Anubhav Prakash

Author(s): Lakhmichand Venichand
Publisher: Lakhmichand Venichand
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009865/1

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anubhavaprakAza. prakAzaka lakhamIcaMda veNIcaMda, kuIvADI. kolhApUra-jaineMdra presa. kiMmata 6 ANe.

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MALAAAAAM KAMAALALLL VATI LIBR LIBRATTA ko sampati vA kAlApa . HNDROID anubhavaprakAza.

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aii siddhebhyaH // namaH anubhavaprakAza. 2. dohA-guNa anantamaya paramapada / zrIjinavara bhagavAn // jJeya lakSya hai jJAnamaiM | acala sadA nijasthAna // 1 // paramadevAdhideva paramAtmA paramezvara paramapUjya amala anupama Anandamaya akhafusa bhagavAn nirvANanAthakoM namaskAra kari anubhavaprakAza grantha karoM hauM, jinake prasAda padArthakA svarUpa jAni nija Ananda upajai | prathama yaha loka SaDdravyakA bayA hai / tAmaiM paJcadravyasauM bhinna sahajasvabhAva saccidAnandAdyanantaguNamaya cidAnanda hai / anAdikarma sa~yogataiM anAdyazuddha hoya rahyA hai / tAtaiM parapada maiM ApA mAni parabhAva kIye / tAtaiM janmAdi duHkha sahe hai / aisI duHkhaparipATI apanI azuddhacintavanateM pAI hai| jo apane svarUpakI saMbhAra kareM to ekachinameM saba duHkha vilaya jAya / jaisA kahu

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 2 // hai sAsaMtA Anandamaya paramapada hai, tAko pAvai, tAkI saMbhArake karatahI svarUpaprApti hoya hai hai hai, yaha upAya dikhAiye hai| yehI pariNAma ulaTi paramaiM ApA mAni svarUpakA vismaraNa hai hai kari rahyA hai / yehI pariNAma sulaTi svarUpakauM ApA mAMni paravismaraNa karai, to muktihaiM kAminIkA kantha hove // aise pariNAmameM kabu kaleza to nahIM / ye pariNAma kauna karai ? tAkA samAdhAna, hai I anAdi avidyAmaiM paDA hai / mohakI gAMThi nivaDa paDI hai / AtmA parakA ekatvasandhAne hai 1 hoya rahA hai / jaisaiM koI puruSa aphImake amalako caDhyA hai, vaha duHkha pAvai hai, pari hai hai chUTi na sakai, kAhete bahuta caDhyA ? chUTe sukha hai, kaleza nAhI, pari vAiDi Avai so hai hai lehI le / taiseM para mo vadhyA hai, chUTe sukha hai, pari na chUTe hai, anAdisa~yoga chUTateM sukha / hai hai, pari jhUThehI duHkha mAne hai| yAke meTaveko prajJAchainI Atmaparake ekatvasandhAnameM / hai DAre, cetanA aMza apanA jAne, jAmaiM jaDapraveza nAMhI / kaise jAne ? so kahiye hai / / hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 3 // / yaha paramaiM ApA jAnai hai, so yaha jJAnI nija vAnigI hai / isa nijajJAnavA- hai hai nigIko bahuta saMta pichAni pichAni ajara amara bhaye, so kahanemAtrahI na lyAvai, hai hai cittako cetanAmeM lIna karai, svarUpa anubhavakA vilAsa sukhanivAsa hai, tAkauM karai / hai hai so kaise karai so kahiye haiN|| nirantara apane svarUpakI bhAvanAmaiM magna rahai, darzanajJAnacetanAkA prakAza upahai yogadAramaiM dRDha bhAvai / citpariNatite svarUpa rasa hoya hai / dravya guNa paryAyakA yathArtha hai 1 anubhavanA anubhava hai| anubhavateM paJca paramaguru bhaye hohiNge| so prasAda anubhavakA hai hai / anubhava AcaraNakauM arihaMta siddha sevai haiN| anubhavamaiM anantaguNake sakala rasa hai Avai hai so kahiye haiN| jJAnakA prakaTa prakAza anantaguNakauM jAnai / jJAna vizeSaguNakauM pariNati paraNavai, vedai, AsvAda karai / tahAM anupama Ananda phala nipajai aiseMhI darasanakoM pariNati hai

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||anubhvprkaash || pAna 4 // hai paraNavai, vedai, AsvAda karai sukhaphala nipajai / yAhI rIti saba guNakauM paraNavai, vedai, hai hai AsvAdai Ananda ananta akhaNDita anupamarasa lIye upajai / tAteM saba guNakA rasa hai hai pariNatike dvAra anubhava karavaimeM AyA / aiseMhI dravyakoM paraNavai, vedai, AsvAdai, hai hai Ananda pAvai / taba pariNatidvAri dravya anubhava bhayA / anubhavakA rasa guNapariNati hai 1 ekarasa bhaye hoya hai / vastukA svarUpa hai / so guNa cetanAkA sakSepamAtra varNana hai kIjiye hai| sakalaguNamaiM jJAna pradhAna hai / kAheta? jJAna vizeSa cetanA hai| jJAna sabakA hai hai jJAtA hai / sUkSma na hotA to indriyagrAhya hotA / tAH sUkSmakari jJAnakI siddhi sattA-1 hai guNavinA sUkSma sAsatA na hotaa| vIryaguNavinA sattAkI niSpattisAmarthya kahAM pAIye / hai 1 agurulaghuvinA vIrya halakA bhArI bhaye jaDatAkauM dhrtaa| prameyaguNavinA agurulaghukA hai haiM pramANa kahAM pAIye? apramANa bhaye kauna mAnatA? vastutvavinA pramANa kisakA kahiye?

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 5 // astitvavinA vastutva kisake AdhAra kahiye ? pradezatvavinA astitva kisakA nirU piye ? prabhutvavinA pradezaprabhutA kahAM rahatI ? vibhutvavinA prabhutva sabamaiM kaise vyApatA ? jIvatvavinA vibhutva ajIva hotA, cetanAvinA jIvatva kahAM vartatA ? jJAnavinA cetasarvajJatAvinA nakA vizeSa jAnyA na paratA, darzanavinA sAmAnyavizeSajJAna na rahatA, darzana kauna jAnatA? sarvadarzitvavinA jJAna kauna dekhatA ? cAritracetanAvinA darzanajJAnakI thiratA kahAM rahatI ? pariNAmAtmakatvavinA cidacidvilAsa kahAMta karatA ? akAraNakAryatvavinA parakArya bhaye, nijakAryako abhAva hotA / asaMkucitatvavinA avinAzI cetanAvilAsa saMkoca na AvatA / tyAgopAdAnazUnyatvavinA yahaNatyAga lagyA rahatA / akartRtvaMvinA karmakA karttA hotA / abhoktRtvavinA parabhAva bhogavatA / asAdhAraNavinA cetanAcetanakA bheda na paratA / sAdhAraNavinA koI padAratha sat hotA, koI asat hotA / tattvavinA vastu svarUpa na dharatA / atattvavinA parakA tattva

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 6 // hai AvatA / bhAvavinA svabhAvakA abhAva hotA / bhAva bhAvavinA atItakA bhAva anA3 gatameM na rahatA / bhAvAbhAvavinA pariNamana samayamAtra na saMbhavatA / abhAvabhAvavinA anAgata pariNamana na AvatA / abhAvavinA karmakA sadbhAva jAnyA prtaa| sarvathA / 1 abhAva abhAvavinA atItamaiM karma abhAva thA, so anAgata abhAvamaiM aisA na hotA / hai hai kartAvinA nijakarmakA kartA na hotaa| karmavinA svabhAvakarmakA abhAva hotaa| kara-hai hai NavinA pariNamanakari svarUpakA sAdhana thA so na hotA / sampradAnavinA pariNati-hai 1 svarUpamaiM Apa samarpaNa na karatA / apAdAnavinA ApataiM Apakari Apa na hotA hai hai adhikaraNavinA sabakA AdhAra na hotaa| svayaMsiddhavinA parAdhInatA AvatI / aja-hai hai vinA upajatA / akhaNDavinA khaNDitatA paavtaa| vimalavinA mala hotA / ekavinA haiM aneka hotA / anekavinA guNa anekakA abhAva hotA / nityavinA anitya hotaa| hai anityavinA SaDguNI vRddhihAni na hoya / jaba arthakriyAkArakasvabhAvakI siddhi na hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 5 // hai hoya / bhedavinA abheda dravya guNa hoya / abhedavinA eka vastu na hoya / astivinA hai 1 nAsti hoya / nAstivinA parakI astitA hoya | sAkAravinA nijAkRti na hoya / hai nirAkAravinA parAkAra dhari vinAza pAvai / acalasvabhAvavinA cala hoya / Urdhvagamana-i hai svabhAvavinA uccapada na jAnyau parai / ityAdi anaMta vizepaNa jJAnI anubhava kre| so hai nijajAni kaisaiM hoya ? so kahiye haiM / / hai prathama anAdi paramaiM ahaM mamarUpa mithyAkA nAza krai| pIchai pararAgarUpa bhAva vidhvaMsa karai / jaba pararAga miTai taba vItarAga hoya / parapravezakA abhAvabhAva bhayA, taba svasaMvedarUpa nijajAni hoya / athavA apane dravya guNa paryAyakA vicAra kari nijapada hai jAne / athavA upayogamaiM jAnarUpa vastukauM jaane| anantamahimAbhaNDAra sAra avikAra apArazaktimaNDita merA svarUpa aisA bhAva pratItikari karai / dhyAna dharai nizcala hoya yaha jAMni jaane| nijarUpajAnahIkoM anupapadakA sarvasva jAnai / isa svarUpakI hai N

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 8 // jAnivinA parakI mAnikari saMsArI duHkhI bhaye / so parakI mAni kaiseM miTaiM? soM kahiye haiM | bhedajJAna para nijakA aMza aMza nyArA nyArA jAnai / maiM upayogI, merA upayogatva grantha gAvaiM haiM / mai dekhoM jAnauM hauM / yaha nizcaya ThIka kIye Ananda baDhai ! parapariNati merI karI hai / na karoM tau na hoya mAni, merI paramaiM mai karI mAni, mai nija maiM mAnoM, tau mAnatapramANahI muktitaiM yAhI sagAI avazya vara hauMgA / karamake bharamakA vinAza nijasarama pAye hoya hai / so nijasarama kaise pAIye ? so kahiye haiM // aba merA anantasukha mere upayoga meM hai / so merA upayoga tau sadA maiM dharoM hauM / mai upayogako bhUli anupayogI maiM anAdi rata bhayA sukhasthAnaka cetanA upayoga bhUlyA sukha kahAMteM hoya ? aba mai sAkSAt upayogaprakAza ThAvA ( yogyasthAna ) kIyA | kAheteM ? ahaM nara aisI mAni, narazarIra jaDa maiM tau na hoya, mere upayoga bhaI hai / "

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 9 // . so aisA mAnikA karaNahAra merA upayoga azuddhasvAMgahI dhari baiThA hai| jaise koI eka hai naTavA varadakA svAMga lyAyA hai, pUcha hai, ApA bhUlyA hai, maiM narakI paryAya kaba hai hai pAvauMgA ? jhUThehI pUcha hai, nara hI hai / bhUlate yaha rIti bhaI hai / taiseM cidAnanda ApA hai hai bhUlyA hai, paramaiM ApA jAnyA hai, apanI Apa bhUli meTai, sadA upayoga dhAri Ana- hai hai ndarUpa Apa svayamevahI vanyA hai / vinAyatnateM nijanihAra nAhI kArya hai / nijazraddhA hai hai Aye nija avalokana hoya hai / yaha zraddhA kAherauM hoya hai so kahiye haiN| prathama sakalalaukikarIti" parAGmukha hoya, nijavicArasanmukha hoya, karmakandarAvi hai hai chipyA hai cidAnanda rAjA / nokarma prathamaguphA, dUjI dravyakarmaguphA, tIjI bhAvakarmaguphA hai haiM prathama nokarmaguphAmaiM pariNati paiThi ki, hamArA rAjA dekhai, tahAM usako kachu na dIsai, cakrati hai / hoya rahI, taba phirinai lagI, taba zrIgurunaiM kahyA ki, tUM kahA DhUMDhe hai ? taba vaha kahane / hai lagI, mere rAjAkauM dekhauM ho so na paayaa| taba zrIguruneM kahyA terA rAjA yahAMhI hai, hai

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 10 // . hai mati phirai yahAMta / tIsarI guphA hai, tahAM vase hai| hAthakI DorI isa guphAtaka AI hai| hai hai so yaha DorI usake hAthakI halAI hAle hai / jo vaha na hoya to DorI ApasaiM na hAle hai hai hai / tAteM vicAri isa zakti yA DorIkI anasUta calI jaanaa| karmameM dekhi isakI / kriyA DorIkauM kauna halAvai hai ? dravyakarmaguphA aMdarI prakRti pradeza sthiti anubhAga hai hai vAhIke nimittateM nAva par2yA hai| vAkI pariNati bhaI jaisI jaisI vargaNA baMdhI vahAMbhI hai hai usakI vaNAI sattAsauM dravyakarma nAva usake bhAvoMke nimitta" nAnAkarmapudgalanaiM nAva hai hai pAyA / bhAvakarmaguphAmai rAga dveSa mohakA prakAzamaiM chipyA svarUpa rahe hai / vaha prakAza tere hai haiM nAthakA azuddha svAMga hai / tAmaiM tU khoji, bhaya mati karai / niHzaMka jAni yaha rAga hai hai dveSa mohakI DorIke sAthi jAi khoji, jisa pradeza" uThI sohI terA nAtha hai / DorIkauM / hai mati dekhe / jisake hAthameM DorI tisakauM lagi turati milaigaa| apanI jJAnamahimAko / hai chipAya baiThA hai| tU pichAni / yaha guptajJAna bhayA tauU nAtha chipyA nhiiN| cetanA

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 11 // .. prakAzarUpa cidAnanda rAjA pAya sukha paavaigii| nijazarmakA upAya kahyA / yaha nijasukha upayoga kA / durlabha kyoM bhayA hai ? so kahiye haiM | yaha pariNAma bhUmikA maiM mohamadirA pIya aviveka malla unmatta hoya vivekamallako jIti jayathaMbha ropi ThADhA ( khaDA ) bhayA hai jorAvara / tAteM ApakI sukhanidhikA vilAsa na kara de / vivekamallakA jorA bhaye aviveka haNyA jAya / tava nija nidhi vilasiye / pararuci khoTA AhAra sevataiM mithyAjvara bhaI / taba viveka nirbala bhayA / tAtaiM svaAcAra pArA zraddhA bUTIke puTasoM sudhAya / tAkA sevana kare, tatra vivekamalla mithyAjvara meTi sabala hoya avivekakauM pachAre / tava Ananda nidhikA vilAsa hoya / svaAcAra kahA || zraddhA kaise ho so kahiye haiM || isa anAdisaMsAra meM paravicAra anAdi kiiyaa| aba svaAcAra pArA sevana kariye tau, avinAzI pada merI jJAnacetanA azuddha bhaI / bheTiyai / maiM kauna hauM ? merA

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|| anubhavaprakAza // pAna 12 // hai svarUpa kahA ? kaise pAiye? prathama pada apanekA upayogakA prakAza hai| darzanajJAna hai I upayoga cAritra upayoga / darzana dekhatA hai, jJAna jAnatA hai, cAritra pariNAmakari hai AcaritA hai / aisA jJeyakA dekhanA jAnanA AcaraNA anAdi kIyA apane vizuddhahai padamai upayoga na dIyA / atIMdriyasukhake lAbhavinA rItA rahyA / anante tIrthaGkara hai bhaye tinahUneM svarUpa zuddha kiyA, anantasukhI bhaye / aba mokaubhI aise svarUpa Izuddha krnaa| hai ' munivara jana niraMtara svarUpasevana kare haiM / tAteM apanA trailokyapUjya savateM uccahai pada avaloki kArya karanA hai / karmaghaTAmeM merA svarUpasUrya chipyA hai / kachu merA svarU- hai pasUryakA prakAza karmaghaTAkari haNyA na jAya / AvayA hai| vArehI vArai ghaTAkA jora hai| hai mere svarUpakU hani na sake / cetanAte acetana na kari sake / merIhI bhUli bhaI / svapada haiM hai bhUlyA / bhUli meTi javahI merA svapada jyauMkA tyauM vaNyA hai /

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 13 // jaise koI ratnadvIpakA nara thaa| tahAM ratnake maMdira the| ratnasamUhamaiM rahai thA / parakha (kamarameM bAMdhanekA kaTisUtra) na jAna thaa| aura dezamaiM AyA, kaNagatImaiM harinmaNi haiM lagI thii| ekadina sarovara ranAnako gayA / jauharIne dekhyA / hanyA pANI isakI hai 1 maNiprabhAtai sarovarakA bhayA / taba usapAsi eka naga le rAjAsamIpa usa narakauM le hai hai gyaa| koDi maMdira bharai etI dInAra divaaii| taba o nara pichtaayaa| merA nidhAna hai hai maiM na pichAnyA / taiseM apanA nidhAna ApasamIpa hai| pichAnatahI sukhI hoya hai / hai hai merA AtmA tAteM jJAnakA dhArI cidAnanda hai / merA svarUpa anantacaitanyazaktimaNDita hai 1 anantaguNamaya hai| mere upayogake AdhIna vaNyA hai| maiM mere pariNAma upayoga mere hai 1 svarUpamaiM dhauMgA / anAdiduHkha mettauNgaa| sugamarAha svarUpa pAvanekA hai| dRSTigocara hai 3 karanAhI durlabha hai / so saMtone sugama kara diyA hai / unake prasAdateM hamoneM pAyA hai // 3 so hamArA akhaNDavilAsa sukhanivAsa isa anubhavaprakAzamaiM hai / vacanagocara nAhI, hai

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 14 // 1 bhAvanAgamya hai / yaha merA jyotiHsvarUpakA prakAza pragaTa isa ghaTamaiM prakAzatA hai| hai chipyA nahI, gopya kaisA mAnauM? chatI vastukauM achatI kaise karau ? chatI achatI na hai hai hotI hai / pI, jhUThehI chatIkauM atI mAnI thii| tisakA anAdi duHkha phala bhayA / 1 thA / zarIrakoM ApA kaise mAniye ? yaha to raktavIryatai bhayA sAta dhAta jaDa vijAtIya hai / vinazvara para, so merI cetanA yaha nAhI / jJAna varNa vargaNA vijAtIya svarUpakauM varNa hai hai aceta baMdhaka vinazvara rasavipAkahIna hai, so merI nAhI / vibhAva svabhAva maMlina karai / 1 karmaudayateM bhayA, merA nAhIM / merA cetanApada meM pAyA / jJAnalakSaNate lakSya pichAni hai hai svarUpazraddhA" AnandakandakI kelIMkari sukhI hauM / so AnandakandakI kelI svarUpa- 1 hai zraddhA kaise hoya ? so kahiye hai // anantacaitanyacinhakauM liye akhaNDitaguNakA puJja hai hai paryAyakA dhArI dravya jJAnAdiguNapariNati paryAyaavasthArUpa vastukA nizcaya bhayA / hai jJAna jAnanamAtra, darzana dekhavemAla , sattA astimAtra, so vIrya vastuniSpanna

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... . . . . // anubhavaprakAza // pAna 15 // sAmarthyamAtraM, kevala aisA pratItyabhAva rucibhAvakI AstikyatAzraddhAna zraddhA kahiye / hai tisata upajI Anandakandamai kelikari sukhI hauM / jAnyA Ananda jJAnAnanda, svarUpa hai dekhai Ananda so darzanAnanda, pariNayA Ananda cAritrAnanda / aiseM saba guNAnanda, / tisakA mUla nijasvarUpa Anandakanda / tisakI keli svarUpamaiM pariNati ramAvaNI / / haiM tisatai sukhasamUha bhayA hai| aura isatai UMcA upAya naaNhii| bhavyanakauM zivarAha so. hai halI (sahaja ) yaha bhagavaMta. batAI hai| bhagavantakI bhAvanAteM santa mahanta bhaye / / hai maiMbhI yAhI bhAvanAkA avagADha thaMbha ropyA hai / samyagdRSTIkai aisAM nirantara abhyAsa hai hai rahai // karmaabhAvate jJAna svarasamaNDita sukhakA puMja pragaTai taba kRtakRtya hoya hai| isa hai hai AtamakA svarUpa gopya ho rahA hai / sAkSAt kaise hoya? bhAvanA parokSajJAnakari baDhAI hai hai hai / so kaise siddhi hoya so kahiye haiN| hai jaiseM dIpakake pAMca paDade haiN| eka paDadA duri bhaye, jhINA vArIka udyota hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 16 // bhayA / dUjA paDadA dUri bhayA, taba caDhatA prakAza bhyaa| tIjA gaye caDhatA bhayA / cauthA gaye adhika caDhanA bhayA / aiseM jJAnAvaraNake pAMca paDade haiM / matijJAnAvaraNa gaye haiM svarUpakA manana kIyA // anAdi paramanana thA, so mittyaa| anantara aisI pratIti / AI, jaise koI puruSa daridra hai , karajako svaukA hai, usakai cintAmaNi hai, taba kAhUneM hai haiM kahyA, isa cintAmaNike prabhAvateM nidhi vistari rahA hai, kAhUkauM phala dIyA thA, so hai hai aba tumahu nidhitau lyau / sAkSAtkAra bhaye saba phala pAvahuge / pratItimaiM ciMtAmaNi I pAyekAsA harSa bhayA hai| aiseM matijJAnI svarUpakA prabhAva ekadezahImeM aisI jAgA hai kevalajJAnakI zuddhatvapratItidvAra AyA so azuddhatva aMzahu apanA na kalpai hai| i svasaMvedana matijJAnakari bhayA hai| jJAnaprakAza apanA hai / aiseM zrutamaiM vicArai, maiM hai hai manana kIyA // i so kaisA hauM ? jJAnarUpa hauM, AnandarUpa hauM / aiseM vyAri jJAnamaiM svasaMvedanapari

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 17 // -gatikara tau pratyakSa hai | jJAna avadhimanaHparyayake jAnavetaiM ekadezapratyakSa / kAhetaiM sarvAvadhikari sarva vargaNA paramANumAtra dekhe, tAtaiM ekadezapratyakSa | manaHparyayahU paramanakI jAne, tAteM ekadezapratyakSa hai / kevala sarvapratyakSa hai / apanA jAnanA jJAnamAtra vastu maiM jo pratIti bhaI, tAtaiM samyak nAma pAyA / jJAnamAtra vastu tau kevalajJAna bhaye zuddha, jahA~taka kevala nahI tahAMtaka gupata, kevalajJAnamAtra vastukI pratIti pratyakSa karikari svasaMvedana baDhA hai | jaghanyajJAnI kaise pratIti kare ? so kahiye haiM | merA darzanajJAnakA prakAzapradeza mere taiM uThe hai / jAnapanA merA mai hauM / aisI pratIti karatA Ananda hoya so nirvikalpasukha hai| jJAna upayoga AvaraNa meM gupta hai / jAnimaiM AvaraNa nAhIM / kAhetaiM ? jetA aMza AvaraNa gayA, tetA jJAna bhayA, tAtaiM jJAna AvaraNatai nyArA hai, so apanA svabhAva hai / jetA jJAna pragaTyA tetA apanA svabhAva khulyA, so ApA hai | itanA

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||anubhvprkaash / / pAna 18 // . vizeSa AvaraNakauM gayehU paramaiM jJAna jAya, so azuddha / jo jetA aMza jinameM rahai, so hai hai zuddha / tAteM gupata kevala hai / pari parokSajJAnamaiM pratIti nirAvaraNakI karikari Ananda hai baDhAIye / jJAnI zuddhabhAvanAtai zuddha hoya, yaha nizcaya hai / 'yA matiH sA gatiH' iti / 1 vacanAt / apanA svarUpa sAkSAt kaisaiM hoya ? so kahiye haiM // prathama nirmalatvabhAvateM saMsArake bhAva adho kreN| kaise kareM so kahiye haiN| dRzya-hai 1 mAna jo saba rUpI jaDa, tAmaiM mamatva na krnaa| kaahetebhii jaDa tAmaiM ApA mAnai sukha haiM kahA ? zarIrAdi jaDa tAmeM ApA mAnai sukha kahA? ara rAga deSa moha bhava bhAva, asA-hai 1 tAbhAva , tRSNAbhAva, avizrAmabhAva, asthirabhAva, duHkhabhAva, AkulabhAva, khedabhAva, hai ajJAnabhAva yAteM heya haiM // AtmabhAva, jJAnamAtrabhAva, zAntabhAva, vizrAmabhAva, sthira-hai hai tAbhAva, anAkulabhAva, AnandabhAva, tRptibhAva, nijabhAva upAdeya haiM / AtmapariNatimaiM AtmA hai / maiM hauM aisI pariNatikari ApA prgttai| ApAmaiM hai

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J // anubhavaprakAza || pAna 19 // pariNati AI mai hauMpaNAkI mAni svapadakA sAdhana hai / maiMmaiM pariNAma meM kahe hauM / maiM maiM pariNAmoM ne svapadakI AstikyatAkAra svapadapariNAmavinA ThAvA yogya sthAna na hoya / kAyaceSTA nahI | vacanauccAraNA nahI / mana cintavana nahIM / Atmapada maiM ApakI mamatA svarUpavizrAma, AnandarUpa padamaiM sthiratA cidAnanda, citpariNatikA viveka karanA | citpariNati cidamaiM ramai, AtmAnanda upajai / manadAra viveka hoya pari mana urai rahai / mana para hai jJAna nijavastu hai / so aise vicArateM dUri rahe hai / kAhetaiM ? paramAtmapada gupta hai| tAkI mana vyakta bhAvanA karata saMke hai / kAhetaiM ? paramAtmabhAvanA karata karata paramAtmapada najIka Avai, taba paramAtmA ke tejataiM mana pahalyauMhI mari nivarai ( nivRtta hoya ) hai | kAhetaiM ? sUrimAkA tejateM kAyara vinAsaMgrAmahI mare / sUrya ke tejateM aMdhakAra pahalyoMhI nAza hoya jAya, taiseM jAniyau || cidAnanda bhAvanA citpariNati zuddha hoya / citpariNati zuddha bhaye cidAnanda T 1

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 20 // hai zuddha hoya hai / anAtmapariNAma meTi AtmapariNAma karanAhI kRtakRtyapaNA hai / yogI hai hai zvarabhI itanA kare haiM / prANAyAma, dhyAna, dhAraNA, samAdhi yAhIke nimitta haiN| 1 svarUpapariNAmamai anantasukha bhayA / nijapada AstikyatA bhaI / anupapadamaiM lInatA hai hai bhaI / eka svarasa bhayA, zuddha upayoga bhayA / anubhava sahajapadakA bhyaa| mahimA hai hai apAra ApapariNAmakI hai| pariNAma Apake kIye vinA paramezvara parapariNAmateM gotA hai hai khAya hai / apane pariNAma svarUpAnandI bhaye, paramezvara khaayaa| aisA prabhAva Atma-hai hai jJAnapariNAmakA hai / apUrvalAbha avinAzIpadakA bhayA pariNamana" / so pariNAma kaise hai 1 svarUpamaiM lAgai? so kahiye haiN| paraparAGmukha hoya vAraMvAra svapada avalokAnike bhAva karai / darzana jJAna cAritra hai haiM cetanAkA prakAza vo karikari svarUpapariNati karai / Atmajyoti anAtmasauM bhinna hai 1 akhaNDaprakAza AnandacetanAsvarUpa cidvilAsakA anubhavaprakAza pariNAmakari prakAzai / hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 21 // . / pariNAma jAteM uThyA tAmeM pariNAma lagAvai / jJAnavArai pariNAma na karai / pariNAma , hai raGgacetanA aGga abhaGgamaiM antaraGga lIna bhayA karai / amarapurInivAsa nijabodhake vikA-3 sate vhai / nizcaya nizcala amala atula akhaNDita amitateja anantaguNaratnamaNDita / brahmANDako lakhaiyA / brahmapada pUrNa paramacaitanyajyotiHsvarUpa arUpa anupa trailokyabhUpa hai hai paramAtmarUpa pada pAya pAvana hoya rahai / so anubhavakI mahimA hai // yathArthajJAna, paramArthanidhAna , nijakalyANa, zivasthAnarUpa bhagavAn amlAnasukhavAna nirvANanidhi nirupAdhi nijasamAdhi sAdhiye ArAdhiye / alakha aja Ananda hai mahAguNavRnda dhArI avakArI sarva duHkhahArI vAdhArahita mahita surasa rasasahita niraMzI karmako hai hai vidhvaMsI, bhavyako AdhAra, bhavapArako karaNahAra, jagatsAra, durnivAgduHkha cUrai / pUrai hai pada Apa bhavatApa puNyapApakauM miTAyakaiM, lakhAya pada Atama darasAya deta cidAnanda, haiM sadA sukhakanda niraphaMda lakhAvai, avinAzI pada pAvai, lokAloka jhalakAvai, pheri

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 22 // 1 bhavameM na Avai, saba veda guNa gAvai / tAhi kahAM lauM batAvai ? vainagocara na Avai / yaha hai hai parama tattva hai, atattvasauM atIta jAmaiM nAMhi viparIta karaNI, bhavaduHkhanakI bharaNI, / hitaharaNI anusaraNI anAdikIhI moharAjAne vanAI / jagajIvanako bhAI, duHkhadAI hai hai hI suhAI, yA ajJAna adhikAI, jAteM lagI bahu kAI / jJAnarIti uri AnI / vipa-1 harIta karaNako bhAnI / sAdhakatA sAdhi mahA hoi / nijadhyAna Ananda sudhAko vhai / pAna / mokSapadako nidAnI idAnIMhI samayamaiM svarasI vazI bhaye haiM / indriyacora kasI, hai hai kAya niratAya nihAyo pada paramezvarasvarUpa aghaTaghaTamaiM / vyApaka anupa cidrUpakauM hai / lkhaayo| bhramabhAvakauM mittaayo| nija Apatattva pAyo / darasAyo deva acala ameva Teva / hai hai sAsatIko nivAsI sukharAsI bhavasauM udAsI ho lhai| bAhari na vhai| nijabhAvahIko chai| / haiM svapadakA nivAsa svapadameM hai / bahiraGgasaMgamaiM DhUMDhi DhUMDhi vyAkula bhayA jaise mRga vAsakauM / haiM DhUMDhe, kahUM parajAyagAM na pAvai, taisaiM pada ApakauM paramaiM na pAvai // mohake vikArateM ApA hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 23 / / hai na sUjhe / santanake pratApate guNa anantamaya cidAnanda paramAtmA turaMta pAvai // parapada hai haiM Apa jahAMtAI tahAMtAI sarAgI bhayA vyAkula rahai / jJAnadRSTisauM darzanajJAnacAritrakoM hai hai eka padasvarUpa avalokana karatahI para mAnikI turata hAni hoya / rAgavikAra miTatahI hai hai vItarAgapada pAvai / taba anAkula bhayA anantasukha rasAsvAdI hoya ApA amara karai / hai hai jaise koI rAjA madirA pIya nindha sthAnamaiM rati mAna, taiseM cidAnanda dehamaiM rati hai haiM mAni rahyA hai| mada utarai rAjapadakA jJAna hoya rAjanidhAna vilasai, svapadakA jJAna hai bhaye saccidAnanda sampadA vilasai / / koI prazna karai, jJAna to jAnapaNArUpa hai, ApakauM kyoM na jAnai? tAkA samA-hai dhAna, jAnapaNA anAdi parasauM vyApi parahIkA ho rahA hai| ava aisA vicAra karai, hai te zuddha hoy| yaha parakA jAnapaNAbhI jJAnavinA na hoya / jJAna AtmAvinA na hoy|| 1 tAteM parapadakA jAnanahArA merA pada hai| merA jJAna maiM hauM / paravikAra para haiN| jahAM jahAM

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 24 // / 1 jAnapaNA, tahAMtahAM maiM aisA dRDhabhAva samyaktva hai / so sugama hai, viSama mAni rahyA hai hai hai| mohamada vAyo jJAna amRta pIya utari brahmapadakauM sa~bhAri, DAri bhavakheda, bheda hai hai pAya nijasauM, abheda ApapadakauM pichAni, tyAgi paravANI, jANi cidAnanda, moha hai mAni bhAnikai, guNako grAma abhirAma sukhadhAmarUpa sohI hai svarUpa / sohI bhAvamoikSako upAya upeyako sAthai, zuddha Atama aaraadhai| yohI zivapaMtha nigrantha vahU sAdhi hai hai sAdhi, samAdhikau pAya, paramapadakauM pahuMcai / apanA cetanAprakAza mohavikArakauM pAya, mailA bhyaa| bhedajJAna jaDacetanakA nikhArA karai / tAkauM urameM dharikari nijajJAnakA hai 1 abhyAsa vAraMvAra sAra avikAra apanA akhaNDarUpa jAni anubhava ura Ani mahAmoha hai hai haTha bhAni svarUparasa apane svabhAvamaiM hai / tisa svabhAvakoM nija upayogamaiM ThAvA karai / / 1 svarUpakI upayogazakti karmameM gupta bhaI to kahA zaktiko abhAva mAniye / / hai jaise kAhUko putra gharameM hai, bAjAramaiM kAhU. bUjhyo, tau kahai hamAre putra hai / hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 25 // abhAva na khai| vyavahAramaiMhU yaha rIti hai| chataikauM anachato na karai / cidAnanda hai terau aciraja Avatu hai / darzanajJAnazakti chatI kari anachatI rAkhI hai| jaise hai haiM loTanajaDIkauM (jaTAmAMsI jisako billIloTana kahate haiM ) dekhi billI loTe hai, taiseM hai haiM mohate saMsArabhramaNa hai / nai kahUM iteM svarUpameM Avai to trilokako rAjya pAvai / so to hai 1 darlabha nAhIM // jaise nara pazusvAMga dharai tau pazu na hoya, narahI hai / taisaiM AtmA caurA-hai hai sIke svAMga karai tauU cidAnaMdahI hai| cidAnaMdapaNo durlabha nAhIM // jaise koI kAThakI hai hai pUtarIkauM sAMcI nArI mAni vAko bulAvai, cAhi kareM, vAkI sevA karai, pI, jAna hai kAThakI, taba pachitAvai / taiseM jaDakI sevA karai hai / ajJAnI bhayA jaDamaiM sukha kalpai hai|| jJAnI hoya jaba jhUTha mAni tjai|| hai jaisaiM mRga marIcikAmai jala mAne hai, taisaiM paramaiM ApA mAna hai / tAteM sAMce hai jJAnateM vastu jAnau tabahI bhrama miTai / vAraMvAra sAra sAMco upadeza zrIguru kahai haiN| AAMAN

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__. . . . . // anubhavaprakAza // . pAna 26 // ApahU jAne haiN| avidyAko AvaraNa hai tAkari jhUThako sAMca mAni rahyo hai| triMbaka haiM hai. (tIna jagahateM vAMkI aisI rassI) jevarImeM sarpa trikAla nAhI, taiseM brahmamai avidyA hai nAhIM / so sAre samudrake jalasaiM dhoyehU deha apAvana hai / tAkau pAvana mAni rahyau hai / / hai. aisI piThauMhI pakarI hai / jorAvarI ThIkarIko rupayo calAvai so na cAlai / apanI bhUlie haina tajai to apanI hAMsI khalakamaiM Apa karAvai / ke dekho anantajJAnako dhanI bhUli hai haiM duHkha pAvai hai| hAMsIke bhaye jana saramiMdo hoya / pheri hAMsIko kAma na krai| yAkI hai / anAdikI jagatamaiM hAMsI bhaI hai / lAja na pakarai hai / pheri pheri vAhI jhUThI rItIkauM pakarai / hai. hai / jAkI bAtahUke kIye anupama Ananda hoya, aiso apano pada hai| tAkau tau na grhai| hai hai paravastukI ora dekhatahI caurAsIko baMdIkhAno hai, tAkauM bahota rucisetI sevai hai| aisI hai 3: haTharIti viparIti-rUpako anupa-mAni mAni harSa dharai hai| jaisaiM sA~pako hAra jAni hAtha hai ghAlo tau duHkha hoyahI hoya taiseM rucisetI. parasevanateM.saMsAraduHkha hoyahI hoya //

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/ . .. . // anumavaprakAza // pAna 27 // . jaise eka dRSTibandhavAlo nara eka nagarameM eka rAjAke samIpa Aya rahyo / ketaka hai dinapIche rAjA. mUvau / taba vA naranaiM rAjAko mUvo na jnaayo| rAjAko to bahuta hai uMDoM gADi mATI de, Upari bemAluma jAyagAM kari dRSTibandhasauM kAThakoM rAjA daravAramaiM / haiM baiThAyo / dRSTibaMdhasUM sabakauM sAMcau bhAsai / jaba koI rAjAko bUjhai, taba vo nara jubAva de, hai hai taba loka jAnai, rAjA bole hai / aiso caritra dRSTivandhasauM kIyo / tahAM eka nara hai vanakI bUMTI sirapari TA~gi Ayo, usa bU~TIke vala" vAkI dRSTi na bNdhii| taba vaha hai nara lokako kahane lAgyo, re kubuddhi jana hau! kAThako pratyakSa dekhiye hai| tuma yAkau hai hai sAcau rAjA jAni sevo ho, dhikkAra hai tumArI aisI smjhiko| taisaiM ye saMsArI saba hai hai. inakI dRSTi mohasau baMdhI, parako ApA mAni sevai haiM / paramaiM cetanAkA aMzahU naahii||. hai jJAna jAkai bhayo, so aisai jAne hai, ye saMsArI kubuddhi jaDamaiM ApA kari mAna haiN| hai / duHkha sahe haiN| dhikkAra inakI samAjhikauM! jhUTha haTha duHkhadAyako sukhadAyaka jAni sevai haiM !! hai|

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 28 // jaiseM kAhUko janma bhayo, janmateMhI A~khi pari, cAmaDIko lapeTo calyo Ayo mAhisUM A~khiko prakAza jyoMko tyoM bAhya carma AvaraNasau Apako na darase / jaba koU tabIba milyo, tAneM kahI, yAkai mAMhi prakAza jyotIrUpa Akhi sArI hai / vA jatanakari carmako lapeTo dUri kIyo, taba zarIra ApakoM ApahI dekhyau, aurabhI darasai lAgyau / yAprakAri anAdi jJAnadarzana naina mudrita bhaye cale Aye Apa svarUpa na dekhyau / jaba zrIguru tabIba (netravaidya) mile, taba jJAnAvaraNa dUri karaNako upAya batAvatahI yAkai zraddhAna kari dUrihI bhayo / taba ApaNau akhaNDa jyotiHsvarUpa pada Apa dekhyo, taba anantasukhI bhayo | jevarI meM sAMpa nahI, sIpamaiM rUpo nahI, bhADalI maiM ( mRgatRSNA ) jala nahI, kAcamandiramaiM dUjo svAna nahI, mRgabAreM bAsa nahI, nalanIko sUvo kAhUneM pakanya nahi, vAnarAkI mUThI kAhU pakarI nahi, siMha kUvAmaiM dUjo nahIM, aisaiM koU

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// anubhavaprakAza // paan'29|| ..' 1 dUjo nahI, ApahIkI bhUli jhUThI, tAteM Apa duHkha pAvai hai| dujo mAni mAni hai hai duHkha pAve hai| sAMca jAnai sadA sukhI hoIyai // yaha AtmA sukhake nimitta aneka hai hai upAya kare hai / deza deza phirai, lakSmI kamAya sukha bhogavai / athavA parISaha aneka haiM sahai, paraloka sukhanimittakA nidhAna nijasvarUpako na jAnai / jAnai to turata hai sukhI hoya // jaisaiM saba janakI gAMThaDImeM lAla haiM, vai saba masakatI hoya rahe haiN| jo gaThaDI I kholi dekhai, tau sukhI hoya / andhale to kUpamaiM parai aciraja nhiiN| dekhatA parai to hai hai aciraja / taiseM AtmA jJAtA draSTA hai, aru saMsArakUpamai parai hai, yaha vaDA aciraja hai| hai moha Thagarne ThagorI isake sira DArI, tisata paragharahIkauM ApA mAni nijaghara bhUlyA hai, 3 jJAnamantra" moha ThagorIneM utArai, taba nijagharakauM pAvai / vAravAra zrIguru nijaghara pAya- hai veko upAya dikhAvai hai| apane akhaNDita upayoganidhAnakauM le avinAzI rAjya hai

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.. ' ' .. .... // anubhavaprakAza / / pAna 30 // . . hai kari / terI harAmajAdagIte apanA rAjapada bhUli kauDI kauDIkauM jAMca kaMgAla bhayA / hai hai / terA nidhAna DhigahI thA, teM na saMbhAlyA / tAteM duHkhI bhayA // hai jaise cAMpA. ( nAmakA ) gavAla dhatUraikoM pIya unmatta bhayA maiM cAMpA nAhI, hai 1cAMpAke ghara pIche ThADhA hoya helA dIyA, cAMpA ghari hai? taba usakI nArIneM kahyA, tuuN| hai kauna hai ? tava ceta bhayA mai cAMpA hauM / taisaiM zrIguru ApA batAyA hai| pAvai te sukhI hai hoya / kahAMlauM kahiye ? yaha mAhimAnidhAna amlAna anUpapada Apa vaNyA hai, sahaja i 1. sukhakanda hai, alakha akhaNDita hai, amitatejadhArI hai // duHkhaddhandamaiM ApA mAni I 'ati Ananda mAni rahyA hai / anAdihIkA so yaha duHkhakI mUla bhUli javahI miTai, hai hai zrIguruvacana sudhArasa pIvai / ceta hoya parakI ora avalokana miTai / svarUpa svapada hai .dekhatahI tihUM lokanAtha apanA pada jAnai / vikhyAta veda vatAvai haiM / / naTavA svAMga dhare nAMce hai / svAMga na dharai pararUpa nAcanA mittai| mamatvateM pararUpa

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. . // anubhavaprakAza // paan-31|| . . . hoya hoya caurAsIkA svAMga dhari nAMce hai| mamatva meTi sahajapadakoM bheTi thira rahaiM, to * nAMcanA na hoya / caMcalatA meTai cidAnanda udharai hai, jJAnadRSTi khulai hai / naika svarUpamaiM haiM ... suthira bhaye gatibhramaNa miTai hai / tAta je svarUpamaiM sadA sthira rahaiM, te dhanya haiN| apanI avalokanimeM akhaNDa rasadhArA varSe hai, aisA jAni, nija jAni, para hai - meTi, 'yaha maiM sukhanidhAna jyotiHsvarUpa paramaprakAzarUpa anupapadarUpa svarUpa hai isa AkAzavat avikArapadamaiM cidikAra bhayA, parasaMyogate / ihAM tau parake haiM . avakAza na thA / kaisaiM anAdi ThahayA? tahAM kahiye haiM // nakakhAnamaiM kanaka cirahIkA gupta hai / taiseM AtmA karmameM gupta anAdihIkA hai| 6 anAdita azuddha upayoga azuddhatA lagI hai, so dekhi| kaise lagI hai, dha mAna mAyA lobha indriya mana vacana deha gati karma nokarma dharma adhrmH|

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 32 / / . hai AkAza kAla pudgala anyajIva jItaneka paravastu haiM titane Apakari jAniye hai / so hai maihI hauM, mai inakA kI hauM, yo mere kAma haiM, "mai hauM so ye haiM, ye haiM so mai hauM", haiM aise paravastukauM ApA jAnai, ApakU para jAnai, taba lokAlokakI jAnanekI zakti hai 1 sarva ajJAnabhAvakU paraNaI hai| soI jIvako jJAnaguNa ajJAnavikAra bhyaa| yauhI jIvakA hai 1 darzanaguNa thaa| jete paravastuke bheda haiM, tinakauM Apakari dekhe hai, ye mai hA~, ApA paramaiM hai hai dekhe hai, ApAkoM para dekhai haiM / lokAloka dekhanekI jetI zakti thI, tetI sarva zakti / hai adarzanarUpa bhaI / yaukari jIvakA darzanaguNa vikArarUpa paraNamyA / ara jIvakA samyahai ktvaguNa thA, so jIvake bhedanakauM ajIvakI ThIkatA karai hai| cetanakauM acetana, aceta- 1 inakauM cetana, vibhAvakoM svabhAva, svabhAvakauM vibhAva, dravya adravya, guNa aguNa, jJAnakoM hai hai jJeya, jJeyakoM jJAna, ApakauM para, parakoM Apa yauhIkarI aura sarva viparItikauM ThIkatA hai 1 Astikya bhAvakoM karai hai / yauM jIvakA samyaktva guNa mithyArUpa prnnmyaa| aura jIva hai

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 33 // hai svaAcaraNa guNa thA, jetIka paravastu hai tisI parakauM svaAcaraNakari kIyA karai, hai paravirSe tiThyA karai, parahIkauM grahyA karai, apanI cAritraguNa saba zakti paravirSe lagi hai hai rahI hai, yau~ jIvakA svacAritraguNa vikArarUpa pariNamai hai // avara isa jIvakA sarva svarUpa pariNamanekA balarUpa sarva vIryaguNa thA, so nirvala hai rUpa hoya pariNamyA svarUpapariNamanekA bala rahi gayA nirvala bhayA prinnmyaa| yAkari hai jIvakA vIryaguNa vikArarUpa pariNamyA / / avara isa jIvakA AtmasvarUpa rasa jo paramA-hai 1 nanda bhogaguNa thA, so parapudgalakA karmatva vyakta sAtA asAtA puNyapAparUpa udaya hai hai parapariNAmake bahubhAMti vikAra cidvikAra pariNAmahIkA rasa bhogavyA karai rasa lIyA hai hai karai, tisa paramAnanda guNakI sarvazakti parapariNAmahIkA svAda svAdyA karai / so parasvAda / / parama duHkharUpa / yauMkari jIvakA paramAnandaguNa duHkhavikArarUpa paraNamyA // yauhIkari hai hai isa jIvake avara guNa jyojyauM vikArI bhaye haiM, tyotyauM granthAntara jAni lene //

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 34 // isa jIvake sarva guNahIke vikArako cidikAra nAma saGkSapasU kahanA // guNa hai hai guNakI anantI zakti kahI sattAkI hai zakti anantaguNamaiM vistarI / saba guNakI hai hai AstikyatA sattA" bhaI / sattA. sAsatA sabakauM raakhyaa| anantacetanAkA svarUpa hai 1 asattA hotA to cicchaktirUpa cetanA avinAzI mahimA na rhtii| saccidAnanda hai hai vinA aphala bhaye kisa kAmake ? tAteM saccidAnandarUpakari AtmA pradhAna hai / arUpI hai hai AtmapradezamaiM sarvadarzanI sarvajJatva svacchatva Adi anantazaktikA prakAza hai , te upayo1 gake dhArI avikArI karmatvakari Avarai, saGkocavistAra zarIrAkAra bhaye / AtmA hai hai AkAzavat kaise saGkocavistAra dharai ? pudgala saMkucai vistarai, to kASTha pASANa ghaTate hai hai baDhate hoya / so cetanAvinA na baDhe / cetanahI vaDhe ghaTai, to siddhake pradezakA vistAra hai / hoya ke ghaTi jAya, sobhI naahii| jaDacetana donyauM mile saMkoca vistAra hai| parade-hai 1 zamaiM saba guNa kahe haiM / pari saMsAra avasthA" mokSamArgakI caDhi na bhaI / tahAM samyagda-hai S

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 35 // rzanajJAnacAritra mokSamArga kahyA / inakI jetI jetI vizuddhi hota bhaI, tetA hai mokSamArga bhayA // nizcayamokSamArga doyaprakAra, savikalpa nirvikalpa / mai "ahaM brahma asmi" aisA hai bhAva Avai nirvikalpa vItarAga svasaMvedana samAdhi kahiye / lokAloka jAnanekI zakti hai hai jJAnakI, svasaMvedana jetA bhayA, tAmeM svajJAnavizuddhatAke aMza hota bhaye / so jJAna hai hai sarvajJazakti meM anubhava kiiyaa| jetA jJAna bhayA zuddha, tetA anubhavamaiM sarvajJAnakI, hai pratItibhAva vedanA aisA bhayA / sarvajJAnakA pratItibhAvameM Ananda baDhyA / jJAna vimala hai hai adhika hota bhayA / jJAnakI vizuddhatAkauM jJAnake balakA pratItibhAva kAraNa hai / jJAna, hai parokSa hai / parapariNatike bala AvaraNake hotebhI usa svasaMvedanamaiM svajAtika sukha bhayA. hai jJAnasvarUpakA bhayA / ekadeza svasaMvedana sarva svasaMvedanakA aGga hai / jJAnavedanAmaiM vedyA hai hai jAya hai sAkSAt mokSamArga hai / svasaMvedana jJAnIhI jAna hai / svarUpate pariNAma vArai bhayA, hai MAAM NNNN

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 36 // hai sohI saMsArasvarUpAcaraNarUpa pariNAma sohI sAdhaka avasthAmaiM mokSamArga, siddhi ava-I hai sthAmaiM mokSarUpa hai| jetA jetA aMza jJAnabalate AvaraNa abhAva bhayA, tetA tetA aMza mokSa hai InAma paayaa| svarUpakI vArtA prItikari suNai, tau bhAvI mukti kahI / anupama sukha hai haiM hoya anubhava karai, tinikI mahimA kauna kahi sakai? hai jetA svarUpakA nizcaya ThIka bhAvai, tetA svasaMvedana hoya eka bhaye, tInauMkI hai haiM siddhi hai / gupta zuddhazakti siddhisamAnamaiM pariNati praveza karai / jyauM jyauM zuddhatAkI hai pratItimaiM pariNati thira hoya, tyauM tyauM mokSamArgakI zuddhi hoya / jyauM koI adhika hai kosa cAlai taba nagara najIka Avai, tyauM zuddhasvarUpakI pratItimaiM pariNati avagADha hai gADha dRDha hoya , mokSanagara najIka Avai / apanI pariNati khela Apa kari Apa bhava1 sindhurte pAra hoya / Apa vibhAvapariNatinai saMsAra viSama kari rAkhyA hai| saMsAra hai hai mokSakI karaNahArI pariNati hai / nijapariNati mokSa, parapariNati saMsAra / so yaha satsa hai Ammam

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 37 // gate anubhavI jIvanike nimittateM nijapariNati svarUpakI hoya, viSama moha miTai, hai 1 paramAnanda bheTai / svarUpa pAyavekA rAha saMtoMne sohilA ( sarala ) kIyA hai // caurAsI lAkha yoni sarAyakA phiranahArA kabahU kahUM thirarUpa nivAsa na kiiyaa|| hai jabataka paramajyoti apaneM zivagharakauM na pahuMce, tabataka kAryabhI na sarai / kahA bhayA hai hai jo tapI japI brahmacArI yati Adi bahuta bheSa dharai, to tAteM nija amRtake pIvanete hai anAdi bhrama kheda miTai / ajara amara hoya tattvasudhA sevanekA mArga kahA ? so hai haiM kahiye haiM | hai apane cidAnandasvarUpakauM avaloki anubhava kri| kaise ? sakala avidyArte mukti 1 tattvakI kautUhalI hoya / nijAnanda keli kalAkari svapadakauM dekhi / anAtamakA saGga phiri na rahai anAdimohake vazate / nija hitaahitamai bhedajJAnateM jJAnacetanakA anubhava haiM kari anAdi akhaNDa brahmapadakA vilAsa terai jJAnakaTAkSama hai|

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// anubhavaprakAza / / pAna 38 // ajJAnapaTala jaba miTai, sadguruvacana aJjanauM paTala duri bhaye jJAnanayana prakAzai, hai hai taba lokAloka darasai / aisA jJAna tAkI mahimA apAra, aneka muni pAra bhaye / jJAnahai maya mUratikI sUratikA sevana kari kari apane sahajakA khyAla hai / paraparamaiM viSama hai haiM hai| sahaja bodha kalAkari sugama, kaSTaklezateM dUri hai / kAheta ? aphIma khAye viSakI haiM 1 laharI turata caDhe / amRtasevanaH suratatRpti ho sukha pAvai / taiseM karmasaMklezamaiM zAnta pada haiM nhiiN| anantasukhanidhAnasvarUpa bhAvanAke karatahI avinAzI rasa hoya, tA rasakauM / hai saMta seya Aye / tUM tAkauM seya / zreyapadarUpa anUpa jyotiHsvarUpa pada apanAhI hai| hai haiM apaneM paramezvarapadakA dUri avalokana mati kreN| ApahIkauM prabhu thApyA, jAkauM neka hai hai yAdi kari, jJAnajyotikA udaya hoya, moha andhakAra vilaya jAya, Anandasahita hai haiM kRtakRtyatA cittamaiM prakaTai / tAkauM begi avaloki , Ana dhyAnatA nivAri vicArikai hai hai saMbhAri, brahmavilAsa terA tomeM hai / yAteM kahA adhika ? jo, yAkoM choDi tUM parakauM ghyAvai /

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||anubhvprkaash // zAna 39 // hai cyAri veda bheda lahi, gahi svarUpa sukharUpa terI bhAvanAmai avinAzI rasa covA cUvai hai hai / so bhAvanAkari bhramabhAva meTa, terI bhAvanAhI jhUThehI bhava banAyA hai / aisA badaphaila hai I svabhAva kallolake pragaTa hotehI miTai hai // dekhi, tUM cetana hai / jaDa ajAna hai| teM ajAnamaiM ApA mAnyA, azuddha bhayA, terI laira ajAna na parai hai| tUM apane padate IdhaiMkoM (idharako) mati Avai / terA jaDa kachu pallA na pakarai hai / anAhika (vyarthahI) birAnI vastukauM apanI kari kari jhUThI hauMsa karai / yaha hameM bhogasukha bhayA, hama sukhI haiN| jhUThI bharama kalpanA mAni moda karai hai| hai kichubhI sAvadhAnIkA aMza nAhI / yaha koI aciraja hai, tihUM lokakA nAtha hai haiM hoya apane pUjyapadakauM bhUlai / nIca padamaiM ApA mAni vikala hoya vyAkularUpa hai 1 bhayA DAle hai|| hai jaise koI eka indrajAlakA nagaramai rahai / tahAM indrajAlIke vaza huvA indrajA- hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 40 // lake hAthI, ghore, nara, sevaka , strI sava: tisamaiM kAhUko hakama karai hai| sevaka Aya salAma karai, strI nRtya krai| hAthI chai| ghoDA dauDAvai / indrajAlamaiM sAMci jAne / vikalatA dhari kabahUM kAhUke viyogatai rovai / duHkhI hoya chAtI kUTai / kabahU kAhUkA lAbha mAni moda karai / kabahU zRGgAra vanAvai / kavaha phauja dekhai / saba kahai indrajAla jhUThA hai, unamaiM raMca sAMca naaNhii| aise deva, nara, nAraka, tiryaMcake zarIra jaDa haiN| hai cetanakA aMza nAMhI, bhramateM zRGgArai / khAna pAna covA ( arka cUA) lagAvanAdi hai 1 aneka jatana kreN| jhUThahImaiM moda mAni mAni harakhai / mUvaisauM jIvatA sagAI karai! hai kArya kaisaiM sudhArai? hai jaise zvAna hADako cAvai, apane gAla gala masoDekA rakta uttarai, tAkauM jaane| bhalA svAda hai! aise mUDha Apa duHkhamaiM sukha kalpa hai! paraphaMdamaiM sukhakanda sukha mAne! hai amikI jhAla zarIramai lage, taba kahai, hamAre jyotIkA praveza hoya hai| jo koI hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 41 // anijhAlaM bujhAvai, tAsau~ larai ! aiseM paramaiM duHkhasaMyoga, parakA bujhAve tAsa zatrukIsI dRSTi dekhe ! kopa karai ! isa parajoga maiM bhoga mAni bhUlyA, bhAvanA svarasakI yAdi na karai / caurAsI maiM paravastukoM ApA mAnai / tAtaiM cora cirahIkA (cirakAlakA ) bhayA / janmAdi duHkhadaNDa pAye tauhU corI paravastukI na chUTe hai / dekho ! bhUli tIhUM lokakA nAtha nIcaparakai AdhIna bhayA / apanI bhUlitaiM apanI nidhi na pichAnai / bhikArI bhayA Dolai hai / nidhi cetanA hai so Apa hai / dUri nAMhI / dekhanA durlabha hai / dekhe sulabha hai // kisIneM pUchA, tUM kauna hai ? vA kayA, maiM maDA (murdA marA huvA ) hauM to bolatA kauna kaha ? maiM jAnatA nAhIM / tau maiM maDA hauM aisA kisane jAnyA ? tava sa~bhAyA, maiM jIvatA hauM / aiseM yaha mAnai, maiM deha hauM to yaha deha maiM jo mAnanA kIyA so kauna hai ? kahai, maiM na jAnauM aisA lyAvanA kisane kIyA ? yaha ApAko khoji dekhane

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 42 // jAnane parakhane meM svarUpa saMbhArai, taba sukhI hoya hai / jaiseM koI madirA pIya unmatta puruSAkAra pASANa thaMbhakauM dekhi sAMcA jAni usasauM laya / vaha Upari Apa nIce ApahI bhayA / vAkauM kahai, maiM hAya / aiseM parakauM ApA mAniteM duHkhI bhayA / koI dUjA nAhI | duHkhadAtA terI bhAvanA bhava banAyA, nApaida paidA kIyA, acetanakauM calAyA mUvaikA jatana anAdikA karatA hai / ApasA tU karatA hai jhUThI mAnimaiM terA kIyA kachu jaDa cetana na hoya / tUMhI aisI jhUThI kalpanAteM duHkha pAvatA hai / terA kyA phAyadA hai ? tUhI na vicAre hai / merA phaMda mai pArata hauM / kachu siddhi nAMhI / vinu vicArateM apanI nidhi bhulyA / anantacatuSTaya amRta mailA kIyA / cetanA merA pADyA phaMda aisA hai / AkAza bAMdhA hai / acaraja Avai hai / pari jo kevala avidyA yAhI hotI to tU na AvayA jAtA // avidyA jaDa choTI zakti, terI moTI zakti, na hatI jAtI / parI teri zuddha

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// anubhavaprakAza / / pAna 43 // hai zaktibhI baDI, terI azuddhazaktibhI baDI / terI citavanI terai garai parI / parakauM dekhi hai ApA bhuulyaa| avidyA terIhI phailAI hai| tUM avidyArUpa karma na pari ApA na dai, hai tau kichu jaDakA jora nahI / tAteM aparaMpAra zakti terI hai / bhAvanA parakI kari bhava karatA bhayA / nijabhAvanAte avinAzI anupama amala acala paramapadarUpa Anandaghana avikArI sAra sat cinmaya cetana arUpI ajarAmara paramAtmAkauM pAvai hai| to aisI hai bhAvanA kyoM na kariye? isa apane svarUpahImaiM sarva uccatva sakalapUjya pada paramadhAma abhirAma Ananda anantaguNa svasaMvedarasa svAnubhava paramezvara jyotiHsvarUpa anUpa devAhai dhidevapaNe ityAdi saba pAiyai / tAteM apaNau pada upAdeya hai| ara avara para heya hai| hai ekadezamAtra nijAvalokana aisA hai / indrAdisampadA vikArarUpa bhAsa hai| jisakai bhaye hai taiM ananta santa sevana kari apane svarUpakA anubhava kari bhavapAra bhaye / tAteM apane 1 svarUpakauM sevau //

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 44 // sarvajJadeva. sava upadezakA mUla yaha batAyA hai, ekavera svasaMvedarasakA svAdI hoya hai hai to aisA AnandamaiM mama hoya, parakI ora phiri kabahU dRSTi na de| svarUpasamAdhi hai hai santanakA cinha hai / cisake bhaye rAgAdi vikAra na pAiye jaisaiM AkAzamaiM phUla na hai hai pAiye / deha abhyAsakA nAza anubhavaprakAza caitanyavilAsa bhAvakA lakhAva lakhi la-hai 1kSyalakSaNa likhanemaiM na Avai / lakhai sukha hoya / svAdarUpa likhai na hoya / Atmasahita hai haiM vizva vyAkhyeya, vyAkhyA vANIkI racanA, vyAkhyAtA vyAkhyAna karanahAra ye saba bAta hai hai kachu hai, so mohake vikArau mAniye haiN| anAdi AtmAkI AkulatA eka vizuddha / haiM vodhakalAkari miTai hai / tAtai sahajavodhakalAkA nirantara abhyAsa karo / svarUpaAnandI hai hai hoya bhavodadhikoM tirau // . narabhava kachu sadA tau rahai nahi, sAkSAt mokSasAdhana jJAnakalA isa bhavavinA hai hai aura jAyagA na upajai / tAteM vAkhAra kahiye hai, nijabodhakalAke balakari nijasvarUpamaiM hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 45 // rahau / nirantara yaha yatna karau / aisA kahAva tau bArabAra bAlakahU na karAvai / tuma ana- 3 hai ntajJAnake dhanI hoyakari aisI bhUli dharau, so baDA aciraja Avai hai| so acirajakI hai hai bAta na kariyai / vA mahAjaDa zarIramaiM ApA mAnai moTI hAni hai| ApakI jAnimeM hai hai sukhasamudrakU pAya avinAzipurIkA rAjA hoya, anantacaitanyazaktirAjadhAnIkA hai / vilAsI hoya hai / paramaiM ApA mAni tUM aise duHkha pAvai, jaise koI maDeko vastra AbhU-3 1 SaNAdi karai, mAnai mai paharai hai! to jIvatA jhUThahI ApakA mAnai hai| aise deha jaDa hai / / hai / yAke bhoga tUM Apa mAni jhUThahI kAhekau jaDakI kriyA ApakI mAnai ? jaisaiM sA~pa , hai kAskauM kATe, kAhUkauM viSa caDhe, tau aciraja mAniyai / jaDa khAya paharai, snAnacovAdi / (tailamardana) kriyA karai, tuma kaho hama khAyA, hama bhoga kIyA, parake svAmI bhaye / so haiM parasvAmIbhI yau~ na mAne / jaise rAjA kiGkaranakA svAmI hai / unake dhAye (bhojanase tRpta hai 1 huye) yauM na kahai dhAyA hauM / ara tuma dekho, tumArI aisI cAla tumahIkauM duHkhadAyI hai // hai

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 46 // jo sundara vastu hoya tau UparikI aGgIkAra na kiijai| deha azuci navadvAra hai hai savai, dIkhatahIkI glAnirUpa, mAMhi sundara hoya, tau vAhirameM burI parI hai / so mAMhi hai 1 viSThAmUtrakI khAni na vinasai, to aisIhUM liijai| vinasauha jau ApakauM duHkhadAyI na hai hai hoI, tau, tAteM aisaiMko sneha tumahI krau| janmAdiduHkha bharau / tumArI lAra janmAdi / hai anAdike lage Aye haiN| tUM moneM mahantapuruSoMkIsI rItikA bhAva kiyA hai, jo / haiM hamasauM lagai, tinakauM na choDai / yauM tau mahaMta na khaavoge| mahaMta tau pApakoM meTai hu haiM hoya / ye to pApakA rUpa hai / tAteM tuma smjho| apane dhanako aMga jo virAnA dhana hai hai jAtA rahai tuma pheri grahau, tAke daNDa bhavaduHkha sahI ho, toU parako lete thake nAhI / / hai bahuta duHkhI bhaye pari paragrahaNakI vANa na choDo ho / sAhapada to apane dhanateM paavoge| hai yAta svaparavivekI hoya Atmadhana grahau / parakA mamatvakauM svapnAMtaramai mati karau / tumAra hai akhaNDa ratnatrayAdi anantaguNanidhAna hai daridrI naahii| jo daridrI hoya so aise kAma krai|| hai

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// anubhavaprakAza / / pAna 47 // tumArA nidhAna zrIgurunai tuma diyA aba saMbhAri sukhI hohu / jaise kAhU hai hai nArIneM apanI sejapari kAThakI pUtarIkoM siMgArI suvANI, pati AyA taba yauM jAnai, hai merI nArI zayana karI hai| helA de, vA na vole, tava pavanAdi khijamati sArI raatri| virSe karI / prabhAta bhayA, taba jAnI mai jhUThahI sevA karI / aiseM dehako sAMcA ApA hai hai mAni sevai hai / jJAna bhaye jAnai, yaha jhUTha anAdi dehamaiM ApA maanyaa| cidAnanda hai hai tuma indriya paMca cora poSau ho; jAnau hau yaha hamakauM sukha de haiM! so antarake guNa- hai hai ratna ye cora le haiM, tumakauM khabarI nAMhI / aba tuma jJAnakhaDga saMbhAlau / coranako aise hai hai roko pheri bala na pakarai / viSayakaSAya jIti nijarItikI rAhamaiM Avau / ara tuma hai hai zivapurako pahuci rAja karau / tuma rAjA, darzanajJAna vajIra rAjake thaMbha, guNa vasati, anantazakti rAjadhAnIkA vilAsa krau| abheda rAja rAjata tujhArA pada hai| acetana hai apAvana athirasoM kahA sneha karau ? //

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 48 // nIkai nihaaro| isa zarIramandiramaiM yaha cetanadIpaka sAsatA hai / mandira tau chUTai i hai pari sAsatA ratanadIpa jyauMkA tyauM rahai / vyavahArameM tuma aneka svAMga naTakIjyauM ghre| hai hai naTa jyauMkA tyauM rahai / vaha spaSTabhAva karmako hai / tauU kamalinIpatakInAI karmasauM na / hai baMdhai, na spazaiM / anya anya bhAva mAMTI dharaiha eka hai / taise anya anya paryAya dharaihU / hai eka hai / samudra taraGgakari vRddhi hAni karai, samudratvakari nizcala hai, vibhAvakari vRddhi hAni / / krai| vastu nija acala hai / sonoM vAna bheda pari abheda, yo nAnAbheda karmate, pari vastu / hai abheda / phaTikamaNi harI lAlapuDItaiM bhAsai , svabhAva zveta hai| parasauM para, nija cetanAmaiM para nahI / SaDbhAva Upari Upari rahai / jalapari sivAlakInAI gupta zuddhazakti terI cidAnanda hai hai vyakta kari bhAya jyoM vyakta vhai / tUM avinAzIrasakA sAgara / pararasa kahA mIThA dekhyA? hai hai jAke nimittai saMsArakI ghumerI bhaI, tAhIkauM bhalA jAni sevai hai| jaisaiM mada pIvanahArA mada hai haiM pIvatA jAya, duHkha pAvatA jAya, adhika ghumerImaiM bhalA jAni jAni sevaiH taiseM bhUlA hai| hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 49 // jaisaiM eka nagaramaiM eka nara rahai / nagara sUnA, tahAM dUjA aura nAhIM, so vo nara usa nagaramaiM caurAsI lAkha ghari, tina gharanakauM sadA savAyahI karai, phiri dUje dina hai phiri auramaiM rahai, taba vAko saMvArai / isa bhAMti una bhItaDeko saMvArateM savArateM sArA janma viitaa| unake saMvAranerauM roga bhayA / javakA saMvArai thA tabahIkA roga lagyA / ApakI paramacAturakauM bhUlyA / vA narakoM baDI vipatti, vinAprayojana ekalA sUne gharanamaiM masakati unakI karai / Apa anantavalavAna vRthA bhUli duHkha pAvai hai / isa narakA zahara eka paramavasatIkA, vahAMkA yaha rAjA hai, vahAMkoM saMbhAlai tau sUne gharahai nakI sevA tajai, vahAMkA rAjya karai / taisaiM yaha cidAnanda caurAsI lAkha yonike zarIhai ranakI saMvAranA karai / jisa gharameM rahai vasai saMvArai, phiri dUjI zarIra jhopaDIkauM saMvArai, hai phiri aura pAvai, usako saMvAratA phirai / saba deha jaDa, tina jaDanakI sevA karate hai karate anAdi vItA / isa zarIrasevAmai karmaroga anAdikA lagyA AyA / tisate isa

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NA ||anubhvprkaash // pAna 50 // hai rogakari apanA anantavala chIna par2yA, vaDI vipatti janmAdi bhogavai hai / jaDanakoM hai hai aisA mAna hai, maihI hauM / vAnara eka kAMkarA paDai, taba rovai, aise yAke eka aGgabhI dehakA chIjai, hai hai to vahute rovai / ye merai, mai inakA jhUThahI aise jaDanake sevanateM sukha mAnai / apanI hai zivanagarIkA rAjya bhUlyA, jo zrIguruke kahai zivapurIkauM saMbhAlai, to vahAMkA Apa hai 1 cetanarAjA avinAzI rAjya krai| tahAM cetanA vasatI hai / tihu~ lokamaiM Ana phirai na hai hai bhavameM pheri jaDamaiM na Avai / AnandaghanakoM pAya sadA sAsatAM sukhakA bhoktA hoya hai hai so kariye // yaha paramAtama puruSa tisakI nijapariNati anantamahimArUpa paramezvarapadakI rama- hai hai NahArI, sohI mUlaprakRti puruSaprakRtikA vivekarUpa taru, tisake nijAnanda phala tisakauM / hai tUM rasAsvAda lekari sukhI hohu / jaise koI rAjAko virAnAM gaDha lenA musakila, taiseM hai

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// anubhvprkaash| pAna 51 // isa AtamAkoM parapada lenA musakila hai| kAherauM anAdi parapada letA phirai hai / pari hai hai pararUpa na bhayA, cetanahI rahyA / aru cetanApada AtamAkA hai, isakauM na bhI jAna hai, hai hai bhUlyA phirai hai, taubhI vAkI rahaNI nizcayakari yAhImaiM , yAteM musakila nAhIM, apanA hai / svarUpahI hai / bhramakA paDadA ApahIneM anAdikA kIyA hai| tAteM nA bhAsai hai, Apa hai hai ApakauM / pari Apa ApakauM taji bAhari na gayA // hai jaise naTave. pazukA veSa dhanya tau vaha nara narapaNAkauM taji vA na gyaa| pazu hai 1veSa na dharai tau narahI hai / bhrama" paramamatva na karai, tau dehakA svAMga na dharai, to cidA-hai hai nanda jaisaikA taisA rahai / jaisaiM eka DAvImeM ratana vAkA kachu vigayA nAhIM, gupata puData hai hai dUri kari, kAlai tau vyakta hai / tesaiM zarIramaiM chipyA AtamA hai, yAkA kachu na vigayA hai gupata hai, karmarahita bhaye pragaTa hai| gupata pragaTa avasthAbheda hai| donyauM avasthAmaiM svarUpa jaisaikA taisA hai, aisA zraddhAbhAva sukhakA mUla hai / jAkI dRSTi padArthazuddhipari

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 52 // nAhIM, karmadRSTi avalokai, sukha kauna pAvai? jaisI dRSTi dekhe, taisau phala hoya / mayUrakau mukaraMda pASANa hai tAmaiM saba mora bhAsa, pASANaora dekheM mora bhAsai, padArthaora dekhe padArthahI hai, mora nAhI / taiseM paramaiM para bhAsai, nijaora dekhe para na bhAsai, nijI hai / sukhakArI nijadRSTi taji duHkharUpa paradRSTi na dIjai // cidAnandarAma ! Apako amara karikaiM avalokau / maraNa tumamaiM nahI / jaiseM koI cakraratna jisake gharamaiM caudA ratna nava nidhi ara vaha daridrI bhayA phirai, tAkauM apaneM cakravartipada avalokanamAtrataiM cakravartI Apa hoya, aiseM svapadakauM paramezvara avalokai, tau taba paramezvara hai / dekho dekho bhUla ! avalokanamAtrataiM paramezvara hoya / aisI avalokanA na kare, iMdriyacoranake vaza bhayA apane nidhAna musAya (luTavAya ) daridrI bhayA, bhavavipattikoM bhare hai, bhUli na meTe hai / so cittavikArarUpa jIva hoya, taba parakau ApA mAnai / e bhAva jIvakA nija jAtisvabhAva nAhIM haiM / ina bhAvanateM jo

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 53 // vyApAra sohI cetanA eka tUM jIva nija jAtisvabhAva jAnu / yaha cetanA hai so kevala jIva hai, so anAdi ananta ekarasa hai, tisataiM cetanA sAkSAt Apa jIva jAnanA, tisateM zuddhacetanArUpa jIva bhaye / ina rAgAdibhAvaviSaihU ApanameM jIva karmacetanArUpa hoya pravarte hai | cetanA jIvacetanA cetanArUpa Apa tiSThai hai / karmacetanA karmaphalacetanAvikAra jIvacetanakA hai / pari vyApaka cetanA hai | cetanA jIvavinA nAhIM hai | cetanA zuddhajIvakA svarUpa hai / tAke jAne jJAtA jIvakai aisA bhAva hoya hai || aba hama zuddhacetanArUpa svarUpa jAnyA / jJAnadarzana cAritrarUpa hama haiM, vikA rarUpa hama nAMhI, siddhasamAna haiM, bandha mukti Azrava saMvararUpa hama nAhIM, hama aba jAge, hamArI nIMda gaI, hama apane svarUpakoM eka anubhava haiM, aba hama saMsAra jude bhaye, svarUpagajapari hama ArUDha bhaye, svarUpagRhaviSai praveza kIyA, hama tamAsagIra ina saMsArapariNAmanake bhaye / hama aba Apa apane svarUpakoM dekhe jAne haiM / itanA vicAra

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 54 // to vikalpa hai| jJAnakA pratyakSarasa vedanA bhAvanamaiM so anubhava hai / vicArapratItirUpa hai hai sAdhaka hai, anubhava bhAvasAdhya hai| sAdhakasAdhyabheda jAnai tau vastukI siddhi hoya / / hU~ so kahiye haiN| 1 . sAdhyasAdhaka udAharaNa kahiye haiM / ekakSetrAvagAhI pudgalakarmahIkA sahajahI hai haiM udaya sthitiko hoya hai, so sAdhaka avasthA jaannii| tahAM tavalaga tisa havanekA (?) hai hai sthitisyauM cittavikAra havanekI (?) pravartanA pAIye hai, so sAdhyabheda jAnanA // mithyAtva hai sAdhaka, bahirAtmA sAdhya hai| samyagbhAva sAdhaka hai, tahAM vastusvabhAva jAtisiddha hai hai honA sAdhya hai| jahAM zuddhopayogapariNati honA sAdhaka hai, tahAM paramAtmA sAdhya hai| hai vyavahAraratnatraya sAdhaka hai, tahAM nizcayaratnatraya sAdhya hai| samyagdRSTikauM jahAM virati hai hai vyavahArapariNati havanA sAdhaka hai, tahAM cAritrazakti mukhya havanA sAdhya hai / deva-hai hai zAstra-guru bhakti vinaya namaskArAdi bhAva jahAM sAdhaka hai, tahAM viSayakaSAyAdi bhAva- hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 55 // 1 nasauM udAsInatA manaHpariNatikI sthiratA sAdhya hai| jahAM eka zubhopayoga vyavahA-hai rapariNati havanA sAdhaka hai, tahAM paramparAmokSa sAdhya hai // 3 jahAM antarAtmArUpa jIvadravya sAdhaka hai, tahAM abheda ApahI jIvadravya paramA-hai hai tmArUpa sAdhya hai| jahAM jJAnAdiguNa mokSamArgarUpakari sAdhaka hai, tahAM abheda hai hai ApahI jJAnAdiguNakA mokSarUpa sAdhya hai| jahAM jaghanya jJAnAdibhAva sAdhaka hai, tahAM hai hai abheda ApahI vehI jJAnAdiguNakA utkRSTabhAva sAdhya hai | jahAM jJAnAdi stoka nizca-hai yapariNatikari sAdhaka hai, tahAM abheda ApahI bahuta nizcayapariNatirUpa jJAnAdi guNa haiM sAdhya haiM / jahAM samyaktvI jIva sAdhaka hai, tahAM tisa jIvakai samyagjJAnadarzanacAritra sAdhya haiM / jahAM guNamokSa sAdhaka hai, tahAM dravyamokSa sAdhya hai| jahAM kSapakazreNI caDhanA hai sAdhaka hai, tahAM tadbhavasAkSAnmokSa sAdhya hai| jahAM dravyateM bhAvateM sAkSAt dvaitavyavahAra / sAdhaka hai, tahAM sAkSAnmokSa sAdhya hai| jahAM bhAvitamanAdirItivilaya (?) sAdhaka hai,

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 56 // tahAM sAkSAtparamAtmarUpa kevala havanA sAdhya hai / jahAM paugalikakarma khiraNA sAdhaka hai, tahAM cidikAravilaya havanA sAdhya hai | jahAM paramANumAtraparigrahaprapaMca sAdhaka hai, tahAM mamatAbhAva sAdhya hai / jahAM mithyAdRSTi havanA sAdhaka hai, tahAM 'saMsArabhramaNa sAdhya hai| jahAM samyagdRSTi havanA sAdhaka hai, tahAM mokSapada honA sAdhya hai / jahAM kAlalandhi sAdhaka hai, tahAM dravyakoM taisAhI bhAva havanA sAdhya hai / hama svabhAvasAdhanakara apane svarUpakoM sAdhya kIyA hai | yaha sAdhyasAdhakabhAva jAni sahajahI sAdhya sadhai hai || vizeSa inakA kIjiye hai / ahaM naraH / ahaM devaH / ahaM nArakaH / ahaM tiryak | ye zarIra me re; paramaiM nijabhAva parakauM ApA mAnanA, svarUpataiM bAhari parapadArtha maiM pariNAma tanmaya karanA rAgabhAvateM raMjakatAkari parake svarUpakoM Apa pratItikari jAniyai / aisA mithyAtva dUjA bheda mithyAtvakA / aiseM mithyAtvaka sAdhai hai / so kahiye haiM |

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 57 // atattvazraddhAna mithyAdarzana, ayathArthajJAna mithyAjJAna, ayathArthAcaraNa mithyA hai hai AcaraNa / kSudhAdi aTharA doSa saMyukta devakI bhakti tAraNabuddhi" mithyAtva hoya / hai haiM kAheta ? parAnubhavI hai, mithyAlIna hai, tinake seye mithyAtva hoya / aiseM doSasahita hai hai guru granthalIna viSayArUDha parabuddhidhArakakauM mAnai mithyAtva, mithyAzAstra mithyAmata mithyA-hai hai dharma inakauM mAni mithyAtva so mithyAtva vahirAtmAkA sAdhaka hai| anAdikA vahirAtmA hai isa mithyAsevanaH bhayA hai / tAteM bahirAtmA sAdhya hai| dujA samyagbhAva sAdhaka hai| so vastukA jo. svabhAva anantaguNa tAkI siddhi kare hai / kAherauM ? sava guNa yathAvidhi svarUpa samyak apane svarUpakoM jaba dharai, jaba samyagbhAvakoM lIye hoya, jJAnakA nirvikalpa jAnapaNA saba AvaraNarahita kevalajJAnarUpa samyagavasthArUpa, so samyagjJAna / kahiye / yauMhI AvaraNarahita zuddha samyakapa yathAvat nizcayabhAvarUpa nirvikalpa saba hai hai guNa samyak kahiye //

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M ||anubhvprkaash // pAna 58 // dravya apane zuddhatva jaisA svarUpa hai , taisaiMkauM lIyai / paryAya jaisA kabu pariNama-hai hai narUpa svabhAva hai, taisaiMkoM liiyai| aise dravyaguNayaryAyakA svabhAva jAti saba siddha havanA hai hai samyagbhAva hai / tAteM samyagbhAva sAdhaka hai / vastusvabhAva jAtisiddha havanA sAdhya hai, hai hai zuddhopayogapariNati sAdhaka hai / paramAtmA sAdhya hai, so kahUMta zuddhopayogasvabhAvasaGgata hai he hoya hai| jJAnadarzana to sAdhaka / tAteM saba rUpa zuddhopayoga, cAritrarUpa zuddhopayoga, hai hai so jJAnadarzana to sAdhaka, tAteM saba zuddha nAhIM / keteka zaktikari zuddha hai| cAritrahaiM guNa vAsmaike ThikAne sava zuddha haiM / pari parama yathAkhyAta teramaiM caudamaimaiM nAva pAvai hai / hai hai tAteM keteka jJAnazakti zuddha bhaI / tA jJAnazaktikari kevalajJAnarUpa gupta nijarUpa tAkauM hai hai pratIti vyakti kari, tava pariNatinaiM kevalajJAna* pratIti ruci zraddhAbhAvakari nizcaya hai 1 kiiyaa| guptakA vyaktazraddhAnateM vyakta hoya jAya hai // / ekadezasvarUpameM zuddhatva sarvadezakauM sAdhe hai / zuddhanizcayakari zuddhasvarUpa jAnyA hai

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New . // anubhavaprakAza // pAna 59 // pariNatimeM zuddhanizcaya bhyaa| taba vaisAhI vedyA / zuddhakA nizcaya zuddhaparamAtmAkauM kAraNa hai hai|taateN zuddhopayoga sAdhaka, paramAtmA sAdhya hai| nizcaya sAdhya hai so kaiseM tattvazraddhAnamaiM hai haiM hai| yAkA heya zraddhAna / nijatattvakA upAdeya zraddhAna tattvajJAnamaiM paratattvakA rUpa heya hai jAnyA, nijatattva upAdeya jAnyA / bhavabhogAdivirati kAryakArI jAnI / samyaktvAhai caraNarIti upAdeya jaanii| aisA vyavahAra tattvasauM milyA vicAra heya upAdeyAMkA hai samyagbhedakauM lIye hai| isa vyavahArakai hotai nijasamyaksvarUpakauM mana indriya upayoga hai nirodhi zuddha anubhavai / nijazraddhAna siddhasamAna svarUpakA karai / tattva sAtakA bhela nhiiN| nijazuddhatatva anubhavagocara krai| nizcayakari zraddhAnamaiM ApakauM paramAtmA zuddha hai / / hai nizcayakari jJAna paramAtmAkA jAnapaNA kevalajJAna jAtiteM jAnai / stoka samyagjJAnateM hai saba samyagjJAnakauM pratItimaiM jAnai / svasaMvedamaiM jAtirUpakari apanA svarUpa kevalajJAnamaiM hai ThIka jaanyaa| thore jJAnamaiM bahuta jJAnakI pratIti aaii| nizcayakari svarUpa jAnyA hai

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 60 // hai so nizcayajJAnapariNatikari svarUpa AcaranA svarUpAcaraNa / paramAtmAkA zraddhAnajJAna hai hai nizcayakari keteka jJAnAdi zuddhazaktikari bhayA / taiseMhI AcaraNa bhayA / nizcayanaya paramAtmA hai / pariNati vaisIhI nizcayarUpa pariNaI hai| ye nizca-hai haiM yaratnatraya prathama vyavahAraratnatraya bhaye hoya haiM / tAtai vyavahAraratnatraya sAdhaka, nizcaya- hai hai ratnatraya sAdhya hai| samyagdRSTikai virati vyavahArapariNati sAdhaka hai, tahAM cAri-hai hai trazakti mukhya sAdhya hai / so kahiye haiM / virati pariNati kahiye rati nAMhI / tAke haiM hai bheda viSayanamaiM rati nAhI, kaSAyamai rati nAhI, azubhAcaraNakA tyAga, zubhAca-1 hai raNamaiMha rati nAMhI, karmakaratUti rati nAMhI / jyauM jyau~ pararAtabhAva tajai, sauM tyauM svarU- hai hai pavirSe thiratA vizrAma aura AcaraNa hoya, tahAM cAritra kahiye / pariNatizuddhatA pragaTai / hai cAritrazakti mukhya sAdhya hai / devazAstragurubhakti vinaya namaskArAdi bhAva sAdhaka hai, hai tahAM viSayAdi udAsInatAmaiM pariNati sthiratA sAdhya hai devabhakti paramAtmavyakta zuddha- hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 61 // cetanA pragaTa anantayaNa pragaTa tinakI pUjA sevA manasauM paripUrNa prIti bAhya prabhAvanA antaraGga dhyAna guNavarNana avajJA abhAva paramautsAha mana vaca kAya dhana sarva bhaktinimitta lagAvai, apane prANahUrta vallabha prANa duHkhamUla jAnai, unakauM anantasukhakAraNa jAnai, zuddhasvarUpa jAni bhakti karai, zuddhasvarUpa abhilASI Apa yAteM unakI bhakti hai ruci zraddhA pratItite karai, zAstrakI bhakti karai / kAheta ? apanau svarUpa zAstra pAvai / I hai / saMsAraduHkhahAni svarUpabhAvanAte hoya , so pAvai / svaparaviveka grantha prgttaiN| mokSa- 1 I mArga mokSasvarUpa vANItai lahai / tAteM zAstrabhakti kahI / guru mokSamArga upadezai, zAnta- hai hai mudrA dhArI guru, mudrA vinAvacana bolyAhI mokSamArga dikhAvai / aise zrIguru sarvadopara-, hai hita tinakI bhakti kahI / inakI bhakti karai, muktike ye kAraNa jAni karai / tava bhava- hai 1 bhogasauM udAsa hoya mana svarUpahIkI sthiratA cAhai, taba sAdhai / tAteM unakI bhakti hai 1 sAdhaka hai, manakI sthiratA sAdhya hai / / /

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 62 // zubhopayogake tIna bheda haiM / kriyArUpa, bhaktirUpa, guNaguNibhedavicArarUpa / so hai hai sAtizayakauM lIye niratizayakauM lIye SaDbheda / ye jo samyaktvasahita so sAtizaya, 1 samyaktvavinA tInau niratizaya / samyaktvasahitamaiM tau niyama hai, paramparA mokSa karaihI hai hai karai / vinAsamyaktva zubhopayoga saMsArasukha de, devapada de, rAjapada de| tahAM devaguruzAhai strako nimitta hoya yAkai lAbha hono hoya tau hoya, nAMhI to na hoya / kArajako hai hai kAraNavinA niyama hai, aisI rIti jAniyauM / yAprakAra zubhopayoga sAdhaka hai, paramparA-hai / mokSa sAdhya hai|| antarAtmA bhedajJAnakari parasauM bhinna nijarUpa jAna, siddhasamAna pratItijJAnahai gocara karai, taba sAdhaka hai ApahI Apa, nizcayanaya abheda paramAtmA sAdhya hai / jahAM hai 'jJAnAdi mokSamArga kahiye ekadeza svasaMvedana zuddhopayogarUpa, tahAM abhedajJAnamUrti / AtmA mokSasvarUpakauM sAthai, tAteM abhedajJAna mokSarUpa sAdhya hai / jaghanyajJAnateM utkRSTa hai

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 63 // jJAna pAIye, tAtaiM jaghanyajJAna sAdhaka utkRSTajJAna sAdhya hai / jahAM jJAna stokAdi nizraya karai, tahAM vaha nizcaya baDhai / jaisaiM stoka amala hai cAhi lIna amala bahuta vaDhai, bahuta nizcaya pariNatirUpa jJAnAdi guNa baDhe, so sAdhya hai / samyaktvI jIva darzanajJAnacAritrakauM sAdhai, tAtaiM samyaktva jJAna darzana cAritra sAdhya haiM / samyaktva sAdhaka hai / samyaktvajJAnAdi bhAva zuddha hoya jaba dravyakarma miTai, taba dravyamokSa hoya, tAtaiM guNamokSa sAdhaka, dravyamokSa sAdhya hai / kSapakazreNI caDhai jaba tadbhavamokSa hoya, tAtaiM kSapakazreNI caDhanA sAdhaka hai, tadbhavamokSa sAdhya hai / daravitaliMga hoya, bhAvita svarUpabhAva bhAva hoya, taba sAkSAt mokSa sadhai, tAtaiM daravita bhAvita yati vyavahAra sAdhaka hai, tahAM sAkSAnmokSa sAdhya hai / bhAvitamanake vikAra vilaya bhaye sAkSAnmokSa hoya tA bhAvita manAdirIti vilaya sAdhaka hai, sAkSAnmokSarUpa sAdhya hai | jahAM paugalika karma khiraNA sAdhaka hai, kAhetaiM ? pudgalakarma vipAka Aye mano

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 64 // hai vikAra upaje hai, tA" pudgalahI siri jAya, tava manovikAra kahAMteM rahai ? tAtai manoI vikAravilaya havanA sAdhya hai, karma khiraNA sAdhaka hai| paramANumAtrabhI parigraha hoya hai hai tau mamatAbhAva hoyahI hoya, tAteM paramANumAtra parigraha sAdhaka hai, mamatAbhAva sAdhya hai| 1 mithyAtvate saMsAra bhramai , mithyAtva sAdhaka, saMsArabhramaNa sAdhya hai| samyaktva bhaye mokSa hai hai hoya, tAteM samyaktva sAdhaka hai, mokSa honA sAdhya haiN| jaisI kAlalabdhi Avai, taisIhI hai 1 svabhAvasiddhi hoya, tAta kAlalabdhi sAdhaka hai, taisAhI svabhAva havanA sAdhya hai| hai 1 sAdhakasAdhyabheda aneka haiM, so jAnanai / / zaba sAdhaka hai, artha sAdhya hai / artha sAdhaka hai, jJAnarasa sAdhya hai| sthiratA hai sAdhaka hai, dhyAna sAdhya hai| dhyAna sAdhaka hai, karma kSaraNA sAdhya hai| karma kSaraNA, haiM sAdhaka hai, dravyamokSa sAdhya hai / rAga-dveSa-moha abhAva sAdhaka hai, saMsArAbhAva sAdhya / hai hai / dharma sAdhaka hai, paramapada sAdhya hai / svavicArapratItirUpa sAdhaka hai, anAkulabhAva hai

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' // anubhavaprakAza // pAna 65 // sAdhya hai| samAdhi sAdhaka hai, nijazuddhasvarUpa sAdhya hai / syAdvAda sAdhaka hai, hai yathArtha padArthakI sAdhanA sAdhya hai / bhalI bhAvanA sAdhaka hai, vizuddhajJAnakalA sAdhya hai| vizuddhajJAnakalA sAdhaka hai, nijaparamAtmA sAdhya hai / viveka sAdhaka hai, kArya sAdhya hai| dharmadhyAna sAdhaka hai, zukladhyAna sAdhya hai / zukladhyAna haiM sAdhaka hai, mokSa sAkSAt sAdhya hai| vItarAgabhAva sAdhaka hai, karmaabaMdha sAdhya hai hai hai| saMvara sAdhaka hai, nirjarA sAdhya hai| nirjarA sAdhaka hai, mokSa sAdhya hai| hai cidikArabhAva sAdhaka hai, zuddhopayoga sAdhya hai| dravyazruta samyagavagAhana sAdhaka hai, hai hai bhAvazruta sAdhya hai| bhAvazruta sAdhaka hai, kevalajJAna sAdhya hai| cetanamai citta lIna haiM karanA sAdhaka hai, anubhava sAdhya hai / anubhava sAdhaka hai, mokSa sAdhya hai| nayabhaGgI, haiM sAdhaka hai, pramANabhaGgI sAdhya hai / pramANabhaGgI sAdhaka hai, vastusiddhi karanA sAdhya hai| hai haiM zAstra samyak avagAhana sAdhaka hai, zraddhAguNajJatA sAdhya hai| zraddhAguNa sAdhaka hai, hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 66 // paramArtha pAvanA sAdhya hai / yatijanasevA sAdhaka hai, Atmahita sAdhya hai / vinaya sAdhaka hai, vidyAlAbha sAdhya hai / tattvazraddhAna sAdhaka hai, nizvayasamyaktva sAdhya hai / devazAstragurukI pratIti sAdhaka hai, tattva pAvanA sAdhya hai / tattvAmRta pIvanA sAdhaka hai, saMsAraveda meTanA sAdhya hai / mokSamArga sAdhaka hai, saMsArakheda meTanA sAdhya hai / mokSamArga sAdhaka hai, mokSa sAdhya hai| dhyAna sAdhaka hai, manovikAravilaya sAdhya hai / dhyAnAbhyAsa sAdhaka hai, dhyAna siddhi sAdhya hai / sUlatAtparya sAdhaka hai, zAstratAtparya sAdhya hai / niyama sAdhaka hai, nizcayapada pAvanA sAdhya hai / nayapramANanikSepa sAdhaka hai, nyAyasthApanA sAdhya hai / samyakprakAra heya upAdeya jAnanA sAdhaka hai, nirvikalpa nijarasa pIvanA sAdhya hai | paravastuviraktatA sAdhaka hai, nijavastuprApti sAdhya hai / paradayA sAdhaka hai, vyavahAradharma sAdhya hai / svadayA sAdhaka hai, nijadharma sAdhya hai / saMvegAdi ATha guNa sAdhaka haiM, samyaktva sAdhya hai | cetanabhAvanA sAdhaka hai, sahajasukha sAdhya hai /

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// anubhavaprakAza // gana 67 // prANAyAma sAdhaka hai, manovazIkaraNa sAdhya hai / dhAraNA sAdhaka hai, dhyAna sAdhya hai / dhyAna sAdhaka hai, samAdhi sAdhya hai / Atmaruci sAdhaka hai, akhaNDasukha sAdhya hai| hai hai naya sAdhaka hai, anekAnta sAdhya hai| pramANa sAdhaka hai, vastu prasiddha karanA sAdhya hai| hai hai vastugrahaNa sAdhaka hai, sakalakAryasAmarthya sAdhya hai| parapariNati sAdhaka hai, bhavaduHkha hai hai sAdhya hai| nijapariNati sAdhaka hai, svarUpAnanda sAdhya hai| aise sAdhakasAdhya haiN| hai hai aneka bheda jAni nija anubhava kariye / ye saba svarUpa Ananda pAyaveko vatAye haiN| hai hai karmakalpanA kalpita hai| AtmA sahaja anAdisiddha hai| anantasukharUpa hai / ananta guNamahimAkauM dharai hai| vItarAgabhAvanA bhAvanateM zuddha upayoga dhAri svarUpasamAdhimeM hai lIna hoya svasaMvedana jJAna pariNatikari paramAtmA pragaTa kIjai // koI jAnaigA, Ajike samayamaiM svarUpa kaThina hai, tisarne svarUpa cAhi meTi hai hai bahirAtmA hai, AjisauM adhika parigraha caturthakAla puNyavaMta nara cakravartI Adika hai

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. . // anubhavaprakAza / pAna 68 // / tinakai thA, so isakai tau thorA hai, so parigraha jorAvarI isake pariNAmanameM na Ave hai hai hai / yauMhI dauri dauri parigrahamaiM dhukai hai / jaba ThAlau hoya, taba vikathA karai / taba svarU-hai hai pake pariNAma karai, tau kauna rokai? parapariNAma sugama , nijapariNAma viSama vatAve hai| hai dekhau acirajakI bAta, dekhe hai jAnai hai dekhyau na jAya jAnyau na jAya / aiseM kahata hai ( lAjahU na Avai / saMsAracAturIko catura Apa jAnivekau zaTha aisau haTha dhiThauhIsauM pakari pakari pararata visanakauM gADhau bhayau / svabhAvazuddhi viSArI bhArI bhava bAMdhi aMdha hai 1 dhaMdha dhAyau na lakhAyau / Apa aba zrIgurupratApate saMtasaMga milApa, jAtai miTai bhavatApa, hai hai Apa ApahImeM pAvai, jJAna lakSaNa lakhAvai, Apa ciMtana dharAvai, nijapariNati baDhAvai, hai hai nijamAMhi lavalAvai, sahajasvarasakauM pAvai, karmavandhana miTAvai, bhAva ApamaiM lagAvai, vara cidguNaparyAyakauM dhyAve, tava harSa upAvai, mana vizrAma Avai, rasAsvAdakauM ju pAvai, ha 1 nija anubhava kahAvai, tAkauM dUriko vatAvai, bhavabhAvarI ghaTAvai, Apa alakha lakhAvai, hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 69 // , haiM cidAnanda darasAvai, avinAzI rasa pAvai, jAko jasa bhavya gAvai, jAkI mahimA apAra hai hai jAnaiM miTai bhavabhAra mahA, aisau samayasAra avikAra jAni lIjiye / / hai jIjiye sadaiva kIjiye, sohI vohI drohI na hoya, Apa avaloya, zuddha upahai yoga thAya, parako viyoga bhAya , sahaja lakhAya, jina AgamameM kahI vAta, tihu lokaI nAtha vhai, vikhyAta nijaanurAga setI dhari, vItarAgabhAva yaha dAva pAyo, phiri milai hai hai na upAya , aiso bhAva dhari, jAteM miTai bhavaphaMda, tAteM mAnathaMbha meTi mAyAjalakauM hai I jalAI / krodha ani bujhAi, lobhalahari miTAi, viSayabhAvanA na bhAi, cidAnandarAyapada hai / dekho dekho| nija Apako gaveSau, paravedanAkI ucchedanA kari sahajabhAva dhari aMta-hai hai vedI hoya, AnandadhArAkauM dekhi, paramAtmanizcayarUpa dekhi, isa parapariNatinArIsauM haiM llcaaye|| kumatisakhI saMgi gatimaiM DAlai, nijapariNati rANIke viyogateM bahuduHkhI bhaye /

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 70 // aba nijapariNatiyAsauM atIndriya bhoga bhogavo, jahAM sahaja avinAzIrasa varSe hai / arUpIka maiM padmarAga maNi kalpi Ananda jhUThehI mAnau hauM / aiseM paramaiM nijabhAva kalpA so jhUThehI hausa pUrI karo, so na hoya / AkAzameM deva eka, tAke karameM ciMtAmaNi, tAko prativimva apane vAsana ke jalameM dekhyau, manameM vicAri merai cintAmaNi hai, tAke bharosau virAne lAkhau dene kIye tau kahA siddhi hai ? jhUTha kalpanA tumahIkau dukhadAI hai / sAcau cintAmaNi gharamaiM tAkau na dekhau ! aru prativimvamaiM hAthi na parai / vahuta kheda karo, so kahA baDhAI ? aba apano sAco akhaMDa pada dekho / brahmasarovara AnandasudhArasakari pUrNa, jAko sudhArasa pIvata amara hoya, so rasa pIvano // // atha anubhavavarNanam // paugalika karma hI kara pAMca iMdriya chaThe manarUpa vanyA saJjJI deha, tisa dehaviSai tisapramANa tiSThayA ju hai jIvadravyabhI iMdriya mana saJjJA nAma pAvai / bhAvaindriya bhAvamana

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anubhavaprakAza // pAna 71 // hai chaha prakAra upayogapariNAmabhI bheda paDyA hai| ekaeka upayogapariNAma ekakauM dekheM hai jAnai / mana upayoga pariNAma cintA vikalpa dekhai jAnai / pariNAma vicAra vikalpa hai hai ciMtArUpa mAnanA hoya / tisa honaiM so tisa pariNAmabhedakoM mana nAma kahyA dekhi hai saMta avara aba inahakoM eka jJAnakA nAma lei kathana karUM hauM / tisa jJAnakathanekari hai darasanAdi saba guNa AgayA / ina mana iMdriyabhedahake jJAnakI paryAyakA nAma matisaJjJA hai hai kahiye / mizra bhedajJAnakari arthasyauM arthAntaravizeSa jAnai, isa jAnanekau zrutasajJA haiM khiye| donyoM jJAnaparyAya kurUpa samyagrUpa kahiye / mithyAtIkauM jAnanamaiM kurUpatA hai paudgalika karmakari pAMcaindriya chaThe manarUpa banyA saMjJI deha / tisa dehavi tisapramANa ItiSThayA ju hai jIvadravyabhI indriya mana saMjJA nAma pAvai / bhAvaindrI bhAvamana chahaprakAra 1 upayogapariNAmabhI bheda paDyA hai, ekaeka upayoga pariNAma ekaekakauM dekhai jAne mana-hai hai upayoga pariNAma cintAvikalpa dekhe jAneM pariNAmavicAra vikalpaciMtArUpa mAnanA hai

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 72 // hai hoya, tisa honesoM tisa pariNAmabhedakauM mana nAma kahyA / dekhi saMta (?) avaru inahai hikauM ekajJAnakA nAma lei kathana karUM hauM, tisa jJAnakathanaiMkari darzanAdi savaguNa hai hai Aya gae / ina manaindrIbhedake jJAnakI paryAyakA nAma matisaMjJA kahiye mizrabhedajJAnahai kari arthasyauM arthAntara vizepa jAnai tisa jAnanaiMkauM zrutasaMjJA khiye| donyoM jJAna- hai paryAya kurUpa samyagrUpa kahiye mithyAtI matizrutarUpa jAnanA hai, tisa jAnanai virSe hai / sva-paravyApaka avyApakakI jAti nAhIM / tisa jJeyakoM Apa lakhai athavA lakhatAhI hai haiM nAhIM / mithyAtIka jAnanamaiM kurUpatA hai / samyagdRSTi parakA jAne haiN| svakauM sva jAne / hai hai / cAritramai parakauM nijarUpa avalaMbai hai mithyaatii| samyagdRSTi nijakauM nija ava-hai laMbai hai / samyaktA savikalpa nirvikalparUpasauM doya prakAra hai / jaghanyajJAnIkeM jaba tisa hai hai parazeyakauM avyApakapararUpatva jAni ApakauM jAnanarUpa vyApaka jAnai so to savikalpa-hai hai samyaktA / avaru ju Apa jAnanarUpa ApakauMhI vyApyavyApaka jAnyA karai so nirvi

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 73 // 1 kalparUpa samyaktA / avaru jo ekabera ekasamaya virSe svakauM sarva svakari lakhai, sarva-hai hai parakoM parakari lakhai tahAM cAritra paramazuddha hai / / tisa samyaktatAkauM parama sarvathA samyakAtma kahiye kevala darzanajJAnaparyAyavirSe hai pAiye / avaru jisa jJeyaprati prayuMjai tisahIkauM jAne aurako na jAnaiM / mithyAtIka hai vA samyakhRSTika jJeyaprayojanA jJAna to ekasA hai, paraMtu bheda itanA hI, mithyAtI hai jetA jAnai tetA ayathArtharUpa sAdhai / samyagdRSTi tisahI bhAvakauM jAneM titana~hI yathArtharUpa saadhai| tAteM tisa samyagdRSTika cAritra azuddha pariNAmanasauM baMdha hoya sakatA nAhIM / tina upayoga paraNAmau. baMdha Asrava tina azuddha pariNAmanakI zakti kIli hai rAkhI hai / tAtai nirAsava nibaMdha hai / aru saba eka ApahIkauM Apa cittavastu vyApaka I vyApyatAkari pratyakSa ApahI dekhana laga jAnana lageM, aru te cAritrapariNAma nija hai upayogamaya cittavastuvirSe thirIbhUta zuddha vItarAga mamarUpa pravate / tinahI cAritra pari- 1

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 74 // NAmajanya nijAratha hoya hai| yauMkari samyagdRSTika jJAnadarzanacAritrasahita pariNAma hai nijacittavastuhIkauM vyApyavyApakarUpa dekhateM jAnate AcarateM nijAsvAda leya nijasvAdadazAkA nAma svAnubhava kahiye / svAnubhava hoteM nirvikalpa samyaktA upjai| svAnubhavakoM kahau vA koI nirvikalpadazA kahau, vA Atmasanmukha upayoga kahau, vA bhAvamati bhAvabhuta kahau, vA hai svasaMvedanabhAvavastumagana bhAva vA svaAcaraNa kahA~, thiratA kahau, vizrAma kaho, hai svasukha kahau, indrImanAtIta bhAva , zuddhopayogasvarUpa mama vA nizcayabhAva, svarasasAmya- hai hai bhAva, samAdhibhAva, vItarAgabhAva, advaitAvalaMbIbhAva, cittanirodhabhAva, nijadharma-hai bhAva, yathAsvAdarUpa yaukari svAnubhavake bahuta nAma haiN| tathApi eka svasvAdarUpa anu- hai bhavadazA mukhyanAma jaannaa| jo samyagdRSTi cauthekA hai| tisakeM to svAnubhavakA hai hai kAla laghu aMtarmuhUrtatAI rahai hai / vaha kAla pIche hoi hai / tisate dezavatIkA svAnubhava hai

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 75 // 6 rahanekA kAla bar3A hai / aru thore hI kAla pIche hoi hai| sarvaviratikai svAnubhava dIrgha hai / antarmuhUrtatAI hoi hai / dhyAnasyauM bhI hoi hai / ati thore thore kAlapIche svAnubhava hai huvA hI kare, vAraMvAra avaru sAtamaiM / teI pariNAma pUrvasvAnubhavarUpa bhae the tetau svAnu-hai hai bhavarUpa rahai, pai tahAMsauM mukhyarUpa karmadhArAsauM vikasi nikasi svarasasvAda anubhavarUpa hai hai hote haiM te cale / jyoM jyauM AgUMkA (pahilekA) kAla Avai hai sau sauM avara avaru / hai pariNAma svasvAdarasa anubhavarUpa hoI kari baDhate caleM haiN| yauMkari tahAMsauM anubhavahaiM dazAkI pariNAma baDhani kari palaTani hoi hai / kSINamoha antalagu jAnanI // bho bhavya! tU eka bAta suni-hama eka avaru kaheM haiN| yaha svAnubhavadazA svasahai mayarUpa sukha hai, zAnti vizrAma hai, sthirarUpa hai, nijakalyANa hai, caina hai, tRptirUpa hai hai hai, samabhAva hai, mukhya mokSarAha hai, aisA hai| aru yahu samyak savikalpadazA yadyapi hai haiM upayoga niramala hai tathApi yahAM cAritra pariNAma parAlaMba azuddha caMcala hote saMtai savi-hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 76 // kalpadazA duHkha hai / tRSNAtaptakari caMcala hai / puNyapAparUpa kalAya hai / udvegatA hai / asaMtoSarUpa hai / aiseM aiseM vilAparUpa hai | cAritra pariNAma donyautai avasthA ApaviSai dekhI hai / tisateM bhalA yaha juM tU svAnubhavarUpa rahanekA udyama rAkhyA karu | yaha hamArA vacana vyavahArakari upadezakathana hai / jetI jetI vizuddhatA thiratA guNasthAna mAphika baDhI tetA tetA sukha baDhyA | bAramaiMlagu kaSAya ghaTaneta thiratA baDhI / matijJAnAvaraNa zrutajJAnAvaraNake kSayopazamateM svasaMvedana rasa baDhyau / svasaMvedana thiratA kari upajyo rasAsvAda svAnubhava so anantasukha mUla hai || so anubhava dhArAdharajagai duHkha dAvAnala raMca na rahatu hai / svAnubhava bhavavAsaghaTA bhAnaveka parama pracaNDa pavana munijana kahatu hai / anubhava sudhApAnakari bhavya amara aneka bhae / paramapUjyapadakauM anubhavahI kare hai / saba vedapurANa yAvinu nirarthaka hai / smRti vismRti hai / zAstrArtha vyartha hai / pUjA mohabhajana hai / anubhavavinA nirvi

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 77 // maiM kArya vina hai / paramezvarakathA sobhI jhUThI hai / tapabhI jhUTha hai | tIrthasevana jhUTha hai // tarka purANa vyAkaraNa kheda hai / anubhavavinA grAmaviSai gAya zvAna, hiraNAdijyauM ajJAnatapasI / anubhavaprasAdateM nara kahUM rahau sadA pUjya hai / anubhava AnaMda, anubhava dharma, anubhava paramapada, anubhava anantaguNarasasAgara, anubhava siddha hai anupajyoti amitateja akhaNDa acala amala atula abAdhita arUpa ajara amara avinAzI alakha acheda abheda akriya amUrtika akartRtva abhoktRtva avigata AnaMdamaya cidAnaMda ityAdi anaMta paramezvarakA vizeSaNa sarva anubhavasiddhi karatu hai / tA anubhava sAra hai / mokSako nidAna saba vidhAnako ziromaNi, sukhako nidhAna amalAna anubhava hai / anubhavI jIva munijanake caraNAraviMda indrAdi seveM haiM / tAteM anubhavakara ye grantha granthana maiM anubhavakI prazaMsA kahI hai| anubhavavinA sAdhyasiddhi kahUM nAhIM / anantacetanAcinharUpa anaMtaguNamaMDita, anaMtazaktidhAraka, Atama

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padako rasAsvAda anubhava kahiye / vAraMvAra sarva granthako sAra avikAra anubhava hai / anubhava zAsatau cintAmaNi hai | anubhava avinAzI rasakUpa hai / mokSarUpa anubhava hai / tattvArthasAra anubhava hai / jagata udhAraNa anubhava hai / anubhavateM Ana koI uccapada nAhIM / tAtaiM anubhava sadA svarUpakau kariye / anubhavakI mahimA anaMta hai kahAMlau vatAiye / AThakarmapradeza pari ApaNI thitikara baiThe sarva pudgalakA ThAra hai / tinake vipAkake udayakari cidavikAra bhayA so vikAra jIvakA hai / vargaNA nokarma dravyakarmarUpa sava pudgala haiM / bhAvajIvake haiN| ekaso aThatAlIsa prakRti vargaNA jaDa vaNI hai / unake vipAka udaya vyaktatA nimitta pAya cidavikArabhayA, so vikArakA svAMga jIvana dhanya hai / isa jJeya raMjaka azuddhatA bhAva usa zuddhabhAvakI zakti azuddha bhaI taba bhayA hai / azuddhaparanimittateM uphadU ? maila hai / para isaneM kIyA tAteM isakA hai / isakA mUlabhAva nAhIM, kAhetaiM bAdarakI // anubhavaprakAza // pAna 78 //

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 79 // 1 ghaDhA lAla zyAma pIta haritarUpa bhaye AkAza vaisA na bhyaa| jaisaiM ratanapari mAMTI hai hai bahuta lapaTI pari ratanakA prakAza mAMTIke lapaTeM na gyaa| aMtarazakti jyoMkI tyoM hai hai hai / tyauM AtamAke azuddhabhAva bhayeM AtamAkA darasana jJAnakI aMtara jyauMkI sauM hai hai hai| para pudgalakA nATa vahuta banyA hai| so pudgalakA khela jAnu, terA AtamA hai khela mati jAnai // hai kahiye haiM dazadhA parigraha kSetra, vAga, nagara, kUpa, vApI, taDAga, nadI Adi jeteka hai haiM pudgala mAtA pitA kalatra putra putI vadhU vaMdhU svajanAdi jAvaMta sarpa siMha vyAghra gaja hai I mahiSAdi jAvaMta duSTa akSara zabda anakSara zahAdi vAga gavyaga snAna bhoga saMjoga viyoga kriyA jAvaMta parigraha milApa so vaDA parigraha nAza so dalidrAdi kriyA hai hai jAvaMta calanA baiThanA halanA bolanA kAMpanAdi kriyA jAvaMta laDanA bhiDanA caDhanA hai utaranA vAcanA khelanA gAvanA bajAvanA Adi jAvaMta kriyA sarva pudgalakA khela jaanu||

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 80 // nara nAraka tiryaJca deva inake vibhava bhogakaraNa viSayarUpa indriyanikI kriyAdi saba pudgala nATa hai / dravyakarma nokarmAdi saba pudgala akhArA hai| tAmaiM tUM cidAnaMda raMjana hai hai hoya hai| apanI jAna hai| apane darzanajJAnacAritrAdi anaMta akhArA guNakA pri-hai| hai Nati pAtarA nAce svarUparasa upajA jete guNakauM verdai dravya ve saba bhAva bhaye sattA hai mRdaMga prameya tAla ityAdi saba nija akhArA hai| aise apane nija akhAremaiM rAMja, parake akhAremaiM" mamatva kIyA jisakA janmAdi duHkhaphala apanAM mAyA apaneM sahajAhai svAdI hoya paraprema miTAya acetanA prakAzakA vilAsarUpa atIndriyabhoga bhogi kahA hai hai jhuThe hI suneM jaDamaiM ApA mAna hai / ara parakauM kahai- hamakauM duHkha yaha de hai / yAmaiM hai zakti duHkha denekI naahiiN| virAnai sira jhUThA ulAhanA de hai apanI harAmajAdagIkauM hai na dekhe hai / acetanakauM nacAvata phirata hai, so lAzahu na Avata hai / maDesauM sagAI hai 1 kari aba hama isasauM byAha kari saMbaMdha kareMge so aisI vAta lokamaiMhUM niMdya hai| tuma to hai

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|| anubhavaprakAza // pAna 81 // anaMtajJAnake dhArI cidAnaMda hai / anAdi jhUThI viDaMbanA jaDasauM ApA mAnanaiMkI mettauN| hai tuma eka paramAni choDau / parAcaraNahIta tumArA darzana jJAnamaiM lAbha bhayA hai| dekhaneM / jAnaneteM jo baMdha, tAto siddha lokAlokakauM dekhata hai, jAnate haiM tehU baMdhate tisate pariNAma tAdAmya nAhIM / tAtai siddhabhagavAna na baMdhai haiN| pariNAmahI, saMsAra pariNAma hai hI mokSa mAni pariNAmakai hai rAgadveSa moha pariNAma karai / inakA jatanahUM paraNAma karai / jJAnadarzanamaiM rAgadoSa nahIM, vai dekhave jAnave mAtra hai| isakI vikAratAtai vaidU vikArI hai hai kahAve / dekhanA jAnanA rAga dveSa moha kari hoya to baMdhe, rAga dveSa moha na hoya hai to na baMdhai / isa pariNAma zuddhatA abhavyaka na hoya tAtai jJAnadarzana zuddha na hoya / hai bhavyakai pariNAma svarUpAcaraNake hoya tAteM jJAnadarza zuddha hoya / uktaM ca padmanandi-hai pacIsImadhye,-- "svAnuSThAnavizuddhe dRgvodhe jAyate kuto janma //

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 82 // udite gabhastimAlini kiM na vinazyati tamo naizyam // 1 // koI prazna karai--vastu dekhiye nAhI jAniye nAhI pariNAma vAmaiM kaise dIjiye? hai hai tAko samAdhAna-- para dIkhatA hai jAniye hai so parakA dekhanevAlA upayoga hai to hai 1 dekhai hai, jJAna hai to jAna hai / upayoga tau ThAvA (?) bhayA nAstirUpa huvA, jo / hai yaha upayoge gahakhAM tisahImaiM pariNAma dhari thiratA dhari AcaraNa kari vizrAma ghuuN| hai hai yetAhI pariNAma zuddha karanekA kAma hai| uktaM ca- "uvavogamaI jIvo" itivacanAt hai hai jAteM pariNAma vastu vedyasvarUpalAbha le, vastumaiM lIna hoya hai / svarUpanivAsa pariNAma hai hai hI karai haiM / utpAda vyaya dhruva pariNAmameM AyA, utpAdavyayadhruvamaiM sat bhayA / sat hai hai tAmeM svarUpa saba AyA, tAteM pariNAmazuddhatAmaiM sava zuddhatA AI // uktaM ca jIvo pariNAmayadA suheNa asuheNa cAsuho asuho| suddheNa tadA suddho pariNAmo hodi sabbhAvo // New

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 83 // pariNAma sarva vasvarUpakA hai / parAcaraNa doya bheda hai-dravyaparAcaraNa-bhAvaparAcaraNa, hai nokarma upacAra parAcaraNa hai, paraMparAkari anAdi upacAra hai // vA dehakA dhAraNa sAdi / hai upacAra hai| dravyakarmajoga anAdi upacAra hai| bhAvakarma azuddhanizcayanayakari hai| dravyahai karmanokarmakA dravyaparAcaraNa upacAra" hai| bhAvaparAcaraNa rAgadveSamoha hai tisakA AcaraNa hai hai hai| koI prazna karai- ju rAgAdi jIvake bhAva haiM parabhAva saparasAdi haiN| rAgAdikakoM parabhAva kyoM kahe ? tAkA samAdhAna- zuddhanizcayanaya rAgAdi jIvake nahIM, yebhI para haiM, kAherauM bhAvakarma ye haiM inake nAza" mukti hai| para haiM to chuTai haiM / tAH parahI kahiye / / jaba yaha rAgAdiko apane na mAnegA bhavabaMdhapaddhati mittaigii| tisatai pararAgAdi taji zuddha darzana jJAna cAritra haiN| Apa jAni grahai yaha muktIkA mUla hai| pariNAma jIdhai hai kauMdhukai jaisA haiM / tAteM paravora choDi svarUpamaiM lagAya nija pariNAma haiN| utpAdavyaya- hai 1 dhruva SadguNI vRddhi hAni arthakriyAkAraka pariNAmaH sadhai haiM /

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 84 // // Age devAdhikAra likhiye haiM // kA devateM paramamaMgalarUpa nijAnubhava pAIye haiM / tAtaiM deva upakArI haiM / deva paramAtmA hai / arahaMta paramAtmA sAkAra hai | zarIrayukta haiM / tAtaiM siddha nirAkAra haiN| kiMcUna caramazarIrateM AkAra tAteM sAkAra bhI kahiye haiM / arahaMta kai aghAtikarma rahe tAtaiM bAhya vivakSA maiM cyAri guNa vyakta na bhaye / jJAnameM saba vyakta bhaye / so kahiye haiM / nAmakarma manuSya gatirUpa hai / tAtaiM sUkSma bAhya nahIM / kevalajJAna maiM vyakta hai / vedanI hai tAteM bAhya abAdhita nahIM / aMtaramaiM jJAnameM vyakta hai / avagAha bAhya nahIM / ApateM jJAnameM vyakta hai / agurulaghugotrataiM bAhya vyakta nahIM, jJAnamaiM hai / yaha aghAtihU vyakta nAva na paayaa| nAmasthApanAdravyabhAva pUjya haiM arahaMta ke nAma letahI paramapadakI prApti hoI // uktaM ca jina sumaro jina ciMtavo jina dhyAvo sumanena //

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 85 // jina dhyAyaMtahi paramapaya lahai ika kSaNena // 1 // jinathApanAta sAlaMvadhyAnakAra nirAlaMbapada pAvai hai / kaisI hai thApanA // uktaM ca kiM kamI kimutsavamayI zreyomayI kiM kimu / jJAnAnandamayI kimunnatamayI kiM sarvazobhAmayI || itthaM kiM kimiti prakalpana paraistvanmUrtirudIkSyatA / kiM sarvAtigameva darzayati sa dhyAnaprasAdAnmahaH // 1 // mohoddAmadavAnalaprazamane pAthodavRSTisamaH / srotonirjharaNIsamIhatavidhau kalpendravallI satAm // saMsAraprabalAndhakAramathane mArtaNDacaNDadyuti / jaina mUrtirupAsyatAM zivasukhe bhavyaH pipAsAsti cet // svasaMvedanarUpa vItarAgamudrA dekhi svasaMvedabhAvarUpa apanA svarUpa vicArai - pUrva

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 86 // hai ye sarAga the, rAga meTi vItarAga bhye| ava maiM sarAga hauN| inakIjyauM rAga meTauM tau vItarAga hai merA pada maiM pAvauM / nizcayamaiM hUM vItarAga hauM / uktaM ca--- hai "picchahu araho devo paccharaghaDiyo hu darasaya maggaM" itivacanAt / / isa sthApa-3 hai nAke nimitta tihuMkAla tihuMlokamaiM bhavyajIva dharama sAdhai haiM / tAteM sthApanA parama / hai pUjya hai| dravyajina dravyajIva sohU bhAva pUjya haiN| tAteM pUjya bhAvi naya / athavA hai tIna kalyANa taka dravyAjina haiN| so pUjya haiM / bhAvajina samavasaraNamaNDita anaMta hai 1 catuSTaya yukta bhavyanakauM saarai| divyadhvani upadeza deyakari sAkSAta mokSamArga varSA karai hai hai paramAtamA bhAvajina kahiye // ArauM siddhadevakA varNana kIjiye haiM // siddha nirAkAra hai hai paramAtamA hai / anaMtaguNarUpa bhaye apane anaMtasukhakauM guNanikari paryAyateM vedi, dravyahai guNakauM aru bhogavai haiM / lokazikhara pari tiSThai haiM / SaDguNI vRddhi hAni artha paryAya hai kiMcUna caramadehatai pradezanikI AkRti AkAra vyaMjanaparyAya / / uktaM ca---

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 87 // maya naga yoga li mUsimaiM jAra sa aMbara hoya / puruSAkAra jJAnamaya vastu pramAnauM soya // devakoM jAnai taba svarUpa anubhava hoya hai| iti devAdhikAra / . // atha jJAnAdhikAraH // jJAna lokAloka sakalajJeyakauM jAneM nizcaya jAnanarUpa svarUpa hai aisI hai hai jJAnakI zakti hai / saMsAra avasthAmaiM ajJAnarUpa bhaI hai| tauU nizcaya nija zakti hai na jAya hai / bAdaraghaTAke AvaraNa" sUryateja na jAya, sau jJAnAvaraNa" jJAna na jAya AvasyA jAya nAza na hoya / jJAna sava guNamaiM vaDA guNa hai| isameM anaMtaguNa vyakta jAneM // jJAnavinA jJeya na jAnyA pasyA / jJeyavinA jAnavA yogya kachu bhI na hotA yAteM jJAna pradhAna hai / anaMtaguNAtmavastu tauU jJAnamAtra hI hai| AcArya bahu hai granthanameM AtamA aisau kahyau / kAherauM "lakSaNaprasiddhayA lakSyaprasiddhayartham " jaise hai

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 88 // mandira zveta kahiye mandira zvetAdi bahuguNa ghere haiM / tathApi dUriteM zvetaguNakari bhAsai tAteM mukhyatAteM zveta mandira kahiye / prasiddha lakSaNa AtamAmeM jJAna hai, tAteM jJAnamAtra AtamA kahyau / eka eka guNakI anaMta zakti anaMtaparyAya guNakI eka aneka bhedAdi saba jAne, jJAnavinA vastusarvasva nirNayarUpa svarUpakUM na jAneM, tAtaiM jJAna pradhAna hai / matijJAnAdi jJAnake paryAya haiM / so kSayopazama jJAna aMza bheda zuddha bhaye / tAtaiM paryAya lokAloka jAnaiM jJeyAkAra jJAnaparyAyakari hai / jJeya nAza hota pari jJAnanAza nAhIM tAteM jeto jJeya tetau jJAna mecaka upayogalakSaNa jJAna upacArateM jJAnameM jJeya hai / tAteM vastusvarUpamaiM jJeyakai vinAzatA, jJAnavinAza nAhIM // koI tarka kare - jJAna meM sakalajJeya upacArateM haiM / tau sarvajJapada upacarita bhayo upacAra jhUTha hai / to kahA sarvajJapada jhUTha bhayo ? tAko samAdhAna --jAkai upacArahImAtra lokAloka bhAsyau tau vAkai nizcayajJAnakI mahimA kauMna kahai ? yaha jJAna

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 89 // hai svasaMvedanahI bhayA sabakauM jAne, Apake jAne parakA jAnanA thapai, svakA jAnanA hai hai thapai hai| parakI upekSA Apa hai ApakI upekSA para hai| vivakSAtai vastusiddhi hai, jJAnateM svarUpAnubhava hai| yaha ajJeyAdhikAra likhiye / "jJAtuM yogyaM jJeyaM " jJeya hai jAnaveyogya padArthakauM kahiye / so padArthakI tIna avasthA haiN| dravya avasthA--3 hai guNaavasthA--paryAyaavasthA // dravyaavasthA mukhya hai| kAheta? padArtha dravyaavasthA hai hai na dharai tau dravyavinA guNaparyAyakA vyApanA na hoya, taba dravya na hoya, taba padArtha hai na hoya, tAteM dravyaavasthA mukhya hai / pIche guNaavasthA hai| kAheta? guNavinA hai dravya na hoya / tAteM "guNasamudAyo dravyaM" aisA jinavacana hai / paryAyaavasthA na hai haiM hoya to vastukauM paraNAvai kuna ? / utpAda vyaya dhruva na sadhai, SaDguNI vRddhihAni na hai haiM hoya, taba arthaparyAyakA abhAva bhaye, vastu abhAva hoya, tArauM paryAyaavasthAteM / hai sarvasiddhi hai //

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 90 // dravya guNaparyAyakauM vyApai, guNa dravyaparyAyakoM vyApai, paryAya guNadravyakauM vyApai, hai hai tInauM avasthA padArthakI hai| padArtha satvaavasthAkari asti hai, paracatuSTaya avasthAleM / haiM nAsti hai, guNaavasthA aneka hai, vastuavasthAteM eka hai, guNAdibhedakari bhedarUpa hai, hai hai abhedavastusvarUpakari abheda hai, dravyakari niya hai, paryAyakari anitya hai, zuddhani- hai 1 zcayateM zuddha hai, sAmAnyavizeSarUpa vasturUpa hai, vastutva hai, dravyake bhAvakauM dharai dravyatva hai hai hai, prameyake bhAvakoM dhArai prameyarUpa hai, agurulaghuke bhAvakoM dharai agurulaghu avasthA hai, hai hai pradezakauM dharai pradezarUpa hai, anyatvaguNalakSaNabheda anyakari anyatva hai, svaparakari anya hai hai hai, nAnApadArthateM anya hai, dravyatva hai, paryAyatva hai, sarvagata apradezatva hai, mUrta hai, hai hai amUrta hai, sakriya akriya cetana acetana kartRtva akartRtva bhoktRtva abhoktRtva nAma hai hai upalakSaNa kSetra sthiti saMthAna sarUpa phala dravya kSetra kAla bhAva saMjJA saMkhyA lakSaNa prayojana ha 1 tatsvabhAva atatsvabhAva saptabhaMgarUpa anyonyaguNakari siddhigatahetutva sthitihetutva hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 91 // haiM avagAhahetutva vartanAhetRtva cetanatva mUrtatva vizeSaguNa padArtha sAmAnyavizeSa svabhAva hai hai dharai haiM / nAnApadArtha ekapadArthakari jaisI vivakSA hoya taisI samajhi leNI // padArtha sattArUpa hai| sattA- mahAsattA avAntarasattA doya bheda lIyA che| satvaM hai asatvaM trilakSaNaM atilakSaNaM ekatvaM anekatvaM sarvapadArthasthitatvaM ekapadArthasthitatvaM hai hai vizvarUpaM ekarUpaM anaMtaparyAyatvaM ekaparyAyatvaM dravya aisA dravyabhAva sarva dravyamaiM mahAsattA hai hai jIvadravya pudgaladravya svarUparUpa varte / avAMtara sattA dravyasattA, anAdianaMtaparyAyasattA, hai sAdisAMtasvarUpasattA tIna prakAra / dravyasvarUpasattA guNasattA paryAyasattA guNasattAkA haiM anaMtabheda jJAnasattA darasanasattA anaMtaguNasattA pRthaktabheda na che / ananyatvabheda cha / hai ( jete kachu nija dravya guNa pUra dravyaguNa haiM / jetIka saba dravyanakI atIta anAgata hai hai vartamAnaparyAya tInakAlake navapadArtha dravya guNa paryAya utpAda vyaya dhruva saba jJeyanAma hai hai AgamamaiM kahyA hai| jJAnagocara jo kachu hoya, so sava jJeyanAma jAnauM " jJAtuM hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 92 // hai yogyaM jJeyaM " yaha jJeyAdhikAra jJeya jAni parakauM vyaMjana kareM nija jJeyakauM jAni 1 svarUpAnubhava karaNAM // // AgeM nijadharmAdhikAra kahiye haiM / nijadharma vastusvabhAva so AtamA nijadharma nirvikAra samyak yathArUpa anaMta- hai hai guNaparyAyasvabhAva so dharma kahiye / nizcayajJAnadarzanAdi apanA dharma hai| jIva nija-hai hai dharma dharatahI paramazuddha hai / nija kahiye Apa, tisakA dharma kahiye svabhAva, soI hai nijadharma khiye| apane svabhAvarUpa saba padArtha haiN| unakA dharma unakA nijadharma hai| hai AtamAmaiM hai / tAteM darzana jJAnahIkauM nijadharma aisA mati kahau / tAko samAdhAna hai hai svabhAva tau saba sabahI kanai hai| unakA dharma unakA svabhAva yaha tau yauhI hai| paritAraNa hai hai dharma, sajIvadharma, prakAzadharma, unake dharmakoM pragaTai / aisA dharma paramadharma, hitarUpadharma, hai 6 asAdhAraNadharma, avinAzI sukharUpadharma, cetanApANadharma, paramezvaradharma, sarvoparidharma, hai www

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 93 // anaMtaguNadharma, zuddhasvarUpapariNatidharma , mahimA apAradhAraka dharma , nijazuddhAtmasvabhA1 varUpadharma, so nijadharma hai / inakA vizeSabheda kahiye haiN| hai yaha anAdisaMsAramaiM jIva karmayogate janmAdiduHkha bhogavai haiN| isa paradharmakoM nijadharma mAnai haiM / tAtai duHkha pAvai haiM / yaha to sAMca hai| kAheta? jo siradAra pradhAna ! puruSakauM niMdyamaiM giNe so daNDa hai / niMdyadehamaiM cetanadharma mAneM, so duHkha pAvaihI pAvai / / hai zuddhacaitanyadharmakauM jaba dharma jAnai taba saMsAratAraNadharma anaMtacetanArUpadharma tAteM sujIva-hai dharma svajJeya parajJeya prakAzai, yAte prakAzadharma saba dravyanike dharma pragaTa yAne kIye unake hai dharmakauM pragaTai // savatai uttama yAtai paradharma dharma nijarUpa" anaMtasukha hoya / yAta hai hai hitadharma auramaiM na pAiye / yAteM asAdhAraNadharma avinAzI AnaMda sahajarUpa tAte haiM avinAzI sukharUpadharma cetanAprANa dharai, tAteM cetanAprANadharma paramezvara sahajarUpa aise svabhAvamaya paramezvara dharma sabateM utkRSTa hai / tAteM sarvopari dharma anaMtaguNa hai svabhAva

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||anumvprkaash // pAna 94 // haijAko tAteM anaMtaguNadharma zuddhasvarUpa sadA paraNamai zuddha bhayeM / tAteM zuddhasvarUpaparihai Natidharma apAramahimAkauM lIye / tAteM apAramahimAdhAraka dharma anaMtazaktikauM dharai // ___anaMtazaktirUpa dharma anaMtaparyAya eka guNakI, aise anaMta guNa anaMtamahimA1 ko dharai, so nijadharmakI mahimA kahAlauM kahiye ? / ekodeza nijadharma dharaihUM saMsArahai pAra hoya hai| kAheta ? ekodeza bhaye sarvodeza hoyahI hoya / tAteM jAniyauM paradharma-hai iteM anaMtaduHkha, nijadharmaH anaMtasukha // yAteM nijadharmakoM dhAri apanA paramezvarapada hai 3 pragaTa kIjai / nijadharmakI dhAraNA anubhavateM hoya / nijadharma bhaye anubhava hoya / yAte hai 1 anubhavasAra siddhinimitta nijadharma adhikAra kahyA // // AgeM mizradharmaadhikAra kahiye haiN| so mizradharma aMtarAtmAkai hai, so kAherauM samyak svarUpa zraddhAna jete kaSAya / hai aMza haiM tete rAgadveSadhArA hai| AtmazraddhAbhAvamaiM AnaMda hoya hai| kaSAya sarvathA na hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 95 // gaI mukhya zraddhAbhAva gauNa parabhAva eka akhaNDa cetanAbhAva sarvathA na bhayA, tAte mizrabhAva hai| ajJAnabhAva bAramaitaka ekodeza jJAnacetanA hai| aru karmacetanAbhI hai| tAteM mizradhArA hai| svarUpaupayogamaiM pratIta bhaI / pari zubhakarmakI dhArA vahai hai| / tinasauM raMjakabhAva karmadhArAmaiM hai / parazraddhAnasvarUpa muktikAraNa hai| bhavavAdhA meTa- hai hai nakauM samartha hai / aisA koI karmadhArAkA durnivAra Apa hai| pratItimaiM svarUpa ThAvA hai hai kIyA hai / tauhU sarvathA nyArA na hoya hai, mizrarUpa hai / koI prazna karai-ki, samyak hai hai guNa sarvathA kSAyikasamyagdRSTikai bhayA hai vA na bhayA hai? tAkauM samAdhAna kahauhai jo kahuge, sarvathA bhayA, tau siddha kahau / kAherauM ? ekaraNa sarvathA vimala bhaye saba hai zuddha hoya samyakguNa saba guNamaiM phailyA hai, samyagjJAna samyagdarzana saba guNa samyak / hai bhaye / sarvathA samyagjJAna nahIM, ekodeza samyagjJAna hai / sarvathA jJAna samyak hotA hai hai tau sarvathA samyak guNa zuddha hotA, tArauM sarvathA na kahiye / jo kiMcit samyakguNa hai

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 96 // / hai zuddha kahiye, tau samyakNakA ghAtaka mithyAtva anaMtAnubaMdhI karma thA so to rahyA / / haiM jisa guNakA AvaraNa jAya so guNaM zuddha hoya / tAte kiMcat hUM na vaNai // hai so kaisaiM hai, so samAdhAna kariye hai / so avaraNa tau gayA pari saba guNa sarvathA / 1 samyak na bhaye / AvaraNa gayeteM samyak saba guNa sarvathA na bhaye tAH paramasamyak naahiiN| hai haiM savaguNa sAkSAt sarvathA zuddha samyak hoya taba paramasamyak aisA nAma hoya // vivakSApra-1 haiM mANateM kathana pramANa hai / tisa darzanapari paudgalika sthiti jaise nAza bhaI tabahI isa haiM hai jIvakA jo samyaktvaguNa mithyAtvarUpa paraNamyA thA, soI samyakguNa saMpUrNa svabhAvarUpa hai I hoya paraNamyAM pragaTa bhayA / cetana acetanakI judI pratItisauM samyaktaguNa nija jAti hai 1 svarUpa hoya paraNamyA, tisakA lakSaNa 'jJAnaguNa anaMtazakti na kari vikArarUpa hoya hai hai rahyA thA, tina guNakI anaMtazaktiviSa keteka zakti pragaTa bhaI / sAmAnyasauM nAma hai hai bhayo / mati zruti kahiye / athavA nizcayajJAna zrutaparyAya kahiye / jaghanyajJAna khiye|

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 97 // hai avara sarvajJAnazakti rahI, te ajJAna vikArarUpa vagai hai| ina vikArazaktinakoM dharma dhArArUpa kahiye / taiseMhI jIvakai darzanazakti adarzanarUpa hoyagI / taiseMhI jIvakai hai cAritrakI keteka cAritrarUpa keteka avaravikArarUpa haiN| aiseM bhogaguNakI saba guNa jeteka hai nirAvaraNa so zuddha / avara vikAra so sarva mizrabhAva bhayA / pratItirUpa jJAnamaiM sarvazuddha zraddhAbhAva bhyaa| pari AvaraNajJAnakA tathA aura guNakA lagyA ha / tAteM mizrabhAva hai svasaMvedana hai / pari sarvapratyakSa nAhIM / sarvakarmaaMza gaye zuddha hai / aghAti rahai zuddha hai | ghAtiyAnAzarte pari sakalaparamAtamA hai / pratyakSa jJAna tau bhayA hai| hai siddha nikala sakalakarmarahita paramAtamA hai| aMtara AtamAka jJAnadhArA karmadhArA hai hai / koI prazna karai- jo vAramaiM doya dhArA ki eka jJAnadhArAhI hai? jo jJAnadhArAhI hai, to aMtara AtamA mAta kahauM / jo doya dhArA hai tau vAramai mohakSaya bhayo rAga dveSa hai moha saba gaye dUsarI karmadhArA kahAM rahI? tAko samAdhAna-jJAna parokSa hai kevalajJAnA. hai

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1 varaNa hai / tAtaiM ajJAnabhAva vAramaiMtaka hai / tAtaiM aMtara AtamA hai / pratyakSajJAnavinA // anubhavaprakAza // pAna 98 // paramAtamA nAhIM / kaSAya gaye pari ajJAnabhAva hai / tAtaiM paramAtmA nAhIM aMtara hai, vAramaiM ajJAna kahA ? tAkau samAdhAna - kevalajJAnavinA sakalaparyAya na bhAsai sohI ajJAna nija pratyakSavinAhU ajJAna hai / tAtaiM ajJAnasaMjJA bhaI / yaha mizraadhikAra // A, nizcayakari vastukA svarUpa jaisA hai, tAkA kachu varNana kIjiye hai / vastu nija apanA svarUpa anaMtaMguNamaya tinamaiM darzana jJAna cAritra pradhAna kAhe teM ? dekhana jAnana pariNavanakari, vedanateM rasAsvAda anubhava hoya, tahAM sukha kita pragaTai, tinakari cetanA jAnI pari, taba cetanasaMttA, cetana vastutva, cetanadravyatva, prameyatva, pradezatva ye gAye / tAtaiM darzana jJAna cAritra jIvavastukA sarvasva hai / dravya guNa paryAya ye vastukI avasthA hai | anAdinidhana vastu akhaNDacetanArUpa varte hai / pari anAdikarmajogateM azuddha hoya rahI hai / sukhanidhAnakauM na jAneM hai, tauU zuddhasvarUpa hai //

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 99 // - jaiseM kAhUneM koI eka jJAnavAna puruSakoM pUchA- hamakauM zuddhacetanakI prApti hai batAo // taba tA puruSaneM kahyA eka amukA jJAnavAna hai tApAsi jAvo, tumakauM / hai vo batAvaigA, prApti karaigA / taba vo gayo / jAya, prazna kiyo-hamakU cetanakI prApti / hai krau| taba tAsau kahyau, ju tuma eka dariyAvamaiM macha rahai hai, tAsamIpa jAvo / tumakauM hai hai vo macha caitanyaprApti karaigo / taba vAke upadezasauM vo nara tA machasamIpa gayo, jAya / hai prazna kIyo, hamako zuddhacaitanyakI prApti krau| taba macha aisau vacana kahyau, hamArau hai eka kAma hai, so pahalai karo, to pIchaM tumakauM cidAnaMdamaiM lIna karai / tuma bar3e saMta hai hau, hamAro kArya kAhUnaiM abataka na kIyo, tuma parAkramI dIsau hau / tAta yaha hai hai niyama hai, hamAro kAja kIyAM, avazya tumAro kAja kareMge / ThIka jAnauM taba vo hai puruSa bolyau, tumAro kArija karauMgau saMdeha nAhIM karau / taba macha. vAsauM kahyau, hama bahota dinake tisAye yA dariyAvameM rahe haiN| hamArI tRSA na gaI / pANIko joga na hai ANAND

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 100 // 1 jukhau / kahI~ jatanakari jala lyAyo, tuma baDo upakAra karau, hamArI tRSA meTo, hai hai mahAjanakI cAla hai paraduHkha meNtte| tAteM yaha upagAra karau hama tumakauM cidAnanda hai hai pratyakSa dikhAI prApti kreNge| ___ taba vo puruSa bolyau tuma aise kAhe kahau / jalasamUhamAMhi tuma sadAhI raho hai hau, aise mati kahau, jo, jala lAvo, dariyAvavora dekho, yaha jalasauM pratyakSa bhakhau hai hai hai| taba macha bolyau, aisaiM tuma kahata ho, so yaha bAta tuma mAMnata ho, to tuma hai haiM cidAnaMda pratyakSa ho, cetanA hai to aiso vicAra tumane kIyo hai| aba tuma hamakauM hai pachaNa Aye hau, tAteM cidAnaMda haMsa paramezvara tumahI hau| saMdeha tyAgau thira hoi / hai ApaNau caitanyasvarUpa anubhavau parake anAdi joga meM hUM AtamA jaisAkA taisA hai, hai hai paramai atyanta gupta bhayA hai| toU dekhanekA svabhAva na gyaa| jJAnabhAva na gyaa| hai pariNAma na bhayA / paramaiM barananainai AvasyA, malina bhayA pari nizcayakari akhaNDa hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 101 // svarUpa cidAnaMda anAdikA hai, so jyauMkA sauM baNyA hai| kachu ghaTyA baDhyA nAhIM hai bharamakalpanAte svarUpa bhulyA hai| parahIko ApA mAnyA tau kahA bhayA // jaise koI ciMtAmaNi karavirSe bhUli kAcakhaNDakauM ratana mAMni calAvai tau vaha hai ratana na hoya, ciMtAmaNiko kAca jAneM, to kAca na hoya, ciMtAmaNipaNA na jaay| hai taisaiM AtamAkauM para jAneM tau para na hoya / parakauM ApA jAnaiM to ApA na hoya / / hai vastu apane svabhAvakA tyajana kAhU kAla na karai / vastu vastutvakauM na tajai / apane hai haiM dravyakauM na tajai / apane pramANakauM na tajai / apane pradezakauM na tajai / ityAdi bhAvakoM hai hai na tjai| tAtaiM anAdi pradezapramANakauM na tajai / zuddha azuddha doU avasthAmaiM apanI hai dravya kSetra kAla bhAvakI dazA na tajai / mahimA anaMta amiTa hai / kAhUMpai na maiTI jaay| haiM nizcayakari jo hai so hai| tAtai nijavastukA zraddhAna jJAnAdi anaMtaguNamAtra jAMni hai hai anaMtasukha karai, to sukhI hoya / upAyatai upeya pAiye hai / so upeya AnaMdaghana para hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna, 102 // mAtamA paramezvara hai / tAkau upAya yAteM karaNau, ju, saMsAraavasthA hI zarIra meM karmabaMdhateM gupta bhayo parabhAvanA duHkhI bhayau apanauM paramezvarapada na pAyo / tAkau upAya hoya tau upeya pAiye, so upAya kahiye haiM / / . upAya apane svarUpa pAvanekA apanAM upayoga hai / aura upAya tapa japa saMyamAdi zubha haiN| jinameM paramAtmAkI bhakti zubhapari pratItitaiM kAraNabhI hai / kAraNa dhyAna kAryakI siddhi hai / grantha upadezabhI kAraNa hai / pari upabhoga Aye zuddha hai / tAteM upayoga kI ekodeza zuddhakI caDhani jyauMjyoM hoya tyauMtyoM mokSamArgako caDhe // yaha zrIjineMdra bhagavAnakA nirAvAdha upadeza hai / sakala upAdhi anAditeM lagI AI / jaba upayoga kara samAdhi lAgai, sAkSAt zivapantha sugama hoya / aneka saMta svarUpasamAdhi dhari dhari pAra bhaye // // ava kachuka samAdhivarNana kIjiye haiM ||

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 103 // 1 samAdhi tau prathama dhyAna bhaye hoya hai / so dhyAna cintAnirodha ekAgra bhaye hoya hai / so cintAnirodhaM rAgadveSa ke miTeM hoya haiM / so rAga dveSa iSTa aniSTa samAja miTe, miTe hai / tAteM jIva je samAdhivAMchaka haiM, te iSTa aniSTakA samAgama meTi rAgadvepa tyAgi ciMtA meTi dhyAna meM mana dhari thiratva svarUpamaiM samAdhi lagAI nijAnanda bheTau svarUpamaiM vItarAgatAta jJAnabhAva hoya taba samAdhi upajai / vaha apane svarUpamaiM mana lIna kare | dravyaguNaparyAya maiM pariNAma lIna laya samAdhi aisI hoya hai || indrAdi saMpadAke bhoga rogavata bhAsai / dravya dravaNataiM nAma pAIye hai / guNakauM dravai so dravatvalakSaNa pariNAmamaiM tAteM guNadravya maiM pariNAma lIna hoya / guNadravya maiM dravatva lakSaNa hai / tau pariNAmasauM dravya guNa mili gaye tAtaiM dravyatvakI ekodezatA sAdhakakai aisI bhaI jo parISaha anekakI vedanAM na vede haiM / rasAsvAdamaiM lIna AnaMdarasa tRpti bhayA / jaba mana paramezvaramaiM milai lIna hoya na nikasai paramAnaMda vedai svarUpa dhAraNA // *

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 104 // niraMtara jahAM acalajyotikA vilAsa anubhavaprakAza maiM bhayA upayoga meM pariNAma lage jyauMjyoM darzana jJAna cetanA svarUpa anUpa akhaNDita anaMtaguNamaNDitakauM jAni rasAsvAda le tyauMtyauM paravismaraNa hoya para upAdhikI lInatA miTai / samAdhi pragaTai / taba utkRSTa samyakprakAra svarUpavettA hoya // samyagjJAna bhaye vastukI mahimA jAnai / jAnatAM AnaMda hoya / jJAna jJAnakauM jAnaiM / jJAna darzanakauM jAneM / jJAna saba guNaka jAneM / dravyakauM jAneM paryAyakoM jAneM ekodeza bheda sAdhaka jJAna jAneM / jJAnakari vastu jAnatAM paramapada pAvai / kAsA sukha ( saMpUrNasukha ) parokSajJAnahI maiM hai / pratyakSapratIti maiM vedai hai / tahAM AnaMda aisA hoya hai / / saMprajJAta samAdhimaiM duHkhAdivedanA pratyakSa bhaye hU na vedai / vidhAna svarUpa vedanekA hai / mana vikAra vilaya jete aMzakari gayA tetI samAdhi bhaI / samyagjJAnakari jetA bheda vastukA guNanakari jAnyA tetA sukha AnaMda baDhyA / vizrAma bhaye svarUpa

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/ anubhavaprakAza // pAna 105 // hai thiratA pAya samAdhi lAgI jJAnadhArA nirAvaraNa hoya jyauMjyauM nijatatva jAnai tyauMtyoM hai hai vizuddhatA kevalakari jJAna pariNati paramapuruSasauM milI, nija mahimA pragaTa krai| tahAM hai hai apUrva AnaMda bhAvakA lakhAva hoya taba samAdhi svarUpakI kahiye // hai tahAM anAdi ajJAnakA bhramabhAva AkulatAmUla thA so miTyA, anAtma abhyAI I sake abhAvateM sahaja padakA bhAva bhAvata, bhavavAsanA vilAvata, darasAvata paramapadakA I sthAna guNakA nidhAna, analAma bhagavAna sakala padArthakA jAnanarUpa jJAnakI hai hai pratIti pramANabhAvakara navanidhAna Adi jagatakA vidhAna jhUThA bhAsyA / taba hai hai prakAzyA AtmabhAva lakhAva Apake taiM kInA, tava cetanabhAva lInA, zuddhadhAraNA hai dharI, nijabhAvanA karI, zivapadakauM anusarI, AnaMdarasasauM bharI, bhavabAdhA abAdhA hai hai jahAM sadA mudA setI etI zaktI baDhAI, zivasukhAI, cidAnaMdaadhikAI, granthagra-3 nthanamaiM gAI, so samAdhita pAIye hai|

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 106 // svarUpAnaMda pada bhedI samAdhitai hoya hai / vastukA svarUpa guNake jAnai teM jAneM / guNakA puMja vastumaya hai| vastu abheda hai| bhedaguNa guNIkA guNakari bhayA / tAteM hai guNakA bheda vastu abheda janAva.kauM kAraNa hai // vitarka kahiye-dravyakA zabda tAkA artha bhAvanA bhAvazruta zrutamaiM svarUpa hai 1 anubhavakaraNa kahyA / paramAtama upAdeya kahyA / tAhIrUpa bhAva so bhAvazruta rasa pIva / / hai amarapada samAdhita hai| vicAra anAdi bhavabhAvanakA nAza cidAnaMda dravya guNa hai hai paryAyakA vicAra nyArA jAMni darzana jJAna vAnigIkauM pichAni, cetanameM mama hotA hai hai jyauMnyauM upayoga svarUpa lakSaNakauM lakSya rasasvAda pIvai, so svaparabheda vicArane sAra hai / pada pAya samAdhi laagii| apAra mahimA jAkI paramapada so paayaa| anAdi para hai indriyajanita AnaMda mAne thA, so meTyA / jJAnAnaMdamai samAdhi bhaI vastu vedI AnaMda hai bhayA / guNa vedi AnaMda bhyaa| pariNati vizrAma svarUpamai lIyA, taba AnaMda bhyaa| hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 107 / / ekodeza svarUpAnaMda aisA hai / / jahAM indriyavikAra bala vilaya bhayA hai, mana vikAra na hoya, sukha anAkula hai rasa rUpa samAdhi jAgI hai, "ahaM brahma" "ahaM asmi" brahma pratIti bhAvanamaiM haiM thiratAmai samAdhi bhaI; tahAM AnaMda bhayA / so keteka kAlalagu 'ahaM' aisA bhAva hai hai rahai, phira samAdhimaiM 'ahaMpaNA' tau chuTai, 'asmi' kahiye hai, aisA bhAva rahai tahAM hai 1 darzana jJAnamaya hauM, mai samAdhi lAgeM hauM, aisA hU rahaNA vicAra hai // isake miTeM vizeSa aisA hoya jo dravyazrutavitarkapaNA mittii| ekatva svarUpameM 1 bhayA ekatAkA rasarUpa mana lIna bhayA samAdhi lAgI tahAM vicArabheda miTyA anu-hai bhava vItarAgarUpa svasaMvedanabhAva bhayA / ekatva cetanAmaiM mana lAgA lIna bhyaa| tahAM hai indriyajanita AnaMdake abhAvate svabhAva lakhAvakA rasAsvAda kari AnaMda vaDhyA tahAM hai 1 phiri asmibhAva jJAnajyotimaiM thA sobhI thakyA //

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// anubhavaprakAza || pAna 108 // Age vivekakA svarUpakA svarUpa pariNati zuddhIkA aisA jahAM paramAtmAkA vilAsa najIka bhayA tahAM anaMtaguNakA rasa phiri pariNAma vedi samAdhi lAgI / nirvikAra dharmakA vilAsa prakAza bhayA / pratIti rAgAdirahitabhAvana meM manovikAra bahota gayA / taba AgeM aMza prajJAta bhayA / taba parake jAnaneM : vismaraNabhAva AyA / taba kevalajJAna atizIghrakAlameM pAvai / paramAtmA hoya lokAloka lakhAve | aisI anubhavakI mahimA manake vikAra miTaiM haiM / so manavikAra mohake abhAva bhayeM miTai hai / sakalajIvakauM moha mahAripu hai / anAdi saMsArI jIvakoM nacAvai hai / caurAsImaiM 1 aru saMsArI harSa mAni mAni bhavasamudramaiM gire haiM, pare haiN| ApAko dhanya mAna hai / dekho dhiThau hI bhUliteM kaisI pakarI hai / naika nijanidhi anaMtasukhadAyaka kauna sabhAra hai / yAteM inahI jIvanakauM zrIgurUpadezAmRta pAnaka jogya hai / isateM moha miTai anubhava pragaTai so kahiye --

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// anubhavaprakAza / / pAna 109 // hai prathama zrIjinendradeva AjJA pratIti karai, tahAM pAIM bhagavatpraNIta tatva upAdeya hai vicArai / cetana prakAza anaMtasukhadhAma , amala abhirAma, AtmArAma pararahita upAdeya hai para heya svaparabhedajJAnakA niraMtara abhyAsateM zuddhacaitanyatatvakI labdhi hoya tihite hai hai rAga dveSa moha miTai / karmasaMvara hoya / taba karma miTavA nijajJAnateM nirjarA hoya / taba hai sakalakarmakSaya nijapariNAma huvA bhAvamokSa hoya / taba dravyamokSa hoyahI hoya / tAte hai bhedajJAna abhyAsa. paramapada siddha so bhedajJAna upajAvAko vicAra kahiye hai / / hai jJAnabhAva jAnanarUpa upayoga vibhAvabhAva apaneM jAna hai / so vibhAvake jAnanekI hai zakti AtmA ApaNI jAne / jAni rUpa pariNamana karai / jJAnarasa pIvai vibhAvanakauM ? hai nyAre nyAre jAne / vibhAvasudhAdhArA jJAnarUpaparaNAma sudhAdhArA nyArI / dhArA donyau / jAnai / pudgala aMza ATha karma zarIrabhinna hai jaDa hai, / cetana upayogamaya hai| inameM haiM vivecana karai / judA pratItibhAva karai, pratyakSa jaDa rhai| sadA jAmaiM cetanA praveza na ?

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 110 // hoya / cetanA jaDa na hoya yaha pratyakSa sarva grantha kahai saba jana kahai / jinavANI vizeSakara kahai / apaneM jAnaimaiM Avai / zarIra jaDa anaMte tyAge / darzanajJAna sadA sAthi rahavo kIyA so ababhI dekhaneM jAnaneMvAlA yaha merA upayoga sohI merA svarUpa hai / isa upayogI anaupayogI vicArata pratIti jaDa cetanakI Avai / vibhAva karmacetanA hai / karma rAga dveSa moha bhAvakarma tisamaiM cetanA paraNAma hai / tava cidvikAra hoya / isa cidikArakoM Apakari ApA malina kIyA hai / kevalajJAnaprakAza AtmAkA vilAsa hai / tisakauM na sabhAre hai / mohavazarteM granthakoM suNai hai aru jAnai hai / zarIra vinasaigA parivAra dhana tiyA putra yebhI na rahaige / pari inasauM hita karai / narakabaMdha parai / anaMtaduHkhakAraNakauM sukha samajhe // aisI ajJAnatA mohavazakari hai / tAtaiM jJAnaprakAza merA upayoga sadA merA svarUpa hai| so sadA svabhAva merA maiM hauM / kabahUM jisakA viyoga na hoya anaMtamahimA bhaNDAra

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 111 // 1 avikAra sArasarUpa duranivAra mohasauM rahita hoya / anupama AnaMdaghanakI bhAvanA hai hai karaNI / aMza aMza parakA jaDavA parajIva saba svarUpasauM bhinna jAni darzana jJAna cAri-hai trAdi anaMtaguNamaya hamArA svarUpa hai| pratItimaiM aise bhAva karata para nyArA bhAsai vibhAva Uphadamala Apake na ramatai bhayA / tisatai bharama meTi vibhAva na hoya svabhAva hai pragaTai anAdi ajJAnateM guptajJAna bhayA / zuddha azuddha doU dazAmeM jJAna zAsatI zakti hai hai kauM lIye cidvikArabhAva krodhAdirUpa bhaye hoya sohI bhAva meTi nirvikAra sahajabhAva hai hai Apa ApamaiM AcaraNa vizrAma thiratAparaNAmakari krai| jo vAhyapariNAma uThe hai so hai hai azuddha hai so pariNAmakA karaNahAra azudhda hoya hai / bAhya vikAramaiM na Avai / cetanA hai hai nAMva upayogarUpa apanI isa jJAyaka zaktikauM nIkai jAnai tau nijarUpa AvA hoya / / hupratIti cetana upayogakI karata karata parasauM svAmitva meTi meTi svarUpa rasAsvAda hai 1 caDhatA caDhatA jAya / taba zuddha upayoga svarasa pUrNa vistAra pAvai / taba kRtakRtya ni. hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 112 // vsai| yaha zrIjinendrazAsana maiM syAdvAdavidyA ke balateM nijajJAna kalA kauM pAya anAkula pada apanA karai / ihAM saba kahane kA tAtparya yaha hai / jo parakI apanA pati sarvathA meTi svarasarasAsvAdarUpa zudhda upayoga kariye / rAgadveSa viSamavyAdhi hai so meTi meTi paramapada amara hoya / atIndriya akhaNDa atula anAkula sukha Apa padamaiM svasaMvedana pratyakSakari vediye / sakala saMta munijana paMcaparamagurusvarUpa anubhavaka kare haiM / tAtaiM mahAn jana- jA paMthaka pakari pAra bhaye sohI avinAzIpurakA paMtha jJAnIjananakauM pakaraNA anaMtakalyANakA mUla hai / pariNAma cetanAdravya cetanA meM lIna bhayeM acalapada jJAnajyotikA udyota hoya hai / ekodeza upayoga zuddha kari svarUpazaktikauM jJAnadvAramaiM jAnanalakSaNa kari jAneM / lakSyalakSaNaprakAza ApakA ApamaiM bhAsai / taba sahajadhArA vAhI / nijazakti vyakta karatA karatA saMpUrNa vyakta karatA karatA saMpUrNavyaktattA karai / tava yathAvat jaisA tattva hai taisA pratyakSa lakhAvai / dekho koI bhagala vidyAkari

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 113 // kAMkarenauM hari hIrA motI dikhAvai hai| buhArIke tRNakauM sarpakari dikhAvai hai| hai tahAM vastu lokanakauM sAcI darasai / pari sAcI nAhIM / tesai paramaiM nija mAMni ApakoM hai haiM sukha kalpai so sarvathA jhUTha hai / sukhakA prakAza parama akhaNDa cetanAke vilAsamaiM hai| hai hai zuddhasvarUpa Apa parakauM (khau )janA kareM taba pAvai / vAravAra vistAra kahiNAM isa hai vAkhau Avai hai| anAdikA avidyAmai pagi rahA hai| mohakI atyaMta niviDa gAMThi I pArI hai / tAH svapadakI bhUli bhaI hai / bhedajJAna amRtarasa pIvai / taba anaMtaguNadhAma hai abhirAmakI. anaMtazaktikauM anaMtamahimA pragaTa kreN| yaha saba kathanakA mUla hai| hU~ parapariNAma duHkhadhAma jAni bhAni parakI meTi svarasa sevana karaNAM aru nidAna pari diSTi / hai kiijai| vinazvara paraduHkhamUlakA sevana anAdi kiiyaa| janmAdi duHkha bhye| aba narabhavamaiM hai saMta saMgate tatvavicAra kAraNa milyA tau pheri kahA anAdibhavasaMtAnakI bAdhAke karaNahAra hai hai parabhAva seiye / jisatai akhaMDita anAkula avinAzI anupama atula hoya sohU bhAva hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 114 // hai kriye| jo bhAva manohara jAni moha karai hai / apane AtamAkauM jhUThI avidyA ke vino-hai hai dakari Thaga hai| sakala jagata cAritra jhUTha vanyAhI hai, so mohate na jAne hai| jo svarasa-3 sevana to para prIti rIti raMca hUM na dhArai / anaMtamahimAbhANDArako jJAnacetanAmeM ApA hai 1 anubhavai / jo jo upayoga uThai sau maiM hau~ aisA nizcaya bhAvanamaiM kara, tau tirahI tirai / hai anAdikA vicAra karai / anAdikA para ApA jAni duHkha sahyA / aba zrIguruneM aisA hai upadeza kahyA hai / tisakauM satyakAra mAnatahI zraddhAH muktikA nAtha hoya hai / tAte dhanya sadguru jinauMne bhavagarbhamesauM kADhanekA upAya dikhaayaa| tAtai zrIgurukAsAha upakArI koI nAhIM / aiseM jAni zrIguruke vacanapratItite pAra vhainA // jetA anurAga viSayanamaiM karai hai, mitra putra bhAryA dhana zarIramai karai hai, tetA hai hai ruci zraddhA pratItibhAva svarUpamaiM tathA paMcaparamagurumai karai, tau mukti atisugama hoya / hai paMcaparamagururAgabhI aisA hai, jaisA saMdhyAkA rAga sUrya astatAkA kAraNa hai prabhAtakI hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 115 // hai saMdhyAkI lalAI sUryaudayakauM karai hai| tAtai vividha paramaguruvinA zarIrAdirAga kevala hai hai jJAnakauM astatAkauM kAraNa hai| paMca paramagurukA rAga kevalajJAna udayakauM kAraNa hai| hai tAteM vizeSakari paramadharmake dAtA paramadharmakA anubhavarAga paramasukhadAyaka hai // haiM artha anaMta anarthakoM karai, so kisahI artha nahIM, artha sohI paramArtha sAdhai / hai tisakari kAmasauM kisa kAma nijakAmanAsai kAma sohI sukAma sudhaarai| dharma mithyArUpa hai anaMtasaMsAra karai, so kahA dharma? sarvajJapraNIta nizcaya nijadharma vyavahAra ratnatrayarUpa hai kAraNa / mokSa sohI pheri karma na baMdhe, aisA vicAraNA-jaisaiM dIpaka maMdiramaiM dharate hai prakAza hoya to saba sUjhai, taiseM jJAnIko jJAnaprakAzasauM sava sUjhai // kaise jJAnakari vicArai, zarIramaiM cetana hai, diSTiddhArakari dekhai hai| jJAnadvArakari hai jAnai hai / apane upayogakari Apa cetana hauN| ApA aiseM jAnai dehamaiM dehakauM dekhane hai hArA merA svarUpa cetanarUpa hai / tau jaDakauM calAvai hai, cetanapreraka hai / acetana anu- hai

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// anubhavaprakAza // pAna 116 // payogI jaDa na dekhai na jAnai / yaha tau prasiddha hai, jo dekhai jaaneN| zarIra tau gatyaMtara hai jIva hoya, taba zarIra kyoM na dekhai ? tAteM yaha dekhanejAnaneMkari ApA cetanarUpa hai pratyakSa ThAvA kari svarUpakauM cetana mAMni acetanakai abhimAna tajanAM mokSakA mUla hai // zarIravAsanAkA tyAgI kharUpa ApA avagADha cetanasvarUpa kari bhAvanA / ujaDakauM vastI mAnai hai| cetana vastIkauM ujaDa mAna hai| aisI bhuli meTI, cetanAvastI zAsatI hai| jahAM vasai to apanA anaMtaguNanidhAna na musAvai / nijadhanakA dhaNI paramasAha hoya / taba anaMtasukhavyApAramai avinAzI naphA hoya / anAdi hai paramaiM ApA mAnyA / parakauM grahaNa karata paravastukA cora bhayA janamAhi duHkha daNDa hai bhogavai hai / vivekarAjAkA amala hoya paragrahaNa corI miTai / taba Apa sAhapada dhari hai sukhI hoya, taba nijapariNatiramaNIkari apanA nijaghara thira krai| anAdi athirahai padakA praveza thA, tAkauM sAgi akhaNDa avinAzI padakauM pahucai yaha sAkSAt zivamA

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* // anubhavaprakAza // pAna 117 // rgasvarUpakauM / anubhava yaha zivapada svarUpakauM, anubhava tribhuvanasAra, anubhava kalyANa hai anaMta, anubhava mahimAbhaNDAra, anubhava atulabodhaphala, anubhava svarasarasa , anubhava hai 1 svasaMvedana, anubhava tRptibhAva , anubhava akhaNDapada sarvasva , anubhava rasAsvAda, anubhava hai haiM vimalarUpaM, anubhava acalajyotirUpa pragaTakaraNa, anubhava anubhavake rasamaiM anaMta hai hai guNakAra rasa hai, paMcaparamaguru anubhavatai bhaye hoNhige| anubhavasauM lgege| sakalasaMta hai hai mahaMta bhagavaMta tAteM je guNavaMta haiM, te anubhavakauM krau| sakalajIvarAzi anubhavau / svarUpakauM / yaha anubhavapaMtha niragaMtha sAdhi sAdhi bhagavaMta bhaye / / _ parigrahavaMta samyagdRSTihU anubhavakauM kabahU kabahU karai haiM, tehU dhanya haiM / muktike sAdhaka haiN|jaa samaya svarUpa anubhava karai hai, tA samaya siddhasamAna amalAna AtmatattvakauM anubhavai hai / ekodezasvarUpa anubhavamaiM svarUpa anubhavakI sarvasvajAti pahacAnIhai / anubhava / pUjya hai, parama hai, dharma hai, sAra hai, apAra hai, karata udhAra hai, avikAra hai, karai bhavapAra hai

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||anubhvprkaash // pAna 118 // savaiyA. hai, mahimAko dhArai hai / doSakoM haraNahAra hai / yAteM cidAnaMdako sudhAra hai / deva jinenda munInda savai anabhaurasa pIyaka AnaMda pAyau / kevalajJAna virAjata hai niti so anabhaurasa siddha lakhAyau // eka niraMjana jJAyakarUpa anUpa akhaNDa svasvAda suhAyau / te dhanya haiM jagamAMhi sadaiva sadA anabhau nija ApakauM bhAyau // 1 // yaha anabhau parakAza jJAna nija dAya hai| kari yAko abhyAsa saMta sukha pAya hai // yAmeM ( anUpa aratha ) sadA bhavi sarada hai| kahai dIpa avikAra ApapadakauM lahai // 1 // iti zrIdIpacaMda sAdharmIkRta anubhavamakAza nAma grantha saMpUrNa. aDila.

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anubhavaprakAza samApta.