ane jJAnamAM Avyo nathI. pratItamAM vItarAga Avyo nathI to paryAyamAM vItarAgatA AvI kyAMthI? are! bahAramAM gape gapa halAvyuM che. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - sakaLa karmanA kSayathI thayo chezuddha, tenI prApti thAya che" rAgAdi bhAvakarmano nAza thaI gayo, paryAyamAM paramAtmA thaI gayA - zuddha thaI gayA, vastu to

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kalaza-120 79 pavitra ane zuddha hatI ja, paraMtu ekAgra thatAM.... thatAM paryAyamAM eTale ke avasthAmAM zuddha paramAtmA thaI gayA. are! AvI vAto che. zabdo badhA ja bIjI jAtanA atyAra sudhI sAMbhaLyuM hoya emAnuM eka kalAkamAM kAMI Ave nahIM. zuM thAya ! bhAI...bApu! e mArga eka bAju paDyo rahyo. vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvaranA paMthe javAno mArga koI alaukika che. AhAhA! aMtaramAM AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna che temAM ekAgratAno anubhava karatAM... karatAM paryAyamAM paramAtmapada pragaTe che. rAgathI bhinnatAnuM bhedajJAna niraMtara dhArAe karatAM. karatAM pUrNa dazAnI prApti thaI eTale arihaMtapada pragaTa thayuM to (vazva vidhurama) baMdhano nAza thaI gayo. "sakala karmonA kSayathI thayo che. zuddha tenI, prApti thAya che." vAMcana jhINuM che! "sakaLa karmonA kSayathI thayo chezuddha, tenI prApti thAya che." zuM kahe che? svarUpanI prApti kevI rIte thaI ? zuddha svarUpano anubhava karatAM thaI. AtmAe arihaMtapadane prApta karyuM e bhAvamokSa che. karma chUTI jaze tyAre dravyamokSa arthAt siddha thaI jaze. te mokSa kevI rIte thayo? AhAhA ! zuddha svarUpano anubhava karatAM thayo. koI kahe-dayA, dAna, vrata-bhakti karatAM... karatAM mokSa thaze to ema nathI, tenAthI to bhinna paDyo che. bhAre mArga bhAI ! bhagavAna AtmA pavitratAno piMDa prabhu zuddha trikALa che. te zuddha svarUpano vartamAnamAM anubhava karatAM... karatAM, e zuddha svarUpano vartamAnamAM rAga ane vikalpathI rahita pavitratAno abhyAsa karatAM karatAM mokSa mArga pragaTe che. samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra e traNeya pavitra dazA che. te zuddha svarUpano anubhava che. AhAhA ! eka zloke to kamAla karI nAkhyuM che, paNa tene lAge to ne! duniyAnI sAthe jovA jAze to meLa nahIM khAya. vItarAga paramAtmAno mArga A che. kahe che? zuddha svarUpano anubhava karatAM mokSa thayo, zuddhatAnI prApti thaI. ema kahe che. siddhapada kevI rIte pragaTa thayuM? e.. zuddha paramAtmAno paryAyamAM anubhava thatAM thayuM. dravya to zuddha trikALa che teno abhyAsa karatAM paryAyamAM zuddhatA pragaTa thaI. puNya-pApa e to azudhdhabhAva che, tenAthI rahita zuddhatAno anubhava karatAM karatAM mokSanI prApti thAya che. pelA ema kahe ke - vrata karo, ta5 karo, upavAsa karo, e saMvara nirjarA che. be-be mahinAnA upavAsa anaMtavAra karyA che, pAMca mahAvrata pALyA che... paraMtu te to Asrava che. A Asrava adhikAra cAle che ne! e AsavathI mokSanI prApti thAya che? tenAthI to baMdha thAya che. bahu phera che emAM jiMdagI cAlI jAya che. jA... va coryAzInA bhavAbdhi eTale bhavarUpI moTo dariyo je coryAzI lAkha yonino che... emAM jIvo kyAM UtarIne keTalA avatAra karaze? ene chUTavAno A eka rasto che. kevA che te jIvo? "vimumanaH rAga-dveSa-mohathI rahita che pariNAma jemanA, evA che." ahIM zabda (manasa:) lIdho che paraMtu levuM che pariNamana. rAgAdi mukta jenuM pariNamana

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8) kalazAmRta bhAga-4 che ema. zuddha svarUpano anubhava karatAM karatAM te astithI kahyuM, ane rAga-dveSa mohathI rahita te nAstithI kahyuM. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktino vikalpa evo rAga che tenAthI rahita ane zuddhatAno anubhava karatAM karatAM, azudhdhatAno nAza karatAM... karatAM te asti nAstithI lIdhuM. pravacana naM. 118 tA. 10/10/77 ekaso vIsa kaLazamAM bhAvArtha cAle che. "sakaLa karmanA kSayathI thayo che. zuddha, tenI prApti thAya che. zuddha svarUpano anubhava karatA thakA." zuM kahe che? AtmA je vastu che zuddha caitanyaghana, dhruva.. e zuddha dhruvano vartamAna paryAyamAM anubhava karatAM AtmAnI prApti thAya che. anAdithI paryAyamAM je rAga-dveSano anubhava hato tene choDIne je zuddha dhruva che, aMdara je sarvajJa svabhAva paDyo che tenI prApti thAya che. AtmA sarvajJa svarUpI prabhu che. e AtmAmAM arthAt dhruvamAM sarvajJa svabhAva paDyo che. sarvajJa svarUpa eTale e zuddha che. tenI paryAyamAM zuddhanI prApti thAya che. karmono nAza karIne paryAyamAM zuddhanI prApti thAya che. "zuddha svarUpano anubhava karatA thakA", AhAhA ! aMtaramAM jyAM avinAzI zuddhatA, dhruvamAM zuddhatA che. te dhruva zuddha ja che. e zuddhatAno vartamAna dazAmAM, zuddha sanmukha rahIne anubhava karatAM paryAyamAM pUrNa zuddhatAno anubhava thAya che. kevA che te jIvo?" zaktirUpe dhruva AnaMda zuddha svarUpI, sarvajJa prabhu, bhagavAna AtmA che. vartamAna paryAyanI te upara dRSTi karavAthI, ane teno anubhava karavAthI sarva karmano kSaya thaIne paryAyamAM pragaTa prApti thAya che. zaktimAM pUrNa zuddhatA paDI che tevI AnaMda sahitanI zuddhatA paryAyamAM pragaTa thAya che. AkarI vAta bhAI ! jyAM sudhI tene potAnA dhruva zuddha svarUpa sivAyanA aneka anerA padArthamAM jyAM sudhI vizeSatA bhAse che tyAM sudhI te aMtaramAM jaI zakaze nahIM. AhAhA! jyAM khAsa cIja paDI che anaMta AnaMda ane anaMta sarvajJapaNuM; jenAM dhruva daLamAM zuddha AnaMdakaMda paDayA che. tenI mahimA jyAre Ave tyAre tene paranI mahimA chUTI jAya che. pachI te zarIra ho, lakSmI ho, Abaru ho ke pachI puNya-pApanA bhAva ho.. tenI adhikatA nAma vizeSatA chUTI jAya che. potAno bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu che, e dhruvatAne zuddhatAne taLiye je paryAya aMdara gaI te paryAyamAM zuddhatAnI prApti thAya che. AvI vAtuM have! Avo dharma karavAnuM kahIe. bhAI ! jene dharma karavo che tene kahIe chIe ke dharma to vItarAgI paryAya che. samyagdarzana - jJAna - cAritra te traNeya vItarAgI che. vItarAga svarUpa, zAMta svarUpa daLamAM eTale dhruvamAM ekalI zAMti-zAMti-zAMti che. e akaSAya svabhAva, vItarAga svabhAva teno Azraya karatAM tenI mahimAmAM je ruci ane sthiratA thAya che te badhI paryAyo zuddha che. paryAyamAM je vizeSa kSayopazama che tenI paNa jyAM

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kalaza-120 81 vizeSatA chUTI jAya che. zrI samayasAra 31 gAthAmAM che ke "bALasadAvAiyaM murabA jJAnane AnaMda svabhAvI AtmA, paryAyathI adhika nAma bhinna paDayo che. tenI zAMti. zAMti... zAMti.. zAMti zAMtine sparza karavAthI paryAyamAM zuddha svarUpano anubhava thAya che... , e zAMtino anubhava che ane tenAthI ATha karmano kSaya thaI ane pragaTa paryAyamAM zuddhatAnI prApti thAya che. ATalI zaratuM che. "ITlamumanasa:" rAga-dveSa-mohathI rahita che pariNAma jemanA, evA che." (dravyamAM) zuddhatA zaktirUpe paramAnaMdarUpe che, tenI sanmukhatAno anubhava karavAthI vartamAna paryAyamAM zuddhatA-pavitratA AvI. e jagyAe have rAga-dveSa-mohanA pariNAma thatA nathI. trikALI paramAtmA zAMta rasano kaMda nAtha che tenI dRSTi karI ane temAM sthira thayo to e paryAyamAM zAMti.... zAMti... zAMti... vItarAgatA pragaTI, e samaye te pariNAma rAga-dveSamohanA pariNAmathI rahita che. ane zuddha pariNAma sahita che. kemake dhruvano Azraya lIdho che. samajamAM AvyuM? "vaLI kevA che? "satataM bhavantaH"niraMtarapaNe evA ja che." AhAhA ! dharmI jIvane dharma nAma vItarAgatA aMdaramAMthI pragaTa thaI che. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma to zubharAga che... te dharma nathI. e rAga ane mohathI jenA pariNAma rahita che... ane aMtara prabhu sarvajJa che te sarva AnaMdathI bharapUra dhruva prabhu che. teno anubhava kare che. "satataM bhavantaH" A rIte niraMtara zuddha pariNatino vinaya thAya che. Avo mArga che bhAI ! samajamAM AvyuM? satata bhavantaH" niraMtarapaNe evA ja che." juo, bhagavAna AtmA pavitratAno piMDa paDyo che. te tarapha jhUkavAthI je vItarAgI samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritranI pariNati pragaTa thAya che te have (niraMtara bhavantaH) arthAt kAyama rahe che. samajamAM AvyuM? AhAhA! jIvone bahArano moha mArI nAkhe che. aMdaranI sAvadhAnI choDIne je paramAM sAvadhAnI che te. "mohu" zabda paramAM sAvadhAnI. AhAhA ! zubha ane azubhano rAga, dayAdAna-vrata-bhaktino bhAva, kAma-krodha-mAna-mAyAno bhAva te badhA vikArI bhAva che. vikAramAM sAvadhAnI te ja mithyAtva che. ahIM kahe che - e paranI sAvadhAnI jeNe choDI dIdhI che ane bhagavAna sarvajJa paramezvara jevo pavitra AtmA je AnaMdakaMda AtmA che temAM teNe sAvadhAnI karI che e have niraMtara rahe che. pachI tene zubha-azubhabhAva Ave che. chatAM zuddhatA to niraMtara rahe che tene dharma ane dharmI kahIe. Avo dharma!!! "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - koI jANaze ke sarva kALa pramAdI rahe che", zuM kahe che? je AtmA dravya svabhAvarUpa che, e pavitra zuddha caitanyaghananI dRSTi arthAt samyagdarzana thayuM, zuddhatA thaI to have svamAM pramAda rahita prayatna (niraMtara) tyAM rahe che. koI samaya anubhava kare ane koI samaya pramAda karaze ema nathI. Avo mArga paNa kevo? atyAre to kahe che ke -

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82 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 vrata karo, tapa karo, upavAsa karo, upadhAna karo e badhI hoLI che. rAganI kriyA e to saMsAra che... bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. AhAhA! tuM kyAreya rAgarUpa thayo ja nathI. e to zAMtarasano kaMda che-daLa che. teno anubhava karavAthI niraMtara zuddha pariNati rahe che. pharIne kadI pramAda thaI jAya ane zuddha pariNati niraMtara na rahe tema nathI - ema kahe che. haju to pahelI cIja zuM che te samajavuM kaThaNa paDe. AhAhA! jiMdagIyuM cAlI jAya che. nirdhanatAmAM duHkha mAnIne jiMdagI cAlI jAya che. sadhanatAmAM ThIka che, ame sadhana chIe evI mAnyatAnI bhramaNamAM jiMdagI cAlI jAya che. AhAhA! mAro nAtha atIndriya AnaMda ane zAMtarasathI bharyo che. zAMti... zAMti... zAMti evo mAro dhruva svabhAva paDyo che. e (svabhAvanI) aMdaramAM jatAM. enI zuddhadhArA niraMtara vahe che ema kahe che. koI jANaze ke sarvakALa pramAdI rahe che, kyAreka eka, jevo kahyo tevo thAya che, paNa ema to nathI." ghaNokALa to rAgamAM ane puNyamAM rahe che. ema kahe che. kyAreka eka jevo kahyo tevo thAya che, (rAgAdi rahita thAya che, zuM kahyuM? ghaNo kALa dharmIjIva-rAgamAM, puNyamAM eTale ke - dayA-dAna-vratamAM rahe che e pramAda che ane koIka samaye tene zuddha pariNati rahe che... ema nathI. Avo mArga che. jinezvaradeva - sarvajJa paramAtmA trilokInAtha vItarAgadevano A pokAra che. are! ekavAra duniyA sAMbhaLe to kharI ! tArI aMdara to aMtara khajAnAnA mahAbhaMDAra paDayA che. prabhu! tane tenI khabara nathI. AhAhA! evA aMtara khajAnAmAM to anaMta zAMti, anaMta AnaMda, prabhutA, are.... aMdara AkhuM sarvazapaNuM paDayuM che, e upara dRSTi paDatAM eTale ke - svarUpamAM sAvadhAna thatAM e sAvadhAnapaNuM niraMtarapaNe varte che. AhAhA ! koI ghaNo samaya bahAramAM dekhAya, rAgamAM varte che, dayA-dAna bIjAmAM varte che, eTale e emAM ja varte che tema nathI. jainadharmI to pUjAmAM, bhaktimAM, bhagavAnanI stutimAM varte che e rAga che, tethI e vakhate dharmI rAgamAM ja varte che ema nathI, ema hoya ja nahIM. AhAhA! e samaye paNa te zuddhatAmAM ja varte che. juone! keTalI ( gaMbhIra) TIkA karI che. ema kema kahyuM? sarvakALa pramAdI rahe che to.... lokone ema lAge ke - A ghaNo kALa (bahAramAM rahe che). koI vepArI hoya to ema lAge ke - te vepAramAM beTho che, vAMcanamAM beTho hoya, bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM beTho che te badho rAga che - e to pramAda che. ghaNo kALa to tyAM rahe che ane koI kALa zuddha svarUpanI pariNatimAM Avato haze.. ema che nahIM. samajamAM AvyuM? zrotA- puruSArthanI kamI che tethI rAga Ave tene pramAda kahyo che? uttara- tene dravyanI je zuddhi pragaTI te to kAyama rahe ja che... ahA ! AvI vAta che. rAga bhale Ave paNa e vakhate rAgathI pRthaka zuddhatAmAM ja varte che, te rAgamAM vartato nathI.

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kalaza-120 prazna:- bhagavAnanI bhaktino rAga pramAda che? uttara- hA, te paNa pramAda che. bhagavAnanI bhaktino rAga paNa pramAda che. zAstra zravaNano bhAva evo rAga te pramAda che. AhAhA ! ghaNAM kALathI (rAgamAM varte che) tema dekhAya che ne! AhAhA ! tane dekhAya che tevuM che nahIM. AhAhA ! e rAganA kALamAM paNa potAnA svabhAvanI zuddhatAmAM ja varte che. Avo jinezvara prabhuno mArga che bApu! e mArgane atyAre rAganA, puNyanA dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktimAM samAvI dIdhA che. are.. prabhu! emAM tAruM kalyANa nathI. emAM tAro uddhAra nathI nAtha. aMdara saccidAnaMda prabhunuM nidhAna paDyuM che ne! nAtha tuM bhagavat svarUpa cho. tAro svabhAva zuddha bhagavat svarUpa ja che. AhAhA ! e svarUpano jyAM anubhava thayo to have niraMtara zuddhatAmAM varte che. anAdikALathI rAga-dveSanuM vedana jema niraMtara hatuM, temAM eka samaya paNa vacamAM khaMDa paDato na hato tema bhagavAna AtmA zuddhatAnuM bhAna samyagdarzanamAM thayuM to e samyagdarzana jJAnanI pariNati zuddha thaI tethI te zuddhatAmAM ja varte che. koI ema jANaze ke - sAdhaka sarvakALa pramAdI rahe che. eTale? dharmI - samakitI jIvane koI ema dekhe ke - A to ahIMyA khAvAmAM, pIvAmAM, bhaktimAM, pUjAmAM, dAnamAM, dayAmAM, vratamAM varte che ne! e badhI rAganI kriyA che ane tame kaho cho e rAgamAM vartato ja nathI? bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. rAga rahita bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa che ke, tenI pratIti jJAna thatAM je zuddhatA pragaTa thaI, pavitratA pragaTI temAM niraMtara rahe che. A te zuM kahe che? dharmI jIva ene viSayanI vAsanA paNa Ave che ane tene bhoganI kriyA paNa jovAmAM Ave che, te AtmA jene pramAdI dekhAya che, tene kahe che - sAMbhaLa to kharo ! sarvajJa vItarAgadeve kahelo te AtmA hoM ! anyamatavALA kahe che te AtmA nahIM, kemake tene AtmAnI khabara nathI. jinezvaradeve je AtmA kahyo e bhagavAna cidAnaMda AtmA te pavitratAno piMDa ane zuddhatAno sAgara che... teno jene anubhava thayo, samyagdarzana thayuM, samyagdarzanamAM AtmAnI anubhUti thAya che. e sAdhaka anubhUtinI dazAmAM ja varte che. azudhdhatA dekhavAmAM Ave ke - A azudhdhatAmAM che... (tema dekhAya che ema nathI.) samajamAM AvyuM? bahu jhINuM bApu! saMto gajaba vAta kare che ne! aMdaramAM prabhu AtmA jJAnAnaMda sahajAnaMda prabhu che. sahajAnaMda Ave to vaLI koI ema kahe ke - sahajAnaMda to svAmInArAyaNamAM hoya che. are! sahajAnaMda AtmA sahaja AnaMda svarUpa ja che. e loko kahe e sahajAnaMda judI cIja ane ahIM sahajAnaMda kahIe te judI cIja che. A to svabhAvika atIndriya AnaMdano piMDa AtmA che. e AnaMdanA nAthane jyAM samyagdarzanamAM, samyajJAnamAM nihALyo jeNe tene jAgRta svabhAvanI paryAyamAM jAgRti AvI. have e jAgRti tene niraMtara rahe che. e bAhya kAmamAM dekhAya,

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84 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 | vikalpamAM dekhAya che ne!? tamane dekhAya che paNa aMdaramAM ema nathI. AvI vAta che. AvI vAta atyAre kyAMya vADAmAMya che nahIM. ame to badhuM dekhyuM che ne ! bahAranI kriyA karo, upadhAna karo, upavAsa karo, vrata pALo, ochA dravya khAva, paccIsamAMthI vIsa choDI dyo ane pAMca khAva AvI badhI kriyAkAMDanI ane rAganI vAto che. e bhagavAna AtmAnA svabhAvanI vAta nathI. vItarAga jinendradeva kahe che e vAta nathI bhAI ! samajamAM AvyuM? ahIM A vAta kema lIdhI? samyagdaSTi jIva zuddhatAnA pariNamanamAM Avyo ane te dekhAya ke - ahIM vepAramAM beTho che, dhaMdho karato lAge che, paramAtmAnI bhakti kare che, zAstra vAMce che, (deva) zAstra - gurunI pUjA kare che... ema te zubharAgamAM vartato dekhAya che ne!? samajamAM AvyuM? tene kahe che - prabhu! tane tArA svarUpanA mahAbhyanI khabara nathI. jinezvaranA svarUpanI, AnaMdanA mahAbhyanI dazA pragaTa thaI te pragaTa thaI, tene rAgAdi che chatAM te rAgAdimAM vartato nathI. rAga hovA chatAM hoM! rAgamAM vartato nathI te svabhAvamAM varte che. jina so hI hai AtmA, anya so hI hai karma; yahI vacanase samaja le, jina pravacanakA marma." bhagavAna aMdara jina svarUpa prabhu che. potAnA jinasvarUpamAM jyAM ekAgra thAya che tyAre paryAyamAM jainatva pragaTa thayuM enuM nAma jaina che. A vADAmAM jaina paDyA che te jaina nahIM. Namo arihaMtANaMnI bhakti kare mATe jaina, e jaina che ja nahIM. AhAhA! jaina paramezvara tene jaina kahe che, jenI paryAye rAgane jItI ne rAgathI bhinnapaNe potAnI pariNati pragaTa varte che te jaina che. AvuM sAMbhaLavA koIka divasa maLe evuM che. AvI vAta che. zuM thAya!! eka samayanI paryAyanI pAchaLa AkhuM tattva, piMDa bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha aMdara paDyo che. AhAhA! A vikalpa UThe te rAga che. rAganuM jJAna karanArI je jJAnanI eka samayanI paryAya che te paryAyanI samIpe AkhuM tattva, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha AtmA paDayo che. hAthI hoya tene ghAsa ane curamuM khavaDAve paNa bIjAM pelAM koThAM khavaDAve. AjathI poNoso (75) varSa pahelAMnI vAta che tyAre umarALAmAM hAthI Avela. kALubhAra nadInA kAMThe koThAM bahu thAya e koThAM hAthIne khavaDAve. e koThAMmAMthI hAthI kasa laI lya ane pachI AkhAne AkhA bahAra nIkaLe. A nAnI uMmaramAM najare joyelI vAta che. koThAno AkAra evone evo rahe ane aMdarano rasa laI lya. tema dharmI jIve puSya ne pApanA vikalpanA kALe potAnA cidAnaMdano rasa laI lIdho che. teNe rAganA khokhAM UDAvI dIdhA che. A to badhuM najare joIne badhAM nirNaya karelAM ho ! ame ema ne ema mAnIe nahIM. bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che, eno samyagdarzana jJAnamAM AtmAnA AnaMdano rasa Avyo. rAganA khokhAM to evA ne evA Ama kriyAomAM dekhAya che. lokone lAge ke - dharmAtmA Ama kare che. Ama kare che... paNa e rAgamAM che ja nahIM, e to AtmAnA rasamAM che.

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kalaza-120 zrotA- Aje savAre sarvajJano mahimA keTalo batAvyo hato. uttara:- hA, sarvajJaprabhu che. A AtmA sarvajJa svabhAvI che. tenI sarvajJa saMpadA che, "jJa" svabhAva eTale jJAna svabhAva arthAt sarvajJa svabhAva, sarvajJa svabhAva eTale jJAna svabhAva, pUrNa svabhAva e sarvajJa prabhu ja AtmA che. te paryAyamAM sarvajJa AtmA thAya che. paramAtmA thayA te kyAMthI thAya che? arihaMtadeva jinezvarane kevaLajJAna thayuM. te sarvajJapaNuM kyAMthI AvyuM? kevaLajJAna bahArathI Ave che kAMI ? aMtaramAM sarvazapaNuM paDayuM che. e sarvajJanI jyAM aMtara anubhavamAM daiSTi thaI tene zuddhatAnA pariNamananA kALamAM niraMtara zuddhatA ja vate che. pachI te dharmI bahAramAM dekhAya ema kahyuM ne! "koI jANaze ke sarva kALa pramAdI rahe che" Akho divasa dhaMdhAmAM dekhAya, Ama dekhAya. bApu! tane dharmInI khabara nathI. dharmInI daSTi je zuddha svabhAva para paDI che te dRSTi have pharatI nathI, evuM ja pariNamana che. | (sarvakALa) eTale jANe ghaNo kALa ema. e rAgamAM varte ke azubhamAM ke zubhamAM varte ema jANe. "kyAreka eka jevo kahyo tevo thAya che" koI kALe ene zuddha pariNAma thaze ema koI jANe (to ema nathI.) AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLavI muzkela che. A to jinezvaradeve (kahelI) kathA che. AhAhA ! sAdhu nAma dharAve ane teo rAganI adhikatAmAM paDyA che. dayA-dAna, paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma e to rAga che ane tenA rasamAM paDayA che te mithyAdRSTi che. ahIMyA to kahe che - zuddha svarUpa bhagavAna jyAM anubhavamAM Avyo to zuddha dazA pragaTI. zaktimAM je zuddhatA hatI evI zuddhatA samyagdarzanamAM vyakta thaI. vartamAna paryAyamAM zuddhatA pragaTa thaI.... to te koIka kALe zuddhatA rahetI haze ane ghaNo kALa to puNya-pApanA pariNAmamAM varte che ema dekhAya che. paNa ema che nahIM. zrImad rAjacaMdra to hIrA-motIno lAkho-karoDono dhaMdho karatA. loko ema mAne ke teo dhaMdhAmAM vartatA lAge che. sAMbhaLa prabhu! pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI samyagdarzanamAM jyAM anubhava-pratIta ane ramaNatA thaI te ramaNatAnA kALamAM ramaNatA to sadA rahe ja che. bahAramAM ema dekhAya ke - A kALamAM Ama karatA hatA, rAga karatA'tA; paraMtu ema che nahIM. dharmInA mApa bahArathI thatAM nathI. dharmInA aMta:karaNa hRdayathI, aMtaranA mApathI thAya che. AvI kaI vAta haze? pelA loko doDha-doDha mahinAnA upadhAna kare ane emAM mAne jANe ke dharma thayo. dhULamAMya emAM dharma nathI sAMbhaLane ! AnaMdano nAtha AtmA koNa che tenI to haju khabara nathI; tenI dRSTi nathI, tenI zuddhatAnI khabara nathI (ane dharma thaI jAya ?) bahu AkaruM kAma bhAI ! jagatanI sAthe meLa khAvo bahu kaThaNa bhAI ! ane emAM paisA kharce ane jANe ke dharma moTo karyo. pAMca lAkha kharce, upadhAna karo.. , paraMtu emAM dhULamAMya dharma nathI sAMbhaLa to kharo!! koI mAna-moTAI mATe kare to to ekaluM pApa che. koI mAna-moTAI mATe na karato hoya paraMtu

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86 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kaSAyanI maMdatA hoya to paNa te zubharAga che, e kAMI dharma nathI. e zubharAganI rucimAM paDyA che te mithyASTi che. AhAhA ! tArI vAta bahu AkarI nAtha! ATalA zabdomAM TIkAkAre bahu samADI dIdhuM che. "koI jANaze ke sarvakALa pramAdI rahe che." dekhAya che to ema jANe rAgamAM varte che tethI koIvAra zuddhatAno anubhava thaI jato haze. sAMbhaLa prabhu! anAdi kALano ajJAnI niraMtara puNya ne pApanA bhAvanA vedanamAM varte che, pachI te bhaktimAM beTho hoya ke bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM gayo hoya to paNa te rAganA vedanamAM che, tene niraMtara rAganuM vedana che. tema paramAtmA! Atma svarUpI je cIja che... parama Atma, parama svarUpa, pUrNa svarUpa, pUrNa AnaMda svarUpa tenuM aMtaramAM samyagdarzana jJAna ane anubhava thayo to dharmI have e zuddha pariNatimAM ja sadA rahe che. vikalpa dekhAya che paNa e to Upara Upara rahe che, eno to te jJAtA dRSTA rahe che. te rAgamAM raheto nathI paraMtu rAganA jJAnamAM arthAt e potAnA jJAnamAM rahe che. A to jagatathI bahu UMdhI vAto che. ane vADAvALA sAMbhaLe to e to kahe - arara... AmaNe A badhuM zuM karI nAMkhyuM? lopa karI nAkhyo. are...! sAMbhaLane bhAI ! AhAhA ! trilokanAtha vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvara Ama pharamAve che. mahAvidehakSetramAM sImaMdhara paramAtmA birAje che temanI A badhI vANI che. (vADAnA) bIjA zAstromAM to AvI vAta che ja nahIM. bhale e vAMcyA kare ane emAMthI rAganI kriyAne kADhe. ahIMyA to kahe che ke - "koI jANaze ke sarvakALa pramAdI rahe che." Akho divasa rAgamAM ane puNyanA pApanA pariNAmamAM dekhAya che, "kyAreka eka jevo kahyo tevo thAya che, paNa ema to nathI. sadA sarvakALa zuddhapaNArUpa rahe che." AhAhA ! samyagdaSTine viSaya vAsanAnA vikalpa utpanna thAya che, tema bhoganI kriyA dekhavAmAM Ave che. bharata cakravartIne channe hajAra strI che, channe karoDa pAyadaLa che temAM rAga dekhAya che, paraMtu jJAnI e rAgathI bhinna potAnuM svarUpa che temAM rame che. te rAgamAM Avato nathI. Avo mArga che - samajamAM AvyuM? ajJAnI dukAna, vepAra-dhaMdhA choDIne dayA-dAna-vratabhaktimAM varte che to e niraMtara rAgamAM ja varte che. TIkAmAM be zabdo vAparyA. (1) sadA (2) sarvakALa. huM to AnaMdakaMda chuM evI dRSTi samakitIne sadAya-niraMtara cAlu che. AmAM ghare (ekalo vAMce ) to kAMI samajAya evuM nathI. sadAya ane sarvakALanA arthamAM tyAM bIDIne tamAku sUjha, zeTha! A emanI ekanI vAta nathI, badhAnI vAta che. ajJAnI niraMtara puNyanI kriyAmAM vartato hoya, dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjAmAM hoya to paNa e ajJAnamAM che. te niraMtara azudhdhatAmAM varte che. jyAre dharmI "sadA sarvakALa zuddhapaNArUpa rahe che." zuddha AtmA pavitra prabhu caitanya jJAyakabhAvanA ( lakSa ) paryAyamAM pariNamanarUpa

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kalaza-121 87 zuddhatA pragaTa thaI e puNya-pApa, rAganA vikalpathI bhinna che. dayA-dAna-vrata-pUjA-bhakti e rAganI kriyA che ane emAM je dharma mAne che te tyAM ne tyAM coMTI gayo, te rAgamAM rokAya gayo, tene bhagavAna AtmAnuM svarUpa eka bAju paDayuM rahyuM. samajamAM AvyuM. (vasantatilakA ) pracyutya zuddhanayataH punareva ye tu rAgAdiyogamupayAnti vimuktabodhAH / te karmabandhamiha bibhrati pUrvabaddha dravyAsravaiH kRtvicitrviklpjaalm|| 9-121 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "tu puna:" Ama paNa che- "ye zudghanayata: pratyutya rAviyomAM upayAnti te jJa rmavandhamvinnati"(ye ) je koI upazama-samyagdaSTi athavA vedakasamyagdaSTi jIva ( zudghanayata: ) zuddha caitanyasvarUpanA anubhavathI (pratyutya ) bhraSTa thayA che tathA ( ravi ) rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azudhdha pariNAma(yogam ) rUpe ( 3payAnti ) thAya che, ( te ) evA che je jIva te ( rmavandham ) karmabaMdha arthAt jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpa pudgalapiMDa (vizrRti) navA upArjita kare che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke samyagdaSTi jIva jyAM sudhI samyaktvanA pariNAmothI sAbUta rahe che tyAM sudhI ( temane ) rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azudhdha pariNAmo nahi hovAthI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdha thato nathI. (paraMtu) je samyagdaSTi jIva hatA, pachI samyaktvanA pariNAmathI bhraSTa thayA, temane rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azudhdha pariNAma hovAthI jJAnAva2NAdi karmabaMdha thAya che, kema ke mithyAtvanA pariNAma azudhdharUpa che. kevA che te jIva ? "vimutttavodhA:" (vimuTM ) chUTayo che ( lodhA: ) zuddhasvarUpano anubhava jemane, evA che. kevo che karmabaMdha ? "pUrvaladdhadravyAsavai: dhRtavicitravilpanAtam" (pUrva) samyaktva vinA utpanna thayelAM, ( badgha ) mithyAtva-rAga-dveSarUpa pariNAma vaDe bAMdhyAM hatAM je (dravyAsavai:) pudgalapiMDarUpa mithyAtvakarma tathA cAritramohakarma temanA dvArA (ta) karyo che (vivitra) nAnA prakAranA (vitva) rAga-dveSa-mohapariNAmano (nAtam) samUha jeNe, evo che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jeTalo kALa jIva samyaktvanA bhAvarUpa pariNamyo hato teTalo kALa cAritramohakarma kIlita (-maMtrathI spaMbhita thayelA ) sApanI mAphaka potAnuM kArya ka2vAne samartha na hatuM; jyAre te ja jIva samyaktvanA bhAvathI bhraSTa thayo thako mithyAtvabhAvarUpa pariNamyo tyAre utkIlita (-chUTA thayelA ) sApanI mAphaka potAnuM kArya karavAne samartha thayuM. cAritramohakarmanuM kArya jIvanA azudhdha pariNamananuM nimitta thavuM te. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jIva mithyArdaSTi thatAM cAritramohano baMdha paNa thAya

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88 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 che. jyAre jIva samyakatva pAme che tyAre cAritramohanA udaye baMdha thAya che, paraMtu baMdha zaktihIna hoya che tethI baMdha kahevAto nathI. A kAraNathI samyakatva hotAM cAritramohane kIlita sApanA jevo upara kahyo che, jyAre samyakatva chUTI jAya che tyAre utkIlita sApanA jevo cAritramohane kahyo; te uparanA bhAvArthano abhiprAya jANavo. 9-121. kaLaza naM. - 121 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 118-119 tA. 10-11/10/77 tu puna: Ama paNa che - "e zuddhanayataH pravyutya 2*IITyo 35yAtti te rUda pharmavazvama vizvati" je koI upazama samyagdaSTi athavA vedaka samyagdaSTi jIva zuddha caitanya svarUpanA anubhavathI bhraSTa thayA che tathA rAga-dveSa moharUpa azudhdha pariNAmarUpe thAya che. 120 kaLazamAM kahyuM tenAthI viruddha vAta kahe che. je dayA-dAnanA vikalpanA premamAM AvI gayo te zuddha svarUpathI bhraSTa thayo che. ahIMyA to samakitI paNa zuddha svarUpathI bhraSTa thayo che te vAta kahe che... kemake tenI ruci pharI pAchI rAgamAM AvI gaI. kSAyika samakitI samyakatvathI paDatA nathI. zreNika rAjA bhagavAnanA bhagata temane AtmAnI aMtara daSTi ane anubhava pachI kSAyika samyakatva pAmyA. te have kevaLajJAna leze. atyAre bhale narakamAM hoya! pahelI narakamAM coryAzI hajAra varSanI sthiti che. aDhI hajAra varSa gayA ane haju sADI ekayAsI hajAra varSa bAkI che. tyAM teo samakitI che tethI zuddhatAmAM varte che. rAga che tene jANe che. eTale jANavAnA bhAvamAM varte che. AvI vAto bhAre! ahIM je upazama ane vedaka samyagdaSTi lakhyuM che te zuddha caitanya svarUpanA anubhavathI bhraSTa thayelA che. zuddha caitanyaghana bhagavAna AtmA tenA anubhavathI bhraSTa thayA che eTale te puNyanA pariNAma jevA ke - dayAdAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAmanI rucimAM AvI gayA che. te svarUpathI bhraSTa thaI gayA che. tyAM dilhImAM kAMI maLe evuM nathI. AvI bahu AkarI vAtuM bApu ! pahelAM zuddha caitanyaprabhu tenI rucinuM poSaNa hatuM e dRSTi khasI gaI ane zubhaazubhanA bhAvanA premamAM te svarUpathI bhraSTa thaI gayA. zvetAmbaramAM AnaMdaghanajI thayA te kahe che ke - jene rAgano prema che tene AtmA pratye dveSa che. "DhaSa arocaka bhAva" evo pATha che. "samabhAva udaya vakhate dhULe sarve saba rezuM sevo sadA re... laI prabhu sevana bheda sevana kAraNa prathama bhUmikA abhaya aDhaSa akheda" AhAhA! jene dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktino zubhabhAva Avyo ane tenI rucimAM ghUsI gayo te samakitathI bhraSTa thaI gayo. AhAhA ! Ama

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kalaza-121 89 batAvIne ema batAvavuM che ke - dravya upara niraMtara daSTi rAkhavI. tAtparya-bhAvArtha to A kADhavAno che. potAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM pachI pharI tene rAganI ruci thaI. anAdithI je ruci hatI te pAchI AvI gaI... tethI svarUpathI bhraSTa thaI gayo. samakitathI bhraSTa thayo tethI mithyAtvamAM gayo. zuddhanaya eTale zuddha caitanya svarUpa - A zuddhanayanI vyAkhyA. zuddha svarUpa, caitanya svarUpanI dRSTi ane anubhavathI bhraSTa thayo che. "tathA rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azudhdha pariNAmarUpe thAya che." have te puNya-pApanA rAgarUpa ja pariNamana kare che. samyagdarzanamAM zuddha caitanyanuM je pariNamana hatuM tenI daSTi chUTI gaI.. ane te dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjAnA zubhabhAvanA utsAhamAM AvI gayo. tenA premamAM paDI gayo ethI samyakatvathI bhraSTa thayo. AvuM kAma che bhAI zuM thAya ! prabhuno mArga evo che. trilokInAtha jinendradeva vItarAga paramAtmA mahAvidehamAM birAje che. mahAvIra paramAtmA Adi atyAre mokSa padhArI gayA. teo Namo siddhANaMmAM gayA. mahAvidehanA (sImaMdhara) bhagavAna to Namo arihaMtANamAM birAje che. saMvata 49 nI sAlamAM kuMdakuMdAcArya temanI pAse gayA hatA.. ATha divasa rahyA hatA. tyAMthI AvI temaNe A zAstra banAvyA che. e (samayasAra nI) TIkA karanArA amRtacaMdrAcAryanA A zloka che. gajaba vAta che. e zubharAganI (pharIthI) ruci thaI, prema thayo to te svarUpano prema ane dRSTithI bhraSTa thayo. samyagdarzana jJAnamAM rAga Avato hato paNa te rAgano jANavAvALo raheto hato. have mithyASTi thayo to rAganI rucimAM ghUsI gayo. AhAhA! A to vItarAga mArga che. rAganI ruci e vItarAga mArga nahIM. e to rAgIno ajJAnIno mArga che. AkaruM kAma che bhAI ! zuM thAya...! AkhI duniyAne ame jANIe chIene! A mArga koI bIjI jAtano che. "bhraSTa thayA che tathA rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azudhdha pariNAmarUpe thAya che." "3payAtti' enA rUpane pAme che. svarUpane pAmelAo svarUpathI bhraSTa thaIne.. rAga-dveSane pAme che. "evA che je jIva te karmabaMdha arthAt jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpa pugalapiMDa navA upArjita kare che." ajJAnI AThe karmane bAMdhe che. jJAnI thayo te AThakarmano kSaya karato tema kahyuM hatuM. zuddha svarUpano anubhava karatAM karatAM te svabhAvathI bhraSTa thaI ane puNya-pApanA pariNAma, dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma eTale zubharAga tenI rucimAM ghUsI gayo... e bhagavAna AtmAnI rucithI bhraSTa thayo thako te AThe karmane bAMdhe che. samajamAM AvyuM? AvI vyAkhyA have! zuM A te kAMI navuM haze? jainamArgamAM, Avo navo mArga haze? are.... prabhu! tane khabara nathI ke - jainadharma zuM che? bhAI ! tane enI khabara nathI bApA! jainadharma koI alaukika cIja che.

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90 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 tA. 11/10/'77 pravacana naM. 119 zuM kahe che ? "samyagdaSTi jIva jyAM sudhI samyaktvanA pariNAmothI sAbUta rahe che" teno artha--sahaja svarUpa bhagavAna pUrNa dhruva asti cIja dhruvasattA sAmAnya pa2ma pAriNAmika paMcamabhAva evo zAyakabhAva tenI sanmukha thaIne je dRSTi pragaTI te samyagdarzana che. pUrNa paMcama pAriNAmika svabhAvabhAva, dhruvabhAva, nityabhAva, sAmAnya bhAva, ekarUpabhAva sahaja Atma svarUpa bhAva tenI dRSTi arthAt nirvikalpa samyagdarzana thayuM che... jemAM rAganA vikalpano paNa Azraya nathI. ekalo pUrNAnaMda prabhu ! dhruva sahaja vastu, anAdi anaMta aNa karAyelI aNanAza arthAt avinAzI evI cIja teno anubhava thatAM e dhruva svabhAvane anusarIne thatAM anubhavamAM je pratIta thAya che tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. "jyAM sudhI samyaktvanA pariNAmothI sAbUta rahe che" jyAM sudhI ( dhruvano ) Azraya lye che tyAM sudhI samyagdarzana sahita che. paMcama svabhAva bhAva 52ma pAriNAmika bhAva tenI pariNati je mokSano paMtha che- e samyagdarzana che. AhAhA..! e svabhAvanA Azraye jyAM sudhI samyagdarzananI sAbitI haiyAti astI rahe che. "tyAM sudhI rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azudhdha pariNAmo nahIM hovAthI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdha thato nathI." A rAga-dveSa-puNya-pApa-dayA-dAna-vratanA pariNAma te mArA che tevo bhAva nathI tyAM sudhI tene mithyAtva saMbaMdhI moha saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSa thatAM nathI. vrata-tapa-bhakti AdinA zubhabhAva ane hiMsA AdinA azubhabhAvane samyagdaSTi potAnI sAbitI mAnato nathI. potAnI cIja to 52ma pAriNAmika sahaja svabhAvabhAva che tenuM jJAna thaIne pratIti-vizvAsa thatAM tene bhagavAnano bharoso thaI gayo. dharmIjIva samakita sahita 2he che. bhagavAna 52mAtmA che te aMdaramAM Atma svarUpa bhagavAna che. tenuM aMta2mAM ekAgra thaIne nirvikalpa AnaMdanA svAdanI sAthe je samyagdarzana thayuM tenI haiyAti jyAM sudhI rahe che tyAM sudhI mithyAtva saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSa-moDhu thatA nathI. samajamAM AvyuM ? vAta to bahu satya ane saraLa che, paraMtu anaMtakALamAM teno paricaya-Azraya lIdho nahIM. vastu che te Adi aMta vinAnI che ane te pariNAma nAma paryAyathI rahita che. e je pariNamananI dazA te trikALano Azraya kare che. (dhruvano Azraya karyo ) tyAre tene anubhavanI sAthe AnaMdano zAMtino bharoso Avyo ke bhagavAna to pUrNa zAMta ane AnaMda svarUpa che. AnaMda svarUpI bhagavAna paramAtmA tenI pratIti anubhava thayo te samyagdarzana che. Ama khAlI ekalI pratIti nahIM, paraMtu A cIja che; A AtmAnuM svarUpa che evuM bhAna thaIne je pratIti thAya tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. samyagdarzana che tyAM sudhI mithyAtva saMbaMdhI

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kalaza-121 91 moha-rAga-dveSanA azubha pariNAma thatA nathI. kaho, samajamAM Ave che ne? moharUpa azudhdha pariNAmo nahi hovAthI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdha thato nathI" azudhdha pariNAma nathI thatA to karmabaMdha paNa nathI thatA. mithyAtva saMbaMdhI ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA pariNAma nathI to e saMbaMdhI baMdhana paNa nathI. ahIMyA anaMtAnubaMdhIne mukhya baMdhana kahyuM che. "je samyagdaSTi jIva hatA, pachI samyakatvanA pariNAmathI bhraSTa thayA, temane rAgavaiSa moharUpa azudhdha pariNAma hovAthI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdha thAya che... AhAhA! je samyagdaSTi jIva. samyakatvanA pariNAmathI bhraSTa thayA te vikArI pariNAmane prApta thAya che. "STITyo 35yAnti" evo pATha che. samyagdarzanathI bhraSTa thAya che to vikArI pariNAmane prApta thAya che. rAga-vikAra-zubha-azubha bhAva ho, dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktino zubha bhAva ho! te rAgane prApta thAya che. te mithyAdeSTi che. "If yogajpayAnti" vikAranA saMbaMdhane prApta thAya che. svabhAvanA saMbaMdhane toDIne thatAM vikArIbhAva zubha ho ke azubha ho! evA rAganA saMbaMdhane prApta thAya che. te mithyAdRSTi che. samyagdaSTie rAga sAtheno saMbaMdha toDI nAkhyo che ane svabhAva sAthe saMbaMdha joDI dIdho che. mithyASTie svabhAvanI sAtheno saMbaMdha choDI dIdho che ane rAga vikAranI sAthe saMbaMdha joDI dIdho che. AvI vAto che. samyakatvanA pariNAmathI bhraSTa thayA te samyagdaSTi jIva hatA. samyagdarzana thayA pachI samyakatvanA pariNAmathI bhraSTa thayA temane rAga-dveSa-vikArarUpa azudhdha pariNAma thatAM te malina pariNAmanA saMbaMdhamAM AvI gayo. nirmaLAnaMda paramAtmA, paramAtmA eTale trikALI AtmA potAno nirmaLAnaMda paramAtmA, potAno zuddha caitanyaghana dravya teno saMbaMdha teNe choDI dIdho. AtmAno saMga-paricaya choDI dIdho. asaMga cIjano saMga choDI dIdho ane rAgAdi puNya-pApano saMga joDI dIdho to te mithyAdRSTi thaI gayo. kemake mithyAtvanA pariNAma azudhdharUpa che." joyuM? ahIM je nAma ApyA che ne.. moha-rAga-dveSanA azudhdha pariNAma tenAthI baMdha thAya che. kemake te mithyAtvanA pariNAma che. ahIM mithyAtvanA pariNAma lIdhA che. samyagdarzana thayA pachI cAritranI asthiratAno rAga tene ahIM baMdhamAM lIdho nathI. Atma svabhAva caitanya AnaMdakaMda prabhu che. tenA saMbaMdhamAM hato tyAM sudhI to samyagdaSTi hato. e saMbaMdhane toDIne.. rAganA vikalpa jevA ke- dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti Adi rAganA saMbaMdhamAM joDAI gayo te mithyAtva che. pahelAM je moha -rAga-dveSa traNa lIdhA te mithyAtvanA pariNAma che. AhAhA ! bhAre kAma ! sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM evI vAto che A. juone ! rAtre keTalA prazno thayA hatA. atyAre samyagdarzana hoI zake nahIM. samyagdarzana vinA A vrata ne tapa te cAritra che. arara..! prabhu tuM zuM kare che ! ahIMyA to kahe che ke- samyagdarzanathI bhraSTa thayo arthAt je pAMca mahAvratanA pariNAma je

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92 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 rAga che tenI sAthe saMbaMdha joDI dIdho che ane svabhAva sAthe saMbaMdha toDI nAkhyo che. have tene kahe che- ahIMyA ( rAga sAthe ) saMbaMdha joDayo hato te toDI dIdho to dazA palaTI gaI. dizA palaTatAM dazA palaTI gaI. samyagdarzananI dazA che te trikALI svabhAvanI dizA upara thayelI dazA che. mithyArdaSTinI dazA puNya-pApanA vikA2 upa2thI UThatI dazAnI dizA 52 che. prazna:- kayA kAraNe ? utta2:- UMdhI dRSTinA kA2Ne bIjuM zuM kA2Na hoya ! dRSTi ulaTI kare che mATe. prazna:- karmanA udayanA kAraNe nahIM? utta2:- karma pharma tyAM kAMI nathI. "karma bicAre kauna bhUla merI adhikAI" karma jaDa che tenI sAthe kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. prazna:- gommaTasAramAM Ave che karmathI vikAra thAya che. utta2H- e to vyavahA2thI kahyuM che. 52mArthe karmano saMbaMdha AtmAe pote karyo. bhagavAna sAtheno saMbaMdha toDIne teNe svataMtrapaNe karmano saMbaMdha karyo to mithyAtvanA pariNAma thayA, ahIMyA to ema kahe che ke- samyagdaSTi jIva to te samyaktvanA pariNAmathI bhraSTa thayo. darzanamohanA kAraNathI bhraSTa thayo ke karmothI bhraSTa thayo ema nathI. e to (pariNAmanI yogyatAthI ) bhraSTa thayo. " AhAhA! paramAnaMdano nAtha atIndriya AnaMdakaMda prabhu che. e paMcama pAriNAmika bhAvanA paMthamAM paDayo che. tene paMcama gatino vipAka thayo. paMcamagatinA paMthane grahaNa karyo. e paMcamabhAva svabhAvanI pratIti choDIne je udayabhAva dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA bhAvamAM dRSTi joDI dIdhI che. "rAvi tapayAnti" te vikAranA rUpamAM svarUpamAM joDAI gayo che... to mithyAtva bhAva thayo. bahAramAM dayA-dAna-vratanI kriyA evI ne evI hoya paNa aMda2mAM rAgane joDI dIdho to te mithyASTi thaI gayo. AvI vAtuM ! bahu AkaruM kAma. are ! duniyAnI mULa cIja u52 dRSTi nathI. AhAhA ! nahIM palaTatuM tattva nityAnaMda prabhu bhagavAna svarUpa che. teno jene aMta2 samyagdarzanamAM bheTo thayo-Azraya thayo to mithyAtvanA pariNAmano nAza thayo. e pariNAme svabhAvano saMbaMdha choDI dIdho, pachI zubhabhAva jevA ke- vrata-tapa-bhaktinA bhAva emAM saMbaMdha joDI dIdho te mithyArdaSTi che. dhruvano mAraga e vIrAno mAraga che. AhAhA ! svabhAvanI dRSTi choDI dIdhI to viparIta dRSTi thatAM rAganI ruci thaI gaI. ahIMyA je ruci hatI te ruci palaTI gaI ane rAganI ruci thaI gaI. prazna:- kA2Na koNa ? utta2:- kA2Na... potAnA mithyAtvanA pariNAma. prazna:- karmano udaya baLavAna kAraNa che ne ?

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93 utta2:- udaya baLavAna kA2Na nathI. udaya to karmamAM rahyo. potAnA upAdAnanI yoggAthI viparItatA thaI che. "apane ko Apa bhUlake herAna ho gayA" bIjI vAta ahIMyA che ja nahIM. potAnuM svarUpa AnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! AnaMdanuM daLa che. atIndriya AnaMdanA baraphanI pATa che. atIndriya AnaMdanI dhruva pATa prabhu AtmA che, tenI rucimAM ane AzrayamAM joDAyo hato tyAM sudhI to samyagdaSTi hato. have rucie jyAM guMlATa khAdhI eTale je dravya svabhAvanI ruci hatI tene badale rAga svabhAvanI ruci thaI gaI. AkhI guMlATa khAI gayo. mArga bahu alaukika che bhAI ! lokone AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLI nathI... e zuM kare ! bahArathI A karyuM ne A karyuM, upavAsa karyAM, vrata lIdhA ne tapa karyAM, ATalAM dravyo choDayAMne ATalAM dravyonI chUTa rAkhI. are.. ! bhagavAna... bApu ! tane khabara nathI bhAI ! jyAM sudhI eka rAganA kaNano kartA che tyAM sudhI te AkhA lokano kartA che. ane jyAre AtmA kartApaNuM choDI potAnA AnaMdano kartA thayo to tene AkhA lokanuM kartApaNuM chUTI gayuM. AhAhA ! Avo mArga che. zrotA:- bahu puNyanA yogamAM sAMbhaLavA maLyuM...! utta2:- mATe to kahe che ke-bhAgya hoya tene kAne paDe. AvI satya vAta pUrvanA bhAgya hoya tene to kAne paDe. pachI ruci ane dRSTi karavI e to enA puruSArthanuM kAma che. ahIM kahe che-- mithyAtvanA pariNAma azudhdharUpa che. bhASA ATalI lIdhI che. pelA asthiratAnA ekalA rAga dveSa tenI vAta ahIMyA nathI. ahIMyA to rAganI ruci ke rAgAdi vrata-tapa-bhaktinA bhAvathI mane dharma thaze evA mithyAtvanA pariNAma thayA to azudhdhatA thaI gaI. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che... prabhu ! arere...! zuM kare ? zuM kahe ? AhAhA...! atyAre to AkhuM daLa (dizA ) pharI gayuM che. AkhuM cakakara pharI gayuM che. rAtrinA prazno karatA hatA ne! bicArAne na bese. (sAMbhaLavA ) maLyuM nathI ne ! kalaza-121 are.. prabhu! e bicArA zuM kare....! e paNa aMdara bhagavat svarUpa che. e aMdara 52mAtmA che bhagavAna che, paNa tenI tene khabara nathI. prazna:- dravyamAM bhagavAna che... paryAya kyAM bhagavAna che? utta2:- te dravye bhagavAna che paNa tene bhagavAnanI khabara nathI. paryAyamAM bhagavAna che tevI khabara nathI, paryAyamAM rAga che evI khabara che. A (bahA2nuM ) nagnapaNuM rahI gayuM. paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma to atyAre che ja nahIM, kAraNake enA mATe cokA banAvI AhAra lye che. e to paMcamahAvratano vyavahA2 paNa nathI. samyagdarzana to che ja nahIM paraMtu vratanA vyavahA2 pariNAma hoya e paNa atyAre nathI. sAco vyavahAreya nathI... tene cAritra mAnavuM ? tene samyagdarzana to hoya nahIM ane A cAritra che,

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94 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 A cAritra che. cAritra e mokSanuM kAraNa che. tIrthakaroe paNa cAritra grahaNa karyuM hatuM. bApu ! e.. cAritra zuM tenI mane khabara nathI. ahIMyA to kahe che ke- mithyAtvarUpa pariNamanathI duHkha che. pachI te nAnAmAM nAno rAgano kaNa ho! paraMtu tenI ruci ne e upara dRSTi paDI che te mithyASTi che. jainamAM (janamyo) paNa jaina thayo nahIM. e ajJAnI mithyASTi rAganA saMbaMdhamAM, puNyanA pariNAmanA premamAM Avyo ane mithyAdRSTi thayo. "kevA che te jIva? vimuvIdhA: chUTayo che zuddha svarUpano anubhava jemane evA che" [vadhA:] eTale jJAna svarUpathI aMdaramAM chUTI gayo che. dRSTimAM jJAtA caitanya bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMda svarUpa evo zuddha svarUpa trikALa pavitra bhagavAna AtmA che... tenAthI rahita nAma bhraSTa thaI gayo. te rAganA kaNamAM premamAM sacimAM paDyo te svarUpanA bodhathI rahita nAma mukta (bhraSTa) thaI gayo. lokone AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM. ane temaNe bahArathI mAnyuM che. A vrata karyA, tapa karyA, upavAsa karyA, bhakti karI, zeThiyA hoya te kahe- dAna kayA ane loko tene dAnavIranI upamA ApI hai. thoDA paisA Ape eTale tene dAnavIranI upamA Ape-nAma Ape. paraMtu bApA! dAna kone kahevAya? AtmA aMdara zuddha caitanyaghana che. te puNya ne pApanA vikalpathI rahita che. AtmAmAM saMpradAna nAmano eka guNa paDayo che. bhagavAnamAM saMpradAna nAmanI eka zakti paDI che. dravyanA AzrayathI potAnI paryAyamAM je samyagdarzana jJAna cAritranI zuddha paryAya thaI te potAmAMthI lIdhI ane potAne ApI te saMpradAna che. cha kArakamAM saMpradAna Ave che ne! kartA, karma, karaNa saMpradAna, apAdAna, adhikaraNa (sarvajJa) bhagavAna saMpradAnano artha Avo kare che ke prabhu tArAmAM eka saMpradAna nAmano guNa che- zakti che. e saMpradAnanuM kArya zuM? dravya svabhAva upara daSTi karavAthI je pavitratA pragaTa thAya che te pavitratAne levAvALo pAtra paNa tuM ane pavitratAne devAvALo paNa tuM che, Ane dAna kahe che. arere...! AvI vAtuM! bhagavAnane AhAra Ape.. paraMtu (vitarAgI) bhagavAna AhAra karatA nathI. sAcA munione AhAra ApavAno bhAva che te zubha che e dharma nathI. kAraNake e vRtti paradravya upara lakSa rAkhIne UThI che. te to zubha rAga che, te dharma nathI. ane je dAna devAno bhAva Avyo tene dharma mAne te mithyASTi che. zrotA- koIe AvuM samajAvyuM nathI. uttara- pote samajyo nathI. ema ke- koIe samajAvyuM nathI tethI samajyo nathI, zeTha bacAva kare che. koI samajAvanAra nathI to ame zuM karIe? potAmAM samajavAnI lAyakAta hoya to samajAvavAvALA maLyA vinA rahe nahIM. mahA videhamAM traNalokanA nAtha birAje che.

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kalaza-121 95 covIsa kalAkamAM cAra vakhata divyadhvani chUTe che. savAre, bapore, sAMje, rAtre tema cAra vakhata be-be ghaDI vANI chUTe che tyAM kema janma na lIdho? ahIMyA kahe che "vimupvo:" jyAM rAganA premanI ruci thaI tyAM te mithyASTi thayo. to vimukta bodhAH" tene svarUpanI dRSTi chUTI gaI. zuddha svarUpe chuM tevI dRSTi chUTI gaI- teno nAza thaI gayo. bahAranI kriyAto evI ne evI kare che paraMtu aMtaramAM je rAganI ruci thaI- "vimukta bodhA?' to samyagdarzana chUTI gayuM. AvI vAto have! "vimu$ vadhA: chUTayo che zuddha svarUpano anubhava jemane je AnaMdano svAda hato te rAganI sacimAM chuTI gayo... ane tene jherano svAda Avyo. Avo mArga! "kevo che karmabaMdha? "pUrvaladdhadravyAstravai: 9tavivitravitpanAna" samyakatva vinA utpanna thayelAM,mithyAtvarAga-dveSarUpa pariNAma vaDe bAMdhyAM hatAM je pudgalapiMDa rUpa mithyAtvakarma tathA" pUrve samakita vinA mithyAtvanA ane rAga-dveSanA kAraNathI bAMdhelA karmabaMdha je paDyA che te jaDa karma temaja "cAritramohakarma temanA dvArA karyA che nAnA prakAranA rAga-dveSa mohapariNAmano samUha jeNe" jaDa karma che te nimittarUpa che. paryAyamAM vikalpanI jALa utpanna thaI te (naimittika) che. caitanya svabhAvanI dRSTithI bhraSTa thayo ane zubha azubha bhAvanI jALa utpanna thaI to mithyASTi thayo. pUrve baMdhAyelA karmanA nimittanA saMbaMdhamAM vikalpanI jALa utpanna thaI. pachI te zubha ho ke azubha te badhI vikalpanI jALa che. AvI vAto che. AhAhA ! (zubha azubhabhAva ) vikalpanI jALa che. vicitra rAga-dveSanA pariNAma ane tenI jALa eTale samUha. puNya ne pApanI (sacinI) bhAvanI mithyAtvanI jALa utpanna thaI. jema karoLiyo jALa banAvIne temAM baMdhAya che) tema potAnA zuddha caitanya svarUpane bhUlIne puNya-pApa-mithyAtvarUpI rAganI jALamAM ghUsI gayo. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke- jeTalo kALa jIva samyakatvanA bhAvarUpa pariNamyo hato teTalo kALa cAritra mohakarma kIlita (maMtrathI taMbhita thayelA) sApanI mAphaka potAnuM kArya karavAne samartha na hatuM" jeTalA kALa sudhI rAganI ruci choDIne aMtara AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAnanA anubhavanI dRSTi hatI teTalo kALa cAritra mohakarma kIlita sApanI mAphaka potAnuM kArya karavAne samartha na hatuM;" jema sarpane khIle bAMdhe tema amane A vAtano anubhava che. pAlejamAM dukAnanI pAchaLa vakhAra hatI. temAM peTInI nIce sarpa ghUsI gayo hato. have tene bahAra kADhavo kevI rIte? sANaso nahIM ane ema ne ema bahAra nIkaLe nahIM. pachI koIe kahyuM ke ThaMDu pANI nAkhazo to TharI jaze pachI pakaDAze kemake te halacalI zakaze nahIM. pachI ThaMDu pANI nAkhyuM. kIlita thayA eTale baMdhAyA thakA, mUchayA thakA sarpanI jema potAnuM kArya karavAmAM samartha nathI. ahIMyA AvI vAta kahI ane samyagdarzananuM mahAbhya batAve che. samyagdarzana e to alaukika cIja che. AtmajJAnarUpa anubhava thayo e samyagdarzana che.

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96 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AvuM samyagdarzana anaMtakALamAM thayuM nathI. munivrata anaMtavAra lIdhA, zrAvakanA bALavrata anaMtavAra lIdhA paraMtu e badhuM mithyASTipaNe karyuM. ahIM kahe che- samyagdarzana thayuM to eTalA kALa sudhI cAritramohakarma sarpanI peThe baMdhAyuM thakuM paDayuM che. cAritra mohakarma basa paDayA che, kemake samakitIne baMdha thato nathI. cAritramoha karmano udaya hoya che ane temAM asthiratAnuM joDANa thAya che tene ahIMyA gaNavAmAM AvyuM nathI. tene rAganI ekatAbuddhinI dRSTi chUTI gaI che. asthiratAno rAga Avyo tene ahIMyA gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. "cAritra mohakarma kIlita (maMtrathI khaMbhita thayelA) sApanI mAphaka potAnuM kArya karavAne samartha na hatuM; (darzanamohamAM ) mithyAtva-rAga-dveSane utpanna karavAnI jevI tAkAta hatI tevI tAkAta cAritra moha karmamAM nathI. jyAre te ja jIva samyakatvanA bhAvathI bhraSTa thayo thako mithyAtvabhAvarUpa pariNamyo tyAre" ahIMyA to mithyAtvanI mukhyatAthI vAta levI che. bhagavAna jJAyaka caitanya svarUpa prabhu jene dRSTinA viSayamAM dhyeyapaNe lIdho hato tenI pratIta chUTI gaI. ane mithyAtva bhAvarUpe pariNamyo. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjA-bhagavAnanuM smaraNa paMca parameSThInuM smaraNa te badho rAga che. e rAganI ruci thatAM tenAthI mane lAbha thaze tevA mithyAtvabhAvarUpe pariNamyo. "tyAre utkIlita sApanI mAphaka" jema sarpa jAgyo tema e pramANe cAritramohakarmano baMdha thAya che. jo mithyAtva hoya to cAritramohanuM jora hovAthI phUMphADA mAre che. "cAritramohakarmanuM kArya jIvanA azudhdha pariNAmanuM nimitta thavuM te" juo ! azudhdha pariNAmamAM nimitta thavuM te cAritramoha karmanuM kArya che. azudhdha pariNamana koI karma karAvatuM nathI. kemake karma to nimittamAtra che. jIva azudhdha pariNAma kare che to temAM cAritra mohakarma nimittamAtra che. samyagdaSTi dharmI jIvane mithyAtvanA azudhdha pariNAma to che ja nahIM. te ahIM batAvavuM che. "jIvanA azudhdha pariNAmanuM nimitta thavuM te" karmanA kAraNe azudhdha thayo che ema nathI. azudhdhatA thavAmAM karma to nimitta mAtra ja che. karma para che, jaDa che, dhULa che. rAganI ruci karI potAnA pariNAma malina karyA tyAre karmane nimitta kahevAmAM Ave che. arere ! AvI vAta tene badale loko kahe che ke- karmanA joranA laIne mane Ama thAya che. are! mUDha sAMbhaLane! 'karma bicAre kauna" te to ajIva-jaDa-dhULa che. jema A (mATI) jADI dhULa che tema (karma) jhINI dhULa che. karma ajIva che tethI tene to e khabara nathI ke ame karma chIe ke nahIM? jaDa chIe ke nahIM? ahIMyA paramAtmA ema kahe che ke jyAre te samyagdarzanathI bhraSTa thayo to rAganI rucimAM mithyAtvanA azudhdha pariNAma thayA... temAM karma nimitta thayA. samajamAM AvyuM?

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kalaza-121 97 AmAM yAdeya keTaluM rAkhavuM! eka kalAkamAM badhI judI judI jAtanI vAta Ave, emAM keTaluM yAda rAkhavuM. ghare jAya to pUche ke- tame zuM sAMbhaLyuM ? to te kahe koNa jANe !( pravacanamAM ) Ama ne tema evuM kAMIka kahetA hatA. cAritramohakarmanuM kArya evuM che ke te jIvanA azudhdha pariNAmamAM nimitta thAya che. "jIva mithyArdaSTi thatAM" AtmA potAnA zuddha svarUpanA anubhavathI bhraSTa thAya che te potAthI thAya che, karmathI nahIM. " karma bicAre kauna, bhUla merI adhikAI, agni sahe dhanadhAta lokI saMgati pAI." loDhAmAM agni pesatAM tene ghaNa paDe che. agni na pese to loDhA mAthe ghaNa na paDe. bhagavAna AtmA potAthI potAne bhUlIne puNya... pApanA premamAM phasAya jAya to jema agni u52 ghaNanA ghA paDe tema pApanA ghA paDe che. saMpradAyamAM to eka eka vAta karmathI thAya che.. karmathI thAya che tema cAle che. amArI saMvata 1971nI sAlathI eTale AjathI bAsaTha varSa pahelAMthI e vAta cAle che. sthAnakavAsImAM badhA loko ema kahetA hatA, zvetAmbaramAM e ja vAta, digambaramAM AvyA to paNa e ja vAta cAlatI hatI- karmathI vikAra thAya che. me kahyuM AtmAmAM karmathI bilakula vikAra thato ja nathI. svayaM potAne bhUlIne vikA2 ka2e che.. to karmane nimitta kahevAmAM Ave che. vItarAgano Avo mArga che. koI ema mAne keamane karmane laIne vikAra thAya che to te mithyArdaSTi-sthULa ajJAnI che. karma 52mANuM jaDa-ajIva-dhULa che... temAM mithyAtva thavAnI ( karAvavAnI ) tAkAta che ? ajJAnI potAnA svarUpane bhUle che to mithyAtva thAya che... to temAM pUrvanA karmane nimittamAtra kahevAmAM Ave che. je svabhAvane bhUle che to mithyAtvanA azudhdha pariNAma thayA to temAM cAritra mohakarmane nimittamAtra kahevAmAM Ave che. prazna:- DIgrI TU DIgrI che ? utta2:- DIgrI TU DIgrI che nahIM ema kahe che. karmano udaya Ave mATe DIgrI Tu DIgrI vikAra karavo paDe ema nathI. zeTha! ThIka yAda kare che. A vAta pahelAM ghaNAM karatA hatA. jeTalA karma nimitta thaIne Ave che teTalA (pramANe ) vikAra to karavo ja paDe che. varNIjI pAse moTuM lakhANa AveluM temAM ghaNI viparItatA hatI. traNeya phirakAmAM viparItatA hatI. sthAnakavAsImAM ekote2mAM kahyuM to ga2baDa pachI zvetAmbara pAse gayA to garabaDa thaI gaI ane A digambaramAM AvyA to digamba2mAM garabaDa che. karmathI vikAra thAya che, jeTalA pramANe karmano udaya Ave e pramANe vikAra thAya che, tenI ahIMyA nA pADe che- traNa kALamAM tema thatuM nathI. prazna:- jeTalA karma udayamAM Ave che teTalo baMdha thAya che? utta2:- baMdha thAya che te tene kA2Ne, karmanAM kA2Ne nahIM. vikA2 karyo ane karmabaMdha thayo te vikA2ne kAraNe nahIM. karma paNa potAnI upAdAna paryAyanA kA2Ne baMdhAya che. dareka

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98 vAtamAM phe2! ahIMyA to e kahevuM che ke- jIva mithyArdaSTi thatAM pachI to sAdhunI paMca mahAvratanI kriyA karato hoya, nirdoSa AhAra-pANI leto hoya, tenA mATe banAvela na leto hoya ane dayA pALato hoya... evI kriyA kare paraMtu aMdaramAM AtmajJAnanI dRSTithI bhraSTa thaIne rAganI ruci hoya to te mithyArdaSTi che. AvI vAto ! jiMdagImAM sAMbhaLI na hoya eTale mANasane AkaruM lAge bApA ! paraMtu prabhunA mArga to A che. anAdithI dareka jIva svataMtra che. koI dravya koI dravyane parataMtra karI zake? evI koI tAkAta nathI. te potAthI parataMtra thAya tyAre bIjI cIjane nimitta kahevAmAM Ave che. kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bhAvArtha Ama che ke- "jIva mithyArdaSTi thatAM cAritramohano baMdha paNa thAya che" e pahelAM mithyAtvano baMdha na hato ema kahe che. samakita dazA vakhate cAritra mohano udaya hato... paNa tene baMdha gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. ahIMyA jyAM mithyAtva thayuM to tene cAritramohano rAga paNa thayo, dveSa paNa thayo ane baMdha paNa thayo. 99 "jyAre jIva samyaktva pAme che tyAre cAritramohanA udaye baMdha thAya che, paraMtu baMdha zaktihIna hoya che tethI baMdha kahevAto nathI " jyAre samakitane prApta kare che pachI cAritramohanA udayathI thoDo baMdha thAya che; paraMtu tene baMdha zakti hIna hoya che arthAt ghaNo ja thoDo baMdha paDe che. kemake aMdaramAM samyagdarzananuM jora che. huM pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, zAtA deSTA svabhAvI chuM tevuM samyagdarzanamAM jora che. tene thoDo asthiratAno rAga Ave che ane teno baMdha paNa alpa sthitie paDe che, tene ahIMyA gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. " baMdha zaktihIna hoya che tethI baMdha kahevAto nathI" joyuM ? AhAhA ! mithyAtva thavAthI baMdha thAya che ema jIva jyAre samyaktvane prApta thAya che to cAritramohanA udayamAM ( joDAvAthI ) thoDo- ( alpa ) baMdha thAya che, paraMtu baMdha zakti hIna che tethI baMdha kahevAto nathI. sAdhakane karma baMdha Ave che te paNa nAza karavA mATe Ave che. samakita eTale zuM ? bhagavAna AtmA aMdara che te mokSa svarUpa ja che. paryAyamAM mokSa thAya che, te AtmA mokSasvarUpa che tethI ( paryAyamAM ) mokSa thAya che. evA AtmAnuM darzana jJAna thavuM te ( samyagdarzana ) AvA mokSa svarUpa bhagavAna AtmAnuM jyAM sudhI samyagdarzana anubhava che tyAM sudhI tene rAgAdi asthiratAno thoDo baMdha thAya, rAgAdi asthiratAno thoDo baMdha thAya che. paNa tene ahIM gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. da 'A kAraNathI samyaktva hotAM cAritramohane kIlita sApanA jevo u52 kahyo che, jyAre samyaktva chUTI jAya che tyAre utkIlita sApanA jevo cAritramohane kahyo;" samyaktva hoya to baMdhAyelA sarpa samAna ane samakita chUTI jAya tyAre jAgRta sarpanI samAna cAritramohakarma hoya che. AhAhA ! rAganI, premanI ruci thaI to cAritramoha jAgRta thayo,

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kalaza-122 99 tyAre tene potAthI rAga-dveSa thAya che, tene baMdha paNa thAya che. AmAM keTalI aTapaTI vAto ! vAte vAte ghaNo phera bhAI ! jainadharma Ane kahevAya basa. saMpradAyamAM to karmathI vikAra thAya che, karmathI vikAra thAya che, AtmAe ghaNAM karmo (bAMdhyA) che tethI karmane mArI nAkho! pelA bhAI vyAkhyAnamAM bolatA'tA ke- "karme rAjA, karme raMka, karme vALyo ADo aMka" sthAnakavAsImAM daza miniTanI stuti bole temAM A bolatA hatA. karma rAjA, karme raMka te to aghAtI karmanA kAraNanI vAta che. paraMtu karme vALyo ADo aMka', karme AtmAno virodha karI nAkhyo. te vAta jUhI che. AhAhA! karma jaDa paradravya che ane bhagavAna caitanya arUpI paradravya che. karma AtmAne aDatA nathI ane AtmA karmane aDato nathI to pachI karma zuM kare? bahu phera bahu phera... bahu phera! AkhuM cakkara pharI gayuM che. dharmanuM cakra pharI gayuM eTale ke karmathI vikAra thAya ema mAne tenuM AkhuM cakra pharI gayuM. jyAre samyakatva chUTI jAya che tyAre utkIlita sApa jevo cAritramohane kahyo; te uparanA bhAvArthano abhiprAya jANavo." samyakatva chUTe che tyAre baMdha thAya che ema ! samyagdarzana chUTe pachI cAritramohano baMdha thAya che. azudhdhatA utpanna thAya che teno svAmI thAya che temAM karmano udaya nimitta che. jyAre jJAnIne azudhdhatA che ja nahIM. thoDI azudhdhatA nAma asthiratA che te potAnI kamajorIne kAraNe che ane tene alpa sthitino baMdha thAya che tene gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. AvI vAta lyo! Avo jainadharma haze ! A zuM bhAI AvuM to ame koI divasa sAMbhaLyuM paNa na hatuM. jainadharma to dayA pALavI, vrata karavA, kaMdamULa na khAvA, covihAra karavo, pratyeka vanaspatinI maryAdA karavI, cha parabI pALavI, bIja-pAMcama-AThama-agiyArasa-caudaza, sthAnakavAsImAM pUnama pALavI teo caudazane na gaNe e cha parabImAM brahmacarya pALavuM vagere. are.. sAMbhaLane bApA ! e badhI rAganI kriyAnI vAto che. samajamAM AvyuM? bhagavAna AtmAmAM to rAgeya nathI evI cIjanI jyAre dRSTi thaI... to kahe che ke tene cAritramohano baMdha nathI thato. alpa baMdha paDe che paNa tene gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. ane jyAre te (pharI) potAnI bhUlathI mithyASTi thayo, karmathI nahIM, "apane ko Apa bhUlake herAna ho gayA" juo! potAne bhUlI gayo. jJAnano caMdra.. caMdra. caMdra evo AtmacaMdra jinacaMdra prabhu AtmA che. "jina sohI AtmA" jinacaMdra prabhu zItaLa. zItaLa.. zItaLa... zItaLa... zAMta svabhAvano piMDa AtmA prabhu che. akaSAya bhagavAna AtmA che tenuM jyAre bhAna thayuM to pachI baMdha thato nathI tema kahe che. svabhAvanA bhAnathI chUTI gayo pachI tene baMdha thAya che. A to aMtaranI ramatuMnI vAto che. have e Asravano sAra kahe che.

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1OO kalazAmRta bhAga-4 (anuSTrapa) idamevAtra tAtparya heya: zuddhanayo na hi| nAsti bandhastadatyAgAttattyAgAdbandha eva hi||10-122|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha- "Satra rUma para tAtparya" (satra) A samasta adhikAramAM (rUma va tAtparya) nizcayathI ATaluM ja kArya che. te kArya zuM? "zuddhAya: deya: nahi"(zuddhaya:) AtmAnA zuddha svarUpano anubhava (deya: nahi) sUkSmakALamAtra paNa visAravAyogya nathI. zA kAraNe?"di tattyAti vandha: nAsti"(hi) kAraNa ke (tata) zuddhasvarUpano anubhava tenA (atyA'ta) nahi chUTavAthI (vandha: nAsti) jJAnAvaraNAdikarmano baMdha thato nathI. vaLI zA kAraNe? "tata tyAta va:"(ta) zuddha svarUpano anubhava tenA (tyAII) chUTavAthI (vazva: va) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha che. bhAvArtha pragaTa che. 10-122. kaLaza . - 122 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 119120 tA. 11-13/10/'77 AhAhA ! amRtacaMdrAcArya digambara saMta hatA. (sImaMdhara) bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne kuMdakuMdAcArya zAstra banAvyA. samayasAra, pravacanasAra tenI TIkA karanArA amRtacaMdra AcArya A zloka kahe che. "satra rUma va tAtparya" A samasta adhikAramAM nizcayathI ATaluM ja kArya che. te kArya zuM? zuddhanaya: deya: nadi" AtmAnA zuddha svarUpano anubhava sUkSyakALa mAtra paNa vicAravA yogya nathI." A Asrava adhikAra che. nizcayathI A eka kArya che. "zuddhanA: deya nahi" A zuddhanayanI vyAkhyA karI.. ke AtmAnA zuddha svarUpano anubhava sUkSmakALamAtra paNa bhUlavA yogya nathI. A rIte Asravano sAra kahevAmAM Avyo. badhA zAstrono sAra AvI rIte kahevAmAM Avyo che. bhagavAnanI vANImAM A rIte sAra kahevAmAM Avyo che ke bhagavAna AtmAnA zuddha svarUpano anubhava dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA vikalpathI arthAt rAgathI bhinna evo Atma anubhava kadI visAravA yogya nathI, kadI choDavA yogya nathI, kadI bhUlavA yogya nathI. AhAhA ! dRSTimAM to sadAya trikALI zuddhAtmAne ja rAkhavo. AhAhA ! dhruva cidAnaMda prabhu AtmA ene zuddhanaya kahyuM. naya to viSayI che ane vastu svarUpa je cidAnaMda prabhu teno viSaya che. ahIMyA to zuddhanayane ja vastu kahI che. bhagavAna AtmA ! pUrNAnaMda saccidAnaMda prabhu che te zuddha svarUpano anubhava arthAt zuddha caitanyanuM vedana e atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava che te kadI choDavA lAyaka nathI. bhagavAna AtmA prabhu.. zuddha caitanyaghana AnaMdakaMda prabhu che, te vastu che, teno anubhava

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kalaza-122 101 vartamAna paryAyamAM thAya che. e zuddhanuM vedana kadI choDavA lAyaka nathI. A tAtparya che ema kahe che. AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa kadI heya nathI, kadI vicAravA yogya nathI. pravacana naM. 120 tA. 13/10/'77 satra rUma yva tAtparya" rahasya A che. badhA zAstronuM rahasya A che ane A adhikAranuM rahasya ane samasta adhikAranuM A rahasya che. "rUma va tAtparya" nizcayathI ATaluM ja kArya che, rahasya che. AhAhA! sarva zAstrono sAra-nicoDa A che. "yaha graMthakA yaha parama saMtoSa" zuddhanaya tyAge baMdha che ane zuddhanaya grahe mokSa... A teno artha che, graMthano nicoDa che. parama rasa puruSa AtmA atIndriya dravyArthikanayano viSaya che. dhruva dravya e viSaya che zuddhanayano. caitanya jJAyaka teno anubhava karavo te badhA zAstronuM rahasya che. anAdikALathI je puNya ne pApa, rAga dveSano anubhava che te jherano anubhavaduHkhano anubhava che, te saMsAramAM rakhaDavAno anubhava che. te kArya zuM? "zuddhanaya: deya: 7 di" (zuddhanayaH) AtmAnA zuddha svarUpano anubhava." A siddhAMta, A zuddhanayanI vyAkhyA karI. bhagavAna AtmA zuddhadravyArthikanaye zuddha che, pavitra che, bhagavat svarUpa che. jema paramAtmA birAje che tema AtmA paramAtma svarUpe birAje che, tenI dRSTi karI teno anubhava karavo, AnaMdanuM vedana karavuM (te eka kArya che.) anAdithI puNya-pApanA vikAranuM vedana che te to saMsAra che, temAM saMsAranI vRddhi che, te duHkharUpa che. bhagavAna AtmA zuddha caitanya AnaMdakaMda teno anubhava sukharUpa che temaja mokSanuM kAraNa che. AtmAno anubhava zuddhinI vRddhinuM kAraNa che. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! "rUma yva tAtparya ema AvyuM ne? badhA zAstronA adhikAranuM tAtparya A che. AtmAnA trikALI zuddha svarUpano anubhava. dravyArthikanaya arthAt je nayanuM prayojana trikALI jJAyaka bhAva, jJAna svarUpa, AnaMda svarUpa che tene dhyeya banAvI, viSaya banAvIne teno anubhava karavo. bhagavAna AtmA, zuddha caitanyano anubhava karavo te heya nathI. je zubhAzubha bhAvo thAya che te heya che ane teno anubhava duHkharUpa che. A to ekadama zAstronuM rahasya AvyuM che. tAtparya che ne ! zAstronuM kahevAnuM A rahasya che. mArganuM rahasya A che. bahArathI vRttine sameTI, aMdara cidAnaMda jJAyaka tarapha dRSTine jhUkAvIne anubhava karavo te kArya che. A kArya kadI heya nathI. ema kahe che. zuddhanaya heya nathI. "sUkSyakALamAtra paNa vicAravA yogya nathI."huM jJAyaka caitanya AnaMda chuM te kSaNamAtra paNa vicAravA yogya nathI. huM pavitra paramAtmA chuM te kSaNamAtra paNa vicAravA yogya nathI... arthAt bhUlavA yogya nathI. smRti paTalamAMthI kADhavA yogya nathI.

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102 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 zA kAraNe? di tata tyA+IIC vadhu: nAsti" kAraNake zuddhasvarUpano anubhava nahIM chUTavAthI" trikALI bhagavAna paramAnaMda prabhu AtmA teno anubhava arthAt tenA anusAre AnaMdano anubhava thavo te tyAga karavA lAyaka nathI. kema? "tat satyAta vazva: nAsti" zuddha svarUpano anubhava nahIM chUTavAthI "atyAti" nahIM choDavAthI. paraMtu grahaNa karavAthI. [vazva: nAsti]"jJAnAvaraNAdikarmano baMdha thato nathI." AhAhA! bhagavAna pavitra paramAtma svarUpa teno anubhava eka kSaNa paNa tyAgavA yogya nathI. kema? "tata tyAM ta' anubhavane nahIM choDavAthI karmano baMdha thato nathI. samajamAM AvyuM? are! dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma karavAno bhAva chUTI gayo. eka samayanI paryAya upara buddhi hatI te trikALI jJAyaka tarapha jhukavAthI daSTimAM AtmAno anubhava thayo (atyAgA ) tene nahIM choDavAthI baMdha thato nathI. kemake AtmA paramAtmA svarUpe, abaMdha svarUpe che, e abaMdha svarUpano; abaMdha pariNAmamAM anubhava thavAthI baMdha thato nathI. abaMdha svarUpanuM abaMdha pariNamana eTale zuddhanayano anubhava. e abaMdhano abaMdha pariNAmathI anubhava karavAthI baMdha thato nathI. AhAhA ! AvI jhINI vAta che. dharmInuM A kArya che. dharmI A kArya kare che. bhagavAna AtmA pavitratAno piMDa prabhu che temAM anaMta zaktio che... ane eka-eka zaktimAM anaMta zaktinA sAmarthyanuM rUpa che. evI anaMta zakti ane anaMta zaktinuM rUpa-tenuM ekarUpa (tevo AtmA) tene zuddhanayano viSaya kahevo che. e trikALI bhagavAna AtmAno svIkAra karavAthI ane nimittano, rAgano, paryAyano svIkAra choDavAthI tene baMdha thato nathI. AhAhA ! Avo mArga ! mANasane kaThina lAge ! abaMdha svarUpa prabhu, abaddha svarUpa che te jainazAsanane batAvavuM che. AhAhA!caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna mukta svarUpa birAje che. trikALI dravya to sadA mukta svarUpa che, te mukta svarUpano anubhava te paryAya thaI, e anubhava kadI choDavA lAyaka nathI. zA kAraNe? "di tat satyA*IIta valtha: nAsti" kAraNake zuddha svarUpano anubhava tenA [ atyAra] nahIM chUTavAthI" karmano baMdha thato nathI. AhAhA ! bahu TUkuM. ekaluM mAkhaNa che. haju to lokomAM dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjA karIe to aMdara (AtmAmAM) javAya. bhAI ! e to zubharAga che- heya che, tenI dRSTi to choDa, ane je eka samayanI paryAya che temAM abaddhaskRSTa AtmA Avato nathI. caitanya dhruva jJAyaka svabhAva eka samayanI jJAnanI pragaTa avasthAmAM, e vastu AvatI nathI. vastu (trikALI) paryAyathI pAra-bhinna che. tene dRSTino viSaya banAvI, aMtara dhruvanA ( lakSa) AnaMdanuM vedana karavAnuM kahe che. mukta svarUpanuM muktapaNe vedana karavuM. rAga rahita arAgapaNe vedana karavuM. are! AvI vAta che. lokone to bahAramAM A

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kalaza-123 103 karyuM ne te karyuM. dAna daIe, vrata pALIe, tapa karIe, upavAsa karIe to kalyANa thAya bahAramAM AvI badhI cIjo to bahirmukha lakSavALI che. aMtamukha-lakSavALI cIja to bhagavAna aMtara pUrNAnaMda svarUpa che, tenuM aMtaralakSa karI anubhava karavo. je anubhavamAM rAgano lezamAtra anubhava nathI. AhAhA ! anubhavamAM to arAgI pariNAmano anubhava che. atyAti' tene na choDavAthI baMdha thato nathI. AvI vAta che. paisA to kyAMya rahI gayA. ahIMyA to kahe che- vrata-tapanA vikalpa hatA te paNa (Atma anubhavamAM) chUTI gayA. te vikalpa sAthe AvatA nathI teno sathavAro nathI. bhagavAna pUrNadhana svarUpa che, teno anubhava arthAt e taraphanA valaNanI dazA che te anubhava dazA che. tene [ gatyAt] nahIM choDavAthI baMdha thato nathI. "vaLI zA kAraNe?" "tata tyAIITU va: pava" zuddha svarUpano anubhava tenA chUTavAthI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha che." zuddha bhagavAna paramAnaMda prabhu! teno samyapaNe anubhava tene choDavAthI [ tyA'ta](baMdha thAya che). AtmA paramAtma svarUpa prabhu che teno anubhava-te taraphanI jhukAvanI dazA choDavAthI zuddhasvarUpano anubhava chUTavAthI "tyAti' chUTavAthI "vizva: va' ATha karmano baMdha thAya che. tAtparya bahu UMcuM. samayasAra nATakamAM kaLazanuM hindI banAvyuM samayasAra graMthano A nicoDa che. "yaha nicoDa isa graMthako yahe parama rasa pokha" AtmAno AnaMda (pragaTa) karavo te tenuM rahasyaartha che. are ! sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM. bicArA kyAM jAya? duHkhI (prANI) corAsInA avatAramAM (rakhaDavAnA) pachI te zeThiyA ho, rAjA ho, deva ho e badhA duHkhamAM dAjhI rahyA che. e badhAM duHkhamAM baLI rahyA che. A AtmAne enAthI chUTavuM hoya to aMtarmukhI prabhu che teno anubhava karavo. anubhavanA atyAgathI baMdha nahIM thAya. e anubhavane choDavAthI teno tyAga karavAthI baMdha thaze. vyavahAra ratnatraya Adino Azraya levAthI baMdha thaze. sau pahelAM jJAnamAM A vAtane khyAlamAM laI nirNaya to kare... ke- A zuM cIja che!! ema ne ema (mAne ke ) ame dharma karIe chIe... emane ema marI gayA. tata tyAta vaLyuM: " zuddha svarUpano anubhava tenA chUTavAthI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha che." zuddha svarUpano anubhava arthAt samyagdarzana chUTavAthI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha thAya che. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjAnA bhAvano Azraya karavAthI ane nija anubhavano Azraya choDavAthI baMdha thAya che... saMsAranI vRddhi thaze ema kahe che. adhikAranuM tAtparya kahyuM. Asrava adhikAranuM tAtparya athavA AkhA samayasAranuM tAtparya aMtara svarUpamAM jhukavuM ane vyavahAra Adino Azraya choDavo e jyAre svabhAva bAju jhUkI jAya che to (rAgAdi) chUTI jAya che to tene choDavA ema paNa na kahyuM. bahu thoDA zabdomAM ATalI vAta karI che. eka-eka padamAM ATalI gaMbhIratA che.

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104 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bhagavAna anaMtaguNano gaMbhIra dariyo che ne! samudra che ne ! jemAM anaMtaguNa ratana rAzi uchaLe che. AhAhA ! e upara najara karavAthI anaMtaguNa ratana uchaLe che. AtmA che to che paraMtu te upara najara karatAM paryAyamAM anaMtaguNa ratana uchaLe che. zaktinA adhikAramAM Ave che. jJAnanI paryAya uchaLe che, AnaMdanI paryAya uchaLe che. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA! anaMtaguNano rAzi prabhu che. teno Azraya nAma anubhava karavAthI. eka samayanI jJAnanI samyakraparyAya uchaLe che, tevI anaMtAguNanI paryAya uchaLe che. A vAta zAstramAM zaktinA adhikAramAM AvI gaI che. (Atma anubhavano) tyAga karavAthI mithyAtva bhAvanuM uchaLavuM thAya che. | vikalpa che te rAga che, zubharAga ho. paNa tenI ruci karavAthI ane (rAgano) Azraya karavAthI lAbha thAya ema mAnavAthI mithyAtva utpanna thAya che. e mithyAtvane kAraNe navAM ATha karma baMdhAya che. bhagavAna tArI suMdaratA eTalI ramaNIya che ke jagatanI suMdaratA thothAM lAge evI che. thorA hoya te hAthiyAmAM kAMTA hoya che. emAMthI dUdha jevo kSIra jhare che. e thoranuM dUdha zarIrane lagAve to baLatarA upaDe che. jema gAyanuM dUdha mIThuM che tema bhagavAna AtmA (mITho) che. e paramAtma svarUpanI rucithI. dRSTi detAM.. anubhavamAM.. paryAyamAM AnaMdano svAda Ave che. dayA-dAnavrata-bhakti Adi pApa pariNAma upara dRSTi ApatAM thora jevA dUdhathI AkuLatA thAya che. prabhuno mArga bahu jhINo bApu! (zArdUlavikrIDita) dhIrodAramahimnyanAdinidhane bodhe nibadhnandhRtiM tyAjyaH zuddhanayo na jAtu kRtibhiH sarvaMkaSaH krmnnaam| tatrasthA: svamarIcicakramacirAtsaMhRtya niryadvahi: pUrNa jJAnaghanaughamekamacalaM pazyanti zAntaM mhH||11-123 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha- "kRmi : nAtu zuddhanaya: cI: na di"(kRtifma:) samyagdaSTi jIvo dvArA (nAtu) sUkSyakALamAtra paNa (zuddhanaya:) zuddhanaya arthAt zuddha caitanyamAtravastuno anubhava (tyAnva: di) vismaraNa yogya nathI. kevo che zuddhanaya? "vothe vRtti nivedanana" (vo) bodhamAM arthAt AtmasvarUpamAM (vRtti) atIndriya sukhasvarUpa pariNatine (nivanana) pariNamAve che. kevo che bodha? 'vIrovAramaf=" (ghara) zAzvatI, (32) dhArApravAharUpa pariNamanazIla che (dimA) moTapa jenI, evo che. vaLI kevo che?"anAjiniyane"(anAdri)nathI Adi, (nidhane) nathI aMta jeno, evo che. vaLI kevo che zuddhanaya?"varmAn sarvavaE:"(varuNAmU ) jJAnAvaraNAdi

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kalaza-123 105 pudgalakarmapiMDano athavA rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azudhdha pariNAmono (sarvaSa:) mULathI kSayakaraNazIla che. "taMtrasthA: zAnta maha: pazyanti" (taMtrasthA: ) zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavamAM magra che je jIva, teo (zAnta) sarva upAdhithI rahita evA (maha:) caitanyadravyane (pazyanti ) pratyakSapaNe pAme che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke 52mAtmapadane prApta thAya che. kevuM che caitanyadravya ? "pUrNa" asaMkhyAta pradeze jJAnarUpe birAjamAna che. vaLI kevuM che? "jJAnadhanaudham" cetanAguNano puMja che. vaLI kevuM che ? " "m" samasta vikalpathI rahita nirvikalpa vastumAtra che. vaLI kevuM che ? " avalaM" karmano saMyoga maTavAthI nizcala che. zuM karIne AvA svarUpanI prApti thAya che? "svamarIvizvam acirAt saMhRtya" (svamarIvizvam ) svamarIcicakrano arthAt jUTha che, bhrama che je karmanI sAmagrI indriya, zarIra, rAgAdimAM Atmabuddhi, teno ( avirAr ) tatkALamAtra ( saMhRtya )vinAza karIne. kevuM che marIcicakra ? "vRtti: niyaMt" anAtmapadArthomAM bhame che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke paramAtmapadanI prApti thatAM samasta vikalpa maTe che. 11-123. kaLaza naM. 123 : u52 pravacana ** -- pravacana naM. 120-121 tA. 13-14/10/'77 ,, "timi: nAtu zudghanaya: tyAnya: na di" [ kRttimi: ] samyagdaSTi jIvo dvA2A samyagdaSTi tene 'kRttimi:' kahe che. samakitIe saMsAra cakrano nAza karyo eTalA mATe[ timi: ] kahe che. zuM kahe che ? [ kRttimi: ] samyagdaSTi jIvo dvArA' jyAM AtmAnI dRSTi anubhava thayo arthAt samyagdarzana thayuM tyAM saMsA2no aMta cheda thaI gayo. saMsA2nA kAryano aMta thaI gayo. A nAstithI kathana karyuM. astithI kaho to zuddha caitanyanuM nirmaLa kArya thayuM- sukRta thayuM arthAt su... kArya thayuM. samajamAM AvyuM ? bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda svarUpa caitanyamUrti prabhu che, tenI dRSTi karavAthI, teno anubhava karavAthI samyagdaSTine saMsArano aMta AvI gayo. e zuM kahyuM ? dharmI akhaMDa (AtmA ) tenI siddhi ka2nA2 dharma teNe kevuM saMvedana karyuM ? AcAryoe kevuM saMvedana karyuM ? prabhu ! te to kArya karyuM che. samyagdaSTie zuM kArya karyuM ? kahe che ke- AtmA cidAnaMda prabhu teno anubhava ane dRSTi karI.. to tene AkhA saMsA2no aMta karyo ane je sukArya karavAnuM hatuM te zarU karI dIdhuM. (bahA2nI ) vAto bahu jANI bApu ! haju to samyagdarzana zuM cIja che tenI khabara nathI. ahIMyA to kahe che ke- samyagdaSTi jIva tene kahIe, tene dharmanI pahelI sIDhI arthAt mokSa mahelanI pahelI sIDhI pragaTI che, e vinA jJAna-cAritra-mithyA che. samyagdarzana vinA jJAna cAritra mithyA che. cha DhALAmAM Ave che ne...

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106 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 "mokSamahalakI parathama sIDhI, yA vinA jJAna-caritrA, samyakatA na lahe, so darzana dhAro bhavya pavitrA;" potAno caitanyaghana AnaMdakaMdaprabhu tene jeNe anubhavamAM lIdho ane anubhava karIne pratIti karI teNe kRti' kArya karyuM. A badhA bahAranA kArya karI... karIne... (abhimAna karyuM) zuM karyuM? dhULeya karyuM nathI, marI gayo. zuM paranuM kArya karI zake che? zarIra, mana, vANI e to jaDa che- mATI dhULa che. lakSmI-kuTuMba-kabilA te to badhA paradravya che. AtmA paranuM kArya karI zake che? hA, e rAga ane dveSanuM kArya karI zake che. mithyAtva, rAga-dveSa te saMsAranI vRddhi kare che. samajamAM AvyuM? ahIM to [kRtima:] upara vAta cAle che. prabhu! te kArya karyuM te vAta kahe che. AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu siddha svarUpI AnaMdaghana AtmA che, enuM jeNe samyagdarzana pragaTa karyuM eTale ke AtmAno Azraya laIne samyagdarzana karyuM te [ $timi] je kArya karavAnuM hatuM te kArya teNe karyuM. anAdithI je saMsAranuM kArya karyuM paribhramaNanuM kArya hatuM teno samyagdarzanamAM aMta AvI gayo. AvI vAto! AmAM karavuM zuM? bahAramAM jAtrA karavI, pUjA karavI ke bhakti karavI ? ahIM kahe che e kriyA zubharAga che. AhAhA ! samyagdarzana kArya karyuM te ja kArya che. vyavahAra dayA-dAna-vratabhaktinA pariNAma e to rAganuM kArya che, te saMsAranI vRddhinuM kArya che. sUkSma vAta che. paramAtmA jinendradeva kahe che ke jinendra svarUpI bhagavAna AtmAnuM samyagdarzana anubhava pragaTa karyo e kArya karyuM... ane saMsAranA kAryano aMta Avyo. tene have saMsAra che nahIM. ahIMyA to bahArathI jarA vepAra dhaMdhAmAM hoMziyAra thaI gayA ane pAMca paccIsa lAkha pedA kare tyAM tene thAya ke- ghaNuM kAma karyuM. mUDha te saMsAra vadhAryo che... sAMbhaLane have! prazna- Sa Avazyaka karatAM dhIre dhIre thAya! uttara:- e to rAga che ane rAga te saMsAranI vRddhi che. samakitIne cha Avazyakano rAga Ave che. paNa te heya che, te tenuM kArya nathI. AkarI vAtuM bApu! vItarAga jinendradevano paMtha bahu sUkSma. bahu phaLa dAyaka. eTalo sUkSma phaLa dAyaka ke- anaMta AnaMda ane zAMtino dAtA. zrotA:- badhI vAtomAM pheraphAra thaI gayo. uttara- Akho pheraphAra. tame badhAe pheraphAra karI nAkhyo zeThiyAoe bhegA maLIne, zeTha! khoTAone madada karIne, paNa temane khabara na hatIne ke- mArga Avo che. prabhu! are ! prabhu to kahe che ke ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo! jemAM atIndriya AnaMda labAlaba bharyo che. bhagavAna AtmAmAM atIndriya AnaMda labAlaba-chalochala bharyo che. evA atIndriya AnaMdano paryAyamAM anubhava karavo tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. e atIndriya AnaMda je chalochala bharyo che teno jyAM zraddhAmAM svIkAra thayo to paryAyamAM AnaMdanI jhalaka AvI.

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kalaza-123 107 AhAhA ! e AnaMdanA vedanathI pratIta thavI ke- AtmA Avo pUrNAnaMda (svarUpa) che tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. e samyagdaSTie ahIMyA kArya karyuM che. e kAryane sukRta nAmathI kahe che. A koI dayA-dAna karyA, vrata karyA te sukRta nathI e to duSkRta che. AhAhA ! vAto bahu AkarI bhAI ! bhagavAnanI bhakti karI, jAtrA karI evo zubharAga te sukRta nathI. Akho mArga badalAI gayo. are! tuM koNa cho enI tane khabara nathI. AhAhA ! (aMdara) mahApuruSa prabhu birAje che. tArI paryAyanI samIpamAM birAje che.. ahA ! tenI najaruM na karI. najaruM ne puNya-pApa ane kriyAkAMDamAM rokI tethI dekhavAnI cIja nidhAna najaramAM na AvyA. ahIMyA kahe che- "samyagdaSTi jIvo dvArA [nAtu] sUkSmakALa mAtra paNa" [nAta] thoDokALa ema [ nAta] no artha che. gajaba vAta che. zloka paNa evo Avyo che ne! ekaeka zloke amRta jhare che. AhAhA ! e amRtacaMdra AcArya digambara saMta.... emanI vANI zuM che! AhAhA ! eka zabdamAM ghaNAM artha bharyA che. dharmI jIvoe AtmAnA zuddha caitanyanI dRSTi ane anubhava karyo che. [vAta] koI kSaNamAtra paNa e anubhavane choDavo nahIM. ane rAganA premamAM AvavuM nahIM. ema kahe che. [nAtu] zabda che ne! kadAcit paNa ema! sUkSmakALa arthAt koIpaNa kALa "zuddhanaya arthAt zuddha caitanyamAtra vastuno anubhava" zuddhanayanI vyAkhyA ja A che. agiyAramI gAthAmAM AvyuM che- mUtyo sivo DuM suddhAgo" zuddhanaya arthAt zuddha (vastu)... zuddha caitanyamAtra vastu teno anubhava-paryAya sahita anubhava che. kAraNake vastu to zuddha che paraMtu te anubhavamAM AvyA vinA, pratIta vinA tene zuddha che te kyAMthI AvyuM? pavitra bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu aMtaranI cIja che, paraMtu paryAyamAM tenA vedanano namUno na Ave tyAM sudhI (vastu) pUrNAnaMda che tevI pratIta kyAMthI AvI? samajamAM AvyuM? Avo mArga che! "zuddhanaya arthAt zuddha caitanyamAtra vastuno anubhava vismaraNa yogya nathI" tyAjya nathI. bhagavAna AtmAno anubhava eka samayamAtra paNa choDavA lAyaka nathI. AtmAne paDakhe gayo.. ( have ) e paDakhuM choDavA lAyaka nathI, rAganA paDakhe caDavA jevuM nathI. zuM kahe che? rAgano pakSa hato te pakSathI chUTIne bhagavAnanA pakSamAM Avyo to have rAgano pakSa kicitmAtra paNa karavo nahIM. evo pakSa na karavo ke- dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktithI AtmAnuM kalyANa thaze. evo pakSa mithyASTi kare che te pakSa tAre na karavo. bApu! vAta jagatathI bahu nirALI che. are! duniyA to haju kyAMya saMsAranA pApanA dhaMdhA ADethI navarAza nathI, tene phurasada nathI. tenA haju (evA) puNya (nathI) ke tene zravaNa karavAno yogeya maLe nahIM. (kadAca) zravaNa karavAno yoga maLe to e zubhabhAva che- puNya che. ahIMyA kahe che ke A vastu je prabhu (svarUpe che) tene zuddhanaya kahevAya. samayasAra

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108 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 agiyAramI gAthAmAM kahyuMne ke- "mUlyau sivo yusuddhagayo" "satyArtha trikALI AnaMdakaMda prabhu tene zuddhanaya kahyuM. zuddhanaya ane zuddhanayanA viSayano bheda na pADatAM, tene ja zuddhanaya kahyuM. nahIMtara zuddhanaya e viSayI che ane zuddha caitanya dravya viSaya dhyeya che. paraMtu ahIMyA to bheda paNa choDI dIdho. e trikALI bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu zuddha caitanya vastune ahIMyA zuddhanaya kahevAmAM Ave che. samajamAM AvyuM? A eka kArya karavA lAyaka che. jAtrA, dayA, dAna, vrata, upavAsa e badhI rAganI kriyA karavAthI dharma thaze te mithyAtvanA bhAvanI puSTi kare che. dharmI-samakitIne paNa rAga Ave che. paraMtu tene heya tarIke jANe che. ajJAnI upAdeya tarIke jANe che. ThIka karuM chuM tevI daSTi mithyAtva che. A kArya (arthAt zuddhanayanuM) kArya kadI choDavuM nahIM. rAganuM kArya kadI grahaNa karavuM nahIM. rAga mAruM kArya che tevI dRSTi kyAreya na karavI. Avo mArga! AhAhA ! are.. jene rAganI hUMpha caDI gaI tene bhagavAnanA paDakhAnI hUMpha kema Ave? jene rAganA raMga caDI gayA tene bhagavAna cidAnaMda prabhunA raMga kema caDe? jene AtmAnA raMga caDhayA tene rAganA raMga rahetA nathI. AhAhA! AvI dizA phera che.. Avo mArga che. dharmI AtmajJAnIne paNa rAga Ave.. bhakti pUjAno paNa tene heya tarIke jANe che, duHkha tarIke jANe che, AkuLatA tarIke jANe che. jyAre ajJAnI tene sukharUpa mAne che. kevo che zuddhanaya? "vismaraNa yogya nathI." A zuddhanayanI vyAkhyA karI "zuddha caitanya mAtra vastuno anubhava" eno anubhava hoM! kAraNake e vastu che paNa vastuno anubhava na hoya tyAM sudhI e vastu che ema pratItamAM kyAMthI Ave ? kevo che zuddhanaya? "vothe vRtti nivadanana" bodha nAma jJAna svarUpa AtmA. [vope] arthAt jJAna svarUpI bhagavAna AtmA! sarvajJa svabhAvI prabhu AtmA! temAM [vRtti] atIndriya sukha svarUpa pariNatine pariNAve che." AhAhA! zuddhanaya kevI che? potAno bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMda svarUpa, Atma svarUpa tenI [vRtti] eTale vartamAna paryAyamAM atIndriya sukha svarUpa pariNatine pariNAve che. jene atIndriya sukhanuM pariNamana nathI to caitanya vastu sukhasvarUpa che evo namUno AvyA vinA teNe jANyuM kyAMthI ? ahIMyA to (atIndriya sukhanA) namUnA sahita svarUpane jANyuM tene jANavuM kahyuM che. bahu AkaruM kAma bhAI ! vastu to saraLa, sahaja che paraMtu teno prayatna nathI. e prakArano prema nahIM. eTale lokone kaThaNa lAge. nija svarUpa bhagavAna aMdaramAM birAje che. [vRti] arthAt tene atIndriya AnaMdanuM dharavuM, atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa prabhu AtmA tene paryAyamAM atIndriya AnaMdanuM dhAraNa karavuM. e rIte (pariNatine) pariNamAve che. atIndriya AnaMdarUpa pariName che tene zuddhanaya kahevAmAM Ave che. bahu AkaruM kAma!

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kalaza-123 109 vastu zuddha che ane te zuddhanayano viSaya che. ahIM viSaya zabda na letAM e pote AtmA zuddhanaya che. zuddhanayanuM pariNamana ho ! zuddha vastunuM pariNamana ho to zuddhanaya kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI vAtuM have ! sAMbhaLavI kaThaNa paDe che. emAMya bahAramAM pAMca-paccIsa lAkha rUpiyA hoya, zarIra sAMDhaDA jevuM rUpALuM hoya, yuvAna paccIsa varSanI uMmara hoya, khUMTaDA jevA phATa phATa sAMDhaDA jevA zarIra hoya... emAM AvI AtmAnI vAtuM! tene gaLe kyAMthI Utare. (zarIrAdi) tArA thothAM smazAnanA hADakAM che badhA. AhAhA ! zuddha caitanya sUrya, zuddha AnaMdakaMda aMdara birAje che. zubhAzubhabhAva thavo te aMdhakAra che. [ vothe vRti] eno artha karyo "vothe vRtti vizvana" bodhamAM arthAt AtmasvarUpamAM atIndriya sukhasvarUpa pariNatine pariNAve che" pariNatine Atma svarUpamAM lIna karI che. "vaSe itiM vadhaghana" A traNa zabdano artha thayo. "bodha' nAma AtmasvarUpa nahIMtara to [vo ] eTale jJAna levuM che. bodhasvarUpa-jJAnasvarUpa-AtmasvarUpa dhRti nAma aMdara AnaMdarUpe pariNamavuM, atIndriya sukha dazArUpe thavuM. kevo che bodha?" dhIrovAramadina" [ dhIra] zAzvatI." kevo che bodha? zAzvata che, dhIra che. bhagavAna svarUpe to aMdara zAzvata, dhIra, dhruva che. [2vA2] dhArApravAharUpa pariNamanazIla che."zuM kahe che? zuddha svarUpa dhruva, caitanya anaMtaAnaMdano piMDa prabhu che tene paryAyamAM dhAraNa karyo che. e cIjano anubhava karyo. te cIja kevI che? kahe che- zAzvata che ane vartamAnamAM dhArApravAha pariNamanazIla che. AhAhA! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu tenI pratIti ane anubhavanI dRSTimAM dhArApravAha udAra che. tenI nicalI (haThI) dazA nathI paNa udAra arthAt dhArApravAharUpa pariNati cAle che. AnaMdadhArA, jJAnadhArA, zAMtidhArA , samyagdaSTine AnaMdadhArA kAyama cAle che. AhAhA! udAra che. dhIrane udAra che eTale TakatuM ne pravAharUpa, dhArApravAharUpa, pariNamanazIla evI che moTAI jenI A tenI mahimA che. A tenI moTapa che. zuM kahe che? zuddha caitanya vastu je pUrNaAnaMdarUpa che teno anubhava samyagdarzanamAM thayo to A udAsInadhArA kAyama cAlatI rahe che, A tenI mahattA ne moTAI che. have temAM vighu paDato nathI. samyagdaSTine aMtara svarUpano anubhava thayo, AnaMdano anubhava thayo to kahe che ke A dhArApravAha cAlatI Ave che. "udAra che? jema mANasa udAra hoya ne! to pelA (mAgavAvALA) bole daza hajAra tyAre udAra mANasa ema kahe- basa! huM to ema mAnato hato ke mArI pAse lAkha be lAkha mAMgaze !! koInI moTI saMsthA hatI, dharmazALA cAlatI hatI. te udAra mANasa pAse paisA levA gayo. tene eTalo khyAla hato ke- A udAra mANasa che. udAra mANasane ema thayuM ke- A mArI pAse lAkha-be lAkha mAMgaze paraMtu pelAe daza hajAra mAMgyA to udAra mANasa kahe basa !

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110 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 tema AtmA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu jyAM anubhavamAM samyagdarzanamAM Avyo to e dhArApravAha kAyama cAle che. ahIM (pAThamAM) ema kahyuM ne! "dhIra udAra' daiSTi. pahelAM "bodhi dhRti" ema kahyuM hatuM ne! "bodha' nAma Atma svarUpamAM dhRti vartamAna paryAyane dhAraNa karI che. AnaMdanI dhArA vahe che. e dhArA pravAha pariNamanazIla che. "dhIrovAramadigni' e temanI moTAI che. bahu gaMbhIra vAta che. bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che e jenI dRSTimAM Avyo ane samyagdarzanamAM vedanamAM Avyo tenI moTAI A che. tenI dhArApravAha kAyama cAle.... te tenI moTAI che. AvuM koI divasa sAMbhaLyuM nahIM hoya. Avo mArga che. zuM kahe che? prabhu! tArA anubhavanI mahattA moTA ane vizeSatA e che ke AtmAnA AnaMdanuM vedana thayuM e dhArApravAha cAle che te tenI mahimAne moTAI che. eka samayamAM Avyo te kalAka be kalAka rahe ane pachI (anubhava ) rokAya jAya evI tenI baDAI nathI. are... bhagavAnano mArga sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM.. (zuM thAya!) e pote bhagavAna prabhu che. AhAhA ! e bhagavAna Atma svarUpa teno anubhava samyagdarzanamAM thayo to kahe che- te (have, dhArApravAha raheze. e dhArA apratihata cAlaze. e dhArA kadI tUTaze ja nahIM. ame jyAre svargamAM jaIzuM to amArI dhArA to A rIte ja raheze. samyagdarzananI dhArA pravAha e kAyama raheze. kAraNake ame paMcama ArAnA muni chIe. kevaLajJAna che nahIM. deha to chUTaze. (zarIra) to hADakAM ne jaDa che jyAre ) bhagavAna AtmAnA anubhavanI) dhArApravAha to ekapaNe ja cAlaze. digambara saMtonI AvI vAta che. juo! paryAyanI moTAI AvI che. "vaLI kevo che?" "nAiinayane" nathI aMta jeno evo che." A vastu to Adi aMta vinAnI cIja che. bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMdakaMda nAtha che te Adi aMta vinAnI cIja che. jeNe AtmAno anubhava karyo te ema kahe che. je anAdi anaMta cIja che tene dhRti' nAma paryAyamAM dhAraNa karI che. AhAhA ! je trikALI cIja che tene vartamAna paryAyamAM dhAraNa karI che. AvI dhArApravAhI vastu to anAdi anaMta AtmA che. "vaLI kevo che zuddhanaya? "varmAna sarvavaSa:"jJAnAvaraNAdi pugalapiMDano athavA rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azudhdha pariNAmono mULathI kSayakaraNazIla che. AtmA atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana karatAM karatAM.. karatAM.. e dhArApravAha cAlaze to ATha karmano nAza karaze, dayA-dAna rAgAdinA pariNAmano nAza thaze. AhAhA! AnaMdanI utpatti thaze ane moharAgano nAza thaze. karma nAma jaDakarma (sarvakaSa) zabda che ne! sarva eTale mULathI kSayakaraNazIla karaze. sarva arthAt mULathI nAza karaze. "sarva' zabda paDyo che ne! sarva eTale mULathI, "kaSa' eTale

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kalaza-123 111 kSayakaraNazIla bhagavAna AtmAnuM samyagdarzana thayuM ane sAthe AnaMdanI dhArA pragaTI te rAgane, karmane mULathI nAza karavAvALI che. A to upacArathI kathana karyuM che. AvI cIja che. pravacana naM. 121 tA. 14/10/77 A Asrava adhikAra cAle che. bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che, temAM puNya pApanA je vikalpa UThe che te Asrava che. hiMsA - jUTha - corI - bhoga - viSaya - vAsanA te pAparUpI rAga che, e Asrava che te navA karmanA AvavAnuM kAraNa che. dayA -dAna- vrata - tapa - bhakti - pUjAno vikalpa te zubharAga che. zubha ne azubha bane rAga - Asrava navA (karmanuM) AvaraNanuM kAraNa che. jema vahANamAM chidra paDatAM pANI Ave che tema bhagavAna AtmA saccidAnaMda zuddha AnaMdakaMda prabhu che te potAnuM svarUpa bhUlIne... AvA zubha azubha bhAvo kare che te navA Asava - navA AvaraNanuM (kAraNa ) che. bahu sUkSma vAta bhAI ! e. AvaraNa TaLe kevI rIte? athavA e Asrava TaLe kevI rIte? te (upara) kahyuM ne!! bhagavAna AtmA aMtara AnaMda zuddha saccidAnaMda svarUpa che. AtmA atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa potAnI je jJAnaguphA che aMdara te atIndriya AnaMdane jJAnasvarUpano "vo kRti" anubhava levo. AhAhA! sUkSma vAta che bhAI ! dharma koI alaukika cIja che. dharma koI bahAranI kriyAkAMDathI, vrata karavAthI, upavAsa karavAthI, pUjA ne bhakti karavAthI jAtrA karavI te dharma che - ema nathI. e to rAga - vikalpa che ane e Asrava baMdhanuM kAraNa che. (sarvakaSa:) mULathI kSayakaraNazIla che" tyAM sudhI AvI gayuM che. zuddha svarUpa evo saccidAnaMda prabhu aMdara che. sat nAma kAyama rahevAvALI cIja arthAt avinAzI ane cidAnaMda cit nAma jJAna ne atIndriya AnaMda jenuM kAyamI svarUpa ne svabhAva che. AhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmAno Azraya levAthI; atIndriya AnaMda prabhu AtmA tenA atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava karavo - AnaMdanuM vedana (thavuM te dharma che). anAdithI jema puNya ne pApanA, zubha ke azubha rAganuM vikalpanuM vedana kare che te duHkhanuM vedana che. te bhagavAna AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI. ahIMyA to AtmA che te ja paramAtmA svarUpe birAjamAna che. jema sAkaramAM mIThAza bharI che tema AtmAmAM atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMda bharyo paDyo che. e atIndriya AnaMda zakti -svabhAva je che. teno anubhava karavo, vartamAna dazAmAM e atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana karavuM te ja rAga-dveSa ane (jaDa) karmanA nAza karavAno upAya che. AkarI vAtuM che bhAI ! jagatathI nirALI cIja che bhAI ! tatrasthA: zAnta mada: pUNyatti bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdamUrti AnaMdakaMda daLa che. kahyuM hatuM ne....! jema baraphanI pATa hoya che ne! baraphanI pATa paMdara, vIsa, paccIsa maNanI hoya

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112 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 tema zarIra pramANa joIe to bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdanI pATa paDI che. vAta kema bese? kyAreya teno abhyAsa nahIM ane A vAta sAMbhaLavAmAM AvI nathI. kriyAkAMDa karo, vrata - bhakti karo, jAtrA karo thaI gayo dharma ! dhULamAMya te dharma nathI e to rAga che. AhAhA ! prabhu! tArI cIjamAM to e rAganA vikalpano abhAva che. bhagavAna tArI cIjamAM to atIndriya AnaMda... anAkuLa zAMti (Adi) rasa ThasoThasa bharyo che. e arUpI cIja che. temAM varNa - rasa - sparza - gaMdha che nahIM. jemAM puNya - pApano rAga paNa nathI. (tatrasthA:) (tatra) eTale nija AnaMdapaNuM (0) aMtaramAM TakavAthI... arthAt svarUpamAM lIna thavAthI. AvI cIja che bApu! tatrasthA: zAnta mag: paraNyatti" AhAhA ! bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMda (rUpa) che. mojUdagInI cIja che ke nahIM? ke - abhAva che? AhAhA! mojUdagI che. (tatrasthA:) dhruva sthira che. dhruva cidAnaMda prabhunI sthitimAM "sva" arthAt aMtara ramaNatA karavI. e AnaMda prabhumAM ramavuM... "sva" nAma magna thavuM. (tatrasthA:) zuddha svarUpa - anubhavamAM magna che, pUrNa caitanyaghana AtmA. zuddha svarUpamAM magna bhAre apUrva vAta che bhAI ! anaMtakALamAM kadI karI nathI. A vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne jAtrA ne pUjA karI to dharma thaI gayo tema mAnIne jiMdagI cAlI gaI. ahIMyA to kahe che - prabhu! ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo!tArI cIja aMdara koNa che? vastu che ke nahIM ? padArtha che ke nahIM? vastu che to mojUda che. koI cIja che ke nahIM? che to, e cIja kevI che? (zAnta) "sarva upAdhithI rahita che." dayA-dAnanA je vikalpo che te upAdhi che. e upAdhithI prabhu aMdara rahita che. AkarI vAtuM che nAtha! AhAhA ! e (cIjamAM) aMdaramAM magna thavAthI zAMta.... (dazA pragaTe che) zAM.. ta upazama rasano kaMda prabhu.. avikArI svabhAvanuM daLa che. AhAhA ! AvI zAMta nirvikalpa cIja tArI aMdara paDI che prabhu! AvI (zAnta mag:) "mAM" nAma teja, aMdara zAMta caitanyanuM teja paDyuM che. jyAM najara nAkhavAnI che tyAM najara nAkhato nathI ane rAga, dayA ne dAna, puNya ne pApa, dhULa ne dhamAlamAM (paDyo che) paranI sevA karI ne (ame) paranuM kArya karyuM. , paNa e badho rAga che - sAMbhaLane ! A deza sevA karI ane garIbonI sevA karI e to badho rAgabhAva che, prabhu tane khabara nathI evA vikalpo te puNyano rAga che, te koI AtmA nathI. ahIMyA to "zAnta mada: pUNyatti" evA zabda che ne! "tatrasthA: zAnta madada pazyanti" Ato ghaNAM gaMbhIra zabdo che. A to adhyAtmanI vAta che, A koi kathA - vArtA nathI. AhAhA! (tatrasthAH) AnaMdano nAtha prabhu! anAdi anaMta avinAzI che. are ! AvI vAto! ahIM Akho di' dhaMdhA ADe navaro na thAya; tene ahIMyA kahe che - prabhu! sAMbhaLa to kharo bhAI ! tArI cIja ciMtAmaNI ratana aMdara paDI che.

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kalaza-123 113 ame to badhuM dekhyuM che ne ! rAvaNa Adino sphaTikamaNino mahela hato, A paththaranI zIlAo nahIM eka - eka sphaTikamaNinI abajonI kiMmata evA sphaTikamaNi paraMtu mUDha jIvane potAnuM je svarUpa tenI khabara nathI. sphaTikano mahela, sphaTikanI nisaraNI sphaTikanI lAdI. AhAhA ! prabhu ! jarA jo ane sAMbhaLa to kharo ! stutimAM Ave che - ' ,, "jema nirmaLatA re sphaTika taNI, tema ja jIva svabhAva re" jevo sphaTika nirmaLa che evo tAro nAtha nirmaLa che. AnaMda, zAMti eno svabhAva che... tyAM te kadI naja2 karI nahIM. jyAM nidhAna paDayA che tyAM najaruM na karI ane puNya ne pApa ne A bahAranI dhULa maLI karoDo rUpiyA... abajo rUpiyA (emAM mUrchAI gayo ) e badhA bhikhArA che. AhAhA! potAnA nija nidhAnanI kiMmata nahIM ane A bahAranI dhULanI kiMmata A abajo rUpiyA maLyA, karoDonA dAna ApyA tethI thai gayo dharma. emAM dhULamAMya dharma nathI. sAMbhaLa to kharo ! ahIMyA to kahe che prabhu ! puNya ne pApanA vikalpa te mRgatRSNA che. pAThamAM AgaLa kaheze "svamarIvi pama" bhAI ! e puNya ne pApanA bhAva ane tenA phaLa mRgajaLa jevA che. mRgajaLa eTale khArIlI jamIna u52 sUryanA kiraNa paDe tethI jaLa jevuM dekhAya che. paraMtu tyAM jaLa che nahIM. jaLa jevuM dekhAya tene mRgajaLa kahe che. e mRgatRSNA che tema puNya ne pApanA vikalpo mRgajaLanI tRSNA che. gajabanI vAtuM che nAtha ! be - pAMca karoDa dhULa maLe, patnI rUpALI maLe, zarIre rUpALA hoya... paNa e to mATIdhULa che. e badhuM 'marIcicakra' che. e mRga tRSNAnuM jaLa che, emAM AtmA nathI. 'taMtrasthA:' zabdo bahu gaMbhIra che. saccidAnaMda zAzvata avinAzI prabhu ! aNakarela.. . aNabanela... anAdi anaMta evo je bhagavAna AnaMdakaMda prabhu temAM ( sthAH) rahevAthI, atIndriya AnaMdanuM dhruva svarUpa prabhu temAM (sthAH) TakavAthI temAM magna thavAthI, temAM lIna thavAthI (AnaMdano anubhava thAya che ) are.. ! AvI vAtuM ! dharmanA mAragaDA jhINA nAtha ! lokoe to kaMIne kaMI samajAvIne mArI nAkhyA che. ahIMyA kahe che ke ( taMtrasthA: zAnta maha: ) avikArI nirdoSa zAMtinuM teja, caitanyanuM teja, caitanyanA prakAzanA nUranuM pUra aMdara paDayuM che. AtmA paramAnaMdano nAtha.... anAkuLa zAMta rasano kaMda aMdara che, tenI svasanmukha thaIne; 52thI vimukha thaIne aMtarlIna thAya che. 52 padArthamAM, te tIrthaMkaradeva ho ! tenAthI paNa lakSa choDI de. e tArI cIja nathI. e tane lAbhadAyaka nathI. kemake e 52cIja che.... tethI 52thI lakSa choDI de. e 52 (lakSa ) thI tane je zubharAga Ave che ( mahaH ) ekavAra tyAMthI lakSa choDI de. vartamAna dazA je rAgane jANavAvALI che tenuM lakSa paNa choDI de. (taMtrasthA: ) bApu ! A to adhyAtmanI vAta che. A te kAMI vArtA kathA nathI... A to prabhunI kathA che. A to AtmakathA che.

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114 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 (tatrasthA) zuddha caitanyadhana dhruva nityAnaMda prabhu temAM "sva" nAma lIna thavAthI (zAntamag: pazyatti) zAMta adhikArI zuddha caitanyadhana (mahuDa) nAma teja (no) (pazyatti) nAma anubhava kare che. AhAhA! (pazyatti) no artha to dekhAya che, dekhAya cheno ahIM artha karyo - anubhava kare che. tatrastha: zAnta mag: pazyanta" AnaMdakaMda zaktirUpa aMtaramAM AkhuM tattva che temAM sthira thavAthI. zAMta teja pragaTa thAya che. vartamAna dazAmAM pUrNa AnaMdanI zAMti pragaTa thAya che. jema pAtALamAMthI pANI chUTe tema. pAtALa kUvA hoya che ne! pAtALanuM taLiyuM tUTe ane pANInI zeDa phUTe tema bhagavAnanA taLiyAmAM - pAtALamAM atIndriya AnaMda paDyo che. temAM sthira thavAthI paryAyamAM AnaMda pragaTa thAya che. paryAya nAma vartamAna dazA, vastu nAma trikALI zakti. AhAhA ! Avo mArga che bhAI ! duniyAe (dharmane) kyAMyano kyAMya manAvyo che bicArAnA manuSyanA bhava cAlyA jAya che. (mahA pazyatti) pragaTa thAya che pratyakSarUpathI prApta kare che. e . AnaMda svarUpane vedanamAM pratyakSa kare che. vartamAna avasthAmAM eTale rAgamAM vastu parokSa rahI gaI. rAganA premamAM vastu (tirobhUta thaI gaI.) dayA-dAna-vrata bhakti - pUjAno bhAva e rAga che. e rAganA premamAM e cIja parokSa rahI gaI. e rAgano prema choDIne vastumAM lIna thavAthI e vastunI zaktimAM je AnaMda che te paryAyamAM pratyakSa thaze. tArA jJAnamAM tuM pratyakSa jANIza ke - AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che. AvI vAto have! "(ma:) caitanyadravyane (patti ) pratyakSapaNe pAme che." pratyakSano artha e ke - aMtara svarUpa AnaMdaghana prabhu temAM lIna thavAthI. pratyakSa prApti thAya che. (vastu) parokSa rahI ja zakatI nathI. jemAM rAga ne nimittanI apekSA nathI. evA bhagavAna AtmAmAM sthira thavAthI AtmA pratyakSa thAya che. AvuM sAMbhaLavuMya kaThaNa paDe! ghare pUche ke - zuM sAMbhaLIne AvyA? to kahe - koNa jANe? Ama kAMIka kahetA hatA ke AtmA Avo che ne Avo che. are bhagavAna! prabhu... ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo nAtha ! tArAmAM anaMtajJAna ane anaMta AnaMda ane anaMtazAMti paDI che. aMdaramAM tuM AnaMda ne zAMtinI khANa che. e khANamAM puNya ne pApane gotavA jaIza to tyAM AtmA che nahIM. ahIMyA kahe che - (pazyatti) pratyakSa rUpathI (pragaTa) kare che. A eka lITIno artha thayo. "tatrasthA: zAnta madada pUranti" AcAryoe gajaba karyuM che ne! saMtoe jaMgalamAM rahIne karyuM che. nagna digambara munio.. jemane (zarIra upara) vastrano TUkaDoya nahato. te to anaMta AnaMdakaMdamAM jhUlavAvALA che. samajamAM AvyuM? muni to nagna ja che. muninI dazA svasaMvedana (rUpa hoya che) ke -tene zarIra upara vastrano TUkaDo rAkhavAno vikalpa chUTI jAya che. jhINI vAta che, prabhu! samajamAM AvyuM? nagna

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kalaza-123 115 thaI jAya che eTale svasaMvedana thAya che ema nathI. paraMtu aMtaramAM eTaluM badhuM AnaMdanuM vedana svasaMvedana pracura hoya che ke - jemAM vastrano TUkaDo rAkhavAno vikalpa raheto nathI. jyAre mAtAe janma Apyo tevuM nagna zarIra hoya che. teo to aMdaramAM atIndriya AnaMdanA jhUlAmAM khUle che. temAM A TIkA banI gaI. TIkA banAvavAno vikalpa Avyo te rAga che. ahIM kahe che ke - e rAga mArI cIja nathI. paraMtu (rAga) AvI gayo che ane A zAstra banI gayuM che. zAstrane banAvavAvALo huM nathI. zAstra banAvavAno je vikalpa UThe che te rAga che. te huM nathI. rAga Avyo hato ane A paramANuMnI TIkA banI gaI. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - paramAtmapadane prApta thAya che."parama svarUpanI prApti, dazAmAM thAya che. vastu tarIke jema lIMDIpIpara (kade ) nAnI hovA chatAM tenI aMdara cosaTha pahorI tIkhAza paDI che. te bahAra Ave che. cosaTha pahorI tIkhAza pIparamAM che te paryAyamAM bahAra Ave che cosaTha nAma rUpiye rUpiyo ApaNe cosaTha kahe che ne! cosaTha paisA eTale rUpiyo. coMsaTha pahorI eTale rUpiye rUpiyo. pUrNa zaktirUpa tIkhAza paDI che. lIMDIpIparamAM aMdara pUrNa tIkhAza bharI che. tene laDhavAthI paryAyamAM bahAra Ave che. ene laDhavAthI paNa tIkhAza nathI AvI. laDhavAthI AvatI hoya to paththarA ane kolasAne ghUMTavAthI coMsaTha pahorI (tIkhAza AvI jAya ) paNa tyAM kyAM Ave che? prazna- to kevI rIte Ave che? uttara:- e (tIkhAza) ghaMTayA vinA ja Ave che. ghUMTavAnuM to nimitta che. (tIkhAza) potAnA lIMDIpIparanA upAdAnathI pragaTa thAya che. ema kahe che. jhINI vAto che bApu! jagatathI nirALI che nAtha! AhAhA ! potAnI upAdAnanI yogyatAthI paryAya pragaTa thAya che. kahe che ke (patti ) potAnAmAM sthira thavAthI paryAya pragaTa thAya che. arere! AvI vAtuM bApu! AvuM manuSyapaNuM maLyuM ane AvuM tattva na samaje to manuSyapaNuM maLyA na maLyA barobara thaI jaze. jagatanA loko moTapa Ape ke - mahAtmA thaI gayAne! mahaMta thaI gayA ne! moTA maTha karoDonA - abajonA banAvyA temAM dhULamAMya dharma che nahIM. jyAre aMdara AtmAno maTha banAve tyAre dharma thAya ema kahe che. paramAtma padanA (tatrasthA.) je paramAtmA zaktirUpe che, svabhAvarUpe che, AnaMdarUpe je che tenI aMdara lIna thavAthI. vartamAna dazAmAM paramAnaMda pragaTa thAya che. "appA so paramaappA" AtmA zaktirUpe - svabhAvarUpe - bhAvarUpe AtmA paramAtmarUpe ja che. tenI ekAgratAthI vartamAna dazAmAM paramAtmapada prApta kare che. lIMDIpIparamAM coMsaTha pahorI caraparAI paDI che. paraMtu jyAre te bahAra Ave tyAre

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116 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 coMsaTha pahorI tIkhAza tenI dazAmAM pragaTa thAya che. tema paramAtma svarUpa zaktirUpe to dareka AtmA bhagavAna che. te paramAtmA svarUpa ja che. Are..! AvI vAta kema bese? bIDI vinA cAle nahIM. be bIDI - sIgareTa sarakhI pIve tyAre pAyakhAne dizA Utare AvA to lakhaNa, tene kahevuM ke - prabhu tAro AtmA (paramAtmA) che. te kayA gajathI mApe? savAre eka pyAlo sarakhI cA hoya ane emAM rasagullA hoya, biskITa hoya e badhuM sarakhuM khAya to (majA paDe ne?) ahIM nA pADe che. dhULamAMya majA nathI. sAMbhaLa to kharo! emAM ThIka che ane amane majA paDI (ema mAnanAra) mUDha che. prazna:- e to khAvAvALo jANe! uttara- khAvAvALo ema jANe e mUDha che. e jANe che ke - mane majA paDI. prazna- majA mAne che paNa majA Ave zemAMthI? uttara- ajJAnapaNAmAM majA mAnI che, majA che kyAM? e to daSTAMta ApIe chIe ne ! varSa - doDha varSanuM bALaka hoya, jeTha mAsano taDako hoya, dUdha vadhAre pIdhuM hoya, enI mAtAe pAyuM hoya ane bIjAe paNa pAyuM hoya to tene zaraNuM thaI jAya te Ama ThaMDu ThaMDu lAge, bahAramAM garamI hoya tethI jhADAne aDADIne cATe. A to ame badhuM joyuM che ema sAkaranA svAdamAM, khAvAnA svAdamAM rAganI viSTAno svAda (le) che, temAM bhagavAna AtmAno svAda nathI. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che nAtha! kevo che madada? kahe che ke - aMdaramAM caitanya teja che jenuM. cosaTha pahorI zakti paDI che. tema aMdaramAM tejamAM, teja kevuM che? "asaMkhyAta pradeze jJAnarUpe birAjamAna che." asaMkhya pradeza che, vAta jhINI che. jema sonAnI sAMkaLI hoya che. zuM kahe che? hajAra makoDAnI cena - sAMkaLI che tema A AtmA (asaMkhya pradezI che) ahIMyA pradeza, ahIMyA pradeza che. jema sAkaLImAM makoDA che tema pradeza che. paNa che saLaMga. saLaMga eka AtmA (vyApaka che.) jhINI vAta bahu! A to sarvajJathI siddha thayelI vAta che. asaMkhya pradezI AtmA che. dareka pradezamAM anaMta AnaMda ne jJAna AkhA asaMkhyAta pradezamAM vyApta che. pagathI mAthA sudhI aMdaramAM zarIrathI bhinna bhagavAna che. zarIra to hADakAM mATI - jaDa - dhULa che, te to rUpI che, mUrti che. jyAre bhagavAna arUpI che ane amUrta che. "pUf" asaMkhyAta pradeze jJAnarUpe birAjamAna che." asaMkhyAta pradezamAM jJAna bharyuM che... ane tyAM to caitanya birAjamAna che. cetana evo bhagavAna tenI cetanA jANana-dekhana svabhAvathI aMdara bharyo paDayo prabhu che. "vaLI kevuM che? jJAnaghanaugham" cetanAguNano puMja che." jema rUnuM dhokaLuM hoya che ne! paccIsa maNanI pacAsa maNanI borI hoya tema A bhagavAna jJAnanuM dhokaLuM che. aMdaramAM

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kalaza-123 117 caitanyabiMba prabhu che. bhagavAna teM to kadI (tane) joyo nathI. te najaruM karI nathI. "jJAnadhanIyama" jJAna, ghana, ogha tema traNa zabda che. jJAna cetanAno, ghana nAma guNano, ogha nAma puMja. A kheDUta loko khetaramAM moTA oghA nathI banAvatA ! pAMcaso, hajAra maNa (bAjarI) nA oLA banAve che. ema AtmA jJAnanA ghanano moTo ogho che. AtmA AvaDo moTo te to arUpI che ke prabhu! arUpIne kSetranI moTapanI jarUra nathI. bhagavAna to svabhAvanI moTapathI bharelo che. kevo che? (jJAnaghanaugham)" jJAna arthAt caitanya.. caitanya... caitanya. caitanya... caitanya svabhAvano ghanapiMDa che. ghana nAma piMDa - samUTha - puMja che. arere..! teNe AtmA sAMbhaLyo nathI. dhULa - paisA pAMca - pacAsa karoDa bhegA thAya che to jANe ke - ame sukhI chIe! mUDha cho ! paisAmAM sukha che! strInA zarIramAM hADakAM - mAMsa ane cAmaDAnA viSayamAM ramatA mane majA Ave che. paNa e mATI - dhULa che, e dhULane (AtmA) bhogavato nathI. paraMtu tenA tarapha jyAre lakSa jAya che to potAnA AnaMdane choDIne, (para vastu ) ThIka che evA rAgano anubhava kare che. ajJAnI zarIrano nahIM, AnaMdano nahIM paraMtu rAgano anubhava kare che. ahIMyA kahe che - ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo prabhu! tArI riddhi - siddhi aMdara keTalI paDI che. zrI banArasIdAsa nATaka samayasAramAM kahe che ke siddhi riddhi vRddhi ghaTamaiM pragaTa sadA aMtarakI lacchisauM ajAcI lacchapatI hai| dAsa bhagavantake udAsa rahaiM jagatasauM sukhiyA sadaiva aise jIva samakitI hai|| riddhi siddhi aMdaramAM che prabhu! tuM vastu che ke nahIM? ati che ke nahIM? tattva che ke nahIM? anAdi anaMta che ke nahIM? anAdi anaMta che to koI kAyama svabhAva anAdi anaMta che ke nahIM? AhAhA! "jJAnadhanau' prabhu! tame to cetanAguNanA puMja cho ne! dayA-dAna - vrata - bhaktinA vikalpa e prabhu tArI cIjamAM che ja nahIM. enAthI dharma mAne... (che), tenAthI dharma thaze? dhULeya dharma nahIM thAya. sAMbhaLane ! e kriyA karIne marI jA.. paNa e badho kAyakaleza che. AkarI vAta che. saMpradAyamAM cAlatI vAtathI judI vAta che A. "vaLI kevuM che? (a) samasta vikalpathI rahita nirvikalpa vastumAtra che." koIpaNa prakAranA rAganI vRtti UThe te badhAthI cIja rahita che. (vastu to ) nirvikalpa abheda cidAnaMda AnaMdakaMda che. ( ma) nI vyAkhyA karI. eka svarUpe che. jemAM zakti ane zaktivAnanA bheda paNa nathI. e to zaktivaMta Akho paramAtmA che. parama AtmA eTale parama svarUpa. anAdi anaMta parama svarU5. zAMta... AnaMda svarUpe tevI ekarUpa cIja aMdara che. are ! AvA (AtmAnA) gANA kadI sAMbhaLyAya nahIM hoya. e cIja kevI che? temAM zuM

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118 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 che? e vAta teNe kadI sAMbhaLI nathI. are! eNe jiMdagIne bahArathI mAnI che. paisA thaI gayA karoDa - be karoDa pAMca karoDa thayA hoya ane pacAsa lAkhanuM dAna Ape to (mAne dharma)... duniyA paNa gAMDIne pAgala che. (ajJAnI) badhA pAgala che. ApaNe A jayapUranA saMskRtanA moTA prophesara che. e prophesara dhULanA che. pApano dhaMdho che. ela. ela. bI. ne ema. e. bhaNelA hoya, moTA bhASaNa Ape, lokone thAya ohoho ! paNa dhULamAM zuM che? A (nija) traNalokanA nAthane na jANyo tyAM sudhI badhuM jANuM phoka che. AhAhA ! pAMca pAMca hajAranA ne dasa hajAranA pagAra e badhuM dhULadhANI che. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA kevo che? eka che tenI vyAkhyA karI. puNya - pApanA koI vikalpa temAM che ja nahIM. huM zuddha chuM. akhaMDa chuM evI vRtti UThe che. e vRtti paNa aMdaramAM che nahIM, aMdaramAM nirvikalpa - abheda cIja paDI che. vaLI kevuM che?"avana" karmano saMyoga maTavAthI nizcala che." have rAganA vikalpano nAza thaI gayo. nityAnaMda prabhu acala che. potAnA AnaMdamAM avicala vicare che. have rAgamAM Avato nathI. zuM karIne AvA svarUpanI prApti thAya che? marI ivakrama jirAta saMdarye "svamaricicakrano artha jUTha che. bhrama che." svamaricicadaM mRgatRSNA jevuM jUTha che. A puNya ne pApanA vikalpa badhA jUTha - mAyAjALa - mRgajaLa che. jema mRgajaLa hoya temAM pANI na hoya tema A puNya ne pApanA ThATha badhA che bahAranA e mRgajaLa che. samajamAM AvyuM? (riji) mRgatRSNAno samUha (svamaricim) potAnA vikalpono arthAt jUThA jaLano samUha. jUThI tRSNAno samUha. aMdaramAM vikalpanI jALarUpe che. aneka prakAranA zubhaazubha, dayA-dAna ne vrata - bhakti - pUjA - nAma smaraNa e badhuM vikalpanI jALa che. arere! AkaruM lAge ! e maricicakre che te mRgatRSNAnA jaLa jevA che... temAM AtmA nathI. prazna- vikalpamAM thoDI ya zAMti na hoya? uttara- tyAM zAMti kyAM che, tyAM to duHkha che. dayA-dAna-vrata-tapa-bhakti-pUjA-prabhunuM nAma smaraNa e vikalpa che, rAga che, duHkha che, e AtmAnA AnaMdathI viparItabhAva che. A zeThe paisA ApIne traNa lAkhanuM maMdira banAvyuM che. traNa lAkhanI dharmazALA baMdhAvI che. eka karoDa Apene. tyAM kyAM dharma hato? paisA to jaDa-dhULa che. e dhULano ghaNI thaIne Ape to mithyA bhramaNA che. ahIMyA (khoTA) mAkhaNa na maLe ! tyAM to badhA (khoTI) hA pADanAra hoya ne! ahIMyA kahe che - (pariviva) vikalpanI je jALa che te badhI "jUTha che - bhrama che je karmanI sAmagrI indriya zarIramAM Atmabuddhi", A (zarIra) jaDa-mATI-dhULa che-ajIva

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kalaza-123 119 che mUrti che. pudgala paramANuM mATI - ajIva - jaDa - mUrti che. cha e indriya, zarIra che te anaMtA rajakaNono piMDano jaththo che. A (zarIra) e kAMI prabhu AtmA nathI. zarIramAM AtmA nathI. AtmA to aMdara judI cIja che. AhAhA! "je karmanI sAmagrI indriya zarIra, rAgAdimAM Atmabuddhi," rAga arthAt dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjA-hiMsA-jUTha-corI-viSaya-bhoga-vAsanA e badhA vikAra che ane temAM Atmabuddhi- A mAruM che. tema mAne che e bhrama ajJAna ane mUDhatA che. eka vyakti e ema kaheto hato ke - bAvo thaI jAya to bese! ahIM kahe che- sAMbhaLa to kharo. (AtmA) bAvo ja che. tArI cIja che e to nigraMtha svarUpa... aMdara bhagavAna svarUpa birAje che. tane tArI khabara nathI. e cIja to puNya - pApanA vikalpathI nivRtta svarUpa che. (AtmA) nivRtta svarUpa na hoya to nivRtti svarUpa Avaze kyAMthI? AhAhA ! bhAre AkaruM kAma bhAI ! ahIMyA kahe che - (svamariviva) puNya ne pApanA bhAva, zubha-azubhamAM dayA - dAna - vrata - kAma - krodha - viSaya bhoga - vAsanAnA bhAva te badhA mRgatRSNAnA bhAva che, temAM koI zAMti nathI temaja e bhAvamAM AtmA nathI. "mariciva varAt tya" teno tatkALamAtra vinAza karIne." AhAhA! zAMta vItarAga mUrti prabhu! avikArI AnaMda svarUpanI aMdara sthira thavAthI AvA maricicakrano nAza thaI jAya che.. ane paramAtma svarUpe pragaTa thAya che. (virA) tatkALamAtra vinAza" juo! cira nahIM, dIrdhakALa nahIM. vikalpanI jALano tatkALa nAza thAya che. bhagavAna AnaMdakaMdamAM jyAM sthira thayA. te ja kSaNamAM sarva vikalpano nAza thAya che. (virA) tatkALa.. , prakAza thayo to te ja kSaNe aMdhakArano nAza thai jAya che. badhAe A samajavA jevuM che bApu! bALa ho! yuvAna ho! vRddha ho ! garIba ho ! strI ho ke puruSa ho! e to badhAM (nokarma) che. AhAhA ! pUrNAnaMdanA nAthamAM sthira thatAM, (dhruvanI) trATaka banAvIne sthira thatAM dhIra thatAM.. . dazAmAM pUrNa svarUpane dhAratAM badhA vikalpono nAza thAya che. ahIMyA anaMta puruSArtha che. A kAMI vAte vaDA thAya evuM nathI. e lokone AkaruM lAge che ke- sonagaDhavALAe vyavahArane uthApI nAkhyo che. ema kahe che. rADo pADo to pADo! saMpradAyavALA virodha kare che. kono virodha kare che prabhu! tane khabara nathI ! AhAhA ! tArI cIja che te aMdara rAga rahita, vikalpa rahita paDI che tenI vAta karIe chIe. kevuM che marIcicakra? vadi: niyaMtaanAtma padArthomAM bhame che. (vara: nirvata) aMtara svarUpathI nIkaLIne puSya ne pApa, zubha ne azubhamAM arthAt bahAramAM bhame che. AhAhA ! bhagavAna anaMta AnaMdanA nAthane choDIne, vikalpanI jALamAM bhame che. sarva vikalpamAM (vI.)

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120 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bahAra nIkaLI gayo. aMda2mAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayo. koIe AbarunA vakhANa karyA to rAjI- rAjI thaI gayo, phUlIne Dolo thaI jAya. mUrakha ! tuM AtmA cho ane tane tArA vakhANanI to khabara nathI. (bahA2mAM ) moTo abhinaMdana (patra) nathI ApatA! abhinaMdana Ape tame AvA cho ne tame AvA cho... temAM hoya nahIM kaMI mAla. be - pAMca lAkha kharcIne maMdira banAvo bhAI ! paisA kharcyA hoya tethI ene to jANe (oho thaI jAya ) dhULamAMya oho nathI, AvI vAtuM che. duniyA sAthe meLa khAya evuM nathI. A badhI upAdhi che - anAtmAnI vAta che. AtmA je che e to AnaMda svarUpa che. tene je je puNya - pApanA vikalpa UThe che ( vRtti: niyaMt) bahA2 bhame che. bihaAlo - vyabhicArI thaI gayo che. puNya - pApanA rasiyAone to AkaruM paDe evuM che. juone ! ame AvA maMdira banAvIe, A Arasa pahANanuM chavvIsa lAkhanuM maMdira che. A to Arasa pahANanuM che paraMtu savAre vAta AvI hatI ke sphaTIkamaNinA mahela hoya rAvaNanA mahela hatA emAM zuM che? e bahA2nI cIja badhI dhULa che. e tArAmAM kyAM AvI ? (loko ) bahA2mAM hAlI nIkaLyA che tene kahe che - ( vahi: niyaMt ) potAno jJAnAnaMda prabhu, nityAnaMda prabhu - svabhAva che. tenAthI (bhinna ) jeTalA vikalpa UThe che. puNya -pApanA, zubha - azubha rAganA ane teno baMdha ane tenA phaLano e bahA2nI cIja che. e vikalpa tArA aMta2mAM nathI. e bahircIjane potAnI mAnavI te bahirmAtmA mithyArdaSTi mUDha che. AmAM eka kalAkamAM keTaluM yAda rAkhavuM ? bhASA to juo ! maricica - vikalpanI jALa. zubha - azubha e badhI ( vRttei: niyaMt) jALa bahA2mAM che, aMda2mAM nathI. anAdithI bahA2mAM bhamyo che. meM vrata karyA, za2I2thI brahmacarya pALyA e badhA vikalpa che. meM strIno tyAga karyo, te zuM tyAga karyo ? brahma nAma AtmA ane enA AnaMdamAM caravuM - ramavuM tenuM nAma brahmacarya che. za2I2thI brahmacarya pALyuM eTale brahmacarya thaI gayuM ema nathI. brahmAnaMda prabhu bhagavAnamAM ramavuM te brahmacarya che. brahma nAma AnaMda svarUpa prabhu ! temAM caravuM arthAt 2mavuM te brahmacarya che. za2I2thI to anaMtavA2 brahmacarya pALyA prabhu ! e to badhI rAganI kriyA che, bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke-paramAtmapadanI prApti thatAM samasta vikalpa maTe che." aMdaramAM je svarUpa che te vartamAna dazAmAM prApta thayuM. badhA vikalpano nAza thaIne ekalI atIndriya AnaMdamaya dazA rahI jAya che. atIndriya AnaMdanI dazA, atIndriya anaMtajJAna tenuM nAma 5ramAtmapada che - tenuM nAma mukti che, temAM koI vikalpa che nahIM.

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kalaza-124 121 (madAkrAntA) rAgAdInAM jhagiti vigamAtsarvato'pyAsravANAM nityodyotaM kimapi paramaM vastu smpshyto'ntH| sphArasphAraiH svarasavisarai: plAvayatsarvabhAvA nAlokAntAdacalamatulaM jJAnamunmagnametat / / 12-124 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha "tata jJAnanuM unmana" (ta) jevo kahyo che tevo zuddha (jJAnama) zuddhacaitanyaprakAza (3nanama) pragaTa thayo. jene jJAna arthAt zuddhacaitanyaprakAza pragaTa thayo te jIva kevo che? "mi9i vastu antaH sampazyata:"(vikrama 9i vastu) nirvikalpasattAmAtra koI vastu, tene (kanta: sampata:) bhAvazrutajJAna vaDe pratyakSapaNe avalaMbe che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavanA kALe jIva kASThanI mAphaka jaDa che ema paNa nathI, sAmAnyapaNe savikalpI jIvanI mAphaka vikalpI paNa nathI, bhAvazrutajJAna vaDe koI nirvikalpavastumAtrane avalaMbe che, avazya avalaMbe che. "para" AvA avalaMbanane vacanadvArathI kahevAne samarthapaNuM nathI, tethI kahI zakAya nahi. kevo che zuddha jJAnaprakAza?"nityodyota" avinAzI che prakAza jeno. zA kAraNathI? "ITlInAM kSati vimAna" (ravInAM) rAga-dveSa-mohanI jAtinA che jeTalA asaMkhyAta lokamAtra azudhdhapariNAma temano (ti vAmA ) tatkALa vinAza thavAthI. kevA che azudhdhapariNAma? "sarvata: pi mAravA (sarvata: pi) sarvathA prakAre (mAsavALAM) Asava evuM nAma-saMjJA che jemanI, evA che. bhAvArtha Ama che kejIvanA azudhdha rAgAdi pariNAmone sAcuM AsavapaNuM ghaTe che. temanuM nimitta pAmIne karmarUpa Ave che je pudgalanI vargaNAo te to azudhdhapariNAmanA sahArAnI che, tethI temanI zI vAta? pariNAmo zuddha thatAM te sahaja ja maTe che. vaLI kevuM che zuddhajJAna? "sarvamAnistAvana"(sarvamAvAna) jeTalI zeya vastu atIta-anAgata-vartamAnaparyAya sahita che temane (Hvayana) potAmAM pratibiMbita karatuM thayuM. konA vaDe? "svarasavisare." (svara) citUpa guNa, tenI (visare:) anaMta zakti, tenA vaDe. kevI che te? "IRaa :"( 2) anaMta zakti, tenAthI paNa (wAre:) anaMtAnaMtagaNI che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke dravyo anaMta che, temanAthI paryAyabheda anaMtagaNa che. te samasta yothI jJAnanI anaMtagaNI zakti che. evo dravyano svabhAva che. vaLI kevuM che zuddha jJAna? "lInovettAna vinam" sakaLa karmono kSaya thatAM jevuM nIpajyuM tevuM ja anaMta kALa paryaMta raheze, kayAreya anyathA thaze nahi. vaLI kevuM che zuddha jJAna? "tu" traNa lokamAM jenA sukharUpa pariNamananuM dRSTAMta nathI-Avo zuddha jJAnaprakAza pragaTa thayo. 12-124.

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122 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kaLaza naM.-124 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 122123 tA. 15-16/10/77 Agnava adhikArano chello kaLaza che. "tata jJAnama unmama jevo kahyo che tevo zuddha caitanya prakAza pragaTa thayo te jIva kevo che?"zuddha jJAna caitanya prakAza Asrava rahita thaIne pragaTa thayo che. ahIM caitanya prakAza pragaTa thayo te batAvavuM che. zubha-azubha e Asrava che - malina pariNati che. tenAthI rahita jyAM aMtara bhAna thayuM ane temAM lIna thatAM zudhdha jJAna prakAza pragaTa thayo. Asrava je pragaTa hato tenA sthAne zudhdha jJAna prakAza thayo, arthAt zuddha caiitanya svarUpa Asrava rahita thaIne potAnA paramAnaMda zuddha caitanya svarUpanA (lakSanI) dazA pragaTa thaI tenuM nAma Asrava rahita AtmadazA pragaTa thaI. jene jJAna pragaTa thayuM te jIva kevo che? jene aMtaramAM Atma svarUpa caitanyabiMba je anAdi anaMta, zAMta ne AnaMdarasathI bharyo che. evo AtmA kone pragaTa thayo? kevI rIte pragaTa thayo? te vAta kahe che. "mipi vastu antaH sampazyataH" nirvikalpa sattAmAtra koI vastu" (mi) eTale koI paNa. caitanya AnaMdakaMda nirvikalpa vastu.. e antaH sampayata: bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA anubhavamAM AvI. AhAhA! (sampazyataH) bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA pratyakSapaNe avalaMbe che. zuM kahe che? A thoDI sUkSma vAta che. jyAre dharmAjIva potAnA caitanya svarUpa zuddha AnaMdakaMda tenuM avalaMbana letAM, Amravano arthAt vikArano nAza thayo. (antaH sampayataH) antaH caitnaya svarUpane bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA pratyakSa dekhe che - AvI bhASA che. "mipi vastu antaH parantaH" nirvikalpa sattAmAtra koI vastu che. atIndriya AnaMda ne atIndriya jJAnamayI Atma vastu tene "mantaH sampayataH" aMtaramAM bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA (pratyakSapaNe avalaMbe che.) (kantaH) nI vyAkhyA bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA, (sapUrataH) no artha pratyakSapaNe avalaMbe che. aMtara nirmaLa bhAvazrutajJAna e dvArA aMtaramAM vastune avalaMbe che. AhAhA! puNya ne pApanA malina duHkharUpabhAvano abhAva karIne.... potAno caitanya svabhAvabhAva tene (kantaH sampazyata:) pratyakSapaNe dekhe che. AvI jhINI vAto bahu! dharma vastu sUkSma che. A Asrava adhikArano chello kaLaza che ne! AhAhA ! aMtaramAM bhagavAna AtmA! caitanya prakAzano sAgara bhagavAna AtmA che. puNya-pApanA AgnavabhAva malina ane duHkharUpa che. teno abhAva karIne....(antaH ) caitanya vastune aMtara bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA avalaMbe che ane pratyakSa dekhe che. "pratyakSa avalaMbe che" A bhASA che. potAnA aMtaramAM dharmanI dazA pragaTa thatAM. e bhAvakRta dvArA (pratyakSa dekhe che.) dravyazrutathI nahIM, vANIthI (AtmA) pragaTa thato nathI.

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kalaza-124 123 vANI sAMbhaLIne je vikalpa Ave che tenAthI paNa jANavAmAM Avato nathI. bahirmukhanuM lakSa choDIne. aMtarmukha bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA aMtaraMgamAM (patti ) pratyakSa avalaMbe che. samAjamAM AvyuM? mArga bahu sUkSma che. anaMtakALathI teNe A karyuM nathI. cAragatimAM rakhaDatAM.. rakhaDatAM zubhAzubhabhAva karyA ane e zubhabhAvathI manuSyapaNuM ke svargAdi maLyuM. temAM duHkha che. pA5 (bhAva) thI tiryacapaNuM ane narakAdi evI halakI ( gati maLI)- emAM duHkha thAya che. cAreya gati duHkharUpa che. puNyapApanA phaLarUpa cAragatinA bhAva duHkharUpa che. AsravanA pariNAmanuM lakSa choDIne.. trikALa AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna caitanya sattAsvarUpa tenuM bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA avalaMbana karyuM. tene AtmA pratyakSa anubhavamAM Avyo. AvI vAta che. Asrava adhikArano chello kaLaza che ne! bhAvArtha Ama che ke-"zuddha svarUpanA anubhavanA kALe jIva kASThanI mAphaka jaDa che ema paNa nathI." zuM kahe che? koI ema kahetA hoya che ne ke - aMdaramAM anubhava pachI koI cIja anubhavamAM nathI AvatI. arthAt te lAkaDAMnI jema nirvikalpa thaI jAya che... to ema nathI. dRSTimAM cIja AvI ja nathI. - ema nathI. jaDa jevo thayo nathI. "sAmAnyapaNe savikalpI jIvanI mAphaka vikalpI paNa nathI" zuM kahe che? bhagavAna AtmA aMtara AnaMdanuM dhAma prabhu ! svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma che. e (Atma) cIjane anubhavatAM... tyAM lAkaDAM samAna jaDa nathI thato, tema rAganA, puNya-pApanA vikalpa karanAranI peThe vikalpI paNa thato nathI. AvI vastu che. samajamAM AvyuM? zrotA:- lAkaDAMnI samAna jaDa nathI ane uttara lAkaDAMnI samAna jaDeya nathI ane vikalpI paNa nathI. pelA kahe che ne ! vikalpa choDI dho. vikalpa choDI dyo...! paNa... aMdara zuM cIja che eno to khyAla nathI. e... AnaMdamAM ane jJAnamAM khyAlamAM e cIja Ave che ke nahIM? e kahe - vikalpa choDI dyo! zuM vikalpa choDe!! ahIM kahyuMne aMtara caitanya svarUpanuM avalaMbana lIdhuM che. vikalpa choDIne tene lakSamAM - avalaMbanamAM koI cIja nathI - ema nathI, evI cIja nathI. alaukika vAta che. vItarAgamArga bahu sUkSma che. AhAhA ! duniyAmAM badhuM anaMtavAra karyuM. vepAra dhaMdhAno rAga karyo. paNa dhaMdho ke vepAra karI zakato nathI. teNe rAga karyA ane dveSa karyA. are..! dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjA (nA bhAva) paNa anaMtavAra karyA. paraMtu te to badhI rAganI kriyA che. e badhI AsavanI kriyA che. ahIMyA adhikAra AsravanA aMtano (nAzano) che. AhAhA ! aMtara svarUpa... AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpa prabhu! tenA avalaMbanathI vikalpano abhAva thAya che. to te jaDa jevo nathI thato ane vikalpI arthAt je rAgI che... vikalpo UThe che. evoya nathI. tyAM to caitanya zuddha AnaMdanuM avalaMbana che ane te bhAvazrutajJAnamAM

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124 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AtmAnA AnaMdane pratyakSa anubhave che. AvI cIja che. prazna:- bhamaraDA jevo sthira che? uttaraH- bhamaraDA jevI vAta ahIMyA nathI. ahIMyA to sthira thaI jAya che. bhamaraDo to phare che ane sthira dekhAya che, ahIM ema nathI. A chokarAo rame che ne! te bhamaraDAne zuM kahevAya? amAre (gujarAtImAM) gariyo kahe che. e pharato gariyo Ama sthira dekhAya... paNa tyAM te phare che. bahu phare che. tema ahIMyA ( anubhavamAM) sthira dekhAya che ane phare che - ema nathI. gariyo (tIvra) gatithI bhamato hoya tethI ajJAnIne sthira che tema lAge che. bAkI te bhame che. tema AtmA rAga rahita thayo to bhame che tema nathI. AtmA aMdaramAM AnaMdamAM, jJAnamAM sthira thAya che. prazna- jJAna cAlu rahe che? uttara- aMdaramAM jJAna.... sthira thaIne cAlu rahe che. e AtmAmAM rahe che. AhAhA! AvI vAtuM bApu! anaMtakALa thayA tene kadIya karyuM nathI. anaMtavAra manuSyapaNuM maLyuM, anaMtavAra abajopati thayo, anaMtavAra bhikhArI thayo A rIte manuSyapaNuM niSphaLa gayuM. AhAhA! A AtmA aMdara vastu che. zuddha caitanya paramAnaMdano piMDa che. tenA avalaMbanamAM koI jaDatA che ema nathI, ane (anubhavamAM) vikalpa che temeya nathI. AtmAnuM avalaMbana che, tenI dRSTimAM AnaMda kaMda paDayo che. tyAM AnaMdano anubhava che. tyAM (AtmAnI) asti che. tyAM jaDa jevo nathI. tyAM to rAga rahita zAMti zAMti che. ahIMyA to Asava rahita kahevo che ne! | vikalpa che te rAga che - duHkha che. e to kSaNika kRtrima dazA che. rAgathI rahita atIndriyajJAna... atIndriya AnaMdanuM vetana AvyuM. astipaNe vedana AvyuM.. kAMI zUnya che tema nathI zUnya evuM aMdara kAMIka che... paNa khabara paDatI nathI - evI cIja nathI. te aMtarlIna thayo to... AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che evo jJAna prakAza paryAyamAM Avyo. jJAna svarUpa je dhruva che tenuM jyAM avalaMbana thayuM to paryAyamAM jJAnaprakAza thayo. ema anaMtaguNano aMza pragaTa thayo...are.AvI vAto! loko to bahArathI dharma mAnIne besI gayA. vrata karyA, kaMIka bepAMca lAkhanuM dAna karyuM... tyAM mAnI tye ke - ame kaMIka dharma karyo. dhULamAMya dharma nathI. zrotA:- laukika dRSTie dharma kahevAya ne? uttara:- kahe dharma, tyAM jarIye dharma nathI. te to Asrava che - duHkha che. AhAhA ! ahIMyA to duHkhanA pariNAma je Asrava tene choDavAthI.. koI asti cIja dRSTimAM AvI ke zUnya che? puNya-pApanuM astitva hatuM tenuM lakSa chUTI gayuM to aMdara koI vastunuM ( avalaMbana) che ke - zUnya thaI gayo. koI cIjano anubhava rahyo ke nahIM? samajamAM AvyuM? kahe che ke - sAmAnyapaNe savikalpI jIvanA samAna te vikalpI paNa nathI. huM jJAna chuM, huM

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kalaza-124 125 AnaMda chuM evA je vikalpo te rAga che. te paNa (anubhavamAM) nathI, tema tyAM zUnya thaI jAya-tema nathI. AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmAnA astitvanA avalaMbanathI paryAyamAM AnaMda ne zAMti Ave che. dharma Avo che. are bhAI ! A to dhIrAnA kAma che bApu ! anaMtakALamAM eka samaya paNa caitanya dravyanuM avalaMbana karI lIdhuM nathI. paryAyanuM avalaMbana, puNya-pApanuM avalaMbana, nimittanA avalaMbanamAM anAdithI paDayo che. je saMto kahe che te ja paramAtmA kahe che. ahIMyA to paramAtmA Ama pharamAve che. A puNya-pApanA | vikalpa chUTI jAya che. eTale jANe te zUnya thaI gayo? ema che nahIM - ema kahe che. prazna- rAgathI zUnya thAya che! uttara- rAgathI zUnya thAya che paraMtu AnaMdanA astitvapaNe. tenAthI azUnyapaNe bhAse che. "bhAvazrutajJAna vaDe koI nirvikalpa vastumAtrane avalaMbe che" juo! koI astitva mahAprabhu aMdara che. tene avalaMbe che. vikalpa chUTI gayA mATe tene kaMI avalaMbana rahyuM nahIM - ema nathI. loko ema mAne ke - jo zubhabhAva choDazuM to ApaNe zUnya thaI jaze. zubhabhAva arthAt dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA je vikalpa che te choDa, te zUnyano artha: vikalpa chUTavAthI zUnya nathI thayo. vikalpa chUTavAthI atirUpa bhagavAnanuM avalaMbana thayuM. are! Avo mArga....! eNe zuM karavuM enI sUjha paDe nahIM. prazna- to zuM karavuM? uttara- aMdara aMdara javuM. jyAM cIja che-bhagavAna birAje che tyAM javuM. caitanya svarUpa, paramAtma svarUpa AtmA birAjamAna che. tyAM javuM... tyAM (tAruM ) astitva che. e astitvanA avalaMbane astitvanuM vetana Ave che. duHkhanuM je vedana che tenAthI jema zUnya thaI jAya che tema nathI. (anubhava) samaye kyAMya AnaMda che ja nahIM - ema nathI. zarIramAM nathI, AbarUmAM nathI, paisAmAM nathI, kIrtimAM nathI, puNya-pApanA vikalpa UThe che temAM nathI. AnaMda prabhu AtmA che. atIndriya sukhano sAgara prabhu che. tenA avalaMbanathIparyAyamAM AnaMdanA astitvanI mojUdagI anubhavamAM Ave che. Asravano abhAva thayo paraMtu svabhAvanI zAMtinI mojUdagIno anubhava che. dayA pALo, vrata karo, ema rADo pADe bicArA! jaina darzanamAM chApAmAM AvuM bahu Ave che - sonagaDhavALA vyavahArane uthApI nAkhe che. are... prabhu! sAMbhaLa to kharo bhAI ! zrotA- ekeya divasa ahIMyA AvIne sAMbhaLyuM nathI. uttaraH- sAMbhaLe? enA sAMbhaLavAnA bhAgya kyAM hoya ! AvI cIja sAMbhaLavAnA bhAgya joIe. AhAhA ! (alaukika) vastu bApu! A cIja kAMI (sAdhAraNa nathI) paM. dolatarAmajInI stutimAM Ave che - bhagavAnanI divya dhvani bhavyonA bhAgya joge nIkaLe che. "mavi mAna vagovAya, tuma ghani hai suni vizvana nazAya"

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126 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 ahIMyA to kahe che - prabhu tuM koNa cho ? zuM cho ? zuM tuM puNyapApanA AsavamAM cho ? tuM zarI2mAM cho ? eka samayanI dazAmAM tArI AkhI cIja che ? tArI AkhI cIja to aMdara paDI che ne ! atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa prabhu che, atIndriya jJAnano kaMda prabhu che. tenA avalaMbanathI, tenA AdhA2thI tane paryAyamAM zAMti ne AnaMdanI mojUdagI maLaze. AsravanA abhAvathI zUnya thaI jaIza... ema nathI. AhAhA ! Avo upadeza. ahIMyA kahe che - bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA pratyakSapaNe avalaMbe che. "avazya avalaMbe che." A.... hA... hA...! jarUra aMdara avalaMbe che. puNya-pApanI vRtti, vikalpa chUTI gayA to have koI avalaMbana rahyuM nahIM- (tema nathI ) (vikalpamAM to ) bAhyanuM avalaMbana hatuM. paraMtu cIja chUTI nathI mATe to bhagavAna AtmAnuM avalaMbana AvyuM. paryAya e bAju jhUkI to bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpanA bheTA thayA. AhA ! AvI vAta che. prazna:- avalaMbana lye che te nizcaya ke vyavahAra ? utta2:- paryAya avalaMbana lye che tevo bhedeya nathI tyAM A to samajAvavuM che. aMtarmukha dRSTi thaI to avalaMbana lIdhuM ema kahyuM. ke - Ama dRSTi che ane huM avalaMbana lauM chuM tevo vikalpa nathI tyAM. AhAhA ! tyAM avalaMbana koNa hai !! dravya vastu AkhI paDI che. e bAju paryAya jhUkI to avalaMbana lIdhuM ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI vAta che. kahevAmAM to ema ja Ave ne!! bhAva to ( aMdarano ) che. paryAya Azraya kare (che). Azraya koNa kare ? paryAya Azraya kare che... ke - A... A... A... (huM) ema to vikalpa UThe che. phakata cIja tenI sanmukha thaI to Azraya avalaMbana AvyuM ema kahevAmAM Ave che. Avo mArga che - "prabhuno mAraga che zUrAno." prazna:- sanmukha thavAnI zuM jarUra che? utta2:- jene AtmAnI jarUra hoya tene sanmukha thavuM. jeNe saMsAramAM 2khaDavuM hoya ene ( AtmAthI ) vimukha thavuM. sanmukha eTale san... san thavuM... enI sanmukha mukha karavuM. sat sAheba caitanyamUrti bhagavAna pUrNanI san... mukha arthAt e ta2pha mukha karavuM. paryAyanuM (dravya ) ta2pha jhUkavuM bhAI ! bahu jhINo mArga che. " arere ! e duHkhI... duHkhI prANI che... hoM ! e kaSAyanI agnimAM baLI rahyA che. rAjAne zeThIyA karoDopati dekhAya paNa e kaSAyanI agnithI jale che. cha DhALAmAM Ave che. "rAga Aga dahe sadA tAte samAmRta seIye" e badhA rAganI dAthI baLI rahyA che... bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. jema jIvatA uMda2ne agnimAM zeke ema rAgamAM caitanyanuM AkhuM jIvana zekAya che. bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. pachI te zubharAga ho ke azubharAga ho ! cha, sAta kalAka dhaMdhe bese, cha, sAta kalAka sUve... e badhA kaSAyanI agnithI baLI rahyA che. koI dharmanA nAme - dayA-dAna-vrata- bhakti-pUjAmAM ( racyA ) hoya e paNa rAganI agnithI baLI rahyA che. Avo mArga che bhAI !

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kalaza-124 127 koI nirvikalpa vastumAtrane" bhagavAna mahAprabhu caitanya ratnAkaranI asti, tene jarUra avalaMbe che. Asrava chUTe to (AtmAne ) jarUra avalaMbe che... avazya avalaMbe che. "para" AvA avalaMbanane vacanadvArathI kahevAne samarthapaNuM nathI," kahevA mATe zabda zuM kahe... ema kahe che. bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMda prabhu tenuM vartamAna paryAyamAM avalaMbana karavuM. kevI rIte kahevuM? bhASA to zuM kare? "para' vacana dvArA kahevAne samartha nathI, tene kahevuM zakya nathI. bhASA juo! A to zabdathI ema kahyuM bIjI jagyAe kaLazaTIkAmAM ema Ave che ke - vacanathI kahevAya nahIM. paNa jJAna che eTaluM kahIe chIe. jJAna eTale AtmA che. e rAganA vikalpathI rahita thatAM bhagavAna jJAna svarUpa dRSTimAM Ave che. eTaluM kahIe chIe. kevo che zuddha jJAna prakAza?" bhagavAna prabhu aMdara kevo che? AhAhA ! jene vartamAna bhAvazrutajJAna avalaMbe che, vartamAna nirmaLa paryAya jene avalaMbe che - e cIja aMdara kevI che? e bhagavAna AtmA che kevo? nityodyota" avinAzI che prakAza jeno." AhAhA ! dhruva. dhruva... dhruva. dhruva avinAzI caitanyano prakAza e cIja aMdara che. avinAzI dhruva nitya udyota prabhunityakAyama prakAzarUpa evI cIja aMdara che. kayA kAraNathI Avo avinAzI prakAza jeno che? pragaTa avalaMbana thayuM. zA kAraNathI?"rA'vInAM niti vinAta" rAga-dveSa mohanI jAtinA che jeTalA asaMkhyAta lokamAtra azudhdha pariNAma temano tatkALa vinAza thavAthI." ahIMyA zuM kahe che? vikalpamAtra chUTI jatAM avalaMbana thayuM. zuM tenAM avalaMbanathI thayuM? caitanya dhruva svabhAva teno anubhava thayo. zrutajJAne avalaMbana lIdhuM to thayuM zuM? "RITlInAM ti virAmArAga-dveSa mohanI jAtinA jeTalA asaMkhyAta lokamAtra azudhdha pariNAma." zubha pariNAma paNa asaMkhya prakAranA che ane azubhabhAva paNa asaMkhya prakAranA che. "jJAti va mAtatatkALa vinAza thavAthI. jyAM AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanuM avalaMbana lIdhuM tyAM Asrava tatkALa nAza thAya che - e samaye nAza thAya che. rAga utpanna thato nathI... eTale nAza thaI gayo ema. Avo jhINo mArga bahu! lokoe bahAramAM sthULa karI nAkhyo. AhAhA! arUpI prabhu! emAM enA pariNAma arthAt paryAya e to ghaNI sUkSma. huM dravya svarUpa chuM. e sUkSma che ane eka samayanI dazA e paNa sUkSma che. e paryAya... paryAyavAna tarapha jhUkI to kahe che ke - (virAma) tatkALa Agruvano nAza thAya che. ahIMyA (pariNAmamAM) AnaMda utpanna thayo, te samaye AsravanI utpatti na thaI tenuM nAma nAza thayo tema kahevAmAM Ave che. bhASA to bahu sAdI che bhAI !

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128 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 - "kevA che azudhdha pariNAma? "sarvataH pi maravAnAM sarvathA prakAre Asava evuM nAma - saMjJA che jemanI, evA che." e asaMkhya prakAranA zubha ane asaMkhya prakAranA azubha e Asrava saMjJA che. azudhdha pariNAma ja nahIM, zubhane paNa Asrava nAma saMjJA che. jenAM nimitte navA karma Ave che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - "jIvanA azudhdha rAgAdi pariNAmone sAcuM AsavapaNuM ghaTe che." dravyAsava (jaDa karma navA) Ave che temAM Asrava nimitta ho to te Ave che. kharekhara Asrava to puNya ne pApa, dayA ne dAna, vrata-bhaktinA bhAva, kAma-krodha e Asrava che - e malina pariNAma che. "jIvanA azudhdha rAgAdi pariNAmone sAcuM AsravapaNuM ghaTe che." Ama karma Ave che tene Asrava kahevAya che ne! paNa e to kahe che - ke ahIM Asravano sahAro che, bhAvano sahAro che nimittapaNe tyAre e (dravyAsava) Ave che. kharekhara (jaDakarma) e Asrava nathI. kharekhara Asrava to zubha ne azubha bhAva che. hiMsA-jUTha-corI-bhoga-vAsanA-kAma-krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha e pApAsava che. ane dayAdAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjA e puNyAsava te banne Asrava che. prazna:- sAcA..... teno artha zuM? uttara:- sAcA eTale zubha - azubha pariNAma che te sAcA Asrava ema ! karma Ave te sAcA Asrava nahIM, kemake te to (bhAva) AsavanA sahAre (nimitte) che. bannene Asrava kahevAya. (1) bhAva Asrava (2) dravyaAsrava. bhAva Asrava (jIvanA ) azudhdha pariNAma, dravyAstrava arthAt (karmarUpe) rajakaNa Ave te. (karmarUpe rajakaNa Ave che te sAco Asrava nahIM, sAco Asrava (bhAva Asava) te che. e kahyuM ne! sAco Asrava eka ja che. ema! azudhdha rAgAdi pariNAmane sAcuM AsravapaNuM ghaTe che. eTaluM che ke - tyAM "ja' nathI lagAvyo, kemake zubha - azubha bhAvanuM nimitta pAmIne ema ! "temanuM nimitta pAmIne karmarUpa ArAve che. je pugalanI vargaNAo te to azudhdha pariNAmanA sahArAnI che, tethI temanI zI vAta? azudhdha pariNAma hatA. tenuM nimitta pAmIne (navA) karma AvyA. kharekhara to azudhdha pariNAma e ja Asrava che. vahANamAM chidra paDyuM hoya ane pANI Ave che tema (bhAva) AsavanA (nimitte) sahAre karma rajakaNa Ave che. karma rajakaNa Ave che tenuM nimitta koNa? azudhdhabhAva. mATe azudhdhabhAva ja sAco Asrava che. pachI te dayA pALe, tapa kare, vrata kare, bhakti kare, dAna kare te badhA pariNAma Asava che. temAM kyAMya dharmano aMza nathI. zrotA- e para sanmukhano bhAva che.

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kalaza-124 129 uttara- aMdaramAM para sanmukhano bhAva e (Asrava che.) temAM svano to Azraya thayo nathI. lokone to haju puNyanA pariNAmamAM AvavAnA ThekANAM na maLe, Akho divasa pApa.. pApa ne pApa. A raLavuM, bhoga-viSaya, A chokarAva-bAyaDI (teno rAga) evA pApanA pariNAma te mukhya Asrava che. emAMthI chUTIne... kadAca dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-jAtrA karavI, zAstra zravaNa karavuM, zAstra vAMcana karyuM e badhuM puNyAsava che. samajamAM AvyuM? - Avo mArga che prabhuno ! bhagavAna AtmA Asrava rahita che. kahe che ke puNya ne pApa jIvanA bhAva che. atyAre to (A vAta) mAM takarAra che. vratane Asrava kahyuM? tattvArtha sUtramAM tene jIvanA pariNAma kahyAM che bhAI ! vrata pALo cho, dayA-dAna-upavAsa e badho Asrava che - ane A kharo Asrava che. rAgAdinA nimitte navA karma Ave che e to dravya karma che. e dravyakarmane sahAro A (rAgAdi) pariNAmano che. mATe kharekhara to azudhdha pariNAma e ja Asrava che. bhagavAna AtmA to e AsavathI rahita che. lokone bicArAne AkaruM lAge ! je pugalanI vargaNAo te to azudhdha pariNAmanA sahArAnI che, tethI temanI zI vAta?"karma je Ave che te puNya ne pApa evA azudhdha bhAvanA nimittathI Ave che. mATe kharI rIte to azudhdhabhAva e ja Asrava che. (navA) karma Ave che tenI to zI vAta karavI ! kemake te to jaDacIja che... tethI temanI zI vAta? pariNAmo zuddha thatAM te sahaja ja maTe che." zubha ke azubha pariNAmathI rahita bhagavAna caitanya zuddha pavitra prabhu teno Azraya lIdho to zuddha pariNAma pragaTa thayA. zudhdha pariNAma thayA to azudhdha pariNAma maTI jAya che. vrata-tapa-bhakti-upavAsa-jAtrAnA e pariNAma to azudhdha che - Asava che.. ane loko tene dharma mAne che! e azudhdha pariNAma.. zuddha pariNAma thatAM sahaja ja maTe che. zuM kahe che? zuddha caitanyanuM avalaMbana laIne zuddha pariNAma thayA to azudhdha pariNAma utpanna ja thatA nathI. te to sahaja ja maTI jAya che. "vaLI kevuM che zuddha jJAna?" puNya-pApanA AzrayathI rahita AtmA pragaTa thayo. aMtara bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA zuddha caitanyanuM avalaMbana lIdhuM. have kahe che ke - kevuM jJAna pragaTa thayuM? sarvamAvAna stavayana" jeTalI zeya vastu atIta-anAgata-vartamAna paryAya sahita che temane potAmAM pratibiMbita karatuM thayuM." jagatamAM jANavA lAyaka jeTalI cIja che - anaMtA dravyo, anaMtA guNo ane anaMtI paryAyo temane potAmAM pratibiMbita kare che. pratyeka padArtha arthAt AtmA, paramANuM, dharmAstikAya Adi chae dravyomAM dareka cIja potAnI paryAya sahita birAjamAna che. dareka padArtha potAnI paryAya sahita che tene (bIjA) koInI sAthe saMbaMdha che nahIM. AhAhA ! dareka padArtha paryAya sahita ja che. teno artha zuM? A AtmAne, bIjA AtmAo ane anaMta paramANuM (sAthe saMbaMdha nathI). dareka padArtha potAnI paryAya sahita che.

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13) kalazAmRta bhAga-4 e padArthanI paryAya koI bIjo padArtha kare ema che ja nahIM. juo! A zarIra che-paryAya che. to paramANuMo paryAya sahita ja che. AtmAe tenA halana-calananI paryAya banAvI tema nathI. AhAhA ! bhASA je nIkaLe che te paNa paryAya sahita paramANuM che. bhASAnA je paramANuM che e... paryAya sahita ja che. tenI paryAyane AtmA banAvI zake ? eTale dareka dravya dareka padArtha paryAya sahita ja che. bhagavAna (sarvajJa) paramezvare ema ja dekhyuM che. paryAya vinAnuM koI dravya hoya? paryAya eTale potAnuM kArya. kArya vinAnuM kAraNa hoya? dareka padArthanuM (svataMtra) kArya hoya che. dravyamAM paryAyanuM kArya svataMtrapaNe potAthI thAya che. jeTalI jANavA yogya vastu che... temAM atIta=bhUtakALa, anAgata-AgAmIkALa ane vartamAna, traNe kALamAM dareka dravya paryAya sahita che. anaMtakALa gayo temAM dareka padArtha potAnI paryAya - avasthA sahita che. vartamAnamAM je dravya che te potAnI paryAya sahita che. bhaviSyamAM je dravya raheze te potAnI paryAya sahita raheze. temane (Hvayana) potAmAM pratibiMbita karatuM thayuM"bhUta arthAt gayo kALa, vartamAna ane bhaviSya te badhAya anaMta dravyo ane dareka dravya tenI paryAya sahita che tene jJAna pratyakSa kare che - pratibiMbita kare che. je pratibiMbita thAya che tenuM jJAna ahIMyA thaI jAya che. bhaviSyanI anaMtI paryAya sahita je dravya che tenuM ahIMyA jJAna thaI jAya che. zrotA- paryAyano aMta to koI divasa Ave nahIM ! uttara:- paryAyano aMta nathI, to aMta nathI... ema jJAna dekhe che. ahIMyA to e siddha karavuM che ke - dravya je vastu che AtmA, paramANuM Adi cha dravya che. emAM paramANuM anaMta che, kAlANuM asaMkhya che, dharmAsti, adharmAsti, AkAza Adi eka che. dareka dravya dareka kALamAM potAnI paryAya sahita che. dareka dravya para dravya sahita che tevuM traNakALamAM che ja nahIM. ahIMyA potAno AtmA... potAnI paryAya sahita che, A zarIra potAnI paryAya sahita che. kArmANa zarIra che te potAnI paryAya sahita che. tejasa zarIra che te potAnI paryAya sahita tejasa zarIra che. te para paryAya sahita che tema nathI. dareka dravya potAnI paryAya sahita che. have A bAyaDI-chokarAMva lakSmI AtmAnA e kyAMthI AvI gayuM? AhA! bhUta kAMI vaLagyuM che ne! zrotA- tejasa zarIra potAnI paryAyamAM che, kArmANa zarIra potAnI paryAyamAM che. uttara:- e.. dareke dareka padArtha potAnI paryAya sahita che. enI paryAya bIjA padArthathI che - tema nathI. A cazmA che to te potAnI paryAya sahita che. evI evI paryAya eka pachI eka (thAya che). A zarIra... zarIranI paryAya sahita che mATe cazmAnI paryAya sahita che ema nathI.

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kalaza-124 131 paraMtu te te paramANu pratyeka kALe potAnI paryAya sahita che. AhAhA! tene jyAM AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM; pUrNa Asrava rahitanuM bhAna thayuM to Asrava rahita thaI gayo. temane potAmAM pratibiMbita karatuM thayuM" potAnA jJAna svabhAvamAM pratibiMbita karato thako. pratyeka cIja jyAM jevI che. evI ahIMyA jANavAmAM Ave che. jevuM biMba che evuM pratibiMbita thAya che. e prakAranI paryAya ahIMyA jJAnamAM AvI jAya che arthAt te prakAranuM jJAna AvI jAya che. te paryAya AvI jatI nathI. AvuM bahu jhINuM. - ahIMyA kahe che ke - zarIra je che te potAnI paryAya sahita che. potAnuM jJAna (zarIrane) para tarIke jANe che, ane potAne te potAnI paryAyathI sahita che tema jANe che. jyAM pUrNa jJAna che te traNe kALanA dravyone traNekALanI paryAya sahita che tema jANe che. bhaviSyanI paryAya haju thaI nathI. paraMtu e paryAya e dravyathI sahita thaze tema ahIMyA jANe che. AhAhA ! jJAnano svabhAva aciMtya che. parano sparza karyA vinA, paranuM lakSa ne avalaMbana karyA vinA je jJAna potAnA AzrayathI utpanna thayuM temAM traNa kALanI paryAyo sahitanuM dravya jJAnamAM jANavAmAM Ave che. arihaMta je thAya che tenI bhaviSyamAM kevaLajJAna thavAnI paryAya atyAre che. e kevaLajJAna paryAya (pragaTI) ane kSaya thaI gaI. anaMtA kevaLIo je che, siddho che te dareka potAnI paryAya sahita che. tene A kevaLajJAna che te dareka paryAyane jANe che. samajamAM AvyuM? are... AvuM yAda kyAre rAkhavuM? Akho di' bahAramAM paDyo hoya. A mArga ja judo che bhAI ! AhAhA ! tArI jJAnanI zakti eTalI che je paryAyamAM pragaTa thAya che. jyAre te Asrava rahita thAya che tyAre e paryAyamAM kevaLajJAna hoya che. dravyanA traNakALanA paryAyo sahita (dravya) jJAnamAM jANavAmAM Ave che. para jANavAmAM Ave che ema kahevuM te paNa vyavahAra che. potAnI paryAyanI tAkAtamAM traNakALanI paryAya sahitanuM dravya... paryAyanA sAmarthyamAM jANavAmAM AvI jAya che konA vaDe? svarasavisare citUpa guNa, tenI anaMta zakti, tenA vaDe." "saMdUka" zabda mUkyo che. saMskRtamAM "saMlau' eTale paTAro. saMdUka eTale peTI-bhagavAna jJAnanI peTI che. potAno jJAna paTAro evo che ke - anaMta... anaMta. anaMta badhuM jANe evI zakti aMdaramAM paDI che. temAM koInuM karavuM evuM che paNa nahIM. zeTha! sAIkala upara pharavuM, cAre bAju (grAhaka ) banAvavAM. te kriyA (ne AtmA) karI zakato nathI. ema kahe che. zrotA:- kAMIka to karavuM joIze ne! uttara- kare che ne rAga. zeTha! pahelAM gharAka banAvatA hatAM evuM sAMbhaLyuM che. ApaNe kyAM jovA gayA chIe. zeTha! cakkara mAravA jatA hatA paNa tyAM karatA hatA zuM? sAIkalanI kriyA to jaDanI che enA guNa-paryAya sahita dravya che. e paryAyane AtmA kare ema to che nahIM.

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132 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 tyAM vikalpa ne rAga karatA hatA. ahIM kahe che - "svarasaMvisara:" potAnA rAgathI godAma bharyuM paDayuM che. citUpa guNa che tenI anaMta zakti che. aMdara anaMtaguNanuM dhAma bhagavAna che. temAM anaMta zakti che. AhAhA! kevaLajJAnanI paryAya paNa anaMtaguNane ane anaMtadravyane jANe evo paTAro che. tenI eka paryAya jANe evo saMdUka-paTAro bharyo paDayo che. tenA svabhAvanI zuM vAta karavI? paryAya bhale eka samayanI ho ! paNa jeno svabhAva svataH svarUpe che. zakti svataH che ane paryAyamAM anaMtI zakti che. lokAloka jANavAnI anaMta zakti che. "kevI che te? "(r)IRAre " anaMta zakti tenAthI paNa anaMtAnaMtagaNI che." AhAhA ! eka eka paryAyamAM anaMta zakti che, evI evI anaMtAgaNI evA anaMtaguNaparyAyamAM jANavAmAM Ave che. evI anaMtI paryAyane paryAyamAM jANe che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - "dravyo anaMta che, temanAthI paryAyabheda anaMtagaNA che. te samasta zeyothI jJAnanI anaMtagaNI zakti che." AhAhA! kevaLajJAnanI eka samayanI paryAyamAM (anaMtane jANavAnI tAkAta che) sarva zeyonI jeTalI tAkAta che, tenAthI anaMtaguNI tAkAta che. enAthI paNa anaMtagaNuM hoya to paNa jJAnanI paryAya ( jANI lya.) jJAnanI paryAya AvaDo moTo paTAro che. dravyano paTAro eTalo moTo che; to dravyanA ane guNanA paTArAnI to zuM vAta karavI? "evo dravyano svabhAva che." AhAhA ! dravyano svabhAva che ane paryAyano svabhAva Avo che - ema kahe che. pravacana naM. 123 tA. 16/10/'77 kaLazaTIkA che. 124 kaLazanA bhAvArthanI chellI cAra-pAMca lITI bAkI che. zuM adhikAra che...AtmA je che te zuddha cidAnaMdanI mUrti prabhu che , mithyAzraddhA ane zubha-azubhabhAva tene Asrava kahe che. mithyAzraddhA arthAt paramAM sukha che, para padArthathI mane lAbha che, pApa pariNAmomAM mIThAza che, zubhabhAvamAM dharma che evI mAnyatA mithyAtva che. e mithyAtva mahApApa-mahAAsrava che. e mithyAtvanI sAthe zubha ke azubhabhAva thavA, te Asrava che. dayAdAna-vrata-bhakti Adi bhAva e puNya Asrava zubha Asrava che - malina pariNAma che. hiMsAjUTha-corI, viSaya-vAsanA, kAmadhaMdhAnA pariNAma e badhA pApa che. e pApanA bhAva, puNyanA bhAva ane mithyAtva bhAva e traNeya malina pariNAma che, ane te traNeya baMdhanuM kAraNa che. te traNeyane Asrava kahe che... tethI navA jaDa Asravane bAMdhe che. "evo dravyano svabhAva che."zuM kahe che? potAnA AnaMda svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM ke - A AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che... evA AnaMdanA vedanano anubhava thatAM, puNya-pApa ane mithyAtva Asrava rokAya jAya che. ane AtmAno dravya svabhAva pragaTa thAya che. AvI bhASA che. AvuM

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kalaza-124 133 che bhAI ! kevuM che zuddhajJAna? caitanya jJAnasUrya AtmA aMdara pragaTa thayo. AhAhA ! A sUrya to jaDa che ane teno prakAza paNa jaDa che teno prakAzaka cetana che... jenI sattAmAM e jANavAmAM Ave che. e caitanya sattA te AtmA che, e AtmAno aMtaramAM anubhava thaIne jJAnano svabhAva je svarUpe hato te (paryAyamAM) pragaTa thayo, A tenI vAta cAle che. kevuM che zuddhajJAna? kAnokAntata kAnama sakaLa karmono kSaya thatAM jevuM nIpajyuM tevuM ja anaMta kALa paryata raheze." chellI vAta che ne! caitanya sUrya.. potAnA svabhAvamAM anaMtajJAna - AnaMda paDayo che teno anubhava karIne. aMtarmukha thaIne.. sthiratA karatAM, je zaktimAM hatuM te anaMtajJAna, anaMta AnaMda (vyaktimAM) pragaTa thayuM, e jevuM (pragaTa) thayuM che tevuM ja raheze. zeTha! A ajANI cIja che. are! duniyAne AtmAnI zuM paDI che! mAruM zuM thaze? are.. huM kyAM jaIza ! deha ahIMyA paDayo raheze. deha to A hADakAM-cAmaDA-jaDa-mATI dhULa che. enI to rAkha thaI jaze rAkha. pachI AtmA kayAM jaze? AtmA vastu che e to anAdi anaMta nitya vastu che... to te kyAM raheze? bhaviSyamAM anaMtakALa rahevAno che. jeNe puSya ne pApa ne mithyAtvabhAvanuM sevana karyuM te tenA bhaviSyakALamAM anaMta saMsAramAM rakhaDavAno che. te to bhaviSyamAM kAgaDA, kUtarA, kIDI, Dukkara, pazu, narakamAM bhava karI karIne paribhramaNa karaze. ahIM kahe che ke - jene A paribhramaNano nAza thAya che. potAno AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna je caitanya puMja che. tenA Azraye je pUrNa nirmaLadazA pragaTa thaI te kAyama raheze. samAjamAM AvyuM? A to tattvanI sUkSma vAta che, A kAMI kathA-vArtA nathI. AkhI duniyA kriyAkAMDamAM... puNya ne pApanA zubhAzubha bhAva karIne coryAzInA avatAramAM paribhramaNa kare che... e badhA duHkhI che. A je paisAvALA kahevAya che ne.. karoDo abajopati te moTA bhikhArA duHkhI che. potAnI cIjamAM zuM paDyuM che tenI khabara nathI ane paracIja maLe temAM rAjI thAya che... te mAMgaNa che - bhikhArI che. ahIMyA kahe che - jeNe e mithyAzraddhAne, puNya-pApanA malina bhAvAgnavane AtmAnA anubhavathI rokI dIdhA che. AtmAmAM to jJAna ne AnaMda paDayA che. atIndriya AnaMda hoM ! ajJAnIne A indriyanA viSayamAM sukha che, strImAM sukha che, paisAmAM sukha che tema mUDha jIva mAne che. temAM sukha kevuM ! tyAM to duHkha che. jeNe AtmAno anubhava karIne anaMta saMsArano aMta lIdho che. 123 kaLazamAM AvyuM" tuM ne.... (RtimaH) AtmA pUrNa zuddha caitanya AnaMdaghana vastu che tenI jeNe pratIti karI e samyagdarzananuM kRti-kArya che. teNe bhavacakrano aMta lIdho ane

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134 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 potAnuM sukArya samyagdarzana-jJAna Adi kArya karyuM. A badhuM to ajANyuM che bhAI ! A vAta jagatathI judI che. AhAhA! jinendradeva vitarAga trilokInAtha paramAtmA paramezvara ema pharamAve che ke - (kRtima:) jeNe AnaMda svarUpa cidAnaMda AtmAno anubhava karIne pratIti - samyagdarzana karyuM. te teNe kArya karyuM. bAkI jagatanA kArya evA rAga ne dveSa kare che e mUDha cAragatimAM rakhaDe che - paribhramaNa karaze, bhava bhramaNamAM rakhaDaze. samajamAM AvyuM? (kRti:) tenA be artha karyA. potAno caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu tene potAnI paryAyamAM, potAnI vartamAna jJAna dazAmAM, te pUrNa cIjane zeya banAvIne jJAnabhAvamAM pratIta karI tene sarva kArya karyuM A kArya che. bIjA kArya to ajJAnI mUDha mAne che. haju to paryAya kone kahevAya tenI khabara na hoya! ame Ama karyuM ne... ame Ama karyuM ne pAMca-paccIsa lAkha mAMthI be-pAMca lAkhanuM dAna dIdhuM. e badhuM dhULamAMya (kArya) nathI sAMbhaLane! e badhI kriyA jaDanI che. ane temAM kadAcit rAga maMda ho ! to te puNyAstra che.. ane Asrava malinabhAva che, te bhavanA abhAvane kAMI kAraNa nathI. AhAhA! anaMta bhavano bhAra bojo mAthe are ! jene potAnA caitanya svarUpa AnaMdanuM bhAna nathI... ane puNya ne pApa ane tenA phaLamAM potApaNuM mAne che tenI sAthe anaMta bhavano bojo paDyo che. zuM kahyuM? jeNe potAnA zuddha caitanyaghana AnaMdakaMda prabhu AtmA che tenI aMtaramAM khabara nathI tenA jinendradeva sarvajJa paramezvare ( anaMtabhava joyA che ). kevaLajJAnamAM anaMta AtmA dekhAya che. A zarIra to mATIdhULa-jaDa che. A to jagatanI mATI-dhULa che. aMdara karma che te jaDa-dhULa che. aMdaramAM puNya ne pApanA-dayA-dAna-vrata, kAma-krodhanA bhAva thAya che te mArA che evI mAnyatAmAM, tene mAthe anaMtabhavano bojo paDyo che. are! ene potAnI dayA paNa nathI ho! huM ahIMthI kyAM jaIza? huM nitya AtmA chuM. anAdi anaMta avinAzI AtmA chuM. zarIranA nAze kAMI AtmAno nAza nahIM thAya. kyAMka jaze ne! e kyAM jaze? AhAhA ! jeNe e puNya ne pApanA bhAva ane tenA phaLa A paisA dhULa Adi... strI kuTuMba cIja Adi te mArI cIja che tevI bhramaNA che te mithyASTinA mithyAtvamAM anaMtA bhava mAthe che. tenA mAthe kIDA, kAgaDA, kUtarAnA anaMtA bhavano bojo paDyo che. AkhA jagatathI UMdhI vAta che bhAI ! ahIM to jinendradeva-tIrthaMkaradeva kevaLI paramAtmA ema pharamAve che ke - (Rtima:) anaMta bhavano bojo mAthe hato. te mithyAtva hatuM tene AtmAnI dRSTi karIne bojo UThAvI lIdho - e bojAno nAza karI dIdho. alaukika vAtuM che.

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kalaza-124 135 jeNe AnaMda svarUpa prabhu, anaMta jJAna (svarUpa), maryAdA rahita jeno aMtara svabhAva che... evA AtmAnI jeNe prApti karI, samyagdarzanamAM teNe e kArya karyuM che. bahAramAM A badhA kAryanI gaNatarI kare che ke nahIM? A karyuM ne.. Ama karyuM. AmAM ATalI lAdI rAkhIne ATalA pedA karyA. muMbaImAM ATalA pedA thayA. e badhA kAryanI gaNatarI e pApanuM svarUpa che. ema kahe che. ahIM to kahe che - (samyagdarzana) e kArya che. je anaMtakALamAM eka sekanDa paNa karyuM nathI. prabhu A to jinendradeva paramAtmAno pokAra che. AhAhAjeNe AtmAne dehathI nirALo, rAgathI arthAt puNya-pApanA bhAvathI nirALo ane potAnI zaktithI pUrNa svabhAvathI bharyo paDyo che, tenI pratIta-samyagdarzana e teNe kArya karyuM. AvuM kArya karyuM tene saMsArano aMta Avyo. A tamArA bhAI.... moTI moTI kaMpanInA moTA moTA kAma kare che ne ! te kaMpanInA moTA mANasa che. AvuM che bhagavAna! ahIMyA kahe che ke - jeNe AvuM kAma karyuM tene anaMtajJAna pragaTa thayuM. bhale samyagdarzana hoya to paNa samyajJAna anaMta thayuM. anubhava karatAM karatAM karatAM kevaLajJAna thaI jaze. ane te anaMtakALa paryata raheze. juo! jyAM AtmA che tyAM AtmAnI pragaTa dazA je kevaLajJAna Adi thaI te anaMtakALa raheze. "kyAreya anyathA thaze nahIM." (bhaviSyamAM) have temAM pheraphAra nahIM thAya. AhAhA! "samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrANi mokSamArgaH" thayA pachIthI je kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM temAM have koI ja pheraphAra nahIM thAya. duniyAmAM to Aja karoDapati dekhAya ane kAla te bhikhArInA vezamAM hoya. e to bahAranI cIjo che bhAI ! kahevata che ne... "caDatI paDatI.. chAyA." chAyA Ave che ne jAya che. kAlano bAdazAha hoya ane Ajano bhikhArI thaI jAya. ghaDIkamAM AvuM banI jAya. jyAre bihAramAM dharatIkaMpa thayo hato tyAre koI karoDapati ghoDAgADI laIne bahAra pharavA gayo. tenI pAse ATheka hajAra rUpiyAnuM jhaverAta hatuM. bahAragAmathI pharIne Ave to dharatIkaMpamAM Akhu kuTuMba, makAna kAMI na maLe. Akhu zahera khalAsa thaI gayeluM. bApu! e nAzavAnamAM zuM hoya !! e karoDapati mANasa pachI jAmanagara Avyo hato. tenA karoDo rUpiyA, moTA makAna, bAyaDIchokarAMva badhuM nAza thaI gayuM. jAmanagaramAM eka maMdira che. tyAM lokoe Azaro. paisA ApyA. tyAM lokoe teno Adara karyo, pachI te bhASaNa karato hato ane bolatAM bolatAM hArTapheIla thaI gayuM. AvI dehanI sthiti che. A zarIra to mATI-dhULa che. je samaye deha chUTavAno te samaya nizcita che. bhagavAnanA jJAnamAM je samaye deha chUTavAno nirNaya (nizcita) hoya te samaye chUTaze ja. pachI lAkha upAya kare, indrone utAre ke DokaTarane utAre. koI pheraphAra na karI zake. ahIMyA kahe che ke - jeNe AtmAnuM bhAna karyuM tene anaMtajJAna utpanna thayuM. te have

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136 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 anaMtakALa raheze. vaLI kevuM che zuddhajJAna? "tuM" traNa lokamAM jene sukharUpa pariNamananuM deSTAMta nathI. Avo zuddha jJAnaprakAza pragaTa thayo. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA... potAnA svarUpano anubhava samyagdarzana karIne pachI jyAM kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM to temAM anaMta AnaMda Avyo. e anaMta AnaMdanI jagatamAM koI upamA nathI. badhA abajopati che te dhULapati che. pelo IrAka deza che te nAno che paNa tyAM peTrola bahu nIkaLe che. tyAMnA rAjAne eka kalAkamAM doDha karoDanI upaja che. tyAMno mukhya rAjA hato tene hamaNAM koIe mArI nAkhyo.. ane teno bhAI gAdIe beTho. ATalI badhI pedAza, ATalI badhI moja-majA bhAI sahana karI zakyo nahIM. tene bhAIne mArIne pote gAdIe beTho. e paNa marIne narake javAno che. eka kalAkanI doDha karoDanI pedAza to covIsa kalAkanI keTalI thaI! marIne badhA heThe - narake javAnA che. A AtmajJAnI che te be cAra bhavamAM kevaLajJAna pAmIne mokSe javAnA. AhAhA ! AvI vAto che. AhA! jenA sukhanA pariNAmanuM dRSTAMta nathI. bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa... tenA (la) je samyagdarzana thayuM. temAM je AnaMdano svAda Avyo tenI upamA nathI.- ene vedanAra jANe. kevaLajJAna utpanna thayuM temAM anaMta. anaMta atIndriya AnaMda che. e AnaMdanuM koI daSTAMta jagatamAM nathI. Indriya sukhathI vadhAre anaMtagaNuM evuM paNa jemAM nathI. kemake indriya sukha to jhera che. indrone-devonA sukhanI kalpanA to jheranI che. ahIM to atIndriya AnaMdanuM sukha. bhagavAna AtmAnA sukhane (sarakhAvavA) koI daSTAMta che nahIM. "Avo zuddha jJAna prakAza pragaTa thayo." A adhikAra pUro thayo. chaThThI gAthAmAM AcAryadeve kahyuM ke jJAyaka AtmA zuddha che. paNa kayAre? ke jyAre samasta anya dravyanA bhAvothI bhinnapaNe upAsavAmAM Ave tyAre tene "zuddha' kahevAya che. dhruva svabhAva sanmukha paryAya thaI tyAre nirvikalpa thaI, eTale 'pramatta chuM ke apramata chuM' evA koI bhedanuM lakSa tene na rahyuM; A rIte paryAya potAnA akhaMDa svabhAva sanmukha lIna thaI tyAre te AtmAne zuddha kahyo; teNe jJAyaka svabhAvanI upAsanA karI, teNe zuddha AtmAne upAdeya karyo. A rIte "paryAya dravyamAM ghUsI gaI' eTale ke abheda thaI tyAre temAM dravya upAdeya thayuM. jene AvI paryAya thaI tene ja dravyane zuddha-akriya kahevAno hakka che. paryAyane AtmAmAM ekAgra karyA vagara ekaluM zuddha zuddha karyuM te to vikalpavALuM jJAna che, te to zAstranA zabdonI mAtra dhAraNA che. (Atmadharma aMka naM-324, peIja naM-28)

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kalaza-125 137 saMvara adhikAra (zArdUlavikrIDita) AsaMsAravirodhisaMvarajayakAntAvaliptAsavanyakkArAtpratilabdhanityavijayaM smpaadytsNvrm| vyAvRttaM pararUpato niyamitaM samyakasvarUpe sphura jjyotizcinmayamujjvalaM nijrspraagbhaarmujjRmbhte||1-125|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha- "cinmayana jyotiH 3jIsmate" (vit ) cetanA, te ja che(mayama) svarUpa jenuM evI (jyotiH) jyoti arthAt prakAzasvarUpa vastu (3pmte) pragaTa thAya che. kevI che jyoti?"rata" sarva kALe pragaTa che. vaLI kevI che? "3q" karmakalaMkathI rahita che. vaLI kevI che? "nirasapramAna" (nijhara) cetanaguNano (pramar26) samUhe che. vaLI kevI che? "pUrapata: vyAvRtta" (purAta:) zeyAkArapariNamanathI (vyAvRtta) parAbhukha che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-sakaLa zeyavastune jANe che, tadrupa thatI nathI, potAnA svarUpe rahe che. vaLI kevI che? "svarUpe sabhya niyamita"(svarUpe) jIvanA zuddhasvarUpamAM (sabhya) jevI che tevI (niyamita) gADhapaNe sthApita che. vaLI kevI che?"saMvarasampAyata"(saMvarama) saMvara arthAt dhArApravAharUpa Ave che jJAnAvaraNAdi karma teno nirodha (sampAyata) tenI karaNazIla che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke ahIMthI mAMDIne saMvaranuM svarUpa kahe che. kevo che saMvara?"pratinityavina" (pratinidhi) prApta karI che(nitya) zAzvata (vinaya) jIta jeNe, evo che. zA kAraNathI evo che? "vAsaMsAravirodhisaMvara-navaijJAniHINavanyalRI"(mAsaMsAra) anaMta kALathI mAMDIne (virof) verI che evo je (saMvara) badhyamAna karmano virodha, tenA uparanI (na) jItane lIdhe (AntAvanika) "mArAthI moTo traNa lokamAM koI nathI" evo thayo che garva jene evuM(mArsava) dhArApravAharUpa karmanuM Agamana, tene (NRI) dUra karavArUpa mAnabhaMganA kAraNathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-Asava tathA saMvara paraspara ghaNA ja verI che, tethI anaMta kALathI sarva jIvarAzi vibhAvamithyAtvapariNatirUpa pariName che, tethI zuddha jJAnano prakAza nathI; tethI AsavanA sahAre sarva jIva che. kALalabdhi pAmIne koI Asanabhavya jIva samyakatvarUpa svabhAvapariNatie pariName che, tethI zuddha prakAza pragaTa thAya che, tethI karmano Asava maTe che; tethI zuddha jJAnanI jIta ghaTe che. 1-125.

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138 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 saMvara adhikAra saMvara adhikA2 eTale dharmanI zarUAta kema thAya ? saMvara kema thAya ? kahe che - samyagdarzana jJAna zAMti utpanna thAya te saMvara che, sAthe mithyAzraddhA ane rAga-dveSano nAza thAya te Asrava. e AsavanuM rokAvuM ane potAnA zuddhabhAvanuM pragaTa thavuM. puNya-pApa ne mithyAtvanA azudhdhabhAvano nAza thavo ane potAno zuddha svarUpa je AtmA tenI paryAyamAM zuddhapaNuM thavuM... tenuM nAma saMvara che. puNya-pApanA bhAvathI rahita, zuddhabhAvanuM utpanna thavuM tenuM nAma saMva2 che. tene dharmanI pahelI sIDhI kahe che. A adhikAra bahu sa2sa che. prazna:- Asrava bhAvathI rahita te saMvara che ? - utta2:- hA, e puNya-pApane mithyAtvathI rahita che. potAnuM samyagdarzana jJAna ne zAMtinA pariNAma te saMvara che. atIndriya svAda Avavo, ugra svAda Avavo tenuM nAma saMva2. AhAhA ! A je rAga-dveSanA svAda che te duHkha che. bhagavAnano svAda Ave che te sukha che. bhagavAna eTale AtmA hoM ! samajamAM AvyuM ? kaLaza naM.-125 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 123-124-125 tA. 16-17-18/10/'77 "cinmayam jyoti: iTTammate" cetanA, te ja che svarUpa jenuM evI jyoti," cetanA svarUpa che jenuM, bhagavAna AtmA to cetanA svarUpa che. jANavuM dekhavuM jenuM svarUpa che. cetana AtmA teno cetanA svabhAva che. jANavuM-dekhavuM te teno svabhAva che... temAM puNya pApanA, rAga-dveSanA bhAva nathI. e bhAva to vikAra ne adharma che. ne zuM kahyuM ? "cetanA te ja che. (mayam) svarUpa jenuM" agninuM uSNa svarUpa, sAkaranuM mIThAza svarUpa, lavaNanuM khAruM svarUpa... ema bhagavAna AtmAnuM cetanA svarUpa che. jANavuMdekhavuM tenuM trikALI svarUpa che. "vindrayam" mayapno artha svarUpa karyo. ( jyoti ) jyoti arthAt prakAza svarUpa vastu pragaTa thAya che. jema caMdramAM bIja Uge che e caMdramAmAM pUnama thAya che. jene pUrNimA kahe che. zAstra hisAbe to pUrNimAe pUrNamAsa thAya che. amAsa thAya tyAre ardhamAsa thAya che. ApaNe amAsane pUrNamAsa kahIe chIe te siddhAMta viruddha che. tAtvika hisAbe amAvAsa eTale ama=ardha, vAsa eTale mAsa. paMdara divase ardhamAsa thAya ane pUrNimAe pUrNamAsa thAya che. tamArI hindImAM AvI rIte che. e rIte AtmAmAM prathama samyagdarzana bIja Uge che. samajamAM AvyuM? e cinmaya jyoti-jJAnamaya jyoti prabhu AtmAnI sanmukha thaIne pratItipUrvaka jJAnamAM AnaMdanA svAda sahitanI pratIti AvavI tenuM nAma bIja kahe che. tenuM nAma samyagdarzanarUpI bIja che. jema caMdramAmAM bIja Uge che tema A bIja che. bIja UgI to tera divase pUnama thaze, thaze ne thaze.

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kalaza-125 139 tema samyagdarzanarUpI bIja jene pragaTa thaI tene thoDA ja kALamAM kevaLajJAnarUpI pUrNimA pragaTa thaze. jagatathI judI jAta bahu bApu! atyAre to saMpradAyamAM badhe bahu garabaDa cAle che. vrata karo ne tapa karo ne bhakti karo ne pUjA karo e dharma che. ema mAne che, e to badho Asrava - rAga che. bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. AvI rAganI kriyA to anaMtavAra te karI che, e koI navIna cIja nathI. bhagavAna AtmA, caitanya caMdra-jinacaMdra jinasvarUpI vItarAga svarUpI prabhu AtmA che. e vItarAga jinacaMdra zItaLatAno piMDa che. AvI cinmaya jyoti anubhava karatAM karatAM prakAzamAna thayo che. prakAzarUpa vastu pragaTa thAya che. bhAI ! A to adhyAtmanI jhINI vAta che. atyAre to e sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. Akho divasa jagatanA pApa-dhaMdhA, bAyaDI, chokarAM, kuTuMbamAM racyopacyo rahe vIsathI bAvIsa kalAka, temAM eka-be kalAka sAMbhaLavA jAya to temAMya vaLI pAchuM sAMbhaLavA maLe ke vrata karo ne apavAsa karo, dAna karo to tamane dharma thaze. mArI nAkhyA eNe; lUMTI nAkhyA ene. ahIMyA to jinendradeva paramAtmA ema kahe che ke - puNya-pApanA pariNAma Asrava che, malina pariNAma che, duHkhadAyaka che, jenuM phaLa saMsAra che. tenAthI rahita cinmaya jyoti prabhu aMdara che. AvI vAto have! Avo te upadeza kevo? kAMI sUjha paDe nahIM... (amAre) zuM karavuM? bhagavAna zuM kahIe! paramAtmA pokAra kare che. bhAI! tArI caitanya jyoti vastu aMdara paDI che ne! pUrNaAnaMda ne pUrNajJAnathI caitanyavastu aMdara paDI che. prabhu tArI najaruM tyAM nathI. jyAM tArI najara che tyAM to alpajJatA ane puNya-pApanA bhAva che. anAdithI tArI najara tyAM che. tArI najaramAM alpajJapaNuM ane puNya-pApanA phaLa Ave che, e tArI cIja nathI. tArI cIja aMdaramAM che tyAM vartamAna dazAmAM cinmaya jyoti prakAzamAna thAya che ema kahe che. jJAtA-deSTA evI dazA paryAyamAM pragaTa thAya che ema kahe che. kevI che jyoti? (ra) sarva kALe pragaTa che." vastu to AtmA sarva kALe pragaTa ja che. paraMtu anubhava thatAM je pragaTa thayuM te paNa sarvakALa raheze... evI ne evI (dazA raheze). ahIMyA to ghaNuM kahe che. "nija' zabda ahIMyA kyAMka Avaze. (nitya) zAzvata (vinaya) jIta. TIkAmAM nIce che. (zlokamAM) bIjA padamAM che. (nitya vinaya) emAM evuM kahevuM che. AcAryo; saMto; digambara munionI gajabavAta che. sarvaze kahelI kathanI che. evo zAzvata nitya che aMdara paraMtu ahIM bIjuM kahevuM che. ahIMyA AtmA caitanya jyoti... caitanya camatkAra prabhu aMdara paDayo che. teno jene anubhava- samyagdarzana thayuM to tene kevaLajJAna AdinI dazA thAya che. are ! je samyagdarzana thayuM te have nitya kAyama raheze. ema kahe che. (nitya vinayaM) puNya pApanA bhAva upara nitya vijaya jeNe lIdho che. ane AtmAnuM saMvara arthAt samyagdarzana jJAna pragaTa karyuM teNe nitya

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14) kalAmRta bhAga-4 vijaya prApta karyo che. teNe vijayanA DaMkA mAryA che. mAro vijaya che ane tAro parAjaya che. puNya-pApanA Asavano parAjaya che ane zuddha paryAyano jaya-vijaya nitya raheze. are, AvI vAto! AmAM samajavuM zuM? pelA kahe che ke - rAtre covIAra karavo, AhAra-pANI na levA. cha parabI khAvuM, kaMdamULa na khAvuM, parathI brahmacarya pALavuM evuM samajAve paraMtu emAM zuM samajavuM hatuM? dhULa? e badhI to rAganI kriyAnI vAto che. ahIMyA to bhagavAna cinmaya jyoti pragaTI ema AvyuM ne! vastu sarvakALe pragaTa che... ane je (nirmaLa) paryAya pragaTI te nitya- kAyama raheze. AhAhA ! jeNe trilokanAtha AtmAno Azraya lIdho to je samyagdarzana jJAnanI kriyA thaI tevI anaMta kALamAM kadIye karI na hatI. sAdhu paNa anaMtavAra thayo, paMca mahAvrata pALyA paNa teNe kadI samyagdarzana karyuM nahIM. e samyagdarzane nitya vijaya meLavyo che. vaLI kevI che?agvanaM karmakalaMkathI rahita che." bhagavAna zuddha cidAnaMda prabhu trikALI dravya, karmakalaMkathI rahita che ane samyagdarzana thayuM te paNa karmakalaMkathI rahita che. are ! Avo upadeza A te zuM! Akho divasa bicArA dhaMdhAmAM racyA-pacyA hoya emAM AvI bhASA ane AvuM (tattva )!! are. re! saMsArI duHkhI prANI cAragatimAM rakhaDatA-rajhaLatA duHkhI - herAna che. ahIMyA prabhu kahe che - jeNe cinmaya jyoti dravya svabhAvanA Azraye jeNe samyagdarzana prApta karyuM teNe nitya vijaya meLavyo - puNya-pApa upara vijaya meLavyo. puNya-pApa te huM nahIM, A puNya-pApanA phaLamAM dhULa-paisA be-pAMca karoDa maLe e to dhULa-mATI che... e kyAM tArA che! e to jaDa-mATI-dhULa che. ahIMyA samyagdarzana thayuM to teNe puNya-pApa upara jaya meLavyo che ane Asavano parAjaya karI dIdho che. AhAhA! huM agresara chuM. arthAt zuddha cidAnaMda svarUpano anubhava dRSTi e agresara che. bApu! sAdhupaNuM e to kaMI judI ja cIja che. e to atyAre lokone najare paDe evI vAta nathI. ahIMyA to samyagdarzana arthAt saMvara pragaTa thayo e. "sarvakALa pragaTa ane karmakalaMkathI rahita che. vaLI kevI che? "nirasaprAmArama" cetanaguNano samUha che." nijarasa eTale caitanyarasa-jJAna AnaMda rasa teno samUha che. Atmaprabhu to caitanya rasano samUha che, temAM zarIra, mana, vANI nathI. A zarIra to dhULa che mATI. lokamAM paNa kahe che ne - khIlI vAgI hoya to kahe ke - mArI mATI pAkaNI che, tene pANI na aDADe. eka bAju kahe mATI ane bIjI bAju kahe mArI ! pAgala che kAMI ! A mATI to dhULa masANanI rAkha thaze. zarIranA rajakaNadhULa masANanI rAkha thaze. bhagavAna AtmA zarIrathI bhinna ane puNya-pApanA, dayA-dAna-vratanA pariNAmathI

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141 kalaza-125 aMdara bhinna che... tenuM jyAM bhAna thayuM to cIja AvI che ke caitanya guNanA 2sathI bharelI che. AtmA caitanyanuM daLa che, atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa che. ene AvuM kyAM bese ? eNe kyAM koI divasa sAMbhaLyuM che! AtmA kone kahevo ? A je cetana... cetana... cetanA... cetanA e cetanAnuM AkhuM daLa che. te eka samaya pUratI paryAya paNa nathI. AhAhA ! AmAM navarAza kyAM ? phurasada na maLe... tene saMsA2nA pApa ADe. sIttera varSa thayA to paNa navarA thavAtuM nathI. nokarImAM to paMcAvana varSe navarA thaI jAya che. vIsa varSathI nokarI zarU kare bIjA pAMtrIsa varSa nokarI karI paMcAvana varSe rITAyarDa thaI jAya. vANIyA to paMcAvana zuM sIttera varSa thAya to paNa majUranI jema joDAyA ja kare. zrotAH- navarA besIne zuM karavuM ? utta2:- aMda2mAM AtmA che (tenA Azraye ) ka2vAnuM che te to karato nathI. ahIMyA to keTaluM 2hevAnuM che... 25, 50, 60, 70 varSa pachI AtmA to nitya che, anAdi anaMta te kyAM 2heze ? A mArA... mArA... mArA... evI mamatA karIne mithyAtvamAM raheze. te bhaviSyakALanA cAragatinA paribhramaNamAM 2heze. AvI vAta che bApu ! ahIMyA kAMI paisAnI kiMmata nathI. gaIkAle badhA moTA... moTA... AvyA hatA. be-cAra moTAne oLakhAvyA, A Avo che ane A Avo che. ame kahyuM - ahIMyA amAre e ( padavInI ) kAMI kiMmata nathI. pachI kahyuM - AtmAnuM jJAna - oLakhANa karyA vinAnA badhA bhikhArI che. dazahajA2no mahine pagA2 che. tenI AtmAnA anubhava pAse koI ja kiMmata nathI. e badhA bhikhArA che. aMdara AtmAmAM anaMta lakSmI paDI che. atIndriya AnaMda ane sukhano sAgara aMdara Dole che. bhagavAna! tenI to khabara na maLe ane A bahAramAM jhUkAva karIne DAhyA thaI gayA. bhagavAna ! vAta to evI che! prabhu ! tArI cIja aMdara evI che. e cIja ci... 2sa... thI bharelI che ema kahe che. jema rasagullA hoya che ne rasagullA... dUdhanA bane te, tema aMdara AtmAmAM caitanya rasagullA che. juo ! pAThamAM che - "cit nijarasa " caitanyanA rasagullA che. nijaguNa, zakti, nija svabhAvano samUha che. AhAhA! are! AvI vAto sAMbhaLI paNa na hoya. veThuM karIne marIne cAlyA javAnA. pAgala mANaso vakhANa kare. A uMmare tame bahu pedAza karI... tamArA bApA pAse ATalI mUDI na hatI. tame daza karoDa rUpiyA bhegA karyA. e badhA bhikhArI rAMkA che. jene aMda2nI caitanya lakSmInI kiMmata nathI te bahAranI kiMmata TAMke! khabara che badhI ! badhA ja svArthanA pUtaLA che. sarvajJa bhagavAna to ema kahe che ke - bAyaDI, chokarA, paisA e badhA dhUtArAnI ToLI che. e dhUtArA AjIvikA laIne tane lUMTI leze. tuM marIne kyAM jaIza tenI kyAM paDI che ? marI jAya tyAre rove che... eTalA mATe ke - e marIne kyAM gayo ? enA mATe nathI rotA e na2ke gayo hoya to amAre zuM che paNa enI sagavaDatA gaI eTalA mATe

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142 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 rove che. e marIne kyAM gayo enI kyAM paDI che ene !! Dhora (tiryaMca) mAM gayo hoya to e jANe amAre zuM che! AhA! gajaba che ne! amArA bApA dukAna calAvatA, dukAnamAM majUranI peThe kAma karatA. enA mATe rove che. lyo, amArA zeTha kahe che - sAcI vAta che. zrotA:- anubhava siddha che. uttara- badhuM anubhava siddha ja che. amane to ahIMyA 88 varSa thayA. ahIMyA to pahelethI nivRtti che. 64 varSa to dIkSAne thayA. pitAjInI dukAna hatI pAlejamAM, gharanI dukAna tethI nivRtti hatI. koI di' nokarI karI nathI, koI dhaMdho karyo nathI, tyAM dukAna para huM to zAstra vAMcato, 17 varSanI uMmarathI vAMcato te atyAre zarIrane 88 thayA. bahArathI zarIra komaLa lAge paNa 90 mAM be ochA che. badhuM ghaNuM joyuM che ane ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM che bApA! moTA moTA zahera paNa joyA muMbaI Adi. ahIMyA zuM AvyuM? ahIMyA prabhu kahe che - A AtmAmAM nijarasa che. "nijarasa' zabda Avyo che ne! AnaMda, jJAna, zAMti evo nijaguNa rasa paDyo che. rasano artha guNa karyo. nija cetanaguNa eTale cetanarasa. teno samUha AtmA che. jema sAkara gaLapaNano piMDa che, lavaNa nAma mIThuM khArapano piMDa che tema bhagavAna caitanya rasano piMDa che. A to saMvara adhikAranI zarUAta che. AvA cetanane jeNe anubhavyo. ema kahe che. vaLI kevI che?"pUrajIpata: vyAvRta" zeyAkAra pariNamanathI parADamukha che."zuM kahe che? potAnA nijarasa jJAnaguNathI paripUrNa che. potAnA jJAnamAM je paravastu jANavAmAM Ave che. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA vikalpa, zarIra-vANI-mana-AhAra e yAkAra ane ahIMyA je jJAna thAya che te paranA kAraNe thatuM nathI. ahIMyA svanA jANavApaNe ane paranA jANavApaNe... potAnI jJAna pariNati AvI pragaTa thAya che. samajamAM AvyuM? bhAvArtha Ama che ke - sakaLa zeya vastune jANe che, tadrupa thatI nathI, potAnA svarUpe rahe che."zuM kahe che? jJAna svarUpI bhagavAna, A jaDa zarIrane jANe ke - A zarIra jaDa che. aMdara dayA-dAna-vratano rAga Ave che tene jJAnarasa jANe ke - A rAga che. to paNa cIja rAgarUpe thatI nathI. samajamAM AvyuM? A zarIra to mATI-dhULa-jaDa che tene khabara nathI ke (zarIranI) masANamAM rAkha thaze. rAkha ATalI (vadhAre) nahIM thAya, ATalI (thoDI) thaze... ane pavana Avaze to te rajakaNo UDIne cAlyA jaze. e kyAM tArI cIja che, tArAmAM che! ahIMyA kahe che - puNya ne pApanA bhAvane jJAna jANe che. ema kahevuM te vyavahAra che. ene jJAnanuM jJAna thAya che. e jJAna rAgane laIne thayuM nathI, e to potAnA jJAna svabhAvane kAraNe caitanya rasane kAraNe jJAnanuM jJAna tathA rAganuM jJAna potAne potAnAthI thAya che. AvI vAto! muMbaI mohanagarI che. zrImadjIe tene mohanagarI kahI. vaLI koI tene ajaMpAnagarI

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kalaza-125 143 kahe che - jaMpa na maLe. moTaruM hAlAhAla, dhamAdhama, ho hA sAtame mALe sUto hoya tyAM moTaruMnA bhUgarA saMbhaLAya. ahIMyA to kahe che ke - prabhu AnaMdamayI nagarI che. AhAhA ! tArI nagarImAM to AnaMda ne zAMtino rasa paDyo che ne prabhu! "zeyAkAra pariNamanathI" zuM kahe che? sUkSma vAta che bhAI ! samyagdarzanamAM jJAna svarUpa prabhunuM bhAna thayuM pachI dayA-dAna Adino rAga thAya che te zeyanuM ahIMyA jJAna thAya che. e zeyanA zeyAkAra thavuM e paNa vyavahAra che. jJAna zeyAkAra thatuM ja nathI jJAna to potAnA AkAre thAya che. AvI vAtuM have kyAM sAMbhaLavA maLe? kahe che? "myAkAra pariNamanathI parADamukha che." parathI to parADamukha che ja paNa je bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa che emAM je A... rAga-dayA-dAna-vrata-zarIra-mana-vANI-lakSmI (Adi) zeyonuM ahIMyA jJAna thAya che, te zeyAkAra jJAna thayuM. tene paNa vyavahAra kahevAmAM Ave che. kharekhara zeyarUpa jJAna tyAM thatuM nathI, zeyanA kAraNathI jJAna thatuM nathI, potAnA kAraNe potAnAM svaparanuM jJAna thAya che. e jJAnAkAra potAnI cIja che te zeyAkAra che ja nahIM. AhAhA! potAnA jJAna svarUpamAM potAnuM jJAna ane rAga-zarIra-vANInuM jJAna kahevuM te vyavahAre kahevuM che. kharekhara svaparanuM jJAna te potAnI paryAyanuM sAmarthya che. AhAhA ! e paryAyanuM sAmarthya zuM che? A to jainadarzanano ekaDo che tenI haju khabara na maLe! ahIMyA to prabhu ema kahe che - prabhu! tArI zakti nijarasa.... jJAna svarUpa che. jJAnaguNajJAna svabhAva.. jJAna jANavuM... jANavuM... jANavuM tAruM rUpa che - zakti che. emAM je rAgAdi ane parasaMbaMdhInuM jJAna thAya che te zeyAkAra jJAna thayuM che tema kahevuM te vyavahAra che. kemake zeya jJAnamAM AvatA nathI. rAganuM jJAna thAya che to rAga kAMI jJAnamAM Avato nathI. rAga saMbaMdhI potAnI paryAyamAM potAnuM svaparaprakAzaka jJAna Ave che. AhAhA ! eka kalAkamAM keTalI vAtuM yAda rAkhavI bhAI ! Avo mArga che bApu! vItarAga jinendradeva, trilokanAtha paramezvara arihaMtadevano pokAra che. bhAI ! teM sAMbhaLyuM nathI. AhAhA ! tArA gharamAM cIjanI keTalI tAkAta che... e tAkAtavALI cIja kaI che tenI tane khabara nathI. ahIMyA kahe che - zarIra, vANI, rAga Adi para (zeyo) potAmAM to AvatA nathI paraMtu, te saMbaMdhI je jJAna thayuM te zeyAkAra jJAna thayuM ema paNa nathI, tyAM to potAnA jJAnAkArapaNe jJAna thayuM che. parane jJAna jANe te jJAna potAnA jJAnAkAra thayuM che. jhINI vAto bApu!jinezvara sivAya vItarAgamArga kyAMya che nahIM. jinezvara sivAya AvI vAta kyAMya che nahIM. atyAre to vADAmAMya nathI to bIje kyAM hoya ! badhe garabaDa goTA UThAvyA che. ahIM saMvaranuM mAMgalika kare che. saMvara adhikAra arthAt samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra rUpanA zuddha pariNAma. puNya-pApanA bhAva te azudhdha pariNAma che. saMvaranA pariNAma te zuddhabhAva, zuddhopayoga che. e zuddha pariNAmamAM rAgAdikanuM ane paranuM jJAna thAya che ema kahevuM te

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144 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 vyavahA2 che. potAnuM ane 52nuM jJAna potAnAmAM potAthI jJAnAkAra jJAna thAya che. 52 cIja to temAM AvatI nathI. tethI 52ne kA2Ne jJAna thayuM ema che nahIM. AtmAnuM nAma astitva kahevAmAM Ave che. tAruM astitva eTaluM che, tArI haiyAti, maujudagI, bhagavAna AtmAnI haiyAtinI sattA ATalI che. rAgane 52 cIja to tArI che ja nahIM. te tA2A dravya-guNamAM to che ja nahIM... paNa tArI paryAyamAM che nahIM. paryAyamAM tenuM jJAna thAya che. ema kahevuM ema paNa nathI. AhAhA ! e to potAnA jJAnamAM potAnuM ne 52nuM svapara prakAzaka jJAna thAya che. e nija2sanI zakti potAnAmAM che. AvI vAto che. AhAhA ! bahAramAM paisA ne bahA2mAM be-pAMca lAkha pedA thAya e to AkAzamAM pATu mAre che... jANe ke zuM thaI gayuM ? tyAM paDI jAya ? ahIMyA maphatano paDI jAya. AhAhA ! ahIMyA kahe che ke - 52 vastu to potAnAmAM che nahIM, prabhu cetana2sathI bharyo che. rAga-dayA-dAnavikalpa e to potAnAmAM che ja nahIM paNa tenuM jJAna kahevuM e paNa che nahIM, tenuM jJAna nathI. potAnA jJAnamAM potAnA svapa2prakAzakanA sAmarthyathI pa2ne ane svane jANe che te potAnI zaktithI che. tenuM nAma saMva2 che, tenuM nAma dharma che, tenuM nAma mokSano mArga che. ATalI cIja saMvara adhikA2mAM mUkI che. AvuM mAMgalika karyuM. pravacana naM. 124 tA. 17/10/'77 kaLaza TIkA, (teno ) te saMva2 adhikAra cAle che. 52ma adhyAtma taraMgiNImAM A adhikAra zarU karatAM pahelAM 'oma namaH' lIdhuM che. "oma... namaH" ema kahIne A adhikA2 zarU karyo che. saMva2 adhikAra eTale bhedajJAna. zarIra, mana, vANIthI to AtmA judo che, dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti, kAma-krodhano vikalpane rAgano vikalpa tenAthI prabhu aMdara bhinna nAma judo che. e rAgathI caitanya svabhAvanuM bhedajJAna karavuM te saMvara nAma mokSano mAraga che. 'bhedajJAna siddhA' e zloka A adhikAramAM Avaze. atyAra sudhI jeTalA siddha thayA e badhA bhedajJAnathI siddha thayA che. AhAhA ! rAga arthAt puNya ne pApano bhAva hoya paNa tenAthI prabhu caitanya daLa... atIndriya AnaMda sahajAtmadaLa bhinna che. rAgathI caitanyadaLa bhinna che. jyAM sudhI (pUrNa) vItarAga na hoya tyAM sudhI rAga hoya, paraMtu dharmI jIva e rAgathI potAno svabhAva... caitanyadaLa, asti mAne mojUda che. te jJAnacetanA 2sathI bharyo che. bhagavAna AtmA mojUda cIja che... AhA ! enuM to rAgathI bhinna paDIne jJAna karavAnuM che. A bhedajJAnanI vAta che. rAganI AkuLatAthI prabhu anAkuLa AnaMda bhinna che. evuM bhAna thatAM... anAkuLa atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Ave che. je sahajAtma svarUpa... sahajAnaMda svarUpa che teno atIndriya AnaMdano svAda paryAyamAM Ave che... tene saMva2 kahe che. AhAhA ! mArga alaukika che bhAI !

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kalaza-125 145 - saccidAnaMda svarUpa prabhu sa-zAzvata, ci nAma jJAna ane AnaMda te saccidAnaMda prabhu che. puNya ne pApanA vikalpathI nirvikalpa cIja taddana bhinna che. bhinna che paNa bhinna pragaTa karI nathI, ethI bhinna karavI tenuM nAma saMvara che. oma namaH karIne saMvara adhikAranI zarUAta kare che. "khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "niyama jyoti3jhummate" cetanA, te ja che svarUpa jenuM evI jyoti" cinmaya arthAt jJAnamaya. AtmA ekalo jJAnano rasakaMda che. e cinmaya jyoti [3jhUmate] have pragaTa thAya che ema kahe che. rAga ane puNyanA premamAM bhagavAna cinmaya jyoti gusa hatI. zubha-azubha rAganA vikalpa je AkuLatA tenA premamAM tenI ADamAM cinmaya jyoti gupta hatI. AhAhA ! te bhagavAna cinmaya jyoti rAgathI bhinna pragaTa thAya che. gaIkAle AvI gayuM che. A to pharIne pahelethI zarUAta karI che. AhAhA! e jJAnacaMdra bIjI rIte kahIe to e jinacaMdra svarUpa che. jina sohI e AtmA anya sohI e karma, yehI vacana se samajha le jina pravacana kA marma. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA trikALI jinasvarUpa che. jemAM AvaraNa nathI, jemAM kamIuNapa nathI, jemAM azudhdhatA nathI. e vastu je cinmaya dravya padArtha che te akhaMDAnaMdanAtha prabhu che. emAM anAdi anaMta AvaraNa nathI. emAM uNapa nathI... uNapa nAma kamI nathI. emAM azudhdhatA nathI. bIjI rIte kahIe to e nirAvaraNa prabhu dravya svabhAva anAdithI paDayo che. uNapa nAma kamI nathI pUrNa che. azudhdhatA nathI. e to zuddha che... evo bhagavAna aMdara birAje che. e bhagavat svarUpa ja che... ane bhagavata svarUpa pragaTa thAya che. AhAhA ! je puNya ne pApanA premamAM arthAt tenI ADamAM hato e have pragaTa thAya che. e rAganA premane choDI ane svarUpanI haiyAti-maujUdagI dravya vastu che e pragaTa thAya che. vastu to vastu che paraMtu paryAyamAM e pragaTa thAya che. are! anaMta kALathI gupta rahI gaI te cIja aMdara pUrNAnaMda prabhu che. enI vartamAna paryAya dRSTimAM e cIja gupta rahI gaI. eka samayanI paryAya pragaTa che, jJAnano aMza paNa pragaTa che. paNa, tenI viparIta sacimAM vastu gupta rahI gaI. samajAya che kAMI ? bhASA to sahelI che. AhAhA ! prabhu tuM koNa cho? kyAM cho? kema cho? AhAhA! kahe che ke- cinmaya jyoti che. akhaMDAnaMda prabhu cinmaya jJAnAnaMda.. sahajAnaMda.. svarUpa vastu che. AhAhA! e cit nAma cetanA te ja svarUpa che. [mayaM] zabdano artha karyo cetana AtmA enuM cetanA svarUpa. cetana kaho ke AtmA kaho ! AtmA cetana e to vastu che ane cetanA eno svabhAva che. AhAhA ! prajJA. brahma. jANavuM dekhavuM. AnaMda jeno svabhAva che. jema vastu anAdi zAzvata che tema eno ciTvana AnaMdakaMda prabhuno svabhAva paNa zAzvata che. AhAhA! e cinmaya jyoti

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146 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 arthAt prakAzasvarUpa vastu pragaTa thAya che. e rAganA vikalpo, are! guNa-guNInA vikalpo; guNI prabhu cinmaya AtmA ane teno guNa cetanA evA bhedano vikalpa paNa jene chUTI jAya che. e vikalpathI rahita bhagavAna cinmaya jyoti dRSTimAM pragaTa thAya che. je dRSTimAM ojala hatI e pragaTa thAya che. ahIMyA ( prakAza svarUpa vastu) pragaTa thAya che. "kevI che jyoti" bhagavAna caitanya jyota. benanA zabdomAM to ema AvyuM ke- kanakane kATa na hoya. kanaka nAma sonuM tene kATa hoya? kATane zuM kahe che? kanakane kATa na hoya, agnine udhaI na hoya, udhaI eTale jhINAM sapheda... jIvaDAM.. ghaNAM nAnA kUNAM jIvaDAM thAya che tene taDako lAge to marI jAya. lAkaDAmAM udhaI thAya che paNa agnimAM udhaI na hoya, tema bhagavAna AtmAne AvaraNa na hoya, azudhdhatA na hoya, uNapa na hoya. A zabdo bahenanA pustakamAM Ave che. tamane baporanA pustaka bheTa dezuM. pustaka ghaNuM sarasa che. 3100 prata chapAvI che, sAta rUpiyA kiMmata che, traNaso to apAI gayA. traNa rUpiyAmAM maLe che. ahIMyA kahe che- e cinmaya jyoti prabhu dhruva jenI zarUAta nahIM arthAt jenI Adi nahIM ane jeno aMta nahIM. cIja che. tenA Adi aMta kevA? AhAhA ! evI cinmaya jyotinuM potAnuM svarUpa pragaTa thAya che. kevI che jyoti sarva kALe pragaTa che." AhAhA! vastu che to vastu sarva kALe pragaTa ja che. te sarva kALe che ja. paraMtu palaTavuM thAya che te paryAyamAM-avasthAmAM thAya che. vastu to vastu che. samajAya che kAMI ? "sarva kALe pragaTa che!" vastu sarva kALa pragaTa che. vartamAna paryAya je cAle che te vyakta nAma pragaTa che. e apekSAe vastune apragaTa kahI, paNa vastu tarIke pragaTa che. kemake teno vastu tarIke abhAva nathI bhAva che. saccidAnaMda prabhu pUrNa svarUpe sadAya pragaTa ja che. e zabda paNa benanA pustakamAM Avyo che... ne ! jAgato jIva Ubho che te kyAM jAya? bhASA sAdI karI che. temAM "jAgato jIva jAgato eTale jJAyaka ane Ubho eTale dhruva che ne! Ubho eTale che ne! caitanya jyoti jAgatI jyota Ubho che ne! dhruva che ne! dhruva cIja kyAM jAya? zuM te paryAyamAM Ave che? zuM e rAgamAM Ave che? e to che ja. lyo, pelA bhAI kahe che- eka be bola bolavA. vaLI kevI che? karmakalaMkathI rahita che" caitanya jyoti pragaTa che, cetana prakAzanI mUrti che. caitanya svabhAvanI mUrti kevI che? karma kalaMkathI rahita che arthAt vastumAM AvaraNa ja nathI. paryAyamAM karmanuM nimitta che. paryAya svataMtra temAM karmanuM nimitta che, vastumAM karmanuM nimitta che nahIM. Avo mArga! AhA! (vastu ) mAM karma kalaMka nathI. e to kahyuM ne (AtmA) mAM AvaraNa nathI.

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kalaza-125 147 AhAhA ! prabhu! pUrNa svarUpamAM AvaraNa kevuM? Ava2Na kevuM ane azudhdhatA kevI ? ane ochapa ( uNapa ) kevI ? e to pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu birAje che. vaiSNava paMthamAM kahevAya che ke- "mArI najarane ALase re meM dekhyA na nayane hari" 'mArI najaranI ALase' naja2 eTale paryAya. paryAye Ama (52mAM ) najara karI che. 'meM dekhyA na nayane hari', hari nAma AtmA. rAga ne dveSa ne ajJAnane Thare te phira, ene nayananI ALase na dekhyo.. AhA ! paryAyanI samIpamAM najIkamAM bhagavAna birAje che. eka samayanI paryAyanI pAse ja birAje che. AhAhA ! bhAI ! e (paryAyanI ) samIpamAM mahApuruSa paramAtmA birAje che. AhA ! vartamAna eka samayanI paryAya pAse birAje che. tArI najara tyAM gaI nathI... bhagavaMta! "vaLI kevI che ? ninarasaprAbhAram cetana guNano samUha che." nijasa arthAt caitanyarasa, caitanya zakti, trikALI caitanyarasa. AhAhA !nija2sa teno artha karyo cetanaguNa. guNano artha cetana2sa trikALI cetana rasa... teno samUha che. aMdara bhagavAna caitanya rasano samUha che. bhASA to sAdI che. prabhu tuM koNa cho ? "ninarasaprAbhAn" [ninarasa] cetanaguNano [prAbhAram ] samUha che." bhagavAna AtmA ! potAnA nijarasa-caitanyarasano samUha che. AhAhA ! emAM to alpajJatA nathI, azudhdhatA nathI, AvaraNa nathI.. evA dravya u52 dRSTi karavI tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. samajAya che kAMI ? [ninarsa prAbhAram]nija zaktinA svabhAvano samUha prabhu che. anaMtajJAna, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta svacchatA, anaMta IzvaratA, anaMta prabhutA e badhI zaktino samUha che. AhAhA ! tene pAmara tarIke mAnavo te mithyAtva che. eka samayanI paryAya upara dRSTi rAkhIne AtmAne evo mAnyo te mithyAtva che te jUdI dRSTi che. AhAhA ! Avo bhagavAna (AtmA ) nija rasanI zaktiono samUha prabhu che... tenI dRSTi karavI tenuM nAma satyadRSTi samyak dRSTi che. jevuM svarUpa che tevI dRSTi thaI mATe samyagdaSTi. bhASA samajAya che? AhA ! bhagavAna tuM aMdara prasanna svarUpa che, AnaMda svarUpa che, jemAM dInatA nathI, pAmaratA nathI viparItatA nathI. AhAhA ! e cetanaguNano samUha che. A astithI vAta karI... have nAstithI vAta ka2ze. 'parvata: vyAvRtta" zeyAkA2 pariNamanathI parAGamukha che. bhAvArtha Ama che kesakaLa zeyavastune jANe che, tadrupa thatI nathI" ghaNI jhINI vAta che. zuM kahe che? potAnA sivAya anaMta zeyo che temAMthI koI zeyane 'A mAruM che' tema mAnato nathI. sakaLa zeyane jANe che eTale ke- zeyavastune jANe.... ( paraMtu ) tadrupa thatuM nathI. sakalane jANe chatAM jJAna te zeyarUpa thatuM nathI. AhAhA ! cetanano nUrano pUra prabhu che. anaMta-anaMta zeyo, anaMta 52mezvo, anaMta nigodanA jIvo, anaMta rajakaNo e sakaLa zeyane, bhagavAna AtmA potAnI paryAyamAM jANe che. chatAM paNa te jJAna zeyarUpe thatuM nathI. e jJAna svarUpa potAnA astitvamAM rahyuM che. e (jJAna ) zeyane jANavA mATe zeyanA astitvamAM gayuM che ane jJeyanuM astitva jJAnamAM

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148 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AvyuM che ema nathI. Avo mArga che! 'parapata: vyAvRtta" zeyAkA2 pariNamanathI parAGamukha che." 52rUpathI vyAvRttanI vyAkhyA ATalI badhI karI. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke- sakaLa zeyavastune jANe che, tadrupa thatI nathI." anaMta kevaLIone paNa jJAnanI paryAya jANe... chatAM paNa jJAna 52rUpa thatuM nathI. svarUpamAM svakSetranA svabhAvamAM rahIne 52ne jANe che... ema kahevuM e paNa vyavahA2 che. e to potAnA kSetramAM rahIne pote potAne pUrNa jANe che. AhA ! ( AvuM ) sAMbhaLyuM nathI bhAI ! tuM koNa cho ? aMdara bhagavat svarUpa cho. e jJAnavastu cetana2sa svabhAvI prabhu che. te potAnA sivAya 52 anaMta zeyo tene jANe che ema kahevuM e paNa vyavahA2 che. kemake e cIjane enI paryAya aDatI nathI. tema te zeyo jJAnanI paryAyane aDatA nathI. adhikAra bahu sAro Avyo che. bhAgyazALIne to kAne paDe evI vAta che. are.. bApu ! vyAvRtta zabdano artheya evo karyo. 66 bhagavAna zAna svarUpI biMba prabhu che. e vastu to vastu che... paNa e ( jJAna ) rAgathI bhinna paDayuM ane e svarUpanI paryAya pragaTa thaI e 52vastune jANe kahIe to paNa 52vastunA koIpaNa aMzane jANatAM tene aDatI nathI. te anaMta zeyone ahIMyA (jJAnamAM ) jANe chatAM te anaMta zeyo jJAnanI paryAyane aDatA nathI. bhASA to samajAya che ne bhAI ! badhA bhagavAna che ne bApu ! AmAM koNa (virodhI che ). dravye to badhA bhagavAna che- sAdharmI che. jevo AtmA potAno jANyo evo AtmA paNa bIjAno che. badhA AtmAo sAdharmI svarUpe ja che. AhAhA ! pote anaMta zeyone jANatAM chatAM te zeyarUpa thayo nathI... ane te zeyo jJAnamAM AvatA nathI.... paNa, e jJeya saMbaMdhInuM potAnuM jJAna potAthI pragaTeluM che. prabhuno mArga Avo che bhAI ! A dehane na jo, vANIne na jo, karmane na jo, rAgane na jo.., badhA bhagavAna AtmAo pUrNAnaMdanA nAtha paNe birAje che. AhAhA ! ( ajJAnIno) AtmA paNa 52zeyane jANatAM 52zeyane aDato nathI, 52jJeya jJAnamAM AvatuM nathI... evo caitanya biMba badhAmAM bhagavAnapaNe birAje che. AmAM konI sAthe maitrI ane konI sAthe virodha ? AhAhA ! AcAryoe digambara saMto e to kevaLajJAnanA keDAyato che. emaNe AtmAnI vyAkhyA bahu thoDA zabdomAM ghaNI gaMbhI2 karI che... evI tArI cIja che. ahIM saMvarano adhikAra che. eTale ke rAgathI mAMDIne badhI cIjo zeya che ane bhagavAna zAnazaktivALuM tattva che, paNa jyAre rAgathI bhinna paDIne jJAnanI dazA pragaTa thaI jemAM zAMti AvI, AnaMda Avyo ane je pragaTa zakti hatI te pragaTa paryAyamAM AvI, te paryAya saMvarUpa che- dharmarUpa che. e paryAya sarva zeyane jANavA chatAM te zeyarUpa thatI nathI ane te zeyo jJAnarUpa thatAM nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAta che!! Avo upadeza kevo ? bApu... nAtha ! tAro mArga che A.

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149 kalaza-125 - "sakaLa joyavastune jANe che, tadrupa thatI nathI" rAga Ave, te rAgane jJAna jANe tema kahevuM te vyavahAra che. rAganI astine pote potAnA svaparaprakAzaka jJAnamAM (jANe che). potAnuM jJAna potAnA svaparaprakAzakanA sAmarthyathI pragaTa thayuM che, emAM rAga jaNAya che ema kahevuM e vyavahAra che. bAkI to potAnI paryAya ja svaparaprakAzakapaNe jaNAya che. samajANuM kAMI? potAnA svarUpe rahe che" sakala zeya vastune jANatA chatAM jJAnadazA pararUpe thatI nathI. bhale te mati-zrutajJAnanI paryAya ho.. , sarva zeyane jANatA chatAM pararUpa te jJAnadazA thatI nathI. te jJAna potAnA ekatvane choDatuM nathI. paranA pRthakatvane te jJAna potAmAM meLavatuM nathI. potAnA svarUpe rahe che. ' A to alaukika vAto che bhagavAna! vaLI kevI che? "svarUpe sakhyaNa niyamita jIvanA zuddha svarUpamAM jevI che tevI gADhapaNe sthApita che." bhagavAna AtmAnuM svarUpa AnaMda, jJAna ne zAMti jeno svabhAva che. jJAna ne AnaMda svabhAva che tene maryAdA na hoya. benanA pustakamAM eka zabda Avyo che. eka vakhata kahyuM hatuM- puNya ne pApanA mithyAtvanA bhAva tenI sImA che. kemake te vikAra che tethI tenI hada che- maryAdA che, ethI tyAMthI pAcho pharI zake che. bhagavAna AtmAmAM to jJAna ne AnaMda ne zAMtinI amaryAdita-aparimita zakti che, emAM je gayo te have phare nahIM ema kahe che. hamaNAM pAThamAM kaheze "nitya vijaya". AhAhA! bhagavAna caitanya svarUpa prabhu jenI jJAna ne AnaMda Adi anaMta zakti che. eka-eka zakti paNa amaryAdita sAmarthyavALI che. AhAhA! evI zaktinuM svarUpa che emAM jenI dRSTi paDI ne anubhava thayo e have amaryAdita cIjamAMthI pAcho nahIM phare. - mithyAzraddhA ane puNya-pApanA bhAva e vibhAva che, enI sImA che. kALathI bhale eka samayano ho paraMtu bhAvathI sImA che. e vikAra amaryAdita nathI. vikAra hadavALo che. tenI sImA che tethI pAcho pharI zake che. zrotA:- vikAranI sImA ane svabhAvanI sImA nahIM? uttara- juone ! svabhAvanI sImA kyAM che? vibhAvanI sImA che. anaMtakALa game teTalo vibhAva karyo paNa tenI eka samayanI mudata che. ane te maryAdita che. vibhAva amaryAdita na hoya. bhagavAna AtmA jJAna ne AnaMda Adi anaMta svabhAvathI zaktithI amaryAdita bharyo che. rAganA maryAdita bhAvathI haThIne khasIne zuddha caitanya svabhAvane dRSTino anubhava thayo to kahe che- have tyAMthI pAcho nahIM phare. aSTapAhuDa temAM cAritra pAhuDamAM Ave che ke samyagdarzana jJAna cAritranI paryAya pragaTI e paNa akSaya ne ameya che. vastu to akSaya ne ameya che. ameya eTale maryAdA rahita che paNa je paryAya pragaTI te akSaya ne ameya che. kSaya na thAya ane maryAdA rahita te paryAya che. AhAhA! vikAra che te maryAdita che. sAdhakane eka samayanI paryAyamAM be bhAga che ne!

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15O kalazAmRta bhAga-4 ajJAnInI to zuM vAta karavI? paNa jene saMvara utpanna thayo che tenI paryAyanI nirmaLatAnI paNa have maryAdA nathI. evI dazA che haju pUrNa dazA pragaTI nathI chatAM AvI dazA che. have rAga je bAkI rahyo tenI maryAdAmAM che. tyAMthI (paryAyamAMthI) rAga khasI jaze. are! enA gharanI vAto teNe sAMbhaLI nathI. nijagharamAM kevI sRddhi che ane paragharamAM vikAra ne duHkha che tenI khabara nathI. samyagdaSTi jJAnI zubhabhAvamAM Ave paNa te tene duHkharUpa lAge che, tene tenI hada che. Ama vastu zaktie ane svabhAve akSaya ne ameya to che ja paraMtu tenuM jJAna, zraddhAna ane sthiratA thatAM paryAyamAM akSaya ne ameyapaNuM AvI jAya che. AvI vAto che bApu! Avo te upadeza kaI jAtano? dayA pALavI ne vrata pALavA ne bApu! e badhA vikalpa che, rAga che, e AtmA nahIM. svarUpe saca niyamite" jIvanA zuddhasvarUpamAM [sabhya] jevI che tevI gADhapaNe sthApita che" aMtaramAM gADha ghu. vapane sthira che. enuM bhAna thayuM te paNa gADhapaNe sthApita che. "vaLI kevI che? "saMvarama sampAya" saMvara arthAt dhArApravAharUpa Ave che jJAnAvaraNAdi karma teno nirodha tenI karaNazIla che." te paryAya hoM? AhAhA! zuddha caitanyaghana bhagavAna sat cidAnaMdaprabhu sat nAma zAzvata cida nAma jJAna ne AnaMdano kaMda eno anubhava thayo. e vastu che ene anusarIne bhavavuM thavuM. je rAgane anusarIne vikAranuM thavuM e to duHkha hatuM. bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMda ne jJAnanI mUrti tene anusarIne anubhavazIla thayo.. te dhArApravAharU5 Asrave che. te AvaraNane roke che. aMdaramAM je dhArApravAharUpa Asrave che. te AvaraNane roke che. aMdaramAM je dhArApravAharUpa karma AvatAM hatAM ane pariNAma paNa vikAranA thatAM hatA, have te aMdaramAM jatAM karma ane vikArane roke che. eTalA utpanna nathI. jeTalo AtmA AnaMda svarUpamAM lIna thAya che teTalAM Asrava puNya pApa utpanna thatAM nathI. tethI teno nAza kare che tema kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI vAta che bApu! A to sarvajJa paramezvara vItarAgadeva trilokInAtha sivAya kyAMya che nahIM. saMvaranI vyAkhyA karI ke- dhArApravAha AsUve che je puNya-pApanA bhAva, AvaraNo teno nirodha tenI karaNazIla che. koNa? je zuddha dhruva svarUpa bhagavAna teno jyAM rAgathI bhinna paDIne anubhava thayo, samyagdarzana jJAna cAritranA pariNAma thayA te dhArAvAhI AvaraNane roke che. AvuM che! dhruvane dhAre dhAraNAmAM... jene dhruvanA dhyAnathI dhyeyane dhyAnamAM laIne je dRSTi pragaTI je jJAna Adi pragaTayuM e nirmaLa zuddhajJAna te navA karmane roke che. roke enuM nAma AvatA nathI tene roke che tema kahevAya che. navA AvavA rokAya gayA. Ave che ne roke che ema nahIM. pahelAM AvatAM hatAM e atyAre roke che eTale nathI AvatA.. ema teno artha che. Ama AvatA hatA ane rokAyA ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI? A to adhyAtmanuM zAstra che. enA eka-eka

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kalaza-125 151 zabdamAM gaMbhIratA paDI che. A to trilokInAtha devAdhideva tIrthakaronA vacano che. saMto tIrthakarono mAla ADatIyA thaIne duniyAne Ape che. bApu! mAla to A che. eka-eka kaDImAM bAra aMgano sAra bharI dhe che. A siddhAMta ne A zAstra (ajoDa che). "saMvarama sampAvata" saMvarane sampAdayatna kare che eTale? Amravane roke che. [ sampAyata] teno karaNazIla che. saMvarano svabhAva ja evo che ema kahe che. bhagavAna AtmA rAgathI bhinna paDI, pachI te dayAdAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma ho e Asrava che, AkuLatA che, tenAthI bhinna paDI saMvara arthAt dharmanI pariNati che te Asavane rokavAnA svabhAvavALI che. "karaNazIla rokavAnA svabhAvavALI cIja che. AhAhA! kevA zabdArtha karyA che... rAjamallajIe ! banArasIdAse AmAMthI nATaka samayasAra banAvyuM che. are! gharamAM cIja ane gharamAM jovAnI phurasada nahIM. AhAhA ! bahAramAM bhamyA kare che. puNya ne pApa, puNya-pApanA baMdhana e baMdhane dhULanAM bahAranA phaLa tene bahAramAM joyA kare che. je cIja aMdaramAM nathI. ane je cIja aMdaramAM che tene jovAnI phurasada nathI. benanA pustakamAM e zabda che- lokAgre javuM hoya to lokano saMga choDa! lokonA paranA saMgathI tane zuM (lAbha) che emAM? AhA ! tAre lokAgre ekaluM rahevuM che. siddha thaIne to ekaluM rahevuM che lokAgre tethI lokano saMga choDa to lokAgre jaI zakIza. bhagavAna asaMgI prabhu teno saMga kara to ekAgra thaIne lokAgre jaI zakIza. ene jhINuM lAge prabhu! kaThaNa lAge paNa mArga to A che. paheluM jJAna to kare! samajaNamAM to tye ke- mArga to A che. sAcA jJAna vinA e jAze kyAM? kyAM javuM che ane kyAMthI khasavuM che enuM jyAM jJAna ja nathI? zuM kahyuM?[ sacAyata]AvatA AvaraNone rokavAno jeno svabhAva che. "karaNazIla" rokavAnu karavAno svabhAva che... paryAyamAM saMvara nAma dharma pragaTAvavo. samyagdarzana jJAna, svarUpanI pratIti-ramaNatA Adi aMza pragaTayo che... eno e AvaraNone rokavAnA karavAno svabhAva che. A saMvaranI pahelI gAthA che. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke ahIMthI mAMDIne saMvaranuM svarUpa kahe che." AtmAnA Azraye samyagdarzana zAna cAritra te saMvaranuM svarUpa che. have tenuM svarUpa kahe che. "kevo che saMvara? "tinadhdhanityavina" prApta karI che zAzvata jIta jeNe" juo, 'jIta' to prApta karI che paraMtu nitya jIta' "nitya' zabda upara vajana che. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha saccidAnaMda prabhu jenI zraddhA jJAnane ramaNatAmAM Avyo che teNe vijaya prApta karyo che. e pariNati have pAchI pharavAnI nathI. ema kahe che. saMtonI vANI to juo! amane je dazA pragaTa thaI te nitya rahevAnI che. have ame paDIne mithyAtvanA rAga-dveSamAM AvIe evuM have amAre rahyuM nathI. paryAyamAM nitya vijaya meLavyo che. vastu to nitya che ja.. AhAhA! evI cIjane jyAM aMdaramAM... zubha azubhanA

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152 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 rAgathI bhinna (zraddhI). svabhAvanI ekatA ane vibhAvanI pRthakatA evuM jyAM aMdara pragaTa thayuM to nitya vijaya thayo che. amArI dazA have potAno nitya vijaya karaze. rAgano parAjaya karaze ane saMvarano vijaya karaze. pravacana naM. 125 tA. 18/10/'77 zrI kaLaza TIkA teno saMvara adhikAra bhAvArthanI nIcethI cothI lITI. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke- ahIMthI mAMDIne saMvaranuM svarUpa kahe che" AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu! zuddha jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpanuM jyAM aMtaramAM puNya ne pApanA rAgathI bhinna paDIne anubhava thayo. te puNya ne pApa Asrava che, mithyAzraddhA te Asrava che. vAstavika vastunuM svarUpa che tenAthI viparIta mAnyatA te mithyAtva che. ane anukULa-pratikULatAmAM rAga-dveSa karavo e paNa mithyAtva sAthenA anaMtAnubaMdhIno vikAra che. zuddha caitanyanI dRSTi karIne e bene eTale puNya-pApanA ane mithyAtvanA Asravane zarUAtamAM jeNe rokyo- ruMdhana karyuM tene aMdara samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane svarUpAcaraNarUpa saMvara thayo. ahIMyAthI eTale cothe guNasthAnethI saMvaranI zarUAta thAya che tema kahe che. bhagavAna AtmA! pUrNAnaMda, pUrNajJAna ane pUrNazAMtinA sAgarano svabhAva che, tenI sanmukha thaIne; nimitta, rAga ane eka samayanI paryAya taraphathI paNa valaNa choDI daIne.. zuddha caitanyaghana nityAnaMda prabhuno jeNe Azraya lIdho tene samyagdarzana jJAna ne svarUpa AcaraNa thAya te saMvara che. tene have mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA rAga-dveSano Asrava rokAyo che. asthiratAnA bIjA Asrava che. paNa zarUAta ahIMyAthI thAya che. "ahIMthI mAMDIne" ema pAThamAM che ne? "saMvaranuM svarUpa kahe che. kevo che saMvara? "putina sthanityavina" prApta karI che zAzvata jIta jeNe evo che" AhAhA ! caitanya dravya vastu tenI jeNe aMtaramAM dRSTi prApta karI che teNe Asava upara zAzvata jIta meLavI che. je jIta thaI te have kadI parAjita thAya nahIM ema kahe che. pharIne....! ahIMyA ( pAThamAM) "nitya' zabda paDyo che. [ nityavinayaM] jema anAdithI mithyA zraddhA ane rAga-dveSano jaya hato ane saMvarano parAjya hato, dharma dazAno parAjya hato. A AtmA pUrNAnaMda svarUpane jyAM daSTimAM lIdho ane jJAnamAM tene zeya banAvyo ane tenA svarUpamAM ( sthira thatAM) svarUpAcaraNarUpI cAritra paNa pragaTyuM e saMvaranI zarUAta thatAM teNe Asrava upara zAzvata jIta meLavI. AhAhA ! AtmA jema nitya ane dhruva che ema jeNe nitya ane dhruvano Azraya laI jeNe nirmaLa pariNatimAM saMvara pragaTa karyo. te have karyo te karyo have nitya raheze ema kahe che. AhAhA! jema vastu nitya rahe che, prabhu ! che teno Azraya laIne samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrano aMza pragaTa karyo e paNa nitya raheze.

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kalaza-125 153 paryAya hoM !! dravya to nitya che. dravya eTale vastu bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu! tenA guNa ne dravya nitya-zAzvata ja che. paraMtu enuM avalaMbana laIne jeNe samyagdarzana jJAna ne svarUpAcaraNa sthiratArUpa evo jeNe saMvara pragaTa karyo e saMvara nitya raheze. prazna:- zAstramAM Ave che ne ke paheluM upazama samakita thAya che. uttaraH- e upazama thAya tenI atyAre vAta ja nathI. upazama thAya to paNa ema ne ema raheze ema ahIMyA kahevuM che. zAstramAM evuM Ave che ke prathama upazama thAya ane pelo paDI paNa jAya evo eka adhikAra Ave che. ane bIjo eka adhikAra evo Ave che ke- paDe nahIM.. ema Ave che. ahIMyA to A vAta ekadama lIdhI che. aMdara zAzvata prabhu che tene jyAM dRSTimAM ne anubhavamAM lIdho e saMvaradazA zAzvata ema ne ema rahevAnI che. ema kahe che. AkarI vAta che prabhu! AhAhA ! saMvara eTale Ama bahArathI hAtha joDIne beThA hoya ane Asrava rokAya ema vAta nathI. aMtaramAM atIndriya jJAna ne atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che. teno jeNe Azraya ne avalaMbana lIdhuM, e Azraya ane avalaMbanamAM je dazA samyagdarzana, jJAna, zAMti AdinI aMze pragaTa thaI te saMvaranI zarUAta thaI. AhAhA! bhAI ahIMyA to apratihata (dazA) nI vAta che. thAya ane pachI paDe enI vAta ahIMyA nathI. I paDe e to eka jANavAnI cIja mATe batAvyuM che. ahIMyA to AcAryano pokAra dareka gAthAmAM che. (samayasAra) 38 gAthAmAM (pravacanasAra) 92 gAthAmAM che. ame je AtmajJAna samyagdarzana jJAna pragaTa karyuM che te have paDavAnuM nathI. eTaluM apratihata samyagdarzana pragaTayuM che. bhale haju vedanamAM Asrava che paraMtu amane pragaTelI dazA che e have khasavAnI nathI. e AgaLa kaheze ke vedanamAM amane be prakAra che. vastunA AzrayathI amane AnaMda Avyo te pragaTa che. jeTalI azudhdhatA che e paNa vedanamAM che. paNa je dazA pragaTI te have pAchI paDavAnI nathI. pravacanasAra gAthA 92, samayasAra gAthA 38 mAM e ja kahyuM che. ahIMyA to apratihata samyagdarzana ane jJAnanI vyAkhyA karI che. AvyuM e have jAya nahIM. kemake jeNe cetana dravya nityAnaMda prabhune pakaDayo, to jema nitya vastu che tema pakaDa paNa nitya rahevAnI che. AvI vAta che. digambara saMto apratihatanI vAta kare che. A to haju che kSayopazama bhAva. zuM kahyuM? AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu che. tenI pratIti (pUrvaka) samyaka anubhava thayo e haju kSAyikabhAva nathI. kemake paMcamaArAmAM atyAre kSAyikabhAva pragaTa na thAya. tene thAya kSayopazama paNa e kSayopazama evo thayo che ke te zAzvata-kSAyikane leze. samajAya che kAMI ? kSayopazama ane kSAyika haju zuM tenI khabara na hoya ! upazama samakita thAya pachI tarata

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154 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kSayopazama thAya. atyAre kSAyika nathI. je AcArya thayA, muni thayA tene paNa kSAyika nathI. tene kSayopazama dazA evI pragaTI che ke kSAyika lIdhe ja chUTako che. pAThamAM [ nitya niyaM] zabda vAparyo che. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! "pratighanityavina" zabda paDyo che. jeNe saMvara pragaTa karyo teNe nitya vijaya meLavyo. AhAhA ! e vAta to ene pahelAM karI hatI. benane jAtismaraNamAM AvyuM ke samakitanA be prakAra che. (1) sIdhuM kSAyika (2) joDaNI kSAyika. evuM AvyuM che. joDaNI kSAyika eTale kSayopazama samakita che e kSAyika thavAnuM. e vAta (ahIM) che. samajAya che kAMIbenanA jAti smaraNamAM ema AvyuM che ane copaDImAM lakheluM che. joDaNI kSAyika eTale vartamAnamAM kSAyika nathI paNa anubhava thayo e kSAyika lIdhe chUTako e paDavAnuM nathI. juo, ahIMyA e vAta AvI ne ! samayasAranI 38 gAthAmAM e vAta AvI ane pravacanasAranI 92 gAthAmAM e vAta AvI che. ame Agama kuzaLathI ane amArA anubhavathI je samyagdarzana jJAna pragaTa karyuM che te have paDavAnuM nathI. paMcamaArAnA saMtono pokAra che A. jemane paramAtmAnA viraha hatA. kuMdakuMdAcArya to vaLI bhagavAna pAse gayA hatA. A kaLazo (racanArA) amRtacaMdrAcArya to ahIMyA hatA. e kAMI bhagavAnane maLyA nathI, ene A (nija) bhagavAna maLyA. AcArya bhagavAna che e bhagavAnane kahe che paMca parameSThinI sthitithI. ahIMyA to ekadama nitya vijaya meLavyo che. anAdithI Amravano jevo nitya jaya hato, Asavane garva thayo hato. tene mithyAtva ne puNya pApanA bhAvano garva thayo hato ke- meM mAMdhAtAne pALyA che. paMca mahAvratane pALanArA moTA jainanA digambara sAdhu ho ! paNa e mahAvrata Asavane dharma mAnanArA arthAt AsravathI mane dharma thaze evA mahAtmAone meM pADyA che. Asrava hamaNAM (A pAThamAM) ja kaheze. Asavane garva thayo che evo ahaMkAra karyo che. AhAhA! moTA mAMdhAtA, agiyAra aMganA bhaNanArA, nava-nava pUrvanI jene labdhi hoya, paMca mahAvratane aThAvIsa mULaguNa pALanArA evA mahAtmAone meM pALyA che. rAganI kriyA e dharma che... ane ame dharma karIe chIe. mithyAtvarUpI Asravane garva thayo ke- evA mAMdhAtAne meM mithyAtvamAM rAkhyA che. AhAhA! hamaNAM Avaze. ahIMyA nityanI sAthe (vijaya) meLavI ane pachI A vAta karaze. A bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che. pUrNa zuddha caitanyadhana eno aMtara anubhava thayo. e dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti pUjAnA bhAva e badhA Asrava che- mela che, e dharma nathI. e Asava upara meM jIta meLavI tema saMvara kahe che. AhA ! meM mArA svarUpano Azraya lIdho che. jemAM bhagavAna saccidAnaMda nitya dhruva che tenuM avalaMbana laIne mArI dazA pragaTI che te paNa dhruva (paNe ) kAyama rahenArI che. jhINI vAto

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kalaza-125 155 bApu! A dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjA-jAtrA e badhA bhAva kAMI dharma nathI, e to rAga cheAsrava che Asavane garva thayo ke meM moTA mAMdhAtAone AsavamAM dharma manAvyo che. e lITI hamaNAM Avaze. ahIMyA saMvara kahe che ke Asavane jItIne teno nAza karIne, mArA svarUpanA anubhavanI dazA pragaTa thaI che. e mAro jaya thayo che, te have kadI parAjya nahIM thAya. e. merU have nahIM hale. saccidAnaMda prabhu aMdara vastu che, e dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjAnA bhAvathI paNa bhinna che, kemake e Asrava rAga che. e rAgane saMvara kahe che mAro prabhu vItarAga mUrti, jina svarUpI AtmA teno meM Azraya lIdho, teno meM bheTo karyo, huM mahAprabhunI paDakhe caDhayo, e bAju have mArI nahIM khase, anAdithI puNya ne pApanA mithyAtvanA paDakhe arthAt bAjue huM caDhI gayelo te mArI bhUla hatI. "jeNe zAzvata jIta meLavI che" eTalA zabdoe to gajaba karyuM che. A to digambara saMtonA zAstro che. kevaLInA keDAyato kahe che ke je AtmA zAMta ane AnaMdanI mUrti prabhu che teno amane anubhava thayo che. anubhava thayo e saMvaradazA che. koI kriyAkAMDa, dayA-dAna, vrata-bhakti-pUjA e kAMI saMvara-dharma nathI. zrotA:- zAMti to maLe che. uttara:- dhULeya zAMti maLatI nathI, e mAne che. rAgamAtra AkuLatA che. zubharAga hoya ke azubha rAga hoya banne AkuLatA che, banne duHkha che. bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa che enA lakSa AnaMda Avaze. e kahyuM ne! "kevo che saMvara? prApta karI che zAzvata jIta jeNe" AhAhA! gajaba karyuM che ne! mAro nAtha AnaMda svarUpa prabhu che. anAkuLa atIndriya ane anAkuLa zAMta aNaindriya ane anAkuLa zAMti ane anAkuLa AnaMda e mArI cIja che. e cIjane meM meLavIne bheTo karyo che ema kahe che. AsravanA upara meM jIta meLavI che. zA kAraNathI vijaya meLavIne saMvara evo che? zA kAraNathI evo che?"saMsAravirodhisaMvaranaAAntA-vatizAstravacakSaIRIta anaMta kALathI mAMDIne verI che evo je nigoda arthAt ekendriya jIva tyAMthI mAMDIne verI che. anaMtakALathI saMvara Asavano verI che. puSya ne pApanA bhAva Asava te saMvaranA verI che. AvI vAta che prabhu! anaMtakALathI mAMDIne verI che evo je (saMvara) badhyamAna karmano nirodha" je Asavane rokanAra "tenA uparanI jItane lIdhe" joyuM? saMvaranI jItane lIdhe ! Asava garvamAM AvI gayo che te kahe che- "mArAthI moTo traNalokamAM koI nathI" puNya karatAMkaratAM, dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti karatAM-karatAM dharma thaze evI je mithyAzraddhA. tene rAgamAM ne

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156 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 SamAM garva thayo che. ahaMkAra karyo che.. ne ! "mArA jevo traNa lokamAM koI nathI" evo garva thayo che. "evo thayo che garva jene evuM dhArApravAha rUpa karmanuM Agamana" Amravane Avo garva thayo che. kaho zeTha! vAMcavuM kaThaNa paDe evuM che, tamArA copaDA karatAM kaThaNa che. nivRtti levI paDaze. pahelAM samajavuM to paDazene ! e vinA Avo mArga hAtha nahIM lAge. AhAhA! bhagavAna aMdara deha maMdiramAM che. A deha maMdiramAM caitanya prabhu che. dehAlayamAM deva-prabhu birAje che. AhAhA ! e to atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda prabhu che. anAkuLa zAMtino rasakaMda che. jema sakakarakaMda hoya che ne! samajo cho? vaiSNavaloko mahAmahinAmAM khAya che. zivarAtrInA divase sakakara kaMdane zekIne khAya che. e sakakarakaMdamAM uparanI chAla lAla che bAkIno Akho sakakarakaMda mIThAzano piMDa che. sakakarakaMdano artha-sAkaranI miThAzano piMDa che, tema A bhagavAna AtmA! puNya-pApa ane mithyAtvanI chAla sivAyano sakakarakaMda AnaMdano kaMda che. AhAhA! dAMtanI vAta bese, A vAta besavI jarA kaThaNa che. samajamAM AvyuM? zarIra, vANI, mana te to mATI-jaDa-dhULa-ajIva che, aMdaramAM dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktipUjAno bhAva, hiMsA-jUTha corI-viSayano bhAva te banne lAla chAla jevA, photarAM jevA che. chAlane tamAre zuM kahevAya? chilakA chAlanI pAchaLa aMdara sakakarakaMda che eTale sAkaranI mIThAzano (piMDa) che tema ahIMyA puNya-pApanA AsravanI aMdara atIndriya AnaMdakaMdanuM daLa paDayuM che. anAdinA puNya pApanA bhAva che tene Asrava kahe che. (Asrava kahe che ke ame badhAne jItyA che, koIne aMdaramAM javA dIdhA nathI. bahAranI kriyAkAMDamAM rokIne ame jIta meLavI che. tenA uparanI jItane lIdhe.. , mArAthI moTo traNa lokamAM koI nathI. tevo tene moTo garva che. "dhArApravAharUpa karmanuM Agamana, tene dUra karavArUpa mAnabhaMganA kAraNathI" karmanuM Agamana eTale Asrava tene have saMvare dUra karyo. Asavano mAnabhaMga thaI gayo. puNya ne pApanA bhAvano mAnabhaMga thaI gayo. huM AtmA, zuddha caitanyadhana AnaMdakaMdamAM puNya ne pApanA vikalpano trikALa abhAva che; evA samyagdarzanarUpI saMvare Asrava upara jIta meLavI che. jene garva thayo hato tenA upara jIta meLavI. AvI vAto che. duniyAmAM bahAramAM vrata lIdhA ne upavAsa karyA ne jAtrA karI ne bhakti karI thaI gayo dharma! bApu.... tane khabara nathI, e to rAganI kriyA che. e puNya, vikalpa ane Asrava che. Asavane abhimAna thayuM ke meM moTA mAMdhAtAne nIce pADyA che. zAstranA bhaNanArAone kriyAkAMDa karIne ame dharma manAvIe chIe. ema mahA mithyAtvathI Asrava kahe che. ame bIjAne pADI nAkhyA che evA garvavALo Asrava tene dUra karavArUpa mAna bhaMganA kAraNathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke- Asava tathA saMvara paraspara ghaNA ja verI che" AhAhA ! bhagavAna caitanya svarUpanuM avalaMbana laIne je kaMI zuddhatA, pavitratA, anAkuLa jJAnane anAkuLa zAMti pragaTa thayA te saMvara nAma dharma che. e saMvara ane puNya-pApanA bhAva Asava

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kalaza-125 157 e banne verI che. Asrava ane saMvara paraspara ghaNAM ja verI che. pAchA thoDA (verI) ema nahIM. saMvaramAM kiMcitmAtra Asrava nathI ane AsavamAM kiMcitmAtra saMvara nathI. e zuM kahe che? jeTalA puNya ne pApanA bhAva thayA hoya temAM kiMcit saMvara nAma dharma nathI. AtmAnA AnaMda svarUpano Azraya laIne je samyagdarzana jJAna thayuM temAM kiMcit Asrava nathI. AhAhA! be paraspara verI che. AhAhA ! saccidAnaMda prabhu AtmA teNe aMdaramAM jyAM jAgIne joyuM to puNya ne pApanA bhAva vinAno nirAkuLa zAMtarasano kaMda che, evI jyAM samyagdarzananI dazA thaI te saMvara thayo puNya-pApanA bhAva ane puNyamAM dharma mAnanAro mithyAtvabhAva te Asava-saMvara tathA Asava te ghaNA ja verI che. "paraspara ghaNAM ja verI che." "tethI anaMtakALathI sarva jIvarAzi vibhAva mithyAtva pariNatirUpa pariName che" juo anaMtakALathI "munivrata dhAra anaMtabera greveyaka upajAyo, pai nija AtmajJAna vinA sukha leza nA pAyo" hajAro rANIo choDI muni thayo, digambara thayo, paMca mahAvrata dhAraNa karyA, aThThAvIsa mULaguNavrata pALyA te to badhA Asrava che. paraMtu "AtmajJAna vinA" arthAt rAganI kriyAthI rahita prabhu caitanya svarUpa che enA jJAnanA, AnaMdanA bhAna vinAnA paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma paNa duHkharUpa che. AvI AkarI vAto bApA ! lokone tattvanI dRSTinI khabara nathI ane uparathI dharma karyo. dharma karyo, dhULamAMya dharma nathI. tethI anaMtakALathI sarva jIvarAzi vibhAva mithyAtva pariNatirUpa pariName che" juo! anaMtakALathI anaMtajIvo puNyamAM dharma mAnIne mithyAtvathI rokAyelA che. mithyAtvathI pariNamelA che ema kahe che. ApaNe samayasAramAM AvI gayuM hatuM. aMtaramAM zuddha caitanya svarUpanuM samyagdarzana na thatA huM rAgavALo chuM tevuM mithyAtvamAM AvyuM chatAM (bahAramAM) pudgalanI kriyAno nAza na thayo. paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma ane tenI kriyA to evI ne evI rahe paraMtu aMdaramAM mithyAtva thaI gayuM. e vAta samayasAramAM AvI gaI che. bhagavAna AtmA potAnA zuddha caitanya AnaMdakaMdane bhUlIne, rAgano nAnAmAM nAno je kaNa che te mAro che. ema (mAnI) mithyAdeSTi thayo, teno AtmA haNAya gayo. (bahAramAM) paMca mahAvratanI kriyA, zarIranI kriyA brahmacarya pALato hato e badhuMya enuM e rahyuM. pudgala na haNAyo. are..! zuM kahe che? samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA ! aMtara bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu tene rAganA kaNathI lAbha che evuM mAnIne mithyASTi thayo. chatAM sAdhunI vyavahAranI je kriyA. paMca mahAvratanI te ema ne ema UbhI

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158 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 rahI. pudgala to ema ne ema rahyA. (AtmA) aMdara haNAya gayo che. jo aMdara na haNAyuM hoya to samyagdarzana jJAna thAya to pudgala haNAya jAya, arthAt vratanA pariNAma rahe nahIM, zarIranI kriyA rahe nahIM, kemake e to svataMtra jaDanI kriyA che. e AvI gayuM che. atyAre noratA cAle che. ghaDo kAMNAvALo chedavAno hoya, te ghaDAmAM dIvo rAkhe tene garabo kahe che, amAre kAMNAvALA ghaDAmAM aMdara dIvo hoya, to ahIM kahe che ke dIvo olavAya (bujhAI ) jAya to ghaDo tUTe nahIM. ghaDo tUTe to dIvo olavAto nathI- be cIja bhinna che. ghaTa phUTI jAya to dIvo to aMdara che ane dIvo olavAI jAya to paNa ghaTa evo ne evo rahe. tema puNya ne pApanI kriyA, dehanI kriyA evI ne evI rahe paraMtu caitanya dIvAmAM, rAga mAro che tema mAne to mithyAtva thaI jAya che. arthAt dIvo olavAI gayo. olavAI gayo tene tamAre zuM kahe che? dIpaka bUjha gayA. ghaTa evo ne evo rahyo... aMdara dIpaka bujhAI gayo. AhAhA! aMtaramAM rAganI, mahAvrata AdinI kriyA e dharma che- saMvara che e mithyAtvabhAva thayo. tyAM caitanya haNAya gayo. dIvo haNAya gayo, ghaTa evo ne evo rahyo. mahAvratanI kriyA, zarIranI kriyA, zarIrathI brahmacarya pALe tene dIvo bujhAI gayo. ghaTa phUTI jAya chatAM dIvo evo ne evo rahe che aMdara. mahAvratanI kriyA, dehanI kriyA na rahe, zarIra nAza thaI jAya, mahAvratanA pariNAma chUTI jAya to paNa aMdara AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che e to evo ne evo rahe. AvI vAtuM che. ahIMyA kahe che- "anaMta kALathI sarva jIvarAzi sarva jIvarAzi' navamI raiveyaka gayo. digambara jaina mithyAdeSTi sAdhu thaIne. dehanI kriyA, A dayA-dAna-vratanA pariNAma te mArA che; tenAthI mane dharma thAya che e mithyAtvathI haNAya gayo che. AhAhA! AvI vAto che. anaMta kALathI sarva jIvarAzi vibhAva mithyAtva" eka to vibhAvamAM mithyAtva lIdhuM... eTale viparIta mAnyatA. mane puNyanA bhAvamAM sukha che, pApanA pariNAma viSayavAsanA, krodha-mAna-mAyAmAM mane majA che evo je mithyAtvabhAva tenAthI AkhuM sarva jagata haNAya gayuM che. "sarva jIvarAzi vibhAva mithyAtva pariNatirUpa pariName che, tethI zuddhajJAnano prakAza nathI;" aMdara caitanyanA prakAzanuM pUra prabhu... e prakAza tyAM nathI kemake mithyAtvathI haNAya gayo che. zuddha caitanya prabhu ekalo anaIndriya jJAna ne anaindriya AnaMdakaMda prabhu che teno prakAza mithyAtvanA pariNAmamAM nathI. "tethI AsavanA sahAre sarva jIva che" mithyA zraddhA ane puNya-pApanA bhAva te AsavarUpa malina pariNAmanA sahAre badhA arthAt sarva jIva che. "kALalabdhi pAmIne" kALalabdhi pAmIne eTale potAnA svabhAvanA puruSArthanA baLe. svarUpa taraphano puruSArtha thAya e kALalabdhi. bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu e taraphano jhukAva thaIne. puruSArtha thaIne..

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kalaza-125 159 kALalabdhi pAkI gaI. tene nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thaI e kALalabdhi. kyAre thaze? puruSArtha svabhAvamAM Tharaze tyAre kALalabdhi thaze. ahIMyA to kahe che ke- puruSArtha svabhAvamAM Tharaze tyAre kALalabdhi thaze. bhagavAna (pariNati) aMdara jAze. tyAre tenI kALalabdhi pAkI gaI. "koI Asanna bhavya jIva samyakatvarUpa svabhAva pariNatie pariName che" juo, Asanna bhavya jIva. jene saMsAra thoDo che have najIka che have, mokSane mATe najIka che. Asanna nAma najIka che jenA saMsArano aMta evA bhavya jIvo. AhA! Asanna bhavya te bhavya to che paNa Asanna bhavya che. teno mokSa thavAno alpa kALa che. saMsArano aMta AvavAnI have taiyArI che. evA Asanna bhavya. "jIva samyakatvarUpa svabhAva pariNatie pariName che." juo, e jIvo samyakatvarUpa AtmAnA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu tenI zraddhAnA samyakarUpe pariName che. paryAya thAya che. zuddha caitanya AnaMdaghana prabhu tenI zuddha pariNatirUpe-paryAyarUpe pariName che. te samakitI che. AvI vAto AkarI paDe zuM thAya? lokone bIje raste caDAvI dIdhA che. aMdaramAM javAno je mULa rasto che te baMdha karI dIdho che. AhAhA! aMtarAtmA aMtara che. bahirAtmA te to rAgadveSa vikAramAM che. te anAtmA che. aMtarAtmA prabhu je che e to eka samayanI avasthA sivAyanuM dravya aMtaramAM che. bahAramAM to eka samayanI paryAya, puNya-pApanA bhAva te bAhya che. bAhyane potAnuM svarUpa mAne che e mithyAtva che. bAhyanI dRSTi choDIne aMtara bhagavAnanI dRSTi kare te samakita che. AvI mAla mAlanI vAto che. AhA! mAla to aMtaramAM zAMti paDI che te tAro mAla che. puNya-pApanA bhAva e tAro mAla che? emAM bAhyamAM haju to paisA pAMca-daza lAkha maLe, dhULa maLe tyAM to jANe amane kAMI maLyuM. sAMbhaLane nAtha ! tane sAnnepAta vaLagyo che. prazna:- AjakAla to dhULanI paNa kiMmata che ane A to kiMmata vinAno che? uttara- aNamolI cIja prabhu che. jenI kiMmata AMkavI muzkela che. enuM mahAbhya choDIne, jagatanI cIjanuM mahAbhya kare che. te mithyASTi che. AvuM che bApA! are.... bhagavAna ! aMtaramAM prabhu birAje che. tenuM mahAbhya, tenI vismayatA, tenI abhUtatA, AzcaryatA choDI daIne. te puNya ne pApanI mahimA ane tenA phaLanI mahinAmAM rokAya gayo che. herAna thaI gayo che. "Asanna bhavyajIva samyakatvarUpa svabhAva pariNatie pariName che" AhAhA! aMdara je zuddha caitanya prabhu tenI paryAya nirmaLapaNe pariName che. e saMvara che-dharma che. bhASA juo svabhAva pariNati ane AgaLa vibhAvapariNati tema kahyuM hatuM. mithyAtva ane rAga-dveSa te vibhAva pariNati che. A samakita pariNati te svabhAva dazA che. AhA ! jhINI vAta che prabhu!

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160 AtmA to aMdara bhagavAna svarUpe che. ' "ghaTa ghaTa aMta2 jina vasene ghaTa ghaTa aMta2 jaina, mata madirAke pAnaso matavAlA samaje na" kalazAmRta bhAga-4 svarUpanI dRSTi karIne jeNe rAgane jItyo te ghaTamAM birAje che... te jaina che. jaina koI saMpradAya ke vALo nathI. matavAlA arthAt bahA2mAM puNya ne pApanA matavAlA abhimAnIo samaje nahIM. rAga ne puNyanA pUchanArA abhimAnIo matavAlA samaje nahIM ke- A jina svarUpa aMdara cha te mArI cIja che. bhASA kevI lIdhI che... banArasIdAse nATaka samayasAramAM A zabda lIdhA che. AhAhA ! jaina eTale zuM ? ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina vase aMta2mAM jaina arthAt rAgane jItIne svarUpano anubhava kare te jaina che. ghaTa-ghaTamAM jina vase che, za2I2mAM ane bahA2mAM kAMI jainapaNuM nathI. jyAM jina che tyAM jaina che. je jina svarUpI bhagavAna che teno anubhava karyo te jaina che. AvI agama-gamanI tArI vAtuM che nAtha ! AhAhA ! tuM vacanamAM Ave nahIM, tuM dayA-dAnanA vikalpathI jaNAya nahIM, vikalpAtIta, vacanAtIta, zarIrAtIta... evo je bhagavAna aMdara che tenuM aMta2mAM, zuddha svabhAvanuM pariNamana thavuM te jaina che ne samakitI che. teNe Asravane jItyo che. AhAhA ! caMDALano, harijanano AtmA ho ! AtmA kyAM harijana che ? AtmA kyAM vANiyone-musalamAna che ? e to bhagavAna che... e aMdara che, teno jeNe aMtarmukha thaI ane bahirmukhano jeNe nAza karyo arthAt aMtarmukha prabhune jeNe 52khyo e caMDALano AtmA paNa jaina che, jina ne jaina che. koI moTo rAjA-mahArAjA hoya ane hajAro rANI choDI, digambara sAdhu thayo hoya paNa jeNe aMdaramAM bhagavAnanA bheTA karyA nathI ane dayA-dAna-vratakriyAmAM dharma mAnI beThA che e badhA ajainapaNe che. e (jainapaNuM ) kAMI bahAranI cIjathI maLe evuM nathI. "tethI zuddha prakAza pragaTa thAya che" bhagavAna AtmA jina svarUpI prabhu che. AtmA to vItarAganI mUrti ja prabhu che. vItarAga eTale rAga rahitanI mUrti e che. evA bhagavAnane pAmIne zuddha prakAza pragaTa thAya che. tene zuddha caitanya svarUpa che te paryAyamAM pragaTa dekhAya che. A to zuddha caitanya che. je namUno Avyo te AkhuM tattva zuddha che. AvI vAto have ! sAdhAraNa mANasane sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM bicArAne ! are... vakhata cAlyo jAya che. je je kSaNa jAya che te deha chUTavAno samaya nizcita che tenI samIpa jAya che. mRtyunI samIpa jAya che. deha chUTavAno samaya nizcita che- bhagavAnanA jJAnamAM A samaye Ama thaze te nirNaya ( nakkI ) che. enI emAM jeTalI kSaNo jAya che te badhI mRtyunI samIpa jAya che... AhAhA ! emAM jIvanA jIvanane teNe jANyuM nahIM. zuddha upayoga zuddha pariNamana te jIvanuM jIvana che. teNe jIvane jIvI jANyo che.

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kalaza-126 161 je puNya-pApathI jIve te jIvana jIvanuM nahIM. AvI vAto che prabhu ! jagatane bese na bese !! "tethI karmano Asrava maTe che; tethI zuddha jJAnanI jIta ghaTe che." aMtarmukha 52mAtmA birAje che tyAM jyAM dRSTi paDe che tyAre Asravane jItIne jIvanI jIta thAya che. saMvaranI jIta thAya che- ema kahe che. che to zAMtarasanuM varNana paNa zAMtarasamAM vI2 2sa bharelo che. e zuM kahyuM ? samayasAra nATakamAM pATha che. kemake karmane verI kIdhAMne ! che to zAMtarasanuM varNana paNa temAM vI2 2sanuM varNana karIne zAMtarasanuM varNana karyuM che. temAM vI22sa che. prabhunI stuti karIe chIene... "upazamarasa va2se prabhu tArA nayanamAM" upazamarasa eTale zAMta... zAMta... zAMta... zAMta... zAMta. kemake jeno svabhAva upazama akaSAya svabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAna che tenI jyAM dazA thaI e upazama 2sanI thaI che. tethI jIvanI-jJAnanI jIta ghaTe che. anAdithI rAganI jIta hatI. rAga kahe meM moTA-moTA mAMdhAtAone jItI lIdhA che. zuddhajJAna kahe-have meM tArI jIta meLavI che. huM AnaMdano nAtha chuM evuM ene bhAna thaI gayuM che. have e Asrava... phAstrava mArAmAM nathI. A saMvara adhikA2nI zarUAtano mAMgalikano zloka thayo. (zArdUlavikrIDita ) caidrUpyaM jaDarUpatAM ca dadhatoH kRtvA vibhAgaM dvayorantardAruNadAraNena parito jJAnasya rAgasya c| bhedajJAnamudeti nirmalamidaM modadhvamadhyAsitAH zuddhajJAnaghanaughamekamadhunA santo dvitiiycyutaaH|| 2-126 / / " khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "vaM bhevajJAnam ati" (paM) pratyakSa evuM (mevajJAnam ) bhedajJAna arthAt jIvanA zuddhasvarUpano anubhava (havetti) pragaTa thAya che. kevuM che? "nirmalam" rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azudhdhapariNatithI rahita che. vaLI kevuM che? "zuddhajJAnadhanaudham" (zuddhajJAna) zuddhasvarUpanuM grAhaka jJAna, tenA (ghana) samUhano (odham ) puMja che. vaLI kevuM che ? "pus" samasta bhedavikalpathI rahita che. bhedajJAna kaI rIte thAya che te kahe che-"jJAnasya rAAsya = krayo: vimA'mAM parata: tvA" ( jJAnasya ) jJAnaguNamAtra (RTTT T) ane azudhdha pariNati-te (hrayo:) baMnenuM (vimAnaM) bhinnabhinnapaNuM ( parata: ) ekabIjAthI ( ghRtvA) karIne bhedajJAna pragaTa thAya che. kevAM che te baMne? "vaidraSya naDapatAM 6 vadhato:" caitanyamAtra jIvanuM svarUpa, jaDatvamAtra

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162 kalAmRta bhAga-4 azudhdhapaNAnuM svarUpa. zenA vaDe bhinnapaNuM karyuM? "sattAvArona" (antarvANa) aMtaraMga sUkSma anubhavadeSTi, evuM che (kAraNena ) karavata, tenA vaDe. bhAvArtha Ama che kezuddhajJAnamAtra tathA rAgAdi azudhdhapaNuM-e baMneno bhinnabhinnapaNe anubhava karavAnuM ati sUkSma che, kema ke rAgAdi azudhdhapaNuM cetana jevuM dekhAya che, tethI atisUkSma dRSTithI, jema pANI kAdava sAthe maLavAthI meluM thayuM che topaNa svarUpano anubhava karatAM svacchatAmAtra pANI che, meluM che te kAdavanI upAdhi che, tema rAgAdi pariNAmanA kAraNe jJAna azudhdha ema dekhAya che topaNa jANapaNAmAtra jJAna che, rAgAdi azudhdhapaNuM upAdhi che. "satta: adhunA phuvaM movardhvama"(santa:) saMto arthAt samyagdaSTijIvo (punA) vartamAna samayamAM (rUdde mombam) zuddhajJAnAnubhavane AsvAdo. kevA che saMtapuruSo? "adhyAsitA:" zuddhasvarUpano anubhava che jIvana jemanuM, evA che. vaLI kevA che? "dvitIyabhutA:" heya vastune avalaMbatA nathI. 2-126. kaLaza naM.-126 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 126-127 tA. 20-21/10/'77 pharva ejJAnana rati" pratyakSa evuM bhedajJAna arthAt jIvanA zuddha svarUpano anubhava pragaTa thAya che."zuM kahe che? saMvara adhikAra che ne AtmA zuddha caitanya AnaMda rasakaMda prabhu che, ene puNya-pApanA je bhAva thAya che tenAthI bhinna karavo, tenAthI bhedajJAna karavuM e saMvara ane dharma che. prazna- kyAre bhedajJAna karavuM? uttara- samyagdarzana thavAnA kALe ja. A AtmA! caitanya svarUpa jJAyakamUrti! e to trikALI zuddha ane pavitra ja che. enI paryAyamAM je puNya ne pApanA bhAva thAya te ajJAna che. ajJAna eTale temAM caitanya svarUpano aMza nathI. sUryano prakAza hoya to aMjavALu hoya paNa kolasAnI kaNI te kAMI sUryanuM aMjavALu nahIM. tema puNya ne pApanA bhAva e to kolasAnI kaNI-mela che. ajJAna che, eTale temAM jJAnanA prakAzano abhAva che. zrotA:- ajJAna eTale mithyAjJAna levuM. uttara-nA, banne prakAra lIdhA. gaIkAle jarI magajamAM AvI gayuM hatuM. AcArya kahe che ke- ajJAna asta thaI jAva. e to muni che, temane to ajJAna asta thayeluM che. eTale mithyASTine paNa ema kahe che rAgathI bhinna paDIne ajJAnano nAza karo. mane to aMdaramAM e vakhate tarka Avyo hato ke- amane paNa haju zubharAga thAya che... e ajJAna che. ajJAna eTale viparIta jJAna ema nahIM. mithyAjJAna ema nahIM.. paNa zubharAganI vAta che munine

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kalaza-126 163 azubharAga to che nahIM. cothe guNasthAne samyagdaSTi, pAMcame sAcA zrAvaka tene to haju ArtadhyAna paNa hoya ane raudradhyAneya hoya ane hoya ane azubhabhAva paNa hoya ane zubhabhAvanI vAta paNa hoya, paNa munine to azubhabhAva hoto nathI. traNa kaSAyanA abhAvathI AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna caitanya zaktino vikAsa aMdara thayo che. anaMtaguNanI pAMkhaDIe AtmA jyAM khIlI nIkaLyo che. jema gulAbanI kaLI khIlI nIkaLe tema bhagavAna AtmAmAM anaMta guNa che temAM te khIlI nIkaLyA che te tenuM sattva che. e anaMtaguNanI dRSTi ne sthiratA dvArA munine cAritrapaNuM che. anaMtaguNanI zaktinI paryAyamAM khIlavaTa thaI gaI che- vikAsa thaI gayo che. chatAM temane haju zubharAga che ane te duHkha che. to (muni) kahe che- e zubharAga. ajJAna che te asta thaI jAva. ame to jJAna svarUpano prakAza karIe chIe. AtmA aMdara che (tenAthI bhinna) rAga ne puNya pApanA bhAva vikalpa che tene ahIMyA jaDa kaheze. pAThamAM che. A caitanya prabhu jJAnAnaMda che. jJAnano ciddhana-prajJAbrahya svarUpa bhagavAna che. prajJAbrahma eTale jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa ja trikALI che. (enI) paryAyamAM je zubhabhAva thAya ke azubhabhAva thAya (te jaDa che). mithyASTine to puNya-pApanA bhAva te huM chuM te dRSTi mithyA che. paNa bhedajJAna karIne, e puNya ne pApanA vikalpo rAga-aMdhakAra che. aMdara AtmA che te caitanya prakAzanuM pUra che. ema rAgathI bhinna paDI ane jeNe bhedajJAna aMtaramAM pragaTa karyuM tenuM nAma prathama samyagdarzana jJAna tene saMvara dazA kahevAmAM Ave che. zAMtibhAI ! ahIMyA che aMdara zAMta, zAMtino sAgara AtmA aMdara che. jeTalA puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya te azAMta che. AtmA zAMti ne sAgara banne che. ahIMyA paramAtmA kahe che e ja saMto ADatIyA thaIne jagatane jAhera kare che. "pharva mejJAnama ti" [TuvaM] nAma pratyakSa. rAgathI bhinna paDe tyAre prabhu AtmA pratyakSa thAya che. mArga jhINo, sUkSma ghaNo prabhu! zrotA- jaldI samajAya evo nathI. uttara- jaldI samajAya evI ja A rIta che. paNa anaMta kALathI A abhyAsa nahIM... ane (pelo) adhyAsa anAdino. ahIMyA kahe che- ekavAra prabhu tuM (sAMbhaLa!) e puNya ne pApanA vikalpo... rAga e jaDa che. jaDa che eTale ? te rajakaNa che ane temAM sparza, rasa, gaMdha, varNa che tema nahIM. e zubha azubha bhAvo jaDa che eTale emAM rajakaNa che, emAM raMga, gaMdha, varNa, sparza che. ema jaDano artha nathI. jaDa che eTale temAM caitanyanA tejanA prakAzanA nUrano abhAva che. bhASA to sAdI che bApu! AhAhA! (AtmA) bhagavat svarUpa che. tene je bhAve tIrthaMkara gotra baMdhAya e bhAva

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164 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 zubha ane jaDa che. ahIMyA to tIrthakaragotra bAMdhe koNa? te Ave kone? samakitIne mithyASTine e Ave nahIM. jeNe rAga ne puNya ne pApanA bhAvathI cidrupa bhinna karyo che tene evo vikalpa Ave che... paNa e vikalpa ajJAna che, te vikalpa jJAnanuM svarUpa nathI. rUvaM bhajJAnama ti" e rAgamAM ane rAganI rucimAM prabhu-AtmA tene parokSa thaI gayo che. rAganI prItinI ADamAM caitanya parokSa thaI gayo che- ADamAM DhaMkAI gayo che. tene rAganI ruci choDIne.. rAgathI bhinna aMdara pUrNAnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna che tene pratyakSa kara ema kahe che. tArA mati ane zrutajJAnamAM (pratyakSa kara) matidhRtamAM paranI apekSA kaMI nathI, bheda vijJAna karIne AtmAne sIdho pratyakSa kara, [3] eTale pratyakSa je mati zrutajJAna che tene rAganuM ke mananuM paNa avalaMbana nathI. e mati-zrutajJAna rAgathI bhinna paDIne potAnA AtmAne pratyakSa kare che. Ama pratyakSa kare che. A AtmA che tema pratyakSa jANe che. pratyakSa evuM bhedajJAna arthAt jIvanA zuddha svarUpano anubhava" A bhedajJAnanI vyAkhyA karI. bhagavaMta ! tane je anAdithI puNya ne pApanA, rAga-dveSanA vikalpono anubhava che e duHkharUpa che, e saMsAranuM vedana che. have ekavAra rAgathI bhinna paDI aMdara rAgathI judA paDavAnuM bhedajJAna kara...! e bhedajJAna dvArA (rAga bhinna paDatAM AtmA pratyakSa thAya che ). bhedajJAna eTale zuM? "jIvanA zuddha svarUpano anubhava" AvA zabdo che bApu! AhA... rAga, puNya pApanA vikalpo tenAthI bhinna pADatAM.. juduM pADatAM.. AtmA jJAnamAM pratyakSa thAya che. arthAt zuddha svarUpano anubhava thAya che... tenuM nAma saMvara ane tenuM nAma dharma che. bhedajJAnanI vyAkhyA ja A karI- "jIvanA zuddha svarUpano anubhava" prabhu tuM zuddha caitanya svarUpa ja che, pavitra ja che. dravya ane enA guNo e to pavitrano piMDa che. enI paryAyamAM hAlatamAM puNya ne pApanA bhAva che, e caitanyanA svabhAvamAM abhAva svarUpa che. mATe abhAva svarUpavALA rAganuM caitanya svarUpa prabhu... je bhAvavALo che tenAthI anubhava kara. AvuM che bhagavAna aMdara ! tenuM nAma samyajJAna ane samyagdarzana che. saMvara arthAt vikArI pariNamananuM ruMdhAI javuM.. aTakI javuM ane avikArI pariNamananuM utpanna thavuM tenuM nAma saMvara ne dharma che. hati' pragaTa thAya che. bhASA kevI che! kemake anAdithI bhedajJAna nahotuM. anAdithI to puSya ne pApa, mithyAtva bhAvamAM (ekatva hatuM) paramAM sukha che arthAt zarIramAM, lakSmImAM, AbarUmAM, kIrtimAM paramAM sukha che. evI je mithyA zraddhA hatI, evo je mithyAtvabhAva hato te kALe mithyAzraddhA ne rAga-dveSano anubhava hato eTale ke- duHkhano ja anubhava hato. AvI vAta che bhAI ! A saMvara adhikAra che ne! jyAre rAganA vikalpathI eTale ke paryAya buddhithI khasI

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kalaza-126 165 jaIne, zubha-azubha rAga e paryAyamAM vikalpa dazA che tenA premamAMthI rucimAMthI khasI jaI ane bhagavAna zuddha caitanyanI dRSTi ne rucimAM Ave to tane AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava thaze. anAdithI je vikArano-duHkhano anubhava che tenAthI bhinna pADatAM tane sukhano anubhava thaze. AhA! samajAya evuM che. bhASA evI kaThaNa nathI kAMI ! AhAhA ! mArga to che I che bApA! zrotA- kaThaNa che. uttaraH- kaThaNa che e aNaabhyAse kaThaNa che, abhyAse nahIM. enA gharanI cIja che ne! "pragaTa thAya che" ema kahyuM che. e puNya ne pApa ane mithyAtvabhAva pragaTa hato. anAdithI saMsAramAM ene vedana che te ekAnta duHkhanuM vedana che. rAgathI, puNyathI bhinna bhagavAna aMdara pUrNa svarUpa che ane A puNya pApa to kRtrima, kSaNika ane caitanyanA svabhAvanA abhAva svarUpa che. cetanAnA svabhAvabhAva svarUpa prabhu che tene rAgathI bhinna pADatAM, bhedajJAna eTale ke zuddha svarUpano anubhava pragaTa thAya che. AhAhA! AvI vAta ane ATalI zaratuM. kevuM che e bhedajJAna?[ nirmana] rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azudhdha pariNatithI rahita che" rAga-dveSa-moha arthAt paramAM sAvadhAnI tenAthI anubhava dazA-samyagdarzana arthAt bhedajJAna te rAga-dveSa-mohathI rahita che. rAga-dveSa-moharUpI azudhdha pariNati, malina dazA tenAthI bhedajJAna rahita che. vaLI kevuM che? zuddhajJAna naughama zuddhajJAna] zuddha svarUpanuM grAhaka jJAna, tenA (ghana) samUhano pUMja che" puNya-pApano bhAva ne mithyAtvano bhAva che... e to eka samaya pUratI vikRta-kSaNika dazA hatI. ane A to trikALI bhagavAna che. (e rAgAdithI) bhinna paDatAM.. e to zuddha jJAnano pUMja che. e jJAnano Dhagalo che. Dhagalo eTale puMja che. AhAhA! e zuddha svarUpanuM grAhaka jJAna, je rAgathI bhinna paDIne paryAyamAM caitanya mUrtinuM jJAna karyuM.. to e vastu kevI che? te kahe che. zuddha svarUpanuM grAhaka jJAna, tenA samUhano pUMja che... evo paryAyamAM khyAla Avyo. e paNa vikalpathI ke A paNa AkhI cIja ja AnaMdaghanano puMja che. jJAnanI paryAyamAM, puNyapApanA rAgathI bhinna paDIne.. zuddha caitanyano anubhava thayo. e anubhavanI paryAya to vartamAna kSaNika che. paNa teno viSaya ) vastu che te zuddha jJAnano piMDa che. dravya je vastu che. vastu.. AhAhA ! zuddha svarUpanuM grAhaka jJAna enA samUhano pUMja che, enI paryAyanA samUhano puMja che. paryAya to kSaNika anubhavamAM Ave che. jyAre vastu to teno Akho puMja che. ahIMyA to mAlanI vAtuM cAle che. prabhu! tuM Avo che! "vaLI kevuM che te jJAna? "ma" samasta bhedavikalpathI rahita che." je upajeluM samyajJAna ( pragaTa) thayuM e to samasta bheda vikalpathI rAgathI juduM che. (bheda vikalpathI) rahita che.

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166 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bhedajJAna kaI rIte thAya che te kahe che- "jJAnastha rAsya 2 kayo: vimA purata: kRtvA" jJAnaguNamAtra ane azudhdha pariNati te bannenuM bhinna bhinnapaNe ekabIjAthI karIne bhedajJAna pragaTa thAya che." jJAnano puMja prabhu eka bAju ane rAga, vikalpa bIjI bAju e be mAMthI... rAgathI bhinna paDIne... bhedajJAna pragaTa thAya che. puNya-pApanI azudhdha pariNati che e paryAya che. zubha ne azubha bhAva te banne azudhdha dazA che, tenAthI jJAnaguNamAtra AtmA (bhinna che). azudhdha pariNati ane jJAnaguNamAtra AtmA e bannenuM bhinna-bhinnapaNuM eka bIjAthI karIne arthAt puNya-pApathI jJAnapuMja bhinna ane jJAnapuMjathI vikAra bhinna che. AvI zaratuM che! loko dharmane sahelo mAnIne beThA hatA ke- dayA pALavI, vrata-upavAsa karavA. are.. bApu! dharma judI cIja che bhAI ! e dharmanI sanmukhanA mukha judA che. ahIM kahe che ke prabhu, eka bAju jJAnaguNa ane bIjI bAju puNya-pApanA rAga te bannenuM eka-bIjAne bhinna-bhinnapaNuM che. eka bIjAthI karIne bhedajJAna pragaTa thAya che. kevAM che te banne? vaidrayaM nahapatAM ja vadhato:" koNa banne? cidrupa-jJAnakuMja AtmA ane puNya-pApanA vikalpa rAga e banne kevA che? bahu sarasa zloka Avyo che. bhagavAna to "vaidraSya nahapatAM ja vadhatoH" caitanyamAtra jIvanuM svarUpa che." e to cetanA mAtra che. cidhana-cetanA svabhAva mAtra bhagavAna AtmA to che.. e jIvanuM svarUpa che. cetanA arthAt jANavA-dekhavAnA svabhAvano puMja prabhu e AtmA che. "jaDatvamAtra azudhdhapaNAnuM svarUpa" juo, e puNya ne pApanA bhAva azudhdha che te jaDa che. ethI AcArye kahyuM ane mane e vakhate vicAra Avyo ke- ajJAnano nAza che munine to! e to samakitI-jJAnI ne anubhavI che. paNa tene pelo haju (saMjavalanano ) zubharAga che ne! kalamASita che teTaluM duHkha che; eTaluM ajJAna che. ajJAna che arthAta e rAgamAM jJAnano abhAva che; rAga jaDa che. e rAgano nAza thaIne mAro caitanya pUrNa prakAzita thAva. bhASA joI? "vaidracaMDapatAM va vadhato, caitanyamAtra jIvanuM svarUpa che" zAMta... zAMta.. akaSAya vItarAga svarU5nI mUrti prabhu che. puNya ne pApa-rAga ne vikAra te jaDa, ajJAna svarUpa che. vaidraSya naherupatAM vadhato" bhASA to juo!dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma thAya... munine paNa thAya... paNa che to jaDa tema kahe che. (sAdhake) prathama bhedajJAna to karyuM che. samyagdarzanazAna thayuM che, paNa.... have je bAkI rahyo rAga che tenAthI bhinna paDIne sthiratA ramaNatA karavI che. samajANuM kAMI? samayasAranA (1) ajIva adhikAramAM puNya-pApanA bhAvane ajIva kahyAM che. (2) puNya-pApa adhikAramAM-e zubhAzubha bhAvane ajJAna kahyAM che. (3) saMvara adhikAramAM e rAgAdine jaDa kahyo che. AhAhA! badhI vAta eka ja che. AhAhA! zubha ke azubhabhAva, dayA

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167 dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjAnA e bhAva ! samyagdaSTi jJAnIne Ave, munine Ave, enA yogya enA pramANamAM Ave... paNa che to e ajIva ane jaDa che. e duHkharUpa ane AkuLatAjanya che. bhagavAna AtmA ! e sukharUpa, jJAnarUpa, AnaMdarUpa cetana svabhAvanI mUrti prabhu che. bannene 5252 bhinnatA che. 52spa2 eTale ? caitanya svarUpathI vikAra bhinna che ane vikA2thI caitanya svarUpa bhinna che. AhAhA ! jIvanuM svarUpa caitanyamAtra ane rAganuM svarUpa jaDatvamAtra. paraMtu jaDatvano artha evo nathI ke- puNya-pApanA bhAvamAM varNa, gaMdha, sparza, rasa che. ( rAgane ) pudgalanA pariNAma kahyAM che... paNa temAM varNa, gaMdha, 2sa, sparza che ema nathI. paraMtu e zubhaazubhamAM caitanyanA prakAzano, jJAnanA aMzano abhAva che. te aMdhakAra che, jaDa che, ajIva che. mATe tene ajJAna kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA ! AvuM sAMbhaLavuM muzkela paDe..! paNa mArga Avo che. kalaza-126 " "zenA vaDe bhinnapaNuM karyuM ? "annavAruMLavALena" aMtaraMga sUkSma anubhava dRSTi, evuM che ka2vata, tenA vaDe." joyuM ? ( kahe che) zenA vaDe (bhinna ) karyuM ? sAdhana zuM ? sUkSma anubhavanI dRSTi arthAt bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa che evA zuddhanI aMtara dRSTi-anubhava dRSTi atIndriya AnaMdaprabhu saccidAnaMda che enA anubhavanI zuddha dRSTi vaDe. e anubhava dRSTi kevI che? e to ka2vata che. jema lAkaDAnA ka2vata be kaTakA kare che ema aMtaradRSTi, rAgane (ane AtmAne ) anubhava karavata vaDe be judA pADI nAkhe che. Avo mArga che. "aMtaraMga sUkSma anubhava dRSTi" ghaNo ja upayoga sUkSma thaI jAya che... tyAre te AtmAne rAgathI bhinna anubhave che. e karavata che. aMdara... aMtara sUkSma (anubhava dRSTi ) rAgano bhAva, puNya, pApano bhAva to sthULa, sthULa... ajIva che- jaDa che. bhagavAnano upayoga sUkSma che. jIvane, caitanya AnaMda ne tenI dRSTi vaDe, rAga ane bhagavAnane bannene, jema karavata judA pADe tema judA pADI nAkhyA che. zrotA:- ka2vatathI zarIranA TukaDA thAya tema ? utta2:- za2I2nA TUMkaDA na thAya zarIra.. zarIramAM rahe ne. rAga rAgamAM rahe ne bhagavAna AnaMdamAM 2he. be vacce sUkSma aMtaradRSTithI arthAt karavatathI beyane judA pADayA. aMtara sUkSma dRSTi te prajJAchINI. (181 kaLazamAM ) prajJAchINI kahIne ! prajJArUpI chINI dvArA bannene judA pADe che. bhedavijJAna kaho ke prajJAchINI kaho ke sAdhana kaho ! rAga che te juduM pADavAnuM sAdhana nathI. prajJAchINI arthAt samyagnAnanI dazA je aMta2mAM vaLI te rAgathI bhinna karavAmAM sAdhana che, samajAya che kAMI ? haLave... haLave to vAta cAle che. A mArga to evo che bApu ! jinendra-sarvajJa 52mezva2 52mAtmAno A hukama che. 52mAtmAne pAmavAnI A rIta ne vidhi che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke- zuddhajJAna mAtra tathA rAgAdi azudhdhapaNuM e banneno bhinnabhinnapaNe anubhava ka2vAnuM ati sUkSma che; rAgAdine u52 jaDa kahyuM hatuM tene have azudhdha

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168 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kahyuM. bhagavAna caitanya zuddha che, rAgAdi azudhdha che. te banneno bhinna-bhinnapaNe anubhava karavo ati sUkSma che. ghaNuM sUkSma che, ati sUkSma che. ekaluM sUkSma na letAM ati sUkSma che." rAgano vikalpa ho ke- puNya-pApano ho tenAthI bhagavAna AtmAne juduM pADavuM ati sUkSma che, tyAM sthULabuddhi kAma na kare. tyAM zAstranA jANapaNAnuM jJAna kAma na kare bhAI? bhaNyo chuM ghaNuM mATe... (anubhava thAya ) e tyAM kAma na Ave. samajANuM kAMI? ati sUkSma che" kema? puNya ne pApanA bhAva ane mithyAtvanA bhAva azudhdha ane jaDa che. prabhu caitanya zuddha ne pavitra che. ene bhinna pADavA ati sUkSma che. "kemake rAgAdi azudhdhapaNuM cetana jevuM dekhAya che" kAraNa Ape che. A kema ati sUkSma che (tenuM kAraNa Ape che) ke- puNyanA pariNAma, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma e caitanyanI paryAyamAM cetana jevA dekhAya che. tethI enAthI juduM pADavuM atisUkSma che. zloka bahu sAro Avyo che. (juduM pADavuM) kema sUkSma che? rAga, puNya-pApano bhAva e azudhdhapaNuM cetana jevuM dekhAya che; kemake e cetananI paryAyamAM che ne ! e (rAga ) jaDamAM ke karma rajakaNamAM nathI. zubhaazubhabhAva jIvanA sattvamAM che. bapore AvyuM hatuM- jIvanA sattvamAM arthAt paryAyarUpI sattvamAM e che. e puNya-pApanA bhAvane jaDa kIdhAM mATe jaDamAM ke karmamAM che ema nathI. e zubha-azubhabhAvo cetananI paryAyamAM cetana jevA dekhAya che. tethI tenAthI juduM pADavuM ati sUkSma che. paryAya dRSTie dekhe to e puNya-pApanA bhAva jIvanI paryAyamAM che. vastu dRSTie jue to te bhAva vastumAM nathI. AhAhA ! dravyadRSTithI jue to e bhAva enAmAM che ja nahIM. kema ati sUkSma che? zubha-azubhabhAva evuM azudhdhapaNuM cetana jevuM dekhAya che. joyuM? kemake e cetananI paryAya che ne! e azudhdhatA kAMI karmanI paryAya nathI. gaI kAle svAdhyAyamAM AvyuM'tuM ne- dharmane adharma te AtmA che. samajAyamAM AvyuM hatuM. puNya-pApa zubha-azubhabhAva te AtmA che ema AvyuM hatuM. AtmAnA e dharma ne adharma che. dharma eTale puNyabhAva adharma eTale pApa e jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAnanI paryAyamAM che. e kAMI jaDamAM che, paramAM che ema nathI. AhAhA! gaI kAle svAdhyAyamAM AvyuM hatuM ke- jema samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra, AnaMda e AtmA che- jJAnasvarUpa che tema puNya-pApa paNa jJAna svarUpa che- ema AvyuM hatuM. bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpanI potAnI dazAmAM e puNya-pApanA bhAva che, e kAMI jaDamAM, zarIramAM, paramAM nathI. ane te parathI thayA nathI. AhAhA ! potAnI paryAyamAM aparAdhane kAraNe e bhAva thayA che... tethI tene tyAM AtmAnA che tema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. kemake e paryAya enI che ne !! samayasAra 404 gAthAmAM AvyuM hatuM ne! "NANaM sammAdiSThiM saMjamaM suttmNgpuvvgyN| dhammAdhammaM ca tahA pavvajjaM abbhuvaMti buhaa||

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kalaza-126 169 "samyakatva, ne saMyama tathA pUrvAgagata sUtro ane dharmAdharama dIkSA vaLI, budha puruSa mAne jJAnane." dharmA dharama eTale puNya-pApa. puNya-pApanA bhAva AtmAmAM che. tene AtmA kahevAmAM Ave che. kemake e (bhAvo) tenI paryAyamAM thAya che... enA sattvamAM che. AhAhA ! paNa jyAre puNya-pApanA bhAva ane AtmA e bannene bhinna karavA che tyAre e puNya-pApanA bhAva jaDamAM che. ema kahe che. jaDa jaDapaNe che ema! jaDa eTale rajakaNamAM e bhAvo che ema nahIM. paNa jaDapaNe che- ajJAna che. (404 gAthA) mAM jJAnapaNe che ema kahyuM. keTalI apekSAo Ave..! samakita, saMyama, cAritra, sUtraaMga eTale kAMI pAnA e AtmA nahIM. sUtramAM je jJAna che te AtmA che. zAstranuM jJAna AtmAmAM che e jJAna pAnAmAM nathI. A pAnA to jaDa che mATI che. samyagdarzana saMyama eTale svarUpamAM ramaNatA ane zAstra saMbaMdhInuM AgamanuM... aMtaramAM potAnuM jJAna, puNya ne pApanA bhAva ane e pravajyA eTale cAritra e AtmA che. ema kahyuM. zAstra saMbaMdhInuM jJAna... e badhuM jJAna che... eTale ke- te jJAna svarUpa bhagavAnanI paryAyamAM che mATe tene jJAna che tema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. are... eka bAju Ama kahe ane eka bAju Ama kahe. ahIMyA (404) mAM kahe che puSya ne pApa banne jJAna che ane (zlokamAM kahe che) puNya ne pApa banne jaDa che. apekSAthI samajavuM joIe. samajANuM kAMI? samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, cAritra te AtmAnI nirmaLa paryAya che. rAga thAya che e paNa AtmAnI paryAyamAM che. puNya-pApa paNa AtmAnI paryAyamAM che. e kAMI jaDamAM, ajIvamAM, karmamAM, zarIramAM thato nathI e apekSAe tene AtmAmAM che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. ahIMyA (zlokamAM) kahe che ke have teno bheda pADavo che. eka bAju kAMI kahe ane eka bAju kAMI kahe. eka bAju ema kahe ke- jJAnIne duHkha nathI. bIjI bAju kahe ke- chaThThA guNasthAna sudhI rAgano bhAva duHkha che. kaI apekSAe vAta che bApu! jyAM vastunI dRSTi ane vastunI apekSAnuM varNana cAlatuM hoya dravyadRSTie varNana cAlatuM hoya to duHkhane gauNa karIne tene duHkha nathI tema kahyuM che. ane jyAre tenI vAstavika sthitinuM varNana cAle tyAre jJAnIne-munine paNa rAgano bhAga te duHkha che ane tene vede che... ane temane aMtara taraphanuM vedana teTalo AnaMda che. zrotA- rAga hoya te duHkha ja hoya ne! uttaraH- duHkha ja che, zubhabhAva te duHkha che. chatAM tyAM ema kahyuM ke tyAM jJAna che, eTale ke- te jJAna svarUpI bhagavAnanI paryAyamAM che. zrotA:- jJAnInA badhA bhAvo jJAnamaya che. uttara- e vaLI bIjI vAta, e to (jJAnIne) rAga thAya che tenuM paNa te jJAna kare che. ema karIne jJAnInA badhA bhAvo jJAnabhAve che ema kahyuM che. ahIMyA bIjI vAta che, ahIMyA

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170 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 trIjI vAta che. (ekaja zlokamAM upara-nIcenA peregrApha hisAbe) jyAre samyagdarzana sahita jJAnanI mukhyatAthI vAta cAle tyAre tene jJAna prakAza teno svabhAva che ane rAgAdi teno svabhAva nathI. e rAga-duHkhane gauNa karI daIne, jJAnAnaMdanI mukhyatAthI vAta karI hoya tyAre ema kahe. have jyAre AtmAnI paryAyane parathI bhinna karavI che to paranI sAthe karmanI sAthe, zarIranI sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. bhagavAna AtmA potAnA svarUpanI zraddhA kare, samakita kare ane jJAna kare, cAritra kare e paNa AtmA ane aMdara puNyapApanA bhAva thAya te paNa AtmA. samajANuM kAMI? AmAM keTaluM yAda rAkhavuM. bhAI ! A to mAragaDA alaukika che. A to anekAntamArga che. koI ekAnta mArga kheMcI bese to mArga ema nathI. tyAM ema kahyuM ke- puNya pApanA rodradhyAna ho! viSaya vAsanA ho... paNa tene jJAna kahyuM. enI paryAyamAM thAya che mATe jyAM jJAnIne jJAna ja thAya che. ema kahyuM tyAM rAganuM paNa jJAna ane jJAnanuM paNa jJAna. tyAM ema kahyuM ke- jJAna thAya che ane ahIMyA kahe che ke- rAga enI paryAyamAM thAya che. have tene juduM pADavA mATe kahe che- rAga tAruM svarUpa nathI, tAruM svarUpa caitanya che. samajANuM kAMI? eka bAju ema kahe ke prabhu to AnaMda svarUpa che, emAM duHkha che ja nahIM. vastumAM duHkha che ja nahIM. bIjI rIte kahe samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra pragaTayuM, samyajJAnI thayo paNa jeTalo tene zubharAga-azubharAga che eTaluM duHkha che. e duHkha nathI ema mAne to ekAnta mithyAdRSTi che ane e duHkha mArI cIja che ema aMdaramAM mAne toya ekAMta mithyASTi che. Are.. AvI vAto che. AmAM abhyAsa joIe, AmAM laganI lAgavI joIe. - jyAre A zloka vAMcato tyAre magajamAM nyAya Avyo ke- be vAta kare che (1) mithyASTinuM ajJAna asta thAya che, (2) cAritra apekSAe pUrNatA thatAM ajJAna asta thaI jAya che. ame to jJAna svarUpa chIe. prabhu! tamAre ajJAna to nathI !! muni cho tethI ajJAna nathI. zubhabhAva che e ajJAna che. amane haju rAga che te doSa ane duHkha che. te ajJAna have asta thaI jAva, nAza thaI jAva. caitanya sUrya Akho pragaTa thaI jAva. samajANuM kAMI? kahe che- ati sUkSma kema che? puNya ne pApanuM azudhdhapaNuM e caitanya jevuM cetanAbhAsa jevuM che mATe e caitanya jevA dekhAya che. tethI ene judA pADavA e ati sUkSma che. karma, zarIra, vANI e to jaDa che tethI e to judAM ja che, eTale tene judA pADavA e kAMI ati sUkSma nathI. A (zarIra) to-dhULa to judejudI cIja che. paraMtu pelA vikAranA pariNAma enI paryAyamAM che. A zarIra to enI paryAyamAMya nathI, A zarIra, vANI karma enA dravya, guNa, paryAya e to taddana judA che. e AtmAnI paryAyamAM nathI. zarIra nathI, karmaya nathI, vANIeya nathI, paNa.. enI paryAyamAM puNya-pApanA bhAva che, tethI tenAthI juduM pADavuM e atisUkSma che.

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kalaza-126 171 zrotA:- dravya-paryAyano bheda karavo? uttara- e to bahu sUkSma che. e enI paryAyamAM che ne! e kAMI paramANuMmAM nathI. puNya ne pApanA bhAva e kAMI karmamAM nathI, zarIramAM nathI. e to jIvanI paryAyamAM sattAmAM sattvanI paryAyamAM che. have e sattva je paryAyanuM che ene juduM pADIne dravya dRSTi karavI ati sUkSma che. samajANuM koI ? "tethI ati sUkSma dRSTithI jema pANI kAdava sAthe maLavAthI meluM thayuM che" juo, jaLa arthAt pANIne kAdava banne ekameka thaI gayA che. Ama paththarAne pANI tadna judA che, tema A nathI. pANI ane kAdavano paryAyamAM bhego mela thaI gayo che. pANI kAdava sAthe maLavAthI meluM thayuM che. to paNa svarUpano anubhava karatAM svacchatAmAtra pANI che. svaccha che te pANI che, meluM che te kAdavanI upAdhi che. ahIMyA kahe che jema pANImAM kAdavanI melapa thaI gaI che. arthAt (pANInI) paryAya melI thaI che. pANI ne paththarA judA che ema nathI. tema AtmAmAM puNya-pApanA bhAvanI paryAyamAM melapa thaI gayelI che. jema karma, zarIra judA che tema A nathI. tenI paryAyamAM astitvamAM, tenI avasthAnI haiyAtimAM malinatA UbhI che. tene judI pADavI eTale paryAya dRSTi choDIne. dravyanI dRSTi e ati sUkSma che. AvuM tattva che! bIje kayAMya maLe evuM nathI. ahIMyA kahe che- rAgAdi pariNAmane lIdhe azuddhi dekhAya che. jema pANI kAdavathI meluM dekhAya che tema AtmAmAM puNya-pApanI paryAya melI che. e azudhdha dekhAya che te upAdhi che. jema pANIne melApaNuM upAdhi che tema bhagavAna AtmAmAM zubhAzubha pariNAma che e tenI paryAyamAM che. paNa te upAdhi che. muni paNa ema kahe che. bhAvaliMgI saMta je AnaMdakaMdamAM jhUlavAvALA jeNe AnaMda... AnaMda.. AnaMda.. samyajJAnamAM pragaTayo che ane traNa kaSAyano nAza karyo che e kahe che kehaju amane A rAganI melapa-kaluSatA UbhI che. bhale ame bhedajJAnathI judI pADI paNa cAritranI nirmaLatA ane thoDI malinatA paDI che. eTaluM amane duHkha che. ame eTalA hajI duHkhI chIe. amane pUrNa AnaMdano abhAva che. tethI he nAtha! e zubhabhAvano ajJAnano asta thaI jAva-nAza thAva ane amArI pUrNAnaMdanI paryAya pragaTa thaI jAva. jJAna azudhdha ema dekhAya che, to paNa jANapaNAmAtra jJAna che. joyuM? bhagavAna to jANapaNuM te jJAnasvarUpI caitanya prakAzI pUra che. rAgAdi azudhdhapaNuM e paryAyamAM upAdhi che. puNya ne pApanA bhAva malinatA che, upAdhi che, mela che, AkuLatA che, ajIva che, jaDa che. rAgAdine upAdhi kahIne! "satta: badhunA phuvaM moradhvana" saMto arthAt samyagdaSTi jIvo" evo artha karyo. saMto-samyagdaSTi jIvo [ adhunA] vartamAna samayamAM [ rUdra movaSyama]zuddha jJAnanA anubhavane

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172 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AsvAdo! AhAhA ! prabhu e rAgathI aMdara bhinna paDayo che ne nAtha! samyagdaSTi jIvo AnaMdano svAda lyo ane duHkhanA svAdane aMdarathI choDI dyo samyagdarzananI apekSAe (vAta karI) (samyagdaSTine) jeTalo rAga che tenAthI bhinna paDI ane jeTalu svabhAvanuM bhAna ane sthiratA che teTalI zAMti che pavitratA che, AnaMda che teTalI anAkuLatA che. jeTalI pavitratA che teTalI zuddhatAno svAda che, rAga jeTalo bAkI rahI gayo teTalI haju azudhdhatA che. pravacana naM. 127 tA. 21/10/77 126 zlokanI chellI be lITI che. "satta: adhunA phuvaMzodhyamasaMto arthAt samyagdaSTi jIvo vartamAna samayamAM zuddha jJAnAnubhavane AsvAdo." bahu sAra che chello. zarIra ne vANI, mana to para che paNa paryAyamAM rAga ne dveSa hovA chatAM, tenI dRSTi trikALI jJAyaka svabhAva AnaMda prabhu tenA upara jatAM eno AsvAda Ave che. A chellAmAM chellI vAta che. atIndriya AnaMdano svAda lyo... A cIja karavAnI che. AhAhA ! puNya ne pApa hovA chatAM tenI haiyAtine jJAna jANe (chatAM) AsvAdamAM to caitanya svarUpa akhaMDa AnaMda prabhu teno AsvAda nAma anubhava lyo. cetananI zaktirUpa je AnaMda che te AnaMdane paryAyamAM AsvAdo... ema kahe che. samajAya che kAMI? jhINI vAto che prabhu! AhAhA ! anAdikALathI puNya ne pApa ne rAga ane dveSae AsvAda duHkharUpa hato. anAdikALathI eTale nigodathI mAMDIne svargamAM paNa e rAgano ja svAda leto hato. have to dizA palaTAva prabhu! ema kahe che. AhAhA ! sahajAtma svarUpa prabhu che tenI sanmukha thaIne.. teno svAda levo. hamaNAM kaheze... atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana karo....! e eno dharma ane kartavya che. "kevA che saMtapuruSo"!! anubhava jenuM jIvana che. "adhyAsitA:" "zuddha svarUpano anubhava che jemanuM jIvana" kahyuMne... adhyAsa arthAt enuM jIvana ja e che. cidAnaMda prabhu! teno anubhava e dharmInuM jIvana che. rAga ne dveSa evA jIvana jIvavAM e badhAM jIvana nahIM. saMvara adhikAra che ne! AhAhA! zuddha svarUpano anubhava che jIvana jemanuM evA che dharmI jIvo. "vaLI kevA che?(dvitIyaSNutA:) heya vastune avalaMbatA nathI." jeTalo rAga-dveSa hoya, puNya-pApanA pariNAma hoya... e vastune avalaMbatA nathI. jANe che paNa tenuM avalaMbana nathI. e zuM kahyuM? AtmA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu saccidAnaMda che. enuM avalaMbana laIne eno anubhava karo. bAkI puNya-pApanA bhAva ho ! are... eka samayanI paryAya paNa vyakta-pragaTa ho.... tenuM avalaMbana na lyo. zrotA:- gurunA avalaMbananI nA nathI.. kahI !

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kalaza-127 173 uttara:- zrIgurunI zraddhAnuM avalaMbana e paNa nahIM ! prabhu! tuM traNalokano nAtha aMdara birAje che. atIndriya AnaMda ne atIndriya jJAnano piMDa prabhu che. tenuM avalaMbana le ne! teno Azraya karane! tene paDakhe jA ne ! teno AdhAra le ne! Ama che paryAya che, rAga che paNa tenuM avalaMbana na le. AhAhA ! paryAyamAM rAga che, duHkha che... paNa duHkhanuM avalaMbana na le. A to chellAmAM chellI vAta che. avalaMbana to trikALI eka prabhunuM. trikALIdhruvane dhyAnamAM dhyeya banAvI eTale dhyAnano viSaya dhruvane banAvI tenuM avalaMbana le paryAyamAM aneka prakAra ho... ene jJAna jANe... paNa tenuM avalaMbana nahIM. samajAya che kAMI? jhINuM che prabhu! mArga ja jhINo che nAtha ! aMdara arUpI che te anaMta. anaMta zaktino sAgara, ane eka-eka zakti paNa anaMta zaktinA rUpathI bharelI... evI anaMtI zaktino sAgara.... nAtha tenuM pUrNa IdaM' eTale pUrNa vastu che tenuM avalaMbana le. AhA ! paryAya che, rAgAdi che, duHkha che. saMyoganI vAta to eka bAju raho ! kemake e to paryAyamAM paNa nathI. zarIra, karma, devaguruzAstra e to tenI paryAyamAM paNa nathI. enI paryAyamAM puNya-pApanA rAgAdi bhAva haju che ane tethI duHkha paNa che, paNa tenuM avalaMbana na le. Avo mArga che. (mAlinI) yadi kathamapi dhArAvAhinA bodhanena dhruvamupalabhamAnaH shuddhmaatmaanmaaste| tadayamudayadAtmArAmamAtmAnamAtmA prprinntirodhaacchuddhmevaabhyupaiti||3-127|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "tatva zayanasAtmA gAtmAnama zuddhama gamyuti"(ta) te kAraNathI (sayama mAtmA) A pratyakSa AtmA arthAt jIva (mAtmAnama) potAnA svarUpane (zuddha1 ) zuddha arthAt jeTalAM che dravyakarma-bhAvakarma tenAthI rahita (myuti) pAme che. kevo che AtmA? "kayalAtmArAmama" (3ya) pragaTa thayela che (AtmA) potAnuM dravya, evo che (lArAmama) nivAsa jeno, evo che. zA kAraNathI zuddhanI prApti thAya che? "paraMparitirodhAta"(Rpariti) azudhdhapaNAnA (rodhAta) vinAzathI. azudhdhapaNAno vinAza kaI rIte thAya che te kahe che-"ya mAtmA thapi zuddhamAtmAnama 35mamAnaH sArUM" (hi) jo (mAtmA) cetanadravya (5thamaf) kALalabdhi pAmIne samyakatvaparyAyarUpa pariNamatuM thayuM, (zuddhama) dravyakarma-bhAvakarmathI rahita evA (mAtmAna") potAnA svarUpane (35mamAna: zAste) AsvAdatuM thayuM pravarte che to. zA

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174 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 vaDe? "voine" bhAvazrutajJAna vaDe. kevuM che (bhAvazrutajJAna)? "ghArAvAdinI" akhaMDitadhArApravAharUpa niraMtara pravarte che. "ghuvama" A vAta nizcita che. 3-127. kaLaza naM.-127 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 127 - tA. 21/10/77 "tata mayama mAtmA mAtmAnama zuddhama myuti" saMvara che ne! saMvara eTale dharmanI dazA, zudhdhopayoga. puNya-pApa eTale azudhdhopayoga. zubhabhAva cAhe to dayA-dAna-vratabhakti pUjA AdinA ke deva-guru-dharmanI zraddhAnA... e paNa eka vikalpa ne rAga che. e paradravya che ne! "tata bhayama mAtmA mAtmAnama zuddhama kapupaiti" "te kAraNathI (zayama mAtmA) A pratyakSa AtmA." AhAhA ! paryAyamAM rAgAdi hoya enuM lakSa choDI de! ane tenA avalaMbana vinA sIdhuM caitanyanuM avalaMbana (letAM) jJAnamAM pratyakSapaNuM thAya che. jhINI vAta che. AhAhA ! saccidAnaMda prabhu dhruva aMdara zAzvata nitya birAje che. tene ( jJAnamAM ) pratyakSa (kara). mana ne rAganuM avalaMbana choDI daI, jJAnanI vartamAna paryAyane paranI apekSA rahita karI. e jJAna AtmAne pratyakSa rIte jANe tenuM nAma saMvara che. AhA ! Avo mArga che. (jayam) zabda paDayo che ne ! "yama" eTale pratyakSa. A... maya.. A... A... A.. prabhu aMdara che.... e A che. rAga ne paryAyanuM lakSa choDI de! enuM avalaMbana nAma Azraya nahIM. AhAhA! "A pratyakSa AtmA" arthAt jIva. pelA vedAMtavALA kahe ke - AtmA nirmaLa che ane jIva malina che ema nahIM, jIva kaho ke AtmA kaho badhuM ekanuM eka che. AtmA ane jIva tenA be artha karavA paDyA tema vedAMtavAdi (mAne che). rAgAdi malinatA sahita che te jIva che, AtmA to tadna nirmaLa che tema be artha karavA paDayA. ahIM kahe che - bhagavAna AtmA kaho ke - jIva kaho... cIja enI e che. mArga Avo che bhAI ! AhAhA! narakamAM ane nigodamAM pilAya gayo che. e rAga ne dveSanA duHkhamAM teNe anAdithI AnaMdane pIlI nAkhyo che. anAdithI (AtmAne) bhIsIne pIlI nAkhyo che. bhAI prabhu! ekavAra have paDakhuM pheravane ! karavata pherava. karavata Ama che tene Ama karI nAkha. bhASA to sAdI che. - paNa vastu to A che. zubhacaMdraAcAryo (kaLaza TIkAmAM) lakhyuM che. saMskRta TIkAmAM bahu ThekANe Ave che. "dhyAna viSayI kriyA:" vartamAna dhyAnanI paryAyamAM dhruvane viSaya banAva. eTale zuM? vartamAna jJAnanI paryAya je rAgane, puNyane dhyeya banAvIne tyAM aTakeluM je jJAna che, te jJAnanI paryAyamAM vartamAna trikALI cIja che tene dhyeya banAva, tene viSaya banAva. mArga Avo che! paheluM jJAna to karavuM paDaze ne! ke - mArga Ama che. bIjo nathI, ane pachI prayoga

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175 kalaza-127 karI ( anubhava kare che. AhAhA! haju jenA jJAnamAM jUThANuM che... e aMdaramAM prayoga nahIM karI zake. "bhayama mAtmA mAtmAnama" "A pratyakSa AtmA AtmAne," potAnA svarUpane, AtmA AtmAne - ema che ne! AhAhA! bhagavAna zuddha caitanya prabhu AtmAne, AtmAne eTale potAnA svarUpane AtmA AtmAnA svarUpane... AtmAnuM svarUpa AnaMda tevA svarUpane.. AtmAne AtmA (pratyakSa jANe che). AvI jhINI vAtuM che. are ! prabhuno mArga A che. "mayamAtmA mAtmAna..." AtmA AtmAne, (mAtmAnama) eTale potAnA svarUpane. potAnuM atIndriya jJAna AnaMda e AtmA... AtmAnA svarUpane. AhAhA ! samajAya evuM che bhAI ! AtmA aMdara bhagavAna che. ene na samajAya ema kema kahevAya? ene ema na kahevAya, ene kalaMka lAge! agharU (kaThina ) bhale ho paNa na samajAya evI cIja nathI. ahIM kahe che ke - tAre dharma karavo hoya to! eTale ke saMvara karavo hoya to! eTale ke mithyAtva ne rAga-dveSanA Asavane rokavo hoya to... A kara. (mAtmA mAtmAnana) "potAnA svarUpane (zuddhana) zuddha arthAt jeTalAM che dravyakarma-bhAvakarma tenAthI rahita pAme che." jaDadravyakarma, puNya-pApanA bhAva te bhAvakarma tenAthI prabhu rahita che. vastu che te zuddha che. tethI ema lIdhuM ke - "AtmA AtmAnam zuddha' e AtmA eTale jIva potAnA svarUpane zuddha anubhave che. jeTalAM che dravyakarma-bhAvakarma tenAthI rahita (myupati) pAme che. zuddhane pAme che. thoDA zabdomAM paNa ghaNuM kahyuM. zuM kahyuM? A AtmA arthAt pratyakSa prabhu aMdara birAje che. e AtmA.. AtmAnA svarUpane, trikALI AnaMdane atIndriya jJAnAdi svarUpa tene avalaMbIne potAnA zuddha svarUpane pAme che. jeTalA che rAga, dayA, dAna, vikalpa tene choDIne - e zuddha svarUpane pAme che. zeTha! AvuM che. , kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLe evuM nathI. zeThane TANuM Ave tyAre bolAvene! AvI vAta che... prabhu zuM karIe? bahAramAM hA.. ho, hA.. ho.... e dhamAlamAM moTA (kahevAya) emAM jANe dharma thaI jAya. moTI rathayAtrA ane moTI pratimAne sthApe, moTA maMdiro banAve ane karoDo kharce ne! e kriyA to paranI che bApu! e kriyA to tArAmAM nathI paNa emAM tane je rAgabhAva thAya e paNa tArA svarUpamAM nathI. zrotA- Apa to AvatA nathI. tethI maMdira banAvI Apane bolAvIe chIe. uttara-maMdira bane che e paNa paramANuMthI bane che. e kAMI AtmAthI bane che ema nathI. tamAre maMdiranI aMdara kaMIka karavAnuM che ne! zeThanA ghare..! koI kahetuM hatuM e vAta sAMbhaLI hatI. kharekhara to te kALe pudgalanI paryAyano pariNamavAno kALa hoya tyAre thAya che. karanArano bhAva hoya to e zubhabhAva che. paNa.. zubhabhAvathI vastu bane che ema nathI. rAga hoya, zubhabhAva paNa Ave.. jJAnIne paNa rAga Ave che. te duHkha che. ahIM to kahe che - prabhu tAre saMvara nAma dharma karavo hoya to (nija) prabhune avalaMbane

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176 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 (thAya che.) e zuddha svarUpa je pavitra che te puNya-pApanA bhAvathI rahita che tene pAma. zuddha caitanya svarUpe je AtmA, e potAnA svarUpane puNya-pApanA bhAvathI rahita thaIne aMdara pAme che. aMtarajJAnamAM AvatAM te potAnA zudhdha svarUpane pAme che. AvuM che! bahAranI dhamAdhamamAM tuM (khovAI gayo). zrotA:- bahAra prabhAvanA thAya che. uttara- prabhAvanA bahAra thatI haze ke ahIM thAya ! aMdaramAM zubhabhAva hoya to vyavahAra prabhAvanA kahevAya. nizcaya prabhAvanA to tene kahIe je zuddha svarUpa ane puNya-pApathI rahita che. pariNatine pavitra karavI te prabhAvanA che. AhAhA ! AvI vAto che! pra... bhAvanA, pra nAma vizeSe bhAvanA, bhagavAna bhAvasvarUpa che tenI pariNatine AnaMda svarUpa nirmaLa pragaTa karavI te prabhAvanA che. AhAhA ! vyavahAra hoya, rAgAdi hoya che... paNa te heya tarIke che, te avalaMbana karavA lAyaka nathI. (vyavahAra) jANavA lAyaka che. samajANuM kAMI ? are corAsInA avatAramAM ene mAMDa Avo avatAra maLyo che. anaMtakALathI naraka ne nigodamAMthI kyAM nIkaLyo to bhAI ! A tArI anAdinI sthiti che. corAsInI yonimAM bhavAbdhimAM arthAt bhavarUpI dariyAmAM DUbakI mArato hato... temAM prabhu tane vakhata maLyo nahIM. have manuSyapaNAno avasara Avyo che tethI have A kara ne ! AnI zraddhA to kara ke - A karavA jevuM che. AhAhA ! e vinA dharma nathI, e vinA saMvara nathI, e vinA vikAranuM rokAvuM nathI. "kevo che AtmA? kayalAtmArAma" pragaTa thayela che potAnuM dravya, evo che" AhAhA ! kahe che - bhagavAna AtmA zaktirUpe to che, paNa ahIMyA aMtaraMgamAM ekAgra thayo tyAre paryAyamAM pragaTa thAya che. AtmAnuM bhAna thaI.... pragaTa evo AtmA, te pavitra AnaMdano nAtha che. potAnuM dravya evo che nivAsa jeno, evo che." e zuM kahyuM? anAdi eno nivAsa che. ni.. vizeSe vAsa, TakavuM, rahevuM e. puNya-pApanA rAgamAM ane puNya-pApanA bhAvamAM nivAsa hato, ni... vizeSe. vAsa, te duHkhamAM raheto. have teno nivAsa palaTI gayo che. e bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpano anubhava e eno nivAsa che. have vastu kyAM vase che? potAnuM dravya eTale vastu evo je ArAma. "ArAma' ArAma maLyo ene... AtmArAma. "nija pada rame so rAma kahIe." - rAmano artha - "nija pada rame so rAma kahIe. ane karma kRSe so kRSNa kahIe." A AnaMdaghanajInuM pada che. vikArane TALe ane svabhAvane pragaTa kare te kRSNa che. nija pada rame so rAma kahIe, puSya ne pApamAM rame te harAma kahIe.... harAma e rAma nahIM. AhAhA ! zuddha svarUpa pavitra AtmAmAM nivAsa karavo. anAdithI paramAM to nivAsa che

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kalaza-127 177 ja nahIM. 52ne to te aDatoya nathI, phakta abhimAna kare ke - meM A karyuM... ne A karyuM. anAdithI tenuM vasavuM to puNya-pApa vikAra bhAvamAM ja hatuM. zarIramAM, vANImAM, karmamAM, makAnamAM, 52mAM enuM vasavuM hatuM ja nahIM. AhAhA ! teno vAsa, vastuno vAsa... A vAstu nathI karatA ? zuM kahevAya ? gha2nuM-makAnanuM vAstu kare che ne ? paccIsa-pacAsa lAkhanuM makAna banAvyuM hoya... pachI vAstu kare. emAM rahe te vAstu; ema tenuM anAdithI puNya-pApa vikAramAM vAstu hatuM. bApu ! A koInI sAthe meLa khAya evuM nathI. AmAM vAda-vivAda kare to pA2 paDe evuMya nathI. vivAda kare to vikhavAda pedA thAya. niyamasAramAM kuMdakuMdAcArye kahyuM che ke - prabhu ! tuM koInI sAthe vAdavivAda karIza nahIM... kemake A vastunI judI jAta che. A vAda-vivAde meLa khAya ema nathI. "zA kAraNathI zuddhanI prApti thAya che." zuddha svarUpa pavitra bhagavAna pUrNa dravyane anusarIne tene tenI prApti thAya che. paryAyamAM tenI prApti thAya che. zuddhanI prApti thAya che. "paraparigatirodhAt" "azudhdhapaNAnA vinAzathI." saMvara adhikA2 che ne ! 52 pariNati arthAt 52 paryAya. puNya-pApanA bhAva te 52-5riNati che. zubha ne azubhabhAva e badhI 52 pariNati vibhAva che. vikA2 che. 52 pariNati eTale ke - azudhdhapaNuM. (rodhAt)vinAzathI, azudhdhapaNAno vinAza kaI rIte thayo te kahe che. azudhdhapaNAno nAza karyo ane zuddhapaNAnI payAryamAM pragaTatA karI. AhAhA ! utpAda-vyaya-dhruva arthAt zuddhane avalaMbIne zuddhane pragaTa karyuM, azudhdhano vyaya thayo ane dhruvanuM avalaMbana rahyuM. bApu !mAragaDA judA bahu! A kAMI vArtA kathA nathI. eka-eka padamAM keTalI gaMbhIratA bharI che. AhAhA ! Avo mArga che. azudhdhapaNAno vinAza kaI rIte thAya che te kahe che. "vi AtmA thati zuddham AtmAnam 35tabhamAna: Aste" "jo cetana dravya kALalabdhi pAmIne samyaktvaparyAyarUpa pariNamatuM thakuM," kALalabdhi te puruSArtha. svabhAvanA puruSArthane arthAt kALalabdhi pAmIne..., 52 taraphanI, vikAranI je kALalabdhi hatI e have svabhAva ta2phanA puruSArthanI kALalabdhi pAmIne. samyaktva paryAyarUpa pariNamato thako jIva. samyaktva paryAyanuM pariNamana thayuM... thakuM. "(zudghan) dravyakarma-bhAvakarmathI rahita evA potAnA svarUpane AsvAdatuM thakuM pravarte che." dravyakarma eTale jaDa AThakarma, bhAvakarma eTale puNya-pApanA bhAva tenAthI rahita evA AtmAne... "potAnA svarUpane '(sapanamamAna: Aste)' AsvAdatuM thakuM pravarte che." eka - eka zlokamAM gajaba vAta che ne ! "potAnA svarUpane AsvAdatuM thakuM pravarte che." pahelAM te rAga ane puNya-pApane AsvAdatuM hatuM. te duHkhamAM-jheramAM vartatuM hatuM. e potAnA svabhAva sanmukha thaIne... potAnA svabhAvane AsvAdatuM thakuM prarvate che.

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178 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 A vaLI bhAre! AtmAno AsvAda nAma svAda kevo? svAda to A dALano, bhAtano, maracAMno, lIMbuno.. teno svAda kahevAya, gaLapaNano - sAkarano, mIThAno eno svAda hoya ? are e to jaDa che. teno svAda kyAM che? jIvane eno svAda Avato ja nathI. ajJAnanuM temAM lakSa jatAM. temAM rAga kare ane dveSa kare teno tene svAda Ave che. ahIM kahe che - ene ( rAga-dveSanA svAdane) choDIne AtmAno svAda kare che. viSayanI ramatamAM paNa AtmA kAMI zarIrane aDato paNa nathI. A ThIka che tevo phakta rAga kare che. ane rAganA svAdane lya che, te zarIrano nahIM. zarIra to hADakAM, cAmaDAM, mATIdhULa che. viSayanI ramatuM paNa rAgamAM rame che.. paramAM nahIM. have kahe che ke - sva viSayanI ramatamAM eTale AnaMdanA svAdamAM rama have. pAThamAM mULa zabdo have Avaze - "zA vaDe? (voinena) bhAvazrutajJAna vaDe" AsvAdato thako. ekaluM zAstranuM jJAna tenA vaDe nahIM. aMtaramAM AtmA tarapha vaLeluM je bhAvazrutajJAna, jemAM rAganI apekSA nathI evA nirmaLa bhAvazrutajJAna vaDe AtmAne anubhavato... ema kahe che. kevuM che(bhAvazrutajJAna)? "dhArAvAdinA' akhaMDitadhArA pravAharUpa niraMtara pravarte che." kharo artha have ahIMyA chelle che. akhaMDita ane dhArAvAhI ema be zabda lIdhA che tenA be prakAre, artha che. eka... to... AtmA potAnA zuddha svarUpanA anubhavamAM upayoga aMdara vartato hoya.. tene dhArAvAhI kahe che. emAMthI nIkaLavuM nahIM tene dhArAvAhI kahe che. bIjuM dhArAvAhI e ke - svarUpano anubhava thayo che. paNa upayoga aMdaramAM nathI joDAto, zuddhatAnI pariNati pragaTa thaI che tene dhArAvAhI kahe che. (upayoga) bhale vikalpamAM Avyo paNa pelI zuddha pariNati che te dhArAvAhI rahe che. zuM kahyuM? pharIne , aMdaramAM eka upayoga rahI gayo che. dhyAtA, dhyAna ne dhyeya tevA traNa (bhedane) choDI daIne.. ekalo AnaMdano nAtha.. tene anubhavuM chuM tevo paNa tyAM bheda nathI. upayoga aMdaramAM- caitanyamAM ekAkAra thaI gayo che. jene have buddhipUrvaka vikalpa rahyo nathI... abuddhipUrvaka rahyo te paramAM jAya che. aMdaramAM AnaMdamAM zuddhaupayoga jAmI gayo che ane emAM ne emAM akhaMDa rahevuM che.. bahAra vikalpamAM AvavuM ja nahIM tenuM pahelAM naMbaranuM dhArAvAhika che. bIjuM dhArAvAhika e ke - zuddha svarUpa prabhuno AnaMda svAda Avyo. upayoga aMdaramAM hato paNa have te upayoga vikalpamAM AvI gayo che. pelI zuddha pariNati che te dhArAvAhika rahe che. chedamastha che, vikalpamAM haju Ave che... kemake haju vItarAga thayA nathI, chatAM je zuddha caitanyanI zraddhA, jJAna ne ramaNatAnI je pariNati thaI che e dhArAvAhI kAyama rahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? pharIne.... zuddha jJAnam dhArAvAhI pravarte che. ApaNe kyAM kAMI punarukti lAgatI nathI.

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kalaza-127 179 A to spaSTIkaraNa che. "bhAvazrutajJAnena dhArAvAdinA" eTale ke - bhAvazrutajJAna aMdara AtmAmAM jAmI gayuM che. A dhyAtA ne huM dhyAna karuM chuM tevA jyAM bheda nathI, upayoga aMdaramAM lIna thaI gayo che. tenI dhArA kAyama rahe che. tene dhArAvAhI kahe che. bIjuM dhArAvAhika evuM ke - aMdara kAyama na rahI zake. vikalpamAM AvI jAya che... paNa zuddhanI zraddhA jJAna ne ramaNatAno je pragaTa svAda Avyo che e kAyama rahe che. kevuM che bhAvazrutajJAna? (dhArAvAdinA) akhaMDita dhArApravAharUpa niraMtara pravarte che. (dhruvama) A vAta nizcita che." eTale ke je aMdara zuddha caitanyanA upayogamAM gayo e gayo, have bahAra vikalpamAM Ave nahIM. tene paNa dhArAvAhika kahe che. ekadama (zuddhopayoga) thaI ane ekadama kevaLajJAna pAme te eka. bIjo dhArAvAhI e ke- (svarUpamAM) lIna thayo, bhAna thayuM, vedana thayuM... paNa, aMdara rahI zakyo nahIM, pAcho vikalpamAM bahAra Avyo. to paNa je zuddhanI pariNati thaI che, je zraddhA jJAnanI AnaMdanI dazA thaI che e kAyama rahe che. rAga Avyo chatAM rAga ho! rAgane sthAne to zuddha pariNati pragaTI che te kAyama rahe che. vItarAga nathI tethI rAga Ave che, upayoga aMdara rahI nathI zakato... (svarUpathI) khasI jAya che eTale rAgamAM Avyo, e jANe rAga che ema ! chatAM pariNatimAM zuddha zraddhA, jJAna ne zAMti je pragaTelI che te to dhArAvAhika kAyama rahe che. zrotA:- teno svAda jIbha para beTho rahe che? uttara- kAyama rahe che. e zuddha pariNati kyAM jAya? upayoga khasI gayo. upayoga je aMdaramAM jAmI gayo hato e khasI gayo che. AvI vAto che! have AmAM vAda-vivAda kare mANasane zuM hAtha lAge ! bApu! A mAragaDA judA che. AhAhA ! kahe che ke - "AtmA... AtmAnam' AtmA AtmAne pAmIne. eTale zuddha svarUpanA samyagdarzanane pAmyo, samyajJAna thayuM ane tene AnaMdano svAda paNa Avyo che. upayoga aMdaramAM jAmI rahe to to alaukika vAtuM che. jo upayoga dhArAvAhI rahe to alpakALamAM kevaLajJAna thaI jAya. paNa ema na rahI zake to zuddha samyagdarzana je thayuM, zuddha caitanyamUrti che tenI pratIti thaI, je sva zeyanuM jJAna thayuM ane je pavitratA pragaTa - vyakta thaI te dhArAvAhikakAyama rahe che. zubharAga hovA chatAM... (zuddha pariNati kAyama rahe che.) samajANuM kAMI ? AvuM kyAM sAMbhaLyuM hoya? A mAragaDA judA bhAI ! ahIM kahe che ke - rAga Avyo, duHkha AvyuM, paNa jeTalo AnaMdano svAda ane pavitratA pragaTI eTalI kAyama rahe che... tene dhArAvAhika kahevAmAM Ave che. bIjI rIte kahIe to eka (zuddha) upayogarUpa kAyama rahevuM ane bIjuM aMdaramAM labdharUpa zuddha pariNati thaI tenuM kAyama rahevuM (te be prakAra.) upayoga bhale vikalpamAM jAya paNa aMdara-AnaMdanI zuddha dhArA che e to kAyama rahe che. - A rIte dhArAvAhInA be artha che.

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180 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 e loko ema kahe ke sonagaDhavALA ekalA nizcayanI ja vAto kare che. paNa... bApu! nizcaya eTale satya. A to anubhavanI paryAya che e satya che. rAga Ave che paNa te asatya che. svamAnathI viruddha che. bahAra mAthA pharI gayA hoya che... ane bhramaNAmAM bhamI gayo... bahirAtmA thayo. bahir arthAt potAnA zuddha AnaMda svarUpane choDI ane puNya-pApanA nimitto che tenA lakSe vikAra vAsamAM vasI rahyo che. e paNa anAdithI dhArAvAhI vase che. emAM vacce zuddhatA AvavA deto nathI. AtmAmAM, aMdara zuddha svarUpa AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che je 52mAtma svarUpe ja prabhu AtmA che. enA zakti ane svabhAva 52mAtmA svarUpa ja che. evA 52mAtma svarUpane dRSTimAM-jJAnamAM pratyakSapaNe pAmIne... tenI pratIta thaI che. e pratItane je pratyakSa jJAnanuM vedana thAya che te kAyama rahe che. bhale vikalpa Avyo, zubha Avyo ke azubha Avyo hoya ! samakitI gRhasthAzramamAM che to azubharAga paNa 2LavAno-kamAvAno evo paNa bhAva thAya chatAM pelI je zudgha dravyadRSTi aMdara pragaTa thaI che te pavitratA koI divasa khaMDita thatI nathI. e kAyama che. samajANuM kAMI ? Ajano zloka jhINo che. bApu ! bhagavAna tAruM svarUpa ja alaukika che. kahe che ke - vikalpamAM Avyo te duHkhanA vedanamAM Avyo. chatAM je zaktinI vyakti pragaTa thaI che te to aMdara dhArAvAhI rahe che. AmAM samajAya che? "(vodhanena) bhAvazrutajJAna vaDe. kevuM che" (bhAvazrutajJAna ?) dhArAvAhika che... bhAvazruta hoM ! dravyazruta-zAstranuM jJAna enI A vAta nathI. zAstranuM jJAna te kaMI jJAna nathI. e to 52lakSI che. aMta2mAM jJAnano nAtha... mahA sarovara - sAgara ene aMdara sparzIne je jJAna thAya tene jJAna kahevAya che. pachI te agiyAra aMgane navapUrvanI labdhi hoya chatAM te jJAna nahIM...... e bhAvazruta nahIM. bhAvazrutajJAna to bhagavAna jJAnabiMba caitanyamUrti prabhu tene lakSe je jJAna thAya te jJAna. jJAna svabhAvI sAgara tenI zraddhA ne jJAnane sparzIne je jJAna thayuM te jJAnane ahIMyA bhAvazrutajJAna kahe che. e bhAvazrutajJAnane dhArAvAhika rAkhavuM. dhArAvAhikanA be prakA2 che. aMdaramAM upayoga jAmI gayo, bahAra na Ave tene paNa dhArAvAhika kahe che. (trikALa svabhAva ) enAthI upayoga khasI gayo paNa bhAvajJAna dvArA pratItane anubhava thayo che, e pavitratA kAyama labdharUpe rahe che tene paNa dhArAvAhika kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA ! samyagdaSTi cakravartI hoya, channu hajAra to jene rANIo hoya, channu karoDa pAyadaLa, channu karoDa gAma ane tene bhogavuM evo bhAveya Ave, e kALe samakitI jJAnIne aMdara je zuddha zraddhA jJAna nirmaLatA pragaTa thaI che tene have AvaraNa nathI. samajAya che ? Are... te bhagavAna che bApA !

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kalaza-127 181 ahIM kahe che - bhagavAna upayogathI bheTo thayo to te ema ne ema rahe te to alaukika vAta che. e to dhArAvAhI alaukika che. paNa, emAM na rahI zake ane vikalpa Ave. samakitI jJAnI haju gRhasthAzramamAM che, munine paNa chaThe vikalpa che. te jyAre sAtamA guNasthAnamAM jAya tyAre to upayoga jAmI gayo che. tyAre paMcamahAvratanA vikalpa pramAda che - e paNa nathI. tyAMthI khasIne pAchA tarata aMdara AvI jAya che. chaThe upayoga aMdaramAMthI khasI gayo che, vikalpa Avyo che paNa je pariNati zuddha thaI che te khasatI nathI. traNa kaSAyanA abhAvanI je dazA cAle che te dhArAvAhI cAle che. dhArAvAhI to vahe che paNa zuddhatA dhArAvAhI vadhatI cAle che. eTale zuM? paMcamahAvratano rAga Avyo, duHkha che e AvyuM. paNa aMdaramAM jeTalo svAda Avyo che vikAsano e dhArAvAhI cAle che. dhArAvAhImAM kSaNe kSaNe paryAyanI zuddhi vadhe che. kemake svano Azraya che ne! bhale haju thoDo rAga ho... to paNa (zuddhi vadhe che.) AvI vAto che! have AmAM konI sAthe vAda ne carcA karavI? mAragaDA tArA judA nAtha ! ahIMyA kahe che ke - dharmI jIvane samyagdarzanamAM aMdaramAM upayoga jAmI gayo che. tyAre to dhArAvAhI alaukika dazA che. pachI tyAM to buddhipUrvaka vikalpa nathI, abuddhipUrvaka hoya tenI gaNatarI nathI. have buddhipUrvaka jyAM vikalpa Avyo te koI zubharAtreya Avyo koI azubharAtreya Avyo... paNa je zuddhatAnA Azraye jeTalI pavitratA traNa kaSAyanA abhAvanI, be kaSAyanA abhAvanI zAMti pragaTI che te dhArAvAhI rahe che. A rIte be prakAra kahevAya che. bIjI rIte laIe to buddhipUrvaka ane abuddhipUrvaka ema lIdhuMne ! eTale zuM? eka to jene rucipUrvaka rAga nathI. rAga Ave che, paNa hoya che paNa ruci nathI. tene ruci bhagavAna AnaMdanI cidAnaMdanI che. eTale A buddhipUrvakano rAga-rucipUrvaka rAga tene nathI. bIjI vAta zuddhasvarUpanI zraddhAnI nirmaLa pariNatinI dhArA vahe che. ane rAga paNa Ave che; e rAga jANavAmAM Ave che te apekSAe buddhipUrvaka kahevAmAM Ave che. jANavAmAM Ave che ke - A rAga che tene buddhipUrvaka kahevAmAM Ave che... , te rucipUrvakano nathI. rucipUrvaka buddhipUrvaka eka vAta, buddhipUrvaka eTale sacipUrvaka rAga te mithyASTine che. ane buddhipUrvaka rAga ( hovA chatAM) rucipUrvaka nahIM, evo rAga jJAnIne paNa hoya che. buddhipUrvakanA be prakAra (1) sacipUrvaka ane (2) asthiratAno rAga jANavAmAM Ave che ke - A Avyo rAga ema khyAla Ave paNa chatAM tene tenI ruci nathI. e vakhate paNa tene (rAganuM) avalaMbana nathI. avalaMbana to bhagavAna trikALI nAthanuM che. AhAhA ! duHkha Ave che tene jANe che paNa avalaMbana nathI. avalaMbana to ahIMyAnuM (trikALI dhruvanuM ) che. badhI vAto phera temAM keTaluM yAda rAkhavuM? AvI vAtuM che bApA! tArA mAragaDA judA che bhAI ! AhAhA ! e yuvAnI jholA khAze, e vRddhAvasthA thaI jaze nAtha! A jaDanI dazA che.

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182 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 tArI bALapaNanI dazA, dayA-dAna, rAgane potAno mAnavo e bALapaNAnI dazA che. rAga mAro nahIM, asthiratAno rAga hoya paNa te mAruM svarUpa nahIM. mArA zuddha caitanya svarUpanuM kAma thayuM samyagdarzanamAM e have yuvAna thayo. e yuvAnI thaI ane emAMthI AgaLa vadhIne kevaLajJAna pAme e vRddha che. dehanA bALa, yuvAna ne vRddha e to jaDanI dazA che. samajANuM kAMI? (mAlinI) nijamahimaratAnAM bhedavijJAnazaktyA bhavati niyatameSAM shuddhtttvoplmbhH| acalitamakhilAnyadravyadUresthitAnAM bhavati sati ca tasminnakSayaH krmmokssH||4-128 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha "psi nigamadiratAnAM zuddhatattvopasanma: bhavati" (gg) AvA je che, kevA? (ninamadima) jIvanA zuddhasvarUpapariNamanamAM (ratAnAM) magna che je koI, temane (zuddhatattvopasanma: mavati) sakaLa karmathI rahita anaMta catuSTaye virAjamAna evI je Atmavastu tenI prApti thAya che; "niyAma" avazya thAya che. zA vaDe thAya che? "me vijJAnaviyA"(PvijJAna) samasta pAradravyothI AtmasvarUpa bhinna che evA anubhavarUpa (zivajyA) sAmarthya vaDe. "taminati karmanola: bhavati"(tamina tti) zuddhasvarUpanI prApti thatAM(karmano bhavati) karmakSaya arthAt dravyakarma-bhAvakarmano mULathI vinAza thAya che. "avanitama" AvuM dravyanuM svarUpa aTaLa che. kevo che karmakSaya "akSaya:" AgAmI anaMta kALa paryaMta bIjA karmano baMdha thaze nahi. kevA jIvone karmakSaya thAya che? "vinAnyadravyavresthitAnAM" (vina) samasta evAM je (caMdravya) potAnA jIvadravyathI bhinna badhAM dravyo, temanAthI (TUMsthitAnAM) sarva prakAre bhinna che evA je jIva, temane.4-128. kaLaza naM.-128: upara pravacana pravacana naM. 128 tA. 22/10//77 zrI kaLazaTIkA - 128 mo kaLaza che. A saMvara adhikAra cAle che ne! saMvara kaho ke dharma kaho ke samyagdarzanazAna cAritra kaho traNeya eka ja vAta che. "jinamadiratAnAM zuddhatattvopananma: bhavati" "AvA je che, - kevA? (ninamahima) jIvanA zuddhasvarUpapariNamanamAM (2tAnAM) magna che je koI" AhAhA ! zuM kahe che? bhagavAna AtmA.. paramAtmA parama zuddha svarUpa che. dravya svabhAva evo je paramAtma

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kalaza-128 svabhAva, zuddha svabhAva enI sanmukhamAM - emAM magna che e 'nijamahimaratAnAM' che. prazna:- magna eTale ? 183 utta2:- magna eTale ekAgra - lIna che. joDe rAga - dveSa hovA chatAM, tenAthI pRthaka thaI ane nija svarUpa AnaMdakaMda prabhu emAM rata - lIna che ekAgra che. tenuM nAma saMva2 ane dharma kahevAya che. AnaMda kaho ke saMva2 kaho badhI eka ja vAta che bhASA phera che. AvI vAta che. - "ninamahimaratAnAM" bhagavAna AtmA zarIra vANIthI to bhinna che nAma judo che. to paNa dayA-dAna-vrata - bhaktinA pariNAma ane kAma - krodhanA bhAva tenAthI bhagavAna aMdara bhinna che. enI paryAya je che tene nija 52mAtma svarUpamAM lIna karavI te AnaMdano anubhava che. saMva2 kaho, ke - AnaMdano anubhava kaho ke - samyagdarzana kaho, ke -jJAnano anubhava kaho ke - mokSamArga kaho eka ja vAta che. jhINI vAta che. loko ( bahAranI kriyA )mAM saMvara mAne che. tyAM jAmanagaramAM bahu cAle che. AThama - caudazanA sAmAyika poSA kare to saMvara thaI gayo. bApu ! e saMvaranuM (svarUpa ) nathI. AtmA to eka sekanDanA asaMkhyAta bhAgamAM pUrNa zuddha cidAnaMdaghana che. te ekalo jJAna2sa ane AnaMda2sanuM rUpa che te vastu nija che. temAM puNya - pApa che e kAMI nija cIja nathI. za2I2, mana, vANI e to 52 che, te to kyAMya dUra che. 'ninamadimatAnAM' pahelo zabda A che. e AnaMdaghana prabhu... sat cidAnaMda, sat zAzvata cidAnaMda jJAna ne AnaMdanuM pUra che. emAM je ekAgra thAya che eTale ke lIna thAya che eTale ke tenA svabhAva sanmukhamAM.... atIndriya AnaMdano svAda lye che... tene saMva2 kahevAmAM Ave che, tene dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. dharmI evo je AtmA - vastu ! eno je dharma anAdi AnaMda, zAMti, svacchatA eno dharma nAma svabhAva tenI sanmukha thaI ane je AnaMda, zAMtinI paryAya thAya e 'nijamahima2tAnAM ' tene saMva2 ane dharma kahe che. AhAhA ! AvI vAto che. , 'ninamahimaratAnAM' pahelo zabda A che. anAdi kALathI rAga ane dveSa, puNya ane pApabhAva e mAruM svarUpa che ema mAnI ne emAM lIna che te mithyArdaSTi duHkhanA vedanArA che. bhagavAna AtmA !cina... sacidAnaMda sat.. sat zAzvata vastu eka samayamAM dhruva che, temAM anaMtajJAna, anaMtaAnaMda, anaMtabaLa, anaMtavIrya Adi paDayA che. anaMta zakti svarUpa (prabhu ) tenI sanmukha thaIne... ane rAga - dveSanA pariNAmathI vimukha thaIne, AnaMdaghana prabhumAM lIna thavuM. 'nina' zabdamAM 52mAtma svarUpa che. 52mAtmA 52ma AtmA, 52ma svarUpa tenuM pUrNa svarUpa temAM je lIna che. jeNe puNya ne pApanA bhAvanI dazAnI dizA pheravI nAkhI che kemake e dazA vikArI che... tethI tenI dizA pheravI nAkhI che, guMlATa mArI che, jeNe palaTo mAryo che. 'ninamahimaratAnAM' evo je svabhAva... trikALI prabhu caitanyano svabhAva, AnaMda,

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184 kalAmRta bhAga-4 jJAna ane zAMti emAM jenI ekAgratA che. "ratAnAM' zabda paDyo che. "nigamadiratAna' rata che - lIna che. emAM jenI ekAgratA che. "magna che je koI, - temane"(zuddhatattvopanama: bhavati) tene paryAyamAM paramAtmapada prApta thaze. siddhapada kaho ke paramAtmapada kaho evo mokSa tene prApta thaze. e je nija mahimAmAM lIna che tene prApta thaze. prazna- nija mahimA eTale zuM? uttara- e to kahyuM ne! A nija paramAtmapada svarUpa huM chuM evuM jene mahAmya AvyuM che ane puNya ne pApanI paryAyanuM mahAbhya jene chUTI gayuM che. mahimA nAma adhikatA, aciMtyatA, vizeSatA paranI adhikatA, vizeSatA, aciMtyatA, AzrayatA chUTI gaI che ane svanI aciMtyatA, svabhAvanI vizeSatA - abhUtatA jenI dRSTimAM AvI che. AgaLa kaheze - tene haju rAga - vaiSa che. chelle trIjA padamAM zabda che. "sUrasthatAnA" eka bAju ema kahe ke - puNya ne pApanA bhAva e jIvanA sattvamAM che. jema dravya ne guNa sattva che tema paryAya paNa tenuM sattva che. e paryAyamAM je puNya - pApa ane mithyAtva che te tenI paryAyanA sattvamAM che. tethI pramANajJAnavALo, zruta pramANajJAnavALo ema jANe ke - mArI cIja to trikALI zuddha mahimAvAnI che ane paryAyamAM puNya ne pApanA bhAva che tene paNa zrutapramANamAM jANe. mArAmAM che (tema jANe). gaIkAle kahyuM hatuM ne ke eka bAju samayasAra 73 gAthAmAM ema kahe ke - puNya ne pApanA bhAvano svAmI karma che. bIjI bAju ema kahe ke - puNya pApano svAmI AtmA che. gaIkAle kahyuM hatuM ke - 47 naya zrutapramANa che. tyAM (AtmAne ) rAgano adhiSThAtA kahyo che ne ! are prabhunI vANI to juo! A anekAnta che. eka bAju ema kahe ke - puNya ne pApa bhAva mArA che tema mAne to mithyAtva che. e puNya - pApano svAmI kharekhara to karma che. bIjI bAju ema kahe ke - dharmI jIva potAnA nija mahinAmAM lIna che te to saMvara che. paNa bAkInA jeTalA rAga - vaiSa che te mArAmAM che, mArAthI che, teno kartA ane bhokatA huM chuM. zrotA-mArI pariNati kalmASita che. uttara- adhiSThAtA che e to ( pravacanasAramAM) kahyuM. samayasAramAM trIjA kaLazamAM amRtacaMdrAcArya munirAja jene traNa kaSAyano abhAva che ane mahAjJAna (vAna) che. cothA, pAMcamA guNasthAnathI to kyAMya aMdara vadhI gayA che e munirAja ema kahe che - prabhu mane anAdinI azudhdhatAnI kaluSatA che. e duHkhanuM vadana mane anAdinuM che. atyAre huM muni thayo chuM, vItarAga dazA che traNa kaSAyanA abhAvarUpa, chatAM paNa e saMjavalanano rAga che te (kalmASitAm ) kaluSita bhAva che. muni zubhabhAvamAM hoya che, tene azubha bhAva to hoto nathI. e zubhabhAva kaluSita ane malina che. AhAhA! muni ema kahe che ke - mane haju paryAyamAM kaluSitatA che - ahIMyA zruta pramANamAM Ama kahyuM. tyAM kartAkarma adhikAramAM ema

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kalaza-128 185 kahyuM ke - puNya ne pApano svAmI karma che. e kaI apekSAe kahyuM? kaI nayanuM vAkya che? e rAgathI bhinna paDelI svabhAvane lakSamAM lenAra adhika dazA che, e puNya - pApano svAmI karma che tuM nahIM ema batAvyuM che. paraMtu jyAre tene pAchuM ema thaI jAya che ke - puNya ne pApa mArAmAM che ja nahIM to tyAM tene ema batAvavuM che ke - bhagavAna jeTalI bhUla tArAmAM che teno svAmI - adhiSThAtA tuM cho. ahIMyA kahe che - e puNya - pApa che kharAM "TUristhatAnAM' e AgaLa kaheze. ahIMyA to saMvara karavo che ne tethI nija AnaMda svarUpa prabhu.... je nityAnaMda dhruva emAM jenI mahimA che. mahimA eTale emAM jenuM AcaraNa thaIne lIna thayo che. mAro nAtha pUrNAnaMdano prabhu che evI jene aMtaramAM mahimA AvI che.... te vastumAM lIna thAya che. ninamadiratAnAM' e lInatA te saMvara ane dharma che. evI je Atmavastu tenI prApti thAya che" kone? ke - je bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMda svarUpano anubhava kare ane atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana kare e atIndriya vedananA dhArAvAhIthI tene pUrNa AtmAnI prApti thAya che - paramAtmapadanI prApti thAya che. ahIMyA astithI vAta lIdhI che. (TUresthitAnAM) te pachI leze. AvI vAto che! mAragaDA bahu judA bApu! (zuddhatattvopana:) sakaLa karmathI rahita" paramAtmadazAnI tene prApti thAya che. jene (samayasAra) agiyAramI gAthAmAM to ema kahyuM ke - paramAtmadazA e abhUtArtha che, jUhI che, arthAt sAcI nathI. kemake paryAyamAtra asatyArtha che ema kahyuM che. abhUtArtha kaho, asatyArtha kaho, juhI kaho....! paraMtu e badhI paryAyone gauNa karIne nathI ema kahyuM che. teno abhAva karIne nathI ema kahyuM nathI. ahIMyA Ama kahyuM. tyAM ( pravacanasAramAM) pramANajJAnamAM ema kahyuM ke - (rAga) enI paryAyamAM che ane (AtmA) teno adhiSThAtA che. paradravyanI sAthe zuM saMbaMdha che? paradravya tenA kAraNe palaTI rahyuM che. bAhyamAM, te tArI paryAyathI bAhya che.... ane tArI paryAya te dravyathI bAhya palaTI rahI che. emAM tAre paranI sAthe zuM saMbaMdha che? rAgAdi nIkaLI jAya che mATe tene pudgalanA pariNAma paNa kahyAM che. e prazna jayapura thayo hato. varNIjInA ziSya che te atyAre kSullaka che. te ajamerathI khAsa AvyA hatA. temaNe prazna karyo hato ke A zubhAzubhabhAvane pagalanA pariNAma kema kahyAM? zikharajIthI ke bIje kyAMyathI jayapura AvyA hatA. teo relvemAM besatA. kSullakathI relvemAM na besAya. atyAre to bahAranI kriyA kyAM sAcI che !! atyAre to bahAranI kriyAe kyAM sAcI che. zrotA- paMcamakALe kSullaka evA ja hoya! uttara- paMcamakALanA evA na hoya. cothA kALe loTano zIro thAya ane paMcamakALamAM mATIno thAya ema haze? cothA ArAmAM ghI no thAya ane pAMcamA ArAmAM pANIno thAya?

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186 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kAMI na thAya. zrotA- jevA zrAvaka evA ja muni ! - uttara:- zrAvaka to ATha mUlaguNa pALatA hoya. haju samakita hoya to zrAvaka kahevAya. A kAMI muni na kahevAya paNa temane kyAM bhAna che e? vAta to sAcI che..... Akho mArga judo che bApA! e mAragaDA judA tArA! prabhu! ahIMyA kahe che ke - rAga - 8SanA pariNAma aMdara tArI paryAyamAM ho... paNa tenAthI judo paDIne.. tArA nija svarUpamAM lIna thA. prabhu! tArAmAM kaMI mAla che ke nahIM ke puNya - pApa e ja mAla che? e to vikAra che. tuM tattva che ke nahIM! tuM AtmA cho ke nahIM? AtmA che to eno koI svabhAvarUpI mAla che ke nahIM? enA svabhAvarUpI mAlamAM to anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta zaktionA saMgraharUpa prabhu che. eka eka zaktipaNa anaMta zaktirUpa (sAmarthyarUpa) che sattva, evo tAro mAla che ke nahIM? A mAlanI vAta cAle che. prabhu! tAro mAla aMdara godAmamAM ATalo paDyo che, jene ! e guNano godAma! e anaMta zaktino saMgrahAlaya.... saMgrahAlaya Alaya eTale sthAna. anaMta svabhAvano sAgara che prabhu! traNa bola vAparyA che. anaMta anaMta AnaMda Adi guNono godAma prabhu che. muMbaimAM mAla levA jatAM ne tyAre godAma joyA che. ghaNA varSo pahelAMnI vAta che - kesarano Dabbo levA gayA hatA. lagabhaga saMvata 1968 nI vAta haze! kesaranuM moTuM godAma temAM kesaranA DabbA have kesara moMghuM thayuM che. te moTo gRhastha.... tenI moTI vakhAra... UMcI ane AkhI khAlI, temAM AkhAmAM kesaranA DabbA bharelA. tema A bhagavAnanA godAmamAM to ekalA AnaMdanA DabbA bharyA che. eka eka guNamAM anaMtI zakti evA godAma che bhagavAna ! evI cIja prabhunA aMdaramAM kyAMya mAla che ke nahIM? evA svarUpanI mahimA karI... nija mahimAmAM ekAgra thA... e mokSano mArga che. vacce bAhya kriyAkAMDa, vrata - niyama - tapa - upavAsa e badho rAga che ane te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. Avo mArga che bApu! saMsAranA duHkhano aMta lAvavAno A upAya che. zuddhatattvanI pUrNanI prApti thavAno A ja upAya che. (zuddhatattvopanazma: mavati) sakaLa karmothI rahita anaMta catuSTaye virAjamAna evI je Atma vastu tenI prApti thAya che;" aMdara birAjamAna trikALI ane tene paryAyamAM nihALatAM Atma vastunI prApti thAya che. bhagavAna AtmA che. temAM anaMta catuSThaya mukhyapaNe che. anaMta catuSThaya eTale? anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMtabaLa evuM mULa catuSThaya te svabhAva che. e sivAyanI anaMtI zaktio bIjI paNa che. anaMta jJAna che to e jJAna svabhAvane maryAdA zI? AvA AtmA taraphanI ekAgratAthI paryAyamAM anaMta catuSTaya pragaTa thAya che. are! AvI vAtuM che. vaiSNavamAM Ave che ke - "harino mAraga che zUrAno, nahIM kAyaranA kAma jone, parathama

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kalaza-128 187 paheluM mastaka mUkI vaLatI levuM nAma jone" e ri koNa ? rAga ne dveSa ne ajJAnane Thare tevo bhagavAna hira. Avo paMcAdhyAyamAM pATha che. hira eTale je rAgane, dveSane, vikA2nA malina bhAvane Thare... ane potAnI zaktinI pUrNatA prApta kare te prabhu hari che. e loko rADo pADe che ne ke - vyavahA2 ne vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA ne e paNa mokSano mArga che. nA.. nA., e to badho vikalpa che. e rAga baMdhanuM kAraNa che. rAga hoya bhale paNa te che baMdhanuM kA2Na. ahIMyA to kahe che - "puchyAM ninamahimaratAnAM zuddhatattvopalamma: bhavati" nija AnaMda svarUpamAM lInatA karavAvALA e potAnA pUrNa svarUpane te prApta kare che. vacce je Asrava Ave vrata bhakti pUjA Adi e badho vikalpa che, e to rAga che. AhAhA ! e mokSanuM kA2Na nathI. Avo mArga che. 66 'Atma vastu tenI prApti thAya che; "niyatam" avazya thAya che" jarUra thAya che. jeNe AtmAnA pUrNAnaMdanA nAthane aMdara ekAgra karIne joyo, anubhavyo, tene jarU2 52mAtmA prApta thaze. bhale eka bhava ke be bhava lAge hoM ! paNa jene atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara prabhu emAM jenI lInatA ne ekAgratA varte che, te alpakALamAM zuddha 52mAtmapadane ( bhavatti: ) prAsa ka2ze. (niyatA ) nizcayathI teno artha 'avazya' karyo. nizcayathI pAchuM ema kaho ke - kharekhara pAmaze teno artha ema ke - 'avazya' pAmaze ema karyo. ema kema jo2 dIdhuM che ? ke - evA mAnanArA jIvo che ke - vrata karIe ane tapasyA karIe, pUjA karIe, bhakti karIe, dAna karIe to enAthI thAya che, e vAtano niSedha karavA mATe ahIM (niyataM) vAta lIdhI. "zA vaDe thAya che ? "mevavijJAnazatyA" samasta 52dravyothI Atma svarUpa bhinna che. evA anubhavarUpa sAmarthya vaDe." juo, pahelAM 'ninamahimaratAnAM' tema kahyuM hatuM ne ! 52thI kAMIka bhinna paDe che ke nahIM ? kAMIka bIjI cIja che... jo na hoya to aMtarathI AmAM (nijamAM) lIna thA. ema kema kahe che? A ekamAM A bAju (vaLyo ) che. bhale ! puNya pApanA bhAva paryAyamAM ho ! paNa vastu je che te tenAthI bhinna che. samajANuM kAMI ? 'samasta paradravyothI" paradravya zabde ahIMyA atyAre puNya pApanA bhAvane 52dravyamAM nAkhavAnA che. te svacIja, trikALI cIjamAM nathI... mATe puNya - pApanA bhAva paNa 52dravya tarIke che. niyamasAramAM to tyAM sudhI lIdhuM ke - AtmAnA Azraye je samyagdarzana jJAna paryAya pragaTe tene to ame 5dravya kahIe chIe. dhyAna rAkhajo ! kema 52dravya kahIe chIe ? jema 5dravyamAMthI navI nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thatI nathI. e nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thaI, mokSamArga pragaTa thayo, paNa emAMthI have navI paryAya pragaTa nahIM thAya, pragaTa thaze dravyamAMthI. kyAM karavI e vAta ? za2I2, karma, mATI - dhULa e to 52dravya che ja. puNya pApanA bhAva e apekSAe 52dravya 66

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188 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 che. paraMtu ahIMyA to AtmAnA AnaMdanI dazA pragaTa thaI, kSAyika samakita thayuM, yathAkhyAta cAritra - ramaNatA thaI paNa e pragaTa thayelI dazA e to paryAya thaI, e paryAyamAMthI navI paryAya utpanna nahIM thAya. nyAyathI samajAya che ne! tyAM pravacanasAramAM ema lIdhuM che ke - puNya ne pApanA bhAvano svAmI adhiSThAtA AtmA che. eka bAju Ama kahe. enA astitvanI dhArAmAM che e jaNAvavA mATe adhiSThAtA kahyo che. paNa have tene AtmA tarapha vALI ne mokSamArga tarapha vALI devo che. to (padravya kahyuM.) zrotAH- AvI vAto karo cho temAM amAre zuM samajavuM? uttara:- jagatamAM badhA paDakhA nathI jANatA? AmAM paDakhA jaNAvIe chIe. potAnI vahuno bhAI hoya ene sALo kahevAya, ane tene bena ApI hoya to banevI kahevAya! tyAM muMjhAI che? e zuM kahyuM? amAre gharamAM evuM che ne! eka bAju sALo thAya che ane eka bAjuthI banevI thAya che tyAM e muMjhAI jAya che? amAre zuM samajavuM? gharethI - bairAno sagobhAI te apekSAe sALo kahevAya ane vaLI potAnI bahena ApI hoyato banevI kahevAya atyAre ghaNI jagyAe AvuM hoya che badhI khabara che ne! zrotA- tamane kyAMthI khabara paDe? uttara amAre to gharamAM ja hatuM ne kuMvarajIbhAI te amArA bhAgIdAra hatA ne! teno dikaro manasukha ene ghare choTAbhAInI bahena che choTAbhAI enA banevI thAya che. choTAbhAI to atyAre gujarI gayA che. e kAkA phainA eTalo phera che. eTaluM ! potAno sALo hoya ane potAno banevI hoya beya joyuM che. atyAre ghaNAMne tyAM Ama hoya che e kahe che ne amAre zuM samajavuM? tyAM sALo... banevI e sarakhAIno (barobara) samaje. ahIMyA jyAM bIjuM paDakhuM Ave che tyAM to kaThaNa paDe che. ahIMyA kahe che - prabhu ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo ! jyAre ema kahyuM ke - puSya ne pApanA bhAvano svAmI - adhiSThAtA bhagavAna AtmA che ema kahyuM tyAM enA astitvamAM che. tenuM jJAna karAvyuM che. e (bhAvo) kAMI paranA astitvamAM nathI evuM pramANajJAnamAM che. nizcayanayanuM jJAna karAvI eTale pUrNamAM nathI. paNa sAthe pramANamAM paryAyanuM jJAna bheguM karIne teno svAmI tuM cho ema batAvyuM. have jyAre tene kADhI nAkhavuM che to (e bhAvo) trikALamAM nathI. eTale ke e vastu (puNya - pApanA bhAvo ) mArAmAM nathI. e mArAmAM nathI arthAt trikALamAM nathI ema ! paryAyamAM che e judI vastu che. mArI trikALI cIja che emAM nathI. kSaNikamAM ho to e vastu mAre choDavA lAyaka che. samajANuM kAMI? samayasAra - sarva vizuddha adhikAra (404 gAthA) mAM Ave che ne ke - dharma - adharma

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kalaza-128 189 AtmA che. Ave che ne? samyagdarzana jJAna ane dharma eTale puNya - pApa jJAna che ane jJAna che eTale ke AtmA che. puNya - pApa AtmA che ema kahyuM che. jema samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, cAritra evI nirmaLatA. AnaMda e AtmA che. tema prabhu! puNya - pApanA bhAva te AtmA che. ema tyAM kahyuM, kema ke emAM che (paryAyamAM che) eTaluM jJAna karAvavA mATe kahyuM che. koI ema kahe ke puNya - pApa amane nathI, dharma thayo hoya e dharmI kahe che ke - amane puNya - pApa jarIe nathI tema mAnanArane batAvavA mATe kahyuM ke -(puNya pApa te AtmA che) jo dharmI thayo to pUrNa dazA pragaTa thavI joIe. ane pUrNa nathI apUrNa che to enAthI viruddhabhAva aMdara che. samajANuM kAMI? ahIMyA to bhAI ! dore. dorAno nyAya che. eka nyAya phare to AkhuM cakra pharI jAya che. samayasAra 73 gAthAmAM ema kahyuM ke - puNya ne pApano svAmI karma che, AtmA nahIM. 73 gAthAmAM kahyuM e to vastunA svabhAvamAM nathI e apekSAe kahyuM che. ahIMyA (pravacanasAramAM) kahe ke puNya - pApano adhiSThAtA AtmA che. pravacanasAra te drivya dhvanino sAra che. koI ekAnta pakaDI bese to ema mArga nathI. gaIkAle e bhAI bolyA hatA ke - badhA paDakhAthI jANavuM joIe! tamArI vAta teNe yAda rAkhI che - meM sAMbhaLyuM. ahIMyA to paccIsa varSa pahelAM bolyA hoya to paNa eno khyAla hoya che. ahIMyA kahe che - prabhu! ekavAra sAMbhaLa! pAThamAM (be vijJAna) kahyuM. bhedavijJAnano artha be (vastu) thaI gaI. eka bAju rAga-dveSa ane eka bAju AtmA. ahIM AtmAne rAgaSathI judo pADavo che. juduM pADavAmAM be hoya to emAMthI juduM paDe ne! ekamAM juduM na paDe. bairAo ghauMmAMthI kAMkarA vaNatA hoya tene koI pUche ke - bena zuM karo cho? te kahe - ghauM vINuM chuM. e ghauM vINe che? ghauM to jhAjhA (vadhAre) che ane kAMkarA thoDA che. e kAMkarA viNe che. ghauM vINuM chuM e kathanano Azaya evo che ke atyAre dALa ke cokhA vaNatA nathI paNa ghaune vINe che - vINe che to kAMkarA, pelI bIjI cIja nathI ( vINatAM) eTalA mATe ghauM vINuM chuM ema kahyuM. ghauM vINato nathI, vINe che to kAMkarA ja. saMsAranI sthitimAM paNa A zailI che. ahIMyA kahe che ke - ekavAra sAMbhaLa! "nimahimaratAnAM" ema kahyuM... tyAre emAM kaMIka bIjI cIja che, tenAthI judo pADIne nija mahinAmAM lIna thAya che. A to adhyAtma zAstra eTale bApu! samasta paradravyothI AtmasvarUpa bhinna che evA anubhava rUpa sAmarthya vaDe." bhedajJAnanI vyAkhyA karo. rAga, puNya AdinA pariNAma ho.. paNa tenAthI A anubhava che te bhinna che. "samasta paradravyothI Atma svarUpa bhinna che evA anubhavarUpa (savA) sAmarthya vaDe." arthAt tenA baLa vaDe. AhAhA! rAgathI bhinna paDavAnA baLa vaDe. koI rAgane sAthe laIne ema kahe che ne ke - vyavahAra paNa mokSano mArga che. to vyavahAra sAthe Ave che?

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190 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 ke vyavahArathI judo paDe che. vyavahArathI judo paDe che tyAre tene vyavahAra kahevAya che. e vyavahArane sAthe laIne mokSa mArgamAM aMdaramAM jaI zake che? mATe vyavahAra e kAMI mokSano mArga nathI. sAdhakane vacce Ave... hoya che, zubhabhAva - bhakti, pUjA zAstrazravaNa, manana e badhA vikalpo che te rAga che te dharmIne vacce Ave che. paNa e kAMI mokSa ke mokSano mArga nathI. e rAgathI AtmAne bhinna pADavo che. kAraNa ke - svarUpa je cidAnaMda prabhu che te to vikArathI bhinna che. vikAra bhale paryAyamAM che. paNa vastu je AnaMdakaMda prabhu che te to koI divasa vikAramAM Avyo ja nathI. uNo (haNo) thayo nathI, apUrNa rahyo nathI ane vikRtimAM Avyo nathI. jenA gANA gavAya che e (tattva) evuM che ne! AhAhA ! "(PvijJAna) samasta paradravyothI Atma svarUpa bhinna che evA anubhavarUpa sAmarthya vaDe." e anubhavarUpa sAmarthya rAga che paNa tenAthI bhinna paDIne A anubhavarUpa sAmarthya' e vaDe teNe bhinna pADayo che. rAgane sAthe laIne eTale ke mokSamArgamAM rAgano sAtha che ema nathI. atyAre moTA paMDito paNa A takarAra kare che ne ! sonagaDhavALA vyavahArathI thAya tema bilakula mAnatA ja nathI. mATe nizcayAbhAsa che ema kahe che. bhAI tuM ekavAra ATha divasa madhyastha thaIne sAMbhaLa! to tane khabara paDe bhAI ! bhagavAnanI bhaktino rAga ho ke - aMdaranA guNa - guNInA bheda teno vikalpa ho! paNa rAga che! eTale A AtmA che te anaMtaguNa saMpanna che ane bhagavAna Atmadravya eka che evo je vikalpa UThAvavo te rAga che. prazna- potAnuM ciMtavana na karavuM? uttara:- ciMtavana vikalpathI nahIM karavuM... paraMtu aMtaramAM ekAgratAthI karavuM. e to ApaNe ghaNuM AvI gayuM che. vicAra e badhuM para che. zloka 110 mAM Ave che. puNya - pApa adhikAranuM pAnuM cha-- uparathI pahelI lITI che. "samyagdaSTinuM che je yatipaNuM zubha kriyArUpa, te mokSanuM kAraNa che; kAraNake anubhava - jJAna tathA dayA - vrata-tapa-saMyamarUpa kriyA te banne maLIne jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano kSaya kare che. AvI pratIti keTalAka ajJAnI jIvo kare che. mAre to bIjuM kahevuM che. tyAM samAdhAna Ama che ke- jeTalI zubha-azubha kriyA, baddhijalparUpa vikalpa athavA aMtarjalparUpa athavA dravyonA vicArarUpa athavA zuddhasvarUpano vicAra ityAdi samasta, karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che." - lyo kudaratI AvI gayuM kahyuM ke-kyAM haze? paNa 110 mAM che. bhAI ! pelI karmadhArA ne jJAnadhArA banne Ave che. TIkAnA moTA be pAnA bharyA che. dharmIne paNa karmadhArA ne jJAnadhArA be hoya che. zuM kahyuM e? AtmA pote, zuddha caitanyanI dRSTi karIne jeTalI nirmaLatA pragaTa karI che te jJAnadhArA ane aMdara jeTalo rAga che te karmadhArA. eka samayamAM banne sAthe hoya che. temAM virodha nathI. virodha eTale? jema mithyAdarzana ane samyagdarzanamAM virodha che tema (karmadhArA

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191 kalaza-128 ne jJAnadhArAmAM virodha nathI.) AtmadhArA arthAt zuddhadhArA ane rAga - azudhdhadhArA te be (sAthe ) hoya che. jyAM sudhI pUrNa vItarAga nathI tyAM sudhI be dhArA hoya che. ApaNe atyAre 128 zloka cAle che A badhuM 110 kaLazamAM lakhyuM che? jovuM che ? juo, vacce bhAvArtha che. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - eka jIvamAM eka ja kALe jJAnakriyA banne kaI rIte hoya che ? samAdhAna Ama che ke -viruddha to kAMI nathI. keTalAka kALa sudhI banne hoya che, evo ja vastuno pariNAma che; paraMtu virodhI jevAM lAge che, chatAM paNa potapotAnA svarUpe che, virodha to karatA nathI" keTalA kALa sudhI ? "jeTalo kALa AtmAnA mithyAtvarUpa vibhAvapariNAma maTayA che" Atmadarzana thayuM che "Atmadravya zuddha thayuM che, tene pUrvokta kriyAno tyAga barAbara paripakavatAne pAmato nathI," eTale haju rAgano tyAga pUrNa thayo nathI. AtmAnuM bhAna to thayuM che. bahu sAro zloka che TIkAnA be pAnA bharyA che. "pUrvokata kriyAno tyAga barAbara paripakavatAne pAmato nathI arthAt kriyAno mULathI vinAza thayo nathI." vAta ema che ke jyAM sudhI azudhdha pariNamana che. tyAM sudhI jIva( mAM ) vibhAva pariNamana che. samyagdaSTine paNa vItarAgI munine paNa vibhAva pariNamana che. e duHkharUpa pariNamana che ema kahe che. AnaMda paNa sAthe che ane duHkha paNa sAthe che, bannene virodha nathI ema kahe che. jyAM sudhI pUrNa vItarAga na thAya tyAM sudhI che. bIjI rIte rAgadhArA ne AnaMdadhArA be sAthe hoya che. eka ja kALe (samaye ) banne hoya che. jo pUrNatA thaI gaI hoya to kevaLI thaI gayo ane apavitratA ekalI hoya to mithyArdaSTi thaI gayo. samyagdaSTi jJAnI cothe, pAMcame, chake... AtmAnA Azraye jeTalI nirmaLadhArApaNe pariNati pariName che (teTalI vItarAgatA che), ane bAkI jeTalI apUrNatA che mATe rAgane, dayAdAnanA puNyabhAva sAthe ne sAthe 2he che, chatAM mokSanuM kAraNa to A (nirmaLa pariNati ) eka ja che. peluM to baMdhanuM kAraNa che. koI ema ja kahe ke - dharmIne rAga hoto ja nathI. eTale ke - dharmIne duHkha hotuM ja nathI. to dRSTi tadna mithyA che. sAdhaka duHkhane veThe che. ema kahe ke - tIvra kaSAyI te duHkhane vede che te khoTI vAta che. muni paNa duHkhane vede che. temane kaSAya maMda ( alpa ) che, kemake traNa kaSAya TaLI gayA che. AvI vAta che bApA ! vItarAga prabhu kahe che - zUrAnA kAma che, kAya2nA kAma tyAM nathI. vI2no re mAraga che zUrAno e tyAM nahIM kAma jo ne ! zrImadbhumAM paNa Ave che ke - vacanAmRta vItarAganA, 52ma zAMta 2sa mULa, auSadha je bhavaroganA kAyarane pratikULa. zAstramAM to jarI kaThaNa kahyuM che.... ke - jeTalI zubhabhAvanI racanA thAya e badhI napuMsakatA che hijaDAya che. dharmIne paNa ho ! kema ke AtmAmAM vIrya nAmano guNa che. vIrya eTale

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192 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 baLa tenuM kArya to svarUpanI nirmaLa racanA karavI te che. emAM jeTalI zubharAganI racanA thAya teTalI napuMsakatA - hijaDAya che. AhAhA! jema hijaDAne vIrya nathI to putra nathI, ema jene puNyanA pariNAma thAya che temAM dharmanI prajA nathI. AvI vAta che bhagavAna! e hijaDAya.. badhA pAchA pharI gayA hatA. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM napuMsaka - hijaDA bahu hatA. amAre rAmajIbhAInI zerI hatI te pAvaiyAnI zerI hatI. goMDalamAM rAmajIbhAI pAvaiyAvALI zerImAM rahetA. amAre tyAM umarALAmAM paNa pAvaiyA bahu hatA. jAmanagaramAM hijaDA ghaNAM hatA. polIsa tene pakaDe pachI vadhAre paisA ApavA paDe. paccIsa, pacAsa rUpiyA te di' to bahu kahevAtA hatA. vibhAgAmamAM hijaDA AvyA. ane darabAra pAse gayA. ane kahe - juo, amArA zarIra moTA che ane ame thoDA paise paNa nokarImAM rahezuM, darabAre nA pADI. e jANatA hatA ke - A hijaDA pAvaiyA che ane ene vIrya to paDe nahIM to paNa pachI rAkhyA. pahelAnA vakhatamAM evo rivAja hato ke - rAjAnI sAthe laDAI karavI hoya to jaMgalamAM gayelI gAyuM sAMje gAma tarapha pAchI pharatI hoya to laDAI karavAvALA e gAyane pAchI vALe eTale rAjAe samajavuM ke - laDAI karo. vibhA gAmanI gAyune pAchI vALavA (darabAre) hijaDAne mokalyA. hijaDA polIsa ane zarIra moTA.. ene joIne pelA bicArA lAgyA ho ke. A to moTA polIsa AvyA, emAM nadIno kAMTho hoyane to jarA nIce UtaratA hatA ema e hijaDo polIsa kAMI bolI bolyo. polIsano (veza) ane bhASA hijaDAnI bolyo ane emAM pelAoe sAMbhaLyuM ke - are A to hijaDA che. e pAchA pharyA ane (polIsa) hijaDA bhAgyA ghare. "vibhA tArA khIcaDA khAIne gItaDA gAyA." darabAra kahe - ame kahyuM nahotuM ke - pAvaiyAo tamAruM tyAM kAma nahIM. tema puNya - pApanA bhAvanI rucivALA hijaDAo tamAruM dharmamAM kAma nahIM. puNyanI ruci karanAro mithyAdeSTi, pAvaiyo hijaDo che. AhA! zubhabhAvamAM dharma kevo? dharmanI prajA kevI ? pAvaiyAne prajA hoya? zubhabhAvamAM dharmanI prajA hoya? e to baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ahIMyA kahe che - "tamina sati varmamokSa: bhavati" zuddha svarUpanI prApti thatAM karmakSaya arthAt dravyakarma - bhAvakarmano mULathI vinAza thAya che." bhagavAna zuddha caitanya vastu... tenI prApti thatAM, paryAyamAM tenI pavitratA pragaTa thatAM karmano mULathI nAza thAya che. jaDa karmano nAza thaI jAya ane puNya - pApanA bhAvano paNa nAza thaI jAya che. tyAre tene mokSa thAya che. AmAM moTI takarAra cAle che. vyavahArathI thAya. nahIMtara tamAruM ekAnta che. tame to nizcayathI mokSa thAya ema ja eka mAno cho paNa kathaMcit nizcaya ane kathaMcit vyavahAra tenuM nAma anekAnta che. ahIMyA prabhu kahe che - nizcayathI thAya ane vyavahArathI na thAya tenuM nAma

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kalaza-129 193 anekAnta che. anekAntanI vyAkhyA samajatA nathI. avanitana" AvuM dravyanuM svarUpa acaLa che. AhAhA! vastuno Adara karIne pUrNa svarUpa jyAM anubhava karI pragaTayuM , pariNAme pavitratA pragaTa karI.. ane jyAM pUrNa pavitratA pragaTa thaI te have acaLa che, e have pAchA pharaze nahIM. viSNumAM kahe che ne ! rAkSasonuM jora vadhe ane bhaktone bhIDa paDe tyAre UparathI (viSNu ) avatAra dhAraNa kare. ahIMyA enI nA pADe che. are. je bIjaDA baLI gayA, caNo baLI gayo e have pharIne Uge? caNA hoya che tene zekayA pachI te Uge ? ema jyAM rAgane ane ajJAnane bALI nAkhyA che, pUrNa AnaMda dazA pragaTa thaI che. have e bIjaDo Uge? bhava levAno bhAva Ave? e bhAva hoya nahIM. ethI kahe che ke - dravyanuM AvuM svarUpa aTaLa che. kevo che karma kSaya? "akSaya: AgAmI anaMta kALa paryaMta bIjA karmano baMdha thaze nahIM." karmono nAza thayo te thayo. bhaviSyamAM have kadI rAga, baMdhana ke karmabaMdhana thaze nahIM. bhagavAna paramAtma dazA prApta thaI che te sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM, anaMta darzana, jJAna anaMta sahita jo zrImadjInA apUrva avasaramAM Ave che "sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi" AnaMda.... AnaMda. AnaMda pUrNa AnaMdano pUrNa anubhava te paramAtma dazA. "anaMta darzana, anaMta jJAna sahita jo, apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze." zrImajInI bhASA! "kevA jIvone karmakSaya thAya che?" "kavinIcadravyahUre risthatAnA" samasta evAM je potAnA jIvadravyathI bhinna badhAM dravyo temanAthI sarva prakAre bhinna che evA je jIva, temane" puNya ne pApanA vikalpathI paNa (TUMsthitAnAM) aMdaramAM sthita thayelAne mokSa thAya che. puNya pApa che kharA aMdara ! puNya - pApa che tenAthI dUra karIne arthAt bhinna karIne svarUpamAM ekAgra thAya che tenI mukti thAya che. (upajAti). sampadyate saMvara eSa sAkSAcchuddhAtmatattvasya kiloplmbhaat| sa bhedavijJAnata eva tasmAt tadbhedavijJAnamatIva bhAvyam / / 5-129 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha "tatvavijJAnana gatIvamAtrama"(ta) te kAraNathI (vijJAnama) samasta pAradravyothI bhinna caitanyasvarUpano anubhava (rAtI mAdhyama)

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194 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 sarvathA upAdeya che ema mAnIne akhaMDitadhArApravAharUpa anubhava karavAyogya che. zAthI ? "ti zuddhAtmatattvaya jIvananmAt Na: saMvara: sAkSAt sampadyate" (ti ) nizcayathI (zuddhAtmatattvasya) jIvanA zuddhasvarUpanI (upalammAn) prApti thavAthI ( ySa: saMvara:) nUtana karmanA AgamanarUpa AsavanA nirodhalakSaNa saMvara ( sAkSAt sampaghate) sarvathA prakAre thAya che; "sa: mevijJAnata: va" (sa:) zuddhasvarUpanuM pragaTapaNuM (-prApti) (mevavijJAnata: ) zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavathI (va ) nizcayathI thAya che; "tasmAt" tethI ( bhedavijJAna paNa vinAzika che tathApi upAdeya che. 5-129. kaLaza naM.-129 : upa2 pravacana pravacana naM. 129 tA. 23/10/'77 "tava mevijJAnam atIva bhAvyam (tat) te kA2NathI", te kA2Ne eTale pUrve ( 128 kaLazamAM ) kahyuM hatuM ke - rAgAdibhAva hoya.... paNa tenAthI bhinna paDIne, ( varasthitAnAM ) rAgAdine dUra rAkhIne arthAt tenAthI bhinna Atma svabhAvano anubhava karavo.. e saMvara che, e dharma che. "te kAraNathI samasta 5dravyothI bhinna caitanya svarUpano anubhava," rAga, puNya - pApanA vikalpo te Asrava che, tenAthI bhinna eTale rAgathI bhinna AtmAne bhAvavo. eTale ke je 52 u52 je lakSa che tene choDIne; caitanya svarUpa, AnaMda svarUpa prabhu tenI upara lakSa karavuM. - "[meva ] samasta 52dravyothI bhinna", pachI te deva, guru, zAstranI zraddhAno vikalpa hoya ke - guNa - guNInA bhedano vikalpa hoya e badhA 52dravya che. te potAno trikALI svabhAva nathI tethI te 5dravya che. "samasta 52dravyothI bhinna caitanya svarUpano anubhava" bhagavAna zAna svarUpa, AnaMda svarUpa AtmA tenI sanmukha thaI tenA AnaMdanuM vedana karavuM. AtmAno anubhava ka2vo eTale ke zAMtinA vedanamAM AvavuM. puNya - pApanA bhAva je azAMti che; duHkha che, tenAthI bhinna paDIne potAnA svarUpanA anubhavamAM AvavuM e zAMti che. rAgano bhAva bhale sUkSma hoya paNa.... e duHkharUpa che. e rAgathI bheda pADavAno artha eTalo ja ke - A rAga che. mATe tene Ama choDuM, 52mAMthI lakSa choDIne svamAM AvavuM emAM (thoDo )jarI bhedajJAnanA rAgano aMza rahe che. jevuM kevaLajJAnanuM svarUpa che tevuM e bhedajJAnanuM svarUpa nathI. ahIMyA kahe che - "samasta 52dravyothI bhinna caitanya svarUpano anubhava" bhagavAna jJAna svarUpa prabhu prajJAbahma che. prajJAbahma prabhu eTale prajJA nAma jJAna ane brahma nAma AnaMda e enuM kAyamI asalI nitya dhruva svarUpa che. tene dhyeya banAvI eTale ke akhaMDa paripUrNa je vastu che tene dhyeya banAvIne...! teno artha evo nathI ke A akhaMDa che mATe tene dhyeya

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kalaza-129 195 banAvuM.... e paNa vikalpa che. paNa vartamAna paryAya rAgathI bhinna paDatAM aMdara (sAmAnya) tarapha jAya che tyAre.. aMdara teno viSaya sAmAnya rahI jAya che A sAmAnya che mATe enuM lakSa karavuM ema nahIM. jhINI vAta bahu prabhuno mAraga sUkSma che. ahIMyA to kahe che je vartamAna paryAya rAganA saMbaMdhamAM che (tenuM Ama sva tarapha lakSa thavuM.) gaIkAle DokaTare pUchayuM hatuM ne ke zuM karavuM? te kalakattAno DokaTara che, mANasa narama. bahAranI dhULa vAta sAMbhaLI hoya.. AvI vAta to ( kyAM che?) jenuM svarUpa caitanya che eTale jJAna, darzana, AnaMda tenuM rUpa che. evI trikALI cIja prabhu.. tene rAgathI bhinna pADI. eTale ke - tenA taraphanuM lakSa choDIne. ene evuM khyAlamAM paNa na Ave ke -A rAga che ane A rAgane choDuM chuM! e rAga taraphanuM lakSa Ama che tene choDIne.... trikALInA lakSamAM jAmavuM e rAgathI bhinna paDIne bhedajJAna che. caitanyasvarUpano anubhava (tIva bhAvyama)" Ama zabda paDayo che. teno artha karyo - "sarvathA upAdeya che" aMtarmukha vaLatAM..... para sanmukhatAnA lakSane choDatAM je aMdara ekAgra thAya e sarvathA upAdeya che. ekAgratA upAdeya che, atyAre to sarvathA upAdeya che ema mAnIne AhAhA! caitanya svarUpI trikALI prabhu e ja vastu sarvathA upAdeya che... e paryAya AvI (pragaTI) e paNa upAdeya che... ane rAga hoya che ema kahevuM che. samyagdarzana thAya to paNa haju rAga bhAva raheze, duHkha raheze, samakitIne jyAre cAritra karavuM hoya to A ja abhyAsa karatAM karatAM cAritra thAya che. niyamasAra 82 gAthAmAM AvyuM hatuM. vAraMvAra bheda abhyAsa karatAM cAritra thAya che. nizcaya pratikramaNano adhikAra eTale zuM? gaMbhIra vAta che prabhu! pratikramaNa eTale je rAga che aMdara... samakitI jJAnIne paNa haju rAga che ane eTaluM duHkha che haju; e rAgathI pAchuM pharavuM ane aMdaramAM javuM tene nizcaya pratikramaNa kahe che. athavA nizcaya pratikramaNa e cAritrano eka bhAga che. samakitI - jJAnIne rAgAdi haju che. tenI vAta che. pahelAM (rAgathI) bhinna paDIne samyagdarzana karyuM. chatAM, jJAnIne haju rAga ane duHkha dazA che. cothA guNasthAnamAM jJAnanI dazA to pragaTa thaI paNa haju tene cAritranI dazA pragaTa karavI che. have te rAganA bhAgane, e duHkharUpa dazA che tenAthI jJAnI pAcho pharI tenAthI bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karI ane aMdaramAM sthiratA kare.... tene cAritra kahevAmAM Ave che. ATalI ane AvI zaratuM !! atIvabhAvayana sarvathA upAdeya che ema mAnIne akhaMDita dhArApravAharUpa anubhava karavA yogya che." anubhava kare te paryAya. bhagavAna caitanya svarUpa jema trikALI dhuva che tenA laze, rAganA lakSane choDI daIne kemake rAga che te Asrava bhAva che; eTale te baMdhanuM kAraNa che, tenA taraphanA lakSane choDI, aMtaramAM pUrNa caitanya svarUpa taraphanI dRSTi karI ane tenI bhAvanA

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196 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 karavI. AhAhA ! temAM vizeSa ekAgra thavuM. AhAhA! AvI jhINI vAtuM. bahu bApu! loko bahAranI vastumAM mohI gayA che. tene aMtara vastuno mahimA Avato nathI. jene puSya ne pApanA bhAva ane tenA phaLa tarIke saMyoga, lakSmI AdinI jene hRdayamAM mahimA ane mahAbhya rahe tene bhagavAna zuddha caitanya svarUpano mahimA thato nathI. ane jene caitanya svarUpa prabhunI mahimA Ave che, mahAbhya Ave che tene puNya - pApa ane puNya - pApanA phaLanuM mahAbhya uDI jAya che. AvI vAta che. e akhaMDa dhArApravAharUpa anubhava rahe che tenA be artha karyA hatA. eka to para taraphanA lakSavALo je rAga che tenA lakSane choDI ane svarUpamAM upayoga jAmI jAya. huM dhyAtA chuM,.. dhyAna karuM chuM. evo paNa jyAM vikalpa chUTI jAya ane upayoga aMdara jJAnAnaMdamAM jAmI jAya. e rIte akhaMDa dhArArUpe upayogane jamAvavo. bIjI rIte vikalpa Ave paNa aMtaranA svarUpanI je dRSTi ane jJAnanI ramaNatA che e kAyama Take che tene paNa akhaMDa dhArApravAha kahevAmAM Ave che. gaIkAle A kahyuM hatuM ne!! kahyuM e? dhArAvAhIno artha karyo hato te A. AmAM (pAThamAM) akhaMDa dhArAvAhInA be artha che. AhAhA ! para uparathI lakSa choDI daI ekaluM aMdaramAM... zAtA cidAnaMda sahajAnaMda prabhu mUrti che. temAM upayogane joDI devo emane ema kAyama rahevuM tene akhaMDa dhArApravAha kahevAmAM Ave che. paNa jo aMdaramAM na rahI zake to dharmI.. jJAnIne paNa cothe guNasthAne, pAMcame, chaThe vikalpa UThe che. cothe guNasthAne nirvikalpa anubhavamAM upayoga aMdaramAM vadhAre na rahI zake; kemake aMtarmukha to alpakALa rahe che. vadhAre na rahe to ene rAga Ave kharo. ahIM kahe che - upayogamAM rAga bhale Avyo paNa jJAnIne aMdara je dRSTi pragaTa thaI che, e kAyama rahe che. tene akhaMDa dhArAvAhI kahevAmAM Ave che. dhArAvAhikanA be prakAra kahyAM hatAM neH (1) upayogarUpa (2) pariNatirUpa labdharUpa. munine paNa be prakAra che. sAcA saMta che, chaThe -sAtame guNasthAne jhUle che... jenI dazA paramezvara padamAM bhaLI gaI che. "mo no savya trikALavartI sAhULam" emAM bhaLI gayA hoya tevA muni paNa, saptam guNasthAnanI dazAno upayoga poNI sekanDathI aDadho rahe che. samajANuM? zuM kahyuM? cothA guNasthAnavALAno to upayoga aMdara bahu thoDo kALa hoya. pachI vikalpamAM Ave to zubhanA (vikalpa) paNa Ave ane azubhanA paNa Ave. pAMcamA guNasthAnavALAne paNa be kaSAyano abhAva che, eTalI zAMti pragaTI che. cothA guNasthAna karatAM vizeSa, chatAM ene vikalpa Ave. chaThThI guNasthAne je paMcamahAvrata AdinA vikalpa che te rAga che. ene choDIne svarUpanA dhyAnamAM AvI jAya sAtame... have e upayogamAMthI khase nahIM. ane dhArAvAhI rahe to alpakALamAM kevaLajJAna thAya che. paNa jo te upayoga sAtame ghaNo kALa na rahe to ekadama vikalpa Ave ane chaThThAmAM, heThe paDI jAya che.

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kalaza-129 197 munine eka divasamAM hajArovAra chaThThA - sAtamAnI bhUmikA Ave che. saptama dazAmAM e upayoga jAmI jAya tyAre e poNI sekanDano ardho bhAga ( nirvikalpa) rahe. chaThe Ave tyAre poNI sekanDa, lagabhaga enAthI Dabala bhAga rahe tyAre tene vikalpa Ave e pramAda che. eTalo pramAda che ne ! bhale.... paMcamahAvratano vikalpa.. paNa eTalo pramAda che, duHkha che, AkuLatA che. tenAthI chUTI ane upayogamAM jAmI jAya ane tyAMthI na khase tene paNa akhaMDa dhArApravAha kahe che. emAMthI khasI gayo ane vikalpamAM Avyo to paNa) aMdara je (nirmaLatAno) vikAsa thayo che; samyagdarzanazAna - cAritranI je nirmaLa prApti thaI che e dhArAvAhI kAyama rahe che. bhale tene vikalpa Avyo, tene paNa akhaMDa dhArAvAhI kahevAmAM Ave che. bhAI ! A to saMvara adhikAra che ne! akhaMDita dhArApravAharUpa anubhava karavA yogya che." e saMvara, e dharma ane e mokSano mArga che. vacce rAga Ave, hoya paNa e duHkharUpa che.. , Asrava che, e upAdhi che, e mela che, AhAhA ! e jhera che. zubha upayoga Ave te jhera che. bhAre vAta bhAI ! kema ke prabhu AtmA to amRtano sAgara, zAMtino sAgara che ane rAga to azAMti che. chatAM paNa kahe che ke- e rAga - azAMtino bhAva Ave, paNa... jeTalA aMze samyagdarzana, jJAna ne zAMti pragaTI che te ema ne ema kAyama rahe che. tene paNa akhaMDa dhArApravAha kahevAmAM Ave che. zAthI? vitta zuddhAtmatattvasya upagmAta Sa: saMvara: sAkSAt sarpadyate" nizcayathI jIvanA zuddha svarUpanI prApti thavAthI," zuddhAtma tatva che ne ! zuddha caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, e zuddha dravyanA svarUpanI prApti thavAthI. e zubha-azubha rAgathI bhinna paDI ane zuddha svarUpa bhagavAna je zaktirUpe che, sAmarthyarUpe che, svabhAvarUpe che. tenI paryAyamAM prApti thavAthI. e zuM kahyuM? anAdithI paryAyamAM je rAga-dveSa ane puNya -pApa che e to ekaluM malina ane duHkha che. e AsravathI bhinna paDI ane svabhAvanI zaktine, paryAyamAM vyakta - pragaTa karI che. samyagdarzanamAM jJAna zAMtinI jeTalI saMpadA pragaTI teTalo zuddha svarUpane pAme che. e zuddha svarUpane pAme che teTalo saMvara ane dharma che. vina zuddhAtmatattvastha upanagmAta PSa: saMvara: sAkSAt sarpadyate" nizcayathI jIvanA zuddhasvarUpanI prApti thavAthI nUtana karmanA AgamanarUpa AsavanA nirodha lakSaNa saMvara sarvathA prakAre thAya che;" aMdaranA pUrNa saMvaranI vAta che ne! aMdaramAM pUrNa saMvara thaI gayo eTale Asavano nirodha thayo. have puNya - pApano bhAva rahyo nahIM. nirodha lakSaNa saMvara che. (saMvara: sAkSAta sampale) sarvathA prakAre thAya che" sAkSAno artha sarvathA karyo. aMdaramAM AtmAnA AnaMda svarUpamAM tahna lIna thatAM abuddhipUrvakanA rAgano vikalpamAtra rahe che. aMdaramAM TharI jAya tene sAkSAt saMvara thAya che. tene sarvathA saMvara nAma dharma thAya che. A upara upara (caDhavAnI) vAto che. A to sAtamAnA uparanI vAto che.

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198 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 zrotA- tene abuddhipUrvakano vikalpa che? uttara:- AtmAmAM aMdara (TharI jAya) tene saMvara ja kahevAmAM Ave che. zrotA:- sarvathA, uttara- apekSAthI sarvathA kahevAya, sarvathA saMvara bAramA guNasthAne thAya. aMdara abuddhi pUvakano thoDoka rAga che tene rAga gauNa karIne.., ahIMyA sAkSAt saMvara thayo tema kahevAmAM Ave che. paraMtu sAkSAt pUrNa saMvara to bArame guNasthAne vItarAga thAya tyAre thAya, tyAM kSaNamohamAM sAkSAt thAya che. ahIMyA apekSAe sAkSAt kahevAmAM Ave che. ahIM alpa rAgane gaNyo nathI. zrotA:- (eka) apekSAe cothe (saMvara kahevAya ne !) uttara:- nahIM cothe pUrNa nathI. zrotA- apekSAe - uttara- pUrNa cothe to che ja nahIM. pAMcame che nahIM, chaThe che nahIM. zrotA- apekSA laIne? uttara- nA, ahIM apekSA nathI, cothe mithyAtva ne anaMtAnubaMdhIno saMvara che. eTalo che. bIjA Asavane gauNa karIne ema kahevAmAM Ave ke samyagdaSTine Asrava nathI. zrotAH- kahevAmAM Ave eTale? uttara- e kahevAmAM Ave... vAstavika vastumAM nathI. zrotA- dRSTi apekSAe! uttara- daSTi apekSAe eTalo mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI TaLyo. ene jyAre mukhya Asrava kahIe tyAre tene Asrava nathI tema kahevAmAM AvyuM. paNa haju tene puNya - pApanA bhAva che e Asava che... tene gauNa karIne kahyuM. e vAta to karelI! samayasAranI agiyAramI gAthAmAM kahyuM ke - "vavorAhamUlyo" paramAtmA ema kahe che ke - paryAyamAtra jUThI che... asatya che. kevaLajJAnanI paryAya paNa asatya che. saMvara, nirjarAnI paryAya paNa asatya che. mokSamArganI paryAya paNa asatya che. Ama kahyuM ! paNa kaI apekSAe kahyuM? paryAyane gauNa karIne asatya kahyuM che, abhAva karIne asatya kahyuM hoya to mahA - moTo anartha thaI jAya, samajAya che kAMI? agiyAra gAthAnA bhAvArthamAM je jayacaMda paMDite lakhyuM che e bahu sarasa lakhyuM che. cothe samyagdarzanamAM ema kahevAmAM AvyuM ke paryAyamAtra nathI.. ane dravya ja satya che. trikALI dravya bhUtArtha satyArtha ( hovAthI) bhUtArtha Azrita (samyakadarzana) samakita thayuM. e bhUtArtha eka samayamAM pUrNa ane satya vastu che. "paryAyamAtra', je paryAyamAM samyagdarzana thayuM e paryAya mAtra paNa asatya che. e to paryAyane gauNa karIne kahyuM, paryAyanuM lakSa choDAvavA kahyuM.

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199 kalaza-129 paryAya na hoya to... pachI kArya to paryAyamAM thAya che. samyagdarzana paryAya che, mokSamArga paryAya che, siddha pote paryAya che, mokSa e paryAya che. zuM ekalA dravya ne guNa che ? chatAM tyAM ema kahyuM ke - paryAyamAtra jUThThI che, asatyArtha che, abhUtArtha che. e paryAyane gauNa karIne ane trikALIne mukhya karIne, nizcaya karIne kahyuM che. nizcayane mukhya karIne ema nahIM. trikALI satyArtha vastune mukhya karIne, nizcaya karIne satya kahyuM che. paryAyane gauNa karIne vyavahAra kahIne satyArtha kahyuM che. AmAM kaMI phera kare to moTo goTo UThe. agiyAra gAthAmAM cokhkhuM kahyuM che. tethI nAthurAma premIe muMbaImAM kahyuM ke - kuMdakuMdAcArye samayasArane vedAMtanA DhALAmAM DhALyuM che. e A gAthAne samayasAra ne vedAMtanA DhALAmAM DhALyuM che. e A gAthAne laIne kahetA. temanI vAta bilakula khoTI che. kAraNake - paryAya nathI ema kahyuM ne !! paryAyane jUkI che tema kahyuM to ekaluM dravya rahyuM to vedAMtanI peThe che. A kathana u52thI temaNe kahyuM ke samayasA2ne kuMdakuMdAcArye vedAMtanA DhALAmAM DhALyuM che. tarata ja bIjI gAthAmAM kahyuM ke - "nIvo paritavaMsaLAvivo taM dghi sasamayanALa" vedAMtamAM A vAta kyAM che? bIjI gAthAmAM kahyuM ke "jIva cAritra darzana jJAna sthita" (viddo) bhagavAna, zAna darzana cAritra AtmA sthita thayo ema na letAM... AtmA Ama arthAt (nirmaLa paryAyamAM ) Tharyo... ema lIdhuM che. AtmA je paryAyamAM eTale ke rAga ane puNya - pApamAM hato te anAtmA hato. bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha ! te puNya ne pApanA bhAvamAM to, rAga paryAyamAM to tyAre tene anAtmA kahevAmAM Avyo. e bhagavAna cidAnaMda prabhu potAnA darzana jJAna cAritramAM arthAt nirmaLa paryAyamAM sthita che. tene AtmA kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA ! AvA (vidhavidha ) prakAra che. ahIMyA kahe che - "sAkSAt sampadyate" temAM Ama levuM. tyAM sarvathA pUrNa thAya ene levuM. "sa: mevavijJAnata: va" zuddha svarUpanuM pragaTapaNuM" juo ! pachI kaheze ke - bhedavijJAna nAzavAna che. kAraNake - haju to adhUrI dazA che ne nAzavAna. pUrNa kevaLajJAna thAya tyAre teno nAza thaI jAya. ' "zuddha svarUpanuM pragaTapaNuM (mevavijJAnata:) zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavathI [ va ) nizcayathI thAya che;" "tasmAt tethI bhedavijJAna paNa vinAzika che, tathApi upAdeya che." juo! te haju adhurI paryAya che ne! te nAza thaI jAya tyAre pUrNa kevaLajJAna thAya. (bhedavijJAnane ) paNa eka vikalpa kahyo che, vinAzika - nAzavAna kahyo ! 'tathApi upAdeya che' ema kahyuM che. zloka 130 mAM Avaze. hamaNAM (TIkAkAra ) pote kaheze ke - bhedavijJAna paNa eka vikalparUpa che. (130 zloka ) "tyAM bhedavijJAna paNa eka vikalparUpa che, kevaLajJAnanI mAphaka jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa nathI, tethI sahaja ja vinAzika che." bhedajJAna che te vikalpa che.

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200 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 paryAya che ne eTale e apekSAe bhedajJAna che te vikalpa che. eTale e apekSAe vikalpa kahyo ke - te nAzavAna che, kevaLajJAnanI peThe pUrNa svarUpa nathI. AhAhA ! AvuM che! nizcayathI bhedavijJAna vinAzIka che tathApi upAdeya che." ahIM rAgathI bhinna pADavuM che ne ! bhedavijJAnathI saMvara che e apekSAe tene AdaravA lAyaka kahyo. (bAkI to) mULa to ekalA akhaMDAnaMda upara dRSTi karavAnI che. Ama bheda pADavo e paNa tene nahIM. rAgathI AtmAne, bhinna pADavA mATe haju tyAM vikalpa (arthAt ) bheda rahI gayo. paNa bheda ja pADato nathI, (kemake) pachI to akhaMDAnaMdamAM TharI javuM tenuM nAma kevaLajJAna che. Avo mArga ane AvI vAta che. (anuSTrapa) bhaavyenedvijnyaanmidmcchinndhaaryaa| tAvadyAvatparAccyutvA jJAnaM jJAne prtisstthte||6-130|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha- "phuvana mevavijJAnanuM tAvata chinnadhArayA mAvata" (rUma mevavijJAnama) pUrvoktalakSaNa che je zuddhasvarUpano anubhava, teno (tAva) teTalA kALa sudhI (cchinnadhArayA) akhaMDitadhArApravAharUpe (bhAva) AsvAda karavo "yAvat parata vyutvA jJAnaM jJAne pratikate"(vAva) ke jeTalA kALamAM (paraMtu bhuvA) parathI chUTIne (jJAna) AtmA ( jJAne) zuddhasvarUpamAM (pratikate) ekarUpa pariName. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-niraMtara zuddhasvarUpano anubhava kartavya che. je kALe sakaLakarmakSayalakSaNa mokSa thaze te kALe samasta vikalpo sahaja ja chUTI jaze. tyAM bhedavijJAna paNa eka vikalparUpa che, kevaLajJAnanI mAphaka jIvanuM zuddhasvarUpa nathI, tethI sahaja ja vinAzika che. 6-130. kaLaza naM.-130 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 129-13) tA. 23-24/10/'77 juo! have AmAM e Avaze. "rUma mevavijJAnama tAvata chinnadhArA mAvata" pUrvokatalakSaNa che je zuddhasvarUpano anubhava" rAga che, e rAgathI bhinna zuddha svarUpano anubhava. vaLI koI ema kahe ke - samakitIne rAga che, eno to nAza thato jAya che; nAza to e eka samayanI paryAya jeTalo (anaMtAnubaMdhI mithyAtvano rAga) nAza thAya che, bAkI Akho rAga to dazamAM guNasthAna sudhI rahe che. cothA guNasthAne samakitIne rAga Ave e nAza thato Ave. mATe tene rAga nathI e bilakula jUThI dRSTi che. samajANuM kAMI? e ja vAta ahIMyA kahe che.

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201 kalaza-130 "pUvokata lakSaNa che je zuddhasvarUpano anubhava, teno teTalA kALa sudhI", joyuM? teTalA kALa sudhI" samyagdarzana thayuM, jJAnI thayo mATe te Asrava rahita thayo ema nathI. samyagdarzana thayuM, samyajJAna thayuM ane anubhavano svAda Avyo, mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno Asrava rokAya gayo tethI e have pUrNa Asrava rahita thaI gayo... have tene Asrava nathI - ema nathI. zuM kahyuM? "(tAva) teTalA kALa sudhI akhaMDita dhArA pravAharUpe AsvAda karavo." niyamasAra 82 gAthAmAM che ke - samyagdarzana thayuM, anubhava thayo, jJAna thayuM chatAM have cAritrane mATe bheda abhyAsa (kare che ) gaIkAle kahyuM hatuM ne... vAraMvAra bhedAbhyAsa kare che. "rimemA malyo dohite vArita" samyagdarzana che, anubhava che kemake samyajJAnI che. paraMtu haju tene rAgabhAva bAkI che te Asrava che. cothe guNasthAne traNa kaSAyano rAga bAkI che. eTalo Asrava che. pAMcame paNa be kaSAyano Asrava che. munine paNa haju eka kaSAyano Asrava che. to kahe che ke - "Avo bheda abhyAsa thatAM jIva madhyastha thAya che, tethI cAritra thAya che." (niyamasAra 82 no gAthArtha). samyagdaSTine paNa... samyajJAnano anubhava hovA chatAM tene haju madhyastha dazA, vItarAga dazA thaI nathI. teNe rAgane bhinna pADI.. bhinna tyAM sudhI pADavo ke - jyAM sudhI pUrNa vItarAgatA na thAya tyAM sudhI. pAThamAM paNa (tAvata) zabda paDyo che. (tAva) eTale "teTalA kALa sudhI" (niyamasAra 82 gAthA) "madhyastha: - tena vAritrama mavati Avo bheda abhyAsa thatAM jIva madhyastha thAya che, tethI cAritra thAya che." ghaNo gUDha artha che. e TIkA to bahu sarasa che. "tene deDha karavA nimitte huM pratikramaNAdi kahIza." AhAhA! A vAta kuMdakuMdAcArya kahe che. AhAhA! samakitI jIvane paNa, AtmajJAnI thayA tene paNa haju puNya - pApanA bhAvano Asrava che, duHkha che. tene juduM pADIne; sthira thavA mATe huM cAritrano adhikAra kahIza. jyAM cAritra nathI tyAM aviratapaNe cothe guNasthAne bhale kSAyika samakitI ho! zreNika rAjAne paNa haju traNa kaSAyano bhAva che e avatano bhAva che. te haju avati che. avirata samyagdaSTi cothe guNasthAne bhAI ! pAMcame deza virati paMcama guNasthAna hoya, chaThe sarvaviratI... chadde guNasthAne muni hoya, have koI ema ja mAnI tye ke - cothuM guNasthAna thayuM eTale have Asravane duHkha che ja nahIM. te ekAnta mithyAdRSTinuM poSaNa che. e bIjI nayane bhUlI jAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? Avo mArga che. ahIMyA (kaLazamAM) (tAvata) kahyuM ne? tyAM (82 gAthA) ethI cAritra thAya che tema kahyuM. ahIMyA kahe che - "teTalA kALa sudhI" (jhinnadhArA) akhaMDita dhArApravAharUpe AsvAda karavo." AnaMdano anubhava karavo ane AnaMdanI dhArAmAM rahevuM. jyAM sudhI tene

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202 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 dazA pUrNa Asrava rahita thAya tyAM sudhI tene akhaMDitadhArAmAM rahevuM. samajANuM kAMI? munine sAtamuM guNasthAna apramattadazA thAya to paNa abuddhipUrvaka Asrava rAga che, ane rAga che teTalo (pramAda che ) apramatta dazAmAM upayoga dhyAnamAM che tyAre paNa aMdara rAga che. ane aMdara rAganuM vedana paNa che. eno upayoga rAga bAju nathI. AhAhA! upayoga jo rAganA vedanamAM na hoya to tene pUrNa AnaMdanuM vedana joIe. AhAhA ! jyAM pUrNa AnaMdanuM vedana che tyAM to AsavanI gaMdha nathI. paraMtu jyAM AgaLa pUrNa AnaMdanuM vedana nathI, cothe to samakitIne alpa AnaMdanuM vedana che. traNa kaSAyano Asrava che. ane teTaluM duHkha che. ane eTaluM tene baMdhana che. zrotA:- bhakti AdimAM zAMti dekhAya che ne! uttara- kAMI zAMti nathI, dhULeya zAMti nathI. e to jANavA mATe prazna kare che. bhaktimAM zubhabhAva che tyAM zAMti kevI? e to para taraphanuM lakSa che. evo bhAva Ave kharo paNa che. azAMti ane AkuLatA. zrotA- bhaktinA bhAvamAM ame bhUlI jaIe chIe ke te para che. uttara- e tamArA bIDI, tamAkuM bhUlI javAya che ne! paNa aMdara rAga nathI bhUlI javAto. zeTha, - bIDI bhUlI jAya che? jJAnIne rAga thAya che teTalo Asrava che. trilokInAtha bhagavAna to ema kahe che ke - prabhu! tuM mArI sAme joIza to tane rAgano Asrava thaze. A vANI vItarAganI che. tuM tArI sAmuM joIne TharI jA to tane vItarAgatA thaze. kAraNe ke - ame to tArA mATe paradravya chIe. aSTapAhuDanA mokSa adhikAranI 16 mI gAthAmAM prabhu ema kahe che ke "para dabrAvo supA" amArA upara tAruM lakSa jaze to tArI caitanyanI gati nahIM thAya, tArI durgati thaze. A rAga che te durgati che. e to vItarAga kahe bApu! moDhAmAM koLiyo kone kharAba lAge? mArI sAmuM joIza to tane rAga thaze. are! puNyano rAga paNa che rAga, tethI para dabbAo duggaI." prabhu! ekavAra sAMbhaLa ke - amArI sAmuM jotAM paNa tane rAganI gati thaze; e caitanyanI gati nahIM. te ja durgati che. aSTapAhuDamAM mokSa pAhUDa tenI 16 mI gAthA. "para vAto kumAruM savAlo du supArpha do! iya jauNa sadavve kuLaI hUI viraha iyrmmi"| bhagavAna evA paradravya upara jo tAruM lakSa jaze to tane rAga thaze. tIrthakara, saMta digambara muni hoya ane tenA upara lakSa jaze to tane rAga thaze. caitanyanI gati nahIM thAya, e to durgati che. "para vyAvo sadgAvo du sunA" bhagavAna caitanyanI aMdara jatAM je ekAgra thAya tene sugati kahIe AkarI vAto bApu! A to vItarAgano mArga che. A kAMI haLadaranA gAMThIe gAMdhI thaI javAya evuM nathI. tene cArekoranA paDakhAM jovAM

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203 kalaza-13) joIe. AhAhA ! joyuM? "padravyanA lakSathI durgati thAya che ane svadravyathI sugati thAya che." A spaSTa jANIne he bhavya jIvo! "Isa prakAra jAnakara svadravyameM rati karo." bhagavAna AnaMdanA nAthamAM lIna thAva. paradravyanI lInatA choDI de! ahIMyA to bIjuM ghaNuM kahevuM hatuM. mokSapAhuDanI 13 gAthAmAM che. "paradUbaro vaphyuri birao muccera vivihakammehiM eso jiLaupadezo samAsado baMdha mukrvss|" tArA dravya svabhAvathI jeTalo bahAra jA, tyAM sudhI tane karma baMdhana che. pachI te deva, guru ne zAstra ho ke traNalokanA nAtha tirthaMkara ho! samavasaraNamAM anaMtavAra prabhunI AratI utArI che. mahAvidehamAM anaMtavAra janamyo che. tIrthakara bhagavAna to tyAM traNeya kALe hoya che. dareka kSetramAM janamyo che. bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM gayo hato. ane vANI sAMbhaLI hatI. hIrAnA thALathI, maNiratananA dIvAthI ane kalpavRkSanA phUlathI jaya nArAyaNa karI paNa e badho zubhabhAva hato. AcArya kahe che ke samAja samatUla raheze ke nahIM? tenI amane darakAra nathI. ame to kahIe chIe ke tAruM lakSa tenI amane darakAra nathI. ame to kahIe chIe ke - tAruM lakSa (para) bhagavAna tarapha jAya to tArI paryAyamAM durgati che, e caitanyanI gati ja nathI. kuMdakuMdAcArya khullu muke che ke - emane samAjanI darakAra nathI. nAgA bAdazAhathI AghA. "paradravvarao bajjhadi birao mucceI vivihakammeM hiN| eso jiLaupadezo samAsado baMdha mukkhss||" bhagavAnano TUMkAmAM A upadeza che... ema kahe che ke - "eso jinaupadezo". tAruM lakSa jeTaluM pAradravya upara jaze teTaluM tane baMdhana che. svadravyamAM aMtara lakSa jaze eTalo aMbadha che. zeTha! e pustakanA pAnAthI caityAlaya bharyA che ne ! zubhabhAvathI durgati thaze durgati eTale naraka gati ema nahIM. je caitanyanI gati che, jJAna AnaMdanI dazA che enuM phaLa naraka ke nigoda che ema nahIM. zrotA-maMdiranA baMdhanamAM baMdhAyo..! uttara- emAM baMdhAya te zubhabhAva Asrava che. A chavvIsa lAkhanuM makAna (paramAgama) banAvyuM. tenA udghATanamAM chavvIsa hajAra loko AvyA hatA. mANasa pAMDAlamAM samAya nahIM. agiyAra lAkhano kharca ane chavvIsa lAkha paramAgamanA thaIne sADatrIsa lAkhano kharca thayo. emAM zuM hatuM? tethI kAMI dharma che ? bahAramAM jeTaluM lakSa gayuM eTalo zubhabhAva Ave.. e Asrava che. AhAhA ! e hoya che, jyAM apUrNa dazA hoya tyAM evo puNyabhAva Ave... paNa e bhAva che baMdhanuM kAraNa. zrotA:- tamone svapna AveluM te sAkAra thayuM. uttara- e svapna sAkAra thayuM... paNa che te zubhabhAva. e zubhabhAva che ne! emAM kyAM

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204 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nirjarA che? zubhabhAvathI zuM thayuM? ekottaranI sAlamAM svapna AvyuM hatuM ke - AkhA AkAzamAM zAstro (lakhelAM) pATiyA - pATiyA - AvaDA moTA lAMbA pahoLA.. zAstro lakhelAM pATiyAM AkhA AkAzamAM AmathI juo to Ama sudhI ane AmathI juo to Ama sudhI evuM svapna AvyuM hatuM ke AkhA AkAzamAM zAstro zAstro chUTA... chUTA che AkhuM pahoLuM ane ATaluM UMcuM evA evA pATiyA AkhA AkAzamAM ane kudaratI banyuM evuM. eka vakhata AkhA AkAzamAM caMdra joyelo. chaThThano caMdra hoya ne! jema bIjano hoya tema A chaThThano caMdra hoya evA lAkho karoDo TheTha ahIMthI Ama ane ahIMthI Ama. huM bahAra Ubho hato khullo ane AkhA AkAzamAM caMdra caMdra, lAkho.. karoDo caMdra. chaThThanA jevA caMdra AkhA AkAzamAM. AhAhA! A vANI vItarAganI muninI che. chaThe guNasthAne traNa kaSAyano abhAva che. vItarAga - vItarAga vItarAga dazA pragaTa thaI che. tyAM cothuM, pAMcamuM, chaThuM che tyAre jeTalo paMcamahAvratano vikalpa Ave che eTalo Asrava ne duHkha che, eTaluM baMdhana che. samayasAra nATakamAM mokSadvAramAM 40 mAM padhamAM AvyuM hatuM ne ke - tA vAra nApaMtha phata, uta siva mArA norA paramAdI jagakauM dhukai, aparamAdi siva ora" / / munine jeTalo vikalpa UThayo... paMca mahAvrata bhaktino e jagapaMtha che. banArasIdAsa mokSa adhikAranA 40 mAM bolamAM kahe che. rAga te jagapaMtha nAma saMsArapaMtha che. "lata siva mArA nora" aMdara jeTalo bhagavAna AnaMdanA nAthamAM lIna thayo che e zivamArga che. "paramAvI na " muni je sAcA saMta che tene paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma Ave e pramAdI che. e "paramAdI jagaka dhukai" eto jaDa bhAvamAM. jaga mArgamAM jhUkI gayA che. ema kahe che. jagamAM eTale saMsAramAM (sAdhakane) rAga che eTalo saMsAra che. AvI vAto che bApu ! A to traNalokanA nAtha vItarAga sarvajJa jinendranI vAta che. anaMta tIrthaMkaro thayA, mahAvidehamAM lAkho kevaLIo vicare che, atyAre tIrthakaro vIsa vicare che, have pachI anaMta tIrthaMkaro thaze e badhAno eka avAja che. zuM kahyuM juo! zuddha svarUpano anubhava keTalA kALa sudhI karavA jevo che? akhaMDita dhArApravAha AsvAda karavA jevo che. samyagdarzana thaI gayuM mATe badhuM cAritra) thaI gayuM ema nathI bApu! teTalA kALa sudhI akhaMDita dhArApravAharUpa karavA yogya che." keTalo kALa? "yAvata TRIta vyutvA jJAnaM jJAne pratikate" ke jeTalA kALamAM parathI chUTIne AtmA (jJAna) zuddhasvarUpamAM ekarUpa pariName" tyAM sudhI aMdaramAM rahevA jevuM che, bahAramAM nIkaLavA jevuM nathI. (yAva) "jeTalA kALa sudhI" jyAre pUrNapaNe rAgathI rahita thaIne svarUpamAM karI

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kalaza-130 jAya tyAM sudhI tene rAgathI bhinna pADIne A abhyAsa karavo. AhAhA! samakita thayuM ane samyAna thayuM eTale basa thayuM? bApu! haju to anaMtaguNanI dazA bAkI che. haju ene cAritra thavAnuM ane pachI zukladhyAna pachI kevaLajJAna thavAnuM haju to ghaNuM bAkI che bApu ! "jeTalo kALa 52thI chUTI" 52thI eTale AsravathI, rAgathI chUTIne jyAM sudhI pUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI teno dhArAvAhI anubhava karavo. "tAvat-yAvat" kyAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI AtmA... bilakula ( tadna ) rAgathI ane rAganA aMzathI khasIne pUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI teNe AtmAnuM dhyAna karavuM. Avo mArga che bhAI ! " 52thI chUTIne " ema pAThamAM kahyuM ne ! 52 eTale AsravathI chUTIne A saMvara adhikAra che ne ! munine dayA-dAna vrata - bhaktino vikalpa UThe e Asrava che. pAMcame guNasthAne Asrava che, cothe guNasthAne Asrava che. cothe duHkha, pAMcame duHkha che, chaThTha duHkha che. e duHkhathI eTale 52thI chUTIne AtmA zuddha svarUpe - ekarUpe pariName, ekarUpe pariName pachI jarA paNa Asrava rahe nahIM. aMda2mAM ekAkA2 thaI jAya ane Asrava na rahe tyAM sudhI bhedajJAna bhAvavuM. pAThamAM che ne "bhAvayeta medravijJAnaM van annidhArA" kyAM sudhI bheda pADIne bhedavijJAna karavuM ? jyAM sudhI pUrNa TharI jAya ane rAgano eka aMza na rahe tyAM sudhI bhedajJAna karavuM. artha samajAya che? bhASA samajAya evI che. AhAhA ! traNa lokanA nAtha tIrthaMkara sarvajJa paramezvarano A hukama che. AhA ! prabhu tuM tArA svarUpamAM jyAM sudhI na Thare ane rAgano eka aMza paNa na rahe tyAM sudhI dhyAnamAM bhedavijJAna karaje. eka samyagdarzana thaI gayuM pachI saMtoSAya jAya ke - basa ame to ( pUrNa thaI gayA ) ! bApu haju vAra che. samyagdarzana pachI ene jyAM sudhI duHkha ane Asrava che tene na mAne to e samyagdaSTi ja nathI. kema ke aMta2mAM AnaMdano anubhava Avyo paNa tenI sAthe hajU duHkhanuM vedana tenA jJAnamAM Ave che. ajJAnIne to AnaMdeya nathI ane kAMI nathI. ajJAnIne duHkha che tenIye khabara nathI bhAI ! samajAya che? AhAhA ! AtmA potAnA AnaMda prabhu saccidAnaMda prabhunA anubhavamAM Avyo to samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrano aMza arthAt svarUpAcaraNa cAritra thayuM tyAre tene khyAla Avyo ke ohoho ! A to AnaMdano nAtha pUrNAnaMda svarUpa che. AnaMdanA namUnAthI jANyuM ke - AvuM svarUpa che. AnaMdanI sAthe ema paNa jANyuM ke - rAga ne du:kha che. teNe AnaMdanI sAthe meLavyuM ke - A to duHkha che. be vAtanI siddhi thaI. (1 ) AtmAno anubhava thatAM, samyagdarzana thatAM... AnaMdano aMza ane samyajJAnano aMza pragaTayo to Akho AtmA... pUrNa AtmA AnaMdamaya che tema namunAthI jANyuM. AhAhA ! e AnaMdanA namunAnI sAthe haju duHkha vedAya che. e paNa 205 -

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206 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 sAthe jANavAmAM AvyuM, nahIMtara ajJAnamAM to duHkhanuM vedana kyAM che? tene cetanA ja kyAM pragaTI che? pravacana . 130 tA. 24/10/77 "rUma me vijJAnam tAvat channadhArayA mAvata" zuM kahe che? jene AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya ane dharma karavo hoya to "rudra' A AtmA zuddha caitanyadhana AnaMdakaMda prabhu che teno.. "pUrvoktalakSaNa che je zuddhasvarUpano anubhava" anubhava karavo. te dharma ane mokSano mArga che. AtmA puNya-pApanA vikArI bhAva che tenAthI bhinna cIja che; aMdaramAM teno anubhava karavo ane puNya-pApathI bhinna karavuM te mokSano mArga ane dharma che. zuddhasvarUpano anubhava, teno teTalA kALa sudhI" karavo? keTalA kALa sudhI karavo? AhAhA ! [ chinnadhArayA] akhaMDita dhArApravAharUpe aMtara AnaMdano anubhava tuTa-cheda nA paDe tyAM sudhI karavo. aMtara AnaMdanI dhArAmAM, anubhava karavAmAM rAgano vikalpa na rahe.. tyAM sudhI. zubharAga rahe che te na rahe tyAM sudhI aMdaramAM AtmAno anubhava karavo. AhAhA ! jhINI vAta bahu bApu! vItarAga mArga sUkSma che. "chinnadhAriyA" aMkhaDitadhArApravAharUpe mAvat," A AtmA atIndriya AnaMda svarUpe che. zarIra, vANI, mana e to jaDa che... tenAthI to bhinna che paNa dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti Adino bhAva te Asrava che. ane krodha, mAna, mAyA, hiMsA, jUTha, corI Adi bhAva te paNa pApa Asava che. e bannethI bhinna karIne.. potAnA AtmAno "AsvAda karavo" AhAhA! atIndriya AnaMdano svAda levo. zuM kahyuM? puNya ne pApano bhAva je rAgano svAda hato, te vikArano svAda hato, te to duHkha hatuM. tene bhinna pADIne; potAno AtmA je AnaMda svarUpa zuddha zAyaka caitanyadhana che te taraphanI sanmukhatA karI ne puNya-pApanA vikalpathI vimukta thaIne, AtmAnA anubhavamAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda levo tene paramAtmA samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra kahe che. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! A kyAM sudhI karavuM? "yAvat' zabda paDayo che ne? tyAM sudhI Ama karavuM. "yAvata para t yuvA jJAna jJAne pratikate jeTalA kALamAM parathI chUTIne" pahelAM samyagdarzanamAM rAgathI chUTIne, AtmAnuM vedana karavuM; chatAM tyAM rAgAdi rahe che. rAgathI bhinna paDyo paNa haju rAga bAkI rahe che.. pachIthI rAgathI bhinna thaIne.. svarUpanA AnaMdano, sthiratAno svAda levo. AvI vAta che have !! zuM kahe che juo! "jeTalA kALamAM parathI chUTIne" koI paNa vikalpa ho ! dayA-dAna-vratabhaktino ho ke kAma-krodhano ho! te rAgathI jyAM sudhI pUrNapaNe chUTe nahIM tyAM sudhI AtmAno

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kalaza-13) 207 anubhava karavo. AvI vAta che! saMvara adhikAra che ne! saMvara nAma vikAranuM utpanna na thavuM ane nirvikArI dazAnuM utpanna thavuM tenuM nAma saMvara kahevAmAM Ave che. puNya ne pApanA je vikalpa che te Asrava che, tene bhinna karIne, caitanya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu! tenI sanmukha thaIne teno anubhava arthAt AnaMdano anubhava karavo... te saMvara che- te dharma che. rAgathI chUTavAno A upAya che. bhAva to sUkSma che. paNa bhASA sAdI che. "tAve-cAvata" ema be zabda paDyA che. AhAhA! atIndriya AnaMda sAgara caitanya svabhAva ane AnaMda svabhAvathI bharyo paDayo AtmA che. AhAhA ! zuM kahe che! pelo zabda Ave che... challo chala tenuM (hindI) labAlaba. juo bhAI ! prabhu! jo tuM aMdara AtmA cho ne!? te atIndriya jJAna ne atIndriya AnaMdathI bharyo che. temAM apUrNatA nathI, viparItatAya nathI sUkSma che... bhagavAnano mArga bhAI ! trilokInAtha jinendra paramAtmA.. indronI vacce A vAta pharamAve che. tyAMthI saMto saMdezo lAvI ane jagatane jAhera kare che. sImaMdhara bhagavAna mahAvidehamAM birAje che. tIrthakara sarvajJa trilokanAthanuM eka karoDa pUrvanuM to AyuSya che. eka pUrvamAM sIttera lAkha karoDa, chappana hajAra karoDa eTalA varSa eka pUrvamAM thAya, evuM eka pUrva ane evA eka karoDa pUrvanuM prabhunuM AyuSya che. atyAre mahAvidehamAM bhagavAna birAje che. ahIMyA vIsamA tIrthaMkara thayA tyAre prabhue dIkSA lIdhI hatI. ane pachI tarata ja kevaLajJAna pAmyA che. te abajo varSathI birAje che ane haju paNa abajo varSa birAjaze. saMvata 49 mAM digambara muni kuMdakuMdAcArya (mahAvidehakSetramAM) gayA hatA, tyAM ATha divasa rahyAM hatA. tyAM vANI sAMbhaLIne AvyA ane pachI A zAstra banAvyA. A bhagavAnano saMdeza che. tArI cIja aMdaramAM atIndriya AnaMda ane atIndriyajJAnathI labAlaba bharI che, e taraphano jhUkAva kara. have vikArano puNya-pApanI pariNatino jhukAva choDI de! puNya-pApanA bhAvathI vimukha thaIne ane potAnA svabhAvanI sanmukha thaIne, potAno anubhava tyAM sudhI karavo. jyAM sudhI pUrNa vikalpathI chUTI na jAya. pUrNa paNe parathI chUTI na jAya tyAM sudhI aMdaramAM dhyAna nAma anubhava karavo. AvI vAta che! sAdhAraNa mANasa AmAM zuM samaje? vrata karo ne apavAsa karo ne jAtrA karo ne..! e to badhA vikalpa-rAga che. ahIMyA to saMvara adhikAra cAle che ne! kahe che ke- "tAvata teTalA kALa sudhI yathAvata jeTalA kALamAM" jyAM sudhI pUrNa vikalpathI rahita na thAya tyAM sudhI anubhava karavo. AhAhA ! pahelAM samyagdarzanamAM pachI zubhAzubha rAga je Asrava che... tenAthI bhinna karIne AtmAno anubhava karavo. pahelAM AtmAnA AnaMdano thoDo svAda paNa Avyo, paraMtu jyAM sudhI pUrNa AnaMdano svAda na Ave tyAM sudhI rAgathI bhinna karI, anubhava karavo. samajamAM AvyuM?

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208 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AhA ! samyagdarzana-samyajJAna thayuM to Asrava che ja nahIM tema nathI. AtmAnuM samyaka bhAna thayuM ke- huM zuddha caitanya jJAtA AnaMdakaMda chuM... to (AnaMdano) svAda Avyo to paNa te AsavathI rahita thayo tema nathI. puSya ne pApanA banne Asrava che mela che, vikAra che, duHkha che. paramAtmA kahe che ke jyAM sudhI rAgathI bhinna pUrNa anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI anubhavamAM rahevuM. mArga bahu sUkSma bhAI ! vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvara teno kahelo paMtha mArga che. A be zabda vAparIne ema kahyuM ke tyAM sudhI rAgathI bhinna karIne anubhava karavo, jyAM sudhI pUrNapaNe rAgathI rahita na thAya tyAM sudhI. samajamAM Ave che? pAThamAM che ne aMdara!? pahelAM A AvyuM- "tAva-vita" jeTalo kALa jyAM sudhI. pahelAM to samyagdarzanamAM bhinna pachI je puNya-pApanA vikalpa je vyavahAra che tenAthI bhinna thaIne, ekattAbuddhi choDIne.... anAdithI rAga ane AtmAnA svabhAvanI ekatavabuddhi che te mithyAtvarUpI Asrava che. tethI trikALI bhagavAna! svabhAvanI ane rAganI pahelAM ekatAbuddhi choDIne svarUpanI dRSTi ane svarUpano anubhava karavo. pachI paNa rAga che tenAthI ekatA toDI, haju asthiratA choDI nathI. samajamAM AvyuM? mArga sUkSma che A vItarAga mArga prabhu! digambara sivAya bIje kyAMya A rIta ne A paMtha che nahIM. digambara jainadharma te sanAtana jainadharma che. temAM A vAta che, bIje kyAMya A vAta che nahIM. yAvat rAta yuvA" jyAM sudhI pUrNa rAgathI vyuta thaIne.. svarUpamAM sthita na.. thA...... tyAM sudhI anubhava karavo. samyagdarzana thayuM, jJAna thayuM to have Asrava che ja nahIM ema nathI. Asrava kaho ke duHkha kaho; duHkha che ja nahIM tema nathI. rAga te duHkha che ane tenI sAthe AtmAnA svabhAvanI ekatA mAnavI te mithyAtvabhAva che. kemake bhagavAna AtmAno svabhAva atIndriya AnaMda che ane rAga duHkha che. AnaMdanI sAthe duHkhanI ekatAbuddhi te mithyAtvabhAva che. samajamAM AvyuM? A rAga arthAt duHkha ane bhagavAna AnaMda tenI ekatAbuddhi toDIne.. ekalA AnaMdano svAda aMze Avyo paNa, jyAM sudhI pUrNa rAgathI bhinna thaIne, pUrNa duHkhanI dazAthI bhinna thaIne jyAM sudhI pUrNa AnaMdanI pUrNa dazA na thAya tyAM sudhI bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karavo. rAgathI bhinna paDavAno ane svabhAvamAM sthita thavAno abhyAsa karavo. have AmAM navarAza kyAM che? bIDI-tamAkuM ADe navarAza kyAM che? ApaNe to A moTA zeThiyAno dAkhalo ApIe ne! bAkI to bIjA badhAne-saune ema ja che. are prabhu ! tAre tArI cIjanI prApti karavI hoya to temAM paracIjano to abhAva ja che.. puNya pApanA bhAva je Asrava che teno vastumAM to abhAva ja che. e to AnaMdakaMda prabhu akhaMDAnaMda saccidAnaMda prabhu che. ahIM kahe che ke puNya-pApanA AgnavathI rahita ja vastu che. paraMtu atyAra sudhI sahita mAnI hatI. rAga ane svabhAva bannene eka mAnyA hatA. te

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kalaza-130 mithyAtva hatuM, te saMsAra hato ane te paribhramaNanuM mULiyuM hatuM. zrotAH- mAnyatAmAM saMsAra thayo. 209 utta2:- mithyA mAnyatA e ja moTo saMsAra che. mithyAtvabhAvanI mAnyatAmAM rAgane huM banne eka chuM. AnaMda svabhAvI jJAyaka cidAnaMda pUrNa svarUpa huM ane A rAga to eka kSaNika vikalpanI avasthA che. A banne eka che tevI mAnyatA te mithyAdarzana zalya che. jagatathI judo Avo mArga che prabhu ! jagata zI rIte kahe che, mAne che e badhI khabara che ke nahIM ? trilokInAtha 52mAtmA jinendradeva ! temanI divyadhvanimAM A AvyuM che. (banArasI vilAsamAM Ave che ke ) "mukha OMkAra dhuni suni, artha gaNadhara vicAre; ci Agama upadizai, bhavika jIva saMzaya nivAre. traNalokanA nAtha sarvajJa 52mezvara, enA mukhathI omakA2 dhvani suni ( 52mAtmAne ) oma avAja nIkaLe che, AvI ( akSaravALI ) bhASA na hoya, kemake te vItarAga che. temane ( ( anakSarI ).. ekAkSarI bhASA hoya che. rAga che tyAM sudhI bhedavALI bhASA nIkaLe che. AhAhA ! saMzaya eTale mithyAtva.. "raci Agama upadeze, bhavika jIva saMzaya nivAre. "zAstrane zAradA kahyuM... enI bhakti karIne... bhajana lakhyuM che. banArasIdAsanI moTI stuti che. "jinAdeza jAtA jinendrA viravyAtA, vizuddhA prabaddhA namoM lokamAtA yurAcAradurneharA zaMkarAnI, namo devi vAgezvarI jainvaannii|| vAgezvarI eTale vAghezvarI pelA vAgha upara bese e nahIM. vAgezvarI arthAt vANImAM Izvara. (jinendranI vANImAMthI ) AcArye A zAstra racyAM... temAnuM A zAstra che. zAstra ema kahe che... bhagavAna ! bhagavAna tarIke bolAve che. jema mAtA bALakane jhulAmAM jhulAve che to tenA guNa gAya che. "mAro dikaro DAhyo..." samaju che... ne mAmAne ghera jAya che... tema gAya che to suve che, paraMtu bALakane gALa Apaze ke- sUI jA... mArA royA... to bALaka nahIM suve. koI vakhata akhataro karI jojo. bALakanI mA tenAM vakhANa suvA mATe kare che. jyAre traNalokanA nAtha vItarAga AtmAne jagADavA mATe gANA gAya che. "jAgare jAga nAtha" caitanyamUrti prabhu e rAganI ekatAmAM, tenI nidrAmAM sUto che temAM tArI zobhA nathI nAtha ! pachI te dayA-dAna-vrata-pUjA-bhaktinA bhAva ho paNa te che e rAga ane svabhAvanI je ekatAbuddhi che te bhedajJAna dvArA toDI nAkha prabhu ! AhAhA ! A rAganuM lakSa choDIne, caitanya pUrNAnaMdanuM lakSa karIne... bhedajJAna karIne... mithyAtvano tyAga karI de ! ane tyAra pachI paNa je cAritrano doSa rahe che, haju rAgano kaNa che, munine paNa puNya-pApano rAga rahe che- paMcamahAvratAdino tenAthI bhinna rahIne svarUpamAM sthira thAya nahIM tyAM sudhI. "yAvat" jyAM sudhI rAgathI pUrNa virakata na thA tyAM sudhI rAga,

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21) kalazAmRta bhAga-4 anubhava karavo. samajamAM AvyuM? bhAva to jhINA (sUkSma) che, bhASA sAdI che. are.... teNe kadI karyuM nathI, anaMtakALamAM karyuM nathI. vrata ne niyama ne apavAsa, jAtrA, bhakti e dharma tema ajJAnamAM mAnI lIdhuM. paraMtu te rAga che- Asrava che. ahIM kahe che- rAgathI "yAvata paSI vyutpA" jeTalA kALamAM parathI chUTIne AtmA zuddhasvarUpamAM ekarUpe pariName !! AhAhA! be rUpamAM rAganI asthiratA hatI te munine paNa hatI, tene paNa choDIne... ekarUpa caitanyamAM thaI jA. tyAM sudhI bhedajJAna karavuM. A to sarvajJa jinendradeva paramezvarano mArga koI alaukika che. laukika rItathI tenuM milAna thaI zake tema nathI. kahe che- "AtmA zuddhasvarUpamAM ekarUpa pariName jyAM sudhI bhagavAna paramAtmA zuddhasvarUpamAM ekarUpe na pariName, bIjA vikalpa bilakula rahe nahIM. tyAM sudhI. kemake ekaDe eka ane bagaDe be thAya. eka rUpamAMthI (rayuta thAya ) vikalpamAM Ave che to bagADa thAya che. hindImAM "bigADa' kahe che. bigADa hotA hai tyAM sudhI, ekarUpa nathI thayo tyAM sudhI rAgathI bhinna karavo. bhAvArtha Ama che che ke- niraMtara zuddha svarUpano anubhava kartavya che." AhAhA ! AtmA zuddha caitanya svarUpa, paramAtmA svarUpa, jina svarUpa, zuddha svarUpa che. banArasIdAsajI kahe che. "jina sohI AtmA, anya so hI karma, yahI vacana se samajha le, jina pravacanakA marma." A bhagavAna AtmA jina svarUpa ja birAje che. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata madirA ke pAnasauM.. matavAlA samuje na" potAnA matanA AgrahathI mata madirAnA dArU pIvAthI te matavAlA-gAMDA-pAgala thayelA AtmAne samajatA nathI. ghaTa ghaTa aMtaramAM jinasvarUpa prabhu birAje che. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina" jainano artha karyo ke- rAgathI bhinna karIne potAnI dRSTino anubhava karyo teNe rAgane jItyo, te jaina che. jeTalo asthiratAno rAga rahe che te cAritrano doSa che. tene paNa bhinna karI jyAM sudhI pUrNa sthiratA pUrNa ekarUpatA na thAya tyAM sudhI anubhava karavo. pAThamAM che ke nahIM aMdara? niraMtara zuddha svarUpano anubhava kartavya che. "je kALe sakaLa karmakSaya lakSaNa mokSa thaze te kALe samasta vikalpo sahaja ja chUTI jaze" tyAM pachI rAgano vikalpa paNa raheze nahIM. kAma (IcchA) no nAza thaze... to sakaLa vikalpono nAza thaze. samyagdarzanamAM haju sakaLa vikalpono nAza nathI, tyAM vikalpanI sAthenI ekatAbuddhino nAza thayo che. tyAM pAMcame-chadde haju cAritrano doSa che.

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211 kalaza-130 ahIM kahe che ke- "te kALe samasta vikalpo sahaja ja chUTI jaze" AnaMdamAM aMdara lIna thavAthI ane cAra karmonA nAza thavAthI sakaLa vikalpo chUTI jaze, tyAM koI vikalpa raheze nahIM. pAMca-cha ne sAtame (guNasthAne) paNa abuddhipUrvakano rAga che. ahIMyA to kahe che ke- jyAM sudhI e rAga nAma vikalpa na rahe tyAM sudhI anubhava karavo. AvI vAta che. samyagdarzana ne jJAna thaI gayuM mATe pUrNa thaI gayo, have tene Asrava ne duHkha che ja nahIM ema nathI. ema mAnanArane ekAMta mithyAtvI kahe che. gaIkAle mokSamArga prakAzakamAMthI batAvyuM hatuM ne!! mokSamArga prakAzakanA sAtamA adhyAyamAM che juo! praznakAra kahe che ke zraddhAn to nizcayanuM rAkhavuM ane pravRtti vyavahArarUpa rAkha e pramANe ame banne nayonA aMgIkAra karIe. uttara- ema banatuM nathI, kemake nizcayanuM nizcayarUpa ane vyavahAranuM vyavahArarUpa zraddhAna karavuM jarUrI che. jyAM sudhI Asrava che, pAMca-cha Adi guNasthAne Asrava che to tyAM vyavahAra che ema zraddhAna karavuM. e Asrava che te vyavahAra che. kAraNake nizcayathI ekaja nayanuM zraddhAna thatAM ekAMta mithyAtva thAya che. 255 peija upara rAtre vAMceluM hatuM ne! eka ja nayanuM zraddhAna hovAthI teno artha zuM? eTale vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya cheema nathI. paraMtu vyavahAra che, jyAM sudhI pUrNatA na ho tyAM sudhI Asrava rAga-vyavahAra che... evI zraddhA na kare to ekAnta thaI jAya che. ane vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya che to paNa ekAnta thaI jAya che. rAga-vyavahAra to Asava che, AsavathI nizcaya thAya che saMvara thAya evo dharma nathI. ahIMyA to be nayanI barobara zraddhA rAkhavI. nizcayanI nizcayarUpa, jyAM sudhI Asava che- dayAdAna-vrata-bhakti-zubha vikalpa, guNa-guNIno bheda e Asrava che evI zraddhA rAkhavI. eka nayanI zraddhA karavI, bIjI nayanI zraddhA na karavI te zraddhA mithyA che. ahIMyA zuM kahe che? "je kALe sakaLakarmakSayalakSaNa mokSa thaze te kALe samasta vikalpo sahaja ja chUTI jaze" e vikalpa chUTatA pachI bhedavijJAnano vikalpa nahIM rahe. ahIM be bola lIdhA, be bola kema kahyAM ! sakala karmakSayalakSaNa mokSa thaze te kALe samasta vikalpa sahaja ja chUTI jaze. aMtaramAM AnaMda jyAM Avyo to vikalpanI utpatti ja thaze nahIM, ethI vikalpa chUTI gayo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. "tyAM bhedavijJAna paNa eka vikalparUpa che" te badhA Asrava to chUTayA... paNa A bhedajJAna haju karavuM.. eTalo vikalpa haju vikalpa che. be vAta karI, AtmAnuM samyagdarzana thayA pachI paNa svarUpano anubhava karatAM karatAM... pUrNa AnaMdanI prApti jyAM sudhI na thAya tyAM sudhI anubhava karavo. tyAM koI vikalpa raheze ja nahIM. asthiratAno vikalpa paNa raheze nahIM... to bhedajJAnano vikalpa kyAMthI raheze!! AmAM be vAta AvI. lyo!

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212 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 te kALe samasta vikalpo sahaja ja chUTI jaze, tyAM bhedavijJAna paNa eka vikalparUpa che" AsavanA bIjA vikalpa to chUTI jaze, aMdara AnaMdanA dhyAnamAM AvI gayA. ta AnaMdamAM lIna thaI gayA, samyagdarzana zAna cAritranI pUrNatA prApta thaI. to samasta vikalpa sahaja ja chUTI gayA, utpanna thaze nahIM to chUTI gayA ema kahevAmAM Ave che. "tyAM bhedavijJAna paNa eka vikalparUpa che" "bhI' zabda che, be vAta levI che ne!? Asravano to vikalpa nahIM rahe paNa, bhedajJAnano vikalpa paNa nahIM rahe. AhAhA ! Avo mArga che. amRtacaMdra digambara saMta che temanI A TIkA che. kuMdakuMdAcAryanI (gAthA che.) (paramAgamamAM) vacce kuMdakuMdAcArya che ane pelA amRtacaMdrAcArya ane padmaprabhamaladhArI deva che. digambara saMto jaMgalamAM vasatA hatA. emanI A vANI che. "je kALe sakaLakarmakSaya lakSaNa mokSa thaze te kALe samasta vikalpo sahaja ja chUTI jaze." choDavA paDaze nahIM. "tyAM bhedavijJAna paNa" AsavathI juduM pADavuM che evo vikalpa paNa tyAM che nahIM. "kevaLajJAnanI mAphaka jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa nathI" AhAhA ! rAgathI bhinna pADatAM.. pADatAM. ema karavuM. jyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna nathI tyAM sudhI rAgathI bhinna karatAMkaratAM, AmAM haju thoDo vikalpa che, kevaLajJAnanI peThe nirmaLa nathI. jhINI vAta che bApu ! anaMtakALanA bhavanA aMta lAvavAnA che. anaMtakALamAM anaMta AnaMda nathI pragaTAvyo te pragaTa karavAno che. e have sAdi anaMta rahevAno che. AhAhA!teno upAya to koI alaukika che. samajamAM AvyuM? "kevaLajJAnanI mAphaka jIvanuM zuddhasvarUpa nathI" koNa? bhedavijJAna kemake tyAM bheda pADe che ne! eTale kevaLajJAnanA svarUpa jevuM ( nirmaLa) nathI. bheda te eka vikalpa che, tethI sahaja ja vinAzIka che. bhedajJAnano paNa nAza thaI jAya che. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jyAM kevaLajJAna pAme che to pachI khalAsa thaI gayuM. samyagdarzanathI mAMDIne, vikalpano vikalpa toDIne bhedajJAna karatAM karatAM karatAM... kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM to have tyAM bIjo koI vikalpa nathI raheto. bhedajJAna paNa nathI rahetuM. samajamAM Ave che? je paramAtmA thayA te paramAtmA thaI gayA. have zloka 131 alaukika zloko che. bApu!A to jinendradeva trilokInAtha paramAtmA... sImaMdhara bhagavAnano A saMdeza che. atyAre mahAvidehamAM paramAtmA birAje che. temanI A vANI che, temano A saMdeza che. saMto anubhavIne vANI kahe che.

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kalaza-131 213 (anuSTrapa) bhedavijJAnataH siddhAH siddhA ye kila kecn| asyaivAbhAvato baddhA baddhA ye kila kecn||7-131|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha- "je ni vovana siddhAH te evijJAnataH siddhAM." (2) Asannabhavya jIva che je koI (ni) nizcayathI,(vana) saMsArI jIvarAzimAMthI je koI gaNatarInA,(siddha:) sakaLa karmono kSaya karI nirvANapadane prApta thayA,(te) te samasta jIva (mevavijJAnatA) sakaLa pAradravyothI bhinna zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavathI (siddha:) mokSapadane prApta thayA. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-mokSano mArga zuddhasvarUpano anubhava; anAdisaMsiddha e ja eka mokSamArga che. "je vana vahna: te vina zakya pUrva jamAvata: uddhA:"(ce vovana) je koI (vallI:) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmothI baMdhAyA che (te) te samasta jIva (vina) nizcayathI (zakya 9) AvuM je bhedavijJAna, tenA (mAvata:) nahi hovAthI (vallI:) baddha thaIne saMsAramAM bhaTakI rahyA che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-bhedajJAna sarvathA upAdeya che. 7-131. kaLaza naM-131 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 13) tA. 24/10/'77 "e ni vovana siddha: te evijJAna: siddha" zuM kahe che? atyAra sudhI jeTalA paramAtmA siddha thayA "siddha: siddhA" mokSapadane ( prApta thayA ) anaMta anaMta siddha thayA. cha mAsa ane ATha samayamAM 608 jIva siddhapadane pAme che. manuSya kSetramAM je manuSyanI saMkhyA che temAMthI cha mAsane ATha samayamAM chassone ATha (jIvo) siddhapadane pAmatAM.. pAmatAM mokSe gayA. ahIM kahe che ke atyAra sudhI jeTalA siddha thayA, "Asanna bhavya jIva che je koI" jeno mokSa najIka che "je koI nizcayathI [ vovana] saMsArI jIvarAzimAMthI je koI gaNatarInA" zuM kahe che? saMsArI jIvarAzi badhA mokSa pAmatA nathI. saMsArI jIvanI jeTalI saMkhyA che temAMthI gaNatarIvALA jIva mukti pAme che. gaNatarImAM thoDA... pachI bhale anaMta ho... e anaMta paNa gaNatarIvALA na hoya, paraMtu saMsArI jIva to haju tenAthI anaMtaguNA paDyA che. (siddha to) bahu thoDA. A DuMgaLI ke lasaNanI eka rAya jevaDI kaTakI lyo to e TukaDAmAM to asaMkhya zarIra che. A zarIra sthaLa che. lasaNa-DuMgaLIno rAya jevaDo TUkaDo lyo, tenA eka TukaDAmAM asaMkhya audArika zarIra che. AMgaLInA asaMkhyamAM bhAgamAM asaMkhya zarIra che- (lasaNa Adi

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214 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 TukaDAmAM) eka zarIramAM atyAra sudhI je siddha thayA, cha mAsa ane ATha samayamAM 608 jIva siddha thAya che. e saMkhyA je anaMta thaI tenAthI anaMtaguNA jIva eka zarIramAM che. anaMta jIva che. te saMkhyAe anaMta che. A to alaukika vAta che. bApu! sarvajJa paramAtmadeva jinavara vItarAga paramAtmAnA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelI vAta che. e vAta traNakALamAM kadI phare nahIM. e vAta kare che ke gaNatarImAM mokSa jAya che ane tevA bhale anaMta mokSa gayA.. to paNa te gaNatarImAM che. tenAthI anaMtaguNA jIva nigodamAM eka zarIramAM rahe che. rAya jevaDA TukaDAmAM asaMkhya audArika zarIra ane (eka zarIramAM) anaMta siddha karatAM anaMtaguNA jIva. evA evA zarIra AkhA lokamAM bharyA paDyA che. siddha thAya che e to gaNatarImAM siddha thAya che. samajamAM AvyuM? jema juvAranI dhANI hoya che. juvArane sekatAM sekatAM... koI dhANI bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. koI dANA juvAra sekatAM. sekatAM bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. tema anaMta jIvamAMthI koI jIva siddhamAM jAya che, mATe gaNatarI lIdhI che. sarvajJa bhagavAna to kahe che ke- anaMtakALathI IyaLa nathI thayA, kIDA nathI thayA, be indriya nathI thayA, evA anaMtajIva paDyA che bApu! anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... jIvanI rAzi eTalI che ke- anaMtakALa gayo to paNa temAMthI haju koI kIDI, kAgaDA, beIndriya thayA nathI. tevI anaMtarAzi paDI che. AhAhA ! tuM nigodamAMthI nIkaLI bahAra Avyo, manuSya thayo. have tAruM kartavya to bhavano abhAva karavo te che. A bhava, bhavanA abhAvane mATe che. samajamAM AvyuM? bApu? AkarI vAta bahu bhAI ! AhA! (eka zarIramAM) anaMtA jIva, AhA! tene jIva mAnavA muzkela paDe. lasaNa-DuMgaLInI kaTakImAM asaMkhya zarIra, eka zarIramAM siddhanI saMkhyA karatAM anaMtaguNA jIva bApu! keTalAka jIva bahAra nIkaLyA che. ame saMpradAyamAM kahetA'tA potAnA jIva svarUpane ALa dhe che. te potAno anAdara kare che. huM rAgI chuM, puSyavALo chuM, huM paranuM karuM chuM, A rIte jJAtAdekhAne ALa-kalaMka kema lagADayA, kalaMka lagADI ane te nigodamAM gayo to bIjA jIva tene jIva na mAnI zake evI (hiNI) dazA thaI, AvI dazA tenI rahI nahIM. AhAhA!te tane mAnyo nahIM ne anAdara karyo? anAdara karatAM karatAM jyAre nigodamAM jaIza, tyAM bIjA jIva tane jIva tarIke nahIM mAne. teM tArI jIvanI zaktine nathI mAnI. AhAhA ! meM puNya karyuM, meM pApa karyuM.. te huM AtmA tema te ALa Ape che. evI jagyAe janmaze ke bIjA jIva "A AtmA che tema mAnaze nahIM. potAne ja khoI nAkhyo ame to saMpradAyamAM kahetA hatA. e vakhate paNa hajAro mANaso sAMbhaLatA hatA. boTAdamAM to ghaNAM mANaso mAnatA hatA. AhAhA ! prabhu tuM jeTalo sAmarthyavALo ane jeTalo moTo che, eTalo moTo huM chuM. huM

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kalaza-131 215 alpajJa chuM, huM rAgI ne A.. A huM tema mAnI, tArI cIjano anAdara karyo ALa ApI to evI (jagyAe) cIjamAM jaIza ke bIjA jIvo... tane jIva tarIke mAnaze nahIM. ahIMyA kahe che- prabhu! tane vakhata maLyo che ne! atyAra sudhI jeTalA siddha thayA te bhedavijJAnathI thayA. kahe che juo ! Asanna bhavya jIva saMsArInI gaNatarIe thoDA che. (Asanna bhavya) bhale anaMtA ho! paraMtu tenAthI anaMtaguNA. saMsAramAM paDyA che. sakaLa karmono kSaya karI nirvANapadane prApta thayA te samasta jIva sakaLa paradravyothI bhinna zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavathI mokSapadane prApta thayA" zuM kahe che? atyAra sudhI jeTalA siddha thayA te badhA rAga ne puNya-pApanA vikalpathI bhedajJAna karIne siddha thayA che. anAdi kALathI je rAganI ane svabhAvanI ekatAbuddhi hatI te mithyAtvathI anaMtakALa nigodamAM ja rahyo. ane jyAre rAganI ekatA toDIne. bhedajJAna karyuM ane pachI paNa (asthiratAno) rAga rahyo tenAthI paNa bhedajJAna karyuM. to jeTalA siddha thayA te bhedajJAnathI thayA che. koI jIva rAganI kriyA karavAthI, rAganI ekatvabuddhithI siddha thayA tevuM khyAlamAM nathI. samajamAM AvyuM? "mevavijJAnata: siddhA:" pahelo zabda che. atyAra sudhI jeTalA mokSa pAmyA, paramAtma thayA te badhA bhedavijJAnathI paramAtmA thayA che. AhAhA! A vANI muninI che. chaTTa guNasthAne traNa kaSAya nathI. AhAhA !cidAnaMda jJAna prabhu, e rAga ane puNya-pApanA vikalpathI bhedajJAna karIne mukti pAmyA che. rAgane judo karIne mukti pAmyA che, potAnI sAthamAM rAkhIne mukti pAmyA che tema che nahIM. A to bahu sAdI bhASA che. A zloka to bahu alaukika che. "me vijJAnata: siddhA: siddha ve na vovana" anaMtAjIva gaNatarIvALA te badhA bhedavijJAnathI siddha thayA. prathama rAgathI bhinna karI ane samyagdarzana karyuM, pachI rAgathI bhinna karIne cAritra karyuM, pachI rAgathI bhinna karIne zukladhyAna karyuM, pachI asthiratAno tyAga karIne kevaLajJAna pragaTa karyuM. zloka ghaNo ja alaukika che. A to maMtro che. jema sarpanuM jhera maMtro utArI dhe che tema A maMtro ( mithyAtvanuM jhera utAranArA che). ahIM kahe che ke atyAra sudhI jeTalA paramAtmA thayA... "mo siddhArgama" e badhA kevI rIte siddha thayA? potAnA svabhAvane rAgathI- vikalpathI bhinna karIne siddha thayA. pachI te dayA-dAna-vratano zubharAga ho! tenAthI bhinna thaIne potAnA svabhAvamAM abhinna thaIne muktine pAmyA che. TUMkA zabda che, A to samajAya (evuM) che. me vijJAnata: siddhA: siddhI vina vana" atyAra sudhI je koI siddha paramAtmA thayA; mokSa pAmyA; te badhA jIvo rAgathI potAne bhinna karI- bhedajJAna karIne pAmyA che. koI rAganI kriyAthI mokSa pAmyA. evA koI jIva che nahIM. vrata ne tapa ne, bhakti ne, pUjA karo ! ahIMyA nA pADe che, kemake e to rAga che. rAganI kriyAthI mukti nathI, tenAthI to baMdha thAya che. tane khabara nathI bhAI ! atyAra sudhI jeTalA siddha thayA te badhA vikalpa nAma zubharAga ho

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216 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 ke azubharAga ho ! tenAthI bhinna pADIne bhedajJAnathI siddha thayA che. maMtra bahu alaukika che. AhAhA! sakaLa pAradravyothI bhinna, zuddha svarUpanA anubhavathI mokSapadane prApta thayA. bhAvArtha Ama che ke- mokSano mArga zuddha svarUpano anubhava; anAdi saMsiddha e ja eka mokSamArga che." AhAhA zuM kahe che? mokSano mArga zuddhasvarUpano anubhava. bhagavAna pavitra piMDa AtmA che enuM rAga rahita zuddha upayogarUpa ramaNatA, e zuddhaupayoga mokSano mArga che. tenAthI mukti thAya che. zuddha upayogathI mukti thaI che, azudhdha upayoga te baMdhanuM kAraNa thayuM che. samajamAM AvyuM? bhAvArtha Ama che ke- mokSano mArga zuddhasvarUpano anubhava zuddhasvarUpano ho ! puNyapApa to azudhdha svarUpe che. "anAdisaMsiddha e ja eka mokSamArga che" anAdi saMsiddha e eka ja mokSamArga che. mokSamArga be nathI. koI nizcaya mokSamArga ane koI vyavahAra mokSamArga tema be mArga nathI. AhAhA ! zuddha svarUpanA anubhavathI mokSapadane prApta thayA, e mokSano mArga, siddha thavAno upAya che. "anubhava ratna ciMtAmaNi, anubhava hai rasakUpa, anubhava mAraga mokSano, anubhava mokSa svarUpa." "anAdi saMsiddha" anAdithI samyaka siddha thayo che. A mArga. anAdi anaMta tIrthakaro anAdi anaMta kevaLIo ane anaMta saMtoe A mArga (apanAvyo) lIdho che. anAdi saMsiddha che tethI A kAMI navI cIja nathI. "anAdi saMsiddha" saM=samyaka prakAre, siddhanAma cokkasapaNe te eka ja mokSamArga che. bhagavAna AtmA! AnaMda ane jJAnathI chalochala (labAlaba) bharela che. temAM samyagdarzanazAna cAritramAM lIna thaIne ane rAgathI bhinna thaIne anaMtA jIva mokSane pAmyA che. have AmAM vAda-vivAdane carcA kare. pelA kahe- vyavahArathI mokSamArga thAya che; ahIMyA tenI nA pADe che. jyAM sudhI pUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI vyavahAra Ave che. paNa te Asrava che, te baMdhamArga che. AhAhA! anAdi saMsiddha te ja eka mokSamArga che. vyavahAra ke koI bIjo mokSamArga che ema che nahIM. paramAtmAno mArga to Avo che. jinendradeva vItarAga paramezvarano paMtha te eka ja mokSamArga che, AhA ! bIjo mArga che ja nahIM. to atyAra sudhI saMsAramAM rakhaDayA kema? e kaheze. "je vana vA: te vinA mulya va mAvata: uddhA: je koI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmothI baMdhAyA che te samasta jIva nizcayathI [ca y] AvuM je bhedavijJAna, tenA nahIM hovAthI" rAgathI bhinna nahIM thavAthI baMdha paDayo che. atyAra sudhI anaMta saMsArI rahyo che te bhedavijJAnanA abhAvathI rahyo che. bhedavijJAnathI siddha thayo, bhedavijJAnanA abhAvathI baMdha thayo. ema na kahyuM ke tene karmonA baMdha bAMdhyo che athavA karmonuM bahu jora hatuM mATe baMdhAyo che ema nathI kahyuM, AhA! puNya

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kalaza-132 217 pApanA-mithyAtvanA bhAva tenAthI bhinna na karyo tethI baMdhanamAM paDayo hato. bahu sarasa zloka che. Akho saMsAra ane mokSa banne vAta karI. zeTha! A tamo be-traNa lAkha rUpiyA kharcA ke daza lAkha kharce e dAnathI mukti thAya che. tenI nA pADe che. temane "dAnavIra'nI upamA ApI che. paisA ghaNAM kharce che, dharmazALA banAvI che, paNa te kAMI mokSamArga nathI, te to rAga che- baMdha mArga che. bhedavijJAna dvArA puNya-pApanA rAgathI bhinna pADavAthI mokSa thayo ane te bhedajJAnanA abhAvathI baMdha paDyo che. A eka siddhAMta che ke tene bhedavijJAna nahIM thavAthI baMdha thavAthI saMsAramAM rakhaDI rahyo che. pachI te puNyanA pariNAma ho ke pApanA pariNAma ho! tenAthI je bheda pADato nathI mATe te rakhaDe che. bahu sAdI bhASA che. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke- bhedajJAna sarvathA upAdeya che." pahelAM A lIdhuM. mATe rAgathI bhinna paDavuM ane aMdara bhedajJAna karavuM e ja upAdeya che. (maMdAkrAntA). bhedajJAnocchalanakalanAcchuddhatattvopalambhAdrAgagrAmapralayakaraNAtkarmaNAM sNvrenn| bibhrattoSaM paramamamalAlokamamlAnamekaM jJAnaM jJAne niyatamuditaM shaashvtodyotmett||8-132|| khaMDAvaya sahita artha-"patanuM jJAnaMvata"(ta) pratyakSa vidhamAna (jJAna) jJAna arthAt zuddha caitanyaprakAza (vinaM) Asavano nirodha karIne pragaTa thayo. kevuM che jJAna? "jJAne niyatana" anaMta kALathI pariNamatuM hatuM azudhdha rAgAdi vibhAvarUpa, te kALalabdhi pAmIne potAnA zuddhasvarUpe pariNamyuM che. vaLI kevuM che? "zAzvatodyotana" avinazvara prakAza che jeno, evuM che. vaLI kevuM che? "toSa vizvata" atIndriya sukharUpa pariNamyuM che. vaLI kevuM che? "paramama" utkRSTa che. vaLI kevuM che? "gamatAnoma" sarvathA prakAre, sarva kALe, sarva railokyamAM nirmaLa che-sAkSAt zuddha che. vaLI kevuM che? "kastAnama" sadA prakAzarUpa che. vaLI kevuM che? "v$"nirvikalpa che. zuddha jJAna AvuM je rIte thayuM che te kahe che-"rma saMvareja" jJAnAvaraNAdirUpa AsavatAM hatAM je karmapula tenA nirodhathI. karmano virodha je rIte thayo che te kahe che-"rA'grAmapranavarAta" (ra) rAga-dveSamoharUpa azudhdha vibhAvapariNAmono (grAma) samUha-asaMkhyAta lokamAtra bheda, temano (prataya) mULathI sattAnAza ( vara) karavAthI. AvuM paNa zA kAraNathI? "zuddhatattvopanaSNAta"(zuddhatattva ) zuddha caitanyavastunI (upanagmA) sAkSAt prAptithI.

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218 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AvuM paNa zA kAraNathI? "merajJAnocchananananA" (mevajJAna) zuddhasvarUpajJAnanuM (kaccha) pragaTapaNuM, tenA (chattanA) niraMtara abhyAsathI. bhAvArtha Ama che kezuddha svarUpano anubhava upAdeya che. 8-132. kaLaza naM.-13ra : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 131 tA. 25/10/77 saMvara adhikArano chello zloka che. saMvara kone kahe che? kahe che ke AtmA jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa che. je puNya-pApanA zubhAzubha bhAva che tenAthI bhinna thaI, potAnA AtmAnA AnaMdanuM vedana AnaMdano svAda Avavo ane mithyAtvamAM anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyano nirodha thavo tenuM nAma samyagdarzana saMvara che. AhAhA ! pahelethI zarUAta karI ane aMta sudhI laI lIdhuM che. prathamamAM prathama (jIvana) samyagdarzana thAya- saMvara thAya te samyagdarzana kevI rIte thAya? je trikALa caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda.. bhUtArtha vastu.. satya pUrNa dhruva prabhu tenA Azraye samyagdarzana thAya che. pararUpa je puNya pApanA zubhA-zubhabhAvarUpa mithyAtva, anaMtAnubaMdhI pUrato Asravano nirodha thAya che ane pachI cAritra saMbaMdhI Asrava jAya che. AnaMda svarUpanI je pratIta ane bhAna thayuM che. have te atIndriya AnaMdamAM lIna thavuM, atIndriya AnaMdanuM pracura-pracura svasaMvedana thavuM tenuM nAma cAritra che. saMvara che. AhAhA! jhINI vAta che. anaMta kALamAM kadIye aMdaramAM apUrva puruSArtha karyo ja nathI. tethI A cIja ghaNI ja durlabha thaI che. che to potAnI cIja, paraMtu anAdithI dayA - dAna-vratabhakti-pUjAno bhAva te zubhabhAva che. hiMsA - jUTha - corI - viSaya - bhogavAsanA te pApabhAva che e banne AvabhAva che, e AsavanA zraddhAnathI tene anaMtakALathI (duHkhanuM) vedana che. have kahe che ke - tenAthI bhinna thaIne, zubhabhAva cAhe to vrata - tapa - dayA -dAna e badhA puNya Asrava che, te saMvara nathI - dharma nathI. e AsavathI bhinna potAnA svarUpamAM (ekAgratA te dharma che) caitanya zuddha svabhAva je jJAna ne AnaMda che temAM ekAgra thaIne..... AnaMdanuM vedana Ave tyAre mithyAtva Adi duHkhano Asava rokAya jAya che. saMvara thatAM Asava rokAya che. AvI vAta che. tene zlokamAM kahe che. tata jJAnaM kavita" pratyakSa vidhamAna jJAna arthAt zuddha caitanyaprakAza Asavano nirodha karIne pragaTa thayo." zuM kahe che? jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna tene puNya - pApanI ekatvabuddhino mithyAtvabhAva hato. e Asravane rokIne potAnA jJAna svarUpamAM pratyakSa vidhamAna thayo. bhagavAna AtmAnI caitanyasattA je pratyakSa che te samyajJAnamAM pratyakSa thAya che. bhAI sUkSma vAta che. anaMtakALathI A karyuM nathI. bahAranI kriyAkAMDamAM dharma mAnI lIdho; dharmanA nAme Ubho thayo) anaMta saMsAra.

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kalaza-132 219 ahIMyA kahe che ke - "pratyakSa vidhamAna jJAna arthAt zuddha caitanya prakAza" AhAhA ! je zubhAzubhabhAvanI prasiddhi hatI te malina bhAvanI prasiddhi hatI. tenAthI haThIne potAnA zuddha caitanya prakAzamAM jyAre pratyakSa karyo to e jJAna pratyakSa thayuM che. caitanyano prakAza, caitanyanA nUranuM teja, caitanya prakAzanA nUranuM vedana jyAM pratyakSa AvyuM. tyAM Asrava rokAI gayo. ATalI badhI zaratuM!? tyAre to samyagdarzana - samyajJAna thayA te dharmanI pahelI sIDhI che. pratyakSa vidyamAna zuddha caitanyaprakAza Asavano nirodha karIne pragaTa thayo." pahelAM mithyAtvano nirodha karyo, pachI acAritranA rAga-dveSano nirodha karIne, svarUpanA anubhavamAM lIna thaIne, jJAnano prakAza paryAyamAM pragaTa thayo. paryAyamAM pratyakSa paramAtmapada pAma thayuM. e Asavano nirodha karIne pragaTa thayuM. zubhAzubhabhAvane rokavAthI arthAt teno virodha karavAthI, potAnA caitanya svabhAva sanmukha thavAthI caitanya prakAza pragaTa thayo. "kevuM che jJAna?" jJAna niyatam" anaMta kALathI pariNamatuM hatuM azudhdha rAgAdi vibhAvarUpa", anAdi kALathI te puNya - pAparUpa pariNamato hato. munivrata dhAraNa karyA, paMcamahAvrata pALyA, paNa e Asrava che. samajamAM AvyuM? cha DhALAmAM Ave che ke munivrata dhAra anaMtavAra raiveyaka upajAyau, pe nija AtamajJAna vinA sukha leza na pAyI." e munivratanA pariNAma, mahAvratAdinA bhAva te to Asrava che. te AsavathI rahita AtmajJAna pAmyo nahIM. AtmajJAna vinA tene leza sukha paNa maLyuM nahIM. e paMcamahAvratanA pariNAmamAM paNa duHkha che. are ! AvI vAta che bhAI ! jinendra bhagavAna! trilokInAtha sarvajJa paramAtmAnI divya dhvanimAM saMvarano mArga Avo Avyo hato. kahe che ke "anaMta kALathI pariNamatuM hatuM azudhdha rAgAdi vibhAvarUpa," anaMtakALathI paryAyamAM azudhdha rAgAdi vibhAva hatA, dayA-dAna - vatAdino zubhabhAva ho ke azubha pApa ho! paraMtu e banne azudhdha che. anAdi kALathI paryAya avasthAmAM malina paryAyarUpe pariNamato hato. "te kALalabdhi pAmIne" arthAt potAno puruSArtha sva sanmukha thatAM, anAdithI je puruSArtha puNya - pApanI sanmukha hato e puruSArtha svabhAva sanmukha thayo - to tene kALalabdhi thaI. "kALa labdhi pAmIne potAnA zuddha svarUpe pariNamyuM che," anAdikALathI zubha ne azubharAga nAma AsravarUpe, azudhdhapaNe, malinapaNe pariNamato hato tene rokIne, zuddha caitanya prakAzanI sanmukha thatAM; zuddharUpe je pariNamana thayuM te saMvara che e dharma che. bhASA to sAdI che bhagavAna ! AhAhA! AtmA paramAtmA svarUpa ja che, AcAryo to AtmAne bhagavAna svarUpe ja

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220 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bolAve che. tArI cIja to bhagavat svarUpe ja che. paraMtu tenI tane khabara nathI. paryAyamAM je azudhdha pariNamana che puNya- pApanuM e AtmA nahIM. AhAhA ! zubha ke azubhabhAva je thAya che te anAtmA che. bhagavAna AtmA te azudhdha pariNAmathI rahita che. potAno pavitra zuddha bhagavAna che teno paryAyamAM anubhava thayo te zuddha pariNamanarUpa thayo. azudhdha pariNamana choDIne zuddha pariNamana thayuM tene dharma nAma saMvara kahevAmAM Ave che. A to spaSTa vAta che bhagavAna! vAta to AvI che bhAI ! teNe kadI dharma karyo nathI. kare che to pApanA pariNAma kare che. dhaMdhA choDI, dukAna choDI... be-be kalAka zAstra sAMbhaLe, koI dayA-dAnanA bhAvane kare, koI puNyabhAva jAtrA kare te badhA puNya pariNAma Asrava che, te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. jinendra paramAtmAnI vAta digambara saMto kare che ke prabhu te eka cidAnaMda AnaMdakaMda che ne! e svabhAva sanmukha thatAM, caitanyano AnaMda... paryAyamAM pragaTa thAya che. e zuddha pariNAma che. anAdi kALathI puNya - pApanA pariNAma thAya e azudhdha hatA, e Asrava hato, e saMsAra hato, e duHkha hatuM e vikAra hato e jhera hatuM. tenAthI rahita thaIne aMtaramAM bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano Azraya laIne paryAyamAM je zuddha pariNati thaI, zuddha vItarAgI pariNati, zuddha upayoganI pariNati thaI te azudhdha upayogane roke che. Avo mArga che. ajANyA lokone evuM lAge ke - A zuM kahe che! vItarAga jinendra paramezvarano paramAtmAno mArga to anAdino che. vastu sthiti AvI che. je zuddha svarUpa pariNamyo che te azudhdha pariNamanane rokIne teno virodha karIne abhAva karIne potAnA caitanya svabhAva sanmukha pariNamyo to pavitratAnI pariNati thaI vItarAga bhAvanI dazA thaI. AhAhA ! je azudhdha pariNamana hatuM e rAganI dazA hatI. AtmA vItarAgamUrti prabhu aMdara che; tenI sanmukha thaI tenuM vedanA thatAM, zuddha pariNamana thayuM tene zuddhaupayogarUpanuM AtmAnuM pariNamana kahevAmAM Ave che. are! anaMta anaMta kALa gayo paNa tene eka sekanDa paNa (nija) prabhune yAda na karyo. teNe puNya pApane yAda karyA. huM eka saccidAnaMda prabhu chuM, anaMta anAkuLa jJAna ne anAkuLa AnaMdano rasakaMda chuM. tema te taraphanA jhukAvathI paryAyamAM zuddhatA, vItarAgatA, anAkuLatA Ave che, tenuM nAma bhedajJAna karIne saMvara karyo, AvI vAtuM che. A chello zloka che ne! pahelAM mithyAtvano nirodha karI samyagdarzananuM pragaTa pariNamana karyA pachI paNa jJAnIne zubhabhAva Ave che. e zubhAzubhabhAvano virodha karIne cAritramAM sthira thayo. to utkRSTa saMvara dazA pragaTa thaI have e vAta kahe che. vaLI kevuM che? zAzvatodyotana" avinara prakAza che jeno," nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thaI e to have kAyama rahevAvALI che. puNya - pApanA bhAva to kSaNika vinAzika che, aneka che. kAyama rahevAvALuM zuM che? zuM kahyuM? pharIne! zuddha caitanya dhruva caitanya bhagavAna je che tenA

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kalaza-13ra 221 avalaMbanathI je zuddha anubhava thayo e kAyama rahevAvALo che. "avinazvara prakAza che jeno, evo che." vaLI kevuM che?"toSa Sita" atIndriya sukharUpa pariNamyuM che," AhAhA ! juo, AvyuM "toSa" nAma AnaMda kaho saMtoSa kaho. "toSa' zabda che "toSa' saMtoSa. "vikrata' eTale pariNamyo che. tene have AnaMdanI pariNati dazA thaI che "toSa vakrata" toSa eTale AnaMda, toSa eTale saMtoSa, toSanI AgaLa sa umere eTale saMtoSa. "toSavikrata" AnaMdarUpanuM pariNamana karyuM. pahelAM je azudhdhatAnuM duHkharUpa pariNamana hatuM te have zuddha pariNamana thayuM. AnaMdarUpa thayo. AhAhA ! eno prabhu saccidAnaMda prabhu che, e to AnaMdano nAtha che, atIndriya AnaMdano chalochala sAgara che, tenI sanmukha thaIne vizvatatoSa' AnaMdarUpa dazAne dhAraNa karI dayA - dAna vratanI ADe AvuM koI divasa sAMbhaLyuM nathI. atyAre A vAta to bahu durlabha thaI gaI che. AhA! samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane sammacAritra kone kahIe? lokone to ema ke bahAranI kriyA karIe to thaI gayo dharma! deva - guru - zAstranI zraddhA eTale samyagdarzana thaI gayuM. vrata - tapa kare eTale cAritra thaI gayuM. e badhuM khoTuM che. pahelAM to badhA (Ama ja) mAnatA hatA ne! ame pote Ama mAnatA hatA. ame to nAnapaNamAM - sattara- aDhAra varSanI uMmaramAM zAstrano abhyAsa karatA hatA. AjathI 70 varSa pahelethI zAstra abhyAsa karatA hatA. dukAna upara zAstra svAdhyAya karatA" tA. saMvata 1965 nI sAlathI to rAtrinA AhAra - pANIno tyAga che. 68 varSa thayA pANInuM biMdu ke AhArano kaNa rAtrinA nathI lIdho amane to A saMskAra hatA ne! jyAre zAstrano abhyAsa na hato tyAre pratikramaNa karatA, sAmAyika karatA ane dharma thaI gayo tema mAnatA. ATha divasa upavAsa karatAM; zvetAmbaramAM paryuSaNanA ATha divasa hoya cAra upavAsa to pANI vinAnA covIArA kare. vaLI eka divasa AhAra, eka divasa upavAsa ema bAra mahinA kare tene tapasA mAnatA hatA. dhULamAMya tapatA nathI. samajamAM AvyuM? e mithyAtva sAtheno rAga bhAva hato; temAM dharma hoya? e apavAsa vakhate bAra kalAka dukAna upara besIe. A to saMvata 64, 65, 66 nI vAta che. A vAta temAM nahotI, kemake ame to nAnI uMmarathI ja zAstrano abhyAsa karatA. zvetAmbaramAM to A vAta che ja nahIM. zvetAmbarano game teTalo abhyAsa karo paNa temAMthI A vAta na nIkaLe. rAgathI bhinna thatAM AnaMdano anubhava Ave e samakitanI vAta nIkaLe ja nahIM. digambara zAstromAM sanAtana jaina darzananI cIja rahI gaI che. ame to zvetAmbaranA karoDo zloko joyA che. AkhI jiMdagI svAdhyAyamAM gaI che. ahIMyA kahe che ke - "toSa vizvata" AhAhA ! zuM kahe che? jene mithyAtvano Agnava rokAI ane AtmAnuM samyagdarzana thayuM tene AnaMdano thoDo svAda Ave che. pachI jeTalo

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222 kalazAkRta bhAga-4 zubhAzubha Asava hato te svarUpamAM lIna thatAM "vikrata toSa" ghaNo AnaMda che. cAritranI dazAmAM (pracura) AnaMda Ave te ja cAritra che. paMcamahAvrata ane nagnapaNe e kAMI cAritra nathI. toSa vizcata "atIndriya sakharUpa pariNamyuM che."toSa no artha karyo atIndriya sukha. "vikrata' no artha pariNamyo. AhAhA ! bhagavAna je azudhdha puNya - pApanA bhAgarUpe hato e duHkharUpa hato, ene choDIne jyAM svarUpano pUrNa anubhava thayo -cAritranI ramaNatA thaI. samyagdarzana jJAna thayA pachI Asrava hato teno virodha karI svarUpamAM lIna thayo. AnaMdane dhAraNa karyuM to AnaMdarUpa pariNamI gayo... te cAritra che. vaLI kevuM che? "paramama" utkRSTa che." atIndriya AnaMda parama utkRSTa (pragaTa) thayo che. ahIMyA pahelAM apUrNadazAnI vAta cAlatI hatI. pUrNa Asrava rokAtAM.... pUrNa svabhAvamAM AvI gayo... to utkRSTa saMvara nAma dharma thaI gayo. paramatenA be artha thAya che. eka to (paramam) eTale utkRSTa che. bIjo artha paramam eTale parA... mA, parA ane ema be zabda che. "parA' eTale utkRSTa ane "mA", eTale AnaMdanI lakSmI pragaTa thaI. saMskRta TIkAmAM che. "parama' eTale utkRSTa AnaMda thayo. pUrNa Asrava rokAIne pUrNa AnaMda, pUrNa kevaLa darzana thayuM. AtmAmAM to anAdino anaMta AnaMda paDyo ja che, e to anAdino che. ajJAnIne paNa tenA AtmAmAM anaMta jJAna paDayuM ja che. te (AnaMdamaya) AtmAnuM bhAna thaIne anubhavapUrvaka Asravano nirodha karI ane saMvara dazA pUrNadazA pragaTa thaI tyAM parA-mA" utkRSTa lakSmI pragaTa thaI gaI. anaMtajJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta arihaMtapada, paramAtmapada, parama lakSmI pragaTa thaI, je lakSmI potAnI hatI te have pragaTa thaI gaI. A dhULanI lakSmI che e to mATI - dhULa che. meM ghaNA paisA bhegA karyA hatA. karoDo abajo, have maraNa vakhate hAya hAya thAya! paNa lakSmI sAthe jAya? meM tArA mATe bahu pApa karyuM hatuM to te kAMI zaraNa Ape? paisA kamAvavA mATe jiMdagI gALI to te (zaraNa che?) sikaMdara bAdazAha hato teNe dezane bahu herAna karI abajo rUpiyA bhegAM karyA, tenuM ekadama maraNa thayuM. maraNa TAMNe te kahe che - meM ATalI lakSmI bhegI karI, paraMtu mane koI zaraNa nathI are! meM DokaTaro, vaidho - hakImone lAkho rUpiyA ApI rAkhyA paNa koi mane zaraNa nathI. huM duHkhI chuM tyAre A abajo rUpiyA paDyA che. paNa, zaraNa nathI. siMkadara chelle - maratI vakhate kahe che mAro janAjo hakImo khaMdhe upADajo, jagatamAM koIe mane madada karI nathI tema duniyAne khabara paDe ghaNI badhI vAto sAMbhaLI hoya paNa joyuM nathI. AhAhA! sikaMdara kahe che - meM dezane lUMTayo, devAlaya ne lUMTayA, abajo rUpiyA bhegAM karyA paNa huM khAlI hAthe jAuM chuM. hAtha Ama rAkhyA (batAvyuM) hAthamAM eka pAI AvatI nathI. vaidyone vArasA bAMdhI dIdhA che te paNa UbhA UbhA jue che. have eTaluM kAma karajo ke - "huM marI gayA pachI hakImane kAMdhe upaDAvajo."

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223 ahIMyA kahe che ke - AtmAmAM anaMtajJAnarUpI lakSmI paDI che. AtmAmAM anaMta atIndriya AnaMdarUpI lakSmI paDI che. AtmAmAM IzvaratArUpa prabhutA paDI che. 'parAmA' parama utkRSTa, 'mA' nAma potAnA jJAna ne AnaMdanI lakSmI... hatI te paryAyamAM pragaTa thaI gaI. utkRSTa lakSmI pragaTa thaI gaI. samajamAM AvyuM ? ( jayacaMdajI ) paMDita ( samayasAramAM ) badhI jagyAe A artha ka2e che. jyAre (52ma adhyAtma taraMgiNImAM ) zubhacaMdraAcArya saMskRta TIkAmAM Avo artha kare che. 'paramaM - paraI - utkRSTa - mA - sarvavastu pariccheviA jJAnazavittapA lakSmI vidyate yasta tat" kalaza-132 AhAhA ! AtmA, AtmAmAM prathama samyagdarzana pragaTa karIne, mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI ne Asravane rokIne, kemake samakitI - jJAnIne paNa haju ( asthiratAnA ) zubhAzubha pariNAma Ave che. e zubhAzubha pariNAmane rokIne te svarUpamAM lIna thayo. to cAritra ramaNatA thaI to ahIM kahe che ke - "paramAm pAt" utkRSTa jJAna ne AnaMda lakSmI pragaTa thaI. A tamArI dhULanI lakSmI nahIM. A zeThiyA rahyA karoDapati ( arthAt ) dhULapati. nirjarA adhikA2mAM kahyuM che ke - dhULanA pati mAne te jaDa che. jema bheMsa hoya teno ghaNI to pADo hoya che. ema potAne jaDa--lakSmIno ghaNI mAne te jaDa che. ahIMyA to AvI ( vAta ) che bhAI ! ahIMyA koIne mAkhaNa lagAvavuM evuM che nahIM. nirjarA adhikA2mAM kahyuM che ke - jema patnIno pati che, narano indra rAjA narendra che, bheMsano dhaNI pADo che tema A paisAno - lakSmIno dhaNI jaDa che. jaDa lakSmIne je mArI mAne che te jaDa che. duniyA pAgala che, pAgala to pAgala jevI kiMmata kare. - AhAhA ! ahIMyA jene AtmalakSmI pragaTa tenI vAta che. 'parAmA'-'paramam' ema kahyuM ne ! ( parAmA ) eTale zubhAzubhabhAva che te pUrNapUNe rokAI gayA. ane pUrNa zuddhatA aMta2 lakSmI pragaTI. anaMtajJAna, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta sukha Adi pragaTa thayA te 52ma lakSmI nAma mahAutkRSTa lakSmI paryAyamAM pragaTa thaI gaI. (svarUpamAM ) hatI te dazAmAM pragaTa thaI gaI. AtmAmAM anaMta... anaMta svacchatA paDI che. anaMta svacchatA prabhumAM paDI che. bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. trikALI svacchatA anaMta... anaMta tArAmAM paDI che prabhu! e svacchatA, anaMta AnaMda, anaMtajJAnano Azraya laI, jeNe potAnI paryAyamAM anaMta lakSmI pragaTa karI teNe Asravane rokI dIdho kahe che ke 'pA' utkRSTa mahAlakSmI tane pragaTa thaI. ame to joyuM che ne ! AkhI jiMdagI nivRtti 88 varSa thayA... . pahelethI gha2mAM, dukAna u52 hoIe temAMthI nivRtti laI letA 69 varSathI nivRtti che. eka zeTha hato te gAmanuM bahu kAma karato hato. ene maraNa TANe evI pIDA.... ma2Na vakhate zeThiyAo tene jovA jAya, AbarUdAra zeThiyA jovA jAya... kema che bhAI ! tyAre te kahe - arere ! meM mAruM kAMI karyuM nahIM, meM gAmanI paMcAtamAM rokAI mArI jiMdagI gumAvI dIdhI. maratI vakhate AMsunI dhArA vahI jatI hatI.

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sahAya kalazAmRta bhAga-4 dAmanagara khuzAlabhAI hatA. laukikamAM mANasa tarIke bahu sArA, jyAM tyAM bIjAne madada kare. maratAM kahe - mane taNAya che, zULa UThe che. AMsunI dhArA vahI jAya. dAmanagaranA dAmodara zeTha jovA jAya... tene kahe che bhAI - jiMdagImAM meM mAruM kAMI ja na karyuM. samAjanI, gAmanI paMcAtamAM rokAI mArI jiMdagI pUrI thaI have zuM karavuM ? dAmodara zeThanA ma2Na vakhate te kahetA - mArA paga taNAya che huM taNAva chuM - taNAva chuM koIka mane kheMce che ema chelle kahetA mane koI baMduka mAro, huM chUTI jAuM temane 'vA' nI vedanA thatI. teo moTA gRhastha hatA. tyAre 50, 000 nI pedAza hatI, daza lAkha rUpiyA hatA. garAzanA gAma, dhoDA to ekabe nahIM hArabaMdha, moTA rAjA jevo (vaibhava) sAMITha varSa pahelAnI vAta che. mALIyApA2 garAsanuM gAma hatuM. tenI daza hajA2nI pedAza. gAmadhaNI hatA. tene maratA koNa za2Na ? za2Na levA lAyaka to aMdara bhagavAna AtmA che. tenuM to za2Na lIdhuM nahIM. bahAramAM jhAMvA mAryA. 224 -- ahIM kahe che ke jeNe aMda2mAM za2NuM lIdhuM ane Asavano nirodha karyo ane AtmAno saMvara pragaTa karyo teNe utkRSTa lakSmI pragaTa karI. 'parama' no artha e che. '52ma' no artha utkRSTa che. 'parA- mA', utkRSTa lakSmI jene pragaTa thaI gaI. saccidAnaMda! jevI zakti hatI evI paryAyamAM pUrNa AnaMda Adi pUrNa pragaTa karI. tyAre pUrNa Asrava rokAyo. 66 AtmAnA avalaMbanathI je jJAna ne AnaMda pragaTa thayA te kevA che? "vaLI kevuM che ? "amalAlok" sarvathA prakAre, sarva kALe, trailokayamAM nirmaLa che - sAkSAt zuddha che" 'amalA Alokana," jeno prakAza amUla che. nirmaLadazA kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana Adi pragaTa thaI che. A to adhyAtmanI vAto che. AmAM to bahu gaMbhIratA paDI che. A kAMI kathA vArtA nathI. samajamAM AvyuM ? AhA ! samyagdarzana thaI gayuM, samyagdarzana thayuM eTale Asrava rokAI gayo, baMdhana che ja nahIM ema nathI. ahIM te vAta kahe che. samyagdaSTine traNa prakAranA kaSAya che. te avratano Asrava che teTaluM duHkha che. paMcama guNasthAne be kaSAyano Asrava che ane teTaluM duHkha che. munine eka kaSAyano Asrava ane duHkha che. kevaLajJAna thayuM emAM bilakula Asrava nathI, temAM ekalo AnaMda che. samajamAM AvyuM ? chellA zloka che. emAM pUrNa saMva2 batAve che. "sarvathA prakAre", vaLI koI kahe che ke -pUrNa kevaLadazA thaI to kaMIka malina dazA haze ne!? kaMIka alpajJAna haze ne!? potAnA svarUpanA avalaMbanathI kevaLajJAna thayuM, pUrNa Asrava rokAIne thayuM. sarvathA prakAra ane sarvakALa; traNa lokanuM nirmaLa jJAna pragaTa thayuM. saMvara thayo to A dazA pragaTa thaI. AhAhA ! kevaLajJAna trilokamAM nirmaLa che, sAkSAt zuddha che ema kahe che. zuM kahyuM ? zakti ane svabhAva to zuddha to ja paraMtu paryAyamAM zuddhatA pragaTa thaI. e zuM kahyuM ? dravya je vastu bhagavAna che te to zuddha ja che. zakti (e ) zuddha, svabhAve zuddha che. te pavitratAno piMDa che. paNa paryAyamAM saMvara thayo ane pachI paryAyamAM sarvathA zuddha thaI

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kalaza-132 225 gayo. sAdhaka hato tyAre sarvathA zuddha na hato. samyagdarzana thayuM, samyajJAna thayuM, anubhava thayo chatAM haju Asrava che, azudhdhatA che. chaThTha guNasthAne haju (buddhipUrvakano) rAga che. te Asrava che. te duHkha che. je paryAyamAM sAkSAt zuddha thayo te pUrNa zuddha thaI gayo. samajamAM AvyuM? ' arere ! tene potAnA svarUpanuM kadI mahAbhya ane mahimA AvI nathI. A puNyanA pariNAma arthAt pApanA pariNAma enA phaLanI mahimA AvI. A karoDo rUpiyA AvyA te puNya karyA tenA phaLamAM, te svarUpa AcaraNanuM phaLa che? dhULamAMya nathI. paranI mahimAM potAnI mahimA chUTI gaI. jene potAnI mahimA AvI tene paranI mahimA chUTI gaI che. pachI te cakravartI pada ho ! indrapada ho ! paraMtu samakitIne paranI - puNyanI mahimA aMdarathI chUTI gaI che. samajamAM AvyuM? "vaLI kevuM che? " jJAna" sadA prakAzarUpa che," sarvajJane je kevaLajJAna... AnaMda Avyo te have sadAya arthAt sAdi anaMtakALa raheze. zrImadjI apUrva avasaramAM kahe che ke - "sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM, anaMta darzana. anaMta jJAna sahita jo. apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze?" zrImad rAjacaMdranuM gujarAtImAM che tenuM rAjamallajI pavaiyAe hindI banAvyuM che. "apUrva avasara aisA kaba AyegA", huM pUrNa AnaMdanI, kevaLajJAnanI prApti karuM. huM AnaMdamAM jhuluM evo avasara kyAre Avaze? potAnA puruSArthathI Avaze, bAkI badhuM dhULa dhANI che. 25-30 varSanA yuvAna rUpALAM zarIra hoya e zarIramAM jIvaDA paDaze bApu! eka mANasane mAthAmAM jIvaDA paDayA hatA. Ama kare to kIDA. A zarIra to mATI - dhULa che. AmAM zuM che? zarIranI mahimA gAvAvALAne AtmAnI mahimA AvatI nathI ane jo AtmAnI mahimA AvI ene parapadArthanI mahimA AvatI nathI. chello zloka ghaNo UMco che. "vaLI kevuM che?"" nirvikalpa che" nirvikalpa thayo have abheda thaI gayo. sAdhaka hato tyAre to zuddhatA paNa hatI ane azudhdhatA paNa hatI. banne hatuM. have ekarUpa nirvikalpa dazA thaI gaI. jevuM enuM ekarUpa nirvikalpa abheda svarUpa che, have enI paryAyamAM ekarUpa nirmaLa zuddhatA pragaTa thaI gaI, have jemAM bheda rahyo nahIM. AhAhA! jhINI vAta che prabhu zuM thAya? mArga AvI che. lokoe to bahAramAM phasAvIne mArI nAkhayA che. A jAtrA karo to dharma thaze. jAtrA bhakti hoya che, azubhathI bacavA mATe - "azubhavaMcanArthe' evo pATha che. zubha hoya che paNa e dharma nahIM, e saMvara nahIM, e nirjarA nahIM, e AtmalakSmI nahIM. vaLI kevuM che? nirvikalpa che." have pUrNa nirvikalpa thaI gayo. paramAtma dazA pragaTa thaI gaI. aMdara bhedajJAna karatAM karatAM, bhinna pADatAM pADatAM pADatAM sthira thayo to pUrNa cAritra thaI gayuM. ekarUpa dazA rahI gaI. "zuddhajJAna AvuM je rIte thayuM che te kahe che." AvuM kevaLajJAna kema thayuM? pUrNa AnaMdanI dazA kevI rIte thaI ? AhAhA! "vapharmawAM saMvare" jJAnAvaraNAdirUpa AsravatAM hatAM je

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226 kalAmRta bhAga-4 karmayugala tenA nirodhathI." Asavano nirodha thaI gayo, karma rokAya gayA ane Asava rokAya gayA evI dazA pragaTa thaI. karmanA nimittathI to vAta kare che. karmanA kAraNe je Asrava hato te rokAI gayo to karma rokAI gayA ane pUrNAnaMdanI dazA pragaTa thaI gaI. e karmano nirodha kevI rIte thayo te kahe che. karmano nirodha je rIte thayo che te kahe che - "rA'grAmapraya -2vAta" "rAga" eka zabda lIdho. rAgamAM - mithyAtva, dveSa, viSaya vAsanA, krodha - mAna - mAyA - lobha badhuM AvI jAya che. te badho vikAra che. rAgagrAma" grAma eTale samUha e rAgano samUha. AhAhA! "rAma prayarata' (rAga) rAga-dveSa - moharUpa azudhdha vibhAva pariNAmono samUhu- asaMkhyAta lokamAtra bheda," asaMkhyAta loka pramANa dayA-dAna - vratanA asaMkhya zubhanA prakAra kahyA ane pApanA bhAva paNa asaMkhya prakAranA kahyA te badhA bhAva rokAya gayA. bhedajJAna karatAM karatAM rokAya gayA. "temano mULathI sattAnAza karavAthI." vikArarUpI sattAno nAza karI dIdho. potAnI sattAnI khilavaTa karI dIdhI ane AsavanI sattAno nAza karI dIdho. AhAhA ! Asavano eka aMza paNa na rahyo. te sattAno mULamAMthI nAza karyo. AhAhA ! je puNya - pApanA vikalpa munine paNa AvatA hatA te badhAnI sattAno nAza thaI gayo. "pranaya' zabda paDyo che ne! "pra' eTale vizeSa ane "laya' eTale nAza. pra-vizeSe, laya nAma nAza karyo. "pralaya" arthAt mULathI sattAno nAza "pra" nAma mULamAMthI "laya" arthAt nAza, evo artha karyo, puNya ne pApanA vikalpa e badhA Asrava hatA teno mULamAMthI nAza karI dIdho. tenI mULamAMthI sattA nAza karavAthI kevaLajJAna Adi utpanna thayuM ema kahe che. "AvuM paNa zA kAraNathI zuddhatattvopanaSNAta" zuddha caitanyavahunI sAkSAt prAtithI" zubhAzubhabhAvano mULa sattAthI nAza ane zuddha tattvanI je zakti che, svabhAva che teno paryAyamAM zuddha tatvano pUrNa lAbha thayo. AmAM AvI vAto che. AmAMja ekAMta dhyAna Ape tyAre samajAya evuM che. anaMtakALathI mohane lIdhe tattva samajaNamAM AvyuM nahIM. kaMIka - kaMIka - kaMIka zalyamAM rokAI gayo. zaktithI to pUrNa hato paNa have pUrNAnaMdanI sAkSAt prAti paryAyamAM thaI gaI, te bhedajJAnathI thaI. rAgathI bhinna pADatAM pADatAM svarUpamAM sthira thaI gayo to sAkSAt prApti thaI gaI. rAgano nAza ane zuddhatAnI prApti teno vyaya ane AnI prAti. azudhdhatA sattAmAM rahI ja nahIM tenuM nAma nAza, zuddha tattvanI upalabdhino utpAda ane dhuva to che ja. "utpAda vyaya dhrauvya yuktam sat Asravano nAza eTale vyaya ane saMvarano pUrNa zuddhatAno utpAda dhruva to che ja. dhruvanA AzrayathI to zuddhatAnI utpatti thaI che. AhAhA ! saMvara ane AsavanI paryAyanA Azraye saMvara thato nathI. ema kahe che. trikALI dhruvanA Azraye zuddha pUrNa dazA thAya che. cothe pAMcame guNasthAne jJAna thayuM, samakita

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kalaza-132 227 thayuM tyAM saMvara paryAya pragaTa thaI gaI paraMtu e saMvaranA Azraye navo saMvara utpanna thato nathI. dhruvanA AzrayathI ja saMvara thAya che. saMvara to paryAya che, paryAyano Azraya lya to vikalpa - rAga utpanna thAya che. AhAhA ! dayA - dAna vratano to Azraya nahIM, paraMtu je saMvara utpanna thayo te paryAyanuM paNa AlaMbana nahIM. jJAna jANe che ke - AlaMbana - Azraya to dhruvano che. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu! jemAM anaMta anaMta jJAna, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta zaktinuM trikALI godAma paDayuM che. teno Azraya che. eka kalAkamAM AvI navI - navI vAtuM nIkaLe che. gaIkAle zeTha kahetA hatA. vAta navIna hatI. vAta sAcI che prabhu Avo mArga che. AhAhA! atIndriyanAtha prabhu aMdara birAje che, jene enA bheTA thayA teno Asava rokAI ane pUrNa dazAnI prApti thAya che. atyAre to e Asrava saMbaMdhe takarAra thAya che. zubha joga te mokSano mArga che tema paMDitomAM moTA (gaNAya) te kahe che. kailAsacaMdajIe kahyuM - zubhajoga te mokSano mArga nahIM. tyAre pelA paMDite celenja ApI che - zubhabhAva te mokSano mArga che. tenI sAme narendrakumAra kahe - ame paNa celenja ApIe chIe. be divasamAM samAdhAna nahIM thAya. tamo ATalA varSa kyAM sUtA hatA? zubhabhAva karo basa, thaI jAya dharma e vAta cAlatI hatI emAM A vAta bahAra AvI. e loko ema kahe che ke - garabaDa thaI gaI. vAta sAcI, bahu pheraphAra cAlato hato lokone samAdhAna thatuM jAya che. keTalAka to kahe che ke sonagaDhanI vAta sAcI che. pelA e palaTanamAM moTA zAstrI, pachI mArI sAthe vAta thaI, to te kahe - sonagaDhanI vAta sAcI che. paNa te moTA ThekedAra eTale have zuM kare? te kahe -ame tamArI vAtane sAcI kahIe to amArI pAse koI AvatuM nathI, badhA pAchA cAlyA jAya che. emaNe A vAta hajI bhAIne khAnagImAM karelI. ApaNe bahAra na pADavuM. mArga A che. A vAta kyAM khAnagI ke guptamAM che. AhAhA! ahIMyA kahe che ke - "zuddha caitanyavahunI sAkSAt prAptithI AvuM paNa zA kAraNathI? zuddhasvarUpa jJAnanuM pragaTapaNuM," (mevajJAna) rAgathI bhinna karatAM - karatAM - karatAM karatAM kevaLajJAna utpanna thaI gayuM. "tenA niraMtara abhyAsathI" vikalpathI mArI cIja bhinna che evo niraMtara abhyAsa karavo. "(7nAta) niraMtara abhyAsathI bhAvArtha Ama che ke- zuddha svarUpano anubhava upAdeya che." aMdara zuddha bhagavAnanA Azraye tenI paryAyamAM zuddha utpAda thayo te eka ja upAdeya che, Asrava upAdeya nathI.

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228 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nirjarA adhikAra (zArdUlavikrIDita) rAgAdyAsravarodhato nijadhurAM dhRtvA para: saMvaraH karmAgAmi samastameva bharato dUrAnnirundhan sthitH| prAgbaddhaM tu tadeva dagdhumadhunA vyAjRmbhate nirjarA jJAnajyotirapAvRttaM na hi yato raagaadibhirmuurcchti||1-133|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha- "vadhunA nirjarA vyAkRSNa" (madhunA) ahIMthI zarU karIne (nirnA) nirjarA arthAt pUrvabaddha karmanA akarmarUpa pariNAma (vyAnumate) pragaTa thAya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-nirjarAnuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM kahe che. nirjarA zA nimitte (zAne mATe) che? "tu tata va prAthaddha dhuma" (7) saMvarapUrvaka (ta) je jJAnAvaraNAdikarma (va) nizcayathI (prAddha) samyakatva nahi hotAM mithyAtva-rAgadraSa-pariNAma vaDe baMdhAyuM hatuM tene (dhuna) bALavA mATe. kAMIka vizeSa-"para: saMvara: sthita:" saMvara agresara thayo che jeno evI che nirjarA. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-saMvarapUrvaka nirjarA te nirjarA; kema ke je saMvara vinA hoya che sarva jIvone, udaya daIne karmanI nirjarA, te nirjarA nathI. kevo che saMvara? "rA'ITdyAradvarodhata: nidhurAM vRtvA mA IITna samastama va varma bharata: nUra - nirutvana" (rAghAsavarodhata:) rAgAdi AsavabhAvonA nirodhathI (nijhadhu) potAnA eka saMvararUpa pakSane (vRtA) dharato thako (kAmi) akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa Asavita thanArAM (samastama chava varma) nAnA prakAranAM jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ityAdi aneka prakAranAM pugalakarma (bharata:) potAnI moTapathI (TUratu nirunyana) pAse AvavA deto nathI. saMvarapUrvaka nirjarA karatAM je kAMI kArya thayuM te kahe che-"yata: jJAnaLyotiH apavRitta rA+IIFmi: na mUcchati" (yata:) je nirjarAthI (jJAnaLyoti:) jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa (pAvRtta) nirAvaraNa thayuM thayuM (2IIImaH ) azudhdha pariNAmo vaDe(namUcchati) potAnA svarUpane choDI rAgAdirUpa thatuM nathI. 1-133. kaLaza naM.-133 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 13ra tA. 27/10/'77 zrI kaLaza TIkAno nirjarA adhikArano 133 mo kaLaza che. nirjarA eTale zuM? jeNe

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kalaza-133 229 AtmanA svarUpanuM aMtara bhAna karIne samyagdarzana, jJAna ane zAMti pragaTa karyA che. e dazAne saMvara kahIe. saMvara eTale ke tene have navAM karma AvatAM nathI. zuM kahyuM? jhINI vAta che. A AtmA AnaMdanuM ane jJAnanuM parama brahma svarUpa che samyagdarzana thatAM AnaMdanuM vedanA thAya che. (te samaye) pratIti, jJAna ane jeTalI ramaNatA thAya che teTalo tene saMvara thayo tema kahevAmAM Ave che. e saMvara thatAM tene have navAM karma AvatA nathI. e samyagdarzana thayA pachI tene AgaLa paNa (navAM karma AvatAM aTakI gayA che.) jJAnIne paNa, nimittamAM thatAM karmanA udayamAM joDAvavAthI rAga-dveSa thAya che teTalo Asrava che, topaNa navAM karmabaMdhanA paramANuMne teNe rokayA che. sAdhaka AtmA, svarUpanI sthiratA dvArA Asravane rokIne, tethI tene navAM AvatAM karmanA AvaraNa aTakI gayA che. have ene je pUrve mithyAtva avasthAmAM rAga-dveSathI je karma baMdhAyelA hatA te haju (sattAmAM) paDayA che. have te jJAnI saMvarapUrvaka potAnA svarUpamAM ugra prayatnathI joDAya che te svarUpanuM cAritra che ane tene tapasA (nirjarA ) kahevAya che. e (bhAva) nirjarAthI pUrvanA (jUnAM) karma khare che tene paNa nirjarA kahe che. ni= vizeSe karavuMkharavuM. pUrve je karma baMdhAyelA hatA e ane vartamAnamAM samyagdarzana, jJAna thatAM; navAM karma AvatAM paNa rokANA. pUrvenA baddha je karma che te have svarUpanI vizeSa zuddhi ane vairAgya thatAM.. pUrva karmono vipAka khare che jhare che tene (dravya) nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. A rIte nirjarA traNa prakAre che. (1) pUrve je baMdhAyelA karmanA paramANuMo che te svarUpa sthiratAM thatAM khare che tene nirjarA kahevAya che. (2) azudhdhatA gaLe-TaLe tene paNa nirjarA kahevAya che. (3) zuddhatA vadhe tene paNa nirjarA kahevAya che. prazna- saMvara kayA guNanI paryAya che? uttara-saMvara cAritraguNanI paryAya che. prazna- zraddhAguNanI paryAyamAM saMvara mukhya rahyo ne!? uttara- zraddhAguNanI paryAyamAM saMvara mukhya rahyo che. e hamaNAM pAThamAM kaheze.. [ nidhurAM vRtA] saMvare nija padavI dhArI rAkhI che. jema koI adhikArI potAnI padavIne barAbara jALave tema saMvare potAnI padavIne barobara jALavI rAkhI che. AtmAno zuddha svabhAva tenuM samyagdarzana thayuM eTalo mithyAtvabhAva ane e saMbaMdhI anaMtAnubaMdhIno Asrava Avato rokAyo.. e apekSAe samyagdarzanane saMvara kahevAya. e samyagdarzanamAM paNa aMze svarUpanuM AcaraNa che. anaMtAnubaMdhI Asrava gayo mATe te apekSAe (cothe ) paNa saMvara kahevAya. ( svarUpamAM) AgaLa vadhatAM vizeSa saMvara thAya che. e saMvarapUrvaka

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230 nirjarAne ja ahIMyA nirjarA kahela che. AvI vAto che. AtmAnA bhAna vinAnI nirjarA arthAt pUrvanA karma udayamAM AvIne kharI jAya che.. evI nirjarA to anaMtavA2 karI che. e kAMI saMva2pUrvakanI nirjarA nathI. saMvare potAnI padavIne jALavI rAkhI che ane te pUrvaka zuddhatA vadhe te nirjarA che. saMvaramAM zuddhatA to che. puNyapApa banne azudhdha che; tene rokIne zuddhatA pragaTI che tene saMvara kahIe ane zuddhatAnI vRddhi thAya tene nirjarA kahIe. azudhdhatAnuM TaLavuM e paNa nirjarA che. karmanuM TaLavuM- jaravuM thAya tene nimittanI 52nI nirjarA kahevAya che. kalazAmRta bhAga-4 saccidAnaMda zuddha AnaMda kaMda sahajAtma svarUpa.. sahajAnaMdanI mUrti huM chuM tevA AtmabhAna pUrvakano anubhava thatAM... samyagdarzana, jJAna ane svarUpanA AcaraNanI sthiratA thaI; ethI AgaLa vadhyo eTale pAMcame, chaThTha guNasthAne sthiratA thaI tyAM saMvare potAnI padavI jALavI rAkhI che. tyAM keTalAka rAga-dveSa paNa rokAyA che. azudhdhatA gaLe tene paNa ahIMyA nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. temaja saMva2pUrvaka karmanI nirjarA thAya tene paNa nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. ATalI zaratuM che. pelA kahe- be upavAsa karo to nirjarA thaI jAya. chaTham karo, aThThama karo... nirjarA thAya. dhULeya temAM nirjarA nathI. tyAM zubha vikalpa che ane ene rAganI ekatAbuddhi che tethI mithyAtva sahita rAganI maMdatA hovAthI te pApAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhe che. ahIMyA to nave tattvanuM varNana che ne ! jIva; ajIvanuM, puNya-pApanuM, kartAkarmanuM, AsravanuM, saMvara tattvano adhikAra cAlI gayo. have nirjarA, baMdha, mokSa e traNano adhikAra bAkI che. pachI chello sarvavizuddha adhikAra. " "adhunA nirbarA vyAnumate" ahIMthI zarU karIne nirjarA arthAt pUrvabaddha karmanA akarmarUpa pariNAma ( adhunA ) eTale ahIMthI. "pUrvabaddha karmanA akarmarUpa pariNAma" bhASA joI ? paM. phUlacaMdajIe jainatattva mimAMsA temaja khAniyA tattvacarcAmAM A vAta nAkhI che. tattvArthasUtramAM pATha che- cAra ghAtikarma khare tyAre kevaLa thAya che. A vAkyano artha pelA loko ema kare che ke- karma khare tyAre kevaLajJAna thAya che ne ! tyAre ApaNA paMDitajI kahe ke- je cAra karma, karmarUpe hatAM te akarmarUpe thayAM. karmanuM pariNamana to akarmarUpe thayuM eTaluM. ahIMyA kevaLajJAna karAve evuM tenuM pariNAma nathI. jhINI vAta che. 66 "pUrvabaddha karmanA akarmarUpa pariNAma" bhASA joI? je pUrve bAMdhelA karma che te samyagdarzana, jJAna, zAMti Adi sthiratA vadhatAM (akarmarUpa thAya che) cothe guNasthAne samyagdarzanamAM to haju svarUpAcaraNano aMza pragaTa thayo che, tethI tyAM haju (dravya ) Asrava ghaNo che. AgaLa pAMcame jatAM Asrava thoDo che. zuddhatA vadhI che, Asrava thoDo che. chaThTha paNa thoDo Asrava che, tyAM zuddhi vadhI che, paraMtu jeTalo rAga che teTalo Asrava paNa che. ahIMyA to ema kahe che ke- je je bhUmikAmAM jeTalo rAgano nirodha karyo ane svarUpanI

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kalaza-133 231 sthiratAmAM saMvara, nirjarA pragaTa karyA. e saMvara pUrvenA mithyAtvavaza (arthAt tenA nimitte) je dravyakarma baMdhAyA hatA te sattAmAM paDyA che. have svarUpanI sthiratA dvArA zuddhi vadhAre che ane azuddhi TaLe che... e (jIvanI) dazAmAM (A bAju) dravyakarmamAM je dazA karmarUpe hatI e akarma rUpa thaI gaI. e akarmapaNuM jaDanI dazAmAM thayuM. samajANuM kAMI? khAniyA tattvacarcAmAM tyAM phUlacaMdajI paMDite lakhyuM che ke- cAra karmano nAza thayo tethI kevaLajJAna thayuM che, cAra karmarUpI paryAya hatI te pudgalanI paryAya hatI. teno nAza thayo eTale zuM? je karmarUpI avasthA hatI te badalI gaI ane te akarmarUpa thaI tenuM nAma cAra karmano nAza thayo. e cAra karmano nAza thayo ethI jIvanA pariNAmamAM kevaLajJAna thayuM che ema nathI. potAnA svabhAvano ugra Azraya laIne kevaLajJAna dazA, jhaLahaLa jyoti pragaTa karI che. e dazA potAnA dravyanA AzrayathI tIvra puruSArthathI karI che. dravyakarmano nAza thayo che mATe kevaLajJAna thayuM che ema nathI. jarI-thoDo nyAya phare to badhuM pharI jAya che. ahIMyA to e bhASA AvIne! [ dhunA] "ahIMthI zarU karIne nirjarA arthAt pUrvabaddha karmanA akarmarUpa pariNAma pragaTa thAya che" A to nirjarAnI phakta eka vyAkhyA karI. nirjarAnI kula traNa vyAkhyA che. ahIMyA (pAThamAM) eka prakAranI vyAkhyA karI che. AtmA potAnA zuddha svarUpanA bhAnamAM Avyo arthAt nirvikalpa pariNamana thayuM. zuddha svarUpamAM zaktirUpa zuddhatA to hatI tene paryAyamAM pragaTa karI. zaktie to paramAtmA pUrNa che paNa e zaktinI vyaktatA paryAyamAM pragaTa karI teTalo tene saMvara thayo. je prakAre saMvara pragaTa thayo te prakAranI azudhdhatA have thatI nathI ane te prakAranA karma paNa (dravyakarmanI sattAmAM) AvatA nathI. sAdhaka thayo tene have nirjarA zarU thAya che. je zuddhatA zaktirUpe pUrNa hatI tenuM vedanA thatAM arthAt (tenI sanmukha thatAM) zaktimAMthI vyaktatA pragaTI. jeTalI mAtrAmAM zAMtinI, AnaMdanI, samyagdarzananI vyakti pragaTa karI teTalo to saMvara che. saMvara eTale e dazA thatAM, te prakAranA navAM karma AvatAM aTakyA che. sAdhakane cothe guNasthAne paNa pUrve baMdhAyelA karma haju ( sattAmAM) che. svarUpamAM lIna thatAM te akarmarUpe pariNamI jAya che. bahAramAM ( vizvamAM) koI vastuno nAza to thato nathI. pudgala paramANuM paNa jagatanI cIja che. bhagavAna anAdino zAzvata che. tema A rajakaNo paNa anAdi zAzvata che. e paramANuM kAMI navAM che ema che nahIM. e paramANuMnI aMdaramAM je karmarUpI paryAya che te vyaya thAya che. vyaya eTale teno abhAva thAya che- nAza thAya che. (karmano) nAza thaIne utpAda zeno thAya che? kahe che- akarmarUpa paryAyano utpAda ane karmarUpa paryAyano vyaya thAya che. (banne dazA vakhate sAmAnya ) paramANuM to dhruva che. A

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23ra kalazAmRta bhAga-4 tattva dRSTi jhINI che. e karmarUpanAM have akarmarUpa pariNAma thayAM. "pariNAma' hoM! A skulamAM je pariNAma (rIjhalTa) Ave che te haze? chokarAM bhaNe ne pachI pariNAma zuM AvyuM? tema kahe che ne! ahIMyA to paramANuMmAM karmarUpI paryAya hatI e pariNAmano vyaya thaIne akarmarUpa paryAya thaI tene akarmarUpa pariNAma (kArmANa vargaNA) kahevAmAM Ave che. haju to A pahelA padano artha cAle che. "adhunA nirjarA vyAkRmate" AhAhA! zuddhinI vRddhi have pragaTa thAya che. saMvararUpa zuddhi to thaI che. samyagdarzana, jJAna, zAMtinI jeTalI dazA pragaTI che teTalo saMvara to che. e saMvara have agresarapaNe rahIne. pUrvakarmano kSaya athavA nirjaravuM thAya che. (jIvanI dazAmAM) azudhdhanuM TALavuM (nAstithI) ane zuddhinuM vadhavuM pragaTa thAya che te nirjarA che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke- nirjarAnuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM kahe che. nirjarA zA nimitte (zAne mATe) che?"tuM tayvaprAddha ghuma" saMvarapUrvaka je jJAnAvaraNAdikarma nizcayathI samyakatva nahi hotAM mithyAtva-rAga-dveSa pariNAma vaDe baMdhAyuM hatuM tene bALavA mATe." sau prathama saMvarapUrvakanI samyagdarzana, jJAna, zAMti to pragaTI che. samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, samyakazAMti pAmyo hovA chatAM paNa pUrvenI mithyAtva avasthAnA nimitte baMdhAyelA karma sattAmAM paDyA che. pUrve je viparIta zraddhA, rAgadveSarUpa Asrava hatA tenA (nimitta) thI jaDakarma baMdhAyelA paDayA che. saMvara to thayo, to paNa (saMpUrNa) karma haju kharyA nathI. hA, jeTalo saMvara thayo teTalA karma AvatAM aTakayA che. samajANuM kAMI? bahu dhyAna rAkhe to pakaDAya evuM che. bApu! A vAtane lojIkathI nyAyathI samajavI paDaze! samajaNa vinA apavAsa karyA, tapasA karI ane thaI gaI nirjarA to ema nathI. nirjarAnuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM kahe che. saMvarapUrvaka" arthAt karmano udaya AvIne kharI jAya te nirjarA nahIM. saMvarapUrvaka samyagdarzana, jJAna ne zAMti pragaTI che te pUrvakanI nirjarA. "je jJAnAvaraNAdikarma nizcayathI samyakatva nahIM hotAM mithyAtva rAga dveSa pariNAma vaDe baMdhAyuM hatuM tene [ dhuma] bALavA mATe." saMvarapUrvaka, pUrvanA karma nAza mATe; nirjarA pragaTa thAya che. e zuM kahyuM? bhagavAna AtmA pUrNa AnaMda svarUpa che tenI dRSTi arthAt samyagdarzana nathI tene to pUrvanA karma khape che tema che ja nahIM. tene pUrvanA koI karmano udaya Ave, te samaye te temAM joDAtAM mithyAtva thAya che ane tene navuM karma baMdhAya che. tene to saMvareya nathI.. ane nirjarAya nathI. ahIM to saMvarapUrvaka nirjarAnI vyAkhyA cAle che. jeNe AtmAnA svabhAvanuM bhAna karIne. dazAne svabhAvamAM ekAgra karIne. saMvara pragaTa karyo che. eTale ke navAM karma AvatAM rokAyA che. evA sAdhaka) jIvane. pUrve baMdhAyelA karma ( sattAmAM) paDyA che te have kharavA Aii

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233 kalaza-133 taiyAra thAya che. tame tyAM AvuM sAMbhaLeluM ? e badhI thothe thothAnI vAto ! ema ne ema jiMdagI gALI. Avo mArga che. jyAM sudhI haju zubha-azubha rAga temaja vItarAga prabhu ! AnaMdakaMda nAtha evA svabhAvanI ekatAbuddhi che tyAM sudhI to mithyArdaSTi che. tene (paNa ) karmano udaya AvIne khare che te (vAstavika ) nirjarA ja nathI. karmano vipAka AvIne kharI jAya che, kAMI (vAstavika ) nirjarA nathI. nirjarA to tene kahIe ke AtmAnuM jJAna karI, bhAna karI ane zuddhatA pragaTa karI che, have saMva2pUrvaka zuddhatAnI vRddhi thatAM, pUrve je azudhdhabhAvanA nimittathI baMdhAyela jaDakarma khare che tene ahIMyA (dravya ) nirjarA kahe che. are ! ADo avaLo eka zabda jAya to phe2phA2 paDI jAya evuM che. evo mArga che bApu ! "bhAvArtha Ama che ke- saMva2pUrvaka nirjarA te nirjarA" saMvarapUrvaka je nirjarA che te ja nirjarA che. saMva2pUrvaka eTale ? samyagdarzana, jJAnano aMza pragaTayo che tevI saMva2dazApUrvaka je zuddhi vadhe ane AgaLa vadhatAM karma khare tene ahIMyA nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. "kema ke je saMva2 vinA hoya che sarva jIvone, udaya daIne karmanI nirjarA, te nirjarA nathI" lokoe AmAM keTaluM zIkhavuM ? nava tattvo, nava tattvapaNe che. te eka-bIjAmAM bheLaseLa thatAM nathI ema kahe che. jo bheLaseLa thAya to nava tattva rahetA nathI. "sarva jIvone" arthAt nigodamAM anaMta jIva che tene paNa pUrva karmano udaya AvIne kharI jAya che. karma je bAMdhelA che te udayamAM Ave che ane te to khare ja che, paNa te (sAcI ) nirjarA nahIM. e to vipAka nirjarA che. ahIMyA to avipAka nirjarAnI vAta che. avipAka nirjarA eTale ? AtmAnA zuddha caitanyamAM sAvadhAnI thaI che teTalA prakA2no aMta2mAM tene saMva2 thayo che. e saMva2pUrvakanI je zuddhi vadhe tene ahIMyA nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. "te sarva jIvone " nigodathI mAMDIne badhA jIvoe pUrve je karma bAMdhyuM hoya teno udaya Ave ane e udaya AvIne kharI jAya e kAMI kharI cIja (nirjarA ) che ? e to anaMtakALathI bhavI-abhavI badhA ajJAnIne thAya che. dravya je che te to anaMta zaktino, anaMta guNono sAgara che. evo je AtmA che tenI aMtarmukha thaIne enI pratIti ne tenuM jJAna thAya tyAre jeTalI saMkhyAmAM guNa che teTalI saMkhyAmAM tenI paryAyamAM vyaktatA thAya arthAt te guNanI dazA vyakta-pragaTa thAya tene saMva2 kahe che. teNe to e sAMbhaLyuM che ke- upavAsa karIe to pUrvenA karmo kharI jAya. dhULeya na khare ! tuM lAkha-karoDa upavAsa ka2ne ! AtmA zuM che ? tenuM bhAna nathI, saMva2 pragaTa to thayo nathI to saMvara vinA nirjarA kevI ? "sarva jIvone, udaya daIne karmanI nirjarA, te nirjarA nathI" AvI nirjarA to sarva jIvone thAya che. pUrve baMdhAyelA che karmo teno udaya Ave ane mudata pUrI thatAM kharI jAya; ethI

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234 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 zuM e nirjarA che? e dhArmika dazA che? bilakula nahIM. "kevo che saMvara?" are! e saMvara kevo che je saMvara agresara thaIne potAnI padavI jALavI rAkhIne Ubho che. tene have nirjarA thAya che ema kahevuM che. amaladArane, adhikArane ApaNe kahIe chIe ne ke te tenI padavI-DayuTI upara che. saMvata 1963 nI sAlamAM aphINano kesa thayelone! huM dukAne (pAleja) beThelo ane polIsa aphINanI poTalI laIne bakSisa levA Avelo. tyAre AThaAnA (pacAsa paisA) lyo bakSisamAM, pelo kahe- eka rUpiyo Apo! temAM moTI takarAra thaI. amArI sAthe je mANasa hato tene mAryo. pachI amArA badhAe bhegA thaIne tene mAryo. mane teNe eka lAta mArI. pachI teNe amArI upara kesa karyo. jyAre kesa cAlyo tyAre te kahe ke huM mArI DayuTI upara hato tyAre eka mANasa aphINa laIne nIkaLyo. A chokarAe enA kuTuMbIne bolAvIne mane mAra mAryo. eka mahino ne sAta divasa vaDodarA kesa cAlyo. korTano moTo nyAyAdhIza hato tene tyAre traNa hajArano pagAra hato. jaMgalamAM moTI korTa temAM kesa cAlyo. mArI uMmara tyAre 17 varSanI hatI. e gorA presiDanTe amane joyA.. are ! A zuM? A to vANiyA che, enA moM to juo ! A aphiNanI corI na kare. e mukhya mANase amane joIne (ene) thayuM ke A khoTo kesa che; chatAM sADatrIsa divasa kesa cAlyo. chevaTe presiDanTa ema bolyo ke- A kesa kayAM thayo che? pAlejanA kesathANe thayo che tethI korTa tyAM laI jAva. jyAM kesa thayo hato tyAM korTa lAvyA. gorA amaladArane zaMkA paDI gayelI tethI nakkI karatAM karatAM chelle sahI karI dIdhI ke- A kesa ta jUtho che. teNe tyAM sudhI kahyuM ke- zeThiyAo! tamone 700 no kharca thayo che te tenI pAsethI lyo. amane thayuM ke- garIba mANasa che, bicArAne javA dyo! pachI kudaratI zuM thayuM koNa jANe paNa tene koI bIjo mANasa evo maLyo ke- A (polIsa) ne mArI nAkhyo. sAmAne AnI sAthe kaMIka virodha haze. ahIMyA paNa e vAta saMvara kare che ke huM mArI DayuTI para Ubho chuM. [ninaghui] e zabda paDayo che pAThamAM. "nijadhurAM' eTale potAnI padavI- potAnI DayuTI. saMvara potAnI DayuTI sAcavIne Ubho che. eno artha zuM? bhagavAna AtmA! pUrNa AnaMdanuM svarUpa che tenI pratIti, jJAna ane ramaNatA enuM vedana UbhuM che e saMvara che. A rIte saMvara potAnI DayuTI para Ubho che. have nirjarA zarU thAya che tema kahe che. zrotA- traNa hajArano pagAra joIto hoya to A na thaI zake? uttara- te vakhatamAM traNa hajArano pagAra eTale ! evaDo moTo mANasa hato. ame korTamAM peThA tyAre eka gunegArane pAMca jaNa Ama pakaDIne laI gayA. paNa amane jyAM Ama joyA tyAM te amaladAra ane moTo kArakuna hato. teNe kahyuM ke- Ane piMjarAmAM UbhA

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kalaza-133 235 rAkhavAnA nathI, khullAmAM UbhA raho ane javAba Apo. mArI jubAnI traNa kalAka lIdhI. ame jubAnI ApI bahAra nIkaLyA tyAre mArA nAnA bhAI hatA teNe pUchayuM- "kAnajI zuM thayuM?" meM kahyuM- zuM thAya ! ame to je satya hatuM te kahyuM, amane koI Dara nathI. paNa nyAyAdhIza ane kArakuna banne evAM. hoM! amane joIne kahe- A lokone piMjarAnI bahAra ubhA rAkho. A vepArI mANasa lAge che. A lokonA moM upara evuM dekhAtuM nathI ke te aphiNanI corI kare! A khoTo kesa Ubho karyo che. chevaTe kesa upara rada mArI dIdhI. ema ahIMyA kahe che ke saMvara potAnI DayuTI para Ubho rahIne potAnI padavIne jALavI rAkhe che. [ niSadhura ] zabda che ne ! "kevo che saMvara? IIghAstravarodhatA: ninadhurAM vRtva mA IITna samastas va >>rma bharata: nUra nirunyana" rAgAdi AsavabhAvonA nirodhathI potAnA eka saMvararUpa pakSane dharato thako" puNya-pApanA bhAva rAgAdi te Asravano nirodha arthAt tene aTakAvavuM. puNya-pApanA bhAva je rokAya gayA che ane jene saMvara pragaTayo che. te to zuddha caitanyamUrtinI paDakhe caDI gayo che. tethI zAMti pragaTI che. samyaka pragaTayuM che. ane sAthe rAgAdi Asrava bhAvono nirodha eTale aTakI javuM- rokAI javuM thayuM che. (nidhurAM) potAnA eka saMvararUpa pakSane dharato thako" teno artha ke- potAnI saMvararUpa padavIne dharato thayo. saMvare potAnI DayuTI jALavI che. ene je samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritranA pariNAma pragaTa thayA che te saMvara che. saMvare potAnI padavI jALavI rAkhI che tethI have Asrava Ave nahIM. AvI vAto che! cothe guNasthAne samakitI-jJAnIne traNa kaSAyano Asrava Avato, pAMcame guNasthAne be kaSAyano Asava Avato ane chaThe eka kaSAya saMjajvalanano Avato. ahIMyA to muninI pradhAnatAthI vizeSa vAta che. jene samyagdarzana uparAMta aMdara cAritranI ramaNatA vadhI che, AtmAnuM sva-saMvedana (eTale) pratyakSa AnaMdanuM vadana ugra vadhI gayuM che ene saMvara che. (nidhurAM) saMvare potAnI padavIne barobara jALavI rAkhI che- DayuTI jALavI rAkhI che. saMvara potAnI DayuTImAM Ubho che. jeTalA pramANamAM zuddhatA pragaTa karI teTalA pramANamAM Asrava rokAya gayo che. have te prakArano Asrava Avato nathI. samajANuM kAMI? A to adhyAtmanI vAtuM bApu! A koI kathA-vArtA nathI. traNalokanA nAtha bhagavAna svarUpanI A vAto che. bhagavAne kahI che, saMtoe batAvI che ane saMtoe potAnA bhagavat svarUpane pragaTa karyuM che. ahIM to cAritra sahitanI vAta che ne! cAritra eTale? svarUpanI dRSTi ane anubhava thayo che, e uparAMta svarUpamAM ramavuMcaravuM. jamavuM eTale aMdaramAM jAmI gayo te sthiratA. ene ahIMyA saMvara kahe che. e saMvare potAnI padavIne potAnA pakSane potAnI sthitine jALavI rAkhI che. navAM AvaraNa na

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236 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AvavA devAM tevI DayuTImAM te Ubho che. (nidhura) nija nAma potAnI dhUrA nAma pakSa padavI. potAnI padavIne saMvare barobara jALavI rAkhI che. mane jeTaluM samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra thayuM teTaluM AvaraNa have Avaze nahIM. A (mAraga ) zeThiyAoe sAMbhaLyo na hoya. A to badhAnI vAta che. navarA kyAM thAya che? navarAza na maLe. AtmA zuM? saMvara zuM? Asrava zuM? baMdha zuM? ahIMyA to trilokanAtha paramAtmAe kahelI vAta saMto ADatiyA thaIne jagatane jAhera kare che. bhagavAnano mAla to A che. AtmAmAMthI arthAt zaktinI vyaktirUpa aMza, je kyAreya nahoto pragaTayo te pragaTayo. bAkI je jJAnano aMza vikAsarUpa hato e to sAdhAraNa aMza che, e kAMI mULa cIja (jJAna) nahIM. aMdara je sparzIne samyajJAnanI dazAno je aMza thAya tene jJAna kahIe. Ama juo to jJAnano ughADa aMze badhAne che, paraMtu e jJAna nahIM. kemake te jJAna paralakSI jJAna che, parane jANanAruM jJAna parAdhIna che. ekAnta (parane) jANanAruM jJAna e to parAdhIna jJAna che. aMdaramAM to prabhu jJAnano dariyo bharyo paDyo che, temAM DUbakI mArIne eTale tene sparzIne je jJAna thAya te jJAna che. e jJAna pragaTayuM tene zAstrajJAnanI jarUra nathI. deva-guru ke vANInI paNa jene jarUra nathI. AhAhA! bhagavAna-zAna svarUpa prabhu (AtmA) e to jJAnano dariyo che. temAM jarI ekAgra thaIne jJAnane paryAyamAM vyakta karavI te samyajJAna che. A jJAnamAM svapara prakAzaka zakti (khIlI che.) ane prakAzatI ane parane prakAzatI evI zakti pragaTa karI che. teNe evI pratIta karI che ke huM to jJAna chuM, AnaMda chuM. (nirmaLa paryAyanA) namunAnI hAre Akho mAla kabula karyo che. AvI kabulAtamAM samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritranI jeTalI ramaNatA pragaTa thaI che.. teTalI saMvare potAnI padavI jALavI rAkhI che. have te pAcho paDato nathI. paraMtu AgaLa vadhe che. nidhurAM vRtva" e saMvaranI dazAne dhAraNa karato thako. saMvarapUrvakanI nirjarAne nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. e vinAnI nirjarA te nirjarA nathI. e to savipAka nirjarA che ane te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. "akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa Astravita thanArAM nAnA prakAranAM jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ityAdi aneka prakAranAM pudgalakarmane (bharata:) potAnI moTapathI pAse AvavA deto nathI" saMvara pragaTa thayo teNe zuM karyuM? jeTalI samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritranI je nirmaLadazA pragaTa thaI che teNe zuM karyuM? to kahe che- jJAnAvaraNI, darzanAvaraNI ityAdi aneka prakAranA pugala karma tene potAnI pAse AvavA deto nathI. potAnA saMvaranI moTapathI arthAt samyagdarzana, jJAna, zAMtinI mahattAthI (sUrata) karmane pAse AvavA deto nathI. A to eka eka kaLaza Avo che bApu!

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kalaza-133 237 A to bhagavaMta svarUpanI vAta che. bhAI ! tuM bhagavAna svarUpa cho prabhu! bhagavAna che badhAya. AhAhA! cetanApiMDa prabhu che badhA, tenuM aMdara bhAna karIne samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritranuM aMze bhAna thayuM hovA chatAM je pUrvenA karmabaMdha paDayA che ane teno udaya paNa Ave che. ane temAM jeTalo joDAya che teTalo Asrava paNa thAya che. ahiMyA saMvara kahe che ke(udayamAM) joDAvavAnuM have mArAmAM nathI. huM saMvara, mArI padavIne jALavI rAkhIne, pUrvenA je karma che tene mArI moTapathI (marata:) eTale mArI mahimAthI samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritranI mArI moTapathI karmane rokyA che. meM rAMkAyathI rokayA che ema nathI. AhAhA! gajaba vAta che ne ( atyAre ) AvI vAto kyAM che! digambara saMto sivAya AvI vAto kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLe ema nathI. zrotA- saMvare padavI dhArI e tenI moTapa. uttara-e moTapa che. jeTalo saMvara pragaTayo che ne e tenI moTapa che. e moTapa evI che ke tene navAM AvaraNa AvavA detI nathI. pelI paMkti che ke je dize siMha sacaryo laDhaNuM lAgI taraNA; e taraNA ubhA sUkaze, nahIM care ene haraNA." siMha jyAMthI cAlyo, tenA paganI raja je taraNA upara paDe che te taraNAne have haraNiyA aDaze nahIM. tema jene siMharUpI bhagavAna AtmA trADa mArIne jyAM jAgyo, teNe Asavane toDI nAkhyo che. e to ApaNe AgaLa AvI gayuM che ke- zAMtarasamAM vIrarasa Asrava garva kare che. che to zAMtarasa paNa vIratAnuM tyAM varNana karyuM che. "(bharata:) (sUrata niruna) potAnI moTapathI pugalakarmane pAse AvavA deto nathI." eTale ke saMvara je pragaTayo che te paramANune AvavA deto nathI. te AvaraNanA aMzane AvavA deto nathI. "saMvarapUrvaka nirjarA karatAM je kAMI kArya thayuM te kahe che" saMvarapUrvaka jeTalI zuddhatA vadhI, azudhdhatA gaI, karma TaLyA ke gayA e je kAMI kArya thayuM te kahe che- "yata: jJAnajyoti: apavRitta ra+IIfma: mUcchati je nirjarAthI jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa nirAvaraNa thayuM thayuM azudhdha pariNAmo vaDe potAnA svarUpane choDI rAgAdirUpa thatuM nathI." bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha teno ugra Azraya karatAM; je kAMI zuddhatAnI vRddhi thatAM arthAt saMvarapUrvaka zuddhinI vRddhi thaI. saMvara pragaTayo temAM zuddhi to hatI paraMtu vizeSapaNe aMdara paramAtmAnA avalaMbanamAM gayo, vizeSa Azraya karyo tyAre nirjarA zarU thaI. "je nirjarAthI jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa nirAvaraNa thayuM thayuM" have te rAgamAM mUchato nathI. cothe saMvara hato, to paNa haju tyAM traNakarmano Asrava hato. traNa kaSAya be kaSAya hotAM, te rAgAdine laIne asthira thaI jato. e have ahIMyA jyAM saMvarapUrvaka ugra Azraya lIdho to

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238 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 have rAgathI mUrNita thato nathI. paraMtu te zuddhinI vRddhi kare che AvuM svarUpa che. sthAnakavAsInA zeThiyA ho ke digambaranA zeThiyA ho ! e badhAe AvuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI. bahAramAM mUrchAi gayA. Ano vicAra karyo nahIM, nirNaya karyo nahIM. jyAM sAMbhaLavA beTho tyAM jya nArAyaNa. "yata: jJAnajyotiH apAvRtta limi: na mUcchati" saMvara thayo hovA chatAM haju rAga hato ane asthiratA paNa hatI. have e caitanya jyoti jJAnajyotimAM (apavRitta) asthiratA thatI nathI. jyAM nirjarA pragaTI tyAM have asthiratA thatI nathI. sthira. sthira. svarUpamAM sthira thaIne. je zuddhinI vRddhi kare che te nirjarA che. (1) saMvara te zuddhinI utpatti che. (2) nirjarA te zuddhinI vRddhi che. (3) mokSa che te zuddhinI pUrNatA che. A traNa prakAranA tattvamAM saMvara arthAt samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritrano je aMza pragaTa thAya che te zuddhi che. have pUrvanA karma khare che, svarUpamAM vizeSa ugratA thAya che e zuddhinI vRddhi che ane mokSa eTale zuddhinI pUrNatA che. jevo pUrNa zuddha svabhAva che evI pUrNa zuddhi pragaTa thaI jAya tenuM nAma mokSa che. samajANuM kAMI? zrotA:- zuddhinI utpatti te saMvara? uttaraH-zuddhinI utpatti, zuddhinI vRddhi zuddhinI pUrNatA.. A saMvara, nirjarA ne mokSa. A TUMkI bhASA kahI, bAkI zAstra bhASA to jema bolAya che tema bolAya saMvara, nirjarA ne mokSa. paNa teno artha zuM? to kahe che- AmA pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanA chalochala bharelA svabhAve che. tene avalaMbIne jeTaluM samyagdarzana, zAMti pragaTa thayAM... teTalI zuddhine saMvara kahe che. saMvara te have navAM AvaraNane AvavA deto nathI. mithyAtvabhAvanA (nimitte) pUrve je karmo baMdhAyelA jJAnIne paNa paDyA che. have te potAnA AtmAmAM vizeSa ekAgra thatAM vizeSa zuddhi pragaTI. paramAtmAnuM vizeSa avalaMbana letAM.. pUrvanuM baMdhAyela karma che te paNa kharI jAya che. ahIMyA (dazAmAM) zuddhinI vRddhi thAya che. zuddhinI jyAM pUrNatA thaI jAya e siddhapada mokSa che. mokSa koI bIjI cIja nathI. mokSa eTale? duHkhathI pUrNa mUkAvuM ane pUrNa sukharUpa pariNamI javuM te, mokSa eTale mukAvuM. pUrNa duHkhathI mukta ane pUrNa sukhanI prApti tenuM nAma mukti che. nirjarA adhikArano pahelo kaLaza che tenuM maMgalAcaraNa kare che. eka kalAkamAM kAMIka kAMIka jAtanI (keTalIye apekSAthI) vAtuM Ave... tene bahu dhyAna rAkhIne pakaDe to samajAya. duniyA badhI kema vAta kare che. e zuM amane khabara nathI? A mAragaDA (duniyAthI) judI jAtanA nAtha ! - sau prathama svarUpane zaraNe javuM te pahelo saMvara, vizeSa zaraNe javuM tenuM nAma nirjarA ane pUrNa zaraNe jAvuM, pUrNa pragaTa thayuM tenuM nAma mukti.

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239 samyagdarzana, jJAna thayuM eTale have amAre Asrave nathI, baMdheya nathI, rAgeya nathI, duHkheya nathI.. tema mAnanAro ekeya tattvane samajyo nathI. AvI vAto che bApu ! jinendradeva ( sarvajJa ) 52mAtmA temanI divya dhvanimAM A AvyuM che. saMto tene saMgrahIne jagatanI pAse jAhera kare che. kalaza-133 zrI banArasIdAsajImAM Ave che ke- "mukha omakA2 dhvani suNi artha gaNadhara vicAre, 2cI Agama upadeze, bhavika jIva saMzaya nivAre" traNalokanA nAtha sImaMdhara prabhu samavasaraNamAM birAje che. AvA tIrthaMkaro pUrve anaMta thaI gayA. 52mAtmAnuM mukha baMdha hoya, hoTha le nahIM, kaMTha le nahIM... ane 'oma' avAja (sarvAMgethI ) aMdarathI nIkaLe.. te paNa IcchA vinA dhvani nIkaLe che. " omakA2 dhvani suNi artha gaNadhara vicAre.." saMtonA nAtha evA gaNadhara, munionA nAtha evA gaNadhara artha vicArI ane Agama race che. e AgamanA (nimitte ) bhavI jIva... saMzayane dUra kare che. zrI banA2sIdAse kahyuM che ke "so satyA2tha zAradA, tAsu ura Ana, ,, chaMda bhujaMga prayAga teM, aSTaka kahIM bakhAna " "jinAdeza jAtA jinendrA vikhyAtA, vizuddhA prabuddhA namoM lokamAtA, dUrAcAra dunIeharA zaMkarAnI namo devi vAgezvara jainavANI." jinendranA AdezathI nIkaLelI vANI "jinendra vikhyAtA" bhagavAnanA zrImukhathI prasiddha thaI che te jinavANI lokamAtA che. vizuddha prabuddhA noM lokamAtA, dUrAcAra durneharA zaMkarAnI namo devi vAgezvarI jainavANI. traNalokanA nAthanI vANI te jinavANI mAtA che. teno Azraya laIne jJAna pragaTa kare. jema bALakane mAtA pASe che tema vANInA bhAva AtmAne poSe che. ahIM kahe che ke- saMva2pUrvakanI je zuddhatA vadhI tenuM zuM thayuM ? e jJAna eTale AtmAnI dazA evI pragaTI ke- [ apAvRtta ] jene DhAMkaNa rahyuM nathI- AvaraNa rahyuM nathI. "jJAnayoti: apAvRtta rAyAvimi: na mUti" je nirjarAthI je zuddhinI vRddhithI bhagavAna AtmAnuM ugra avalaMbana laIne... (pharI ) je zuddhinI vRddhi thaI tenAthI jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa ni2AvaraNa thayuM. AhAhA ! jagatanA uddhAra mATe saMtoe bhASA bahu TUMkI karI nAkhI che. prabhu ! bhAI, coryAzInA avatA2mAM bhavAbdhimAM tuM marI gayo. coryAzInA avatAramAM kyAMya enA udvA2no paMtha na maLyo prabhu ! tuM tArAmAM cho hoM !! ahIM kahe che ke- e jJAna jyoti (pAvRtta) pragaTa thaI che. saMvara to hato, zuddhatA to

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240 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 hatI paraMtu aMdaramAM bhagavAnano vizeSa Azraya lIdho to saMvarapUrvaka zuddhi thaI. (kapAvRtta) AvaraNa vinAnI dazA pragaTa thaI. samajANuM kAMI? bApu! A koI kathA-vArtA nathI. A to AtmadharmanI bhAgavata kathA che. A bhAgavata kathA che, tyAM tamAre rAga-dveSanI kathA kahevAya. niyamasAranI chellI gAthAmAM bhAgavat kathA kahyuM che. AhAhA! bhAgavat svarUpa bhagavAna tenI A kathA-vArtA che. "jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa nirAvaraNa thayo thako azudhdha pariNAmo vaDe potAnA svarUpane choDI rAgAdirUpa thatuM nathI" samyagdarzana, jJAna cAritra aMze pragaTayAM hatAM. paraMtu svabhAvano vizeSa Azraya laI jyAM zuddhi vadhI to have "azudhdha pariNAmo vaDe potAnA svarUpane choDI rAgAdirUpa thato nathI." prathama saMvara hato paraMtu nirjarA na hatI. tyAM sudhI dharmIne paNa (asthiratAnI) rAga dazA hatI. have kahe che- nirjarA thatAM rAgarUpa thato nathI. (anuSTrapa) tajjJAnasyaiva sAmarthya virAgasyaiva vA kil| yatko'pi karmabhiH karma bhujAno'pi na bdhyte||2-134|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:-"tata sAmarthya vina jJAnasya va vA virAsya " (tatva sAmarthya) evuM sAmarthya (vijhana) nizcayathI ( jJAna prava) zuddha svarUpanA anubhavanuM che, (vA virAsya 94) athavA rAgAdi azudhdhapaNuM chUTayuM che tenuM che. te sAmarthya zuM? "yata : pi varSa mubbAna: kavi varmafma: na vadhyate" (ya) je sAmarthya evuM che ke (va: 9i) koI samyagdaSTi jIva (varga bhUjJAna: pi) pUrve ja bAMdhyAM che jJAnAvaraNAdi karma, tenA udayathI thaI che zarIra-mana-vacana-indriya-sukha-duHkharUpa nAnA prakAranI sAmagrI, tene joke bhogave che topaNa (mi) jJAnAvaraNAdithI (na vadhya) baMdhAto nathI. jevI rIte koI vaidha pratyakSapaNe viSa khAya che to paNa marato nathI ane guNa jANe che tethI aneka yatna jANe che, tenA vaDe viSanI prANaghAtaka zakti dUra karI dIdhI che; te ja viSa anya jIva khAya to tatkALa mare, tenAthI vaidha na mare AvuM jANapaNAnuM sAmarthya che; athavA koI zUdra madirA pIe che, paraMtu pariNAmomAM kaMIka duzcintA che, madirA pIvAmAM ruci nathI; evo zUdrajIva matavAlo thato nathI, jevo hato tevo ja rahe che; madha to evuM che ke jo anya koI pIe to tatkALa matavAlo thAya, paNa je koI matavAlo nathI thato te arucipariNAmano guNa jANo; tevI rIte koI samyagdaSTi jIva nAnA prakAranI sAmagrIne bhogave che, sukha-duHkhane jANe che, paraMtu jJAnamAM zuddhasvarUpa AtmAne anubhave che; tenA vaDe evuM anubhave che ke AvI sAmagrI karmanuM svarUpa che, jIvane

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kalaza-134 241 duHkhamaya che, jIvanuM svarUpa nathI, upAdhi che; AvuM jANe che te jIvane jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha thato nathI; sAmagrI to evI che ke mithyASTine bhogavatAM mAtra karmabaMdha thAya che; je, jIvane karmabaMdha thato nathI te jANapaNAnuM sAmarthya che ema jANavuM; athavA samyagdaSTi jIva nAnA prakAranAM karmanAM udayaphaLa bhogave che, paraMtu abhyantara zuddhasvarUpane anubhave che, tethI karmanAM udayaphaLamAM rati UpajatI nathI, upAdhi jANe che, duHkha jANe che, tethI atyanta lUkho che; AvA jIvane karmano baMdha thato nathI te lUkhA pariNAmonuM sAmarthya che ema jANo. tethI Avo artha nakkI karyo ke samyagdaSTi jIvane zarIra-indriya Adi viSayono bhoga nirjarAne lekhe che, nirjarA thAya che; kema ke AgAmI karma to baMdhAtuM nathI, pAchaluM udayaphaLa daIne mULathI nirjarI jAya che, tethI samyagdaSTino bhoga nirjarA che. 2-134. kaLaza naM.-134 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 133-134 tA. 28-29/10/77 bhUtakALamAM je arihaMta thaI gayA, atyAre che ane bhaviSyamAM thaze te- "namo no trivALavartI rihaMtANama" tevo pATha che. tene TUMko karavA trikALavartI" zabda kADhI nAkhyo. eka "mo no savAdaLana" temAM rAkhyuM che. bAkI "loe savva" e zabda pAMce padamAM Ave che. Namo loe savva arihaMtANam, Namo loe savva sidhdhANaM, Namo loe savva AyariyANaM Namo loe savya uvajAyANam zmo loe savva sAhUNa, A pAThamAM trikALanA paMca parameSThI Ave. traNe kALamAM vicaratA arihaMto, siddho, AcAryo, upAdhyAya ane sAdhuo. tene mArA namaskAra che. dhavalamAM Avo pATha che. bhaviSyamAM thaze tene atyAre huM namaskAra karuM chuM. paMca parameSThI eTale ke jinendradeva arihaMta paramAtmA! jene eka samayamAM traNakALatraNalokanuM jJAna che tevA arihaMto anaMtA thaI gayA, vartamAnamAM birAje che ane bhaviSyamAM anaMtA thaze. te badhAne huM namaskAra karuM chuM. je arihaMtoe AtmajJAnanI vAta karI che tenI vAta cAle che. - trilokanAtha jinendradeva kevaLI paramAtmA mahA videhamAM birAje che. jene eka samayamAM traNakALa-traNalokanuM jJAna che tevA sImaMdhara prabhu, vartamAnamAM samavasaraNamAM birAje che. A vANI tyAMthI AvI che. kuMdakuMdAcArya vikrama saMvata ogaNapacAsanI sAlamAM tyAM videhamAM gayA hatA ane tyAM ATha divasa rahyAM hatAM. tyAMthI AvI ane A zAstro banAvyAM che. tenI A TIkA cAle che. zAMtithI dhIrajathI samajavA jevI A vAta che. anaMta kALa thayo, temAM anaMtA corAsInA

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242 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 avatAra gayA. anaMtavAra rAjA thayo, anaMtavAra abajopati zeTha thayo. tata sAmarthya vina jJAnasya va vA virAca va evuM sAmarthya nizcayathI zuddha svarUpanA anubhavanuM che" zuM kahe che? jhINI vAta che prabhu ! A AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che. atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda AtmA che. tenI paryAyamAM A puNyapApa Adi dekhAya che te badhI malinatA che- duHkha che. AtmAnuM aMtaraMga svarUpa to atIndriya AnaMdano piMDa che. AhAhA ! e paNa sarvajJa jinendra paramezvaradeve je AtmA kahyo che te AtmA teNe jANyo nathI. teNe jANyA vinA vAto karI che. A to jinendra sarvajJa paramezvara jeNe anaMta AtmAo, anaMta rajakaNo pratyakSa joyA che- jANyA che, e kevaLI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke- A AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che. zubhAzubha je rAga che ke je puNya-pApanA bhAva che tenAthI bhinna paDI ane pUrNa AnaMda svarUpa prabhuno (nijAtmAno) anubhava kare ke je anubhavamAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Ave tene trilokanAtha paramAtmA samyagdarzana kahe che. trikALI Akho (pUrNa) svabhAva je jJAna svarUpa che tenuM jJAna thAya; tenuM jJAna thatAM eTale je atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara prabhu che tenuM jJAna thatAM tene atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana Ave che. tene AnaMdano svAda Ave che. tene ahIMyA samyajJAna ane samyagdarzana kahe che. AvI vAtuM che...!! ahIM kahe che ke- jenuM sAmarthya zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa che. A zarIra mATI te jaDadhULa che. A zarIra pudagala che te kAMI AtmA nathI. A to jagatanI mATI che. aMdara ATha karma che je bhagavAne kahyAM che. e jJAnAvaraNAdi karma paNa mATI-jhINI dhULa che, e kAMI AtmA nathI. aMdaramAM pariNAma thAya che- hiMsA, jUTha, corI, viSaya, bhoga vAsanAnA je bhAva thAya te pApa tattva che, e AtmA nathI. je dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa, bhakti, pUjA Adino je bhAva thAya te puNya tattva che te AtmA nathI. sarvajJa bhagavAne nava tatva kahyAM che temAM A puNya ne pApa tattvathI bhagavAna AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu bhinna che. A je svAmInArAyaNamAM saccidAnaMda kahe e nahIM. A to sa. tuM arthAt zAzvata jJAna ne AnaMdano sAgara prabhu che. teno aMtaramAM anubhava thavo tene samyagdarzana kahe che. AhAhA ! e zuddha pavitra piMDa prabhu che tene anusarIne anubhava thavo. vItarAga dazA pragaTa thavI eTale ke AnaMdano svAda Avavo te dharmanI dazA che. vIrya guNa che te anaMtaguNanI paryAyano racanAro che. e samyagdarzana samyajJAnanuM kArya thayuM che. bahu jhINI vAta bApu! e jyAM aMdaramAM samyagdarzanane jJAna pragaTayuM to kahe che ke- e to zuddha svarUpano anubhava che. anAdikALathI je puSya ne pApanA rAgano anubhava hato e to saMsAra hato, te duHkharUpa dazA hatI. e rAgathI bhinna paDIne tene AtmAno anubhava thayo. sarvajJa paramezvara jinezvaradeve kahelo je AtmA te bhagavAna cidAnaMda prabhu che. padhamAM

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kalaza-134 paNa Ave che ke "prabhu tuma jANaga rIti saba jaga dekhatAM ho lAla, nija sattAe zuddha saune pekhatAM ho lAla " 243 he nAtha ! he sarvajJa paramezvara ! ApanA jJAnamAM traNakALa traNaloka jaNAya che... emAM Ape amArA AtmAne Avo joyo che- "nija sattAe zuddha saune pekhatAM ho lAla" he paramAtmA ! Ape amArA AtmAne ane dareka AtmAne pavitra zudgha sattAe zuddha Apa juo cho. emAM A zarIra te ajIva jaDa tattvamAM jAya che. puNya pApanA bhAva te Asrava tattvamAM jAya che. nija 52mAtmA sattAe jevo zuddha che tevo, samyagdaSTi cothA guNasthAnavALo dekhe che. pAMcamuM guNasthAna zrAvakanuM e to UMcI cIja che. atyAre jene zrAvaka kahevAya che te samajavA jevuM che. A to aMtaranI cIja che je anaMtakALamAM pragaTI nathI. AvA zuddha AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava te ja zuddha svarUpano anubhava che. puNya-pApano anubhava te azudhdhatAnoduHkhano anubhava che. trilokInAtha sarvajJadeva 52mezvara kahe che ke- bhagavAna AtmA prabhu che te AtmAno tane anubhava thayo. Avo anubhava puNya ne pApanA rAgathI bhinna paDI.. aMtarmukha dRSTi thatAM.. AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava thAya che. teNe anaMtakALamAM kadI eka sekanDa paNa ( anubhava ) thayo nathI. e AtmAnA anubhavanuM sAmarthya keTaluM che.. e jo !! jhINI vAta che. bhagavAna AtmA puNya ne pApanA azudhdha malinabhAvathI bhinna che. e malina bhAvathI ( lakSa ) chUTayuM to pUrNAnaMdano nAtha evA astitvabhAvano anubhava thayo. bhagavAnanI bhakti, pUjA, dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa e badhA to vikalpa che rAga che- e azudhdha rAgano anubhava chUTI ane bhagavAna AtmAnA zuddha svarUpano anubhava thAya, tenuM jJAna thAya tyAre azudhdha rAgAdino paNa abhAva thAya che.. te vairAgya. jema haraNanI nAbhimAM kastUrI che paNa, e kastUrInI haraNiyAne kiMmata nathI. tema bhagavAna AtmAmAM atIndriya AnaMdanI kastUrI paDI che paNa ajJAnIne tenI kiMmata nathI. tene kiMmata A bahA2nI che. A puNya karuM, pApa karuM pachI tenuM phaLa maLe A dhULa paisA Adi pAMca-pacIsa karoDa dhULa maLe, rAga maLe tyAM ema mAne ke ame to oho ! dhULamAMya oho nathI bhAI ! tuM duHkhI cho. zrotAH- bIjAnI apekSAe to sukhI che ne ? utta2:- konI apekSAe bIjA badhAM duHkhI che. A zAhujI zAMti prasAda... digambaranA agresara cAlyA gayA. cAlIsa karoDa rUpiyA, cAlIsa-cAlIsa lAkhanA moTA baMgalA, dilhImAM ne kalakatAmAM ne paNa zuM kAmanA bApA ! e badhuM jaDa che. karma paNa jaDa che ane aMda2mAM je zubha

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244 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 azubha yoga thAya tene bhagavAna jaDa kahe che. kemake e puNyabhAvamAM rAgamAM AtmAno caitanya svabhAva nathI. kaThaNa paDe paNa zuM thAya?? bhagavAna caitanyamUrti AnaMda svarUpa che. e puNya bhAvamAM e AnaMda ne jJAnanA aMzano abhAva che. mATe tene acetana kahevAmAM Ave che. cetana dhuva nitya anAdi anaMta jemAM jJAna, AnaMda, zAMti, svacchatA, prabhutA evI anaMta zaktiono rasakaMda paDayo che. e prabhunI sanmukha thaIne eno anubhava karavo ane e anubhava thatAM, azudhdha rAgAdino tyAga thavo e vairAgya che. vastunA svarUpanuM jJAna thavuM bhAna thavuM e jJAna thayuM ane azudhdha rAgAdino abhAva thavo vairAgya che. samyagdaSTi jIva te dharmanA pahelA pagathiyAvALo jIva che. cothe guNasthAne dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALA jIvane eka sAthe be bhAva hoya che. "tatva sAmarthya ni jJAnasya va vA virAca rava" evuM sAmarthya nizcayathI zuddha svarUpanA anubhavanuM che, athavA rAgAdi azudhdhapaNuM chUTayuM che tenuM che. te sAmarthya zuM che? AhAhA ! e pUrNa AnaMda svarUpanuM jJAna ane rAgano abhAva evA jJAna ne vairAgya be sAmarthya samakitIne hoya che. rAgAdino abhAva thayo tenuM nAma vairAgya che. Ama patnI, chokarAM, kuTuMba choDyuM ane dikSA lIdhI evuM anaMtavAra karyuM che... paNa e vairAgya nahIM. trilokInAtha jinendra paramAtmA vairAgyanuM svarUpa ema pharamAve che ke- pUrNAnaMdanA nAtha AtmAno anubhava e anubhavanI sAthamAM rAgano abhAva, tene vairAgya kahevAmAM Ave che. dharmI-samakitI jIvane jJAna ne vairAgya be baLa eka sAthe hoya che. svarUpanuM jJAna ane sAthe rAgano abhAva te vairAgya, evI be zaktio dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM samakti tene hoya che. pUrNAnaMdanA astitvanuM jJAna ane rAgano abhAva e vairAgya e be sAmarthya sAthe hoya che. AvI vAta che bhagavAna ! zuM thAya? satya to AvuM che. anaMta kALa thayA, anaMta-anaMta bhava thayA, sAdhu paNa anaMtavAra thayo, rAjapATa choDI paMca mahAvrata pALyA... paNa e rAganI kriyA... bApu! tenAthI prabhu bhinna che aMdara. evA pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanuM samyajJAna ane tenI sAthe rAgano abhAva te vairAgya evuM, samakitI jIvane pahelI sIDhIvALAne be sAmarthya sAthe hoya che. jJAnI AkhI duniyAthI udAsa che. RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA putra bharata cakravartIne cha khaMDanuM rAjya hatuM. chanuM hajAra strI, chanuM karoDa pAyadaLa, chanuM karoDa gAma hovA chatAM aMdaramAM harAma para potAnuM mAnatA hoya to...! rAganA pariNAmathI mAMDIne badhI cIjo tenA pratye udAsa che vairAgI che. tene svarUpanIpUrNatA pragaTI tenI pratIti ne tenuM jJAna che. AvI vAto che bApu! AkaruM paDe paNa zuM thAya! badhI duniyAne jANI che ne ! prabhu tArA mAragaDA judA.. !jinendra paramezvara sivAya AvI satya vAta bIje kyAMya che nahIM. e vAta paNa bahu moMghI ba. hu apUrva, bahu durlabha. haju to sAMbhaLavAya maLe nahIM.

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kalaza-134 245 je A dayA, dAna, vrata, pUjA, yAtrAnA bhAva e puNyabhAva rAga che, dharma nahIM. e dharma hoya to e to anaMtavAra karyuM che. mahAvidehamAM bhagavAna sAkSAt birAje che. tyAM sadAya tIrthakara vidhamAna birAjamAna ja hoya che. vIsa tIrthaMkarano kadI viravuM na hoya. tyAM A jIva anaMtavAra janmyo che. anaMtavAra tenA samavasaraNamAM paNa gayo che. samavasaraNamAM traNa lokanA nAthanI vANI teNe sAMbhaLI che... paNa kevaLI AgaLa rahI gayo koro, kevaLI AgaLa koro dhAkaLa rahI gayo! tyAM paNa samyakane aDavA na dIdhuM. bhagavAna! tuM rAgathI bhinna cho. amArI sAmuM joIne tuM sAMbhaLe che e rAga che, enAthI tArI cIja bhinna che. saMpradAyamAM cAra sajjayamALA che. eka sajjayamALAmAM baso-aDhIso sarjAya che. eka-eka sajjoyamAM dasathI paMdara zloka che. vikrama saMvata 1965-66 nI sAlanI vAta che. tyAre huM dukAna upara vAMcato. atyAre to aThThAsI varSa thayA. A to sIttera varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. bharUca ane vaDodarA vacce pAlejamAM pitAjInI dukAna hatI. atyAre e dukAna moTI cAle che. trIsa-pAMtrIsa lAkha rUpiyA che. traNa-cAra lAkhanI pedAza che. atyAre dukAna choDyAne mane cosaTha varSa thayA. ahIMyA kahevuM che ke- e sajjayamALAmAM eka-be zabda evA AvelAM te yAda che. "kevaLI AgaLa rahI gayo koro" mane thayuM- A zuM?? eTale ke- kevaLajJAnInI sabhAmAM anaMtavAra gayo paNa te lukhkho, khAlI, koro rahI gayo. teNe rAganI ruci choDI nahIM. rAganI ruci choDayA vinA svabhAvanI ruci thAya nahIM. ghaNuM vAMceluM temAM be vAta yAda che. "dravya saMyama se raiveyaka pAyo, phira pIche paTakAyo" meM kahyuM- A zuM? mAre to dikSA levI hatI, vairAgya hato, dukAna choDI devI hatI. emAM vAMcavAmAM A AvyuM. dravya saMyamase arthAt bahAranI kriyA pAMca mahAvrata anaMtavAra pALyA paNa teNe Atma darzana nAma samyagdarzana na karyuM. puNyanA pariNAma eTalAM karyA, paMca mahAvrata Adi pALyA ane te navamI raiveyakamAM gayo. sarvajJa bhagavAne cauda brahmAMDa joyA che. temAM navamI raiveyakamAM anaMtavAra gayo- svargano deva thayo. "dravya saMyamase raiveyaka pAyo, phira pIche paTakAyo" paraMtu tene mithyAtva gayuM nahIM. teNe svarUpano anubhava na karyo ane rAganA abhAvano vairAgya na karyo. ethI te navamI greveyake jaIne puNyanA phaLane bhogavIne pAcho nIce paDyo. tiryaMca, DhoramAMthI paDIne nIce naraka, nigodamAM, cAragatimAM rakhaDavA gayo. ahiMyA paramAtmA ema kahe che ke "yata : fpa karma munnAna: pi pharmafma: vadhyate" je sAmarthya evuM che ke koI samyagdaSTijIva pUrve je bAMdhyA che jJAnAvaraNAdi karma, tenA udayathI thaI che zarIra, mana, vacana, indriya, sukha, duHkharUpa nAnA prakAranI sAmagrI, samakitIne paNa pUrvenA bAMdhelA jJAnAvaraNAdi karma hoya che. pUrve bAMdhelA je karma che tenA udayathI zuM thayuM? A zarIra maLyuM ke je dhULa-mATI che. mana maLyuM- chAtImAM mana che, AtmA

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246 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 jyAre vicAra kare tyAre temAM mana nimitta thAya. A vANI je jaDa che. zarIra jaDa, mana jaDa, vANI jaDa traNeya jaDa che, te badhI karmanA udayanI sAmagrI che. AtmAno verI karma che ane e karmano A badho pathAro vistAra che. pUrve bAMdhelA jJAnAvaraNAdi karma te ATha karma che. jJAnAvaraNI, darzanAvaraNI, vedanIya, mohanIya, aMtarAya, nAma, Ayu ne gotra.... e ATha pUrve bAMdhelA karma che. samyagdaSTine paNa pUrve nAmakarmane laIne.. bahAramAM sAmagrI maLe che. koIne cakravartInuM pada maLe. zarIra, mana, vacana, indriya vagere badhuM mATI che. A AMkhanI indriya maLI te pUrve bAMdhelA karmanA nimitte maLI. sukha-duHkha eTale je sukha- duHkhanI kalpanA thAya tenI vAta nathI paraMtu anukULa ane pratikULa je sAmagrI maLI te pUrvanA karmane laIne maLI che. A pAMca-pacIsa lAkha, karoDa, be karoDa, pAMca karoDa e badhI dhULa che ane ajJAnIe mAnelA sukhamAM e sAmagrI nimitta che. patnI sArI, chokarAM sArA, dukAna sArI, vepAra sAro, mahine lAkha be lAkha pedA kare, munima sArA kAma karatA hoya zeThiyA dukAnethI cAlyA jAya.. pachI pAchaLa munima sAruM kAma kare, pAMca-pacAsa lAkhanI pedAza mahine hoya to chAtI bharAya ( phUlI) jAya. e badhI jaDanI sAmagrI che prabhu tArI nahIM. karmathI maLela saMyogothI tArI cIja bhinna che. e bahAranI sAmagrIne ahIMyA sukha-duHkha kahela che. sukha-duHkha eTale sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA thAya te vAta ahIMyA na levI. ahIMyA bahAranI sAmagrI levI. A patnI, chokarAMva, paisA, pacAsa lAkhanA moTA baMgalA tene ajJAnI sukhanI sAmagrI mAne che ane daridratAne duHkha mAne che. narakamAM tiryaMcamAM avataryo e badhA karmanI sAmagrInA phaLa che. "sukha-duHkharUpa nAnA prakAranI sAmagrI" "nAnA' eTale aneka prakAranI bahAranI banne prakAranI sAmagrI karmane laIne maLe che. juone! A zAMti prasAda-zAhujI zeTha gujarI gayA. cAlIsa karoDa rUpiyA che. cAlIsa lAkhano baMgalo che. pelA govAnA zAMtilAla khuzAlacaMdatenI pAse be abaja ne cAlIza karoDa rUpiyA. te hamaNAM doDha varasa pahelAM gujarI gayA. tenA bahenanI be dikarIyuM ahIM bALa brahmacArI che. te pAnasaNAno hato. jyAre te govA gayo tyAre kAMI nahotuM. pachIthI be abaja, cAlIsa karoDa rUpiyA che. cAlIsa lAkhanA be baMgalA ane govAmAM dasa-dasa lAkhanA be baMgalA che. sAITha lAkhanA to baMgalA che. muMbaImAM hArTapheIla thatAM te pAMca miniTamAM marI gayo. mane duHkhe che, DokaTarane bolAvo! DokaTara AvyA pahelAM dehanI sthiti pUrI thaI gaI. je kALe sthiti pUrI thAya tene indra ke narendra koI rAkhI zake nahIM. indra pote marI jAya, DokaTaro marI jAya che ne kSaNamAM! e saMyogI cIja tenI sthiti pramANe raheze. bhagavAna cidAnaMda prabhu aMdara che ne! tenI jene khabaruM nathI, tene jJAna ne vairAgyanA baLanuM sAmarthya nathI. te A sAmagrImAM mUrNAya jAya che ema kahe che.

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247 kalaza-134 AhA ! ame rAjA chIe, zeTha chIe ne ! amArAM chokarAo karamI jAgyA che. karmI eTale pedAza karanArA... tene karmI kahe che paNa e dharma nathI. ATha chokarAM hoya ane mahine be-be lAkhanI pedAza kare to soLa lAkha thayA. te bhAI beThA hatA tenAM cha chokarAM muMbaImAM moTI pedAza che. e dhULamAM zuM prabhu ! e badhI karmanI sAmagrI che. ahIM zuM kahe che ? zrotA:- enI hoMziyArIthI sAmagrI maLI nathI ? utta2:- huziyAra zenAM? A rAmajIbhAI vikala hatA, e huziyAra hatA. AjathI pAMtrIsa varSa pahelAM korTamAM jatA tyAre pAMca kalAkanA rUA. baso letA. zrotAH- e huziyArIne laIne che ne ! uttara:- dhULamAMya huziyArI nathI. zrotA:- loko to kahetA..! uttara:- loko gAMDA che. pAgala, pAgalanAM vakhANa kare. e to pUrvanA puNya hatAM tene laIne pAMca kalAkanA baso rUpiyA letA. A to pAMtrIsa varSa pahelAM baso rUpiyA atyAre to tenI kiMmata bahu vadhI gaI. korTamAM dalIla karavI e to jaDanI bhASA che. prabhu ! hoMziyArIno kSayopazama jIvamAM rahyo. e hoMziyArIne laIne bahA2mAM paisA maLe ? buddhinA bAradAnakothaLA jevA pAMca-pAMca lAkha mahine pedA kare che. jyAre buddhinA khAM hoya te mahine be hajA2 pedA karatA hoya to paNa tene 52sevA UtaratA hoya. e badhuM zuM hoMziyArIthI maLe che ? A zeThiyA beThA te banne karoDapati che. banne bhAIo che. A paisA hoMziyArIthI maLyA haze ? dhULamAMya ema nathI. ahIM kahe che- e karmane laIne sAmagrI maLI che. zrotA:- pahelAM saMbhaLAve ke AnI pAse ATaluM che...! utta2:- paNa e dhULa che. zrotA:- pahelAM Apa paisAnA vakhANa karo ane pachI dhULa kaho ! utta2:- vakhANa nathI karatA. enI pAse che te jaNAvI ane te badhA garIba-bhikhArA che tema kahevuM che. bhagavAna ema kahe che ke- te badhAM rAMkA che. zAstramAM 'vAkA' zabda Ave che. potAnI nija lakSmInI khabara nathI ane dhULanI lakSmInA bhikhArA che. A banne buMdelakhaMDanA moTA zeTha bAdazAha che. karoDo rUpiyAnA bIDInA dhaMdhA che te dhULadhANI ne havA pANI che bApA ! e badhI karmanI sAmagrI che. zrotAH- e badho dhaMdho karavAmAM mahenata karavI paDe che. utta2:- koNa mahenata kare ? mahenata nathI karI.. teNe to vikalpa karyA che. rAmajIbhAIe tyAM korTamAM zuM karyuM hatuM ? vakilAtamAM pApanA vikalpa karyA, vANI to jaDa hatI ane paisA maLyA te to pUrvanA puNyane laIne maLe che. bhagavAna 52mezva2 ema pharamAve che ke- AtmAnuM jene jJAna ne anubhava thayo, rAgathI

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248 kalAmRta bhAga-4 jene vairAgya thayo, tene pUrvanA karma baMdhAyelA paDyA che tenAM phaLamAM A sAmagrI maLI che. zarIra, mana, vacana, sukha-duHkha ema aneka prakAranI sAmagrIne te bhogave che. samyagdaSTi sAmagrInAM saMbaMdhamAM Ubho hoya che eTale te tene bhogave che ema kahevAya. "to paNa jJAnAvaraNAdithI baMdhAto nathI" samyagdaSTine azubha bhAva Ave che tene te kALo nAga jANe che. gaIkAle bhajanamAM AvyuM hatuM ne mata kIjojIyArI bhoga bhujaMga sama jAnake.!! muni kevA hoya che? muni kone kahIe? bApA! e dazAnI to alaukika vAto che. samyagdaSTi bhojananA bhogane kALo nAga jANe che. cakravartI jene soLa hajAra deva che te sevA kare che. devalokano je kendra saudharma che tenI cAre bAju corAsI corAsI hajAra devo tenA zarIranI rakSA mATe UbhA hoya che. pahelA devalokamAM te batrIsa lAkha vimAnano sAhebo che. eka vimAnamAM asaMkhya deva che. te samyagdaSTi che, tene AtmajJAna che tethI e badhI sAmagrImAM te potApaNuM mAnato nathI. ene karoDo indriANI saMbaMdhamAM dekhAya kharI. paNa tene kyAMya potApaNe mAnato nathI. aMtaramAM to huM jJAna AnaMda svarUpI trikALI chuM tema mAne che. A puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya te paNa huM nahIM. pUrvanA puNya pApanA nimittathI baMdhAyela karmanAM phaLa tarIke maLela A sAmagrI te huM nahIM. AvI vAto have! zrotA:- bAvo thAya to AvuM bane. uttara- AtmA bAvo ja che. tuM sAmagrImAM kyAre garI gayo che? aMdaramAM rAgano bhAga te paNa caitanya dravyane sparzato nathI. rAgathI pote bhinna che e haju sAMbhaLyuM che kyAM!! A dayA, dAna, bhakti, pUjA, vrata, upavAsano je vikalpa che te rAga che. e rAgane AtmA sparyo nathI. AtmA tenAthI nirALo nirmaLAnaMda AnaMdakaMda che. vAta to AvI che.. zuM thAya prabhu! vItarAga bhagavAna paramAtmAnA zrImukhethI nIkaLelI vANI che. pUrvanA mahApuNya vinA e vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM. bAkI badhuM ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM. A karo A karone A karo. ahIMyA kahe che- samakitI jIva jJAnAvaraNAdi karmathI baMdhAto nathI. jene AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda Avyo che tethI tene para sAmagrImAM kyAMya saci jAmatI nathI. - zreNikarAjAnuM to sAMbhaLyuM che ne! bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM zreNikarAjA samakita pAmyA che. paraMtu samakita pAmyA pahelAM temane narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAya gayeluM. e pachIthI samakti pAmyA. AtmAno anubhava thayo, AnaMdano svAda Avyo tyAre je narakanuM AyuSya tetrIsa sAgaranuM moTuM baMdhAyeluM te tUTI ane corAsI hajAranuM rahyuM. paraMtu je AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM hatuM e chUTe nahIM. lADavo je vaLyo hoya ghI, goLa ne loTano temAMthI ghI kADhIne pUrI taLAya nahIM. temAMthI loTa kADhIne roTalI na thAya e to lADavo khAdhe ja chUTako. hA, lADavAmAM be prakAra thAya.. kAM to tene sukave ane kAM to temAM ghI nAkhe. paNa lADavo to khAvo ja paDe. ema jene parabhavanuM AyuSya baMdhANuM hoya e to bhogave ja chUTako... tyAM gaye ja chUTako. zreNikarAjA pahelAM bauddha

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249 kalaza-134 hatA. tenI rANI celaNA samakitI hatI. te AtmAnI anubhavI AtmajJAnI rANIe rAjAne bodha pamADayo. pachI te muni pAse jaIne samakti pAmyA. pachI mahAvIra bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM teNe tIrthaMkara gotra bAMdhyuM. AvatI covIsImAM pahelA tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. atyAre te narakamAM che... corAsI hajAra varSanI sthitie che. temAMthI aDhI hajAra varSa gayA, have bAkI sADI ekAsI hajAra varSa che. tene aMdara AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda che... ane rAgathI vairAgya che. e 52mAM kyAMya potApaNuM mAnatA nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyA kahe che- samakitI jIva bahAranI sAmagrImAM Ubho dekhAya che ane duniyA ema bhALe che ke- A to sAmagrIne bhogave che ema dekhAya che.. paNa te bhogavato nathI. e to duniyAnI bhASAe ema kahyuM ke- e bhogave che. "jevI rIte koI vaidha pratyakSapaNe viSa khAya che to paNa marato nathI" dRSTAMta Ape che. mAtAnI uMmara cAlIsa varSanI hoya ane putranI uMmara vIsa varSanI hoya. mAtAe kapaDAM, ghareNAM zaNagAra paheryA hoya, dIkaro mAtAne jue kharo paNa tenI jovAnI dRSTi kevI hoya ? koI vikA2I bhogI jIva jue ane teno dikaro jue- bannenA jovA jovAmAM phera che. mAtA badhA zaNagAra paherelI hoya paNa, putra jue che e to mArI mAtA che. nava mAsa enI kUMkhe rahyo chuM. suMdara rUpamAM tene kyAMya moha thato nathI. tema jene AtmajJAna ne Atmadarzana thayuM che tene pUrvanA karmathI aneka sAmagrInI suMdaratA Adi hoya paNa emAM e potApaNuM mAnato nathI. dharmI jIva pUrvanA karmanI sAmagrIne jue che.. paNa te mArI che evA mohane pAmato nathI. AvI vAto che prabhu ! vItarAgano mArga bahu jhINo bApA ! are.. atyAre to bahu pheraphAra thaI gayo che. dharmane bahA2mAM manAvI dIdho che. vrata karo, tapa karo, jAtrA karo, upadhAna karo- to thaI gayo dharma ! e dharma nathI bhAI ! dharmanI cIjuM bahu moMghI che. aMdaramAM vikalpano nAnAmAM nAno rAga bhagavAnanI bhaktino rAga jAge to tenAthI paNa bhagavAna bhinna che. tenI dRSTi ne anubhava kare te rAgathI udAsa thAya tyAre tene samyagdaSTi kahevAmAM Ave che. haju sAdhu to kyAMya rahI gayA. bApu ! enI dazA to judI hoya che. sAdhu to aMdaramAM AtmAnA AnaMdane anubhavatA hoya che. te to atIndriya AnaMdanuM vAraMvAra avalokana karatA hoya che. tene kyAMya rAganI Asakti thatI nathI.. evI dazA che. digambara saMto jaMgalamAM vasatA hoya che. jaina 52mezvaranI AjJA pramANe aMdara AnaMda svarUpamAM mazagula che. bahAramAM jarA mahAvratano vikalpa Ave, bhaktino vikalpa te paNa tene bojo lAge che. e vikalpathI rahita prabhu aMdara che tenuM vAraMvAra vedana karyA kare che. tene jaina darzananA muni kahevAmAM Ave che. gaI kAle chApAmAM AvyuM ke 'loe' zabdane kADhI nAkhe che. "namo loe savva

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250 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 sAhULama" "loe' no artha evo che ke jyAM jyAM arihaMto, saMto ke je AtmAnA AnaMdane vedanArA che te badhAne mArA namaskAra che. lokanA badhA sAdhuone mArA namaskAra. pelo sthAnakavAsIno bhAI bhASaNa Ape che ke- "loe' zabdamAM jainanAM ane anyanA badhA sAdhuo emAM Ave. bilakula khoTI vAta che. ahIMyA "loe" zabdano artha kare che- AtmAnA AnaMdanuM jene vedana thayuM che, atIndriya AnaMdamAM je mazagUla che evA paramAtmA, te game te sthaLe hoya urdhva hoya, adhomAM hoya. temaja AcArya, upAdhyAya, muni te urdhva hoya ke adhomAM hoya, meru parvate laI gayA hoya ke nIce hoya, aMtaranA AnaMdanA vedanamAM AvI jenI dazA hoya, atIndriya AnaMdanA pracura svAdamAM paDyA hoya te game te sthAne ho tene mAro namaskAra che- Avo artha che. game te sAdhune mAro namaskAra che ema teno artha nathI. jaina paramezvare je kahyo e mArga sivAya bIjo mArga kyAMya che nahIM. e sivAya bIje kyAMya dharma nathI. to pachI sAdhu kyAMthI lAvavA bIjA? saMpradAyavALAne sAdhu kone kahevA tenI khabaruM nathI. mAragaDA bahu judA nAtha! ahIMyA kahe che- dharmI bhogane bhogave che to paNa baMdhAto nathI. kemake tene prema nathIruci nathI. AhA ! tAva upara kaDavI davA pIvI paDe to zuM tene prema che? tema samyagdaSTine aMdaramAM AnaMdanA svAdano prema che. suMdara strIo, rAjapATa temAM kyAMye prema nathI. te mArI cIja nathI tema jANe che. mArI cIja mArAthI judI nathI ane judI che te mArI cIja nathI. e vAta ahIMyA kare che. jevI rIte koI vaidya pratyakSapaNe viSa khAya che" to paNa marato nathI ane guNa jANe che vaidha che te jhera-somala khAya to paNa te marato nathI. kemake somalano guNa te jANe che. somalano guNa jANe che tethI te jherane mAravAnA aneka yatna paNa kare che. jherane mAravAnI davA hoya che jethI jhera khAvA chatAM jhera tene mArI zake nahIM. tethI aneka yatna jANe che, tenA vaDe viSanI prANaghAtaka zakti dUra karI dIdhI che; te viSa anya jIva khAya to tatkALa mare, viSamAM je prANaghAtaka zakti tene aneka davAothI teno nAza karI nAkhyo che. e viSa jo bIjo khAya to tatkAla marI jAya. "tenAthI vaidha na mare;- AvuM jANapaNAnuM sAmarthya che;" aMtaramAM AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAnanuM jyAM bhAna thayuM che tene bahAranI sAmagrImAM prIti ke rAga thato nathI. teNe rAganA jherane mArI nAkhyA che. vaidya viSa khAya chatAM teNe viSane mAravAnI zaktithI te jherane TALI nAkhyuM che. tema dharmI jIve rAganA premane mArI nAkhyo che. zubharAga thAya to paNa tene duHkha lAge che. tene e kALo nAga dekhe che. are! bhagavAna taraphano zubharAga ho !dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino rAga; samyagdaSTine kALA nAga jevo dekhAya che. kemake rAga e duHkha che, tethI temAM tene ruci ke prema thato nathI.

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kalaza-134 251 AnaMdaghanajIe covIsa stavana banAvyuM che. te trIjA saMbhavadevanI stutimAM kahe che "saMbhavadava te dUre zuM rahezuM re.. laI prabhu sevana bheda, sevana kAraNa prathama bhUmikA, abhaya, aSa, akheda" bIjI badhI vAtuM lAMbI che. mAre to eTaluM kahevuM che ke- 'dvaSa arocaka bhAva" e vAta emAM che. tane jo puNyanA rAgano paNa prema hoya to tane AtmA pratye dveSa che. tenuM kAraNake tane rAga race che, prabhu AtmA tane rucato nathI mATe tane AtmA pratye dveSa che. are! AvI vAto have! traNa bola e stutimAM che. TheSa arocaka bhAva, caMcaLatA re pariNAmanI, karaNI karatAM thAkI, kheda pravRtti karatAM thAkI, abola svabhAva.. tema cAra bole che. paMcAvana varSo pahelAM badhuM vAMcyuM hatuM. "Sa arocaka bhAva" zubharAgano paNa jo tane prema thAyane to rAga vinAnI cIja aMdara AnaMdakaMda prabhu che tenA pratye tene dveSa che. vaiSa arocaka bhAva te rucato nathI. bhagavAna aMdaramAM AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che, aMdaramAM siddha svarUpe birAjamAna AtmA che. nATaka samayasAramAM Ave che ke jina sohI AtmA, anya sohIe karma, yahI vacanase samajhale, jina pravacanakA marma" vastu vItarAga svarUpa che. jo vItarAga svarUpa na hoya to paryAyamAM kevaLajJAna ne vItarAgapaNuM Avaze kyAMthI? kyAMya bahArathI Ave evuM che? tenA svabhAvamAM ekalI vItarAgatA ane AnaMdakaMda paDyo che prabhu! teno jene prema nathI. eTale ke ruci nathI. eTale ke dRSTi nathI. eTale ke teno Azraya nathI, tene rAgano prema-ruci ane Azraya che. tene AtmA pratye dveSa che. AvI vAto have! tenI sAthe meLa khAya nahIM. eka kalAkamAM keTalI vAto Ave, e paNa badhI bIjI jAtanI Ave! sAMbhaLI hoya tenAthI bIjI jAtanI Ave. e to badhI khabara che bApu! ahIM kahe che- vaidha marato nathI AvuM jANapaNAnuM sAmarthya che. jANapaNuM eTale AtmA AnaMda svarUpa, zuddha caitanyaghana enuM je samyajJAna ane samyagdarzana thayuM e jANapaNAnuM AvuM sAmarthya che. chanuM hajAra rANIo, bahAranI sAmagrImAM ubhelo dekhAya to paNa temAM prema nathI. zAstramAM pATha che ke- saudharma devaloka che. bAra devaloka che. te saudharma devalokamAM batrIsa lAkha vimAna che. eka vimAnamAM asaMkhya deva che. siddhAMtamAM lekha che ke- teno svAmI zakendra che te samakitI che. tyAMthI nIkaLI manuSya thaIne mokSe javAno che. tenI patnI indrANI paNa eka bhavatArI che. te paNa samyagdaSTi che. A sUrya-caMdra to jyotiSI devanA raheThANa che. tenI upara vaimAnika saudharma devaloka che. saudharma, IzAna, mahendra, lokAMtika ema bAra devaloka che. e indrane bahAranI cIjamAM kyAMya prema dekhAto nathI. AtmAnA AnaMdanA prema AgaLa bahAramAM

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252 kalAmRta bhAga-4 kyAMya prema dekhAto nathI. dikaro mAtA upara najara to kare che, vyabhicArI dRSTivALo paNa enI mAtAne jue che. paraMtu daSTi dRSTimAM phera che. tema samyagdaSTi jIva paracIjane jue paNa te cIja mArI nathI, mArAmAM nathI, mAro to AnaMda ne jJAna che temAM huM chuM. AvA (svanA) premanA jANapaNAne laIne.. paramAM tene prema Avato nathI. pravacane ne. 134 tA. 29/10/'77 A kaLazaTIkAno nirjarA adhikAra che. nirjarA eTale? bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che. teno aMtara anubhava thatAM tene (atIndriya) jJAna ne AnaMdano svAda Ave che. ene jANapaNAmAM AtmA pUrNa che. evuM jJAna thAya che. have tene rAga ane rAganA phaLano prema chUTI jAya che. Atmavastu zuddha caitanya anAkuLa AnaMdarUpa che ema jene anubhava thayo che tene bIje kyAMya AnaMda bhAsato nathI. tene zarIramAM, paisAmAM AbarumAM, kIrtimAM e badhAmAM kyAMya AnaMda lAgato nathI. e badhAM to duHkhanAM nimitto che. zrotA- e badhAM duHkhanAM nimitto che eTale? uttara- duHkha to pote UbhuM kare che. e para cIja kAMI duHkha nathI ApatI.. kemake e to zeya che. e zeya vastumAM ThIka ke aThIkapaNuM nathI enA svarUpamAM nathI, e cIja kAMI duHkharUpa nathI. pote viparIta zraddhA kare che te duHkharUpa che. A cIja mane ThIka che, ema mAne che e mithyAtvanuM kaSAyanuM tene duHkha che. duHkha nathI para cIjanuM, duHkha nathI AtmAnA svabhAvamAM; to paNa anAdithI AnaMdamayI AtmAne bhUlIne duHkha UbhuM kare che. para padArtha che te to jANavA lAyaka che tevo ekaja prakAra che. para vastumAM e bheda pADe che ke- A ThIka che. strI, parivAra kuTuMba, paiso vagere duzmana, niMdA Adi pratikULa che arthAt ThIka nathI evA bheda mithyAtvane laIne pADe che. anaMtakALa thayo, temAM teNe corAsI lAkha yonimAM anaMta avatAra karyA. paraMtu temAM kyAreya te AtmAnuM darzana, jJAna pAmyo nahIM. bahArathI tyAgI thayo, sAdhu thayo paNa, aMtaramAM AtmA che te AnaMda svarUpa che, jJAnano puMja prabhu che teno teNe kadI sparza na karyo. tene te aDayo nahIM. puNya-pApanA vikArIbhAva tene aDayo.... spardhone duHkhI thayo. AhAhA ! tene jyAre AtmajJAna thAya che ke huM to AnaMda ne jJAna svarU5 chuM. puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya te cIja mArI nathI. hiMsA, jUTha, corI, viSaya, bhoga, vAsanAnA pApanA bhAva thAya te mAruM svarUpa nathI. tema dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAnA bhAva thAya e paNa mAruM svarUpa nathI. e vikalpa che rAga che. zrotA- emAM badhA lAbha mAne che.

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kalaza-134 253 uttara- mAne che eTale to kahevAya che. badhAM (lAbha) mAnIne beThAM che eTale to A kahevAya che. e mAne che ke- emAM sukha che. bhagavAnanI pUjA, bhakti, dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa, upavAsa e badho zubhabhAva.. rAga che, e zubharAga te duHkha che.. enI ene anaMtakALamAM khabara paDI nathI, eTale to e coryAsInA avatAramAM rakhaDIne duHkhI thayo che. A nirjarA adhikAramAM kahe che ke- "tajJAnacaiva sAmarthya jyAre tene aMtaramAM khyAla Ave che ke huM eka caitanya AtmA jJAtA svarUpa chuM. mArAmAM aMdara atIndriya AnaMda chalochala bharelo che. AtmAmAM atIndriya AnaMda che e AnaMdanA rasanI rucimAM tene rAganI ane puNya-pApanI ruci chUTI jAya che. e rAga ane puNya-pApanA baMdhanathI je kAMI saMyogI cIja maLe che tenI ruci paNa samakitI jIvane chUTI jAya che. para vastu mArI che ema have posAto nathI. jyAre ajJAnIne AnaMda svarUpa AtmA posAto nathI. tene to puNya-pApanA bhAva ane tenA phaLa posAya che. A cAragatimAM rakhaDavAnA rastA che. e (jIva) jyAre dharmanuM svarUpa samaje che ane pAme che tyAre tene nirjarA thAya che. ahIMyA e batAvavuM che. AhAhA ! AtmA jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa che. enA taraphanA vyApAranuM paryAyamAM posANa che. dharmI jIvane vartamAna dharmanI dazAmAM pUrNAnaMda prabhu AtmA tenuM posANa ne tenI ruci che. tene (asthiratAnA) puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya te paNa tene posAtA (rucatA) nathI.. goThatA nathI. to pachI puNyanA phaLa (nimitte ) A bahAranI dhULa pAMca-pacAsa lAkha-karoDabe karoDa maLe, patnI, chokarAM, kuTuMba anukULa maLe e vAta dharmIne posAtI nathI. e mArA ane e mane ThIka che ema tene posAtuM nathI. AvuM jANapaNAnuM sAmarthya che" vaidhano dAkhalo ApIne samajAve che. somalamAM prANaghAtaka zakti che. e somalamAM vaidhe evI davA vApare che te prANaghAta zaktino nAza kare. pachI e somala vApare to paNa tenuM mRtyu na thAya. e ja somala bIjo koI (manuSya) khAya to te marI jAya kemake somala prANaghAta zaktivALo che. jyAre vaidya pAse evI davA che ane yukti che tenA vaDe te prANaghAtano te nAza kare che.. ane pachI te vaidhe tene khAvA chatAM tenA prANano ghAta thato nathI. zrotA- paranuM koI kAMI karI zake che? uttara- koI, koIno nAza kyAM karI zake che? A zAMtiprasAda zAhujI cAlyA gayA. hArTapheIla thayuM. cAlIsa karoDa rUpiyA, cAlIsa-cAlIsa lAkhanA baMgalA, digambaranA agresara.. aMta samaye koI dhaNI (sahAyaka) na thayuM. zrotA- e jIva kyAM gayo? uttara- jevA prakAre bhAva thayA haze te prakAre jIva thayo haze. bahAranI sAmagrI ene kAMI madadagAra nathI ane temAM paNa je mRtyu pAmyo tene jagatanA prANI kyAM rove che! maranAra

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254 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 marIne kyAM gayo ? ma2nA2nI tene kAMI darakAra nathI. evI ene khabareya nathI ane evo teNe vicAre karyo nathI.. ke mAro bApa marI jAya che ane huM zuM karavA raDuM chuM ! e marIne kayAM gayo ? narakamAM gayo, Dho2 (tiryaMca ) mAM gayo... kyAM gayo ? e game tyAM gayo mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. ahIMyA mArI sagavaDatAmAM e madada karatA ane e cAlyA gayA enuM mane duHkha che. Akho saMsAra Avo che... eno kadI teNe vicAra karyo che? are ! A mAro bApa marIne kyAM gayo haze ? evo vicAra karavAno tene vakhata ( samaye ) kyAM che !! gati cA2 che. narakagati, tiryaMcagati, manuSyagati ane devagati temAMthI e kyAM gayo haze ? ene kyAM khabara che ? e... bicAro to kyAMya ukalI ne gayo ! zrotA:- kAgaLa lakhAyane ? utta2:- kAgaLa ( patra) koNa lakhe ? ema lakhe ke- teo deva thayA che... svarge gayA che. e to marIne tiryaMca thayo hoya ane kAgaLamAM 'deva ' thayA tema lakhe. mAyA-kapaTanA evA pApa karyA hoya ke te tiryaMca thAya. ahIMyA kahe che ke- jema vaidha somalane khAtAM pahelAM somalamAM je prANaghAta zaktino nAza karIne khAya che mATe te marato nathI. A zlokamAM be dAkhalA (dRSTAMta ) ApyA che. ( 1 ) jJAnano (2) vairAgyano. vaidyanA dRSTAMtanI sAme jJAnanuM, dharmIjIvane meLavyo che. madirAnI sAthe vairAgyanuM leze. dharmI jIva jANe che ke- huM eka jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa AtmA chuM. puNya ne pApanA bhAva ane tenuM phaLa mArAmAM che ja nahIM. dharmI AtmAnA AnaMdanA posANamAM 2heto te 52 sAmagrI... tenA bhogamAM dekhAya, chatAM te karma tene nirjarI jAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? vahAlAmAM vhAlI strI hoya, trIsa varSano yuvAna hoya. samakitIne rUpALI, suMdara yuvAna strI marI jAya to tenuM duHkha thatuM nathI. zrotAH- koIne duHkha nahIM thatuM hoya ? utta2:- ( ajJAnI ) mAne che ke- are ! mArI sagavaDatA gaI. evuM sAMbhaLyuM che ke strI hoya te kahetI jAya ke tame bIjI karajo, kemake tamArI prakRti nahIM jaLavAya. tamArI uMmara haju nAnI che... ane huM to marI jAuM chuM. AvA dAkhalA che, paNa tenuM nAma na apAya. patnI marI gayA pachI mahenata paNa kare paraMtu uMmara thaI gaI hoya paMcAvana, chappananI eTale kanyA maLavI muzkela paDe. daza hajAra rUpiyA Ape.. paNa, tene kanyA Ape koNa ? Avo saMsAra che. anAdino duHkhI... duHkhI... duHkhI che. da "AvuM jANapaNAnuM sAmarthya che;" jJAnI-dharmI jIvane potAnA AnaMdanA jANapaNAno, rucino bhAva bharyo paDayo che. ene AnaMdanI ruci AgaLa koIpaNa saMyoganA bhogamAM Ave to paNa teno prema nathI, tethI tene (jaDa ) karma kharI jAya che tene nirjarA kahe che.

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kalaza-134 255 pAThamAM ema lIdhuM che ke- jo e jhera vaidya khAya to mare nahIM ane e jhera bIjo khAya to marI jAya. ema je jJAnI AtmAnA AnaMdamAM paDayo che tene e bhoga, sAmagrIthI nirjarA thAya che. e bhoga sAmagrImAM ajJAnIne baMdha thAya che. ajJAnI jyAM hoya tyAM hajAro, lAkho bhoga sAmagrImAM Ubho hoya tyAM tene ema lAge ke A badhuM mAruM. mAruM mAruM che. tene jherano pyAlo caDI gayo che. jyAre dharmI potAnA svarUpamAM, potAnA AnaMdamAM rame che. jJAnAdi anaMtaguNa te mArA che. dharmIne zubhabhAva Ave te paNa bojo lAge che. pApanA bhAvane to dharmI kALo nAga jANe che. ajJAnI e pApanA bhAvane premathI bhogave che... ane puNyabhAvamAM dharma thAya ema mAne che. AvI vAto che. kyAM paDI che jagatane ke zuM thaze? marIne kyAM jaIza? "athavA koI zudra madirA pIe che, paraMtu pariNAmomAM kaMIka ducintA che" koI zudra jIva madirA arthAt dArU pIve che. tene pariNAmomAM koI ciMtA che. koIno dikaro mRtyu pAmyo che, to koIne bIjI ciMtA che. te dArU pIve che chatAM tene "madirAmAM ruci nathI evo zudrajIva" dArU pIvA chatAM "matavAlo thato nathI" jevo hato tevo ja rahe che; madha to evuM che ke jo anya koI pIe to tatkALa matavAlo thAya; paNa je koI matavAlo nathI thato te aruci pariNAmano guNa jANo; pahelo dAkhalo vaidhano Apyo te jANapaNAno hato ane A vairAgyanuM dRSTAMta che. dArU to evo che ke- te pIve to matavAlo thAya, paraMtu te matavAlo thato nathI. te tenI dArU pratyenI arucipaNAno guNa jANavo. keTalAka suvAvaDamAM strIone dArU pAya che, tene dArU pratye prema hoto nathI eTale te matavAlo thato nathI. koI strInuM zarIra sAdhAraNa pAtaLuM hoya ane khorAka bahu levAya nahIM, suvAvaDamAM zarIra moLuM paDI gayuM hoya to tene dArU pAya paNa tene ruci nathI eTale te matavAlI thatI nathI. e to dAMta thayuM. tevI rIte koI samyagdaSTi jIva nAnA prakAranI sAmagrIne bhogave che" huM to jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa chuM, e sivAya mArI cIjamAM koI cIja che nahIM. cha khaMDanA rAjya hoya to dharmI e cha khaMDane sAdhe che ema nathI. sogAnIjIe dravya dRSTi prakAzamAM kahyuM che ke samyagdaSTi cha khaMDane nathI sAdhato, te to akhaMDane sAdhe che. akhaMDa evo AtmA AnaMdakaMda prabhu che. te anaMta anaMta guNathI bhareluM ekarUpa tattva che. e abheda akhaMDa che tene samyagdaSTi sAdhe che. bahAramAM loko ema jue che ke- A cha khaMDane duniyAne sAdhe che paNa e to aMdara svarUpanA sAdhanane sAdhI rahyo che. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA! dayA, dAna, vrata, pUjA, bhaktinA bhAva Ave temAM ajJAnI dharma mAne che.. tethI te mithyAtvathI baMdhAya che. jJAnIne paNa zubhAzubha bhAva Ave che chatAM temAM tenuM svAmIpaNuM nahIM hovAthI, tenI ruci nahIM hovAthI te bhAva kharI jAya che ema ahIMyA kahevuM che.

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256 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AhAhA ! dharma ane adharmamAM moTo phera ! jJAna ne ajJAnamAM moTo phera !! lokone AnI kyAM paDI che? e to duniyAnI bahAranI sagavaDatAmAM paDayA che. kAMI pAMca, pacIsa lAkha, Abaru, kIrti meLavavAmAM jAya... pachI to marIne DhoramAM jAya. ghaNA vANiyA marIne DhoramAM javAnA che. kemake tene mAMsa, dArUno khorAka nathI. tene dharma nAma samyagdarzana zuM che enI to khabara nathI paraMtu be- cAra kalAka sat samAgamathI puNya baMdhAvA joIe te paNa nathI. zAstra vAMcana, manana kare to puNya paNa baMdhAya ane tenAM phaLamAM svarga ke manuSyapaNuM maLe. ene TAIma maLe ane ekAda kalAka sAMbhaLe tevuM zubha kare emAM kAMI lAbuM puNya na baMdhAya. dayA dAnanA vikalpathI e rAgathI mArI cIja bhinna che evI to dRSTi ke anubhava nathI. tema covIsa kalAkamAMthI be-cAra kalAka sat samAgama, zAstra vAMcana, maMthana kare to puNeya baMdhAya paNa tene teTaloya vakhata maLato nathI. mAMDa ekAda kalAka sAMbhaLavA jato hoya to tene trevIsa kalAkanuM pApa ane eka kalAkanuM puNya thayuM, e bhava hArI javAnA. amArA pAlejanI peDhInA bhAgIdAra kuMvarajIbhAInI vAta ghaNI vakhata kahIe chIe. te phaInA dikarA sAta peDhIe thAya che ane amArA moTAbhAI bhAgIdAra temane bahu mamatA hatI. | vikrama saMvata 1966 nI vAta che. tyAre mArI uMmara vIsa varSanI hatI. eka rasoDe trIsa mANasa jamatA. ekavAra kahyuM ke- bhAI ! ATalI badhI mamatA zI? gAmamAM sAdhu Ave to sAMbhaLavA paNa jAva nahIM, divase nivRtti nahIM. tattvanI koI vicAraNA, ciMtavana nahIM ane Akho divasa A dhaMdhA ne pApa, pApa ne pApa. tame svargamAM nahIM jAva ane manuSya thavAnA lakSaNa mane lAgatA nathI. ApaNe dArU, mAMsa khAtA nathI eTale narakamAM to nahIM jAva. pachI kahyuMyAda rAkhajo. marIne Dhora thavAnA pazu thazo. pAlejamAM dukAna moTI, varSanI be lAkhanI pedAza tyAre daza lAkha rUpiyA hatA. mRtyu pahelAM magaja evuM thaI gayuM ke gAMDA, pAgala jevA thaI gayA. huM karuM chuM, meM karyuM paNa bApA have to mamatA mUkI dho! to kahe nahIM. e marIne Dhora thavAnA. ghaNAnI mAyA kapaTa ane kaSAyamAM jiMdagI cAlI jAya pachI badhuM aphaLa thAya. ahIMyA kahe che ke jinendra deva paramezvare kahelI evI Atmavastu aMdara che. e atIndriya jJAna ne AnaMdanI mUrti prabhu che. e AtmAno jene anubhava thayo, vedana thayuM teNe jANyuM keAtmA to AnaMda svarUpa che. AtmAmAM puNya pApanA bhAva paNa nathI evo tene anubhava thayo. have te bAhya sAmagrI bhogavato dekhAvA chatAM tene karma che te kharI jAya che. kemake tene kyAMya rasa nathI. samajANuM kAMI? samayasAra jIva adhikAra gAthA 38 mAM rasanI vyAkhyA karI ekAgratA. rasa ene kahIe ke- eka zeyamAM ekAkAra thaI javuM te rasa. zubha ne azubhabhAva athavA zubhaphaLa tarIke bAhya sAmagrI maLI hoya pAMca-paccIsa lAkha, chokarAM sArAM, Abaru kIrti vageremAM ajJAnIno

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kalaza-134 257 rasa che. rAgamAM ekAkAra mithyASTi... mithyAtvamAM mUMjhAI gayelo che. e marIne tiryaMca Adi thavAnA. vastu sthiti evI che, bApu! zuM kahIe !! Ama najare joIe chIene! mANasa Akho divasa dhaMdhA, dhaMdhA ne dhaMdhA. bAyaDI, chokarAM kuTuMba ane dhaMdhAmAM Akho divasa pApa kare. emAM be, pAMca, dasa lAkha, karoDa be karoDa rUpiyA hoya to to huM pahoLo ne zerI sAMkaDI. ghaNA to evA hoya ke paisA ghaNAM hoya to paNa bahAra khabara paDavA na hai. mUDI hoya che, pAMca karoDanI ane bahAramAM lAge ke pacAsa lAkha che. keTalAka evA hoya ke pacAsa lAkha hoya ane koI karoDapati kahe to nA na pADe. tene lAge ke- Abaru to vadhe che ne! Avo saMsAra che. ahIMyA kahe che ke- ajJAnIne je sAmagrI maLI che emAM te ekAkAra che, e ekatvano rasa saMsAranI vRddhi kare che. jyAre dharmI che te AtmAnA AnaMdanA rasamAM che. tene teno rasa lAgyo che. jJAnI bahAranI sAmagrImAM Ubho dekhAya, bhogavato dekhAvA chatAM e badhuM karma tene kharI jAya che. AvI vAto che! tattvano kone vicAra karavo che? A to je kuLamAM janmyA bAyaDI thAya ne chokarAM thAya, ene posavA paraNAvavA... pachI marIne jAva rakhaDavA. samyagdaSTi jIva nAnA prakAranI sAmagrI bhogave che" jene AtmAnA svabhAvano prema ane anubhava che arthAt jene samyagdarzana che te to AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda lya che. evA samyagdaSTi jIvane AnaMdanA svAdanI AgaLa bahAranI sAmagrImAMthI kyAMya evo svAda Avato nathI. tene kyAMya rasa paDato nathI. "nAnA prakAranI sAmagrIne bhogave che, sukha, duHkhane jANe che"zuM kahe che? anukULa sAmagrI hoya tene jANe che ke "che" eTaluM pratikULa sAmagrI hoya tene jANe che ke "che' te sAmagrI mArI nathI ane mane nathI. sAmagrI saMbaMdhI sukha duHkha levuM. jJAnIne kadAcit AsakitanI kalpanA thaI jAya to paNa tene temAM rasa ane ruci nathI. "paraMtu jJAnamAM zuddhasvarUpa AtmAne anubhave che" huM to jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa chuM. mArA svabhAvanA AnaMdanA rasa AgaLa indranA indrAsana paNa saDelAM taraNAM jevAM lAge che. marelAM mIMdaDAne kUtarAnAM maDadAM jevAM duHkharUpa lAge che. ajJAnI pAse pAMca, daza, pacIsa lAkha thAya tyAM to te mAne ke ame sukhI chIe. dhULamAMya tyAM sukha nathI... sAMbhaLane ! emAM eka eka chokaro be-be lAkhanI kamANI karato hoya mahine to ema jANe ke ame to bahAramAM vadhI gayAM. ame to phAlyAM phUlyAM. pApamAM hoM !! ahIMyA kahe che ke jene AtmAnA dharmanuM bhAna thayuM che, AtmAno dharma eTale AnaMda ne jJAna, enuM jene aMtaramAM bhAna thayuM che te bAhya sAmagrI bhogave chatAM te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI tema jANe che. A patnI, bALako, kuTuMba e para che, te koI mAruM svarUpa nathI. koI mane sukhadAyaka nathI tema te bAhyacIja duHkhadAyaka nathI. te koI jIvanuM svarUpa nathI tema samakitI jANe che.

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258 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 Ama laTha jevA ATha-dasa chokarAM hoya yuvAna hoya, eka amerikAmAM gayo hoya ane eka AphrikAmAM gayo hoya ahIMyA muMbaImAM kArakhAnA nAkhyA hoya, e rIte puNya hoya to thAya, paNa ajJAnI e bAhya sAmagrImAM eTalo mazagula che ke jene AtmA zuM cIja che te samajavA mATeno avakAza ja nathI. dharmI to AtmA sivAya jeTalI cIja che te mAruM svarUpa nathI, mAruM mAnavuM eno ene avakAza ja nathI. A mArI cIja che ane enAthI mane lAbha thaze e avakAza ja nathI. zrotA:- tyAgI che paNa ekatva nathI? uttara- te bahArano tyAgI che. puNyanA pariNAma je dayA, dAna, vratanA kare che... e rAga che ane te dharma che tema ajJAnI temAM aTakayo che. dravyaliMgI sAdhu thaIne tyAM mithyAtvamAM aTakayo che. tene ( AtmAnuM) bhAna kyAM che? bahArathI bAyaDI, chokarAM, dukAna choDI eTale zuM thaI gayo sAdhu? dhULamAMya nathI sAdhu. tene aMdara je koI zubhabhAva che- dayAno, vratano, tapano, jAtrAno tene dharma mAne che. e mithyASTi mUMDha jIva che. AkaruM kAma che bApu ! vItarAga jinendradevano mArga alaukika mArga che, te laukikathI judI jAtano che bhAI ! ahIMyA kahe che ke- "AvI sAmagrI karmanuM svarUpa che, jIvane duHkhamaya che" jIvane duHkhamaya che arthAt te duHkhamAM nimitta che ema ! jJAnI sAmagrIne duHkhamayI jANe che. paisA thayA hoya pAMca pacIsa karoDa, bAyaDI, chokarAM tene dharmI jIva duHkhamaya arthAt duHkhanuM nimitta che tema jANe che. jeTaluM pAradravyamAM lakSa jAya che eTalo vikAra che ane te duHkha che. AvI AkarI vAto bahu bApA! prazna- duHkhamaya mAne che ke- duHkhanuM nimitta mAne che? uttara:- e duHkhanA nimitta che eTale duHkhamaya che ema mAne che. e nimitta che, paraMtu tenA para lakSa jAya che to mane duHkha ja thAya che eTale duHkhamaya che ema kahyuM. bAkI e cIja to zeya che. e para cIja duHkhamAM nimitta che eTale duHkhamaya che ema kahyuM. bahAranI koI cIja ( duHkha) sukhanuM nimitta nathI. sukhanuM kAraNa to aMdara mAro bhagavAna AtmA che. arere....! A vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM, sat zravaNa karavA maLe nahIM te ke di' vicAre ane e zuM kare? e pazu jevA avatAra, e marIne pharI tiryaMca thAya. AvI sAmagrI karmanuM svarUpa che, jIvane duHkhamayI che" Ama lakhyuM che- e paisA, strI, chokarAva, hIrA-mANeka e badhAM duHkhanA nimitta che. zrotA- e madada to kare che ne? uttaraH- dhULamAMya madada karatA nathI. ahIM kahe che ke jeTalI sAmagrI maLI che e badhI duHkhamaya che. kemake tenA upara lakSa jAya che eTale vikAra thAya che ane e vikAra che te duHkha che. bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMdano rasa che, tenA upara najara jAya che. tyAre tene sukha

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259 kalaza-134 utpanna thAya che. para padArtha upara lakSa jAya che tyAre tene duHkha utpanna thAya che. A be siddhAMta che- (1) atIndriya AnaMdanI mUrti prabhu tenI sAmuM jove to tene AnaMda thAya, (2) e padArtha sivAya bIjA para padArtha sAmuM jove to tene rAga ne duHkha thAya. paramAM sukha nathI evuM ene kyAM bhAna che? vaDhavANavALA bhAI bolyA hatAM ne ke amArA vevAI sukhI che tema vyAkhyAnamAM bolyA hatA. pachI pUchayuM ke- sukhanI vyAkhyA zuM? A karoDa rUpiyA che eTale sukhI che? AvA badhA pAgalo bhegA thaIne paisAvALAne sukhI mAne. ahIMyA badhA karoDapati Ave te dravyadRSTi ane te samyagdaSTi te dhULamAMya sukhI nathI. e moTara upara bese che, ema nathI. moTara enI chAtI upara beThI che. ene kema pALavA!? enI mamatAmAM e gupta thaI gayo che. pAMca, pAMca lAkhanI moTI moTaruM A zeTha che tene sAMITha moTaruM che. temane tamAkuno moTo vepAra che. dhaMdhA mATe sAMITha moTara che. e bahAranI cIjo to jagatamAM patharAtI Ave che. paNa temAM che zuM? tAre enI sAthe zuM che? ajJAnI bahAranI cIja dekhIne e paththara mArA paisA mArA mAne che. zAhujI hamaNAM AvyA hatA. ahIMyA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne pachI gayA. te kahetA hatA kehuM darzana karyA vagara kyAMya nahIM jAuM. ahIMyA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI gayA ane be divasa rahI gayA. prAMtijathI khAsa ahIM AvyA hatA. tattvano prema hato chatAM daSTi viparIta hatI. amAro koI virodha kare to virodha karavA na hai. bAkI e to badhA tyAgIone paNa mAne badhA tyAgIono Adara karavo. bApu! e to saMsAra che. emAMthI daSTi pheravavI e bahu AkaruM kAma che. ahIMyA kahe che ke- "AvI sAmagrI karmanuM svarUpa che" A paisA, bAyaDI, chokarAva, kuTuMba kabilA, moTA makAna daza-daza lAkhanA e to jaDanuM svarUpa che. te jaDanuM phaLa che. zrotA- e mahenatanuM phaLa che? uttara- mahenatanuM phaLa dhULamAMya nathI. eNe je citrAmaNa karyuM hatuM te tene bahAramAM dekhANuM. e badhuM jIvane duHkhamaya che, e jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. samyagdaSTi jIvane AtmajJAna hovAthI e badhI sAmagrIne duHkhamaya jANI ane "te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI te upAdhi che; AvuM jANe che" e badhI upAdhi che tema jANe che. moTI dukAna jAmI hoya temAM teno mukhya nokara menejara! zuM kahevAya? munima hoya. pAMca-sAta dukAna hoya be-cAra munima hoya to ema jANe ke ame to zuM nuM zuM karyuM!? zrotA- enAthI roTI to maLe ne? uttara- enAthI dhULeya roTalo maLato nathI. puNya hoya to tenAM phaLamAM maLe. pelI kahevatamAM nathI sAMbhaLyuM ke- dANe dANe khAnAranuM nAma che. zrotA:- e to siddhAMta che.

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260 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 uttara- siddhAMta eTale satya. A siddhAMta je satya che tenI vAta che. juo pAThamAM keTaluM lakhyuM che. (1) bahAranI sAmagrI che te karmanuM svarUpa che, te mAruM svarUpa nathI tema samakitI jANe che, (2) e sAmagrI jIvane duHkhamaya che, (3) te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI, (4) te upAdhi che. cAra vAta kahI. | bApA pAse mUDI nahotI ane ApaNI pAse karoDa be karoDanI mUDI thaI to ApaNe kAMIka AgaLa vadhyA tema ajJAnI mAne. teNe upAdhine vadhArI che. cAra bolathI vAta karI. sAmagrI karmanuM svarUpa che, te jIvane duHkhamaya che, jIvanuM svarUpa nathI ane te upAdhi che. "AvuM jANe che te jIvane jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha thato nathI" mithyAtvano je mukhya baMdha che te baMdhana jJAnIne thatuM nathI. "sAmagrI to evI che ke mithyAdeSTine bhogavatAM mAtra karmabaMdha thAya che;" patnI rUpALI hoya, chokarAM rUpALA hoya, paisA, baMgalA hoya e badhAne dekhatAM ja mithyASTine ekaluM pApa thAya che. zrotA- e badhuM gharamAM hoya to zuM karavuM? uttara- e enAM gharamAM kyAM che? potAne parathI bhinna anubhavavo jANavo. rAgane puNyanA phaLathI paNa huM bhinna chuM, puNyano bhAva thAya tenAthI paNa huM bhinna chuM ema jANavuM... anubhavavuM. tenuM nAma dharma che. Avo Akaro mArga che. sAmagrI to evI che ke- mithyASTine bhogavatAM mAtra karmabaMdha thAya che;" sAmagrIne dekhe tyAM ApaNe jANe AgaLa vadhI gayA dhaMdhAmAM paisAmAM, zarIramAM. koI kahetA hoya kesAMITha sAMITha varasa thayA emAM koI divasa mAthe sUMTha copaDI nathI. amane koI roga Avyo nathI tethI amo sukhI chIe. dhULamAMya sukhI nathI sAMbhaLIne have! zarIramAM roga na Avyo emAM zuM lAbha thaI gayo ? A zarIra to jagatanI mATI dhULa che. koI divasa tAva nathI Avyo emAM AtmAne zuM? jIvane karmabaMdha thato nathI te jANapaNAnuM sAmarthya che ema jANavuM;" jJAna ne vairAgya benI vAta karI. aMtaramAM caitanya bhagavAna AtmA che te nija AtmAnuM zuddha AnaMdakaMdanuM jJAna che eTale ke tene zeya banAvIne tenuM jANapaNuM karyuM che. A badhuM jANapaNAnuM sAmarthya che. A zAstranA jANapaNAnI ke bIjAnA jANapaNAnI vAta ahIMyA che ja nahIM. aMtaramAM cidAnaMda prabhu AtmA! anaMtaguNano sAgara-caitanya ratnAkara evuM jene aMtarajJAna che e jANapaNAnA sAmarthyanuM A phaLa che. te bahAranI sAmagrImAM Ubho hovA chatAM tene karmanuM baMdhana thatuM nathI. "athavA samyagdaSTi jIva nAnA prakAranAM karmanA udayaphaLa bhogave che, paraMtu atyaMtara zuddha svarUpane anubhave che" bahAramAM A badhI sAmagrI che tema dekhAya che paraMtu aMtaramAM to pavitra AnaMdano nAtha AtmA che tene anubhave che. tethI tene baMdha thato nathI. bahAramAM A badhuM dekhAvA chatAM paNa atyaMtaramAM zuddha caitanya vastu AtmA pavitratAno piMDa prabhu AtmA

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kalaza-134 261 tene anubhave che. tene anusarIne je jJAna thayuM tene AnaMdanuM vedana che. AvA jIvane bahAranI sAmagrI baMdhanuM kAraNa thatI nathI. paraMtu tene nirjarA thAya che tema ahIMyA kahevuM che. "tethI karmanA udaya phaLamAM rati upajatI nathI" karmanA phaLamAM dharmI jIvane prema Avato nathI. jema duzmananA dikarA upara prema nathI tema tene para vastumAM prema nathI. verI karmanI ane tenA phaLanI A badhI sAmagrI che. e badho duzmanano vistAra che. dharmI to tene upAdhi jANe che. are..! e mArA svarUpamAM kyAM che ane tenAmAM huM kyAM chuM ema jANI sAmagrIne duHkharUpa jANe che joyuM? bAhya sAmagrIne duHkha jANe che kemake te duHkhanuM nimitta che ne! "upAdhi jANe che, duHkha jANe che, tethI atyaMta lUkho che; AvA jIvane karmano baMdha thato nathI te lUkhA pariNAmanuM sAmarthya che." A jJAna ane vairAgyanuM kahyuM. vairAgyano artha evo nathI ke- bAyaDI, chokarAM, dukAna choDI ane sAdhu thayo eTale tene vairAgya thayo che. puNyapApa adhikAramAM vairAgyanI vyAkhyA evI Ave che ke- aMtara AtmAmAM dRSTi thaI che tene puNya-pApa pratye vairAgya che. bAhya sAmagrInI zuM vAta karavI paraMtu azubhane zubhabhAva jevAM kedayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti tenAM pratye jene vairAgya che arthAt tenA pratye ruci nathI. dharmanI vAtuMe alaukika che bApu! e kAMI jAtrA karI lIdhI, ekAda kalAka sAMbhaLI lIdhuM mATe thaI gayo dharma..! tethI "Avo artha nakkI karyo ke samyagdaSTi jIvane zarIra, Indriya Adi viSayono bhoga nirjarAne lekhe che" A vAta apekSAthI lIdhI che hoM !! bahAramAM jeTaluM lakSa jAya che eTalo rAga to che paNa tene mithyASTipaNuM nathI, dRSTi apekSAe nirjarA thAya che tema kahyuM che. koI ema mAnI lya ke jJAnI thayo tene bhoga che te nirjarAno hetu che to pachI bhogano rAga choDIne pachI svarUpamAM ramaNatA karavI, cAritra levuM evuM kyAM rahyuM? ajJAnIne mithyAtva saMbaMdhIno je bhAva che te bhAva tene nathI.. e apekSAe samyagdaSTine bahAranA bhogo nirjarAno hetu kahIne, tene karma kharI jAya che tema kahyuM che. emAMthI koI ema lya ke samyagdaSTine game tevA pariNAma ane game tevA bhoga hoya to paNa tene baMdha nathI. ema nathI. hA, samyagdaSTine paNa jyAM sudhI rAga che tyAM sudhI navo baMdha thAya che. tene puNyano baMdha thAya che ane pApano baMdha thAya che. ahIMyA to tene samyagdarzananuM jora ane tenAthI viruddha je mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInuM baMdhana nathI ethI nirjarA che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. "bhoga nirjarAne lekhe che, nirjarA thAya che; kemake AgAmI karma to baMdhAtuM nathI" samyagdarzana che eTale saMvara che. satya darzanamAM pUrNAnaMdano nAtha AtmA teno anubhava che... tethI samyagdarzana te saMvara che. eTale mithyAtva saMbaMdhI navAM karma AvatAM nathI ane te nirjarAne lekhe che. kemake AgAmI karma to baMdhAtuM nathI, pAchaluM udayaphaLa daIne mULathI nirjarI jAya

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262 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 che; tethI samyagdaSTino bhoga nirjarA che ahIM nirjarAmAM banne AvI gayuM. jene AtmAnuM samyaka darzana thayuM che tene mithyAtva saMbaMdhIno Asrava baMdha che nahIM, tene to saMvara che. e uparAMta have pUrvanA karma che maryAdA pUrI thaye kharI jAya che. "pAchaluM udayaphaLa daIne mULathI nirjarI jAya che. AmAM koI ema laI lya ke- samakitIne jarA paNa duHkheya nathI ane Asrava paNa nathI to ema nathI. ahIMyA to samyagdarzananI mukhyatAthI je baMdha nathI tene gaNavAmAM Avyo che. bIjo baMdha che tene gauNa gaNavAmAM Avyo che. ene gauNa gaNIne (baMdhana) nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. baporanA pravacanamAM ema cAle che ke jyAM sudhI cAritra vaibhava pragaTato nathI arthAt svarUpanI ramaNatA na jAge tyAM sudhI samakitIne paNa rAga che, duHkha che. eTalo Asrava che. tene navAM karmanA AvaraNa paNa Ave che. vItarAgano anekAnta mArga jema che tema samajavo joIe. ekAnta tANIne bese to AmAM cAle nahIM. "udayaphaLa daIne mULathI nirjarI jAya che; tethI samyagdaSTino bhoga nirjarA che joyuM? bhoga nirjarAno hetu che. to pachI bhoganA bhAva choDavA e kAMI rahetuM nathI paNa ema nathI. ahIMyA to samyagdarzanamAM dRSTinuM jora kevuM varte che te batAvyuM che. rAga Ave chatAM temAM tene prema nathI rasa nathI ethI teno bhoga nirjarI jAya che tema kahevAmAM Ave che. paraMtu koI tANIne ema kheMcI jAya ke- samyagdaSTi game tevA bhoga bhogave, rAga kare to paNa tene koI vAMdho nathI ema mAnanAro svacchaMdI che. digambaramuni sAcA saMta jaMgalamAM vase. AtmAnA AnaMdanA dhAmamAM rahe, chatAM paNa jarI paMca mahAvratano vikalpa Ave che eTalo Asrava che. e duHkha che, tene paNa eTaluM baMdhana che. samajANuM kAMI? samyagdaSTine A rIte nirjarA kahevAmAM AvI che. ( rathoddhatA) nAznute viSayasevane'pi yat svaM phalaM viSayasevanasya naa| jJAnavaibhavavirAgatAbalAt sevako'pi tadasAvasevakaH / / 3-135 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha "tata sasau seva: pinasevaka:"(ta) te kAraNathI (sau) samyagdaSTi jIva (sevava: 39) karmanA udayathI thayela che je zarIrapaMcendriyaviSayasAmagrI, tene bhogave che topaNa (seva:) bhogavato nathI. zA kAraNathI? "yata nA viSayasevane pa viSayasevanasya vaM naM na karavute" (ya) je

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263 kalaza-135 kAraNathI (nA) samyagdaSTi jIva (viSayasevane api) paMcendriyasaMbaMdhI viSayone seve che topaNa (viSayasevanasya staM naM) paMcendriyabhoganuM phaLa che jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha, tene (na anutte ) pAmato nathI. evuM paNa zA kA2NathI ? "jJAnavaibhavavizALatAvanAt" (jJAnavaibhava) zuddhasvarUpano anubhava, teno mahimA, te kAraNathI athavA (virAtAvanAt) karmanA udayathI che viSayanuM sukha, jIvanuM svarUpa nathI, tethI viSayasukhamAM rati UpajatI nathI, udAsabhAva che, e kAraNathI karmabaMdha thato nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-samyagdaSTi je bhoga bhogave che te nirjarAnimitte che. 3-135. kaLaza naM.-135 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 135 tA. 30/10/'77 "tat asau sevaLa: api seva: te kA2NathI samyagdaSTi jIva" ahIMyA samyagdaSTinuM mahAtmya varNavavuM che. jene AtmA pUrNa zuddha AnaMda svarUpa che tenuM jyAM aMta2mAM jJAna thaIne, anubhava thaI ane AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda Avyo che tene samyagdaSTi kahe che. A AtmA vastu che, deha to mATI jaDa che tenAthI aMdara judI cIja che. tema je ATha karma jaDa dhULa che tenAthI judI cIja che. zubha-azubha bhAva hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, vAsanAnA pApa bhAva enAthI vastu aMdara judI che. tema dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa, bhakti, pUjA AdinA bhAva e puNya che, tenAthI paNa AtmA bhinna cIja che. evI cIjano aMta2mAM svIkAra thaI ane AnaMdano anubhava Avyo, atIndriya AnaMdano AsvAda Avyo. kemake AtmA atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa che. A rAgano svAda judo Ave che te AkuLatArUpa che. e rAgathI judo anAkuLa svAda che. ahIMyA ajJAnIne jJAnI e benI vAta levI che. mithyAtva e ja mahA saMsA2nuM kA2Na che. tethI jyAM mithyAtva gayuM tyAM samyagdarzana thayuM. have tene anaMta saMsAranuM kA2Na evo baMdha nathI- e apekSAe tene baMdha nathI ema kahevAmAM Ave che. anAdithI ajJAnamAM mAne che ke puNya ne pApa, rAgadveSa, zubha ne azubhabhAva e mArAM evo je mithyAtva bhAva teno AkuLatArUpa AsvAda ajJAnIne anAdithI che. e digambara sAdhu thayo to paNa teNe tyAM rAganA svAdane joyo che. rAgathI bhinna bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa che te AtmAne sarvajJa 52mezva2 jinezvaradeve joyo che, ene e joto nathI. AtmA atIndriya AnaMdano piMDa che. e AnaMdanA svAda vinA game teTalA mahAvrata Adi tapa pALe e badhI duHkharUpa dazA che. evA puNya ne pApanA rAga bhAvathI bhinna aMda2 mArI cIja che evI jene potAnA astitvanA hovApaNAnI paryAyamAM jJAnane pratIta AvI. AtmAmAM anaMtaguNo che e badhAno eka aMza vyaktapaNe vedanamAM Ave che. tene samyagdaSTi

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264 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kahevAmAM Ave che. zrotAH- (anaMta) guNonA nAme nathI AvaDatA ! uttara-pUrA guNonA nAma bhale na AvaDatA ho! tenuM kAMI kAma nathI. goLanuM nAma na AvaDe tethI goLano svAda che te kAMI cAlyo jAya? jhINI vAta che prabhu! tema bhagavAna AtmAmAM! eka seMkanDanA asaMkhyamAM bhAgamAM tene anaMta guNa che ne vyakta paryAyanuM aMze vedana Ave che. anaMtaguNa che tenA nAme na AvaDe, tenI saMkhyAnI paNa kadAcit khabara na hoya. paNa te anaMtaguNano piMDa prabhu! bhagavat svarUpa AtmA pote che tenI sanmukha thaI ane nimitta, rAga, paryAyathI vimukha thaIne AtmAnI prAptinI zaratuM ghaNI bApu ! anaMtaguNano piMDa prabhu AtmA! arUpI AnaMdaghana prabhu! enuM jene jJAna thaI pratIta thaI ane rAgathI bhinna paDayo tethI arAgI AtmAno svAda tene Avyo che. te samyagdaSTi che. Ane dharmanI pahelI sIDhI pahelI zreNI kahe che. ATalI vAto che. ahIM to samyagadaSTine nirjarA thAya che e varNavavuM che ne !! zrotAH-munine to tyAga che tethI nirjarA hoya ne !! uttara- ahIM atyAre muninI vAta nathI. samyagdaSTi thayo tene mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA bhAvathI je anaMta saMsAra baMdhAto hato e have nathI baMdhAto. eTalI vAta ahIMyA levI che. samyagdarzanamAM mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI thatAM nathI. tene bIjA Agnava che; baMdha che tene ahIMyA gauNa gaNIne ene nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. A samyagdaSTinI vyAkhyA thaI. jainamAM janmyA deva, guru, sAcA mAnyA mATe te samyagdaSTi che- ema nathI. AhAhA ! samyaka to sat jeTaluM AtmAnuM sat che te. "(nA) samyagdaSTi jIva" aMdara pAThamAM lakhyuM che juo! pAMcamI lITImAM Ave che. "nA" eTale AtmA. "nA" eTale potAnuM svarUpa batAvavuM che. "nA" e nakAranA arthamAM vaparAyela nathI. AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanA arthamAM "nA" che. ahIMyA jhINI vAta che prabhu! anaMtakALathI rakhaDe che e duHkhI che. te abajopati ho ke zeThiyo ke rAjA ke deva ho! e badhA duHkhI che. te rAga ne vaiSanA vedanArA-AkuLatAnA vedanArA AkuLatAvALA duHkhI che. ahIMyA to jene AtmAnuM darzana thayuM, AtmA pUrNa jJAna ane pUrNa AnaMdano rasakaMda che teno jene zraddhAmAM svIkAra thayo, jJAnanI vartamAna paryAyamAM jenuM jJAna thayuM paraMtu vastu na AvI, paNa tenuM jJAna AvyuM. samajANuM kAMI? evo je samyagdaSTi jIva, jeNe anaMtakALamAM je kAma nahotuM karyuM evuM kAma karyuM. bhale te muni thayo na hoya, tyAgI thayo na hoya bahArathI paraMtu te aMdaramAM rAganA yoganA saMbaMdhano tyAgI che. mane rAgano saMbaMdha nathI, huM to anaMta jJAna ne AnaMdanA saMbaMdhavALuM tattva chuM. kaLaza- 136mAM kahyuM che- "RITyoti" jhINI vAta che prabhu!

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kalaza-135 265 e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma che e rAga che. e (rAgayogA ) rAgane ane trikALI zuddha caitanya AtmA! e beno jene saMbaMdha che e mithyASTi che. rAga sAthe saM.. baMdha che e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ahIMyA atyAre eTaluM levuM che. koI ekAMta tANI jAya ke- samyagdarzana pachI tene koI baMdha ja nathI.... to ema nathI. tene mithyAtva ane anaMta saMsAra paribhramaNa thAya tevuM tene baMdhana hotuM nathI. samajANuM kAMI? samyagdaSTi jIva karmanA udayathI thayela che je zarIra paMcendriya viSaya sAmagrI tene bhogave che topaNa bhogavato nathI." pUrvanA karmanA kAraNe A zarIra maLyuM, te jaDa-mATI che. paMcendriya viSaya sAmagrI' arthAt abajo rUpiyA hoya, cakravartInuM rAjya ho! strI-kuTuMba parivAra lAkho karoDonA ho! kAne prasaMzA sAMbhaLavI, AMkhethI dekhavAnI suMdara sAmagrI, nAkethI sugaMdhanI sAmagrI, rasamAM rasane anukULa sAmagrI, sparzamAM anukULa strI-kuTuMba Adi sparzanI sAmagrI tene bhogave che. ahIMyA to e apekSAe vAta che ke samyagdaSTine emAM jarI Asaktino rAga che. tethI ene bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. parane to bhogavI zakato nathI. bhagavAna AtmA arUpI te jaDane zuM bhogave !? strInuM zarIra je mAMsa ne hADakAM che tene bhogave che, chatAM te rAga sAthe jJAnIne ekatvabuddhi nathI. rAgano te svAmI nathI. samyagdarzanamAM rAganI ekatAbuddhirUpa mithyAtvano nAza thayo che. mATe te bhogave chatAM teno sevaka kahevAto nathI. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! mArga evo jhINo che prabhuno !! jinendra vItarAga paramezvarano mArga alaukika che. bhogave to paNa bhogavato nathI- e kaI apekSAe che! bahAranI je sAmagrI che tenA upara tenuM lakSa paNa jAya che, thoDI Asakti thAya che paNa e AsaktimAM sukhabuddhi nathI. samyagdaSTine paramAMthI sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. samyagdaSTine hajAro rANI ho ! karoDo apasarA ho ! paraMtu paramAM sukha che evI miththAbuddhino nAza thaI gayo che. samajANuM kAMI? paramAM sukha che e buddhino nAza thatAM svamAM AnaMda che evI buddhino jyAM Adara thayo, to have tene pUrvanA karmane laIne bahAranI sAmagrI ghaNI hoya, cakravartInuM rAjya hoya, indranA indrAsana hoya tene koI sAmagrImAM sukhabuddhi thatI nathI. saudharma indra che te atyAre samakitI che. chatAM tene kyAMya-koI sthAnamAM ThIkabuddhi ke sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. sukha to mArA AtmAmAM che, AnaMda mArAmAM che. e AnaMda bIje kyAMya nathI. rAga, puNya pApanA pariNAmamAM paNa e AnaMda nathI. to e puNyanA phaLamAM maLela sAmagrInA DhagalAmAM to kyAMthI hoya? e badhAM to jheranA DhagalA che. temAM sukha che nahIM. zrotA:- para padArtha kAMI na kare to pachI tene jhera kema kahyuM? uttara- tene jhera kone kahevuM che? tenAthI rAga thAya tene jhera kahevuM che. e jhera kema? te ekatvabuddhino rAga che mATe ahIMyA asthiratAnA rAgane gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. asthiratAnA

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266 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 rAgathI alpabaMdha thAya paNa te anaMta saMsAranA baMdhane na kare. ahIMyA to anaMta saMsA2nuM paribhramaNa evo je mithyAtva bhAva te anaMtabhavanuM kAraNa che. e mithyAtvano jene nAza thayo che ane jene AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM che. tenI vAta che. jevA arihaMta 52mAtmA paryAye 5ramAtmA che evo ja ne evaDo mAro dravya svabhAva che. arihaMtane pa2mAtma dazA paryAyamAM pragaTa thaI che ane mArA dravyamAM 52mAtma dazA evI ane evaDI pUrNa dazA (zaktirUpe ) che. AkarI vAtuM bApu ! A saMsA2no moha jagatane mArI nAkhe che. strImAM sukha che, chokarAvamAM paisAmAM sukha che, rUpALuM zarIra ThIka lAge che e badho mithyAtva bhAva anaMta saMsAranuM kA2Na che. dharmI evo je bhagavAna AtmA teno dharma eTale AnaMdAdi svAdano paryAyamAM svIkAra thayo che. have tene pAMce indriyanI sAmagrI hoya paNa te badhAmAMthI sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. te viSayo pratye jarI Asakita che chatAM temAM sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. Ape ! AvI vAtuM che... AvI zaratuM che. mAtA cAlIsa varSanI hoya, snAna karatI hoya nagna hoya, ADo khATalo rAkhela na hoya ane chokaro yuvAna AvI caDe to te mAtA u52 naja2 ka2to ja nathI. e mArI mAM che- janetA che. tenA upara tenI najaru jatI ja nathI. tema dharmIne karmanA nimitte maLelI sAmagrI, tenI u52 najaruM ja nathI. samyagdarzananI najara to dravya u52 che. zrotA :- nirvikalpa na ho tyAre ? na uttara :- nirvikalpa bhale na ho ! samyagdarzananI najaruM varte che, pratIti dravyanI che. (savikalpamAM pariNati cAlu che. ) labdhamAM samyagdarzana jJAna varte che. tethI zAMti ane AnaMdano svAda paNa che. haju rAganI Asakti paNa che, e Asaktino rasa nathI. AsaktimAM sukhabuddhi nathI. bahA2nI je sAmagrI maLI che temAMthI sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. samyagdarzana zuM che.. e samajANuM kAMI ? vItarAga 52mezvara jainanA mArgamAM A vAta che, AvI vAta bIje kyAMya che nahIM. ahIMyA kahe che ke- samyagdaSTi bhogave to paNa te asevaka che. zA kAraNathI ? "yat nA viSayasevane api viSaya sevanasya staM tuM na anutte" je kAraNathI samyagdaSTi jIva zlokamAM bIjA padamAM chelle 'nA' AvyuM ne ? teno artha "samyagdaSTi jIva" [viSayasevane api] paMcendriya saMbaMdhI viSayone seve che" pAMca indriyonA viSayane seve che. cakSuthI rUpane jove che, kAnathI niMdA, prazaMsAne sAMbhaLe che, nAkathI sugaMdhane sUMghe che, 2sathI rasano svAda lye che ane sparzathI sparza bhogave che. sparzamAM 2AganI Asakti che to paNa paMcendriyabhoganuM phaLa je anaMta saMsAra te phaLa tene AvatuM nathI. kemake mithyAtvano jyAM nAza thayo ane samyagdarzana thayuM eTale peluM mithyAtva je anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa hatuM e phaLa have samakitI viSayane

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267 kalaza-135 bhogavato hovA chatAM tene thatuM nathI. mithyAtvathI je anaMta saMsAra baMdhAto te baMdha have tene thato nathI. anaMtabhavanuM je paribhramaNa hatuM mithyAtvanuM e paribhramaNanuM kA2Na have rahyuM nahIM. AvI vAto che. AmAM duniyAnA DahApaNa kAma na Ave. zAstranA jANanArAnuM paNa kAma na Ave. ahIMyA to aMda2mAM pUrNAnaMdano nAtha ! anaMta AnaMdano rasa kaMda prabhu eno jene svAda Avyo te samyagdaSTinI vAta che. vastu AnaMdamaya che, enA namUnA arthAt svAda dvArA jene Akho AtmA AnaMdamaya che evo anubhava thayo, te karmanI sAmagrIne jarI bhogave, tene Asakitano bhAva hoya to paNa te bhAva anaMta saMsAranA baMdhanuM kAraNa e nahIM thAya. pelAe pAMca indriyanA viSayane choDayA hoya, tyAgI hoya, jainano sAdhu thayo hoya chatAM aMdaramAM dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma puNya che ane te duHkharUpa che, chatAM temAM tene sukhabuddhi che. e puNya mane lAbhadAyaka che ema mAne che tethI e mithyArdaSTi anaMta saMsArane vadhAre che. jyAre samyagdaSTine pUrva nAmakarmane laIne thoDI sAmagrI maLI ke ghaNI maLI, e cIja 52 che, te mArI kyAM che ? te mArAmAM kyAM che ? huM emAM kyAM chuM? dharmIne 52mAMthI svAmIpaNAnI buddhi UDI gaI che. rAganI AsaktimAMthI dhaNIpadu chUTI gayuM che. bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa prabhu ! jJAtAdeSTA teno sevaka thayo- tene sevanAra thayo te viSayane seve chatAM tene anaMta saMsAranuM baMdhana che nahIM. zrotA:- zAnI bhogane bhogave chatAM nirjarA ? utta2:- A apekSAe nirjarA che hoM ! tene mithyAtva saMbaMdhI baMdha nathI. vaLI samyagdarzananA jo2nA baLe AtmAmAM sukhabuddhi che, chatAM rAga Ave to paNa tenI nirjarA thAya che te dRSTinI pradhAnatAnI apekSAe che. AsaktinI paNa nirjarA thaI jAya che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. jhINuM bahu! A tattva samajyuM paDaze. corAsImAM rakhaDI mare che. karoDapatio mahelane mUkIne cAlyA jAya che. e 52 padArtha mA2A che ane huM eno chuM evI je mithyAbuddhi che te tene anaMta saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanA2 che. sAdhaka, sAmagrImAM paDayo dekhAya chatAM, jene rAgano yoga saMbaMdha nathI, jene dayA, dAnanA vikalpanI sAthe paNa jIvane saMbaMdha nathI, e saMbaMdhane toDI nAkhyo che evA jIvane, karmanA kA2Ne maLelI sAmagrI bhogave. tene AsaktinA pariNAma thoDA hoya che, chatAM paNa dRSTinA joranI apekSAe tene mithyAtvathI thato anaMta saMsArano baMdha tene nathI mATe tene nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. AthI koI ema mAnI le ke bhoganI Asakti che te nirjarAnuM kAraNa che to ema nathI. ahIM to dRSTinA joranI apekSAe e vAta che. sAdhakane paNa AsaktithI karmano thoDo baMdha che. karmano rasa thoDo che tethI karmanI sthiti thoDI paDe che tene

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268 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 ahIMyA gaNavAmAM AvI nathI. koI ekAnta mAnI le ke samyagdaSTi thayo eTale have tene kAMI jarI paNa baMdha nathI ema nathI. rAganI ekatAbuddhi te mahAsaMsAranuM kAraNa hatuM te have nathI. traNalokano nAtha bhagavAna pUrNa pavitra che ane zubha rAgano kaNa mahA apavitra che. te benI ekatAbuddhi che e mahAsaMsAra-mithyAtva che. AvI vAto che. "samyagdaSTi jIva paMcendriya saMbaMdhI viSayone seve che" joyuM? ahIM pAMceindriya lIdhI, kAna, AMkha, nAka, jIbha ane sparza e bhoga bhogave. eTale temAM tenI thoDI Asakti che. bAkI bhogavI zakato nathI. to paNa paMcendriya bhoganuM phaLa che- jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha tene pAmato nathI" je anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa tene pAmato nathI. je jJAnAvaraNI, darzanAvaraNI, anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa thAya tevA karmabaMdhanane te pAmato nathI. samyagdarzananA joramAM tene anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa thAya tevo baMdha thato nathI. AgAmI bhavanuM AyuSya jyAre baMdhAya tyAre tene zubhabhAva Ave tyAre baMdhAya. nahIMtara tene azubha bhAveya Ave che. chatAM te azubhabhAvanA kALamAM bhaviSyanA bhavano baMdha paDato nathI. svarganA vaimAnika devanA AyuSyano baMdha paNa zubhabhAva Ave tyAre thAya che. samyagdaSTine e baMdha nathI ema gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. te baMdha anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa nathI mATe gaNavAmAM Avyo nathI. jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha, tene pAmato nathI. evuM paNa zA kAraNathI?"jJAnavaibhava viratAvanAta" zuddha svarUpano anubhava teno mahimA" bhagavAna pUrNa pavitra anaMtaguNano dhaNI che. anaMta. anaMta guNarAzino Dhagalo prabhu AtmA che. tenI jene aMtaramAM mahimA AvI che, jyAM teno anubhava thayo che; e anubhava ane mahimAne kAraNe have tene anaMta saMsAranA navA karma baMdhAtA nathI- eka vAta thaI. have bIjI vAta paramAtmA AnaMdamayI che, enA AnaMdanI mIThAza AgaLa, rAgano bhAva Avyo paNa tenI mIThAza UDI gaI che tethI tene anaMta saMsAranuM baMdhana thatuM nathI. [viratAvanAt] karmanA udayathI che viSayanuM sukha, jIvanuM svarUpa nathI" samyagdaSTine vairAgya..vairAgya. samakitI azubhabhAvane to kALA nAga jevo dekhe che. "bhoga bhujaMga munirAja' bhogane bhujaMgane kALAnAga jevo dekhe che. ahIMyA to samakitInI vAta che. AhAhA! AnaMdano nAtha prabhu! atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara prabhu... tenuM jene bhAna ne svAda Avyo che te para pratye udAsa che. paramAM kyAMya sukha lAgatuM nathI mATe te parathI udAsa che. A samyagdarzana sahitanI vAta che hoM ! tethI... sau prathama e lIdhuM ke- svarUpanI mahimA che, svarUpano anubhava che ane para tarapha vairAgya nAma udAsa che. asti nAstithI vyAkhyA karI. e zuM kahyuM? jJAna vaibhava te svarUpano

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269 kalaza-135 anubhava vaibhava pragaTayo che. e mahimA AgaLa tene paranI mahimA AvatI nathI. viSaya sukha, jIvanuM svarUpa nathI" karmanA udayathI thayela viSayanuM sukha te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. cha khaMDanA rAjya hoya, chanuM hajAra rANI hoya, mukhya strI pAse ratna hoya tenI aDhAra hajAra devI sevA karatA hoya. paNa e badhAmAM tene bhogabuddhinI ruci UDI gaI che. tethI udAsa che. e para cIja mArI nahIM, te mArAmAM nahIM, huM emAM nahIM. bhale gRhasthAzramamAM rahelo samyagdaSTi jIva, para padArtha pratye udAsa che- vairAgI che. ahIMyA to patnI, chokarAMva, kuTuMba, makAna, paisAe ghero ghAlyo hoya, evA gherAmAM te gUMcavAya gayo. emAM kAMIka pAMca, pacAsa lAkha rUpiyA hoya, baMgalA hoya, dhaMdhA hoya, bAyaDI chokarAya kAMIka ThIka thayA hoya e gherAmAM te gherAya gayo. mithyAtvane laIne. te mArA che ema mAnIne, evA gherAmAM gherAya gayo. samyagdaSTi evA gherAmAM gherAto nathI. e koI cIja mArI nathI tema mAne che. ahIMyA to mithyAtvano vAMka tene vAMka kahevAmAM Ave che. atyAre e vAta cAle che. mithyAtva saMbaMdhano vAMka e ja saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa che. tenI vAta che. Asaktino paNa vAMka che. e Asaktino rAga choDaze tyAre sAdhu thaze ne!? AsaktimAM raheze to tene cAritra thaze? ahIMyA to atyAre samyagdaSTine je mithyAtvano anaMta saMsAra hato e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. e baMdha tene UDI gayo che tene nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. apekSA levI joIe, ema kheMcatANa kare e na cAle. | muni kone kahevAya bApA? jene aMdaramAM atIndriya AnaMdanA UbharA AvyA che. jema dariyAmAM bharatI Ave, tema AtmAmAM AnaMda bharyo che. tenI vartamAna paryAyamAM AnaMdanI bharatI Ave che. samakitIne AnaMda che paraMtu munine to paryAyamAM atIndriya AnaMdanI bharatI Ave che. temane paMca mahAvratAdino jarA rAga UThe te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ahIM kahe che- karmanI sAmagrImAM pAMca indriyanA viSayane AsaktipaNe samyagdaSTi bhogave che. e parane to bhogave che kyAM? Asakti che eTalI, chatAM tenA svAmIpaNe thato nathI. temAM sukhabuddhi nathI temAM mArApaNuM nathI, tethI tene anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa thatuM nathI... tene to nirjarA thAya che ema kahe che. lyo! AvuM tattva che!! samakitIne koI baMdha ja nathI ema pakaDe te na cAle. bhAI ! kaI apekSAe vAta lIdhI che te barobara levuM joIe. viSayanuM sukha, jIvanuM svarUpa nathI" e zuM kahyuM? pAMce indriyanA viSayanI sAmagrI che... ane temAM thoDI Asakti che, te kAMI jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. tema samyagdaSTine aMdaramAM bhAse che. ajJAnIne to thoDI anukULatA hoya tyAM to amane majA che ne ame sukhI chIe. zrotA:- e to tyAgI thaI jAya ne! uttara:- koNa tyAgI thaI jAya? AtmAnA bhAna vinAno tyAgI kyAMthI? mithyAtvano tyAga nathI tyAM tyAgI zeno ? rAganI ekatAbuddhi evI mithyAzraddhAno tyAga nathI.. tyAM

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270 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bahArano tyAga kare e to mithyAtyAga che. A to trilokInAtha vItarAga jinendradeva tIrthaMkaradevanI divya dhvanimAM AvelI vAto che. "jyAM jyAM je je yogya che tahAM samajavuM teha" je ThekANe je rIte kahyuM che tyAM te apekSAe samajavuM joIe. samyagdaSTine Asaktino tyAga che eTalo tene baMdha nathI. ahIMyA to e kahevuM che ke- mithyAtvano baMdha nathI mATe tene AsaktimAM potApaNuM nathI tethI mithyAtvano baMdha nathI eTale tene anaMta saMsArano baMdha nathI ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AtmAnA AnaMda sivAya koIpaNa puNyanA bhAva thAya ane temAM Dhaka che tevI buddhi rahe e miththAbuddhi che. tene anaMta saMsAranuM paribhramaNa che tevuM anaMta saMsAranuM karma baMdhAya che. AvI vAta che! samyagdaSTine viSayomAM Asaktino bhAva che paNa e jIvanuM svarUpa nathI, emAM sukha mArAmAM che te mArA jIvanuM svarUpa che. rAgathI bhinna paDIne aMdaramAM Avo viveka varte che tene anaMta saMsAranA baMdhanuM kAraNa thatuM nathI. (zrotA) bhAvamAM phera che? (uttara) bhAvamAM phera che. bhAvanI aMdaranI vAta che ne? Ama to hajAro rANI choDI jainano digambara sAdhu thaIne anaMtavAra pAMca mahAvrata pALyA paNa teNe rAganI kriyAmAM potApaNuM mAnyuM ane emAM mane dharma che ema mAnyuM te mithyAtva bhAva che. ahIMyA to kahe che ke- karmane kAraNe bahAramAM sAmagrI maLe, emAM lakSa paNa jAya, chatAM paNa temAM tene kyAMya sukhabuddhi ratibuddhi thatI nathI. tene laIne samyagdaSTi jJAnIne mithyAtva saMbaMdhI anaMtAnubaMdhI karma baMdhAtA nathI. A ja rIte zarate kahevAya che te rIte samajavuM paDaze. emAM kyAMya bacAva kare to pAlave evuM nathI. Avo vItarAgano mArga che. "tethI viSaya sukhamAM rati UpajatI nathI" je ema mAne che ke- viSaya sukhanI Asakti te mAruM svarUpa ja nathI tethI tene rAgamAM rati UpajatI nathI. Asaktino rAga Ave che paNa emAM ratipaNuM nathI- rAjIpo nathI. ajJAnIne jarAka anukULa sAmagrI maLe tyAM mane temAM prema che- majA che athavA to puNyano bhAva thayo emAM mane ThIka paDe che e mithyAtvabhAva anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa che. saMtoe to khullu karIne mUkayuM che. samAja samatola raheze ke nahIM enI kAMI darakAra nathI. mArga A che bhAI ! "eka hoya traNa kALamAM paramArathano paMtha" jinendra deva! A paramArtha mokSamArgane ekaja prakAre kahe che. udAsa bhAva che, e kAraNathI karmabaMdha thato nathI." samyagdaSTine AtmAnA prema AgaLa tene Asaktino prema ke temAM rati UpajatI nathI. te enAthI udAsa che. sANasAthI sarpa pakaDayo che paNa te choDavA mATe tema e rAgamAM Avyo che paNa te choDavA mATe. ajJAnIne rAga Avyo che, te mArA mATe che tema mAnIne te baMdhAvA mATe che. AvI jhINI vAto kahevI ane vaLI kahevuM ke- samajANuM kAMI? A to sAdI bhASA che. AhAhA! aMdaramAM traNa lokano nAtha, sarvajJa svarUpI prabhu birAje che. AtmAno sarvajJa

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kalaza-135 271 svabhAva che hoM!! kevaLI paramAtmA paryAyamAM sarvajJa thayA, paNa A dareka AtmA to guNe sarvajJa che. kemake jo svabhAvathI ane zaktie sarvajJa na hoya to kevaLIne je sarvazapaNuM pragaTayuM te kyAMthI Avaze?? te kyAMya bahArathI Ave che? A AtmA sarvajJa svabhAvI che prabhu! dareka bhagavAna AtmA hoM! are, abhavIno AtmA hoya to te paNa jJasvabhAvI che. jJasattva, jJazaktimayI che. stutimAM "sa" zabda Ave che. "haiyuM sat sat jJAna jJAna dhabake... emAM nahIM paNa "je vaje sumumukSu sarva jhaLake, 'mumukSunuM sattva jhaLake. sat evo bhagavAna evuM sattva je sahaja che te jhaLake che. sat evo bhagavAna AtmA trikALI teno je guNa che santa te sanuM sattva che te paryAyamAM jhaLake tene sarva kahevAya che. are! AvI vAtuM bhAre! A to dayApALo, vrata karo, upavAsa karo, dAna karo, maMdira baMdhAvo, jAtrA karo AmAM bicArA marI gayA. e badhI to rAganI kriyAo che. tenAthI mane lAbha thaze tema mAnaze to mithyAtva thatAM anaMta saMsAra vadhAre che. ahIMyA to kahe che ke- Asakti hovA chatAM te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. Asakti hovA chatAM te sAmagrI kAMI bhogavAtI nathI. temAMthI tenI sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. tethI te AsaktithI samyagdaSTi udAsa che. tethI tene viSaya sukhamAM rati upajatI nathI. "e kAraNathI karma baMdha thato nathI" A kAraNathI anaMto saMsAra vadhe evo karma baMdha thato nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke- samyagdaSTi je bhoga bhogave che te nirjarA nimitte che" e Asaktine na gaNatAM te Asakita paNa kharI jAya che, dRSTinA joramAM teno Adara nathI, teno svAmI nathI, sukhabuddhi nathI. sukhabuddhi AtmAmAM che, ahIM Adara che, satkAra che mATe e cIja kharI jAya che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. Avo vItarAga mArga che. teNe to atyAra sudhI evuM sAMbhaLyuM ke- ekendriyA, beindriyA, teindriyA, corendriyA, abhIyA vattIyA lezyA. tassa micchAmi dukkaDam e badhI vAto bahAranI che. e badhI to rAganI kriyAnI vAtuM che. ahIM to samyagdaSTine rAganI AsaktimAM sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. tene rAganuM svAmIpaNuM UDI gayuM che. rAgamAM rati nathI, e rAga jIvanuM svarUpa che te UDI gayuM che. rAgathI udAsa che mATe tene anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa evuM karma baMdhAtuM nathI. je (bhoga) bhogave che te nirjarA nimitte che. A apekSAe vAta che. koI sarvathA ema mAnI lya ke Asakita che tenI bilakula nirjarA thaI jAya che ane tene jarA paNa baMdha nathI- to ema nathI. AsaktinuM alpa baMdhana che. karmanI sthiti alpa baMdhAya che paNa te anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa thatuM nathI, mATe tene nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. AmAM keTalI zaratuM ! yAda keTaluM rAkhavuM. zrotA- eka ja zarata che AtmAne zraddhavo..! uttara- basa, basa... AnaMdanA nAthanI sAmuM jovuM te eka ja zarata che. paryAyanI, rAganI sAmuM jovAnuM choDI de! jeNe rAgane, paryAyanI sAmuM joyuM teNe bhagavAna AtmAno

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272 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 anAdara karyo ane mithyAtva sevyuM. e rAgane jeNe upAdeya mAnyo, AdaraNIya mAnyo teNe bhagavAna AtmAne heya mAnyo. jeNe pUrNAnaMdanA nAthane upAdeya mAnyo teNe je bhAve tIrthakara gotra baMdhAya te bhAvane paNa heya jANyo. AvuM bIje kyAM che. A to vItarAga trilokanAthano mArga che. samyagdaSTi bhoga bhogave che temAM apekSA kaI lIdhI? te Asakti pratye udAsa chevairAgya che. parane to bhogavI zakato nathI. Asakti pratye vairAgya che tethI AsaktimAM jIvanI kartA buddhi nathI; tethI tene anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa nathI thatuM ane te kharI jAya che tema dRSTinA jore kahevAmAM Ave che. (madAkrAntA) samyagdRSTerbhavati niyataM jJAnavairAgyazakti: svaM vastutvaM kalayitumayaM svaanyruupaaptimuktyaa| yasmAjjJAtvA vyatikaramidaM tattvataH svaM paraM ca svasminnAste viramati parAtsarvato raagyogaat||4-136 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "sacada: niyata jJAnavairAyazagi: bhavati (sacadaD:) dravyarUpe mithyAtvakarma upazamyuM che jene, bhAvarUpe zuddha samyakatvabhAvarUpa pariNamyo che je jIva, tene (jJAna) zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavarUpa jANapaNuM ane (vairAgya) jeTalAM pAradravya-dravyakarmarUpa, bhAvakarmarUpa, nokarmarUpa-zeyarUpa che te samasta pAradravyono sarva prakAre tyAga-(za9i:) evI be zaktio (niyata bhavati) avazya hoya che-sarvathA hoya che; [baMne zaktio je rIte hoya che te kahe che- ] "yasmAta mayaM svani zAste parAta sarvata: pAyo viramati"(vAta) kAraNa ke (jayaM) samyagdaSTi(svarina zAste) sahaja ja zuddhasvarUpamAM anubhavarUpa hoya che tathA (TRIC RTyo II) pugaladravyanI upAdhithI che jeTalI rAgAdi azudhdhapariNati, tenAthI (sarvata:viramati) sarva prakAre rahita hoya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke AvuM lakSaNa samyagdaSTi jIvane avazya hoya che. AvuM lakSaNa hotAM avazya vairAgya guNa che. zuM karIne evo hoya che? "vaM5raMva rUdra vyatiram tattvata: jJAtvA" (sva) zuddha caitanyamAtra mAruM svarUpa che, (para) dravyakarmabhAvakarma-nokarmano vistAra parAyo-pudgaladravyano che, (rUddha vyatira) evuM vivaraNa (tattvata: jJAtvA) kahevA mATe nathI, vastusvarUpa evuM ja che ema anubhavarUpa jANe che samyagdaSTi jIva, tethI jJAnazakti che. huM ATaluM kare che samyagdaSTi jIva te zAne mATe? uttara Ama che-"a vastutve cituma" (rUM vastutva) potAnuM zuddhapaNuM, tenA (natina) niraMtara abhyAsa mATe arthAt vastunI prAptine mATe, te vastunI prApti

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kalaza-136 203 zAnAthI thAya che? "svAnyapattinuvantyA" potAnA zuddha svarUpano lAbha, 52dravyano sarvathA tyAga, -evA kAraNathI. 4-136. kaLaza naM.-136 : u52 pravacana pravacana naM. 135-136-137 tA. 30-31/10/'77-01/11/'77 "samyagdache: niyataM jJAna vairAgyazaktti: bhavati" dravyarUpe mithyAtva karma upazamyuM che jene " jene darzanamohamAM mithyAtvakarma che te nAza thayuM che- upazamyuM che bhale ! je zuddha samyakrUpe pariNamyo che. pelA loko kahe che ke- jIvAdine mAnavA te samakti. nava tattvone mAnavAM te samyak. paraMtu ahIM to pavitra prabhu zuddharUpe pariName tene samakti kahevAmAM Ave che. "bhAvarUpe zuddha samyaktvabhAvarUpa pariNamyo che" dravyakarma eTale darzanamoha upazamyuM che, zamI gayuM che bhAvamAM. jene samyagdarzana eTale huM pUrNa paramAtmA svarUpa chuM, huM to bhagavat svarUpa chuM, pUrNa ja chuM. evuM jene jJAna thaIne, anubhava thaIne, pratIti thaI che te samaktirUpe pariNamyo che. eTale paryAyamAM samakti darzananI dazA thaI che. * "pariNamyo che je jIva, tene zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavarUpa jANapaNuM" ekalo zuddha svarUpa pUrNa che tenuM tene jJAna thayuM che. vartamAna paryAya eTale jJAnadazAmAM zuddha svarUpano anubhava che. "jeTalAM 52dravya-dravyakarmarUpa, bhAvakarmarUpa, nokarmarUpa zeyarUpa che te samasta 52dravyono sarva prakAre tyAga" nokarma eTale za2I2, vANI, strI, kuTuMba, deza e padravya. AThakarma te dravyakarma puNya, pApanA bhAva, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA bhAva e bhAvakarma che. nokarma zarIrAdi jJeyarUpa che. te to jJAnamAM 52 zeya tarIke jANavA lAyaka che. A dharmanI pahelI dazA che. karma, karmanA nimitte maLelI sAmagrI ane puNya, pApanA bhAva te badhA jJAnamAM 52zeya tarIke jANavA lAyaka che. te cIja mArI che te tarIke mAnavA lAyaka nathI. jeTalAM padravya, zarI2, kuTuMba, strI, parivAra, paisA Abaru, baMgalA badhuM 52dravya che. bhAvakarma arthAt puNya ne pApanA bhAva, nokarma za2I2, vANI Adi.. e badhA jJeyo che. jJAnamAM 52 jANavA lAyaka che, e 52 cIja mArI che ema dharmIne mAnavA lAyaka nathI. ahIM patnIne ardhAMganA kahe. aDadhuM aMga potAnuM ane aDadhu aMga patnInuM ema karIne (AkhuM aMga mAnanAra ) mUDha che. 52 zeya che e to jJAnamAM 52 tarIke jANavA lAyaka che. AtmAmAM e mArI cIja che tema mAnavA lAyaka nathI. AvuM che. ahIM vairAgyanI vyAkhyA karI. "te samasta 52dravyono sarva prakAre tyAga" rAgathI mAMDIne 52dravyano svabhAvamAM tyAga che. jemAM dayA, dAnanA pariNAmano paNa tyAga che. A to bahArano tyAga karIne beThA to thaI gayA tyAgI ! jaina mArgano tyAga koI alaukika che. emAM

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274 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 puNyanA pariNAma UThe e paNa mArA nathI. eno tyAgI tene to haju samyagdaSTi kahIe. pachI Asaktino tyAga karIne kare tene cAritra kahIe. "te samasta paradravyono sarva prakAre tyAga" samasta dravya para che. samastamAM badhuM AvI gayuM jaDa karma, bhAva karma, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, paisA, Abaru, makAna, chokarA-chokarIyuM vagere paradravya che. sArA gharanI dikarI hoya, (kariyAvaramAM) be, pAMca lAkha laIne AvI hoya (te mAne) A mArA che, tArA dhULeya nathI. sAMbhaLane! evI be zaktio avazya hoya che- sarvathA hoya che" samyagdaSTine AtmAno anubhava astipaNAnuM jJAna ane rAganA abhAva svabhAvano tyAga te udAsa-vairAgya A be zaktio samyagdaSTine kAyama hoya che. pravacana naM. 136 tA. 31/10/77 samyagdaSTie parano saMbaMdha choDIne zudhdha caitanya AnaMda svarUpa AtmAno saMbaMdha joDI dIdho che. ajJAnIe anAdithI AtmA AnaMda, zAMta svarUpa che teno saMbaMdha choDI dIdho che. pachI te rAga dayA-dAna, vrata-bhaktino-pUjAno ho paNa e rAga che. rAganI sAthe ekatvano saMbaMdha te ja mithyAtva che. te mithyASTi paribhramaNa karavAvALo jIva che. dravyarUpe mithyAtva karma upazamyuM che jene," jaDakarma evuM je darzanamoha che teno upazama thaI gayo che, teno have udaya nathI. "bhAvarUpe zudhdha samyakatvabhAvarUpa pariNamyo che je jIva" huM to zudhdha caitanya AnaMda chuM evA bhAvarUpe. samyagdarzanamAM AvI zudhdha dazA-zudhdha pariNatirUpanI pavitra dazA pragaTa thAya che. A to dharmanI pahelI zarUAtanI vAta che. samyagdarzanamAM zudhdha samyakarUpanuM pariNamana che. A dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA rAgathI bhinna, mArI cIja pUrNa zudhdha AnaMda che tenI sAthe ekatvano saMbaMdha thaIne samyagdarzana eTale zudhdha zradhdhAnAM pariNamananI dazAnI utpatti thaI che. AvI jhINI vAta bahu! e samyagdaSTine "zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa jANapaNuM che." huM to zudhdha caitanya pavitra AnaMda chuM evuM samyagdaSTine jJAna thAya che. aMdara je AtmA che te zudhdha svarUpa pavitra bhagavAna huM chuM tevI aMdaramAM eTale anubhavamAM zudhdhanI pratIti thAya che. AvI cIja che. zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa jANapaNuM" joyuM ? je zudhdha svarUpa caitanya che te pavitra che, zubhAzubharAga apavitra che. tenAthI bhagavAna AtmAnI cIja bhinna che. aMdaramAM pavitra bhagavAna AtmA che, evA pavitratAno anubhava tathA tenuM jANapaNuM. pAThamAM ema lakhyuM che"zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa jANapaNA". ekaluM zAstranuM jJAna e nahIM. huM zudhdha pavitra saccidAnaMda prabhu chuM. sahaja Atma svarUpa zudhdha chuM tevA anubhavanuM jANapaNuM- dharmanI pahelI

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275 kalaza-136 sIDhIvALo samyagdaSTi te Avo hoya che. "zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa jANapaNuM" ema AvyuM ne? zAstranA jANapaNAnI vAta ahIMyA nathI. tema rAga ne puNya-pApanA jANapaNAnI vAta ahIMyA nathI. ane je eka samayanI vartamAna paryAya je che te paNa nahIM. trikALI zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavanuM jJAna. huM akhaMDa pavitra zuddha svarUpa chuM teno anubhava arthAt paryAyamAM AnaMdanuM vedana ( pUrvakanuM ) jANapaNuM. dharmanI AvI zaratuM che. A dazA (pragaTa) thayA vinA tene janma-ma2Nano aMta Avato nathI. corAsI lAkhanA avatAra karI - karIne marI jaze paNa kyAMye sukha nathI. e paisAvALA karoDopati hoya to paNa te duHkhI che. e bicArAne aMtarano AnaMda ne aMta2 svarUpanI lakSmI teno anubhava ne jJAna nathI. e badhA ajJAnI duHkhI che. "jeTalAM 52dravya " - AtmA sivAyanI jeTalI 52 vastu - strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, dhaMdhA Adi. 'dravyakarma' aMdara jaDa ATha karma je che te dravyakarma. 'bhAvakarma' puNya ne pApanA bhAva, zubha azubhabhAva te malinabhAva che. 'nokarmarUpa ' - vANI Adi bahA2nA saMyogo e zeyarUpa che. AtmAnA jJAnamAM e zeyarUpa che. AtmA caitanya svarUpa jJAnamUrti prabhu che. e jJAnamAMpuNya-pApanA bhAva, karmabaMdhana, saMyogIcIja-lakSmI Adi te badhA zeya che. dharmIne potAnA jJAnamAM te badhA zeya che- jANavAlAyaka che. e cIja mArI che tevI mAnyatA mithyAtvanI che. potAnA zudhdha caitanya sivAyanA je dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA bhAva che te paNa zeya cheeTale jJAnamAM jANavA lAyaka che. te cIja potAnA jJAnamAM, mArI che tema mAnavAlAyaka nathI. zarIra, karma, strI, kuTuMba-parivAra, paisA, Abaru e badhA potAnA jJAnamAM 52zeya tarIke jANavAlAyaka cIja che tema zAnI jANe che.... tene dharmI kahIe. dayA-dAnanA vikalpano rAga Ave che te paNa mArA jJAnamAM, 52zeya tarIke jANavAlAyaka che. te cIja mArI che tema mAnavAlAyaka nathI. sUkSma vAta che bhAI ? anaMtakALa paribhramaNa karatAM karatAM corAsI lAkha yonimAM rakhaDayo. eka-eka yonimAM anaMtavAra upajyo.... che... te mithyAtvane laIne. rAgAdi bhAva mArA che evI mAnyatA te mithyAtva che. e mithyAtvanA kAraNe corAsImAM avatAra lIdhA che. zrotAH- e mAnyatA jUThThI che ? utta2:- e mAnyatA ja jUdI che. A mArA paisA, A mArA chokarAM, A mArI putrI, A mArI strI-e mAnyatA mithyAtva che. AtmA jJAnasvarUpa prabhu che temAM 52zeya tarIke jANavAlAyaka che. paraMtu te mArA mAnavA lAyaka e cIja nathI. te mAruM- te mAruM tema mAne te mithyArdaSTi jIva che. AvI vAta che bhAI ! ahIM kahyuM ne ! jeTalAM 52dravyo che- makAna, strI, kuTuMba, chokarA-chokarIo, Abaru e badhAM pa2dravyo che. prabhu caitanya (AtmA) to jJAnasvarUpa che. jJAnamAM te 5dravya tarIke

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276 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 jANavAlAyaka che. paracIja mArI che ema mAnavAvALA mithyAdRSTi-pApI-adharmI che. Avo mArga che. jeTalAM paradravya - dravyakarmarUpa, bhAvakarmarUpa - zubha azubha bhAva. puNyanA bhAvadayA- dAna- vrata - bhaktinA bhAva te zubhabhAva. hiMsA-jUTha-corI-viSaya- vAsanA te azubhabhAva- tene mArA mAne che te mithyAdeSTi che. e cIja mArA jJAnamAM parazeya tarIke jANavAlAyaka che. ema mAnanAra jIva samyagdaSTi che. bahu AkaruM kAma ! javAbadArI ghaNI, vItarAga mArgamAM zaratuM ghaNI. trilokInAtha vItarAga jinendradeva paramezvara jinavara prabhu! tenI divya dhvanimAM A AvyuM che. potAnA AtmA sivAyanI jeTalI bIjI cIja che.. pachI te - vratano bhAva ho ke bhaktino bhAva ho ke vepArano bhAva ho.. e badhA bhAva mArA jJAnamAM paraya tarIke jANavA lAyaka che. e paraNeya mArA che evI mAnyatA adharmI jIvanI che. AvI vAta have! bahAramAM jyAM pAMca, pacIsa lAkha rUpiyA maLe, zarIra suMdara, patnI, bALako hoya tyAM to emAM mUrNAya jAya e mUDha che, tene jainadharmanI khabara nathI. jaina dharma to tene kahIe ke - e badhI para cIjo mArI nathI, te parathI bhinna rahIne parane huM jANavAvALo chuM. AvI jene daSTi hoya te samyagdaSTi dharmI che jaina che. bhASA to sAdI che. vastu to che te che. anaMtakALamAM kadI A karyuM nathI. cha DhALAmAM Ave che... "munivrata dhAra anaMtavAra raiveyaka upajAyau, pai nija AtamajJAna vinA sukha leza na pAyau." paMcamahAvrata pALyA paNa e to zubharAga che. e rAgathI mArI cIja bhinna che je AnaMda svarUpa che teno anubhava ane dRSTi na karI- ethI mithyASTi rahyo. samajamAM AvyuM? "te samasta paradravyono sarva prakAre tyAga." samyagdaSTine sarva paradravyono tyAga che. te mArI cIja nathI- te tyAga che. rAga-dayAdAnano bhAva ane lakSmI, Abaru, kIrti, chokarAchokarIo te koI mArI cIja nathI. te mArAmAM nathI, huM temAM nathI, AhAhA! paradravyono sarva prakAre tyAga dRSTimAM che te dharmI che. dharmanI zarUAtavALA jIvane dRSTimAM paradravyano sarvathA tyAga thAya che. evI be zaktio avazya hoya che" dharmI jIva samyagdaSTine be zaktio pragaTe che, te be zaktio kaI ? (1) zudhdha caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna tenA anubhavanuM jANapaNuM. (2) potA sivAya paradravyano dRSTimAMthI tyAga tevo vairAgya, A be zaktio dharmIne kAyama hoya che. AvI vAta che prabhu! A zarIra to mATI-dhULa-pudgala che. tethI para che. te cIja jJAnamAM parazeya tarIke jANavA lAyaka che, paNa te cIja mArI tema jJAnamAM mAnavAlAyaka che nahIM. ahIM to jarI zarIra

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kalaza-136 277 ThIka hoya tenAM ahaMkAra, strI, kuTuMba kAMIka ThIka maLyA tenA ahaMkAra- e badhA mithyASTi che, teNe caitanyanuM khUna karI nAkhyuM che. AhAhA! bhagavAna to jJAna svarUpI AtmA AnaMdamUrti prabhu! temAM A paracIja mArI mAnIne potAnI cIjano anAdara karyo che. bahu jhINuM bhAI ! mArga Avo che bApu! "te samasta paradravyono sarva prakAre tyAga" bhASA joI ! dharmI jIvane.... samasta padravyono sarva prakAre aMtaramAM tyAga che. te bhale gRhasthAzramamAM ho ! cakravartI padamAM ho ! samaktiI bharata jevA ho! paraMtu aMtaramAM zubharAgane para mAnIne te badhA paradravyono dRSTimAM sarvathA prakAre tyAga che. ane eka AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna tenuM grahaNa che. digambara saMtonI A dhvani che. gaIkAle ahIM sudhI cAlI gayuM tuM. "baMne zaktio je rIte hoya che te kahe che zrotA- samyagdaSTine tyAga hoya? uttara- tyAga che. ahIM pAThamAM kahyuM ne - samyagdaSTine parano tyAga che. para cIja mArI nathI tevA mithyAtvano- viparIta zradhdhAno (daSTimAM) tyAga che. samyaka zradhdhA-ruci mArI che tema AvI gayuM. zrotA:- acAritra che tethI tyAga nathI. uttara:- acAritra che te bIjI vAta che. acAritra e paNa jJAnamAM zeya che. sAdhakane rAga Avyo ke nahIM! e rAga che te acAritra che. aMdaramAM jJAna svarUpa caitanya prajJA svarUpa che. jJAnano puMja prabhu AtmA (daSTimAM) che. tene rAgathI mAMDIne para cIja, jJAnamAM paraNeya tarIke jANavA lAyaka che. para cIja mArI che, tevI mAnyatA mithyAdRSTinI che. te jaina nathI. jaina to jeNe mithyAtva upara jaya karyo chenAza karyo che. teno artha e ke - rAgathI mAMDIne paradravya che. te badhAM mArA jJAnamAM zeya tarIke jANavA lAyaka che. te cIja mArI nahIM, te mArAmAM nahIM, ane A zarIra, rAgAdimAM- huM nahIM. zrotA:- kaMIka bhAganI vAta kaho.....! uttara- A tyAganI vAta che. draSTimAMthI tyAga thayo te tyAga che. bAkI para vastuno to AtmAmAM abhAva ja che. tyAga rahita dharma kayAre karyo che? zrotA- rAganeya kayAM grahaNa karyo che! uttara- grahaNa karyo nathI, paNa mAnyatA che ne ke - A rAga mAro che. teNe mAnyatAnuM grahaNa karyuM che. caitanya svarUpI jJAyaka bhagavAna AtmAmAM, rAga che ja nahIM. caitanya hiralo anaMta zudhdha zaktino bhaMDAra bhagavAna AtmA paDayo che. are! teNe kyAM sAMbhaLyuM che AvuM!! AtmAmAM anaMta anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta svacchatA, anaMta vIrya, anaMta kartA, karma, karaNa, adhikaraNa, prabhutA, IzvaratA evI anaMta zaktinI pavitratAno prabhu piMDa che. tene ahIMyA AtmA kahIe. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma tene puNyabhAva

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278 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kahIe, te kAMI Atmatattva nathI. hiMsA, jUTha, corI, bhoga-vAsanAnA, dhaMdhAnA bhAva e badhA pApa tattva che, e kAMI Atmatattva nathI. bhavatattva che ke nahiM? jIva, ajIva, puNya-pApa, Asrava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha, mokSa. ahIMyA to paramAtmA svarUpa je trikALI bhagavAna ciThThana che teno jene aMtaramAM anubhava thayo che- A huM, tene rAga te huM evuM draSTimAMthI uDI jAya che. zrotA:- rAga hoya to rAgane AtmA eka thaI jatA haze? uttara:- ajJAnI mAne che ne! enI mAnyatA che ne! che to dravya svabhAva abaMdha, rAga vinAnI cIja aMdara paDI che, chatAM mAne che ke - rAga mAro che evI mAnyatAe ghero ghAlyo che. e (mithyA) mAnyatAnA gherAmAM gherAI gayo che. aMdara gherAI gayo che, ghavAI gayo che. AvI vAtuM bApu! jinendradeva, digambara saMtoe je mArga kahyo che te jagatanI sAthe kyAMya meLa khAya evo nathI. AhAhA ! kSaNamAM deha choDIne cAlyo jAya che, karoDo, abajo rUpiyA ho! koI zaraNa nathI bApu! bhagavAna cidAnaMda enI jene dRSTi nathI, eno jene anubhava nathI te paracIjane anusarIne rAga, puNya-pApanA bhAvamAM gherAya gayo che. e mArA ema mAnIne emAM tyAM rokAya gayo che- e mithyASTi che. te corAsI lAkha yonimAM avatAramAM paribhramaNa karanAro che. vItarAga jinezvara paramezvarano mArga Avo che. "samasta paradravyono sarva prakAre tyAga" samasta paradravyano samasta sarva prakAre tyAga che. te samyagdaSTi che. AtmA AnaMda svarUpa jJAna svarUpa zudhdha pavitra svarUpanuM jyAM bhAna thayuM te samyagdaSTine aMdaramAM rAgathI mAMDIne sarva paradravyano sarvathA prakAre dRSTimAM tyAga che. AvI be zaktio avazya hoya che- sarvathA hoya che" joyuM! sarvathA hoya che. kathaMcit A ane kathaMcit A ema nahIM. kathaMcit rAgano tyAga ane kathaMcit rAganuM grahaNa ema nahIM. sarvathA prakAre paradravyano deSTimAMthI tyAga thaI gayo. samyagdarzana arthAt daSTimAM caitanyanuM jyAM grahaNa thayuM tyAM paradravyanA rAgAdino samasta prakAre sarvathA tyAga thayo. AvI avasthA jarUra pragaTa thAya che. be zaktio jarUra hoya che. samaktiI- dharmanA pahelAM darajjAvALo thayo tene zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavanuM ane rAgAdi sarva paradravyono sarvathA tyAga eTale ke vairAgya e be zaktio sarvathA jarUra hoya che. AvI vAto sAMbhaLavI, samajavI kaThaNa paDe! are ! anAdithI rakhaDIne marI gayo che. te anaMtavAra sAdhu thayo. anaMtavAra mahAvrata pALyA paNa e rAganI kriyA mArI che ane tenAthI mane lAbha thaze ema mAnIne teNe mithyASTi choDI nahIM. jyAre samyagdaSTi sArA cakravartI padamAM Ubho hoya chatAM aMtaradRSTimAM zubharAgathI mAMDIne samasta para dravyono sarva prakAre dRSTimAM tyAga che ane zudhdhAtmAnuM

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279 kalaza-136 grahaNa che. AvI cIja che. bahAranI hoMzuM mArI nAkhe che. be, pAMca karoDa rUpiyA thAya to mAne ke ame kamANA ane ame vadhI gayA. ame udyogapati udyoganA dhaNI. pApano udyoga karyo ane e dhaNI thayA. mArga to Avo Akaro che bApA! che to enAmAM, eno tethI saraLa che paNa anAdi anAdi potAnA Azraya vinA kaThaNa thaI paDayo che! (baMne zaktio je rIte hoya che te kahe che- ) "yasmAta sayaM mana maste parata sarvata: rAyoti viramati" AhAhA! zloka to digambara muniono che. samaktiI bhAvaliMgI munio jene aMtaramAM atIndriya AnaMdanuM pracura svasaMvedana vartatuM hoya che. tene muni kahevAmAM Ave che. samudramAM jema kAMThe pANInI bharatI Ave che tema munine vartamAna paryAyamAM atIndriya AnaMdanI bharatI Ave che. e muni jagatane jAhera kare che. tene duniyAnI kAMI paDI nathI. duniyA samatola raheze ke nahIM! A mArga grahaNa karatAM teno duniyA virodha karaze ke nahIM? duniyA duniyAnI jANe ! mArga A che. kAraNake samyagdaSTi sahaja ja zudhdha svarUpamAM anubhavarUpa hoya che" dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo. mokSa mahelanuM paheluM pagathiyuM je samyagdarzana. e samyagdarzanamAM sahaja ja zudhdha svarUpano anubhava hoya che. AtmA zAMta ane AnaMda svarUpano tene sahaja svabhAvika anubhava hoya che. tathA (TRUta rAyoti) pudgala dravyanI upAdhi che jeTalI rAgAdi azudhdha pariNati, tenAthI sarva prakAre rahita hoya che." (TRI RITyoti)" pachI te guNaguNInA bhedano vikalpa ho te rAga che. e rAganA (yoti) saMbaMdhathI virakta che. samakitI rAganA yoganA saMbaMdhathI virakta che... ane te zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavamAM rakta che. A kriyAne e badhuM kyAM gayuM!? vrata pALavA, apavAsa karavA e badho rAga che bApu! tane khabara nathI bhAI ! AtmA aMdara jJAna jyoti jhaLahaLa jyoti prabhu che. eno ene anubhava ane rAgathI mAMDIne badho saMbaMdha jyAM chuTI gayo che ane caitanyanA zudhdha svabhAvano saMbaMdha jene thayo che. rAMkA (garIba) nA saMbaMdhamAM hato e saMbaMdha teNe choDI dIdho ane te bAdazAhanA saMbaMdhamAM AvI gayo. ema rAgAdi puNya-pApanA bhAva rAMkA-bhikhArI duHkharUpa che. dharmI samyagdaSTinI prathama dRSTimAM ja (2Tyo II) te rAganA saMbaMdhathI chUTI gayo che. bhale te cAritramohanA rAgamAM ho! paNa rAga mAro che evo saMbaMdha chUTI gayo che. samajANuM kAMI? A deha to mATI-jaDa-dhULa che. aMdaramAM je ATha karma che te jhINI dhULa che. A puNyapApanA bhAva, zubhabhAva je dayA-dAna-vrata bhaktino ane azubha bhAva- kAma krodhano e

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28) kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bhAva malina azudhdha che. te azudhdha bhAvathI jeNe potAno saMga choDayo ane zudhdha bhAva sAthe saMga-paricaya karyo che te dharmI che. azudhdhanA saMga vinAnI cIja te asaMga cIja che. teno saMga saMbaMdha karyo teNe rAgano saMbaMdha choDI dIdho. pAThamAM AvyuM ne... "(rAyoti ) pugala dravyanI upAdhithI che jeTalI rAgAdi azudhdha pariNati" e zuM kahyuM? paradravyanI upAdhithI aMdaramAM je rAga-dveSanA, puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya tenAthI "(sarvata: viramati) sarva prakAre rahita hoya che" jJAnano puMja prabhu! jenuM caitanya svarUpa, sarvajJa svarUpa trikALa zakti che jenI eTale sarvajJa svarUpe trikALa birAjamAna che, teno jyAM saMbaMdha karyo ane rAgano saMbaMdha choDI dIdho, te sarva prakAre parathI rahita che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - "AvuM lakSaNa samyagdaSTi jIvane avazya hoya che." dharmI jIvane A lakSaNa jarUra-jarUra che, avazya hoya che. A lakSaNa na hoya to te samyagdaSTi nathI, te jaina nahIM jaina nAma jItavuM. rAganA vikalpathI mAMDIne je kAMI paradravya che te mArA nathI. huM to AnaMda svarUpa chuM tenuM nAma jaina kahevAmAM Ave che. jaina koI saMpradAya nathI, jaina koI vADo nathI, jaina e to vastunuM svarUpa che. te vItarAga svarUpe birAjamAna che. "jina so hI hai AtmA, anya so hI he karma; yahI vacana se samaja le, jina pravacanakA marma." zrI banArasIdAsajI nATaka samayasAramAM kahe che ke "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vasai, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata-madirA ke pAna sau, matavAlA samajai na." jina svarUpI potAno AtmA che ane jainapaNuM paNa aMtaramAM che. rAganI sAthe ekatA tUTI, rAgAdi sarvathA paradravya hovAthI mArA nahIM ane huM zudhdha caitanya jJAyaka chuM evo anubhava thatAM vairAgyanI zakti pragaTI.. tene ahIMyA jaina kahevAmAM Ave che. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina" e (rAgAdi) bAhya jaDamAM jainapaNuM hotuM nathI, paraMtu potAnA mithyA abhiprAyanA matanA dArU pIdhelA- rAga mAro, puNya mAruM tevuM mithyAtvarUpI madirA pIdhI che. tethI matavAlo thaI gayo che. AtmA rAgathI bhinna che tevI daSTi tene thatI nathI. ahIM kahe che ke- evuM lakSaNa samyagdaSTine jarUra hoya che. AvuM lakSaNa hotAM jarUra vairAgya guNa paNa hoya che. parathI udAsa ane svanA astitvanI pUrNa pratIti, bhAna che. potAnI pUrNa zaktinuM pUrNa pratItinuM bhAna ane rAgathI mAMDIne samasta pAradravyathI udAsa arthAt vairAgya. A be zaktio samyagdaSTine niraMtara kAyama hoya che. zrAvakanI vAta to samyagdarzana thayA pachInI che. samyagdarzana thayA pachI, tene svarUpamAM lInatA jAme ane AnaMdanI mAtrA thoDI vadhe tyAre tene zrAvaka kahevAmAM Ave che. AnaMdamAM ghaNI lInatA jAmI jAya to tene sAdhu

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281 kalaza-136 kahevAmAM Ave che. ahIMyA to samyagdaSTinI vAta che. "zuM karIne evo hoya che? svaM para vyatirama tatvata: sAtvA" AvI jJAna ne vairAgya zakti zuM thaIne pragaTa thAya che? potAnA zudhdha svarUpanuM jJAna ane rAgAdithI laIne sarva cIjano tyAga e vairAgya-udAsInatA che. Avo tyAga kayA kAraNathI thAya che? "zudhdha caitanya mAtra mAruM svarUpa che, dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarmano vistAra parAyo- gugala dravyano che; (ghaM) potAnuM zudhdha caitanyamAtra pavitra svarUpa te huM AtmA. A zloka bahu sarasa che. Ane samajavAno lokone vakhata kyAM? eka to Akho divasa strI, chokarAM, dhaMdhA, raLavuM temAM vaLI be-pAMca karoDa rUpiyA thaI jAya tyAM to huM pahoLo ne zerI sAMkaDI thaI jAya. tene lAge huM to AgaLa vadhI gayo. tene sojA arthAt sUjana thaI jAya. e kAMI tArI cIja nathI. zrotA- A kAma to badhuM paisAthI ja cAle che ne! uttara:- dhULamAMya cAlatuM nathI. paisA ekaThAM karyA hoya, roga thAya tyAre te paDayA rahetA nathI? te roga saMbaMdhe roto nathI? davA ghaNI karI-(vagere). divasa-rAta, covIse kalAka, bhagavAna cidAnaMda svarUpa AtmA rAgathI bhinna ja che. chatAM anAdithI covIse kalAka rAgathI ekatva mAne che. bhagavAna jinendradevano mAraga judo bApA ! emAM paNa digambara jainadharma alaukika vidhie che. A cIja bIje kyAMya che nahIM. jene sAMbhaLatAM paNa aMdarathI (romAMca) dhrujArI thAya ke - are ! Avo mAraga ! ahIM to samyagdaSTi dharmanI pahelI sIDhInI vAta che. prabhu, mAraga to tAro Avo che. (caM) zudhdha caitanyamAtra svarUpa mAruM. "(paraM) dravyakarma' - eTale jaDa AThakarma. "bhAvakarmaeTale puNya-pApanA bhAva, dayA-dAna-vrata-kAma-krodhanA bhAva. "nokarma' - eTale vANI Adi bahArano saMyoga "vistAra parAyo-pudgala dravyano che." A zubha-azubha bhAva, tenAM phaLa baMdhana, tenAM phaLa (nimitte) bahAramAM dhULa (paiso) Adi maLe e badho pugalano vistAra che, AtmAno nahIM. AhAhA! rAjamallajInI TIkA to juo!? zrI banArasIdAse AmAMthI nATaka samayasAra banAvyuM che. "pAMDe rAjamalla jinadharmI, samayasAra nATaka ke marmI" zrI amRtacaMdra AcArya digambara saMta hatA, A zloka temanA (racelAM) che. (paramAgama maMdiramAM) vacce kuMdakuMdAcArya che, pelI bAju amRtacaMdra AcArya che ane padmaprabhamaladhArideva che jemaNe niyamasAranI TIkA karI che. A traNeya digambara saMta AnaMdanA dhAmamAM ramavAvALA hatA. temane vikalpa Avyo ane A zAstra racAya gayA. A zAstramAM to pokAra karyo che. dharmI kone kahIe? (vaMg4) sva nAma potAnA zudhdha svarUpane potAno mAne ane rAgAdine pudgalano ThATha mAne. te mAruM nathI, te badho duzmanano vistAra che. mAro vistAra to

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282 kalAmRta bhAga-4 anaMtA-anaMta guNomayI zudhdha svarUpa te mAro vistAra che. A dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA bhAva, hiMsA-jUTha-corInA bhAva, tenuM baMdhana ATha karma ane tenuM phaLa A saMyoga te badho pudgalano vistAra che- te jaDano pathAro che. bhAre AkaruM kAma bhAI ! zrotA- e pudagalano pathAro che to (ajJAnI) zAhukAra rahe che? uttara:- dhULamAMya zAhukAra nathI. zAhukAra kone kahe che? zrI nATaka samayasAramAM Ave che ke -"ridhdhi-sidhdhi-vRdhdhi dIse ghaTameM pragaTa sadA, aMtarakI lakSmI zo ajAci lakSapati hai." AhAhA ! AtmAnI ridhdhi" - aMtaramAM che. bahAranI ridhdhi-dhULanI te kyAM aDe che. "ridhdhi" - aMtaramAM pUrNAnaMdanI prApti thAya, zAMtinI prApti thAya te sidhdhi che. "vRdhdhi' - bahAramAM vadhyA- pAMca-pacIsa lAkha maLyA e vRdhdhi dhULamAMya nathI. aMdaramAM samyagdarzana uparAMta zuddhinI vRdhdhi arthAt cAritranI vRdhdhi thavI te. te zuddhinI vRdhdhi to aMtaramAM dekhAya che. A bahAranA pULapati te lakSapati nahIM. jene caitanya AnaMdakaMda prabhunuM lakSa che te lakSapati che. "dAsa bhagavaMta ke udAsa rahe jagata sau, sukhiyA sadaiva aise jIva samakitI hai." A kIDI che, A kIDI paNa aMdara zaktie bhagavAna che. enAM AtmAmAM anaMta AnaMda, sarvajJa svabhAva, zAMti, svacchatA bharI paDI che. dravyasvabhAve e paNa bhagavAna svarUpa che. bahAramAM A zarIrAdi, rAgAdi te pudgalano vistAra che. zeTha! tamArA cha-cha lAkhanA makAno, tamAkuthI bharelA godAma te pudgalano vistAra che. banne bhAIo bIDInA moTA vepArI che. e pudgalanA svAmI e khoTI vAta che ema kahe che. zAhujI cAlyA gayA. cAlIsa karoDa rUpiyA, Abaru moTI, cAlIsacAlIsa lAkhanA moTA makAna.. e badhI konI cIja hatI bApu! zloka bahu UMco che. "vaM paraM ja rUvaeN vyatirama" zudhdha caitanya mAtra mAruM svarUpa che," tema samyagdaSTidharmanI zarUAtavALo, potAne Avo mAne che. "(52) dravyakarmabhAvakarma-nokarmano vistAra parAyo- pudgala dravyano che." e svano vistAra nahIM, e to parano vistAra che. "vistAra parAyo- pudgala dravyano che." (rUvaM vyatirama) evuM vivaraNa (tattvata: jJAtvA) kahevA mATe nathI," kahevAmAtra nathI- ema kahe che. aMdara anubhavamAM mAnavA lAyaka A rIta che. kahevAmAtra-bhASAmAM kahe ke - A tArA ane A mArA- ema nathI. huM zudhdha caitanya svarUpa chuM te mAtra kahevAmAtra nathI paraMtu anubhavamAtra che. vastu svarUpa evuM ja che ema anubhavarUpa jANe che samyagdaSTi jIva," AvuM samyagdaSTi jIva jANe che, kahevA mAtra nathI. e to bAvo thaI jAyane tyAre thAya. ema eka mANasa kaheto hato. are! bAvo ja che, te cIja tArI kyAre thAya? rAgathI mAMDIne badho vistAra parAyo che, te vistAra tAro nahIM te tArI prajA nahIM. e vAta to kare che. koI

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kalaza-136 283 duzmananA pacIsa-pacAsa dikarA hoya, moTo vistAra hoya temAM e mArA che ema mAne che? e to parAyo vistAra che. tema zubhAzubhabhAva, karmabaMdhana ane A saMyogI cIja e badho pugalano vistAra che. pudgala vistaryuM che... huM nahIM. kahevA mATe nathI, (tattvata: jJAvA ) ema che ne pAThamAM! (tattvata:) vastu svarUpa evuM ja che ema anubhavarUpa jANe che. samyagdaSTi jIva," A tattvataH jJAtvA" nI vyAkhyA karI, tiryaMca samyagdaSTi hoya che, nArakI samyagdaSTi hoya che, deva samyagdaSTi hoya che, manuSya samyagdaSTi hoya che. cAreya gatimAM samyagdaSTi hoya che. cAreya gatimAM samyagdaSTi thAya che. samyagdaSTi potAne Avo mAne che ke zudhdha svarUpa ja mArI cIja che ane dayA-dAna-vratathI mAMDI badhuM ja pudgalano vistAra che. ahIMyA to jarA vrata, bhakti, pUjA, dayA-dAna karyA to meM karyuM, te mArI cIja che - tema pudgalanA vistArane potAno mAnavo teNe caitanyano anAdara karyo tethI te mithyASTi che. ema anubhavarUpa jANe che samyagdaSTi jIva, tethI jJAna zakti che." dharmIne potAnA svarUpanI jJAnazakti che ane rAgAdi para che tevI paNa jJAnazakti che. banneno viveka jJAnazaktimAM che. huM zudhdha pavitra svarUpa chuM tevuM jJAna che ane zubharAga-dayA-dAna-vratabhaktithI mAMDIne badhA bhAvae pudgalano vistAra che. A rIte jJAnamAM banne zaktinuM bhAna che. svapara bannenuM bhAna che. pAThamAM zabda che- "svaM para pharva vyatiram tattvata: jJAtvA" loko kahe Avo te jainadharma haze? jainadharmamAM to dayA pALavI, vrata pALavA, jAtrA karavI, bhakti karavI, maMdira banAvavA vagere. are.. bApu! e to para cIja che bhAI ! e to badho pudgalano vistAra che. emAM tuM nathI, tuM jyAM cho tyAM te nathI. A bhAI karoDapati che to teno vistAra bahAramAM moTo kahevAya. Amane to sAITha moTaruM che- temane to moTo-moTo vistAra che. bApu! e badho pudgalano vistAra che. zrotA:- AvI paDe to zuM karavuM? uttara:- kyAM AvI paDe che? AvI paDe to enA gharamAM rahyo. bahAranI cIja AtmAmAM AvI jAya tyAM? AvI vAta che bApA! mahine be-pAMca hajArano pagAra thaI jAya to mAne ame vadhI gayA! dhULamAM vadhyA che. e to pudgalano vistAra che. (duniyA ema ja mAne che ne!) duniyA ema ja mAnIne rakhaDI marI che. bhagavAna jinendradeva trilokInAthanI divya dhvanimAM A AvyuM che. e vAta digambara saMto ADatIyA thaIne jagatamAM jAhera kare che. mAla bhagavAnano che- samajamAM AvyuM? are! A vAta sAMbhaLavA na maLe te kyAre samaje ane kyAre kare ! samya... durlabha thaI paDyuM che prabhu! juo.. A digambara saMtonI vANI ! "have ATaluM kare che samyagdaSTi jIva te zAne mATe ?"

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284 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 pravacana naM. 137 tA. 01/11/'77 kaLaza TIkAno 136 kaLaza cAle che. have ATaluM kare che samyagdaSTi jIva"zuM kahe che? dharmI jIva-jene AtmA pavitra zuddha pUraNa svarUpa che evo jene anubhava thayo che. anAdithI puSya ne pApanA bhAva eno jene anubhava che, vedana che e mithyAtva bhAva che. have pariNati guMlATa khAya che. palaTo mArI zuddha caitanya svarUpa dhruva vastune anusarIne je potAnA AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava, svAda Avavo tenuM nAma dharmI-samyagdaSTi kahevAya che. AvI vAta che. "have ATaluM kare te samyagdaSTi jIva te zAne mATe? uttara Ama che- "svaM vastutva vayitna" sva AtmAnuM vastutvapaNuM, zuddhapaNuM, dhruvapaNuM, AnaMdapaNuM, svacchapaNuM evuM je vastunuM vastupaNuM bhagavAna svarUpa ja AtmA che. tenuM paNuM eTale vastupaNuM atIndriya anaMtajJAna, AnaMda Adi anaMtaguNa e vastunuM vastupaNuM che. [ vayituma ]niraMtara abhyAsa mATe arthAt vastunI prApti mATe" abhyAsa kare eTale ke te zuddha svarUpane anubhave che. "[a vastua] potAnuM zuddhapaNuM" svanuM eTale potAnuM vastutvamAM zuddhapaNuM. puNya ne pApanA bhAvathI bhinna judA trikALI AtmAnuM zuddhapaNuM teno [ vayituma] abhyAsa tene rele (veda) anubhave tene samyagdaSTi kahIe. zrotA- anubhavavo kevI rIte? uttara- te to kahIe chIe. te taraphanI dRSTi karIne anubhave che. AtmA zuddha caitanya paripUrNa svabhAvathI bhareluM zuddha tattva che. emAM je dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA bhAva e puNyabhAva malina che. hiMsA, jUTha, corI, vAsanA e pApabhAva malina che. bannethI bhinna trikALI AtmA je zuddha svarUpe che tene anubhava vedavuM te (niraMtarano abhyAsa che.) e rAga ne dveSa, puSya ne pApabhAva tene anAdithI paryAya buddhivALo jIva mArA mAnato ajJAnI che. vartamAna avasthA ene mAnanAro, rAgane puNya pApane anubhavanAro e adharmI mithyASTi che, Avo mArga che. jene AtmAnuM hita karavuM che, janma-maraNanA ArAnA aMta lAvavA che tene AtmAnuM vastupaNuM anubhavavuM. puNya-pApanA bhAva Ave paNa e AtmAnuM vastupaNuM nathI. gaIkAle AvyuM hatuM ke te badho parAyo pudgala dravyano vistAra che. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! aMdaramAM puNya-pApanA bhAva thavo, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAno bhAva ke hiMsA, jUTha, corI, bhoga vAsanAno bhAva teno vistAra te pudgalano vistAra che. e jaDanI dazA che jaDano vistAra che. emAM AtmA na Avyo. jinendra paramAtmadeva tene AtmA kahe che ke jemAM anaMtajJAna, zuddha svabhAva, caitanyamUrti, anaMta zaktiono sAgara evI je cIja tenuM je zuddhapaNuM pavitrapaNuM, sanuM sattvapaNuM eno

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kalaza-136 285 jene anubhava che. e samyagdaSTi jIva, potAnuM zuddhapaNuM "[yituma] niraMtara abhyAsa mATe arthAt vastunI prApti mATe" saccidAnaMda prabhu e vastu pote che. e cIjanI prApti mATe niraMtara abhyAsa kare che. sva sanmukhatAno niraMtara abhyAsa kare che. e vastunI pUrNadazA prApta karavA mATe. e vastuno abhyAsa eTale pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu! tenI sanmukha thaIne teno abhyAsa kare che. "te vastunI prApti zAnAthI thAya che? "svAnya prApimuvajyA" potAnA zuddha svarUpano lAbha" je anAdithI zubha-azubhanA rAgano lAbha hato e to adharmano lAbha hato. ahIMyA kahe che- vastuno lAbha che, potAnA zuddha svarUpano lAbha che. divALImAM copaDAmAM nathI lakhatA- "lAbha savAyA' nAmuM lakhe tyAre lakhe. dhULamAMya nathI tyAM lAbha savAyA. e paisA to dhULa-mATI jaDa che ane tene meLavavAno) bhAva che te pApa che, tethI tyAM pApano lAbha che. ahIMyA jinendradeva paramAtmA ema pharamAve che ke- tArAmAM anaMta dhruva AnaMda che, anaMtaguNa che- jevAM ke anaMta jJAna, anaMta zAMti, anaMta svacchatA evI cIjanuM zaktipaNuM to AvuM che. e zuddhapaNAnI sva sanmukha thaIne prApta karavuM tene AtmAno lAbha kahevAya che. A dhULa pAMca lAkha, pacIsa karoDa maLe tethI ame sukhI chIe.. ema mAnanAra moTo mUrakha che. te duHkhamAM DUbakI mAre che ane ame sukhI chIe tema mAne che. zrotA- paisA kamAya ane mUrakha? uttara- ahIMyA tene mUrakha kahe che, paisAthI mane lAbha thayo ema mAnyuM to pApano lAbha thayo che. paisA to jaDa, dhULa che paNa mane maLyA evo je bhAva thAya te mithyAbhrama ne bhrAMti che- e pApa che. (yitama) niraMtara abhyAsa" juo to kharA !! jema rAga ne puNya-pApanA bhAvano anAdithI niraMtara abhyAsa che. atUTaka bhAve niraMtara pApano abhyAsa, tema zuddha svarUpanI sanmukhatAno vAraMvAra abhyAsa, anubhava karatAM svarUpano lAbha thAya che. AkarI vAta che. duniyA e dharmane kayAMya, kayAMya kalpI beThI che. jyAre dharma to vastunA svarUpanI prAtine kahe che. zuddha svabhAva, tenI paryAyamAM prApti thavI tene dharma kahe che. e vrata, tapa, bhakti ne pUjA, dayA ne dAna, hiMsA ne jUTha e badho vikArano lAbha che. arthAt vikAra che. AkarI vAtuM bhAI ! ahIMyA to e kahyuM ke vastunI prApti zAnAthI thAya che? "potAnA zuddha svarUpano lAbha" tenI prAptithI thAya che. "padravyano sarvathA tyAga" be vAta karI. te dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA vikalpano rAga ho! paraMtu e rAgano tyAga ane zuddha svabhAvanI pavitratAno lAbha tene ahIMyA samyagdaSTi ne dharmI kahe che. pelA kahe- vrata pALo, dayA pALo, tapasA karo

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286 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 e badhuM saheluM saTa hatuM- rakhaDavAmAM. kemake- e rAganI kriyA che bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. te rAgamAM vastuno svabhAva Avyo nathI- (anubhUti thatI nathI) kemake te to vibhAva che. trilokanAtha paramezvara vItarAga jinezvaradeva ema pharamAve che ke prabhu!tArAmAM. tArApaNuM kaMI che ke nahIM? zuM vikArapaNuM e tArApaNuM che? tArAmAM zuddhapaNuM te tArApaNuM che. e zuddha svarUpanI sanmukha thaI, nimitta, rAga,paryAyathI vimukha thaI. pUrNatAnI sanmukha thatAM je zuddhatAno paryAyamAM lAbha thAya che te vastuno svabhAva che- te dharma che. aMdara bhagavAna AtmAmAM to ekalI vItarAgatA bharI che. kema bese?! e vItarAga svarUpe ja bharelo prabhu che. zuddha svarUpanI sanmukha thaIne, vartamAna dazAmAM eTale paryAyamAM vItarAgapaNAno lAbha thavo tenuM nAma anubhava ne dharma che. are! AvI vAto che. sAMbhaLavI paNa kaThaNa paDe. are! zuM thAya!! loko bahAramAM (dharmamAnI) aTavAyane jiMdagI kADhe che. ahIMyA kahyuM ke- "padravyano sarvathA tyAga" paradravya kone kahyuM? dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino vikalpa te paradravya che. kemake te AtmAmAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. e sat dravyanuM svarUpa hoya to e nIkaLe nahIM. rAgano je vikalpa vRtti che teno sarvathA abhAva thaI jAya che. sarvathA kema kahyuM? dayA, dAnano je aMza che, rAganA vikalpano je aMza Ave che tenAthI kAMI lAbha thAya tevI cIja nathI. svarUpano lAbha ane paradravyano sarvathA tyAga evA kAraNathI vastunI prApti thAya che. A to vItarAga mArga che. | sarvajJa paramezvara jinezvaradeva je pUrNa vItarAgI ane pUrNa jJAnI thayA; to e pUrNa vItarAgatA ane pUrNa jJAna AvyuM te kayAMthI AvyuM? e kayAMya bahArathI Ave che? aMdaramAM pUrNa jJAna ne vItarAgatAthI pUrNa bhareluM tattva ja. e AtmAnI sanmukhanI dRSTi ne jJAna ne ramaNatA thaI e svarUpanI prAptino lAbha thayo kahevAya che. AvuM nizcaya ne AvI vAtuM che. parama satya vAta to A che. (pU. gurudevazrI svapnanI vAta kahe che ) Aja rAtre sarakhI UMgha nahotI AvI, jarA kAcI UMgha hatI. pAchalA pahore jarA AMkha micANI. cAra-sADA cAre AvIne koIe pUchyuM ke- (AtmAne anubhavavAnI) kUMjI batAvo. bhASA gUMcI ema na hatI. koI hindI haze ! tamArI hindI bhASAmAM kUjhI" zabda che. meM gujarAtImAM uttara Apyo ke- kUjhI to A che bhAI ! A to svapnAnI vAta che pAchalA pahore AveluM! Atma jJAna te kUkI che ane te kema? ene to ema kahyuM ke- "ekane jANe te saune jANe", ATaluM kahyuM! je bhagavAna AtmAne jANe te badhAne jANe che. e kono prazna hato.? paNa "mUMjhI" eTalo zabda hato. koI hindI haze ! koIka kUjhI bolya" tuM! ApaNe to kUMcI kahIe chIe. A to aDadhI miniTa cAlyuM. bhAI ! kUjhI to A che. A AtmAnuM jJAna ane rAga, puNya-pApanuM paranuM jJAna e to ajJAna che. AtmajJAna eTale? AtmAnI paryAya che te eka aMza che, teTaluMya jJAna nahIM, rAganuM

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kalaza-136 287 nahIM, puNyanuM nahIM, vyavahAranuM nahIM, paranuM nahIM paNa eka samayanI paryAya enuMya jJAna nahIM. AtmajJAna eTale? AtmA je trikALI dravya AnaMdakaMda prabhu che e dhruvanuM jJAna, tene jJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. Avo dharma! jainadharma Avo haze !? vrata pALavA; dayA pALavI; cha parvI lIlotarI na khAvI; cha parabI brahmacarya pALavuM vagere AvI vAtanI to amane samaja hatI. bhAI ! e to paralakSI rAga hato, e dharma nahIM. zrotA:- zuddhabhAvanI mAsTara kUMcI kaho..! uttara- e kUMcInI vAta ja kahIe chIe ne! sva svarUpa vastunI prApti ema kahyuM ne! rAgAdi je para che teno tyAga. kemake- je rAgAdi che, puNya-dayA-dAna-vratAdi te badho pudgalano vistAra che. e pudgalanI prajA che- te jaDanI prajA che, te tArI prajA arthAt paryAya nahIM. tArI prajA to je vastu svarUpa zuddha caitanya che teno paryAyamAM anubhava thavo, samyagdarzana jJAna thavuM e prajA ne e tArI paryAya kahevAmAM Ave che. paryAya zuM che? e paNa haju sAMbhaLyuM na hoya. vItarAga jainadarzananA ekaDAnuM paheluM mIMDu che dravya-guNa-paryAya. dravya eTale vastu tene kahIe... A paisA te dravya nahIM. te to dhULa che. dravya eTale anaMtaguNano piMDa je nirmaLatAne drave-vahe. pANImAM jema taraMga UThe tema bhagavAna dravya eTale anaMta AnaMdAdi anaMtaguNano piMDa e drave tyAre paryAyamAM zAMti ne AnaMda Ave. e drave che mATe tene dravya kahevAmAM Ave che. e dravyamAM anaMta jJAna che. trilokanAtha sarvajJa paramAtmAe kahyuM che ke prabhu? tArI vastumAM anaMtajJAna che ne nAtha! atIndriya anaMta AnaMda bharyo che ne bhAI ! haraNiyAnI nAbhimAM kastUrI, paNa mRgalAne tenI khabara nathI. ema prabhu tArA svabhAvamAM ekalo AnaMda bharyo che. are ! AvuM sAMbhaLyuMya na hoya !! zrotAH- ekalo kharo paNa keTalo? uttara- jeno svabhAva anaMta che tenuM mApa na hoya; tene hada na hoya; tene maryAdA na hoya vastu che teno svabhAva che. sva nAma potAno bhAva-svathI eno potAno bhAva. jema vastu anAdi anaMta bhagavAna AtmA che tema tenA jJAna, AnaMda Adi guNo paNa anAdi anaMta dhruva che. e dhruvane avalaMbIne e dhruvano Azraya karIne ane je paryAyamAM rAgano Azraya hato tenI dRSTi chUTI gaI. have trikALI bhagavAnano Azraya thayo. emAMthI je nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thaI e tenI paryAya- prajA ane tene dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. are! AvA zabdomAM TUMkI vAta che. samajANuM kAMI e zuM kahyuM? potAno lAbha, 5radravyano tyAga, eTalAmAM badhuM AvI gayuM. svarUpa zuddha caitanya! tenI paryAyamAM A ThIka che tevo teno lAbha ane rAgAdi sarvano tyAga tenuM nAma vastutva dharmanI prApti kahevAmAM Ave che.

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288 kalazAkRta bhAga-4 (maMdAkrAntA) samyagdRSTi: svayamayamahaM jAtu bandho na me syAdityuttAnotpulakavadanA raaginno'pyaacrntu| AlambantAM samitiparatAM te yato'dyApi pApA AtmAnAtmAvagamavirahAtsanti smyktvriktaaH||5-137 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha-A prasaMge ema kahe che ke samyagdaSTi jIvane viSaya bhogavatAM karmano baMdha nathI; tyAM kAraNa e che ke samyagdaSTinA pariNAma ghaNA ja lUkhA che, tethI bhoga evo lAge che jANe koI rogano upasarga thato hoya; tethI karmano baMdha nathI, ema ja che. je koI mithyAdeSTi jIva pAMca indriyonA viSayanA sukhane bhogave che teo pariNAmothI cIkaNA che, mithyAtvabhAvanA evA ja pariNAma che, sahAro kono che? tyAM te jIvo evuM mAne che ke ame paNa samyagdaSTi chIe, amAre paNa viSayasukha bhogavatAM karmano baMdha nathI; paraMtu te jIvo bhrAntimAM paDayA che, temane karmano baMdha avazya che, tethI te jIvo mithyAdeSTi avazya che. mithyAtvabhAva vinA karmanI sAmagrImAM prIti UpajatI nathI ema kahe che-"te raji: adyApipApa:"(te) mithyASTi jIvarAzi (rAzina:) zarIra-paMcendriyanA bhogasukhamAM avazya raMjita che, (adyApi) karoDa upAya jo kare anaMta kALa paryata topaNa (paITI:) pApamaya che, jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhane kare che, mAninya che. zA kAraNathI evo che? "yataH sacavattvariT: satti" (yata:) kAraNa ke viSayasukharaMjita che jeTalo jIvarAzi te, (samyavasvari]: satti) zuddhAtmasvarUpanA anubhavathI zUnya che. zA kAraNathI?"mAtmAnAbhAvamaviradAna" (mAtma) zuddha caitanya vastu, (anAtma) dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarma, temanuM(vAma) he upAdeyarUpe bhinnapaNArUpa jANapaNuM, tenuM (viradA) zUnyapaNuM hovAthI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-mithyAdeSTi jIvane zuddha vastunA anubhavanI zakti hotI nathI evo niyama che, tethI mithyASTi jIva karmano udaya potArUpa jANIne anubhave che, paryAyamAtramAM atyaMta rata che; te kAraNe mithyASTi sarvathA rAgI hoya che, rAgI hovAthI karmabaMdhanA kartA che. kevA che mithyAdeSTi jIva? "mayama madaM svayama sacadaSTi: nAtu ne vadhu: cAta" "(sayama kadaM) A je chuM huM, te (svayam sacada:) svayaM samyagdaSTi chuM, tethI (nAtu) traNe kALa (mevazva: racAtu) aneka prakAranuM viSayasukha bhogavatAM paNa mane to karmano baMdha nathI;-"ti bAvaranta" evA jIva evuM mAne che to mAno, tathApi temane karmabaMdha che. vaLI kevA che? "sattAnotpavinA:"(uttAna) UMcA karI (utpana) phulAvyAM che (vanA:) gAlamukha jemaNe, evA che. "ji" athavA kevA che?"samitipatAM mAnantA "(samiti)

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kalaza-137 289 maunapaNuM athavA thoDuM bolavuM athavA potAne hINo karI bolavuM, tenuM (paratAM) samAnarUpa sAvadhAnapaNuM, tene (mAnavuntA) avalaMbe che arthAt sarvathA prakAre A rUpe prakRtino svabhAva che jemano, evA che; tathApi rAgI hovAthI mithyASTi che, karmabaMdhane kare che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke je koI jIva paryAyamAtramAM rata hotAM pragaTa mithyASTi che temanI prakRtino svabhAva che ke ame samyagdaSTi, amane karmabaMdha nathI evuM mukhathI garaje che, keTalAka prakRtinA svabhAvane lIdhe mauna jevA rahe che, keTalAka thoDuM bole che, tyAM A pramANe rahe che te samasta prakRtino svabhAvabheda che, emAM paramArtha to kAMI nathI. jeTalA kALa sudhI jIva paryAyamAM potApaNuM anubhave che teTalA kALa sudhI mithyAdeSTi che, rAgI che, karmabaMdhane kare che. pa-137. kaLaza .-137 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 137-138-139 tA. 01-02-03/11/'77 A prasaMge ema kahe che ke - samyagdaSTi jIvane viSaya bhogavatAM karmano baMdha nathI." jene samyagdarzana - satyadarzana thayuM che tevA (jIvanI vAta kahe che). paramAtmA pote vItarAga mUrti che. teno trikALa svabhAva ane zakti che. evA AtmAnI samyaka pratIti ane tenuM jJAna karIne eTale jANIne pratIti thaI tene samyagdaSTi kahe che. evA jIvane viSaya bhogavatAM karmano baMdha thato nathI e zuM kahyuM? tene karmano baMdha nathI....eTale mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInuM je baMdhana te samyagdaSTine nathI. tene viSaya bhogavavAmAM Asakti paNa che. Asakti che tethI asthiratAno doSa che. to paNa tene mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInuM je karma baMdhAya che te baMdhana tene nathI. Avo dharma kyAMthI kADhayo? koI ema kahetuM hatuM ke- A navuM kyAMthI kADhayuM? A navo mArga nathI bhagavAna! anAdino vItarAga jinendra paramAtmAno A mArga che. lokone sAMbhaLavA maLyo na hoya tethI navo lAge....paNa navo nathI. anaMta tIrthakaro, anaMta kevaLIo A rIte kahetA Ave che... ane kahe che, ane kaheze!! emAM koI bIjI vAta che nahIM. tyAM kAraNa e che ke samyagdaSTinA pariNAma ghaNAja lUkhA che." ghaNAM ja lUkhA" eTale? eTale ke tepAMca indriyonA viSayomAM Ubho dekhAya, jarA Asakti paNa hoya asthiratAnI to paNa para taraphanA tenAM pariNAma ghaNAM ja lUkhA che. eTale ke- jene Asaktino paNa rasa nathI, rasa AtmAno che. atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che tenA rasanI AgaLa Asaktino rasa ane temAM sukhabuddhi jene UDI gaI che. "tyAM kAraNa e che ke - samyagdaSTinA pariNAma ghaNA ja lUkhA che, tethI bhoga

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290 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 evo lAge che jANe koI rogano upasarga thato hoya;" samyagdaSTi jIva eTale dharmanI pahelI sIDhI, dharma arthAt mokSa mahelanuM paheluM pagathiyuM.... evo samyagdaSTi jIva tene bhoga evo lAge che ke jANe koI rogano upasarga thato hoya! dharmI jIvane AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa bhogano rAga kALA nAga jevo dekhAya che. rogano upasarga jANe Avyo hoya mANasane sarpa, viMchI karaDe ane upasarga Ave ema dharmIne bhogano je rAga che tene upasarga jANe che. ajJAnI e rAgane mIThAzathI vede che. ATalo phera che. jJAnI bhogane roga samAna dekhe che. bhagavAnanI stutimAM AveluM ne ke- "bhUjaMgabhoga" bhogane bhUjaMga jANe che...bhUjaMga eTale kALo nAga pheNa caDAve ane (tenAthI bhAge) tema samyagdaSTi jIvane AtmAnA svAdanI AgaLa...e bhogano bhAva kALA nAga jevo lAge che. pachI te gRhasthAzramamAM ho ! strI kuTuMbamAM ho! paNa e bhAvane kALA nAga jevo dekhe che - tene jhera dekhe che. bhagavAna AtmAnuM samyagdarzana thatAM AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa, bhoganA rAgane roga samAna jANe che. dharmanI AvI vAto che. jANe koI rogano upasarga thato hoya; tethI karmano baMdha nathI, ema ja che." kema karma baMdha nathI ? samyagdaSTine bhoganA bhAva baMdhana kema nathI? te tene kALo nAga ane roga dekhe che. tethI ene tenuM baMdhana nathI. bhoganA bhAvane duHkha dekhe che. AnaMdano nAtha prabhu aMdara birAje che.....tenA svAdanuM jene bhAna thayuM che te bhoganA rAgane roganI jema dekhe che. A Avo upadeza kevo! pelAmAM AvatuM ke -chakAya jIvanI dayA pALavI. tenI dayA pALavI ke tAre tArI dayA pALavI! tenI ahIMyA vAta che. tuM jevaDo cho tevaDo mAne tyAre dayA pALI kahevAya. evaDo ane evo na mAnatAM AtmAne rAga jevaDo mAnavo temAM teNe AtmAnI hiMsA karI che. samajANuM kAMI? sva dayA eTale? je pUrNa AnaMda ne pUrNajJAna, pUrNazAMtinA svabhAvano sAgara prabhu che tene teTalo ne te rIte kabUlavo, jANavo, anubhavavo tenuM nAma svanI dayA kahevAmAM Ave che. ene e rIte ane eTalo na mAnavo ane dayA-dAnanAM pariNAma jeTalo AtmA che te jIvanI hiMsA che. bhoganA mIThAza jeTalo mAnavo, eka samayanI paryAya che eTalo AtmAne mAnavo te jIvanI hiMsA che. te potAnA bhagavAnanI hiMsA che. AvI vyAkhyA kevI ? jinendradeva vItarAga paramAtmAno A hukama che. duniyA mAne na mAne tethI kAMI vastu pharI na jAya !? zrotA- duniyA mAne ema ja karone....! uttara:- e mAne enI to A vAta cAle che. mAnavuM na mAnavuM e to enI upara che. jenI vRtti-mIThAza paramAM che te mAne zI rIte? jeNe cIjane dekhI nathI tene mAnavI zI rIte? ahIMyA to samyagdarzana ne jJAnamAM vastune dekhIne jANI ne anubhavI che dharmIne je bhogano rAga Ave che tene jherIlo nAga jANe che. jema nAgane Avato dekhene

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kalaza-137 291 ema rAgane dekhe che. enAthI kema jaldI chUTavuM ema vicAre che. jyAre ajJAnI tenI mIThAzanA premamAM pravAhamAM dorAya jAya che. aMdaranI vastu aMdara paDI rahe che. samajANuM kAMI? AvuM che!! kAMI samajANuM? ema ! to zuM kahevA mAge che e padhdhatithI vAta samajAya che? ema ! trilokInAtha jinendradeva paramAtmAnI A AjJA che. samyagdaSTi jIvane bhogathI karmano baMdha nathI. kema nathI ? ke tene rAga che te duHkha lAge che. are! mAro nAtha AnaMda svarUpa prabhu che, evA AnaMdane mAnanAro che te rAganA bhogane duHkha mAne che. roga mAne che. A roga Avyo tema dekhe che. je tene roga samaje che tene baMdha nathI. paraMtu tene roga na samajatAM e mArI premavALI cIja che ema mAnanArane mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno baMdha che. mithyAtva eTale anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa. jene rAganI mIThAza varte che. pachI te pApanA rAganI ho ke puNyanA rAganI ho! paNa jene mIThAza varte che te svabhAvano anAdara karanAro ajJAnI mithyAtvane seve che. dharmIne puNyanA pariNAma Ave te judI vAta che. AvA bhoganA AsaktinA bhAva AvyA tene sAdhaka roga ane duHkha dAyaka jANe che. kema ke teNe potAnuM svarUpa AnaMda che evuM jANuM che. e AnaMdanI sAthe meLave che to tene duHkha lAge che. mArga to Avo che bhAI ! duniyAe mAragane viMkhI nAkhyo piMkhI nAkhyo che. AvA mAragane kaMIka UMdhA rUpa ApI dIdhA che. are...prabhu! jiMdagI cAlI jAya che. ahIM kahe che ke - samyagdaSTine bhoga bhogavatAM, viSaya bhogavatAM karmano baMdha nathI. zA kAraNathI nathI? samyagdaSTinA pariNAma ghaNAM lUkhA che. samyagdarzana thatAM tene vItarAga bhAva pragaTayo che ethI rAga Ave to paNa temAM ruci nathI. bhoganA rAganA bhAvanI tene ruci nathI. aMtaramAM tene posAtuM nathI paNa rAga Ave che. posANa nathI, ruci nathI mATe tene baMdha thato nathI. kyo baMdha nathI ? mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyano baMdha tene nathI. Asakti che teTalo cAritramohano tene baMdha che, ene ahIMyA gauNa gaNyo che. mukhya baMdha mithyAtvano nathI tethI tene bhogamAM nirjarA che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. jo bhogamAM nirjarA hoya to to bhoga choDIne aMdaramAM cAritra aMgIkAra karavuM e rahetuM nathI. A kaI apekSAe kahe che ke - bhogamAM nirjarA che dharmIne aMdaranA pariNAma lUkhA che. te bhogane roga samAna bhALe che. tethI tene karmano baMdha nathI. ema ja che. je koI mithyAdeSTi jIva pAMca indriyonA viSayanA sukhane bhogave che,"joyuM? pAMca indriyonA viSaya taraphamAM Abarune sAMbhaLI rAjI thAya, AMkhe suMdara rUpa dekhIne rAjI thAya, sugaMdha dekhIne rAjI thAya, rasa dekhIne rAjI thAya, bhogano sparza dekhIne rAjI thAya e mithyASTi pAMca indriyanA viSayano lolupI che. atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna teno anAdara karIne... e pAMca indriyanA viSaya sukhane bhogavI temAM sukha mAne che. e pAMce indriyanA viSayamAM ajJAnI sukha mAne che. suMdara rUpALuM zarIra, 25-30

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292 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 varSanI yuvAna avasthA hoya, patnI paNa yuvAna hoya...te bhogamAM mIThAza mAne che te mUDha jIva anaMta saMsAranA baMdhanane kare che. Avo mArga che.....! "teo pariNAmothI cikaNA che." samyagdaSTimAM ema lIdhuM hatuM ke- lUkhA che. ahIMyA pariNAmamAM cikaNA che. tene eka paNa indriyanA viSayamAM rAjIpo, khuzIpaNuM utpanna thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. e to temAM rAjI rAjI thaI jAya che. mane paisA maLyA, mane bhoga maLyo, mane Abaru maLI, mArI prazaMsA thaI ema para padArthamAM khuzIpaNuM thaI jAya che. ethI te anaMta saMsAranA karmane bAMdhe che. jyAre samyagdaSTine rAga Ave te asthiratAnI vAta che. asthiratAno rAga Ave paNa temAM rasa nathI. zrotA:- lUkhu lUkhu bhojana kare to pachI kyAM rAga rahyo? uttara- bhojana lUkhu kare paNa aMdara rAga kare. aMdara khAvAnA bhAvamAM rAga che temAM mane majA paDe che ema mAne che. bhale lUkha khAya to paNa te dharmano tyAgI che ane rogano bhogI che. bharata cakravartI jevA samyagdaSTi che te AhAramAM batrIsa koLiyAno AhAra lya che. eno eka koLiyo evo hoya che ke tene chanuM karoDapAyadaLa na pacAvI zake. tenA khorAkamAM hirAnI bhammu, trAMbAnI bhammu, lokhaMDanI bhammu, maNi-ratnanI bhammuno banela hoya che. cakravartInI dAsI evI (baLavAnI hoya ke hIrAne hAthamAM laIne bIjA hAthathI masaLI -bhUko karI, tenI bhasmane roTalInA loTamAM nAkhe....evo batrIsa koLiyAno AhAra khAya to paNa te bhogano bhogI nathI. temAM sukhabuddhi nathI. ajJAnIne temAM rasa Ave che, jJAnIne temAM duHkha lAge cheATalo phera che. mithyAtva bhAvanA evA ja pariNAma che- cikaNA pariNAma ajJAnInA che. bhale ! ekalo khAkharo khAto hoya... paNa emAM ene rAganI mIThAza che. zrotA to e zuM khAya che? uttara- te cikaNo rAga khAya che. AvI vAtuM che. "sarvajJano dharma suzarNa jANI, ArAdhya ArAdhya prabhAva ANI anAtha ekAnta sanAtha thAze, enA vinA koI na bAhya svAze." trilokInAtha sarvajJa paramAtmA jinendradevanuM A pharamAna che. mithyAdeSTine bhogamAM rAjIpo hovAthI tene khuzIthI bhogave che tethI tene karmabaMdhana che. ane jJAnIne batrIsa koLiyAmAMno eka koLiyo chanuM karoDa pAyadaLa pacAvI na zake tevA batrIsa koLiyAno dararojano AhAra lya che. cakravartIno AhAra taiyAra karavA traNaso sAMITha rasoyA hoya che. tene traNaso sAMITha divasamAM eka divasa rasoI karavAnI hoya...to paNa te traNaso sAMITha divasa taiyArI kare, e rasoyAono amaladAra hoya te hukama kare ke- Aja mahArAja mATe....A cIja karajo, e cIja paNa kevI hIrAnI bhasma nAkhelo zIro Ave, lADavA Ave..paNa e badhA pudgala

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kalaza-137 293 mATI jaDa che. tenA pratyeno utpanna thayelo rAga jhera che - duHkha che. temAM tene kyAMya goThatuM nathI. e dharmIne evA rAgamAM kyAMya goThatuM nathI. ajJAnI e rAgamAM goThavAya gayo che. have jJAnI, ajJAnInA AMtarA koNa jANe? mithyAtvanA evA ja pariNAma che, sahAro kono che?" emAM bIjI jarUriyAta ane madada konI? ajJAnIne viSayamAM prema che, rAga che, sukhabuddhi che. jyAre samakitIne rAgamAM sukhabuddhi nathI. tene jherabudhdhithI dekhe che. A rIte aMdaramAM bannenA pariNAmamAM taphAvata che. "emAM sahAro kono?" "tyAM to jIvo evuM mAne che ke "ame paNa samyagdaSTi chIe" ame paNa lUkhu khAIe chIe........ AvuM khAIe tethI dharmI chIe. amAre paNa viSaya sukha bhogavatAM karmabaMdha nathI - ema ajJAnI mAne che. ame paNa dharmane mAnanArA chIe, vItarAgane mAnanArA chIe, tethI amane bhogamAM baMdha nathI. dRSTimAM mithyAtva che chatAM e ema mAne che ke - bhoga bhogavatAM amane nirjarA che. AhAhA! ame paNa samyagdaSTi chIe...amane karma nathI, evA jIvo bhrAMtimAM paDayA che. pAMca indriyonA viSayo eTale prazaMsAnA zabdo, AMkhanuM suMdara rUpa, rUpa dekhavAmAM, sugaMdha mIThAza lADavAno, rasa rasagullA, mesuba, strInA bhogano sparza e pAMca indriyonA viSayomAM ajJAnI ema kahe che ke-e bhoga amane nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. amAre baMdha nathI ema mAnanAra mUDha che. bhogamAM mIThAza lAge che ane baMdha nathI ema kahe che emAM sukhabudhdhi paDI che ane kahe che amane baMdha nathI. ema na cAle bApA! A kAMI popAbAInuM rAja nathI. "temane karmano baMdha avazya che, tethI te jIvo mithyASTi avazya che." kema ke mithyAtvabhAva vinA karmanI sAmagrImAM prIti UpajatI nathI. AtmA sivAya jeTalA puNyapApanA bhAva ne zarIra maLe, paisA Adi maLe e badhI pudgalanI sAmagrI che. jaDanI sAmagrImAM jene prema che te mithyAtva vinA prema hoya zake nahIM. saccidAnaMda prabhu AnaMdano nAtha teno prema choDIne karmanI sAmagrImAM jene prema coMTayo che te mithyAdeSTi jIva che. kadAcit te bhogane na bhogave to paNa tene baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AvI vAtuM kevI? mAraga to Avo che bhAI ! AhAhA! anaMtakALa eNe mUDhapaNe gALyo che. anaMta avatAra karIne bApA! e mANasa che te marIne jAya DhoramAM, ane Dhora mArIne narakamAM jAya...bhAI ! AvA avatAra to anaMta karyA che.........mithyAtvane laIne.....paNa tene bhUlI gayo. tene pAMca indriyonA viSayomAM mIThAza lAgI che. jemAM jhera che - duHkha che temAM tene mIThAza lAgI che teNe AtmAne mArI nAkhyo che. atIndriya AnaMdanA nAthano teNe anAdara karyo che. paMcendriyanA viSayomAM sukhapaNuM mAnyuM e ja mithyAtvabhAva - mahA jUTho bhAva che te saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM kAraNa che. "mithyAtvabhAva vinA karmanI sAmagrImAM prIti UpajatI nathI ema kahe che." puNya

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294 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 ne pApanA bhAva ane enA phaLa e badhI karmanI sAmagrI che. e duzmana -verInI sAmagrI che. enA pratye jene prema che tene AnaMdanA nAtha bhagavAna AtmA pratye aprema -dveSa che. je kAMI zubhAzubha rAga ane tenA phaLanA paDakhe caDIne premI thayo che tene AnaMdano nAtha saccidAnaMda AtmA teno dveSa che. are...... AvI vyAkhyA kevI ? bApu ! apUrva vAta kAMIka rahI jAya che. "te rAzina: adyApi paNapA: mithyArdaSTi jIvarAzi zarIra-paMcendriyanA bhoga sukhamAM avazya raMjita che." joyuM !! tene emAM sukhabudhdhi che. te rAganA raMgamAM raMgAya gayo che. ahIM 'raMjita' kahyuM ne ! ? haju AgaLa kaheze ke - paMcamahAvrata pALe, samiti bhale pALe, "samiti paratAM" joIne bhale cAle....paNa aMdaramAM rAganA premamAM paDayo che. te bhale puNyano rAga che paNa te pudgalano pAka che. temAM ene prema ne ruci che, te mahAvrata ane pAMca samiti pALavA chatAM te pApI mithyArdaSTi che. AvI vAtuM che. samyagdaSTi jIva, chakhaMDanA rAjyamAM paDayo dekhAya chatAM tene rAgamAM prema ane sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. mAro nAtha atIndriya AnaMdathI bharelo bhagavAna che.tenA premanA, rasanA svAda AgaLa badhAmAMthI svAda UDI gayo che. tene karmabaMdhana nathI - tIvra baMdhana nathI. ane pelAne to mithyAtvanuM ane anaMtAnuMbaMdhInuM mahApApanuM baMdhana che. tene karmanI sAmagrI pratye prema che ane AtmAnI sAmagrI pratye tene dveSa che. anaMta AnaMda ne jJAnano sAgara bhagavAna tenA pratye tene aruci che ane ene rAganI ruci che. AvI vAtuM have bApu ! A to mAragaDA vItarAganA. prabhu tuM vItarAga svarUpa cho bhAI ! eno mAraga, emAM javAno, emAM TharavAno koI alaukki che. e bahA2nA koI sAdhanathI aMdaramAM javAya evuM nathI. eTale ke rAganI maMdatAnA sAdhanothI aMda2mAM javAya evuM to che nahIM. e vAta AgaLa karaze. paMca mahAvrata pALe, ahiMsA, satyavrata, brahmacarya, jIvanaparyaMta zIla pALe paNa aMda2mAM je rAgano bhAva Ave che teno ene prema che. pachI te dayAdAnanA rAgano rAga ho ! vratano ho ! paNa teno jene prema che te mithyArdaSTi rAgamAM sukha mAne che. gajaba vAta karI che ne !? e paMca mahAvrata Adi rAga che. tene sAdhana mAne che. mArA sukhanuM e sAdhana che. AhAhAhA....! AkarI vAta paDe tethI zuM kare. mAro dha2ma je vItarAga svabhAva emAM e vrata ane tapano je bhAva rAga e sAdhana che. enAthI sAdhya pragaTaze evo mithyArdaSTi jIva paMcamahAvrata ane pAMca samitimAM tatpara rahelo hoya, chatAM te mithyArdaSTi che. AhAhAhA.... ! samajANuM kAMI ! pravacana naM. 138 tA. 02/11/'77 "mithyAtva bhAva vinA karmanIsAmagrImAM prIti upajatI nathI ema kahe che." jainamAM janmyA tene jaina dharma zuM ! tenI khabara nathI. eno vistAra AvavAno che. mithyAtva vinA

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kalaza-137 295 eTale viparIta zradhdhA vinA eTale ke anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa viparIta mAnyatA e vinA para padArthamAM prIti saMbhave nahIM. rAga arthAt dayA-dAna-tapa-upavAsa-Adino je vikalpa UThayo te rAga che. e rAganI jene ruci che. rAga jene posAya che. te mithyASTipaNA vinA hoya zake nahIM. zrotA :- rAga to jJAnI jIvane paNa hoya che. uttara- rAga che paNa tenI prIti nathI. rAgane jJAnI-dharmI-parazeya tarIke jANe che. AvI vAta kayAM che! e anaMtakALamAM bhale upavAsa karato hoya-mahinAnA, babbe mahinAnA jAvyajIvanuM brahmacarya vrata pALato hoya e badhoya bhAva zubharAga che. ane e rAgamAM jene prema che. tene AtmAnA svabhAva tarapha vaiSa che. tethI te mithyASTi che. A 136 mAM badhuM AvI gayuM che. "zudhdha caitna mAtra mAruM svarUpa che. dravyakarma -bhAvakarma- nokarmano vistAra parAyo che.-pudgala dravyano che. AhAhA ! e zubha ne azubha bhAva jenA phaLa tarIke A strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, lakSmI, Abaru Adi e badho jaDano-pudgalano vistAra che. e jaDapugalanI sAmagrI che. zrotA :- dikarAne jaDa mAnavo? uttara- kharekhara A jIvapaNuM emAM nathI tethI kharekhara e apekSAe to e badhA jaDa ja che. dikaro mAro che evo je bhAva te mahA mithyAtvabhAva che, te anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa che. chokarAno AtmA AtmAno, zarIra zarIranuM che. trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradeva vItarAga paramezvara ema pharamAve che ke-anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa evo je mithyAtvabhAva e vinA para padArthamAM prIti saMbhave nahIM. Ato sAdI bhASA che. zrotA :- bhAva to bahu UMDA che. uttara:- bhAva UMDA che paNa bhASA sAdI che. eka zabdano A artha karyo ane have bIjo vistAra karaze. pustaka sAme paDyuM che ke nahIM ? ( zrotA:-ahIMyA chapANA che.) chapANA hoya ahIMyA ke bIje game tyAM cIja konI che? saMtoe kahelI ane rAjamalla dharmI jaina dharmanA premI' temaNe A artha karelo che. je pAThamAM (zlokamAM) che teno artha karelo che. juo pAThamAM zuM che? "rAjagoDathI vastu mAnavuntAM samitipatAM te yatoDyApi pApA" e mULa pAThamAM che. te rAzina: adyApi pApa: paMca mahAvrata pALe, samiti-gupti vyavahAra pALe, samiti-guptinuM alaMbana tye to paNa te pApI che. zeTha! tyAM bIDImAM Avu vAMcavA nahIM maLe !! Ato dAkhalo emano ! bAkI badhAnI vAta che... ekanI kayAM che? e to moDhA AgaLa beThA che tethI emano dAkhalo Apyo bAkI AkhI duniyA paDI che. prabhu! tuM koNa cho? tuM to caitanya svarUpa vItarAga mUrti AtmA che ne ! AtmA potAnA

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296 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 svarUpanI ruci anubhava choDI daIne aMdaramAM je dayA-dAna-mahAvrata-samitino rAga thAya, e rAgano rAga jene ruce che te mithyAdRSTi che- tene jaina dharmanI khabara nathI. aMdara pAThamAM che ne badhuMya ! Ama ne Ama jiMdagI DhoranI peThe cAlI jAya che. trilokInAtha paramAtmA jinezvaradeva temanI divyadhvanimAM A AvyuM che ane saMtoe jagata pAse jAhera karyuM che. digambara saMto jAhera kare che...bhAI ! jinezvara deva paramAtmA ! indro ane gaNadharonI sabhAnI madhyamAM prabhu Ama kahetA hatA ke jene dayA-dAna-vrata-upavAsanA vikalpa UThe che eto rAga che. e rAganI jene ruci che e mane lAbha karaze, e mArI cIja che. evI mAnyatAne mithyAdraSTino mithyAtvabhAva kahe che. je mithyAtvabhAva corAsI lAkha yoninA anaMta avatAranuM kAraNa che. arere !kayAM eNe joyuM che. ane kayAM teNe jANyuM che !! prabhu! tuM jJAna ne AnaMdanI mUrti cho ne! AkhuM jagata je ya teno tuM jANanAra dekhanAra cho ne!? tene ThekANe para zeyane (potAnuM mAne) dayAdAna-vrata-tapano je vikalpa UThe e paraNeya che. eno tuM premathI Adara kare che- e rAga mAro che te rAganI ruci che. e mithyASTi che. | sarvajJa vItarAga paramezvara akaSAya karuNAthI temane vikalpa nathI paNa vANIno dhvani vahe che. e vANImAM ema AvyuM che. (banArasI vilAsamAM Ave che.) "mukhaOMkAra dhuni suni artha gaNadhara vicAre" bhagavAnanA zrImukhethI oma dhvani nIkaLyo. trilokanAthanA mukhethI omakAra dhvani sAMbhaLIne saMtonA gaNa, saMtonA ToLAnA dharanAra evA gaNadharo che te vitarAganI vANIne sAMbhaLe "raci Agama upadeze" emAMthI gaNadharo saMto Agama race chezAstro race che. "raci Agama upadizai, bhavika jIva saMzaya nivAre" saMzaya nAma mithyAtva. ajJAnI jainanI sabhAmAM anaMtavAra gayo. jaina paramezvaranA samavasaraNamAM mahAvidehamAM anaMtavAra gayo, anaMtavAra sAMbhaLyuM paNa tyAM kevaLI AgaLa rahI gayo koro lUkho rahI gayo. kema ke teNe potAnA AnaMda ne jJAnasvabhAvathI virudhdhabhAva evo je dayA-dAna-vratabhaktino bhAva teno prema ane ruci teNe choDI nahIM. AvuM che bhAI; arere! vitarAganA mArgane koNa nAda Ape ! AvuM svarUpa che prabhu! mahAvratano ke upavAsano vikalpa ho! huM upavAsa karuM chuM te vikalpa che te rAga che. te kAMI dharma nathI. e rAganI jene ruci che eTale ke e rAga jene posAya che e jIva mithyASTi che. mithyASTi vinA rAganuM poSaNa ne rAganI ruci hoya zake nahIM. teNe karyuM zuM? teNe Dhora (pazu)nI jema jiMdagI gALI ane Ama ne Ama marIne pazumAM javAno pAcho.. aMdaramAM AvA jene saMskAra nathI ke huM eka AtmA chuM. anaMtajJAna ne anaMta AnaMdanA svabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAna chuM. huM bhagavat svarUpa chuM. kRtakRtya che. AvA AtmAno anubhava ane draSTi karyA vinAno (corAsImAM rakhaDI maravAno).

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297 kalaza-137 A dikarA, dikarIyuM, patnI e to kayAMya rahI gayA. e to pudgalano vistAra che. ahIMyA to je dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjA-kAma-krodhanA bhAva paNa pudgalanI jaDanI sAmagrI che. e cainnayanA dha2nI e sAmagrI nahIM. AhAhA ! e puNyanA phaLa ane puNya e banneno jene aMda2mAM prema che tene vItarAga kahe che. tuM mithyArdaSTi cho. tArI dRSTi jUdI che. satyathI tArI mAnyatA tadna judI che. tArI mAnyatA satyanuM khUna karanArI che. zrotA :- gRhastha pUjA-bhakti ja karI zake, bIju zuM karI zake? uttara :- pUjA-bhakti koNa kare che? e kriyA to jaDanI che. [ te rAzina: adyApi pApA ] lyo,tene to ahIM pApI lekhyA che. vAta sAcI che. zlokamAM bIjA padano chello zabda che. "rAzino'vyAparantu AlambantAM samiti paratAM te yatoghapi pApA" AhAhA ! te paMcamahAvrata pALe, pAMca samiti, gupti pALe to paNa rAgano premI che te pApI che. ATalo zubhabhAva hovA chatAM te pApI che. kema ke teNe anaMta AnaMdano nAtha prabhuno anAdara karyo che. enAthI virudhdha rAgano Adara karyo e mithyAtva vinA hoya zake nahIM. gajaba vAta che ne ! vikArabhAva dayA-dAna-vrata-tapano e to rAga che. te svabhAvathI virudhdha bhAva che. rAga bhAva che te vRttinuM utthAna che. je vRtti UThe che te rAga che. jene rAgano prema che. tenI dRSTi paryAyabudhdhinI che. tenI dRSTimAM rAga ja ruce che. saMsAramAM Akho divasa pApanA dhaMdhA. Akho divasa patnI, chokarAva,kuTuMba,2LavuM,khAvuM, e to pApa, pApa ne pApa ja che. emAM to puNya paNa nathI. paNa ahIM to e puNyamAM Avyo che. ane mahAvrata, pAMca samiti,guptine barobara cokhkhI pALe che. e rAganI jene ruci che, e rAga jene poSAya che. mithyArdaSTi vinA hoya zake nahIM. gajaba vAta che. [ adyApi pApA: ] e vAta AgaLa Avaze. ahIM to eka bAju rAma ane eka bAju gAma che. eka bAju prabhu AtmA anaMta anaMta behada jJAna ne AnaMdano bhaMDAra che. evA atmArAma sivAya jeTalA puNya ne pApanA zubhAzubha bhAva thAya ane tenA phaLa tarIke (nokarma) patnI, chokarAM, paisA maLe e badho pudgalano vistAra che. e bIjuM gAma che. eka bAju rAma ane bIjI bAju gAma che. e pudgalanA gAmanA koIpaNa aMzanA premanI jene ruci che te mithyArdaSTi che. vItarAga mArganI AvI vAtuM che. arere.. teNe koI divasa sAMbhaLyoya nathI. ema ne ema pazunI jema jiMdagIyuM cAlI jAya che.. ane pharI pAchA jaze pazumAM ..! AhAhA! jene AvA (tatvanA ) saMskA2 nathI, jeNe AvA saMskA2 nAkhIne zubhabhAva karelA nathI...tene to pazunI gati che ane tyAMthI marI ne pachI naraka nigodamAM ..cAlyA jAya tyAM A bahAranI sAmagrI nahIM rahe prabhu.! zrI samayasArajImAM A zlokanA arthanA be moTA pATiyA (peIja )bharyA che.jaDanI kriyA jaDathI thAya ane mAne ke mArAthI thaI. rAganI kriyA zubhabhAva che. te baMdhanuM kAraNa che

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298 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 ane azubhathI baMdha mAne, zubhathI baMdha na mAne to moTo taphAvata che. pATIyuM (peIja) bharyuM che. te AmAMthI bharyuM che.banne bAju bhareluM che. ziSya prazna paNa karyo che. ATalA mahAvrata pALe, samiti gupti pALe, AjIvana brahmacarya pALe, mahinA-mahinAnA upavAsa kare chatAM tene tame pApI kema kaho cho? kema ke e badho to zubhabhAva puNyabhAva che. ane tame tene pApI kema kaho cho? to kahe che. sidhdhAMtamAM mithyAtvane moTuM pApa kahyuM che ane e mithyAtvI-pApIne puNyanA pariNAmano rasa ane ruci te ja mithyAtva che. mATe pAMca mahAvrata pALe, samiti gupti pALe, hajAro rANI choDIne, dukAna dhaMdhA choDIne brahmacarya pALe paNa tene paMca mahAvratanA rAgano prema che. tethI e pApI che. emAM pAThamAM kAla Avaze! A to teno upodyAta che. mathALuM bAMdhIne pachI teno vistAra Avaze. AhAhA ! AvI vItarAganI vANI ! sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM...e ke di' dizA pherave ane ke di' dazA thAya!? ajJAnInI dazA rAganI sacimAM para tarapha che. pachI te mahAvratano rAga hoya ke dayA-dAnano ke bhakti-pUjAno ke vrata-tapano te rAgano prema che to tuM pApI cho. trilokanAtha vItarAga paramAtmA ema kahe che ke prabhu! tuM vItarAga svarUpe cho ne! tene choDIne AvA rAganI ruci jo karI to prabhu tArA jevo koI pApI nathI. paNa pApI to ene kahevAya ke je kaSAyakhAnA khole, bokaDA kApe, mAMsa khAya te pApI che... paraMtu Ane kema pApI kahevAya? pAThamAM kahyuM che. "joDaMAvarantu te yogadyApi paITI" kema ke mithyAtva e mahApApa che. mahA pApa kema? jemAM anaMtA nigodanA bhava karavAnI tAkAta che. anaMtA pazunA bhava karavAnI mithyAtvamAM tAkAta che. e mithyAtvanuM lakSaNa zuM? nAnAmAM nAno puNyano rAga Ave e rAganI ruci karo ane rAga tene poSAya .. to te mithyASTi jIva che. te corAsI lAkha bhavAbdhinA dariyAmAM rakhaDavAno abhilASI che. bhASA to bahu sAdI che. bApA! AvA avasara kayAre maLe ! are..! ema ne ema gumAvI nAkhyA TAMNA, pacAsa-pacAsa, sAMITha-sAMITha varasa sudhI kAMI karyuM nahIM. zuM tattva -vastu zuM! e jANyA vinA ema ne ema jiMdagI gALI. "mithyAtva bhAva vinA karmanI sAmagrImAM prIti UpajatI nathI" e badhI karmanI sAmagrI che. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma vikArI rAga e badhI karmanI sAmagrI che. e AtmAnI nahIM. ahIMyA (zubhamAM)paNa Avyo nathI. ane ekalA pApanA pariNAmanI sacimAM paDyo che. te mithyASTi che ne tenI gati paNa durgati che. A to paMca mahAvrata pALe che, samiti gupti pALe che, jAbajIva brahmacarya pALe che, tenA phaLa tarIke zubhabhAva thAya, eTale svargamAM jaze...... paNa che mithyAdeSTi tethI anaMta saMsAramAM rakhaDaze. are te kayAM Utaraze? koI(jANItuM) dravya nathI, kSetra nathI, kALa nathI, bhAva nathI. e badhuM bhUlIne kayAM Utaraze? tyAM koI saphAraza cAle evuM nathI.

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kalaza-137 299 te raji: adyApi paITI: "mithyASTi jIvarAzi zarIra-paMcendriyanA bhogasukhamAM avazya raMjita che" prazaMsAnA zabdo sAMbhaLavAmAM prema che. -"tame AvAne AvA" evuM sAMbhaLavAmAM prema che te badhA mithyASTi mUDha jIva bhavAbdhimAM rajhaLanArA che. pAMca indriyonA viSayomAM kAne prazaMsA sAMbhaLe, AMkhe rUpALI strI, chokarAM, makAna moTA moTA hajIrA pacAsa pacAsa lAkhanA hoya tene dekhe, kapaDA, dAgInAne dekhe, zarIra rUpALuM dekhe. ahIM kahe che-e badhA paMcendriyanA bhoga che. zarIranA sparzanA bhoga, rasamAM mesubanA bhoga e rAganA bhoga che. te paMcendriyanA viSayonAM bhoga sukhamAM jarUra rAgI che. zloka bahu sarasa Avyo che. AvI vAto atyAre to sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. ahIMyA to kahe che pAMcamahAvrata cokhkhA pALe, samiti gupti cokhkhI pALe, ene mATe banAvela AhAra pANIne prANa jAya to paNa na lya, chatAM e zubharAga che. e rAganI rucithI mane lAbha thaze ema mAnanAro mithyASTi jIva che. pAThamAM to ema kahyuM che ke te pApI che. [ adyA]i karoDa upAya jo kare anaMtakALa paryata to paNa pApamaya che" karoDa bhavamAM karoDo, varSa sudhI pAMca mahAvrata pALe, samiti pALe, rAjakuTuMba choDe... paNa jene rAgamAM ruci che te pApI prANI che. AvuM kayAMya sAMbhaLyuM che. A dhULa-mATI (zarIra) jagatanI cIja hatI. te rajakaNo vIchInA DaMkha rUpe hatA...tyAre tenA pratye glAni thAya. e vIMchInA DaMkha atyAre zarIrapaNe pariNamyA che. e rajakaNo ahIMyA (zarIramAM) AvyA che. kAraNa ke paramANuM jagatanI cIja che. zarIrane mArApaNe mAnIne savArathI sAMja sudhI..nhAvuM, dhovuM, khAvuM,- Ama gAMDA (pAgala) jevuM lAge. prabhu ! tane A sanepAta zeno lAgyo? e rAgamAM jene ekatAbudhdhi che e pApI prANI che. e to pApI che paNa .....pAMca mahAvrata ne samiti barobara pALe, e paNa rAga che. e kAMI dharma nathI e to vRttinuM utthAna che. huM dayA pALuM, brahmacarya pALuM, jUThuM na boluM e badhuM vRttinuM utthAna che.- rAga che. emAM jene ruci che. (adyApi) ahIMyA sudhI Avyo to paNa te pApI che. zrotA :- pahelA AcAra pALe pachI samyagdarzana thaI jaze? uttara- e thaI jaze mithyAtvI. mithyAtvanuM AcaraNa karaze. to pachI mArIne jaze naraka ne nigodamAM. ahIMyA (satyano) pokAra kare che. karoDa upAya jo kare anaMtakALa paryata to paNa pApamaya che. jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhane kare che. mahAniMdha che. zA kAraNathI evo che.? "yata: sageetva ritA santi" kAraNa ke viSaya sukharaMjita che. jeTalo jIvarAzi te zudhdhAtma svarUpanA anubhavathI zUnya che" e pAMca indriyanA viSayanA rAgamAM raMgAyelo che. bhagavAna AtmA! atIndriya AnaMda ane zudhdha caitanya che. te atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdathI bharelo prabhu che, tenI jene pratIti ane teno jene anubhava che te jJAnI dharmI che. ane te rAgathI khAlI che.

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 eka vejalakAno yuvAna mANasa che, tene abhyAsa sAro che. ArjAnI pAse gayA haze ! te kahe tamAruM bIjuM badhuM ThIka paNa ...tame tapane dharma kema nathI mAnatA ! A bhAI kahe -kayuM tapa ? A apavAsa vagere che te to badhI rAganI kriyA che. e tapa nathI. cuDA ane rAma52nI vacce vejalakA gAma che. e chokaro bahu huziyAra che. abhyAsI che. badhI vAta karatAM karatAM arjikA kahe tamArI badhI vAta ThIka paNa tapasA e dharma nathI e vAta mane nA bese. kaI tapasA ? -e badhI to tArI lAMdhaNuM che. haju to A rAganA rasamAM paDayo che. evA tArA apavAsa e badhI lAMdhaNuM che. ema prabhu kahe che. "viSaya kaSAya AhAra tyAno yaMtra vidyayate jemAM viSaya ne kaSAya nahIM, vidhete" tyAM AgaLa tene AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdano svAda che. jema sonuM geruthI zobhe tema atIndriya AnaMda prabhu ! rAga rahita thaIne...vItarAga bhAve zobhe che. tene ahIM tapa kahevAmAM Ave che. "tapati kRti tapa" te tapa che. bAkI badhI lAMdhaNuM che. AkarI vAtuM che bApA! . "anaMtakALa paryaMta kare to paNa pApamaya che" kema ke te samakitathI rahita che. jene rAganI ruci che te mithyArdaSTi che ane tethI te AtmAnA anubhavathI khAlI che. zUnya che. (rivattA) rikta che. lokone kayAM paDI che? be cAra chokarA sArA pAke ane eka-eka chokarAne be-be lAkhanI pedAzuM hoya, rUpALA hoya, dAgInA-kapaDAM Ama paheryA hoya ! jenA premamAM ghUsI gayo e badhA smazAnanA hADakAM che. saMvata 1959 nI vAta che. mArI umara tera varSanI hatI. cha copaDI sudhI abhyAsa karyA pachI pAleja dukAne gayo. Aso mahino ane pUnamano divasa hato. tyAM jIna che. tyAM bAyuM rAsaDA vye ! ame pUchayuM ke-tyAM zuM che ? amane tyAM na javA devA mATe kahe -tyAM cUDela thAya che. zarI2 komaLa eTale bahAra javA na de ! mArAthI nAno magana hato, 52NyA pachI be varSe gujarI gayo. amo pAlejamAM pahela vahelAM gayelA ..teo kahe tyAM cUDela che ane ApaNane khAya jAya-bha2khI jAya. cUDela eTale vyaMtara devI -jene DAkaNa kahevAya. tyAra pachI be pAMca varSe khabara paDI e to ( gAmanI ) bAyuM ( strIo ) hatI. amArA gharAka, dukAne mAla levA Ave -bAyuMne badhA Ave ame paisAnI udharANI ka2vA jatA eTale khyAla Avyo ke-are ! Ato bAyuM che. amane tyAM jovA na javA devA khAtara cUDela che, tema kaheluM. ahIMyA 52mAtmA kahe che- rAgano bhAga e cUDela che- te DAkaNa che. ene jo prema karyo to tane khAI jaze ! cImotera varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. 300 ahIMyA traNa lokanA nAtha kahe che ! prabhu tArI pAse anaMta AnaMda, jJAna ne zAMti paDI che. tene choDI daIne A rAga puNya-pApanI to vAta ja zuM karavI ? saMsAramAM patnI, chokarAva, kuTuMba, dhaMdhA sAcavavA, zarIrane poSe e to ekaluM pApa, e badhA to durgatimAM javAnA. jyAre ahIMyA to paMca mahAvratane pALanArA, hajAro rANI choDIne mahinA ...mahinAnA apavAsa

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kalaza-137 301 karanArA e paNa zubharAganI vRtti che. ane temAM ruci rAkhI to tuM marI gayo. tuM AnaMdano nAtha tene te mArI nAkhyo. AtmAne ghAyala karI nAkhyo. jema charA vaDe zarIrane ghAyala kare tema A puNya ne pApanA premamAM teM tArA caitanyanA AnaMdane ghAyala karI nAkhyo. prabhu! tane kAMI khabara nathI. juo, haLave haLave e vAta Ave che. pAMca samitine pALanArA, paMcamahAvratanuM AlaMbana lenArA, ene karanArAne zubharAga che. paNa enI jene ruci che te mithyASTi pApI che. AvuM kevuM jainapaNuM? vADAmAM AvI parama satya vAta sAMbhaLavAya maLe nahIM. vItarAga ! vItarAga bhAvathI dharma batAve che. je rAgabhAvathI dharma mAne te vItarAganA virodhIo che. ahIMyA Ama vAta che. ahIMyA dAMDI pITIne cokhavaTa karIne to kahevAya che. loko ema kahene ke -chAza levA jAya ne doNI saMtADAya? A badhuM baneluM joyuM che. paisAvALA bheMsu ghare, pachI mahemAna ghare AvyA hoya to vadhAre chAza joIe. chAza levA jAya tyAre bogheNuM pAchaLa saMtADIne rAkhato haze? mahemAna ghare AvyA che to doNIne moDhA AgaLa mUkavI paDe. tema ahIMyA sanmArga che te asatyane khullu pADIne ughADuM pADI dhe che. tene gopavIne rAkhatA nathI. pAMca mahAvrata pALato hoya, pAMca samiti pALato hoya, hajAro rANIo choDIne mahinA mahinAnA lukhkhA apavAsa kare, paNa e badhI rAganI ruci che. bApu tAru svarUpa nathI. prabhu! tuM to jJAnAnaMda sahajAnaMda svarUpa cho ne! rAganI sacinI vRttio UThe che te pApI che. kema ke te zudhdha svarUpa anubhavathI zUnya che. "zA kAraNathI? zudhdha caitanya vastu (nAtma) dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarma" juo! AtmA zudhdha caitanya vastu ane anAtmA..jaDakarma-dravyakarma-bhAvakarma eTale puNya-pApa, dayAnA bhAva, nokarma eTale zarIra, vANI "temanuM heya upAdeyarUpe bhinnapaNArUpa jANapaNuM, tenuM zUnyapaNuM hovAthI" ajJAnI, rAga heya che ane caitanyamUrti upAdeya che, tevA heya upAdeyanA jJAnathI zUnya che. gajaba vAta che. koIne pAMca-pacIsa lAkha rUpiyA maLe, chokarA sArA pAke, to to joI lyo tamAre "huM pahoLo ne zerI sAMkaDI" te badhA marIne koI pazumAM ane koI narakamAM javAnA. ahIM paramAtmAno pokAra che.- "Atma" "anAtma' banne zabda paDyA che ne ! AtmA eTale zudhdha caitanya-vastu. "anAtmA" eTale jaDadravyakarma, bhAvakarma, nokarma, dayA-dAna-vratabhaktinA pariNAma e bhAvakarma che. jaDakarma e dravyakarma, zarIra nokarma, temanuM heya upAdeyapaNuM. nokarma,dravyakarma, bhAvakarma heya che. ane zudhdha svarUpa AtmA te upAdeya che. evA heya upAdeyarUpa bhinnapaNAnuM jANapaNuM, evA jANapaNAthI ajJAnI zUnya che. zeTha! bhASA to sAdI che. ...samajAya evI che. teNe tenI darakAra karI nathI. are! huM koNa chuM? mArAthI bhinna zuM cIja che? tenI

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302 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 da2kA2 ka2I nathI. pAThamAM be zabda AvyAne 'Atma' 'anAtma' - 'Atma' eTale zudhdha caitanyadhana, AnaMdakaMda prabhu che. A dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma zubhabhAva ane hiMsA-jUTha-AbarupatnI-chokarA-sAcavavAnA bhAva e badhA pApabhAva che. e badhuM anAtma che. jIvanuM zudhdha svarUpa ane ajIva dravyakarma, bhAvakarma evuM anAtmapaNuM te heya che ane AtmA upAdeya che tevA bhinnapaNArUpanA jANapaNAthI ajJAnI zUnya che. amRtacaMdra AcArya digambara saMta che. teo hajA2 varSa pahelAM thayA, e saMta pote pokAra kare che. jemane pAMca mahAvratanA pariNAma Ave che. te kahe che. ke emAM mArI ruci nathI. teo to tene heya jANe che. amAro cidAnaMda AtmA che tene ame upAdeya mAnIe chIe. AvA heya-upAdeyapaNAnuM jANapaNuM eTale AtmAne anAtmanuM bhinnapaNuM varte che. bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda svarUpa...jJAnasvarUpa che. A dayA-dAna-vratano vikalpa arthAt rAga ane zarIrAdi te bannenuM bhinnapaNuM che. te banne eka thayA nathI, eka che nahIM. evA bhinnapaNAnA jANapaNAthI ajJAnI zUnya che. tene kAMI bhAna nathI. heya zuM ne upAdeya zuM ? tenI kAMI khabara nathI. e bhale karoDapati abajopati hoya... paNa e badhA pApI mithyArdaSTi che ane moTA AcArya ne upAdhyAyanA nAma dharAvatA hoya... paNa jene rAganI ruci che te pApI prANI che ema kahe che. sAme pAThamAM aMdara che ke nahIM ? teno artha che ke nahIM ? "heya upAdeyarUpa jANapaNuM, tenuM zUnyapaNuM hovAthI" che ke nahIM pAThamAM ? jagatanI AgaLa tene potAnI kayAM da2kA2 che! (zrotA:-badhA hA pADe che.) sAme pATha che, satya che. tenI nA pADe to cAle kayAMthI ? tuM manuSya cho ! tenI hA pADe che. ane tuM gadheDo che to tenI nA pADe che ke nahIM ? ahIMyA rAgane potAno mAnanAra eTale heya ne potAno mAnanArA, upAdeyane potAno nahIM mAnanArA... bhinnapaNAnA jANapaNAthI te zUnya-mithyAdRSTi che. AvI vAto che! lokone A besavu kaThaNa paDe! ahIMyA kahe che bhinnapaNAnuM jJAna tenAthI zUnya che. tane je rAga thAya che. tene tuM upAdeya mAne che. mahAvratano rAga che te tane AdaraNIya che. tenAthI mAruM kalyANa thaze ema mAnanAre rAgane upAdeya mAnyo. rAga te anAtmA che. aMdara bhagavAna AtmA che... anaMta zudhdha che. e bannenA jANapaNAthI zUnya che. mATe te mithyArdaSTi-pApI che. upa2 pAThamAM kahayuM ke te rAzina: adyApipApA rAganA rAgIo tame pApI cho ema kahe che. aMdara pAThamAM che ke nahIM ? samayasAramAM A zlokano artha ane bhAvArthanA pUrA be pAnAM bharyA che. bhAvArtha jayacaMdajI paMDitano che. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - mithyArdaSTi jIvane zudhdha vastunA anubhavanI zakti hotI nathI" jenI dRSTi mithyA che. rAganI rucimAM paDayo che. tene jIvanA zudhdha vastunA AnaMdanA

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kalaza-137 303 anubhavanI zakti hotI nathI. AtmAnA zudhdhasvarUpanA anubhavanI zakti ajJAnIne hotI nathI. "evo niyama che tethI mithyASTi jIva karmano udaya potArUpa jANIne anubhave che." dayA-dAnano, rAgano vikalpa te to karmano udaya che. te AtmAno svabhAva nathI. Avo zloka che. bIjA badhA to takarAra kare hoM! atyAre navamI raiveyaka jAIe evA tapa vrata kayAM che? munivratadhAra anaMtavAra raiveyaka upajAya, pai nija AtamajJAna vinA sukha leza na pAyo" mahAvratanA pariNAma paNa duHkharUpa che. zubha rAga duHkha che. pAparAga du:kha che. hiMsA-jUThacorI-viSaya bhoga vAsanA, patnI, putra, putrI, kuTuMba, dhaMdho mAro e badhuM to mahApApa ne mahAduHkha che. kema ke te rAga che ne! mithyAdeSTi jIvane zudhdha vastunA anubhavanI zakti hotI nathI evo niyama che tethI mithyAdeSTi jIva karmano udaya potArUpa jANIne anubhave che." rAga che e to vikAra che. e karmanA udaye thayelo teno bhAva che. te AtmAno svabhAva nathI. mahAvratano zubharAga tene potArUpe ..mArApaNe anubhave che. "paryAyamAtramAM atyaMta rata che." have teno khulAso kare che. jene dravyadRSTi nathI e puNya ne pApanA bhAvamAM rata che, lIna che. ajJAnI potAne bAdazAha mAne che. ame badhA sukhI chIe....! dhULamAMya sukhI nathI, dukhI cho sAMbhaLane ! laukikamAM pAgalanI pAse pAgala sArA kahevAya. badhA pAgala che temAM hospITalamAM je bahu pAgala hoya te sAro, uMco kahevAya. tema rAgane potAno mAnanAro te bahu hoMziyAra kahevAya. udyogapati ema kahe-juone mArA-mA-bApa pAse kAMI nahotuM paNa potAnA bAhubaLe udyoga karI .pAMca-pacAsa karoDa bhegAM karyA. zenA paNa? dhULanA, e dhULa ene maLI che kayAM? enI pAse to mamatA AvI che. meM meLavyA, huM kamANo, ema mAnanAro mithyASTi jIva che. ajIvane meLavavA prayatno karyA paNa...ajIva tatvane meLavI zake che? kema ke I to ajIva che. ahIMyA to rAgane potAno mAnavo e paNa mithyASTi che. ajIvane potAno mAnavo enI to vAta kayAM karavI? prazna:- anaMta zakti hoya che to evI zakti nathI ajIvanuM kare? uttara- evI zakti nathI. ajJAnIne to (zudhdha vastunA) anubhavanI zakti nathI. je paryAyamAM rata che tene anubhavanI zakti kyAMthI AvI? rAganA rasamAM paDayo che te paryAya budhdhi che vartamAnanI budhdhi che. tene trikALI bhagavAna zudhdha caitanyamUrtinI dRSTi ane anubhava nathI. zloka bhAre Akaro Avyo ! te kAraNe mithyASTi sarvathA rAgI hoya che." joyuM? paryAyamAtramAM atyaMta rata che te kAraNe, paryAya mAtra eTale puNyano rAga-dayA-dAna-vrata-vikalpa e badho paryAyano vikAra

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304 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 che, temAM rata che e kAraNe mithyAdeSTi sarvathA rAgI che. teNe bhale rAjya, kuTuMba choDayuM hoya to paNa sarvathA rAgI che. te kathaMcit rAgI ane kathaMcita arAgI ema nathI. AhAhAjene karmanA nimittathI puNya-pApanA bhAva ane tenA phaLamAM patnI, chokarAva, dhULa, dhamAla, dikarIo sArI, jamAI Adi e badho vistAra jaDano che. emAM je rata che te kAraNe mithyAdeSTi sarvathA rAgI prANI che. arere ! AvI vAta saMpradAyamAM kayAM che.? amane badhI khabara che ne sthAnakavAsI ke zvetAmbaramAM A vAta che ja nahIMne!! digambaramAMthI be hajAra varSa pahelAM zvetAmbara mArga nIkaLyo. enA zAstro banAvyA emAM to A vAta AvI ja nathI. pAMcaso varSa pahelAM sthAnakavAsI(mata) nIkaLyo, temAMthI terApaMthI tulasI hamaNAM nIkaLyo. Ama juo to mArga Akaro che bhAI ! temAM badhAne aNuvrata Ape che, mithyAdRSTi che ane aNuvrata? e vratamAM dharma thaI gayo jANe. bApu! mAragaDA judA bhAI ! rAgI hovAthI karmabaMdhanA kartA che" rAgI prANI karmabaMdhananA kartA che. rAgI kema? dayA-dAnano bhAva che e rAga che. e rAganI jene ruci che te mithyAdeSTi che. te rAgI hovAthI karmabaMdhano kartA che. tene saMvara nirjarA to nathI paNa te karmabaMdhano kartA che. pravacana naM. 139 ( tA. 03/11/'77 e rAga ane rAganI vRttithI mane lAbha thaze e mAnanArane ahIMyA mithyASTi kahevAmAM Ave che. "kevA che mithyAdeSTi jIva? "zayama kadaM svayama sacada: nAtu me vazva: sthA" ame dharma karIe chIe, ame apavAsa karIe chIe, bhakti karIe chIe, dAna karIe chIe; zuM amane bhagavAnanI zradhdhA nathI ? ema ajJAnI mAne che. ame samyagdaSTi chIe, ame bhagavAnane mAnIe chIe, ame deva-gurune mAnIe chIe, zAstrane mAnIe chIe. vrata pALIe chIene! ame samyagdaSTi nathI? ema ajJAnI mAne che e to mithyASTi che. te vrata pALe, bhakti kare, pUjA kare, deva-guru-dharmane mAne e badho to rAgabhAva che. bahu jhINI vAta bhAI ! e to vikalpa che, vRttinuM utthAna che, emAM jene ruci ne prema che e mithyASTi mAne ke ame dharmI nathI ? AvuM karIe chIe ane dharmI nahIM ? svayaM samyagdaSTi chuM tethI traNekALa aneka prakAranuM viSayasukha bhogavatA paNa mane karmano baMdha nathI." mithyAdeSTi jIva traNekALa aneka prakAranuM viSaya sukha bhogavatAM paNa mane to karmano baMdha nathI ema kahe che. ame dharmI chIe, samakitI chIe tethI ame viSayanA sukha bhogavIe. para viSayamAM prema rAkhIe to paNa amane baMdha nathI. ema ajJAnI dalila kare che. ti zAvaranta" evA jIva evuM mAne che to mAno" evA jIva mAno to mAno! AmAM Avo artha karyo che (varanu) "evuM mAne to mAno" A artha che. rAganI kriyA

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305 kalaza-130 kare che, rAganI vRttinA premamAM paDayA che ane kahe che ke ame samyagdaSTi chIe. che mithyArdaSTi ane amane ema mAno ke ame samyagdaSTi chIe. "ema mAno to mAno" zrI jayasena AcAryanI TIkAmAM saMskRtamAM (Avantu) no artha phera pADayo che. paMca mahAvrata pALo, ahiMsA, satya, brahmacarya, aparigraha e pAMca mahAvratano je bhAva che te rAga che. AvuM AkaruM kAma che! e. ..mahAvrata pALo ke-zAstranA adhyayana karo lAkho karoDo zlokone bhaNo to paNa e badho rAga che. kemake tenI paryAyabuddhi che. vartamAna aMza u52 ane vartamAna rAganA bhAga u52 ruci nAma valaNa che tethI tene ahIMyA mithyArdaSTi kahyo che. e paMca mahAvrata pALato ho..... ! paNa te Asrava che. paMca mahAvrata pote Asrava che. zAstra adhyayana karato ho ! zAstranuM adhyayana karavuM e to 52 taraphanA vikalpavALo rAga che. agiyAra aMganuM jJAna kare, nava pUrvanI labdhi pragaTe e zuM cIja che ? tene to rAgano prema che, kriyAno prema che ane mAne che ke- ame samyagdaSTi chIe. "tathApi temane karmabaMdha che" tene mithyAtvanuM karma baMdhana che. navA loko sAMbhaLe tene A AkaruM lAge ! ahIM to digaMbara sAdhu nAma dharAve, paMca mahAvrata pALe....to paNa tene rAgamAM prema che. paMca mahAvratano bhAva te rAga che ane rAgamAM jenI ruci che tenI dRSTi tyAM rAga u52 hovAthI tene mithyArdaSTi kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI vAtuM bApu! e to premathI (sAMbhaLavA ) AvyA che. ahIM kahe che sarvajJa jinezvaradeva 52mezvare je cidAnaMda svarUpa AtmAnuM svarUpa batAvyuM che te teNe anaMtakALathI joyuM nathI. aMdara vastu je Atmatattva je zudhdha AnaMdakaMda anaMtabaLa ane anaMta AnaMdanuM gha2 tenI sAmuM teNe eka sekanDa paNa naja2 karI nathI. AhAhA ! Avo bhagavAna zudhdha cidAnaMda AnaMdakaMda je vItarAga sarvajJadeve joyo che te nija AtmA. bAkI ajJAnI, AtmA ....AtmA kare....teNe joyo nathI tethI teno AtmA sAco nathI. A to traNalokanA nAtha sarvajJa 5ramezvara deva.....jinendradeva temaNe jyAre nija AtmAne joyo, tevA dareka AtmAne joyA ke AtmA to zudhdha cid AnaMdaghana che. aMdaramAM je dayA-dAnanA vikalpa thAya che, tene puNya tattva tarIke ( AtmAthI ) bhinna tattva joyuM. jyAre ajJAnI bhinna tattva tarIke arthAt te huM chuM ema mAne che. tenI dRSTi paryAya u52 che. paryAya (dRSTi ) eTale ? trikALI AnaMdakaMda prabhu che tenA u52nI dRSTino abhAva che. vartamAna paryAya eTale pragaTa dazA. tenI dayA-dAna Adi rAga upara dRSTi che tethI te paryAyabudhdhi mithyAdRSTi che. ( zrotAH-ka2vuM zuM ? ) A ka2vAnuM to kIdhuMne ! vAto to thaI gaI. e vartamAna paryAyamAM ane rAga tenI pAchaLa prabhu caitanya che. cetana to dhruva anAdi anaMta che. A to palaTatI

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306 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 avasthA che. jene bhagavAna utpAda-vyaya kahe che. aMdara je anAdi anaMta zudhdha caitanya dhruva pUrNAnaMda prabhu AtmA che tenI upara kadI dRSTi karI nathI. tenI najaramAM jayAM sudhI enuM nidhAna na Ave tyAM sudhI te mithyASTi cAragatimAM paribhramaNa karanAro che. prazna:- tene dharmano parigraha che ke AtmAno parigraha che? uttara- tene dharma kayAM thato haze! AtmA vastu dharmI che ane temAM dharma che. dharma eTale dhAraNa karelI cIja. anaMtajJAna je jJAnamAM behada jANavuM che. payAryamAM alpajJatA che. vastumAM to behada aparimita anaMta jJAna ne AnaMda, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta zAMti, anaMta IzvaratA prabhu AtmAmAM bharI che. evA dravya svabhAvanI eka samaya dRSTi vinA te paryAyamAM mahAvratanuM AcaraNa karo ! agiyAra aMga bhaNo te badhI paryAyabudhdhi hovAthI te mithyASTi che. AvI vAta che prabhu! bIjAne AkaruM lAge paNa bIjuM zuM thAya prabhu! te bhAI kahetA hatA ke huM tyAM sAMbhaLavA jAuM paNa AvI vAto tyAM nathI AvatI. vAta sAcI che bhAI hoM!! ame to badhAmAM joyuM che ne bApA! sthAnakavAsImAM to badhuM joyuM che, tamane khabara nathI? bApu! A prabhuno mArga koI judo che. ahIMyA kahe che-e rAganI rucivALAne bhale dayA-dAna vratanA pariNAma ho! paNa e rAga che. A vAta na bese e lokone!! vrata che te saMvara che ane apavAsa che te nirjarA che. ema ajJAnI mAne che. ahIM prabhu ema kahe che. tattvArthasUtramAM ane samayasAramAM kahe che - apavAsa ke je kaMI kare che.......e vRtti UThe che te badho zubharAga che. paMca mahAvrataAdinA bhAva, zarIrathI jAbajIva brahmacarya pALe, dayAnAbhAva, parane nahIM mAravAnA ahiMsAnA bhAva...e badhA bhAva to rAganI kriyAnA che. jhINI vAta che prabhu! sarvajJa jinendradeva paramezvarano anAdino A pokAra che. paNa... eNe gaNakAryo nathI te nanUra thaI gayo che. tene mAre to te uhakAro paNa na kare! tema mithyAtvamAM caitanyanA teja na maLe tyAM to ekalo rAga ne dveSa che. ame to badhuM najare joyeluM che, A khAlI sAMbhaLeluM nathI. ahIMyA paramAtmA kahe che ke re natUrA tane ATalo ATalo upadeza maLyo ke tArI cIjamAM A dayA dAnanA vikalpa nathI. tArAmAM to anaMta AnaMda ne zAMti paDI che prabhu tane khabara nathI, eno tane svIkAra nathI. tane A rAgano svIkAra che ane tuM ema mAne che ke amo dharmI chIe! mAno! koNa nA pADe che.....! paNa anaMta saMsAramAM karmane bAMdhe che. AvI vAto have ! sAMbhaLavAya jAya nahIM, mArga to A che. bAI vidhavA thAya.......teno dhaNI mare tene duHkhANI kahe. bhAI ! te kharekhara duHkhANI nathI. tene to nivRtti maLI che. e kAMI duHkha che? jene aMdaramAM rAgamAM potApaNuM lAge, puNya Adi che tene mArApaNe mAnyA te duHkhiyA prANI che. duniyAthI avaLI vAtuM che bApu! vItarAga mArga ja evo che ke prabhu ! ahIMyA gAthA ja evI AvI che ne?

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kalaza-137 307 AhAhA! paMca mahAvrata pALe, vrata-jAtrA-bhakti -pUjA-dayA-dAna kare....paNa e rAganI kriyAmAM dharma mAnanAro che mATe te mithyAdeSTi che. ane tethI tene anaMta saMsAranuM baMdhana che. pelA temAM dharma mAne, ahIMyA kahe che tene anaMta saMsAra vadhe che. kAraNa ke rAgano tane prema che. AnaMdano nAtha je dravyasvabhAva che tenI sAmuM to tuM joto nathI ane rAganI kriyA sAmuM joIne tuM beTho che...tethI khuzI khuzI thaI jAya che. bhAI ! AvI vAto che. "evA jIva evuM mAne che to mAno tathApi temane karmabaMdha che" are! vAtuM sAMbhaLavI paNa muzkela paDe bApA! te anAdino duHkhiyo che. karoDapati abajopati paisA hoya tene bhagavAna to rAMkA-bhikhArI kahe che. aMtaramAM AnaMda ne zAMtinI lakSmI paDI che, behada AnaMda paDyo che. saccidAnaMda prabhu AtmA che tenI lakSmInI to khabara na maLe....ane bahArathI lAvo lAvo ne lAvo tethI bhikhArI moTo mAMgaNa che. ahIMyA kahe che- jainano digambara sAdhu thayo moTo. vastravALA sAdhune jainasidhdhAMtamAM sAdhu kahetA nathI. jhINI vAta che.... digambara sAdhu vastrano TUkaDo na rAkhe...paMca mahAvrata pALe. chaTha-chaThTha, aThThama apavAsa kare, lUkhA pAraNA kare......paNa e badhI kriyA rAganI che. e rAganA rasano prema che te bhale dharmI nAma dharAve paNa te mithyASTi che. AkarI vAtuM che bhAI ! upayogI vAta che. are! satya vAta che. are.......! satya vAta kAne paNa na paDe! sarvajJa paramezvara trilokanAthanuM satya kathana che. e vAta kAne na paDe te jIvanuM zuM thAya? bhAI ! bahAramAM koI zaraNa nathI. ahIMyA e vAta kare che. brAhyamAM evuM nAma dharAvo to dharAvo! "vaLI kevA che" uttAnotpanA : UMcA karI phUlAvyA che gAla-mukha jemaNe, evA che" ame dharmI chIe, mahinA mahinAnA apavAsa karIe chIe. paNa emAM A badhuM zuM che? UMcA karIne phulAvyA che gAla-mukhamo basa Ama hoya! mahinA-mahinAnA apavAsa karIe, bahAranuM lUkhuM khAIe, rasa choDI daIe, ghI ane dUdha na khAIe, khAkharA ne chAsa khAIe, ane tame amane dharma na kaho? bhAI ! tuM tAre phUlAne! paNa e rAganA bhAganI tene khabara nathI. e bhAga tAro nathI. e rAga vinAnI aMdara cIja che. prabhu caitanya AnaMdakaMda saccidAnaMda sat eTale zAzvata cIja je jJAnane AnaMdanuM ghara prabhu paDayuM che. bhAI ! te A kadI sAMbhaLyuM nathI. dolatarAmajInI stutimAM Ave che. "hama to kabaThuM na nijaghara Aye." teNe nija gharane kadI joyuM nathI. "paraghara phirata bahuta dina bite, nAma aneka dharAye" meM dayA pALI, meM vrata lIdhA, meM apavAsa karyA evA paragharanI vAtanA te aneka nAma dharAvyA. nijagharamAM aMdara saccidAnaMda prabhu che. sarvajJa kevaLI jinendradeve jene pragaTa karyo tevA anaMta jJAna, anaMta AnaMda e AvyA kayAMthI? e kayAMya bahArathI Ave che? je aMdaramAM (zaktirUpe) paDyuM che anaMta AnaMda ne anaMtajJAna temAMthI AvyuM.

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308 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 - lIMDI pIparamAM cosaThahorI tikhAza bharI che. e lIMDI pIparane cosaThappora ghUTe eTale soLaAnA pUro rUpiyo. tene cosaThappora ghUTe eTale temAMthI cosaThavhorI tikhAza bahAra Ave. e tikhAza kayAMthI AvI? patharAmAMthI AvI? paDI hatI te bahAra AvI ! tema A bhagavAna AtmAmAM pUrNa jJAna, pUrNa darzana, anaMta AnaMda je paramAtmAne pragaTa thayo che, te kayAMthI Avyo? prabhu! tane tArA svarUpanI khabara nathI. tAruM svarUpa pUrNa AnaMdAdithI bharyuM che. aMdara atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa che. atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda che. samajAya che kAMI ? ghaNI vakhata sakakarakaMdano dAkhalo ApIe chIe. A sakakarakaMda eTale sakariyA. e sakariyAnI upara juo to upara jarAka lAla chAla hoya che. e chAla na dekho to aMdara sakakarakaMda che. sakakara nAma sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa che...... tene sakakarakaMda kahyuM che. tema bhagavAna AtmAmAM dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA vikalpa e lAla chAla che, tene na dekho to aMdaramAM AnaMdano kaMda prabhu che. are! kayAM bese! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM? e to ekAnta che- ekAnta che-ema karIne kADhI nAkhyuM! e bicArA paNa zuM kare! samajAya che kAMI? dAkhalo to nALiyerano paNa ApIe chIe. nALiyera eTale zrIphaLa hoya che ne! tenA uparanA chAlA te judI cIja che, kAcalI te judI cIja che, ane jyAre ToparApAka kare tyAre lAla chAlane ghasI nAkhe che, e lAla chAla judI che. e chAlA, kAcalI, lAla chAla tenAthI bhinna aMdara sapheda mIThuM daLa je ToparuM che, dhoLo mITho goLo che tene nALiyera kahIe. tema A deha che te uparanA chAlA che. aMdaramAM ATha karma te kAcalI che. ane dayA-dAnapUjA bhaktinA, kAma-krodhanA bhAva te lAla chAla che. e lAla chAlanI pAchaLa zrIphaLano dhoLo moTo mITho AtmA che. nALiyeranuM AnaMdanuM daLa paDyuM che moTuM bhAI ! koI di' (potAnI) khabara na karI ! tenI upara najara nahIM ane lAla chAla upara najara, A dayA-dAna vrata bhaktinA bhAva e uparanI lAla chAla che. photarAM che. AkaruM kAma! e vAta ahIMyA kare che. bhale zubhabhAva karI gAla-moTuM phulAvo ane ame dharmI chIe ema mAno, to tamane koNa nA pADe che. bApA! paNa cho to mithyAdeSTi. arere! anaMta anaMta avatAra thayA kAgaDAnAM, kUtarAnAM, narakanAM, nigodanAM e tuM bhUlI gayo. te anAdino prabhu cho ne! to tuM kayAM rahyo hato? cAragatimAM duHkhI thaIne rakhaDato rahyo, narakanAM, manuSyanAM, tiryaMcanAM svarganAM e cAre gatimAM duHkha che, evA duHkhanA anaMtA bhava karyA. prabhu tuM thAkayo nahIM? tane thAka na lAgyo....! paNa have to samaja! zloka 138 mAM kaheze- have to TANA AvyA prabhu! samaja to kharo prabhu! aMdaramAM atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa che ne! A indriyanA viSayamAM sukha mAne che e to rAga ne kalpanA che. e to rAganuM jhera che. ahIMyA to vrata, tapAdino zubhabhAva ho! tene prabhu to jhera kahe che. samayasAra mokSa adhikAramAM rAgane jhera kahyuM che. bhagavAna aMdara rAgathI bhinna paDayo che. amRtano sAgara che

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kalaza-137 3/9 tenI to najaruM karato nathI tene svIkArato nathI, e satya taraphano satkAra ne svIkAra nathI ane A rAganI kriyAno svIkAra ane tuM mAne che ke dharma karIe chIe. tuM ema kulA bhale......paNa have anaMta saMsAramAMthI nIkaLIza nahIM. tamArA A paisAnuM zuM karavuM? A karoDo rUpiyAnA moTA pathArI hoya, be-pAMca-pacIsa karoDanI dhULa mATI che, tyAM kayA hatAM sukha! sukha to ahIMyA aMtaramAM che. e paisAthI sukha AvatuM haze? tuM muMha phulAva to phulAva....evA che. " athavA kevA che? samiti pUratAM zAnarUttA manapaNuM athavA thoDuM bolavuM." sAdhu thaIne IrSA samiti pALe - joIne cAle, vicArIne bole, e badhI kriyAo rAganI che. tene mATe banAvelo AhAra na lya! evI eSaNA samiti pALe...paNa e badho vikalpa ne rAga che. AvuM pAMca samitinuM pAlana kare che. "mainapaNuM athavA thoDuM bolavuM, potAne hINo karIne bolavuM" koI mauna rAkhe, ochuM bole to thaI jAya ohoho! mana rAkhe ane ochuM bole emAM zuM dALiyA vaLe kAMI? vANiyA vepAramAM kahe che ne ! dALiyA thayA eTale kAMI kamANI thaI. te emAM zuM dALiyA thayA tArA...e to badhI rAganI kriyA che. mAna to tane koNa nA pADe che! vItarAga to tane kahe che ke tuM mithyASTi cho. tAro nAtha saccidAnaMda prabhu aMdara birAje che tenI to tane khabara nathI. eno tane svIkAra nathI, eno tane aMdaramAM satkAra nathI. A rAganI kriyA che zubhanI....je svabhAvathI viruddha che teno tane Adara chesatkAra che svIkAra che mAne che ke huM dharmI chuM. paNa ekAnta karmabaMdhanane saMsAra vadhAre che. bhAI ! tame sAMbhaLyuM nathI jiMdagImAM! A zAstra konuM che? sonagaDhanuM che? A zAstra to hajAro varSa pahelAnuM che. amRtacaMdra AcAryanA zloko che. kuMdakuMda AcArya be hajAra varSa pahelAM thayA....temanI gAthA che. A zlokanA artha basso varSa pahelAM rAjamallajIe karyA che. "mana thaIne athavA thoDuM bolavuM" bAra bAra mahinA sudhI mana rahe...to zuM thayuM? emAM zuM? e to jaDanI kriyA che to bhASA na thaI paNa emAM dharma kayAM Avyo! jAmanagaranA prophesara hatA te mana rahetA, pachI teNe moTo yajJa karyo hato. te jAmanagaranI bahAra hatA gujarI gayA. e brAhmaNa hatA. enA mahArAja mana rahe ane pachI loko ekaThA thAya. yajJamAM lAkho rUpiyA kharcA hatA.-paNa emAM zuM dALiyA vaLe ! temAM dharma kayAM Avyo? varSItapamAM apavAsa kare...temAM rAganI maMdatA karI hoya to mithyASTi sahita puNyano bhAva che. tAro nAtha aMdara che. tenI to tane najaruM nathI. anaMta atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda aMdara birAje che. jemAM anaMta AnaMda anaMtajJAna, anaMta darzana evI anaMtazaktino guNa bhaMDAra moTo che. anaMtaguNano godAma aMdara paDyo che. prabhu! tane khabara nathI. anaMta AnaMda anaMtajJAna Adi anaMtaguNano godAma AtmA che. bhAI ! tArA godAma to badhA samajavA

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310 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 jevA che. evA trikALI AtmAnuM zudhdha svarUpa caitanyane dRSTimAM lIdhA vinA, pote bhagavAna svarUpe birAje che teno anAdara karIne....., rAganI kriyA-vibhAvanI kriyA je svabhAvanI kriyAthI virudhdha che teno Adara mA.......temAM dharma mAna to saMsAramAM 2khaDIza. mAragaDA Ama che bApu ! atyAranI zailIthI judI jAta che. atyAranI zailI to badhe A ja sAMbhaLavA maLe che. vrata karo ne apavAsa karo ne upadhAna karo, jAtrAkaro, dAnakaro, maMdira banAvo, gajaratha calAvo, varaghoDA moTA kADho munione AhAra Apo, cokA lagAvo, tame muni cho ke nahIM tenI haju tamane khabara nathI. denA2 muni mAnI AhAra Ape to te mithyArdaSTi che. jhINI vAta che......! atyAre bahu phe2phA2...! mAraga to evo che ke-jenA eka kSaNamAM samyagdarzana thAya, tenA jJAnamAM pUrNa zeya Ave eTale jenuM svarUpa pUrNAnaMda prabhu che tene zeya banAve....ane rAgAdi 52zeya tarIke jene bhAse evI samyagdarzananI dazA te alaukika cIja che. tenA vinA janma -ma2Nano aMta koI di' nahIM Ave bApu ! "( samitiparatAM)mAnapaNuM athavA thoDuM bolavuM athavA potAne hINo karI bolavuM." ethI zuM thayuM bApu ! e to jaDanI kriyA che. teNe kadAcit rAganI maMdatA rAkhI hoya ema tuM mAne to mAna ! samitimAM barAbara tatpara rahe. eSaNA samiti joIne cAle, joIne nirdoSa AhAra lye, tene mATe banAvelo AhAra prANa jAya to paNa na lye! evI samiti pALa to pALa ! paNa e samyagdarzana nahIM, tArA ! e badhAM thothAM che. "tenuM samAnarUpa sAvadhAnapaNuM tene (AlambantAM) avalaMbe che. arthAt sarvathA prakAre A rUpe prakRtino svabhAva che jemano," ema kahe che ke rAganaMda thayo e prakRtino svabhAva che, tAro svabhAva nahIM. prabhu ! AvI vAto AkarI bahu!? lAkhkho, karoDo mANasa kaMIka bIjuM mAne ane A kaMIka judI vAta AmAM athaDAmaNa ja UbhI thAya ne !! AhAhA....bApu ! tane khabara nathI bhAI ! aMta2mAM moTuM nidhAna paDayuM che bhAI! anAkuLa AnaMdano nAtha prabhu birAje che. anAkuLa atIndriya jJAnano sAgara AtmA che. anAkuLa IzvaratAnI zaktino bhaMDA2 che. e ta2phanI naja2 vinA tArI najaruM vartamAna paryAya rAganI kriyA u52 che....tethI mithyArdaSTi che. "(samitiparatAM) pAMca samitimAM tatpara rahe. ( paratAM) zabda che ne ! pAMca samitinuM AlaMbana lye che. joIne cAle vagere badhI kriyAo rAganI che. are ! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe tyAM-kahe jaina dharmano Avo mArga haze ? tyAM AvuM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ? e to apAsarAmAM sAthe rahenArA......hatA. bApu! A mAraga judA bhAI ! tene karavaTa badalavI nathI. rAganI paDakhe caDayo che e svabhAvanI paDakhe Avyo nahIM. rAtre eka paDakhe suve....pachI paDakhuM na

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kalaza-137 311 pherave kemake e bAju bhIMta hoya tema ahIMyA eka bAjunI karavaTa che. teNe paryAyabuddhimAMthI paDakhuM pheravyuM nahIM....ane svabhAva sanmukha gayo nahIM. "samiti paratAM mAnavuntA" e rAgane bhale AlaMbo paNa e prakRtino svabhAva che, tArA AtmAno nahIM. gajaba vAto che. prabhu tuM koNa che? tuM to jJAna ne AnaMdano sAgara cho ne prabhu !! tane tArI moTapanI khabara nathI? pAmara cIja je rAgAdi tenI tane mahimA ane satkAra che. prabhu! tuM herAna thaI gayo. vADAmAM rahe to (AvI vAta karanArane) vADAmAM nA rahevA dhe! ahIM to jaMgala che.jene mAnavuM hoya te mAno-bApA! mAraga A che. amAre to vikrama saMvata 1980 nI sAlamAM thoDI prarUpaNA karI kahyuM ke saMpradAyanI dRSTi te samyagdarzana ema che nahIM, vastu bIjI che. tyAM to bahAramAM khaLabhaLATa khaLabhaLATa thaI gayo AjathI trepana varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. boTAdamAM comAsu hatuM. 1977,79,80 ema boTAdamAM comAsu kareluM. tyAre amArA gurubhAI mULacaMdajI hatA. te badhAne ekaThAM karI ane kahe- jo bhAI ! tame game te sAMbhaLyuM hoya paNa zradhdhA to gaNadhara jevI che tethI samakitI chIe, have vrata-tapa karavA e cAritra....Ama kahI badhAMne samAdhAna karAve! e vakhate paMdaraso paMdaraso mANasanI sabhA vyAkhyAnamAM thatI. ApaNA traNaso ghara hatA. rAyacaMda gAMdhI jevA moTA gRhastha, paisAvALA, vizAzrImALI, nAraNa bhUdhara e saMghanA zreSTha hatA. apAsarAmAM sabhA samAya nahIM to keTalAya oTale bese! A saMvata 1985 nI sAlanI vAta che. haLave daIne vAta karI....A paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma che te Asava che. je bhAve tIrthakara gotra baMdhAya e bhAva dharma nahIM. dharmathI baMdha na paDe ane je bhAve baMdha paDe e bhAva dharma nahIM. badhA zeThiyA beThA hatA. saMpradAyamAMya amAruM nAma moTuM hatuM ne! e vakhate bahAra oTalA para besI polIse vyAkhyAna sAMbaLyuM. pachI te kahe mahArAja tame badhAne sAdhu karI dezo to pachI tene vahorAvanAra koNa raheze? e polIse Avo prazna karyo. pachI kIdhuM ema na hoya! sajjana mANasa ema kahe ke huM karoDapati thaIza to pachI A vAsaNanA sApha karanArA koNa raheze? ema vicAratA haze? mAraga judo che prabhu! jemAM janma-maraNanA aMta Ave te mAraga che. e vinA badhI vAtuM ne thothe thothAM che. ahIMyA to kahe che-paMca mahAvrata pALo, agiyAra aMganA karoDo zlokone kaMThastha karo, zAstronuM jANavuM karo ane pAMca samitimAM tatpara raho.....to paNa e saMsAra che. e rAganI kriyA che. sAMbhaLyuM jAya nahIMjagatane kaThaNa paDe zuM thAya? sAdhuoe evI prarUpaNA karI che- ane sAMbhaLanArAne e ja maLyuM che bicArAne! badhA e ja prarUpaNA kare che... A karo vrata karo, apavAsa karo, jAtrA karo...!bhagavAna ahIMyA to kahe che ...pAMca samitimAM bhale tatpara ho! paNa e prakRtino svabhAva che, e tAro dharma nahIM. "tathApi rAgI hovAthI mithyAdeSTi che, karmabaMdhane kare che." kriyAno rAga che te

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312 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 vikalpa che ane eno prema che tene rAganI rUci che. tene svabhAvanI aruci che. trikALI atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha prabhu enA pratye jene aruci che tene rAganI ruci che... te mithyAdeSTi che tene jainanI khabara nathI. tathApi rAgI hovAthI mithyASTi che, karmabaMdhane kare che." te pAMca samitimAM tatpara hovAthI paMca mahAvratane pALe che. ahIM kahe che- te rAgI che. kemake e vikalpa che, vRtti che. e kayAM AtmAno svabhAva che? tethI te karmabaMdhane kare che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke je koI jIva paryAyamAtramAM rata hotAM pragaTa mithyASTi che." juo! zuM kahe che? je paryAyamAM rAga che temAM rata che. rAga, puNya, dayA-dAna-vratanI paryAyamAM rata che tene je trikALI dravya svabhAva che tenI to khabareya nathI. samajANuM kAMI? vartamAna paryAya eTale dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma e rAga paryAya che. enI dRSTi te rAgabuddhi che ane rAgabudhdhi te paryAyabuddhi che. AvuM che....... A zloka to evo (suMdara) Avyo che! je koI jIva e rAganI kriyAmAM...rata che te mithyASTi che. rAganI vAta zuM!? vartamAna eka samayano jJAnano ughADa (buddhi) che te paryAya che -te avasthA che tenI jene ruci che. e mithyASTi che. AhAhA ! e eka samayanI avasthAnI pAchaLa bhagavAna AtmA! je trikALI saccidAnaMda AnaMdakaMda prabhu birAje che-enI najaruM karavAno jene vakhata nathI, tenI sAmuM jovAno TAIma maLato nathI te mithyASTi che. AvI vAto have! ahIM kahe che ke -e pragaTa mithyASTi che, guptaya nahIM. enI prarUpaNAmAM e ja vAta Ave vrata karo, apavAsa karo, bhakti karo, emAMthI tamane dharma thaze. e prarUpaNA ja mithyAdeSTinI che. "temanI prakRtino svabhAva che ke" rAga maMda karIne apavAsa karyA, vrata pALyA e to prakRtino svabhAva che. e kAMI bhagavAna AtmAno jJAnAnaMda sahajAnaMda prabhuno svabhAva nathI. "ame samyagdaSTi amane karmabaMdha nathI, evuM mukhathI garaje che." ame dharmI chIe, ame dharma karIe chIe, amane zuM bhagavAnanI zradhdhA nathI? ame samakitI chIe ne bhagavAnane nathI mAnatA ame? ahIM kahe che bhagavAnane mAna che paNa rAga che. paramezvaradevane mAnavA e paNa eka rAgano bhAga che. A bese kema ? e vAta kahe che. ame samyagdaSTi chIe tethI amane karmabaMdha nathI, evuM mukhathI garaje che. vAta moTImoTI kare che. ame varSI tapa karyA ane tenI pAchaLa poNo lAkha rUpiyA khacyuM che. emAM dhULamAM zuM? e mAne che ke ame dharma karyo! ane tenA sAdhu paNa phUlamALA paherAve-A kare...te kare! temAM badhA rAjI rAjI thaI jAya ane amane karma baMdhana nathI ema garaje che. "keTalAka prakRtinA svabhAvane lIdhe mona jevA rahe che, keTalAka thoDuM bole che, tyAM e pramANe rahe che te samasta prakRtino svabhAvabheda che, emAM paramArtha to kAMI nathI." mauna rahe to paNa te prakRtino svabhAva che. rAgano svabhAva e kAMI AtmAno svabhAva nathI. keTalAka bahu thoDuM

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kalaza-137 313 bole to jANe ke teNe bahu tyAga karyo !! mainapaNuM seve to lAbha thAya paNa karyuM manapaNuM e samasta prakRtino svabhAva bheda che. koInI prakRti khUba maMdarAganI hoya paNa e kAMI vastunuM svarUpa nathI. "temAM paramArtha to kAMI nathI." paMca mahAvrata pALe, pAMca samitimAM nirdoSa AhAra tye ene mATe banAvelA na le ! atyAre to banAvIne rAkhe che... savAramAM dUdha-cA banAvIne rAkhe. te muni mATe nathI. enI vAto to ahIMyA che ja nahIM, A to barobara samiti pALe, paNa ene mATe banAveluM ke nahIM mahAvrata pALe chatAM te paramArtha nathI. A to paramAtmAnA gharanI vAto che. jinendradeva vitarAga svabhAvanI vAto karanAra che. rAganI kriyAno karanAro emAM paramArtha nathI. jeTalA kALa sudhI jIva paryAyamAM potApaNuM anubhave che teTalA kALa sudhI mithyASTi che, rAgI che, karmabaMdhana kare che" ahIM have saravALo kare che. "jeTalA kALa sudhI" eTale vartamAna dazAmAM rAganI maMdatAnI kriyA che e paryAyamAM rata che teTalA kALa sudhI te mithyASTi che. jeTalo kALa e paryAyamAM eTale avasthAmAM hAla rAga che...tyAre dravya dhruva che. trikALI prabhu! sat che. "utpAda vyaya dhruva yuktama sat" e bhagavAnanI vANImAM AvyuM, emAM utpAda, vyaya te paryAya che. dhruva te trikALI zaktino Akho piMDa che. have e trikALI vastunI to khabaruM na maLe, eno anubhava na maLe ane te vartamAna paryAya ane rAganI kriyA meM karI che. temAM potApaNuM anubhave che. e rAganI kriyA meM karI che, te mArI kriyA che, te mane lAbhadAyaka che ema anubhave che. prazna- kAma paryAyamAM thavAnuM che ne? uttara- kAma paryAyamAM karavAnuM che.....paNa kaI paryAya? e nirmaLa paryAya thAya kayAre ? e paryAya trikALI dravyano Azraya le tyAre ne!! paryAyanA Azraye paryAya na thAya. jhINI vAta che bApA ! vartamAna paryAyanA Azraye paryAyamAM samakita na thAya.....! samakita e paryAya che paNa trikALI jJAnavaMtanA Azraye samakita pragaTa thAya. have AmAM kayAM meLa karavo !? jeTalA kALa sudhI jIva paryAya eTale vartamAna dazA je rAgAdi kriyA ane vartamAna paryAya eka aMza ughaDalo kSayopazamabhAva e vartamAna paryAyano aMza emAM rata che. "jIva paryAyamAM potApaNuM anubhave che teTalA kALa sudhI mithyASTi che."paryAyabudhdhi e mithyASTi; dravyadRSTi te samyagdaSTi" dravya eTale zuM A paisA? dravya eTale aMdara AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna paDayo che... bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. jemAMthI kevaLajJAnI paramAtmAne kevaLajJAnanI anaMta paryAya pragaTayA ja kare. AnaMdanI paryAya pragaTayA ja kare evI aMdara khANa che. are ! koNa che e dhruva ane e zuM che? enI khabara na maLe! paryAyabuddhi che teTalo kALa mithyAdRSTi che, rAgI che, jene rAganI kriyAmAM prema che e

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314 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 badhA mithyAdeSTi che, e badhA rAgI che. e to je paricayamAM Ave tene pelI vAta khoTI lAge ! have e vAta kema sAcI lAge ! jeTalA kALa sudhI jIvana vartamAna paryAyamAM ane rAgamAM potApaNuM anubhave che teTalA kALasudhI te navA anaMta saMsAranA kAraNa ne karmabaMdhane kare che. e zloka pUro thayo. (maMdAkrAntA). AsaMsArAtpratipadamamI rAgiNo nityamattAH suptA yasminnapadamapadaM tdvibudhydhvmndhaaH| etaiteta: padamidamidaM yatra caitanyadhAtu: zu zuddha svarasamarata: sthAyimAvatipAda-38nA khaMDAnvaya sahita artha - "bho anyA:" (mo) sambodhana vacana; (lA:) zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavathI zUnya che jeTalo jIvarAzi te, "tatva ma aparva vipuSpaSyama" (tat) karmanA udayathI che je cAra gatirUpa paryAya tathA rAgAdi azudhdhapariNAma tathA indriyaviSayajanita sukha-duHkha ityAdi aneka che te-jeTaluM kaMI che te-(galama parva) karmasaMyoganI upAdhi che, be vAra kahetAM sarvathA jIvanuM svarUpa nathI,(vipuSpaSyama) ema avazya jANo kevI che mAyAjALa?" mana nI ni: saMsArata suHT:"(yariana) jemAM-karmanA udayajanita azudhdha paryAyamAM, (manI rAjapa:) pratyakSapaNe vidhamAna che je paryAyamAtramAM rAga karanArA jIva teo (zAsaMsArata suHT:) anAdi kALathI sUtA che arthAt anAdi kALathI te-rUpa potAne anubhave che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-anAdi kALathI AvA svAdane sarva mithyAdeSTi jIvo AsvAde che ke "huM deva chuM, manuSya chuM, sukhI chuM, duHkhI chuM;" Ama paryAyamAtrane potArUpa anubhave che, tethI sarva jIvarAzi jevuM anubhave che te badhuM jUThuM che, jIvanuM to svarUpa nathI. kevo che sarva jIvarAzi? "pratipama nityamattA: (pratipama) jevo paryAya dhAraNa karyo te ja rUpe (nityamA:) evo matavAlo thayo ke koI kALe koI upAya karatAM matavAlApaNuM UtaratuM nathI. zuddha caitanyasvarUpa jevuM che tevuM dekhADe che-"rUta: gata ta" paryAyamAtra avadhAryo che potAne-evA mArge na jAona jAo, kema ke (te) tAro mArga nathI, nathI; A mArga para Avo, are! Avo, kema ke rUma pama rUTuM parva" tAro mArga ahIM che, ahIM che, "yatra vaitanyadhAtu:"(catra) jyAM (caitanyadhAtu:) cetanAmAtra vastunuM svarUpa che. kevuM che?"zuddha: zuddha:"sarvathA prakAre sarva upAdhithI rahita che. "zuddha zuddha" be vAra kahIne atyaMta gADha karyuM che. vaLI kevuM che? "sthApimavatvama ti" avinazvarabhAvane pAme che. zA kAraNathI? "varasamarata:"

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kalaza-138 315 (ra) cetanA svarUpanA (marata:) bhArathI, arthAt kahevA mAtra nathI, satyasvarUpa vastu che, tethI nitya-zAzvata che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke jene-paryAyanemithyAdeSTi jIva potArUpa jANe che te to sarva vinAzika che, tethI jIvanuM svarUpa nathI; cetanAmAtra avinAzI che, tethI jIvanuM svarUpa che. 6-138. kaLaza naM.-138: upara pravacana pravacana naM. 140141-142 tA. 05-06-07/11/'77 sUkSma viSaya che prabhu! anAdi kALano AtmA che, aMdara potAnuM svarUpa zudhdha ci AnaMdakaMda prabhu che...te AtmAnuM svarUpa che. tene bhUlIne anAdikALathI puNya-pApanA bhAva, zarIrAdi dhULa jaDa je puNya-pApanA phaLa tene potAnuM svarUpa mAne che. pote aMdara cidAnaMda svarUpa... vItarAga deva, jinezvaradeva paramezvara deva evA zudhdha svarUpe (rahela) AnaMdanI mUrti AtmA che. tene prathama saMbodhana kare che-"bho :" he! AMdhaLAM! prabhu! tane khabara nathI. tArI aMdara zudhdha caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA birAje che. ahIM huM AMdhaLA ! ema kahyuM ne !! trilokanAtha paramezvara tIrthaMkaradeve indro ane gaNadharonI sabhAnI vacce kahyuM. he AMdhaLA !! cha khaMDanA dhaNI cakravartI! jene chanuM karoDa pAyadaLa, chanuM karoDa gAma tenA sAhebA je sabhAmAM beThA hoya tyAre prabhunI vANImAM je AvyuM tene saMto ADatIyA thaIne jagatamAM jAhera kare che...he AMdhaLA ! eTale zuM? aMdaramAM caitanyamUrti AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che. tene tuM joto nathI mAnato nathI.jANato nathI....ane A puNya ne pApanA bhAva, tenA phaLamAM maLelI dhULa, zarIra, vANI Adi bAhya vastumAM mUMjhAIne paDyo che tethI tuM AMdhaLo cho. A vacana kaNAnuM che, saMtonA vacano karuNAthI hoya che. he..AMdhaLA...! AhAhA! aMdara jJAnAnaMda prabhu birAje che tenI tane khabara nathI. bhAI ! tAruM svarUpa to zudhdha caitanya AnaMdakaMda che; prabhu! tuM tene joto nathI, tuM tene jANato nathI tethI tene AMdhaLo kahyuM che. te bhale moTo cakravartI hoya, abajopati abajanI pedAzavALo hoya tene kahe che he AMdhaLA! tAre jene jovuM joIe, dekhavuM joIe tene to dekhAto nathI ane A zarIra-mana,vANI, dhULa-mATI, patnI, bALako e badhI to jaDa pudgalanI sAmagrI che. aMdaramAM je puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya, dayA dAna-vrata-bhaktinA bhAva thAya e rAga bhAva che. hiMsA, jUTha-corI-bhoganI bhAvanA e pApano rAgabhAva che. e rAgane tuM jANanAro ane rAganI pAchaLa tuM( pote) caitanyamUrti prabhu cho tene nahIM jANanAro hovAthI tuM AMdhaLo cho. bahu cokhkhuM kahyuM che. A paisAvALA badhA( AMdhaLA) evA haze? A karoDopati ne abajopati mANasa;

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316 tene ahIM kahe che e dhULanA pati che-prabhu tene khabara nathI. "bho anyA:" (mo) sambodhana vacana; (agnyA:) zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavathI zUnya che jeTalA jIvAzi te," cha vibhakti ane sAtamuM saMbodhana Ave che. kartA,karma, karaNa, saMpradAna, apAdAna, adhikaraNa e cha vibhakti che, tyAra pachI sAtamuM saMbodhana Ave..... andhA ! ema kahIne saMbodhana kare. kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AhAhA ! tAro nAtha aMdara zudhdha caitanya bhagavAna birAje che. tenA anubhavathI tuM khAlI cho ! A puNya-pApanA bhAvamAM aMdha thaI temAM mUrchAI gayo che. mRtaka kaleva2 za2I2 te to maDaduM che. amRtasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA mRtaka kaleva2mAM mUrchAI gayo che. jinendradeva 52mAtmAne kayAM koInI paDI che ! ? ke-A moTA rAjA che ke raMka che...e badhA AMdhaLAo che. caitanyamAM aMdara ridhdhi sidhdhi bharelI che tene nahIM jANanArA AMdhaLA che. AvI vAto che! prabhu tArA svarUpanI vAta teM sAMbhaLI nathI, enI tene khabaruM nathI. bhAI anaMtajJAna, anaMta atIndriya AnaMdathI chalochala bharelo prabhu AtmA che, tene to tuM joto nathI. e puNya ne pApano rAga jemAM nathI tene to tuM joto nathI ! e rAga, puNya ne pApanA phaLa tene ja tuM jue che tethI AMdhaLo che. saMtonI karuNA to juo !! he-AMdhaLA ! jene jovuM joIe tene to tuM joto nathI ane je jovAnuM nathI tene jue che ?! mahAvidehamAM sImaMgha2 52mAtmA sAkSAt birAje che. tyAMthI AvelI A vANI che. muni digaMbara saMto je AtmAnA anubhavanA rasiyA e jagatane karuNAthI Ama kahe che. "bho sanyA:" he..AtmA ! tuM AMdhaLo cho ho!! aMta2mAM atIndriya AnaMda, atIndriya jJAna, atIndriya zAMti, atIndriya anaMta vItarAgatA jemAM bharelI che evuM je Atma tattva aMdara che; chatI cIja che tene tuM joto nathI. tenA tarapha tArI najaruM nathI. tArI najaruM puNya-pApanA bhAvamAM ane tenAM phaLamAM che, tethI tuM AMdhaLo cho. bhale zAstrone ke agiyAra aMgane jANyA hoya, paMcamahAvrata pALato ho....paNa te rAganI kriyA che. e rAgathI bhinna aMdara bhagavAna caitanya prabhu birAje che. saccidAnaMda prabhu AtmA ! e vastu che ne H sat che ne ! je sat che tenI Adi nathI, e anAdithI che, ane anaMtakALa rahenArI te cIja che. teno nAza thAya evI koI cIja nathI. Avo anAdi anaMta bhagavAna AtmA ! jemAM anaMta AnaMda ane pUrNa zAMti bharelI che. je bhagavAna che tene tuM bhALato nathI ? tuM tane jovA navaro nathI ? tuM tArI Rdhdhine jANavA navo nathI tene zuM kahevuM have ? ema kahe che. AvI vAto che bhagavAna ! A badhAM dhULa dhamAhA zarIra, vANI, mana, hADakAM, e to badhuM jaDa-mATI-dhULa che...tenA premamAM phasANo, aMda2mAM thatAM puNya ne pApanA bhAva, dayA-dAna-bhaktinA bhAva e paNa rAga che. e rAgamAM phasAI gayo, temAM ekAkAra thaIne aMdaranuM tAruM nija pada paDayuM rahyuM. caitanyadhAtu eTale caitanyasvabhAva jeNe dhArI rAkhyo che tevo bhagavAna AtmA tene jovAnI kadI najaruM na

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kalaza-138 317 karI nAtha! bhale e kriyAkAMDa karato hoya, paMcamahAvrata Adi pALato hoya...paNa e badhI rAganI kriyA che. e rAgane dekhe che, paryAyanI pAchaLa prabhu jJAtA daSTA saccidAnaMda prabhu che...jene vItarAga sarvaze kahyo evo AtmA che. jevo vItarAga paramAtmAe joyo che evo anya koIe joyo nathI. e odhaLAnI vyAkhyA karI. (mo) e saMbodhana karyuM. ke he-bhAI ! he aMdhA. ema! AMdhaLA kema? aMdara zudhdha svarUpa pavitra che, je atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMdano rasakaMda prabhu aMdara che. tenA anubhavathI khAlI che tethI ame tene AMdhaLA kahIe chIe. kahe che ne "chatI AMkhe AMdhaLo" paNa A AMkha parane jue che. A to mATI dhULa che ane jonAra to AtmA che. A(zarIra) dhULa kAMI jANatI nathI, kemake te to mATI che. e jANanArane jANyo nahIM. pUrNa sarvajJa svabhAvI, pUrNa sarvadarzI, pUrNa atIndriya AnaMda, anaMtavIrya anaMta svacchatA, anaMta zAMtino sAgara tene DuMgara (kaho ) e pote bhagavAna che bhAI! tane khabara nathI! A badhA yuvAna zarIra te smazAnamAM hADakAM rAkha thaze...emAM tuM nathI. kadAca tene bahAramAM paisA thaI jAya be pAMca karoDa to huM pahoLo ne zerI sAMkaDI evuM thaI jAya !? are-prabhu! tane zuM thayuM che A !! tArI cIjamAM anaMta AnaMda ane zAMti paDI che tene to jovAnI tane phUrasada nathI ane je tArA nathI evI kRtrima kSaNika anitya, nAzavAna cIjanA premamAM phasAI gayo che...prabhu! AvI vAta che!! jeTalo jIvarAzi te", jeTalA jIvano Dhagalo che te vItarAga paramezvara bhagavAne to anaMtA jIva joyA che. lasaNanI eka kaLImAM eka rAya jevaDI kaTakI laIe temAM asaMkhya to zarIra che. eka-eka zarIramAM anaMta AtmA che. eka eka AtmA pUrNa AnaMdathI bhareluM tattva che. are...tane tyAM(potAne) jovAno vakhata na maLe tethI tene AMdhaLo kahe che. jeTalo jIvarAzi te, tat parama viluNyadhvama karmanA udayathI che je cAra gatirUpa paryAya" manuSyapaNuM maLe, nArakI thAya, devano deva thAya ke tiryaMca-pazu thAya... e badhI karmanI sAmagrI che. prabhu! tuM emAM nahIM; te tArA nahIM. cAragati e tuM nahIM, e tArAmAM nahIM. tuM koNa cho prabhu ! jo tuM gatirUpe thayo ho to te gati judI paDIne...koI divasa sidhdha thaI zake nahIM. cAragati e tuM nahIM, te to karmanI sAmagrI che. "tathA rAgAdi azudhdha pariNAma tathA indriya viSaya janita sukha-duHkha ityAdi aneka che te puNya-pApanA azudhdha bhAva, pachI te hiMsA-jUTha-corI-viSaya bhogano rAga ho ke pachI te vrata-tapa dayA-dAnano rAga ho....! paNa e badhA rAga che. bApu! tane khabara nathI. bhagavAna tuM koNa cho? tenI tane khabara nathI. jema sonAno lATo paDayo hoya tema aMdaramAM caitanya bhagavAna AnaMdano lATo paDyo che. trilokanAtha bhagavAna...sarvajJa tIrthaMkaradeva ema pharamAve che ke bhAI ! tuM anaMta AnaMdano lATo che. jema sonAno lATo hoya che, athavA ta che !!

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318 kalAmRta bhAga-4 baraphanI pATa hoya che ne ! muMbaImAM to 25-25 maNanI 40-40 maNanI baraphanI moTI pArTa khaTArAmAM nIkaLatI hoya te jotAM hoIe. tema AtmA zItaLa AnaMdanA nAthanI pATa che. atIndriya AnaMdanI moTI pATa AtmA che. are tene kema bese? evA bhagavAna AtmAno pUrNAnaMda svabhAva che. temAM to anaMtu kevaLajJAnanI anaMtI paryAya paDI che. evA AtmAne tuM joto nathI ane A rAgAdi azudhdha pariNAma thAya, puNya pApanA bhAva thAya tene jue che ane A meM karyA, A mArA che tema mAne che. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! vItarAga paramezvara jinendradevano mArga AkhI duniyAthI judo che. je cAragatirUpa paryAya" e cAragatinI dazA che. puNya ne pApa Adi azudhdha pariNAma e badho rAgane vikAra che prabhu! "tathA Indriya viSaya janita sukha duHkha" e to jhera che. bhAI ! tane tArA amRtanA nAthanI khabara nathI. bhAI ! e jheranA pyAlAne tuM pI ane paDayo cho "Indriya viSaya janita" kAnethI zabda sAMbhaLavA, bIjA vakhANa kare ke tame to karmI jAgyA-karmI jAgyA ema kahe che ne!dharmI jAgyA ema kahe che? lokamAM zuM kahe che? mAro dikaro karmI jAgyoH karmI eTale karmano-pApano karanAro dikaro khuzI thAya ke -bApAe mane karmI kahyo!? (zrotA:-ApakarmI) Apa karmI dhULeya nathI. tenA bApa pAse na hoya ane pAMca paccIsa lAkha pedA karyA hoya to ApakarmI kahe. dhULeya nathI ApakarmI sAMbhaLane !! e to koI pUrvanA puNyanA paramANuM paDyA hoya to bahAra(sAmagrI Adi) dekhAya. tuM temAM kayAM cho ! e tAre laIne AvyuM che? jinendradeva paramAtmA jagatane jAhera kare che....he AMdhaLA! A indriya janita sukhaduHkha eTale ke aneka prakAre pratikULatA hoya. nirdhanatA hoya tyAre duHkhI chIe, roTalo khAvA maLato nathI. ahIMyA badhA karoDapatio Ave che tethI kAMi karo) bApA! ahIMyA to dharma che, ahIMyA paisAnuM (kAma nathI). ahIM kahe che ke aMdaramAM che, je pAMca indriyonA viSayonA (laze ) mAneluM sukha-duHkha kalpanA che. "ityAdi aneka che te-jeTaluM kaMI che tena(apama sArva)" zuM kahe che? A cAragatirUpa puNya-dayA-dAna, rAga-dveSanA pariNAma, indriya viSaya janita sukha duHkhanI kalpanA e (apavamalaparva) "karma saMyoganI upAdhi che." e mAne che ke huM sukhI chuM. pAMca pacAsa lAkha dhULa maLI hoya, patnI rUpALI maLI hoya, chokarAM sArA thayA hoya te badhI upAdhi che. e upAdhine mArI mAnIne marI gayo. arere ! teNe AtmAnA svarUpane ghAyala karI nAkhyo. A puNya ne pApanA bhAva mArA, indriyanA viSayamAM sukha-du:khanI kalpanA tene potAnA che ema mAnI te tArA caitanyane, AnaMdanA nAthane ghAyala karI nAkhyo che. ema sarvajJa prabhu kahe che. AvI to tane khabara nathI bhAI ! A te kaI jAtano upadeza! pelA kahe vrata pALo, bhakti karavI, lIlotarI na khAvI..AvuM

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kalaza-138 319 kaMIka kahe to samajAya kharuM ? emAM zuM hatuM ? e badhI rAganI kriyAone pALanArA AMdhaLA che. aMdara rAgathI bhinna caitanya bhagavAna birAje che tene to te joto nathI. bhAI ! ane je apada ane upAdhi che tene joyA kare che. saMskRtaTIkAmAM apadano artha A rIte karyo che. A zubha-azubha bhAva, cAragati, indriya viSaya janita sukha-duHkha e tAruM sthAna nathI; e tAruM lakSaNa nathI, e tAruM rakSaNa nathI. "apada" nA A rIte traNa zabdArtha karyA che. zuM kahyuM ? pharIne.... A kAMI kathA-vArtA nathI bApu ! A to AtmadharmanI vAta che prabhu ! jaldI samajAya jAya, pakaDAI jAya....tenA mATenI taiyArI joIe. AhAhA ! eka dhULa sAru Akho divasa mahenata kare che. be, pAMca, pacAsa, hajAra levA mATe marI jAya che. sagAMvhAlAM, kuMTuMba mUkIne 52deza jAya....... e pApa karavA mATe !! A to anaMtakALamAM anaMtabhavamAM dharma zuM che? e koI divasa sAMbhaLyuM nathI.( kadAcit ) sAMbhaLyuM hoya to tene samajavAnI darakAra karI nathI. ahIMyA kahe che- e cAragati, puNya-pApanA bhAva, pAMca indriyanA viSaya Adi e badhAM arakSaNa che. e tAruM rakSaNa nathI, enuM rakSaNa karavA jatAM-tA2o ghAta thaI jAya che. e puNya-pApanA bhAva, dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA bhAva e paNa tAruM pada nahIM, e tAruM sthAna nahIM, e tAruM rakSaNa nahIM; e tAruM lakSaNa nahIM ! AvI vAtuM che bApu ! arere! manuSyapaNuM maLyuM ane A vastu zuM che e samajamAM na Ave...to manuSyapaNuM maLyuM nA maLyA barobara che. pazune (A tattva ) nathI maLyuM ! ? tethI banne sa2khuM thaI jaze ! bhale teNe pAMca-pacAsa karoDa bhegA karyA hoya ! ahIMyA to kahe che cAragati, puNya-pApano bhAva ane indriya viSaya janita sukhaduHkhanI kalpanA e badhuM apada che. tArA mATe te rakSaNa nathI. te asthAna che, apada che, te tAruM lakSaNa nathI. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma thAya, e zubharAga apada che. e dukAna ane dhaMdhAmAMthI navaro paNa kayAM che? Akho divasa pApamAM jAya, koIka divasa sAMbhaLavA jAya emAM sAMbhaLavAnuM evuM maLe ! tene kuguru lUMTI lye ! tene vrata-tapamAM dharma manAvI evuM dhai ! teno avatAra eLe jAya che. ahIMyA kahe che e badhuM asthAne, alakSaNa eTale tAruM lakSaNa nahIM. 'apada che, apada che' ema be vakhata kahyuM che ne !? e tAruM lakSaNa nahIM, e tAruM rakSaNa nahIM ane te tAruM sthAna nahIM. AhAhA ! tuM tyAM rahevA lAyaka nahIM. "be vA2 kahetAM sarvathA jIvanuM svarUpa nathI" e zuM kahyuM ? A cAragati maLI e koI jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. puNya ne pApanA bhAva aMda2mAM thayA, e kAMI tAruM svarUpa nathI. pAMca indriyonA viSayanA DhagalA maLyA ane tenA u52 lakSa jaIne...ame sukhI chIe tevI kalpanA

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32) kalazAmRta bhAga-4 karI....e kAMI tArI cIja nathI arthAt jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. bhAre ( AkaruM ) kAma bhAI ! prazna:- e pApI kahevAya che ne? uttara:- e.pote pApI che. puNyanA pariNAma mArA che; ema je apadane mAne che. ema je apadane pada mAne che, asthAnane sthAna mAne che, alakSaNane lakSaNa mAne che, arakSaNane rakSaNa mAne che e mithyASTi pApI che. samajANuM kAMI? samajANuM kAMI ema kahevAya che. e samajAya jAya to to nyAla thaI jAya. paNa kahevAnI kaI padhdhati ane rIta che e samajAya che? vItarAga devano A pokAra che. arere! ene sAMbhaLavA paNa maLe nahIM!! ahIMyA kahe che e badhuM "sarvathA jIvanuM svarUpa nathI." e dayA-dAna-vratanA pariNAma e rAga che. tane khabara nathI. paNa e jIvanuM svarUpa sarvathA nathI. temAM (jIvamAM ) zarIranuM svarUpa sarvathA nathI. A zarIra to mATI che. A pudgala-jaDa-mATI-dhULanI to smazAnamAM rAkha thavAnI che. aMdaramAM thatA pApanA bhAva te jIvanA svarUpathI sarvathA bhinna che. tema puNyanA bhAvo bhinna che. tene navarAza ja kayAM che... Akho divasa pA5 ja karyuM che. A jhaverAtanA dhaMdhA e pApa haze? ekendriya jIva maratA nathI emAM? e mAro dhaMdho mane lAbhadAyaka che ane e huM karuM chuM....e bhAvaja badho pApano che. bahu AkaruM bhAI ! ahIMyA zloka ja evo che. AhAhA! jayAM jovuM joIe tyAM joto nathI ane jayAM na jovuM joIe tyAM joIne rAjI thAya che. bhAI ! tuM AMdhaLo cho ho! aMdaramAM saccidAnaMda prabhu e tAruM pada che. e vAta pachI Avaze. e sarvathA jIvanuM svarUpa nathI." zuM? sarvathA jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. upara traNa vAta karI te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. (1) cAragati(2) puNya-pApanA azudhdha pariNAma(3) indriya viSaya janita sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA ane sAmagrI. e badhuM je che te che...te sarvathA jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. AvI vAto kayAMya sAMbhaLavA maLI nathI. Avo mArga jinendra bhagavAnano che. traNalokanA nAtha jinendradeva pokAre che......are bhAI ! jayAM jovuM joIe tyAM joto nathI ane tArAmAM nathI e cIjane joIne malakAI gayo! bApu tuM marI gayo...tuM AMdhaLo che hoM !! prazna:- dayA na kare to tuccha jIvonuM zuM thAya? uttara- koNa tuccha che? dayAno bhAva ja rAga che. pelAnuM to AyuSya haze to jIvaze ! koI jIvADI zake che parane? paranI dayA kAMI pALI zake che? baMdha adhikAramAM jinendra bhagavAna kahe che - tenuM AyuSya hoya to te jIve! tene te AyuSya ApIne jIvADayuM che? te tene jIvADayo che? te tAruM AyuSya tene ApyuM che? ke te jIvADI dIdho? pelAne meM mArI nAkhyo to zuM tuM tenuM AyuSya toDI zake che? tenA AyuSyane toDavAnI tArI pAse zakti che? e to eno jIva jeTalo kALa e dehamAM rahevAno hato..to AyuSyane kAraNe tyAM sudhI rahyo.

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kalaza-138 3ra1 AyuSya puruM thaze to phaDAka daIne cAlyo jaze. kayAMya rakhaDato rAma! e vaMToLiyAnA taraNA kayAM jaIne paDaze !? tema mithyASTi mAne che rAgamAro, puNya mAruM, pApamAruM, tenuM phaLa mAruM emithyAtvanA vaMToLiye caDayo che. te corAsI lAkha yonimAM kayAM jaIne paDaze? bApu! tene khabara nathI. emAM e yuvAnI sarakhI maLI hoya, zarIra rUpALuM maLyuM hoya, pAMca-pacAsa lAkha rUpiyA maLe, patnI sArI maLe, chokarAM sarakhA hoya, munima sArA maLI gayA hoya.be pAMca hajAranI pedAzavALA. eTale e jANe ke AhA! ame phAvI gayA; cAragatimAM rakhaDavA mATe phAvI gayA. ahIMyA to TIkA ja evI bole che ne!! e sarvathA jIvanuM svarUpa nathI (vipuSpaSyama) ema avazya jANo. (vibudhyadhvam ) eTale vizeSe jarUra jANo. e zubha-azubhabhAva, gati indriya janita viSaya sukha sAmagrI eTale sukhanI kalpanAo, e badhuM tAruM svarUpa nathI....ema jANa ! are ! A kayAre navaro thAya ! bALapaNa che te ramatamAM jAya, yuvAnImAM strImAM mohine jAya, vRddhapaNuM thAya eTale sAMITha-sIttera varSa thAya eTale hArI jAya. "bALapaNa khelamAM khoyA, juvAnI strImAM mohayA, vRddhapaNuM dekhake royA..." aMte hArI gayo....thaI rahyuM. bhAI tuM bhava corAsInA avatAramAM rakhaDavAno. "ema avazya jANo" joyuM? tene jarUra jANo! kemake e tAruM svarUpa nathI. temAM puNya-pApanA bhAva AvI gayA aMdara. "azudhdha rAgAdi ema pAThamAM AvyuM ne!? azudhdha rAgAdimAM puNya-pApa, mahAvratanA pariNAma e rAga che. te tAruM svarUpa nahIM. teM tArA svarUpane koI di' jANyuM nathI. kevI che mAyAjALa"? e badhI mAyAjALa che-zubha-azubha rAga,cAragati, pAMca indriyanA viSayo, pAMca indriyo kAna, AMkha, nAka, jIbha ane sparza tenAthI anukULa prazaMsA Adi, anukULarUpa Adi, anukULa gaMdha Adi, anukULa rasaAdi, anukULa sparza Adi-e badhuM tAruM svarUpa nathI....... prabhu! tane bhagavAna tarIke bolAve ane tuM jAga nahIM nAtha ! bALakone tenI mAtA ghoDiyAmAM sUvaDAve. tenAM vakhANa karatAM sUve "mAro dikaro DAhyo, pATale besIne nAhyo" ema gAya che ke nahIM !? (hAlaraDuM) gAya eTale bALaka sUI jAya, paNa tene gALyuM deze to nahIM sUve..joI levuM tamAre ! "mArA royA sUI jA" to nahIM sUve. bALakanA avyaktapaNe paNa enA gANA gAze to sUI jaze. ahIMyA bhagavAna trilokanAtha tArA gANA gAya che ne nAtha! tArI mA tane sUvaDAve ane prabhu tane jagADe che. are ! jAga re jAga nAtha ! tArAmAM anaMta zAMtinI ridhdhi paDI che ne prabhu! e zAMtine sukha paramAM kayAM gotavA jaIza. "kevI che mAyAjALa ?" smina gamI rAzina: sAsaMsaTRI suptA: (zmana:)

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322 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 jemAM karmanA udaya janita azudhdha paryAyamAM pratyakSapaNe vidyamAna che je paryAyamAtramAM rAga karanArA jIva" "azudhdha paryAyamAM" arthAt puNya pApa ane cAragati AdimAM (mina kamI raLi) e dayAdAnano je rAga che, te rAgano rAga karanArAo, e badhA rAgI jIvo ajJAnI che ema kahe che. (smina kamI rAjhi:) azudhdha paryAyamAM pratyakSapaNe vidhamAna che je paryAyamAtramAM rAga karanArA" rAgano rAga, puNyano rAga, pApano rAga, zarIrano rAga, patnIno rAga, kuTuMbano rAga, paisAno rAga..e badhI mAyAjALanA premilA! tane tArA caitanya svarUpano dveSa che. aMdara bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che. teno tane prema nathI. A tIrthakara devano pokAra che. e mAyAjALano tane prema che tethI tuM caitanyano khUnI cho. mAyAjALanA premilA sAMbhaLa ! bhagavAna zudhdha svarUpa saccidAnaMda prabhu aMdara che. arihaMto, sarvajJa paramezvaro thayA te kayAMthI thayA? sarvazane atIndriya anaMta AnaMda, arihaMta paramAtmapaNuM pAmyA e kayAMthI pAmyA? sarvazapaNe e kayAMya bahArathI Ave che? aMdaramAM paDayuM che. prabhu tane khabara nathI. jema kUvAmAM hoya te aveDAmAM Ave tema je aMdaramAM hoya te bahAramAM Ave. sarvajJa paramezvara thayA, jinendradeva kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana, anaMtasukha, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta vIrya...e badhuM pragaTa thayuM te kayAMthI thayuM che khabara che? aMdaramAM khajAno che. temAMthI, e khajAnAne na jotAM je tArI cIja nathI evI khAlI cIjane, rAgane jovA rokAI gayo. je paryAyamAM rAga karanArA jIva teo (AsaMsA2ta saptA:) anAdi kALathI sUtA che." (mAsaMsA2I) eTale A saMsAra anaMtakALathI lasaNa ne DuMgaLImAM paDayo hato. eTalA badhA evA jIvo emAM paDayA che ke haju sudhI trasa thayA nathI. sarvajJa bhagavAnanA kevaLajJAnamAM ema AvyuM che ke nigodamAM lasaNa Adi kaMdamULamAM.. evA jIvo paDyA che ke haju koI divasa IyaLa thayA nathI. e anaMtakALathI kaMdamULamAM rahyAM che. bhAI ! tane to manuSyapaNuM maLyuM ne! e manuSyapaNAmAM to "jJAyake Iti manuSya" caitanyane jANe anubhave to e manuSyapaNuM gaNAya. nahIMtara to manuSyanA svarUpamAM "mRIT: varatti' arthAt manuSyanA zarIramAM mRgalA-haraNAM jevA tArA avatAra che. AvI vAto che bhAI ! narasiMha mahetA anyamatimAM thayAM. tenI patnI mRtyu pAmI, teNe sAMbhaLyuM eTale teNe kahyuM- "sukhe bhajizuM zrI gopAla, bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa" upAdhimAM upAdhi gaI. tema A baheno vidhavA thAya che. to te duHkhI che ema na mAnavuM ene ! tene jaMjALa chUTI gai che potAnA AtmAne mATe, AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA mATe vakhata maLI gayo che tene...ema savaLuM lene ! pAMca-pacIsa lAkha maLyA hoya, temAM chokaro marI jAya pachI te poka mUke. e jIvato rahe to badhA rUpiyA rAkhata ane A to tane dAnamAM kharcavA mATe vakhata maLyo che tema le ne!?

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kalaza-138 323 AkhI duniyAthI lAIna judI che. trilokanAtha paramezvara vItarAga sarvazadevano pokAra che. A bahAranI cIja e tArAmAM nathI. emAM tuM mUMjhAI gayo. "anAdi kALathI sUtA che" ema pAThamAM che ne? puNya ne pApanA bhAva ane tenA phaLamAM anAdi kALathI jIvo sUtA che, jAgatA nathI. jAgavAnuM sAMbhaLavA maLe to paNa jAgatA nathI ema kahe che. anAdi kALathI te-rUpa potAne anubhave che" sUtA che teno artha karyo. AhAhA ! caitanya daLa, caitanya svarUpa jJAtA dRSTA bhagavAna AtmA che. trikALI jJAtAdeSTA ne AnaMdano kaMda prabhu tene choDIne A puNya ne pApanA phaLamAM sUtA che. mAyAjALamAM gUMcavAya gayA che. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke anAdi kALathI AvA svAdane sarvamithyAdeSTi jIvo AsvAde che." zuM kahe che? anAdikALathI eTale nigodathI mAMDIne, badhA prANIo e rAga svAdane svAde che...arthAt te vikArI rAgane svAde che. tene nathI paisAno svAda nathI ene strInA zarIranA bhogano svAda! A zarIra to mATI-dhULa che...tene AtmA kema aDe? AtmA arUpI che. e vakhate A ThIka thayuM tema rAgane kare ne rAgane bhogave che. rAgI prANI anAdikALathI rAgane bhogave che. rAga vinAno, mAro nAtha aMdara rAgathI bhinna che tene jovA navaro thato nathI. atyAre to A upadezeya maLato nathI. bahu AkaruM kAma bApu! ahIM kahe che ke- anAdi kALathI e sUto che. teNe zuM karyuM? e rAganA svAda laIne sUto che. teNe rAgano ja anubhava karyo che. pachI te zubha ho ke azubha ho ! zudhdha to koIkane hoya che. ahIM to anAdithI azudhdha hoya che ne !! tenI vAta che. Ama atyAre paNa bAvIsa kalAka pApamAM kADhe che. rAgamAM sUto che eTale pApanA dhaMdhAmAM sUto che. tene svapnA paNa evA ja AvatA hoya. Ama lIdhuM ane Ama lIdhuM..... Ama dIdhuM. rAmapUramAM nAraNabhAI bhagata hatA. Ama narama mANasa hato. amArI pAse dikSA levAno bhAva hato. tene kahyuM ke ame dikSAmAM mAnatA nathI. ane ame dikSA ApatAe nathI. dikSA kone kahevAya e jhINI vAtuM che bApu ! ahIMyA kahe che-ajJAnI rAgane anubhave che. te rAganA svAdane le che. sarva mithyASTi jIvo zuM AsvAde che? "huM deva chuM, manuSya chuM, sukhI chuM, duHkhI chuM, Ama paryAyamAtrane potArUpa anubhave che." e badhA rAgane anubhavanArA che. duHkhane anubhavanArA duHkhI prANI che bicArA ! e bacArA kahevAtA haze? pAMca-daza karoDa hoya, cAhe indranA indrAsana hoya to paNa e duHkhI che. prabhu! tane khabara nathI. sukha to aMdara AtmAmAM paDayuM che. saccidAnaMda atIndriya AnaMdakaMda che. tenA sukhanA svAdane kadI joyo nathI, jANyo nathI. anAdithI jagatanA rAganA rAgamAM teno svAdamAM paDyo che. vItarAga mArga sivAya AvI vAta kayAMya che nahIM. trilokanAtha paramezvara-jinendradevanI akaSAya karuNA che. bhagavAna tuM sUto chone !?

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324 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 anAdithI te rAgano vikArano svAda to lIdho che. pachI te azubha rAga hoya toya rAga ane zubharAga hoya toya rAga. e rAgano tane svAda che, tane tAro svAda nathI. tuM atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda cho. teno svAda tane anAdithI nathI. te I haze? e arAga zuM haze? A DhokaLAM maracuM nAkhIne khAya, rasagullA dUdhamAM nAkhIne khAya teno svAda haze? e to jaDa ane rUpI che. AtmA arUpI che. e padArtha ThIka che. ema tenI upara lakSa karI ne te rAgano svAda lya che. e rAgano rAga eTale duHkha. duHkha eTale AkuLatAne svAdamAM lIdhI che. Avo mArga vItarAga sivAya kayAMthI Ave, AvI vAta!? huM sukhI chuM' - ekavAra kahyuM tuM ! rAjakoTavALA nAnAlAla bhAI, teno vevAI karoDapati. amArA vevAI sukhI che? kahyuM sukhI kahevA kone? paisA AdimAM dhULamAMya sukha nathI. e moTA duHkhInA dALIyA che. paisA mArA e mAnyatAmAM mahA mithyAtvanA rAganI AkuLatA che. samajAya che kAMI? "huM sukhI chuM, duHkhI chuM" Ama paryAyamAtrane potArUpa anubhave che." potArUpa anubhave che eTale A mAruM che tema mAne che. rAga mAro che, patnI mArI che, chokaro mAro che, makAna mArAM che ema rAgane anubhave che. e vastu tuM narTI. e duHkhI prANI duHkhane vede che. sanepotiyAne bhAna nathI. sanepAta eTale samajAya che? vAta, pitta ane kapha jene vakare..A traNanuM joDANa thAya tene sanepAta kahevAya. vAta, pitta ane kapha e traNe vakarI jAya eTale vizeSa phATe tene sanepAta thAya. jema bhUMDa vakare ane sUvara thAya...e vakare tyAre sUvara thAya. e sanepAtiyo hase tethI te sukhI che? tene duHkhanI parAkASTA vadhI gaI che tethI te bhAna bhUlI gayo che. tema ajJAnI bahAramAM sukhI mAne che te sanepAtiyo che. tene mithyAtvano sanepAta lAgyo che. tene mithyAzradhdhA, mithyAjJAna ane mithyA AcaraNano sanepAta lAgyo che. are ! AvI vAto! "tethI sarva jIvarAzi jevuM anubhave che te badhuM jUThuM che, jIvanuM to svarUpa nathI." te koI jIvanuM svarUpa to nathI nAtha! jIvanuM svarUpa to aMdara AnaMdano nAtha jJAtAdeSTArUpe che. jJAna ne AnaMdanA sAgarathI bharelo bhagavAna che. are! prabhu tane tArI khabara nathI, tArI moTapanI tane khabara nathI. tArI moTapanA mApa tane karatAM na AvaDayA nAtha ! tArA sivAyanI bahAranI cIjanI moTapanA mApa karI harakhAI gayo. AvI vAtuM che bhAI ! sarvajJa trilokanAtha paNa tArI vAta kare che. "je svarUpa sarvaze dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakayA nahIM te paNa zrI bhagavAna jo; te svarUpane anya vANI te zuM kahe ! anubhava gocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo. apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze. zrImadjIe apUrva avasaramAM kahyuM che. anaMta jJAna ne darzanano tuM dhaNI cho prabhu! e anAdithI potAne bhUlIne rAgamAM caDI gayo che. "je svarUpa sarvaze joyuM" trilokanAtha

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kalaza-138 325 paramAtmA jinendradeve paNa vANI dvArA kahyuM. e jaDa vANI dvArA AtmAnI vAta karavI hoya to keTalI kare prabhu ! duzmana dvArA mitranA vakhANa karAvavA, A vANI to jaDa che, dhULa che; e dvArA AtmA Avo, AtmA Avo to te keTaluM kahI zake !! AhA ! rAga ne puNyanA bhAvathI bhinna bhagavAna AtmAno svAda te anubhava gamya che. anubhava sivAya koI jANI zake nahIM. sarvajJadeva paNa AtmAnI vAta pUrI kahI zakayA nathI evo vacanAtIta, vikalpAtIta bhagavAna prabhu birAje che. AvA AtmAnI tane moTapa nathI ane jagatanI dhULa ane puNya pApanA bhAvanI moTAmAM caDI, herAna thaI, corAsInA avatAramAM rakhaDato rakhaDAva thaI gayo che. zloka evo che...saMtonA hadayanA pokAra che. "kevo che sarva jIvarAzi" have kahe che anAdi kALano ajJAnI kevo che.?" pratipama nityamatA: jevuM zarIra maLyuM, jevo rAga maLyo, jevuM dhAraNa karyuM. te rUpe matavAlo thayo "jevo paryAyamAM dhAraNa karyo te ja rUpe (nityamattA:) evo matavAlo thayo ke koI kALe koI upAya karatAM matavAlApaNuM UtaratuM nathI." nATaka samayasAramAM zrI banArasIdAse kahyuM che ne "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina; mata-madirA ke pAna sai, matavAlA samajai na" trilokanAtha sarvajJa bhagavAnanI vANImAM ema AvyuM ke bhagavAna aMdara ghaTamAM beThelo che te jina svarUpa che. (tenAM lakSa) paryAyamAM jaina-vItarAgatA thAya che. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtarajaina" jainapaNuM kAMI bahAramAM nathI. rAganI ekatA toDI ne svabhAvanI ekatAno svAda lya tene jaina kahevAmAM Ave che. ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase che. tenA aMdaranA svarUpamAM koI vANiyApaNuM, caMDAlapaNuM, strIpaNuM, puruSapaNuM nathI. e badhA to bahAranA bhekhabheSa che. paraMtu (mithyA) matanA dArU pIdhelAo ghelA-pAgala thaI gayelAo samajatA nathI. "samajai na" ahIM kahe che tene jevo paryAya maLyo temAM matavAlo thaI gayo. koI kALe matavAlApaNuM UtaratuM nathI. "zudhdha caitanya svarUpa jevuM che tevuM dekhADe che." aMdara zudhdha caitanya vastu kevI che te dekhADe che. pravacana naM. 141 tA. 06/11/'77 zrI kaLazaTIkA 138 kaLaza "bho kanyA:" ema saMbodhana karyuM che. e jIvo AMdhaLA che... ke jemaNe caitanya zudhdha svarUpa vItarAga bhagavAna aMdara che. amRtano sAgara bharyo che tene to jotA nathI arthAt tyAM najaruM karatA nathI. te to puNya pApa ane paryAyanI najaruM karIne rokAya gayA che. tene huM AMdhaLA ! ema saMbodhana karyuM che. zrotA :- trikALa svarUpane jANato nathI mATe AMdhaLo che. uttara:- potAnuM mULa svarUpa jANato nathI. mULa cIja atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa che, eka samayanI vikRta avasthA sivAyanuM AkhuM pada je che te to atIndriya AnaMda ane atIndriya

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326 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 amRtano sAgara che. prabhu! tuM tene joto nathI. tenI najaruM karato nathI tethI AMdhaLo cho. je chatI cIja che tene joto nathI ane je achatI cIja eTale je cIja kAyama rahenAra nathI-nAzavAna che ane je cIja svarUpamAM nathI ene joIne tyAM thobhI gayo cho ! tethI AMdhaLo cho. A to saMtonI karuNA che. vItarAgI digambara munio atIndriya AnaMdane jhUle jhUle che. e jagatane kahe che ke-he aMdhA !(mo) sambodhana vacana che. (atpA) AMdhaLA ! je jovuM che tene joto nathI ane je jovA lAyaka nathI tene juve che?! aMtaramAM bhagavAna..eka samayanI vikRta avasthA pAchaLa AkhuM pada paDyuM che. teno pUrNa AnaMda ane pUrNa zAMti svabhAva anahada, amApa che. evI zaktino bhaMDAra bhagavAna che. bhagavAna eTale? tuM ho! A bIjA bhagavAna e bhagavAnanI (vAta) nathI. tuM tane joto nathI tethI tuM AMdhaLo cho ema kahe che. chatI cIjane joto nathI ane achatI nAzavAna cIja ke je tenAM svarUpamAM nathI tene joIne tyAM aTakIne tuM bhramaNAmAM bhUlyo cho. "zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavathI zUnya che jeTalo jIva rAzi te" A AMdhaLAnI vyAkhyA karI ke je cIja jANavA lAyaka che; anubhavavA lAyaka evI aMdara cIja che tene to tuM joto nathI !? AMdhaLA ! ame tane zuM kahIe!? jeTalA jIvanA DhagalA che....... AhAhA ! anaMtA jIvo che te "tata apama aparva vipuSpaSyama" karmanA udayathI je cAragatirUpa paryAya." A manuSyapaNuM eTale A zarIra nahIM. aMdaramAM manuSyagatinI yogyatA che te. A cAragatinI yogyatA che te karmanA kAraNe che, e kAMI tAruM (jIvanuM) svarUpa nathI. devagati, manuSyagati e to karmanI eTale duzmananI verInI sAmagrI che. AtmAthI viruddha evuM ATha karma tattva che eno e vistAra che, sAmagrI che. anAdithI tene te najaramAM lIdho paNa aMdaramAM prabhu birAje che tene te najaramAM na lIdho. zAstra bhaNyo, paMcamahAvrata dhAraNa karyA...paNa e badhA rAganA vikalpamAM tuM coMTI gayo. karmanA udayathI je cAra gatirUpa paryAya tathA rAgAdi azudhdha pariNAma" zubha ne azubha rAga te banne azudhdha pariNAma che. dayA-dAna-vrata- bhaktino bhAva e azudhdha pariNAma che. hiMsA, jUTha, corI, viSaya bhogano bhAva te azudhdha-pApa che. paNa A vrata-tapabhakti pUjAno vikalpa te azudhdha rAga che. e badho karmano vistAra che. prabhu! tuM tyAM nahIM. tuM jayAM che tyAM e nathI. are! corAsInA avatAra karatAM karatAM teNe anaMta avatAra karyA. e duHkhI duHkhI ne duHkhI che. je AnaMdano nAtha ane sukhanA svabhAvano bhaMDAra; je sukhano sAgara AtmA che tenI sAmuM najaruM na karI. ane je cIja AtmAmAM nathI; e karmanA saMyoganI che tene potAnI mAnIne duHkhI che. indriya viSayajanita sukha-duHkha ityAdi aneka che te" pAMca indriyonA viSaya eTale ke kAna vaDe prazaMsA sAMbhaLe, AMkhethI rUpane ne jue, nAka vaDe gaMdha suMghe, rasanA vaDe

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kalaza-138 327 rasanA svAdane levAnI vRtti thAya, sparza vaDe sparzane bhogavavAnI je vRtti thAya e badhA pAMca IndriyonA viSayo che. e viSayomAM sukha-duHkha "ityAdi aneka che te-jeTaluM kaMI che tene karmasaMyoganI upAdhi che." e badho duzmanano vistAra che. AhAhA ! zarIra suMdara maLe, pAMca, paccIsa lAkha rUpiyA maLe, patnI bALako e badhI duzmananI sAmagrI che. bhagavAna ! e tAruM svarUpa nahIM. tuM jayAM che tyAM e nathI ane e jayAM che tyAM tuM nathI. AvI vAto che. "be vAra kahetAM sarvathA jIvanuM svarUpa nathI, (vivuaSyama) ema avazya jANo." kathaMcit zubharAga paNa jIvanuM svarUpa che ane te jIvane lAbha kare che ema nathI. dayA-dAnavrata-tapa-bhaktino bhAva te karmano bhAga che. bApu! e tArI jAta nahIM. tArI jAtamAM eka kalaMka che. AhAhA ! vrata-japa-bhakti-pUjA Adino vikalpa e badho kalaMka che, e karmanI sAmagrI che. are ! tane tArI khabara na maLe !? "kevI che mAyAjALa?" puNya-pApanA bhAva, dayA-dAna-vrata bhaktinA bhAva, kAmakrodhanA bhAva, zarIra, vANI, mana, Abaru, patnI, bALako, kuTuMba e badhI mAyAjALa che tema jANo! nAtha ! tane phasAvI mAryo che ane tuM hoMze hoMze phasAI jAya che. harakhe..harakhe... harakha laIne aMdara jayAM garI gayo tyAM to karmanI sAmagrI che. puNya ne pApanA bhAva, cAragati, pAMca indriyanA anukULa viSayo e badhI karmanI sAmagrImAM harakhAI gayo cho. emAM anukULatA lAge che.....paNa dhULamAMya anukULatA nathI ema mAno prabhu! anukULatA mAno prabhumAM ! AtmAmAM AnaMda che e anukULa che. puSya ne pApa e bhAva aniSTa ane pratikULa che. pravacanasAramAM Ave che ke puNya ne pApanA bhAva te aniSTa che. iSTa to bhagavAna AtmA AnaMdanuM daLa che. te atIndriya jJAnano sAgara che tenI prabhu tane khabara nathI. tArI buddhi paryAyamAM rokAI gaI che. eka samayanI paryAyanI pAchaLa prabhu bhagavAna paDyo che. jenI mahimAno pAra nathI. jenI pUrNa mahimA sarvajJa paNa kahI zakayA nathI... evI tArI aMdaranI cIja che. AvA AtmAne jovAnI phUrasada na maLe !! zrotA- hamaNAM to maravAya navaro nathI ema kahe! uttara:- hA, ema kahe ne! badhuM sAMbhaLyuM che ne! badhuM joyuM chene! hamaNAM maravA e navarA nathI. bApu! maravAno samaya nakakI che deha chUTaze tyAre Ama phATI raheze tAruM moTuM, A paga nahIM cAle ne A dhULa (zarIra) paDayuM raheze! bhagavAna rakhaDavA cAlyo jaIza bhAI ! A badhI sarvathA mAyAjALa che. jemAM-karmanA udayajanita azadhdha paryAyamAM, (nI ni:) pratyakSapaNe vidhamAna che je paryAyamAtramAM rAga karanArA jIva teo." juo! karmanA nimitte thayela. azudhdha upAdAnamAM puNya-pApanI jALa. tane rAga arthAt puNyanA pariNAma te vartamAna paryAyamAM

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328 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 vyakta-pragaTa aMza che. e pratyakSa vidhamAna mAyAjALamAM tuM kheMcI gayo cho. are! AvI vAta che. zrI nATaka samayasAramAM che ke "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vasaipha ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina. mata madirA ke pAnaso, matavAlA samujhe na." "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase" ghaTamAM aMdara jina svarUpe birAjamAna prabhu tuM cho. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina" jaina koI saMpradAya nathI. paryAyabudhdhi choDIne vastunI dRSTi karavI, vastuno anubhava karavo te jaina che. "mata madirA ke pAnasau" paraMtu potAnA matanA dArU pivAthI te gAMDo pAgala thaIgayo che. matano dArU pIvAthI te prabhune samajato nathI. traNalokano nAtha ! traNakALane jANanAra evA AnaMdano nAtha caitanya prabhu che. jagatanA saMsArI matanA dArU jeNe pIdhA che.. ke puNya te huM. A puNyanA phaLa te huM, dhULa pAMca paccIsa lAkha e mArA evA matavAlA dArU pIdhelAM caitanyane samajatA nathI. ahIMyA AvuM che bApA! badhA bhagavAna che bApA! A zarIra, vANIne na jo nAtha ! A puNya-pApanA bhAvane paNa na jo prabhu! aMdara paramAtmA birAje che (tene jo!) AhAhA! tuM paramAtmA cho are...A kema bese! e svabhAva ane zaktinuM sattva tAruM che. stutimAM Ave che-"sumumukSu sattva jhaLake" bhagavAna AtmAnuM sattva che. prabhu pote sat che. te trikALI avinAzI anAkuLa AnaMdano kaMda che....e enuM sattva che. anaMta AnaMda, anaMta jJAna, anaMta zAMti, anaMta sukha, anaMta vIrya, e sattvanuM sattva che. aparimita zaktino bhaMDAra che. tArI paryAya budhdhine laIne te ene joyo nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? karmanA udaya janita azudhdha paryAyamAM(mI ni:) pratyakSapaNe vidyamAna che je paryAyamAtramAM rAga karanArA jIva teo (vAsaMsArasuptA:) te pratyakSa ema ja mAne che ke A puNya ne dayA-dAna-vrata-tapanA vikalpa ane enuM phaLa te tene pratyakSa bhAse che. tene aMdaramAM bhagavAna parokSa rahI gayo. (saMsaTRI) A badhA kayArathI che? "anAdi kALathI sUtA che" anAdi kALathI puNya ne pApanA bhAva ane tenAM phaLamAM sUI gayA che. ghora niMdrAmAM sUI gayA che. bahAranI mIThAza, zAstranA bhaNataranI mIThAza te paNa mithyAtva che. aMdaramAM bhagavAnano nAtha ke jene paranI koI paNa apekSA nathI evuM nirapekSa tattva prabhu aMdara birAje che. evA tattvanA bhAna vinA teo pratyakSa paryAyamAM rata thaI gayelA che. anAdi kALathI sUtA che arthAt anAdi kALathI te-rUpa potAne anubhave che." (vAsaMsAra tvatipamanI) anAdi saMsArathI AvI avasthAmAM paDayA che jIvo aMdaramAM potAnuM bhagavat svarUpa che....e bhagavAnane bhUlI gayA che. te to potAne (azudhdharUpa) jANe che. e bhagavAnane bhUlI gayA che. te to potAne rAgarUpe, gatirUpe, huM deva chuM, huM strI chuM, huM rANI chuM, huM rAjA chuM, huM mUrakha chuM, huM paMDita chuM evI paryAyarUpa potAne anubhave che. mane

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329 kalaza-138 anukULatAnA DhagalA che. zenA DhagalA che ? prabhu ! e badhA to karmanA duzmananA verInA DhagalA che. bhAI ! tane tArA satya svarUpanI khabara nathI. AhAhA ! A kaLaza to kaLaza che; ekavAra to UchaLI ( UThe ) tevuM che. pANIvALAnuM pANI nItarI jAya evuM che. ahIMyA to saMto pokAra kare che. "anAdi kALathI AvA svAdane" eTale ? je puNya ne pApanA bhAva thAya, rAga-dveSa eno svAda laIne te bhagavAnanA AnaMdanA svAdane bhUlI gayo che. AnuM spaSTIkaraNa kAle thaI gayuM che. paNa Aje ravivAra che tethI navA koI AvyA hoya tethI pharIne lIdhuM. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke-anAdi kALathI AvA svAdane sarva mithyASTi jIvo AsvAde che ke huM deva chuM, manuSya chuM, sukhI chuM, duHkhI chuM," huM rAjA chuM, huM rANI chuM, huM puNyavALo chuM, huM pApavALo chuM evA jheranA svAdane sarva jIvo AsvAde che. zuM svAda che ? huM hamaNA bahu sukhI chuM, pAMca pacAsa lAkha rUpiyA che, chokarA bahu sArA che, patnI paNa sAre gharethI AvI che. mUrkhanA -gAMDAnA gAma kAMI judA hoya ! ahIM kahe che dhULamAMya sa2khuM nathI. e badhA pApanA poTalA che. duzmanoe ghero ghAlyo che ane te rAjI thayo ke mane ghero ghAlyo che. pUrvanA bAMdhelA karma e duzmana che ane teNe ghero ghAlyo che. patnI, chokarAM, makAna-pAMca, pacAsa lAkhanA moTA hajIrA ane temAM pAMca-dasa lAkhanuM pharnica2 ! e dhULamAM zuM che ? gaI sAla muMbaI gayelA. muMbaImAM eka yuvAna chokaro hato. tattvano premI hato. ahIMyA mahino-mahino kuMvAro hato tyAre rahI jato paraNyA pachI paNa rahI jato. tene TATAnI moTI nokarI hatI. bA2 mahinAnuM 52Neta2, e bicArAne kiDanInuM darda hatuM. tenI mAtAe kIDanI ApI paNa marI gayo. te dAdaramAM darzana karavA Avelo-ane pachI ame paNa darzana (devA ) mATe gayelAM. nAnI umaramAM zAstrano ghaNo rasa. sAMjano AhAra hato maNIbhAI ke je zAMtAbenanA benanAM naMNadoyA thAya tene tyAM AhAra hato. AhAra karyA pachI cAre bAju pagalAM karAvyA. rUmamAM cAre bAju makhamala pAtharelAM hatAM pAMca lAkhanI to gharavakharI haze. pAMca cha karoDa rUpiyA che e pharnicarane joIne ema thayuM ke arere ! AmAMthI nIkaLavuM kaThaNa paDaze bhAI ! jaMgalamAM vAsa karavA paDaze bApu ! ahIMthI choDIne pachI tyAM tAruM koIe nathI. jayAM tane koI oLakhanAra nathI. tuM koIne oLakhanAra nathI evI jagyAe jaIne tuM (tiryaMca ) DhoramAM janmIza. nIkaLavuM paDaze tyAre AkaruM lAgaze bApA ! ! tyAM tenuM koNa che ? ahIMthI mA2ApaNuM laIne gyo, tyAM mArApaNuM ka2ze. pelA joSIe rAjAne kahyuM hatuM ne ketuM marIne galuDiyuM thaIza. rAjA kahe huM kUtarInuM baccuM thAuM to tamo AvIne mane mArI nAkhajo, rAjA marIne thayuM kUtarInuM baccuM. kemake bahu pApa karyA hoya to to na26mAM jAya. ghaNA jIvo tiryaMca (pazu )mAM javAnA che. zAstramAM pazu paMcendriyanI saMkhyA eTalI badhI varNave che. ghaNA to dArU na pIve, mAMsa na khAya eTale na26mAM

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330 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 to na jAya. vaLI dharmanI khabara na maLe ke dharma zuM che ? dharma to nahIM paNa puNya joIe te paNa nahIM. eka divasamAM dararoja be-cAra kalAka satsamAgama sattravaNa vAMcana Adi puNyanAMya ThekANA na maLe... evA badhA marIne lagabhaga kUtarInA baccA galuDiyA, Dhora, DheDagaroDInA kUMkhe avataravAnA, samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyA kahe che- "huM sukhI chuM, du:khI chuM, Ama paryAyamAtrane potArUpa anubhave che, tethI sarva jIvarAzi jevuM anubhave che te badhuM jUThuM che, jIvanuM to svarUpa nathI." aMdaramAM sat prabhu birAje che te rahI gayo ane asatya sAmagrInA anubhavamAM teNe anaMtakALa gALyo. TANA maLyA tyAre bAramA salavAI gayo ane potAne bhUlI gayo anAdikALathI zubha azubha bhAva ane enAM phaLane anubhave che, te kAMI jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. "kevo che sarva jIvarAzi ?"pratipavana nityamatA: jevo paryAya dhAraNa karyo te ja rUpe evo matavAlo thayo ke" tene je je avasthA maLI, jinanI maLI, vAgharInI maLI, siMhanI maLI..... tyA ne tyAM, te paryAyane mAruM mAnIne mazagula thaI gayo. jevo paryAya dhA2Na karyo tevo te ja rUpe evo matavAlo thayo. abhiprAyamAM mAnyuM A huM chuM. siMhanuM za2I2 maLyuM to huM siMha chuM, strInuM za2I2 maLyuM to huM strI chuM, puruSanuM zarIra maLyuM to huM puruSa chuM, vAgharInuM zarIra maLyuM to huM vAgharI chuM......bApu! e badhI bAhyanI sAmagrI che, e tuM nahIM. tene paisAnI sAmagrI maLI tyAre huM zeThiyo chuM, jyAre khAvA mATe koLiyo anAja muzkela paDe tyAre mAnyu kehuM nirdhana chuM. e badhI sAmagrI mAyAjALa che. "jevo paryAya dhAraNa karyo te ja rUpe evo matavAlo thayo ke koI kALe koI upAya karatAM matavAlApaNuM UtaratuM nathI." mithyAzradhdhAnA evA dArU pidhA ke te matavAlo thaI gayo. sAdhu thayo to paNa rAganA rAgamAM rahyo. vrata-tapa-bhaktino bhAva e rAga che. e rAgano rAgI matavAlo te mithyArdaSTi che. bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM jaIne Avyo paNa tenA abhiprAyamAMthI paryAyabudhdhine mUkI nahIM. samajANuM kAMI ? "zudhdha caitanya svarUpa jevuM che tevuM dekhADe che" phaita pukhta puta" paryAyamAtra avadhAryo che potAne " ahIM sudhI to gaIkAle cAlyuM hatuM. tuM kone laIne rokANo cho ? te chAzane roTalo khAto hoya, pelA traNa-cAra jaNa bhegA thaIne ghoDe ( caDAve ) chokaro ne chokarI (patnI ) ema A badhuM duzmananuM ToLuM thaI gayuM bheguM. zAstramAM ema Ave che ke tane kuTuMba, patnI, bALako e badhA maLyA te dhUtArAnI ToLI maLI che. AhA ! tane dhUtArAnI ToLI maLI che... te 'mArA' tema kahIne tane mArI nAkhaze. zrotAH- tene dhUtA2o kahevAya ? utta2:- tene dhUtA2o kahevAya kemake tenI anukULatA mATe mathe che. aMdaramAM bhagavAna caitanya svarUpa jJAtA-dRSTA atIndriya AnaMdano sAga2 Dole che. te aMda2mAM atIndriya AnaMdathI

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kalaza-138 331 labAlaba-chalochala bharyo che. prabhu! tuM tenI sAme joto nathI ane jemAM tuM nathI tyAM paryAyamAtramAM rokAya gayo? prabhu have e paryAyamAtra e mArge na jA! AhAhA! e bahAranA paMthe na jA nAtha ! tuM anaMta avatAra karIne herAna thaIne marI gayo che. AhAhA ! zubha-azubhanA bhAva vratAdinA bhAva e badhA paryAya svarUpathI bahAra che hoM !! saMskRta TIkAmAM nAkhyuM che ke vratAdinA bhAva apada che. e vata, niyama, tapa, apavAsa kare tyAM ema thaI jAya ke-ohoho ! loko paNa vakhANa kare ke A tapasI che, Ane mAna Apo, varaghoDA kaDhAvo. e badhA varaghoDA che. ahIMyA to kahe che ke puNya ne pApanA pariNAma ane tenA phaLa e tarapha na....jA...na..jA....nAtha! na jA! emAM na.jA.bhAI ! e badho duzmanano vistAra che. e badhAmAM tuM salavAI jaIza bhAI ! A bhAIe bombemAM karyuM paNa sarakhuM na AvyuM. pelo chokaro tyAMthI ahIMyA na Avyo tethI have pAchA tyAM jaze zuM karavuM tyAre? eka chokaro paradezathI ahIMyA Avyo ane eka chokaro na Avyo tenuM karavuM zuM? zrotA- Apa rasto batAvo....! uttara :- A to dAkhalo! bAkI badhAne evuM ja aTapaTuM che. saMsAra evI cIja che. te ema jANe ke-dezamAM raheze to tyAMthI chUTakAro thaze. paNa pelo tyAMthI Avyo nahIM. A kahe huM ekalo kAMI karI zakuM nahIM. tethI have pAchA tyAM rakhaDavA cAlo. anAdithI evuM che bApu! bahAramAM kAMIka ne kAMIka evA sAdhana maLI jAya che ne ! te emAM rokAya jAya che. badhe AvuM che bApu! A to emano dAkhalo che, bAkI cAre bAju AvuM che. ahIMyA bhagavAna pokAre che ke-paryAyane raste na jA ! paryAyane raste eTale? vartamAna je UghaDalI paryAya che te raste na jA ! A rAga ne dveSa ane tenA phaLa tarIke A badhuM. paryAya daSTinuM A badhuM phaLa che te raste na jA! tane aMdarathI ghAyala karI nAkhe che. tArI zAMtinI paryAyane charA paDe che tenI tane khabara nathI bhAI ! "sutaH tta tta" paryAyamAtra avadhAryo che potAne-evA mArge na jAo, na jAo" joyuM? potAne paryAyamAtra jAmyo che-eka samayanI paryAya...e rAgavALo ane rAganA phaLavALo (mAnyo) basa. evA mArge na jAvana jAvatema be vakhata pAThamAM kahyuM che. bhAI ! tuM tyAM duHkhI thaIza kemake "e mArga tAro nathI...nathI" AhAhA ! eka samayanI ughaDelI paryAya ane puNya-pApanA bhAva e tArI cIja nathI, e tAro mArga nathI. jagata upara saMtonI karuNA che bhAI ! tuM kayAM jAza!? A mArga para Avo....Avo....! "rUta: ta ta" ahIMyA Avo ahIMyA Avo prabhu! aMdara AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna birAje che. tyAM Avane !? jayAM karmanI upAdhi ke rAgAdi (kAMI paNa) kayAMya

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33ra kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nathI. evo bhagavAna birAje che zAzvata tyAM Ava. jema anAdithI paryAyabuddhimAM rokANo che tema anAdithI (zAzcata ) cIja paDI che emanI ema UMDe kUve AtmAne UtAryo che. bairAno dhaNI mRtyu pAme pachI te rove. amAre gharamAM banAva banelo. amArA moTAbhAI (dIpacaMdajI) saMvata 1957 mAM muMbaInuM pANI lAgatAM gujarI gayA. tyAre amArI uMmara agiyAreka varSanI hatI. bhAInA bairA rove...are! UMDe kUve utArI ane doraDA kApyAM. A badhuM to sAMbhaLyuM che ne!! moTAbhAI bahu hoMziyAra ane rUpALA bahu. temanI muMbaImAM nokarI hatI. pANI lAgyuM(vALAno roga thayo) ane deha chUTI gayo. mArAthI nAno (magana) hato tenI uMmara nava varSanI. amane kahyuM ke ahIMthI mAmAne ghera cAlyA jAva. mAmAnuM kuTuMba moTuM, bahu paisAvALA, AbaruvALA, gharanI dukAna makAna vagere. amane tyAM rahevA na dIdhA. bhAIne ThIka nathI. tethI tame jAva. ahIM kahe che- AtmAne UMDe kUve utArIne cAragatimAM jaIne zAMtine kApI nAkhI che bApA! bhAI ! tane AnaMdano nAtha bAdazAha hAtha na Avyo ane A rokAyanI cIjo tane hAtha AvI. pAThamAM che ahIMyA Ava...ahIMyA Ava. tAro mArga te nathI tethI "A mArga para Avo" (rUta ta ta) A bAju Ava A bAju Ava. A mArga para Avo, are! Avo, kemake rUma palama DuM parva" tAro mArga ahIM che ahIM che." aMdaramAM jJAnAnaMda bhagavAna zudhdha caitanya anaMtaguNanI vastInuM ghara che. anaMtaguNanI vastI e deza che. e svadezamAM Ava... Ava, paradezamAMthI khasI jA ! pAThamAM babbe vakhata kahyuM che. "yatra caitanyadhAtu:" jayAM cetanAmAtra vastunuM svarUpa che." e to cetanA jANakadekhana svabhAva e enuM svarUpa che emAM eka samayanI paryAyeya nathI. emAM puNya-pApa nathI ane tenuM phaLa e vastumAM nathI. evuM caitanya svarUpa aMdaramAM birAje che. anAdi anaMta zAzcata caitanya svabhAvI bhagavAna tyAM Ava re Ava! ekavAra to mAthuM pharI jAya evuM che. e aNagoThatI cIjamAM prabhu tane kema goThe che? ane A goThatI cIjamAM aMdara kema nathI Avato. Ava... Ava...e babbe vakhata kahyuM che. tyAMthI khasI jA...e mArga nathI e mArga nathI. ahIMyA AvI jA ahIMyA AvI jA. AhAhA ! ene kahe che ke tuM kayAM coMTayo cho? tuM zuM che tenI kAMI khabara che? kothaLAmAM vAyarA bhare...paNa e vAyarA na rahe. ema (paryAya) ne pakaDI rAkho paNa e vastu nahIM rahe, kemake e to nAzavAna che. aMdaramAM bhagavAna nitya AnaMda svarUpa AtmA che. e nityamAM AvI jA.tyAM AvI jA..anityamAMthI khasI jA. tyAMthI khasI jA ! aMdara bhagavAna birAje che. prabhu pUrNAnaMdano nAtha saccidAnaMda svarUpa che. tAro bhagavAna tArAthI judo kayAMya nathI. prabhu tane tenI moTapanI mahAbhyanI khabara nathI. pAThamAM be vakhata kahyuM ke A mArga para Avo ahIM Avo. kema ke -tAro mArga ahIM che.ahIM che. "jayAM

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kalaza-138 333 caitanyamAtra vastunuM svarUpa che" e tAro mArga che. jANaga... jANaga.. jANaga.. jANaga.. jANaga... cetanA... cetanA.... cetanA...cetanA.cetanA..cetanA... anAdi anaMta che. evo je cetanA svarUpa bhagavAna che tyAM AvI jA tyAM tane AnaMda thaze. tane zAMti maLaze. pachI bhavanA aMta Avaze. samajANuM kAMI? e zuM kahyuM? caitanya dhAtu kIdhI eTale zuM kahyuM? jema sonuM dhAtu che ane teNe sonApaNuM dhArI rAkhyuM che tema A bhagavAna caitanya dhAtu che. teNe cetanArUpI dhAtune dhArI rAkhI che. teNe puNya, pApa, rAgane kAMI dhArI nathI rAkhyuM; kemake e tenAmAM che nahIM. bhASA joI ? (caitanyadhAtu) teno artha cetanAmAtra vastunuM svarUpa kevuM che vastunuM svarUpa bhagavAna aMdara e kahe che. kevuM che?" zudhdhaH zudhdha: bhAI ! tane khabara nathI ke tAro nAtha aMdara AnaMdano sAgara saccidAnaMda prabhu che. e vastue zudhdha che. te karmanA nimittanA lakSe thatAM vikArathI paNa bhinna che... tethI zudhdha che. zudhdha zudhdha be vakhata kahyuM ne!! A digambara saMtonI balihArI che. jagata pAse satyane mUkavAnI rIta ane asatyathI khasavAnI rIta batAvavI che. kevuM che tAruM svarUpa? "sarvathA prakAre sarva upAdhithI rahita che" aMdara bhagavAna caitanyadhAtu che, jenuM cetavuM cetavuM...jANavA dekhavAnA svabhAvane dhArI rAkhyo che. puNya ne pApanA bhAva gati Adi emAM che nahIM. vratanA vikalpanI vRtti paNa jemAM nathI. e to caitanyadhAtu jANaga...dekhana jANaga..dekhana..jJAtAdeSTA che. jJAtAdekhAnA svabhAvathI bhareluM e tattva che. ekavAra to saMsAranA harakhanA hurakha UtarI jAya evuM che. pelA bhAIne traNa bALako che te badhA bhegA besIne vAto karatA hoya che. A che ne.bApujI Ave che ne! e badhuM zuM che? e badhI madhalALa che. mAyAjALa che. mAyAjALa caitanyamAtra vastu "sarvathA prakAre sarva upAdhithI rahita che. zudhdha zudhdha be vAra kahIne atyaMta gADha karyuM che. prabhu! tuM zudhdha cho. saccidAnaMda prabhu cho. je paramAtmAnuM svarUpa jJAnamAM AvA che ne ke bhagavAna AvA che ne bhagavAna AvA che e badhA paryAye pragaTa karelA che, paNa tAruM to svarUpa ja evuM che. are ! sAcuM sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM, sAcA artha karavAnI nivRtti maLe nahIM. te kayAre samaje. AkhuM siMcIne cAlyA jAya che. tethI pAchaLa koI raDatA nathI. te kayAM marIne DhoramAM gayo kayAMya ! bApa DhoramAM gayo ke dikaro DhoramAM gayo emAM amAre snAna zuM Ave? amArI sagavaDatA gaI tene e rove che. Avo saMsAra bApA! badho ja evo che Ato. "vaLI kevuM che?" "sthAcimAvatvamadati" avinazvarabhAvane pAme che." aMdara AtmA vastu che te avinazvara bhAvane pAmela che. ApaNe lokamAM kahIe chIe ne ke dukAnamAM sthAyI cho ke Ava-jAva karo cho? AhAhA! A sthAyIbhAva...sthirabhAva avinazvara prabhu, nityAnaMda prabhu...aNautpanna rayela avinAzI evo eno anAdi anaMta, nitya AnaMda evo svabhAva

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334 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 te avinazvara bhAvane pAmyo che. "sthApi' tene avinazvara kahyuM. sthirabhAvane pAmela che. bhagavAna aMdara sthira dhruva che te svabhAve dhruva che. sthirapaNAne pAmela che. bhagavAna aMdara sthira dhruva che te svabhAve dhruva che. sthirapaNAne pAmela che. avinazvarapaNAne pAmela che...tyAM AvI jA...ema kahe che. kharekhara to paryAyane nAzavAna levI che. kevaLajJAnanI paryAyane nAzavAna levI che. dharmanI paryAya che. te eka samayanI paryAya che ane vastu te avinAzI che. vItarAga paramezvara jinezvaradeve je AtmA pragaTa karyo che je anaMtajJAna, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta vIrya, anaMta zAMti, anaMta darzana e badhI anaMtI paryAyaeN AvI te kayAMthI AvI? kyAMya bahArathI Ave che? e aMdaramAM paDI che prabhu! tArA svabhAvamAM badhuM pUrNa paDayuM che. aMdaramAM sthirabhAva paDayo che, dhruvabhAva paDyo che aMdara. ahIM atyAre eka samayanI avasthAne paNa uDADI che. aMdaramAM sthirabhAvapaNAne pAmela vastu che ne? jevI che tevI avinAzI che tyAM jAne? aMdaramAM jA, bahAramAMthI lakSa choDI de! - "sthAcimAvatvama ti" avinazvarabhAvane pAme che." vastu ja evI che. dhuvane dhyeyane dhyAnamAM laIne; dhRvadhAma bhagavAna AtmA tene dhyAnano viSaya banAva. dhyeyane vartamAna paryAyano dhyAnano viSaya "dhyAna viSacayimAna"(parama adhyAtma taraMgiNI) saMskRta TIkAmAM che. A paryAyane viSaya banAvavAnuM choDI de ane trikALInAtha aMdara avinAzI dhruva birAje che. je anaMta zaktino sAgara che tyAM najara kara! je sthira vastu paDI che tene tuM pAma! je sat che e saccidAnaMda che. sat che te zAzvata jJAna ne AnaMdanuM pUra che. bhAI tane khabara natha "zA kAraNathI?" svarasamarata:" (svarasa) cetanA svarUpanA bhArathI, arthAt kahevAmAtra nathI." cetanAno rasa aMdara bharyo che kahe che e puNya-pApanA rasathI khAlI cIja che. e cetanAnA rasathI bharelI che. e cetanArasamAM lIna thatAM tane AnaMda Avaze. evA cetanArasathI bharelo bhagavAna che. are ! AvI vAto che. ahIMyA to zuM kahevuM che. "cetanA svarUpanA (bharata:) bhArathI arthAt kahevA mAtra nathI" cetanA svarUpa kahevAmAtra nathI ema kahe che. cetanA svarUpa vastu svarUpa che te svabhAvathI sthita che. saMskRtamAM bharelAno arthaanubhavanA atizayathI bhagavAna zobhita che tevo artha karyo che. cetanA vastu-caitanya svarUpa vastu svabhAva dhruva te kahevamAtra nathI. satyasvarUpa vastu che. satya svarUpa prabhu avinAzI anAdi anaMta cidAnaMda bhagavAna svarasathI bharelI vastu svarUpa che. are ! enA gharanI khabaruM na maLe ane para gharanI mAMDI badhI. kahevata che ke "gharanA chokarA ghaMTI cATe-pADozIne ATA(loTa)" ema puNya-pApanA bhAvane tArA gharanA chokarAM cATe che te rAgane cATe che tene aMdara svabhAvanI to khabara nathI. Avo mArga vItarAgano che lokone evuM lAge che ke sonagaDhavALA to ekalI nizcayanI ja vAta kare che.

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kalaza-139 335 zrotA:- nizvaya vyavahA2 sAthe hoya ne! utta2:- e nizcayano nirNaya karyo e ja paryAya vyavahAra che paryAyamAtra vyavahAra che. paNa paryAyanA lakSa paryAyano nirNaya na thAya. aMdara vastu pUrNa che tyAM najara kare to teno nirNaya thAya. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke -jene paryAyane-mithyArdaSTi jIva potArUpa jANe che te to sarva vinAzika che, tethI jIvanuM svarUpa nathI; cetanAmAtra avinAzI che, tethI jIvanuM svarUpa che." jIvanuM svarUpa avinAzI, jANa.....jANaga dekhana evo eno svabhAva che, tethI avinAzI jIvanuM svarUpa che. mATe tyAM naja2 ka2 to tane samakita thaze. sAcI dRSTinI tyAM najara thaze ema kahe che. pravacana naM. 142 tA. 07/11/'77 zrI kaLaza TIkA-138 zlokanI chellI traNa lITI bAkI che. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke jeneparyAyane mithyArdaSTi jIva potArUpa jANe che te to sarva vinAzaka che" paryAya eTale ? zarIra,vANI, mana, puNya ne pApa Adi je vastu che, je potAnI cIja nathI, potAthI bhinna cIja evI paryAyamAM potArUpa jANe che te jIva mithyArdaSTi che. jIva anAdithI za2I2ne, vANIne, puNya-pApanA bhAvane potArUpa jANe che te mithyArdaSTi che. "te to sarva vinAzaka che" tethI jIvanuM svarUpa nathI;" e to badhuM nAzavAna che. bhagavAna AtmAnuM e svarUpa nathI. ne " cetanAmAtra avinAzI che." bhagavAna to cetanAmAtra che, temAM bheda paNa nahIM. cetanAmAtra svabhAva che. vastu jema trikALa che tema teno cetanA svabhAva arthAt jANavuM....dekhavuM e svabhAva paNa trikALa che. e cetanAmAtra avinAzI che. bAkI zubharAga, dayA-dAnanA vikalpo e badhuM nAzavAna che. "cetanAmAtra avinAzI che, tethI jIvanuM svarUpa che." puNya ne pApanA bhAva tenA phaLa tarIke zarIrAdi e kAMI jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. (anuSTupa ) ekameva hi tatsvAdyaM vipadAmapadaM pdm| apadAnyeva bhAsante padAnyanyAni yatpuraH / / 7-139 / / . khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "tat pavat svAhyaM" (tat ) zuddha caitanyamAtra vasturUpa (pavan)mokSanA kA2Nano (svAE)niraMtara anubhava karavo. kevuM che ? "pti put va" (fE) nizcayathI (puN puvaeN) samasta bhedavikalpathI rahita nirvikalpa vastumAtra che. vaLI kevuM che? "vipavAn apavaM" (vipavAm) caturgatisaMsA2saMbaMdhI nAnA prakAranAM

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336 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 duHkhonA (156) abhAvasvarUpa che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-AtmA sukhasvarUpa che, sAtAasAtAkarmanA udayanA saMyoga thAya che je sukha-duHkha te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI, karmanI upAdhi che. vaLI kevuM che? "yapura: kanyAni palAni apAni mAsanta"(yapura:) je zuddhasvarUpano anubhavarUpa AsvAda AvatAM ( nyAti pAna) cAra gatinA paryAya, rAga-dveSa-moha, sukha-duHkharUpa ityAdi jeTalA avasthAbheda che te (pAni thava masatte) jIvanuM svarUpa nathI, upAdhirUpa che, vinazvara che, du:kharUpa che evo svAda svAnubhavapratyakSapaNe Ave che. bhAvArtha Ama che-zuddha citUpa upAdeya, anya samasta heya. 7-139. kaLaza na.-139 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 142 tA. 07/11/'77 "tatapasvA "zudhdha caitanyamAtra vasturUpa (pada) mokSanA kAraNano (svArdha) niraMtara anubhava karavo." bhagavAna ! zudhdha caitanyamAtra padArtha je trikALI dhruva caitanya che te mokSanuM kAraNa che. mokSanuM kAraNa eTale ke( AtmAne AsvAdavo) jhINI vAto bahu! bhagavAna zudhdha caitanya nitya dhruva teno anubhava karavo e mokSanuM kAraNa che. (svAdha) (AtmAno) svAda levo ema kahe che. bhagavAna AtmA! atIndriya AnaMdathI labAlaba bharelo prabhu che, e to vastu che. have teno anubhava svAda le te paryAya che. e svAda levo e mokSanuM kAraNa che. bIjI rIte kahIe to "anubhava ratna ciMtAmaNI", AtmAnA AnaMdano je anubhava che te ciMtAmaNI vastu che. "anubhava hai rasakUMpa" AtmAnA svAdano anubhava e AnaMdano phUpa che. "anubhava mAraga mokSano, anubhava mokSa svarUpa" AvI vAta che. caitanya vastu mahAprabhu che. jemAM anaMta caitanya ratnAkara ratno che. e anaMta caitanya ratanano Akara nAma dariyo che. kSetra bhale asaMkhya pradeza TUMku hoya! paNa tenA svabhAvanI mahimAno pAra nathI. e badhA puNya ne pApanA vikalpothI bhinna potAnA anaMta AnaMdanA svabhAvane svAdavo AsvAdavo....eTale ke tene vedanamAM levo te eka ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. "mokSanA kAraNano niraMtara anubhava karavo." prazna:- pote potAnI vastune mokSanuM kAraNa banAve che. uttara- potAnA mokSanuM kAraNa te pariNati che. zudhdha caitanya mAtra vasturUpa mokSanA kAraNano niraMtara anubhava-evuM je nija pada, potAnuM nijapada je trikALI dravya te che paNa teno anubhava karavo e paNa pada che. jyAre rAgAdi, vratAdi e badhA apada che. rAgano anubhava e paryAya nahIM. kevuM che? nizcayathI samasta bhedavikalpathI rahita nirvikalpa vastumAtra che." kharekhara

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kalaza-139 337 to e je varNa, 2sa, gaMdha, sparza, e 52 cIjathI to bhinna che, paraMtu dayA-dAna, rAgAdinA vikalpathI paNa bhinna che. paryAyamAM je mati, zruta AdinA bhedo paDe che tenAthI rahita che. 205 gAthA (samayasAra ) tenA 52no A zloka che. mati, zrutajJAna e pAMca paryAyo teno bheda aMdaramAM nahIM. te pAMca eka svarUpe ( jJAna svarUpe ) che. bhale zrutajJAnIne kevaLajJAna nathI chatAM tenA lakSamAM parokSamAM khyAlamAM hoya ke kevaLajJAna AvuM hoya che. e ta2phanA valaNathI anubhava thato nathI. mArga ghaNo sUkSma ! janma maraNathI rahita thavAno-bhavanA aMtano upAya A che. AhAhA ! bhagavAna anaMta caitanya ratnAkara prabhu che. teno anubhava, teno artha e ke- tenI paryAyamAM ( AnaMdanuM ) vedana thayuM. enuM je vedana che e ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. vrata-tapa, bhakti ne pUjA e badhA vikalpo baMdhanuM kAraNa che. "samasta bheda vikalpathI rahita nirvikalpa vastumAtra che" e to abheda ekarUpa sAmAnya (tattva che. ) vizeSonA bhedathI paNa rahita che. AhAhA ! rAgathI rahita che; varNa, gaMdha Adi bahA2nI cIjo enAthI rahita che. paraMtu emAM je vizeSo bheda paDe che tenAthI paNa rahita che. ekalA sAmAnya u52 dRSTi karatAM 'A sAmAnya che' ema tene (lakSamAM ) nA ho ! kA2Na ke A sAmAnya che ane tenI dRSTi karuM chuM....e paNa eka bheda thaI gayo. dRSTi jayAM aMda2mAM vaLe che teno artha ja e thayo ke tenuM dhyeya eka sAmAnya ja rahe che. A sAmAnya che ane tenuM lakSa Azraya karuM chuM ema nahIM. jhINI vAta che. paryAya ane bheda u52thI lakSa chUTIne tenuM lakSa aMdaramAM abheda sAmAnya u52 jAya che. eTale e (paryAye ) sAmAnyane dhyeya banAvyuM che tema kahevAmAM Ave che Avo mArga che. "vaLI kevuM che ?" vipavAn apavaM" caturgati saMsA2 saMbaMdhI nAnA prakA2nA duHkhonA (apavaM) abhAvasvarUpa che." svargamAM paNa ApadA ane vipadA che. manuSyapaNAmAM zeThAI hoya, karoDo abajopati e badhA ApadA vipadAne vedanArA che. saMpadAnuM pada to prabhu aMdara che. (aMta2 sivAyanA) e badhA ApadAnA sthAna che. A badhI jhaverAta lAkho rUpiyAnI pedAza e badhuM ApadA ne vipadA che. e prabhu AtmAnI saMpadA nahIM. Avo mArga che!? zrotA :- bahA2nI cIja e nukazAna karatI haze ? utta2:- nukazAna kare che ema koNe kahyuM ? 52nuM lakSa kare che tyAre je rAga thAya che te ApadA ane vipadA che. e cAragati te aneka prakAranA du:khonuM pada che. bhagavAna te to duHkhonuM apada che. prabhu caitanya AnaMda svarUpa je che te cAra gatinA duHkhonuM asthAna che, temAM duHkha che nahIM, kemake"bhAvArtha Ama che ke-AtmA sukha svarUpa che, sAtA asAtAkarmanA udayanA saMyoge thAya che je sukha-duHkha te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI, karmanI upAdhi che." juo ! sAtA-asAtA

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338 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 karmanA udayamAM hoya che. bahAramAM A anukULa-pratikULa je sAmagrI maLe che tenAthI thatuM sukha-duHkha te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. e anukULa-pratikULa jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. te sAmagrImAM ema kalpanA thAya ke A ThIka che ane A aThIka che-e paNa jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. te karmanI upAdhi che. e zarIra, vANI, puNya ne pApano (udaya) e badho pudgalano vistAra che. e prajA bhagavAna AtmAnI nahIM. e dayA-dAna, vrata-bhakti, pUjA Adino bhAva ke hiMsA-jUTha-corI Adino bhAva e badhuM pugalanuM svarUpa che tethI apada che. AtmAnA padamAM e cIja nahIM. "(apavAni) AtmA sukha svarUpa che." sAtA Adi sukha svarUpa te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI paraMtu te karmanI upAdhi che. karoDapati thayo, moTo svargano deva thayo, sAgaropamanI sthitie Upajayo tene hajAra varSe kaMThamAMthI amRta jhare chatAM paNa e duHkhI che. te vipadAne veda che, te saMpadAne vedato nathI. bhagavAna AtmAnI saMpadA anaMtajJAna, anaMta AnaMdathI bharelI che te cAragati vipadAne bhogavanAra nathI kemake te apada che, te karmanI upAdhi che. vaLI kevuM che?" "yapura: kanyAni palAuna pAni purva bhAsatte [yapura]" je zudhdha svarUpano anubhavarUpa AsvAda AvatAM" bhagavAna saccidAnaMda AnaMda svarUpa che. enI sanmukhatAthI je kAMI AnaMdano svAda Ave che te tenuM pada che.) cAragatinA paryAya e badhuM apada che. dharmIne te apada ane asthAna bhAse che, te mAruM sthAna nahIM. e puNya ne pApAdi bhAva, vratAdinA rAgAdi bhAva e badhA "apAni" che. parama adhyAtma taraMgiNImAM "apada'no artha karyo che "vratAdi saMskRta TIkAmAM che. vrata, niyama e badhuM apada che. e badhI ApadA che.! vyavahAra vrata paNa kayAre hoya? jyAre anaMta AnaMdanA nAthane vedanamAM lIdho hoya tene! anaMta anaMta zAMtino sAgara AtmA che, te zAMtinA svAda jeNe lIdhA hoya, evA jIvane jyAre zAMtino svAda vadhI jAya tyAre tene AvA vratAdinA vikalpo Ave; e vikalpo paNa duHkharUpa che. samajANuM kAMI ? bhagavAna to akaSAya svarUpa che ne!! gaI kAle kahyuM hatuM ne...! "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata madirA ke pAnaso, matavAlA samujhena.bhagavAna AtmA! jina svarUpa vItarAgamUrti che. rAgAdi te tenuM svarUpa nahIM ane tenA svarUpamAMya nahIM. jaina koI saMpradAya nathI, jaina koI vADo nathI. rAganI paryAyane jItIne jeNe vItarAga svarUpamAM AnaMdanA svAda lIdhA ane rAganA svAdane jItyA te jaina che. "ghaTaghaTa aMtara jaina" e jainapaNuM koI saMpradAya nathI ke vADAmAM hoya ! e to aMtaramAM je jainapaNuM vase che te kahe che. "mata madirA ke pAna soM" potAnA matanA dArU pIdhelA evA huM rAgavALo chuM ane puNyavALo chuM evA abhiprAyanA dArU pIdhA che evA matavAlA bhagavAna AnaMdanA nAthane jANI zakatA nathI. potAnA matanA madirAnA pyAle caDhI gayelA meM puNya karyA che, ame dayA pALIe chIe, vrata karyA-evA matanA madirAnA jeNe pAna pIdhA che te A vastune samajaze nahIM. are! e

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332 kalaza-139 rAganA matane laIne e matavAlo AtmA samajato nathI. AhAhA! aMdara bhagavAna paramAtma svarUpe ja birAje che. prabhu ! tuM paramAtma svarUpe ja cho. rAgAdi che e to paryAyamAM che, vastumAM kayAM che? vastu to vastu che. tuM paramAtmA svarUpe bhagavat svarUpe ja cho, AvA vastunA svarUpane rAganA matavAlA athavA potAnA pakSanA matanA madirA, pIdhelA matavAlA vastune samajatA nathI. Avo mArga che bhAI ! je zuddha svarUpa che te svarUpano anubhavarUpa AsvAda AvatAM tene cAra gatinI paryAya che te apada bhAse che. kahe che- e mAruM sthAna nahIM, e mAruM pada nahIM. agAU eka vakhata kahyuM hatuM-puNya ne pApanA bhAva, cAragatinI paryAya e je pada bhAse che te mAruM rakSaNa nahIM, mAruM lakSaNa nahIM, mAruM sthAna nahIM. AhAhA ! e rAga-dveSa; moha; cAragatinI paryAya, manuSyapaNuM, devapaNuM,.....A manuSya zarIranI vAta nathI, aMdara manuSyanI gatino udaya arthAt e paryAyo ane puNya-pApanA bhAvo ane kalpanAmAM thatAM harakha-zokanuM vedana "ityAdi jeTalA avasthA bhedo che te(apavAdana jhava mAsanta) jIvanuM svarUpa nathI, upAdhirUpa che" AhAhA! amRtanA svAda AgaLa jherano svAda asthAne bhAse che. potAnA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa samyagdaSTi dharmIne rAgano svAda jhera lAge che. dharmI evo je AtmA ! teno dharma eTale anaMta AnaMda AdinuM jene aMtaramAM anubhava nAma vedana che tevA dharmI jIvane, potAnA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa vratAdinA bhAvo paNa apada ane asthAne, jhera bhAse che. patnI, bALako, kuTuMba, dhULa e to kayAMya rahI gayA. e cIja to enI che nahIM. emAM tuM nathI ane tArAmAM te nathI. ahIM to kahe che-puNya-pApanA bhAvamAM tuM nathI, tArAmAM te nathI... mATe tene apada kahevAmAM Ave che. "ityAdi avasthA bheda che te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI(apavAna)" te upAdhirUpa che. ahIMyA to khuzI thAya- be pAMca karoDa rUpiyA maLe, chokarAM rUpALA jarI sArA thAya to khuzI thAya ! e mUrkhAInA ghara che. AtmAne ke di' dikaro hato AtmAne dikaro kevo ane bApa kevo? A vikArI prajA thAya te prajA paNa bhagavAna AtmAmAM nathI. dayA-dAna, vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma e paNa AtmAnI prajA nahIM. te vikAra to karmanI prajA ane upAdhi che. are.....! Avo mArga che ane te duHkhanA dariyAmAM UMDo garI gayo che. A tattvanuM bhAna na maLe ! Akho di' tenI jiMdagI rAjIpAmAM jatI hoya che. e badhA harakhanA saDakA jheranA che. zuM kahe che? e badhuM jIvanuM apada che; upAdhi che; vinazvara che. vratAdinA bhAva paNa u...pAdhi che. gajaba vAta che ne! saMskRta TIkAmAM "apadamAM vratAdi lIdhuM che. adhyAtma taraMgiNImAMthI AmAM lakhyuM che( kaLazaTIkAmAM) AhAhA ! kahe che ke dayA-dAna, ahiMsA satyavratanA bhAva te vikalpa che, rAga che, tethI e apada che, jhera che-duHkha che-upAdhi che. prabhu ! tAruM pada to

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u40 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 aMdara alaikika che bhAI ! tenI tane khabara nathI. A badhI bhUtAvaLamAM tuM bharakhAya gayo. are! prabhu tuM kayAM cho? saMvata 1959 nI vAta che. ame pAleja gayA hatA. tyAM pitAjInI dukAna hatI. tyAre to amArI uMmara nAnI 13 varSanI hatI. zarIra bahu komaLa hatuM. Aso mahine gayelA. dukAnanI pAchaLa jina che tyAM bAyuM rAsaDA letI hatI, meM chokarAMvane pUchayuM-A zuM che? amane na javA devA mATe kahyuM ke cUDela rAsaDA lya che. tyAM jaIe to te khAya jAya, tethI javA na devAya. ahIMyA paramAtmA kahe che ke- e puNya-pApanA bhAva cUDela che, hoM! tyAM jaIza to tane khAI jaze! aMdaramAM anaMta AnaMdanA sAgarano dariyo bharyo che tyAM praveza karane! rAgamAM praveza karIne to anaMtakALathI marI gayo che. AhAhA! tene khabara kayAM che? bhAna kayAM che? zarIra maLyuM, bahAramAM kAMIka ThIka thayuM to thaI rahyuM ! ame have sukhI ane khuzI chIe. pAgala che. tyAM dhULeya khuzI dekhAtI nathI, tyAM to rAganI hoLI dekhAya che. enI pAse paisA Ave che? tenI pAse to rAga Ave che. A paisA mArA evo rAga ane mamatA tenI pAse Ave che. eto mahAduHkhadAyaka asthAna che. bhAI ! tane tArA svarUpanI khabara nathI !! AhAhA! abhavIne anAdi anaMta saMsAra che. abhavI jIva ekalA ApadAmAM paDyA che. bhavya jIvomAM pAtra jIva...tevA anaMtA bhavya (jIva) ajJAnapaNe haju nigodamAM paDayA che, tyAMthI haju bahAra nIkaLyA nathI. emAMthI anaMtamAM bhAge nIkaLe kayAreka. tene A vastunuM bhAna thAya ke-are! mArI cIja to ApadA rahitanI che. zubha azubha vikalpa ane tenA phaLa tarIke baMdhana ane tenA phaLa tarIke saMyoga e badhI ApadA ane upAdhi che. e duHkharUpa che. "vinazvara che, duHkharUpa che-evo svAda svAnubhava pratyakSapaNe Ave che" svarUpa je aMdara nityAnaMda prabhu che, avinAzI bhagavAna che teno svAda letAM; eTale puNya-pApanA svAdane choDI daIne; abheda cidAnaMda prabhu bhagavAnanI sanmukha thatAM tene pratyakSapaNe svAda Ave che. e AnaMdanA svAdamAM mana ke rAganI tene apekSA nathI. samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra e traNeya mokSano mAraga che. te trikALa svabhAvanA Azraye pragaTa thAya che. tene koI vyavahAra ratnatraya ke bhedanI apekSA che ja nahIM...evI nirapekSa cIja aMdara paDI che. evo svAda svAnubhava pratyakSapaNe Ave che" ema ke svAda bIjAne Ave che ane pote jANe che ema nathI. jema rAga dveSano svAda pote ja vede che tema AtmA puNya-pApanA vikalpathI bhinna paDI ane nija svarUpanA padamAM Ave che eTale teno svAda te pote pratyakSapaNe anubhave che. arere! zuM thAya? lokoe dharmanA nAme kaMIka caDAvI dIdhA che. vItarAga trilokanAtha jineno mArga to A che. jina svarUpI prabhu tuM cho ne! teno svAda levo.... mokSano mAraga e jainapaNuM che. jainapaNuM koI vADAmAM nathI, te daherAvAsI, sthAnakavAsI, digambaramAM nathI. aMtaramAM AnaMdano nAtha pUrNa bharelo caitanya svabhAva che. tenuM aMtara sanmukha thaIne

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kalaza-139 341 teno anubhava nAma pratyakSapaNe vedana karavuM e jaina che. bAkI kothaLA upara lakhyuM hoya "sAkara" ane aMdara hoya kALIjIrI. aMdara bharyuM hoya aphINa ane upara lakhyuM hoya sAkara. jaina nAma dharAve paNa aMdara vastunI to khabara nathI. jaina eTale jina svarUpI bhagavAna AtmA! tenI sanmukha thaIne vItarAgatAnuM vedana karavuM, teno aMdara anubhava karavo e jainapaNuM che. e ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina vase che. bahenanA vacanAmRta vAMcIne eka bhAIne eTalo harakha Avyo che. e patra muMbaIthI Avyo che. pote eTalo prema ane utsAha batAvyo che. e vacanAmRta vAMcIne enA zabdo to juo! vyAkhyAna pachI vaMcAze. teNe ghaNo utsAha batAvyo che. enA lakhANamAM zabdonI zailI evI che ke temAM tenI huziyArI paNa dekhAya che. bahenanA vacanAmRta vAMcIne lokone Ama romAMca ubhA thayA che are! AvuM tattva bahAra AvyuM! te to ema lakhe che ke bahenanA vacanAmRta ema kADhI nAkhI bhagavAnanI vANI divya dhvaninA vacanAmRto che. vAta to sAcI che. e to traNa lokanA nAtha sarvajJa paramAtmAnI divya dhvanimAM AvyuM che. teNe lakhyuM che A jagyAe devagurunuM lakhANa ane A ThekANe samakitanuM che. tene thoDuMka pheravo! ahIMyA koNa pheraphAra kare? je AvyuM hoya te chapAvavuM. AhA ! jagatanA bhAgya ke- AvuM svarUpa emAM AvyuM che. teNe lakhyuM che A jagyAe devagurunuM lakhANa ane A ThekANe samaktinuM che. tene thoDuMka pheravo, ahIMyA koNa pheraphAra kare? je AvyuM hoya te chapAvavuM. AhA ! jagatanA bhAgya ke AvuM svarUpa emAM AvyuM che. ahIMyA to prabhu ema kahe che ke prabhu ! ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo ! tArA caitanyanA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa e vratAdinA bhAva tane apada-jhera bhAMsaze. to pachI A patnI, bALako sArA che e to kayAMya rahI gayuM. tuM maphatano herAna thaI marI gayo. bhAvArtha Ama che- "zuddha cidrupa upAdeva anya samasta heya" A zudhdha cidrupa upAdeva che. bAkI vratAdinA rAgAdinA vikalpo upAdeva che ja nahIM ema ahIM saravALo karyo. upAdeva elaTe aMgIkAra karavA lAyaka. zuddha svarUpa che te aMgIkAra karavA lAyaka, svIkAravA lAyaka, anubhava karavA lAyaka che. upAdeva ane AdaraNIya to eka ja cIja che. anya samasta heya che." pachI te vratano vikalpa hoya, bhagavAnanI bhaktino vikalpa hoya mo rihaMtAnuM evo vikalpa paNa heya che. AvI vAtuM che. prabhu tArI prabhutAnI zI vAtuM karavI ? sarvajJa prabhu paNa tArI pUrNatAne kahI zakayA nahIM ! tene anubhavamAM badhuM AvyuM. paNa e AtmAnI vAto jaDa vANI dvArA kahI zakyA nahIM. vacanAtIta,vikalpAtIta anubhavane vacana dvArA kahevuM bApu! keTaluM kahI zakAya? zudhdha cidrupa upAdeya che. evo bhagavAna cirUpa, zudhdha svarUpa, ci svarUpa trikALI caitanya svarUpa avinAzI anAdi anaMta.... basa e eka ja AdaraNIya che ane samasta heya che.

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342 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 A nirjarAno adhikAra cAle che ne! jene AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAda AvyA tene azudhdhatA nirjarI jAya che. nirjarAnA traNa prakAra che. (1) karmanuM kharavuM; azudhdhatA khare tyAre karma paNa khare che. (2) azudhdhatAnuM kharavuM. (3) zudhdhatAnuM vadhavuM. e traNeyane nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. ahIMyA zudhdhinI vRdhdhino anubhava thavo tene nirjarA kahe che. (1) saMvaramAM zudhdhinI utpatti thaI. AtmA to trikALa zudhdha che. temAM paryAyamAM je zudhdhinI utpatti thaI tene saMvara kahIe. (2) nirjarA tene kahIe ke jemAM zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thaI. (3) mokSa tene kahIe ke- zudhdhinI pUrNatA thaI. arere! potAnA gharanI vAtuM paNa sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM te duHkhI prANI bicArA zuM kare? bahAramAM A rUpALA zarIra ne A dekhAva, te marIne javAnA kayAMya. zarIranI to smazAnamAM rAkha thaze bApu! tenI sAthe kAMI nahIM Ave! juo! zAMtiprasAda zAhujI satAvIza tArIkhe savAranA deha chUTI gayo, cAlIza karoDa rUpiyA, cAlIza lAkhano baMgalo...bahAramAM dhULamAM zuM che? e badhI bhUtAvaLa che. jyAre 87 muM varSa beThuM tyAre muMbaImAM tyAM UtaryA hatAM ne !! A AmodavALA che tene sIttera lAkhano baMgalo temAM amAro UtAro hato. pAMca-cha karoDa rUpiyA che. hamaNAM kAgaLa Avyo che ke huM dezamAM AvuM chuM ane mAre sonagaDha AvavuM che. e narama mANasa che. tenI bA paNa bicArA narama. are bApu! sIttera lAkha eTale zuM? abaja rUpiyA hoya to ya zuM? dhULanA kAMkarA te jaDa, ajIva tArA nahIM, temAM tuM nahIM. ene tArA mAnya tane duHkha thAya e dazA che. nija bhagavAnane mAnya tane AnaMda Avaze. huM pUrNAnaMdano nAtha chuM, saccidAnaMda svarUpa chuM tevo satkAra svIkAra thatAM tane atIndriya AnaMda Avaze bhAI ! tane zAMti maLaze. e mATe tane cidAnaMda upAdeya che. (zArdUlavikrIDita). ekajJAyakabhAvanirbharamahAsvAdaM samAsAdayan svAdaM dvandvamayaM vidhAtumasahaHsvAM vastuvRttiM vidn| AtmAtmAnubhavAnubhAvavivazo bhrazyadvizeSodayaM sAmAnyaM kalayan kilaiSa sakalaM jJAnaM nytyektaam||8-140|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "TS: AtmA jJAna nAma niyati" (SS: AtmA) vaturUpa vidhamAna AtmA arthAt cetanadravya,(sanaM jJAna) jeTalA paryAyarUpa pariNamyuM che jJAna-matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryayajJAna, kevaLajJAna ityAdi

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kalaza-140 343 * aneka vikalparUpa pariNamyuM che jJAna-tene (tAm ) nirvikalparUpa ( nayaMtti) anubhave che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jevI rIte uSNatAmAtra agni che, tethI dAhyavastune bALato thako dAhyanA AkAre pariName che; tethI lokone evI buddhi Upaje che ke kASThano agni, chANAMno agni, tRNano agni; paraMtu A samasta vikalpa jUThA che, agninuM svarUpa vicAratAM uSNatAmAtra agni che, ekarUpa che, kASTha, chANAM, tRNa agninuM svarUpa nathI; tevI rIte jJAna cetanAprakAzamAtra che, samasta jJeyavastune jANavAno svabhAva che tethI samasta zeyavastune jANe che, jANatuM thakuM zeyAkA2 pariName che; tethI jJAnI jIvane evI buddhi Upaje che ke matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryayajJAna, kevaLajJAna-evA bhedavikalpa badhA jUThA che; zeyanI upAdhithI mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa-evA vikalpa UpajyA che, kA2Na ke zaiyavastu nAnA prakAre che; jevA jJeyano zAyaka thAya che tevuM ja nAma pAme che, vastusvarUpano vicA2 ka2tAM jJAnamAtra che, nAma dha2vuM badhuM jUThuM che;Avo anubhava zuddha svarUpano anubhava che; "ti" nizcayathI ema ja che. kevo che anubhavazIla AtmA ? "y@jJAyabhAvanirbharamahAsvAduM samAsAvayan" (6) nirvikalpa evuM je ( jJAyabhAva ) cetanadravya, temAM (nirbhara ) atyaMta magnapaNuM, tenAthI thayuM che (mahAsvAtaM) anAkuLalakSaNa saukhya, tene (samAttAvayan) AsvAdato thako. vaLI kevo che ? " dvandvamayaM svAyaM vidhAtum asaha:"(dvandvamayaM ) karmanA saMyogathI thayela che vikalparUpa, AkuLatArUpa (svAtaM) svAda arthAt ajJAnI jana sukha karIne mAne che paraMtu duHkharUpa che evuM je indriyaviSayajanita sukha, tene (vidhAtum ) aMgIkA2 ka2vAne (aqhas:) asamartha che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-viSaya-kaSAyane duHkharUpa jANe che. vaLI kevo che ? "svAM vastuvRtti vivan" ( svAM) potAnA dravyasaMbaMdhI ( vastuvRtti) AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa, tenI sAthe (vivan) tadrupa pariNamato thako. vaLI kevo che ? 'AtmAbhAnumavAnumAvavivaza:" (AtmA ) cetanadravya, tenA ( jJAtmAnubhava ) AsvAdanA (anubhAva ) mahimA vaDe (vivaza:) gocara che. vaLI kevo che? "vizeSovayaM bhrazyat" (vizeSa ) jJAnaparyAya dvA2A (3vyaM) nAnA prakAro, temane (bhrazyat) maTADato thako. vaLI kevo che ? "sAmAnya nayan" (sAmAnya) nirbheda sattAmAtra vastuno (layan) anubhava karato thako. 8-140. . kaLaza 140 upa2 pravacana pravacana naM. 142-143 tA. 07-08/11/377 "puSa AtmA saLAM jJAnaM metAm nayati" zlokanuM chelluM pada ahIM paheluM lIdhuM. "vasturUpa vidhamAna AtmA arthAt cetanadravya " bhagavAna dhruva dravya anAdi anaMta che. te

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344 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 an utpana avinAzI arthAt anAza evo bhagavAna AtmA aMdara avinAzI che. e caitanya dravya ! vastue vidyamAna che. che e kahevAmAtra nathI. (saMvataM jJAna]" jeTalA paryAyorUpa pariNamyuM che jJAna matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryaya jJAna, kevaLajJAna ityAdi aneka vikalparUpa pariNamyuM che. jJAna tene nirvikalparUpa, anubhave che. ahIM AvyA( dUra) laI gayA. nimitta to tuM nahIM, rAga to tuM nahIM. paNa jJAnamAM je pAMca prakAranA paryAyanA bheda paDe mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa evA bheda e paNa jemAM nathI. AhAhA ! ekalo jJAna svarUpa che. tene aMdara anubhave che. e pAMca bhedanuM lakSa choDI daIne, nimittanA lakSane choDI daIne...dayA-dAna vikalpanA rAgane paNa choDI de! paNa, jJAna paryAyamAM pAMca bhedanA lakSane paNa choDI de. samayasAra 204 gAthAmAM che ne! ahIM kahe che-jeTalA paryayorUpa pariNamyuM che jJAna, arthAt evA bheda je matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryayajJAna kevaLajJAna ityAdi. atyAre kevaLajJAna che nahIM paNa (sAdhakane) te khyAlamAM Ave che ne ke AgaLa AvI pUrNa dazA thaze! AhAhA ! e badhI avasthA che, e avasthAnA bhedonuM lakSa paNa choDI de; kayAMthI kayAM upADIne mUke che!! patnI, bALako, makAna, kuTuMba e uparathI lakSa uDADI dIdhuM. tenA pratye rAga thAya, vratAdino paryAyamAM je pAMca bheda paDe che tyAMthI lakSa UThAvI le! trIjA padanA chellA zabdamAM kaheze-(karizeSo caM) TIkAmAM AgaLa kaheze ke - udayarUpa je vizeSa che tenAthI khasI jA ! to ekapaNAno nirvikalpapaNAno anubhava thAya che. pAMca bheda upara paNa lakSa nahIM....! gajaba vAta che ne! haju to tene vratAdinA vikalpamAM dharma manAvavo che. are! bhagavAna tAre kyAM jAvuM che bhAI ! evA vratAdi to anaMtavAra karyA. are! agiyAra aMganA zAstranA jJAna paNa anaMtavAra karyA. bhAI ! e cIja nahIM. ahIMyA to kahe che- jJAnaguNanI paryAyanA pAMca bheda paDe che tene paNa lakSamAMthI choDI de zAstrajJAnanuM to lakSa choDI de! jayAM anAdi anaMta bhagavAnanA nidhAna paDyAM che tyAM jo !! gItAmAM Ave che ke sarasvatI che te agnithI baLe nahIM, (hathiyArathI) chedAya nahIM paNa e cIja zuM che tenI tene khabara na paDe!dravya, guNa ne paryAyanI khabara na maLe! A to trikALI dravya vastu che, temAM avinAzI zaktio trikALa che tenuM pariNamana thAya che. jJAnaguNanI paryAyanA je pAMca bheda paDe tenuM paNa lakSa choDI de; bhedo che kharA ! samajANuM? dravya, guNa ne paryAya traNeya vastunuM svarUpa che. e vAta vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA sivAya bIje kayAMya che nahIM. enA vADAmAM hoya teNe kadI sAMbhaLyuM na hoya ! dravya-guNa ne paryAya....ATalA varSamAM kayAMya joyuM nathI. e to sAmAyika, poSAmAM aTakayA che. e sAmAyika kayAM hatI..e to rAganA rodaNAM hatA.

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kalaza-14) 345 ahIMyA to paramAtmA ema pharamAve che ke tAre jo nirmaLa dazA pragaTa karavI hoya; dharma nAma mokSano mArga pragaTa karavo hoya to jJAnanI paryAyanA vizeSo-bhedo tenuM paNa lakSa choDI de. abheda akhaMDAnaMda prabhu evI cIja tene dhyeya banAvIne eTale daiSTino viSaya banAvIne (nirvikalpapaNuM anubhava che. AvI vAtuM have jhINI paDe. nirvikalparUpa anubhave che" tyAM bheda nahIM ema kahe che. mAtra eka jJAna svarUpe basa eka jJAnaguNa tevo bhedeya nahIM. nimitta nahIM, dayA-dAnanA vikalpa to nahIM. paryAyanA bheda to nahIM paNa guNa-guNIno bheda paNa nahIM. guNI bhagavAna AtmA ane temAM jJAna ne AnaMda guNa evo bhedeya nahIM. evo nirvikalpa anubhave che. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke- jevI rIte uSNatAmAtra agni che, tethI dAhya vastune bALato thako dAhyanA AkAre pariName che." uSNa .....uSNa... agni-agni che. te baLavA yogya vastune bALato thako...... lAkaDuM, chANA, aDAyA tenA AkAre agni Ama pariName che...te chatAMya agni to uSNatApaNe ja rahI che, te paranA AkAre thaI nathI. tethI lokone evI budhdhi upaje che ke kASTano agni, chANAMno agni, tRNano agni; paraMtu A samasta vikalpa jUThA che;" gAyuM, bheMsu jaMgalamAM chANa kare te ema ne ema tyAM sUkAI jAya tene aDAyA kahe che. chANa bheguM karIne thApe tene chANA kahevAya. aDAyAne bALe to agnino tevo AkAra thaI jAya che. enA AkAre thaI che tyAre kharekhara to agnirUpe che. loko ema samaje che ke A chANAno agni, taraNAno agni paraMtu samasta vikalpa jUThA che. "agninuM svarUpa vicAratAM uSNatAmAtra agni che." agni to uSNatAnuM svarUpa che basa. paranA AkAre thaI e to potAnuM svarUpa che. "agni" ekarUpe che te kASTha, chANA tRNa agninuM svarUpa nathI." A dRSTAMta thayo. "tevI rIte jJAna cetanA prakAzamAtra che." bhagavAna cetanAmaya, cetana prakAzamaya che. cetana caMdra te jinacaMdra che. jinacaMdra che te prabhu che. e prakAzamAtra caitanya caMdra che. "samastazeya vastune jANavAno svabhAva che tethI samasta zeya vastune jANe che." samasta jaNAvA yogya vastu che tene jANe che. te zeya vastune jANatuM thayuM joyAkAra pariName che. "tethI jJAnI jIvane evI budhdhi upaje che ke matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna" mana paryayajJAna, kevaLajJAnaevA bheda vikalpa badhA jUThA che. zeyAkAre bheda paDayo te paNa huM nahIM. ekalo jJAna svarUpa zeyanI upAdhithI mati,zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa" evA vikalpo UpajayA che" e badhA bheda parazeyanA lakSanA bhedathI paDyAM che. svajoyanA lakSamAM to pote jJAna svarUpa che, emAM bheda che nahIM. AvuM svarUpa che. zeyanI upAdhithI mati,zrata,avadhi, manaH paryaya, kevaLa

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346 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 evA vikalpa bheda upajayA che. hoM ! "kA2Na ke jJeya vastu nAnA prakAre che; jevA jJeyano jJAyaka thAya che tevuM ja nAma pAme che, vastu svarUpano vicAra karatAM jJAna mAtra che" rAganuM jJAna kare, phalANI vastunuM jJAna te badhI vyavahA2nI vAtuM che. e to pote potAnuM zeya banAvIne, jJAna tene jANe che. potAne zeya karIne jJAna jANe che. rAgane zeya karIne jJAna jANe che ema paNa che nahIM. AvI vAtuM che!! aneka prakAre zeyano zAyaka thAya tevuM nAma pAme che, paraMtu vastu svarUpane vicAratAM jJAnamAtra che. loko ema jANe che ke-Ane jANe che, phalANAne jANe che e badhAM bhedanA kathano che. e jJAna jJAnane jANe che. jJAna potAnI jJAna paryAyane jJeya tarIke jANe che. samayasAramAM 271 kaLazamAM Ave che ne ! jJAna tuM zeya tuM ane jJAtA tuM. zAtA tuM, zeya tuM, jJAna tuM tevA traNa bhedathI kahe che. tuM no tuM zeya, teno tuM zAna, teno tuM zAtA...AvuM enuM svarUpa che. kayAMthI kayAM tene laI javo che. ekarUpa parama satya che tyAM laI javo che tene ! e 52ma satya ekarUpa che teno Azraya karyA vinA samyagdarzana jJAna Adi pragaTa thatAM nathI. "nAma dha2vuM badhuM jUThuM che, Avo anubhava zudhdha svarUpano anubhava che." pravacana naM. 143 tA. 08/11/'77 zrI kaLazaTIkA-nirjarA adhikA2no 140 naMbarano zloka cAle che. vAta jhINI che. kahe che ke A AtmA je che e anaMta caitanya ratnAkara svarUpa che. have temAM je jJAnaguNa che temAM enI pAMca paryAya thAya che. e paryAyanuM nAma zeyanA kA2Ne paDe che. amuka zeyane jANe te matijJAna, amuka zeyane jANe te zrutajJAna amukane jANe te avadhijJAna, amukane jANe manane jANe te mana:paryaya jJAna ane traNa kALa traNa lokane jANe te kevaLajJAna.... A badhA bheda zeyAkA2ne kAraNe paDayA che. zuM kahyuM ? zeyanI upAdhithI mati, zruta, avadhi, mana : paryayajJAna, kevaLajJAna ityAdi aneka vikalparUpa upajayA che.......kAraNa ke zeya vastu aneka prakAre che. jaNAvA yogya vastu aneka prakAre che. jevA zeyarUpa jJAna thAya che, jANavA yogya jJeyanuM jJAnAkAra ahIM thAya che, te jJAnAkAra jJAyaka thAya che tevuM nAma pAme che. zuM kahe che? zeyo anaMta prakA2nA che. jJAnano paryAya je pAMca prakAre che te zeyane jANavAthI--tenAM bhinna-bhinna nAma paDayA che. AnuM nAma mati, AnuM nAma zruta, AnuM nAma avidha, AnuM nAma manaHparyaya ane kevaLa evA nAma bheda aneka prakA2nA zeyane jANavAnA kA2Ne paDayA che. ghaNI jhINI vAta che. kA2Na ke zeya vastu aneka prakAre che. jevA zeyano zAyaka thAya che arthAt jJAnanI paryAyamAM, jevA jJeyane jANanAruM jJAna thAya che tevuM ja e nAma pAme che. mati, zruta, avadhi,

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kalaza-140 u47 mana:paryaya kevaLa evA nAma zeyone kevA prakAre jANe evA prakAre tenA nAma paDayA che. e zuM kahyuM? Atma vastu che te jJAnAdi anaMtaguNano bhaMDAra che. have ahIMyA samyakajJAna thayuM e jJAnamAM paNa pAMca bheda che. te jevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya, jevuM jaNAvA yogya zeyano jJAyaka thAya che tevuM ja tenuM nAma paDe che. are! AvI vAto che...samajANuM kAMI? jevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che eTale ? jemake kevaLajJAnamAM traNakALanA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che. manaH paryaya jJAna che te sAmAnA manaAdine jANe che tethI tevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che. avadhi te tenI maryAdAvALA padArtha tenuM zeya che tethI teno jJAyaka thAya che. zruta tenI yogyatA pramANe parazeyano parokSa jJAyaka thAya che. zrutanI pahelAM je matijJAna thAya che, e matijJAnane lAyaka je pramANe parazeya che tene jANe che. pAMca bheda che te jevA zeyane jJAyaka jANe che tevA tenA nAma bheda paDyA che. bahu jhINuM che. A mArga to alaikika che bApA! ahIMyA kahe che ke prabhu AtmA ja vastu svarUpe anaMtaguNano piMDa che. emAM eka jJAnaguNa te ja AtmA tema kahIne Akho AtmA TharAvyo che. pachI e jJAnanI pAMca paryAyo thAya che mati,zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa e nAma kema paDayAM? kahe che ke jevA zeyono e jANanAra che e pramANe tenAM nAma paDyA che ane e nAma jUThA che ema kahe che. zAMtithI samajavuM bApu! A mArga to koI alaukika che. kAraNa ke zeya vastu aneka prakAre che. jaNAvA yogya vastu anaMta, aneka prakAre che. jevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che. tevA e nAma pAme che. jarA kaThaNa paDe tevuM che. paNa vastu A che. bhagavAna AtmAnI jJAnanI paryAyamAM pAMca bheda paDe che. kema ke te jevA prakAranA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che tevuM tenuM nAma paDe che. samajANuM kAMI? "vastu svarUpano vicAra karatAM jJAnamAtra che. nAma dharavuM badhuM jUThuM che;" zuM kahe che? zAMtithI sAMbhaLavuM, jJAnanI paryAyanA je pAMca prakAra che tenI vAta che. rAgane to kyAMya kADhI nAkhyo, para kayAMya rahI gayuM. ahIMyA to jJAnanI paryAyamAM je pAMca prakAro thAya che, e pAMca nAma mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa tenA nAma paDyA che te jevA zeyane jANe che evA evA nAma paDayA che. pAThamAM che ke nahIM? gaIkAle AvI gayuM hatuM....paNa.....ekadamamAM levAya gayuM hatuM. ahIMyA jinendra prabhu ema kahe che ke tAruM svarUpa je che te to anaMta caitanyaratnAkara che. e vAta 141 zlokamAM Avaze. dravya to anaMtaguNano piMDa che emAM jJAnaguNa trikALa che. e jJAnaguNanI je pAMca paryAyo paDe che enA je nAma paDayA che mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevalya e nAma to jevA zeyane jANe che te prakAre paDayA che. vicAra karatAM to jJAnamAtra che. zeyane kAraNe jevA nAma paDyA e paNa jUThA che ema kahe che. gaIkAle A AvyuM hatuM. vAMcanamAM ekadama chelle A lITI AvI gaI hatI.

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348 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bhagavAna AtmA! teno jJAnaguNa te to eka guNa che. tevA to anaMtaguNano piMDa caitanya ratnAkara che-samudra che jema samudra jaLathI bharyo che ema bhagavAna AtmA anaMtaguNanA ratanathI bharelo che jema samudramAM taraMga UThe che tema AtmAnA jJAnaguNamAM taraMga UThe che. ahIMyA jJAnaguNanI pradhAnatA levI che ne!? have e taraMganA je nAma paDyA mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa e nAma jevA zeyane jANe che tevA nAma paDayA che. samajAya che kAMI ? jJAnaparyAya to kharI..! paNa tenA nAma kema paDayA? e zabdano phera paDe che ne! paryAya to che...paNa mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa evA nAma kema paDyA? darekanuM zeya che. have jevA zeyane jANe che tevA nAma paDayA che. TIkAkAre keTaluM spaSTa karyuM che. pote gRhastha che. ahIMyA to eka vAta TharAvavI che. AtmAmAM jaDakarma, zarIra to nathI. tema dayA-dAnavatanA, kAma-krodhanA bhAva che e jUThA che. te AtmAmAM nathI. ahIMyA to AtmAnI jJAnanI paryAyamAM jevA zeyane jANe te prakAre nAma paDayA che, e nAma jUThA che. kevaLajJAna nAma paDayuM ne te traNakALane jANavAnI apekSAe nAma paDyuM te jUThuM che. e to phakata jJAnanI paryAya che eTalI vAta basa. A rIte nAma bheda paDyA che. AvI vAta che. jhINuM che tethI haLave haLave kahIe chIe. ahIMyA to kahe che prabhu je samyagdarzanano viSaya eka sAmAnya trikALane sidhdha karavo che. e sidhdha thatAM have kahe che ke je jJAnanI paryAyo thaI che emAM jevuM zeya jaNAya che, je je prakAranuM zeya jaNAya tevuM tenuM nAma ApavuM paDayuM che. matimAM amuka jaNAya mATe mati, zrutamAM amuka jaNAya mATe zruta, mana:paryayamAM manane jANavA AdinI je lAyakAta che te mana:paryaya, kevaLa traNakALane jANe mATe kevaLa. samajANuM kAMI? zrotA- kevaLajJAnamAM traNakALanuM jJAna thAya che. uttara- ahIM to ema vAta che ke kevaLajJAne traNakALane jANyuM eTale kevaLa nAma paDyuM che, e nAma paDayuM te jUThuM che. e paryAya che basa. te paNa paryAya upara dRSTi karavA jevI nathI. zrotA - kevaLajJAna thayuM to teno niSedha Avyo? uttara:- nA, nA kevaLajJAna thayuM emAM lokAloka breya thayAM. e lokAlokano jANanAro eno jANanAro Avyo. lokAlokanuM temaja traNakALa zeya thayAM enuM nAma ene jANavAmAM AvyuM. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! A to sarvajJa paramezvarano mArga bApu! digambara darzana sivAya A vAta kayAMya che nahIM. A vAta ene kyAM laI javo che. !! ( AtmAmAM). jema dayA-dAnanA viSayanI vAta vyavahAra kare che. be naya che to be nayanA viSayo bhinna-bhinna che. e be naya (paraspara) viruddha che. vyavahAranaya dayA-dAna-vratane viSaya kare che, tethI tene vyavahAra dharma kahe che. ahIMyA nizcaya che, arthAta jJAyakanA Azraye dharma thayo tene

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kalaza-14) 349 nizcayadharma kahe che. dharma ane adharma ane virudhdha che. vyavahAranayano dharma-rAga che. AtmAno jJAyakanA Azraye je dharma thAya te vItarAgatA che. tethI vItarAgatA rAgane kAraNe thaI ema nathI. tema vyavahArano viSaya rAga nathI-ema paNa nathI. tema rAgano viSaya hovA chatAM te vyavahAra nizcayanuM kAraNa thAya evuM nathI. ahIMyA to ethI AgaLa laI javAnI vAta che. jJAnanA je pAMca bheda che te enI paryAya che. 141mAM kaheze ke te enI (dravyanI) paryAya che. dariyo UchaLe che to taraMgo tenI paryAya che. ema jJAnAdinI pAMca paryAya che to tenI paNa emAM A pAMca nAma paDyA te zeyane jANavAthI. tethI kahyuM ke svarUpano vicAra karatAM jJAnamAtra che. kAraNa ke zeya vastu nAnA prakAre eTale aneka prakAre che. jevA prakAre jaNAvA yogya zeyano jANanAro-zAyaka thAya che tevuM ja nAma pAme che. A to jhINI vAtuM che bApu! e nAma kema paDayA te kahe che. Ane jANe mATe A, Ane jANe mATe A; e badhA nAma pADavA juThA che. e to jJAnanI paryAya che basa eTaluM che. e je nAma pAme che te nAma vastu svarUpano vicAra karatAM jarUra jUThuM che, bAkI jJAnamAtra che te sAcuM che. matijJAna paryAya te jJAna paryAya hoM! paryAya paryAya.... tarIke barobara che. paraMtu tene A nAma pADavA te jUThuM che. A TIkA rAjamalajIe karI che. tenA uparathI to samayasAra nATaka banAvyuM che. e loko ema kahe che ke ToDaramala ane banArasIdAsa adhyAtmanI bhAMga pIne nAcyA hatA. are! prabhu! bhAI bApA! tane atyAre enA phaLa nathI dekhAtAM paNa e duHkha sahana karavuM kaThaNa paDaze...bhAI ! tuM to bhagavAna cho tane duHkha thAya emAM koI rAjI thAya !! ahIMyA to prabhu ema kahe che tArA je nAma paDyA mati,kRta,avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa e to zeyane jANavAthI. je prakAranA tene zeya jaNAyA te prakAre nAma paDyuM che. e to paranI apekSAe nAma paDyuM che ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI? A kaLaza Ave tyAre e viSaya cAle ne! sAme cIja (pATha) hoya tyAre spaSTa thAya ne! cIja vinA kheMcIne lAvatA muzkelI paDI jAya. prabhu! tArAmAM zarIra, vANI, mana to nathI. puNya pApa to nathI paNa kharekhara to dravyamAM paryAyeya nathI; paryAyamAM paryAya che tenuM nAma jevA zeyane jANe che tevA nAma paDyA che te nAma paNa jUThAM che, kemake e to jJAnamAtra che. mati....jJAna, zruta jJAna temAM basa jJAna....jJAna..(mati,kRta) nAma pADavA e badhAM jUThAM che ema kahe che. nAma dharavuM badhuM jUThuM che." AtmA ne AtmA kahevo evo AtmAne zabda kayAM che? ane zabdanuM nAma dharAvyuM te jUThuM che. AtmA eTale "satati nA chati rUti mAtmA" vAstavika evA potAnA anaMtaguNe pariName che. (tati Rti) potAnuM svarUpa kAyama rAkhIne pariName che mATe AtmA basa eTaluM che. pachI nAma nikSepe kahevAya- suDatAlIza nayamAM paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. nAma, sthApanA, dravya, bhAva temAM nAma nikSepe kahevAya. juo! mArga kevo che? ahIMyA to kahe che e nAma-dharma badhuM jUThuM che.

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350 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 "Avo anubhava zudhdha svarUpano anubhava che." eTale zuM kahyuM ? jJeya ta2phanA nAmane dharavAnuM lakSapaNa choDI de ! bhagavAna AtmA jJAna svarUpa che tenA sanmukhano anubhava. Avo anubhava te zudhdha svarUpano anubhava che. nAma dha2vuM jUThuM che.......e to zAnamAtra che. zeyane jANavAnA kA2Ne jANanAranA AvA nAma paDayA ene lakSamAMthI choDI de! eno jANanAra (nahIM. ) e to jANanAra-jANanAra jANanA2 che-jJAnamAtra che. 'ti' "nizcayathI ema ja che." tti eTale nizcayathI- kharekhara, kharekhara ema ja che. je zudhdha caitanya svabhAva tene anusarIne je anubhava thayo basa e ja karavA lAyaka che. samajANuM kAMI ? tethI haLave....ThaLave to kahevAya che. jhINuM che ema kahIe chIe tema enuM spaSTIkaraNeya kahevAya thAya che. jinendradeva trilokanAtha sarvajJa paramezvara vItarAganA paMthanI vAta che. A upa2 svarUpa kahyuM ne ! tethI zeyanA kA2Ne nAma paDayA e jUThA che tene lakSamAMthI kADhI nAkha. e jJAna paryAya che eTaluM basa. paNa ( paryAya ) tarapha lakSa nahIM. pachI kaheze -ke e paryAya potAnI che. ahIMyA to paryAyanuM lakSa choDAvavA, dravyanuM lakSa karAvavA A vAta karI che. bAkI e paryAya tArI che, tArAmAM che. e paryAyo anekapaNe UchaLe che e tAruM svarUpa che. paryAya anekapaNe UchaLe che te svarUpa che hoM !! bAkI enA nAma paDayA e vAta ahIMyA nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? "kevo che anubhavazIla AtmA ? jJAyabhAva nirmamahAsvAyaM samAptAya" nirvikalpa evuM je cetana dravya temAM ( nirmA ) atyaMta magnapaNuM" AhAhA ! vastu svabhAve trikALI jJAyakabhAva dhruvabhAva ekarUpa bhAve che. ekarUpa evo je cetana padArtha temAM atyaMta magnapaNuM che. zAyakabhAvamAM atyaMta nimagnapaNuM tenAthI thayuM che. "mahAsvAyaM samAptAvaya" tene laIne mahA svAda Avyo che. anAkuLa lakSaNa eTale sukha AvyuM ema kahe che. vAta to jhINI che bhAI ! kemake mArga ja jhINo che. e vastu svarUpa che teno anubhava karatAM, "samAsAvayan" teno artha karyo ke "anAkuLa lakSaNa sAkhya" nahIMtara mahAsvAda eTale atIndriya AnaMdano mahAsvAda paryAyamAM Avyo. trikALI ekarUpa zAyakabhAvano Azraya letAM paryAyamAM mahAsvAda Avyo. svAda Avyo na lakhatAM mahAsvAda Avyo. atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMdano mahAsvAda Avyo. khulAso karyosvAda Avyo ema kahetAM anAkuLa lakSaNa ema. jenuM anAkuLa lakSaNa evuM sAkhya tene (samAsAvayana) AsvAdato thako ! juo, A nirjarAnA lakhaNa (lakSaNa ). Ane karmanI nirjarA thAya che. azudhdhatA gaLe ane zudhdhatA vadhe che. A rIte nirjarAnA traNa prakA2 che. dharma te mokSanuM kA2Na thaI gayuM....jAva. bhAI ! A judI vAta che bApA ! tane tArI mahimAnI khabara nathI."mahAsvAva samAptAvaya" te AnaMdanA svAdane leto trikALI zAyakabhAvanI aMda2mAM jatAM eTale ke tenAM ta2pha valaNa thatAM; paryAya kAMI jJAyakabhAvamAM pesI jatI nathI. zAyakabhAva

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kalaza-14) 351 tarapha valaNa thatAM eTale teno anubhava thatAM te mahAsvAdane AsvAdato thako. mahAsvAdano artha atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana. anAkuLa lakSaNa evuM sukha tene anubhavato-svAdamAM leto. juo! A anubhavanI dazA! atIndriya AnaMdane AsvAdato thayo. anAdithI te puNyapApanA rAgane anubhave che cATe che vede che. te AkuLatA nAma duHkhane vede che. AgaLa kaheze ke viSaya-kaSAya te duHkha che. "[madAsvAvaM] anAkuLa lakSaNa sainya, tene AsvAdato thako" samyagdaSTi jIva caitanya mahAprabhu che. tenA dhyAnamAM tenI najaruM tyAM gaI tyAre tene anubhava thayo. e anubhavamAM zuM thayuM? anAkuLa lakSaNa mahAsvAda Avyo. anAkuLa lakSaNa tene mahAsvAda kahyo. tene AsvAdato thako (samayana) samyaka prakAre AsvAda leto eTale AsvAdato thako. vaLI kevo che? dRndamayaM svAlaM vidhAtuna sada: karmanA saMyogathI thayela che. vikalparUpa-AkuLatArUpa." e zubharAga dayA-dAna-vratano ho to paNa e AkuLatA ane duHkharUpa che. e karmanA saMyogathI thayelo saMyogIbhAva che. te vikalparUpa-AkuLatArUpa svAdane "ajJAnIjana sukha karIne mAne che" e zubharAgano svAda paNa AkuLatA che. pApano svAda azubhanuM to zuM kahevuM? e pApano svAda to tIvra duHkharUpa che....paNa zubharAgano svAda AkuLatArUpa-duHkharUpa che. "ajJAnI jana sukha karIne mAne che, paraMtu duHkharUpa che." e rAganA harakhamAM harakhAI jAya che. tene zubhabhAvamAM harakha Ave che. paraMtu che duHkharUpa AnaMdanA nAthanA anubhavanI AgaLa e zubharAga e AkuLatA duHkha che. evuM je indriya viSaya janita sukha, tene aMgIkAra karavAne asamartha che" pAMce indriyanA viSayamAM lakSa rAkhIne utpanna thatuM sukha eTale kalpanA. jyAre dharmI, jJAyakabhAvanA svAdane leto hovAthI te viSaya janita svAdane levAne amartha che....azakaya che. AvI vAtuM che tethI lokone bIjo dharma (sahelo) lAge. sonagaDha to navuM kADhayuM che. zuM A sonagaDhanuM che? ahIMno bhAva che e barobara che paNa A vastunuM lakhANa konuM che? ahIMyA kahe che ke dharmI paMcendriyanA viSayane vedavA-anubhavavAne asamartha che. azakaya che. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke-viSaya kaSAyane duHkharUpa jANe che." e bhAva tene che kharo...to paNa tene duHkharUpa jANe che. tene pUrNaAnaMdanuM vedana nathI, jayAM pUrNa AnaMdano abhAva che, tyAM (thoDo ) duHkhabhAva che ja ane(sAdhaka ) tene vede che. te viSaya kaSAyane duHkharUpa jANe che. viSaya kaSAya samaje? phakata bahAranuM tema nahIM paNa aMdaramAM je rAga UThe te paNa viSaya che ne te indriyano viSaya che. anaindriyano viSaya to bhagavAna AtmA che. evA rAgane duHkharUpa jANe che.

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352 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 "vaLI kevo che?" "svAM vastuvRtti vidrana [ jyAM] potAnA dravyasaMbaMdhI", (sva) potAnuM ja svarUpa.potAnA dravya saMbaMdhI "(vastuvRtti) AtmAnuM zudhdha svarUpa, tenI sAthe tadrupa pariNamato thako" trikALI vastu je AtmA te anaMtA AnaMdano kaMda prabhu che... AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che tenI sAthe tAdAbhyapaNe anubhavato thato. A paryAyanI vAta AvI. tadrupa pariNamato thako e paryAyanI vAta AvI. vastuvRttie AtmAnuM zudhdha svarUpa che, tenI sAthe tadrupa pariNamato thako. trikALanI sAthe te paryAyane tadrupa pariNamato thako. "vaLI kevo che?mAtmAtmAnumavAnumAvavivaza: cetana dravya, tenA AsvAdanA mahimA vaDe gocara che." bhagavAna AtmA pUrNa svarUpa cetana dravya che. te cetanadravyanA anubhavanA AsvAdanA mahimA vaDe gamya thAya che. (anumAva) teno artha karyo-mahimA vaDe (vivAda) gocara che arthAt gamya thayo che. AhAhA ! potAnI mahimA vaDe AtmA aMdara gamya thaI gayo che. eTale tenI mahimA jJAnamAM AvI gaI che. je agamya hatuM te gamya thaI gayuM. (mAtmA) cetanadravya, tenA (mAtmAnumava)" eTale AtmAno AsvAda ema sIdho artha karyo che. potAnI mahimA vaDe e gamya thaI gayo che. ahIMyA mahinAmAM aMdara guma thaI gayo che. "vaLI kevo che? "vizeSAM prazya" jJAna paryAya dvArA nAnA prakAro, temane maTADato thako". (prazyana) eTale ke tamane maTADato thako-paryAyanA bhedane lakSamAMthI choDato thako AvI vAta che. 231 zlokamAM (mRmi) niraMtara ema Ave che. ahIMyA (prazya) teno artha bhraSTa karyo che. (vizeSotAM prazyata)" vizeSa je paryAyanA bhedo che tene maTADato thako. (zradyuta) eTale maTADato thako. trikALI sAmAnya upara dRSTi deto thako. Atma dravyamAM je vizeSa prakAranI paryAyanuM pragaTavuM thayuM tene (jaya) choDato thako. vizeSa bhAvane lakSamAMthI maTADato thako. zloka 231mAM- ""zana mAtmatattva bhagata :" TIkAmAM nIcethI cothI lITI che. eka zabda "prazya' bIjo zabda "brazana" niraMtara Atmatattvane bhajato anubhavato -sevato e bhajana che. AtmAno anubhava te AnaMdanuM bhajana che. zabda banne ekasarakhA lAge paNa banenA artha UMdhA virudhdha che. 141 zlokamAM ahIMyA (jasthata ) eTale paryAyanA bhedane maTADato thako. "vaLI kevo che? (sAmAnya vanayana) "rnirbheda satAmAtra vastuno anubhava karato thako." A chelle have badhuM laI lIdhuM. AgaLa pAThamAM AvyuM ke zeyanA kAraNe je paryAyanA nAma bheda paDayA te to jUThA che....eTalI vAta kahI. have ahIMyA to kahe che-paryAyanA bheda che tene lakSamAMthI choDato. AvuM kayAMya maLe tema nathI. duniyAne kaThina lAge paNa zuM thAya? ( zeyanA jaNAvAthI) je paryAyanA nAma paDyA che te to jUThA che. have kahe che -paryAya che te vAta barobara che paNa e

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kalaza-14) 353 paryAyanuM vizeSamAMthI lakSa choDato, bheda che teno Azraya choDato ane trikALI sAmAnya ekarUpa caitanya prabhu birAje che je sAmAnya nirbheda satAmAtra vastu che teno anubhava karato thako. (sAmAnya nayana) sAmAnyano artha karyo nirbheda sattAmAtra vastu. (vanayana) anubhava karato thako. sAmAnyano anubhava karato thako sAmAnyano anubhava thAya? anubhava to paryAyano thAya. sAmAnya upara lakSa che to sAmAnyano anubhava che ema kahevAya. paryAyanA bhedano je anubhava che te chUTIne abhedano anubhava che. abheda vastu to abheda che...paNa sattAmAtra vastuno anubhava karato thako. dravya je vastu che, dhruva sattA prabhu che. teno anubhava karato thako arthAt paryAyane tenI sanmukha karato AvI vastu che lyo!! ajANyA loko AvyA hoya tene to ema lAge ke Avo upadeza? A te zuM? jainano mArga Avo haze? A koI vedAMta mArga lAge che kemake vedAMtamAM AvI vAta hoya. are bApu! A to jaina paramezvara trilokanAtha jinendradeva, eka samayamAM traNakALane jANe che tethI kevaLajJAna nAma paDyuM che. kahe che ke lokAlokane jANe che mATe kevaLajJAna e rahevA de! pUrNane (samastane) jANe e rahevA de! - have ahIMyA kahe che ke-paryAyanuM lakSa che e choDI de! sAmAnya je sattAmAtra vastu che (vinayana) teno abhyAsa nAma anubhava vedana kara. (nayana) nAM ghaNAM artha che. traNalokanA nAtha paramAtmA tenI A vANI che. A kAMI kalpita vANI karIne mUkI nathI. evA sAmAnya ekarUpa cidAnaMda dhana bhagavAna tene vedato thako....eTale tene anusarIne paryAyane vedato thako. bhASA to evI che ke sAmAnyane vede, paNa vede che e paryAya che. sAmAnya upara dRSTi che eTale sAmAnyane vede che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AvuM AphrikAmAM sUjhe evuM nathI tyAM enI meLe vAMce to samajAya evuM nathI. AvI vAto che bhAI ! amerikAmAM jAya, tyAM be-traNa hajAra Dolarano pagAra Ave to te ema jANe ke ame moTA bAdazAha thaI gayA. pelAne pUchayuM ke (keTalo pagAra)? e kahe traNa-cAra hajAra. emAM eka nAma nahIM ke (ATalA hajAra). vAMcanamAM A vyo hato to thoDIka vAra rokANo....bAkI to Ama pharyA phara karyA kare che. traNa hajAra Dolara emAMya ene vadhAre karIne bolavuM che! sAta hajArano pagAra thAya paNa tyAM kharca e eTalAne ! are ! dharma ThIka paNa puNeya kayAM che? dharma to kayAMya rahI gayo. sat samAgama, sat zAstranuM vAMcana be-cAra kalAka joIe, evuM je puNya tenA ThekANA nahIM, arere! tene kayAM javuM che!! ahIMyA to kahe che( sAmanya varnayana) tene vedato thako...AtmAno anubhava karato thako. A 140 kaLaza pUrNa thayo. have 141mAM kahe che - je nirmaLa paryAya utpanna thAya che. tene sidhdha kare che. paryAya dravyanI che ema vAta kare che. 140 mAM paryAyanuM lakSa choDAvyuM paNa paryAya che. tenI.

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354 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 (zArdUlavikrIDita ) acchAcchAH svayamucchalanti yadimAH saMvedanavyaktayo niSpItAkhilabhAvamaNDalarasaprAgbhAramattA iva / yasyAbhinnarasaH sa eSa bhagavAneko'pyanekIbhavan vlgtyutklikaabhirdbhutnidhishcaitnyrtnaakrH0|| 9-141 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "sa: 5: caitanyaratnAra:" (sa: pRSa: ) jenuM svarUpa kahyuM che tathA kaheze evo ( caitanyaratnAra: ) jIvadravyarUpI mahAsamudra, [ bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jIvadravya samudranI upamA daIne kahevAmAM AvyuM che, tyAM eTaluM kahetAM dravyArthikanayathI eka che, paryAyArthikanayathI aneka che; jema samudra eka che, taraMgAvalithI aneka che; ] "iliAmi:" samudranA pakSe taraMgAvali, jIvanA pakSe eka jJAnaguNanA matijJAna, zrutajJAna, ityAdi aneka bheda, temanA dvArA "vAti" potAnA baLathI anAdi kALathI pariNamI rahyo che. kevo che ? "aminaralsa:" jeTalA paryAyo che temanAthI bhinna sattA nathI, eka ja sattva che. vaLI kevo che ? "bhagavAna" jJAna, darzana, sukha, vIrya ityAdi aneka guNoe bi2AjamAna che. vaLI kevo che ? "y: api ane.Imavan" (pR: api ) sattAsvarUpe eka che tathApi (aneImavan) aMzabheda karatAM aneka che. vaLI kevo che? " adbhutanidhi:" ( adbhuta) anaMta kALa sudhI cAre gatiomAM bhamatAM jevuM sukha kayAMya pAmyo nahi evA sukhanuM (nidhi: ) nidhAna che. vaLI kevo che ? " yasya phamA: saMvevanavyaya: .. svayaM icchanti"( yasya ) je dravyane ( jJa: ) pratyakSapaNe vidhamAna (saMveddana) saMvedana arthAt jJAna, tenI ( vyaya:) vyaktio arthAt matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryayajJAna, kevaLajJAna ityAdi aneka paryAyarUpa aMzabheda, ( svayaM) dravyanuM sahaja evuM ja che te kA2NathI (uttpatti) avazya pragaTa thAya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-koI AzaMkA ka2ze ke jJAna to jJAnamAtra che, AvA je matijJAna Adi pAMca bheda te zA kAraNe che ? samAdhAna A pramANe che ke-jJAnanA paryAya che, viruddha to kAMI nathI, vastunuM evuM ja sahaja che; paryAyamAtra vicAratAM mati Adi pAMca bheda vidhamAna che, vastumAtra anubhavatAM jJAnamAtra che; vikalpo jeTalA che teTalA badhA jUThA che, kema ke vikalpa koI vastu nathI, vastu to jJAnamAtra che. kevI che saMvedanavyaktio ? ( acchAA: )nirmaLathI paNa nirmaLa che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-koI ema mAnaze ke jeTalA jJAnanA paryAya che te samasta azuddharUpa che, paraMtu ema to nathI, kA2Na ke jema jJAna zuddha che tema jJAnanA paryAya vastunuM svarUpa che tethI zuddhasvarUpa che. paraMtu eka vizeSa-paryAyamAtrane avadhAratAM vikalpa Upaje che, anubhava nirvikalpa che, tethI vastumAtra anubhavatAM samasta paryAyo paNa jJAnamAtra che, tethI

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kalaza-141 355 jJAnamAtra anubhavayogya che. vaLI kevI che saMvedana vyaktio? "ni:patAvitanamAvahatarasakAramAranattA: rUva" (ni:pata) gaLI gaI che (divasa) samasta (bhAva)-jIva, pudgala, dharma, adharma, kALa, AkAza evAM samasta-dravyanA (mahatta) atIta-anAgata-vartamAna anaMta paryAyarUpI (rasa) rasAyaNabhUta divya auSadhi tenA (prabhAra) samUha vaDe (ttA: kuMva) magna thaI che, evI che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-koI parama rasAyaNabhUta divya auSadhi pIe che to sarvAga taraMgAvali jevuM Upaje che, tevI rIte samasta dravyone jANavAmAM samartha che jJAna, tethI sarvAga AnaMdataraMgAvalithI garbhita che. 9-141. kaLaza naM.-141 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 143-144-145-146 tA. 08-09-10-11/11/'77 "bhavAne vo haNane vana bhavana" paryAyamAM anekapaNuM thAya che ema sidhdha karavuM che. ekarUpanuM lakSa ane Azraya kare te vastu (paryAya apekSAe) anekapaNe che. "sa: : caitanyaratnAra:" (: ) saH eTale te A ema pratyakSa batAve che. A bhagavAna te aMdara jevuM svarUpa kahyuM che tathA kaheze evo caitanya ratnAkara. e caitanyanA ratanano dariyo che- samudra che. jema svayaMbhU ramaNa samudranA taLiye ekalA ratana bharyA che, tyAM retI nathI. (asaMkhya draSi samudra pachIno) chello dariyo che ne ! tyAM retInA ThekANe ratana che. tema A svayaMbhU bhagavAna AtmA che. jenA caitanya ratnAkara caitanyarUpI ratanano dariyo che. dhULanA ratno thAya e nahIM. AcAryadeve eka zabda to juo, kevo vAparyo che! "caitanya ratnAkara" mAro prabhu! caitanya ratanano Akho dariyo che. e to caitanyanA ratnanA AkArano dariyo che. svayaMbhU ramaNa samudramAM ekalA ratananI retIyuM che tema A dariyAmAM caitanyanI retIyuM che. (caitanyaratnAra:) evo zabda vAparyo che....pachI bhASA sAdI karI nAkhI "jIvadravyarUpI mahAsamudraH" jIvadravyarUpI mahAsamudra. (zAvara) eTale samudra. e samudra kevo che te kahe che caitanya ratna eTale jIvadravya ane Akara eTale samudra. kaLazanI TIkA to juo! eka eka kaLazo amRtathI bharyA che. sa:N: caitanyaranAra : jenuM svarUpa kahyuM che tathA kaheze tevo (caitanyaranAra:) jIva dravyarUpI mahAsamudra. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jIvadravya (ne) samudranI upamA daIne kahevAmAM AvyuM che." jevadravya bhagavAna AtmAne samudranI upamA daIne kahevAmAM AvyuM che. tyAM eTaluM kahetAM dravyArthikanayathI eka che" have benI siddhi kare che- dravya vastuthI eka che ane te paryAyathI aneka che. paryAyanayathI aneka che, paryAya nathI ema nathI. samayasAra

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3pa6 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 11 gAthAmAM ema kahyuM ke-paryAya jUhI che, tene abhUtArtha kahI. ahIMyA kahe che-aneka paryAya che te sat che. tyAM (samayasAra 11 gAthAmAM) bIjo hetu hato, ahIMyA bIjo hetu che. tyAM parama pAriNAmika trikALI svabhAvabhAvano Azraya karatAM samyagdarzana thAya che mATe dravyane satyArtha kahIne, mukhya kahIne; te ja (vastu ) che ema kahyuM. paryAyano Azraya choDAvavA, paryAyane gaNa karIne, vyavahAra karIne nathI ema kahyuM. gauNa karIne vyavahAra kahIne kahyuM. vyavahArano artha asatya thAya che. nizcayano artha satya thAya che. ahIMyA to nirjarAnI je zudhdhinI vRdhdhirUpanI e paryAya sat che ema kahe che. paryAya Azraya karavA lAyaka che ke nathI te vAta atyAre ahIMyA nathI. ahIMyA to zudhdha caitanya bhagavAna! pUrNa zudhdha svarUpa tenA avalaMbane je zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thAya te paryAyano bheda che. e paryAya tarIke bhagavAna (AtmA) aneka che. dravya tarIke eka che ane paryAya tarIke aneka che. lyo! nirjarA adhikAramAM paryAya lIdhI. je zudhdhi vadhe che te paryAya che. paryAya Azraya karavA lAyaka che e prazna atyAre ahIMyA nathI. Azraya to trikALI dhruva sAmAnya ekano che basa!--e eka ja sidhdhAMta che. paNa tenA AzrayathI utpanna thayelI nirmaLa paryAyo aneka che. ekarUpamAMthI paryAya aneka paNa che ane te vyavahAranayano viSaya che. samajANuM kAMI? saMvaranI utpatti pahelI thAya, pachI zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thAya te nirjarA, pachI zudhdhinI pUrNatA thAya te mokSa. e saMvara, nirjarA, mokSa te paryAyanuM astitva che-ema kahe che samajANuM kAMI? koI ema kahe ke juo! samayasAranI 11mI gAthAmAM paryAyane jUThI kahI che to samayasArane vedAMtanA DhALAmAM DhALyuM che? are ! sAMbhaLa bhAI ! vedAMtamatamAM anaMtadravya, anaMtaguNa, anaMta paryAya temAM vikAra, vikAramAM nimitta karma evI vastu emAM kayAM che? A to sarvajJa paramezvaranuM vedAMta che, jJAnano sAra che. samajANuM kAMI? ahIM kahe che dravyArthikanayathI joIe to eka ane paryAyArthikanayathI aneka che. (jema samudra eka che, taraMgAvalithI aneka che.) taraMga UThe che te paNa tenI potAnI paryAya che e taraMga kAMI pavanane laIne UThayo che? ema koI karma khasyu mATe nirmaLatA thaI che ema nathI. ema kahevuM che. nirmaLatA potAnI paryAyamAM che. pravacana naM. 144 - tA. 09/11/'77 matijJAna zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryayajJAna, kevaLajJAna ityAdi aneka vikalparUpa pariNamyuM che jJAna-tene nirvikalparUpa anubhave che." abhedano anubhava e nirvikalpano anubhava hoya che. vastunI jJAnarUpa pAMca paryAya che te bhedarUpa che tethI tenA Azraye; teno vicAra karatAM vikalpa utpanna thAya che. tethI ekarUpa je trikALI vastu che, teno

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kalaza-141 357 Azraya letAM nirvikalpa anubhava thAya che. bheda vinAnI je abheda cIja che teno anubhava. e anubhava che paryAya, paNa trikALIno anubhava thAya che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. vastu to trikALI abheda che, ema e vastu tenI paryAyamAM AvatI paNa nathI. bhASA ema che-trikALI abheda vastu che tene anubhave che ema ! eTale ke trikALInI sanmukhatAmAM enI paryAya thAya che. mATe abhedane anubhave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. Avo jhINo mArga che. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jevI rIte uSNatAmAtra agni che" agni to uSNatAmAtra ja che tene bhedathI kahevuM ke "dAhya vastune bALato thako dAhyanA AkAre pariName che;" vastune bALato thako dAhyanA AkAre arthAt baLavA lAyakanA AkAre thAya che. aDAyA eTale je chANa hoya te ema ne ema paDyuM paDayuM sUkAI jAya tene aDAyA kahe che. chANAM hoya...agni e-e...AkAre thAya che. lAkaDuM hoya to agni lAkaDAnAM AkAre thAya che. "tethI lokone evI budhdhi Upaje che ke-kASTano agni, chANAMno agni, tRNano ani; paraMtu A samasta vikalpa jUThA che." loko ema jANe ke lAkaDAne AkAre agni thayo te lAkaDAno agni che, kharekhara e kAMI agni nathI. lAkaDAno AkAra kAMI agnimAM nathI. tema jJAna zeyanA AkAre thayuM che te kAMI zeyano AkAra nathI, e to jJAnano AkAra che. "agninuM svarUpa vicAratAM uSNatAmAtra agni che, ekarUpa che, kASTha, chANAM, tRNa agninuM svarUpa nathI; tevI rIte jJAna cetanA prakAzamAtra che." bhagavAna AtmAnuM jJAna prakAza....cetanA prakAza mAtra che, "samasta zeya vastune jANavAno svabhAva che tethI samasta zeya vastune jANe che, jANatuM thayuM zeyAkAra pariName che." tethI jJAnI jIvane evI budhdhi Upaje che ke matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryayajJAna, kevaLajJAna-evA bheda vikalpa badhA jUThA che." zeyanI apekSAe paryAyanA bheda che. paNa e vastu nathI. vastu to trikALI abheda che. eTale ke zeyAkAre je jJAna thayuM, tene tevuM nAma ApyuM tene jJAnI jUThuM mAne che. zeyAkAre arthAt lAkaDAnA AkAre agni thaI ema nathI. ema zeyAkAre jJAna thayuM ema nathI. jJAna to potAnA AkAre ja thayuM che. zeyanI upAdhithI mati,kRta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa evA vikalpa UpajayA che, kAraNa ke -zeya vastu nAnA prakAre che;" have ahIMyA jarAka jhINuM che. A prabhuno mAraga sUkSma che. prabhu eTale AtmA. zeya vastu aneka prakAre che. jJAnamAM jANavA lAyaka ya cIja che te aneka prakAre che. have ahIMyA e sidhdhAMta che ke jevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che. pahelAM kahyuM ke jJAnamAM zeya-jaNAvAlAyaka aneka che. have kahe che- "jevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che. tevuM ja nAma pAme che."matinuM nAma matijJAna kema paDyuM to kahe che ke ene yogya zeyAkAra jJAna thayuM tethI tenuM nAma matijJAna paDyuM. zrutamAM badhA joyonA AkAre parokSa jJAna thayuM tethI e jJAnanuM

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358 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nAma zrutajJAna paDayuM. "avadhi' tene yogya maryAdita padArtha je che tenA AkAre jANavuM thayuM tethI te jJAnanuM nAma avadhi paDyuM. manane jANanArA jJAnanA AkAre jJAna thayuM tethI manaH paryaya nAma paDyuM. "kevaLajJAna" traNakALa tathA traNalokanA zeyane jANavA mATeno jevo ( jJAnAkAra thayo ) jevA zeyano jJAyaka thayo tevuM nAma paDayuM. vastu svarUpano vicAra karatAM jJAnamAtra che, nAma dharavuM badhuM jUThuM che" Ane jANe mATe mati, Ane jANe mATe zrata, Ane jANe mATe avadhi, Ane jANe mATe mana:paryaya, Ane jANe mATe kevaLa e badhAM nAma mAtra jUThAM che; e to jJAnanI paryAyamAtra che. Ane jANe che mATe (mati) Ane jANe che mATe zruta vagere je pAMca bheda paDyA e bheda jUThA che. pAMca kaI rIte? pAMca che te to bhinna bhinna zeyane jANavAno jJAyaka che e apekSAe jUThA che ema kahyuM. paryAya tarIke te che, enAM je nAma paDayA te jUThAM che. "vastu svarUpano vicAra karatAM jJAnamAtra che, nAma dharavuM badhuM jUThuM che;" zrotA:- jJAnamAtra? uttara- hA, jJAnamAtra che ne paryAya ! e paryAya paNa jJAna che; yAkAra che-ema nathI. prazna:- jJAnamAtra eTale bheda vagaranuM? uttara:- e nahIM, ahIMyA to ema kahevuM che ke-zeyAkAra je nAma paDayA che e jUThA che. jJAnamAtra kahevuM eTale? te bhale paryAya che paNa te paryAya jJAnamAtra che. e jJAnamAtramAM zeyAkAranA kAraNe bheda paDyo ema-emAM nathI. jhINI vAta che. mati,kRta AdinI jJAnapaNAnI je paryAya che te jJAnamAtra che. A paryAyanI vAta che, jJAnamAtra kahetAM trikALInI vAta atyAre nathI. e jJAnamAtramAM nAma dharavuM te badhuM jUThuM che. pAThamAM "jJAnamAtra' zabda pachI alpa virAma mUkela che. tyAM vAkaya puruM thatuM nathI. ahIMyA jJAnamAtra eTale trikALIjJAna te vAta sidhdha karavI nathI. ahIMyA to vartamAna jJAnanI paryAyanI vAta che. jJAnanI paryAyamAM, jevA zeya che tene jANatAM jJAyaka thAya che. jevA zeyane jANatAM jJAyaka thAya che evuM enuM je nAma paDe che. e nAma jUThuM che. bAkI jJAnamAtra paryAya che. jJAna...jJAna....jJAna evI paryAya mAtra e barobara che. AhAhA! jhINI vAta che! TIkAkAre keTalI gaMbhIra TIkA karI che. zeya vastu nAnA prakAre eTale aneka prakAre che. tyAra pachIthI levuM che. "jevo zeyano jJAyaka thAya che." ahIMyA zeyano paryAyamAM jJAyaka thAya che-e vAta levI che. zrotA- bhedarUpa jJAyaka thAya che ke potArUpa jJAyaka thAya che? uttara- e ja kahe che. e paryAyamAM jevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che evA e paryAyanA nAma pADavA e jUThAM che ema kahe che. gaIkAle to ghaNuM kahyuM hatuM!! evA zeyano jJAyaka che evA nAma bheda che te jUThAM che.

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kalaza-141 3pa9 zrotA:- zAstromAM badhA bheda Ave che te badhAM jUThAM che? uttara- A prakAranA bheda jUThAM che. paryAya paryAya tarIke barobara che. e paryAyanAM je pAMca bheda paDayAM- jevuM zeya che tene jANatAM e rIte je nAma paDe che e jUThuM che. jhINI vAta che bApu! have pachInA 141 zlokamAM sidhdha karaze "acchAchA; svayamuchatti" zeyane kAraNe jJAnanI paryAya jANavA mATe UchaLe che ema nathI. e jJAnanI paryAyano potAno svabhAva ja evo che ke te svayaM UchaLe che.ane te jJAnanI anekatA che. vastu tarIke eka che ane paryAya tarIke.pariNamana tarIke aneka che. aneka che te Azraya karavA lAyaka nathI e vAta ahIMyA nathI. ahIMyA to paryAya paNa aneka che. zrotA- khIle baMdhAto nathI. uttara- e A rIte khIle baMdhAya che. e kaI apekSAe? eka trikALInI apekSAe; e vAta have pachInA kaLazamAM kaheze. "dravyArthikanayathI eka che ane paryAyArthikanayathI aneka che. ahIMyA to (paryAyanI) asti sidhdha karavI che ne! samayasAra agiyAra gAthAmAM paryAya nathI-nathI ema kahyuM hatuM. jhINI vAta che prabhu! Aja to dhanaterasano divasa che. dhana eTale lakSmI hoM! bhagavAna.bhaga nAma lakSmI ane vAna nAma vALo-lakSmI vALo prabhu che. kevI lakSmI? jJAna ne AnaMdanI lakSmIvALo prabhu che. ahIMyA to be vAta sidhdha karavI che. trikALI sattA paNa che ane vartamAna paNa che. have jevA zeyone jANavAnuM thAya che, tevuM nAma paDe che te jUThuM che. jJAna pariName che te yathArtha che. jJAnanI paryAyamAM anekapaNuM thavuM te yathArtha che. e anekapaNAmAM zeyanA jANavAnI apekSAe je nAma paDayA hatA te jUThA che. vItarAga mArga sUkSma che bApu ! samayasAra agiyAra gAthAmAM to ema kahyuM hatuM ke-paryAya abhUtArtha che. paryAya che ja nahIM. tethI pelA lokoe ema kahyuM ke-kuMdakuMdAcArye samayasArane vedAMtanA DhALAmAM DhALyuM che. tyAM paryAya nathI tema kahyuM ne! paNa ema nathI. tyAM je nathI kahyuM che te paryAyane gANa karIne, paryAyane vyavahAra gaNIne, paryAyane peTAmAM rAkhIne "nathI" ema kahyuM che. trikALIne mukhya gaNIne, nizcaya gaNIne e ja satya che ema kahyuM che. ahIMyA e sidhdha kare che ke AtmA eka svarUpe che. chatAM te paryAyapaNe aneka che. paraMtu jevA zeya che tenA jANavAthI jJAna paryAyanA je nAma paDe che te jUThAM che. samajANuM kAMI? Avo mArga che. vANiyAne vepAra dhaMdhA pAchaLa navarAza na maLe! AgaLa pAThamAM dAkhalo Apyo che lAkaDAnI agni-dhyAna kayAM rAkhyuM hatuM? agnino dAkhalo Apyone ! agnine lAkaDA AkAre, agnine chANAM AkAre kahevuM e vyavahAra che, agninuM svarUpa ema nathI. agni to agninA AkAre thaI che. chANAnI agni, lAkaDAnI

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360 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 agni, pAMdaDAnI agni, taraNAnI agni e vAta judI che. agni agnirUpe thaI che e vAta barobara che. e paryAya anirUpe thaI che. taraNAnI agni, lAkaDAnI agni, aDAyAnI agni, chANAnI agni ema kahevuM te jUThuM che. paraMtu agni uSNatAmaya che. e paryAyanI vAta che hoM! ahIM to atyAre agni uSNAtAmaya che basa eTaluM kahevuM che. AnA AkAre che, AnA AkAre che mATe uSNatA che ema nathI. uSNatAmAtra che. tema bhagavAna AtmA ! potAnA jJAnamAM eTale paryAyamAM hoM! atyAre ahIMyA Ama levuM che. jevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che e zabda upara jora che. jevA lAkaDAnA AkAre agni thAya che ema jevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che tevuM tene nAma Ape che. je tRNanI agni, lAkaDAMnI agni, chANAMnI agni, aDAyAnI agni vagere have tene vastu svarUpathI vicAratAM-agni to uSNatAmAtra che. A paryAyanI vAta che. tema bhagavAna AtmAnI paryAyanA vastu svarUpane vicAratAM jJAnano vicAra karatAM te jJAnamAtra che. prazna- jJAnamAtra kahyuM te trikALIne kahyuM ke paryAyane kahyuM? uttara- e to kahyuM ne ke -paryAyane kahyuM. daSTAMtamAM jema agni uSNatAmAtra che e paNa paryAyamAM che. tyAM AnA AkAre che. AnA AkAre agni che e jUThuM che. juo pAThamAM "vastu svarUpano vicAra karatAM jJAnamAtra che, nAma dharavuM badhuM jUThuM che;" A paryAyamAM ho! ema kahevuM che ke matijJAna ane jANe, zrutajJAna ane jANe, avadhi Ane jANe evuM kahevuM jUThuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? gajaba zailI che. zeyane siddha kare che. zeyane jANavuM sidhdha kare che. jevA zeyane jANe che te jJAna zeya taraphanuM thayuM che ema nathI. AvuM jhINuM che! lokone kayAM phUrasada che! bhagavAna trikALa svarUpa che e to dhruva che. have tenA pariNAmamAM be prakAranA vicAra karyA. e jJAnanuM pariNamana jevA zeyane jANe evuM ene nAma paDe eTale ke zeyane AkAre nAma paDe, e nAma jUThAM che. "nAma dharavuM badhuM juThuM che" Avo anubhava zudhdha svarUpano anubhava che. zAMtithI, dhIrajathI vicAra kare to A to apUrva mArga che. sarvajJa paramezvara jinendradevanA mukhamAMthI je divya dhvani nIkaLe che teno A badho sAra che AvI vAta bIje kayAMya che nahIM. eka bAju zeyane siddha kare che... zeya nathI ema nathI. eka bAju paryAyamAM zeyAkAra jevA che te zeyane jANavAthI zeyAkAranA nAma paDe che te bIjI vAta. chatAM paNa e nAma jUThA che, te jJAna paryAyamAtra che e trIjI vAta. AmAM kyAMya paisA hAtha Ave evuM nathI. AhAhA ! ahIMyA to paramAtmAne paryAya sidhdha karavI che. e paryAyamAM nAmanA bheda paDyA. ATaluM jANe matine ane ATaluM jANe te zruta, maryAdita padArthane jANe mATe avadhi, mananA bhAvane jANe mATe mana:paryaya, traNakALane jANe mATe kevaLa-e badhAM nAma dharavA jUThA che. AhAhA ! kharekhara to (jJAna) parane jANatuM ja nathI. parane zuM jANe? para vastuno

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kalaza-141 361 jJAnane sparza nathI. eka bIjAmAM ekabIjAno abhAva che. potAmAM rahIne..para saMbaMdhInuM ane potAnA saMbaMdhInuM jJAna potAmAM UchaLe che; e zeyane laIne UchaLe che ema nahIM. zeyanA jANavAthI ahIMyA jJAnanA nAma paDyA che e paNa nahIM. pAThamAM che ke nahIM? Avo anubhava zudhdha svarUpano anubhava che." A paryAyanI vAta che. jevA zeya che tevuM ahIMyA jJAna thAya che. tethI e jJAnanI paryAyanA zeyAkAranA pariNamananA kAraNe nAma bheda paDyA e jUThA che. samajAya eTaluM samajavuM bApu! A to vItarAgano gahana mArga che. anaMta zeyone paNa sidhdha kare che. zeya vastu aneka prakAre che. tema pahelAM sidhdha to karyuM. zeya aneka prakAre che e vAta eTale sidhdha karI ke-vedAMta ema mAne che ke zeyo che ja nahIM. (1) zeya vastu aneka prakAre che te eka vAta. (2) jevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che te bIjI vAta. A AkaruM paDe to paNa samajavuM to paDaze ne bhAI !amane na samajAya ema karIne kADhI na nakhAya. are! Ave TANe nahIM samaje to kayAre samajaze? ahIMyA to zeyo aneka che ema sidhdha karyuM. have ahIMyA paryAyamAM jevA zeyanuM jJAna thAya che tevAM e jJAnanI paryAyanA nAma paDe che. e nAma pADavA jUThA che ema kahe che. prazna :- sAcA nAma kayA? uttara- sAcuM nAma jJAnaparyAya. e jJAnanI paryAya basa. nAma dharavuM te jUThuM che.... e kahyuM ne ! paryAya mAtra te to sAcI che. paNa te jevA zeyane jANe che evuM nAma pADyuM che e khoTuM che. prazna- mati, zrata e nAma khoTA? uttaraH- e ja nAma paDyA e nahIM. basa jJAna paryAya....jJAna paryAya. tattvArthasUtramAM parokSanI vAta lIdhI che. mana, indriyo dvArA jANe te matijJAna, tyAM pratyakSanI vAta gauNa rAkhI che. nahIMtara....kharekhara to mati potAnA svane jANe che. e vAta samayasAra 17-18 gAthAmAM kahyuM ne!! jJAnanI paryAyano svabhAva ja svapara prakAzaka che. bhale alpajJAna ho ! ajJAna ho ! paNa..paryAyano svabhAva apara prakAzaka che. mATe jJAnanI paryAyamAM A bALa-gopALane, bALakathI mAMDIne vRdhdhane tenA jJAnanI paryAyanuM svarUpa svapara prakAzaka hovAthI...jJAnanI paryAyamAM Akho AtmA ja jaNAya che. AtmA ja jaNAya che, chatAM te paryAyamAM AtmA Avato nathI. e paryAyamAM Akho AtmA jaNAya che kemake paryAyanuM svapara prakAzakapaNuM e svarUpa che. AvuM jhINuM!! pelA to kahe - sAmAyika karo, daherAsara jAva, jAtrA karo, bhakti karo. digambaramAM kaheA kapaDAMne choDo, A karo....! are prabhu! paNa sAMbhaLa to kharo ! tAro nAtha aMdara zuM cIja che? paryAyanI svataMtratA che. te te kALe utpanna thavAnI paryAyanI svataMtratAnI jAta kevI che? jevA joya che tevuM e jJAnanI paryAyamAM jANavuM thAya che. tethI e zeyanA nAme tenA nAma paDe

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362 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 che. paNa e nAma jUThA che. zrotA- khoTA nAma che to sAruM nAma zuM? uttara:- sAcuM nAma jJAna paryAya basa. nAma nikSepe kahIe to e badhuM kahevAya. AtmAne nAma nikSepe kahIe to AtmA kahevAya. bAkI "AtmA' zabda e vastumAM kayAM che? vItarAgano mArga aciMtya ne alaukika che. jenA phaLa paNa aciMtya ane alaukika che. AhAhA ! asaMkhya samayanuM sAdhakapaNuM che. bhaviSyano sAdhyakALa bhUtakALathI anaMtaguNo che. jemAM AnaMdanI prApti thAya e upAya kevo hoya bApu! zuM kahyuM e? svarUpane sAdhavA mATe, pachI pUrNa thavAmAM asaMkhya samaya joIe, tene anaMta samaya na joIe. samyagdarzananI utpatti thaI pachI kevaLajJAna pAmavA mATe bhale asaMkhya samaya jAya. bhale te sAta-ATha bhava kare to paNa te asaMkhya samayamAM jAya che. tenA eka eka samayanA phaLamAM anaMta anaMta samAdhi maLe che. "anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM, anaMta darzana jJAna anaMta sahita jo.... apUrva avasara evo kayAre Avaze." AhAhA! jenA kALa anaMta che. ne bhUtakALa karatAM bhaviSyakALa anaMtaguNo che ne ! bhaviSyakALa keTalo che? darekane mATe jeNe AtmAne svarUpanuM sAdhana banAvI anubhava karyo tenA anubhavathI pUrNatA sudhIno samaya asaMkhya samaya ja che. ane tenAM phaLa tarIke anaMta anaMtakALa jemAM atIndriya AnaMda ane atIndriya jJAnano bhogavaTo thAya e cIja zuM che? samajANuM kAMI? zrotA- samajANuM ema kahevuM paNa kaThaNa paDe. uttara:- tethI haLave haLave to kahevAya che. aMdaramAM caitanya sAgara UchaLe che. have pachInA kaLazamAM acchA-acchA kaheze. "gacchAcchA; svayamuRtti yatina" nirmaLathI nirmaLa dhArA UchaLe che aMdarathI. kevaLIne to pUrNa nirmaLa ane sAdhakane eka pachI eka nirmaLadhArA UchaLe che. A nirjarA adhikAra che ne! saMvare zudhdhinI utpatti karI che. nirjarA che teNe zudhdhinI vRdhdhi karI che. mokSa che te zudhdhinI pUrNatA che. nirjarAnA traNa prakAra che. (1) karmanuM gaLavuM e karmano svataMtra svabhAva che. (2) paryAyamAMthI azudhdhatAnuM javuM. (3) paryAyamAM zudhdhatAnuM vadhavuM... e traNeyane nirjarA kahevAya che. pelo to ekavAta pakaDI rAkhe ke-karma kharI gayA te nirjarA basa. karma khare ane nirjarA thAya te kaI apekSAe bApu! karma to jaDa che, ane kharavuM na kharavuM e to karmanI paryAyanI svataMtratA che. karmanI akarmarUpa paryAya thavI te teno svabhAva che. ahIM zudhdhatA pragaTa thaI mATe te (karmanI paryAya) akarmapaNe thaI ema nathI. jayAM nimitta naimittika saMbaMdha batAvIne kahyuM tyAM Atma svabhAvanA Azraye zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thaI ane tenA kALe tyAM karmanI nirjarA thaI che. A saMvarapUrvaka

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kalaza-141 363 nirjarAnI vyAkhyA chetemAM AvI gayuM. ajJAnIne je karma khare che tene nirjarA kahevAtI nathI. saMvara eTale samyagdarzanarUpI je zudhdhatA, e saMvarapUrvaka je azudhdhatA TaLe, karmo khare ane zudhdhatA vadhe tene ahIMyA nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. nirjarA che te paryAya che. nirjarAno paryAya zudhdha che, te paryAyanI ahIMyA vAta kare che. te jJAna paryAyamAM jevA zeyone jANe che tevA jJAnanA nAma paDe che. chatAM te nAma jUThA che. e to jJAna paryAya....jJAnaparyAya.... jJAnaparyAyajJAnaparyAya basa. samajANuM kAMI? na samajAya evuM na hoya bApu! paramAtmA....bhagavat svarUpe birAje che. prabhu to bhagavat svarUpa ja che. darekano AtmA, are- abhavIno AtmA paNa bhagavat svarUpa ja che. saMpradAyamAM A carcA thaI hatI. saMvata 1982mAM carcA thayelI lIMbaDIvALA mohanalAlajI sAthe abhavIne chavvIsa prakRti sattAmAM hoya. ane bhavIne aThAvIsa prakRti hoya, evuM eka mohanamALA pustakamAM chapAveluM. AjathI trepana varSa pahelAM, tyAre amAruM nAma moTuM, kahyuM ke e vAta judI che. bhavI hoya ke abhavI badhAne chavvIsa prakRti ja sattAmAM hoya. jyAre samakita pAme pachI aThThAvIsa thAya e vAta khoTI che. bIjI vAta e cAlI ke abhavIne traNa AvaraNa hoya che, tene pAMca na hoya. tene mati, zruta ne avadhi traNa AvaraNa hoya, tene mana:paryaya ane kevaLajJAnAvaraNa tene hoya nahIM. kemake tene A be jJAna pragaTa thatA nathI. e vAta saMvata 1985 mAM thayelI, garabaDa karavA lAgyA pravacanamAM...tyAre maNilAlajIe kahyuM ke kAnajI muni kahe che te sAMbhaLo ! duniyAmAM enI chApa che tethI teo kaheze e badhA mAnaze! ApaNe pacAsa varSathI dikSA laIne beThA hoya chatAM bahAramAM ApaNI chApa nathI. e bahAra vAta pADaze ke A loko Ama kahe che ane teo Ama kahe che. abhavIne paNa pAMca AvaraNa che. mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya, kevaLa, mana:paryaya ane kevaLa pragaTa na thAya teno artha e nathI ke tene A be AvaraNa nathI. abhavInA AtmAmAM sarvajJa svabhAva che. zaktie to e paNa sarvajJa svabhAvI che. enI paryAyamAM alpajJAnanuM pariNamana che. temAM kevaLajJAnAvaraNI pragaTa nimitta che. abhavI jIva tenI paryAyane palaTAvI zakato nathI kemake tenI tevI lAyakAta nathI. bAkI to sarvajJa svarUpI ja prabhu AtmA to che. dareka samaye sarvajJa svabhAva anAdi anaMta prabhu paDayo che. tene sarvajJa paryAya pragaTa na thAya to paNa teno sarvajJa svabhAva aMdaramAM paDayo che. are...prabhu tuM koNa cho bApu! 141 zlokamAM kaheze-caitanya ratnAkara cho prabhu! tane tArI khabara nathI. caitanyarUpI maNio to anaMtI bharI che. tArA bahAranA paisA abajo abajo kharava, nikharava....evuM badhuM amArA vakhatamAM cAlatuM ! paNa e badhI dhULa che. A to

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364 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 anaMta anaMta caitanya ratnAkarano sAgara nAtha aMdara birAje che. bApu! tane khabara nathI!! e caitanya ratnAkaranA jayAM bhAna thayAM, tyAre je jJAnanI paryAyamAM prakAra pragaTyA. e jJAnanuM nAma jevA zeyane jANavAthI paDayuM e vAta nahIM. parane laIne nAma paDyuM emeya nahIM. A to sarvajJa paramAtmAno paMtha che. tAro svabhAva che e kahe che. Avo zudhdha svarUpano anubhava karatAM e nAma jUThA che. nAma jUThA che hoM ! jJAna paryAya che e vAta barobara che. mana ane indriyathI jANe te mati, ekalA manathI jANe te zruta, evuM Ave che ne zAstramAM ! maryAdita cIjane jANe te avadhi, sAmAnA bhAvane jANe te mana:paryaya, traNakALanA bhAvane jANe mATe kevaLa e nAma sAcA nahIM. prazna- to sAcA nAma kayAM? uttara- sAcuM nAma paryAya basa, jJAna paryAya. te paryAya jJAna guNanI che mATe jJAna paryAya. emAM ghaNA bheda che. koI ekAMte ema mAnatuM hoya ke koI( para) zeya nathI ane (tenA nimitte) je zeyAkAra jJAna pariName(evuM paNa nathI.) to ahIM kahe che-zeyAkAra jJAna pariName che te vyavahAra che. paNa, jJAna to jJAnarUpe thAya che basa. tene nAma ApavA jUThA che. Ane jANe mATe mati, Ane jANe mATe zruta, evA nA nahIM. ThAThaDIne nanAmI kahe che ne! tema A traNalokano nAtha che tenI paryAyane koI nAma na ApavA. e jAgatI jayota nanAmI che. jAgatI jayota e to enA svabhAvane batAvyo. svabhAvanI vyAkhyA karI. samajANuM kAMI? benanA vacanAmRtamAM lakhyuM che ke "jAgato jIva Ubho che te kyAM jAya? jarUra prApta thaze." A eka vAkyamAM sidhdhAMtathI vAta karI che. paNa tene sAdI bhASAmAM kahyuM. cAra copaDIno bhaNelo hoya ke bALaka hoya te paNa samajI jAya. jAgato jIva Ubho che ne! eTale zuM? ekalo jJAyakabhAva TakatuM tattva je dhruva tarIke che ne!? siMdhdhAtanI bhASA sidhdhAMta pramANe hoya! paNa A to cAlatI bhASAmAM, sAdhAraNa mANasa samaje tevI zailIthI kahyuM. AhA! "jAgato" eTale jJAyakabhAva-jJAyakabhAva."jIva Ubho eTale dhruva che ne? "e kyAM jAya? te paryAyamAM jAya ! rAgamAM jAya? kyAM jAya? Avo upadeza kaI jAtano. tArA mAragaDA judA nAtha! tArI paryAyanA zeyane jANavAthI nAma pADavA e kAMI zobhatuM nathI. samajANuM kAMI? prazna- zeyane jANe tethI jJAyaka kahyo chene!? uttara- e to zAstramAM che ne ! paNa temAM zeyane jANavAthI jJAyaka nAma kayAM AvyuM? ahIM to zeyane jANavAthI jJAyaka ema zabda Avyo che ne ! "zeyane jANavAthI temAM svagheyanI vAta nathI. ahIMyA to zeyavastu aneka prakAre che tenI vAta che. juone pAThamAM zabda che. trIjI lITI che. kAraNa ke zeya vastu aneka prakAre che. tyAM AtmA (zeya che) tema nathI lIdhuM. jevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che tevuM nAma pAme che.

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kalaza-141 365 AhAhA ! rAjamallajInI A TIkA ane tenA uparathI banArasIdAse banAvyuM samayasAra nATaka. arere! teo mATe ema kahe che ke-banArasIdAsa ane ToDaramalla adhyAtmanI mAMga pIne nAcyA hatA. prabhu! Ama kahevuM tane na zobhe hoM!! tuM ya bhagavAna cho bApu! tArI bhUla have na rahevI joIe..tane Avo AtmA batAve che. je aneka prakAranA para zeyo che e joyo jANavAthI jJAyaka nAma paDe che tethI AnuM jJAna ane AnuM jJAna ema kahevuM te jUThuM che. Avo anubhava zuddha svarUpano anubhava che. eka gRhastha rAjamallajIe TIkA karela che. tene samajavA mATe upayogane sUkSma karavo. bhagavAna AtmA gRhastha kayAM che? gRhastha che eTale gRhastha, gRha eTale potAnA gharamAM rahelo AtmA. adhyAtma paMca saMgrahamAM dIpacaMdajIe vyAkhyA karI che ke-gRhastha eTale zuM? AtmA gRha nAma nijagharamAM ane sva eTale sthira rahe te gRhastha. ApaNe kahene ke te gRhastha mANasa che, paisAvALo che, e dhULanI vAta ahIMyA nathI. ahIMyA to nija ghara-bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu che jenA dhruva svabhAvamAM stha rahe.aMdaramAM Take...tenuM nAma gRhastha dharmAtmA che ahIM to vAtevAte phera che. traNalokanA nAtha sImaMghara bhagavAna birAje che ne! ""vina" nizcayathI ema ja che. kevo che anubhavazIla AtmA"! have kahe che ke-kevo che anubhavazIla AtmA! dravya AtmA che tenI ahIMyA vAta nathI "jJAyamAvanirmaramadAsvAlaM samasAyana" nirvikalpa evuM je cetana dravya temAM (nirmA) atyaMta magnapaNuM, tenAthI thayuM che. anAkuLa lakSaNa sainya, tene AsvAdato thayo." e paryAya atyaMta nirbhara nirbhara thatI- atyaMta magnapaNuM thatAM. tenAthI utpanna anAkuLa mahAsukhane AsvAdato. bhagavAna AtmAnA pUrNa abheda svarUpane mahA AsvAdato thako. anAdino je ene karmacetanA ane karmaphaLa cetanAno svAda hato. tene badale have tene jJAnacetanAno svAda Avyo. samajANuM kAMI? mahAsvAdanI vyAkhyA karI-anAkuLa lakSaNa sukha. abheda AtmAnA anubhavamAM paDatAM tene paryAyamAM je anAkuLa lakSaNa sukha teno jene svAda Ave che. mahAsvAdanI vyAkhyA ja A karI. ajANyA navA mANasone to evuM lAge che ke A zuM kahe che? A zuM haze? bApu! mAraga to prabhuno Avo che bhAI ! (samAsAyana) mahAsvAdane AsvAdato thako. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu aMdara birAje che. tene AsvAdato. anAkuLa lakSaNa sukhanA svAdane leto thako...eTale jJAnacetanAne pragaTa karato thako. e jJAnacetanAmAM anAkuLa AnaMdano svAda lya che. puNya-pApanA bhAva e karma cetanAmAM duHkhano AkuLatAno svAda che. "vaLI kevo che?ddhamAM vAvaM vidhAtuna sada: [ uddhamAM ] karmanA saMyogathI thayela che vikalparUpa AkuLatArUpa svAda arthAt ajJAnI jana sukha karIne mAne che, paraMtu

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366 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 (jJAnI ) duHkharUpa che evuM je indriya viSaya janita sukha tene aMgIkA2 ka2vAne asamartha che." AkuLatAno svAda levAne dharmI asamartha che ema kahe che. nirvikalpa caitanyanA mahAsvAdane svAdato thako. te vikalpanA AkuLatAnA svAdane levAne asamartha che. A paisAno svAda kevo haze ? e bhAIno putra amadAvAdamAM che e kaheto hato ke- bApAe kayAM paisAno svAda cAkhyo che ? bApA pAse 30-40 hajAra rUpiyA hatA. eka vakhata zeTha paisAnI udharANIe bahAra gayelA. DAkuone khabara paDI eTale je raste zeTha nIkaLavAnA hatA te 2ste ADA UbhA rahI gayA. ugharANIe gayelA pAse be-cA2hajAra to sAthe hoyane ! zeTha ghoDe AvatA hatA, vANiyA mANasa eTale hoMziyAra ! teNe bhaMgIyAnI bhASAmAM kahyuM-cheTA rejo bApu.....cheTA rejo ! pelA DAkuo samajyA ke A koI bhaMgiyo lAge che tema ahIM kahe che. rAgathI cheTe rejo ! e puNya ne pApanA bhAvathI amane abhaDAvazo nahIM. ame caitanya ghoDe caDayA chIe, tene rAgathI abhaDAvazo nahIM hoM ! tame amane aDazo nahIM hoM ! narathI nArAyaNa thavAno A upAya che. have chelle saravALo kare che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke- "viSaya kaSAyane duHkharUpa jANe che." jJAnI viSaya-kaSAyane duHkharUpa jANe che. tamAre dilhImAM vAMdhA uThayA che ne ! dIpacaMdajI zeThiyAne A vAMdho hato te kahe jJAnIne duHkha hoya ja nahI. sogAnIjI kahe -jJAnIne, zubhabhAva bhaTTI lAge che............ e sAMbhaLIne teo bhaDakI gayA. potAne zalya thaI gayuM ane bIjAne zalya khosI gayA. atyAre pelA lokone A vAta besatI nathI. jJAnIne duHkha hoya te vAta besatI ja nathI. are bApu ! viSaya kaSAyano bhAva jJAnIne hoya che paNa tene duHkharUpa lAge che. kemake vItarAga nathI, tyAM sudhI duHkha che. (1 ) mithyArdaSTine jarA paNa AnaMda nathI, tene pUrNa duHkha che. ( 2 ) kevaLIne jarA paNa duHkha nathI, tene pUrNa AnaMda che. (3) sAdhakane be bhAva che. thoDo AnaMda che ane thoDuM duHkha che. pravacanasAra 47 nayamAM kahyuM che ke-jJAnIne jeTalo rAga che teTalo teno kartA che. kartA eTale karavA lAyaka che ema nahIM...paNa pariName mATe kartA. bhogave mATe bhokatA. muni paNa rAgane bhogave che. ahIMyA kahe che-jJAnI viSaya kaSAyane duHkharUpa jANe che tene jANe ke nathI tene jANe che! jayAM sudhI pUrNa vItarAga na thAya tyAM sudhI azubha ane pachI zubha evo rAga Ave che, paNa te duHkharUpa che. mArA AnaMda sAthe tenI meLavaNI ka2tAM enuM vedana duHkharUpa dekhAya che. AnaMdanA vedananI apekSAe zubhabhAva duHkharUpa che. jene AnaMdanuM vedana nathI tene duHkhano khyAleya kayAM che ? tene to duHkheya badhuM sukha ja che. "vaLI kevo che? svAM vastu vRtti vivat potAnA dravya saMbaMdhI AtmAnuM zudhdha

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kalaza-141 367 svarUpa, tenI sAthe tadupa pariNamato thako." "vastuvRtti" ema kahyuM ne! vastuvRtti sAthe tadrupa pariNamato thako. dharmI to AnaMdanA nAthanI sAthe ekAkAra pariNamato thako te cetananadravyanA AsvAdanI mahimA vaDe gamya che. pravacana naM. 145 tA. 10/11/77 zrI kaLazaTIkA-141 zloka pharIne "sa:g: caitanyaratnA:" (sa:) eTale bhagavAna pratyakSa AnaMda svarUpa che. (N: )te AtmAnI vidhamAnatAne haiyAtine batAve che. (sa: ps:) jJAyaka vidhamAna padArtha che. "je nuM svarUpa kahyuM che tathA kaheze evo (caitanyaranAra:) jIva dravyarUpI mahAsamudra" AtmAmAM anaMta caitanya ratnanI maNIo bharelI che. svayaMbhUramaNa samudranA taLiyAmAM ekalA hIrA, maNi bharelA che. samudranI nIce maNi, ratananI retI che. svayaMbhUramaNa kudaratano samudra che, tema A svayaMbhU samudra bhagavAna ! anaMta caitanyarUpI maNithI bharelo che. AhAhA! caitanya ratnAkara....Akara eTale dariyo. caitanyanA ratana eTale maNi; caitanyanI maNino sAgara che prabhu! A trikALI dravyanI vAta cAle che. vastu je che te caitanya maNithI bharelo samudra che. eka,be, traNa ema nahIM paNa anaMta caitanya maNiothI bharelo bhagavAna che. (caitanya) teno artha jIvadravya karyo. ane (ratnAkara) no artha mahA samudra karyo. caitanya ane ratnAkara e zabdamAM taphAvata pADayo. (caitanya) eTale jIva dravya vastu ane (ratnAkara) eTale dariyo. caitanyanA ratanano maNi svarUpe dariyo che....Avo bhagavAna aMdara birAje che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jIvadravyane samudranI upamA daIne kahevAmAM AvyuM che, tyAM eTaluM kahetAM dravyArthikanayathI eka che, paryAyArthikanayathI aneka che" vastuthI joIe to te eka che. caitanyanA anaMta maNiono khajAno che e tarIke eka che. paryAyArthikanayathI aneka che ema sidhdha karavuM che. AgalA zlokamAM ema kahyuM hatuM ne ke jevA zeyane jANatAM jJAnanuM nAma paDe che... te nAma jUThA che. ahIM kahe che. jJAna svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ekarUpa hovA chatAM..paryAyamAM anekarUpe pariName che, e paryAyanI asti che. e paryAyano Azraya karavo ke nahIM te prazna atyAre nathI. ahIM to e paryAyamAM nirjarA batAvavI che. . kemake zudhdhatA vadhe che te badhI paryAyo che. bhagavAna AtmA zudhdha caitanya ratnAkara prabhu che, tenA lakSe jayAM samyagdarzana pragaTayuM to nizaMka guNa pragaTayo. e caitanya ratnAkaramAMthI anaMta anaMta kevaLajJAnanI paryAyo pragaTa thAya che. chatAM e pote dariyo; caitanya samudra to evaDo ne evaDo vadhaghaTa vinAno che. samajANuM kAMI ?

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368 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AtmAnI je pUrNa paryAya pragaTe che temAM je bhAga paDe che te tenA avibhAga aMzo che. e kevaLajJAna paryAyamAM anaMta prakAranA aMzo paDe che. kevaLajJAnamAM lokAloka jaNAya che; anaMtA kevaLIo jaNAya che. e paryAyanA bhAga pADatAM..pADatAM chello bhAga pADatAM....pachI teno bhAga na paDAya evo chello bhAga.aMza rahe tene avibhAga praticcheda kahe che. evA to eka paryAyamAM aMnatA aMzo che. haju to paryAya kabUla karavI kaThaNa paDe tyAM e paryAyamAM anaMtA(aMzo che te vAta jhINI che) jeTalA aMzo pahele samaye pragaTayA teTalA ja aMzo bIjA samaye eTalA ja. dravya svabhAva, evo camatkArIka che ke-kevaLajJAna Adi pragaTavA chatAM temAM vadhaghaTa nathI thatI tema tenI pUrNa paryAyamAM anaMta sAmarthya je avibhAga pratiSNadarUpe pragayuM te pragaTayuM temAM have vadhaghaTa nathI. bIjA samaye, trIjA samaye ema badhA samayanA bhegA thaIne vadhe tema nathI. zuM kahyuM e ! bhagavAna AtmAne caitanya ratnAkara kahyo ne! temAM jeTalA ratno bharyA che je guNarUpa svabhAva temAM tenI kayAMya vadhaghaTa thatI nathI. tene kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya temAMya vadhaghaTa nathI. A nirjarA adhikAra che ne ! nirjarAnuM phaLa to kevaLajJAna che. have je kaivalya thayuM te zaktinA anaMtA bhAga paDe tene avibhAga praticcheda kahe che. ene chedatAM chedatAM je bhAga bAkI rahe jemAM bhAga na paDe te chellAmAM chellA aMzane avibhAga praticcheda kahe che. evA avibhAga praticcheda eka samayanI paryAyamAM anaMtA che. bIjA samaye eTalA, trIjo samaya Ave to paNa eTalA ja rahe che. badhA samayane bhegA karIe to vadhe tema nathI.(paryAyanI) ridhdhi to juo A!? caitanya zuM che bApu! jenA anubhavamAM anaMta AnaMdanI AzcaryatA pragaTe che evo bhagavAna tene AcAryo "caitanya ratnAkara" kahIne bolAvyo che. ane te paNa vadhaghaTa vinAnI anAdi anaMta cIja che. pUrNa paryAya pragaTI temAM paNa jeTalA avibhAga praticcheda temAM have vadhaghaTa thatI nathI. bIje samaye, trIje samaye evI anaMtI samayanI badhI paryAyo pragaTe e anaMta samayanA bhegA maLIne avibhAga praticchedano moTo samUha thAya ema nathI. jema dravya caitanya ratnAkarathI sarakhuM bhareluM che tema paryAyomAM paNa anaMtA avibhAga praticcheda aMzothI sarakhuM bhareluM che. ahIM paryAyamAM pUrNatA lIdhI-have adhUrI (nirmaLa ) paryAyanI vAta karaze. sarvajJa vItarAga paramezvara sivAya AvI vAta bIje nathI. trilokanAthe je svarUpa joyuM che tevuM bIje kyAMya che nahIM. AhAhA! bhagavAna caitanya ratnAkara samudra prabhu che. dravyArthikanayathI joIe to vastu ekarUpa che. paryAyArthika nayathI joIe to aneka paryAye pariNamana che. 14) kaLazamAM to zeyane jANavAnI apekSAe jJAyaka kahetAM teno niSedha karyo hato. have ahIMyA kahe che-paryAyo aneka che. vastu tarIke eka che ane temAM taraMgo UThe che eTale paryAyamAM je taraMgo UThe che te

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kalaza-141 369 aneka che. tema AtmAmAM paryAya-avasthA, hAlata-UThe che te aneka che. e taraMga "paryAyArthikanayathI aneka che." jema samudra eka che. taraMgAvalithI aneka che; "hatiifma;" samudranA pakSe taraMgAvali, jIvanA pakSe eka jJAnaguNanA" (paryAyArthikanayathI) samudranA pakSe taraMgo paryAyo che. tema jIvanA pakSe eka jJAnaguNanA pAMca bhedo che te ahIMyA kahe che. samyagdaSTine vastu to A ja leze.... te AgaLa kaheze. ahIM paryAyanI anekatA che te kahe che. mati, zruta, avadhi te aneka paryAya hovA chatAM e ekapaNAne abhinaMde che. anekapaNe hovA chatAM te bhedanI puSTi karato nathI. samayasAra 204 gAthAnI TIkAmAM Ano khulAso che. bhagavAna AtmA caitanya ratnAkarano dariyo che. te dravyArthikathI juo to eka che. paryAyArthikathI jotAM temAM aneka paryAya UThe che. ane taraMgAvali UThe che. tema paryAya paryAyapaNe aneka che te che. prazna- paryAyane te upacAra jANe che? uttara- upacAra kaI apekSAe kahyuM. paryAya kAyamI nathI mATe upacAra kahyuM. paryAya vastu che, temAM anaMta saptabhaMgI UThe che. anubhava prakAzamAM A prazna UThAvyo che A je paryAya che te vastu ke vastu? paryAya eka samaya pUratI che ne! (uttara) vastu che. e to trikALInI apekSAe paryAyane upacAra -vyavahAra kahyuM che. trikALI vastunI apekSAe tene avastu kahyuM che. jema svadravyanI apekSAe paryAyane paradravya kahyuM tema vastunI apekSAe avastu kahyuM. sva caitanyanI apekSAe bIjI badhI cIjo avastu che, ane tenI apekSAe te vastu che. tema caitanyanI paryAyo anekatAnI apekSAe vastupaNe che. trikALI dravyanI apekSAe..... te paryAya dravyamAM nathI tethI tene bhinna gaNIne tene avastu kahevAmAM Ave che. zrotA- bannenuM nakakI thayuM. uttara:- bannenuM anekAntapaNe nakakI thayuM. pharIne!! AtmA je vastu che te trikALa tarIke che. have nirmaLa paryAya hoya to paNa niyamasAra gAthA 50 mAM tene paradravya kahyuM che. potAnI nirmaLa paryAya paNa paradravya che te kaI apekSAe? jema paradravyamAMthI potAnI navI nirmaLa paryAya AvatI nathI tema nirmaLa paryAyamAMthI navI paryAya AvatI nathI tethI mArA hisAbe te paradravya che. jhINI vAta che. zrotA- teno Azraya nahIM levA mATe paradravya kahyuM. uttara- nA, Azraya nahIM levA mATe paradravya kahyuM ema nahIM. e vastu judI che. ane emAMthI navI paryAya AvatI nathI mATe te paradravya che. dhImethI samajavuM. jema bIjA AtmAmAMthI, paramANumAMthI navI paryAya AvatI nathI tema AtmAne zAyika samakita thayuM, kevaLajJAna thayuM e paryAyamAMthI have navI paryAya AvatI nathI. paryAyamAMthI navI paryAya AvatI nathI mATe

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370 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 tene paradravya kahyuM. svatrikALInI apekSAe paryAya paradravya kahI. jemAMthI navI paryAya Ave te huM svadravya chuM. jemAMthI navI paryAya na Ave tene ame paradravya kahIe chIe. AvI vAtuM che! vItarAga mArga to juo bhAI ! ahIM pAThamAM "caitanya ratnAkara" zabda Avyo che ne ! bhagavAna tuM caitanyanI maNiothI bharelo che hoM! pelI paththaranI maNio nahIM. tethI pAThamAM caitanyaratno evo zabda vAparyo che. tamAre jhaverAtano dhaMdho che te paththaranA ratno nahIM. A to "caitanyanA ratna' ema zabda vAparyo che ne! be jAtanA ratana che. eka jaDa ratana che ane A caitanya ratna che. ahIM samudranA pakSe laIe to samudra eka che. taraMgAvalithI joIe to taraMgo UThe che te aneka che. tema dravyanI apekSAe caitanya ratnAkara eka che ane paryAyanI apekSAe mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya ane kevaLa te apekSAe aneka che. jema eka che tema aneka paNa che. jene samayasAra 11 gAthAmAM kahyuM ke-paryAya jUThI tene ahIM kahe che ke- zudhdhinI vRdhdhi evI nirjarAnI aneka paryAyo che. ahIMyA to e sidhdha karavuM che ke dravya je trikALI vastu che teno Azraya letA je AnaMdanuM vedana Ave e vedanamAM mati, zrutanuM jJAna sAthe che. mati, zrutajJAnamAM jJAnanI vRdhdhi ane AnaMdanI vRdhdhi thAya che evI tene nirjarA che. zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thAya e badhI paryAyo che...ema kahe che. jema saMvara paryAya che tema nirjarA paNa paryAya che; mokSapaNa eka paryAya che. prabhuno mAraga ja evo che. prabhu ! eTale tuM ho !! jema samudranA pakSa taraMgAvali, jIvanA pakSe eka jJAnaguNanA matijJAna, zrutajJAna ityAdi aneka bheda" ahIMyA nirmaLatAnI vAta che hoM !! mati,zruta ajJAna, vikAra tenI vAta ahIMyA nathI. ahIMyA to caitanya ratna, maNithI bharelo bhagavAna ekarUpe hovA chatAM tenI paryAyamAM anekarUpe tenuM nirmaLa pariNamana thAya che. pariNamanamAM anekapaNuM hovA chatAM te ekapaNAne ja abhinaMde che. te anekapaNuM anekapaNAnI puSTi kare che tema nathI. are! AvI vAto samajavAnI lokone darakAra nahIM. bApu! samajavuM paDaze bhAI ! mAraga to A che. abajopati Ama rAMkA thaIne roLAya rahyA che. vaDodarAno darabAra phatehukumAra gujarI gayo. AjathI 60 varSa pahelAM eTale vi. saMvata 1964-65 nI vAta che. tyAre tene varSe traNa karoDanI upaja hatI. teno ekano eka dikaro nAnI umaramAM gujarI gayo. tene varSa-be varSano chokaro hato. pachI temaNe eka gAyana joDaluMratana roLAyuM smazAne re"...bApu! e ratana to badhA dhULanA ane A to caitanya ratnAkara. teNe rAgane vikArane potAnA mAnIne caitanya ratnAkara. teNe rAgane vikArane potAnA mAnIne caitanya ratanane roLI nAkhyuM nAtha ! teNe AtmAne ghAyala karI nAkhyo. dayA-dAna Adi puNyano rAga te vikalpa che. e mane lAbha karaze, e mArA che ema mAnyuM teno artha e che ke

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kalaza-141 371 te mane lAbha karaze. lAbha mAnyo teno artha ja tene mArA mAnyAM che. ahIMyA to ekalI nirmaLa paryAyone sidhdha karavI che. e paryAyo tenAmAM che. vikAranI ahIMyA vAta nathI. samayasAramAM 47 zaktionuM jayAM varNana karyuM che tyAM vikAranI vAta lIdhI ja nathI. zaktiono ratnAkara evo je bhaMDAra bhagavAna tenuM pariNamana kramasara che. nirmaLa paryAyanuM pariNamana kramasara che. ame guNo che ane krame paryAya che. tyAM vikAranI vAta lIdhI ja nathI. vikArI paryAya che te tenAmAM che e vAta lIdhI ja nathI. ahIM zaktio ne ratnAkara kahIne! e anaMt zaktio je che tenuM paryAyamAM pariNamana che. che to paryAyanuM pariNamana tene guNanuM pariNamana kahevAya. e badhuM pariNamana nirmaLa che. zaktinA pariNamanamAM kayAMya vikArane lIdho ja nathI. dravya zudhdha, guNa zudhdha, paryAya zudhdha e traNeya krama-akramano piMDa te AtmA ema tyAM lIdhuM che. e kramamAM nirmaLa pariNamananI ja vAta lIdhI che. tyAM 47 zaktimAM vikAranI vAta lIdhI nathI kemake dravyanI pradhAnatAthI tyAM kathana che. jyAre 47 nayanuM jJAnapradhAna kathana hovAthI malina aMza paNa AtmAno che, e aMza teno che, tenAmAM che; teno e svAmI che-ema lIdhuM che. zrotA:- te be mAMthI amAre zuM karavuM? uttara- bannene barobara mAnavuM joIe. ema ke AmAM kaMI pAyo baMdhAto nathI tema kahe che. pAyo anekAntano che bhAI ! anekAntano artha evo nathI ke vyavahArathI paNa thAya ane nizcayathI paNa thAya. ekavAra tene ema kahe ke vikArI paryAya tenAmAM che ja nahIM. bIjIvAra ema kahe ke tenI paryAyamAM vikAra che, tenuM nAma anekAnta che. AvuM samajavAnI tene navarAzaya na maLe. ghaDI be ghaDI apAsare jaI Ave, pelA daherAsara jaI Ave ane mAne thaI gayo dharma! ahIM to traNalokanA nAtha vItarAga ema kahe che ke tuM to caitanya ratnAkara cho ne prabhu! tArAmAM to caitanya ratnano khajAno che ne? e khajAno khUTe nahIM evo che. gaIkAle daSTAMta ApeluM ne! tema ahIMyA pahele dhaDAke nizaMkatA Ave che. nizaMkatA te samakitano pahelo guNa che. ATha aMga-guNa pragaTe che ne! temAM nizaMkatA pahele dhaDAke Ave che. samyagdarzana thatA evI nizaMkatA pragaTe che ke paripUrNa paramAtmA che temAM traNakALamAM hinAdhikatA thatI nathI. bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI pratItamAM AvI nizaMkatA Ave che. vAta samajAya che kAMI ? rAtrinA pelA bhAIno dAkhalo Apyo hato ne ! vi. saMvata 1987 nI vAta che. vichiyAthI rAjakoTa AvelA ane bapore apAsarAmAM beThA hatA. tyAre te bhAIe kahyuM ke mahArAja! Avo AtmA ne Avo AtmA ne! temAM nizaMka thaI jAya koi di'? pachI kahyuM- sAMbhaLo ! jyAre chokarI sAthe sagapaNa lagna karyA temAM zaMkA paDe che? atyAre to be-cAra divasa sAthe rahe, paricaya kare, sAthe hare phare. paraMtu agAunA kALamAM to mA-bApe sagapaNa karyA hoya, moM paNa joyuM na hoya, e paraNIne pahele divase Ave tyAre te tadna ajANI bAI hoya ane ajANyo bhAI hoya to

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372 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 tyAM zaMkA paDe che ke A mane mArI nAkhaze to? ajANI bAI che, koI sAmuM joyuM nathI ane AvI che tArI pAse. vichiyAmAM khojo hato, tene dhaMdho moTo. pote 35-36 varasano ane patnI aDhAra varSanI yuvAna hatI. te konI sAthe cAlatI hatI tene dhaNIne mArI nAkhavAno bhAva thaI gayo. rAtre sUto hato....mAthAmAM lokhaMDano ghaNa mArIne mArI nAkhyo. eka rAjAnI rANI evI hatI ke -rAjA kaMI bole to kahe-juo rAjan ! ame kSatriyANI chIe.amane strI gaNIne tame amAruM apamAna karazo nahIM. dhyAna rAkho! ame apamAna sahana nahIM karIe. bApu! A badhuM samajavA jevuM che. A badhI dhUtArAnI ToLI che. chokarAne dhUtAro kaho che? dhUtArAnI ToLImAM badhuM Ave ne!? dIkarA dhUtArAnI ToLI che. barobara bhaNAvyo che, bhaNyo che to have raLavuM paDaze, DhIkaNuM karavuM paDaze! A saMsArane chaMcheDene tyAre khabara paDe bApu! ahIMyA traNalokano nAtha bhagavAna jyAre pragaTa thAya che tyAre tenI paryAyo (che) kahe che. paryAyo nathI ema nathI. eka bAju nathI ema kahyuM ane ahIMyA che. ema kahyuM che. bApu! kaI apekSAe e kahe che te juo! temanA dvArA potAnA baLathI anAdi kALathI pariNamI rahyo che." e pariNati nirmaLa che ane te pariNati jIvanI che. aMdaramAM tene pariNamana to che. jJAnanI pariNati nirmaLa thAya te pariNamana tyAM sadA cAlu ja che. nirmaLa pariNamana potAnA baLathI ja cAlu che.ema kahIne ema kahe che ke karmanA nimitto dUra thAya mATe ahIM nirmaLa pariNati thAya, zudhdhinI vRdhdhirUpa nirjarA thAya-ema nathI. A to agama nigamanI vAta che bApu! vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvare kaheluM (tattva che). ekAvatArI indro galuDiyAMnI mAphaka...pravacana sAMbhaLete vANI kevI hoya bApu! saidharma devalokano indra te asaMkhya devano svAmI che. karoDo apsarAno pati che. je mukhya indrANI che te ane indra banne eka bhavatArI che. tyAMthI nIkaLI, manuSya thaI ane kevaLa pAmI mokSe javAnA che. e jinendranI sabhAmAM jyAre Ave che tyAre prabhu to A kahe che. cakalI lAvI cokhAno dANo, cakalo lAvyo magano dANo, tenI banAvI khIcaDI, te khIcaDI kuMbhArane ApI, kuMbhAre ghaDulo Apyo e badhA gape gappa che. A to traNalokanA nAthanI drivya dhvanimAM ema AvyuM ke prabhu! tuM koNa cho? tuM eka ane aneka bane rUpa cho. vastu tarIke, ya tarIke, caitanya ratnAkara tarIke eka ane mati, zruta Adi paryAyothI aneka che. ahIMyA to ATalI vAta levI che. atyAre A be judA pADayA pachI svasaMvedana vyakitane bhinna pADaze. "yastha kuMbha: saMvedranavyaya: svayaM 3chanti " e vAta pachI Avaze...e kaI apekSAe kahyuM? jayAM je rIte che tyAM te rIte jANavuM joIe. ahIMyA to ekarUpa bhagavAna che

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kalaza-141 373 te nirmaLa paryAyapaNe... potAnA baLathI potAnA sAmarthyathI anekapaNe pariName che. ema kahyuM ne pAThamAM "potAnA baLathI pariNamI rahyo che." koI karmano abhAva thAya to tene nirmaLa pariNatinuM pariNamana thAya ema nathI. potAnA baLathI pote pariNamI rahyo che. paryAya sIdhI potAnA baLathI pariNamI rahI che. ahIMyA to nirjarA karanAra dharmI-dharmAtmAnI vAta cAle che. te zudhdha dravyane anubhave che. tethI tene aMdaranI dhArA je zudhdhinI vRdhdhi te potAnA baLathI thAya che. apavAsa karyA mATe tapasA thaI ane tapasA thaI mATe nirjarA thaI gaI ema nathI. bhagavAna AtmA te caitanya camatkArIka paramAtmA che teno paryAyamAM adbhuta AnaMdano svAda Ave che. tene je zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thAya che te potAnA baLathI thAya che. ... kemake teNe puruSArtha upADayo che ne !! vi.saM. 1972 nI sAlamAM moTI carcA puruSArtha saMbaMdhI thaI. guru bhAIe kahyuM ke sarvaze je dekhyuM haze tema thaze. ApaNe temAM puruSArtha zuM karIe? amArA guru to bahu bhadrika hatA. teo prakRtie bahu zAMta....zAMta hatA ane A gurubhAI jarA abhimAnI ! gurunI paNa samAjamAM chApa moTI. "hIrA eTalA hIra bAkI sUtaranA phALakA" traNa-traNa hajAra mANaso vyAkhyAnamAM sAMbhaLavA Ave. temane tattvanI dRSTi na hatI. A (tattva) te di' hatuM ja kayAM!? gurubhAI mULacaMdajIe ema kahyuM ke sarvajJa bhagavAne dIThuM che tema thAya, emAM ApaNe puruSArtha zuM karI zakIe ? temAM ApaNo puruSArtha kAMI cAle nahIM. ema ame be vakhata to sAMbhaLyuM. pachI jasadaNa utArAmAM utarelA tyAM paNa e carcA cAlI. amArI dikSA to haju be varSanI pachI kahyuM tame vAraMvAra ema kaho cho ke puruSArtha kAMI karI zake nahIM, bhagavAne dIThuM hoya tema thAya. AvI vAta kayA zAstramAM karI che? zrI kRSNanA nAnA bhAI gajasukumAra che. mAtAne kahe che mAre bhAI nathI, meM tene lADa laDAvyA nathI tuM tene putra tarIke gaNIza? huM devalokamAMthI bhAIne lAvuM chuM. zrIkRSNa jevA traNakhaMDanA dhaNI mAtA devakIne kahe che. devakI paNa zrIkRSNane kahe che-cha-cha dikarA bIje ucharyA ane tuM bharavADane ghera ucharyo tethI bhAIne lAvyo ho to ahIMyA mArI pAse lAva! e gajasukumArane zrIkRSNa pote lAvyA. zrIkRSNa nAnAbhAIne khoLAmAM besADI ane neminAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jAya che. A badhI banelI vAta che hoM ! gajasukumAra arthAt gajaja nAma hAthInA tALavA jevuM jenuM zarIra che. bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jatA hatA tyAM rastAmAM sonInI dikarI sonAnA gariyethI ramatI hatI tene joI. zrIkRSNane ema thayuM ke AnA lagna to gajasukumAra sAthe karAvavA jevA che. e kanyAne aMtaHpuramAM laI jAva. A bAju gajasukumAra bhagavAnanA darabAramAM jAya che tyAM ekadama phATaphATa vairAgya thaI jAya che e vANI kevI haze? bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLe che tyAM pyAlo

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374 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 phATI jAya che. prabhu! huM gRhasthAzrama choDIne munipaNuM aMgIkAra karavA mAMguM chuM. zAstramAM bhASA Ave che mAtA pAse rajA levA jAya che ane kahe che mAtA huM dikSIta thavA mAMguM chuM...mArI AnaMdanI ramatuMne vadhAravA mAMguM chuM. huM vanavAsa javA mAMguM chuM. bA ! mane kayAMya AmAM catuM nathI. tyAre mAtA raDe che to tene kahe che ke tAre raDavuM hoya to raDI le ! paNa huM je raste jAva chuM tyAMthI pharIne have bIjI mAtA nahIM karuM. have pharIne avatAra nahIM karuM....evA raste jAva chuM. mAtA rajA Ape che-bhAI ! jA, "tAro rasto amane hojo " ema tenI mAtA kahe che tuM je mArge jAya che. te amane hajo ! ame eTaluM mAgIe chIe. sarvaze dIThuM haze tema thaze ! jagatamAM sarvajJa che ke nahIM? eka samayamAM traNakALane jANanArI paryAyanI sattAnI haiyAti jagatamAM che...evo jeNe svIkAra karyo tenA anaMtabhava hoya nahIM. tene bhavano cheda thaIne jJAyaka upara dRSTi jAya. tyAre ema nahotuM kahyuM ke jJAyaka para dRSTi jAya. tyAre to A vAta hatI nahIM, paNa ema kaheluM ke te jJAna para jAya che. enI dRSTi jJAna para jAya che, te jJAnamAM pesI jAya che. bhagavAnanA kevaLajJAnano arthAt eka samayanI sattAno svIkAra che tene bhava hoya nahIM. e vAta pravacanasAra 80 gAthAmAMthI saMvata 1988 mAM maLI. "je arihaMtane dravyapaNe, guNapaNe, paryAyapaNe eTale paramAtmAnA kevaLajJAnane mAne ane tene potAnA AtmA sAthe meLave tenA mohano nAza thayA vinA rahe ja nahIM. gajasukumAra bhagavAnanI pAse gayA tyAM to pyAlo phATI gayo. pachI dikSA laI ane smazAnamAM dhyAnastha thaI gayA. are juo to kharA! huM bAramI bhikSuka paDimA levA mAMguM chuM. A vAta digambaramAM che paNa bahAramAM prasidhdha nathI. chellI bAramI paDimA che temAM pariSa sahana kare to kevaLajJAna thAya, ane sahana na kare to magaja phATI jAya evuM che. te nemInAtha bhagavAnane kahe che prabhu ! ApanI AjJA hoya to smazAnamAM jaIne ekalo Ubho rahuM. e gajasakumAra smazAnamAM jaIne dhyAnamAM UbhA che tyAM teno sasaro...pelo sonI Ave chemArI dikarIne te rakhaDAvI che...ema krodhamAM AvI mAthA upara mATInI pALa bAMdhI temAM agni mUke che. mAthe haLahaLa haLa baLe che ane ekadama phaDAka daIne kevaLajJAna thAya che. upasarga sahana karyo ane aMdarathI jhaLahaLa jyoti kevaLajJAnanI e ja samaye pragaTa thaI. eka ja divase dikSA, te ja divase kevaLa ane te ja divase mokSa. tethI mULacaMdajIne kaheluM-bhagavAne dIThuM haze ema thaze temAM ApaNe puruSArtha zuM karIe? ema rahevA de bhAI ! bhagavAna arihaMta paramAtmA jene eka samayamAM kevaLajJAna varte che te sarvajJanI sattAno nirNaya! bhASA to je che. te che paraMtu bhAvane samaje tyAre tene khabara paDe. kevaLajJAnamAM eka samayamAM traNakALa traNaloka jANavAmAM Ave che ema kahevuM e vyavahAra che e paryAyanuM eTaluM sAmarthya che ke- paryAyane jANatAM lokAloka jaNAya jAya che. AvI paryAyanI sattAno je svIkAra kare tenI dRSTi jJAnamAM

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kalaza-141 375 ghUsI jAya che have tene anaMta bhava hoI zake nahIM. bhagavAne tenA anaMtAbhava joyA nathI ema kahyuM. caitanya ratnAkara jyAre uchaLe che tyAre aneka prakAranI paryAya nirmaLathI nirmaLa thatI jAya che. A nirjarA adhikAra che ne ! tethI nirmaLa paryAyo che ema sidhdha karavuM che. traNalokano nAtha je caitanya ratnAkara prabhu che tene zaraNe jAya che. jeno Azraya le che tenI paryAyo nirmaLathI nirmaLa....nirmaLa taraMgo UThe che. e nirmaLa paryAyamAM zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thAya che tenuM nAma nirjarA che. A nirjarAnA traNa prakA2 kahyA che. eka to karma khare te nirjarA. (2 ) azuddhatA gaLe te nirjarA ( 3 ) zudhdhatA vadhe te nirjarA. ahIMyA to astithI vAta levI che. zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thAya te nirjarA che. mati, zrutajJAna vadhatuM jAya che...nirmaLa...nirmaLa.... nirmaLa... nirmaLa. sarvajJano mArga bahu jhINo che! temaNe potAnA jJAnathI joyelo, jANelo, anubhavelo ane kaThelo mArga alaiAkika che! A kAMI vArtAnI vAta nathI. jagatane AvI vAta maLavI muzkela che. ahIMyA kahe che ke- "potAnA baLathI pariNamI rahyo che." bhASA dekho ! e nirmaLa pariNati-zudhdha avasthA potAnA baLathI thaI rahI che. "kevo che abhinnarasa:" juo abhinna2sa kahyuM ne ? paryAyo bhedarUpa che chatAM abhinna thAya che. paryAyo tenAthI bhinna sattA nathI. te eka ja sattva che. nirmaLathI nirmaLa paryAyo pragaTe che...te sattvanI vRdhdhi arthAt zudhdhinI abhedatA thAya che... tyAM bheda paDato nathI. paryAyo aneka kIdhI chatAM tyAM anekapaNAno bheda paDato nathI. aneka paryAyo pragaTe che te abhinna2sane abhinaMde che. bhASA jarI....zAstranI che. bApu ! A to vItarAgano mArga che. anaMtakALamAM kayAreya apanAvyuM nathI. (nirmaLathI nirmaLa paryAyamAM ) evo ne evo aMdara zudhdha-zudhdha rasa pragaTe che. ahIMyA atyAre paryAya pragaTe che teTalI vAta che. saMvedana vyakitao pragaTe che te paNa teno bhAga che. 52ma adhyAtma taraMgiNImAM saMskRtamAM che. (anehI bhavan-matizrutAvi jJAnena matijJAnI zrutajJAnI ] matijJAna aura zrutajJAnase matijJAnI aura zrutajJAnI rUpase aneka hotA huA [ pakSe pUrvAparAdibhAgena pUrvasamudraH pazcima samudraH ityAdi rupe NAne kartA bhajan ] samudra ke pakSameM pUrva apara Adi bhAga se pUrvasamudra pazcima samudra ityAdi rupase anekatA ko dhAraNa karatA huA ) " tema bhagavAna AtmA ekarUpa atIndriya AnaMdamaya che. nirmaLa paryAya pragaTI te teno eka bhAga che. TIkAmAM prathama paryAyo kahI pachI tene svasaMvedana vyakitao kahI, aMtaramAM AnaMdanI vRdhdhinI pragaTatAo che te dariyAno eTale AtmAno eka bhAga che. dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma te koI AtmAno bhAga nathI. ahIMyA ema kahevuM che ke nirmaLa paryAya pragaTI te bhinna sattA nathI, eka ja sattva che. aneka paryAyo kahI.. tyAM paNa sattva to ekapaNuM sidhdha kare che arthAt abhinnapaNuM sidhdha kare che. anekapaNAmAM tyAM bheda sidhdha thato nathI. AvI bhASA ane A bhAva ! AvuM kadI tyAM sAMbhaLyuMya na hoya. bApu ! A to bhagavAnano mArga che.

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376 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 e matijJAna, zrutajJAna che te abhinnarasa che. bhagavAna che teno artha 'bhaga' eTale jJAna ane vAna eTale lakSmI thAya che. parama adhyAtma taraMgiNImAM A rIte artha karyo che." (bhagaM zrI jJAnamahAtmya pratApa kIrtiSu ityanekArtha :] anekArtha koza meM bhaga' zabdakA zrI lakSmI, jJAna mAhAtmya prabhAva vIrya zakti prayatna aura kIrti arthameM prayoga kiyA jAtA hai ataeva yahA~ AtmAmeM bhaga zabda jJAna arthameM tathA samudrameM lakSmI arthameM prayukta duA hai" bhaga' zabda zrI thAya. lakSmI thAya. prakAza thAya; kIrti thAya; mAhAbhya thAya. ahIMyA 'bhagaeTale jJAna lakSmI levuM che. "bhaga' arthAt jJAnarUpI lakSmI vAna che. e to bhagavAna AtmA to jJAna lakSmIvAna che. e A dhULanI lakSmIvALo nathI. TIkAmAM bhagavAnano artha karyo che. (bhagavAna) jJAna, darzana, sukha, vIrya, ityAdi aneka guNoe birAjamAna che. joyuM? bhagano artha ATalo karyo. 'bhaga' eTale lakSmI- guNo ane vAna eTale te svarUpe che. AhAhA! bhAI ! tenI eka samayanI paryAya pAchaLa prabhu che tenI sAme teNe najara karI nathI. tenI ramatuM anAdithI paryAyamAM che. te paryAyabudhdhi- miththAbudhdhi che. cha DhALAmAM Ave che. "munivrata dhAra anaMtavAra raiveyaka upAyo pai nija AtamajJAna vinA sukha leza na pAyo" navamI raiveyakamAM anaMtavAra gayo. e paMcamahAvratAdi zubhabhAva duHkharUpa Asava che. jaDa lakSmI e to prakRtino jaDa svabhAva che. ahIMyA atyAre svabhAvanI apekSAe vAta cAle che ne! bapore viSaya cAle che temAM ema kaheze ke puSya ne pApa te AtmA che. kathano aneka prakAranA hoya. bApu! A to jJAnanI vicikSaNatA temaja vizALatA che A apekSAe Ama...A apekSAe Ama e jJAnanI vizALatA che. vaLI kevo che bhagavAna? jJAna, darzana, sukha, vIrya, ityAdi aneka guNoe birAjamAna che." bhagavAnanI ATalI vyAkhyA karI. "vaLI kevo che : pijhanevImavana" sattA svarUpe eka che tathApi aMzabheda karatAM aneka che." mati,zruta, avadhi, nirmaLa paryAyamAM zudhdhinI vRdhdhi evA aMzabheda karatAM aneka che. rAga ane puNyathI, saMyogathI aneka che te vAta ahIM nathI levI. AhAhA ! e bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa caitanya ratnAkara che tenA lakSe aMdara paryAyamAM anekapaNuM thavuM evuM pariNamana te abhinnarasa che. te trikALI svarUpano , trikALI svabhAvano eka bhAga che. tene bhAge AnaMdano anubhava Avyo che. e AnaMdano anubhava te dravyano eka bhAga che. dravyamAM anaMta AnaMda che. aMzabheda karatAM te aneka che. vaLI kevo che? "paddhatanidhi:" anaMtakALa sudhI cAre gatiomAM bhamatAM jevuM sukha kayAMya pAmyo nahIM evA sukhanuM nidhAna che." bhagavAna to anaMta AnaMdanI khANa che.

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kalaza-141 377 arere....te AtmAnI vAtuM sivAyanI bIjI vAtuM karI karIne marI gayo. dayA pALI, dAna karyA, vrata pALyA, tapa karyA, bhakti karI e badhI dhULa karI. AhAhA! A to adbhUta nidhi bhagavAna AtmA che. anaMtakALathI pAmyo nathI. evA sukhanuM nidhAna che. vaLI kevo che? carcA rUmAM saMvena vyavetaya svayaM Rtti" parama adhyAtma taraMgiNImAM aMzane bhAga tarIke lIdho che. dariyo Akho che paNa temAM pazcimano bhAga uttarano bhAga te dariyAno ja bhAga che. tema prabhu to anaMta AnaMdano nAtha che,tenI paryAyamAM bhAga pADavo, tenA AnaMdano, zudhdhino bhAga e vastuno ja bhAga che. bhAI ! tene thoDo abhyAsa joIe. samajavAno prayatna karavo joIe. anAdino ajANyo mArga che tene jANapaNAmAM levo..... temAM apUrva prayatna che teNe kadI karyuM nathI tethI tene AkaruM lAge che. tene A dayA dAna ne vrata pALavA te sahelA lAge che. ahIM kahe che- "yastha puna: saMvevana vyaya" je dravyane pratyakSapaNe vidhamAna saMvedana arthAt jJAna" joyuM? pratyakSapaNe vidhamAna saMvedanazAna arthAt tenI vyakita upara pAThamAM je paryAya kahI hatI tene ahIM saMvedana vyakitao kahI. matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryayajJAna, kevaLajJAna ityAdi aneka paryAyarUpa aMzabheda che. aMzIno aMza bheda che. trikALI AnaMdano nAtha teno A mati Adi aMzabheda che. paryAyane aMza kahyuM ne bhAI ! pravacanasAramAM paryAyane aMza kahyuM che. bhagavAna aMzI eTale pUrNa AnaMdano sAgara che. tenA anubhavanA vedanano bhAga te teno aMza che, te pAmaratAno aMza nathI. samajANuM kAMI? bhAI ! A to saMtonA rAmabANa zabdo che. A kAMI kathA vArtA nathI. emAMe digambara saMto e kevaLajJAnanA keDAyo che. temaNe (paMcamakALe) kevaLajJAnane khaDuM karIne UbhuM rAkhyuM che. prabhu tuM caitanya ratnAkarathI bharelo prabhu cho ne! eno je aMza pragaTayo che e tAro ja aMza che. zudhdhinI vRdhdhi evI je nirjarA thAya te trikALIno aMza che. jema dariyAno pazcima bhAga kahevAthI uttarano bhAga teno che tema A bhinna bhinna AnaMdanI zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thAya che nirjarAmAM te vastuno bhAga che. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha je che teno ja te aMza che teno ja e bhAga che. pravacana naM. 146 tA. 11/11/'77 caitanya ratnAkara eTale? "caitanya" eTale jIva-dravya. "ratnAkara' eTale samudra. A eTale pratyakSa, bhagavAna AtmA caitanya dravya che. ratnAkara arthAt samudranI peThe che. jema svayaMbhU ramaNa samudramAM taLiye retI nathI, tyAM ekalA maNi ratno che. tema bhagavAna AtmAnA taLiyAmAM anaMta caitanya maNi ratno bharyA che. tene kSetranI moTapanI jarUrata nathI. AkAza nAmano padArtha che teno sattA nAmano guNa anaMta pradeza vyApaka che tenI sattA ane eka paramANumAM je sattAguNa che te bannenI sattA sarakhI che. kSetra moTuM eTale sattA moTI

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378 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 che ema nathI. tenuM astitva je che, eTalAmAM che, teTalAmAM ja e moTuM che. tema A bhagavAna AtmA jeTalA astitvamAM, mojudagImAM che teTalAmAM te pUrNa vastu che. e caitanya ratnAkara che. AhAhA! caitanya ratna eTale? jJAnaratna, darzanaratna, AnaMdaratna, je suDatAlIsa zaktio kahI te badhA ratana che. eka-eka ratanamAM paNa bIjA anaMtA ratananuM rUpa che. evo je bhagavAna caitanya ratnAkara ! bhagavAna AtmA te svavastu che. tene ahIM zudhdha jIvadravya kahyuM, ratnAkarano artha mahAsamudra karyo. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jIvadravya samudranI upamA daIne kahevAmAM AvyuM che, tyAM eTaluM kahetAM dravyArthikanayathI eka che,paryAyArthikanayathI aneka che." vastu tarIke dekhatAM to dravya eka ja svarUpe che. paNa teja vastu paryAyArthikanayathI anekarUpa che. te paryAyothI - avasthAothI anekarUpa che. samayasAra agiyAra gAthAmAM paryAya nathI, paryAya jUThI che, abhUtArtha che ema je kahyuM hatuM te to tyAM paryAyane gauNa karIne kahyuM hatuM. ahIMyA kahe che ke - paryAyo vidhamAna chatI che. kaI paryAyo? nirmaLa paryAyo? caitanya ratnAkara che te ekarUpa vastu che. paryAyathI juo to aneka paryAyothI te anekarUpa che. jema samudra eka che, tene taraMgAvalithI eTale uchALA mAratA taraMgonA pravAhathI-zreNIthI aneka che. "sarutielfma:" samudranA pakSa taraMgAvali, jIvanA pakSe eka jJAnaguNanA matijJAna, zrutajJAna ityAdi aneka bheda, temanA dvArA (vAti) potAnA baLathI anAdi kALathI pariNamI rahyo che." jJAnaguNanA pAMca bheda matijJAna Adi je paryAyo, atIndriya AnaMda AdinI je paryAyo, vIryanI racanA Adi anaMtaguNanI paryAya je vartamAna thAya che te potAnA baLathI thAya che. karmAdino abhAva thayo mATe tyAM anaMtajJAna, anaMta AnaMdanI dhArA AvI ema nathI. te potAnA svayaMnA puruSArthathI thaI che. kema ke - vIrya nAmano je guNa che tenuM kAryaanaMta nirmaLa paryAyanI racanA karavI te tenuM kArya che. vikAranI racanA karavI e vastunI vAta atyAre ahIMyA nathI. bhASA to jema che tema che. jema dravya zudhdha che... tema tenA pariNAma zudhdha levA che. vastu AvI AkarI che. vastu jemAM jaNAya che....e caitanya sattAvALI vastu che. jemAM jaNAya che.....emAM para jaNAya che e nahIM. caitanya sattA hovApaNe che temAM A (rAgAdi para) jaNAya che ema kahevuM e paNa vyavahAra che. je jANanAro che tene arthAt te saMbaMdhInA jJAnane jANe che. jANanAro potAne jANe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AvI caitanya sattA samudra ekarUpa hovA chatAM...taraMgAvalithI anekarUpa che. taraMganI AvalIno pravAha che. tema bhagavAna AtmA vastue eka che paNa atIndriya AnaMda, atIndriya jJAna AdinI paryAyo - taraMgAvalithI aneka che eTaluM sidhdha karavuM che. pachI bIjI vAta sidhdha karaze.

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kalaza-141 379 "temanA dvArA potAnA baLathI anAdi kALathI pariNamI rahyo che." bhASA A rIte che. ahIMyA azuddhapaNe pariName che e vAta gauNa karI che. ahIM to anAdithI teno svabhAva ja evo che ke te zudhdha che. (zudhdhanA lakSe) tenuM pariNamana zudhdha thAya che e potAnA baLathI thAya che. e potAnA puruSArthathI - vIryathI anaMtaguNanI nirmaLa paryAyano racanAro che. nirmaLa paryAya e vIryaguNanuM kArya che. 47 zaktimAM vIryaguNa che. tenI vyAkhyAmAM Ave che ke - svarUpanI nirmaLa racanA karavI. rAganI racanA ane paranI racanA e vAta ahIM nathI. paranI racanA to te karI zakto nathI. dayA-dAna, kAma-krodhanI racanA, AtmabaLa nAma zakti karI zakatI nathI. jeTalA puNya ane pApabhAvanI racanA thAya te svavIrya nahIM, eto napuMsakatA che. svavIrya to svarUpanI nirmaLa racanA kare evo ja teno guNa che. ekarUpa rahIne anekarUpa thavuM tevo teno svabhAva che. kevo che? "minnara:" jeTalA paryAyo che temanAthI bhinna sattA nathI. eka ja sattva che." paryAya-paryAya ema mati, zrata avadhi, mana:paryaya AdinA bheda pADo to te bheda che. te bhedanI puSTi nathI karatA, e bheda abhedane abhinaMde che. samayasAra 204 gAthAnI TIkAmAM che, teno ja A zloka che. AhAhA! sAdhakane je mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya pragaTa thayAM te to eka parane jANavAnI saMpadA che. kaivalya e saMpadAne pragaTa karato potAnA baLathI anekarUpa thAya che. te anekarUpa hovA chatAM ekarUpamAM pheraphAra vadhaghaTa thatI nathI. paryAyamAM zudhdhinI vRdhdhi aneka thavA chatAM te vastu e to trikALI ekarUpa ja rahe che...te eka vAta. have bIjI vAta e ke tene paryAyamAM je paripUrNatA pragaTa thAya...tenuM jeTaluM sAmarthya pahele samaye che....teTaluM ja sAmarthya bIje samaye, trIje samaye, cothe samaye e badhAno saravALo karIne e paryAyanuM sAmarthya pUrNa thAya che ema nathI. dravya jema ekarUpa sAmarthyavAnuM che tema pUrNa paryAya paNa pUrNa sAmarthyavALI che. vItarAga bhAva jema ekarUpe che tema kevaLajJAna paryAya vItarAgarUpe che ne!? e vItarAga bhAvano pahele samaye je paryAya thayo, bIje samaye tevo tema sAdi anaMtakALanI paryAyo e badhAno saravALo thaIne avibhAga praticcheda anaMtaguNA thayA ema nathI. A te kAMI vAta che. !! vastumAMthI anaMta kevaLajJAna pragaTe to paNa vastu ekasarakhI rahe che. paryAyomAM, aneka paryAya thAya chatAM paryAyo (vadhaghaTa vinAnI) eka ja sarakhI thAya che. ghaNI paryAyono samudAya thAya to paryAyanA (sAmarthyanI) tAkAta vadhe che ema nathI. ahIM pAThamAM "taraMgAvali' evo zabda vAparyo che. "va: pi mane vamavana" sattA svarUpe eka che, tathApi aMza - bheda karatAM aneka che. paryAya kaho ke - aMza kaho eka ja vAta che. vaLI kevo che? "advaitanidhi:" anaMtakALa sudhI cAre gatiomAM bhamatA jevuM sukha

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38) kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kayAMya pAmyo nahIM. evA sukhanuM nidhAna che" cAreya gatiomAM bhamavA chatAM kayAMya zAMti na hatI. kemake - cAra gatimAM kayAMya sukha nathI. svargamAM ke zeThAImAM kyAMya sukha nathI. evuM sukha kayAMya pAmyo nahIM evA sukhanuM nidhAna che. adabhUta nidhi" nI vyAkhyA karI-anaMta kALathI cAra gatimAM rakhaDatAM te abajopati manuSya thayo, moTo indra thayo, navamI raiveyakano armaindra thayo..... paNa tyAM kayAMya sukha nathI. evo - adbhUta nidhi, sukhanI AzcaryakArI khANa te AtmA che ema kahe che. AhAhA ! potAnA jJAna paryAyamAM para vastunI anekatA jaNAtAM...tenI kayAMya vizeSatA lAgI jAya to teno artha e thayo ke - temAM sukha che. potAnI je vizeSatA che akhaMDa atIndriyamayI te tene bhAsI nahIM. tenuM vIrya potAnA sivAya kayAMya paNa -zarIra, mana, vacana, vANI, lakSmI-paisA, AbarU, makAna Adi temAM kAMIka AzcaryakArI che - ThIka che evuM vIrya temAM ullasita thatAM tene paramAM sukhanI budhdhi thaI. kahe che - emAM tene kayAMya sukha na hatuM. AvI sthiti anaMtavAra bhajI. paramAM vismayatA, abhUtatA bhAsI ke - zarIra suMdara hoya to ThIka, paisA ThIka hoya, makAna ThIka hoya, patnI ThIka hoya ...vagere aMdaramAM potAnA sivAya paranI vizeSatA lAgI. zrI samayasAra gAthA - 31 mAM kahyuM che ke -"TIIvAghiya muHi mAtaM" A AtmA parathI adhika nAma judo che. tema adhika'- judo bhAsavo joIe tene ThekANe bIjI jagatanI cIjamAM, pachI te paisA ho, zarIranI suMdara AkRti AdimAM vizeSatA bhAse che tene AtmAthI judApaNAmAM adhikapaNuM bhAsyuM che. ahIM kahe che - e sukhanuM nidhAna che. bahAramAM kayAMya sukha nathI. sukha nathI eTale? vIryanuM ullasitapaNuM Ave evI cIja kayAMya nathI. vIryanuM ullasitapaNuM Ave tevuM adbhuta sukha AtmAmAM che. samajANuM kAMI? "vaLI kevo che?" "yastha : saMvena vyava: svayaM 3Rtti je dravyane (suHT:) pratyakSapaNe vidhamAna saMvedana arthAt jJAna, tenI vyaktio arthAt matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryayajJAna, kevaLajJAna ityAdi aneka paryAyarUpa aMzabheda," AgaLa e vAta kahI ke - paryAyo aneka che. have ahIMyA bhAga jarA bIjo pADavo che. (rUmI:) ema che ne!? AnaMdanI paryAya, anaMtaguNanI paryAya ityAdi aneka paryAyo aMza bheda che. parama adhyAtma taraMgiNI - zubhacaMdra AcAryanI TIkAmAM ema kahyuM che ke - samudra Akho eka che. have e samudrane uttarano samudra, pazcimano samudra, dakSiNano samudra, evA bhAga pADIne kahe to paNa e samudrano aMza - bhAga che. tema bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che, temAM A AnaMdanI paryAya, jJAnanI paryAya, sukhanI paryAya evA bhAga pADIne kahevuM e aMzabheda che......e vastuno eka bhAga che. samyakadarzana-jJAna - AnaMdanI je nirmaLa paryAya pragaTI te

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kalaza-141 381 AtmAno bhAga che. anaMtaguNanI paryAya eka samayamAM pragaTe che te AtmAno eka bhAga che. uparamAM paryAyane aneka tarIke kahI hatI. have ahIMyA kahe che ke - paryAya te vastuno eka bhAga che. jema samudrane pUrvano samudra, pazcimano samudra ema kahevAya kema ke e samudrano eka bhAga che. upara taraMgAvalithI aneka sidhdha karyuM. ahIM paryAyane bhAga kahyo. pazcimano samudra, pUrvano samudra e samudrano bhAga che. (1) dravya ekarUpa hovA chatAM, paryAyonI anekatA tenuM svarUpa che. (2) vastu je bhagavAna pUrNa che temAMthI anaMta nirmaLa paryAyo pragaTI te vastuno bhAgalo che. bALako kahe che ne ! mAro bhAga Apo ! ema ahIMyA paryAyane bhAga kahe che. AhAhA ! prabhu tuM! AnaMdano nAtha caitanya sAgara che ne! ahIM tene caitanya ratnAkarathI to bolAvyo che. kemake e samyakadarzana-jJAna-cAritranA pariNAmane paNa ratnatraya kahyAM che. samyakadarzana-zAna cAritranI je apUrNa nirmaLa paryAya te dravyane Azraye-avalaMbane pragaTelI vyaktatA che tene ratnatraya kahyAM che. e ratnatrayanuM phaLa moTuM che, pUrNa kevaLajJAna che. evA evA anaMtA kevaLajJAnanA ratno dravyamAM paDyA che tethI te to mahAratna che. traNe paryAyane ratana TharAvyAM che. caitanya ratnAkara to zudhdha che ne! aMtaramAM bhagavAna caitanya ratnAkara che tenI sanmukha thaIne, tenuM jJAna, tenI pratIti thaIne. pratIti eTale ? jJAnanI paryAyamAM jevaDuM zeya che tevaDuM jJAna thaIne temAM tenI pratIti thavI, te svarUpamAM ramaNatArUpa cAritrano aMza thavo. te traNeyane ratnatraya kahyAM. e ratnatrayanA phaLa tarIke anaMta...anaMta kevaLajJAna Ave e to mahAratnatraya che. mahAratnatrayanI sAthe anaMtA guNa AvyA ane evI evI anaMtI paryAyo (guNamAM) paDI che tevuM dravya e to mahA caitanya ratnAkara che. nidhi che nidhAna che tethI tene ahIMyA "caitanya' ratnAkara saMbodhana karyuM che. AtmAmAM anaMtA ratno paDyAM pAtharyA che. eka pachI eka ema ( upara-nIce) nahIM. eka sAthe AkhuM daLa (patharAyeluM ) che. anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMtavIrya jeTalI zaktio che teTalI anaMta ane te te zaktionuM anaMtarUpa tevuM AkhuM daLa eka sAthe paDyuM che. bhagavAna AtmA Akho daLa che. pahelAM daLanA lADavA banAvatA hatA. divALI upara karatAM, have badhuM sudharI gayuM. have ghugharAne phAphaLA thaI gayA. ghauMnA (curamAnA ) daLanA lADavA karatA. eka zera caNAno loTa ane cAra zera ghI pAya tene mesuba kahevAya. ghauMno eka zera loTa sAkara nAkhIne cArazera ghI pAyane kare tene sakkarapArA kahevAya. ahIM to kahe che...aMdara mITho mahAsAgara che. AhAhA ! aMdara maherAmaNa Dole che. pelI kathAmAM Ave che ne "maherAmaNa mAjhA nA mUke, celaiyo sat nA cUke" eka bAvo darabAramAM Ave che ane te mAMsanI mAMgaNI kare che. mAMsa lAvavuM kayAMthI? tamAro dikaro Ave che tene

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382 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 khAMDIne mAMsa lAvo! tema bAvo kahe che. A bAju celaiyAne khabara paDI ke - pitAjI AvI rIte karavA mAge che. koIe kahyuM- celaiyA tuM ghare na jato ! tyAre celaiyo kahe che- "maherAmaNa mAjhA nA mUke celaiyo sata nA cUke" maherAmaNa koI di mAjhA na mUke - dariyAmAMthI pANI dUra na jAya tema mAruM game te thaze - celaiyo sat na cUke. tema ahIMyA celaiyo nAma paryAya prajA che te celo che...ane vastu trikALI te guru che. prajA che te sat na cUke eTale? tenI je maryAdA che temAM rahe..... arthAt AnaMdanI dhArAmAM vahe. bhagavAna AtmAnA anubhavamAM tene atIndriya AnaMdanI dhArAnA dhorIyA vahe che...te maryAdAne na choDe. A adhikAra nirjarAno che ne!? nirjarAno adhikAra eTale zudhdhinI vRdhdhi cAle che. (te kahevuM che.) nirjarAnA traNa prakAra kahyA hatA. (1) karmanuM kharavuM te nirjarA. (2) azuddhatAnuM gaLavuM te nirjarA. (3) zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thavI te nirjarA, A astipaNe kahyuM. ahIMyA e zudhdhinI vRdhdhirUpa dhArAnI vAta cAle che. kaLazamAM (chAchI:) e zabda pahelA che ne!? aMdaramAMthI nirmaLadhArA- nirmaLadhArA hAlI jAya che. AhAhA ! kahe che - (nirmaLatAnA) dhoriyA vahe che. ahIMyA kahe che-saMvedana vyaktio svayaM UchaLe che. A saMvedana vyaktine upara pAThamAM taraMgAvalinI paryAyone anekatA kahyuM hatuM tene ahIM saMvedana vyakti kahI. je vastu che. teno e nirmaLa aMza che. e AnaMdano aMza, zudhdhinI vRdhdhino aMza tene saMvedana vyakti eTale te vastuno eka bhAga che. e vastue bhAga Apyo. samajANuM kAI ? parama adhyAtma taraMgiNImAM kahyuM che ke - uttarano samudra, pazcimano samudra,tene jema bhAga kahevAya che tema A atIndriya AnaMdanI anaMtI paryAya te vastuno eka bhAga che. rAgano, parano ahIM (vastu sAthe ) kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. e "saMvedana vyaktio ema kahyuMne! vyaktinI pragaTatA che. je dravyane pratyapaNe anubhave che. saMvedana arthAt jJAna, tenI vyaktio" arthAt pragaTatAo. "matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryayajJAna, kevaLajJAna, ityAdi aneka paryAyarUpa aMzabheda" juo! aMzabheda kahyuM. traNalokano nAtha caitanya ratnAkara jene khajAne anaMtanidhAna paDayA che. jenA svabhAvamAM anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMtavIrya, anaMtaIzvaratA paDI che. te kadI paranuM ke rAgAdinuM kAraNa ke kArya na thAya tevI aMdara samudramAM akAraNa kArya nAmanI zakti paDI che. AhAhA! rAganuM kAraNeya na thavuM ane rAgAdinuM kAryaya na thavuM eTale ke vyavahAra nAma rAga che. eTale -ahIMyA saMvedana vyakti pragaTe che ema nathI. e zaktinI saMvedanarUpa

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kalaza-141 383 pragaTa dazA te rAgane utpanna kare che ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI? (saMveta vyaya:) ema zabda paDayo che. paryAya tarIke tene "pragaTa" zabda vAparyo che. paryAya pragaTa che te apekSAe dravyane apragaTa kahIe. dravyane (49-gAthAmAM) avyakta kahyuM che ne !? dravyane avyakta kahyuM chatAM te potAnI apekSAe to vyakta-pragaTa ja che. caitanya ratnAkara bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu vidhamAna ja birAje che. e moTu siMhAsana che tyAM besaNAM karane!! tane AnaMda Avaze! tane zAMti Avaze! e pragaTelo bhAga e (trikALI) vastu che. teno e bhAga che. A rAgAdi thAya te kAMI vastuno bhAga nathI. kemake vastumAM anaMta zaktio che. AkAzanA pradeza karatAM paNa anaMtaguNI zaktio che. paNa evI koI zakti nathI ke te vikArane kare. e to bhramaNAthI vikArane utpanna kare che. e bapore pravacanamAM AvyuM hatuM ke te bhramaNAthI zubhAzubha bhAvane-vikArane utpanna kare che. jene dravyabudhdhi thaI nathI te paryAyabudhdhithI bhramaNAthI rAgane utpanna kare che. dravyabudhdhivALAne to saMvedana AnaMdAdinI paryAyo vyakta-pragaTa thAya che. nirjarA adhikAra che ne ! tethI zudhdhinI vRdhdhi kahevI che ne!! (1) saMvara te zudhdhi che. (2) nirjarA te zudhdhinI vRdhdhi che. (3) mokSa te zudhdhinI pUrNatA che. AhAhA ! saMvedana vyaktio nirjarAnA prakArane batAve che. aMdaramAM zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thAya che. caitanya AnaMdanA hiloLe caDhe che. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha pUrNa zikhara bharyo che. teno jyAre satkAra, Adara thAya che. tyAre paryAyamAM AnaMda hiloLe caDe che ema kahe che. satkAra kaho, Azraya kaho, svIkAra kaho! AhAhA! pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano jyAM svIkAra thAya che, tyAre paryAyamAM atIndriya AnaMdanI saMvedana vyaktio UchaLe che ema kahe che. A nirjarAnI vyAkhyA cAle che bhAI ! pelA loko kahe che ne ke-apavAsa kareto nirjarA thAya. bApu! e vastu judI, bhAI ! e A mAraga nahIM. A nirjarA adhikAra che ne ! nirjarA tene kahe che ke ni eTale vizeSe jharavuM. azuddhatAnuM jharavuM-(kharavuM) vizeSe zudhdhatAnuM jharaNuM nitaravuM. bhagavAna anaMta AnaMdano sAgara paDayo che. te sAgarano jyAM svIkAra thAya che, e svabhAvano svIkAra thAya che tyAre paryAyamAM saMvedana vyaktio eTale (AnaMdanA) vedanavALI dazAo pragaTa thAya che. tene nirjarA kahe che tene dharma kahe che. ahIM kahyuM ne ke aMzabheda che te teno bhAga che. pAMca paryAyanuM mAtra nathI kahyuM. paraMtu ityAdi' zabda che .........eTale anaMta guNanI paryAyo pragaTe che ema ! kema ke bhagavAna jeTalI zaktiono piMDa che tenuM satya darzana thatAM eTale sata AtmAnI pratItine ahIMyA darzana karyuM che. samakita thatAM, jeTalI zaktio che. temAMthI eka aMza pragaTa thAya che. jene "sarvaguNAMza te

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384 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 samakita" ema kahyuM che. ToDaramalajI sAhebe rahasyapUrNa cIThThImAM ekadeza jJAnAdi bhAga pragaTa thAya che tema kahyuM che. AhAhA! jeTalI zaktio saMkhyAe che badhI zaktionuM ( ekarUpa) suMdara tattva AtmA pote che. e AtmAno jyAM Adara thayo, svIkAra thayo tyAM anaMta zaktiono eka aMza paryAyamAM vyakta dazArUpa thayo.tene ahIMyA saMvedana vyakta dazA kahI che. Avo mArga have! pelA chokarAe nirjarAnI vyAkhyA kahI hatI ne! rANapura ane cuDA vacce vejalakA che. vejalakAno chokaro tyAM vaDodarA rahe che. tene ahIMyAno bahu abhyAsa che (tatvano) prema che. e pelA bhAI sAthe gayo haze. ane tyAMnI vAta karatA hatA. teo kahe-apavAsa te tapAsA che ane tapasA che te nirjarA che dharma che. Avo zAstrano lekha che mATe ame bIjuM na mAnIe. namo arihaMtANam kahevuM e nirjarAmAM Ave che. svAdhyAya, vAMcanA, pUchanA, unodarI te tapa che. ane tapa te nirjarA che. e kaI apekSAe bhAI ! e to konA uparathI lakSa choDayuM che te uparathI enA nAma pachI paDyA. apavAsa uparathI lakSa choDayuM, AnA uparathI lakSa choDayuM, vinaya uparathI lakSa choDayuM e prakAre tapanA bhAga paDayA. kharekhara e tapa nathI. Avo mArga che. ityAdi emAM pAMca paryAyo to AvI gaI paNa ityAdimAM anaMtaguNanI anaMta paryAyo pragaTI che te saMvedana vyaktimAM AvI jAya che. "dravyanuM sahaja evuM ja che te kAraNathI (ucchatti ) avazya pragaTa thAya che." vacanAmRta bahenanA che temAM Ave che ke "jAgato jIva Ubho che ne ! te kayAM jAya? jarUrI prApta thAya" ATalA zabdo che. jAgato jIva Ubho che ne! eTale? bhagavAna AtmA jJAyakabhAve jAgato aMdara dhruva Ubho che ne! eTale jAgato Ubho che te kayAM jAya? e dhruva jAya kayAM? Ubho che te jAya kayAM? TakatuM tattva e jAya kayAM? gaI kAle rAtre zrImad rAjacaMdrajInuM vAkaya kahyuM hatuM ne! "sat che, sat saraLa che, sat sarvatra che." tene batAvanAra joIe. sat che, saraLa che. saraLa che eTale zuM? je che te prApta karavuM che temAM zuM? rAgane, paramANune potAno karavo hoya to na thaI zake. paNa jevuM sat astitva che....... prabhu mahA...che tene prApta karavo e to saraLa che. kemake vastu tenI potAnI che. sat che, sat saraLa che, sat sarvatra che. bhAI ! tuM game te kSetramAM jA paNa e sat to tyAMne tyAM paDayuM che. game te paryAyamAM ho rAgAdimAM ho! paNa sat to tyAM aMdaramAM sarvatra paDayuM che tene batAvanAra nimitta joIe eTaluM che. batAvanAra tene ema kahe che-bhAI ! jo A cIja che. dezanA maLavI joIe eTalI vAta che.( nimitta-naimittika) evI sthiti che. ahIM kahe che-bhagavAna to che ne! te sat che ne ! sat che eTale che. che eTale dhruva che.

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kalaza-141 385 jAgatI jyota ema ne ema Ubho che. che..che....che...che...che..che. ane che temAM jAvuM che. eTale te saraLa che. potAnAmAM na hoya ane temAM javAnuM hoya to to ThIka che. AvuM che! Aja to divALIno divasa che. bhagavAna mokSa padhAryA. saMsAra anAdi sAMta thaI gayo. mokSa sAdi anaMta thaI gayo-A rIte be bhAga paDI gayA. Aje rAtrinA pAchalA pahore bhagavAnane paryAyamAM saMsAra anAdi sAMta thaI gayo. vastu to vastu che. paryAyamAM anAdino je saMsAra hato teno aMta thaI gayo. prabhu caudame guNasthAne birAje tene asidhdha kahIe. asidhdhatvano udaya bhAva nAza thaIne ekalo pAriNAmika bhAva raheze tyAre tene sidhdha kahIe. Ane badale samakita pAme tyAM to tene Asava baMdha nathI. tene duHkha nathI. ...ararara..AvA mArge kayAM caDhI gayA! pheraphAra thaI gayo. amuka loko haju A vAta mAnatA nathI ke sAdhakane duHkha che. teo juduM vAMcana kare che! te ema kahe che ke samakitIne -jJAnIne duHkha hoya ja nahIM. are prabhu! kaI apekSAe vAta che... samaja to kharo!! ahIMyA to caudamAM guNasthAna sudhI asidhdha kahyAM che. te asidhdhapaNuM karmane laIne che ema nathI. karma to paradravya che te to bahAra che, tenI sAthe (jIvanA pariNAmane) zuM saMbaMdha che? tenI (paryAyanI) yogyatAmAM haju sidhdha dazA pUrNa thaI nathI. caudame paNa asidhdha kahyAM kema ke haju eTalo udaya bhAva che ne? e udayabhAva eno potAno paryAya che ne?. ahIMyA to kahe che- "A dravyanuM sahaja evuM ja che te kAraNathI (kacchatti ) avazya pragaTa thAya che. ahIM dravya kahetAM vastu. Adi aMta vinAnI trikALa te...te rUpe arthAt eka svarUpe che. te najaramAM AvatA... e (vastu ) prApta thAya che. anyamatamAM ema kahevAya che ke mArI najaranI ALase re meM nIrakhyA na nayaNe hari" e to darekanI vAta karI che. paMcAdhyAya kartAe harino artha karyo ke je ajJAna rAga-draSane hare te hari che. hari eTale AtmA. A (pote ) bhagavAna hari hoM! bIjo koI hari nahIM. Avo traNalokano nAtha sahaja Atma svarUpa pote che tene najare na lIdho. "nayananI ALase" kahyuM, karmanA kAraNe ke phalANA kAraNe AtmAne na jANyo ema nathI. ahIMyA kahe che najaruM jyAM nidhAnamAM gaI to dravya che te jarUrI evuM ja che "te kAraNathI avazya pragaTa thAya che" prApta thAya che. dravyamAM paryAyanI ekatA karatAM (thatAM) zaktimAMthI vyakti jarUra pragaTa thAya che. jema phuvArAmAMthI pANI UDe tema (nirmaLatA jhare che ) boTAda pAse janALA gAma che tyAM kUvo khodho. bahu khodho...... paNa pANI ja na nIkaLyuM. pachI kaMTALIne pelA lokoe khodavAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. rastA parathI jAna nIkaLI, kUvAmAM pANI haze tema jANI tyAM paDAva nAkhyo. dUra jAvuM hoya to agAunA kALamAM gADAmAM jatAne!? ahIM UtaryA kUvAmAM jue to pANI na maLe. kUvA upara parathAramAM dazathI paMdara maNano moTo paththara hato to eka mANase e paththarAne kUvAmAM nAkhyo. pANI nIkaLavAne ADe jarAka paththaranuM taLIyuM bAkI

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386 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 rahI gayuM haze ! uparathI jyAM paththara nAkhyo tyAM to aMdarathI pANInI zeDa-dhArA UDI. pANI eTaluM nIkaLyuM ke pANI khUTe nahIM. atyAre e kUvA upara aDhArakoza cAle che. pAtALa kUvAmAMthI je pANI nIkaLyuM hoya te khUTe? tema A bhagavAnanA taLIyA pAtALa kUvA che. emAM jenI najaruM gaI, bhedajJAna thatAM aMdaramAM chidra paDayuM. rAga ane bhagavAna vacce bhedajJAna thaI gayuM. ene aMdaranA taLIyethI bhedajJAnanA phuvArA phuTayA ema kahe che. "avazya pragaTa thAya che." jarUra tane prApta thaze. dravyano te Adara karyo to vyaktio tane jarUra pragaTa thaze. A adhikAra nirjarAno che ne! ATalA apavAsa karyA, ATaluM A karyuM mATe nirjarA thaze ema che nahIM. bhAvArtha Ama che ke "koI AzaMkA karaze ke jJAna to jJAnamAtra che, AvA je matijJAna Adi pAMca bheda te zA kAraNe che?" jJAnasvarUpa che temAM vaLI bheda zuM? A mati ne A zruta ne 140 zlokamAM e vAta AvI gaI che. "jevA zeyano jJAyaka thAya che. evuM ja nAma pAme che. vastu svarUpa vicAra karatAM jJAna mAtra che. tenuM koI nAma dharavuM jUThuM che." A zeyane jANe mATe matijJAna, ATalA zeyane jANe mATe zrutajJAna, maryAdAmAM rahIne jANe mATe avadhi, manane jANe mATe mana:paryaya, traNa kALane jANe mATe kevaLa....evA jJAnanI paryAyanA nAma ApavA te jUThA che. e to jJAnanI paryAya che basa. ane te jANe che pote potAne. AkarI vAtuM che bhAI ! vastuno abhyAsa nahIMne ethI AkaruM paDe-aNaabhyAse vastu AkarI (kaThaNa); abhyAse to vastu pote che. kahe che ke e jJAnamAtra je bheda kahyAM te zA kAraNe che? "samAdhAna A pramANe che kejJAnanA paryAya che, virudhdha to kAMI nathI. vastunuM evuM ja sahaja che." jJAnanA paryAya che te bhale bheda che paNa che to jJAnanI paryAyane ! ahIMyA paryAya sidhdha karavI che. traNa vAta kahIne ! sau pahelA taraMgAvali kahI arthAt taraMgo UThe che. pachI kahyuM te paryAyo aneka che. pachI kahyuM ke saMvedana vyaktio che te dravyano bhAga che. jevA zeya che tevA jJAnanA nAma paDyA te bhale jUThA che paNa te che jJAnanI paryAya eTaluM jJAna svabhAva sattva je pUrNa che tenA avalambe pragaTelI paryAyo eTale je vyakta jJAna paryAya che e jJAnanI ja dazA che, e jJAnano ja bhAga che. jJAna to jJAnamAtra che. jJAnanA paryAya che, virudhdha to kAMI nathI. vastunuM evuM ja sahaja che, paryAyamAtra vicAratAM mati Adi pAMca bheda vidyamAna che, vastumAtra anubhavatAM jJAnamAtra che, zuM sahaja che? paryAyathI jotAM jJAnanI paryAya che.... e vastunuM sahaja che. vastuthI jotAM dravya ekarUpa che te paNa vastunuM sahaja che. arere..AtmA, bhagavAna paramAtma svarUpe ja birAje che. nATaka samayasAramAM Ave che - "jina sohI hai AtmA," "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina

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kalaza-141 387 vasai, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata madirAke pAna sau, matavAlA samujhe na." potAnA mithyAmatanA abhiprAyanA madirA pIdhelA prANIo.. vastunA svarUpane samajI zakatA nathI. dareka AtmA jina svarUpe birAjamAna che. dareka AtmA ghaTa ghaTamAM aMdara vase che. evA jinane jeNe jANyuM te "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina" jainapaNuM che te aMdara ghaTamAM che. kAMI bahAramAM jainapaNuM laTakatuM nathI. jaina koI vADo nathI, jaina koI pakSa nathI, jaina koI saMpradAya nathI, jaina te to vastunuM svarUpa che. vItarAgamUrti jina svarUpa che tene paryAyamAM prApta karavuM te jaina che. AvI vAtuM che. samajAya che kAMI? "mata madirA ke pAna sau" potAnA abhiprAyanA dArU pIdhelAo matavAlA samajatA nathI ke - zuM jina ane zuM jaina ! jina ne jaina zuM che e samajatA nathI. AvI vAtuM che. eka eka vAta AvI sAMbhaLI na hoya !? tethI A badhI vAto judI lAge. mArga to Avo che bApu ! sarvajJa paramezvara paryAyamAM jina thayA e jinapaNuM AvyuM kayAMthI? sarvajJa thayA e sarvajJa paryAya AvI kayAMthI? vastu sarvajJa svabhAvano piMDa che. sarvajJa svabhAvane zakti kahI che. sarvajJa zakti lIdhI che ne! sarvajJa zakti kaho, sarvajJa guNa kaho, sarvajJa svabhAvI vastu basa - e jina svarUpa che. kema ke akaSAya svarUpa, vItarAga svarUpa evuM anAdi anaMta nidhAna paDyuM che. kapAsavALAne jIna kahe che. rUne pIMjare pIMje tene jIna kahe che. A to mahAjana che. jene pIMjare te caDayo tene rAganA pIMjarA phaTAka daIne UDI jAya. vItarAgI paryAya pragaTa thAya tevo A jina svarUpa che. pelAmAM to pIMjaNI hoya temAM thoDuM rU coMTI jAya, AmAM to (rAganA)rU coTe nahIM. pravacanasAramAM pIMjaNIno dAkhalo Ave che. zAstramAM badhA dAkhalA paDayA che. ahIMyA to tene jagAve tyAM to vItarAgatA pragaTa thAya. aMdarathI vINAnA tAra vAgyA. bhagavAna caitanya mUrti AnaMdano nAtha jyAM svIkAramAM Avyo, te dRSTimAM Avyo tyAM aMdarathI vINA vAgI. e paryAya aMdaramAMthI anaMta AnaMda, anaMtajJAnanA bhAga letI Ave che. A divALInA lADavA che. pelI dhULamAM kAMI divALI nathI. ahIMyA kahe che-"paryAyamAtra vicAratAM mati Adi pAMca bheda vidyamAna che." joyuM? samayasAra 11 gAthAmAM ema kahyuM ke..paryAya jUhI che. paryAyane abhUtArtha kaho, asatyArtha kaho. paNa tyAM kaI apekSAe kahyuM che bApu! emAM zabdano Azaya zuM che te samajamAM levuM joIe. paryAya jUThI che to thaI rahyuM to pachI dravya ekaluM rahyuM. paryAya jUhI che tevo nirNaya karanAra koNa? nirNaya dhruva kare che? nirNaya kare che e to paryAya thaI gaI. A dravya svabhAva zudhdha caitanya akhaMDa che, evI dRSTi kare che koNa? dhruva kare che ke paryAya kare che? tethI to kahyuM ke- anityathI nitya jANavAmAM Ave che- civilAsamAM che. bhagavAna nityAnaMda prabhu! te anitya evI paryAyathI jANavAmAM Ave che. anityathI nitya jANavAmAM

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388 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 Ave che. anitya che te nityane jANe che. kAraNa ke kArya to paryAyamAM thAya che ne! e paryAyane ahIM atyAre sidhdha kare che. paryAya che, eka samayanI paryAya che te nAzavAna kahIne ! niyamasAra gAthA-38 mAM kahyuM ke-kevaLajJAna Adi saMvara, nirjarA, mokSa, Adi paryAya nAzavAna che. kevaLajJAna nAzavAna che kema ke tenI mudata eka samaya pUratI che. ahIMyA kahe che e paryAya bhale nAzavAna ho! eka samayanI ho! paNa te che ne!! nathI ema kahetAM tuM nAstika thaI jaIza. AhAhA ! vastumAtra vicAratAM eTale anubhavatAM te jJAnamAtra che, tyAM bheda nathI, tyAM ekaluM jJAna....jJAna...jJAna....jJAna......jJAna....jJAna ja che. kaLaza-ra68 (besatA varSanI boNI ) pravacana naM. 147-148 tA. 12-13/11/'77 suprabhAtanI vAta che. A prabhAta thAya bapora thAya ane vaLI pAchI sAMja thaI jAya che. jyAre (samyakajJAna) prabhAta to ugyo te ugyo (chAchI:) e zabda zlokamAM che ne!? zAstramAM eka lekha Ave che ke - eka lAkha yojanano A jaMbudvipa che. tene pharato be lAkha yojanAno lavaNa samudra che. e samudranI madhyamAM eka yojana DagamALa pANI taLIyethI uMce caDayuM che evo eno svabhAva anAdino che. khArA samudranI madhyamAM uMce caDeluM pANI je kadI ghaTe nahIM evuM. Ama sIdhuM (sapATImAM) hoya......paNa A. to taLiyethI eka yojanA upara cAre bAjuthI UMcuM caDeluM pANI. zrotA- sAyansa na mAne? uttara- sAyansavALAne AvI vastunuM bhAna ke di' hatuM? A to (kevaLajJAnInA) vijJAnanuM vijJAna che. sarvajJa paramezvara jinendradeva! jenA jJAnamAM traNakALa ne traNaloka jaNAyA ema kahevuM te paNa vyavahAra che. e paryAyano evo ja svabhAva che (samasta jaNAya). jema svaccha pANImAM caMdra, karoDo tArAo, graha Adi je che te, pANInI svacchatAne jotAM te jaNAya jAya che. pANInI je avasthA che te kAMI pelI cIja nathI, tema cIjanI avasthA tyAM nathI......(chatAM svacchatAmAM jaNAya) tema bhagavAna AtmAnA jJAnaguNamAM pelA lokAloka nathI. jema pANImAM caMdra tArA dekhAya che te caMdra tArA tyAM nathI, tyAM to pANInI svacchatAnuM evuM svarUpa che. 141 nAM pAThamAM acchA-acchA e zabda Avyo che. bhagavAna AtmAmAM ( tadrupa thatAM) acchI...acchI .....nirmaLa paryAyo pragaTe che. sarvajJa paramAtmA kahe che ke tArI nirmaLa paryAyamAM moTo prabhu jaNAya che. pelo khAro moTo samudra che tenI madhyamAM eka yojana UMco

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kala-268 389 DagamALa pANI UchaLe che te kudaratanA svabhAvanA niyama pramANe kAyama rahenAra che. zlokamAM kahyuM ne "caitanya ratnAkara" bhagavAna AtmA! caitanya ratnAkara - dariyo che. tene lavaNanA dariyAnI upamA ApI che. AhAhA! bhagavAna caitanya ratnAkara prabhu che....tenI sanmukha jotAM, teno svIkAra karatAM...e mahAprabhu che...che. tenI pratIti Ave che. e che to che, paNa e zaktivaMta mahAprabhu pratItimAM Ave te pratItinuM jora keTaluM? samyagdarzana eTale ? pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu tenuM satyadarzana - satyanI pratIti. satya jevaDuM moTuM che tevaDuM tenI jJAnanI paryAyamAM jJAna AvyuM. enuM jJAna AvyuM, temAM tenI pratIti AvI ke - paramAnaMdanA anaMtaguNono ghana prabhu che.....akhaMDa che. accha8: evI je nirmaLathI nirmaLa paryAyo dharmAtmAne pragaTa thAya che. e jJAnano prakAza anaMta darzana je pUrNa pragaTa thAya tene cittapiMDa kahyuM. citta eTale jJAna ane teno piMDa, anaMta darzanano piMDa, paryAyamAM anaMta darzanano DagamALa Ubho thAya che. AhAhA ! prabhu to mITho maherAmaNa che. anaMta pavitratAnA ratnAkara guNothI bharelo mITho maherAmaNa che. saheje samudra ullasiyo, mAhIM motI taNAtA jAya, bhAgyavAna kara vAvare, enI motIe mUThIo bharAya." bhagavAna AtmA ! anaMta anaMta ratnAkarathI bharelo dariyo prabhu che, tenAM sanmukhanI dRSTi karatAM.....!teno jeTalo ane jevaDo svabhAva teTalo jJAnanI paryAyamAM, zradhdhAmAM svIkAra karatAM paryAyamAM nirmaLa dhArA vahe che....tene ahIMyA suprabhAta kahe che. ekalo "prabhAta' zabda na lakhatAM "suprabhAta' lakhyuM. kema ke savAramAM Uge te prabhAta to anaMtA Uge ne jAya, jyAre A to suprabhAta UgyuM. tethI to AcAryadeva pravacanasAra 92 gAthAmAM ane samayasAra 38 gAthAmAM kahe che - bhagavAna AtmA evo je caitanya ratnAkara prabhu teno amane AgamajJAnathI athavA to anubhavathI je jJAna thayuM, samyakajJAnamAM evI ja pratIti thaI te have pAchuM nahIM paDe. ame paMcamaArAnA cha0 alpajJa prANI ! atyAre kevaLInA viraha che. chatAM paNa ame kahIe chIe ke - amane amAruM je jJAna pragaTayuM che, samyagdarzana thayuM che te have pAchuM nahIM vaLe. e to kevaLajJAna lIdhe ja chuTako che. vastu kayAM cha0 ne alpajJa che? vastu to sarvajJa svabhAvI, sarvadarzI svabhAvI, atIndriya anAkuLa svabhAvI che. atIndriya anAkuLa vIryanA baLathI bharelo bhagavAna che tene svIkAratAM, tene mAna ApatAM eTale ke- "A che' ema jyAM svIkAryuM tene have (alpajJapaNuM keTalo kALa !) huM rAgavALo chuM, huM alpajJa chuM tyAM sudhI teNe svabhAvanuM apamAna karyuM che. teNe svabhAvanI moTapano anAdara karyo che.

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390 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 eka paisAdAra moTo mANasa maLavA Avyo, te daza miniTanI mudate Avyo hoya, tyAre be varSanA nAnakaDA bALaka sAthe rame ane pelA moTA mANasa tarapha dhyAna na Ape to te Ubho thaIne cAlyo jAya. tema bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha moTo birAje che....tenI sAthe vAta na karatAM, teno Adara na karatAM, bALaka jevI rAganI paryAyanI ramata ramavAmAM pelI moTI cIja khovAya jAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyA to kahe che - (268 nI TIkA) "pUrvokata jIvane avazya jIvapadArtha sakaLa karmono vinAza karIne pragaTa thAya che. anaMta catuSTayarUpa thAya che." juo ! kaLazaTIkAmAM - suprabhAtamAM artha karyo - anaMta catuSThayarUpa thAya che. kaLazaTIkAnA arthamAM ane samayasAranA arthamAM thoDo phera che. "vArvi:" sarvakALa ekarUpa che kevaLajJAna - kevaLadarzana teja: puMja jeno evo che." ahIM kevaLajJAna ne kevaLadarzana pragaTa thayuM che tema (sabhArvi:) no artha karyo. samayasAramAM teno artha karyo "anaMtavIryanuM pragaTa thavuM batAvyuM che." e vIryanA kAraNe tyAM je kevaLajJAna kevaLadarzananI racanA thaI e have evI ne evI rahevAnI. ahIMyA to cha0nI (nIcenI dazAmAM) nIcalA darajjAmAM paNa pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano je svIkAra samyagdarzane karyo che te have phare nahIM paDe nahIM tevo che. Avo pokAra che jyAM AtmAno! (te pAcho kema phare!) paMcamaArAnA dharmAtmAno A pokAra che. amane kevaLajJAnIno viraha che.. to ame A kone pUchIne kahIe chIe..ke (ame pAchA paDavAnA nathI) A je bhagavAna AtmA che tene ame pUchIne kahIe chIe. emane je pratIti ane samyakajJAna thayuM e have pAchuM nahIM kare ! svargamAM jazuM to cAritra je che te cAritra nahIM rahe; paNa samyagdarzana ne jJAna saLaMga raheze. ahIMyAthI svargamAM jaI, tyAMthI manuSya thaI... ane kevaLa pAmazuM tyAM sudhI samyagdarzananI dhArA sAthe raheze. A besatA varSanI boNI che. prabhu tuM koNa cho? tenI ene khabara nathI. ahIMyA kahe che ke - anaMta kevaLajJAnane kevaLadarzana teja:puMja che. "vaLI kevo che? (vivuiejJAnakuMjanA " samayasAramAM (viFi7) no artha "darzana karyo che, ahIMyAM "jJAnakuMjakaryo. e to apekSAthI kathana che. jJAnakuMjanA pratApanI ekarUpa pariNati evuM je prakAza - svarUpa tenuM (dasa) nidhAna che. ahIMyA "hAsa" eTale hiNapa nahIM, "hAsa' no artha nidhAna che. bhagavAna AtmAno AnaMda aMdaramAMthI UchaLe che to harakha pragaTa thAya che. tyAre kahe che ke - tene to nidhAna pragaTayuM che. e prakAzarUpa jenuM nidhAna che. "vaLI kevo che? rAgAdi azuddha pariNati maTADIne thayelo je zudhdhatvarUpa pariNAma tenI (mara) vAraMvAra je zudhdhatvarUpa pariNati," kheDUta mANasa kahe che ne! gADAmAM bhara bharyo che. tema bhagavAna AtmAnI nirmaLa paryAyamAM bhara bharyo che. svabhAvanI vAta to zuM karavI! paNa svabhAvanA lakSe pragaTelI jJAna ne darzananI nirmaLa paryAya te moTo bhara che. jema

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kalaza-268 391 paccIsa maNanuM gADuM bhare tema AtmA AnaMdanA nAthane UchALI ane paryAyamAM bhara bhare che. jJAnanI kaLA, AnaMdanI kaLA evI anaMta paryAya samyagdarzanamAM pragaTa thAya che. cAritra pAhuDamAM to ema kahyuM che ke - cAritra je che svarUpanI ramaNatArUpa, te cAritra akSaya ane ameya che. tyAM dravya, guNanI vAta nathI. paryAyamAM je cAritra che te akSaya ne ameya che. AhAhA ! nAtha prabhu jema akSaya che tema tenuM darzana jJAna ne cAritra jyAM pragaTayuM te akSaya che arthAta te kSaya nahIM thAya ane ameya che. eTale enI maryAdA nathI. bahenanA vacanAmRtamAM Ave che ke - A vikAra che tenI sImA che. paryAyamAM vikAra che paNa tenI sImA che. tenI hada che. te aparimANa ane aNahada evI cIja nathI. pachI te azubha ke zubha rAga ho! mithyAtva ho! paNa e vikArane hada che - maryAdA che tethI tyAMthI pAchuM vaLI zakAya che. ahIM kahe che - je vikAranI paryAya che te maryAdita ane hadavALI che...tethI tyAMthI pharI zakAya cheprabhu! paraMtu tAro svabhAva che e akSaya ne ameya che ja, have tenI je pratIti ne cAritrarUpa ramaNatA thaI tene paNa ame akSaya ane ameya kahIe chIe. ameya....eTale maryAdA nahIM. jyAM mITho maherAmaNa UchaLe che. paryAyamAM to samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra e traNa utpanna thAya che. e zAMti ne sthiratAne laIne je cAritra thayuM.... paMcamaArAnA chamastha kuMdakuMdaAcArya pote kahe che - tene ame akSaya kahIe chIe. prabhu! e paryAya che tene tame akSaya kaho cho? | niyamasAra - 38 gAthAmAM to tame ema kaho cho ke - kevaLajJAna Adi paryAya nAzavAna che. saMvara, nirjarA ane kevaLanI paryAyo nAzavAna che. bApu! (sAMbhaLa) e to eka samayanI mudatavALI che te apekSAe kahyuM hatuM. paNa eka samayanuM je kevaLajJAna che te ameya che. AhAhA ! chadmasthanI cAritra dazA je haju alpajJa dazA che. jyAM mati ne zruta be ja jJAna vartatA hoya ! paNa jene aMdaramAM AnaMdanA nAthanI ramajhaTa lAgI che, samyagdarzana uparAMta ramaNatA lAgI che jene lInatA kahe che te cAritra che to te paryAyane paNa ame to akSaya ane ameya kahIe chIe. e paryAya have kSaya nahIM thAya. eka bAju ema kahe che ke - amane je darzana pragaTa thayuM te have pAchuM nahIM phare! bIjI bAju ema kahe che ke - cAritra che te akSaya che. e cAritra chasthanuM tethI vamaze to nahIM paraMtu (sakala) cAritra cAlyuM jaze paraMtu teno aMza je svarUpAcaraNa cAritra te to raheze ja! samajANuM kaMI ? AhAhA! bhagavAna dhruvane jyAM dhyeyamAM lIdho, evI je paryAya pragaTI, samyagdarzana jJAna cAritranI paryAya te akSaya ne ameya che. hada vinAnI paryAyanI tAkAta eTalI nirmaLa che. je samyagdarzana ane samyakajJAnanI ( sthitimAM) alpa jJAna ane yathAkhyAta vinAnA cAritranI paryAya akSaya che... ame ya che te svabhAva che tethI temAM hada na hoya evA svabhAvanuM paryAyamAM pragaTapaNuM ne vikAsa thayo. (vikAsa :) vikAsanuM nidhAna pragaTayuM.

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392 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 aMdarathI paryAyamAM nidhAna AvyuM saMskRtamAM (hAsa: ) teno artha 'nidhAna' karyo che. ane (mara ) teno artha karyo che - "vAraMvAra je zudhdhatvarUpa pariNati tenAthI (nirbhara ) thayo che. ( suprabhAta )" teno artha karyo - sAkSAt udyota jemAM, Upajyo che.... caitanyanI paryAyamAM. AmAM to potAnI vAtuM che bApu ! 52nuM AmAM kAMI nathI. AhAhA ! 52nuM karavuM ke 52nuM karAvavuM e vAta to ahIMyA che ja nahIM. e to pote potAmAM potAne pragaTa kare che. ane pragaTa karelo tene ema ne ema rAkhe ja che.... evo ja teno svabhAva che - ema kahe che. have zuM khulAso Ape che te juo ! "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jema rAtri saMbaMdhI aMdhakAra maTatAM divasa udyotasvarUpa pragaTa thAya che, tema mithyAtva - rAga -dveSarUpa azuddha pariNati maTADIne zudhdhatva pariNAme birAjamAna jIva - dravya pragaTa thAya che." mithyAtva - rAga- dveSarUpa pariNati te rAtri hatI, te rAtrino nAza karIne te prakAzarUpe pariName che. "zudhdhatva pariNAme birAjamAna" eTale potAnA AsanamAM have birAje che. samayasAra bIjI gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke - "nIvo varitavaMzaLabALavivo teM hi sa samayaMnALa," svasamayane AtmA kahIe. je rAgamAM, puNyanA bhAvamAM rokAya tene 52samaya - anAtmA kahIe. e lokone vAMdho ahIMyA Ave che. te kahe che - puNyano dayA-dAnano bhAva je vyavahA2 ratnatraya tenAthI nizcaya thAya. bIjuM badhuM tamAruM sAruM che. tame badhuM ThIka kaho cho....paNa A eka bhUla che. pachI ema lakhyuM che ke - chadmastha che tethI bhUla hoya ! ema karIne lakhyuM che. tyAM evo artha ja nathI. tattvanI bhUla che ane tene gopavavuM e vAta nathI. tyAM to kuMdakuMda AcArye kahyuM che ke - huM AtmAnA anubhavanI vAta kahuM chuM "taM yattavihataM" svabhAvanI ekatA ane vibhAvanI pRththakatA. "yattavihataM savihaveLa" huM mArA vaibhavathI kahIza ane kahuM to pramANa karajo e trIjA padamAM kahyuM che. "navi vApukhta pamAAM," 'vApukhta, savittaveLa' huM mArA nija vaibhavathI kahIza. atIndriya svasaMvedana bhAvaliMga e mAruM nija vaibhava che. huM samayasArane kahIza "vi vACa" jo dekhADuM to ema kahyuM ! "vAE appaLo savittaveLa, navi vApukhta panALuM" jo dekhADuM to pramANa karaje. pramANa karaje eTale 'hA' ema nahIM....paraMtu anubhava karIne pramANa karaje. paMcamaArAnA chadmastha....saMtonI vANI to juo ! pravacanasA2mAM pAchaLa be gAthAmAM 'Aje' ema zabda paDayo che. tatkALa eTale to zIghra thAya. tyAM to 'Aja' kahyuM, e ja vAta ahIMyA kahe che - 'pramANa karaje' ...vAyadA karIza nahIM. vAyadA kare te kAphara che. je dekhADuM te pramANa karaje, agara vyAkaraNamAM, zabdamAM pheraphAra Ave, kayAMya cUkI jAuM ane tane vyAkaraNano khyAla hoya to tuM tyAM Ubho na rahIza ! mAro hetu je kahevAno che tene tuM lakSamAM leje ! kahe che koI vyAkaraNanI, bhASAmAM zabdano phe2phA2 Ave ane tane te jAtanuM jJAna hoya,

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kalaza-268 393 tane khyAlamAM Ave ke ahIMyA kaMIka joye chIe to te tenI upara lakSa na rAkhIza. (zrotAbhAvamAM bhUla nathI.) (uttara- ame je kahIe chIe te bhAvamAM bhUla nathI. bhagavAnanI vArtAmAM ne bhagavAnamAM bhUla na hoya. AhAhA ! e zabdomAM, vyAkaraNanA niyamamAM koI pheraphAra Ave to vyAkaraNanI zailI Ave Ama.....ke Ama ....emAM mAruM lakSa nathI. mAruM jora to anubhavamAM che. tuM e bhUlane dhyAnamAM na rAkhIza, kema ke e bhUla to zabdonI zRMkhalAmAM vyAkaraNamAM che. tethI e bhUla upara lakSa na jAya e vAta karavI che. paraMtu tattvanI bhUla hoya ane tene lakSamAM na laIza...! ema (kahevuM) nathI. ahIMyA to akhaMDAnaMda paramAtmAnA prakAzanI vAta che. jema rAtrino nAza thaIne prabhAta Uge che tema ajJAnano nAza thaIne prabhAta Uge che. prabhu caitanyanA suprabhAte prakAza prakAze che. e suprabhAta have pAchI paDavAnI nathI ema kahe che. e suprabhAta UgI te UgI ! ahIMyA to apratihata bhAvanI vAta cAle che. ame chamastha chIe eTale tuM ema na mAnIza ke - pAchA paNa pharI jaIe. vakhate kSaya paNa thaI jAya ema na mAnIza bApA! AhAhA ! ame alpajJa chIe paNa chIe ame kevaLajJAnanA keDAyato! ame A dhArAe kevaLajJAna levAnA chIe. atUTa apratihata bhAve vAta kare che ne ! digambara saMtonI vANI to juo!! enA UMDANamAM zuM zuM bharyuM che! e vANInA taLiyAmAM kevA bhAva bharyA che. e vAta bIje kayAMya nathI prabhu! bIjAne duHkha lAge ke amArI vAteya mAnya nathI rAkhatA ! prabhu, vastunuM svarUpa ema che nahIM. ahIMyA kahe che - jema rAtri TaLI ane savAramAM prakAza thAya tema mithyAbhrama ane te prakAranA rAga-dveSano nAza thaI jatAM caitanyanA svabhAvamAMthI nidhAna UchaLe che. e ratananA DhagalAmAMthI aMdara Daga UchaLe che je azuddhatAne TALIne UbhuM thAya che. karmanuM TaLavuM to tenA kAraNe che, e kAMI AtmAnA kAraNe nahIM. "azuddha pariNati maTADIne zudhdhatva pariNAme birAjamAna jIvadravya pragaTa thAya che." bhASA kevI vAparI che - zudhdhajIva, ajJAnano nAza karIne samyagdarzana jJAnanA prakAzapaNe birAjamAna thAya che. tenA besavAnA Asana have pharI gayA ema kahe che. je Asana rAgamAM hatA te Asana have nirmaLatAmAM lagADI dIdhA. "udAsIna' zabda Ave che - udAsInano artha e che ke - rAgathI khasIne udAsIna thayo ! potAnA svarUpamAM Asana nAkhavA tyAM dRSTi karavI ane tyAM sthira thavuM tenuM nAma udAsIna che. dravyanA pariNAmarUpa atIndriya sukhanA kAraNe" kahe che ke - prabhu, pote potAnA nirmaLa pariNAmamAM birAjamAna thayo... to te atIndriya AnaMda leto birAjamAna thayo che. AvI vastu che. sarvajJa paramezvara trilokanAtha tirthaMkaradevanI A vANI che. saMto ADatIyA thaIne sarvajJanA mAlane batAve che. mAla to sarvajJanA gharano che. e pUrNatA pUrNapaNe pragaTI

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394 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nathI chatAM pUrNa svarUpane Azraye pragaTayo mATe ame pUrA chIe. lyo! A besatuM varasa che. Ane suprabhAta kahevAya bApA! bhagavAna tuM bhagavAna cho ne! tuM tane hINo na mAna e to kahyuM hatuM - ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata madirA ke pAna sau, matavAlA samujhe na." jina bhagavAna ahIMyA che ne tyAM che ne bahAra che ne - e nahIM. A deha ghaTamAM jIva jinA svarUpe birAje che. are ! pAmaratAnI paryAyano svIkAra karanArane A kema bese ! gaIkAle eka bahena bolyA hatA ke - ama pAmarane prabhu kahe che. to temaNe kahyuM - prabhu ne prabhu kahe che. (prabhu) pAmara nahIM ane paryAyamAM pAmaratA e kAMI tuM nahIM. (pAmaratAne ) jJAnamAM jANe! svAmI kArtikeyamAM che- munio, dharmAtmAo potAnA svarUpanI pariNatine pote tRNa samAna jANe che. anaMta kevaLajJAna kyAM ane kayAM A! ema jotAM tene te tRNa jevuM dekhe che. chatAM te prabhutAne bhUlatA nathI. vastu che ne kAMI !! eka vakhata porabaMdaranA apAsarAmAM beThA hatA. tyAM eka bAInA hAthamAMthI dIkarIno hAtha chUTI gayo. chokarI thoDe dUra cAlI gaI...pachI chokarI rove...rove. polIsa AvyA, te chokarIne pUche che ke - tuM kayAMnI cho? tuM kayA mulakanI? tAruM nAma zuM? chokarI to eka ja vAta kare - mArI bA. tene gAmanI bAyuM pUche ke tArI bahenapaNI hoya to tane oLakhIe ! eka ja vAta - mArI bA. ema dharmI kahe che - mAro nAtha to paramapArimANika svabhAva e mAro svabhAva che. dharmInI dRSTimAMthI pAriNAmikabhAvano eka samaya viraha paDato nathI. AvA bhagavAna AtmAnuM pariNatimAM AnaMdapaNe pragaTavuM ane AkuLatAthI rahitapaNuM thavuM te suprabhAta che. A suprabhAta-samyagdarzana thatAM AnaMdane sAthe laIne pragaTe che. kevaLajJAna thatAM te anaMta atIndriya AnaMdanI pUrNatA laIne pragaTe che. arere! teNe potAnI kera - svanI darakAra karI nahIM. bahAramAM jarA zarIra sAruM maLyuM, paisA maLyAM, thoDo jANapaNAno ughADa thayo tyAM to thaI rahyuM. aMdarathI pyAlo phATayo. bhagavAna tuM koNa cho? jJAna to aMtaranA svabhAvamAMthI phATIne Ave tyAre tAruM jJAna (kharuM) kahevAya. e jJAnane ahIMyA kahe che ke te AnaMda sahita Ave che te jJAna. ekaluM zAstranuM jJAna - agiyAra aMga ane navapUrvanuM jJAna te duHkharUpa jJAna che. A jJAna to aMtaranA svabhAvanA Azraye pragaTe. jema rAtri TaLI ane prakAzarUpa suprabhAta thayo.....tema anAdinuM ajJAna TaLIne bhagavAnano jJAna prakAza bahAra Avyo. aMdara to prakAza hato ja....e bahAra Avyo eTale AtmAnI paryAyamAM prakAza bahAra Avyo. ekalo prakAza nahIM, caitanyanuM jJAna thayuM te ekaluM jJAna nahIM paraMtu sAthe AnaMda leto Avyo che. "vaLI kevA che? dravyanA pariNAma atIndriya sukhanA kAraNe je AkuLatAthI

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kalaza-268 395 rahitapaNuM, tenAthI sarvakALa amiTa che." have phare nahIM te... kema ke kevaLajJAnanI vAta lIdhI che. paraMtu tenA pahelAthI eTale samyagdarzana ne jJAna thayuM e suprabhAta thayo. mahApuruSa paramAtmAnA jene zradhdhAmAM bheTA thayA te have amiTa che. (e aMza pragaTayo) te nahIM maTe, nahIM pAcho phare ! te have cAritranI ramaNatA karI ane kevaLajJAna lIdhe chUTako karaze. zrImadbhAM Ave che ke - samakita thayA pachI tuM kahIza ke - mAre kevaLajJAna nathI joItuM to pachI nahIM cAle! te mahAprabhune darzanamAM, zradhdhAmAM - pratItamAM, jJAnamAM svIkAryo, ane tuM kahIza ke have mAre kevaLajJAna nathI joItuM to e nahIM cAle, kevaLajJAna levuM ja paDaze. bIja UgI to pUnama thaye chuTako che.... e bIja have pAchI nahIM phare. bodhita jIvane bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI pratIta thaI, jJAnamAM bhAna thayuM - e bIja UgI te have pAchI nahIM phare. e bIja pUrNa pUnama eTale kevaLajJAnane leze. pUnama eTale pUrNa, jyAre soLa kaLA khIle tyAre pUnama kahevAya. amAsamAM paNa (caMdranI) eka kaLA khUllI hoya che. ekamanI be, bIjanI traNa kaLA khUllI hoya, tema pUnamanI soLa kaLA khIlI hoya. tema pUrNAnaMdano nAtha AtmA kahe che ke - samyagdarzana hoya tyAre traNa kaLA sAthe hoya che. eka kaLA nahIM, traNa kaLA. kAraNa ke eka kaLA to sadAya khullI ja hoya che. amAsa hoya to paNa eka kaLA to khullI ja hoya. AhAhA ! game teTalo avarAya jAya to paNa akSaranA anaMtamAM bhAgano ughADa to nigodamAM paNa rahe. have te AtmA che tema bIjAne svIkAravAmAM paNa muzkela paDe ! saMpradAyamAM ema kahetA ke - bhagavAna AtmA jevaDo che tevaDo na mAnatAM, tene ALa Ape che ke - rAgavALo che, puSyavALo che, pApavALo che eNe ALa caDAvyo che. teNe AtmAne ALa ApI che. je ALa Ape che te marIne jaze nigodamAM, tyAM bIjA jIva tene jIva mAnaze nahIM evI sthitimAM e jaze! kema ke - AvaDo moTo prabhu hato tene to te mAnyo nahIM, teno te anAdara karyo, tene na svIkAryo!! ame to jJAnI chIe, dharmI chIe, ame to kAMIka jANIe chIe ! prabhu e svabhAva tArA svIkAramAM na Avyo tethI evI sthitie tuM jaIza ke - loko A jIva che ema tane nahIM svIkAre. ahIMyA kahe che - (anita) zabda lIdho che. asmalita eTale amiTa che. "tadrupa sarvasva jenuM evo che." samyagdarzana ne jJAna pragaTayuM e paNa amiTa che. ahIMyA to pUrNa paryAyanI vAta karI che........ paNa je apUrNatAno aMza che tenI jAta eka ja che, te avayavIno avayava che. kevaLajJAna che te avayavI che ane mati, zrutajJAna teno avayava che. eka avayavane jotAM eno avayavI kevaDo che e paNa tenA jJAnamAM AvI gayuM che. dhavalamAM ema kahyuM che ke - matijJAna, zrutajJAnano avayava je pragaTayo e kevaLajJAnane bolAve che. e Ava...Ava bhAI ! ema matine zrutajJAnanI jyAM samyaka kaLA khIlI te

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396 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kevaLajJAnane bolAve che. Ava bhAI Ava...! tene alpakALamAM kevaLa hAlyuM Ave che. tyAM dhavalamAM evo pATha che ke- avayava avayavIne bolAve che. he...avayavI!he pUrNa kevaLajJAna! mAre vartamAna parokSa jJAna che tethI huM tane bolAvuM chuM. Ava... Ava..have jhaTa! A apUrNatA choDI de! juo A chamastha saMtonI vANInA jora juo jora!! jene sAMbhaLIne (vIronA) aMdarathI pAvara phATI jAya. kAyaranA kALajA kaMpe ane vIronA vIrya phATe evI vAtuM che. ahIM cotrIsamuM varSa beThuMne !! suprabhAtamAM ApaNe kaLazaTIkAmAM (141 zlokamAM) (chAchA:) AvyuMne ! tenI sAthe A zlokano meLa khAI gayo. (gacchAcchA:) nirmaLathI paNa nirmaLa dhArA UchaLI. bhagavAna AtmA caitanya prakAzano puMja prabhu ...caitanya jyoti jhaLahaLa prakAze che. tenuM jyAM bhAna thayuM tyAM paryAyamAM prakAza thayo. (kacchacchA:) nirmaLa, nirmaLa, nirmaLanI dhArA vahe che. nirjarA adhikAra che- tethI nirmaLathI nirmaLa vadhe che. te nirjarA che. zudhdha...zudhdha...zudhdha. tene niraMtara zudhdhinI vRdhdhi cAlu che. AhAhA! digambara saMtonI zarato ane tenI gAthAnuM zuM kahIe ! jeNe bhagavAnanA viraha bhUlAvyA che. kevaLajJAnanA viraha jeNe bhUlAvyA che evI saMtonI vANI che. samajANuM kAMI? bhAvArtha Ama che ke - koI ema mAnaze ke jeTalA jJAnanA paryAya che te samasta azuddharUpa che. paraMtu ema to nathI, kAraNake jema jJAna zudhdha che tema jJAnanA paryAya vastunuM svarUpa che tethI zudhdha svarUpa che." trikALI jJAna svabhAva jema zudhdha che ema je matijJAna, zrutajJAna Adi je pragaTayA che tenA nAma bhale na ho ! paNa tenI je paryAya pragaTI te zudhdha svarUpa bhagavAna AtmAnI vartamAna dazAmAM je jJAnanI, zAMtinI, AnaMdanI ema anaMtaguNanI je paryAya pragaTI che te zudhdha che. te paryAya che, bheda che mATe azuddha che - ema nathI. e paryAya zudhdha che paraMtu phakta keTalo phera che te vAta have kahe che. "paraMtu eka vizeSa - paryAyamAtrane avadhAratAM vikalpa Upaje che, anubhava nirvikalpa che." ATalI vAta bAkI che. paryAyo che to zudhdha, paraMtu paryAyamAtra tarapha lakSa jatAM tene rAganI utpatti thAya che. AhAhA! zudhdha paryAyanA bheda upara lakSa jatAM paNa rAga thAya che - ema kahe che. AmAM pakSa kayAM che? AmAM vADo kayAM che? A to svarUpa ja evuM che. pachI te harijana hoya ke bhaMgIyo hoya ke koLI hoya ! AtmA kayAM aMdara bhaMgiyo che, e AtmA to aMdara bhagavAna svarUpe birAje che. digambara kahe - A tamAro mata che, zvetAmbara kahe - amAro A mata che. bApu! rahevA de bhAI ! A to svabhAvanuM jevuM svarUpa che tevo mata che. dRSTimAM A cIja Ave te alokika che bApu! AhAhA!tenA dravyane, guNane, paryAyane ane paryAyamAM paDatAM anaMtAnaMta avibhAga praticcheda....evaDI tAkAtane kabulavAnI che. (pakSapAtI) kAM to ekalA dravya, guNane kabUle

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kalaza-268 397 ane kAM to ekalI paryAyane kabUle, kAM to paryAyanA ekalA avibhAga praticchedane kabUle ! paNa vastu zuM che tenI khabaruM na maLe. saMpradAyamAM to atyAre apavAsa karo, tapasA karo basa e thayo dharma. apavAsa te saMvara ane tapasA te thaI gaI nirjarA. AgaLa kahe - patnI, choDIne lyo brahmacarya. e dhULamAMya brahmacarya nathI, tyAM brahmacarya kevA? e to zubhabhAva che. brahmacarya nAma AnaMdamAM caravuM, AnaMda svarUpamAM ramaNatA karavI tene paramAtmA brahmacarya kahe che. A to tArA gharanI vAta che prabhu! tuM cho tenI vAta cAle che. A koI saMpradAya che, vADo che ema nathI. A to AtmadharmanI vAta che. e paryAyane lakSamAM letAM vikalpa Upaje che, jyAre anubhava nirvikalpa che. bheda upara Azraya jatAM vikalpa thAya che ane aMtaramAM ekAgra thatAM nirvikalpatA thAya che. kAraNake - anubhavamAM e bhedano, vikalpano Azraya che nahIM. ethI vastumAtra anubhavatAM samasta paryAyo paNa jJAnamAtra che." pachI te mati hoya ke akSaranA anaMtamAM bhAganuM jJAna hoya! paNa che to te jJAnano paryAyane ! mokSamArga prakAzakamAM kahyuM che ke - e je ughADa che te kevaLajJAnano aMza che. kema ke - je aMza che te vadhIne kevaLajJAna thaze. joDe jo cAritrano zudhdha aMza hoya to A aMza je zudhdha che te vadhIne kevaLa thAya. zudhdhano aMza sAthe jo na hoya to zudhdhatA vadhIne yathAkhyAta thAya! mATe zubhayogamAM paNa zudhdhano eka aMza garbhita sAthe che. ahIM be ati sidhdha karavI che. jJAnano aMza jJAnane prasidhdha karaze. cAritrano zudhdha aMza te cAritrane prasidhdha karaze. paraMtu aMza bilakula zudhdha ja na hoya to azuddhatAnI tAkAta nathI ke te AgaLa vadhIne cAritrane pAme, e mATe siddha karyuM. A zudhdhatAno aMza kone kAma kare che? jene graMthI bheda thayo che tene te zudhdhatAno aMza kAma kare che. jeNe rAganI gAMTha toDI che, graMthI bheda karyo che tene e zudhdhatAnuM kArya karaze. graMthI bheda vinAno e zudhdhatAno aMza te kArya nahIM karI zake ! samajANuM kAMI? ahIMyA kahe che "tethI vastumAtra anuMbhavatA te samasta paryAyo paNa jJAnamAtra che, tethI jJAnamAtra anubhava yogya che." AhAhA ! AtmA jJAnamAtra jJAnasUrya che. caitanya caMdra te jinacaMdra che. e AtmA zItaLatAno caMdra che. "vaLI kevI che saMvedana vyaktio?" A saMvedana vyaktiono artha gaI kAle karyo hato. jema dariyAno bhAga che ke - A uttarano dariyo, pazcimano dariyo ....paNa e banne dariyAno bhAga che. tema bhagavAna AtmA zudhdha caitanyaghana che tenI nirmaLa dazA-paryAyo je pragaTa thAya che teno ja bhAga che. vyavahAra ratnatraya te rAga che ane te teno bhAga nathI. te AtmAnuM svarUpa to nathI, paNa svarUpa aMzeya nathI. paraMtu samyagdarzana arthAt pratIti ane jJAna je zudhdha svabhAvanA Azraye pragaTa thayAM te tenuM svarUpa che. e saMvedana teno bhAga che.

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 loko nathI kahetA ke - mane mAro bhAga Apo! ema ahIMyA kahe che ke zudhdha caitanyaghana mAMthI je zradhdhA, jJAna ne zAMti nIkaLI te teno bhAga che. e mAro bhAga che ane mane e maLyo, bAkI lADavA vagere e mAro bhAga nahIM. "vaLI kevI che saMvedana vyaktio ? "ni:pItAvinamAva maLvataptaprAmAmA:va" gaLI gaI che samasta jIva, pudgala, dharma, adharma, kALa, AkAza evAM samasta - dravyanA," jenI paryAyamAM samasta kahetAM cha e dravyanA........dravya guNa paryAyanuM jJAna thayuM che. e to zrutajJAnanI paryAyamAMya cha dravyanuM jJAna thaI jAya che.... paraMtu pharaka eTalo che ke te parokSa che eTaluM. 398 e jJAna paryAyano ja eTalo svabhAva che ke te - nirmaLa pragaTelI paryAyane, dravya-guNane temaja pUrNa ( vastune ) ane bhaviSyanI anaMtI paryAyo je thavAnI che tene e jANe che. te eka paryAyanI ATalI tAkAta che. tenI potAnI anaMta paryAyo je thavAnI zrutajJAnanI ane kevaLajJAnanI paryAya jaNAya jAya che. ahIMyA to kahevuM che ke - zrutajJAnanI paryAyamAM kevaLajJAnanI paryAya jaNAya jAya che. kevaLajJAna jaNAya jAya che tethI tene bolAve che ema kahyuM. ( anaMtuM ) jaNAya te paryAyamAM khAmI zuM hoya ? je jJAnamAM AkhuM dravya ne guNa jaNAya gayA, paNa dravya -guNa, paryAyamAM AvyA nahIM. jaNAvAmAM ochapa na rahI. potAnI paNa trikALI paryAya jaNANI. jo AvuM na jANe to kahe che teNe potAnA dravyane ja jANyuM nathI. zrI pravacanasAra gAthA 49 mAM AvyuM che ke - "ekane jANe te sarvane jANe" kema ke eka pote AkhuM trikALI paryAyavALuM tattva che. e ekane jyAre jANe tyAM to (aMdaranuM badhuM jaNAya gayuM) bhaviSyamAM thavAvALI je paryAya che e pariNAma jaNAya jAya che. ekane jANe tyAM badhAne jANe che. samajANuM kAMI ? "atIta - anAgata - vartamAna anaMta paryAyarUpI rasAyaNa bhUta divya auSadhi tenA samUha vaDe," ( kavitA ) samasta cha dravya, e dravyanA anaMta paryAyorUpa divya 2sAyaNa pItAM ...aMtaraMgamAMthI pAva2 phATe -ema kahe che. tema A paryAyamAM rasAyaNa che tethI kevaLajJAna temAM jaNAya jAya che. e paryAyamAM traNakALa - traNaloka jaNAya jAya che. = pravacana naM. 148 tA. 13/11/'77 kaLazaTIkAno nirjarA adhikAra teno 141 zlokano chello (peregrApha ). "(avina) samasta (bhAva ) jIva, pudgala, dharma, adharma, kALa, AkAza evAM samasta dravyanAM" jIvamAM anaMta kevaLIo paNa AvyA, anaMta nigodanA jIva paNa AvyA, paMca parameSThI paNa kevaLajJAnanI paryAyamAM AvyA. evA cha dravyanA samasta (manDallR ) eTale bhUta, bhaviSya ne vartamAna badhI paryAyono samUha. "rasAyaNabhUta divya auSadhi tenA

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kalaza-268 399 (prabhAra) samUha vaDe (matA:Drava) magna thaI che." dRSTAMta ApyuM ke - jema rasAyaNa pIne taraMga UThe che tema jenI paryAyamAM traNa kALa traNalokanI paryAyo jaNAya jAya che tene jJAnanI taraMgonI sAthe anaMta AnaMdanA taraMga UThe che. rasAyaNa pIne jema mata nAma masta thaI jAya che. tema AtmAnA jJAnanI paryAyamAM pUrNanuM (jANapaNuM thaI jAya che.) pUrNanI vAta che ne! cha dravyo ane tenA anaMta guNo ane tenI paryAyo e badhAnuM manDala (manDana ) eTale samUha. traNakALa traNalokanA dravya, guNa, paryAyanA samUha jenI jJAnanI paryAyamAM magna thaI gayA che eTale jaNAya gayA che. rasAyaNanI auSadhi pIne jema masta thaI jAya tema traNa kALane traNalokanA paryAyone jANIne e atIndriya AnaMdanI paryAya masta thaI gaI che. atIndriya jJAna to che paNa sAthe atIndriya AnaMdathI masta thaI jAya che. rasAyaNabhUta divya auSadhi tenA (prabhAra) samUha vaDe (mata:va) magna thaI che, paryAya masta thaI. A nirjarA adhikAra che ne! aMtara AtmA jJAnAnaMda svarUpa che tenuM dhyAna karatAM karatAM ....dhyeyane jJAnamAM dhyeya banAvIne jeNe AtmAno Azraya lIdho che, te AzrayanA kAraNe tene kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya che....ema kahevuM che. e kevaLajJAnamAM traNakALanI paryAyanuM maMDaLa eTale samUhanuM (jJAna thayuM che. ) eka samayanI payayamAM (AvuM jJAna thayuM che.) rasAyaNanI peThe te AnaMdarasanI sAthe jJAna paryAya magna thaI che. juo A kevaLajJAna paryAya teno upAya nirjarA ane tenuM phaLa kevaLajJAna. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke- koI parama rasAyaNabhUta divya auSadhi pIe che to sarvAga taraMgAvali jevuM Upaje che, tevI rIte samasta dravyone jANavAmAM samartha che jJAna, tethI sarvAga AnaMda taraMgAvalithI garbhita che." eka samayanuM kevaLajJAna che te anaMta AnaMda garbhita taraMgAvalithI utpanna thAya che. ema kahe che ke - aMdarathI atIndriya AnaMdano rasa phATe che. caitanyamAM je atIndriya AnaMdano pUrNa aparimita svabhAva bharyo che te, kevaLajJAnanI paryAyanA kALamAM anaMta AnaMda rasAyaNano rasa jAge che, evo kevaLajJAnano svabhAva che. e kevaLajJAna thayuM tenuM kAraNa nirjarA che. have 142 kaLazamAM jhINuM AvyuM! lokone te AkaruM paDe che.

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4OO kalazAkRta bhAga-4 (zArdUlavikrIDita) klizyantAM svayameva duSkaratarairmokSonmukhaiH karmabhiH klizyantAM ca pare mahAvratatapobhAreNa bhgnaashcirm| sAkSAnmokSa idaM nirAmayapadaM saMvedyamAnaM svayaM jJAnaM jJAnaguNaM vinA kathamapi prAptuM kSamante na hi||10-142|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "pare rUdra jJAnuM jJAna | vinA prANuM thama mafpa na di kSamanta'(pare) zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavathI bhraSTa che je jIva te, (rUvaM jJAnaM) pUrve ja kahela che samasta bhedavikalpathI rahita jJAnamAtra vastu tene (jJAna | vinA) zuddhasvarUpaanubhavazakti vinA (prANuM) prApta karavAne, (thama ma9i) hajAra upAya karavAmAM Ave topaNa, (1 di kSamatte) nizcayathI samartha thatA nathI. kevuM che jJAnapada? "sAkSAt mokSa:" pratyakSapaNe sarvathA prakAre mokSasvarUpa che. vaLI kevuM che? "nirAmayaparva" jeTalA upadrava-kaleza che te sarvathI rahita che. vaLI kevuM che? "svayaM saMvedanAna"(svayaM) potAthI (saMvedyamAnaM) AsvAda karavAyogya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jJAnaguNa jJAnaguNathI anubhavayogya che, kAraNAntara dvArA jJAnaguNa grAhya nathI. kevo che mithyAdeSTi jIvarAzi? "kRmi: vinayanta" (mi:) vizuddha zubhopayogarUpa pariNAma, jainokta sUtronuM adhyayana, jIvAdi dravyonA svarUpanuM vAraMvAra smaraNa, paMcaparameSThInI bhakti ityAdi che je aneka kriyAbheda te vaDe (vinazyantA) bahu AkSepa (ADaMbara) kare che to karo, tathApi zuddha svarUpanI prApti thaze te to zuddha jJAna vaDe thaze. kevAM che karatUta arthAt kriyAbhada? "svayana iva Dukkaraze"(svayama zva) sahajapaNe (kuratajai:) kaSTasAdhya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jeTalI kriyA che te badhI duHkhAtmaka che, zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavanI mAphaka sukhasvarUpa nathI. vaLI kevAM che? "mokSanurve:" (mokSa) sakaLa karmakSayathI (3jurve:) unmukha che arthAt teo paraMparAe AgaLa mokSanuM kAraNa thaze evo bhrama Upaje che te jUTho che. "" vaLI kevA che mithyAdeSTi jIva? "madAvratatapomAre viruM manA: vinazyanta" (mahAvrata) hiMsA, anUta, teya, abrahma, parigrahathI rahitapaNuM, (tapa:) mahA parISahonuM sahavuM, tenA (mAra) ghaNA bojA vaDe(vira) ghaNA kALa paryaMta (masA) marIne cUro thatA thakA (vinazyantAM) ghaNuM kaSTa kare che to karo, tathApi evuM karatAM karmakSaya to thato nathI. 10-142. 26 2700

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kalaza-142 401 kaLaza naM.-142 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 148-149 tA. 13-14/11/'77 pure purva jJAnuM jJAnAmAM vinA prApta thama pi ra di kSamatte" (pare) zudhdha svarUpa anubhavathI bhraSTa che je jIva te" jene AtmA zudhdha svarUpa pavitra che tenuM tene samyagdarzana nathI ane anubhave (ya) nathI. vastu zudhdha caitanya AnaMda daLa che. dhruvanA taLamAM anaMtajJAna, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta zAMti anaMta vItarAgatA evI je vastu teno jene paryAyamAM anubhava nathI eTale anubhavanI zakti jeNe pragaTa karI nathI. bhagavAna AtmAnA anubhavathI je bhraSTa che tene zudhdha svarUpano anubhava nathI, te to rAganI rucimAM paDayA che. (rUduM jJAnaM) pUrve kahela che samasta bheda vikalpathI rahita jJAnamAtra vastu tene zudhdha svarUpa - anubhava zakti vinA prApta karavAne, hajAra upAya karavAmAM Ave to paNa, nizcayathI samartha thatA nathI." bhagavAna to jJAnamAtra AtmA che. caitanya caMdra che. ekalo caMdra kema kahyo? kema ke - caitanya zItaLa jJAnathI bharelo che. te zItaLa zItaLa....ThaMDo ThaMDo upazamarasathI bharela evo je bhagavAna AtmA tene anubhava vinA pAmI zakAto nathI. (prathama pi) kahe che ke - dayA- dAna -vrata-bhakti-tapa koI paNa prakAre.....anaMta upAyo karavAmAM Ave to paNa .....bhagavAna AtmA tenAthI prApta thAya tevo nathI. caitanyanI laherathI bharelo bhagavAna caitanyanA svabhAvathI ja te prApta thAya che. rAganI kriyA hajAra zuM? lAkha zuM? karoDa kare ne......... tenAthI prApta thAya tevo nathI. chaDhALAmAM Ave che lAkha bAtakI bAta yahI nizcaya ura lAo. torI sakala jagadaMdakuMda, nita Atama dhyAo." kahe che rAga to choDa paNa, vikalpanuM daita- (dvandra) paNa nahIM. A guNI ane A guNa evA daitapaNAno bheda paNa have choDa!! tyAM ja DhALAmAM lAkha vAtanI vAta kahyuM, ahIMyA hajAra kahyuM, tyAM badhe anaMta laI levuM. bhagavAna AtmA zudhdha caitanya pavitratAno piMDa prabhu che tenI sanmukha thaIne, caitanyane anusarIne AnaMdanuM vadana thavuM, A sivAya aneka upAya karo to paNa (AtmA) prApta thAya tevo nathI. "(varathama pi) hajAra upAya karavAmAM Ave to paNa nizcayathI samartha thatA nathI." e AtmajJAna karI zaktA nathI. lAkha maMdira banAve gajaratha calAve, abajo rUpIyA kharce, maMdira khAte karoDa kharce ....paNa tenAthI (Atma) vastu pAmI zakAtI nathI. kema ke - vastumAM tapaNuM, vikalpapaNuM nathI. evI cIjane pAmavA mATe hajAra, lAkha kriyA karo. atyAre

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402 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AkaruM kAma paDe che. jizyantAM svayameva DukkaratakSonua: mi:" jJAna - svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA tenuM pratyakSapaNe sarvathA prakAre sAkSAt mokSa svarUpa che. "vaLI kevuM che? "nirAmayaparva" jeTalA upadrava - kaleza che te sarvathI rahita che." e puNya pApanA, dayA ne dAnanA, vrata - bhaktinA e badhA vikalpo kaleza che. e kalezathI pratyakSapaNe jeTalA upadrava che te sarvathI rahita che. lokone A AkaruM paDe che ne ! ( AtmAne ) pAmavAnuM sAdhana zuM? ema kahe che! rAgathI bhinna paDIne prajJA chINI te tenuM sAdhana che. para tarapha jhUkatA rAgane, svatarapha jhUkatI dazA vaDe bhinna karavuM. rAganI dizA para upara che ane vItarAgI paryAyanI dazAnI dizA dravya upara che. vAta thoDI che paNa bhAva, gahana che. ahIM kahe che- jeTalA upadrava kaleza che te sarvethI rahita che. vaLI kevuM che? "svayaM saMvedyamAna" potAthI AsvAda karavA yogya che." bhASA joI? (svayaM saMvedyamAnaM) rAgAdi che te to vikAra - vibhAva che tethI para vastu che. tenAthI AtmA (svayaM saMvedyamAnaM) thaI zakto nathI. tethI kahyuM ke - "svayaM saMvedyamAna" potAnA AnaMda ne jJAna svabhAvathI svayaM vedanamAM e AvI zake tevI cIja che. A AkaruM paDe che ne! tyAM agAsa gayA hatA, eka kalAka vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM pachI eka mAravADI kahe - e badhuM ThIka - nizcaya (Adi nI vAta ) paNa tenuM sAdhana zuM? badhe sAdhananA vAMdhA cAle che. ema ke - A bhakti karavI, dayA karavI, pUjA karavI, vrata pALavA, brahmacarya pALavA e badhA sAdhana che. bhAI ! e sAdhana che ja nahIM. sAdhyanuM sAdhana to e che ke - rAgathI bhinna paDIne svabhAvamAM ekAgra thavuM. samayasAra gAthA 5 mAM kahyuM "ekatva vibhakta" svabhAvamAM ekatva thavuM ane rAgathI vibhakta thavuM "zcattavidatta vANaM" ane trIjI gAthAmAM kahyuM "ttafo@yavo samaya savvastha to," AtmA AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpa che, te potAnAmAM ekatvanI prapti kare che. te rAgathI vibhakta thAya che te nAstithI vAta karI, aMtarathI svabhAvanI ekatA kare te astithI vAta karI. jagatamAM suMdara mokSano mArga che. AvI vAta che! tethI loko rADa pADe che. sonagaDhavALA carcA karavAnI nA pADe che. tene koInI sAthe carcA karavI nathI, teNe to potAno ja mArga ghaDavo che. ATalA ATalA sAdhu kahe che ke ekAnta che, - nizciyAbhAsa che paNa teo koInuM sAMbhaLatA nathI! arere...! bhagavAna, bApubhAI ! tuM koNa cho tenI tane khabara nathI. tuM koI kriyAthI ke vikalpanA kalezathI pAmI zakAya evI tuM cIja nathI. bhAI ! tArA hitanI vAta che nAtha! pAThamAM bhASA zuM che juo ! "svayaMsaMvedyamAna' pote potAnA nirmaLa svabhAvathI ja saMvedhamAnam dazA pragaTa kare che. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktino rAga kAMI saMyama nathI, eto para che, vikAra che. nizcayathI to tene pugalanA pariNAma kahyA che. e pudgalanA pariNAmathI amRtanA pariNAma

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kalaza-142 403 kema pragaTa thAya? bhagavAna ! amRtano sAgara aMdara bharyo paDyo che. e amRtanA pariNAma vaDe ja amRtano sAgara jaNAya evo che. rAganA pariNAma vaDe te pAmI zakAto nathI. AvI vAta che! tene to zradhdhAne sudhAravAmAM haju vAMdhA paDe che. rAgAdi kriyAthI thAya e mithyAtva bhAva che. tenAthI AtmAnI prApti na thAya. rAgAdinI lAkha kriyA kare- brahmacarya pALe AkhI jiMdagI, ahiMsA, satya Adi mahAvrata pALavAno bhAva kare paNa te rAga che. tenAthI AtmA pamAya ane dharma thAya e vAta traNakALa traNalokamAM nathI. lokone ema lAge ke - Ama hAtha joDa karIne brahmacarya aMgIkAra karyuM. tethI ApaNe tarI gayA. brahmacarya ApanAro tene ema thAya ke - ohoho! bahu sAruM karyuM. bhAI e to badhI rAganI kriyA che...... tane khabara nathI. jJAna svarUpa bhagavAna ! temAM vRttinuM utthAna thavuM e to jhera che. - traNalokanA nAtha ! vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvaranuM pharamAna che ke hukama che ke "svayaM saMvedyamAna" AtmA che. AtmAne pAmavA rAganI lAkha, karoDa rAganI kriyA kare to paNa tenAthI jaNAya evo nathI. svayaM potAthI saMvedyamAnad AsvAda karavA yogya che. aliMgagrahaNanA chaThThA bolamAM e AvyuM che. (1) bhagavAna AtmA indriyathI jaNAya evo nathI. (2) indrIyathI jANe te AtmA nahIM. (3) indriyamAM pratyakSa thAya te AtmA nahIM. indriya pratyakSa te AtmAnuM svarUpa ja nahIM. (4) bIjAo vaDe anumAnathI jaNAya te AtmA nahIM. (5) pote paNa bIjA anumAnathI jANe tevo eno svabhAva nahIM. (6) potAnA svabhAvathI jaNAya tevo pratyakSa jJAtA che. A atithI saravALo lIdho. ahIM paNa e kahe che - (svayaM saMvedyamAna) AvI AkarI vAto che bApu! are! janma maraNanA avatAra karI karIne te duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayo che. tenA duHkhone jotAM jonArane AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahe tevA duHkho teNe sahana karyA che. e duHkho mithyAtvane laIne maLyA. te sAdhu thayo, paMca mahAvrata pALyA to emAMya duHkha che. zrotA:- temAM kAMI pocuM mUkAya evuM nathI? uttaraH- pocuM mUkAya evuM e che ke - tenAthI kAMI lAbha na thAya. muMbaInA ghAMsIlAla AvyA hatA te kahetA hatA ke - svAmIjI kaMIka moLuM mUke ane kaMIka ame moLuM mUkIe....to banne bhegA thaI jAya. A kaMI vANiyAvaDa che? eka vANiyo , kaNabI pAse pAMca hajAra rUpiyA mAMgato hato. vANiyAne khabara ke - AnI pAse be hajArathI vadhAre nathI. bhesuM, baLada, badhuya vece to paNa be hajAra thAya. kaNabIne

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4/4 kalAmRta bhAga-4 paNa khabara ke- mArI pAse be hajArathI vadhAre nathI. banne jaNa beThA, vANiyo kahe pAMca hajArathI eka pAI ochI nathI levI. pelo kahe eka hujArathI vadhAre pAI paNa mArI pAse nathI. ema karatAM karatAM ....chevaTe paTela be hajAra Avyo. be hajArathI vadhAre eka pAI mArI pAse nathI ! vANiyo kahe jAva bhAI ! tenA jevuM ahIMyA vANiyA vaDa haze? thoDIka rAganI kriyAthI paNa thAya ane thoDuMka svabhAvanA sAdhanathI paNa thAya. evA be prakAra haze kharA ! zrImadjInuM pada che "eka hoya traNakALamAM paramArathano paMtha," arere ! tene zradhdhAmAM paNa e vAta e nahIM tene kayAM javuM che bhAI ! e vikAranA anaMtA rasamAM roLAya gayo che... te duHkhI che. bahArathI bhale (sukhI dekhAto hoya:) be, pAMca lAkha rUpiyA, zarIra rUpALuM hoya....! paNa te mahAduHkhanA dariye DUbI gayo che. bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. e AnaMdano sAgara bhagavAna ! tenAthI virudhdha jeTalA vikalpo che e badhA duHkha che. bhAI ! tane tArA svabhAvanI zaktinuM mahAbhya keTaluM che tenI tane khabara nathI. ahA ! bhagavAna aMdara anaMta anAkuLa AnaMdanA rasathI chalochala bharela bhagavAna che. e AtmA (svayaM saMvedyamAnaM) che. ahIMyA ApaNe AnI upara ATaluM vajana che... ke zudhdha svabhAvanA anubhavathI prApta thAya tevo che. bAkI abajo rUpiyA kharce dAnamAM, pUjAmAM, bhaktimAM, maMdiro banAvavAmAM .....paNa tenAthI AtmA prApta thAya e vastunuM svarUpa ja nathI. samajANuM kAMI? pAThamAM bhASA kevI che? "(svayaM) potAthI (saMvedyamAnaM) AsvAda karavA yogya che." kharekhara to nirmaLa paryAya thAya che tenAthI svayaM utpanna paNa temAM jaNAya ema kahyuM che. ahIMyA kahyuM - (saMvedyamAna) AsvAdavA yogya. atIndriya AnaMdanA AsvAdathI te svayaM prApta thAya che. bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdano moTo DuMgara che. atIndriya AnaMdano moTo pAtALa kUvo che. bhAI ! tene kSetranI moTapanI jarUra nathI. tenA svabhAvamAM eka eka pradeza anaMta AnaMda ane anaMta jJAna bharyuM che... evo te asaMkhya pradeza che. jeno pAka atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana Ave evo che. bApu! zaratuM ghaNI..javAbadArI bahu bhAI ! Akho palaTo mAravAno che. je dazAnI dizA para tarapha che te dazAne svatarapha vALI ane nirmaLa dazAne pragaTa karavAnI che. A AtmA je vastu che tenA taLiyAmAM anaMta AnaMda paDyo che. tenA dhruva svabhAvamAM anaMta AnaMda che. prazna- paryAyano AnaMda upara kevI rIte che? uttara- paryAya upara che. atyAre paryAyamAM AnaMda kayAM che? eto paryAyamAM pragaTa kare tyAre AnaMda Ave che ...ema kahevuM che. tenI paryAyamAM jJAnanA ughADano aMza che . paNa

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kalaza-142 405 AnaMda nathI. ajJAnIne anAdithI jJAna paryAyano aMza vikAsa eTale kSayopazamarUpa che, paNa tene AnaMdarUpa avasthA che ja nahIM. e AnaMdanI avasthA thAya kyAre? aMdara bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha te AnaMdathI bharelo che. te (svayaM savedyamAna) che. e pote ja potAnA nirmaLa svabhAvanA anubhavathI prApta thAya che. koI rAganI kriyAthI ke - vrata -tapa- bhaktipUjA Adi, hiMsA, jUTha evA pApano to prazna ja nathI. paraMtu puNyanI kriyA lAkha, karoDa kare (4thama pi) koI prakAre kare, te lAkho, abajo rUpIyA dharamanA nAme kharce, karoDo maMdiro banAve, lAkho, abajo zAstro bhaNAve, mahAvrata pALe hajAro rANI choDIne (jaMgalamAM jAya) paraMtu tenAthI prabhu (nijAtmA) prApta thAya tevo nathI. pAThamAM (svayaM) zabda paDyo che. svayaM arthAt potAthI ja AsvAda karavA yogya che. rAganI je kriyA dayA-dAna-vratanA pariNAma te svayaM svarUpa nathI e to vikAranuM vibhAva svarUpa che. e pariNAma to duHkharUpa che. AhAhA! prabhu! atIndriya AnaMdanI zaktinA sAgarathI bharelo bhagavAna che. vartamAna zudhdha AnaMdanA anubhavanI dazAthI AsvAda karavA lAyaka che. AvI vAta che! tamArA varSItapa e badhA thothAM nIkaLyA ema kahe che. te paryAyamAM rAgAdinI lAkha, karoDa, kriyA kare....paNa AtmA tenAthI prApta thAya tevI cIja nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jJAnaguNa jJAnaguNathI anubhava yogya che, kAraNAntara dvArA jJAnaguNa grAhya nathI." bhASA juo! "kAraNAntara' A eka kAraNa che, e sivAya anerA kAraNa dvArA jJAnaguNa grAhya nathI. bhagavAna AtmAnI sanmukha thatAM je nirmaLa jJAna ane nirmaLa AnaMda thAya tenAthI te AsvAdavA yogya ane jaNAvA yogya che. kAraNAntara' A sivAya anya anerA kAraNo dvArA jaNAya tevo nathI. bhagavAna AtmAne, rAgathI bhinna prajJAchINIthI chedIne bhinna karatAM, te rAgathI bhinna paDatAM jaNAvA lAyaka thAya che. tethI (prajJAchINI) te tenuM kAraNa che. "kAraNAntara dvArA" eTale? e kAraNathI anerA kAraNa dvArA jJAnaguNa grAhya nathI. anya kAraNathI bhagavAna jaNAvA lAyaka nathI ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI? haju jene zradhdhAnA sudhAra nathI tene samakita ke di' thAya ! anubhava ke di' thAya ! e zuM kahyuM? haju to je zradhdhAmAM ema mAne che ke -dayA-dAna, vrata ne bhakti karatAM - karatAM anubhava thaze tene to mithyA zradhdhAnA saMskAra UMdhA che. aMdaramAM rAgathI bhinna paDIne, mAruM svarUpa to zudhdha caitanya che ane te svabhAvathI (svabhAva) prApta thaze evA svabhAvanA saMskArane sudhAravAmAM paNa haju tene vAMdhA UThe che. bhagavAna tAro uddhAra tyAM che hoM! tene bIjI rIte karavA jaIza to tyAM nahIM maLe! bhAI, corAsImAM nigodanA avatAramAM teNe aMtarmuhUrtamAM aDhAra bhava karyA. bhAI ! teM sAMbhaLyuM nathI. rAganA premIlA jIvo eka nigodanA bhavamAM, eka zvAcchozvAsamAM aDhArabhava

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406 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kare che. baheno pAse sADI ghaNI hoya tethI divasamAM dasa-paMdara jAtanI pherave. dizAe jAya to bIjo, sagAvahAlA pAse jAya to bIjo, koI gujarI gayuM hoya tyAM jAya to bIjo, teno artha e che ke - jenI upara prema che tene pheravyA ja kare che. bhAvanagaranA darabAra pAse 200 joDI joDA hatA. gharamAM phare to bIjA, bahAra jAya to bIjA, dizAe jAya to bIjA, korTamAM jAya to bIjA, ophIsamAM jAya to bIjA tema baso jAtanA joDA hatA. ahIMyA bIjuM kahevuM che ne ke- tene jenA upara prema che te vAtane te bahu ja pheravyA kare che. ema jene rAgano prema che te bahu ja pheravyA kare che. nigodano jIva aMtarmuhurtamAM aDhAra bhava kare. bhAI ! teM karyA che. tuM bhUlI gayo, bhUlI gayo tethI zuM vastu na hoya ema thaI jAya? jamyA pachI cha-bAra mahinA sudhI zuM thayuM tenI khabara nathI mATe te nahotuM ema koNa kahe ? evA anaMtA bhavo karyA, tenI khabara nathI mATe nahotA ema kema kahevAya? sarvajJa prabhu to ema kahe che - tuM mAtAnA peTamAM bAra varasa rahyo hato. A je savAnava mAse bALakano janma thAya che te to sAdhAraNa niyama che. paraMtu zAstramAM jyAM kAyanI sthitinuM varNana Ave che tyAM kahyuM che ke - mAtAnA peTamAM bALaka bAra varasa sudhI UMdhe mAthe laTakato duHkhI rahe che. pachI tyAMthI marIne pharI pAcho...e mAtAnI kuMkhamAM Ave athavA bIjI mAtAnI kuMkhamAM Ave. ema covIsa varSa sudhI te mAtAnA peTamAM rahe che. kayAMya zvAsa levAnuM na maLe, khorAka levA mATe sAdhana na maLe ! tyAM covIsa varSa kevI rIte kADhayA haze? e paNa ekavAra nahIM, anaMtavAra, paNa tuM bhUlI gayo. e bhava bhramaNanA duHkhono trAsa tane na Avyo. yogasAramAM yogIndu deva kahe che - "bhava bhayathI DarI citta." bhavanA bhayathI citta DarI gayuM che mATe have huM AtmAnI vAta karIza. bhavanA koIpaNa prakAranA kAraNamAM ane bhavanA kAryamAM vIryanuM kaMIka ullasitapaNuM lAge te mithyAtva bhAva che. caitanya bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha ! tenA karatAM bIjAmAM kaMI paNa vizeSatA lAge, AzcaryatA lAge e mithyAtva bhAva che. e anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa che. e saMsAranuM kAraNa choDIne eka vAra to have AtmAnubhava kara. "kAraNAntara dvArA jJAnaguNa grAhya nathI" bhASA cokhkhI karI che. te AnaMdanA, jJAnanA anubhavathI prApta thaI zake che. bAkI lAkha, karoDa upAya kare, kriyAkAMDa kare ....paraMtu tenAthI baMdha pariNAma che. tenAthI abaMdha pariNAma thatA nathI. e abaMdha pariNAma je kAraNa che tenAthI kAraNAntara aneruM kAraNa che. AhAhA ! rAjamalajIe TIkA paNa kevI karI che. juone!? AmAMthI samayasAra nATaka banAvyuM che."kAraNAntara dvArA" anya kAraNajJAnanuM vedana te svasaMvedana jJAna che. ane e jJAnathI jaNAya tevo che. e jJAna, AnaMdanI paryAyanA svAdathI jaNAya tevo che. e jJAna, zAMtinA aMzanA svAdathI jaNAya ke - A zAMti mAruM svarUpa che. A kAraNa vinA, anerA kAraNathI tAruM svarUpa prApta thAya evuM nathI. bhagavAna AtmA! "kAraNAntara dvArA jJAnaguNa

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kalaza-142 407 grAhya" thaI zake tevo nathI. lokone A AkaruM lAge che. e vAta sonagaDhanI che ema kahe che. AhAhA ! tArA svarUpanI vAta che......prabhu! vacanAmRtamAM bene eka bolamAM kahyuM che ne ke - "dravya tene kahIe jenA kArya mATe anerA dravyanI rAha jovI na paDe." bahu sAdI bhASA ane temAM bAra aMgano marma. dravya tene kahIe - caitanya bhagavAna tene kahIe ke jenA nirmaLa kArya mATe anerA dravyanI rAha jovI na paDe. jema putramAM pitAno aNasAra Ave tema mokSamArgI jIvamAM vItarAgano aNasAra Ave che. ekaso ekasaTha peIja upara che. jema pitAno aNasAra putramAM dekhAya che tema jinavarano aNasAra munirAjamAM dekhAya che. paramAtmA vItarAgI biMbapaNe dekhAya che. jevuM biMba-zAMta rasapaNe che tevI zAMtarasanI jhalaka dekhAya che. jema pitAno aNasAra putramAM dekhAya che tema jinavarano aNasAra munirAjamAM dekhAya che. munirAja chaThe - sAtame guNasthAne rahe teTalo kALa tenI zudhdhinI dazAmAM AgaLa vadhyA vinA rahe che tema nathI. tyAM UbhA rahetA ja nathI, AgaLa vadhatA ja jAya che. kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI AgaLa vadhatA ja jAya che. A muninI dazA che! ekavAra jo madhyastha banI vAMcaze tenA aMdaramAM eTale kALajAmAM ghA vAgI jAya evuM che. A pakSanI vAta nathI, A to vastunA svarUpanI vAta che. A to sAdI bhASA che. cAra copaDInA bhaNelA samajI zake tevI vAta che. vacanAmRta peIja naM. 84 upara doDha lITI che. "dravya tene kahevAya ke bhagavAna Atma dravya tene kahevAya ke - jenA kArya mATe, jenA AnaMdano anubhava mATe, kevaLajJAnanA kArya mATe bIjA sAdhanonI rAha jovI na paDe. vastu caitanya bhagavAna tene kahevAya ke - jenA nirmaLa kArya mATe anerA dravyanI jarUra na paDe. jene kAraNAntara arthAt vyavahAra ratnatrayanI rAha jovI na paDe. e hoya to A thAya tevuM che nahIM. jema kanakane kATa na hoya, agnimAM udhdhaI na hoya tema traNalokanA nAtha paramAtmA! tenA dravya svabhAvamAM AvaraNa na hoya ! tenA dravya svabhAvamAM uNapa na hoya ! tenAM dravya svabhAvamAM azuddhatA na hoya! samajAya che kAMI? kevo che mithyAdeSTi jIvarAzi? "varnama: nirayanta" vizudhdha zubhopayogarUpa pariNAma" "jIvarAzi' zabda che! eTale? mithyAdeSTi jIvanA DhagalA paDayA che. juo, karma eTale kArya kArya eTale vizudhdha zubhopayogarUpa..ekalo zubha-upayoga nahIM. paraMtu vizudhdha zubhopayoga. "jainokata sUtronuM adhyayana" evA pariNAma lAkha, karoDa kare, anaMta karene !! "jIvAdi dravyonA svarUpanuM vAraMvAra smaraNa, paMca parameSThInI bhakti ityAdi," bahu adhyayana kare, arihaMta, sidhdha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhunI bhakti "ityAdi che je aneka

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408 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kriyAbheda te vaDe bahu AkSepa kare che to karo" e kaleza kare che to karo! e kalezathI bhagavAna AtmA prApta thAya tevo nathI. zAstranA adhyayana, bhakti-pUjA, jIvAdi dravyonA svarUpanuM smaraNa te sarva vikalpa che. vizudhdha zubhopayoga te pariNAma te badhA aneka kriyAbheda che. e vaDe bahu AkSepa ADaMbara kare to karo !! bhASA A rIte vAparI che. Ama to kahevuM che kaleza, kaleza karo to karo ! bhASA evI vA52I che ke bahu AkSepa ADaMbara karo to karo ! te jANe bhakti karIne Ama karyuM ne tema karyuM jANe ! ohoho ! zuM karIne AvyA tema jANe ! e badho ADambara che, bahA2no dekhAva che. e dekhAva karo to karo.......paraMtu tenAthI maLe tevuM nathI. Avo mArga che bApA ! arere..... tene sAMbhaLavAya maLe nahIM....te vicAra ke di' kare, bhedajJAna ke di' kare ane pAme ke di' ? are ! enI ene durlabhatA thaI paDI ! ane A badhuM saheluM thaI paDayuM. 52mArtha vacanikAmAM Ave che ne ! ajJAnIne AgamanI paddhati sahelI lAge che... mATe tene kare che. saheluM kema lAge che ? kema ke anAdino adhyAsa che ...zubha ane azubhano eTale te saheluM lAge che. paNa...... adhyAtmanA vyavahArane te jANatAM nathI. adhyAtmano vyavahAra eTale ? rAgathI bhinna zudhdha pariNati te adhyAtmano vyavahA2 che. je mokSano sAco mArga che. je adhyAtmano vyavahAra che tene to kAMI jANatoya nathI. te bahAranI pravRttimAM, kAya-kalezanI pravRttimAM paDayA che. prabhu ! tAro udhdhAra kayAre thAya ? je mokSanuM kAraNa che tene to ka2to nathI ane kA2NAntara dvA2A pamAze ema tuM mAne che. te kahe che - ghaNA badhAM Ama kahe che. gaIkAlanA chApAmAM lakhyuM che ke - sonagaDhanA e loko dayA-dAna-pUjA-bhaktine to dharma kahetA nathI. jyAre munino, zrAvakono to e mULadharma che. are....prabhu ! tane khabara nathI bhAI ! e bhAva enA AtmAne nukazAna karanArA che. tene lAbha karanArA che tema mAnavuM te moTuM mithyAtvabhAvanuM zalya che. e vAta ahIMyA kare che. evI kriyA, ADambara karo to karo ! jANe Ama bhagavAnanI bhakti kare....Ama hA2moniyamanI sAthe rAga tANIne bhakti gAya to te jANe zuM nuM zuM karyuM !! jayapura Adarzanaga2mAM eka chokarI che. pAMca, sAta hajAra mANasa vyAkhyAnamAM hatuM. e vyAkhyAna pUrNa thayuM pachI pelI chokarI e bhakti gAya. tenI bhASA sAdI hatI paNa kaMTha evo......kaMTha te kaMTha! e jyAM bhASA bolI tyAM sabhA stabdha thaI gaI. paNa.....e to kaMThano ADambara che. eNe kaMThathI gAyuM mATe dharma thaI jAya tema nathI. aneka kriyA karo to karo,"tathApi zudhdha svarUpanI prApti thaze te to zudhdha jJAna vaDe thaze." jyAre tene bhagavAnano bheTo thaze te zudhdha nirmaLa pariNatithI thaze. e rAganI kriyA lAkha, karoDa, anaMtavAra kara ! paNa.....tenAthI lAbha thaze nahIM. samajANuM kAMI ?

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kalaza-142 4/9 pravacana naM. 149 tA. 14/11/'77 kaLazaTIkAno 142 kaLaza cAle che. nIcethI pAMcamI lITI che tyAMthI pharIne! "mi: nizyanta vizudhdha zubhopayogarUpa" karma eTale kArya. zuM kArya che? dayA-dAna, vrata - bhakti, pUjA evo zubhopayoga te rAganI kriyA che, te duHkharUpa che. "rmama vinazyanta" e zabdano artha cAle che. karma eTale kArya ane e kArya konuM? kArya eTale zuM? "vizudhdha zubhopayogarUpa pariNAma," dayA-dAnanA, vratanA, bhaktinA, pUjAnA, maMdira banAvavAnAM vagere zubhabhAva te kriyA arthAt kArya vikAra che. AvI vAta che bApu! jagatane bahu AkaruM kAma lAge che! jainokta sUtronuM adhyayana" anyamatanA nahIM paNa jainanAM kahelAM, vItarAga paramezvare kahelAM sidhdhAMta ane Agamo... tenuM adhyayana karato hoya te paNa eka rAganI kriyA che....... ane te paNa duHkharUpa che. are! AvI vAta bhAre AkarI paDe........! jagatane kyAM paDI che!? duniyAne kyAM khabara che ke zuM satya che? huM zuM karuM chuM, huM kyAM jaIza? enI kyAM paDI che? bahAramAM kAMIka pAMca-pacIsa lAkha maLe, zarIra kAMIka ThIka, bAyaDI chokarAM kAMIka ThIka, emAM to e marI gayo. rAganI kriyAmAM tAruM mRtyu che....... tenI prabhu tane khabara nathI. tAruM jIvana to caitanya svarUpe che. AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna che te AnaMdanA jIvane jIvavuM e tAruM jIvana che. A paisA, zarIra, strI, kuTuMba-parivAra ane tene mATe thato bhAva te to ekalo pApa che. e pApanI to ahIMyA vAta che nahIM. e pApa to durgati gaNavA mATenuM kAraNa che. A badhA karoDapati lAInabaMdha beThA che. AnI pAse be karoDa che. e badhA dhULapati che. te badhA duHkhI che ema kahe che ne !? - paramezvara trilokInAtha jinendradeve bhagavAna AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu che tema pharamAvyuM. sat nAma zAzvata jJAna ne AnaMdano bhaMDAra prabhu che, tenI sAme jovuM nathI, tene zradhdhAmAM levo nathI......ane A bahAranA prasaMga jALamAM ghUsIne marI gayo. e pApanA pariNAma, saMsAranA pariNAma tenI to vAta karI nathI. kema ke te to durgatinuM kAraNa che ja. paNa jene zubha upayoga kahyo -kriyAkAMDano, brahmacaryano, dayAno, dAnano, vratano, pUjAno, bhaktino, zAstra adhyayanano ke je jainanA zAstrono abhyAsa e paNa zubharAga che. traNalokanA nAtha vItarAga paramezvare kahelA sidhdhAMto ane tenuM adhyayana te zubharAga che, te duHkha che, kaSTa che. to have jAvuM kyAM ? mArga A che bApA! zuM thAya! jagata bicAruM aMdhArAmAM kyAMya rakhaDe che, kaMI bhAna na maLe ! dharmanA nAme paNa e vratane, pUjAne, tapane, bhaktine kArya mAne che tene to ahIMyA kaleza kahyuM che, te duHkharUpa che. bhAI ! tane vItarAga jinendradeva paramAtmAnA mArganI khabara nathI. are !

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410 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 e to bahAramAM, vADAmAM dharma mAnI rakhaDapaTTI karI rahyo che. ahIMyA prabhu jinendra paramAtmA kahe che ke - paMca parameSThInI bhakti, arahaMta sidhdha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu, zAstro paNa jinendranAM kahelAM hoM ! anyanA kahelAnI ahIMyA vAte nathI. jinendradeva paramezvara temaja paMca parameSThIne jeNe jANyA che, svIkAryA che. evI bhakti paNa zubharAga che, ane te duHkha che. AkarI vAta bApu! jagatane gaLe UtaravuM muzkela ! anaMta kALathI rakhaDIne marI gayo che. zrImadjI kahe che...... "anaMtakALathI AthaDyo vinA bhAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahIM guru saMtane, mUkayuM nahIM abhimAna." "paMca parameSThInI bhakti ityAdi" ityAdithI jeTalA zubha vikalpo thAya che. zAstranA zravaNanA kahevAnA vagere aneka vikalpo thAya che. je anekadiyAbhedate vaDe(vinazyantA) bahu AkSepa (ADaMbara) kare che to karo," ADambara, kaleza karo to karo ! pelA saMsAra dhaMdhAnI vAta to ahIMyA karI nathI........... kema ke te to ekaluM pApa che. ahIMyA to dharmanA bahAne AvuM kare che te vAta che. prabhu trilokanAtha vItarAga Ama pharamAve che.......ke rAga che te vRttinuM utthAna che, te duHkha che. prabhu! tane khabara nathI. (vinantA ) ema zabda paDyo che ne! kaleza karo to karo ema kahe che. chelle to te bahArano ADambara che. jANe zuM kyuM? te jANe vrata pALyA, bhakti karI, moTI rathayAtrA kADhe tevA ADambara, karoDonA maMdiro banAvyA...te jANe zuM nuM zuM karyuM!? bhAI ! sAMbhaLa to kharo........... dhIro thA dhIro! e zubharAganI kriyAno AkSepa arthAt ADambara che. arere.... vANiyAnA kuLamAM janmyA hoya to paNa....bicArAe koI di' sAMbhaLyuM na hoya ! anyamAM to A vAta che ja kyAM!? paNa......je jainakuLamAM avataryA hoya tene paNa A (vastunI) khabara nathI. jaina paramezvara kone duHkha kahe che, kone dharma kahe che. tenI khabara nathI. ahIMyA kahe che ke - bahAramAM moTA ADambara dekhAya, cAra mahinAnA apavAsa karyA ane karoDo rUpiyA kharcA ane maMdiro banAvyA, AjIvana brahmacarya lIdhuM....hoya sajoDe....e badhI zubha kriyA che bApu! tane khabara nathI. e badhA zubharAganI kriyAnA kaleza che. bhAI ! jagatamAM cAlatI prathAthI bhagavAnanA mArganI rIta koI judI che. A varSItapa karyA to kahe che - kaleza karo to karo......! lyo A to ADambara nIkaLyA, e badhuM kaleza hatuM paNa tenuM bhAna kyAM hatuM. ahIMyA kahe che "e kriyAbheda te vaDe bahu AkSepa karo cho karo"! tathApi zudhdha svarUpanI prApti thaze te to zudhdha jJAna vaDe thaze" vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvare je AtmA kahyo te bhagavAna AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu che. e to aMdaranI jJAnanI kriyA dvArA ja prApta thaze bAkI A zubhakriyA dvArA nahIM. AvI vAta che! tenA tane rasa caDI gayA che. ema kahe che.

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kalaza-142 411 saMsAranA pApanA rasa to caDhayA paNa A dharmanA nAme rAganA rasa caDI gayA che. tamane je rasa caDhayo che te rAgano rasa che. te dharma nahIM. e bhAI kahetA hatA ke - AvI vAta kayAMya sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. AhA!64 varSa to dikSAne thayA, 88 varSa zarIrane thayA. dekhatA na lAge ke zarIrane 88 varSa thayA che. 13 varSa janma sthaLa umarALAmAM rahyAM, nava varSa dukAna para poleja ane doDha varSa guru pAse bhaNyA, A rIte 88 no saravALo thayo. jagatane ghaNuM joyuM che. hindustAnamAM dasadasa hajAra mAIla traNa vakhata moTara dvArA pharyA chIe. zuM thAya prabhu! AvuM manuSyapaNuM maLyuM ane eLe jAya. ApaNe sAMbhaLIe chIene nAnI-nAnI uMmaranA 25, 28, varSanA cAlyA jAya che. zAMtilAlano 28 varSano dikaro, tene AMtaramAM vyAdhi haze, oparezana karAvyuM.....ane ThIka hatuM....pachIthI deha chUTI gayo. bApA! dehanI sthiti je samaye jevI thavAnI tevI ja thAya. uparathI indro nIce utare tene badalI na zake. Do. pote marI jAya che ne ! je samaye maravAnA te samaya (nakkI che). A zarIra to dhULa-mATI che. bApu! tane khabara nathI. A to saMyogI cIja che. A saMyogI cIja AvelI che te mATI-dhULa-pudgala che. jyAM sudhI sthiti mudata che tyAM sudhI raheze. tArA lAkha upAya, davA e tene rAkhI nahIM zake. are! bahAramAM kyAMya sukha nathI. bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. sukha to prabhu AtmAmAM che. aMdara atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara uchaLe che...... tenI to khabara na maLe! tenI sAmuM jovuM nathI ane A bahAranI pravRttimAM rokAI ane jiMdagI khoI bese che. jiMdagI badhI aphaLa jAya che. ahIMyA to haju pApanA pariNAma thAya emAM paNa rAjI rAjI thaI jAya. be, pAMca karoDa maLyA to jANe ke - huM pahoLo ane zerI sAMkaDI thaI jAya. ahIMyA to e vAta kare che ke tuM nivRtti laIne sAdhu thaI jA, pAMca mahAvrata pALa ane zubha upayogathI bhagavAnanI bhakti kara, zAstranuM adhyayana kara, e badhI rAganI kriyA duHkha che. A to vItarAga mArga che. jinezvara paramezvarano dharma vitarAgathI pragaTa thAya, rAgathI pragaTa thAya nahIM. AvI vAtuM che! "zudhdha svarUpanI prApti thaze te to zudhdhajJAna vaDe thaze" rAganI kriyAthI bhinna bhagavAna AtmA che evA jJAna svarUpamAM ekagra thaze tyAre tenuM kalyANa thaze. bAkI lAkha kriyAkAMDa karIne marI jAya to tenAthI AtmAnI - dharmanI prApti nahIM thAya. kevAM che? kartutva arthAt kriyAbhada? "svayama va Dukkara tara:"(svayamava) sahajapaNe kaSTa sAdhya che." zubha upayogarUpa dayA-dAna-vrata-pUjA tene kriyA kahI. e kriyA (turaMtare:) kaSTa sAdhya che tethI e duHkharUpa che. A vAta sAMbhaLavI paNa kaThaNa paDe! AhAhA! e paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma, zarIrathI jAgvajIva brahmacarya pALe, ahiMsA, satyavrata, acoryavrata, aparigraha e paMca mahAvrata pALe... paNa e tAruM svarUpa nathI, tenI

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412 kalAmRta bhAga-4 tane khabara nathI. e to vRttinuM utthAna ane rAganI kriyA che. pAThamAM kahyuM che. "e to kaSTa sAdhya che." eTale kaSTa dAyaka che tethI temAM duHkha sAdhya che, temAM AnaMda sAdhya nathI. AvI vAto che!! beMgloramAM tArA pitAjIne kahyuM hatuM. bhAInA pitAjIe cAra lAkha rUpiyA maMdira banAvyuM temAM ApyAne! ATha lAkha bhabhUtamallajIe nAkhyA.....ane bAra lAkhanuM digambara maMdira banAvyuM. juo to Ama....(khuza) thaI jAva....!te vakhate kaheluM ke - A bAra lAkha kharcA che mATe dharama thaI gayo tema samajatA nahIM. zrotA-maMdira banyA pahelAM ke pachI kahyuM? uttara- nA, nA! ahIMyA to pahelethI ja kahetA AvIe chIe. juone A chavvIsa lAkhanuM (paramAgama ) makAna thayuM. ekaluM ArasapahANanuM temAM poNAcAra lAkha akSara kotarAvyA che tyAre paNa pahelAM kahyuM ke - bahAranI jeTalI kriyA che tenA upara jeTaluM lakSa jAya che e badho zubharAga che, e dharma nahIM. bApu! dharma to.....!! caitanya bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara prabhu! teno Azraya letAM, zudhdha svarUpane dhyAnamAM letAM, zudhdha svarUpane jJAnamAM letAM tene dharama thAya che. AkarI vAtuM bhAI ! anaMta anaMta kALathI paribhramaNa karatAM karatAM tene thAka lAgyo nathI. tene thAka lAgavo joIe. e vicAreya kayAM che? tene bALakapaNuM Ave to ramatamAM jAya, yuvAnI Ave tyAM strImAM khovAya jAya, pachI dhaMdhAmAM khovAya jAya, vRdhdhAvasthA Ave tyAM pachI thaI rahyuM- te rove. "bALapaNA khelameM khoyA, juvAnI strImeM mohyA, vRddhApaNA dekhake royA." ahIMyA kahe che- tuM koNa cho? e je kriyA che te kaSTadAyaka che. saMsAranA pApanA pariNAma che. raLavAnA, bhoganAM, tene sAcavavAnAM te to pApanA pariNAma hovAthI mahA duHkhadAyaka che. paraMtu "zubhaupayoga" eTale zAstra adhyayana, jIvAdinuM smaraNa, paMcaparameSThInI bhakti e badhuM kaSTa sAdhya che. temAM je rAganI vRtti UThe che te duHkha che. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jeTalI kriyA che te badhI duHkhAtmaka che, zudhdhasvarUpa - anubhavanI mAphaka sukha svarUpa nathI." A dhArmika kriyAnI vAta che hoM ! (zubhakriyAnI) pelI saMsAranI kriyA to ekalI pApanI ja che. khaTapaTa, krodha, kapaTa AdinI vAta nathI. A to zubhakriyA che te dharmanA nAme thatI kriyA che. jeTalI kriyA che te badhI duHkhadAyaka- duHkhasvarUpa che. te zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavanI mAphaka sukha svarUpa nathI. bhagavAna AtmA! jJAnanuM biMba prabhu sarvajJa svabhAvI che. e atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara AtmA che tenI sanmukha thaIne je anubhava karavo te sukharUpa che. A kriyAkAMDa te badhA duHkharUpa che. saMsAranA pApa ADe, A karavAnI nivRtti kayAM che? covIsa kalAkamAMthI 6, 7 kalAka UMdhamAM jAya, be cAra kalAka bAyaDIne rAjI karavAmAM jAya ane chokarAne ramADavAmAM

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kalaza-142 413 jAya, dukAnamAM thaDe be - cAra kalAka jAya, temAM sAMbhaLavA javA mATe ekAda kalAka maLe tene kuguru lUMTI lya! te ema batAve ke vratane tapa kara- tane dharma thaze. zrImajI kahe che ke - tene kuguru lUMTI le che. tene ema batAve ke apavAsa karo, dAna karo, maMdira banAvo to tamAruM kalyANa thaI jaze ! kuguru jagatane lUMTe che. AvI vAtuM che! zudhdha svarUpa - anubhavanI mAphaka sukha svarUpa nathI" zuM kahe che? bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda svarUpa, jJAna svarUpa che jJAna eTale jANavuM. A zAstranuM jANavuM e nahIM. ahIMyA to jJAnaguNa eTale jenI sattAmAM A..che....ema jaNAya che. A che....che....che.....che ema jenI sattAmAM jaNAya che te jJAna svarUpa che. jJAna svarUpa eTale jJAna svabhAvI prabhu che. enI sanmukha thaIne jJAna svabhAvano anubhava te sukharUpa che. pelI kriyAkAMDa ane tenA bhAva sukharUpa nathI, te to duHkharUpa che. mAthuM pharI jAya evuM che. ' arere! anaMtakALe tene mAMDa manuSyapaNuM maLe, temAM vaLI pApanA prasaMgamAM rokAya jAya, ema ahIMyA prasaMga maLyo to puNyanI kriyAmAM samaya cAlyo jAya......to e puNyanI kriyAmAM rokAya gayo. ane emAM dharma che tema mAne to marI gayA. "vaLI kevAM che? "mokSemua:" sakaLa karma kSayathI (3nua:) unmukha che." jenAthI karmano kSaya thAya tenAthI zubhanI kriyA badhI viparIta che. mokSa nAma sakaLa karmakSayathI, unmukha eTale ulaTuM che. A vrata ne bhakti ne pUjA ne zAstra adhyayana ne te badhuM sakaLa karmakSaya lakSaNathI unmukha che. teo paraMparAe AgaLa mokSanuM kAraNa thaze. evo bhrama Upaje che te jUTho che." kahe che-ajJAnIne Avo bhrama upaje che. ame vrata pALIe chIe, apavAsa karIe chIe, tapasA karIe chIe, varSItapa karIe chIe. sthAnakavAsI, zvetAmbaranA lakhANamAM eja badhuM Ave. ANe ATalA apavAsa karyA ane ANe ATalI tapasAthuM karI......! ahIM kahe che- e badhI kriyAothI mokSa thato nathI. ATha karmanA kSayathI thato mokSa tenAthI te (3nuvaeN) ulTI kriyA che. e bhAva to baMdhane karanAra che. te AgaLa jatAM mokSanuM kAraNa thaze tema mAne che. Ama karatAM karatAM paraMparAe mokSa thAya, kAMI Ama jaldI thaI jAya? pahelAM pApa choDIe pachI puNya karatAM-karatA thAya. pApa choDIne puNya karIe pachI puNya choDIzuM ema ! e rIte paraMparAe dharma thaze! mUMDha jIvo Ama mAnIne tyAM rokAI gayA che. | sarvajJa bhagavAna trilokInAtha ema pharamAve che ke - aMdara je caitanya sAgara bhagavAna che te aMdara atIndriya AnaMdanA svabhAvathI chalochala - labAlaba bharelo prabhu che. bhAI ! tane tenI khabara nathI, paNa AvA AtmAno anubhava karavo tenuM nAma mokSanI kriyA-dharmanI kriyA che. e kriyAthI A badhuM viruddha che. ekavAra to harakha UtarI jAya evuM che. A badhuM. bahAranA harakhanA saDako lIdhAM che ne ! patnI ThIka maLI ne kAMIka vepAra sarakho cAle, kAMIka paisA ThIka

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414 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 maLe, munima sArA maLyA hoya, mUDImAM be, pAMca karoDa hoya...to tene harakha...harakha varte te sannepAta che. ahIM to prabhu kahe che - pApa kadAcit choDayuM ane vrata, bhakti, pUjAmAM Avyo ane dAnamAM karoDo rUpiyA kharcA, moTI rathayAtrA kADhI. atyAre to dasa-dasa varSanA chokarA dikSA lya che. haju samakita kone kahevAya tenI bhAna na maLe tene dikSA kayAMthI AvI gaI ! e to dakSA che. ahIM kahyuM ke e kaSTa te duHkha che ane atyAre to evuM kaSTaya kyAM che? jene paMcamahAvrata kahIe tevo vyavahAreya kyAM che? tenA mATe banAvelA AhAra, pANI le; vastrAdi veMcAtA le, cAdaruMdhAbaLI Adi veMcAtI laIne Ape...emAM vyavahAranAya kyAM ThekANA che? sAcA paMcamahAvrata hoya to paNa te rAga che tethI duHkharUpa che. tene ke di' mahAvata hatA? bahu phera che. e badhI AkarI vAtuM che. teo paraMparAe AgaLa mokSanuM kAraNa thaze evo bhrama Upaje che te jUTho che." jUTho eTale che ke- A (zubha) karatAM-karatAM pachI thaze tema (mAne che mATe) eka pagaluM AgaLa cAlyA chIe, pApanA pariNAma to choDayA che. have A puNyanA pariNAma karIe chIe pachI AgaLa dharma karazuM. zrotAH- puNyamAM to AgaLa vadhyA che!? uttara:- dhULeya vadhyA nathI, saMsAranA pApamAM paDayA che. "" vaLI kevA che mithyASTi jIva?madAvratanapomAreviraMmanA:vinazyantAhiMsA, anRta, steya, abrahma, parigrahathI rahitapaNuM," e bahAramAM vastrano dhAgo na rAkhe, nagnamuni thAya, jaina darzanamAM to nagnamunine muni kahevAmAM Ave che. vastra sahitanuM munipaNuM jainadarzanamAM kahevAmAM AvatuM nathI. nAma mAtrathI muni kahetA nathI. ahIMyA kahe che - hiMsA choDI de,!! jUTha choDI de! corI choDI de! abrahma choDI de! parigraha choDI de! eTale ke vastrano dhAgoya na rAkhe ane nagna muni thAya. bahu AkarI vAtuM!! nigraMtha kone kahe che? jene zarIre vastrano dhAgo na hoya, jyAre mAtAe janma Apyo tevI dazA tenA zarIranI hoya ane aMdaramAM AnaMdanA nAthane jagADIne, vItarAgI AnaMda dazA hoya, atIndriya AnaMdamAM jhUlatA hoya, pracura atIndriya AnaMdanuM jene vedana hoya tene muni kahevAmAM Ave che. zrotA- cazmA hoya? uttara- cazmAM na hoya, vastrano TukaDoya na hoya to pachI cazmA kyAMthI hoya? koI vyaktithI ApaNe kAma nathI. A to vastunI sthiti AvI che basa. cazmA kevA? ghaDiyALuM kevI ? vastrano dhAgo kevo? kuMdakuMda bhagavAna to aSTapAhuDanA sUtrapAhuDamAM kahe che - vastrano TukaDo rAkhIne kahe ke ame muni chIe ema mAne, manAve, e mAnyatAne rUDI jANe te nigodagAmI

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kalaza-142 415 che. e nigodamAM avataravAnA che. e badhA lasaNa ne DuMgaLImAM javAnA che. prabhu! AkaruM paDe bhAI ! paNa A sarvajJa paramAtmAnuM vacana che. Avo mArga che! ahIMyAM to evA parigrahathI rahita jIvone lIdhA che. kapaDAnA poTalA rAkhe ane mAne parigrahathI rahita che, e to parigrahathI rahiteya nathI. e to avratanA pApamAM paDayA che. are ! enI pAse brahmacarya levuM, mithyASTi pAse hAtha joDa karavuM e mithyAtvanuM poSaNa che. pote to mithyAtvane poSe che ane bIjAne mithyAtvanuM poSaNa karAve che. AvuM AkaruM kAma ! AkhI duniyAthI phera che bApu! traNalokanA nAtha jinendradeva enA mArgathI judI cIja che. "mahA pariSahanuM sahavuM" paMcamahAvratadhArI vastrano TukaDo paNa na rAkhe. te brahmacarya pALe, jUTha na bole, corI na kare, ekendriya jIvanA prANane haNe nahIM, eka lIlotarIno kaNa che tene paNa te haNe nahIM, e badhI rAganI kriyA che tema kahe che. mahApariSahanuM sahavuM" rAtre tRSA evI lAgI hoya pANInuM biMdu na le! sarpa karaDyo hoya to davA na le! viMchI karaDayo hoya to sahana kare evA mahA pariSaha sahana kare "tenA ghaNA bojA vaDe (viraM) ghaNA kALa paryata (maranA:) marIne cUro thatA thakA" evI kriyA karatAM karatAM marIne cUraNa thAva to paNa tamAruM paribhramaNa maTaze nahIM. AhAhA! be be mAsanA apavAsa, apavAsanA pAraNe lukho AhAra e badhI kriyAo che. anaMtavAra rAganI maMdatA karo ane zarIra jIrNa karo ane marI jAva. marIne cUro thatA thakA ghaNuM kaSTa kare che to karo, tathApi evuM karatAM karmakSayato thato nathI." tenAthI aMze paNa mithyAtvano nAza ke karmano nAza thato nathI. navA lokone to evuM lAge ke - A zuM kahe che? jaina dharma Avo haze!? bApu! mArga A che bhAI ! are....bhUtakALamAM narakanAM duHkho sahana karyA che. koI rAjakumAra hoya, abajopati hoya, karoDo rUpiyA lagnamAM kharyA hoya, pacIsa varSanI juvAna uMmara hoya, tenI rANI paNa abajopatinI dIkarI hoya, tenA lagnanI pahelI rAtrino bhogano pahelo divasa hoya ane AvA jIvane jIvato jamazedapuranI bhaThThImAM nAkhe ane je pIDA thAya tenAthI anaMtaguNI pIDA prabhu narakanI che. narakamAM dasa hajAra varasanI sthitie rahe che. AvuM te sAMbhaLyuM nathI ? to pachI tane rAjIpA kayAMthI AvyA? IrAnano rAjA che teNe eka rAtane divasanA lagnamAM pahelI suhAgarAtamAM abajo rUpiyA kharcyu. ene jIvato bhaThThImAM nAkhe ane je duHkha thAya tenAthI anaMtaguNI piDA pahelI narakamAM che. dasa hajAra varasanI sthitimAM pahelI narakamAM anaMtaguNA duHkha che. e badhA mithyAtvane kAraNe rakhaDIne marI rahyA che. e badhI kriyA karI paNa temAM mithyAtva che. tenAthI dharma thaze ema mAnIne mithyAtvane sevyA.

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416 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 pAThamAM (banA:) ema kahyuM. "marIne curo thatA thakA eTale? apavAsa karI karIne zarIrane jIrNa karI nAkhavuM, zarIrathI kriyA karIne marI jA ne! temAM dharma kayAM che? kahe che karmakSaya to thato nathI." jIvana to vIjaLInA jhabakArA jevuM che. vIjaLInA jhabakAre motI parovI le ! A to TANAM AvyA che bApA! aMdara caitanya vastu che tyA tuM jA ! tane AnaMda thaze, tyAM samakita thaze ane saMsArano abhAva thaze. AvI cIja aMdaramAM che ane bahAramAM rakhaDI maryo ema ne ema ! zAMtiprasAda zAhujI, 66 varSanI uMmare, 27 tArIkhe savAre hArTapheIla thatAM deha choDIne cAlyA gayA. cAlIsa karoDa rUpiyA hatA. pa-7 karoDanI to upaja che. ahIM traNa vAra pahelA AvI gayelA. hamaNAM darzana karavA ane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvyA hatA. traNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyAM. muMbaImAM dilhImAM ghaNA prazna karatA. vyavahAra jANelo prayojanavAna che, zAstramAM vyavahAra kahyo che ne ! pachI kahyuM ke vyavahArIne vyavahArano upadeza Apavo ema tyAM kahyuM nathI. manA: marIne cUro thatA thakA (vinazyantA) vrata pALIne zarIrano cUro karI nAkhe. apavAsa karIne zarIrane jirNa karI nAkhe paNa tenAthI jarIe dharma thato nathI. AvI vAto jagatane AkarI paDe hoM! (dvatavilaMbita) padamidaM nanu karmadurAsadaM sahajabodhakalAsulabhaM kil| tata idaM nijabodhakalAbalAt kalayituM yatatAM satataM jgt||11-143|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha-"tatAnanurUvaMnata rUdrupama yituM satata tatA" (tata:) te kAraNathI (nanu) aho (rUvaM nati) vidhamAna che je sailokayavartI jIvarAzi te (rUdrupam ) A padano artha nirvikalpa zuddha jJAnamAtravastuno (vayituM) niraMtara abhyAsa karavAne mATe (satata) akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa (tatA) yatna karo. zA kAraNa vaDe? "ninavo vasAvalAta"(ninavogha) zuddha jJAna, teno (vanA) pratyakSa anubhava, tenA (vAta) sAmarthya vaDe; kema ke "jina"nizcayathI jJAnapada"rmasarva"(varma) jeTalI kriyA che tenA vaDe (kurAsavuM) aprApya che, ane "sahanavoghanA suttama" (saMhanavopa) zuddha jJAnanA (varanI) niraMtara anubhava vaDe (suttama) sahaja ja prApta thAya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-zubha-azubharUpa che jeTalI kriyA, tenuM mamatva choDIne eka zuddhasvarUpa-anubhava kAraNa che. 11-143.

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kalaza-143 417 kaLaza naM.-143: upara pravacana pravacana ne. 149-150 tA. 14-15/11/77 ahA ! saMto - digambaro munio karUNA karIne jagatane A vAta kahe che. digambara saMtonI A kathanI che. je pracura atIndriya AnaMdanA vedanamAM paDyA che. je atIndriya AnaMdanA jhUle jhUle che. munipaNuM kone kahevAya? samakita jIva gRhasthAzramamAM hoya, AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava tene paNa hoya, tene AnaMdano aMza vedanamAM Ave che. jyAre munine to atIndriya AnaMdanA pracura vadana hoya che te munirAja jagatane jAhera kare che. "tata: nanu rUvaM nAta rUdra padma vituM satataM yatatAM," te kAraNathI aho ! vidhamAna che je tralokayavartI jIvarAzi."badhA jIvone saMbodhyuM che. traNalokamAM vartanArA he jIvo! "(rUvaM paddama) A padano arthAt nirvikalpa zudhdha jJAnamAtra vastuno niraMtara abhyAsa karavAne mATe akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa yatna karo." e rAganI kriyAthI bhinna paDIne, bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa che tenA anubhavano abhyAsa karo je kriyAkAMDano rAga che te rAgathI bhinna paDavAno abhyAsa karo ane zradhdhAne sudhAro! paheluM mULIyuM sudhAra ema kahe che. (55) A padanuM eTale? nirvikalpa jJAna vastu, vikalpa nAma rAga vinAnI cIja, aMdara abheda caitanya bhagavAna birAje che tenA anubhavano abhyAsa karo. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase," jina svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA aMdara vase che. jina svarUpa evuM zudhdha jJAnamAtra vastu "(yituM) niraMtara abhyAsa karo." e rAganA vikalpathI bhinna prabhu nirvikalpa cIja aMdara birAje che te abheda vastu bhagavAna AtmA che. are. tene kema bese? vikalpanI pAchaLa aMdara caitanyamUrti bhagavAna birAje che teno rAgathI bhinna pADIne abhyAsa kara! bhedajJAna kara....! samajANuM kAMI? (yituM) bhASA jaI ? niraMtara abhyAsa karavA mATe "(yituM satata) akhaMDa dhArApravAharUpa yatna karo." jema lIMDI pIparane cosaTha pahora akhaMDadhArAe ghUTe tyAre temAMthI cosaTha pahorI tikhAza bahAra Ave che. tyAM ghUMTavAvALA cAra mANaso cAra vakhata badalAve, eka miniTano thAka khAdhA vinA akhaMDa dhUTe tyAre tenI tIkhAza bahAra Ave. tema ahIMyA AnaMdanA nAthane aMtaramAM akhaMDadhArAe vAraMvAra pUMTIne anubhava kara - ema kahe che. bhASA kevI che joyuM? akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa yatna karo. "(catatAM satataM) satataM yatatA" satata - niraMtara prayatna karo! aMdaramAM tArA nAthanI racanA karaje. e vikalpathI pAra aMdara vastu paDI che...teno (satataM yatatAM) niraMtara yatnA - jatana karo. A para jIvanI jatanA kare che ne e to zubharAga che. "vayituM catatAM satataM nAta" jagat chello zabda che ne ! arere! tene vakhata kayAM che? tene pApa ADe

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418 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 vakhata maLato nathI. have puNyamAM rokAya jAya. bhAI tAre janma maraNa TALavA hoya, corAsInA bhavano aMta lAvavo hoya to caitanya sahajAtma svarUpa che teno anubhava karo. sahaja Atma svarUpa prabhuno niraMtara abhyAsa ka2 - anubhava karo. "satataM yattataM" niraMtara yatna kara. yatnano artha anubhava karyo. "akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa yatna karo," nAthanA anubhavano. have eka samaya paNa tene visAra nahIM. bahAramAM gUMcavAya gayo tene Avo vakhata kayAM maLe ? pAMca dasa lAkha paisA pedA thatA hoya, Ama karoDapati hoya te bicArA pApamAM garakAva thaI gayA...... ema vItarAga prabhu kahe che. digambara saMto jinendra vItarAga devanA ADatIyA thaIne mAla Ape che. jene aMdarathI atIndriya AnaMda UchaLyA che. samayasAra pAMcamI gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke - huM mArA nija vaibhavathI zAstra kahIza. mAro nija vaibhava zuM che? mArA atIndriya AnaMdanuM bahu bahu vedana e jenI mhora chApa che. jema kAgaLamAM mhora chApa mAre che tema amArA anubhavamAM AnaMdanI mhora chApa che. munirAja kahe che - huM mArA nija vaibhavathI kahIza. mAro nija vaibhava zuM ? atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha mAro prabhu che temAMthI atIndriya AnaMdane bahAra kADhIne huM veduM chuM. potAnA svabhAvathI pratyakSa atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana karuM chuM, e mAro nija vaibhava che. AhAhA ! A munirAjano vaibhava !! Ane muni kahIe. teo kahe che ke - mArA vaibhavathI A samayasAra kahIza, tuM tene anubhavathI pramANa karaje ema pAchA kahe che. bhagavAna tuM anubhavathI pramANa karaje ema kahe che A gajaba vAta che ne!? ahIM e vAta kahe che. akhaMDadhArApravAha anubhave che. jogaphosano (jogano dhodha ) pANIno dhodha u52thI akhaMDa paDe che..... dhArAvAhI tema aMdaramAM jJAna svabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA che. atIndriya anAkuLa zAMtarasathI bharelo prabhu che teno paryAyamAM akhaMDadhArAthI anubhava ka2 ! jemAM vacce rAga na Ave tUTa na paDe tema anubhava. cIja jevI nityane dhruva che evI paryAyamAM dhruvatA atUTatA lAva ! AvI vAta che. pUNImAMthI sUtara kAMte che ne !? eka pUNI thaI rahe eTale bIjI pUNI sAMdhe tyAre temAM gAMTha na paDavA de! rUnI pUNI pUrI thAya to bIjI caDhAve ane vacce gAMTha na paDavA de. tema bhagavAnane akhaMDa dhArApravAha aMda2mAM anubhava ne yatna kara ema kahe che. arere....! AvI vAtuM sAMbhaLavI paNa muzkela paDe. are.......! zuM thAya bApu ! badhI khabara che ne bApu ! ( eka bhajanamAM Ave che - "dAThu lAgyo duniyAmAM benI kayAM jaIne kahIe." ema puNya ne pApanA dAThu aMdara lAgyA che. aMdara agni javALA saLage che. rAganI kriyA e paNa kaSAyanI agni javALA che. bhagavAnanI zAMti tyAM dAjhe che. are ! AvI vAtuM te kaI jAtanI che? jinezva2no mArga to dayA pALo, kaMdamULa na khAvo, covIA2 ka2vo, brahmacarya pALo,

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kalaza-143 419 mahAvrata pALo to dharma thaze. AvI jAtanI vAta kayAMthI kADhI ! bhAI.... ahIMyA to bhavanA abhAvanI vAta che. je kriyA bhavanA abhAvarUpa na thAya e kriyA ja nahIM. "akhaMDa dhArApravAharUpa yatna karo. (yattatAM )" ....yata.....pati yationuM puruSArtha dvA2A jatana karo. ekavAra bahAranA rasa choDI de! atIndriya AnaMdanA rasane ekavAra to cAkha eTale tene pI ema kahe che. bALako AIskrIma cUse che tema AnaMdano nAtha aMdara paDayo che teno anubhava kara. prabhu tArAmAM anaMta atIndriya AnaMda paDayo che. arihaMta 52mAtmAne je anaMta AnaMda pragaTayo che te kayAMthI Avyo che ? kayAMya bahArathI Ave che ? arihaMta deva sarvajJa 52mezva2ne je anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMtavIrya e badhuM AvyuM kayAMthI ? e kUvAmAM paDayuM che to aveDAmAM Ave che. AhA....bApu tane khabara nathI. e badhu vastunA svarUpamAM paDayu che, temAM ekAgratA thatAM badhuM bahAra Ave che. e rAganI kriyAthI kAMI AvatuM nathI ema kahe che. nirjarA adhikAra che! bhagavAna AtmA jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa prabhu che. tuM bhagavaMta svarUpa cho, tAruM jina svarUpa che tene aMdara ekAgra thaIne akhaMDadhArA pravAharUpe cUsa. 66 * 'zA kA2Na vaDe ? niSnavodhalAvatAt zudhdhajJAna teno pratyakSa anubhava, tenA sAmarthya vaDe," zudhdhajJAna arthAt nijanuM- potAnuM jJAna ho ! ekaluM zAstranuM jJAna, adhyayana e badhuM zubha vikalpamAM gayuM. "(ninodha) zudhdhajJAna, teno" e nijano artha karyo. "zudhdha jJAna, teno pratyakSa anubhava, tenA"(jJA ) vartamAna kaLA. ( nayituM ) abhyAsa -anubhava. vartamAna pratyakSa anubhava tenA sAmarthya vaDe. jhINI vAto che. paNa zuM thAya ? tene koI divasa sAMbhaLavA maLI nathI. have jhINI na kahevAya kema ke - bahu vAta bahAra AvI gaI che. abhyAsa kare to thaI zake che. gharanI cIja che, tene gha2mAM javuM che ne ! jema Dhora ( pazu ) hoya tene savAre bahAra kADhe tyAre mAMDa-mAMDa bahAra kADhe ane sAMje ghare Ave tyAre daravAjA baMdha hoyato aMdara AvavA mAthA mAre. sAMje to doravAmAM koI mANasa na hoya bA2NA baMdha hoya to AvIne te mAthA mAre... ..aMdara gha2mAM gamANamAM javA mATe. tema ahIMyA rAgathI bhinna paDIne aMdaramAM javA mAthA mAra. bhAI ! paheluM jJAna ne zradhdhA to kara ke - mArga A che. ra 'pratyakSa anubhava tenA sAdhana vaDe, kema ke (tti) nizcayathI jJAnapada jeTalI kriyA che tenA vaDe aprApya che." jeTalI vratanI kriyA, zubha upayoganI kriyA, paMca mahAvratanI, zAstranA adhyayananI kriyAthI bhagavAnanI prApti aprApya che.

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420 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 pravacana naM. 150 tA. 15/11/'77 "te kAraNathI aho vidyamAna che je sailokayavartI jIvarAzi," aho e vastu vidhamAna che ne! bhASA A AvI. A to amRtacaMdrAcArya digambara saMtanI vANI che. tenI TIkA rAjamallajIe karI che. digambara saMta AjathI hajAra varSa pahelAM muni thaI gayA. e jaMgalavAsI saMta AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdanA ubharAne vedanArA. dUdhamAM Ubharo Ave te aMdarathI polo hoya. dUdha pAMca zera hoya ane Ubharo Ave chatAM dUdha vadhatuM nathI, e to poluM vadhe che. tema A Ubharo AtmAnAM AnaMdano che. AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna AtmA vidhamAna che. je trilokavartI jIvarAzi," traNalokamAM vartamArA jIvanA DhagalA paDayA che. anaMta AtmAo che. te A padano artha nirvikalpa zudhdha jJAnamAtra vastuno," AhAhA ! prabhu A rahyo .A rahyo ... evA traNa lokamAM jIvanA anaMtA DhagalA paDyA che ......e badhAne sAgamaTe notaruM che. nirvikalpa zudhdha jJAnamAtra vastu che." je jAgato jIva kahyo hato ne te A! vikalpa vinAno abheda jJAna....jJAna....jJAna prajJA brahmasvarUpa bhagavAna teno niraMtara abhyAsa karavAne mATe (satata catatA) evo je bhagavAna...vidhamAna nityAnaMda prabhu teno akhaMDadhArAe tenI sanmukha thaIne AtmAne anubhavavAno prayatna kare to tane jarUra mokSa thaze ...tane enAthI jarUra mokSano mArga maLaze, bIje kyAMyathI maLe evuM nathI. vidhamAna Ubho che te zudhdha jJAnamAtra vastuno niraMtara abhyAsa karo. AvuM kArya, Avo puruSArtha karI, aMtarmukha thaIne teno abhyAsa kara ! je dayA-dAnanA vikalpo rAga che tenAthI bhinna paDIne je bhagavAna jJAnamAtra vastu che teno akhaMDadhArA pravAhe abhyAsa kara."(satata) akhaMDadhArA pravAharUpa (catatAM) yatna karo." "zA kAraNa vaDe? ninavoghavatAvatA" zudhdha jJAAna," nija eTale zudhdha, bodha nAma jJAna. potAno zudhdha pavitra jJAna svabhAva je trikALaprabhu che tene pratyakSa anubhava. (vanA) kalA eTale pratyakSa anubhava. e AnaMdano nAtha prabhu atIndriya anAkuLa zAMtinA rasathI bharelo che teno pratyakSa anubhava ! A kArya tene karavAnuM che. "pratyakSa anubhava tenA sAmarthya vaDe; kema ke nizcayathI jJAnapada," bhagavAna jJAna svarUpa evuM je pada che te svarUpanI prApti thavI. jeTalI kriyA che tenA vaDe aprApya che." saMpradAyamAM jeTalI kriyA che - dayA, dAna ne vrata ne tapa ne bhakti, pUjA e badhI kriyAkAMDathI te vastu maLe evI nathI. kema ke e badhA vikalpa- vRttinuM utthAna che. vRtti te rAga che. "nizcayathI jJAnapada (karma) jeTalI kriyA che tenA vaDe," (karma) eTale kriyA. A

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kalaza-143 421 badhAM kArya te rAganA kArya che. dayAnA, vrata ne tapanA, apavAsanA, bhaktinA maMdiro banAvavAnAM e badhI rAganI kriyA che, ane e rAganI kriyAthI AtmA aprApya che. rAgathI te vastu maLe tevI nathI. A nAstithI vAta karI. have astithI vAta kare che. atyAre paMDitone A vAMdhA paDe che. bhaNelAne A vAMdho paDe che ke - ame vrata karIe, apavAsa karIe, te karIe ane tame kaho ke dharma nahIM? sAMbhaLane! emAM dharma kayAM che? evI rAganI kriyA to anaMta vAra karI, tane khabara nathI !! cha DhALAmAM Ave che...... "munivrata dhAra anaMta baira raiveyaka UpajAyo, pai nija Atama jJAna vinA, sukha leza na pAyo." mahAvratAdi evA anaMtavAra karyA, paNa.........e kriyAkAMDathI bhagavAna AtmAnI prApti thatI nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? ema je kahevAya che temAM samajANuM e to kharuM paNa kAMI samajAya che? enI rIta-padhdhatino khyAla Ave che!? AhAhA ! prabhu ! tArI vAta che hoM ! prabhu tuM bhagavAna paramAtma svarUpe cho ne aMdara ! tenI prApti anerI kriyAkAMDathI thAya evI cIja nathI. mo arihaMtANe ema lAkhanAra, karoDavAra, anaMtavAra jApa kare to paNa te vikalpa che. e vikalpathI maLe evuM nathI le!! vAta to AvI che! prabhu tuM aMdara bhagavAna svarUpe che, tenI prApti...anerI kriyAkAMDathI thAya evI cIja nathI. zrotA- AvuM samajIne pachI kare to !? uttara- ema samajIne zuM samajavuM ne zuM karavuM hatuM? kartA thaIne kare to te mithyASTi che. AvI jAya te judI vAta che. kartA thAya to daSTi jUThI che. vastu AnaMdakaMda prabhu che tene rAgano kartA TharAvavo, rAgano kartA banAvavo (e mithyAtva che ) cAlatA pravAhathI bIjI vAta che! AkarI vAta che prabhu! bhagavAna AtmA aMdara jJAna svarUpI prabhu che. jeTalI kriyA che tenAthI aprApta che. (pharmavu sarva) e zabda che ne! (karma) eTale kriyA (32 sarva) eTale aprApya. evI kriyAthI maLe tevuM nathI bApu! cha cha mahinAnA apavAsa karIne marI jAva, kaleza karIne sUkAI jAva, e badhA vikalpa che tenI tane khabara nathI. AnaMdano nAtha AtmA che te evA vikalpanI kriyAthI maLe evo che nahIM. A lokone bicArAne caDAvI dIdhA. paryuSaNamAM ATha apavAsa karo, covIAra karo...pANI pIdhA vinAnA.. A rIte kriyAkAMDamAM caDAvI dIdhA. are....sAMbhaLa........! AvI kriyA to te anaMtavAra karI che. navamI raiveyaka svarge gayo che. cauda brahmAMDanI racanA, A zarIra upara (kamare hAtha daIne) Ubho hoya tema zarIranA AkAra jema cauda brahmAMDa asaMkhya yojanamAM che tema sarvajJa paramezvare joyuM che. grIvA eTale Doka (upara) tyAM vaimAna che. tyAM paNa dareka jIva anekavAra Upajyo che. e paMca mahAvratanI kriyA evA pariNAma to atyAre che ja nahIM. evA paMca mahAvratanA zuklalazyAnA pariNAma karIne

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422 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 te anaMtavAra svargamAM gayo che. e puNyanI vezyA dhoLI hoya UjaLI te kriyA dvArA bhagavAna AtmAnI prApti thAya tevI cIja nathI. sadanavoghanIsunama" zudhdha jJAna" sahaja bodhanI vyAkhyA karI, svabhAvika jJAna je aMdara paDayuM che. teno Azraya karatAM eTale ke - jJAna svarUpI bhagavAnanuM sahaja jJAna karatAM, jJAnathI jJAnapadanI prapti thaze. e rAganI kriyAthI AtmAnI prApti thaze nahIM. AkarI vAta che prabhu! zrotA:- jJAna kriyAbhyAm mokSa. uttara- e sthiratAnI kriyA. eka vAra vAta karI hatI. saMvata 1982 nuM comAsuM vaDhavANamAM hatuM. rAjakoTa thI coTIlA AvyA. tyAre ratanacaMdajI lIMbaDInA hatA ane tenA guru gulAbacaMdajI hatA. gulAbacaMdajInI dikSA 25 varSanI hatI. mArI dikSA bAra-tera varSanI. te vakhate mArI chA5 judI ja hatI, huM koIne sAdhu mAnato nahIM. apAsarAmAM sAthe UtaryA, e bicArA bahu khuzI thayA che. ApaNe sAthe thaI gayA. ame tamane AhAra ApazuM to tamo nahIM lyo, tamane amArA para vizvAsa nathI. kerInA TukaDA karIne lAvuM tame lezo? meM kahyuM - jAva laI Avo. e khuzI thayA, pachI temaNe prazna karyo. - zAstramAM jJAna kriyAne mokSa kahyo che ne!? kahyuM kayuM jJAna ? AtmAnuM jJAna te jJAna ane svarUpamAM sthiratA te kriyA. temaNe kabUla karyuM ke - vAta to sAcI lAge che. atyAre AvuM cAlatuM nathI. na cAlatuM hoya to zuM karavuM? AtmA jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa che. tenuM jJAna karI ane pachI te jJAnamAM TharavuM te jJAna kriyA mokSa che. ApaNe to madhyasthatAthI je (svarUpa) hatuM te kahyuM. koI sAthe virodha karavAnuM to kAraNa nathI. temaNe kabUla karyuM. bIjI vAta paNa kabUla karI- zAstramAM, batrIsa AgamamAM mUrti che ane tenI pUjA che. sthAnakavAsIe judo paMtha karIne e badhuM kADhI nAkhyuM che. amArI AkhI jiMdagI zaMkAmAM gaI che. ziSyo Agama vAMcaze to amane guru tarIke nahIM mAne. zAstramAM mUrti che, ema amane paNa lAge che. mUrtinI pUjA, bhaktino bhAva te badho zubhabhAva che- puNyabhAva che. kevaLI bhagavAnano viraha hoya tyAre bhagavAnanI pratimAno bhAva dharmIne paNa Ave! pratimAne uDAvI devI, e mArga nathI. teoe khAnagImAM kahyuM ke - zAstramAM to che ane ziSya vAMcaze to amane guru nahIM mAne ! ame to pahelethI eka eka vAtanI parIkSA karIne nakkI kareluM. ekavAra 1973 nI sAlamAM kahyuM. mULacaMdajI te amArA guru bhAI ane hIrAcaMdajI mahArAjanA ziSya. huM zAstra vAMcato hato temAM e nIkaLyuM ke - jeTalI pratimAo che devalokamAM te zAzvata che. jinanI UMcAInA pramANamAM che. tIrthakaronI uMcAI che eTalA pramANamAM pratimAnI UMcAI che. e loko tene yakSanI pratimA TharAve che. pachI jyAre koI nhotuM tyAre meM

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kalaza-143 423 mULacaMdajIne kahyuM ke - bhagavAnanI zAzvata pratimA birAje che. te jinanI UMcAInA pramANa che. tene yakSanI upamA na apAya. te yakSanI pratimA nathI ane badhA tene yakSanI pratimA TharAve che. mULacaMdajIe kahyuM - e tIrthakaranI pratimA che. tyArathI sthAnakavAsI uparathI amArI zradhdhA UDI gaI. arara....A loko khAnagImAM tIrthakaranI kahe ane bahAramAM yakSanI kahe. ahIMyA to prathamathI ja parIkSA karyA vinA kaMI mAnavuM nahIM e ja rIta hatI. sane kasoTIe caDAvI ne aMdara sane jovo ane anubhavavo e ja basa. pachI kahyuM - sthAnakavAsI zAstramAM tIrthakaranI pratimAo che. tene yakSanI TharAvI ane uDAvI de che! e vAta khoTI che. ahIMyA to kahe che - pratimAne mAne ane pratimAnI pUjA kare, bhakti kare - e rAganI kriyAthI bhagavAnanI prApti thatI nathI. evo bhAva Ave kharo! hoya kharuM....paNa, tenAthI dharma thAya nahIM. zudhdha jJAnanA (nA) niraMtara anubhava vaDe (sunama ) sahaja ja prApta thAya che." svabhAvikapaNe prApta thAya che. ciddana evo jJAnano puMja prabhu aMdara birAje che." tenI sanmukha thatAM temAM ekAgra thatAM te prApta thAya che. e jJAnaguNamAM ekAgratAthI eTale sahaja jJAnathI prApta thAya tevo che. zAstrajJAnathI paNa te prApta thAya evo nathI. juo! A vAstu karyuM. bhagavAnamAM vAstu karavuM hoya to kahe che - rAganI kriyAthI vAstu nahIM thAya. A.....aMdara saccidAnaMda prabhu e....! sarvajJa jinendra kahe che te AtmA, bIjA kahe te nahIM. sa..... nAma zAzvata jJAna ne AnaMdano kaMda prabhu che. e tenA svabhAvika jJAnathI prApta thAya che. aMtarmukha jJAnathI eTale prajJAbrahyathI te prApta thAya che. koI kriyAkAMDathI AtmA prApta thAya tevo mokSamArga traNakALa traNalokamAM nathI. AvI vAtuM che have ! AmAM UMDA UtaravuM tenI navarAza nathI. dhaMdhA ADe te navaro nathI. zrotA:- kriyAkAMDane uDAvI dIdhA? uttara- kriyAkAMDane rAkhyAne! e rAganI kriyA che paNa dharmane mATenuM kAraNa nathI. AvI vAtuM bApu! "niraMtara anubhava vaDe sahaja ja prApta thAya che." jJAnAnaMda prabhu e to aMtarmukhanA jJAnathI eTale ke svasaMvedanathI prApti thAya che. jJAna svarUpanuM jJAnadvArA vedana karatAM te svarUpanI prApti thAya che.......te sahaja ja che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - zubha azubharUpa che jeTalI kriyA, tenu mamatva choDIne," hiMsA, jUTha, corI, viSayabhoga, vAsanA, kAma, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, e azubhabhAva che. "zubha azubharUpa che" pAThamAM che ne ! e che' ema kahyuM che. e kriyA che kharI, paNa jeTalI kriyA che tenuM mamatva choDIne eTale ke - tenAthI mane lAbha thaze- dharma thaze tevI mAnyatA choDI de! AhAhA ! sahajAnaMdano nAtha prabhu che. svAmInArAyaNavALA kahe che te sahajAnaMda nahIM ho !! A

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424 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 to sahaja AnaMdano nAtha ! sahaja AnaMda svarUpa prabhu AtmA eTale ke sahajAtma svarUpa che te zubhAzubha pariNAma vaDe prApta thato nathI. bhagavAna jinendradeva trilokInAthanI bhaktithI paNa te AtmAnI prApti thatI nathI ema kahe che. prazna:- prAthamika ziSya pahelAM zuM karavuM? uttara- pahelAM teNe rAganI kriyAthI bhinna karIne AtmAne jANavo e prathama karavAnuM che. ema ke pahelA zubha karavuM, kAMIka choDavuM evuM kAMI che ke nahIM? e prazna nArada che. nArada savAla kare ne ? ema A praznanA nArada che. ahIMyA to vAta bIjI che bhAI ! arere...corAsI nA avatAra karI karIne duHkhI thayo. svargamAM paNa duHkha che prabhu! A abajopati zeThiyAo kahevAya paNa te duHkhI, rAMkAbhikhArI che. kema ke - aMdaranI lakSmInI tene khabara na maLe ane bahAranI lakSmInA mAMgaNa badhAM! e mAMgaNo, bhikhArA - rAMkA che. A karoDapati, A be karoDapati, ghaNAM badhA karoDapati beThA che. e badhA dhULanA pati che. AtmA saccidAnaMdano nAtha prabhu che je sarvajJa jinendradeve kahyo te. e caitanya, caitanyanA jJAnanI kriyAthI prApta thAya tevo che. rAganI kriyAthI AtmA prApta thAya tevo nathI. jagatane gaLe UtaravuM kaThaNa paDe! kema ke A jAtano abhyAsa na maLe. juo ne ! atyAre sAMbhaLIe chIe ne ke vIsa-vIsa varasanA, paccIsa varasanA gujarI jAya che. hamaNAM ja eka paccIsa varasano gujarI gayo, tenA traNa mahinA pahelA lagna thayelA, IglenDa gayelo. A amadAvAdano aThThAvIsa varasano gujarI gayo. AMtaraDAnuM oparezana karAveluM hatuM. tene ThIka hatuM eTale zAMtilAlane banne AvyA hatA. bApu! A to dehanI sthiti che. je samaye chUTavAno te chUTavAno. devane indrone uparathI utAre, DokaTare marI gayo, dehanI sthiti pUrI thatA phaDAka daIne deha chUTI javAno. rAha jovI nahIM paDe ke - ATalA roga Avaze to maraze. akasmAte mRtyu thAya che to tane ema lAge che. e akasmAta nathI. te samaye thavAno kALa hato. ahIMyA aMdaramAM jo to.... AtmAno (pragaTa) thavAno e kALa che. "zubha - azubharUpa jeTalI kriyA, tenuM mamatva choDIne," AtmA, AnaMdano nAtha aMdara che. prabhu AnaMda rasathI bharelo che tenA sanmukhanI jJAna kriyA dvArA, jJAnasvabhAvamAM jJAna kriyAnI ramaNatAthI prApta thAya che. e jJAnanI kriyAthI AtmA sahaja prApta thAya tevo che. bhAre vAtuM bhAI ! duniyA sAthe to athaDAmaNa thAya tevuM che. mArga to A che bhAI ! e vinA corAsInA avatAramAM rakhaDI maryo bhAI ! e kriyAnuM mamatva choDIne, "eka zudhdha svarUpa anubhava kAraNa che." lyo! AtmA zudhdha caitanyaghana prabhu che teno anubhava karavo. e zudhdhane anusarIne pavitratA pragaTa karavI te anubhava che. e eka ja kAraNe dharma ane mokSa che.

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kalaza-144 425 (upajAti) acintyazakti: svayameva devazcinmAtracintAmaNireSa ysmaat| sarvArthasiddhAtmatayA vidhatte jJAnI kimanyasya prigrhenn||12-144|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha- "jJAna (jJAna) vighare" (jJAnI) samyagdaSTi jIva (jJAnaM) jJAnane arthAt nirvikalpa cikUpavastune (vivAre) niraMtara anubhave che. zuM jANIne? "sarvArthasiddhAtmatayA"(sarvArthasiddha) caturgatisaMsArasaMbaMdhI duHkhano vinAza ane atIndriya sukhanI prApti (mAtmatayA) evuM kArya siddha thAya che jenAthI, evuM che zuddha jJAnapada. "kanyastha paripradepa mi" (anyaca) zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavathI bAhya che jeTalA vikalpo, [ vivaraNa-zubha-azubha kriyArUpa athavA rAgAdi vikalparUpa athavA dravyonA bhedavicArarUpa evA che je aneka vikalpo, temanAM (pariprade) sAvadhAnapaNe pratipAlana athavA AcaraNa athavA smaraNathI (mi) zI kAryasiddhi? arthAt koI kAryasiddhi nathI. Ama zA kAraNathI? "yasmAta : svayaM vinmAtravijJAna: pava" (vesmA) kAraNa ke (5:) zuddha jIvavastu (svayama) potAmAM (vinmAtracintAmafr:) zuddha jJAnamAtra evuM anubhavacintAmaNiratna che; (va) A vAtane nakkI jANavI, saMzaya kAMI nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jevI rIte koI puNyavAna jIvanA hAthamAM cintAmaNiratna hoya che, tenAthI sarva manoratha pUrA thAya che, te jIva loDhuM, tAMbuM, rUpuM evI dhAtuno saMgraha karato nathI; tevI rIte samyagdaSTi jIvanI pAse zuddhasvarUpa-anubhava evuM cintAmaNiratna che, tenAthI sakaLakarmakSaya thAya che, paramAtmapadanI prApti thAya che, atIndriya sukhanI prApti thAya che; te samyagdaSTi jIva zubha-azubharUpa aneka kriyAvikalpano saMgraha karato nathI, kAraNa ke enAthI kAryasiddhi thatI nathI. vaLI kevo che? "vinyazagi:" vacanagocara nathI mahimA jeno, evo che. vaLI kevo che? "teva:" parama pUjya che. 12-144. kaLaza naM.-144 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 150-151 tA. 15-16/11/'77 dharmajIva! samyagdaSTi jIvane! jJAna svarUpa AtmA che evI tene dRSTi thaI che. puNya - pApanA vikalpathI bhinna bhagavAna nirvikalpa AnaMdanA nAthanA jene pratItamAM, jJAnamAM, zradhdhAmAM aMdara bheTA thayA che te dharmAjIva che.

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426 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 "(jJAnI) samyagdaSTi jIva (jJAnaM) jJAnane arthAt nivikalpa cidrUpavastune (vidhate ) niraMtara anubhave che." dharmI to tene kahIe. trilokInAtha 52mAtmA ema kahe che ke - AnaMdanA nAthane aMta2mAM anubhave, jJAnane jJAnadvA2A anubhave te samyagdaSTi ane dharmI che. A badhA (bahA2nA ) DhasaraDA karI karIne keTalo kALa gayo have ! moTA moTA bhASaNo karyA ke - AnuM Ama thAya ane AnuM Ama thAya !! prabhu tuM sAMbhaLa bhAI ! tArI jAtamAM ekaluM jJAna ne AnaMda bharyuM che ne ! puNya -pApanA vikalpathI to caitanya prabhu khAlI zUnya che. jenAthI khAlI che tenAthI prApti thAya ? emAM je jJAna ne AnaMda bharyo che tenAthI prApti thAya ? kaI rIte thAya ? te kAMI kaho ! jJAnAnaMda prabhu caitanya sUrya che. A sUrya to jaDa - rajakaNano che. eno prakAza karanAro aMdara prabhu caitanya sUrya che. e caitanya sUrya prakAzane, prakAza dvArA pakaDI - teno anubhava karavo te eka ja mokSanuM kA2Na che. bAkI koI dharma che nahIM. pravacana naM. 151 tA. 16/11/'77 zrI kaLaza TIkAno 144 zloka che. nirjarA adhikAra ! nirjarA adhikAra eTale ? je Atma vastu che... e AtmA atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa che. tene rAgathI bhinna pADI ane AtmAno anubhava karavo e anubhava karmano nAza karavAno upAya che, azuddhatA TALavAno upAya temaja zudhdhinI vRdhdhino upAya che. juo, e vAta kahe che "jJAnI vidhatte" samyagdaSTi jIva", jene dharma pragaTayo che eTale samyagdarzana thayuM che. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA vikalpa che evo rAga tenAthI bhinna caitanya atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa nAma piMDa prabhu che. te rAgathI vibhakta ane svabhAvathI ekatva che tevA AtmAnA AnaMdano aMda2mAM anubhava ane temAM pratIti thavI tenuM nAma samyagdaSTi che. e samyagdaSTi- satyadRSTi jIva ! vastunuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM pratItamAM, jJAnamAM lIdhuM che. prabhu AtmA-52mAtmAnuM svarUpa jevuM sarvajJadeve batAvyuM che tevA zudhdha caitanya AnaMdakaMda AnaMdaghana atIndriya jJAnano piMDa satyArtha bhUtArtha trikALI cIja tene anusarIne AnaMdano anubhava thavo, temAM pratIti thavI tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. e samyagdaSTi jIvane dharma hoya, nirjarA hoya eTale ke tene zudhdhatAno anubhava che. zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thAya tene bhAva nirjarA kahe che. AtmAnA anubhavanI dRSTine laIne, atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdane laIne, azuddhatA TaLatI jAya che, karma gaLatuM jAya che ane zudhdhi vadhatI jAya che... tene nirjarA ane dharma kahevAya che.

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kalaza-144 427 e samyagdaSTi jIva jJAnane arthAt nirvikalpa cikUpa vastune niraMtara anubhave che." bhagavAna AtmA nirvikalpa abheda cijJAnasvarUpI prabhu che. caitanya sUrya evo AtmA, nirvikalpa nAma abheda che. temAM rAcato nathI paNa bhedeya nathI. A paryAyane A dravya evo bheda paNa nathI. evI nirvikalpa vastu jinendradeva paramezvare joI che. ajJAnI potAnI kalpanAthI vAtuM kare ke- vastu AvI che ane vastu AvI che- e nahIM. ahIMyA to trilokInAtha jinendra paramezvare AtmAne rAga rahita, paryAyanA bheda rahita, abheda AtmAne joyo che. evuM jene aMdaramAM jotAM AvaDe te jIva jJAnI che. te jJAnI jIva nirvikalpa citUpa vastune niraMtara anubhave che. anAdi kALathI ajJAnI rAga ne puNya-pApanA bhAvane anubhave ne vede che. e duHkhanA vedanArA ajJAnI che. vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA e bhAva rAga che. e rAgathI bhinna paDIne aMdara jJAyaka cIja-jJAnano rasakaMda prabhu che teno samyagdarzanamAM yathArtha anubhava karI ane pratIti karavI tenuM nAma samyagdaSTi che. vidyate eTale niraMtara anubhave che. dharmI samyagdaSTi ene kahIe ke je niraMtara atIndriya AnaMdane anubhave che. mArga jhINo bahu bhAI ! prabhuno mAraga Avo che. jene aMdaramAM atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda evo jene nija mAla maLyo te nimittathI, rAgathI ane paryAyathI paNa vimukta thaI, trikALI zudhdha svabhAvanI sanmukha thaI. ane atIndriya AnaMdano piMDa prabhu AtmA! tene AnaMdathI niraMtara anubhave che. AvA AtmAne samyagdarzanamAM anubhavI ne pratIta karI ne niraMtara anubhave tene dharma ane tene nirjara thAya. samajANuM kAMI? zuM jANIne? anubhave che! tenI padhdhati-rItanI khabara na hoya te kaI rIte samyagdarzana kare ane kema pragaTa kare !? tethI kahe che ke zuM jANIne pragaTa kare? "savArthasiddhAtmatayA" caturgati saMsAra saMbaMdhI duHkhano vinAza ane atIndriya sukhanI prAti" atIndriya sukhanI ati ane cAragatinA duHkhano nAza e nAsti. (sAtmatayA) evuM kArya siddha thAya che jenAthI, evuM che zudhdha jJAnapada." aMtara bhagavAna zudhdha jJAnAnaMda pavitratAno piMDa prabhu che. paryAyamAM puNya-pApanA vikalpo-rAga te duHkharUpa che. tenAthI bhinna bhagavAna te koNa che? "svayameva teva" pAThamAM AvyuM che ne! e to deva che. are ! tenA svabhAvanuM, enI zaktinA mahAbhyanuM zuM kahevuM? te divya zaktino dhaNI deva che. bhagavAna AtmA! anaMta jJAna, anaMta zAMti, anaMta prabhutA, anaMta AnaMda evI anaMta zaktino dharanAra-divya zaktino dharanAra e deva nAma prabhu che. AvA devane je samyagdarzanamAM niraMtara anubhave che tene cAragatinA duHkhano nAza thAya che. atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti thAya che.

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428 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 evuM kArya siddha thAya che jenAthI, evuM che zudhdha jJAnapada." e zuM kahyuM? A caitanya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu teno anubhava karavo e zuM karavA? kema ke emAM duHkhanA bhAvanI nAsti- nAza thAya che ane atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti thAya che. evA kAryanI sidhdhi thAya che mATe AtmAno anubhava karavo. AvI vAto che! bahAramAM to apavAsa karo, tapasA karo, A karo, te karo.. e rAganI kriyAnAya ThekANAM che? ahIMyA to jinendra paramAtmA kahe che ke jenI sattAmAM 'A che" ema jaNAya che e vastu aMdaramAM che ke nahIM? jenI sattAmAM jenI maujudagImAM A badhuM che ema jaNAya e caitanya sattA prabhu che. e caitanyanI sattA, parasattAthI bhinna che. lojIkathI samajAya che ne! e puNyapApanA bhAva thAya e paNa jenI sattAmAM jaNAya che. jJAnAnaMdamAM A jaNAya che, rAga jaNAya che evI rAganI ane paranI sattAthI bhinna caitanya sattA e caitanya sattAnuM hovApaNuM eno jene samyak anubhava che eTale ke atIndriya AnaMdanuM jene niraMtara vedana che. tene zuM karavA anubhave che? duHkhanA nAza mATe ane atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti mATe, AvuM jANIne anubhave che. "evuM che zudhdha jJAna pada." zudhdha jJAna pada dhruva dhruva je caitanya dhruva nityAnaMda prabhu zudhdha jJAna pada... jenA anubhavathI duHkhano nAza ane atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti thAya che. e jANIne AtmAnA jJAnapadane anubhave che. samajANuM kAMI? "kanyastha paricade mi", svarUpanA AnaMdanA parigrahane pakaDyo che to have bIjAnuM zuM kAma che tema kahe che. "pari' - samasta prakAre. caitanyamUrti jJAyaka AnaMdano nAtha prabhu tene parigraha nAma pakaDyo che. e AtmAno parigraha che. A dhULa-paisA e to jaDanA parigraha che. e parigrahane mArA mAne to te ajIva thaI jAya. ahIMyA to kahe che- rAgane potAno mAne to paNa temAM jIvapaNuM rahetuM nathI. te ajIva jevo thaI jAya che. nirjarA adhikAranI gAthAmAM che ne ! rAgane huM mAro mAnuM to huM ajIva thaI jAuM. A zarIra ne patnI, bALako, kuTuMba, dhaMdhA e to kayAMya rahI gayA. e to jagatanI cIja che. mArAmAM thato dayA-dAna-vratanA pariNAmano rAga, tene huM mAro mAnuM to huM ajIva thaI jAuM. kema ke mAruM caitanya svarUpa ! jAgrata svarUpa to AnaMdano nAtha che. e rAgamAM jJAna ne AnaMdano abhAva che, evA rAgane jo huM mAro mAnuM to huM ajIva thaI jAuM! huM jIva na rahuM. are! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavAe maLe nahIM. ene ke di' vicAramAM Ave ane te di' aMtare caDe!? Avo mArga che bApu! bhagavAna aciMtyadeva... anaMta AnaMda, anaMtajJAna Adi anaMta zaktino sAgara evo mAro svabhAva che, teno anubhava karanArane kahe che ke- dharmIne bIjA parigrahathI zuM kAma che? (anyaW para dekha mi) bIjo parigraha eTale teno khulAso kare che. "zudhdhasvarUpaanubhavathI bAhya che jeTalA vikalpo,"zudhdha svarUpa pavitra bhagavAna AtmAno vartamAnamAM anubhava- atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava, atIndriya jJAnanuM paryAyamAM vedana evA nija

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kalaza-144 429 svarUpanA parigrahane kAraNe tene anya parigrahathI zuM kAma che? AvI vAtuM che. anya parigraha eTale? vikalpo. zubha-azubha kriyArUpa vikalpo- hiMsA-jUTha-corI-bhoga-vAsanAno vikalpa ane dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti- apavAsapUjAno bhAva e badhA vikalpo che. e badhA vikalpo rAga che. mAre e rAganA parigrahathI zuM kAma che? AhAhA ! mAro nAtha, mAre hAtha Avyo. atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara jyAM UchaLyo ! dariyAne kAMThe jema pANInI bharatI Ave tema AtmAnI paryAyamAM... atIndriya AnaMda UchaLIne atIndriya AnaMdanI bharatI AvI. jhINI vAto bhAI ! vItarAga mArga bahu sUkSma che. atyAre to mArgane vIMkhI nAkhyo che. e AtmA atIndriya AnaMda zudhdha jJAna svarUpI tenAM anubhavamAM huM rahenAro, Ane dharma kahIe. anya parigrahathI zuM kAma? "zubha-azubha kriyArUpa athavA rAgAdivikalparUpa", e dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjA AdinA zubhabhAvathI mAre zuM kAma che? kema ke e to rAga che, duHkha che. e duHkhanA pariNAmathI mAre zuM kAma che? mAro nAtha atIndriya svarUpe birAjamAna che. tenA atIndriya AnaMdanA vedana AgaLa AvI zubhakriyArUpa rAga duHkha tenuM mAre zuM kAma che? jhINI vAto A to bhAI ! traNalokanA nAtha jinendradeva paramezvara vItarAga prabhunA A badhA kathano che. A kAMI hAlI duvAlInI kathanI nathI. indro jenA taLiyA cATe evA sarvajJa paramAtmA mahAvidehamAM birAje che... tyAMthI A vANI AvI che. kuMdakuMda AcArya tyAM gayA hatA ane tyAMthI A lAvyA che- bhagavAna paramAtmA to Ama kahe che. jene samyagdarzanamAM AtmA pratItamAM, anubhavamAM Avyo tene cAragatinA duHkha ane atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti thAya che. te kArya sidhdha thatAM tene bIjA puNya-pApanA pariNAmathI zuM kAma che? evo sarasa mArga che. zubha-azubha kriyArUpa athavA rAgAdi vikalparUpa athavA dravyonA bhedavicArarUpa evA che je aneka vikalpo." e zubha-azubha vikalpathI mAre zuM kAma che? athavA ekabIjAthI aMtaramAM prema thAya evA zubhAzubha bhAvathI mAre zuM kAma che? are! dravyonA bhedarUpa vicAra evA je aneka vikalpo tenAthI mAre zuM kAma che? A jaDa che, A rAga che, A dravya ( guNaparyAya) evA bhedarUpanA vikalpo te rAga che ane e rAgathI mAre zuM kAma che? tattva jhINuM bahu! temAM A bahAranA tophAna... pAMca, pacAsa lAkha rUpiyA maLe be-cAra karoDa dhULa maLe tyAM marI gayo. temAM salavAI gayo. ahIMyA to dharmI jIvanI vAta cAle che. potAnA atIndriya AnaMda svarUpane pakaDanAraanubhavanAra tene dharmI kahIe. dharmI kahe che ke mArA kArya mATe- dharmanA kArya mATe te duHkhano nAza ane atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti mATe temane) anubhavuM chuM. te anubhavamAM, mAre tarka vikalpanuM zuM kAma che? athavA dravyonA bheda vicArarUpa evA vikalpothI mAre zuM kAma che? A

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430 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 dravya che ne A guNa che ane A paryAya che evA traNa bhedanA vikalpathI paNa mAre zuM kAma che? zrotA- Ave che ne! Ave e ene ghare rahyA, ahIMyA nahIM- aMdaramAM nahIM. anubhavamAM e (jovA) na maLe. ene anubhave te mithyASTi che. AkarI vAta che bhAI ! ahIMyA kahyuM ke huM to jJAnAnaMda saccidAnaMda prabhu chuM. atIndriya AnaMda teno vedanAroanubhavanAro huM, to pachI mAre AvA vikalpothI zuM kAma che? tenAthI mane kArya sidhdhi thatI nathI. te badhA vikalpo duHkhadAyaka che. are ! prabhunA mAragaDA judA bhAI !trilokanAtha jinendrano mArga evo bIje kayAMya nathI. tenA vADAvALAneya khabara nathI. ahIMyA prabhu kahe che ke- ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo prabhu! tAro AtmA, jJAna. jJAna.. jJAnacetanA svabhAva tenAthI bharelo jJAtA-dRSTA prabhu che. atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara jyAM aMdara UchaLe che tenI paryAyamAM to AnaMdanuM vedana Ave che. e AnaMdanI gaMdha indranA indrAsanomAM kayAMya nathI. e puNya-pApanA dayA-dAnanA rAgathI mAre zuM kAma che? e to ThIka paNa, huM trikALI dravya chuM, mArI zaktio-guNa aMdara trikALI che ane vartamAna dazA evA traNanA bhedathI paNa mAre zuM kAma che! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! mIThI vAta che. - jinezvaradeva kevaLI paramAtmAnuM A pharamAna che. saMto ADatIyA thaIne bhagavAnanI vAta kare che. prabhu tuM kayAM cho? prabhu tuM koNa cho? AtmA to jJAna AnaMda svarUpamAM che. AtmA, puNya-pApanA rAgamAM nathI, e to anAmA, jaDa, acetana che. ahIMyA to eka caitanya akhaMDAnaMda prabhu che tenA anubhava AgaLa AvA bhedanA vikalpathI mAre zuM kAma che? bhedano vikalpa eTale? anaMta AnaMdano kaMda AtmA che ane tenI AnaMda Adi anaMta zaktio- e guNa, ane vartamAna avasthA eTale paryAya evA traNa bhedanA vikalpathI mAre zuM kAma che? are.. teNe A mAragane sAMbhaLyo nathI. vItarAga paramAtmAe kahelo samyagdarzanano A mArga che. bAkI A bahAramAM paisAmAM, zarIramAM hoMzu kare che te badhA sukhanA ghAtaka che, AtmAnI zAMti ghAyala thAya che. ahIMyA to dravya, guNa, paryAya traNa bhedanA vikalpothI paNa AtmA ghAyala thAya che. prabhu! ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo ! anaMta tIrthakaro, anaMta kevaLIo ema kahetA AvyA che ane mahAvivadehamAM prabhu birAje che te A ja kahe che. e vAta ahIMyA AvI che. bhAI ! tuM koNa cho? keTalo cho? kevaDo cho? anaMta jJAna ne anaMta AnaMda ne anaMta zAMtithI bharelo prabhu AtmA cho. anaMta AnaMda ane zAMtinA sAgarane dRSTimAM laIne, jJAnamAM ya banAvIne svarUpano anubhava kare te anubhava nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. A dasa apavAsa karyA e badhI lAMghaNa che. vara vinAnI jAna joDI dIdhI te jAna na kahevAya! eto mANasanA ToLA kahevAya. AhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA zudhdha caitanyaghana pUrNAnaMdano nAtha tene mukhya banAvIne anubhava

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kalaza-144 431 kare e paryAyone tenI jAna kahevAya. tene dravya hAtha Ave ! rAga AdinA vikalpo to badhA duzmana kahevAya. AvuM sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM, sAMbhaLavA mATe nivRtti levI hoya to na maLe!! be-pAMca-dasa karoDa thayA hoya to paNa sukha na maLe ! are! karavA jevuM to A che. zrImad to ema kahe che ke AjIvikA mATe mAMDa mAMDa maLatuM hoya to paNa manuSya bIjI tRSNA karavI nahIM. bApu! karavA jevuM to A che! te karyuM nahIM... to zuM karyuM? corAsInA avatAramAM kayAM jaze? bhavAbdhi eTale bhavarUpI dariyo temAM kayAM jaze teno patto nahIM khAya!? e bhavAbdhithI taravAno upAya A che. duHkhathI nAza thavAno A upAya che. je koI jJAnI paramAtmAne anaMta AnaMda, anaMta-anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta vIrya evI anaMtaguNanI pUrNatA pragaTI e badhI kayAMthI AvI? kayAMya bahArathI Ave che? AtmAnA svabhAvamAM aMdara peTamAM eTale AtmAnA garbhamAM badhI zaktio paDI che. evI zaktionA nAthanuM samyagdarzanamAM- sAcuM darzana karIne anubhavavo. tene vikalpathI zuM kAma che? mAre anya parigrahanuM zuM kAma che? teno artha thayo. A parigraha meM pakaDyo che, A mAro parigraha che. "anyastha paripradega krima" A zubhAzubha vikalpo.. dayA-dAna AdinA tenAthI zuM? ane dravyanA bheda vicArarUpa aneka vikalpo Ave che tene pakaDavAthI mane zuM lAbha? te badhA nukazAna karanArA che. jhINI vAto bApu! vakhata cAlyo jAya che. AyuSya puruM thatAM cAlyA jaze... corAsInA moTA dariyAmAM. prazna- rAganI kriyA kayAM sakha levA dhe che? uttara- e harakha kare che koNa? te pote kare che ke bIjo karAve che? ajJAnapaNe pote kartA thaIne kare che. saMkalpa vikalpa kare che koNa? koI karma ene karAve che? prazna:- bIjo karAve che tevuM lAge che? uttara:- dhULamAMya bIjo karAvatuM nathI. kharekhara to pote potAnA svabhAvane bhUlI jaIne... AvA saMkalpa vikalpanI jALamAM guMcavAya gayo che. jema karoLiyo potAnI lALamAM guMcavAya tema te guMcavAya gayo che. are! teNe puSya ne pApanA saMkalpa vikalpa karIne ghero ghAlyo che. e gherAmAM gherAI gayo bhagavAna! have temAMthI chUTavAnA rastA to A che bApu ! A kAMI vAte vaDA thAya tevuM nathI. zabdo dvArA jaNAya tevI cIja nathI. ahIMyA kahe che- dravya kahetAM jIvadravya tenAM guNa ane paryAya, ekamAM traNanA vicAra karavA, evA vikalpathI AtmAne lAbha zuM che? te to nukazAna che. dharmAto kahe che- bhedanA vikalpathI mAre zuM kAma che? saMtonI vANI to juo ! A digambara saMta jainadarzananA peTa kholIne mUke che. tene ekavAra sAMbhaLa ema kahe che. tene prabhu kahetAya kaThaNa paDe che. bhAI ! tAruM svarUpa prabhu svarUpa ja che... bhagavaMta

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43ra kalazAmRta bhAga-4 svarUpa.... jina svarUpa.. vItarAga svarUpa ja tAruM svarUpa che. jo vItarAga svarUpI na hoya to.. kevaLIne je vItarAgatA pragaTe che te Avaze kayAMthI ? kayAMya bahArathI Avaze evI cIja che! vItarAga svabhAvano prabhu kaMda che. AtmA vItarAga svabhAvanI mUrti che. dararoja e vAta kahIe chIe. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata madirA ke pAnasauM... matavAlA samujhai n|" potAnA matano abhiprAyavALo vikalpa mAro evA matavAlA (AtmAne anubhavatA nathI.) potAnA matanA bAMdhelA abhiprAyathI te bhagavAnane samajatA nathI. bhagavAna eTale (nija ) A, e para bhagavAna nahIM. AhAhA ! "jina!" ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase eTale bhagavAna paramAtmA vase che. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina", e jinane jeNe pakaDayo- anubhavyo ane rAgathI bhinna paDyo te jaina che. jaina koI saMpradAya nathI. jina svarUpane anubhave te jaina. AhAhA ! vItarAga...vitarAga vItarAga svarUpathI bharelo bhagavAna che. tane AkaruM lAgaze bhAI ! vastu to AvI che. vItarAga svarUpathI, akaSAya svarUpathI, zAMta rasathI bharelo bhagavAna ! tene zAMta rasanA vedanamAM levo e ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina che. "ghaTa ghaTamAM jaina", te A rIte kahevAya che. bahArathI ame jaina chIe, sthAnakavAsI chIe, daherAvAsI chIe. e jaina nahIM. AvI vAtuM che! bhagavAna! tArI cIja aMdara pUrNAnaMdathI bharelI che ne! nAtha ! tenI sAmuM jone! A nimitta ne rAga ne paryAyanA bheda sAmuM jovAnuM choDI de ne! aMdara abheda sAgara birAje che tyAM jone!! are ! A kema bese? be bIDI pIve tyAre to tene pAyakhAne dizA utare, AvA to apalakSaNa ane tene kahevuM ke tuM bhagavAna cho ! ? savAre doDha pAzera cAno pyAlo pIve.... tyAM to pAvara caDI jAya. zuM thayuM che bApu.. tane A ! AvA tArA apalakSaNanA pAra nahIM ene kahevuM ke- tuM bhagavAna cho ! AvuM che bApu! ahIMyA to kahe che ke A jainazAsana che. jeNe AtmAne abadhdha, aspaSTa anubhavyo te jainazAsana che. rAgane karmanA saMbaMdha vinAnI cIja abadhdha-aspaSTa che. tene koI rAga ke karmanA paramANuMno sparzaya thayo nathI. te sAmAnya ekarUpa trikALa che. evI cIjane dRSTimAM laIne. jJAnamAM zeya banAvIne anubhavo. ATaluM to kara ! tyAre tene dharmI-samyagdaSTi kahevAya. A to haju cothuM guNasthAna hoM ! pAMcamuM je zrAvakanuM che te uMcI dazA che. A vADAnA zrAvaka e badhA samajavA jevA che. e badhA sAvaja ja che. je rAgane potAno mAne te sAvaja che. rAgane puNya-pApanA bhAvamAM mIThAza mAnIne, je bhagavAna AnaMdanA nAthane lUMTe che te sAvaja ja che. jema kesarI siMha tarApa mAre ane haraNiyAnI Doka maraDI nAkhe, tema bhagavAna AtmAne eTale potAne bhUlIne, zubha-azubha rAgane potAnA mAnIne te potAne ja maraDI

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433 kalaza-144 nAkhe che. AvI vAto che! ahIM parigraheNa zabdanI vyAkhyA karI. tevA vikalpomAM sAvadhAnapaNuM, rAgAdinuM "sAvadhAnapaNe pratipAlana athavA AcaraNa athavA smaraNathI zI kArya sidhdhi?" zubha azubhanA bhAvathI rAgAdinA bhAvathI, dravya, guNa paryAya evA traNa bhedanA vikalpamAM sAvadhAnapaNe pratipAlana" eTale vratanA bhAvane barobara pALavA, vratanA bhAvane AcaraNamAM mUkavA. vratano bhAva to rAga che ane tenuM pratipAlana temanuM AcaraNa tenuM smaraNa sAvadhAnI tenAthI zuM kArya siddhi che? "parigrahaNa' tenI vyAkhyA kare che. rAga, vrata, tapa, bhakti Adi tenuM smaraNa, emanuM pAlana ane AcaraNa tenAthI zuM kArya siddhi che? AhAhA! thoDe zabda paNa rAmabANa mAryA che ne! prazna:- be hAthe tALI paDe che ne! uttara- be hAtha aDatAya nathI to tene kare kayAMthI? prazna- bhegAM thAya che ne? uttara-bhegAM thatAM nathI. te karatoya nathI ane Ane aDato nathI. ekabIjA paramANuMne aDavuM evuM traNa kALamAM banatuM nathI. Ama thayuM mATe tyAMthI avAja Avyo ema nathI. e avAjanI pariNati tenA paramANuMthI thaI ne avAja Avyo che. AkhI duniyAthI vItarAga mArga judo che bhAI ! jinendradeva paramAtmA !trilokInAtha bhagavAna kahe che ke- eka dravya bIjA dravyane cUMbatuM nathI. samayasAra trIjI gAthAmAM AvyuM che- eka dravya bIjA dravyane aDatuM nathI ane potAnA guNa paryAyane cUMbe che. te potAnI zakti-guNa, paryAyane cUMbe che paNa potAthI anerA dravyane traNakALamAM aDatuM nathI. zrotA- chAlanI bIjI bAju che ne! uttara:- bIjI bAju che rakhaDavAnI ! vikalpamAM AtmAnuM sAvadhAnIpaNuM te rakhaDavAnuM che. AmAM 'hA' pADavI, "nA" koIe na pADavI. (nyaparipradeja ) e bIjI bAju che. anya parigrahaNamAM Avyo te bIjI bAju che. eka bAju abheda AtmAno anubhava ane eka bAju A vikalpanI jALa. e jALa bIjI bAju che tenAthI mAre zuM kAma che? AvI vAtuM che bApu ! atyAre to mAragane vIMkhI nAkhyo che. vANiyAne dhaMdhA ADe navarAza nathI. covIsa kalAkamAM koIka divasa mAMDa kalAka maLe to sAMbhaLavA jAya.. ahIMyA trilokInAtha jinendra paramAtmA divya dhvani dvArA Ama pharamAve che. e AmAM saMtonA zloka che. bhagavAna tArAmAM, bhaga kahetAM AnaMda ane jJAnanI lakSmI e tAruM svarUpa che. tenuM vedana karavuM anubhava karavo te nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. vejalakAnA A bhAI beThA che. te vaDodarA gayA hatA tyAM carcA thaI ke apavAsa che te tapa che ane tapa che te nirjarA che. dhULamAMya nirjarA nathI sAMbhaLane have ! cha-cha mAsanA apavAsa karI ane ema mAne ke- meM AhAra

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434 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 choDyo che te mAnyatA ja mithyAtvanI che. bhAI ! A duniyAthI judI jAta che. are ! tene AvI sAcI vAta kAne paDe! te paNa bhAgya vinA maLe evuM nathI. dharma to haju pachI. ahIMyA to paramAtmA ema kahe che ke- dharmIne abheda caitanyano je anubhava thayo tene vratAdinA vikalpathI zuM kArya siddhi che? are! dravya, guNa, paryAya evA traNa, ekane traNa bhede jovo evA vikalpathI zuM kArya siddhi che. tenA taraphanuM sAvadhAnIpaNuM choDI daIne ! (anyasya parijhade mi) anya parigrahaNa eTale para taraphanI sAvadhAnI choDI daIne bhagavAna AtmA taraphano sAvadhAnIthI anubhava kara ! tane atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti thaze ane duHkha TaLaze. vANiyA naphAnA dhaMdhA kare ke khoTanA? A dhaMdho naphAno che. "(mi) zI kArya sidhdhi?" e puNyanA bhAvane saMbhALavA eTale meM vrata karyA, meM tapasI karI, meM A karyuM, meM te karyuM. evA smaraNathI tane zuM lAbha? prabhu tane khabara nathI. tuM duHkhI duHkhI thaI rahyo cho. prabhu AnaMdano sAgara bhagavAna tene sparzayo nahIM, tene aDayo nahIM ane rAgane aDIne mAnyuM ke meM kaMIka kArya karyuM ! herAna thaI jaIza bApu! Ama ne Ama AMkha miMcAI jaze! bhaviSyamAM AtmAne anaMtakALa rahevuM che, ahIMthI chUTayA pachI paNa anaMtakALa tuM kyAM rahIza prabhu ! e rAga-puNyanA pariNAma mArA ane tenAthI mane lAbha thaze evI mithyAtva budhdhine laIne bhaviSyamAM anaMtakALa gALIza. anaMtakALa rahIza emAM to kAMI nakAra nathIne! anAdi anaMta prabhu che te kayAM jAya? rAganI ekatA toDI ane svarUpanI dRSTi karI nahIM to pachI tuM kayAM rahIza? paranAM kAryathI zuM siddhi che? AtmAnA anubhavamAM rahIza ane anubhavamAM rahetAM pUrNAnaMda thaI jaIza. mokSa thaI jaze pachI tene anaMtakALa mokSamAM rahevAnuM che. AvI vAtuM ne Avo upadeza kevo? pelAmAM to cha kAyanI dayA pALavI ane IcchAmi IryA...no logasa karavo Ave! bApA! eto rAganI kriyAnI vAto che. bhAI ! tAro nAtha rAga vinAno jina svarUpe che, tenA anubhavathI vItarAgI dazA thAya che. tene ahIMyA jainadharma ane jaina kahevAmAM Ave che. arthAt koI kArya siddhi nathI." e zuM kahyuM? e zubha-azubha bhAvanuM TALavuM, azubhanuM AcaraNa karavuM, zubhane yAda karavA enAthI kArya sidhdhi zuM che? vrata, apavAsa e vikalpa che tene TALavAM, tenuM AcaraNa karavuM tenAthI tane zuM kArya siddhi che? AkaruM kAma bhAI ! Ama zA kAraNathI?" "yasmAta : svayaM vinmAtracintAmaLi: " kAraNa ke zudhdha jIva vastu potAmAM,"bhagavAna zudhdha pavitra anaMta AnaMdano nAtha, pavitra nAma zudhdha bhAvathI bharelo che. evI vastu svayaM potAmAM che. (vinmAtra ciMtAmaLi: ) zudhdha jJAnamAtra anubhava te ciMtAmaNi ratna che. zudhdha jIvano paryAyamAM anubhava te caitanya ciMtAmaNi ratana

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kalaza-144 435 che. zudhdha jJAnamAtra evo je anubhava te citmAtra ciMtAmaNi che. bhagavAna AtmAno rAgathI bhinna paDI ane je AnaMdano anubhava thayo te ratna ciMtAmaNi che. A ciMtAmaNi che. pelA dhULanA ciMtAmaNi... deva Ave ne ciMtAmaNithI mananI IcchA pramANe thaI jAya te to paththaranA che. ahIMyA to zudhdha caitanya prabhu! anaMta anaMta... divya guNono bhaMDAra prabhu che. teno anubhava hoM! eTale tenA taraphanI sanmukhatAthI jJAnanuM, AnaMdanuM vedana thavuM te zudhdha caitanya ciMtAmaNi che. A paryAyanI vAta che hoM! dravya je zudhdha ciMtAmaNi zudhdha prabhu che. te vastu to vastu che. tenAM anubhava vinA zudhdha cinmAtranI vAstavikapaNe zradhdhA kayAMthI Ave? "potAmAM zudhdha jJAnamAtra evo anubhava ciMtAmaNi ratana che, A vAtane nakakI jANavI", zuM kIdhuM e? A rIte kArya sidhdhi che, e vAta nakakI jANavI. bIjI koI rIte AtmAnI kArya sidhdhi thaze e vAta choDI deje! bahu vrata pALyA ne bahu apavAsa karyA ne jAvyajIvanA brahmacarya pALyA, dayA pALI, bahu karoDonA dAna karyA. mATe kAMIka kalyANa thaze evo rAga emAMthI choDI de! para dravyathI tAruM kalyANa thAya? ane vratano je rAga che teto kharekhara pAradravya che. e svadravya nahIM. e caitanya ciMtAmaNi bhagavAna anaMtaguNanI khANa.... dhAma che, teno anubhava te ciMtAmaNi ratana che. aMdara jeTalo anubhava che teTalI vRdhdhi bahAra Avaze. bhagavAnano anubhava te ciMtAmaNi che. Avo upadeza kaI jAtano? eka kalAka ghUMTayuM A...A.... emAM atyAra sudhI je kaMI mAnyuM hatuM te kAMI AvyuM nahIM. sAmAyika karavI, poSA karavA, paDIkamaNA karavA ne..are.. bApu! e to badhI vAtuM che. emAM ke di' hatI sAmAyika? samyagdarzananA bhAna vinA sAmAyika kevI? sAmAyikamAM to samatAno lAbha thAya. vItarAga mUrti prabhu che teno anubhava kare to samatAno lAbha thAya... tyAre tene samyagdarzana- sAmAyika kahevAya. prathama samyagdarzananI sAmAyika, pachI svarUpamAM vizeSa sthiratA jAme tyAre tene cAritranI sAmAyika kahevAya. bahu mArga phera! A vAtane nakakI jANavI, saMzaya kAMI nathI." eTale ke caitanya ciMtAmaNinA anubhavathI dharma thaze, mokSa thaze temAM bilakula saMzaya nathI. vrata karIne, bhakti karIne, tapasA karIe, apavAsa karIe.. evA rAganA kAraNe kalyANa thaze evuM bilakula nathI. e badhI vRttio te rAganI kriyAo che. have AmAM vAda ne vivAda UbhA kare che. jyAre ahIMyA to saMto kahe che- zudhdha caitanya svarUpano anubhava, te sivAya paracIjathI tane lAbha zuM che? ahIMyA to ema kahyuM ke- vyavahAra karatAM karatAM mokSa thAya ema to AmAM AvyuM nahIM. vyavahAra nAma vrata-bhakti-pUjA-dAna-dayA moTA gajaratha kADhe, dikSA le che mATe moTA varaghoDA kADhe.. emAM dhULamAMya kayAM dikSA hatI! e to dakSA (dakhyA) che. je rAganI kriyAmAM duHkha che

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436 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 tene to te aMgIkAra kare che. aMda2mAM AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che tenI zradhdhA ane anubhava nathI tyAM cAritra kevA ? ane dikSA kevI ? samajANuM kAMI ? "bhAvArtha Ama che ke- jevI rIte koI puNyavAna jIvanA hAthamAM cintAmaNi ratna hoya che, tenAthI sarva manoratha pUrA thAya che." puNyavAnanI vAta che, dhanavAnanI nahIM. A ciMtAmaNi ratana hoya tenI deva rakSA karatA hoya. je mAge te maLe ! baMgalA thAva ema kahe to baMgalA thaI jAya evuM ciMtAmaNi ratana tenAthI manoratha pUrA thAya che. "te jIva loDhuM, tAMbu, rUpuM evI dhAtuno saMgraha karato nathI," jyAM ciMtAmaNi ratana che tyAM ciMtave to mahela ane lAkho karoDo hIrA mANeka pAkI jAya. ciMtAmaNi ratanano svabhAva ja evo hoya evA ratananI adhika deva sevAmAM hoya, te puNyavaMta prANIne maLe. "tevI rIte samyagdaSTi jIvanI pAse zudhdha svarUpa anubhava evuM ciMtAmaNi ratana che." A vAta to zrAvaka ane muni thayA pahelAMnI che. zrAvaka ane muni kone kahevAya bApu !! "samyagdaSTi jIvanI pAse zudhdha svarUpa- anubhava", eTale ke- atIndriya AnaMdanA nAthane atIndriyanA vedanathI anubhavo. "evuM ciMtAmaNiratna che tenAthI sakaLa karmakSaya thAya che", tenAthI karmano nAza thAya che. nirjarA adhikA2 che ne ! vratane, apavAsa, bhakti, pUjAnA bhAva e to baMdhanA kAraNa che, te kAMI nirjarAnA kAraNa nathI. bahu phera bApu ! takarAruM kare che ke- vyavahA2no nAza kare che. ka2e che... te bhagavAnane kaho ! kemake Ama bhagavAna kahe che. bhAvaliMgI munio je AnaMdanA jhUle jhUlanArA che te saMto kahe che. digambara saMta jaMgalamAM vasanArA, atIndriya AnaMdanA jene paryAyamAM UbharA AvyA che. te bha2tI laIne AvyA che. dariyAne kAMThe jema pANInA loDha Ave tema munirAjane paryAyamAM atIndriya AnaMdanA loDha Ave che... tene munipaNuM kahIe. e munirAja Ama kahe che. "tenAthI sakaLa karmakSaya thAya che, 52mAtmapadanI prApti thAya che", atIndriya sukhanI prApti thAya che, te samyagdaSTi jIva zubha-azubharUpa aneka kriyA-vikalpano saMgraha karato nathI." jene ciMtAmaNi maLe te have loDhuM, tAMbuM, rUpuM teno saMgraha karato nathI. tema anubhavI jIva, zubha vikalpone grahato nathI- pakaDato nathI. kAraNa ke tenAthI kArya sidhdhi thatI nathI. vaLI kevo che ? "avitttazatti: vacana gocara nathI mahimA jeno, evo che. vaLI kevo che ? veva: 52ma pUjya che." (veva) arthAt te bhagavAna che. A kema bese ? jaDa karma ke zarIra e badhI paracIja che. potAnI zudhdha caitanya vastu je jJAna, AnaMdanI pUrNatAthI bharI paDI che te svacIja che. temAM je puNya-pApanA, dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA, kAmakrodhanA pApa bhAva thAya che te paradravya che 52 vastu che, te potAnI nahIM. jeNe svaparanI ekatva budhdhi choDI dIdhI che tene mithyAtvano nAza thayo che. huM jJAna svarUpa, AnaMda svarUpa chuM ane A zubha-azubha bhAva e duHkharUpa che. 52 vastunI, 52 parigrahanI jeNe ekatvabudhdhi -

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kalaza-145 437 choDI dIdhI che teNe para parigrahamAM potApaNAnI mAnyatAne choDI dIdhI che. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! (vasantatilakA) itthaM parigrahamapAsya samastameva sAmAnyataH svpryorvivekhetum| ajJAnamujjhitumanA adhunA vizeSAd bhUyastameva parihartumayaM prvRttH||13-145|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "adhunA mAM mUya: pravRtta:" (adhunA) ahIMthI AMrabha karIne (mAM) graMthanA kartA (mUya: pravRtta:) kAMIka vizeSa kahevAno udyama kare che. kevA che graMthanA kartA?"majJAnama 3 itumanA"(ajJAna) jIvanI ane karmanI ekatvabuddhirUpa mithyAtvabhAva ( tumanA) kaI rIte chUTe evo che abhiprAya jemano, evA che. zuM kahevA cAhe che? "tamava vizeSAt parihartuma" (tama thava) jeTalo paradravyarUpa parigraha che tene (vizeSAta paridartana) bhinna bhinna nAmonAM vivaraNa sahita choDavAne mATe athavA choDAvavAne mATe. ahIM sudhI kahyuM te zuM kahyuM? "phaltha samastamava paripradama sAmAnyata: apaI" (rUttha) ahIM sudhI je kAMI kahyuM te ema kahyuM ke (samastama ruva parijhama) jeTalI pugalakarmanI upAdhirUpa sAmagrI, teno (sAmAnyata: kapAsya) sAmAnyapaNe tyAga kahyo arthAt je kAMI paradravya sAmagrI che te tyAjya che ema kahIne paradravyano tyAga kahyo. have vizeSarUpa kahe che. vizeSArtha Ama che ke-jeTaluM pAradravya teTaluM tyAjya che ema kahyuM. have (kahe che ke, krodha paradravya che tethI tyAjya che, mAna paradravya che tethI tyAjya che, ityAdi; bhojana paradravya che tethI tyAjya che, pANI pIvuM paradravya che tethI tyAjya che. kevo che paradravyaparigraha? "sva5rayo: vivedetuma"(4) zuddha citUpamAtra vastu ane (5Ryo:) dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarma, temanA (vive) ekatvarUpa saMskAranuM (detuna) kAraNa che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-mithyAdeSTi jIvane jIva-karmamAM ekatvabuddhi che tethI mithyAdeSTine paradravyano parigraha ghaTe che; samyagdaSTi jIvane bhedabuddhi che tethI paradravyano parigraha ghaTato nathI. Avo artha ahIMthI zarU karIne kahevAmAM Avaze. 13-145. kaLaza naM.-145 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 1pa2-1pa3 tA. 17-18/11/77 "adhunA mayaM mUya: pravRtta:" ahIMthI AraMbha karIne graMthanA kartA (muya: pravRtta)

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438 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kAMIka vizeSa kahevAno udhama kare che. amRtacaMdra AcArya athavA kuMdakuMdaAcArya deva digambara saMta teo (bhUya:) kaMIka vizeSa kahevAno udyama kare che. kevA che graMthanA kartA?"ajJAnam AitumanA" jIvanI ane karmanI ekatvabuddhirUpa mithyAtvabhAva," bhagavAna kuMdakuMdAcArya digambara saMta ke amRtacaMdra AcArya saMta ke jemanuM ajJAna dUra thaI gayuM che. rAganI sAthe potAnA svabhAvanI ekattAbuddhi munine to chUTI gaI che. paNa sAthe sAthe ajJAnInA ajJAnane choDAvavA mATe zuM kahe che te juo!! jIva arthAt caitanya svarUpa jJAyaka AnaMdakaMda prabhu ane rAgAdi vikalpa che te paravastu che. e bannenI ekatvabuddhi te mithyAtva bhAva che. samajamAM AvyuM? jJAna" tumanA" jIvanI ane karmanI ekatvabuddhirUpa mithyAtvabhAva" karma zabda zubharAga. zubharAgarUpI karmanuM phaLa te paNa karma che. zubharAga je che- dayA-dAna-vrata-tapabhakti pUjAno te bhAva rAga che....... e para vastu che. te potAnI cIja nathI. potAnI cIjamAM rAganuM ekatva mAnavuM athavA rAgathI mane lAbha thaze tevI mAnyatA te mithyAtva che. e rAgane AtmAnI ekatva buddhi te mithyAtva bhAva che. AvuM jhINuM che ! nirjarA adhikAra che ne! nirjarA nAma dharma kone thAya che? ajJAnano nAza, rAgano nAza thatAM thAya che. jene potAno caitanya mUrti jJAyaka prabhu AnaMda svarUpathI bharyo paDayo che. tenI sAthe je puNyapApanA bhAvanI ekatvabuddhino jeNe nAza karyo che ane zuddha svarUpamAM arthAt AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che. temAM ramaNatAM karatAM tene azuddhatA ane karmano nAza thAya che. tene nirjarA kahe che. nirjarA nAma karmano nAza, azuddhatAno nAza ane zuddhinI vRddhi thavI te traNeyane nirjarA kahe che. karmano nAza, puSya-pApanI azuddha malinatAno nAza ane zuddhanirmaLa pavitra vItarAgabhAvanI vRddhi tene ahIMyA nirjarA kahe che. AvI nirjarA kone hoya che? "jIvanI ane karmanI ekatva buddhirUpa mithyAtva bhAva kaI rIte chUTe evo che abhiprAya jemano," jene abhiprAyamAMthI paranI ekatvabuddhi chUTI che te dharmAtmA che. muni digambara saMta kahe che ke- rAga, svabhAvathI bhinna che ane svabhAva rAgathI bhinna che. benI ekatvabuddhi jene bhedajJAna thatAM chUTe che te dharmAtmA che.zubharAga hoke azubha ! tenAthI mArI cIja aMdara bhinna che. ane AtmA je jJAyaka tattva che tenuM tattva bhinna che. A rIte bannenI bhinnatAno abhyAsa karavo. rAgathI mArI cIja bhinna che ane mAro AnaMda svabhAva evI mArI cIjathI rAga bhinna che....e rIte pahelA bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karavo......tenAthI mithyAtvano nAza thAya che. jIvanuM karmanI sAthe bhedajJAna karavuM. "karma' zabdanI vyAkhyA gaI kAle AvI gaI che. pachI te vratanA zubhabhAva ho ! bhagavAnanI bhaktino bhAva ho te rAga che. sammada zikhara,

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kalaza-145 439 zetrujyanI yAtrAno bhAva ho to te para taraphanA lakSano rAga che. e rAga ane bhagavAna AtmA caitanyajJAyakabhAva...jIvatattva tenuM A prakAre bhedajJAna thAya che. mithyAtva chUTe e rIte abhyAsa karavo. pahelI kriyA to A che. kaI rIte chUTe evo che abhiprAya jemano" muniono che abhiprAya te jagatane kahyo che. A deha to jaDa hovAthI bhinna che. te ajIva che tethI tenI kriyAne AtmA karI zakto nathI. A zarIra to mATI-dhULa-jaDa-pudgala che. aMdaramAM je jaDa karma che, tenA baMdhananI chUTavAnI kriyA AtmA karI zakto nathI. aMdaramAM puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya che tenAthI bhinna karavAno abhiprAya munirAjano che. "afphAtumanA" kaI rIte chUTe evo che abhiprAya jemano," prathamamAM prathama dharmI jIvano rAga ane AtmAne bhinna karavAno abhiprAya te munirAjano che. A zarIra, vANI, kuTuMba-kabIlA e to para cIja che. AtmAmAM to tenI paryAya paNa nathI. zubhaazubha bhAvato tenI paryAyamAM che ane tenAthI bheda abhyAsa karavAno abhiprAya che. AvuM karavA A kyAre navaro hoya! zrotA:- sahaja puruSArthathI Ave che. uttara-puruSArthathI thAya che, sahaja nahIM, sahajano artha puruSArtha che. kaLazaTIkAmAM Ave che- sahaja sAdhya che. sahaja nAma puruSArtha che. svAbhAvika sahaja puruSArtha che. enI meLe thaI jAya...puruSArtha vinA... evI e cIja nathI. kaLazaTIkAmAM lakhyuM che te khabara che. teno artha ja e ke sahaja nAma svAbhAvika, rAganA vikalpathI bhinna nirvikalpa bhagavAna birAje che. anaMta AnaMda, anaMta jJAnano sAgara prabhu AtmA che. rAgathI...AtmAne bhinnano prayatna tenuM nAma bhedajJAna che. athavA rAgane AtmA bhinna che......evI prajJAchINI tyAM mAravI te prayatna che. rAga ane svabhAvanI vacce samyakajJAna rUpI prajJAchINI mAravI te puruSArthathI thAya che. parathI bhinna bhagavAna caitanya zuddha saccidAnaMda prabhu! sat zAzvata AtmA...jJAna ne AnaMdano sAgara che. zrotAH- A sAgara zarIramAM samAya gayo? uttara- hA, zarIramAM dariyo samAya gayo. jenuM jJAna aparimita che. jeno svabhAva sva bhAva, jJAna jeno svabhAva e svabhAvane maryAdA nahIM, hada nahIM..., kema ke amaryAdita che. te aparimita che. vacanAmRtamAM AvyuM che.te kahyuM hatuM ke puSya ne pApanA je bhAva che tenI sImA che, zubha-azubha bhAvanI maryAdA che.......anahada -behada bhAva e nahIM. kema ke - bhagavAna AtmAnA bhAvathI te viparIta bhAva che tethI tenI maryAdA che. maryAdA che to pAcho pharI ane potAnA svabhAvane prApta karI zake che. jyAre Atma svabhAva amaryAdita (asIma) che.

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440 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bhagavAna kuMdakuMda AcArya-aSTapAhuDamAM ..........cAritra pAhuDamAM evuM lakhe che ke A AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che te atIndriya aparimita AnaMdathI bharyo paDayo prabhu che. teno anubhava karIne samyagdarzana karavuM ane pachI svarUpamAM lIna rahevuM te cAritra che. paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma ke nagnapaNuM e koI cAritra nathI. e aparimita AnaMdanA nAthamAM ramaNatAM karavI..temAM caravuM evI vItarAgI dazAne cAritra kahe che. e cAritra akSaya ne ameya che. A paryAyanI vAta che, vastunI to zuM vAta karavI? vastu to zuM cIja che bApu! AtmA ekalo atIndriya jJAna ne atIndriya AnaMdano puMja prabhu che. kyAreya sAMbhaLyuM nathI ane kyAreya najara karI nathI. sarvajJa jinendradeva paramezvarano A hukama che. aMdara tArI cIja anaMtajJAna-anaMta AnaMda, anaMtazAMti, anaMtavIrya, anaMta prabhutA evA AtmAne, karmanA bhAvathI arthAt saMyogI evA puNya-pApanA bhAvathI bhinna karAvavAno muniono dharmAtmAono abhiprAya che. A pravRtti nahIM, vIsa-bAvIsa kalAka to dhaMdhAnI hoLI saLage tyAM jAya, A mATe navaro kyAM thAya! phurasada na maLe, ane phurasada maLe thoDIka to vrata, tapa, bhakti, pUjAmAM rokAya jAya. e to rAganI kriyA che. te rAgathI bhinna karavo te karavuM te vAta cAle che. bhagavAna AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu aMdara che. sat nAma zAzvata atIndriya jJAna ne AnaMdano bhaMDAra bhagavAna AtmA che. A rAga je aMdaramAM thayo te dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti Adino bhAva te badho rAga che- vibhAva che tethI te parimita che, hadavALI cIja che. e rAgathI uThIne AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna AtmAnA anubhavamAM rahevuM e anubhava te paryAya che. zuM dravyane zuM paryAya? bhagavAna je vastu che te dhruva cidAnaMda nityAnaMda prabhu che. rAgathI bhinna thaIne, caitanya nirvikalpa AnaMdanA nAthano anubhava karavo te anubhava rAgathI zUnya che. paNa .....svabhAvanI zaktinI vyaktithI bharyo paDayo che. bApu! prazna:- zubhabhAvane karavAno ? uttara- kare zuM? anAdithI e to kare che. emAM navuM zuM karyuM? e to anAdithI kare che. zubhabhAva to nigodamAMya thAya che. bhagavAna trilokInAtha jinendra paramAtmA ema pharamAve che ke - DuMgaLI, lasaNanI eka kaTakImAM asaMkhya zarIrI vastu che. duniyA na mAne eTale cIja cAlI jAya!! e eka kaTakImAM asaMkhya zarIra ane eka zarIramAM anaMta jIva che. eka eka jIvane kSaNamAM zubha ane kSaNamAM azubha bhAva utpanna thAya che. kyAreya sAMbhaLyuM nathI tethI khabara nathI. zubhane azubha bhAva tene niraMtara hoya che. AtmA che ne AtmA ! vastunI khabara nathI. puNya ne pApanA bhAva te to anAdithI karato Avyo che. ekendriya jIvamAM paNa thAya che. are ! tene khabara kyAM che kAMI? cAra gatimAM pharatAM anaMtakALa kADhayo! te vanaspatimAM, IyaLamAM,

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kalaza-145 441 kAgaDA, kUtarAmAM teNe anaMta bhava karyA. paramAtmA jinendradeva sarvajJa bhagavAna ! jenA matamAM sarvajJa che te kahe che eka sekanDanA asaMkhyamAM bhAgamAM jene traNakALa, traNa lokanuM jJAna hoya, jenI IcchA vinA oma dhvani nIkaLe, jenA zarIra parama audArika che, jenA bhAmaMDalanA tejamAM najara karatAM sAta bhava jaNAya che tevA sarvajJa paramAtmA pharamAve che......tene paramAtmA kahIe. e paramAtmA tane prabhu! bhagavAna tarIke bolAve che....... paNa e bhagavAna zuM cIja che tenI khabara nathI. | vikalpathI zUnya thaI jAva...! te to nAstithI thayuM paNa ati zuM che? te to nAsti thaI ke vyavahAra nAma vikalpathI zUnya thaI jAva ! vikalpathI zUnya thayo to zuM thayuM? evI kaI cIja (ati tarIke che ) ke parathI zUnya thaI jAva ! potAnA zarIra pramANa AtmA che. eka eka AtmAmAM anaMtajJAna, anaMtazAMti, svacchatA, prabhutA paDI che. evA AtmAnuM rAgathI zUnya thaIne svabhAvanA astitvano anubhava karavo, dRSTi karavI te kahe che ne ! jIva ne karmanI ekatvabuddhi te mithyAtva bhAva che. e rAga dayA-dAnavrata-bhaktino ho! paNa e rAga vikalpa che. bhagavAna AtmA tenAthI bhinna AnaMdakaMda che te benI ekatvabuddhi karavI te ja mithyAtvane saMsAra che. corAsI lAkha yonimAM rakhaDavAnuM A ja kAraNa che. AcArya digambara saMta ! aMtara atIndriya AnaMdanA pracura vedanamAM che...tene muni kahe che. jene pracura svasaMvedana che. rAgathI bhinna thaIne potAnA AnaMdane anubhavavo te to samyagdaSTine cothe guNasthAne hoya che. paraMtu munine to AtmAnA atIndraya AnaMdanuM pracura svasaMvedana hoya che. "pracura" nAma ghaNoja. samudrane kAMThe jema pUra- (bharatI) Ave tema saMtone aMdaramAM, aMtaranA AnaMdanI dazAmAM bharatI Ave che. A pracura svasaMvedana jJAna, AnaMda te muninuM mukhya lakSaNa che. te muni ema kahe che ke huM duniyAne ema kahuM chuM ke- (ajJAnama) jIvanI ane karmanI ekatvabuddhirUpa"no bhAva kaI rIte chUTe evo che abhiprAya jemano." vikalpathI chUTavA mATeno A upAya che to sAmAnya kahyuM....sAmAnyapaNe to kahyuM ke-jeTalA vikalpa che te. pachI te dayA-dAnanA ho ! bhagavAnanA smaraNanA hoM! te badho rAga tenAthI bhinna. sAmAnya tarIke saMkSepamAM kahIe to........badhA vikArathI bhinna potAnA AtmAno anubhava karAvI tenuM bhAna karAvyuM. have vizeSa arthAt nAma laIne bhinnanA karAve che. samajamAM AvyuM? bhagavAna AtmAnuM astitva arthAt maujudagI. bhagavAna AtmAnI asti che - maujudagI che. zarIramAM (che) chatAM zarIrathI bhinna tenI maujudagI che. zarIranI bahAre (ya) nahIM ane zarIramAMya nahIM. zarIra to rajakaNa dhULa-mATI che. paNa tenAthI bhinna aMdaramAM saccidAnaMda prabhu je pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che, tenI ane rAganI ekatvabuddhi te mithyAtva che

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442 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 saMsAra che. cAragatimAM rakhaDAvanArA te pariNAma che. te mithyAtvane choDAvavAno munino abhiprAya che. to sAmAnyapaNe to pahelAM vAta karI, have vizeSapaNe vAta kare che. tama va vizeSatArakartama" jeTalo paradravya parigraha che tene bhinna-bhinna nAmonAM vivaraNa sahita choDavAne mATe athavA choDAvavAne mATe. ahIM sudhI kahyuM te zuM kahyuM? jhINI vAtuM che bhAI ! atyAre to badhe goTA hAle che. kAM kahe- vikalpathI zUnya thaI jAva, zUnya thaI jAva....paNa ema vikalpathI zUnya thAya? vastu zuM che ke jenA astitvano anubhava thatAM vikalpathI zUnya thaI jAya !? saccidAnaMda prabhu che te deha pramANe dehathI bhinna aMdara che. jema pANIno loTo hoya che temAM jaLa bhareluM che, to jaLa bhinna ane loTo bhinna. tema A jaLano dhULano loTo che, temAM AnaMdakaMda jaLa bharyuM che. A loTo jJAnano che. kAzI ghATanA kaLazA jevo A loTo che juone !! loTAnI aMdara bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu! anaMta anaMta AnaMda, anaMta jJAna, anaMta zAMti, anaMta svacchatAthI bharelo ane zarIranA rajakaNathI bhinna bhagavAna che. e to kahyuM, paNa aMdaramAM je puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya tenAthI AtmA bhinna che. e loko kahe-pahelA khUba raDI le.rudana pachI nirvikalpa thaI jaIza! rUdana karavuM te pApa bhAva che. khUba haso...haso.....pachI nirvikalpa thaI jazo! pahelAM khUba pApa karo.... pApa karyA pachI nirvikalpa thaI jaIza! e badhA pAkhaMDa che. ahIMyA to kahe che ke- jeTalA vikalpa che te zAMtino ghAta karavAvALA che. zubha ane azubhanI vRttio UThe che, guNa-guNInA bhedanI vRttio UThe che te rAga che. AhAhA! aMdara bhagavAna astitva svarUpe, paramAtma svarUpe birAjamAna che. tenI dRSTi karIne trikALI AnaMdanA nAthano Azraya karIne rAga ane paradravya e badhAnI ekatvabuddhi choDavI te mithyAtvane choDavuM che. te pahelI vAta che. kema ke- mithyAtva chUTayA vinA vrata-tapa-niyama sAcA hotA nathI. prazna- vATa (rAha) kyAM sudhI jovI? uttara- jyAM sudhI aMdaramAM (AtmA) na maLe tyAM sudhI. bahAramAM bahu rakhaDayA....have keTaluM rakhaDavuM che. prazna:- ghaNA vakhatathI prayatna karyo paNa ...thatuM nathI? uttara-darakAra nathI eTale thatuM nathI. bhAI !tenI jeTalI ruci ne darakAra joIe teTalI darakAra nathI. tenI darakAra pUrI hoya ane maLe nahIM tema traNakALamAM bane nahIM. bhagavAna trikALa astitvapaNe maujuda che. AhAhA ! anaMta AnaMda......anaMta jJAna........ evI zaktio anaMta che. vastu eka che paNa tenI zaktio-guNa anaMta che. ane eka eka guNanI eka samayanI eka eka paryAya evI anaMtI paryAya che. vastunI khabara nathI ne!! e vartamAna

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44 kalaza-145 paryAyamAM je rAgAdi utpanna thAya che ane zarIrAdino saMyoga dekhAya che. tenAthI bhedajJAna karavAno abhyAsa kara! te sivAya tane AtmA maLaze nahIM. A bhakti karI, pUjA karI ane dayAdAna karavAthI samyaka thaze, to tene kahe che- marI jaIza. e rAganI kriyAthI nahIM thAya sAMbhaLane ! rAganI kriyA te kaleza che. kalezathI zuM samyagdarzana- samAdhi thAya che? AvI vAta che. ahIM sudhI je kAMI kahyuM te ema kahyuM ke jeTalI pugalakarmanI upAdhirUpa sAmagrI teno sAmAnyapaNe tyAga kahyo," samuccaya karma, puNya-pApanA bhAva ane bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMda svarUpa AtmA te bannenA bhinnano vicAra karavo te paNa vikalpa-rAga che. vAta AkarI lAge paNa prabhu zuM thAya !? jeTalI pugalakarmanI upAdhirUpa sAmagrI teno sAmAnyapaNe tyAga kahyo arthAt je kAMI paradravya sAmagrI che te tyAjya che ema kahIne paradravyano tyAga kahyo" sAmAnya rIte eTale saMkSepamAM, bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda ane puNya-pApanA vikalpo, rAgAdi bhAva ane zarIrAdi te badhuM para vastu che. teno dRSTimAMthI tyAga karAvyo che. sAmAnya saMkSepamAM paramAM badho rAgAdi laI lIdho. AtmA AnaMdanA nAthanuM bhedajJAna sAmAnya rIte karAvyuM. have paisA Adi dhULane zuM karavuM ! are....tene samaya maLyo nahIM. bahArathI pravRttine ghaTADIne nivRtti karavI......tenA ThekANA na maLe!! aMdaranI vAto to kyAMya rahI gaI. ahIMyA prabhu kahe che-ekavAra sAMbhaLato kharo !! "have vizeSarUpa kahe che. vizeSArtha Ama che ke - jeTaluM pAradravya teTaluM tyAjya che ema kahyuM. have (kahe che ke) krodha, paradravya che tethI tyAjya che, mAna paradravya che tethI tyAjya che, ityAdi" abhimAna karavuM ke huM paisAvALo chuM, huM zarIra chuM, huM tyAgI chuM, huM paMDita chuM, huM mUrkha chuM te mAna abhimAna parigraha che. paracIjanI mamatA che teno to tyAga karAvyo che. ityAdi krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, tene choDa prabhu ! para vastuno vikalpa-vRtti UThe che te tyAjya che. rudana karavuM te pApa bhAva che, hasavuM te pApa bhAva che. to e pApa bhAvathI AtmAnI aMdara nirvikalpa dRSTi thAya che tema mithyAdeSTi ajJAnI pAkhaMDamAM khovAya gayo che. A badho parigraha che bhAI ! pAchaLa jarI sUkSma che. zrotA- micchAmi dukkaDam kare to pApa na thAya ne!? uttara- micchAmi dukkaDam karavAthI micchAmi dukkaDam thatuM nathI. micchAmi dukkaDam kyAre kahevAya? rAgAdi e badhuM jUThuM che ane satya prabhu aMdara bhinna che evA sat--satyano Azraya laIne rAgane bhinna kare to !...to e rAgano micchAmi dukkaDam thAya. micchAmi dukkaDamanA ghaDiyA bolIne marI gayo. jhINI vAtuM bahu bhAI ! anaMtakALa gayo eno paNa sat samAgama sAcuM maLyuM nahIM. maLyuM to kAma karyuM nahIM.

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444 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 benanuM vacanAmRta pustaka bahAra paDyuM.loko vAMcIne bahu rAjI thAya che. e bhAI to ema kahetA hatA ke-benanuM pustaka to anubhavamAM nimitta che. cAkaLAmAM benano bola lIdho ...te sauthI paheluM teNe karyuM. AnaMdanA nAthanuM..vedana pUrvaka anubhavamAM vacanAmRta nimitta che ema e bolyA hatA. are.... bApu! karavAnuM A che! haju to A cIja sAMbhaLavI muzkela paDe! marIne cAlyA jaze! ahIMyA kahe che ke have jarA dhyAna rAkho !! "bhojana paradravya che tethI tyAjya che, pANI pIvuM pAradravya che tethI tyAjya che. ahIM e vAta vizeSamAM lIdhI zA mATe? muni che te munine vastrano TukaDo paNa na hoya. jene muni kahIe.....sAcA saMta kahIe ke zarIra para tene vastrano TukaDo paNa na hoya...evI kudaratI nagna dazA thaI jAya. ahIM pAThamAM vastrano tyAga ema na lIdhuM! kema ke munine teno to tyAga hoya ja che. e zuM kahyuM? vastrano tyAga na lIdho, dAgInAno paisAno tyAga na lIdho! kema ke e munine hotuM ja nathI. vastrane rAkhavuM te traNakALa-traNalokamAM munine hotuM ja nathI. vastra sahita rahIne ajJAnI mAne ke ame muni chIe, nigodagAmI . e adhogAmI gatimAM javAnA che. samajAya che kAMI? ahIMyA to traNalokanA nAtha sarvadeva paramezvara tIrthaMkaradevanuM A pharamAna che. "bhojana padravya che tethI tyAjya che."kema ke - munine haju AhAra hoya che. muni thAya tenA pahelAM saMtane AtmajJAna thAya pachI jJAnamAM ramaNatA thAya. svarUpamAM caranA te cAritra.....Ave tyAre tene vastranI vikalpa vRtti chUTI jAya. munine to morapIMchI ane bIjuM kamaMDaLa basa e be ane nagna dazA... jaMgalamAM vase tene sAcA saMta ane muni kahevAmAM Ave che. te potAnI apekSA laIne vAta kahe che. arere ! muni kone kahevA? nagnapaNuM laI lIdhuM ane paMcamahAvrata mATe te muni che ema nathI. aMdaramAM jeNe atIndriya AnaMdanA nAthane DhaMDhoLIne jagADayo. jene vartamAna dazAmAM atIndriya AnaMdanI pracura bharatI Ave che.....evA munine vItarAga sarvajJanA mArgamAM muni kahevAmAM Ave che... ane e sivAya bIjo paMtha sAco che ja nahIM. e sarvajJa bhagavAnanA paMthamAM saMtone vastro na hoya, tene ziSyo celAnI mamatA na hoya. e to atIndriya AnaMdamAM jhUlatA hoya che. ahIM vastranuM nAma na lIdhuM kema ke munine vastra hotuM nathI. bhojananuM nAma lIdhuM kema ke- e haju hoya che. jhINI vAta che...bhagavAna! zrotA- paMca parameSThImAM e sAmela che? uttara ene ja sAdhu kahevAya, bIjA kyAM sAdhu che? "smoloe savvasAhUNam." bAvA thaIne phare, lugaDAM paherIne phare e badhA thaI gayA sAdhu? dhULeya nathI sAdhu. dhULeya nathI eTale? tene puNyAnubaMdhI puNyaya nathI. zrotA- paMcamakALamAM to evA ja sAdhu hoya ne!!

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kalaza-145. 445 uttaraH- paMcamakALe pANI nAkhIne zIro thato haze? halavo banAvavA loTanA ThekANe dhULa nAkhatA haze? ghIne ThekANe pANI nAkhatA haze? paMcamaArAno ho ke cothA ArAno ho ! zIro to loTa, sAkarane ghIno ja thAya che. tema paMcamaArAnA sAdhu ho ke cothA ArAnA sAdhu ho! te samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrathI thAya che. samajamAM AvyuM? AvI vAto che! "bhojana paradravya che tethI tyAjya che." bhojana paradravya che. bhojana levAnI je vRtti UThe che e vRttino aMdaramAM tyAga che....dRSTimAM teno svIkAra nathI. saMta munirAja potAnA mATe banAvelA AhArane bhe nahIM. nirdoSa AhAra hoya to paNa levAnA bhAvathI potAno abhiprAya bhinna che. bhojana mArI cIja nathI, bhojana levAnI vRtti te mArI cIja nathI....huM AnaMdamayI chuM zrotA- bhagavAna mahAvIrane AhAra levAnI vRtti UThI hatI ne !? uttara- chamastha hatA tyAre, kevaLI thayA pachI nahIM. tamAre zuM kevaLInuM kahevuM che? e to zvetAmbaramAM Ave che. bhagavAnane cha mahinA pachI roga thayo ane pachI AhAra lIdhone !! e badhI jUThI vAta che kalpanAnI trilokanAtha sarvajJa paramezvara mahAvidehamAM sAkSAt birAje che. temano pAMcaso dhanuSa eTale be hajAra hAtha UMco deha che. eka karoDa pUrvanuM AyuSya che. ane trikALI sarva pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI paramAtma dazA pragaTI che. temane oma dhvani nIkaLe che evA paramAtmAnI A vAta che. kuMdakuMdaAcArya saMvata 49 mAM tyAM gayA hatA, teo digambara saMta hatA. tyAMthI AvIne A zAstra banAvyA che. A mArga che. ahIMyAthI tyAM gayA hatA ane tyAM (tattvanI vizeSa) spaSTatA thaI. AhAhA! samyagdaSTi dharmI ho! tene rAgathI bhinna anubhava thayo hovA chatAM haju AhArano bhAva, viSaya bhoganI vAsanAnI paNa vRtti UThe che, paNa te mAro bhAva che tema tenI daSTimAM hotuM nathI. te bhAva tene duHkharUpa lAge che. samyagdaSTine bhoganI vAsanA kALA nAga jevI-jhera jevI lAge che. munine vAsanAnA bhAvo to che ja nahIM. temane eka sudhAno bhAva UThe che to kahe che ke huM bhojana karuM chuM tevo parigraha mane nathI. vikalpa Uyo te mArI cIja che temAM (huM) nathI. te to tenA paNa jJAtA-deSTA che. are! AvI vAtuM che ane lokoe to kaMIka calAvyuM che. koIe kaMIka calAvyuM ane koIe kaMIka! bicArAne bhAna na hoya tethI dhUtArA dhUtI jAya.....thaI rahyuM! AhAhA! A to sarvajJa trilokanAtha tIrthaMkara paramezvara paramAtmAnI divya dhvaniomakAra dhvanino A sAra che. AhAhA ! bhojanano, pIvAnA pANIno tyAga.. kema ke te padravya che. munine pANI pIvAnI vRtti UThe che....paNa te vikalpa pAradravya che, te mAro che tema mAnatA nathI. atyAre to paradravyano tyAga karatAM-karatAM temAM munipaNuM nAkhI (sthApI)

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446 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 dIdhuM. muni kevA hoya? A to kapaDAM pheravavAne thaI gayA sAdhu!? bApu! ahIMto jinendra vItarAga paramezvare je kahyuM te saMtonI jAta judI che. jene vastra nahIM, pAtra nahIM, vastrano TukaDo nahIM. tethI vastranI vAta na lIdhI, paNa munine bhojana hoya tethI bhojananI vAta lIdhI, chatAM e tenA bhAvamAM mamatA nathI. vRtti Ave che tene jJAtA tarIke jANe che. bhojanane paNa jANe che. pANI pIve che tene paradravya jANe che. "kevo che paradravya parigraha? "svaparayo: vivedetuna" (sva) zuddha cidrupamAtra vastu ane (5rayo:) dravyakarma -bhAvakarma-nokarma, temanA (vive) ekatvarUpa saMskAranuM (hetuna) kAraNa che." zabda bahu uMco Avyo. (sva5rayo: vivedetuna) zuddha cidrupa vastu athaoNt jJAnarUpa bhagavAna prajJA brahmasvarUpa evo bhagavAna AtmA ! temAM anaMtI zaktio bIjI sAthe che. jJAna-pradhAna kathana karIne cikUpa AtmA kahevAmAM Avyo che. eka AtmAmAM to anaMta zakti nAma saMkhyAe anaMta guNo che, chatAM sarvajJane mukhya na karatAM citUpa arthAt jJAnarUpa e pradhAnapaNe jJAnarUpa kahevAmAM Avyo che. e zuddha citUpa mAtra vastu te (sva) ane (5rayo:) dravya karmAdi ATha karma je aMdara jaDarUpa che jJAnAvaraNI darzanAvaraNI te. sarvajJa paramezvaranA mAragamAM A badhI vAta spaSTa ane pratyakSa che. AhAhA! e jJAnAvaraNI karma paravastu che. "bhAvakarma' - je zubha azubha vikalpa UThe che evo rAga e bhAvakarma paNa bhagavAna AtmAthI bhinna che. te para parigraha che. tethI para che. sva to zuddha citUpa AtmA che. e para- bhAvakarma arthAt puNya ne pApanI lAgaNI nAma vikAra vAsanA che. e para che. sva to zuddha citUpa bhagavAna AtmA ! e AnaMdano paryAyamAM anubhava thavo te. vastu to trikALa vastu che paNa vartamAna dazAmAM teno anubhava thavo, te anubhavamAM bhAvakarma che nahIM "nokarma...A jaDa zarIra, vANI te AtmAmAM che nahIM, e para cIja che. are! zuM kare ! kyAM jAya ! tene A vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM. zrImadjI kahe che - "anaMtakALathI AthaDayo, vinA bhAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahIM guru saMtane, mUkyA nahIM abhimAna." arere ! sAcA saMta kone kahevAya tenI khabaruM na maLe !! zrotA- yAda rAkhavuM kema? uttara- potAnuM nAma bhUlI jAya che. UMghamAM hoya ane nAma koI lya to paNa hA pADe che ne! e nAma to maphatanuM khoTuM che. e nAma A zarIranuM che, e nAmathI koI bolAve to UMghamAM e huM..ema hokAro Ape che. kema ke tyAM rasa che tyAM rasa caDI gayo che. ahIMyA rasa nathI. e nAme khoTuM che. zarIrane mATIne oLakhAvavA bIjA karatAM juduM nAma ApyuM. svapnamAM e nAma Ave tyAM huM kare che. elA huM AvyuM kyAMthI? amRtalAla evo AtmA aMdara amRtano sAgara bharyo che...te huM.

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kalaza-145 447 jenI sattAmAM atIndriya AnaMda paDayo che e nokarmathI bhinna che. chatAM (aviveka ) puNya ne pApanA bhAvathI jaDa karma, za2I2, vANIthI tenA ekatvarUpa saMskAra te tenuM kA2Na che te mithyAtva che. ( avivehetu) ema che ne ! teNe viveka karavo joIe kehuM rAgathI bhinna chuM. tene ThekANe rAgane huM eka chuM tema mAne che. ahIMyA to deva-guru ne zAstranI bhakti te paNa rAga che, ane rAga ane AtmAne eka ka2vo te aviveka che. ( avive tum ) judA pADavAno hetu nahIM arthAt ekatvano hetu che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke- "mithyArdaSTi jIvane jIva- karmamAM ekatvabuddhi che tethI mithyArdaSTine 52dravyano parigraha ghaTe che." 'aviveka hetum' no artha karyo. mahAprabhu AnaMdano nAtha aphara che. bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMdano kaMda prabhu ane A puNyapApanA bhAva eTale rAgAdinA pariNAma te bannenI ekatAbuddhi te mithyArdaSTi che. A ene dharma mAne che ke- rAga karatAM karatAM, apavAsa, vrata, tapasA karatAM karatAM (svAnubhUti) thaze........! ahIMyA kahe che e badhA vikalpa ne rAga che. e rAga sAthe bhagavAna AtmAnuM ekatva mAnavuM te parigraha che. e badhAM ekatvabuddhimAM kA2Na che. "tethI mithyArdaSTine 52dravyano parigraha ghaTe che." kema ke ekatvabuddhi che. "samyagdaSTi jIvane bheda buddhi che tethI paradravyano parigraha ghaTato nathI." samyagdaSTi jIvane rAgathI bhinna potAnA svarUpano anubhava thayo ke- huM AnaMda svarUpa chuM...... evo AnaMdano svAda Avyo. anAdi kALathI puNya ne pApanA rAgano svAda Avato hato......te jherano svAda che. ahIMyA AtmAnA aMtara anubhavamAM AnaMdano svAda Avyo ! samyagdaSTi jIvane bhedabuddhi che AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa tene rAga AkuLatAmaya dekhAya che. sAdhaka, rAganI AkuLatAthI potAne bhinna anubhave che tene dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che. ghaNI za2tuM ne ghaNI javAbadArI ! "tethI 52dravyano parigraha ghaTato nathI." samakitIne rAga thAya che paNa tene potAno mAnato nathI. potAno to AnaMdano anubhava che te mAne che. mATe dharmIne rAgano parigraha ghaTita thato nathI. ajJAnI rAga mAro che evuM mAne che to badho parigraha ghaTita thAya che. pravacana naM. 153 tA. 18/11/'77 nirjarA adhikA2no 145 kaLaza cAle che. "mithyArdaSTi jIvane jIva-karmamAM ekatvabuddhi che," zubhAga ho ke azubha rAga ho ! temAM ajJAnInI ekatvabuddhi che. prazna:- ekatvabuddhino artha zuM? uttara:- rAga che te huM chuM. zuddhacaitanya je rAgathI bhinna che te astitvano dRSTimAM abhAva che. ane rAganA pariNAmanuM astitva che te huM chuM evI eka samayanI ( paryAyamAM) ekatvabuddhi che. jhINI vAta che......mArga jhINo prabhu !

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 gaI kAle kahyuM hatuM ke AkAzanA pradezathI paNa anaMtaguNAguNa eka AtmAmAM che. aMgulanA asaMkhyAtamAM bhAgamAM nigodanA anaMta jIva che. ahIMyA che evo loka ThAMsIne bharyo che. e dareka jIvamAM, AkAzanA pradezanI saMkhyA karatAM anaMtaguNI saMkhyA guNanIzaktinI che. evI zaktithI bhareluM zaktivAna tattva te maujuda che-pragaTa che-vyakta che. AvA tattvanI dRSTino jene abhAva che tyAM ekatvabuddhi che. Avo prabhu che. tenA astitvano anubhava aMdaramAM nathI tene rAgamAM rAgano anubhava che. rAga te huM evuM astitva tenI dRSTimAM varte che. 448 prazna:- samyak sanmukha mithyArdaSTi hoya tene ? utta2:- tene haju ekatva varte che paNa sAthe samyaktvanA saMskAra paDe che, chatAM paNa rAgathI ekatva varte che. tene rAgathI sarvathA ekatva paNa chUTayuM nathI. aMdaramAM rAgathI bhinna paDIne bhedajJAna thayuM nathI. pachI te deva-guru-zAstranI bhakti hoya to te paNa vikalpa ne rAga che. e rAgathI bhinna pADavAnA aMdara jene saMskA2 ja nathI tene rAgathI ekatva che. bApu ! bhagavAna ! e vastu koI alaukika che. bahArathI tenA kAMI mApa Ave evI vastu nathI. anaMta anaMta caitanya camatkArathI bharelo bhagavAna che. camatkAra eTale ? jenA kSetranA pradezano pA2 nathI. anaMtaguNA guNa evI zaktiono pAra nathI. eTale (nAnA ) kSetramAM AtmA AvI jAya che. DuMgaLI, lasaNanI (nAnI kaTakImAM ) AtmA Ave paraMtu tenA bhAva ? eka eka AtmAno bhAva- guNa ane bhAvavAna-guNI. e bhAvavAnano bhAva, zaktivAnanI zakti anaMta che, amApa che. evI amApa zaktino sAgara bhagavAnanI (nijAtmAnI ) jene ruci nathI tene aMdara dRSTimAM Avyo nathI. ( enAthI ) viruddha evA je puNyanA- dayAdAnavrata-bhaktinA bhAva te mArA che evI tene ekatvabuddhi varte che. mithyArdaSTi eTale asatya dRSTi. je satya prabhu....mahAprabhu che tenA astitvanI dRSTi nathI-Azraya nathI, tenuM aMda2mAM zaraNa nathI. tene mAMgalika nathI tene to amAMgalika evo vikalpa che.... te pachI zubhanA ho ke azubhanA ho ! tenA pratye jene prema che tene anaMtaguNa saMpanna prabhu pratye dveSa che. evI je rAga sAthenI ekatvabuddhi te mithyAtva che. A jagatathI judI vAta che bhAI ! atyAre to bhagavAnanI bhakti karavI, gurunI bhakti karavI.... tenAthI kalyANa thaI jaze ema mAnanAra rAganI ekatvabuddhivALo hovAthI te mithyArdaSTi che. e mithyA nAma asatya dRSTi che. eTale ke svarUpamAM nathI evA rAga ane karmanI ekatvabuddhi e asatya dRSTi che. mithyArdaSTi nAma jUThI STi che....evA jIvane .....rAgathI mAMDIne badhI cIjo sAthe ekatvapaNuM che. ekabAju bhagavAna AtmArAma ane bIjIbAju rAgathI mAMDIne AkhuM gAma. jene rAganA aMzamAM ekatvabuddhi che tene traNakALa ane traNalokanA padArtha pratye ekatvabuddhi

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kalaza-145 449 che. jene zubha-azubha rAgamAM mIThAza varte che tene traNakALa traNalokanA padArtha mArA che tevI tenI mAnyatA che. bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu aMdara che, tenA hovApaNAnA anubhavanI dRSTi nathI, tene AnaMdanA svAdanuM vedana nathI. samyagdarzana eTale aMtara AnaMdano nAtha tenA anubhavamAM Avyo.....ane atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Avyo. e AnaMdanI pratIta thAya tene samyagdarzana nAma sAcI dRSTi che. tenA sivAya rAgano svAda Ave te AkuLatAnA svAdamAM rokANo che. e tyAM rokAI gayo che..............te mithyASTi che. AkarI vAta che prabhu! tene kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM evuM che! "mithyASTi jIvane" bahu thoDA zabdo che paNa bhAva ghaNAM gaMbhIra che prabhu! "jIvakarmamAM" 'karma" zabda rAgathI mAMDIne e badhuM karma. pachI te bhaktino rAga ho ke dayA-dAna-vratapUjAno!! ke zAstra vAMcana zravaNano ho! e rAga te karma che, te AtmA nahIM. evAM "karmamAM jenI ekatvabuddhi che tethI mithyASTine paradravyano parigraha ghaTe che,"rAgano kaNa mAro evo tene parigraha ghaTe che. tene AkhI duniyAno parigraha ghaTe che. "pari" nAma samasta prakAre rAganA kaNane ane rajakaNane potAno svIkAre che. tene temAM AkuLatAno svAda Ave che. je tene potAno mAne tene AkhI duniyAno parigraha che. AvI vAta che! - savAramAM A kSaNabhaMgura saMsAranI vAta sAMbhaLI'tI. A punamacaMdabhAI tene DokaTare nA pADelI ke eka mahino bahAra na nIkaLavuM. tenI pAse pAMca karoDa rUpiyA dhULanA DhagalA che. gharethI nIkaLyo- dukAne javuM che ema kahIne! tenI sAthe vizvAsu mANasa rAkhelo te hato. rastAmAM pote baMdhAvelA makAne AvyA....! tyAM chAtImAM duHkhAvo UpaDayo. tyAM koI oLakhIto mANasa nIkaLyo. tene laI gayA aMdara.DokaTarane bolAvo. DokaTara Ave tyAM khalAsa! haju tenA bhAIne vAta nathI karI...kAraNa ke te paNa vyAdhimAM paDyo che. A pAMca karoDane dhULanA DhagalA mArA! zrotA- ekane thAya! badhAne evuM thoDuM ja thAya? uttara- badhAne mamatA to che paNa ahIM vAta ekalAnI che. AhAhA! AnaMdano nAtha aMdara camatkArIka cIja birAje che....jenI zaktinA mApa na maLe ! AkAzanA pradezanA mApa na maLe ! tenAthI anaMtaguNA guNa kaI rIte? kSetrathI te ATalAmAM samAya gayuM. zabdo judI cIja che ane temAM bharelA bhAvonuM mApa kADhavuM kaThaNa bhAI ! AhAhA! evA je guNo, zaktionI saMkhyAnA mApa nahIM evA prabhuthI viruddha vikalpathI mAMDIne, zarIrathI mAMDIne badhuM ja, teno jene prema che e mithyASTine badho parigraha che. te bahAramAM muni thayo hoya, hajAro rANI choDIne paMcamahAvrata pALato hoya to paNa e rAganI kriyAthI mane lAbha che ane te cIja mArI che tema mAnanAro mithyASTi che. kema ke pUrNa astitva je che te to tenI dRSTimAM AvyuM nathI. tethI kayAMka ne kayAMka to astitva mAnavuM paDe ne! bahAramAM tenI lAIna ( viparIta)

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45O kalazAmRta bhAga-4 na dekhAya paNa aMdaramAM mithyAtva che. je rAganA astitvane svIkAre che tene AkhI duniyAno parigrahu ghaTe che. mithyASTine paradravyano parigraha ghaTe che." pari nAma samasta prakAre AkhI duniyAno parigraha che. samyagdaSTi jIvane bhale cakravartInuM rAjya ho! indranA indrAsana ho! karoDo apsarA ho! paNa jene aMtaramAM rAgathI bhinna paDIne bhagavAna AnaMdano svAda Avyo che. je AnaMdano Dhagalo bhagavAna che, anAkuLa AnaMdano Dhagalo prabhu (nijAtmA) che, tenI sanmukhatAmAM AnaMdanA svAdano aMza Avyo, e AnaMdanA svAdanI mIThAza AgaLa...badhuM para bhAse che. "samyagdaSTijIvane bhedabuddhi che tethI paradravyano parigraha ghaTato nathI. samyagdaSTine, rAga ane rAganA phaLa tarIke baMdhana ane tenA phaLa tarIke A dhULa Adi bahAranI vastupatnI, bALako, kuTuMba e badhA para che. rAgathI bhinna paDIne jemAM arAgI bhagavAnanA AnaMdano svAda Avyo te samyagdaSTi che. e samyagdaSTine bheda buddhi che. mithyAdeSTinI sAme samyagdaSTi che ne!! mithyASTine ekatvabuddhi che, Ane bheda buddhi che. rAga hoya! dveSa hoya! samakitI laDAImAM paNa Ubho dekhAya ! chatAM tene jarIe parigraha ghaTato nathI. bhAI ! dharmAtmAnA taLiyAM tapAsavAM kaThaNa che. AhAhA ! nirlepa nAthane jyAM aMdara joyo ane anubhavyo. AhAhA! je samyaka nAma satya sAheba prabhu pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che tenI samyaka satyadRSTi thatAM (AnaMdanuM vedana Ave che). satya svarUpanI satyadRSTi aMtara vedanamAM thaI. tene ajJAnIne anaMtakALamAM ema ne ema, kyAMka ne kyAMka aTakavAnA sAdhana gotIne temAM aTakIne temAM marI gayo che. ahIM to dharmI jIvane kahe che ke- cakravartInA rAja ho ! te AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAdapUrvaka aMdara rAgathI bhinna paDI gayo che. AvI vAtuM che! duniyAne maLe nahIM, kAne paDe nahIM. bahAranI vAtumAM guMcavAya ane marI gayo che. "samyagdaSTi jIvane bheda buddhi che." benanA vacanAmRtamAM eka zabda che - vikArabhAvane maryAdA che. vikAranA bhAvane sImA che evo zabda che. aMdara je prabhu che te asimita eTale sImA vinAnI (asIma) cIja che. sImA che mATe maryAdA che. maryAdA che mATe (vibhAvathI) pAcho vaLI zake che...ema kahe che. te vibhAva mithyA zraddhA rAgAdi ho....paNa te maryAdita che. maryAdita eTale? eka samayanI paryAya che ema nahIM, paNa tenI zakti maryAdita che, amaryAdita nathI. tethI tenAthI pAcho vaLI zake che. bhagavAna AtmAmAM zaktio apAra-asIma che. asIma eTale jenI sImA nAma maryAdA nathI. e jyAM aMdara svabhAvamAM gayo te have pAcho nahIM vaLe !! digambara saMtonuM kathana ho ke samyagdaSTinuM ho ! te aparihArya lakSaNanuM che. samayasAramAM Ave che - paMcamaArAnA sAdhu paNa ema pokAra kare che ke amane je A Atmadarzana jJAna

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451 kalaza-146 thayuM che te have pAchuM paDavAnuM nathI. ame have A ja dRSTie kevaLajJAna levAnA chIe. A vAta samayasAranI 38 gAthAmAM che ane pravacanasAranI 92 gAthAmAM che. paMcamaArAnA saMto! aMtaranI vAtuM kare che te vAtuM kyAMya nathI. e to je bhAgyazALI hoya tene to kAne paDe tevI vAto che. saMto ema kahe che ke-amane je AtmajJAna thayuM te have pAchuM nahIM phare. Agama kuzaLatA ane svabhAvano Azraya laIne je Atmadarzana, jJAna thayuM te paDe tevuM nathI. prabhu Apa to paMcamaArAnA saMta ane chadmastha cho ne !? tAre je mAnavuM hoya te mAna!? ame to pokAra karIe chIe ke - amane je samyak prApta thayuM che te have paDavAnuM nathI. e samyagdarzana bhale kSayopazama ho ! paNa have kSAyika laIne kevaLa thavAnuM. e amArI cIja che. gajaba zailI che. amAro AtmA jo paDe to mAruM darzana paDe ! AtmAno jo abhAva thAya to darzanano abhAva thAya ! "e samyagdaSTi jIvane bhedabuddhi che" u52 to muninI vAta karI paNa nIce cothethI A vAta che. je prabhumAMthI kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya ane pachI anaMtakALa sudhI kevaLajJAna thayA ja kare...... sAdi anaMta, chatAM dravya to jevuM che tevuM ne tevuM rahe che. kevaLajJAna thayA kare mATe caitanya dravyamAM ochapa AvI evuM vadha ghaTa thavuM vastumAM nathI - evI e cIja che. arere ! teNe sAMbhaLyuM che kyAM ? e kyAMya ne kyAMya salavAyane bicArA paDayA che. ahIMyA to kahe che- rAgathI bhinna paDIne jyAM samyagdarzanamAM caitanyanA svAda AvyA te bhedabuddhi che tethI tene padravyano parigraha ghaTato nathI. te cakravartInA rAjane paNa potAnuM mAnato nathI. tene ekatva chUTI gayuM che. tene AsaktinI mamatA bhale ho ! paNa tenAthI ekatva chUTI gayuM che. bahu alaukika vAtuM che. prabhu ! A to aMtaranI vAtuM che. "52dravyano parigraha ghaTato nathI Avo artha ahIMthI zarU karIne kahevAmAM Avaze." (svAgatA ) pUrvabaddhanijakarmavipAkAt jJAnino yadi bhavatyupabhogaH / tadbhavatvatha ca rAgaviyogAt nUnameti na paripraznamAvat / / 4-46 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "yavi jJAnina: sapabhoga: bhavati tat bhavatu" (vi) jo kadAcit ( jJAnina: ) samyagdaSTi jIvane ( 35mona:) za2I2 Adi saMpUrNa bhogasAmagrI (mati) hoya che, samyagdaSTi jIva bhogave che, (taMt) to (bhavantu) sAmagrI ho,

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452 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 sAmagrIno bhoga paNa ho, "nUnan paribrahabhAvan na ti" (nUnan) nizcayathI (paribrahabhAvas) viSayasAmagrInA svIkArarUpa abhiprAyane (jJa ti) pAmato nathI. zA kAraNathI ? "atha = rAviyogAt" (atha 6) jyA2thI samyagdaSTi thayo (raviyogAt) tyA2thI mAMDIne viSayasAmagrImAM rAga-dveSa-mohathI rahita thayo, te kAraNathI. koI prazna kare che ke AvA virAgIne-samyagdaSTi jIvane viSayasAmagrI kema hoya che ? uttara Ama che ke-"pUrvaladdhaninarmaviSAAt"(pUrvavRdgha ) samyaktva UpajatAM pahelAM mithyArdaSTi jIva hato, rAgI hato; tyAM rAgabhAva dvArA bAMdhI hatI je (ninarma) potAnA pradezomAM jJAnAvaraNAdirUpa kAryaNavargaNA, tenA (vivAAt) udayane lIdhe. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-rAga-dveSa-mohapariNAma maTatAM dravyarUpa bAhya sAmagrIno bhoga baMdhanuM kA2Na nathI, nirjarAnuM kA2Na che; tethI samyagdaSTi jIva aneka prakA2nI viSayasAmagrI bhogave che, paraMtu raMjitapariNAma nathI tethI baMdha nathI, pUrve bAMdhyuM hatuM je karma tenI nirjarA che. 14-146. kaLaza naM.-146 : u52 pravacana pravacana naM. 153-154 tA. 18-20/11/'77 "yavi jJAnina: upabhoga: bhavati tad bhavatu" saMto pokAra kare che. amRtacaMdra AcArya paMcamaArAnA muni che. pracura svasaMvedana jenuM bhAvaliMga che. dravye bhale nagna che, vastrano TukaDo nathI paNa tenuM bhAliMga je che te pracura svasaMvedanamayI che. AnaMdanuM vedana che e tenuM bhAvaliMga che. evA bhAvaliMgI saMtono A pokAra che. "jo kadAcit samyagdaSTi jIvane za2I2 Adi saMpUrNa bhoga sAmagrI hoya che, samyagdaSTi jIva bhogave che," loko je jue che te apekSAe vAta karI che. koI ajJAnI 52dravyane bhogave kAMI ? 5dravyane bhogavI zake nahIM. paNa tenuM lakSa 52 u52 jAya che ane thoDI Asakti hoya che eTale 52ne bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. 52ne koNa bhogave ? A jaDa za2I2, vANI, mana, mAMsa-hADakAM, Ano bhogavaTo che ? strInA viSayamAM A zarIrano bhoga e kare che? traNa kALamAM nahIM. ajJAnI mithyArdaSTi jIva ema mAne che kehuM Ane bhogavuM chuM. tene te ThIka lAgatAM rAga utpanna thAya ane te rAgane bhogave che. tenI haju tene khabara nathI. ahIM kahe che- sAdhakane e rAgano je anubhava che te anubhava chUTI gayo che. zarIrAdi sAmagrIno bhoga ho ! eTale ke bhoga rAgano nahIM- ema kahe che. paraMtu bahA2mAM evuM dekhAya che ne !! juo ! mithyArdaSTine puNya ochA hoya tethI bhoga thoDA hoya jyAre Ane to ghaNAM hoya che. mithyArdaSTi hoya tene to sAdhAraNa pAMca-paccIsa lAkha hoya, Ane to moTuM cakravartInuM

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kalaza-146 453 rAjya hoya, indrAsana hoya! puNyanA moTA DhagalA paDyA hoya. tenA zarIramAM puNya, vANImAM puNya, sAmagrImAM puNya, strImAM, putromAM paNa puNya dekhAya. ahIM kahe che ke e ho! ene bhogave paNa rAga ho ! bhogavavAno artha e taraphanI jarI vRtti thAya che, to thoDo rAga ho! to sAmagrI ho ane sAmagrIno bhoga paNa ho! "nUnama parikramAvana ta nizcayathI viSaya sAmagrInA svIkArarUpa abhiprAyane pAmato nathI." AhAhA ! enA abhiprAyamAM rAga mAro che, e sAmagrI mArI che, evo abhiprAya chUTI gayo che. ethI tenA abhiprAyamAM paravastu parigraha che nahIM. A avaladomanI vAto che.. bApA! puNya vizeSa hoya to bahAramAM sAmagrI ghaNI dekhAya che. tene koNa bhogave che? e to ahIMyA vAta karI. e sAmagrIne koI bhogavatuM nathI. e prazna nArada che tethI vadhAre spaSTa karAvavA kahe che. bApA! e bhogave che ema to bhASAthI kahyuM! kema ke - loko ema jANe che. bahAramAM badhuM ja che tyAre Ama che. jenI dukAnamAM eka divasanI karoDo abajo rUpiyAnI pedAza hoya, evA moTA zeThiyA hoya paNa A zuM cIja che bApu! jene aMtaramAM parathI ekatvabuddhi chUTI gaI che, jene AnaMdano nAtha (nijAtmA) najare paDyo che eTale anubhavamAM Avyo che, te kaI cIjane mArI che ema mAne!? AhAhA! caitanya sAgara atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara jyAM UchaLe che. dariyAmAM jema pANInI bharatI Ave tema samyagdaSTine paryAyamAM AnaMdanI bharatI Ave che. bhAI ! tane tenI khabara nathI ! e atIndriya AnaMdanI bharatI AgaLa......para sAmagrIne bhogave che ema kahevuM e to asadbhuta nayanuM kathana che. tene jarA Asaktino rAga hoya, e tarapha valaNa hoyato e apekSAe bhogave che ema kahyuM. mAraga bahu phera che bApu! (pariSadamAvana) viSaya sAmagrInA svIkArarUpa abhiprAyane," svIkAranA abhiprAyane e zuM kahyuM? emAM sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. AtmAnA atIndraya AnaMdanA svAdanI buddhimAM je zubha azubha rAgano bhAva che temAM sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. ajJAnIne temAM sukhano mINo caDe che. ame sukhanI keDIe jIvIe chIe...ne ame sukhI chIe! samyagdaSTine pUrvanA puNyano yoga ghaNo hoya ane tenA taraphanuM thoDu valaNa paNa hoya che! nirjarA adhikAranI bIjI gAthAmAM AvyuM che - je samakitI jIva che tene pUrvano koI puNyano bhAva Ave to tenAM vedanamAM eka samaya puratuM sukha-duHkha Ave che. - nirjarA adhikAranI pahelI gAthAmAM dravya nirjarA kahI che ane bIjI gAthAmAM bhAva nirjarA kahI che. bhAva nirjarA eTale? eka samaya jarAka tene kalpanAmAM sukha-duHkhanI AsaktinI vRtti thAya paNa temAM tene sukhabuddhi che nahIM. ene bIjI kSaNe azuddhatA kharI jAya che, enI nirjarA thai jAya che. nirjarA adhikAranI bIjI gAthAmAM "vastupaNe upabhoga nizcaya sukha vA duHkha thAya che." te bhogane oLaMgato nathI ethI jarA sukha- duHkha thAya che. teno artha e ke -

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454 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 te vRttie AsaktirUpa thaI jAya che, paNa te ekatvapaNe nahIM. te Asaktino bIje samaye nAza thaI jAya che- kharI jAya che. samayasAra to eka alaukika cIja che. AsAma gayA hatA. tyAM gauhATI gayelA ne! tyAM vyAkhyAnamAM samayasAra cAlatuM hatuM. gauhATImAM tyAM sabhA moTI hatI. tyAM phulacaMdajI paMDita paNa hatA. samayasAranuM pravacana sAMbhaLIne bolyA-oho! A jagatamAM atyAre samayasAra to samayasAra che basa, alaukika vAta che. "ahIMyA kahe che - viSaya sAmagrInA svIkArarUpa abhiprAya nathI." A ThIka che tevo abhiprAya UDI gayo che. bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha ThIka che tevo aMdaramAM abhiprAya thaI gayo che. dharma te zuM cIja che bApu! samyagdaSTine krodheya Ave, rAtreya Ave, paNa..........abhiprAyamAM teno svIkAra UDI gayo che. have A mApa to aMdarathI nIkaLe ke bahArathI nIkaLe ! ajJAnI to upalaka dRSTithI bahArathI juve che. bhAIe....samayasAramAM nAkhyuM che. pelo mithyASTi hoya ane jhUMpaDuM hoya te sAdhAraNa hoya ane A moTA abajonA mahelamAM hoya ! ane tenI sAmagrI- ghara vakharI, pharnIcara abajo rUpiyAnA hoya. moTA moTA baMgalA hoya! eka vakhata kahyuM hatuM ke - ame muMbaI gayA hatA tyAre vijaya karIne chokaro hato. tene abhyAsa bahu AtmAno prema, sAMbhaLavAno rasa bahu...! mahino mahino ahIM kuMvAre rahI jato hato. tenuM magaja bahu sAru hatuM. te TATAmAM nokarI karato hato. moTI nokarI hatI tenI uMmara paccIsa varSanI haze. tene kIDanInuM darda thaI gayeluM. tenI mAtAe kIDanI ApelI paNa te gujarI gayo. eka varasanuM paraNetara. tene tyAM darzana ApavA gayA hatA. tyAMthI zAMtAbenanA naMNadoyA maNilAlane ghare AhAra karavA gayA hatA. pAMca, cha karoDa rUpiyA, lagabhaga pAMca lAkhanI to gharavakharI haze! pagalA karAvyA..badhe gAlIcA makhamalanA pAtharelA. A joIne mane to evuM thayuM ke - ahIMyAthI nIkaLavuM kaThaNa paDaze! A bhAI ahIM Ave che. rAjakoTavALA tenA banevI, temanI moTI dukAna hatI. A to ThIka paNa samakitIne to AnA karatAM moTI gharavakharI hoya, chatAM para padArtha mArA che evI svIkAra buddhi aMdaramAMthI chUTI gaI che. samajANuM kAMI? koI muni thayo che, tyAgI thayo che, hajAro rANI choDI che paNa aMdaramAM jene rAgano svIkAra che tene caitanya svabhAvano anAdara che. tene badho parigraha ghaTe che. AvI vAtuM che. vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvarano mAraga bahu jhINo bhAI ! haju to nivRttie na le! nivRttithI vicAre ke mAraga zuM che? A sAMbhaLavAya maLe nahIM, jiMdagI to cAlI jAya che ema ne ema ! "viSaya sAmagrInA svIkAranA abhiprAyane pAmato nathI." e mithyA abhiprAya chUTI gayo che. samakitIne zubharAga Ave paNa jema kALo nAga dekhe ane trAsa thAya che tema tene trAsa thAya che. munirAjanI bhaktimAM Ave che ne! "bhoga bhujaMga samAna." samakitIne

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kalaza-146 455 azubharAga paNa AvI jAya, paNa jema kALA nAgane dekhIne trAsa thAya che tema rAgane dekhIne duHkha thAya che. are...! A AMtarA kayAM? te mArA che evA abhiprAyane te svIkArato mAnato nathI. nauAkhalI evu thayuM hatuM ne! musalamAnanuM hinduo upara bahu jora vadhI gayuM hatuM tyAre gAMdhIjI tyAM gayA hatA. cAlIza varSanI yuvAna mAtA ane vIsa varSano yuvAna putra hoya, te bannene nagna karI ane viSaya levA bannene bhegAM kare tyAre trAsa trAsa thaI jAya. putrane thAya ke A mArI janetA che, jamIna mArga Ape to samAya jAUM! evo jema trAsa varte che tema dharmIne samakitIne zubharAgamAM trAsa varte che. prazna:- zubharAgamAM trAsa? uttara-zubharAgamAM trAsa varte che. zubharAga bhaThThI che. bhagavAnanI bhaktino zubharAga te bhaThThI che. A keTalAka kahe che ne ke- gurunI bhakti karIe. bhagavAnanI bhakti karIe to thaI jaze kalyANa!? dhULamAMya kalyANa nahIM thAya sAMbhaLane! e to mithyA zalyanI dRSTi che. zubharAga bhaThThI che. chaDhALAmAM Ave che "yaha rAga Aga dahai sadA, tAteM samAmRta seIe," zubharAga ho ke azubharAga ho! te agniche- nyAlacaMdabhAI sogAnIjIe dravyadRSTi prakAzamAM nAkhyuM che. e to kAma karIne svargamAM cAlyA gayA. manuSya thaI mokSe javAnA che. zubharAga te bhaThThI che e vAta ghaNAne na goThI, e kahe ke zuM zubhabhAva bhaTTI che? zubhane bhaddI tarIke vede te to tIvra kaSAyI che - ema kahetA. have tenA pakSanA loko pharyA che. ahIM hamaNAM AvI gayAne! are...bApu ! A te vAtuM che!! zubhabhAva bhaThThI che-agni che. azubhanI to zuM vAta karavI! AhAhA ! zItaLa zAMta rasano nAtha bhagavAna akaSAyI prabhu! rAga thatAM tenI zAMti dAjhe che. e jenAthI dAjhe tene e mAruM kema mAne? samajANuM kAMI? zA kAraNathI? atha varAviyo II" jyArathI samyagdaSTi thayo tyArathI mAMDIne viSaya sAmagrImAM rAga-dveSa-mohathI rahita thayo te kAraNathI." (viyoti) A moTo zabda che. pAThamAM rAga gayo eTalo zabda che. athavA rAga-dveSa-mithyAtva te traNeyathI rahita thaI jaze. ahIM rAga che te anaMtAnubaMdhIno che. (raviyoti) samyagdaSTine para sAmagrInA rAgano viyoga varte che. rAgano viyoga eTale? rAga rahita rahe che. te para sAmagrI mArI che tema svapna paNa dekhato nathI. (25 viyoti) teno vizeSa artha karyo-rAga-dveSa te anaMtAnubaMdhInA hoM ! ane moha nAma mithyAtva tenAthI rahita thayo. te kAraNathI koI prazna kare che ke AvA virAgIne -samyagdaSTi jIvane viSaya sAmagrI kema hoya che?" tame kaho cho ke jene rAganI ruci chUTI gaI che ane bhagavAna AnaMdanI dRSTi thaI che tene AvI sAmagrI kema hoya? evI sAmagrImAM te Ubho kema rahe?

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456 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 ema kahe che. uttara Ama che ke- "pUrvavardhvanina vipachAta samyakatva UpajatAM pahelAM mithyAdeSTi jIva hato, rAgI hato," mithyAdeSTi jIva hato jyAre tyAre UMdhI dRSTi hatI, te rAgano rasiyo hato. tyAre je karma baMdhAyelA te haju paDayA che tenI sAmagrI Ave che- ema kahe che. samyakattva UpajatAM pahelAM tenI mithyAdRSTi-asatya daSTi hatI. eTale te rAgane potAno mAnIne te rAgane vedato hato. tyAM rAgabhAva dvArA bAMdhI hatI je potAnA pradezomAM jJAnAvaraNAdirUpa kArmaNavargaNA, tenA udayane lIdhe." vargaNA to ATheya karmanI paDI hatI. teno vipAka nAma udayane lIdhe.....bahAranI sAmagrI hoya che-ema kahe che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke rAga-dveSa-moTuM pariNAma maTatAM dravyarUpa bAhya sAmagrIno bhoga baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI, nirjarAnuM kAraNa che,"jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu kahyo che ne!? te kaI apekSAe kahyo che. bhoga-rAga e to baMdhanuM kAraNa che. dharmIneya rAga baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA! paNa dRSTimAM e rAgano svIkAra nathI. ane aMdara dRSTimAM jyAM bhagavAna taravare che........caitanya pUrNAnaMdano nAtha! e caitanya camatkAra tenI mukhyatA karIne bhogane nirjarA kahI. paraMtu koI ema mAnI le ke- bhoga kare eTalA mATe nirjarA che. to pachI bhogane choDIne cAritra levuM evuM to rahetuM nathI. jo temAM mIThAza Ave ane amRta AnaMdanA nAthano anAdara kare che te mithyASTi che. bhogane nirjarAno hetu kahyo tyAM bIjI apekSA che. chaThTha guNasthAne amRtacaMdra AcArya muni ema kahe che ke- " mASitAyA:" arere...! huM muni thayo chuM....saMta thayo chuM, mAruM traNa kaSAyanA abhAvanuM svasaMvedana che. trIjA kaLazamAM kahyuM ne! anAdithI mArI pariNati kalmASita che. vikalpa UThe che te mela che. ahIMyA samyagdaSTine nirjarA kahe che ane trIjA kaLazamAM melI kahyuM che. mAre haju (vabhASitAya:) mela che. kaI apekSAthI vAta cAle te samaje nahIM ane ekAnta tANe ke bhoga nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. anAdithI mane paryAyamAM rAga nAma mela bharyo hato. A munirAja kahe che jene traNa kaSAyano abhAva varte che, bhAvaliMga dazA-pracura atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana jene varte che, jene paryAyamAM AnaMdanA UchALA arthAt bharatI Ave che te kahe che mane haju anAdinI azuddhatA paDI che. e azuddhatA kAMI gaI hatI ane pAchI AvI che ema nathI. anAdinI azuddhatAno aMza che te mela mane duHkharUpa che. huM je A TIkA karuM chuM...... e TIkAthI melano nAza thaI jAva. to TIkA karavAthI melano nAza thAya ? pATha to evo che ke - "samayasA2vyA2vyava" teno artha evo che ke -mArI dRSTinuM jora mArA AnaMda svabhAva upara varte che. e TIkAnA kALamAM mAruM jora svabhAva sanmukha vizeSa thAva...... ane mela gaLI jAva. AvuM samaje nahIM ane pAThanA artha kare gharanA (e na cAle.)

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kalaza-146 457 bhAvArtha Ama che ke - rAga-dveSa-moha pariNAma maTatAM dravyarUpa bAhya sAmagrIno bhoga baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI, nirjarAnuM kAraNa che, tethI samyagdaSTi jIva aneka prakAranI viSaya sAmagrI bhogave che." eka bAju ema kahe che ke - para sAmagrIne AtmA bhogavI zake nahIM. kema ke potAnA dravya-guNa-paryAya sivAya te paradravyane aDI zakto nathI. aDI zakto nathI tene e bhogave? kaI apekSAthI vAta che bhAI....samaja ! tenA taraphanI vRtti-Asakti thAya che tene bhogave che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. parane zuM bhogave? jaDane bhogavAtuM haze? zarIra, mAMsa, A hADakAM, cAmaDAM, dALa-bhAta tene bhogavI zake? pATha to evo che ke "viSaya sAmagrIne bhogave che." eTale ke teno saMyoga che ane te tarapha jarA Asaktino aMza Ave che, paNa abhiprAyamAM eno svAda nathI. teno svIkAra nathI mATe kharI jAya chemATe ema kahevAmAM Ave che. deSTi ane dRSTinA jorane laIne kahyuM che. koI sarvathA ema mAnI che kebhoganI sAmagrIne ane tenA upara lakSa jAya to paNa tene baMdha ja nathI ( to ema nathI) are zAstranA artha karavAmAM paNa moTA phera!! prazna- dharma, artha, kAma ane mokSa kahyuM che ne!? uttaraH- dharma eTale puNya, artha eTale paiso, kAma eTale bhoga e traNeya pApa thayA ane mokSa tenAthI rahita che. apavarga kahyo. traNa vargathI bIjo apavarga ja che. prazna- emAM dharma kyAM rahyo? uttara:- dharma kyAM che? e to puNya che. puNyane dharma to hyo hato vyavahAre. "pApa ne to pApa sahu kahe paNa anubhavIjana puNyane paNa pApa kahe che." rAga che te duHkha che. azubharAga ho bhogano, Abaruno, mAnano te mahApApa duHkha che- AkuLatA che. "paraMtu raMjita pariNAma nathI." ahIMyA A siddha karavuM che. bhogave che to zuM bhogave che parane? para taraphanuM valaNa che temAM rAgano raMga nathI. te rAgano svAmI nathI. tene rAgamAM ekatvabuddhi nathI. tene raMjita pariNAma nathI tethI te rAgamAM raMgAya jAya che ema nathI. raMjita eTale te rAgamAM ekAkAra nathI. "tethI baMdha nathI." joyuM? aMdara rAgano raMga caDyo nathI. aMdara to bhagavAnano raMga che. "pUrve je bAMdhyuM hatuM karma tenI nirjarA che." A apekSAe nirjarA che hoM! baMdhanI, AsaktinI paryAya che...eTalo baMdha tene che. ahIMyA tene gauNa karIne kahyuM che. jema agiyAra gAthAmAM paryAyane abhUtArtha kahI. tyAM cokhkhI vAta che ke abhUtArtha eTale paryAya jUThI che. "vavedAromulyo" eTale ke paryAyamAtra jUThI che ema kahyuM. te kaI apekSAe paryAyamAtrane jUThI kahI? zuM paryAya nathI? tyAM paryAyane jUThI kahI te kahevAno Azaya zuM che? paryAyamAtrane gauNa karIne, vyavahAra kahIne, jUThI TharAvIne tenuM lakSa choDAvyuM che. trikALI bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che te bhUtArtha che, satyArtha che. e satyArthane mukhya kahIne nizcaya kahIne kahyuM. nizcaya te

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458 kalAmRta bhAga-4 mukhya ema nahIM. trikALI cIjane mukhya karIne.....nizcaya kahIne....satyArtha nAma satya che. ema kahyuM. paryAyane gauNa karIne, vyavahAra kahIne nathI ema kahyuM. samajANuM kAMI? ema ahiMyA AsaktinA pariNAmamAM baMdhana che. paNa tene gauNa karIne mukhyapaNe svabhAva upara dRSTi che. tethI tene gauNa karIne nirjarA che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AvI vAta che! AmAM kyAMya eka akSarano pheraphAra thAya to badho pheraphAra che. pravacana naM. 154 tA. 20/11/77 nirjarA adhikAra che. jJAnIne nirjarA hoya che ema kahe che. jene A bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara anubhavamAM Avyo tethI tene pUrvanA karma khare che, azuddhatA gaLe che ane zuddhatAnI vRddhi thAya che. te traNeyane nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. ni arthAt vizeSa jaravuM. nirjarAni nAma vizeSe karavuM.... kharavuM thAya.konuM? AtmAnA AnaMda svarUpano anubhava thatA tene pUrva karmanA rajakaNo khare che. pariNAmamAM zuddhatA pragaTatAM azuddhatA TaLe che te prakAre tyAM karmanA rajakaNo khare che, te pramANe tyAM zuddhinI vRddhi thAya che. A zuddhinI vRddhi thavI te nirjarA che. nirjarAnI AvI vyAkhyA bApu! sau prathama saMvara thAya eTale vikAranI utpatti na thAya ane bhagavAna zAMta AnaMda svarUpanI utpatti thAya, tenI A prathama pragaTa dazAne saMvara kahe che. saMvara te AtmAnI zuddhinI zuddha dazA che. AtmA atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa prabhu che tenI paryAyamAM zuddhi pragaTavI te saMvara che. A dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma e to puNyanA pariNAma che te mela che. tema hiMsAjUTha-corI-bhogavAsanAnA je pApa bhAva te malinatA tIvra jheranA pariNAma che. evA zubhAzubha bhAvathI rahita potAno je svabhAva pavitra che bhagavAna saccidAnaMda svarUpa prabhu! tenI pavitratA paryAyamAM pragaTatA thavI te nirjarA che ane pavitratAnI pUrNatA thavI te mokSa che. anaMtakALathI corAsInA avatAra karI karIne rakhaDI maryo che, e duHkhI che. tene AnaMda svarUpanI khabara nathI ke - mAro atIndriya AnaMda mArAmAM che. e bahAramAM valakhAM mAre che. mUDha, paisAmAM, patnImAM, bALakomAM, AbarUmAM, kuTuMbamAM....emAM kAMIka to sukha hazene? e mUrakhano eTale mithyAdeSTino bhAva che- te jUThI dRSTi che. jemAM sukha nathI temAMthI sukha levA mAMge to te jUThI mahApApanI pApI daSTi che. jemAM sukha che te bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara che. e tyAM AnaMda na mAnatAM te paramAM AnaMda mAne che. te mithyAtvanA baMdhanane pAme che. paramAM AnaMda kyAMya nathI.... indriyanA viSayomAM, bhogamAM pAMca paccIsa lAkha maLe, karoDa -pAMca karoDa dhULa maLe temAM kayAMya sukha nathI. puNya ne pApanA bhAvamAM kayAMya sukha nathI. puNya ne pApanA phaLamAM saMyogamAM kayAMya sukha nathI. sukha to bhagavAna AtmAnI aMdaramAM che. mRgalAnI nAbhimAM kasturI paraMtu mRgalAne e kasturInI kiMmata nathI.

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459 kalaza-147 ema mRgalA jevA anAdinA ajJAnI tenA AtmAmAM tenA aMtaramAM AnaMda che paNa tenI tene khabara nathI. bhAI ! tamAro prazna hato ne vaidha vedakano te have AvavAnuM che. ahIM kahe che ke- dharma kone thAya? je AtmAnA svabhAvamAM dharma che evo je dharmI AtmAne paryAyamAM pragaTa karavo te dharma che. atIndriya jJAna, atIndriya AnaMda, atIndriya zAMti aMdara che te dharma che. e dharmanuM paryAyamAM pragaTa thayuM tenuM nAma dharma kahevAya che. jhINI vAta che bApu! anaMtakALamAM koI divasa teNe karyuM nathI. bahAramAM patnI, bALako, chokarA, kuTuMba, zarIra, AbarU, kIrti, paisA emAM marI gayo. tene mArA... mArA mAnIne AtmAne mArI nAkhyo. e badhA mArApaNe UbhA karyA. aMdara bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara che. jenuM atIndriya jJAna, atIndriya zAMti che tene jovA tenA tarapha kadI najaruM karI nahIM. jeNe aMdaramAM najaruM karI tene dharma pragaTa thayo. ahIMyA to kahe che ke karmanI nirjarA, malinatA azuddhatA TaLe ane zuddha caitanya bhagavAna che te aMtaradRSTimAM AvIne teno aMdaramAM anubhava karyo hoya ane te anubhavamAM jene AnaMdanA svAda AvyA hoya tene karma khare, azuddhatA gaLe ane zuddhi vadhe che. e traNeyane nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. are...bApu! A vAtuM bIjI che. e mATe ahIMyA zloka 147 che. (svAgatA) vedyavedakavibhAvacalatvAd vedyate na khalu kaaNkssitmev| tena kAMkSati na kiJcana vidvAn srvto'pytivirktimupaiti||15-147|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:-"tenA vidvAna viSnana na kAMti"(tena) te kAraNathI (vidvAna) samyagdaSTi jIva,(kvina) karmanA udayathI che nAnA prakAranI sAmagrI temAM koI sAmagrI (na kAMkSati)-karmanI sAmagrImAM koI sAmagrI-jIvane sukhanuM kAraNa ema mAnato nathI, sarva sAmagrI duHkhanuM kAraNa ema mAne che. vaLI kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva? "sarvata: tivirami paiti"(sarvata:) jeTalI karmajanita sAmagrI che tenA pratye mana, vacana, kAya-trizuddhi vaDe (tiviraz2ina) ati viraktapaNe arthAt sarvathA tyAgarUpa (pati) pariName che. zA kAraNathI evo che? "yata: hetu vachaifkSatama na vedyate iva" (yata:) kAraNa ke (2va7) nizcayathI (bihtam) je kAMI ciMtavyuM che te (vedyate) prApta thatuM nathI,(3) ema ja che. zA kAraNathI?"vedyavedravibhAvavatnatthAta"(ve)

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460 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 vAMchavAmAM Ave che je vastusAmagrI ane (veva) vAMchArUpa jIvano azuddha pariNAma, teo che (vimAva ) baMne azuddha, vinazvara, karmajanita, te kA2NathI ( ghanatvAt) kSaNe kSaNe anya anya thAya che. koI anya ciMtavAya che, koI anya thAya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-azuddha rAgAdi pariNAma tathA viSayasAmagrI baMne samaye samaye vinazvara che, mATe jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. A kAraNathI samyagdaSTine evA bhAvono sarvathA tyAga che. tethI samyagdaSTine baMdha nathI, nirjarA che. 15-147. kaLaza naM.-147 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 154 tA. 20/11/'77 ,, "tena vidvAna zvina na AMkSati" te kAraNathI (vidvAna) samyagdaSTi jIva, AhAhA ! vidvAna tene kahIe ! zAstranA bhaNatara bhaNyo mATe vidvAna emeya nahIM. vidvAna, vid arthAt AtmAnI je AnaMdanI lakSmI che e atIndriya AnaMdanI lakSmIvALo thAya te vidvAna che. samajAya che kAMI ? duniyAthI vAto bahu phera ! 'vit' eTale paiso nahIM, je paisAnA arthI che te duHkhanA arthI te duHkhI prANI che. vid AtmAnI lakSmI te atIndriya jJAna ne AnaMda che. e atIndriya jJAna ne AnaMdanI je lakSmI che je anaMta caitanya svabhAva ! caitanya camatkAra tattva ! tenI sanmukha thaIne zuddhinI utpatti thavI eTale ke pavitratAnI utpatti thavI tene saMvara kahe che. vizeSa pavitratAnI vRddhi thavI tene nirjarA kahe che. e ahIMyA kahe che- evo samyagdaSTi jIva ! jene bhagavAna AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdanI mIThAza AvI che. sakkariyAno dAkhalo ApIe chIe ne ! A sakkariyuM jene sakarakaMda kahe che. e sakarakaMdanI u52 lAla chAla che. e lAla chAlane na juo to aMdaramAM ekalI sAkarano piMDa che. e lAlachAla sivAyano e sAkarano piMDa che. tema A bhagavAna AtmA ! tene puNya ne pApanA vikalponI chAla upara lAgelI che. A zarIra to dhULa-52 che, tenI sAthe kAMI saMbaMdha nathI, aMda2mAM je puNya ne pApanA, dayA-dAna ne vrata bhaktinA ane kAma-krodhanA bhAva thAya e lAla chAla che. e lAla chAlanI pAchaLa aMdara bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda che. are.....are ! AvI vAto have kayAM che ? ajJAnI bahA2mAM sukha mATe valakhAM mAre che. patnImAM, chokarAmAM, paisAmAM, AbarUmAM. e chAlathI bhinna pADIne je sakarakaMda che te sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa prabhu che, temAM ekAgra thatAM aMdaramAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Ave che. jema sakarakaMda e sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa che tema A AnaMdano piMDa prabhu che. ene je puNya pApanA rAgathI bhinna paDI ane svabhAvanI- zuddhatAnI jene ekatA pragaTI che te jIvane karma khare che. azuddhatA gaLe che. tene samyagdaSTi

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kalaza-147 461 kahevAya che. AvI zaratuM che. zuM thAya bhAI ! zrImadjI kahe che ke "anaMtakALathI AthaDayo vinA bhAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahIM guru saMtane, mUkyA nahIM abhimAna." koNa guru ane koNa saMta tenI tene khabaruM na maLe ! tene sevyA nahIM eTale tenA paga dabAvavA te sevA che ema nathI. temaNe je kahyuM ke teNe svIkAryuM nahIM. anaMta anaMta kALa A rIte vityo che. ahIMyA kahe che ke- e samyagdaSTi jene paranA abhimAna chUTI gayA che ane jene svarUpanI zraddhAnI draDhatAnuM bhAna thaI gayuM che...evA samyagdaSTi jIva! (vina) Avo dharmI jIva! jene atIndriya AnaMdanuM anubhavamAM vedana AvyuM che te samyagdaSTi jIva. atyAre to ema kahe che ke- devaguru-zAstrane zraddhA ane je nava tattvane mAne te samyagdaSTi che- loko ema mAnIne beThA che, paNa ema nathI. ahIMyA vidvAnanI vyAkhyA ja samyagdaSTi karI. pAThamAM "vidvAna" zabda che. vidvAna tene kahIe ke jene potAnA svarUpanI lakSmInuM bhAna thayuM che e vidvAna che. jene aMdarathI lakSmInuM svarUpa pragaTayuM che vidvAna eTale samyagdaSTi ane samyagdaSTi eTale vidvAna. bIjuM badhuM bhale na AvaDatuM hoya, vAMcatA na AvaDatuM hoya, kahetA na AvaDe, paNa tene je AtmA aMdaramAM che te anubhavamAM Avyo che tene-ahIMyA vidvAna kahe che tene samyagdaSTi kahe che tene dharmanA mokSa mahelanI pahelI sIDhI kahe che. karmanA udayathI che nAnA prakAranI sAmagrI," zuM kahe che? e dharmI jIvane pUrvamAM koI karmanA kAraNe bahAramAM sAmagrInA DhagalA dekhAya paisA, patnI, kuTuMba, parivAra, AbarU e karmanA udayanI sAmagrI che. e kAMI dharmanI sAmagrI nathI. popaTabhAI gujarI gayA. ekotera varasanI uMmara. tame banne mitro hatA, saMpradAyamAM sAthe pratikramaNa karatA. cAra divasa pahelA to ahIM beThA hatA. rAtrinA bAra vAgye uDI gayA. e to nAzavAna che. je nAzavAna hoya emAM zuM? dareka samaye nAzavAna che paNa juduM paDe (zarIrane AtmA) tyAre ene nAzavAna vadhAre lAge. A zarIra to mATI..che. mATI, jagatanI dhULa che. khIlI ke kaMI vAge to kahe che ne!mArI mATI pAkaNI che.....pANI aDavA dezo nahIM. tyAM ema kahe mArI mATI pAkaNI che. A bAju kahe zarIra mAruM che. e badhI bhramaNA bhramaNA che. ahIMyA kahe che bhagavAna AtmA cidAnaMda che tene bhUlIne, bhramaNAthI para padArthanI sAmagrIne Icche che. e jyAre Icche che tyAre sAmagrI nathI, ane sAmagrI Ave tyAre pelI IcchA rahetI nathI. chatAM ajJAnI Icche che ane IcchAnA kALamAM sAmagrI nathI- tenI bhAvanA kare che. jyAre sAmagrI Ave che tyAre pelI je IcchA thaI hatI teno kALa cAlyo gayo hoya che. ahIMyA kahe che- samyagdaSTine IcchA hotI ja nathI... ema kahevuM che. karmanA nimitte maLelI

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462 kalAmRta bhAga-4 sAmagrI tenI kAMkSA kare che. jyAre kAMkSA kare che tyAre tyAM vedavAno yoga nathI. ane jyAre vedanAno saMyoga Ave tyAre pelI kAMkSAno samaya raheto nathI. tethI e IcchAno kALa ane bhogavavAnA kALane meLa nathI. mATe dharmI tenI kAMkSA karato nathI. karmanA udayathI che nAnA prakAranI sAmagrI,"A badhA paisA Adi maLe che te karmane laIne maLe che hoM ! enI hoMziyArIne laIne nahIM! ema haze bhAI? A rAtre popaTabhAI bAra vAgye gujarI gayA. be karoDa rUpiyA, traNa divasa pahelA ahIMyA beThA hatA. cha chokarA che ane lAkhonI pedAza che, be miniTamAM deha chUTI gayo. e cIja tenI kayAM hatI ke na chUTe? tenI hoya e chUTe nahIM ane je chUTe te tenI nahIM. arere! tene khabaruM na maLe ! tenA jIvanano badho kALa pAgalapaNAmAM jAya che. saMsAramAM badhe DAhyA gaNAya paraMtu dharmane mATe to te gAMDApAgala che. duniyA gAMDAnI hospITala che temAM badhA pAgala hoya. ahIMyA to trilokInAtha jinendra paramAtmA tIrthaMkaradeva te gaNadharo ane indronI sabhAmAM je kahetA hatA e A vAta che. saMto tyAM gayA hatA ane tyAM ATha divasa rahyAM hatA. mahAvidehamAM sImaMdhara paramAtmA tIrthakara tarIke birAje che. kuMdakuMdAcArya te be hajAra varSa pahelAM temanI pAse gayelA. tyAMthI AvIne A zAstro racyA che. AnI TIkA karanArA to tyAM gayA nahotA, to paNa zAstronA marmane kholI nAkhyA che. AhAhA! dharmI jIvane karmanA nimittathI maLelI A dhULa, patnI, zarIra, AbarU, kIrti, kuTuMba Adine samyagdaSTi vAMcchato nathI. kema ke enI vAMcchAnI IcchA che te nAzavAna che ane je sAmagrIne Icche che te vastu nAzavAna che. tethI je dharmIjIve che tenI dRSTi to potAnA nityAnaMda prabhu upara che. e to dhruvasvabhAvI dhyeyanA dhyAnamAM che. pachI te vikalpamAM ho ke bahAra ho! paraMtu dharmInI dRSTi dhruva caitanyamUrti jJAyakabhAva upara hovAthI aMdara je nityAnaMda che tenI upara hovAthI tene karmanA nimitte maLelI sAmagrIne bhogavavAnI IcchA nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAtuM che! to zuM amAre bAvA thaI javuM? bAvo ja che te....sAMbhaLane ! e cIja to para che, dhULane A badhI cIja to para che, e kayAM tArI che ke tArAmAM rahelI che? mAnyuM hatuM to je game te mAno !! ahIMyA kahe che- dharmI jIva ! "karmanI sAmagrImAM koI sAmagrI-jIvane sukhanuM kAraNa ema mAnato nathI." jene AtmAnA AnaMdanuM bhAna thayuM che te paracIjane sukhanuM kAraNa mAnato nathI. have bahAramAM spaSTa vAta mUkAya che. nahIMtara to jhINI vAta paDe! AtmAmAM atIndriya AnaMda astipaNe che. e atIndriya anaMta AnaMda aMdaramAM che, evo jene vedanamAM AnaMda Avyo, e dharmI jIva! potAnA AnaMdanA bhogavaTA AgaLa te karmanI sAmagrIne Icchato nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAtuM che. cothA guNasthAnanI A vAta che. cha DhALAmAM

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kalaza-146 463 Ave che ke- mokSa mahelanI pahelI sITI e samyagdarzana che. mALa upara caDavA dAdaro-pagathiyA hoya, cauda pagathiyAmAM A cothuM pagathiyuM che eTale ke dharmanuM to haju paheluM pagathiyuM che. AtmArthI vidvAna samyagdaSTi jIva! te karmanA kAraNe maLelI sAmagrImAM strInuM zarIra ho ke teno AtmA hoya, paisA hoya ke makAna hoya temAM jIvane sukhanuM kAraNa che ema te mAnato nathI. karmanA nimittathI maLelI sAmagrImAM, e cIja sukhanuM kAraNa che tema dharmI mAnato nathI. bahu AkarI zaratuM! Avo dharma? bApu! trilokInAtha jinendra paramAtmA tIrthaMkaradevano A hukama che. paracIjamAM kyAMya jIvane sukhanuM kAraNa mAnato nathI. paisAmAM, zarIramAM, patnImAM, chokarAomAM, gurumAM, cAlIza-cAlIza lAkhanA moTA baMgalAmAM dharmI Ubho hoya, chatAM te karmanI sAmagrImAM kyAMya sukha, ullAsa nathI tene dharmI jIva kahIe. potAnA AnaMda sivAya bIje kyAMya vizeSapaNe AnaMda che evuM e mAnato nathI. abajo rUpiyAnA DhagalA AvatA hoya, karoDonI pedAza hoya to paNa dharmIne temAM kyAMya sukhabuddhi nathI tene dharma kahIe. A sAmAyika karI, paDikkamaNA karyA.thaI gayo dharma ! temAM dhULamAMya dharmI nathI. sAmAyika kone kahevI tenI to haju khabaruM na maLe! ahIMyA jinezvara paramAtmA pharamAve che tene saMto ADatIyA thaIne vItarAganI vAta kare che. A mArga sarvajJa paramezvaranA gharano che. temanI e vANI che tene saMto jagata pAse jAhera kare che. je koIe A bhagavAna AtmAne oLakhyo hoya tene AtmAnI lakSmI maLe. lakSmIvAna aMdara prabhu AtmA che....e paramAtmA svarUpe ja birAjamAna che. AtmA to aMdara che...paNa tyAM kayAre najara karIe? AhAhA! e paramAtma svarUpano jene anubhava thayo, dRSTi thaI ane caitanyanA AnaMdanA vedana thayA che te have karmarUpa sAmagrI mane sukhanuM kAraNa che tema mAnato nathI. "sarva sAmagrI duHkhanuM kAraNa ema mAne che." asti nAsti karI. A zarIra, strI, makAna, paisA e badhA duHkhanA kAraNa che. e duHkhanA nimitto che. e duHkharUpa nathI paNa emAM je sukha mAnyuM che e duHkha che. e sAmagrI to zeya che. kahe che. tenA upara lakSa jatAM teno je rAgabhAva thAya te duHkha che. tethI e badhI cIja duHkhanuM kAraNa che. A lADavA, dALa, bhAta, zAka, mesuba.....ne eka zera caNAno loTa ane cArazera ghI pAyelo mesuba, kahe che ke- e sukhanuM kAraNa che ema dharmI mAnato nathI, e duHkhanuM kAraNa che ema mAne che. vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvarano mArga prabhu bahu sUkSma che. atyAre to bahAranI kaDAkUTamAM mArgane gopavI dIdho che- vrata pALo ne apavAsa karo ne tapasA karo ne bhakti karo ne be-pAMca-dasa lAkhanA dAna karIne dhULamAMya dharma nathI. te para sAmagrIne sukhanuM kAraNa mAnato nathI. paraMtu tene te duHkhanuM kAraNa mAne che ema kahe che. "sarva sAmagrI duHkhanuM

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464 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kAraNa ema mAne che." "vaLI kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva?"sarvata: tiviramiti "(sarvata:) jeTalI karmabhanita sAmagrI che tenA pratye mana, vacana, kAya-tri zuddhi vaDe ati viraktapaNe arthAt sarvathA tyAgarUpa parimaNe che." A dayA-dAna, vikalpo, bahAranA karma zarIrAdi badhuM karmanI sAmagrI che. zuddha caitanyanA anubhavanI AgaLa.... dharmI jIvane rAgano sUkSma vikalpa utpanna thAya che, tyAMthI mAMDIne badhI cIjothI te ati virakta che. te svarUpamAM rakta che ane rAgathI virakta che, pAThamAM "ati virakta" ema kahyuM che. ativiraktapaNe arthAt sarvathA tyAgarUpa pariName che. bhagavAna AtmA caitanya vItarAga svarUpe che. jina svarUpe aMdara che. e jina svarUpanuM jyAM vItarAgI pariNamana thayuM tyAM AgaLa rAgathI mAMDIne badhI sAmagrIthI ati virakta che. AhAhA! virakta to muni thAya tyAre thAyane? e to rAgathI viraktI che. ahIMyA to hajI vastuthI ati virakta che. zabdato virakta' lIdho che. rAgathI mAMDIne badhI sAmagrInA DhagalA hoya, cakravartInA rAjya hoya; indranA indrAsana hoya...to paNa samyagdaSTi, para padArthathI ati viraktapaNe pariName che. zuM Avo dharma haze? keTalAka kahe che ne ke- zuM navo dharma kADhayo che? bhagavAna tane khabara nathI prabhu! trilokanAtha vItarAga jinendradeva athavA jinasvarUpa AtmA! teno mArga anAdino A ja che. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA ! karmanI sAmagrI pratye virakta che. pachI te zubhabhAva ho....e paNa karmanI sAmagrI che. pApabhAva ho....e paNa karmanI sAmagrI che. dharmI jIva potAnA svabhAvamAM rakta hovAne lIdhe rAgathI, karmathI mAMDIne badhI sAmagrIthI viraktapaNe pariName che. astipaNe pariName che ema na kahetAM; parathI viraktapaNe pariName che. eTale ke rAgapaNe pariNamato nathI. samajAya che kAMI? "sarvata: tivirajI 3pati" saccidAnaMda prabhu AtmA! sat nAma zAzvata avinAzI che. jJAna ne AnaMdanA svabhAvathI paNa avinAzI che. evA bhagavAnane jeNe joyo, anubhavyo evA samyagdaSTine bhagavAnanA bheTA thayA. potAnA bhagavAnanA ho! tene A rAgabuddhi, bahAranI sAmagrI tenA pratyethI te aMdaramAM virakta che. kyAMya tenI ruci jAmatI nathI. tene to AnaMdamAM ruci jAmI che. mATe A rAga ho, bahAramAM kacarAnA DhagalA ho ! temAM kyAMya saci jAmatI nathI. vANiyo jema posAto mAla lya. aDhI rUpiye maNa mAla maLato hoyato ane tenAM ahIMyA traNa rUpIyA upajatA hoya to mAla lya. aDhI rUpiye mAla lIdho hoya tenA savA be rUpiyA upajatA hoya to mAla na lya! vANiyA evuM kare ema kahe che - samyagdaSTi jIva jyAM napho maLe tyAM eTale AtmAmAM rakta che. paramAMthI napho nathI thato tethI tyAMthI virakta che.

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kalaza-146 465 k bhA2e vAtuM bhAI! ahIMyA to atyAra sudhI evuM sAMbhaLyuM che ke"icchAmi....paDikama.......vosarAmi." e badhA gaDiyA hatA. e badhA rAganA vikalpanA gaDiyA hatA.....ane emAM ema mAnyuM ke ame dharma karIe chIe. ahIMyA zuM kahe che.....juo to kharA ! "mana, vacana, kAya-tra zuddhi vaDe," e zuM kahyuM ? potAnA AtmA sivAya 52 sAmagrImAM eTale ? mana, vacana, ane kAyAthI ativirakta che. are ! teNe sAMbhaLyuMya nathI. tene khabareya nathI. "zA kAraNathI evo che ? " yata: jIvu AMkSitan na vedyate va" kA2Na ke nizcayathI je kAMI citavyuM che te prApta thatuM nathI." e zuM kahyuM ? kAMkSA thAya e pramANe tyAM sAmagrI na hoya ane jyAre sAmagrI Ave tyAre pelI kAMkSAno bhAvano kALa cAlyo jAya che. koI cIjanI IcchA thaI; have IcchA kALe cIjano anubhava hoya to to IcchA thAya ja nahIM. IcchA che tyAre sAmagrI upara lakSa nathI. ane sAmagrI Ave, lakSa thAya tyAre pelI IcchA rahetI nathI. vedha vedakabhAva, 'vedha' eTale IcchA thavI-kAMkSA thavI te ane 'vedaka' eTale je sAmagrI Ave ane vedavAno bhAva thAya te vedaka. vedha vedaka emAM zuM kahyuM ? IcchA thavI te vedha ane vedaka eTale vedavA yogya cIjane veThavAnI IcchA thavI. bhogavavA yogya strI, paiso, AbarU, ene bhogavavAne yogya sAmagrInI IcchA thavI e vedha che. ane jyAre IcchA thaI tyAre pelI sAmagrIno bhogavaTo nathI ane bhogavaTA upara lakSa nathI. ane jyAre sAmagrI Ave ane tenA u52 lakSa gayuM tyAre pelI IcchA rahetI nathI. kema ke bhAva nAzavAna, sAmagrI nAzavAna e beno kyAMya meLa khAto nathI.....tethI tene koNa Icche ? IcchA kare che ke Ane bhogavuM tyAre tene bhogavavAno kALa nathI, jyAre IcchA gaI ane bhogavavAno kALa Avyo tyAre pelI IcchA rahetI nathI. banne nAzavAna che ane dharmInI dRSTi to dhruva dravya hovAne lIdhe....AhAhA ! nityAnaMda prabhu je zAzvata padArtha che tenA u52 dharmanI dRSTi hovAthI .nAzavAna cIjanI IcchA ane tene bhogavavAno bhAva hoto nathI. A sAMbhaLIne jAya to ghare pUche tame zuM sAMbhaLIne AvyA ? koNa jANe kaMIka kahetA hatA ke A vedha che ane A vedaka che. bApu ! mAragaDA AvA jhINAM che. bhAI ! tane Avo mArga sAMbhaLavAe maLyo nathI. traNalokanA nAtha jinezvara 52mezvaranA atyAre virahA paDayA bharatakSetramAM e bhagavAnanI vANI AvI. atyAre e paranI kAMkSA kare che ane te kALe sAmagrI to nathI. athavA sAmagrI u52 lakSa hotuM nathI. ane sAmagrI u52 lakSa jAya che tyAre pelI IcchA rahetI nathI. AvA nAzavAnane koNa Icche ? ane je AvI IcchA kare te samyagdaSTi nathI. AhAhA ! Avo nityAnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna che. prabhu zuddha caitanyaghana AnaMdakaMda prabhu maLyo tene aMdara dRSTimAM, vedanamAM letAM tene pa2 sAmagrInI IcchA thatI nathI. 52 sAmagrInI IcchA ane vedana

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466 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 e be no meLa nathI mATe te IcchA karato nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? samajANuM kAMI kahyuM? eTale zuM? samajAya e to bahu alaukika vAta che. paNa A vAta kaI paddhatithI che ane kaI rIta che; e rItano khyAla Ave che? mAragaDA nAtha tArA judA prabhu! paNa tenI tane khabara nathI. emane ema baphamamAM ne baphamamAM jagatanI jiMdagIyuM cAlI gaI. ahIMyA kahe che ke - nizcayathI je kAMI ciMtavyuM che te prApta thatuM nathI," kauMsamAM (ve) eTale IcchA-kAMkSA. vedavA yogya cIjane vedavAnI IcchA thaI. Ane huM veduM e vakhate sAmagrI nathI. "ema ja che. zA kAraNathI?"vedyaveravibhAvavattAta"(ve) vAMchavAmAM Ave che je vastu sAmagrI" A zarIrane Ama bhogavavuM evI IcchA thaI tyAre te kALa bhogavavAno nathI ane te kALe bhogavavAnI sAmagrI upara lakSa nathI. "vedha" eTale vAMchavAmAM Ave che. vedha zabda pahelo che. vedaka" eTale vAMchArUpa jIvanA azuddha pariNAma che. e sAmagrI tarapha jyAre lakSa jAya che tyAre tene azuddha pariNAmanuM vedana che. pahelA kAMkSA hatI e kAMkSA gaI pachI sAmagrI AvI tyAre vedanano bhAva e azuddha pariNAma thayA. azuddha pariNAma vakhate pelI kAMkSA-IcchA nathI. ane IcchA vakhate bhogavavAnA azuddha pariNAma nathI. AhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI? bhASA to sAdI che, bhAva to jema che tema che. TUMkA zabdomAM laIe to jyAre tene IcchA thAya che tyAre tene para sAmagrI taraphano bhogavavAno bhAva nathI. ane parataraphanuM lakSa ane bhogavavAno bhAva Avyo tyAre pelI IcchA rahetI nathI. eTale jeno kyAMya meLa khAya nahIM evI cIjane koNa Icche? tene mithyASTi Icche che - ema kahe che. AkarI vAta che bhAI ! eka vakhata malakApuranuM kahyuM hatuM. malakApuramAM svarUpacaMda karIne yuvAna chokaro che. kApaDano moTo vepArI che. dasa dasa hajAranuM kApaDa rAkhe che. tene AkhuM mokSamArga prakAzaka kaMThastha che. bahu lAgaNIvALo che. ame jyAre gayelA tyAre kuMvAro hato, have paraNI gayo che. te kaheto hato ke- ekavAra huM ane mArA mitra beThA hatA. te paccIsa varSano hato. vAtuM karatA hatA. temAM tenuM moDhuM Ama thayuM tyAM to phu thaI gayuM. tene koI roga nahIM. e to mitra hato eTale ! nahIMtara lokone vahema paDe ke ATalI vAramAM Ama thaI gayuM? e to dehanI sthiti pUrI thatAM vAra zuM lAge bApA? e sthiti pUrI thavAnI haze te kALe ja thaze. je kSetre, te ja kALe, te ja saMyoge, te ja sthitie deha chUTavAno temAM traNakALamAM pheraphAra thAya ema nathI. ahIMyA paramAtmA ema kahe che- prabhu tuM ekavAra sAMbhaLa! jo tane tArA svabhAvano anubhava hoya to AnaMdanuM vadana hoya. anAdithI to puNya ne pApanA rAganuM vedana che. karmacetanA ane karmaphaLacetanAnuM vedana che- tyAM sudhI e mithyAdeSTi che. puNya-pApanA bhAva te karmacetanA che. karma eTale rAganI- kArya cetanA ane eno anubhava karavo harakhazoka e karmaphaLa cetanA che. vikAranA kAryanuM phaLa tene karmaphaLacetanA kahe che. jaDakarmanuM ahIM kAma nathI.

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kalaza-146 467 anAdithI teNe AkuLatAnuM ja vedana karyuM che. pachI te narakamAM rahyo ke nigodamAM rahyo ke digambara nagna sAdhu thayo ane paMcamahAvrata pALyA paNa e badhuM rAganuM vedana che, duHkhanuM vedana che eTale karmacetanAnuM vedana che. ahIMyA kahe che ke- jeNe AtmAne jANyo ne vedyo tene rAganI IcchA ke IcchAnI sAmagrIne bhogavavuM evo bhAva ja ene hoto nathI. AvI vAtuM che bhAI ! zrotA- jeNe AtmAne jANyo teNe sarvane jANyuM. sarvene jANyuM eTale? para che tene para tarIke jANyuM. jene svanuM jJAna thayuM che te parane para tarIke jANe che. svanA jJAna vinA parane jANI zake ja nahIM. jhINI vAtuM bahu bhAI ! vAMchavAmAM Ave che je vastu sAmagrI ane vAMchArUpa jIvano azuddha pariNAma" jyAre IcchA thAya tyAre "Ane huM bhogavuM evI IcchA che, te vakhate sAmagrI tarapha lakSa nathI tyAre to IcchA thaI che. tyAre vAMchArUpa jIvano azuddha pariNAma e bhogavavAno kALa che. jyAre sAmagrI upara lakSa gayuM tyAre to azuddha pariNAma bhogavavAno kALa che. azuddha pariNAma bhogavavAnA kALe kAMkSA bhAvanI je IcchA che te rahetI nathI. ane IcchA kALe bhogavavAno bhAva hoto nathI. AvI vAtuM che! pelAmAM to ekendriyanI dayA pALuM e badhuM saheluM lAgatuM hatuM... paNa e badhuM UMdhuM hatuM. ahIMyA trilokanAtha paramAtmA jinendradeva ! indronI samakSamAM ane saMto-gaNadharonA ToLAnI samakSa Ama pharamAvatA hatA. "teo che banne azuddha vinazvara, karmanita te kAraNathI banne koNa ? IcchA thavI ane sAmagrIne vedavAnI jyAre IcchA gaI tyAre sAmagrI upara lakSa gayuM tyAre to vedavAno bhAva gayo. e banne nAzavAna che, e banne azuddha che. "vinazvara che karmajanita" che. bahu TUMkAmAM ghaNuM samADayuM che. AhAhA ! teno pahelo abhyAsa joIe. jema ela.ela.bI., ema.e. bhaNavAmAM pAMca-dasa varSa kADhe che ke nahIM? A abhyAsa karavAno tene vakhata ja na maLe ! ghaNAM to ema bole ke hamaNAM to amAre maravAno ya vakhata nathI !? bahu sArI vAta che bhAI ! tuM A zuM bole che? hamaNAM to evo dhaMdho cAle che ne ! sonAnI nadIyuM vahe che- ema kahe. gujarAtamAM kAcuM sonuM pAke che kapAsa amAre pAlejamAM tyAM dukAna hatI. divasamAM hajAro gADA kapAsanA Ave. pAMca varSa to meM paNa tyAM dukAna calAvI hatI.... sattarathI bAvIsa varSa atyAre to zarIrane addAsI varSa thayA. pAlejamAM dukAna che, tyAM bhAgIdAranA chokarAva che, trIsa-pAMtrIsa lAkha rUpiyA che. varasanI traNa-cAra lAkhanI pedAza che. chokarA badhA ahIM Ave che. e badhA dhULanA, pApanA dhaMdhA e pApa dhULa ja che ne! dharmI jIvane je karma janita sAmagrI che tene te Icchato nathI ane jyAre sAmagrI upara lakSa jAya che tyAre azuddha pariNAma thAya che. banne nAzavAna che. te karmane kAraNe che mATe tene Icchato nathI. tene ekalI AnaMdanI bhAvanA che. bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu! tenA

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468 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 taraphanI bhAvanA eTale ekAgratAmAM varte che. pachI te laDAImAM dekhAya, bolavAmAM dekhAya paNa tenI dRSTi tyAMthI pharatI nathI. daSTi dhruva uparathI khasatI nathI. kSaNe kSaNe anya anya thAya che" IcchA paNa kSaNe-kSaNe bhinna-bhinna thAya che. bhogavavAnA kALamAM paNa pariNAma bhinna bhinna thAya che. evA nAzavAnamAM avinAzI bhagavAnanI dRSTivALo hovAthI te evA nAzavAnane kema Icche? mATe jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. A kAraNathI samyagdaSTine evA bhAvano sarvathA tyAga che. tethI samyagdaSTine baMdha nathI nirjarA che." vAha re vAha! IcchAnuM thayuM ane tene bhogavavAnuM thavuM evA banne bhAvano jene tyAga che ane bhagavAna AnaMdanA nAthanI jene grahaNa buddhi che. (svAgatA). jJAnino na hi parigrahabhAvaM karma raagrsrikttyaiti| raGgayuktirakaSAyitavastre svIkRtaiva hi bhirjutthtiih||16-148|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "rma jJAnina: parikramAnaM ra di ti"(*) jeTalI viSayasAmagrI bhogarUpa kriyA che te (jJAni:) samyagdaSTi jIvane (pariprabhAva) mamatArUpa svIkArapaNAne (di ti) nizcayathI prApta thatI nathI. zA kAraNe? "rAsarajItayA"(2) karmanI sAmagrIne potArUpa jANIne raMjitapariNAmarUpa je (23) vega, tenAthI (rijItayA) khAlI che, evo bhAva hovAthI, dRSTAnta kahe che-"hi rUda kaSAyitavasse rajIi : vadi: suvati " (hi) jema (rUda) sarva lokamAM pragaTa che ke (aSAyita) haraDAM, phaTakaDI, lodhara jene lAgyAM nathI evA (vacce) kapaDAmAM (2wyuHi ) raMgayukti arthAt majIThanA raMgano saMyoga karavAmAM Ave che topaNa (vara: suti) kapaDAne lAgato nathI, bahAra ne bahAra phare che, tevI rIte. bhAvArtha Ama che kesamyagdaSTi jIvane paMcendriyaviSayasAmagrI che, bhogave paNa che; paraMtu aMtaraMga rAga-dveSamohabhAva nathI, tethI karmano baMdha nathI, nirjarA che; kevI che raMgayukti? "svItA" kapaDuM ane raMga ekaThAM karavAmAM AvyAM che evI. 16-148. kaLaza naM.-148: upara pravacana pravacana naM. 155 tA. 21/11/'77 "vapharma jJAnina: paripradabhAva na di ti" jeTalI viSaya sAmagrI bhogarUpa kriyA che

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kalaza-148 469 te," zuM kahe che? jene AtmAnA AnaMdano rasa jAgyo che, aMtaramAM AtmA che e AnaMda svarUpa atIndriya jJAnasvarUpa e AnaMdano rasa che. ahIMyA hamaNAM rasanI vyAkhyA karaze. atIndriya AnaMdano aMdaramAM jene vega caDayo che. dariyAmAM jema pANIno vega Ave tema. A nirjarA adhikAra che ne!! AtmA atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa che eno enI paryAyamAM vega (rasa) AnaMdano anubhava thAya che. AvA AnaMdanA rasanI AgaLa, prIti AgaLa.para padArtha pratyenI rAganI ruci, rAgano raMga UDI gayo che. ajJAnI bahArathI choDI bese che. A svarganA deva je mithyAdRSTi che te navamI raiveyakamAM AvI jAya che. tyAM strIno bhoga nathI. te Ajanma brahmacArI che, chatAM tene aMdara rAganI ekatA buddhi paDI che. zuddha caitanya nirmaLAnaMdaghana prabhu sAthe rAgano pAtaLo kaNa je ekatvabuddhino rasa paDayo che tene rAgano rasa paDyo che. tene to saMyameya nathI ne samakitaye nathI. ahIMyA to mithyASTinI vAta che. kemake rAga che tenI dizA para taraphanI che. ane para taraphanA rasamAM jene raMga che tene bhagavAna AtmAnA AnaMdano rasa nathI (rita) nAma khAlI che. nirjarA adhikAra che ne! ahIMyA to-jJAnamAM karma ne rAgano rasa banne che te mithyAdRSTi che. (rma) karma eTale kriyAo..., zarIra, mana, vANI A badhI bahAranI kriyAo te karma che. jaDanI bahAranI kriyAo tene karma kahe che. karmanI sAmagrI uparathI paNa jeno rasa chUTI gayo che, jene aMtaramAM AtmAnA AnaMdano rasa Avyo che. e rasa AgaLa sAmagrIno rasa tUTI gayo che. ahIM pahelo eka zabda "karma' mUkayo che. "rma jJAnina: paripradamAve ra di ti jeTalI viSaya sAmagrI bhogarUpa kriyA che te samyagdaSTi jIvane mamatArUpa svIkArapaNAne nizcayathI prApta thatI nathI." e sAmagrI mArI che tevo abhiprAya chUTI gayo che. pachI te cakravartInA padamAM ho! paraMtu jene AtmAnA AnaMdanA rasanA vega caDyA che tene e sAmagrI pratyeno prema UDI gayo che. eTale ke e sAmagrI mArI che e vAta chUTI gaI che- UDI gaI che. samyagdaSTi jIvane mamatArUpa svIkArapaNAne nizcayathI prApta thatI nathI." mAro to AnaMda svarUpa prabhu che. atIndriya AnaMdano Dhagalo bhagavAna AtmA che te mAro che. Ama to teNe anaMtavAra zAstranA jJAna karyA che, ane mAnI lIdhuM ke mane kAMIka (jJAna) thayuM che. evA anaMtavAra baphamamAM rahyo. jyAM aMdaramAM AtmAno atIndriya AnaMdano rasa caDayo che, e atIndriya AnaMdanA rasa AgaLa dharmIne bAhya sAmagrInI pariNatinI paryAya je che tenuM mamatva UDI gayuM che. e huM nahIM, e mArA nahIM. tene aMtaramAMthI mArApaNuM UDI gayuM che hoM !! tene bAhya sAmagrIno rasa UDI gayo che, tenI mamatA UDI gaI che. "zA kAraNe? "rArasajjita" karmanI sAmagrIne potArUpa jANIne

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470 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 raMjitapariNAmarUpa je ( rasa ) vega temAMthI (ritttattA) khAlI che." joyuM ? kSaNe ne paLe 52 padArtha pratye je kaSAyano vega hoya che te vega tUTI gayo che. bhASA joI ? rasano artha vega karyo. zuM kahe che ? karmanA nimitte maLela paisA, zarIra, strI, kuTuMba Adi e 52 sAmagrImAMthI ektAbuddhi gaI che. kema ke tenA pratyeno kaSAyano je vega hato te Ama cAlyo Avato hato te tyAM tUTI gayo che. AhAhA ! kaSAyano je sUkSma-jhINo vega rahe che. bAhya sAmagrI temAM bolavuM, cAlavuM, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, vepAra-dhaMdho AdimAM je kaSAyamAM sUkSma vega cAlyo jAya che..ane jJAna svabhAva tyAM ruMdhAya jAya che. samyagdaSTine e vega aTakI gayo che. 149 mAM kaheze ke- sva2sa ane 522sa. 522sa eTale ? kaSAyano vega Ama sUkSma che te, caitanya AnaMda rasanuM zuddha pariNamana te svarasa che. pachI tene zAstranuM jJAna ochuM hoya bIjAne samajAvavA mATe kSayopazama ocho hoya paNa dharmIno vega AnaMdanA 2se caDI gayo che. tene kaSAyano vega caDato nathI. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! loko ema mAne che ke-meM dayApALI, vrata pALyA, bhakti karI, pUjA karI ane temAM dharma che. ahIM kahe che- te kaSAyano vega che. e kaSAyanA vegamAM potAnI buddhine rokAyelI rAkhe che te mithyAtva bhAva che. azubhanI to zuM vAta karavI ? paNa e zubharAganA vegamAM caDI gayo che. A mane lAbhadAyI che.... ( tema mAne che ) tethI temAM ja tenuM lInapaNuM che....e kaSAyano vega te mithyASTi che. ane samyagdaSTi-satyadRSTi eTale jevo AnaMda2sa che tevuM paryAyamAM pariNamana thayuM che........e samyagdaSTi che. cAlatA pravAhathI ghaNo ja pheraphAra lAge! paNa....... mAragaDA judA che bhAI ! ahIM (2sa ) no artha vega karyo. dharmIne aMdara potAnA AnaMdano vega che. te kSaNe ne paLe potAnA jJAtAdeSTAnA vegamAM 2me che. ane ajJAnI potAnA svabhAvano anAdara karIne, 52 sAmagrInA rasanA vege caDayo che.......tethI te kaSAyavALo mithyArdaSTi jIva che. bahArathI bhale te nagna muni thaIne beTho hoya, aThThAvIsa mULaguNa pALato hoya, chatAM zubharAgamAM tene kaSAyano vega che. tyAM vege caDI gayo che. tyAM tene rasa che. samyagdaSTi e vegathI khAlI che. kSaNe ne paLe kaSAyavaMtane je kaSAyano vega hato tenAthI samyagdaSTi khAlI che. eTale ke 52 ta2phanI sAmagrI karoDanI hoya, abajanI hoya, game teTalI hoya ! tenA pratyenA rAganA rasano vega khAlI thaI gayo che ane AnaMdanA rasathI bharAya gayo che. AvI vAto che! trilokanAtha jinendradeva 52mAtmAnI A vANI che. ( rma ) karma nAma bAhya sAmagrInI kriyA-za2I2nI, vANInI, paisAnI, AbarUnI, patnInI, bALakonI evI je kriyA e karma che. ane tenA pratye kaSAyano je vega che, emAM jene mIThAza che te mithyAtvabhAva che. jene AtmAnA AnaMdano rasa che, je atIndriya AnaMdanA rasano thaI gayo che tene game teTalI bAhya sAmagrI ho ! laDAInA prasaMgamAM Ubho hoya ane jarA krodha paNa Ave chatAM rasa UDI

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kalaza-148 471 gayo che. have vastranuM dRSTAMta Apaze. jJAnI-dharmI dareka kSaNe para sAmagrI taraphanA kaSAyanA vegathI khAlI che. harakSaNe te jJAna rasanA vegamAM, AnaMdanA rasathI te bharelo che. Avo mArga che bhAI ! A nirjarA adhikAra che ne ! jene AtmAnA AnaMdanA rasa caDayA che tene bAhya sAmagrI ane tenA pratyenA rAgano rasa UDI gayo che. mATe tene kSaNe kSaNe nirjarA thAya che. "evo bhAva hovAthI. dRSTAMta kahe che" eTale ke para taraphanA rAganA raMganA bhAvanA vegathI khAlI hovAthI tene baMdhana che nahIM. tene para pratyeno ahaMkAra ane mamatvabhAva che nahIM. tenuM ahaMpaNuM to have caitanyarasamAM AvI gayuM che. "ahaMm" eTale A huM. dharmIne atIndriya AnaMdamAM ahaMmpaNuM AvyuM che. tene rAganI sAmagrImAMthI ahaMmpaNuM uDI gayuM che. ATalo moTo phera che!! ' have deSTAMta kahe che - "di rUda mavaSAyitavetre 29 yuji: vadi: suti va," jema sarva lokamAM pragaTa che ke haraDAM, phaTakaDI lodhara jene lAgyAM nathI evA kapaDAmAM," je vastramAM haraDe ane phaTakaDIno raMga lAgyo nathI tene raMga caDato nathI. e raMga vastranI aMdaramAM nahIM jAya. aMdaramAM saphedI che te rahyA karaze. je vastrane haraDe, phaTakaDI, lodhara jene lAgyA nathI evA kapaDAmAM (4huyu9i) raMgayukti arthAt majIThanA raMgano saMyoga karavAmAM Ave che topaNa kapaDAne lAgato nathI," kapaDAne lAgato nathI bahArane bahAra phare che. je kapaDAmAM phaTakaDI, lodhara Adino raMga nathI caDyo tene..bIjA majIThanA raMga nahIM caDe. e vastra to dhoLuM sapheda raheze. te kapaDAne bhale majIThanA raMgamAM rAkhyuM hoya paNa e kapaDAne raMga nahIM caDe. kema ke tene lodhara ane phaTakaDIno raMga caDayo nathI tethI A raMga kapaDAne nahIM lAge. e.lodharanA raMga vinA majIThano raMga kapaDAthI bahAra loTe che. jema kapaDAne majIThano raMga caDato nathI. tema dharmIne rAgano rasa nathI. rAganI ekatvabuddhi, rAganI premabuddhi UDI gaI che tene rAgano rasa nathI. tene duniyAnI sAmagrImAM viSaya-kaSAyano bhAva ane teno rasa hoto nathI. teno raMga ene caDato nathI. A mAragaDA judA bApu! duniyA bhale mAnI bese vikalpamAM (rAgamAM) dharma!? trilokanAtha jinendradeva vItarAga paramAtmA ! so indronI vacce ane gaNadharonA ToLAnI vacce kahetA hatA te A vAta che. prabhu! tane AtmAno rasa nathI to tane rAgano ane parano rasa che. pachI bhale te tyAgI thaIne beTho hoya ! paMcamahAvrata e rAga che, te koI dharma eTale saMvara, nirjarA nathI. te to Asava che. e rAganA raMgano rasa jene caDayo che tene AtmAno raMga lAgato nathI. temAM tene jJAna rasa Avato nathI. jene Atmarasa! bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhunA rasa jyAM aMdaramAM jAmyA che tene (karma) nAma bAhya sAmagrInA kAryo ane tenA pratyeno raMga...tenAthI jJAnI khAlI che. AhAhA! aMtaranI dRSTimAM ane paranI dRSTimAM

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47ra kalazAmRta bhAga-4 moTo pheraphAra che. "daSTi tevI sRSTi". AhAhA! jene AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu che tenI dRSTi thaI che, eTale ke paryAyamAM AnaMdano AsvAda Avyo che! AhAhA ! Ama dRSTi thaI che....eTaluM nahIM. paraMtu dRSTi kayAre thaI kahevAya? je zaktimAM anaMta AnaMda che teno vyaktimAM AnaMdano aMza Ave tyAre tenI daSTi dravya upara che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. koI bahAramAM tyAga karIne beTho hoya paMcamahAvrata pALato hoya ane aMdaramAM tene rAganA kaNa upara rasa che te dharmanA kaNanA rasathI khAlI che. ahIMyA kahe che ke ene bahAramAM koI sAmagrI hoya, indrAsananI hoya, karoDo apsarAnI sAmagrI hoya, paraMtu e kriyA ajIvanI che- paranI che ane tenA pratye rAgano rasa che. e to jeNe AtmAno rasa nathI cAkhyo tene paranA rasa che. AhAhA ! eka myAnamAM be talavAra na rahIM zake!? jene rAgano rasa che tene prabhu caitanyano rasa nathI. ane jene caitanyano rasa che tene rAgano rasa nathI. tethI tene karmanI nirjarA thAya che ema kahe che. "samyagdaSTi jIvane paMcendriya viSayasAmagrI che," pAThamAM "karma' zabda che. karma nAma bAhya sAmagrInA DhagalA hoya to paNa te zeya che, jJAnamAM e zeya che. tene ThekANe jJAnamAM ema mAne ke- A zeya mArA che, e to mithyAtva bhAva che. tene rAgano rasa caDI gayo che. samyagdaSTi jIva paMcendriya viSaya sAmagrIne bhogave che. eTale ke loko dekhe che e arthamAM bhogave che ema kahyuM. paraMtu te sAmagrI tarapha jarA Asaktino rAga che tethI bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. parane bhogavI zake kAMI? zarIranA hADakAM-cAmaDAne ajJAnIno AtmA bhogave ? strI sAthenI ramatamAM te strInA zarIrane bhogave che? te tenI sAthe rame che? A mane ThIka paDe che tevA rAganA rasamAM rame che. jyAre dharmIne evI sAmagrI ane sAmagrI pratyeno rasa UDI gayo che. AhAhA ! kyAM mAro nAtha AnaMdano sAgara ane kyAM A rAganI sAmagrI! banne taddana bhinna che....... evuM jene aMtaramAM jJAna-bhAna varte che tene pUrvano karmano udaya AvI ne kharI jAya che. zrotA- tenu jJAna buThuM thaI gayuM che. uttara- para mATe tenuM jJAna buThuM thaI gayuM che. te paranA svAdathI buTTo thaI gayo che. aMtaranA svAdamAM jAgRta thaI gayo che. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! zrotA:- bhaNyA che enuM zuM? uttara-bhaNyA-gaNyA e badhA samajavA jevA che. A to judI jAta che. benanA pustakamAM sAdI bhASAmAM siddhAMtano sAra che. ghaNIvAra kahIe chIe- "jAgato jIva Ubho che ne! te kyAM jAya?" eTale ke bhagavAna jJAnanA svabhAvathI jAgRta dhuva Ubho che ne AtmA jJAna svarUpe, AnaMda svarUpe trikALa jAgato caitanya, Ubho nAma dhuva che ne! e jJAyaka caitanya dhruvane agiyAra gAthAmAM bhUtArtha kahyo che. jAgatI jyota prabhu AnaMdano nAtha Ubho che ne!

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kalaza-148 473 e kyAM jAya? tenuM dhruvapaNuM kyAM jAya? kyAMya paryAyamAM Ave? kyAMya rAgamAM Ave? te jAya kyAM? AhAhA ! e caitanyanI sattAvALuM dhruva tattva, te caitanyanA AnaMdanuM hovAvALuM tattva che. te nathI AvatuM paryAyamAM ke nathI AvatuM rAgamAM. e dhruva jIva kyAM jAya? "jarUra prApta thAya."paramAMthI tenI dRSTi ane rAgano rasa choDI daI ane AtmAnA AnaMdanA rasanA vege jAya to jarUra prApta thAya. AvI vAtuM che bApu! ahIMyA zAstranA bhaNatara kAma na kare! ahIM kahe che ke jema kapaDAne lodharano, phaTakaDIno raMga nathI lAgato tene majIThano raMga lAgato nathI. ema jene rAganA raMjita pariNAma che nahIM tene AnaMdanA svabhAvanA premano rasa caDayo che. tene rAgano rasa nathI mATe bahAranI cIjo tene rAga upajAvI zakatI nathI. tene rAgano raMga thato nathI. AvI vAtuM che! Avo te dharma kevo haze? dharma to A dayA pALavI, vrata pALavA, jAtrA karavI, samedazikhara ane giranAranI bApu! prabhu.....e badho to vikalpa ne rAga che. tane khabara nathI. je rAganA rasamAM caDyo che te AtmAnA rasano lUMTAro che. jene AtmAno rasa caDayo che, vega caDyo che, khumArI caDI che ( tene rAgano rasa hoto nathI). AnaMdaghanajInuM pada che ne ke "lAgI laganI hamArI jinarAja sujasa suno meM, kAhu ke kahe aba kahuM na chUTe pyAre, lokalAja sabaDArI, jaise amalI amala karata ane lAga rahe jo khumArI." jinarAja eTale jina svarUpa, sujasa nAma atIndriya AnaMdano rasa jene khyAlamAM AvI gayo che. jema aphINanA pInArane amala caDe-khumArI caDe che tema jinarAja eTale jIva, sujasa nAma tenI pariNatimAM teno AtmA jAgRta thayo che. duniyA kema mAne? kema kaheze? e tene ghare rahyuM. zrotA-para gharamAMthI kADhI mUkyo. uttara- ghara ahIMyA (aMdara) che........! ahIMyAthI koNa kADhI mUke? bhAInuM kahevuM evuM che ke e Ave to tene gharamAMthI kADhI mUke paNa loka lAje gharamAMthI nahIM kADhe. A saMsAra evo che bApA! zuM thAya? jagatanA badhA lUMTArA che. niyamasAramAM kahyuM che ke patnI, chokarA, kuTuMba, bhAI, dikarA ne bApa ane bApa ne dikaro e badhI dhutArAnI ToLI che. saMtoe jAhera karyuM kejeTalI bahAranI sAmagrI che patnI, chokarAvanI vahu, kuTuMba e badhA dhutArAnI ToLI che. tene zuM svArtha haze? bahAramAM to sarakhuM hoya tyAM sudhI sAruM lAgaze, vyAdhimAM lAMbu taNAya to kahe-jhaTa khATalo khAlI thAya to ThIka ! nahIMtara jAgatA rahevuM paDaze. te marato nathI tethI ujAgarA karavA paDe che. muMbaImAM eka chokarAne pANI lAgeluM. juvAna jodha ane maravAnI taiyArI. have lAMbu jIvavAno nathI tema khabara paDI.........! divasa nA jAya ane rAtre tenA upara jAgavuM paDe. jo

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474 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 marI jAya ane khabara na paDe to badhA kahe-upara jAgatA nahotA? kyAM marI gayAtA? eTale ujAgarA karavA paDe....... eTale duHkhI thAya. A jaldI khasato nathI. are! e duHkhI thAya che tArA mATe ke khATalo khAlI thAya to ujAgarA maTe. jagatamAM AvI ramatuM che. AhAhA ! bApu tane khabara nathI e ToLA badhA dhutArAnA che. e badhA Thaga che. zrotA- e badhA Thaga mIThA lAge che! uttara-e to mithyAtvamAM mIThAza lAge ne!? jene sarpanuM jhera caDyuM hoya tene lImaDo kaDavo na lAge. jene sarpanuM jhera caDyuM che tene lImaDo cAvavA devAmAM Ave che. tene jhera caDyuM che ke nahIM te jANavA. jo jhera caDayuM hoyato lImaDo kaDavo na lAge, ane jhera na caDyuM hoya to kaDavo lAge. ema jene para mArA evA mithyAtvanA jhera caDI gayA che....... tene para vastu para che. mArI nathI ema nahIM lAge. paMDita hukamacaMdajIe bhagavAnano lekha lakhyo che te bahu suMdara) hato. hukamacaMdajI atyAre pAkayo che. ekatAlIsa varSanI uMmara che paNa tenI buddhi ghaNI che. ahIMyAnI eka-eka vAta rasavALI lakhe che. emAM teNe mahAvIrano lekha lakhyo che. mahAvIra kema paraNyA nahotA? chellA 22 mA, 23 mA ane 24 mA tema traNa tIrthakaro paraNyA nahotA. kema ke samaya thoDo ane lagna kare to durghaTanA utpanna thAya. eTale lAMbo kALa emanI pAse na hato, temanI pAse bahu thoDo kALa hato. strIne paraNe eTale bhoganI sAmagrIne tene rAjI rAkhavAnI vagere pApano moTo bhAra. lagna kare to durdhaTanA ghaTe...! moTo lekha che, chApAmAM AvyuM hatuM. durghaTanA moTI bApu tane khabara nathI! tene rAjI rAkhavA ...tenA bhoganA pApa sevavA....tenI ramatuMmAM rahevuM tene chokarA thAya ene rAjI rAkhavA....e badhA mahApApa vhorI ane aMdara kuvAmAM paDayo che. zabda "durghaTanA? vAparyo che. ahIMyA kahe che ke dharmI jIva che e to paDyo che tenA AnaMdamAM tene koI cIja mArI che tevuM svapnaya thatuM nathI. tene svapnA paNa evA Ave ke huM to atIndriya AnaMdI chuM. AvI vAtuM che! A kAMI zAstrane vAMcIne dhArI lya eTale (samyagdarzana) AvI jAya evI A vastu nathI. pUrva ke pazcimano moTo phera che. ahIMyA kahe che ke- "samyagdaSTi jIvane paMcendriya viSaya sAmagrI che, bhogave paNa che," teno artha viSaya sAmagrIne bhogave che ema nathI. paranI sAmagrIne to ajJAnIye bhogavI zakato nathI. bhASA to Ama che paNa kaI nayanuM kathana che. e vyavahAranuM vacana che. para upara lakSa jAya che tethI tene te bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. paraMtu aMtaraMga rAga-dveSa mohabhAva nathI." ahIMyA to anaMtAnubaMdhInA rAgavaiSane mithyAtva saMbaMdhIno rAga-dveSa te rAgane ahIMyA gaNavAmAM Avyo che. Ama jANIne koI ema mAne ke - samyagdaSTi thayo eTale have tene rAgeya nathI ane rAga saMbaMdhI baMdhaya nathI

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kalaza-148 475 tene Asaveya nathI to te ekAnta caDI jaze. AhAhA ! tene Asaktino bhAva che...paNa tenA pratye rasa nathI. e rAga che teTalo Asava, baMdha che. tene rAga che- duHkha che. e to kahyuM ne! anaMtAnubaMdhI ane mithyAtva saMbaMdhIno rAga nathI tenI vAta che. tyAM ema mAnI ke have koI baMdha nathI.....to ema nathI. jJAnIne bhoga nirjarAno hetu che. e kaI apekSAe vAta che? UMdhI khatavaNI khatavIne AtmAne mArI nAkhe. ahIMyA to jJAnInA bhogano artha tene anaMtAnubaMdhInA rAga-dveSa ane mithyAtva nathI. tethI eTalo ekatvapaNAno kaSAya tene nathI.ekapaNAno je baMdha hato teTalo baMdha tene nathI....ema kahevuM che. tyAM baMdha ja nathI ema nathI. dasamA guNasthAna sudhI rAgano baMdha che. A moTo goTo UDyo che ajJAnInI!? te kahe che-juo! "jJAnIne bhoga nirjarAno hetu che." AvI vAtuM karavA jaIza to marI jaIza! tene ekatvabuddhino rasa UDI gayo che. jeTalo ekatvabuddhithI baMdha hato te baMdha have tene nathI. paNa ....Asaktino jeTalo rAga che teTalo baMdha che. are! munine paNa jeTalo rAga che teTalo baMdha che. bhAvaliMgI saMta ! jene anaMta AnaMdanA UbharA AvyA che. cothe to thoDo AnaMda che, munine pracura svasaMvedana che. tene pracura AnaMdanuM vedana vizeSa vadhI gayuM che...tene muni kahIe. AvA munine paNa haju je paMcamahAvratanA rAgano bhAga rahI gayo che eTaluM baMdhanuM kAraNa che. e mahAvratano vikalpa te jagapaMtha che. samayasAra nATaka mokSa adhikAramAM cAlIsamuM padha che- sAdhakane mahAvratano vikalpa UThe te jagapaMtha che. ane AtmA tarapha upayoga aMdara jAya te zivapaMtha che. atIndriya AnaMdamAM rame che te zivapaMtha che. rAgamAM jeTalo Avyo teTalo jagapaMtha che. munine hoM!! jene traNa kaSAyano abhAva thayo che, eTalI vItarAgatA che. tene paNa saMjavalanano vikalpa UThayo chepAMca samitino traNa guptinA vyavahAra bhAvano vikalpa che te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. tene haju eTalo saMsAra che. samyagdaSTinA nAme koI ema ja mAnI tye ke tene baMdha nathI. amAre to A karmanA udaya hatA te AvIne kharI jAya che. (ema mAnIza to) marI jaIza corAsInA avatAramAM, e nigodagAmI . ahIMyA to evI vAta che ke kapaDAno eka kaTako rAkhIne paNa munipaNuM manAve ane mAne to te nigodagAmI . tene nigodagAmI kahyAM che. kAkaDInA corane phAMsI ema A moTo daMDa haze? tane khabara nathI tattvanI bApu! AvuM mAnavAthI tattvamAM moTo phera thayo. temAM navatattvanI bhUla che. kapaDAno eka TUkaDo rAkhe ane munipaNuM mAne tene nava tattvanI bhUla che. (1) munine ATalo paNa ajIvano saMyoga na hoya, tema chatAM saMyoga mAnyo te ajIvatattvanI bhUla che. (2) tene AsavanA vikalpamAM paNa vastrane rAkhavAno vikalpa hoya nahIM ane mAnyuM to te Asava tattvanI bhUla che (3) saMvaranI dazAmAM tene vastra levAno vikalpa hoya nahIM ane tene vastra levAno vikalpa thayo, eTale saMvaramAM vastra levAno vikalpa thayo te saMvaratatvanI bhUla che. (4) kapaDA

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476 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 levAno je vikalpa che te to baMdhanuM kA2Na che, ane tene badale amane nirjarA thAya che, ame muni thayA chIe te nirjarA tattvanI bhUla che. A rIte baMdhanI bhUla, mokSanI bhUla ane jIva- tattvanI bhUla che. are ATalI vAtamAM navanI bhUla che to haju je bhoganA bhAvane dharma mAne e to kyAMya che!? samyagdaSTine samyagdarzananA rasa AgaLa je rAga che tenI ekatvabuddhi nathI tethI tene ekatvabuddhino baMdha nathI. ahIMyA to bhAI ! je dore doro hoya ema samajyuM. nyAyamAM kAMI paNa phera paDe to AkhuM cakkara pharI jaze. anAdithI AtmAe svacchaMdI thaI AvuM ja kAma karyuM che. ahIMyA aMgaraMgamAM rAga-dveSa mohabhAva nathI. keTalo rAga-dveSa-mohabhAva nathI ? kahe che anaMtAnubaMdhIne mithyAtva saMbaMdhIno rAga-dveSa- moha nathI- eTalI vAta ahIMyA levI che. bilakula rAga-dveSa che ja nahIM tethI bhoga bhogave che, to ema vAta nathI. bhoga bhogave che te ja Asakti che. samajANuM kAMI ? "tethI karmano baMdha nathI, nirjarA che," A prakA2nA mithyAtvane anaMtAnubaMdhIno karmabaMdha nathI.......ema levu ! paraMtu karma baMdhana ja nathI-tema nathI. ema to haju chaDhe guNasthAne haju sAta ke ATha karmano baMdha che. te baMdha zene laI haze ? maphatano haze ? jene bhAvaliMga pragaTayA che, jene aMdara pracura AnaMdanA vega jAgyA che. cothe je vega che AnaMdano tenA karatAM pAMcame vizeSa ane enA karatAM chaTTe vizeSa. tene paNa jeTalo vikalpa UThayo che teTalo saMsAra che. tene paNa sAta ke ATha karma baMdhanuM kA2Na che. Asrava che. teTalo baMdha che bhAvabaMdha che ane teTalo dravyabaMdha che. jyAre ahIMyA nA pADe che.vAtane samaje nahIM ke kaI apekSAthI kahe che. jo tuM svarachaMde caDe to tyAM mithyAtvanuM poSaNa che. "tethI karmano baMdha nathI, nirjarA che," jeTalo AnaMdanA rasamAM caDI gayelo che..... teTalI tene azuddhatA nathI. je azuddhatA TaLI che......te nirjarI jAya che....tenA AnaMdanA rasanA vegamAM. "kevI che raMga yukti ? svIkRtA" kapaDuM ane raMga ekaThAM karavAmAM AvyAM che evI." zuM kahe che ? pelo majIThano raMga lAgI gayo che ne ? lodharano raMga lAgyo che tene majIThano raMga lAge che. ema jene rAgano rasa che tene raMganI yukti che. tene rAga sAthe ekatvabuddhi che. tene rAganA raMganI yukti che. AhAhA ! A to dhIrAnA kAma che bApu ! AmAM bhASAnuM kAma nathI. ghaNIvA2 kahIe chIe......pelo zabda Ave che ciMtA vinAno... ..nibhRta (nivRta ) zabda che. jene koI ciMtA nathI evA nibhRta puruSonA A kAma che. kaLazamAM che A vAta. ahIMyA to guNI bhagavAna ane guNaAnaMda, jJAna evA bhedano vikalpa UThe che e paNa rAga che.

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kalaza-149 477 ahIMyA to mithyAtva saMbaMdhIne anaMtAnubaMdhI saMbaMdhI raMga nathI tethI tene rAga hovA chatAM, pa2vastu hovA chatAM tenI ekatvabuddhi nathI. bhAI vItarAgano mArga bahu alaukika che. sAdhAraNa mANasanuM A kAma nathI. kapaDuM ane raMga ekaThA ka2vAmAM AvyA evI yukti ema. lodhara ene lAgyo mATe majIThano raMga lAgyo che. ekatvabuddhi che mATe tene rAgano jaMga thaI gayo che. 149 mAM teno vizeSa khulAzo karaze. (svAgatA ) jJAnavAn svarasato'pi yataH syAt sarvarAgarasavarjanazIlaH / lipyate sakalakarmabhireSa: karmamadhyapatito'pi tato n|| 17-149 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "yata: jJAnavAnuM svarasata: api sarvarArasa-vartanazIla: syAt" (yata:) je kA2NathI (jJAnavAn) zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavazIla che je jIva te, (svarasata:) vibhAvapariNamana maTayuM hovAthI zuddhatArUpe dravya pariNamyuM che tethI (sarvaT) jeTalA rAga-dveSa-mohapariNAmarUpa (rasa) anAdinA saMskAra tenAthI ( vartanazIla: cAN) rahita che svabhAva jeno, evo che; "tata: puSa: rmamadhyapatita: api sanabarnami: na niyate" ( tata: ) te kAraNathI ( 4:) samyagdaSTi jIva (f) karmanA udayajanita aneka prakAranI bhogasAmagrImAM ( madhyapatita: api: ) paDayo che arthAt paMcendriyabhogasAmagrI bhogave che, sukha-duHkhane pAme che, tathApi ( salaEmi: ) AThe prakAranAM che je jJAnAvaraNAdi karma, temanA vaDe (na likhate) baMdhAto nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-aMtaraMga cIkaNApaNuM nathI tethI baMdha thato nathI, nirjarA thAya che. 17-149. kaLaza naM.-149 : u52 pravacana pravacana naM. 155-156 tA. 21-22/11/'77 66 'yata: jJAnavAd svarasata: api sarvarAjasa varNanazIta: svAt" je kA2NathI zuddha svarUpa-anubhavazIla che je jIva te," jJAnavAnanI vyAkhyA karI -zuddha svarUpa-anubhavazIla che. zAstra vAMcyA ane bhaNyo eTale jJAnavAna ema nahIM. zuddha svarUpano anubhavazIla te jJAna e jJAnavAna. jJAna ane AnaMdano anubhavazIla e jeno svabhAva thaI gayo che. AhAhA ! zIla eTale ahIMyA svabhAva. (jJAnavAna) anubhavazIla-jJAnI-jJAnavAna tene kahIe jene zuddha svarUpano anubhavano svabhAva thaI gayo che. "zuddha svarUpa-anubhavazIla che

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478 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 je jIva te" A (jJAnavAna) nI vyAkhyA karI. AhAhA! agiyAra aMganuM jJAna karyuM, ATaluM jANyuM e vAta ahIMyA nathI. bIjAne samajAvatAM AvaDayuM mATe jJAnavAna- ema nathI. ahA ! e vastu bIjI che. jJAnavAna jenuM rUpa che ...eTale ke jJAnAnaMda jeno svabhAva anubhavazIla che. e jJAna ne AnaMdano anubhavazIla vALo jIva che. je jIva (varasAda) nI vyAkhyA karI- "vibhAvapariNamana maTayuM hovAthI zuddhatArUpe dravya pariNamyuM che." pahelA nAstithI vAta karI pachI astithI karaze. "vibhAva pariNamana maTayuM hovAthI te nAstithI vAta karI. have (varasata:) pAThamAM che tenI vAta kare che- zuddhatArUpe dravya pariNamyuM che." te (svarasata:) sva.rasa tenuM nAma. AhAhA! jene AnaMdano rasa pariNamI gayo che. atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara UchaLyo che.....aMdarathI paryAyamAM. jenI zuddhatA atIndriya AnaMdanI zuddhatA aMdarathI pariNamI gaI che. tene svarasa kahIe chIe. A to trilokanAtha paramAtmAnA paMtha che. A kAMI AlIduvAlInuM kathana nathI. (svarasata:) zuddha svarUpano jene rasa pariNamyo che ema kahe che. zuddha svarUpa-anubhavazIla" eTale (svarasaMta:). jenI zuddhatA pariNamI gaI che eTale aMdara pariNamana thaI gayuM che. je zuddha svarUpa che trikALI e pavitratAno piMDa prabhu che evI zuddhatA pavitratA paryAyamAM jene pariNamI che. dilhImAM vAta thaI hatI eka bhAI sAthe. dasa-vIsa hajAranI sabhA bharAya lokone anukULa paDe tevI bhASA bolAya eTale loko khuza! te vaDodarAmAM AvyA hatA, tyAM ame gayA hatA, pachI khuza !! vAtacItamAM temaNe kahyuM ke -samayasAramAM 155 gAthAmAM kahyuM che. "navAsida sammataM te simAno TIM" jIvAdinuM zraddhAna samakita temanuM jJAna che jJAna. pachI ame kahyuM eTale zuM? jIvAdi tattvanuM zraddhavuM, mAnavuM tenuM nAma samakita. ATalI ja vyAkhyA che? e zraddhAnuM, jJAnanuM aMdara pariNamana thavuM te 155 gAthAmAM bharyuM che. atyAre A vAta kyAM che? zuddha jJAna svarUpa prabhu che. zuddhajJAna kahetAM pavitratAno piMDa prabhu che. zuddhatAnA sAgarathI bharelo bhagavAna che. tenI paryAyamAM zuddhatAnI bharatI AvavI, zuddhatAnuM pariNamana thavuM tenuM nAma samakita zraddhA che. navatattvanI zraddhA e samakita che. have bAkI rahyuM cAritra, tethI have vrata karo te cAritra! evuM zraddhAnuM cAritranuM svarUpa nathI. ahIMyA e vAta kare che. (svata:) zuddha svarUpe dravya pariNamyuM che te svarasanI vyAkhyA karI. pelI vAta nAstithI karI, A atithI kahyuM. atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha pote atIndriya AnaMdapaNe pariNamI gayo che. e jJAnavAna svarasano rasilo che. bIjA vikalpa Adi ho! paNa dhruvanA dhyAnane cUkIne bIjI vAta tene hotI nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? duniyA sAthe meLa khAya na khAya!!

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479 "zuddhatArUpe dravya pariNamyuM che." bhASA kevI che!? A kaLazanI TIkA ka2nA2 kevA che? paM. banA2sIdAse AmAMthI nATaka samayasAra banAvyuM che. jeno zuddha svabhAva pavitratAno piMDa, anaMtaguNono pavitrapiMDa nAma sAgara prabhu che tenI dRSTi karatAM, teno dRSTimAM anubhava karatAM- A huM chuM evo anubhava karatAM paryAyamAM zuddhatAno anubhava thAya che....tene AtmAno sva2sa kahevAmAM Ave che. pravacana naM. 156 kalaza-149 ' tA. 22/11/'77 nirjarA adhikAra che. ahIMyA samyakttAnanI pradhAnatAthI kathana che, "je kA2NathI (jJAnavAn ) zudhdha svarUpa anubhavazIla che." A "jJAnavAn"nI vyAkhyA karI. bhagavAna AtmA caitanya svabhAvI nitya dhruva che tenuM jJAna thatAM tene jJAnavAna kahIe. tene zudhdha svarUpanA anubhava svabhAvavALo kahIe. samyagdarzana thatAM tene jJAnavAn kahIe eTale ke zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavavALo kahIe. te have rAgano ke sAmagrIno anubhava karavAvALo nathI. ajJAnI paNa koI sAmagrIno anubhava karato nathI paNa... caitanya svarUpano potAnA jJAyakabhAvanA abhAnane laIne... eTale ajJAnathI 52ne bhogavuM chuM tevI mithyA mAnyatAthI te baMdhane kare che. dharmI jIva ! e zudhdha svarUpano anubhavazIla che. (svarataMta: ) sva...2sa... eTale jene AnaMdano rasa pragaTa thayo che. "vibhAva pariNamana maTayuM che," te nAstithI vAta karI. (svarasata:) zabdano artha "zudhdhatArUpe dravya pariNamyuM che." dravya je zudhdha caitanya vastu che tenuM pariNamana zudhdhapaNe paryAyamAM thayuM che... tene jJAnavAna ane dharmI kahIe. "tethI (sarvaRIT ) jeTalA rAga-dveSa-mohapariNAmarUpa anAdinA saMskA2 tenAthI rahita che svabhAva jeno, evo che," AhAhA ! ahIMyA to mithyAtva saMbaMdhInI A vAta che. (svarasata: ) e vastunuM dravyanuM pariNamana che. dravya jevuM zudhdha che tevuM ja tenuM pariNamana che. jeTalA pariNAma mithyAtva saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSa-moha rahita che e zudhdha pariNamanane ahIMyA levuM che. mithyA zradhdhA arthAt je caitanyanI dRSTi choDI ane rAganA rasanI prItimAM paDayo che e mithyArdaSTi che. ene je rAga che tevo rAga samyagdaSTine nathI. svabhAvanA lakSe jene rAganI ekattAbudhdhi TaLI che ane zudhdha caitanya dravyanuM nirmaLa pariNamana thayuM che. " jeno svabhAva evo che, "tata: 51: rmamadhyapatita: api sarmami na niSyate" te kAraNathI samyagdaSTi jIva karmanA udayajanita aneka prakAranI bhoga sAmagrImAM paDayo che," karmanA udayathI maLelI sAmagrI- paisA, strI, kuTuMba, makAna, kapaDAM, dAgInA evI aneka prakA2nI karmanA udaya janita bhoga sAmagrI madhyamAM rahyo che. cAre bAju maLelI sAmagrInA gherAvAmAM paDayo che. "arthAt paMcendriya bhoga sAmagrI bhogave che," e vAta apekSAthI karI. bhogane (bAhyavastune ) to bhogavI zakato nathI. paraMtu paMcendriyanA

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480 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 viSaya ta2phanI jarA Asakita che tene te bhogave che. bhogamAM paDayo che tethI sukha-duHkhapaNAne pAme che. zudhdha svarUpanuM jJAtApaNe paryAyamAM pariNamana hovAthI tene ( asthiratAnA ) thoDA duHkha-sukhanA pariNAma hoya che, paraMtu teno te jJAtAdRSTA rahe che... tethI tenI tene nirjarA thAya che. "tathApi (sata rmami: ) AThe prakAranA che je jJAnAva2NAdi karma, temanA vaDe baMdhAto nathI." ahIMyA mithyAtva saMbaMdhI je ajJAna che tenAthI baMdhAto nathI... eTaluM ahIMyA sidhdha karavuM che. have koI ema ja mAnI le ke je koI samyagdaSTi thayo eTale have tene jarIe baMdha ja nathI, Asrava nathI- to ema vAta nathI. jyAM sudhI svarUpamAM cAritrarUpa 2maNatA na jAme, AnaMdanA nAthamAM (vizeSa ) ramaNatA na thAya tyAM sudhI tene rAga thAya che. paNa ahIMyA to ajJAna saMbaMdhI rAgane mithyAtva nathI... tethI te ajJAnapaNuM pAmato nathI. bhoga sAmagrIne AsakitapaNe bhogave che chatAM te ajJAnapaNuM pAmato nathI, tethI karmathI baMdhAto nathI. ' bhAvArtha Ama che ke- "aMtaraMga cIkaNApaNuM nathI tethI baMdha thato nathI, nirjarA thAya che" aMtaraMgamAM cIkaNApaNuM nathI eTale rAganI mIThAza nathI. AtmAnA AnaMdanI mIThAza AgaLa dharmIne rAganI mIThAza lAgatI nathI. tene rAganuM duHkha lAge che. e cakravartInA rAja hoya ke indranA indrAsana hoya paNa dharmIne te duHkhanA nimitta ane temAM duHkha lAge che. ajJAnI tene sukhanA nimitto ane sAmagrImAM sukha mAne che. mithyArdaSTi ane samyagdaSTino A AMtaro che. pUrva karmanA udayane laIne sAmagrI Ave ane tenA ta2pha sukha-duHkhanI jarA kalpanA paNa thAya, to paNa tene ajJAnapaNuM nathI. huM AnaMdano sAgara prabhu! AnaMda svarUpa chuM. evA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa rAgano svAda tene duHkharUpa lAge che... tethI tene ajJAna thatuM nathI. ajJAnIne thoDAmAM thoDo rAga Ave paNa tene temAM mIThAza varte che, kemake tenI dRSTi rAga u52 che. tenuM valaNa caitanya dravya taraphanuM nathI. tene rAganI maMdatA ho ! paNa ajJAnInI dRSTimAM eTale paryAyabudhdhimAM rAgabudhdhi che... tethI ajJAnI mithyArdaSTi bhoganI sAmagrIthI baMdhAto nathI, paraMtu bhoga taraphanA valaNavALo mithyAtvabhAva tenAthI baMdhAya che. teNe mAruM mAnyuM che ne! "aMtaraMga cIkaNApaNuM nathI." tene rAganI ekatAbudhdhi nathI. tene svabhAvanI ekattAbudhdhi chUTatI nathI. Avo mArga che. jarA Asakitano rAga thAya che, sukha-duHkhanI paryAyamAM vedana jarI Ave... paNa te nirjarI jAya che. ajJAna ane mithyAtvanI apekSAe A vAta karI che. koI emaja mAnI le ke samyagdaSTi thayo... pachI je rAgAdi thAya, bhogano rAga Ave to paNa tene jarAya rAganuM baMdhana nathI- to ema nathI. tene mithyAtvanuM baMdhana nathI. je

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kalaza-150 481 mukhya saMsAranuM kAraNa che teno abhAva che tethI mithyAtva saMbaMdhI baMdha thAya, ajJAna saMbaMdhI baMdha thAya evuM nathI. (zArdUlavikrIDita) yAdRk tAgihAsti tasya vazato yasya svabhAvo hi yaH kartuM naiSa kathaJcanApi hi parairanyAdRzaH shkyte| ajJAnaM na kadAcanApi hi bhavejjJAnaM bhavatsantataM jJAnin bhuMkSva parAparAdhajanito nAstIha bndhstv||18-150|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha- ahIM koI prazna kare che ke samyagdaSTi jIva pariNAmathI zuddha che tathApi paMcendriyaviSaya bhogave che, tyAM viSayane bhogavatAM karmano baMdha che ke nathI? samAdhAna Ama che ke karmano baMdha nathI. "jJAnIna mukSya"(jJAnina) he samyagdaSTi jIva! (muMdma) karmanA udayathI maLI che je bhogasAmagrI tene bhogave che to bhogava, "tathApi tava uttha: nAsti" (tathA) topaNa (tA) tane (va.) baMdha arthAt jJAnAvaraNAdi karmanuM Agamana (nAsti) nathI. kevo baMdha nathI?"HRISTIdhananita." (52) bhogasAmagrI, tenuM (apaST) bhogavavAmAM AvavuM, tenAthI (nita:) utpanna thato. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-samyagdaSTi jIvane viSayasAmagrI bhogavatAM baMdha nathI, nirjarA che, kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi jIva sarvathA avazya pariNAmothI zuddha che; evuM ja vastunuM svarUpa che. pariNAmonI zuddhatA hotAM bAhya bhogasAmagrI dvArA baMdha karAto nathI; evuM vastunuM svarUpa che. ahIM koI AzaMkA kare che ke samyagdaSTi jIva bhoga bhogave che, to bhoga bhogavatAM rAgarUpa azuddha pariNAma thatA huze, tyAM te rAgapariNAma dvArA baMdha thato haze; paraMtu ema to nathI, kAraNa ke vastunuM svarUpa ema che ke zuddha jJAna thatAM, bhogasAmagrIne bhogavatAM, sAmagrI dvArA azuddharUpa karAtuM nathI. keTalIye bhogasAmagrI bhogavo tathApi zuddhajJAna potAnA svarUpe-zuddha jJAnasvarUpe rahe che; vastunuM evuM sahaja che. te kahe che-"jJAna vAvanAra ajJAna na Ave" (jJAna) jJAna arthAt zuddha svabhAvarUpa pariNamyuM che Atmadravya te, (vAvana pi) aneka prakAranI bhogasAmagrIne bhogavatAM atItaanAgata-vartamAna kALamAM (ajJAna) vibhAva-azuddha-rAgAdirUpa ( na mave) thatuM nathI. kevuM che jJAna? "sattataM mavata" zAzvata zuddhatvarUpa jIvadravya pariNamyuM che, mAyAjALanI mAphaka kSaNavinazvara nathI. have dekhAtta dvArA vastunuM svarUpa sAdhe che-"di yasya vIta: ya: yAda svamAva: tasya tAdarUda sti" (hi) kAraNa ke (carcA) je koI vastuno (T: yAda svamAva:) je svabhAva, jevo svabhAva che te (vazata:) anAdinidhana che, (tarA)

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482 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 te vastuno (tAdaLa phai asti ) tevo ja che. jevI rIte zaMkhano zveta svabhAva che, zveta pragaTa che, tevI rIte samyagdaSTino zuddha pariNAma hoto thako zuddha che. " Sa: pare: thamvana api anyAdaza: tuM na zayate" (Sa: ) vastuno svabhAva ( rai: ) anya vastuno karyo ( thangvana api ) koI paNa prakAre (anyAdaza:) bIjArUpa (g) karAvAne ( nAzayate) samartha nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-svabhAvathI zveta zaMkha che, te zaMkha kALI mATI khAya che, pILI mATI khAya che, nAnA varNanI mATI khAya che; evI mATI khAto thako zaMkha te mATInA raMgano thato nathI, potAnA zveta rUpe rahe che; vastunuM evuM ja sahaja che; tevI rIte samyagdaSTi jIva svabhAvathI rAga-dveSa-moharahita zuddhapariNAmarUpa che, te jIva nAnA prakAranI bhogasAmagrI bhogave che tathApi potAnA zuddhapariNAmarUpa pariName che, sAmagrI hotAM azuddharUpa pariNamAvAto nathI; evo vastuno svabhAva che. tethI samyagdaSTine karmano baMdha nathI, nirjarA che. 18-150. kaLaza naM.-150 : u52 pravacana pravacana naM. 156-157 tA. 22-23/11/377 "ahIMyA koI prazna ka2e che ke samyagdaSTi jIva pariNAmathI zudhdha che tathApi paMcendriya viSaya bhogave che, tyAM viSayane bhogavatAM karmano baMdha che ke nathI ?" samAdhAna Ama che ke karmano baMdha nathI." A vAta kaI apekSAe che ! have tene jJAnanuM ajJAna thatuM nathI, temaja tene viSaya bhogono rAga, duHkharUpa lAge che tethI tene jJAnanuM ajJAna thatuM nathI. ethI ajJAnano tene baMdha che nahIM. " jJAnIn muMkSya hai samyagdaSTi jIva ! karmanA udayathI maLI che je bhoga sAmagrI tene bhogave che to bhogava," ema munio kahe kharA ? bhASA to A rItanI AvI che. teno artha e che ke- 52dravya janita aparAdha tene nathI. 52nI kriyA thAya tethI tene aparAdha thAya- ema nathI. aparAdha to tyAre thAya ke- e kriyA mArI che ane rAgamAM mIThAza che ema mAne evo je mithyAtva bhAva- ajJAnabhAva e bhoganI sAmagrImAM prIti karAvIne baMdhana karAve che. ATalI badhI za2tuM che!? "bhogave che to bhogava", Avo pATha che ho ! ( jJAnIn muMkSya ) zlokamAM cothuM pada che. bhogave che teno artha e kahevA mAge che ke- 52dravyanI paryAyathI tane koI nukazAna thAya ema nathI. nukazAna to tyAre thAya jyAre tuM 52dravyane mArA mAna, rAgane mAro mAna evA bhAvathI nukasAna che. e vAta sidhdha karavA mATe 52dravyane bhogave che-eTale ke 52dravyane to koI bhogavI zakatuM nathI... paNa 52dravya u52 lakSa jAya che to rAga thAya che ema kahe che, paNa tene ajJAnapaNuM nathI. rAganI mIThAza nathI tethI tene baMdhana nathI. vItarAga mArga bahu

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kalaza-150 483 jhINo bhAI ! A vAtane kheMcIne kayAMya laI jAya che ke samyagdaSTine jarA paNa rAga nathI ane jarI paNa baMdha nathI. jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu che. e kaI apekSAe bApu! jJAnIomAM munio hoya to tene traNa kaSAyano abhAva thaIne pracura AnaMdanuM vedana che evA munine paNa je paMca mahAvratano vikalpa je UThe che te duHkha che, saMsAra che, baMdhanuM kAraNa che. eka bAju ema kahe ke- mithyAdeSTine para sAmagrI che tene te sparzatoya nathI. eto ajJAnI mAne che ke huM parane sparzI ne bhogavuM chuM. e to tenI mAnyatAmAM viparItatA che. jJAnI e parane aDatoya nathI, sparzatoya nathI. rAga jarA thAya teno te svAmI nathI. caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna AnaMdanA nAthano svAmI che. jene moTo gharAka gharamAM maLI gayo che. atIndriya AnaMdanI zaktino sAgara prabhu! evo gharAka tene tenI dRSTimAM maLI gayo che. have te rAgano dhaNI kema thAya? e apekSAe vAta che. bAkI samyagdaSTi zuM? muni hoya to tene paNa rAgano bhAva che te saMsAra che. AhAhAe kahe ke- zubhopayoga mokSano mArga che. enI moTI takarAra cAle chepaMDito. paMDito vacce ! A carcA atyAre tettAlIsa varSa pachI UpaDI. bIjo kahe- zubhopayoga mokSano mArga nathI, baMdhano mArga che. jJAnIne paNa zubhopayoga baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ahIMyA pAThamAM kahe che ke- jJAnIne baMdha nathI. kema ke- zubhaupayoga mAro che, tenAthI mane lAbha che evI daSTi gaI che. mAruM to caitanya svarUpa... jJAnAnaMda sahajAtma svarUpa je che te AnaMdano bharacaka dariyo che. jJAnanI amApa amApa zaktino sAgara che. je prabhutAzaktithI pUrNa bharelo Izvara che... evI jene samyakaSTi thaI che tene paranA bhogavavA pratye thoDo Asakitano bhAva thAya, te paNa paranA kAraNe Asakita nathI thaI paraMtu nabaLAI che e kAraNe Asakita thaI che. jJAnI e Asakitano paNa svAmI thato nathI. e apekSAe kahyuM ke- samyagdaSTi bhoga bhogavatA chatAM tene baMdha nathI. A rItathI koI bIjI rIte pheraphAra kare to moTo pheraphAra thaI jAya evuM che. samajANuM kAMI? (muMkva) "bhoga bhogave" tevo zabda che. cothA padamAM kahyuM ke "jJAnina muMdgha para paradhaMnito nAstIda vanyastava," juo, zuM kahe che? para padArthanA aparAdhanA kAraNe dehanI kriyA thAya, zarIranI thAya, vANInI thAya te tenA kAraNe thAya che. e kriyAnA kAraNe tane baMdha che- ema nathI. e prakAranI zaMkA TALavA ane dRSTimAM nizaMka rahevA kahyuM ke- A kriyAthI mane baMdha thAya che te zaMkA choDI de! have samakitIne evI dRSTi hotI nathI. kema ke tenI dRSTi dravya svabhAva upara che. AhAhA! bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha paramAtmA che te anaMta anaMta amApazakti amApa guNono piMDa che. AhAhA ! jenI zakti kaho ke guNo kaho te amApa che. amApa.. amApa

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484 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 jenA guNo che. AhAhA ! pramANa jJAnamAM Ave te paNa amApa che ema Ave che. amApanuM ya mApa Ave che. e zuM kahyuM ? vastu che temAM eTalI zaktio che ke jeno aMta nathI. jema AkAzano kayAMya aMta nathI. koI nAstika hoya ane te eTaluM vicAre ke A....je...Ama...kSetra jAya che cAre bAju... to tenA pachI zuM... pachI zuM... pachI zuM... pachI zuM Ama anaMta... anaMta...anaMta...anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... anaMta...anaMta... anaMta...anaMta...anaMta ne anaMta ! e anaMtano varga karo eTale ? anaMtane anaMtathI guNo ekavA2, e je guNAkAra thayo tene bIjIvA2 guNo, evI rIte anaMtavA2 anaMtathI guNo ane e je varga thAya, enI je saMkhyA Ave tenAM karatAM paNa anaMtaguNA guNa AtmAmAM che. A vAtuMthI pAra Ave evuM nathI. bhASAmAM kahe... paNa e vastu zuM che ? jemAM jenA guNanI saMkhyAno mApa nathI.. mApa nathI eTale ? amApa che chatAM jJAnamAM mApa Ave ema vastu nathI. hA, anaMtane anaMtapaNe jJAna jANe, amApa zaktine amApa zaktipaNe zAna jANe. kSetrathI AtmA A za2I2 pramANa che, paraMtu tenA bhAvathI jotAM, tenI zaktine saMkhyAthI, saMkhyAtIta jotAM anaMta...anaMta...anaMta... anaMta...anaMta...anaMta... evA svabhAvano jene anubhava thayo tene pa2 padArthane bhogavavAnI vRtti hotI nathI. AhAhA ! jenA AnaMdanA bhogavaTA anaMta...amApa evA paramAtma svarUpanuM jeNe mApa lIdhuM eTale amApanuM mApa lIdhuM. pramANanI paryAyamAM tenuM jJAna AvI jAya che ne !? bhagavAna UMDo UMDo anaMta guNano dariyo che. amApa guNano bhaMDAra bhagavAnanuM mApa samyagdarzana jJAnamAM AvI gayuM che. tene have jagatanA viSayo rAgAdi duHkharUpa lAge che. 52 sAmagrI to 52zeya tarIke jaNAya che. zrotAH- sAmagrI duHkharUpa lAge ? utta2:- 52 sAmagrI duHkharUpa nahIM paraMtu rAga duHkharUpa lAge che. rAga duHkharUpa lAge che ane sAmagrI 52zeya lAge che... ema kahyuM ! bhASA ema AvI che- rAga duHkharUpa lAge che. 52vastu zeyarUpa jaNAya che. te mArA tarIke jaNAtI nathI. te sAmagrI che ema zeyapaNe jaNAya che eTale 52zeya tarIke jANe che. AhAhA! ajJAnIne rAgano rasa che te duHkhano rasa che. 52sAmagrIne bhogavI zakato nathI. paraMtu tenuM lakSa tyAM 52 upa2 che tethI Ane huM bhogavuM chuM evo viparyAsa dRSTimAM che. zrotA:- bahu zrutajJAna te dariyo che. utta2:- e zudhdha jJAna paryAyamAM kahyuM ne ! zudhdha jJAnanI paryAyamAM mApa AvyuM paNa te amApanuM mApa AvyuM che. mApa ja che tyAM tema jJAna nathI mApatuM. loko kahe che ne ke- anaMta, anaMta che enuM jJAna AvyuM to e anaMtano aMta AvI gayo ? paNa ema nathI. anaMta paNa

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485 kalaza-150 jJAnamAM anaMta tarIke AvyuM che. tema A anaMta amApa AtmAnA guNo che tenuM jJAnamAM anaMta amApapaNuM AvyuM che. are tene potAnuM ghara kevaDuM moTuM che tenI tene khabara na maLe! evA prabhunA moTA gharamAM je peThA tene potAnA gharanI amApatA dekhANI. jJAnIne potAnA bhagavAnanI mIThAza AgaLa rAganI mIThAza lAgatI nathI. IndrANInA bhogamAM je rAga Ave che te duHkharUpa lAge che. jema kALo nAga dekhe ane trAsa thAya evo tene trAsa lAge che. zrotA- kALA nAgane aDe to marI jAya. uttara- ahIMyA to jJAnI kALA nAgane aDavA deto nathI. te rAgane kALo nAga jANe che paNa tene aDato nathI- sparza karato nathI. te sparza to cetanane kare che. Avo vItarAga mAraga che. jinendra sarvajJa paramezvara trilokanAthe jANIne, joIne, anubhavIne kahyuM che. evI cIja bIje kayAMya nathI hoM! AhAhA! AvI cIja bIje nathI ema e bhagavAne kahyuM che. ahIMyA kahe che "bhogave to paNa tane baMdha arthAt jJAnAvaraNAdi karmanuM Agamana nathI." e kaI apekSAe kahyuM che? are ! saMto bhogane bhogavavAnuM kahe ? pAThamAM to kahyuM kebhogane bhogave che. teno e artha che ke- para evA jaDanI paryAyathI tane nukazAna thAya!! evI je zaMkA te TALavI che. tArI paryAyamAM je aparAdha thAya tenAthI baMdha che. ghaNI sAmagrI hoya to tene ghaNo baMdha hoya ane alpa sAmagrI hoya to tene alpa baMdha hoya ema che? e sAmagrI pratyenI je ekattAbuddhi che ane svabhAva pratyenI je viraktabuddhi che teno tene baMdha che. dharmI svabhAva pratye rakta che ane rAgathI virakta che. viraktapaNuM je munine che tevuM nathI; paNa dharmI thatAM te rAgathI virakata che. AhAhA! te rAgathI chUTo paDayo che. jhINI bahu vAto mATe A takarAro UThe che ne! kAla lakhANa AvyuM che ke- samyakajJAna dIpikAmAM je kahyuM che sonagaDhavALA kahe che. samyakajJAna dIpikA to brahmacArI dharmadAsa kSullake karelI che. prabhu! tuM A zuM kare che? sonagaDhamAM digambaranA zAstro chapAya che tethI paMDitonA ane AcAryonA pustako chapAya che. temAM brahmacArI kSullakanuM paNa chApyuM che. ethI karIne e abhiprAya amAro che - ema kahe che. ane dharmadAsajIno abhiprAya paNa khoTo nathI. te eTaluM kahevA mAge che ke - jene mAthe pati hoya ane koI bhUla thaI jAya patnInI to te bahAramAM AvatuM nathI; tene duniyA dekhatI nathI. tema dharmI ! AtmAnA premamAM - rasamAM paDayo che ane kadAcit koI azubha rAgAdikano bhAva Avyo to teno dhaNI jJAna svarUpa prabhu mAthe che tethI e doSa bahAra nahIM Ave. tene loko jANI zake te rIte e doSa bahAra nahIM Ave ema kahe che. bAkI doSa to doSa ja che. e lakhANa samyakajJAna dIpikAnuM che, sonagaDhanuM nahIM. sonagaDha to digambara zAstrone prasiddha kare che temAM paMDitanuM zAstra paNa prasiddha karyuM.

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486 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 ahIMnI TIkA nAma AlocanA lakhavI hoya to bIjI karane? kahe ne ke teo puruSArtha saMjavalananA rAgathI dharma mAnatA nathI. kramabaddhane mAnavAmAM puruSArtha raheto nathI chatAM kramabaddhane mAne che. nimittane mAne chatAM nimittathI thAya ema mAnatA nathI. evuM badhuM kahe to to barobara che sAcuM che, paNa A to tana jUThuM calAve! enI dRSTimAM paNa AvuM aMdhAdhuMdha - jUThuM che. samyakajJAna dIpikAnuM lakhANa sonagaDhe chapAvyuM mATe e loko - parastrInA bhogamAM pApa mAnatA nathI. arere ! prabhu! tuM A zuM kare che !? ahIMyA to kahe che- samyagdaSTi jIva che jene sahajAnaMda svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM che. jene aMdaramAMthI AnaMdanI lahera UThe che te jIvane kahe che ke- paradravyanA kAraNe tene baMdha thAya evuM nathI. paradravyanA kAraNe baMdha thAya ema hoya koI divasa? potAnA kAraNe thAya eTale parathI baMdha thato nathI, mithyAtvathI ja baMdha che. paramAM sukha che, parathI dharma che e vAta to tane svIkAramAM che nahIM. tethI tane mithyAtva saMbaMdhI baMdha nathI. ane para sAmagrIthI baMdha thato nathI. ane mithyAtvane laIne je baMdha thAya te tane nathI mATe paradravyane bhogava! te tarapha lakSa jatuM hoya to ho...!te para sAmagrIthI nukazAna thAya che ema nathI. ahIMyA pAThamAM (muMa) kahyuM che ne! saMto bhoga bhogavavAnuM kahe ? (kadI na kahe.) digambara mahAsaMta..e to AtmAnA svasaMvedananA pracura AnaMdamAM paDayA che. bhAvaliMga dazAmAM tene atIndriya AnaMdanuM pracura vedana che, te parane bhogavavAnuM kahe? pAThamAM to Ama che! paNa teno Azaya zuM che? bhAI ! tuM samyagdaSTi cho ane tane AtmAnI zAMtinuM bhAna thayuM che. tane paramAM kyAMya zAMti dekhAtI nathI tethI paradravyane bhovavavAmAM tane pApa nathI. mithyAtva bhAvathI baMdha thAya! e mithyAtva bhAva to tane che nahIM. tane rAganI mIThAza nathI ane para dravya mArA evI dRSTi UDI gaI che. svadravya mAruM che ane AtmAmAM mIThAza che tevI dRSTi thaI che; e kAraNe paradravyanA bhogavaTAmAM tane baMdha che e vAta tane nathI. ajJAnIne paNa paradravyanI kriyAnA bhogathI baMdha che ema nathI. ajJAnIne tenA ajJAnabhAvathI baMdha che. A dehanI kriyA thAya e kAMI baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. AhAhA! viSaya bhogamAM zarIranI kriyA thAya e kAMI baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. aMdaramAM je rAga thAya che, e mane ThIka paDe che evo je mithyAtva te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. Avo mArga che. jarIye vicAre nahIM, meLave nahIM ane ekadama (utAvaLo thaI jAya !) ahIMyA pATha to A Avyo "jJAnIna muM" bhoga bhogavavAnuM muni kahe? teno artha e ke - paradravyanI sAmagrI tArI nathI ema tuM mAne che ane tenA taraphanA valaNano rAga thAya tenI tane mIThAza nathI. loko dekhe che - tyAM bhogave che, tene aDe che e apekSAe bhogave che ema kahyuM che. A to aMdaranI vAta che bhAI ! ' zabda Avyo "(2) bhoga sAmagrI, tenuM bhogavavAmAM AvavuM, tenAthI utpanna thato." aparAdha e tane nathI. "samyagdaSTi jIvane viSaya sAmagrI bhogavatAM baMdha nathI,

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kalaza-150 487 nirjarA che, kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi jIva sarvathA avazya pariNAmothI zuddha che," samyagdarzananA samyakajJAnanA svarUpAcaraNanA zuddha pariNAmathI sarvathA zuddha che. e jIva sarvathA avazya pariNAmathI zuddha che. teno artha? sarvathA zuddha che eTale tene je Asaktino bhAva thayo e paNa zuddha che- ema nathI. tene dRSTi ane samyakajJAnanA zuddha pariNAma che. tethI te zuddha che....sarvathA zuddha che. emAMthI koI ema lya ke - samyagdaSTi game tevA bhogano rAga kare ane e zuddha che ema nathI. ahIMyA to dRSTinA pariNAma ane tene AnaMdanuM vedana che te sarvathA zuddha che. samajANuM kAMI? e amApa zaktionuM paNa jeNe samyajJAnamAM mApa laI lIdhuM che....e jJAnanI paryAyanI moTapa keTalI? e anaMta anaMta...... amApa zakti che. AkAzanA amApa pradeza karatAM paNa anaMtaguNI zaktiI che. kSetra bhale nAnuM paNa tenI zaktinI saMkhyA amApa che. enuM jeNe zraddhAmAM mApa laI lIdhuM tenI pratIta thaI paNa e vastu zraddhAmAM (pariNAmamAM) na AvI ! are AvI cIja che. manuSyapaNuM maLyuM, saMpradAyamAM janamyo aMte A vastu na samaje prabhu to ke di' pAmaze !? AhAhAjeNe amApa zaktinA taLiyA joyA! zuM che e? cIjanI zaktionI saMkhyA amApa. eTalI zaktio ane guNo che ke jenA mApa amApa che. AhAhA ! kSetra bhale asaMkhya pradeza che. are! eka paramANuM lyo to paNa zuM? temAM amApa guNo che. vastunuM kSetra jovAnuM nathI tenI zaktio keTalI che te jovAnuM che. evI amApa zaktionuM jeNe zraddhAmAM mApa laI lIdhuM. anaMtanuM anaMtapaNe jJAna thaI gayuM. AvuM gaNita che... te sarvajJa vItarAga sivAya kyAMye nathI. A aMdaramAM besI jAya tevI vAta che. A karaNAnuyoga nathI. A karaNAnuyoganI vAta nathI paraMtu dravyAnuyoganI vAta che. te divase temaNe kahyuM hatuM ke - A karaNAnuyoganI vAta che. meM A saMkhyAne evuM kahyuM ne eTale kahe- A to karaNAnuyoganI vAta che. AhAhA ! bApu! zuM kahIe!! karaNAnuyogamAM karmanI vAta che. e judI vastu che. svanA jJAna vinA karmanuM yathArtha jJAna thaI zake nahIM. A to dhIrAnA kAma che! moTA moTA bhASaNa karavA ane A karavuM! emAM A vastu na AvI bApu! tIrthakara bhagavAne je AtmA joyo, paramANuM joyo, bIjAM dravyo joyAM..AhAhA ! eka kAlANa joyo. sarvajJa bhagavAna kahe che- e kAlANumAM traNakALanA paryAya karatAM eka kAlANumAM anaMtAguNa che. elA paNa....traNakALanI paryAyo karatAM eka kAlANumAM anaMtAguNAguNa? are! traNakALanI paryAya karatAM eka kAlANunI anaMtaguNanI eka samayamAM anaMtI paryAya te traNakALanA samaya karatAM anaMtaguNI che. AhAhA ! svanuM jJAna thatAM badhAne paranuM jJAna AvI jAya che evo svabhAva che. potAne potAnI zaktionuM amApapaNuM zuM che? tenA jJAnamAM mApa AvI gayuM che. e jJAnamAM je amApa che tenuM mApa thaI gayuM che. have rAga ane

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488 52thI 2sa UDI gayo che. "samyagdaSTi jIvane viSaya sAmagrI bhogavatAM baMdha nathI, nirjarA che, kA2Na ke samyagdaSTi jIva sarvathA avazya pariNAmothI zuddha che," kaI apekSAe kahyuM ? samyagdaSTi badhA pariNAmathI zuddha che ema nahIM. te dRSTi ane jJAnanI svarUpa AcaraNanI apekSAe zuddha che. tenI bhUmikA pramANe zuddha che. bAkI pariNAmathI sarvathA zuddha che - ema nathI. samyagdaSTi bhogamAM, rAgamAM, laDAImAM Ubho hoya, krodhamAM hoya toya zuddha che ema nathI.tene dRSTi ne jJAnanuM zuddha AcaraNa che te to sarvathA zuddha che. be zabdo che pAThamAM-"sarvathA ane avazya. samyagdaSTi jIva sarvathA jarUra pariNAmothI zuddha che....ema kahe che. 'avazya' ema paNa lIdhuM che. have tyAM ema lagAvI dye ke- samyagdaSTine je AsaktinA pariNAma Ave, bhoganA Ave e badhAya zuddha che - ema nathI. ',, AhAhA ! samyagdarzanamAM caitanya bhagavAna jyAM pratItamAM Avyo ane enuM jJAna thayuM e zraddhA jJAna ane enI ramaNatA te sarvathA zuddha che. temAM kiMcita melano bhAva che nahIM. AhAhA ! Avo bhagavAna AtmA teNe sAMbhaLyoya nathI. tenI cIja zuM che ? enI tene khabara nathI. ane jyAM khaba2 paDI to e zAna zuddha che, ema kahe che. pAchuM sarvathA zuddha kahyuM eTale AmAMthI ema kADhe ke- samyagdaSTine game tevA pariNAma thAya paNa tene duHkha nathI, malinatA nathI ne badhA zuddha che, - to ema nathI. ahIMyA to phakta dravyanuM bhAna thayuM ane pratIti thaI. amApanuM mApa jJAnamAM AvI gayuM evA je pariNAma te zuddha che. e pariNAma sarvathA zuddha che. are ! navarAza kyAM ? mULacIjane jovAnI phurasada kyAM ? samayasAranA kaLazamAM Ave che ke AtmAne jANavAnuM ekavAra kautuhala to ka2! "tattvautUhanI san" prabhu tArI cIjamAM ekavAra kautuhala to kara ke A zuM che ? sarvajJa jenA ATa ATalA vakhANa kare te zuM cIja che aMdara ? 52 vastu dekhIne tane vismayatA- kautUhala Ave che ne ? jarA zarI2 suMdara jue, paisA dekhe, makAna dekhe, pAMca-paccIsa lAkhanA ane temAM tha2vakharI pharnica2 hoya tyAM to Ama zuM nuM zuM thaI jAya ! tyAM tane kautUhalatA Ave che. to A aMtara vastu bhagavAna che tyAM ekavAra kautuhala karane! kautuhala zabde vismayatA to kara..... ! mahimA to kara ke A zuM cIja che! e bhASAthI nahIM, zAstrathI nahIM, tA2A bhAvathI aMdarathI A tAruM ajAyaba ghara che. benanA vacanAmRtamAM Ave che ne ! ajAyabathara che ne ! AvI vAtuM che. kalazAmRta bhAga-4 prazna:- jJAnAvaraNIyano kSayopazama na hoya to zuM karavuM ? utta2:- jJAnAvaraNIya kSayopazamanuM ahIMyA kAma nathI. ahIMyA to AtmAne jANavAnuM kAma che...basa ! eTalo to kSayopazama hoya ja te ! svane jANI zake teTalo kSayopazama to hoya ja te. saMzIne cAreya gatimAM hoya che. sAtamI narakano nArakI ho! te tetrIsa sAgaranI

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kalaza-150 488 sthitie mithyASTi thaI Upajyo. tenI eka samayanI pIDA na sahI zakAya! brahmadatta cakravartI jevA tyAM heThe paDayA che. moTA zeThiyA abajopati hoya te marIne narake paDayA che. moTA mANasa tenA moTA pANInA hoja ane emAM mAchalA mare, bilADA mare, kAgaDA mare ! moTA moTA mIla hoya che, hojamAM UnA UnA pANI bharI rAkhyA hoya che. sarpa paDe, kAgaDA paDIne mare. narakanI pIDA bApu! evI pIDAmAM paNa tene AtmAnI kautuhalatA thaI ane samyagdarzana pAme che. ahIMyA to thoDI sagavaDatA hoya, DhIkaNuM hoya, phalANuM hoya, huM kAMIka karIza, chokarAva kAMIka ThekANe paDe, dikarIyuM sAre ThekANe paraNe, ApaNA gharanA pramANamAM ghara maLe; kema ke - sAdhAraNa ghare jAya to loko ema kahe ke- AvAne kema ApI....AmAM ne AmAM rokAto bicAro aMdaramAM jatAM rahI gayo e vAta ahIMyA kahe che. sarvathA pariNAma zuddha evo ja vastuno svabhAva che. samyagdarzana, samyakajJAna ane svarUpacaraNano AnaMdano jyAM kALa Avyo e sarvathA zuddha chebhale te aMza che. have AmAMthI koI laI le ane pachI kheMce juo! samayagdaSTine bilakula duHkha ane rAga hoto nathI. AmAM kahyuM che ke -baMdha nathI, tenA pariNAma zuddha che badhAya. ahIMyA to nirjarAnI vizeSatA che ane baMdha alpa che. e alpabaMdhane gauNa karI nAkhIne; azuddhatA TaLe che tene mukhya rAkhIne nirjarA kahela che. AmAM jo eka nyAya phare to AkhI vastu pharI jAya evuM che. pariNAmonI zuddhatA hotAM," kyA prakAre? samayagdarzana, samyajJAna, svarUpa AcaraNa AnaMdanA pariNAmanI zuddhatA AgaLa "bAhya bhoga sAmagrI dvArA baMdha karAto nathI; evuM vastunuM svarUpa che." ahIM koI AzaMkA kare ke - samayagdaSTi jIva bhoga bhogave che, to bhoga bhogavatAM rAgarUpa azuddha pariNAma thatA haze" juo (daSTi apekSAe to) e rAgeya tene nathI. je pariNAmamAM azuddhatA che e pariNAma paNa ene nathI. "azuddha pariNAma thatA haze." (ema kahe che) ke - "tyAM te rAga pariNAma dvArA baMdha thato haze; paraMtu ema to nathI," kaI apekSAe? zuddhatA vadhe che ne azuddhatA gaLe che e apekSAe ene baMdha nathIazuddhatA nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. kAraNa ke vastunuM svarUpa ema che ke zuddha jJAna thatAM, bhoga sAmagrIne bhogavatAM, sAmagrI dvArA azuddharUpa karAtuM nathI." joyuM? paradravyanI sAmagrI dvArA azuddhatA thatI nathI. ane potAnI dRSTimAM to zuddhatA varte che. ahIM daSTinI apekSAe vAta lIdhI che. "bhoga sAmagrIne bhogavatAM sAmagrI dvArA azuddharUpa karAtuM nathI. keTalIye bhoga sAmagrI bhogavo tathApi zuddhajJAna potAnA svarUpe -zuddha jJAnasvarUpe rahe che, vastunuM evuM sahaja che." AhAhA ! e samyagdarzana jJAna je zuddha pragaTayA, anaMtaguNanI vyaktatAM aMze je zuddhatA pragaTI e zuddhatA to zuddhatA ja che. tenAthI tene baMdha che nahIM.

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480 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 pravacana naM. 157 tA. 23/11/'77 kaLazaTIkAno - 150 mo zloka cAle che. "vastunuM evuM sahaja che, te kahe che - jJAna vInA imajJAnaM ja bhavetabhagavAna AtmA zuddha caitanya amApa zaktino prabhu sAgara che teno aMtaramAM anubhava thayo eTale ke vastunuM jJAna thayuM ane vastunuM vedana paryAyamAM AvyuM. AvI vAta che! e rAgathI ane parathI bhinna na paDyo tethI corAsInA avatAramAM rakhaDe che. te duHkhI che. te duHkhathI mukta thavAno A upAya che. e rAgano vikalpa sUkSmamAM sUkSma ho ! tenI paNa jyAM kiMmata- mahattA vadhI jAya che tyAM caitanya camatkArIka prabhuno anubhava nathI. jyAre potAnA svarUpanI mahimA AvI ane te aMdaranA vedanamAM Avyo tyAre tene atIndriya AnaMdano AsvAda Ave che. tyAre tene dharmI -samyagdaSTi kahIe. kharekhara to cAritra dharma che tenuM kAraNa samyagdarzana che. samyagdarzana eTale? satya prabhu ! anaMta...anaMta.anaMta....anaMta zaktino - guNano sAgara bhagavAna AtmA tenI mahimA aMdara thaI to AtmA aMtara vedanamAM Avyo. te jIvane ahIMyA samyagdaSTi jJAnI ane zAMtino vedanAra kahevAmAM Ave che. e zAMti, cAritranI apekSAe kahI, anaMta sukhanI apekSAe sukhano vedanAra kahyo. cAritra eTale anaMta zAMti AtmAmAM paDI che, te zAMtinuM vedana samyagdarzanamAM aMze Ave che. tema AnaMda paDayo che...tema sukhanuM vedana, zAMtinuM vedana e vItarAgI akaSAyabhAve che. AnaMdano paryAya te AnaMdaguNano paryAya che. zAMti te cAritraguNano paryAya che. A ajaba gajaba vAta che bhAI ! aMtaranI vAtuM to evI che bhAI ! e tattva ja evuM alaukika che bhAI ! AvA caitanya tattvamAM je anaMtazaktio ane guNo bharyA paDyA che. e amApa zaktino dharanAra dravya che. evuM dravya dRSTimAM vedanamAM AvatAM AnaMdano, zAMtino svAda Ave che. anAdithI to puNya ne pA5, rAga ne dveSa te karmacetanAnuM vedana che. tene paranuM vedana nahIM, svanuM nahIM, paraMtu je puNya-pApanA, rAga-dveSanA bhAva thAya che tenuM tene vedana che. anAdithI te duHkhane vede che, e duHkhathI kaMTALyo nathI. te duHkhamAM majA mAnIne duHkhane vede che. e duHkhanorAga bhAva che tenAthI paNa aMdara bhagavAna AtmA bhinna che. (loko ) adhyAtma....adhyAtma kare che ne! e adhyAtma bahu jhINI vAtuM bhAI ! prazna:- duHkha to pulanI paryAya che ne? uttara:- koNe kahyuM pugalanI paryAya che? e to duHkha, paryAyamAMthI nIkaLI jAya che e apekSAe pugalanI kahI, paNa te jIvanI paryAya che. te cAritraguNanI AnaMdaguNanI viparIta paryAya che. je duHkhanuM vedana che te tenI aMdaranI dazA che. bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMdano

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kalaza-150 491 sAgara che. tene bhUlIne.....te puNya-pApanA jheranA pyAlA pIve che. AhAhA ! e jyAre tenAthI pRththaka mArI cIja che ema anubhave che tyAre sAdhaka thAya che. e anaMtakALathI......anaMtabhavamAM teNe anaMtavAra sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM, te digambara muni thayo....e bhavamAM paNa AtmAnA AnaMdanuM vedana na karyuM teNe. AhAhA ! jagatathI judI jhINI vAta che. kriyAkAMDanA je zubhAzubha bhAvo che te badhAya duHkharUpa che. te AtmAnI paryAyamAM thAya che. e rAgathI bhinna paDIne caitanya sarvajJa 52mezvara thayA te sarvajJa svabhAvI vastumAMthI thayA che. bhagavAna AtmA sarvajJa svabhAvI ane tenI sAthe atIndriya AnaMdano svabhAva che. tenuM jyAM aMtarmukha thaIne vedana thayuM-zAMtinuM....... AnaMdanuM......jJAnanuM. ..vIryanuM.......tene ahIMyA samyagdaSTi ne jJAnI kahIe chIe. "jJAna arthAt zuddha svabhAvarUpa pariNamyuM che Atmadravya te." jJAna kahetAM AtmA. zuddha svarUpabhAva eTale bhagavAna AtmAno pavitra zuddha svabhAva che.evI pavitratAnI paryAyapaNe pariNamyuM che. anAdithI je azubha-zubha apavitratApaNe pariNamana hatuM te saMsAranA bIjaDAM nAma duHkha hatuM. e bhagavAna AtmA ! anaMtaguNa amApa guNanI pavitratAno piMDa che tenuM tevuM pariNamana thayuM. dravya ne guNa jevA zuddha che... evuM pariNamana thayuM. svabhAvanI sanmukha thatAM zuddha svabhAvanA pariNamananI dazA thaI. AhAhA ! tenuM nAma zAnI ane tenuM nAma samyagdaSTi kahevAmAM Ave che. Avo mArga che prabhu! "zuddha svabhAvarUpa pariNamyuM che Atma dravya te, (vazvanApi) aneka prakAranI bhoga sAmagrIne bhogavatA," e sAmagrIne bhogavatAM eTale ? e nimittanI ta2phathI kathana che. paraMtu sAmagrI tarapha lakSa jAya che tethI sAmagrIne bhogave che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. "bhoga sAmagrIne bhogavatAM atIta-anAgata-vartamAna kALamAM (jJAnaM )vibhAva-azuddha rAgAdirUpa thatuM nathI." have ajJAna thatuM nathI ema siddha karavuM che. zuM kahe che ? jyAM caitanya svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM; enA bhAna pachI paNa; pUrvakarmane laIne maLelI sAmagrI upa2 ja2I lakSa jAya che, chatAM te sAmagrInuM lakSa; ajJAnarUpa karI zakyuM nathI. AvI vAtuM bahu bhAI ! A koI apUrva vAta che prabhu! A cIjanI mahimA tene AvI nathI. sarvotkRSTa mahimAvaMta cIja hoya to e prabhu pote che. AhAhA ! tenA jevI sarvotkRSTa mahimAvALI camatkArIka koI cIja jagatamAM nathI. evo bhagavAna AtmA ! caitanya ratana.....tenuM jene vedana thayuM tene have pelI bhoganI sAmagrI ke bhogavavAno bhAva te ajJAna utpanna karI zaktA nathI. sAmagrI e to nimittathI kathana karyuM........paNa e sAmagrI ta2pha lakSa jAya to te lakSa to vikalpa che. e have jJAnInA jJAnanuM ajJAna karI zake tema nathI. AhAhA! sarvotkRSTa caitanya camatkArI evo je bhagavAna AtmA......sva svarUpe birAjamAna che. tenI hayAtInuM bhAna thAya ane puNya-pApanI ahayAtI thAya eTale temAM

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492 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 tenI hayAtI nathI. e rAgathI vibhakattatA ane svabhAvanI ekattA jyAM pragaTe tyAre tene bhoganI sAmagrI upara lakSa jAya te jJAnIne jJAnamAM ajJAn karI zakatA nathI. samyagdaSTine mithyAtva upajAvI zakyuM nathI. sAmagrI ke sAmagrI taraphanuM lakSa e tene mithyAtva karI zakta nathI ema kahe che. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che......bApu ! vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvarano mArga AzcaryakArI che. jema vItarAga prabhunI dazAo AzcaryakArI che tema sarvajJa svabhAva che. e sarvajJa bhagavAne jagatanA padArthonuM varNana karIne kahyuM. jene sarvajJa svabhAvI AtmAnuM vedana AvyuM. anAdikALathI rAganuM kaSAyanuM vadana to AvyuM......e koI navIna cIja nathI. duHkhanuM vedana te AkuLatA che. e AkuLatAnA pariNAmathI paNa bhinna karI ane jeNe samyagdarzana AnaMda pragaTa karyuM...... e jIvane pUrvanI sAmagrI pUrvanA karmane laIne ho! indranA indrAsana ho ke cakravartInA pada ho! te jJAnInA jJAnane ajJAna karI zake tevI tAkAta koInAmAM nathI. cha kAyanI dayA pALavI, vrata pALavA, apavAsa karavA evI sahelI vAta hatI e to badhI rakhaDavAnI vAta hatI. bhAI ! tane tArI cIjanI khabara nathI. bhAI ! tArA mahAbhyane jagatanI koI cIja haNI zake evI tAkAta koImAM nathI. evI cIjathI bharelo bhagavAna aMdara che evA bhagavAnanuM aMdara bhAna thayuM e bhAnane jagatanI koI sAmagrI abhAna karI zake evI tAkAta koInI nathI. aneka prakAranI bhoga sAmagrIne bhogavatAM atIta-anAga-vartamAna kALamAM (ajJAna), vibhAva-azuddha-rAgAdirUpa thatuM nathI." A ajJAnanI vyAkhyA karI. ajJAna karI zake nahIM eTale zuM? jJAnInA jJAnane, bhoga sAmagrI ajJAna karI zake nahIM eTale zuM? vibhAva azuddha rAgAdirUpa pariNAma na karI zake, e azuddha pariNAma thayA; chatAM e mithyAtvane anaMtAnubaMdhInI azuddhatAne e karI zaktA nathI. bhoga sAmagrI bhogavatAM tene vibhAva karI zaktA nathI. A ajJAnanI vyAkhyA karI. "(ajJAna) vibhAva-azuddha-rAgAdirUpa," eTale tene mithyAtva saMbaMdhIno rAga ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA bhAva5 thato nathI. bhoga sAmagrIno artha e che ke- e bhoga sAmagrI to parazeya che...paraMtu tenA taraphanuM jarA lakSa jAya che to dharmIne jarA vikalpa UThe che te AtmAnA jJAnane pharIthI mithyAtvarUpa karI zake tevI tAkAta e rAgamAM nathI. kevuM che jJAna? "sattataMvata" zAzvata zuddhatvarUpa jIvadravya pariNamyuM che." bhagavAna AtmA zuddha dhruva caitanya zAzvata padArtha che. bhagavAna zAzvata zuddha caitanyamUrti je zuddharUpe pariNamyuM che-zuddharUpe thayuM che. "mAyAjALanI mAphaka kSaNa vinazvara nathI." mAyAjALanI peThe e cIja nathI. zloka 138 mAM peija naM. 128 upara "mAyAjALa' e ekavAra AvI gayuM hatuM. "kevI che mAyAjALa ?ahIMyA kahyuM "mAyAjALanI mAphaka kSaNa vinazvara nathI." A badhI

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kalaza-15O 493 mAyAjALa kSaNa vinAzIka che. gaI kAle sAMje saMdhyA joI. Ama jyAM najara karI tyAM saMdhyA khIlelI ane bIjI miniTe jyAM najara karI to kALuM dhAbuM! lAla vAdaLA thayA hatA. pelo DuMgaro... parvata che. sUryAsta thatAM tenI lAlAzanI jhAMya Ama AvI hatI. eka miniTa rahI haze ke phaDAka daIne asta thaI. A badhI cIja che te saMdhyAnA raMga jevI che. saMsAra Akho mAyAjALa che. A zarIra, vANI e badhuM kSaNa vinAzIka che. kAla to kSaNamAM zuM thayuM!! lokoe najara nahIM karI hoya ! pATa upara besatAM mArI najara gaI to bAraNAnA lAkaDA upara pILAza AvI. kIdhuM A zuM? sUrya to nathI, sUrya to asta thaI gayo. Ama joyuM tyAM khIlelI saMdhyA! evI khIlelI... ane jarI Ama joIne joyuM tyAM khalAza thaI gaI. sUraja nIce vayo gayo. bahAramAM to AvuM ja hoya ne! ahIMyA kahe che ke zAzvata zuddha dravya che tenuM vedana thayuM e koI mAyAjALa jevI vAta nathI...ke te nAzavAna thaI jAya. jJAnanI paryAyamAM jJAnanuM jJAna thayuM te zAzvata vastunuM jJAna thayuM che. bhagavAna AtmA zAzvata che. nityAnaMda prabhu anAdi anaMta nitya dhruva che. tenuM jene jJAna thayuM te mAyAjALanI peThe nAzavAna cIja nathI. Ama kahIne apratihata jJAna che ema batAve che. AhAhA! caitanya zAzvata prabhu aMdara che. jenA dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAva evI vismayakArI vastu che e. are! teNe koI divasa aMtaramAM kyAM joyuM che? AkAza.... AkAza...AkAza...AkAzano kayAMya aMta nathI. zuM che A te? A bhAvane pahoMcI vaLavuM e jhINI vAta che. evo amApa AkAza jyAM kayAMya ....aMta nahIM. e rIte kALano kayAMya mApa nahIM. tenI zarUAta kayAM? teno aMta kayAM? A to vastu sthiti ja evI che. e rIte bhAvanuM zuM mApa? eka eka vastu A badhI dekhAya che te jaDa.... jaDa..... jaDa..... jaDa... jaDa che tenuM astitva tene dekhAya che. A patharA ITa e dekhAya che tethI te jANe ke jagatamAM A ja cIja hoya !? AkhA lokamAM jeTalA paramANuMo che tenA anaMtame bhAge jIva bhagavAna birAje che. eTale anaMta AtmAo chetemAM eka eka bhagavAnamAM anaMtA bhAva birAje che. e bhAva keTalA? traNakALanA samaya karatAM ane paramANunI saMkhyA karatAM anaMtaguNA bhAva eka dravyamAM che. evI zAzvata vastu che e dhruvane dhyAnamAM laIne kadI dhyAna karyuM che? AhAhA ! Avo je bhagavAna AtmA! tene jeNe jANyo ane vedho te kahe che ke- dravya pote ja zuddharUpe pariNamyuM che. koI mAyAjALa che ne e cAlyA jAya che evI A cIja nathI. e zuM kahyuM? AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che te amApa zaktino sAgara dravya padArtha che. te pote ja zuddharUpe pariNamyo che ema kahe che. je zAzvata vastu che AtmA, je anAdi anaMta nitya prabhu

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494 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 che te pote ja zuddharUpe thayuM che. te have kayAM jAya ? te zI rIte nAza thAya ? ahIMyA to ema kahevuM che ke- game teTalI bhoganI sAmagrI 52 lakSa jAya chatAM je zAzvata pariNamyuM che temAM ajJAna kema thAya ? are ! teNe koI divasa tenA taraphanA valaNano, maMthanano vicAreya karyo nathI. bahAranI hoLI saLage che tyAM paDayo che. ahIMyA kahe che- Avo je bhagavAna ! anaMta anaMta guNano sAgara zAzvata vastu che tenA upa2 naja2 jatAM te zuddha svarUpe pariName che. je rIte che te rIte pariNamanamAM zuddhapaNe pariName che. e zuddha pariNAma mAyAjALa jevuM nAzavAna nathI-ema kahe che. AhAhA ! AvI adhyAtmanI vAta kyAM che bApu ! svadezamAM AkaruM paDe to paradezamAM A kayAM hatuM ? e to vAtuM kare che ke amerikAmAM Ama che ne ! ahIMyA kahe che ke e mAyAjALanI mAphaka kSaNa vinazvara nathI. zuM kIdhuM ? che to pariNamana paryAyanuM paNa te mAyAjALanI mAphaka kSaNavinazvara nathI. e pariNamana che nirmaLa. jema vastu zAzvata che tema tenuM pariNamana paNa emane ema kAyama cAluM ja rahe che. have AmAM yuvAna zarIra hoya, pAMca-paccIsa lAkha rUpiyA hoya to thaI rahyuM. are bApu ! tuM kyAM cho ? e yuvAnI mAyAjALanI peThe nAzavAna che. kSaNamAM ph thaI jAya che. 52ma divase eka darabAra gayA. tenI uMmara 40-42 varSanI. nAgaNIne pakaDato hato......dArU pIdhelo........ tenuM mAthuM pocuM thaI gayuM haze ! nAgaNI Ama laTakatI hatI ane bharaDo mAryo, DaMsa dIdho ane marI gayo. bApu AvA maraNa to anaMtavA2 thayA. e badhuM nAzavAna kSaNabhaMgura che. ahIM kahe che- AtmAnA zudgha dravyanuM pariNamana evuM nAzavAna nathI-ema kahe che. jJAna dhArA.......jJAnadhArA.......jJAyakamAMthI AvI e jJAnadhArAne koI ajJAna karI zake nahIM. bhoga e to bAhya sAmagrInI vAta karI......paNa tenA upara jarA lakSa jAya che te rAga che. e rAga jJAnInA jJAnane ajJAna karI zake tevI tAkAta tenAmAM nathI. bhoga sAmagrI to 52 che paNa tenA taraphanA valaNavALI je vRtti che e vRttinI tAkAta nathI. ke zudhdhatvapaNe pariNamelAne mithyAtva karI zake? "have deSTAMta dvArA vastunuM svarUpa sAdhe che-"hi yasya vazata: yu: yAkraLa svabhAva: tasya tAvaLa phava asti" kA2Na ke je koI vastuno je svabhAva, jevo svabhAva che te anAdi nidhana che." bhagavAna AtmAno je svabhAva che te anAdi nidhana che. ( vazata:) anAdi che. ( tasya ) te vastuno (tAva phva asti ) tevo ja che. anAdino jevo svabhAva che tevo ja che te svabhAva 52mANuMno paNa varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza svabhAva jevo svabhAva che tevo ja anAdino che. tema bhagavAna AtmA ! are...... eka zAka jarIka anukULa Ave tyAM to phIdA phIdA thaI jAya. kerIno 2sa sa2kho hoya ane ghInI pAyelI pUrI hoya ! pUrI ne 2sa khAya tyAre jANe zuM nuM zuM thaI gayuM ? are.... bApu ! tuM kyAM taNAya gayo ! ?

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kalaza-150 495 ahIMyA kahe che ke- jene aMdara AtmAnA vega jAgyA che, AtmAno rasa jAgyo che tene rAganA rasa chUTI gayA che. zloka 149 mAM AvyuM hatuM (svarasata:) jene rAganA rasanA prema chUTI gayA che tyAre to rAgathI viruddha zAzvata tattva bhagavAna AtmAno rasa tene jAgyo che. eno jevo svabhAva che tevo ja rahevAno che. vastu to jevI che tevI ja che paNa A to tenuM pariNamana thayuM e have evuM ne evuM rahevAnuM che. lokone khabara nathI AtmA zuM che? AtmA..........AtmA ema bhASA kahe che ne! vastu bhagavAna AtmA! aMdara anaMtajJAna, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta svacchatA, anaMta prabhutA, anaMta sarvajJatA, anaMta sarvadarzitva evI amApa.....amApa....amApa.... zaktiono to sAgara che...prabhu! enuM aMdara mApa levA jAya tyAre mApanI paryAya paNa anaMtathI anaMta tAkAtavALI thaI jAya che. eka jJAnanI paryAya amApanuM mApa levA jAya ke pratIta karavA jAya to te paryAyamAM amApapaNuM AvI jAya che. evI zuddha paryAyanuM pariNamana thayuM tene jagatanI mAyAjALa ke vikalpa ke sAmagrI e koI tene mithyAtva karAvI zakaze nahIM. ahIMyA pAThamAM (ajJAna) che temAM mULa vajana mithyAtva upara che. have deSTAMta Ape che. jevI rIte zaMkhano zveta svabhAva che, zveta pragaTa che,"zaMkha che te dhoLo che. e zveta zaMkha pragaTa che. "tevI rIte samyagdaSTino zuddha pariNAma hoto thako zuddha che." juo, ahIM pariNAmanI vAta lIdhI. jevo zaMkhano pragaTa svabhAva dhoLo che tema samyagdaSTino zuddha pariNAma hoto thako zuddha che. bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda vastunI pratIti ne jJAna karatAM e zuddha che. jema zaMkhanuM pragaTa dhoLApaNuM che tema bhagavAna AtmAnI zuddha pariNatinI te dhoLAzuM che. A dharmanI vAta che. samyagdaSTino zuddha pariNAma hoto thako," AhAhA! bhagavAna zuddha caitanyamUrti! tenA anaMtaguNo ne anaMta zaktio zuddha che. teNe aMtarmukha thaIne pariNamana karyuM je anaMta kALamAM kadI nahotuM karyuM. prabhune kadI daSTimAM lIdho na hato. prabhu eTale ahIMyA bhagavAna AtmA hoM! potAnI prabhutAnI prabhutAne paryAyamAM, pratItamAM, jJAnamAM, vedanamAM AvI e to zuddha che ema kahe che. jema zaMkha pragaTa svabhAve dhoLo che tema dharmanuM zuddha pariNamana zuddha che. ema ke e pote svabhAve zuddha trikALa che to tenuM pariNamana zuddha che. ATha ATha varSanA bALako rAjakumAra jyAre samyapha pAme che ane puruSArtha UchaLe che to mAtAnI pAse mAMgaNI kare che ke zarIranI mAtA amane rajA de! huM vanamAM ekalo mArA Atma AnaMda svarUpane sAdhavA jAuM chuM. pravacanasAra caraNAnuyogamAM 202 gAthAmAM Ave che. hIrAnA palaMga, rezamanA babbe, traNa-traNa gAdalA upara sUtelA..... e jaMgalamAM cAlyA jAya che. eka kSaNamAM palaTI khAI gayo. prazna- e badhAne haLavAM karma hatA?

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486 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 uttara- haLavAM karma eTale zuM? karmo ochA hatAM eTale haLavA karma? pote deSTi savaLI karI mATe haLavAM karma hutA-ema kahevAya. ame badhA bhAre karma karelA chIe ane teNe haLavAM karma karyA hatA ema tenuM kahevuM che. ema vAta nathI. ahIMyA karmAdinI vAta ja nathI. karma to ahIMyA che ja nahIM paraMtu azuddhatAya jyAM nathI tenI to ahIMyA vAtuM cAle che. karma to jaDamATI che. "karma bicAre kauna bhUla merI adhikAI." ahIMyA to je bhUla che-azuddhatA che te kSaNika che, nAzavAna che. jeNe avinAzI bhagavAnanA aMdara bheTA karyA. tenI zuddha pariNatine....... A kSaNika nAzavAna cIja azuddha karI de evI tAkAta jagatamAM koInI nathI. bApu ! A to vItarAga rAjAnA rAjamArga che. AhAhA! paramezvara trilokanAtha jinendradeva! jemanI anaMtI samRddhi paryAyamAM pragaTa thaI gaI che. AhA ! caitanyanI Rddhi anaMta che....te paryAyamAM pUrNa pragaTa thaI gaI che. (nATaka samayasAra) zAstramAM samakitI mATe paNa ema lIdhuM che ke "riddhi-siddhi vRddhi dise ghaTameM pragaTa sadA," AhAhA! dharmI jIvane aMdaramAM riddhi dekhAya che. A dhULanI riddhi e nahIM. zarIranI paNa nahIM, te mATI hADakAM, cAmaDA che. "riddhi siddhi vRddhi dise ghaTameM pragaTa sadA," AhAhA ! pUrNa AnaMda ne pUrNa zAMti, pUrNa svacchatA, pUrNa prabhutA evI anaMtI zaktinI vRddhi dharmIne potAnA svabhAvamAM dekhAya che.....tene siddhi thAya che. potAnA svabhAvamAM riddhi bhALe che tyAM tene samaye samaye zuddhinI vRddhi thAya che. ajJAnIne samaye samaye malinatA ane mithyAtva bhAvamAM puSTi-vRddhi thAya che. samajANuM kAMI? "gs: pare: kathana zinyasAhasa tuM na zayate" (95:) vastuno svabhAva (:) anya vastuno karyo ( va na ve) koI paNa prakAre bIjArUpa karavAne samartha nathI." "saMskRtamAM dezakALa dravyAntara" evo zabda che. deza evuM koI kSetra nathI, koI kALa nathI ane koI dravya nathI. ($thavA pi) koI paNa prakAre..... bhagavAna AtmAnA svabhAvanuM jyAM zuddha pariNamana thayuM have koI paNa kSetra hoya, narakanuM kSetra hoya, tIrthakaranuM kSetra hoya.... ke game te bAhya kSetra hoya ! madhya loka, adholoka ke urdhvalokamAM ho! koI paNa kSetranI tenA zuddhatAnA pariNAmane pheravI zake evI tAkAta nathI. koI kALa evo nathI-kema ke jyAM vastu che, zAzvata che tene koI karI zake nahIM to tenA pariNamanane koI kALa pheravI zake nahIM ema kahe che. tema "dravyAMtara" potAnA dravyathI anerA dravya, evA koI dravya nathI ke tenI zuddhatAnI azuddhatA karI nAkhe, samajANuM kAMI? prabhu! Ato bahu jhINI vAtuM che. sarvajJa trilokanAtha jinendra vItarAga paramAtmAno prarUpelo A mArga che. temaNe kahelI vAta bIje kyAMya nathI. AhAhA ! AzcaryakArI vismayakArI padArtha che bhAI ! jenI kiMmatuM na thaI zake !! AhAhA ! cakravartInA rAjya ho ke indranA indrAsana ho !! AtmAnA sukhanA pariNAma

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kalaza-150 497 pAse to koI kiMmata vinAnI tRNanI toleya nathI. evo pote bhagavAna svarUpe ja che. tenA svarUpanuM pariNamana thatAM bIjA koI dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvanI tAkAta nathI, ke te zuddhatAnI azuddhatA-mithyAtva karI zake !! mArga jhINo bhAI ! A to apUrva pUrve nahIM karelI vAto che. bAkI to anaMtavAra thothe thothAM karyA. e badhuM vyavahAre Ave che te samajavA jevuM, paramArtha vastu bahu judI. zuM kahIe? digambara saMtoe kahelI vAto koI alaukika che. e kevaLajJAnInA keDAyato hatA. kevaLa paramAtmAnA paMthe paMthe jatAM jatAM kevaLajJAna lenArA hatA. A badhI vAto kevaLajJAna pamADavA mATenI che. jyAM bhagavAna zAMtarase zAzvata che, AnaMdarase zAzvata che. tenuM aMdaramAM pariNamana thayuM AnaMda ne zAMtinA rasanuM to kahe che ke koI anyadravya teno nAza bIjArUpe karavA samartha nathI. jema zaMkha dhoLo che tene koIpaNa prakAre bIjArUpe karavA samartha nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke- svabhAvathI zveta zaMkha che, te zaMkha kALI mATI khAya che, pILI mATI khAya che, nAnA varNanI mATI khAya che;" dhoLo zaMkha che te samudramAM kALA jIvaDA hoya tene khAya, kALI mATI khAya paNa te dhoLAne kALuM karI zake evI tAkAta tenI nathI. zaMkha nathI Avato dhoLo !! te zaMkha kALI mATI khAya, pILI mATI khAya to dhoLAnuM pILuM thaI jAya ? deSTAMta juo ! e zaMkha jhINA kALA kIDA khAya paNa tenA dhoLApaNAne koI kALuM karI zake tevI tAkAta nathI ! A to paryAyanI pariNAmanI vAta che hoM!! zaMkha dhoLApaNe thayelo nAma pariNamyo che. te have kALA kIDAM, kALI mATI, pILI mATI khAya to paNa tenA dhoLApaNAne koI kALuM karI zake evI jagatamAM koInI tAkAta nathI. nAnA varNanI mATI khAya che;" mATI aneka varNanI che ema kahe che. kALI, rAtI, lIlI, pILI, lAla raMganI mATI hoya che ne!? tyAM rastAmAM eka jagyAe lIlI mATI joyelI, e lIlI mATI khAya to paNa dhoLA svabhAvane lIlo karI zake ema nathI. evI rIte "evI mATI khAto thako zaMkha te mATInA raMgano thato nathI, potAnA zretarUpe rahe che; vastunuM evuM ja sahaja che; joyuM? tyAMthI zarU karyuM hatuM. sahaja svarUpa evuM che. "tevI rIte samyagdaSTi jIva" jyAM satya dRSTi pragaTI AtmAnA zuddha caitanyaghananI zAzvataghana bhagavAna aMdara birAje che tenI aMtarasanmukha thaIne dRSTi pragaTI....eTale samyagdarzananA pariNAma thayA. "samyagdaSTi jIva svabhAvathI rAga-dveSa-moha rahita zuddha pariNAmarUpa che." ahIMyA to A levuM che. je rAga thAya che (asthiratAno) te paNa tenA svarUpamAM nathI. samyagdaSTinuM to rAga-dveSa pariNAma rahitanuM enuM pariNamana che. ahIMyA to mithyAtva rahitanI vAta karavI che. "te jIva nAnA prakAranI bhoga sAmagrI bhogave che tathApi potAnA zuddhapariNAmarUpa

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498 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 pariName che," AhAhA ! samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane zAMtinuM je pariNamana che te rIte ja te pariName che. anubhava prakAzamAM to ema kahyuM che- "tArI zuddhatA to baDI paNa tArI azuddhatAya baDI"- te mithyAtva ne azuddhatAnA pariNAme pariNamyo che. traNalokanA nAtha tIrthaMkara Ave to paNa te pharato nathI. samavasaraNamAM gayo, sAkSAt traNalokanA nAthanI vANI sAMbhaLI; sabhAmAM indro beThelA joyA, seMkaDo siMha, vAgha, kALAnAga seMkaDo bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM joyA, tyAM sAMbhaLavA beTho... chatAM mithyAtvapaNe je mAnyuM che te choDato nathI. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne paNa mithyAtva choDato nathI...........evI tArI azuddhatA baDI to zuddhanI to zuM vAta karavI !! "samyagdaSTi jIva svabhAvathI rAga-dveSa-moharahita zuddha pariNAmarUpa che." mithyAtva sahitanA rAga dveSa ane bIjA mithyAtva rahitanA rAga-dveSa samajavA. "te jIva nAnA prakAranI bhoga sAmagrI bhogave che" A vAta karIne AgaLa tarata ja kaheze, tane IcchA che bhogavavAnI ke nahIM ? ( gamavAra:) svecchAcArI cho........IcchAvAna cho to marI jaIza ! kema ke bhoga bhogavatAM baMdha nathI. ema karIne IcchAthI bhoga bhogavIza, premathI-2sathI bhogane bhogavIza ane mAnIza ke nirjarA thAya che to marI jaIza !! A zloka pachI tarata ja kaheze. (bhukSma ) bhogava, temAM bhogavavAnuM nathI kahyuM. tyAM to 52dravyathI tane nukazAna thAya evI zaMkAne TALavI che. 52dravya tane zuM nukazAna kare ? nukazAna to teM tArA bhAvathI karyuM che. nukazAna mithyAtvathI thayuM che. prabhu pavitratAnA piMDanI viparIta mAnyatA karI te to teM karI che. e mAnyatAne, bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne na choDI. agiyAra aMga bhaNyo, vAMcyA, abajo-abajo zloka kaMThastha karyA.......paNa ethI zuM thayuM ? AhAhA ! e azuddhatA choDIne zuddhatAnA pariNAma to karyA nahIM. jyAre azuddhatAne choDato nathI. AvI anukULa sAmagrI vakhate paNa dharmIne to zuddha pariNAma rahe che. caitanyamUrti bhagavAna zAzvata vastunuM pariNamana thayuM..........tene have bIjI cIja rAgAdi ke mithyAtva karI zake ? ahIMyA vadhAre vajana che. "potAnA zuddha pariNAmarUpa pariName che, sAmagrI hotAM azuddharUpa pariNamAvAto nathI;" aneka prakAranI bhoga sAmagrI bhogave che. ahIM badhe 'sAmagrI' zabda lIdho che..... kema ke tenA u52 lakSa che te eTale lIdhuM che. bAkI koI ajJAnI (paNa) 52ne bhogavI zakato nathI. paNa...... tenA taraphanuM lakSa jAya che tethI te sAmagrIne bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. bhale tenA ta2pha thoDuM lakSa jAya che paNa te rAga ve mithyAtvane karI zake ema nathI. e AsaktinA rAgano bhAva, jIvanA mithyAtva pariNAmane na karI zake. samyak pariNAmane choDAvavAnI tenI tAkAta nathI. are ! Avo kevo upadeza A! sAMbhaLavAmAM AvI hoya emAMnI ekeya vAta AmAM Ave nahIM. dayA pALavI-vrata pALavA- bhakti karavI-yAtrA

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kalaza-151 ka2vI e. 499 "sAmagrI hotA azuddharUpa pariNamAvAto nathI." evA rAgano jarA bhAva thAya chatAM te mithyAtvarUpe pariNamAvAto nathI. "sAmagrI hotAM azudvarUpa pariNamAvAto nathI; evo vastuno svabhAva che. tethI samyagdaSTine karmano baMdha nathI, nirjarA che." A apekSAe baMdha nathI hoM ! je baMdha nathI ema kahyuM te mithyAtva saMbaMdhanI apekSAe vAta che. jayasena AcArye to ema lakhyuM che ke A paMcamaguNasthAna u52nI vAta che. mukhyapaNe to chaThThAvALAnI vAta che. jo sarvathA baMdha nathI, to to dazamA guNasthAna sudhI baMdha che. paraMtu tene zeya gaNIne tene baMdha nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. che to baMdha, jo baMdha na hoya to vItarAgatA pUrNa hovI joIe jyAM anaMta AnaMda pUrNa pragaTe tyAre tyAM pUrNa dazA thaI che. tyAre tene baMdha nathI. yathAkhyAta cAritra pragaTa pahelAM baMdha che. e to Asava adhikAramAM AvI gayuM che. pUrNa yathAkhyAta svarUpanI jevI vastu che tevI prasiddhi aMda2mAM pUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI tene rAga ne dveSa hoya che.... ane teTalo tene Asava ane baMdha hoya che. eka bAju Ama ane eka bAju Ama !! ahIMyA dRSTinI apekSAe vAta che, tyAM asthiratAnI apekSAe kahyuM. thoDI asthiratA hoya to paNa tene Asrava ne baMdha che....ema siddha karavuM che. bhAI ! A to anekAnta mArga che. vItarAge je apekSAe kahyuM te apekSAe lAgU pADavuM. ahIMyA to baMdha nathI, nirjarA che ema kahyuM che. e azuddha pariNAmanI je tIvra dazA che te, svabhAvanA zuddha pariNAmanA jore e azuddhatA TaLI jAya che. TaLI jAya che eTale nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. (zArdUlavikrIDita ) jJAnin karma na jItu kartumucitaM kiJcittathApyucyate bhuMkSe hanta na jItu me yadi paraM durbhukta evAsi bhoH / bandhaH syAdupabhogato yadi na tatkiM kAmacAro'sti te jJAnaM sanvasa bandhameSyaparathA svsyaapraadhaaddhruvm||19-151|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "jJAnin nAtu rma rtum na pavita" ( jJAnina) he samyagdaSTi jIva! (khAtu) koI paNa prakAre, kayAreya (rma) jJAnAva2NAdi karmarUpa pudgalapiMDa ( rtum ) bAMdhavAne (7'vitA ) yogya nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke samyagdaSTi jIvane karmano baMdha nathI. "tathApi bigvin payyate" (tathApi) topaNa (vigvin ucyate ) kAMIka vizeSa che te kahe che-"hanta yati me paraM na khAtu muMkSe mo: vurmuttta: va asi" (hanta) AkarAM vacane kahe che : (vi) jo evuM jANIne bhogasAmagrI bhogave che ke

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5OO kalazAmRta bhAga-4 (me) mane (paraM na khAtu) karmano baMdha nathI, ema jANIne (muMkSe) paMcendriyaviSaya bhogave che to (mo.) aho jIva!(turkap: vasa) evuM jANIne bhogone bhogavavuM bhaluM nathI. kAraNa ke vastu svarUpa A pramANe che-"ya i31mota: vanyU: sthAt tata te vi6 vamavAra: sti" (yati) jo ema che ke (35moDAta:) bhogasAmagrI bhogavatAM (vandha: cA) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha nathI (tata) to (te) aho samyagdaSTi jIva!tAre (AmavAra:) svecchA-AcaraNa (viruM sti) zuM che? arthAt ema to nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke samyagdaSTi jIvane karmano baMdha nathI, kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi jIva rAgavaiSa-mothI rahita che. te ja samyagdaSTi jIva, jo samyakatva chUTe, mithyAtvarUpa pariName to, jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhane avazya kare; kema ke mithyAdeSTi thato thako rAga-dveSa-moharUpa pariName che; ema kahe che-"jJAna sana vasa" samyagdaSTi hoto thako jeTalo kALa pravarte teTalo kALa baMdha nathI; "aparathI svastha apaSTdhAta vizvama ghuvama pi" (1parathI) mithyAdeSTi thato thako (svastha para dhA) potAnA ja doSathI rAgAdi azuddharUpa pariNamanane lIdhe (vazvama dhruvana ) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhane tuM ja avazya kare che. 19-151. kaLaza naM.-151 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 158-159 tA. 24-25/11/'77 kaLazaTIkAno nirjarA adhikArano 151 naMbarano zloka che. "jJAnina nAlu varSa vartama na vita"[ jJAnina] he samyagdaSTi jIva!" jene AtmAnA AnaMdanA svabhAvano anubhava thayo te samyagdaSTi che. bhagavAna AtmA zarIra vANIthI judo, puNya pApanA vikalpathI judo paraMtu potAnA anaMta anaMta amA5 guNathI judo nahIM. evA svabhAvano tene samyagdarzana thatAM anubhava thayo. ajJAnIne evo anubhava kema nathI? anAdithI rAga ne puNya-pApanA bhAvane potAnA mAnIne te rAgane vikArane vede che tethI tene anubhava ane samyagdarzana nathI. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu aMdara che teno Adara choDI ane rAgano eka kaNane ke eka jaDa rajakaNane potAnA mAne che teNe potAnA trikALI zudhdha svabhAvano anAdara karyo che. e rAgano kaNa ane eka rajakaNa paNa paisA Adi bahAranI dhULa te bahAra rahI gaI. rAganA kaNane potAno mAne te mithyAdeSTi anaMta saMsAranA paribhramaNanA bIjane sevanAro che. jene rAgathI bhedajJAna thaI gayuM ke e huM nahIM, rAga potAnA bhAve nahIM ane eka samayanI vartamAna dazA teTaloya huM nahIM. mAruM astitva pUrNa che. mArI hayAtI amApa evA ( anaMtA) guNanA svabhAvathI bharelo dariyo chuM. evI jene aMtaramAM dRSTi ne vedana thayuM te jJAnIne ame samyagdaSTi kahIe chIe. Avo mArga che!!

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kalaza-151 501 samyagdaSTi jIva koIpaNa prakAre kayAreya jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpa pugalapiMDa (vartama) bAMdhavAne (navinaM) yogya nathI.(vartama)nI vyAkhyA karI- "bAMdhavuM. ahIMyA ema kahe che samyagdaSTi jIva kayAreya ane koIpaNa prakAre te rAganA kaNanI mIThAzane karato nathI. te rAganA premamAM paDIne te rAgane karato ja nathI. bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda svarUpa prabhu che teno jene prema lAgyo che te rAgane karato nathI. kSetre bhale zarIra pramANa che paraMtu bhAve te amApa che. zrotA-chae dravya bhAve amApa che. uttara- bIjA dravya che ke nahIM tenI tene kayAM khabara che?! tene potAnI kayAM khabara che ke- A huM chuM. aMdara je jANanAro bAdazAha che te pote che. bIjAnI hayAtI che tenI bIjA dravyone kayAM khabara che. jaDane jaDanI hayAtInI khabara che? jene AtmAnI yAtanI khabara che tene ja paranI yAtanI khabara che. je jJAna thayuM che evA dharmane e vAta nathI hotI ke - para mArA che ne huM teno chuM. ahIMyA kahe che - (vartana na ucita) ema zabda che. teno artha e karyo ke - he jJAnI ! tuM karma bAMdhavAne lAyaka nathI. jhINI vAta che bApu! dharma koI apUrva cIja che. evo je dharmI AtmA. dharmI eTale tenA anaMta svabhAvano dharanAra evo je dharmI bhagavAna AtmA te dareka dehamAM bhinna birAje che. e dharmI pote paramAtma svarUpe che. tenA anaMta jJAna, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta zAMti amApa teTalA tenA dharma che. A dharma karavo (paryAyamAM) e nahIM. AtmAmAM dharma nAmano eka svabhAva che. jyAre koI ema kahe ke - mAre dharma karavo che, to tenI vartamAna dazAmAM dharma nathI, tene dharma karavo che. tethI pahelI vAta ke - mArI dazAmAM dharma nathI. have dharma karavo che tyAre tene kayAM dRSTi karavI? tenI vastumAM je anaMta dharma paDyA che tenA upara dRSTi karatAM tene paryAyamAM dharma thAya che. rAga upara dRSTi karatAM tene paryAyamAM adharma thAya che. ahIMyA to traNa prakAra kahyAM ke - dravya-guNa ne paryAya, dravya e vastu che AtmA. temAM amApa. amApa anaMta dharma nAma svabhAva che. svabhAvavAna prabhu (AtmA) ane tenA svabhAva anaMta che. evA anaMta svabhAvanuM ekarUpa, evI je vastu tenI jene dRSTi thaI tene paryAyamAM dharma Avyo. dravya guNamAM svabhAva hato, tenI dRSTi thatAM paryAyamAM pragaTa thayo. juone A popaTabhAI ! kalAka pahelAM sUtA, UMgha AvI gaI ane kalAka pachI jAvuM che paralokamAM. e deha nAzavAna che. je kALe deha chUTaze te kALe teno niradhAra nizcaya che. tene bhale nirdhAra na hoya, paraMtu kevaLajJAnamAM cokkasa nirdhAra che ke - je samaye deha chUTavAno te chUTavAno. ahIMyA koI kalolavALAne paisA jotA haze to 25000 rUA. ApyA. sUtA, eka kalAka to UMgha AvI gaI. jAgyA to ene jAvuM che parabhavamAM. Akho saMsAra Avo che. vastu nAzavAna che tenA bharosA kayAM hatA? Agale budhavAre to ahIMyA beThA hatA. deha

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502 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 kSaNabhaMgura, dazA nAzavAna, tene te ThIka lAge tethI aMdara rAga thAya te paNa nAzavAna che. dayA-dAna-puNya-pApanA bhAva e vikArI ane nAzavAna cIja che. tenI jene prIti ne ruci che te bhale mahAvrata pALato hoya.. paNa... te che mithyASTi. mithyA nAma jUThI dRSTi. je sat svarUpa che trikALI AnaMdakaMda prabhu che tenI jene dRSTi nathI eTale ke- satya daiSTi nathI te rAganA kaNane-rajakaNane potAnA mAne te asatya ne mithyASTi che. e mithyAtva anaMta paribhramaNanuM kAraNa che. te anaMtA bhava karavAnuM bIjaDuM che. bhagavAna AtmA ! bhavanA abhAva svabhAvanuM kAraNa che. vastu che te bhavanA abhAva svabhAvanuM kAraNa che. kema ke - bhavane bhavano bhAva tenAmAM nathI. zrotA:- svabhAvamAM to nathI paraMtu paryAyamAMya nathI? uttara-paryAyamAM atyAre kayAM che? (are!) atyAre paryAyamAM rAgAdi che. svabhAvamAM bhava ane bhavanA bhAvano abhAva che. eTale ke AnaMda kaMda prabhu! saccidAnaMda prabhu AtmA! tenI jene dRSTi thaI, teNe dRSTimAM lIdho, teNe pUrNa zAyakane tenI vartamAna jJAnanI paryAyamAM zeya banAvyo tene ahIM samyagdaSTi kahe che. je teNe anaMtakALamAM eka sekanDa paNa karyuM nahotuM evA samyagdaSTi jIvane kahe che- tAre "karmarUpa pugala piMDa bAMdhavAne yogya nathI." bhASA to Ama che. teno artha ke-zubha-azubha rAgane karavA lAyaka have tuM nathI. jene bhagavAna vItarAga mUrti jina svarUpa prabhu svIkAramAM - dRSTimAM Avyo... tethI he dharmI! have vikAranA pariNAma karavAne lAyaka tuM nathI. enAthI je baMdha thAya e baMdhAvAne mATe tuM lAyaka nathI. pATha to Ama che ke- "jJAnAvaraNAdi (ATha) karmarUpa pugalapiMDa bAMdhavAne yogya nathI." teno artha e ke- have tuM rAga-dveSanA pariNAma karavAne lAyaka nathI. AvI vAtuM che! prabhu tuM to svabhAve caitanya cho. teno svIkAra karyo te baMdhAvAne yogya nathI. anAdithI puNya ne pApanA asaMkhya prakAranA je bhAva thAya teno svIkAra hato. tethI to tuM mithyA - jUThI daSTivaMta hato. paraMtu je behada svabhAva che jJAna AnaMdAdi. jenAM guNanA mApa nathI. svabhAvavAna vastu je bhagavAna! tenA guNa je che jJAna darzana AnaMda Adi e guNanI zaktinuM jene mApa nathI. evI amApa zaktio che. e amApa zaktivaMtano jeNe svIkAra karyo dRSTimAM lIdho, e dRSTi paNa mahA akSaya ne ameya thaI gaI che. e dRSTi kSaya vinAnI akSaya ane maryAdA vinAnI ameyanI pratIta thaI gaI che. AvI bahu jhINI vAto che !! zrotA- cAritrano doSa che. uttara- cAritrano doSa che paNa teno te kartA nathI. ema sidhdha karavuM che. eTale ke karmane bAMdhato nathI ema kahevuM che. ahIMyA to e kahevuM che ke mithyAtva saMbaMdhI baMdha che te jJAnIne baMdha nathI... eTaluM sidhdha karavuM che. rAga che... paNa tene kartApaNe... "A mAruM che' tema tene karato nathI tethI tene mithyAtva nathI tethI tene karmabaMdha che nahIM.

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kalaza-151 503 hamaNAM hamaNAM thoDA vakhata pahelA zeThiyA cAlyA gayA, navanItabhAI ane cAlIsa karoDavALA zAMtiprasAda cAlyA gayA. ahIMyA beThA hatA, be traNa divasa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLelA, temanI uMmara to nAnI sAITha varasanI, navanItabhAIne ahyottara ane popaTabhAIne ekotera.... hAlyA gayA. bhagavAnamAM bhava kayAM che? bhagavAna AtmA to nitya che. dehanA nAzathI kAMI tenuM nityapaNuM jatuM nathI. AtmA to kAyama rahenAro che. jene dRSTimAM rAga ane puNyanA pariNAmanuM kartApaNuM che te sadAya mithyAtvanI bhramaNAmAM rahenAro che. te paranuM to karI zakato nathI. strInuM, kuTuMbanuM, dhaMdhAnuM, zarIranuM to te karI zakato nathI. e mAne to paNa karI zakato nathI. AhAhA! phakata "huM karuM chuM evI mAnyatA kare che. A dukAnamAM thato dhaMdho tene mATe besIne barobara dhyAna rAkhe e badhuM mithyAtvanuM abhimAna che. ahIMyA to kahe che - jene rAganuM kartApaNuM chUTI gayuM che, parane to te karI zakato nathI, parano kartA to hatoya nahIM. rAganuM eTale puNya-pApanA bhAvanuM kartApaNuM hatuM e chUTI gayuM che. kema chUTI gayuM che? svarUpa jJAtA-deNA anaMta AnaMdano sAgara prabhu che. tenA svIkAramAM, tenA jJAtA deTAnA pariNamananA kartApaNAmAM tene rAganuM kartApaNuM chUTI gayuM che. tethI tene rAganA kartApaNAthI - mithyAtvathI je baMdha hato te baMdha tene nathI. vartama na vita" AhAhA ! e vikAranA pariNAmane tuM karavAnI lAyakAtavALo nathI. mithyAdeSTi vikAranA pariNAma karavAnI lAyakAtavALo che. kema ke teNe vastune joI jANI ke anubhavI nathI. te to AtmAne joyo che ne !? kahe che - caitanyamUrti bhagavAna! anaMta AnaMda, anaMtajJAna, anaMtazAMti, anaMta svacchatA, anaMta anaMta IzvaratA prabhutA evI anaMta anaMta anaMta amApa zaktiono sAgara prabhu che. e zuM che? jenI zaktinI saMkhyAnuM mApa nathI evA amApa zaktinA sAgarane jeNe anubhava karIne pratItamAM lIdho tene have rAganuM karavApaNuM rahetuM nathI. rAga Ave teno te jJAtA che. (vartama) teno artha karyo..ke rAga karavAne lAyaka nathI eTale pachI baMdhAvAne lAyake (ya) nathI. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - samyagdaSTi jIvane karmano baMdha nathI." ahIMyA mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA pariNAmano je baMdha che te tene nathI... eTalI vAta karavI che. AmAMthI koI ema ja laI lya ke tene baMdha ja nathI.... to ema nathI. e vAta zloka 152 mAM leze! 15ra zlokamAM cothA padamAM chelle "muni' zabda leze! pachI teno artha karaze "samyagdaSTi jIva" ema tyAM vajana ApavuM che ne ! AhAhA ! tArA gharamAM eTalI ghara vakharI paDI che, tArA gharamAM eTaluM pharnIcara paDayuM che... anaMtajJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta AnaMda evA anaMta anaMta amApa amApa zaktinuM pharnIcara paDayuM che. teno jene prema lAgyo tene rAganA kaNano prema chUTI jAya che. pahelA tene rAganA premamAM mithyAtva bhAvathI baMdha thato hato te have samyagdaSTine thato nathI. eTalI vAta ahIMyA levI. tene sarvathA baMdha nathI tema nathI. mithyAtva ane

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504 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 anaMta saMsAranA anaMtAnubaMdhIno je baMdha thato hato e baMdha samyagdaSTine nathI. kharo baMdha ja e, mithyAtva ja saMsAranuM kAraNa che. mithyAtva e ja saMsA2, mithyAtva eja Asrava, mithyAtva e ja baMdha che. mithyAtva ane samyagdarzana vacce vaheMcaNI zuM che e kaThaNa paDe che. bahA2mAM koI za2Na nathI. za2Na bhagavAna AtmA che tyAM aMdara jato nathI. ahIM kahe che ke- je jIva aMdaramAM gayo tene have rAgane karavAnuM rahetuM nathI... tethI tene e jAtanuM baMdhana nathI. Asakita che tenuM baMdhana che tene ahIMyA gauNa karIne, samyagdarzanamAM anaMtAnubaMdhInA abhAvanI mukhyatA karIne.. tene baMdha nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. " "tathApi vi--it savyate" to paNa kAMIka vizeSa che te kahe che- " hanta yavi me paraM na khAtu muMkSe mo: vurmuttta: va jJapti" AkarAM vacane kahe che :" are ! ame khedathI kahIe chIe. AkarAM vacana khedathI kahIe chIe. tane bhogavavAmAM, tane prema che tethI bhogave cho ane tuM kahe che ke - ame bhogavatA nathI, amane baMdhana nathI ! to ema nathI. ame samyagdaSTi chIe mATe paMcendriyanA bhogane ame bhogavIe chIe to paNa amane baMdha nathI ema tame ja kahyuM che ! bApu ! tane bhogamAM prema che ne ! bhoga bhogavavAno tane prema che to tuM mithyASTi cho. jene AtmAnA AnaMdano bhogavaTo thayo tene pa2no bilakula prema-bhogavaTo hoya zake nahIM. tene je Asakitano bhAva Ave paNa te kALo nAga jema AvI jAya tema dekhe che. viSayavAsanAnA rAgamAM duHkha lAge che. potAnI zAMti AgaLa dayA-dAnano rAga tene du:kha ane azAMti lAge che. AvI vAtuM che!! ajJAnIne rAgamAM, puNya ne pApanA bhAvamAM... majA che- ThIka che- harakha che. temAM vIryanI ullasitatAmAM te harakhAya jAya che... te mithyArdaSTi che. te anaMta saMsAranA bijaDAMne seve che... e pote kahe che. "jo evuM jANIne bhoga sAmagrI bhogave che ke mane karmano baMdha nathI ema jANIne ( bhukSa ) paMcendriya viSaya bhogave che to aho jIva !" are... AtmA ! A tuM zuM kare che? samyagdaSTi nAma dharAvI ane bhoganI sAmagrIne premathI bhogave che? zuM A tane zobhe che ? vAta jhINI che jene aMdara rAgamAM rasa che tene kahe che ke ame samyagdaSTi chIe ane ame rAganA 2sane rasathI bhogavIe chIe, to kahe che- (turbhuO:) te jherane pInAro che. tuM viSTAno khAnAra cho. ( vurmu: ) je bhogavavAne lAyaka nathI tene tuM bhogave che. are ! anaMta kALathI te che... teNe kALanI maryAdA vicArI che ke dI' ? AnI pahelAM kayAM kayAM kayAM... ema pahelA hato Ama... Ama... hato... hato... hato... hato to anaMtakALamAM kayAM hato ? Adi nathI tevA anaMtakALamAM kayAM hato ? rAgamAM ane duHkhamAM hato prabhu ! vAdirAja muni kahe che temane zarIre koDha hato, pachI puNyano yoga ane bahA2mAM e rIte thavAno kALa hato, to bhaktithI maTI gayo kahevAya ! mULa to puNyano udaya ane e

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kalaza-151 505 rIte thavAnuM hatuM. teo muni che, AnaMdanA rasiyA che. jarA vikalpa UThe che ne ! tethI ema kahe che- "huM mArA anaMtakALanA duHkhane saMbhAruM chuM to AyudhanA ghA lAge che. teno artha e che kemane je vikalpa UThe che tenuM mane duHkha lAge che. huM anaMtakALamAM kyAM rahyo? muni kahe che hoM ! jene eka bhava pachI mokSe javAnuM che. svargamAM jaI ane pachInA bhave mokSe javAnA che. bapore adhikAra cAle che temAM Avaze... (komoravapodo:) temAM leze ke- jene traNa bhavamAM mokSe ja javuM che. A bhave bhale na jAya ! saMskRtamAM TIkA che- paMcamaArAnA sAdhu chIe tethI ahIMyAthI svargamAM ane tyAMthI manuSya thaIne mokSa javAnA. ene traNa bhava hoya chatAM paNa te mokSapaMthamAM che. trIje bhave to temane saMsArano aMta AvIne kevaLajJAna leze! sAdi anaMtakALanuM kevaLajJAna pragaTa thaze. koI rAjA hoya ane mahA mithyAtvane sevato hoya, mAMsane dArU na leto hoya.... e jema chUTIne nigodamAM jAya. anaMtakALa nigodamAM rahI ane tyAMthI nIkaLI ekendrIya evI sthitimAM jAya! ahIM to AtmAno anubhavI jIva... AtmAnA anubhavamAM rahe che. bhale! thoDo rAga bAkI che... paNa tenuM temAM kartutva nathI, teno tene prema nathI. hAthamAM nAga jhAlyo hoya tene nAgano prema che? parama divase 40-42 varSanI uMmarano darabAra gujarI gayone ! te sarpane pakaDato hato, te ghaNAM nAgane pakaDIne nAkhI Avyo hato. dArU pIdhelo ane nAgaNIne moDhAM AgaLathI pakaDI, nAgaNIe bharaDo lIdho tethI moDhethI pakaDayo hato tyAM pocuM paDI gayuM. nAgaNIe DaMsa mAryo. te vAMDho hato... ekalo garIba mANasa. rAtre sUto te sUto... jhera caDI gayuM... savAre marI gayo. tema jeNe rAga mAro, puNya mArA evA mithyAtvanA jhera caDI gayA che te aMdhAre ajJAnamAM sUI gayo che. teNe AtmAnA svabhAvanI jIvatI jyotane mArI nAkhI che. mahAprabhu caitanya AnaMdano nAtha! tenAthI virudhdha rAganA premamAM paDI ane AtmAno nakAra karyo che. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha AtmA ! amApa zaktino dhaNI teno asvIkAra karyo che. jyAre samyagdaSTi jIva ! amApa zaktinA sAgaranuM jene aMtaramAM jJAna ane AnaMdanI paryAyamAM vedana AvyuM te have alpakALamAM kevaLajJAna levAnA. sAdhakane rAga che paNa have te teno kartA nathI, tethI tenuM phaLa bhava Adi te paNa tene AvatuM nathI. eka, be bhava hoya to te jJAnanuM zeya che. evA jIvane alpakALamAM kevaLajJAna thavAnuM. anaMta anaMta kALa have te AnaMdanI dazAmAM raheze. pelo anaMta anaMta kALa nigodamAMduHkhamAM e dazAe raheze. ahIMyA kahe che- he samyagdaSTi! "tuM paMcendriya viSayane bhogave che to aho jIva! evuM jANIne bhogone bhogavavuM bhaluM nathI." (kurmu:) bhogavavAne lAyaka nathI tene tuM bhogave cho? tuM mithyASTi cho ? AhAhA ! samyagdaSTinuM nAma laIne tAre viSaya bhogavavA

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506 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 che? viSaya bhogavatAM samyagdaSTine nirjarA kahI, baMdha nathI ema kahyuM ! mATe tuM tene bhogavavAnA premathI bhogave cho? (kurmup:) tuM jherane pIve che te yAda rAkhaje ! tyAM kaMI popAbAInA rAja nathI. zloka 150 mAM "(muMkya) bhogane bhogava," ema AvyuM hatuM ne! eTale ke paradravyathI tane nukazAna che te dRSTi choDI de. paradravya tane nukazAna kare? tuM tArA svabhAva bhAvathI virudhdha bhAva kare che. e tane nukazAna che, tethI tene choDI de! e vAta sidhdha karavA ema kahyuM ke"parane bhogava." eTale? para taraphanA lakSavALo rAga hoya to ho ! paraMtu tene tenA kartApaNAno bhAva nathI, bhogavavAno prema nathI mATe teno bhoktA nathI. ahIMyA kahe che - tuM samyagdaSTi nAma dharAvI, pAMca indriyanA viSaya bhogamAM premamAM phasANo... ane mAne che ke tene bhogavuM chuM to mane nirjarA thAya che to tuM (turmuttva:) cho. samyagdaSTi jene AtmAnA AnaMdanuM bhAna AvyuM che. je dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo tene samyagdarzanamAM, atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha prabhu! anaMtaguNono sAgara tevo tene dRSTimAM anubhavamAM Avyo.. samyagdaSTi eTale satyadRSTi, samyaka nAma sAcI dRSTi jevo e pUrNAnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna AnaMdano sAgara che evI anubhava paryAyamAM aparimita zradhdhA ane jJAna ane AnaMdanI dazA paNa AvI. tene ahIMyA samyagdaSTi. mokSanA mahelanI pahelI sIDhI kahevAmAM Ave che. ahIMyA ema kahyuM ke- jene AtmA zudhdha caitanya akhaMDa AnaMda che tevI pratIti thaI ane vedanamAM AvyuM, anubhavamAM AvyuM te samyagdaSTine kahyuM ke- pAMca indriyanA viSaya bhogavI tane baMdha nathI ema kahyuM hatuM. te kaI apekSAe kahyuM hatuM. e to tane Asakitano jarA rAga bhAva Ave che. tenA prema vinA tene tuM bhogava! kema ke samyagdaSTine AnaMdanA bhogavaTA sivAya tene rAganA bhogavaTAno prema nathI mATe bhogava ema kahyuM hatuM. Ama samajIne koI kahe- have ame samyagdaSTi chIe mATe game teTalA bhogane sevIe! bhoga bhogavatAM paNa mane baMdha nathI ! to marI jaIza. e puNyanA pariNAma, dayA-dAna-vratanA pariNAma, rAgane rAgano kartAne bhokatA thAya to mithyAdeSTi che. tene ThekANe ema kahe ke paMcendriyanA viSayane bhogavavAthI amane nirjarA che, baMdha nathI- to kahe che ema nathI. A ajara pyAlA che. jo ema che ke upabhoga sAmagrI bhogavatAM jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha nathI to aho samyagdaSTi jIva!tAre (AmavAra:) svecchA-AcaraNa zuM che?" bhogane bhogavavAnI tane IcchA che ane bhogave cho? A tane zuM thayuM? (@AmavAra:) bhoga bhogavavAno rAga bhAva che? puNya ne pApanA bhAvano tane bhAva che? IcchA che? IcchA che ane tuM bhogavato hoto tuM mithyASTi cho. AhAhA! dharmI jIvane to...! AtmAnA AnaMdanI mIThAza AgaLa bhoganI vAsanA to

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kalaza-151 5O7 kALA nAga jevI lAge. kALA nAgane dekhIne jema trAsa thAya, ema dharmI samyagdaSTi jIvane viSayanI vAsanAno bhAva kALA nAga jevo dekhAya che. Ane dharmI kahIe. tuM to kahe che ke ame samyagdaSTi chIe ane mane bhogavavAnI IcchA paNa che. to tuM durbhakta cho... eTale bhogavavAne lAyaka nathI, ane bhogave tethI mithyASTi cho. zreNika mahArAjA AvatI covIsImAM pahelA tIrthakara thaze. e samyagdarzana zuM cIja che? pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu... anaMta guNano sAgara AtmA! tenuM jJAnanI paryAyamAM vedana AvavuM, atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana Ave tenI pratIti tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. e samyagdaSTi..cakravartInA bhoga, bharata cakravartIne chanuM hajAra strIo hatI ane tenA bhoganI vRtti hatI te jhera jevI, kALA nAga jevI dekhAtI hatI. asthiratAne laIne rAga thato. paNa jema kALo nAga dekhIne trAsa thAya tevo trAsa thato to samyagdaSTine. jaina nAma dharAve ane rAganI mIThAza hoya, bhogano prema hoya te mithyASTi che. AvI vAtuM che! zrImajImAM Ave che ne ! anaMtakALathI AthaDayo vinA bhAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahIM guru saMtane, mUkyA nahIM abhimAna." sarvajJa jinendra paramezvare kahelo AtmA.. e zuM cIja che? te koNa che? bIjAo AtmA kahe.. paNa teNe AtmAne joyo nathI, te to kalpanAthI vAto kare che. paramezvara trilokanAtha jinendra ! teNe anaMta AtmAo joyA...! e AtmA kevo joyo? kema joyo? te vAta stutimAM Ave che. prabhu tuma jANaga rIti, sau jaga dekhatAM ho lAla, nija sattAe zudhdha saune pekhatAM ho lAla." mahAvidehamAM sImaMdhara prabhu birAje che. trilokanAtha tIrthakara jinendra bhagavAna birAje che. 500 dhanuSano uMco deha che, karoDa pUrvanuM AyuSya che. jenI sabhAmAM so indro sabhAmAM jAya che. te atyAre videhamAM birAje che. prabhu! amAro AtmA je zeya che te sattAe zudhdha AnaMdakaMda che tene tame AtmA jANo cho ane AtmA kaho cho. A zarIra mATI-dhULa-ajIva che. aMdara puNya ne pApanA bhAva thAya, dayA-dAna-vrata-pUjA-bhaktinA bhAva thAya e to rAga che. hiMsA-jUTha-corI-viSaya bhoganA bhAva thAya e to pApa rAga che. e rAga te AtmA nathI. ema bhagavAne joyuM che. nava tattvamAM je rAga che e to puNya-pApa tattvamAM jAya che. zarIra, vANI, mana, karma e ajIva tattvamAM jAya che. aMdaramAM je bhagavAna AtmA che te jJAyaka tattvamAM rahe che. e to zudhdha caitanya AnaMdakaMda che. prabhu tuma jANaga rIti, sau jaga dekhatAM... ane nija sattAe zudhdha amAro AtmA che. amAro AtmA hovApaNe zudhdha che. je pUrNAnaMda che tene Ape AtmA joyo che. tene Ape AtmA kahyo che. bhAre vAtuM are ! koI di' sAMbhaLI na hoya !! paribhramaNa karatAM-karatAM

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508 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 anaMtakALa gayo. anaMtavAra dravyaliMgI sAdhu paNa thayo. aMdara AtmA che te rAgathI bhinna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che tenuM teNe samyagdarzana.. AnaMdanuM vetana na karyuM. kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi jIva rAga-dveSa-mohathI rahita che." kyo rAga? puNya-pApanA pariNAma mArA che evo mithyAbhramano nAza thaI gayo che. anaMtAnubaMdhIno nAza thaI gayo che. para anukULa dekhIne rAga, pratikULa dekhIne dveSa evo je anaMtAnubaMdhInA rAga-dveSano nAza thaI gayo che. arere..! teNe saMsAranA harakhamAM corAsInA avatAra karyA. e avatAra teNe rAganA rasanA premamAM karyA che. paraMtu e rAgathI bhinna anaMtaguNano nAtha bhagavAna aMdara che tene koI divasa joyo nahIM, jANyo nahIM, svIkAryo nahIM. e ahIMyA kahe che- jJAnI, rAga-dveSa-moha rahita che. asthiratAnA prakAramAM je rAgano bhAva, dayA-dAnano bhAva che e rAga che. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjA- bhagavAnanuM smaraNa e badho rAga nAma vikalpa che te vRttinuM utthAna che. te vikArano jene prema nathI, ruci nathI, ruci to tene AtmAnA AnaMdanI che. tethI tene mithyAtvano rAga che nahIM. tene bhramaNA nathI ane bhramaNA saMbaMdhI je rAga-dveSa karato hato, anukULa-pratikULa mAnI ne karato hato te tene nathI. nabaLAIne laIne je rAga-dveSa thAya che tene ahIMyA gaNyA nathI. nauAkhalImAM baneluM ane tyAre gAMdhIjI gayA hatA. mAtA... janetA hoya ane tenI sAthe bhoga levAnuM koI kahe to kema? tene zuM thatuM haze? temAM tene mIThAza AvatI haze? mAtA- putrane nagna kare ane pachI bannene bhIDa. arere! mArI janetA che ! A zuM thAya che? jamIna mArga Ape to samAya jaIe. jema tene tyAM prema nathI, tema samyagdaSTi bhoganA rAgane, mAtAnI sAthe premathI bhoga kare evo mAne che. bApu! samyagdarzana zuM cIja che te koI alaukika vAta che. tenA vinA badhAya thothAM che. enA vrata-tapa-bhakti-pUjA e badhAya ekaDA vinAnA zUnya che. | trilokInAtha jinezvara vItarAga paramezvara mahAvidehamAM sAkSAt birAje che. mahAvIra bhagavAna Adi to smo sidhdhANaMmAM gayA. e to bIjA padamAM gayA. A to pahelA padamAM birAje che "namo arihaMtANam" temane cAra karma gayA che. cAra karma bAkI che. hamaNAM pelA pratApagaDhano cAMdamala Avyo hato. te tIrthaMkara thaIne Avelo!!mahArAja ! huM sAcuM kahuM chuM huM tIrthakara chuM. mane cAra karmano nAza thayo che, cAra karma bAkI che. bhagavAnane cAra karma bAkI hatA to paisA na hatA, mArI pAse paisA nathI. huM garIba chuM. paNa huM chuM kevaLI. ahIMyA mArI pAse Avyo hato pachI vyAkhyAnamAM beTho. are! bhAI tuM A zuM kare che? are! kevaLI kone kahevAya? tIrthakara kone kahevAya tenI tane khabara nathI. haju to sAdhu kone kahevAya tenI khabaruM nathI tamane !! zAMtithI kahyuM- mithyAdeSTi cho tame! bhAI tArI A dRSTi mithyA che. pAcho Ubho thaIne page lAge. are bApu! tuM A zuM kare che? evAM lAkaDA garI jAya che ne !! ahIMyA e kahe che? samyagdaSTi nAma dharAvIne tuM bhogane bhogavato hoya! bhoga

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509 kalaza-151 bhogavavAnI IcchA hoya to tuM samyagdaSTi nathI. ane jene IcchA nathI to mithyAtva saMbaMdhInA rAga-dveSa-mithyAtva che nahIM. AvI vAtuM che. e samyagdaSTi jIva! je rAga-dveSane bhoganA bhAvane jhera dekhe che. tene zubhabhAvano rAga Ave che tene e bhaThThI dekhe che. samakitI kone kahevAya bApu! tane khabara nathI. e zubhabhAva Ave che ne ! tene te kaSAyano aMza jANe che. mArI zAMtimAM e zubharAganI azAMti che ema dharmI-samyagdaSTi jANe che. tethI tene mithyAtva saMbaMdhInA rAga-dveSa nathI. te ja samyagdaSTi jIva, jo samyakatva chUTe, mithyAtvarUpa pariName," e rAganA kaNamAM jo prema ane ruci thAya to tene AnaMdanI rucino nAza thaI jAya. bhagavAna jJAtAdeSTA-AnaMdano sAgara che e to. je sarvajJa svarUpI prabhu che. sarvajJa paramAtmA arihaMta thAya che te kayAMthI thayA? sarvajJa paryAya AvI kyAMthI? kayAMya bahArathI Ave che? bApu! tane khabara nathI ! tAro svabhAva sarvajJa che. bhagavAna! tArI zakti sarvajJa che- temAMthI sarvajJa paryAya Ave che. A vakilAta judI jAtanI che. A to traNa lokano nAtha tIrthaMkara prabhu sAkSAt birAje che tenI A vANI che. saMtoe tenuM spaSTIkaraNa karyuM che. saMto ADatIyA thaIne bhagavAnano mAla Ape che. kAraNa ke mAla to tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno che. saMto ADatiyA thaIne jagatane kahe che- ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo prabhu! tArI prabhutAmAM rAga-dveSano aMza nathI... evI tArI prabhutA aMdara bharI che. tenuM jene samyagdarzana-bhAna thayuM tene rAganA kaNanI mIThAza UDI jAya che. chaDhALAmAM Ave che ke "rAga Aga dahai sadA, tAteM samAmRta saiIye." rAgano kaNa che te paNa Aga che...! are... prabhu! tane kema bese ? bhagavAna AtmA to zAMta sAgara che. emAM rAgano kaNa UThe zubhano hoM!dayA-dAna-vatano vikalpa UThe te "rAga Aga dahai sadA, tAteM samAmRta saiIye" amRtano sAgara prabhu bhagavAna! je samatAthI bharelo che tene sevIe. nATaka samayasAramAM Ave che "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina varsa, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata madirA ke pAna sau, matavAlA samujhe na." ghaTamAM aMdara prabhu jina birAje che. AtmA jina svarUpa che. e jina svarUpanuM bhAna thaIne, rAganI mIThAza toDIne, AnaMdanI mIThAza AvI che. jene tene jaina kahIe. e jaina ghaTamAM aMdaramAM vase che. kAraNa ke jainapaNuM zarIramAM nathI AvatuM. paraMtu potAnA matanA dArU pIdhelAo-matavAlAo caitanya bhagavAnane jANatA ne oLakhatA nathI. potAnA abhiprAyanA made caDI gayelAne jaina svarUpanI khabara nathI. e vAta ahIMyA kare che. jaina samyagdaSTine mithyASTipaNuM nathI. rAga-dveSapaNuM nathI.

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kalazAmRta bhAga-4 "mithyAtvarUpa pariName to", e rAganI mIThAzanA premamAM jAya to te mithyArdaSTi thaI jAya che. AhAhA ! e rAganA vyabhicAre che. vyabhicAranA premamAM paDayo tene bhagavAna AtmA brahmAnaMda brahma nAma AtmA ane te AnaMda svarUpa che evA premano tene nAza thaI jAya che. AvI vAtuM ! pelA to kahe- cha kAyanI dayA pALo, vrata karo, apavAsa karo, bhakti karo ema !! prabhu tuM sAMbhaLane ! e badhI kriyA vikalpa-rAga che. rAga vinAno bhagavAna aMdara birAje che. tenI zradhdhA ne jJAnathI tuM bhraSTa thayo to tuM mithyArdaSTi thaI gayo. bhale kriyA evI ne evI hoya ! paNa te "rAga-dveSa-moharUpe pariName che, ema kahe che- ( jJAnaM san vasa)" AtmAnA jJAna AnaMdane anubhavIne temAM rahe ne! rAganA anubhavanA bhogavaTAmAM samyakdaSTi kema jAya ! pravacana naM. 159 510 tA. 25/11/'77 151 zlokanI chellI pAMca lITI che. "kema ke mithyArdaSTi thato thako rAga-dveSamoharUpa pariName che;" zuM kahe che ? potAno je jJAnAnaMda nitya dhruva svabhAva tenI dRSTi nathI, teno Azraya nathI evo je mithyASTi jIva ! rAganA bhAvane, puNya ne pApanA bhAva teno kartA thaI ane teno 2sa bhogave che. te mithyArdaSTi che. jhINI vAta che! AtmA jJAna AnaMda svarUpI prabhu che evuM jenI dRSTimAM nathI eTale jene AtmAnA AnaMdano 2sa nathI tene rAgano rasa che. e rAganA rasavALo mithyArdaSTi rAga-dveSa-mohapaNe thAya che. pachI te bahA2thI tyAgI hoya paNa aMdaramAM caitanya jJAna -AnaMda svarUpa vastu AkhI je dhruva che....anaMtaguNano samUha evo bhagavAna AtmA tenI jene aMda2mAM ruci nathI, jenuM pariNamana AvyuM nathI, tenI zraddhA nathI eTale ke tenI nirmaLa AnaMdanI dazAnuM thavuM nathI te rAga-dveSa ne mohapaNe thAya che te karmabaMdhane kare che. AvI vAtuM che! ( jJAnaM san vasa ) eTalo zabda che. jJAnarUpe thayo thako vasa ema ! samyagdaSTi jIva- huM AtmA jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa chuM. jJAna te AtmA ane AtmA te jJAna, rAga svarUpa e huM nahIM. pachI bhale dayA-dAnanA vikalpa UThe e rAga paNa huM nahIM. huM to "jJAnaM sana vas"- jJAna svarUpI bhagavAna teno anubhava karIne temAM vasa to tane karma baMdha nathI ema kahe che. mithyAtvanI mukhyatAthI A vAta che. mithyAtva nAma mahA viparIta zraddhA jevo bIjo koI saMsAra, Asrava ne baMdha nathI. ane samyagdarzana jevo koI saMva2 ane dharma nathI. mithyAtvanA rAganI mukhyatA gaNI che. bhagavAna AtmA ! jina svarUpI vItarAga svarUpI che. tenI ruci choDI, tenuM posANa choDI, ane rAganI -AkuLatAnuM jene poSaNa che e mithyA-jUThI dRSTi che. tene paryAyamAM mithyAtvanA rAga-dveSarUpe pariNamana thAya che, tethI te karmane bAMdhe che. kaho zaratuM keTalI ?

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kalaza-151 511 "jJAna sana" samyagdaSTi hoto thako! ATalI bhASA sahelI karI nAkhI. vAta evI che ke- AtmA jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa che, tenI dRSTi karIne emAM rahyo che te samakitI che. rAgano kaNa paNa mAro che ane rAgano rasa jene che tene AtmAno rasa nathI, ane jene AtmAno rasa che tene rAgano rasa nathI. rAga ho! paNa teno rasa nathI- eTale ke ekatvabuddhi nathI. eTale ke samakitI duHkhane potAnA svabhAvanI sAthe meLavato nathI. ( jJAna sana) eTale jJAnasvarUpe thayo thako ema! huM to caitanya svarUpa jJAna AnaMda svarUpe mAruM rUpa che. huM e chuM evuM jene anubhava thaIne jJAna eTale AtmAno anubhava thaIne "A jJAnamAM te huM chuM" ema je vasyo che eTale tenI dRSTimAM AtmA vasyo che. "jeTalo kALa pravarte teTalo kALa baMdha nathI," atyAre mithyAtva saMbaMdhInI vAta levAnI che. eka bAju rAgathI mAMDIne AkhI duniyA ane rAgano rasa che tene kartApaNAnI buddhi che. teno racanAro huM chuM evI buddhimAM AkhI duniyAnA kartApaNAnI mAnyatA che. AvI vAtuM che! je rAgano kartA thAya e sArI duniyAno kartA che te bhagavAna AtmAno kartA nathI. te ahIMyA kahyuM che ne! "jJAna sana vasa" je rAgane vase paDyo eto mithyAdRSTi AkhA saMsAramAM rajhaLavAnA....evA kAraNapaNAne seve che. Ato sAdI gujarAtI bhASA che. eka bAju bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa prabhu ane eka bAju rAganA kaNathI mAMDIne rajakaNa ne jagata te be cIja che. bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa prabhunuM jene posANa nathI, anubhava-ruci nathI tene rAgano anubhava che....ane temAM tene mIThAza ne rasa che te jUThI dRSTivaMta che. mithyASTi rAgadveSa-mohapaNe pariNamIne AThe karmane bAMdhe che. paNa jJAna AnaMda svarUpa chuM ema AnaMdamAM rahIne vasa....jJAnakaMda svarUpa thaIne vasa caitanya svarUpa e anAkuLa AnaMdano rasakaMda prabhu teno anubhava karIne temAM vasa tane baMdhana nathI. tene rAganuM kartApaNuM uDI gayuM che tethI tenA phaLa tarIke baMdha ane tenA phaLa tarIke saMyoga tene nathI....ema ahIMyA siddha karavuM che. eka bAju prabhuno prema che tene rAgano prema nathI. rAgano jene prema tene bhagavAna AtmAno prema nathI. bahu phera...dharama Avo! pahelI dayA pALavI ne vrata pALavA ne saheluM hatuM lyo! emAM AvuM AkaruM kADhayuM! eka bhAI kaheto hato ke AvuM AkaruM kADhayuM che! AhAhA! "jJAna san vasa" jeTalo kALa AtmA jJAtA-daSTapaNe vase... rahe teTalo kALa tene baMdha nathI. ahIMyA baMdha nathI kahyuM te mithyAtvane anaMtAnubaMdhInI mukhyatAthI kahyuM che. thoDo baMdha che tene gauNa karI nAkhyuM che. mArA svaccha kapaSTdhAta dhruvama ja jJAna ne AnaMdanI jene dRSTi-saci nathI tene (maparA) apara nAma je rAganA rasamAM paDyo che te svarUpathI para che. AhAhA ! rAganI jene ruci che, rAga jene posAya che, rAga jene mITho lAge che....te rAgamAM rahyo che. evo (aparA) mithyAdeSTi thato thako (svastha aTRIdhAta) potAnA ja doSathI rAgAdi

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O : 512 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 azuddharUpa pariNamanane lIdhe," karmanA kAraNe nahIM paraMtu potAnA ja doSathI te AnaMda ne jJAnaprabhu tenA rasanA pyAlA choDI daIne.... jeNe rAganA rasanA pyAlA pIdhA te potAnA aparAdhathI baMdhAya che. AvI vAtuM have! samajANuM kAMI? (kaparA) samyagdaSTithI bIjo; (para) eTale bIjo. jene rAgano rasa che tene pUrNa AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna tenA pratyeno rasa nathI. evo (maparA) mithyAdeSTi jIva potAnA ja aparAdhe thayo thako..potAnA ja doSathI rAgAdi azuddharUpa pariNamanane lIdhe," e rAga mAro che ema pariNamato thako mithyASTi jIva "jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhane tuM ja avazya kare che." ahIMyA "avazya" kIdhuM. eTale nizcayathI baMdhanane pAmaze ema ! nizcayathI -jarUra-avazya e mithyAtvanA baMdhanane pAmaze. bahu TUMkuM hovA chatAM bhAva gaMbhIra che. (zArdUlavikrIDita). kartAraM svaphalena yatkila balAtkarmaiva no yojayet kurvANaH phalalipsureva hi phalaM prApnoti ytkrmnnH| jJAnaM saMstadapAstarAgaracano no badhyate karmaNA kurvANo'pi hi karma tatphalaparityAgaikazIlo muniH||20-152|| khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:-"tata muni: pharma no vadhyate" (tata) te kAraNathI (muni:) zuddhasvarUpa-anubhave birAjamAna samyagdaSTi jIva (varSa) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmathI (no vadhyate) baMdhAto nathI. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva? "di varma : pi" (di) nizcayathI (karma) karmajanita viSayasAmagrI bhogarUpa kriyAne (puna: pi) joke kare che-bhogave che topaNa "ta naparityAgauvazIna:" (tana) karmajanita sAmagrImAM Atmabuddhi jANIne raMjitapariNAmano (parityA) sarvathA prakAre svIkAra chUTI gayo che evo che (5) sukharUpa (zIna:) svabhAva jeno, evo che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-samyagdaSTi jIvane vibhAvarUpa mithyAtvapariNAma maTI gayA che, te maTavAthI anAkulatvalakSaNa atIndriya sukha anubhavagocara thayuM che. vaLI kevo che? "jJAnaM sana tapAstarI rava:" jJAnamaya hotAM dUra karyo che rAgabhAva jemAMthI, evo che. tethI karyajanita che je cAra gatinA paryAya tathA paMcendriyanA bhoga te badhA AkulatAlakSaNa duHkharUpa che-evo ja, samyagdaSTi jIva anubhava kare che; e kAraNathI jeTalo kAMI sAtAasAtArUpa karmano udaya, tenAthI je kAMI iSTa viSayarUpa athavA aniSTa viSayarUpa sAmagrI te, samyagdaSTine sarva aniSTarUpa che. tethI jema koI jIvane azubha karmanA udaye roga, zoka, dAridra Adi hoya che, tene jIva choDavAne ghaNuMya kare che, paraMtu azubha karmanA udaye

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kalaza-152 513 chUTatAM nathI, tethI bhogavavAM ja paDe; tema samyagdaSTi jIvane, pUrve ajJAna pariNAmathI bAMdhyuM che je sAtArUpa-asAtArUpa karma, tenA udaye aneka prakAranI viSayasAmagrI hoya che, tene samyagdaSTi jIva duHkharUpa anubhave che, choDavAne ghaNuMya kare che, paraMtu jyAM sudhImAM kSapakazreNI caDe tyAM sudhI chUTavuM azakaya che, tethI paravaza thayo bhogave che, hRdayamAM atyaMta virakta che, tethI ajita che. mATe bhogasAmagrI bhogavatAM karmano baMdha nathI, nirjarA che. ahIM daSTAnta kahe che-"yata vina varSa vartAraM svanena vasAta yojAye" (ta) kAraNa ke Ama che, (vina) Ama ja che, saMdeha nathI ke (varSa) rAjAnI sevA AdithI mAMDIne jeTalI karmabhUmisaMbaMdhI kriyA, (vartAra) kriyAmAM raMjita thaIne-tanmaya thaIne kare che je koI puruSa tene, (svarunena)-jema rAjAnI sevA karatAM dravyanI prApti, bhUminI prApti, jema khetI karatAM annanI prApti thAya che tema-potAnA phaLa sAthe (vanAta yona) avazya joDe che arthAt avazya kartApuruSano kriyAnA phaLa sAthe saMyoga thAya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke je kriyAne karato nathI tene kriyAnA phaLanI prApti thatI nathI. tevI rIte samyagdaSTi jIvane baMdha thato nathI, nirjarA thAya che; kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi jIva bhogasAmagrI-kriyAno kartA nathI, tethI kriyAnuM phaLa karmabaMdha, te to samyagdaSTine nathI. deSTAntathI daDha kare che-"yata : nig: nA vadi varma": prAmoti" (ya) kAraNa ke pUrvokta nAnA prakAranI kriyA (p:) karato thako (pratiSNu:) phaLanI abhilASA karIne kriyAne kare che evo (nA) koI puruSa (varmA: naM) kriyAnA phaLane (Ati) pAme che. bhAvArtha Ama che-je koI puruSa kriyA kare che, nirabhilASa thaIne kare che, tene to kriyAnuM phaLa nathI. 20-152. kaLaza naM.-15ra : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 159-160 tA. 25-27/11/77 "tata muni: varmA no vadhyate" te kAraNathI (muni:) zuddha svarUpa anubhave birAjamAna samyagdaSTi jIva." A muninI vyAkhyA karI. huM pavitra zuddha caitanya chuM ane apavitra rAgAdi e mArI cIja nathI. je pavitra svabhAvapaNe pariNamIne birAjamAna che evo je samyagdaSTi jIva; A muninI vyAkhyA karI. "zuddha svarUpa anubhave birAjamAna samyagdaSTi jIva"! AhAhA ! bhagavAna jJAna svarUpe atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara prabhu tenA vedanamAM birAjamAna che. "zuddha svarUpa anubhava" anubhava eTale? AnaMdanA anubhave birAjamAna che.....samyagdaSTi jIva. satya vastu je AnaMda ne jJAna che tenA vedanamAM e | birAjamAna che. AhAhA ! dharmI jIva! atIndriya AnaMda ne atIndriya jJAnane vede che. A jAtrAmAM tame keTalI vAra pharyA ema kahe che. bahAramAM ho...hA...! ho...hA! jANe

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514 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 dharma thaI gayo ! (zrotA:- 35 hajAra mANasa hatA.) nA; nA......! dasa-paMdara hajAranuM kahetA hatA. e badhA mAnanArAne ema ke ApaNe jANe dharma karyo che. bApu! dharmanI cIja evI nathI. jAtrA taraphano je zubharAga....e rAgano jene rasa che tene AtmAnA AnaMdano rasa nathI. AvI vAta che! te paMca mahAvratano rAga ho ! paNa e rAgano jene rasa che; tenuM kartApaNuM che te mithyASTi che. ahIM kahe che- "zuddha svarUpa anubhave birAjamAna samyagdaSTi," rAganA kartApaNAnI buddhi jene chUTI gaI che, zubharAganuM karavApaNuM paNa jenI dRSTimAMthI chUTI gayuM che. huM jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa chuM...evI jene jJAna ne AnaMdanA kAryanI racanA thaI che te mAruM kAma che. zaratuM bhAre AkarI !! "zuddha svarUpa anubhave birAjamAna samyagdaSTi jIva!jJAnAvaraNAdi karmathI baMdhAto nathI." ahIM mithyAtva saMbaMdhe mukhyapaNe vAta karI che. amRtacaMdra AcArya zlokamAM (muni:) zabda vApare che, kaLazaTIkAkAra teno artha "samyagdaSTi kare che. e adhikAra cAlyo Ave che ne ! (Asava adhikArathI cAlyo Ave che. ) "di varma : pi:" nizcayathI karmajanita viSaya sAmagrI bhogarUpa kriyAne jo kare che bhogave che," e bIjI apekSAe lIdhuM. kemake para sAmagrIne AtmA kare ne bhogave te to hoI zake nahIM. paraMtu te taraphanA valaNanA rAganI vRtti kaMIka che te paNe pariName che. tethI sAmagrIne bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. tema chatAM e pariNamanano dharmI svAmI nathI; te to jJAnAnaMda svarUpano svAmI che. mATe tene rAgano prema ane rAganuM svAmIpaNuM nathI. ane tene rAgathI AtmAnuM pRththakapaNuM varte che....mATe tene baMdhana nathI. ahIM kahyuM ke bhogarUpa kriyAne kare che. eka bAju ema kahe ke zarIranI kriyA AtmA karI zake nahIM. ahIM kahe-bhoganI kriyA kare eTale? aMdara je rAganI vRtti thAya che ane tenuM lakSa bhoganI sAmagrI para jAya che tethI bhogarUpa kriyAne kare che tema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. Avo mArga che ane te anAdithI corAsI lAkha yonimAM lUMTAI gayo che duHkhI duHkhI che. duHkhanA vedanamAM asAdhya thaI gayo che. asAdhya eTale? enuM jevuM svarUpa che tene sAdhyuM nathI. asAdhya nathI thaI jatA? khabara vinAnA asAdhya. tema ahIMyA rAganA rasavALA eTale svarUpane sAdhyA vinAnA asAdhya che. ahIM kahe che-samyagdaSTi asAdhya nathI. e bhoga-sAmagrInI kriyA tenA tarapha jarA valaNa che paraMtu temAM tene rasa nathI. temAM tene rasa, sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. bhagavAna AtmA! atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa temAM tenI sukhabuddhi thaI che. tethI bhoganI sAmagrI taraphanA valaNanA bhAvamAM sukhabuddhi nathI; tethI bhoganI kriyA kare che tema kahevAmAM Ave che. kema ke tene te bhogave che, jaDa sAmagrIne kAMI bhogavI zakto nathI. zarIra, dALa-bhAta-roTalA ke A paisA

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kalaza-152 515 makAna tene koI bhogavI zake? paraMtu tenA taraphanA valaNano jarA rAga che tethI te sAmagrIne bhogave che tema kahyuM. te rAgane vede che, jarA vedana che. samyagdaSTine paNa jeTaluM parataraphanuM valaNa jAya che teTaluM vedana che, chatAM e vedananI mIThAza nathI. AhAhA ! jeNe AnaMdano nAtha joyo jANyo, anubhavyo tevA atIndriya AnaMdakaMda AtmA pAse rAganI ane paranI badhI mIThAza UDI jAya che. ATha varSanI bAlikA hoya ane te samyakatva pAmI hoya; tene aMdarathI parano rasa UDI jAya che. jeNe atIndriya AnaMdanA nAthane joyo; trilokanAtha saccidAnaMda prabhu tene jeNe anubhavyo teno je svAmI thayo tene badho rAgano rasa UDI jAya che. tethI tene baMdha che nahIM. rAganI vRtti UThe che, eTaluM pariNamana che tethI te kartA kahevAya che. kriyA che tene kartA kahevAya ane vedana che tene bhoktA kahevAya. paraMtu sAmagrI ne te kare che ane bhogave che te to nimittathI kathana che. samyagdaSTine caitanya svarUpano jyAM Azraya che tene zubha-azubhabhAva jhera jevA lAge che. tene vedana hovA chatAM tene te vedananI mukhyatA nathI. jJAnIne AnaMdanA vedananI mukhyatA che. tethI te kriyAnA bhogane kare chatAM tene baMdhana nathI ema kahevuM che. bhAre (Akaro) mAraga bhAI ! A bahAranI dhamAdhamamAMthI A mArgamAM AvavuM.....! to paNa tanaparityArazIla:" juo ! zuM kahe che? dharmI jIva! jene AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda Avyo te (tatvane parityAgau) je rAga thAya che teno kartA nathI ane tenA phaLano tyAgI che. tenA phaLane te mAMgato nathI. kartA thato nathI eTale tenA phaLano tyAgI che. "ka"janita sAmagrImAM Atmabuddhi jANIne raMjita pariNAmano sarvathA prakAre svIkAra chUTI gayo che," sAmagrImAM Atmabuddhi jANIne, eTale? A rAga che te mAro che evI buddhi tene jANIne teno tyAgI che. rAgamAM mArApaNAnI buddhi tene che nahIM. A rAga che te mAruM svarUpa che ane e rAgamAM tene rasa che e vAta dharmIne UDI gaI che. channe hajAra strInA vRMdamAM dekhAya paNa te to aMdaramAM rAgathI bhinna varte che. "ka"janita sAmagrImAM Atmabuddhi jANIne raMjita pariNAmano (parityAga) sarvathA prakAre svIkAra chUTI gayo che." "parityAga' e zabda che ne! pari eTale sarvathA parityAga' sarvathA prakAre rAgano svIkAra chUTI gayo che. moMmAM sAkara khAtAM sAthe kAMkarI AvI jAya to temAM tene heyabuddhi che. tema AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa rAgano bhAga nAma svAda tene kAMkarInA jhera jevo lAge che, tethI tene parityAga che. pari nAma sarvathA prakAre dRSTimAM teno tyAga varte che. e rAganA premamAM tene bhagavAnano sarvathA parityAga che. jene rAganA kaNano paNa prema che teno svAmI thAya che. tene bhagavAna AtmA pratyeno dveSa che. ane jene AtmAnA AnaMdano prema che tene rAganA rasa pratyeno prema sarvathA UDI gayo che. "sarvathA prakAre svIkAra chUTI gayo che," te kaI rIte? "Atmabuddhi jANIne raMjita

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516 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 pariNAma "- rAgapaNe; jeno svIkA2 chUTI gayo che. A mArA che tevI temAM ekatvabuddhi thaIne; (mithyAtvanA ) rAgano rasa chUTI gayo che. are! AvA mArge pahoMcavA keTalI taiyArI joIe ? ! juone ! A hAlyA gayA ! "sarvathA prakAre svIkAra chUTI gayo che evo che (y) sukharUpa (zIna:) svabhAva s jeno, evo che." 'ekano' artha karyo-sukharUpa svabhAva eTale zuM? e rAgane potApaNe mAnavuM te bekalApaNuM thayuM..... tyAM ekalApaNuM rahyuM nahIM. AtmA ekalo ekarUpa che temAM tenA pratye ekano anubhava rahyo che......tethI te sukharUpa che. kahe che ne-eka De eka ane bagaDe be che. ekamAM rAgane bheLavo to bagaDe be eTale duHkha thAya ema ! AhAhA ! jene rAganA kaNamAM jarAka paNa mIThAza lAge che, svAda Ave che, temAM ThIka paDe che -te AtmAnA svabhAvano sarvathA parityAgI che. AtmabuddhithI rAganuM raMjitapaNuM eTale ke te mArA che evo jene prema UDI gayo che- tene rAgano sarvathA parityAga che. Ama vAta che. A badhA takarAruM kare che ne ! ? vyavahAra kriyA...vyavahA2 kriyA; paNa ..........vyavahAra kriyAno jene prema che te mithyArdaSTi che - ema kahe che. e vrata tapa-bhaktinA bhAvano rAga, e rAgamAM jene ekatvabuddhi che- tenAthI mane lAbha thaze tevI Atmabuddhi che te rAganA raMge caDI gayelo mithyArdaSTi che. jyAre dharmI jIva che tene rAgano raMga UDI gayo che- ema kahe che. zloka 148 mAM dRSTAMta Apyo che je kApaDane lodhara Adino raMga lAgyo nathI tevA kapaDAmAM majIThano raMga karavAmAM Ave che to paNa raMga lAgato nathI. ema jene rAgano raMga rasa nathI tene mithyAtvano raMga hoya nahIM. kAMIka karavAnuM to kaho! jAtrA kare, paisA kharce, vrata pALe, evuM to kAMIka kaho !! vrata to A che bApu ! svarUpane anubhavI ane rAgano jyAM asvIkAra che, ane pachI svarUpamAM viMTAya jAya ...pachI Thare....tenuM nAma nizcayathI vrata che. loko ema kahe che ke- sonagaDhavALAe navo dharma kADhayo. A pustakamAM konuM lakhANa che? A to pahelethI cAlyuM Ave che. e vyavahAra nAma dayA- dAna-vrata-bhaktinA tapanA pariNAma teno jene 2sa che; temAM Atmabuddhi che. ema AvyuM ne ? jJAnIne "Atmabuddhi jANIne raMjita pariNAmano parityAga che." jyAre ajJAnIne, Atmabuddhi e mArA che ema jANIne tene svabhAvano parityAga che..teno asvIkAra che. A vAta lojikathI to che ! tene aMdara Uta2vuM joIe. bhAI! jene rAgano svIkAra che, vyavahAra vratAdi pariNAmano svIkAra che.tene svabhAvano svIkAra nathI. tethI te mithyAdaeNSTi karmabaMdhane bAMdhe che. jJAnIne rAgano 2sa chUTI gayo hovA chatAM tene azubhabhAva paNa Ave !paNa tenI mIThAzano 2sa chUTI gayo che. jene jJAna svarUpI bhagavAnano svIkAra che tene azubhabhAvathI paNa baMdha nathI-ema kahe che. tene mithyAtvanuM baMdhana nathI; asthiratAnuM che tene atyAre gauNa karI nAkhyuM che. viSaya bhogamAM,

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kalaza-152 517 AbarumAM, rAgamAM je mIThAzano rasa caDI jAya che te mithyAtva bhAva che. jJAnIne azubhabhAva Ave paNa teno rasa tene have nathI. sarpane AMgaLIe pakaDayo hoya to tene jema bane ema choDavAno bhAva che ke tene pakaDI rAkhavAno bhAva che? tema dharmIne rAga Ave..paNa jema sarpane choDavA mATe che, te tenA prema ane rasa mATe nathI. darabAre nAgaNI pakaDI hatI. te sarpane pakaDato..........tenuM moDhuM jhAlIne pakaDe. emAM teNe dArU pIdhelo ane pakaDa jarA pocI thaI to...nAgaNIe bharaDo laI ane DaMsa mAyo. rAtre sUto ane kyAre marI gayo tenI kyAM khabara che! ema jene rAganI mIThAzamAM mithyAtvanA jhera vaLagyA che tene sarpa karaDayo che. tene DaMsa mAryo che ane te marI gayo che; teNe caitanyane mArI nAkhyo che. jAgatI jyota bhagavAna AtmA ! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu teno tene asvIkAra che. ane rAganA jherano tene svIkAra thayo tethI tene baMdhana thAya che. jyAre jJAnIne rAgano svIkAra nathI, tene svIkAra paramAtma svarUpano che.........mATe tene baMdhana nathI. sukharUpa svabhAva jeno, evo che." eTale zuM kahe che? samyagdaSTi to ..mAro AnaMdarUpa svabhAva che tevuM anubhave che jANe che. rAga mAro svabhAva che ane te anubhava karavA lAyaka ema te mAnato nathI. ane ajJAnIe svabhAva dekhyo nathI tethI te rAgane ja anubhave che. AvI vAto che!! bhAvArtha Ama che ke- samyagdaSTi jIvane vibhAvarUpa mithyAtva pariNAma maTI gayA che," tene paNa rAgano bhAva Ave kharo....! paraMtu te mArA che ane emAM rasa che te vAta UDI gaI che. tethI tene mithyAtvabhAva na hoya ema kahe che. "samyagdaSTi jIvane vibhAvarUpa mithyAtva pariNAma maTI gayA che, te maTavAthI anAkulatva lakSaNa atIndriya sukha anubhava gocara thayuM che." e rAgano tyAga thaI, svarUpanA AnaMdanuM grahaNa thaI te atIndriya AnaMdanA sukhane grahe che. atIndriya AnaMdanA sukhane vede che. bhagavAna AtmA rAgathI rahita che...teno jyAM svIkAra nathI tyAM AgaLa rAganI kriyAno svIkAra che...te mithyAdeSTi che. bhale pAMca lAkha karoDa kharcA hoya....paNa emAM kadAca maMda rAga karyo hoya to....( puNya che.) paraMtu pratiSThA mATe, duniyA dekhe e mATe karyo hoya to pApa che. dekhAva karavA mATe, bIjA dekhe ke meM paccIsa hajAra...pacAsa hajAra ApyA tethI huM bahAra paDIza to te pApa che. ane kadAcit rAganI maMdatA karI hoya to paNa ...teno jene rasa che ke A mane lAbhadAyaka che te mithyAtva che. AvI vAtuM che!! AhAhA! eka kora rAma ane eka kora gAma che. eka bAju AtmArAma ane bIjI bAju rAgathI mAMDIne Akho saMsAra, jene rAgano svIkAra che tene AkhA saMsArano svIkAra che. jene bhagavAnano svIkAra che tene mokSamArgano svIkAra che. pote mukta svarUpa che teno svIkAra che. samajANuM kAMI ? pelA bhaktimAM dharma TharAve che, to keTalAka vrata-tapamAM TharAve che.

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518 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 gurunI bhakti pUjA karo te sAdhana che...ane tenAthI dharma thaze. badhA eka jAtanA che. traNalokanA nAtha tIrthakara ema kahe che amArI sAmuM joIne tuM bhakti kara to tane rAga thaze ! kema ke ame paradravya chIe. "para vyAvo TurUM" bhagavAna ema kahe che- tArA hisAbe ame paradravya chIe. paradravya upara lakSa jaze to tArI durgati che. mokSapAhuDa gAthA - 16 mAM che......te vItarAga kahe che. kema ke paradravya upara lakSa rAga vinA jAya nahIM. eTale paramAtmAnI bhakti e paNa rAga che. ane rAgathI mane lAbha thaze eTale tenI Atmabuddhi rAga che e mithyASTi jIva levo. vaLI kevo che? "jJAne sana tapAstara*svanaH" jJAnamaya hotAM dUra karyo che rAgabhAva jemAMthI," zloka - 151 mAM "jJAna san" A dharmInI vAta kare che. (jJAnamaya) eTale Atmamaya zuddha caitanya vastunI dRSTi thaIne vedana thayuM e jJAnamaya thayo Atmamaya thayo. "jJAnamaya hotAM dUra karyo che rAga- bhAva jemAMthI, evo che. tethI karmabhanita che je cAragatinA paryAya cAragatimAM svarga lIdho; zeThAI lIdhI, abajopati AvyA. "paMcendriyanA bhoga te badhA AkuLatA lakSaNa duHkharUpa che- evo ja, samyagdaSTi jIva anubhava kare che." A cAragatine sAmagrI ne e badhuM duHkharUpa che. "paMcendriyanA bhoga' zIro, bhajIyA ne pataraveliyA uDAvato hoya...to kahe che e bhogano bhAva duHkha che. badhA AkuLatArUpaduHkharUpa che. "evo ja samyagdaSTi jIva anubhava kare che;" samyagdaSTi AvuM mAne che. e badhuM duHkharUpa che ema ja samyagdaSTi anubhava kare che. paMcendriyanA bhoga, cAragati e badhA AkuLatA lakSaNa che ane jJAnI tene duHkharUpa jANe che. manuSyagati maLI eTale sAruM ema nahIM. gatinI paryAya duHkharUpa che. temAM du:khano anubhava che lyo !! manuSyagatimAM kevaLajJAna thAya che ne! cAritra paNa manuSya gatimAM hoya che; bIjI gatimAM nahIM. manuSya gatimAM hoya paNa te gatine laIne hotuM nathI. gatinI paryAya to duHkharUpa che. AvI vAta che! e kAraNathI jeTalo kAMI sAtA-asAtArUpa karmano udaya" sAtAnA udayane laIne indranA indrAsano Adi sAmagrIno Dhagalo ho! asAtAnA udayane laIne sAtamI narakano saMyoga ho! paraMtu samyagdaSTi tene potAnuM mAnato nathI. "karmano udaya tenAthI, je kAMI iSTa viSayarUpa athavA aniSTa viSayarUpa sAmagrI te," iSTa viSayamAM svarganI ane aniSTa viSayarUpa sAmagrI narakanI te sarve samyagdaSTine aniSTarUpa che. svarganI ke narakanI banne sAmagrI aniSTarUpa che. ahIM abajopati hoya te aniSTarUpa che - ema kahe che. are........A kema manAya? kahyuM ne pAThamAM iSTa ne aniSTa banne sAmagrI aniSTarUpa che. dharmIne to sarva aniSTarUpa ja che. koNa? iSTa viSaya, aniSTa viSaya banne aniSTarUpa che. suMdara zarIra, suMdara sAmagrI, karoDo rUpiyA, gharavakharInA pharnIcara... te badhAM duHkhanA nimitta che - duHkhanA kAraNa

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519 kalaza-152 che. AhAhA ! bahu phera.....AmAM ! A vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM te kyAre samaje? bahAramAM dhamAdhamamAM jiMdagI pUrI thaI jAya. "tethI jema koIne azubhakarmanA udaye roga, zoka, dAridra Adi hoya che, tene jIva choDavAne ghaNuMya kare che, paraMtu azubha karmanA udaye chUTatAM nathI, tethI bhogavavA ja paDe; tema samyagdaSTi jIvane pUrve ajJAna pariNAmathI bAMdhyuM che je sAtArUpa -asAtArUpa karma," sAtA bAMdhyu hoya to anukULa sAmagrInA DhagalA maLyA ane asAtAthI na26nI pratikULatA maLI. "tenA udaye aneka prakAranI viSaya sAmagrI hoya che, tene samyagdaSTi jIva du:kharUpa anubhave che" asAtAnA udayane to duHkharUpa anubhave paraMtu sAtAnA udayane paNa duHkharUpa anubhave. bahu pheravavuM paDaze teNe !! traNa karoDa cA2 karoDanA moTA makAna hoya, maisu2mAM rAjAno mahela traNakaroDano to te divase thayelo, atyAre khAlIkhama paDayo che. sa2kA2I mANaso ...pacAsa -sAITha dekharekha rAkhe.....! e to traNa karoDanuM paNa abajanuM makAna hoya to paNa samyagdaSTi tene aniSTa tarIke mAne che. anukULa saMyogane te ThIka mAnato nathI. dRSTimAM bahu phera... ! ahIMyA to jyAM pAMca ..pacAsa lAkhanI maLI dhULa ......tyAM to AhAhA ! ApaNe sukhI chIe......IzvaranI kRpA che....tema kahe! 66 ahIMyA to kahe che "pUrve ajJAna pariNAmathI bAMdhyuM je sAtArUpa -asAtArUpa karma, tenA udaye aneka prakA2nI viSaya sAmagrI hoya che, tene samyagdaSTi jIva du:kharUpa anubhave che." AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa; dharmI jIvane iSTa sAmagrI paNa duHkharUpa lAge che. AvI mAnyatAno AMtaro lyo ! AmodavALAnuM makAna sItera lAkhanuM che. 87 mI janma jayaMtie tenA makAnamAM hatA. dariyo najIka, dariyA upa2 naja2 gaIto seMkaDo bagalA uDatA hatA...te mAchalA gotavA jatA. meM pUchyuM ke-A bagalA kyAM sudhI jatA haze ? dariyAmAM vIsa-vIsa mAIla sudhI dUra mAchalA gotavA jAya che. tyAM koI jhADa pAna nathI.....vIsa mAIlathI pAchA Ave. juo, A rAganI mIThAza.... mAchalA pakaDe ne khAya. mAchalA u52 Ave tene pakaDavA jAya to DUbakI mArIne pANImAM cAlyA jAya. mAchalA khAya ane temAM AnaMda mANe che. ema majUrI moTI vepAranI kare! vepAra mATe dUra-dUra pApa karavA jAya ane temAM majA mANe tethI saMsAra samudramAM madhadaye jAya che. ahIMyA kahe che- udaya aneka prakArano hoya che tene duHkharUpa anubhave che. "choDavAne ghaNuMya kare che," asAtAno udaya Ave ane daridrapaNuM na chUTe; tema dharmI ghaNuM choDavA mAge paNa cAritrano vItarAga bhAva thayo nathI tethI teTalo tene haju rAga bhAva che....te choDavA mAge paNa chUTato nathI. "paraMtu jyA sudhImAM kSapaka zreNI caDe tyAM sudhI chUTavuM azakya che." joyuM! munine paNa rAga Ave che. (vItarAga) dhArAe kSapaka zreNI lIdhI. pUrve bAMdhelA

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52) kalazAmRta bhAga-4 asAtAnA kAraNe garIbapaNuM Ave; e chUTatuM nathI. tema ahIM paryAyanI daridratAne kAraNe aMdara rAga Ave paNa e rAgamAM sukhabuddhi mAnato nathI. tenI zakti-dhArA aMdara cAle che.....AtmA....AtmA...... tyAre rAga chUTe che. chaThTha-sAtame rAga Ave che! rAga Ave che paNa temAM te AnaMda mAnato nathI. pramAda chUTato nathI tethI rAga che ema kahe che. kSapaka zreNI caDe tyAM sudhI chUTavuM azakya che." joyuM? chaThThA guNasthAna sudhI paNa rAga hoya che ema siddha karavuM che. jyAM sudhI svarUpamAM sthiratA na thAya tyAM sudhI tenI dhArAvAhI vItarAgapaNAnI sthiratA na thAya. asthiratA che tyAM sudhIno tene rAgano bhAva Ave che. asAtAnA udaye daridrapaNuM Ave te choDavuM na jAya tema rAga Ave che. te paNa choDayo na jAya. daSTimAMthI chUTI jAya che paNa asthiratAthI rAga chUTato nathI. dRSTi apekSAthI jotAM te teno kartAya nathI ane bhoktAya nathI. joyuM? chaThThA sAtamAmAMthI sAtamAmAM ane sAtamAmAMthI zreNi sudhI laI gayA. sAtamAmAMthI vaLI pAcho Ave chaThe tyAre rAga Ave. zlokamAM muni kahyo che ne ! ane TIkAmAM samyagdaSTi kahyo che. "ya ni karma kartAra svajona unAta yojayeta" "kSapaka zreNI caDe tyAM sudhI chUTavuM azakya che, tethI paravaza thayo bhogave che," bhogave che eTale? rAganA vize asthiratA thaI jAya che. chatAM teno svAmI thato nathI. temaja temAM sukhabuddhi che nahIM. AkaruM kAma paDe! "hRdayamAM atyaMta virakta che, tethI araMjita che." rAgano raMga have tene nathI. bhagavAna AnaMdanA raMge raMgANo tene rAganA raMga chUTI gayA che. rAgane choDavA mAge paNa haju upara gayA vinA rAga chUTI zake nahIM. zreNI caDe nahIM tyAM sudhI azakya kahyuM. (muni) teno artha karyo samyagdaSTi. ahIMyA muninI dhArA cAle che te lIdhuM che. pravacana naM. 160 tA. 27/11/'77 A nirjarA adhikAra che. je AtmA potAno jJAna ne AnaMda svabhAva tene bhUlIne koi paNa zubha azubha rAgamAM ekatvabuddhi kare te mithyAdRSTi che. tene te bAMdhelA karmanA phaLa bhogavavA paDe che. nirjarA adhikAra che ne! jarA jhINI vAta che. aMdara caitanya jayota atIndriya AnaMdano rasakaMda evo AtmAne rAganA vikalpathI bhinna paDI ane aMtara AnaMdano anubhava thayo hoya tene ahIMyA samyagdaSTi kahe che. ATalI badhI zaratuM? A to dharmanI pahelI sIDhI mokSa mahelanuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. chaDhALAmAM Ave che moTA mahelanI pahelI sIDhI te samyagdarzana che. samyagdarzana eTale? A AtmA pUrNa AnaMda ne pUrNa jJAna evI anaMta zakti guNavALuM tattva che. anaMta... anaMta... anaMta.. anaMta.. amApa guNano piMDa prabhu che. evA dravya upara dRSTi paDatAM tene AnaMdano svAda Ave che. rAgamAM dayA-dAna-vrata- bhaktino rAga ho ! paNa te

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kalaza-152 521 rAga baMdhanuM kAraNa che. e rAgathI judo paDI, tenAthI bhedajJAna karI ane je AtmA AnaMdane jJAna svarUpa che tenI jene dRSTimAM prApti thaI che tene AtmA atIndriya AnaMdamayI anAkuLa zAMta rasakaMda che. AvA AtmAnI dRSTi thatAM tene anAkuLa AnaMdano AsvAda Ave che. e vinA jeTalI kriyAkAMDa kare che dayA-vrata-bhakti-pUjA e badho AkuLatAno bhAva che -kemake te rAga che. AvI vAtuM che!! are...tene anaMtakALamAM rajhaLatAM corAsI lAkha yonimAM eka ekamAM anaMta avatAra karI; potAnA svabhAvamAM nathI evI cIjone potAnI mAnI sUkSmamAM sUkSma hoya rAgano bhAga hoya tene caitanya nirmaLAnaMda vItarAga mUrti prabhu AtmA che tenI sAthe ekatvabudhdhi kare che. te corAsI lAkha yonimAM rakhaDe che. paNa....jene e rAganA vikalpathI aMtarmukha bhagavAna AtmA je anAkuLa AnaMdano rasakaMda prabhu tenI jene anubhava dazA thaI- e zudhdha caitanyanA anubhavanI dazAmAM samyagdarzana thayuM che. teNe pUrve ajJAnabhAve bAMdhelA karmono udaya Ave che. tene je bhoga sAmagrI maLI hoya te badhuM pUrvanA puNyane laIne che. tenI Asakitane laIne temAM tenuM jarA lakSa paNa jAya che. chatAM rAgathI bhinna paDelo prabhu caitanya bhagavAna teno anubhava ne draSTi hovAthI te bhoganI sAmagrI taraphanA rAganA valaNamAM hovA chatAM tene nirjarA thaI jAya che. zaratuM ghaNI che bApA! vitarAganA mArganI prathama zarUAta thavI ja mahAdurlabha che. te have dRSTAMtathI kahe che. ya vina * vartAraM svajona vAta yonayeta" nirjarAno jhINo viSaya che. nirjarA eTale? AtmAnA zudhdha svarUpanI dRSTi thatAM tene pUrvenA karmo kharI jAya che te nirjarAno eka prakAra. have bIjo prakAra-svarUpanI dRSTinA jorathI azuddhatA TaLI jAya che - te bIjA prakAranI nirjarA che. have trIjI vAta -caitanya svarUpanI dRSTinA, anubhavanA jorathI zudhdhinI vRdhdhi thAya che te trIjA prakAranI nirjarA che. evI to tenI vAta che! pahelA to bhASA samajavI kaThaNa paDe.. tevo A mArga che. prabhuno! jyAM AtmAne dayA- dAnanA vikalpa evA rAga sAthe prema che. tenAthI mane lAbha che. e cIja mArI che. evI mAnyatA jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI te mithyASTi che. ane tene pUrva karmanA udayanI je sAmagrI Ave che tene rAgathI bhogave che tethI tenA phaLamAM tene baMdhana thaze. ahIMyA to samyagdaSTino viSaya cAle che. have dAkhalo Ape che juo !! (yata ni varma stara svarunena vanati yonata) kAraNa ke Ama che, (ni) Ama ja che, saMdeha nathI ke rAjAnI sevA AdithI mAMDIne jeTalI karmabhUmisaMbaMdhI kriyA (vartAra) kriyAmAM tanmaya raMjita thaIne kare che je koI puruSa tene," te kriyAmAM jene raMga caDI gayo che. A chokarAva pAse lAkaDAnI AMkaNI (phuTapaTI) hoya che, tene raMga caDAve che. A to badhuM nAnI umaramAM joyeluM. lAkaDAM hoya che temAM pharate raMganI borDara caDAve che. ene

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522 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 aDADe eTale lAkaDAM upara raMga caDI jAya. tema jene AtmAnA AnaMdanA svarUpanuM jene bhAna nathI tene puNya ne pApanA raMga caDI gayA che. te jeTalI paNa koI kriyA kare che -dayA-dAna bhaktinI e badhuM tene mithyAtvamAM jAya che. ane mithyAtvane laIne te badhuM baMdhanamAM jAya che. ahIMyA e kahe che. jema rAjAnI sevA karatAM dravyanI prApti, bhUminI prApti, jema khetI karatAM annanI prApti thAya che tema potAnA phaLa sAthe avazya joDe che." sevA karanAra kartAbudhdhivALo hovAthI tenA phaLane eTale ke duHkhane jarUra bhogavaze. "kartA puruSano kriyAnA phaLa sAthe saMyoga thAya che." je rAjAnI sevA kare tene bahAramAM phaLa maLe ; e phaLane bhogavaze ane duHkhI thaze. jamIna maLI eTale sukhI thaze ema nahIM. ema kahe che. para taraphanA valaNano bhAva e duHkha che. bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda svarUpa prabhu che, tenA taraphanA valaNano bhAva e samyagdarzana, jJAna ne sukharUpa che. ahIMyA kahe che - rAjAnI sevA karanArane je cIja maLe te duHkhane bhogavaze. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - je kriyAne karato nathI tene kriyAnA phaLanI prApti thatI nathI" je rAgAdinI kriyA karato ja nathI. je rAgAdinI kriyA karato ja nathI, jenI kartA buddhi ja UDI gaI che tene kriyAnA phaLanI prApti nathI. jJAtA caitanya bhagavAna jJAna svabhAvano sAgara pote UchaLe che. atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara aMdara DolAyamAna che. AhAhA ! atIndriya AnaMdathI bharapUra bharelo bhagavAna AtmA sAgara che. te kaI rAganI kriyAno kartA thAya che? huM je kAMI karuM chuM tenuM phaLa tene bhogavavuM paDaze! paraMtu jene AtmA AnaMdano nAtha pratItimAM, anubhavamAM Avyo; tene rAganI kriyA thavA chatAM te tene karato nathI. nabaLAIne laIne rAga Ave che paNa tenA kartApaNAnI tene ruci nathItethI te karato nathI, tethI tene baMdha nathI. ahIM mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInuM baMdhana levuM che. bAkI samyagdaSTine je Asaktino bhAva Ave che teTaluM baMdhana che...e vAtane ahIMyA gauNa karIne kahyuM che. teNe mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno nAza karyo che. bhagavAna AtmAnA AnaMda svarUpanI aMtaramAM anubhava ane pratIti karI che ane aMze tenuM svarUpa AcaraNa eTale ke svarUpamAM karyo che tene mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno abhAva thayo che. tethI te mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInAM pApane karato nathI. rAgAdi Ave, paNa...tene potAnA mAnIne karato nathI. tethI tene mithyAtvanuM karmabaMdhana nathI. are....AvI vAtuM che!! corAsI lAkhamAM janma, maraNa ne duHkha che, karoDapati, abajopati rAjA, zeThIyAo ane deva e bicArA duHkhI che. e badhA duHkhanA DuMgare mAthA phoDe che...ane AnaMdano sAgara AtmA tene bhUlI jAya che. bhagavAna AtmA! anAkuLa AnaMdarasano kaMda prabhu che. e jina svarUpa che. nATaka

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kalaza-152 523 samayasAramAM Ave che.......! ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina varsa, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata madirA ke pAna sau, matavAlA samujhe na." jina svarUpe bhagavAna AtmA birAjamAna che. te jina svarUpI ja che.....atyAre hoM!! "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina" arthAta jainapaNuM paNa aMtaramAM che. jeNe AtmAnA AnaMdanI pariNati pragaTa karI ane jeNe rAganI ekatA toDI che e jaina aMdaramAM hoya che. eno koI bhAga zarIramAM ke rAgamAM dekhAya evuM e nathI. AhAhA ! AvI ...vAta...che. chaDhALAmAM Ave che munivratadhAra anaMtavAra, grIvaka upajAyau, pe nija Atama jJAna vinA, sukha leza na pAyau." e vyavahAra paMcamahAvrata, pAMca samiti-traNa gupti, jAbajIva zarIranuM brahmacarya, satyavrata, kapaDAno TUkaDo na rAkhe evA paMca mahAvrata pALyA...paNa e to duHkharUpa bhAva che ema kahe che. kAraNa ke e rAga che te Asava cheduHkharUpa che. AtmajJAna vinA evI kyAM tane khabara che. "leza sukha na pAyau", teno artha ja e ke - e badhA duHkharUpa che. zubhabhAva -dayA-dAna-vratabhaktinA bhAva rAga te duHkhabhAva che. ema ke -AvuM karyA chatAM te AtamajJAna pAmyo nahIM. eTale ke AtmAnA jJAnane sukhane pAmyo nahIM. teno artha e ke - e pariNAma badhA duHkharUpa che. have je pariNAma duHkharUpa che tenAthI mAruM kalyANa thAya? mahAvrata pALatAM kalyANa thAya? bhakti karatAM mAruM kalyANa thaze e mithyAtvabhAva che. evA mithyArdaSTine rAganuM kartApaNuM hovAthI tene mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno baMdha thatA anaMta saMsAranI vRddhi thAya che. to samyagdaSTine zuM che !te kahe che juo! tevI rIte samyagdaSTi jIvane baMdha thato nathI." mAro AtmA AnaMdano kaMda prabhu! AnaMdanI mUrti che. atIndriya AnaMdanI mUrti jina svarUpI prabhu AtmA che.evA jIvanI aMtaramAM dRSTi samyaka thaI che. eTale ke pUrNa Atma svabhAvano jenI dRSTimAM svIkAra thayo che ane rAgAdino svIkAra chUTI gayo che. Avo mArga tene samyagdaSTi kahIe. evA samyagdaSTi jIvane baMdha thato nathI. tene koI pUrvanA ajJAnane kAraNe pelA karma baMdhAyelA hatA tene laIne bhoga sAmagrI rAjya Adi maLe....! to paNa temAM tene rasa nathI. tenA taraphanA jhukAvanA bhAvane te duHkha mAne che. jyAre ajJAnIne (puNya) baMdhane laIne karoDo, abajonI sAmagrI maLatAM te temAM saMtoSAya jAya che. harakhAI jAya che te duHkhane vede che, duHkhane bhogave che. Avo mArga che. temAM atyAre bahu pheraphAra thaI gayo che. AcArya, saMtoe to bahu pokAra karI karIne kahyuM che. ahIM kahe che samyagdaSTi jIvane pUrvanA karmanA kAraNe sAmagrI maLI hoya ane tene bhogave che. 151 zlokamAM kahyuM ke -"bhogava'! pATha to evo che ke bhogava! te sAmagrIne

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524 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 bhogavI zakto nathI. para sAmagrI -strInuM zarIra, paiso, lakSmI, Abaru, makAna, dALa-bhAta, mosaMbI eto jaDa para padArtha che. tene AtmA kevI rIte bhogave? pATha evo lIdho che ke bhogave', teno artha e ke tenA tarapha jarI Asaktino rAga thAya tene e bhogave che. chatAM tene mArApaNe bhogavato nathI. tethI tene "karmanI nirjarA thAya che Are! AvI vAto have !! kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi jIva bhoga sAmagrI-kriyAno kartA nathI." cha khaMDanuM rAjya ho ! paNa te mArI kriyA nathI. tenA tarapha jato jarI rAga e paNa mArI kriyA nathI. e to svarUpathI bhinna che. dharmI haju zrAvakane muni thavA pahelA mArI kriyA to jJAna ne AnaMdanuM pariNamana che, e mArI kriyA che tema mAne che. arere! corAsInA avatAramAM eka -eka yonimAM anaMta anaMta avatAra karyA. teNe duHkhanA vedana eTalA karyA ke tenA jonArane AMkhamAMthI AsuMnI dhArA vahI. bApu! tuM evA duHkhamAM rahyo che, e mithyAtvane laIne rahyo che. mithyAtva te ja saMsAra, mithyAtva e ja Asava, mithyAtva e baMdha. mithyAtva eTale ke dayA-dAna-vratano vikalpa mAro che evo bhAva tene mithyAtva kahe che. anaMta AnaMdano -jJAnano sAgara te mAro e bhUlI jAya che. eTale ke sva che tene bhUle che ane para che tene potAnuM mAne che. strI, putra, makAna, paiso e to paravastu che. e kyAM tArI hatI ane tArAmAM hatI ! tyAM te vaLagyo ke A mArA che. chokaro mAro che, te karmI jAgyo che! koI chokaro be-pAMca lAkhanI pedAza karato hoya to to mALe ... mArI nAkhyA...ohoho ! je cIja tArAmAM nathI tevI cIjane mArI mAnI; e mithyAtva jevo moTo saMsAra ke pApa bIjo nathI. jyAre jJAnI ! je cIja potAmAM che, ane rAgAdi-paraAdi potAmAM nathI. je potAmAM nathI tene potAnA nathI tema mAnI ane je potAmAM che anaMtajJAna Adi tene potAnA mAnyA tene ahIMyA dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo samyagdaSTi kahIe chIe; tene nirjarA che. tethI kriyAnuM phaLa karmabaMdha, te to samyagdaSTine nathI." sAmagrIno saMyoga hoya, tenA tarapha jarI lakSapaNa jAya; paNa ene mithyAtvabhAva nathI. bhoga upara lakSa jAya che te mArI cIja nathI. mArI cIja to aMdara AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpathI birAjamAna prabhu che. jeno dravya svabhAva, padArtha svabhAva pUrNaAnaMda che te mArI cIja che. evI dRSTinA jorane laIne kriyAnuM phaLa karmabaMdha te samyagdaSTine nathI. AkarI vAta che bhAI ! nirjarA adhikAra che ne! deSTAMtathI draDha kare che- "yata 57: pratiSNunA vadi varmA: naM prANoti kAraNa ke pUrvokta nAnA prakAranI kriyA karato thako phaLanI abhilASA karIne kriyAne kare che evo koI puruSa kriyAnA phaLane pAme che." e rAga karatAM je rAganuM phaLa mIThAza tene e vede che. ane tenuM phaLa mane e sAruM Avaze ema mAne che. e mithyAdeSTi jIvane phaLa tarIke sAmagrI maLaze ane tene bhogavavAmAM joDAya jaze. bahu jhINI vAto.

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525 ekalo prabhu AtmA zuddha caitanyamAM, rAgano, dayAdAnano, vikalpano paNa saMyoga nathI. kema ke e saMyogI bhAva che, e saMyogI bhAva svabhAvamAM nathI. dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti e to puNya tattva che. A vepAra Adi dhaMdhAnA, patnI-bALakone sAcavavAnA.....tenuM dhyAna rAkhavAno je bhAva che te pApatattva che. nava tattvamAM e puNya ne pApa tattvathI zAyaka-jIva tattva to bhinna che. navatattva che ne ? kalaza-152 ( 1 ) zarIrAdi ajIva tattva. ( 2 ) hiMsA-jUTha viSaya-bhoga-vAsanA te pApa tattva. (3) dayA-dAna-vrata-bhakti-pUjAnA bhAva te puNyatattva. (4) e ajIva ane puNya -pApathI bhinna tattva te jJAyaka tattva. evA tattvane anubhavato samyagdaSTi rAganI kriyAne karato nathI. rAga thAya che, paNa ....tenI kartAbudghi uDI gaI che. koI paNa prakAranA puNya-pApanA pariNAmamAM sukhabuddhi uDI gaI che. keTalo phe2phA2 ka2vo paDaze !? jyAre mithyArdaSTinI buddhi puNya ne pApanA pariNAmamAM sukhabuddhi mAnIne tyAM coTI che. evI dRSTine laIne tene evI sRSTi utpanna thAya che. eTale ke paryAyamAM mithyAtvabhAva che, e....puNya-pApanA bhAvamAM sukhabuddhi che tethI mithyAtvanI utpatti thaIne mithyAtvanA phaLa bhogavaze. dharmIne puNya-pApanA bhAvamAM kartAbuddhi ane mIThAzabuddhi uDI gaI che. nauAkhalInI vAta karI hatI ne musalamAna ane hindu vacce tophAna phATI nIkaLyuM hatuM tyAre gAMdhIjI tyAM gayelA. musalamAno hinduone tenA bahena bhAIne, mAtA putrane nagna karI ane bhegAM kare. cAlIsa varSanI mAtA hoya, vIsa varSano dIkaro hoya tene viSaya levA bhegA kare. tyAre tene aMdaramAM ema thAya ke arere ! jamIna mArga Ape to aMdaramAM samAI jaIe. mArI mAtA sAmuM jovAya nahIM ane A zuM kare che? tema samyagdaSTine rAgane saMyoganA phaLamAM.......bhoga levo te mAtA sAthe bhoga levA jevo tene lAge che. AkarI vAta che bhAI vItarAga sarvajJa 52mezvaranA mArgano teNe koI divasa eka sekanDa paNa svIkAra karyo nathI. ema ne ema baphamamAM ne bamamAM jiMdagIyuM gALe che. Ama ne Ama avatAra cAlyA jAya che. gayA budhavAre popaTabhAI ahIMyA beThA hatA. temanI pAse be karoDa rUpiyA ke ethI vadhAre. chokarA cha ane pedAza bahu moTI. zanivA2nI rAtre agiyAra vAge sUtA hatA. tyAM to kalolanA mANaso phALo levA AvyA. paisAvALAne tyAM Ave ne !! hospITala mATe temaNe paccIsa hajAra ApyA ..ane sUI gayA. eka kalAka pachI bAra vAgye..be miniTa pachI 52bhavamAM javAnuM hatuM ! tene che khabaruM ? temanA gherethI aMbAbena sUtA hatA temane jagADayA. mane jarA du:khe che, pachI kahe ke- mane gabharAmaNa thAya che. temanI patnI e bela vagADI chokarAM u52 sUtA hoya ne!? e Ave tyAM to asAdhya thaI gayA. chokarAnI sAthe vAta ka2vAno

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526 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 vakhata samaya paNa na rahyo!! cIja nAzavAna, dazA nAzavAna, tene koNa rAkhe koNa choDe!? e paracIja, nAzavAna cIjanA tane zenA prema lAgyA che? e to ThIka; paNa aMdara je puNya ne pApanA vikArI bhAva je duHkharUpa, nAzavAna tenA tane prema zenA lAgyA che! tuM kyAM vyabhicAramAM caDI gayo. AhAhA ! tAro AnaMdano nAtha aMdara birAje che tenI sanmukhamAM, tenI aMdaramAM jA ne ! tane AnaMda Avaze. je samyagdarzana thatAM AnaMda Avyo e kahe che- dharmI karmanI kriyAmAM joDAto nathI, rAgano kartA thato nathI tene badhuM karma kharI jAya che. ane paMcamahAvratane pALato sAdhu! e rAga mAro che ane mane lAbha thaze te mahA mithyAtvanA karmane bAMdhI anaMta saMsArane vadhAre che. vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvarano mArga koI alaukika che. jene pAmavA mATe anaMta puruSArtha joIe. e sAdhAraNa rIte maLI jAya tevI cIja nathI. ahIMyA kahe che- "je koI puruSa kriyA kare che, nirabhilASa thaIne kare che, tene to kriyAnuM phaLa nathI." nirabhilASI eTale samakitI. rAgane premathI, abhilASAthI kare che tene to saMsAranuM phaLa maLe che. paNa.....nirabhilASIne rAga Ave che; abhilASA vinA, nabaLAIne laIne rAga thaI jAya che; e to nirabhilASI thaIne kare che...tethI tene te kriyAnuM phaLa nathI. tene baMdhana ja nathI. ahIMyA to mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA sivAyano jeTalo rAga che teTaluM tene baMdhana che. samakitIne paNa jeTaluM saMyoganI sAmagrI tarapha lakSa jAya che eTalo rAga che, teTalo baMdha paNa che. paNa tene ahIM gauNa karI nAkhyuM che. ahIMyA to mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI je anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa tene baMdhana tarIke gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. AsaktinuM je baMdhana che tene gauNa karIne tene baMdhana nathI ema kahyuM che. tethI koI ema ja mAnI le ke- samyagdaSTine have jarI paNa baMdhana nathI to te ekAnta che. bhale tene rAganI kartA buddhi nathI, sukhabuddhi nathI.....paNa jeTalo rAga Ave teTalo Asava ne teTalo baMdha che....ane teTaluM duHkha paNa che. samyagdaSTine jeTalo rAga Ave che zubha ke azubha eTaluM duHkhanuM vedana paNa che. ahIMyA e vAtane gauNa karI nAkhIne, samyagdarzananA joramAM, AnaMdanA svAdanA premamAM tenI gauNatA che. tene puNyanA pariNAmano prema uDI gayo che, tethI tene temAM sukhabuddhi nathI, tethI tene mithyAtva nathI. eTale tene mithyAtva saMbaMdhInuM baMdhana nathI. AvI vAta che! pAchA vaLI koI ekAntamAM vaLagI jAya che. zeThIyAjInuM kahyuM hatuM ne!? sogAnIjInuM dravyadRSTi prakAza vAMcyuM temAM ema AvyuM ke "samakitIne zubhabhAva paNa bhaThThI lAge che." nyAlacaMdabhAI sogAnI ! temanI dRSTi bahu nirmaLa hatI. "zubhabhAva paNa bhaThThI lAge che te vAta temane na saci. e bhAI paNa ahIMyA vAraMvAra AvatA. temanuM kahevuM ema hatuM ke "rAga bhaThThI jevo lAge che" e to tIvra kaSAyavALAne lAge ! (temanI mAnyatA) ema

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kalaza-152 527 hatI ke - samyagdaSTine duHkha lAge ja nahIM. tene duHkhanuM vadana hoya ja nahIM. ahIMyA kahe che - ema nathI. ahIMyA to je kahyuM che te samyagdaSTinI mukhyatA laIne kahyuM che, ane mithyAtvanI mukhyatA laIne baMdhana kahyuM che. emAMthI koI ekAntamAM laI jAya ke- samyagdaSTine viSaya vAsanAno rAga Ave te sukharUpa che to te mithyASTi che. AhAhA ! e rAga Ave che te duHkharUpa che. samyagdaSTi te duHkhane vede che. samyagdaSTine paNa jeTalA aMze AnaMda Avyo eTaluM tene AnaMdanuM vedana che, ane jeTalA aMze rAga che teTaluM tene paNa duHkhanuM vedana che. banne dhArA eka sAthe che. moTA mAMdhAtAo AmAM khovAya jAya evuM che!! temane keTalo abhyAsa !! vAraMvAra ahIMyA AvatA. hamaNA temanA jamAIne banevI ne e AvI gayA. bApu! ekAnta na taNAya; ema nathI. samyagdaSTine jyAM bhoga ane bhoganI sAmagrIthI paNa nirjarA che. teno artha zuM? are ! paMcamahAvratano vikalpa Ave e paNa baMdhanuM kAraNa che. munine paNa teTaluM duHkha che. ema tANI jAya ke- samyagdaSTi che mATe jarAe duHkha nathI ekalo AnaMda ja che to ema nathI. sarvajJa paramAtmAne ekalo AnaMda, mithyASTine ekaluM duHkha, samyagdaSTine thoDo AnaMda ane thoDuM duHkha evuM mizra che. AvuM che....! ahIMyA kAMI koIno pakSa nathI ke Ane rAjI rAkhavAnI vAta karavI. sIdhI vAta che-jUThI dRSTi che. je dRSTinI apekSA hatI tene ahIMyA paNa kheMcI lIdhI. te samyagdaSTi thayo eTale bhoga sAmagrIne bhogave che. pAcho pATha evo Ave kejJAnIne bhoga nirjarAno hetu che. paNa e kaI apekSAe? samyagdarzananI apekSAe tene mithyAtvanuM baMdhana nathI. tene eTalI azuddhatA TaLatI jAya che. paNa je bhoga che te to rAga che. e kAMI nirjarA che? are! munineya rAga hoya che. paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma deva-guruzAstranI bhaktino rAga duHkha che. tethI tANIne tene ekAntamAM kADhI nAkhe ema na cAle ! (1) mithyAtvanA rAganI ekatAbuddhivALA mithyAdeSTine ekaluM duHkha. (2) sarvajJa vItarAga paramAtmAne ekalo AnaMda. (3) sAdhaka samyagdaSTi thayo; cothe, pAMcame, chaThe ......! tene AtmAno Azraya laIne jeTalo AnaMda Avyo eTaluM sukha ane jeTalo rAgano vikalpa UThe che para taraphanA valaNavALo e to duHkha che. AvI vAta che bhAI ! AvA arthamAMthI ekAnta kheMcI jAya.....ke juo! jJAnIne to bhoga nirjarAno hetu kahyo che...bApu! tyAM kaI apekSA laIne kahyuM che!! tene mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI nathI tethI teTalI azuddhatA tyAM nathI, tethI karma kharI jAya che tema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. tene haju bIjA kaSAyo che teno rAga che, Asava che, baMdha che ane duHkha che. AvI vAta che! ahIMyA koIno pakSa nathI ke te ahIMyAno mAnanAro nIkaLyo eTale...........(sAcuM na kahevuM!) ahIM to tenI cokhkhI vAta karI ke tenI dRSTi khoTI che. (AvI mAnyatAvALA)

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528 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 badhA cha ATha varSathI ahIM AvatA baMdha thaI gayelA, paNa hamaNAM vaLI be vyakti AvI gayela. haju temanA pakSavALA kahe che ke- samyagdaSTine duHkha hoya ja nahIM. zuM duHkha na hoya? samyagdaSTine mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInuM duHkha na hoya! are....! paNa bIjA traNa kaSAya che. cothe guNasthAne tene duHkha che. pAMcame tene be kaSAyanuM duHkha che. chaThe eka kaSAya saMjvalanano che tethI tene paNa duHkha che. ema ne ema (kalpanAthI) calAve te na cAle ! A to vItarAga mArga che. ame samyagdaSTi chIe! have amAre bhogamAM nirjarA che to kahe che- tuM marI jaIza ! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA ! sarvajJa bhagavAna to ema kahe che - tuM amArI sAme najara karIza to tane rAga thaze; kemake ame pa2 dravya chIe. tuM tArI sAmuM jo ane temAM Thara to tane sukha thaze. vItarAganA mArgamAM rajakaNe - rajakaNano, rAge. rAgano (arthAt paryAya paryAyano hisAba che.ahIMyA je kahyuM che. e to mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno jene nAza thaI gayo che ane jene rAgamAM kartA buddhi uDI gaI che, rAgamAM sukhabuddhi TaLI gaI che tethI e apekSAe kahyuM. tene rAgano bhAva bhoga taraphano AvavA chatAM dRSTinAM joranI apekSAe nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. paNa e vAta bhUlI jAya ke - rAga che te duHkha che tene A vAta beThI nathI. jayAM sudhI pUrNa vItarAga na thAya tyAM sudhI pUrNa sukha nathI. nyAya samajAya che? A to traNalokanA nAtha sImaMdhara bhagavAnanI vANI che. samavasaraNamAM prabhu A kahI rahyA che... e A vANI che. eka paNa nyAya phare to (AkhI) vastu pharI jAya. ahIMyA kahyuM ne ke - kriyA kare che tenuM phaLa samakitIne nathI. te nirabhilASI thaI kare che eTale ke tene rAga ne karavAnI bhAvanA nathI. rAga sukharUpa che tevI budhdhi nathI. tethI te nirabhilASa kare che... ema kahyuM. samyagdaSTine paNa jeTalo rAga thAya che teTaluM duHkha che ane teTaluM baMdhananuM kAraNa che. jayAM sudhI yathAkhyAta cAritra - pUrNadazA na thAya tyAM sudhI Asava-baMdha che. AvI anekAnta vANI tene kaI apekSAe kahevuM che te na samaje ane ekAnta tANI jAya to A mArgamAM e na cAle !! zAstramAM to tyAM sudhI kahyuM che ke -munine je zubhajoga che eTale rAgavALA paMcamahAvratAdi che te AsavI che. pravacanasAramAM (munine mATe kahyuM) ke te AsavavALA che. ahIMyA tenI nA pADe che. te kaI apekSAe? ahIMyA deSTi ane dRSTinA vedananI joranI apekSAe kahyuM. tene rAgamAMthI sukhabudhdhi uDI gaI che mATe nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. ahIMyA to ema kahyuM ke - jene traNa kaSAyano abhAva che, AnaMdanI lahera UThe che, jene aMdaramAM AnaMdanI bharatI Ave che tene paNa je paMcamahAvratano vikalpa Ave che te Asava che. tene pravacanasAramAM AsavI kahyAM che. ane jyAre te sAtame guNasthAne rahe che tyAre te nirAxvI che. jyAre ahIMyA pAThamAM to nA ja pADI ke samakitIne Asava, baMdha che ja nahIM. mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno

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529 kalaza-153 rAga uDI gayo che ethI evuM baMdhana tene nathI. e apekSAe baMdhanathI tema kahyuM. bIjA kaSAya haju che teTalo baMdha che. samakitI jANe che ke -rAga che, duHkha che; eTalA duHkhano vedana karanAro huM chuM. tethI to e duHkha TALavA mATeno prayatna paNa kare che . Avo prayatna hovA chatAM jayAM sudhI rAga TaLyo nathI tyAM sadhI duHkha che. ahIMyA to A vAta karI. nirbaLatAne laIne kare che. kare che ema kahyuM: abhiprAyamAM rAga pratye sukhabuddhi nathI. rAga karavA jevo che evI buddhi nathI tethI tene abhilASa rahita kahevAmAM Ave che . tene paNa rAga che teTaluM duHkha ne baMdhana che. paryAya dRSTithI jotAM jeTalo rAga che teTalo baMdha che. dravyadRSTithI jotAM tene rAganI nirjarA che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. Avo vItarAgano mArga che. (zArdUlavikrIDita ) tyaktaM yena phalaM sa karma kurute neti pratImo vayaM kintvasyApi kuto'pi kiccidapi ttkrmaavshenaaptet| tasminnApatite tvakampaparamajJAnasvabhAve sthito jJAnI kiM kurute'tha kiM na kurute karmeti jInAti kaH / / 21-153 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "cena tuM tyAM sa Tarma te rUti vayaM na pratIma:" . ( cena ) je samyagdaSTi jIve ( taMtya N) karmanA udayathI che je bhogasAmagrI teno (i) abhilASa ( tya N) sarvathA mamatva choDela che (sa: ) te samyagdaSTi jIva (rma te) jJAnAva2NAdi karmane kare che ( kRti vayaM na pratIma:) evI to ame pratIti karatA nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-je karmanA udaya pratye udAsIna che tene karmano baMdha nathI, nirjarA che. "ntui" kAMIka vizeSa-"asya api" A samyagdaSTine paNa "avazena tA: api vignit api rma Apatet" (avazena) abhilASa karyA vinA ja, balAtkAre ja (jhuta: api iigvat api rma) pUrve bAMdhyuM hatuM je jJAnAvaraNAdi karma, tenA udayathI thaI che je paMcendriyaviSaya bhogakriyA, te (Apatet) prApta thAya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-jema koIne roga, zoka, dAridra vAMchA vinA ja hoya che, tema samyagdaSTi jIvane je koI kriyA hoya che te vAMchA vinA ja hoya che. "tasmin cApatite" anicchaka che samyagdaSTi puruSa, tene balAtkAre hoya che bhogakriyA, te hotAM "jJAnI bhuiM te" (jJAnI) samyagdaSTi jIva (f N te ) anicchaka thaI karmanA udaye kriyA kare che to zuM kriyAno kartA thayo ? 'atha na te" sarvathA kriyAno kartA samyagdaSTi jIva nathI. kono kartA nathI ? "rma kRti" bhogakriyAno. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? "jJAnAti vha:" jJAyakasvarUpamAtra che. .

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53) kalazAmRta bhAga-4 tathA kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva? "kampaparamajJAnasvabhAve sthitaH" nizcaLa parama jJAnasvabhAvamAM sthita che. 21-153. kaLaza na.-153 : upara pravacana pravacana naM. 160 tA. 27/11/'77 "yena naM tya$ sa " kurute kuMtI vayaM na pratIka:" je samyagdaSTi jIve karmanA udayathI che je bhoga sAmagrI teno abhilASa (ce$ ) sarvathA mamatva choDela che." e mArA che ema chUTayuM che. temAM sukha che e paNa chUTayuM che. sarvathA mamatva choDe che teno artha e ke jeTalo bhogano rAga che. te mAro che; tevuM mamattva choDyuM che. (tenI bhUmikA pramANe ) rAga che te to sthiti che. "te samyagdaSTi jIva karmane kare che evI to ame pratIti karatA nathI." darzana (zraddhA)nA joranI apekSAe A vAta karI. e rAganA premane choDIne bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano prema karyo che. je rAga thayo che teno jo prema hoya to pUrNAnaMdanA nAthano tene dveSa che. zuM kahyuM? e rAgano kaNa che teno jene prema che tene vItarAga svarUpI prabhu... jina svarUpI prabhu AtmA pratye dveSa che. AnaMdaghanajInA padamAM Ave che- 'Sa arocaka bhAva. AnaMda svarUpa vItarAga svarUpa jene rucatuM nathI ane dayA-dAna- vratanA pariNAma jene ruce che te dveSa arocaka bhAva che. emAM AtmA racato nathI e ja TheSa che. daiSanI vyAkhyA AvI!? rAganI mamatA choDI che te samyagdaSTi jIva te karmane bAMdhe che ke nahIM ? tene alpasthitino, alpa asthiratAnA rasano karma baMdha paDe che tene ahIMyA gauNa karIne mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInuM je karma baMdhana te tene nathI . "karmane kare che evI pratIti to ame karatA nathI bhAvArtha Ama che ke je karmanA pratye udAsIna che tene karmano baMdha nathI, nirjarA che." tene rAga che to kharo ! e vastu che paNa tenA pratye vairAgya che. mAro nAtha AnaMda svarUpe prabhu che . e rAgathI huM udAsIna chuM mAruM Asana u-ucca eTale AnaMda svarUpa prabhumAM mAruM Asana che. tenuM nAma udAsIna kahevAmAM Ave che. huM rAgamAM beTho chuM ema nahIM. rAgathI udAsIna huM to AnaMda svarUpamAM beTho chuM mAruM Asana tyAM che. uda+Asana=udAsIna che. svarUpa pratyenI pratItinuM astitva ane rAga tarapha udAsInatA evI jJAna vairAgyamayI be zakti jJAnIne hoya che. nirjarAadhikAramAM 136 zlokamAM zarUAtamAM A AvI gayuM che. vAte vAte phera che. je karmanA udaya pratye udAsIna che tene karmano saMbaMdha nathI, nirjarA che. kAMIka vizeSa - A samyagdaSTine paNa abhilASA karyA vinA ja, balAtkAre ja pUrve bAMdhyuM hatuM je jJAnAvaraNAdi karma, tenA udayathI thaI che je paMcendriya viSaya bhoga kriyA" ajJAnI ke

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kalaza-153 531 zAnI bhoga kriyA tene koI karI zakatuM nathIM. paNa...tenA taraphanA valaNanI jarA vRtti che tene bhoganI kriyA kahevAmAM Ave che. abhilASA karyA vinA ja "paMcendriya viSaya bhoga kriyA te prApta thAya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke -jema koIne roga, zoka, dAridra, vAMchA vinA ja hoya che." roganI IcchA hoya che ? daridrapaNAnI koIne IcchA hoya che ? chatAM pUrvanA karmanA kA2Ne AvyA vinA rahe nahIM. ahIMyA A to haju draSTAMta kahe che... si!! ahIMyA samyagdaSTinI mahimA varNavI che. tene je azubhano rAga Ave tenuM aMta2mAM duHkha che. kALAnAganI jema trAsa lAge che. jema kALo nAga dekhe ane trAsa thAya tema samyagdaSTi jIvane viSaya vAsanA Ave teno trAsa lAge che. ajJAnIne to te rAganI mIThAzanA mINA caDI gayA che. "tema samyagdaSTi jIvane je koI kriyA hoya che te vAMchA vinA ja hoya che. te anicchaka che. samyagdaSTi puruSane bhoganI kriyA baLAtkAre hoya che." eka bAju kahe ke - koI karma AtmAne baLAtkAra karAve nahIM. jyAre ahIMyA kahe che- balAtkAre bhoga kriyA che. teno artha e ke tene aMdara ruci nathI prema nathI, tene rasa uDI gayo che. pahelA devalokano indra saudharma samakitI zakendra che. temAM batrIsa lAkha vaimAna che. eka eka vaimAnamAM asaMkhya deva che. koI ja vaimAna nAnuM che, bAkI to ghaNA moTA vaimAna che. karoDo indrANInA apsarAnA bhoga che. tyAM indranA indrAsano che. e batrIsa lAkha vaimAnano sAhebo saudharma kahe che -A koI cIja mArI che tema ame mAnatA nathI . kemake temAM tenI mIThAza uDI gaI che. e jhera jevA dekhAya che. temAM te duHkhane vede che. arere ! A jhera evI vAsanA ! mArA AtmAnA svabhAvathI viruddha bhAva che. ahIMyA to phakta samyagdaSTinA darzana ane svarUpa sthiratAnA joranI apekSAe vAta che. tene rAgane ka2vAnI buddhi nathI mATe abhilASA nathI..ema kahyuM. AvuM vAMce paNa aMdarathI samaje nahIM !? "anicchaka che samyagdaSTi puruSa, tene balAtkAre hoya che bhoga kriyA," bhoga kriyA balAtkAre hoya che teno zuM artha? bhoganI kriyAmAM rAga thAya che temAM potAno nabaLo puruSArtha che. e nabaLA puruSArthane ahIMyA na gaNatAM ; dRSTinA jo2mAM tenI Asaktino rasa nathI. tethI tene bhogakriyA parANe thAya che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI apekSAo na samaje ane game tevA artha kare te na cAle !! AmAM kheMcatANa kare e na cAle bApu ! je apekSAe kahyuM hoya te apekSAe samajavuM joIe. bIjI apekSA lakSamAM rAkhavI joIe. ahIMyA kahe che -bhogakriyA balAtkAre thAya che. eka bAju ema kahe ke - karmano udaya paNa AtmAne balAtkAre vikAra karAvato nathI. tene nabaLAI che, rAgano prema nathI - rasa nathI . tene svarUpanI ruci che. jyAre rAganI ruci nathI tethI tyAM baLAtkAre temAM joDAya jAya che. balAtkAre eTale ! tyAM potAnA puruSArthanI UMdhAI che. paraMtu te UMdhAIno te dhaNI ke svAmI nathI. rAgamAM prema nathI - 2sa nathI eTale balAtkAre joDAI che ema kahevAmAM Ave che.

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"9 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 "bhogakriyA te hotAM samyagdaSTi jIva anicchaka thaI karmanA udaye kriyA kare che kare che eTale ? thAya che. paNa te kartApaNe karato nathI "kriyA kare che to zuM kriyAno kartA thayo ? sarvathA kriyAno kartA samyagdaSTi jIva nathI." kartApaNAnI buddhi nathI e apekSAe kartA nathI. paraMtu tenA pariNamanamAM e rAga nathI ema nathI. pariNamanamAM to jeTalo rAga che teTalo kartA che. pravacanasAra 47 nayamAM lIdhuM che - gaNadhara ho ke chadmastha dazAmAM tIrthaMkara ho ! jeTalo rAga che teTalo kartA che. pariNAme te apekSAe kartA. samakitIne jeTalo rAga che teTalo rAgano bhoktA paNa che. e suDatAlIsa nayamAM jJAnapradhAna kathana che. ahIMyA dRSTipradhAna kathanamAM jJAna pradhAna kathanane gauNa karIne kahela che. koI tene sarvathA kADhI ja nAkhe ke tene bilakula rAga che nahIM to tema nathI. ahIMyA e kahe che juo ! " sarvathA kriyAno kartA samyagdaSTi jIva nathI." kono kartA nathI ? bhogakriyAno. e to bhoganI ruci ane prema nathI e apekSAe kahyuM. te bhoganA rAgano kartA nathI paNa haju rAgamAM eTaluM rAganuM pariNamana che ane teTalo duHkhano bhoktA paNa che. banne vAta lakSamAM levI. 532 nirmaLa paryAyathI juduM koI caitanya tattva nathI; loka alokanI jema kAMI dravya ne paryAya judA nathI; bannenAM asaMkhya pradezo eka ja che, kAMI pradeza bheda nathI. AtmAne dravya apekSAe dhruvatA che ne paryAya apekSAe AtmAne pariNamana che, e apekSAe dravya ane paryAya vacce kathaMcit bheda hovA chatAM, jema be AMgaLI eka bIjAthI pradezabhede judI che tema dravya ne paryAya e be judA nathI. bApu ! nirmaLa paryAyane choDavA jaIza to te paryAyathI judI koI ( sarvathA dhruva ) Atma vastu tane prApta nahIM thAya. dravya ane paryAya banne sAthe anubhavamAM Ave che, paNa te anubhUtimAM 'A dravya ne A paryAya' evA bhedane te sparzato nathI; eTale anubhUtimAM bheda vikalpano niSedha nAma abhAva che. paNa anubhUtimAM paryAyano abhAva nathI. paryAya to aMtarmukha ekAgra thaI che, tyAre to AtmA anubhavamAM Avyo che. aho! AcAryadeve dIvA jevuM cokakhuM vastu svarUpa khulluM karyu che. ( Atmadharma aMka naM-363, peIja naM-4)

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533 zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado zrI vADhaka samayasara Asrava adhikAra pratizata (Easa) pApa punakI ekatA, varanI agama anuup| aba Asrava adhikAra kachu, kahauM adhyAtama ruup||1|| (saza-1-87) samyajJAnane namaskAra. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jete jagavAsI jIva thAvara jaMgamarUpa, tete nija basa kari rAkhe bala torikaiN| mahA abhimAnI aisau Asrava agAdha jodhA, ropi rana-thaMbha ThADau bhayau mUcha morik|| Ayau tihi thAnaka acAnaka parama dhAma, ___gyAna nAma subhaTa savAyau bala phorikaiN| Asrava pachAsyau rana-thaMbha tori DAsyau tAhi, nirakhi banArasI namata kara jorik||2|| (laza-2-88) dravyAsava, bhAvAsava ane samyajJAnanuM lakSaNa (savaiyA tevIsA) darvita Asrava so kahie jahaM, puggala jIvapradesa graasai| bhAvita Asrava so kahie jahaM, rAga virodha vimoha vikaas|| samyaka paddhati so kahie jahaM, darvita bhAvita Asrava naasai| gyAna kalA pragaTai tihi thAnaka, aMtara bAhira aura na bhaasai||3|| (saza-3-98)

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534 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nirAsapIche. (yo ) jo daravAsrava rUpa na hoii| jahaM bhAvAsrava bhAva na koii|| jAkI dasA gyAnamaya lhie| so gyAtAra nirAsrava khie||4|| (saza-4-100) samyajJAnI nirAsava rahe che (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jete managocara pragaTa-buddhi-pUravaka, tiha parinAmanakI matatA haratu hai| manasauM agocara abuddhi-pUravaka bhAva, tinake vinAsivekauM uddima dharatu hai|| yAhI bhAMti para paranatikau patana karai, mokhakau jatana karai bhau-jala taratu hai| aise gyAnavaMta te nirAsrava kahAvaiM sadA, jinhikau sujasa suvicacchana karatu hai||5|| (laza-5-101) ziSyano prazra. (sapaiyA tevIsa) jyauM jagamaiM vicarai matimaMda, suchaMda sadA varatai budha taiso| caMcala citta asaMjita vaina, sarIra-saneha jathAvata jaiso|| bhoga saMjoga parigraha saMgraha, moha vilAsa karai jahaM aiso| pUchata siSya AcArajasauM yaha, samyakavaMta nirAsrava kaiso||6|| (12--102)

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zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado ziSyanI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna. ( savaiyA ekatrIsA ) pUrava avasthA je karama - baMdha kIne aba, teI udai Ai nAnA bhAMti rasa deta haiN| keI subha sAtA koI asubha asAtArUpa, duhUMsauM na rAga na virodha samaceta haiN|| jathAjoga kriyA karaiM phalakI na icchA dharaiM, jIvana - mukatikau birada gahi leta haiN| yAteM gyAnavaMtakauM na Asrava kahata koU, muddhatAsauM nyAre bhae suddhatA sameta haiM / / 7 / / ('laza-7-103) rAga-dveSa-bhor3a ane jJAnanuM lakSaeA ( horA ) jo hitabhAva surAga hai, anahitabhAva virodha / bhrAmika bhAva vimoha he, niramala bhAva su bodha / / 8 / / ( 'laza-8-104) rAga-dveSa-bhoDa 4 Asava che. (chorA) rAga virodha vimoha mala, eI aasrvmuul| eI karama baDhAIkaiM, kareM dharamakI bhUla // 9 // ( Slaza-8-105 ) sabhyar2heSTi chava nirAsrava che. (horA ) jahAM na rAgAdika dasA, so samyaka parinAma / yAteM samyakavaMtakau, kahyau nirAsrava naam||10|| ( 'laza-10-109 ) 535

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536 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nirAsravI jIvono AnaMda ( savaiyA ekatrIsA) je keI nikaTabhavyarAsI jagavAsI jIva, mithyAmatabhedi gyAna bhAva parinae haiN| jinhikI sudRSTi maiM na rAga dveSa moha kahUM, vimala vilokanimaiM tInauM jIti lae haiM / / taji paramAda ghaTa sodhi je nirodhi joga, suddha upayogakI dasAmaiM mili gae haiN| teI baMdhapaddhati vidAri parasaMga DAri, ApamaiM bhagata hvaikai AparUpa bhae haiM / / 11 / / ( 'laza-11-107 ) upazama ane kSayopazamabhAvonI asthiratA. (savaiyA ekatrIsA ) jete jIva paMDita khayopasamI upasamI, tinhakI avasthA jyauM luhArakI saMDAsI hai| khina AgamAMhi khina pAnImAMhi taisaiM eU, khinamaiM mithyAta khina gyAnakalA bhAsI hai / / jaulauM gyAna raheM taulauM sithila carana moha, jaisaiM kIle nAgakI sakati gati nAsI hai| Avata mithyAta taba nAnArUpa baMdha karai, jyauM ukIlai nAgakI sakati paragAsI hai / / 12 / / ( 'laza-12-108 ) azuddhanayathI baMdha ane zuddhanayathI mokSa che. (doharA ) yaha nicora yA graMthakau, yahai parama rasapokha / tajai suddhanaya baMdha hai, gahai suddhanaya mokha / / 13 / / ( Slaza-13-109)

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537 zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado jIvanI bAhya ane aMtaraMga avasthA (savaiyA ekatrIsA) karamake cakramaiM phirata jagavAsI jIva, __ hai rahyau bahiramukha vyApata vissmtaa| aMtara sumati AI vimala bar3AI pAI, pudgalasauM prIti TUTI chUTI mAyA mmtaa|| suddhanai nivAsa kInau anubhau abhyAsa lInau, / bhramabhAva chor3i dInau bhInau citta smtaa| anAdi anaMta avikalapa acala aisau, pada avalaMbi avalokai rAma rmtaa||14|| (saza-14-110) zuddha AtmA ja samyagdarzana che. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jAke paragAsamaiM na dIsaiM rAga dveSa moha, Asrava miTata nahi baMdhakau tarasa hai| tihUM kAla jAmai pratibiMbita anaMtarUpa, ApahUM anaMta sattA naMtateM sarasa hai|| bhAvazruta gyAna paravAna jo vicAri vastu, anubhau karai na jahAM bAnIko parasa hai| atula akhaMDa avicala avinAsI dhAma, cidAnaMda nAma aisau samyaka darasa hai||15|| (laza-15-111)

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pa38 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 saMva2 dvA2 pratizata ( 23) Asravakau adhikAra yaha, kahyau jathAvata jem| aba saMvara varanana karauM , sunahu bhavika dhari prem||1|| (11-1-112) A jJAnarUpa saMvarane namaskAra (savaiyA ekatrIsA) Atamako ahita adhyAtamarahita aisau, __ Asrava mahAtama akhaMDa aMDavata hai| tAkau visatAra gilibekauM paragaTa bhayau, brahamaMDakau vikAsI brahamaMDavata hai|| jAmaiM saba rUpa jo sabamaiM sabarUpasau pai, sabanisauM alipta AkAsa-khaMDavata hai| sohai gyAnabhAna suddha saMvarako bheSa dharai, tAkI ruci-rekhakau hamArI daMDavata hai||2|| (laza-2-113) bhedavijJAnanuM mahattva (savaiyA ekatrIsA) suddha suchaMda abheda abAdhita, bheda-vigyAna sutIchana aaraa| aMtarabheda subhAva vibhAU, karai jar3a-cetanarUpa duphaaraa|| so jinhake uramaiM upajyau, na rucai tinhakauM prsNg-shaaraa| Atamako anubhau kari te, harakheM parakheM prmaatm-dhaaraa||3|| ( za-3-114)

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539 zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado samyakatvathI samyajJAna ane AtmasvarUpanI prApti (savaiyA tevIsA) jo kabahuM yaha jIva padAratha, ausara pAi mithyAta mittaave| samyaka dhAra prabAha bahai guna , jJAna udai mukha Uradha dhaavai|| to abhiaMtara darvita bhAvita, karma kalesa pravesa na paavai| Atama sAdhi adhyAtamake patha , pUrana hai parabrahma khaavai||4|| (taza-4-115) samyagdaSTino mahimA (savaiyA tevIsA) bhedi mithyAta su vedi mahArasa, bheda-vijJAna kalA jinha paaii| jo apanI mahimA avadhArata, tyAga kareM ura sauMja praaii|| uddhata rIti phurI jinhake ghaTa, __ hota niraMtara joti svaaii| te matimAna suvarna samAna , ___ lagai tinhakauM na subhAsubha kaaii||5|| ( za-5-116) bhezAna, sN12-ni:|| bhane bhokss||24|| cha. (mara cha) bhedagyAna saMvara-nidAna niradoSa hai| saMvarasauM nirajarA, anukrama moSa hai|| bhedagyAna sivamUla, jagatamahi maaniye| jadapi heya hai tadapi, upAdeya jaaniye||6|| (saza--117)

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54) kalazAmRta bhAga-4 AtmasvarUpanI prApti thatAM bhedajJAna heya che (doharo) bhedagyAna tabalauM bhalau, jabalauM mukati na hoi| parama joti paragaTa jahAM, tahAM na vikalapa koi||7|| (1-7-118) bhedajJAna paraMparA mokSanuM kAraNa che. (copAI) * bhedajJAna saMvara jinha paayau| so cetana sivarUpa khaayau|| bhedagyAna jinhake ghaTa naaNhii| te jar3a jIva baMdhaiM ghaTa maaNhii||8|| (saza-8-118) bhedajJAnathI AtmA ujjavaLa thAya che. (doharA) bhedagyAna sAbU bhayau , samarasa niramala niir| dhobI aMtara AtamA, dhovai nijaguna ciir|| 9 / / (saza-8-120) bhedavijJAnanI kriyAmAM daSTAMta (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jaise rajasodhA raja sodhika daraba kALe, pAvaka kanaka kAr3hi dAhata uplkauN| paMkake garabhamaiM jyauM DAriye kataka phala, nIra karai ujjala nitAri DArai mlkauN|| dadhikau mathaiyA mathi kA? jaise mAkhanakauM, rAjahaMsa jaise dUdha pIvai tyAgi jlkauN| taisaiM gyAnavaMta bhedagyAnakI sakati sAdhi, vedai nija saMpati uchedai pr-dlkauN||10|| (12-10-121)

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zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado mokSanuM mULa bhedavijJAna che. (chappA chaMda ) pragaTi bheda vigyAna, Apaguna paraguna jAnai / para paranati parityAga, suddha anubhau thiti ThAnai / / kari anubhau abhyAsa, sahaja saMvara prgaasai| Asrava dvAra nirodhi, karamaghana - timira vinaasai|| chaya kari vibhAva samabhAva bhaji, niravikalapa nija pada ghai| nirmala visuddhi sAsuta suthira, parama atIMdriya sukha lahai / / 11 / / ( 'laza-11-122 ) 4 541

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542 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 nirjarA dvArA pratizata (Eas) varanI saMvarakI dasA, jathA jugati prvaan| mukati vitaranI nirajarA, sunahu bhavika dhari kaan||1|| __ (11-1-127) bhNgaay24|| (yo ) * jo saMvarapada pAi anNdai| so pUravakRta karma nikNdai|| jo aphaMda hai bahuri na phNdai| so nirajarA banArasi bNdai||2|| (saza-2-124) jJAna-vairAgyanA baLathI zubhAzubha kriyAothI paNa baMdha thato nathI. (Eas ) * mahimA samyakajJAnakI, aru virAgabala joi| kriyA karata phala bhuMjate, karama baMdha nahi hoi||3|| ( za-3-125) bhoga bhogavavA chatAM paNa jJAnIone karmakAlimA lAgatI nathI. (savaiyA bhe'trIsa) jaisaiM bhUpa kautuka sarUpa karai nIca karma, kautukI kahAvai tAsauM kauna kahai raMka hai| jaisaiM vibhacArinI vicArai vibhacAra vAkau , jArahIsauM prema bharatAsauM citta baMka hai|| jaisaiM dhAi bAlaka cuMghAi karai lAlipAli , jAnai tAhi aurakau jadapi vAkai aMka hai|

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543 zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado taisaiM gyAnavaMta nAnA bhAMti karatUti ThAnai, kiriyAkauM bhinna mAnai yAte nikalaMka hai||4|| (saza-4-126) jaisaiM nisi vAsara kamala rahai paMkahImaiM, paMkaja kahAvai pai na vAkai Dhiga paMka hai| jaisaiM maMtravAdI viSadharasauM gahAvai gAta, maMtrakI sakati vAkai vinA-viSa DaMka hai|| jaisaiM jIbha gahai cikanAI rahai rUkhe aMga, pAnImaiM kanaka jaise kAIsauM aTaMka hai| taisaiM gyAnavaMta nAnabhAMti karatUti ThAnai, kiriyAkau bhinna mAnai yAtai nikalaMka hai||5|| (laza-5-127) vairAgyazaktinuM varNana ( soraThA) pUrva udai sanabaMdha, viSai bhogavai smkitii| karai na nUtana bandha , mahimA gyAna viraagkii||6|| (12-9-128) jJAna-vairAgyathI mokSanI prApti che. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) samyakavaMta sadA ura aMtara, gyAna virAga ubhai guna dhaarai| jAsu prabhAva lakhai nija lacchana, ___ jIva ajIva dasA nikhaarai|| Atamako anubhau kari kai thira, Apa tarai ara aurani taare| sAdhi sudarva lahai siva sarma, su karma-upAdhi vithA vami ddaarai||7|| (14-7-128)

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544 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 samyajJAna vinA saMpUrNa cAritra nakAmuM che. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jo nara samyakavaMta kahAvata, samyakagyAna kalA nahi jaagii| Atama aMga abaMdha vicArata, dhArata saMga kahai hama tyaagii|| bheSa dharai munirAja-paTaMtara, aMtara moha-mahAnala daagii| sunna hiye karatUti karai para, so saTha jIva na hoya viraagii||8|| (saza-8-130) bhedavijJAna vinA samasta cAritra nakAmuM che. (savaiyA tevIsA) grantha racai caracai subha paMtha, lakhai jagamaiM vivahAra supttaa| sAdhi saMtoSa arAdhi niraMjana, dei susIkha na lei adttaa|| naMga dharaMga phirai taji saMga , chakai saravaMga mudhArasa mttaa| e karatUti karai saTha pai, samujhai na anaatm-aatm-sttaa||9|| (-8-131) paNIdhyAna dharai karai iMdriya-nigraha, vigrahasauM na ganai nija nttaa| tyAgi vibhUti vibhUti maDhe tana, joga gahai bhvbhog-virttaa||

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545 zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado mauna rahai lahi maMdakaSAya, sahai badha baMdhana hoi na tttaa| e karatUti karai saTha pai, samujhai na anaatm-aatm-sttaa||10|| (saza-10-132) (yo ) jo binu gyAna kriyA avgaahai| jo binu kriyA mokhapada caahai|| jo binu mokha kahai maiM sukhiyaa| ___ so ajAna mUDhanimaiM mukhiyaa||11|| (12-11-133) zrIguruno upadeza ajJAnI jIvo mAnatA nathI. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jagavAsI jIvanIsauM guru upadesa kahai, tumaiM ihAM sovata anaMta kAla bIte haiN| jAgau hai saceta citta samatA sameta sunau, __ kevala-vacana jAmaiM akSa-rasa jIte haiN|| Avau merai nikaTa batAUM maiM tumhAre guna, parama surasa-bhare karamasauM rIte haiN| aise baina kahai guru tauU te na dharai ura, mitrakaise putra kidhauM citrakaise cIte haiN||12|| (saza-12-134) jIvanI zayana ane jAgRta dazA kahevAnI pratijJA (doharA) etepara bahu suguru, bolaiM vacana rsaal| saina dasA jAgRta dasA, kahai duIkI caal||13|| (laza-13-135)

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546 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 jIvanI zayana avasthA (savaiyA ekatrIsA) kAyA citrasArImaiM karama parajaMka bhArI, mAyAkI saMvArI seja cAdari klpnaa| saina karai cetana acaitanA nIMda liyeM, ___mohakI marora yahai locanako ddhpnaa|| udai bala jora yahai svAsakau sabada ghora, viSai-sukha kArajakI daura yahai spnaa| aisI mUr3ha dasAmaiM magana rahai tihUM kAla , dhAvai bhrama jAlamaiM na pAvai rUpa apnaa||14|| (10-14-136) jIvanI jAgRta dazA (savaiyA ekatrIsA) citrasArI nyArI parajaMka nyArau seja nyArI, cAdari bhI nyArI ihAM jhUThI merI thpnaa| atIta avasthA saina nidrA vAhi koU pai, ___ na vidyamAna palaka na yAmaiM aba chpnaa|| svAsa au supana doU nidrAkI alaMga bUjhai , sujhai saba aMga lakhi Atama drpnaa| tyAgI bhayau cetana acetanatA bhAva tyAgi, bhAlai dRSTi kholika saMbhAlai rUpa apnaa||15|| (10-15-135) jAgRta dazAnuM phaLa (doharA) ihi vidhi je jAge puruSa, te zivarUpa sdiiv| je sovahi saMsAramaiM, te jagavAsI jiiv||16 / / (saza-16-177)

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547 zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado mAtma-anubhava a 2pAnI zipAma. (East) * jo pada bhaupada bhaya harai, so pada seU anuup| jihi pada parasata aura pada, lagai aapdaaruup||17|| ___ (12-17-138) saMsAra sarvathA asatya che. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jaba jIva sovai taba samujhai supana satya, vahi jhUTha lAgai taba jAgai nIMda khoikai| jAgai kahai yaha merau tana yaha merI sauMja, tAhU jhUTha mAnata marana-thiti joikai|| jAnai nija marama marana taba sUjhai jhUTha, bUjhai jaba aura avatAra rUpa hoikai| vAhU avatArakI dasAmaiM phiri yahai peca, yAhI bhAMti jhUThau jaga dekhyau hama ttoikai||18|| ( za-18-138) samyajJAnInuM AcaraNa (savaiyA ekatrIsA) paMDita viveka lahi ekatAkI Teka gahi, duMdaja avasthAkI anekatA haratu hai| mati zruti avadhi ityAdi vikalapa meTi, niravikalapa gyAna manamaiM dharatu hai|| iMdriyajanita sukha dukhasauM vimukha haikai, paramake rUpa hai karama nirjaratu hai| sahaja samAdhi sAdhi tyAgi parakI upAdhi , Atama ArAdhi paramAtama karatu hai||19|| (laza-18-140)

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548 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 samyajJAnane samudranI upamA. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jAke ura aMtara niraMtara anaMta darva. bhAva bhAsi rahe pai subhAva na Taratu hai| nirmalasauM nirmala su jIvana pragaTa jAke, ghaTamaiM aghaTa-rasa kautuka karatu hai|| jAmai mati zruti audhi manaparyai kevala su, paMcadhA taraMgani umaMgi ucharatu hai| so hai gyAna udadhi udAra mahimA apAra , nirAdhAra ekamaiM anekatA dharatu hai||20|| (12-20-140) jJAnarahita kriyAthI mokSa thato nathI. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) koi krUra kaSTa sahaiM tapasauM sarIra dahaiM, dhUmrapAna kareM adhomukha hekai jhUle haiN| keI mahAvrata gahaiM kriyAmaiM magana rahaiM, vahaiM munibhAra pai payArakaise pUle haiN|| ityAdika jIvanakauM sarvathA mukati nAhi, phirai jagamAMhi jyauM vayArike baghUle haiN| jinhake hiyamaiM gyAna tinhihIko niravAna, karamake karatAra bharamamaiM bhUle haiN||21|| (saza-21-141) vya12vInatA- 52ma. (Easu) lIna bhayau vivahAramaiM , ukati na upajai koi| dIna bhayau prabhupada japai, mukati kahAsauM koi ? / / 22 / / (laza-22-142)

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549 zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado 1jii-(ho|) prabhu sumarau pUjau par3hau karau vividha vivhaar| mokha sarUpI AtamA, gyAnagamya nirdhaar||23|| (12-23-143) jJAna vinA mokSamArga jANI zakAto nathI. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) kAja vinA na karai jiya udyama, lAja vinA rana mAMhi na juujhai| DIla vinA na sadhai paramAratha, sIla vinA satasauM na aruujhai|| nema vinA na lahai nihacai pada, prema vinA rasa rIti na buujhai| dhyAna vinA na thaMbhai manakI gati, gyAna vinA siva paMtha na suujhai||24|| (laza-24-144) jJAnano mahimA (savaiyA tevIsA) gyAna udai jinhakai ghaTa aMtara, ___ joti jagI mati hota na mailii| bAhija diSTi miTI jinhake hiya, AtamadhyAna kalA vidhi phailii|| je jaDa cetana bhinna lakheM, suviveka liyeM parakheM gun-thailii| te jagamaiM paramAratha jAni, gahaiM ruci mAni adhyaatmsailii||25|| (taza-25-145)

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550 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 jI-(Ea62) * bahuvidhi kriyA kalesasauM, sivapada lahai na koi| gyAnakalA parakAzasauM , sahaja mokhapada hoi||26 / / (saza-26-146) gyAnakalA ghaTaghaTa basai, joga jugatike paar| nija nija , kalA udota kari, mukta hoi sNsaar||27|| (12-27-147) anubhavanI prazaMsA (kuMDaliyA) * anubhava ciMtAmani ratana, jAke hiya prgaas| so punIta sivapada lahai, dahai cturgtivaas|| dahai caturagativAsa, Asa dhari kriyA na mNddai| nUtana baMdha nirodhi, pUbbakRta karma bihNddai|| tAke na ganu vikAra, na ganu bahu bhAra na ganu bhv| jAke hiradai mAMhi, ratana ciMtAmani anubhv||28|| (saza-28-148) samyagdarzananI prazaMsA (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jinhake hiyemaiM satya sUraja udota bhayau, ____ phailI mati kirana mithyAta tama naSTa hai| jinhakI sudiSTimaiM na paracai viSamatAsauM , samatAsauM prIti mamatAsauM laSTa puSTa hai|| jinhake kaTAkSamaiM sahaja mokhapaMtha sadhai, manako nirodha jAke tanakau na kaSTa hai| tinhake karamakI kalolai yaha hai samAdhi, Dolai yaha jogAsana bolai yaha maSTa hai||29 / / (saza-28-148)

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551 zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado parigrahanA vizeSa bheda kathana karavAnI pratijJA. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) Atama subhAu parabhAvakI na sudhi tAkauM, jAko mana magana parigrahamaiM rahyo hai| aisau avivekako nidhAna parigraha rAga, __tAko tyAga ihAMlau samuccairUpa kahyo hai|| aba nija para bhrama dUri karivaikai kAja, bahurauM suguru upadezako umahyo hai| parigraha tyAga parigrahako vizeSa aMga, kahivaikau uddima udAra lahalahyo hai||30|| (-30-150) sAmAnya-vizeSa parigrahano nirNaya (doharA) tyAga joga paravastu saba, yaha sAmAnya vicaar| vividha vastu nAnA virati, yaha vizeSa vistaar||31|| (-31-151) parigrahamAM rahevA chatAM paNa jJAnI jIva niSparigrahI che. (yo ) * pUrava karama udai rasa bhuMjai, ___ gyAna magana mamatA na pryuNjai| uramaiM udAsInatA lahiye, yauM budha parigrahavaMta na khiye||32|| (saza-32-152) parigrahamAM rahevA chatAM paNa jJAnI jIvone parigraha rahita kahevAnuM kAraNa. (savaiyA metrIsA) je je manavaMchita vilAsa bhoga jagatamaiM , te te vinAsIka saba rAkhe na rahata haiN| aura je je bhoga abhilASa citta parinAma, teU vinAsIka dhArArUpa hai bahata hai||

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552 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 ekatA na duhU~ mA~hi tAtai vA~chA phurai nAMhi, aise bhrama kArajako mUrakha cahata haiN| satata rahaiM saceta parasauM na kareM heta, yAtai gyAnavaMtakau avaMchaka kahata haiN||33|| (12-33-153) parigrahamAM rahevA chatAM paNa jJAnI jIva niSparigrahI che enA upara deSTAMta. (sapaiyA trIsa) jaisaiM phiTakar3I loda harar3ekI puTa binA, sveta vastra DAriye majITha raMga niirmaiN| bhIgyau rahai cirakAla sarvathA na hoi lAla , bhedai nahi aMtara suphedI rahai ciirmaiN|| saiM samakitavaMta rAga dveSa moha binu, ___rahai nizi vAsara parigrahakI bhiirmaiN| pUrava karama harai nUtana na baMdha karai, jAcai na jagata-sukha rAcai na sarIramaiM / / 34 / / (laza34-154) vaNIjaise kAhU dezakau basaiyA balavaMta nara, jaMgalamaiM jAi madhu-chattAkauM gahatu hai| vAkauM lapaTAMhi cahuora madhu-macchikA pai, ___ kaMbalakI oTasauM aDaMkita rahatu hai|| taisaiM samakitI sivasattAkau svarUpa sAthai, udaikI upAdhikauM samAdhisI kahatu hai| pahirai sahajako sanAha manamaiM uchAha, ThAnai sukha-rAha udavega na lahatu hai||35 / / (-35-155)

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553 zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado zAnI 94 sahA ma che. (East) * gyAnI gyAnamagana rahai, rAgAdika mala khoi| cita udAsa karanI karai, karama baMdha nahi hoi||36 / / (saza-36-156) paNImoha mahAtama mala harai, dharai sumati prkaas| mukati paMtha paragaTa karai, dIpaka gyAna vilaas||37 / / ( za-37-157) jJAnarUpI dIpakanI prazaMsA. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jAmaiM dhUmakau na lesa vAtakau na paravesa, karama pataMganikauM nAsa karai plmaiN| dasAkau na bhoga na sanehako saMjoga jAmaiM, moha aMdhakArako viyoga jAke thalamaiM / / jAmaiM na tatAI nahi rAga rakatAI raMca, lahalahai samatA samAdhi joga jlmaiN| aisI gyAna dIpakI sikhA jagI abhaMgarUpa, nirAdhAra phurI pai durI hai pudagalamaiM / / 38 / / (saza-38-158) jJAnanI nirmaLatA para dRSTAMta. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jaiso jo darava tAmaiM taisoI subhAu sadhai , ___ koU darva kAhUkau subhAu na gahatu hai| jaisaiM saMkha ujjala vividha varna mATI bhakhai, mATIsau na dIsai nita ujjala rahatu hai|| taisaiM gyAnavaMta nAnA bhoga parigraha-joga, karata vilAsa na agyAnatA lahatu hai|

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554 kalazAmRta bhAga-4 gyAnakalA dUnI hoi duMdadasA sUnI hoi, UnI hoi bhau-thiti banArasI kahatu hai||39 / / ( za-38-158) viSayavAsanAothI virakta rahevAno upadeza (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jaulauM gyAnako udota taulauM nahi baMdha hota, baratai mithyAta taba nAnA baMdha hohi hai| aisau bheda sunikai lagyau tU viSai bhauganisauM, ___ joganisauM uddamakI rIti taiM bichohi hai|| sunu bhaiyA saMta tU kahai maiM samakitavaMta, yahu tau ekaMta bhagavaMtakau dirohi hai| viSaisauM vimukha hohi anubhau dasA arohi, mokha sukha Tohi tohi aisI mati sohi hai||40|| (saza-40-160) jJAnI jIva viSayomAM niraMkuza rahetA nathI. (copAI) gyAnakalA jinake ghaTa jaagii| te jagamAMhi sahaja vairaagii|| gyAnI magana viSaisukha maaNhii| yaha viparIti saMbhavai naaNhii||41 / / (11-41-161) jJAna ane vairAgya eka sAthe ja hoya che. (doharo) gyAna sakati vairAgya bala , siva sAdhaiM smkaal| jyauM locana nyAre rahaiM, nirakheM dou naal|| 42 / / ( za-42-162)

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zrI nATaka samayasAranA pado ( thopAI ) mUr3ha karamakau karatA hovai / phala abhilASa dharai phala jovai / / - sUnI / lagai na lepa nirjarA dUnI // 43 // ( 'laza-43-193) gyAnI kriyA karai phala - jJAnInA abaMdha ane ajJAnInA baMdha 52 kIDAnuM dRSTAMta (doharA ) baMdhai karamasauM mUr3ha jyauM, pATa - kITa tana pema / khulai karamasauM samakitI, gorakha dhaMdhA jema / / 44 / / ( 'laza-44-191 ) OM 555

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vAMcakonI noMdha mATe saMva2