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________________ pataMjali: yoga-sUtra (bhAga-2) ozo (yoga: 'di alphA eMDa di ogegA' zIrSaka se ozo davArA aMgrejI meM die gae sau amRta pravacano meM se dvitIya bIsa pravacanoM kA hiMdI meM anuvaad|) pataMjali rahe hai bar3I adbhuta mdd-atlniiy| lAkhoM gujara cuke hai isa saMsAra se paMtajali kI sahAyatA se, kyoMki ve apanI samajha ke anusAra bAta nahIM kahate; ve tumhAre sAtha calate hai| aura jaisejaise tumhArI samajha vikasita hotI hai, ve jyAdA gahare aura gahare jAte hai| paMtajali pIche ho lete hai ziSya ke| ......pataMjali tuma taka Ate hai| .....pataMjali tumhArA hAtha thAma lete hai aura dhIre-dhIre ve tumheM (cetanA ke) saMbhAvita uccatama zikhara taka le jAte hai......| paMtajali bahuta yuktiyukta hai-bahuta samajhadAra hai| ve bar3hate hai caraNa-caraNa; ce tumheM le jAte hai| vahAM se jahAM taka ki tuma ho| ve Ate hai ghATI taka; tumhArA hAtha thAma lete hai| aura kahate hai-eka eka kadama utthaao|.... pataMjali kI sunanA ThIka se| na hI kevala sunanA,balki koziza karanA sAratatva ko AtmasAta karane kii| bahuta kucha saMbhava hai unake dvaaraa|
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________________ ve isa pRthvI para hue aMtaryAtrA ke mahAnatama vaijJAnikoM meM se eka hai| ozo pravacana 21 - nidrAkAlIna jAgarUkatA dinAMka 1 mArca, 1975; zrI rajanIza aashrm,puunaa| yogasUtra-(samAdhipAda) svapnanidrAjJAnAlambana vaa|| 38 / / usa bodha para bhI dhyAna karo, jo nidrA ke samaya utara AtA hai| ythaabhimtdhyaanaavaa|| 3911 dhyAna karo kisI usa cIja para bhI, jo ki tumheM AkarSita karatI hai| paramANuparamamahatvAntousya vshiikaarH|| 40 / / isa prakAra yogI ho jAtA hai saba kA mAlika-ati sUkSma paramANu se lekara aparisIma taka kaa|
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________________ AdamI apanI jiMdagI kA karIba eka tihAI bhAga, lagabhaga bIsa varSa nidrA meM vyatIta karatA hai| lekina nidrA upekSita kI jAtI rahI hai, bhayaMkara rUpa se upekSita huI hai| koI isake bAre meM socatA nahIM, koI isa para dhyAna nahIM detaa| aisA huA hai, kyoMki AdamI ne cetana mana kI ora bahuta jyAdA dhyAna lagAyA hai| mana ke tIna AyAma haiN| jaise bhautika padArtha ke tIna AyAma haiM, mana ke bhI tIna AyAma haiN| mAtra eka AyAma hI cetana hai| dUsarA AyAma acetana hai aura phira eka dUsarA AyAma bhI maujUda hai, jo hai aticetana, parama cetn| ye tIna AyAma hote haiM mana ke| aisA bilakula bhautika padArtha kI bhAMti hotA hai, kyoMki gaharAI meM mana bhI bhautika padArtha hai| yA tuma ise dUsare DhaMga se kaha sakate ho-padArtha hI mana hai| aisA hai, kyoMki kevala eka sattA hI astitva rakhatI hai| mana sUkSma padArtha hai, padArtha sthUla mana hai| lekina sAdhAraNatayA AdamI kevala eka AyAma meM rahatA hai, cetana meN| nidrA saMbaMdhita hai acetana se; sapane saMbaMdha rakhate haiM acetana se; dhyAna aura AnaMda kA saMbaMdha hai paramacetana se; jAganA aura ciMtana karanA saMbaMdhita hai cetana se| pahalI bAta jo dhyAna meM le lenI hai mana ke viSaya meM vaha yaha hai ki yaha eka Aisabarga kI taraha, barpha kI caTTAna kI taraha hI hai-sabase UMcA bhAga hotA hai sataha pr| tuma dekha sakate ho ise, lekina yaha mAtra eka dasavAM hissA hotA hai saMpUrNa kaa| dasa ke bAkI nau bhAga pAnI ke nIce chipe hote haiN| sAdhAraNata: tuma ise nahIM dekha sakate, jaba taka ki tuma gaharAI meM na jaao| para ye to do hI AyAma hue| eka tIsarA AyAma hai bilakula vaisA hI jaba kisI Aisabarga kA eka bhAga vASpa bana jAtA hai aura AkAza meM maMDarAtA eka choTA bAdala bana jAtA hai| kaThina hai acetana taka phuNcnaa| yaha karIbakarIba asaMbhava hai usa bAdala taka pahuMca paanaa| nissaMdeha yaha usI Aisabarga kA hissA hai lekina vASpa banA hotA hai| isalie dhyAna itanA kaThina hai, samAdhi itanI dussAdhya hai| yaha vyakti kI samagra UrjA le letI hai| yaha mAMgatI hai vyakti kI samagra prtibddhtaa| kevala tabhI aticetana kI bAdala sadRza ghaTanA meM koI UrdhvagAmI gati saMbhava ho pAtI hai| cetana mana to sahaja kriyAzIla hai| tuma cetana ke dvArA suna rahe ho mujhe| yadi tuma soca rahe ho usa para jo ki maiM kaha rahA hUM yadi tuma bhItara hI bhItara saMvAda banA rahe ho usake sAtha jo kucha maiM kaha rahA haM yadi eka prakAra kI vyAkhyA bhItara cala rahI hai, to yaha hai cetana mn| lekina tuma mujhe suna sakate ho binA ciMtana-vicAra kie gahana prema meM, hRdaya se hRdaya taka, jo kucha maiM kaha rahA hUM usake sAtha kisI bhI DhaMga kI zAbdika kriyA na banAte hue, jo kucha maiM kaha rahA hUM usa para nirNaya na dete hue, use galata yA sahI na socate hue, kisI bhI mUlyAMkana ke binaa| nahIM; tuma basa
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________________ sunate ho gahana prema meM jaise ki mana jA cukA ho aura hRdaya sunatA hau aura AnaMda se spaMdita ho-taba acetana suna rahA hotA hai| taba jo kucha maiM kahatA hUM tumhArI jar3oM meM bahuta gahare utregaa| lekina eka tIsarI saMbhAvanA hai ki tuma parama cetana dvArA suna sakate ho| taba prema bhI eka becaina uttejanA hotA hai-bahuta sUkSma, lekina prema bhI eka uttejanA hotA hai| taba vahAM kucha nahIM hotA, koI vicAra nahIM, koI manobhAva nhiiN| tuma isa chora se usa chora taka khAlI ho jAte ho, eka zUnyatA bana jAte ho| taba jo kucha maiM kahatA hUM aura jo kucha maiM hUM,vaha usI zUnyatA meM utaratA hai| taba tuma aticetana dvArA suna rahe hote ho| ye hote haiM tIna aayaam| jaba tuma jAge hote ho, to tuma cetana mana meM jIte ho; tuma kAma karate ho, tuma socate ho, tuma yaha-vaha karate rahate ho| jaba tuma so jAte ho to cetana mana aba nahIM hotA kArya karane ko, vaha ArAma kara rahA hotA hai| taba dUsarA AyAma kriyAzIla ho jAtA hai, acetana mana kA aayaam| taba tuma soca nahIM sakate, lekina tuma sapanA dekha sakate ho| sArI rAta meM karIba-karIba ATha Avartana hote haiM niraMtara Ane vAle sapanoM ke| kevala kucha kSaNoM ke lie tuma sapanA nahIM dekha rahe hote, anyathA to tuma sapanA hI dekha rahe hote ho| pataMjali kahate haiM : usa bodha para bhI dhyAna karo jo nidrA ke samaya utara AtA hai| tuma to basa nIMda meM aise jA par3ate ho jaise ki yaha eka prakAra se anupasthita ho jAnA ho| aisA nahIM hai-isakI apanI maujUdagI hotI hai| nidrA jAgane kA abhAva mAtra hI nahIM hai| yadi aisA hotA, to dhyAna karane ko kucha hotA hI nhiiN| nidrA ahaMkAra kI bhAMti yA prakAza kI anupasthiti kI bhAti nahIM hai| nidrA kI eka apanI vidhAyakatA hotI hai| yaha astitva rakhatI hai aura isakA astitva hotA hai utanA hI jitanA ki tumhAre jAgane ke samaya kaa| jaba tuma dhyAna karate ho aura nidrA ke rahasya tumhAre sAmane udghATita hote haiM, taba tuma dekhoge ki jAgane aura sone ke bIca koI bheda nahIM hai| donoM pUrNatayA astitva rakhate haiN| nidrA jAgane ke bAda kA vizrAma mAtra nahIM hai, yaha eka alaga prakAra kI kriyA hotI hai, isalie hote haiM spne| sapanA eka jabaradasta kriyA hai-yaha adhika zaktizAlI hai tumhAre socane kI apekSA aura adhika arthapUrNa bhI, kyoMki ve tumhAre socane-vicArane kI apekSA tumhAre jyAdA gahare aMza se saMbaMdhita hote haiN| jaba tuma nidrA meM utarate ho, taba mana jo dina bhara kAma kara rahA thA, thakA hotA hai, niDhAla hotA hai| yaha mana eka bahuta choTA hissA hotA hai, acetana kI tulanA meM dazAMza hii| acetana nau gunA jyAdA
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________________ bar3A aura jyAdA vizAla aura jyAdA zaktizAlI hai| yadi tuma ise taulo aticetana ke sAtha, to tulanA saMbhava nhiiN| aticetana aparisIma hai, paramacetanA hotI hai sarvazaktimaya, sarvavyApI, srvjny| paramacetanA vaha hai jo paramAtmA hai acetana kI tulanA meM cetana mana bahuta choTA hai| yaha thaka jAtA hai, ise cAhie ArAma punaH AviSTa hone ke lie| nidrA meM cetana mana DUba jAtA hai aura sapane kI eka joradAra kriyA AraMbha ho jAtI hai| kyoM hotI rahI hai yaha upekSita? kyoMki mana prazikSita hotA rahA hai cetana se tAdAtmya banAte rahane ke lie hI, ata: tuma socate ho ki tuma sote samaya nahIM ho jAte ho| isIlie nidrA jAna par3atI hai eka choTI-moTI mRtyu kI bhAMti hI tuma bilakula socate hI nahIM kabhI isa bAre meM ki kyA ho rahA hai| pataMjali kahate haiM, 'isa para dhyAna karo aura bahuta sArI cIjeM anAvRta ho jAeMgI tumhAre astitva ke bhItara / 1 thor3A samaya lagegA nidrA meM jAgarUkatA sahita utarane ke liye kyoMki tuma to taba bhI jAgarUka nahIM hote jabaki jAge hue hote ho vAstava meM, tumhAre jAgaraNa meM bhI tuma yUM calate-phirate ho jaise ki tuma gahare rUpa se soye hue ho; nIMda meM calane vAle ho, nidrAcArI ho / vAstava meM tuma kucha bahuta jAge hu nahIM ho| mAtra isalie ki AMkheM khulI huI haiM to aisA mata soca lenA ki tuma jAge hu ho / jAgane kA to matalaba hotA hai ki jo kucha tuma kara rahe ho aura jo kucha kSaNa pratikSaNa ghaTa rahA hai tuma use pUre hoza sahita kara rahe ho| yadi maiM apanA hAtha bhI uThAtA hUM tumhArI ora saMketa karane ko, to maiM use gati de rahA hotA hUM pUre hoza ke sAtha aisA kiyA jA sakatA hai yAMtrika putale kI bhAMti, mazInI DhaMga se| tumheM hoza nahIM hotA ki hAtha ko kyA ghaTa rahA hai| vastutaH tumane ise bilakula hI nahIM hilAyA-DulAyA hotaa| yaha apane se hilA-DulA hai, yaha acetana hai| isIlie apanI nIMda ko be kara use jAnanA bahu kaThina hai| - lekina yadi koI prayatna karatA hai to pahalA prayAsa yaha hotA hai ki jaba tuma jAge hue hote ho to adhika jaagnaa| vahAM se AraMbha karanA hotA hai prayAsa kA / sar3aka para calate hue hozapUrvaka calanA, jaise ki tuma koI bahuta mahatvapUrNa bAta kara rahe ho, bahuta arthapUrNa baat| hara kadama pUrI jAgarUkatA sahita uThAnA caahie| yadi tuma aisA kara sakate ho, kevala tabhI tuma praveza kara sakate ho nidrA meM bilakula abhI to tumhAre pAsa bar3I dhuMdhalI, bar3I maddhima jAgarUkatA hai| jisa kSaNa tumhArA cetana mana so jAtA hai, vaha dhuMdhalI jAgarukatA choTI-sI taraMga kI bhAMti tirohita ho jAtI hai| usake pAsa koI UrjA nahIM rahatI; yaha bahuta dhuMdhalI hotI hai, mAtra eka TimaTimAhaTa, eka jIro volTeja ghaTanA kI bhAMti hI / tumheM le AnI hotI hai isameM adhika UrjA, itanI adhika UrjA ki jaba cetana mana bujha jAtA ho to jAgarukatA apane se hI jArI rahe- tuma soo jAgarUkatA sahita aisA ghaTa sakatA hai yadi tuma hozapUrvaka karate ho dUsare kArya. tumhArA calanA, bhojana karanA, sonA, nahAnA sAre dina jo kucha bhI tuma kara rahe hote ho vaha
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________________ mAtra eka bahAnA bana jAtA hai sacetapUrNa hone ke bhItarI prazikSaNa kaa| kArya kA sthAna dUsarA ho jAtA hai aura kArya dvArA AyI jAgarUkatA prAthamika bAta ho jAtI hai| jaba rAta ko tuma sArI kriyA girA dete ho aura tuma sone lagate ho, to vaha jAgarUkatA jArI rahatI hai cAhe tuma soye bhI rhii| jAgarUkatA eka sAkSI bana jAtI hai. hI, zarIra nIMda meM DUbatA calA jAtA hai| dhIre-dhIre zarIra ArAma meM utaratA calA jAtA hai| aisA nahIM hai. ki tuma bhItara aisA zabdoM meM bolate ho; tuma to basa dekhate ho. dhIre-dhIre, vicAra tirohita ho rahe hote haiN| tuma aMtarAloM ko dekhate hodhIre-dhIre saMsAra bahuta dUra hotA jAtA hai| tuma utara rahe hote ho apane bhItarI talaghare meM, acetana meN| yadi tuma jAgarUkatA sahita nIMda meM utara sakate ho, kevala tabhI rAtri meM bhItara hoza kI niraMtaratA banI rhegii| yahI artha hai pataMjali kA jaba ve kahate haiM ki 'usa bodha para dhyAna karo jo nidrA davArA calA AtA hai|' aura nidrA bahuta jJAna de seMkatI hai, kyoMki vahAM tumhArI aMtasa-saMpatti kA bhaMDAra hai, bahuta se janmoM kA bhNddaar| tuma bahuta cIjeM vahAM saMcita kiye rahate ho| sabase pahale jAgarUka hone kA prayAsa karanA jabaki tuma jAge hue hote ho, jaba tuma jAgrata avasthA meM hote ho| jaba, vaha jAgarUkatA svayaM hI itanI zaktizAlI ho jAtI hai ki isase kucha aMtara nahIM par3atA ki tuma kauna-sA kArya kara rahe ho-vastuta calanA yA sapane meM calanA inameM koI bheda nahIM rhtaa| jaba pahalI bAra tuma sote ho jAgarUkatA sahita, tuma dekhoge ki giyarsa kisa prakAra badalate haiN| jaba sajagatA tirohita hone lagatI hai, tumheM eka badalAhaTa (klika) kA bhI anubhava hogA; cetana mana jA cukA hai aura eka dUsarA hI kSetra prAraMbha ho rahA hai| aMtasasattA ke giyarsa parivartita ho gaye haiN| ina donoM giyarsa ke bIca eka choTA-sA aMtarAla hotA hai, eka niSkriya giyara kaa| jaba kabhI giyara parivartita hotA hai, use bIca ke niSkiya mArga meM se gajaranA par3atA hai| dhIre - dhIre tama kevala giyarsa ke parivartana ke prati hI jAgrata nahIM hooge balki donoM ke bIca ke aMtarAla ke prati jAgrata ho jaaoge| usa aMtarAla ke bIca tuma prathama jhalaka pAoge aticetana kii| jaba cetana mana acetana meM parivartita hotA hai, to kSaNa ke bahuta sUkSma bhAga bhara ko hI tuma dekha pAoge aticetana ko| lekina vaha to bAda kA adhyAya hai kathA meN| kevala prasaMgavaza hI maiMne isakA ullekha kiyaa| pahale to tuma acetana kA bodha paaoge| vaha bAta tumhAre jIvana meM eka jbrdst| parivartana le aayegii| jaba tuma apane sapanoM ko dekhanA zurU kara dete ho to tuma pAoge pAMca prakAra ke svpn| pahale prakAra kA svapna to mAtra kUr3A karakaTa hotA hai| hajAroM manovizleSaka basa usI kUr3e para kArya kara rahe haiM, yaha bilakula vyartha hai| aisA hotA hai kyoMki sAre dina meM, dina bhara kAma karate hue tuma bahuta kUr3A-kacarA ikaTThA kara lete ho| bilakula aise hI jaise zarIra para A jamatI hai dhUla aura tumheM jarUrata hotI hai
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________________ snAna kI, tumheM jarUrata hotI hai saphAI kI, isI DhaMga se mana ikaTThA kara letA hai dhUla ko| lekina mana ko snAna karAne kA koI upAya nhiiN| isalie mana ke pAsa' hotI hai eka svacAlita prakriyA sArI dhUla aura kUr3e ko bAhara pheMka dene kI pahalI prakAra kA svapna kucha nahIM hai sivAya usa dhUla ko uThAne ke jise mana pheMka rahA hotA hai| yaha sapanoM kA sarvAdhika bar3A bhAga hotA hai, lagabhaga nabbe prtisht| sabhI sapanoM kA karIba-karIba nabbe pratizata to pheMka dI gayI dhUla mAtra hotA hai; mata denA jyAdA dhyAna unakI or| dhIre- dhIre jaise-jaise tumhArI jAgarUkatA vikasita hotI jAtI hai tuma dekha pAoge dhUla kyA hotI hai / dUsare prakAra kA svapna eka prakAra kI icchA kI paripUrti hai| bahuta sI AvazyakatAeM hotI haiM.. svAbhAvika AvazyakatAeM, lekina paMDita-purohitoM ne aura una tathAkathita dhArmika zikSakoM ne tumhAre mana ko viSailA banA diyA hai| ve nahIM pUrI hone deMge tumhArI AdhArabhUta AvazyakatAeM bhI unhoMne pUrI taraha niMdA kI hai unakI aura vaha niMdA tumameM praveza kara gayI hai, isalie tumhArI bahuta-sI AvazyakatAoM kI bhUkha tumheM banI rahatI hai| ve bhUkhI AvazyakatAeM paripUrti kI mAMga karatI haiN| dUsarI prakAra kA svapna aura kucha nahIM hai sivAya AkAMkSApUrti ke paMDita-purohitoM aura tumhAre mana ko viSAkta karane vAloM ke kAraNa jo kucha bhI tumane apane astitva ke prati asvIkRta kiyA hai, mana kisI na kisI DhaMga se use sapanoM dvArA pUrA karane kI koziza karatA hai| abhI kala hI eka yuvaka AyA thA; bahuta samajhadAra, bahuta saMvedanazIla / vaha pUchane lagA mujhase, 'maiM AyA hUM eka bahuta mahatva kA prazna pUchane ke lie| merA sArA jIvana isa para nirbhara karatA hai| mere mAtApitA majabUra kara rahe haiM mujhe vivAha karane ke lie aura maiM isameM koI artha nahIM dekhatA / isIlie maiM Apase pUchane AyA huuN| vivAha arthapUrNa hotA hai yA nahIM? mujhe vivAha karanA cAhie yA nahIM?' maiMne usase kahA, 'jaba tuma pyAsa anubhava karate ho to kyA tuma pUchate ho ki pAnI pInA arthapUrNa hai yA nahIM? mujhe pAnI pInA cAhie yA nahIM? artha kA to koI savAla hI nahIM utthtaa| savAla to isakA hai ki tuma pyAse ho yA nahIM ho sakatA hai ki pAnI meM koI artha na ho aura koI artha na ho pIne meM, para vaha to asaMbaMdhita bAta huii| saMbaMdhita bAta to yaha hotI hai ki tuma pyAse ho yA nhiiN| 1 aura maiM jAnatA hUM ki yadi tuma bAra - bAra bhI piyo, tuma pyAse hI bane rhoge| mana kaha sakatA hai, 'kyA hai isameM artha, kyA hai prayojana phira-phira pAnI pIne meM aura phira se pyAse hone meM? yaha to yAMtrika lIka sI jAna par3atI hai| isameM koI artha nahIM jAna pdd'taa| isI taraha cetana mana koziza karatA rahA hai tumhAre sAre astitva para adhikAra karane kI kyoMki artha saMbaMdharakhate haiM cetana mana ke sAtha acetana kisI artha ko nahIM jAnatA hai yaha jAnatA hai bhUkha ko yaha jAnatA hai pyAsa ko yaha jAnatA hai AvazyakatAoM ko; para yaha nahIM jAnatA kisI artha ko vastutaH jIvana kA koI artha nahIM hai| yadi tuma pUchate ho to tuma AtmaghAta kI pUcha rahe ho| jIvana kA koI artha nahIM hai| yaha to basa astitva rakhatA hai aura binA artha ke yaha itane sauMdaryapUrNa DhaMga se astitva
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________________ rakhatA hai ki artha kI koI AvazyakatA nhiiN| kyA artha hai eka vRkSa ke vidyamAna hone meM, yA prAta: hara dina sUryodaya hone meM, yA ki rAta ko cAMda ke hone meM? jaba eka vRkSa phalane-phUlane lagatA hai to kyA artha hotA hai isakA? aura kyA artha hotA hai isameM, jaba prAta: pakSI cahacahAte haiM, jaba nadI pravAhita hotI jAtI hai aura lahareM, ve bar3I-bar3I adbhuta lahareM sAgara kI caTTAnoM para phira-phira aura phira-phira bichala cakanAcUra hotI rahatI haiM? kyA hotA hai artha? samagratA kA koI artha nahIM hai| samagratA bahuta suMdaratA se astitva rakhatI hai binA artha ke hii| vastuta: yadi kahIM koI artha hotA to samagratA itanI suMdara na hotii| kyoMki artha ke sAtha hI calI AtI hai vicArita gaNanA, artha ke sAtha hI A pahuMcatI hai cAlAkI, artha ke sAtha AtA hai tarka, artha ke sAtha calA AtA hai bheda : yaha arthapUrNa hai, vaha arthahIna hai, yaha adhika arthapUrNa hai, yaha kama arthapUrNa hai| samagratA astitva rakhatI hai binA kinhIM bhedoM ke| hara cIja parama saudaryavAna hotI hai kisI artha ke kAraNa nahIM, balki mAtra maujUda hone se hii| koI prayojana nahIM hotaa| to maiMne kahA usa yuvaka se, 'yadi tuma artha pUchate ho, to tuma galata savAla pUcha rahe ho aura yaha tumheM galata dizAoM meM bhttkaaegaa| isI taraha paMDita-purohita itane zaktizAlI bana gaye haiM; tumane pUche haiM lata savAla aura unhoMne de diye galata jvaab| tuma kevala apane hone ko dhyAna se dekho| svayaM ko tRpta karane ke lie kyA tumheM eka strI kI jarUrata hai? kyA tumhAre samasta prANa lalakate haiM prema ke lie? kyoMki prema eka bhUkha hai, eka pyAsa hai| jaba tuma kisI suMdara strI ko dekhate ho pAsa se gujarate hue taba kyA tuma meM akasmAt kucha ghaTatA hai? -koI taraMga, koI adRzya bAta, koI parivartana? yA kucha | ghaTatA hai? kyA tuma usI DhaMga se calate -phirate rahate ho jaise ki tuma taba calate rahate yadi yaha strI pAsa se na gujarI hotI? yadi tuma sar3aka para calate ho aura koI suMdara strI gujara jAtI hai, aura tuma usI taraha se calate jAte ho jaise ki tuma usa strI ke Ane se pahale cala rahe the, kucha ghaTita nahIM huA hotA, koI taraMga nahIM uThI tumhAre prANoM meM, eka choTI-sI lahara taka bhI nahIM, taba koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai vivAha kii| lekina artha ke viSaya meM kucha mata puuchnaa| yadi kucha ghaTatA hai, yadi tuma thor3A jyAdA teja calane lagate ho yA tuma koI dhuna gunagunAne lagate ho yA tuma usa suMdara strI kI ora dekhane lagate ho yA tuma usase bacanA zurU kara dete ho; yadi kucha ghaTatA hai usa DhaMga se yA isa DhaMga se-mujhe isase kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai ki kisa DhaMga se ghaTatA hai; tuma usI dizA meM calane lagate ho jisa ora strI jA rahI hotI hai yA ki tuma viparIta dizA kI ora bhAgane lagate ho, prAsaMgikatA isakI nahIM hai yadi kucha ghaTatA hai to tumhAre pAsa AvazyakatA hai aura pUrI karanI hotI hai vaha aavshyktaa| kyoMki AvazyakatA vidyamAna hotI hai pUrI hone ke lie hii| koI dina A sakatA hai jaba tuma sar3aka para kisI strI ke pAsa se gujaroge aura isase kucha aMtara nahIM pdd'egaa| vaha acchA hai, lekina yaha bhI acchA hai| hara cIja pavitra aura pAvana hai| eka samaya hotA hai prema meM par3ane kA aura eka samaya hotA hai isase pAra ho jAne kaa| eka samaya hotA hai saMbaMdha meM jur3ane kA, saMbaMdha davArA
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________________ AnaMdita hone kA aura samaya AtA hai akele ho jAne kA aura akele hone ke sauMdarya se AnaMdita hone kaa| aura hara cIja sauMdaryapUrNa hai| lekina vyakti ko dekhanA cAhie AvazyakatA kI ora, artha kI ora nhiiN| artha, cetana mana kI bAta hai, AvazyakatA hai acetana kI baat| isI bhAMti dUsare prakAra kA svapna astitva meM AtA hai; tuma apanI AvazyakatAeM kATate cale jAte ho, taba mana unheM pUrA karatA hai sapanoM meN| zAyada tuma vivAha na karo kyoMki tumane mahAna pustakeM par3ha lI haiM aura tumheM vicArakoM dvArA viSa de diyA gayA hai| unhoMne tumhAre mana ko nizcita namUnoM meM DhAla diyA hai| tuma svayaM astitva ke prati khule nahIM ho; darzanazAstroM ne tumheM aMdhA banA diyA hai| taba tuma apanI AvazyakatAoM ko kATane lagoge aura ve AvazyakatAeM phUTa par3egI sapanoM kI sataha pr| acetana kisI darzana ko nahIM jAnatA, acetana kisI artha ko nahIM jAnatA, kisI prayojana ko nahIM jaantaa| acetana to kevala eka bAta jAnatA hai : jisakI tumhAre astitva ko AvazyakatA hai use pUrA honA hai| phira acetana apane sapanoM ko lAdatA hai| yaha dUsare prakAra kA svapna hotA hai; samajhane aura dhyAna karane ke lie bahuta arthavAna hai| acetana prayatna kara rahA hai tumheM yaha sUcita karane kA ki 'mUrkha mata buno! tuma isake lie dukha utthaaoge| aura apane astitva ko bhUkhA mata rkho| AtmaghAtI mata bno| apanI AvazyakatAoM ko mArate hue dhImA AtmaghAta mata karate jaao| ' dhyAna rahe icchAeM hotI haiM cetana mana kI aura AvazyakatAeM hotI haiM acetana kii| yaha bheda bahuta arthavAna hai, bahuta mahatvapUrNa hai samajhane ke lie| icchAeM haiM cetana mana kii| acetana kinhIM icchAoM ko nahIM jAnatA hai, icchAoM kI phikra acetana ko nahIM hai| hotI kyA hai icchA? icchA phUTatI hai tumhAre socane-vicArane se, zikSA se, saMskAroM se| tuma deza ke rASTrapati honA cAhoge; acetana ko isa bAta kI phikra nahIM hotI hai| rASTra ke rASTrapati ho jAne meM acetana kI koI ruci nahIM hai| acetana ko to mAtra isameM ruci hai ki eka paritapta jIvaMta samagratA kisa prakAra haA jaae| lekina cetana mana kahatA hai, 'rASTrapati ho jaao| aura yadi rASTrapati hone meM tumhe tumhArI strI ko tyAganA par3e to tyAga denA use| yadi tumhArI deha kI bali denI par3e to de denaa| yadi tumheM bAkI sukha caina tyAganA par3e to kara denA usakA tyaag| pahale to deza ke rASTrapati ho jaao| 'yA bahata dhana ekatrita karanA, vaha bhI cetana mana kI bAta hai| acetana to kisI dhana ko jAnatA hiiN| acetana jAnatA hai kevala svAbhAvika ko| yaha samAja se achatA hotA hai| acetana hotA hai pazuoM yA pakSiyoM kI bhAMti, yA vRkSoM kI bhaaNti| acetana samAja dvArA, rAjanetAoM dvArA anukUlita nahIM hotA rahA, saMskArabaddha nahIM hotA rhaa| vaha abhI bhI zuddha banA huA hai| dUsare prakAra ke svapna kI suno aura usa para dhyAna kro| vaha tumheM batalAegA ki tumhArI AvazyakatA kyA hai| AvazyakatAoM ko pUrA kara do aura icchAoM kI phikra mata lenaa| yadi vAstava meM hI tuma
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________________ AnaMda pUrNa honA cAhate ho, to AvazyakatAoM ko pUrA karo aura icchAoM kI ciMtA mata kro| yadi tuma dukhI honA cAhate ho to AvazyakatAoM ko kATa do aura icchAoM kA anusaraNa kro| isI bhAMti tuma bane ho dukhii| yaha eka sIdhI-sApha ghaTanA hai ki tuma dukhI ho yA aanNdmy| sApha hai ghaTanA-vaha vyakti jo AvazyakatAoM kI sunatA hai aura unake pIche calatA hai, ThIka sAgara kI ora pravAhita ho rahI nadI kI bhAMti hai| nadI nahIM mAna kara calatI hai ki pUraba kI ora bahanA hai yA pazcima kI ora bahanA hai| vaha to basa khoja letI hai maarg| pUraba yA ki pazcima koI bheda nahIM bnaatii| sAgara kI ora bahatI nadI kinhIM icchAoM se paricita nahIM hotI, vaha kevala apanI AvazyakatAoM ko jAnatI- pahacAnatI hai| isalie pazu itane prasanna dikhAyI dete haiM kucha pAsa nahIM hotA aura itane prasanna! aura tumhAre pAsa itanI sArI cIjeM haiM aura tuma itane dukhI ho| pazu bhI apane sauMdarya meM, apane AnaMda meM tumase bar3ha kara zreSTha haiN| kyA ghaTa rahA hai? pazuoM ke pAsa acetana ko niyaMtrita karane ko aura cAlAkI se calAne ko koI cetana mana nahIM hotA hai; ve avibhAjita bane rahate dUsare prakAra ke svapna ke pAsa tumhAre sammukha udghATita karane ko bahuta kucha hotA hai| dUsare prakAra ke sAtha tuma parivartita karane lagate ho apanI cetanA ko, tuma badalane lagate ho apane vyavahAra ko, tuma apane jIvana kA DhAMcA badalane lagate ho| apanI AvazyakatAoM kI suno, jo kucha bhI acetana kaha rahA ho, use suno| hamezA yAda rakhanA ki acetana sahI hotA hai kyoMki usake pAsa yugoM-yugoM kI buddhimAnI hotI hai| lAkhoM janmoM se astitva rakhate ho tm| cetana mana to isI jIvana se saMbaMdha rakhatA hai| yaha prazikSita hotA rahA hai- 'vidyAlayoM meM aura vizvavidyAlayoM meM, parivAra aura samAja meM jahAM tuma utpanna hue ho, saMyogavazAta utpanna hue ho| lekina acetana sAtha lie rahatA hai tumhAre sAre jIvanoM ke anubhv| yaha vahana karatA hai usakA anubhava jaba tuma eka caTTAna the, yaha vahana karatA hai usakA anubhava jaba tuma eka vRkSa the, yaha sAtha banAe rakhatA hai usakA anubhava jaba tuma pazu the-yaha sArI bAteM sAtha lie rahatA hai, sArA atiit| acetana bahuta buddhimAna hai aura cetana bahuta muurkh| aisA hotA hI hai kyoMki cetana mana to mAtra isI jIvana kA hotA hai; bahuta choTA, bahuta anubhvhiin| yaha bahuta bacakAnA hotA hai| acetana hai prAcIna bodh| usakI suno| aba pazcima meM sArA manovizleSaNa kevala yahI kara rahA hai aura kucha nahIM : dUsare prakAra ke svapna para dhyAna de rahA hai aura usI ke anusAra tumhAre jIvana-DhAMce ko badala rahA hai| aura manovizleSaNa ne madada kI hai bahuta logoM kii| isakI kucha apanI sImAeM haiM, to bhI isane madada dI hai kyoMki kama se kama yaha bAta, dUsare prakAra ke svapna ko sunanA, tumhAre jIvana ko banA detI hai adhika zAta, kama tanAvapUrNa
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________________ phira hotA hai tIsare prakAra kA svpn| yaha tIsare prakAra kA svapna aticetana se AyA saMketa hai| dUsare prakAra kA svapna acetana se AyA saMpreSaNa hai| tIsare prakAra kA svapna bahuta virala hotA hai, kyoMki hamane aticetana ke sAtha sArA saMparka kho diyA hai| lekina phira bhI yaha utaratA hai kyoMki aticetana tumhArA hai| ho sakatA hai ki yaha bAdala bana cukA ho aura AkAza meM bar3ha gayA ho, vilIna ho gayA ho, ho sakatA hai ki dUrI bahata jyAdA ho, lekina yaha aba bhI tumameM laMgara DAle hae hai| aticetana se AyA saMpreSaNa bahuta virala hotA hai| jaba tuma bahuta-bahuta jAgarUka ho jAte ho kevala tabhI tuma ise anubhava karane lgoge| anyathA yaha usa dhUla meM kho jAegA jise mana pheMkatA hai sapanoM meM, aura kho jAegA usa AkAMkSApUrti meM jisake sapane mana banAye calA jAtA hai; ve adhUrI dabI huI ciijeN| yaha unameM kho jaaegaa| lekina jaba tuma jAgarUka hote ho to yaha bAta hIre ke camakane jaisI hotI hai ve sAre kaMkar3a jo cAroM ora haiM unase nitAMta bhinn| jaba tuma anubhava kara sakate ho aura vaha svapna pA sakate ho jo ki aticetana se utara rahA hotA hai to use dekhanA, usa para dhyAna karanA; vahI tumhArA mArgadarzana bana jAegA, vaha tumheM sadguru taka le jAegA, vaha tumheM le jAegA jIvana ke usa DhaMga taka jo ki tumhAre anukUla par3a sakatA hai, jo tumheM le jAegA samyak anuzAsana kI or| vaha sapanA bhItara eka gahana mArgadarzaka bana jaaegaa| cetana ke sAtha tuma DhUMDha sakate ho guru ko, lekina vaha guru aura kucha nahIM hogA sivAya zikSaka ke| acetana ke sAtha tuma khoja sakate ho guru ko, lekina guru eka premI se jyAdA kucha nahIM hogA-tuma eka nizcita vyaktitva ke, eka nizcita DhaMga ke prema meM par3a jaaoge| kevala aticetana tumheM samyak guru taka le jA sakatA hai| taba vaha zikSaka nahIM hotA; jo vaha kahatA hai usase tuma sammohita nahIM hote; jo vaha hai usake sAtha aMdhe sammohana meM nahIM par3ate ho tum| balki isake viparIta tuma nirdezita hote ho tumhAre paramacetana ke dvArA ki isa vyakti se tumhArA tAlamela baiThegA aura vikasita hone ke lie isa vyakti ke sAtha eka sahI saMbhAvanA banegI tumhAre lie, ki yaha AdamI tumhAre lie AdhAra bhUmi bana sakatA hai| phira hote haiM. cauthe prakAra ke svapna jo ki Ate haiM pichale janmoM se| ve bahuta virala nahIM hote| ve ra Ate haiM ve| lekina hara cIja tumhAre bhItara itanI gar3abar3I meM hai ki tuma koI bheda nahIM kara paate| tuma vahAM hote nahIM bheda samajhane ko|| ghaTate pUraba meM parizrama kiyA hai isa cauthe prakAra ke svapna pr| isI svapna ke kAraNa hameM prApta ho gayI punarjanma kI dhaarnnaa| isa svapna dvArA dhIre- dhIre tuma jAgarUka hote ho pichale janmoM ke prti| tuma jAte ho pIche aura pIche kI ora atItakAla meN| taba bahuta sArI cIjeM tumameM parivartita hone lagatI haiM, kyoMki yadi tumheM smaraNa A sakatA hai, sapane meM bhI ki tuma kyA the tumhAre pichale janma meM, bahuta-sI nayI cIjeM arthahIna ho jaaeNgii| sArA DhAMcA badala jAegA, tumhArA raMga-DhaMga, gesTAlTa badala jaayegaa|
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________________ yadi tumane pichale janma meM bahuta - sArA dhana ekatrita kiyA thA, yadi tuma deza ke sabase dhanI vyakti hokara mare the aura gahare meM tuma bhikhArI the aura phira tuma vahI kara rahe ho isa jIvana meM, to akasmAta kriyA-kalApa badala jaayegaa| yadi tuma yAda rakha sako ki tumane kyA kiyA thA aura kaise vaha saba kucha ho gayA nA - kucha; yadi tuma yAda rakha sako bahuta sAre janma ki kitanI bAra tuma vahI phira-phira kara rahe ho tuma, aTake hu 'grAmophona rekArDa kI bhAMti ho, eka duzcakra; phira tuma usI taraha AraMbha karate ho - aura usI taraha aMta karate ho| yadi tuma yAda kara sako tumhAre thor3e se bhI janma to tuma ekadama Azcaryacakita ho jAoge ki tumane eka bhI nayI bAta nahIM kI hai| phira-phira tumane dhana ekatrita kiyA; bAra-bAra tuma jJAnI bane phira-phira tuma prema meM par3e aura phira phira calA AyA vahI dukha jise prema le AtA hai jaba tuma dekha lete ho yaha doharAva to kaise tuma vahI bane raha sakate ho? taba yaha jIvana akasmAta rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai| tuma aba aura nahIM raha sakate usI purAnI lIka meM, usI cakra meN| isIliye pUraba meM loga pUchate Aye haiM bAra-bAra kaI zatAbdiyoM se, jIvana aura mRtyu ke isa cakra se kaise bAhara aaeN| yaha jAna par3atA hai vahI ckr| yaha jAna par3atI haiM bAra bAra kI vahI kathA - sva doharAva / yadi tuma ise nahIM jAna lete to tuma socate ho ki tuma nayI bAteM kara rahe ho aura tuma itane uttejita ho jAte ho| maiM dekha sakatA hUM ki tuma yahI bAteM karate rahe ho bAra-bAra / kucha nayA nahIM hai jIvana meM; yaha eka cakra hai / yaha usI mArga para bar3hatA calA jAtA hai kyoMki tuma atIta ke viSaya meM bhUlate cale jAte ho| isIliye tuma itanI adhika uttejanA anubhava karate ho| eka bAra tumheM smRti A jAtI hai, to sArI uttejanA gira jAtI hai| usI smaraNa meM saMnyAsa ghaTatA hai| , saMnyAsa eka prayAsa hai saMsAra ke cakra meM se bAhara hone kA yaha prayAsa hai cakra ke bAhara chalAMga lagA dene kA yaha hai kaha denA svayaM se bahuta ho gayA aba maiM usa purAnI nAsamajhI meM bhAga nahIM lene vAlA meM bAhara ho rahA hUM usase saMnyAsa hai isa cakra se saMpUrNatayA bAhara ho jAnA, na hI kevala samAja ke bAhara balki jIvana-mRtyu ke tumhAre bhItarI cakra ke bAhara yaha hai cauthe prakAra kA svapna / aura phira hotA hai pAMcaveM prakAra kA aura jo aMtima prakAra kA svapna hai| cauthI prakAra kA jA rahA hotA hai pIche tumhAre atIta meM, pAMcavIM prakAra kA jA rahA hotA hai Age bhaviSya meM yaha virala hotA hai bahuta virl| yaha kevala kabhI-kabhI hI ghaTatA hai| jaba tuma hote ho bahuta saMvedanazIla, khule, namanIya to atIta detA hai eka chAyA aura bhaviSya bhI detA hai chAyA yaha tumameM pratibiMbita hotA hai| yadi tuma jAgarUka bana sakate ho apane sapanoM ke prati to kisI dina tuma jAgarUka ho jAoge isa saMbhAvanA ke
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________________ prati bhI ki bhaviSya tumameM jhAMkatA hai| ekadama akasmAta hI dvAra khula jAtA hai aura bhaviSya kA tumameM saMpreSaNa ho jAtA hai| ye hote haiM pAMca prakAra ke svapna / Adhunika manovijJAna samajhatA hai kevala dUsare prakAra ko rUsI manovijJAna samajhatA hai kevala pahale prakAra ko hI tIna prakAra bAkI dUsare tInoM prakAra karIba-karIba ajJAta hI haiM, lekina yoga samajhatA hai una sabhI prakAroM ko| yadi tuma dhyAna karo aura sapanoM vAle tumhAre AMtarika astitva ke prati jAgarUka ho jAo to aura hu bAteM ghtteNgii| pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki dhIre- dhIre, jitanA adhika tuma jAgarUka hote jAoge apane sapanoM ke prati, utane hI tuma kama aura kama kAyala hooge apane jAgane ke samaya kI vAstavikatA ke prti| isIlie hiMdU kahate haiM ki saMsAra eka sapane kI bhAMti hai| abhI to bilakula viparIta hai avsthaa| kyoMki tumane saMsAra kI vAstavikatA ko itanA svIkArA huA hai apane jAgane ke samaya, ki jaba tuma sapane dekhate ho to tuma socate ho ve sapane bhI vAstavika haiN| jaba sapanA A rahA hotA hai, to koI anubhava nahIM karatA ki vaha sapanA avAstavika hai| jaba sapanA A rahA ho to vaha ThIka lagatA hai, vaha bilakula vAstavika lagatA hai| nissaMdeha subaha tuma kaha sakate ho ki yaha to basa eka sapanA thA, lekina bAta isakI nahIM kyoMki aba eka dUsarA mana hI kArya kara rahA hotA hai| yaha mana sAkSI bilakula na thA isa mana ne to kevala ur3atI khabara sunI thI yaha cetana mana jo subaha jAgatA hai aura kahatA hai ki vaha saba sapanA thA, yaha mana to bilakula sAkSI na thA / kaise yaha mana sakatA hai kuchara isane to basa eka khabara suna lI hai| yaha aisA hai jaise ki tuma soye ho aura do vyakti bAteM kara rahe hoM aura tuma nIMda meM yahAM-vahAM se kucha zabda suna lete ho kyoMki ve itanI jora se bola rahe hote haiN| mAtra milA-julA prabhAva bacatA hai| aisA ghaTa rahA hotA hai- jaba acetana nirmita karatA hai sapane aura jabaradasta halacala cala rahI hotI hai, cetana mana soyA huA hotA hai aura kevala koI khabara suna letA hai| subaha yaha kaha detA hai, 'vaha saba dhokhA thaa| vaha mAtra sapanA thaa| 'abhI to jaba kabhI tuma sapanA dekhate ho taba tuma anubhava karate ho ki vaha bilakula vAstavika hai betukI cIjeM bhI vAstavika lagatI haiM, atarkapUrNa cIjeM vAstavika dikhAyI par3atI haiM, kyoMki acetana kisI tarka ko nahIM jaantaa| tuma sar3aka para cala rahe hote ho sapane meM, tuma dekhate ho kisI ghor3e ko Ate, aura acAnaka vaha ghor3A ghor3A nahIM hotA, vaha ghor3A tumhArI patnI bana gayA hotA hai tumhAre mana ko kucha nahIM ghaTatA vaha nahIM pUchatA, 'yaha kaise saMbhava hotA hai? ghor3A acAnaka patnI kaise bana gayA hai?' koI samasyA nahIM uThatI, koI saMdeha nahIM utthtaa| acetana nahIM jAnatA kisI saMdeha ko| itanI betukI bAta para bhI vizvAsa kara liyA jAtA hai; usakI vAstavikatA ke prati saMdeha dUra ho jAtA hai tumhaaraa| bilakula viparIta ghaTatA hai jaba tuma jAgarUka ho jAte ho sapanoM ke prti| tuma anubhava karate ho ki ve vastutaH sapane hI haiN| koI cIja vAstavika nahIM; ve mAtra mana kA khela haiM, eka mnonaattk| tuma ho |
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________________ raMgamaMca, tumhI ho abhinetA aura tumhI ho kathA lekhaka, tumhI ho nirdezaka, tumhI ho nirmAtA aura tumhI hote ho darzaka-dUsarA koI nahIM hai vahAM, basa mana kA sRjana hai| jaba tuma isa bAta ke prati jAgarUka ho jAte ho, taba tuma jAga rahe hote ho, taba yaha sArA saMsAra apanI guNavattA badala degaa| taba tuma dekhoge ki yahAM bhI vahI avasthA hai, lekina jyAdA laMbe-caur3e raMgamaMca pr| sapanA vahI hai| hiMdU isa saMsAra ko kahate haiM mAyA, bhrama, svapna-sadRza, mana kI cIjoM kA dhokhaa| kyA matalaba hotA hai unakA? kyA ve yaha artha karate haiM ki yaha avAstavika hai? nahIM, yaha avAstavika nahIM hai| lekina jaba tumhArA mana isameM ghula-mila jAtA hai to tuma apanA eka avAstavika saMsAra banA lete ho| hama eka taraha ke saMsAra meM nahIM jIte; hara koI apane hI saMsAra meM jItA hai| utane hI saMsAra haiM jitane ki mana haiN| jaba hiMdU kahate haiM ki yaha saMsAra mAyA hai, to unakA artha hotA hai ki vAstavikatA aura mana kA joDa hai maayaa| vAstavikatA, jo ki hai, hama jAnate nahIM haiN| vAstavikatA aura mana kA jor3a hai bhrama, maayaa| jaba koI samagra rUpa se jAga jAtA hai, eka buddha ho jAtA hai, taba vaha jAnatA hai mana se mukta ho gayI vAstavikatA ko| taba yaha hotA hai satya, brahma, prm| vAstavikatA aura mana kA jor3a, aura hara cIja sapanA ho jAtI hai, kyoMki mana hai vaha kaccA mAla jo nirmita karatA hai sapanoM ko| mana se na jur3I huI vAstavikatA-aura koI cIja sapanA nahIM ho sakatI, kevala vAstavikatA banI rahatI hai| apanI pAradarzaka zuddhatA meN| mana to darpaNa kI bhAMti hotA hai| darpaNa meM saMsAra pratibiMbita hotA hai| vaha chAyA vAstavika nahIM ho sakatI; vaha chAyA to basa chAyA hI rahatI hai| jaba koI darpaNa nahIM rahatA, chAyA tirohita ho jAtI hai| aba tuma dekha sakate ho vAstavika ko|| pUrNimA kI rAta, jhIla zAta hotI hai| cAMda pratibiMbita hotA hai jhIla meM aura tuma koziza karate ho cAMda ko pakar3ane kii| yahI saba hai jo hara koI kara rahA hai bahuta janmoM se, koziza kara rahA hai jhIla ke darpaNa meM jhalakate cAMda ko pakar3ane kii| aura nissaMdeha tuma kabhI saphala nahIM hue| tuma saphala ho nahIM sakate, aisA saMbhava nhiiN| vyakti ko bhUlanA hI hotA hai jhIla ko aura dekhanA hotA hai ThIka viparIta dizA meN| vahAM hai caaNd| mana hai jhIla jisameM saMsAra bana jAtA hai mAyAmaya, avaastvik| tuma baMda AMkhoM se dekhate ho sapanA yA ki khulI AMkhoM se isase kucha bheda nahIM pdd'taa| yadi mana hai vahAM, to saba jo ghaTatA hai vaha sapanA hai| yaha hogA pahalA bodha yadi tuma dhyAna karo svapnoM pr| aura dUsarA bodha hogA ki tuma sAkSI ho : sapanA maujUda hai, para tuma usake hisse nhiiN| tuma hisse nahIM apane mana ke, tuma ho eka atikrmnn| tuma ho mana meM, para tuma nahIM ho mn| tuma dekhate ho mana ke dvArA, para tuma nahIM ho mn| tuma prayoga karate ho mana kA, para tuma nahIM ho mn| akasmAta tuma hote ho sAkSI-mana nahIM rhte| aura yaha sAkSI aMtima hotA hai, parama bodh| phira cAhe tuma sapanA dekho
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________________ jabaki soye hote ho yA ki phira sapanA dekho jabaki tuma jAge hote ho isase kucha pharka nahIM par3atA; tuma sAkSI bane rahate ho| tuma bane rahate ho saMsAra meM, lekina aba saMsAra tumameM praveza nahIM kara sktaa| cIjeM haiM vahAM, lekina mana nahIM hotA cIjoM meM, aura cIjeM nahIM hotI mana meM akasmAta sAkSI utara AtA hai aura hara cIja badala jAtI hai| yaha bahuta - bahuta sIdhA hai yadi eka bAra tuma isakA rAja jAna lete ho to, anyathA yaha lagatA hai bahuta - bahuta kaThina, lagabhaga asaMbhava hI ki kaise jAgo jaba sapanA cala rahA ho to? yaha lagatA hai asaMbhava, lekina hai nhiiN| isameM lageMge tIna se nau mahIne taka yadi tuma hara rAta sone lago aura jaba nIMda Ane lage, to tuma prayatna karo saceta hone kaa| lekina dhyAna rahe, sakriya DhaMga se koziza mata karanA saceta hone kI anyathA tuma so hI na pAoge eka niphiya hoza bana jAnA khule, svAbhAvika, vizrAMta, mAtra dekhate hue eka kone se| isake bAre meM bahuta kriyAzIla nahIM, varana mAtra niSkiya jAgarukatA, bahuta saMbaMdhita nahIM kinAre baiThe hue ho, sAtha nadI baha rahI hai aura tuma kevala dekha rahe ho| tIna se lekara nau mahIne lageMge isameM / phira kisI dina nIMda tuma para utara rahI hotI hai kisI dhuMdhale AvaraNa kI bhAMti kAle parade kI bhAMti, jaise ki sUrya asta ho gayA ho aura rAta utara rahI ho| yaha tumhAre cAroM ora Thahara jAtI hai, lekina bhItara gahare meM eka lau jalatI rahatI hai| tuma dekha rahe hote ho mauna, niSkaMpa hue| phira sapanoM kA saMsAra prAraMbha ho jAtA hai taba bahuta nATaka ghaTate haiM, bahuta se manonATaka aura tuma dekhate cale jAte ho| dhIredhIre bheda astitva meM AtA hai| aba tuma dekha sakate ho ki kauna se prakAra kA sapanA dekha rahe ho tum| phira acAnaka eka dina tuma jAna lete ho ki yaha vaisA hI hai jaisA jAgane ke samaya hotA hai| inakI guNavattA meM koI bheda nahIM sArA saMsAra bhramamaya to ho cukA hotA hai aura jaba saMsAra bhramamaya hotA hai kevala taba sAkSI hotA hai vAstavika / yahI artha hotA pataMjali kA jaba ve kahate haiM, 'usa jJAna para bhI dhyAna karo jo AtA hai nidrA ke samaya' aura vaha tumheM banA degA bodhamaya vyakti / dhyAna karo kisI usa cIja para bhI jo ki tumheM AkarSita karatI ho / dhyAna karo apanI premikA ke, apane premI ke cehare para - dhyAna kro| yadi tuma prema karate ho phUloM se to dhyAna karanA gulAba kA dhyAna karanA cAMda kA yA jo bhI tuma pasaMda karate ho usakA yadi tumheM prema hai bhojana se to dhyAna karo bhojana para kyoM kahate haiM pataMjali ki .... jo kucha tumheM AkarSita karatA ho| kyoMki dhyAna koI jabaradastI kA prayAsa nahIM honA caahie| yadi yaha jabaradastI kA hotA hai to yaha bekAra hotA hai| ekadama zurU se hI jabaradastI se lAdI huI bAta tumheM kabhI svAbhAvika nahIM bnaayegii| bilakula zurU se hI koI aisI cIja DhUMDhanA jo tumheM AkarSita karatI ho| koI jarUrata nahIM
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________________ anAvazyaka saMgharSa nirmita kara lene kii| yaha bAta samajha lenI hai, kyoMki yadi tuma mana ko vahI viSaya dete ho jo use AkarSita karate hoM to mana ke pAsa svAbhAvika kSamatA hotI hai dhyAna karane kii| jaise kisI choTe se vidyAlaya meM, eka baccA vRkSoM para cahacahAte pakSiyoM ko sunatA hai| aura vaha ekadama suna rahA hotA hai, vaha sunane meM vibhora hotA hai, vaha saMparka meM hotA hai| vaha bhUla cukA hotA hai zikSaka ko, vaha bhUla jAtA hai kakSA ko| vaha aba vahAM nahIM rahA; vaha AnaMdamagna dhyAna meM hai| dhyAna ghaTa gayA hai| aura phira zikSaka kahatA hai, 'kyA kara rahe ho tuma? kyA tuma soye hue ho? yahAM ekAgratA lAo borDa pr| 'aba bacce ko koziza karanI par3atI hai, prayAsa karanA par3atA hai| una pakSiyoM ne to bacce se kabhI na kahA thA ki 'dekho, hama yahAM cahacahA rahe haiN| ekAgra ho jaao| 'yaha to basa ghaTatA hai| kyoMki bacce ke lie isameM eka gahana AkarSaNa thaa| blaikaborDa itanA asuMdara lagatA hai aura zikSaka lagatA hai htyaaraa| sArI bAta hI jabaradastI kI hotI hai| vaha karegA koziza lekina prayatna davArA to koI nahIM kara sakatA dhyaan| phira-phira sarakegA mn| to kamare ke bAhara bahuta sArI cIjeM ghaTita ho rahI hotI haiM acAnaka koI kuttA bhauMkane lagatA hai, yA ki koI bhikhArI gujara jAtA hai gAnA gAte hue yA koI bajA rahA hotA hai gittaar| bahuta sArI lAkhoM cIjeM bAhara ghaTita ho rahI hotI haiN| lekina use bAra-bAra apanA dhyAna lAnA par3atA hai blaikaborDa para hI, vidyAlaya kI kakSA ke asuMdara kamare kIIM ora hii| hamane skUla banA diye haiM kaidakhAnoM kI bhAMti hii| bhArata meM skUla kI imAratoM aura jela kI imAratoM kA raMga eka hI hotA hai-laal| skUloM ke kamare hote haiM asuNdr| koI AkarSaka cIja nahIM hotI vahAMkoI khilaune nahIM, saMgIta nahIM, vRkSa nahIM, pakSI nahIM-kucha nhiiN| skUla kA kamarA hotA hai tumhAre dhyAna para jabaradastI karane ke liye| tumheM sIkhanA par3atA hai ekAgra honaa| aura yahI hai bheda ekAgratA aura dhyAna ke bIca-ekAgratA eka jora-jabaradastI kI bAta hai, dhyAna svAbhAvika hotA hai| pataMjali kahate haiM, 'sAtha hI kisI usa cIja para dhyAna karanA jo tamheM AkarSita karatI ho' -taba tumhArA saMpUrNa astitva sahaja bhAva se pravAhita hone lagatA hai| jarA apanI premikA ke cehare kI ora dekhnaa| usakI AMkhoM meM dekhanA, dhyAna krnaa| sAdhAraNata: dhArmika zikSaka to kaheMge - 'kyA kara rahe ho tuma? kyA yaha dhyAna huA?' ve tumheM sikhAte haiM ki jaba tuma dhyAna kara rahe hote ho, to apanI premikA ke viSaya meM mata socnaa| ve socate haiM : vaha eka dhyAna bhaMga hai| aura yaha eka sUkSma bAta hai samajha lene kI sRSTi meM vikSepa kahIM nahIM hotaa| yadi tuma asvAbhAvika prayAsa karate ho taba ghaTita hote haiM vikSepa-tuma nirmita karate ho unheN| tumhArA sArA astitva cAhegA dekhanA tumhArI patnI ko, pati ko, bacce ke cehare ko aura dhArmika zikSaka kahate haiM'yaha moha hai, yaha vikSepa hai| tuma maMdira jAo aura carca jAo aura dhyAna lagAo kraoNsa pr| 'tama dhyAna karate ho kraoNsa para to bhI phira-phira dhyAna meM AtI hai tumhArI premikaa| aba premikA kA ceharA bana jAtA hai citta ko AkarSita karane vaalaa| aisA nahIM hai ki vaha citta ko vicalita karane vAlA hotA hai| kraoNsa para dhyAna karane meM koI khAsa bAta nahIM hotI hai; tuma basa mUr3ha mAlUma hote ho| kyA jarUrata
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________________ hai jAkara kraoNsa para dhyAna karane kI! yadi aisA tumheM AkarSita karatA hai to yaha acchA hai lekina yaha koI Avazyaka nahIM hai| kraoNsa meM hI koI khAsa gaNa nahIM hai| vastuta: jahAM bhI dhyAna ghaTatA hai vahAM viziSTa guNavattA hotI hai| dhyAna le AtA hai usa viziSTa guNavattA ko| yaha guNavattA nahIM hotI hai viSaya-vastuoM meM, yaha hotI hai tumameM hii| jaba tuma kisI cIja para dhyAna karate ho, tuma use de dete ho apanI aMtasa sttaa| akasmAta vaha ho jAtI hai pAvana, pvitr| cIjeM pAvana nahIM hotI, dhyAna unheM banA detA hai paavn| tuma kisI caTTAna para dhyAna kara sakate ho aura sahasA vaha caTTAna ho jAtI hai mNdir| koI buddha itanA sauMdaryapUrNa nahIM hotA jitanI ki vaha caTTAna jabaki tuma usa para dhyAna karate ho| dhyAna hai kyA? yaha hai caTTAna ko bauchAroM se sarAbora karanA tumhArI cetanA dvaaraa| yaha hai caTTAna ke cAroM ora gatimAna honA, itanA nimagna honA, itanI gahanatA se saMparkita honA ki eka setu vahAM A jur3atA hai tumhAre aura caTTAna ke biic| aMtarAla tirohita ho jAtA hai-tuma jur3a jAte ho caTTAna ke saath| vAstava meM abhI to tuma jAnate hI nahIM kauna draSTA hai aura kauna dRshy| draSTA hI bana jAtA hai dRzya, dRzya hI bana jAtA hai drssttaa| aba tuma nahIM jAnate caTTAna kyA hai, kauna hai aura dhyAnI kauna hai| acAnaka UrjAeM milatI haiM aura sammilita ho jAtI haiM aura vahAM hotA hai mNdir| anAvazyaka hI vikSepoM ko nirmita mata karo, kyoMki taba tuma bana jAte ho dukhii| koI yahAM thA aura bahuta varSoM se vaha eka nizcita prakAra kA maMtra doharAtA thaa| vaha bolA, 'dhyAna bArabAra bhaMga hotA hai| ' maiMne pUchA, 'vikSepa kisa bAta se hai?' usakI patnI kI mRtyu ho cukI thI aura vaha use bahuta prema karatA thaa| maiM jAnatA thA usa strI ko, vaha sacamuca hI suMdara vyaktitva vAlI thii| usane phira vivAha nahIM kiyaa| vaha vAstava meM hI prema karatA thA usse| kisI dUsarI strI ne phira use AkarSita na kiyaa| aba vaha mara cukI thI aura riktatA A banI thI aura vaha anubhava karatA thA akelaapn| isI akelepana ke kAraNa hI vaha gayA kisI zikSaka ke pAsa, yaha jAnane ko ki kaise chuTakArA pAye apanI patnI kI yAda se, usane de diyA use koI mNtr| aba vaha japa kara rahA hai usa maMtra kA kama se kama tIna varSoM se aura bAra-bAra jaba vaha japa kara rahA hotA hai maMtra kA, eka roboTa kI bhAMti, to patnI A pahuMcatI hai, vaha ceharA sAmane calA AtA hai| vaha nahIM bhUla pAyA patnI ko| vaha maMtra paryApta zaktizAlI siddha nahIM huaa| to vaha thA yahAM aura thA bahuta dukhii| vaha kahatA thA, tIna sAla gujara gae haiM aura maiM sadA AviSTa rahatA hUM usakI smRti se| aisA jAna par3atA hai ki maiM isase bAhara nahIM A sktaa| isa maMtra ne bhI koI madada nahIM kii| aura tIna sAloM se sacamuca maiM dhArmikatA se karatA rahA hUM ise| ' maiMne kahA, 'tuma mUr3ha ho| isa maMtra kA japa karane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| tumhArI patnI kA nAma doharAo; use hI banA lo mNtr| usakI tasvIra rakha lo apane sAmane aura dekho usa tasvIra ko| use paramAtmA kI praticchavi banA lo| 'vaha kahane lagA, 'kyA kaha rahe haiM Apa? vahI to mere citta kA vikSepa hai| ' to maiMne kahA usase, 'dhyAnabhaMga karane vAle ko apanA dhyAna banA lo| kyoM khar3A karanA saMgharSa?'
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________________ vikSepa ke viSaya ko hI dhyAna kA viSaya banAyA jA sakatA hai| aura yaha vikSepa hotA hai kyoMki gahana tala para koI AkarSaNa hai, koI samasvaratA hai| isIlie maMtra azakta, bekAra siddha huaa| maMtra to basa bAhara se Aropita huA thaa| koI kahatA hai koI zabda aura tuma doharA dete ho use, lekina zabda kA tumhAre lie koI AkarSaNa nahIM hotaa| pahale tumhAre lie vaha astitva hI na rakhatA thA, usakI koI jar3eM nahIM utarI huI haiM tummeN| patnI bahuta gahare utarI huI thii| prema jyAdA gaharA hotA hai kisI maMtra se| maiMne kahA, 'kyoM karate ho apanA samaya kharAba?' vaha kahane lagA, 'maiM koziza kruuNgaa| 'basa thor3e hI dinoM bAda usane patra likhA yaha kahate hue, 'yaha bar3I Azcaryajanaka bAta hai! maiM bahuta mauna aura bahuta zAMtipUrNa anubhava karatA hUM aura vAstava meM merI patnI bahuta suMdara hai, yaha socane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai ki vaha merA dhyAna bhaMga kara rahI hai| ' ise khayAla meM rakhanA, kyoMki ho sakatA hai tuma isI prakAra kI bahuta bAteM kara rahe hoo| jaba kabhI tumheM anubhava ho ki koI cIja dhyAna bhaMga kara rahI hai to vaha kevala itanA hI batAtI hI hai ki tuma sahaja rUpa se usake prati AkarSita ho aura koI bAta nhiiN| kyoM khar3A karanA saMgharSa? usI dizA meM bar3ho; use hI viSaya banA lo dhyAna kaa| svAbhAvika bane raho, damanAtmaka mata bano aura saMgharSa mata banAo aura tuma dhyAna prApta kara loge| koI upalabdha nahIM hotA saMgharSa dvaaraa| saMgharSa nirmita kara degA khaMDita vyktitv| svAbhAvika AkarSaNa kI ora bar3ho; taba tuma eka hote ho, taba tuma saMpUrNa ho jAte ho| taba tuma bhItara eka juTa hote ho| taba tuma eka saMpUrNa khaMDa hote ho, akhaMDa, na ki svayaM ke viruddha baMTA huA bhvn| aura jaba tuma saMpUrNa khaMDa ke rUpa meM bar3hate ho to tumhAre pAMvoM meM nRtya thirakatA hai aura aisA kucha nahIM hotA jo ki divya na ho| tuma to zAyada Azcarya kroge| aisA huA ki eka mahAna bauddha bhikSu nAgArjuna eka choTe se gAMva meM Thahare hue the| koI unake pAsa AyA kyoMki vaha unake prati bahata AkarSita ho gayA thaa| usa AdamI ne kahA, 'Apake jIvana kA DhaMga jisa taraha se bhikhArI ke veza meM Apa samrATa kI taraha ghamate haiM, bahata gahare rUpa se AkarSita karatA hai| maiM bhI bananA cAhUMgA dhArmika vykti| lekina eka ar3acana hai| mere pAsa eka gAya hai aura maiM use bahuta jyAdA pyAra karatA hUM aura vaha itanI suMdara hai ki maiM use nahIM chor3a sktaa| ' usake pAsa to sirpha eka gAya thii| usakI koI patnI na thI, bacce na the, usakA vivAha hI na huA thA, vaha prema karatA thA kevala gAya se|' jaba vaha yaha bAta kaha rahA thA-usane svayaM ko thor3A nAsamajha bhI anubhava kiyaa| vaha bolA, 'maiM jAnatA hUM ki Apa samajheMge isIlie maiM yaha kaha rahA huuN| basa, kevala yahI hai merI sArI ar3acana. itanI jyAdA anurakti hai isa gAya se| maiMne hI pAlA posA hai use aura vaha itanI jyAdA mere sAtha eka ho gaI hai aura vaha mujhe prema karatI hai| to kyA karanA hogA?' nAgArjuna bole, 'koI jarUrata nahIM hai kahIM kisI jagaha jAne kii| yadi koI kisI se prema karatA hai itanI gaharAI se to koI jarUrata nahIM hai kahIM jAne kI, 'kucha karane kii| isI prema ko banA lo apanA dhyaan| gAya para karo dhyaan| '
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________________ koI saMgharSa mata banAo ise jarA khayAla meM le lenA, yadi prema aura dhyAna kA saMgharSa hotA hai to dhyAna parAjita hogaa| prema vijayI hogA kyoMki prema bahuta suMdara hotA hai| kevala prema--paMkhoM para car3hakara hI vijayI ho sakatA hai dhyAna / prema kA vAhana kI bhAMti prayoga karanA / yahI artha karate haiM pataMjali jaba ve kahate haiM, sAtha hI kisI usa cIja para dhyAna karo jo tumheM AkarSita karatI ho| 'jo kucha bhI hai vaha; maiM nahIM banAtA koI bheda / koI jarUrata nahIM kisI eka viSaya-vastu se cipaka jAne kI kyoMki viSaya badala sakate haiN| isa subaha tuma anubhava kara sakate ho aisA ki tuma prema karate ho apane bacce se aura kala zAyada tuma aisA anubhava na karo, to mata nirmita kara lenA koI saMgharSa sadA jAna lenA use jahAM tumhArA prema pravAhita ho rahA ho aura tairate cale jAnA prema pr| Aja vaha koI phUla hotA hai, kala ho sakatA hai ki koI baccA ho, parasoM vaha hotA hai cAMdasamasyA usakI nahIM hai| pratyeka cIja suMdara hai jahAM kahIM tumhArA AkarSaNa svAbhAvika rUpa se pravAhita hotA ho, usa para car3ha kara bahanA usa para dhyAna karanA jora hai saMpUrNa rahane para akhaMDa rahane para tumhAre akhaMDa astitva meM dhyAna khilatA hai| isa prakAra yogI ho jAtA hai saba kA mAlika ati sUkSma paramAyu se lekara aparisIma taka kA laghu se lekara vizAlatama taka saba kA mAlika bana jAtA hai vaha / dhyAna dvAra hai aparisIma zakti kA dhyAna dvAra hai aticetana kA tuma ho cetana bar3ho acetana kI gaharAiyoM meM yaha hotA hai utaranA tumhAre astitva ke talaghara meM / adhikAdhika jAgarUkatA ekatrita karo tAki tuma bar3ha sako nidrA meM, sapanoM meM AraMbha karanA apane jAgane ke samaya jAgarukatA ekatrita karane se vaha acetana meM bar3hane ke lie madada degii| UrjA kI jarUrata hogii| bilakula abhI to tumhArI UrjA eka TimaTimAhaTa kI bhAMti hai paryApta nahIM hai| jAgarUkatA dvArA jyAdA UrjA nirmita karanA / yaha vaisA hI hotA hai jaise ki jaba tuma pAnI garama karate ho, yA ki tuma barpha garama karate ho| yadi tuma garama karate ho barpha ko to vaha pighalatI hai| garamI kI eka nizcita DigrI para vaha pAnI bana jAtI hai| phira tumheM use jyAdA garama karanA hotA hai yadi tuma cAhate ho ki vaha vASpita ho jaaye| tuma use garama kiye jAte ho aura eka nizcita tApamAna para sau DigrI para acAnaka vaha chalAMga lagAtI hai aura parimANAtmaka parivartana bana jAtA bhApa bana jAtI hai| parimANAtmakatA badala jAtI hai guNAtmakatA meM tApamAna ke pAra ho vaha bana ja hai gunnaatmk| eka nizcita tApamAna ke nIce vaha hotA hai barpha, usa hai pAnI, usa tApamAna se nIce ho vaha phira bana jAtA hai pAnI, usa tApamAna ke pAra ho vaha vASpIbhUta ho jAtA hai, bhApa bana jAtI hai jaba vaha barpha hotA hai, jo vaha karIba-karIba marA huA hotA hai aura baMda
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________________ hotA hai|. vaha hotA hai ThaMDA, jIvaMta hone ko paryApta USNa nhiiN| jaba vaha pAnI hotA hai, to jyAdA pravAhamAna, jyAdA jIvaMta hotA hai, baMda nhiiN| jaba vaha pighala gayA hotA hai, taba vaha jyAdA USNa hotA hai| lekina pAnI to nIce kI ora bar3hatA hai| jaba vaha vASpIbhUta ho jAtA hai to dizA badala cukI hotI hai| vaha aba aura sapATa na rahA, vaha UrdhvagAmI bana jAtA hai; vaha Upara kI ora bar3hatA hai| pahale to adhikAdhika saceta ho jAnA jAgane ke smy| vaha bAta tuma taka le AegI USNatA kI eka nizcita maatraa| vaha vAstava meM AMtarika USNatA kI eka nizcita DigrI hI hotI hai, tumhArI cetanA kA eka nizcita tApamAna jo ki tumhArI madada karegA acetana meM baDhane ke lie| to, adhikAdhika bodhapUrNa ho jAnA acetana meN| jyAdA prayAsa kI jarUrata hogI, jyAdA UrjA nirmita kI jaayegii| taba acAnaka eka dina tuma pAoge ki tuma Upara kI ora bar3ha rahe ho| tuma bhAravihIna ho gaye ho aura aba gurutvAkarSaNa tumheM prabhAvita nahIM krtaa| tuma bana rahe ho aticetn| aticetana ke pAsa sArI zakti hotI hai : vaha hotA hai sarvazaktimAna, vaha hotA hai sarvajJa, vaha hotA hai srvvyaapii| aticetana hai saba jgh| aticetana ke pAsa vaha hara eka zakti hai jo saMbhava hotI hai, aura aticetana dekhatA hai pratyeka cIja ko| vaha bana gayA hotA hai dRSTi kI parama spsstttaa| yahI artha karate haiM pataMjali jaba ve kahate haiM, 'isa prakAra yogI ho jAtA hai, saba kA mAlika, atisUkSma paramANu se lekara aparisIma taka kaa|' Aja itanA hii| pravacana 22 - jAgarUkatA kI kImiyA dinAMka 2 mArca, 1975; zrI rajanIza Azrama, puunaa| praznasAra: 1-maiM kyoM virodha anubhava karatA hUM svacchaMda, svAbhAvika hone tathA jAgrata hone ke bIca?
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________________ 2-kyA damana kA yoga meM koI vidhAyaka upayoga hai? 3-dhyAna ke daurAna zArIrika pIr3A kA vikSepa ho to kyA kareM? 4-prema saMbaMdha sadA duHkha kyoM lAte hai| 5-ziSyatva ke vikAsa ke lie sadagurU ke prema meM par3anA kyA ziSya ke lie jarUrI hI hai? 6-bacce kI dhyAna pUrNa nirdoSatA kyA vAstavika hai? 7-(ka) kyA divya-darzana (vijana) bhI svapna hI hai? (kha) nidrA aura svapna meM kaise saceta rahA jAye? (ga) kyA Apa mere sapanoM meM Ate hai? pahalA prazna : svacchaMda svAbhAvika hone aura jAgrata hone ke bIca maiM virodha anubhava kyoM karatA haM? rodha hai nahIM, lekina tuma nirmita kara sakate ho virodh| jahAM koI virodha, koI saMgharSa na bhI ho to mana saMgharSa banA letA hai| kyoMki saMgharSa meM rahe binA mana jIvita hI nahIM raha sktaa| svacchaMda aura svAbhAvika honA tumheM, eka sahajasphUrta jAgarUkatA degaa| koI jarUrata nahIM hai jAgarUkatA ke liye prayAsa karane kI; vaha pIche calI AyegI chAyA kI bhaaNti| yadi tuma svacchaMda aura svAbhAvika rahI to vaha AyegI hii| isake liye atirikta prayatna karane kI jarA bhI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, kyoMki svacchaMda aura svAbhAvika honA svata: vikasita hogA jAgarUka ho jAne meN| yA, yadi tuma jAgarUka ho, to tuma
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________________ svacchaMda aura svAbhAvika ho jaaoge| ve donoM bAteM sAtha-sAtha banI rahatI haiN| lekina yadi tuma koziza karate ho donoM ke liye, to tama aMtarvirodha nirmita kara loge| donoM ke liye eka sAtha prayatna karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| jaba maiM kahatA hUM svacchaMda aura svAbhAvika hone ko to kyA hotA hai isakA artha? isakA artha hotA hai : mata karanA koI pryaas| jo kucha tuma ho basa vahI ho jaao| yadi tuma ajAgrata ho, to hoo ajAgrata, kyoMki tuma vahI ho tumhArI svacchaMda aura svAbhAvika avasthA meN| ajAgrata rhii| yadi tuma koI prayAsa karate ho, to kaise tuma svacchaMda aura svAbhAvika ho sakate ho| basa vizrAMta raho; jo kucha avasthA hai svIkAra karo, aura svIkAra karo apanI svIkRti ko bhii| vahAM se mata srko| cIjoM ke zAta hote - hote samaya gujaratA jaayegaa| usa saMkramaNa kAla meM, zAyada tumheM spaSTa bodha na bhI ho, kyoMki cIjeM suvyavasthita ho rahI haiN| eka bAra cIjeM sahaja, zAta ho jAtI haiM aura pravAha svAbhAvika hotA hai, to tuma acAnaka vismita ho jAoge anapekSita rUpa se, eka subaha tuma pAoge ki tuma jAgrata ho| koI jarUrata nahIM hai koI prayAsa karane kii| yA, yadi tuma kAma kara rahe hote ho jAgarUkatA dvArA aura donoM vidhiyAM bhinna haiM, ve alaga-alaga dRSTikoNoM se AraMbha hotI hai to mata socanA svacchaMda aura svAbhAvika hone kI baat| tuma to ise pA lenA jAgarUka hone ke apane prayAsa dvaaraa| binA kisI prayAsa kI AvazyakatA ke jAgarUkatA ke svAbhAvika banane meM laMbA samaya lagegA aura jaba taka vaha sthala na Aye jahAM prayAsa kI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI, taba taka jAgarUkatA upalabdha nahIM huI hotii| jaba tuma bhUla sako sAre prayatnoM ko aura sahaja hI jAgarUka ho sako, kevala tabhI tumane use upalabdha kiyA hotA hai| taba, bilakula yugapata hI, tuma pA loge svacchaMda aura svAbhAvika hone kI ghaTanA ko| ve sAtha-sAtha AtI haiN| ve sadA eka sAtha ghaTatI haiN| ve do pahalU haiM eka hI ghaTanA ke, to bhI tuma eka sAtha unheM prApta nahIM kara skte| yaha to aisA hotA hai jaise ki koI car3ha rahA ho parvata para aura vahAM bahuta sAre mArga hoM; ve saba pahuMcate hoM zikhara para hI, ve saba eka carama biMdu taka pahuMca jAte hoM, zikhara pr| lekina tuma eka sAtha do mArgoM para to nahIM cala sakate n| yadi tuma koziza karo, to tuma pAgala ho jAoge aura tuma kabhI na pahuMcoge zikhara tk| kaise tuma do mArgoM para eka sAtha cala sakate ho yaha acchI taraha jAnate hue bhI ki ve saba eka hI zikhara taka le jAte haiM? vyakti ko kevala eka hI mArga para calanA hotA hai| aMtataH jaba koI pahuMcatA hai zikhara para, to vaha pAyegA ki sabhI mArga vahAM carama biMdu taka pahuMca gaye haiM?| calane ke liye sadA eka hI mArga cunnaa| nissaMdeha jaba tuma pahuMcate ho, to tuma pAoge ki sAre mArga pahaMceMge eka hI jagaha, usI eka zikhara pr| jAgarUka honA eka alaga hI prakAra kI prakriyA hotI hai| buddha ne isI kA anusaraNa kiyaa| unhoMne ise kahA smyk-scetntaa| isa yuga meM eka dUsare buddha ne, jArja gurajiepha ne isakA anusaraNa kiyA; unhoMne kahA ise sv-smrnn| eka aura buddha, kRSNamUrti, kahe cale jAte haiM jAgarUkatA kI, saceta
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________________ rahane kI baat| yaha hotA hai eka maarg| tilopA saMbaMdhita hai dUsare mArga se, svacchaMda aura svAbhAvika hone kA mArga aura jAgarUkatA kI phikra taka na lene kA mArga; basa vahI ho jAnA jo kucha tuma ho, kisI saMzodhana ke liye koI prayAsa na karate hue| aura maiM kahatA hUM tumase, tilopA kA dRSTikoNa jyAdA UMcA hai buddha se, gurajiepha se aura kRSNamUrti se, kyoMki ve koI aMtarvirodha nirmita nahIM karate haiN| ve to sahaja hI kahate haiM ki, 'basa, vahI ho jAo jo kucha tuma ho| 'kisI AdhyAtmika prayAsa kI bhI jarUrata nahIM kyoMki vaha bhI ahaMkAra kA hI hissA hai-kauna prayAsa kara rahA hotA hai sudharane kA? kauna kara rahA hotA hai prayAsa jAgarUka hone kA? kauna prayAsa kara rahA hotA hai saMbodhi ko upalabdha hone kA? yaha kauna hotA hai tumhAre bhItara? yaha hai phira vahI ahNkaar| vahI ahaMkAra jo prayAsa kara rahA thA deza kA rASTrapati yA pradhAna maMtrI hone ke liye, aba vaha prayAsa kara rahA hotA hai buddhatva ko upalabdha hone ke liye| buddha ne svayaM saMbodhi ko kahA hai, 'aMtima dukhsvpn'| saMbodhi aMtima dukhasvapna hai kyoMki phira, yaha eka svapna hI hai| aura na hI yaha kevala svapna hai, balki eka dukhasvapna hai| kyoMki tuma isake dvArA dukhI hote ho| tilopA kA dRSTikoNa parama dRSTikoNa hai| yadi tuma ise samajha sako, to kisI taraha ke kisI prayAsa kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| tuma to kevala vizrAMta rahI aura jIvaMta raho, aura hara cIja apane se hI pIche calI AtI hai| vyakti ko honA hotA hai kevala prayAsahIna; basa zAta rUpa se baiThanA; basaMta Rtu AtI hai aura ghAsa baDhatI hai svayaM hii| dUsarA prazna : aisA samajhA gayA hai atIta meM yoga kI bahuta praNAliyAM mukhya rUpa se damana dvArA hI sikhAI gayI haiM aura bilakula thor3e loga hI isake dvArA upalabdha bhI hue| kyA yaha saMbhava nahIM ki Aja bhI damana kI yaha vidhi zAyada eka nizcita prakAra ke vyakti ke anukUla par3atI ho? pahalI to bAta ki yaha bilakula hI galata hai; jo jAnate haiM unameM se kisI ne kabhI damana nahIM sikhaayaa| dUsarI bAta, koI kabhI isake dvArA upalabdha na kina hara kahIM khoTe sikke vidyamAna haiN| svAbhAvika hone kA mArga bahuta sIdhA-sarala hai| lekina tumheM yaha kaThina dikhatA hai, kyoMki ahaMkAra cAhatA hai saMgharSa karane ke liye, cunautI pAne ke liye, vijaya pAne ke liye koI kaThina baat| ahaMkAra jIvita rahatA hai niraMtara cunautI dvaaraa| agara koI cIja bilakula sIdhI hotI hai, to ahaMkAra nIce gira
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________________ jAtA hai| yadi tumhAre pAsa karane ko kucha nahIM hotA hai sivAya cupacApa aura zAta baiThane ke aura cIjoM ko hone dene ke, aura tumhArI ora se kisI kriyA ke binA cIjoM ko usa ora bar3hane dene ke jidhara ki ve bar3ha rahI hotI haiM, to kaba taka aura kaise jIvita rahegA ahaMkAra? koI saMbhAvanA nahIM iskii| svacchaMda aura svAbhAvika hone meM, ahaMkAra saMpUrNatayA nIce paTakA jAtA hai| vaha turaMta tirohita ho jAtA hai| kyoMki ahaMkAra ko to cAhiye satata kriyaa| ahaMkAra to aise hai jaise sAikila calAnA-tumheM niraMtara paiDala calAnA hotA hai| yadi tuma sAikila kA paiDala calAnA baMda kara dete ho, to yaha kucha phITa taka yA gaja taka jA sakatI hai pahale ke gati-bala ke kAraNa, lekina phira ise giranA hI hai| sAikila aura savAra donoM gira jaayeNge| sAikila ko cAhiye hotI hai paiDala kI lagAtAra gti| cAhe tuma bahuta dhIre bhI calAo paiDala, tuma gira jaaoge| ise eka nizcita niraMtara UrjA kA poSaNa caahiye| ahaMkAra hai bilakula sAikila calAne kI bhAMti hI-tumheM niraMtara ise poSita karanA hotA hai? yaha cunautI, vaha cunautI, yaha kriyA, vaha kriyA-kucha pA kara rahanA hai! evaresTa kI coTI jItanI hI hai, tumheM cAMda taka to pahuMcanA hI hai-kucha na kucha sadA bhaviSya meM hii| to tumheM calAne hI haiM paiDala, aura tabhI ahaMkAra jIvita raha sakatA hai| ahaMkAra astitva rakhatA hai kriyA kI halacala meN| akriyA sahita to, ekadama nIce hI gira par3atI hai sAikila aura savAra bhii| jyoM hI sArI kriyA tirohita hotI hai, usake sAtha hI ahaMkAra tirohita ho jAtA hai| isIlie ahaMkAra ko sarala cIjeM kaThina jAna par3atI haiM, aura kaThina cIjeM jAna par3atI haiM srl| yadi maiM tumase kahUM ki mArga bahuta-bahuta kaThina hai, to turaMta tuma taiyAra ho jAoge usa para calane ko| yadi maiM kahUM ki yaha bahuta sIdhA-sarala hai, yaha itanA sarala hai ki tumheM eka kadama bhI bar3hAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai, yaha itanA sIdhA hai ki tumheM kahIM jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai, basa baiThe rahanA apane ghara meM aura vaha ghaTegA, to tuma bhUla hI jAoge mere bAre meM aura maiM jo kaha rahA hUM usake bAre meN| tuma mujhase dUra hI cale jAoge jaise ki tumane bilakula sunA hI na ho| tuma cale jAoge kisI ke pAsa jo kaha rahA hotA hai koI nAsamajhI kI bAta aura nirmita kara rahA ho tumhAre lie ktthinaaii| isIlie damana kA astitva A banA thA, kyoMki isa saMsAra meM sarvAdhika kaThina cIja vahI hotI hai, damana krnaa| yaha karIba-karIba asaMbhava hotA hai, kyoMki yaha kabhI saphala nahIM hotA, yaha sadA asaphala hI hotA hai| tuma kaise apane astitva ke eka hisse kA damana kara sakate ho kisI dUsare hisse dvArA? yaha to aisA huA jaise ki tumhAre bAeM hAtha ko harAne kI koziza karanA-tumhAre dAeM hAtha dvArA vijayI hone kI koziza karate hue| tuma dikhAvA kara sakate ho| thor3I sI kriyA ke bAda tuma dikhAvA kara sakate ho ki dAyA Upara hai aura bAyAM daba gayA hai| para tuma kyA socate ho yaha daba gayA hai yA jIta liyA gayA
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________________ kaise tuma apane astitva ke eka hisse ko jIta sakate ho dUsare hisse dvArA? ye mAtra jhUThe dAve haiN| yadi tuma dabAte ho kAmavAsanA ko, to brahmacarya hogA eka mithyAbhimAna, eka paakhNdd| yaha to basa vaisA hI huA ki dAyAM hAtha vahAM par3A hai aura pratIkSA kara rahA hai, dikhAvA karane meM tumheM madada de rahA hai| kisI kSaNa phira ulaTa sakatI hai hara ciij| aura sthiti ulaTegI hii| vaha jise tumane jIta liyA ho use jItanA hotA hai phira-phira, kyoMki vaha haragija vAstavika jIta nahIM hotii| aMta meM tuma pAoge ki tuma lar3ate rahe ho apane sAre jIvana bhara aura kucha prApta nahIM huA hai| vastuta: tuma kevala parAjita hI hooge aura kucha nhiiN| tumhArA saMpUrNa jIvana parAjita hogaa| jo guru jAnatA hai, guru jo saMbodhi ko upalabdha hotA hai vaha kabhI nahIM upadeza detA rahA damana kaa| lekina unakI upadezanA rahI hai, kucha aisI, jo damana laga sakatI hai una logoM ko jo nahIM jAnate, isalie bheda sApha karane do mujhe| bheda bahuta sUkSma hai| udAharaNa ke lie, buddha aura mahAvIra donoM ne sikhAyA hai upavAsa karanA, donoM ne sikhAyA hai brhmcry| kyA ve sikhA rahe haiM damana? ve sikhA nahIM sakate, aura ve nahIM sikhA rahe the aisaa| jaba buddha kahate haiM, 'upavAsa karo' to kyA artha hotA hai unakA? tumhArI bhUkha ko dabAoM? -nhiiN| ve kahate haiM, 'dekho apanI bhUkha ko| 'zarIra kahegA, 'maiM bhUkhA hUM?' tuma sirpha baiThanA apane bhItara aura dekhnaa| kucha mata karanA zarIra ko poSita karane ke lie aura na hI kucha karanA bhUkha ko dabAne ke lie| tuma to sirpha dekhanA bhUkha ko| kisI kriyA kI koI jarUrata nahIM tumhArI tarapha se, aura damana eka kriyA hI hai| jabaki tuma bhUkha ko damana karo, to kyA karoge tuma? tuma use dekha nahIM paaoge| vastuta:, kevala vahI bAta hotI hai jisase tuma bcoge| kyA karegA vaha vyakti jo bhUkha dabA denA cAhatA hai aura jisane ki upavAsa rakhA hai, jaise ki jaina karate haiM hara sAla? vaha koziza karegA mana ko kahIM dUsarI jagaha bahalAne kI tAki bhUkha kA anubhava hI na ho| vaha japa karegA maMtroM kA, yA vaha calA jAegA apane dharma-netA ke pAsa use sunane tAki mana ulajhA rhe| -taba use koI jarUrata nahIM rahatI usa bhUkha para dhyAna dene kI jo ki usameM hotI hai| yaha damana hai| damana kA artha hai : kucha maujUda hai aura usakI ora tuma dekhate nahIM, tuma dikhAvA karate ho ki vaha nahIM hai vhaaN| yadi tuma gahare rUpa se vyasta hote ho mana meM, to bhUkha nahIM bedha sakatI aura apanI ora nahIM lA sakatI tumhArA dhyaan| bhUkha khaTakhaTAtI rahegI dvAra, lekina tuma maMtra kA japa kara rahe hote ho itanI jora se ki tuma khaTakhaTAhaTa sunate hI nhiiN| damana kA matalaba hai : apane bhItara kI vAstavikatA se alaga karake mana ko kahIM dUsarI ora lagA denaa| yadi tumane pratijJA kI hai brahmacarya kI yA tumane brahmacArI kA jIvana dhAraNa kara liyA hai, to kyA karoge tuma jaba kAmecchA uThegI aura koI suMdara strI pAsa se gujara jAegI to? kyA tuma zurU kara doge maMtra kA japa-rAma, rAma, rAma? to tuma aba kara rahe ho bcaav| tuma eka paradA DAla rahe ho tumhArI AMkhoM
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________________ pr| tuma dikhA rahe ho ki vaha strI vahAM nahIM hai| lekina strI to hai aura isIlie tuma rAma nAma kA japa kara rahe ho itanI jora se| bhArata meM, logoM ko prAta: snAna karanA par3atA hai| mere gAMva meM eka bahuta suMdara jhIla hai, nadI, aura loga jAte haiM prAta: snAna karane ko| vahAM, bacapana meM, pahalI bAra maiM jAgrata huA damana kI cAlAkI ke bAre meN| nadI kA pAnI bahuta ThaMDA hotA thA, khAsakara sardiyoM meM jaba loga jAte the snAna karane ke lie| maiM unheM dekhatA thA garmiyoM meM snAna karate hue bhI, aura ve nahIM japa karate the-hare rAma, hare kRSNa, hare kRssnn| sardiyoM meM, kyoMki nadI itanI ThaMDI hotI thI aura ve itanI jora se japa karate the ki ve bhUla jAte the nadI ko| ve eka DubakI lagAte aura bAhara A jaate| unakA mana saMlagna hotA thA japa karane meN| subaha jitanI jyAdA ThaMDI hotI, utanA hI jyAdA tIvra hotA Izvara kA jp| apane bacapana meM, una logoM ko dekhate hue pahalI bAra maiM sajaga huA isa cAlAkI ke bAre meM, ki ve kyA kara rahe hote the isa bAre meN| maiM dekhatA unhIM logoM ko garmiyoM meM snAna karate hue aura ve phikra nahIM lete the rAma kI, hari kI, kRSNa kI, yA kisI kI bhii| to phira kyA sardiyoM meM akasmAta hI ve bana gae hote the dhArmika? ve tathya se bacane kI cAlAkI jAna gae the, aura vahAM tathya hotA thA khaTakhaTAtA, AvAja karatA aura jItA jaagtaa| ve apane mana ko mor3a lete the kahIM dUsarI or| kyA tumane dekhA hai rAta ko logoM ko sunasAna sar3aka para jAte hue jaba ki aMdherA hotA hai? ve gIta gAnA zurU kara dete haiM, yA ki sITI bajAnA, yA ki gungunaanaa| kyA kara rahe hote haiM ve? -vahI caalaakii| gunagunAte hue bhUla jAte haiM aMdhakAra ko| jora se gAnA gAte hue, ve sunate haiM unakI apanI AvAja aura anabhava karate haiM ki ve akele nahIM haiN| AvAja eka anabhati de detI hai ki ve akele nahIM haiN| unakI apanI AvAja se ghirane para, aMdhakAra tirohita ho jAtA hai unake lie| anyathA, yadi rAta ko ve cupacApa calate haiM sunasAna sar3aka para, to unakI apanI pagadhvaniyAM nirmita karatI haiM bhaya, jaise ki koI pIchA kara rahA ho| yaha to eka sIdhI tarakIba huii| mahAvIra aura bu nahIM batA sakate aura nahIM sikhA sakate aise dhokhe| ve sikhAte haiM upavAsa ke bAre meM, lekina unakA upavAsa samagra rUpa se, guNAtmaka rUpa se bhinna hotA hai| sataha para, donoM upavAsa karane vAle eka se hI hoMge, lekina gahare-tala para bheda astitva rakhatA hai| gahare rUpa se jo vyakti buddha yA mahAvIra kA anusaraNa kara rahA hotA hai vaha upavAsa karegA aura koI kriyAkalApa nahIM calAegA mana meN| vaha dekhegA aura pUrA dhyAna degA bhUkha pr| aura phira udita hotI hai bahuta-bahuta suMdara ghaTanA : yadi tuma bhUkha para dhyAna do to vaha tirohita ho jAtI hai| binA kisI bhojana ke vaha tirohita ho jAtI hai| kyoM? kyA ghaTatA hai bhakha para dhyAna dene se?
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________________ jaba kAmecchA ubharatI hai, taba tumheM pUrA dhyAna denA hai usa para nirNaya na lete hue, nahIM kahate hue ki aisA acchA hai yA buraa| nahIM kahate hue ki yaha pApa hai, nahIM kahate hue ki yaha zaitAna kI zaitAnI hai| nahIM, koI mUlyAMkana nahIM honA cAhie kyoMki sAre mUlyAMkana mana se saMbaMdhita hote haiN| sAkSI kA mana se saMbaMdha nhiiN| acchA, burA-tamAma bheda saMbaMdhita hote haiM mana se, aura sAkSI hotA hai avibhakta, ek| na acchA hotA hai aura na buraa| vaha to mAtra hotA hai| yadi koI bhUkha para dhyAna detA hai yA ki kAmecchA para pUrA dhyAna detA hai-aura samagra dhyAna eka aisI UrjA hotI hai, vaha agni hI hotI hai -ki bhUkha jala hI jAtI hai, kAmavAsanA kI icchA bilakula jala jAtI hai| kyA ghaTatA hai? kauna sA racanA -taMtra hotA hai bhItara? tuma bhUkha anubhava karate ho| vastuta:, tuma kabhI bhUkhe nahIM hote| zarIra bhUkhA hotA hai, tuma kabhI nahIM hote bhuukhe| lekina tumane tAdAtmya banAyA hotA hai zarIra ke saath| tuma anubhava karate ho, 'maiM hUM shriir|' isIlie tuma anubhava karate ki tuma bhUkhe ho| jaba tuma dhyAna dete ho bhUkha para to eka dUrI nirmita ho jAtI hai, tAdAtmya TUTa kara gira par3atA hai| tuma aba zarIra nahIM rahate : zarIra bhUkhA hotA hai aura tuma hote ho drssttaa| acAnaka, eka AnaMdapUrNa svataMtratA tumameM udita hotI hai jahAM ki tuma anubhava karate ho, 'maiM zarIra nahIM hUM maiM kabhI nahIM rahA shriir| zarIra hai bhUkhA, para maiM nahIM hUM bhuukhaa| 'setu TUTa jAtA hai-tuma alaga ho jAte ho| zarIra meM kAmavAsanA ke lie icchA hai kyoMki zarIra AyA hai kAmavAsanA meM se hii| zarIra kI icchA hai kAmavAsanA ke lie kyoMki zarIra kA hara kozANu kAmavAsanAmaya hai| tumhAre mAtA-pitA ne, gahana kAmuka kriyA meM nirmita kiyA hai tumhAre zarIra ko| tumhAre zarIra ke pahale kozANu hI Aye the gahana kAmamaya bhAvAveza dvArA; ve usI kA guNadharma vahana kie rahate haiN| ve kozikAeM apane ko bar3hAtI rahI haiM, aura isI bhAti tumhArA sArA zarIra nirmita huA hai| tumhArA sArA zarIra kAma-Aveza hai| kAmavAsanA uThatI hai| zarIra ke lie aisA svAbhAvika hai, kucha galata nahIM hai ismeN| zarIra kAma-UrjA hai aura kucha nhiiN| zarIra ke liye to brahmacarya saMbhava nhiiN| kAmavAsanA svAbhAvika hai zarIra ke liye| kAmavAsanA zarIra ke liye svAbhAvika hai, aura tumhAre liye kevala brahmacarya hai svAbhAvika; kAmavAsanA hai asvAbhAvika nitAMta asvaabhaavik| isIliye hama ise kahate haiM brhmcry| aMgrejI zabda 'selibesi' bahuta ThIka nahIM hai| vaha bahuta sAdhAraNa hai, sastA hai| brahmacarya kA bhAva nahIM pahuMcA pAtA hai| brahmacarya prApta kiyA gayA hai 'brahma' ke mUla se| brahmacarya zabda kA artha hotA hai ki tuma Aye ho upalabdha hone ko, tuma Aye ho jAnane ko ki tuma ho brahma, parama, divya, ki tuma ho svayaM prmaatmaa| jaba koI anubhava karane lagatA hai vaha svayaM bhagavAna hai, taba usameM hotA hai vAstavika brhmcry| taba koI samasyA nahIM hotii| aura ghaTatA kyA hai, adabhuta bAta to yaha hotI hai ki jaba tuma alaga hote ho, jaba setu TUTa jAtA hai aura zarIra se tumhArA tAdAtmya nahIM banA rahatA, to tuma nahIM kahate, 'maiM zarIra huuN| 'tuma kahate ho, 'maiM zarIra meM hUM to bhI zarIra nahIM huuN| maiM rahatA hUM isa ghara meM, para maiM ghara nahIM huuN| maiM ina
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________________ vastroM meM hUM lekina vastra nahIM hUM maiN| 'jaba tuma upalabdha kara lete ho ise-aura maiM kahatA hUM 'upalabdha' kyoMki bauddhika rUpa se to tuma ise pahale se hI jAnate ho, bAta usakI nahIM; tumane isakA saMpUrNa anabhava hI nahIM kiyA hai; jaba tuma pUrI taraha samajhate ho bhUkha para gaharA dhyAna dete hae, yA ki kAmavAsanA para dhyAna dete hue, yA kisI bhI cIja para-jaba tuma karate ho spaSTa anubhava, to acAnaka zarIra aura AtmA ke bIca kA vaha setu tirohita ho jAtA hai| jaba vahAM aMtarAla hotA hai aura tuma bana cuke hote ho sAkSI, taba zarIra jIvita rahatA hai tumhAre sahayoga dvaaraa| zarIra nahIM jI sakatA binA tumhAre sahayoga ke| yahI to ghaTatA hai jaba zarIra maratA hai : zarIra to bilakula vahI hotA hai, kevala aba tumhArA sahayoga na rhaa| tuma cale gaye ho ghara se bAhara aura isIliye zarIra mara gayA hai| anyathA, koI kabhI maratA nhiiN| zarIra vahI hotA hai, para zarIra nirbhara karatA thA tumhArI UrjA pr| niraMtara, tumheM zarIra ko UrjA kA bhojana denA hotA hai| yaha banA rahatA hai tumhAre sahayoga dvArA hI; isakI apanI koI sattA nhiiN| aisA tumhAre dvArA hI huA hai ki yaha sAtha-sAtha hai, varanA to yaha alaga ho gayA hotaa| tuma isameM keMdrIya tathA nizcita Thosa rUpa dene vAle kAraka ho| jaba bhUkha meM, yadi koI dhyAna detA hai bhUkha para, taba sahayoga nahIM hotaa| yaha eka asthAyI mRtyu hotI hai| tuma zarIra kA poSaNa kara sahArA nahIM de rahe hote ho| jaba tuma nahIM bar3hAvA de rahe hote ho zarIra ko, to zarIra kaise bhUkha anubhava kara sakatA hai? zarIra kucha anubhava nahIM kara sakatA; anubhUti hotI hai tumhAre astitva kii| ho sakatA hai ki bhUkha vahAM ho zarIra meM lekina zarIra anubhava nahIM kara sakatA hai, usake koI sparzabodhaka nahIM hote| aba, mAtra kacha dazakoM ke bhItara hI, mastiSka ke zalya-cikitsaka eka hI, mastiSka ke zalya-cikitsaka eka bahata rahasyamaya ghaTanA ke prati sajaga ho gaye haiM ki mastiSka, jo anubhava karatA hai hara cIja, svayaM meM koI anubhUti nahIM hotI uskii| tuma pUrI taraha jAnate hue leTa sakate ho brena-sarjana kI meja para, tumhArA sira kholA jA sakatA hai aura vaha kATa sakatA hai tumhAre mastiSka kI ati sUkSma naseM, to bhI tumheM kucha mahasUsa na hogaa| kisI behozI kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| vaha khir3akI banA sakatA hai sira meM, vaha sira meM eka surAkha banA sakatA hai, lekina tuma surAkha banate jAne ko anubhava karoge mAtra khopar3I pr| eka bAra vaha pahuMca jAtA hai bhItara to koI anubhUti bilakula nahIM hotI vhaaN| yadi vaha tumhArA pUrA mastiSka bhI kATa de to tumheM patA nahIM calegA, aura tuma hooge pUrI taraha jAge he| pazcima meM bahuta loga jI rahe haiM mastiSka ke bahuta sAre hissoM ko alaga karavA kara, aura ve ise jAnate nhiiN| bahuta loga jI rahe haiM apane mastiSka meM nizcita ilekTroDa, vidyuta-upakaraNa jur3avAe hue aura unheM patA hI nahIM hotaa| ve anubhava nahIM kara sakate ilekTroDsa ko| eka patthara tumhAre sira ke bhItara rakha diyA jA sakatA hai aura tuma kabhI anubhava nahIM karoge ki vaha vahAM hai, kyoMki mastiSka meM koI anubhUti hI nhiiN| to kahAM se AtI hogI anubhUti?
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________________ mastiSka sUkSmatama bhAga hotA hai zarIra kA sabase jyAdA nAjuka, lekina usakI bhI koI anubhUti nahIM hotii| anubhUti AtI hai tumhAre astitva se| yaha udhAra lI jAtI hai zarIra dvaaraa| zarIra kI apanI koI anubhUti nahIM hotii| jaba tuma dhyAna se dekhate ho bhUkha ko, taba agara vaha dekhanA vAstavika hotA hai, prAmANika hotA hai, aura tuma bacate nahIM, to bhUkha tirohita ho jAtI hai| mahAvIra yA buddha kA upavAsa samagratayA bhinna upavAsa hotA hai, jainoM aura bauddhoM ke upavAsa se / mahAvIra kA brahmacarya samagra rUpeNa bhinna hai jaina muniyoM ke brahmacarya se mahAvIra baca nahIM rahe, ve to mAtra dekha rahe haiN| dhyAna se dekhane para vaha tirohita ho jAtA hai| sAkSI bano, to vaha vahAM milatA nahIM / bacAva karane se, vaha tumhAre pIche calA AtA hai| vastutaH na hI kevala pIche AtA hai, vaha tumheM AviSTa karatA hai| yoga koI damana nahIM sikhAtA- vaha nahIM sikhA sktaa| lekina yogI haiM jo sikhAte haiM damana / ve zikSaka haiM; unhoMne apane aMtaratama ke astitva kA bodha nahIM pAyA hai| isaliye eka bhI aisA vyakti astitva nahIM rakhatA hai jo damana dvArA buddhatva ko upalabdha ho sakatA ho| aisA saMbhava nahIM hai, yaha bilakula hI saMbhava nahIM hai koI jAgarukatA dvArA prApta karatA hai, damana dvArA nahIM / tIsarA prazna : dhyAna meM aksara zArIrika pIr3A banatI hai citavikSepa jaba pIr3A ho rahI ho to kyA Apa pIr3A para bhI dhyAna karane ke lie kaheMge? isI kI to bAta kara rahA thA maiN| yadi tuma pIr3A anubhava karate ho to usake prati sajaga, dhyAnamaya rahanA, kucha karanA mt| dhyAna sabase bar3I talavAra hai - yaha hara cIja kATa detI hai| tuma basa dhyAna denA pIr3A para / udAharaNa ke lie, tuma dhyAna ke aMtima caraNa meM cupacApa baiThe hue hote ho, binA hile-Dule, aura tuma zarIra meM bahuta-sI samasyAeM anubhava karate ho| tumheM lagatA hai ki Tala ekadama sunna hotI jA rahI hai, hAtha meM kucha khujalI ho rahI hai, tumheM lagatA hai zarIra para cIMTiyAM reMga rahI haiN| bahuta bAra dekha liyA tumane aura vahAM cIMTiyAM haiM hI nahIM vaha reMgAhaTa bhItara hotI hai, kahIM bAhara nahIM to tumheM karanA kyA hogA? tumheM to lagatA hai TAMga khatma ho rahI hai - dhyAnapUrNa ho jAo, apanA samagra dhyAna hI lagA do usa or| tumheM khujalI ho rahI hai ? mata khujlaanaa| usase koI madada na milegii| tuma kevala dhyAna do|
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________________ apanI AMkheM taka bhI mata kholnaa| kevala apanA dhyAna lagAnA bhItara kI ora aura mAtra pratIkSA karanA aura dekhnaa| kucha paloM ke bhItara hI vaha khujalI miTa cukI hogii| jo kucha bhI ghaTatA hai - yadi tumheM pIr3A bhI hotI hai, peTa meM yA sira meM hotI hai tIvra pIr3A, vaha hotI hai kyoMki dhyAna meM sArA zarIra parivartita hotA hai| vaha badalatA hai apanA rasAyana / nayI cIjeM ghaTanI zurU hotI haiM aura zarIra eka arAjakatA meM hotA hai| kaI bAra peTa para par3egA prabhAva, kyoMki peTa meM tumane dabAyI hotI haiM bahuta bhAvanAeM, aura ve saba jhakajhora dI jAtI haiN| kaI bAra tuma vamana kara denA cAhoge, tuma anubhava karoge micalAhaTa; kaI bAra tuma sira meM tIvra pIr3A anubhava kroge| kyoMki dhyAna parivartita kara rahA hotA hai tumhAre mastiSka ke AMtarika DhAMce ko dhyAna kI rAha se gujarate hue tuma vastutaH hI eka avyavasthA meM hote ho| jaldI hI cIjeM suvyavasthita ho jaaeNgii| lekina kucha samaya ke lie, hara cIja rahegI asthira, avyavasthita / -- to tumheM karanA kyA hotA hai? tuma sirpha dekhanA sira kI pIr3A ko use dekhnaa| tuma ho jAnA draSTA / tuma bilakula bhUla hI jAnA ki tuma kartA ho, aura dhIre dhIre hara cIja zAta ho jAegI aura itanI suMdaratA se, itanI lAlitya - pUrNa DhaMga se zAta hogI ki tumheM vizvAsa nahIM A sakatA jaba taka ki tuma use jAna hI nahIM lete| kevala pIr3A hI nahIM miTatI hai sira kI kyoMki yadi dekhate ho to vaha UrjA jo pIr3A nirmita kara rahI thI, tirohita ho jAtI hai - vahI UrjA bana jAtI hai sukh| UrjA eka hI hotI hai| pIr3A yA sukha vaha eka hI UrjA ke do AyAma haiN| yadi tuma mauna baiThe raha sakate ho aura dhyAna de sakate ho dhyAna- bhaMga hone kI ora, to sArI vibhrAMtiyA tirohita ho jAtI haiN| aura jaba sArI vizvAMtiyA tirohita ho jAtI haiM, to tuma akasmAta sajaga ho jAoge ki sArA zarIra tirohita ho cukA hai| - vastutaH kyA ghaTa rahA thA ? kyoM ghaTa rahI thIM ye bAteM rUma jaba tuma dhyAna nahIM karate to ye nahIM ghaTatI sArA dina tuma vaise hI maujUda hote ho aura hAtha kabhI nahIM khujalAtA, sira meM koI darda nahIM hotA, peTa bilakula ThIka-ThAka hotA hai aura TaleM ThIka rahatI haiN| hara cIja ThIka hotI hai vastutaH kyA ghaTa rahA thA dhyAna meM? dhyAna meM ye cIjeM acAnaka kyoM ghaTane lagatI haiM? zarIra mAlika banA rahA hai bahuta laMbe samaya se, aura dhyAna meM tuma zarIra ko isakI mAlakiyata se bAhara pheMka rahe hote ho| tuma utAra de rahe ho use siMhAsana se vaha cipakatA hai; vaha hara taraha se koziza karatA hai mAlika bane rahane kii| vaha tumheM vibhrAMta karane ko bahuta cIjeM nirmita karegA jisase ki dhyAna kho jaaye| tuma saMtulana se dUra haTa jAte ho aura zarIra phira A car3hatA hai siMhAsana para aba taka, zarIra hI banA rahA hai mAlika aura tuma bane rahe ho gulAma / dhyAna dvArA, tuma badala rahe ho sArI cIja ko hI, yaha eka bar3I krAMti hai aura nissaMdeha koI zAsaka sattA ke bAhara honA nahIM caahtaa| zarIra rAjanItiyA calAtA hai--yahI to ghaTa rahA hai| jaba vaha nirmita karatA hai kAlpanika pIr3A: khujalI, cIMTiyoM kA raiMganA
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________________ to zarIra koziza kara rahA hotA hai tumhArA dhyAna bhaMga karane kI aisA svAbhAvika hai, kyoMki itane laMbe samaya se zarIra ke pAsa sattA banI rahI hai| bahuta janmoM se yaha banA rahA samrATa aura tuma bane rahe gulAma / aba tuma badala rahe ho- hara cIja ulaTa-pulaTa gayI hai| tuma apane siMhAsana ko vApasa le rahe hote ho| aisA svAbhAvika hai ki tumhArI zAti bhaMga karane ko jo kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai vaha kucha karanA hI cAhie zarIra ko yadi tuma azAta ho jAte ho, to tuma bhaTaka jAte ho| sAdhAraNatayA loga ina cIjoM ko dabA dete haiN| ve japa karane lageMge kisI maMtra kA ve nahIM dhyAna deMge zarIra para maiM tumheM kisI prakAra kA damana nahIM sikhA rahA huuN| maiM sikhAtA hUM kevala jAgarUkatA / tuma mAtra dekho, dhyAna do| kyoMki vaha jhUTha hai, turaMta tirohita ho jAyegA vaha jaba sArI pIr3AeM aura khujalAhaTeM aura cIMTiyAM gAyaba ho cukI hotI haiM aura zarIra gulAma hone ke apane sahI sthAna para jA baiThA hotA hai, to akasmAta itanA AnaMda umagane lagatA hai ki tuma usako apane meM samA nahIM sakate ho| acAnaka itanA adhika utsava umar3ane lagatA hai tumhAre bhItara ki tuma use abhivyakta bhI nahIM kara sakate; umar3ane lagatI hai kahIM pAra kI samajha kI zAti, umaDUne lagatA hai eka AnaMda jo ki isa saMsAra kA nahIM hotaa| cauthA prazna : kala prema ke bAre meM bolate hue Apane kahA ki yaha eka AdhArabhUta AvazyakatA hai jisakI paripUrti karane kA prayatna hameM karanA caahie| Apane yaha bhI batAyA ki yaha phira-phira dukha le AtA hai to kaise koI arthapUrNa DhaMga se jI sakatA hai yadi prema ko pUrNa karane ke hamAre prayatnoM kA aMta sadA dukha para hI honA hotA hai? tumhAre sAre prayatnoM kA aMta sadA dukha para hotA hai| kevala prema kI aura kiye gaye prayatnoM kA hI nahIM, balki tumhAre sAre prayatnoM kA hI apratibaMdha rUpa se aMta hotA hai dukha meM, kyoMki sAre prayatna A hai ahaMkAra se koI prayatna saphala hone vAlA nahIM, kyoMki kartA hI sAre dukhoM kA mUla hai| yadi tuma prema kara sakate ho binA premI ke vahAM maujUda hue to kahIM koI dukha na hogaa| binA premI kI maujUdagI ke prema meM honA bahuta - bahuta kaThina jAna par3atA hai| prema karane vAlA' utpanna karatA hai dukha ko, prema nhiiN| premI ve cIjeM zurU karatA hai jo samApta hotI haiM naraka meN| sAre premI asaphala hote haiM, aura maiM kisI apavAda kI nahIM kahatA, kevala prema kabhI asaphala nahIM hotaa| isalie
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________________ tumheM samajha lenA hai ki tumhAre prema meM tumheM vahAM maujUda nahIM honA caahie| prema maujUda honA cAhie, lekina binA kisI ahaMkAra ke| tuma calo, to calane vAlA vahAM na ho| tuma karo bhojana, lekina bhojana karane vAlA na ho vhaaN| jo kucha jarUrI hai tumheM karanA hogA, lekina koI kartA na rahe vhaaN| yahI hotA hai saMpUrNa anushaasn| yahI hai dharma kA ekamAtra anushaasn| dhArmika vyakti vaha nahIM hotA jo kisI eka dharma se saMbaMdhita hotA hai| vastuta: dhArmika vyakti kisI eka dharma se saMbaMdha nahIM rakhatA hai| dhArmika vyakti vaha vyakti hai jisane girA diyA hai kartA ko, jo jItA hai svAbhAvika rUpa se, aura basa astitva rakhatA hai| taba prema kI eka alaga hI guNavattA hotI hai-vaha Adhipatya jamAne vAlA nahIM hotA, vaha IrSyApUrNa nahIM hotaa| vaha mAtra detA hai| koI saudA nahIM hotA, tuma usameM adalA-badalI nahIM krte| vaha koI vastu nahIM hotA, vaha eka chalakatA huA umaDAva hotA hai tumhAre astitva kaa| tuma bAMTate ho use| vastuta:, astitva kI usa avasthA meM jahAM ki astitva prema kA hotA hai, premI kA nahIM, to aisA nahIM hotA ki tuma kisI eka ke prema meM par3ate ho aura kisI dUsare ke prema meM nahIM hote, tuma prema mAtra meM hote ho| yaha viSaya-vastuoM kA savAla nahIM hotaa| yaha aise hai jaise zvAsa lenaa| kisake sAtha zvAsa lete ho? tuma to mAtra zvAsa lete ho| kauna hotA hai tumhAre sAtha bAta isakI nhiiN| yaha to bilakula aise hotA hai : tuma kisake prema meM par3ate ho yaha bAta asaMbaMdhita ho jAtI hai, tuma basa prema meM hote ho-jo koI bhI ho tumhAre saath| yA, cAhe koI bhI na ho tumhAre saath| zAyada tuma khAlI ghara meM baiThe hue hooge, to bhI prema pravAhita ho rahA hotA hai| aba prema koI kriyA nahIM, yaha tumhArA astitva hai| tuma use utAra-pahana nahIM kara sakate ho-yaha tuma hI hote ho| yahI hai virodhaabhaas| jaba tuma tirohita ho jAte ho taba tuma hote ho prema; jaba tuma nahIM hote ho, taba kevala prema hotA hai| aMtataH, tuma saMpUrNatayA bhUla jAte ho prema ko, kyoMki hai kauna vahAM use yAda karane ko? to prema eka phUla kI bhAMti hai jo khilatA hai, vaha sUrya hai jo udita hotA hai, sitAroM kI bhAMti hai jo rAta kA AkAza bhara dete hai-vaha to basa ghaTatA hai| yadi tuma eka caTTAna kA bhI sparza karate ho, to tuma prema pUrvaka sparza karate ho use| vaha bana cukA hotA hai tumhArA astitv| yahI artha hai jIsasa ke isa kathana kA, ' apane zatruoM se prema kro| ' savAla zatruoM se prema karane kA nahIM hai, bAta hai ki svayaM hI bana jAnA prem| taba tuma kucha aura kara nahIM skte| cAhe zatru bhI A jAye, tumheM prema hI karanA par3atA hai| kucha aura karane ko hotA nahIM hai| ghRNA itanI mUr3hatA bharI bAta hai ki vaha astitva rakha sakatI hai kevala ahaMkAra ke saath| ghRNA eka mUr3hatA hotI hai kyoMki tuma dUsare ko nukasAna pahuMcA rahe hote ho| aura dUsare se jyAdA nukasAna to svayaM apane ko pahuMcA rahe hote ho| yaha mUr3hatA hai, kyoMki vaha sArA nukasAna jo tuma pahuMcAte ho, vApasa A pahuMcegA tuma taka hii| aura
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________________ bahuta bar3ha kara, vaha vApasa lauTa AegA tuma tk| tuma daba jAoge lur3hakate bojha tle| yaha mAtra mUr3hatA hai, jar3atA hai| sAre pApa mUr3hatAeM haiM aura jar3atAeM haiN| isIlie pUraba meM hama kevala eka hI pApa jAnate haiM, aura vaha hai ajnyaan| aura saba kucha to mAtra usameM se AyA utpAdana hotA hai| jaba maiM bolatA hUM prema para, to maiM bolatA hUM usa prema ke bAre meM jahAM ki premI maujada nahIM rhtaa| aura yadi tamhArA prema tama taka dakha lA rahA hotA hai, to khaba jAna lenA ki yaha prema nhiiN| yaha tumhArA ahaMkAra hai jo le AtA hai dukh| ahaMkAra viSamaya banA detA hai hara cIja ko, jo kucha bhI tuma chUte ho usko| vaha kiMga miDAsa kI bhAMti hai. jo kucha bhI vaha chU letA thA vaha bana jAtA sonaa| ahaMkAra hai kiMga miDAsa kI bhAMti hI-jo kucha bhI chU letA hai viSa bana jAtA hai| aura tuma jAnate hI ho ki kina kaThinAiyoM aura musIbatoM meM jA par3A thA middaas| cIjeM parivartita ho rahI thIM sone meM aura phira bhI vaha bana gayA thA dukhI, itanA dukhI jitanA dukhI koI isa pRthvI para kabhI nahIM huA hai| usane apanI beTI ko chU liyA jisase vaha prema karatA thA aura vaha bana gayI sonaa| usane chuA apanI patnI ko aura vaha bana gayI sonaa| vaha bhojana ko chUtA aura bhojana bana jAtA sonaa| vaha pI nahIM sakatA thA, vaha khA nahIM sakatA thA, vaha prema nahIM kara sakatA thA, vaha cala-phira nahIM sakatA thaa| usake apane riztedAra bhAga gye| naukara cAkara bhI bahuta dUra khar3e rahate, kyoMki yadi ve pAsa Ate aura saMyogavazAta kahIM vaha unheM cha letA, to ve sone ke bana jaate| kiMga miDAsa to jarUra bilakula pAgala hI ho gayA hogaa| to tumhAre sAtha kyA hai? jo kucha tuma chUte ho bana jAtA hai viss| cAhe jaba hara cIja sonA bhI bana jAye to bhI naraka nirmita ho jAtA hai| tuma kyA karate ho? tuma chUte ho aura cIjeM bana jAtI haiM vissmy| tuma jIte ho dukha meM, lekina tumheM DhUMDha lenA hai isakA kaarnn| tumhAre bhItara hI hai vaha kAraNa. vaha kartA, vaha ahaMkAra, vaha 'maiN'| lekina tumheM isameM se gujaranA hogaa| mere anubhava se tuma nahIM sIkha skte| jhena meM kahate haiM ki pAnI garma hai yA ThaMDA, tuma kevala tabhI jAnate ho yadi tuma use pIte ho| merA kahanA ki 'ahaMkAra hara cIja ko viSa meM badala detA hai', bahuta madada nahIM degaa| tumheM dekhanA hotA hai dhyAna se| tumheM rahanA hotA hai khUba strk| tumheM anubhava karanA par3atA hai aura samajhanA par3atA hai tumhAre apane ahaMkAra ko-ki usane kyA kara diyA hotA hai tumhAre saath| lekina ahaMkAra bahuta cAlabAja hotA hai| jaba kabhI tuma dukha meM hote ho vaha sadA yahI kaha detA hai ki koI dUsarA hai isakA kaarnn| yahI to cAlAkI hotI hai jisa taraha ahaMkAra svayaM ko bacA letA hai| yadi tuma dukha meM hote ho, tuma kabhI nahIM socate ki kAraNa tumhI ho| yaha sadA koI dUsarA hotA hai| pati dukha meM hai kyoMki patnI nirmita kara rahI hai dukha; patnI dukha meM hai kyoMki pati nirmita kara rahA hai dukha; pitA dukha meM hai beTe ke kaarnn| ahaMkAra sadA jimmedArI pheMka detA hai dUsare ke uupr|
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________________ maiMne dekhe haiM loga jo dukha meM haiM kyoMki unake bacce haiM, aura maiMne dekhe haiM loga jo ki dakha meM haiM kyoMki unake bacce nahIM haiN| maiM dekhatA hUM logoM ko jo prema meM par3a gaye haiM aura dukhI haiM-unakA saMbaMdha hI unheM de rahA hai bahuta takalIpha, ghabar3AhaTa, pIr3A-aura maiM dekhatA hUM logoM ko dukhI jo prema meM nahIM par3e haiM, kyoMki binA prema ke ve dukhI-pIr3ita haiN| aisA mAlUma par3atA hai ki tumane to bilakula dRr3ha nizcaya hI kara rakhA hai dukhI rahane kaa| jo kucha bhI hotI hai sthiti, tuma nirmita karate ho dukh| lekina tuma bhItara kabhI nahIM jhaaNkte| koI cIja bhItara hotI hai jarUra jo ise banAtI hai-vaha ahaMkAra, ki tuma socate ho tuma ho, aham kI vaha dhaarnnaa| jitanI jyAdA bar3I dhAraNA hogI aham kI, utanA jyAdA bar3A hogA dukh| bacce kama dukha meM hote haiM kyoMki unakA ahaMkAra abhI vikasita nahIM huA hai| phira, jIvana bhara loga socate jAte haiM ki bacapana meM jIvana svarga thaa| isakA ekamAtra kAraNa basa yahI hai ki ahaMkAra ko samaya cAhie vikasita hone ke lie| baccoM meM jyAdA ahaMkAra nahIM hotA hai| yadi tuma apanA atIta yAda karane kI koziza karo to tuma kahIM eka rukAva paaoge| tIna varSa kI Ayu para yA cAra varSa kI Ayu para, akasmAta smRti vahAM Thahara jAtI hai| kyoM? manovizleSaka gaharAI se isa rahasya kI jAMca-par3atAla karate rahe haiM aura aba ve eka niSkarSa para A pahuMce haiN| ve kahate haiM ki aisA hotA hai kyoMki ahaMkAra maujUda nahIM thaa| kauna saMgraha karegA smRtiyoM ko? saMgrahakartA vahAM thA hI nhiiN| cIjeM ghaTatI thIM, anubhava ghaTatA thA, kyoMki koI baccA tIna varSa kI Ayu taka korA kAgaja hI to nahIM hotA hai| lAkhoM cIjeM ghaTa gayI hotI haiN| aura bacce ko jyAdA cIjeM ghaTatI haiM vRddha vyakti kI apekSA, kyoMki baccA jyAdA jijJAsu hotA hai| pratyeka choTI bAta unake lie bar3I bAta hotI hai| lAkhoM cIjeM ghaTa gayI hotI haiM una tIna varSoM meM, lekina kyoMki ahaMkAra vahAM nahIM thA, to koI cihna avazeSa nahIM baca rhtaa| yadi baccA sammohana meM hotA hai, to vaha kara sakatA hai yaad| vaha rukAva-aTakAva ke pAra jA sakatA hai| bahuta se prayogoM meM sammohita hue vyaktiyoM ko kevala vahI cIjeM hI yAda nahIM AyIM jo janma ke bAda ghaTI thIM, balki ve cIjeM bhI yAda A gayIM jo janma ke pahale ghaTI thiiN| jaba ki ve mA ke garbha meM the| mAM bImAra thI, yA ki use tIvra udara-pIr3A thI, aura bacce ne pIr3A pAyI thii| yA, baccA mA ke garbha meM thA, sAta yA ATha mahIne kA ho gayA thA aura mAM ne saMbhoga kiyA thA, baccA yAda karatA hai use| kyoMki jaba mAM saMbhoga karatI hai, to bhItara bacce kA dama ghuTatA hai| pUraba meM yaha bAta pUrNatayA varjita rahI hai| jaba mAM garbhavatI ho to usase saMbhoga nahIM kiyA jAnA caahie| koI bhI kAmavAsanA yukta kiyA khataranAka hotI hai bacce ke lie kyoMki baccA apanI zvAsa-kriyA ke lie nirbhara rahatA hai mAM pr| AksIjana upalabdha hotI hai mAM ke dvaaraa| jaba mAM kAmavAsanA kI kriyA meM hotI hai, to usake zvAsa kI laya kho jAtI hai| satata laya jaba nahIM rahatI vahAM, to bacce kA dama ghuTatA hai, na jAnate hue ki kyA ho rahA hai| kAmavAsanA meM par3ate hue jyAdA AksIjana sokha lI jAtI hai mAM ke dvaaraa| aba vaha vaijJAnika tathya hai| jaba jyAdA AksIjana sokha
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________________ lI jAtI hai mAM ke dvArA, to baccA nahIM pA sakatA aaksiijn| kaI bAra mRtyu taka bhI saMbhava hotI hai; baccA mara sakatA hai| bacce ko yAda rahatI haiM ye sArI baateN| tumheM bhI yAda haiM ye saba bAteM, ve maujUda haiN| lekina kyoMki ahaMkAra nahIM thA vahAM, ve bAteM tuma para bojha nahIM banI haiN| saMbodhi ko upalabdha vyakti ko cIjeM yAda rahatI haiM isI bhaaNti| yAda rakhane ko koI keMdra nahIM hotA usake paas| usane saMcita kara lI hotI hai smRti, lekina vaha koI bojha nahIM hai| yadi vaha cAhatA hai, to vaha jhAMka letA hai smRti meM aura cIjeM DhUMDha letA hai usameM se, lekina vaha bojhila nahIM huA hotaa| smRtiyAM apane se hI usa taka nahIM A pahaMcatI haiN| vaha jAMca sakatA hai, vaha cIjeM patA kara sakatA hai, lekina sAmAnyatayA vaha banA rahatA hai khAlI AkAza kI bhaaNti| koI cIja svayaM hI nahIM aatii| tuma prabhAvita kie jAoge tumhAre apane anubhava dvArA, jo maiM kahatA hUM usake dvArA nhiiN| dukha kI ora dekhanA aura sadA prayatna karanA kAraNa DhUMDhane kA, aura tuma kAraNa pAoge tumhAre svayaM ke bhiitr| jaise hI tuma jAna lete ho ki kAraNa bhItara hai, to rUpAMtaraNa kA biMdu apanI paripakvatA taka pahuMca cukA hotA hai| aba tuma dizA badala sakate ho, aba tuma parivartita ho sakate ho-tuma taiyAra hote ho| jaba tuma dUsaroM para jimmedArI pheMkate jAte ho to koI parivartana saMbhava nahIM hotA hai| jaba tuma jAna lete ho ki tuma svayaM jimmedAra ho usa tamAma dukha ke lie jise tumane nirmita kiyA hai ki tuma svayaM ho apane naraka, tallA hI bar3I krAMti ghaTatI hai| turaMta, tuma bana jAte ho svayaM apane svrg| isalie maiM kahatA haM tuma se saMbaMdhoM meM utarane ke lie, saMsAra meM bar3hane ke lie; anubhava pAne ke lie paripakva hone ke lie, pakane ke lie, maMjane ke lie| kevala tabhI jo kucha maiM kaha rahA hUM vaha arthapUrNa hogA tumhAre lie| anyathA, bauddhika rUpa se tuma samajha loge lekina astitvagata rUpa se tuma cUka jaaoge| pAMcavAM prazna: mujhe nahIM lagatA hai ki maiM Apako premI ke rUpa meM anubhava kara sakU itanA hI lagatA hai ki Apa mere lie ThIka haiM kyA purAne anubhava ke kAraNa puruSoM ke prati bana gae mere anizcita bhAvoM ke kAraNa aisA hai? kyA ucca stara ke saMbaMdha ke lie kisI pUrva apekSA ke rUpa meM Apake sAtha prema meM paDanA hotA hai?
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________________ tama mujhe bilakula hI nahIM samajhe ho| tuma apekSita nahIM ho mere premI banane ke lie maiM apekSita nahIM hUM tumhArA premI banane ke lie| lekina tumhArI takalIpha maiM samajhatA huuN| tuma nahIM samajha sakate ki prema kaise saMbhava hotA hai binA premI bane hue| tuma kara sakate ho mujhe prema binA mere premI hue hI; vaha hotA hai uccatama prakAra kA prema, zuddhatama prem| ise samajha lenA hai, kyoMki guru aura ziSya ke bIca kA saMbaMdha isa saMsAra kA nahIM hotaa| guru na to tumhArA pitA hotA hai aura na tumhArA bhAI, na to tumhArA pati hotA hai aura na patnI, aura na hI tumhArA bccaa| nahIM, ve sAre saMbaMdha jo saMsAra meM vidayamAna haiM, asaMgata hote haiM guru aura ziSya ke biic| eka artha meM vaha yaha saba kucha hotA hai, aura dUsare artha meM, inameM se kucha nahIM hotaa| eka khAsa artha meM vaha pitA samAna hotA hai| eka nizcita artha meM vaha tumhAre lie eka bacce kI bhAMti hotA hai| jaba maiM kahatA hUM nizcita artha meM to merA matalaba hotA hai ki vaha tumhAre prati pitA samAna hogA, yadyapi vaha zAyada umra meM tumase jyAdA bar3A na bhI ho| vaha bahuta yuvA ho sakatA hai, to bhI eka nizcita artha meM vaha pitRvata hogA tumhAre prati kyoMki vaha detA hai aura tuma grahaNa karate ho aura kyoMki vaha UMce zikhara para rahatA hai aura tuma ghATI meM rahate ho| Ayu kI dRSTi se vaha zAyada tumase vRddha na ho, lekina zAzvata rUpa se vaha asImita rUpa se jyAdA bar3A hotA hai tumse| aura eka nizcita artha meM vaha bilakula eka bacce kI bhAMti hogA tumhAre lie, kyoMki vaha phira se baccA ho gayA hai| vaha saMbaMdha, bahuta sArI cIjoM se bharA hai| bahuta jttil| vaha tumhArA pati nahIM ho sakatA kyoMki vaha tuma para niyaMtraNa nahIM rakha sakatA, aura vaha tumhAre niyaMtraNa meM ho nahIM sktaa| lekina eka khAsa artha meM vaha pativata hotA hai| tamhArA mAlika hone kI jarA bhI usakI kAmanA ke binA tama usase AviSTa ho jAte ho| usakI ora se koI prayAsa hue binA tumhArA bhAva ho hI jAtA hai premikA kaa| kyoMki guru aura ziSya ke bIca aisA hI saMbaMdha hogA ki ziSya ko straiNa honA hI hotA hai, kyoMki ziSya grahaNakartA hotA hai aura use rahanA hotA hai khulaa| vastuta: guru ke sAtha use garbhadhArI honA hotA hai| kevala tabhI saMbhava hogA punrjnm| eka dUsare nizcita artha meM guru patnI kI bhAMti hotA hai kyoMki itanA mRdu, itanA snehI hotA hai vh| usake jIvana meM sAre nukIle kone tirohita ho cuke hote haiN| vaha bana gayA hotA hai adhikAdhika vartula aura vartula apane zarIra meM bhI, apane astitva meM bhI, vaha adhika strItvamaya hotA hai| isIlie buddha jyAdA strItvapUrNa jAna par3ate haiN| nItse ne buddha kI AlocanA kevala isI kAraNa kI hai : ki ve straiNa puruSa the| nItse ne kahA ki buddha ne nirmita kI thI bhArata kI sArI straiNatA, kyoMki nItse ke vicAra se, puruSa zaktipUrNa tatva hai aura strI kA artha hai durbltaa| eka khAsa artha meM vaha ThIka hI kahatA hai|
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________________ buddha straiNa haiM para ve durbala nahIM haiN| yA durbalatA kI eka apanI zakti hotI hai jo kisI zakti meM kabhI nahIM ho sktii| eka baccA durbala hotA hai, lekina bacce meM vaha zakti hotI hai, jo kisI praur3ha vyakti meM nahIM ho sktii| caTTAna bahuta zaktizAlI hotI hai| caTTAna ke ekadama kinAre hI koI phUla hotA hai- bahuta kamajora / lekina phUla ke pAsa eka zakti hotI hai jo kisI caTTAna ke pAsa kabhI nahIM ho sakatI / nizcita rUpa se phUla kamajora hotA hai subaha ko vaha khilatA hai, AtA hai, zAma taka vaha jA cukA hotA hai| itanA asthAyI hotA hai vaha! vaha itanA alpakAlika hotA hai| itanA kSaNika lekina phUla meM eka alaga prakAra ke AyAma kI, eka alaga taraha kI guNavattA kI zakti hotI hai - vaha hotA haiM jIvaMta | vastutaH vaha itanI jaldI maratA hai, kyoMki vaha jIyA hotA hai bahuta pragAr3hatA se jIvana kI vahI pragADhatA use thakA detI hai zAma tk| caTTAna jIe calI jAtI hai kyoMki vaha jItI hai bar3e kunakune DhaMga se| vahAM jIvana pragAr3ha nahIM hotA bahuta nisteja hotA hai, DhIlA-DhIlA, unIMdA caTTAna sotI hai, phUla jItA hai| hu phUla meM rahane vAlI sadguru durbala hotA hai eka nizcita artha meM, kyoMki usakI durbalatA kI eka apanI zakti hotI hai| vaha straiNa hotA hai eka nizcita artha meM kyoMki sArI AkrAmakatA jA cukI hai, sArI hiMsA tirohita ho cukI hai| pitA kI bhAMti hone kI apekSA vaha mAM kI bhAMti adhika hai| bAta bahuta jaTila hai, kisI ke lie jarUrI nahIM premI honA, lekina hara kisI ke lie jarUrI hai prema meM honA / 'mujhe nahIM lagatA hai ki maiM Apako premI ke rUpa meM anubhava kara skuuN| itanA hI lagatA hai ki Apa mere lie ThIka haiN| ' 1 kitanA ThaMDApana, kitanI bhAvazUnyatA! 'mAtra ThIka?' 'mAtra ThIka paryApta nahIM hotA jaba taka maiM ThIka se kucha jyAdA nahIM hotA tumhAre lie taba taka kucha nahIM ghttegaa| mAtra ThIka honA to bahuta gaNitIya ho jAtA hai; mAtra ThIka paryApta se kama hai 'mAtra ThIka' kA artha huA ki maiM tumase milatA hUM kevala bAhya sataha para keMdra para nahIM aura jaba tuma kahate ho ki Apa mere lie ThIka haiM, to yaha hRdaya kA saMbaMdha nahIM ho sktaa| yaha to kevala buddhi kA huA-matalabI, hoziyAra, cAlAka, bacAva banAye hue, kinArekinAre, hRdaya ke khataranAka saMbaMdha meM na bar3hatA huA, varana sirpha bAhara-bAhara bana huA, hamezA bhAgane ko taiyAra yahI hai mAtra ThIka' kA artha aura mAtra ThIka ke pAsa koI UrjA nahIM hotii| vaha bAta hotI hai nitAMta tthNddii| to yadi tuma isameM se bAhara Akara vikasita nahIM ho sakate, to behatara hai ki mujhe chor3a denA, kyoMki kucha nahIM ghttegaa| tumhAre pAsa paryApta UrjA nahIM hotI aura yadi tuma merI ora tvarA se nahIM bar3ha rahe hote ho to maiM tumhArI ora nahIM bar3ha sktaa| yaha saMbhava nahIM; tumheM bar3hanA hotA hai|
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________________ guru aura ziSya ke bIca kA saMbaMdha koI hisAba-kitAba lagA kara banAyA saMbaMdha nahIM hotA hai| jaba sadguru ho jAtA hai tumhAre lie kevala eka mAtra sadguru... aisA nahIM hotA ki kevala vahI hai sadguru, bahuta se haiM, lekina savAla isakA nahIM.. .jaba ziSya ke lie sadguru ho jAtA hai eka mAtra sadguru, jaba sArA itihAsa, atIta aura bhaviSya phIkA par3a jAtA hai isa vyakti ke sammukha, hara cIja maddhima par3a jAtI hai aura kevala yahI vyakti banA hotA hai tumhAre hRdaya meM, kevala tabhI kucha saMbhava hotA hai| isI kAraNa bahuta sArI samasyAeM uTha khar3I hotI haiN| koI par3a jAtA hai buddha ke prema meN| taba vaha kahatA hai ki 'buddha hI haiM ekamAtra buddha puruss| 'taba vaha kahatA hai, 'ThIka hai-jIsasa haiM, kRSNa haiM, to bhI buddha kI bhAMti nahIM haiN| ' taba jIsasa aura kRSNa bAhara kara diye gaye paridhi pr| keMdra para, maMdira ke hRdaya meM hI, yA hRdaya ke maMdira meM, kevala budadha rahate haiN| ziSya ke lie yaha bAta pUrNa rUpa se satya hotI hai| yadi koI jIsasa ke prema meM par3atA hai to jIsasa A jAte haiM keMdra meM, buddha, mahAvIra aura mohammada sabhI paridhi para hote haiN| jaba sadguru ho jAtA hai sUrya kI bhAMti aura tuma usake cAroM ora ghUmate ho pRthvI kI bhAMti, nakSatra kI bhAMti, vaha bana jAtA hai tumhArA keMdra, tumhAre jIvana kA saccA keNdr| kevala tabhI saMbhava hotA hai kucha, usase pahale bilakula nhiiN| 'mAtra ThIka' bilakula ThIka nhiiN| 'mAtra ThIka' kA to matalaba huA lagabhaga glt| 'mAtra ThIka' ke jAla se nikala Ane kI koziza krnaa| yadi tuma mere pAsa Ate ho umar3Ava ke pUre atireka se, kevala tabhI tuma pAoge mujhe| yadi tuma mere pAsa Ate ho svarA se, jitanI tejI se daur3a sakate ho utanI tejI se daur3ate hue, kevala tabhI tuma pAoge mujhe| yadi tuma pUrI tejI se, binA Age pIche dekhe mujhameM kUda par3ate ho, kevala tabhI tuma pAoge mjhe| yaha to bahata vyApArika raMga-DhaMga ho jAtA hai, jaba tuma kahate ho, 'mAtra ThIka!' yA to isase bAhara ho, isase Age bar3ho yA mujhase dUra cale jaao| zAyada kahIM kisI aura ke prema meM tuma par3a sko| kyoMki savAla isakA nahIM ki tuma 'a' nAmaka sadguru ke yA 'ba' nAmaka sadguru ke yA 'sa' nAmaka sadguru ke prema meM par3ate ho-bAta yaha nahIM hotii| bAta yaha hotI hai ki tuma prema meM par3ate ho| jahAM kahIM yaha ghaTatA ho, vahIM cale jaao| yadi saMbaMdha hai 'mAtra ThIka' taba maiM nahIM haM tumhArA sadguru, taba tuma nahIM ho mere shissy| 'kyA, purAne anubhava ke kAraNa, puruSoM ke viSaya meM bana gae mere anizcita bhAvoM ke kAraNa aisA hai?' nahIM, puruSoM ke lie tumhAre anizcita bhAvoM ke kAraNa hI aisA nahIM hai| yaha tumhAre kAraNa hI hai, tumhAre ahaMkAra ke kaarnn| puruSoM ke lie tumhArI anizcitatAe bhI tumhAre ahaMkAra ke kAraNa haiN| ve bhI haiM to isI kaarnn| yadi koI strI kisI puruSa ke prati samarpaNa nahIM kara sakatI hai, to aisA isalie nahIM hotA ki puruSoM kI kamI hotI hai yA ki milate hI nhiiN| aisA kevala isa kAraNa hotA hai ki strI vikasita nahIM huI hotii| kevala vikasita vyakti samarpaNa kara sakatA hai, kyoMki vikasita hI itanA sAhasI ho sakatA hai ki samarpaNa kara ske| strI bacakAnI banI rahI ho, avaruddha rahI ho, to hara puruSa ke sAtha samasyA hI A bnegii|
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________________ aura yadi tuma prema meM samarpaNa nahIM kara sakate, to tumhAre lie bahuta kaThina hogA kisI bhI anya la para samarpaNa krnaa| sadguru ke prati bhI samarpaNa hotA hai aura koI puruSa yA koI strI kabhI jitane kI mAMga kara sakate haiM usase kahIM jyAdA bar3A samarpaNa hotA hai| puruSa mAMga karatA hai tumhAre zarIra ke samarpaNa kI, yadi vaha tumase saMbaMdhita hotA hai kevala kAmavAsanA ke kaarnn| yadi vaha tumase prema bhI karatA hai, taba vaha mAMga karatA hai tumhAre mana ke samarpaNa kii| lekina sadguru mAMga karatA hai tumhArI hI - mana, zarIra, AtmA- tumhAre samagra astitva kI / usase kama se kAma na bnegaa| tIna saMbhAvanAeM hotI haiN| jaba kabhI tuma sadguru ke pAsa Ate ho, to pahalI saMbhAvanA hotI hai bauddhika rUpa se usake sAtha saMbaMdhita hone kI sira ke dvaaraa| vaha kucha jyAdA nhiiN| tumheM usake vicAra pasaMda A sakate haiM, phira bhI isakA artha yaha nahIM hotA ki tuma use pasaMda karate ho vicAra pasaMda karanA, usakI dhAraNAeM pasaMda karanA, use hI pasaMda karanA nahIM hai| vicAra tuma alaga rUpa se grahaNa kara sakate ho sadguru ke sAtha kisI saMbaMdha meM jur3ane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hotii| yahI ghaTa rahA hai praznakartA ko saMbaMdha bhautika hai; isIlie yaha mAtra ThIka hai| eka dUsarI saMbhAvanA hotI hai| tuma hArdika rUpa se prema meM par3ate ho, taba isakA koI savAla nahIM hotA kiM vaha kyA kahatA hai; savAla usakA svayaM kA hI hotA hai| yadi tuma bauddhika rUpa se mujhase saMbaMdhita hote ho, to kabhI na kabhI tumheM dUra jAnA hI hogaa| kyoMki maiM svayaM kA khaMDana karatA calA jaauuNgaa| ho sakatA hai eka vicAra tumheM anukUla par3e, dUsarA na anukUla par3atA ho| yaha vicAra tuma pasaMda karo, vaha vicAra tuma pasaMda na karo, aura maiM karatA jAUMgA svayaM kA khaMDana / / aura maiM svayaM kA khaMDana karatA hUM eka khAsa uddezya se : maiM kevala unhIM logoM ko apane cAroM ora cAhatA hUM jo prema meM hote hoM unheM nahIM jo ki bauddhika rUpa se kAyala hote haiM mere unheM dUra pheMka dene ko mujhe niraMtara virodhAbhAsI bane rahanA hotA hai| - yaha eka chaMTAI hotI hai, eka bahuta sUkSma chaMTAI meM kabhI nahIM kahatA tumase, 'cale jaao| 'tuma apane se hI cale jAte ho aura tuma ThIka anubhava karate ho ki yaha AdamI virodhAbhAsI thA, isalie maiM chor3akara calA aayaa| kevala vahI jo ki hRdaya se saMbaMdhita hote haiM mujhase, virodhAbhAsoM kI phikra nahIM leNge| ve isakI ciMtA nahIM kareMge ki kyA kahatA hUM maiN| ve dekhate haiM sIdhe merI or| ve jAnate haiM mujhe ki maiM dhokhA nahIM de sakatA hUM unheM / ve jAnate haiM mujhe pratyakSa rUpa se jo maiM kahatA hUM usake dvArA nhiiN| jo maiM kahatA hUM vaha jyAdA mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai| jarA bheda para dhyAna denA. vaha vyakti jo kAyala hotA hai mere vicAroM kA, mujhase saMbaMdhita hotA hai vicAroM dvArA vaha vyakti jo prema meM par3atA hai mere vicAroM se saMbaMdhita ho sakatA hai, lekina mere dvArA hI bar3A aMtara par3atA hai isa bAta se|
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________________ phira hotA hai tIsare prakAra kA saMbaMdha jo ki saMbhava hotA hai kevala / cukA hotA hai| jaba tuma vAstava meM hI prema meM par3ate ho, to prema itanA svAbhAvika ho jAtA hai ki tirohita ho jAtA hai| jaba maiM kahatA haM 'tirohita' to merA yaha matalaba nahIM hotA ki vaha tirohita ho jAtA hai, maiM kevala itanA hI kahatA hai ki tuma aba jAgarUka na rahe isake prati ki vaha vahAM hai| kyA tuma jAgarUka hote ho zvAsa ke prati? jaba kucha galata ghaTatA hai, hI, tabhI hI, jaba tuma teja daur3a rahe hote ho, zvAsa duSkara ho jAtI hai| aura tumhArI zvAsa avaruddha ho jAtI hai| para jaba tuma apanI kursI para par3e ArAma kara rahe hote ho aura hara cIja ThIka hotI hai, to kyA tuma zvAsa ke prati sajaga hote ho? nahIM; isakI koI jarUrata nahIM hotii| jaba sira meM darda hotA hai kevala tabhI tuma sira ke prati sajaga hote ho; kucha galata ho gayA hotA hai| jaba sira bilakula svastha hotA hai, to tuma siravihIna hote ho| yahI hai svAsthya kI paribhASA. jaba zarIra saMpUrNatayA svastha hotA hai, tuma use jAnate hI nhiiN| yaha aise hotA hai jaise ki vaha vahAM hai nahIM; tuma dehavihIna ho jAte ho| yahI paribhASA hai zreSTha prema kI bhii| prema parama hai, uccatama svAsthya hai, kyoMki prema vyakti ko banAtA hai sNpuurnn| jaba tuma sadguru se prema karate ho, to dhIre-dhIre, tuma saMpUrNatayA bhUla jAte ho prema ko| vaha itanA svabhAvika ho jAtA hai, zvAsa kI bhaaNti| tIsare prakAra kA saMbaMdha AtmA meM utara AtA hai, jo ki na sira kA hotA hai aura na hRdaya kA, balki svayaM AtmA kA hI hotA hai| hRdaya aura sira do taheM haiM; unake pIche chipA hotA hai tumhAre astitva kA keNdr| ise tuma kaha sakate ho AtmA, Atmana, 'sva' yA jo kucha bhI tuma kahanA caaho| kyoMki, vahAM zabdoM kA koI bheda arthapUrNa nahIM rhtaa| tuma ise kaha sakate ho anAtma-vaha bhI kAma degaa| sira to prAraMbha hai; vahIM aTaka mata jaanaa| hRdaya hai mArga-usase gujara jAnA, lekina vahAM bhI ghara mata banA lenaa| astitva se astitva, bIIMga se bIIMga, phira koI sImAeM nahIM rhtii| vastuta: taba, ziSya aura sadaguru do nahIM rhte| ve do kI bhAMti astitva rakhate haiM, lekina cetanA eka pravAhita hotI haieka kinAre se dUsare kinAre tk| chaThavAM prazna : Apane kahA ki skUla kA baccA khir3akI se bAhara jhAMkatA hai taba vaha dhyAna meM hotA hai| jaba maiM aisA karatA thA to maiM hamezA socatA thA ki dina meM svapna dekhatA hUM aura bahuta dUra hotA hUM dhyAna se kyA maiM isa sAre samaya dhyAna meM rahatA haM- binA ise jAne hI?
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________________ hAM, baccA , baccA dhyAna meM hotA hai| lekina yaha dhyAna hotA hai ajJAna ke kAraNa; use cale hI jAnA hai| vaha jise tumane arjita nahIM kiyA hai tumhAre sAtha nahIM banA raha sakatA hai kevala vahI jo tumane arjita kiyA hai, tumhArA hotA hai| baccA dhyAnapUrNa hotA hai kyoMki vaha ajJAnI hai| usake pAsa bahuta vicAra nahIM hote becaina karane ko| baccA dhyAnapUrNa hotA hai kyoMki svabhAvatayA, jahAM kahIM mana sukha pA letA hai, vaha mana ko vahIM sarakane detA hai| vastutaH baccA abhI samAja kA hissA nahIM huA bhaaNti| lekina bIja vikasita ho rahA hotA hai| sArA dhyAna kho jAegA, bacapana kI vaha nirdoSatA kho jaayegii| baccA hotA hai Idana ke bagIce meM Adama aura habbA kI bhAMti hii| use giranA hI hogaa| use pApa karanA hI hogaa| vaha pheMka hI diyA jAegA saMsAra meM, kyoMki kevala saMsAra ke anubhava dvArA hI vaha dhyAna udita hotA hai jo pakA huA hotA hai, jo kho nahIM sktaa| hotaa| baccA abhI bhI Adima hotA hai, eka pazu kI dera- abera vaha ho hI jAegA samAja kA / aura phira, to do prakAra kI nirdoSatA hotI hai eka hotI hai ajJAna ke kAraNa, dUsarI hotI hai jAgarukatA ke kaarnn| buddha haiM bacce kI bhAMti, aura saba bacce haiM buddha kI bhAti, lekina eka vizAla aMtara banA rahatA hai| sAre bacce kho jAeMge saMsAra meN| unheM cAhie anubhava, unheM jarUrata hotI hai saMsAra meM pheMka diye jAne kii| aura yadi apane anubhava dvArA ve dhyAna ko upalabdha hote haiM, phira prApta kara lete haiM nirdoSatA aura bacapana to phira koI nahIM pheMka sakatA unheM aba vaha AyA huA hotA hai anubhava meM se, unhoMne sIkhA hotA hai use aba yaha unakA apanA khajAnA hotA hai| yadi hara cIja ThIka rahatI hai, to tuma phira bacce bana jAoge apane jIvana ke aMta meN| aura yahI hai sAre dharmoM kA lakSya aura yahI hai punarjanma kA artha yahI hotA hai artha IsAiyoM ke punajag2avata hone kA punarjIvana zarIra kA nahIM hotA, yaha to AtmA kA hotA hai, phira se vyakti ho jAtA hai bacce kI bhaaNti| phira vaha vyakti ho jAtA hai nirdoSa, lekina yaha nirdoSatA AdhArita hotI hai anubhava meM yadi tuma mara jAte ho phira se baccA bane binA, to tumane apane jIvana ko jIyA hotA hai vyartha DhaMga se tuma jIye hote ho vyarthatA se tumane bilakula gaMvA diyA hai avasara aura tumheM AnA hogA phira se samaSTi tumheM phira-phira vApasa pheMkatI jaaegii| yahI hai punarjanma kA sAra siddhAta jaba taka ki tuma svayaM hI na sIkho, samaSTi saMtuSTa nahIM hotI hai tumse| jaba taka ki tuma apanI ora se bacce nahIM bana jAte- tumhAre zarIra ke kAraNa nahIM, balki tumhArI bIiMga ke kAraNa yadi nirdoSatA tumhAre dvArA prApta kI jAtI hai, aura nirdoSatA prApta kI jAtI hai, sAre vikSepoM ke bAvajUda, usa sabake bAvajUda jo vahAM hai use naSTa kara dene ko anyathA to tuma pheMka die jAoge phira bAra-bAra /
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________________ jIvana hai eka sIkhanA, yaha eka anuzAsana hai| isalie kevala tumhI nahIM, balki pratyeka baccA dhyAnapUrNa rahA hai aura phira vaha bhaTaka gyaa| baccA nahIM bhaTakatA dUsaroM ke kAraNa; eka mUlabhUta AvazyakatA hotI hai| use kho denI par3atI hai vaha nirdosstaa| vaha paryApta rUpa se gaharI nahIM hotI, vaha bAdhAoM meM se nahIM gujara sktii| vaha uthalI hotI hai| tuma jarA socanA isa bAre meM : eka baccA nidoSa hotA hai, para bahuta uthalA hotA hai| usameM koI gaharAI nahIM hotii| usakI sArI bhAvanAeM satahI hotI haiN| isa kSaNa vaha krodha meM hotA hai, agale kSaNa vaha kSamApUrNa ho jAtA hai; bilakula bhUla hI gayA hotA hai| vaha jItA hai bahuta uthalA jIvana, ukhar3A huA jiivn| usameM koI gaharAI nahIM hotii| ajJAna ke pAsa nirdoSatA ho sakatI hai, para gaharAI nahIM ho sktii| gaharAI AtI hai anubhava se|| buddha meM gaharAI hai, aparisIma ghraaii| sataha para to ve bilakula eka bacce kI bhAMti haiM, lekina apane astitva kI gaharAI meM ve bacce kI bhAMti bilakula nahIM haiN| janmoM-janmoM ke sAre anubhava ne unheM pakA diyA hai| koI cIja vyAkula nahIM kara sakatI unheM, koI cIja unakI nirdoSatA ko naSTa nahIM kara sakatI-koI cIja nahIM, koI bhI cIja nhiiN| aba unakI nirdoSatA itanI gahare meM jur3a gayI hotI hai ki AdhI-tUphAna A sakatA hai-vastuta usakA svAgata hotA hai-aura vRkSa ukhar3egA nhiiN| vaha tUphAna ke Agamana para AnaMda mnaaegaa| use ukhAr3ane ke tUphAna ke isa prayatna para bhI vaha AnaMda hI manAtA hai| aura jaba tUphAna gujara jAtA hai, vaha jyAdA zaktizAlI ho jAegA usase, durbala nhiiN| yahI hai bheda : bacapana kI nirdoSatA eka bheMTa hotI hai prakRti kI; nidoSatA jo tuma prApta karate ho tumhAre apane prayAsa dvArA, vaha prakRti kI dI haI bheMTa nahIM hotI, tamane arjita kiyA hotA hai use| aura sadA yAda rakhanA ki jo kucha tumane arjita kiyA hotA hai vaha tumhArA hotA hai| koI corI, koI DakaitI saMbhava nahIM astitva meN| aura tuma use udhAra nahIM le sakate kisI dUsare se| sAtavAM prazna : sapanoM ke viSaya meM bahuta prazna pUche jAte rahe haiN| kisI ne pUchA hai 'kyA divya-darzana bhI svapna hote haiM?' 'nidrA aura svapna meM kaise saceta rahA jAe?' 'kaI bAra mujhe lagatA hai ki Apa mere sapanoM meM Ate haiN| aise sapanoM ke bAre meM mujhe kyA socanA hogA?'
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________________ hA, divya-darzana vAle sapane hote haiM - isa saMsAra ke nahIM, balki dUsare saMsAra ke| kaI bAra tumheM milatI haiM divya jhalakiyAM aura yadi tuma dhyAna karate ho, to tumheM adhikAdhika ghaTeMgI ye| kucha samaya ke lie ve bana jAeMgI sAdhAraNa ghttnaaeN| ve jyAdA UMce sapane haiN| ve cIjoM se saMbaMdhita nahIM hote, balki saMbaMdhita hote haiM tumhArI aMtarghaTanA se| lekina phira bhI ve sapane hI hote haiM, isalie cipaka mata jAnA unse| unake bhI pAra jAnA hotA hai| yadi tuma buddha ko dekhate ho tumhAre divya-svapna meM, to dhyAna rahe ki yaha buddha bhI svapna kA hI bhAga hai| nissaMdeha, yaha bAta suMdara hotI hai, AdhyAtmika hotI hai, tumhArI khoja meM bahuta-bahuta sahAyaka hotI hai, lekina to bhI cipaka mata jAnA isse| jhena sadguru sadiyoM se kaha rahe haiM ki yadi dhyAna ke samaya tumheM buddha mila jAeM to turaMta mAra denA unheN| eka kSaNa kI bhI pratIkSA mata krnaa| yadi tuma nahIM mArate ho unheM, to ve mAra deMge tumheN| aura ve ThIka kahate haiN| divya-svapna suMdara hote haiM, lekina yadi tuma unase bahuta jyAdA AnaMdita hone lagate ho to ve khataranAka ho sakate haiN| taba tuma phira ruka jAte ho kisI anubhava ke sAtha hii| aura jaba tuma dekhate ho buddha ko to yaha bAta vastuta: hI suMdara hotI hai| yaha vAstavika kI apekSA jyAdA vAstavika lagatI hai, aura bahuta prasAda hotA hai ismeN| divya-darzana ko dekhane mAtra se hI tuma bhItara gahana mauna aura gahana zAMti anubhava karate ho| jaba tuma kRSNa ko dekhate ho unakI bAMsurI sahita, gIta gAte hue, to kauna sAtha nahIM bane rahanA cAhegA? sAtha rahanA hI caahoge| phira-phira yaha darzana doharAyA jAe, yahI caahoge| taba buddha ne hI mAra diyA hotA hai tumheN| jarA khayAla rakhanA, yahI hai kasauTI : jo kucha dikhAI detA hai use svapna kI bhAMti samajhanA hai; kevala dekhane vAlA hI vAstavika hotA hai| vaha saba jo dikhAyI detA hai, svapna hai-acchA, burA, dhArmika, adhArmika, kAmuka, AdhyAtmika-isase kucha bheda nahIM pdd'taa| sapanoM meM kAmavAsanAmayI azlIla-lIlA hotI hai, aura sapanoM meM hI AdhyAtmika lIlA bhI hotI hai, lekina donoM lIlAeM hI haiN| vyakti ko saba kucha girA denA hotA hai| sabhI anubhava sapanA haiM; kevala anubhavakartA hai sty| tumheM usa sthala taka pahuMcanA hotA hai, jahAM kucha bhI nahIM hotA dekhane ko, kucha nahIM hotA sunane ko, kucha nahIM hotA sUMghane ko, kucha nahIM hotA chune ko kevala hotA hai vizAla AkAza aura akele tum| kevala draSTA baca rahatA hai| sAre atithi cale jAte haiM, mehamAna jA cuke hote haiM, kevala mejabAna banA rahatA hai| jaba yaha kSaNa AtA hai, kevala tabhI ghaTatI hai vAstavika ghttnaa| isake pahale, dUsarA saba kucha sapanA hI hai| dUsarA prazna pUchA gayA hai : 'nidrA aura svapna meM saceta kaise raheM?
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________________ jasa vyakti ne yaha pUchA hai, kahatA hai ki vaha jaba kabhI koziza karatA hai sajaga hone kI, to vaha so nahIM sktaa| yA, yadi nIMda A rahI hotI hai aura acAnaka use yAda AtA hai ki use sajaga rahanA hai, to nIMda TUTa jAtI hai| taba vaha nahIM so sakatA hai-aisA kaThina hotA hai| nidrA meM jAgarUkatA kA abhyAsa sIdhe-sIdhe nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| pahale tumheM kArya karanA hotA hai mAgrata avasthA pr| sIdhe nidrA para aisA karane kA prayatna mata karanA anyathA tamhArI nIMda kharAba ho jaaegii| tumhArA sArA dina uttejanApUrNa ho jAegA aura tuma anubhava karoge udAsa, susta, uniiNdaa| aisA mata krnaa| sadA yAda rakhanA ki eka zaMkhalA hotI hai aura sIr3hI-dara-sIr3hI bar3hanA hotA hai| pahalI sIDI hai ki sajaga rahanA, jabaki jAga rahe hote ho| nidrA kI bAta to bilakula hI mata socnaa| pahale to tuma jAge rahanA jabaki dina meM jAge hue hote ho| aura jaba tumane jAgarUkatA kI paryApta UrjA ekatrita kara lI hotI hai, kevala tabhI dUsarA kadama uThAyA jA sakatA hai, taba vastuta: koI prayAsa hogA hI nhiiN| vahI UrjA jise tumane dina meM ikaTThA kara liyA hotA hai bhItara vaha sajaga banI rhegii| kisI prayAsa kI jarUrata na rhegii| yadi prayAsa kI jarUrata hotI hai, to nidrA bAdhita hogI, kyoMki prayAsa nidrA ke viruddha hotA hai| aisA saMsAra bhara meM ghaTatA hai : lAkhoM loga anidrA se pIr3ita haiN| sau meM se ninyAnabe rogI aise haiM ki ve pIr3ita ho rahe haiM kyoMki ve nIMda lAne kA kucha prayAsa karate haiN| prayAsa nIMda kA virodhI hai| ve bahuta se tarIke AjamAte haiM nIMda lAne ke aura vaha prayAsa hI nIMda ke viruddha ho jAtA hai| prayAsa tumheM sajaga banA detA hai, prayAsa banA detA hai tumheM tanAvapUrNa, aura nIMda to hai prayAsahIna ghttnaa| tuma ekadama cale jAte ho nIMda meN| tumheM kucha karane kI jarUrata nahIM hotI hai| yadi tuma karate ho, to nIMda saMbhava na hogii| tuma to basa apanA sira rakha denA takie para aura bilakula kucha mata karanA, pratIkSA bhI / karanA nIMda kii| kyoMki yadi tuma pratIkSA kara rahe ho nIMda kI to tuma kucha kara hI rahe hote hopratIkSA kara rahe hote ho| tuma mAtra leTa jAnA bistara para, battI bujhA denA, apanI AMkheM baMda kara lenA aura nIMda A jAtI hai| tuma ise lA nahIM sakate, yaha ghaTatI hai| yaha koI karma nahIM hotaa| aura nIMda ke svabhAva ko samajhanA bahuta-sI cIjoM ko samajhanA hai| samAdhi bhI usI bhAMti hotI hai| isIlie Age cala kara pataMjali kaheMge ki nidrA aura samAdhi meM kucha samAnatA hotI hai| yahI hai unakI samAnatA : nidrA utaratI hai, aura 'satorI' bhI aura samAdhi bhI utaratI hai, lekina ise le Ane ke lie tuma kucha nahIM kara skte| yadi tuma karate ho koziza, to tuma cUka jAte ho| yadi tuma cUkanA nahIM cAhate, to tuma kevala Thahara jAo aura yaha utaratI hai|
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________________ isalie mata karanA sajaga rahane kA koI prayAsa, jabaki tumheM nIMda A rahI ho to| tuma bigAr3a loge apanI nIMda aura tuma na pAoge jaagruuktaa| tuma isakA abhyAsa karanA kevala dina meN| jaba dina meM tuma adhikAdhika sajaga ho jAte ho, to sajagatA kI vahI taraMga hI, apanI svayaM kI UrjA davArA, vaha AtI hai nidrA meN| tuma so jAte ho phira bhI tuma anubhava karate ho apane bhItara eka keMdra, jo dekha rahA hai| eka prakAza, prAraMbha meM eka choTA-sA prakAza hI, pradIpta ho rahA hotA hai bhItara, aura tuma dekha sakate ho| para prAraMbha mata karanA ise hii| tuma aisA karanA jabaki jAga rahe hote ho, aura aisA ghaTegA jaba tuma nIMda meM hote ho| 'bahata logoM ko kaI bAra anubhava hotA hai ki Apa unake sapanoM meM Ate haiM to kyA soceM aise sapanoM ke bAre meM ve eka jaise nahIM hote| yaha tuma para nirbhara hai| kaI bAra yaha hotA hogA mAtra pahale prakAra kA svapna; jise maiM kahatA hUM kUr3A-karakaTa, kyoMki tuma mujhe itane dhyAnapUrvaka sunate ho ki eka chApa chUTa jAtI mana pr| aura tuma mujhe sunate ho niraMtara, pratidina, tuma karate ho dhyAna, eka chApa mana para chUTa jAtI hai| vaha bhArI ho sakatI hai| kaI bAra mana ko nirmukta karanA hotA hai use; vaha kUr3A hotA hai| lekina svapna dUsare prakAra kA bhI ho sakatA hai : tuma mujhe jyAdA najadIka caahoge| aura maiMne itanI sArI bAdhAeM nirmita kI huI haiM, tumheM jyAdA pAsa nahIM Ane diyA jAtA hai| subaha tuma dekha sakate ho mujhe; vaha bhI dUra se| zAma ko tuma A sakate ho, aura vaha bhI bahuta kaThinAI se| isalie tumheM dabAnA par3atA hai| vahI damana utpanna kara sakatA hai dUsare prakAra ke svapna ko| tumheM sapanA A sakatA hai ki maiM AyA hUM tumhAre pAsa, yA ki tuma Aye ho mere pAsa, aura bAteM kara rahe ho mujhse| yaha ho sakatA hai tIsare prakAra kA : yaha acetana se AyA saMpreSaNa ho sakatA hai| yadi yaha hotA hai tIsare prakAra kA, taba yaha hotA hai arthpuurnn| yaha tumheM itanA hI darzAtA hai ki tuma mujhase bhAgane kA prayatna kara rahe ho| jyAdA nikaTa aao| acetana yahI kaha rahA hai, ' bhAgane kI koziza mata karo aura bAhara-bAhara mata bane raho; jyAdA karIba aao|' yaha ho sakatA hai cauthe prakAra kA : tumhAre pichale janma kI koI baat| kyoMki tumameM se bahuta mere sAtha raha cuke haiM; to yaha ho sakatA hai atIta kA koI aNsh| tumhArA mana atIta patha para saraka rahA hotA hai| yaha pAMcavIM prakAra kA bhI ho sakatA hai : bhaviSya kI koI sNbhaavnaa| sAre prakAra saMbhava hote haiN| ye haiM pAca prakAra ke svpn| yaha ho sakatA hai divya-darzana, jo ki eka prakAra kA svapna hI hotA hai| maiM
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________________ isake bAre meM bolA nahIM, kyoMki isakI alaga guNavattA hotI hai jAgarUkatA kI guNavattA; vaha bhI svapna hI hai| jAgrata jIvana bhI eka vizAla svapna hotA hai| lekina divya-darzana meM guNavattA hotI hai jAgrata jIvana kii| kaI bAra maiM AtA hUM tumhAre pAsa, para bahuta kama, kyoMki tumheM arjita karanA hotA hai ise| yadi tuma mujhe dekhate ho sau bAra, to ninyAnabe bAra yaha una pAMca prakAra ke sapanoM kI hI koI bAta hogii| lekina sauvIM bAra maiM AtA hUM tumhAre pAsa jaba tumane arjita kiyA hotA hai use| taba vaha hotA hai darzana hii| lekina dhIre-dhIre tumheM saceta ho jAnA hogA ki kauna-sI cIja kyA hotI hai| bilakula abhI to maiM tumheM kasauTI nahIM de sakatA yaha Akane kI, ki kauna cIja kyA hai| tumheM svayaM hI svAda lenA par3egA unkaa| to pahale jaba jAgarUka ho jAnA, jabaki tuma jAge hue hote ho, dina meN| jAgarUkatA jabaki tuma jAge hae. hote ho, dina meN| jAgarUkatA kI adhikAdhika UrjA ekatrita krnaa| ise itanI umar3atI haI dhArA banA lenA ki jaba tuma sote ho to tumhArA zarIra sotA hai, tumhArA mana sotA hai, to bhI vaha UrjA, jAgarUkatA kI vaha dhAra itanI zaktizAlI rahe ki vaha jArI rhe| taba tuma bheda samajha paaoge| aura jaba koI sapanoM ke bheda samajhane yogya ho jAtA hai, to vaha eka bar3I upalabdhi hotI hai| phira, dhIre- dhIre, kUr3A-karakaTa chaMTa jAtA hai| pahalI prakAra ke svapna tirohita ho jAte haiM, kyoMki jAgarUka vyakti dina meM itanI saMpUrNatA se jItA hai ki vaha kUr3A ekatrita nahIM karatA hai| kUr3AkarakaTa eka adhUrA anubhava hotA hai| tuma khA rahe the, bhojana svAdiSTa thA, lekina tuma bahuta jyAdA na khA sake kyoMki tuma mehamAna the| kyA socate hoMge loga? adhUrA anubhava aba kUr3A ho gyaa| aba rAta tuma phira khaaoge| tumheM anubhava ko saMpUrNa karanA hI hogA, anyathA mana aura Age - Age calatA clegaa| mana kisI adhUrI cIja ko pasaMda nahIM krtaa| mana pUrNatAvAdI hotA hai : koI adhUrI cIja use pasaMda nhiiN| yadi eka dAta gira jAtA hai to jIbha phira-phira vahIM jAtI hai kyoMki koI cIja adhUrI hotI hai| aba mana niraMtara vahIM rhegaa| yaha betukI bAta hai kyoMki mAtra jIbha se chU lene dvArA, kucha ghaTane vAlA nahIM, lekina mana koziza karegA baar-baar| pahale aisI koziza kabhI na kI gayI thI jaba ki dAta thA, lekina aba kucha adhUrA ho jAtA hai| thI jaba ki dAta vahAM manasavida kahate haiM, baMdara taka bhI-kyoMki unake bhI tumhArI taraha ke hI mana hote haiM yadi tuma AdhAvartula banAte ho aura cAka vahIM chor3a dete ho, to ve vartula ko pUrA kara deNge| baMdara! kyoMki ve baradAzta nahIM kara sakate adhUre vartula ko, ve use turaMta pUrA kara deNge| mana sadA koziza kara rahA hotA hai cIjoM ko pUrA karane kii| jaba tuma jAgarUka ho jAte ho to pahalI prakAra kA svapna tirohita ho jAtA hai| tuma jIvana ko itane saMpUrNa rUpa se jIte ho ki koI jarUrata
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________________ nahIM rahatI uskii| aura phira, dhIre-dhIre dUsare prakAra kA svapna tirohita ho jAtA hai, kyoMki tuma icchAoM meM nahIM jiite| vaha AdamI jo jAgarUka hotA hai, AvazyakatAoM meM jItA hai, icchAoM meM nhiiN| isalie koI jarUrata nahIM hotI kisI AkAMkSApUrti kii| usake pAsa kucha hotA nahIM, ata: vaha svapna meM kisI deza kA rASTrapati kabhI nahIM banatA hai| usakI koI icchA nahIM, koI AkAMkSA nhiiN| vaha bahuta sAdhAraNa DhaMga se jItA hai| jIvana kA svAbhAvika pravAha hI paryApta hotA hai| bhojana karate hue paritRpta anubhava karatA hai; pAnI pItA hai, paritapta anubhava karatA hai; acchI nIMda sotA hai to utanA paryApta hotA hai; jyAdA kI mAMga nahIM kI jAtI hai| phira tIsare prakAra kA svapna tirohita ho jAtA hai| pahale do prakAroM ke tirohita hone se cetana aura acetana itane jyAdA nikaTa A jAte haiM ki svapna meM kucha saMpreSita karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM rhtii| vastuta: acetana saMparkita hone lagatA hai jaba tuma pUrI taraha jAgarUka hote ho| taba cIjeM sIdhI-sApha ho jAtI haiM; saMpreSaNa sahI ho jAtA hai| taba cauthe prakAra kA svapna tirohita ho jAtA hai| jaba tuma apane jIvana meM, itane caina se bhara jAte ho, jAgrata ho jAte ho, saMpUrNatayA paritRpta ho jAte ho, to atIta pUrI taraha gira jAtA hai| tumheM atIta meM jAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM rhtii| tuma isI kSaNa meM jIte ho; atIta tirohita ho jAtA hai, aura taba pAMcavIM prakAra kA svapna tirohita ho jAtA hai| tuma itanI samagratA se isI kSaNa meM jIte ho, tuma itane jAgrata hote ho, itane pUrNarUpa se jAgrata ki tumhAre lie koI bhaviSya nahIM bctaa| aura jaba sabhI pAMcoM prakAra ke svapna tirohita ho jAte haiM; to avAstavikatA miTa cukI hotI hai, bhrama tirohita ho cuke hote haiN| aba pahalI bAra tuma upalabdha karate ho vAstavika ke bodha ko, brahma ko| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 23 - savitarka samAdhi: paridhi aura keMdra ke bIca dinAMka 3mArca 1975; zrI rajanIza Azrama puunaa|
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________________ yogasUtra: (samAdhipAda) zrINavRtterabhijAtasyeva maNergrahItRhaNagrAmeSu tatsthatadanjanatA smaapttiH|| 41 / / jaba mana kI kriyA niyaMtraNa meM hotI hai, taba mana bana jAtA hai| zuddha sphaTika kI bhaaNti| phira vaha samAna rUpa se pratibiMbita karatA hai bodhakartA ko, bodha ko aura bodha ke viSaya ko| tatra zabdArtha jJAna vikalpai: saMkIrNA sivatarkA smaapttiH|| 42// savitarka samAdhi vi samAdhi hai, jahAM yogI abhI bhI vaha bheda karane ke yogya nahIM rahatA hai, jo sacce jJAna ke tathA zabdo para AdhArita jJAna, aura tarka yA iMdriya-bodha para AdhArita jJAna ke bIca hotA hai-jo saba mizrita avasthA meM mana meM banA rahAtA hai| mana kyA hai? mana koI vastu nahIM hai, balki eka ghaTanA hai| vastu meM apanA eka tatva hotA hai, ghaTanA to mAtra eka prakriyA hai| vastu caTTAna kI bhAMti hotI hai, ghaTanA lahara kI bhAMti hotI hai : usakA astitva hotA hai, to bhI vaha vastu nahIM hotii| lahara mAtra eka ghaTanA hotI hai havA aura sAgara ke bIca kI; eka prakriyA, eka ghttnaa| yaha pahalI bAta hai samajha lene kI : ki mana eka prakriyA hai, lahara kI bhAMti hai yA ki eka nadI kI bhAMti hai, lekina isameM koI padArtha nahIM hotA, yadi isameM padArtha hotA, to yaha vilIna nahIM ho sakatA thaa| yadi isameM koI padArtha nahIM hotA to vaha tirohita ho sakatA hai eka bhI cihna chor3e binaa| jaba lahara kho jAtI hai sAgara meM, to kyA baca rahatA hai pIche? kucha nahIM, eka cihna taka nhiiN| isIlie jinhoMne jAnA hai ve kahate haiM ki mana AkAza meM ur3ate pakSI kI bhAMti hotA hai-koI eka cihna pIche nahIM bacatA, eka nizAna bhI nhiiN| pakSI ur3atA hai para pIche koI rAha nahIM chor3atA, koI cihna nahIM chodd'taa|
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________________ mana mAtra eka prakriyA hai| vastuta: mana astitva nahIM rakhatA, kevala vicAra hI vicAra hote haiM, vicAra itanI tejI se sarakate haiM ki tuma socate aura anubhava karate ho ki vahAM kucha niraMtara astitva rakhatA hai| eka vicAra AtA hai, dUsarA vicAra AtA hai, phira dUsarA aura ve Ate jAte haiN| unake bIca kA aMtarAla itanA choTA hotA hai ki tuma eka vicAra aura dUsare vicAra ke bIca ke aMtarAla ko nahIM dekha skte| do vicAroM ke bIca ke aMtarAla ko nahIM dekha skte| do vicAra jur3a jAte haiM, ve eka sAtatya bana jAte haiN| usI sAtatya ke kAraNa tuma socate ho ki mana hai| vicAra hote haiM, para koI mana nahIM hotA, aise jaise ki ilekTraoNnsa hoM lekina bhautika vastu na ho| vicAra mana kA ilekTraoNna hotA hai| vaha bhIr3a kI bhAMti hotA hai| eka artha meM astitva rakhatA hai aura dUsare arthoM meM astitva nahIM rkhtaa| kevala vyakti astitva rakhatA hai| lekina eka sAtha bahuta sAre vyakti anubhUti dete haiM eka hone kii| eka rASTra astitva rakhatA hai aura astitva nahIM bhI rakhatA hai; kevala vyakti hote haiM vhaaN| vyakti ilekTraoNna hote haiM rASTra ke, samudAya ke, bhIr3a ke| vicAroM kA astitva hotA hai, mana kA astitva nahIM hotaa| mana to mAtra eka pratIti hai| aura jaba tuma jyAdA gahare jhAMkate ho mana meM to vaha tirohita ho jAtA hai| phira hote haiM vicAra, lekina jaba mana tirohita ho jAtA hai aura eka-eka akele vicAra astitva rakhate haiM, to bahuta sArI cIjeM turaMta sulajha jAtI haiN| pahalI bAta to yaha hotI hai ki tuma turaMta jAna jAte ho ki vicAra bAdaloM kI bhAMti hote haiM -ve Ate haiM aura cale jAte haiM aura tuma hote ho aakaash| jaba koI mana nahIM bacatA, to turaMta yaha bodha utara AtA hai ki tuma aba vicAroM meM ulajhe hue nahIM ho| vicAra hote haiM vahAM, tumameM se gujara rahe hote haiM jaise ki bAdala gujara rahe hoM AkAza se, yA ki havA gujara rahI ho vRkSoM se, vicAra tuma meM se gujara rahe hote haiM; aura ve gujara sakate haiM, kyoMki tuma eka vizAla zUnyatA ho| koI avarodha nahIM hai, koI bAdhA nahIM hai| unheM rokane ko koI dIvAra nahIM banI huI hai| tuma dIvAroM se ghirI koI ghaTanA nahIM ho| tumhArA AkAza aparisIma rUpa se khulA hai; vicAra Ate aura cale jAte haiN| aura eka bAra tumheM lagane lage ki vicAra Ate haiM aura cale jAte haiM to tuma ho jAte ho draSTA, sAkSI; mana niyaMtraNa ke bhItara hotA hai| mana niyaMtrita nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| pahalI to bAta : kyoMki vaha hotA hI nahIM, to kaise tuma use niyaMtrita kara sakate ho? dUsarI bAta : kauna karegA mana ko niyaMtrita? mana ke pAra koI nahIM rhtaa| aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM ki koI nahIM rahatA, to merA matalaba hotA hai ki mana ke pAra rahatA hai nA-kucha-eka kuch-nhiiN-pn| kauna karegA mana ko niyaMtrita? yadi koI kara rahA hotA hai mana ko niyaMtrita, to vaha eka hissA bhara hogA, mana kA eka aMza hI mana ke dUsare aMza ko niyaMtrita kara rahA hogaa| yahI hotA hai ahNkaar|
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________________ mana usa DhaMga se niyaMtrita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| mana hotA hI nahIM, aura koI hai nahIM use niyaMtrita karane ko| AtaMrika zUnyatA dekha sakatI hai, para niyaMtraNa nahIM kara sktii| lekina dekhanA hI niyaMtraNa hai| dekhane kI, sAkSI kI vaha ghaTanA hI bana jAtI hai niyaMtraNa, kyoMki mana tirohita ho jAtA hai| yaha aise hai jaise kisI aMdherI rAta ko, tuma bahuta teja daur3a rahe hote ho kyoMki tuma Dara gae ho ki koI tumhAre pIche A rahA hai, aura vaha koI aura nahIM sivAya tumhArI apanI chAyA ke| jitanA tuma bhAgate ho, chAyA utanI hI jyAdA nikaTa hotI hai tumhaare| cAhe jitanA teja tuma bhAgo, koI aMtara nahIM par3atA, chAyA vahAM maujUda hotI hai| jaba kabhI tuma pIche dekhate ho, chAyA ko pAte ho| yaha koI tarIkA nahIM usase bacane kA aura yaha nahIM hai tarIkA use niyaMtrita karane kaa| tumheM jyAdA gahare dekhanA hogA chAyA meN| niSkaMpa khar3e raho aura chAyA meM gahare jhAMko aura chAyA tirohita ho jAtI hai| chAyA hotI nahIM; vaha to mAtra anupasthiti hai prakAza kii| mana kucha nahIM hai sivAya tumhArI maujUdagI ke abhAva ke| jaba tuma cupacApa baiThe hote ho, jaba tuma mana meM gahare dekhate ho, to mana bilakula tirohita ho jAtA hai| vicAra bane raheMge, ve astitvagata hote haiM, lekina mana kahIM nahIM hogaa| aura jaba mana jA cukA hotA hai to dUsarA bodha saMbhava hotA hai; tuma dekha sakate ho ki vicAra tumhAre nahIM hote| nissaMdeha, ve cale Ate haiN| kaI bAra ve thor3I dera ArAma karate haiM tumameM ra aura phira ve cale jAte haiN| tuma Thaharane kA vizrAma-sthala ho sakate ho, lekina ve tumameM se nahIM umgte| kyA tumane kabhI dhyAna diyA hai ki eka bhI vicAra tumhAre astitva meM se nahIM AyA hotaa| ve sadA bAhara se Ate haiN| ve tumase saMbaMdhita nahIM hote| jaDavihIna, gRhavihIna, ve maMDarAte rahate haiN| kaI bAra ve tumameM Thahara jAte haiM vizrAma karane ko, basa itanA hii| bAdala kI bhAMti pahAr3a kI coTI para vizrAma karate hue ve sarakeMge apane se hii| tumheM kucha karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| yadi tuma kevala dekhate ho, to niyaMtraNa upalabdha ho jAtA hai| 'niyaMtraNa' zabda koI bahuta ThIka nhiiN| kyoMki zabda ho nahIM sakate bahuta tthiik| zabdoM kA saMbaMdha mana se hotA hai, vicAroM ke saMsAra se hotA hai| zabda bahuta-bahuta sUkSma, gahare utarane vAle ho nahIM sakate; ve uthale hote haiN| niyaMtraNa zabda ThIka nahIM kyoMki koI nahIM hotA niyaMtraNa karane ko aura koI nahIM hotA niyaMtrita hone ko| lekina prAraMbhika rUpa meM, yaha madada karatA hai una kucha nizcita cIjoM ko samajhane meM jo ki ghaTatI haiN| jaba tuma gaharAI se dekhate ho, to mana niyaMtrita hotA hai| acAnaka tuma mAlika bana gaye ho| vicAra hote haiM vahAM, para ve tumhAre mAlika nahIM hote| ve kucha kara nahIM sakate tumhAre prati, ve kevala Ate haiM, aura cale jAte haiN| tuma anachue hI rahate ho barasate jala meM kamala kI bhAMti : jala kI bUMdeM paMkhur3iyoM para giratI haiM, lekina ve phisalatI jAtI haiM, ve chUtI bhI nhiiN| kamala anachuA hI banA rahatA hai| isIlie pUraba meM kamala itanA jyAdA arthapUrNa bana gayA hai, itanA adhika prtiikaatmk| sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa pratIka jo pUraba se AyA hai vaha kamala hI hai| vaha samAe hue hai pUraba kI cetanA kA saMpUrNa
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________________ artha pUraba kahatA hai, 'kamala kI bhAMti ho jAo, itanA bhara hI anachue bane rahI aura tuma ho jAte ho niyaMtraNa meM anachue bane raho aura tuma ho jAte ho maalik|' isase pahale ki hama pataMjali ke sUtroM meM praveza kareM, mana ke saMbaMdha meM thor3I aura bAteM samajha lenI haiN| eka dRSTi se to, mana laharoM kI bhAMti hai - eka azAMti ! sAgara hotA hai zAta aura mauna, anuttejita; lahareM vahAM nahIM haiM yA sAgara azAMta hotA hai jvAra se yA teja havA se, jaba prabala lahareM uThatI haiM aura sArI sataha bikharatI huI ekadama arAjaka ho uThatI hai| ye sAre rUpaka, sAre pratIka mAtra yaha samajhane meM tumheM madada dene ko haiM ki bhItara eka sunizcita guNavattA hai, svabhAva hai jise zabdoM dvArA nahIM batalAyA jA sktaa| rUpaka yA pratIka kAvyamaya hote haiN| yadi tuma sahAnubhUti dvArA unheM samajhane kI koziza karate ho, to tuma samajha prApta kara loge lekina tuma tArkika DhaMga se unheM samajhane kI koziza karate ho, to tuma sAra hI cUka jaaoge| ve pratIka yadi haiN| mana cetanA kI azAMti hai, jaise ki laharoM se sAgara ho jAtA hai ashaat| koI bAharI cIja praveza kara jAtI hai havA kucha bAhara kA ghaTa gayA hotA hai sAgara ko yA ki ghaTa gayA hotA hai cetanA ko vicAra - , hote haiM yA ki havA, aura vahAM calI AtI hai becaina araajktaa| lekina arAjakatA sadA hotI hai sataha para hI lahareM hotI haiM sadA sataha para hI gaharAI meM lahareM kahIM nahIM hotii| vahAM ho nahIM sakatI kyoMki gaharAI meM havA praveza nahIM kara sktii| to hara cIja kevala sataha para hI hotI hai| yadi tuma bhItara kI ora bar3hate ho, to niyaMtraNa upalabdha ho jAtA hai| yadi tuma sataha se bhItara kI ora bar3hate ho, to jA pahuMcate ho keMdra taka akasmAta sataha ho jAtI hogI azAta, lekina tuma nahIM hote azAta / , sArA yoga kucha nahIM hai sivAya keMdrastha hone ke keMdra kI ora bar3hane ke, vahAM baddhamUla ho jAne ke, vahIM avasthita ho jAne ke| aura vahAM se sArA pariprekSya badala jAtA hai| ho sakatA hai lahareM vahAM aba bhI hoM, lekina ve pahuMcatI nahIM haiM tuma taka aura aba tuma dekha sakate ho ki ve tumase saMbaMdhita nahIM haiM; vaha to kevala sataha para kA saMgharSa hotA hai kisI bAharI vastu ke saath| aura jaba tuma dekhate ho keMdra kI ora se to dhIre-dhIre, tuma vizrAma karane lagate ho| dhIre-dhIre tuma svIkAra lete ho ki bezaka teja havA hI hai, lahareM to uThegI, lekina tumheM ciMtA nahIM rahatI / aura jaba tuma ciMtita nahIM hote to laharoM para bhI AnaMdita huA jA sakatA hai| kucha galata nahIM hai unmeN| samasyA ubharatI hai kyoMki tuma bhI sataha para hI hote ho| tuma sataha para eka choTI-sI nAva para savAra hote ho; teja havAeM calI AtI haiM, aura hotA hai UMce jvAra kA bahAva; aura sArA sAgara unmatta ho jAtA hai| nissaMdeha, tuma ciMtita ho jAte ho, bhaya ke mAre mRtyu dikhane lagatI hai tumheM tuma khatare hote ho| kisI kSaNa lahareM tumhArI choTI-sI nAva ko pheMka sakatI haiN| kisI kSaNa mRtyu ghaTita ho sakatI hai| apanI choTI sI nAva ko lie kyA kara sakate ho tuma? kaise rakha sakate ho tuma niyaMtraNa -
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________________ gra yadi tuma lar3anA zurU kara dete ho laharoM ke sAtha to tuma hAra jAoge lar3anA madada na degaa| tumheM svIkAra karanA hogA laharoM ko vastutaH yadi tuma laharoM ko svIkAra kara sako aura tumhArI nAva ko, cAhe kitanI hI choTI ho, unake sAtha bar3hane do aura unake viruddha nahIM, to koI khatarA nahIM / / tilopA ke 'nirmukta aura svAbhAvika' kA artha yahI hai| lahareM hotI haiM vahAM; tuma basa Ane dete ho unheN| tuma to basa bar3hane dete ho svayaM ko unake sAtha, unake viruddha nhiiN| tuma unhIM kA hissA bana jAte ho| taba bahuta bar3I prasannatA ghaTatI hai yahI hai sarphiMga kI sArI kalA laharoM ke sAtha bar3hanA; unake viruddha nahIM; itanA adhika bahanA-bar3hanA unake sAtha-sAtha ki tuma unase alaga nahIM rahate sarphiMga' eka bar3A dhyAna bana sakatI hai| yaha tumheM aMtaratama kI jhalaka de sakatI hai kyoMki yaha koI saMgharSa nahIM, yaha hone denA hai, eka pravAha hai| tuma yaha bhI jAna jAte ho ki laharoM para bhI AnaMdita huA jA sakatA hai - jaba tuma sArI ghaTanA ko keMdra se dekhate ho| yaha to aise hotA hai jaise tuma koI yAtrI ho aura bAdala ghira Ae hoM, bahuta bijalI kar3aka rahI ho, aura tuma bhUla gae ho ki tuma kahA~ jA rahe ho; tuma bhUla cuke ho mArga aura tumheM ghara jAne kI jaldI ho / yahI ghaTa rahA hai sataha para eka khoyA huA yAtrI, bahuta sAre bAdala ghire hote hai, bijalI kar3akatI huI / jaldI hI bhayaMkara bAriza hone lgegii| tuma ghara khoja rahe ho, ghara kI surakSA khoja rahe ho| phira acAnaka tuma pahuMca jAte ho ghr| aba tuma baiThe ho ghara ke bhItara, aba tuma pratIkSA karate usase AnaMdita ho sakate ho| aba bijalI camakane kA apanA sauMdarya hotA hai meM kho gae the to vaha aisA nahIM thA lekina aba ghara ke bhItara baiThe hue sArI jAtI hai| aba bAriza par3atI hai aura tuma AnaMda manAte ho| aba bijalI camaka rahI hotI hai aura tuma AnaMdita hote ho usase bAdaloM meM bar3I garjana hotI hai aura tuma usakA utsava manAte ho, kyoMki aba bhItara tuma surakSita ho / ho bAriza kI, aba tuma jaba tuma bAhara the, jaMgala ghaTanA bar3I sauMdaryapUrNa ho eka bAra jaba tuma keMdra taka pahuMca jAte ho, to jo kucha bhI ghaTatA hai sataha para usase AnaMdita hI hote ho| sArI bAta yaha hotI hai ki sataha para saMgharSa nahIM karanA hai balki ulTe keMdra meM saraka AnA hai| taba vahAM niyaMtraNa ho jAtA hai, aura vaha niyaMtraNa jo Aropita nahIM huA hotA, vaha niyaMtraNa jo sahaja rUpa se ghaTatA hai jaba tuma keMdra meM hote ho| cetanA meM keMdrita ho jAnA hI mana kA niyaMtraNa hai| isIlie mata koziza karanA mana para niyaMtraNa karane kii| bhASA tumheM bhaTakA sakatI hai| koI nahIM kara sakatA niyaMtraNa, aura jo koziza karate haiM niyaMtraNa karane kI, ve pAgala ho jaaeNge| ve to ekadama pAgala hI ho jaaeNge| kyoMki mana para niyaMtraNa karane kI koziza aura kucha nahIM haiM sivAya ki mana kA eka hissA mana ke dUsare hisse ko niyaMtrita karane kI koziza kara rahA hotA hai| tuma hote kauna ho jo niyaMtraNa karane kI koziza kara rahe hote ho? tuma bhI lahara ho, nissaMdeha
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________________ dhArmika lahara ho, niyaMtraNa karane kI koziza kara rahe hote ho| aura hotI haiM adhArmika lahareM / kAmavAsanA hai, krodha hai, IrSyA hai, adhikAra jamAne kA bhAva hai aura hai ghRNA / lAkhoM lahareM adhArmika haiN| aura phira hotI haiM dhArmika lahareM, dhyAna, prema, karuNA / lekina ye saba hotI haiM sataha kI sataha pr| aura sataha para dhArmika ho ki adhArmika usameM koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| dharma keMdra meM hotA hai aura usa pariprekSya meM hotA hai jo ki ghaTatA hai keMdra dvArA apane ghara ke bhItara baiThe hue, tuma dekhate ho tumhArI apanI sataha kI ora hara cIja badala jAtI hai, kyoMki tumhArA pariprekSya nayA hotA hai| akasmAta tuma niyaMtraNa meM hote ho| vastutaH tuma itane jyAdA niyaMtraNa meM hote ho ki tuma sataha ko aniyaMtrita chor3a sakate ho yaha sUkSma hotA hai tuma itane jyAdA niyaMtraNa meM hote ho, itane jyAdA baddhamUla, sataha ke bAre meM nizcita, ki vAstava meM tuma pasaMda hI karoge laharoM ko aura jvAra ko aura tUphAna ko vaha saba sauMdaryapUrNa hotA hai; vaha UrjAdAyaka hotA hai| vaha eka zakti hotA hai| kucha hai nahIM ciMtA karane ko kevala durbala vyaktiyoM ko ciMtA rahatI hai vicAroM kI kevala durbala vyakti ciMtA karate haiM mana kI sazakta vyakti to bilakula AtmasAta hI kara lete haiM saMpUrNa ko, aura isase jyAdA samRddha hote haiM the| sazakta loga to asvIkAra karte hI nahIM kisI cIja ko asvIkAra kiyA jAtA hai kamajorI ke kaarnn| tuma bhayabhIta ho / sazakta vyakti hara usa cIja ko AtmasAta lenA cAhegA jo kucha jIvana detA hai| dhArmika yA ki adhArmika, naitika yA ki anaitika, divyatA yA ki zaitAna rUpI koI cIja; usase kucha bheda nahIM pdd'taa| vyakti hara usa cIja AtmasAta kara letA hai, aura vaha jyAdA samRddha ho jAtA hai usse| usake pAsa hotI hai eka bilakula hI bhinna ghraaii| sAdhAraNa dhArmika vyakti use pA nahIM sakate haiM; ve to daridra haiM aura satahI hai| jarA sAdhAraNa dhArmika vyaktiyoM ko maMdira jAte aura masjida aura carca jAte hue dekhnaa| vahAM tuma sadA pAoge binA gaharAI ke bahuta - bahuta satahI vyaktiyoM ko hii| kyoMki ve asvIkRta kara cuke haiM apane hissoM ko, ve apaMga ho gae haiN| eka khAsa DhaMga se to ve lakavA khA gaye haiN| kucha galata nahIM hai mana ke sAtha, aura kucha galata nahIM hai vicAroM ke sAtha yadi kucha galata hai, to vaha hai sataha para bane rahanA, kyoMki taba tuma saMpUrNa ko jAnate nahIM aura tuma anAvazyaka rUpa se pIr3A bhogate ho eka aMza ke kAraNa, aMza ke bodha ke kAraNa saMpUrNa bodha kI jarUrata hotI hai| vaha kevala keMdra dvArA saMbhava hotA hai, kyoMki keMdra se tuma dekha sakate ho cAroM ora sabhI AyAmoM meM, sabhI dizAoM meMtaba tuma dekha sakate ho apane astitva kI saMpUrNa paridhi ko aura vaha vizAla hotI hai| vastutaH vaha vaisI hI hotI hai jaisI kI saMpUrNa astitva kI paridhi hotI hai jaba tuma keMdrastha ho jAte ho, to dhIredhIre tuma jyAdA aura jyAdA vyApaka ho jAoge aura jyAdA se jyAdA bar3e ho jaaoge| aura samApti hotI hai tumhAre brahma hone para hI usase kama para nhiiN| dUsarI dRSTi se mana hotA hai usa dhUla kI bhAMti jise koI yAtrI apane kapar3oM para ekatrita kara letA hai| tuma hajAroM lAkhoM janmoM se yAtrA aura yAtrA kara rahe ho aura snAna kabhI kiyA nhiiN| svabhAvatayA
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________________ bahuta dhUla ikaTThI ho cukI hai| kucha galata nahIM hai isameM; aisA honA hI hai| dhUla kI parateM haiM aura tuma socate ho ki ve parateM tumhArA vyaktitva haiN| tumhArA itanA tAdAtmya ho gayA hai unake sAtha, itane dinoM taka tuma jI lie una dhUla kI paratoM ke sAtha ki vaha tumhArI tvacA kI bhAMti lagatI haiN| tumhArA tAdAtmya ho cukA hotA hai| mana hai atIta, smRti, dhuul| hara koI use ekatrita kara letA hai| yadi tuma yAtrA karate ho to tuma ekatrita kara hI loge dhuul| lekina usake sAtha tAdAtmya banAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| yadi tuma eka ho jAte ho usake sAtha, to tuma muzkila meM par3oge kyoMki tuma dhUla nahIM ho, tuma cetanA ho| umara khaiyAma kahatA hai, 'dhUla se dhUla tk| 'jaba AdamI mara jAtA hai, to kyA hotA hai? -dhUla lauTa jAtI hai dhUla meN| yadi tuma dhUla mAtra ho, to hara cIja vApasa mila jAegI dhUla meM, koI cIja pIche nahIM chuuttegii| lekina kyA tuma mAtra dhUla ho, dhUla kI parateM ho, yA ki aisA kucha tumhAre bhItara hai jo ki dhUla haragija nahIM hai, pRthvI kA bilakula nahIM hai? vaha hai tumhArI cetanA, tumhArI jaagruuktaa| jAgarUkatA tumhArI sattA hai, cetanA tumhArA honA hai, aura vaha dhUla jise jAgarUkatA svayaM ke cAroM ora ekatrita kara rA mana hai| dhUla ke sAtha vyavahAra karane ke do DhaMga haiN| sAdhAraNa dhArmika DhaMga hai kapar3oM ko sApha karanA, tumhAre zarIra ko mala-mala kara sApha krnaa| lekina ve vidhiyA kucha jyAdA madada nahIM kara sktiiN| cAhe kisI bhI taraha tuma sApha kara lo tumhAre kapar3oM ko, kapar3e itane gaMde ho cuke hote haiM ki ve phira se ThIka hone ke pare hote haiN| tuma sApha nahIM kara sakate unheN| isake viparIta jo kucha bhI tuma karate ho vaha unheM jyAdA gaMdA banA degaa| aisA haA : mallA nasarudadIna eka bAra AyA mere pAsa, aura vaha eka zarAbI thaa| usake hAtha khAnA khAte samaya, yA cAya pIte samaya kAMpate rhte| hara cIja gira jAtI usa para, isalie usake sAre kapar3oM para cAya aura pAna ke, aura bhI aisI hI cIjoM ke dAga lage hue the| to maiMne kahA nasaruddIna se, 'tuma kemisTa ke pAsa jAkara kucha le kyoM nahIM lete? aise solyUzana haiM jinase ki ye dAga dhoe jA sakate to calA gayA vaha, aura sAta dina ke bAda vaha vApasa AyA mere paas| usake kapar3e burI hAlata meM the, pahale se jyAdA burI hAlata meN| maiMne pUchA, 'kyA bAta hai? kyA kemisTa ke pAsa nahIM gaye the?' vaha bolA, 'maiM gayA thaa| aura vaha kemikala, solyUzana to adbhuta hai! -kAma karatA hai vh| cAya aura pAna ke dAga cale gaye haiM para mujhe aba eka dUsare solyUzana kI jarUrata hai kyoMki usa solyUzana ne kucha apane dAga chor3a die haiM!' dhArmika loga tumheM sAbuna aura kemikala solyUzana de dete haiM dhUla poMchane ko, sApha karane ko hI, lekina phira ve solyUzana kucha apane dAga chor3a dete haiN| isalie eka anaitika vyakti bana sakatA hai naitika,
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________________ para banA rahatA hai malina; aba naitika DhaMga se hotA hai aisA, para banA rahatA hai mlin| kaI bAra sthiti pahale kI apekSA barI bhI ho jAtI hai| eka anaitika vyakti kaI taraha se nirdoSa hotA hai, kama ahaMkArI hotA hai| eka naitika vyakti ke mana meM bahuta anaitikatA hotI hai| jo nayI cIjeM usane ikaTThI kara lI hotI haiM ve haiM : naitika, zuddhatAvAdI, ahaMkArayakta dRssttikonn| vaha adhika ucca anabhava karatA hai| vaha anabhava karatA hai vizeSa rUpa se canA haA hai aura dUsarA hara koI narka jAne yogya hai| kevala vahI jA rahA hai svarga kI ora! aura sArI anaitikatA bhItara banI rahatI hai, kyoMki tuma bAhara se niyaMtrita nahIM kara sakate mana ko| koI upAya nahIM hai| usa DhaMga se yaha bAta hotI hI nahIM hai| mAtra eka niyaMtraNa astitva rakhatA hai, aura vaha hotA hai keMdra se AyA bodh| mana vaha dhUla hai jo lAkhoM-lAkhoM yAtrAoM dvArA ikaTThI ho cukI hai| sAmAnya niyama ke viruddha vAstavika dRSTikoNa, parama dhArmika dRSTikoNa hai vastroM ko hI pheMka denaa| unheM dhone kI phikra mata lenA; unheM nahIM dhoyA jA sakatA hai| jaise sAMpa apanI purAnI keMculI ke bAhara ho jAtA hai, basa usI bhAMti hI saraka jAnA aura pIche mur3akara bhI nahIM dekhnaa| ThIka aisA hI hotA hai yoga; ki kisa prakAra tumhAre vyaktitva se chuTakArA ho| ve vyaktitva hI hote haiM kpdd'e| yaha zabda 'vyaktitva', 'parsanailiTI' bahuta dilacaspa hai| yaha AtA hai grIka mUla 'parsenA' se| isakA artha hotA hai vaha mukhauTA, abhinetA jinakA prayoga prAcIna grIka nATaka meM apane cehare chupAne ke lie kiyA karate the| vahI mukhauTA kahalAtA hai parsAnA, aura isake dvArA tumhAre pAsa vyaktitva AtA hai| vyaktitva hotA hai mukhauTA, tuma nhiiN| vyaktitva dUsaroM ko dikhalAne vAlA eka nakalI ceharA hai| aura bahuta-bahuta janmoM dvArA aura bahuta-bahuta anubhavoM ke dvArA tumane bahuta se vyaktitva nirmita kara lie haiN| ve saba gaMde ho cuke haiN| tumane bahuta jyAdA prayoga kara liyA hai unakA, aura unhIM ke kAraNa apanA maulika ceharA ekadama kho diyA hai| tuma nahIM jAnate ki tumhArA maulika ceharA kauna-sA hai| tuma dUsaroM ko dhokhA de rahe ho aura tuma apane hI dhokhe ke zikAra ho gae ho| sAre vyaktitva girAo, kyoMki yadi tuma vyaktitva se cipakate ho to tuma sataha para hI bane rhoge| sAre vyaktitva girA do, aura basa svAbhAvika ho jaao| taba tuma baha sakate ho keMdra kI or| aura eka bAra jaba tuma dekhane lagate ho keMdra se to koI mana nahIM banA rhtaa| prAraMbha meM vicAra jArI rahate haiM, lekina dhIre - dhIre tumhAre sahayoga ke binA, ve kama aura kama hote jAte haiN| jaba tumhArA sArA sahayoga kho jAtA hai, jaba tuma unake sAtha bilakula hI sahayoga nahIM karate, taba ve tumhAre pAsa AnA baMda kara dete haiN| aisA nahIM hai ki ve aba hote hI nahIM; ve maujUda hote haiM vahAM, lekina ve tuma taka nahIM phuNcte|
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________________ / vicAra Ate haiM, kevala AmaMtrita mehamAnoM kI bhAMti hii| ve bina bulAe hue kabhI nahIM Ate, yaha bAta jarA dhyAna meM rakha lenaa| kaI bAra tuma socate ho, maiMne to kabhI nahIM bulAyA thA isa vicAra ko, lekina jarUra galata hooge tum| kisI DhaMga se, kabhI - tuma zAyada usake bAre meM pUrI taraha bhUla cuke - ho tumane hI bulAyA hogA use binA bulAe kabhI nahIM Ate vicAra pahale tuma bulAte ho unheM, kevala tabhI Ate haiM ve| jaba tuma nahIM bulAte, to kaI bAra mAtra purAnI Adata ke kAraNa hI - kyoMki tuma purAne mitra rahe ho--ve khaTakhaTA sakate haiM tumhArA dvaar| lekina yadi tuma sahayoga nahIM dete to dhIre- dhIre ve bhUla jAte haiM tumhAre bAre meM, ve nahIM Ate tuma tk| aura jaba vicAra apane se Ane baMda ho jAte haiM, to vaha hotA hai niyaMtraNa aisA nahIM hai ki tuma niyaMtrita karate ho vicAroM ko, tuma to kevala apanI sattA ke AMtarika maMdira taka pahuMca jAte ho, aura vicAra apane se niyaMtrita hote haiN| saMcita anubhava vaha : AkAMkSA kI hai, vaha saba phira bhI eka aura dRSTikoNa se, mana hai atIta, eka artha meM hai, smRti, ka saba jo tumane kiyA hai, vaha saba jo tumane socA hai, vaha saba jisakI tumane jisakA tumane sapanA dekhA hai- hara cIja tumhArA samagra atIta, tumhArI smRti taka tuma smRti se chuTakArA nahIM pA lete ho, tuma mana ko niyaMtrita karane ke yogya na rahoge / smRti hai mn| aura jaba smRti se kaise chuTakArA ho? vaha hamezA vahAM hotI haiM tumhAre pIche-pIche AtI huI / vastutaH tuma hI ho smRti, to kaise chuTakArA ho usase? tuma apanI smRtiyoM ke atirikta ho kyA? jaba maiM pUchatA hUM pUchatA hUM' ho tuma?' tuma mujhe batAte ho tumhArA naam| yaha hai tumhArI smRti / kucha samaya pahale tumhAre mAtApitA ne tumheM diyA thA vaha nAma maiM tumase pUchatA hUM 'kauna ho tuma?' aura tuma mujhe batAte ho tumhAre parivAra ke bAre meM, tumhAre mAtA-pitA ke bAre meM yaha hai smRti meM pUchatA hUM tumase, 'kauna ho tuma?' aura tuma bar3hAte ho mujhe tumhArI zikSA ke bAre meM, tumhArI DibiyoM ke bAre meM ki tumane ema. e. kiyA, yA ki tumhAre pAsa pI eca. DI. hai yA ki tuma iMjIniyara ho yA ki tuma ArkiTekTa ho| yaha hai smRti / jaba meM pUchatA hUM tumase ki kauna ho tuma, to yadi tuma sacamuca hI bhItara jhAMkate ho, to tumhArA ekamAtra uttara yahI ho sakatA hai ki 'maiM nahIM jaantaa| 'jo kucha bhI kahate ho tuma, vaha hogI smRti, tuma nhiiN| vAstavika prAmANika uttara to kevala eka hI ho sakatA hai ki maiM nahIM jAnatA, kyoMki svayaM ko jAnanA aMtima bAta hI hai| maiM de sakatA hUM uttara ki kauna hUM maiM, to bhI maiM dUMgA nahIM uttara / tuma isakA uttara nahIM de sakate ki tuma kauna ho, lekina tuma taiyAra rahate ho uttara sahita / jo jAnate haiM ve isa bAre meM cupa rahate haiN| kyoMki yadi sArI smRti nikAla pheMka dI jAe, aura sArI bhASA nikAla, haTA dI jAe, to nahIM batAyA jA sakatA ki maiM kauna huuN| maiM dekha sakatA hUM tuma meM, maiM de sakatA hUM tumheM saMketa; maiM ise de sakatA hUM tumheM apane samagra astitva sahita - yahI hotA hai merA uttara / uttara zabdoM meM nahIM diyA jA sakatA hai, kyoMki jo zabdoM meM diyA jAtA hai vaha smRti kA, mana kA hI hissA hogA, cetanA kA nhiiN|
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________________ kaise chuTakArA ho smRtiyoM se?-unheM dekhanA, unakA sAkSI bnnaa| aura hamezA yAda rakhanA ise : yaha tumheM ghaTA hai, para yaha tuma nahIM ho| nissaMdeha tuma kisI parivAra meM utpanna hue, lekina yahI nahIM ho tuma; aisA tumheM ghaTita huA hai| yaha tumhAre bAhara kI ghaTanA hai| bezaka, tumheM kisI ne koI eka nAma de diyA hai| isakI apanI upayogitA hai to bhI nAma nahIM ho tum| nissaMdeha, tumhArA eka AkAra hai, to bhI AkAra nahIM ho tum| rUpa to mAtra eka ghara hai jisameM ki tumhArA honA ghaTita haA hai| aura AkAra to eka deha bhara hai jisameM tumhArA honA ghaTita huA hai| aura deha tumheM dI gayI hai tumhAre mAtA-pitA dvaaraa| vaha eka upahAra hai, para vaha tuma nahI ho| dekhanA aura bheda jaannaa| yahI hai jise pUraba meM kahate haiM viveka aura vivecana : tuma vivecana karate ho nirNtr| vivecana karate jAnA aura eka ghar3I AegI jaba tumane vaha saba miTA diyA hogA jo tuma nahIM ho| akasmAta, usa avasthA meM, pahalI bAra tuma apanA sAmanA karate ho, tuma sAkSAtkAra karate ho tumhArI apanI sattA kaa| sAre tAdAtmya kATate cale jAo jo tuma nahIM ho : parivAra, deha, mn| usa zUnyatA meM, jaba hara vaha cIja jo tuma nahIM ho, pheMka dI jAtI hai, to acAnaka tumhArI sattA ubhara AtI hai| pahalI bAra tuma svayaM kA sAkSAtkAra karate ho, aura vaha sAkSAtkAra bana jAtA hai niyNtrnn| yaha zabda 'niyaMtraNa' vastuta: hI asuMdara hotA hai| maiM nahIM cAhUMgA isakA prayoga krnaa| lekina maiM kucha nahIM kara sakatA, kyoMki pataMjali prayoga karate haiM iskaa| isa zabda se hI aisA jAna par3atA hai ki koI kisI dUsare ko niyaMtrita kara rahA hai| pataMjali jAnate haiM, aura bAda meM ve kaheMge ki tuma upalabdha hote ho vAstavika samAdhi ko tabhI jaba koI niyaMtraNa aura niyaMtraNa karane vAlA nahIM hotA hai| aba hameM sUtroM meM praveza karanA caahie| jaba mana kI kriyA niyaMtraNa meM hotI hai taba mana bana jAtA hai zuddha sphaTika kI bhAMti phira vaha samAna rUpa se pratibiMbita karatA hai bodhakartA ko bodha ko aura bodha ke viSaya ko| 'jaba mana kI kriyA niyaMtraNa meM hotI hai...|' aba tuma samajhe ki 'niyaMtraNa meM' se kyA artha hai merA-tuma hote ho keMdra meM aura vahAM se tuma dekhate ho mana kI or| tuma baiThe hue hote ho keMdra meM aura vahAM se tuma dekhate ho mana kI or| tuma baiThe hue hote ho ghara meM aura tuma dekhate ho bAdaloM kI tarapha, aura garjana kI tarapha, aura bijalI aura vahAM se AtI bAriza kI trph| tumane girA die haiM apane sAre kapar3e-dhala bhare kapar3e aura gaMde kpdd'e| vastuta: kapar3e haiM hI nahIM, mAtra taheM haiM gaMdagI kii| isalie tuma
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________________ sApha nahIM kara sakate unheM / tumane pA liyA hai unheM aura dUra pheMka diyA hai unheN| tuma bilakula nagna ho, apanI astitvagata nagnatA meM yA tumane vaha saba haTA diyA hai jisake sAtha tuma tAdAtmya banA cuke ho| aba tuma nahIM kahate ki tuma kauna ho| rUpa, nAma, parivAra, deha, mana; hara cIja dUra haTa gayI hai| kevala vahI maujUda rahA hai vahAM jo haTa nahIM sktaa| yaha vidhi hai upaniSadoM kii| ve ise kahate haiM neti neti / ve kahate haiM, 'maiM na yaha hUM na vaha huuN|' ve kahe jAte haiM aura kahe jAte haiM, aura eka ghar3I AtI hai jaba kevala sAkSI bacatA hai, aura sAkSI ko asvIkAra nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| vaha hai tumhAre astitva kA carama srota, usakI asalI AMtarikatA hI tuma ise asvIkAra nahIM kara sakate kyoMki kauna asvIkAra karegA ise ? aba do astitva nahIM rakhate, kevala eka hI hotA hai taba hotA hai niyNtrnn| taba mana kI kriyA niyaMtraNa meM rahatI hai| - to yaha aisA nahIM hai jaise ki choTe bacce ko jabadrastI mAtA - pitA dvArA kone meM dhakela diyA gayA ho aura usase kaha diyA ho, 'jAo vahAM cupacApa baiTha jaao| vaha lagatA hai niyaMtraNa meM hai, para vaha hotA nhiiN| lagatA hai ki vaha niyaMtraNa meM hai, para vaha hotA hai becaina, avaza-bhItara hotI hai bar3I hlcl| . eka choTe bacce para mAM ne jabadrastI kI vaha khUba daur3a rahA thA cAroM tarapha use tIna bAra mAM ne cupacApa baiTha jAne ko khaa| phira cauthI bAra vaha bolI, ' aba tuma cupa baiThate ho yA ki maiM AUM aura pITU tumheM aura bacce samajhate haiM ki kaba mAM kA sacamuca hI aisA matalaba hotA hai vaha samajha gayA / vaha baiTha gayA, lekina vaha kahane lagA mAM se, maiM bAhara cupacApa baiThA hUM lekina bhItara maiM aba bhI daur3a rahA huuN| tuma bAharI taura para zAMta ho jAne ke lie mana para jabadastI kara sakate ho; bhItara to vaha daur3atA hI calA jaaegaa| vastuta: vaha jyAdA teja daur3egA kyoMki mana virodha karatA hai niyaMtraNa kA / hara koI virodha karatA hai niyaMtraNa kaa| nahIM, yaha nahIM hai koI ddhNg| isa DhaMga se tuma svayaM ko mAra to sakate ho lekina tuma zAzvata jIvana ko upalabdha nahIM ho skte| yaha to eka prakAra kI apaMgatA huii| jaba buddha mauna baiThe hote haiM to koI bhItara daur3a nahIM hotI, nahIM / vastutaH bhItara ve mauna ho cuke hote haiM, aura vaha mauna umar3a kara pravAhita ho AyA hai unake bAhara / viparIta nahIM / tuma bAharI taura para mauna hone ke liye svayaM para jabadastI karate ho, aura tuma socate ho ki bAhara mauna karane se, bhItara mauna ho jaaegaa| tuma samajhate hI nahIM mauna kA vijnyaan| yadi tuma bhItara mauna hote ho, to bAhara saba usase AplAvita ho jaaegaa| vaha to basa bhItara ke pIche calatA hai| paridhi anusaraNa karatI hai keMdra kA, lekina keMdra ko paridhi kA anusaraNa karane vAlA nahIM banA sakate yaha asaMbhava hotA hai| to sadA yAda rakhanA ki sArI dhArmika khoja bhItara se bAhara kI ora hotI hai, isase ulTI nhiiN| ---- jaba mana kI kriyA niyaMtraNa meM hotI hai taba mana bana jAtA hai zuddha sphaTika kI bhAMti /
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________________ jaba saMpUrNa mauna hotA hai, to tuma bhItara baddhamUla aura keMdrita hote ho; jo kucha ghaTa rahA hotA hai, basa use dekha rahe hote ho| pakSI cahacahA rahe haiM, unakA kalarava sunAyI degA; yAtAyAta sar3aka para hotA hai, zora sunAI pdd'egaa| aura bilakula usI taraha, mana kA AMtarika yAtAyAta hotA hai-zabda hote, vicAra hote, AMtarika vArtA hotii| yAtAyAta kI dhvaniyAM sunAI pdd'egii| lekina cupacApa baiThe rahate ho, kacha na karate hae-hote ho eka sukSma tttsthtaa| tama kevala dekhate ho taTastha rUpa se| tuma isakI ??? nahIM karate ki yaha isa DhaMga se hai yA usa DhaMga se| vicAra Ate haiM yA ki nahIM Ate haiM, tumhAre lie eka hI bAta hotI hai| na to tuma usake prati ruci rakhate ho aura na hI virodh| tuma sirpha baiThe rahate ho aura mana kA yAtAyAta calatA rahatA hai| tuma baiTha sakate ho taTastha rUpa se, para aisA kaThina hogA, isameM samaya lgegaa| lekina tuma jAna jAoge taTastha hone kA ddhNg| yaha koI vidhi nahIM, yaha eka gara (naika) hotA hai| vidhi sIkhI jA sakatI hai, gura nahIM sIkhA jA sktaa| tumheM basa baiTha jAnA hotA hai aura anubhava karanA hotA hai use| vidhi sikhAyI jA sakatI hai, gura nahIM sikhAyA jA sakatA; tumheM sirpha baiThanA hotA hai aura anubhava karanA hotA hai| kisI dina kisI ThIka ghar3I meM jaba tuma mauna hote ho, to acAnaka tuma jAnoge ki yaha kaise ghaTa gayA, kisa prakAra tuma taTastha ho ge| yadi eka kSaNa ko bhI jaba bhIr3a vahAM hotI hai aura tuma taTastha rahate ho, to sahasA tumhAre aura tumhAre mana ke bIca kI dUrI bahuta bar3I ho jAtI hai| mana saMsAra ke dUsare chora para hai| vaha dUrI darzA detI hai ki usa kSaNa tuma keMdra meM hote ho| yadi tuma Ae ho gura kA anubhava karane ko, to kisI samaya, kahIM, tuma ekadama keMdra kI tarapha saraka sakate ho| tuma thama sakate ho aura turaMta, eka taTasthatA, eka bar3I taTasthatA tumheM ghera letI hai| usa taTasthatA meM tuma mana dvArA achUte bane rahate ho| tuma ho jAte ho maalik| taTasthatA eka tarIkA hai mAlika ho jAne kA; mana niyaMtrita hotA hai to phira kyA ghaTatA hai? jaba keMdra meM hote ho, taba mana kA bhrama tirohita ho jAtA hai| bhrama hai, kyoMki tuma ho paridhi pr| vastuta: mana nahIM hai bhrm| mana aura tuma jur3ate ho paridhi para to vahI hai bhrm| jaba tuma bhItara kI ora sarakate ho, to dhIre-dhIre tuma dekhoge ki mana apanA vibhrama kho rahA hotA hai| cIjeM sthira ho rahI hotI haiN| cIjeM eka suvyavasthA meM par3a rahI hotI haiN| eka nizcita suvyavasthA utara rahI hotI hai| mana bana jAtA hai zuddha sphaTika kI bhaaNti| sArI azAMti, bhrama, ulTI-sIdhI vicAradhArAeM, vaha saba kucha thama jAtA hai| yaha bahuta kaThina hotA hai samajhanA ki sArA vibhrama hotA hai tumhAre paridhi para hone ke kAraNa hii| aura tuma, apanI buddhimAnI ke kAraNa, bhrama ko ThaharAne kI koziza kara rahe ho, vahIM paridhi para bane rahane se|
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________________ maiM bahuta bAra eka choTI-sI kathA kahatA rahA hUM buddha sar3aka para jA rahe haiM aura dopahara kA samaya hai| bahuta garmI hai aura unheM pyAsa lagatI hai| ve kahate haiM apane ziSya AnaMda se tuma vApasa jaao| abhI do yA tIna mIla pIche hI hamane eka choTI-sI nadI pAra kI thii| tuma mere lie thor3A pAnI le aao| 'to buddha vRkSa ke nIMce vizrAma karate haiM aura AnaMda calA jAtA hai nadI para lekina aba yaha kaThina hai, kyoMki jaise hI vaha usake najadIka pahuMcatA hai, to kucha bailagAr3iyAM nadI para se gujara jAtI haiN| nadI bahuta uthalI aura choTI hai| bailagAr3I gujarane ke kAraNa vaha bahuta gaMdI ho gayI hai| vaha sArI dhUla jo nIce baiTha gayI thI, sataha para A gayI hai - purAne sUkhe patte aura hara prakAra kA kUr3A-kacarA vahAM hai| pAnI pIne yogya nhiiN| AnaMda vahI kucha karane kI koziza karatA hai, jo ki tuma karoge vaha nadI meM praveza karatA hai aura cIjoM ko ThaharAne kI koziza karatA hai, jisase ki pAnI phira se svaccha ho jaae| vaha use aura jyAdA gaMdA kara detA hai| karanA kyA hogA? vaha vApasa calA AtA hai aura vaha kahatA hai, 'pAnI pIne ke yogya nhiiN| maiM Age kI eka khAsa nadI jAnatA huuN| maiM jAUMgA aura vahAM se pAnI le aauuNgaa| 'lekina buddha jora dete haiN| ve kahate haiM, tuma vApasa jAo mujhe usI nadI kA pAnI caahie| jaba buddha jora dete haiM, to kyA kara sakatA hai AnaMda? bemana se vaha phira vApasa calA jAtA hai| acAnaka vaha sAra ko samajha letA hai, kyoMki jaba taka vaha pahuMcatA hai, AdhI gaMdagI phira se baiTha cukI hotI hai| kisI ke dadvArA use ThaharAne kI koziza kie binA, vaha apane se hI nIce baiTha cukI hai| vaha samajha gayA bAta / - to phira vaha baiTha gayA vRkSa ke nIce aura vaha dekhatA thA nadI ko bahate hue, kyoMki AdhI miTTI a bhI bAkI thI vahAM, kucha sUkhe patte abhI bhI sataha para bace the| usane pratIkSA kii| vaha karatA rahA pratIkSA aura dekhatA rahA aura kucha nahIM kiyA usne| jaldI hI, pAnI sphaTika jaisA ho gayA thaa| jhara gae murdA patte jA cuke the aura miTTI phira se tala para jama cukI thii| vaha daur3atA huA aura nAcatA huA vApasa lauttaa| vaha gira par3A buddha ke caraNoM para aura vaha bolA, maiM aba samajhatA hUM aura yahI galatI to maiM apane mana ke sAtha karatA rahA apanI jiMdagI-bhara / aba basa maiM baiTha jAUMgA vRkSa ke nIce aura gujarane dUMgA mana ke pravAha ko ise svayaM hI Thahara jAne duuNgaa| aba maiM kUdUMgA nahIM nadI meM aura nahIM koziza karUMgA cIjoM ko jamAne kI koI kramabaddhatA lAne kI 1 koI nahIM lA sakatA mana meM kramabaddhatA vyavasthA, kramabaddhatA lAnA hI arAjakatA nirmita kara detA hai| yadi tuma dekha sako aura pratIkSA kara sakI aura tuma dekha sakate ho taTastha rUpa se, to cIjeM apane se Thahara jAtI haiN| eka nizcita niyama hotA hai; cIjeM bahuta samaya taka asthira nahIM banI raha sakatIM, kyoMki asthira avasthA svAbhAvika nahIM hotI vaha asvAbhAvika hotI hai| cIjoM kI sthira avasthA svAbhAvika hotI hai; cIjoM kI asthira avasthA nahIM hotI hai svaabhaavik| isalie asvAbhAvika bAta ghaTa sakatI hai kucha samaya taka to, to bhI vaha sadA banI nahIM raha sakatI hai| tumhArI jaldabAjI meM, tumhArI adhIratA meM tuma cIjoM ko jyAdA galata banA sakate ho|
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________________ jApAna meM, jhena maThoM meM, unake pAsa eka nizcita vidhi hotI hai pAgala logoM kA upacAra karane kI / pazcima meM ve abhI taka nahIM DhUMDha pAe haiM koI aisI cIja, aisI vidhi| ve abhI taka aMdhere meM bhaTaka rahe haiN| sAdhAraNa pAgala vyakti sahAyatA dene ke pAra ke lagate haiN| aura manovizleSaka lagA dete haiM tIna varSa, pAca varSa, sAta varSa aura phira bhI, kucha jyAdA hAsila nahIM hotA isase tumane sArA himAlaya chAna mArA aura isase nikalatA eka cUhA bhI nahIM DhUMDha pAe tuma isIlie kevala bar3e dhanapati isakA kharca uThA sakate haiM, eka aizvarya kI bhAMti / manovizleSaNa eka aizvarya hai| loga bar3e khuza hote haiM jaba unakA manovizleSaNa kisI bar3e manovizleSaka dvArA kiyA jAtA hai, jaise ki yaha koI bar3I upalabdhi kI bAta hai aura ghaTatA kucha nahIM hai| loga eka manovizleSaka se dUsare taka calate cale jAte haiN| / jApAna meM unake pAsa eka bahuta sIdhI-sI vidhi hai| yadi koI pAgala ho jAtA hai to use lAyA jAtA hai maTha meM unake pAsa maTha se alaga, eka kone meM eka bahuta choTI-sI kuTiyA hotI hai| vyakti ko vahAM chor3a diyA jAtA hai| koI usameM jyAdA dilacaspI nahIM letA hai| kisI pAgala AdamI meM kabhI mata lenA jyAdA dilacaspI, kyoMki dilacaspI bana jAtI hai bhojana | eka pAgala AdamI sAre saMsAra kA dhyAna pAnA cAhatA hai; isIlie hotA hai vaha pAgala pahalI bAta to yaha hotI hai ki vaha pAgala hai, kyoMki mAMgatA hai dhyAna / yahI bAta use le gayI hai pAgalapana meM / isalie koI jyAdA dhyAna nahIM detA usakI ora ve khayAla rakhate haiM, para ve dhyAna nahIM dete| ve use bhojana dete haiM, aura ve use suvidhApUrNa banA dete haiM, para koI nahIM jAtA usase bAta karane ko| jo loga bhojana lAte aura dUsarI jarUrata kI cIjeM lAte, ve bhI bAta na kareMge usase usase bAta nahIM karane dI jAtI, kyoMki pAgala AdamI pasaMda karate haiM bAta karanA / vastutaH bahuta jyAdA bAta karanA unheM le gayA hai isa avasthA kI or| manovizleSaNa ke sAtha bAta ThIka ulTI hai-manovizleSaka bAteM kie cale jAte haiM aura ghaMToM bAteM karane dete haiM rogI ko| pAgala vyakti isakA bahuta AnaMda uThAte haiM, aura koI AdamI sunatA ho itane dhyAnapUrvaka, to bahuta suMdara bAta hotI hai yh| jhena maTha meM koI nahIM bAta karatA hai pAgala AdamI se koI nahIM detA dhyAna, koI khAsa dhyAna / eka sUkSma taTastha DhaMga se ve dhyAna rakhate haiM, basa itanA hii| vaha vizrAma karatA hai, baiThatA hai yA cupacApa bistara para leTA rahatA haiM, aura kucha nahIM karatA / vastutaH koI upacAra hotA hI nhiiN| aura vaha tIna saptAha ke bhItara saMpUrNatayA ThIka ho jAtA hai| aba pazcimI manovizleSaka dilacaspI lene lage haiM, kyoMki unheM lagatA hai ki yaha asaMbhava hai-ki pAgala AdamI ko usI ke hAla para hI chor3a denA! para yaha hotI hai bauddha - dRSTi, yahI hotI hai yogiyoM kI dRSTi ki chor3a denA cIjoM ko, kyoMki koI cIja bahuta dera taka sthira nahIM raha sakatI, yadi tuma
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________________ use usa para hI chor3a dete ho| yadi tuma use nahIM choDate, to vaha laMbe samaya taka avyavasthita raha sakatI hai, kyoMki tuma use niraMtara phira-phira hilA-ilA rahe hooge| prakRti ghRNA karatI hai avyavasthA se| prakRti prema karatI hai suvyavasthA ko| prakRti saMpUrNatayA suvyavasthAgata hai, ata: avyavasthA kevala eka asthAyI avasthA ho sakatI hai| yadi tama samajha sako ise, to mana ke sAtha kucha mata krnaa| pAgala mana ko usa para hI chor3a denaa| tuma basa dekhanA, jyAdA dhyAna mata denaa| ise khayAla meM rakha lenA : dekhane aura dhyAna dene meM bheda hotA hai| jaba tuma dhyAna dete ho, tuma bahuta jyAdA AkarSita hote ho| jaba tuma kevala dekhate ho, sAkSI mAtra hote ho to tuma taTastha hote ho| buddha ise kahate haiM upekSA, parama aura samagra upekssaa| mAtra eka ora baiThe rahanA, nadI bahatI rahatI hai| aura cIjeM ThaharatI jAtI haiM; kUr3A-karakaTa nIce tala para baiTha jAtA hai aura sUkhe patte baha cuke hote haiM akasmAta, nadI sphaTikavata svaccha hotI hai| isIlie pataMjali kahate haiM, 'jaba mana kI kriyA niyaMtraNa meM hotI hai, to mana zuddha sphaTika bana jAtA hai, aura jaba mana zudadha sphaTika bana jAtA hai, to tIna cIjeM pratibiMbita hotI haiM usmeN| ' phira vaha samAna rUpa se pratibiMbita karatA hai bodhakartA ko bodha ko aura bodha ke viSaya ko| jaba mana saMpUrNatayA sApha hotA hai, eka suvyavasthA bana gayA hotA hai, to bhrama nahIM rahatA aura cIjeM thama cukI hotI haiM, taba tIna cIjeM pratibiMbita hotI haiM usameM; vaha darpaNa bana jAtA hai, tIna AyAmoM kA drpnn| bAhara kA saMsAra, viSaya-vastuoM kA saMsAra pratibiMbita hotA hai| bhItara kA saMsAra, Atmaparaka cetanA kA saMsAra pratibiMbita hotA hai| donoM ke bIca kA saMbaMdha, vaha bodha pratibiMbita hotA hai aura hotA hai binA kisI vikAra ke| mana ke sAtha tumhAre bahuta jyAdA ghula-mila jAne se hI aisA hotA hai ki vikAra calA AtA hai| kyA hotA hai vikAra? mana eka sIdhI yaMtra-kriyA hai| yaha AMkhoM kI bhAMti hai; tuma AMkhoM dvArA dekhate ho aura saMsAra pratibiMbita ho jAtA hai| lekina AMkhoM ke pAsa to kevala eka AyAma hai : ve to kevala saMsAra ko pratibiMbita kara sakatI haiM, ve tumheM pratibiMbita nahIM kara sktiiN| mana triAyAmI ghaTanA hai, bar3I ghrii| vaha saba kucha pratibiMbita kara sakatA hai, aura binA kisI vikAra ke| sAdhAraNatayA to vaha vikRta hI karatA hai| jaba kabhI tuma dekhate ho kisI cIja ko yadi tuma mana se alaga nahIM hote, to cIja bigaDa jaaegii| tuma kucha aura dekhoge| tuma isameM apanA jJAna milA doge, apane bhAva milA doge|
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________________ tuma ise dRSTi kI zuddhatA sahita nahIM dekhoge| tuma dekhoge dhAraNAoM sahita, aura dhAraNAeM prakSepita hoMgI usa pr| yadi tuma utpanna hote ho kisI aphrIkI jAti meM, to tama socate ho patale hoMTha saMdara nahIM hote. moTe ne haiN| bahata-sI aphrIkI janajAtiyoM meM ve apane hoMTha moTe aura jyAdA moTe banAe cale jAte haiN| ve saba prakAra ke upAya karate haiM hoMThoM ko jyAdA aura jyAdA moTe karane ke lie, vizeSakara striyAM kyoMki moTe hoMTha suMdara hote haiM; aisI hI dhAraNA hai| prajAti ke sAre itihAsa meM isa bAta ko kAyama rakhA hai unhoNne| yadi koI lar3akI paidA hotI hai patale hoMTha lekara, to vaha nimna anubhava karatI hai| bhArata meM prema karate haiM patale hoMThoM se| yadi ve thor3e se jyAdA moTe hote haiM, to tuma asuMdara mAne jAte ho| ye vicAra mana ke bhItara calate haiM aura ye vicAra itanI gaharI jar3a meM utara jAte haiM ki ve tumhArI dRSTi dhuMdhalI kara dete haiN| na patale hoMTha aura na hI moTe hoMTha, na to suMdara hote haiM aura na hI asuNdr| vastuta: suMdara aura asuMdara vikRta avadhAraNAeM haiN| ve tumhArI vicAradhArAeM haiM, aura phira tuma unheM milA dete ho vAstavikatA ke saath| aisI janajAtiyAM astitva rakhatI rahI haiM jo sone ko bilakula hI koI mUlya nahIM detiiN| jaba ve bilakula koI mUlya nahIM karatIM sone kA, to ve sone ke vazIbhUta nahIM rhtii| sArA saMsAra aisA hai, sone dvArA vshiibhuut| mAtra eka nizcita vicAra, aura sonA bahuta mUlyavAna ho jAtA hai| vastuoM ke saMsAra meM, vAstava meM, koI cIja jyAdA mUlyavAna yA kama mUlyavAna nahIM hotI hai| mUlyAMkana lAyA jAtA hai mana ke dvArA, tumhAre dvaaraa| koI cIja suMdara nahIM, koI cIja asuMdara nhiiN| cIjeM hotI haiM jaisI ve haiN| unakI apanI tathAtA meM ve astitva rakhatI haiN| lekina jaba tuma sataha para hote ho aura vicAroM ke sAtha sammilita ho jAte ho, to tuma kahane lagate ho, 'yaha merI dhAraNA hai sauMdarya kii| yaha merI dhAraNA hai satya kii| 'taba hara cIja mur3a-tur3a jAtI hai| jaba tuma keMdra kI ora bar3hate ho aura mana akelA chUTa jAtA hai, aura usa keMdra se tuma dekhate ho mana ko, to tumhArA tAdAtmya phira usake sAtha nahIM rhtaa| dhIre-dhIre sAre vicAra tirohita ho jAte haiN| mana sphaTika kI bhAMti sApha ho jAtA hai| aura usa darpaNa meM, mana ke tri-AyAmI darpaNa meM, saMpUrNa pratibiMbita ho jAtA hai : viSaya, vyakti, jJAna; bodhakartA, bodha aura bodha kA vissy| 'savitarka samAdhi, vaha samAdhi hai, jahAM yogI abhI bhI vaha bheda karane ke yogya nahIM rahatA hai, jo sacce jJAna ke aura zabdoM para AdhArita jJAna, tarka yA iMdriya-bodha para AdhArita jJAna ke bIca hotA hai jo saba mizrita avasthA meM mana meM banA rahatA hai|'
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________________ do prakAra kI samAdhi hotI hai. eka ko pataMjali kahate haiM, savitarka dUsarI ko ve kahate 'nirvikalpa' yA 'nirvitarka ye hotI haiM do avasthAeM pahale to koI upalabdha hotA hai savitarka samAdhi ko; jisameM ki tarkasaMgata mana abhI bhI cala rahA hotA hai| yaha hai samAdhi, lekina phira bhI bauddhika dRSTikoNa para AdhArita hotI hai| tarka abhI bhI kAma kara rahA hai, tuma bheda banA rahe hote ho yaha uccatama samAdhi nahIM hotI hai, mAtra pahalA kadama hai| lekina yaha bhI bahuta - bahuta kaThina hai, kyoMki isameM bhI jarUrata par3egI keMdra kI ora thor3A bahuta jAne kii| udAharaNa ke lie : paridhi hai vahAM, jahAM ki tuma bilakula abhI khar3e ho, aura keMdra hai vahAM, jahAM ki maiM bilakula abhI aura donoM ke bIca, ThIka madhya meM, savitarka samAdhi hai| isakA matalaba huA ki tuma sataha para se saraka Ae ho; to bhI tuma keMdra taka nahIM pahuMce ho abhI tk| tuma saraka Ae ho paridhi se para abhI bhI bahuta dUra hai keMdra tuma ThIka madhya meM ho| abhI taka kucha purAnA kArya kara rahA hai, aura kucha nayA Adhe rAste taka praveza kara cukA hai| aura cetanA kI isa bIca kI avasthA kI paristhiti kyA hogI? savitarka samAdhi vaha samAdhi hai jahAM yogI abhI bhI vaha bheda karane ke yogya nahIM hotA hai jo sacce jJAna ke ....... / kyA satya hai, yaha bheda vaha abhI bhI nahIM kara pAegA, kyoMki satya jAnA jA sakatA hai kevala keMdra dvArA hii| use jAnane kA dUsarA koI upAya nhiiN| vaha nahIM jAna sakatA saccA jJAna kyA hai| koI satya bUMda-bUMda Tapaka rahA hotA hai bhItara, kyoMki vaha saraka AyA hai paridhi se jyAdA nikaTa A pahuMcA hai keMdra ke| vaha abhI keMdrastha nahIM huA, to bhI jyAdA nikaTa A pahuMcA hai| keMdra kI koI cIja bhItara jhara rahI hai--kucha-kucha pratyakSa bodha, keMdra kI kucha jhalakiyAM, lekina purAnA mana phira bhI hai vahAM, pUrI taraha nahIM calA gyaa| eka vahAM, purAnA mana abhI bhI kArya karatA jA rahA hai| yogI abhI bhI ayogya hai bheda karane meM ki kyA hai saccA jJAna / saccA jJAna vaha zAna hai jo ghaTatA hai jaba mana kisI vikAra se bilakula grasta nahIM hotaa| eka taraha se mana jaba saMpUrNatayA tirohita ho gayA hotA hai, vaha itanA pAradarzI ho cukA hai ki vaha vahAM hai yA nahIM, isase kucha aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| isa madhya avasthA meM yogI par3A hotA hai bahuta gahana vizvama meN|
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________________ bhrama hotA hai, kyoMki koI satya hotA hai aura hotA hai vaha jJAna, jo usane atIta meM ekatrita kiyA : una zabdoM kA, zAstroM kA, zikSakoM kA; vaha bhI vahAM hotA hai| apanA kucha tarka ki kyA galata hai aura kyA sahI; kyA satya hai aura kyA asatya; aura usake iMdriya-bodha kI-Akha, kAna, nAka kI koI cIja-hara cIja vahAM hotI, ghulI-milI hii| yaha hotI hai vaha avasthA, jahAM yogI pAgala ho sakatA hai| yadi isa avasthA meM koI dhyAna rakhane vAlA nahIM hotA, to pAgala ho sakatA hai yogI, kyoMki itane sAre AyAma mila rahe hote haiN| itanA bar3A bhrama hotA hai aura hotI hai araajktaa| yaha jyAdA bar3I arAjakatA hotI hai usase jitanI ki kabhI pahale thI, jaba ki vaha sataha para thA, kyoMki kucha nayA A pahuMcA hotA hai| keMdra se aba thor3I jhalakeM A rahI hotI haiM usa tk| vaha nahIM jAna sakatA ki kyA yaha usa jJAna se A rahI hotI haiM, jise usane ikaTThA kara liyA hai zAstroM se| kaI bAra acAnaka use lagatA hai, 'ahaM brahmAsmi', maiM brahma hN| aba vaha bheda karane yogya nahIM hotA ki yaha upanaSida se A rahA hai, jise vaha par3hatA rahA hai, yA ki usake svayaM se| yaha eka bauddhika nirNaya hotA hai| 'maiM saMpUrNa kA aMza huuN| saMpUrNa hai paramAtmA, to nissaMdeha maiM hUM prmaatmaa| 'vaha nahIM batA sakatA ki yaha eka tarkasaMgata zAstrIya sUtra hai yA yaha A rahA hai iMdriya-bodha se| kyoMki kaI bAra jaba tuma bahuta zAta hote ho aura iMdriyoM ke dvAra bahuta sApha hote haiM, to udita ho jAtI hai paramAtmA hone kI anubhuuit| saMgIta sunate-sunate, acAnaka tuma phira mAnava-prANI hI nahIM raha jaate| yadi tumhAre kAna taiyAra hote haiM aura yadi tumhAre pAsa saMgIta-bodha hotA hai, to akasmAta tuma uTha jAte ho eka alaga hI tala tk| jisa strI ko tuma prema karate ho, usase saMbhoga karate hue acAnaka ArgAjma ke carama para, tuma anubhava karate ki tuma Izvara ho ge| aisA ghaTa sakatA hai tarka ke dvaaraa| yaha A rahA ho sakatA hai upaniSadoM se, zAstroM se, jinheM tuma par3hate rahe ho, yA yaha A rahA hotA hai keMdra se| aura vaha vyakti jo madhya meM hai, vaha nahIM jAnatA ki yaha kahAM se A rahA hai| sabhI dizAoM se ghaTa rahI hotI haiM lAkhoM cIjeM-anUThI, ajJAta, jnyaat| vyakti par3a sakatA hai vAstavika gar3abar3a meN| isIlie jarUrata hotI hai sAdhaka-samudAya kI, jahAM ki bahuta loga kAma kara rahe hote haiN| kyoMki kevala ye hI tIna sthala nahIM haiN| paridhi aura keMdra ke bIca meM, bahuta sAre sthala hote haiN| rahasya-sAdhanAlaya vaha hotA hai, jahAM kaI taraha ke vargoM ke kaI loga sAtha -sAtha rahate haiN| aura zikSAlaya kI hI bhAMti, prathama zreNI ke loga hote haiM vahAM, davitIya zreNI ke loga hote haiM, tRtIya zreNI ke loga hote haiM; prAthamikazAlA mAdhyamikazAlA, uccazAlA aura phira vishvvidyaaly| eka saMpUrNa rahasya-vidyAlaya hotA hai : bAla vidyAlaya se lekara vizvavidyAlaya tk| koI astitva rakhatA hai vahAM ekadama carama para, keMdra para, jo ki keMdra bana jAtA hai, rahasya-vidayAlaya kaa|
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________________ aura bahuta sAre loga hote haiM, kyoMki ve sahAyaka ho sakate haiN| tuma madada kara sakate ho kisI kI jo ekadama pIche ho tumhaare| ucca vidyAlaya kA vyakti A sakatA hai prAthamika vidyAlaya meM aura sikhA sakatA hai| prAthamika vidyAlaya kA eka choTA lar3akA jA sakatA hai ke. jI. me-kiDara-gATeMna meM aura kara sakatA hai mdd| paridhi se lekara keMdra taka, bahuta sArI avasthAeM haiM, bahuta sAre sthala haiN| rahasya-vidyAlaya kA artha hotA hai. jahAM saba prakAra ke loga eka gaharI layabaddhatA meM bane rahate haiM, eka parivAra ke rUpa meM rahate haiM : bilakula prathama se lekara bilakula aMtima taka, prAraMbha se lekara samApti taka, AraMbha se lekara aMta tk| bahuta sahAyatA saMbhava ho jAtI hai isa DhaMga se, kyoMki tuma usakI madada kara sakate ho jo pIche hotA hai tumse| tuma kaha sakate ho usase, 'mata ciMtita hoo| basa, bar3hate rho| aisA ghaTatA hai aura zAMta ho jAtA hai apane se hii| isake sAtha jyAdA mata jur3a jaanaa| alaga-thalaga bane rhnaa| yaha AtA hai aura calA jAtA hai| kisI kI jarUrata hotI hai, jo hAtha bar3hAkara tumhArI madada kre| aura sadguru kI jarUrata hotI hai, jo dhyAna rakha sake sArI avasthAoM kA; zikhara se lekara ekadama ghATI taka kA, jo samagra bodha pA sakatA ho sArI saMbhAvanAoM kaa| anyathA, savitarka samAdhi kI isa avasthA meM, bahuta se pAgala ho jAte haiN| yA, bahuta se itane ghabar3A jAte haiM ki ve dUra bhAga Ate haiM keMdra se aura cipakane lagate haiM paridhi se, kyoMki vahAM, kama se kama kisI eka prakAra kI suvyavasthA to hotI hai| kama se kama kucha ajJAta to praveza nahIM karatA hai vahAM, aparicita nahIM A pahuMcatA vhaaN| tuma paricita hote ho; ajanabI dastaka nahIM dete tumhAre dvAra pr| lekina jo savitarka samAdhi taka pahuMca gayA hai yadi vaha paridhi taka vApasa calA jAtA hai, to kucha sulajhegA nhiiN| vaha phira vahI kabhI nahIM ho sktaa| aba vaha kabhI bhI pUrI taraha paridhi kA nahIM ho sktaa| isalie vaha bAta kucha kAma kI nhiiN| vaha paridhi kA hissA kabhI nahIM ho paaegaa| aura vaha vahAM para hogA, jyAdA aura jyAdA bhrmit| eka bAra tumane jAna liyA hai kisI cIja ko, to tuma kaise madada kara sakate ho svayaM kI, usa bodha se anajAna bana kara? eka bAra jAna liyA tumane, to jAna liyA hai tumne| tuma dUra ho sakate ho usase, tuma baMda kara sakate ho apanI AMkheM, lekina to bhI vaha hotA to hai vahAM para aura vaha tumhAre pIche par3A rahegA tumhArI jiMdagI bhr| yadi rahasyavidyAlaya nahIM hotA aura sadguru nahIM hotA, to tuma bana jAoge bahuta jaTila vykti| saMsAra se tuma jur3a nahIM sakate, bAjAra kA tumhAre lie kucha artha nahIM rahatA; aura saMsAra ke pAra jAne se tuma Darate rahate ho|
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________________ savitarka samAdhi vaha samAdhi hai jahAM yogI abhI bhI vaha bheda karane ke yogya nahIM rahatA hai jo sacce jJAna ke aura zabdoM para AdhArita jJAna aura tarka yA iMdriya-bodha para AdhArita jJAna ke bIca hotA hai jo saba mizrita avasthA meM mana meM banA rahatA hai| nirvitarka samAdhi hai keMdra taka pahuMca jAnA : tarka tirohita ho jAtA hai, zAstra aba arthapUrNa nahIM rahate, iMdriya-saMvedanAeM dhokhA nahIM de sakatIM tumheN| jaba tuma hote ho keMdra para, to acAnaka hara cIja svataHsiddha satya ho jAtI hai| ye zabda ThIka se samajha lene haiM-'svataHsiddha sty| 'satya hote haiM vahAM paridhi para, lekina ve svata: pramANita haragija nahIM hote| kisI pramANa kI jarUrata hotI hai, kisI tarkaNA kI jarUrata hotI hai| yadi tuma kahate ho kucha to tumheM pramANita karanA hotA hai use| yadi paridhi para kahate ho, 'paramAtmA hai', to tumheM use pramANita karanA hogA, svayaM ke sAmane, dUsaroM ke saamne| keMdra para paramAtmA hai, svata: pramANita, tumheM jarUrata nahIM rahatI kisI pramANa kii| kauna-se pramANa kI jarUrata hotI hai, jaba tumhArI AMkheM khulI hotI haiM aura tuma dekha sakate ho sUraja ko ugate he| lekina usa AdamI ke lie jo ki aMdhA hotA hai pramANa kI jarUrata hotI hai| kyA pramANa kI jarUrata hotI hai, jaba tuma prema meM hote ho? tumheM patA hotA hai ki vaha hai; vaha svata: spaSTa hai| dUsare to mAMga kara sakate haiM pramANa kii| kaise tuma unheM de sakate ho koI pramANa? keMdra para pahuMcA vyakti svayaM hI pramANa bana jAtA hai; vaha detA nahIM hai koI prmaann| jo kucha vaha jAnatA hai vaha svata: pramANita hotA hai| aisA hI hai| vaha kisI baudadhika nirNaya ke rUpa meM nahIM pahuMcA hai ? usa tk| vaha koI zAstrIya-sUtra nahIM hotA; vaha kisI niSkarSa ke rUpa meM nahIM AyA hai, vaha basa vaisA hai hii| usane jAna liyA hai| isalie upaniSadoM meM kahIM koI pramANa nahIM hai| pataMjali ke yahAM koI pramANa nahIM hai| pataMjali to mAtra vyAkhyA kara dete haiM, lekina koI pramANa nahIM dete| yahI hai bheda : jaba koI jAnatA hai to vaha varNana hI karatA hai; jaba koI nahIM jAnatA hai, to pahale vaha pramANita karatA hai ki yaha aisA-aisA hai| jinhoMne jAnA hai ve mAtra varNana kara dete haiM usa ajJAta kaa| ve koI pramANa nahIM dete| pazcima meM, IsAI saMtoM ne paramAtmA ke pramANa die haiN| pUraba meM, hama haMsate haiM isa para, kyoMki yaha betukI bAta hai| paramAtmA ko pramANita karatA huA AdamI betukA hai| kaise tuma pramANita kara sakate ho use? aura jaba tuma pramANita karate ho paramAtmA jaise kisI rUpa ko to tama use jhaThA pramANita karane ko hI nimaMtrita kara lete ho logoM ko| aura inhIM IsAI saMtoM ke kAraNa hI jo ki paramAtmA ko pramANita karane kI koziza karate haiM, sArA pazcima, dhIre-dhIre, paramAtmA virodhI ho gayA hai, kyoMki loga sadA hI kara sakate haiM khNddn| tarka eka do-dhArI talavAra hotI hai : yaha kATatI hai donoM ora se| yadi tuma pramANita karate ho koI cIja, to vaha jhUThI pramANita bhI ho sakatI hai| tarka prastuta kiyA jA sakatA usake viruddh|
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________________ IsAI saMtoM ke kAraNa, jo ki paramAtmA ko pramANita karane kI koziza karate rahe haiM, sArA pazcima nAstika' ho gayA hai| pUraba meM hamane kabhI aisI koziza nahIM kI; hamane kabhI koI pramANa nahIM diyA / jarA upaniSadoM meM jhAMko-sva bhI pramANa astitva nahIM rkhtaa| ve itanA hI kahate haiM, 'paramAtmA hai| yadi tuma jAnanA cAhate ho, tuma jAna sakate ho| yadi tuma nahIM jAnanA cAhate to vaha tumhArA cunAva hai lekina isake lie koI pramANa nahIM hai| vaha avasthA hotI hai nirvitarka samAdhi kI vaha samAdhi bAra astitvagata hotI hai| lekina vaha bhI aMtima nahIM usakI carcA hama Age bAda meM kreNge| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 24- prayAsa, aprayAsa aura dhyAna dinAMka 4 mArca, 1975; zrI rajanIza Azrama pUnA / praznasAra: 1 jo hotI hai binA tarka kI vaha samAdhi pahalI eka aura aMtima sopAna astitva rakhatA hai| 1- prakRti virodha karatI hai avyavasthA kA aura avyavasthA svayaM hI vyavasthita ho jAtI hai yathAsamaya to kyoM duniyA hamezA arAjakatA aura avyavasthA meM rahatI rahI hai? 2- kaise patA cale ki koI vyakti recana kI dhyAna vidhiyoM se gujara kara arAjakatA ke pAra calA gayA hai? 3 - mana ko apane se zAMta ho jAne denA hai, to yoga kI saikar3oM vidhiyoM kI kyA avazyaktA hai?
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________________ 4-Apa prema meM DUbane para jora dete hai lekina merI mUla samasyA bhaya hai| prema aura bhaya kyA saMbaMdhita 5-kucha na karanA,mAtra baiThanA hai, to dhyAna kI vidhiyoM meM itanA prayAsa kyoM kareM? pahalA prazna : Apane kahA ki prakRti virodha karatI hai avyavasthA kA aura avyavasthA svayaM hI vyavasthita ho jAtI hai yathAsamaya to kyoM duniyA hamezA arAjakatA aura avyavasthA meM rahatI rahI hai? daniyA kabhI nahIM rahI arAjakatA aura avyavasthA meM, kevala mana rahA hai| saMsAra to parama rUpa se vyavasthita hai| vaha koI avyavasthA nahIM, vaha suvyavasthA hai| kevala mana hI sadA avyavasthA meM rahatA hai, aura sadA rahegA avyavasthA meM hii| kucha bAteM samajha lenI hoMgI : mana kI prakRti hI hotI hai arAjakatA meM hone kii| kyoMki vaha eka asthAyI avasthA hai| mana to mAtra eka saMkramaNa hai svabhAva se parama svabhAva taka kaa| koI asthAyI avasthA nahIM ho sakatI hai suvyvsthit| kaise ho sakatI hai vaha suvyavasthA meM? jaba tuma bar3hate ho eka avasthA se dUsarI avasthA taka, to bIca kI sthiti avyavasthA meM, arAjakatA meM rahegI hii| koI upAya nahIM hai mana ko suvyavasthita kara dene kaa| jaba tuma svabhAva ke pAra ho rahe hote ho aura parama svabhAva meM bar3ha rahe hote ho, bAhya se aMtasa meM parivartita ho rahe hote ho, bhautika se adhyAtma meM parivartita ho rahe hote ho, to donoM meM eka aMtarAla banegA hI jaba ki tuma kahIM nahIM ho, jaba ki tuma isa saMsAra se saMbaMdha nahIM rakhate aura abhI bhI tuma dUsare se saMbaMdhita nahIM hote ho| yahI hai arAjakatAyaha saMsAra chUTa gayA hai, aura mRtyu abhI bhI nahIM milii| madhya meM to, hara cIja eka avyavasthA hotI hai| aura yadi tuma bane rahate ho madhya meM, to tuma sadA hI arAjakatA meM rhoge| mana ke pAra honA hI hogaa| mana kucha aisA nahIM hai jisake sAtha rahA jaae| mana eka setu kI bhAMti hai : ise pAra karanA hai; dUsare kinAre ko prApta karanA hI hai| aura tumane to setu para hI ghara banA liyA hai| tumane setu para rahanA zurU kara diyA hai| tuma mana ke sAtha jur3a gae ho|
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________________ tuma par3e ho jAla meM kyoMki tuma kahIM nahIM ho aura kaise tuma kahIM na hone vAlI jamIna para vyavasthita ho sakate ho? atIta tumheM nimaMtrita karatA hI jAegA 'vApasa Ao, vApasa lauTa Ao usa kinAre para jise ki tuma chor3a cuke ho| ' aura vApasa lauTanA hotA nahIM, kyoMki tuma samaya meM pIche kI ora bar3ha nahIM skte| bar3hanA kevala eka hI hai, aura vaha hai Age kI ora Age / atIta tuma para gaharA prabhAva banAye rahatA hai; kyoMki tuma hote ho setu para aura atIta bhI setu para hone se to behatara hI lagatA hai| eka choTI jhopar3I bhI jyAdA ThIka hotI setu para hone kI apekssaa| kama se kama vaha eka ghara to hai; tuma sar3aka para nahIM hote / 1 1 mAnava prANiyoM kA atIta, vaha pazutva, usameM satata AkarSaNa hotA hai| vaha kahatA, lauTa Ao pIche vaha kahatA hai, 'kahIM koI jAnA, bar3hanA nahIM hai| 'tumhAre bhItara kA pazu tumheM pukAre calA jAtA hai, 'vApasa A jaao| aura isameM AkarSaNa hotA hai, kyoMki setu kI tulanA meM behatara hai yaha to bhI tuma nahIM jA sakate vApasa eka bAra koI kadama uThA liyA jAtA hai to use anakiyA nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| eka bAra jaba tuma bar3ha jAte ho Age, to tuma vApasa nahIM jA skte| tuma svapna saMjoe rakha sakate ho, aura tuma vyartha gaMvA sakate ho apanI UrjA, vahI UrjA jo tumheM le gayI hotI Age / - lekina vApasa jAnA saMbhava nhiiN| kaise eka yuvA vyakti phira se baccA bana sakatA hai? aura kaise eka vRddha phira se yuvA vyakti ho sakatA hai? aisA saMbhava ho bhI jAe ki vijJAna karatA ho madada tumhArI deha ke phira se yuvA hone meN| vaisA saMbhava hai, kyoMki AdamI bahuta cAlAka hai, aura vaha deha ke kozANuo ko dhokhA de sakatA hai| aura vaha tumheM nayA kAryakrama de sakatA hai aura ve lauTa sakate haiM piiche| lekina tumhArA mana purAnA banA rhegaa| tumhArI deha yuvA ho sakatI hai, lekina tuma kaise ho sakate ho yuvA? vaha saba jisakA anubhava tumane kiyA hai tumhAre sAtha rahegA use vApasa nahIM pheMkA jA sktaa| vaha kinArA jo chUTa jAtA hai sadA ke lie hI chUTa jAtA hai| tuma phira se vApasa jAne ke usa AkarSaNa ko aura usa sammoha - Asakti ko girA do use utanA jyAdA acchA hai| , koI nahIM lauTa sakatA pIche pazu nahIM ho skte| behatara hai denA jitanI jaldI tuma girA vyakti una cIjoM se AnaMdita hotA hai jo use anubhUti de jAtI haiM atIta kI, prANI-jagata kI / isIlie itanA jyAdA AkarSaNa hotA hai kAmavAsanA kA / isIlie loga khAne ke prati Asakta hote haiM, khAye cale jAte haiM, bhojana ke vazIbhUta ho jAte haiN| isIlie eka AkarSaNa hotA hai lAlaca, krodha, IrSyA, aura ghRNA meM ve saba bAteM saMbaMdha rakhatI haiM pazutA ke rAjya se vaha kinArA hai jise tuma chor3a cuke, pazu-rAjya kA kinaaraa| aura hai eka dUsarA kinArA jisa taka ki tuma abhI pahuMce nahIM ho, tumhAre sapanoM meM bhI nahIM vaha hai prabhu kA rAjya aura ina donoM ke bIca tuma Tike hu ho mana meM / tuma nahIM jA sakate vApasa kaThina hotA hai Age bar3hanA, kyoMki atIta tumheM khIMce calA jAtA hai aura bhaviSya banA rahatA hai ajJAta, dhuMdhalA-sA, dhuMdha kI bhaaNti| tuma dekha nahIM sakate dUsarA kinArA vaha prakaTa
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________________ nahIM hotA-aisA nahIM ki vaha bahuta jyAdA dUra hotA hai| vaha kinArA jise tumane chor3a diyA, vaha dIkhatA hai| vaha dUsarA kinArA jisakI ora tuma pahuMca rahe ho, vaha adRzya hotA hai apanI prakRti ke kAraNa hii| aisA nahIM ki vaha bahuta jyAdA dUrI para hai, isalie vaha adRzya hai| jaba tumane use prApta bhI kara liyA hotA hai, taba bhI vaha adRzya banA rhegaa| vahI usakA svabhAva hai, prakRti hai| pazu bahuta jyAdA prakaTa hai| kahA hai paramAtmA? kyA kisI ne kabhI dekhA hai paramAtmA ko? -nahIM dekhA kisI ne| kyoMki savAla tumhAre dekhane kA yA na dekhane kA nahIM hai| paramAtmA hai adRzyatA, pUrNa ajJAta, saccI abodhgmytaa| jinhoMne pAyA hai ve bhI kahate ki unhoMne dekhA nahIM, aura ve hue haiM uplbdh| paramAtmA koI viSaya-vastu nahIM ho sktaa| vaha tumhAre apane astitva kI gahanatama gaharAI hai| kaise tuma dekha sakate ho use? vaha kinArA jo ki tuma chor3a cuke bAharI saMsAra meM hotA hai, aura vaha kinArA jisakI ora tuma pahuMca rahe ho vaha aMtarjagata hai| jo kinArA tuma chor3a cuke, vaha hai vastuparaka; aura jisa kinAre kI ora tuma bar3ha rahe ho, vaha Atmaparaka hai| yaha tumhArI sva-sattA kI hI AtmaparakatA hai| tuma use viSaya-vastu nahIM banA skte| tuma nahIM dekha sakate ho use| vaha aisA kucha nahIM jise ki badalA jA sake viSaya-vasta meM, jise ki tama dekha skii| vaha draSTA hai, dRzya nhiiN| vaha jJAtA hai, jJAta nahIM hai| vaha tuma ho apanI sattA ke gahanatama aMtaratama meN| mana vApasa nahIM jA sakatA, aura nahIM samajha sakatA ki Age kahAM jaae| vaha arAjakatA meM rahatA hai, sadA ukhar3A huA, sadA sarakatA huA na jAnate ki kahAM saraka rahA hai; hamezA Age calatA huaa| mana hai eka tlaash| jaba lakSya kI prApti ho jAtI hai, kevala tabhI tirohita hotI hai tlaash| jaba tuma saMsAra ko dekhate ho to jarA dhyAna rakhanA, ki vaha eka suvyavasthA hai| pratidina subaha ugatA hai binA kisI bhUla ke, acuuk| dina ke pIche rAta AtI hai aura phira dina AtA hai rAta ke piiche| aura rAtri ke AkAza meM, lAkhoM, karor3oM sitAre apane mArga para bar3hate rahate haiN| mausama eka dUsare ke pIche Ate rahate haiN| yadi AdamI na hotA yahAM, to kahAM hotI asta-vyastatA? hara cIja aisI hai jaisI ki honI caahie| sAgara laharAtA rahegA aura AkAza phira-phira bharatA rahegA sitAroM se| varSA AegI, aura zIta aura grISma, aura hara cIja calatI rahatI hai saMpUrNa cakra meN| kahIM koI asta-vyastatA nahIM hai sivAya tumhAre bhItara ke| prakRti susthira hai jahAM kahIM bhI vaha hai| prakRti kahIM unnata nahIM ho rahI hai| prakRti meM koI vikAsa nahIM hotA hai| paramAtmA meM bhI koI vikAsa nahIM hai| prakRti prasanna hai apanI acetanA meM, aura paramAtmA AnaMdamaya hai apanI cetanA meN| donoM ke bIca tuma hote ho musIbata meN| tuma hote ho tnaavpuurnn| na to tuma hote ho acetana, aura na hI tuma hote ho cetn| tuma to basa maMDarA rahe hote ho preta kI bhaaNti| tuma kisI kinAre se nahIM jur3e hote| binA kinhIM AdhAroM ke, binA kisI ghara ke, mana kaise ArAma se raha sakatA hai? vaha khojatA hai, DhUMDhatA rahatA hai-kucha nahIM DhUMDha paataa| taba tuma jyAdA aura jyAdA thake, nirAza aura cir3acir3e ho jAte
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________________ ho| kyA ghaTa rahA hotA hai tumheM? tuma eka hI lIka meM par3e hote ho| aisA calatA rahegA jaba taka ki tuma aisA kucha na sIkha jAo jo ki tumheM nirvicAra kara sakatA ho, jo mana ko khAlI kara sakatA ho / isI saba ko apane aMtargata letA hai dhyaan| dhyAna eka upAya hai- tumhAre aMtasa ko nirvicAra kara dene kA, mana ko girA dene kA setu para se sarakane kA, ajJAta meM bar3hane kA aura rahasya meM chalAMga lagA de kaa| isalie maiM kahatA hUM : hisAba-kitAba mata lagAnA, kyoMki vaha mana kI cIja hai| isIlie maiM kahatA hUM ki AdhyAtmika khoja sIr3hI dara sIDI nahIM hotI, AdhyAtmika khoja hai- eka acAnaka chalAMga vaha sAhasa hai, vaha koI hisAba-kitAba nhiiN| vaha buddhi kI cIja nahIM, kyoMki buddhi hai mana kA hissaa| vaha hRdaya kI adhika hai| lekina tuma jyAdA gahare jAo, to tuma jyAdA anubhava karoge ki vaha hRdaya se bhI pAra kI hai vaha na to vicAra kI hai aura na hI bhAva kI hai| vaha jyAdA gaharI hai, una donoM se adhika samagra, adhika astitvgt| eka bAra tuma isa para kArya karanA zurU kara dete ho ki amana ko kaise pAyA jAe, kevala tabhI dhIre dhIre zAMti tuma para A utregii| dhIre-dhIre mauna A utaregA, aura saMgIta sunAI par3ane lagegA - ajJAta kA saMgIta akathita kA sNgiit| taba hara cIja phira se vyavasthA meM A jAtI hai| aisA honA hI hai use, kyoMki tuma girA dete ho atIta ko jahAM ki tuma aura tuma bar3hate ho nae bhaviSya meM jahAM tuma phira Thahara jAoge aura arAjakatA hai mArga mana kA Thahare the aura baddhamUla the baddhamUla ho jaaoge| - lekina madhya meM hai AdamI AdamI eka honA, eka astitva nahIM hai; AdamI hai eka mArga AdamI kucha hai nahIM; AdamI hai mAtra eka yAtrA, eka rassI khiMcI hai prakRti aura parama prakRti ke bIca isIlie vaha hotA hai tanAvapUrNa / yadi tuma manuSya bane rahate ho, to tuma rahoge tanAvapUrNa yA to tumheM giranA hotA hai manuSya tala ke nIce, yA tumheM svayaM ko uThAnA hotA hai manuSya- atIta tala taka / kevala manuSya hai arAjakatA meM jarA prakRti kI ora dekhanA kauve kAMva-kAMva karate cir3iyA cahacahAtI, aura hara cIja saMpUrNa hotI hai| prakRti meM kahIM koI samasyA nhiiN| samasyA kA astitva banatA hai manuSya ke mana dvArA hI, aura samasyA visarjita ho jAtI jaba mAnava mana visarjita ho jAtA hai| isalie jIvana kI samasyAoM ko svayaM mana ke dvArA hI sulajhAne kI koziza mata krnaa| aisA ho nahIM sktaa| vaha saba se jyAdA mUr3hatA kI bAta hotI hai jo ki koI kara sakatA hai| ThIka se samajha lo ki mana hai setu - use dekhanA bhara hai| vaha zAzvata nahIM, vaha hai asthAyI / vaha aisA hai; jaba tuma makAna badalate ho to purAnA makAna vyavasthita thA; hara cIja apanI jagaha para ThIka baiThI thii| phira tuma badala lete ho makAna, phira pharnIcara, phira kapar3e, phira aura dUsarI cIjeM hara cIja jo vyavasthita thI avyavasthita ho jAtI hai, aura tuma cale Ate ho nae makAna meN| hara cIja eka avyavasthA ho jAtI hai| tumheM use phira se jamAnA hotA hai| jaba tuma badala rahe hote ho makAna, tumane
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________________ chor3a diyA hotA hai vaha makAna jisameM ki tuma sadA rahate rahe ho, aura dUsare makAna taka tuma pahuMce nahIM ho| tuma tumhAre sAre sAmAna sahita gAr3I meM ho rAste para hii| yahI hai jo hai mana : vaha koI makAna nahIM hai, yaha mAtra eka mArga hai gujara jAne ko| aura eka bAra tuma samajha lete ho ise, to usa pAra kA kucha utara cukA hotA hai tuma meN| samajha kucha pAra kI cIja hai; vaha mana kI cIja nahIM hai| jJAna mana kA hotA hai| samajha mana kI nahIM hotii| dhyAna do ki kyoM tuma arAjakatA meM ho aura eka samajha tuma para prakaTa hone lgegii| dUsarA prazna : kucha varSoM taka recaka vidhiyoM para kArya karane ke bAda maiM anubhava karatA hUM ki mujhameM eka gahana AMtarika suvyavasthA saMtulana aura kedraNa ghaTa rahA hai| lekina Apane kahA ki samAdhi kI aMtima avasthA meM jAne se pahale vyakti eka bar3I arAjakatA meM se gujaratA hai| mujhe kaise patA cale ki maine arAjaka avasthA pAra kara lI hai yA nahIM? pahalI bAta : hajAroM janmoM se tuma arAjakatA meM rahate rahe ho| yaha koI nayI bAta nahIM hai| yaha bahuta purAnI bAta hai| dUsarI bAta : dhyAna kI sakriya vidhiyAM jinakA ki AdhAra recana hai, tumhAre bhItara kI tamAma arAjakatA ko bAhara nikala Ane detI haiN| yahI sauMdarya hai ina vidhiyoM kaa| tuma cupacApa nahIM baiTha sakate, to bhI tuma sakriya yA avyavasthita dhyAna kara sakate ho bahuta AsAnI se| eka bAra arAjakatA bAhara nikAla dI jAtI hai, to tumameM eka mauna ghaTanA zurU hotA hai| phira tuma baiTha sakate ho maunapUrNa DhaMga se| yadi ThIka se kI gayI hoM, niraMtara kI gaI hoM, to dhyAna kI recaka vidhiyAM tumhArI arAjakatA ko ekadama visarjita kara deMgI bAharI AkAza meN| tumheM pAgala avasthA meM se gujarane kI jarUrata na rhegii| yahI to sauMdarya hotA hai ina vidhiyoM kaa| pAgalapana to pahale se hI bAhara pheMkA jA rahA hotA hai| vaha aMtargaThita hotA hai vidhi meM hii| jaise pataMjali sujhAke, tuma vaise zAMta nahIM baiTha skte| pataMjali ke pAsa koI recaka vidhi nahIM hai| aisA lagatA hai usakI koI jarUrata hI na thI, unake samaya meN| loga svabhAvatayA hI bahuta mauna the, zAMta the, Adima the| mana abhI bhI bahuta jyAdA kriyAzIla nahIM huA thaa| loga ThIka se sote the, pazuoM kI bhAMti jIte the| ve bahuta soca-vicAra vAle, tArkika, bauddhika na the; ve hRdeya meM keMdrastha the, jaise ki abhI
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________________ bhI asabhya loga hote haiN| aura jIvana aisA thA ki vaha bahuta sAre recana svacAlita rUpa se ghaTane detA thaa| udAharaNa ke lie, eka lakar3ahAre ko kisI recana kI koI jarUrata nahIM hotii| kyoMki lakar3iyAM kATane bhara se hI, usakI sArI hatyArI pravRttiyAM bAhara nikala jAtI haiN| lakar3I kATanA per3a kI hatyA karane jaisA hI hai| patthara tor3ane vAle ko koI jarUrata nahIM hotI recanapUrNa dhyAna karane kii| sArA dina vaha yahI kara rahA hotA hai| lekina Adhunika vyakti ke lie cIjeM badala gayI haiN| aba tuma itanI sukha-suvidhA meM rahate ho ki kisI recana kI kahIM koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai tumhAre jIvana meM, sivAya isake ki tuma pAgala DhaMga se DrAiva kara sko| isIlie pazcima meM hara sAla kisI aura cIja kI apekSA kAra durghaTanAoM dvArA jyAdA loga marate haiN| vahI hai sabase bar3A rog| na to kaiMsara, na hI tapedika aura na hI koI aura roga itanI mRtyu detA hai jiMdagiyoM ko jitanA ki kAra claanaa| dUsare vizvayuddha meM, eka varSa meM lAkhoM vyakti mara gae the| sArI pRthvI para hara sAla jyAdA loga marate haiM pAgala kAra DrAivaroM dvArA hii| yadi tuma kAra calAte ho to tumane dhyAna diyA hogA ki jaba tuma krodhita hote ho taba tuma kAra spIDa se calAte ho| tuma ekselereTara ko dabAte jAte ho, tuma bilakula bhUla hI jAte ho breka ke bAre meN| jaba tuma bahuta ghRNA meM hote, cir3he hue hote taba kAra eka mAdhyama bana jAtI hai abhivyakti kaa| anyathA tuma itane ArAma meM rahate ho. kisI cIja ke lie zarIra dvArA kama se kama kAma lete ho, mana meM hI jyAdA aura jyAdA rahate ho| ve jo mastiSka ke jyAdA gahare keMdroM ke bAre meM jAnate haiM, kahate haiM ki jo loga apane hAthoM dvArA kArya karate haiM unameM kama ciMtA hotI hai, kama tanAva hotA hai| taba tuma ThIka se sote ho kyoMki tumhAre hAtha saMbaMdhita haiM, gahanatama mana se, mastiSka ke gahanatama keMdra se| tumhArA dAyAM hAtha saMbaMdhita hai bAyeM mastiSka se, tumhArA bAyAM hAtha saMbaMdhita hai dAeM mastiSka se| jaba tuma kAma karate ho hAthoM dvArA, taba UrjA mastiSka se hAthoM taka baha rahI hotI hai aura nirmakta ho rahI hotI hai| loga jo apane hAthoM davArA kArya karate haiM unheM recana kI jarUrata nahIM hotI hai| lekina jo loga mastiSka davArA kArya karate haiM, unheM jarUrata hotI hai jyAdA recana kii| kyoMki ve ikaTaThI kara lete haiM jyAdA UrjA aura unake zarIroM meM koI mArga nahIM hotA, usake bAhara jAne ke lie koI davAra nahIM hotaa| vaha mana ke bhItara hI calatI calI jAtI hai| mana pAgala ho jAtA hai| lekina hamArI saMskRti aura samAja meM-Aphisa meM, phaikTarI meM, bAjAra meM loga jo sira ke davArA yAnI 'heDa' ke davArA kArya karate haiM 'heDsa' kahalAte haiM : heDa-klarka, yA heDa-suparinTaiMDeMTa; aura loga jo hAthoM dvArA kArya karate haiM, haiDsa dvArA ve kahalAte haiM 'haidds'| yaha bAta niMdAtmaka ho jAtI hai| yaha 'haiDsa' zabda hI bana gayA hai niNdaatmk|
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________________ jaba pataMjali kArya kara rahe the ina sUtroM para, to saMsAra pUrNatayA alaga thaa| loga the 'haidds'| vizeSa rUpa se recana kI koI jarUrata nahIM thii| jIvana svayaM hI eka recana thaa| taba, ve bar3I AsAnI se baiTha sakate the zAta hokr| lekina tuma nahIM baiTha skte| isIlie maiM AviSkAra karatA rahA hUM recaka vidhiyoM kaa| kevala unhIM ke bAda tuma zAti se baiTha sakate ho, usase pahale nhiiN| kucha varSoM taka recaka vidhiyoM para kArya karane ke bAda maiM anubhava karatA hUM ki eka gahana AMtarika suvyavasthA saMtulana aura kedraNa mujha meM ghaTa rahA hai| aba jhaMjhaTa mata khar3I kara lenA; ise hone denaa| aba vahI mana apanI TAga ar3A rahA hai| mana kahatA hai, 'aisA kaise ghaTa sakatA hai? pahale merA arAjakatA se gajaranA jarUrI hai| 'yaha vicAra nirmita kara sakatA hai arAjakatA kaa| yahI mere dekhane meM AtA rahA hai : loga lalakate rahate haiM zAti ke lie, aura jaba vaha ghaTane lagatI hai, to ve vizvAsa nahIM kara sakate usa pr| yaha itanA acchA hotA hai ki isa para vizvAsa hI nahIM aataa| khAsa karake ve loga jinhoMne sadA niMdA kI hotI hai apanI, ve vizvAsa nahIM kara sakate ki vaha saba ghaTita ho rahA hai unheN| ' asaMbhava! aisA ghaTA hogA buddha ko yA ki jIsasa ko, lekina mujhako? nahIM, yaha to saMbhava nahIM hai| 've zAti vArA, mauna davArA, vaisA ghaTane para azAta hokara mere pAsa cale Ate haiN| 'yaha saca hai, yA ki maiM kalpanA kara rahA hai isakI?' kyoM ciMtA karanI? yadi yaha kalpanA bhI hai, to krodha ke bAre meM kalpanA karane se yaha behatara hai; yaha kAmavAsanA ke bAre meM kalpanA karane se to behatara hai| aura maiM kahatA haM tumase, koI kalpanA nahIM kara sakatA zAti kii| kalpanA ko jarUrata rahatI hai kisI rUpAkAra kI, mauna ke pAsa koI AkAra nahIM hotaa| kalpanA kA artha hotA hai biMba meM socanA, aura mauna kA koI pratibiMba nahIM hotaa| tuma kalpanA nahIM kara sakate saMbodhi kI, satorI kI, samAdhi kI, mauna kii| nhiiN| kalpanA ko cAhie koI AdhAra, koI AkAra, aura mauna hotA hai AkAravihIna, anirvcniiy| kisI ne kabhI nahIM banAyA isakA koI citra; koI nahIM banA sktaa| kisI ne nahIM gaDhI isakI taa| kisI ne nahIM gar3hI isakI koI mUrata; koI kara nahIM sakatA aisaa| tuma mauna kI kalpanA nahIM kara skte| mana cala rahA hai caalaakiyaaN| mana to kahegA, 'yaha jarUra kalpanA hI hogii| aisA saMbhava kaise ho sakatA hai tumhAre lie? tumhAre jaisA itanA mUDha vyakti aura mauna ghaTa rahA hai tumako? jarUra yahI hogA ki tuma kalpanA kara rahe ho| ' yA, 'isa AdamI rajanIza ne samma kara diyA hai tumheN| kahIM kucha tumheM dhokhA ho rahA hogaa| 'mata khar3I kara lenA aisI smsyaaeN| aise hI jIvana meM kAphI samasyAeM haiN| jaba mauna ghaTa rahA ho, to usameM AnaMdita honA, usakA utsava mnaanaa| isakA artha haA ki arAjaka zaktiyAM bAhara nikAlI jA cukI haiN| mana khela rahA hai apanA aMtima
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________________ khel| vaha khelatA hai bilakula aMta taka; sarvathA, pUrNatayA aMta taka vaha khelatA hI jAtA hai, aMtima ghar3I meM jaba saMbodhi ghaTane ko hI hotI hai, taba bhI mana calatA hai aMtima caalaakii| yaha aMtima lar3AI hotI hai| mata ciMtA karanA ki yaha vAstavika hai yA avAstavika hai, yA ki isake bAda arAjakatA AegI yA nhiiN| isa DhaMga se socane dvArA arAjakatA to tuma le hI Ae ho| yaha tumhArA vicAra hotA hai jo ki nirmita kara sakatA hai araajktaa| aura jaba vaha nirmita ho jAtI hai, to mana kahegA, 'aba soca lo, maiMne to aisA pahale hI kaha diyA thA tumse| ' mana bahuta svata: ApUraka hotA hai| pahale yaha tumheM de detA hai bIja, aura jaba vaha prasphuTita hotA hai to mana kahatA hai, 'dekha liyA, maiMne to tumase pahale hI kaha diyA thA ki tumheM dhokhA huA hai| 'arAjakatA pahuMca cukI aura yaha lAyI gayI hai vicAra dvaaraa| to kyoM ciMtA karanI isa bAre meM ki bhaviSya meM abhI arAjakatA Ane ko hai yA nahIM? ki vaha gujara gaI hai yA nahIM? bilakula isI ghar3I tuma mauna ho, kyoM nahIM utsava manAte isa bAta para? aura maiM kahatA hUM tumase, yadi tuma manAte ho utsava, to vaha bar3hatA hai| cetanA ke isa saMsAra meM aura kucha itanA sahAyaka nahIM hai jitanA ki utsv| utsava hai paudhoM ko pAnI dene jaisI baat| ciMtA ThIka viparIta hai utsava ke; yaha hai jar3oM ko kATa dene jaisI baat| prasannatA anubhava karo! nRtya karo tumhAre mauna ke saath| isa kSaNa vaha maujUda hai-paryApta hai| kyoM mAMga karanI jyAdA kI? kala apanI phikra apane Apa legaa| yaha kSaNa hI bahuta kAphI hai; kyoM nahIM jI lete ise! kyoM nahIM isakA utsava manAte, ise bAMTate, isase AnaMdita hote? ise banane do eka gAna, eka nRtya, eka kvitaa| ise banane do sjnaatmk| tamhAre mauna ko hone do sajanAtmaka; kucha na kucha karo iskaa| lAkhoM cIjeM saMbhava hotI haiM, kyoMki mauna se jyAdA sRjanAtmaka to kucha aura nahIM hotA hai| koI jarUrata nahIM bahata bar3A citrakAra banane kI, pikAso kI bhAMti saMsAra prasiddha hone kii| koI jarUrata nahIM henarI mUra banane kI koI jarUrata nahIM mahAna kavi banane kii| mahAna banane kI ve mahatvAkAMkSAeM mana kI hotI haiM, mauna kI nhiiN| apane DhaMga se citra banAnA, cAhe kitanA hI mAmUlI ho| tumhAre apane DhaMga se hAikU racanA, cAhe vaha kitanA hI sAdhAraNa ho| kitanA hI sAmAnya ho-tumhAre apane DhaMga se gIta gAnA, thor3A nRtya karanA utsava mnaanaa| tuma pAoge ki agalA hI kSaNa le AtA hai jyAdA maun| tama jAna jAoge ki jitanA jyAdA manAte ho tuma utsava, utanA jyAdA diyA jAtA hai tumheM; jitanA jyAdA tuma bAMTate ho, utane jyAdA tuma sakSama ho jAte ho grahaNa karane meN| hara kSaNa vaha bar3hatA hai, bar3hatA hI calA jAtA hai| aura agalA kSaNa sadA hI utpanna hotA hai isa kSaNa se, to kyoM phikra karanI usakI! yadi yaha vartamAna kSaNa zAMtipUrNa hai, to kaise agalA kSaNa arAjaka ho sakatA hai? kahAM se AegA vaha? use isI kSaNa se hI utpanna honA hotA hai| yadi maiM prasanna hUM isa kSaNa, to kaise maiM aprasanna ho sakatA hUM agale kSaNa meM?
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________________ yadi tuma cAhate ho ki agalA kSaNa aprasannatA vAlA ho, to tumheM isI kSaNa aprasanna honA hogA, kyoMki aprasannatA meM se hI aprasannatA utpanna hotI hai| aura prasannatA meM se utpanna hotI hai prsnntaa| jo kucha tuma prApta karanA cAhate ho agale kSaNa meM, tumheM use bonA hogA bilakula abhii| eka bAra ciMtA ko Ane diyA jAtA hai aura tuma socane lagate ki arAjakatA AegI, to vaha AegI hii| tuma use le hI Ae ho| aba tumheM pAsa rakhanA hI hogA use; vaha A hI pahuMcI hai! agalI ghar3I kI pratIkSA karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM; vaha pahale se vahAM hai hii| ise jarA khayAla meM le lenA, aura yaha sacamuca hI kucha ajIba bAta hai : jaba tuma udAsa hote ho to tuma kabhI nahIM socate ki yaha bAta kAlpanika ho sakatI hai| kabhI maiMne aisA AdamI nahIM dekhA jo ki udAsa ho aura kahatA ho mujhase ki zAyada yaha bAta kAlpanika hI hai| udAsI saMpUrNatayA vAstavika hotI hai! lekina prasannatA? -turaMta kucha galata ho jAtA hai aura tuma socane lagate ho, 'zAyada yaha bAta kAlpanika hI hai| ' jaba kabhI tuma tanAvapUrNa hote, to tuma kabhI nahIM socate ki yaha kAlpanika bAta hai| yadi tuma soca sakate ho ki tumhArA tanAva aura pIr3A kAlpanika hai, to vaha tirohita ho jaaegii| aura yadi tuma socate ho ki tumhArI zAti aura prasannatA kAlpanika haiM, to ve tirohita ho jaaeNgii| jo kucha dhAraNa kiyA jAtA hai vAstavikatA ke rUpa meM, vaha vAstavika ho jAtA hai| jo kucha dhAraNa kiyA jAtA hai avAstavikatA ke rUpa meM, vaha ho jAtA hai avaastvik| tumhI ho nirmAtA tumhAre cAroM ora ke sAre saMsAra ke, isa bAta ko khayAla meM le lenaa| prasannatA kI, AnaMda kI ghar3I ko pA lenA bahuta durlabha hotA hai| ise mata gaMvA denA socane-vicArane meM hii| lekina yadi tuma kucha nahIM karate, to ciMtA ke Ane kI saMbhAvanA hai| yadi tuma kucha nahIM karate-yadi tuma nRtya nahIM karate, yadi tuma gIta nahIM gAte, yadi tuma bAMTate nahIM, to vaisI saMbhAvanA hotI hai| vahI UrjA jo ho sakatI hai sRjanAtmaka, vaha sRjana kara degI ciMtA kaa| vaha bhItara nae tanAva banAnA zurU kara degii| UrjA ko honA hai sRjnaatmk| yadi tuma usakA upayoga prasannatA ke lie nahIM karate, to vahI UrjA prayukta ho jAegI aprasannatA ke lie| aura aprasannatA ke lie tumhAre pAsa itane gahare rUpa se baddhamUla huI AdateM haiM ki usake lie UrjA pravAha bahuta mukta aura svAbhAvika hotA hai| prasannatA lAne ke lie yaha eka zramasAdhya kArya hotA hai| to pahale kucha dina tumheM niraMtara rUpa se jAgarUka rahanA hogaa| jaba kabhI koI prasannatA kI ghar3I Ae, hone do usakI pakar3a tuma para, karane do tumheM vshiibhuut| itanI samagratA se usakA AnaMda manAo ki agalI ghar3I kucha alaga taraha kI na ho ske| kahAM se hogI vaha alaga? kahau se AegI vaha? tumhArA samaya nirmita hotA hai tumhAre bhiitr| tumhArA samaya merA samaya nahIM hai| utane hI samAnAMtara samaya astitva rakhate haiM jitane ki mana hote haiN| koI eka samaya nahIM hai| yadi eka samaya hotA, to kaThinAI ho gayA hotii| taba sArI dukhI mAnava-jAti ke bIca, koI buddha nahIM ho sakatA thA, kyoMki
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________________ hama saMbaMdhita hote eka hI samaya se nahIM, vaha eka hI nahIM hotA hai| merA samaya AtA hai mujhase - vaha merA sRjana hai| yadi yaha kSaNa suMdara hai, to agalA kSaNa janmatA hai jyAdA suMdara - yaha hai merA samaya yadi yaha kSaNa udAsa hotA hai tumhAre lie to aura jyAdA udAsa kSaNa janmatA hai tumameM se vaha hai tumhArA smy| - samaya kI lAkhoM samAnAMtara rekhAeM astitva rakhatI haiN| aura kucha loga haiM jo astitva rakhate haiM binA samaya ke, ve jinhoMne pA liyA hai a-mana unake pAsa koI samaya nahIM, kyoMki ve nahIM socate haiM atIta ke bAre meM, atIta to jA cukA; kevala mUDha socate haiM usake viSaya meM jaba koI cIja jA cukI hotI hai, to vaha jA cukI hotI hai| eka bauddha maMtra hai : 'gate, gate, parA gate, parA saMgate - bodhi svAhA!' 'jA cukA, jA cukA, parama rUpa se cukA; use agni meM svAhA ho jAne do| 'atIta jA cukA hai, bhaviSya abhI AyA nahIM hai| kyoM ciMtA karanI usakI 1: jaba AegA vaha, hama dekha leNge| tuma hooge maujUda usakA sAmanA karane ko, kyoM ciMtA karanI usakI ? jo calA gayA vaha calA gayA hai, nahIM AyA huA abhI taka AyA nhiiN| kevala yahI kSaNa bacA huA hai, zuddha pragAr3ha UrjA sahita jIyo ise! yadi yaha zAMtipUrNa hai, to anugRhIta hoo| yadi yaha AnaMdapUrNa hai, to dhanyavAda do paramAtmA ko, AsthA rakho isa para aura yadi tuma AsthA rakha sakate ho, to yaha vikasita hogii| yadi tuma rakhate ho anAsthA, to tumane pahale se hI viSAkta kara diyA ise tIsarA prazna : Apane kahA ki hamArI ora se kI gayI saba kriyAeM jyAdA samasyAeM khar3I kara deMgI aura hameM dekhanA cAhie aura pratIkSA karanI cAhie aura vizrAMta honA cAhie aura cIjoM ko apane se hI zAMta hone denA cAhie to aisA kisa prakAra huA ki yoga saikar3oM tarakIboM aura abhyAsoM sAdhanAoM se bharA huA hai? tumhAre 'kAraNa! aisA pataMjali ke kAraNa nahIM huA hai, aisA huA hai tumhAre kaarnn| tuma nahIM vizvAsa kara sakate ki tumhAre binA kucha kie hI parama satya ghaTa sakatA hai tumako tuma nahIM vizvAsa kara skte| tumheM kucha cAhie karane ko jaise ki baccoM ko cAhie khilaune khelane ke lie tumheM tarakIbeM cAhie khelane ke lie aura kyoMki tuma vizvAsa nahIM kara sakate ki paramAtmA itanA sarala hai aura
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________________ itane nikaTatama rUpa se saMbhava hai, ata: tarakIbeM khoja lI gayI haiN| ve tarakIbeM tumhArI madada na kareMgI parama satya taka pahuMcane meN| to kyA kareMgI ve? -ve to mAtra darzA deMgI tumheM tumhArI muuddh'taa| eka dina acAnaka bodha hone para ki kyA kara rahe ho tuma, tarakIbeM gira jAtI haiM, aura paramAtmA utara AtA hai| paramAtmA to sadA se hI hai| tarakIbeM haiM tumhAre kAraNa; tuma mAMga karate ho unkii| loga mere pAsa Ate, aura yadi maiM kahatA hUM unase ki koI jarUrata nahIM kucha karane kI, to ve kahate haiM 'phira bhI kucha diijie| kama se kama koI maMtra hI de dIjie Apa tAki hama usakA japa hI kara skeN| 've kahate ki mAtra zAti se baiTha jAnA asaMbhava hai-'hameM kucha karanA hai| ' to kyA karUM maiM ina logoM kA? yadi maiM kahatA hUM unase, 'zAMta hokara baiTho', to ve baiTha nahIM skte| taba kAmacalAU rUpa kI koI cIja nirmita kara lenI hotI hai| maiM de detA hUM unheM kucha karane ko| use karate hue, kama se kama ve kucha ghaMTe vyasta to rheNge| ve baiThe raheMge japate hae, kama se kama isa maMtra kI sahAyatA se, ve kisI kA kucha burA to nahIM kreNge| ve baiThe hI raheMge : ve burA kara nahIM skte| aura niraMtara rAma, rAma, rAma-japate hue kisI dina ve jAna leMge ki ve kyA kara rahe haiN| eka jhena guru apane ziSya ke pAsa gyaa| ziSya saccA prAmANika khojI thaa| vaha niraMtara dhyAna kara rahA thA aura use upalabdha ho gayA thA vaha aMtima sthala jahAM girA hI denA hotA hai dhyAna; sArI tarakIbeM girA denI hotI haiN| ve mAtra khilaune haiM, kyoMki binA khilaunoM ke tuma raha nahIM skte| ve isa AzA meM die jAte haiM ki kisI dina tuma jAna jAoge ki ve mAtra khilaune haiN| tuma svayaM hI pheMka doge unheM aura zAMta hokara baiTha jaaoge| garu gayA kyoMki aba sahI ghar3I A pahaMcI thI, aura ziSya phira bhI jArI rakhe hae thA apane maMtra kA jp| vaha ho gayA thA aadii| aba vaha vazIbhUta ho gayA thaa| vaha chor3a nahIM sakatA thA use| yaha aisA hI hai ki jaise jaba kaI bAra tuma pAte ho ki gAne kI koI nizcita paMkti mana meM calatI hI jAtI hai| yadi tuma cAhate bhI ho to bhI tuma girA nahIM saka the use| vaha lagI rahatI hai tumhAre bhItara, phira-phira A pahuMcatI hai vh| yaha kucha aisI bAta nahIM hai jise ki tuma nahIM jaante| jaba koI vyakti barasoM taka eka maMtra doharAtA calA jAtA hai, to karIba-karIba asaMbhava hotA hai use girA denaa| vaha usakI mAMsa-majjA hI bana jAtA hai| vaha apanI nIMda meM bhI nahIM girA sakatA hai use| jaba vaha nIMda meM hotA hai to tuma usake hoMThoM ko dekha sakate ho kahate hue, 'rAma, rAma, raam| ' yaha bAta eka aMtardhArA bana jAtI hai| nissaMdeha yaha eka khilaunA hotA hai, eka bhAlU-khA, lekina itanA jyAdA nikaTa kA bana jAtA hai ki baccA so nahIM sakatA isake binaa| guru gayA aura ekadama baiTha gayA ziSya ke smmukh| vaha baiThA huA thA buddha kI bhAMti, japa kara rahA thA, apane maMtra kaa| guru le gayA thA apane sAtha eka IMTa aura zurU kara diyA thA usane IMTa ko patthara para ragar3anA : ghara, ghara, ghr| vaha karatA gayA aisA bilakula maMtra kI bhAMti hii| pahale to ziSya ne yaha dekhane
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________________ ke pralobhana ko ki 'kauna zAti bhaMga kara rahA hai', roke rakhA; lekina phira vaha cIja calatI hI calI gaI; ghaMToM gujara gye| ziSya ne apanI AMkheM khola lI aura bolA, 'kyA kara rahe haiM Apa?' guru ne kahA, 'maiM isa IMTa ko camakAne kI koziza kara rahA hUM isakA darpaNa banA dene ke lie| 'ziSya bolA, 'Apa nAsamajha ho| maiMne kabhI nahIM socA thA ki Apa, jinakI pratiSThA buddha-puruSa ke rUpa meM hai, veztanI mUr3ha bAta kara sakate haiN| IMTa kabhI na banegI darpaNa, cAhe kitanI hI jora se Apa ise lar3a leM patthara pr| yaha purI taraha miTa to sakatI hai, lekina yaha darpaNa na bnegii| Apa baMda kIjie yaha betukI baat| 'guru haMsa par3A aura bolA 'tuma bhI karo baMda, kyoMki cAhe kitanA hI kyoM na ragar3I tuma mana kI IMTa ko, vaha kabhI na banegI aMtaratama aatmaa| vaha camakatI jAegI aura camakatI jAegI aura camakatI jAegI, para phira bhI vaha na banegI tumhArI AMtarika vaastviktaa| ' mana ko girA denA hai| dhyAna kI vidhiyAM, tarakIbeM, usa girAne meM madada dene kI cAlAkiyAM haiM lekina taba dhyAna bhI to girA denA hai| anyathA, vahI bana jAtA hai tumhArA mn| yaha aisA hai jaise jaba tumhAre paira meM kAMTA cubhA ho, aura tuma dUsarA kAMTA pA lo, usa pahale kATe ko tumhAre paira meM se haTA dene ko, dUsarA kAMTA madada karatA hai, lekina to bhI dUsarA kAMTA bhI pahale kI bhAMti kAMTA hI hai| dUsarA kAMTA koI phUla nahIM hotaa| jaba pahalA nikAlA jA cukA hotA hai dUsare kI madada se to kyA karoge tuma? kyA tuma dUsare ko ghAva meM rakha doge kyoMki usane bahuta jyAdA madada kI aura kATA itanA mahAna thA ki tumheM pUjA karanI par3I usakI! kyA tuma pUjA karoge dUsare kATe kI? nahIM, tuma donoM ko hI eka sAtha pheMka doge| isa bAta ko khayAla meM le lenA hai: mana eka kATA hai, aura sArI tarakIbeM kAMTA haiM, pahale kATe ko bAhara nikAlane kii| dhyAna bhI eka kATA hai| jaba pahalA kATA bAhara ho jAtA hai, taba donoM ko sAtha-sAtha hI pheMka denA hotA hai| yadi tuma eka ghar3I bhI gaMvA dete ho, taba pahale kATe ke sthAna para hogA dUsarA kaaNttaa| tuma usI musIbata meM par3e hoNge| isIlie jarUrata hotI hai sadguru kI jo kaha sakatA ho tuma se, 'aba AyI hai ThIka ghdd'ii| girA do isa dhyAna ko aura isa mUr3ha kAryakalApa ko| 'jaba taka dhyAna tirohita hI na ho jAe dhyAna upalabdha nahIM huA hotA hai| jaba dhyAna vyartha par3a jAtA hai, kevala tabhI pahalI bAra tuma ho jAte ho dhyaanii| tarakIbeM tumhAre lie AviSkRta kI jAtI rahI haiM, kyoMki tumhAre pAsa pahale se hI kATA hotA hai| kAMTA vahAM hai pahale se hii| kisI upAya kI jarUrata hai use bAhara le Ane ke lie| lekina sadA dhyAna rahe, bhUlo mata kabhI : ki dUsarA kATA bhI kATA hai pahale kI bhAMti, aura donoM ko hI pheMka denA hai| kyoMki tuma to jAna nahIM pAoge, isIlie itanA mahatva diyA jAtA hai guru ko, guru ke satsaMga ko| jaba mana gira jAtA hai, to turaMta dhyAna bana jAtA hai mana aura phira se adhikRta kara lie jAte ho
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________________ tum| anAdhikRta avasthA meM jaba na to kahIM mana hotA hai aura na hI dhyAna, usa samagrarUpeNa anAdhikRta mana kI avasthA meM, parama satya ghaTatA hai-usake pahale kabhI nhiiN| aisA huA ki eka bar3A jhena guru, jaba vaha saMbodhi ko upalabdha nahIM huA thA aura abhI jhena guru nahIM huA thA aura khoja rahA thA aura DhUMDha rahA thA, apane guru ke pAsa gyaa| guru sadA se kahatA A rahA thA logoM se, 'jyAdA dhyAna kro| 'jo koI bhI AyA usane pAyI vahI salAha, 'jyAdA dhyAna karo, jyAdA UrjA le Ao usmeN| ' isa ziSya ne kiyA jo kucha bhI vaha kara sakatA thaa| vaha vastuta: utane hI samagra rUpa se kara rahA thA dhyAna jitanA ki koI mAnava prANI kara sakatA hai| vaha gayA guru ke darzana ko, aura use dekha guru ne khAsa dhyAna nahIM diyaa| cehare se khuza na dikhAI par3A vh| ziSya pUchane lagA, 'bAta kyA hai? yadi Apa jyAdA kucha karane ko kaheM, to karUMgA maiM koshish| lekina Apa merI ora itanI udAsa dRSTi se kyoM dekha rahe haiM? kyA anubhava karate haiM ki maiM eka nirAzAjanaka vyaktitva hUM?' guru ne kahA, 'nahIM, ThIka ulaTI hai bAta-tuma bahuta kucha kara rahe ho| thor3A kama kro| tuma saba milA kara dhyAna aura jhena se bahuta jyAdA bhara gae ho| thor3A-sA kama hI kAma de degaa| ' koI vazIbhUta ho sakatA hai dhyAna dvArA, aura vazIbhUta honA eka samasyA hai| pahale tuma dhana dvArA sammohita hue, aba tuma sammohita ho gae dhyAna dvaaraa| dhana nahIM hai samasyA, AviSTa honA, vazIbhUta honA samasyA hai| tuma bAjAra se vazIbhUta the, aba vazIbhUta hue paramAtmA dvaaraa| bAjAra koI samasyA nahIM hai, balki vazIbhUta honA samasyA hauM vyakti ko svAbhAvika aura mukta honA cAhie aura kisI cIja davArA sammohita nahIM honA cAhie; na to mana davArA aura na hI dhyAna dvaaraa| kevala tabhI khAlI hone para, sammohana rahita hone para, jaba tuma ekadama umaga rahe hote, pravAhamAna hote, parama satya ghaTatA hai tuma meN| cauthA prazna : Apa prema ke viSaya meM batAte haiM aura yaha ki usa para dhyAna karanA kitanA ThIka hai lekina merI vAstavikatA jyAdA jur3I hai bhaya se| kyA Apa hameM batAeMge bhaya ke viSaya meM aura hamArA kyA dRSTikoNa honA cAhie isake prati? pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki bhaya prema kA dUsarA pahalU hai| yadi tuma prema meM hote ho, to bhaya tirohita ho jAtA hai| yadi tuma prema meM nahIM hote, to bhaya uTha khar3A hotA hai, bar3A prabala bhy| kevala premI hote haiM
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________________ nirbhaya / kevala prema ke gahana kSaNa meM, koI bhaya nahIM rhtaa| prema ke gahana kSaNa meM, astitva bana jAtA hai eka ghara - tuma ajanabI nahIM rahate, tuma bAharI vyakti nahIM rahate, tuma svIkRta ho jAte ho| yadi eka bhI manuSya dvArA tuma svIkRta ho jAte ho, to gahare meM kucha khila jAtA hai- phUla khilane jaisA kucha ghaTa jAtA hai aMtaratama astitva meN| tuma svIkRta ho jAte ho kisI ke dvArA, tuma mUlyavAna mAne jAte ho; tuma vyartha hI nahIM rhte| tumhArI sArthakatA hotI hai; kucha artha ho jAtA hai| yadi tumhAre jIvana meM koI prema na rahe, to tuma bhayabhIta ho jaaoge| taba hara kahIM bhaya hogA kyoMki hara kahIM zatru haiM, mitra haiM nahIM sArA astitva parAyA jAna par3atA hai| tuma lagane lagate ho sAMyogika gahare meM utare nahIM, baddhamUla nahIM, ghara meM nhiiN| prema meM koI eka manuSya bhI tumheM de sakatA hai itanA gaharA sukha-caina to jarA usakI to soco jaba koI vyakti prArthanA ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai| - prArthanA uccatama prema hai- samaya ke saMpUrNa ke saMga prema aura jinhoMne prema nahIM kiyA ve prArthanA ko nahIM upalabdha ho skte| prema pahalA sopAna hai aura prArthanA aMtima prArthanA kA artha huA ki tuma saMpUrNa se prema karate ho aura saMpUrNa tumheM prema karatA hai jaba kisI eka vyakti ke kAraNa bhI itanA gaharA khilAva tumhAre bhItara ghaTa sakatA hai to jarA usakI soco jaba anubhava hotA hai ki saMpUrNa ke sAtha prema meM ho? prArthanA hotI hai jaba tuma prema karate ho paramAtmA se aura paramAtmA prema karatA hai tumse| aura yadi prema aura prArthanA tumhAre jIvana meM nahIM, to vahAM hotA hai kevala bhaya / ata: bhaya vAstava meM prema kA abhAva hI hai| aura yadi bhaya hai tumhArI samasyA, to vaha yahI dikhAtI hai mujhe ki tuma dekha rahe ho galata pahalU kI ora samasyA prema kI honI cAhie bhaya kI nahIM yadi bhaya hai samasyA, to usakA artha huA tumheM khoja karanI cAhie prema kii| yadi bhaya hai samasyA, to samasyA vastutaH yahI hai ki tumheM jyAdA premapUrNa honA cAhie, tAki dUsarA koI tumhAre prati jyAdA premapUrNa ho ske| tumheM jyAdA khulA honA cAhie prema ke prati / lekina yahI hai ar3acana : jaba tumheM bhaya hotA hai to tuma baMda ho jAte ho| tuma itanA bhaya anubhava karane lagate ho ki tuma dUsare manuSya kI ora bar3hanA baMda kara dete ho| tuma ekAkI ho jAnA cAhate ho / jaba kabhI koI A jAtA hai, tuma ghabar3AhaTa anubhava karate ho, kyoMki dUsarA lagatA hai zatru kI bhAMti / aura yadi tuma itane jakar3e gae hote ho bhaya dvArA to yaha ho jAtA hai eka duzcakra prema kA abhAva tuma meM bhaya nirmita kara detA hai, aura aba bhaya ke kAraNa hI tuma ho jAte ho baMda tuma binA khir3akiyoM vAlI baMda koTharI kI bhAMti ho jAte ho jaba tuma bhayabhIta hote ho, to koI bhI A sakatA hai khir3akiyoM dvArA, aura cAroM ora hote haiM shtru| tumheM dvAra kholane meM bhaya hotA hai kyoMki jaba tuma khola dete ho dvAra, taba kucha bhI saMbhava hotA hai| ata: prema bhI jisa samaya khaTakhaTAtA hai tumhArA dvAra, tuma bharosA nahIM krte| to
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________________ koI puruSa yA koI strI jo bahuta gahare rUpa se baddhamUla ho bhaya meM, use hamezA prema meM par3ane se Dara lagatA hai| taba hRdaya ke dvAra khula jAeMge aura dUsarA tuma meM praveza kara jAegA, aura dUsarA to hai zatru / sArtra kahatA hai, 'dUsarA hai naraka / 1 premiyoM ne eka dUsarI vAstavikatA jAnI hai, dUsarA hai svarga, pUrA svarga / sArtra jarUra gahare bhaya meM pIr3A meM, ciMtA meM jI rahA hai| aura sArtra bahuta, bahuta prabhAvakArI ho gayA hai pazcima meN| vastutaH usase bacanA cAhie roga kI bhAMti, eka khataranAka roga kI bhaaNti| lekina vaha AkarSita karatA hai kyoMki jo kucha bhI vaha kaha rahA hai, bahuta loga vahI kucha to anubhava karate haiM apane jIvana meM yahI hai usakA AkarSaNa / nirAzA, udAsI, pIr3A, bhaya : ye hI haiM sArtra ke mUla viSaya, astitvavAda ke saMpUrNa AMdolana ke viSaya / aura loga anubhava karate ki ye unakI samasyAeM haiN| isIlie jaba maiM bAta karatA hUM prema kI nissaMdeha tuma anubhava karate ki vaha tumhArI samasyA hai hI nahIM tumhArI samasyA to bhaya kI hai| lekina maiM kahanA cAhUMgA tumase ki prema hai tumhArI samasyA, bhaya nhiiN| yaha aisA hai : jaise ki ghara meM aMdherA ho aura maiM bAta karUM prakAza kii| tuma kahate, 'Apa prakAza kI hI bAta karate jAte haiN| behatara hotA yadi Apa bolate aMdhakAra ke bAre meM, kyoMki hamArI samasyA to aMdhakAra kI hai| ghara bharA huA hai aMdhakAra se prakAza nahIM hai hamArI samasyA / ' lekina kyA tumheM bAta samajha meM AtI hai ki tuma kyA kaha rahe ho? yadi aMdhakAra hai tumhArI samasyA, to aMdhakAra ke bAre meM bAteM karanA madada na degaa| tuma kahate ho ki aMdhakAra hai tumhArI samasyA, lekina sIdhe taura para kucha kiyA nahIM jA sakatA hai aMdhakAra ke bore meN| tuma use bAhara nikAla pheMka nahIM sakate, tuma use bAhara dhakela nahIM sakate, tuma use utAra dUra nahIM kara sakate / aMdhakAra eka abhAva hai sIdhe-sIdhe usake bAre meM kucha kiyA nahIM jA sakatA hai| yadi tumheM kucha karanA ho, to tumheM kucha karanA hogA prakAza ke sAtha, aMdhakAra ke sAtha nahIM / jyAdA dhyAna denA prakAza para ki kaise DhUMDho prakAza ko kaise nirmANa karo prakAza kA, kaise ghara meM prajvalita kara lo dIyA? aura taba acAnaka, kahIM koI aMdhakAra nahIM rahatA / dhyAna rahe ki samasyA prema kI hotI hai, bhaya kI nahIM tuma dekha rahe ho asad pakSa kI or| tuma janmoM-janmoM taka dekha sakate ho asad pakSa kI tarapha aura tuma use sulajhA na paaoge| sadA smaraNa rakhanA ki anupasthiti ko nahIM banA lenA hotA hai samasyA, kyoMki kucha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai usa viSaya meN| kevala upasthiti ko banAnA hai samasyA, kyoMki tabhI kiyA jA sakatA hai kucha; use sulajhAyA jA sakatA hai| yadi bhaya anubhava hotA ho, to samasyA prema kI hai| jyAdA premamaya ho jaao| dUsare kI ora kucha kadama bddh'aao| kyoMki bhaya hara kisI meM hai, kevala tumhIM meM nhiiN| tuma pratIkSA karate ho ki koI A
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________________ taka aura prema kare tumheN| tuma sadA hI pratIkSA karate raha sakate ho, kyoMki vaha dUsarA bhI bhayabhIta hotA hai| aura loga jo bhayabhIta haiM, eka bAta ke prati to bilakula hI bhayabhIta ho jAte haiM, aura vaha hai : asvIkRta hone kA bhy| yadi maiM jAUM aura khaTakhaTAUM tumhAre dvAra, to saMbhAvanA yahI hotI hai ki tuma zAyada asvIkAra hI kara doge| vaha asvIkRti bana jAegI eka ghAva, isalie tuma anubhava karate ho ki na jAnA hI behatara hai| akele bane rahanA hI behatara hai| behatara hai tumhArA apane se hI bar3hate rahanA aura dUsare ke sAtha aMtaraMga na honA kyoMki dUsarA asvIkRta kara sakatA hai| jisa ghar3I tuma samIpa jAte aura prema meM pahala karate ho, to pahalA bhaya jo AtA hai vaha yaha ki dUsarA tumheM svIkAra karegA yA asvIkAra kara degaa| vaha strI ho yA puruSa, saMbhAvanA to hotI hai ki karegA to zAyada asvIkAra hii| isIlie striyAM kabhI pahala nahIM karatIM, ve jyAdA bhayabhIta hotI haiN| ve sadA pratIkSA karatI haiM puruSa ke Ane kii| ve asvIkAra karane yA svIkAra karane kI saMbhAvanA sadA apane pAsa hI rakhatI haiN| dUsare ko kabhI saMbhAvanA nahIM detIM, kyoMki ve puruSoM kI apekSA adhika bhayabhIta hotI haiN| to bahuta-sI striyAM umra bhara iMtajAra hI karatI rahatI haiN| koI nahI AtA unakA davAra khaTakhaTAne ko, kyoMki vaha vyakti jo bhayabhIta hotA hai, eka khAsa taraha se, itanA baMda ho jAtA hai ki vaha logoM ko dUra karatA hai| jarA pahuMca jAo jyAdA nikaTa, aura bhayabhIta AdamI aisI taraMgeM pheMkatA hai cAroM ora ki koI jo nikaTa A rahA hotA hai, dUra kara diyA jAtA hai| bhayabhIta AdamI dUra sarakane lagatA; usa gatividhi meM bhI bhaya hotA hai| tama bAta karate ho kisI strI se yadi tama usake lie kisI prakAra kA prema yA sneha anubhava kara rahe hote ho, to tuma aura- aura nikaTa honA caahoge| lekina dekhanA strI ke zarIra ko, kyoMki zarIra kI apanI bhASA hotI hai| strI, anajAne meM hI, pIche kI ora jhuka rahI hogii| yA vaha pIche hI haTane lgegii| tuma nikaTa ho rahe ho, tuma jyAdA nikaTa pahuMca rahe ho aura vaha pIche haTa rahI hotI hai| yadi koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hotI pIche haTane kI, yadi koI dIvAra vahAM hotI hai, to vaha dIvAra ke sahAre TekA lagA legii| Age na jhukate hue, vaha dikhA rahI hotI hai, 'cale jaao| ' vaha kaha rahI hotI hai, 'mata Ao mere niktt|| jarA dekhanA logoM ko baiThe hue, calate hue| aise loga haiM jo basa hara kisI ko dUra kara dete haiN| yadi koI jyAdA nikaTa AtA hai, to ve bhayabhIta ho jAte haiN| aura bhaya prema kI taraha kI UrjA hai, eka niSedhAtmaka uurjaa| vaha vyakti jo prema anubhava kara rahA hotA hai vidhAyaka UrjA se bharA-pUrA hotA hai| jaba tuma jyAdA nikaTa Ate ho, to aisA lagatA hai jaise ki koI cuMbaka tumheM khIMca rahA ho| tuma isa vyakti ke sAtha ho jAnA caahoge|
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________________ yadi tumhArI samasyA bhaya kI hai, taba socanA tumhAre vyaktitva ke bAre meM, dhyAna denA usa para tumane jarUra apane dvAra baMda kara die haiM prema ke prati, basa itanI hI bAta hai| khola do una dvAra - daravAjoM ko| nissaMdeha saMbhAvanA hotI hai asvIkRta ho jAne kii| lekina kyoM honA bhayabhIta ? dUsarA kevala 'nahIM' hI kaha sakatA hai| 'nahIM' kI pacAsa pratizata saMbhAvanA vahAM hai, lekina 'nahIM' kI isa pacAsa pratizata saMbhAvanA ke kAraNa hI tuma sau pratizata aprema kA jIvana lete ho| saMbhAvanA hai, to kyoM karanI ciMtA? bahuta sAre loga haiN| yadi eka kaha detA hai nahIM, to use coTa kI bhAti mata jAna lenA, use ghAva kI bhAMti mata dhAraNa kara lenA basa aise mAna lenA prema ghaTita nahIM huA thaa| bilakula yahI samajha lenA dUsare vyakti ne tumhAre sAtha bar3hane jaisA anubhava nahIM kiyaa| tumhArA eka dUsare se mela nahIM baitthaa| tuma alaga-alaga prakAra ke ho vastutaH puruSa ne yA ki strI ne tumheM 'na' nahIM kahI; yaha koI vyaktigata bAta nahIM hai| tuma anurUpa nahIM baiThe; Age bar3ha jaao| aura yaha acchA hai ki usa vyakti ne 'na' kara dI, kyoMki yadi tuma usa vyakti ke anurUpa nahIM hote aura vaha vyakti 'hI' kaha detA hai, to tuma par3a jAoge vAstavika ar3acana meN| tuma jAnate nahI ho sakatA hai dUsare ne tumheM musIbata kI eka pUrI jiMdagI se bacA liyA ho use dhanyavAda denA, aura Age bar3ha jAnA, kyoMki sabhI upayukta nahIM baiThate sabhI ko / pratyeka vyakti itanA bejor3a hotA hai ki yaha vAstava meM hI kaThina hotA hai tumhAre sAtha upayukta baiThane vAlA sahI vyakti khoja pAnA kisI behatara duniyA meM, kahIM kabhI bhaviSya meM logoM meM jyAdA gatimayatA hogI, jisase ki loga koziza kara sakeM aura pA sakeM apane lie ThIka strI aura ThIka puruSa / galatiyAM karane se DaranA mata, kyoMki yadi tumheM galatiyAM karane kA Dara hotA hai to tuma bilakula hI na caloge, aura tuma pUrI jiMdagI cUka jAoge na karane se behatara hai galatI karanA asvIkRta honA behatara hai mAtra svayaM taka hI bhayabhIta bane rahane se, kucha AraMbha na karane seM-kyoMki asvIkAra le AtA hai svIkAra kI sNbhaavnaa| vaha hai svIkAra kA dUsarA pahalU / yadi koI asvIkara karatA hai, to koI svIkAra kregaa| vyakti ko calate jAnA hotA hai aura DhUMDha lenA hotA hai sahI vykti| jaba sahI vyakti mila jAtA hai, to koI cIja khaTa se kauMdha jAtI hai| ve eka dUsare ke lie hI bane hote haiN| ve sAtha-sAtha ThIka baiThate haiM aisA nahIM hai ki vahAM koI saMgharSa na hogA, ki gusse aura jhagaDe ke kSaNa na AeMge; nhiiN| yadi prema jIvaMta hotA hai to saMgharSa bhI hogA vhaaN| kaI bAra krodha ke kSaNa bhI aaeNge| yaha bAta itanA hI darzAtI hai ki prema eka jIvaMta ghaTanA hai| kaI bAra calI AtI hai udAsI, kyoMki jahAM kahIM prasannatA astitva rakhatI hai, udAsI to vahAM hogI hii| kevala vivAha meM koI udAsI nahIM hotI, kyoMki koI prasannatA nahIM hotii| vyakti kevala baradAzta karatA hai - yaha eka samajhautA hotA hai, yaha eka niyaMtrita kI huI ghaTanA hotI hai| jaba tuma sacamuca hI
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________________ jIvana meM utarate ho, to krodha bhI hotA hai vhaaN| to jaba tuma prema karate ho kisI vyakti ko, to tuma svIkAra kara lete ho krodha ko| jaba tuma prema karate ho kisI vyakti ko tuma usakI udAsI ko bhI svIkAra kara lete ho| kaI bAra tuma dUra cale jAte ho mAtra phira se jyAdA nikaTa Ane ko hii| vastuta: eka gaharI prakriyA hai : premI lar3ate haiM phira-phira prema meM par3ane ko hI, tAki ve phira aura phira aura phira hanImUna manA skeN| prema se bhayabhIta mata ho jaanaa| cIja to kevala eka hI hai jisase ki kisI ko bhayabhIta honA cAhie, aura vaha hai bhy| bhaya se bhayabhIta honA aura kabhI bhayabhIta mata honA kisI dUsarI cIja se, kyoMki bhaya apaMga kara detA hai| vaha viSamaya hotA hai, vaha AtmaghAtI hotA hai| bar3ho! usake bAhara kUda jAo! jo kucha tuma cAhate ho vahI karo, lekina bhaya ko lekara hI mata Thahara jAnA kyoMki vaha nakArAtmaka avasthA hotI hai| aura yadi tuma cUka jAte ho prema ko...| mere dekhe, prema koI bar3I samasyA nahIM hai, kyoMki maiM tumase aura Age dUra dekhatA huuN| yadi tuma prema ko cUkate ho, to tuma cUka jAoge prArthanA ko, aura mere lie vahI hai vAstavika smsyaa| tumhAre lie zAyada abhI bhI yaha koI samasyA na hogii| yadi bhaya hai samasyA, to prema bhI tumhAre lie koI samasyA nahIM hai abhI, to kaise tuma soca sakate ho prArthanA ke bAre meM? lekina mujhe dikhAI par3atA hai ki kisa prakAra jiMdagI kA pUrA silasilA calatA hai| yadi prema cUka jAtA hai to tuma kabhI prArthanA nahIM kara sakate, kyoMki prArthanA hai brahmAMDa kA prem| tuma prema se katarA kara nahIM pahuMca sakate prArthanA tk| bahuta logoM ne kI hai koziza; ve mRta par3e haiM maThoM meN| saMsAra bhara meM bahuta loga kara cuke haiM koshish| bhaya ke kAraNa, unhoMne pUrI taraha prema se bacane kI koziza kI hai| ve DhUMDhane kI koziza karate rahe haiM jaldI pahuMcA dene vAlA koI rAstA, prema ke bhaya se baca kara sIdhe prArthanA taka jAtA huaa| yahI kucha hai jo sAdhu-muni karate A rahe haiM sadiyoM-sadiyoM se| IsAI aura hiMdU aura bauddha-sabhI sAdhu-muni yahI karate rahe haiN| ve koziza karate rahe haiM prema se pUrI taraha katarAne kii| unakI prArthanA jhUThI hogii| unakI prArthanA meM koI jIvana nahIM hogaa| unakI prArthanA kahIM nahIM sunI jAegI, aura brahmAMDa unakI prArthanA kA uttara nahIM dene vAlA hai| ve sAre brahmAMDa ko dhokhA dene kI koziza kara rahe haiN| nahIM, vyakti ko prema meM se gujaranA hI hotA hai| bhaya se haTa kara prema meM srko| prema se, tuma utaroge prArthanA meN| prema ke sAtha calI AtI hai nirbhytaa| aura parama nirbhayatA hotI hai prArthanA meM, kyoMki taba mRtyu kA bhI bilakula bhaya nahIM rhtaa| kyoMki taba koI mRtyu hotI hI nhiiN| astitva ke sAtha hI itane gahare rUpa se tAra jur3A hotA hai tumhArA -ki bhaya kA astitva kaise banA raha sakatA hai? isalie jarA kRpA karanA, bhaya se AviSTa mata ho jaanaa| usase bAhara kUda par3anA, aura prema kI ora bar3hane lgnaa| pratIkSA mata karo, kyoMki kisI ko ruci nahIM hai tuma meN| yadi tuma pratIkSA kara rahe ho
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________________ kie cale jA sakate ho| mere dekhe, to aisA hai : tuma prema se baca kara nahIM nikala sakate, anyathA tuma AtmaghAta karane lgoge| lekina prema baca kara nikala sakatA hai tumase, yadi tuma kevala pratIkSA hI karate rahate ho| bar3ho! prema eka bhAvAveza honA caahie| vaha honA cAhie bhAvapUrNa, jIvaMta, praannvaan| kevala tabhI tuma kisI ko AkarSita kara sakate ho, tumhArI ora jhukane ke lie| muradA ho, to kauna paravAha karatA hai tumhArI? muradA hote ho, to loga chuTakArA pA lenA cAheMge tumse| muradA ho, to tuma ho jAte ho eka ubAU ghaTanA, eka uub| tumhAre cAroM ora, tuma banAe rahate ho Uba kI aisI dhUla-garda, ki koI jo tumase mila jAtA ho vaha anubhava karegA ki yaha eka vipatti hai| premamaya rahanA, sakriya rahanA, nirbhaya rahanA-aura bar3ha jaanaa| jiMdagI ke pAsa tumheM dene ko bahuta kucha hai yadi tuma nirbhaya raho to| aura jiMdagI jitanA de sakatI hai usase kahIM jyAdA hai prema ke pAsa tumheM dene ko, kyoMki prema saccA keMdra hai isa jIvana kaa| usI keMdra ko pAra kara tuma jA sakate ho dUsare kinAre tk| maiM inheM tIna caraNa kahatA hUM : jIvana, prema aura prkaash| jIvana to pahale se hI vahAM hai| prema tumheM upalabdha karanA hai| tuma ise cUka sakate ho kyoMki ise diyA nahIM jAtA hai| vyakti ko nirmita karanA hotA hai ise| jIvana eka sauMpI huI ghaTanA hai; tuma jIvaMta ho hii| vahAM Thahara jAtA hai svAbhAvika vikaas| prema tumheM khoja lenA hai| nissaMdeha isameM khatare haiM, bAdhAeM haiM, lekina ve sabhI suMdara banA dete haiM ise| to tumheM khoja lenA hotA hai prema ko| aura jaba tuma khoja lete ho prema, kevala tabhI tuma pA sakate ho prkaash| taba prArthanA udita hotI hai| vastuta: prema meM gahare utarane para, ve vyakti, ve premI dhIre-dhIre, acetana rUpa se bar3hane lagate haiM prArthanA kI or| kyoMki prema ke uccatama kSaNa hI nimnatama kSaNa hote haiM prArthanA ke| sImA biMdu ke bilakula karIba hotI hai praarthnaa| aisA ghaTA hai bahuta premiyoM ko| lekina ve premI jo akasmAta zurU kara dete haiM prArthanA, jaba ve gahana prema meM hoM-ve bahuta virala hote haiN| mauna meM eka dUsare ke sAtha baiThe hue hI, eka-dUsare kA hAtha thAme hue, yA ki samudra ke kinAre sAtha-sAtha leTe hue, anAyAsa ve anubhava kara lete haiM eka aMtarbhAvega, pAra utarane kI eka aMta: prernnaa| isIlie bhaya para bahuta jyAdA dhyAna mata denA, kyoMki vaha khataranAka hai| yadi tuma bahuta jyAdA dhyAna dete ho bhaya para, to tuma poSaNa kara rahe hote ho usakA, aura vaha vikasita hogaa| bhaya kI ora pITha phera lo aura baDho prema kI trph| pAMcavAM prazna :
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________________ yadi hameM khar3e rahanA hai aura hameM pAnI ko apane se hI Thaharane denA hai phira kyoM haiM ye sAre sakriya dhyAna ? yadi tuma baiTha sakate, to koI jarUrata na hotI kisI dhyAna kii| jApAna meM dhyAna ke lie unake pAsa eka zabda hai- 'jhA jhen'| isakA artha hotA hai, mAtra baiThanA, kucha nahIM krnaa| yadi tuma baiTha kucha hue to yahI dhyAna kA parama satya hai| kisI dUsarI cIja kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| 1 lekina kyA tuma baiTha sakate ho? sArI samasyA kA marma yahI hai kyA tuma baiTha sakate ho? kyA tuma baiTha bhara sakate ho kucha na karate hue? yadi aisA saMbhava hotA, kevala baiTha jAnA aura kucha na karanA, to hara cIja Thahara gayI hotI apane se hI hara cIja bahane lagatI apane se hI tumheM AvazyakatA nahIM hai kucha karane kii| lekina samasyA yahI hai- kyA tuma baiTha sakate ho ? , aisA huA ki eka gAMva ke nikaTa eka choTI-sI pahAr3I para eka AdamI khar3A thaa| subaha huI hI thI aura sUrya udita ho cukA thaa| tIna AdamI cale hI the subaha kI saira ke lie aura unhoMne dekhA thA usa AdamI kI or| aura jaise ki mana calate haiM, ve bAteM karane lage isa bAre meM ki yaha AdamI vahAM kara kyA rahA hai| eka AdamI ne sujhAyA ki vaha vahAM jarUra apanI gAya khoja rahA hogaa| 'kaI bAra usakI gAya kho jAtI hai| taba vaha pahAr3I kI coTI para jA pahuMcatA hai aura use DhUMDhatA hai, vahAM se vaha dekhatA hai saba or| 'dUsarA AdamI kahane lagA, 'lekina vaha saba ora nahIM dekha rahA hai| vaha to basa khar3A huA hai, isalie yaha kAraNa nahIM ho sakatA hai| mujhe lagatA hai vaha jarUra subaha kI saira ke lie AyA hogA kisI mitra ke sAtha, aura mitra pIche chUTa gayA hai, ataH vaha pratIkSA kara rahA hai usakI tIsare AdamI ne kahA, 'sahI bAta yaha nahIM hai kyoMki yadi tuma pratIkSA kara rahe hote ho kisI kI, to kaI bAra tuma dekhate ho pIche kI tarapha vaha to bilakula dekha hI nahIM rahA hai pIche merA vicAra hai ki vaha dhyAna kara rahA hai aura jarA dekho to usake kapar3oM kI ora vaha saMnyAsI hai| vaha jarUra dhyAna kara rahA hai| unakI bahasa itanI uttejita ho gayI ki ve kaha uThe, ' aba hameM jAnA hI hogA pahAr3I kI coTI taka aura isI AdamI se hI pUchanA hogA ki vaha kara kyA rahA hai vahAM / 1 1 1 mIloM calakara ve pahAr3a kI coTI taka phuNce| pahale AdamI ne pUchA, kyA kara rahe ho tuma yahAM? maiM socatA hUM tumane apanI gAya kho dI hai aura tuma khoja rahe ho use| usa vyakti ne apanI AMkheM kholIM aura vaha bolA, 'nhiiN| 'dUsarA vyakti eka kadama Age AyA aura pUchane lagA, 'to jarUra maiM sahI hoUMgA / kyA tuma usa kisI kA iMtajAra kara rahe ho jo pIche raha gayA hai?' vaha bolA, 'nahIM taba tIsarA khuza ho gyaa| vaha kahane jagA, 'to maiM bilakula sahI thaa| kyA tuma dhyAna kara rahe ho?' vaha AdamI bolA,
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________________ 'nhiiN| 'tInoM ke tInoM hairAna the| ve kucha nahIM samajha pAe the| tInoM hI bole, 'tuma kaha kyA rahe ho? tuma hara cIja ke lie kaha dete ho nhiiN| to phira tuma kara kyA rahe ho?' vaha AdamI bolA, 'maiM sirpha yahAM khar3A huA hUM kara kucha nahIM rhaa| ' yadi aisA saMbhava ho, to yaha hotA hai dhyAna kA parama sty| yadi aisA saMbhava na ho, to tumheM prayukta karanI hoMgI vidhiyAM, kyoMki kevala vidhiyoM dvArA aisA saMbhava hogaa| vidhiyoM dvArA, eka dina tuma jAna loge pUrI nirarthakatA ko| dhyAna kI sArI kArya praNAliyAM svayaM ko apane jUtoM ke phItoM dvArA hI khIMcane jaisI haiN| dhyAna kI praNAliyAM betukI haiM, lekina vyakti ko ise jAnanA hotA hai| yaha eka bar3A bodha hai| jaba koI bodha pA letA hai ki usakA dhyAna betukA hai, to vaha bilakula gira hI jAtA hai| maharSi maheza yogI haiM vidhiyoM ke unmukha, jaise ki vidhiyAM hI saba kucha hoN| kRSNamUrti haiM, vidhiyoM ke ekadama viruuddh| aura yahAM maiM hUM-vidhiyoM ke haka meM, aura viruddha bhii| koI praNAlI, koI vidhi tumheM eka biMdu taka le jAtI hai jahAM ki tuma use girA sakate ho| maharSi maheza yogI khataranAka haiN| ve bahuta logoM ko calA deMge isa mArga para, lekina ve kabhI na pahuMceMge lakSya tk| kyoMki mArga itanA mahatvapUrNa mAna liyA gayA hai| ve lAkhoM logoM kI zuruAta kara deMge vidhiyoM para, aura phira vidhiyAM itanI mahatvapUrNa ho jAtI haiM ki koI rAstA nahIM bacatA unheM girA dene kaa| phira haiM kRSNamUrti-hAnirahita, lekina vyartha bhii| ve kabhI kisI ko nukasAna nahIM pahuMcA skte| kaise ve te haiM nukasAna? ve kabhI kisI ko mArga para calAte hI nhiiN| ve bAta karate haiM lakSya kI, aura tuma bahuta jyAdA dUra hote ho lakSya se| tuma maharSi maheza yogI ke jAla meM par3a jaaoge| ho sakatA hai kRSNamUrti tumheM bauddhika rUpa se AkarSita karate hoM, lekina koI madada nahIM de paaeNge| ve nukasAna nahIM pahaMcA skte| ve saMsAra ke sarvAdhika hAnirahita AdamI haiN| aura phira hUM maiN| maiM tumheM mArga detA hUM-use vApasa le lene ko hii| maiM tumheM vidhiyAM detA hUM -eka vidhi nahIM, bahuta sArI vidhiyAM-khelane ke khilaunoM kI bhaaNti| aura pratIkSA karatA hUM usa ghar3I kI jaba tuma sArI vidhiyoM ke prati kahoge, 'svAhA, agni kI bheMTa car3ha jAo!' Aja itanA hii|
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________________ pravacana 25 - sUkSmatara samAdhiyAM: nirvitarka, savicAra, nirvicAra dinAMka 5 mArca, 1975; zrI rajanIza Azrama, puunaa| yogasUtra: (samAdhipAda) smRtiparizuddhau svarUpazUnyevArthamAtra nirbhAsA nirvitrkaa|| 43// jaba smRti parizuddha hotI hai aura mana kisI avarodha ke binA vastuoM kI yathArthatA dekha hU sakatA hai, taba nirvitarka samAdhi phalita hotI hai| etayaiva savicAra nirvicAra ca sUkSmaviSaya vyAkhyAtA / / 44 / / savitarka aura nirvicAra samAdhi kA jo spaSTIkaraNa hai usI se samAdhi kI uccatara sthitiyAM bhI spaSTa hotI hai| lekina savicAra aura nirvicAra samAdhi kI ina uccatara avasthAoM meM dhyAna ke viSaya adhika sUkSma hote hai| sUkSmaviSayatvaM cliNgpryvsaanm|| 45 / / ina sUkSma viSayoM se saMbaMdhita samAdhi kA prAMta sUkSma UrjAoM kI nirAkara avasthA taka phailatA hai|
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________________ smRti hai; vaha kaMpyUTara kI bhAMti hai-ThIka-ThIka kaho to jaivik-kNpyuuttr| yaha vaha saba saMcita kara letA hai jo ki anubhava kiyA jAtA hai, jAnA jAtA hai| bahuta janmoM dvArA, lAkhoM anubhavoM dvArA mana ekatrita kara letA hai smRti| yaha eka vizAla ghaTanA hai| lAkhoM-lAkhoM smRtiyAM isameM saMgrahIta huI hotI haiN| yaha eka bar3A saMgrahAlaya hai| tumhAre sAre pichale janma isameM saMcita haiN| vaijJAnika kahate haiM ki eka kSaNa meM bhI hajAroM smRtiyAM niraMtara ekatrita ho rahI hotI haiN| tumhAre jAne binA, mana kriyAnvita hotA hI rahatA hai| jaba tuma soe hote ho, taba bhI smRtiyAM bana rahI hotI haiN| jaba tuma soe bhI ho, yadi koI cIkhatA aura rotA hai, to tumhArI iMdriyAM kAma kara rahI hotI haiM aura anubhava ko ikaTThA kara rahI hotI haiN| zAyada subaha tuma ise phira yAda na kara pAo kyoMki tumheM hoza nahIM thA lekina gahana sammohana meM ise yAda kiyA jA sakatA hai| gahare sammohana meM, hara vaha cIja jisakA tumane kabhI anubhava kiyA hotA hai, jAne meM yA anajAne meM, vaha saba yAda kiyA jA sakatA hai| tuma apane pichale janmoM ko bhI yAda kara sakate ho| mana kA sahaja svAbhAvika vistAra sacamuca hI vizAla hai| ye smRtiyAM acchI hotI haiM yadi tuma unakA prayoga kara sako, lekina ye smRtiyAM khataranAka hotI haiM yadi ve tumhArA hI prayoga karane lge| zuddha mana vaha hotA hai jo ki apanI smRtiyoM kA mAlika ho| azuddha mana vaha mana hai jo ki niraMtara prabhAvita hotA hai apanI smRtiyoM dvaaraa| jaba tuma kisI satya kI ora dekhate ho, taba tuma dekha sakate ho binA usakI vyAkhyA kie hue| taba cetanA vAstavikatA ke sAtha sIdhe saMparka meM hotI hai| yA, tuma dekha sakate ho mana ke dvArA, vyAkhyAoM ke dvaaraa| taba tama vAstavikatA ke saMparka meM nahIM hote| upakaraNa ke rUpa meM mana ThIka hI hai, lekina yadi mana eka grastatA bana jAtA hai aura cetanA daba jAtI hai mana ke dvArA to satya bhI daba jAegA mana ke dvaaraa| taba tuma jIte ho mAyA meM; taba tuma jIte ho bhrama meN| jaba kabhI tuma dekhate ho satya ko, yadi tuma dekho use sIdhe taura para pratyakSa rUpa se, binA mana aura smRti ko bIca meM lAe hue kevala tabhI vaha hotI hai vaastviktaa| anyathA, vaha bana jAtI hai eka vyaakhyaa| aura sArI vyAkhyAeM jhUThI hotI haiN| kyoMki sArI vyAkhyAeM bojhila huI hotI haiM, tumhAre purAne anubhava se| tuma kevala una cIjoM ko dekha sakate ho jinakA tumhAre anubhava se tAlamela baiThA hotA hai| tuma ve cIjeM nahIM dekha sakate jinakA tumhAre pichale anubhava se tAlamela nahIM hotA hai, aura tumhArA pichalA anubhava hI saba kucha nahIM hai| jIvana kahIM jyAdA bar3A hai tumhAre pichale anubhava kI apekssaa| cAhe kitanA hI bar3A kyoM na ho mana, vaha mAtra eka choTA hissA hI hotA hai yadi tuma saMpUrNa astitva kI soco to| bahuta choTA hai vh| jJAta bahuta choTA hotA hai; ajJAta hotA hai vizAla aura aprisiim| jaba tuma koziza karate ho ajJAta ko jJAta dvArA jAnane kI, to tuma cUka jAte ho sAra ko hii| yahI
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________________ hai ashuddhtaa| jaba tuma ajJAta ko jAnane kI koziza karate ho tumhAre bhItara ke ajJAta dvArA, taba utaratA hai eka rhsyodghaattn| aisA huA. mullA nasaruddIna ne nadI meM eka bahuta bar3I machalI pkdd'ii| bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gayI, kyoMki kisI ne dekhI na thI kabhI itanI bar3I mchlii| mullA nasaruddIna ne dekhA machalI kI tarapha, vizvAsa na kara sakA ki aisA saMbhava thA-itanI bar3I machalI! khulI-phaTI dRSTi sahita vaha ghUma liyA machalI ke cAroM ora lekina phira bhI vizvAsa na kara skaa| usane chuA machalI ko lekina phira bhI vizvAsa na kara sakA, kyoMki usane sunA-paDhA thA itanI bar3I machalI ke bAre meM kevala macheroM kI avizvasanIya kathAoM meM hii| bhIr3a bhI vahAM A khar3I huI thI-avizvasanIya dRSTi sahita hii| taba mullA nasaruddIna kahane lagA, 'kRpayA merI madada kareM isa bar3I machalI ko vApasa nadI meM pheMkane meN| yaha machalI hI nahIM hai, yaha eka jhUTha hai|' koI cIja saca hotI hai yadi vaha tumhAre pichale anubhava ke anukUla baiThatI ho| yadi vaha anukUla nahIM par3atI, to vaha jhUTha hotI hai| tuma paramAtmA meM vizvAsa nahIM kara sakate kyoMki vaha tumhAre pichale anubhava ke anurUpa nahIM hai| tuma dhyAna meM vizvAsa nahIM kara sakate kyoMki tuma rahate Ae ho sadA bAjAra meM, aura tuma kevala bAjAra kI vAstavikatA ko jAnate ho, gaNanAparaka mana kI, vyApArika mana kI vAstavikatA ko hii| tuma usa utsava ke bAre meM kucha nahIM jAnate-jo hai zuddha, svAbhAvika, bilakula kAraNa rahita, ahetuk| yadi tuma jIe ho vaijJAnika saMsAra meM, to tuma vizvAsa nahIM kara sakate ki koI cIja sahaja-sphUrta ho sakatI hai, kyoMki vaijJAnika jItA hai kAryakAraNa ke saMsAra meN| pratyeka cIja sakAraNa hotI hai; koI cIja sahaja-sphUrta nahIM hai| ata: jaba vaijJAnika sunate haiM ki kucha aisA saMbhava hai jo ki sahaja-sphUrta haijaba hama kahate haiM sahaja-spharta, to hamArA matalaba hotA hai ki usakA koI kAraNa nahIM, acAnaka binA kisI vajaha, binA jAne-bUjhe huA hai vaha-vaijJAnika to vizvAsa hI nahIM kara sktaa| vaha to kahegA, 'yaha machalI bilakula nahIM hai, yaha eka jhUTha hai| use vApasa pheMka do nadI meN|' lekina ve jinhoMne ki kAma kiyA hai AMtarika saMsAra meM, jAnate haiM ki aisI ghaTanAeM haiM jo ki akAraNa hotI haiN| na hI kevala ve yahI jAnate haiM, ve jAnate haiM ki sArA astitva hI akAraNa hai| vaha bhinna hotA hai, usa vaijJAnika mana se samagratayA vibhinna saMsAra hotA hai vh| jo kucha bhI tuma dekhate ho, isase pahale ki tuma ThIka se dekho bhI, vyAkhyA praveza kara cukI hotI hai| niraMtara maiM dekhatA hUM logoM ko| maiM bAta kara rahA hotA hUM unase aura yadi vaha anukUla baiThatA hai, cAhe unhoMne abhI kucha kahA bhI nahIM hotA hai, to ve mujhe de dete haiM eka AMtarika sahamati, 'hau' ve kaha rahe hote haiM, 'tthiik|' yadi vaha nahIM anukUla baiThatA unake dRSTikoNoM ke sAtha, cAhe unhoMne kucha kahA hI nahIM
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________________ hotA, to 'nahIM likha diyA gayA hotA hai unake ceharoM pr| gahana tala para unhoMne kahanA zurU kara diyA, 'nahIM, yaha saca nhiiN|' abhI usa rAta maiM bAta karatA thA eka mitra se| vaha kucha hI dina pahale AyA thA; vaha bahuta nayA thaa| vaha vizvAsa karatA thA upavAsa karane meM, aura maiM kaha rahA thA usase, 'upavAsa khataranAka ho sakatA hai| tumheM apane se hI nahIM calanA cAhie; tumheM kisI vizeSajJa se pUcha lenA caahie| aura yadi tuma merI sunate ho, to maiM upavAsa ke haka meM bilakula nahIM hUM kyoMki upavAsa eka prakAra kA damana hai| zarIra satya hai| zarIra kI bhUkha satya hai, zarIra kI jarUrata hI saccI hotI hai| bahuta jyAdA mata khAo, kyoMki vaha bhI zarIra ke viruddha hai aura eka prakAra kA damana hai| aura upavAsa mata karo, kyoMki vaha bhI asatya hai aura vaha bhI damanAtmaka hai| vaha bhI svabhAva ke sAtha mela nahIM khAtA hai| isIlie maiM ise kahatA hUM asty|' koI bhojana karate jAne kI bAta se vazIbhUta hotA hai-pAgala hai vaha, aura koI vazIbhUta hotA hai bhojana na karane kI bAta se-vaha bhI pAgala hotA hai| donoM apane zarIroM ko naSTa kara rahe hote haiM-ve zatra haiMaura upavAsa kA prayoga kiyA jAtA rahA hai eka cAlAkI kI bhaaNti| jaba kabhI tuma upavAsa karate ho, tumhArI UrjA kSINa ho jAtI hai| vaha durbala ho hI jAtI hai| kyoMki isake niraMtara bahane ke lie bhojana kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| upavAsa karane ke tIna-cAra dina bAda, tumhArI UrjA itanI kSINa ho jAtI hai ki mana isameM se apanA niyatAMza nahIM le pAtA hai, kyoMki mana eka aizvarya hai| jaba zarIra ke pAsa bahuta jyAdA hotA hai, taba vaha mana ko de detA hai| mana bAda kI cIja hai, saMsAra meM bahuta bAda meM pahuMcI cIja hai| zarIra mUlabhUta aura prAthamika hai| pahale zArIrika AvazyakatAeM paripUrNa honI cAhie, aura kevala isake bAda hI AtI haiM mana kI aavshyktaaeN| yaha aisA hai jaise ki jaba tuma bhUkhe hote ho, tuma nagara ke dArzanika ko baradAzta nahIM kara skte| jaba tuma bhUkhe hote ho to dArzanika ko vahAM se sarakanA hI hotA hai| vaha nahIM raha sakatA hai vhaaN| dArzanikatA tabhI AtI hai jaba samAja dhanavAna hotA hai, samRddha hotA hai| dharma tabhI AtA hai jaba samAja samRddha ho, jaba mUlabhUta AvazyakatAeM paripUrNa hoN| aura yahI vyavasthA hotI hai zarIra kI : pahale to zarIra, phira dUsarA hai mn| yadi zarIra musIbata meM hotA hai aura apanA Avazyaka niyatAza nahIM pA rahA hotA hai, taba mana kA UrjA-niyatAMza taraMta kama ho jaaegaa| aura yahI hai cAlAkI jise calAte rahe haiM loga apane zarIroM ke sAtha : jaba mana ke lie UrjA-aMza meM kaTautI ho jAtI hai, to mana nahIM soca sakatA kyoMki soca-vicAra ko AvazyakatA hotI hai UrjA kii| aura loga socate haiM ki ve dhyAnI bana gae haiM, kyoMki mana ke pAsa vicAra rahe nhiiN| yaha saca nahIM hotaa| unheM bhojana de do aura vicAra vApasa lauTa aaeNge| jaba UrjA nahIM baha rahI hotI, to mana ho jAtA hai grISma ke nadI - tala kI bhAMti-nadI baha nahIM rahI hai, lekina kinAre haiM vahAM, hara cIja taiyAra
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________________ hai| jaba kabhI varSA ho to phira se nadI bahane lgegii| jaba kabhI vahAM UrjA hotI hai, to phira se sAMpa apanA phana uThA legaa| sAMpa marA nahIM hai mAtra mUrcchA meM hai, kyoMki UrjA upalabdha nahIM ho rahI hai| upavAsa eka cAlAkI hai jhUThI dhyAnamayI avasthA nirmita karane kii| aura upavAsa banAvaTI brahmacarya nirmita karane kI cAlAkI bhI hai- kyoMki jaba tuma upavAsa rakhate ho, to UrjA prabala nahIM hotI, aura kAma - keMdra UrjA nahIM pA sktaa| phira prazna uTha khar3A hotA hai vyavasthA vijJAna kA vyakti bhojana dvArA jIvita rahatA hai; samAja jIvita hai kAmavAsanA dvArA jAti jItI hai kAmavAsanA dvArA tuma yahAM para ho kyoMki tumhAre mAtA-pitA ne paraspara prema kiyA, kAmavAsanA meM sarake yadi tuma sarakate ho kAmavAsanA meM to tumhAre bacce yahAM hoMge, tuma cale jaaoge| yadi tuma nahIM sarakate kAmavAsanA meM taba kahIM koI bhaviSya na rhaa| tuma jAti ke yahAM bane rahane meM koI madada nahIM dete| yadi hara koI brahmacArI bana jAtA hai, taba samAja tirohita ho jaaegaa| bhojana dvArA vyakti kA zarIra banA rahatA hai; kAmavAsanA dvArA jAti kA zarIra banA rahatA hai| lekina pahale hai vyakti, kyoMki yadi vyakti hI na ho, to jAti kaise banI-bacI raha sakatI hai? ataH vyakti prAthamika hotA hai, jAti hai dvitiiy| jaba tuma bhare hu hote ho UrjA se aura zarIra ThIka anubhava kara rahA hotA hai, taba turaMta UrjA aba tumhAre pAsa paryApta hai aura tuma use bAMTa sakate ho jAti ke hai to kAmavAsanA tirohita ho jAtI hai| bhejI jAtI hai kAma-keMdra kI ora / saath| jaba UrjA pravAha kSINa ho jarA dasa dina kA upavAsa rakhanA, aura dasaveM dina taka tumheM lagegA ki tumheM strI meM koI rasa hI nahIM rahA hai| yadi tuma paMdraha dina kA aura jyAdA laMbA upavAsa rakhate ho, to paMdrahaveM dina, cAhe koI bahuta suMdara plebbAya aura plegarla patrikAeM bhI vahAM par3I hoM, tuma unheM khola na paaoge| ve par3I raheMgI vahIM aura dhUla jama jAegI una para tuma AkarSita nahIM hooge| ikkIsaveM dina, yadi tumane upavAsa jArI rakhA, to cAhe nagna strI bhI vahAM nRtya kara rahI ho, tuma buddha kI bhAMti hI baiThe rhoge| aisA nahIM hai tuma buddha kI bhAMti ho ge| eka dina ko ekadama ThIka bhojana milate hI tuma rasa lene lagoge plebbAya meM aura plegarla meN| tIsare dina UrjA phira se baha rahI hotI hai; tuma strI meM rasa lene lagoge / , vastuta: manasvida ise eka kasauTI banA cuke haiM ki yadi koI puruSa striyoM meM ruci nahIM letA, to kucha galata bAta hotI hai| yadi strI puruSoM meM ruci nahIM letI, to koI galata bAta hotI hai| UrjA pravAha kSINa hotA hai aura sau avasthAoM meM se, ninyAnabe avasthAoM meM yaha bAta saca hotI hai; ve ThIka kahate haiN| kevala saoNvI avasthA meM ve sahI nahIM hoMge kyoMki vaha hogA buddha buddha ke sAtha aisA nahIM hai ki UrjA kSINa pravAhita ho rahI hotI hai| UrjA uccatama hotI hai, apane zikhara para apanI sabase bar3I vizAlatA meM hotI hai| lekina aba ve eka alaga hI vyakti hote haiM, eka alaga dizA meM bar3hate hue jahAM dUsare meM unakA rasa nahIM, kyoMki ve pUrNa paritRpta ho gae haiM apane sAtha dUsare kI ora koI gati nahIM hai, aura aisA nahIM hai ki UrjA kA kucha abhAva hai|
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________________ jaba maiM bAta kara rahA thA isa navAgata se, to maiM dekha sakatA thA usake cehare para ki vaha kaha rahA hai, 'nhiiN|' usane eka bhI zabda nahIM kahA, lekina maiM jAnatA thA ki vaha kaha rahA hai, maiM isameM AsthA nahIM rakha sktaa|' aura phira vaha kahane lagA, 'maiM upavAsa meM hI vizvAsa karane vAlA huuN| jo bhI Apa kaha rahe ho, maiM usake sAtha koI tAlamela anubhava nahIM kara sktaa|' kucha smRti ke kAraNa tuma suna nahIM sakate, smRti ke kAraNa tuma dekha nahIM sakate; smRti ke kAraNa tuma saMsAra kI tathyatA kI ora nahIM dekha sakate smRti A jAtI hai bIca meM tumhArA atIta, tumhArA jJAna, tumhArI zikSA, tumhAre anubhava aura vaha raMga detI hai yathArtha ko / saMsAra mAyA nahIM hai, lekina jaba usakI vyAkhyA kI jAtI hai to tuma jIte ho mAyAmaya saMsAra meN| yAda rakhanA ise| hiMdU kahate haiM ki saMsAra mAyA hai, bhrama hai| jaba ve kahate haiM aisA, to unakA artha usa saMsAra se nahIM jo ki vahAM hotA hai, unakA mAtra itanA hI artha hotA hai, vaha saMsAra jo tumhAre bhItara hai tumhArI vyAkhyAoM kA, tumhAre apane arthoM kA saMsAra tathya kA saMsAra asatya nahIM hai; vaha to svayaM brahma hai| vaha parama satya hai| lekina vaha saMsAra jise tumhAre dvArA nirmita kiyA gayA hai, tumhAre mana aura smRti dvArA, aura jisameM ki tuma rahate ho, jo tumheM ghere rahatA hai vAtAvaraNa kI bhAMti, vaha hotA hai asatya aura tuma isake sAtha bar3hate aura isI meM bar3hate ho jahAM kahIM tuma jAte ho, tuma ise tumhAre cAroM ora lie rahate ho| yaha tumhArA vAtAvaraNa rUpI gherA hotA hai, aura isake dvArA tuma saMsAra kI ora dekhate ho taba jo kucha bhI tuma dekhate ho, vaha satya nahIM hotA, vaha vyAkhyA hotI hai| pataMjali kahate haiM : jaba smRti parizuddha hotI hai aura mana kisI avarodha ke binA vastuoM kI yathArthatA dekha sakatA hai taba nirvitarka samAdhi phalita hotI hai| vyAkhyA avarodha hI hai| vyAkhyA karate ho aura satya kho jAtA hai| binA vyAkhyA banAe dekho, aura satya vahAM hotA hai, aura vahAM sadA se hai hI / satya hara pala maujUda hotA hai| vaha kisI dUsarI taraha se ho kaise sakatA hai? satya kA artha hai. vaha jo ki sacamuca hai| jo apanI jagaha se nahIM sarakA hai kSaNa bhara ko bhii| tuma to basa tumhArI vyAkhyAoM meM jIte ho aura tuma nirmita kara lete ho tumhArA apanA saMsAra vAstavikatA lokagata hai, bhrama vyaktigata hai| tumane sunI hI hogI bahuta purAnI prAcIna bhAratIya kathA pAMca aMdhe AdamI eka hAthI ko dekhane aae| unhoMne kabhI dekhA na thA kisI hAthI ko vaha bilakula nayI cIja thI zahara meM usa deza ke usa bhAga meM hAthiyoM kA koI astitva na thaa| una sabane hAthI ko chuA aura mahasUsa kiyA, aura una sabane usakI vyAkhyA kI jo kucha bhI unhoMne mahasUsa kiyA thA usa AdhAra pr| unhoMne vyAkhyA kI apane
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________________ - apane anubhava dvaaraa| eka AdamI kahane lagA, 'hAthI eka khaMbhe kI bhAMti hai|'-vh hAthI kI TAgoM ko chU rahA thaa| -aura vaha sahI thaa| usane apane hAthoM se chuA thA, aura phira usane yAda kiyA thA, khaMbhoM ko; vaha to ThIka khaMbhoM kI bhAMti hI thaa| aura isI taraha hI, una sabane vyAkhyAeM kii| aisA huA ki amarIkA meM eka prAthamika pAThazAlA meM eka zikSikA ne lar3ake-lar3akiyoM ko eka kahAnI sunAI, binA unheM batAe hue ki ve pAMca AdamI jo hAthI ke pAsa Ae the, ve aMdhe the| kahAnI mara tanI jyAdA jAnI-pahacAnI thI, aura zikSikA ne apekSA rakhI thI ki bacce samajha hI jaaeNge| phira vaha pUchane lagI, 'aba mujhe jarA batAo ve pAMca AdamI kauna the, jo hAthI ko dekhane ke lie Ae the?' eka sr3hauTe bacce ne apanA hAtha uThA diyA aura bolA, 'vishessjny|' vizeSajJa sadA hI aMdhe hote haiN| vaha lar3akA vastuta: eka khojI thaa| yahI hai sArI kahAnI kA saar-ttv| vAstava meM, ve vizeSajJa the| kyoMki eka vizeSajJa bahuta thor3e ke bAre meM bahuta jyAdA jAnatA hai| vaha adhikAdhika saMkucita aura saMkucita hotA jAtA hai| vizeSajJa lagabhaga aMdhA hI ho jAtA hai sAre saMsAra ke prati, kevala eka khAsa dizA meM hI vaha dRSTi-saMpanna hotA hai| anyathA vaha aMdhA hI hotA hai| usakI dRSTi jyAdA sImita aura jyAdA sImita aura jyAdA sImita hotI jAtI hai| jitanA jyAdA bar3A hotA hai| vizeSajJa, utanI hI sImita hotI hai dRsstti| eka parama vizeSajJa ko saMpUrNa rUpa se aMdhA honA hotA hai| ve kahate hai eka vizeSajJa vaha AdamI hotA hai jo thor3e ke bAre meM jyAdA aura jyAdA jAnatA hai| kucha zatAbdiyoM pUrva kevala huA karate the cikitsaka, DAkTara, jo zarIra ke bAre meM saba kucha jAnate the| vizeSajJa nahIM hote the| aba, yadi tumhAre hRdaya kA kucha bigar3A hotA hai to tuma vizeSajJa ke pAsa jAte ho, dAta meM kucha bigar3A hotA hai, to tuma cale jAte ho kisI dUsare vizeSajJa ke paas| maiMne sunI hai eka kathA ki eka AdamI AyA DAkTara ke pAsa aura bolA, 'maiM bahuta kaThinAI meM huuN| maiM ThIka se dekha nahIM sktaa| hara cIja dhuMdhalI jAna par3atI hai|' DAkTara kahane lagA, 'pahale AtI haiM pahalI ciijeN| pahale to mujhe batAo tuma ki kauna sI AMkha kaThinAI meM hai, kyoMki maiM vizeSajJa haM kevala dAyIM AMkha kA hii| yadi tumhArI bAyIM AMkha musIbata meM hai to tuma dUsare vizeSajJa ke pAsa cale jAo jo basa mujhase agale dvAra para hI rahatA hai|' jaldI hI bAyIM AMkha ke vizeSajJa aura dAyIM AMkha ke vizeSajJa alaga ho jaayeNge| aisA hI honA hai kyoMki vizeSajJatA hotI jAtI hai jyAdA sImita, aura jyAdA sImita, aura jyAdA siimit| sAre vizeSajJa aMdhe hote haiN| aura anubhava tumheM banA detA hai eka vishessjny| satya jAnane ke lie tumheM vizeSajJa nahIM honA hai| satya ko jAnatre ke lie tumheM saMkucita, ekAMtika nahIM honA hotA hai| satya ke sAtha tAlamela baiThAne ke lie tumheM alaga rakha denA hotA hai tumhArA sArA jJAna, eka ora rakha denA hotA hai use| aura usakI ora dekhanA hotA hai eka bacce kI AMkhoM dvArA, kisI vizeSajJa kI AMkhoM davArA nahIM, kyoMki ve AMkheM to sadA hI aMdhI hotI haiN| kevala eka bacce ke
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________________ pAsa hotI haiM vAstavika AMkheM pUrA-pUrA dekhatI huI, hara kahIM, sabhI ora, sabhI dizAoM meM dekhatI huii| kyoMki vaha kucha jAnatA nahI hai vaha sAre samaya sArI dizAoM meM bar3ha rahA hotA hai jisa kSaNa tuma jAna jAte ho, tuma kahIM na kahIM pakar3a meM A gae hote ho| yadi tuma phira se bAlaka bana sakI aura vAstavikatA ko dekha sakI binA kisI avarodha ke vyAkhyA ke binA kisI anubhava ke jJAna ke, vizeSajJatA ke to pataMjali kahate haiM, 'nirvitarka samAdhi upalabdha ho jAtI hai|' kyoMki jaba koI vyAkhyA nahIM hotI, taba smRti zuddha ho jAtI hai aura mana cIjoM ke sacce svabhAva ko dekhane yogya ho jAtA hai| , - pataMjali samAdhi ko bahuta sArI paratoM meM bAMTa dete haiN| pahale to ve bAta karate haiM 'savitarka' samAdhi ke bAre meM isakA artha hotA hai tarkayukta samAdhi tuma abhI bhI tArkika vyakti hote ho, tarkayukta smaadhi| phira ve dUsarI samAdhi ko kahate haiM 'nirvitarka, tarkarahita samAdhi / aba tuma vAstavikatA ke bAre meM tarka nahIM kara rahe hote ho| tuma satya kI ora bhI tumhAre jJAna sahita nahIM dekha rahe hote| tuma to basa dekha rahe hote ho satya kI or| vaha vyakti jo yathArtha ko dekhatA hai tarkasahita, vivecanA sahita, kabhI nahIM dekhatA satya ko| vaha apanA mana prakSepita karatA hai yathArtha para apane ko prakSepita karane ke lie yathArtha usake lie eka parade kI bhAMti kAma karatA hai| aura jo kucha bhI tuma prakSepita karate ho, tuma pAoge vahAM pahale tuma vahAM rakhate ho use, aura phira tuma use pA lete ho vhaaN| yaha eka vaMcanA hai kyoMki tuma svayaM rakhate ho use vahAM, aura phira tuma use pA lete ho vahAM / vaha saca nahIM hotaa| nasaruddIna eka bAra kahane lagA mujhase, 'merI patnI saMsAra kI sarvAdhika suMdara strI hai| maiMne pUchA usase, 'mullA tumane isake bAre meM jAnA kaise?' vaha bolA, 'kaise? bahuta sIdhI bAta hai| merI patnI ne kahA thA mujhse|' isI taraha bAta calatI rahatI hai mana meM tuma ise yathArtha para prakSepita kara dete ho, aura phira ise 'tuma pA lete ho vahAM yaha hotA hai savitarka mana kA dRSTikoNa nirvitarka mana nirvikalpa mana, kucha prakSepita nahIM karatA hai| vaha to mAtra dekhatA hai use jo bhI avasthA hotI hai| - kyoM apane mana dvArA kucha prakSepita kie jAte ho yathArtha para? - kyoMki tuma satya se bhayabhIta tuma hote ho| satya ke prati banA eka gaharA bhaya hotA hai vahAM aisA ho sakatA hai ki vaha tumhArI pasaMda kA na ho| aisA ho sakatA hai ki vaha tumhAre viruddha ho, tumhAre mana ke viruddha ho| kyoMki saccAI svAbhAvika hotI hai, isakI paravAha nahIM karatI ki tuma kauna ho to tuma bhayabhIta hote ho| satya tumhArI AkAMkSA pUrti nahIM kara sakatA, to behatara hotA hai use na dekhanA / tuma use dekhate cale jAte ho, jisa kisI bAta kI tuma AkAMkSA karate ho| isI taraha tumane bahuta sAre janma gaMvA die haiM- idharaudhara kI mUrkhatAoM meM aura tuma kisI dUsare ko mUrkha nahIM banA rahe ho, tuma svayaM ko hI mUrkha banA rahe ho| kyoMki tumhArI vyAkhyA aura prakSeyI dvArA satya parivartita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| tuma kevala pIr3ita hote ho anAvazyaka rUpa se tuma socate ho ki dvAra hai aura dvAra hai nahIM; vaha dIvAra hai| tuma koziza karate ho usameM se gujarane kI phira tuma pIr3ita hote ho, phira tuma jar3a ho jAte ho|
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________________ jaba taka tuma vAstavikatA nahIM dekha lete ho, taba taka tuma usa kArAgRha kA dvAra kabhI na khoja pAoge jisameM ki tuma ho| dvAra kA astitva hai, lekina dvAra kA astitva tumhArI AkAMkSAoM ke anurUpa nahIM ho sakatA hai| dvAra astitva rakhatA hai, yadi tuma icchAoM ko girA dete ho to tuma use dekha paaoge| yahI hai ar3acana : tuma icchApUrti kI dhAraNA banAe jAte ho| tuma to basa vizvAsa kie jA rahe ho, aura prakSepita kie jA rahe ho, aura hara bAra vizvAsa Tukar3e-Tukar3e ho jAtA hai aura prakSepaNa gira jAtA hai| aisA bahuta bAra ghaTegA, kyoMki tumhAre divAsvapna yathArtha dvArA paripUrNa nahIM kie jA skte| jaba kabhI koI svapna cUra-cUra hotA hai, eka iMdradhanuSa nIce jA giratA hai, eka icchA maratI hai, tuma pIr3ita hote ho| lekina turaMta hI tuma eka aura icchA, apanI icchAoM kA eka aura iMdradhanuSa nirmita karane lagate ho| phira se tuma banAne laga jAte ho eka nayA iMdradhanuSa jo setu hotA hai tumhAre aura yathArtha ke biic| koI kahIM cala sakatA iMdradhanuSI setu para? vaha lagatA hai setu kI bhAMti; vaha hotA nahIM hai setu| vastuta: iMdradhanuSa astitva nahIM rakhatA; usakI kevala pratIti hotI hai| yadi tuma jAo vahAM para to tuma koI iMdradhanuSa nahIM paaoge| yaha eka svapna-sadRza ghaTanA hotI hai| paripakvatA banatI hai isa bodha taka Ane meM ki, ' aba aura prakSepaNa aura vyAkhyA nhiiN| aba maiM taiyAra hUM use dekhane ko jo kucha hai vstusthiti|' viTagesTIna, isa yuga ke bar3e prakhara vicArakoM meM se eka, usane apanI adbhuta mahatvapUrNa pustaka ' TrekTaiTasa' AraMbha kI isa vAkya sahita, 'varlDa ija Ala, daiTa ija di kes|' tama svapna dekhate jA sakate hai| isake cAroM ora; usase madada na milegii| tuma baMda kara dete ho sapane dekhanA aura samajhate ho. 'varlDa ija Ala rana, daiTa ija di kes|' kyA tuma bekAra hI apanA jIvana aura samaya aura UrjA nahIM gaMvA dete vaha kucha dekhane meM jo ki vahAM hai hI nhiiN| baMda karo sapane dekhanA aura dekho satya ko| yahI artha nirvitarka samAdhi kA, samAdhi jo hotI hai binA tarka kii| yaha mAtra eka zuddha dRSTi hotI hai| tuma isako lekara tarka nahIM karate, tumheM to basa pratIti hotI hai iskii| tuma kucha nahIM karate ho isake bAre meM, tuma to basa ise vahAM hone dete ho aura vyApane dete ho tummeN| savitarka samAdhi meM tuma prayatna karate ho satya meM utarane kaa| nirvitarka samAdhi meM tuma satya ko utarane dete ho tuma meN| savitarka samAdhi meM tuma vAsvavikatA ko utarane anusAra banAne kA prayatna karate ho| nirvitarka samAdhi meM tuma prayatna karate ho svayaM satya ke anusAra hone kaa| savitarka aura nirvitarka samAdhi kA jo spaSTIkaraNa hai usI se samAdhi kI uccatara sthitiyAM bhI spaSTa hotI haiN| lekina savicAra aura nirvicAra samAdhi kI una uccatara avasthAoM meM dhyAna ke viSaya adhika sUkSma hote haiN|
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________________ phira pataMjali le Ate haiM do aura zabda, savicAra aura nirvicaar| savicAra kA artha hotA hai ciMtanamanana sahita, aura nirvicAra kA artha hotA hai binA ciMtana-manana ke| ve uccatara avasthAeM haiM usI ghaTanA kI jise ve kahate savitarka aura nivitrk| savitarka samAdhi kA yadi anusaraNa kiyA jAe, to bana jAegA svicaar| yadi tuma tarkapUrNa DhaMga se soco aura socate hI cale jAo, to tarka ke pAsa eka sImA hogii| vaha aparisIma nahIM hai| tarka aparisIma ho nahIM sktaa| vastuta: tarka sArI asImatAo ko nakAratA hai| tarka sadA sImA ke bhItara hotA hai| kevala tabhI yaha tArkika banA raha sakatA hai, kyoMki asIma ke sAtha to praveza kara jAtA hai atrk| asIma ke sAtha praveza karate haiM rahasya, gar3hatAeM, asIma ke sAtha praviSTa hotI haiM adbhuta baateN| isa praveza ke sAtha, paDorA-bAksa khula jAtA hai| ata: tarka kabhI bAta nahIM karatA asIma kii| tarka kahatA hai ki hara cIja sImita hai aura vyAkhyAyita kI jA sakatI hai| hara cIja sImAoM ke bhItara hai aura samajhI jA sakatI hai| tarka sadA bhayabhIta hotA hai asIma dvaaraa| vaha jAna par3atA hai vizAla aMdhakAra kI bhAMti, tarka kaMpatA hai usameM utarane se| tarka svayaM ko rakhatA hai rAjamArga para, vaha kabhI zUnya meM nahIM srktaa| rAjamArga para hara cIja surakSita hotI hai aura tuma jAnate ho ki tuma kahAM jA rahe hote ho| eka bAra tuma alaga kadama rakhate ho aura zUnya meM sarakate ho, to tuma nahIM jAnate ki tuma jA kahAM rahe hote ho| tarka eka bahuta gaharA bhaya hai| yadi tuma mujhase pUcho, to tarka saba se bar3A kAyara hotA hai| loga jo ki sAhasI hote haiM sadA tarka ke pAra jAte haiN| loga jo kAyara hote haiM tarka kI kArAoM ke bhItara bane rahate haiN| tarka suMdaratApUrvaka sajAyI gayI kaida hai, vaha kisI vizAla AkAza kI bhAMti nahIM hai| AkAza sajA huA bilakula nahIM hai| vaha anasajA hai, to bhI vaha vizAla hai| vaha hai nirmuktatA aura nirmuktatA kA apanA sauMdarya hotA hai; use kisI sajadhaja kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| AkAza apane meM ThIka paryApta hai| use citrita karane ko kisI citrakAra kI jarUrata nahIM hai, use sajAne ko kisI sAja-sajjA karane vAle kI jarUrata nahIM hai| saMpUrNa vistAra hI isakA sauMdarya hai| lekina vistAra bhayabhIta karane vAlA bhI hotA hai, kyoMki vaha itanA vizAla hotA hai ki mana bilakula ThiThaka jAtA hai usake sAmane; mana to bahuta choTA jAna par3atA hai| ahaMkAra bikhara-bikhara jAtA hai usake sAmane, isIlie ahaMkAra tarka kA, paribhASAoM kA, eka khUbasUrata kArAgAra banA letA hai -hara cIja sunizcita spaSTa hotI hai| hara cIja hotI hai anubhava kie jJAta kI aura apane davAra baMda kara detA hai ajJAta ke prti| vaha banA letA hai eka apanA hI saMsAra, eka alaga saMsAra, eka nijI sNsaar| vaha saMsAra saMbaMdhita nahIM hotA hai saMpUrNa se; vaha alaga kiyA jA cukA hotA hai| saMpUrNa ke sAtha sAre saMbaMdha kaTa cuke hote haiN| isalie tarka kisI ko nahIM le jAegA paramAtmA kI ora, kyoMki tarka mAnavIya hai, aura usane paramAtmA ke sAtha ke sAre setu tor3a lie haiN| paramAtmA, divya aura bIhar3a hai; vaha hai bar3A rahasyapUrNa aura bar3A vishaal| vaha eka bar3A rahasya hotA hai jisakI thAha nahIM pAyI jA sakatI hai| vaha koI pahelI nahIM
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________________ jise tuma hala kara sako, vaha eka rahasAi hai| usakA svabhAva aisA hai ki use hala nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| lekina yadi tuma niraMtara tarkapUrNa DhaMga se socate cale jAte ho, to eka ghar3I A pahuMcegI jaba ki tuma jA pahuMcoge tarka kI sImA tk| yadi tuma adhika aura adhika socate cale jAte ho, to tarkapUrNa soca parivartita ho jAegI ciMtana-manana meM, vicAra meN| pahalA caraNa hai tarkayukta soca, aura yadi tuma jArI rakhate ho use, to aMtima caraNa hogA mnn| yadi dArzanika Age baDhatA jAe, calatA calA jAe, kahIM ruke nahIM, to kisI na kisI dina use bananA hI hotA hai kavi, kyoMki jaba sImA pAra kI jA cukI hotI hai, to acAnaka vahAM hotI hai kvitaa| kavitA hai avalokana, manana; vaha hai vicaar| ise aise samajho : eka tArkika dArzanika baiThA huA hai bAga meM aura dekha rahA hai gulAba ke phUla ko| vaha vyAkhyA karatA hai uskii| vaha vargIkaraNa karatA hai usakA-vaha jAnatA hai kisa prakAra kA gulAba hai vaha, kahAM se AyA hai vaha-gulAba kA zarIra-vijJAna, gulAba kA rsaayn| vaha hara cIja ke bAre meM socatA hai tarkapUrNa DhaMga se| vaha vargIkRta karatA hai use, paribhASita karatA hai use, aura cAroM tarapha kArya karatA hai| vastuta: vaha gulAba ko chUtA bilakula nahIM hai| sirpha cAroM tarapha-aura cAroM tarapha ghUmatA hai usake AsapAsa cakkara aura cakkara lagAtA hai, tamAma idhara-udhara chUtA hai jhAr3I ko, para gulAba ko chor3a detA tarka nahIM chU sakatA hai gulAba ko| vaha kATa sakatA hai use, vaha rakha sakatA hai use khAnoM meM, vaha kara sakatA hai vargIkaraNa, vaha lagA sakatA hai usa para lebala-lekina vaha cha nahIM sakatA hai use| galAba tarka ko chUne nahIM degaa| aura yadi tarka cAhe bhI to aisA saMbhava nhiiN| tarka ke pAsa koI hRdaya nahIM, aura kevala hRdaya chU sakatA hai gulAba ko| tarka kevala sira kI bAta hai| sira nahIM chU sakatA hai gulAba ko| gulAba apane rahasya ko udghATita nahIM hone degA sira ke sAmane, kyoMki sira hai balAtkAra kI bhaaNti| aura gulAba kholatA hai svayaM ko kevala prema ke lie, kisI balAtkAra ke lie nhiiN| vijJAna balAtkAra hai : kavitA prema hai| yadi koI vyakti calatA calA jAtA hai, AiMsTIna kI bhAMti to dArzanika ho yA ki vaijJAnika ho yA ki tArkika ho vaha bana jAtA hai kvi| AiMsaTIna apane aMtima dinoM meM kavi bana gayA thaa| eDiMgaTana kavi bana gayA thA apane aMtima dinoM meN| ve bolane lage the rahasyoM ke bAre meN| ve A pahuMce the tarka kI sImA pr| loga jo sadA tArkika bane rahate haiM, ve loga hote haiM jo bilakula carama sImA taka nahIM gae hote; ve apanI tarkapUrNa tarkanA ke ekadama aMta taka nahIM gae hote| ve vastuta: tarkapUrNa hote hI nhiiN| yadi ve vAstava meM tarkapUrNa ho jAeM, to eka ghar3I jarUra AtI hI hai jahAM ki tarka samApta ho jAtA hai aura kavitA AraMbha hotI hai| vicAra yAnI mnn| eka kavi karatA kyA hai? -manana karatA hai| vaha mAtra dekhatA hai phUla kI ora vaha usake bAre meM socatA nahIM hai| yahI hai bheda, para hai bar3A suukssm| tArkika socatA hai phUla ke bAre meM kavi
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________________ phUla kI hI socatA hai, usake bAre meM nhiiN| tArkika calatA hai, cakkara - dara - cakkara meN| eka kavi sIdhe taura para calatA hai aura sAkSAtkAra karatA hai phUla ke pUre satya ko hI eka kavi ke lie, eka gulAba to gulAba hI hotA hai tere meM ghirA viSaya nahIM hotaa| vaha sarakatA hai bhItara kI aura - phUla meM aba smRti sAtha hI bhItara nahIM lAyI jAtI hai| mana eka ora rakha diyA jAtA hai; vahAM hotA hai eka sIdhA saMparka / yaha usI ghaTanA kI uccatara avasthA hai| guNavattA pariSkRta ho cukI hai to bhI ghaTanA vahI hai| isIlie pataMjali kahate haiM, 'savitarka aura nirvitarka samAdhi kA jo spaSTIkaraNa hai, usI se samAdhi kI uccatara sthitiyAM bhI spaSTa hotI haiN| lekina savicAra aura nirvicAra samAdhi kI uccatara avasthAoM meM dhyAna ke viSaya adhika sUkSma 'hote haiN|' kavi hotA hai savicAra meM, aura koI bhI jo savicAra meM praveza karatA hai kavi ho jAtA hai vaha phUla kI socatA hai, usake bAre meM nahIM soctaa| vaha pratyakSa hotA hai aura tAtkAlika hotA hai, lekina aba bhI bheda hotA hai vhaaN| kavi phUla se alaga rahatA hai| kavi hotA hai vyakti aura phUla hotA hai viSaya | dvaita astitva rakhatA hai| dvaita ko pAra nahIM kiyA gayA hai kavi phUla nahIM banA hai, phUla kavi nahIM banA hai| draSTA hai draSTA hI, aura dRzya abhI bhI dRzya hai| draSTA nahIM banA hai dRzya, dRzya nahIM banA hai draSTA / dvaita astitva rakhatA hai| : savicAra samAdhi meM tarka girAyA jA cukA hotA hai para dvaita nhiiN| nirvicAra samAdhi meM dvaita bhI gira jAtA hai| vyakti basa dekhatA hai phUla ko, na svayaM kI socate hue aura na phUla kI socate hue bilakula hI kucha na socate hue| vaha hai nirvicAra binA soca-vicAra ke, ciMtana-manana ke pAra / vyakti hotA bhara hai phUla ke sAtha nahIM soca rahA hotA hai usake bAre meM vaha na to hotA hai tArkika kI bhAMti aura na hI hotA hai kavi kI bhAMti / 1 aba AtA hai rahasyavAdI saMta, jo ki basa hotA hai phUla ke saath| tuma nahIM kaha sakate ki vaha usake bAre meM socatA hai, yA ki vaha socatA hai| nahIM, vaha mAtra usake sAtha hotA hai aura vahAM hone detA hai svayaM ko| usa hone dene kI ghar3I meM, akasmAta vahAM calI AtI hai ekmytaa| phUla phUla nahIM raha jAtA, . aura draSTA eka draSTA nahIM rhtaa| akasmAta, UrjAeM milatIM aura ghulamila jAtIM aura eka ho jAtI haiN| aba dvaita kA atikramaNa ho gyaa| saMta nahIM jAnatA phUla kauna hai aura kauna dekha rahA hai use yadi tuma pUcho saMta se, rahasyavAdI se, to vaha kahegA, 'maiM nahIM jaantaa| ho sakatA hai vaha phUla hI ho jo ki dekha rahA ho mujhe| ho sakatA hai vaha maiM hI hUM jo dekha rahA hUM phUla ko bAta parivartanazIla hai|' vaha kahegA, 'nirbhara karatA hai aura kaI bAra, vahAM na to maiM hotA hUM aura na hI phuul| donoM miTa jAte haiN| ekamayI
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________________ UrjA hI baca rahatI hai kevl| maiM bana jAtA haM phUla aura phUla bana jAtA hai maiN|' yaha hotI hai nirvicAra kI avasthA, kisI ciMtana-manana kI nahIM, balki astitva kii| savitarka hai prathama caraNa, nirvitarka hai usI dizA meM aMtima crnn| savicAra hai prathama caraNa; usI dizA meM, nirvicAra hai aMtima caraNa, do dharAtala haiN| to bhI pataMjali kahate haiM ki vahI vyAkhyA prayukta hotI hai| aba taka sarvocca hai nirvicaar| pataMjali jyAdA UMcI avasthAoM taka bhI pahuMceMge, kyoMki thor3I aura bAteM spaSTa karanI haiM, aura ve calate haiM bahuta dhIre - dhIre -kyoMki yadi ve bahuta teja caleM to tumhAre lie samajhanA saMbhava na hogaa| hara kSaNa ve jA rahe haiM jyAdA aura jyAdA gahare meN| dhIre - dhIre, kadama-dara-kadama, ve tumheM le jA rahe haiM aparisIma sAgara kI or| ve nahIM vizvAsa rakhate hai acAnaka-saMbodhi meM, balki vizvAsa rakhate haiM kramika-saMbodhi meM, isIlie unakA AkarSaNa bahata bar3A hai| bahuta sAre loga hue haiM jinhoMne bAteM kI haiM acAnaka-saMbodhi ke bAre meM, lekina ve nahIM AkarSita kara pAe haiM adhikAMza logoM ko, kyoMki yaha bAta bilakula avizvasanIya hai ki acAnaka saMbodhi saMbhava hotI hai| tilopA kaha sakate haiM aisA, lekina tilopA kyA kahate haiM, bAta usakI nhiiN| bAta hai. kyA koI samajha letA hai ise? isIlie bahuta se tilopA miTa gae, lekina pataMjali kA AkarSaNa jArI rahatA hai, kyoMki koI nahIM samajha sakatA tilopA ke una jaMgalI phUloM ko| ve acAnaka prakaTa ho jAte haiM avizvasanIya rUpa se aura ve kahate haiM, ' acAnaka tuma bhI bana sakate ho hama jaise|' yaha bAta samajha meM Ane jaisI nahIM hotii| unake cuMbakIya vyaktitva ke prabhAva meM tuma suna sakate ho unheM, lekina tuma vizvAsa nahIM kara sakate unkaa| jisa kSaNa tuma chor3ate ho unheM to tuma kahoge, 'yaha AdamI kucha kaha rahA hai jo mere pAra kA hai| yaha bAta gujara jAtI hai mere sira ke Upara se!' kaI tilopA hue haiM, bole haiM, prayatna karate rahe haiM, lekina ve nahIM kara pAte rahe bahuta sAre logoM kI mdd| kabhI-kabhAra hI koI samajhA hogA unheN| isIlie tilopA ko tibbata jAnA par3A thA ziSya khojane ke lie| yaha itanA vizAla deza, aura ve nahIM khoja sake eka bhI shissy| aura bodhidharma ko cIna jAnA par3A ziSya khojane ke lie| yaha prAcIna deza, hajAroM sAla se kArya karatA rahA hai dhArmika AyAmoM para, aura unheM nahIM mila sakA eka bhI shissy| ho, yaha kaThina thA tilopA ke lie, kaThina thA bodhidharma ke lie eka bhI ziSya ko khojnaa| kaThina hotA hai kisI aise ko khojanA jo ki samajha sake tilopA ko, kyoMki ve bAta karate haiM lakSya kii| ve kahate haiM, 'koI mArga nahIM hai, aura koI vidhi nahIM hai|' ve khar3e hue haiM pahAr3a kI coTI para aura ve kahate haiM, 'koI mArga nahIM hai|' aura tuma apane dukha meM khar3e hue ho aMdhakAra meM aura sIlana bharI ghATI meN| tuma dekhate ho tilopA ko aura tuma kahate ho, 'zAyada-para kaise, koI kaise pahuMcatA hai?' tuma pUchate cale jAte ho, 'kaise?'
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________________ kRSNamUrti logoM se kahe cale jAte haiM ki koI vidhi nahIM hai, aura pratyeka pravacana ke bAda loga pUchate haiM, 'phira kaise? phira pahuMce kaise?' ve kaMdhe ucakA bhara dete haiM aura krodhita ho jAte haiM, 'maiMne kahA hai na tumase ki koI vidhi hai hI nahIM, to mata pUchanA kaise, kyoMki kaise kI bAta pUchanA phira vidhi kI bAta pUchanA hI hai| aura jo pUchate haiM, ye koI nae loga nahIM haiN| kRSNamUrti ke pAsa loga haiM jo unheM sunate A rahe haiM tIsa yA cAlIsa varSoM se tuma unake pravacanoM meM pAoge bahuta pahale ke purAne loga ve niraMtara gunate rahe haiM unheM dhArmika bhAva se niSThApUrvaka ve sunate haiM unheM ve hamezA jAte hai jaba kabhI ve vahAM to ro hai, ve hamezA jAte aura sunate haiN| tuma karIba-karIba vahI cehare pAoge vahAM varSoM varSoM taka, aura phira-phira pUchate haiM apanI ghATiyoM se, 'lekina kaise? aura kRSNamUrti kevala apane kaMdhe jhaTaka dete aura kaha dete haiM, koI 'kaise hai nhiiN| tuma basa samajho, aura tuma pahuMca jaao| kahIM koI mArga nahIM hai| 1 tilogA, bodhidharma, kRSNamUrti-ve Ate aura cale jAte haiN| unase koI bahuta madada nahIM aatii| loga thI jo unheM sunate he, AnaMda uThAte haiM unheM sunane kaa| ve eka nizcita bauddhika samajha taka bhI pahuMca jAte haiM, lekina ve bane rahate hai ghATI meN| maiMne svayaM bahuta se logoM ko dekhA hai, jo sunate haiM kRSNamUrti ko, lekina eka bhI aisA vyakti mere dekhane meM nahIM AyA jo unheM suna kara apanI ghATI ke pAra calA gayA ho| ve bane rahate haiM ghATI meM aura bolane lagate haiM kRSNamUrti kI bhAMti hI, basa itanA hii| ve kahane lagate haiM dUsare logoM ko ki koI rAstA nahIM aura ve bane rahate haiM ghATI meM hI pataMjali rahe haiM bar3I adbhuta madada atulniiy| lAkhoM gujara cuke haiM isa saMsAra se pataMjali kI sahAyatA se, kyoMki ve apanI samajha ke anusAra bAta nahIM kahate, ve tumhAre sAtha calate haiM aura jaise-jaise tumhArI samajha vikasita hotI hai, ve jyAdA gahare aura gahare aura gahare jAte haiN| pataMjali pIche ho lete haiM ziSya ke; tilopA cAheMge ziSya kA unake pIche calanA / pataMjali tuma taka Ate haiM; tilopA cAheMge tumhArA una taka cale AnA / aura nissaMdeha, pataMjali tumhArA hAtha thAma lete haiM aura dhIre- dhIre, ve tumheM saMbhAvita uccatama zikhara taka le jAte haiM, ve zikhara jinakI bAta tilopA karate haiM lekina usa ora tumheM le nahIM jAte, kyoMki ve kabhI nahIM AeMge tumhArI ghATI tk| ve bane raheMge apane zikhara para aura cillAte raheMge vahIM se / vastutaH ve kSubdha kara deMge bahuta sAre logoM ko kyoMki ve rukeMge nhiiN|. ve coTI para se cillAte raheMge, aisA saMbhava hai aura koI rAstA nahIM hai, aura koI vidhi nahIM hai| tuma basa A sakate ho| vaha ghaTatA hai, tuma kara nahIM sakate!' ve kSubdha kara dete haiN| jaba kahIM koI vidhi nahIM hotI, to loga kSubdha ho jAte haiM aura ve roka denA cAheMge unako, ki cillAeM nhiiN| kyoMki yadi koI rAha nahIM, to kaise koI bar3he ghATI se zikhara taka? vaha vyakti to nAsamajhI kI bAta kaha rahA hai| lekina pataMjali bahuta yuktiyukta haiM, bahuta samajhadAra ve bar3hate haiM caraNa caraNa, ve tumheM le calate vahAM se jahAM ki tuma ho ve Ate haiM ghATI taka tumhArA hAtha thAma lete haiM aura kahate haiM, 'eka-eka karake kadama utthaao|'
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________________ pataMjali ne kahA, 'mArga hai; vidhiyAM haiN|' aura ve vAstava meM bahuta hI buddhimAna haiN| bAda meM, aMta meM ve tumheM rAjI kara leMge vidhi ko girA dene ke lie aura mArga ko girA dene ke lie| na mArga hai, na vidhi; kucha nahIM hai; lekina kevala aMta pr| usa vAstavika zikhara para jaba ki tuma bilakula pahuMca cuke hote ho, jaba pataMjali bhI tumheM chor3a dete haiM, to vahAM koI ar3acana nahIM hotii| tuma pahuMcoge apane se hii| aMtima ghar3I meM ve bana jAte haiM nirrthk| anyathA, ve hote haiM yuktiyukt| aura ve bane rahe haiM itane yuktiyukta sAre mArga para ki jaba ve bana jAte haiM nirarthaka, to bhI ve AkarSita karate haiM, to bhI / ucita jAna par3ate haiN| kyoMki pataMjali jaisA AdamI nAsamajhI kI bAta kaha nahIM sakatA hai| ve vizvasanIya haiN| savitarka aura nirvitarka samAdhi kA jo spaSTIkaraNa hai usI se samAdhi kI uccatara sthitiyAM bhI spaSTa hotI haiM lekina savicAra aura nirvicAra samAdhi kI uccatara avasthAoM meM dhyAna ke viSaya adhika sUkSma hote haiN| bAda meM, dhyAna ke viSaya ko banA denA hotA hai jyAdA aura jyAdA suukssm| udAharaNa ke lie tuma dhyAna kara sakate ho caTTAna para, yA ki tuma dhyAna kara sakate ho phUla para, yA tuma dhyAna kara sakate ho dhyAnI pr| aura taba cIjeM jyAdA aura jyAdA sUkSma hotI jAtI haiN| udAharaNa ke lie, tuma dhyAna kara sakate ho oma kI dhvani pr| pahalA dhyAna hai ise jora se kahane kA, jisase ki vaha pratidhvanita ho sake tumhAre cAroM or| vaha tumhAre cAroM ora eka dhvani-maMdira bana jaae| oma, oma, oma! tuma apane cAroM ora nirmita karate ho pradolita taraMgeM-apariSkRta; pahalA crnn| phira tuma baMda kara lete ho tumhArA muNh| aba tuma ise jora-jora se nahIM khte| bhItara tuma kahate ho, 'oma, oma, om|' hoMThoM ko nahIM hilane denA, jIbha ko bhI nahIM hilaanaa| binA jIbha aura binA hoMThoM ke tuma kahate ho, 'om'| aba tuma nirmita kara lete ho eka AMtarika vAtAvaraNa, eka aMtarjalavAyu oma kii| viSaya sUkSma ho gayA hai| phira hai tIsarA caraNa : tama usakA pATha bhI nahIM karate, tama mAtra sanate ho use| tama badala dete ho sthiti kartA kI, tuma saraka jAte ho sunane vAle kI nizceSTatA kI or| tIsarI avasthA meM tuma bhItara bhI nahIM uccArita karate, 'om'| tuma basa baiTha jAte ho aura tuma sunate ho usa dhvani ko, nAda ko| vaha pahuMcatA hai kyoMki vaha vahAM hotA hai| tuma mauna nahIM ho, isIlie tuma suna nahIM sakate use| 'oma' kisI mAnavI bhASA kA zabda nhiiN| usakA koI artha nahIM hai| isIlie hiMdU ise sAmAnya varNamAlA meM nahIM likhte| nahIM, unhoMne eka alaga rUpAkAra banA liyA hai isake lie, mAtra bheda batalAne ko hI ki vaha varNamAlA kA hissA nahIM hai| vaha alaga se, apane se hI astitva rakhatA hai, aura usakA koI artha nahIM hai| yaha mAnavI bhASA kA zabda nhiiN| yaha svayaM astitva kA hI nAda hai| niHzabda kA
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________________ nAda hai, mauna kA nAda hai| jaba hara cIja mauna hotI hai taba sunAI par3atA hai vh| to tuma bana jAte ho shrotaa| yaha isI bhAMti bar3hatA jAtA hai, jyAdA aura jyAdA sUkSma DhaMga se| aura cauthI avasthA meM tuma bhUla hI jAte ho hara cIja ko, kartA ko, zrotA ko, aura nAda ko-hara cIja ko| cauthI avasthA meM vahAM kucha nahIM hotaa| tumane dekhe hoMge jhena ke dasa oNksaharDiMga (baila kI khoja) citr| pahale citra meM eka vyakti khoja rahA hai apane baila ko| baila kahIM calA gayA hai ghane jaMgala meN| kahIM koI cihna nahIM, koI padacihna nhiiN| basa cAroM ora dekha rahA hai, vahAM vRkSa aura vRkSa aura vRkSa haiN| dUsare citra meM vaha jyAdA khuza jAna par3atA hai-padacihna khoja lie gae haiN| tIsare meM vaha thor3A cakita hai-baila kI pITha bhara hI vRkSa ke nikaTa dikhAI dI hai, para phira bhI muzkila hai bheda kara paanaa| jaMgala bIhar3a hai, ghanA hai| zAyada yaha eka bhrama hI ho jo ki vaha dekha rahA hai baila kI pITha ko? ho sakatA hai vaha vRkSa kA hissA bhara ho| aura zAyada vaha prakSepaNa kara rahA ho| phira cauthe meM, usane pakar3a lI hai baila kI puuNch| pAMcaveM meM, usane use niyaMtrita kara liyA hai| cAbuka ke saath| aba baila usake adhIna hai| chaThe meM, vaha savArI kara rahA hai baila kii| sAtaveM meM, baila hai gauzAlA meM aura vaha hai ghara meN| vaha prasanna hai, baila khoja liyA gayA hai| AThaveM meM, kacha nahIM hai vahAM para; baila khoja liyA gyaa| baila aura use khojane vAlA, khojI aura jo khojA gayA hai, ve donoM hI tirohita ho cuke haiN| talAza samApta huii| prAcIna kAla meM yahI ATha citra the| yaha eka parA seTa thaa| zUnyatA aMtima hotI hai| lekina phira eka bar3e guru ne do citra aura jor3a die| nauvAM : vaha vyakti vApasa A gayA hai| vaha phira se hai vahAM pr| aura dasaveM meM vaha vyakti kevala vApasa hI nahIM AyA hai, vaha bAjAra meM calA gayA hai, kucha cIjeM kharIdane ke lie| na hI kevala cIjeM kharIda rahA hai vaha, zarAba kI botala bhI pakar3a rakhI hai usane! yaha vastuta: hI suMdara hai| yaha saMpUrNa hai| yadi samApti ho jAtI hai zUnyatA para, to kucha asaMpUrNa rahatA hai| AdamI phira vApasa lauTa AyA hai, aura kevala vApasa hI nahIM lauTA hai, vaha bAjAra meM hai| na hI kevala bAjAra meM hai, usane kharIda lI hai zarAba kI botl| saMpUrNatA banatI jAtI hai adhikAdhika sUkSma, adhika aura adhika suukssm| eka ghaDI AtI hai jaba tuma anubhava karoge sarvAdhika sUkSma hI saMpUrNa hai| jaba hara cIja khAlI ho jAtI hai aura vahAM koI citra nahIM hotA, khojI aura khojA huA donoM miTa cuke hote haiN| lekina yahI saccA aMta nahIM hai| abhI bhI vahAM sUkSmatA hai| AdamI vApasa calA jAtA hai saMsAra meM samagra rUpa se rUpAMtarita hokr| vaha aba purAnA vyakti na rhaa| balki punarjanma hotA hai uskaa| aura jaba tuma punajArvita hote ho to, saMsAra bhI vahI nahIM rhtaa| madirA aba madirA na rahI, viSa aba viSa na rahA, bAjAra nahIM rahA baajaar| aba hara cIja svIkRta ho gaI hai| yaha bAta sudara hai| aba vaha utsava manA rahA hai| yahI hai pratIka : vaha shraab| talAza jitanI jyAdA aura jyAdA sUkSma hotI jAtI hai, aura jyAdA aura jyAdA zaktipUrNa hotI jAtI hai cetnaa| aura eka kSaNa AtA hai jaba cetanA itanI zaktizAlI ho jAtI hai ki tuma sahaja svAbhAvika
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________________ vyakti kI bhAMti jIte ho saMsAra meM, binA kisI bhaya ke| lekina pataMjali ke sAtha caraNa caraNa bddh'naa| dhyAna ke viSaya adhikAdhika sUkSma hote haiN| ina sUkSma viSayoM se saMbaMdhita samAdhi kA prAMta sUkSma UrjA kI nirAkAra avasthA taka phailatA hai| yahI hai AThavAM citr| samAdhi kA AyAma jo ki juDA huA hai, ina jyAdA sUkSma viSayoM ke sAtha, vaha adhikAdhika sUkSma hotA jAtA hai, aura eka ghar3I AtI hai jaba AkAra miTa jAtA hai aura vahAM hotA hai nirAkAra | - sUkSma UrjA kI nirAkAra avasthA taka phailatA hai|' UrjAeM itanI sUkSma hotI haiM ki tuma unakA citra nahIM banA skte| tuma mUrti nahIM banA sakate unakI / kevala zUnyatA hI darzA sakatI hai unheM eka zUnya; vaha AThavAM citra dhIre-dhIre, tuma samajha jAoge ki kaise bAkI ke ye dUsare do citra A phuNce| pataMjali ko maiM dhArmika jagata kA vaijJAnika kahatA hUM rahasyavAda kA gaNitajJa kahatA hUM atarkya kA tArkika kahatA huuN| do viparItatAe milatI haiM unmeN| yadi koI vaijJAnika par3hatA hai pataMjali ke yogasUtroM ko to vaha turaMta hI samajha jAegA / eka viTagenkrIna, eka tArkika mana turaMta eka ghaniSTha saMbaMdha anubhava karegA pataMjali ke sAtha / - ve pUrNatayA tarkayukta haiN| aura yadi ve le jAte haiM tumheM atarkya kI ora, to ve le calate haiM tumheM aise tarkayukta sopAnoM dvArA ki tuma haragija nahIM jAnate ki kaba unhoMne chor3a diyA tarka ko aura ve le jA cuke tumheM usake pAra / ve bar3hate haiM dArzanika kI bhAMti, ciMtaka kI bhAMti aura ve banAte haiM itane sUkSma bheda ki jisa kSaNa ve tumheM le jAte haiM nirvicAra meM, a-citana meM, to tuma nahIM jAna pAoge ki kaba laga gaI chalAMga / unhoMne usa chalAMga ko bahuta sAre choTe sopAnoM meM kATa diyA hai| pataMjali ke sAtha tuma kabhI bhI bhaya anubhava nahIM karoge, kyoMki ve jAnate haiM ki kahAM tuma anubhava karoge bhy| ve sopAnoM ko jyAdA aura jyAdA choTA tarAza dete haiM, lagabhaga aise hI jaise ki tuma samatala bhUima para cala rahe hoo| ve itane dhIre - dhIre tumheM le calate haiM ki tuma nahIM dekha sakate ki kaba ghaTa gaI chalAMga, kaba pAra kara lI tumane sImA / aura ve eka kavi bhI haiM aura eka rahasyavAdI bhI haiM- eka bahuta hI virala sammilana rahasyavAdI hue haiM tilopA kI bhAMti; mahAna kavi hue haiM upaniSadoM ke RSiyoM kI bhAMti mahAna tArkika hue haiM arastu kI
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________________ bhAMti, lekina tuma dUsare pataMjali ko nahIM pA skte| ve aise sammilana haiM ki unake bAda koI huA hI nahIM jisakI kI tulanA kI jA sake unake saath| bahuta AsAna hai kavi honA kyoMki tuma eka khaMDa se bane hue hote ho| yaha lagabhaga asaMbhava hai pataMjali honA, kyoMki tumheM samajhanA hotA hai itanI sArI viparItatAoM ko, aura itanI suMdara susaMgatatA meM ve una sabako saMyukta kie rahate haiN| isIlie ve AraMbha aura aMta bana gae haiM yoga kI saMpUrNa paraMparA ke| vastuta: yaha ve nahIM the jinhoMne AviSkAra kiyA yoga kaa| yoga to bahuta jyAdA purAnA hai| yoga vahAM thA bahuta sadiyoM se pataMjali se pahale hii| ve AviSkAraka na the, lekina ve karIba-karIba bana gae AviSkAraka aura pravartaka-mAtra apane vyaktitva ke darlabha saMyoga ke kaarnn| unase pahale bahata se logoM ne kAma kiyA hai aura lagabhaga hara cIja jJAta thI, lekina yoga to pratIkSA kara rahA thA kisI pataMjali kii| aura akasmAta, pataMjali usa para bole, to hara cIja eka dizA meM utara gayI aura ve bana gae prvrtk| ve pravartaka nahIM the, lekina unakA vyaktitva viparIta tatvoM kA eka sammilana thA, unhoMne svayaM meM sammilita kie itane abodhagamya tatva, ki ve ho gae pravartaka yA ho gae lagabhaga pravartaka hii| aba yoga sadA jAnA jAegA pataMjali shit| pataMjali ke bAda, phira bahutoM ne kAma kiyA aura bahuta se pahuMca gae yoga ke aMtaraMga kI nayI bhUmiyoM taka, lekina pataMjali zikhara bane rahate haiM evaresTa kI bhaaNti| yaha lagabhaga asaMbhava jAna par3atA hai ki kabhI koI pataMjali se jyAdA UMcA zikhara bana pAegA-lagabhaga asaMbhava lagatA hai| aisA virala saMyoga asaMbhava hotA hai| tArkika honA aura kavi honA sAdhAraNa pratibhAoM ke lie saMbhava hai| tuma ho sakate ho tArkika, eka mahAna tArkika, aura eka sAdhAraNa kvi| tuma ho sakate ho mahAna kavi aura eka bar3e sAdhAraNa tArkika-tIsare darje ke taarkik| vaisA saMbhava hai; vaha koI kaThina nhiiN| pataMjali eka pratibhAvAna tArkika haiM, eka pratibhAvAna kavi haiM, aura eka pratibhAvAna rahasyavAdI haiN| aranta kAlidAsa aura tilopA-sabhI eka hI meM utara Ae haiN| isIlie hai aakrssnn| jitanA saMbhava ho utane gahare rUpa se samajhane kI koziza karo pataMjali ko, kyoMki ve madada kareMge haarii| jhena guruoM se jyAdA madada na milegii| tuma AnaMdita ho sakate ho unase-khya suMdara ghaTanA hotI hai vh| tuma zraddhA, vismaya se bhara sakate ho; tuma bhara sakate ho Azcarya se, lekina ve madada na deMge tumheN| duSprAya hogA ki koI tumhAre bhItara pahuMce jo ki tumheM sAhasa de sake aura tumhArI madada kara sake atala zUnya meM chalAMga lagAne meN| pataMjali deMge bahuta mdd| ve bana sakate haiM tumhAre astitva kI saccI nIMva, aura ve tumheM le jA sakate haiM, dhIre - dhiire| ve tumheM jyAdA samajhate haiM kisI aura dUsare vyakti kI apekssaa| ve dekhate haiM tumhArI
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________________ tarapha aura ve usa bhASA ko bolane kA prayatna karate haiM, jise tuma meM se koI bhI samajha paaegaa| ve kevala guru hI nahIM haiM, ve eka mahAna zikSaka bhI haiN| 'zikSAvida jAnate haiM ki eka mahAna zikSaka vaha nahIM hotA jo ki kakSA ke kevala thor3e se sarvocca vidyArthiyoM dvArA samajhA jAtA ho-mAtra Age kI baiMca para baiThe hue vidyArthiyoM dvArA-pacAsa kI kakSA meM kevala cAra yA pAMca vidyArthiyoM dvaaraa| vaha koI bar3A zikSaka nahIM hotaa| bar3A zikSaka vaha hotA hai, jise ki aMtima baiMca para samajha sakate hoN| pataMjali kevala guru hI nahIM haiM, ve haiM eka zikSaka bhii| kRSNamUrti guru haiM, tilopA guru haiM, lekina, ve zikSaka nahIM haiN| ve samajhe jA sakate haiM kevala zikhara vyaktitvoM dvaaraa| yahI hai samasyA sarvocca ko jarUrata hI nahIM samajhane kii| ve apane se hI bar3ha sakate haiN| kRSNamUrti ke binA bhI ve utareMge sAgara meM aura pahuMca jAeMge dUsare kinAre taka; thor3e dina pahale yA bAda meM, bAta yahI hotI hai| aMtima baiMca para baiThe hue jo ki apane se nahIM bar3ha sakate, pataMjali haiM unake lie| ve AraMbha karate haiM nimnatama se aura, jA pahuMcate haiM uccatama tk| unakI madada hai sabake lie| ve kevala thoDe se cune huoM ke lie nahIM haiN| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 26 - yoga : chalAMga ke lie taiyAra dinAMka 6 mArca, 1975; zrI rajanIza Azrama puunaa| praznasAra: 1-Apa jisa kisI bhI mArga kI bAta karate hai| to vahI lagatA hai merA mArga! to kaise patA cale ki merA mArga kyA hai?
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________________ 2 - kyA samAdhi kI sabhI avasthAoM se gujaranA jarUrI hai? kyA guru kA sAnnidhya sIdhe chalAMga lagAne meM sahAyaka ho sakatA hai? 3- pataMjali kI taraha hI kyA Apa svayaM bhI kavitA, rahasyavAda aura tarka ke zreSTha jor3a haiM? 4- prArthanA taka pahuMcane ke lie prema se gujaranA kyA jarUrI hai? 5- pataMjali Adhunika manuSya kI nyUrosisa (vikSiptatA) ke sAtha kaise kArya kareMge? 6- Apake pravacanoM meM nIMda kI jhapakI Ane kA kyA kAraNa hai? 7- pataMjali kI vidhiyAM itanI dhImI aura laMbI hai, phira bhI Apa ina para bhAgate hue Adhunika manuSya ke lie, kyoM bola rahe hai| pahalA prazna : jaba Apa pataMjali para bolate haiM to maiM anubhava karatA hUM ki vahI hai merA mArga jaba Apa jhena para bolate haiM taba mere lie jhena hotA hai mArga jaba Apa bolate haiM taMtra para taba taMtra ho jAtA hai merA mArga / to kaise patA cale mujhe ki mere lie kauna-sA mArga hai? bahuta sIdhI-sApha bAta hai-yAni jaba maiM pataMjali para bolatA hUM tuma anubhava karate ho ki pataMjali tumhAre mArga haiN| aura jaba maiM bolatA hUM jhena para tuma anubhava karate ho jhena hai tumhArA mArga aura jaba
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________________ maiM bolatA hUM taMtra para tuma anubhava karate ho ki taMtra hai tumhArA mArga taba to samasyA astitva hI nahIM rakhatI maiM hI hUM tumhArA mArga - dUsarA prazna kyA khojI ke lie samAdhi kI sArI avasthAoM meM se gujaranA jarUrI hai? kyA guru kA sAnnidhya kucha avasthAoM ko ekAeka pAra karane meM madada de sakatA hai? nahIM, vaisA Avazyaka nhiiN| sArI avasthAoM kI vyAkhyA pataMjali dvArA kI gaI hai kyoMki sArI avasthAeM saMbhava hotI haiM, lekina Avazyaka nhiiN| tuma bahuta ko chor3a nikala sakate ho| tuma pahale caraNa se aMtima caraNa taka bhI jA sakate ho; bIca ke sAre rAste se bilakula bacA jA sakatA hai| yaha tuma para nirbhara karatA hai, tumhArI pragAr3hatA para tumhArI tIvra khoja para, tumhArI samagra pratibaddhatA para gati nirbhara karatI hai tuma pr| isalie acAnaka saMbodhi ko upalabdha honA bhI saMbhava hotA hai| sArI kramika prakriyA girAI jA sakatI hai bilakula isI kSaNa hI, tuma ho sakate ho saMbodhi ko upalabdha vaisA saMbhava hai, lekina yaha nirbhara karegA isa para ki tumhArI khoja kitanI pragAr3ha hai, tuma kitane utare hu ho usameM yadi tumhArA kevala eka hissA usameM hai, taba tuma prApta karoge eka Tukar3A, eka caraNa yadi tumhArA AdhA hissA isameM hai, taba tuma turaMta pAra kara jAoge AdhI yAtrA, aura phira vahIM aTaka jaaoge| lekina yadi tumhArA samagra astitva hotA hai isameM aura tuma koI cIja roke hue nahIM hote, tuma sArI cIja ko basa ghaTita hone de rahe hote ho to bilakula abhI to turaMta sakatA hai vaisA samaya kI koI jarUrata nahIM hotii| 2 samaya kI jarUrata hotI hai kyoMki tumhArA prayAsa adhUrA hotA hai, Azika hotA hai| tuma use karate ho, Adhe-Adhe mana se| tuma karate ho use, aura tuma karate bhI nahIM use / tuma eka sAtha eka kadama Age bar3hate aura eka kadama pIche httte| dAyeM hAtha se tuma karate aura bAyeM hAtha se tuma anakiyA kara dete / phira vahAM hoMgI bahuta sArI avasthAeM pataMjali jinakA varNana kara sakate haiM, unase kahIM jyAdA unhoMne sArI saMbhava avasthAoM kA varNana kara diyA hai| bahutoM ko girAyA jA sakatA hai yA sabhI ko girAyA jA sakatA hai| saMpUrNa mArga ko girAyA jA sakatA hai tumhAre prayAsa meM apanA samaya astitva le aao|
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________________ aura guru kA sAnnidhya bahuta madada de sakatA hai, lekina vaha bhI tuma para nirbhara karatA hai| tuma zArIrika rUpa se guru ke nikaTa raha sakate ho, aura tuma zAyada bilakula hI nikaTa na ho uske| kyoMki guru ke sAtha hone meM bAta zArIrika nikaTatA kI nahIM hotI, bAta hotI hai ki tuma kitane khule hote ho usake prati, kitanI AsthA rakhate ho tuma, kitanA tumhArA prema hotA hai usake prati, tumhAre astitva kA kitanA tuma de sakate ho use| yadi tuma vAstava meM hI nikaTa hote ho, usakA artha hai yadi tuma AsthA rakhate ho aura prema karate ho, to phira dUsarI aura koI nikaTatA nhiiN| yaha bAta sthAna kI dUrI kI nahIM, yaha bAta hai prema kii| yadi tuma vAstava meM hI guru ke nikaTa hote ho, to sAre mArga, sArI vidhiyAM girAI jA sakatI haiN| kyoMki guru ke nikaTa honA parama vidhi hai| usake jaisA aura kucha astitva nahIM rakhatA hai| usakI tulanA meM aura kucha nahIM hai, taba tuma bilakula bhUla sakate ho tamAma vidhiyoM ko, sAre pataMjaliyoM ko; tuma bilakula hI bhUla sakate ho unake bAre meN| guru ke nikaTa hone mAtra se aura guru ko tumhAre astitva meM praveza karane dene se hI, yadi tuma bana jAte ho kevala eka grahaNazIlatA, tumhArI ora se binA kisI cunAva ke, kevala eka khulA dvAra, taba ekadama isI kSaNa ghaTanA saMbhava ho jAtI hai| aura maiM tumheM yAda dilA denA cAhUMgA ki una saba vidhiyoM dvArA jo ki saMsAra meM astitva rakhatI haiM, bahuta sAre loga nahIM pahuMca pAe haiN| bahuta jyAdA loga pahuMce haiM guru ke nikaTa hone dvaaraa| vaha saba se bar3I vidhi hai| lekina aMtata: hara cIja nirbhara karatI hai tuma pr| yahI hai samasyA, yahI hai samasyA kI asalI jar3a ki vaha mujha para nirbhara nhiiN| anyathA maiM tumheM de cukA hotA pahale hii| taba kahIM koI samasyA na hotii| eka buddha hI kAphI hotA, aura usane de diyA hotA sabako kyoMki usake pAsa aparisIma hai; tuma use niHzeSa nahIM kara skte| ve aura aura de sakate haiN| aura sadA taiyAra hote haiM dene ko, kyoMki jitanA jyAdA ve dete haiM, utanA jyAdA ve pAte haiN| jitanA jyAdA ve bAMTate haiM, utane jyAdA ajJAta srota khulate jAte haiM, azAta nadiyAM bahane lagatI haiM unakI trph| eka buddha ne hI saMbodhi de dI hotI saba prANiyoM ko, yadi yaha bAta guru para nirbhara hotI to| yaha nirbhara nahIM hai| tumhAre ajJAna meM, tumhAre mana kI ahaMkArayukta avasthA meM, tumhAre baMda kaida hue astitva meM, tuma asvIkAra kara doge yadi buddha use tumheM denA bhI cAhate hoM to| jaba taka tuma na cAho tuma karoge asviikaar| use tumheM tumhArI icchA ke viruddha nahIM diyA jA sakatA hai| tumheM use praveza karane denA hotA hai, aura tumheM use praveza karane denA hotA hai bar3e bodhapUrvaka, satarkatA se aura sajagatA se| kevala gaharI jAgarUkatA meM aura gaharI grahaNazIlatA meM use grahaNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| guru ke samIpa hone se, prema aura AsthA meM usake nikaTa hone se, aura binA tumhAre apane cunAva ke jo kucha vaha karanA cAhe karane dene se phira koI aura cIja karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hotii| lekina phira apekSA mata rkhnaa| taba apane mana ke jyAdA gahare meM bhI koI mAMga mata rakhanA, kyoMki vahI apekSA aura mAMga hI ar3acana bana jaayegii| taba tuma kevala pratIkSA krnaa| yadi vaha bahuta-bahuta janmoM taka
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________________ bhI na ghaTane vAlA ho, yadi tumheM anaMtakAla taka bhI pratIkSA karanI par3e, to bhI pratIkSA karanA aura yaha pratIkSA udAsa ghuTI huI pratIkSA nahIM honI caahie| ise honA cAhie pratIkSAmaya utsv| ise AnaMdamaya utsava honA caahie| ise honA cAhie AnaMda se pripuurnn| yahI cIjeM batAtI haiM ki tuma aura- aura nikaTa ho sakate ho| aura akasmAta eka dina AtA hai jaba guru kI prajvalita lau aura tumhAre astitva kI lau eka ho sakatI hai| acAnaka eka chalAMga lagatI hai; tuma vahAM nahIM hote, aura na hI hotA guru| tuma eka ho gae hote ho| usa ekamayatA meM, vaha saba jo ki guru tumheM de sakatA hai, usane de diyA hotA hai tumheN| usane svayaM ko uMDela diyA hotA hai tummeN| to khojI ke lie Avazyaka nahIM hotA samAdhi kI sArI avasthAoM meM se gujrnaa| aisA Avazyaka ho jAtA hai isalie kyoMki tuma paryApta rUpa se khojI nahIM hote ho| taba bahuta sArI avasthAeM hotI haiN| yadi tuma sacamuca hI pragAr3ha hote, sacce hote, prAmANika hote, yadi tuma marane ko taiyAra hote ho to isI kSaNa vaha ghaTa sakatA hai| tIsarA prazna. Apane kahA ki pataMjali kavitA rahasyavAda aura tarka ke zreSTha jor3a haiM kyA Apake pAsa bhI yahI saMpUrNa saMtulana nahIM hai? nahIM, maiM to bilakula viparIta hUM pataMjali ke| pataMjali ke pAsa eka saMpUrNa jor3a hai kavitA, rahasyavAda aura tarka kaa| nahIM, maiM to kevala hUM 'neti-neti'; na to yaha hUM aura na hI vaha huuN| mere pAsa kavitA, rahasyavAda aura tarka kA saMpUrNa saMtulana nahIM hai| vastuta: mere pAsa na to saMtulana hai aura na hI hai asaMtulana, kyoMki-saMpUrNa rUpa se saMtulita vyakti ke pAsa asaMtulana bhI sAtha meM hI hotA hai| saMtulana kevala tabhI astitva rakha sakatA hai jabaki asaMtulana kA astitva ho| susaMgatatA kevala tabhI astitva rakha sakatI hai jaba visaMgati sAtha meM hI ho| maiM to hUM eka vizAla zUnyatA kI bhAMti, bagaira kisI samasvaratA ke; koI asamasvaratA bhI nhiiN| koI saMtulana nahIM, koI asaMtulana nahIM; koI pUrNatA nahIM, koI apUrNatA nahIM-mAtra eka shuunytaa| yadi tuma Ate ho mujha meM to tuma mujhe bilakula hI nahIM pAoge vhaaN| maiMne svayaM nahIM pAyA, to tuma kaise pA sakate ho mujhe?
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________________ aisA huA ki sUphI saMta bAyajIda ke ghara meM eka cora ghusa gyaa| rAta aMdherI thI aura bAyajIda kA ghara thA bilakula aMdhakAra meN| kyoMki vaha bahuta garIba thA, vaha eka bhI momabattI kA kharca nahIM uThA sakatA thaa| aura koI jarUrata bhI na thI kyoMki vaha kabhI kucha karatA nahIM thA rAta ko, vaha to basa so jAtA thaa| jaba cora praviSTa huA to kaThinAI nahIM huI kyoMki dvAra sadA khule rahate the| cora praveza kara gyaa| bAyajIda ne kisI kI upasthiti anubhava karate hue kahA, 'mitra kyA DhUMDha rahe ho yahAM?' bAyajIda jaise guru ke nikaTa hone se hI, eka cora taka bhI jhUTha nahIM bola skaa| vaha maujUdagI hI ? aisI thI ki usane anubhava kiyA prema aura juba bAyajIda bolA, 'mitra tuma kyA DhUMDha rahe ho yahAM?' to vaha AdamI bolA, 'mujhe aisA kahane meM aphasosa hotA hai, lekina kahanA hI cAhie mujhe! maiM Apase jhUTha nahIM bola sktaa| maiM eka cora hUM aura kucha pAne AyA huuN|' bAyajIda bolA, 'prayatna bekAra hai kyoMki maiM isa ghara meM raha rahA hUM tIsa varSoM se, aura maiMne kucha nahIM pAyA hai| lekina yadi tuma kucha pA sako, to jarA batA denA mujhe|' yadi tuma praveza karate ho mujha meM to tuma mujhe bilakula hI nahIM pAoge vahAM, kyoMki maiM svayaM raha rahA hUM isa ghara meM bahuta-bahuta varSoM se aura maiMne kisI ko nahIM pAyA hai vhaaN| vahI hai merI prApti; vahI hai jo pAyA hai maiMne-ki vahAM koI nahIM hai bhItara-vaha aMtasa sattA hai antaa| jitanA jyAdA gahare jAte ho tuma bhItara, utanA hI kama tuma pAoge ahaM jaisI koI ciij| aura jaba tuma pahuMca jAte ho bhItara ke gahanatama marma taka, to kevala hotI hai zUnyatA, zuddha zUnyatA, 'kucha-nahIM-pana' kA vizAla AkAza mAtra hotA hai| to saMtulana kaise astitva rakha sakatA hai vahAM, aura kaise asaMtulana astitva rakha sakatA hai vahAM? pataMjali sarvAdhika asAdhAraNa vyaktiyoM meM se eka haiM, maiM nhiiN| pataMjali ThIka viparIta haiN| yadi tuma pataMjali se kahate mujha para bolane ke lie to ve nahIM bola paate| ve bahuta bhare hue haiM svayaM se| lekina yadi tuma mujha se kaho bolane ke lie-pataMjali para, tilopA para, bodhidharma para, mahAvIra para, jIsasa krAisTa para-to yaha AsAna hotA hai, bahuta AsAna, kyoMki maiM bilakula zUnya huuN| maiM kisI ke prati upalabdha ho sakatA huuN| maiM kisI ko Ane de sakatA hUM mere dvArA bolane ke lie| maiM hUM bAMsa kI khAlI pogarI-koI vyakti gIta gA sakatA hai usake dvArA, vaha bana sakatI hai baaNsurii| isalie maiM jor3a nahIM hUM-kavitA, rahasyavAda aura tarka kA yA kisI bhI cIja kaa| maiM saMtulana bilakula nhiiN| para dhyAna rahe, maiM asaMtulana bhI nahIM huuN| maiM hUM 'neti-neti'; jise upaniSada kahate haiM-'na to yaha aura na hI vh|' isIlie maiM upalabdha haM kisI ke lie bhii| yadi pataMjali jora dete haiM, cAhate haiM to ve bola sakate haiM mere davArA, koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM, koI rukAvaTa nhiiN| isalie tuma sadA parezAna rahate ho ki jaba maiM bolatA hUM pataMjali para, to ve samasta astitva kA pUrA caramotkarSa bana jAte haiN| taba maiM bhUla jAtA hUM buddha, mahAvIra, jIsasa aura mohammada ke bAre meM, jaise ki
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________________ ve kabhI rahe hI na the, jaise ki kevala pataMjali kA hI astitva rahA ho| kyoMki usa kSaNa maiM pataMjali ke prati upalabdha hotA hUM apanI samagratA meN| kevala 'kucha - nahIM - pana' vaisA kara sakatA hai| isIlie aisA ghaTa rahA hai pahalI bAra anyathA, tuma jIsasa ko kRSNa para bolate hue, yA ki kRSNa ko buddha para bola hue nahIM pA sakate the| mahAvIra aura buddha eka hI samaya meM jIe, eka hI deza meM, deza ke eka hI hisse meM ve bihAra ke choTe se pradeza meM niraMtara ghUmate rahe, cAlIsa varSa tk| ve samakAlIna the| kaI bAra ve ikaTThe hote eka hI gAMva meM eka bAra ve Thahare eka hI dharmazAlA meM, para phira bhI paraspara bole nahIM unake pAsa kucha thA unake bhItara unake pAsa kucha apanA thA kahane ko ve eka dUsare ke lie upalabdha nahIM the| mere pAsa apanA kucha nahIM kahane ko mAtra eka khAlI bAMsa kI pAMgarI yadi tuma kabhI merI pratimAeM banAnA cAho, to bahuta sIdhI-sarala hai prakriyA prayoga karanA khAlI bAMsa kA vahI hogI merI pratimA; tuma merA smaraNa kara sakate ho usake dvaaraa| usase koI aura artha lagAne kI jarUrata nahIM - sirpha eka zUnyatA, sirpha eka vizAla AkAza koI bhI pakSI ur3Ana bhara sakatA hai aura AkAza kI koI zarte nahIM, jaise ki kevala mAnasarovara jhIla meM haMsoM ko hI Ane diyA jAegA, lekina kauve nahIM, unheM Ane dene kI AjJA nahIM / AkAza upalabdha hotA hai hara eka ke lie; haMsa ke lie yA kauve ke lie| eka suMdara pakSI ho yA eka asuMdara pakSI-AkAza koI zarta nahIM bnaataa| pataMjali ke pAsa saMdeza hai, mere pAsa nahIM hai| yA phira, tuma kaha sakate ho ki 'kucha - nahIM - pana' hai merA sNdesh| aura usa 'kacha- nahIM meM rahate hue tuma mere jyAdA nikaTa ho jaaoge| aura 'nA-kucha' meM hone se, tuma mujhe samajha pAoge / cauthA prazna : bahuta sAre loga prema ko lekara kAphI nirAzA anubhava karate haiM kyA prArthanA taka pahuMcane ke lie koI dUsarA rAstA nahIM hai? nahIM, yadi tuma prema ko lekara kAphI nirAzA anubhava karate ho, tuma sarvathA nirAzA anubhava karoge prArthanA ke viSaya meM, kyoMki prArthanA aura kucha nahIM hai sivAya prema kI khuzabU ke prema hai phUla kI bhAMti aura prArthanA hai suvAsa kI bhaaNti| yadi tuma phUla ko prApta nahIM kara sakate, to kaise tuma prApta kara
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________________ sakate ho suvAsa ko? koI bhI upekSA nahIM kara sakatA hai prema kii| aura kisI ko aisI koziza karanI nahIM cAhie, kyoMki phira vahAM viphalatA hI pratIkSA kara rahI hotI hai aura dUsarI koI cIja nhiiN| tuma prema ko lekara itane nirAza kyoM ho? vahI samasyA A banegI prArthanA meM, kyoMki prArthanA kA matalaba hai saMpUrNa ke sAtha, brahmAMDa ke sAtha prem| isalie prema kI samasyA ke jyAdA gahare meM jAo, aura use sulajhA lo isase pahale ki tuma prArthanA ke bAre meM soco| anyathA tumhArI prArthanA jhUThI hogii| vaha eka dhokhA hogaa| nissaMdeha tumhIM dhokhA pAte ho, koI dUsarA nhiiN| vahAM koI Izvara nahIM tumhArI prArthanA sunane ko, jaba taka ki tumhArI prArthanA prema na ho, samaSTi baharI banI rhegii| vaha kisI dUsare DhaMga se khula nahIM sakatI-prema hI hai caabii| to samasyA kyA hai? kyoM koI prema ko lekara itanI nirAzA anubhava karatA hai? bahuta jyAdA ahaMkAra tumheM kisI se prema na karane degaa| yadi tuma bahuta ahaM-keMdrita ho, bahuta svArthI ho, svArtha se hI jur3e ho ahaM-abhibhUta ho, to prema saMbhava na hogA, kyoMki vyakti ko thor3A jhukanA par3atA hai, aura vyakti ko apanA dAyarA thor3A chor3anA par3atA hai, vyakti ko thor3A samarpaNa karanA par3atA hai prema meN| cAhe kitanA hI thor3A ho, vyakti ko eka hisse kA samarpaNa karanA hI par3atA hai| aura kinhIM nizcita kSaNoM meM samarpaNa karanA hotA hai saMpUrNa rUpa se|| dUsare ko samarpaNa karane kI hI hai smsyaa| tuma cAhoge dUsarA samarpaNa kara de tumheM, lekina dUsarA bhI hotA hai usI avasthA meN| jaba do ahaMkAra milate haiM to ve cAhate haiM ki dUsare ko samarpaNa karanA cAhie; aura donoM koziza kara rahe hote haiM eka hI bAta kii| prema bana jAtA hai eka nirAzA bharI ciij| dUsare ko samarpaNa ke lie vivaza karane ko prema nahIM kahate haiN| vaha to ghRNA hotI hai jo vivaza karatI hai dUsare ko tumhAre prati samarpaNa karane ke kyoMki dUsare ko tumhAre prati samarpaNa karane ke lie vivaza karanA dUsare ko naSTa karanA hai| yahI hotA hai ghRNA kA svbhaav| yaha eka prakAra kI hatyA ho jAtI hai| prema hai svayaM kA samarpaNa dUsare ke prti| isalie nahIM karanA kyoMki tuma vivaza kie gae ho samarpaNa karane ko, nhiiN| yaha eka aicchika cIja hotI hai; tuma basa AnaMdita hote usse| aisA nahIM ki tumheM vivaza kiyA jAtA hai| kabhI samarpaNa mata karanA usa kisI ke prati jo ki tumheM vivaza kara rahA ho samarpaNa karane ko, kyoMki vaha bAta ho jAegI aatmghaat| kabhI samarpaNa mata karanA usa kisI ke prati jo cAlAkI se tumhArA istemAla kara rahA ho, kyoMki vaha hogI gulAmI, prema nhiiN| samarpaNa karanA apane se, aura guNavattA turaMta badala jAtI hai| jaba tuma samarpaNa karate ho apane se, to vaha upahAra hotA hai; hRdaya kA uphaar| aura jaba tuma samarpaNa karate ho apane se, apanI hI icchA se, tuma basa svayaM ko de dete ho dUsare ko, taba koI cIja pahalI bAra khulatI hai tumhAre hRdaya meN| pahalI bAra tuma jhalaka pAte ho prema kii| tumane kevala suna -liyA hai
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________________ zabda, tumheM patA nahIM ki usakA matalaba kyA hai| prema una zabdoM meM se hai jinakA prayoga hara vyakti karatA hai aura jAnatA koI nahIM ki unakA matalaba kyA hai| kucha zabda haiM, jaise ki 'prArthanA', 'prema', 'paramAtmA', ' dhyAna'| tuma prayoga kara sakate ho ina zabdoM kA, lekina tuma jAnate nahIM ki kyA hotA hai unakA artha, kyoMki unakA artha zabdakoza meM nahIM hotA hai| varanA to tuma sahAyatA le lete zabdakoza kI; vaha bAta kaThina nhiiN| unakA artha to jIvana ke eka khAsa DhaMga meM nihita rahatA hai| unakA artha hai tumhAre bhItara ke eka sunizcita rUpAMtaraNa meN| unakA artha bhASAgata nahIM hai, unakA artha astitvagata hai| jaba taka ki tuma anubhava se nahIM jAna lete, tuma nahIM jAnate-aura koI dUsarA rAstA nahIM hai jAnane kaa| tumheM samarpaNa karanA hotA hai apane se bezarta, kyoMki yadi kahIM koI zarta hotI hai to vaha eka saudA hotA hai| yadi vahAM yaha zarta bhI ho ki 'maiM tumheM samarpaNa kara dUMgA, yadi tuma samarpaNa kara do mere prati', to bhI, vaha samarpaNa nahIM hotA hai| vaha kahalA sakatA hai vyApArika saudA, na ki smrpnn| samarpaNa bAjAra kI cIja nhiiN| vaha bilakula nahIM hai arthazAstra kA hissaa| samarpaNa kA artha hai binA kisI zarta ke yaha bAta, 'maiM samarpaNa karatA hUM kyoMki maiM AnaMdita hotA hUM maiM samarpaNa karatA hUM kyoMki yaha bahuta suMdara hai; maiM samarpaNa karatA hUM kyoMki samarpaNa karane meM, akasmAta merA dukha tirohita ho jAtA hai kyoMki dukha ahaMkAra kI praticchAyA hai|' jaba tuma samarpaNa karate ho, ahaMkAra nahIM rhtaa| to kaise banA raha sakatA hai dukha? isIlie prema itanA prasanna hotA hai| jaba kabhI koI prema meM par3atA hai, akasmAta aisA hotA hai jaise ki basaMta khila AyA ho hRdaya meN| ve pakSI jo mauna the cahacahAne lage, aura tumane kabhI nahIM sunA thA unheN| acAnaka bhItara hara cIja khila uThI aura tuma bhara jAte ho usa suvAsa se jo isa dharatI kI nahIM hotI hai| prema isa pRthvI kI ekamAtra kiraNa hotI hai jo saMbaMdha rakhatI hai pAra ke satya se| to tuma nahIM TAla sakate prema ko aura nahIM pahuMca sakate prArthanA taka, kyoMki prema hai prArthanA kA praarNbh| yaha aisA hai jaise ki tuma pUcha rahe ho, 'kyA hama AraMbha se baca kara pahuMca sakate haiM aMta taka?' vaisA saMbhava nhiiN| aisA kabhI ghaTA nahIM aura kabhI ghaTegA nhiiN| kauna-sI samasyA hotI hai prema meM na: pahalI, tuma samarpaNa nahIM kara skte| yadi tuma prema meM samarpaNa nahIM kara sakate, to kaise tuma samarpaNa karoge prArthanA meM? kyoMki prArthanA samagra-samarpaNa kI mAMga karatI hai| prema to itanA nahIM mAMgatA hai| prema samarpaNa mAMgatA hai, lekina Azika samarpaNa bhI ThIka hai| yadi tuma kabhI-kabhI kucha-kucha samarpaNa bhI karate ho, to una kSaNoM meM bhI eka dvAra khulatA hai aura tumheM kucha alaukika kI jhalaka milatI hai| prema bahuta samarpaNa kI mAMga nahIM krtaa| aura yadi tuma prema kI mAMgoM ko pUrA nahIM kara sakate, to kaise tuma pUrA karoge prArthanA kI mAMgoM ko? prArthanA nitAMta rUpa se samarpaNa mAMgatI hai| yadi tuma eka hI hisse kA samarpaNa karate ho to vaha tumheM svIkAra nahIM kregii|
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________________ vaha nahIM svIkAra karegI tumheM, yadi kaI bAra to tuma samarpaNa karate ho aura kaI bAra nahIM krte| prArthanA bahuta kI mAMga karatI hai| vyakti ko gujaranA hI par3atA hai prema se| yadi tuma mujha se pUcho, to maiM kahUMgA ki prema pAThazAlA hai prArthanA ke lie-sma prazikSaNa, anuzAsana, jyAdA UMcI chalAMga lagAne kI eka taiyaarii| maiM saMpUrNa rUpa se hUM prema ke pakSa meN| jo kaha rahe ho tuma usake lie koziza kI hai logoM ne; sadiyoM se koziza karate Ae haiM log| loga jo prema nahIM kara sakate the unhoMne koziza kI hai prArthanA karane kii| sAre maTha, dharma-sthAna bhare hue haiM vaise hI logoM se prema meM asaphala vyaktiyoM se| prema meM nirAza hokara, unhoMne socA ki kama se kama ve prArthanA kI koziza to kara hI sakate the| lekina yadi tama asaphala hote ho prema meM, to kaise kara sakate ho tuma prArthanA? dharma-sthAnoM meM, saMsAra bhara meM hajAroM loga apanI prArthanAeM kara rahe haiM, lekina ve nahIM jAnate ki prema kyA hotA hai| taba prArthanA bana jAtI hai mAtra eka zAbdika bdd'bdd'aahtt| taba ve paramAtmA se bAteM kie jAte haiM sira se hii| paramAtmA ke sAtha saMpreSaNa hotA hai hRdaya kaa| paramAtmA ke sAtha tuma sira ke dvArA bAta nahIM kara sakate, kyoMki paramAtmA aisI kisI bhASA ko nahIM jAnatA jise tumhArA sira jAnatA ho| vaha kevala eka bhASA jAnatA hai, aura vaha hai prem| isIlie jIsasa kahate haiM, 'prema Izvara hai', kyoMki prema ekamAtra mArga hai usa taka pahuMcane kA, aura prema ekamAtra bhASA hai jise vaha samajhatA hai| yadi tuma bolate ho aMgrejI meM vaha nahIM smjhegaa| yadi tuma bolate ho jarmana meM vaha bilakula nahIM smjhegaa| vaha pRthvI kI koI bhASA nahIM samajhatA hai| yahI kahatA hUM maiM, 'yadi tuma bolate ho jarmana, to bilakula nahIM! '-kyoMki jarmana adhika puruSacittamayI bhASA hai| jarmana apane deza ko kahate haiM, 'phaadrlaiNdd|' sArA saMsAra apane-apane deza ko kahatA hai, 'mdrlaiNdd|' jitanI jyAdA puruSa-citta ke anukUla hotI hai koI bhASA, use utanA hI kama samajha sakatA hai prmaatmaa| vastata: paramAtmA paruSa-citta se adhika strI-citta ko samajhatA hai, kyoMki strIcitta puruSa-citta kI apekSA hRdaya ke jyAdA nikaTa hotA hai| vaha gadya se jyAdA padya ko samajhatA hai| vastuta: vaha vicAroM se jyAdA bhAvoM ko samajhatA hai| vaha Asuo ko, maskAnoM ko jyAdA samajha letA hai dhAraNAoM kI apekssaa| yadi tuma pUre hRdaya se ro sakate ho to vaha samajha jaaegaa| yadi tuma nRtya kara sakate ho, to vaha samajha legaa| lekina yadi tama zabdoM meM bole cale jAo to ve mAtra pheMke jA rahe hote haiM zUnyatA meM koI nahIM smjhtaa| paramAtmA samajhatA hai mauna ko aura prema bahuta mauna hotA hai| vastuta: jaba do vyakti prema meM par3ate haiM to ve sAtha-sAtha cupacApa baiThanA caaheNge| jaba prema tirohita ho jAtA hai, kevala tabhI bhASA bIca meM calI AtI hai| pati aura patnI niraMtara bolate jAte haiM kyoMki prema miTa cukA hotA hai| setu aba vahAM nahIM rahA to kisI taraha ve bhASA kA setu banA lete haiN| ve kisI bhI cIja kI bAta karate haiM-aphavAhoM kI, gappabAjiyoM kI kyoMki mauna ko ve baradAzta nahIM kara skte| jaba kabhI ve mauna hote haiM, to
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________________ akasmAta ve akele par3a jaate| patnI nahIM hotI hai vahAM, pati nahIM hotA hai vahAM-vahAM banI hotI hai eka vizAla duurii| bhASA ke dvArA ve svayaM ko dhokhA de lete haiM ki dUrI vahAM hai hI nhiiN| gahana prema meM, loga mauna rahate haiN| bolane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hotii| paraspara binA kacha bole hI ve samajha jAte haiN| ve eka-dUsare kA hAtha pakar3a sakate haiM aura cupacApa baiThe raha sakate haiN| prArthanA bhI mauna hotI hai| lekina yadi tuma prema meM kabhI mauna nahIM rahe, to kaise tuma mauna rahoge prArthanA meM? vaha mauna hai tumhAre aura samaSTi ke bIca kaa| prema hai do vyaktiyoM ke bIca kA mauna, prArthanA hai samaSTi aura eka vyakti ke bIca kA maun| vaha samaSTi, vaha akhaMDa saMpUrNatA hai prmaatmaa| prema eka prazikSaNa hai, vaha eka pAThazAlA hai| maiM kabhI nahIM sujhAUMgA ki tuma usase bco| yadi tuma katarAte ho usase to tuma kabhI nahIM pahuMcoge prArthanA tk| aura jaba tuma prArthanA karate ho, tuma itanI jyAdA bAteM karoge to bhI hRdaya saMpreSaNa nahIM kara pAegA, nahIM kara pAegA koI sNvaad| to cAhe kitanA hI kaThina ho pATha, kitanA hI muzkila ho ThaMDepana ko samApta karanA, prema ko TAla jAne kI koziza mata krnaa| prArthanA prema se kiyA palAyana nahIM hai| mata banA lenA use plaayn| bahutoM ne kiyA hai vaisA aura viphala hue haiN| tuma saMsAra ke kisI dharmasthAna meM jA sakate ho aura jarA dekha sakate ho una mUDhoM ko jo viphala hue, asaphala hue, kyoMki unhoMne prema se bacane kA prayatna kiyaa| vyakti ko prema meM se gujaranA hI par3atA hai; anyathA tuma krodhita rahoge jIvana bhr| kaise tuma prArthanA kara pAoge, yadi tuma jIvana ke prati gaharA asvIkAra hI banAe raho? kaise tuma karoge svIkAra aura kaise karoge prArthanA? tuma niMdA karane vAle bane rahoge; svIkRti saMbhava na hogii| prema meM, pahalI bAra tuma vIkAra karate ho| prema meM pahalI bAra tama jAna pAye ki artha maujada hai aura jIvana arthaparNa hai| prema pahalI bAra tama anabhava karate ho ki tama isa saMsAra ke apane hI ho, na to ajanabI ho aura na hI koI bAharI aadmii| prema meM, pahalI bAra eka choTA-sA ghara nirmita hotA hai| prema meM, pahalI bAra tuma anubhava karate ho shaaNti| koI tumheM pyAra karatA hai aura tumhAre sAtha prasannatA anubhava karatA hai| pahalI bAra tuma bhI svIkAra karate ho svayaM ko| varanA, kaise tuma svIkAra karoge svayaM ko? jIvana meM ekadama bacapana se hI tumheM sikhAyA gayA hai svayaM ko niMdita karanA, asvIkRta krnaa| aisA mata karo, vaise mata bano'-hara koI upadeza detA rahA hai tumheM aura hara koI koziza karatA rahA hai tumheM samajhAne kI ki tuma bilakula galata ho aura tumheM svayaM ko sudhAranA hai| aisA huA ki mullA nasaruddIna kI patnI bahuta bImAra thii| vaha aspatAla meM thii| mullA roja AyA karatA thaa| vaha DAkTaroM se aura narsI se pUchatA rahatA usake bAre meM aura ve kaha dete, 'usakI hAlata sudhara rahI hai|' aura usakI hAlata jyAdA aura jyAdA bigar3a rahI thI roja, lekina DAkTara aura nauM ne
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________________ jArI rakhA kahanA ki usakI hAlata sudhara rahI hai, usameM sudhAra ho rahA hai| aura maiM pUchA karatA mullA nasaruddIna se, 'kaisI hai tumhArI patnI?' vaha kahatA, 'DAkTara kahate haiM, ekadama ThIka; usakI hAlata sudhara rahI hai| narse kahatI haiM, usameM sudhAra ho rahA hai| to jaldI hI vaha jarUra ghara A jaaegii|' phira eka dina vaha acAnaka cala bsii| to maiMne pUchA usase, 'kyA huA nasaruddIna?' usane apane kaMdhe ucakAdie aura bolA, 'maiM samajhatA hUM vaha usa tamAma sudhAra ko sahana nahIM kara skii| bahuta jyAdA thA vaha sb|' hara koI sudhAra rahA hai tumheM; mAtA-pitA, zikSaka, paMDita-purohita, samAja, sbhytaa| hara koI sudhAra rahA hai, aura koI saha nahIM sakatA utanA jyAdA sudhAra! aura kula pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki tuma Adarza vyakti kabhI nahIM ho pAte, basa tuma ho jAte ho svayaM ke niNdk| sarvAMga pUrNatA asaMbhava hai| pUrNa Adarza kalpanAtmaka hai| sarvAMga pUrNatA saMbhava hI nahIM; vaha saiddhAMtika hotI hai, svAbhAvika nhiiN| aura hara kisI ko bAdhya kiyA jA rahA hai, use sudhArane ko khIMcA aura dhakelA jA rahA hai hara dizA se| hara kahIM se saMdeza AtA hai ki jo kucha bhI tuma ho, tuma galata ho-sudhaaro| vaha bAta nirmita karatI hai AtmanidA; tuma asvIkAra kara dete ho svayaM ko, tuma suyogya nahIM-bekAra ho, rahI ho, anApa-zanApa ho| yahI rahatA hai mana meN| kevala prema kabhI koziza nahIM ka dhArane kii| vaha tumheM svIkAra karatA hai jaise ki tuma hote ho| jaba koI tumheM prema karatA hai, to tuma bilakula sahI hote ho, Adarza hote ho jaise ki tuma ho| aura yadi premI bhI eka dUsare kA sudhAra karane kI koziza kara rahe hote haiM to ve premI nhiiN| phira se sArA vahI khela A banatA hai| prema tumheM svIkAra karatA hai jaise ki tuma ho, aura isa svIkRti dvArA rUpAMtaraNa ghaTita hotA hai| pahalI bAra tuma caina anubhava karate ho aura tuma ArAma pA sakate ho aura yaha bAta aMtataH prArthanA ho jAne vAlI hai| kevala tabhI jaba ki tuma caina anubhava karate ho aura vizrAMta hote ho, to udita hotA hai anugrh| mAtra 'hone' kA anugraha bahuta suMdara aura AnaMdamaya hotA hai| prArthanA meM tuma kisI cIja kI mAMga nahIM karate, tuma kevala anugRhIta hote ho| prArthanA hai anugraha kA arpaNa; vaha paramAtmA se kucha mAMgane jaisI bAta nhiiN| bhikhArI ve loga haiM jo prArthanA kabhI nahIM kara skte| prArthanA eka anugraha kA bhAva hai, eka gahana kRtajJatA ki jo kucha usane diyA hai vaha bahuta jyAdA hai| vAstava meM tuma kabhI use pAne ke yogya na the| prema dvArA, sArA jIvana eka upahAra bana jAtA hai paramAtmA kA, aura taba tuma anubhava karate ho dhnybhaagii| aura anugraha ke bhAva se udita hotI hai prArthanA kI suvaas| yaha eka bahuta sUkSma prakriyA hotI hai. prema dvArA, tumhArI apane prati tathA dUsare ke prati svIkRti; prema kI svIkRti dvArA, eka rUpAMtaraNa aura eka dRSTi ki kaise bhI ho jo bhI tuma ho, tuma bilakula sahI ho| aura samagratA svIkAra karatI hai tumheN| phira vahAM rahatA hai anugrh| taba umaga AtI hai praarthnaa| vaha zAbdika nahIM hotI; saMpUrNa hRdaya basa paripUrita hotA hai anugraha ke bhAva se| prArthanA koI kriyA nahIM hai, prArthanA to hone kA eka DhaMga hai| jaba vAstava meM hI prArthanA maujUda hotI hai, to tuma prArthanA nahIM kara rahe
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________________ hote, tuma prArthanA hI hote ho, tuma prArthanA meM baiThate, tuma prArthanA meM khar3e hote, tuma prArthanA meM calatephirate, tuma sAMsa lete to prArthanA meN| - jhalaka milatI hai prema dvaaraa| kyA kabhI tuma par3e ho prema meM? - taba tuma sAMsa lete ho prema meM, taba tuma calate ho to prema meN| taba tumhAre caraNoM meM nRtya kI guNavattA hotI hai, jo ki dikhAyI par3a jAtI hai dUsaroM ko bhii| taba tumhArI AMkhoM meM eka camaka hotI hai, eka alaga hI camaka hotI hai unmeN| taba tumhAre cehare para eka AbhA hotI hai| taba tumhArI AvAja meM gunagunAhaTa hotI hai - kisI gIta kii| vaha vyakti jisane kabhI prema nahIM kiyA aise calatA hai jaise ki vaha svayaM ko ghasITa rahA ho| vaha vyakti jisane prema kiyA hai, aise tiratA hai jaise ki havA ke paMkhoM para tira rahA ho| vaha AdamI jisane kabhI prema nahIM kiyA nRtya nahIM kara sakatA hai kyoMki vaha apane aMtaratama meM nahIM jAnatA ki nRtya kyA hai vaha AnaMdapUrNa nahIM ho sakatA udAsa hotA hai, baMda hotA hai, lagabhaga marA huA, karIba-karIba kabra meM hI raha rahA hotA hai| prema dUsare kI ora sarakane detA hai aura jaba UrjA sarakatI hai dUsare kI ora, to tuma sakriya ho jAte ho jaba UrjA sarakatI hai dUsare taka dUsare se tuma taka, akasmAta tuma setu nirmita kara lete ho apane aura dUsare ke bIca aura yaha setu degA tumheM isakI pahalI jhalaka, isakI pahalI rUparekhA ki prArthanA kyA hotI hai| vaha eka setu hotA hai tumhAre aura saMpUrNa ke bIca maiM kalpanA nahIM kara sakatA ki prema meM jAe binA kisI ke lie kaise saMbhava hotA hai prArthanA meM jAnA, isalie prema se bhayabhIta mata ho jaanaa| prema meM mara jAo, tAki punarjanma le sako / svayaM ko miTA do prema meM, jisase ki tuma phira se yuvA aura tAjA ho sako anyathA kahIM koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hotI hai / prArthanA kii| aura nirAza mata anubhava karanA prema ke viSaya meM, kyoMki vahI hai ekamAtra AzA / kahA hai jIsasa ne 'yadi namaka apanI namakInI chor3a detA hai to kaise vaha phira se ho sakatA hai namakIna? aura maiM kahatA hUM tumase, yadi prema nirAza ho jAtA hai, to kahIM koI AzA nahIM, kyoMki prema hI hai ekamAtra AzA to phira se AzA kahAM pAoge tuma prayAsa ko mata girA denA, mata svIkAra karanA viphalatA ko koI astitva rakhatA hai tumhAre lie; tuma astitva rakhate ho kisI ke lie yadi pyAsa hai, to pAnI bhI jarUra hogaa| yadi bhUkha hai, to bhojana bhI jarUra hogaa| yadi AkAMkSA maujUda hai, to usakI paripUrti ke lie koI mArga jarUra hogaa| mata anubhava karanA nirAzA phira se punajAvita kara lenA apanI AzA, kyoMki kevala eka nirAza vyakti hI adhArmika hotA hai| kevala eka nirAza vyakti hotA hai, nAstika / prema hai ekamAtra AzA prema dvArA bahuta sArI nayI AzAeM uTha khar3I hoMgI, kyoMki prema hai bIja parama AzA kA jo hai paramAtmA hara eka koziza kara lenaa| usa AzA-zUnyatA meM mata jA baitthnaa| aisA kaThina hogA, lekina yahI bAta upayukta baiThatI hai, kyoMki isake binA tuma aTake hue hote ho aura tuma phira-phira vApasa pheMka die jAoge jIvana meM, jaba taka prema kA pATha na sIkha lo aura eka bAra prema
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________________ ko jAna liyA jAtA hai, to prArthanA bahuta AsAna ho jAtI hai| vAstava meM, prArthanA sIkhane kI to koI jarUrata hI nahIM rhtii| yaha to apane se hI AtI hai yadi tuma prema karate ho to| pAMcavAM prazna : pataMjali Adhunika mana kI avizvasanIya nyUrosisa ( vikSiptatA) ke sAtha kaise kArya kareMge? marI taraha hI! maiM kyA kara rahA hUM yahAM para? -tumhArI nyUrosisa (vikSiptatA) ke sAtha saMgharSa kara rahA huuN| ahaMkAra sArI nyUrosisa kA mUla srota hai, kyoMki ahaMkAra hI hai sAre jhUThoM kA keMdra, sAre vikAroM kA keNdr| sArI samasyA ahaMkAra kI hI hotI hai| yAda tuma bane rahate ho ahaMkAra ke sAtha, to dera-abera tuma nyUroTika bana hI jaaoge| tuma banoge hI, kyoMki ahaMkAra AdhArabhUta nyurosis| ahaMkAra kahatA hai, 'maiM haM saMsAra kA keMdra', jo ki hai mithyA, paagl| kevala yadi paramAtmA ho vahAM to vaha kaha sakatA hai 'maiN'| hama to kevala hisse haiM, hama nahIM kaha sakate 'maiN| yahI dAvA 'maiM' kA, yaha nyuroTika hai|'maiN' ko girA do aura sArI nyUrosisa tirohita ho jAtI hai| tumhAre aura pAgalakhAne ke pAgaloM ke bIca koI bar3A bheda nahIM hai| kevala avasthA yA parimANa kA hI aMtara hai, kisI guNavattA kA aMtara nahIM hai| tuma zAyada aThAnabe DigrI para hoMge, aura ve eka sau ke pAra jA cuke haiN| tuma jA sakate ho kisI samaya, aMtara koI bar3A nahIM hai| pAgalakhAnoM meM kisI dina jAnA aura jarA dekhanA, kyoMki vahI kucha bana sakatA hai tumhArA bhaviSya bhii| dekhanA jarA pAgala AdamI kI or| kyA ghaTita huA hai usako? vahI Azika taura para tumako ghaTA hai| kyA ghaTatA hai pAgala AdamI meM? -usakA ahaMkAra itanA vAstavika ho jAtA hai ki hara dUsarI cIja jhUTha bana jAtI hai| sArA saMsAra bhramamaya hotA hai; kevala usakA AMtarika saMsAra, ahaMkAra aura usakA saMsAra, satya hotA hai| tuma jA sakate ho pAgalakhAne meM kisI mitra se milane, aura zAyada vaha tumhArI ora dekhegA nahIM, vaha tumheM pahacAnegA bhI nhiiN| vaha sirpha bAta karegA apane usa adRzya mitra se jo ki usake sAtha hI baiThA huA hai| tuma nahIM pahacAne gae, lekina usake mana kA eka kalpita tatva pahacAnA gayA hai mitra ke rUpa meN| vaha bAta kara rahA hai aura vahI uttara de rahA hai|
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________________ pAgala AdamI vaha AdamI hai jisake ahaMkAra ne pUrA Adhipatya jamA liyA hotA hai| ThIka isake viparIta hotI hai avasthA buddha puruSa kI jisane ahaMkAra girA diyA hotA hai pUrI taraha taba vaha svAbhAvika hotA hai| ahaMkAra ke binA tuma svAbhAvika hote ho, sAgara kI ora bahatI nadI kI bhAMti, yA ki devadAroM ke bIca se gujaratI havA kI bhAMti yA ki AkAza meM tairate bAdaloM kI bhAMti / ahaMkAra ke binA tuma phira se isa vizAla prakRti ke hisse hote ho, nirmukta aura svAbhAvika ahaMkAra ke sAtha tanAva maujUda hotA hai| ahaMkAra ke sAtha tuma alaga hote ho| ahaMkAra sahita tumane sAre saMbaMdhoM se svayaM ko kATa liyA hotA hai| yadi tuma saMbaMdha meM sarakate bhI ho, to tuma aisA kramika rUpa se karate ho / ahaMkAra tumheM kisI cIja meM pUrepana se nahIM jAne degaa| vaha hamezA roka rahA hotA hai svayaM ko| yadi tuma socate ho ki tuma astitva ke keMdra ho to tuma pAgala ho| yadi tuma socate ho ki tuma mAtra eka taraMga ho sAgara kI, saMpUrNa ke bhAga ho, saMpUrNa ke sAtha eka ho, taba tuma kabhInahIM ho sakate pAgala / yadi pataMjali yahAM hote, to ve vahI kucha karate jo maiM kara rahA huuN| aura ThIka se yAda rakha lenA ki sthitiyAM bheda rakhatI haiM, lekina AdamI karIba-karIba vahI hai| aba TekyAlaoNjI A pahuMcI hai| vaha maujUda nahIM thI pataMjali ke dinoM meM nae ghara haiM, nae sAdhana haiN| AdamI ke Asa-pAsa kI hara cIja badala gayI hai, lekina AdamI banA huA hai vaisA hI / pataMjali ke samaya meM bhI, AdamI aisA hI thA, lagabhaga aisA hI kucha jyAdA nahIM badalA hai AdamI meN| isa bAta ko dhyAna meM rakha lenA hai| anyathA vyakti socane lagatA hai ki Adhunika AdamI eka DhaMga se niMdita hai| nahIM, aisA ho sakatA hai ki tuma kisI kAra ke pIche pAgala hote ho; tuma cAhoge sporTsa kAra aura tuma hote ho ne bahuta tanAvapUrNa aura isake dvArA bahuta ciMtA nirmita ho jAtI hai| nissaMdeha, pataMjali ke samaya meM kAreM ' ityAdi nahIM thIM, lekina loga bailagAr3iyoM ke pIche pAgala hue jAte the| yadi abhI tuma kisI bhAratIya gAva meM cale jAo, to jisa vyakti ke pAsa teja bailagAr3I hotI hai vaha sammAnita hotA hai| eka teja bailagADI ho yA ki raoNlsa raoNyasa usase kucha aMtara nahIM par3atA ahaMkAra usI DhaMga se paripUrNa hotA hai| viSaya-vastuoM se kucha jyAdA aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| AdamI kA mana yadi ahaMkeMdrita hotA hai, to sadA DhUMDha hI legA kucha na kucha, isalie samasyA kisI cIja kI nahIM hai| Adhunika AdamI Adhunika nahIM hai, kevala duniyA Adhunika hai| AdamI banA rahatA hai bahuta prAcIna, puraanaa| tuma socate ho tuma Adhunika ho? jaba maiM dekhatA hUM tumhAre ceharoM kI ora, maiM pahacAna purAne ceharoM ko tuma yahAM rahate rahe ho bahuta-bahuta janmoM se aura tuma bane rahe ho lagabhaga vaise hii| tumane kucha nahIM sIkhA hai kyoMki tuma phira vahI kara rahe ho phira-phira vahI lakIra pITa rahe ho! cIjeM - badala gaI haiM, magara AdamI banA huA hai vaisA kA vaisA hI; kucha jyAdA nahIM badalA hai| kucha jyAdA badala nahIM sakatA, jaba taka ki rUpAMtaraNa ke lie tuma koI kadama nahIM uThAte ho|
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________________ jaba taka ki rUpAMtaraNa tumhArA hRdaya hI nahIM bana jAtA, jaba taka ki rUpAMtaraNa tumhAre hRdaya kI dhar3akana hI nahIM bana jAtA aura tuma mana kI mUr3hatA ko nahIM samajha lete| jaba tuma usakI pIr3A ko samajha lete ho - to tuma usake bAhara lagA dete ho chalAMga / mana bahuta purAnA hai| mana bahuta - bahuta prAcIna hai| vastutaH mana kabhI ho nahIM sakatA nayA, vaha kabhI ho nahIM sakatA aadhunik| kevala a-mana hI ho sakatA hai nayA aura Adhunika kyoMki kevala a-mana ho sakatA hai tAjA- hara ghar3I tAjA amana kabhI kucha saMcita nahIM karatA darpaNa sadA hI sApha hotA hai; dhUla-dhavAMsa ekatrita nahIM hotI usa para mana eka saMcayakartA hai| vaha saMcaya kie calA jAtA hai| mana to sadA purAnA hotA hai; mana kabhI nahIM ho sakatA hai nyaa| mana kabhI nahIM hotA hai maulika; kevala amana hotA hai maulika / isIlie vaijJAnika bhI anubhava karate haiM ki jaba koI khoja kI jAtI hai to vaha mana dvArA nahIM kI jAtI balki kevala aMtarAla meM hotI hai, jahAM mana astitva nahIM rakhatA hai, jaisA ki kaI bAra nIMda meM hotA hai| yaha bilakula ArkemiDIja kI bhAMti hai jo gaNita kI eka khAsa samasyA hala karane kI kozizeM karatA rahA aura use hala nahIM kara skaa| usane koziza kI aura koziza kI, nissaMdeha mana ko sAtha lekara hI, lekina mana kevala de sakatA hai ve uttara jinheM mana jAnatA hai| vaha tumheM koI ajJAta cIja nahIM de sakatA hai| vaha eka kaMpyUTara hotA hai; jo kucha poSaNa tumane usakA kiyA hotA hai, vaha uttara de sakatA hai| tuma koI naI bAta nahIM pUcha skte| becAre mana se kaise apekSA rakhI jA sakatI hai kisI yI bAta ke uttara kI? aisA to bilakula saMbhava hI nahIM hotaa| yadi maiM jAnatA hUM tumhArA nAma, to maiM yAda rakha sakatA hUM use kyoMki mana smRti hai aura smaraNa zakti hai, lekina yadi maiM nahIM jAnatA hUM tumhArA nAma aura maiM koziza aura koziza karatA rahatA hUM to kaise maiM yAda rakha sakatA hUM use jo ki vahAM hai hI nahIM ! phira acAnaka vaha ghaTa gyaa| AkeMmiDIja ne kArya kiyA, aura kar3A parizrama kiyA kyoMki rAjA pratIkSA kara rahA thA uskii| eka subaha vaha snAna kara rahA thA nagna, jala meM ArAma kara rahA thA, aura akasmAta bAta budabudA kara phUTa par3I, binA jAne hI vaha yakAyaka sataha para A niklii| vaha bAhara kUda gayA snAna kuMDa se| vaha a - mana kI avasthA meM thaa| vaha soca bhI na sakatA thA ki vaha nagna kyoMki vaha mana kA bhAga hai| vaha soca na sakA ki sar3aka para nagna jAne se loga use pAgala smjheNge| vaha mana jo ki samAja dvArA diyA jAtA vahAM thA hI nahIM, vaha kAma hI nahIM kara rahA thaa| vaha a mana kI sthiti meM thA, eka prakAra kI satorI meM vaha cillAtA huA, galI meM, bhAga calA, 'yUrekA, yuurekaa|' cIkhatA cillAtA, maiMne use pA liyA, pA liyA!' nissaMdeha logoM ne socA ki vaha pAgala ho gyaa| kyA pAyA hai tumane nagna ho galI meM daur3ate hue?' use pakar3a liyA gayA kyoMki vaha 'yUrekA' kI pukAra macAte hue, mahala meM praveza karane kI koziza kara rahA thaa| use to jela bheja diyA jaataa| mitroM ne use thAmA; -
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________________ ghara le Ae use aura bole, 'kyA kara rahe ho tuma? yadi tumheM kucha milA bhI hai to jarA ucita vastroM meM jAo, varanA to tuma musIbata meM par3a jaaoge|' mana ke do saMvegamaya kSaNoM ke bIca sadA eka aMtarAla hotA hai a-mana kaa| do vicAroM ke bIca eka aMtarAla hotA hai, nirvicAra kA eka viraam| do bAdaloM ke bIca tuma dekha sakate ho nIle AkAza ko| tumhArA svabhAva hai a-mana kaa| vahAM koI vicAra nahIM hotA, vizAla zUnyatA ke sivAya, AkAza kI nIlimA ke sivAya kucha nahIM hotaa| mana to basa taira rahA hotA hai sataha pr| aisA bahuta logoM ko ghaTita huA hai| aisA ghaTA maiDama kyUrI ko| use nobala puraskAra mila gayA a-mana ke kSaNa ke lie| vaha kArya kara rahI thI gaNita kI eka samasyA para; parizrama kA kArya kara rahI thii| kucha pariNAma nahIM nikala rahA thA aura mahInoM gujara ge| phira eka rAta, akasmAta vaha apanI nIMda se jAga par3I; meja taka gayI, uttara likhA; vApasa apane bistara para jAkara so gii| aura usake bAre meM hara cIja bhUla gyii| subaha jaba vaha meja taka AyI to vizvAsa na kara sakI ki uttara vahAM par3A thaa| kisane likhA thA vaha? phira dhIre-dhIre use yAda A gayA, kisI sapane kI bhAMti hI. 'aisA rAtri meM ghaTA...' vahI AyI thI aura vaha hastalipi usI kI thii| gaharI nidrA meM mana gira jAtA hai aura a-mana kArya karatA hai| mana sadA purAnA hotA hai, amana sadA tAjA, yuvA, maulika hotA hai| a-mana sadA subaha kI osa kI bhAMti hotA hai-nitAta tAjA, svcch| mana sadA gaMdA hotA hai| use honA hI hotA hai; vaha dhUla ikaTThI kara letA hai| dhUla hai smRti| jaba maiM dekhatA hUM tumhArI tarapha, maiM dekhatA hUM ki tumhArA mana bahuta purAnA hai; bahuta sAre pichale janma vahAM ikaTThe ho cuke haiN| lekina maiM jyAdA gahare bhI dekha sakatA huuN| vahAM hai tumhArA a-mana, jo ki bilakula hI saMbaMdhita nahIM hai samaya se, isIlie na to vaha purAnA hai aura na hI aadhunik| manuSya to sadA hI purAnA hotA hai to bhI manuSya meM kucha vidyamAna hotA hai-vaha cetanA-jo na to purAnI hotI hai aura na hI nayI, yA phira, bilakula nita-nUtana hotI hai| chaThavAM prazna : hama meM se kucha loga Apake pravacana ke daurAna so jAte haiM yA UMghatI avasthA meM cale jAte haiM Apa jarUra dekhate hI hoMge aisA ghaTate hue| kyA yaha bAta kisI sRjanAtmaka vidhAyaka prakriyA kA hissA hotI hai? kyA hameM ise ghaTane denA cAhie isake bAre meM koI aparAdha-bhAva anubhava kie binA yA ki hameM jyAdA bar3A prayatna karanA cAhie sajaga bane rahane kA?
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________________ yaha thor3A jaTila hai| pahale to, bahuta se prakAra haiN| eka prakAra UMgha vaha hotI hai jo ki AtI hai yadi * tuma mujhe sunate ho bahuta dhyAnapUrvaka taba vaha nidrA kI bhAMti nahIM hotI hai, vaha hipnosisa kI bhAMti, sammohana kI bhAMti adhika hotI hai| tumhArA mere sAtha itanA gaharA tAlamela baiTha jAtA hai ki tumhArA mana a-kriyAnvita hone lagatA hai| tuma basa sunate ho mujhe aura mujhe sunate jAnA bhara hI lorI jaisA ho jAtA hai| yadi aisI hotI hai avasthA to eka nizcita unIMdApana vahAM hogA hii| lekina yaha kevala tabhI AegI, jaba tuma mujhe bahuta dhyAnapUrvaka suno| taba yaha bAta nidrA nahIM hotii| yaha suMdara hai aura tumheM ise lekara aparAdhI nahIM anubhava karanA caahie| yadi yaha nirmita hotI hai mujhe sunane se, to koI samasyA nhiiN| vastutaH yahI honI cAhie avasthA, kyoMki taba tuma jyAdA aura jyAdA gahare meM suna rahe hote ho| taba maiM tumheM bedha rahA hotA hUM bahuta gahare rUpa se, aura tuma unIMdApana anubhava kara rahe hote ho, kyoMki mana kArya nahIM kara rahA hotA hai| tuma vizrAma meM hote| yaha 'hone dene' kI eka avasthA hotI hai| tuma mujhe apane meM jyAdA aura jyAdA gahare vyApta hone de rahe hote ho| yaha zubha hai| kucha galata nahIM hai ismeN| tuma ise unIMdepana kI bhAMti anubhava karate ho, kyoMki yaha eka niSkriyatA hotI hai| tuma sakriya nahIM hote aura vaisA hone kI koI jarUrata bhI nhiiN| jaba tuma suna rahe hote ho mujhe, to sakriya hone kI koI jarUrata nahIM, kyoMki yadi tuma sakriya hote ho to tumhArA mana vyAkhyA kie calA jaaegaa| yaha suMdara hai - aura koI jarUrata nahIM aparAdhI anubhava karane kI - aisA hone do| ise asta-vyasta karane ke lie koI prayAsa karane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM maiM tumhAre bhItara gahare meM samA jaauuNgaa| yaha bAta sahAyaka hotI hai| bhArata meM hamAre pAsa eka viziSTa zabda hai isake lie | pataMjali ise kahate haiM 'yoga taMdrA' - vaha nidrA jo AtI hai yoga dvArA koI cIja yadi tuma samagratA se karate ho, to tuma bahuta ArAma anubhava karate ho, aura vahI ArAma lagatA hai nidrA jaisI / vaha nidrA nahIM hotI, vaha jyAdA lagatI hai himmosisa kI taraha hipnosisa kA artha bhI hotA hai nidrA, lekina eka alaga prakAra kI nidrA, jisameM do vyaktiyoM kA gahana tAlamela baiTha jAtA hai| yadi maiM tumheM sammohita karatA hUM to tuma mujhako suna pAoge, kisI aura cIja ko nhiiN| sammohita vyakti sunatA hai kevala sammohanakartA ko hI, kisI dUsare ko nhiiN| vaha mAtra keMdrita hotA hai| isa ekAMtika ekAgratA meM, cetana mana gira jAtA hai aura acetana kriyAnvita ho jAtA hai| tumhArI gaharAI sunatI hai merI gaharAI ko, yaha eka saMpreSaNa hotA hai, gaharAI se gaharAI taka kA mana kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| lekina khayAla meM rakhane kI bAta yaha hotI hai ki tumheM mujhe bahuta dhyAnapUrvaka sunanA cAhie, kevala tabhI aisA ghaTegA / phira hotI hai dUsarI prakAra kI nidrA tuma mujhe nahIM suna rahe hote, aura mujhe na sunate hue itanI dera kevala yahAM baiThe rahane se hI tuma nIMda anubhava karane lagate ho yA jo maiM kaha rahA hUM vaha tumhAre lie bahuta jyAdA hotA hai, tuma kucha UbA huA anubhava karate ho| yA phira, jo maiM kaha rahA hotA hUM vaha bahuta
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________________ eka-rasa lagatA hai| aisA hai kyoMki jo maiM kahatA hUM eka svara hI hotA hai| maiM gA rahA hUM eka hI svara lAkhoM-lAkhoM DhaMga se| pataMjali, jIsasa, buddha, to basa bahAne haiN| .maiM gA rahA hUM eka hI svara, vaha ekarasa hai| yadi tuma anubhava karate ki vaha ekarasa hai aura tuma thor3I Uba anubhava karate ho yA ki tuma use samajha hI nahIM sakate, yaha tumhAre lie bahata jyAdA ho jAtA hai, yA phira vaha tumhAre sira ke Upara se hI gujara jAtA hai, phira tuma nIMda anubhava karane lagate ho, lekina vaha nIMda acchI nahIM hotii| taba koI jarUrata nahIM hotI mujhe sunane ke lie yahAM Ane kI; kyoMki vastuta: tuma suna nahIM rahe hote, tuma soe hae hote ho| to kyoM AnA yahAM zArIrika rUpa se bhI? -koI jarUrata nhiiN| eka tIsarA prakAra bhI hotA hai| tuma yadi dUsare prakAra ke ho, to tumheM sacamuca isa bAre meM aparAdhI anubhava karanA cAhie aura jaba mujhe suna rahe hote ho to sajaga rahane kA jyAdA prayAsa krnaa| to saMbhava hotA hai ki pahalA prakAra ghaTa jaae| phira hotA hai tIsarA prakAra jo ki na to saMbaMdhita hotA hai sunane se aura na saMbaMdhita hotA hai tumhAre astitva kI UbapUrNa sthiti se| vaha AtA hai tumhAre zarIra se| zAyada tuma rAta ko ThIka se nahIM so sakate hooge| bahuta thor3e loga ThIka se sote haiN| jaba tuma rAta ko ThIka se nahIM soe hote to tuma kucha thake - thake hote ho| tumheM nIMda kI bhUkha hotI hai aura yahAM eka mudrA meM phira-phira eka hI vyakti ke sAtha baiThane se eka hI AvAja bAra-bAra sunate hue, tumhArA zarIra unIMdApana anubhava karane lagatA hai, jo ki AtA hai tumhAre zarIra se| yadi vaisI hotI hai sthiti to kucha kara lenA apanI nIMda kaa| use jyAdA gaharA banAnA hogaa| samaya kI koI jyAdA samasyA nahIM-tuma so sakate ho ATha ghaMTe, aura yadi vaha sonA gaharA nahIM hotA to tuma bhUkha anubhava karoge-nIMda ke lie bhUkhe ho jAoge-samasyA gaharAI kI hI hai| hara rAta sone ke pahale tuma eka choTI-sI vidhi kA prayoga kara sakate ho jo ki jabardasta madada degii| bijalI bajhA do: apane bistara meM baiTha jAo, sone ke lie taiyAra hokara, lekina baiThanA paMdraha minaTa ke lie hii| AMkheM baMda kara lenaa| phira zurU kara denA koI bhI ekarasa nirarthaka dhvani, udAharaNa ke lie : lA, lA, lA-aura mana kI pratIkSA karanA ki vaha nayI dhvaniyAM bheje| ekamAtra bAta jo dhyAna meM rakhane kI hai vaha yahI ki ve dhvaniyAM yA zabda kisI usa bhASA ke nahIM hone cAhie jise ki tuma jAnate ho| yadi tuma jAnate ho aMgrejI, jarmana aura itAlavI, taba ve itAlavI, jarmana, aMgrejI ke nahIM hone caahie| koI dUsarI bhASA jise tuma nahIM jAnate svIkAra karanI hotI hai-tibbatI, cInI, jaapaanii| lekina yadi tumheM jApAnI AtI hai, to guMjAiza nahIM hotI, taba itAlavI sabase acchI hotI hai| koI vaha bhASA bolo jise tuma nahIM jaante| kevala pahale dina thor3I dera ko tuma kaThinAI meM par3oge, kyoMki kaise tuma vaha bhASA bologe jo tuma nahIM jAnate? vaha bolI jA sakatI hai aura eka bAra ve zurU hotI haiM, koI bhI dhvaniyAM betuke zabda to cetanA ko bilakula bahA dene kI aura acetana ko bolane dene kI bAta ghttegii|
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________________ jaba acetana bolatA hai, to acetana kisI bhASA ko nahIM jaantaa| yaha eka bahuta purAnI vidhi hai| yaha calI AtI hai prAcIna vidhAna se una dinoM yaha kahalAI jAtI thI, 'glosolaaliyaa'| amerikA ke kucha carca abhI isakA prayoga karate haiM ve ise kahate haiM, 'jIbha meM bolnaa| aura yaha eka adabhuta vidhi hai, sarvAdhika gahana aura acetana meM utara jAne vAlI vidhiyoM meM se ek| tuma zurU karate ho, 'lA lA lA,' aura phira tuma calate cale jA sakate ho kisI bhI cIja ke sAtha jo ki A jAtI hai kevala pahale dina tuma ise thor3A kaThina anubhava kroge| eka bAra yaha A jAe to tuma jAna lete ho isakA DhaMga / taba paMdraha minaTa ko prayoga karanA usa bhASA kA jo ki tuma taka pahuMca rahI ho, aura usakA prayoga karanA bhASA kI gti| vastuta: tuma usameM bola hI rahe hote ho| ye paMdraha minaTa tumhAre cetana ko itane gahare rUpa se ArAma pahuMcA deMge, aura phira tuma basa leTa jAte ho aura so jAte ho| tumhArI nIMda jyAdA gaharI ho jaaegii| kucha saptAha ke bhItara tuma gaharAI anubhava karoge tumhArI nidrA aura subaha tuma saMpUrNa rUpa se tAjA anubhava kroge| phira maiM prayatna bhI karUM, to maiM tumheM nIMda meM nahIM lA sktaa| pahalA prakAra suMdara hai, tIsarA prakAra eka prakAra kI zArIrika bhukhamarI hai, vaha roga hai| tIsare prakAra kA upacAra karanA hotA hai; pahale prakAra ko Ane denA hotA hai| dUsare prakAra ke bAre meM tumheM aparAdhI anubhava karanA hI cAhie aura hara prayAsa karanA cAhie usase bAhara A jAne kA / sAtavAM prazna. aba jisa samaya ki Adhunika AdamI itanI jaldI meM hai aura pataMjali kI vidhiyAM itanA samaya letI haiM to kisake prati saMbodhita kara rahe haiM Apa ye pravacana? hAM. Adhunika AdamI jaldI meM hai, isIlie ThIka viparIta bAta madada degii| yadi tuma jaldI meM hote ho, taba pataMjali sahAyaka hoMge kyoMki ve jaldI meM nahIM haiN| ve pratikAraka (eMTiDoTa) haiN| tumhAre mana ko jarUrata hai eMTiDoTa kI, vizeSakara pazcimI mana ko isa bAta kI ora jarA isa DhaMga se dekho aba aura koI dUsarA mana astitva nahIM rakhatA sivAya pazcimI mana ke kamobeza hara jagaha aisA hai, pUraba meM bhI pUraba ko bhI jaldI hai| isIlie vaha AkarSita huA hai jhena meM jhena acAnaka saMbodhi kI AzA dilAtA hai| jhena jAna par3atA hai inspeMTa kaoNphI kI bhAMti, aura AkarSaNa hai usameM lekina maiM jAnatA hUM ki jhena madada na degaa| kyoMki jhena ke kAraNa nahIM hai AkarSaNa, AkarSaNa hai jaldabAjI ke kaarnn| aura taba tuma nahIM samajhate jhena ko pazcima meM jo khabara ur3I huI hai jhena ke bAre meM vaha lagabhaga jhUThI hai|
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________________ vaha pUrI karatA hai usa mana kI AvazyakatA ko jo jaldI meM hai, lekina yaha bAta saca nahIM jhena ke viSaya meN| yadi tuma jApAna jAo aura pUcho jhena logoM se, ve pratIkSA karate tIsa varSa taka, cAlIsa varSa taka pratIkSA karate, satorI ke ghaTane kii| acAnaka saMbodhi ke lie bhI vyakti ko kaDA parizrama karanA hotA hai| saMbodhi acAnaka hotI hai, lekina taiyArI laMbI hotI hai| yaha bilakula aise hotA hai jaise tuma pAnI ubAlate ho : tuma pAnI garma karate ho nizcita DigrI taka, sau DigrI taka, aura pAnI akasmAta ur3a jAtA hai| ThIka-bhApa to akasmAta banatI hai lekina tumheM tApa ko lAnA hAtA hai sau DigrI tk| tapane meM vakta lagegA, aura tapana nirbhara karatI hai tumhArI pragAr3hatA pr| yadi tuma jaldI meM hote ho to koI USmA nahIM hotI hai tuma meM, kyoMki tuma cAhoge jhena satorI pA lenA, yA ki jaldI se saMbodhi pA lenA, kevala prAsaMgika rUpa se hI, jaise ki vaha prApta kI jA sakatI ho, jaise ki vaha kharIdI jA sakatI ho| daur3ate hue, tuma ise chIna lenA cAhoge kisI ke hAtha se| isa DhaMga se aisA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| phUla hote haiM, mausamI phUla hote haiN| tuma bIja bote ho aura tIna saptAha ke bhItara paudhe taiyAra ho jAte haiN| lekina tIna mahInoM meM, paudhoM meM phUla khile aura cale gae, miTa ge| yadi tuma jaldI meM ho, to nazoM meM rasa lenA behatara hogA bajAya ki dhyAna, yoga, yA jhena meM rasa lene ke, kyoMki naze tumheM sapane de sakate haiM, tAtkAlika sapane; kaI bAra naraka ke aura kaI bAra svarga ke spne| taba mArijuAnA behatara hotA hai dhyAna se| yadi tuma jaldI meM ho, taba koI zAzvata cIja tumheM nahIM ghaTa sakatI, kyoMki zAzvatatA kI cAhie zAzvata prtiikssaa| yadi tuma zAzvatatA kI mAMga kara ki vaha tumheM ghaTa jAe to tumheM taiyAra rahanA hogA usake lie| jaldabAjI madada na degii| eka jhena kahAvata hai : yadi tuma jaldI meM hote ho, to tuma kabhI na phuNcoge| tuma baiThane bhara se pahuMca sakate ho, lekina jaldI karake tuma kabhI nahIM pahuMca skte| vaha adhIratA hI bAdhA hai| yadi tumheM jaldI hai to pataMjali haiM pratikAraka, eNttiddott| yadi tumheM koI jaldI nahIM to jhena bhI saMbhava hai| yaha kathana virodhAbhAsI jAna par3egA, lekina yaha aisA hI hai| yahI kucha hai vAstavikatA, virodhaabhaasii| yadi tumheM jaldI hotI hai, taba isase pahale ki saMbodhi ghaTe, tumheM pratIkSA karanI par3atI hai kaI janmoM tk| yadi tumheM koI jaldI nahIM hotI, taba bilakula abhI ghaTa sakatI hai yh| maiM tumase eka kathA kahatA hUM jo ki mujhe bahuta jyAdA pyArI hai| yaha prAcIna bhAratIya kathAoM meM se eka hai| nArada, pRthvI aura svarga ke bIca ke saMdezavAhaka, eka paurANika vyaktitva, ve jA rahe the svarga kI
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________________ or| ve the DAkie kI bhAMti hii| ve niraMtara Upara-nIce Ate-jAte rahate the| Upara se saMdeza lAte, nIce se saMdeza laate| unhoMne jArI rakhA thA apanA kaam| ve svarga ke mArga para jAte the aura ve eka bahuta vRddha muni ke bilakula pAsa se gujare jo apanI mAlA ke manake lie rAma nAma japate hue vRkSa ke nIce baiThA huA thaa| usane dekhA nArada kI tarapha aura vaha bolA, 'kahAM jA rahe ho tuma? kyA tuma svarga kI ora jA rahe ho? to mere Upara eka kRpA krnaa| puchanA Izvara se ki aura kitanI pratIkSA karanI hogI'-isa prazna meM hI adhairya maujUda thA-'aura jarA yaha bhI yAda dilA denA unako ki tIna janmoM se maiM dhyAna, tapa kara rahA kucha bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai, maiMne kara liyA hai| hara bAta kI eka sImA hotI hai!' isameM mAMga thI, apekSA thI, adhIratA thii| nArada bole, 'mai jA rahA hUM aura maiM puuchNgaa|' aura usa vRddha muni ke eka ora hI eka dUsare vRkSa ke nIce, eka yuvA vyakti nAcate hue aura gAte hue paramAtmA kA nAma le rahA thaa| mAtra majAka meM hI nArada ne usa yuvA vyakti se pUcha liyA, 'kyA tuma bhI cAhoge ki maiM tumhAre bAre meM kucha pUchU? ki kitanA samaya lagegA?' lekina vaha yuvaka itanA jyAdA DUbA haA thA AnaMda meM ki usane paravAha nahIM kii| usane uttara na diyaa| phira kucha dinoM ke bAda, nArada lauTa aae| ve usa vRdadha se bole, 'maiMne pUchA thA Izvara se aura vaha haMsa par3A aura bolA-kama se kama tIna janmoM taka aur|' usa ke AdamI ne apanI mAlA pheMka dI, aura bolA, 'yaha to anyAya huaa| aura jo koI kahatA hai ki Izvara nyAyI hai, vaha galata kahatA hai|' vaha bahuta krodha meM thaa| phira nArada pahuMce usa yuvaka ke pAsa jo abhI bhI nAca rahA thA aura kahane lage ve usase,. 'hAlAMki tumane nahIM bhI kahA, maiMne pUcha liyaa| lekina aba maiM bhayabhIta hUM tumase kaha dene meM, kyoMki vaha kA AdamI itanA krodha meM A gayA ki vaha mujhe pITa bhI sakatA thaa| lekina vaha yuvaka to abhI bhI nAca rahA thA, pUchane meM ruci na le rahA thaa| nArada bole usase, 'maine pUchA thA unase, aura Izvara ne kahA, kaha denA usa yuvaka se ki jisa vakSa ke nIce vaha nAca rahA hai usI ke patte gina le; isase hale ki vaha upalabdha ho, use utanI hI bAra aura janma lenA hogaa|' yuvaka ne sunA aura bar3e AnaMda meM DUba gayA-haMsA aura kUdA aura utsava manAne lgaa| vaha bolA, 'itanI jaldI? kyoMki pRthvI to pUrI bharI par3I hai vRkSoM se, lAkhoM-lAkhoM vRkSoM se aura basa yahI pate aura itanI hI saMkhyA? itanI jaldI? paramAtmA kI asIma karuNA hai, aura maiM isake yogya nhiiN|' aura aisA kahA jAtA hai ki turaMta hI vaha upalabdha ho gyaa| usI kSaNa zarIra gira gyaa| tatkSaNa hI vaha saMbodhi ko upalabdha huaa| yadi tumheM jaldI hotI hai, to samaya lagegA ismeN| yadi tumheM jaldI nahIM hotI to yaha saMbhava hai bilakula isI kssnn| pataMjali pratikAraka haiM, eMTiDoTa haiM unake lie jo jaldI meM hote haiM, aura jhena hai unake lie jo jaldI meM nahIM haiN| aura isake ThIka viparIta ghaTatA hai; jina logoM ko koI jaldI nahIM hotI, ve pataMjali kI ora AkarSita ho jAte haiN| yaha galata hai| yadi tumheM jaldI hai, to anusaraNa karo pataMjali kA, kyoMki ve tumheM khIMcate-bar3hAte calate caleMge aura tumheM tumhAre cetanA-bodha taka le aaeNge| ve itane laMbe samaya
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________________ taka mArga kI bAta kareMge ki ve eka praghAta hoMge tumhAre lie| aura yadi tuma unheM praveza karane dete ho svayaM meM, to tumhArI jaldabAjI tirohita ho jaaegii| isIlie maiM bAta kara rahA hUM maiM bAta kara rahA hUM pataMjali kI tumhAre hI kaarnn| tuma jaldI meM ho aura mujhe lagatA hai ki pataMjali tumhArI adhIratA ko girA deNge| ve tumheM bar3hAe caleMge; yathArtha taka lauTA laayeNge| ve tumheM tumhAre viveka-bodha taka le aayeNge| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 27 - nirvicAra samAdhi aura RtambharA prajJA dinAMka 7 mArca 1975; zrI rajanIza Azrama, puunaa| yogasUtra-(samAdhipAda) tA eva sabIja samAdhi:// 46// ye samAdhiyAM jo phalita hotI hai| kisI viSaya para dhyAna karane se ve sabIja samAdhiyAM hotI hai| aura AvAgamana ke cakra se makta nahIM krtii| nirvicAra vaizAradaye adhyAtma prsaadH|| 471/ samAdhi kI nirvicAra avasthA kI parama zuddhatA upalabdha hone para prakaTa hotA hai AdhyAtmika prsaad|
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________________ RtambharA tatra prajJA / / 49// nirvicAra samAdhi meM cetanA satya se, RtambharA se saMpUrita hotI hai| ciMtana-1 tana-manana dhyAna nahIM hai| inameM bar3A bheda hai aura kevala parimANAtmaka hI nahIM balki guNAtmaka bheda hai| ve bhinna dharAtaloM para astitva rakhate haiN| unake AyAma bilakula hI bhinna hote haiM; kevala bhinna hI nahIM, balki ekadama hI viparIta hote haiN| yaha pahalI bAta hai samajha lene kI; ciMtana saMbaMdha rakhatA hai kisI viSaya vastu se yaha dUsare kI ora jAtI cetanA kI eka gati hai| ciMtana bahirmukhI dhyAna hai, - paridhi kI ora bar3hatA huA, keMdra se dUra hotA huaa| dhyAna hai keMdra kI ora bar3hanA, paridhi se dUra haTanA, dUsare se dUra honA ciMtana lakSita hotA hai dUsare kI ora dhyAna lakSita hotA hai svayaM kI ora ciMtana meM dvaita vidyamAna hotA hai vahAM do hote haiM, ciMtana aura ciMtanagata dhyAna meM kevala eka hI hotA hai| dhyAna ke lie aMgrejI zabda 'meDiTezana' bahuta acchA nahIM hai| yaha 'dhyAna' yA 'samAdhi' kA vAstavika artha nahIM detA, kyoMki meDiTezana zabda se hI aisA prakaTa hotA hai ki tuma kisI cIja para dhyAna kara rahe ho| isalie samajhane kI koziza karanA ciMtana hai kisI cIja para dhyAna karanA; dhyAna hai kisI cIja para dhyAna nahIM karanA, basa svayaM bhara ho rhnaa| keMdra se haTakara koI gati nahIM hotI, bilakula hI nahIM hotI / yaha to basa itane samagra rUpa se svayaM jaisA ho jAnA hai ki eka kaMpakapAhaTa bhI nahIM hotI; AMtarika lI akaMpa banI rahatI hai| dUsarA kho cukA hotA hai, aura kevala tuma hote ho| eka bhI vicAra vahAM nahIM rhtaa| sArA saMsAra jA cukA hotA hai| mana aba vahAM rahatA hI nahIM; kevala tuma hote ho, tumhArI parama zuddhatA meN| ciMtana to kisI cIja kI praticchavi dikhalAte darpaNa kI bhAMti hai; dhyAna hai kevala darpaNa honA, kisI cIja kI praticchavi nahIM dikhlaataa| vaha kevala vizuddha kSamatA hai darpaNa hone kI; lekina vAstava meM koI cIja pratibiMbita nahIM kI jA rahI hotii| ciMtana sahita upalabdha ho sakate ho nirvicAra samAdhi ko binA vicAra kI samAdhi / lekina nirvicAra meM eka vicAra banA rahatA hai, aura vaha hotA hai a-vicAra kA vicAra vaha bhI aMtima vicAra hotA hai, ekadama aMtima, to bhI vaha banA to rahatA hai, vyakti saceta hotA hai isake prati ki koI vicAra nahIM hai, vaha jAnatA hai ki koI vicAra nahIM hai| kiMtu a-vicAra ko jAnanA kyA hotA hai? eka bar3A parivartana A cukA hotA hai-vicAra miTa cuke hote haiM, lekina aba svayaM a-vicAra hI eka viSaya bana
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________________ jAtA hai| yadi tuma kahate ho, maiM jAnatA hUM zUnya ko to paryApta zUnya nahIM hotA; zUnyatA kA vicAra 7 vahAM rahatA hai| mana abhI bhI kAma kara rahA hotA hai, bahuta, bahuta niSkriya nakArAtmaka DhaMga se kAma kara rahA hotA hai - lekina abhI bhI kAma to kara hI rahA hai| tuma sajaga ho ki vahAM zUnyatA hai| aba yaha zUnyatA hotI kyA hai jisake bAre meM tuma sajaga hote ho? yaha bahuta sUkSma hotI hai| sarvAdhika sUkSma, aMtima hotI hai; jisake bAda viSaya saMpUrNatayA tirohita ho jAtA hai| ataH jaba kabhI koI ziSya kahatA hai, maiMne pA liyA hai phira mata lAnA ise mere pAsa nahIM hotaa|' jhena guru ke pAsa apanI upalabdhi sahita bar3I prasannatA se AtA hai aura zUnyatA ko to guru kahatA hai, jAo aura dUra pheMka do isa zUnyatA ko yadi tuma sacamuca hI khAlI hue ho to vahAM zUnyatA kA koI vicAra bhI , aisA hI huA hai subhUti kI usa prasiddha kathA meN| vaha vRkSa tale baiThA huA thA binA kisI vicAra ke, a-vicAra kA vicAra bhI na thaa| akasmAta phUla barasa par3e vaha cakita ho gayA-kyA ghaTa rahA hai?' usane dekhA cAroM ora phUla hI phUla jharate the AkAza se use cakita huA dekhakara devatAoM ne kahA usase, 'cakita mata hoo| hamane Aja zUnyatA para sabase bar3A pravacana sunA hai tumane diyA hai use hama utsava manA rahe haiM aura hama tuma para ye phUla barasA rahe haiM pratIka ke rUpa meM, zUnyatA para die tumhAre pravacana para utsava manA rahe haiM aura usakA sammAna kara rahe haiN| subhUti ne kaMdhe ucakA die aura bolA, 'magara maiM to kucha bolA hI nhiiN|' devatAoM ne kahA, 'hI tuma to nahIM bole, aura na hI hamane sunA haiyahI to hai, zUnyatA para diyA gayA sabase bar3A pravacana / ' yadi tuma bolate ho, yadi tuma kahate ho, 'maiM khAlI hai, to tuma cUka ge| a-vicAra ke vicAra taka nirvicAra samAdhi hotI hai, koI ciMtana-manana nahIM lekina phira bhI aMtima aMza to bAkI hai; hAthI gujara gayA hai duma raha gayI hai, magara aMtima aMza aura kaI bAra duma jyAdA bar3I siddha hotI hai hAthI se, kyoMki vaha bahuta sUkSma hotI hai| vicAroM ko pheMka denA AsAna hai, lekina zUnyatA ko kaise pheMkeM, a-vicAra ko kaise pheMkeM? vaha bahuta-bahuta sUkSma hotA hai; use kaise pUrI taraha samajhoge? aisA hI huA jaba jhena guru ne ziSya se kahA, 'jAo aura pheMka do isa zUnyatA ko!' ziSya kahane lagA, para kaise pheMkanA hogA zUnyatA ko?' guru kahane lagA, 'to le jAo ise jAo pheMko ise para apane sira meM zUnyatA lekara mata khar3e rahanA mere pAsa kucha karo isa bAre meN|' , / yaha bahuta sUkSma hotA hai| koI cipaka sakatA hai isase lekina taba mana ne tumheM dhokhA de diyA aMtima sthala pr| ninyAnabe pyAiMTa nau pratizata tuma pahuMca cuke; basa AkhirI caraNa hI bAkI thaa| sau DigrI para to vaha saMpUrNa ho cukA hotA aura tuma tirohita ho cuke hote| aba taka to pataMjali kahate haiM ki yaha ciMtana - rahita samAdhi hai - nirvicAra smaadhi| yadi tuma upalabdha ho cuke hote ho isa samAdhi ko, to tuma ho jAoge bahuta - bahuta prasanna, mauna, shaat| tuma bhItara sadA
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________________ rahoge apane meM sthira, apane se jur3e hue| tuma pAoge eka nizcita saMgaThita keMdrIkaraNa; tuma nahIM rahoge sAdhAraNa mnussy| tuma lagabhaga atimAnava jAna par3oge, lekina to bhI tumheM phira-phira lauTanA hogaa| tuma janma loge, tumhArI mRtyu hogii| AvAgamana kA cakra thamegA nahIM kyoMki a-vicAra sUkSma bIja kI bhAMti hI hotA hai; bahuta sAre janma isameM se cale aaeNge| bIja bahuta sUkSma hotA hai, vRkSa bar3A hotA hai, lekina sArA vRkSa chipA hai bIja meM hii| rAI kA bIja ho sakatA hai bahuta-choTA, lekina vaha vRkSa lie rahatA hai apane bhiitr| vaha bharA huA hotA, usakA pUrA khAkA lie rahatA hai; vaha sAre vRkSa ko lA sakatA hai| phira aura phira, aura phir| aura eka bIja se lAkhoM bIja A sakate haiM; eka choTA-sA rAI kA bIja sArI pRthvI ko bhara sakatA hai per3apaudhoM se| a-vicAra sUkSmatama bIja hotA hai| aura yadi tumhAre pAsa hotA hai vaha, to pataMjali kahate haiM ise 'bIja sahita samAdhi, sabIja smaadhi|' tuma AnA jArI rakhoge, cakra calanA jArI rahegA-janma aura mRtyu, janma aura mRtyu| yaha bAta doharAI jAtI rhegii| abhI taka tumane bIja jalAe nahIM haiN| yadi tuma jalA sakate ho a-vicAra ke isa vicAra ko, yadi tuma anAtma ke isa vicAra ko jalA sakate ho, yadi tuma na-ahaMkAra ke isa vicAra ko jalA sakate ho kevala tabhI nirbIja samAdhi ghaTatI hai, binA bIja kI smaadhi| taba koI janma nahIM hotA, koI mRtyu nahIM hotii| tuma saMpUrNa cakra ke hI bAhara ho jAte ho, tuma usake pAra cale jAte ho| aba tuma hote ho vizuddha cetnaa| dvaita gira cukA; tuma eka ho cuke| yaha ekamayatA, dvaita kA yaha giranA hI hotA hai mRtyu aura jIvana kA gira jaanaa| sArA cakra akasmAta thama jAtA hai-tuma duHkhasvapna ke bAhara ho jAte ho| aba hama ina sUtroM meM praveza kreNge| ve bahuta-bahuta suMdara haiN| unheM samajhane kI koziza krnaa| gaharA hai unakA arth| tuma bahuta-bahuta sajaga honA usa sUkSma artha- bheda ko samajhane ke lie| ye samAdhiyAM jo phalita hotI haiM kisI viSaya para dhyAna karane se ve sabIja samAdhiyAM haiM aura AvAgamana ke cakra se mukta nahIM krtii| 'ye samAdhiyAM jo phalita hotI haiM kisI viSaya para dhyAna karane se...|' tuma dhyAna kara sakate ho kisI viSaya para, vaha paugalika ho yA ki aadhyaatmik| vaha viSaya dhana ho, yA ki vaha viSaya mokSa ho, usa aMtima upalabdhi kA viSaya; koI patthara ho sakatA hai yA kohinUra hIrA ho sakatA hai viSaya; isase kucha bheda nahIM pdd'taa| yadi viSaya vahAM hotA hai, to mana vahAM hotA hai; aura viSaya hotA hai, to mana jArI rahatA hai| mana kI niraMtaratA hotI hai viSaya dvaaraa| dUsare ke davArA, mana
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________________ niraMtara poSita hotA hai| aura jaba dUsarA vahAM hotA hai, to tuma svayaM ko nahIM jAna sakate; saMpUrNa mana keMdrita huA hotA hai, dUsare para hii| dUsare ko haTA denA hotA hai, bilakula haTA denA hotA hai jisase ki tumhAre lie socane ko kucha rahe hI nahIM, tumhAre lie tumhArA dhyAna dene ko kucha na rahe, koI jagaha hI na ho jahAM tama saraka sko| 'viSaya ke sAtha, ' pataMjali kahate haiM, 'bahuta sArI saMbhAvanAeM hotI haiN| tuma viSaya ke sAtha saMbaMdha meM jur3a sakate ho bauddhika prANI ke rUpa meM; tuma tArkika rUpa se viSaya ke bAre meM soca sakate ho| taba pataMjali ise- nAma dete haiM savitarka smaadhi| aisA bahuta bAra ghaTatA hai : jaba koI vaijJAnika kisI viSaya-vastu kA parIkSaNa kara rahA hotA hai to vaha bilakula mauna ho jAtA hai| vaha viSaya ke sAtha itanA tallIna hotA hai ki usake aMtasa AkAza meM, usakI aMtasa sattA meM koI vicAra ghumar3atA hI nhiiN| kaI bAra jaba koI baccA apane khilaune ke sAtha khela rahA hotA hai, vaha itanA tallIna ho jAtA hai ki mana saMpUrNatayA, lagabhaga samApta ho jAtA hai| eka bar3I gaharI zAMti vidyamAna rahatI hai| viSaya tumhArA sArA dhyAna thAma letA hai; koI cIja pIche nahIM baca rhtii| kisI ciMtA kI saMbhAvanA nahIM, koI tanAva saMbhava nahIM hotA, koI pIr3A saMbhava nahIM hotI, kyoMki tuma samagra rUpa se samAe hote ho viSaya meM, tuma utara cuke hote ho viSaya meN| aisA ghaTA sukarAta ko, vaha thA vaijJAnika, vaha thA bar3A dArzanika, vaha bAhara khar3A thA eka raat| vaha eka pUrNimA kI rAta thI aura vaha dekha rahA thA cAMda kI or| vaha itanA tallIna ho gayA-vaha jarUra usI meM ibA hogA jise pataMjali kahate haiM savitarka smaadhi| jo sarvAdhika tArkika vyakti hae haiM, vaha unameM se hI eka thA; sarvAdhika bauddhika mana jo hote haiM unameM se eka; vaha buddhi saMpannatA kA zikhara thaa| vaha soca rahA thA cAMda ke bAre meM, sitAroM ke bAre meM, rAta ke bAre meM aura AkAza ke bAre meM aura vaha bilakula bhUla hI gayA svayaM ko| barpha girane lagI aura subaha taka karIba-karIba marA huA hI pAyA gayA, usakA AdhA zarIra barpha se DhakA haA thA, jamA haA thA, aura aba taka vaha dekha rahA thA AkAza kI hI trph| vaha jiMdA thA, para ThaMDa ke mAre jama gayA thaa| loga Ae the khojane ko ki vaha kahAM calA gayA, aura unhoMne use pAyA khar3e hue| sArI rAta vaha vRkSa ke nIce khar3A rahA thaa| jaba unhoMne pUchA, 'tuma ghara vApasa kyoM nahIM lauTe? -aura barpha gira rahI hai aura mara sakatA hai vyakti / ' vaha bolA, 'maiM to bilakula bhUla hI gayA thA ise bAre meN| mere lie to yaha girI hI nhiiN| mere lie to samaya gujarA hI nhiiN| maiM rAta ke sauMdarya meM, aura sitAroM meM aura astitva kI susaMbaddhatA meM aura brahmAMDa meM hI itanA DUbA huA thaa|' tarka sadA ghulamila jAtA hai suvyavasthA ke sAtha, usa samasvaratA ke sAtha jo brahmAMDa meM astitva rakhatI hai| tarka viSaya ke cAroM ora ghUmatA rahatA hai| vaha usake hI cAroM tarapha aura idhara-udhara aura AsapAsa cakkara lagAtA rahatA hai| sArI UrjA viSaya davArA le lI jAtI hai| yaha tarkamaya samAdhi hotI hai savitarka, para viSaya to hotA hI hai vhaaN| vaijJAnika, baudadhika, dArzanika mana prApta karatA hai ise|
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________________ phira pataMjali kahate ki eka aura samAdhi hai, 'nirvitarka', AnaMda meM DUbe mana kI; kavi, citrakAra, saMgItakAra upalabdha karate haiM isko| kavi sIdhe-sIdhe utara jAtA hai viSaya meM, usake idhara aura udhara hI nahIM rahatA, para phira bhI viSaya vahAM hotA hai| vaha zAyada usake bAre meM soca nahIM rahA hotA, lekina usakA na keMdrita hotA hai usa pr| sira kriyAnvita nahIM rahA hogA, to zAyada hRdaya hI kriyAnvita hotA hogA, para phira bhI viSaya to maujada hotA hai, dusarA hotA hI hai vhaaN| eka kavi bahata gahana, AnaMdamayI avasthAoM ko upalabdha ho sakatA hai, lekina na to vaijJAnika ke lie, na hI kavi ke li na hA kavi ke lie punarjanma kA cakra samApta ho sakatA hai| phira pataMjali pahuMca jAte haiM 'savicAra samAdhi' taka; tarka girA diyA gayA, mAtra zuddha manana rahatA hai| kisI ke bAre meM nahIM-kevala use dekhanA, usa para dhyAna karanA, usake sAkSI bane rhnaa| jyAdA gahare AyAma khulate haiM; to bhI viSaya banA rahatA, aura tuma AviSTa rahate viSaya dvArA hii| tuma abhI bhI tumhAre apane 'sva' meM nahIM hote-dUsarA hotA hai vhaaN| phira pataMjali A pahuMcate nirvicAra tk| nirvicAra meM dhIre- dhIre viSaya sUkSma bana jAtA hai| yaha saba se mahatvapUrNa bAta hai samajha lene kI : nirvicAra meM viSaya jyAdA aura jyAdA sUkSma ho jAtA hai| sthUla viSaya-vastuoM se tuma sarakate ho sUkSma viSaya kI ora-caTTAna se phUla kI ora, phUla se suvAsa kI aura / tuma sarakate ho sUkSma kI or| dhIre-dhIre eka ghar3I AtI hai, jaba viSaya bahuta sUkSma ho jAtA hai| lagabhaga aise hI jaise ki vaha ho hI nhiiN| udAharaNa ke lie. yadi tuma dhyAna-manana karate ho zUnyatA kA, yadi viSaya lagabhaga ho hI nahIM, tuma dhyAna karate ho nA-kucha pr| aisI bauddha-paddhatiyAM haiM jo jora detI haiM kevala dhyAna para, aura jo hai, 'nahIM-kucha-hone' para dhyAna krnaa| vyakti ko socanA hotA hai, vyakti ko dhyAna karanA hotA hai, vyakti ko yaha dhAraNA AtmasAta karanI hotI hai ki koI cIja astitva nahIM rkhtii| niraMtara 'nahIMkucha' para dhyAna karate hue, eka ghar3I AtI hai taba viSaya itanA sUkSma ho jAtA hai ki vaha tumhAre dhyAna ko pakar3a nahIM sakatA, vaha itanA sUkSma hotA jAtA hai ki ciMtana-manana karane ko kucha bacatA hI nahIM, aura vyakti isI taraha calatA jAtA hai aura calatA calA jAtA hai| acAnaka, eka dina cetanA svayaM para uchala jAtI hai| vahAM viSaya meM koI sthAyI jagaha na pAkara, koI AdhAra na pAkara, cetanA uchala par3atI hai svayaM para; vaha lauTa AtI hai, svayaM apane keMdra para vApasa lauTa AtI hai| taba vaha uccatama, 'zuddhatama, nirvicAra ho jAtI hai| uccatama nirvicAra avasthA taba hotI hai jaba cetanA svayaM para hI uchala AtI hai| yadi tuma socane lagate ho, 'maiMne prApta kara liyA a-vicAra ko aura maiMne pA liyA hai nahIM-kucha hone ko', to phira tumane nirmita kara liyA hotA hai eka viSaya aura cetanA dUra saraka cukI hotI hai| aisA bahuta bAra ghaTatA hai khojI ko| aMta:rahasyoM ko na jAnate hue, bahuta bAra tuma chalAMga lagA jAte ho svayaM para, kaI bAra tuma chU lete ho apane keMdra ko, aura phira tuma bAhara cale jAte ho| akasmAta, vicAra udita hotA
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________________ hai, 'hI, maiMne pA liyA hai|' akasmAta, tuma anubhava karane lagate, hI, yahI hai vaha / satorI ghaTa gaI, samAdha upalabdha ho gii| tuma itanA AnaMdapUrNa anubhava karate ho ki aise vicAra kA udita honA svAbhAvika hotA hai| lekina yadi vicAra uThatA hai, to phira tuma kisI usa bAta kI pakar3a meM A gae jo ki vastugata hotI hai| AtmaparakatA phira kho jAtI, ekatva do ho cukaa| dudvaita phira A pahuMcA vahAM / vyakti ko sajaga honA hotA hai a-vicAra ke vicAra ko na Ane dene ke lie| koziza mata karanAjaba kabhI aisA kucha ghaMTe, usI meM bane rhnaa| usake bAre meM socane kI koziza mata karanA, usake bAre meM koI dhAraNA mata banAnA; usakA AnaMda manAnA / tuma kara sakate ho nRtya, usase koI ar3acana na hogI, lekina zabdoM dvArA banI abhivyakti ko mata Ane denA, bhASA ko mata Ane denA / nRtya ar3acana nahIM degA, kyoMki nRtya meM tuma eka ho jAte ho| sUphI paraMparA meM, nRtya kA prayoga kiyA jAtA hai mana se bacane ke lie| aMtima avasthA meM, sUphI guru batAte haiM, 'jaba tuma usa sthala taka A pahuMco jahAM ki viSaya tirohita ho jAe to turaMta nRtya karane laganA jisase ki UrjA zarIra meM bahe aura mana meM nahIM bahe turaMta kucha karane laganA, kucha bhI cIja madada degii|' jaba jhena guru upalabdha hote haiM, to ve peTa bharakara saccI haMsI haMsanA zurU kara dete haiM, bahuta garjana- bharI, eka siMha garjanA kyA kara rahe hote haiM ve? UrjA vahAM hai aura pahalI bAra UrjA eka ho gayI hai| yadi tuma mana meM kucha aura Ane dete ho, to turaMta bheda phira vahAM A banatA hai, aura bheda banAnA tumhArI purAnI Adata hai| kucha dinoM taka DaTI rahegI vaha kUdo, daur3o, nAco, acchI peTa bhara haMsI haMso, kucha karo jisase ki UrjA zarIra meM sarake aura sira meM na srke| kyoMki UrjA hai vahAM, purAnA DhAMcA hai vahAM, vaha phira se purAne DhaMga meM saraka sakatI hai| bahu se loga Ate haiM mere pAsa aura jaba kabhI aisA ghaTatA hai, to saba se bar3I samasyA uTha khar3I hotI hai maiM kahatA hUM saba se bar3I, kyoMki yaha koI sAdhAraNa samasyA nahIM hotI mana phaurana use dhara pakar3atA hai aura kahatA hai, 'hAM tuma upalabdha ho gae! ahaMkAra praveza kara cukA, mana praveza kara gayA aura hara cIja kho jAtI hai| eka hI vicAra aura bar3A bheda turaMta vahAM A pahuMcatA hai| nRtya acchA hotA hai| tuma kara sakate ho nRtya - kucha gar3abar3AegA nahIM usase tuma AnaMdita ho sakate ho| tuma utsava manA sakate ho| isIlie merA jora hai utsava pr| pratyeka dhyAna ke bAda utsava manAo, jisase ki utsava tumhArA hissA bana jaae| jaba aMtima ghaTa hai, to turaMta tuma utsava manA pAoge /
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________________ ve samAdhiyAM jo kisI viSaya para dhyAna karane se phalita hotI haiM sabIja samAdhiyAM hotI haiM aura AvAgamana ke cakra se mukta nahIM krtiiN| sArI samasyA yahI hotI hai ki dUsare se, viSaya se, kaise mukA hoM? viSaya hI hotA hai sArA sNsaar| tuma Aoge phira-phira yadi viSaya vahAM hotA hai to, kyoMki viSaya ke sAtha hI vidayamAna hotI hai AkAMkSA, viSaya ke sAtha hI jIvana banA rahatA hai vicAra kA, viSaya ke sAtha hI astitva hotA hai ahaMkAra kA, viSaya ke sAtha hI astitva rakhate ho 'tum'| yadi viSaya gira jAtA hai, tuma gira par3oge acAnaka hI kyoMki viSaya aura vyakti eka sAtha hI astitva rakhate haiN| ve eka dUsare ke hisse haiM; eka kA astitva nahIM banA raha sakatA hai| aisA sikke kI bhAMti hI hai| citta aura paTa eka sAtha astitva rakhate haiN| tuma eka ko bacA, dUsare ko nahIM pheMka skte| tuma citta ko nahIM bacA sakate aura paTa ko nahIM pheMka sakate-ve donoM ikaTThe hI haiN| yA to tuma una donoM ko rakha lo aura yA phira donoM ko hI pheMka do| yadi tama eka ko pheMkate ho to dasarA phiMka jAtA hai| vyakti aura viSaya sAtha-sAtha hote haiM, ve eka hote haiM eka hI cIja ke pahalU hote haiN| jaba viSaya gira jAtA hai, turaMta vyakti-parakatA kA saMpUrNa ghara hI Dhaha jAtA hai| taba tuma phira vahI purAne na rhe| taba tuma pAra cale gae, aura kevala 'pAra' hI jIvana-mRtyu ke pAra hai| tumheM maranA hogA, tamheM honA hogA punrjiivit| jaba mara rahe hote ho, to vRkSa kI bhAMti tuma phira se bIja meM ekatrita kara lete ho apanI AkAMkSAoM, abhIpsAoM ko| tuma nahIM jAte dUsare janma meM, bIja ur3a jAtA hai aura jA pahuMcatA hai dUsare janma meN| vaha saba jise tumane jIyA hotA hai, cAhA hotA haitumhArI kuMThAeM, tumhArI viphalatAeM, tumhArI saphalatAeM, tumhAre prema, ghRNA-jaba tuma mara rahe hote ho to sArI UrjA ikaTThI ho jAtI hai eka bIja meN| vaha bIja hotA hai UrjA kaa| vaha bIja kUda par3atA hai tuma meM se aura saraka jAtA hai kisI garbha meN| phira vaha bIja punarnirmita kara detA hai tumheM, vRkSa ke bIja kI bhAMti hii| jaba vaha vRkSa marane vAlA hotA hai, vaha surakSita rakhatA hai svayaM ko bIja meN| bIja ke dvArA DaTA rahatA hai; bIja ke dvArA 'tuma' DaTe rahate ho, aTake rahate ho| isIlie pataMjali ise kahate haiM, 'sabIja' smaadhi| yadi viSaya vahAM hotA hai, to tumheM phira-phira janma lenA hogA, tumheM gujaranA par3egA usI dukha meM se, usI naraka meM se jo hai jIvana, jaba taka ki tuma bIja-vihIna hI na ho jaao| aura bIja-vihInatA hotI kyA hai? yadi viSaya vahAM nahIM hotA, to bIja nahIM hotaa| taba tumhAre pichale sAre karma bilakula tirohita ho- jAte haiM, kyoMki vastuta: tumane to kabhI kucha kiyA hI nhiiN| hara cIja hotI rahI hai mana ke dvArA-magara tuma tAdAtmya banA lete ho, tuma socate ho, tumhI mana ho| hara cIja kI gayI hai zarIra ke dvArA-lekina tuma banA lete ho tAdAtmya, tuma soca lete ho ki tuma zarIra ho|
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________________ bIja - vihIna samAdhi meM, nirvicAra samAdhi meM, jaba kevala cetanA astitva rakhatI hai apanI parama zuddhatA meM, to pahalI bAra tumheM sArI bAta samajha meM AtI hai. ki tuma kabhI nahIM rahe kartA tumane kabhI eka bhI cIja nahIM cAhI cAhane kI koI jarUrata nahIM kyoMki hara cIja tumameM hai| tuma AtyaMtika satya ho / yaha tumhArI mUDhatA thI kucha cAhanA, aura kyoMki tumane cAhA tuma bhikhArI ho ge| sAdhAraNatayA tuma ulaTe DhaMga se socate ho tuma socate ki tuma AkAMkSA karate ho kyoMki tuma bhikhArI ho| lekina nirbIja samAdhi meM yaha samajha avatarita hotI hai ki yaha to bilakula dUsarI hI bAta hai kyoMki tuma AkAMkSA karate ho, to tuma bhikhArI ho| tuma saMpUrNatayA sira ke bala khar3e hote ho, ulaTe khar3e hote ho| yadi AkAMkSA tirohita ho jAtI hai, to tuma ekadama akasmAta samrATa ho jAte ho| bhikhArI to kabhI vahAM thA hI nahIM vaha thA to kevala isIlie ki tuma AkAMkSA kara rahe the| vaha thA kyoMki tuma bahuta jyAdA soca rahe the viSaya ko lekr| tuma itane jyAdA AviSTa the viSaya aura viSayoM dvArA, ki tumhAre pAsa samaya na thA aura koI suavasara na thA aura koI sthAna na thA bhItara dekhane ko| tuma bilakula bhUla hI gae the ki bhItara kauna hai| bhItara hai vaha parama divya, aura bhItara hai svayaM paramAtmA / isIlie hiMdU kahe cale jAte haiM, 'ahaM brahmAsmi / ' ve kahate haiM, 'maiM hUM aMtima satya' lekina mAtra aisA kahane se use nahIM pAyA jA sakatA hai| vyakti ko pahuMcanA hotA hai nirvicAra samAdhi taka kevala tabhI upaniSada satya ho jAte haiM, kevala tabhI satya ho jAte haiM buddha - puruSa / tuma ho jAte ho sAkSI / tuma kahate, hI ve ThIka hai, kyoMki aba yaha bAta tumhArA apanA anubhava bana cukI hotI hai| samAdhi kI nirvicAra avasthA kI parama zuddhatA upalabdha hone para prakaTa hotA hai AdhyAtmika prasAda / 'nirvicAra vaizAradaye adhyAtma prasAdaH / ' yaha zabda 'prasAda' bahuta - bahuta suMdara hai jaba koI svayaM kI sattA meM sthira ho jAtA hai, ghara A jAtA hai, akasmAta vahAM calA AtA hai AzISa, eka prsaad| vaha saba jise kisI ne sadA se cAhA hotA hai akasmAta pUrA ho jAtA hai| jo tuma honA cAhate the, acAnaka tuma ho jAte ho, aura tumane kucha kiyA nahIM hotA usake lie, tumane koI prayAsa nahIM kiyA hotA usake lie ! nirvicAra samAdhi meM vyakti jAna letA hai ki apane sacce svabhAva meM, gahanatama svabhAva meM vyakti sadA hI saMpUrita hotA hai| vahAM hotA hai eka saMpUrita nRtya ! 'nirvicAra samAdhi kI parama zuddhatA upalabdha hone para......... aura parama zuddhatA hotI kyA hai? - jahAM a - vicAra kA vicAra taka bhI vidyamAna nahIM hotA hai| vahI chai parama parizuddhatA jahAM darpaNa basa darpaNa hI hotA hai, usameM kucha pratibiMbita nahIM ho rahA hotA
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________________ kyoMki pratibiMba bhI eka azuddhatA hI hotI hai| vastutaH vaha darpaNa ke sAtha kucha jor3atA nahIM, para phira bhI darpaNa parizuddha nahIM rhtaa| pratibiMba kucha bigAr3a nahIM sakatA darpaNa kA vaha koI padacihna, koI avazeSa na chor3egA, vaha koI chApa na chor3egA darpaNa para, lekina jaba vaha hotA hai to darpaNa bharA rahatA hai kisI dUsarI hI cIja se koI bahArI cIja vahAM hotI hai? darpaNa apanI parama zuddhatA meM, apanI parama ekAMtikatA meM nahIM hotA darpaNa nirdoSa na rahA koI cIja maujUda hai vhaaN| jaba mana saMpUrNatayA jA cukA hotA hai aura vahAM amana bhI nahIM hotA kisI bhI, koI bhI cIja kA vicAra mAtra bhI vahAM nahIM hotA; itane AnaMdapUrNa kSaNa meM hone kI tumhArI avasthA kA vicAra bhI nahIM hotA, jaba tuma samAdhi kI nirvicAra avasthA kI isa parama zuddhatA meM hI hote ho, to prakaTa hotA hai AdhyAtmika prasAda bahuta sI cIjeM ghaTatI haiN| aisA hI ghaTA thA subhUti ko : acAnaka phUloM kI varSA ho gaI binA kisI jJAta kAraNa ke hI, aura usane kucha nahIM kiyA thaa| yadi vaha hotA, to phUloM kI varSA na huI hotii| vaha to basa vismaraNa se bharA thA kisI bhI cIja ke lie vaha itanA jyAdA avasthita thA svayaM meM cetanA kI sataha para koI choTI-sI lahara taka na uThI thI, darpaNa meM eka bhI pratibiMba na thA, AkAza meM koI zveta bAdala taka na thA - kucha nhiiN| barasa gae phUla.. / aisA hI kahate haiM pataMjali, 'nirvicAra vaizAradye adhyAtma prasAda: / ' acAnaka utara AtA hai prasAda vAstava meM, vaha utaratA hI rahA hai sadA se tuma sajaga nahIM ho, bilakula abhI phUla barasa rahe haiM tuma para, lekina tuma khAlI nahIM ho ataH tuma nahIM dekha sakate ho unheN| kevala zUnyatA kI AMkhoM se ve dikhAI par3a sakate haiM, kyoMki ve isa saMsAra ke phUla nahIM haiM, ve phUla haiM kisI dUsare hI saMsAra ke : ve saba jo upalabdha hue haiM isa biMdu para sahamata haiM ki usa aMtima upalabdhi meM vyakti anubhava karatA hai ki bilakula kisI kAraNa ke binA hI, hara cIja paripUrita hotI hai| vyakti itanA AnaMdi anubhava karatA hai, aura usane kucha kiyA nahIM hotA hai isake lie tumane kucha to kiyA hI hotA hai dhyAna ke bAre meM, tumane kucha na kucha to kiyA hI hotA hai ciMtana-manana ke bAre meM; tumane kucha to kiyA hI hotA hai isa bAre meM ki viSaya se kaise na cipakA jAe; tumane kucha na kucha kiyA hI hotA hai ina dizAoM meM, lekina tumane kucha nahIM kiyA hotA usa acAnaka prasAda ke tuma para barasa jAne ke lie| tumane kucha nahIM kiyA hotA - tumhArI icchAoM ko pUrA karane ke lie| viSaya ke sAtha dukha banA rahatA hai, AkAMkSA ke sAtha dukhI mana banA rahatA hai; mAMga ke sAtha, zikAyatI mana ke sAtha, naraka banA rahatA hai| acAnaka jaba viSaya jA cukA hotA hai, naraka bhI miTa cukA hotA hai aura svarga barasa rahA hotA hai tuma para yaha ghar3I hotI hai prasAda kI tuma nahIM kaha sakate ki tumane upalabdha kiyA ise tuma kevala yahI kaha sakate ho ki tumane kucha nahIM kiyaa| yahI artha hai prasAda kA
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________________ : tumhAre apane se kucha kie binA vaha ghaTa rahA hotA hai| vastutaH vaha sadA ghaTatA hI rahatA hai, lekina tuma kisI na kisI taraha cUkate hI rahe tuma bahuta tanmaya hote ho viSaya ke sAtha, aura isalie tuma bhItara dekha hI nahIM sakate, nahIM dekha sakate use jo ghaTa rahA hotA hai vahAM / tumhArI AMkheM bhItara kI ora nahIM dekha rahI hotiiN| tumhArI AMkheM dekha rahI hotI haiM bAhara kI ora / tuma utpanna hue hote ho pahale se hI paripUrNa hokr| tumheM kucha karane kI jarUrata nahIM, tumheM eka kadama bhI bar3hAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| yahI artha hai prasAda kaa| '... prakaTa hotA hai AdhyAtmika prsaad|' sadA hI tuma ghire rahe ho aMdhakAra se jAgarUkatA sahita bhItara bar3hane para vahAM prakAza hotA hai aura usa prakAza meM tuma jAna lete ho ki koI aMdhakAra kahIM thA hI nahIM tumhArA basa apanA tAlamela nahIM baiThA huA thA svayaM ke sAtha; vahI thA ekamAtra aMdhakAra / yadi tuma samajha lete ho ise taba to mAtra mauna hokara baiThane se hI hara cIja saMbhava ho jAtI hai| tuma yAtrA karate hI nahIM aura tuma pahuMca jAte ho lakSya tk| tuma kucha nahIM karate aura hara cIja ghaTa ja hai| kaThina hai samajhanA kyoMki mana to kahatA hai, 'kaise saMbhava hotA hai yaha? aura maiM karatA rahA hUM itanA kucha! taba bhI parama AnaMda ghaTita nahIM huA, to kaise yaha ghaTa sakatA hai binA kucha kie hI? hara koI khoja rahA hai prasannatA ko aura hara koI cUka rahA hai use aura mana kahatA hai, nissaMdeha tarkapUrNa rUpa se kahatA hai ki yadi itanI jyAdA khoja se vaha nahIM ghaTatA hai to kaise vaha ghaTa sakatA hai bagaira khoje hI? loga jo bAteM kara rahe haiM ina cIjoM ke bAre meM ve jarUra pAgala ho gae haiM manuSya ko to bahuta parizramapUrvaka khojanA hotA hai, kevala tabhI aisA saMbhava hotA hai aura phira mana kahe calA jAtA hai; parizrama se khojo jyAdA prayAsa karo teja daur3o gati pAo kyoMki lakSya to bahuta dUra hai|' kahIM jAne kI koI kevala a-kriyAtmaka lakSya tumhAre bhItara hai| kisI teja gati kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM, aura AvazyakatA nhiiN| kucha bhI to karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM / AvazyakatA hai avasthA meM maunapUrNa DhaMga se baiTha jAne kI, binA kisI viSaya ke, saMpUrNa rUpa se mAtra svayaM ho jAne kI, itane pUrNarUpa se keMdrastha ho jAne kI ki eka choTI-sI lahara bhI na uThatI ho sataha para, taba vahAM hotA 1 hai prasAda taba prasAda utara AtA hai tuma para kRpA kI varSA ho jAtI hai aura tumhArA pUrA astitva bhara jAtA hai eka ajJAta prasAda se| taba yahI saMsAra ho jAtA hai svrg| taba yahI jIvana ho jAtA hai divya, aura koI cIja galata nahIM hotii| taba hara cIja usI taraha hotI hai jaisI ki honI caahie| tumhAre AMtarika parama AnaMda sahita tuma hara kahIM AnaMda anubhava karate ho| eka nae bodha ke sAtha, eka spaSTatA ke sAtha, koI dUsarA saMsAra na rahA koI dUsarA jIvana nahIM, koI dUsarA samaya nahIM / kevala yahI kSaNa, yahI astitva hai satya /
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________________ lekina jaba taka tuma svayaM anubhava nahIM karate, tuma cUkate cale jAoge una saba prasAdoM ko jinheM ki astitva detA hai upahAroM ke rUpa meN| 'prasAda' kA artha hai ki yaha astitva kI ora se eka upahAra hai| tumane ise arjita nahIM kiyA hai, tuma ise dAve se mAMga nahIM skte| vastutaH jaba dAvedAra calA jAtA hai, to acAnaka yaha vahAM maujUda ho jAtA hai| 'samAdhi kI nirvicAra avasthA kI parama zuddhatA upalabdha hone para prakaTa hotA hai AdhyAtmika prasAda / ' aura tumhArI aMtaratama satA prakAza ke svabhAva kI hai| cetanA prakAza hai| cetanA hI hai ekamAtra prakAza / tuma jI rahe ho bahuta acetana rUpa se kaI cIjeM kara rahe ho na jAnate hue ki kyoM kara rahe ho, AkAMkSA kara rahe ho cIjoM kI, na jAnate hue ki kyoM mAMga kara rahe ho cIjoM kI, na jAnate hue ki kyoM! eka acetana nidrA meM bahe cale jA rahe ho| tuma saba nIMda meM calane vAle ho / nidrAcAritA ekamAtra AdhyAtmika roga hai - nidrA meM cala rahe ho aura jI rahe ho! jyAdA bodhapUrNa ho jaao| viSayoM ke sAtha jyAdA bodhapUrNa, cetanyapUrNa honA zurU kro| cIjoM kI ora jyAdA sajagatA se dekho| tuma gujarate ho eka vRkSa ke nikaTa se; vRkSa ko jyAdA sajagatA se dekho, ruka jAo kucha dera ko, dekho vRkSa kI aura AMkheM mala lo apanI jyAdA sajagatA se dekho vRkSa kI aura tumhArI jAgarukatA ko ikaTThA karo dekho vRkSa kI tarapha aura bheda para dhyAna denA / akasmAta jaba tuma saceta ho jAte ho, vRkSa kucha alaga hI ho jAtA hai: vaha jyAdA harA hotA hai, vaha jyAdA jIvaMta hotA hai, vaha jyAdA suMdara hotA hai| vRkSa vahI hai, kevala tuma badala gae / eka phUla kI ora dekho, aise jaise ki tumhArA sArA astitva isa dekhane para nirbhara karatA ho| tumhArI sArI jAgarUkatA ko usa phUla taka le Ao aura acAnaka phUla mahimAvAna ho jAtA hai - vaha jyAdA camakIlA hotA hai, vaha jyAdA pradIpta hotA hai| usameM zAzvata kI koI AbhA hotI hai jaise ki zAzvatA A pahuMcA ho laukika saMsAra meM kisI phUla ke rUpa meM hI / sajagatA se dekhanA tumhAre pati ke, tumhArI patnI ke, tumhAre mitra ke, tumhArI premikA ke cehare ki tarapha dhyAna karanA usa para aura acAnaka tuma dekhoge na hI kevala zarIra ko balki usako jo zarIra ke pAra kA hai, jo jhara rahA hai zarIra ke bhItara se| divyatA kA eka AbhAmaMDala hotA hai zarIra ke cAroM or| premikA kA ceharA aba tumhArI premikA kA ceharA na rahA; premikA kA ceharA paramAtmA kA ceharA bana cukA hai| dekhanA tumhAre bacce kI ora pUrI sajagatA se jAgarUkatA se use dekhanA khelate aura hu acAnaka viSaya rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai| ,
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________________ pahale to viSaya-vastuoM ke sAtha kAma karanA zurU kro| isIlie pataMjali dUsarI samAdhiyoM kI bAta karate haiM, isase pahale ki ve bAta kareM nirvicAra samAdhi kI samAdhi jo hai bIja rhit| viSayoM ke sAtha AraMbha karo aura bar3ho jyAdA sUkSma viSayoM kI or| udAharaNa ke lie eka pakSI gAtA hai eka vRkSa para : sajaga ho jAo, jaise ki usI pala meM aura pakSI ke usI gAna meM astitva ho tumhArA-samaSTi astitva nahIM rkhtii| apanI samagra sattA ko keMdrita karo pakSI ke gAna kI tarapha aura tuma jAna jAoge aMtara ko| yAtAyAta ke zora kA koI astitva na rahA yA phira vaha astitva rakhatA hai paridhi para hI-dUra, kahIM bahuta duur| vaha choTA-sA pakSI aura usakA gAna tumhAre astitva ko bhara detA hai saMpUrNatayA kevala tumhArA aura pakSI kA astitva banA rahatA hai| aura phira jaba gAna samApta ho jAtA hai, to suno gAne kI anupasthiti ko| taba viSaya sUkSma bana jAtA hai| sadA smaraNa rakha lenA ki jaba gAna samApta hotA hai to vaha vAtAvaraNa meM eka nizcita guNavattA chor3a jAtA hai-vaha anupsthiti| vAtAvaraNa aba vahI nahIM rhaa| vAtAvaraNa saMpUrNatayA badala gayA kyoMki gAne kA astitva thA aura phira gAna tirohita ho gayA-aba hai gAne kI anupsthiti| dhyAna denA isa para sArA astitva bharA huA hai gAne kI anupasthiti se| aura yaha jyAdA suMdara hai kisI bhI gAne se kyoMki yaha gAna hai mauna kaa| eka gAna upayoga karatA hai dhvani kA aura jaba dhvani tirohita ho jAtI hai to anupasthiti upayoga karatI hai mauna kaa| pakSI gA cukA hotA hai to usake bAda mauna jyAdA gahana hotA hai| yadi tuma dekha sakate ho ise, yadi tuma saceta raha sakate ho, to aba tuma dhyAna kara rahe hote ho sUkSma viSaya para, bahuta hI sUkSma viSaya pr| eka vyakti cala rahA hotA hai, bahuta suMdara vyakti-dhyAna denA usa vyakti pr| aura jaba vaha calA jAtA hai, to dhyAna denA anupasthiti pr| vaha pIche chor3a gayA hai koI ciij| usakI UrjA ne badala diyA hotA hai kamare ko; aba vaha vahI kamarA nahIM rhaa| jaba buddha mRtyuzayyA para the, AnaMda jo ki cIkha rahA thA aura ro rahA thA, pUchane lagA unase, aba hamArA kyA hogA? Apa yahAM the aura hama upalabdha na ho ske| aba Apa yahAM nahIM rheNge| kyA kareMge hama?' kahA jAtA hai ki buddha bole, 'aba merI anupasthiti se prema karanA, merI anupasthiti ke prati ekAgra rhnaa| pAMca sau varSa taka buddha kI koI pratimA nahIM banAI gayI tAki anupasthiti kI anubhUti pAI jA ske| pratimAoM ke sthAna para kevala bodhivRkSa citrita kiyA gyaa| maMdiroM kA astitva rahA, lekina buddha kI pratimA ke sAtha nhiiN| mAtra bodhivRkSa hotA thA, patthara kA bodhivRkSa jisake nIce anupasthita buddha hote| loga jAte baiThane ko aura dhyAna dete vRkSa para aura vRkSa ke nIce buddha kI anupasthiti para dhyAna karane kI koziza krte| bahata se upalabdha ho gae bahata gahana mauna ko aura dhyAna ko| phira
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________________ dhIre- dhIre vaha sUkSma viSaya kho gayA aura logoM ne kahanA zurU kara diyA, 'vahAM dhyAna karane ko kyA hai? kevala eka vRkSa hI hai vahAM, lekina buddha kahAM haiM?' kyoMki anupasthiti meM buddha kI pratIti pAne ke lie bahuta gaharI spaSTatA aura ekAgratA kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| taba phira yaha anubhava karate hue ki aba loga sUkSma anupasthiti para dhyAna nahIM kara sakate, pratimAoM kA nirmANa kara diyA gyaa| aisA tuma kara sakate ho tumhArI kinhIM bhI iMdriyoM ke sAtha, kyoMki logoM ke pAsa vibhinna kSamatAyeM aura saMvedana zaktiyAM hotI haiN| udAharaNa ke lie, yadi tumhAre pAsa saMgItapriya kAna hoM, to yaha acchA hotA hai pakSI ke gAne para dhyAna denA aura usake prati satarka honA, ekAgra honaa| kucha kSaNoM taka vaha vahAM hotA hai aura phira vaha jA cukA hotA hai| taba dhyAna karanA anupasthiti pr| akasmAta viSaya bahuta sUkSma ho cukA hotA hai| pakSI ke vAstavika gAne kI apekSA isameM jyAdA dhyAna aura jyAdA sajagatA kI AvazyakatA hogii| yadi tumhAre pAsa saMvedanazIla nAka hai-bahuta thor3e se logoM ke pAsa hotI hai; mAnavatA apanI nAka lagabhaga bilakula hI kho cukI hai| pazu behatara haiM, unakI ghrANa-zakti kahIM jyAdA saMvedanazIla hai, jyAdA kSamatApUrNa hai AdamI se| AdamI kI nAka ko kucha ho gayA hai, kucha galata ghaTa gayA hai| bahuta thor3e se AdamiyoM ke pAsa saMvedanazIla nAka hotI hai| lekina yadi tumhAre pAsa hai to jarA najadIka rahanA phUla ke| suvAsa bharane denA svayaM meN| phira, dhIre-dhIre sarakate jAnA phUla se dUra, bahuta dhIme se, lekina mahaka ke prati, suvAsa ke prati saceta rahanA jArI rkhnaa| jaise-jaise tuma dUra hote jAte ho, suvAsa adhikAdhika sUkSma hotI jAyegI, aura tumheM jyAdA jAgarUkatA kI AvazyakatA hogI, use anubhava karane ke lie nAka hI bana jaanaa| bhUla jAnA sAre zarIra ke bAre meM aura apanI sArI UrjA le AnA nAka taka, jaise ki kevala nAka kA hI astitva ho| yadi tuma kho dete ho gaMdha kA bodha, to phira kucha kadama aura Age bar3hanA; phira pakar3a lenA gaMdha ko| phira A jAnA pIche, pIche kI or| dhIre-dhIre tuma bahuta, bahuta dUra se phUla ko sUMghane yogya ho jaaoge| koI aura dUsarA vahAM se sUMgha nahIM pAegA phUla ko| phira aura dUra haTate cale jaanaa| bahata sIdhe-sarala DhaMga se tuma viSaya ko sUkSma banA rahe hote ho| phira eka ghaDI A jAegI thA va tuma gaMdha ko sUMgha na pAoge. aba sUMgha lenA anupasthiti ko| aba sUMghanA usa abhAva ko| jahAM suvAsa abhI kucha dera pahale thI; aba vaha vahAM nahIM rahI; usI ke astitva kA vaha dUsarA hissA hai, vaha anupasthita hissA, vaha a~dherA hissaa| yadi tuma sUMdha sako mahaka kI anupasthiti ko, yadi tuma anubhava kara sako ki isase aMtara par3atA hai-par3atA hI hai| isase aMtara-taba viSaya bahuta sUkSma bana jAtA hai| aba vaha nirvicAra avasthA ke, samAdhi kI a-vicAra kI avasthA ke nikaTa pahuMca rahA hotA hai| kevala eka buddhapuruSa ne, mohammada ne sugaMdhita dravya ko dhyAna ke viSaya kI bhAMti prayukta kiyaa| isalAma ne use dhyAna kA viSaya banA liyaa| suMdara hai yaha bAta!
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________________ aura kyoM ghrANa zakti kho gayI AdamI se? bahuta sArI jaTila cIjeM jur3I haiM isa bAta se, to maiM unheM bhI kaha denA cAhUMgA tuma se prasaMgavaza hI, tAki tuma unheM yAda rakha sko| yadi tuma pAra kara jAte ho una avarodhoM ko, to acAnaka tumhArI sUMghane kI kSamatA vApasa lauTa aaegii| vaha dabAI gaI hai| tumheM patA honA cAhie ki sUMghanA gahare rUpa se saMbaMdhita hotA hai kAmavAsanA se| kAmavAsanA kA damana bana jAtA hai sUMghane kA dmn| prema karane se pahale jAnavara zarIra ko sabase pahale sUMghate haiN| vAstava meM, ve kAma-keMdra ko sUMgha lete haiM isase pahale ki ve prema kreN| yadi kAma-keMdra unheM saMketa de rahA hotA hai ki 'hI, tumheM svIkAra kara liyA gayA, Ane diyA gayA', kevala tabhI ve prema karate haiM anyathA nhiiN| mAnava zarIra bhI mahaka detA hai-nimatraNa kI, vikarSaNa kI, AkarSaNa kii| zarIra kI apanI bhASA hotI hai aura pratIka hote haiN| lekina samAja meM, aisA bahuta kaThina ho jAye yadi tuma mahaka sako to| yadi tuma bAta kara rahe ho mitra se, aura usakI patnI mahakanA zurU kara de jaise ki tumheM nimaMtraNa de rahI ho kAmavAsanA ke lie to kyA karoge tuma? khataranAka hogA aisaa| ekamAtra DhaMga jisase ki sabhyatA sAmanA kara sakatI hai isakA, yahI hai ki mahaka ko pUrI taraha naSTa kara diyA jAe, kyoMki yaha eka kAmavAsanA se saMbaMdhita ghaTanA hai| tuma gujara rahe hote eka sar3aka para se aura eka strI gujara jArtA hai pAsa se| ho sakatA haiM vaha cetana rUpa se tumhArI ora AkarSita na ho, to bhI vaha detI hai yaha mahaka, nimaMtraNa kI mhk| kyA karoge? tuma apanI patnI se saMbhoga karanA cAhate ho| vaha tumhArI patnI hai to nissaMdeha jaba tuma saMbhoga karanA cAhate ho, to use karanA hI hogA saMbhoga, lekina usakA zarIra tumheM saMketa detA hai a-prema kA, animaMtraNa kA, mAtra aruci kaa| kyA karoge tuma? aura zarIra aniyaMtrita hote haiM; tuma unheM niyaMtrita nahIM kara sakate kevala mana ke davArA hii| mahaka khataranAka bana gii| vaha kAmavAsanAmayI bana gayI, vaha hotI hai kaamvaasnaamyii| isIlie sugaMdhita dravyoM ke nAma kAmavAsanA se jur3e hote haiN| jAo kisI dukAna para aura dekho jarA sugaMdhiyoM ke nAmoM ko-sabhI kAmavAsanAmaya hote haiN| sugaMdhiyA kAma- bhAva yukta haiM, aura nAka pUrI taraha baMda hai| kyoMki isalAma kAmavAsanA ko alaga nahIM karatA balki use svIkAratA hai, aura isalAma kAmavAsanA ko asvIkAra nahIM karatA balki use svIkAra karatA hai, aura isalAma kAmavAsanA ke saMsAra ko tyAgane kI bAta nahIM karatA, isalie isalAma thor3I AjAdI de sakatA thA saMghane ke bodha ko| duniyA kA koI dharma aisA nahIM kara skaa| kiMtu sugaMdha bahuta, bahuta suMdara ho sakatI hai yadi tuma ise dhyAna kA viSaya banA lete ho| yaha eka bar3I sUkSma ghaTanA hotI hai, aura dhIre-dhIre tuma pahuMca sakate ho sUkSmatama tk|
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________________ hiMduoM ne vizeSa prakAra kI sugaMdhiyoM ke lie kahA hai, vizeSakara maMdiroM ke sugaMdha bhare lobAna ke lie lekina unakI lobAneM alaga taraha kI haiN| jaise ki kAmavAsanAmaya sugaMdhiyAM hotI haiM, AdhyAtmika sugaMdhiyAM bhI hotI hai, aura donoM saMbaMdhita hai| bahuta laMbe samaya kI khoja ke bAda hiMduoM ne vizeSa prakAra kI sugaMdhiyoM ko jo ki kAmavAsanAmaya nahIM haiM, khoja nikaalaa| ulTe, UrjA Upara sarakatI hai, na ki niice| lobAna aura caMdana kI agarabattI bahuta-bahuta sArthaka bana ge| ve prayoga karate rahe usakA maMdira meM aura madada milI isse| jaise ki aisA saMgIta hotA hai jo tumheM kAmavAsanAyukta banA sakatA hai| aisA saMgIta bhI hai jo tumheM AdhyAtmika bhAva kI anubhUti de sakatA hai| vizeSakara Adhunika saMgIta bahuta kAmavAsanAmaya hotA hai| zAstrIya saMgIta bahuta AdhyAtmika hai| yahI bAta astitva rakhatI hai sabhI iMdriyoM ke sAtha. aise citra haiM jo ki AdhyAtmika ho sakate yA kAmavAsanAyukta; dhvaniyAM haiM, mahakeM haiM, jo ki kAmavAsanA se bharI ho sakatI haiM yA AdhyAtmika ho sakatI haiN| pratyeka iMdriya kI do saMbhAvanAeM haiM : yadi UrjA nIce kI ora calI jAtI hai, taba vaha hotI hai kAmavAsanAmaya, yadi UrjA Upara kI ora uThatI hai, taba vaha hotI hai aadhyaatmik| tuma aisA kara sakate ho lobAna ke saath| jalAo lobAna ko, dhyAna karo usa para, mahasUsa karo usako, sugaMdha mahasUsa karo usakI, bhara jAo usase, aura phira pIche haTate jAo, dUra haTate jAo usse| aura usa para dhyAna karate jAo, karate cale jAo aura hone do use adhika se adhika suukssm| eka ghar3I AtI hai jaba tuma kisI cIja kI anupasthiti ko anubhava kara sakate ho| taba tuma A pahuMce hote ho bar3I gahana jAgarUkatA tk| 'samAdhi kI nirvicAra avasthA kI parama zuddhatA upalabdha hone para prakaTa hotA hai AdhyAtmika prsaad|' lekina jaba viSaya saMpUrNatayA tirohita ho jAtA hai-viSaya kI upasthiti samApta ho jAtI hai aura viSaya kI anapasthiti bhI samApta ho jAtI hai; vicAra miTa jAtA hai aura a-vicAra bhI miTa jAtA hai, mana tirohita ho jAtA hai aura a-mana kI dhAraNA tirohita ho jAtI hai kevala tabhI tuma upalabdha hote ho usa uccatama ko| aba yahI hai vaha ghar3I jaba akasmAta hI prasAda tuma para utaratA hai| yahI hai vaha ghar3I jaba phUloM kI varSA ho jAtI hai| yahI hai vaha kSaNa jaba tuma jur3a jAte ho aMtasa sattA aura jIvana ke mala srota ke saath| yahI hai vaha kSaNa jaba tama bhikhArI nahIM rahate; tama samrATa ho jAte ho| yahI hai vaha kSaNa jaba tuma saMpUrNa rUpa se abhiSekita ho jAte ho| isase pahale to tuma sUlI para the; yahI hotA hai vaha kSaNa jaba sUlI tirohita ho jAtI hai aura tuma samrATa ho jAte ho| nirvicAra samAdhi meM cetanA saMpUrita hotI hai satya se RtambharA se|
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________________ ata: satya koI niSkarSa nahIM hai jisa para ki pahuMcA jAe, satya eka anubhava hai jise upalabdha karanA hotA hai| satya koI aisI cIja nahIM hai jisake bAre meM tuma soca sako, yaha kucha aisA hai jo ki tuma ho sakate ho| satya eka anubhava hai svayaM ke saMpUrNa rUpa se akele hone kA, binA kisI viSaya ke| tumhArI parama zuddhatA meM tumhI ho sty| satya koI dArzanika niSkarSa nahIM hai| koI saiddhAtika tarka tumheM satya nahIM de sktaa| koI sidadhAta, koI parikalpanA tumheM nahIM de sakate satya ko| satya tama: AtA hai jaba mana tirohita ho jAtA hai| satya vahAM mana meM pahale se hI chipA huA hai? aura mana tumheM dekhane na degA usakI ora, kyoMki mana bAhara-bAhara jAne vAlA hotA hai aura viSayoM ki tarapha dekhane meM madada karatA hai tumhaarii| nirvicAra samAdhi meM cetanA saMpUrita hotI hai satya se, RtambharA se| 'RtambharA tatra prjnyaa|' 'RtambharA' bahuta suMdara zabda hai| yaha 'tAo' kI bhAMti hI hai| zabda 'satya' pUrI taraha isakI vyAkhyA nahIM kara sakatA hai| vedoM meM ise kahA hai : 'Rt'| Rt kA matalaba hotA hai-astitva kA mUla aadhaar| 'Rt' kA matalaba hotA hai-astitva kA gahanatama niym| 'Rt' kevala satya nahIM; satya bahuta hI rUkhA-sUkhA zabda hai aura kAphI tArkika guNavattA lie rahatA hai apane meN| hama kahate haiM, 'yaha satya hai aura vaha asatya hai|' aura hama nirNaya karate haiM ki kauna-sA siddhAta satya hai aura kauna-sA siddhAta asatya hai| satya apane meM jyAdA bhAga tarka kA lie rahatA hai| yaha eka tarkamaya zabda hai| 'Rta' kA artha hai. brahmAMDa kI samasvaratA kA niyama; vaha niyama jo ki sitAroM ko gatimAna karatA hai; vaha niyama jisake dvArA mausama Ate aura cale jAte, sUrya udaya hotA aura asta ho jAtA, dina ke pIche rAta AtI, aura mRtyu calI AtI janma ke piiche| mana nirmita kara letA hai saMsAra ko aura a-mana tumheM use jAnane detA hai jo ki hai| 'Rta' kA artha hai brahmAMDa kA niyama, astitva kA hI aNtstl| use satya kahane kI apekSA, use astitva kA AtyaMtika AdhAra kahanA behatara hogaa| satya jAna par3atA hai koI dUra kI cIja, koI aisI cIja jo tuma se alaga astitva rakhatI hai| Rt hai tumhArA aMtaratama astitva aura kevala aMtaratama astitva tumhArA hI nahIM hai, balki aMtaratama astitva hai sabhI kaa-Rtmmraa| nirvicAra samAdhi meM caitanya ApUrita hotA hai RtambharA se, brahmAMDa kI samasvaratA se| kucha nikAla pheMkA nahIM gayA hotaa| koI dvaMdva nhiiN| hara cIja suvyavasthA meM utara cukI hotI hai| galata bhI vilIna ho jAtA hai, vaha alaga nikAla nahIM diyA jAtA; viSa bhI vilIna ho jAtA hai, vaha alaga nahIM kiyA jAtA hai| koI cIja alaga nahIM kI jAtI hai|
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________________ satya meM, asatya alaga kara diyA jAtA hai| RtambharA meM saMpUrNatA hI svIkRta hotI hai| aura saMpUrNa kI ghaTanA itanI samasvarIya hai ki viSa bhI apanI bhUmikA nibhAtA hai| kevala jIvana hI nahIM, balki mRtyu bhI, hara cIja naye prakAza meM dekhI jAtI hai| pIr3A bhI, dukha bhI, svayaM meM eka nayI guNavattA dhAraNa kara letA hai| asuMdara bhI ho jAtA hai suMdara kyoMki RtambharA ke avataraNa kI ghar3I meM, tumheM pahalI bAra samajha meM AtA hai ki viparIta kA astitva kyoM hotA hai| aura viparItatAe phira viparItatAe nahIM rahatIM; ve saba pUraka bana cukI hotI haiM; ve madada pahuMcAtI haiM eka dUsare ko| aba tumheM koI zikAyata na rahI, astitva ke viruddha koI zikAyata nhiiN| aba tumheM samajha A jAtI hai ki kyoM ve cIjeM vaisI haiM jaise ki ve haiM; mRtyu kA astitva kyoM hai| aba tuma jAna lete ho ki jIvana astitva nahIM rakha sakatA binA mRtyu ke| aura mRtyu ke binA jIvana hogA kyA? jIvana to basa asahya ho jAegA binA mRtyu ke; jIvana to asuMdara hI ho jAegA binA mRtyu ke; jarA socakara dekhnaa| eka kathA hai sikaMdara mahAna ke viSaya meN| vaha kisI aisI cIja kI talAza meM thA jo use amara banA ske| hara koI hotA hai kisI aisI hI cIja kI talAza meM, aura jaba sikaMdara ne khojA, to pAyA usne| vaha bahuta zaktizAlI vyakti thaa| vaha khojatA gayA aura khojatA gayA, aura eka bAra vaha pahuMca gayA usa guphA meM jahAM kisI phakIra ne ur3ane. batAyA ki vahAM eka nadI kI-dhArA hai, aura ki yadi vaha usa guphA kA pAnI pI le, to vaha amara ho jaaegaa| sikaMdara jarUra mar3ha rahA hogaa| sAre sikaMdara mUr3ha hote hai| anyathA usane pacha liyA hotA usa phakIra se ki usane bhI usa dhArA kA pAnI pIyA hai yA nahIM pUchA; itanI jaldI meM thA vaha! aura kauna jAne? -vaha zAyada guphA taka pahuMca hI na pAyA ho marane ke pahale, ata: vaha dhAvA bolatA daur3a pdd'aa| vaha pahuMca gayA guphA tk| vaha pahuMcA aMdara, vaha bahuta prasanna thaa| vahAM sphaTika kI bhAMti sApha jala thaa| usane kabhI na dekhA thA aisA jl| vaha jala pIne ko hI thA, taba guphA meM baiThA huA eka kauA acAnaka bolA, 'Thaharo! aisA mata krnaa| maiMne kiyA aisA aura maiM bhugata rahA huuN|' sikaMdara ne dekhA kaue kI tarapha aura bolA, 'kyA kaha rahe ho tuma? tumane pIyA aura dukha takalIpha kyA hai?' vaha kahane lagA, 'aba maiM mara nahIM sakatA aura maiM maranA cAhatA huuN| hara cIja samApta ho gii| maiMne jAna liyA hara cIja ko jo ki yaha jIvana de sakatA hai| maiMne jAna liyA hai prema ko aura maiM Age bar3ha gayA hUM usse| maiMne jAna liyA hai saphalatA ko; maiM rAjA thA kauoM kaa| maiM thaka kara taMga A cukA aura jo-jo kucha jAnA jA sakatA hai jAna liyA hai maiNne| aura hara vaha vyakti jise maiM jAnatA thA, mara cukA hai| ve lauTa gae, zAMti pA gae, aura maiM zAta ho nahIM sktaa| maiMne sArI kozizeM kara lI haiM AtmahatyA karane kI, para hara cIja asaphala ho jAtI hai| 'maiM mara nahIM sakatA kyoMki maiMne isa doSita guphA se jala pI liyA hai| behatara hai ki koI na jAne isake bAre meN| isase pahale ki tuma pIyo, tuma jarA dhyAna kara lenA merI sthiti para aura phira tuma pI sakate ho|' aisA kahA jAtA hai ki sikaMdara ne pahalI bAra socA isake bAre meM aura usa guphA kI usa jala dhArA se pAnI pIe binA hI calA aayaa|
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________________ jIvana bilakula asahanIya ho gayA hotA, yadi mRtyu na hotii| prema asahanIya ho gayA hotA, yadi usake viparIta kucha na hotaa| yadi tuma apanI premikA se alaga na ho sako to aisA asahanIya ho jaaegaa| sArI bAta hI itanI ekarasa ho jAegI; vaha arthahInatA nirmita kara degii| jIvana astitva rakhatA hai viparItatAo sahita - isIlie vaha itanA dilacaspa hai| eka sAtha honA aura dUra ho jAnA, phira sAtha - sAtha honA aura dUra ho jAnA; car3hanA aura utaranA / jarA sAgara kI usa lahara ke bAre meM socanA jo car3ha cukI aura gira nahIM sakatI! jarA usa sUrya kI socanA jo udaya ho jAtA hai aura asta nahIM ho sakatA! eka se dUsarI dhruvatA taka kI gati isa bAta kA rahasya hai ki kyoM jIvana dilacaspa banA rahatA hai| jaba koI jAna letA hai RtambharA ko, saba cIjoM ke AdhArabhUta niyama ko, sabakI asalI nIMva ko, to hara cIja suvyavasthA meM utarane lagatI hai aura samajha A jAtI hai taba koI zikAyata nahIM rahatI / vyakti svIkAra kara letA hai ki jo 'kucha hai suMdara hai| isIlie jinhoMne jAnA hai, ve saba kahate haiM, jIvana saMpUrNa hai; tuma usameM aura saMzodhana nahIM kara skte| 'nirvicAra samAdhi meM caitanya ApUrita ho jAtA hai satya se, RtaMbharA se / ' ise kahanA tAo tAo jyAdA sahI DhaMga se artha de sakatA hai RtambharA kA, kiMtu yadi tuma bane raha sakate ho 'RtambharA zabda ke sAtha, to aisA jyAdA suMdara hogaa| ise rahane do maujUda isakI dhvani bhI RtambharA samasvaratA kI kacha guNavattA lie rahatI hai satya kahI jyAdA rUkhA sUkhA hotA hai, eka tArkika avadhAraNA / , yadi tuma satya aura prema ke jor3a se kucha banA sako to vaha RtambharA se jyAdA nikaTa hogaa| yaha hai herAklAiTasa kI 'chipI huI samasvaratA / lekina aisA ghaTatA hai kevala tabhI jaba cetanA kA viSaya saMpUrNatayA tirohita ho cukA hotA hai| tuma akele hote ho tumhArI cetanA ke sAtha aura dUsarA koI nahIM hotaa| binA pratibiMba kA darpaNa! Aja itanA hii|
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________________ pravacana 28 ziSya kA pakanA guru kA milana praznasAra: 1- kRSNamUrti lagAtAra bole jAte haiM, lekina kyA ve nahIM jAnate ki loga unheM samajha hI nahIM pA rahe haiM? aura Apa kahate hai ki maiM sabake lie mArga banA sakatA hUM, phira bhI Apa svayaM kA khaMDana karake kaI logoM ko apane se dUra kyoM haTAyA karate ho? 2- vyakti se prema, guru se prema aura phira paramAtmA se prema / bhakti ke saMdarbha meM ise samajhane kI 3- kyA sadgurU kabhI jaMbhAI lete hai? pahalA prazna : kRpA kreN| aisA kaise hai ki kRSNamUrti jaise buddha puruSa nahIM dekha sakate ki ve madada nahIM kara pA rahe haiM logoM kI? yadi ve buddha puruSa haiM to kyA ve yaha saba dekha nahIM pAte? aura Apa kahate haiM ki Apa hara prakAra ke logoM kI madada karane yogya haiM lekina Apa yaha bhI kahate haiM ki Apa prayojanavaza virodhAtmaka haiM jisase ki kucha loga dUra cale jaaeNge| yadi Apa sabhI kI madada kara pAte haiM to kyoM kucha logoM kA dUra jAnA Avazyaka hai?
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________________ kRSNamUrti jaisA AdamI dekha sakatA hai| koI ar3acana nahIM, koI bAdhA nahIM, aura vaha dekha letA hai hara cIja ko jo - jo ghaTa rahI hai usake AsapAsa / lekina eka buddha - puruSa kucha kara nahIM sakatA ?i hai| use vaisA hI honA hotA hai jaisA ki vaha hotA hai, mukta aura svAbhAvika kucha karanA le AtA hai tanAva aura karanA tumheM banA detA hai asvAbhAvika taba tuma dhArA ke viparIta baha rahe hote ho| kRSNamUrti jAnate haiM ki kyA ghaTa rahA hai, kiMtu ve kucha kara nahIM skte| unheM ghaTane denA hotA hai ise| isI bhAMti samaSTi ise cAhatI hai| kucha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA isa viSaya meN| kartA sadA rahatA hai ajJAna meM jaba koI jAga jAtA hai to kartA kabhI nahIM miltaa| jaba koI jAya jAtA hai to jo kucha bhI ho avasthA, vaha svIkAra karatA hai use / to mata soca lenA ki kRSNamUrti jAnate nahIM haiN| ve saMpUrNatayA jAnate haiM, to bhI isI prakAra ghaTI hai bAta aura bhItara koI nahIM hai yaha nirNaya dene ko ki aisA isa taraha ghaTanA cAhie yA kisI dUsarI taraha kucha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| gulAba kA phUla to gulAba kA phUla hI hotA hai, aura Ama kA vRkSa hotA hai Ama kA vRkSa / AmravRkSa gulAboM ko nahIM lA sakatA, gulAba kA paudhA AmoM ko nahIM sktaa| aisA hI hotA hai - eka samagra svIkAra / aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM samaya svIkAra to aisA tumheM mAtra samajhAne ko hI anyathA eka saMbodhi ko upalabdha huI cetanA meM svIkAra nahIM hotA kyoMki vahAM koI asvIkAra nahIM hotaa| isIlie maiM ise kahatA hUM smgr| yaha parama samarpaNa hI hotA hai samagratA ke prti| hara cIja ThIka hotI hai| maiM tumheM madada de sakatA hUM yA ki nahIM, yaha mere nirNaya kI bAta nhiiN| samagratA nirNaya karatI hai, aura samagratA merA upayoga karatI hai| yaha usa para hai| yadi yaha ThIka hai ki logoM kI madada nahIM kI jAnI cAhie, to samagratA mujhe madada nahIM karane degI logoM kI, lekina maiM kahIM nahIM hotA isameM yaha hotI hai saMbodhi kI avasthA / tuma nahIM samajha sakate ise, kyoMki tuma sadA kartA ke DhaMga se socate ho| buddha - puruSa vastutaH astitva hI nahIM rkhtaa| vaha vahAM hotA hI nahIM eka vizAla zUnyatA hotI, isIlie jo kucha bhI ghaTatA hai, ghaTatA hai; jo kucha nahIM ghaTatA nahIM ghaTatA hai| aura tuma pUchate ho mujhase, aura Apa kahate haiM ki Apa sabhI prakAra ke khojiyoM kI madada kara pAte hai kiMtu Apa yaha bhI kahate haiM ki Apa prayojanavaza virodhAtmaka hai, jisase ki kucha loga dUra cale jaayeNge| yadi Apa sabhI kI madada kara pAte haiM, to kyoM kucha logoM kA dUra jAnA Avazyaka hai?' hAM, aisA hI hai yh| sabhI ko madada mila sakatI hai mere dvaaraa| jaba maiM kahatA hUM ki sabhI ko madada mila sakatI hai mere dvArA, to merA matalaba yaha nahIM hotA ki sabhI ko madada milanI cAhie, kyoMki aisA kevala merI ora se hI saMbaMdhita nahIM hai| yaha nirbhara karatA hai usa vyakti para bhI jise ki madada milanI hotI hai| aisA AdhA-AdhA hotA hai| eka nadI bahatI hai aura maiM pAnI pI sakatA hUM usakA, to
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________________ bhI yaha to nizcita nahIM ki sabhI ko pInA hogaa| kucha dUra cale jaaeNge| ho sakatA hai yaha unake lie sahI samaya na ho aura jaba sahI samaya na ho to kisI ko madada nahIM mila sktii| hara cIja apane samaya se ghaTatI hai| kaI ko madada nahIM mila sakatI kyoMki ve baMda haiN| aura tuma jabardastI nahIM kara sakate, aura tuma AkrAmaka nahIM ho skte| AdhyAtmika ghaTanA ghaTatI hai eka gahana niSkriyatA meN| jaba ziSya niSkiya hotA hai| kevala tabhI vaha ghaTatI hai| yadi maiM pAtA hUM ki tuma bahuta sakriya ho tumhArI ora se yA ki maiM pAtA hUM ki tuma bahuta baMda ho yA ki maiM pAtA hUM ki yaha sahI samaya nahIM hai tumhAre lie, to sabase acchA jo ghaTa sakatA hai vaha yaha ki tuma mujhase dUra cale jAo, kyoMki varanA to tuma kevala barabAda hI karoge apanA samaya-merA nahIM, kyoMki merA koI samaya nahIM, tuma mAtra barabAda karoge apanA smy| isa bIca meM, tumhArA dhyAna bhaMga hotA rahA hai| tumheM rahanA cAhie thA saMsAra meM kisI dUsarI jagaha, kisI bAjAra meN| tumheM kahIM aura honA cAhie thA, kyoMki vahAM ghaTa gaI hotI tumhArI prauddh'taa| yahAM to tuma vyartha kara rahe ho apanA smy| yadi tumhAre lie yaha sahI samaya nahIM hai to behatara hai ki tuma dUra cale jaao| kucha aura dera ko tumheM saMsAra meM ghUmate rahanA hai| tumheM kucha aura dera pIr3A meM se gujaranA hai| tuma abhI taiyAra na hue, abhI pake nahIM, aura pakanA hI saba kucha hai, kyoMki guru kucha kara nahIM sktaa| vaha kartA nahIM hai| yadi tuma pake hue ho aura guru maujUda hai to samagratA meM se kucha pravAhita ho jAtA hai guru ke dvArA aura pahuMca jAtA hai tuma taka aura pakA phala gira par3atA hai dharatI pr| lekina kaccA phala nahIM giregA, aura yaha acchA hai ki vaha na gire| to jaba maiM kahatA hUM ki maiM virodhAtmaka hUM, to merA matalaba hotA hai ki eka nizcita prakAra kI sthiti sadA nirmita huI hotI hai, mere dvArA nahIM, balki saMpUrNa dvArA, mujhameM se hokr| isalie loga jo taiyAra nahIM haiM, unheM kisI bhI taraha samaya vyartha nahIM karane denA caahie| unheM jAnA hogA aura pATha sIkhanA hogA, unheM gujaranA hogA jIvana kI pIr3AoM meM se, eka nizcita praur3hatA upalabdha hogI, aura phira AnA hogA mere paas| ho sakatA maiM yahAM na rahaM to bhI taba koI aura hogA yhaaN| kyoMki yaha merA yA kisI dUsare kA savAla nahIM hai; sAre buddha-puruSa eka jaise hI haiN| yadi maiM yahAM nahIM hotA haM, yadi yaha zarIra yahAM nahIM hotA hai, to koI aura zarIra kArya kara rahA hogA samagratA ke lie, isalie koI jaldI nahIM hai| astitva pratIkSA kara sakatA hai anaMtakAla taka, lekina kacce ho, to tumhArI madada nahIM kI jA sakatI hai| aise zikSaka haiM-unheM maiM guru nahIM kahatA hUM kyoMki ve jAge hue nahIM haiM, ve zikSaka haiM-jo kacce vyakti ko bhI dUra nahIM jAne deNge| ve hara prakAra kI sthitiyAM nirmita kara deMge jisase koI vyakti bhAga nahIM sakatA hai| ve khataranAka haiM kyoMki yadi vyakti pakA nahIM hotA, to ve bhaTakA rahe hote haiM vyakti ko|
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________________ yaha vyakti paripakva nahIM hotA hai aura use koI bemausamI cIja de dI jAtI hai, vaha sRjanAtmaka nahIM hogI, vaha dhvasAMtmaka hogii| yaha aisA hotA hai jaise yadi tuma kisI choTe bacce ko zikSA dene lagate ho kAmavAsanA ke bAre meM aura vaha nahIM jAnatA ki vaha kyA hotI hai| usake koI aMtarAveza nahIM, usakA abhI prakaTa honA bAkI hai| tuma vinaSTa kara rahe ho usake mana ko| pyAsa uThane do, aMtarAveza ko maujUda hone do, taba vaha khulA hogA aura samajhane ko taiyAra hogaa| AdhyAtmikatA kAmavAsanA jaisI hI hai| kAmavAsanA ko jarUrata hotI hai eka khAsa praur3hatA kI; caudahaveM varSa kI Ayu meM hI baccA taiyAra hogaa| usakI apanI uttejanA A bnegii| vaha pUchanA zurU kara degA, aura vaha jyAdA se jyAdA jAnanA cAhegA usake bAre meN| kevala tabhI saMbhAvanA hotI hai use kucha nizcita cIjeM samajhAne kii| aisA hI hotA hai AdhyAtmikatA ke sAtha: eka nizcita paripakvatA Ane para Aveza uThatA hai, tuma khoja kara rahe hote ho paramAtmA kii| saMsAra to pahale se hI samApta ho cukaa| tuma use jI cuke hote ho pUrI taraha, tumane use dekha liyA puurnntyaa| vaha samApta ho cukA hai| koI AkarSaNa nahIM hai usameM, koI artha nahIM hai usmeN| aba aMtapreraNA uThatI hai svayaM astitva kA hI artha jAnane kii| tuma khela cuke sAre khela, aura aba koI khela tumheM AkarSita nahIM krtaa| jaba saMsAra kho cukA hotA hai apanA artha, taba tuma praur3ha hote ho| aba tumheM jarUrata hogI guru kI, aura guru sadA hote haiM, isalie koI jaldI nahIM hai| ho sakatA hai ki guru isa rUpa meM na ho, isa deha meM na ho, balki kisI dUsarI deha meM ho| rUpa aura AkAra koI matalaba nahIM rakhate, zarIra koI saMbaMdha nahIM rkhte| guru kI AMtarika guNavattA sadA vahI hotI hai, vahI hotI hai, aura vahI hotI hai| buddha bAra -bAra kahate haiM, 'tuma sAgara ke pAnI ko kahIM se cakho, vaha sadA namakIna hotA hai|' isI bhAMti, guru kA sadA eka hI svAda hotA hai| vaha svAda hotA hai jAgarUkatA kaa| aura guru sadA hote haiM, ve sadA hoMge, isalie koI jaldI nahIM hai| aura yadi saMsAra ke sAtha tumhArI bAta samApta nahIM huI, yadi eka chipI huI AkAMkSA hai kAmavAsanA ko jAnane kI, dhana kyA lA sakatA hai, isa bAta ko jAnane kI, sattA tumheM kyA de sakatI hai, isa bAta ko jAnane kI, taba tuma taiyAra na hue| AdhyAtmika pyAsa bahata-sI pyAsoM meM se hI eka pyAsa nahIM hai| nahIM, jaba sArI :pyAse apane artha kho detI haiM taba uThatI hai vh| AdhyAtmika pyAsa dasarI pyAsoM sAtha nahIM banI raha sakatI-vaisA saMbhava nhiiN| vaha pUrA adhikAra kara letI hai, tumhAre saMpUrNa astitva pr| vaha eka aura ekamAtra AkAMkSA bana jAtI hai| kevala tabhI guru kisI taraha sahAyaka ho sakatA hai tumhAre lie|
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________________ lekina zikSaka haiN| ve cAheMge tuma cipake raho unase aura ve cipake raheMge tumase ve aisI sthiti banA deMge jisameM se yadi tuma bhAge to sadA tuma aparAdhI anubhava kroge| guru ke pAsa eka vAtAvaraNa hotA hai usake cAroM ora, yadi tuma rahate ho usameM to tuma rahate ho tumhAre apane nirNaya dvArA / yadi tuma cale jAte ho, to tuma cale jAte ho apane nirNaya dvaaraa| aura jaba tuma jAte ho, to guru nahIM cAhegA ki tuma aparAdhI anubhava karo isa bAre meM, to vaha aisA raMga-rUpa de detA hai sthiti ko ki tuma anubhava karate ho, 'yaha guru to guru nahIM, yA ki 'yaha guru hamAre lie nahIM' yA ki 'vaha itanA virodhAtmaka hai ki vaha betukA hai| vaha tumhAre lie sArI jimmedArI uThA letA hai| aparAdhI anubhava mata kro| tuma basa cale jAo usase dUra, pUrI taraha spaSTa hokara aura usase kaTa kara / isIlie maiM virodhAtmaka huuN| aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM 'prayojanavaza', isakA yaha artha nahIM hotA ki maiM kara rahA hUM vaisA, basa maiM vaisA hUM hI lekina prayojanavaza kA artha hotA hai, aura vaha artha hai maiM nahIM cAhUMgA ki jaba kabhI tuma mujhe chor3o to tuma usake bAre meM aparAdhI anubhava karo maiM sArI jimmedArI le lenA caahuuNgaa| maiM cAhUMgA ki tuma anubhava karo, yaha AdamI galata hai, aura isalie tuma chor3akara jA rahe ho isalie nahIM ki tuma galata ho, kyoMki yadi vaisI anubhUti tumhAre astitva meM calI jAtI hai ki tuma galata ho aura aisA acchA nahIM, to phira dhvaMsAtmaka ho jAegI bAta, tumhAre bhItara eka dhvaMsAtmaka bIja par3a jaaegaa| guru kabhI tuma para kabjA nahIM krtaa| tuma usake sAtha ho sakate ho, tuma dUra jA sakate ho, leki usameM koI mAlakiyata nahIM hotii| usake sAtha hone kI yA dUra cale jAne kI vaha tumheM pUrNa svataMtratA detA hai| yahI hotA hai merA matalaba, jaba maiM kahatA hUM ki yadi tuma yahAM ho, to utsava manAo mere sAtha | jo kucha maiM hUM, use bAMTo mere sAtha lekina yadi kisI nizcita ghar3I meM tuma anubhava karate ho dUra cale kI bAta, to tumhArI pITha phera lenA aura phira kabhI mata dekhanA merI tarapha, aura mata socanA mere bAre meM, aura mata anubhava karanA aparAdhI / - gaharI samasyAeM jur3I hotI haiM isa bAta se / yadi tuma aparAdhI anubhava karate ho to tuma dUra jA sakate ho mujhase, kiMtu aparAdha saMtulita karane ko hI tuma mere viruddha bAteM kahe jaaoge| anyathA kaise tuma prabhAvahIna karoge aparAdha bhAva ko? tuma merI niMdA karate rahoge jisakA matalaba, tuma cale gae aura abhI taka gae bhI nahIM niSedhAtmaka rUpa se tuma hote ho mere sAtha aura vaha bAta jyAdA khataranAka hotI hai| yadi tumheM mere sAtha honA hai, to vidhAyaka rUpa se raho mere sAtha anyathA, bilakula bhulA hI do mujhe, 'yaha AdamI astitva hI nahIM rkhtaa|' kyoM niMdA karate jAnA? lekina yadi tuma aparAdhI anubhava karate ho, to tumheM lAnI hI hogI vyAkhyA / jaba tuma aparAdha - bhAva anubhava karate ho, aura vaha bha hotA hai, taba tuma merI niMdA karanA caahoge| aura niMdA karake tuma eka halkApana anubhava karoge, lekina taba niSedhAtmaka rUpa se tuma mere sAtha bane rhoge| merI chAyA ke sAtha tuma caloge - phiroge| vaha to phira tumhAre samaya kA aura tumhAre jIvana kA, tumhArI UrjA kA vyartha ho jAnA hI huaa|
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________________ isalie jaba maiM kahatA hUM ki prayojanavaza maiM nirmita karatA hUM sthitiyoM ko, to merA matalaba hotA hai : jaba kabhI maiM anubhava karatA hUM ki koI eka vyakti taiyAra nahIM hai, vaha vyakti pakA nahIM hai, usa vyakti ko saMsAra meM thor3A aura pakane kI jarUrata hai, yA ki koI vyakti bahuta bauddhika hai aura AsthA nahIM rakha sakatA, use zikSaka kI jarUrata hai na ki guru kI; yA ki koI vyakti apanI ora se kie gae kisI nirNaya ke kAraNa nahIM AyA hai mere pAsa, balki basa bahatA huA A pahuMcA hai sNyogvshaaNt:::| tuma yoM hI cale A sakate ho| tumhArA koI mitra A rahA hotA hai mujhe milane aura rAste meM tuma bhI pIche ho lete ho| aba tuma pakar3a meM Ate jAte aura phaMsa jAte aura tumane kabhI irAdA nahIM kiyA thA yahAM hone kaa| tuma jA rahe the kahIM aura, kiMtu saMyogavazAMta tuma yahAM A gae! jaba maiM anubhava karatA hUM ki tuma saMyogavaza hI yahAM ho, to maiM cAhUMgA ki tuma dUra cale jAo kyoMki yaha tumhAre lie sahI sthAna nhiiN| maiM nahIM cAhUMgA ki kisI kA apane mArga se dhyAna bhaMga ho jaae| yadi tumhAre mArga para tuma mila sako mujhase, to acchA hai| yadi milana svAbhAvika hai, yadi aisA ghaTanA hI thA, yadi aisA honA bhAgya se jur3A hI thA, tuma taiyAra aura taiyAra aura taiyAra ho rahe the aura aisA ghaTanA hI thA, taba yaha bAta suMdara hotI hai| anyathA, maiM tumhArA samaya kharAba karanA nahIM caahuuNgaa| isa bIca tuma sIkha sakate ho bahuta sArI ciijeN| yA kaI bAra maiM anubhava karatA hUM ki koI mere pAsa AyA hai kisI kAraNa se jo ki sahI kAraNa nahIM hai| bahuta loga A jAte haiM galata kAraNoM se| koI A gayA hogA usameM uTha rahe nae ahaMkAra ko anubhava karane ke lie hI, vaha ahaMkAra jise dharma de sakatA hai, vaha ahaMkAra jise de sakatA hai sNnyaas| dharma dvArA tuma anubhava kara sakate ho bahuta viziSTa, asaadhaarnn| yadi maiM anubhava karatA hUM ki koI isI cIja ke lie AyA hai, taba yaha ThIka kAraNa nahIM mere pAsa Ane kA, kyoMki ahaMkArI mere nikaTa nahIM raha skte| koI zAyada mere vicAroM se AkarSita huA hogA-vaha bhI galata kAraNa hotA hai| mere vicAra tumhArI buddhi ko AkarSita karate hoMge, lekina buddhi kucha nhiiN| vaha tumhAre saMpUrNa astitva ke lie eka bAharI vastu hI banI rahatI hai| jaba taka tuma merI ora AkarSita nahIM hote, balki jo maiM kahatA hUM usake prati AkarSita hote ho, to tuma yahAM hote ho galata kAraNoM se hii| maiM koI dArzanika nahIM hUM aura maiM koI satya kA siddhAta nahIM sikhA rahA huuN| isIlie mere pAsa asaMgata hone kI itanI svataMtratA hai, kyoMki yadi koI siddhAta sikhA rahA hotA hai, to vaha asaMgata hone kI sAmarthya nahIM pA sakatA hai| maiM kisI cIja kA upadeza nahIM de rahA hai| mere pAsa tuma para lAdane ko koI siddhAta nahIM hai| merA tumhAre sAtha bolanA koI zikSA denA nahIM hai| isIlie maiM svataMtra hUM pUrI taraha svataMtra hUM svayaM kA khaMDana karane ke lie| kucha maiMne kala kahAM, maiM Ane vAle kala usakA khaMDana kara sakatA huuN| jo maiM Aja kaha rahA hUM, use maiM kala kATa sakatA huuN| maiM kavi
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________________ kI bhAMti hUM aura yadi tuma merA gAna samajha lete ho to tuma yahAM hote ho ThIka kAraNa se| yadi tuma samajha lete ho merI laya, to tuma yahAM hote ho ThIka kAraNa se| yadi tuma 'mujhe' samajhate ho, jo maiM kahatA haM use nahIM, balki merI upasthiti ko samajhate ho, kevala tabhI ThIka hai yahAM honA, varanA nhiiN| saMsAra bar3A hai, yahAM kyoM aTakanA! aura sadA dhyAna rahe, yadi yahAM kisI DhaMga se tuma galata kAraNoM se ho, to tuma sadA phaMsA huA anubhava kroge| jaise ki kucha aisA ghaTa gayA ho, jise nahIM ghaTanA cAhie thaa| tuma sadA becainI anubhava kroge| maiM tumhAre lie sukha-caina nahIM houuNgaa| maiM eka kArA bana jaauuNgaa| aura maiM nahIM cAhUMgA kisI ke lie kArA bnnaa| yadi maiM tumheM kucha de sakatA hUM yadi kucha aisA hai jo ki mahatva kA hai to vaha hai svtNtrtaa| isIlie maiM kahatA hUM, 'pryojnvsh'| lekina galata mata samajha lenA mujhe, yaha kucha aisA nahIM jise maiM kara rahA hUM maiM isa DhaMga se hUM hii| yadi maiM cAhUM bhI to ise baMda nahIM kara sakatA, aura kRSNamUrti aisA nahIM kara sakate, ve cAheM bhI to| ve apane DhaMga se khile hue haiM, maiM apane DhaMga se khilA huA huuN| aisA huA eka bAra ki eka saMdeza milA eka mitra dvArA, jo ki mere mitra haiM aura kRSNamUrti ke bhI mitra haiN| saMdeza pahuMcA kRSNamUrti kI ora se ki ve mujhase milanA caaheNge| maiMne kahAM usa saMdezavAhaka se ki yaha to bilakula hI betukI bAta ho jaaegii| hama alaga - alaga do chora haiN| yA to hama maunapUrvaka baiTha sakate haiM, aura vaha ThIka hogA, yA phira hama bahasa kie jA sakate haiM anaMtakAla taka binA kisI niSkarSa taka pahuMce hue| aisA nahIM hai ki hama eka dUsare ke viruddha haiM, hama to basa vibhinna haiN| aura maiM kahatA hUM kRSNamUrti una mahAnatama buddha-puruSoM meM se eka haiM jo Aja taka hue haiN| unakI eka apanI advitIyatA hai| yaha bAta bahuta gahare rUpa se samajha lenI hai| aisA thor3A kaThina hogaa| abuddha puruSa to lagabhaga sadA eka se hI hote haiN| koI jyAdA aMtara nahIM hotA hai, ho nahIM sktaa| aMdhakAra unheM eka jaisA banA detA hai, ajJAna unheM banA detA hai lagabhaga eka jaisA hii| ve eka dUsare kI nakala hote haiM aura tuma maulika ko nahIM pA skte| sabhI kArbana -kaoNpI hote haiM, pratikati hote haiN| ajJAna meM loga kacha jyAdA alaga nahIM hote| ve ho nahIM skte| ajJAna hai usa kAle kaMbala kI bhAMti jo ki DhAMka letA hai sabhI ko| aMtara kyA hote haiM? mAtrA ke aMtara ho sakate haiM, lekina adavitIyatA meM aMtara nahIM hote| sAdhAraNatayA, ajJAnI vyakti bane rahate haiM sAmAnya bhIr3a kI bhaaNti| eka bAra koI vyakti saMbodhi ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai to vaha saMpUrNa rUpa se bejor3a ho jAtA hai| taba tuma usakI taraha kA koI dUsarA nahIM khoja sakate, itihAsa ke isa kSaNa meM bhI nahIM, na hI phira kbhii| atIta meM nahIM, bhaviSya meM nhiiN| phira kabhI na hogA kRSNamUrti kI taraha kA AdamI, aura kabhI thA bhI nhiiN| maiM phira se doharAyA nahIM jaauuNgaa| buddha buddha haiM, mahAvIra haiM mahAvIra -advitIya DhaMga kI khilaavtteN| buddha -puruSa hote haiM parvatazikharoM kI bhaaNti|
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________________ sAdhAraNatayA to ajJAnI vyakti sapATa jamIna kI bhAMti hote haiM; hara cIja eka sI hI hotI hai| yadi bheda astitva rakhate bhI haiM to isa taraha ke hI hote haiM ki tumhAre pAsa choTI kAra hotI hai aura kisI ke pAsa bar3I kAra hotI hai, yA ki tuma azikSita hote ho aura koI zikSita hotA hai, yA tuma garIba hote ho aura koI amIra hotA hai| yaha to kucha nhiiN| vAstava meM ye to bheda na hue| tumhAre pAsa sattA ho sakatI hai aura koI sar3aka kA bhikhArI aura garIba ho sakatA hai, lekina yaha aMtara nahIM hai, ye bejor3apana nahIM haiN| yadi tumhArI sArI cIjeM le lI jAtI haiM, tumhArI zikSA aura tumhArI satA, taba tumhAre rASTrapati aura tumhAre bhikhArI eka samAna hI dikhAI pdd'eNge| ', pazcima ke bar3e manasavidoM meM se eka hai vikTara phreNkl| usane manovizleSaNa meM eka naI vicAradhArA vikasita kI hai| vaha use kahatA hai logothairepI / vaha eDolpha hiTalara ke yAtanA - ziviroM meM rahA thA, aura vaha apanI eka kitAba meM saMsmaraNa likhatA hai ki jaba ve kaI sau logoM ke sAtha praveza kara rahe the yAtanA ziviroM meM to hara cIja daravAje para hI le lI jAtI thI, hara cIja tumhArI ghar3I, hara cIja / acAnaka hI, dhanI vyakti aura nirdhana vyakti sabhI eka jaise ho ge| jaba tuma praveza karate daravAje meM to tumheM gujaranA hotA thA isa parIkSA se aura hara kisI ko bilakula hI nagna honA par3atA thaa| kevala itanA hI nahIM, balki vaha hara kisI ke bAla bhI mUDa dete phreMkala yAda karatA hai ki hajAroM logoM sahita bAla muDAe hue, nagna ho jAne se, akasmAta sAre bheda tirohita ho jAte the| vaha eka sAmUhika anuSThAna hotA thaa| tumhAre keza saMvArane kA DhaMga, tumhArI kAra, tumhAre mUlyavAna kapar3e, yA phira tumhArI hippiyoM jaisI pozAka yahI hote haiM bheda / -- sAmAnya manuSyatA astitva rakhatI hai bhIr3a kI bhAMti / vastuta: tumhAre pAsa AtmAeM nahIM, tuma ho bhIr3a kA hissA mAtra usakA eka aMza tuma pratikRti hote ho pratikRtiyoM kI eka dUsare kI nakala karate hue| tuma nakala karate ho par3osI kI aura par3osI nakala karatA hai tumhArI aura yahI kucha calatA calA jAtA hai| loga adhyayana karate rahe haiM per3oM kA aura kITa-pataMgoM kA aura titaliyoM kaa| aba ve kahate haiM ki eka niraMtara nakala ghaTa rahI hai prakRti meN| titaliyAM nakala karatI haiM phUloM kI, aura phira phUla nakala karate haiM titaliyoM kI kIDe nakala karate haiM vRkSa kI aura phira vRkSa nakala karate haiM kIr3oM kI ataH aise kITapataMge hote haiM jo chipa sakate haiM usI raMga ke vRkSoM meM, aura jaba vRkSa badalatA hai apanA sA, to ve bhI badalate haiM apanA raMga to aba ve kahate haiM ki sArI prakRti meM niraMtara nakala kI prakriyA calatI hai| vaha vyakti jo saMbodhi ko upalabdha hotA hai, vaha ho jAtA hai zikhara kI bhAMti, eka evaresTa | dUsarI koI aura saMbodhi bhI hotI hai zikhara kI bhAMti, eka aura evaresTa bhItara gahare meM ve upalabdha ho cuke hote haiM eka hI bAta ko, lekina ve hote haiM bejor3a / koI sAmAnya cIja astitva nahIM rakhatI buddha - puruSoM ke bIca, yahI hai virodhAbhAsa ve mAdhyama haiM eka hI samaSTi ke, lekina unake bhItara koI bAta eka jaisI doharatI nahIM ve bejor3a mAdhyama hote haiN|
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________________ isa bAta ne eka gaharI samasyA khar3I kara dI hai dhArmika vyaktiyoM ke lie, kyoMki jIsasa jIsasa haiM aura bilakula dikhAyI nahIM par3ate buddha kI bhaaNti| buddha buddha haiM aura kRSNa kI bhAMti bilakula nahIM lgte| jo loga kRSNa se prabhAvita haiM ve soceMge ki buddha meM kisI taraha kI kamI hai| jo loga buddha se prabhAvita haiM ve sadA soceMge ki kRSNa kucha na kucha galata haiN| kyoMki taba tumhAre pAsa eka Adarza hotA hai aura tama nirNaya banAte ho usa Adarza davArA, aura badadha-puruSa to basa vyakti hote haiN| tuma koI mApadaMDa nahIM banA sakate, tuma unheM kinhIM Adarza svarUpoM dvArA nahIM jAMca skte| vahAM koI Adarza astitva nahIM rkhtaa| unake pAsa, unake bhItara eka samAna tatva hotA hai; vaha hai bhagavattA, jo hai saMpUrNa brahma ke lie eka mAdhyama bananA, lekina basa itanA hii| ve apane alaga-alaga gAna gAte haiN| yadi ise tuma yAda rakha sako, to jyAdA sakSama ho jAoge, vikAsa kI usa uccatama parAkASThA ko samajhane meM jo ki eka buddha-puruSa hotA hai| aura mata rakhanA kisI cIja kI apekSA usase; vaha kucha nahIM kara sakatA hai| vaha basa vaisA hotA hai| mukta aura sahaja svAbhAvika hokara vaha jItA hai apane astitva ko| yadi tuma koI ghaniSTha nAtA anubhava karate ho usake sAtha, to bar3ha jAnA usakI tarapha aura utsava manAnA usake astitva ke sAtha; sAtha ho lenA uske| yadi tuma koI ghaniSThatA anubhava nahIM karate to koI virodha nahIM bnaanaa| to basa cale hI jAnA kisI dasarI jgh| kahIM kisI jagaha koI jarUra astitva rakhatA hogA tumhAre lie| kisI aura ke sAtha tuma tAlamela anubhava kroge| to mata paravAha karo yadi tuma mohammada ke sAtha tAlamela anubhava nahIM karate ho| kyoM khar3I karanI anAvazyaka ciMtAeM? mohammada ko mohammada hI rahane do aura unheM karane do apanA kaam| tuma usake bAre meM mata karo ciNtaa| yadi tuma buddha ke sAtha tAlamela jur3A anubhava karate ho, to buddha haiM tumhAre lie; sAre vicAra girA denaa| yadi tuma mere sAtha tAlamela anubhava karate ho, to kevala maiM hI eka buddha-puruSa hotA hUM tumhAre lie| buddha, mahAvIra, kRSNa-pheMka do unheM rahI kI TokarI meN| yadi tuma mere sAtha tAlamela anubhava nahIM karate to mujhe pheMka denA rahI kI TokarI meM aura calate calanA apane svabhAva ke anusaar| kahIM -na-kahIM, koI guru astitva rakha rahA hotA hai tumhAre lie| jaba koI pyAsA hotA hai to pAnI astitva rakhatA hai| jaba koI bhUkhA hotA hai to bhojana astitva rakhatA hai| jaba kisI meM gahana pyAsa hotI hai prema kI, to priya astitva rakhatA hai| jaba AdhyAtmika abhIpsA jagatI hai-vaha vAstava meM uTha hI nahIM sakatI yadi aisA koI vyakti na ho jo ki use pUrA kara sakatA ho| yahI hai gahana samasvaratA, Rtmbhraa| yahI hai chipI huI smsvrtaa| asala meM to -yadi tuma mujhe ise kahane do, kyoMki yaha betukA mAlUma par3egA -yadi koI buddha-puruSa maujUda na ho, jo ki tumhArI abhiipsaa| ko paripUrita kara sakatA ho to vaha AkAMkSA, abhIpsA pahuMca hI nahIM sakatI hai tuma tk| kyoMki saMpUrNa brahmAMDa eka hai eka hisse meM AkAMkSA jagatI hai, to kahIM dUsare hisse meM paripUrti pratIkSA
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________________ kara rahI hotI hai| ve sAtha-sAtha udita hotI haiN| sAtha-sAtha hotA hai ziSya aura guru kA vikAsa, lekina aisA bahuta jyAdA ho jAegA tumhAre lie| jaba maiM khoja rahA thA apanI saMbodhi ko, to tuma khoja rahe the tumhAre ziSyatva ko| saMpUrNa dvArA apanI paripUrti ke lie sAtha -sAtha sthiti kA nirmANa kie binA kucha nahIM ghaTa sktaa| hara cIja jur3I hai| vaha itane gahare rUpa se jur3I huI hotI hai ki vyakti nizcita ho sakatA hai, koI jarUrata nahIM hai phikra lene kii| yadi tumhArI aMtarbhabhIpsA sacamuca hI jAga cukI hai to tumheM guru ko khojane jAne kI bhI jarUrata nahIM, guru ko AnA hI hogA tuma tk| yA to ziSya jAtA hai yA guru AtA hai| mohammada ne kahAM hai, 'yadi pahAr3a nahIM A sakatA hai mohammada taka, to mohammada ko jAnA hogA pahAr3a tk|' para milana honA hI hai, yaha niyata hai| kurAna meM aisA kahAM hai ki eka phakIra ko, saMnyAsI ko, usa vyakti ko jisane taja diyA saMsAra, use nahIM jAnA cAhie rAjAoM ke, sattAzAliyo ke, dhanapatiyoM ke mahaloM meN| lekina aisA ha ki mahAna sUphiyoM meM se eka jalAluddIna rUmI AyA karatA thA samrATa ke mahala meN| saMzaya uTha khar3A huaa| loga ikaTThe hue aura ve kahane lage, 'yaha to ThIka nahIM, aura tuma eka buddha-puruSa ho| kyoM tuma jAte ho samrATa ke mahala meM, aura jaba ki kurAna meM likhA hai ki tumheM nahIM jAnA caahie|' aura musalamAna to bilakula Asakta hote haiM kurAna pr| kisI pustaka dvArA itane AviSTa hue tuma koI dUsare loga nahIM DhUMDha skte|' aisA likhA hai kurAna meM ki yaha galata hai| tuma musalamAna nahIM? kyA uttara doge tuma? kauna-sA uttara hai tumhAre pAsa? kurAna meM kahAM hai ki jisa AdamI ne duniyA ko chor3a diyA ho use una logoM ke yahAM nahIM jAnA cAhie jo ki dhanavAna hote haiM aura sattAzAlI hote haiN| yadi ve loga cAhate haiM, to unheM AnA caahie|' jalAladadIna haMsa diyA aura vaha bolA, 'yadi tuma samajha sako to yaha hai merA uttara: cAhe maiM mahala meM yA rAjA ke pAsa,yA ki rAjA Ae mere pAsa, jo kacha bhI ghaTe, sadA rAjA hI AtA hai mere paas| maiM calA bhI jAtA haM mahala meM, to bhI vaha rAjA hI hai jo ki AtA hai mere paas| yaha hai merA uttr| yadi tuma samajha sakate ho, to samajha lo| anyathA, bhUla jAo isake bAre meN| maiM yahAM kurAna kA anusaraNa karane ke lie nahIM haiM, lekina maiM kahatA haM tumase ki jo kucha bhI ho vastusthiti, cAhe rUmI jAtA ho hala taka yA rAjA AtA ho rUmI taka, sadA rAjA hI AtA hai rUmI ke pAsa, kyoMki vaha pyAsA hotA hai, aura maiM hUM vaha pAnI jo ki bujhA sakatA hai usakI pyaas|' aura phira bolA, 'kaI bAra aisA hotA hai ki rogI itanA bImAra hotA hai ki DAkTara ko jAnA par3atA hai| aura nissaMdeha rAjA bahuta-bahuta bImAra hote haiM karIba-karIba apanI mRtyuzayyA para hI par3e hote haiN|' yadi tuma nahIM A sakate, to maiM AUMgA tumhAre pAsa, lekina aisA hogA hii| isase bacA nahIM jA sktaa| kyoMki hama donoM vikasita hote rahe haiM sAtha-sAtha, eka sUkSma chipI huI samasvaratA meN| jaba
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________________ aisA ghaTatA hai ki eka ziSya aura guru kA milana hotA hai, aura ve anubhava karate haiM samasvaratA ko, to vaha kSaNa saMpUrNa astitva ke sabase adhika saMgItamaya kSaNoM meM se eka hotA hai| taba unake hRdaya eka hI laya meM dhar3akate haiM, taba unakI cetanA eka hI laya meM pravAhita hotI hai taba ve eka dUsare kA hissA ho jAte haiM eka dUsare ke aMza ho jAte haiN| jaba taka ki aisA ghaTa na jAe, mata tthhrnaa| bhUla jAnA mere bAre meN| ise eka svapna kI bhAMti samajha lenaa| jitanI jaldI se jaldI ho sake bhAga nikalanA mujhase duur| aura maiM hara DhaMga se tumhArI madada karUMgA bhAga nikalane meM, kyoMki taba maiM tumhAre lie nhiiN| koI aura kahIM pratIkSA kara rahA hai tumhaarii| aura unheM cale jAnA cAhie usI ke pAsa, yA vaha A jAegA tumhAre paas| eka prAcIna misrI paraMparA kahatI hai: jaba ziSya taiyAra hotA hai taba guru ke darzana hote haiN| mahAna sUphI saMto meM se eka, jhunUna, kahAM karate the, jaba maiMne pAyA parama satya ko, taba maiMne kahAM paramAtmA se, 'maiM khoja rahA thA tumheM itanI dera se, itanI dera se, anaMtakAla se!' paramAtmA ne javAba diyA 'isase pahale ki tumane tumhArI khoja AraMbha kI tuma pA hI cuke the mujhe, kyoMki jaba taka tumane pAyA nahIM hotA tuma khoja AraMbha kara hI nahIM skte|' ye bAteM virodhAbhAsI mAlUma par3atI haiM, lekina yadi tuma jyAdA gahare meM jAte ho to tuma eka bahuta gahana chipA huA satya pAoge unmeN| ThIka hai yaha isase pahale ki tumane mere bAre meM sunA bhI ho, maiM pahuMca cukA thA tuma tk| aisA nahIM hai ki maiM koziza kara rahA hUM pahuMcane kI, isI taraha hI ghaTatA hai yh| tuma yahAM ho kevala tumhAre kAraNa hI nahIM, maiM yahAM hUM kevala mere kAraNa hI nhiiN| eka sunizcita aMtarsaMbaMdha ghaTatA hai| eka sanizcita aMtarsaMbaMdha hotA hai| aura eka bAra jaba tama samajha lete ho aMtarsaMbaMdha ko, tabhI eka vahI guru hI zreSTha guru hotA hai| isa kAraNa bahuta kaTTarapana nirmita ho jAtA hai anAvazyaka rUpa se| IsAI kahate haiM, 'jIsasa eka mAtra beTe utpanna hue haiM Izvara ke|' yaha bAta bilakula ThIka hotI hai, yadi tAlamela baiTha jAtA hai to jIsasa hI ekamAtra beTe utpanna hue haiM Izvara ke -tumhAre lie, hara eka ke lie nhiiN| AnaMda phira-phira kahate haiM buddha ke bAre meM ki koI kabhI aisI sarvocca saMbodhi ko upalabdha nahIM huA jaise ki buddha- 'anutara samyaka saMbodhi' -kabhI isase pahale kisI ke dvArA upalabdha nahIM huii| nitAMta satya hai yaha baat| aisA nahIM hai ki pahale vaha kisI aura ke dvArA upalabdha nahIM kI gayI hai| isake pahale lAkhoM upalabdha ho gae, kiMtu AnaMda ke lie vahI bAta saMpUrNatayA satya hai; AnaMda ke lie koI anya guru astitva hI nahIM rakhatA, kevala yaha baddha hI haiM usake lie| 'prema meM, eka strI saMpUrNa strItva bana jAtI hai, eka puruSa saMpUrNa puruSatva bana jaataa| aura samarpaNa meM jo ki prema kA uccatama rUpa hai, eka guru ho jAtA hai ekamAtra iishvr| isIlie ziSyoM ko ve nahIM samajha
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________________ sakate jo ki bAharI vyakti hote haiN| ve alaga bhASA meM bAta karate haiN| unake pAsa alaga bhASA hotI hai| yadi tuma mujhe 'bhagavAna' kahate ho, to yaha bAta unakI samajha meM nahIM A sakatI jo ki bAharI vyakti haiN| ve to haMsa hI par3eMge, unake lie maiM bhagavAna nahIM hUM aura bilakula sahI haiM ve; aura tuma bhI bilakula sahI ho| yadi tumane mere sAtha kisI tAlamela kI anubhUti pAyI hai, to usa tAlamela meM bhagavAna ho jAtA hUM maiM tumhAre lie| yaha eka prema kA saMbaMdha hotA hai aura tAlamela meM gahanatama hotA dUsarA prazna: kucha bhakti saMpradAya prema kI uccatara avasthAoM kA dhyAna karanA sikhAte hai- pahale prema karo eka sAdhAraNa vyakti se phira guru se phira paramAtmA se vgairh-vgairh| kyA Apa isa vidhi ke viSaya meM hameM kucha btaaeNge| prama koI vidhi nhiiN| yahI hai dUsarI sArI vidhiyoM aura bhaktimArga ke bIca kA aNtr| bhakti ke mArga meM koI vidhi nahIM hotii| yoga ke pAsa vidhiyAM haiM, bhakti ke pAsa eka bhI nhiiN| prema koI vidhi nahIM hai| ise vidhi kahanA ise galata nAma denA hai| prema sahaja-svAbhAvika hotA hai| vaha pahale se hI vahA hotA hai tumhAre hRdaya meM phUTa par3ane ko taiyaar| eka hI cIja karanI hotI hai; vaha yaha ki use hone denA hotA hai, ugane denA hotA hai| tuma khar3I kara rahe hote ho saba prakAra kI rukAvaTeM aura baadhaaeN| tuma use Ane nahIM de rahe hote| vaha maujUda hI hai vahAM, tuma jarA thor3A zAMta hoo aura vaha A pahuMcegA, vaha phUTa par3egA, vaha khila jaaegaa| aura jaba vaha khilatA hai eka sAdhAraNa manuSya ke lie, to turaMta vaha sAdhAraNa manuSya asAdhAraNa ho jAtA hai| prema hara kisI ko asAdhAraNa banA detA hai| vaha aisI kImiyA hai| eka sAdhAraNa strI acAnaka rUpAMtarita ho jAtI hai jaba tuma use prema karate ho| vaha phira sAdhAraNa na rahI; vaha ho jAtI hai aisI sabase adhika asAdhAraNa strI jaisI ki kabhI huI na hogii| aisA nahIM hai ki tuma aMdhe hote ho, jaisA ki dUsare kahate hoNge| vastuta: tumane dekha liyA hotA hai usa asAdhAraNatA ko jo ki chipI rahatI hai pratyeka sAdhAraNatA meN| prema hI hai ekamAtra AMkha, ekamAtra dRSTi, ekamAtra spsstttaa| tuma usa sAdhAraNa strI meM dekha lete ho saMpUrNa strItva ko -atIta, vartamAna, bhaviSya kI sArI striyAM eka sAtha mila jAtI haiN| jaba tuma prema
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________________ karate ho kisI strI ko, taba tumane jAna liyA hotA hai usakI asalI strItvamayI AtmA ko hii| akasmAta vaha ho jAtI hai asaadhaarnn| prema hara eka ko asAdhAraNa banA detA hai| prema meM jyAdA gahare utarane meM kaThinAiyAM haiM, kyoMki jitanA jyAdA gahare tuma jAte ho, utanA hI tuma khote ho svayaM ko| yadi tuma jyAdA gahare utarate ho tumhAre prema meM, to bhaya uTha khar3A hotA hai, eka kaMpana jakar3a letI hai: tumheN| tuma prema kI gaharAI se bacanA zurU kara dete ho, kyoMki prema kI gaharAI mRtyu kI bhAMti hI hai| tuma avarodha banA lete ho tumhAre aura tumhAre priya ke bIca, kyoMki strI jAna par3atI hai atala zUnya kI bhAMti, tuma samAviSTa kie jA sakate ho usmeN| aura vaha hotI hai atala shuuny| tuma janma pAte ho strI ke bhItara se, isalie vaha AtmasAta kara sakatI hai tumheN| yahI hotA hai bhy| vaha hai garbhAzaya, agAdha shuuny| jaba vaha janma de sakatI hai tumako, to mRtyu kyoM nahIM? vAstava meM, jo tumheM janma de sakatA hai kevala vahI de sakatA tumheM mRtyu| to bhaya hotA hai| strI khataranAka hai, bahuta rahasyapUrNa hai| tuma nahIM raha sakate usake binA aura tuma nahIM raha sakate usake saath| tuma usase bahuta dUra nahIM jA sakate kyoMki adhika dUra tuma jAte ho, to acAnaka utane jyAdA sAdhAraNa ho jAte ho tum| aura tuma bahuta nikaTa nahIM A sakate kyoMki jitane jyAdA tuma nikaTa Ate ho, utane jyAdA tuma miTate ho| yahI saMgharSa hai pratyeka prema kaa| to karanA par3atA hai samajhautA-tuma bahuta dUra nahIM jIte, tuma bahuta nikaTa nahIM jaate| tuma kahIM ThIka bIca meM khar3e rahate ho, svayaM ko saMtulita karate hue| lekina taba prema gahare nahIM utara sktaa| gaharAI upalabdha hotI hai kevala taba jaba tuma sAre bhaya girA dete ho aura tuma jyAdA soce -samajhe binA, bar3I tejI se kUda par3ate ho| khatarA hotA hai, aura khatarA saccA hotA hai; prema mAra degA tumhAre ahaMkAra ko| ahaMkAra ke lie prema viSa hai| tumhAre lie vaha jIvana hai, kiMtu ahaMkAra ke lie mRtyu hai| lagAnI hI par3atI hai chlaaNg| yadi tuma AtmIyatA ko vikasita hone dete ho, yadi -tuma jyAdA aura jyAdA aura jyAdA nikaTa hote jAte ho aura vilIna hote jAte ho strI ke strItva meM, taba vaha kevala asAdhAraNa hI na rahegI, vaha ho jAegI divya, kyoMki vaha zAzvatatA kA davAra bana jaaegii| jitanA jyAdA tuma strI ke nikaTa Ate ho, utanA jyAdA tuma anubhava karate ho ki vaha pAra kI kisI cIja kA dvAra hai| aisA hI ghaTatA hai strI ko puruSa ke saath| usakI apanI samasyAeM haiN| samasyA yaha hotI hai ki jitanA jyAdA nikaTa vaha AtI hai puruSa ke, utanA jyAdA usase bhAganA zurU kara detA hai puruss| jyAdA nikaTa AtI hai strI to puruSa hotA jAtA hai adhikAdhika bhybhiit| strI jitanA aura nikaTa AtI hai, utanA jyAdA bhAgane lagatA hai puruSa usse| dUra jAne ke hajAroM bahAne khoja letA hai|
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________________ isalie strI ko pratIkSA karanI par3atI hai| aura yadi vaha pratIkSA karatI hai, to phira eka samasyA A banatI hai| yadi vaha koI utAvalApana nahIM dikhAtI to yaha bAta udAsInatA jaisI jAna par3atI hai, aura udAsInatA mAra sakatI hai prema ko| prema ke lie udAsInatA se jyAdA khataranAka koI dUsarI cIja nhiiN| ghRNA bhI ThIka hai, kyoMki kama se kama jisa AdamI se tuma ghRNA karate ho usake lie eka nizcita prakAra kA saMbaMdha to hotA hai tumhAre paas| prema banA raha sakatA hai ghRNA hone para, lekina prema nahIM banA raha sakatA hai udAsInatA ke hone se aura strI sadA kaThinAI meM rahatI hai, yadi vaha pahala karatI hai to puruSa bhAga hI nikalatA hai| koI puruSa usa strI ko baradAzta nahIM kara sakatA jo pahala karatI ho| isakA artha hotA hai ki vaha atala zUnyatA apane se tumhAre pAsa A rahI hai| isase pahale ki bahuta dera ho jAe, tuma bhAga nikalate ho| isI bhAMti nirmita hote haiM DaoNna juAna taba ve calate cale jAte haiM eka strI se dUsarI strI tk| ve jIte haiM pAne aura phira bhAga khar3e hone ke prema saMbaMdha meM, kyoMki yadi ve jyAdA vahAM rahate haiM, to vaha agAdha zUnya apane meM vilIna kara legA unheN| DaoNna juAna premI nahIM hote, bilakula nhiiN| ve lagate haiM premiyoM kI bhAti kyoMki ve lagAtAra kriyAzIla rahate haiN| roja eka nayI strI! lekina ve gahare bhaya meM jIne vAle loga haiN| kyoMki yadi ve bahuta samaya taka eka hI strI ke sAtha rahate haiM, to gahana AtmIyatA vikasita hogii| ve jyAdA nikaTa A jAyeMge, aura kauna jAne kyA ghaTa jAe? isalie ve Thaharate haiM kevala kucha samaya ke lie hI aura isase pahale ki bahuta dera ho jAe, ve bhAga nikalate haiN| apane jIvana kI choTI-sI avadhi meM bAyarana ne kaI sau striyoM se prema kiyA thaa| vaha isakA Adarza namUnA hai - DaoNna juAna kaa| usane kabhI nahIM jAnA prema ko kaise tuma jAna sakate ho prema ko jaba ki tuma sarakate rahate ho eka se dUsare taka aura dUsare taka aura dUsare taka? prema ko AvazyakatA rahatI hai pakane kii| use thira hone ke lie jarUrata hotI hai samaya kI, use jarUrata hotI hai bharose kii| to strI ko sadA muzkila rahatI hai ki kyA kare?' yadi vaha apanI ora se pahala karatI hai to puruSa bhAga jAtA hai| yadi vaha aisI banI rahatI hai jaise use rasa hI nahIM, taba bhI puruSa bhAga nikalatA hai, kyoMki usakI dilacaspI nahIM / use cunanI par3atI hai bIca kI cIja thor3I-sI utsukatA aura thor3I udAsInatA, sAtha sAtha, eka mishrnn| aura donoM hI bure rUpa hote haiM, kyoMki ye samajhaute tumheM vikasita na hone deNge| samajhautA kabhI kisI ko vikasita nahIM hone detA hai| samajhautA eka guNanAtmaka, cAlAka cIja hai vaha vyApAra kI bhAMti hai, prema kI bhAMti nhiiN| jaba premI vAstava meM hI eka-dUsare se bhayabhIta nahIM hote aura ahaMkAra ke bAhara A cuke hote haiM, to ve bar3I tIvratA se chalAMga lagA dete haiM eka dUsare meM ve itanI gaharAI se chalAMga lagAte haiM ki ve paraspara eka ho jAte haiN| vAstava meM ve eka ho jAte haiN| aura
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________________ jaba yaha ekamayatA ghaTatI hai taba prema rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai prArthanA meN| jaba yaha ekamayatA ghaTatI hai, taba akasmAta hI eka dhArmika guNavattA calI AtI hai prema meM pahale prema meM guNavattA hotI hai kAmavAsanA kii| yadi vaha saMkIrNa hai, to vaha mAtra kAmavAsanA hogI, vaha prema na hogaa| yadi prema aura jyAdA gaharA jAtA hai, to usameM guNavattA A jAegI AdhyAtmikatA kI, divyatA kI gunnvttaa| to prema eka setu hotA hai isa saMsAra aura usa saMsAra ke bIca, seksa aura samAdhi ke biic| isIlie maiM kahatA calA jAtA hUM ki yAtrA seksa se lekara samAdhi taka kI hai| prema to eka setu hai| yadi tuma setu kI ora nahIM bar3hate, to kAmavAsanA hI bana jAegA tumhArA jIvana, tumhArA saMpUrNa jIvana bahuta mAmUlI bahuta asuMdara seksa suMdara ho sakatA hai, kiMtu kevala prema sahita prema ke aMza ke rUpa meM akele apane meM vaha asuMdara hotA hai| yaha bAta bilakula aisI hotI hai tumhArI AMkheM suMdara hotI hai, lekina yadi AMkheM unakI saoNkeTa se nikAla lI jAtI haiM to asuMdara bana jaaeNgii| suMdaratama AMkheM asuMdara bana jAeMgI yadi unheM deha se kATa diyA to / aisA A vAnagaoNga ke sAtha koI nahIM prema phira eka vezyA ne use khuza kara dene ko 7 karatA thA use, kyoMki usakA zarIra asuMdara aura nATA thA / prazaMsA karane lAyaka aura koI cIja usake zarIra meM na pAkara, usake kAna kI prazaMsA kara dI, yaha kahate hue ki usake pAsa suMdaratama kAna haiN| premI kAnoM kI bAta kabhI nahIM kahate kyoMki kaI aura cIjeM hotI haiM prazaMsA karane ke lie, lekina usameM kucha thA hI nhiiN| zarIra bahuta - bahuta asuMdara thA, aura isIlie usa vezyA ne kaha diyA thA, 'tumhAre kAna bar3e suMdara hai|' vaha ghara gyaa| kisI ne bhI kabhI usake zarIra kI kisI cIja ko guNavAna nahIM mAnA thaa| kisI ne kabhI usake zarIra ko svIkAra na kiyA thaa| aisA pahalI bAra huA thA, aura vaha itanA romAMcita ho gayA ki usane apanA hI kAna kATa diyA, vApasa AyA usa vezyA ke pAsa aura kAna peza kara diyaa| aba to vaha kAna bilakula hI asuMdara thaa| kAmavAsanA aMza hai prema kA adhika bar3I saMpUrNatA kA prema use sauMdarya detA hai, anyathA to yaha sabase adhika asuMdara kriyAoM meM se eka hai| isIlie loga aMdhakAra meM kAmavAsanA kI ora bar3hate haiN| ve svayaM bhI isa kriyA kA prakAza meM saMpanna kiyA jAnA pasaMda nahIM karate haiN| tuma dekhate ho ki manuSya ke atirikta sabhI pazu saMbhoga karate haiM dina meM hI koI pazu rAta meM kaSTa nahIM uThAtA; rAta vizrAma ke lie hotI hai| sabhI pazu dina meM saMbhoga karate haiM, kevala AdamI saMbhoga karatA hai rAtri meN| eka taraha kA bhaya hotA hai ki saMbhoga kI kriyA thor3I asuMdara hai aura koI strI apanI khulI AMkhoM sahita kabhI saMbhoga nahIM karatI hai, kyoMki unameM puruSa kI apekSA jyAdA suruci saMvedanA hotI hai ve hamezA muMdI AMkhoM sahita saMbhoga karatI hai, jisase ki koI cIja dikhAI nahIM detii| striyAM azlIla nahIM hotI haiM, kevala puruSa hote haiM aise isIlie striyoM ke itane jyAdA nagna citra vidyamAna rahate striyoM kI ruci nahIM hotI isameM unake pAsa jyAdA suruci - haiN| kevala puruSoM kA rasa hai deha dekhane meM saMvedanA hotI hai, kyoMki deha pazu kI hai| --
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________________ jaba taka ki vaha divya nahIM hotI, usameM dekhane ko kucha hai nahIM / prema seksa ko eka nayI AtmA de sakatA hai| taba seksa rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai - vaha suMdara bana jAtA hai| vaha aba kAmavAsanA kA bhAva na rahA, usameM kahIM pAra kA kucha hotA hai vaha setu bana jAtA hai| / tuma kisI vyakti ko prema kara sakate ho| isalie kyoMki vaha tumhArI kAmavAsanA kI tRpti karatA hai| yaha prema nahIM, mAtra eka saudA hai tuma kisI vyakti ke sAtha kAmavAsanA kI pUrti kara sakate ho isalie kyoMki tuma prema karate ho taba kAmabhAva anusaraNa karatA hai chAyA kI bhAMti, prema ke aMza kI bhAMti taba vaha suMdara hotA hai, taba vaha pazu-saMsAra kA nahIM rhtaa| taba pAra kI koI cIja pahale se hI praviSTa ho cukI hotI hai| aura yadi tuma kisI vyakti se bahuta gaharAI se prema kie cale jAte ho, to dhIre-dhIre kAmavAsanA tirohita ho jAtI hai| AtmIyatA itanI saMpUrNa ho jAtI hai ki kAmavAsanA kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM rhtii| prema svayaM meM paryApta hotA hai jaba vaha ghar3I AtI hai taba prArthanA kI saMbhAvanA tuma para utaratI hai| aisA nahIM ki use girA diyA gayA hotA hai, aisA nahIM hai ki usakA damana kiyA gayA, nhiiN| vaha to basa tirohita ho jAtI hai jaba do premI itane gahana prema meM hote haiM ki prema paryApta hotA hai aura kAmavAsanA bilakula gira jAtI hai, taba do premI samagra ekatva meM hote haiM, kyoMki kAmavAsanA vibhakta karatI hai| aMgrejI kA zabda 'seksa' to AtA hI usa mUla se hai jisakA artha hotA hai vibheda / prema jor3atA hai; kAmavAsanA bheda banAtI hai| kAmavAsanA vibheda kA mUla kAraNa hai| jaba tuma kisI vyakti ke sAtha kAmavAsanA kI pUrti karate ho, strI yA puruSa ke sAtha, to socate ho ki seksa tumheM jor3atA hai| kSaNa bhara ko tumheM bhrama hotA hai ekatva kA, aura phira eka vizAla vibheda acAnaka bana AtA hai| isIlie pratyeka kAma kriyA ke pazcAta eka hatAzA, eka nirAzA A gheratI hai| vyakti anubhava karatA hai ki vaha priya se bahuta dUra hai| kAmavAsanA bheda banA detI hai, aura jaba prema jyAdA aura jyAdA gahare meM utaratA hai aura jyAdA aura jyAdA jor3a detA hai to kAmavAsanA kI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI / tuma itane ekatva meM rahate ho ki tumhArI AMtarika UrjAeM binA kAmavAsanA ke mila sakatI haiN| jaba do premiyoM kI kAmavAsanA tirohita ho jAtI hai to jo AbhA utaratI hai tuma dekha sakate ho use / ve do zarIroM kI bhAMti eka AtmA meM rahate haiN| AtmA unheM ghere rahatI hai| vaha unake zarIra ke cAroM ora eka pradIpti bana jAtI hai lekina aisA bahuta kama ghaTatA hai| loga kAmavAsanA para samApta ho jAte haiN| jyAdA se jyAdA jaba ikaTThe rahate haiM; to ve eka-dUsare ke prati snehapUrNa hone lagate haiM jyAdA se jyAdA yahI hotA hai lekina prema koI sneha kA bhAva nahI hai, vaha AtmAoM kI ekamayatA hai - do UrjAeM milatI haiM aura saMpUrNa ikAI ho jAtI haiN| jaba aisA ghaTatA
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________________ hai, kevala tabhI prArthanA saMbhava hotI hai| taba donoM premI apanI ekamayatA meM bahuta paritRpta anubhava karate haiM, bahuta saMpUrNa, ki eka anugraha kA bhAva udita hotA hai| ve gunagunAnA zurU kara dete haiM prArthanA ko| prema isa saMpUrNa astitva kI sabase bar3I cIja hai| vAstava meM, hara cIja hara dUsarI cIja ke prema meM hotI hai| jaba tuma pahuMcate ho zikhara para, tuma dekha pAoge ki hara cIja, hara dUsarI cIja ko prema karatI hai| jaba ki tuma prema kI taraha kI bhI koI cIja nahIM dekha pAte, jaba tuma ghRNA anubhava karate ho -ghRNA kA artha hI itanA hotA hai ki prema galata par3a gayA hai| aura kucha nhiiN| jaba tuma udAsInatA anubhava karate ho, isakA kevala yahI artha hotA hai ki prema prasphuTita hone ke lie paryApta rUpa se sAhasI nahIM rahA hai| jaba tumheM kisI baMda vyakti kA anubhava hotA hai, usakA kevala itanA hI artha hotA hai ki vaha bahata jyAdA bhaya anubhava karatA hai, bahata jyAdA asurakSA-vaha pahalA kadama nahIM uThA paayaa| lekina pratyeka cIja oma hai| hAlAMki jaba eka jAnavara dUsare jAnavara para jA kUdatA hai aura use khA jAtA hai, jaba eka zera eka hiraNa ke Upara chalAMga lagA detA hai aura use khA jAtA hai, to vaha prema hI hotA hai| yaha lagatA hai hiMsA kI bhAMti kyoMki tumheM patA nahIM hotA, vaha prema hotA hai| vaha jAnavara, vaha zera samAviSTa kara rahA hotA hai hiraNa ko apane meN| nissaMdeha yaha bAta bahuta apariSkRta hotI hai, bahuta bahuta anagar3ha aura jaMgalI, yaha hotI hai pazu-sadRza lekina to bhI yaha hai prema hii| premI eka -dUsare ko bhojana jAnate haiM, ve apane meM samAte hai, eka-dUsare ko| pazu bahuta jaMgalI DhaMga se aisA kara rahA hotA hai, basa yahI hotI hai baat| sArA astitva premamaya hai| vRkSa prema karate haiM pRthvI ko| varanA kaise ve sAtha -sAtha astitva rakha sakate the? kauna-sI cIja unheM sAtha-sAtha pakar3e hue hogI? koI to eka jur3Ava honA caahie| kevala jar3oM kI hI bAta nahIM hai, kyoMki yadi pRthvI vRkSa ke sAtha gahare prema meM na par3I ho to jar3eM bhI madada na deNgii| eka gahana adRzya prema astitva rakhatA hai| saMta astitva, saMpUrNa brahmADa ghUiramatA hai prema ke cAroM or| prema RtambharA hai| isalie kala kahAM thA maiMne satya aura prema kA jor3a hai Rtmbhraa| akelA satya bahuta rUkhA -sUkhA hotA hai| yadi tuma samajha sako-bilakula abhI to yaha kevala eka bauddhika samajha ho sakatI hai, lekina tumhArI smRti meM rakha lenA ise| kisI dina yaha bAta bana sakatI hai eka astitvagata anubhv| aisA hI anubhava karatA hUM maiN| zatru eka-dUsare se prema karate haiM, varanA kyoM kareMge ve eka -dUsare kI ciMtA? vaha vyakti bhI jo ki kahatA hai ki Izvara nahIM hai, prema karatA hai Izvara se, kyoMki vaha niraMtara kahatA jAtA hai ki Izvara nahIM hai| vaha vazIbhUta hai, mugdha hai, varanA kyoM karegA vaha paravAha? eka nAstika jIvana bhara yahI pramANita karane kI koziza karatA hai ki Izvara nahIM hai| vaha itane prema meM hotA hai, aura itanA bhayabhIta hotA hai Izvara
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________________ se ki yadi 'usakA' astitva hotA hai, to phira usake apane astitva meM bar3A jabardasta rUpAMtaraNa ghttegaa| to, bhayabhIta hokara vaha yaha pramANita karane kA prayatna kie calA jAtA hai ki kahIM koI Izvara nahIM hai| Izvara nahIM hai, yaha bAta pramANita karane ke prayAsa meM, vaha bar3A gaharA bhaya hI dikhalA rahA hotA hai ki Izvara pukAra rahA hai| aura yadi Izvara hai to phira vaha vahI nahIM banA raha sakatA hai| yaha bAta usa sAdhu kI bhAMti hI hai jo zahara kI sar3aka para AMkheM mUMda kara yA AMkheM AdhI mUMda kara cala rahA hotA hai tAki vaha kisI strI ko na dekha ske| vaha kahatA jAtA hai svayaM se 'kahIM koI strI nhiiN| yaha saba kucha mAyA hai, bhrama hai| yaha svapna kI bhAMti hai| lekina vaha kyoM yaha pramANita karane kI koziza karatA hai ki kahIM koI prema kI bAta astitva nahIM rakhatI? -kyoMki varanA to masajidamaMdira miTa jAeMge, sAdhu samApta ho jAegA, aura jIvana kA usakA sArA DhAMcA bikhara-bikhara jaaegaa| saba kucha prema hai, aura prema saba kucha hai| sarvAdhika anagar3ha se lekara parama uccatA taka, caTTAna se lekara paramAtmA taka, prema hai| bahuta sArI parateM hotI haiM, bahuta sAre sopAna hote haiM, bahuta sArI mAtrAeM hotI haiM, to bhI hotA hai prema hii| yadi tuma strI se prema karate ho to tuma guru se prema kara paaoge| yadi tuma guru se prema kara sakate ho, to tuma paramAtmA se prema kara paaoge| strI se prema karanA deha se prema karanA hai| deha suMdara hai, galata nahIM hai kucha usmeN| sacamuca vaha camatkAra hai| lekina yadi tuma prema kara sako, to prema vikasita ho sakatA hai| aisA huA ki bhArata ke bar3e bhaktoM meM se eka, rAmAnuja eka zahara se gujarate the| eka AdamI AyA, aura AdamI usa taraha kA rahA hogA jo ki sAdhAraNatayA dharma kI ora AkarSita hotA hai: yogI, tapasvI prakAra kA AdamI jo binA prema ke jIne kI koziza karatA hai| koI saphala nahIM haA hai aba tk| koI kabhI hogA nahIM saphala, kyoMki prema hI AdhArabhUta UrjA hai jIvana kI aura astitva kI, koI isake viruddha hokara saphala nahIM ho sakatA hai| usa AdamI ne pUchA rAmAnuja se, 'maiM dIkSita honA cAhatA hUM aapse| kaise maiM pA sakatA hUM paramAtmA ko? maiM ziSya ke rUpa meM svIkRta honA cAhatA huuN|' rAmAnuja ne dekhA usa AdamI kI tarapha, aura vaha dekha sakate the ki AdamI prema ke viruddha hai| vaha mRta caTTAna kI bhAMti thA, saMpUrNatayA sUkhA huA, hRdaya vihiin| rAmAnuja bole, 'pahale mujhe kucha bAteM btaao| kyA tumane kabhI kisI AdamI se prema kiyA hai?' vaha AdamI to ghabar3A gayA kyoMki rAmAnuja jaisA AdamI prema kI bAteM kara rahA thA, itanI sAdhAraNa sAMsArika bAta! vaha kahane lagA, 'kyA kaha rahe haiM Apa? maiM eka dhArmika AdamI haiN| maiMne kabhI kisI se prema nahIM kiyaa|' rAmAnuja ne phira Agraha kiyaa| ve bole, 'jarA apanI AMkheM muMdo aura thor3A soco| tumane kiyA hogA prema, cAhe tuma usake viruddha bhI ho| tumane yathArtha meM zAyada nahIM kiyA ho prema, lekina kalpanA meM kiyA hai|' vaha AdamI kahane lagA, 'maiM to bilakula hI virodhI haM prema kA, kyoMki prema hI mAyA kA, bhrama
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________________ kA pUrA DhAMcA hai| aura maiM isa saMsAra ke bAhara calA jAnA cAhatA huuN| prema hI hai vaha kAraNa jisase ki loga isake bAhara nahIM jA sakate haiN| nahIM, kalpanA meM bhI nhiiN|' rAmAnuja ne phira jora diyaa| ve bole, 'jarA bhItara dekho| kaI bAra sapanoM meM prema kA viSaya prakaTa huA hogaa|' vaha AdamI bolA, 'isalie to maiM jyAdA sotA nhiiN| lekina maiM yahAM prema sIkhane ko nahIM haiM, maiM yahAM AyA hUM prArthanA sIkhane ko|' rAmAnuja udAsa ho gae aura ve bole, 'maiM tumhArI madada nahIM kara sakatA, kyoMki jisa vyakti ne prema ko nahIM jAnA hai, vaha kaise jAna sakatA hai prArthanA ko?' prArthanA sarvAdhika sUkSma prema hai, sArabhUta prema hai -jaise ki deha miTa jAtI ho aura kevala prema kI AtmA banI rahatI ho, jaise ki dIyA vahAM bacatA hI na ho, mAtra agni -zikhA rahatI ho, jaise phUla kho jAtA hai dharatI meM, lekina suvAsa banI rahatI hai havA meM-vahI hotI hai praarthnaa| kAma- bhAva deha hai prema kI; prema hai aatmaa| phira prema deha hai prArthanA kI; prArthanA hai aatmaa| tuma banA sakate ho sakeMdrita vrtul| pahalA vartula hai kAma, dUsarA vartula hai prema aura tIsarA vartula jo ki keMdra hai, vaha hai praarthnaa| kAma dvArA tuma dUsare kI deha ko khojate ho, aura dUsare kI deha ko khojane ke dvArA tuma khojate ho tumhArI apanI hI deha ko| vaha vyakti jo kisI ke sAtha kAma-saMbaMdhoM dvArA nahIM jur3A rahA, usameM apanI deha kA koI bodha nahIM tA, kyoMki kauna degA tumheM bodha? kisI ne tumhArI deha ko premamaya hAthoM se nahIM chuA hotA; kisI ne premamaya hAthoM se tumhArI deha ko sahalAyA nahIM hotA, kisI ne tumhArI deha ko AliMganabaddha nahIM kiyA hotaa| kaise tuma pratIti pA sakate ho tumhArI deha kI? tuma to ho basa eka preta kI bhaaNti| tuma nahIM jAnate kahAM tumhArI deha kI samApti hai aura kahAM dUsare kI deha kA aarNbh| kevala eka premapUrNa AliMgana meM pahalI bAra deha eka AkAra letI hai| premikA tumheM tumhArI deha kA AkAra detI hai| vaha tumheM eka rUpa detI, vaha tumheM eka AkAra detI, vaha cAroM ora se tumheM ghere rahatI aura tumheM tumhArI deha kI pahacAna detI hai| premikA ke bagaira tuma nahIM jAnate tumhArA zarIra kisa prakAra kA hai, tumhAre zarIra ke marusthala meM marUdyAna kahAM hai, phUla kahAM haiM? kahAM tumhArI deha sabase adhika jIvaMta hai aura kahAM mRta hai? tuma nahIM jaante| tuma aparicita bane rahate ho| kauna degA tumheM vaha paricaya? vAstava meM jaba tuma prema meM par3ate ho aura koI tumhAre zarIra se prema karatA hai to pahalI bAra tuma sajaga hote ho apanI deha ke prati ki tumhAre pAsa deha hai| premI eka dUsare kI madada karate haiM apane zarIroM ko jAnane meN| kAma tumhArI madada karatA hai dUsare kI deha ko samajhane meM aura dUsare ke dvArA tumhAre apane zarIra kI pahacAna aura anubhUti pAne meN| kAmavAsanA tumheM dehadhArI banAtI hai, zarIra meM baddhamUla karatI hai, aura phira prema tumheM svayaM kA, AtmA
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________________ kA, sva kA anubhava detA hai-vaha hai dUsarA vrtul| aura phira prArthanA tumhArI madada karatI hai anAtma ko anubhava karane meM, yA brahma ko, yA paramAtmA ko anubhava karane meN| ye haiM tIna caraNa: kAmavAsanA se prema taka, prema se prArthanA tk| aura prema ke kaI AyAma hote haiM, kyoMki yadi sArI UrjA prema hai to phira prema ke kaI AyAma hone hI hote haiN| jaba tuma kisI strI se yA kisI puruSa se prema karate ho to tuma paricita ho jAte ho apanI deha ke saath| jaba tuma prema karate ho guru se, taba tuma paricita ho jAte ho apane sAtha, apanI sattA ke sAtha aura usa paricaya dvArA, akasmAta tuma sapUrNa ke prema meM par3a jAte ho| strI dvAra bana jAtI hai guru kA, guru dvAra bana jAtA hai' paramAtmA kaa| akasmAta tuma saMpUrNa meM jA pahaMcate ho, aura tuma jAna jAte ho astitva ke aMtaratama marma ko| jIsasa ThIka hI kahate haiM, 'prema hai paramAtmA', kyoMki prema vaha UrjA hai jo calAtI hai sitAroM ko, jo calAtI hai bAdaloM ko, jo bIjoM ko phUTane detI hai, jo pakSiyoM ko cahacahAne detI hai, jo tumheM yahAM hone detI hai| prema sabase adhika rahasyapUrNa ghaTanA hai| vaha hai 'Rtmbhraa|' aMtima prazna: kyA guru kabhI jaMbhAI lete haiM? 1. ve jaMbhAI lete haiM lekina ve saMpUrNa rUpa se jaMbhAI lete haiN| aura yahI eka budha-puruSa aura abuddha-puruSa ke bIca kA bheda hai| bheda hai kevala samagratA kaa| tuma jo kucha karate ho, tuma karate ho Azika rUpa se| tuma prema karate ho, lekina kevala tumhArA koI hissA hI prema karatA hai| tuma sote ho, lekina tumhArA eka hissA hI sotA hai| tuma khAte ho, lekina tumhArA eka hissA hI khAtA hai| tuma jaMbhAI lete ho, lekina tumhArA eka hissA hI jaMbhAI letA hai| eka aura hissA hotA hai isake viruddha, usa para niyaMtraNa karatA huaa| eka sadguru jItA hai samagra rUpa se, jaise aura jo kucha vaha jItA hai| yadi vaha khAtA hai, to vaha samagrarUpa se khA rahA hotA hai| kucha aura hotA hI nahIM sivAya khAne ke| jaba vaha calatA hai, to vaha calatA hai, calane vAlA vahAM nahIM hotA hai| calane vAle kA to astitva hI nahIM hotA, kyoMki kahAM astitva rakhegA calane vAlA? calanA itanA samagra hai| tuma jaMbhAI lete ho, to tuma hote ho vhaa| jaba
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________________ guru jaMbhAI letA hai to kevala jaMbhAI hI hotI hai vhaaN| aura yadi tumheM yakIna nahIM huA ho, to tuma pUcha sakate ho viveka se, vahI hogA pramANa! tuma pUcha sakate ho gavAha se! Aja itanA hii| pravacana 29 - nirvicAra samAdhi se aMtima chalAMga yoga sUtra: (samAdhipAda) zrutAnusAnaMprajJAbhyAmanyAbaSayA vishessaarthtvaat|| 41// nirvicAra samAdhi kI 'avasthA meM viSaya-vastu kI anubhUti hotI hai usake pUre pariprekSya meM, kyoMki isa avasthA meM jJAna pratyakSa rUpa se prApta hotA hai- iMdriyoM ko prayukta kie binA hii| tajja: sNskaarounysNskaarprtibndhii|| 42 /// jo pratyekSa bodha nirvicAra samAdhi meM upalabdha hotA hai, vaha sabhI sAmAnya bodha saMvedanAoM ke pAra kA hotA hai-pragAr3hatA meM bhI aura vistIrNatA meM bhii| tasyApi nirodhe sarvanirodhAnnirbIja: smaadhiH|| 43 / / jaba sAre niyaMtraNa pAra kara liyA jAtA hai, to nirbIja samAdhi phalita hotI hai aura usake sAtha hI upalabdha hotI hai-jIvana-mRtyu se mukti|
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________________ jJAna : apratyakSa hotA hai, samyaka anubhUti pratyakSa hotI hai| jJAna AtA hai bahuta sAreM mAdhyamoM dvArA; vaha vizvasanIya nahIM hotA hai| samyaka anubhUti pratyakSa hotI hai, binA kisI mAdhyama ke kevala samyaka anubhUti bharose kI ho sakatI hai| isa bheda ko yAda rakha lenA hai| jJAna to aisA hai jaise ki jaba koI saMdezavAhaka AtA ho aura kucha kahatA ho tumase ho sakatA hai saMdezavAhaka ne kucha galata samajha liyA hogA saMdeza, ho sakatA hai saMdezavAhaka ne saMdeza meM kucha apane se jor3a diyA ho, saMdeza vAhaka ne zAyada kucha haTA diyA ho saMdeza meM se, saMdezavAhaka zAyada bhUla gayA ho saMdeza kI koI bAta; saMdezavAhaka ne zAyada koI apanI hI vyAkhyA jor3a dI ho usameM; yA phira zAyada saMdezavAhaka ekadama cAlAka ho aura bhramapUrNa ho| aura tumheM vizvAsa karanA par3atA hai saMdezavAhaka pr| saMdeza ke srota taka tumhArI koI sIdhI pahuMca nahIM hotI hai - yaha hotA hai jJAna jJAna bharose kA nahIM hotA hai| kevala eka hI saMdezavAhaka nahIM jur3A hotA hai jAna ke sAtha, balki cAracAra jur3e hote haiN| AdamI bahuta sAre baMda dvAroM ke pIche kaida rahatA hai| pahale to jJAna AtA hai jAneMdriyoM taka, phira jAneMdriyA use vahana karatIM nAr3I taMtra dvArA, vaha pahuMca jAtA hai mastiSka taka, phira mastiSka use pahuMcA detA hai mana taka, aura mana use pahuMcA detA hai tuma taka, cetanA tk| yaha eka bar3I prakriyA hotI hai, aura tumhAre pAsa jJAna ke srota taka koI sIdhI pahuMca hai nhiiN| aisA huA ki dvitIya mahAyuddha meM, eka sipAhI ke paira aura usakI uMgaliyoM meM bahuta gaharI coTa AyI thI, aura paira ke aMgUThe meM bahuta gahana pIr3A thI itanI jyAdA thI pIr3A ki vaha sipAhI behoza ho gyaa| zalya - cikitsakoM ne pUrI TAMga kA Aparezana karane kA nizcaya kiyaa| vaha itanI TUTa-phUTa gayI thI ki use bacAyA nahIM jA sakatA thA, isalie unhoMne use kATa diyaa| sipAhI behoza thA isalie use bilakula patA hI nahIM calA ki kyA huaa| agalI subaha jaba sipAhI ko hoza AyA, to phira usane apane paira ke aMgUThe ke darda ke bAre meM zikAyata kii| aba jaba ki TAMga rahI hI nahIM, jaba aMgUThe sahita pUrI TAMga hI kATa dI gaI thI, to yaha bAta betukI huii| usa aMgUThe meM kaise darda banA raha sakatA hai, jo hai hI nahIM? narsa haMsa par3I aura bolI, 'tuma kalpanA kara rahe ho yA tumheM bhrama ho rahA hai|' usane cAdara utAra dI usakI, aura dikhA diyA sipAhI ko ki usakI pUrI TAMga nikAla dI gayI hai, isalie aba paira ke aMgUThe meM koI darda nahIM banA raha sakatA, kyoMki paira kA hI astitva nahIM hai| lekina sipAhI ar3A rahA apanI bAta para vaha bolA, 'maiM dekha sakatA hUM ki TAMga hai hI nahIM aura maiM samajha sakatA hUM tumhAre mana kA vicAra meM betukA laga rahA hUM lekina maiM phira bhI kahatA hUM ki darda bahuta teja hai aura baradAzta ke bAhara hai|"
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________________ DAkTaroM ko bulAyA gayA; zalya-cikitsakoM ne Apasa meM salAha-mazavirA kiyaa| yaha to bilakula hI betukI bAta thii| mana koI cAlAkI cala rahA thaa| lekina jo ghaTa rahA thA use unhoMne samajhane kI koziza kii| taba sAre zarIra kA eksa-re phoTo liyA, aura jisa bAta taka ve pahuMce, vaha yaha thI : jo nAr3I paira ke aMgUThe ke darda kA saMdeza vahana karatI rahI thI vaha abhI bhI use vahana kara rahI thii| vaha usI DhaMga se kAMpa rahI thI, jaise ki use taba kApanA cAhie, yadi vahA aMgUThA hotA aura usameM darda hotaa| aura jaba nAr3I pahuMcA detI hai saMdeza to nissaMdeha mastiSka ko usa saMketa kA artha karanA hotA hai| mastiSka ke pAsa koI tarIkA nahIM hai isakI jAMca karane kA ki nAr3I sahI saMdeza vahana kara rahI hai yA galata saMdeza, vAstavika saMdeza, yA ki avAstavika sNdesh| mastiSka bAhara nahIM A sakatA aura nAr3I ko niyaMtrita nahIM kara sktaa| mastiSka ko nirbhara rahanA par3atA hai nAr3I para, aura mastiSka usa saMketa kA artha karatA hai mana ke saamne| to aba mana ke pAsa koI tarIkA nahIM hotA mastiSka ko jAMcane kaa| vyakti ko to basa vizvAsa kara lenA hotA hai nala pr| aura mana jJAna ko pahuMcAtA hai cetanA tk| aba cetanA pIr3ita hotI hai usa paira ke aMgUThe ke lie jo vidayamAna hI nahIM hotaa| ise hI hiMdU kahate haiM 'mAyA'|'saMsAra astitva nahIM rakhatA hai', hiMdU kahate haiM, aura tuma bhayaMkara rUpa se pIr3A bhoga rahe ho| usa cIja ke lie pIr3ita ho rahe ho, jisakA ki astitva hI nahIM!' aise hI kriyAnvita hotI hai jJAna kI yNtr-prkriyaa| isa prakriyA meM yaha bahuta kaThina hotA hai kahIM jAMca karanA jaba taka ki tuma svayaM meM se bAhara na A skii| mana aisA nahIM kara sakatA, kyoMki mana zarIra ke bAhara astitva nahIM rakha sakatA hai| use mastiSka para nirbhara rahanA par3atA hai, vaha mastiSka meM hI baddhamUla hotA hai| mastiSka aisA nahIM kara sakatA kyoMki mastiSka kI jar3eM jur3I hotI haiM pUre snAyutaMtra se| vaha bAhara nahIM A sktaa| kevala eka jagaha saMbhAvanA hotI hai jAMcane-parakhane kI, aura vaha hotI hai caitanya meN| caitanya zarIra meM baddhamUla nahIM hai; zarIra to kevala eka nAva hai| jaise ki tuma apane ghara ke bAhara Ate ho aura bhItara jAte ho, isI taraha caitanya ghara ke bAhara A sakatA hai aura bhItara jA sakatA hai| kevala caitanya isa sAre racanA-taMtroM ke bAhara jA sakatA hai aura cIjoM ko jo ghaTa rahA hai, use dekha-jAna sakatA hai| nirvicAra samAdhi meM aisA ghaTatA hai| vicAra samApta ho jAte haiN| mana aura cetanA ke bIca kA saMparka kaTa jAtA hai, kyoMki vicAra hI hotA hai sNprk| vicAra ke bagaira tumhAre pAsa koI mana nahIM hotA, aura jaba tumhAre pAsa koI mana nahIM hotA, to mastiSka ke sAtha saMparka TUTa jAtA hai| jaba tumhAre pAsa mana nahIM hotA, aura mastiSka ke sAtha kA saMparka TUTa cukA hotA hai, to snAyu-taMtra ke sAtha saMparka bhI TUTa cukA hotA hai| tumhArI cetanA aba bAhara aura bhItara pravAhita ho sakatI hai| sAre dvAra khule hote haiN| nirvicAra samAdhi meM, jaba sAre vicAra samApta ho jAte haiM, taba cetanA gatimAna hone aura pravAhita hone ke lie svataMtra hotI hai| vaha binA jar3oM ke, gRhavihIna bAdala kI bhAMti ho jAtI hai, vaha usa racanAtaMtra
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________________ se mukta ho jAtI hai jisake sAtha tuma jIe hote ho| vaha bAhara A sakatI hai, vaha bhItara jA sakatI hai, usake mArga para koI rukAvaTa nahIM hai| aba pratyakSa jJAna saMbhava ho jAtA hai| pratyakSa jJAna hai samyaka anubhuuti| aba tuma sIdhe dekha sakate ho| jJAna ke srota aura tumhAre bIca binA kisI saMdezavAhaka ke tuma sIdhe dekha sakate ho| yaha eka bar3I jabaradasta ghaTanA hotI hai, jaba tamhArI cetanA bAhara A jAtI hai aura eka phala ko dekhatI hai| tama usakI kalpanA nahIM: kara sakate, kyoMki vaha kalpanA kA hissA hI nhiiN| tuma vizvAsa nahIM kara sakate ki kyA ghaTatA hai! jaba cetanA sIdhe hI phUla ko dekha sakatI hai, to pahalI bAra phUla ko jAnA jAtA hai, aura kevala phUla ko hI nahIM, phUla ke dvArA saMpUrNa astitva ko jAna liyA jAtA hai| eka choTe -se patthara meM samagra astitva chipA huA hai; havA meM nAcate hue eka choTe -se patte meM, pUrI sRSTi nRtya karatI hai| sar3aka ke kinAre ke 'choTe -se phUla meM, saMpUrNa sRSTi kI musakAna hotI hai| jaba tuma apanI iMdriyoM kI kaida ke bAhara Ate ho snAyu -taMtra ke bAhara, mastiSka ke, mana ke, paratadara-parata dIvAroM ke bAhara, to acAnaka vyakti tirohita ho jAte haiN| lAkhoM AkAroM meM eka bar3I vizAla UrjA hai, aura pratyeka AkAra saMketa kara rahA hai nirAkAra kI tarapha, pratyeka AkAra pighala rahA hai aura ghulamila rahA hai dUsare AkAra meM-sva vizAla sAgara hai nirAkAra sauMdarya kA, satya kA, zubha kaa| hiMdU use kahate haiM, satyaM zivaM suMdara aura sat -cit - AnaMda : jo ki hai, jo ki suMdara hai, jo ki zubha hai; jo hai, jo caitanya hai, jo AnaMdamaya hai| yaha eka sIdhA bodha :'hotA hai, aparokSAnubhUti, pratyakSa jnyaan| anyathA, tumhArA sArA jJAna apratyakSa hotA hai| vaha nirbhara karatA hai saMdezavAhakoM para jo ki bahuta vasanIya nahIM hote -ho nahIM skte| unakA svabhAva hI bharose kA nahIM hotA hai| kyoM? tumhArA hAtha kisI cIja kA sparza karatA hai, hAtha eka acetana cIja hai| bilakula prAraMbha se hI tumhAre mana kA acetana bhAga saMdeza grahaNa karatA hai| cetanA to pIche chipI hai, lekina dvAra para eka jar3a nAsamajha baiThA hai, aura vaha nAsamajha saMdeza le letA hai| svAgata kakSa meM eka jar3a nAsamajha baiThA hai! hAtha ko bodha nahIM aura hAtha chU letA hai kisI cIja ko aura grahaNa kara letA hai saMdeza ko| aba snAyuoM dvArA saMdeza yAtrA karatA hai| snAyu bodhamaya nahIM hote haiM, unake pAsa koI samajha nahIM hotI hai| to aba, eka nAsamajha se dUsare nAsamajha taka calA jAtA hai sNdesh| pahale jar3a nAsamajha se dUsare jar3a nAsamajha taka calA jAtA hai sNdesh| pahale jar3a nAsamajha se dUsare jar3a nAsamajha taka jarUra bahuta kucha badala jAtA hai| pahalI bAta: koI jar3a nAsamajha sau pratizata saca nahIM ho sakatA hai, kyoMki vaha samajha nahIM sakatA hai| samajha vahA hotI hI nhiiN| hAtha buddhirahita hotA hai, buddhivihiin| vaha kArya ko yAMtrika rUpa se vahana karatA hai, yaMtra -mAnava kI bhaaNti| saMdeza pahuMcA diyA jAtA hai, lekina bahuta kucha to pahale se hI badala jAtA hai| snAyu use mastiSka taka le jAte haiM aura mastiSka usakA artha karatA hai| aura mastiSka kI bhI koI bahuta samajha nahIM hai kyoMki mastiSka zarIra kA hI hissA hotA hai; vaha hAtha kA dUsarA chora hotA hai|
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________________ yadi tuma zarIra vijJAna ke bAre meM - kucha jAnate ho, to tuma jarUra jAnate hoge ki dAyAM hAtha jur3A hotA mastiSka ke bAeM bhAga se aura bAyAM hAtha jur3A hotA hai mastiSka ke dAeM Adhe bhAga se| tumhAre do hAtha do grahaNakArI chora haiM mastiSka ke| ve mastiSka kI ora se kArya karate haiM; ve vistArita mastiSka haiN| tumhArA dAyAM hAtha saMdeza le jAtA hai bAeM mastiSka kI ora, tumhArA bAyAM hAtha le jAtA hai dAeM mastiSka kI ora mastiSka bhI sajaga nahIM hotaa| mastiSka hotA hai kaMpyUTara kI bhAMti koI cIja dI jAtI hai use, vaha usakA artha nikAlatA hai| vaha eka racanAtaMtra hai| kabhI na kabhI hama banA pAyeMge plAsTika ke mastiSka, kyoMki ve saste hoMge aura ve jyAdA TikAU hoNge| ve kama musIbata khar3I kareMge aura unheM bar3I AsAnI se paricAlita kiyA jA sakatA hai| hisse badale jA sakate haiN| tuma sadA atirikta hisse bhI rakha sakate ho tumhAre sAtha / mastiSka eka racanAtaMtra hai, aura kaMpyUTaroM ke AviSkAra dvArA yaha bAta pUrI taraha spaSTa ho cukI hai ki mastiSka eka yaMtra - racanA hai| mastiSka sUcanA ekatrita karatA hai, usake artha karatA hai, aura mana ko saMdeza de detA hai| usameM koI samajha nahIM hotii| tumhAre mana ke pAsa thor3I samajha hai, aura bahuta thor3I hai vaha bhii| aisA hai kyoMki tumhArA mana sajaga nahIM / tumhArA hAtha yAMtrika hai; tumhArA mastiSka yAMtrika hai, tumhArA snAyu - taMtra yAtrika hai, aura tumhArA mana soyA huA hai, jaise ki madahoza ho| isalie saMdeza pahuMcatA hai eka nAsamajha se dUsare nAsamajha taka, aura aMtataH saMdeza pahuMca jAtA hai madahoza taka gurajiepha apane ziSyoM ke lie bar3e bhoja Ayojita kiyA karatA thA, aura pahalA TosTa sadA nAsamajhoM ke lie hotA thaa| ye hI haiM jar3a nAsamajha aura phira yaha AdhA soyA, AdhA jAgA madahoza isakI vyAkhyA kara detA hai atIta ke anusAra kyoMki dUsarA koI rAstA nhiiN| mana vartamAna kI vyAkhyA karatA hai atIta ke anusAra hara cIja galata ho jAtI hai, kyoMki vartamAna sadA nayA hotA hai, aura mana sadA purAnA hotA hai| lekina dUsarA koI rAstA nahIM; mana kucha aura kara nahIM sktaa| usane atIta meM bahuta sArA jAna ikaTThA kara liyA hai inhIM jar3a nAsamajhoM ke dvArA, jo nitAMta avizvasanIya haiN| aura vaha atIta lAyA jAtA hai vartamAna taka, aura vartamAna ko samajhA jAtA hai atIta ke dvArA hara cIja galata par3a jAtI hai| lagabhaga asaMbhava hai isa prakriyA dvArA kisI cIja ko smjhnaa| isalie isa prakriyA dvArA jo sArA saMsAra jAnA jAtA hai, hiMdU use kahate haiM, mAyA - svapna sadRza bhrama aisA hai ki abhI tumane satya ko jAnA nhiiN| ye cAra saMdezavAhaka tumheM jAnane na deMge, aura tuma jAnate nahIM ki ina saMdezavAhakoM se kaise bacA jAe yA ki khule meM kaise AyA jaae| sthiti aisI hai jaise ki tuma eka aMdherI koTharI meM baMda ho, aura tuma bAhara dekha rahe ho cAbI ke eka choTe se chidra dvArA aura vaha chidra niSkriya nahIM, chidra sakriya hai vaha vyAkhyA karatA hai| vaha kahatA hai, nahIM, tuma galata ho; yaha usa taraha se nahIM hai, yaha isa taraha se hai| tumhArA hAtha vyAkhyA karatA hai, tumhAre snAyu taMtra vyAkhyA karate haiM, tumhArA mastiSka vyAkhyA karatA hai, aura aMta meM eka madahoza mana vyAkhyA karatA hai| vaha -
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________________ vyAkhyA tumheM de dI jAtI hai aura tuma usa vyAkhyA dvArA jIte ho| yaha hotI hai ajJAnI mana na jAge kI avasthA / avasthA, nirvicAra samAdhi meM, yaha sArI avasthA bikhara jAtI hai| acAnaka tuma isa racanAtaMtra ke bAhara ho jAte ho tuma isa para bharosA nahIM karate, tuma bilakula girA hI dete ho sArI yaMtra prakriyA tuma sIdhe A jAte ho jJAna ke srota taka tuma sIdhe hI dekhate ho phUla ko / yaha saMbhava hotA hai| yaha saMbhava hotA hai kevala dhyAna kI uccatama avasthA meM, nirvicAra meM, jaba ki vicAra samApta ho jAte haiN| vicAra hI haiM saMparka / jaba vicAra samApta ho jAte haiM, taba sArI yaMtra - prakriyA samApta ho jAtI hai aura tuma alaga hue hote ho| akasmAta aba tuma kaida meM na rhe| tuma chidra dvArA nahIM dekha rahe hote| tuma khule AkAza ke saMsAra meM A pahuMce ho| tuma cIjoM ko vaisA hI dekhate ho jaisI ki ve haiN| aura tuma dekhoge ki cIjeM astitva nahIM rakhatIM, ve tumhArI vyAkhyAeM hI thIM kevala jIvaMta satAeM rakhatI haiM astitv| saMsAra meM cIjeM nahIM haiN| eka caTTAna bhI prANamayI hai| cAhe kitanI hI gaharI soyI ho, kharrATe bhara rahI ho, caTTAna prANamayI hotI hai, kyoMki parama srota prANavAna hai| isake sAre hisse prANavAna haiM, AtmavAna haiN| vRkSa eka prANavAna sattA hai, pakSI eka prANavAna sattA hai, caTTAna eka prANavAna sattA hai| akasmAta cIjoM kA saMsAra tirohita ho jAtA hai| 'cIja vyAkhyA hai ina jar3a nAsamajhoM kI aura naze meM DUbe mana kI isa prakriyA ke kAraNa hara cIja dhuMdhalI ho jAtI hai| isa prakriyA ke kAraNa kevala sataha sparzita hotI hai| isa prakriyA ke kAraNa tuma satya ko cUka jAte ho, tuma jIte ho eka svapna meN| isa taraha se tuma eka svapna nirmita kara sakate ho| jarA koziza karanA kisI dina / tumhArI patnI so rahI hotI haiM yA tumhArA pati so rahA hotA hai yA ki tumhArA baccA- jarA soe hue vyakti ke pairoM para barpha kA Tukar3A mala denaa| thor3A sA hI karanA aisA, bahuta jyAdA nahIM, anyathA vaha jAga jaaegaa| thor3I dera hI karanA aisA aura use haTA lenaa| turaMta tuma dekhoge ki palakoM ke tale kI AMkheM tejI se gatimAna ho rahI haiM, jise manasvida kahate haiM- 'Ara I ema - repiDa AI mUvameMTa, AMkhoM kI tejagati / jaba AMkheM tejI se gatimAna ho rahI hotI haiM, taba svapna zurU ho cukA hotA hai| vyakti koI cIja dekha rahA hotA hai aura isIlie AMkheM itanI tejI se gatimAna ho rahI hotI haiN| phira svapna ke madhya meM hI, jagAnA usa vyakti ko aura pUchanA ki usane kyA dekhA yA to usane dekhA hogA ki vaha eka nadI meM se gujara rahA thA jo ki bahuta ThaMDI hai, barpha jaisI ThaMDI, yA phira vaha cala rahA thA: barpha para, yA vaha pahuMca cukA hai gaurIzaMkara para vaha kucha isI taraha kA svapna dekhegA aura tumane nirmita kiyA thA svapna, kyoMki tumane dhokhA diyA pahale jar3a nAsamajha ko, zarIra ko tuma pairoM ko chUte ho barpha dvArA, turaMta vaha pahalA jar3a mUr3ha kAma karane lagatA hai, dUsare jar3a mUr3ha snAyutaMtra ne saMdeza de diyA, tIsarA mUr3ha jar3a
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________________ mastiSka usake artha kara detA hai| aura cauthA vaha madahoza mana-jo ki soyA-soyA huA hai, turaMta svapna kI zuruAta kara detA hai! tuma sapanoM ko nirmita kara sakate ho| tuma anajAne meM bahuta bAra nirmita karate ho unheN| tumhAre donoM hAtha tumhAre hRdaya para hote haiM aura tuma leTe hue hote ho tumhAre bistara para, aura tuma anubhava karate ho ki koI tumhArI chAtI para baiThA huA hai, koI bhImakAya rAkSasa! jaba tuma apanI AMkheM kholate ho, to koI nahIM hotA hai vahAM, tumhAre apane hI hAtha hote haiM, yA phira takiyA hotA hai| yahI kucha ghaTa rahA hotA hai, jaba ki tuma jAge hue hote ho| isase kucha aMtara nahIM par3atA, kyoMki sArI racanA -prakriyA vaisI hI hotI hai| cAhe AMkheM khulI hoM yA baMda hoM, isase kucha aMtara nahIM par3atA, kyoMki prakriyA para koI niyaMtraNa nahIM ho sktaa| yadi tuma niyaMtraNa karanA bhI cAho to tumheM sArI prakriyA meM se hI gujaranA pdd'egaa| kaise tuma niyaMtraNa kara sakate ho jaba taka ki tuma bAhara na A sakI aura dekha na sako ki kyA ghaTa rahA hai? yaha saMbhAvanA AdhyAtmikatA kA saMpUrNa saMsAra hotI hai ki aMtima, cetanA bAhara A sakatI hai| sAre racanA-taMtra ko girA denA, cIja ko sIdhe dekhanA, aura 'cIjeM tirohita ho jAtI haiN| isIlie hiMdU kahate haiM ki yaha saMsAra satya nahIM hai aura saccI samajha vAle ke lie yaha tirohita ho jAtA hai| aisA nahIM hai ki caTTAneM vahAM nahIM hoMgI aura vRkSa vahA nahIM hoNge| ve hoMge vahAM -kucha jyAdA hI hoNge| lekina ve aba vRkSa na raheMge, caTTAneM na raheMgI-ve hoMge prANamaya astitv| tumhArA mana prANiyoM ko cIjoM meM badala detA hai : tumhArI patnI eka cIja ho jAtI hai istemAla karane kI, tumhArA pati eka adhikAra jamAne kI cIja ho jAtA hai; tumhArA sevaka eka cIja ho jAtA zoSita karane kI, tumhArA bIsa eka cIja ho jAtA hai dhokhA dene ke lie| isa sArI mUr3hatA - bharI prakriyA ke kAraNa, mana pratyeka caitanya prANI ko badala detA hai cIja meN| jaba tuma mana ke bAhara A jAte ho aura khule AkAza tale dekhate ho, to akasmAta koI jar3a cIja nahIM hotii| jar3a cIja-pana tirohita ho jAtA hai| jaba vicAra gira jAte haiM, to girane kI dUsarI cIja hotI hai-vastuoM kA jddpn| acAnaka sArA saMsAra prANiyoM ke astitva se bhara jAtA hai -suMdara prANa -sattAeM, parama jIvaMta sttaaeN| kyoMki ve sabhI bhAga lete haiM paramAtmA ke parama astitva meN| vyAkhyAeM tirohita ho jAtI haiM -tuma alaga nahIM ho skte| sAre vibhAjana astitva rakhate the racanA -taMtra ke kaarnn| acAnaka tuma eka vRkSa ko dharatI meM se umagate dekhate ho, alaga nahIM, AkAza se milate hue-alaga nhiiN| hara cIja eka sAtha jur3I hotI hai, hara koI aMza hotA hara dUsare kaa| sArA saMsAra cetanA kI eka bunAvaTa bana jAtA, bhItara se pradIpta huI lAkhoM -lAkhoM prajvalita cetanAoM kI eka bnaavtt| hara ghara prakAzamAna hotaa| zarIra tirohita ho jAte
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________________ haiM, kyoMki zarIra saMbaMdha rakhate haiM cIjoM ke saMsAra se| AkAra hote haiM vahAM, lekina aba ve bhautika na rhe| ve AkAra hote haiM calatI sakriya UrjA ke, aura ve badalate rahate haiN| aisA hI ghaTa rahA hai| tuma bacce the, aba tuma yuvA ho, aba tuma vRddha ho| ghaTa kyA rahA hai -tumhAre pAsa nizcita AkAra nahIM hai| AkAra niraMtara gatimAna haiM aura badala rahe haiN| eka baccA eka yuvA vyakti bana rahA hai, yuvA vyakti vRddha bana rahA hai, vRddha mRtyu meM jA rahA hai| taba tuma acAnaka dekhate ho ki janma, janma nahIM hai, mRtyu nahIM hai mRtyu| parivartita ho rahe AkAra haiM, aura nirAkAra usI taraha banA rahatA hai| tuma dekha sakate ho ki Alokita AkAravihInatA sadA vaisI hI banI rahatI hai, lAkhoM AkAroM ke bIca sarakate hue parivartita ho rahI hotI hai, phira bhI parivartita nahIM ho rahI hotI, bar3ha rahI hotI hai, phira bhI nahIM bar3ha rahI hotI; hara dUsarI cIja bana rahI hotI, phira bhI vaisI hI banI rahatI hai| aura yahI hotA hai sauMdarya aura rhsy| to jIvana eka hai-eka vizAla jiivn-saagr| taba tuma nahIM dekhate jIvita prANiyoM ko, aura mRta prANiyoM ko| nhiiN| kyoMki mRtyu astitva hI nahIM rkhtii| aisA hotA hai jar3a racanAtaMtra ke kAraNa, galata vyAkhyA ke kaarnn| na to janma kA astitva hotA hai aura na hI mRtyu kaa| jo ki astitva rakhatA hai vaha hai janmavihIna aura mRtyuvihIna, vaha zAzvata hai| aisA hI dikhatA hai yaha saba, jaba tuma mana ke bAhara Ate ho| aba pataMjali ke sUtroM meM praveza karane kA prayatna kro| nirvicAra samAdhi kI avasthA meM viSaya-vastu kI anubhUti hotI hai usake pUre pariprekSya meM kyoMki isa avasthA meM jJAna pratyakSa rUpa se prApta hotA hai iMdriyoM ko prayukta kie binA hii| jaba iMdriyoM kA prayoga nahIM hotA, jaba AkAza ko dekhane ke lie choTe se chidra kA prayoga nahIM kiyA jAtA.. kyoMki chidra AkAza ko apanA DhAMcA degA aura hara cIja naSTa kara degA-AkAza usa chidra se jyAdA bar3A nahIM hogA, vaha ho nahIM sktaa| kaise tumhArA pariprekSya jyAdA bar3A ho sakatA hai tumhArI AMkhoM se? kaise tumhArA sparza jyAdA bar3A ho sakatA hai tumhAre hAthoM se? aura kaise dhvani jyAdA gahana ho sakatI hai tumhAre kAnoM se? asaMbhava! AMkheM, kAna aura nAka chidra haiN| unake dvArA tuma dekha rahe hote ho satya ko| aura akasmAta nirvicAra meM tuma svayaM meM se bAhara kUda jAte ho| pahalI bAra vaha vizAlatA, vaha asImatA jAnI jAtI hai| aba pUrA pariprekSya upalabdha ho jAtA hai| AraMbha nahIM hotA hai vahA, aMta nahIM hotA hai vhaaN| astitva meM kahIM koI sImAeM nhiiN| vaha asIma hotA hai| koI sImA nahIM hotii| sArI sImA tumhArI iMdriyoM se saMbaMdhita hotI hai| vaha iMdriyoM dvArA dI jAtI hai| astitva svayaM asIma hai, sArI dizAoM meM tuma calate aura calate cale jAte ho| usakA koI aMta nahIM hotaa|
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________________ jaba saMpUrNa pariprekSya upalabdha ho jAtA hai, taba pahalI bAra sUkSmatama ahaMkAra jo ki aba taka tumase cipakA huA thA, tirohita ho jAtA hai| kyoMki astitva bahuta vizAla hai-kaise tuma choTe-se vyartha ke ahaMkAra se cipake raha sakate ho? aisA huA ki eka bahuta bar3A ahaMkArI, bahuta dhanI vyakti, eka rAjanetA sukarAta ke pAsa gyaa| usake pAsa ethensa kA, vAstava meM, sAre yUnAna kA hI sabase bar3A, sabase suMdara mahala thaa| aura tuma dekha sakate ho jaba eka ahaMkArI calatA hai, jaba eka ahaMkArI kucha bolatA hai, tuma dekha sakate ho ki ahaMkAra vahAM sadA hI hotA hai, hara cIja meM ghulA-milA huaa| vaha calA AyA thA daMbhI DhaMga se hii| vaha pahuMcA sukarAta ke pAsa aura daMbhapUrNa DhaMga se bolane lagA usse| sukarAta bAta karatA rahA kucha dera taka aura phira vaha bolA, 'jarA tthhro| abhI pahale to eka jarUrI bAta hai jise sulajhAnA hai, phira hama bAta kreNge|' usane apane ziSya se saMsAra kA nakzA lAne ko khaaN| vaha dhanapati, rAjanetA, ahaMkArI samajha nahIM sakA ki acAnaka yaha kisa prakAra kI bar3I AvazyakatA uTha khar3I huI, aura vaha nahIM samajha sakA ki saMsAra kA nakzA lAne meM kyA artha hai| lekina jaldI hI vaha jAna: gayA ki artha thA usmeN| sukarAta ne pUchA, 'saMsAra ke isa bar3e nakze meM yUnAna kahAM hai? - eka choTI-sI jgh| ethensa kahAM hai? - eka biMdu maatr|' phira sukarAta pUchane lagA, 'kahAM hai tumhArA mahala aura kahAM ho tuma? aura yaha nakzA hai kevala pRthvI kA hI, aura pRthvI to kucha bhI nhiiN| sUrya ATha gunA jyAdA bar3A hai aura hamArA sUrya to sAmAnya sUrya hai| lAkhoM gunA jyAdA bar3e sUrya haiM brahmADa meN| kahAM hogI hamArI pRthvI yadi hama apane saura-maMDala kA nakzA banAeM to? aura hamArA saura -maMDala to bahata sAmAnya saura maMDala hai| lAkhoM saura maMDala haiN| kahAM hogI hamArI pRthvI yadi hama usa AkAza-gaMgA (gaileksI) kA nakzA banAeM jisase ki hama saMbaMdhita haiM? lAkhoM -lAkhoM AkAza-gaMgAeM haiN| kahAM hogA hamArA saura-maMDala? kyA sthAna hogA hamAre sUrya kA?' aura aba vaijJAnika kahate ki koI aMta hI nahIM-gaileksiyoM ke pIche gaileksiyAM banI haI haiM, jahAM kahIM hama sarakate, vahAM koI aMta nahIM jAna par3atA hai| itanI vizAlatA meM, kaise tuma cipake raha sakate ho ahaMkAra se? vaha to ekadama tirohita ho jAtA hai subaha kI osa kI bhAMti, jaba sUryodaya hotA hai| jaba vizAlatA udita hotI hai aura pariprekSya samagra ho jAtA hai, to tumhArA ahaMkAra bilakula tirohita ho jAtA hai osa -kaNa kI bhaaNti| yaha to utanA bhI bar3A nahIM hotaa| yaha jar3a mUr3ha saMdezavAhakoM meM se kisI eka ke dvArA dI huI eka bhrAMta dhAraNA hI hotI hai| tumhArI iMdriyoM ke choTe chidra ke kAraNa, tulanA meM tuma bahuta bar3e jAna par3ate ho| jaba tuma bAhara A jAte ho AkAza ke nIce, to akasmAta ahaMkAra tirohita ho jAtA hai| vaha eka nirmANa thA kisI chidra kA, kyoMki bahuta choTA thA chidra, aura chidra dvArA sArA saMsAra bahuta choTA ho jAtA hai| tuma bahuta bar3e hote ho usake piiche| AkAza ke nIce vaha bilakula miTa hI jAtA hai|
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________________ sukarAta ne kahA thA, 'kahAM hai tumhArA mahala isa nakze meM? kahAM ho tuma?' vaha AdamI samajha sakatA thA bAta, to bhI vaha pUchane lagA, 'bar3I jarUrata kyA thI isa bAta kI?' sukarAta bolA, 'bahuta jarUrata thI, kyoMki ise samajhe binA kisI saMvAda kI koI saMbhAvanA nhiiN| tuma merA samaya aura apanA samaya vyartha krte| aba yadi tumane sAra ko samajha liyA ho, to saMbhAvanA hai saMvAda kii| tuma eka ora rakha sakate ho isa ahaMkAra ko, isakA kucha artha nhiiN|' vizAla AkAza ke nIce tumhArA ahaMkAra bilakula asaMgata ho jAtA hai| vaha apane se hI gira jAtA hai| ise girAne kI bAta taka bhI mUr3hatA jAna par3atI hai, yaha usake yogya bhI nahIM hai| jaba pariprekSya pUrA hotA hai, tuma tirohita ho jAte ho| yaha bAta samajha lenI hai| tuma ho kyoMki pariprekSya saMkucita hai| jitanA jyAdA saMkucita hotA hai pariprekSya, utanA bar3A hotA hai ahNkaar| binA pariprekSya ke to saMpUrNa ahaMkAra kA astitva banA rahatA hai| jaba pariprekSya vikasita hotA hai, ahaMkAra choTA aura choTA hotA calA jAtA hai| jaba pariprekSya saMpUrNa hotA hai, to ahaMkAra bilakula milatA hI nhiiN| yahAM merI pUrI koziza yahI hai-pariprekSya ko itanA saMpUrNa banA denA ki ahaMkAra tirohita ho jaae| isIlie bahuta sArI dizAoM se maiM tumhAre mana kI dIvAra para coTa kie calA jAtA huuN| kama se kama kucha aura vAtAyana banAe jA sakate haiM prAraMbha meN| buddha ke dvArA eka nayA vAtAyana khulatA hai, pataMjali ke dvArA eka dUsarA, tilopA ke dvArA phira eka aur| yahI kucha kara rahA hUM maiN| maiM nahIM cAhatA tuma badadha ke anayAyI ho jAo, tilopA ke yA pataMjali ke anayAyI ho jaao| nhiiN| kyoMki eka anuyAyI ke pAsa jyAdA bar3A pariprekSya kabhI nahIM ho sakatA hai -usakA siddhAta usakA choTA -sA jharokhA hotA hai| itane sAre dRSTikoNoM ke bAre meM bolate hue, kyA karane kI koziza kara rahA hUM maiM? maiM itanA hI karane kI koziza kara rahA hUM -tumheM jyAdA bar3A pariprekSya dene kI, dIvAroM meM bahuta sAre jharokhA banAne kii| tuma dekha sakate ho pUraba kI tarapha aura tuma dekha sakate ho pazcima kI tarapha, tuma dakSiNa kI tarapha dekha sakate ho aura tuma uttara kI tarapha dekha sakate ho, taba, pUraba kI ora dekhate hue, tuma nahIM kahate ki, 'yahI hai ekamAtra dishaa|' tuma jAnate ho dUsarI dizAeM haiN| pUraba kI ora dekhate hue tuma nahIM kahate, 'yahI hai ekamAtra saccA dharma -siddhAMta', kyoMki taba pariprekSya saMkucita ho jAtA hai| maiM satya ke itane sAre siddhAMto kI bAta kaha rahA hUM ra tAki tuma mukta ho sakI sArI dizAoM se aura siddhAMto se| svataMtratA AtI hai samajha dvaaraa| jitanI jyAdA tumhArI samajha hotI hai, utane jyAdA tuma svataMtra hote ho| aura kabhI na kabhI jaba tuma jAna jAte ho bahuta se vAtAyanoM dvArA ki tumhArA purAnA vAtAyana bilakula purAnA par3a gayA hai, kucha jyAdA artha nahIM rakhatA, taba eka aMtaHpreraNA tumameM uThane lagatI hai ki kyA ghaTatA hogA yadi tuma tor3a dete ho ina sArI dIvAroM ko aura bAhara bhAga khar3e hote ho? eka hI nayA vAtAyana aura sArA pariprekSya badala jAtA hai! tuma jAna jAte ho una cIjoM ko jinheM tumane kabhI nahIM jAnA hotA hai| jinakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI hotI, jinakA svapna taka nahIM dekhA hotaa| kyA hogA
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________________ jaba sArI dIvAreM kho jAeMgI aura tuma sIdhe-sIdhe khule AkAza ke nIce satya ke Amane-sAmane hooge ! aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM 'khule AkAza ke nIce', to smaraNa rahe ki AkAza koI eka cIja nahIM, vaha ka cIja nahIM pana hai| vaha hara kahIM hai, to bhI tuma use nahIM pA sakate khiiN| vaha eka cIja nahI- pana hai| vaha mAtra eka vizAlatA hai| isIlie maiM kabhI nahIM kahatA ki 'paramAtmA vizAla hai|' paramAtmA vizAlatA hai| astitva vizAla nahIM, kyoMki vizAla astitva meM bhI sImAeM hoNgii| cAhe kitanA vizAla ho kahIM koI sImA jarUra hotI hai| astitva eka vizAlatA hai| yahI hai hiMduoM kI brahma kI avadhAraNA / brahma kA artha hotA hai vaha kucha jo vistIrNa hotA jAtA hai|' brahma zabda kA artha hI yaha hai ki jo vistAra pAtA jaae| vistIrNatA brahma hai| aMgrejI meM isake lie koI zabda nhiiN| tuma brahma ko paramAtmA nahIM kaha sakate, kyoMki paramAtmA to eka bahuta hI sImita avadhAraNA hai| brahma paramAtmA nahIM hai, isIlie bhArata meM hamAre pAsa eka Izvara kI avadhAraNA nahIM hai, balki bahuta IzvaroM kI hai| Izvara bahuta se haiM, brahma eka hai aura brahma se, isa zabda se, merA matalaba hai vizAlatA, vistIrNatA tuma use vyavasthita nahIM kara skte| yahI hotA hai artha jaba maiM kahatA hUM, AkAza ke nIce, khule AkAza ke nIce cAroM ora koI dIvAreM nahIM, satya kA koI siddhAta nahIM, iMdriyAM nahIM, vicAra nahIM, mana nahIM tuma bilakula bAhara hote ho yaMtra - racanA ke| pahalI bAra tuma nagna hote ho, satya ke aina sAmane hote ho| taba vahAM eka pUrA pariprekSya hotA hai, viSaya vastu ko anubhava kiyA jAtA hai, usake pUre pariprekSya meM aura viSaya kI pratIti usake pUre pariprekSya meM karane kA artha hotA hai ki viSaya bilakula kho jAtA hai aura eka vizAlatA bana jAtA hai yaha ho sakatI hai UrjA ke sakeMdrita hone kI bAta / - yaha bilakula aise hai, jaba ki tuma jAte ho aura dekhate ho kueM kI ora pAnI kI eka mAtrA vahAM hotI haiM kueM meM yadi pAnI tuma khIMcate ho bAhara to jyAdA pAnI bheja diyA jAtA hai chipe hue jala sroto dvArA tuma nahIM dekhate jala srota ko tuma pAnI bAhara lAe cale jAte ho aura nayA pAnI lagAtAra pravAhita ho rahA hotA hai| kuAM to mAtra eka chidra hai sAgara kA bahuta sAre chipe / - srota cAroM hue jalaora se pAnI -rana rahe haiN| yadi tuma praveza karate ho kueM meM, taba kuAM kucha nahIM hotA hai| vastuta: vahI jala -srota hI haiM cIjeM, vAstavika ciijeN| kuAM koI TaMkI nahIM, kyoMki TaMkI meM jala - srota hote nahIM / jala kA saMcita - bhaMDAra mRta hotA hai, kuAM jIvaMta hotA hai| saMcita jala bhaMDAra eka 'cIja' hotA hai, kuAM prANavAna hotA hai| yadi bar3ho jala srota ke sAtha, aura gahare utarI srota meM, to aMta meM tuma pahuMca jAoge sAgara tk| aura yadi tuma bar3hate ho saba srotoM ke sAtha, taba tamAma dizAoM se sAgara umar3a AyA hotA hai kueM meM vaha saba eka hai| -
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________________ yadi tuma dekho viSaya-vastu kI ora pUre pariprekSya ke sAtha, to viSaya apane hara hisse ke dvArA jur3A hotA hai aparisIma ke saath| usake binA vaha astitva nahIM rakha sakatA hai| koI viSaya, koI vastu svataMtra rUpa se astitva nahIM rakhatI hai| kahIM koI vyakti nahIM hotA hai| vyakti to mAtra eka vyAkhyA hai| hara 'tahIM, samaSTi astitva rakhatI hai| yadi tuma hisse ko banA lete ho samaSTi, taba tuma vibhrAMta ho jAte ho| na hI dRSTikoNa hotA hai ajJAna kaa| taba tuma hisse ko aise dekhate ho, jaise vaha saMpUrNatA ho| jaba tuma de rahate ho hisse kI tarapha aura saMpUrNa prakaTa ho jAtA hai usameM, to yaha dRSTikoNa hotA hai eka jAgrata cetanA kaa| nirvicAra samAdhi kI avasthA meM viSaya-vastu kI anubhUti hotI hai usake pUre pariprekSya meM kyoMki isa avasthA meM jJAna pratyakSa rUpa se prApta hotA hai iMdriyoM ko prayukta kie binA hii| mAdhyama prayukta nahIM hote| taba bahuta sArI nayI cIjeM akasmAta saMbhava ho jAtI haiN| ye nayI cIjeM hI hotI haiM siddhiyAM, shktiyaaN| jaba tumhArI koI nirbharatA nahIM rahatI iMdriyoM para, taba TelIpethI, dUra- zravaNa ekadama saMbhava ho jAtA hai| iMdriyoM ke kAraNa hI aisA hotA hai ki TelIpethI, dUrazravaNa saMbhava nahIM hotii| taba klairavaoNyansa, dUradRSTi bilakula saMbhava hotI hai| iMdriyoM ke kAraNa hI aisA hotA hai ki dUradRSTi saMbhava nahIM hotii| camatkAra sAdhAraNa ghaTanAoM jaise ho jAte haiN| tuma kisI ke vicAroM ko par3ha sakate ho, usake kahane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI, usake lie koI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI, use saMpreSita karane kii| pUre pariprekSya sahita, hara cIja udaghATita ho jAtI hai| sAre AvaraNa utara jAte haiN| aba aura AvaraNa na rahe, saMpUrNa satya tumhAre sAmane hotA hai| adRzya cIjoM ko Thosa mUrta rUpa denA saMbhava ho jAtA hai| jo kucha tuma karanA cAhate ho, vaha turaMta ghaTa jAtA hai| kucha karane kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| karane kI jarUrata thI to zarIra ke hI kaarnn| yahI matalaba hai lAots kA, jaba vaha kahatA hai, 'saMta rahatA hai niSkiyatA meM aura hara cIja ghaTatI hai|' binA usake kucha kie hI lAkhoM cIjeM ghaTatI haiM saMta ke cAroM or| vaha dekhatA hai tumhArI tarapha aura akasmAta vahAM maujUda ho jAtA hai ruupaaNtrnn| akasmAta tuma phira zarIra hI nahIM rhte| jaba vaha dekha rahA hotA hai tumhArI ora, tuma bana cuke hote ho cetnaa| nissaMdeha yaha bAta sthAyI nahIM banI raha sakatI tumhAre sAtha, kyoMki jaba usakI dRSTi dUra haTa jAtI hai, tuma phira zarIra hote ho| usake nikaTa hone bhara se hI tuma kisI ajJAta saMsAra ke nivAsI ho jAte ho| tumheM usake dvArA svAda milatA hai kisI ajJAta kA kyoMki aba vaha svayaM hI eka khulA huA AkAza hotA hai| kucha na karate hue, bahuta sArI cIjeM ghaTatI haiN| lekina, isase pahale ki ye cIjeM saMbhava ho pAeM saMta kI AkAkSAeM tirohita ho cukI hotI haiN| ata: eka saMta kabhI nahIM karatA cmtkaar| aura
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________________ ve jo ki camatkAra karate haiM, saMta nahIM hote, kyoMki kartA maujUda hotA hai| unake camatkAra camatkAra nahIM ho skte| ve sAdhAraNa jAduI karataba hote haiN| ve mUrkha banA rahe hote haiM logoM ko aura dhokhA de rahe hote haiM unheM / camatkAra ghaTatA hai; use kiyA nahIM jA sktaa| vaha ghaTatA hai saMta ke nikaTa aisA nahIM hotA ki vaha paidA kara de svisa - ghar3iyA / vaha saMta jo svisa ghar3iyAM paidA karatA hai, mUr3ha hotA hai| kyA kara rahA hotA hai vaha? aura vAstava meM koI camatkAra hotA hI nahIM kyoMki koI satya sAI bAbA vaijJAnika jAMca ke aMtargata apane camatkAra dikhAne ko rAjI nahIM hotA hai| vaha aisA kara nahIM sakatA, kyoMki svisaghar3iyAM mArkeTa se kharIdanI par3atI haiM, laMbe coge meM chipAnI par3atI haiM yA nIgro DhaMga ke keza vinyAsa meN| vaijJAnika jAMca ke aMtargata koI satya sAIM bAbA apane camatkAra dikhAne ko rAjI nahIM hotA hai aura yadi ye loga sacamuca sacce hote haiM, to unheM pahale aisA karanA cAhie vaijJAnika - jAMca ke aMtargata / ye kevala sAdhAraNa jAduI karataba haiM jaba koI jAdUgara dikhAtA hai inheM to tuma socate ho ki yaha to kevala hAtha kI saphAI hai aura jaba koI bAbA dikhAtA hai ise, to acAnaka yaha bana jAtA hai eka camatkAra, yukti vahI hotI hai| camatkAra ghaTate haiM kevala taba jaba nirvicAra samAdhi upalabdha ho jAtI hai aura tuma bAhara A jAte ho tumhAre zarIra se| lekina ve kie nahIM jaate| yahI hotI hai camatkAra kI AdhAra - bhUta guNavattA - vaha kiyA kabhI nahIM jAtA hai, vaha ghaTatA hai| aura jaba ghaTatA hai, vaha kabhI paidA nahIM karatA svisa - ghar3iyA / nirvicAra samAdhi upalabdha karanA aura phira svisa ghar3iyAM paidA karanA, yaha bAta hI kucha arthapUrNa nahIM lagatI! vaha to prANiyoM ko rUpAMtarita karatI hai, vaha dUsaroM ko madada detI hai uccatama taka upalabdha hone meN| -- - saMta dvArA tuma jyAdA jAgarUka ho sakate ho, lekina tuma nahIM pAoge koI svisa ghar3I jAgarUkatA ghaTatI hai| vaha banA detA hai tumheM jyAdA sajaga, saceta vaha tumheM samaya nahIM detA, vaha tumheM detA hai shaashvttaa| lekina ye cIjeM ghaTatI haiN| koI unheM karatA nahIM hai, kyoMki kartA to jA cukA hotA hai| kevala tabhI saMbhava hotI hai nirvicAra samAdhi / kartA ke sAtha, kaise tuma samApta kara sakate ho socavicAra ? kartA hI hai vicaark| vastutaH isase pahale ki tuma kucha karate ho, tumheM socanA-vicAranA par3atA hai| vicAraka AtA hai pahale, kartA to anusaraNa karatA hai jaba vicAraka aura kartA donoM jA cuke hote haiM aura kevala eka sAkSI, kevala eka caitanya baca rahatA hai, taba bahuta sArI cIjeM ekadama hI saMbhava ho jAtI haiM, ve ghaTatI haiN| jaba buddha calate haiM, taba bahuta sArI cIjeM ghaTatI haiM, lekina ve bahuta prakaTa nahIM hotii| kevala thor3e se loga samajha pAeMge ki kyA ghaTa rahA hotA hai, kyoMki ye cIjeM saMbaMdhita hotI haiM kisI bar3e ajJAta jagata se| tumhAre pAsa koI bhASA nahIM hotI hai isake lie koI avadhAraNAeM nahIM hotI haiM isake lie / aura tuma nahIM dekha sakate use, jaba taka ki vaha tumheM ghaTa na jAe /
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________________ '.... isa avasthA meM jJAna pratyakSa rUpa se prApta hotA hai iMdriyoM kA prayoga kie binA hI / ' mana jA cukA hotA hai, aura mana ke sAtha hI usake sAre sahayogI, sAre mUr3ha jA cuke hote haiN| ve kArya nahIM kara rahe hote haiM, ve tumheM vizvAMta nahIM karate haiM, ve tumhAre pratyakSa bodha ko bhaMga nahIM karate haiM, ve kisI taraha kI bAdhAeM nirmita nahIM karate haiN| ve prakSepaNa nahIM karate, ve vyAkhyA nahIM krte| ve sArI cIjeM aba vahAM nahIM hotIM / cetanA mAtra hotI hai vahAM satya ke sAmane / aura jaba aisA ghaTatA hai, cetanA sAmanA karatI hai cetanA kA kyoMki padArtha hai nahIM / . jo suMdaratama pratIka mere sAmane AyA hai, vaha hai: eka darpaNa dUsare darpaNa ke sAmane AyA huA / kyA ghaTegA jaba eka darpaNa sAmane A jAtA hai dUsare darpaNa ke? eka darpaNa pratibiMbita karatA hai dUsare darpaNa ko; aura dUsarA pratibiMbita karatA hai isa darpaNa ko aura darpaNa meM kucha hotA nahIM hai; kevala pratibiMbita honA; paraspara pratibiMbita ho jAnA- lAkhoM - lAkhoM bAra / sArA saMsAra bana jAtA hai lAkhoM darpaNa, aura tuma bhI hote ho eka darpaNa sAre darpaNa khAlI hote haiM, kyoMki vahAM kucha aura hotA nahIM pratibiMbita hone ko, darpaNa kA DhAMcA, phrema taka bhI nahIM hotA hai| kevala darpaNa hI hotA hai - do darpaNa eka dUsare ke Amane -sAmane hote haiM! vaha suMdaratama kSaNa hotA hai, sarvAdhika AnaMdapUrNa prasAda utaratA hai, phUla barasate haiM, samaSTi utsava manAtI hai ki eka aura upalabdha huA, eka aura yAtrI ghara phuNcaa| jo pratyakSa bodha nirvicAra samAdhi meM upalabdha hotA hai vaha sabhI sAmAnya bodha saMvedanAoM ke pAra kA hotA hai- pragAr3hatA meM bhI aura vistIrNatA meM bhii| ye do zabda bar3e arthapUrNa haiM: 'vistIrNatA' aura 'prgaaddh'taa| jaba tuma saMsAra ko dekhate ho iMdriyoM dvArA, mastiSka dvArA aura mana dvArA, to saMsAra bahuta phIkA hotA hai usameM koI Aloka nahIM rhtaa| vaha dhUla - bharA hotA hai aura jaldI hI vaha ubAU ho jAtA hai| vyakti thakAna anubhava karatA hai - vahI vRkSa, vahI loga, vahI kAryakalApa - hara cIja ekadama piTI huI hotI hai| aisA nahIM hai| -- kaI bAra ela esa DI lene se mArijuAnA se yA ki hazIza se acAnaka koI vRkSa jyAdA harA ho jAtA hai| tumane kabhI jAnA na thA ki vRkSa itanA harA thA yA ki gulAba itanA gulAbI thaa| jaba alDuasa haksale ne pahalI bAra ela esa DI lI to vaha baiThA huA thA eka kursI ke saamne| acAnaka kursI saMsAra kI suMdaratama cIjoM meM se eka ho gyii| vaha kursI usake kamare meM varSoM taka par3I rahI thI, aura usane kabhI na dekhA thA usakI tarapha aba vaha hIre kI bhAMti thI kursI aba vahI kursI na rahI thI / haksale mohita ho gayA thA kursI para vaha vizvAsa na kara sakatA thA ki kyA ghaTatA hai, jaba kisI ne nazA kiyA ho to /
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________________ nazoM kA prayoga eka AkrAmaka prayAsa hotA hai, jar3a mAdhyamoM ko jagAne kA, eka AkrAmaka prayAsa jar3a mUr3hoM ko jagAne kaa| to tuma jhaTakA dete ho unheM, aura ve basa apanI AMkhoM ko thor3A -sA khola dete haiM, aura ve dekhate haiM, 'hI'! aura usa samaya saMsAra itanA suMdara ho jAtA hai, avizvasanIya rUpa se sNdr| aura phira tuma pakar3a meM A jAte ho kyoMki taba tuma socate ki aisA naze ke kAraNa hai ki saMsAra itanA suMdara hai| aba, jaba ki tuma lauTa Ate ho aura yAtrA samApta ho jAtI hai, to saMsAra pahale kI apekSA aura bhI jyAdA gaMdA aura jyAdA phIkA lgegaa| kyoMki aba mana meM tumhAre pAsa tulanA hotI hai| kucha nizcita ghar3iyoM ke lie vaha eka suMdara ghaTanA bana gayA thA, vaha svayaM hI svarga thaa| alDuasa haksale jaisA AdamI bhI ulajha gayA thA aura socane lagA thA ki yahI hai vaha samAdhi, jisakI bAta pataMjali ne kahI aura jise kabIra aura buddha upalabdha hue aura saMsAra ke sAre rahasyavAdI upalabdha hue! usane socA ki yahI thI smaadhi| nazA tumheM de sakatA hai samAdhi kA jhUThA bodha, lekina tuma phira bhI hote ho vartamAna meN| kevala naze ke jhaTake ke kAraNa hI tumhArA racanA-yaMtra kriyAnvita hotA hai sajagatA sahita, lekina yaha sajagatA bahuta laMbe samaya taka nahIM rhegii| yadi tuma isakA prayoga karate ho adhikAdhika, to naze kI mAtrA UMce aura UMce uThAnI hogI, kyoMki usI mAtrA sahita tuma phira se jar3a mAdhyamoM ko jhaTakA nahIM de skte| unakA tAlamela baiTha jAtA hai usake sAtha, taba adhikAdhika mAtrA kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| naze kevala isI taraha kArya karate haiN| eka bAra mullA nasaruddIna ne eka khaccara kharIdA aura vaha calatA na thaa| usane hara taraha se koziza kI use calAne kii| jisa AdamI se usane use kharIdA thA, usane usase kahAM ki khaccara ko pITe nahIM kyoMki vaha bahuta komala thaa| isIlie usane prArthanA kI, usake anusAra saba kiyA, aura hara cIja kI, jo kucha bhI vaha kara sakatA thaa| vaha calatA na thA, vaha sunatA na thaa| to usane usa AdamI ko bulAyA aura kahane lagA, 'kisa prakAra kA khaccara tumane mujhe de diyA hai?' vaha AdamI apanI char3I lie hue AyA aura bahuta jora se mArI khaccara ke sira pr| nasaruddIna kahane lagA, 'yaha to bahuta huA! aura tumane to kahAM thA mujhase ki use mAranA nhiiN|' vaha AdamI bolA, 'maiM mAra nahIM rahA hUM use, maiM to kevala usakA dhyAna AkarSita kara rahA huuN|' turaMta hI khaccara calane lgaa| jar3a iMdriyA hotI haiM vahAM; ela esa DI unheM coTa detI hai char3I kI mAra jaisii| kucha paloM ke lie tuma AkarSita karate ho unakA dhyAna; tumane de diyA hotA hai unheM jhttkaa| sArA saMsAra ho jAtA hai suNdr| lekina yaha kucha nahIM, yaha bAta to bilakula hI kucha nhiiN| yadi tuma upalabdha ho sako nirvicAra ke eka bhI kSaNa ko, taba tuma jAna paaoge| saMsAra usase lAkhoM gunA jyAdA suMdara ho jAtA hai; jitanI jhalaka koI ela esa DI tumheM de sakatI hai| aisA isalie nahIM hotA ki tuma khaccara ke sira para coTa kara rahe hote ho| aisA sirpha isalie hotA hai kyoMki tuma aba khaccara ke bhItara na rhe| tuma bAhara A gae,
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________________ tumane girA diyA jar3a mAdhyamoM ko| tuma vAstavikatA kA sAmanA karate ho tumhArI samagra nagnatA shit| nirvicAra hokara tuma nagna hote ho| vicAravihIna tuma kauna hote ho? -hiMdU musalamAna, IsAI, kamyunisTa? tuma kauna hote ho binA vicAroM ke? - dhArmika, adhArmika? tuma koI nahIM hote binA vicAroM ke| sAre kapar3e girA die gae hote haiN| tuma hote ho mAtra eka nagnatA, eka zuddhatA, eka shuunytaa| taba pratyakSa bodha spaSTa ho jAtA hai, aura spaSTatA ke sAtha calI AtI hai vistIrNatA aura prgaaddh'taa| aba tuma dekha sakate ho astitva ke vizAla phailAva kI or| aba tumhAre pratyakSa bodha meM koI avarodha nahIM rhtaa| tumhArI dRSTi ho jAtI hai aprisiim| pragAr3hatA sahita tuma dekha sakate ho kisI ghaTanA meM, kisI vyakti meM, kyoMki 'cIjeM' aba vahAM nahIM banI huI haiN| phUla bhI aba vyakti haiM, aura vRkSa haiM mitra, aura caTTAneM haiM soI huI aatmaaeN| aba pragAr3hatA ghaTatI hai, tuma pUrA -pUrA dekha sakate ho| jaba tuma pUrNarUpeNa dekha sakate ho phUla kI ora, taba tuma samajha pAoge ki rahasyavAdI saMta aura kavi kyA kahate rahe haiN| TenIsana kahatA hai, 'yadi maiM kisI phUla ko samajha sakA, kisI choTe -se phUla ko usakI samagratA meM samajha sakA, to maiM samajha jAUMgA samasta ko|' ThIka, bilakula ThIka hai baat| yadi tuma eka aMza ko samajha sakate ho, taba tuma samajha jAoge saMpUrNa ko, kyoMki aMza hI hai sNpuurnn| jaba tuma aMza ko samajhane kI koziza karate ho, to dhIre - dhIre, anajAne hI tuma bar3ha cuke hooge saMpUrNa kI ora, kyoMki aMza avayava hai saMpUrNa kaa| eka bAra, eka bar3e rahasyavAdI ikahArTa se pUchA kisI ne, 'tuma kyoM nahIM likhate tumhArI jIvana-kathA? tumhArI AtmakathA bahuta-bahuta madadagAra hogI logoM ke lie|' vaha bolA, 'kaThina hai, asaMbhava hai kyoMki -yadi maiM apanI AtmakathA likhatA haiM to vaha AtmakathA hogI samaSTi kI, kyoMki hara cIja saMbaMdhita hai| aura vaha ho jAegI bahuta jyaadaa| kaise koI AtmakathA likha sakatA hai samaSTi kI?' isIlie jinhoMne jAnA hai unhoMne sadA rokA hai ise, unhoMne kabhI nahIM likhI haiM AtmakathAeM- sivAya ina paramahaMsa yogAnaMda ke, jinhoMne likhI hai, 'eka yogI kI aatmkthaa'| ve yogI hI nahIM haiN| eka yogI nahIM likha sakatA hai aatmkthaa| vaisA asaMbhava hotA hai, ekadama asaMbhava, kyoMki jaba koI nirvicAra samAdhi ko upalabdha hotA hai, taba vaha hotA hai yogI, aura phira hotI hai mAtra vizAlatA-aba laga bana gayA hotA hai sNpuurnn| yadi tuma sacamuca likhanA cAhate ho AtmakathA, to vaha samaSTi kI AtmakathA hogI prAraMbha se aura prAraMbha hai nahIM; aMta taka kI aura aMta hai nahIM! yadi maiM ho jAtA haM jAgarUka apane meM, to samaSTi parAkASThA para pahuMca jAtI hai| maiM apane janma se prAraMbha nahIM karatA, maiM prAraMbha karatA haM ekadama prAraMbha se hI, aura prAraMbha koI hai nahIM; aura maiM calA jAUMgA ekadama aMta taka-aura aMta kahIM hai nhiiN| maiM gahana rUpa se jur3A hUM saMpUrNa ke saath| ye thor3e -se varSa
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________________ jo yahAM hUM, saMpUrNa nahIM haiN| mere janma lene se pahale maiM thA, aura maiM rahUMgA mere marane ke bAda, to kaise -bhara hogA, eka pRSTha-AtmakathA nhiiN| eka pRSTha to bilakula vyartha hotA hai aura saMdarbharahita hotA hai, kyoMki dUsare pRSTha maujUda na hoNge| likhUM? vaha eka Tukar3A -- kucha mitra Ate haiM mere pAsa aura ve bhI kahate haiM, 'kyoM nahIM? Apako likhanA cAhie kucha apane bAre maiM maiM jAnatA hUM misTara ikahAMrTa kI kaThinAI vaisA saMbhava nahIM, kyoMki kahAM se karanA prAraMbha? hara AraMbha manamAnA hogA aura jhUThA hogA; aura kahAM karanA aMtara hara aMta manamAnA aura jhUThA hogaa| do jhUThI cIjoM ke bIca - jhUThA AraMbha aura jhUThA aMta - kaise banA raha sakatA satya? vaha vyavasthita nahIM hogA; vaha bAta saMbhava nhiiN| yogAnaMda ne kucha aisA kiyA hai jo ki saMbhava nahIM usane kucha aisA kiyA hai, jo eka rAjanItijJa kara sakatA hai, para yogI nhiiN| pragAr3hatA itanI jyAdA ho jAtI hai ki jaba tuma dekhate ho eka patthara kI ora, usa patthara ke dvArA, rAheM saraka rahI hotI haiM saMpUrNa astitva meM patthara ke dvArA tuma praveza kara sakate ho uccatama rahasyoM meM hara kahIM hai dvAra, khaTakhaTAo tuma aura hara kahIM svIkRta ho jAte ho tuma, svAgata pAte ho tum| jahAM kahIM se tuma praveza karate ho, tuma praviSTa ho jAte ho aparisIma meM, kyoMki sAre dvAra samaSTi ke haiN| vyakti ho sakate haiM maujUda; ve hote haiM dvAroM kI bhAMti / prema karo kisI vyakti ko aura tuma praveza karate ho anaMtatA meM, aparisIma meM jarA dekho phUla kI tarapha aura khula jAtA hai mNdir| leTa jAo reta para, aura reta kA hara kaNa utanA hI vizAla hotA hai jitanI ki samaSTi / yahI hai dharma kA uccatara gaNita | : sAdhAraNa gaNita to kahatA hai ki eka aMza kabhI nahIM ho sakatA saMpUrNa / yaha bAta sAmAnya gaNita ke niyamoM meM se eka hai jo calate haiM vizvavidyAlayoM meM aMza kabhI nahIM ho sakatA hai saMpUrNa, aura aMza sadA choTA hotA hai saMpUrNa se, aura aMza kabhI jyAdA bar3A nahIM ho sakatA hai saMpUrNa se| ye gaNita ke sAdhAraNa niyama haiM, aura hara koI mAna legA ki yaha aisA hI hai| lekina phira hai jyAdA UMcA gaNita jaba tuma bAhara A jAte ho iMdriyoM ke, to vahA sasAra hai uccatara gaNita kA aura ye haiM sUtra aMza sadA saMpUrNa hotA hai, aMza kabhI choTA nahIM hotA hai saMpUrNa se| aura asaMgatiyoM kI asaMgati to yaha hotI hai kaI bAra to aMza jyAdA bar3A hotA hai saMpUrNa se| - aba maiM ise samajhA nahIM sakatA hUM tumheM koI nahIM vyAkhyA kara sakatA hai isakI, lekina yahI hai niym| eka bAra tuma bAhara A jAte ho tumhArI kaida se, to tuma dekhoge ki aisI hI haiM ciijeN| eka patthara eka aMza hai, eka bahuta choTA aMza, lekina yadi tuma isakI ora dekhate ho vicArahIna mana se, sIdhe-sApha caitanya se, to acAnaka patthara bana jAtA hai saMpUrNa kyoMki kevala eka kA hI astitva hotA hai, kyoMki koI aMza vAstava meM aMza nahIM hotA hai, yA alaga nahIM hotA hai| aMza nirbhara karatA hai saMpUrNa para, saMpUrNa nirbhara karatA hai aMza para
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________________ aisA hI nahIM hai ki jaba sUryodaya hotA hai, to phUla khilate haiN| isake viparIta bAta bhI satya hai : jaba phUla khilate haiM, to sUryodaya hotA hai| yadi phUla na hote, to kisake lie nikalatA sUrya? kevala aisA hI nahIM hai ki jaba-jaba sUryodaya hotA hai, to pakSiyoM kA gAna hotA hai| viparIta bAta utanI hI saca hai jitanI ki yaha bAta-kyoMki pakSiyoM kA gAna hotA hai, isalie sUryodaya hotA hai| anyathA kisake lie udita hogA vaha? hara cIja dUsarI cIja para avalaMbita hotI hai; hara cIja saMbaMdhita hotI hai kisI dUsarI cIja ke sAtha; hara cIja gaMthI hotI hai dUsarI kisI cIja ke saath| yadi eka pattA bhI kho jAtA hai, to samaSTi usakA abhAva anubhava kregii| taba samaSTi phira samaSTi nahIM rhegii| ikahArTa sabase adhika virale vyaktiyoM meM se eka thA, jise IsAiyata ne utpanna kiyaa| vastuta: yaha IsAiyoM ke saMsAra meM ajanabI jAna par3atA hai| use to jhena guru ke rUpa meM jApAna meM utpanna honA cAhie; usakI aMtardRSTi bahuta sApha, bahuta gaharI, kisI siddhAta ke bahuta pAra kI hai| apanI prArthanAoM meM se eka meM ikahAMrTa ne kahAM hai, 'hAM, maiM tuma para nirbhara hUM prabhu, lekina tuma bhI mujha para nirbhara ho| yadi maiM yahAM nahIM rahUM to kauna karegA pUjA aura kauna karegA prArthanA? Apa mujhe yAda karoge? 'aura ThIka kahatA hai vh| aisA kisI ahaMkAra ke kAraNa nahIM hai; yaha to mAtra tathya hai| maiM jAnatA hUM ki Izvara ne usa ghar3I jarUra sahamati prakaTa kI hogI, 'tuma sacce ho ikahArTa, kyoMki yadi tuma na hote, to maiM yahAM nahIM hotaa|' pUjA karane vAlA aura pUjA pAne vAlA sAtha-sAtha astitva rakhate haiM, prema karane vAlA aura prema pAne lAlA sAtha -sAtha bane rahate haiN| eka astitva nahIM rakha sakatA hai dUsare ke binaa| yahI hai astitva kA rAja -hara cIja eka sAtha astitva rakhatI hai| yahI saha - astitva hai prmaatmaa| paramAtmA koI eka vyakti nahIM hai| yahI saba kA sahayogI bhAva hI paramAtmA hai| jo pratyakSa-bodha nirvicAra samAdhi meM upalabdha hotA hai vaha sabhI sAmAnya bodha saMvedanAoM ke pAra kA hotA hai-pragADhatA meM bhI aura vistIrNatA meM bhii| hara kahIM se khulatI hai vizAlatA, aura hara kahIM se hI vaha ghraaii| jarA dekhanA phUla meM, aura vahAM hotA hai vizAla shuuny| tuma utara sakate ho phUla meM aura kho sakate ho| aisA huA hai| betukI lagegI bAta, to bhI yaha hai sccii| isa para vizvAsa karanA yA na karanA, tuma para nirbhara karatA hai| aisA huA ki cIna meM eka samrATa ne eka bar3e citrakAra ko mahala meM AmaMtrita kiyA aura kahAM ki vaha kucha citra bnaae| citrakAra gayA aura usane citra banAyA himAlaya ke parvato kaa| vaha bahuta suMdara thA,
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________________ varSoM lagAe the usane aura vaha use kisI ko dekhane nahIM de sakatA thA jaba taka ki vaha pUrA hI na ho jaae| phira eka dina usane kahAM samrATa se, 'aba vaha taiyAra hai aura Apa A sakate haiN|' samrATa AyA apane maMtriyoM aura senApatiyoM aura darabAra sahita, aura ve bilakula Azcaryacakita raha ge| unhoMne kabhI koI vaisI cIja dekhI na thii| itanI vAstavika thI vh| coTiyAM ekadama vAstavika thiiN| coTiyoM ke cAroM ora eka ghumAvadAra rAstA thA aura rAstA to kho gayA thA khiiN| pUchA samrATa ne, "kahAM le jAtA hai yaha mArga ?' citrakAra bolA, 'maiMne isa para yAtrA nahIM kI hai| maiMne yAtrA nahIM kI isa para, to kaise jAnUMgA maiN|' lekina samrATa ne jora diyaa| vaha bolA ki 'yaha yAtrA kA to prazna hI nahIM thaa| tumane citra banAyA hai isakA!' citrakAra bolA, 'pratIkSA kIjie Apa mujhe jAne deM aura dekhane deN|' aisA kahAM jAtA hai ki vaha gayA citra meM, kho gayA, aura kabhI lauTA nahIM, isakI kathA batAne ko ki vaha mArga kahAM le jotA thaa| aisA ho nahIM sakatA, ise maiM jAnatA hUM lekina nirvicAra meM aisA ghaTatA hai| phUloM meM apAra zUnya hai| tumhArI pragAr3hatAvaza, tuma dekhate ho phUla meM aura vahA hotI hai gaharAI / tuma utara sakate ho phUla meM aura kho sakate ho sadA ke lie tuma nirvicArayukta dekhate ho suMdara cehare kI ora, aura vahAM apAra zUnyatA hotI hai usake sauMdarya meM tuma sadA sadA ke lie kho sakate ho, tuma utara sakate ho usameM hara cIja dvAra bana jAtI hai, hara cIja tumhArI dRSTi kI pragAr3hatA sahita sAre dvAra tumhAre lie| - - - daravAje khula jAte haiM jaba sAre niyaMtraNoM para kA niyaMtraNa pAra kara liyA jAtA hai to nirbIja samAdhi phalita hotI hai aura usake sAtha hI upalabdha hotI hai-- jIvana mRtyu se mukti / aisA kabhI - kabhAra hotA hai, sAre hisse carama zikhara para pahuMcate haiM, sAre buddhoM kA milana hotA hai: taMtra aura yoga, jhena aura hasIdavAda, sUphI aura bAula, sabhI hissoM kA hisse alaga - alaga ho sakate haiM --ve hote hI haiM -lekina jaba zikhara A pahuMcatA hai to hisse tirohita ho jAte haiN| 1 'jaba sAre dUsare niyaMtraNoM para kA niyaMtraNa pAra kara liyA jAtA hai kyoMki pataMjali kahate haiM ki vaha phira bhI niyaMtrita avasthA hotI hai| vicAra tirohita ho gae hote haiM aura aba tumheM anubhUti ho sakatI hai astitva kI, lekina phira bhI anubhavakartA aura anubhava maujUda rahatA hai, viSaya aura viSayI maujUda rahate haiM zarIra ke sAtha zAna apratyakSa thaa| aba vaha pratyakSa hotA hai, lekina phira bhI jAtA alaga hotA hai zAMta se aMtima avarodha kanA rahatA hai, vaha bheda / jaba yaha bhI girA diyA jAtA hai, jaba yaha niyaMtraNa pAra kara liyA jAtA hai aura citrakAra kho jAtA hai citra meM, jaba
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________________ premI kho jAtA hai prema meM, viSaya aura viSayI tirohita ho jAte haiM, vahAM na to koI jJAtA rahatA hai aura na hI jnyaat| jaba dUsare niyaMtraNoM para kA yaha niyaMtraNa pAra kara liyA jAtA hai, to yaha hotA hai aMtima niyaMtraNa nirvicAra samAdhi, vaha samAdhi jahAM vicAra samApta ho ge| yaha hotA hai aMtima niyNtrnn| abhI bhI tama hote ho, kisI ahaMkAra kI bhAti nahIM, balki eka AtmA kI bhaaNti| abhI bhI tuma alaga hote ho samaSTi se| tuma kevala eka bar3I pAradarzI taraMga hote ho phira bhI tuma hote to ho| aura yadi tuma cipake rahate ho isase, to tuma phira janma loge, kyoMki vibheda ko pAra nahIM kiyA gayA hai| tuma abhI bhI advaita ko upalabdha nahIM hue ho| dvaita kA bIja abhI bhI vahAM maujUda hai, aura vaha bIja prasphuTita hogA nae janmoM meN| jIvana -mRty kA cakra calatA hI calA jaaegaa| 'jaba sAre niyaMtraNoM para kA niyaMtraNa pAra kara liyA jAtA hai, to nirbIja samAdhi phalita hotI hai '- taba tuma upalabdha hote ho usa nirbIja, nirvicAra samAdhi ko- 'aura usake sAtha hI upalabdha hotI hai - jIvana -mRtyu se mukti|' phira cakra tumhAre lie thama jAtA hai| phira koI samaya na rahA, koI sthAna na rhaa| jIvana aura mRtyU donoM miTa cuke haiM kisI svapna kI bhaaNti| kaise pAra jAnA hotA hai isa aMtima niyaMtraNa ke? yaha bAta kaThinatama hotI hai| nirvicAra ko upalabdha karanA bahuta kaThina hai, lekina aMtima niyaMtraNa ko girA dene kI tulanA meM to kucha bhI nahIM hai, kyoMki yaha bAta bahuta sUkSma hotI hai| kaise karanA hotA hai ise? usa avasthA meM 'kaise' utanA prAsaMgika nahIM hotA hai| vyakti ko to basa jInA hotA hai, dekhanA hotA hai, utsava manAnA hotA hai, nirmukta aura sahaja-svAbhAvika bane rahanA hotA hai| yahIM to tilopA arthapUrNa bana jAte haiN| tilopA jaise loga jhena guru hote haiM, ve isa lakSya kI bAta kahate haiM : vyakti vimukta aura sahaja - svAbhAvika hokara jItA hai, kucha nahIM karatA niyaMtraNa ko pAra karane ke lie, kucha nahIM krtaa| kyoMki yadi tuma kucha karate ho, to phira vaha eka niyaMtraNa hI hogaa| tamhArA kacha karanA. tamhAre bigaDAta kA kAraNa hogaa| vimukta aura svAbhAvika bane raho -sAra yahI hai| yahIM to arthavAna ho jAtA hai 'di oNksa harDiMga' sirIja kA dasavAM citr| tuma phira lauTa Ae hote ho saMsAra meM, aura kevala lauTa hI nahIM Ate phira se saMsAra meM, balki sAtha hI aMgurI zarAba kI botala lie hae hote ho! AnaMda manAo, sahaja -sAdhAraNa hone kA utsava manAo -yahI hai arth| aba kacha nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| vaha saba jo kiyA jA sakatA thA, tumane kiyA hai| aba to tuma ekadama vimukta aura sahaja ho jAo aura yoga, niyaMtraNa, sAdhanA, khoja, talAza ke bAre meM hara cIja bhUla jaao| isakI hara cIja bhUla jaao| aba yadi tuma karate ho kucha, to niyaMtraNa jArI rhegaa| aura niyaMtraNa ke sAtha koI svataMtratA nahIM hotii| tumheM pratIkSA karanI hotI hai, basa vimukta aura sahaja bane hue hii|
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________________ kisI ne pUchA liMcI se, 'Ajakala kyA kara rahe ho Apa?' vaha bolA, 'lakar3iyAM kATatA hUM, kueM se pAnI lAtA hUM -aura kucha nhiiN|' lakar3iyAM kATanA, kueM se pAnI laanaa| jaba usane yaha uttara diyA to liMcI jarUra isI avasthA meM hogaa| vaha pahuMca gayA thA aMtima niyaMtraNa pr| aba vahA karane ko kucha na rahA thA, isalie vaha lakar3I kATatA thaa| sardiyAM A rahI thIM aura lakar3I kI jarUrata thii| logoM ne kahA thA ki ina sardiyoM dI hogI, isalie vaha lakar3I kATatA thA, aura nissaMdeha yadi vaha pyAsA hotA, to vaha pAnI le aataa| vaha bagIce ko pAnI detaa| vaha ekadama sahaja -svAbhAvika thaa| koI khoja nahIM, koI talAza nahIM, kahIM jAnA nhiiN| yahI hai avasthA jahAM ki jhenarina ne kahAM thA, 'mauna baiThe, kucha na karate, basaMta AtA hai aura ghAsa bar3hatI hai apane se hii|' isake bAda, zabda vyAkhyA nahIM kara skte| AdamI hai nirvicAra taka aura phira pratIkSA karanI hai nirbIja samAdhi kii| vaha AtI hai apane se hI, jaise ki ghAsa bar3hatI hai apane se hii| taba aMtima niyaMtraNa pAra kara liyA jAtA hai, aura koI maujUda nahIM hotA jo use pAra kre| vaha pAra karanA mAtra hotA hai| koI hotA nahIM use pAra karane ko, kyoMki yadi koI hotA hai vahAM use pAra karane ko, to niyaMtraNa phira maujUda ho jAtA hai| isalie tuma kucha nahIM kara sakate isa viSaya meN| isalie pataMjali yahIM samApti karate haiN| yaha samAdhi hai| lekina yahI samApti hotI hai samAdhiyoM ke adhyAya kii| kahane ko kucha aura nhiiN| ve kucha nahIM kahate isa bAre meM ki kaise karanA hai use| koI 'kaise ' jur3A nahIM hai usake saath| yahI hai vaha sthala jahAM kRSNamUrti bahuta krodhita ho uThate haiM, jaba ki loga pUchate haiM, 'kaise?' koI sUtra hai nhiiN| koI vidhi nahIM, koI tarakIba nahIM, kyoMki yadi koI tarakIba saMbhava hotI yh|, to niyaMtraNa banA rhtaa| niyaMtraNa ke pAra jAyA jAtA hai, lekina koI hotA nahIM jo pAra jAtA hai| vimukta aura svAbhAvika bane hue, lakar3I kATate aura pAnI Dhote hue, zAMta baiThe hue, basaMta AtA hai aura ghAsa bar3hatI hai apane se hii| to mata phikra lenA nirbIja samAdhi kii| kevala socanA nirvicAra samAdhi kI, vaha samAdhi jahAM vicAra samApta ho jAte haiN| vahA taka khoja jArI rahatI hai| usake bAda rAjya hai akhoja kaa| jaba tuma nirvicAra ho cuke hote ho tabhI, kevala tabhI tuma samajhoge ki kyA karanA hotA hai| vaha saba, jo kucha kiyA jA sakatA thA, tumane kara liyaa| aMtima avarodha vahA hai| vaha aMtima avarodha nirmita huA hai tumhArI kriyA dvaaraa| aMtima avarodha nirmita ho jAtA hai| vaha bahata pAradarzI hotA hai| yaha aise hotA hai, jaise ki tama baiThe hae ho kAMca kI dIvAra ke pIche, bahuta suMdara aura zuddha kAMca aura tuma hara cIja itanI spaSTatA se dekhate ho, jaise ki binA dIvAra ke dekha rahe ho, lekina dIvAra vahA hai aura yadi tuma koziza karate ho use pAra karane kI, to tumheM jora se coTa lagegI aura pIche pheMka die jaaoge|
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________________ ata: nirvicAra samAdhi hI aMtima cIja nahIM hai, vaha hai upAntima-atima se pahale kA AkhirI caraNa / aura vahI upAntima ho hai lakSya, usake pAra, tilopA aura liMcI zAMti se baiThe hote haiM aura ghAsa ko apane se bar3hane dete haiN| usake pAra tuma raha sakate ho bAjAra meM, kyoMki bAjAra utanA hI suMdara hai jitane ki mtth| usake bAda jo kucha tuma karanA cAhate ho, kara sakate ho, para usake pahale nahIM tuma apanA kAma kara sakate ho| tuma vizrAMta ho sakate ho; khoja samApta huii| usI vizrAMti meM brahmADa ke sAtha kI AMtarika samasvaratA kI vaha ghar3I A pahuMcatI hai, aura dIvAra miTa jAtI hai| kyoMki vaha nirmita huI thI tumhAre kucha karane se, tuma karo nahIM, vaha miTa jAtI hai| vaha poSaNa pAtI hai tumhAre kucha karane se| jaba tuma nahIM karate kucha, vaha miTa jAtI hai| jaba kiyA kho jAtI hai, taba tuma pAra jA cuke hote ho sAre niyaMtraNa ke phira na koI jIvana hai na koI mRtyu, kyoMki jIvana hai to kartA kA: mRtyu hai to kartA kii| aba tuma bace hI nahIM, tuma visarjita ho cuke tuma visarjita ho cuke, namaka ke usa Tukar3e kI bhAMti jo samudra maiM par3a kara ghula jAtA hai| tuma patA nahIM lagA sakate ki kahAM calA jAtA hai vaha kyA tuma patA lagA sakate ho namaka ke usa Tukar3e kA jo ki ghula cukA ho samudra meM? vaha eka ho jAtA hai samudra ke saath| tuma svAda pA sakate ho samudra kA, lekina to bhI tuma namaka ke Tukar3e ko nahIM pA sakate ho / isIlie loga jaba phira - phira buddha se pUchate the, 'kyA hotA hogA jaba koI buddha maratA hai? kyA hotA hai jaba eka buddha maratA hai?' buddha mauna rhte| unhoMne kabhI uttara nahIM diyA isakA yaha eka bar3A bAra-bAra uThane vAlA prazna thA - kyA hotA hai buddha ko? buddha mauna rahe, kyoMki tumheM lagatA hai buddha haiM, unake apane lie, ve aba nahIM rhe| bhItara, ve aba nahIM rhe| aMdara aura bAhara eka ho gae haiM; aMza aura saMpUrNa eka ho gae haiM, bhakta aura bhagavAna eka ho gae haiM, premI vilIna ho gayA hai priya meN| to kyA banA rahatA hai? prema banA rahatA hai| prema karane vAlA aba na rahA, prema pAne vAlA na rahA, jJAtA na rahA, jJAta na rhaa| kevala samajha banI rahatI hai, sahaja caitanya banA rahatA hai, binA kisI keMdra ke| vaha astitva kI bhAMti vizAla hotA hai gaharA hotA hai astitva kI bhAMti, rahasyapUrNa hotA hai astitva kI bhaaNti| lekina kiyA kucha nahIM jA sakatA hai| jaba kisI dina tuma isa biMdu - sthala taka A jAte ho - yadi tuma tIvratA se khojo to A jAoge tuma, yadi tIvratA se khojo to pahuMca jAoge tuma nirvicAra samAdhi taka-taba kucha karane kI purAnI Adata mata Dhoe rahanA, taba kucha karane ke purAne DhAce ko lAde mata rahanA, taba mata pUchanA ki 'kaise?' taba to basa vimukta rahanA aura sahaja rahanA aura cIjoM ko hone denA jo kucha ghaTatA hai svIkAra karanA jo kucha ghaTatA hai utsava manAnA usakA lakar3I kATo, pAnI bharI zAMta hokara baiTho aura ghAsa ko bar3hane do|' Aja itanA hI
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________________ pravacana 30 - jIvana ko banAo eka utsava prazna-sAra 1-ikkIsa mArca unnIsa sau tirapana ko Apako sabIja samAdhi ghaTita haI thI athavA ki nirbIja? 2-kRpayA samajhAiye ki nirbIja samAdhi meM bIja kaise jala jAtA hai? 3-Apake pAsa kaI gaMbhIra saMnyAsI ikaTThe ho gaye haiM, Apa unake lie kyA kahanA cAheMge? 4-maiM kabhI sajaga hotA haiM aura kabhI asajaga! aisA kyoM hai? 5- prema aura dhyAna para bAteM karate samaya bahuta bAra asaMgata kyoM ho jAte haiM? 6- kyA Apa phira se eka aura janma le sakate hai? pahalA prazna: zrI rajanIza ko kyA ghaTita huA 21 mArca ko? unhoMne sabIja samAdhi upalabdha kI yA nirbIja samAdhi?
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________________ yaha kevala tumhArA prazna hI nahIM hai, yaha merA bhI hai| taba se, maiM bhI Azcarya karatA rahA hai ki isa vyakti rajanIza ko kyA ghaTA thaa| usa rAta eka kSaNa ko vaha vahIM thA, aura agale kSaNa vaha vahA nahIM thaa| taba se maiM use khojatA rahA haM bAhara-bhItara, lekina eka nizAna taka bhI pIche nahIM chUTA, koI padacihna nhiiN| yadi kabhI mujhe mila jAe vaha, to maiM yAda dilAUgA tumhArA prshn| yA, yadi aisA hotA hai ki tuma kahIM mila jAte ho use, to tuma merI ora se bhI pUcha le sakate ho prshn| aisA kisI svapna kI bhAMti hI hotA hai| subaha tuma jAge hue hote ho, tuma dekhate ho cAroM ora, tuma svapna ko khojate ho bistara kI cAdaroM meM, bistara ke nIce aura vaha vahAM nhiiN| tuma vizvAsa nahIM kara sakate usa pr| kSaNa bhara pahale hI to vaha vahAM thA, itanA raMgIna, itanA vAstavika aura acAnaka vaha bilakula hI nahIM milatA hai aura koI rAstA nahIM hai use DhUMDha nikAlane kaa| vaha kevala eka AbhAsa thaa| vaha koI vAstavikatA na thI, vaha to eka svapna mAtra thaa| koI jAga jAtA hai aura svapna tirohita ho cukA hotA hai| svapna ko kucha nahIM hotaa| rajanIza ko bhI kucha nahIM huaa| pahalI bAta to yaha ki vaha vahAM kabhI thA hI nhiiN| maiM soyA huA thA, aura isalie hI vaha vahAM thaa| maiM jAga gayA aura maiM nahIM pA sakA use| aura aisA huA itane apratyAzita taura se ki prazna pUchane ko samaya hI na thaa| vyakti to ekadama kho gayA, aura koI saMbhAvanA nahIM dikhatI hai use phira se khoja lene kii| kevala eka saMbhAvanA hotI hai yadi maiM phira se so jAtA hUM kevala tabhI maiM pA sakatA hUM use| aura yaha bAta asaMbhava hai| eka bAra tuma samagra rUpa se caitanya ho jAte ho to acetana kI bilakula jar3a hI kaTa jAtI hai| bIja jala jAtA hai| tuma phira se acetana meM nahIM gira skte| roja tuma rAta ko gira sakate ho acetana meM, kyoMki acetana vahAM maujUda hotA hai| lekina jaba tumhArA saMpUrNa astitva bodhamaya ho jAtA hai, cetana ho jAtA hai, to tumhAre bhItara koI sthAna nahIM rahatA, koI aMdherA konA nahIM rahatA, jahAM ki tuma jA sako aura so skii| aura binA nIMda ke kahIM koI sapane nahIM hote| rajanIza eka svapna thA jo ki mujhe ghaTita huaa| rajanIza ko kucha nahIM ghaTa sakatA hai| svapna ko kyA ghaTa sakatA hai? yA yaha vahAM hotA hai, yadi tuma soe hue ho to, yA yaha vahA nahIM hotA jaba ki tuma jAge hue hote ho| sapane ko kucha nahIM ghaTa sktaa| vAstavikatA ko svapna ghaTa sakatA hai, vAstavikatA nahIM ghaTa sakatI svapna ko| rajanIza majhe ghaTA svapna kI bhaaNti| ata: yahI merA bhI prazna hai| yadi tumhAre pAsa kAna haiM to sunanA aura yadi tumhAre pAsa AMkheM haiM to tuma dekha sakate ho! acAnaka, eka dina aba vaha purAnA AdamI nahIM milatA hai ghara ke bhItara-mAtra eka
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________________ zUnyatA hai, koI nahIM hai vhaaN| tuma bar3hate ho, tuma khojate ho, para vahAM koI nahIM hai| vahAM kevala hai eka keMdravihIna, sImAvihIna vizAla vistAra caitanya kaa| jaba vyaktitva kho jAtA hai aura sAre nAma saMbaMdhita hote haiM vyaktitva se-taba pahalI bAra saMpUrNa vyApakatA udita hotI hai tummeN| nAma-rUpa kA saMsAra, nAma kA aura rUpAkAroM kA saMsAra tirohita ho cukA hotA hai, aura akasmAta nirAkAra A pahuMcatA hai| aisA tumheM bhI ghaTane vAlA hai| isase pahale ki aisA :ghaTe, yadi tumhAre kucha prazna hoM pUchane ko, to pUcha lenA apane vyaktitva se, kyoMki eka bAra aisA ghaTa jAtA hai, to phira tuma nahIM pUcha skte| koI hogA nahIM vahAM pUchane ko| eka dina, acAnaka tuma tirohita ho jaaoge| aisA ghaTe isase pahale tuma pUcha sakate ho, lekina vaha bhI kaThina hotA hai, kyoMki isake ghaTane se pahale, tuma itanI gahana nidrA meM hote ho ki kauna pUchegA? yaha ghaTe isase pahale koI hotA nahIM pUchane ko, aura jaba aisA ghaTa cukA hotA hai to koI bacatA nahIM jisase ki pUchA jAe! dUsarA prazna: kRpayA samajhAie ki aMtima samAdhi meM bIja kaise jala jAtA hai? tuma hamezA zabdoM se cipaka jAte ho! aisA svAbhAvika hai, maiM jAnatA huuN| jaba tuma 'samAdhi', 'nirbIja samAdhi', 'bIja jala cukA, aba koI bIja na rahA,' ina zabdoM ko sunate ho, to tuma zabdoM ko sunate ho aura prazna ubharate haiM tumhAre mana meN| lekina yadi tuma mujhe samajha jAte ho, taba ye prazna aprAsaMgika ho jaaeNge| bIja jala jAtA hai, isakA yaha artha nahIM hotA ki vaisA kucha sacamuca hI ghaTatA hai, jo ghaTatA hai sIdhA hotA hai| vaha basa yahI hai : jaba nirvicAra samAdhi upalabdha hotI hai, vicAra samApta ho jAte haiN| akasmAta koI bIja nahIM rahatA jalane ke lie| vaha kabhI vahA thA hI nahIM, tuma hI bhrAMti meM the| yaha eka rUpaka hai aura dharma bAta karatA hai rUpakoM meM, pratIkoM meM, kyoMki una cIjoM ke bAre meM bolane kA koI rAstA nahIM hai, jo ki ajJAta se saMbaMdhita haiN| yaha eka pratIkAtmaka rUpaka hai| jaba aisA kahAM jAtA hai ki bIja jala gayA, to mAtra itanA hI artha hotA hai ki aba koI icchA na rahI janma lene kI, koI icchA nahIM rahI marane kI, koI icchA nahIM rahI na marane kii| bilakula koI icchA rahI hI nhiiN| icchA hI hai bIja, aura icchA kaise banI raha sakatI hai jaba ki vicAra samApta ho cuke hoM? icchA kevala socane dvArA, soca-vicAra ke rUpa meM hI astitva rakha sakatI hai| jaba vicAra nahIM rahate maujUda, to tuma icchA
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________________ rahita hote ho| jaba tuma icchA rahita hote ho, to jIvana aura mRtyu kho jAte haiN| tumhArI icchA ke sAtha hI jala jAtA hai vaha biij| aisA nahIM ki vahAM koI agni hotI hai, jisameM ki tuma jalA dete ho bIja mUr3ha mata bno| bahuta se loga zikAra bana gae haiM pratIkoM ke yaha to kavitAmaya DhaMga hai kucha cIjoM ko pratIka- bhare rUpaka dvArA kahane kA kevala samajha lenA paramAvazyaka tatva ko sAra - tatva yaha hai ki icchA tumheM le jAtI hai samaya meM, isa saMsAra meN| tuma kucha na kucha ho jAnA cAhoge, bhaviSya nirmita ho jAtA hai, samaya nirmita ho jAtA hai, icchA ke dvArA samaya icchA kI parachAI ke sivAya aura kucha nahIM hai astitva meM kahIM koI samaya nahIM hai| astitva zAzvata hai| usane kabhI kisI samaya ko nahIM jAnA hai| samaya to nirmita ho jAtA hai tumhArI icchA ke dvArA, kyoMki icchA ko sarakane ke lie sthAna caahie| anyathA, yadi kahIM koI bhaviSya nahIM hotA, to kahAM sarakegI icchA ? tuma sadA rahoge dIvAra ke sAmane, to tuma nirmita karate ho bhaviSya ko tumhArA mana nirmita karatA hai samaya ke AyAma ko, aura taba icchA ke ghor3e tejI se sarapaTa daur3ate haiN| icchA ke kAraNa tuma bhaviSya ko nirmita karate ho, na hI kevala isa janma meM balki dUsare janmoM meM bhI tuma jAnate ho icchAeM bahuta sArI hotI haiM, aura icchAeM aisI hotI haiM ki ve pUrI nahIM kI jA sakatI haiN| yaha jIvana paryApta na hogA jyAdA janma cAhie / yadi yahI ekamAtra jIvana hai, taba to samaya bahuta thor3A hai bahuta sArI cIjeM haiM karane ko, aura itane kama samaya meM to kucha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| taba tuma nirmita kara lete ho bhaviSya ke janmoM ko / - yaha tumhArI icchA hotI hai jo ki bana jAtI hai bIja, aura icchA ke dvArA tuma bar3hate jAte eka svapna se dUsare svapna tk| jaba tuma eka janma se dUsare janma taka bar3hate ho to vaha eka svapna se dUsare svapna taka bar3hane ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM hotaa| jaba tuma girA dete ho sAre vicAra aura basa bane rahate ho vartamAna kSaNa meM hI, to acAnaka samaya tirohita ho jAtA hai| vartamAna kSaNa samaya kA hissA bilakula nahIM hotA / tuma samaya ko bAMTa dete ho tIna kAloM meM: atIta, vartamAna aura bhaviSya meM vaha galata hai| atIta aura bhaviSya samaya haiM para vartamAna samaya kA hissA nahIM hotA, vartamAna hotA hai astitva kA hissaa| atIta hotA hai mana meM - yadi tumhArI smRti gira jAtI hai, to kahAM rahegA atIta? bhaviSya hotA hai mana meM - yadi tumhArI kalpanA gira jAtI hai, to kahAM rahegA bhaviSya? kevala rahegA vartamAna vaha tuma para aura tumhAre mana para nirbhara nahIM karatA hai| vartamAna astitvagata hotA hai| hAM, kevala yahI kSaNa satya hai| dUsare sAre kSaNa yA to saMbaMdha rakhate haiM atIta se yA bhaviSya se atIta calA gayA, aba na rahA, aura bhaviSya abhI taka AyA nhiiN| donoM gaira- astitva haiN| kevala vartamAna hai satya, vartamAna kA eka kSaNa hI hai sty| jaba icchAeM samApta ho jAtI haiM aura vicAra samApta ho jAte haiM, to acAnaka tuma pheMka die jAte ho vartamAna kSaNa para aura vartamAna kSaNa se
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________________ dvAra khulatA hai zAzvata kaa| bIja jala jAtA hai| icchA ke girane ke sAtha bIja tirohita ho jAtA hai apane se hii| vaha nirmita huA thA icchA ke dvaaraa| tIsarA prazna : apekSAkRta nae saMnyAsI ke rUpa meM thor3A ciMtita hUM Apake Asa-pAsa ke una bahuta gaMbhIra ciMtAgrasta dikhate saMnyAsiyoM ke bAre meM kyA Apa isa viSaya meM Azvasta kara sakate haiM? hA, bahuta sArI cIjeM samajha lenI haiN| pahalI, 'dhArmika' vyakti sadA gaMbhIra hote haiN| maiM dhArmika vyakti nahIM hUM, lekina bahuta sAre dhArmika vyakti, mujhe galata samajha A pahuMcate haiM mere paas| dhArmika vyakti sadA gaMbhIra rahate haiM, ve bImAra hote haiN| ve hatAza hote haiM jIvana ke prati, itane hatAza, itanI pUrI taraha se asaphala ki unhoMne kho dI hotI hai AnaMda manAne kI kssmtaa| jIvana meM unheM pIr3A ke sivAya aura kucha nahIM milA hai| jIvana meM ve kabhI utsava manAne ke yogya nahIM rhe| jIvana kI hatAzA ke kAraNa ve dhArmika bana gae haiM, phira ve hote haiM gNbhiir| unakA aisA ravaiyA hotA hai ki ve koI bahuta bar3I cIja kara rahe haiN| ve koziza kara rahe hote haiM apane ahaMkAra ko sAMtvanA dene kI tama zAyada asaphala ho gae ho jIvana meM, lekina phira bhI tuma saphala ho rahe ho dharma meN| tama zAyada asaphala ho gae ho bAharI jIvana meM, lekina AMtarika jIvana meM tuma ho gae ho sAkSAta Adarza rUpa! vastuoM ke saMsAra meM asaphala hue hooge tuma, lekina tumhArI kuMDalinI jAgrata ho rahI hai! phira ve kSatipUrti karate haiM niMdAtmaka dRSTi se dUsaroM ko dekhane ke dvaaraa|'tum se jyAdA pavitra haM? vAlI dRSTi hotI hai unakI aura sAre pApI hote haiN| kevala ve hI bacane vAle haiM, dUsarA hara koI naraka meM pheMka diyA jAne vAlA hai| ina dhArmika logoM ne naraka nirmita kara diyA hai dUsaroM ke lie, aura apane lie bhii| ve jI rahe haiM eka pratikArI jiivn| yaha vAstavika nahIM hai, balki kAlpanika hai| ye loga gaMbhIra hoNge| merA unase kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| lekina yaha socakara ki maiM bhI usI prakAra kA dhArmika AdamI hUM kaI bAra ve mere sAtha A baMdhate haiN| maiM to pUrI taraha hI alaga taraha kA dhArmika vyakti hUM yadi tuma mujhe kisI taraha dhArmika kaha sakate ho, to mere lie dharma eka AnaMda hai| mere lie dhArmikatA eka utsava hai| maiM dharma ko kahatA hUM- 'utsavamaya aayaam|' vaha aise dhArmika vyaktiyoM ke lie nahIM hai, gaMbhIra logoM ke lie nahIM hai| gaMbhIra logoM ke lie manasacikitsA hotI hai| ve bImAra hote haiM, aura ve kisI aura ko nahIM, balki svayaM ko hI dhokhA de rahe hote haiN|
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________________ mere dekhe, dharma kI samagra rUpa se eka alaga hI guNavattA hotI hai| aisA nahIM hai ki tuma jIvana meM asaphala ho gae ho aura isalie tuma dharma kI ora cale Ae ho, balki isalie Ae ho, kyoMki tuma jIvana ke dvArA paripakva ho gae ho| tumhArI asaphalatAeM bhI jIvana ke kAraNa nahIM haiM; asaphalatAeM haiM tumhArI icchAoM ke kaarnn| tuma hatAza isalie nahIM hue ki jIvana hatAzA dene vAlA hai, balki isalie ki tumane bahata jyAdA AzA banAI thii| jIvana to saMdara hotA hai; kaSTa to tumhAre mana ne nirmita kara liyaa| tumhArI mahatvAkAMkSA bahuta jyAdA thii| yaha suMdara aura vizAla jIvana bhI use pUrA nahIM kara sakatA thaa| sAdhAraNa dhArmika vyakti saMsAra ko tyAga detA hai; vAstavika dhArmika vyakti mahatvAkAMkSA chor3a detA hai, AzA chor3a detA hai, kalpanA chor3a detA hai| anubhava dvArA yaha jAna kara ki hara AzA usa sthala taka A pahuMcatI hai, jahAM yaha bana jAtI hai AzA vihInatA, aura hara svapna usa sthala para A pahuMcatA hai, jahAM yaha bana jAtA hai eka dukhasvapna, aura hara icchA usa biMdu taka A pahuMcatI hai, jahAM asaMtuSTi ke sivAya tumameM aura kucha nahIM bacatA hai? anubhava dvArA yaha jAna kara vyakti paka jAtA hai, praur3ha ho jAtA hai| vyakti girA detA hai mahatvAkAMkSA kii| yA, isa vikAsa ke kAraNa, mahatvAkAMkSA gira jAtI hai apane se hii| taba vyakti dhArmika ho jAtA hai| aisA nahIM hai ki vaha saMsAra ko tyAga detA hai| saMsAra to suMdara hai! vahAM tyAgane ko kucha hai nhiiN| vaha ga detA hai sArI apekssaaeN| aura jaba koI apekSA nahIM hotI, to hatAzA kaise ho sakatI hai? aura jaba koI mAga nahIM hotI, to hatAzA kaise ho sakatI hai? aura jaba koI mAga nahIM hotI, to atRpti kaise ho sakatI hai? aura jaba koI mahatvAkAkSA nahIM hotI, to kaise A pahuMca sakatA hai koI dukhasvapna? vyakti ekadama bana jAtA hai mukta aura svaabhaavik| vyakti vartamAna kSaNa ko jItA hai aura kala kI phikra nahIM karatA hai| vyakti isI kSaNa ko jItA hai aura use itane saMpUrNa rUpa se jItA hai, kyoMki bhaviSya meM kahIM koI AzA aura icchA nahIM hotii| vyakti apanA saMpUrNa astitva le AtA hai isa kSaNa taka, aura taba saMpUrNa jIvana ho jAtA hai ruupaaNtrit| vaha eka AnaMda hotA hai, vaha eka tyauhAra hotA hai, vaha eka utsava hotA hai| phira tuma nRtya kara sakate ho aura tuma haMsa sakate ho aura gA sakate ho, aura mere dekhe aisI hI honI cAhie dhArmika-cetanA-sva nRtya-magna cetnaa| yaha cetanA baccoM kI cetanA jaisI jyAdA hotI hai, marI huI lAza kI cetanA jaisI kama hotI hai| tumhAre carca, tumhAre maMdira, tumhArI masjideM; kabroM kI bhAMti hI haiM-bahuta jyAdA gaMbhIratA hai| to nissaMdeha bahuta loga haiM mere AsapAsa, jo gaMbhIra haiM, unhoMne mujhe bilakula hI nahIM samajhA hai| ho sakatA hai ve apane mana prakSepita kara rahe hoMge mujha para, jo kucha maiM kahatA hUM ve usakI vyAkhyA kara rahe hoMge unake apane vicAroM ke anusAra, lekina mujhe samajhA nahIM hai unhoNne| ve galata loga haiN| yA to unheM badalanA hogA yA unheM cale jAnA hogaa| aMtataH kevala ve hI vyakti raheMge mere sAtha, jo samagra rUpa se jIvana kA utsava manA sakate haiM, binA kisI zikAyata ke, binA kisI durbhAva ke| dUsare cale
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________________ jaaeNge| jitanI jaldI ve jAeM, utanA behtr| lekina yaha hotA hai yaha soca kara ki maiM dhArmika hUM purAne DhaMga ke dhArmika loga bhI kaI bAra A jAte haiM mere pAsa, aura eka bAra ve A jAte haiM to ve unake apane mana le Ate haiM unake sAtha, aura ve yahAM bhI gaMbhIra rahane kI koziza karate haiN| eka AdamI AyA mere pAsa, eka kA aadmii| vaha eka bahuta prasiddha bhAratIya netA thaa| eka bAra usane zivira meM bhAga liyA thA, aura usane dekha liyA kucha saMnyAsiyoM ko tAza khelate hue| turaMta vaha calA AyA mere pAsa aura kahane lagA, 'yaha to bahuta galata huaa| saMnyAsI tAza khelate haiM?' maiM bolA, 'kyA galata huA hai isameM? tAza ke patte suMdara haiM, aura ve kisI ko koI hAni nahIM pahuMcA rahe haiN| ve to basa AnaMda manA rahe haiM tAza khelane kaa|' yaha AdamI eka rAjanItijJa thA, aura vaha rAjanIti meM tAza khela rahA thA aura juA khela rahA thA, para to bhI ise vaha nahIM samajha sakatA thaa| logoM ke tAza khelane kI bAta sIdhI-sApha hai, ve utsava bhara manA rahe haiM isa kSaNa kaa| aura yaha AdamI pattoM ke khela khelatA rahA thA apanI pUrI jiMdagI-bhara, bar3e khataranAka tAza ke khela, AkrAmaka; logoM ke siroM para paira rakhakara, hara vaha cIja karate hue jo ki eka rAjanItijJa ko karanI hotI hai| lekina vaha to svayaM ko dhArmika samajha rahA thaa| aura becAre saMnyAsI, kevala tAza ke patte khelane se, niMdita hote haiM ve| vaha kahane lagA, 'isakI to maiMne kabhI apekSA na kI thI!' maiMne kahAM usase ki mere lie kucha galata nahIM hai ismeN| jaba tuma kisI ko nukasAna nahIM pahuMcA rahe hote to kucha galata nahIM hotA hai| jaba tuma nukasAna pahuMcAte ho kisI ko, to galata hotI hai vaha baat| jo cIjeM galata samajhI jAtI rahI haiN| kaI bAra ve utanI galata nahIM hotI haiN| udAharaNa ke lie tuma kisI AdamI se kucha anApa-zanApa bola rahe hote ho aura kUr3A-kabAr3a hI pheMka rahe hote ho usake sira meM aura tuma kevala kUr3A-kabAr3a hI pheMka sakate ho kyoMki tumhAre pAsa koI aura cIja hai nahIM-tuma socate ho, vaisA ThIka hI hai| lekina jo vyakti eka kone meM baiThA hai aura sigareTa pI rahA hai-vaha galata hai? vaha kama se kama kisI ke sira ke Upara yA kisI ke sira meM kUr3A to nahIM pheMka rahA hotA hai| usane hoThoM ke lie eka vikalpa DhUMDha liyA hotA hai, vaha bolatA nahIM hai, vaha sigareTa pItA hai| ho sakatA hai vaha khuda ko nukasAna pahuMcA rahA ho lekina vaha kisI dUsare ko to nukasAna nahIM pahuMcA rahA hai| ho sakatA hai vaha mUr3ha ho, phira bhI vaha pApI nahIM sadA apanI soca isI dizA ke samAnAMtara rakhane kI koziza karanA ki yadi tuma kisI ko nukasAna pahuMcA rahe hote ho, kevala tabhI galata hotI hai baat| yadi tuma kisI ko nukasAna pahuMcA rahe hote hoaura yadi thor3A-sA sajaga rahate ho, to isa 'kisI' meM tuma bhI sammilita hooge-yadi tuma kisI ko nukasAna nahIM pahuMcA rahe, apane ko bhI nahIM, to hara cIja suMdara hai| taba tuma kara sakate ho apanA kaam| mere lie saMnyAsa koI bar3I gaMbhIra bAta nahIM hai| vastuta: yaha ThIka viparIta bAta hai: yaha eka chalAMga hai a-gaMbhIratA meN| gaMbhIratA se to tuma jI lie bahuta jnm| kyA pAyA hai tumane? sArA saMsAra tumheM gaMbhIra hone kI, tumhArA kartavya pUrA karane kI, naitika hone kI, yaha kucha yA vaha kucha karane kI sIkha
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________________ detA hai| maiM tumheM sikhAtA hUM AnaMdita honA; maiM tumheM sikhAtA hUM utsavapUrNa honaa| maiM tumheM utsava manAne ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM sikhaataa| kevala eka bAta yAda rakhanA tumhArA utsava kisI dUsare ke lie nukasAna dene vAlA nahI honA cAhie, basa itanA hii| ahaMkAra kI hI hai smsyaa| yadi tuma jIvana ko AnaMda ke rUpa meM lete ho, aura kisI tyauhAra kI bhAMti isakA utsava manAte ho, to tumhArA ahaMkAra tirohita ho jaaegaa| ahaMkAra kevala tabhI banA raha sakatA hai, jaba tuma gaMbhIra hote ho| bacce kI bhAMti hote ho, taba ahaMkAra tirohita ho jAtA hai| to tuma dukhI se lagate ho, tuma tana kara calate ho; tuma kucha bahuta gaMbhIra bAta kara rahe jo ki dUsarA koI aura nahIM kara rahA: sAre saMsAra ko sudhArane meM madada dene kI koziza kara rahe ho tum| tuma sAre saMsAra kA bojha Dhote ho apane kaMdhoM pr| hara koI anaitika hai; kevala tumhI ho naitika! hara koI pApa kara rahA hai, kevala tumhIM ho puNyAtmA! taba ahaMkAra bahuta acchA- acchA anubhava karatA hai| utsavamayI bhAvadazA meM ahaMkAra jIvita nahIM raha sktaa| yadi utsava tumhAre astitva kI hI AbohavA bana jAtA hai to ahaMkAra miTa jaaegaa| kaise tuma banAe rakha sakate ho apanA ahaMkAra, jaba tuma haMsa rahe hote ho, nAca rahe hote ho, AnaMda manA rahe hote ho? aisA kaThina hotA hai| tuma banAe rakha sakate ho apane ahaMkAra ko jabaki tuma zIrSAsana kara rahe hote ho, sira ke bala khar3e hue hote ho, yA ki kaThina, mUr3hatA- bharI mudrAeM banA rahe hote ho| taba tuma banAe rakha sakate ho ahaMkAra ko, tuma eka mahAna yogI ho! yA cAroM ora se dUsare sAre murdA zarIroM ke sAtha maMdira meM yA carca meM baiTha kara, tuma svayaM ko anubhava kara sakate ho bahuta, bahuta mahAna, ucc| khayAla meM le lenA yaha bAta, merA saMnyAsa isa prakAra ke logoM ke lie nahIM hai, lekina to bhI A jAte haiM ve| Ane meM kucha galata bhI nhiiN| yA to ve parivartita ho jAeMge, yA phira unheM cale jAnA hogaa| unakI phikra mata kro| maiM AzvAsana detA hUM tumheM ki maiM gaMbhIra nahIM huuN| maiM ImAnadAra hUM para gaMbhIra nhiiN| ImAnadArI pUrI taraha se eka alaga hI guNavattA hai| gaMbhIratA eka roga hI hai ahaMkAra kA, aura ImAnadArI eka guNavattA hai hRdaya kii| ImAnadAra hone kA artha hai sacce honA, gaMbhIra honA nhiiN| ImAnadAra hone kA artha hai prAmANika honaa| jo kucha bhI kara rahe hote ho, tuma use kisI kartavya kI bhAMti nahIM kara rahe hote ho, balki prema kI bhAMti kara rahe hote ho| saMnyAsa koI tumhArA kartavya nahIM hai, vaha hai tumhArA prem| yadi tuma lagA dete ho chalAMga, to tuma lagAte ho tumhAre prema ke kAraNa, tumhArI prAmANikatA ke kaarnn| tuma ImAnadAra rahoge usake prati, para gaMbhIra nhiiN| gaMbhIratA udAsa hotI hai| ImAnadArI praphulla hotI hai| eka ImAnadAra vyakti sadA praphulla rahatA hai| kevala dikhAvaTI vyakti udAsa hotA hai, kyoMki vaha bar3I jhaMjhaTa meM par3a jAtA hai| yadi tuma dikhAvaTI hote ho, to eka dikhAvaTa tumheM le jAegI dUsarI dikhAvaTa meN| yadi tuma nirbhara karate ho eka jhUThI bAta
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________________ para, tumheM nirbhara karanA par3egA aura jhUThI bAto pr| dhIre- dhIre jhUThI bAto kI eka bhIr3a ikaTThI ho jAtI hai tumhAre aaspaas| tumhArA dama ghuTane lagatA hai tumhAre apane jhUThe ceharoM ke dvArA aura phira tuma ho jAte hoM udaas| taba jiMdagI jhaMjhaTa kI bhAMti jAna par3atI hai| taba tuma usase AnaMdita nahIM ho sakate, kyoMki tumane to sArA sauMdarya hI naSTa kara diyA hotA hai uskaa| tumhAre apane jhUThe mana ke atirikta astitva meM koI aura cIja asuMdara nahIM hai, hara cIja suMdara hai| ImAnadAra bano, prAmANika bano aura sacce bano, aura jo kucha karo, tuma vaha premavaza hI karo, anyathA mata karo use| yadi tuma saMnyAsI honA cAhate ho, to premavaza hI honA; anyathA, mata lagAnA chalAMgapratIkSA karanA, sahI ghar3I ko Ane denA, lekina isa bAre meM gaMbhIra mata ho jaanaa| aisA kucha nahIM, gaMbhIratA jaisA kucha nhiiN| mere dekhe, gaMbhIratA eka roga hai, vaha mAmUlI ausata mana jo jIvana meM asaphala huA hai, usakA roga hai| vaha asaphala huA hai kyoMki vaha ausata hai| saMnyAsa tumhArI praur3hatA kA carama zikhara honA cAhie; tumhArI asaphalatAoM, saphalatAoM kA, hara vaha cIja jo tumane dekhI hai aura jo hai, aura hara vaha cIja jisake dvArA tuma vikasita hue ho usakA zikhara, carama biNdu| aba tuma jyAdA samajha rakhate ho aura jaba tuma jyAdA samajhate ho to tuma jyAdA AnaMdita ho sakate ho| jIsasa dhArmika haiN| IsAI dhArmika nahIM haiN| jIsasa utsavamaya ho sakate haiM, IsAI nahIM ho skte| carca meM tumheM jAnA hotA hai eka bar3A gaMbhIra ceharA, udAsa ceharA lekr| kyoM? kyoMki kraoNsa eka pratIka bana gayA hai dharma kaa| kraoNsa ko pratIka nahIM bananA cAhie; mRtyu se saMbaddhatA nahIM honI caahie| eka dhArmika vyakti itane gahare rUpa se jItA hai ki vaha kisI mRtyu ko nahIM jaantaa| mRtyu ko jAnane ke lie UrjA bacatI hI nhiiN| koI vahAM hotA nahIM mRtyu ko jAnane ke lie| jaba tuma itane gahare rUpa se jIte na ko, to matya miTa jAtI hai| matya kevala tabhI astitva rakhatI hai, yadi tama sataha para jIte ho| jaba tuma gahare rUpa se jIte ho, to mRtyu bhI jIvana bana jAtI hai| jaba tuma jIte ho sataha para, to jIvana bhI mRtyu bana jAtA hai| kraoNsa nahIM honA cAhie: pratIka dharma kaa| bhArata meM hamane kraoNsa jaisI cIjoM ko kabhI nahIM DhAlA hai pratIkoM meN| hamAre pAsa kRSNa kI bAMsurI hai yA ziva kA nRtya hai pratIkoM ke rUpa meN| yadi kabhI tuma samajhanA cAhate ho ki dhArmika cetanA ko kisa taraha vikasita honA cAhie, to koziza karanA kRSNa ko samajhane kii| ve AnaMdapUrNa haiM, utsavapUrNa haiM, nRtyamaya haiN| apane hoMThoM para bAMsurI aura gAna lie ve premI haiM jIvana ke| krAisTa sacamuca hI puruSa the kRSNa jaise| vastuta: yaha zabda 'krAisTa' AyA kRSNa se| jIsasa hai unakA nAma: jIsasa kRSNa, jIsasa kraaistt| kRSNa ke bahuta rUpa haiN| bhArata meM, baMgAla meM, unakA eka rUpa hai jo hai 'kRsstto'| kRSTo se grIka meM vaha bana jAtA hai 'kRSTosa' aura vahAM se vaha bar3hatA hai aura bana jAtA hai 'kraaistt'|
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________________ jIsasa jarUra kRSNa jaise rahe hoMge, para IsAI kahate haiM ki ve kabhI haMse hI nahIM yaha bar3I betukI bAta jAna par3atI hai| yadi jIsasa nahIM haMsa sakate, to phira kauna haMsa sakatA hai? unhoMne unheM citrita kiyA hai itane gaMbhIra rUpa meN| ve haMse hoMge jruur| vastutaH ve prema karate the striyoM ko, aMgUrI zarAba ko / yahI thI ar3acana, isIlie yahUdiyoM ne sUlI para caDhA diyA unako / unakA prema thA striyoM para merI megdAlina aura dUsarI striyoM para, aura merI megdAlina eka vezyA thii| ve jarUra eka adabhuta vyakti rahe hoMge, eka bar3e hI virala dhArmika vykti| ve prema karate the bhojana ko; ve sadA AnaMdita hote the utsavamaya prItibhojoM se aura krAisTa ke sAtha bhojana karane kI bAta jarUra kisI dUsarI duniyA kI cIja hI rahI hogii| - aisA huA ki krAisTa kI mRtyu ho gaI kraoNsa para to kahAM jAtA hai ki tIna dinoM ke bAda ve punajArvita ho utthe| yaha eka bar3I hI suMdara kathA hai| ve punajArvita ho uThe aura sabase pahale merI megdAlina ne dekhA thA unheM kyoM? - kyoMki kevala prema kI dRSTi hI samajha sakatI hai punajag2avata hone ko, kyoMki prema-dRSTi hI dekha sakatI hai aMtasa ko amaratva ko bahuta sAre anuyAyI gujare the jIsasa ke nikaTa se, jo ki vahA khar3e hue the aura ve nahIM dekha sake the pratIka suMdara hai kevala prema hI dekha sakatA hai aMtasa kI usa gahanatama mRtyu-vihInatA ko taba merI megdAlina AyI zahara meM aura usane batAyA logoM ko| unhoMne socA, vaha pAgala ho gaI; kauna vizvAsa karatA hai eka strI kA? loga kahate haiM ki prema pAgala hotA hai, prema aMdhA hotA hai| koI nahIM vizvAsa karatA thA usakA, jIsasa ke ziSya bhI nahIM jIsasa ke nikaTatama ziSya bhI haMsane lage aura bole, 'kyA tU pAgala ho gayI hai?' ve vizvAsa karate isakA jaba unhoMne dekhA hotA to / phira aisA huA ki do ziSya jA rahe the dUsare zahara kI ora, jIsasa unake pIche aae| ve bole unake sAtha, aura unhoMne bAteM kI jIsasa ke sUlI car3hane ke bAre meM aura isa bAre meM ki kyA - kyA ghaTA thaa| ve donoM bar3e dukhI the aura jIsasa cala rahe the unake sAtha aura bAtacIta kara rahe the unake sAtha, aura unhoMne pahacAnA hI nahIM unako phira ve pahuMca gae zahara meM unhoMne bulA liyA usa ajanabI ko unake sAtha bhojana karane ke lie| jaba jIsasa roTI kA Tukar3A tor3a rahe the, taba akasmAta unhoMne pahacAna liyA unheM, kyoMki jIsasa ke atirikta kisI ne usa DhaMga se na tor3I hotI rottii| mujhe yaha kathA bahuta jyAdA pyArI rahI hai| unhoMne bAteM kI aura pahacAna na sake unheM ve mIloM mIloM taka eka sAtha cale aura pahacAna na sake unheM lekina jIsasa ke roTI tor3ane kA vahI DhaMga aura acAnaka unhoMne pahacAna liyA unheM / unhoMne kabhI na jAnA thA aise vyakti ko, jo itane utsavapUrNa bhAva se roTI tor3atA ho unhoMne bhojana kA utsava manAne vAle kisI vyakti ko nahIM dekhA thaa| akasmAta, unhoMne pahacAna liyA unheM aura bole, 'Apane batAyA kyoM nahIM ki Apa punajayaeNvata ho gae jIsasa hai? vahI DhaMgA' IsAI kahate haiM ki yaha AdamI kabhI haMsA hI nahIM IsAiyoM ne saMpUrNatayA naSTa hI --
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________________ aura mujhe Dara hai ki ve AeMge kara diyA jIsasa ko, vikRta kara diyaa| yadi ve kabhI vApasa lauTate haiM nahIM ina IsAiyoM ke kAraNa-to ve unheM Ane na deMge carcoM meN| yahI bAta mere sAtha bhI saMbhava hai| jaba maiM nahIM rahUM to ye gaMbhIra loga khataranAka haiN| ve banA sakate haiM mAlakiyata, kyoMki ve cIjoM para mAlakiyata jamAne kI khoja meM sadA hI rahate haiN| ve bana sakate haiM mere uttarAdhikArI aura phira ve naSTa kara deNge| isalie smaraNa rakha lenA yaha bAta eka ajJAnI vyakti bhI bana sakatA hai merA uttarAdhikArI, lekina haMsane aura utsava manAne meM use sakSama honA caahie| yadi koI saMbodhi ko upalabdha kara lene kA dAvA bhI karatA ho, to jarA dekha lenA usake cehare kI ora aura yadi vaha gaMbhIra ho, to vaha nahIM banane vAlA merA uttraadhikaarii| ise hI banane denA kasauTI : eka mUDa bhI calegA, lekina use haMsane aura AnaMdita hone aura jIvana kA utsava manAne meM sakSama honA caahie| lekina gaMbhIra loga sadA hI sattA kI talAza meM rahate haiN| jo loga haMsa sakate haiM, ve sattA ke viSaya meM ciMtita nahIM hote-yahI hai add'cn| jIvana itanA acchA hai ki kauna phikra karatA hai popa banane kI? sahaja-svAbhAvika loga, apane sIdhe-sarala tarIkoM meM prasanna hote haiM, rAjanItiyoM kI ciMtA nahIM krte| jaba koI buddha-puruSa deha rUpa meM miTa jAtA hai, to phaurana, jo loga gaMbhIra hote haiM ve lar3a rahe hote haiM uttarAdhikArI banane ko| aura unhoMne sadA hI vinAza kiyA hai, kyoMki ve haiM galata loga, lekina galata loga sadA hI mahatvAkAMkSI hote haiN| kevala sahI vyakti hI kabhI nahIM hote mahatvAkAMkSI, kyoMki jIvana itanA kucha de rahA hai ki mahatvAkAMkSA kI koI jarUrata nahIM-uttarAdhikArI banane kI, popa banane ki kucha na kucha bana jAne kii| jIvana itanA suMdara hai ki jyAdA kI mAMga nahIM kI jAtI hai lekina loga jinake pAsa AnaMda nahIM, ve cAhate haiM sattA; loga jo cUka gaye haiM prema ko, ve AnaMdita hote haiM mAna-sammAna se; jo loga kisI na kisI DhaMga se cUka gaye haiM jIvana ke utsava ko aura nRtya ko, ve ho jAnA cAheMge popa-UMce, sattAvAna, niyNtrnnkrtaa| sAvadhAna rahanA unse| ve sadA rahe haiM vinAzakArI, viSadAyaka log| unhoMne naSTa kara diyA buddha ko, unhoMne miTA diyA krAisTa ko, unhoMne miTA diyA mohammada ko aura ve sadA rahate haiM aaspaas| muzkila hai unase chuTakArA pAnA, bahuta bahuta muzkila hai, kyoMki ve itane gaMbhIra DhaMga se haiM maujUda ki tuma chuTakArA nahIM pA sakate unse| lekina maiM AzvAsana detA hUM tumheM ki maiM sadA prasannatA aura ullAsa kI ora, nRtya-gAna ke jIvana kI ora, AnaMda kI ora haM, kyoMki mere dekhe vahI hai ekamAtra praarthnaa| jaba tuma prasanna hote ho, prasannatA se AplAvita hote ho, to prArthanA maujUda rahatI hai| aura koI dUsarI prArthanA hai hI nhiiN| astitva sunatA hai kevala tumhArI astitvagata pratisaMvedanA ko, na ki tumhAre zAbdika saMpreSaNa ko| jo tuma kahate ho, mahatva usakA nahIM, balki usakA hai jo ki tuma ho| yadi tuma sacamuca hI anubhava karate ho ki paramAtmA hai, to utsava mnaao| taba eka bhI pala gaMvAne meM koI sAra nhiiN| apane samagra astitva ke sAtha, yadi tuma anubhava karate ki paramAtmA hai, to nRtya karo! kyoMki kevala jaba tuma nRtya karate ho aura gAte ho aura tuma prasanna hote ho, yA yadi tuma baiThe bhI
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________________ hote ho zAMtipUrvaka, to tumhArI sattA kA vaha rUpa, vaha parivartanazIlatA hI de detI hai jIvana ke prati itanI zAMtipUrNa, gahana sNtusstti| vahI hai prArthanA; tuma dhanyavAda de rahe hote ho| tumhArA dhanyavAda tumhArI prArthanA hai| gaMbhIra loga? maiMne kabhI nahIM sunA ki gaMbhIra logoM ne kabhI svarga meM praveza kiyA ho| ve nahIM praveza kara skte| aisA huA eka bAra ki eka pApI kI mRtyu huI aura vaha pahuMca gayA svarga meN| eka saMta kI bhI mRtyu huI usI dina aura dUta le jAne lage use naraka kI or| vaha saMta kahane lagA, 'Thaharo! kahIM kucha galata ho gayA hai| tuma usa pApI ko le jA rahe ho svarga kI ora, aura maiM use jAnatA hUM khUba acchI trh| maiM dhyAna karatA rahA hUM aura Izvara se prArthanA karatA rahA hUM caubIsoM ghaMTe, aura mujhe le AyA gayA hai naraka meM! maiM Izvara se hI pUchanA caahuuNgaa| yaha kyA hai? kyA yaha nyAya hai guma ' to use le AyA gayA Izvara ke pAsa hI, aura zikAyata kI usa AdamI ne aura kahane lagA, 'yaha to bilakula avizvasanIya bAta hai ki yaha pApI pahuMcA hai svarga meN| aura maiM khUba acchI taraha jAnatA hUM use| vaha par3osI thA meraa| kabhI prArthanA nahIM kI usane; usane jIvana meM kabhI eka bAra bhI nAma nahIM liyA hai aapkaa| maiM prArthanA karatA rahA haM dina meM caubIsoM ghNtte| merI nIMda meM bhI maiM japatA rahA, rAma, rAma, rAma aura yaha kyA ho rahA hai?' aisA kahAM jAtA hai ki Izvara ne kahA, 'kyoMki tumane mujhe mAra hI DAlA tumhArI niraMtara ubAU rAmarAma se| tumane to mujhe lagabhaga mAra hI diyA, aura maiM nahIM cAhUMgA tumhAre nikaTa honaa| jarA soco, caubIsa ghaMTe! tuma mujhe eka pala bhI na doge ArAma-caina kaa| yaha dUsarA AdamI bhalA hai| kama se kama kabhI takalIpha nahIM dI usane mujhe| maiM jAnatA hUM usane kabhI prArthanA nahIM kI, lekina usakA to pUrA jIvana hI thA eka praarthnaa| vaha tumheM dikhAI par3atA hai pApI jaisA, kyoMki tuma socate ki mAtra prArthanA karane se aura muMha kI bakabaka karane se naitikatA calI AtI hai| vaha jIyA aura prasannatApUrvaka jiiyaa| ho sakatA hai vaha sadA hI bhalA na rahA ho, lekina vaha sadA prasanna rahA thA aura vaha sadA rahatA thA aanNdpuurnn| ho sakatA usane galatiyAM kI hoM yahAM-vahA kI, kyoMki galatiyAM karanA mAnavIya bAta hai, lekina vaha ahaMkArI na thaa| usane kabhI prArthanA nahIM kI, lekina usake astitva ke gahanatama tala se sadA hI uThatA thA dhnyvaad| usane jIvana kA AnaMda manAyA aura usane dhanyavAda diyA isake lie|' smaraNa rahe, gaMbhIra loga pUre naraka meM hI hote haiN| zaitAna bahuta pyAra karatA hai gaMbhIratA se| svarga kisI carca kI bhAti nahIM hotA hai, aura yadi vaha hotA hai to jisake pAsa thor3A hoza hai vaha kabhI nahIM jAegA usa svarga kI or| taba behatara hai naraka cale jaanaa| svarga hai jIvana, lAkhoM-lAkhoM AyAmoM se bharapUra jiivn| jIsasa kahate haiM apane ziSyoM se, 'Ao mere pAsa aura maiM tumheM dUMgA bharapUra jiivn|' svarga eka kavitA hai, eka niraMtara gAna hai, nadI ke pravAhita hone jaisA, binA kisI rukAva kA eka niraMtara utsv| jaba tuma yahAM ho mere sAtha, to smaraNa meM le lenA yaha bAta, tuma mujhe cUka jAoge yadi tuma gaMbhIra ho to, kyoMki koI saMparka na bnegaa| kevala jaba tuma prasanna hote ho to tuma mere pAsa raha sakate ho|
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________________ prasannatA dvArA eka setu nirmita hotA hai| gaMbhIratA dvArA sAre setu TUTa jAte haiN| tuma bana jAte kisI dvIpa kI bhAMti-pahuMca ke baahr| cauthA prazna : kaI bAra maiM sajaga huA anubhava karatA hUM aura kaI bAra nahIM sajagatA dhar3akatI huI jAna par3atI hai| yaha sajaga dhar3akana dhIre-dhIre miTatI hai yA kyA yaha akasmAta kho jAtI hai? jIvana meM hara cIja eka laya hai| tama prasanna hote ho aura phira pIche calI AtI hai aprsnntaa| rAta aura dina, garmI aura sardI; jIvana eka laya hai do viparItatAo ke bIca kii| jaba tuma sajaga hone kA prayAsa karate ho to vaha laya vahA hogI : kaI bAra tuma jAgarUka ho jAoge aura kaI bAra nhiiN| samasyA mata khar3I kara lenA, kyoMki tuma samasyAeM khar3I karane meM itane kuzala ho ki bebAta hI tuma banA sakate ho koI smsyaa| aura eka bAra jaba tuma banA lete ho koI samasyA taba tuma use sulajhA lenA cAhate ho| phira aise loga haiM, jo tumheM de deMge uttr| galata samasyA sadA hI uttara pAtI hai kisI galata uttara dvaaraa| aura phira yahI bAta calI cala sakatI hai anaMtakAla taka; eka galata uttara phira banA letA hai praznoM ko| ekadama AraMbha se hI asamyaka ' samasyA na banane dene ke lie sajaga honA hotA hai| anyathA pUrA jIvana hI calatA calA jAtA hai asamyaka dizA kI or| samasyA na banAne kI bAta ko sadA hI samajhane kI koziza krnaa| hara cIja spaMdita hotI hai laya meN| aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM hara cIja, to merA matalaba hotA hai hara eka cIja se hii| prema hotA hai, aura maujUda hotI hai ghRNA, sajagatA-aura maujUda hotI hai asjgtaa| mata khar3I kara lenA koI samasyA; donoM se AnaMdita honaa| jaba sajaga hote ho, to AnaMda manAnA sajagatA kA, aura jaba asajaga hote ho to AnaMda manAnA asajagatA kaa| kucha galata nahIM hai, kyoMki asajagatA hai vizrAma kI bhaaNti| anyathA, sajagatA ho jAegI eka tnaav| yadi tuma jAgate rahate ho caubIsa ghaMTe, to tuma kyA socate ki kitane dina jI sakate ho tuma? binA bhojana ke AdamI jI sakatA hai tIna mahIne taka, binA nIMda ke vaha tIna saptAha ke bhItara pAgala ho jaaegaa| vaha koziza karegA AtmahatyA karane kii| dina meM tuma jAgate rahate, rAta meM tuma vizrAma karate aura vaha vizrAma tumhArI madada karatA dina meM jyAdA saceta aura jyAdA tAjA
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________________ rahane meN| UrjAeM gujara cukI hotI hai vizrAma-avadhi meM se, jisase ki ve subaha phira jyAdA jIvaMta hotI haiN| yahI bAta ghaTegI dhyAna meM kucha paloM ke lie tuma saMpUrNatayA jAgarUka hote ho, zikhara para hote ho, aura kucha paloM ke lie tuma hote ho ghATI meM, vizrAma kara rahe hote ho-jAgarUkatA samApta ho cukI ' hotI hai, tuma bhUla cuke hote ho| para kyA galata hai isameM? yaha sIdhI-sApha bAta hai| ajAgarUkatA dvArA, jAgarUkatA phira se udita hogI, tAjI, yuvA, aura yahI calatA calA jaaegaa| yadi tuma donoM se AnaMdita ho sakate ho, to tuma tIsare bana jAte ho, aura yahI sAra-biMdu hai samajhane kaa| yadi tuma donoM se AnaMdita ho sakate ho, to isakA matalaba hotA hai ki tuma na to jAgarUkatA ho aura na hI ajAgarUkatA ho| tuma eka vaha ho jo donoM se AnaMdita hotA hai| pAra kA kucha praveza karatA hai| vastuta: yahI hai asalI saakssii| prasannatA se tuma AnaMdita hote-kyA galata hai isameM? jaba prasannatA calI jAtI hai aura tuma udAsa ho jAte ho, to kyA galata hai udAsI meM? prasanna hoo usse| eka bAra tuma sakSama ho jAte ho udAsI kA AnaMda manAne meM, taba tuma donoM meM se kucha nahIM hote| aura maiM kahatA hUM tumase, yadi tuma AnaMda manAte ho udAsI kA, to usake apane sauMdarya hote haiN| prasannatA thor3I satahI hotI hai; udAsI bar3I gahana hotI hai, usakI apanI eka gaharAI hotI hai| jo vyakti kabhI udAsa nahIM rahA hotA, vaha satahI hogA, sataha para hI hogaa| udAsI hai aMdherI rAta kI bhAMti-bahuta ghn| aMdhakAra kA apanA eka mauna hotA hai aura udAsI kA bhii| prasannatA phUTatI hai budabudAtI hai; usameM eka dhvani hotI hai, vaha hotI hai parvato kI nadI kI bhAMti, dhvani nirmita ho jAtI hai| lekina parvato meM nadI kabhI nahIM ho sakatI bahuta ghrii| vaha sadA uthalI hotI hai| jaba nadI pahuMcatI hai maidAna meM, vaha ho jAtI hai gaharI, para dhvani thama jAtI hai| vaha calatI hai, jaise ki na cala rahI ho| udAsI meM eka gaharAI hotI hai| kyoM banAnI ar3acana? jaba prasanna hote ho, to prasanna raho, AnaMda manAo uskaa| tAdAtmya mata banAo usake saath| jaba maiM kahatA hUM prasanna raho to merA matalaba hotA AnaMdita hoo usse| use hone do eka AbohavA, jo gatimaya hogI aura parivartanazIla hogii| subaha parivartita ho jAtI hai dopahara meM, dopahara parivartita ho jAtI hai sAMjha meM aura phira AtI hai raatri| prasannatA ko tumhAre cAroM ora kI eka AbohavA banane do| AnaMda manAo usakA, aura phira jaba udAsI AtI hai, to usase bhI AnaMdita honaa| jo kucha bhI ho avasthA maiM to tumheM sikhAtA hUM AnaMda mnaanaa| zAMta hokara baiTha jAnA aura AnaMdita honA udAsI se, aura acAnaka udAsI phira udAsI nahIM rahatI; vaha bana cukI hotI hai mauna zAMtimaya pala, apane meM sauNdrypuurnn| kucha galata nahIM hotA usmeN|
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________________ aura phira AtI hai aMtima kImiyA, vaha sthala, jahAM tuma akasmAta jAna jAte ho ki tuma na to prasannatA ho aura na hI udaasii| tuma dekhane vAle ho, sAkSI ho| tuma dekhate zikharoM ko, tuma dekhate ghATiyoM ko, lekina tuma inameM se kucha bhI nahIM ho| eka bAra yaha dRSTi upalabdha ho jAtI hai to tuma hara cIja kA utsava manA sakate ho| tuma utsava manAte ho jIvana kA, tama utsava manAte ho mRtyu kaa| tama utsava manAte ho prasannatA kA aura tama utsava manAte ho aprasannatA kaa| tuma hara cIja kA utsava manAte ho| taba tuma kisI dhruvatA ke sAtha tAdAtmya nahIM bnaate| donoM dhruvatAeM, donoM chora sAtha-sAtha upalabdha ho gae haiM tumheM aura tuma AsAnI se eka se dUsare taka pahuMca sakate ho| tuma ho jAte ho tarala, tuma bahane lagate ho| taba tuma kara sakate ho upayoga donoM kA, aura donoM hI tumhAre vikAsa meM madada bana sakate haiN| ise smaraNa rakhanA: mata banAnA smsyaaeN| sthiti ko samajhane kI koziza karanA, jIvana kI dhruvatA ko samajhane kI koziza krnaa| garmiyoM meM garmI hotI hai, sardiyoM meM sardI hotI hai, to kahAM hai koI samasyA? sardiyoM meM AnaMdita honA sardI se, garmiyoM meM AnaMdita honA garmI se| garmiyoM meM AnaMda manAnA sUrya kaa| rAtri meM AnaMda manAnA sitAroM kA aura aMdhakAra kA, dina meM sUrya kA aura prakAza kaa| tuma AnaMda ko banA lenA tumhArI nirNtrtaa| jo kucha bhI ghaTatA hai usake bAvajUda tuma AnaMda manAte rhnaa| tuma prayAsa karanA isakA, aura akasmAta hara cIja badala jAtI hai aura rUpAMtarita ho jAtI hai| pAMcavAM prazna: abhI pichale dinoM hI Apane kahA ki yadi tuma prema nahIM kara sakate to dhyAna tumheM le jAegA prema kI ora aura yadi tuma dhyAna nahIM kara sakate to prema tumheM le jAegA dhyAna kI or| jAna par3atA hai Apane apanA mana badala liyA hai| 1 pAsa koI mana hai hI nahIM badalane ko| tuma badala sakate ho, yadi tumhAre pAsa ho to, tuma kaise badala sakate ho ise yadi tumhAre pAsa yaha ho hI nahIM? kabhI koziza mata karanA do paloM kI tulanA karane kI, kyoMki hara pala svayaM meM atulanIya hotA hai| hI, kaI dinoM meM hotA hUM sardiyoM kI bhAMti aura kaI dinoM meM hotA hUM garmiyoM kI bhAMti, lekina to bhI maiMne nahIM badalA hotA mn| mere pAsa koI mana hai nhiiN| isI taraha ghaTatI hai yaha baat|
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________________ tuma pUchate ho koI prazna, mere pAsa usake lie koI banA-banAyA uttara nahIM hotA hai| tuma pUchate ho koI prazna aura maiM usakA uttara detA huuN| maiM nahIM socatA ki maiM apane pichale kathanoM ke anurUpa hUM yA nhiiN| maiM atIta meM nahIM jItA hUM aura maiM nahIM socatA hUM bhaviSya kI-ki jo kucha maiM kaha rahA hUM kyA bhaviSya meM bhI maiM isI bAta ko kaha paauuNgaa| nahIM, koI atIta nahIM aura nahIM hai koI bhvissy| bilakula isI kSaNa tuma pUchate ho prazna aura jo kucha ghaTatA hai, ghaTatA hai| maiM pratisaMvedita hotA huuN| vaha eka sahaja-svAbhAvika pratyuttara hotA hai, vaha koI uttara nahIM hotA hai| agale dina tuma phira vahI prazna pUchate ho, lekina maiM usI DhaMga se pratyuttara nahIM duuNgaa| maiM isa viSaya meM kucha nahIM kara sktaa| mere pAsa bane-banAe taiyAra uttara nahIM rahate haiN| maiM hUM darpaNa kI bhAMti: jo ceharA tuma le Ate ho, vaha pratibiMbita hotA hai| yadi tuma krodhita hote ho to vaha pratibiMbita karatA hai krodha ko, yadi tuma prasanna hote ho, to vaha pratibiMbita karatA hai prasannatA ko| tuma nahIM kaha sakate darpaNa ko, 'kyA bAta hai? kala maiM thA yahAM aura tumane jhalakAyA krodhI ceharA, Aja maiM hUM yahAM aura tuma jhalakA rahe ho eka bahuta prasanna cehraa| bAta kyA hai tumhAre sAtha? kyA tumane badala diyA tumhArA mana?' darpaNa ke koI mana nahIM hotA, darpaNa to basa tumheM hI jhalakA detA hai| tumhArA prazna jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai mere uttara se| vastuta: tumhArA prazna hI mujhameM uttara nirmita kara detA hai| AdhA bhAga to tumhAre dvArA hI bheja diyA jAtA hai, dUsarA AdhA bhAga hotA hai mAtra eka prtidhvni| to yaha nirbhara karatA hai-yaha nirbhara karegA tuma para, yaha nirbhara karegA tumheM gherane vAle vRkSoM para, yaha nirbhara karegA AbohavA para, yaha nirbhara karegA astitva para, usakI samagratA meN| tuma pUchate ho prazna, aura maiM yahAM kucha nahIM hUM mAtra eka maadhym| yaha aisA hai jaise ki samaSTi tumheM uttara detI ho| jo kucha bhI hotI hai tumhArI AvazyakatA, vaisA hI hotA hai uttara jo ki calA AtA hai tuma tk| mata koziza karanA tulanA karane kI, anyathA tuma gar3abar3I meM par3a jaaoge| kabhI koziza na karanA tulanA karane kii| jaba kabhI tuma anubhava karo ki koI cIja tumhAre anukUla par3atI hai, to basa usakA anusaraNa karanA, use kara lenaa| yadi tuma karate ho use to jo kucha bAda meM calA AtA hai, tuma samajha paaoge| tumhArA karanA madada degA, tulanA madada na degii| tuma pUrI taraha pAgala ho jAoge, yadi tuma tulanA hI karate gae to| hara kSaNa maiM kaI bAteM kahatA jAtA huuN| bAda meM, apanI jiMdagI bhara bola cukane ke bAda, jo adhyayana 'kareMge unakA, aura jo yaha jAMcane-chAMTane kA prayatna kareMge ki maiM kyA kahatA hUM ve bilakula pAgala hI ho jaaeNge| ve vaisA kara nahIM pAeMge, kyoMki isI taraha to yaha abhI ghaTa rahA hai| ve haiM dArzanika; maiM nahIM hUM daarshnik| unake pAsa eka nizcita vicAra hotA hai tuma para Aropita karane kaa| ve phira-phira usI vicAra para jora die cale jAte haiN| unake pAsa kucha hai, jisameM ki ve tumheM siddhAMtabaddha karanA caaheNge| ve tumhAre mana ko nizcita avasthA meM DAla denA cAheMge, eka nizcita darzana meN| ve tumheM kucha sikhA rahe hote haiN|
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________________ maiM zikSaka nahIM huuN| maiM tumheM kucha sikhA nahIM rhaa| balki isake viparIta, maiM tumheM anasIkhA hone meM madada dene kI koziza kara rahA huuN| jo kucha anukUla par3atA ho tumhAre anusaraNa karanA usakA mata socanA ki vaha susaMgata hai yA nhiiN| yadi vaha tumhAre anukUla ho to vaha acchA hai tumhAre lie| yadi tuma anusaraNa karate ho usakA to jaldI hI tuma samajha pAoge merI sArI asaMgatiyoM kI aMtara - susaMgatatA ko maiM susaMgata huuN| ho sakatA hai mere kathana na hoM, lekina ve Ate haiM eka hI srota se| ve Ate haiM mujhase, ata: unheM honA hI cAhie susNgt| varanA yaha aisA kaise saMbhava hotaa| ve Ate haiM eka hI srota se| AkAroM meM bhinnatA ho sakatI hai, zabdoM meM bheda ho sakatA hai, lekina gahana tala para vahA susaMgatatA jarUra vyApta hotI hai, jise tuma dekha pAoge, jaba tuma svayaM meM gahare utara jAte ho| to jo kucha tumheM anukUla par3atA ho use krnaa| isa bAre meM to bilakula ciMtA hI mata karanA ki maiMne isake viruddha kucha kahAM hai yA nahIM / yadi tuma vaisA 'karate' ho, to tumheM anubhava hogI merI susaMgatatA / yadi tuma kevala 'socate ho, to tuma kabhI koI kadama nahIM bar3hA pAoge, kyoMki hara dina maiM badalatA jAUMgA meM aura kucha kara nahIM sakatA, kyoMki mere pAsa koI Thosa jar3a mana, caTTAna jaisA mana nahIM hai, jo ki sadA eka jaisA hI rahatA hai| 1 maiM hUM pAnI aura havA kI bhAMti caTTAna kI bhAMti nhiiN| lekina tumhArA mana to phira-phira socegA ki maiMne yaha kahAM, aura phira maiMne vaha kahAM, to ThIka kyA hai? ThIka vaha hai jo AsAnI se pahuMca jAtA hai taka sahaja-sarala hotA hai ThIka, tumheM anukUla baiThe, vahI ThIka hotA hai, sadA hii| hamezA isa DhaMga se socane kI koziza karanA ki tumhArI satA aura merA kathana- yaha socane kI koziza karanA ki ve anukUla baiThate haiM yA nahIM yadi ve anukUla nahIM hote, to mata karanA ciMtA mata socanA unake bAre meM, mata vyartha karanA samaya - Age bar3ha jaanaa| kucha aisI cIja AtI hogI jo tumhAre anukUla par3atI hogii| aura tama ho bahuta sAre, isIlie mujhe bolanA par3atA hai bahuta logoM ke lie| unakI AvazyakatAeM alaga-alaga haiM, unakI apekSAeM alaga haiM, unake vyaktitva alaga haiM unake pichale janmoM ke karma alaga haiN| mujhe bolanA hai bahuto ke lie kevala tumhAre lie hI nahIM bola rahA huuN| tuma to kevala eka bahAnA ho| tumhAre dvArA maiM bola rahA hUM sArI duniyA se / isalie maiM kaI taraha se bolUMgA, maiM bahuta tarIkoM se banAUMgA citra aura maiM gAUMgA bahuta se gIta / tuma to socanA tumhAre bAre meM hI jo anurUpa ho tumhAre, tuma gunagunAnA vahI gIta aura bhUla jAnA dUsaroM ko| usa gIta ko gunagunAne se, dhIre- dhIre, koI cIja sthira ho jAegI tumhAre bhItara, eka samasvaratA udita hogii| usa samasvaratA se gujarate hue tuma samajha pAoge merI susaMgatatA ko, sArI asaMgatiyoM ke baavjuud| asaMgati raha sakatI hai kevala sataha para hI, lekina merI susaMgati hai alaga guNavattA kI / eka
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________________ dArzanika jItA hai sataha para jo kucha vaha kahatA hai - vaha dekhatA atIta meM, use jor3atA hai apane kathanoM se| dekhatA hai bhaviSya meM, use jor3atA hai bhaviSya ke sAtha vaha eka zRMkhalA nirmita kara letA hai sataha pr| usa prakAra kI susaMgatatA tuma mujha meM na paaoge| - susaMgati kI eka alaga guNavattA hotI hai, jise samajhanA kaThina hotA hai, jaba taka ki tuma use jIyo nahIM, phira dhIre-dhIre jo taraMgeM asaMgata thI, kho jAtI haiM aura tuma pahuMca jAte ho sAgara kI gaharAI taka, jahAM nivAsa karatI hai zAMti, sadA susNgt| cAhe sataha para tUphAna ho yA na ho, bar3I UMcI lahareM aura bar3I azAMti ho yA na ho - gaharAI meM hotI hai shaaNti| koI lahara nahIM, eka taraMga bhI nhiiN| vaha jvAra ho ki bhATA ho, isase koI aMtara nahIM par3atA hai; gahana tala para sAgara susaMgata hotA hai, eka samAna hotA hai| merI susaMgatatA hai aMtasa kI zabdoM kI nhiiN| lekina jaba tuma utarate ho tumhAre apane bhItarI sAgara meM, taba tuma samajha pAoge use bilakula abhI, tuma usakI phikra mata lenaa| jaba koI vizeSa jUtA tumhAre ThIka baiThatA ho, to kharIda lenA use aura pahana lenA use dukAna ke dUsare jUto ko lekara ciMtita mata honaa| ve tumheM pUre nahIM Ate : koI AvazyakatA nahIM unake bAre meM ciMtA karane kii| ve tumhAre lie nahIM bne| lekina dUsare aura loga haiM; kRpA karake jarA unakA bhI smaraNa kara nA koI hai kahIM, jise pUre A jAeMge ve juute| basa dekhanA apane pairoM ko aura talAza karanA apane jUto kI hI, kyoMki yaha prazna hai anubhUti kA, buddhi kA nhiiN| jaba tuma jAte ho jUto kI dukAna para, to kyA karate ho tuma? do tarIke hote haiM : tuma nApa le sakate ho apane pairoM kA aura tuma nApa le sakate ho jUto kA - vaha eka buddhijanita prayAsa hogA, eka gaNitIya prayAsa yaha dekhane kA ki vaha pUre Ate haiM yA nhiiN| dUsarI bAta hotI hai : tuma basa pahanI lete ho jUte tumhAre pairoM meM calate ho, aura anubhava karate ho ki ve pUre Ate haiM yA nahIM yadi ve pUre Ate haiM, to ve ThIka baiThate haiN| hara cIja ThIka hai, tuma phikra chor3a sakate ho isakI / gaNita ke anusAra to bilakula ThIka ho sakatA hai aura ho sakatA hai ki jUtA ThIka hI na baiThe, kyoMki jUte kisI gaNita ko nahIM jaante| ve to bilakula anapar3ha hote haiN| mata ciMtA karanA isa bAre meN| mujhe yAda hai : aisA huA ki jisa AdamI ne evareja kA, ausata kA niyama khojA thA, eka mahAna gaNitajJa, eka grIka, bahuta bharA huA thA ausata ke niyama ke apane AviSkAra se eka dina vaha pikanika para jA rahA thA apanI patnI aura apane sAta baccoM ke saath| unheM eka nadI pAra karanI par3I to vaha bolA, 'Thaharo / ' vaha gayA nadI meM aura cAra yA pAMca sthAnoM para usane nadI kI gaharAI nApI kucha sthAnoM para vaha eka phuTa thI, kaI sthAnoM para vaha thI tIna phITa, kaI sthAnoM para vaha kevala cha: iMca gaharI thI nadiyoM kI saMgati nahIM baiThatI gaNita ke sAtha reta para usane gaNanA kI aura ausata pAyI Der3ha phITa kii| usane nApA thA apane sAre baccoM ko aura ausata pAyI thI do phITa kI / /
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________________ vaha bolA, 'ciMtA mata karo, unheM jAne do| nadI to hai Der3ha phITa, bacce haiM do phiitt|' jahAM taka gaNita kA prazna hai, bilakula ThIka hai bAta; lekina na to bacce aura na hI nadI paravAha karatI hai gaNita kii| patnI to thor3I DarI, kyoMki striyAM kabhI nahIM calatI gaNita ke anuruup| aura yaha acchA hai ki ve aisI nahIM hotI haiM, kyoMki ve detI haiM sNtuln| anyathA, puruSa to pAgala ho jaataa| vaha thor3I-bhayabhIta ho gayI thii| vaha bolI, 'maiM nahIM samajhatI tumhAre evareja ke niyama ko| mujhe to aisA jAna par3atA hai ki kucha bacce bahuta choTe haiM aura nadI bahuta gaharI dikhAyI par3atI hai|' vaha bolA, 'tuma ciMtA mata kro| maiMne evareja ke niyama ko pramANita kara diyA hai mahAna gaNitajJoM ke saamne| tuma kauna hotI ho isa bAre meM saMzaya, saMdeha karane vAlI? tuma jarA dekho kaise kAma karatA hai yh|' gaNitajJa Age cala diyaa| strI bhayabhIta thI, vaha pIche-pIche calI, tAki vaha dekha sake ki kyA haA baccoM ko, kyoMki kucha baccoM ko lekara ciMtita thI vh| eka choTA to pAnI meM DUbane hI lgaa| vaha cillAyI, 'dekho, DUba rahA hai bccaa|' to bhI gaNitajJa daur3A dUsare kinAre kI reta kI tarapha, usa bacce kI ora nahIM, jo ki DUba rahA thaa| vaha kahane lagA, 'to jarUra kucha galatI rahI hogI merI gaNanA meN|' vaha strI daur3I dUsare kinAre kI tarapha-'mere sAtha gaNitabAjI mata calAo! maiM gaNitajJa nahIM hUM aura maiM vizvAsa nahIM karatI evareja ke kisI niyama meN|' hara vyakti eka advitIya vyakti hotA hai| koI ausata AdamI astitva nahIM rakhatA hai| maiM bahuto se bAteM kara rahA hUM aura tumhAre dvArA lAkhoM logoM se bAteM kara rahA huuN| maiM do cIjeM kara sakatA hUM yA to maiM DhUMDha sakatA hUM koI ausata siddhAta, to maiM sadA rahUMgA samarUpa, maiM sadA bAta karUMgA do phITa kii| lekina maiM dekhatA hUM ki kucha sAta phITa ke haiM, aura kucha kevala cAra phITa ke hI haiM, aura mujhe saMbhAlane par3ate haiM bahuta prakAra ke jUte aura bahuta prakAra kI vidhiyaaN| tuma to basa dhyAna rakho tumhAre pairoM kA; jUte ko khoja lo aura bhUla jAo sArI dukAna ko| kevala tabhI kisI dina tuma samajha pAoge ki susaMgatatA astitva rakhatI hai mere bhiitr| anyathA, maiM to isa pRthvI para sarvAdhika asaMgata vyakti haiN| aMtima prazna: eka bAra Apane kahA thA ki yadi isakI AvazyakatA haI to Apa eka aura janma leNge| lekina yadi Apa nirbIja samAdhi ko upalabdha ho cuke haiM to kaise Apa eka aura janma le sakate haiM? Apa zAyada ise eka prAsaMgika vyaktigata prazna nahIM samajhate hoMge lekina jisa raphtAra se merA AdhyAtmika vikAsa bar3hatA haA jAna par3a rahA hai yaha prazna mere lie saMgata hai|
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________________ 61, eka bAra maiMne kahA thA ki yadi isakI AvazyakatA huI to maiM AUMgA vaaps| lekina aba maiM kahatA hUM ki aisA asaMbhava hai| ata: kRpA karanA, thor3I jaldI krnaa| mere phira se Ane kI pratIkSA mata krnaa| maiM yahAM hUM kevala thor3e-se aura samaya ke lie hii| yadi tuma sacamuca hI sacce ho to jaldI karanA, sthagita mata krnaa| eka bAra maiMne kahAM thA vaisA, lekina maiMne kahAM thA una logoM se, jo usa kSaNa taiyAra na the| maiM sadA hI pratyuttara detA rahA hUM; maiMne aisA kahAM thA una logoM se jo ki taiyAra na the| yadi maiMne unase kahAM hotA ki maiM nahIM A rahA hU to unhoMne ekadama girA hI dI hotI sArI khoj| unhoMne soca liyA hotA ki, 'phira yaha bAta saMbhava hI nahIM hai| maiM aisA eka janma meM nahIM kara sakatA, aura ve vApasa nahIM A rahe haiM, to behatara hai ki zurU hI na krnaa| eka janma meM upalabdha hone ke lie yaha eka bahuta bar3I cIja hai|' lekina aba maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki maiM yahAM aura nahIM A rahA; vaisA saMbhava nhiiN| mujhe laga rahA hai ki aba tuma taiyAra ho ise samajhane ke lie, aura gati bar3hA dene ke lie| tuma yAtrA AraMbha kara hI cuke ho| kisI bhI ghar3I, yadi tuma gati bar3hA dete ho, to tuma pahuMca sakate ho parama satya tk| kisI ghar3I saMbhava hai aisaa| aba sthagita karanA khataranAka hogaa| yaha socakara ki maiM phira AUMgA, tumhArA mana vizrAma kara sakatA hai aura sthagita kara sakatA hai bAta ko| aba maiM kahatA hUM maiM nahIM A rahA huuN| eka kathA kahUMgA maiM tumse| aisA huA eka bAra ki mullA nasaruddIna kahatA thA apane beTe se, 'maiM jaMgala meM gayA zikAra karane aura na kevala eka, dasa zera akasmAta kUda par3e mere uupr|' vaha lar3akA bolA, Thaharo paapaa| pichale sAla to Apane kahAM thA pAMca zera, aura isa sAla Apa kahate haiM ki dasa sher|' mUllA nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'hI, pichale sAla tuma paryApta rUpa se praur3ha na the, aura tuma bahuta Dara gae hote dasa zeroM se| aba maiM tumheM saccI bAta batalAtA huuN| tuma vikasita ho gaye ho aura yahI maiM kahatA haM tumse|' pahale maiMne tumase kahAM thA ki maiM aauuNgaa| kyoMki tuma paryApta rUpa se vikasita na the| lekina aba tuma thor3e vikasita ho gae ho, aura maiM tumheM batalA sakatA hUM saccI baat| bahuta bAra mujhe kahanI par3atI haiM jhUThI bAteM tumhAre hI kAraNa, kyoMki tuma nahIM samajha sakoge saca ko| jitanA tuma vikasita hote ho, utanA jyAdA maiM girA sakatA hUM jhUThI bAto ko aura utanA jyAdA maiM ho sakatA hUM sc| jaba tuma scmc| hI vikasita ho jAte ho, taba maiM tumheM batAUMgA vAstavika sc| taba jhUTha bolane kI koI AvazyakatA na rahegI yadi tuma vikasita nahIM hote, taba satya vinAzakArI hogaa| tumheM asatya kI AvazyakatA hai usI bhAti jaise ki baccoM ko AvazyakatA hotI khilaunoM kii| khilone jhUThI bAteM haiN| tumheM asatya kI jarUrata hotI hai, yadi tuma vikasita nahIM hote| aura yadi karuNA hotI hai, taba vaha vyakti jisake pAsa gaharI karuNA hotI hai vaha ciMtita nahIM hotA isa bAre meM ki vaha jhUTha bolatA hai yA ki sc| usakA pUrA astitva tumhArI madada karane ko hI hotA hai, lAbha pahuMcAne ko hotA
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________________ hai, tumheM AzISa dene ko hotA hai| sAre buddha jhUTha bolate haiN| unheM bolanA par3atA hai, kyoMki itane jyAdA karUNAvAna hote haiM ve| aura koI buddha parama satya ko nahIM batalA sakatA, kyoMki kisako kahegA vaha ise? kevala kisI dUsare buddha se hI kahAM jA sakatA hai ise, lekina kisI dUsare buddha ko iskii| avazyakatA nahIM hogii| jhUThI bAto ke dvArA dhIre- dhIre sadguru tumheM le AtA hai prakAza kI or| tumhArA hAtha thAmakara kadama-dara-kadama, use tumhArI madada karanI par3atI hai prakAza kI ora jAne meN| saMpUrNa satya to bahuta jyAdA ho jaaegaa| tuma ekadama dhakkA khA sakate ho, bikhara sakate ho| saMpUrNa satya ko tuma apane meM samA nahIM sakate; vaha vinAzakArI ho jaaegaa| kevala jhUTha dvArA hI tumheM lAyA jA sakatA hai maMdira ke dvAra taka, aura kevala dvAra para hI tumheM diyA jA sakatA hai saMpUrNa satya, kevala tabhI samajhoge tum| taba tuma samajhoge ki ve tumase jhUTha kyoM bole| na hI kevala samajhoge tuma, tuma anugRhIta hooge unake prti| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 31 - sahajatA-svAdhyAya-visarjana yogasUtraH (sAdhanapAda) tapa:svAdhyAyezvarapraNidhAnAni kriyaayogH|| 1// kriyAyoga eka, prAyogika, prAthamika yoga hai aura vaha saMghaTita huA hai- sahaja saMyama (tapa), svAdhyAya aura Izvara ke prati samarpaNa se| 'samAdhibhAvanArtha: kleushtnkrnnaarthshc|| 2 / /
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________________ kriyAyoga kA abhyAsa kleza (duHkha) ko ghaTA detA hai| aura samAdhi kI ora le jAtA hai| avidayAsmitArAgadaveSAbhinivezA: kleshaa:|| 3 / / duHkha utpanna hone ke kAraNa hai: jAgarUkatA kI kamI, ahaMkAra, moha, ghRNA, jIvana se cIpake rahanA aura mRtyu bhy| avidyA kSetramuttareSAM prsupttnuvicchinnodaaraannaam|| 4 / / cAhe ve prasuptatA kI, kSINatA kI, pratyAvartanakI yA phailAva kI avasthAoM meM hoM, duHkha ke dUsare sabhI kAraNa kriyAnvita hote hai-jAgarUkatA ke AbhAva davArA hii| sAmAnya manuSyatA ko do mUlabhUta prakAroM meM bAMTA jA sakatA hai: eka to hai para-pIr3aka aura dUsarA hai sv-piidd'k| para-pIr3aka AnaMda pAtA hai dUsaroM ko pIr3A pahuMcA kara aura sva-pIr3aka AnaMdita hotA hai svayaM ko pIr3A pahuMcA kr| nissaMdeha dUsaroM ko pIr3A dene vAlA AkarSita hotA hai rAjanIti kI or| vahAM saMbhAvanA hotI hai, dUsaroM ko utpIr3ita karane kA avasara hotA hai| yA vaha AkarSita hotA hai vaijJAnika khoja kI ora, vizeSakara cikitsA-zAstra kI khoja kI or| vahAM prayoga ke nAma para eka saMbhAvanA hotI hai, mAsUma jaMtuoM ko yAtanA dene kI, rogiyoM, murdA aura jIvaMta zarIroM ko utpIr3ita karane kii| yadi rAjanIti bahuta bhArI par3atI hai aura vaha apane bAre meM jyAdA nizcita nahIM hotA hai aura na hI itanA buddhimAna hotA hai ki kisI anusaMdhAna meM laga jAe taba para-pIr3aka bana jAtA hai skUlamAsTara, vaha choTe-choTe baccoM ko satAne lagatA hai! lekina para-pIr3aka sadA hI sarakatA rahatA hai jJAta rUpa se yA ajJAta rUpa se usa paristhiti kI ora jahAM ki vaha pIr3A de sakatA ho| deza ke nAma para samAja, rASTra, krAMti ke nAma para, satya aura khoja ke nAma para, sudhAra-Adolana ke, dUsaroM ko sudhArane ke nAma para, para-pIr3aka sadA kisI na kisI ko utpIr3ita karane ke avasara kI khoja meM rahatA hai| para-pIr3aka dharma kI ora bahuta AkarSita nahIM hote haiN| dUsare prakAra ke loga AkarSita hote haiM dharma kI ora, ve haiM sv-piidd'k| ve svayaM ko pIr3A de sakate haiN| ve bana jAte haiM mahAtmA, ve bana jAte haiM bar3e saMta aura ve sammAna pAte haiM samAja ke dvArA kyoMki ve svayaM ko pIr3A pahuMcAte haiN| eka pakkA sva-pIr3aka
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________________ sadA hI sIdhe taura para sarakatA hai dharma kI ora, bilakula vaise hI jaise ki eka pakkA para-pIDaka sarakatA hai rAjanIti kI or| rAjanIti dharma hai para-pIr3aka kI, dharma rAjanIti hai sva-pIr3aka kii| lekina yadi eka sva-pIr3aka bahuta nizcita nahIM hotA, taba vaha DhUMDha letA hai dUsare vaikalpika maarg| vaha bana sakatA hai kalAkAra, citrakAra, kavi, aura svayaM ko pIr3A pahuMcAe jA sakatA hai-kavitA, sAhitya, citrakalA ke nAma pr| tumane sunA hogA eka bar3e Daca citrakAra, vinseMTa vAnagAga kA naam| vaha pakkA sva-pIr3aka thaa| yadi vaha bhArata meM paidA huA hotA, to bana gayA hotA mahAtmA gAMdhI; lekina vaha banA citrkaar| kucha jyAdA dhana nahIM thA usake paas| usakA bhAI use jIne mAtra jitanA paisA diyA karatA thaa| saptAha ke sAta dinoM meM se, vaha kevala tIna dina bhojana karatA, aura saptAha ke bAkI cAra dina vaha citra banAne ke khAtira upavAsa rkhtaa| vaha eka strI ke prema meM thA, lekina strI kA pitA usase milane kI ijAjata na detA thA usko| ata: usane jabaradastI jalatI lau para rakha diyA apanA hAtha aura vaha bolA, 'maiM jalatI lau para hI rakhe rakheMgA apanA hAtha, jaba taka ki Apa mujhe usase milane na doge|' usane jalA DAlA apanA haath| eka vezyA ne kahAM usase, 'tumhAre kAna bahuta suMdara haiM', kyoMki prazaMsA karane ko aura kucha thA hI nahIM usake cehare meN| vaha sabase adhika asuMdara vyaktiyoM meM se eka thA, usake nAka-nakza asuMdara the| vaha vezyA to isa AdamI ke sAtha jarUra bar3I muzkila meM par3a gayI hogI, isalie usane kaha diyA usase ki usake kAna bahuta suMdara haiN| vaha ghara vApasa gayA, apanA eka kAna kATa diyA churI se, use paikeTa meM rakhA; bahate khUna sahita hI vApasa gayA usake pAsa aura kAna strI ke sAmane yaha kahate hue peza kara diyA ki 'tumane ise itanA jyAdA pasaMda kiyA ki ise maiM tumheM upahAra svarUpa denA caahNgaa|' usane citra banAnA jArI rakhA phrAMsa ke sabase jyAdA garama bhAga ArlIja meM, jaba ki garamiyoM meM sUraja bahuta tapa rahA thaa| hara eka ne kahAM usase, 'tuma bImAra par3a jAoge, sUraja bahuta Aga barasA rahA hai', lekina sArA dina, vizeSa kara jaba ki sUrya sabase jyAdA tapta rahatA, pUrI bharI dupaharI meM, vaha maidAnoM meM khar3A rahatA citra banAte hue| bIsa dinoM ke bhItara vaha pAgala ho gyaa| vaha yuvA thA, taiMtIsa yA cauMtIsa kA hI thA, jaba usane mAra DAlA khuda ko, AtmahatyA kara lii| paraMtu citrakalA, kalA, sauMdarya ke nAma para, tuma kara sakate ho svayaM ko piidd'it| Izvara ke nAma para, prArthanA ke nAma para, sAdhanA ke nAma para, tuma kara sakate ho svayaM ko piidd'it| tuma isa DhaMga ko bahata hI prabala pAoge bhArata meM : kIla, kATo kI zaiyyA para leTe, mahInoM mahInoM upavAsa karane vAloM ko| tumhArI bheMTa hogI aise-aise logoM se jo dasa varSoM se soe hI nahIM haiM! ve khar3e hI rahate, lar3ate rahate nIMda se| ve aise loga haiM jo khar3e rahe haiM varSoM taka, unhoMne dUsarI koI mudrA apanAI hI nahIM, unakI TAgeM karIba-karIba maradA ho cukI haiN| aise loga haiM jo ki AkAza kI ora eka hAtha uThAe-uThAe jI rahe haiM; pUrA hAtha
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________________ mRta ho gayA hai, usameM aba aura khUna saMcarita nahIM hotA vaha mAtra haDDiyoM kA DhAMcA hai| ye vyakti bImAra haiM; unheM jarUrata hai mAnasika ilAja kii| lekina to bhI hajAroM AkarSita ho jAte haiM unakI trph| tumhAre sAre rAjanetAoM ko, eDolpha hiTalara yA josepha sTAlina ko yA mAotse tuMga ko jarUrata hai mAnasika ilAja karavAne kii| aura tumhAre sAre mahAtmAoM ko bhI jarUrata hai ilAja kii| kyoMki vaha vyakti jo ki svayaM ko yA dUsaroM ko pIr3ita karane meM ruci rakhatA hai, bImAra hotA hai, gahana taura para bImAra hotA hai| pIr3A meM ruci rakhanA, cAhe vaha kisI dUsare kI ho yA ki svayaM kI pIDana meM ruci rakhanA, bilakula hI nizcita lakSaNa hai gahana rugNatA kA jaba tuma svAsthyapUrNa hote ho taba tuma dUsaroM ko pIr3ita nahIM karanA cAhate; tuma svayaM ko pIr3ita nahIM karanA caahte| jaba tuma svastha hote ho, taba tuma AnaMdita honA cAhate ho| jaba tuma svastha hote ho, taba tuma itanA AnaMdita anubhava karate ho ki tuma cAhate ho hara kisI ko AzISa denA, AnaMdita krnaa| taba tuma cAhoge ki tumhArI maMgalakAmanAeM tumhAre prANoM se pravAhita ho jAeM sabhI ke prANoM meM, saMpUrNa astitva meM tuma AnaMda ke atireka se, umaDAva se bhare hote ho| svasthatA eka utsava hai| asvasthatA hai pIr3ita karanA - dUsaroM ko karanA yA svayaM ko karanA / pataMjali para bolanA zurU karane se pahale maiM aisA kyoM kaha rahA hUM? maiM aisA kaha rahA hUM kyoMki aba taka pataMjali kI vyAkhyA sadA hotI rahI hai khuda ko pIr3A pahuMcAne vAloM ke dvaaraa| lekina maiM jo kucha bhI bolane jA rahA hUM pataMjali ke bAre meM vaha samagrarUpeNa alaga hogA dUsarI TIkA-TippaNiyoM se| maiM sva-pIr3aka nahIM hUM maiM para pIr3aka bhI nahIM huuN| maiM svayaM utsava manA rahA hUM aura maiM cAhUMgA ki tuma sammilita ho jAo mere sAtha pataMjali para merI vyAkhyA pichalI sArI vyAkhyAoM se mUlabhUta rUpa se alaga hogii| merA bhASya bilakula vaisA hogA jaise ki pataMjali svayaM bhASya karate rhe| - ve na to parapIr3aka the aura na hI sva-pIr3aka ve kisI AMtarika asvasthatA se rahita, manovaijJAnika samasyAoM se rahita, mAnasika grastatAoM se rahita, saMpUrNatayA pUre, ekajuTa vyakti the ve the svastha, saMpUrNa, sNghttit| jo kucha kahAM hai unhoMne use tIna DhaMga se vyAkhyAyita kiyA jA sakatA hai| koI parapIr3aka saMyogavaza hI zAyada isase jur3e, lekina vaha virala bAta hai, kyoMki para - pIr3aka ruci nahIM rakhate haiM dharma meM / mAotse tuMga, eDolpha hiTalara yA ki josepha sTAlina kI ruci dharma meM, pataMjali meM hone kI bAta kI tuma kalpanA nahIM kara sakate nahIM para pIr3aka ruci nahIM rakhate, isalie unhoMne vyAkhyA nahIM kii| sva--pIr3aka ruci rakhate haiM dharma meM aura unhoMne kI hai vyAkhyA aura apanA hI raMga car3hAyA hai pataMjali para lAkhoM loga haiM vaise, aura jo kucha kahAM hai unhoMne, usane pUrI taraha vikRta kara diyA hai pataMjali ke saMdeza ko pUrI taraha vinaSTa kara diyA hai usako aba hajAroM sAla bAda ve vyAkhyAeM khar3I huI haiM tumhAre aura pataMjali ke bIca, abhI bhI ve bar3hatI calI jA rahI haiM!
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________________ ve pataMjali ke yogasUtra sabase adhika vyAkhyAyita cIjoM meM se haiM; ve ekadama bhare hue haiM mahatvapUrNa artha se, bahuta gahana rUpa se arthapUrNa haiN| lekina una para vyAkhyA karane ke lie pataMjali kahAM milate haiM kisA ko? kahAM milatA hai koI vyakti jo kisI DhaMga se asvastha na ho? kyoMki asvasthatA raMga car3hA degI, tuma isameM kucha nahIM kara skte| jaba tuma vyAkhyA karate ho, taba tuma rahate ho tumhArI vyAkhyA meM, tumheM rahanA hI hotA hai vahA; vyAkhyA karane kA koI aura DhaMga nahIM hai| maiM ve bAteM kahane jA rahA hUM jo kahI nahIM gaI haiM, aura tuma mujhe niraMtara alaga jAna sakate ho sArI vyAkhyAoM se isa satya ko dhyAna meM rakha lenA, kyoMki maiM na to sva-pIr3aka hUM aura na hI para pIr3aka meM dharma meM svayaM ko utpIr3ita karane ke lie nahIM utarA hUM- bilakula viparIta hai baat| vastutaH maiM kabhI nahIM utarA dharma meN| maiM to basa svayaM AnaMdita hotA rahA hUM aura dharma ghaTa gayA- bilakula sahaja / yaha bAta eka niSpati mAtra rhii| maiMne kabhI usa taraha se abhyAsa nahIM kie jaise ki dhArmika vyakti abhyAsa karate haiN| maiM kabhI usa DhaMga kI khoja meM nahIM rhaa| maiM to basa jIyA hUM jo kucha hai usakI gaharI svIkRti meM maiMne svIkAra kara liyA astitva ko aura svayaM ko, aura maiM kabhI isa bhAvadazA meM nahIM rahA ki svayaM ko parivartita kruuN| akasmAta, jitanA-jitanA maiMne svIkAra kiyA svayaM ko, utanA hI maiMne svIkAra kiyA astitva ko, aura eka gaharA mauna, eka AnaMda utara AyA mujha para usa AnaMda meM dharma ghaTita huA mujhako to sAdhAraNa zAbdika arthoM meM dhArmika nahIM hUM maiM yadi tuma kucha samAnAMtara khojanA cAhate ho to tumheM use dharma ke atirikta kahIM aura hI khojanA hogaa| mujhe usa vyakti ke sAtha eka gahana ghaniSThatA anubhava hotI hai jo do hajAra varSa pahale utpanna huA thA yUnAna meM usakA nAma thA epIkurasa koI use dhArmika nahIM maantaa| loga socate haiM ki jo sarvAdhika nAstika vyakti hue vaha unameM se eka thA, jo sarvAdhika bhautika vyakti hue unameM se eka, vaha dhArmika vyakti ke ekadama viparIta thA lekina vaisI samajha merI nahIM epIkurasa sahaja rUpa se dhArmika thaa| ina zabdoM ko jarA khayAla meM le lenA, 'sahaja rUpa se dhArmika, dharma ghaTA hai usko| isIlie logoM ne use najaraaMdAja kara diyA, kyoMki usane kabhI koI koziza nahIM kii| yaha ukti 'khAo, pIo aura AnaMda manAo, AyI hai epIkurasa se aura yahI dRSTikoNa bana gayA hai bhautikavAdI kaa| vastuta: epIkurasa ne eka bahuta hI ADaMbararahita sarala jIvana jiiyaa| jitanA kabhI koI raha sakatA hai yA rahA hogA, vaha utanI hI sAdagI se rhaa| mahAvIra aura buddha bhI utane sarala sahaja na the ki epIkurasa kyoMki unakI sAdagI pariSkRta thI, unhoMne kArya kiyA thA usa para usakA abhyAsa kiyA thaa| unhoMne usa para soca-vicAra kiyA thA aura unhoMne vaha saba kucha girA diyA thA jo ki anAvazyaka thaa| ve svayaM ko anuzAsita kara rahe the-sIdhe sarala hone ke lie, aura jaba kabhI anuzAsana maujUda hotA hai, to calI AtI hai jaTilatA / pRSThabhUmi meM saMgharSa banA rahatA hai, aura vaha saMgharSa
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________________ vahAM banA rahegA sadA, pRSThabhUmi meM hI mahAvIra nagna the, khAlI, unhoMne tyAga diyA thA saba kucha to bhI tyAgA to thA! vaha bAta sahaja-svAbhAvika to na thii| epIkurasa eka choTe se bagIce meM rahatA thaa| vaha bagIcA 'epIkurasa kA bagIcA' nAma se jAnA jAtA thaa| usake pAsa arastu kI bhAMti koI akAdamI na thI yA ki pleTo kI bhAMti koI skUla na thA, usake pAsa eka bagIcA thaa| yaha bAta sahaja aura suMdara jAna par3atI hai| bagIcA jyAdA svAbhAvika jAna par3atA hai eka akAdamI se| vaha bagIce meM rahatA thA kucha mitroM ke saath| vaha zAyada pahalA kamyUna thaa| ve basa vahAM raha rahe the- vizeSa rUpa se kucha na karate hue, bagIce meM kAma karate hue, mAtra jIne ke lie paryApta thA jinake paas| aura vaha rAjA ro par3A thA, kyoMki aisA kahAM jAtA hai ki rAjA vahAM AyA nirIkSaNa karane ko aura vaha soca rahA thA ki yaha AdamI jarUra aizvarya meM rahatA hogA, kyoMki isakA Adarza vAkya thA 'khAo, pIo aura AnaMda mnaao|' yadi yahI hai saMdeza, rAjA ne socA, to mujhe mileMge loga aizvarya meM jIte, bhogarata / lekina jaba vaha vahAM pahuMcA to usane bagIce meM kAma karate hue, paudhoM ko pAnI dete hue bahuta sIdhe-sAde logoM ko dekhaa| sArA dina ve kAma karate rahate the| bahuta thor3A nijI sAmAna thA unakA, jo jIne mAtra ke lie paryApta thA / zAma ko, jaba ve khAnA khA rahe the, to makkhana taka na thA; kevala sUkhI roTI aura thA thor3A-sA dUdha / lekina to bhI ve AnaMdita the isase, jaise ki yaha koI dAvata ho| khAne ke bAda ve nRtya karane lge| dina samApta ho gayA thA aura unhoMne dhanyavAda diyA astitva ko vaha apane mana meM sadA socatA rahA thA, epIkurasa kI niMdA karane kI bAta hii| usane pUchA, 'khAo, o aura AnaMda manAo- aisA kahane se kyA matalaba hai ApakA?' epIkurasa bolA, 'tumane dekhA ! hama yahAM caubIsoM ghaMTe prasanna rahate haiN| yadi tuma prasanna honA cAhate ho to tumheM sahaja honA hogA, kyoM jitane jaTila hote ho tuma, utane hI dukhI ho jAte ho tum| jitanA jyAdA jaTila hotA hai tumhArA jIvana, utanA jyAdA dukha nirmita karatA hai vh| hama sahaja svAbhAvika haiM isalie nahIM ki hama paramAtmA ko khoja rahe haiM, hama sahaja haiM kyoMki sahaja honA hI sukhI, prasanna honA hai|' aura rAjA ne kahAM, 'maiM kucha upahAra tumhAre lie bhejanA caahuuNgaa| bagIce ke lie aura tumhAre Azrama - nivAsiyoM ke lie kyA cAhoge tuma?' epIkurasa to soca na paayaa| vaha bahuta socatA rahA aura phira bolA, 'hameM aisA nahIM lagatA ki kisI cIja kI jarUrata hai| nArAja mata honA, Apa eka mahAna rAjA haiM, hara cIja de sakate haiM lekina hameM jarUrata nahIM hai| yadi Apa jora dete haiM, to Apa bheja sakate haiM thor3A-sA namaka aura makkhana / ' vaha eka sIdhA-sAdA AdamI thaa| isa saralatA meM dharma ghaTatA hai svAbhAvika rUpa se tuma Izvara ke bAre meM socate nahIM, aisI koI jarUrata nahIM hotI, jIvana hI Izvara hotA hai AkAza kI ora hAtha jor3a tuma prArthanA nahIM karate; vaha mUr3hatA hai|
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________________ tumhArA sArA jIvana subaha se lekara sAjha taka eka prArthanA hotA hai prArthanA eka bhAva hai use tuma jIte ho, use tuma koI kriyA nahIM bnaate| epIkurasa samajha sakatA thA pataMjali ko| maiM samajha sakatA hUM unheM / maiM anubhava kara sakatA hUM ki kyA matalaba hai unkaa| yaha tumhAre lie hI hai jo maiM bola rahA hUM yaha saba, tAki tuma bhrama meM na par3a jAo, kyoMki dUsarI vyAkhyAeM bhI haiM jo ThIka isake viparIta hI par3atI haiN| - kriyAyoga eka prAyogika prAthamika yoga hai aura vaha saMghaTita huA hai- sahaja saMyama ( tapa), svAdhyAya aura Izvara ke prati samarpaNa se| pahalA zabda hai- sahaja-saMyama sva-pIr3akoM ne sahaja-saMyama ko sva-pIr3A meM badala diyaa| ve socate haiM ki jitanI jyAdA pIr3A tuma deha ko pahuMcAte ho, utane jyAdA tuma AdhyAtmika banate ho| deha ko ratpIDita karanA eka mArga hai AdhyAtmika hone kA yahI samajha hotI hai eka sva - pIr3aka kI / - - deha ko pIr3A pahuMcAnA koI mArga nahIM utpIr3ana AkrAmaka hotA hai cAhe tuma dUsaroM ko pIr3A pahuMcAo yA ki svayaM ko, yaha bAta hI AkrAmaka hotI hai, aura AkrAmakatA kabhI dhArmika nahIM ho sakatI hai| dUsaroM ke zarIra ko utpIr3ita karane aura tumhAre apane zarIra ko utpIr3ita karane ke bIca bheda kyA hotA hai? kyA bheda hotA hai? zarIra hai dUsarA tumhArA apanA zarIra bhI dUsarA hai tumhArA apanA zarIra thor3A nikaTa hai aura dUsare kA zarIra kucha dUra hai, basa itanI hI hai baat| kyoMki tumhArA zarIra jyAdA najadIka hai isalie usake tumhArI hiMsA kA zikAra banane kI jyAdA saMbhAvanA hai, tuma utpIr3ita kara sakate ho usko| aura hajAroM sAloM se loga apane zarIroM ko pIr3A pahuMcAte rahe haiM isa jhUThI dhAraNA ke sAtha ki yahI hai Izvara kI ora le jAne kA mArga / pahalI bAta Izvara ne kyoM diyA tumheM zarIra ? usane tumheM koI aMga zarIra ko utpIr3ita karane ke lie nahIM diyA hai| balki isake viparIta, usane tumheM diyA hai saMvedanAoM ko, saMvedanazIlatA ko, iMdriyoM kousase AnaMdita hone ke lie - utpIr3ita hone ke lie nhiiN| Izvara ne tumheM bahuta saMvedanazIla banAyA hai kyoMki saMvedanazIlatA ke dvArA jAgarukatA vikasita hotI hai| yadi tuma pIr3A pahuMcAte ho tumhAre zarIra ko to tuma jyAdA aura jyAdA saMvedanazUnya ho jaaoge| yadi tuma kATo ke bistara para leTa jAo, to dhIre-dhIre tuma saMvedanazUnya ho jAoge zarIra bana hI jAegA saMvedanazUnya, anyathA kaise tuma niraMtara sahana kara sakate ho kIToM ko? zarIra to eka taraha se mara hI jAegA, vaha kho degA apanI saMvedanazIlatA / yadi tuma niraMtara khar3e rahate ho tapate sUrya kI garamI meM, zarIra svayaM ko bacAegA asaMvedanazIla hokara / yadi tuma himAlaya jAkara nagna baiTha jAte ho jaba ki
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________________ barpha gira rahI hotI hai aura sArI parvatamAlA DhaMkI hotI hai barpha se, to dhIre- dhIre, zarIra apanI saMvedanazIlatA kho degA ThaMDa ke kAraNa vaha bana jAegA muradA zarIra / 2 aura eka muradA zarIra ke dvArA kaise tuma anubhava kara sakate ho astitva ke AzISa ko? kaise tuma anubhava kara sakate ho anugraha kI niraMtara varSA ko jo ki hara kSaNa ghaTa rahI hai? astitva lAkhoM-lAkhoM AzISa barasAe calA jAtA hai, tuma unheM gina taka nahIM skte| vastutaH dhArmika AdamI banane ke li tumheM kama kI nahIM, jyAdA saMvedanazIlatA kI jarUrata hotI hai, kyoMki jitane adhika saMvedanazIla tuma hote ho, utanI hI adhika bhagavattA tuma hara kahIM dekha paaoge| saMvedanazIlatA bana jAtI hai eka AMkha eka khulaapn| jaba tuma saMpUrNatayA saMvedanazIla ho jAte ho, to 'havA kA koI eka halakA jhoMkA bhI tumheM chU letA hai aura tumheM de jAtA hai koI saMdeza aura havA meM tharrAtA eka sAdhAraNa pattA bhI itanI jabaradasta ghaTanA bana jAtA hai tumhArI saMvedanazIlatA ke kAraNa hI / tuma dekhate ho eka sAdhAraNa patthara ko aura vaha bana jAtA hai kohanUra yaha nirbhara karatA hai tumhArI saMvedanazIlatA para jIvana adhika hotA hai yadi tuma adhika saMvedanazIla hote ho; jIvaina kama hotA hai yadi tuma kama saMvedanazIla hote ho| yadi tumhAre pAsa binA kisI saMvedanA kA pUrA lakar3I kA hI zarIra ho, to jIvana bilakula zUnya hotA hai, jIvana phira vahAM bacatA hI nahIM; tuma pahale se hI pahuMce hote ho tumhArI kabra meN| svayaM ko pIr3A pahuMcAne vAloM ne kiyA hai aisA sAdhanA eka prayAsa bana jAtI hai zarIra aura saMvedanazIlatA ko mArane kA / mere dekhe bilakula viparIta hotA hai DhaMga tapa kA matalaba utpIr3ana nahIM hai; tapa kA matalaba hai sahaja jIvana, eka sarala jiivn| kyoM sarala jIvana? kyoM bahuta jaTila jIvana na ho? kyoMki jIvana jitanA adhika jaTila hotA hai, utane hI kama saMvedanazIla hooge tum| eka dhanI vyakti kama saMvedanazIla hotA hai nirdhana vyakti kI apekSA, kyoMki dhana ekatrita karane ke usake prayatna ne hI use saMvedanazUnya banA diyA hotA hai| yadi tumheM dhana ekatrita karanA ho to tumheM honA hI hotA hai asaMvedanazIla tumheM pUrI taraha khUnI kI taraha bananA hogA aura paravAha nahIM karanI hogI ki dUsaroM ko kyA ho rahA hai| tuma khajAne saMcita kie cale jAte ho, aura dUsare mara rahe hote haiN| tuma adhikAdhika dhanavAna hote cale jAte ho, aura dUsare apanA jIvana hI kho rahe hote haiM ismeN| eka dhanI vyakti hotA hI hai asaMvedanazIla, anyathA vaha dhanavAna ho nahIM sktaa| kaise karegA vaha zoSaNa ? yaha bAta to asaMbhava hI hogii| maiMne sunA hai eka bahuta bar3e dhanavAna ke bAre meM mullA nasaruddIna usase milane ke lie gyaa| jo anAthAlaya vaha calA rahA thA usake lie kucha anudAna cAhie thA use vaha dhanapati kahane lagA, ThIka hai nasaruddIna maiM tumheM kucha duuNgaa| lekina merI eka zarta hai aura kisI ne use pUrA nahIM kiyaa| merI AMkhoM meM dekho; eka AMkha nakalI hai aura dUsarI AMkha asalI hai| yadi tuma mujhe bilakula ThIka-ThIka batA sako ki kauna-sI AMkha nakalI hai aura kauna-sI asalI hai, to maiM anudAna duuNgaa|' nasaruddIna ne dekhA dhyAna se usakI AMkhoM kI ora aura bolA, 'bAyIM AMkha asalI hai aura dAyIM AMkha nakalI hai, / '
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________________ hairAna hokara vaha dhanapati kahane lagA, lekina tumane kaise batA diyA?' vaha bolA, 'kyoMki maiM dAyIM AMkha dekha sakatA hUM thor3I bahuta karuNA; to jarUra vahI hogI nakalI / ' usane dekhI thI thor3I karuNA, eka halkI-sI camaka, aura vaha nakalI hI honI thii| yadi saMvedana- zIla ho to dhanavAna dhanavAna hI nahIM hotaa| dhana ikaTThA karate-karate vaha maratA hI jAtA hai| tumhAre zarIra ko mArane ke do tarIke haiM eka tarIkA hai sva - pIr3aka kA jo ki pIr3A pahuMcAtA hai| dUsarA tarIkA hai dhanapati kA jo ki dhana aura kUr3A karakaTa ikaTThA karatA rahatA hai| dhIre dhIre vaha sArA kUr3A-karakaTa jise vaha jamA kara letA hai, eka bAdhA bana jAtA hai aura vaha kahIM bar3ha nahIM sakatA, vaha dekha nahIM sakatA, vaha suna nahIM sakatA, vaha svAda nahIM le sakatA, vaha sUMgha nahIM sktaa| sarala jIvana kA artha hotA hai binA ulajhAva kA jIvana / dhyAna rahe, yaha koI garIbI kA poSaNa nahIM, kyoMki yadi tuma garIbI ko poSita karate ho prayAsa dvArA, to phira vaha poSaNa hI tumheM mAra degaa| sahaja jIvana eka gaharI samajha kA jIvana hotA hai, jAnabUjha kara bar3hAne sajAne kA nhiiN| vaha garIbahone kA abhyAsa nhiiN| tuma garIba hone kA abhyAsa kara sakate ho, lekina usa abhyAsa dvArA tumhArI saMvedanAeM kaThora ho jaaeNgii| kisI bhI cIja kA abhyAsa tumheM kaThora banA detA hai, komalatA - kho jAtI hai, lacIlApana calA jAtA hai| phira tuma bacce kI taraha lacIle nahIM rhte| taba tuma jar3a bana jAte ho kisI vRddha kI bhAMti lAotsu kahatA hai, 'jar3atA mRtyu hai, lacIlApana jIvana hai|' sahaja sarala jIvana, poSita kiyA daridra jIvana nahIM hotaa| garIbI ko apanA uddezya mata banAo aura use bar3hAne kI koziza mata kro| jarA-sA samajha bhara lo ki jitanA jyAdA sahaja, nirdhAra tumhArA zarIra aura mana hotA hai, utane jyAdA tuma praveza kara sakate ho astitva meN| nirbhara hokara tuma satya ke sIdhe saMparka meM A sakate ho; bhAra sahita aisA nahIM ho sktaa| dhanapati ke rAste meM sadA usakA baiMka khAtA A jamatA hai| tuma dekhate ho iMglaiMDa kI mahArAnI ko, elijAbetha ko? vaha hAtha taka nahIM milA sakatI binA dastAne ke mAnava sparza bhI koI azuddha cIja jAna par3atA hai, koI asuMdara cIja! rAnI rAjA ghere meM baMda hu jIte haiM, yaha koI hAtha kI bAta hI nahIM vaha to eka pratIka mAtra hai yaha batAne kA ki rAnI kA jIvana daphana ho gayA hai, vaha jIvaMta nahIM hai| madhyayuga meM yoropa meM aisA vicAra calatA thA ki rAjAoM aura rAniyoM kI do TAMgeM nahIM hotI haiM, kyoMki kisI ne kabhI unheM nirAvaraNa dekhA hI nahIM hotA thA aisA socA jAtA thA ki unake eka hI TAMga hogii| ve mAnava nahIM, ve dUrI para rahe hote the| ahaMkAra sadA dUrI para rahane kI koziza karatA hai, aura dUrI tumheM saMvedanazUnya banA detI hai| tuma jAkara sar3aka para khelate bacce ko chU nahIM skte| tuma kisI per3a ke pAsa jAkara usase lipaTa nahIM skte|
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________________ tuma jIvana ke jyAdA nikaTa nahIM jA sakate, tuma dikhAvA kara rahe hote ho ki tuma jIvana se jyAdA UMce ho, jIvana se jyAdA mahAna ho, jIvana se jyAdA bar3e ho| dUrI nirmita karanI par3atI hai, aura kevala tabhI tuma jIvana se jyAdA bar3e hone kI bAta kA dikhAvA kara sakate ho| lekina jIvana to kucha nahIM gaMvA rahA, tumhArI isa mUr3hatA dvArA tumhIM adhikAdhika saMvedanazUnya banate jA rahe ho| tuma to pahale se hI mare hue ho| jIvana mAMga karatA hai tumhAre jyAdA jIvaMta hone kii| jaba pataMjali kahate haiM 'tapa', to unakA matalaba hai-sarala-sahaja hoo, sahajatA ko gar3ho mt| kyoMki gar3hI huI saralatA, saralatA nahIM hotI hai| gar3hI huI saralatA kaise ho sakatI hai sarala? vaha to bahuta jaTila hotI hai, tuma prayAsa kara rahe hote ho, gaNanA kara rahe hote ho, AropaNa kara rahe hote ho| maiM jAnatA hUM eka vyakti ko, jahAM vaha rahatA thA usa gAMva se merA gujaranA huaa| mere DrAivara ne kahAM, 'ApakA mitra to yahIM rahatA hai, basa gAva ke bAhara hii| to maiMne kahA, 'acchA hai| kucha dera ke lie maiM jAUMgA usase milane, aura dekhUgA ki vaha aba kyA kara rahA hai|' vaha eka jaina muni thaa| jaba maiM pahuMcA usake ghara ke pAsa to use bhItara nagna calate hue dekha sakatA thA khir3akI se| jaina muniyoM kI pAMca avasthAe~ hotI haiM; dhIre-dhIre ve abhyAsa karate haiM saralatA kaa| pAMcavIM, AkhirI avasthA para ve nagna ho jAte haiN| pahale ve pahanate haiM tIna vastra, phira do, phira eka, aura phira vaha bhI girA denA hotA hai| yaha avasthA saralatA kA uccatama Adarza hotI hai, jaba koI nitAMta nagna ho jAtA hai; dhAraNa karane ko kucha na rahA-koI bojha nahIM, koI kapar3e nahIM, koI cIja nhiiN| lekina maiM jAnatA thA ki vaha AdamI dUsarI avasthA para thA, to phira kyoM huA vaha nagna? maiMne davAra khttkhttaayaa| usane kholA davAra, lekina aba to vaha luMgI pahane hae thA to maiMne pUchA, 'bAta kyA hai? bilakula abhI to maiMne tumheM khir3akI se dekhA aura tuma nagna the|' vaha kahane lagA, 'hAM, maiM abhyAsa kara rahA huuN| maiM pAMcavIM, aMtima avasthA ke lie abhyAsa kara rahA huuN| pahale, maiM ghara ke bhItara abhyAsa karUMgA, phira mitroM ke sAtha, phira dhIre-dhIre maiM gAMva meM jAyA karUMgA aura phira duniyA bhara meN| mujhe abhyAsa karanA hogaa| mujhe kama se kama thor3e se varSa to lageMge hI usa zarma ko girAne meM, saMsAra meM nagna ghUmane ke lie paryApta rUpa se sAhasI hone meN|' maiMne kahAM usase, 'behatara thA tuma sarakasa meM bharatI ho gae hote| tuma ho jAoge nagna, lekina abhyAsa se AyI nagnatA sahaja nahIM hotI hai; vaha bahuta guNanAtmaka hotI hai| tuma bahuta cAlAka hote ho, aura tuma cAlAkI ke sAtha kadama-dara-kadama saraka rahe hote ho| vastuta: tuma kabhI nagna hooge hI nhiiN| abhyAsa se AI nagnatA phira kapar3oM kI bhAMti hI hogI, bahuta sUkSma kapar3oM kI bhaaNti| tuma unheM abhyAsa dvArA nirmita kara rahe hote ho|' 'yadi tuma kisI nirdoSa bAlaka kI bhAMti anubhava karate ho, to tuma girA hI doge kapar3oM ko aura usI taraha caloge saMsAra meN| bhaya kyA hai? ki loga haseMge? kyA galata hai unakI haMsI meM?-haMsane do unko| tuma bhI bhAga le sakate ho, tuma bhI haMsa sakate ho unake sNg| ve tumhArA majAka ur3Ake? to yaha bhI ThIka hI hai, kyoMki loga tumhArA majAka ur3Ae, isase jyAdA ahaMkAra ko kucha aura nahIM mAratA hai| yaha
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________________ acchA hotA hai, ve tumhArI madada kara rahe hote haiN| lekina pAMca varSa ke abhyAsa dvArA to tuma sArI bAta hI cUka jaaoge| nagnatA nirdoSa honI cAhie kisI bAlaka kI bhAMti hii| nagnatA eka samajha honI cAhie, na ki koI abhyAsa abhyAsa dvArA, tuma samajha ke lie eka vikalpa DhUMDha rahe hote ho| nirdoSatA mana kI cIja nahIM, vaha tumhArI gaNanA kA, tumhArI buddhi kA hissA nhiiN| nirdoSatA hRdaya kI eka samajha hai|' / sahajatA kA sAdagI kA abhyAsa nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai tumheM kevala dhyAna se dekhanA hai jIvana ko aura samajha lenA hai ki jitane jyAdA tuma jaTila ho jAte ho utane kama saMvedanazIla hote jAte ho tuma aura jitane kama saMvedanazIla hote ho tuma, utane hI dUra hote ho tuma paramAtmA se tuma jitane jyAdA saMvedanazIla hote ho, utane tuma aura aura nikaTa hote ho| eka dina AtA hai jaba tuma tumhAre astitva kI mUla jar3oM ke prati saMvedanazIla ho jAte ho, acAnaka tuma phira bacate hI nahIM, tuma hote ho mAtra eka saMvedanA, eka saMvedanazIlatA tuma aba nahIM rahate, tuma hote ho kevala eka jAgarUkatA aura taba hara cIja suMdara hotI hai, hara cIja jIvaMta hotI hai, kucha bhI mRta nahIM hotA / hara cIja cetanApUrNa hai; koI cIja mRta nahIM hara cIja cetana hai, kucha acetana nhiiN| tumhArI saMvedanazIlatA ke sAtha hI, saMsAra badala jAtA hai| aMtima ghar3I meM jaba saMvedanazIlatA apanI saMpUrNatA taka pahuMcatI hai, apane parama zikhara para, to saMsAra kho jAtA hai, vahAM hotA hai prmaatmaa| vastuta: paramAtmA ko nahIM pAnA hai, saMvedanazIlatA ko pA lenA hai| itanI samagratA se saMvedanazIla ho jAo ki na chUTe, koI jabaradastI kA niyaMtraNa nahIM, aura acAnaka paramAtmA vahA maujUda hotA hai se hI hai vahAM, kevala tuma hI saMvedanazIla na the| kucha bhI pIche paramAtmA sadA mere dekhe, sahaja-saMyama hai sarala sahaja jIvana, samajha bharA eka jIvana tumheM jhopar3I meM jAkara rahane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, tumheM nagna ho jAne kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| tuma jIvana meM saralatA sahajatA se raha sakate ho, eka samajha ke saath| garIbI madada na degI balki samajha degI mdd| tuma garIbI lAda sakate ho tumhAre Upara, tuma maile-kucaile bana sakate ho, lekina usase koI madada na milegI / - pazcima meM aba hippiyoM ke sAtha aura usI taraha ke aura logoM ke sAtha yahI ho rahA hai| ve vahI galatI kara rahe haiM jo bhArata eka laMbe samaya se karatA calA A rahA hai| atIta meM bhArata paricita rahA hai hara prakAra ke hippiyoM se jitane gaMde se gaMde jIvana saMbhava haiM unheM jIyA hai unhoNne| kevala tapa ke nAma para unhoMne snAna nahIM kie kyoMki unhoMne mahasUsa kiyA, 'kyoM phikra karanI aura kyoM sajAnA zarIra ko?' kyA tuma jAnate ho ki jaina muni nahAte nahIM haiM? tuma baiTha nahIM sakate ho unake pAsa, unake pAsa se badabU AtI hai| ve apane dAta sApha nahIM krte| tuma unase bAta nahIM kara sakate, durgaMdha AtI hai, badabU uThatI hai unake muMha se| aura ise tapa-saMyama mAnA jAtA hai, kyoMki ve kahate haiM, 'nahAnA yA zarIra sApha rakhanA bhI bhautikavAdI honA hai taba tuma bahuta jyAdA, jur3a jAte ho zarIra se, to kyoM ciMtA karanI?"
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________________ lekina isa taraha kA dRSTikoNa to aisA huA ki dUsarI ati kI ora sarakanA, eka mUr3hatA se dUsarI mUr3hatA taka bddh'naa| aise loga haiM jo caubIsa ghaMTe zarIra ke sAtha hI vyasta rhte| tuma khoja sakate ho aisI striyoM ko jo ki darpaNa ke sAmane ghaMToM gavAtI rahatI haiN| yaha huI eka taraha kI mUr3hatA : basa niraMtara sApha kie cale jAnA eka hisse ko hI, kabhI dhyAna na denA ki vaha to kevala eka hissA hI hai| yaha acchA hai, sApha karanA use, lekina use sArA dina lagAtAra hI sApha mata karate rahanA, varanA vaha bAta eka rugNa grastatA ho jAtI hai| svaccha deha acchI hotI hai, lekina use sApha karate rahane kI eka niraMtara sanaka-vaha to pAgalapana hai| aise loga haiM jo niraMtara apane zarIroM ko sajAe cale jA rahe haiN| duniyA ke lagabhaga Adhe udyoga juTe hue haiM deha kI sAja-sajjA ko lekara hI, pAuDara haiM, sAbuna haiM, itra haiN| svacchatA acchI cIja hai, para usakI koI mano-grastatA nahIM honI caahie| vaha Abzesana bana gaI thI pazcima meM, aura aba hai dUsarA chor| jo loga bahuta jyAdA saMbaMdhita hote haiM deha ke sAtha, kapar3oM ke aura saphAI ke sAtha aura aisI kaI bAto ke sAtha, ve vyavasthAbaddha loga hote haiN| lekina hippI to dUsarI ati taka baDha gae haiM-ve bilakula hI paravAha nahIM krte| ve gaMde hote haiM, aura gaMdagI hI bana gaI hai dharma! jaise ki gaMde hone bhara se hI, ve pA jAeMge kuch| ve to basa jyAdA aura jyAdA asaMvedanazIla hote jAte haiM jIvana kI suMdaratAoM ke prti| tuma bahuta asaMvedanazIla ho gae ho tabhI to naze itane mahatvapUrNa ho gae haiN| aba lagatA hai ki rAsAyanika nazoM ke binA to tama saMvedanazIla ho hI nahIM skte| anyathA eka sahaja-sAdA vyakti to itanA saMvedanazIla hotA hai ki use jarUrata hI nahIM hotI nazoM kii| jo kucha tuma anubhava karate ho nazoM ke dvArA, vaha anubhava kara letA hai kevala apanI saMvedanazIlatA dvArA hii| tuma nazA karate ho aura eka sAdhAraNa vRkSa bana jAtA hai eka adabhuta ghaTanA-hara eka pattA svayaM meM eka anupama saMsAra hotA hai, eka vRkSa meM hajAroM harItimAe hotI haiN| aura hara phUla prakaTa karatA hai prakAza, bana jAtA hai iMdradhanuSI rNgaavlii| eka sAdhAraNa vakSa jisake pAsa se tama kaI bAra gujare hote ho aura kabhI bhI dekhA na usakI ora, acAnaka ho jAtA hai eka svapna, eka bhAvollAsa, eka raMgIna iNdrdhnuss| aisA hI hai jo ki ghaTatA hai naze kA prayoga na karane vAle eka saMvedanazIla vyakti ko| naze kA matalaba hai ki tuma itane kaThora aura hatotsAhI aura muradA ho gae ho ki aba rAsAyanika AkrAmakatA kI AvazkatA hotI hai tumhAre zarIra pr| kevala tabhI kucha ghar3iyoM ke lie vAtAyana khulegA aura tuma dekhoge jIvana kI kavitA ko, aura phira baMda ho jAegA vAtAyana; aura adhika se adhika naze kI mAtrA kI jarUrata hogii| eka ghar3I AegI jabaki naze bhI madada na deNge| taba tuma sacamuca hI patthara ho jaaoge| jyAdA saMvedanazIla hoo, jyAdA sahaja ho jaao| aura jaba maiM kahatA haM 'ho jAo', to merA matalaba abhyAsa karane se nahIM hotA, merA matalaba samajha lene se hotA hai| samajhane kI koziza karanA ki jaba kabhI tuma sahaja-sarala hote ho, to cIjeM suMdara hotI jAtI haiN| jaba kabhI tuma jaTila hote ho, to cIjeM
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________________ hotI jAtI haiM samasyA se bharI huI; tuma aura pahelI banA lete ho sulajhAne ko aura hara cIja ulajha jAtI hai, eka jhaMjhaTa bana jAtI hai| AvazyakatAoM kI pUrti karane vAlI sIdhI-sAdI jiMdagI jIyo, binA pAgala icchAoM vAlI jiNdgii| tumheM AvazyakatA hai bhojana kI, tumheM AvazyakatA hai kapar3oM kI, tumheM AvazyakatA hai eka chata kIkhatma ho gaI baat| tumheM koI cAhie prema karane ko, tumheM koI cAhie jo tumheM prema kre| prema, bhojana, kamarA-sIdhI-sahaja bAta; lekina tuma khar3I kara lete ho lAkhoM-lAkhoM icchaaeN| yadi tumheM raoNlsaraoNyasa cAhie to kaThinAiyAM uTha khar3I hotI haiM; yadi tumheM mahala cAhie yA tuma saMtuSTa nahIM sAdhAraNa striyoM se, tumheM cAhie vizva suMdarI-aura tumhArI sArI vizva-suMdariyAM karIba-karIba muradA hotI haiMto tuma cAhate ho asaMbhava ciijeN| to tuma Age aura Age kI socate jAte ho| aura tumheM sthagita karate jAnA hotA hai 'kisI dina jaba mere pAsa mahala hogA to maiM zAMti se bailuuNgaa|' lekina isa bIca to jIvana bahA jA rahA hai tumhAre hAthoM se| yadi kabhI aisA ho jAe ki tuma pA lo tumhArA mahala to tuma bhUla cuke hoMge zAMtipUrvaka baitthnaa| kyoMki mahala ke pIche daur3ate-bhAgate, tuma bilakula bhUla hI jAoge ki kaise baiThA jAtA hai| aisA ghaTatA hai sabhI mahatvAkAMkSI logoM ko| ve daur3ate jAte haiM, taba daur3anA unake jIvana kA hI eka DhaMga bana jAtA hai| eka ghar3I AtI hai, jaba ve pA lete haiM, lekina aba phira ve ruka nahIM skte| tuma ise bakhUbI jAnate ho ki yadi sArA dina tuma socate hI jAo, to tuma ruka nahIM skte| eka dina mullA nasaruddIna ghara lauTA kucha karane aura use na bhUlane kI bAta soca kr| usane apane kapar3oM meM eka gAMTha lagA dI jisase ki use yAda rhe| phira jaba vaha ghara AyA, vaha bar3A becaina thA kyoMki vaha bhUla cukA thaa| 'gATha vahA maujUda hai, lekina kisalie?' usane koziza kI socane kii| usakI patnI ne bAra-bAra kahAM, ' aba tuma so jAo aura kala subaha hama dekha leNge|' phira bhI vaha kahane lagA, 'nahIM, koI bahuta hI jarUrI bAta hai| vaha jarUrI thI aura maiMne soca liyA thA ki use Aja rAta hI karanA hai| kisI bhI kImata para maiM usakI upekSA nahIM kara sakatA, isalie tuma so jaao|' AdhI rAta jaba ghar3I ne do kA ghaMTA bajAyA, to use yAda aayaa| usane taya kiyA thA ki jaldI so jAnA hai| yahI bAta yAda dilAne ke lie thI vaha gaaNtth| yahI kucha ghaTa rahA hai sabhI mahatvAkAMkSI logoM ko| ve itanI jyAdA icchAeM banA lete haiM ki jaba taka ve lakSya prApta karate haiM, taba taka ve bilakula bhUla hI jAte haiM ki kisa bAta ko pAnA cAha rahe the ve| pahalI bAta, ve itanI sArI bAto kI AkAMkSA kara hI kisalie rahe the? aba prApti ho gaI hai unheM aura bhUla gae haiM ve| yadi unheM yaha bhI yAda rahA ho ki ve zAMta ho jAnA cAhate the, vizrAMti pAnA cAhate the, to unake jIvana kA sArA DhAMcA-DharrA aura sArI baddhatAeM unheM vizrAMti pAne na deMge; unheM zAMti se baiThane na deMge aura AnaMdita hone na deNge| jaba tuma jIvana bhara mahatvAkAkSAoM sahita daur3e hote ho, to
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________________ tuma AsAnI se ruka nahIM skte| daur3anA tumhArA astitva hI bana jAtA hai| yadi tuma ThaharanA cAhate ho, to yahI hotI hai ghdd'ii| isake lie koI bhaviSya nahIM, yahI vartamAna kSaNa hI hai| AvazyakatAeM sIdhI-sarala hotI haiN| koI AdamI bar3A sarala, sAdA jIvana jI sakatA hai aura usase AnaMdita ho sakatA hai| khUba bar3hiyA bhojana kI jarUrata nahIM hotI AnaMdapUrvaka bhojana kA svAda lene ke lie, kevala eka bar3hiyA jihvA kI jarUrata hotI hai| jisa samaya tuma bar3A bar3hiyA bhojana juTA pAne ke yogya hooge, tuma kSamatA hI kho cuke hooge AnaMdapUrvaka usakA svAda lene kii| AnaMda manAnA usakA jaba ki saMvedanazIlatA kA kSaNa hai| AnaMda manAnA usakA jaba ki tuma jIvita ho| use gaMvAnA mata aura use sthagita mata krnaa| eka sIdhA-sAdA AdamI jItA hai pala pratipala, yaha dina apane meM paryApta hotA hai, aura Ane vAlA kala apanA khayAla apane Apa rakha legaa| jIsasa phira-phira kahate haiM, 'jarA bAga meM lilI ke phUloM ko dekhanA, kitane suMdara haiM! ve AnevAle kala kI phikra nahIM krte| solomana bhI apanI sarvAdhika mahimAmaMDita ghar3iyoM meM itanA suMdara na thA jitane ki ye bAga ke sAdhAraNa lilI ke phUla!' jarA ina pakSiyoM kI ora to dekho, ve AnaMda manAte haiN| isI kSaNa meM sArA astitva utsava manA rahA hai-sivAya tumhaare| AdamI ke sAtha muzkila kyA hai? muzkila yaha hai ki vaha socatA hai ki AnaMdita hone ke lie pahale kinhIM khAsa avasthAoM kI pUrti Avazyaka hai, yahI hai add'cn| jIvana kA AnaMda manAne ke lie vastuta: kinhIM zartoM ko pUrA nahIM karanA hotA, vaha to eka bezarta nimaMtraNa hai| lekina AdamI socatA hai ki pahale to khAsa zarte pUrI karanI haiM, kevala tabhI vaha jIvana kA AnaMda manA sakatA hai| yahI hotA hai eka jaTila mn| sarala mana anubhava karatA hai ki jo kucha bhI upalabdha hai usase hI AnaMdita honA hai| AnaMdita hoo usse| kinhIM zartoM kI pUrti nahIM karanI hai| aura jitanA jyAdA tuma isa kSaNa kA AnaMda manAte ho, utane hI jyAdA tuma agale kSaNa kA AnaMda manAne yogya hote ho| kSamatA bar3hatI hai; aura- aura jyAdA hotI jAtI hai vaha, UMce se UMce calatI jAtI hai vaha-vaha aparisIma hotI hai| aura jaba tuma pahuMcate ho AnaMda kI aparisImitatA taka, vahI to hai prmaatmaa| paramAtmA koI vyakti nahIM hai jo baiThA huA hai kahIM para aura pratIkSA kara rahA hai tumhaarii| aba taka to vaha tumhArI pratIkSA karatekarate Uba cukA hogaa| usane to AtmahatyA hI kara lI hogI yadi usameM kucha buddhi ho to tumhArI pratIkSA karate hue| paramAtmA koI vyakti nhiiN| vaha koI lakSya nahIM, vaha eka DhaMga hai yahIM aura abhI jIvana kA AnaMda manAne kaa| paramAtmA eka dRSTi hai akAraNa hI AnaMdamaya hone kii| tuma binA kisI kAraNa hI dukhI hote ho, yaha hotA hai jaTila mn|
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________________ | eka dina mullA nasaruddIna ko eka dhanI vyakti ke marane para usake zava ke pIche jAte hue| sArA zahara pIche-pIche A rahA thA aura mullA nasaruddIna cIkha rahA thA aura ro rahA thA bahuta burI taraha se| to maiMne pUchA usase, 'bAta kyA hai nasaruddIna? kyA tuma isa dhanapati ke koI riztedAra the?' vaha bolA, 'nhiiN-nhiiN|' 'to phira tuma ro kyoM rahe ho?' maiMne puuchaa| vaha bolA, 'kyoMki maiM usakA riztedAra nahIM thA, isIlie to rotA huuN|' loga ro rahe hote haiM kyoMki ve saMbaMdhita hote haiN| loga ro rahe hote haiM kyoMki ve saMbaMdhita nahIM hote haiN| aisA jAna par3atA hai ki tuma to hara avasthA meM ronA hI cAhate ho| tuma akAraNa hI dukhI ho| eka bhI aisA AdamI mere dekhane meM nahIM AyA hai jisake pAsa sacamuca hI dukhI hone kA koI kAraNa ho| tumhI nirmita kara lete ho use, kyoMki binA kisI kAraNa dukhI honA to pAgalapana mAlUma par3atA hai| tumhI banA lete ho koI kaarnn| tuma vivecana karate, tarka baiThAte, tuma khoja lete, tuma AviSkAra kara lete, tuma bahuta bar3e AviSkAraka ho aura jaba tumane khoja liyA hotA hai kAraNa yA ki banA liyA hotA hai kAraNa, AviSkAra kara liyA hotA hai kisI kAraNa kA, taba tuma nizcita hote ho| aba koI nahIM kaha sakatA ki tuma akAraNa hI dukhI ho| vastuta: sthiti yaha hai kisI dukha kA koI kAraNa nahIM aura kiso AnaMda kA koI kAraNa nhiiN| vaha to kevala tumhArI dRSTi para nirbhara karatA hai| yadi tuma prasanna honA cAhate ho, to tuma ho sakate ho, sthiti jo bhI ho, sthiti aprAsaMgika hotI hai| prasanna honA eka kSamatA hai, kisI sthiti ke bAvajUda tuma prasanna ho sakate ho| lekina yadi tumane taya hI kara lI ho dukhI hone kI bAta to kisI bhI sthiti ke bAvajUda tuma dukhI ho sakate ho, sthiti aprAsaMgika hotI hai| yadi svarga meM bhI tumheM praveza diyA jAe, tumhArA svAgata kiyA jAe, to tuma dukhI hI hooge, tuma koI na koI kAraNa khoja hI loge| eka bar3e rahasyavAdI, tibbatI saMta mArapA se pUchA gayA, 'kyA Apako pUrA yakIna hai ki jaba Apa mareMge, to Apa svarga ko jAeMge?' vaha bolA, 'sunizcita hii|' vaha AdamI kahane lagA, 'lekina Apa itane nizcita kaise ho sakate haiM? Apa mare nahIM haiM aura Apa nahIM jAnate ki paramAtmA ke mana meM kyA hai|' mArapA kahane lagA, 'mujhe paramAtmA ke mana kI ciMtA nahIM, vaha unakI apanI bAta hai| maiM nizcita hUM to apane hI mana ke kaarnn| jahAM kahIM maiM rahUM maiM khuza rahUMgA aura vahI jagaha svarga hogii| to isase kucha pharka nahIM par3atA hai ki cAhe mujhe naraka meM pheMka do yA ki svarga meN| vaha bAta aprAsaMgika hai|' eDolpha hiTalara ke bAre meM maiMne eka bahuta suMdara ghaTanA sunI hai| use apane mitroM dvArA patA calA ki eka yahUdI strI hai bar3I jyotiSI aura bhaviSya ke bAre meM jo kucha bhI batAtI rahI hai, vaha hamezA saca huA hai| hiTalara kucha hicaka rahA thA kyoMki vaha strI to yahUdI thii| lekina phira yaha bAta usake mana ko ghere rahI, kaI dinoM taka vaha so na sakA: 'yadi vaha strI sacamuca hI bhaviSyavANI kara sakatI hai, taba pUchane kI bAta sArthaka hai, cAhe vaha yahUdI hI ho|' strI ko gupta rUpa se bulAyA gyaa| hiTalara ne pUchA,
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________________ 'kyA tuma mujhe batA sakatI ho ki kaba marUMgA maiM?' usa strI ne apanI AMkheM baMda kara lIM, dhyAnapUrvaka vicAra kiyA aura bolI, yahUdI chuTTI kA din|' hiTalara bolA, 'matalaba kyA hai tumhArA kauna-sA chuTTI kA dina?' vaha bolI, 'vaha bAta aprAsaMgika hai| jaba kabhI mareMge Apa, vaha yahUdiyoM kA chuTTI kA dina hogA / ' mArapA ne kahAM thA, 'yaha bAta aprAsaMgika hai ki paramAtmA ke mana meM kyA hai| jahAM kahIM maiM jAUM, vahA svarga hI hogA--kyoMki maiM jAnatA hUM, binA kisI kAraNa maiM prasanna huuN|' eka sAdagI se bharA vyakti jAna letA hai ki prasannatA jIvana kA svabhAva hai| prasanna rahane ke lie kinhIM kAraNoM kI jarUrata nahIM hotI hai| basa, tuma prasanna raha sakate ho kevala isIlie ki tuma jIvita ho! jIvana prasannatA hai, jIvana AnaMda hai, lekina aisA saMbhava hotA hai kevala eka sahaja-sAde vyakti ke lie hii| vaha AdamI jo cIjeM ikaTThI karatA rahatA hai, hamezA socatA hai ki inhIM cIjoM ke kAraNa use prasannatA milane vAlI hai| AlIzAna bhavana, dhana, sukha-sAdhana; vaha socatA hai ki inhIM cIjoM ke kAraNa vaha prasanna hone vAlA hai samasyA dhana-daulata kI nahIM hai, samasyA hai AdamI kI dRSTi kI jo dhana khojane kA prayAsa karatI hai| dRSTi yaha hotI hai jaba taka mere pAsa ye tamAma cIjeM nahIM ho jAtIM, maiM prasanna nahIM ho sktaa| yaha AdamI sadA dukhI rhegaa| eka saccA sAdagIpasaMda AdamI jAna letA hai ki jIvana itanA sIdhA-sarala hai ki jo kucha bhI hai usake pAsa, usI meM vaha khuza ho sakatA hai| ise kisI dUsarI cIja ke lie sthagita kara dene kI use koI jarUrata nahIM hai| taba sAdagI kA artha hogA tumhArI AvazyakatAoM taka A jAo, icchAeM pAgala hotI haiM AvazyakatAeM svAbhAvika hotI haiN| bhojana, ghara, prema, tumhArI sArI jIvana-UrjA ko mAtra AvazyakatAoM ke tala taka le Ao, aura tuma AnaMdita hooge aura eka AnaMdita vyakti dhArmika hone ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM ho sakatA, aura eka aprasanna vyakti adhArmika hone ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM ho sktaa| ho sakatA hai vaha prArthanA kare, ho sakatA hai vaha maMdira jAe, masjida jAe usase kucha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| eka aprasanna vyakti kaise prArthanA kara sakatA hai? usakI prArthanA meM gaharI zikAyata hogI, durbhAva hogA / vaha eka nArAjagI hogii| prArthanA to eka anugraha kA bhAva hai, zikAyata nahIM / - kevala eka prasanna vyakti hI anugRhIta ho sakatA hai; usakA pUrA hRdaya pukAratA hai eka samagra ahobhAva meM, usakI AMkhoM meM AMsU A jAte haiM, kyoMki paramAtmA ne use itanA jyAdA diyA hai binA usake mAMge hI / aura paramAtmA ne itanA jyAdA diyA hai- tumheM jIvana mAtra dekara hI / eka prasanna vyakti prasan hotA hai kevala isalie ki vaha sAMsa le sakatA hai| vahI bahuta jyAdA hai| pala bhara ke lie zvAsa lenA mAtra hI paryApta hotA hai, paryApta se kahIM jyAdA jIvana to itanA AzISapUrNa hai lekina eka aprasanna vyakti ise samajha nahIM sktaa| isalie dhyAna rahe, jitane jyAdA tuma kabjA jamAne kI vRtti meM jur3ate ho, utane hI kama prasanna hooge tuma jitane kama prasanna hote ho tuma, utane hI dUra tuma ho jAoge paramAtmA se prArthanA se anugraha ke bhAva se sIdhe sahaja hoo| Avazyaka bAtoM sahita jIo aura bhUla jAo AkAMkSAoM ke bAre meM, ve -
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________________ mana kI kalpanAeM haiM, jhIla kI taraMgeM haiN| ve kevala azAMta hI karatI haiM tumheM; ve kisI saMtoSa kI ora tumheM nahIM le jA sakatI haiN| ....sahaja-saMyama, svAdhyAya aura Izvara ke prati smrpnn......|' ye saba aMtarsaMbaMdhita haiN| yadi tuma sahaja hote ho to tuma svayaM kA nirikakSaNa kara paaoge| eka jaTila AdamI svayaM kA nirIkSaNa nahIM kara sakatA hai, kyoMki vaha itanA baMTA huA hotA hai| usake pAsa cAroM ora bahuta sArI cIjeM hotI haiM, bahuta sArI icchAeM, bahuta sAre vicAra aura bahuta sArI samasyAeM uTha rahI hotI haiM ina icchAoM aura vicAroM meM se| vaha niraMtara eka bhIr3a meM rahatA hai| kaThina hotA hai svAdhyAya ko paanaa| eka sahaja rUpa se saMyamI AdamI kevala khAtA hai, sotA hai, prema karatA hai aura basa itanA hii| usake pAsa paryApta samaya rahatA hai aura bacI rahatI hai paryApta UrjA nirIkSaNa karane ko, hone mAtra ko, mAtra baiThane ko aura dekhane ko, aura vaha prasanna rahatA hai| usane khUba ThIka se khAyA hotA hai, bhUkha tRpta ho jAtI hai| usane khUba acchI taraha se prema kiyA hotA hai, usake aMtasa kI jyAdA gaharI bhUkha tRpta ho jAtI hai| aba kyA karanA? vaha baiThatA hai, dekhatA hai apanI or| baMda kara letA hai apanI AMkheM; apanI aMtasa-sattA ko dhyAna se dekhatA hai| kahIM koI bhIr3a nahIM, kucha jyAdA karane ko nhiiN| cIjeM itanI sIdhI-sahaja hotI haiM ki vaha AsAnI se unheM kara sakatA hai| aura sahaja bAto kI eka guNavattA hotI hai ki unheM karate hue bhI tuma svayaM kA adhyayana kara sakate ho| jaTila cIjeM mana ke lie bahuta jyAdA ho jAtI haiN| mana bahuta jyAdA ulajha jAtA hai aura baMTA huA hotA hai| aura svAdhyAya asaMbhava ho jAtA hai| pataMjali jo artha karate haiM svAdhyAya kA, vahI artha karate haiM garajiepha sva-smaraNa kA, yA jise badadha kahate haiM samyaka-bodha, yA jise jIsasa: kahate haiM jyAdA sajaga ho jAnA, yA ki jo artha kRSNamUrti kA hotA hai, ve jaba kahe cale jAte haiM jyAdA sajaga hone kI baat| jaba tumhAre pAsa karane ko kucha nahIM hotA kucha jyAdA nahIM hotA karane ko, dina bhara kI sahaja bAteM samApta ho gaIM, to kahAM sarakegI UrjA? kyA hogA tumhArI UrjA kA? bilakula abhI to tuma uthale hI rahate ho sadA, tumhArI kamatara UrjA meM, kyoMki UrjA ke lie itanI jyAdA vyastatAeM banI rahatI haiN| UrjA ke lie itanI sArI jaTilatAeM banI rahatI haiN| tumhAre pAsa paryApta UrjA kA umaDAva kabhI nahIM rahatA aura binA kisI UrjA ke jAgarUka hone kI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hotI kyoMki jAgarUkatA UrjA kA sUkSmatama rUpAMtaraNa hai| vaha tumhArI UrjA kA parama rUpa hai| yadi tumhAre pAsa paryApta paripUrNa UrjA nahIM hotI, to tuma jAgarUka nahIM ho skte| satahI UrjA ke biMdu para, nimna UrjA-tala para, tuma jAgarUka nahIM ho sakate; paripUrNa UrjA kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| eka sahaja AdamI ke pAsa itanI jyAdA UrjA bacI rahatI hai ki kyA karegA isa UrjA kA? jo kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai vaha saba kiyA jA cukA hai; dina kI samApti te ho; UrjA ta baiThe hae hAta hA; jA
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________________ sarakatI hai sUkSmatama parato taka-vaha aura- aura jyAdA UMce jAtI hai, vaha saMcita hotI hai, vaha eka zikhara bana jAtI hai, eka uurjaa-stNbh| aba tuma svayaM kA nirIkSaNa karate ho| tumhAre vicAroM, bhAvanAoM, anubhUtiyoM ke saba se adhika sUkSma taloM para bhI tuma dhyAna kara sakate ho| .....: svAdhyAya aura Izvara ke prati smrpnn.....:|' jaba kabhI tama dhyAna karate ho, taba tama vahAM hote hI nahIM ho, taba sahaja saMyama le jAtA hai svAdhyAya kI ora, svAdhyAya le jAtA nirahaMkAritA kI ora, kyoMki tuma vahAM hote nhiiN| jitanA jyAdA tuma jAnate ho svayaM ko, utane kama tuma hote ho| kevala ajJAnI vyakti bhare rahate haiM apane se| prajJAvAna hote hI nhiiN| ve hote haiM eka zUnyatA kI bhAMti, ve hote haiM vizAla AkAza kI bhaaNti| yadi tuma praveza karate ho buddha meM to tuma kahIM nahIM pAoge unheN| tuma aparisIma sthAna to pAoge, lekina vahAM kisI ko nahIM paaoge| yadi tuma mujhameM praveza karo to tuma mujhe nahIM pAoge-sva zUnyatA, eka vizAla AkAza, samagra svataMtratA maujUda hotI hai tumhAre lie| tuma mujhase na miloge, maiM vahAM nahIM hotA huuN| jaba tuma bhItara jyAdA aura jyAdA hoza pA lete ho, to tuma kama aura kama bane rahate ho| aisA sadA eka hI anupAta meM hotA hai jitane jyAdA ajAgarUka tuma hote ho, utane jyAdA tuma maujUda hote ho| jitane jyAdA tuma jAgarUka hote ho, utane hI kama tuma svayaM bane rahate ho| jaba tuma saMpUrNatayA jAgarUka ho jAte ho, taba tuma bacate hI nhiiN| saMpUrNa UrjA eka jAgarUkatA bana gayI hotI hai, ahaMkAra ke lie kucha bacatA hI nhiiN| aura phira ahaMkAra chUTatA hai, jaise ki sAMpa saraka jAtA hai keMculI ke baahr| aba vaha vahAM par3I huI eka mRta camar3I hotI hai| koI bhI use uThA sakatA hai| taba ghaTatA hai paramAtmA ke prati smrpnn| tuma nahIM kara sakate paramAtmA ke prati samarpaNa, kyoMki tumhIM hote ho add'cn| loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, aura ve kahate haiM, 'maiM cAhatA hUM samarpaNa krnaa|' vaisA saMbhava nhiiN| kaise kara sakate ho tuma samarpaNa? 'tuma' hI ho gair-smrpnn| jaba tuma nahIM hote, taba samarpaNa hotA hai| jaba tuma samApta hote ho-samarpaNa ghaTatA hai| to jarA dhyAna meM rakha lenA ise tuma nahIM kara sakate smrpnn| yaha tumhArI ora se kiyA gayA koI prayAsa nahIM ho sakatA hai-vaha bAta asaMbhava hotI hai| tuma kevala eka bAta kara sakate ho, jise pataMjali kaha rahe haiM ADaMbarahIna banI, sahaja-sarala ho jaao| itanI jyAdA UrjA bacatI hai taba, jo ki sahaja hI, svayaM hI eka jAgarUkatA bana jAtI hai aura jAgarUkatA ke maujUda hote hI tuma maujUda nahIM rhte| acAnaka tuma pAte ho ki samarpaNa ghaTa gyaa| acAnaka, tumhAre apanI ora se binA kucha kie hI: tuma ne nahIM kiyA hotA hai kucha aura samarpaNa ghaTita ho jAtA hai| paramAtmA ke prati samarpaNa karanA tumhAre bhItara kI gaira-ahaMkAra kI avasthA hai| yadi prayAsa hotA hai to vaha samarpaNa nahIM hotA hai| samarpaNa eka bodha hai| jaba tuma jAgarUka hote ho aura bodha kI jyoti-zikhA UMcI prajvalita ho rahI hotI hai, acAnaka tuma jAna lete ho ki aMdhakAra vahAM nahIM hai| tuma samarpita ho gae ho| vaha eka
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________________ udaghaTita ghaTanA hotI hai eka bodha acAnaka tuma hairAna ho jAte ho! tuma anupasthita ho aura paramAtmA maujUda hai| tumhArI anupasthiti meM paramAtmA hai, tumhArI upasthiti meM kevala dukha maujUda hotA hai| tumhArI upasthiti se kucha saMbhava nahIM hotA, tumhArI anupasthiti meM sArI aparisImitatA saMbhava ho jAtI hai| ye aMtarsaMbaMdhita bAteM hotI haiM : sahaja - saMyama, svAdhyAya aura Izvara ke prati smrpnn| kriyAyoga kA abhyAsa kleza ko ghaTA detA hai aura samAdhi kI ora le jAtA hai| ye tIna caraNa dukha ghaTAte haiM aura tumheM samAdhi kI ora le jAte haiM, parama kI ora, jisake bAda koI cIja astitva nahIM rakhatI hai| jaba tuma paramAtmA ke prati samarpita hote ho, paramAtmA ho jAte ho; vahI hotI hai smaadhi| dukha utpanna hone ke kAraNa haiM : jAgarUkatA kI kamI ahaMkAra moha ghRNA jIvana se cipake rahanA aura mRtyu- bhaya / vastutaH kevala ahaMkAra hI hotA hai kaarnn| bAkI saba bAteM jo pIche-pIche AtI haiM, ve to mAtra parachAiyAM hotI haiM ahaMkAra kI Atma jAgarUkatA kI kamI ahaMkAra hai| tuma anubhava karate ho ki tuma ho| kyoMki tuma jAnate nhiiN| tuma aMdhakAra meM hote ho| tuma svayaM se kabhI mile hI nahIM; aura tuma socate ho ki 'tuma ho|' yaha bAta saba prakAra ke dukha nirmita karatI hai| / 1 ...ahaMkAra, una cIjoM ke prati AkarSaNa hai jo vyartha hotI haiM, dveSa, ghRNA - jo ki moha kA, AkarSaNa kA dUsarA chora hai-jIvana se cipakanA aura mRtyu bhaya / ' tuma jIvana se cipakate ho kyoMki tuma jAnate nahIM ki jIvana kyA hai| yadi tuma jAnate, to koI cipakanA hotA hI nahIM; kyoMki jIvana zAzvata hai kyoM cipakanA? vaha calatA jA rahA hai aura vaha kabhI Thahara sakatA nhiiN| tuma cipakate jAkara anAvazyaka rUpa se svayaM ko takalIpha dete ho| yaha aise hai jaise ki eka nadI baha rahI hotI hai aura tuma nadI ko dhakela rahe hote ho samudra kI ora -jaba ki vaha baha rahI hotI hai apane se hii| tumheM dhakelane kI jarA bhI jarUrata nhiiN| tuma bekAra hI svayaM ke lie dukha khar3A kara loge| tuma socoge ki tuma eka bahAdura zahIda ho kyoMki tuma dhakela rahe ho nadI ko aura le jA rahe ho use sAgara kI ora !
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________________ nadI to baha rahI hai, apane se hI gar3abar3a mata karo, tumheM aisA karane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| yadi tuma sAgara taka pahuMcanA cAhate ho, to tuma basa eka hissA bana jAo nadI kA aura nadI tumheM le clegii| lekina madada mata karanA nadI kI, vahI to karate rahe ho tum| jIvana to apane se hI baha rahA hai; kisI cIja kI jarUrata nahIM paidA hone ke lie tumane kyA kiyA? yahAM hone ke lie tumane kyA kiyA? jIvita rahane ke lie tumane kyA kiyA? kyA aisI koI cIja hai jo tumane kI hai? yadi nahIM to phira kyoM karanI phikra? jIvana to apane se hI calatA jAtA hai| mUDha loga dukha nirmita kara lete haiM, avasthA aisI hI hai| maiMne sunA hai eka bAra eka samRddha vyakti, eka bar3A rAjA kahIM jA rahA thA apane ratha meM baiThakara usane dekhA eka garIba grAmINa, eka bUr3hA AdamI sar3aka ke kinAre jA rahA thA sira para eka bar3A bojha uThAe hue, aura bojha bahuta jyAdA thaa| rAjA ko dayA A gii| vaha kahane lagA, tuma Ao, ke bAbA, ratha meM mere sAtha baittho| jahAM kahIM tuma cAhate ho maiM tumheM vahAM chor3a dUMgA' kA AdamI ratha meM A gayA, lekina apanA bojha abhI bhI sira para lie hue thaa| rAjA bolA, 'kyA tuma pAgala hue ho? tuma apanA bojha nIce kyoM nahIM rakha dete?' vaha AdamI bolA, 'maiM ratha meM hUM aura yahI bahuta jyAdA bojha hai ratha ke lie aura ghor3oM ke lie| merA bojha hI bahuta jyAdA hogaa| dhanyavAda mahArAja, aba yaha bojha to mujhe hI uThAne do| yaha to bahuta jyAdA hogA ghor3oM ke lie aura ratha ke lie|' cAhe tuma apanA bojha apane sira para uThAo yA ki tuma use rakha do ratha meM ghor3oM ke lie saba barAbara hotA hai, unheM saba kucha lie calanA hotA hai| jIvana svayaM hI cala rahA hai, tuma apane bojha kyoM nahIM chor3a dete jIvana para? balki tuma to cipake rahate ho| aura jaba tuma cipake rahate ho jIvana se to mRtyu - bhaya uTha khar3A hotA hai| varanA to koI mRtyu nahIM aura bhaya nhiiN| jIvana anaMta hai| koI maratA nahIM hai kabhI koI mara nahIM sakatA hai kabhI jo kucha astitva meM rahatA hai vaha astitva rakhegA, vaha sadA rahA hI hai astitva meM, vaha jA nahIM sakatA hai astitva ke bAhara / koI cIja jA nahIM sakatI hai astitva ke bAhara, kucha bAhara nahIM jA sakatA, kucha bhItara nahIM A sakatA / astitva samagra hotA hai| hara cIja banI rahatI hai- bhAva- dazAeM badalatI, AkAra badalate, nAma bdlte| yahI hai jise hiMdU kahate haiM nAmarUpa rUpAkAra aura nAma badala jAte haiM, varanA to hara koI banA rahatA hai, hara cIja banI rahatI hai| tuma yahAM Ae ho lAkhoM bAra tuma yahAM hooge lAkhoM bAra tuma yahAM rahoge sadA hii| jIvana hai sadA ke lie| nissaMdeha tumhArA nAma yahI nahIM hogaa| tumhArA yahI ceharA phira nahIM ho sktaa| zAyada phira tumhAre pAsa puruSa yA strI kI deha na ho, lekina usase kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai, vaha bAta aprAsaMgika hai| tuma yahAM hooge jaise ki lahareM hotIM samudra meM ve AtI aura jAtIM, ve jAta aura AtI rUpa badalate, lekina usI sAgara meM lahareM uThatI - umar3atI rhtiiN| ,
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________________ dukha utpanna hone ke kAraNa haiM jAgarUkatA kA abhAva ahaMkAra moha ghRNA jIvana se cipake rahanA aura mRtyu bhaya / -- cAhe ve prasuptatA kI kSINatA kI pratyAvartana kI yA phailAva kI avasthAoM meM ho dukha ke dUsare sabhI kAraNa kriyAnvita hote haiM jAgarUkatA ke abhAva dvArA hI dukha ke kAraNoM ke bahuta se rUpa ho sakate haiM; ve bIjoM ke rUpa meM ho sakate haiN| tuma apanA dukha uThAe cala sakate ho bIja ke rUpa meM vaha prasupta ho sakatA hai, tumheM isakA hoza na ho, lekina kisI eka khAsa sthiti meM, yadi bhUmi ThIka hotI hai aura bIja pAnI aura dhUpa pA sakatA hai, to vaha prasphuTita ho jaaegaa| to kaI bAra varSoM taka tuma anubhava karate ki tumheM koI lAlaca nahIM aura acAnaka eka dina jaba ThIka avasara A banatA hai, to lAlaca maujUda ho jAtA hai taba bIja bahuta hI kSINa rUpa meM hote haiM, jinakA ki tumheM kucha patA hI nahIM hotA, itane kSINa ki jaba taka tuma svayaM ke bhItara gaharAI se nahIM khojate, tuma nahIM jAna pAoge ki ve vahA hai yA ve hote hoMge pratyAvartita rUpa meM kaI bAra tuma sukha anubhava karate ho aura kaI bAra tuma dukha anubhava karate ho| prema maiM tuma sukha anubhava karate ho, ghRNA meM tuma dukha anubhava karate ho, lekina prema aura ghRNA eka hI UrjA kI bArI-bArI se calI Ane vAlI do ghaTanAeM haiN| kaI bAra ve hoMgI unake apane saMpUrNa rUpa meM jaba tuma udAsa - nirAza hote ho, itane jyAdA nirAza ki tuma AtmahatyA kara lenA cAhate ho; yA kaI bAra tuma itane khuza hote ho ki tuma khuzI ke mAre pAgala hone jaisA anubhava karate ho| ina sAre rUpoM para dhyAna karanA hotA hai- kyoMki pataMjali kahate haiM, 'ye sAre rUpa astitva rakhate haiM ajAgarUka hone se; tuma jAgarUka nahIM hote|' pahale to hoza rakho satahI ghaTanA kA: lobha, krodha, ghRNA, phira aura gahare jAo, aura tuma anubhava kara pAoge bAra-bAra doharAyI jAne vAlI ghaTanA ko donoM jur3I hotI haiM jarA aura gahare jAo, jyAdA saceta hoo, aura tuma anubhava karoge bahuta kSINa ghaTanA tumhAre bhItara hai, chAyA kI bhAMti hai, lekina to bhI kisI bhI samaya vaha Thosa rUpa pA sakatI hai| to aisA ghaTatA hai eka dhArmika AdamI ke sAtha - ki eka suMdara strI AtI hai aura sArI pAvanatA tirohita ho jAtI hai; eka kSaNa meM hii| vaha vahAM thI kSINa rUpa meM yA vaha maujUda raha sakatI hai bIja ke rUpa meM bIja rUpa ko jAna lenA sabase jyAdA muzkila bAta hai kyoMki vaha prasphuTita nahIM huA hotaa| isake lie cAhie pUrA hoza / aura pataMjali kI to saMpUrNa vidhi hI hai jAgarUkatA kI : jyAdA aura jyAdA jAgarUka ho jaao| tuma jyAdA jAgarUka ho jAoge yadi tuma sahaja-saMyamI ho jAte ho, sahaja-sarala ho jAte ho tuma jyAdA hoza pA jAoge aura sva-smaraNa saMbhava ho jaaegaa| aura sva-smaraNa se ahaM gira jAtA hai aura vyakti samarpita anubhava karatA hai aura samarpita honA samyaka mArga para honA hai|
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________________ Aja itanA hii| pravacana 32 saMdezanazIlatA, utsava aura svIkAra prazna- sAra - 1- ahaMkAra sAtha hai; kaise samarpaNa karUM? 2- Apa cetanA ke zikhara hai, isalie Apa utsava manA sakate hai, lekina eka sAdhAraNa AdamI kaise utsava manA pAyegA? 3- kaI bAra saMvedanazIlatA ke sAtha nakArAtmaka bhAva kyoM uThate hai? 4- saMvedanazIlatA mujhe iMdriya lolupatA aura bhogAsakti meM le jAtI hai| pahalA prazna: Apane kala kahAM ki samarpaNa ghaTatA hai jaba kahIM koI ahaMkAra nahIM hotA lekina hama to ahaMkAra ke sAtha hI jIte haiM kaise hama samarpaNa meM utara sakate haiM?
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________________ ahaMkAra hI ho tum| tuma samarpaNa kI ora nahIM bar3ha sakate, tuma hI ho bAdhA, isalie jo kucha tuma karate ho vaha galata hogaa| tuma isa viSaya meM kucha nahIM kara skte| tumheM to basa, bina kucha kie hI, sajaga rahanA hai| yaha hai bhItarI saMracanA: jo kucha bhI tama karate ho vaha ahaMkAra davArA hI kiyA jAtA hai; aura jaba kabhI tuma kucha nahIM karate aura kevala sAkSI bane rahate ho, taba tumhArA ahaMkArazUnya hissA kAma karane lagatA hai| tumhAre bhItara sAkSI hai nirahaMkAritA, aura kartA hai ahNkaar| binA kucha kiye ahaMkAra astitva nahIM rakha sktaa| yadi tuma samarpaNa karane ko bhI kucha karate ho, to usase ahaMkAra hI majabUta hogaa| aura tumhArA samarpaNa phira eka bahuta sUkSma ahaMkArayukta dRSTikoNa bana jaaegaa| tuma kahoge, 'maiMne samarpaNa kara diyaa| tuma 'dAvA karoge samarpaNa kA, aura yadi koI kahe ki yaha bAta saca nahIM, to tuma krodha anubhava karoge, AghAta anubhava kroge| ahaMkAra aba bhI vahA maujUda rahatA hai, sama karane kI koziza karatA huaa| ahaMkAra kucha bhI kara sakatA hai; kevala eka cIja jo ahaMkAra nahIM kara sakatA, vaha hai akriyA, saakssiibhaav| to jarA baiThanA cupacApa, dekhanA kartA ko aura kisI bhI DhaMga se jor3a-tor3a karane kI koziza mata krnaa| jisa kSaNa tuma hoziyArI se gaNita baiThAnA zurU kara dete ho, ahaMkAra vApasa A cukA hotA hai| kucha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai usake lie; vyakti ko basa sAkSI bane rahanA hotA hai, usa dukha kA, jise ki ahaMkAra nirmita karatA hai-jhUThe sukha-saMtoSa jinake AzvAsana ahaMkAra detA hai| isa saMsAra kI kriyAeM aura usa saMsAra kI, AdhyAtmika saMsAra kI kriyAeM; IzvarIya hoM yA bhautika, jo bhI hoM kSetra, ahaMkAra hI kartA banA rhegaa| tumheM kucha karanA nahIM hai aura yadi tuma kucha karane lagate ho to tuma sArI bAta hI cUka jaaoge| kevala maujUda rahanA, dekhanA, samajhanA aura kucha mata krnaa| mata pUchanA ki 'ahaMkAra ko kaise girAeM?' kauna girAegA use? kauna kaise girAegA? jaba tuma kucha nahIM karate, to acAnaka sAkSI vAlA hissA kartA se alaga ho jAtA hai : eka aMtarAla A banatA hai| kartA kArya karatA jAtA hai aura dekhane vAlA dekhatA hI rahatA hai| akasmAta, tama eka nae prakAza se bhara jAte ho, eka nayI maMgalamayatA se| tuma nahIM ho ahNkaar| tuma kabhI rahe nahIM ahNkaar| kaisI mUr3hatA hai ki tumane kabhI isameM vizvAsa bhI kiyA! aise loga haiM jo ahaMkAra pUre karane kI kozizoM meM lage hue haiM, galata haiM ve| aise loga haiM jo apaneapane ahaMkAra girA dene kI koziza kara rahe haiM, ve galata haiN| kyoMki jaba sAkSI kA janma hotA hai to tuma sAre khela ko dekhate bhara ho| kucha pUrA karane ko nahIM hai aura kucha girAne ko nahIM hai| ahaMkAra kisI Thosa vastu se nahIM banA huA hai| yaha usI cIja se banA huA hai jisase ki svapna banate haiN| yaha eka vicAra mAtra hai, havA kA eka budabudA hai-mAtra garma havA tumhAre bhItara kI, aura kucha bhI nhiiN| tumheM
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________________ use chor3ane kI jarUrata nahIM hai, kyoMki use chor3ane meM hI yA kaise chor3ane kI bAta pUchane meM hI, tuma usameM vizvAsa karate ho, tuma usase abhI taka cipake hu hote ho| aisA huA ki eka jhena guru eka subaha uThA aura vaha apane ziSyoM se bolA, 'mujhe rAta eka svapna AyA kyA kRpA karake tuma mere lie usakI vyAkhyA kara doge?' vaha ziSya bolA, 'jarA Thaharie Apa, maiM thor3A ThaMDA pAnI le AUM jisase ki Apa apanA ceharA dho skeN|' vaha calA gayA aura pAnI lekara lauttaa| guru ne apanA ceharA dhoyaa| usI samaya eka dUsarA ziSya gujaratA thA pAsa se aura guru ne use bulAyA aura kahAM, 'suno, mujhe rAta eka svapna AyA kyA kRpA karake tuma mere lie usakI vyAkhyA kara doge?' / ziSya ne dekhA, aura yaha dekhate hue ki guru ne apanA ceharA dho liyA thA, vaha bolA, 'Thaharie, behatara yahI hai ki maiM Apake lie cAya kA eka pyAlA le AUM / ' vaha le AyA cAya kA pyaalaa| guru ne cAya pI, haMsa par3A aura AzISa diyA donoM ziSyoM ko vaha bolA, 'tumane ThIka kiyaa| yadi tumane vyAkhyA kara dI hotI mere svapnoM kI, to maiMne tumheM bAhara pheMka diyA hotA Azrama se kyoMki jaba svapna samApta ho jAtA hai aura AdamI jAna letA hai ki svapna thA, to vyAkhyA kA kyA artha rahA?' use vyAkhyAyita karanA yahI batAtA hai ki tuma abhI bhI usI meM jIte ho| tuma aba bhI socate ho ki vaha vAstavika hai| isalie pUraba meM hamane kabhI ciMtA nahIM kI svapnoM kI vyAkhyA karane kii| aisA nahIM hai ki hama usakI satyatA taka nahIM phuNce| phrAyaDa se cAra-pAMca hajAra varSa pahale pUraba kA sAmanA huA svapnoM kI satyatA se isa ghaTanA se cetanA ko tIna kSetroM meM bAMTane vAle hama pahale the jAgaraNa, svapna aura gahana nidrA (suSupti)! lekina hamane vyAkhyA karane kI kabhI ciMtA nahIM kI, kyoMki svapna to svapna hai; vaha vAstavika nahIM hotA hai| kevala usameM se jAga jAnA hotA hai, basa itanA hii| aura yadi tuma pahale se hI jAge hue ho to yaha behatara hai ki tuma ceharA dho lo sigmaMDa phrAyaDa ke sAre vizleSaNa se to ThaMDA pAnI jyAdA madada degaa| yadi tuma jAge hue ho, to cAya kA eka pyAlA behatara hai sAre juMga se chUTa jAo pUrI bAta se hI / pahalI to bAta, svapna jhUThA hotA hai| aura phira tuma vyAkhyA karane lagate ho svapna kii| tumhArI vyAkhyA dvArA hI vaha tumhAre lie nayA satya banatA jAtA hai, vaha phira vAstavika ho jAtA hai| aisA kevala svapna ke sAtha nahIM hotA, tumhAre sAre jIvana ke sAtha hI aisA hotA hai| tumhArA sArA jIvana eka svapna kI bhAMti hai use kisI vyAkhyA kI jarUrata nahIM itanA jAnanA hI paryApta hai ki vaha eka svapna hai| tumheM usase bAhara AnA hotA hai| kaise tuma subaha svapna se bAhara A jAte ho? kyA tumane dhyAna se dekhA hai kabhI? yadi tumane dhyAna se dekhA hai to tuma jAna loge ahaMkAra se bAhara AnA kaise hotA hai| subaha kaise tuma svapna se yA nIMda se bAhara A jAte ho? kaise bAhara Ate ho tuma? eka kSaNa pahale tuma gaharI nIMda soe hue the, aura phira acAnaka tuma sunate ho pakSiyoM kI AvAjeM, dUdha vAlA daravAjA khaTakhaTA rahA hotA hai, naukarAnI A
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________________ hai aura usane pharza sApha karanA zurU kara diyA hai-subaha kI sArI AvAjeM haiN| kyA ghaTa rahA hai? tuma jyAdA hozapUrNa ho rahe ho| eka kSaNa pahale tuma binA kisI hoza ke gaharI nIMda meM the; phira acAnaka pakSI, dUdhavAlA, naukara, baccoM se bAta karatI patnI, inakAra karate hue bacce jo uThane ko taiyAra nahIM hai| dhIre- dhIre cIjeM ubharane lagatI haiM cetanA meN| tuma hoza pA rahe hote ho| tuma zAyada abhI thor3A UMgho, zAyada tuma karavaTeM badalo, AMkheM baMda kara lo, thor3A UMgha lo, lekina Adhe nIMda meM, Adhe jAgaraNa meM tuma cIjoM ko sune cale jAte ho| tuma jAgarUka ho jAte ho aura nIMda phira nahIM rhtii| jitane jyAdA jAgarUka tuma hote ho, utane jyAdA svapna tirohita ho jAte haiN| jaba jAge hue ho to aisA hI kiyA jAnA cAhie; jyAdA suno, jyAdA anubhava karo, jo kucha bhI tuma karo usameM jyAdA sajaga rho| yadi tuma nahA rahe ho to tuma apane Upara se bahate hue pAnI ke sparza ko anubhava karo, jitanA kara sako utanA karo use| vahI anubhUti, vaha jAgarUkatA, tumheM ahaMkAra se bAhara le jAegI; tuma sAkSI ho jaaoge| yadi tuma khA rahe hote ho, to khAo, tuma lekina jyAdA svAda lenA, jyAdA saMvedanazIla ho jAnA, jyAdA utara jAnA tumhAre bhojana karane meM aura mana ko idhara-udhara mata jAne denaa| vahAM bane raho pUrI taraha sajaga hokara, aura dhIre-dhIre tuma dekhoge ki kucha uTha rahA hai nIMda ke samudra meM se, tuma aura-aura jyAdA saceta ho rahe ho, sajaga ho rahe ho| tumhArI jAgarUkatA meM koI svapna nahIM hotA, koI ahaMkAra nahIM hotaa| vahI hai ekamAtra ddhNg| vaha kucha karane kA hissA nahIM hai, vaha hissA hai hoza pAne kA: aura isa bheda ko smaraNa rakhanA hai| tama jAgarUkatA ko kara nahIM sakate, vaha koI kriyA nahIM hai| tuma hozapUrNa ho sakate ho| vaha tumhAre hone kA bhAga hai| isalie jyAdA anubhava karo, jyAdA sUMgho, jyAdA suno, jyAdA chUo, aura- aura jyAdA saMvedanazIla hoo-aura acAnaka, kucha uThatA hai nidrA meM se, aura koI ahaMkAra nahIM banA rahatA, tuma samarpita hote ho| koI kabhI nahIM karatA hai samarpaNa, kisI eka ghar3I meM koI acAnaka pAtA hai ki vaha samarpita ho gayA, Izvara ke prati samarpita, samagra ke prati smrpit| jaba tuma nahIM hote, to tuma samarpita hote ho| jaba tuma hote ho, to kaise tuma samarpita ho sakate ho? tuma nahIM kara sakate samarpaNa-tuma hI ho ar3acana, tuma hI vaha AdhAra ho jisase avarodha banatA hai| isalie mujhase mata pUchanA, 'kaise maiM samarpaNa karUM?' yaha hotA hai ahaMkAra kA puuchnaa| jaba maiM bAta karatA hUM nirahaMkAra kI yA samarpaNa kI, to tumhArA ahaMkAra usake prati lobha anubhava karane lagatA hai| tuma socate ho, 'kaise huA ki maiMne abhI taka yaha avasthA upalabdha nahIM kI? maiM aura aba taka nahIM pA sakA aisI avasthA? mujhe pAnI hI hogii| yaha samarpaNa mujhase nahIM baca sktaa| mujhe kahIM, kisI taraha se ise le AnA hogA, ise pAnA hI hai| ise kharIdanA hI hai!' ahaMkAra ko lobha anubhava ho rahA hotA hai isake lie aura aba ahaMkAra pachatA hai, 'kaise karUM ise?'
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________________ ahaMkAra sabase bar3A Tekniziyana hai saMsAra meN| ahaMkAra jItA hai jAnakArI pr| ahaMkAra sArI TekyAlaoNjI kA AdhAra hI hai| pUraba meM TekyAlaoNjI vikasita nahIM ho sakI, kyoMki loga ahaMkAra ke prati jyAdA aura jyAdA saceta ho gae aura asalI jar3a hI kaTa gyii| ve jIe samarpita jiivn| kaise tuma ho sakate ho TekyIziyana, TekyAlaoNjisTa, yadi tuma jIte ho samarpita jIvana? taba tuma hara cIja chor3a dete ho jIvana para aura tuma bahate ho| taba tuma isakI ciMtA nahIM karate ki kyA karanA hai aura use kaise karanA hai| pazcima bahuta jyAdA kuzala ho gayA hai TekyAlaoNjI meN| kAraNa yaha hai ki pazcima koziza karatA rahA hai ahaMkAra kA saMrakSaNa karane kI, ahaMkAra ko poSita karane kI, aura ahaMkAra hI AdhAra hai bhItara TekyAlaoNjI kA sArA DhAMcA AdhArita hai ahaMkAra pr| yadi ahaMkAra gira jAtA hai, TekyAlaoNjI kA sArA DhAMcA gira jAtA hai| saMsAra phira se svAbhAvika ho jAtA hai, manuSya-nirmita nahIM rhtaa| taba yaha Izvara kI sRSTi hotI hai| aura Izvara ne abhI sRSTi-sRjana samApta nahIM kiyA hai, jaisA ki IsAI socate haiN| ve socate haiM ki usane use samApta kara diyA eka saptAha meM hI, vAstava meM to cha: dina meM hI, aura sAtaveM dina usane vizrAma kiyA! Izvara ne sRjana samApta nahIM kiyA hai| sRjana to eka sAtatya hai; vaha niraMtara hotA rahatA hai| vaha kabhI bhI samApta nahIM hone vaalaa| hara kSaNa Izvara sRjana kara rahA hai| vastuta: yaha kahanA ki Izvara sRjana kara rahA hai galata hai-Izvara sRjanAtmakatA hai| sRjanAtmakatA aura niraMtaratA; eka anaMta sRjnaatmktaa| lekina AdamI, ahaMkAra yukta huA Izvara ke viruddha khar3A ho jAtA hai| taba AdamI prakRti ko vijaya karane kI koziza karane lagatA hai| sArI TekyAlaoNjI hI eka balAtkAra hai| samarpita hokara tuma prema meM hote ho, TekyAlaoNjI sahita tuma balAtkAra se jur3ate ho| tuma koziza kara rahe hote ho sArI prakRti kA balAtkAra karane kI, aura AdhAra ahaMkAra hI hai| mata pUchanA 'kaise?' kevala mujhe samajhane kI koziza karanA; jarA koziza karanA sAra ko samajhane kii| kucha jyAdA buddhi kI jarUrata nahIM hai| hara koI itanA badadhimAna hotA hai ki sAra ko samajha le| basa, samajha lenA sAra-tatva ko aura koziza karanA usI dRSTi ke sAtha, usI samajha ke sAtha, usI bodha ke sAtha jIne kI, basa itanA hii| jarA dhyAna se dekhanA, ahaMkAra ke tarIkoM ko, aura tuma bane rahanA dekhane vAle; kartA kabhI mata bnnaa| yadi tuma sajaga nahIM rahate to draSTA aura kartA ke bIca kI dUrI koI bahuta jyAdA nahIM hai| bilakula tumhAre sAtha hI hotA hai krtaa| tuma draSTA se kartA meM saraka jAte ho, aura tuma hote ho ahNkaar| tuma kartA se bAhara saraka jAte ho aura pahuMca jAte ho draSTA meM, aura tuma samarpita ho, aba tuma ahaMkAra na rhe|
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________________ dUsarA prazna : Apa cetanA ke zikhara para haiM Apa utsava manA sakate haiM Apa utsava manA rahe haiN| lekina eka sAdhAraNa AdamI kaise Apake sAtha hissA le sakatA hai utsava meM? koDa sAdhAraNa nahIM hai| kisane kahAM tumase ki tuma sAdhAraNa ho? kahAM se pAyI hai tumane yaha avadhAraNA ki tuma sAdhAraNa ho ? hara koI asAdhAraNa hai! aisA honA hI caahie| paramAtmA kabhI bhI sAdhAraNa AdamI nirmita nahIM karatA hai| paramAtmA kaise banA sakatA hai sAdhAraNa AdamI ? hara koI viziSTa hai, asAdhAraNa hai| lekina dhyAna rahe, isase poSita mata kara lenA tumhAre ahaMkAra ko yaha tuma para nirbhara nahIM karatA ki tuma asAdhAraNa ho, yaha bAta paramAtmA kI ora se hai| tuma Ate ho samagra meM se, tuma samaya meM baddhamUla rahate ho tuma tirohita ho jAte ho samagra meM- aura samagra asAdhAraNa hai, advitIya hai| tuma bhI advitIya ho / lekina sabhI dharmoM ne koziza kI hai ki tuma sAdhAraNa anubhava karo yaha eka tarakIba hai tumhAre ahaMkAra ko ukasAne kii| ise samajhane kI koziza karanA: jisa kSaNa koI kahatA hai ki tuma sAdhAraNa ho, vaha tuma meM AkAMkSA nirmita karatA hai asAdhAraNa hone kI, kyoMki tuma hInatA anubhava karanA zurU kara dete ho| abhI usa dina eka AdamI yahAM thA aura vaha pUchane lagA ki 'jIvana kA uddezya kyA hai? jaba taka ki mere lie koI vizeSa uddezya nahIM hotA, kaise maiM jI sakatA hUM? yadi koI vizeSa uddezya hai, to jIvana mahatvapUrNa hai| yadi koI vizeSa uddezya nahIM hai, to jIvana arthahIna hai|' vaha pUcha rahA thA, 'kauna se khAsa uddezya se paramAtmA ne mujhe banAyA hai? saMsAra meM mujhe kyA karane ko bhejA gayA hai?' yaha hai ahaMkAra kA prshn| vaha sAdhAraNa anubhava karatA hai - kucha viziSTa nahIM / ' to kaise koI jI sakatA hai ?' tumheM ahaMkAroM kA zikhara honA hotA hai, kevala tabhI jIvana arthapUrNa mAlUma par3atA hai| jIvana arthapUrNa hai, aura usameM koI uddezya nahIM hotaa| vaha to uddezyahIna artha hotA hai, gIta kI bhAMti, yA nRtya kI bhAMti; phUla kI bhAti, ekadama binA kisI uddezya ke vaha khila rahA hotA hai, kisI vizeSa ke lie nahIM khila rahA hotA vh| yadi koI sar3aka para se gujaratA bhI na ho, phUla to khilegA hI, sugaMdha phaila jAegI havAoM meN| yadi koI kabhI sUMghane bhI na Ae use, vaha bAta, to aprAsaMgika hotI hai| vaha khilanA hI arthapUrNa hai, koI uddezya nahIM / lekina tumheM to sikhAyA gayA hai ki 'tuma sAdhAraNa ho / bar3e kavi bano, bar3e citrakAra bano, janatA ke bar3e netA bano, bar3e rAjanetA bano, bana jAo baDe saMta' jaise tuma ho, sAre dharma niMdA karate haiM
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________________ tumhArI / 'tuma kucha nahIM ho, jamIna para calate bar3e kIr3e ho ! kucha bno| pramANita karo ki paramAtmA ke sAmane tuma kucha ho' - jaise ki tumhArA viziSTa rUpa pramANita karanA ho| lekina maiM kahatA hUM tumase ki yaha bilakula vyartha hai| ye dharma bAteM kie jA rahe haiM adharma kii| tumheM jarUrata nahIM kucha pramANita karane kii| yaha ghaTanA hI ki Izvara ne tumheM nirmita kiyA, kAphI hai; tuma svIkRta hue| Izvara ne mamatA se tumheM samhAlA, yaha paryApta hai aura jyAdA kyA pramANita kara sakate ho tuma? tumheM bar3A citrakAra banane kI jarUrata nahIM; tumheM bar3A netA banane kI jarUrata nahIM; tumheM bar3A saMta banane kI jarUrata nhiiN| bar3A banane kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM, kyoMki tuma bar3e ho hI isa para hI hai merA jora; tuma pahale se hI vaha ho, jo ki tumheM honA caahie| zAyada tumane ise jAnA na ho, jise maiM jAnatA huu| tumane zAyada apanI satyatA se sAkSAtkAra na kiyA ho, jise ki maiM jAnatA huuN| tumane zAyada apane bhItara jhAMkakara dekhA na ho aura bhItara ke usa samrATa ko na dekhA ho, jise ki maiM jAnatA huuN| zAyada tuma soca rahe hooge ki tuma bhikhArI ho aura samrATa hone kI koziza kara rahe ho lekina jaise ki maiM dekhatA hUM? tuma pahale se hI samrATa ho / utsava ko sthagita karane kI jarA bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| turaMta ThIka isI kSaNa utsava manA sakate ho tuma / kisI aura cIja kI jarUrata nahIM / utsava manAne ko jIvana kI jarUrata hotI hai, aura jIvana tumhAre pAsa hai| utsava manAne ko sva-sattA kI jarUrata hotI hai aura sva-sattA tumhAre pAsa hai| utsava manAne ke lie vRkSoM aura pakSiyoM aura sitAroM kI jarUrata hotI hai, aura ve vahA haiM aura kisa cIja kI jarUrata hai tumheM? yadi tumheM tAja pahanA diyA jAe, aura baMda kara diyA jAe sone ke mahala meM, to kyA tuma utsava manAoge? vastutaH taba aisA jyAdA asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| kyA tumane kabhI kisI samrATa ko sar3aka para haMsate aura nAcate aura gAte dekhA hai? nahIM, vaha to piMjare meM baMda hai, kaida hai sabhya vyavahAra haiM, ziSTAcAra haiN| kahIM kisI jagaha, baDa rasala ne likhA hai ki jaba pahalI bAra vaha bIhar3a parvato meM basane vAlI AdivAsiyoM kI eka Adima jAti ko dekhane gayA, to use IrSyA huI, bahuta jyAdA IrSyA huii| usane anubhava kiyA ki jisa DhaMga se ve nRtya kara rahe the vaha aisA thA jaise ki hara koI samrATa ho! unake pAsa tAja na the, lekina unhoMne tAja banAe hue the pattoM ke aura phUloM ke hara strI samrAjJI thii| unake pAsa kohanUra na the, to bhI jo kucha thA unake pAsa bahuta thA, paryApta thaa| sArI rAta ve nAcate rahe aura phira ve so gae, vahIM nAca ke pharza para subaha ve phira kAma para A gae the| sArA dina kAma kiyA thA unhoMne ra aura phira sAMjha taka ve taiyAra the utsava manAne ke lie, nRtya karane ke lie| rasala kahatA hai, 'usa dina maiMne sacamuca IrSyA anubhava kI maiM aisA nahIM kara sktaa|' kucha galata ho gayA hai koI cIja tumheM bhItara hatAza karatI hai tuma nAca nahIM sakate, tuma gA nahIM sakate, koI cIja roke rakhatI hai| tuma eka apaMga jiMdagI jIte ho| apaMga honA tumhArA bhavitavya na thA, to bhI tuma jIte ho apaMga jIvana, tuma jIte ho eka lakavA khAyA huA jIvana aura tuma socate
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________________ cale jAte ho ki sAdhAraNa hone se kaise tuma utsava manA sakate ho? kucha vizeSa nahIM hai tuma meM / ' lekina kisane kahAM tumase ki utsava manAne ke lie kisI vizeSa cIja kI jarUrata hotI hai? vastuta: jitane jyAdA tuma vizeSa ke pIche par3ate ho, utanA jyAdA aura kaThina ho jAegA tumhAre lie nRtya krnaa| sAdhAraNa hoo| sAdhAraNatA ke sAtha kucha galata nahIM hai, kyoMki tumhArI sAdhAraNatA meM tuma asAdhAraNa hote ho| isakI phikra mata lo ki sthitiyA nirNaya kareMgI ki kaba tuma utsava mnaaoge| yadi tuma phikra karate ho kinhIM khAsa sthitiyoM ko pUrA karane kI, to kyA tuma socate ho ki taba tuma utsava manAoge? taba tuma kabhI utsava nahIM manAoge, tuma bhikhArI kI bhAti hI maroge ekadama abhI hI kyoM nahIM? kisa cIja kI kamI hai tumhAre pAsa? mere dekhe yadi tuma bilakula abhI zurU kara sakI, to acAnaka UrjA bahane lagatI hai aura jitanA jyAdA tuma nRtya karate, utanI jyAdA vaha baha rahI hotI, utane jyAdA tuma sakSama banate ahaMkAra kI phUlaira ke lie sthitiyoM kI jarUrata hotI hai, jIvana kI nhiiN| pakSI gA sakate haiM aura nAca sakate haiM, sAdhAraNa pakSI! kyA tumane dekhA kabhI kinhIM asAdhAraNa pakSiyoM ko gAte aura nAcate? kyA ve pUchate haiM ki unheM pahale ravizaMkara honA hai yA ki yahUdI menuhina? kyA ve pUchate haiM ki pahale unheM bar3A gAyaka honA hai aura sIkhane ke liega saMgIta mahAvidyAlaya jAnA hai aura tabhI ve gAeMge? ve to basa sahaja hI nAcate aura gAte haiM kisI prazikSaNa kI jarUrata nhiiN| AdamI paidA huA hai utsava manAne kI kSamatA lie hue pakSI taka utsava manA sakate haiM, to tuma kyoM na manA sakoge? lekina tuma to anAvazyaka bAdhAeM banA lete ho, tuma banA lete ho eka bAdhA daur3a kI dazA! bAdhAeM kahIM nahIM hotIM / tuma unheM vahAM banA lete aura phira tuma kahate, 'jaba taka hama unheM gha nahIM lete aura una para se kUda nahIM jAte, kaise hama nRtya kara sakate haiM?' tuma apane viruddha khar3e ho jAte ho baMTa kara, tuma taba apane zatru ho / saMsAra ke sAre dharmopadezaka kahe jAte haiM ki tuma sAdhAraNa ho, to kaise tuma himmata kara sakate ho utsava manAne kI? tumheM pratIkSA karanI hai| pahale buddha hoo, pahale ho jAo jIsasa, mohammada aura phira tuma utsava manA sakate ho ! lekina ThIka ulTI hai avasthA yadi tuma nRtya kara sako to tuma buddha ho hI, yadi tuma utsava manA sako, to tuma mohammada hI ho, yadi tuma AnaMdita ho sako, to tuma jIsasa ho| isake viparIta bAta saccI nahIM; isake viparIta kI bAta eka jhUThA tarka hai| vaha kahatA hai pahale buddha hoo, taba tuma utsava manA sakate ho| lekina utsava manAe binA kaise tuma buddha ho jAjhege ? maiM kahatA hUM tumase, 'utsava manAo, bhUla jAo sAre buddhoM ke bAre meM!' tumhAre utsava meM tuma pAoge ki tuma svayaM buddha ho gae ho| jhena phakIra sadA kahate haiM, 'buddha eka bAdhA haiM, bhUla jAo unake bAre meN|' bodhidharma kahAM karate the apane ziSyoM se, 'jaba kabhI buddha kA nAma lo, turaMta dho lenA apanA muMha / vaha gaMdA hai, vaha zabda hI gaMdA hai aura bodhidharma ziSya the buddha ke ve ThIka kahate the| kyoMki ve
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________________ jAnate the ki tuma pratimAeM banA sakate ho, Adarza banA sakate ho, isI 'buddha' zabda meM se hii| aura phira pahale to buddha ho jAne kI pratIkSA karoge tuma janmoM-janmoM taka aura phira tuma utsava manAoge! vaisA kabhI hone vAlA nhiiN| eka jhena phakIra, liMcI, kahAM karatA thA apane ziSyoM se, 'jaba tuma dhyAna meM utaro, to sadA smaraNa rakhanA ki agara buddha mila jAeM isa mArga meM, to turaMta kATa denA unheM do meM! eka kSaNa ko na Ane denA unheN| varanA ve adhikAra banA leMge tuma para aura ve eka rukAvaTa bana jaaeNge|' ziSya ne pUchA, 'lekina maiM jaba dhyAna karatA hUM buddha A jAte haiM,..... aura buddha Ate haiM bauddhoM ke pAsa, jaise ki jIsasa Ate haiM IsAiyoM ke pAsa, asalI buddha nahIM, vaha kahIM haiM nahIM jo ki mileM..... 'to kaise maiM kATU unako? kahAM se maiM pAUM talavAra?' guru ne kahA, 'tumheM tumhAre buddha kahAM se mile-kalpanA se hI na? talavAra bhI le Ao vahIM se, kATa do buddha ko do bhAgoM meM aura bar3ha jAo aage|' yaha smaraNa rahe ki buddhoM ke vacana, buddha aura unake sabhI vacana, eka sIdhe-sarala vAkya meM, eka sUtra meM utAre jA sakate haiM aura vaha vAkya hai 'tuma vahI ho jo tuma ho sakate ho|' ho sakatA hai bahuta se janma laga jAeM tumheM yaha jAnane meM; vaha tumhAre nizcaya karane kI bAta hai| lekina yadi tuma jAga jAte ho, to eka pala bhI nahIM gaMvAyA jaataa| 'tuma vahI ho', 'tattvamasi shvetketu| tuma pahale se hI vahI ho, kucha ho jAne kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| honA, kucha hone kI koziza hI bhrAmaka hai| tuma ho, tumheM kucha honA nahIM hai| lekina dharmopadezaka tumase kahate haiM ki tuma sAdhAraNa ho aura ve tumameM icchA jagA dete haiM asAdhAraNa hone kii| ve tumheM hIna kara dete aura icchA jagA dete uccatara hone kii| ve banA dete haiM hIna- bhAvanA aura taba tuma unakI pakar3a meM hote ho| taba ve tumheM sikhAte haiM ki kaise uccatara honA hai| pahale ve tumhArI niMdA karate haiM, tumhAre bhItara aparAdha jagA dete haiM aura phira ve tumheM rAha dikhAte haiM puNyAtmA hone kii| mere sAtha tuma sacamuca hI kaThinAI meM pdd'oge| kyoMki tumhArA mana to aisA hI honA cAhegA, kyoMki yaha bAta tumheM samaya detI hai aura maiM tumheM samaya nahIM detaa| maiM kahatA hUM tuma vaha ho hii| hara cIja taiyAra hai| utsava kI zuruAta karo, usakA utsava mnaao| tumhArA mana kahatA hai, lekina mujhe to taiyAra honA hai| thor3e samaya kI jarUrata hai|' isIlie, isa sthagana meM upadezaka A jAte haiM, isa aMtarAla meM ve praveza kara jAte haiM tumhAre aMtasa meM aura tumheM naSTa kara dete haiN| ve kahate, 'hI, samaya kI to jarUrata hai| kaise tuma bilakula abhI utsava manA sakate ho? taiyArI karo, prazikSita karo svayaM ko| bahuta sArI cIjeM bAhara haTA denI haiM, bahuta sArI cIjoM ko sudhAranA hai| tumheM cAhie eka laMbA prazikSaNa aura anushaasn| isameM bahuta se janma laga sakate haiM-laMbe prazikSaNa aura anuzAsana ke| bahuta sAre janma laga sakate haiM aura kevala tabhI tuma utsava manA paaoge| bilakula abhI kaise utsava manA sakate ho tuma?' ve tumheM jaMcate haiM,
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________________ kyoMki taba tuma ArAma kara sakate ho| aura tuma kaha sakate ho ki ThIka hai tb| agara yaha laMbe samaya kAhI prazna hai to bilakula abhI to koI samasyA hI nahIM hai| jo kucha hama kara rahe haiM use hama kie cale jA sakate haiN| bhaviSya meM kisI dina eka sunaharA kala, eka iMdradhanuSI cIja jaba vaha upalabdha ho jAegI, to tuma nRtya kroge| isa bIca tuma dukhI ho sakate ho, isa bIca tuma svayaM ko dukhI kara sakate ho, isa bIca tuma sukha pA sakate ho svayaM ko pIr3A pahuMcAne kA ! yaha tuma para nirbhara hai| yadi tuma dukha ke haka meM nirNaya lete ho, to koI jarUrata nahIM usake AsapAsa jyAdA darzanazAstra khar3A kara lene kI tuma sIdhe-sIdhe kaha sakate ho, mujhe dukha meM rasa hai!' yaha sacamuca hI Azcaryajanaka bAta hai ki koI kabhI pUchatA nahIM ki bilakula abhI maiM kaise dukhI ho sakatA hUM? anuzAsana cAhie, prazikSaNa caahie| mujhe kaI pataMjaliyo ke pAsa jAnA hogA aura pUchanA hogA bar3e guruoM se aura tabhI maiM sIkhUMgA ki kaise dukhI hoUM / aisA lagatA hai ki dukhI hone ke lie koI prazikSaNa nahIM cAhie; tuma dukhI hone ke lie hI paidA hu ho| to phira AnaMda ke lie prazikSaNa kyoM cAhie? donoM eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| yadi tuma binA kisI prazikSaNa ke dukhI ho sakate ho, to tuma AnaMdita bhI ho sakate ho binA prazikSaNa ke hI svAbhAvika raho, nirmukta aura basa anubhava karo cIjoM ko aura pratIkSA mata karo - AraMbha kara do| yadi tumheM lagatA bhI ho ki tuma nAcane kA sahI DhaMga nahIM jAnate, to bhI zurU kara do nartana | maiM nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki nartana tumhArI kalA hone vAlI hai| kalA ke lie prazikSaNa kI jarUrata par3a sakatI hai| maiM itanA hI kaha rahA hUM ki nartana kevala eka dRSTikoNa hai| sahI DhaMga na jAnate hu bhI tuma nRtya kara sakate ho| aura yadi tuma nRtya kara sako, to kauna paravAha karatA hai| sahI padasaMcAlana kI ! nRtya svayaM meM paryApta hotA hai| vaha tumhArI UrjA kA atirikta umaDAva hotA hai| yadi vaha svayaM hI kalA bana jAtA hai to ThIka bAta hai; yadi vaha nahIM banatA, to bhI ThIka hai| vaha paryApta hotA hai svayaM meM, paryApta se jyAdA kisI aura cIja kI jarUrata nahIM hai| isalie mata kahanA mujhase, Apa cetanA ke zikhara para haiN|' tuma kahAM ho? tuma kyA socate ho ki kahAM ho? tumhArI ghATI tumhAre svapnoM meM hai| tumhArA aMdhakAra hai kyoMki tumhArI AMkheM baMda haiM, anyathA tuma vahIM ho jahAM maiM huuN| aisA nahIM hai ki tuma ghATI meM ho aura meM zikhara para huuN| maiM zikhara para hUM aura tuma bhI zikhara para ho lekina tuma ghATI kA svapna dekhate ho| maiM ghATI kA svapna dekhate ho maiM pUnA meM rahatA hUM tuma bhI pUnA rahate ho| lekina jaba tuma so jAte ho, to tuma svapna dekhane lagate laMdana ke aura nyUyArka ke aura kalakattA ke, aura tuma ghUma Ate hajAroM jagaha maiM kahIM nahIM jAtA; apanI nIMda meM bhI, maiM pUnA meM hotA huuN| lekina tuma ghUmate rahate ho|
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________________ tuma usI zikhara para ho jahAM ki maiM hUM basa bAta yahI hai ki tumhArI AMkheM baMda haiN| tuma kahate, 'bahuta aMdherA hai!' maiM bAta karatA prakAza kI aura tuma kahate, Apa jarUra kahIM aura hoMge, kisI UMce zikhara para hama aMdhakAra meM jIne vAle sAdhAraNa loga haiN|' lekina maiM dekha sakatA hUM ki tuma usI zikhara para baiThe ho AMkheM baMda kie hue tumheM tumhArI nIMda meM se bAhara lA paTakanA hai, jhaTakA dekara aura taba tuma dekhoge ki ghATI kA kabhI astitva hI na thaa| aMdhakAra vahAM nahIM thA, kevala tumhArI hI AMkheM baMda thiiN| jhena guru ThIka karate haiN| ve koI na koI laTThanumA cIja lie rahate haiM aura ve pITate haiM apane ziSyoM ko aura aisA bahuta bAra huA hai ki jaba vaha laha par3a rahA hotA hai ziSya ke sira para to acAnaka vaha apanI AMkheM khola detA hai aura haMsane lagatA hai| vaha kabhI nahIM jAna pAyA thA ki vaha usI zikhara para hai yA jo ki vaha dekha rahA thA eka svapna thaa| ', jAga jaao| aura yadi tuma jAga jAnA cAhate ho, to utsava bahuta jyAdA madada degaa| jaba maiM kahata 'utsava manAo to usase merA matalaba kyA hotA hai? merA matalaba hai ki jo kucha tuma karate ho, use kartavya kI bhAti mata karanA, use tumhAre prema ke kAraNa karanA, use bojha kI bhAMti mata karanA, use karanA utsava kI bhaaNti| tuma aise khAnA khA sakate ho jaise ki vaha tumhArA kartavya ho udAsa, bujhe hue, muradA, asaMvedanazIla tuma bhojana tumhAre bhItara pheMka sakate ho binA kabhI cakhe hI, binA kabhI use / mahasUsa kie hI yaha jIvana hai use pUrA jIo usake prati itane asaMvedanazIla mata hoo| bhArata ke logoM ne kahAM hai, 'anna brahma, anna brahma hai| yaha utsava hai: tuma bhojana kara rahe ho brahma kA, ma Izvara ko khA rahe ho bhojana ke dvArA, kyoMki kevala Izvara astitva rakhatA hai| jaba tuma phavvAre ke nIce snAna kara rahe hote ho, to vaha Izvara hI barasa rahA hotA hai kyoMki kevala Izvara kA astitva hai| jaba tuma subaha kI saira ko jAte, to vaha Izvara hI hotA hai saira ke samaya / aura vaha havA kA jhoMkA bhI Izvara hai, aura ve peDU bhI Izvara haiN| hara cIja itanI divya hai, kaise tuma ho sakate ho udAsa, muradA aura bujhe hue; jIvana meM aise cala phira rahe ho jaise ki tuma koI bojhA Dho rahe ho| jaba maiM kahatA hUM, 'utsava manAo', to merA matalaba hotA hai ki hara cIja ke prati aura jyAdA saMvedanazIla ho jaao| jIvana meM nRtya eka alaga bAta nahIM honI caahie| sArA jIvana hI eka nRtya ho jAnA cAhie; use honA hI cAhie nRtya / tuma jA sakate ho saira para aura kara sakate ho nRtya / jIvana ko tumameM praveza karane do, jyAdA khule ho jAo aura jyAdA saMvedanazIla jyAdA mahasUsa karo, jyAdA anubhUtizIla hoo| aisI apUrvatAoM se bharI huI choTI-choTI cIjeM cAroM ora par3I huI haiN| jarA dekhanA eka choTe bacce ko chor3a do use bagIce meM aura basa dekho vahI honA cAhie tumhArA DhaMga bhI / itanA adabhuta, vismaya se bharapUra idhara titalI ko pakar3ane ko daur3a rahA, to udhara kisI phUla ko lene bhAga rahA hotA, kIcar3a se khela rahA hotA, reta para loTa-poTa rahA hotaa| hara tarapha se divyatA chU raha hotI hai bacce ko
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________________ yadi tuma vismaya meM jI sakate ho to tuma utsava manAne meM sakSama ho jaaoge| jJAna meM mata jIo; vismaya-vimugdhatA meM jiio| tuma kucha jAnate nhiiN| jIvana anokhA hai hara kahIM, yaha eka niraMtara Azcarya-janaka ghaTanA hai| Azcarya kI bhAti jIo ise; anumAna ke bAhara kI ghaTanA: hara pala nayA hai| jarA koziza karo, AjamAo ise| tuma kucha gaMvAoge nahIM yadi tuma thor3I koziza karo isake lie, aura tuma pA sakate ho hara ciij| lekina tuma to dukha ke prati Asakta ho gae ho| tuma cipake rahate ho apane dukha se jaise ki vaha koI bahuta kImatI cIja ho| jAna lo apanI Asakti ko| jaisA ki maiMne kahAM tumase, do prakAra ke vyakti hote haiM: para-pIr3aka aura sv-piidd'k| para-pIr3aka dUsaroM ko yAtanA die jAte haiM, sva-pIr3aka apane ko hI yAtanA pahuMcAe jAte haiN| eka prazna pUchA hai kisI ne 'kyoM loga aise haiM yA to dasaroM ko pIr3A dete haiM yA phira ve svayaM ko hI pIDita karate rahate haiM? jIvana meM itanI jyAdA AkrAmakatA aura hiMsA kyoM hai?' yaha eka nakArAtmaka avasthA hotI hai| tuma pIr3A dete ho, kyoMki tuma AnaMdita nahIM ho skte| tuma pIr3ita karate, hiMsAtmaka ho jAte, kyoMki tuma prema nahIM kara sakate ho| tuma krUra bana jAte ho, kyoMki tuma nahIM jAnate ki karuNAmaya kaise huA jAtA hai| vaha eka nakArAtmaka avasthA hotI hai| vahI UrjA jo ki krUratA hotI hai, karuNA bana jaaegii| soe hue mana ke sAtha UrjA hiMsA bana jAtI hai| jAge hue mana ke sAtha vahI UrjA karuNA bana jAtI hai| soe hote ho to vahI UrjA eka pIr3A bana jAtI hai, yA to tumhArI yA kisI aura kii| jaba tuma jAge hue hote ho, to vahI UrjA prema bana jAtI hai-tumhAre apane lie aura dUsaroM ke lie bhii| jIvana tumheM avasara detA hai, lekina kisI cIja ke galata ho jAne ke hajAroM kAraNa hote haiN| kyA kabhI tumane dhyAna diyA ki yadi koI dukhI hotA hai, to tuma sahAnubhUti dikhAte ho, tuma bahuta prema anubhava karate ho? vaha ThIka prakAra kA prema nahIM hotA hai, to bhI tuma dikhAte ho shaanubhuuti| yadi koI prasanna hotA hai, utsavamaya, AnaMdapUrNa hotA hai to tuma IrSyA anubhava karate ho, tumheM burA lagatA hai| bahuta kaThina hotA hai prasanna vyakti ke sAtha sahAnubhUti anubhava krnaa| bahuta kaThina hotA hai khuza AdamI ke lie bhalAI anubhava krnaa| tumheM bhalA lagatA hai, jaba koI aprasanna hotA hai| kama se kama tuma soca sakate ho ki tuma utane aprasanna nahIM aura tuma kucha UMce ho; tuma sahAnubhUti jatAte ho| eka baccA janmatA hai aura vaha baccA cIjeM sIkhane lagatA hai| dera- abera vaha jAna letA hai ki jaba vaha dukhI hotA hai, to vaha sAre parivAra kA dhyAna AkarSita kara letA hai| vaha bana jAtA hai keMdra aura hara koI usake lie sahAnubhUti prakaTa karatA hai, hara koI usase prema anubhava karatA hai| jaba kabhI vaha AnaMdita hotA hai aura svastha hotA hai aura hara cIja ThIka hotI hai, to koI phikra nahIM karatA usakI
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________________ isake viparIta, hara koI nAkhuza jAna par3atA hai| baccA kUda rahA ho aura daur3a rahA ho, aura sArA parivAra nAkhuza hotA hai| baccA bistara meM bImAra par3A ho, aura sArA parivAra sahAnubhUtipUrNa hotA hai| baccA jAnanA zurU kara detA hai ki kisI na kisI kAraNa bImAra honA, dukhI honA acchA hI hotA hai; khuza honA aura nAcanA aura kUdanA aura jIvaMta rahanA burA hai| vaha sIkha rahA hotA hai yaha aura isI taraha hI tumane sIkhA hai| mere dekhe, jaba koI baccA khuza hotA hai, kUda rahA hotA hai, to sAre parivAra ko khuza honA cAhie aura kUdanA cAhie bacce ke saath| aura jaba baccA bImAra hotA hai, taba bacce kA dhyAna rakhanA cAhie, lekina koI sahAnubhUti nahIM dikhAnI caahie| dhyAna rakhanA ThIka hai; sahAnubhUti ThIka nhiiN| a-prema, taTastha-sataha para to bar3A kaThora lagegA? baccA bImAra hai aura tuma taTastha ho| dhyAna rakhanA, davAI denA, lekina taTastha rahanA, kyoMki eka bar3I sUkSma ghaTanA ghaTa rahI hotI hai| yadi tuma sahAnubhUti aura karuNA aura prema anubhava karate ho aura tuma ise jatA dete ho bacce ko, to tuma hamezA ke lie naSTa kara rahe hote ho bacce ko| aba vaha cipakegA dukha ke sAtha, dukha kImatI bana jAtA hai| aura jaba kabhI vaha kUdatA hai aura nAcatA hai aura khuzI meM cIkhatA hai cAroM tarapha aura ghara meM daur3atA phiratA hai, to hara koI cir3hA hotA hai| usa kSaNa utsava manAo, DUbo usake sAtha, aura sArA saMsAra alaga jAna pdd'egaa| lekina abhI taka samAja galata DhAMcoM para hI banA rahA hai, aura ve DhAMce sthAyitva pA lete haiN| isalie tuma dukha se cipakate ho| tuma mujhase pUchate ho, 'hamAre jaise sAdhAraNa AdamI ke lie yaha kaise saMbhava hai ki bilakula abhI utsava manAe-yahI aura abhI? nahIM, vaisA saMbhava nahIM hai| kisI ne kabhI tumheM utsava manAne nahIM diyaa| tumhAre mAtA-pitA tumhAre mana meM baiThe haiN| tumhArI mRtyu ke kSaNa taka tumhAre mAtA-pitA tumhArA pIchA karate haiN| niraMtara ve tumhAre pIche lage rahate haiM, cAhe ve mara bhI cuke haiN| mAbApa bahuta jyAdA vinAzakArI ho sakate haiM, abhI taka ve aise hI rahe haiN| maiM nahIM kaha rahA ki tumhAre mAtA-pitA jimmedAra haiM, kyoMki savAla unakA nhiiN| unake mAtA-pitA ne bhI yahI kucha kiyA thA unake saath| sArA DhAMcA DharrA hI galata hai, manovaijJAnika rUpa se galata hai| aisI bAtoM ke bhI kAraNa hote haiN| isalie aisI galata bAta calatI hI calI jAtI aura use rokA nahIM jA sktaa| vaisA karanA asaMbhava jAna par3atA hai| nissaMdeha isake kAraNa hote haiN| pitA ke apane kAraNa hote haiM ho sakatA hai vaha akhabAra par3ha rahA ho aura baccA kUdatA ho aura cIkhatA ho aura haMsatA ho, lekina to bhI eka pitA ko to jyAdA samajhadAra honA caahie| akhabAra kisI mUlya kA nhiiN| yadi tuma use cupacApa par3ha bhI lo, to kyA milane vAlA hai tumheM usase? pheMka do akhabAra ko! lekina pitA to hai rAjanIti meM, vyApAra meM, aura use jAnanA hai isa bAre meM ki kyA ghaTa rahA hai| vaha mahatvAkAMkSI hai aura akhabAra usakI mahatvAkAMkSA kA eka hissA hai| yadi kisI ko koI mahatvAkAMkSA pUrI karanI hotI hai, koI lakSya pAne hote haiM, to use jAnanA par3atA hai saMsAra ko| baccA gar3abar3I paidA karane vAlA jAna par3atA hai|
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________________ mAM bhojana pakA rahI hotI hai aura baccA prazna pUchatA jAtA hai aura kUdatA jAtA hai aura vaha cir3acir3A hai| maiM jAnatA hUM ki kaI samasyAeM haiM, mAM ko bhojana pakAnA hotA hai| lekina baccA pahale sthAna para honA cAhie, kyoMki baccA saMsAra banane vAlA hai, baccA AnevAlA kala banane vAlA hai, baccA hone vAlA hai Ane vAlI mAnavatA use honA cAhie pahalA prAthamikatA usakI honI caahie| akhabAra to bAda meM bhI par3he jA sakate haiM, aura yadi na bhI par3he jAeM, to tuma kucha jyAdA nahIM gvaaNoge| vahI bakavAsa hara roja calatI cha sthAna badala jAte, nAma badala jAte, lekina vahI bakavAsa calatI calI jAtI hai tumhAre akhabAra to bilakula vikSipta haiN| bhojana banAne meM thor3I dera kI jA sakatI hai, lekina bacce kI jijJAsA vilaMbita nahIM kI jAnI cAhie / kyoMki bilakula abhI vaha eka bhAvadazA meM thA aura ho sakatA hai vaha mauja, vaha taraMga phira na aae| bilakula abhI vaha bhAva kI garimA se bharA hai aura koI bAta saMbhava hai| lekina kyA tumane aisI mAtAoM ko dekhA hai jo baccoM ke sAtha nAca rahI hotI, kUda rahI hotI, jamIna para loTatI huI khela kara AnaMdita ho rahI hotIM? - nahIM / mAtAeM to gaMbhIra hotI haiM, pitA bahuta gaMbhIra hote haiM, ve saMsAra bhara ko kaMdhoM para lie phirate haiN| aura baccA to bilakula alaga hI saMsAra meM jItA hai| tuma jabardastI karate ho ki vaha tumhAre udAsa saMsAra meM, jIvana ke prati dukhI dRSTikoNa meM praveza kre| vaha bacce kI bhAMti vikasita ho sakatA thA, vaha isa guNadharma ko samhAla sakatA thA Azcarya, vismaya ke guNadharma ko aura yahAM abhI hone ke, kSaNa meM jIne ke guNadharma ko / ise maiM kahatA hUM saccI krAMti koI aura dUsarI krAMti manuSya kI madada na karegI phrAMsIsI, rUsI yA koI krAMti manuSya kI madada na karegI, kisI ne madada kI nhiiN| mAtA-pitA aura bacce ke bIca mUla rUpa se vahI DhAMcA calatA AtA hai| aura isakA kAraNa hotA hai| tuma nirmita kara sakate ho eka kamyunisTa saMsAra, lekina vaha koI jyAdA alaga nahIM hogA pUMjIpatiyoM ke saMsAra se lebala kevala sataha para hI alaga hoNge| tuma banA sakate ho samAjavAdI duniyA, tuma banA sakate ho gAMdhIvAdI duniyA, lekina vaha alaga nahIM hogii| kyoMki AdhArabhUta krAMti to hotI hai mAtA-pitA aura bacce ke bIca / aMtarsaMbaMdha hotA hai kahIM mAtA-pitA aura bacce ke bIca, aura yadi vaha aMtarsaMbaMdha nahIM badalatA, to saMsAra usI cakra meM ghUmatA jaaegaa| jaba maiM yaha kahatA hUM to merA yaha matalaba nahIM ki maiM tumheM dukhI hone kA eka bahAnA de rahA huuN| maiM to tumheM kevala vyAkhyA detA hUM tAki tuma jAga skii| isalie apane mana meM yaha kahane kI koziza mata karanA ki 'aba kyA kiyA jA sakatA hai? maiM cAlIsa yA pacAsa yA sATha kA ho hI gayA hUM; mere mAtApitA mara cuke haiM aura yadi ve jIvita bhI hote to bhI maiM atIta se mukta kaise ho sakatA thA? vaha ghaTa cukA hai, isalie mujhe vaise hI jInA hai jaisA ki maiM huuN|' nahIM, yadi tuma samajha lo to tuma isameM se ekadama bAhara A sakate ho usase cipakane kI jarUrata nahIM hai|
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________________ tuma phira se bacce bana sakate ho| jIsasa ThIka kahate haiM, jo choTe baccoM kI bhAMti haiM, kevala vahI mere prabhu ke rAjya meM praveza kara paaeNge|' bilakula ThIka hai baat| kevala ve hI jo choTe baccoM kI bhAti haiM:! yahI hai krAMti: sabako choTe bacce kI bhAMti banA denaa| zarIra vikasita ho sakatA hai lekina cetanA kI guNavatA nirdoSa rahanI cAhie, ekadama tAjA, bacce kI bhAMti / tuma vahA ho hI, jahAM ki tumheM honA caahie| tuma usI sthAna para hI ho, jise tuma khoja rahe ho / dukha se banI Asakti se jarA bAhara Ane kA thor3A sA prayAsa kara lo| dukha se nAtA mata banAo, utsava se juDo tuma jIvana ke prati eka kadama bar3hAte ho aura jIvana tumhAre prati eka hajAra kadama bar3hAtA hai| jarA eka kadama bAhara A jAnA dukha se banI Asakti meM se| mana tumheM pIche hI khIMcatA jaaegaa| basa udAsIna bane rahanA mana ke prati aura kaha denA mana se, 'Thahara jAo maiM bahuta jI liyA tumhAre sAtha, aba mujhe binA mana ke jIne do' aisA hI hotA hai eka bAlaka mana ke binA jItA hai yA jItA hai| a - mana ke sAtha / tIsarA prazna : kaI bAra saMvedanazIlatA ke sAtha eka nakArAtmaka bhAva- dazA mujha meM kyoM banane lagatI hai? nakArAtmaka 7kArAtmaka aura vidhAyaka donoM hI bhAva-dazAeM vikasita hoNgii| yadi tuma bahuta jyAdA prasanna honA cAhate ho, to sAtha-sAtha bahuta jyAdA aprasanna hone kI kSamatA bhI vikasita hogI / yadi tuma cAhate ho ki nakArAtmaka nahIM vikasita honI cAhie, to tumheM vidhAyaka ko bhI kATa denA par3atA hai| aisA hI huA hai tumheM sikhAyA jAtA rahA hai ki krodha mata karanA, lekina yadi tuma krodhita hone meM sakSama nahIM hote, to karuNA kA abhAva rhegaa| taba tuma karuNAmaya nahIM ho paaoge| tumheM sikhAyA jAtA rahA hai ki ghRNA mata karo, lekina phira to prema kA abhAva rahegA; tuma prema nahIM kara pAoge aura yahI hai duvidhA / prema aura ghRNA eka sAtha vikasita hote haiN| vastutaH ve do cIjeM nahIM haiN| bhASA tumheM galata prabhAva de detI hai| hameM prema aura ghRNA- ye zabda prayoga nahIM karane cAhie, hameM prayoga karanA cAhie premaghRNA yaha huA eka zabda, vahAM unake bIca eka jur3Ava - rekhA taka nahIM honI cAhie - premaghRNA - eka hAiphana taka nhiiN| kyoMki vaha bhI darzAegA ki ve do haiM, lekina kisI taraha jur3a gae haiN| ve eka haiN| prakAza
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________________ aMdhakAra ve eka haiM, jIvana-mRtyu, ve eka haiN| yahI sArI samasyA rahI hai mAnava - mana kii| karoge kyA? kyoMki yadi prema vikasita hotA hai to ghRNA karane kI kSamatA bhI vikasita hotI hai| isIlie kevala do saMbhAvanAeM hotI haiM, yA to ghRNA ko vikasita hone do prema ke sAtha, yA prema ko mAra do ghRNA ke sAtha aura Aja taka dUsarA vikalpa cunA gayA hai| sabhI dharmoM ne dUsarA vikalpa liyA hai ghRNA ko kATa denA hai, krodha ko kATa denA hai isIlie ve basa prema kA upadeza die cale jAte haiM aura ve saba kahate rahate haiM, 'ghRNA mata krnaa|' unakA prema ADaMbara bana jAtA hai; vaha kevala vArtAlApa hotA hai| IsAI bAta kie jAte haiM prema kI - vaha saMsAra kI sabase adhika Aropita bAta hotI hai| aisA hI hai jIvana viparItatAe vahAM sAtha-sAtha haiN| jIvana eka dhruva ke sAtha astitva nahIM rakha sakatA, use cAhie do dhruvatAeM sAtha- sAtha: nakArAtmaka aura vidhAyaka vidyuta - dhruva, puruSa aura strii| kyA tuma kevala puruSa vAle saMsAra kI kalpanA kara sakate ho? vaha eka mRta saMsAra hogaa| puruSa aura strI ve do dhruva haiM, ve sAtha-sAtha astitva rakhate haiN| vastuta: 'puruSa aura strI' kahanA ThIka nahIM : unake bIca binA koI lakIra lAe kahanA cAhie 'puruSastrI', ve eka sAtha astitva rakhate haiN| ghRNA ke sAtha kucha galata nahIM yadi vaha prema kA hI hissA ho to| yaha merI dezanA hai| krodha kucha galata nahIM yadi vaha karuNA kA hissA hai - to vaha suMdara hai| kyA tuma pasaMda nahIM karoge ki buddha tuma para krodha kareM? yaha bAta AzISa kI bhAMti hogI, eka anugraha, ki buddha tuma para krodha kreN| karuNA ke vRhattara saMsAra meM krodha bhI suMdara ho jAtA hai, vaha samA liyA jAtA hai| prema ke prati vikasita hoo aura ghRNA ko bhI vikasita hone do, use tumhAre prema kA hI hissA hone do maiM tumase prema ko ghRNA ke viruddha rakhane ko nahIM kahatA hUM; nhiiN| maiM tumase ghRNA sahita prema karane ko kahatA hUM aura UrjA kA eka mahimAvAna badalAva, eka rUpAMtaraNa ghaTegA / tumhArI ghRNA itanI suMdara hogI, usakI guNavattA prema kI bhAMti hI hogii| kaI bAra honA par3atA hai krodhita aura yadi tuma sacamuca hI karUNA karate ho, to tuma krodha kA upayoga tumhArI karuNA ke lie karate ho| sadA yAda rakhanA ki dhruvatA maujUda hai ise sAmaMjasyatA kaise denI hotI hai? purAnA DhaMga thA unheM alaga kATa dene kA ghRNA ko girAne kA aura binA ghRNA ke premamaya hone kI koziza karane kA taba prema eka DhoMga ho jAtA hai, kyoMki UrjA vahA nahIM rahatI / aura tuma itane bhayabhIta hote ho prema se, kyoMki turaMta ghRNA vikasita hone lgegii| ghRNA vikasita hone ke bhaya se prema kA damana ho jAtA hai| taba tuma prema ke bAre meM bolate ho, lekina tuma sacamuca prema nahIM karate taba tumhArA prema mAtra eka vArtAlApa bana jAtA hai, eka maukhika bAta jIvaMta aura astitvagata nhiiN| maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki jAo aura ghRNA karane lgo| maiM kaha rahA hUM prema karo, prema ke sAtha vikasita hoo| aura nissaMdeha ghRNA to vikasita hogI usake sAtha usakI phikra mata krnaa| tuma prema sahita vikasita hote jAnA aura ghRNA sokha lI jAegI prema dvArA prema itanA vizAla hotA hai ki
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________________ vaha ghRNA ko sokha sakatA hai| karuNA bar3I hotI hai, itanI vizAla ki krodha kA aMza samAyA jA sa hai usake dvaaraa| vaha ThIka hai| saca hai, binA krodha kI karuNA binA namaka ke bhojana kI bhAti hogii| usameM namaka na hogA, UrjA na hogii| vaha besvAda hogI, baasii| nissaMdeha, nakArAtmaka sadA vikasita hogA vidhAyaka ke saath| udAharaNa ke lie, yadi eka samAja astitva rakhatA hai jo kahatA hai ki 'tumhAre zarIra kA bAyAM hissA galata hai, isalie use vikasita mata hone do, zarIra kA kevala dAyAM hissA hI ThIka hai, isalie zarIra ke dAeM hisse ko vikasita hone do aura zarIra ke bAeM hisse kA damana hone do, use pUrI taraha kATa do'-to kyA ghaTegA? yA to tuma paMgu ho jAoge, kyoMki yadi tuma bAyeM ko vikasita na hone do, to dAyAM vikasita na hogA, ve sAthasAtha vikasita hote haiM, yA tuma ardhavikasita raha jAoge, jaise ki bahuta se manuSya ardhavikasita raha gae haiM, yA tuma pAkhaMDI bana jaaoge| tuma chipAoge tumhArA bAyAM hissA aura tuma kahoge ki tumhAre pAsa kevala dAyA hissA hai| aura tuma kahIM na kahIM sadA chipAe rahoge bAyAM hissaa| tuma pAkhaMDI ho jAoge-nakalI, aprAmANika, eka jhUTha, eka jIvaMta jhUTha-jaise ki dhArmika loga hote haiN| sau meM se ninyAnabe tathAkathita dhArmika loga jhUThe haiM, nitAMta jhUThe, kyoMki jo ve kahate haiM ki ve ghRNA nahIM karate haiM, yaha asaMbhava hai| yaha astitva ke gaNita ke hI viruddha hai| ve jhUThe hI hoNge| unakI nijI avasthA meM koI khoja karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, yaha prakRti ke viruddha hai, yaha saMbhava nhiiN| ninyAnabe pratizata pAkhaMDI haiM aura eka pratizata sIdhe-sAde loga haiN| ye ninyAnabe pratizata cAlAka, hoziyAra loga haiN| ve bAyAM bhAga chipA lete haiN| donoM hisse samAna rUpa se vikasita hote haiM, lekina ekadama chipA lete haiM bAyAM bhAga aura bAta karate haiM dAeM bhAga kii| saMsAra ko to ve dikhAte haiM dAyA bhAga aura bAyAM bhAga unakA nijI saMsAra hotA hai| unake gharoM meM pIche ke daravAje hote haiN| Age ke davAra para ve bAta kara rahe hote haiM kucha aur| eka pratizata jo nirdoSa loga haiM, sIdhe-sarala, bahuta jor3a-tor3a baiThAne vAle yA bauddhika nahIM, cAlAka nahIM, ve buddhihIna bane rahate haiN| ve sacamuca hI damana karate haiM, aura jaba ve damana karate haiM bAeM kA, taba dAeM kA damana ho jAtA hai| ve bane raha jAte haiM buddhihiin| merA milanA huA hai do prakAra ke dhArmika logoM se ninyAnabe pratizata pAkhaMDI aura eka pratizata buddhihIna! lekina sArI jamAta hI vyartha hai| sArI jamAta hI bojha hai; sArI bAta hI hai eka muuddh'taa| maiM nahIM cAhUMgA ki tuma vaise ho jAo, maiM nahIM cAhUMgA ki tuma paMgu aura baune raho, hInatA meM jiiyoN| tumheM vikasita honA hai tumhArI pUrI UMcAI tk| lekina vaisA saMbhava hai tabhI yadi nakArAtmaka aura vidhAyaka donoM ko svataMtratA mile| donoM tumhAre paMkha haiN| kaise pakSI ur3a sakatA hai eka paMkha ke sAtha? kaise tuma cala sakate ho eka paira ke sAtha? yaha bAta astitva rakhatI hai jIvana kI pratyeka sataha para : do kI jarUrata hotI hai-viparItatA meN| ve tanAva detI aura detI gati kI sNbhaavnaa| ve eka-dUsare ke viparIta jAna par3atI haiM,
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________________ lekina ve hotI haiM puurk| vastuta: ve viparIta nahIM hotI, kevala dhruva viparIta hote haiN| ve paraspara madada dete haiM vikasita hone meN| maiM cAhUMgA ki tuma apanI carama UMcAI taka vikasita hoo, aura maiM yaha bhI na cAhUMgA ki tuma pAkhaMDI bno| tuma banI sacce aura svaabhaavik| to tumhAre lie merA saMdeza kyA hai? merA saMdeza hai : prema bar3A hai, itanA bar3A ki tumheM ghRNA kI ciMtA karane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| ghRNA ko usakA hissA banane do, use vikasita hone do| vaha tumhAre svAda meM namaka milaaegii| karuNA vizAla hotI hai; eka choTA-sA AkAza kA Tukar3A ghRNA ke nAma kiyA jA sakatA hai-usameM kucha burA nhiiN| lekina krodha, karuNA kA hI hissA honA caahie| krodha alaga nahIM honA cAhie, use karuNA kA hI hissA honA caahie| ghRNA prema kA hissA honI caahie| aura mRtyu jIvana kA hissA honI caahie| pIr3A sukha kA, dukha utsava kA, maMgalamaya AzISa kA hissA honA cAhie; aMdhakAra ko prakAza kA hissA honA caahie| aura phira kucha galata nahIM, koI pApa nhiiN| pApa ko puNya kA hI hissA honA caahie| vizAla bno| uTho apanI parama UMcAI tk| baune mata bane rho| yadi tuma baune-bane rahe to tuma sadA zikAyata karate rahoge paramAtmA ke khilApha, kyoMki kaise tuma paritRpta anubhava kara sakate ho? apanI UMcAI taka uTho aura bhayabhIta mata hoo| nakArAtmaka bar3hegA tumhAre sAtha, vaha suMdara hai| nakArAtmaka eka bhAga hai, pUraka hai| to bhI nakArAtmaka eka hissA hI honA cAhie vidhAyaka kaa| aisA hI honA cAhie kyoMki vaha nakArAtmaka hai| nakArAtmaka saMpUrNatA nahIM bana sakatA aura vidhAyaka eka hissA nahIM bana sakatA nakArAtmaka kaa| ise samajha lenA hai| jIvana kaise eka bhAga bana sakatA hai mRtyu kA, mRtya to mAtra eka abhAva hai| prakAza aMdhakAra kA eka aMza kaise ho sakatA hai? aMdhakAra aura kucha nahIM hai sivAya prakAza ke abhAva ke, lekina aMdhakAra samA sakatA hai prakAza meN| jarA bAhara dekho-sUrya udaya ho cukA hai| itanA jyAdA prakAza barasa rahA hai per3oM tale, choTI-choTI cIjoM meM, chAyA ke Tukar3oM meM, koI cIja galata nhiiN| eka thakA huA yAtrI AtA hai aura baiTha jAtA hai vRkSa tale aura zaraNa pA letA hai| bAhara garmI hai aura vRkSa ke nIce zItala hai| vRkSa ke nIce kI vaha chAyA, eka hissA hai| hara nakArAtmaka cIja ko vidhAyaka kA hissA hone do| aura viparIta bAta saMbhava nahIM, kyoMki vidhAyaka astitva rakhatA hai| nakArAtmaka, mAtra eka anupasthiti hai| aisA saMbhava hai| maiM tumase kahatA hUM aisA saMbhava hai kyoMki aisA ghaTA hai mujhko| isalie bahuta kaThina hai mujhe smjhnaa| tuma cAhate ho, maiM eka dhruva hoU-aura maiM hUM donoN| lekina aisA ghaTA hai mujhako; aisA ghaTa sakatA hai tumko| aura aisA hI ghaTatA rahA hai una saba logoM ko jo sahI dizA kI ora cale haiM aura jinhoMne samagra ko svIkAra kiyA hai|
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________________ maiM kisI cIja ko asvIkAra nahIM kiyA, kyoMki bilakula prAraMbha se hI yaha bAta mere lie gahanatama nirIkSaNa ho gayI thI: ki yadi tuma kisI cIja ko asvIkAra karate ho, to tuma kabhI saMpUrNa nahIM ho paaoge| kaise tuma saMpUrNa ho pAoge yadi tuma koI cIja asvIkAra karate ho to? usa cIja kA sadA abhAva banA rhegaa| yaha bAta mere lie eka gahana nirIkSaNa bana gaI ki koI cIja asvIkAra nahIM karanI hai aura hara cIja apane meM samA lenI hai| jIvana ko eka hI svara nahIM bananA hai, balki bananA hai eka samasvaratA eka hI svara cAhe kitanA hI suMdara kyoM na ho, ubAU hotA hai bahuta se svaroM kA samUha, bahuta hI bhinna, ekadama viparIta svara jaba eka samasvaratA meM milate haiM, to sauMdarya nirmita karate haiN| sauMdarya na to vidhAyaka meM hai aura na hI nakArAtmaka meM hai, sauMdarya hai samasvaratA bhare saMgIta meM ise phira se doharA dUM maiM sauMdarya na to satya meM hai aura na asatya meM haiM; sauMdarya na to karuNA meM hai aura na hI krodha meM, sauMdarya yoga meM hai| jahAM viparIta milate haiM vahIM maujUda hotA hai paramAtmA kA maMdira jahAM virodhI tatva milate haiM, vahIM hai zikhara, jIvana kA zikhara aMtima prazna: Apane kahAM ki saMvedanazIla honA dhArmika honA hai lekina aisA jAna par3atA hai ki saMvedanazIlatA mujhe iMdriya lolupatA aura bhogAsakti meM le jAtI hai mere lie kyA rAstA hai? to bhogo! to ho jAo iMdriya lolup| tuma itane bhayabhIta kyoM ho jIvana se? kyoM tuma - AtmahatyA karanA cAhate ho? bhogAsakti meM kyA burAI hai aura iMdriya - lolupa hone meM hI kyA burA hai? tumheM yahI sikhAyA gayA hai| aura maiM yaha kaha rahA huuN| taba tuma saMvedanazIla hone meM bhayabhIta ho jA ho| kyoMki yadi tuma saMvedanazIla hote ho, to hara cIja vikasita hogI saMvenadazIlatA ke saath| sukhavAditA vikasita hogI - suMdara hotI hai vaha / sukhavAdI hone meM kucha burA nahIM hai| eka jIvaMta A sukhalolupa hogA hii| eka muradA AdamI aura eka jIvaMta AdamI meM aMtara kyA hotA hai? muradA AdamI saMvedanAtmaka nahIM rahatA; tuma chuo aura use koI anubhUti nahIM hotii| tuma cUmo use aura vaha pratyuttara nahIM detA! maiMne pikAso ke bAre meM eka kathA sunI hai| eka strI pikAso ke citroM kI prazaMsA kara rahI thI aura vaha bolI, 'kala maiM gayI eka mitra ke ghara aura vahA maiMne tumhArA svayaM kA citra dekhaa| aura maiMne use itanA
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________________ jyAdA pyAra kiyA, aura maiM itanI prabhAvita haI, ki maiMne cUma liyA citra ko|' pikAso ne usa strI kI tarapha dekhA aura bolA, ' aura kyA citra ne uttara diyA? kyA pratyuttara meM citra ne tumheM cUmA?' vaha strI bolI, 'kaisI nAsamajhI kI bAta hai! eka citra kaise javAba de sakatA hai?' taba pikAso kahane lagA, 'to maiM nahIM thaa| eka marI haI cIja thI, vaha maiM kaise ho sakatA thA?' yadi tuma jIvaMta hote ho to tumhArI iMdriyA apanI samagra kSamatA se kArya kreNgii| aura tuma sukhabhogI bnoge| tumheM cAhie bhojana aura tuma svAda loge; tuma snAna karoge aura tuma anubhava karoge pAnI kI tthNddk| tuma caloge bAga meM aura tuma sUMghoge sugaMdhi ko, tuma saMvedanAtmaka hooge| eka strI gujaregI aura zItala bayAra tumhAre bhItara clegii| aisA hI hogA kyoMki tuma jIvata ho! eka suMdara strI pAsa se gujaratI ho aura kucha na ho tumhAre bhItara-to tuma muradA hue, tumane mAra liyA svayaM ko| sukhavAditA saMvedanazIla hone kA eka bhAga hai| sukhavAditA ke bhaya ke kAraNa sAre dharma bhayabhIta haiM saMvedanazIlatA se, aura saMvedanazIlatA jAgarUkatA hai| isalie ve jAgarUka hone kI bAteM to karate rahate haiM, lekina ve tumheM saMvedanazIla hone nahIM dete, jisase ki tuma jAgarUka ho nahIM skte| yaha bAta mAtra eka bAtacIta bana jAtI hai| aura ve sukha- bhoga ke lie tumheM anumati dete nhiiN| vastuta: unhoMne vaSayAsakti' zabda gar3ha liyA hai| isameM se niMdAtmaka dhvani AtI hai| jisa kSaNa tuma kahate 'viSayAsakti', to tumane niMdA kara hI dI hotI hai| yahI hai viDaMbanA: dhArmika loga bhogane kI niMdA karate, aura ve nirmita kara dete bhoga ko| ve niMdA karate viSaya-sukha kI aura ve nirmita karate viSayAsakti ko| kAraNa kyA hai aisA karane kA? jaba tuma damana karate jAte ho tumhArI saMvedanAoM kA, to vahI damana hI Asakti nirmita kara detA hai| varanA eka saccA jIvaMta vyakti kabhI bhogAsakta nahIM hotA hai| vaha AnaMdita hotA hai, lekina vaha kabhI bhI bhogAsakta nahIM hotA hai| vaha AdamI jo roja khUba acchI taraha bhojana karatA ho, bhojana ke rasa meM hI Asakta nahIM raha sktaa| lekina upavAsa kie jAo, to Asakti paidA ho jaatii| jo AdamI upavAsa karatA rahatA hai vaha socatA jAtA hai- bhojana, bhojana, bhojana kI hI baat| bhojana eka moha bana jAtA hai| vaha khAtA hai caubIsoM ghaMTe phira jaba vaha upavAsa tor3atA hai, to vaha ekadama dUsarI ati meM DUba jAtA hai| eka ati para to vaha upavAsa karatA hai, dUsarI ati para vaha bahuta jyAdA khA legaa| abhI do dina pahale eka saMnyAsI AyA iMglaiMDa se aura kahane lagA ki vaha upavAsa karanA bahuta pasaMda karatA hai| vaha bahuta kama khAtA hai aura vaha bhI eka dina chodd'kr| maiMne kahAM usase, 'upavAsa eka khataranAka cIja bana sakatA hai| kaI bAra isakA upayoga kiyA jA sakatA hai, lekina davAI kI bhAti, jIvana kI eka zailI kI bhAMti nhiiN| upavAsa jIvana kA DhaMga kabhI nahIM bana sakatA hai| aura maiMne bAta kI usase-upavAsa ke moha se use bAhara lAne ke lie| tIna dina taka to vaha bilakula dikhAI hI nahIM pdd'aa| maiMne pratIkSA kii|'khaaN calA gayA vaha! kyA huA?' tIna dina ke bAda vaha AyA aura vaha
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________________ bolA, 'maiM bImAra thaa| Apa bAta karate the upavAsa kI aura Apane kahAM ki upavAsa acchA nahIM, isalie ', maiM bhojana ke rasa meM DUba gyaa| bahuta jyAdA khA liyA maiNne|' aisA sadA ghaTatA hai upavAsa se tuma sarakate ho ekadama dUsarI ati kI or| ThIka kahIM madhya meM, samyakatva hai| buddha ne phira phira hara cIja ke sAtha prayoga kiyA hai samyaka zabda kA ba samyakabhojana, samyaka - smRti, samyaka - zAna, samyaka - pryaas| jo kucha bhI kahAM unhoMne, sadA usake sAtha samyaka zabda jor3a diyA unhoMne ziSya pUchate, kyoM sadA Apa samyaka zabda jor3a dete haiM?' ve kahate, 'kyoMki tuma loga khataranAka ho| yA to tuma isa ati para hote ho yA dUsarI ati para / ' yadi tuma upavAsa karate ho to bhojana meM ati rasa lene kI bAta A bnegii| yadi tuma prayAsa karate ho, to seksa ke prati lolupatA nirmita hogI jo kucha bhI tuma jabardastI lAda lete ho apane para aMtataH vaha jabardastI tumheM le jAegI bhogAsakti kI ora / eka saccA saMvedanazIla vyakti jIvana se itanA jyAdA AnaMdita hotA hai ki vaha AnaMda hI use zItala aura zAMta kara detA hai| usameM koI sammohita Aveza nahIM hote| vaha saMvedanAtmaka hotA hai| aura yadi tuma mujhase pUchate ho, to buddha jyAdA saMvedanazIla haiM kisI bhI anya vyakti se ve hoMge hI, kyoMki ve bahu jIvaMta haiN| jaba buddha dekhate haiM vRkSa kI tarapha to jitanA tuma dekha sakate ho, ve jarUra usase jyAdA raMga dekha rahe hoMge, unakI AMkheM jyAdA saMvedanazIla hotI hai, jyAdA saMvedanAtmaka hotI haiN| jaba buddha bhojana karate haiM, to jitane ki tuma ho sakate ho, ve jarUra tumase jyAdA AnaMdita ho rahe hoMge kyoMki unake bhItara kI hara cIja ekadama ThIka kArya kara rahI hotI hai| yadi tuma gujaro buddha ke pAsa se, to tuma suna sakate ho bilakula ThIka kArya kara rahI saMracanA kI gunagunAhaTa, jaise ki bilakula ThIka kArya kara rahI kAra kI marmara dhvani ho| hara cIja bilakula ThIka ho rahI hotI hai, jaisI ki honI caahie| ve saMvedanazIla hote haiM, ve sukha ke prati saMvedanAtmaka hote haiM, lekina koI Asakti nahIM hotI / kaise ho sakatI hai? bhogAsakti eka roga hai, bhogAsakti eka asaMtulana hai to bhI tumase maiM aisA nahIM kahatA maiM kahatA hUM pUre DUbo bhogAsakti meM aura khatma karo bAta use apane sira para mata uThAe raho vaha bAta jyAdA burI hai kucha karane se|' DUbo! yadi tuma bhojana ke rasa meM DUbanA cAhate ho to pUrI taraha DUbo zAyada rasavimagnatA ke dvArA tuma apane ThIka hoza taka pahuMca jaao| zAyada pUre anubhava dvArA tuma paripakvatA pA jAo, usa praur3hatA taka pahuMca jAo jo kahatI hai ki yaha bAta mUr3hatA hai| mujhe yAda hai gurajiepha kA kahanA ki vaha eka berInumA phala pasaMda karatA thA / vaha milatA thA kAkezasa meM, aura vaha sadA burA rahatA usake svAsthya ke lie jaba kabhI vaha khA letA use usakA peTa kharAba ho ,
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________________ jAtA : darda hotA aura pIDA uThatI aura mitalI aura hara taraha kI cIjeM! lekina use itanA jyAdA pasaMda thA vaha phala ki use na khAnA asaMbhava hotaa| kucha dinoM bAda vaha khA letA, phira aura phir| vaha kahatA hai, eka dina mere pitA bAjAra gae, mujhe apane sAtha le gae aura bahuta bar3I mAtrA meM vaha phala khriidaa| maiM buza thA aura hairAna thA ki kyoM kharIda rahe haiM ve itanA? ve sadA isake viruddha rahe ve sadA kahate the mujhase ki use kabhI na khaanaa| to kyA ho gayA! kaise acche pitA haiM! taba gurajiepha kevala nau varSa kA hI thA, usake pitA ne char3I pakar3I hAtha meM aura ve bole, 'tuma vaha sAre kA sArA khA jaao| varanA maiM tumheM pITa-pITa kara mAra hI ddaaluuNgaa|' aura vaha khataranAka AdamI thaa| AMsU baha rahe the aura gurajiepha khAe jA rahA thA, aura use khAnA thA utanA saaraa| vamana kara diyA usane, lekina usakA pitA bahuta jyAdA kaThora vyakti thaa| usane vamana kara diyA aura tIna saptAha taka vaha bImAra par3A rahA peciza se, vamana se aura bukhAra se| phira phala samApta ho gyaa| vaha kahatA hai, 'abhI bhI jaba ki maiM sATha varSa kA haM yadi mujhe kahIM dikhatA hai vaha phala, to merA sArA zarIra kaipane lagatA hai| maiM dekha taka nahIM sakatA usa phala kI ora!' pUrI taraha bhoga lenA gaharI samajha nirmita kara detA hai jo zarIra kI jar3oM taka utaratI hai| maiM kahatA hUM tumase 'jAo aura pUrI taraha DUbo bhoga meN|' kucha burA nahIM ismeN| yadi tuma sacamuca kisI cIja ko bhogate ho aura apane ko rokate nahIM, to isameM se bAhara nikaloge jyAdA praur3ha hokr| anyathA, bhogane ha bhAva, vaha vicAra, sadA pakar3e rahegA-vaha tumheM ghere rahegA, vaha eka preta bana jaaegaa| jo loga brahmacarya kA vrata lete haiM, ve sadA AviSTa rahate haiM-kAmavAsanA ke preta dvaaraa| jo loga kisI bhI taraha kA niyaMtraNa karane kI koziza karate haiM, ve sadA bhoga ke vicAra se, sAre baMdhana tor3ane ke vicAra se, anuzAsanoM aura niyaMtraNoM ke vicAra se ghire rahate haiM, aura phira danAdana sira ke bala kUda par3ate haiM ismeN| jIvana ko tumheM le jAne do jahAM kahIM vaha tumheM le jAtA hai aura bhayabhIta mata hoo| bhaya ekamAtra aisI cIja hai jisase ki kisI ko bhayabhIta honA cAhie, aura koI aisI cIja nhiiN| bar3ho! himmatI bano aura nirbhIka bano, aura maiM kahatA hUM tumase ki dhIre- dhIre bhogane kA anubhava hI, sukha ke prati saMvedanazIla honA hI tumheM zAMta kara degaa| tuma keMdrastha ho jaaoge| lekina maiM saMvedanazIlatA ke haka meM huuN| yadi vaha bhogane kA bhAva bhI lAe, yadi vaha sukhavAditA bhI lAe to bhI ThIka hai| maiM bhoga ke bhAva se aura sukhavAditA se bhayabhIta nahIM huuN| maiM bhayabhIta hUM kevala eka cIja se: ki rasa meM DUbane aura sukhavAdI hone kA bhaya tumhArI saMvedanazIlatA ko mAra na de| yadi vaha mara jAtI hai, to tumane kara lI hotI hai aatmhtyaa| saMvedanazIla hote ho, to tuma jIvaMta hote ho, hozapUrNa hote ho; jitane jyAdA saMvedanazIla hote ho, utane jyAdA jIvaMta aura hozapUrNa hote ho| aura jaba tumhArI saMvedanazIlatA samagra ho jAtI hai, to tama praveza kara cuke hote ho bhagavattA meN|
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________________ Aja itanA hii| pravacana 33 - duHkha kA mUla hoza kA abhAva aura tAdAtmya yogasUtra: (sAdhanApAda) anityAzuciduHkhAnAtmasu nityazucisukhAtmakhyAtiH avidyA / / 511 avidyA hai - anitya ko nitya samajhanA, azuddha ko zuddha jAnanA, pIr3A ko sukha aura anAtma ko Atma jAnanA / hagdarzanazaktyorekAtmatevAssitA / / 611 asmitA hai - dRSTA kA dRzya ke sAtha tAdAtmya | sukhAnuzayI rAmaH / / 7 / / AkarSaNa aura usake dvArA banA Asakti hotI hai| usa kisI cIja ke prati jo sukha pahuMcAtI hai| duHkhAnuzayI dveSaH 11 811 dveSa upajatA hai kisa usa cIja se jo duHkha detI hai|
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________________ javidyA kyA hai? isa zabda kA artha hai ajJAna, lekina avidyA koI sAdhAraNa ajJAna nhiiN| ise bahuta gahare samajhanA hogaa| ajJAna hai jJAna kI kmii| avidyA jJAna kI kamI nahIM, balki jAgarUkatA kI kamI hai| ajJAna bahata AsAnI se miTa sakatA hai, tuma jJAna upArjita kara sakate ho| yaha kevala smRti ke prazikSaNa kI hI bAta hotI hai| zAna yAMtrika hotA hai, kisI jAgarUkatA kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| vaha utanA hI yAMtrika hotA hai jitanA ki sAdhAraNa ajnyaan| avidyA hai jAgarUkatA kI kmii| vyakti ko jyAdA aura jyAdA bar3hanA hotA hai cetanA kI ora, na ki jyAdA jJAna kI or| kevala tabhI avidyA miTa sakatI hai| avidyA hI hai jise gurajiepha 'AdhyAtmika nidrA' kahAM karatA thaa| vyakti ghUmatA-phiratA hai, jItA hai, maratA hai, na jAnate hue ki vaha jItA kyoM hai, na jAnate hue ki vaha AyA kahAM se aura kisalie, na jAnate hue ki vaha kahAM bar3hatA rahA aura kislie| gurajiepha ise kahate haiM 'nidrA', pataMjali ise kahate haiM, 'avidyaa'| donoM kA eka hI artha hai| tuma nahIM jAnate tuma ho kyoM! tuma yahAM isa saMsAra meM, isa deha meM, ina anubhavoM meM tumhAre hone kA prayojana jAnate nhiiN| tuma bahuta sArI cIjeM karate ho binA yaha jAnate hue ki tuma unheM kyoM kara rahe ho, binA jAne hue ki tuma unheM kara rahe ho, binA jAne hue ki tuma kartA ho| hara cIja aise calatI hai jaise gaharI nidrA meM par3I ho| avidyA, yadi mujhe tumhAre lie isakA anuvAda karanA par3e, to isakA artha hogA smmohn| AdamI jItA hai eka gahare sammohana meN| maiM sammohana para kAma karatA hUM, kyoMki sammohana ko samajhanA hI ekamAtra tarIkA hai vyakti ko sammohana ke bAhara lAne kaa| sArI jAgarUkatA eka taraha kI sammohananAzaka hai, isalie sammohana kI prakriyA ko bahuta-bahuta sApha DhaMga se samajha lenA hai, kevala tabhI tuma usake bAhara A sakate ho| roga ko samajha lenA hai, usakA nidAna kara lenA hai; kevala tabhI usakA ilAja kiyA jA sakatA hai| sammohana AdamI kA roga hai, aura sammohana vihInatA hogI eka maarg| eka bAra maiM kAma karatA thA eka AdamI para aura vaha bahuta acchA mAdhyama thA sammohana ke lie| saMsAra ke eka tihAI loga, taiMtIsa pratizata, acche mAdhyama hote haiM, aura ve loga buddhi vihIna nahIM hote haiN| ve loga hote haiM bahuta-bahuta buddhimAna, kalpanAzIla, sRjntrtmk| isI taiMtIsa pratizata meM hote haiM sabhI bar3e vaijJAnika, sabhI bar3e kalAkAra, kavi, citrakAra, sNgiitkaar| yadi koI vyakti sammohita ho sakatA hai, to yaha bAta yahI batAtI hai ki vaha bahuta saMvedanazIla hai| isake ThIka viparIta bAta pracalita hai loga socate haiM ki vaha vyakti jo thor3A mUrkha hotA hai kevala vahI sammohita ho sakatA hai| yaha bilakula galata bAta hai| karIba-karIba asaMbhava hI hotA hai kisI mUDha ko sammohita karanA, kyoMki vaha sunegA nahIM, vaha samajhegA nahIM aura vaha kalpanA nahIM kara paaegaa| bar3I teja kalpanAzakti kI jarUrata hotI hai|
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________________ loga socate ki kevala kamajora vyaktitva ke loga sammohita kie jA sakate haiN| bilakula galata hai bAta, kevala bar3e zaktizAlI vyakti sammohita kie jA sakate haiN| kamajora AdamI itanA asaMgaThita hotA hai ki usameM koI saMgaThita ekatva nahIM hotA, usameM apanA koI keMdra nahIM hotaa| aura jaba taka tumhAre pAsa kisI taraha kA koI keMdra nahIM hotA, sammohana kArya nahIM krtaa| kyoMki kahAM se karegA vaha kAma, kahAM se vyApta hogA tumhAre aMtasa meM? aura eka kamajora AdamI itanA anizcita hotA hai hara cIja ke bAre meM, itanA nizcayahIna hotA hai apane bAre meM, ki use sammohita nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| kevala ve hI loga sammohita kie jA sakate haiM jinake vyaktitva zaktizAlI hote haiN| maiMne bahuta logoM para kAma kiyA hai aura merA aisA jAnanA hai ki jisa vyakti ko sammohita kiyA jA sakatA hai use hI sammohanarahita kiyA jA sakatA hai, aura vaha vyakti jise sammohita nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, vaha bahuta kaThina pAtA hai AdhyAtmika mArga para bar3hanA, kyoMki sIr3hiyAM donoM tarapha jAtI haiN| yadi tuma AsAnI se sammohita kie jA sakate ho to tuma AsAnI se sammohanarahita kie jA sakate ho| sIr3hI vahI hotI hai| cAhe tuma sammohita ho yA ki asammohita, tuma eka hI sIr3hI para hote ho; kevala dizAeM bheda rakhatI haiN| maiM eka yuvaka para bahuta varSoM taka kArya karatA rahA thaa| eka dina maiMne use sammohita kiyA aura jise sammohanavida kahate haiM posTa-hipnoTika sajezana, sammohanottara sujhAva, eka dina vahI diyA use| maiMne kahAM usase, 'kala ThIka isI samaya-usa samaya subaha ke nau baje the-tuma mujhase milane aaoge| tumheM AnA hI hogA mujhase milne| koI spaSTa kAraNa nahIM hai Ane kA, to bhI ThIka nau baje tumheM AnA hogaa|' vaha hoza meM na thA maiMne kahAM usase, 'jaba tuma Aoge nau baje, ThIka nau baje tuma kUda par3oge mere bistara meM, cUma loge ko, AliMgana karoge takie kA jaise ki takiyA tumhArI premikA ho|' nissaMdeha, agale dina yA pIne nau baje, lekina maiM apane beDarUma meM nahIM baiThA thA, maiM barAmade meM baiThA iMtajAra kara rahA thA uskaa| vaha aayaa| maiMne pUchA, 'kyoM Ae ho tuma?' usane kaMdhe ucakA die| vaha kahane lagA, 'basa ittaphAka se maiM gujara rahA thA yahAM se aura eka vicAra A banA kyoM na Apake pAsa calUM?' use hoza nahIM thA ki sammohana vAlA sujhAva kAma kara rahA thA, vaha DhUMDha rahA thA koI vyaakhyaa| vaha bolA, 'maiM basa yUM hI gujara rahA thA isa rAste se|' maiMne pUchA usase, 'kyoM gujara rahe the tuma isa rAste se? tuma pahale kabhI nahIM gujarate, aura yaha rAstA tumhAre rAste se alaga par3atA hai| jaba taka ki tuma mere hI pAsa na AnA cAho, koI tuka nahIM hai zahara se bAharI ilAke meM jAne kii|' vaha bolA, 'basa subaha kI saira ke lie hI.....'-eka tarkasaMgata vyaakhyaa| vaha nahIM soca sakatA thA ki vaha akAraNa AyA thA, varanA to vaha bahuta hI tor3a-bikhera dene vAlA anubhava ho jAtA ahaMkAra ke lie|'kyaa pAgala hue haiM?' vaha zAyada aisA soce| lekina vaha becaina thA, asuvidhA meM thaa| vaha dekha rahA thA cAroM tarapha kAraNa na jAnate he| vaha khoja rahA thA takie ko aura bistara ko aura bistara thA nahIM vahA pr| aura jAnabUjha kara maiM baiThA haA thA bAhara jaise-jaise minaTa bIte vaha jyAdA aura jyAdA becaina haa|
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________________ maiMne pUchA usase, 'kyoM tuma itane becaina ho? tuma to ThIka se baiTha bhI nahIM skte| kyoM tuma jagaha badalate jAte ho?' vaha bolA, 'pichalI rAta maiM ThIka se so nahIM sakA'-phira bhI vahI budadhisaMgata vyaakhyaa| AdamI ko kisI na kisI taraha kAraNa khoja hI lene hote haiN| varanA to AdamI pAgala jAna pdd'egaa| to nau bajane ke koI pAca minaTa pahale vaha bolA, 'bahuta garmI hai yhaaN|' garamI thI nahIM kyoMki vaha subaha kI saira ke lie nikalA thA aura sardI kA mausama garmI hai yhaaN| kyA hama bhItara nahIM jA sakate?' phira vahI ThIka kAraNa khojane kA bhaanaa| maiMne TAlanA cAhA isa bAta ko aura maiMne kahAM, 'garamI nahIM hai|' taba vaha acAnaka uTha khar3A huaa| nau bajane meM basa do minaTa hI bAkI the| usane dekhA apanI ghar3I kI ora, khar3A ho gayA, aura vaha bolA, 'maiM bImAra anubhava kara rahA huuN|' isase pahale ki maiM roka sakatA, vaha to bhaag| kamare kI or| maiM usake pIche aayaa| vaha kUda par3A bistara para, usane takie ko cUmA, AliMgana kiyA takie kA- aura maiM khar3A thA vahAM para, jisase usane bahuta parezAnI, ulajhana anubhava kii| maiMne pUchA, 'kyA kara rahe ho tuma?' usane ronA zurU kara diyaa| vaha bolA, 'mujhe nahIM mAlUma, para kala jaba Apase alaga huA taba se yaha takiyA lagAtAra mere mana meM banA rahA hai! vaha nahIM jAnatA thA ki sammohana meM maiMne hI vaisA karane ko kahAM thaa| aura vaha bolA, 'rAta meM bhI maiM phira-phira svapna dekhatA thA, isI takie ko AliMgana karatA, atA aura yaha eka jarUrata bana gaI, eka moha ho gyaa| sArI rAta maiM so nahIM skaa| aba mujhe caina par3A hai, para maiM jAnatA nahIM kyoM?' kyA tumhArA sArA jIvana isI bhAMti nahIM hai? ho sakatA hai tuma kisI takie ko nahIM cUma rahe ho, tuma kisI strI ko cUma rahe hooge, lekina kyA tumheM isakA kAraNa patA hai? uAcAnaka eka strI yA eka puruSa tumheM AkarSaka lagate haiM, lekina tumheM kAraNa patA nahIM ki kyoM! yaha kisI sammohana kI bhAti hI hai| nissaMdeha aisA prAkRtika hai, kisI ne tumheM sammohita nahIM kiyA hai, prakRti ne hI tumheM sammohita kiyA hai| prakRti kI sammohita karane kI zakti hI hai jise ki hiMdU kahate haiM 'mAyA', bhrama kI shkti| tuma bhrama meM hote ho, gaharI bhrAmakatA meM hote ho| tuma jIte ho nidrAcArI kI bhAMti, gaharI nIMda meM soe hue tuma bAteM karate cale jAte ho na jAnate hue ki kyoM; aura jo kucha kAraNa tuma batAte ho, ve buddhi ke hisAba hI hote haiM, ve sacce kAraNa nahIM hote| tuma eka strI se milate, tuma prema meM par3a jAte, aura tuma kahate, 'mujhe prema ho gayA hai| lekina kyA tuma kAraNa batA sakate ho ki kyoM? kyoM huA hai aisA? tuma khoja loge kucha kaarnn| tuma kahoge, 'usakI AMkheM itanI suMdara haiN| nAka itanI sughar3a hai, aura ceharA hai saMgamaramara kI pratimA kI bhAMti!' tuma khoja loge kAraNa, lekina ye to buddhi ke tarka haiN| vastuta: tuma jAnate nahIM, aura tuma itane sAhasI nahIM ki kaha sako ki tuma jAnate nhiiN| sAhasI bnii| jaba tuma nahIM jAnate, to tumheM bodha honA cAhie ki tuma nahIM jaante| vaha eka AghAtakArI bAta hogii| tuma isa sAre bhrama se bAhara A sakate ho jo tumheM ghere
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________________ rahatA hai| pataMjali ise kahate haiM avidyA avidyA kA artha hai, jAgarUkatA kI kmii| aisA ghaTa rahA hai| jAgarUkatA kI kamI ke kaarnn| sammohana meM kyA hotA hai? kyA tumane kabhI kisI sammohanavida ko dhyAna se dekhA hai, kyA karatA hai vaha? pahale to vaha kahatA hai, 'rilaiks|' 'zithila ho jAo!' aura vaha doharAtA hai ise vaha kahatA jAtA hai, 'rilaiksa, rilaiksa' - 'zithila ho jAo, zithila ho jaao|' , rilaiksa kI lagAtAra dhvani bhI bana jAtI hai eka maMtra, eka TrAnsenTala meDiTezana aisA hI hotA hai TI ema meN| tuma lagAtAra eka maMtra ko doharAte ho, vaha nIMda le AtA hai| yadi tumhAre pAsa nIMda na A kI samasyA ho, to TI ema sabase acchI bAta hai karane kii| vaha tumheM nIMda detA hai aura isalie vaha itanA mahatvapUrNa ho gayA hai amarIkA meM amarIkA hI eka aisA deza hai jo itanA jyAdA pIr3A bhoga rahA hai nIMda na Ane ke roga se| vahAM maharSi maheza yogI koI sAMyogika ghaTanA nahIM haiM, ve eka AvazyakatA haiN| jaba loga anidrA se pIr3ita hote haiM to ve so nahIM skte| unheM cAhie zAmaka dvaaeN| aura bhAvAtIta dhyAna aura kucha nahIM sivAya zAmaka davA (TraikvilAijara) ke, vaha tumheM zAMta karatA hai| tuma niraMtara doharAte jAte ho eka nizcita zabda 'rAma, rAma, rAma / ' koI bhI zabda kAma degA, 'kokAkolA, kokA-kolA' kAma degA vahAM, usakA rAma se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| 'kokA-kolA' utanA hI bar3hiyA hogA jitanA ki rAma yA ki usase bhI jyAdA prAsaMgika hotA hai| tuma eka nizcita zabda niraMtara doharAte ho| niraMtara doharAva eka Uba nirmita kara detA hai, aura Uba AdhAra hai sArI nIMda kA / jaba tuma Uba anubhava karate ho, to tuma taiyAra hote ho so jAne ke lie| eka sammohanavida doharAtA jAtA hai, 'zithila ho jaao|' vaha zabda hI vyApta ho jAtA hai tumhAre zarIra aura aMtasa meM vaha doharAe jAtA hai use aura vaha tumase sahayoga dene ko kahatA hai, aura tuma sahayoga dete ho| dhIre-dhIre tuma unIMdApana anubhava karane lagate ho| phira vaha kahatA hai, 'tuma utara rahe ho gaharI nIMda meM utara rahe ho, utara rahe ho nIMda ke gahare zUnya meM utara rahe ho|' vaha doharAtA hI jAtA hai aura mAtra doharAne se tumheM nIMda Ane lagatI hai| yaha eka alaga prakAra kI nIMda hotI hai| yaha koI sAdhAraNa nIMda nahIM hotI, kyoMki yaha paidA kI gayI hotI hai, kisI ne ise bahalA phusalA kara nirmita kara diyA hai tuma meN| kyoMki ise kisI ne nirmita kiyA hotA hai, isakI eka alaga hI guNavattA hotI hai| pahalA aura bahuta AdhArabhUta bheda yaha hai ki tuma sAre saMsAra ke prati soe hue hooge, lekina sammohanavida ke lie nahIM / aba tuma kisI cIja ko na sunoge, aba tuma kisI aura cIja ko na suna paaoge| yadi eka bama bhI phaTa par3egA to vaha tumhArI zAMti bhaMga na kregaa| relagAr3iyAM gujara jAeMgI havAI jahAja Upara se gujara jAeMge, lekina koI cIja tumheM azAMta nahIM kregii| tuma kucha nahIM suna paaoge| tuma sAre saMsAra ke prati baMda hote ho, lekina sammohanavida ke prati khule hote ho| yadi vaha kucha kahe to tuma turaMta suna loge, tuma kevala use hI sunoge| kevala eka grAhakatA baca rahatI hai - sammohanavida, aura sArA saMsAra baMda ho jAtA hai| jo kucha
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________________ vaha kahatA hai usa para tuma vizvAsa kara loge kyoMki tumhArI buddhi sone calI gayI hai| buddhimattA kArya nahIM krtii| tuma eka choTe bacce kI bhAMti ho jAte ho-jisake pAsa AsthA hotI hai| to jo kucha bhI sammohanavida kahatA hai, tumheM usakA vizvAsa karanA par3atA hai| tumhArA cetana mana kAma nahIM kara rahA hai| kevala acetana mana kArya karatA hai| aba kisI betukI bAta para bhI vizvAsa A jaaegaa| yadi sammohanavida kahatA hai ki tuma ghor3e bana gae ho to-tuma nahIM kaha sakate, 'nahIM', kyoMki kauna 'nahIM' kahegA? gaharI nidrA meM vizvAsa saMpUrNa hotA hai; tuma ghor3e bana jAoge, tuma ghor3e kI bhAMti anubhava kroge| aura yadi vaha kahatA hai aba tuma hinahinAo ghor3e kI bhAMti, to tuma hinhinaaoge| yadi vaha kahe, daur3o, kUdo-ghor3e kI bhAti, to tuma kUdoge aura daur3ane lgoge| sammohana koI sAdhAraNa nidrA nhiiN| sAdhAraNa nidrA meM tuma kisI se nahIM kaha sakate ki tuma ghor3A bana gae ho| pahalI to bAta yadi vaha tumheM sunatA hai to vaha soyA huA nahIM hotaa| dUsarI bAta yaha ki yadi vaha tumheM sunatA hai to vaha soyA huA nahIM hotA aura jo tuma kaha rahe ho vaha usa para vizvAsa nahIM kregaa| vaha AMkheM kholegA apanI aura haMsegA aura kahegA, 'kyA tuma pAgala hue ho! kyA kaha rahe ho tuma? maiM aura eka ghor3A?' sammohana eka utpanna drA hotI hai| nidrA se jyAdA to vaha kisI naze kI bhAMti hai| tama kisI naze ke prabhAva meM hote ho| nazIlA dravya sAdhAraNa rAsAyanika dravya nahIM hotA, balki vaha deha meM bahuta gahare taka calA gayA eka rasAyana hotA hai| kisI eka nizcita zabda kA doharAva mAtra hI zarIra ke rasAyana ko badala detA hai| isalie manuSya ke sAre itihAsa meM maMtra itane jyAdA prabhAvakArI rahe haiN| niraMtara rUpa se kisI khAsa zabda kA doharAva zarIra ke rasAyana ko badala detA hai kyoMki eka zabda mAtra eka zabda hI nahIM hotA; usakI taraMgeM hotI haiM, vaha eka vidayuta ghaTanA hai| eka zabda niraMtara taraMgita hotA hai : rAma, rAma, rAma; vaha gujaratA hai zarIra ke sAre rasAyana meM se| ve taraMgeM bahata zItalatA se AtI haiM; ve tumhAre bhItara eka maMda-maMda gunagunAhaTa banA detI haiM, usI bhAMti jaise ki mAM lorI gA rahI hotI hai, jaba baccA so nahIM rahA hotaa| lo ta sIdhI-sarala bAta hai| eka yA do paMktiyAM lagAtAra doharA dI jAtI haiN| aura yadi mA bacce ko apane hRdaya ke samIpa le jA sakatI hai, taba to prabhAva aura jaldI hogA kyoMki hRdaya kI dhar3akana eka aura lorI bana jAtI hai| hRdaya kI dhar3akana aura lorI donoM sAthasAtha hoM, to baccA gaharI nIMda so jAtA hai| yahI sArI tarakIba hai japa kI aura maMtroM kI, ve tumheM eka bar3hiyA prabhAvapUrNa nIMda meM pahuMcA dete haiN| usake bAda tuma tAjA anubhava karate ho| lekina koI AdhyAtmika bAta usameM nahIM hotI, kyoMki AdhyAtmika kA saMbaMdha hotA hai jyAdA sajaga hone se, na ki kama sajaga hone se| dhyAna se dekhanA kisI sammohanavida ko| kyA kara rahA hotA hai vaha? prakRti ne vahI kiyA hai tumhAre saath| prakRti sabase bar3I sammohaka hai, usane tumheM sammohanakArI sujhAva die hote haiN| ve sujhAva pahuMcAe
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________________ jAte haiM kromosomsa dvArA, tumhAre zarIra ke kozANuo dvaaraa| aba vaijJAnika kahate haiM ki eka kozANu mAtra karIba-karIba eka karor3a saMdeza le AtA hai tumhAre lie| ve usI meM race hote haiN| jaba eka baccA garbha meM AtA hai ra to do kozANa milate haiM, eka mAM kI ora se aura eka pitA kI ora se| do kromosomsa milate haiN| ve le Ate haiM lAkhoM-lAkhoM sNdesh| ve nakze bana jAte haiM aura baccA una AdhArabhUta nakzo-DhAMcoM se janmatA hai| ve dugune-caugune hote jAte haiN| isI bhAMti zarIra bar3hatA jAtA hai| tumhArA sArA zarIra choTe-choTe adRzya kozANuoM se banA hotA hai, karor3oM kozANa hote haiN| aura pratyeka kozANu saMdeza lie rahatA hai, jaise ki pratyeka bIja saMpUrNa saMdeza le AtA hai saMpUrNa vRkSa ke lie : ki kisa prakAra ke patte usameM ugeMge; kisa prakAra ke phUla khileMge isameM; ve lAla hoMge yA nIle hoMge, yA ki pIle hoNge| eka choTA-sA bIja sArA nakzA lie rahatA hai vRkSa ke saMpUrNa jIvana kaa| ho sakatA hai vRkSa cAra hajAra sAla taka jiie| cAra hajAra sAla taka usakI hara cIja vaha choTA-sA bIja lie hI rhtaa| kSa ko isakA dhyAna rakhane kI yA ciMtA karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM; hara cIja kAryAnvita hogii| tuma bhI bIja lie rahate ho: eka bIja pitA se, eka mAM se| aura ve Ate haiM pichale hajAroM varSoM se, kyoMki -pitA kA bIja unheM diyA gayA thA unake pitA aura mAM dvaaraa| isa bhAMti prakati tamameM praviSTa huI hai| tumhArA zarIra AyA hai prakRti se, tuma Ae ho kahIM aura se| isa kahIM aura kA matalaba hai, prmaatmaa| tuma eka milana-biMda ho zarIra aura cetanA ke| lekina zarIra bahata-bahata zaktizAlI hai aura jaba taka tuma isa viSaya meM kucha karo nahIM, tuma isakI zakti ke bhItara rahoge, isake adhikAra meM rhoge| yoga eka DhaMga hai isase bAhara Ane kaa| yoga DhaMga hai zarIra dvArA AviSTa na hone kA aura phira se mAlika hone kaa| anyathA tuma to gulAma bane rhoge| avidyA hai gulAmI, sammohana kI vaha gulAmI, jo prakRti ne tumheM de dI hai| yoga isa gulAmI ke pAra ho jAnA aura mAlika ho jAnA hai| aba sUtroM ko samajhane kI koziza kreN| sUtra kA artha haA biij| ise bahata-bahata DhaMga se samajha lenA hai, tabhI yaha tumameM samajha kA vRkSa bnegaa| sUtra eka bahuta hI saMkSipta saMdeza hotA hai| una dinoM ise aisA hI honA thA, kyoMki jaba pataMjali ne racA yoga-sUtroM ko to koI likhAI na thii| unheM smaraNa rakhanA hotA thaa| una dinoM tuma bar3I-bar3I kitAbeM na likha sakate the, basa sUtra hI likhte| sUtra hotA hai bIja jaisI cIja, jise AsAnI se smaraNa rakhA jA ske| aura hajAroM varSoM taka sUtroM ko smaraNa rakhA gayA ziSyoM dvArA, aura phira unake ziSyoM dvaaraa| jaba inheM likhA gayA usake hajAroM sAla bAda hI graMtha racanA kA astitva bnaa| sUtra saMketakArI honA cAhie; tuma bahuta sAre zabdoM kA prayoga nahIM kara sakate; tumheM alpatama kA, kama se kama zabdoM kA prayoga karanA hotA hai| to jaba kabhI tuma kisI sUtra ko samajhanA cAho to tumheM use bar3hAnA par3atA hai| tumheM usakI vyAkhyAoM meM utarane ke lie sUkSmadarzaka yaMtra kA prayoga karanA hotA hai|
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________________ avidyA hai- anitya ko nitya samajhanA azuddha ko zuddha jAnanA pIr3A ko sukha aura anAtma ko Atma jaannaa| pataMjali kahate, avidyA kyA hai?-jAgarUkatA kA abhaav| aura jAgarUkatA kA abhAva kyA hai? tuma use jAnoge kaise? lakSaNa kyA hote haiM? lakSaNa ye haiM: 'anitya ko zAzvata samajha lenaa.....|' jarA dekho cAroM tarapha-jIvana eka pravAha hai, hara cIja gatimaya hai| hara cIja niraMtara gatimAna ho rahI hai, niraMtara parivartita ho rahI hai| cAroM ora sabhI cIjoM kA svabhAva hai privrtn| parivartana ekamAtra sthAyI cIja-jAna par3atA hai| svIkAra karo parivartana ko aura hara cIja badala jAtI hai| yaha sAgara kI laharoM kI bhAMti hI hotA hai| ve janmatI, thor3I dera ko ve banI rahatI, aura ve phira ghula jAtI aura miTa jaatii| aisA laharoM kI bhAMti hI hotA hai| tuma jAte ho sAgara kI ora, to kyA dekhate ho tuma? tuma dekhate ho laharoM ko, mAtra sataha ko| aura phira tuma vApasa lauTa Ate ho aura tuma kahate ho ki tuma dekha Ae samudra ko aura samudra suMdara thaa| tumhArI khabara bilakula jhUTha hotI hai| tumane samudra ko to bilakula dekhA hI nahIM; kevala sataha ko, laharadAra sataha ko dekhA hai| tuma to kevala kinAre para hI khar3e rhe| tumane dekhA samaMdra kI ora, lekina vaha vastuta: samudra na thaa| vaha kevala sarvAdhika bAhara kI parata thI, kevala eka sImA jahAM havAeM laharoM se mila rahI thiiN| jaise ki tuma mujhase milane Ate aura tuma dekhate kevala mere kapar3oM ko hii| phira tuma vApasa cale jAte ho aura tuma kahate ho ki tuma mujhase mila lie| yaha aisA hI huA ki tuma mujhe dekhane Ae, aura kevala ghara bhara meM ghUme aura bAharI dIvAroM ko dekhA, phira vApasa gae aura kaha diyA ki tumane jAna liyA hai mujhe| lahareM hotI haiM samudra meM, samudra hotA hai laharoM meM, lekina lahareM samudra nahIM haiN| ve to saba se jyAdA bAhara kI haiM, samudra ke keMdra se, gaharAI se sarvAdhika dUrI kI ghttnaa| jIvana eka pravAha hai, hara cIja baha rahI hai, parivartita ho rahI hai dUsare meN| pataMjali kahate haiM ki vizvAsa karanA ki yahI jIvana hai yaha avidyA hai, yaha jAgarUkatA kA abhAva honA hai| tuma bahuta bahuta dUra ho jAte ho jIvana se, keMdra se, usakI gaharAI se| sataha para parivartana hotA hai, paridhi para gati hotI hai, lekina keMdra para koI cIja nahIM srktii| koI halana-calana nahIM, koI parivartana nhiiN| yaha to aise hai, jaise bailagAr3I kA phiyaa| pahiyA calatA jAtA aura calatA hI jAtA aura calatA hI calA jAtA, lekina keMdra para koI cIja thira banI rhtii| usa thira dhruva para pahiyA ghUmatA rhtaa| pahiyA to zAyada saMsAra bhara meM ghUmatA rahA hogA, lekina vaha kisI aisI cIja para ghUma rahA thA jo ki nahIM ghUma rahI thii| sArI gatimayatA nirbhara karatI hai zAzvata para, agati pr|
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________________ yadi tumane kevala jIvana kI gati dekhI hai, to pataMjali kahate haiM, 'yaha hai avidyA-jAgarUkatA kA abhaav|' taba tumane paryApta nahIM dekhaa| yadi tuma socate ho ki koI vyakti bAlaka hai, phira vaha yuvA hai, phira vRddha, phira mara gayA to tumane dekhA kevala cakra ko hii| tumane dekhA gati ko bAlaka, yuvA, vRddha, mRta, eka laash| kyA usako dekhA tumane jo ki thira rahA ina saba gatiyoM ke bIca? kyA use dekhA tumane jo bAlaka nahIM thA, yuvA nahIM thA aura vRddha nahIM thA? kyA use dekhA hai, jisa para ye tamAma avasthAeM nirbhara karatI haiM? kyA use dekhA hai tumane jo sabhI ko pakar3e rahatA hai aura sadA banA rahatA hai vahI, aura vahI, aura vahI? jo ki na to janmatA hai aura na hI maratA hai? yadi tumane use nahIM jAnA, yadi tumane usakA anubhava nahIM kiyA, to pataMjali kahate haiM-tuma avidyA meM par3e ho jAgarUkatA ke abhAva meN| tuma paryApta rUpa se sajaga nahIM ho, isalie tuma paryApta rUpa se jAna nahIM skte| tumhAre pAsa paryApta AMkheM nahIM haiM, isalie tuma paryApta rUpa se gahare nahIM dekha skte| eka bAra tumheM AMkheM mila jAeM, vaha dRSTi vaha bodha, vaha spaSTatA aura usakI gahare utarane kI zakti to tuma turaMta jAna loge ki parivartana maujUda hai, lekina vahI saba kucha nhiiN| vastuta: yaha to kevala paridhi hotI hai-jo badalatI, jo ki srktii| bahuta gaharI nIMva meM to hai vahI zAzvata, nity| kyA tumane jAnA hai zAzvata ko? yadi tumane nahIM jAnA, to vaha avidyA hai, tuma sammohita hue ho paridhi dvaaraa| parivartita hote dRzyoM ne tumheM sammohita kara liyA hai| tuma usakI pakar3a meM bahuta jyAdA A gae ho| tumheM jarUrata hai alagAva kI, tumheM jarUrata hai thor3e se phAsale kI, tumheM jarUrata hai thor3e aura nirIkSaNa kii|' asthAyI ko sthAyI samajha lenA avidyA hai; azuddha ko zuddha samajha lenA avidayA hai|' zuddha kyA hai aura azuddha kyA? tumhArI sAdhAraNa naitikatA se pataMjali kA kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| sAdhAraNatayA naitikatA meM bheda hotA hai-koI cIja bhArata meM pavitra ho sakatI hai aura cIna meM apavitra ho sakatI hai| ho sakatA hai koI cIja bhArata meM azuddha ho aura iMglaiMDa meM zuddha ho| yA, yahAM para bhI, koI cIja hiMduoM ke lie zuddha ho sakatI hai aura jainoM ke lie ashuddh| naitikatA alaga alaga hotI hai| vastuta: yadi tuma naitikatA kI parato ko baMdhane lago, to ve alaga-alaga hotI haiM pratyeka vyakti meN| pataMjali naitikatA kI bAta nahIM kara rhe| naitikatA to kevala eka samajhautA hai; usakI upayogitA hai, lekina usameM koI satya nhiiN| aura jaba pataMjali jaisA AdamI bolatA hai to vaha bAta karatA hai zAzvata cIjoM kI, sImita cIjoM kI nhiiN| hajAroM naitikatAeM saMsAra meM astitva rakhatI haiM aura ve badalatI rahatI haiM hara roja sthitiyAM badalatI haiM, to naitikatA ko badalanA par3atA hai| jaba pataMjali kahate haiM 'zuddha' aura 'azuddha to unakA artha bilakula hI alaga hotA hai| 'zuddhatA' se unakA matalaba hai svAbhAvika; 'azuddhatA' se unakA matalaba hai asvaabhaavik| aura koI cIja tumhAre lie svAbhAvika ho sakatI hai yA ki tumhAre lie asvAbhAvika ho sakatI hai, isalie koI
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________________ kasauTI nahIM ho sktii| azuddha ko zuddha jAnane kA artha huA ki asvAbhAvika ko svAbhAvika jaannaa| yahI hai jo tumane kiyA hai, jo sArI manuSya-jAti ne kiyA hai| aura isalie tuma aura- aura azuddha ho gaye ho| svabhAva ke prati sadA sacce rhnaa| jarA dhyAna do ki kyA svAbhAvika hai, khoja lo use| kyoMki asvAbhAvika ke sAtha tuma sadA tanAvapUrNa, asahaja, becaina rhoge| kisI asvAbhAvika meM, koI bhI ArAma se nahIM raha sktaa| aura tuma tumhAre cAroM ora asvAbhAvika cIjeM khar3I kara lete ho| phira ve bojha bana jAtI haiM aura ve tumheM naSTa kara detI haiN| jaba maiM kahatA hUM 'asvAbhAvika' to merA matalaba hotA haitumhAre svabhAva ke bAhara kI koI ciij| ise aise samajho: eka dUdha becane vAlA aayaa| tumane dUdha liyA aura tuma kahate ho ki vaha dUSita hai| kyoM tuma kahate ho ki vaha dUSita hai? tuma aisA kahate ho, kyoMki usane usameM pAnI milAyA huA hai| lekina yadi pAnI zuddha thA aura dUdha bhI zuddha thA, to do zuddhatAeM dugunI zuddhatA banA deMgI! kaise ho sakatA hai ki do zuddhatAeM mileM aura cIja azuddha ho jAe? lekina ve azuddha ho jAtI haiN| zuddha pAnI aura zuddha dUdha mile, aura donoM ho jAeMge ashuddh| pAnI ho jAegA azuddha, dUdha bhI ho jAegA azuddha, kyoMki koI alaga cIja, bAhara kI koI cIja praveza kara jAtI haiN| jaba maiM vidyArthI thA yUnivarsiTI meM to mere pAsa eka dUdha becane vAlA AtA thaa| vaha bahuta prasiddha thA yUnivarsiTI hosTala meN| logoM kA vizvAsa thA ki vaha bahuta sAdhu-svabhAva kA AdamI hai aura kabhI bhI pAnI na milAtA hogA dUdha meM-jaisA calana bhArata meM Amataura se hai| karIba-karIba asaMbhava hotA hai zuddha dUdha prApta kara lenA, lagabhaga asaMbhava hii| vaha AdamI sacamuca hI bahuta acchA AdamI thaa| vaha eka vRddha vyakti thA, eka vRddha grAmINa; bilakula hI anapar3ha, para bahuta bhale dila kaa| apane sAdhusvabhAva ke kAraNa sArI yUnivarsiTI meM vaha eka saMta ke rUpa meM jAnA jAtA thaa| eka dina maiMne pUchA usase, jaba ki hama paraspara paricita ho cuke the aura hamAre bIca eka nizcita mitratA bana cukI thI, 'saMta, kyA vAstava meM yaha saca hI hai ki tuma pAnI aura dUdha kabhI nahIM milAte?' vaha kahane lagA, 'bilakula saca hai|' lekina phira maiMne kahA, 'aisA to asaMbhava hai| tumhAre dAma to utane hI haiM jitane ki dUsare gvAloM ke, tumhArA to sArA dhaMdhA ghATe meM jA rahA hogaa|' vaha haMsa pdd'aa| vaha kahane lagA, 'Apa jAnate nhiiN| isakI eka tarakIba hai|' maiM bolA, 'batAo mujhe vaha tarakIba, kyoMki maiMne sunA hai ki tuma to apanA hAtha bhI rakha dete ho rAmAyaNa para, hiMdU bAibala para, yaha kahate hue ki tuma dUdha meM pAnI kabhI nahIM milaate|' vaha bolA hI, aisA bhI kiyA hai maiMne kyoMki maiM hameza pAnI meM dUdha i kAnUnI taura para vaha bilakula ThIka hai| tuma zapatha le sakate ho, tuma saugaMdha le sakate ho; isameM kucha ar3acana nahIM hogii| lekina cAhe tuma dUdha meM pAnI milAo yA pAnI meM' dUdha milAo bAta eka hI hai, kyoMki kisI cIja kA mizraNa use azudadha banA detA hai|
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________________ jaba pataMjali kahate haiM, ' azuddha ko zuddha jAnanA avidyA hai, to ve kaha rahe haiM, ' asvAbhAvika ko svAbhAvika jAnanA avidyA hai|' aura tuma bahuta-sI asvAbhAvika cIjoM ko svAbhAvika mAna lie ho, tuma pUrI taraha bhUla cuke ho ki svAbhAvika kyA hai| svAbhAvika ko pA lene ke lie tumheM svayaM meM gahare utaranA hogaa| sArA samAja tumheM asvAbhAvika banA detA hai; vaha tuma para aisI cIjeM lAdatA jAtA hai jo ki svAbhAvika nahIM hotI, vaha tumheM eka DhAMce meM khalatA jAtA hai| vaha tumheM detA calA jAtA hai Adarza, siddhAta, pUrvAgraha, aura taraha-taraha kI naasmjhiyaaN| tumheM use svayaM khoja lenA hai jo svAbhAvika hai| abhI kucha dina pahale eka yuvaka AyA mere paas| vaha pUchane lagA, 'kyA mere lie vivAha kara lenA ThIka hai? kyoMki merI AdhyAtmika pravRtti hai, maiM vivAha nahIM karanA caahtaa|' maiMne pUchA usase, 'kyA tumane vivekAnaMda ko par3hA hai? vaha bolA, 'hI, vivekAnaMda to mere guru haiN|' taba maiMne pUchA usase, 'dUsarI aura kaunasI kitAbeM tuma par3hate rahe ho!' vaha bolA, 'zivAnaMda, vivekAnaMda aura dUsare kaI zikSakoM ko|' maiMne pUchA usase, 'vivAha na karane kA vicAra tumhArA hai yA vivekAnaMda aura zivAnaMda Adi kA hai? yaha yadi mhArA hai to bilakala ThIka hai yh|' vaha bolA, 'nahIM, kyoMki merA mana kAmavAsanA ke bAre meM socatA hI rahatA hai, para vivekAnaMda hI ThIka hoMge ki kAmavAsanA se laDanA hI caahie| varanA kaise sadharegA koI hI caahie| varanA kaise sudharegA koI? vyakti ko AdhyAtmikatA upalabdha karanI hai|' yahI hai add'cn| aba yaha vivekAnaMda dUdha meM mile hue pAnI haiN| vivekAnaMda ke lie ThIka rahA hogA brahmacArI rahanA; yaha hai unake apane nirNaya kI baat| lekina yadi ve prabhAvita the badadha se, rAmakRSNa se, to vai bhI asvAbhAvika hue, azuddha hue| apane aMtasa kA aura svabhAva kA anusaraNa karanA hotA hai, aura rahanA hotA hai bahuta saccA aura praamaannik| kyoMki jAla bahuta bar3A hai aura gaDDe lAkhoM haiN| sar3aka baMTa jAtI hai bahata sAre AyAmoM meM aura dizAoM meN| tuma kho sakate ho| tumhArA mana socatA hai kAmavAsanA kI, vivekAnaMda kA zikSaNa kahatA hai, 'nhiiN|' taba tumheM nirNaya lenA hotA hai| tumheM calanA par3atA hai tumhAre mana ke anusaar| maiMne kahAM usa yuvaka se, 'behatara hai ki tuma vivAha kara lo|' taba maiMne eka kathA kahI usse| jitane sarvAdhika pIr3ita pati hue unameM se eka thA sukraat| usakI patnI jenathipe bahuta khataranAka striyoM meM se eka thii| striyAM khataranAka hotI haiM lekina vaha to sabase jyAdA khataranAka strI thii| vaha pITatI thI sukarAta ko| eka bAra to usane sArI cAyadAnI uMDela dI usake sira pr| usakA AdhA ceharA jalA huA hI rahA jIvana bhr| aise AdamI se pUchanA ki kyA kareM! pUchA thA eka yuvaka ne, 'mujhe vivAha karanA cAhie yA nahIM?' nissaMdeha, vaha AzA rakhatA thA ki sukarAta kahegA, 'nahIM'-usane bahuta dukha pAyA thA isa kaarnn| lekina vaha to bolA, 'hI, tumheM kara lenA cAhie vivaah|' yuvaka kahane lagA, 'lekina aisA kaise kaha sakate haiM Apa? maiMne to bahuta sArI aphavAheM sunI haiM Apake bAre meM aura ApakI patnI ke bAre meN|' vaha bolA, 'hAM, maiM to kahatA hUM tumase ki tumheM vivAha kara lenA caahie| yadi tumheM
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________________ acchI patnI milatI haiM to tuma prasanna rahoge, aura prasannatA dvArA bahuta sArI cIjeM vikasita hotI haiM, kyoMki prasannatA svAbhAvika hotI hai| yadi tumheM burI patnI milatI hai, taba nirAsakti, tyAga kI bhAvanA vikasita hogii| tuma mujha jaise mahAna dArzanika bana jaaoge| donoM hI avasthAoM meM tumheM lAbha hogaa| jaba tuma mere pAsa pUchane Ae ho ki vivAha karUM yA nahIM, to vivAha kA vicAra tumameM hai, varanA tuma mere pAsa Ate hI kyoM? maiM kahAM isa yuvaka se, 'tuma mujhase pUchane Ae ho| yaha AnA hI batalAtA hai ki vivekAnaMda paryApta nahIM rahe, abhI bhI tumhArA svabhAva DolatA rahatA hai| tumheM vivAha kara lenA caahie| dukhI hoo usase, AnaMdita hoo usase; pIr3A aura sukha donoM meM se gujaro aura paripakva ho jAo anubhava dvaaraa| eka bAra tuma paka jAte ho, isalie nahIM ki vivekAnaMda yA koI dUsarA aisA kahatA hai, balki isalie ki tuma praur3ha aura paripakva ho hI cuke ho, kAmavAsanA kI mUr3hatA gira jAtI hai| vaha gira jAtI hai, taba brahmacarya udita hotA hai, saccA brahmacarya udita hotA hai, zuddha brahmacarya udita hotA hai, lekina yahI to hai bheda / ' sadA smaraNa rakhanA ki tuma tuma ho, na to tuma vivekAnaMda ho aura na tuma buddha ho aura na hI mujha jaise ho bahuta prabhAvita mata ho jAnA, prabhAva hai azuddhatA saceta raho, sajaga raho, dhyAna se dekho, aura jaba taka koI cIja tumhAre svAbhAva ke anurUpa nahIM baiThatI, mata grahaNa karo use vaha tumhAre lie nahIM hotI yA ki tuma usake lie taiyAra hI nahIM hote| jo kucha bhI ho bAta, isa kSaNa to vaha cIja tumhAre lie nahIM hai| tumheM bar3hanA hotA hai tumhAre apane anubhava ke dvArA eka paripakvatA taka praur3hatA taka pahuMcane ke lie tumheM dukha kI jarUrata hotI hai| tuma jaldI meM par3akara koI bAta nahIM kara skte| / jIvana anaMta hai, usameM kahIM koI jaldI nahIM samaya kI kamI nahIM hai jIvana to nitAMta dhairyavAna hai, vahAM koI adhairya nhiiN| tuma bar3ha sakate ho, tumhArI apanI gati se / zArTakaTsa kI koI jarUrata nahIM, koI kabhI saphala nahIM huA zArTakaTsa ke dvArA yadi tuma jaldabAjI kA rAstA pakar3ate ho, to kauna tumheM anubhava degA laMbI yAtrA kA? tuma use cUka jAoge aura hara saMbhAvanA maujUda hai ki tuma vahIM lauTa Aoge aura sArI bAta hI UrjA aura samaya kI kSati bana jaaegii| zArTakaTsa sadA bhrAMtiyAM hI hote haiN| kabhI mata cunanA zArTakaTa sadA svAbhAvika ko hI cunanA ho sakatA hai isameM jyAdA samaya laga jAeto lagane do| isI bhAti to jIvana vikasita hotA hai, use jabaradastI lAyA nahIM jA sktaa| jaba pataMjali kahate haiM, 'zuddha ko azuddha samajha lenA avidyA hai, jAgarUkatA kA abhAva hai, to zuddhatA kA artha hotA hai - tumhArI svAbhAvikatA, jaise ki tuma ho -dUsaroM ke dvArA prabhAvita nahIM, pradUSita nahIM / kisI ko Adarza mata banA lenaa| buddha kI bhAMti hone kI koziza mata karanA; tuma kevala tumhAre jaise ho sakate ho| yadi buddha tuma jaise hone kI koziza karate, to vaisA saMbhava na hotaa| koI kisI dUsare jaisA nahIM ho sktaa| pratyeka kA apanA hone kA anUThA DhaMga hotA hai, aura vahI hai zuddhatA tumhAre apane astitva kA anusaraNa karanA, tumhArA svayaM jaisA ho jAnA zuddhatA hai| yaha bahuta kaThina hai,
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________________ kyoMki tuma prabhAvita ho jAte ho, kyoMki tuma sammohita ho jAte ho| aisA bahuta kaThina hai, kyoMki aise tarkasaMgata vyakti maujUda haiM jo ki tumheM vizvasanIya DhaMga se prabhAvita kara dete haiN| yaha bahuta kaThina hai| bahuta suMdara loga haiM ve; unakI suMdaratA prabhAvita karatI hai tumheN| cAroM ora bahuta bar3hiyA loga haiM, ve cuMbakIya rUpa se AkarSaka haiM, unake pAsa bar3A AkarSaNa hai| jaba tuma unake AsapAsa hote ho, to tuma khIMca hI lie jAte ho, unake pAsa gurutvAkarSaNa hotA hai| tumheM saceta rahanA par3atA hai, mahAna vyaktiyoM ke prati jyAdA saceta, unake prati jyAdA saceta jinake pAsa cuMbakIya AkarSaNa hai, unake prati jyAdA saceta jo prabhAvita kara sakate haiN| ve prabhAvita kara sakate haiM, aura tumheM badala sakate haiM, kyoMki ve tumheM de sakate haiM ashuddhtaa| aisA nahIM hai ki ve tumheM denA hI cAhate haiM use, kisI buddha puruSa ne kabhI nahIM cAhA hai kisI ko apane jaisA bnaanaa| ve nahIM cAhate aisA, lekina tumhArA apanA mUr3ha mana hI anukaraNa karanA cAhegA, kisI dUsare ko Adarza banA lenA cAhegA aura usake jaisA hone kA prayAsa kregaa| yahI hai sabase bar3I azuddhatA jo ki ghaTa sakatI hai kisI vyakti ko| prema karo buddha se, jIsasa se, rAmakRSNa se, unake anubhavoM dvArA samRddha bano, para prabhAvita mata ho jaanaa| aisA bahuta kaThina hotA hai, kyoMki bheda bahuta sUkSma hai| prema karo, suno, AtmasAta karo, para anukaraNa mata kro| grahaNa karo jo kucha tuma grahaNa kara sakate ho, lekina sadA grahaNa karanA tumhAre svabhAva ke anusaar| yadi koI cIja anurUpa baiThatI ho tumhAre svabhAva ke to le lenA use-magara isalie nahIM ki buddha kahate haiM vaisA karane ko| buddha phira-phira yAda dilAte apane ziSyoM ko, 'koI cIja mata mAna lenA kyoMki maiM kahatA hai| mAnanA to kevala isalie yadi tumheM usakI jarUrata ho to, yadi tuma usa sthAna taka pahuMca gae jahAM ki vaha tumhAre lie svAbhAvika ho|' buddha, buddha banate haiM lAkhoM-lAkhoM janmoM dvArA, zubha aura azubha ke, pApa aura puNya ke, naitikatA aura anaitikatA ke, dukha aura sukha ke lAkhoM anubhavoM dvaaraa| svayaM buddha ko gujaranA par3atA hai lAkhoM janmoM se aura lAkhoM anubhavoM se| aura kyA cAhate ho tuma? buddha ko sunane mAtra se, unake dvArA prabhAvita ho jAne se, tuma turaMta chalAMga lagAte ho aura unakA anukaraNa karane lagate ho! vaisA saMbhava nahIM hai| tumheM tumhAre apane mArga se hI calanA hogaa| jo kucha tuma le sakate ho, le lenA, lekina hamezA bar3hanA tumhAre apane mArga para hii| mujhe sadA yAda A jAtI hai phreDarika nItze kI kitAba 'dasa speka jrthustr|' jaba jarathustra apane ziSyoM se vidA le rahe the| jo aMtima bAta unhoMne kahI, bar3I suMdara thii| vaha aMtima saMdeza thA; ve kaha cuke the hara baat| unhoMne apanA saMpUrNa hRdaya de diyA thA unheM aura jo aMtima bAta kahI, vaha thI, ' aba suno mujhe aura aisI gaharAI se suno jaisA tumane kabhI na sunA ho| merA aMtima saMdeza hai: jarathustra se sAvadhAna rahanA! mujhase sAvadhAna rhnaa|'
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________________ yahI aMtima saMdeza hai sAre buddha puruSoM kA, kyoMki ve bahuta AkarSaka hote haiM, tuma prabhAva meM par3a sakate ho aura eka bAra tumase bAhara kI cIja tumhAre svabhAva meM praveza kara jAtI hai, to tuma galata mArga para hote ho| pataMjali kahate haiM, 'azuddha ko zuddha jAnanA, dukha ko sukha jAnanA jAgarUkatA kA abhAva hai, avidyA hai|' tuma kahoge, 'jo kucha pataMjali kahate haiM saca ho sakatA hai| lekina hama itane mUDha nahIM ki dukha ko sukha mAna leN| tuma mUDha ho| hara koI mUr3ha hai jaba taka ki koI saMpUrNatayA jAgaruka nahIM ho jaataa| tumane bahuta sArI cIjeM sukhakArI mAna lI haiM jo ki dukhadAyI haiN| tuma pIr3A bhogate ho aura tuma cIkhatecillAte aura rote ho, lekina phira bhI tuma nahIM samajhate ki tumane kucha aisI cIja kI hai jo ki maulika rUpa se dukhapUrNa hai aura sukha meM parivartita nahIM kI jA sktii| saMbaMdhI mAmaloM ko lekara ve kahate haiM ki yaha to bahuta pIr3A dekhA, jisane kahA ho mujhase ki unakA yauna jIvana vaisA hI bAta kyA hai? zurU meM ve kahate haiM ki hara cIja suMdara hai| zurU roja mere pAsa loga Ate haiM apane yauna se bharA hai| maiMne eka bhI aisA jor3A nahIM hai jaisA ki use honA cAhie-zreSTha, suMdara meM vaha sadA hI hotI hai hara kisI ke lie yauna saMbaMdha suMdara hotA hai zurU meM, lekina phira kyoM vaha dukhI aura kaDuA ho jAtA hai? kyoM thor3e samaya bAda hanImUna ke khatma hone ke pahale hI vaha hatAza aura kaDuA hone lagatA hai? jinake pAsa bhI mAnava cetanA para kucha gaharAI se kahane ko satya vacana haiM, ve kahate haiM, zurU zurU meM jo sauMdarya hai vaha eka prAkRtika tarakIba hai tumheM dhokhA dene kii| eka bAra tuma dhokhe meM A jAte ho, phira vAstavikatA ubhara AtI hai| yaha aise hai jaise ki jaba tuma machalI pakar3ane jAte ho aura tuma kisI kATe kA prayoga karate ho; zurU meM jaba do vyakti milate haiM, to ve socate haiM ki ' aba yaha saMsAra kA sabase bar3A carama anubhava hogaa|' ve socate haiM ki yahI strI sabase suMdara strI hai' aura strI socatI hai ki jo puruSa hue una meM se yaha saba se mahAna puruSa hai|' ve eka bhrAMti kA AraMbha karate haiM, ve prakSepita karate haiN| ve koziza karate haiM vaha dekhane kI jo kucha ve dekhanA cAhate haiN| ve nahIM dekhate asalI vyakti ko| ve nahIM dekhate use jo vahA hai, ve to basa unakA apanA sapanA prakSepita huA hI dekhate haiN| dUsarA to kevala eka paradA bana jAtA hai aura tuma prakSepita karate ho| dera- abera vAstavikatA A banatI hai| aura jaba kAmavAsanA kI paripUrti ho jAtI hai, jaba prakRti ke AdhArabhUta sammohana kI pUrti ho jAtI hai, taba hara cIja besvAda ho jAtI hai| -- taba tuma dUsare ko aise dekhane lagate ho jaisA ki vaha hotA hai, bahuta sAmAnya, kucha viziSTa nhiiN| zarIra meM aba koI sugaMdha na rahI usase to pasInA bahatA / ceharA aba divya na rahA- vaha pazu jaisA ho gyaa|
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________________ AMkhoM se aba Izvara nahIM dekha rahA tumhArI ora, balki vahA eka ugra jAnavara eka kAmuka pazu hai| ama TUTa gayA, sapanA bikhara gyaa| aba dukha prAraMbha huaa| aura tumane to vAdA kiyA thA ki tuma sadA isa strI se prema karate rahoge, strI ne vAdA kiyA thA ki agale janmoM meM bhI vaha tumhArI chAyA banI rhegii| aba tuma chale gae ho tumhAre apane vAdoM dvArA, jAla meM ulajha gae ho| aba kaise tuma pIche haTa sakate ho? aba tumheM use calAe hI calanA hogaa| pAkhaMDa, dikhAvA, krodha praveza kara jAte haiN| kyoMki jaba kabhI bhI tuma dikhAvA karate ho, to dera- abera tumheM gussA AegA hI, dikhAvA bar3A bhArI bojha hotA hai| aba tuma strI kA hAtha pakar3ate ho aura use thAme rahate ho, lekina usase to barana pasInA hI chUTatA hai aura ghaTatA kucha nahIM hai, koI kavitA nahIM, kevala pasInA hii| tuma use chor3anA cAhate ho, lekina strI ko to isase coTa phuNcegii| vaha bhI hAtha chor3a denA cAhatI hai, lekina vaha bhI socatI haiM ki tumheM coTa lagegI aura premiyoM ko to hAthoM ko thAme hI rahanA hai ! tuma cUmate ho strI ko, lekina vahA sivAya muMha kI badabU ke kucha nahIM hotaa| hara bAta asuMdara ho jAtI hai aura taba tuma pratikriyA karate, taba tuma badalA lete taba tuma dUsare para jimmedArI DAla dete, taba tuma siddha karanA cAhate ki dUsarA aparAdhI hai| usane kucha galata kiyA hai yA ki usane tumheM dhokhA diyA hai, vaha aisA hone kA dikhAvA karatI rahI hai jaisI ki vaha nahIM thI! aura phira calI AtI hai vivAha kI sArI asuNdrtaa| dhyAna rahe, dukha ko sukha jAnanA hai jAgarUkatA kA abhAva honaa| AraMbha meM yadi koI cIja sukhadAyI hotI hai aura aMta meM dukhadAyI bana jAtI hai, to dhyAna rahe ki yaha bilakula zurU se hI dukhapUrNa thI; kevala jAgarUkatA ke abhAva ne hI tumheM dhokhA diyA hai| kisI aura ne dhokhA nahIM diyA hai tumheM diyA hai to jAgarukatA ke abhAva ne hI tumheM paryApta hoza na thA cIjoM ko usa taraha dekhane kA jaisI ki ve thiiN| anyathA, kaise sukha badala sakatA thA dukha meM! yadi sacamuca hI sukha hotA, to jaise-jaise samaya bItatA, to vaha aura -- aura bar3A sukha bana gayA hotaa| honA to use aisA hI caahie| tuma bote ho Ama ke peDU kA bIja jyoM-jyoM vaha bar3hatA hai, to kyA vaha nIma ke peDU kA phala bana jAegA, kaDuA hogA? yadi pahale hI bIja Ama kA thA, to banegA Ama kA per3a, Ama vA vizAla vRkSa / hajAroM Ama AeMge usa pr| lekina yadi tuma lagAte ho Ama kA vRkSa aura aMta meM vaha ho jAtA hai kA peDU kaDuA, kadama kaDuA, to kyA artha hotA hai isakA ? isakA artha hai ki peDU ne tumheM dhokhA se Ama ke peDU kA bIja jAna liyA thaa| nahIM diyA, balki tumane hI nIma ke peDU ke bIja ko bhUla varanA, sukha to aura sukhadAyI ho jAtA hai, prasannatA aura aura prasannatA hotI jAtI hai, aMtata: vaha AnaMda kA uccatama zikhara ho jAtI hai| lekina vyakti ko sajaga rahanA hotA hai, jaba ki vaha bIja bo rahA hotA hai| eka bAra tuma bIja bo dete ho, phira tuma pakar3a lie jAte ho, kyoMki taba tuma badala nahIM skte| taba tumheM phala pAnA hI hogA aura tuma phala pA rahe ho| -
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________________ tuma sadA dukha kI phasala pAte ho aura tumheM kabhI hoza nahIM AtA ki bIja ke sAtha hI kucha galata hogaa| jaba kabhI tumheM dukha bhoganA par3atA hai, tuma socane lagate ho ki koI dUsarA tumheM dhokhA detA rahA hai-patnI, pati, mitra, parivAra, para hai koI dUsarA hii| zaitAna yA koI aura tumhAre sAtha cAlAkiyAM cala rahA hai| yaha hai usa saccAI se bacanA ki tumane galata bIja boe haiN| dukha ko sukha jAna lenA jAgarUkatA kA abhAva honA hai| aura yahI hai ksauttii| pUcho pataMjali se, zaMkarAcArya se, buddha se; yahI hai kasauTI : yadi aMtataH koI bAta dukha bana jAtI hai, to AraMbha se hI vaha dukhadAyI rahI hogii| aMta kasauTI hai; aMtima phala hI hai ksauttii| tumheM vRkSa pahacAnanA hai phala dvArA, dUsarA aura koI upAya nahIM pahacAnane kaa| yadi tumhArA jIvana dukha kA eka vRkSa bana gayA hai, to tumheM jAnanA cAhie ki bIja hI galata thA; tumane kucha galata kiyA, vApasa lautto| lekina tuma kabhI vaisA nahIM krte| tuma phira vahI galatI dubArA kroge| yadi tumhArI patnI mara jAe aura tumane bAra socA thA ki yadi vaha mara jAe to acchA hI hogA aisA pati khojanA kaThina hai, jisane bahuta bAra socA na ho ki yadi usakI patnI mara jAe to yaha acchA hogA-'maiMne tobA kI aura mujhe phira kisI strI kI tarapha dekhanA hI nahIM hai| lekina jisa kSaNa patnI maratI hai, turaMta dUsarI tnI kA vicAra mana meM A jAtA hai| mana phira socane lagatA hai, 'kauna jAne? yaha strI acchI na ho, lekina dUsarI strI acchI ho sakatI hai| yaha saMbaMdha suMdara aMta taka nahIM pahuMcA, lekina yaha bAta sAre dvAra hI to baMda nahIM kara detI, dUsare dvAra khule haiN|' mana kAma karane lagatA hai| tuma phira se jAla meM ulajha jAoge aura tuma phira pIr3A paaoge| aura tuma sadA hI socoge, 'zAyada yaha strI yA ki vaha strii.....:|' yaha strI yA puruSa kA savAla nahIM, yaha jAgarUka hone kA savAla hai| yadi tumheM hoza hotA hai, taba jo kucha tuma karate ho, tuma aMta kI ora dekhate hue hI kroge| tumheM isakA pUrA hoza rahegA ki aMta meM kyA hone vAlA hai| to yadi dukhamaya honA cAhate ho, yadi tuma aura dukha meM jInA hI cAhate ho, to yaha cunanA tuma para hai| lekina taba tuma kisI dUsare ko jimmedAra nahIM ThaharA skte| tuma bilakula ThIka se jAnate ho ki tumane bIja boyA aura aba tumheM usake vRkSa kA phala pAnA hI hai| lekina kauna aisA mUr3ha hai ki sajaga, saceta hokara vaha kaDuve bIja boegA? kisalie? 'aura anAtma ko Atma jAnanA avidyA hai'|' yahI cIjeM haiM ksauttii| tumane anAtma ko Atma jAna liyA hai| kaI bAra tuma socate ho ki tuma zarIra ho| kaI bAra tuma socate ho ki tuma mana ho| kaI bAra tuma socate ho ki tuma hRdaya ho| ye haiM tIna uljhaav| zarIra sabase jyAdA bAharI parata hai| jaba tumheM bhUkha: lagatI hai, taba kyA tumane sadA yahI nahIM kahAM hai ki 'maiM bhUkhA hUM?' jAgarUkatA kA abhAva hai yh| tuma to mAtra jAnane vAle ho ki zarIra bhUkhA hai, tuma bhUkhe nahIM hote ho| cetanA kaise bhUkhI ho sakatI hai? bhojana kabhI bhI cetanA meM praveza nahIM karatA hai, cetanA kabhI
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________________ bhUkhI nahIM hotI hai| vastuta: jaba tuma jAna lete ho cetanA ko, to tuma jAna loge ki vaha sadA paritRpta hotI hai, kabhI bhUkhI nahIM hotii| vaha sadA saMpUrNa hotI hai; usameM kisI cIja kA abhAva nahIM hotaa| vaha hai pahale se hI paramotkarSa, parama zikhara, aMtima vikAsa, vaha bhUkhI nahIM hotii| aura cetanA kaise bhUkhI ho sakatI hai bhojana ke lie?-usakI AvazyakatA zarIra ko hai| hozapUrNa AdamI to kahegA, 'merA zarIra bhUkhA hai|' yA agara hoza jyAdA hI gaharA calA jAtA hai, to vaha nahIM kahegA 'merA zarIra', vaha kahegA, 'yaha zarIra bhUkhA hai; zarIra hai bhuukhaa|' eka bar3e bhAratIya rahasyavAdI saMta amarIkA ge| unakA nAma thA raamtiirth| ve sadA anya puruSa meM bAta-cIta karate the| ve kabhI nahIM kahate the, 'maiN|' aisA ajIba lagatA ki ve kyA kaha rahe haiM, kyoMki loga unheM nahIM jAnate the, nahIM samajhate the| eka dina ve lauTe usa ghara meM jahAM ki ve amarIkA meM Thahare hue the| ve haMsate gae, maje se, unakA sArA zarIra eka bharapUra haMsI haMsa rahA thaa| sArA zarIra hila rahA thA haMsI shit| usa parivAra ke logoM ne pUchA, 'bAta kyA hai, huA kyA? kyoM Apa itane khuza haiM? kyoM haMsa rahe haiM Apa?' ve bole, 'kucha bAta hI aisI ghaTI sar3aka pr| kucha zarAratI lar3akoM ne rAma para patthara pheMkane zurU kara die'-rAma to unhIM kA nAma thA- 'aura maiMne kahAM rAma se, aba dekha lo! aura rAma bahata jyAdA gusse meM thaa| vaha isake lie kucha karanA cAhatA thA, lekina maiMne sahayoga nahIM diyA, maiM khar3A rahA eka or|' parivAra ke loga kahane lage, 'hama nahIM samajha sake ki ApakA matalaba kyA hai! kisake bAre meM bAta kara rahe haiM Apa?' rAmatIrtha bole, 'maiM rAma nahIM hUM; maiM caitanya hUM, jAtA huuN| yaha zarIra rAma hai aura ve lar3ake mujha para patthara nahIM pheMka skte| kaise patthara pheMkA jA sakatA hai cetanA para? kyA tuma patthara se AkAza ko coTa pahuMcA sakate ho? kyA tuma patthara se AkAza ko chU sakate ho?' cetanA eka vizAla AkAza hai, eka khulA AkAza; tuma use coTa nahIM pahuMcA skte| kevala zarIra ko coTa pahuMcAyI jA sakatI hai patthara dvArA, kyoMki zarIra saMbaMdhita hai padArtha se, padArtha coTa pahuMcA sakatA hai use| zarIra padArtha kA hai, use bhojana kI bhUkha lagatI hai| bhojana use tRpta kara sakatA hai, bhUkha to use mAra degii| cetanA zarIra nahIM hai| jAgarUkatA kA abhAva hotA hai jaba tuma apane zarIra ko hI svayaM mAna lete ho| tumhAre jAvana ke ninyAnabe pratizata dukha isI kAraNa haiM; jAgarUkatA ke abhaavvsh| tuma zarIra ko hI 'maiM' mAna lete ho aura taba tuma pIr3A pAte ho| tuma svapna meM pIr3A bhoga rahe ho| zarIra tumhArA nahIM hai| jaldI hI yaha tumhArA nahIM rhegaa| kahAM the tuma, jaba tumhArA zarIra maujUda na thA? tumhAre janma se pahale kahAM the tuma, taba tumhArA ceharA kyA thA? aura tumhArA ceharA kaisA hogA? tuma puruSa hooge yA strI? cetanA ina donoM meM se kucha nahIM hai| yadi tuma socate ho ki maiM puruSa hUM to yaha hai jAgarUkatA kA abhaav| cetanA? cetanA kaise bAMTa dI jA sakatI hai strI-puruSa meM? usake koI strI-puruSa ke aMga nahIM hote haiN| yadi tuma socate ki tuma bacce ho yA yuvaka yA ki vRddha, to phira tumameM jAgarUkatA kA abhAva hotA hai|
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________________ kaise tuma vRddha ho sakate ho? kaise yuvA ho sakate ho? cetanA ina donoM meM kucha bhI nhiiN| vaha to zAzvata hai, vaha eka hI hai vaha janmatI nahIM, vaha maratI nahIM aura banI rahatI hai-vaha svayaM hI jIvana hai| yA, mana ko lo-vaha hai dUsarI, jyAdA gaharI parata aura vaha jyAdA sUkSma hotI hai aura cetanA ke jyAdA nikaTa hotI hai| tuma svayaM ko mana hI mAna lete ho| tuma kahe jAte ho, maiM, maiM, maiN| yadi koI tumhArI dhAraNA kA virodha karatA hai to tuma kahate ho, 'yaha merI dhAraNA hai', aura tuma lar3a par3ate ho usake lie| satya ke lie koI vivAda nahIM karatA hai, loga bahasa karate aura vAda-vivAda karate aura lar3ate haiM unake 'maiM' ke lie|'merii dhAraNA kA artha hai maiN| kaise tumheM himmata par3atI hai virodha karane kI? maiM siddha kara dUMgA ki maiM sahI hN|' satya kI kisI ko ciMtA nhiiN| kauna phikra karatA hai? savAla to yaha hotA hai ki sahI kauna hai savAla yaha nahIM ki sahI kyA hai| lekina phira loga tAdAtmya banA lete haiM, aura kevala sAdhAraNa loga hI nahIM, ve vyakti bhI jo ki dhArmika hote haiN| eka AdamI parivAra tyAga detA hai, bacce, bAjAra, saMsAra chor3a detA hai aura calA jAtA hai himAlaya kI or| tuma pUchate ho usase, 'kyA tuma hiMdU ho?' aura vaha kahatA hai, 'hii'| yaha hiMdutva hai kyA? kyA cetanA hiMdU hai, musalamAna hai, IsAI hai? yaha hai mn| jAgarUkatA kA abhAva hotA hai yadi tuma anAtma ke sAtha tAdAtmya banA lete ho aura socate ho ki vaha AtmA hai| aura phira hai hRdaya, cetanA ke sarvAdhika nikaTa, lekina phira bhI bahuta duur| tIna tala hue-zarIra, vicAra aura bhaav| jaba tumheM bhAva kI anubhUti hotI hai, to tumheM bahuta hoza rakhanA hotA hai, yaha anubhava karane ko ki vaha tuma nahIM ho jise anubhUti hotI hai| vaha bAta phira yaMtra kA hI hissA hai| nissaMdeha, vaha cetanA ke nikaTatama hai| hRdaya cetanA ke nikaTatama hai, sira par3atA hai bIca meM, aura zarIra hai sabase duur| lekina phira bhI, tuma hRdaya nahIM ho| anubhUti bhI eka ghaTanA hai, vaha AtI hai aura calI jAtI hai vaha eka taraMga hai, vaha uThatI hai aura mara jAtI hai| vaha eka bhAvadazA hai| vaha astitva rakhatI hai aura phira astitva nahIM rakhatI hai| tuma vaha ho jisakA astitva sadA rahegA-sadA-sadA, anaMtakAla tk| 'anAtma ko AtmA jAna lenA hai jAgarUkatA kA abhAva honaa|' to phira jAgarUkatA hai kyA? jAgarUkatA hai isa bAta ke prati hoza rakhanA ki tuma zarIra nahIM ho| isalie nahIM ki upaniSada aisA kahate haiM yA pataMjali aisA kahate haiM kyoMki tuma, apane mana meM aisA pUrI taraha baiThA sakate ho ki tuma zarIra nahIM ho| tuma hara subaha aura zAma doharA sakate ho, 'maiM zarIra nahIM haM?| usase madada na milegii| yaha doharAne kI bAta hI nahIM hai, yaha eka gahana samajha kI bAta hai| aura yadi tuma samajhate ho, to doharAne meM sAra kyA?
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________________ eka bAra eka saMnyAsI, eka jaina muni mere sAtha tthhre| hara subaha vaha baiTha jAte aura saMskRta ke maMtra kA japa karate 'maiM zarIra nahIM hUM, maiM mana nahIM hUM maiM zuddhatama brahma huuN|' ve japa karate aura japa, aura japa karate subaha Der3ha ghaMTe tk| tIsare dina maiMne kahAM unase, 'kyA Apa jAnate nahIM ise? to kyoM Apa japa karate haiM? yadi Apane jAna liyA hai ise, to yaha bAta mUDhatA kI huii| yadi Apane ise nahIM jAnA hai, to phira mar3hatA hI hai kyoMki mAtra doharAte rahane se kaise jAna sakate haiM Apa?' yadi AdamI doharAtA calA jAtA hai, 'maiM bar3A kSamatApUrNa, kAmakSamatA se bharA huA puruSa hUM?, to tuma nizcita jAna sakate ho ki vaha napuMsaka hai| kyoM doharAnA:, 'maiM puruSa hUM aura bahuta sakSama aura zaktivAna hUM?' aura yadi eka AdamI hara subaha yaha bAta doharAtA hai Der3ha ghaMTe taka to isakA matalaba kyA huA? yaha bAta darzAtI hai ki ThIka kucha viparIta mana meM hai; kahIM bhItara vaha jAnatA hai ki vaha napuMsaka hai| aba vaha koziza kara rahA hai khuda ko mUrkha banAne kI isa bAta se ki maiM bar3A balazAlI puruSa huuN| yadi tuma ho, to tuma ho hii| use doharAne kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| maiMne kahAM usa jaina muni se, 'isase patA calatA hai ki Apane jAnA hI nhiiN| yaha eka pUrA saMketa huA ki Apa aba bhI zarIra ke sAtha tAdAtmya banAe hae ho| aura doharAne se kaise Apa isake bAhara jA sakate ho? samajho ki doharAnA samajha nahIM hai|' samajhane ke lie, dhyAna do| jaba bhUkha lagatI, taba dhyAna do ki vaha zarIra meM hai yA ki tumameM hai| jaba roga hotA hai, to dhyAna denA ki vaha kahAM hotA hai, zarIra meM yA tumameM? eka vicAra uThatA hai, dhyAna denA ki vaha kahAM hotA hai, mana meM yA tumameM? eka bhAva uThatA hai, to dekhanA dhyaanpuurvk| adhikAdhika dhyAnapUrNa hone meM tuma jAgarUkatA ko upalabdha ho jaaoge| doharAne se kisI ne kabhI nahIM paayaa| tuma hote ho tumhArI AMkhoM ke pIche, bilakula aise khar3e hue jaise ki koI khar3A ho khir3akI ke pIche aura bAhara dekha rahA: ho| khir3akI se bAhara dekha rahA vyakti ThIka tuma jaisA hI hai, AMkhoM meM se jhAMka rahA hai merI or| lekina tuma AMkhoM ke sAtha tAdAtmya banA sakate ho, tuma dRzya ke sAtha tAdAtmya banA sakate ho| dekhanA eka kSamatA hai, eka maadhym| AMkheM mAtra khir3akiyAM haiM, ve tuma nhiiN| pataMjali kahate haiM pAMca iMdriyoM davArA tumhArA mAdhyama ke sAtha, zarIra ke sAtha tAdAtmya bana jAtA hai, aura ina pAMcoM ke kAraNa janma le letA hai ahNkaar|' ahaMkAra eka jhUThA astitva hai| ahaMkAra vaha saba kucha hai jo tuma nahIM ho aura tuma socate ho ki tuma ho| khir3akI meM khar3A huA AdamI socane lagatA hai ki vaha svayaM khir3akI hai| kyA kara rahe ho tuma AMkhoM ke pIche bhU:-tuma to dekha rahe ho AMkhoM ke dvaaraa| AMkheM khiDakiyA haiM, kAna jharokhe haiM; tuma suna rahe ho kAnoM ke dvaaraa| tuma phailA dete ho tumhArA hAtha merI ora, aura maiM chU letA hUM tumheM; hAtha to basa eka mAdhyama hai| tuma nahIM ho hAtha aura isa bAta ko tuma dhyAna se dekha sakate ho, aura isakA prayoga kara sakate ho|
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________________ bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki koI cIja ghaTatI hai ThIka tumhArI AMkhoM ke sAmane aura tuma cUka jAte ho| kaI bAra tumane pUrA pRSTha par3ha liyA hotA hai, aura acAnaka tumheM dhyAna AtA ki tuma par3hate rahe ho, to bhI tumane eka zabda taka nahIM pddh'aa| tumheM yAda nahIM tumane kyA par3hA aura tumheM phira se pIche par3atA hai| kyA ghaTa gayA? yadi tuma AMkheM hI ho to yaha bAta kaise saMbhava ho sakatI thI ? tuma nahIM ho AMkheM khir3akI khAlI thI pRSTha kI ora se dekhatI huii| khir3akI ke pIche cetanA maujUda na thI, vaha kahIM aura vyasta thii| dhyAna vahAM nahIM thaa| tuma zAyada AMkheM baMda kie khar3e hue hoge khir3akI para, yA tumhArI pITha thI khir3akI kI tarapha, lekina tuma dekha nahIM rahe the khir3akI meM se aisA hotA hai hara roja - akasmAta tuma jAnate ho ki kucha ghaTa gayA hai aura tumane dekhA hI nahIM, tumane par3hA hI nahIM / tuma maujUda hI na the, tuma kahIM aura the, kinhIM aura vicAroM para vicAra kara rahe the, kinhIM aura svapnoM kA svapna dekha rahe the, kinhIM dUsare saMsAroM meM vicara rahe the| khir3akI khAlI thI vahAM kyA tuma jAnate ho khAlI AMkhoM ko? jAo aura jarA dekho pAgala AdamI ko, tuma dekha sakate ho vahAM khAlI AMkha vaha dekhatA hai tumhArI tarapha aura nahIM bhI dekhtaa| tuma jAna sakate ho ki vaha dekhatA hai| tumhArI tarapha aura vaha bilakula hI nahIM dekha rahA hotA tumhArI tarapha usakI AMkha khAlI hotI hai yA tuma jA sakate ho usa saMta ke pAsa jo upalabdha ho gayA ho, phira usakI AMkha bhI khAlI hAMtI hai| vaha pAgala kI AMkha kI bhAMti nahIM hotI, lekina koI cIja samAna hotI hai usake sAtha vaha tumhAre ArapAra dekhatA hai| vaha tuma para Thahara nahIM jAtA, vaha jAtA hai tumase pAra vaha nahIM dekhatA hai tumhAre zarIra ko, balki dekhatA hai tumako vaha usake pAra calA jAtA hai vaha eka ora haTA detA hai tumhArA zarIra, tumhArA mana tumhArA hRdaya aura vaha lAMgha jAtA hai tumheM aura tuma jAnate nahIM ki tuma kauna ho / isIlie eka saMta kI dRSTi tumhAre pAra jAtI jAna par3atI hai vaha tuma para Thahara nahIM jAtA, kyoMki saMta ke lie ahaMkAra nahIM ho tuma, jaisA ki tuma socate ho tuma vahI ho| vaha eka ora chor3a detA hai ahaMkAra ko vaha to basa jhAMkatA hai tumameM eka pAgala AdamI khAlI AMkha se dekhatA hai, kyoMki usakI cetanA vahAM nahIM hotii| eka saMta bhI khAlI AMkha se dekhatA jAna par3atA hai, kyoMki usakI cetanA bilakula vahIM hotI hai| aura vaha bahuta gaharAI se tumameM utaratA hai, tumhAre astitva kI aMtima gaharAiyoM taka, jahAM tuma abhI taka nahIM pahuMce ho isalie aisA jAna par3atA hai jaise ki vaha tumhArI ora nahIM dekha rahA hai, kyoMki vaha tuma, jisake sAtha ki tumhArA tAdAtmya bana gayA hai, usake lie satya nahIM hai; balki vaha tuma jisake prati tuma sajaga nahIM ho, satya hai usake lie / ahaMkAra hai draSTA kA mAdhyama ke sAtha, dRzya ke sAtha tAdAtmya / yadi tuma mAdhyama ke sAtha tAdAtmya girA dete ho, to ahaMkAra gira jAtA hai aura koI dUsarA rAstA nahIM hai ahaMkAra girAne kA nahIM banAo koI tAdAtmya zarIra ke sAtha AMkhoM, kAnoM, mana, hRdaya ke sAtha, aura acAnaka koI ahaMkAra baca nahIM rhtaa| tuma hote ho tumhAre samagra svabhAva meM, lekina koI ahaMkAra vahAM nahIM hotaa| tuma pahalI bAra
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________________ samagra maujUdagI meM hote ho, lekina koI ahaMkAra nahIM bacatA, maiM kI koI prakriyA nahIM rahatI, koI nahIM kaha rahA hotA, maiM huuN| AkarSaNa aura usake dvArA banI Asakti hotI hai usa kisI cIja ke prati jo sukha pahuMcAtI hai| dveSa upajatA hai kisI usa cIja se jo dukha detI hai ye tumhAre isa saMsAra meM hone ke do DhaMga haiM tuma kisI usa cIja ke lie AkarSita hote ho jo ki tumheM lagatA hai ki sukha pahuMcAtI hai, tuma dveSa anubhava karate, ghRNA karate ho usa cIja se jisase ki tuma socate ho ki dukha hotA hai| lekina yadi tuma adhikAdhika hoza pA jAo, to tumhAre pAsa hogA samagra ruupaaNtrnn| tuma dekha pAoge ki jisase sukha banatA hai, usase dukha bhI banatA hai- AraMbha meM sukha, aMta meM dukh| jo kucha dukha detA hai, vahI sukha bhI detA hai- AraMbha meM dukha, aMta meM sukh| ye haiM do DhaMga saMsAra ke| eka DhaMga hai gRhastha kaa| use samajhane kI koziza karanA-vaha bAta bahuta jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai| eka DhaMga hai gRhastha kaa| vaha jItA hai moha dvArA, AkarSaNa dvArA-joM kucha, vaha anubhava karatA hai ki sukha pahuMcAtA hai, vaha sarakatA hai usakI or| vaha cipakatA hai usase aura aMtataH vaha pAtA hai dukha aura kucha bhI nahIM; pIr3A ke atirikta aura kucha nhiiN| ThIka isake viparIta DhaMga hai saMnyAsI kA, vaha jisane ki saMsAra tyAga diyaa| vaha sukha ke sAtha cipakatA nhiiN| balki isake viparIta, vaha cipakane lagatA hai dukha ke sAtha, kaThora tapazcaryA ke sAtha pIr3A ke saath| vaha leTatA hai kIToM kI zayyA para, upavAsa kie jAtA, varSoM khar3A hI rahatA, mahInoM taka sotA nhiiN| vaha ThIka viparIta bAta karatA hai kyoMki vaha jAna gayA hai ki jaba kabhI prAraMbha meM sukha hotA hai, to aMta meM dukha hI hotA hai| usane tarka ko ulaTA baiThA diyA aba vaha khojatA hai dukha ko, pIr3A ko| aura ThIka hai vaha-yadi tuma DhUMDhate ho dukha to aMta meM hogA sukh| lekina vaha vyakti jo ki abhyAsa karatA hai dukha, pIr3A kA, vaha pIr3A kI anubhUti pAne meM asamartha ho jAtA hai| vaha vyakti jo sukha ke lie abhyAsa karatA hai, asamartha ho jAtA hai choTI cIjoM se sukha pAne meN| tuma nahIM samajha skte| vaha AdamI jo upavAsa kara rahA ho eka mahIne se, usake lie sAdhAraNa roTI, makkhana aura namaka bahuta bar3I dAvata bana jAtI hai| eka AdamI jo leTA rahA hai kATo para, yadi tama use jamIna para hI, kevala jamIna para hI leTane do, to koI samrATa bhI itane suMdara DhaMga se nahIM so sakatA hogaa| lekina donoM bAteM eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiM, aura donoM galata haiN| saMnyAsI ne ThIka ulaTa diyA hai prakriyA ko: vaha khar3A huA hai zIrSAsana meM, sira ke bl| lekina AdamI vaha vahI hai| donoM Asakti meM par3e haiN| eka kI Asakti hai sukha ke sAtha, dUsare kI Asakti hai dukha ke saath|
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________________ hozapUrNa AdamI anAsakta hotA hai| vaha na to gRhastha hotA hai aura na hI muni hotA hai| vaha kisI maTha kI ora nahIM saraka jAtA aura vaha nahIM calA jAtA pahAr3oM kI or| vaha rahatA hai vahIM jahAM ki vaha hotA hai--vaha to basa bhItara kI ora mur3a jAtA hai| bAhara usake lie koI cunAva nahIM bntaa| vaha sukha se cipakatA nahIM aura vaha nahIM cipakatA dukha se vaha na to sukhavAdI hotA hai aura na hI svayaM ko pIr3A pahuMcAne vaalaa| vaha to bar3hatA hai bhItara kI ora, khela dekhate hue sukha aura dukha kA prakAza aura chAyA kA dina aura rAta kA jIvana aura mRtyu kaa| vaha donoM ke pAra saraka jAtA hai| dvaita maujUda hai vaha bar3ha jAtA hai donoM ke pAra; vaha atikramaNa kara jAtA hai donoM kaa| vaha basa ho jAtA hai sajaga aura hozapUrNa aura usa hoza meM pahalI bAra kucha ghaTatA hai jo ki na to dukha hai aura na hI sukha, jo hai AnaMda AnaMda sukha nahIM sukha to sadA milAjulA rahatA hai dukha se sukha, AnaMda donoM se pare hai| | AnaMda na to dukha hai aura na hI aura donoM ke pAra tuma ho| jo hai tumhArA svabhAva, tumhArI zuddhatA hone kI tumhArI svaccha pAradarzI zuddhatA - eka iMdriyAtIta parama avasthA / tuma rahate ho saMsAra meM, lekina saMsAra gatimAna nahIM hotA hai tummeN| tuma anachue rahate ho, jahAM kahIM bhI tuma hote ho| tuma ho jAte ho eka kamala / Aja itanA hii| pravacana 34- mana kA miTanA aura svabhAva kI pahacAna praznasAra: 1- pazcima meM cala rahe mana aura svapnoM ke vizleSaNa kArya ko Apa jyAdA mahatva kyoM nahIM dete? 2- Apane kahA ki saba Aropita prabhAvoM se mukta ho jAnA hai| to dhArmika hone ke lie kyA sabhyatA aura saMskRti se bhI mukta honA hogA?
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________________ 3-Apake vyaktitva aura zabdo se prabhAvita hue binA koI khojI ApakA ziSya kaise ho sakatA hai? 4-ahaMkAra ke zikAra hone se bacakara kaise apane svabhAva ko pahacAne? 5-yadi zArTakaTa kI bAta galata hai, to phira Apa chalAMga kI bAta kyoM karate hai? pahalA prazna: parasoM ApakA eka uttara suna kara mujhe aisA lagA ki pazcima meM jAgaraNa kI eka vidhi kI taraha jo svapnoM kA upayoga kiyA jAtA hai usako Apa adhika mUlya nahIM dete| maiM vizeSakara juMga kI vidhi kI soca rahA hai usake Atma-sAkSAtkAra ke manovijJAna ke aNtrgt| hA, 'maiM jyAdA malya nahIM detA phrAyaDa ko, kA ko, eDalara yA asAgolI ko| phrAyaDa, jaMga, eDalara aura aise dUsare loga, samaya kI reta para khelate hue bacce hI haiN| unhoMne suMdara kaMkar3a-patthara ikaTThe kara lie haiM, suMdara raMgIna patthara, lekina yadi tuma parama zikhara kI ora dekhate ho, to ve kaMkar3oM aura pattharoM se khelate hue mAtra bacce haiN| ve patthara sacce hIre nahIM hote haiN| aura jo kucha unhoMne pAyA hai, vaha bahuta jyAdA apariSkRta, Adima hai| ise samajhane ko tumheM mere sAtha bahuta dhIre - dhIre calanA hogaa| koI AdamI zArIrika rUpa se bImAra ho sakatA hai, taba vaidaya kI, DAkTara kI jarUrata hotI hai| vyakti manovaijJAnika rUpa se bImAra ho sakatA hai, taba phrAyaDa aura juga aura kaIyoM davArA thor3I madada kI jA sakatI hai| lekina jaba vyakti astitvagata rUpa se bImAra hotA hai, to na to DAkTaira aura na hI manovaijJAnika koI madada de sakatA hai| astitvagata roga AdhyAtmika hotA hai| vaha na to zarIra kA hotA hai aura na hI mana kA hotA hai, vaha samagra kA hotA hai-aura samagra sabhI hissoM ke pAra kA hotA hai| samagra kA koI saMghaTana mAtra hI nahIM hotA hai; vaha hissoM kA saMghaTana nahIM hai| vaha hissoM ke pAra kI koI ba! ta hotI hai| vaha kucha aisI bAta hai jo ki sAre hissoM ko svayaM meM pakar3a rakhatI hai| vaha hara cIja ke pare hotI hai|
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________________ aura roga astitvagata hai| vyakti AdhyAtmika roga se pIr3ita hotA hai| svapna kisI kAma ke na hoNge| vastuta: svapna kara kyA sakate haiM? jyAdA se jyAdA ve tumhAre acetana ko thor3A aura samajhane meM tumhArI madada kara sakate haiN| svapna acetana kI bhASA haiM, pratIka haiM, lakSaNa haiM, izAre haiM aura acetana ke saMketa haiM; cetana ke prati acetana kA saMdeza haiN| svapnoM kI vyAkhyA karane meM manovizleSaka tumhArI madada kara sakate haiN| ve mAdhyama bana sakate haiM, ve tumheM batA sakate haiM ki tumhAre svapnoM kA artha kyA hai| nissaMdeha, yadi tuma apane svapna kA artha samajha sako, to tuma thor3A aura nikaTa A jAoge tumhAre acetana ke| yaha bAta tumheM madada degI tumhAre acetana ke sAtha aura jyAdA anukUlita hone meN| tumheM thor3I madada milegii| tumhAre donoM hisse, cetana aura acetana, bahuta jyAdA dUra nahIM raheMge; ve thor3e aura nikaTa hoNge| tuma pahale kI taraha utane vikhaMDita na rhoge| thor3A ekatva, eka prakAra kA ekatva tumameM banA rhegaa| tuma jyAdA sAmAnya ho jAoge, lekina sAmAnya hone meM kucha nahIM hai| sAmAnya honA to bAta karane jaisI bAta bhI nahIM hai| sAmAnya hone kA to matalaba huA ki tuma vaise ho jaise ki tumheM sAdhAraNatayA honA cAhie; kucha aura nahIM ghaTA hai, pAra kA kucha tumameM utarA hI nahIM hai| samAja meM bhI tuma jyAdA anukUlita vyakti bana jaaoge| nissaMdeha, tuma thor3e behatara pati bana jAoge, thor3I behatara mAM, thor3e behatara mitra, lekina kevala thor3e se hI lekina yaha koI Atma-sAkSAtkAra nahIM hai| aura jaba hA bAta karatA hai Atma-sAkSAtkAra kI svapna ke vizleSaNa davArA, to vaha bahata nAsamajhI bharI bAta karatA hai| yaha Atma-sAkSAtkAra nahIM hai, kyoMki Atma -sAkSAtkAra kevala tabhI hotA hai jaba mana nahIM bctaa| vyAkhyAyita svapna, vyAkhyAyita nahIM hote, ve mana se saMbaMdhita hote haiM, ve mana kA hissA hote haiN| aura pazcima kA koI manovijJAna-sivAya gurajiepha, ikahArTa aura jekaba bohame ke-pazcima kA koI manovijJAna mana ke pAra nahIM jaataa| aura ye thor3e se loga, jekaba bohame, ikahArTa aura gurajiepha, vastuta: pazcima se saMbaMdhita hI nahIM haiM, ve saMbaMdhita haiM pUraba se| unakA sArA dRSTikoNa hI pUraba kA hai| ve paidA hue haiM pazcima meM, lekina unakA dRSTikoNa, unake jIvana kA DhaMga, unakI pUrI samajha pUraba kI hai| jaba maiM kahatA hUM 'pUraba kI' to sadA yAda rakhanA ki bhaugolika rUpa se maiM artha nahIM krtaa| mere dekhe, pUraba eka dRSTi hai| pazcima bhI eka dRSTi hai| bhUgola se merA koI saMbaMdha nhiiN| pazcima to cIjoM ko dekhane kA eka DhaMga hai, pUraba bhI eka DhaMga hai cIjoM ko dekhane kaa| jaba pUraba dekhatA hai cIjoM ko to vaha dekhatA hai samagra kI ora, aura jaba pazcima dekhatA hai cIjoM ko, vaha sadA dekhatA hai eka hisse kI or| pazcimI dRSTi vizleSaNAtmaka hai-vaha vizleSaNa karatI hai| pUrvIya dRSTi saMzleSaNAtmaka hai-vaha saMzleSaNa karatI hai, vaha aneka meM eka ko khojane kA prayAsa karatI hai| pazcimI dRSTi eka meM aneka ko khojane kA prayAsa karatI hai| pazcimI dRSTi vizleSaNa karane meM, cIra-phAr3a karane meM, cIjoM ko alaga-alaga karane meM bahuta hoziyAra ho gaI hai| asAgolI kI sAikosinthasisa jaisI kAryavidhi bhI saccA saMzleSaNa nahIM hai, kyoMki asalI
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________________ dRSTi kA hI abhAva hai| pahale phrAyaDa aura kA ne cIjoM ko alaga kiyA hai, unhoMne samagra ko tor3A hai, aura aba asAgolI koziza kara rahA hai kisI taraha una hissoM ko jor3ane kii| tuma AdamI kI cIra-phADa kaI hissoM meM kara sakate ho, jaba vaha jIvaMta thA; jaba tuma usakI cIraphAr3a kara dete ho, to phira vaha jIvaMta nahIM rhtaa| aba tuma phira se hissoM ko vApasa rakha sakate ho, lekina-jIvana nahIM lauttegaa| vahAM mRta lAza hogii| aura hissoM ko bhI phira se milAkara rakha diyA jAe to vaha samagra nahIM bana jaaegaa| phrAyaDa aura kaM ne jo kiyA, asAgolI usake lie pachatA hI rahA hai| vaha hissoM ko phira se milA rahA hai, lekina vaha hotI hai laash| usameM koI saMzleSaNa nahIM hotaa| tumheM dekhanA hotA hai samagra ko, aura samagra eka bilakula hI alaga cIja hai| aba to jIva -zAstrI bhI jAna gae haiM, cikitsA zAstra bhI hara roja adhikAdhika bodha pA rahA hai isa bAta kA ki jaba tuma AdamI kA rakta lete ho parakhane ko, to vaha vahI rakta nahIM rahatA jo ki AdamI meM. baha rahA thA, kyoMki aba vaha mRta hotA hai| tuma kisI aura hI cIja kA parIkSaNa kara rahe hote ho| jo rakta ghUmaphira rahA hotA hai AdamI meM vaha jIvaMta hotA hai| vaha saMbaMdha rakhatA hai samagra se, eka suvyavasthita kama se, vaha bahatA hai usameM se| vaha utanA hI jIvaMta hotA hai jitanA ki zarIra kA haath| tuma kATa do hAtha ko, to phira vahI hAtha nahIM rhtaa| jaba ki tuma use zarIra meM se nikAla lete ho to rakta vaisA hI kaise raha sakatA hai? laibara meM le jAo use aura parIkSaNa karo usakA, phira vaha vahI rakta nahIM rhtaa| jIvana samagra ikAI kI bhAti astitva rakhatA hai, aura pazcimI dRSTi hai cIra-phAr3a karane kI, hissoM meM kI, hisse ko samajhane kI aura hisse ke davArA samagra ko samajhane, joDane kI koziza karane kii| tuma sadA cuukoge| yadi tuma asAgolI kI bhAMti jor3a-jAr3a bhI kara sako, to vaha samAviSTa karane kA bodha lAza kI bhAMti hI hogA. jo kisI taraha ikaTThA to kiyA haA hotA hai, lekina koI jIvaMta ekatva usameM nahIM hotaa| phrAyaDa aura juga svapnoM para kAma karate the| pazcima meM vaha eka AviSkAra thA, eka taraha se bahuta bar3A AviSkAra, kyoMki pazcimI mana bilakula bhUla hI cukA thA nIMda ke bAre meM, svapnoM ke bAre meN| pazcima kA AdamI kama se kama tIna hajAra varSa jIyA svapnoM aura nIMda ke bAre meM binA kucha vicAra kie| pazcima kA AdamI socatA rahA jaise ki kevala jAgane kA samaya hI jIvana hai, lekina jAgane ke ghaMTe to kevala do tihAI bhAga meM hI hote haiN| yadi tuma sATha varSa taka jIte ho, to tuma soe rahoge bIsa varSa tk| eka tihAI jIvana hogA svapnoM meM aura nidrA meN| yaha eka bar3I ghaTanA hai, yaha tumhAre jIvana kA eka tihAI bhAga le letI hai| ise yUM hI alaga nahIM nikAla diyA jAegA, koI cIja ghaTa rahI hai vhaaN'| vaha tumhArA hissA hai, aura koI choTA hissA nahIM balki eka bar3A hissaa| phrAyaDa aura kA yaha avadhAraNA lauTA lAe ki AdamI ko samajhanA hogA usake svapnoM aura usakI nidrA sahita, aura bahata kucha kArya kiyA gayA hai isI viSaya pr| lekina jaba kA socane lagatA hai ki yaha koI AtmasAkSAtkAra jaisI cIja hai, to bahuta dUra kI soca baiThatA hai|
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________________ yaha acchA hai| manovaijJAnika svAsthya ke lie yaha bAta sahAyaka ho sakatI hai, lekina manovaijJAnika svAsthya astitvagata svAsthya nahIM hotA hai| zArIrika rUpa se tuma svastha ho sakate ho, tuma manovaizAnika rUpa se svastha ho sakate ho, to bhI tuma zAyada astitvagata rUpa se bilakula svastha na hoo| balki isake viparIta, jaba tuma manovaijJAnika rUpa se aura zArIrika rUpa se svastha hote ho to pahalI bAra tuma astitvagata jijJAsA ke viSaya meM saceta hote ho, bhItara kI vyathA kA bodha hotA hai| isase pahale to tuma zarIra, mana aura roga ke sAtha hI itane jar3e hae the ki AMtarika sattA kI ora dekha hI na sakate the| jaba hara cIja ThIka baiTha jAtI hai, zarIra ThIka kArya karatA hai, mana kisI ar3acana meM nahIM rahatA, akasmAta tuma saMsAra kI sabase bar3I jijJAsA ke prati sajaga ho jAte ho-jo astitvagata hai, AdhyAtmika hai| acAnaka. tuma pUchane lagate ho-isa sabakA matalaba kyA hai? maiM yahAM kyoM hUM? kisalie hUM? isa bAta kA khayAla kisI bImAra vyakti ko kabhI nahIM AtA, kyoMki vaha bImArI se bahuta ghirA huA hotA hai| pahale to use dhyAna rakhanA par3atA hai zarIra kA, phira vaha kucha aura socegaa| phira use dhyAna rakhanA par3atA hai mana kA, phira vaha kucha aura socegaa| zarIra aura mana yadi svastha hoM, to pahalI bAra ve tumheM vAstavika takalIpha meM utarane deNge| aura vaha takalIpha hogI aadhyaatmik| jaba juga Atma-sAkSAtkAra taka pahuMcane kI vidhi kI taraha apane vizleSaNaparaka manovijJAna kI bAta karatA hai, to use patA nahIM ki vaha kyA kaha rahA hai| vaha svayaM Atma-sAkSAtkAra ko upalabdha vyakti nahIM hai| kA ke jIvana meM, phrAyaDa ke jIvana meM gahare utaro, aura tuma unheM sAdhAraNa manuSyoM kI bhAti hI paaoge| phrAyaDa unakI bhAMti hI krodha karatA thA, sAdhAraNa manuSyoM se bhI jyAdA hI krodha karatA thaa| vaha unhIM kI bhAti ghRNA karatA thaa| vaha IrSyA karatA thA, itanI jyAdA ki jaba use IrSyA kA daurA par3atA to vaha jamIna para gira par3atA aura behoza ho jaataa| aisA bahuta bAra huA phrAyaDa ke jIvana meN| jaba kabhI IrSyA usa para car3ha baiThatI, vaha itanA becaina ho jAtA ki use gaza A jAtA, mUrchA A jaatii| yaha AdamI aura Atma-sAkSAtkAra ko upalabdha? to phira buddha kA kyA hogA? taba tuma buddha ko kahA rakhoge? phrAyaDa jIyA sAdhAraNa mAnavIya AkAMkSA sahita; eka rAjanaitika mn| vaha koziza kara rahA thA manovizleSaNa ko sAmyavAda kI hI bhAMti eka AMdolana banA dene kI, aura usane koziza kI usa para niyaMtraNa karane kii| usane kisI lenina aura sTAlina kI bhAMti hI usa para niyaMtraNa karane kI koziza kI, kucha jyAdA hI sttaapuurnn| usane to kA ko apanA uttarAdhikArI bhI ghoSita kara diyA thaa| aura jarA juga ke citroM ko dekho| jaba kabhI kaM kA citra mere sAmane par3atA hai, maiM sadA bahuta dhyAna se dekhatA hUM; vaha bahuta asAdhAraNa cIja hai| hamezA gaura se dekhanA juga ke citroM ko, tuma hara bAta cehare para likhI pAoge eka ahaMkAra! usakI nAka ko dekhanA, AMkhoM ko, cAlAkI hai, krodha hai; hara bImArI cehare para likhI
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________________ hai| vaha jItA hai sAdhAraNa, bhayagrasta AdamI kI bhAMti hii| vaha bahuta bhayabhIta thA pretoM se, aura bahuta IrSyAlu thA, pratispardhA se bharA thaa| vivAdI, jhagar3Ala thaa| vastuta: pazcima jAnatA nahIM ki Atma-sAkSAtkAra kyA hai, isalie koI bhI cIja Atma-sAkSAtkAra bana jAtI hai| pazcima jAnatA nahIM ki Atma-sAkSAtkAra kA kyA artha hotA hai| usakA artha hai itanI parama zAti jo kisI cIja se bigAr3I na jA ske| aisA parama ana- astitv| mAlakiyata, mahatvAkAMkSA, IrSyA kaise banI raha sakatI hai usameM? a-mana ke sAtha kaise tuma adhikAra jamA sakate ho, kaise tuma zAsana jamAne kI koziza kara sakate ho na: Atma-sAkSAtkAra kA artha hai-ahaMkAra kA saMpUrNa tirohita ho jaanaa| aura ahaMkAra ke sAtha, hara cIja tirohita ho jAtI hai| dhyAna rahe, ahaMkAra svapnoM kI vyAkhyA dvArA tirohita nahIM ho sakatA hai| isake viparIta, ahaMkAra jyAdA majabUta ho sakatA hai, kyoMki cetana aura acetana ke bIca kA aMtarAla kama hogaa| tumhArA ahaMkAra majabUta ho jaaegaa| jitanI kama takalIpha hotI hai mana meM, utanA jyAdA majabUta ho jAegA mn| ahaMkAra ke lie tumhAre pAsa naI bhUmi hogI, to manovizleSaNa tumhAre lie aisA kara sakatA hai ki tumhArA ahaMkAra jyAdA jar3a pakar3a le, jyAdA keMdra meM A jAe; tumhArA ahaMkAra jyAdA majabUta ho jAe; tuma jyAdA nizcayapUrNa ho jaao| nissaMdeha pahale kI apekSA tuma saMsAra meM behatara DhaMga se jI pAoge, kyoMki saMsAra ahaMkAra meM vizvAsa rakhatA hai| jIvita rahane ke saMgharSa meM lar3ane ke lie tuma jyAdA sakSama ho jaaoge| tumhAre svayaM ke bAre meM tuma jyAdA Azvasta ho jAoge, kama ghbddaaoge| yadi tuma bha tara takalIpha meM ho aura acetana bhItara niraMtara eka saMgharSa meM ho, to usa sthiti kI apekSA aba tuma kucha mahatvAkAMkSAoM ko jyAdA AsAnI se pUrA kara paaoge| lekina yaha AtmasAkSAtkAra nahIM hai| isake viparIta yaha to ahaMkAra-sAkSAtkAra hai| pazcima kA aba taka kA sArA manovijJAna nira- ahaMkAra ke tatva taka nahIM pahuMcA hai| vaha aba bhI ahaMkAra kI bhASA meM hI socatA rahA hai, ki ahaMkAra ko aura jyAdA majabUta kaise banAyA jAe; keMdra meM kaise lAyA jAe; ahaMkAra ko kaise jyAdA poSita, svAbhAvika, samAyojita kiyA jaae| pUraba to svayaM ahaMkAra ko hI eka roga kI bhAMti samajhatA hai, sArA mana hI eka roga hai; usa ke lie kucha cunAva nahIM cetana aura acetana donoM ko jAne denA hotA hai| unheM cale hI jAnA cAhie aura isIlie pUraba ne vyAkhyA karane kI koziza nahIM kI hai| kyoMki yadi kisI cIja ko jAnA hI hai to kyoM usakI vyAkhyA kI ciMtA karanI; kyoM samaya gaMvAnA; use haTAyA jA sakatA hai| jarA bheda kI ora dhyAna denA, pazcima kisI na kisI bhAMti cetana aura acetana kA samAyojana karane kI aura ahaMkAra ko majabUta karane kI koziza kara rahA hai, tAki tuma samAja ke jyAdA anukUlita sadasya bana jAo, aura bhItara bhI jyAdA anukUlita vyakti bana jaao| darAra jur3a jAne se tumheM mana kA mila jaaegaa| pUraba koziza karatA mana ko haTA dene kI, usake pAra jAne kii| yaha samAja ke. sAtha anukUlita hone kA prazna nahIM hai, yaha svayaM astitva ke hI sAtha samAyojita hone kA prazna hai| yaha cetana aura acetana ke bIca ke
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________________ samAyojana kA prazna nahIM hai; yaha prazna hai una sAre hissoM ke samAyojana kA jo tumhArI sArI sattA ko banAte haiN| svapna mahatvapUrNa hote haiN| yadi AdamI bImAra hotA hai, to svapna mahatvapUrNa hote haiM -ve bImArI ke lakSaNoM ko dikhA dete haiN| lekina tuma usa vyakti ke bAre meM nahIM jAnate jisake pAsa svapna nhiiN| svapna apane meM eka rogazAstra haiM, svapna svayaM eka roga hai| buddha ne kabhI svapna nahIM dekhe| phrAyaDa ne kyA kiyA hotA? yadi phrAyaDa usa samaya hotA, to usane kyA kiyA hotA buddha ke sAtha? unake viSaya meM usane kauna sI vyAkhyA kI hotI? vyAkhyA karane ko kucha thA hI nhiiN| yadi phrAyaDa buddha ke bhItara gayA hotA, to usane koI cIja na pAI hotI vyAkhyA karane ko| usakA sArA manovijJAna bilakula hI vyartha ho cukA hotaa| aisA huA ki amarIkA meM eka vyakti thA jo ki bahuta jyAdA kuzala thA dUsare vyaktiyoM ke vicAroM ko par3hane meM -mana ko par3ha letA thaa| vaha sadA sau pratizata saca hI kahatA thaa| vaha baiTha jAtA tumhAre sAmane, tuma AMkheM baMda kara lete aura socane lagate, aura vaha AdamI apanI AMkheM baMda kara letA aura socane lagatA ki tuma kyA soca rahe ho| usa pala jo kucha tuma soco vaha vicAra saMpreSita ho jAtA aura vaha use grahaNa kara letaa| yaha eka kalA hotI hai| bahuta loga jAnate haiM ise| yaha sIkhI jA sakatI hai, tuma pA sakate ho ise, kyoMki vicAra eka sUkSma taraMga hai| yadi tuma grAhaka hote ho to dUsarA mastiSka prasAraNa keMdra bana jAtA hai, tuma grahaNakartA bana jAte ho| vicAra eka prasAraNa hai, kyoMki vyakti ke cAroM ora kI vidayuta meM taraMgeM uThatI haiM, yadi tuma paryApta rUpa se zAta hote ho, grAhaka hote ho, tuma unheM pakar3a loge| jaba mehara bAbA amarIkA meM the, to koI le AyA usI AdamI ko mehara bAbA ke pAsa jo bahuta varSoM taka rahe the mauna meN| vaha AdamI baiTha gayA mehara bAbA ke sAmane, apanI AMkheM mUMda lI aura dhyAna hI dhyAna karatA gyaa| phira-phira vaha AMkheM khola letA apanI, aura dekha letA mehara bAbA ko| isameM bahata dera hotI gaI, loga ciMtita ho utthe| ve bole, 'tumane itanA samaya to kabhI nahIM liyaa| vaha AdamI bolA, 'hA, to kyA karUM? yaha AdamI to bilakula soca hI nahIM rahA hai| koI vicAra maujUda nhiiN|' yadi phrAyaDa yA kA buddha ke pAsa hote, yA yadi ve mere pAsa A gae hote to unhoMne kucha bhI na pAyA hotA vyAkhyAyita karane ko, unhoMne koI vicAra na pAyA hotA pakar3ane ko| paraba kahatA hai, 'svapna svayaM eka roga hai|' vaha eka prakAra kI bImArI hai; vaha eka avyavasthA hai| jaba tuma sacamuca hI mauna hote ho to dina kA socanA tirohita ho jAtA hai aura rAta ke svapna tirohita ho jAte haiN| vicAra aura svapna eka hI cIja ke do pahalU haiM. dina meM jaba ki tuma jAge hue hote ho, taba vicAra calate rahate haiM, aura rAta ko jaba ki tuma soe hue hote ho, to svapna hote haiN| svapna socane kA eka Adima DhaMga hai, citroM ke rUpa meM socanA, jaisA ki bacce socate haiN| isalie baccoM kI
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________________ kitAboM meM hameM bahuta se raMgIna citra banAne par3ate haiM, bacce zabdoM ke sAtha bahuta jyAdA nahIM bar3ha skte| dhIre-dhIre hI ve bddh'eNge| tumheM eka bar3A-sA Ama citrita karanA par3atA hai, aura likhanA par3atA hai choTechoTe akSaroM meM ' Ama '| pahale ve dekheMge citra ko, aura phira ve jur3a jAeMge zabda ke saath| dhIre-dhIre, citra choTA aura choTA hotA jAegA aura tirohita ho jaaegaa| taba Ama zabda hI kAma degaa| eka apariSkRta mana citroM kI bhASA meM socatA hai jaisA ki bacce karate haiN| jaba tuma soe hue hote ho, tuma Adima hote ho| sArI sabhyatA tirohita ho jAtI hai, saMskRti tirohita ho jAtI hai, samAja tirohita ho jAtA hai| aba tuma samakAlIna saMsAra ke hisse nahIM rahate, tuma Adima manuSya jaise hote ho eka guphA meN| kyoMki acetana mana apariSkRta rahatA hai, tuma citroM kI bhASA meM socanA zurU kara dete ho| svapna aura vicAra donoM eka hI hote haiN| jaba svapna thama jAte haiM, to vicAra thama jAte haiM, jaba vicAra thama jAte haiM, to svapna thama jAte haiN| pUraba kA sArA prayAsa yahI rahA hai| sArI bAta hI kisI taraha girA deN| hama isakI ciMtA nahIM karate ki kaise use anukUlita kareM yA ki kaise usakI vyAkhyA kareM, balki yaha ki kaise use girA deN| aura yadi yaha girAyI jA sakatI hai, to kyoM ciMtA karanI kisI vyAkhyA kI? kyoM vyartha karanA samaya? dera-abera pazcima ise jAna hI legA, kyoMki aba dhyAna kI vidhiyAM pazcima meM phaila rahI haiN| dhyAna DhaMga hai svapnoM ko, socane ko, mana kI sArI jaTilatA ko girA dene kaa| aura eka bAra ve gira jAtI haiM to tuma mana kI svasthatA ko hI upalabdha nahIM hote, tuma kisI aisI cIja ko upalabdha kara lete ho, bilakula abhI to jisakI tumhAre mana meM koI kalpanA bhI nhiiN| tuma usakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakate vaha kisa taraha kI avasthA hogI jaba tuma kucha socate hI nahIM, jaba tuma svapna nahIM dekhate, jaba tumhArA honA mAtra hI hogaa| manovizleSaNa yA dUsarI pracalita praNAliyAM bahuta laMbA samaya letI haiM. pAMca varSa, tIna varSa, basa svapnoM kI vyAkhyA karate haiN| sArI bAta itanI ubAU jAna par3atI hai, aura kevala bahuta thor3e loga ise apanA sakate haiN| aura ve bhI jo ki ise kriyAnvita kara sakate haiM, kyA pAte haiM isase? bahuta loga Ae haiM mere pAsa jo manovizleSaNa se gujare haiM; koI Atma-jJAna ghaTita nahIM huA hai| bahuta varSa ve manovizleSaNa meM jiie| na hI kevala unakA manovizleSaNa huA, unhoMne bahuta se dUsare logoM kA bhI manovizleSaNa kiyA aura kucha ghaTita nahIM huA; ve vaise hI haiM, ahaMkAra vahI hai| isake viparIta, ve kucha jyAdA dRr3ha hue haiM, majabUta hue haiN| aura astitvagata ciMtAeM banI rahatI haiN| hAM, maiM koI bahuta jyAdA mUlya nahIM mAnatA phrAyaDa aura juga kA, kyoMki merA dRSTikoNa hai : mana ko kaise girAnA? vaha girAyA jA sakatA hai aura use girAne meM kama samaya lagatA hai, use girAnA kahIM jyAdA AsAna hai| vastuta: use girAyA jA sakatA hai binA kisI kI madada ke bhii|
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________________ pUraba ne isa satya ko pA liyA thA koI pAMca hajAra varSa pahale unhoMne vyAkhyA kI hogI, kyoMki pUraba kI purAnI pustakoM meM svapnoM kI vyAkhyA hai| aba taka mere sAmane eka bhI aisI naI khoja nahIM AI jo pahale se hI kahIM atIta meM pUraba dvArA na khoja lI gaI ho| phrAyaDa aura jaMga taka bhI koI nhiiN| yaha to phira se purAne kSetra ko punarAviSkRta karane ke jaisA hI hai| pUraba meM unhoMne jarUra isakA AviSkAra kara liyA hogA, lekina sAtha hI unhoMne khojA thA ki tuma mana kI vyAkhyA kie cale jA sakate ho aura usakA koI aMta nhiiN| vaha svapna dekhatA hI jAtA hai, vaha phira-phira nae svapna nirmita karatA calA jAtA hai| vastutaH koI manovizleSaNa kabhI saMpUrNa nahIM hotA hai| pAMca varSoM ke bAda bhI vaha pUrA nahIM hotaa| koI manovizleSaNa kabhI pUrA ho nahIM sakatA, kyoMki mana nae svapna bunatA calatA hai tuma vyAkhyA kie jAte ho, vaha nae svapna bunatA jAtA hai| usake prAsa asIma kSamatA hotI hai, vaha bahuta sRjanAtmaka ha hai, bahuta klpnaashiil| vaha kevala jIvana ke sAtha hI samApta hotA hai yA dhyAna ke sAtha hI tuma chalAMga lagA lete ho aura tuma apane se mara jAte ho taba vaha khatma hotA hai| mana ko miTane kI AvazyakatA hai, manovizleSaNa kI nahIM aura yadi mRtyu saMbhava hai to vizleSaNa meM kyA sAra? ye do nitAMta alaga- alaga cIjeM haiM aura tumheM jAgarUka rahanA hotA hai| juMga aura phrAyaDa bhaTaka gae; pratibhAzAlI haiM, bar3e bauddhika, lekina apanA samaya kharAba kara rahe haiN| aura samasyA yaha hai ki unhoMne mana ke viSaya meM itanI sArI cIjeM khojI haiM, lekina to bhI svayaM usakA prayoga nahIM kara sakate aura yahI honI cAhie ksauttii| yadi maiM khojatA hUM dhyAna kI koI vidhi aura maiM svayaM dhyAna nahIM kara sakatA, to merI khoja kyA artha rakha sakatI hai? lekina pUraba aura pazcima meM vaha bAta bhI galata hai| pazcima meM ve kahate haiM, 'DAkTara zAyada svayaM ko ThIka nahIM kara sakatA, lekina vaha tumheM ThIka kara sakatA hai|' pUraba meM hama sadA kaha rahe ' haiM, are vaidya, pahale svayaM ko svastha kro|' vahI bAta kasauTI banegI ki tuma vaisA dUsaroM ke prati kara sakate ho yA nhiiN| pazcima meM ve pUchate nahIM, ve vaisI bAta pUchate nhiiN| pazcima meM vijJAna apane se calatA hai| nijI prazna nahIM pUche jAte haiM, kyoMki vijJAna ko eka vastugata adhyayana mAnA jAtA hai, AtmaparakatA se usakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hotaa| aisA ho sakatA hai vijJAna ke sAtha, lekina manovijJAna ekadama vastugata nahIM ho sakatA hai use Atmagata (sabjekTiva) bhI honA par3atA hai, kyoMki mana Atmaparaka hotA hai| pahalI bAta jo kA ke viSaya meM pUchanI cAhie vaha hai, kyA Apane apane ko jAna liyA hai? lekina vaha sacamuca ahaMkArI thaa| vaha soca rahA thA, usane jAna liyaa| vaha bhArata meM Ane se hicakatA thaa| kevala eka bAra AyA vaha, aura vaha hicakatA thA kisI saMnyAsI ke pAsa jAkara usase milane se / yahAM taka ki ramaNa maharSi jaise saMta puruSa se milane meM bhI hicakatA thaa| usakI marjI na thI, vaha nahIM gyaa| usake lie vahA sIkhane ko kyA thA? usake pAsa pahale se hI saba maujUda thaa| aura vaha kucha nahIM
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________________ jAnatA thA, kucha svapnoM ke kucha Tukar3e mAtra the jinakI vyAkhyA usane kI-aura usane socA ki usane jIvana kI vyAkhyA kara dii| tuma svapnoM kI vyAkhyA kie cale jAte ho, aura tuma socate ho ki svapna vAstavikatA haiN| pUraba meM hamArA dRSTikoNa ekadama viparIta hai| hama jIvana meM jhAMkate rahe haiM aura hamane pAyA ki jIvana svayaM eka sapanA hai| tuma socate ho ki svapnoM kI vyAkhyA karake tuma satya kI vyAkhyA kara dete ho| ThIka isake viparIta, hamane jhAMkA hai jIvana meM aura pAyA hai ki vaha svapna ke atirikta aura kucha nhiiN| aura yaha hicakicAhaTa kyoM? kA ke lie pUraba eka bhaya thaa| vaha bhayabhIta thA pUraba se aura kAraNa thA isakA kuch| vaha thA bhayabhIta pUraba se kyoMki pUraba udaghATita kara detA usakI apanI samajha kI saccAI ko-ki vaha jhUTha thaa| yadi vaha gayA hotA ramaNa ke pAsa, yadi vaha gayA hotA pUraba ke kisI aura saMta ke pAsa, to vaha turaMta jAna gayA hotA ki jo kucha upalabdha kiyA hai usane, vaha kucha nahIM thaa| vaha to mAtra maMdira kI sIr3hiyoM para thaa| abhI vaha praviSTa nahIM huA thA maMdira meN| lekina pazcima meM koI bhI cIja cala jAtI hai| binA usake jAne ki Atma-jJAna kyA hai, ve use Atma-jJAna kaha dete haiN| tuma use kucha bhI kaha sakate ho, vaha tuma para nirbhara karatA hai| Atma-jJAna hai anAtma taka cale AnA, bhItara ke nitAMta zUnya taka A pahuMcanA, usa biMdu taka A pahuMcanA jahAM tuma nahIM hote| bUMda samudra meM kho jAtI hai aura kevala samudra kA astitva hotA hai| to kauna dekhatA hai svapna? to kauna bacatA hai vahAM svapna dekhane ko? ghara khAlI hotA hai, vahAM koI nahIM bctaa| dUsarA prazna Apane kahA ki kisI prakAra kI nakala buddha kI bhI nakala zuddha cetanA ke lie pratikUla hotI hai| lekina hama dekhate ki hamArA sAMskRtika jIvana nakala ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM usa avasthA meM kyA svayaM saMskRti hI pratikUla hai dharma ke lie? hA, saMskRti, samAja, sabhyatA, sabhI kucha pratikUla hai dharma ke lie| dharma eka krAMti hai, tumhArI sAMskRtika saMskAra-baddhatAoM ke lie eka krAMti, tumhArI sAmAjika anukUlana kI krAMti, ve sAre jIvana-kSetra jinheM tumane jIyA aura tuma jI rahe ho unameM AyI eka kraaNti|
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________________ hara samAja dharma ke viruddha hotA hai| maiM tumhAre maMdiroM aura masajidoM aura carcoM kI bAta nahIM kara rahA hUM jinheM ki samAja ne nirmita kiyA hotA hai| ve to cAlAkiyAM haiN| ve tumheM mUrkha banAne kI bAteM haiN| ve dharma ke jhUThe paripUraka haiM, ve dharma nhiiN| ve tumheM digbhramita karane ke lie haiN| tumheM cAhie dharma, ve kahate haiM, 'hI, Ao maMdira meM, carca meM, gurudavAre meM yahAM hai dhrm| tuma Ao aura prArthanA karo aura upadezaka hai vahA jo ki sikhAegA tumheM dhrm|' yaha eka cAlAkI hotI hai| samAja ne jhUThe dharma banA die haiM ve dharma haiM-IsAiyata, hiMdutva, jain| lekina koI buddha, koI mahAvIra yA jIsasa yA mohammada, sadA samAja ke bAhara astitva rakhate haiN| aura samAja sadA unase jhagar3atA hai| jaba ve nahIM rahate, taba samAja unheM pUjane lagatA hai, taba samAja maMdira nirmita karatA hai| aura taba kucha nahIM bacatA; satya jA cukA hotA hai, jyoti vilIna ho cukI hotI hai| buddha aba nahIM rahe buddha kI mUrti meN| maMdiroM meM tuma pAoge samAja ko, saMskRti ko, para dharma ko nahIM paaoge| to phira dharma hai kyA? pahalI bAta, dharma eka nijI ghaTanA hai| vaha koI sAmAjika ghaTanA nahIM hai| tuma akele utarate ho usameM, tuma samUha ke sAtha nahIM utara sakate usmeN| kaise tuma kisI dUsare ko sAtha lekara samAdhi meM utara sakate ho? tumhAre ekadama nikaTa kA bhI, tumhArA bilakula samIpatama bhI tumhAre sAtha na hogaa| jaba tuma bhItara kI ora bar3hate ho, to hara cIja chUTa jAegI. samAja, saMskRti, sabhyatA, zatru, premI, premikAeM, bacce, patnI, pati-hara cIja chUTa jAtI hai dhIre - dhiire| aura eka ghar3I AtI hai jaba tuma bhI chUTa jaaoge| kevala tabhI hotI hai parama khilAvaTa, tabhI hotA hai ruupaaNtrnn| kyoMki tama bhI samAja kA eka hissA ho, samAja ke sadasya ho : hiMdU ho, ki musalamAna ho, ki IsAI ho; bhAratIya ho, cInI ho, jApAnI ho| pahale, dUsare chuTa jAeMge; phira dhIre - dhIre, apane loga chaTa jAeMge, jyAdA nikaTa ke chaTa jaaeNge| aMtataH tuma svayaM taka A phuNcoge| vaha bhI samAja kA eka hissA hai| samAja dvArA prazikSita huA, samAja dvArA saMskArita huA tumhArA mastiSka, tumhArA mana, tumhArA ahaMkAra -samAja dvArA diyA huaa| use bhI maMdira ke bAhara chor3a denA hai| taba tuma apane parama svAta meM praveza karate ho| koI nahIM hotA vahAM, tuma bhI nhiiN| dharma Atmagata hotA hai| aura dharma krAMtimaya hotA hai| dharma ekamAtra krAMti hai saMsAra kii| dUsarI sArI krAMtiyA jhUThI hotI haiM, nakalI hotI haiM, khela; ve krAMtiyA nahIM hotii| vastuta: unhIM krAMtiyoM ke kAraNa, saccI krAMti sadA sthagita ho jAtI hai| ve prati -krAMtiyA hotI haiN| eka sAmyavAdI AtA hai aura vaha kahatA hai, 'kaise tuma svayaM ko badala sakate ho, jaba taka ki sArA samAja hI na badala jAe?' aura tuma anubhava karate ho ki 'ThIka hai, kaise maiM svayaM ko badala sakatA hU~? kaise maiM asvataMtra samAja meM eka svataMtra jIvana jI sakatA hUM?' tarka to saMgata jAna par3atA hai| eka dukhI samAja meM tuma sukhI kaise ho sakate ho? kaise tuma AnaMda pA sakate ho jaba ki hara koI pIr3ita hai? sAmyavAdI coTa karatA hai, vaha AkarSita karatA hai|'haa', tuma kahate, 'jaba taka ki sArA samAja sukhI na ho jAe, maiM kaise sukhI ho sakatA hUM?' phira eka sAmyavAdI kahatA hai, 'Ao pahale to hama krAMti lAeM
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________________ samAja meN|' phira tuma kUca karanA zurU karate morcA, gherAva sabhI prakAra kI naasmjhiyaa| tuma pakar3a lie gae eka jAla meM aba tuma badalane hI vAle ho sAre saMsAra ko / / lekina kyA tuma bhUla gae ki kitane dina jIne vAle ho tuma? aura jaba sArA saMsAra badala jAtA hai, to usa samaya taka tuma nahIM rahoge yahAM tuma kho cuke hooge tumhArA jIvana bahuta se mUrkha loga apanA sArA jIvana gaMvA rahe haiM, isa yA usa bAta ke viruddha abhiyAna calA kara isakI yA usakI khAtira; sAre saMsAra ko rUpAMtarita karane kI koziza kara rahe haiM aura usa ekamAtra rUpAMtaraNa ko sthagita kara rahe haiM jo ki saMbhava hai, aura jo hai aatm-ruupaaNtrnn| aura maiM kahatA hUM tumase, tuma asvataMtra samAja meM svataMtra ho sakate ho, tuma sukhI ho sakate ho dukhI saMsAra meM dUsaroM kI ora se koI bAdhA nahIM hai, tuma rUpAMtarita ho sakate ho koI tumheM nahIM roka rahA, sivAya tumhAre svaya ke| koI vyakti koI bAdhA nahIM banA rahA hai| samAja kI aura saMsAra kI phikra mata kro| kyoMki saMsAra to calatA rahegA aura vaha aisA hI banA huA hai hamezA-hamezA se bahuta sI krAMtiyAM AtI haiM aura calI jAtI haiM aura saMsAra vaisA hI banA rahatA hai| / - - yadi sAre krAMtikArI apanI kabroM meM se phira jIvita kie jA sakate lenina aura mArksa - ve vizvAsa na kara pAte ki saMsAra vaisA hI banA huA hai aura krAMti ghaTa cukI hai| rUsa meM yA ki amarIkA meM koI aMtara nahIM, basa eka aupacArika sA aMtara hai rUpa bheda rakhate haiM; AdhArabhUta satya vaisA hI banA rahatA hai, manuSya kI maulika pIr3A vaisI hI banI rahatI hai| samAja kabhI nahIM pahuMcegA kisI Adarza tk| vaha zabda 'yUTopiyA' bahuta suMdara hai| isa zabda kA artha hI hai ki jo kabhI nahIM aataa| zabda yUTopiyA kA artha hotA hai ki jo kabhI na aae| vaha sadA A rahA hotA hai, lekina vaha AtA kabhI nahIM, vacana sadA hotA hai lekina cIjeM kabhI pahuMcAI nahIM jAtIM aura yaha aisA hI rhegaa| aisA hI rahA hai kevala eka saMbhAvanA hai. tuma parivartita ho sakate ho| : : rAjanIti sAmAjika hai, dharma vyaktigata hotA hai aura jaba kabhI dharma sAmAjika banatA hai, vaha rAjanIti kA hissA hotA hai; vaha dharma nahIM raha jaataa| isalAma aura hiMdU aura jaina dharma, ve rAjanItiyA haiN| ve aba dharma nahIM rahe; ve samAja ho gae haiN| yaha eka vyaktigata samajha hotI hai| ho, tuma tuma tumhAre gahanatama aMtara meM jAnate ho ki parivartana kI AvazyakatA hai, jaise tuma tuma galata ho; jaise tuma 'ho, tuma naraka banA rahe ho tumhAre cAroM ora, jaise tuma ho, tuma bIja hI ho dukha kA tuma ise jAnate ho tumhArI sattA ke gahanatama garbha meM, aura vaha jAnanA hI eka parivartana bana jAtA hai| tuma girA dete ho bIja ko; tuma bar3hate ho eka alaga dizA meN| yaha bAta vyaktigata hotI hai, yaha koI sAMskRtika bAta nahIM hotii|
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________________ aura isIlie tumhAre lie bahuta kaThina hotA hai dhArmika honaa| tuma cAhoge samAja tumheM sikhaae| yadi dharma sikhAyA jA sakatA hai, to tuma sabhI dhArmika ho gae hote| lekina dharma sikhAyA nahIM jA sakatA hai vaha koI zikSA nahIM, vaha chalAMga hai ajJAta meM usake lie sAhasa kI AvazyakatA hai, sIkhane kI nahIM aura kauna sikhA sakatA hai tumheM sAhasa? aura sAhasa sikhAyA kaise jA sakatA hai? yA to vaha tumhAre pAsa hotA hai yA vaha tumhAre pAsa nahIM hotaa| isalie patA lagA lenA ki sAhasa tumhAre pAsa hai bhI ? aura tuma patA lagAne kI koziza karo to hara koI pAegA ki usameM kahIM na kahIM bar3I vizAla saMbhAvanA chipI rahatI hai sAhasa kii| kyoMki sAhasa ke bagaira jIvana saMbhava nhiiN| pratipala jIvana eka jokhama hotA hai| binA sAhasa ke tuma kaise raha sakate ho? binA sAhasa ke tuma sAMsa kaise le sakate ho? sAhasa hotA hai maujUda, lekina tumheM patA nahIM hotaa| sAhasa ko khoja lo, vyaktigata pratibaddhatA kI jimmedArI jAno / saMsAra ko aura Adarza mAnyatAoM ko bhUla jAo, aura svayaM ko bdlo| aura yahI hai sauMdarya yadi tuma badalate ho svayaM ko to tumane saMsAra ko badalanA zurU hI kara diyA hotA hai| kyoMki tumhAre badalAva ke sAtha saMsAra kA eka hissA badala cukA hotA hai| tuma saMsAra ke aMga ho / yadi eka bhI hissA badalatA hai, to vaha saMpUrNa ko prabhAvita karegA kyoMki saMpUrNa eka hai, hara cIja saMbaMdhita hai| yadi maiM badalatA hUM; to maiM eka DhaMga se sAre saMsAra ko badalatA huuN| saMsAra phira kabhI vaisA hI na hogA / kyoMki eka hissA - karor3avAM bhAga para phira bhI eka hissA badala hI cukA hai, bilakula alaga bana gayA hai; aba vaha isa saMsAra kA nahIM rhaa| eka dUsarA saMsAra mere dvArA vyApta ho cukA hai| zAzvatatA samaya meM praveza kara cukI hai| paramAtmA utarA hai, mAnava zarIra meM basane ko; kucha bhI vaisA hI nahIM raha sakatA, hara cIja badala jAegI mere dvaaraa| ise yAda rakhanA aura yaha bhI yAda rakhanA ki dharma koI nakala nahIM hai| tuma dhArmika vyakti kI nakala nahIM kara skte| yadi tuma nakala karate ho to yaha udaya- dharma hogA- nakalI, jhuutthaa| tuma kaise merI nakala kara sakate ho? aura yadi tuma nakala karate ho to kaise tuma svayaM ke prati sacce raha sakate ho? tuma svayaM ke prati jhUThe ho jAoge tuma yahAM mere jaise hone ko nahIM hue ho tuma yahAM ho bilakula tumhAre jaise hone ko mere jaise hone ko tuma yahAM nahIM ho tuma yahAM ho bilakula apane jaise hone ke lie - apane hI jaise / maiMne sunA hai eka yahUdI phakIra josiyA ke bAre meM vaha mara rahA thA aura kisI ne kahA, 'josiyA mojeja kI prArthanA karo aura mAMgo unase ki tumhArI madada kreN| josiyA ne kahA, 'bhUla jAo mojeja ke bAre meM kyoMki jaba maiM mara jAUMgA, to paramAtmA mujhase yaha na pUchegA ki maiM mojeja jaisA kyoM na huaa| vaha pUchegA meM josiyA jaisA kyoM nahIM huaa| vaha nahIM pUchegA mujhase ki tuma mojeja jaise kyoM nahIM? vaha merI jimmedArI nahIM, mojeja jaisA honaa| yadi paramAtmA merA honA mojeja jaisA cAhatA, to usane mujhe mojeja banA diyA hotaa| vaha pUchegA mujhase, josiyA tuma josiyA jaise kyoM nahIM? aura yahI
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________________ hai merI musIbata. sArI jiMdagI maiM kisI dUsare kI bhAMti hone kA prayAsa karatA rhaa| lekina kama se kama aba aMtima ghar3I mujhe akelA chor3a do, mujhe mujha jaisA hI rahane do, kyoMki vahI ceharA mujhe paramAtmA ko dikhAnA caahie| aura kevala vahI ceharA hai jisake lie paramAtmA pratIkSA kara rahA hogaa| prAmANika rUpa se svayaM jaise ho jAo tuma nakala nahIM kara skte| dharma pratyeka ko advitIya banA detA hai| koI bhI guru jo ki saccA guru hai isa para jora nahIM degA ki tuma usakI nakala kro| vaha tumheM svayaM jaisA hone meM tumhArI madada karegA, vaha usI ke jaisA hone ke lie tumhArI madada nahIM kregaa| aura sArI sabhyatA eka nakala hai| sArA samAja nakala karane vAlA hai| isIlie sArA samAja satya kI apekSA eka nATaka kI bhAti hai| hiMdU ise kahate haiM, mAyA eka khela, eka khela-tamAzA, para satya nhiiN| mAtA-pitA baccoM ko unhIM ke jaisA hone kI sIkha de rahe haiN| hara koI hara dUsare ko apane jaisA karane ke lie dhakela rahA hai aura khIMca rahA hai cAroM ora pUrI arAjakatA banI hai| , maiM ThaharA huA thA eka parivAra ke sAtha, aura maiM baiThA thA laoNna para ghara kA sva choTA baccA AyA aura maiM pUchane lagA, tuma apane jIvana meM kyA banane kI socate ho?' vaha bolA, kahanA muzkila hai, kyoMki mere pitA mujhe DAkTara banAnA cAhate haiN| merI mAM cAhatI haiM ki maiM iMjIniyara banUM; mere cAcA, ve cAhate haiM maiM eDavokeTa banUM kyoMki ve eka eDavokeTa haiM aura maiM ulajhana meM huuN| maiM nahIM jAnatA ki maiM kyA bnuuNgaa|' maiMne pUchA usase, 'tuma kyA bananA cAhate ho? vaha bolA, 'para yahI to mujhase kisI ne pUchA hI nhiiN|' maiMne kahA usase, tuma soco isa bAre meM kala tuma mujhe btaanaa| agale dina vaha AyA aura vaha bolA, 'maiM eka nRtyakAra honA cAhUMgA, lekina merI mAM aisA na hone degI, mere pitA aisA na hone deNge|' vaha kahane lagA mujhase, merI madada kIjie, ve ApakI suneNge|' hara baccA dhakelA jA rahA hai aura khIMcA jA rahA hai kucha aura hI banAye jAne ke lie| isIlie i jyAdA asuMdaratA hai cAroM ora koI svayaM jaisA nahIM yadi tuma saMsAra ke sabase bar3e iMjIniyara bhI bana jAo, to vaha bAta bhI koI paritRpti na degI, yadi vaha tumhArI apane mana kI bAta na rahI ho| aura maiM kahatA hUM tumase, tuma zAyada saMsAra ke sabase bar3e bekAra nRtyakAra hooge, usase kucha aMtara nahIM par3atA / yadi vaha tumhArI apanI aMtaHpreraNA thI, to tuma prasanna aura paritRpta rhoge| maiMne hai eka bar3e vaijJAnika ke bAre meM jise ki nobala puraskAra milA thaa| vaha saMsAra ke jAne sunA - mAne bar3e -bar3e zalyacikitsakoM meM se eka thaa| aura jisa dina use nobala puraskAra milA, kisI ne kahA, 'Apako to khuza honA caahie| Apa itane udAsa kyoM laga rahe haiM? yaha sabase bar3A puraskAra hai; sabase bar3A inAma jise ki saMsAra tumheM de sakatA hai sabase bar3A smmaan| Apa khuza kyoM nahIM ho? aura Apa to saMsAra ke sabase bar3e zalyacikitsakoM meM se haiN|' vaha bolA, 'savAla yaha nahIM hai, jaba nobala puraskAra mujhe diyA gayA thA, to maiM apane bacapana kI bAta soca rahA thaa| maiM kabhI bhI sarjana nahIM --
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________________ bananA cAhatA thaa| jabaradastI yaha bAta mujha para lAdI gii| merI sArI jiMdagI eka vyartha bAta rahI hai| kyA karUMgA maiM isa nobala puraskAra ko lekara? maiMne cAhA thA nRtyakAra bnnaa| cAhe sabase bekAra nRtyakAra hI sahI, usase kAma cala gayA hotA, maiM paritRpta ho gayA hotaa| vaha merI aMtara kI pukAra thii|' yAda rakhanA ise, kyoM tuma itanA asaMtuSTa anubhava karate ho, tuma kyoM sadA bilakula hI kisI kAraNa ke binA itanA asaMtoSa anubhava karate ho?-yadi sArI bAta ThIka bhI cala rahI ho| kucha cUka rahA hotA hai| kyA cUka rahA hotA hai?-tumane apanI aMtasa sattA ko kabhI nahIM sunaa| kisI dUsare ne tumheM hoziyArI se saMcAlita kiyA hai, tumheM prabhAvita kiyA hai, kisI dUsare ne tumheM zAsita kiyA hotA hai, kisI dUsare ne tumheM jiMdagI ke aise DhAMce meM baiThA diyA hai jo ki tumhArA kabhI na thA, jise tumane kabhI na cAhA thaa| maiM kahatA hUM tumase, yadi aisA ghaTa bhI jAe ki tuma bhikhArI bana jAo, to phikra mata karanA yadi vaha bhI ho tumhArI aNtHprernnaa| aMtasa kI pukAra kA patA lagA lenA aura usI kA anusaraNa karanA, kyoMki Izvara nahIM pUchegA, 'tuma mahAvIra kyoM nahIM ho, tuma mohammada kyoM nahIM ho, yA ki tuma jarathustra kyoM nahIM ho?' vaha pUchegA 'josiyA, tuma josiyA kyoM nahIM ho? tumheM kucha honA hai, aura sArA samAja eka bar3I nakala hai, eka jhUThA dikhaavaa| isIlie itanI jyAdA asaMtuSTi hai hara cehare pr| maiM dekhatA hU tumhArI AMkhoM meM aura maiM pAtA hUM-asaMtoSa, atRpti| havA kA eka jhoMkA bhI tuma taka nahIM AtA jo ki tumheM prasannatA de jAe, AnaMda de jAe, aisA saMbhava nhiiN| aura AnaMda saMbhava hotA hai| vaha eka sarala ghaTanA hai svAbhAvika ho jAo aura nirmakta ho jAo aura tumhArI apanI aMta:ruci kA anusaraNa kro| maiM yahAM haM, tumhAre svayaM jaisA ho jAne meM tumhArI madada karane 'ko| jaba tama ziSya ho jAte ho, jaba maiM tumheM dIkSA detA hUM, to maiM tumheM anukaraNakartA hone kI dIkSA nahIM de rahA hotA huuN| maiM to tumhArI madada kara rahA hotA haM tamhAre svayaM ke astitva kA patA lagAne meM, tamhAre apane prAmANika astitva kA patA lagAne meM kyoMki tuma itane jyAdA bhramita ho, tumhAre itane jyAdA cehare haiM ki tuma bhUla hI gae ho ki kauna-sA ceharA maulika hai| tuma nahIM jAnate tumhArI asalI aMtaHpreraNA kyA hai| samAja ne tumheM bilakula ulajhA diyA hai, tumheM digbhramita kara diyA hai| aba tumheM isakA kucha pakkA patA nahIM ki tuma kauna ho| jaba maiM tumheM dIkSA detA hUM to jo ekamAtra bAta maiM karanA cAhatA hUM, vaha yaha ki tumhAre apane ghara taka A jAne meM tumhArI madada kruuN| eka bAra jaba tuma apanI aMtasa sattA meM keMdrita ho jAte ho, to merA kArya samApta ho jAtA hai| taba tuma AraMbha kara sakate ho| vastuta: eka guru ko use anakiyA karanA par3atA hai jo ki samAja ne kiyA hotA hai| guru ko vaha anakiyA karanA par3atA hai jise saMskRti ne kriyAnvita kiyA hotA hai| use tumheM phira se eka korA kAgaja banA denA hotA hai|
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________________ yahI hai guru dvArA tumheM punarjIvana die jAne kA artha phira se tuma bacce bana gae; tumhArA asa ho gayA, tumhArI sleTa dhula gii| kaise tuma usa pahalI jagaha pahuMca sakate ho, jahAM se tuma isa saMsAra meM praviSTa hue the, cAlIsa, pacAsa varSa pahale? aura samAja ne tumheM pakar3a liyA, tumheM phIsa liyA, tumheM bhaTakAyA gyaa| pacAsa varSa taka tuma bhaTake aura aba acAnaka tuma mere pAsa A gae ho| mujhe kevala eka hI bAta karanI hai use dhokara sApha kara denA hai jo kucha tumhAre sAtha huA hai; tumheM apane bacapana taka le AnA hai, usa AraMbhika avasthA taka jahAM se tumane yAtrA zurU kI thI, aura yAtrA ko phira se zurU hone dene meM tumhArI madada karanI hai| tIsarA prazna : Apane kahA ki kisI ke dvArA prabhAvita ho jAnA azuddha aura asvAbhAvika ho jAnA hai| lekina Apake vyaktitva aura zabdoM dvArA prabhAvita hue binA koI khojI ApakA ziSya kaise? yadi zabdoM dvArA aura vyaktitva dvArA prabhAvita hote ho to tuma kabhI bhI ziSya nahIM ho sakate; tuma nakala karane vAle bana jAoge aura eka ziSya nakala karane vAlA nahIM hotA hai| lekina maiM samajhatA hUM tumhArI takalIpha tuma jur3ane kA kevala eka hI DhaMga jAnate ho aura vaha hai prabhAvita ho jaanaa| yahI kucha kiyA hai samAja ne tumhAre sAtha yadi tuma prabhAvita hote ho, to tuma socate ho ki tuma jur3e hue ho| to tuma nahIM jAnate ki ziSya kaise huA jaae| tuma kevala yahI jAnate ho ki vidyArthI kaise banA jAe - sva chAyA ghaTanA / tuma jaba tuma sunate ho mujhe, to bhUla jAnA prabhAvita hone ke bAre meN| jaba tuma sunate ho mujhe, to basa kevala suno| mere sAtha raho, khule hue kisI bhI DhaMga se nirNaya dene kI koziza mata krnaa| jo kucha kaha rahA hUM meM, tuma to basa khule raho aura suno, use Ane do, mujhe tumameM vyApane do, lekina nirNaya mata do| mata kahanA ki hI, yaha ThIka hai| kyoMki taba tuma prabhAvita hue| yadi tuma kahate ho, 'nahIM, yaha ThIka nahIM hai taba tuma prabhAvita na hone kI koziza kara rahe hote ho| eka to vidhAyaka prabhAva hai, dUsarA , nakArAtmaka prabhAva, aura donoM prakAra galata hoNge| mujhe 'hI' mata kahanA, mujhe 'nA' mata khnaa| binA hI nA kahe, tuma basa yahAM maujUda kyoM nahIM ho sakate? suno, dekho, cIjoM ko ghaTane do| yadi tuma kahate ho, 'hI' usa 'hI' kA artha hotA hai aba tuma anukaraNa karane ko taiyAra ho| yadi tuma nA kahate ho to isakA artha hotA hai : nahIM, tuma merA anukaraNa nahIM karoge, tuma kahIM jA rahe ho kisI dUsare kA anukaraNa karane ko| tumhArA koI aura guru haiM; koI aura hI hai guru jisakA anukaraNa tuma kroge| yaha
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________________ vyakti tumhAre lie nhiiN| tuma kisI usako khoja rahe ho jo ki tumhAre lie eka Adarza bana sake, aura tuma bana sako eka chaayaa| aura tuma bahutoM ko pA sakate ho - bahuta se haiM jo Adarza banakara AnaMdita hote haiM, kyoMki ahaMkAra bahuta jyAdA acchA mahasUsa karatA hai| jaba bahuta se loga eka vyakti kA anukaraNa karate haiM, to ahaMkAra ko yaha bAta bar3I sukhada mAlUma par3atI hai - maiM Adarza hUM itane sAre logoM kA! maiM bilakula ThIka hoUMgA, varanA kyoM itane sAre loga merA anusaraNa kara rahe haiM? jitanI jyAdA bhIr3a AdamI ke pIche hotI hai, ahaMkAra utanA jyAdA majabUta hotA hai| to aise loga haiM, jo cAheMge ki tuma anukaraNa karo, lekina maiM unameM se nahIM hUM maiM ThIka viparIta huuN| maiM tumhAre anukaraNa karane se khuza nahIM hotaa| jaba kabhI tuma aisA karane lagate ho, mujhe tuma para bahuta aphasosa hone lagatA hai meM hara DhaMga se ise anutsAhita karane kI koziza karatA huuN| merA anukaraNa mata kro| kevala dekho, suno, anubhava kro| ise sunane meM, dekhane meM, anubhava karane meM, yahAM mere sAtha mAtra jAgaruka hone se hI dhIre dhIre tumhArI UrjA tumhAre apane keMdra para utarane lgegii| kyoMki mujhe sunane se mana Thahara jAtA hai, dekhane se mana Thahara jAtA hai| mana ke usa Thaharane meM hI ghaTanA ghaTa rahI hotI hai tuma apane astitva ke srota taka lauTa rahe hote ho, tuma apane keMdra meM utara rahe hote ho| mana kI avyavasthA vahAM nahIM rahatI; acAnaka tuma eka saMtulana pA lete ho, tuma keMdrita ho jAte ho| aura yahI maiM caahuuNgaa| tumhAre apane srota aura keMdra meM utarane se tumhArA jIvana udita hogaa| lekina yaha mere prabhAva ke kAraNa na hogA, maiM koI prabhAva chor3anA nahIM caahtaa| aura yadi ve chUTa jAte haiM, to maiM jimmedAra nahIM tumane svayaM hI kucha kiyA hogaa| tuma cipakate rahe hooge una zabdoM se, prabhAvoM se| yaha sUkSma hotA hai binA nirNaya die hI rahanA, kevala sunate rahanA, dekhate rahanA, maujUda rahanA, mere sAtha baiThe rhnaa| merA bolanA aura kucha nahIM hai sivAya mere sAtha baiThane meM tumhArI madada karane ke, yahAM mere sAtha hone meM tumhArI madada karane ke| maiM jAnatA hUM kyoMki maiM to mauna meM baiTha sakatA hUM, lekina taba tumhArA mana bAtacIta kregaa| tuma mauna nahIM rhoge| isalie mujhe bolanA par3atA hai, tAki tumhAre mana ko na bolane diyA jaae| tuma sunane meM tallIna ho jAte ho, saMlagna ho jAte ho, mana Thahara jAtA hai| usa aMtarAla meM tuma apane srota taka pahuMca jAte ho| - maiM hUM tumhAre keMdra ko khojane meM tumhArI madada karane ko, aura yahI hai saccA shissytv| yaha bAta sacamuca hI nitAMta alaga hai usase jise ki loga ziSyatva samajhate haiN| yaha anusaraNa nahIM, yaha guru ko Adarza banA lene kI bAta nhiiN| yaha usa taraha kI bAta hI nahIM yaha hai tumhAre apane keMdra taka utarane ko tumhArI madada karane denA / maiM guru cauthA prazna
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________________ Apa kahate haiM vahI karo jo tumhAre apane svabhAva ke anukUla par3atA ho| lekina mere lie yaha jAnanA kaThina hai ki jo maiM karatA hUM vaha mere svabhAva ke anukUla hai yA mere ahaMkAra ke kaise koI ahaMkAra ke bahuta-se svaroM ke bIca apane svabhAva ke svara ko pahacAna letA hai? jaba kabhI tuma ahaMkAra kI AvAja ko sunate ho, to dera- abera musIbata to hogii| tuma dukha ke jAla meM jA pdd'oge| isa para tumheM dhyAna denA hai ahaMkAra sadA dukha meM le jAtA hai, sadA hI, binA zarta, sadA hI sunizcita rUpa se, bilakula hii| aura jaba kabhI tuma svabhAva kI sunate ho, yaha bAta tumheM svAsthya kI ora le jAtI hai -saMtoSa kI ora, mauna kI ora, AnaMda kI or| to yahI honI cAhie ksauttii| tumheM bahuta-sI galatiyAM karanI hoMgI; aura dUsarA koI upAya nhiiN| tumheM dhyAna denA hogA tumhAre apane cunAva para, ki kahAM se A rahI hai AvAja, aura phira tumheM dekhanA hogA ki kyA ghaTatA hai kyoMki phala hI kasauTI hai| jaba tuma kucha karate ho to dhyAna denA, sajaga rahanA, aura yadi vaha bAta dukha kI ora le jAtI ho, taba tuma bhalIbhAMti jAnate ki vaha to ahaMkAra thaa| taba agalI bAra sajaga rahanA, usa AvAja ko sunanA hI mt| yadi vaha svAbhAvika ho, to vaha tumheM mana kI AnaMdamayI avasthA taka le jaaegii| svabhAva sadA suMdara hotA hai, ahaMkAra sadA asuMdara hotA hai| dUsarA koI aura upAya nahIM sivAya parIkSaNa ke aura galatI ke| maiM tumheM koI kasauTI nahIM de sakatA jisase ki tuma hara cIja para nirNaya de sako, nhiiN| jIvana sUkSma hai aura jaTila hai aura sArI kasauTiyAM choTI par3atI haiN| nirNaya dene ko tumheM apane se hI prayAsa karane hoNge| to jaba kabhI tuma kucha karo, bhItara kI AvAja ko sana lenaa| usa para dhyAna denA kiM vaha kahAM le jAtI hai| yadi vaha pIr3A kI ora le jAtI hai, to nizcita hI ahaMkAra se AyI thii| yadi tumhArA prema pIr3A meM le jAtA hai, to vaha ahaMkAra dvArA AyA thaa| yadi tumhArA prema suMdara maMgalamayatA kI ora le jAtA hai, eka dhanyatA kI ora le jAtA hai, to vaha svabhAvagata thaa| yadi tumhArI mitratA, yahAM taka ki tumhArA dhyAna bhI, tumheM pIr3A maiM le jAtA hai to vaha tumhArA ahaMkAra hI thaa| yadi bAta svabhAvagata hotI hai to hara cIja anukUla baiThegI, hara cIja samasvaratA se bharI hogii| svabhAva bahuta acchA hotA hai, svabhAva suMdara hotA hai, lekina tumheM use samajhanA hogaa| sadA isa para dhyAna denA ki tuma kyA kara rahe ho aura vaha bAta tumheM kahAM le jAtI hai| dhIre - dhIre tuma jAna jAoge ki ahaMkAra kyA cIja hai, aura svabhAva kyA cIja hai; kauna-sI cIja asalI hai aura kauna-sI cIja nakalI hai| isameM samaya lagegA aura sajagatA kI, dhyAna dene kI jarUrata pdd'egii| aura svayaM ko dhokhA mata denA-kyoMki pIr3A kI ora ahaMkAra hI le jAtA hai, aura koI cIja nhiiN| kisI dUsare para jimmedArI mata pheMka denA; dUsarA to aprAsaMgika hotA hai| tumhArA ahaMkAra pIr3A meM le jAtA
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________________ hai, koI aura dUsarA tumheM pIr3A meM nahIM le jAtA hai| ahaMkAra naraka kA dvAra hai, aura svAbhAvika, prAmANika, saccI bAta jo tumhAre keMdra se AtI hai, svarga kA dvAra hai| tumheM use khojanA hogA aura use kAryAnvita karanA hogaa| yadi tuma use bahuta dhyAnapUrvaka samajhate ho, to jaldI hI tumheM bilakula nizcita ho jAegA ki svabhAvagata kyA hai, aura ahaMkAra se kyA AyA hai| taba ahaMkAra ke pIche mata cala denaa| vastuta: taba tuma svayaM hI ahaMkAra kA anusaraNa nahIM kara rahe hooge| prayAsa karane kI koI AvazyakatA hI na rahegI; tuma to basa svAbhAvika cIja ke pIche hI cala rahe hooge| svAbhAvika bAta divya hotI hai| aura svabhAva meM parama svabhAva chipA hotA hai| yadi tuma svabhAva kA anusaraNa karate ho to bAda meM, dhIre-dhIre, binA koI zora kie hI acAnaka eka dina svabhAva tirohita ho jAegA aura parama svabhAva prakaTa ho jaaegaa| svabhAva le jAtA hai paramAtmA kI ora, kyoMki paramAtmA chipA hai svabhAva meN| pahale to svAbhAvika ho jaao| taba tuma svabhAva kI nadI meM baha rahe hooge| aura eka dina nadI utara jAegI parama svabhAva ke sAgara meN| pAMcavAM prazna Apane kahA zArTakaTa lene kI koI jarUrata nahIM hotii| kyA Apake dhyAna zArTakaTa nahIM haiM? kyoki idhara pahale Apane kahA ki Apake dhyAna turaMta chalAMga lagA dene vAle haiN| taraMta chalAMga lagAnA sabase laMbA mArga hai| kyoMki turaMta chalAMga ke lie taiyAra hone meM bahuta varSa lageMge; yahAM taka ki bahuta se jIvana laga jAeMge isake lie taiyAra hone meN| to jaba maiM kahatA hUM 'turaMta chalAMga', to kyA tuma turaMta lagAte ho use? mere kahane mAtra se hI tumane aisA kiyA nahIM hotaa| maiM kahatA hUM turaMta, lekina tumhArI dRSTi se turaMta meM bahuta sAre janma laga sakate haiN| chalAMga kabhI bhI zArTakaTa nahIM hotI, kyoMki chalAMga mArga nahIM hai| laMbe mArga haiM aura choTe mArga haiN| chalAMga bilakula nahIM hai mArga; vaha eka acAnaka huI ghaTanA hai| chalAMga ke lie taiyAra hone kA artha haimarane ke lie taiyAra honaa| chalAMga lagAne ko taiyAra hone kA artha hai-ajJAta meM, asurakSA meM aparicita meM chalAMga lagAne ko taiyAra honaa| isa taiyArI meM bahuta se varSa lgeNge|
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________________ mata socanA ki turaMta chalAMga koI zArTakaTa hai aisA nahIM hai| zArTakaTsa hote haiM jaba koI tumase kahatA hai, maMtra le lo, maMtra kA japa subaha paMdraha minaTa karo aura zAma ko paMdraha minaTa karo, aura phira tumheM koI aura cIja karane kI jarUrata nahIM paMdraha dina ke bhItara tuma dhyAnI ho jaaoge|' pazcima meM loga samaya ke prati itane saceta hote haiM ki ve sadA isa bAta ke zikAra hote haiN| koI AtA hai aura kahatA hai, 'yahI hai zArTakaTa / merA rAstA bailagAr3I kA rAstA nahIM balki jeTa kA rAstA hai / 'jaisA ki maharSi maheza yogI kahate haiN| ve kahate haiM, 'maiM tumheM zArTakaTa detA huuN| basa eka maMtra jisakA japa tuma prAtaH paMdraha minaTa karo aura zAma ko paMdraha minaTa karo aura do saptAha ke bhItara tuma saMbodhi pA hI lete ho!' pazcima meM logoM ko itanI jaldI hai ve cAhate haiM iMsTeMTa kAphI; ve cAhate haiM iMsTeMTa seksa, ve cAhate haiM iMsTaiMTa paramAtmA; zArTakaTa, saje paikeTa meM rakhA huA, ki hara cIja pahale se hI gar3hI huI ho| pazcimI dimAga para samaya bahuta jyAdA savAra hai, bahuta jyAdA, aura ve bhItara bahuta sAre tanAva banAe jA rahe haiN| koI bhI A sakatA hai aura kaha sakatA hai, 'yahI hai rAmabANa aura hara cIja sulajhAyI jA sakatI hai paMdraha minaTa ke bhItara hI / ' aura tuma kyA karate ho? tuma baiTha jAte ho aura japa kie hI jAte ho maMtra kA pUraba lAkhoM varSoM se maMtroM kA japa karatA rahA hai aura kucha ghaTita nahIM huA aura TI ema. zikSaNa ke do saptAhoM meM, tuma prajJAvAna ho jAte ho? isa taraha kI mUr3hatAeM calatI jAtI haiM, kyoMki tuma jaldI meM ho| koI na koI tumhArA zoSaNa kregaa| / abhI eka rAta maiM eka kitAba par3ha rahA thA, ricarDa carca ke laghu nibaMdhoM kA eka saMgraha pustaka kA nAma hai - 'e sTrola biphora di DArka / ' usa pustaka meM vaha eka ghaTanA yAda karatA hai jo ki usake eka mitra ke sAtha ghttii| eka mitra jisa para ki samaya kA bhUta savAra thA relagAr3I se yAtrA kara rahA thaa| acAnaka use dhyAna AyA ki vaha apanI hAthaghaDI to bhUla hI AyA, to bahuta ciMtita ho gayA vaha relagAr3I eka choTe se sTezana para ThaharI / mitra ne khir3akI se jhAMkA to kulI gujara rahA thA vahAM se usane kulI se samaya ke viSaya meM puuchaa| kulI ne kahA, 'mujhe nahIM ptaa|' vaha mitra bolA, 'kyA ! tuma eka relave ke AdamI aura tuma nahIM jAnate ki samaya kitanA huA? kyA tumhAre yahAM sTezana para ghar3I nahIM hai?' kulI bolA, 'hAM, ghar3I to hai| lekina maiM kyoM parezAna hoUM samaya ko lekara? kyoM maiM parezAna hoUM samaya ko lekara, ghar3I hai, usase mujhe kyA lenA-denA!" yaha bAta adabhuta hai, kulI kA yaha kahanA, 'kyoM meM parezAna hoUM samaya ke saMbaMdha meM?' loga samaya ke lie kaSTa pAte haiM aura pazcima meM to bahuta jyAdA kaSTa pAte haiM- samaya aura samaya aura smy| ve kahate ki samaya dhana hai, aura samaya baha rahA hai, lagAtAra hAtha se nikalA jA rahA hai, isalie zArTakaTa kI jarUrata hai| koI turaMta mAMga kI pUrti kara detA hai|
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________________ samaya kama nahIM par3a rahA hai| samaya zAzvata hai, kahIM koI jaldI nhiiN| astitva bahata ArAma-pasaMda DhaMga se calatA hai| asti me calatA hai| jaise ki gaMgA bahatI maidAna meM - dhImI, jaise ki bilakula baha hI na rahI ho| phira bhI pahuMcatI hai sAgara tk| samaya thor3A nahIM hai, bhagadar3a meM mata pdd'o| samaya paryApta hai| tuma ArAma se rho| yadi tuma zAta rahate ho, to sabase laMbA mArga bhI sabase choTA ho jaaegaa| yadi tuma badahavAsa ho, jaldabAjI meM hote ho, to choTA mArga bhI bahuta laMbA ho jAegA kyoMki jaldabAjI meM dhyAna asaMbhava ho jAtA hai| jaba tuma bhAga -daur3a macAte ho, jaldI meM hote ho to vaha jaldI hI bAdhA ho jAtI hai| jaba maiM kahatA hUM, 'chalAMga lagA do' - aura tuma turaMta lagA sakate ho chalAMga-toM maiM zArTakaTa yA lAMgakaTa kI bAta nahIM kara rhaa| maiM mArga kI to bilakula bAta hI nahIM kara rahA, kyoMki chalAMga koI mArga nhiiN| chalAMga kI ghar3I eka sAhasika ghar3I hotI hai -vaha eka acAnaka ghaTanA hai| lekina merA yaha matalaba nahIM ki tuma bilakula abhI aisA kara sakate ho| maiM jora detA rahUMgA, 'turaMta chalAMga lagA do, jitanI jaldI saMbhava ho|'yh jora isake lie taiyAra hone meM tumhArI madada dene ko hI hai| kisI dina zAyada tuma taiyAra ho jaao| koI bilakula abhI taiyAra ho sakatA hai kyoMki tuma nae nahIM ho, bahuta janmoM se tuma kArya kara hI rahe ho| jaba maiM kahatA hUM, 'turaMta lagA do chalAMga', to ho sakatA hai koI aisA ho jo bahuta janmoM se kArya kara rahA ho, aura basa kinAre para hI khar3A huA ho, vizAla zUnya ke kinAre, aura bhayabhIta ho| vaha sAhasa kara sakatA hai aura lagA sakatA hai chlaaNg| koI jo bahuta dUra hotA hai, socatA hai ki turaMta chalAMga saMbhava hai, vaha AzA se bhara jAegA aura calane lgegaa| jaba maiM kucha kahatA hUM to vaha eka upAya hotA hai -kaI prakAra kI sthitiyoM meM par3e kaI prakAra ke logoM ke lie| lekina to bhI merA mArga zArTakaTa nahIM hai| kyoMki koI mArga ho nahIM sakatA hai shaarttktt| yaha zabda hI dhokhA-dhar3I kA hai| jIvana kisI zArTakaTsa se paricita nahIM hotA kyoMki jIvana kA koI AraMbha nhiiN| paramAtmA kinhIM zArTakaTsa ko nahIM jaantaa| paramAtmA ko koI jaldI nahIM-zAzvatatA kA astitva hai| tuma dhIre - dhIre isa para kAma kara sakate ho| aura jitane jyAdA dhairya se, jitane dhIre se, jitane jyAdA azIghra -rUpa se tuma kAma karate ho, utane jyAdA jaldI tuma phuNcoge| yadi tuma itane dhairyavAna ho sakate ho, itane asIma rUpa se dhairyavAna ki tumheM bilakula ciMtA hI nahIM pahuMcane kI, to tuma bilakula abhI pahuMca sakate ho| Aja itanA hii|
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________________ pravacana 35 pratiprasavaH purAtana prAimala thairepI yogasUtraH (sAdhanApAda) svassavAhI viduSoupi tthaaruuddhoubhinivesh:|| 9 / / jIvana meM se gujarate hue mRtyu- bhaya hai, jIvana se cipakAva hai| yaha bAta sabhI meM prabala hai- vidvAnoM meM bhii| te pratiprasavaheyAH sUkSmAH / / 10/1 pAMcoM klezoM ke mUla kAraNa miTAye jA sakate hai, unheM pIche kI aura unake udgama taka visarjita kara dene se dhyAnaheyAstadvRttayaH / / 11 // pAMcoM dukhoM kI bama abhivyaktiyAM tirohita ho jAtI hai-dhyAna ke dvaaraa| du. khoM kI eka aMtahIna zRMkhalA jAna par3atA hai yaha jIvana janma se lekara mRtyu taka vyakti pIr3A aura pIr3A hI bhogatA hai, phira bhI vyakti jInA cAhatA hai| vaha niraMtara jIvana se cipakA rahatA hai| Alveyara kAmU ne kahIM kahA hai, aura bahuta ThIka hI kahA hai, 'AtmahatyA ekamAtra AdhyAtmika samasyA
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________________ hai|'tum AtmahatyA kyoM nahIM karate? yadi jIvana itanA dukhadAyI hai, itanI nirAzAjanaka avasthA hai, to kyoM nahIM tuma kara lete AtmahatyA? jIte hI kyoM ho? kyoM 'nahIM' nahIM ho jAte? gahare tala para, yahI hai vAstavika AdhyAtmika smsyaa| lekina maranA koI nahIM caahtaa| ve loga bhI jo ki AtmahatyA karate haiM, isI AzA meM AtmahatyA karate ki ve eka behatara jIvana pA leMge, lekina jIvana se Asakti banI rahatI hai| mRtyu ke sAtha bhI, ve AzA kara rahe haiN| maiMne sunA hai eka yUnAnI dArzanika ke bAre meM jisane apane ziSyoM ko mRtyu ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM sikhaayaa| nissaMdeha, kisI ne usakA anusaraNa to kabhI nahIM kiyaa| loga sunate the, vaha bahuta DhaMga se bolane vAlA AdamI thaa| AtmahatyA taka ke bAre meM usase sunanA suMdara lagatA thA, sunane lAyaka lagatA thA- anusaraNa nahIM kiyA kisI ne uskaa| vaha svayaM jIyA nabbe varSa kI saMpUrNa avasthA tk| usane svayaM nahIM kI aatmhtyaa| jaba vaha mRtyu -zayyA para thA, kisI ne usase pUchA, 'Apane niraMtara AtmahatyA kI bAta sikhaayii| Apane svayaM kyoM na kara lI AtmahatyA?' usa vRddha, maraNAsanna dArzanika ne apanI AMkheM kholI aura bolA, 'mujhe yahAM bane rahanA thA logoM ko zikSA dene ke lie hii|' jIvana se Asakti gaharI bAta hai| pataMjali ise kahate haiM, 'abhiniveza', jIvana ke lie llk| yaha kyoM hotI hai yadi itanI jyAdA pIr3A maujUda hai to? loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, aura bahuta gaharI vyathA lie ve apanI pIr3AoM kI bAta karate haiM, lekina ve jIvana chor3ane ko taiyAra nahIM dikhte| jIvana kI tamAma pIr3AoM ke sAtha bhI, jIvana jIne lAyaka jAna par3atA hai| kahAM se calI AtI hai yaha AzA? yaha eka virodhAbhAsa hai| aura ise samajhanA hai| vastuta: tuma jIvana se jyAdA cipakate ho yadi tuma dukhI hote ho to| jitane jyAdA tuma dukhI hote ho, utane jyAdA tuma cipakate ho| vaha vyakti jo ki prasanna hotA hai jIvana se cipakatA nahIM hai| Upara sataha para to yaha bAta virodhAbhAsI mAlUma par3egI, lekina yadi tuma gaharAI meM utaro, to samajhoge ki bAta kyA hotI hai| loga jo pIr3ita ho rahe hote haiM, ve sadA AzAvAna hote haiM, aashaavaadii| ve sadA AzA karate haiM ki kala kacha na kacha ghaTane vAlA hai| loga jo gahare dukha meM aura naraka meM jIe unhoMne svarga kA, svarga kI dhAraNA kA nirmANa kara liyaa| vaha sadA Ane vAle kala meM hI hotA hai; vaha AtA kabhI nhiiN| vaha sadA kahIM bhaviSya meM rahatA hai, eka pralobhana kI gati, tumhAre sAmane jhalakatA rhtaa| yaha mana kI eka cAlAkI hotI hai| svarga-mana kI sabase bar3I cAlAkI hai| mana kaha rahA hotA hai 'Aja kI ciMtA mata karo, kala svarga hai| basa kisI na kisI taraha Aja se gujara jaao| usa prasannatA kI tulanA meM jo ki kala ke lie tumhArI pratIkSA meM hai, yaha kucha bhI nhiiN|' aura vaha kala itanA karIba jAna par3atA hai| nissaMdeha vaha kabhI nahIM AtA, vaha A nahIM sktaa| kala eka anastitvamayI bAta hai| jo kucha bhI AtA hai vaha sadA Aja hI hotA hai, aura Aja naraka hai| lekina mana sAMtvanA detA hai, use sAMtvanA denI hI par3atI hai, anyathA karIba-karIba asaMbhava hI hogA sahanA-pIr3A asahanIya hotI hai| use sahanA par3atA hai|
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________________ kaise baradAzta kara sakate ho tuma? ekamAtra tarIkA hai AzA, sabhI AzAoM ke viparIta bhI AzA, svapnoM se bharI huI AzA svapna hI eka sAMtvanA bana jAtA hai svapna tumhAre dukha ko Aja dhuMdhalA kara detA hai| svapna to zAyada pUrA na ho, bAta isakI nahIM, lekina kama se kama Aja tuma svapna to dekha sakate ho aura usa maujUda pIr3A ko saha sakate ho| tuma sthagita kara sakate ho| tumhArI icchAeM apUrNa banI bhaviSya meM jhUlatI hI jA sakatI haiN| lekina yaha AzA hI ki kala A rahA hogA aura hara cIja ThIka ho jAegI, tumhAre jIne meM bane rahane meM tumhArI madada karatI hai| jitanA jyAdA dukhI hotA hai AdamI, utanA jyAdA AzAvAna hotA hai; jitanA jyAdA prasanna hotA hai AdamI utanA jyAdA nirAza hotA hai| isIlie bhikhArI kabhI nahIM tyAgate saMsAra ko kaise tyAga sakate haiM ve kevala buddha, mahAvIra - mahaloM meM paidA hue rAjakumAra-saMsAra tyAga dete haiN| ve nirAza hote haiM; AzA karane ko unake pAsa kucha hai nahIM, hara cIja maujUda hai aura phira bhI dukha hai| eka bhikhArI AzA kara sakatA hai kyoMki usake pAsa kucha hai nahIM / 'jaba hara cIja hotI hai to svarga hI svarga hogA aura hara cIja prasannatA bana jAegI / ' use pratIkSA karanI par3atI hai aura kala ke ghaTita hone ke lie Ayojana karane par3ate haiN| buddha ke lie to kucha bacA hI nhiiN| hara cIja upalabdha hai; vaha saba jo saMbhava hai pahale se maujUda hI hai to AzA kaise kareM? kisake lie AzA kareM? isIlie maiM phira phira jora detA hUM ki kevala eka samRddha samAja meM hI dharma kI saMbhAvanA hotI hai| eka daridra samAja dhArmika nahIM ho sakatA hai| daridra samAja to sAmyavAdI banegA hI, kyoMki sAmyavAda kammunijma kala kI hI, svarga kI hI AzA hai kala hara cIja samAna rUpa se baMTane vAlI hai| kala to aisA hogA hI ki koI amIra na hogA aura koI garIba na hogA, kala hogI krAMti sUrya udaya hogA aura cIja suMdara ho jaaegii| aMdherA to kevala Aja hI hai| tumheM ise sahanA hai aura kala ke lie lar3anA hai|' daridra samAja kamyunisTa hogA hI / -- kevala eka dhanI samAja hI nirAzA anubhava karane lagatA hai| aura jaba tuma jIvana ke prati nirAzA anubhava karane lagate ho, to saccI AzA kI saMbhAvanA banatI hai| jaba tuma jIvana ke prati itane hatAza ho jAte ho ki tuma AtmahatyA karane ke kinAre para hI hote ho| tuma taiyAra hote ho isa sAre dukha ko chor3ane ke lie saMkaTa kI usa ghar3I meM hI rUpAMtaraNa saMbhava hotA hai| AtmaghAta aura sAdhanA do vikalpa haiN| jaba tuma AtmaghAta taka karane ko taiyAra hote ho, tabhI tuma rUpAMtarita hone ko taiyAra hote ho usase pahale bilakula nhiiN| jaba tuma sAre jIvana ko aura usakI sArI pIr3AoM ko chor3ane ke lie rAjI hote ho, kevala tabhI hotI hai isakI saMbhAvanA ka tuma svayaM ko rUpAMtarita karane ke lie taiyAra ho sakate ho| rUpAMtaraNa saccA AtmaghAta hai| yadi tuma apane zarIra ko mArate ho, to vaha saccA AtmaghAta nhiiN| tuma phira eka aura zarIra pA loge, kyoMki mana to purAnA hI banA rahatA hai| mana ko mAranA hI saccI AtmahatyA hai, aura yoga isI kI to bAta karatA hai mana ko mAranA, parama AtmahatyA ko upalabdha karanA hai| vahAM se phira lauTanA nahIM hotA /
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________________ lekina AdamI to cipakA rahatA hai jIvana se kyoMki AdamI dukhI hai| tumane dUsarI hI bAta socI hogI, ki kisI dukhI AdamI ko jIvana se nahIM cipakanA caahie| aisA hai hI kyA jo jIvana ne diyA hai use? kyoM cipakegA vaha? bahuta bAra aisA vicAra AyA hogA tumheM, kisI bhikhArI ko sar3aka para dekha gaMde nAle meM par3A huA, aMdhA, kor3ha se pIr3ita, apaMga, yaha dekha tumhAre mana meM jarUra aisA vicAra AyA hogA, yaha AdamI kyoM jIvana se cipakA jA rahA hai? aba vahAM bacA hI kyA hai? yaha AtmahatyA kyoM nahIM kara sakatA aura khatma hI kyoM nahIM ho jAtA?' mujhe yAda hai mere bacapana meM eka bhikhArI AyA karatA thA, jisakI TAMgeM nahIM thiiN| vaha eka choTe se Thele, eka hAthagAr3I meM par3A rahatA jise usakI patnI calAtI thii| vaha aMdhA thA, sArA zarIra hI eka badabU bharI lAza thaa| tuma usake pAsa na A sakate the| vaha asAdhya kor3ha se pIr3ita thA-lagabhaga mRta, ninyAnabe pratizata marA hI huA thA, kevala eka pratizata jIvita thA, phira bhI kisI taraha sAMsa le rahA thaa| maiM use kucha-na-kucha diyA krtaa| eka dina maiMne pUchA usase, mAtra jijJAsAvaza hI, 'kyoM jI rahe ho tuma? kisalie? tuma AtmahatyA kyoM nahIM kara lete, aura itane dukhI jIvana se chuTakArA hI kyoM nahIM pA lete?' nissaMdeha vaha to krodha meM A gyaa| vaha bolA, 'kyA kaha rahe haiM?' krodha meM thA vh| vaha mujhe mAranA cAhatA thA apane hAtha meM AyI kisI bhI cIja se| aisA laga sakatA hai tumheM ki eka dukhI AdamI ko AtmahatyA kara lenI cAhie, yA kama se kama socanA to cAhie hI jIvana samApta karane ke bAre meN| lekina kabhI nahIM-dukhI AdamI kabhI nahIM socatA isa bAre meN| vaha soca hI nahIM sktaa| dukha apanI kSatipUrti kara letA hai, dukha apanA pratikAraka banA letA hai| svarga hai pratikAraka- 'kala hara cIja bilakula ThIka ho jAne vAlI hai| yaha to kevala thor3e se aura dhairya kI bAta hI hai|' bhikhArI sadA bhaviSya meM hI rhtaa| aura tuma bhikhArI ho yadi tuma bhaviSya meM rahate ho to| yahI hai nirNaya karane kI kasauTI ki koI AdamI samrATa hai yA bhikhArI : yadi tuma bhaviSya meM rahate ho to tuma bhikhArI hue; yadi tuma rahate ho bilakula yahIM, abhI to tuma eka samrATa hue| vaha AdamI jo AnaMdita hotA hai, yahIM aura abhI jItA hai| vaha bhaviSya kI phikra nahIM krtaa| bhaviSya kA to artha hotA hai nA -kacha; bhaviSya kA usake lie koI artha nhiiN| yahI kSaNa hai ekamAtra astitv| lekina yaha saMbhava hai kevala AnaMdapUrNa vyakti ke lie| dukhI vyakti ke lie yahI kSaNa ekamAtra astitva kaise ho sakatA hai? taba to yaha bahuta dUbhara hogA-asahanIya, asNbhv| use nirmita karanA par3atA hai bhvissy| use kahIM-na-kahIM, kisI taraha svapna nirmita karanA par3atA hai, dukha kA pratikAra karane ke lie| jitanA jyAdA gaharA hotA hai dukha, utanI jyAdA hotI hai aashaa| AzA eka kSatipUrti hai| eka dukhI vyakti kabhI nahIM karatA AtmahatyA, aura eka dukhI AdamI kabhI nahIM AtA dharma ke paas| dukhI
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________________ AdamI cipakatA hai jIvana se| jitane jyAdA prasanna tuma hote ho, utane jyAdA tuma taiyAra rahoge kisI bhI kSaNa jIvana chor3ane ko -kisI bhI kSaNa binA kisI jur3Ava -cipakAva ke tuma utAra sakate ho apane jIvana ko purAne par3a gae kapar3oM kI bhAMti hI, usase kucha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| kevala itanA hI nahIM, yadi tuma sacamuca hI prasannatA se bhare hote ho aura mRtyu dvAra khaTakhaTAtI hai, to tuma usakA svAgata kroge| tuma AliMgana meM loge mRtyu ko, aura usI bAta se tuma pAra ho jAoge mRtyu ke| mujhe phira se kahane do mRtyu AtI hai aura khaTakhaTAtI hai tumhArA dvAra aura yadi tuma bhayabhIta hote ho aura tuma kinhIM konoM meM jA chupate ho, alamAriyoM meM, aura tuma rote -cillAte ho aura tuma thor3A aura jInA cAhate ho, to tuma zikAra hue| tumheM bahuta bAra maranA pdd'egaa| eka bhayabhIta AdamI hajAroM bAra maratA hai| lekina yadi tuma dvAra khola sako, mRtyu kA svAgata karo mitra kI bhAMti, mRtyu kA AliMgana karo, usI meM tuma pAra ho gae mRtyu ke| aba tuma mRtyu vihIna hue| pahalI bAra aba tuma usa jIvana ko upalabdha karate ho jisameM dukha nahIM, vaha jIvana jisakI bAta jIsasa karate haiM samRddha jIvana; vaha jIvana jisakI bAta buddha kahate haiM AnaMdamaya jIvana, nirvANamaya jIvana; vaha jIvana jisakI bAta pataMjali kaha rahe haiM : zAzvata, samaya aura sthAna ke pAra kA, kaalaatiit| dukha apanA pratikAraka nirmita karatA hai| eka bAra tuma jAla meM pakar3a lie jAte ho, to aura tuma cipakoge jIvana se, aura jyAdA hI dukhI ho jAoge tum| kyoMki cipake rahanA svayaM hI dukha nirmita karatA hai, cipake rahanA jyAdA hatAzAeM nirmita karatA hai| jaba tuma kisI cIja se nahIM cipakate, taba yadi vaha kho jAtI hai to tuma dukhI nahIM hote ho| jaba tuma cipakate ho kisI cIja se aura vaha kho jAe, to tama pAgala ho jAte ho| jitanA jyAdA tama cipakate ho jIvana se aura- aura tuma pAoge hara dina ki tuma dukhI ho rahe ho|. por3A aura jur3atI jA rahI hai tumhAre astitva se| eka ghar3I AtI jaba tuma aura kucha nahIM hote sivAya pIr3A ke, eka cIkhatI huI piidd'aa| aura jaba aisA ghaTatA hai, to tuma jyAdA cipakate ho| yaha eka duzcakra hotA hai| jarA sArI ghaTanA para dhyAna denaa| kyoM cipaka rahe hote ho tuma? tuma cipaka rahe hote ho kyoMki tuma abhI taka jI nahIM pAe ho| jIvana ke sAtha cipakanA hI darzAtA hai ki tuma abhI jIe hI nahIM, tumane eka muradA jIvana jIyA hai, abhI taka tuma jIvana ke varadAna kA AnaMda manAne yogya nahIM hue; tuma asaMvedanazIla rahe ho, tumane eka baMda jIvana jIyA hai| tuma chU nahIM pAe phUloM ko, AkAza ko, pakSiyoM ko| tuma jIvana kI nadiyA ke saMga baha nahIM pAe, tuma ruke ho| kyoMki tuma jama gae aura tuma jI nahIM sakate, to tuma dukhI ho| tumhAre dukhI hone ke kAraNa tuma mRtyu se bhayabhIta ho kyoMki yadi mRtyu bilakula abhI A jAe to -aura tumane abhI taka jIvana jIyA hI na ho, to tuma mAre ge| eka purAnI kathA hai| upaniSadoM ke kAla meM eka bar3A rAjA huA, yyaati| usakA mRtyu-kAla A gyaa| vaha sau varSa kA thaa| jaba mauta A gaI to vaha rone -cIkhane lgaa| mRtyu ne kahA, 'yaha bAta tumheM zobhA
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________________ nahIM detI, eka bar3e samrATa ho, bahAdura AdamI ho| kyA kara rahe ho tuma? kyoM tuma eka bacce kI bhAMti ro rahe ho, cIkha rahe ho? kyoM teja aMdhar3a meM kaMpate patte jaise kaMpa rahe ho? kyA huA hai tumheM?' yayAti ne kahA, 'tuma A gaI ho aura maiM to abhI taka jI nahIM paayaa| kRpayA mujhe thor3A samaya aura do tAki maiM jI skuu| maiMne bahuta cIjeM kIM, maiM bahuta se yuddhoM meM ldd'aa| maiMne bahuta dhana ikaTThA kiyA, maiMne bar3A rAjya banA liyaa| maiMne apane pitA kI saMpatti jyAdA bar3hA dI, lekina maiM to jIyA nhiiN| vAstava meM, jIne ke lie samaya hI na rahA thA, aura tuma A giiN| nahIM, yaha to anyAya huaa| tuma mujhe thor3A aura samaya do|' mRtyu ne kahA, 'lekina mujhe kisI na kisI ko to le jAnA hI hai| ThIka hai koI iMtajAma kara do| yadi tumhAre beToM meM se koI tumhAre lie marane ko rAjI hai, to maiM le jAUMgI use|' yayAti ke sau beTe the, hajAroM patniyAM thiiN| usane bulA bhejA apane beToM ko| bar3e beToM ne to bAta hI nahIM sunii| ve svayaM hI cAlAka ho gae the aura ve usI phaMde meM par3e the| eka, jo sabase bar3A thA, sattara varSa kA thaa| vaha kahane lagA, 'lekina maiM bhI to nahIM jiiyaa| merA kyA hogA? Apa kama se kama sau sAla to jIe, maiM to kevala sattara varSa jiiyaa| mujhe thor3A aura avasara milanA caahie|' saba se choTA, jo abhI solaha yA satraha sAla kA hI thA, vaha AyA, usane apane pitA ke pAMva chue aura vaha bolA, 'maiM taiyAra huuN|' mRtyu taka ko karuNA AyI isa lar3ake pr| mRtyu jAnatI thI ki vaha nirdoSa thA, saMsAra ke raMga-DhaMga kI hoziyArI nahIM, nahIM jAnatA ki vaha kyA kara rahA thaa| mRtyu lar3ake ke kAna meM phusaphusA kara kahane lagI, 'kyA kara rahe ho tuma? are mUDa, apane pitA kI ora dekh| sau sAla kI Ayu meM marane ko taiyAra nahIM hai vaha aura tuma to kevala satraha varSa ke ho! tumane to abhI jIvana kA sparza taka nahIM kiyaa|' lar3akA kahane lagA, 'jIvana samApta ho gayA! kyoMki mere pitA sau varSa kI avasthA meM anubhava karate haiM ki abhI bhI ve jI nahIM pAe haiM, to sAra hI kyA? yadi maiM bhI sau varSa jI lUM to bAta vahI hone vAlI hai| behatara hai ki maiM unheM merA jIvana jIne duuN| yadi ve sau varSoM meM nahIM jI sake, taba to sArI bAta hI vyartha huii|' beTA mara gayA aura pitA sau varSa aura jiiyaa| phira mauta ne davAra khaTakhaTAyA aura usane ronAcillAnA zurU kara diyaa| vaha kahane lagA, 'maiM to bilakula bhUla hI gayA thaa| maiM to phira dhana -daulata bar3hA rahA thA, rAjya bar3hA rahA thA, aura sau sAla bIta gae jaise svapna meM hii| tuma phira se yahAM A gaI ho aura maiM jIyA hI nhiiN|' aura yaha bAta calatI calI gii| mauta phira -phira AtI aura vaha eka na eka beTe ko le jaatii| yayAti eka hajAra varSa aura jiiyaa| suMdara hai kahAnI, lekina vaha bAta phira ghttii| hajAra varSa bIta gae aura mRtyu A gii| yayAti kAMpa rahA thA aura ro rahA thA aura cIkha rahA thaa| mRtyu bolI, 'lekina aba to bahuta huaa| tuma hajAra varSa jI lie aura tuma phira kahate ho ki tuma jI hI nahIM pAe!' yayAti ne kahA, 'koI kaise abhI aura yahIM jI sakatA hai? maiM sadA sthagita karatA hUM : kala aura kl| aura kala? -akasmAta tuma maujUda ho jAtI
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________________ ho|' jIvana ko sthagita karanA ekamAtra pApa hai jise ki maiM pApa kaha sakatA huuN| sthagita mata kro| yadi tuma jInA cAhate ho, to abhI aura yahIM jiiyo| bhUla jAo atIta ko; bhUla jAo bhaviSya ko. yaha ekamAtra kSaNa hai, yahI hai ekamAtra astitvamaya kSaNa-jIyo ise| eka bAra khoyA to yaha dubArA nahIM pAyA jA sakatA, tuma phira ise nahIM mAMga skte| yadi tuma vartamAna meM jIne lago, to tuma bhaviSya kI nahIM socoge aura tuma jIvana se nahIM cipkoge| jaba tuma jIte ho to tumane jAna liyA hotA hai jIvana ko, tuma saMtuSTa hote, paritRpta hote| tumhArI pUrI aMtasa satA dhanyabhAgI anubhava karatI hai| kisI aura pUrti kI koI jarUrata nahIM rhtii| mRtyu ko sau varSa bAda Ane kI jarUrata nahIM rhtii| aura tumheM kaMpate hue aura rote hue aura cIkhate hue dekhane kI koI jarUrata nahIM rhtii| yadi mRtyu bilakula abhI bhI A jAe to tuma taiyAra hooge tuma jI lie, tuma AnaMdita hue, tumane utsava manA liyaa| sacamuca jIvaMta hone kA eka kSaNa paryApta hai, aura jhUThI jiMdagI ke eka hajAra sAla paryApta nahIM haiN| jo na jIyI gaI ho usake hajAra yA lAkha varSa kisI kAma ke nahIM hote haiM; aura maiM kahatA hUM tumase, jIe hue anubhava kA eka kSaNa svayaM zAzvatatA hai| vaha samaya ke pAra hotA hai, tuma jIvana kI AtmA ko hI chU lete ho aura phira kahIM koI mRtyu nahIM hotI, koI ciMtA nahIM, koI cipakAva nhiiN| tuma kisI kSaNa jIvana tyAga sakate ho aura tuma jAnate ho ki kucha bacA nahIM hai| tuma isase saMpUrNatayA aMtima kora taka AnaMdita hue| tuma isase labAlaba bhare ho, tuma taiyAra he| jo AdamI gaharI utsavamayI bhAvadazA meM marane ko taiyAra ho, vaha vahI AdamI hotA hai jo ki sacamuca hI jIyA hotA hai| jIvana se cipakanA darzAtA hai ki tuma jI nahIM pAe ho| mRtyu kA AliMgana jIvana ke hI eka aMza kI taraha karanA darzAtA hai ki tuma ThIka se jIe ho| tuma saMtuSTa ho| aba pataMjali ke sUtra ko suno| yaha sarvAdhika gahana aura bahuta jyAdA arthavAna hai tumhAre lie| jIvana meM se gujarate hue mRtyu-bhaya hai jIvana se cipakAva hai aura yaha bAta sabhI meM prabala haividvAnoM meM bhii| vaha jIvana ke bhItara hI gatimAna ho rahA hai| yadi tuma apane mana para dhyAna do, yadi tuma svayaM kA nirIkSaNa karo, to tuma pAoge ki cAhe sajaga ho yA nahIM, mRtyu kA bhaya niraMtara vahAM maujUda rahatA hai| jo kucha bhI karo tuma, mRtyu- bhaya vahA hotA hai| kaisA bhI AnaMda manAo, basa kahIM kone meM hI mRtyu kI chAyA sadA hotI hai| vahAM DaTI rahatI hai| vaha tumhArA pIchA karatI hai| jahAM kahIM, tuma usake sAtha hI
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________________ jAte ho| vaha tumhAre bhItara kI hI koI cIja hai| tuma use bAhara nahIM chor3a sakate, tuma usase baca nahIM sakate, mRtyu-bhaya tumhI ho| mRtyu kA yaha bhaya AtA kahAM se hai? kyA tumane pahale kabhI jAnA hai mRtyu ko? yadi tumane pahale nahIM jAnA hai mRtyu ko, to tuma usase bhayabhIta kyoM ho, kisI usa cIja se bhayabhIta ho jise tuma jAnate nhiiN| yadi tuma pUcho manovizleSakoM se to ve kaheMge, 'bhaya prAsaMgika hai, yadi tuma jAnate ho ki mRtyu kyA hai| yadi tuma pahale mara cuke ho, to bhaya prAsaMgika jAna par3atA hai| ' lekina tuma to jAnate nahIM mRtyu ko| tuma nahIM jAnate ki vaha dardanAka hogI yA vaha AnaMdapUrNa hogii| to phira bhayabhIta kyoM ho tuma? nahIM, mRtyu- bhaya vAstava meM mRtyu kA bhaya nahIM hai, kyoMki kaise tuma kisI usa cIja se bhayabhIta ho sakate ho jo ki ajJAta hai, jo ki bilakula hI jJAta nahIM? kaise tuma kisI usa cIja se bhayabhIta ho sakate ho jo ki tumhAre lie bilakula ajJAta hai? mRtyu- bhaya vAstava meM mRtyu kA bhaya nahIM hai| mRtyu-bhaya vAstava meM jIvana se cipakanA hI hai| jIvana maujUda hai aura tuma khUba jAnate ho ki tuma use jI nahIM rahe ho, vaha tumhAre bAhara-bAhara calatA calA jA rahA hai| nadI tumhAre pAsa se gujaratI jA rahI hai, tuma kinAre para khar3e hue ho, aura vaha niraMtara tumhAre hAthoM se nikalI jA rahI hai| mRtyu kA bhaya, maulika rUpa se yaha bhaya hai ki tumameM jIne kI sAmarthya nahIM aura jIvana bItA jA rahA hai| jaldI hI, koI samaya bacA na rahegA, aura tuma pratIkSA karate rahe ho aura tuma sadA taiyArI karate rahe ho| tuma taiyAriyoM se ghire rahe ho| maiMne sunA hai eka jarmana vidavAna ke bAre meM jisane duniyA kI sabase bar3I lAibreriyoM meM se eka kA saMgraha kiyA, sAre dezoM se, sArI bhASAoM se| vaha kabhI eka kitAba taka na par3ha pAyA, kyoMki vaha sadA saMcaya hI karatA rahA cIna calA jAtA, mAnava tvacA para likhI koI asAdhAraNa pustaka pAne ke lie; phira daur3atA barmA kI ora, phira A jAtA bhArata meM, phira laMkA, phira aphagAnistAna kI aura jidagI bhara yahI kuch| jaba vaha sattara varSa kA huA, usane pustakoM kA, virala pustakoM kA eka bar3A saMgraha saMcita kara liyA thaa| vaha sadA sthagita karatA rahA yaha soca kara ki vaha unheM par3ha legA jaba lAibrerI pUrI ho jaaegii| aura matya A phNcii| jaba vaha mara rahA thA, to AMsa bahane lage usakI AMkhoM se| usane pachA eka mitra se, 'aba kyA karUM? koI samaya bacA nhiiN| lAibrerI taiyAra hai, lekina merA jIvana bIta cukA hai| kucha karo, koI bhI kitAba uThAo lAibrerI se, usameM se kucha par3ho jisase ki maiM kucha samajha skuu| kama se kama maiM thor3A saMtuSTa to ho skuu|' mitra gayA lAibrerI meM, eka kitAba lekara lauTa AyA-lekina vidavAna to mara gayA thaa| aisA sabhI ke sAtha ghaTatA hai, karIba-karIba sabhI ke sAtha, tuma jiMdagI kI taiyArI kie cale jAte ho| tuma socate ho ki pahale lAkhoM taiyAriyAM kara lenI haiM aura phira tuma AnaMda manAoge, aura phira tuma
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________________ jIyoge, lekina usa samaya taka jIvana jA cukA hotA hai| taiyAriyAM ho jAtI haiM, lekina koI maujUda nahIM rahatA unase AnaMdita hone ko / yahI hotA hai Dara, tuma ise tumhAre aMtastala meM gahare rUpa se jAnate ho, tuma ise anubhava karate ho ki jIvana bahA jA rahA hai, hara kSaNa tuma marate ho, hara kSaNa tuma mara hI rahe ho| yaha bhaya mRtyu kA nahIM jo kahIM bhaviSya meM Ane vAlI hai aura tumheM naSTa karane vAlI hai| yaha to hara kSaNa ghaTa rahA hai| jIvana sarakatA jA rahA hai aura tuma bilakula hI akSama ho aura baMda ho| tuma pahale hI mara rahe ho jisa dina tuma paidA hue, tumane maranA zurU kara diyaa| jIvana kI pratyeka ghar3I mRtyu kI bhI ghar3I hai| bhaya kisI ajJAta mRtyu kA nahIM hai, jo kahIM bhaviSya meM pratIkSA kara rahI hai, bhaya to bilakula abhI hI hai| jIvana hAtha se nikalA jA rahA hai aura tuma asamartha jAna par3ate ho tuma kucha nahIM kara skte| mRtyu kA bhaya maulika rUpa se bhaya hai jIvana kA jo ki tumhAre hAthoM se nikalA jA rahA hai| taba bhayabhIta hokara tuma jIvana se cipakate ho, lekina cipakanA kabhI utsava nahIM bana sakatA hai| cipakanA AkrAmaka hai| jitanA jyAdA tuma jIvana se cipakate ho, utane jyAdA tuma asamartha ho jaaoge| udAharaNa ke lie tuma kisI strI se prema karate ho, tuma cipaka jAte ho usase jitane jyAdA tuma cipakate ho, utanA jyAdA tuma bAdhya karoge strI ko tumase dUra ho jAne meM, kyoMki tumhArA pIche -pIche lage rahanA usa para eka bojha ho jaaegaa| jitanA jyAdA tuma usa para kabjA karane kI koziza karoge, utanA jyAdA vaha socegI ki kaise mukta ho, kaise tumase dUra ho maiM kahatA hUM tumase jiMdagI eka strI hai| usase cipakanA mt| vaha unake pIche AtI hai, jo usase cipakate nhiiN| vaha bahuta jyAdA milatI hai unheM jo usase cipakate nahIM / yadi tuma cipakate ho, to vaha cipakAva hI jIvana ko sthagita kara detA hai| tumhArA bhikhamaMgApana hI jIvana para roka lagA detA hai| samrATa hoo, mAlika hoo| jIvana jIyo, lekina usase cipako mt| kisI cIja se mata cipko| cipakAva tumheM asuMdara aura AkrAmaka banA detA hai| cipakAva tumheM eka bhikhArI banA detA hai aura jIvana unake lie hai jo samrATa haiM, unake lie nahIM jo ki bhikhArI haiN| yadi tuma bhIkha mAMgate ho, to tuma kucha nahIM paaoge| jIvana unheM bahuta jyAdA detA hai jo kabhI mAMgate nahIM haiN| jIvana unake lie eka AzISa bana jAtA hai jo usase cipakate nahIM jIyo use AnaMdita hoo usase utsava manAo usakA lekina kaMjUsI kabhI mata karanA, usase cipakanA mt| jIvana ke prati yaha cipakAva hI tumheM mRtyu kA bhaya detA hai, kyoMki jitane jyAdA tuma cipakate ho utane jyAdA tuma samajha jAte ho ki jIvana vahA nahIM hai - vaha jA rahA hai, vaha calA jA rahA hai taba mRtyu kA bhaya A khar3A hotA hai| - jIvana meM se gujarate hue mRtyu bhaya hai jIvana se cipakAva hai aura yaha bAta sabhI meM prabala haividvAnoM meM bhii|
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________________ kyoMki tumhAre vidvAna bilakula tumhAre jaise hI mUr3ha haiN| paMDitoM ne kucha nahIM jaanaa| vastuta: unhoMne cIjeM smaraNa kara lI haiN| bar3e vidvAna haiM, paMDita haiM, ve jIvana ke bAre meM bahuta kucha jAnate haiM, lekina ve jIvana ko nahIM jaante| ve sadA kisI cIja ke Asa-pAsa ko, ghere ko hI jAnate haiN| ve AsapAsa hI cakkara kATate rahate haiM-keMdra meM kabhI nahIM utrte| ve utane hI bhayabhIta hote haiM-zAyada tumase bhI jyAdA-kyoMki unhoMne apane jIvana zabdoM meM vyartha gaMvAe haiN| zabda to budabude mAtra haiN| unhoMne bahuta zAna ikaTThA kara liyA hai, lekina jIvana ke mukAbale zAna kI kyA hastI? tuma prema ke viSaya meM bahuta-sI bAteM jAna sakate ho binA prema ko jAne hue| vastuta: yadi tuma prema ko jAnate ho, to prema ke viSaya meM jAnane kI kyA jarUrata hai? tuma paramAtmA ke viSaya meM bahuta-sI bAteM jAna sakate ho binA paramAtmA ko jAne he| vAstava meM, yadi tuma paramAtmA ko jAnate ho, to paramAtmA ke viSaya meM jAnane kI kyA jarUrata hai?-vaha mUr3hatA hogI, naasmjhii| sadA yAda rakhanA ki kisI viSaya meM jAnanA koI jAnanA nahIM hotaa| kisI viSaya ke bAre meM jAnanA, keMdra ko kabhI bhI na chUte hue, mAtra cakkara meM hI ghUmate jAnA hai| pataMjali kahate haiM vidvAna bhI, jo zAstra-nipuNa haiM, tatvajJAna ke jJAtA haiM, bahasa kara sakate hai unake sAre jIvana bhara vAda-vivAda kara sakate hai, ve bAteM hI bAteM kie jA sakate haiM, aura lAkhoM cIjoM ke bAre meM tarka kara sakate haiM, lekina isa bIca jIvana bahA jA rahA hai| jIvana kI pyAlI kA to svAda hI nahIM liyA unhoNne| ve nahIM jAnate jIvana kyA hai| ve zabdoM meM jIe haiM, bhASAgata kheloM meN| ve bhI bhayabhIta hoNge| to dhyAna rahe, veda aura bAibila madada na deNge| jahAM taka jIvana kA saMbaMdha hai, jJAna kisI kAma kA nhiiN| tuma cAhe bar3e vaijJAnika ho jAo yA bar3e dArzanika yA ki bar3e gaNitajJa, lekina usakA yaha artha nahIM ki tuma jIvana ko jAnate ho| jIvana ko jAnanA eka saMpUrNatayA alaga AyAma hai| jIvana ko jAnane kA artha hai : use jInA, nirbhaya ho kara asurakSAoM meM jInA kyoMki jIvana eka asurakSita ghaTanA hai, ajJAta meM sarakanA kyoMki jIvana hara kSaNa ajJAta hai, vaha sadA badala rahA hai, aura nayA ho rahA hai, ajJAta ke yAtrI ho jAo aura jIvana ke sAtha bar3hanA jahAM kahIM vaha le jAe; eka ghumakkar3a ho jaanaa| mere dekhe saMnyAsa kA yahI artha hai jJAta ko aura zAta kI suvidhAoM ko chor3ane ke lie sadA taiyAra rahanA aura ajJAta meM bar3hate jaanaa| nissaMdeha, ajJAta ke sAtha asurakSAeM lagI haiM, takalIpheM haiM, asuvidhAeM haiN| ajJAta meM sarakane kA artha hai khatare meM srknaa| jIvana eka khatarA hai| vaha khataroM aura bAdhAoM se bharA huA hai| isI kAraNa, loga svayaM ko baMda karane lagate haiN| ve kaidI meM, koThariyoM meM jIte -aMdhere meM, lekina phira bhI suvidhaapuurnn| isase pahale ki mRtyu Ae, ve mara hI gae hote haiN| smaraNa rakhanA, yadi tuma suvidhA ko cunate ho, yadi tuma surakSA ko cunate ho, yadi paricita ko cunate ho, to tuma jIvana ko na cunoge| jIvana eka ajJAta ghaTanA hai| tuma jI sakate ho use, lekina tuma use
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________________ muTThiyoM meM nahIM kasa sakate, tuma usase cipaka nahIM skte| jahAM kahIM vaha le jAe, tuma saraka sakate ho usake saath| tumheM zuddha bAdala kI bhAMti ho jAnA hotA hai, jahAM kahIM use havA le jAe usake sAtha calanA hotA hai na jAnate hue ki vaha kahAM jA rahA hai| jIvana kA koI uddezya nahIM hotaa| yadi tuma kisI eka nizcita uddezya kI khoja meM ho to tuma jI nahIM paaoge| jIvana uddezyavihIna hai| isIlie vaha asIma hai, isIlie yAtrA aMtahIna hai| anyathA uddezya para pahuMca jAoge, aura phira kyA karoge tuma jaba uddezya mila cukA hogA? jIvana kA koI uddezya nhiiN| tuma eka uddezya pA lete, ho aura hajAroM uddezya Age hote haiN| tuma eka zikhara para pahuMca jAte aura tuma soca rahe hote ki 'yaha aMtima hai, maiM ArAma kruuNgaa|' lekina jaba tuma pahuMcate ho zikhara para to bahuta se aura zikhara udaghATita ho jAte haiM, jyAdA UMce zikhara abhI bhI vahAM jAne ko haiN| yaha sadA aisA hI hotA hai, tuma aMta taka kabhI nahIM phuNcte| yahI artha hai paramAtmA ke asIma hone kA, jIvana ke aMtahIna hone kA koI AraMbha nahIM aura koI aMta nhiiN| bhayabhIta, svayaM meM baMda hue, tuma cipakoge, aura phira tuma pIr3ita hooge| jIvana meM se gujarate hue mRtyu-bhaya hai jIvana se cipakAva hai aura yaha bAta sabhI meM prabala haividavAnoM meM bhii| mRtya ko jAne binA hI tuma bhayabhIta hote ho| koI bAta vahA bhItara gahare meM jarUra hai, aura bAta yahI hai : tamhArA ahaMkAra eka jhaThI ghaTanA hai| vaha kucha nizcita cIjoM kA eka saMyojana hai; usameM koI tatva nahIM, koI keMdra nhiiN| ahaMkAra mRtyu se bhayabhIta hai| yaha to vaisA hI hai jaise jaba koI choTA baccA tAza ke pattoM kA ghara banA letA hai aura baccA DarA huA hotA hai, bhItara A rahI havA se DarA hotA hai| baccA bhayabhIta hotA hai ki zAyada dUsarA baccA ghara ke pAsa A jaaegaa| vaha svayaM se bhayabhIta hotA hai, kyoMki yadi vaha kucha karatA hai, to ghara traMta gira sakatA hai| tuma reta meM ghara banAte ho; tuma sadA bhayabhIta rahoge, Thosa caTTAna vahAM hai nahIM usakI nIMva meN| tUphAna Ate haiM aura tuma kaMpate ho kyoMki tumhArA sArA ghara kaMpatA hai; kisI kSaNa vaha gira sakatA hai| ahaMkAra tAza ke pattoM kA ghara hai, aura tuma Dare hue ho| yadi tuma sacamuca hI jAnate ho ki tuma kauna ho, to bhaya tirohita ho jAtA hai, kyoMki aba tuma asIma kI, mRtyuhInatA kI caTTAna para hote ho| ahaMkAra marane hI vAlA hai kyoMki vaha pahale hI marA huA hai| usakA apanA koI jIvana nahIM; vaha kevala tumhAre jIvana ko pratibiMbita karatA hai| vaha hotA hai darpaNa kI bhaati| tumhArA astitva zAzvata hai| paMDita-vidvAna taka bhI, satya se isalie bhayabhIta haiM, kyoMki pAMDitya davArA tuma nahIM jAna sakate
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________________ apanI aMtasa sattA ko, vaha jAnA jAtA hai anasIkhe dvArA, sIkhe hue dvArA nhiiN| tumheM apanA mana pUrI taraha khAlI karanA par3atA hai| tumhArI 'maiM' kI anubhUti se bhI pUrI taraha rikta, zUnya hokara, akasmAta usa zUnyatA meM tuma aMtasa sattA ko pahalI bAra anubhava karate ho, vaha zAzvata hai| usakI koI mRtyu nahIM ho sktii| kevala vaha sattA hI AliMgana kara sakatI hai mRtyu kA, aura usI meM jAnatI hai ki tuma mRtyu vihIna ho| ahaMkAra to bhayabhIta rahatA hai| pataMjali kahate haiM: pAMcoM klezoM ke mUla kAraNa miTAe jA sakate haiM, unheM pIche kI ora unake udagama taka visarjita kara dene se| prati-prasava? yaha eka bahuta-bahuta mahatvapUrNa prakriyA hai-prati-prasava kI prkriyaa| yaha prakriyA hai kAraNa meM phira se samAveza honA, kArya ko kAraNa taka lauTA lAnA, pratyAvartana kI prkriyaa| tumane sunA hogA jainova kA nAma, vaha AdamI jisane prAimala thairepI kA phira se AviSkAra kiyA hai| prAimala cikitsA prati-prasava kA hI eka hissA hai| yaha pataMjali kI prAcInatama vidhiyoM meM se eka hai| prAimala cikitsA meM, jainova logoM ko sikhAtA hai unake bacapana taka aanaa| yadi koI bAta hotI hai muzkila, to phira tama lauTa AnA usake mala srota taka jahAM se ki vaha AraMbha hii| kyoMki tama samasyA ka sulajhAne kI koziza kie jA sakate ho, lekina jaba taka ki tuma jar3a taka hI na utaro, vaha sulajhAyI nahIM jA sakatI hai| pariNAma sulajhAe nahIM jA sakate haiM, unheM kAraNa taka lauTAyA jA sakatA hai| yaha aisA hotA jaise ki eka vRkSa hai aura tuma nahIM cAhate usakA honA, lekina tuma TahaniyAM kATate jAte ho, pattoM ko kATate jAte ho, aura phira aura TahaniyAM phUTa par3atI haiN| tuma eka pattA kATate ho, to tIna patte A jAte haiN| tumheM jAnA par3atA hai jar3oM tk| udAharaNa ke lie, eka AdamI hai jo strI se bhayabhIta hai| bahuta se loga Ate haiM mere paas| ve kahate haiM ki unheM bhaya AtA hai strI se, bahuta bhy| usI bhaya ke kAraNa, ve koI sArthaka saMbaMdha nahIM banA sakate, ve saMbaMdhita nahIM ho sakate; bhaya sadA hI rahatA hai| jaba tuma bhayabhIta hote ho, to saMbaMdha dUSita ho jAeMge bhaya dvaaraa| tuma samagrarUpa se bar3ha na paaoge| tuma Adhe - Adhe mana se juDoge, sadA bhayabhIta hokara; asvIkRta hone kA bhaya, yaha bhaya ki zAyada 'strI na hI kaha de| aura dUsare bhaya hote haiN| yadi yaha / emila kara ke DhaMga kI vidhiyoM ko AjamAtA hai| yadi vaha doharAe jAtA hai, 'maiM striyoM se bhayabhIta nahIM, aura hara roja maiM behatara ho rahA hUM?, yadi vaha aisI bAteM AjamAtA hai to vaha asthAyI rUpa se bhaya kA damana kara sakatA hai, lekina bhaya banA rhegaa| aura phira -phira AtA rhegaa|
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________________ prAimala thairepI meM, use pIche pheMka denA par3atA hai vaha vyakti jo bhayabhIta hai striyoM se darzAtA hai ki usakA mAM ke sAtha koI aisA anubhava rahA hogA jisake kAraNa bhaya banA, kyoMki mAM hotI hai pahalI strI / tumhArI sArI jiMdagI meM tumhArA zAyada bahuta sI striyoM ke sAtha saMbaMdha jur3e - patnI ke rUpa meM, premikA ke rUpa meM, putrI ke rUpa meM, mitra ke rUpa meM, lekina mAM kI chavi banI rhegii| vaha tumhArA pahalA anubhava hai striyoM ke sAtha saMbaMdha kA tumhArA sArA DhAMcA usI nIMva para AdhArita hogA, aura vaha nIMva hai tumhArI mAM ke sAtha tumhArA saMbaMdha / isalie yadi koI vyakti bhayabhIta hotA hai striyoM se, to use pIche le jAnA hotA hai, use pIche kadama rakhanA par3atA hai smRti meM use pIche lauTanA par3atA hai aura patA lagAnA hotA hai usa mUla srota kA jahAM se ki bhaya prAraMbha huaa| vaha zAyada koI sAdhAraNa ghaTanA rahI ho, bahuta chottii| vaha zAyada bilakula bhUla cukA ho use yadi vaha pIche jAtA hai to vaha kahIM na kahIM ghAva DhUMDha legaa| - tuma cAhate the mAM tumheM prema kare, jaisA ki hara baccA cAhatA hai| lekina mAM ko koI dilacaspI na thii| vaha eka vyasta strI thI / use bhAga lenA thA bahuta saMsthAnoM meM, klaboM meM, isameM aura usameM vaha tumheM dUdha pilAne ko rAjI na thI kyoMki vaha cAhatI thI bahuta anupAtamaya shriir| vaha apane stana javAna banAe rakhanA cAhatI thii| aura tumhAre dvArA naSTa nahIM hone denA cAhatI thii| isalie tumheM stana kA dUdha dene se inakAra karatI thI, yA usake dimAga meM aura dUsarI samasyAeM rahI hoNgii| tuma svIkRta bacce na the, bojha kI bhAti tuma Ae pahalI bAta to yaha ki tumhArI kabhI AvazyakatA hI na thii| lekina golI ne kAma kiyA nahIM aura tuma paidA ho ge| yA vaha ghRNA karatI thI pati se kaira tumhArA ceharA pati jaisA thA - eka gaharI ghRNA, yA thI koI na koI aura bAta lekina tumheM pIche jAnA par3atA hai aura tumheM phira se baccA bananA par3atA hai| dhyAna rahe, jIvana kI koI avasthA kabhI guma nahIM hotI / tumhArA vaha bacce kA rUpa abhI bhI bhItara hai| aisA nahIM hai ki baccA yuvA ho jAtA hai, nhiiN| baccA bhItara banA rahatA hai, yuvA usa para Aropita ho gayA hotA hai, phira vRddha Upara se aura Aropita ho jAtA hai yuvA vyakti para, parta -dr-prt| baccA kabhI nahIM banatA yuvA vyakti baccA maujUda rahatA hai, yuvA vyakti kI parta usake Upara A jAtI hai| yuvA vyakti kabhI nahIM hotA kA, eka aura parta vRddhAvasthA kI, usake Upara A jAtI hai| tuma pyAja kI bhAti bana jAte bahuta sArI parteM aura yadi tuma usameM utaro to sArI parteM abhI bhI vahAM maujUda hotI haiM, saMpUrNa rUpa se| - prAimala thairepI meM jainova logoM kI madada karatA hai pIche lauTane meM aura phira se bacce bana jAne meN| -- ve hAtha paira mArate, ve cillAte, ve rote, ve cIkhate, aura vaha cIkha aba vartamAna kI nahIM hotii| bilakula abhI vaha vyakti se saMbaMdhita nahIM hotI, vaha saMbaMdha rakhatI hai usa bacce se jo pIche chipA huA hai jaba vaha cIkha, vaha Adima cIkha AtI hai to bahuta sArI cIjeM turaMta rUpAMtarita ho jAtI haiN| -
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________________ yaha prati-prasava kI vidhi kA eka hissA hai| jainova ko zAyada dhyAna na ho ki pataMjali ne karIba pAMca hajAra varSa pahale, eka DhaMga sikhAyA jisameM ki pratyeka kArya ko le jAnA hI hotA thA kAraNa tk| kevala kAraNa ko tor3A jA sakatA hai| tuma kATa sakate ho jar3oM ko aura phira vRkSa mara jaaegaa| lekina tuma zAkhAoM ko kATa kara to AzA nahIM rakha sakate ki vRkSa mara jAegA; vRkSa to jyAdA phale - phuulegaa| prati -prasava eka suMdara zabda hai, prasava kA artha huA jnm| jaba baccA janmatA hai to hotA hai prsv| prati-prasava kA artha hai. tuma phira smRti meM utpanna hue tuma janma taka lauTa gae, usa praghAta taka jaba kiM tuma utpanna hue the, aura tuma use phira se jIte ho| yAda rahe tuma use yAda hI nahIM karate, tuma use jIte ho, tuma use phira se jIte ho| smRti alaga bAta hotI hai| tuma smaraNa kara sakate ho, tuma mauna baiTha sakate ho, lekina tuma vahI AdamI rahate jo tuma ho| tuma yAda karate ki tuma bacce the aura tumhArI mA ne tumheM jora se maaraa| vaha ghAva maujUda hotA hai, lekina phira bhI yaha smaraNa karanA hI huaa| tuma eka ghaTanA ko yAda kara rahe ho, jaise ki caha kisI dUsare ke sAtha ghaTI ho| use phira se jInA prati-prasava hai| use phira se jIne kA artha huA ki tuma phira se bacce bana jAte ho| aisA nahIM ki tuma yAda karate ho, tuma bacce bana jAte ho| phira se tuma usa bAta ko jIte ho| mAM tumhArI smRti meM coTa nahIM pahuMcA rahI hotI, mA bilakula abhI phira se coTa detI hai tumheN| vaha ghAva, vaha krodha, vaha pratirodha, tumhArI anicchA, asvIkAra aura tumhArI pratikriyA, jaisI ki sArI bAta hI phira ghaTa rahI hotI hai| yaha hai pratikriyA aura yaha kevala prAimala-thairepI ke hI rUpa meM nahIM hai balki eka vyavasthita vidhi hai hara khojI ke lie jo samRddha jIvana kI, satya kI khoja meM lagA hai| ye pAca kleza haiM avidyA-jAgarUkatA kA abhAva, asmitA-ahaMkAra kI anubhUti; rAga-Asakti, daveSa -ghRNA, aura abhiniveza-jIvana kI laalsaa| ye pAMca dukha haiN| pAMcoM klezoM ke mUla kAraNa miTAe jA sakate haiM unheM pIche kI ora unake udagama taka visarjita kara dene se| aMtima hai abhiniveza, jIvana kI lAlasA; prathama hai avidayA-jAgarUkatA kA abhaav| aMtima ko visarjita honA hai prathama taka, aMtima ko le AnA hai prathama tk| aba pIche kI ora calo. tumameM lAlasA hai jIvana kI; tuma cipakate ho jIvana se| kyoM? pataMjali kahate haiM, 'pIche kI ora jaao|' kyoM cipakate ho tama jIvana se?-kyoMki tuma dukhI hote ho| aura dukha nirmita hotA hai dveSa se, ghRNA se| dukha nirbhita hotA hai dveSa se -hiMsA, IrSyA, krodha se -ghRNA se| kaise tuma jI sakate ho yadi itanI
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________________ nakArAtmaka cIjeM tumhAre AsapAsa hotI haiM? inhIM nakArAtmakatAo dvArA, jahAM kahIM bhI tuma dekhate ho, jIvana jIne jaisA nahIM lagatA hai| jahAM kahIM tuma dekhate ho nakArAtmaka dvArA, hara cIja aMdherI, nirAza, narka jAna par3atI hai| jIvana kI lAlasA kA pIche kI ora le jAkara samAdhAna karanA par3atA hai, to tuma pAoge dvess| yadi tuma nIce utaro, pIche kI ora jIvana ke prati cipakAva sahita, usake pIche tuma pAoge ghRNA kI prt| isIlie tuma jI nahIM pAe ho| sAre samAja, sabhyatAeM, ve bahuta ghRNA lAda detI haiM tuma pr| yadi tuma par3ho hiMdU zAstra yA ki jaina zAstra, to ve ghRNA sikhAte haiN| ve kahate haiM ki yadi tuma kisI strI ke prema meM ho, to pahale dekha-samajha lenA strI kyA hai| kyA hotI hai strI? -mAtra eka DhAMcA haDDiyoM kA, mAMsa, rakta, zleSmA, asuMdara cIjoM kaa| strI ke bhItara jhAMka lenA; sauMdarya to Upara hotA hai| aura tvacA ke pIche hara cIja asuMdara hotI hai, arucikara hotI hai| yadi tuma aise logoM dvArA sikhAe-par3hAe jAte ho, to jaba kabhI tuma prema meM par3ate ho, to tuma prema na kara pAoge strI ko kyoMki ghRNA A phuNcegii| tuma anubhava karoge, aruci uTha rahI hai| aura prema kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai ghRNA ke sAtha? aura yadi tuma zikSita kie gaye ho ina bAharI tatvoM dvArA jo jIvana ke srotoM ko hI viSamaya banA dete haiM, to tuma dukhI ho jaaoge| binA prema ke kaise tuma prasanna raha sakate ho? tuma dukhI hooge| jaba tuma dukhI hote ho to tuma cipakate ho jIvana se| isalie patajila kahate haiM, 'jIvana se cipakanA sabase UparI parta hai| gahare jAo; usake pIche, tuma pAoge, ghRNA kI, daveSa kI prt|' lekina kyoM karate ho tuma ghRNA? jyAdA gahare utaro aura tuma pAoge aaskti| tuma AkarSita hote ho kisI cIja kI or| aura yadi tuma AkarSita hote ho, kevala tabhI tuma ghRNA kara sakate ho| yadi tuma AkarSita nahIM ho sakate to ghaNA nahIM kara skte| AkarSaNa nirmita kara sakatA hai anAkarSaNa ko, anAkarSaNa dUsarA chora hai AkarSaNa kaa| jyAdA gahare jAo-dUsarI parta tuma pAoge asmitA kI, ahaMkAra kI, anubhUti ki maiM huuN| aura yaha 'maiM astitva rakhatA hai Asakti aura dveSa ke dvaaraa| yadi rAga aura daveSa, AkarSaNa aura anAkarSaNa donoM gira jAeM to 'maiM' vahAM khar3A nahIM raha sktaa|'maiN' gira jAegA usake sAtha hii| tuma aura tumhArA ahaMkAra astitva rakhatA hai acche aura bure kI tumhArI dhAraNAoM ke dvArA, prema aura ghaNA kI dhAraNAeM, kyA saMdara hai aura kyA asaMdara, isakI dhaarnnaaeN| davaita ahaMkAra ko nirmita karatA hai| to rAga aura dveSa ke dvaita ke pIche tuma pAoge ahaMkAra ko| kyoM banA rahatA hai ahaMkAra? pataMjali kahate haiM, 'aura bhI jyAdA gahare meM jAo aura tuma pAoge-jAgarUkatA kA abhaav| jIvana ke sAre dukha kA mUlabhUta kAraNa hai jAgarUkatA kA abhaav| yahI hai kAraNa, sArI bAta kA mukhya kaarnn| tuma nahIM pA
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________________ sakate isa kAraNa ko abhiniveza meM, jIvana kI lAlasA meM, vaha to phUla hai, phala hai; aMtima ghaTanA hai| vastuta: vaha kAraNa nahIM hai| pIche jaao|' pAMcoM klezoM ke mUla kAraNa miTAe jA sakate haiM unheM pIche kI ora unake udagama visarjita kara dene se| eka bAra tuma jAna lete ho kAraNa ko, phira hara cIja kA samAdhAna ho jAtA hai| aura kAraNa hai jAgarUkatA kA abhaav| karoge kyA? mata lar3anA apanI pakar3a se, mata lar3anA apanI Asakti se aura tumhArI apanI ghRNA se, ahaMkAra se bhI mata ldd'naa| basa jyAdA aura jyAdA jAgarUka ho jaanaa| kevala jyAdA aura jyAdA saceta ho jAnA, dhyAnI, bodhapUrNa ho jaanaa| jyAdA-jyAdA smaraNa rakhanA aura sajaga rhnaa| vahI sajagatA hI hara cIja tirohita kara degii| eka bAra kAraNa vilIna ho jAtA hai, to kArya tirohita ho jAte haiM sAdhAraNa naitikatA tumheM sataha para ke parivartana sikhAtI hai| tathAkathita dharma tumheM sikhAte haiM ki kaise pariNAmoM se lar3anA hotA hai| pataMjali tamheM de rahe haiM dharma kA saccA vijJAna - mala kAraNa hI vilIna ho sakatA hai| tumheM jyAdA sajaga honA hotA hai| jIvana ko jIyo sajagatA ke sAtha : vahI hai kula sNdesh| soe hue manuSya kI bhAti mata jIyo, yA ki sammohana meM jI rahe zarAbI kI bhAMti mata jiiyo| jo kucha tuma kara rahe ho usake prati hoza rkho| karo use, lekina karanA use pare hoza shit| akasmAta tuma pAoge bahuta sArI cIjeM tirohita ho jAtI haiN| eka cora AyA eka bauddha rahasyadarzI nAgArjuna ke paas| cora kahane lagA, 'dekhie, maiM bahuta sAre zikSakoM aura guruoM ke yahAM ho aayaa| ve saba mujhe jAnate haiM, kyoMki maiM eka prasiddha cora hUM isalie maiM saba jagaha jAnA jAtA chu| jisa kSaNa pahuMcatA hUM unake pAsa ve kahate haiM, pahale to tumheM corI chor3a denI hai, logoM ko lUTanA chor3anA hai| pahale tumhAre jIvana kA DhaMga girA do aura phira kucha ghaTa sakatA hai| isIlie bAta jahAM kI tahAM samApta ho jAtI hai| aba maiM AyA hUM Apake paas| Apa kyA kahate haiM?' nAgArjuna ne kahA, 'taba tuma jarUra coroM ke pAsa gae hooge, guruoM ke pAsa nhiiN| tumhAre corI karane yA na karane kI phikra guru ko kyoM karanI? merA kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| tuma eka kAma karo. 'tuma corI kie jAo, logoM ko lUTate jAo, lekina sajagatA sahita hI lUTanA unheN|' usa cora ne kahA, ' aisA maiM kara sakatA hai| aura vaha pakar3AI meM A gayA, phaMsa gyaa| do saptAha gujarane ke bAda, vaha lauTa kara AyA nAgArjuna ke pAsa aura bolA, 'Apa dhokhebAja ho, Apane cAlAkI kI mere saath| kala rAta maiM pahalI bAra rAjA ke mahala meM jA ghusA, lekina ApakI vajaha se
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________________ maiMne sajaga rahane kI koziza kii| maiMne khajAnA kholaa| hajAroM bahumUlya hIre vahAM par3e the, lekina Apake kAraNa mujhe khAlI hAtha hI mahala se bAhara AnA pdd'aa|' nAgArjuna ne kahA, 'mujhe batAo ki huA kyA?' cora ne kahA, 'jaba bhI maiM sajaga huA aura maiMne una hIroM ko uThAne kI koziza kI, to hAtha hilatA hI nahIM thaa| yadi hAtha hilatA, to phira maiM sajaga na rahatA thaa| do -tIna ghaMTe maiMne saMgharSa kiyaa| maiMne koziza kI sajaga hone kI aura una hIroM ko uThAne kI, lekina phira maiM sajaga na rahatA thaa| isIlie mujhe unheM vApasa vahIM rakhanA par3atA thaa| jaba bhI sajaga huA, to hAtha na hilatA thaa|' nAgArjuna ne kahA, 'yahI hotI hai sArI baat| tumane sAra ko samajha liyA hai|' binA sajagatA ke tuma krodhita, AkrAmaka, sattAtmaka, IrSyAlu ho sakate ho| ye patte aura zAkhAeM haiM, na ki jdd'eN| sajagatA ke sAtha tuma krodhita nahIM ho sakate, tuma AkrAmaka, hiMsAtmaka, lobhI nahIM ho skte| sAdhAraNa naitikatA tumheM sikhAtI hai lobhI na bano, krodhI na hoo| vaha sAdhAraNa naitikatA hotI hai| vaha kucha jyAdA madada nahIM detii| jyAdA se jyAdA eka kSudra damita vyaktitva nirmita ho jAtA hai| lobha banA rahatA hai, krodha banA rahatA hai, kevala tuma thor3I sAmAjika naitikatA to pA sakate ho| yaha bAta samAja meM eka hoziyAra bhAgIdAra ke rUpa meM to madada kara sakatI hai, lekina kucha jyAdA nahIM ghaTatA hai| pataMjali sAdhAraNa naitikatA nahIM sikhA rahe haiN| pataMjali batA rahe haiM sabhI dharmoM ke sacce mUla ko hI, dharma kA asalI vijnyaan| ve kahate haiM, 'pratyeka kArya ko kAraNa taka le aao| aura kAraNa sadA hotA hai asacetanatA, ajAgarUkatA, avidyaa| sajaga ho jAo, aura hara cIja tirohita ho jAtI hai| pAMcoM dukhoM kI bAhya abhivyaktiyAM tirohita ho jAtI haiM dhyAna ke dvaaraa| tumheM unakI ciMtA karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, basa tuma dhyAna jyAdA karo, jyAdA sajaga ho jaao| pahale to bAharI abhivyaktiyAM : krodha, IrSyA, ghRNA, AkarSaNa miTa jAte haiN| pahale bAharI abhivyaktiyAM miTa jAtI haiM, to bhI bIja bane rahate haiM tummeN| taba vyakti ko bahuta jyAdA gahare meM jAnA hotA hai, kyoMki tuma socate ho ki tuma krodhita hote ho kevala jaba tumheM krodha AtA hai| yaha bAta saca nahIM hai, krodha kI eka aMtardhArA calatI rahatI hai, taba bhI jaba ki tuma krodhita nahIM hote| anyathA, yathA samaya kahAM se pAoge tuma krodha? koI tumhArA apamAna kara detA hai aura acAnaka tumheM krodha A jAtA hai| kSaNa bhara pahale tuma prasanna the, muskurA rahe the aura phira ceharA badala jAtA hai; tuma khUnI bana jAte ho| kahAM se pAyA tumane ise? yaha jarUra maujUda rahA hogA, eka aMtardhArA tumameM sadA maujUda rahatI hai| jaba kabhI AvazyakatA A banatI hai, avasara bana jAte haiM, to acAnaka krodha bhabhaka uThatA hai| pahale, dhyAna tumhArI madada kregaa| bAharI abhivyakti tirohita ho jaaegii| lekina usI se saMtuSTa mata ho jAnA, kyoMki mUlarUpa se yadi aMtardhArA banI rahatI hai, to kisI samaya usake lie saMbhAvanA hotI hai,
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________________ upadrava bhabhaka sakatA hai| kisI nizcita sthiti meM abhivyakti phira se calI A sakatI hai| kabhI bhI saMtuSTa mata ho jAnA usa bAharI abhivyakti ke tirohita ho jAne se, bIja ko jalanA hI hotA hai| dhyAna kA pahalA bhAga tumhArI madada karatA hai bAharI abhivyakti ko mUlAdhAra taka lAne meN| bAharI tala para tuma zAta ho jAte ho, lekina bhItara cIjeM calatI rahatI haiN| taba dhyAna ko aura bhI jyAdA gahare meM utaranA hotA hai| yaha hai pataMjali kA pharka samAdhi aura dhyAna ke biic| dhyAna prathama avasthA hai| dhyAna vaha pahalI avasthA hai jisake sAtha bAhya abhivyaktiyAM tirohita ho jAtI haiM; aura samAdhi aMtima avasthA hai, vaha parama dhyAna jahAM bIja jala jAte haiN| tuma jIvana aura aMtasasattA ke AtyaMtika srota taka pahuMca cuke hote ho| taba tuma kisI cIja se cipakate nhiiN| taba tumheM mRtyu kA bhaya nahIM rhtaa| taba vastuta: tuma hote hI nahIM, taba tuma bacate hI nhiiN| taba paramAtmA tumameM A basatA hai| aura tuma kaha sakate ho, 'ahaM brahmasmi'; maiM hI hUM paramAtmA, AtyaMtika AdhAra astitva kaa| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 36 - pazcima ko jarUrata hai buddho kI prazna-sAra: 1-jIvana kI lipsA, jIveSaNA kA kAraNa kyA hai? aura yaha jIvana kA AnaMda manAne meM bAdhA kyoM hai? 2-pazcima ke astitvavAdI vicAroM ne jIvana kI arthahInatA jAna lI hai| lekina ve AnaMda kI khoja kyoM nahIM karate? 3-buddhapuruSoM meM zArIrika AvazyakatA, kAmavAsanA kyoM kara tirohita ho jAtI hai? 4-phrAyaDa, juMga aura jenova Adi loga svayaM para prayoga kyoM nahIM karate?
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________________ pahalA prazna: pataMjali kahate haiM 'jIvana se cipako mata: aura yaha bAta AsAna hai samajhane ke lie aura anusaraNa karane ke lie| lekina ve yaha bhI kahate haiM ki 'jIvana ke prati lAlAyita mata hoo 'kyA hameM vartamAna meM AnaMdita nahIM honA hai usa sabase jo prakRti ke pAsa hai hameM dene ko bhojana prema saudarya kAmavAsanA Adira aura yadi yaha aisA hai to kyA yaha jIvana kA lobha nahIM hai? pataMjali kahate haiM ki jIvana kA lobha eka bAdhA hai, jIvana kA AnaMda manAne meM eka bAdhA hai, sacamuca jIvaMta rahane meM eka bAdhA hai, kyoMki lobha sadA bhaviSya ke lie hotA hai, vaha vartamAna ke lie kabhI nahIM hotaa| ve AnaMda manAne ke virodha meM nahIM haiN| jaba tuma kisI cIja se AnaMdita hue kSaNa mAtra meM upasthita hote ho, to usameM koI lobha nahIM hotaa| lobha hai bhaviSya ke lie lalakanA, aura isa bAta ko samajha lenA hai| ve loga jo apane jIvana se vartamAna meM AnaMdita nahIM hote, unheM kahIM bhaviSya meM jIvana ke lie lAlasA hotI hai| jIvana ke lie lAlasA sadA bhaviSya meM hI hotI hai| yaha bAta eka sthagana hai| ve kaha rahe hote haiM ki 'hama Aja AnaMda nahIM manA sakate, isalie hama AnaMda manAeMge kl|' ve kaha rahe hote haiM, 'bilakula isI kSaNa hama utsava nahIM manA sakate, isalie kala ko Ane do tAki hama utsava manA skeN|' bhaviSya udita hotA hai tumhAre dukha meM se, tumhAre utsava meM se nhiiN| eka sacce utsavamaya vyakti ke pAsa koI bhaviSya nahIM hotA hai, vaha isI kSaNa meM jItA hai, vaha ise samagra rUpa se jItA hai| usa samagra rUpa se jIe jAne meM se hI udita hotA hai agalA kSaNa, lekina aisA kisI lAlasA ke kAraNa nahIM hotA hai| nissaMdeha, jaba utsava meM se agalA kSaNa janmatA hai, to usameM jyAdA kSamatA hotI hai tumheM AzISa dene kii| jaba utsava meM se bhaviSya janmatA hai, to vaha aura - aura jyAdA samRddha hotA jAtA hai| eka ghar3I AtI hai jaba kSaNa itanA samagra ho jAtA hai, itanA saMpUrNa ki samaya pUrI taraha tirohita ho jAtA hai| samaya dukhI mana kI jarUrata hai| samaya sarjanA hai dukha kii| yadi tuma prasanna hote ho to kahIM koI samaya nahIM bacatA-samaya tirohita ho jAtA hai| ise dUsare AyAma se dekhnaa| kyA tumane dhyAna diyA ki jaba kabhI tuma dukhI hote ho, samaya bahuta dhImI gati se sarakatA hai| koI mara rahA hotA hai, koI jise tuma prema karate ho, koI jisake lie tuma
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________________ cAhoge vaha jIe, aura tuma pAsa meM baiThe hue hote ho / sArI rAta tuma bistara ke kinAre baiThe rahate aura rAta aisI jAna par3atI jaise ki vaha koI anaMtakAla ho / usakA bilakula koI aMta dikhAI hI nahIM par3atA, vaha / yahI hai jIvana ke prati lipsA kA artha jyAdA samaya ke lie lipsA / bar3hatI jAtI aura Age, Age dIvAra para cha. bahuta jyAdA dhImI cala rahIM jAna par3atI hai, dukha meM samaya dhIme calatA hai| jaba tuma prasanna hote ho tumhArI premikA ke sAtha hote ho, tumhAre mitra ke sAtha to tuma usa kSaNa ko saMjo rahe hote hoM-samaya teja calatA hai| sArI rAta gujara jAtI hai aura aisA jAna par3atA hai ki kucha minaTa yA kucha pala hI bIte haiM aisA kyoM hotA hai? kyoMki dIvAra para lagI ghar3I isakI ciMtA nahIM karatI ki tuma sukhI ho yA dukhI, vaha apane se calatI rahatI hai vaha tumhArI bhAvadazAoM ke sAtha kabhI teja nahIM cltii| vaha sadA eka hI gati se cala rahI hotI hai, lekina tumhArI vyAkhyAeM bheda rakhatI haiN| dukha meM samaya jyAdA bar3A ho jAtA hai, sukha meM samaya jyAdA choTA ho jAtA hai| jaba kabhI koI AnaMdapUrNa manodazA meM hotA hai to samaya bilakula tirohita hI ho jAtA hai| -- IsAiyata kahatI hai ki jaba tuma naraka meM pheMka die jAte ho, to naraka anaMta ho jAtA hai, aMtahIna | barTreDa rasala ne eka kitAba likhI hai vhAI AI ema nATa e krizciyana meM IsAI kyoM nahIM huuN|' vaha hu sAre kAraNa batAtA hai| unameM se eka yaha hai : 'jo pApa maiMne kie haiM, usase aisA socanA asaMbhava hai ki anaMta sajA nyAyapUrNa ho sakatI hai| maiMne zAyada bahuta se pApa kie hoNge| tuma. mujhe naraka meM pheMka dete ho pacAsa varSa sau varSa ke lie, pacAsa janma, sau janma, hajAra janma taka, lekina anaMta sajA nyAyapUrNa nahIM ho sakatI hai| zAzvata sajA to anyAyapUrNa hI jAna par3atI hai, aura IsAiyata kevala eka janma meM hI vizvAsa rakhatI hai| itane sAre pApa koI vyakti eka janma meM kaise kara sakatA hai, mAtra sATha yA sattara varSa ke jIvana meM jisase ki vaha anaMtakAla taka sajA pAne lAyaka ho jAe ! yaha bAta to ekadama betukI jAna par3atI hai| rasala kahate haiM jo koI pApa maiMne kie haiM aura jinheM maiM karane kI soca rahA hUM lekina jinheM abhI taka kiyA nahIM hai - yadi maiM kalpita, svapnagata pApoM ko svIkAra kara lUM phira bhI kaThora se jyAdA sajA nahIM de sakatA hai|' - apane sAre pApoM ko - kie anakie, kaThora nyAyAdhIza bhI mujhe pAMca varSoM se IsAI dharmazAstrI uttara nahIM de pAe haiN| kyoMki vaha sabase bar3A aura ThIka kahatA hai vaha lekina sAra kI bAta cUka jAtA hai vaha naraka zAzvata hai isa kAraNa nahIM ki vaha zAzvata hai, balki isa kAraNa aisA hai dukha hai - samaya sarakatA hI nahIM hai| aisA jAna par3atA hai ki vaha aMtahIna hai| yadi AnaMda meM samaya tirohita ho jAtA hai to gahanatama dukha meM, jo ki naraka hai, samaya itanA dhIme calatA hai jaise ki bilakula cala hI na rahA ho| naraka kA eka kSaNa bhI anaMta hotA hai tumheM aisA jAna par3egA ki vaha samApta nahIM ho rahA, samApta hI nahIM ho rahA, samApta ho hI nahIM rahA / aMtahIna naraka kA siddhAta suMdara hai, bahuta manovaijJAnika hai| yaha itanA hI dikhAtA ki samaya mana para nirbhara karatA hai, samaya eka manogata ghaTanA hai tuma dukhI hote ho, to samaya kA astitva hotA hai; tuma
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________________ sukhI hote ho to koI samaya nahIM bctaa| jIvana kI lipsA hai jyAdA samaya kI lipsaa| vaha dikhAtI hai ki jo kucha tumane pAyA hai, paryApta nahIM hai; tuma abhI taka paritRpta nahIM hue|'mujhe aura jyAdA samaya do, tAki maiM paritRpta ho skuu| mujhe aura jIvana do, aura bhaviSya, bar3hane ko aura jagaha, kyoMki merI sArI AkAMkSAe abhI apUrNa haiN|' vaha vyakti jo jIvana kI lipsA lie rahatA hai yahI prArthanA kie jAtA hai : he Izvara mujhe aura samaya de do, kyoMki merI sArI icchAeM abhI bhI maujUda haiN| koI cIja tRptikAraka nahIM rahI maiM saMtuSTa nahIM maiM paritRpta nahIM hUM aura samaya to tejI se bahA jA rahA hai| mujhe aura samaya de do| yahI hai jIvana ke prati lipsA kA artha : jyAdA samaya ke lie lipsaa| jIvana setumhArA kyA artha hai? jIvana kA artha hai: bhaviSya se jur3A jyAdA smy| mRtyu se tumhArA kyA artha hotA hai? mRtyu kA artha hotA, kahIM koI bhaviSya nhiiN| yadi mRtyu bilakula abhI A jAe, to bhaviSya samApta ho jAtA hai, samaya samApta ho jAtA hai| isalie tuma bhayabhIta ho mRtyu se, kyoMki vaha tumheM samaya na degI aura sArI tumhArI icchAeM apUrNa haiN| jIvana ke virodha meM nahIM haiM ptNjli| vastuta: ve jIvana ke virodha meM nahIM haiM, isIlie ve jIvana ke prati lipsA ke virodha meM haiN| yadi tuma jIvana ko jIte ho usakI samagratA sahita, usakA AnaMda manAte ho usakI gahanatama saMbhAvanA taka, use ghaTita hone dete ho-taba jIvana ke prati kahIM koI lipsA na bcegii| jyAdA saMvedanazIla ho jAo, jIvaMta, sajaga ho jAo, aura taba tuma samaya ke prati lAlAyita na hooge| vastuta: vaha vyakti jo jIvana se paritRpta hotA hai, use mRtya vizrAma kI bhAti dikhAI par3atI hai, eka bar3I vizrAMti kI bhAMti, jIvana kI samApti nhiiN| vaha usase bhayabhIta nahIM rahatA, svAgata karatA hai, eka purA samadadha jIvana jIyA ho, to mRtyu hotI hai rAtri, rAtri kI bhAMti aatii| dina bhara tumane kAma kiyA, aba tuma zayyA sajAte aura vizrAma karane lagate ho| aise loga haiM jo rAtri se bhayabhIta hote haiN| maiM kalakattA meM ThaharA karatA thA bahuta saMpanna vyakti ke pAsa jo rAtri se aise bhayabhIta rahatA jaise ki loga se bhayabhIta rahate haiN| vaha so na sakatA thA kyoMki vaha sArA dina vizrAma kara rahA hotA thaa| to kaise vaha AzA kara sakatA thA nidrA kI? vaha dhanI vyakti thA, usake pAsa hara cIja thI, isalie kucha nahIM karatA thA vh| kevala nirdhana loga paidala calate haiM, kevala nirdhana loga kAma karate haiM! kahIM kisI jagaha kAma likhatA hai ki eka samaya AegA bhaviSya meM jaba sacamuca loga itane dhanavAna ho jAeMge ki ve prema bhI na kreNge| ve apane naukara ko bheja deMge aisA karane ke lie jadaga esA karane ke lie! vastuta: eka dhanI vyakti ko prema karanA hI nahIM caahie| sAre prayAsa kI ciMtA hI kyoM karanI?-tuma bheja sakate ho naukara ko| yahI to kara rahe haiM dhanI vyakti naukaroM ko bhejanA par3atA hai jIvana jIne ko, aura ve vizrAma karate haiN|
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________________ jaba tuma sArA dina vizrAma karate ho to tuma kaise so sakate ho rAta meM? AvazyakatA nirmita nahIM hotii| eka vyakti sArA dina kArya karatA hai, jItA hai, aura rAta hone taka vaha taiyAra ho jAtA hai vismRti meM, aMdhakAra meM utarane ko| aisA hI ghaTatA hai yadi tumane eka saccA jIvana jIyA hotA hai| yadi tumane use sacamuca hI jIyA hotA hai, to mRtyu vizrAma hI hai| zAma AtI, rAta utara AtI, aura tuma taiyAra hote, tuma leTa jAte aura tuma pratIkSA krte| jaba tuma ThIka prakAra se jIte ho to tuma aura adhika jIvana kI mAMga nahIM karate, kyoMki adhikatA pahale se hI hai; jitanA tuma mAMga sakate ho, usase jyAdA pahale se hI maujUda hai; jitane kI tuma kalpanA kara sako, usase jyAdA tumheM diyA hI jA cukA hai| yadi tuma pratyeka kSaNa ko usakI saMpUrNa pragAr3hatA taka jIte ho, to tuma sadA hI taiyAra hote ho marane ke lie| yadi bilakula abhI mRtyu A jAtI hai mere pAsa to maiM taiyAra hUM, kyoMki koI cIja adhUrI nahIM hai| bhaviSya ke lie maiMne kucha bhI sthagita nahIM kiyA hai| maiMne subaha snAna kiyA aura usakA pUrA AnaMda liyaa| bhaviSya kI khAtira maiMne kisI cIja ko sthagita nahIM kiyA, isalie yadi mauta A jAtI hai to kahIM koI samasyA nhiiN| mRtyu A sakatI hai aura bilakula abhI le jA sakatI hai mujhe| bhaviSya kI eka halkI-sI dhAraNA taka bhI na hogI kyoMki kucha bhI adhUrA nahIM hai| aura tumhAre lie?-hara cIja adhUrI hai| subaha kA snAna taka tuma ThIka se nahIM kara sake, kyoMki tumheM sunane AnA thA mujhe; tuma use cUka ge| tuma bar3hate ho bhaviSya ke anusAra aura phira tuma cUkate cale jAte ho| yadi yaha cUkane kI bAta eka Adata bana jAtI hai, aura vaha bana jAtI hai, to tuma mere pravacana ko bhI cUka jaaoge| kyoMki tuma vahI AdamI ho jo cUka gayA subaha kA snAna, jo cUka gayA subaha kI cAya, jisane kisI taraha use samApta to kiyA lekina adhUrA banA rhaa| vaha bAta tumhAre sira ke cAroM ora maMDarAtI rahatI hai| vaha saba jise ki tumane adhUrA chor3a diyA abhI bhI tumhAre cAroM ora makkhI-sA bhinabhinA rahA hai| aba isakI Adata ho jAtI hai| tuma sunoge mujhe lekina taiyAra to tuma ho rahe hote Aphisa jAne ke lie, yA dukAna para jAne ke lie, yA ki bAjAra jAne ke lie; tuma saraka hI cuke' ho| tuma kevala zArIrika rUpa se yahAM baiThe hue hote ho| tumhArA mana bhaviSya meM saraka cukA hotA hai| tuma kahIM na ho paaoge| jahAM kahIM bhI tuma hote ho, tuma kahIM kisI aura jagaha saraka hI rahe hote ho| yaha adhUrA jIvana nirmita kara detA hai jIvana ke prati lobh| tumheM bahuta sArI cIjoM ko pUrA karanA hotA hai| kaise tuma bilakula isI kSaNa maranA saha sakate ho? maiM ise saha sakatA hUM maiM AnaMdita ho sakatA hUM - hara cIja pUrI hai| ise jarA khayAla meM le lenA, pataMjali, buddha, jIsasa-koI bhI jIvana ke virodha meM nahIM haiN| ve jIvana ke haka meM haiM, pUrI taraha jIvana ke haka meM, lekina ve jIvana ke lobha ke viruddha haiM kyoMki jIvana kA lobha usa AdamI kA lakSaNa hai jo ki jIvana cUka rahA hai|
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________________ dUsarA prazna: pazcima ke bahuta se astitvavAdI vicAraka- sAtra kAma Adi- hatAzA nirAzA aura jIvana kI arthahInatA ko jAna gae haiM lekina unhoMne pataMjali kI AnaMdamayatA ko nahIM jAnA hai| kyoM? kauna-sI bAta cUka rahI hai? isa bAta para pataMjali kyA kahate pazcima se? hA, pazcima meM kucha cIjoM kA abhAva rahA hai jinakA bhArata meM buddha ke lie abhAva nahIM rahA thaa| buddha bhI usI sthala taka pahuMce jahAM ki sArca hai? astitvavAdI nirAzA, vyathA, yaha anubhUti ki saba vyartha hai, ki jIvana arthahIna hai, to eka nayA prAraMbha maujUda thA bhArata meM; sar3aka kA aMta nahIM thI vaha baat| vastuta: vaha mAtra aMta thI eka sar3aka kA lekina dUsarI to turaMta khula gaI thI; eka dvAra kA baMda honA lekina dUsare kA khula jaanaa| yahI hai bheda AdhyAtmika saMskRti aura bhautika saMskRti ke biic| eka bhautikavAdI kahatA hai, 'yahI hai saba kucha; jIvana meM aura kucha nahIM hai|' eka bhautikavAdI kahatA hai ki vaha saba jo tuma dekhate ho vahI hai sArI sccaaii| yadi vaha arthahIna bana jAtI hai, to kahIM koI dvAra khulA nahIM hai| eka adhyAtmavAdI kahatA hai, 'yahI saba nahIM hai, dRzya hI saba kucha nahIM, sthUla hI saba kucha nhiiN| jaba yaha samApta ho jAtA hai, to acAnaka eka nayA dvAra khulatA hai aura yaha bhI aMta nahIM hai| jaba yaha samApta ho jAtA hai, to dUsare AyAma kI ora eka' prAraMbha hai yaha baat| jIvana kI bhautikavAdI avadhAraNA aura jIvana kI AdhyAtmika avadhAraNA ke bIca yahI ekamAtra aMtara hotA hai -vizvadRSTiyoM kA aNtr| buddha utpanna hue the AdhyAtmika vizvadRSTikoNa ke biic| vaha saba kucha jo hama karate haiM usakI arthahInatA unhoMne bhI jAna lI thI, kyoMki mauta AtI hai aura mauta khatma kara detI hara cIja, to sAra kyA hai kucha karane meM yA na karane meM? cAhe tuma karate ho yA nahIM karate, mauta AtI hai aura hara cIja ko samApta kara detI hai| cAhe tuma prema karo yA nahIM, vRddhAvasthA AtI aura tuma jarjara ho jAte, haDDiyoM kA piMjara bana jaate| cAhe to nirdhanatA kA jIvana jIyoM yA ki samadadhi kA, matya donoM ko miTA detI hai; vaha isakI paravAha nahIM karatI ki tama kauna ho? tama eka saMta ho sakate ho, tuma eka pApI ho sakate ho-mRtyu ko isase kucha aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| mRtyu ekadama kamyunisTa hai; vaha hara kisI se barAbara kA vyavahAra karatI hai| saMta aura pApI donoM miTTI meM mila jAte haiM -miTTI miTTI meM mila jAtI hai| buddha isa bAta ko jAna gae the, lekina AdhyAtmika vizvadRSTi maujUda thI, vAtAvaraNa alaga thaa| maiMne kahI na tumase buddha kI vaha kathA! ve dekhate haiM eka ke AdamI ko, to ve jAna lete haiM ki yuvAvasthA eka asthAyI, eka kSaNika ghaTanA hai uThatI aura giratI eka taraMga sAgara kI, sthAyitva kI koI bAta usameM nahIM hotI; zAzvata kA kacha usameM nahIM hotA; vaha svapna kI bhAti hotI hai -eka
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________________ budabudA, kisI bhI kSaNa phaTane ko taiyaar| phira ve dekhate haiM ki eka mRta vyakti ko le jAyA jA rahA hai| pazcima meM to kathA yahIM samApta ho gayI hotI kA AdamI, marA huA aadmii| lekina bhAratIya kathA meM, mRta vyakti ke bAda ve dekhate haiM eka saMnyAsI koM-vahI hai dvaar| aura taba ve apane rathavAhaka se pUchate haiM, 'kauna hai yaha AdamI, aura kyoM yaha gairika vastroM meM hai? kyA huA hai ise? kisa taraha kA AdamI hai yaha?' rathavAhaka kahatA hai, 'isa AdamI ne bhI jAna liyA hai ki jIvana mRtyu kI ora le jAtA hai aura vaha usa jIvana kI talAza meM hai jo mRtyavihIna hai|' yahI thA vAtAvaraNa. jIvana mRtyu ke sAtha hI samApta nahIM ho jAtA hai| buddha kI kahAnI darzAtI hai ki mRtya ko dekhane ke bAda, jaba jIvana arthahIna anubhava hotA hai, to acAnaka eka nayA AyAma udita hotA hai, eka nayI dRSTi-saMnyAsa; jIvana ke adhika gahare rahasya meM utarane kA prayAsa; dRzya meM jyAdA gahare utaranA adRzya taka pahuMcane ke lie; padArtha meM itane jyAdA gahare utaranA ki padArtha tirohita ho jAtA hai aura tuma maulika satya taka A pahuMcate ho, AdhyAtmika UrjA kA satya, vaha brhm| sArca, kAma aura hAiDegara ke sAtha to kathA samApta ho jAtI hai mRta vyakti para hii| saMnyAsI nahIM milatA, vahI hai eka lupta kdd'ii| yadi tuma mujhe samajha sako, vahI to kara rahA hUM maiM : itane sAre saMnyAsiyoM kA sRjana kara rahA hUM, unheM bheja rahA hUM sAre saMsAra meM, tAki jaba kabhI aisA vyakti ho jo ki sArca kI bhAMti isa samajha taka .pahuMca jAe ki jIvana arthahIna hai, to koI saMnyAsI jarUra honA cAhie vahAM anusaraNa kiye jAne ke lie, eka nayI dRSTi dene ke lie ki jIvana mRtyu ke sAtha hI samApta nahIM ho jAtA hai| eka sthiti samApta hotI hai, lekina svayaM jIvana hI samApta nahIM ho jAtA hai| vastuta:, jIvana kevala tabhI AraMbha hotA hai, jaba mRtyu A jAtI hai| kyoMki mRtyu to kevala tumhArA zarIra hI samApta karatI hai, tumhAre aMtastala kI sattA nhiiN| zarIra kA jIvana kevala eka bhAga hai, eka bar3A satahI bhAga, bAharI bhaag| pazcima meM, bhautikavAda eka vyApaka dRSTi hI bana gayA hai| pazcima ke tathAkathita dhArmika vyakti bhI pUre bhautikavAdI haiN| ve jAte hoMge carca, ve vizvAsa rakhate hoMge IsAiyata meM, lekina vaha halkA -sA satahI vizvAsa bhI nahIM hai| vaha eka sAmAjika aupacArikatA hai| unako jAnA par3atA hai ravivAra ko carca meM, vaha eka karane jaisI bAta hotI hai -dUsaroM kI dRSTi meM 'ThIka vyakti' bane rahane ke lie kucha karane kI ThIka baat| tuma ThIka bAteM karane vAle ThIka vyakti hote ho-eka sAmAjika aupcaariktaa| lekina bhItara hara koI bhautikavAdI ho gayA hai| bhautikavAdI vizvadRSTi kahatI hai ki mRtyu ke sAtha hI hara cIja samApta ho jAtI hai| yadi yaha bAta saca hai taba to rUpAMtaraNa kI koI saMbhAvanA hI na rhii| aura yadi hara cIja samApta ho jAtI hai mRtyu ke sAtha to phira jIne meM koI sAra nhiiN| taba to AtmahatyA hI hai eka sahI uttr|
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________________ yaha eka maje kI bAta hai, sArca kA jIe calA jaanaa| use to bahuta-bahuta pahale AtmahatyA kara lenI cAhie thI, kyoMki usane sacamuca hI jAna liyA thA ki jIvana arthahIna hai, to phira bAta hI kyA bacI? yA to usane aisA jAna liyA yA vaha aba bhI AzA rakha rahA hai isake viruddha aura ise nahIM jAna paayaa| sArI bAta ko hara roja phira -phira kie cale jAne meM, roja bistara se uThane meM sAra kyA hai? yadi tumane sacamuca hI anubhava kara liyA hai ki jIvana arthahIna hai, to kaise tuma bistara se uTha sakate ho agalI subaha, kisalie? usI purAnI nAsamajhI ko phira se doharAne ke lie? -arthahIna bAta, tumheM sAMsa hI kyoM lenI cAhie? yaha merI samajha hai yadi tumane sacamuca hI jAna liyA ho ki jIvana arthahIna hai, to sAMsa turaMta Thahara jaaegii| sAra kyA hai? tuma dilacaspI kho doge sAMsa lene meM, tuma koI prayAsa na kroge| lekina sArca to jIe hI calA jAtA hai aura lAkhoM cIjeM karatA rahatA hai! arthahInatA sacamuca bahuta gahare meM nahIM utarI hai| vaha eka philAsaphI hai, jIvana abhI bhI nahIM hai, bhItara kI eka AMtarika ghaTanA abhI bhI nahIM hai, mAtra eka philAsaphI hI hai| varanA, pUraba to khulA hai; sArca kyoM na Ae? pUraba kahatA hai, 'hI, jIvana arthahIna hai, lekina taba dvAra khulatA hai| to use Ane do pUraba meM aura dvAra kA patA lagAne kI koziza karane do| aura yahI nahIM ki kisI ne kevala aisA kahA hI hai| karIba dasa hajAra varSoM se bahatoM ne isa sAkSAtkAra kiyA hai, aura tuma isa bAre meM svayaM ko bahakA nahIM skte| buddha eka bhI dukhI kSaNa ke binA AnaMdamagna jIe cAlIsa vrss| kaise tuma dikhAvA kara sakate ho? kaise tuma cAlIsa varSa jiMdagI jI sakate ho aisA abhinaya karate hue jaise ki tuma AnaMdamagna ho? aura abhinaya karane meM sAra kyA hai? aura kevala budha eka nahIM -hajAroM badadha utpanna hae haiM pUraba meM, aura unhoMne sarvAdhika AnaMdamaya jIvana jIe, jahAM dukha kI eka lahara na utthii| jo pataMjali kaha rahe haiM, vaha koI darzana zAstra nahIM, vaha eka jAnA huA satya hai, vaha eka anubhava hai| sAtra paryApta rUpa se sAhasI nahIM, anyathA to do vikalpa hote : yA to AtmahatyA kara lo, apane darzana ke prati sacce bano, yA mArga khojo jIvana kA, nae jIvana kA; donoM DhaMga se tuma purAne ko chor3a dete ho| isIlie maiM jora detA hUM ki jaba kabhI koI AdamI AtmahatyA kI sthiti taka pahuMcatA hai, kevala tabhI dvAra khulatA hai| taba do hI vikalpa hote haiM; AtmaghAta yA aatmruupaaNtrnn| sArca .sAhasI nhiiN| vaha bAta karatA hai sAhasa kI, prAmANikatA kI, lekina inameM se bAta hai kucha nhiiN| yadi tuma prAmANika ho, to phira yA to AtmahatyA kara lo yA koI rAstA khojo dukha meM se nikalane kA 1 yadi tumhArA dukha aMtima aura samagra hotA hai, to phira kyoM tuma jIte rahate ho? taba to tumhAre darzana ke prati sacce bane rhnaa| aisA jAna par3atA hai ki yaha nirAzA, vyathA, arthahInatA bhI zAbdika hai, tArkika hai, lekina astitvagata nhiiN| merA yaha jAnanA hai ki pazcima kA astitvavAda vAstava meM astitvavAdI nahIM hai, vaha phira eka vicAra hI hai| astitvavAdI hone kA artha hotA hai ki anabhati honI cAhie, vicAra nhiiN| sAtra eka bar3A
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________________ vicAraka ho sakatA hai-vaha hai, lekina usane bAta ko anubhava nahIM kiyA, usane jIyA nahIM hai use| yadi tuma jIte ho nirAzA ko, to tuma eka aise sthala taka pahuMcoge hI jahAM kucha karanA par3atA hai, AmUla rUpa se hI kucha karanA par3atA hai| rUpAMtaraNa atyaMta jarUrI bAta bana jAtA hai, tumhArI ekamAtra dilacaspI bana jAtA hai| tumane yaha bhI pUchA hai, 'kyA cUka rahA hai?' vahI dRSTikoNa, AdhyAtmika dRSTi kA abhAva hai pazcima meN| anyathA bahuta sAre buddha utpanna ho sakate the| samaya to taiyAra hai -nirAzA, arthahInatA anubhava kI gayI hai, vaha phijI meM ghulI hai| samAja ne upalabdha kiyA hai samRddhi ko aura pAyA hai use abhaavyukt| dhana hotA, zakti hotI aura gahare tala para manuSya samagra rUpa se asamartha anubhava karatA hai| sthiti paka gayI hai, lekina dRSTi kA abhAva rahA hai| pazcima meM jAo aura saMdeza do| khabara pahuMcA do AdhyAtmika dRSTikoNa kI, tAki jo isa jIvana meM apanI yAtrAoM ke aMta taka pahuMca gaye haiM unheM anubhava nahIM honA cAhie ki yahI hai aMta-sva nayA dvAra khula jAtA hai| jIvana anaMta hai| bahuta bAra tuma anubhava karate ki hara cIja samApta ho gayI aura acAnaka koI cIja phira zurU ho jAtI hai| AdhyAtmikatA kI vyApaka vizvadRSTi kA abhAva hai| eka bAra vaha dRSTi A banatI hai, to bahuta se bar3hane lageMge usa pr| takalIpha yaha hai ki bahuta se tathAkathita pUraba ke zikSaka pazcima meM jA rahe haiM, aura ve tumase jyAdA bhautikavAdI haiN| ve kevala dhana ke kAraNa hI jAte haiM vhaaN| ve tumheM AdhyAtmikatA kI vizva -dRSTi nahIM de skte| ve becane kA dhaMdhA karate haiN| unhoMne khoja liyA hai bAjAra, kyoMki samaya paripakva ho cukA hai| loga kisI cIja ke lie lalaka rahe haiM, na jAnate hue ki kisake lie| isa tathAkathita jIvana se loga Uba cuke haiM; hatAza haiM, kisI ajJAta, abhI taka na jIyI gayI cIja meM chalAMga lagAne ko taiyAra haiN| bAjAra taiyAra hai logoM kA zoSaNa karane ko, aura pUraba ke bahuta vyApArI maujUda haiN| ve maharSi kahalA sakate haiM, usase kucha aMtara nahIM par3atA, bahuta se vyApArI, vikretA jA rahe haiM pazcima kI or| ve vahAM jAte haiM basa dhana ke lie| sacce sadaguru ke sAtha to aisA hai ki tumheM AnA hotA hai usa taka, tumheM karane par3ate haiM pryaas| eka saccA sadguru nahIM jA sakatA hai pazcima, kyoMki jAne se sArI bAta hI kho jAegI, pazcima ko hI AnA hai usake paas| aura pazcimI logoM ke lie jyAdA sarala hogA AMtarika anuzAsana ko, jAgaraNa ko sIkhane ke lie pUraba taka AnA, aura phira pazcima meM cale jAnA aura nayI havA ko phailA denaa| pazcimI logoM ke lie jyAdA sarala hogA pUraba meM sIkhanA, yahAM AdhyAtmika guru ke sannidhipUrNa vAtAvaraNa meM honA aura phira vApasa le jAnA saMdeza koM-kyoMki tuma bhautikavAdI nahIM hooge yadi
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________________ tuma jAte ho aura phailA dete ho isa khabara ko pazcima meN| tuma nahIM hooge bhautikavAdI kyoMki tumane paryApta jIyA hai, tumhAre lie khatma ho gayI baat| jaba pUraba ke nirdhana vyakti pazcima meM jAte haiM to nissaMdeha ve dhana ikaTThA karanA zurU kara dete haiN| yaha bAta sIdhI-sApha hai| pUraba daridra hai aura aba pUraba AdhyAtmikatA ke lie lalaka nahIM rahA hai| vaha jyAdA dhana ke lie, jyAdA bhautika upakaraNoM ke lie, jyAdA iMjIniyariMga tathA aNu-vijJAna ke lie lalaka rahA hai| yadi buddha bhI utpanna ho jAeM to unakI bAta koI nahIM karegA pUraba meN| lekina eka choTA khilaunA, smRtanika bhArata davArA chor3a diyA jAtA hai aura sArA deza pagalA jAtA hai aura khuziryA manAtA hai| kitanI mUr3hatA hai| eka choTA -sA ANavika visphoTa aura bhArata bahuta prasannatA aura garva anubhava karatA hai, kyoMki vaha pAMcavIM ANavika zakti bana jAtA hai| pUraba daridra hai aura pUraba aba bhautikatA kI bhASA meM soca rahA hai| eka daridra mana sadA socatA hai bhautikatA ke bAre meM aura bhautikatA jo saba de sakatI hai usake bAre meN| pUraba AdhyAtmikatA kI khoja meM nahIM hai| pazcima dhanavAna hai aura aba pazcima taiyAra hai khojane ke lie| lekina jaba kabhI sadaguru maujUda ho to vyakti ko khojanA par3atA hai use| isI khojane ke dvArA hI bahuta -sI bAteM ghaTatI haiN| yadi maiM AtA hUM tumhAre pAsa, to tuma nahIM samajha pAoge mujhe| yadi maiM AtA hUM aura khaTakhaTAtA hUM tumhArA dvAra, to tuma socoge maiM tumase koI cIja mAMgane AyA hU; vaha bAta ho jAegI tumhArA hRdaya baMda kara dene kii| nahIM, maiM tumhAre ghara nahIM AUMgA aura nahIM khttkhttaauuNgaa| maiM tumhAre Ane kI aura dastaka dene kI pratIkSA kruuNgaa| aura kevala dastaka hI nahIM, maiM tumheM bAdhya bhI karUMgA pratIkSA karo ko -kyoMki vahI hai ekamAtra tarIkA jisase ki tumhArA hRdaya kholA jA sakatA maiM nahIM jAnatA ki pataMjali ne kyA kahA hotA pazcima se| kaise jAna sakatA hUM maiM? pataMjali pataMjali haiM; maiM nahIM hUM ptNjli| lekina maiM yahI kahanA cAhUMgA pazcima usa jagaha A pahuMcA hai jahAM yA to AtmaghAta yA phira AdhyAtmika krAMti ghttegii| yahI do vikalpa haiN| maiM aisA kinhIM vizeSa logoM, viziSTa vyaktiyoM ke lie nahIM kaha rahA huuN| aisA sAre pazcima ke sAtha hI hai| yA to pazcima AtmaghAta kara legA ANavika yuddha dvArA jisake lie ki vaha taiyAra ho rahA hai, yA phira AdhyAtmika Na ghttegaa| aura koI bahata jyAdA samaya bacA nahIM hai| isI zatAbdI meM, mAtra paccIsa varSa hI haiM aura, pazcima yA to AtmaghAta kara legA yA phira pazcima jAnegA usa saba se bar3e AdhyAtmika jAgaraNa ko jo ki kabhI na ghaTA hogA mAnava -itihAsa meN| bahuta kucha lagA hai dAva pr| loga Ate haiM mere pAsa aura ve kahate haiM ki 'Apa saMnyAsa die cale jAte haiM binA isa bAta para dhyAna die ki vyakti usake yogya hai yA nhiiN|' maiM kahatA ha unase ki samaya kama hai, aura maiM ciMtA bhI nahIM
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________________ karatA isa bAre meN| yadi maiM saMnyAsa detA hUM pacAsa hajAra logoM ko aura kevala pacAsa sacce pramANita hote haiM, to utane paryApta hoMge pazcima ko jarUrata hai saMnyAsiyoM kii| vahAM kathA usa jagaha taka pahuMca gayI hai, jahAM mRta vyakti DhoyA jA rahA hai| aba saMnyAsI ko prakaTa honA hai pazcima meN| aura saMnyAsI ko honA cAhie pazcima kA, pUraba kA nahIM, kyoMki pUraba kA saMnyAsI to dera- abera zikAra ho jAegA, usa saba kA jo -jo tuma de sakate ho| vaha becane lagegA, vaha vikretA bana jAegA kyoMki vaha AyA hotA hai bhUkhe mara rahe daridra pUraba se| dhana hai usakA prmaatmaa| saMnyAsI ko pazcima kA honA cAhie; vaha jo AyA ho pazcima kI bhUmi se, jo jAnatA ho jIvana kI arthahInatA; jo bhautikavAda ke sAre prayAsa kI hatAzA ko jAnatA ho; jo mArksavAda kI, sAmyavAda kI aura sAre bhautikavAdI darzanoM kI vyarthatA ko jAnatA ho| aba yaha hatAzA pazcima ke AdamI ke khUna meM hai| ekadama hair3iyoM meM dhaMsI hai| isalie merI sArI ruci hai jitanA saMbhava ho utanA pazcimI logoM ko saMnyAsI banAne meM aura unheM vApasa ghara bheja dene meN| bahuta se sArca pratIkSA kara rahe haiM vhaaN| unhoMne dekhA hai mRtyu ko| ve pratIkSA kara rahe haiM gairika vastroM ko dekhane kI, aura gairika vastroM sahita usa AnaMdamayatA kI jo ki pIche - pIche hI calI AtI hai| tIsarA prazna: buddha jIte haiM sabase UMcI saMvedanazIlatA sahita aura isase ve pUrI anubhUti pAte hai apanI sArI zArIrika AvazyakatAoM kii| kyA kAmavAsanA bhI eka zArIrika AvazyakatA nahIM hai rUpa to phira kyoM vaha tirohita ho jAtI haiM buddha meM? bahuta sArI cIjeM samajha lenI hoNgii| pahalI kAmavAsanA bhojana kI bhAMti koI sAmAnya jarUrata nahIM hai| vaha bahuta asAmAnya hotI hai| yadi bhojana tumheM nahIM diyA jAtA hai to tuma mara jAoge, lekina binA kAmavAsanA ke tuma jI sakate ho| yadi pAnI tumheM nahIM diyA jAtA hai to zarIra mara jAegA, lekina binA kAmavAsanA ke tama jI sakate
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________________ ho| yadi vAyu tumheM nahIM milatI hai to tuma mara jAoge kucha paloM ke bhItara hI, lekina binA kAmavAsanA ke tuma jI sakate ho tumhArI jiMdagI bhara yaha pahalA bheda hai, aura kyoM hai aisA? kyoMki kAmavAsanA buniyAdI taura se vyakti kI jarUrata nahIM hai, yadi kAmavAsanA para roka lagA dI jAe to jAti mara jAegI, lekina tuma to nahIM mroge| mAnava mara jAegA, vaha vyaktigata nahIM, balki sAmUhika hai| kAmavAsanA jAti kI AvazyakatA hai, kisI vyakti kI nhiiN| yadi hara koI brahmacArI bana jAe, to manuSyatA tirohita ho jAegI, lekina tuma jIyoge / tuma sattara varSa yA aura bhI jyAdA jIyoge, kyoMki tuma jyAdA UrjA bacA loge| vaha vyakti jise sattara varSa jInA thA zAyada sau varSa jI sake binA kAmavAsanA ke kyoMki usakI UrjA surakSita rakhI raha jaaegii| lekina kAmavAsanA ke binA jAti mara jaaegii| , yaha pahalA bheda hai. bhojana kI AvazyakatA hotI hai tumhAre lie, kAmavAsanA kI AvazyakatA hotI hai dUsaroM ke lie kAmavAsanA kI jarUrata hai bhaviSya meM Ane vAlI pIr3hiyoM ke lie tuma to A hI cuke ho, isalie koI samasyA nhiiN| tumhAre Ane ke lie tumhAre mAtA-pitA ko jarUrata thI kAmavAsanA kii| yadi ve brahmacArI rahe hote, to tuma yahAM nahIM hote, lekina ve to jI lie hote haiM, unake lie yaha koI samasyA nahIM rahI hotii| ve to jyAdA behatara DhaMga se hI jI lie hote, kyoMki tumane banA dI unake lie bahuta sArI tkliiph| isalie prakRti ne tumheM kAmavAsanA ke lie itanA gaharA sammohana diyA hai, varanA manuSyatA to tirohita ho jaaegii| prakRti ne tumheM kAmavAsanA ke prati pUrI taraha sammohita kara diyA hai vaha tumheM dhakke detI hai| tuma jAla se baca nikalane kI koziza karate ho, aura tuma jAla meM phaMsA huA anubhava karate ho| jo kucha tuma karate, jahAM kahIM bhI tuma jAte, kAmavAsanA tumhArA pIchA karatI hai| prakRti tumheM nikalane nahIM de sktii| varanA kAmavAsanA svayaM meM itanI asuMdara kriyA hai ki yadi tumheM svataMtratA de dI jAe, taba maiM nahIM samajhatA ki koI cunegA use / vaha jabaradastI lAdI huI hotI hai| kyA tumane kabhI svayaM ke saMbhoga karane ke bAre meM socA hai? kitanI asuMdara lagatI hai yaha bAta ! isIlie loga svayaM ko chipA lete haiM, jaba ve saMbhoga karate haiN| ve ekAMta cAhate haiM, tAki koI dekhe nahIM unakI trph| lekina jarA soco, svayaM kI kalpanA karo saMbhoga karate hue sArI bAta betukI, mUDhatA bharI mAlUma par3atI hai| kyA kara rahe hote ho tuma? yadi tumhAre bhItara use karane kA koI sammohana to koI na karatA vaisaa| lekina tumheM prakRti aisA nahIM karane de sakatI, isalie prakRti ne isake lie tumheM eka gahana sammohana de diyA hai| yaha rAsAyanika hotA hai, yaha hArmonala hotA hai khUna kI dhArA meM khAsa hArmonsa baha rahe haiM, jo tumheM majabUra kara dete haiN| aba jIvazAstrI kahate haiM ki yadi ve hArmonsa tumameM se nikAle jA sakeM, to kAmavAsanA tirohita ho jaaegii| tumheM una hArmonsa ke iMjekyAna die jA sakate haiM aura kAma-AkAMkSA bahuta zaktizAlI ho
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________________ jAtI hai| sattara yA assI varSa ke vRddha vyakti meM bhI, jisakA ki zarIra aba kAmavAsanA meM utarane ke yogya bhI nahIM rahA hotA, hArmonsa ke iMjekyAna die jA sakate haiM aura vaha kisI mUr3ha yuvA vyakti kI bhAMti vyavahAra karanA zurU kara degaa| vaha pIche par3a jAegA striyoM ke| vaha zAyada hogA vhIlaceyara meM, lekina to bhI vaha pIche jAegA striyoM ke| aisA nahIM hai ki vyakti pIchA kara rahA hotA hai| vaha to zarIra ke hArmonsa kA rAsAyanika- taMtra hI vaisA kara rahA hotA hai| eka baccA utpanna hotA hai, hArmonsa taiyAra nahIM hote, ve samaya leMge taiyAra hone meM karIba caudahaveM varSa meM vaha kAmavAsanA kA Avega pAne meM sakSama ho jaaegaa| usa samaya taka koI samasyA nhiiN| seksa - hArmonsa paripakya ho rahe hote haiM; graMthiyA taiyAra ho rahI hotI haiN| akasmAta caudahaveM varSa meM phUTa par3atI haiM aura baccA pagalA jAtA hai| vaha nahIM samajha sakatA ki kyA ho rahA hai! caudahaveM aura aThArahaveM ke bIca kI Ayu sabase jyAdA nAjuka hotI hai| baccA samajha nahIM sakatA kyA ho rahA hai? kisI cIja ne usa para kabjA kara liyA hotA hai| vaha eka Adhipatya hotA hai| prakRti ne adhikAra jamA liyA hotA hai| aba tuma taiyAra hote ho; aba zarIra taiyAra hotA hai, aba prakRti tumheM bAdhya karatI hai prajanana karane ko kalpanAoM kI lahareM uTha khar3I hotI, svapna hote, tuma baca nahIM skte| jahAM kahIM tuma dekhate, yadi tuma puruSa ho to tuma kevala strI ko dekha sakate ho, yadi tuma strI hote ho, to kevala puruSa ko dekha sakate ho yaha eka taraha kA pAgalapana hotA hai| nissaMdeha, prakRti ko nirmita karanA par3atA hai ise, varanA koI prajanana hI na hogaa| tumhArA vyaktigata jIvana dAva para nahIM lagatA hai yadi tuma brahmacArI ho jAte ho nahIM, koI cIja dAva para nahIM lgtii| isake viparIta tuma jyAdA gahana rUpa se jIyoge, jyAdA AsAnI se kyoMki UrjA saMrakSita hogii| , isalie pUraba ke logoM ne isakI khoja kI : unhoMne khoja liyA ki kAmavAsanA mRtyu jyAdA jaldI le AtI hai| isalie ve loga jo jyAdA dina jInA cAhate the, unake apane kAraNoM se, unhoMne kAmavAsanA ko bilakula hI girA diyaa| udAharaNa ke lie, haThayogI jo jyAdA jInA cAhate haiM, kyoMki unake pAsa bar3I dhImI gati se calane vAlI vidhiyAM hotI haiM, bailagAr3I kI raphtAra kI vidhiyAM | unheM pUrA karane ke lie unako bahuta laMbA samaya cAhie, unheM laMbA samaya cAhie unake yoga ko pUrA karane ke lie| unhoMne kAmavAsanA ko girA diyA pUrI taraha se| aura kaise unhoMne girA diyA use? unhoMne nirmita kI vizeSa mudrAeM jo zarIra ke hArmonsa ke pravAha ko badala detI haiN| unhoMne nirmita kie vizeSa zArIrika vyAyAma jisameM vIrya phira se rakta meM mila jAtA hai| unhoMne bar3I adabhuta bAteM kI zarIra ke viSaya meM; vimukta huA vIrya bhI phira se samAviSTa kiyA jA sakatA thA zarIra meM - unhoMne bahuta sArI vidhiyAM nirmita kIM kAma UrjA ko AtmasAta karane kI, kyoMki kAma-UrjA jIvana-UrjA hotI hai, baccA janmatA hai isake kAraNa yadi tuma UrjA ko vApasa apane zarIra meM
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________________ samAviSTa kara sakate ho, to tuma bahuta jyAdA sakSama ho jaaoge| tuma jyAdA dera jI sakate ho| vastuta: vRddhAvasthA ekadama girAyI hI jA sakatI hai| tuma bilakula aMtima samaya taka yuvA raha sakate ho| bheda astitva rakhate haiN| bhojana eka vyaktigata AvazyakatA hai| yadi tuma ise baMda karoge to tuma mroge| kAmavAsanA koI vyaktigata jarUrata nahIM hai, yaha eka Adhipatya hai| yadi tuma roka do to tuma isa kAraNa bahuta kucha paaoge| lekina rokanA tIna prakAra kA ho sakatA hai tuma damana kara sakate ho icchA kA; usase madada na milegI-tumhArI kAma-UrjA vikRta ho jaaegii| isalie maiM kahatA hUM ki vikRta ho jAne se svAbhAvika honA behatara hai| jaina muni, bauddha bhikSu, IsAI, kaithelika sAdhu, jo saba jIe hote haiM mAtra puruSa-samAjoM meM, puruSa-samUhoM meM, sau meM se nabbe pratizata yA to hastamaithuna karane vAle hote haiM yA phira homosekyUala, smlaiNgik| aisA hogA hI, kyoMki kahAM jAegI UrjA? aura ve kevala damana karate rahe haiM, unhoMne hArmonsa ke taMtra ko, zarIra ke rasAyana ko rUpAMtarita nahIM kiyaa| ve nahIM jAnate kyA karanA hai isalie ve kevala damana hI karate haiN| damana bana jAtA hai eka vikRti| maiM pahale prakAra kI vidhiyoM ke virodha meM hUM svAbhAvika honA behatara hai vikRta ho jAne se, kyoMki vikAragrasita vyakti gira rahA hotA hai svAbhAvika se nIce, vaha pAra nahIM jA rahA ho phira eka dUsarA prakAra hai jisane zarIra ke hArmonsa ke tarIke ko badalane kA prayatna kiyA hai haThayoga, yoga aasn| aura zarIra ke rasAyana ko badalane ke bahuta DhaMga hote haiN| dUsarI vidhiyAM behatara, haiM pahale se, lekina phira bhI maiM unake pakSa meM nahIM huuN| kyoM? kyoMki yadi tuma badalate ho apane zarIra ko, to tuma nahIM badalate ho| eka napuMsaka vyakti brahmacArI hotA hai| lekina yaha bAta vyartha hai| haThayoga kI vidhiyoM dvArA tuma napuMsaka ho jAoge, hArmonsa vahAM kArya na kara rahe hoMge, yA graMthiyA~ bigar3a jAeMgI aura ve kriyAnvita na ho sakeMgI, lekina yaha koI AdhyAtmika vikAsa nhiiN| tumane eka DhAMce ko, taMtra ko naSTa kara diyA hotA hai, tuma usake pAra nahIM gae hote ho| aura yaha bAta bhI jIvana kI dUsare prakAra kI samasyAoM kI ora le jA sakatI hai| tuma strI se bhayabhIta hooge, kyoMki jisa kSaNa vaha nikaTa AtI hai tumhArA badalA huA rasAyana phira se dhAraNa kara legA purAnA DhAMcA, eka prvaah| strI kI khAsa UrjA hotI hai, strI-UrjA cuMbakIya hotI hai, aura badala detI hai tumhAre zarIra kI UrjA ko| isalie haThayogI to bhayabhIta ho gae striyoM se| ve bhAga gae himAlaya kI tarapha aura guphAoM kI trph| bhaya acchI cIja nahIM hai| aura yadi tuma bhayabhIta hote ho, to tuma usameM jA par3ate ho| yaha aisA hai jaise-eka AdamI aMdhA ho jAtA tAki vaha dekha nahIM sake strI ko, lekina koI jyAdA madada na milegI usa bAta se| tIsare prakAra kI vidhi hai? jyAdA sajaga ho jaanaa| zarIra ko mata badalanA-jaisA ki vaha hai, acchA hai vh| use svAbhAvika banA rahane do, tuma jyAdA sajaga ho jaao| jo kucha ghaTatA hai mana meM aura zarIra meM tuma sajaga hoo| sthUla aura sUkSma partoM para jyAdA se jyAdA hozapUrNa ho jaao| basa hozapUrNa hone
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________________ se, sAkSI hone se, tuma aura UMce aura UMce aura UMce uThate jAte ho -aura eka kSaNa AtA hai, jaba mAtra tumhArI UMcAI ke kAraNa, mAtra tumhArI zikhara cetanA ke kAraNa, ghATI banI rahatI hai vahA, lekina tuma aba nahIM rahate ghATI ke hisse, tuma usakA atikramaNa kara jAte ho| zarIra kAmavAsanAmaya banA rahatA hai, lekina tuma vahA nahIM rahate usakA sahayoga dene ko| zarIra to bilakula svAbhAvika banA rahatA hai, lekina tuma usake pAra jA cuke hote ho| vaha kArya nahIM kara sakatA hai binA tumhAre sahayoga ke| aisA ghaTA buddha ko| isa zabda 'buddha' kA artha hai-vaha vyakti jo ki jAgA huA hai| yaha kevala gautama buddha se saMbaMdha nahIM rakhatA hai| buddha koI vyaktigata nAma nahIM hai, vaha cetanA kI guNavattA hai| krAisTa buddha haiM, kRSNa buddha haiM, aura hajAroM buddhoM kA astitva rahA hai| yaha cetanA kI eka guNavattA hai-aura yaha guNavattA kyA hai?-jaagruuktaa| jyAdA UMcI, aura jyAdA UMcI jAtI hai jAgarUkatA kI lau aura eka kSaNa A jAtA hai jaba zarIra maujUda hotA hai-pUrI taraha kriyAnvita aura svAbhAvika, saMvedanazIla, savegavAna, jIvaMta, lekina tumhArA sahayoga vahAM nahIM hotaa| tuma aba sAkSI hote ho, kartA nahIM-kAmavAsanA tirohita ho jAtI hai| bhojana tirohita nahIM ho jAegA, buddha ko bhI AvazyakatA hogI bhojana kI, kyoMki yaha eka nijI AvazyakatA hotI hai, koI sAmAjika AvazyakatA, koI jAtigata AvazyakatA nhiiN| nidrA tirohita nahIM hogI, vaha eka vyaktigata AvazyakatA hai| vaha saba jo vyaktigata hai, maujUda rahegA, vaha saba jo jAtigata hai, tirohita ho jAegA aura isa tirobhAva kA eka apanA hI sauMdarya hotA hai| yadi tuma dekho kisI haThayogI kI ora to tuma dekhoge eka apaMga prANI ko| usake cehare se A rahI kesI AbhA ko nahIM dekha sakate ho tum| usane naSTa kara diyA hai apanA rasAyana, vaha suMdara nahIM hai| yadi tuma dekhate ho damana se bhare muni ko, vaha to aura bhI asuMdara hotA hai kyoMki usakI AMkhoM se cehare se tama dekhoge saba prakAra kI kAmakatA cAroM ora girate he| usake Asa-pAsa kAmavAsanAmaya vAtAvaraNa hogA-asuMdara aura gNdaa| svAbhAvika AdamI behatara hotA hai, kama se kama vaha svAbhAvika to hotA hai| lekina vikRta AdamI bImAra hotA hai aura vaha bImArI lie rahatA hai apane cAroM or| maiM tIsare ke pakSa meM haM, lekina isa bIca tuma svAbhAvika bane rho| damana karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, zarIra ko apaMga karane vAlI kinhIM vidhiyoM ko AjamAne kI jarUrata nahIM-koI jarUrata nhiiN| svAbhAvika ho jAo aura apane buddhatva ke lie sAdhanA jArI rkho| svAbhAvika ho jAo aura jyAdA se jyAdA saceta aura sajaga ho jaao| eka kSaNa A jAegA jaba kAmavAsanA bilakula tirohita ho jAtI hai| jaba vaha apane se tirohita ho jAtI hai, vaha apane pIche bar3I AbhA, bar3A prasAda, bar3A sauMdarya chor3a jAtI hai| tirohita hone ke lie use vivaza mata karanA, varanA vaha pIche sAre ghAva chor3a jAegI aura tuma sadA unhIM ghAvoM ke sAtha rahate rhoge| use svayaM hI jAne do| kevala draSTA bane raho aura
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________________ jaldI mata kro| svAbhAvika bAta acchI hotI hai : tuma svAbhAvika bane rho| jaba taka ki tuma svabhAva ke pAra nahIM cale jAte, lar3anA mata prakRti ke saath| uccatara ko Ate rahane denaa| aura yahI hai merA dRSTikoNa hara cIja ke prati : nimnatara ke sAtha saMgharSa mata karo, uccatara ke lie prArthanA kro| uccatara ke lie kArya karo aura nimnatara ko anachuA hI chor3a do| yadi tuma nimna ke sAtha lar3anA zurU kara dete ho to tumheM vahIM rahanA hogA nimna ke sAtha; tuma vahAM se saraka nahIM svAbhAvika ho jAo tAki prakRti tumheM ar3acana na de aura tuma alaga chor3a die jAo jyAdA UMce uThane ko| uccatara ke lie prArthanA karanA, uccatara ke lie dhyAna karanA, uccatara ke lie prayatna karanA aura prakRti ko usI taraha chor3a denA jaisI ki vaha hotI hai| jaldI hI parAprakRti udita hogii| prakRti meM se AtI parAprakRti, aura phira vahAM hotA hai prasAda, phira vahA hotA hai sauMdarya, taba vahA hotI hai apAra dhnytaa| tumhAre lie acchA hogA eka aura dUsare AyAma se ise samajhanA kAmavAsanA saMbaMdha rakhatI hai zarIra se, prema saMbaMdhita hotA hai sUkSma zarIra se, prArthanA saMbaMdha rakhatI hai keMdra se, ekadama tumhArI sattA ke mUla se hii| kAmavAsanA kA saMbaMdha hotA hai paridhi se, prArthanA jur3I hotI hai keMdra se, aura keMdra tathA paridhi ke bIca hai prem| buddha prArthanAmayI karuNA haiM, ve pahuMca cuke keMdra tk| isase pahale ki tuma keMdra taka pahuMco, jaba tuma paridhi aura keMdra ke bIca gati kara rahe ho, taba tuma premapUrNa ho -bahuta jyAdA gahare rUpa se premmy| paridhi para tuma kAmapUrNa rahoge, tuma kAmavAsanA yukta rhoge| aura yaha vahI UrjA hotI hai| paridhi para kAmavAsanA eka jarUrata hotI hai, paridhi aura keMdra ke bIca prema hotA hai eka jruurt| UrjA vahI hotI hai lekina tuma badala cuke hote ho, ata: AvazyakatA badalatI hai| keMdra para prArthanA, karuNA hai AvazyakatA, UrjA vahI hotI hai| to buddha ko bhUkha nahIM kAmavAsanA kI, vahI UrjA karuNA bana cukI hai| prema se bharA vyakti kAmavAsanA kA bhUkhA nahIM hotA hai, vahI UrjA prema bana cukI hotI hai| isalie AvazyakatAoM ke viSaya ko samajha lenA hai| AvazyakatA astitva rakhatI hai zarIra meM, lekina yadi tuma sarakate ho zarIra se jyAdA gahare meM, to AvazyakatA badala jAtI hai| AvazyakatA tumhArA hI pIchA karatI hai| yadi tuma bahuta jyAdA bhare hue hote ho kAmayukta pratichaviyoM se, kalpanAoM se, to yaha bAta kevala yahI darzAtI hai ki tuma jIte ho paridhi pr| sarako vahAM se| tuma paridhi para hI kArya kie jAte ho! lAkhoM janmoM se tuma vahI kArya kara rahe ho aura AvazyakatA pUrI nahIM huI hai| vaha pUrI ho nahIM sakatI hai| koI jarUrata nahIM ho sakatI hai -isa bAta ko yAda rkhnaa| tuma khAte ho, ATha ghaMTe, cha: ghaMTe bAda tumheM phira bhUkha lagatI hai| koI jarUrata pUrI nahIM ho sakatI hai| vaha to eka asthAyI paripUrti hotI hai| tuma saMbhoga karate ho, kucha ghaMToM bAda tuma phira taiyAra ho jAte ho| AvazyakatAeM pUrI ho nahIM sakatI, kyoMki ve eka cakra meM ghUmatI haiN| tumhArI AvazyakatAoM se jyAdA UMce srko| maiM nahIM kaha rahA ki AvazyakatAoM se lar3o; Ane do unheM; AnaMdita hoo unase jaba ki tuma vahAM ho| lar3anA kyoM?-AnaMda manAo usakA jaba tuma usameM
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________________ ho| yadi tuma prema karate ho, tuma kAmavAsanA meM utarate ho, to AnaMda manAnA uskaa| aparAdhI mata anubhava karanA, aura pApI mata anubhava krnaa| ThIka se pApa kara lenaa| yadi tuma pApa kara hI rahe ho to kama se kama kuzala to hoo| mujhe yAda A gaI lUthara kii| pekkA phaoNrTIlara nAmaka eka ziSya ne pUchA lUthara se, 'kyA karUM? maiM pApa karanA baMda nahIM kara sktaa|' lUthara ne kahA, 'jyAdA zaktizAlI pApa kro|' bilakula ThIka hI hai baat| maiMne lUthara ke vicAroM ke sAtha kabhI koI bahuta jyAdA sahAnubhUti anubhava nahIM kI, lekina isa bAre meM bilakula usake sAtha hUM adhika sazakta, adhika samartha pApa kro| yadi tuma ruka nahIM sakate to phira kyoM karanI ciMtA? adhika sazakta pApa karo, kyoMki carama para rUpAMtaraNa saMbhava hotA hai| kunakune loga kabhI rUpAMtarita nahIM hote| kunakune mata honaa| mUr3hatA kevala yahI hai jise tuma kie cale jA sakate ho| kyoMki jaba tuma sau pratizata ubala rahe hote ho kevala tabhI vASpIkaraNa ghaTatA hai| kunakune hote ho, to tuma bane raha sakate ho kunakune bahuta-bahuta janmoM taka aura kucha nahIM ghttegaa| carama kI ora bar3ha jaanaa| yadi tuma kAmavAsanA meM utarate ho to usameM saraka jAnA samagra rUpa se| koI saMgharSa mata banA lenA, koI cIja roka mata lenA aura isI bIca kArya kie jaanaa| kAmavAsanA ko vahAM apane se maujUda rahane do| tuma kAma karate jAo jAgarUkatA pr| aura jyAdA-jyAdA dhyAna karo aura dhIre - dhIre tuma jAnoge ki vahI UrjA badala rahI hai, rUpAMtarita ho rahI hai| jaba tuma badalate ho, to UrjA badalatI hai, kyoMki UrjA kA saMbaMdha tumase hai| jaba tumhArA dRSTikoNa badalatA hai, to UrjA ko badalanA par3atA hai usakA tl| jaba tumhArI aMtasa-sattA kA dharAtala badalatA hai, taba UrjA ko tumhArA anusaraNa karanA par3atA hai| vaha tumhArI UrjA hai| jaba tuma keMdra kI ora bar3hate ho, dhIre - dhIre tuma acAnaka jAna loge ki kAmavAsanA tirohita ho rahI hai aura prema zakti pA rahA hai| tuma aura jyAdA premamaya ho rahe ho| aba prema koI kAmukatA nhiiN| prema agni kI bhAMti nahIM hotA, vaha bahata zItala prakAza hotA hai| kAmavAsanA jvalaMta hotI hai, vaha Aga hotI hai| vaha tape hue sUrya kI bhAMti hotI hai| prema zItala caMdramA kI bhAMti hotA hai; vaha tumheM prakAza detA hai, lekina bahuta zItala, shaat| eka zAti ghera letI hai prema ko| phira dhIre - dhIre kAmavAsanA ho jAegI dUra, aura dUra, aura dUra aura vahI UrjA saraka rahI hogI prema meN| tuma bhUkhA anubhava nahIM kroge| balki, isake viparIta tama jyAdA paritRpta anabhava karoge, kyoMki prema jyAdA paritRpta karatA hai| vaha kAmavAsanA kA uccatara rUpa hai, aura hara bAra jaba tuma jyAdA UMce jAte ho, tuma jyAdA paritRpta anubhava karate ho kyoMki uccatara rUpa jyAdA sUkSma UrjAeM haiN| ve sthUla nahIM hotI, ve jyAdA sUkSma hotI haiN| ve paripUrti karatI haiM, ve tumheM aura jyAdA detI haiN| to uThate jAnA jAgarUkatA meN| eka dina AtA hai, jaba acAnaka tuma keMdra meM baddhamUla hote ho -keNdrsth| aba prema bhI nae AyAma dhAraNa kara letA hai; vaha bana jAtA hai krunnaa|
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________________ bheda kyA hotA hai? kAmavAsanA meM tuma saMbaMdhita hote ho svayaM ke sAtha, dUsare se bilakula hI saMbaMdha nahIM hote| tuma to basa upayoga karate ho dUsare kaa| isIlie kAmavAsanA se jur3e sAthI niraMtara lar3ate haiM, kyoMki eka aMta - anubhUti vahA hotI hai ki dUsarA merA istemAla kara rahA hai| kAmavAsanAyukta sAthI AMtarika samasvaratA ke biMdu taka nahIM A skte| unheM phira-phira lar3anA hogA, kyoMki strI socatI hai ki puruSa usakA upayoga kara rahA hai - aura ThIka socatI hai vaha / isameM kucha galata nhiiN| aura puruSa socatA hai ki strI usakA upayoga kara rahI hai| aura jaba kabhI koI tumhArA upayoga karatA hai sAdhana kI bhAMti, to tumheM coTa lagatI hai| yaha bAta zoSaNa jaisI mAlUma par3atI hai| puruSa saMbaMdha rakhatA hai usakI apanI kAmavAsanA se, strI saMbaMdha rakhatI hai usakI apanI kAmavAsanA se donoM meM se koI gatimAna nahIM ho rahA hotA dUsare kI taraphA gati vahA - hotI hI nhiiN| ve do svArthI vyakti hote haiM? svakeMdrita, eka-dUsare kA zoSaNa krnevaale| yadi ve bAta karate haiM prema ke bAre meM aura usake gIta gAte haiM aura kAvyAtmaka hote haiM, to vaha bAta hotI hai mAtra eka vimoha, vizvAsa paidA karane kI koziza, eka pralobhana - lekina unheM dUsare se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hotA hai| eka bAra jaba puruSa ne upayoga kara liyA hotA hai strI kA, vaha karavaTa badala letA hai aura so jAtA hai; khatma ho jAtI hai bAta- cIja istemAla kara lI gaI aura pheMka dI gii| amarIkA meM unhoMne banAyI haiM plAsTika kI striyAM aura plAsTika ke puruss| ve khUba saMpUrNatA se kAma karate haiN| plAsTika kI strI, yadi tuma chuo usake stanoM ko, to stana jIvaMta ho jAte haiM, ve uttapta ho jAte haiN| tuma prema kara sakate ho plAsTika kI strI se aura vaha vaisA hI tRptidAyI hotA hai, jaisA kisI strI kA kucha jyAdA hI, kyoMki koI lar3AI nahIM, koI saMgharSa nhiiN| samApti para tuma pheMka sakate ho strI ko aura so sakate ho| yahI kucha hai jo loga kara rahe haiN| cAhe strI plAsTika kI hotI hai vAstavika hotI hai isase kucha aMtara nahIM par3atA hai aura strI upayoga kie calI jAtI hai puruSa kA ! jaba kabhI tuma dUsare kA upayoga karate ho sAdhana kI bhAMti to vaha bAta anaitika hotI hai| dUsarA svayaM meM sAdhya hotA hai| lekina dUsarA svayaM meM sAdhya banatA hai tumhAre astitva kI dUsarI avasthA meM hI - jaba tuma prema karate ho| taba tuma prema karate dUsare ke lie| taba tuma upayoga nahIM kara rahe hote| taba dUsarA mahatvapUrNa hotA hai, arthavAna strI ho ki puruSa, dUsarA svayaM meM sAdhya hotA hai| tuma anugRhIta hote ho| prema meM koI zoSaNa saMbhava nahIM hotA hai, tuma madada karate ho dUsare kii| vaha koI saudA nahIM hotA hai| tuma AnaMda manA rahe hote ho madada dene meM, tuma bAMTane se AnaMdita hote ho aura tuma anugRhIta hote ho ki dUsarA tumheM bAMTane kA avasara detA hai| prema sUkSma hotA hai| kAmavAsanA vAlA sthUla kSetra chUTa jAtA hai| dUsarA sAdhya bana jAtA hai| lekina phira bhI abhI AvazyakatA maujUda hotI hai, eka sUkSma aavshyktaa| kyoMki jaba tuma prema karate ho kisI vyakti ko to eka sUkSma apekSA, cAhe acetana taura para ho, chipI rahatI hai kahIM na kahIM ki dUsarA bhI tumheM prema kre| yaha bAta chAyA kI bhAMti pIche calatI hai ki dUsarA bhI tumheM prema kre| abhI bhI
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________________ pAne kI AvazyakatA maujUda hotI hai| yaha kAmavAsanA se behatara hotI hai, lekina phira bhI eka apekSA to hotI hai| aura vahI apekSA eka karkaza sura hogA prema meM vaha abhI parizuddha na huA / karuNA prema kI uccatama guNavattA hotI hai, uccatama shuddhtaa| aba apekSA bhI nahIM rahatI vahA dUsarA sAdhana nahIM hotA, dUsarA sAdhya hotA hai aura aba tuma kisI cIja kI apekSA nahIM krte| tuma to basa de dete jo kucha tuma de sakate ho| apekSA pUrI taraha jA cukI hotI hai| buddha saMpUrNa dAtA haiN| ve die cale jAte haiM, ve AnaMdita hote haiM dene se vaha sahaja bATanA huaa| aba vaha bana cukI hai karuNA- vahI UrjA aura vahI AvazyakatA-aMtasa sattA ke vibhinna dharAtaloM para isalie kAmavAsanA tirohita ho jAtI hai buddha meM, kyoMki vaha puna: prakaTa hotI hai karuNA ke rUpa meN| cauthA prazna : Apa hA aura phrAyaDa ke jIvana ke bAre meM bole aura maine sunA hai ki jainova ne usakI apanI vidhiyoM ko nahIM AjamAyA hai aura vaha jAna par3atA hai bahuta jyAdA mahatvAkAMkSI kyA Apa usakI vidhiyoM para carcA kara sakate haiM aura yaha ki usane svayaM ko svastha kiyA bhI hai yA nahIM? yahI hai samasyA pazcima ke sabhI vicArakoM kI unhoMne apanI vidhiyoM ko nahIM AjamAyA hai| vastuta:, ve una vidhiyoM se apanI AdhyAtmika khoja ke kisI aMza ke rUpa meM nahIM TakarAe haiN| apane rogiyoM para kArya karate hue ve jA mile una vidhiyoM se phrAyaDa jA TakarAyA manovizleSaNa se, aura maiM kahatA hUM jA TakarAyA, kyoMki vaha bAta sAMyogika thii| vaha to basa TaTola rahA thA aMdhakAra meN| vaha kArya kara rahA thA rogiyoM para vaha eka DAkTara thA madada karane kI koziza karatA thaa| dhIre dhIre vaha jAna gayA ki aisI bahuta sI bImAriyAM haiM jo zArIrika nahIM hotIM, to zArIrika rUpa se tuma unakI kitanI hI cikitsA kie jAo aura kucha hotA nhiiN| phira vaha ruci lene lagA sammohana meM, kyoMki kucha kiyA jA sakatA thA sammohana ke dvaaraa| sammohana ke dvArA usane kAma karanA zurU kara diyaa| apane zikSaka ke sAtha kAma karate hue aura logoM kI madada karate hue vaha sammohanavida banA rahA bahuta varSoM taka phira dhIre dhIre vaha sajaga ho gayA isa bAre meM ki vastutaH sammohana ne madada nahIM kI koI jarUrata na thI ki vyakti ko sammohita kiyA jaae| yadi koI vyakti pUrI taraha hoza meM bhI ho, use batalAne lage jo kucha bhI AtA ho usake mana meM, jo kucha bhI bahatA ho acetana se cetana taka, yadi vaha use batAtA hI calA jAe to yaha bAta eka mukti --
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________________ degii| vaha koziza karane lagA isa bAta ke lie| isa taraha paidA huA manovizleSaNa : vicAroM kA mukta saahcry| usane svayaM ke viSaya meM kisI bAta ke lie kabhI koI koziza na kI thii| vaha vahI AdamI banA rahA, usane koI paripakvatA nahIM paayii| aisA hI ghaTA dUsaroM ke sAtha, aura jainova ke sAtha bhii| vaha kAma karatA rahA thA rogiyoM para aura jA TakarAyA isa tathya se ki yadi rogI jA sake pIche kI ora janma ke AghAta taka hI, jaba ki baccA paidA hotA hai aura vaha cIkha kara ro par3atA hai pahalI bAra-vaha hotI hai Adima cIkha-yadi koI vyakti jA sake pIche kI ora bilakula usI biMdu taka jaba ki vaha bAhara AtA hai garbha se aura pahalI sAMsa letA hai to bahuta sArI cIjoM kA bilakula nirAkaraNa ho jAtA hai, bahuta sArI samasyAeM tirohita ho jAtI haiN| mAtra unheM phira se jIne dvArA, ve tirohita ho jAtI haiN| usane vaha bAta AjamAyI nahIM svayaM pr| vaha svAsthya ko upalabdha vyakti nahIM hai| phrAyaDa bahuta mahatvAkAMkSI thaa| usane svayaM ko eka paigaMbara jAnA jo ki prAraMbha kara rahA thA duniyA ke eka bar3e AMdolana kaa| aura vaha IrSyAlu thA, jaise ki rAjanetA IrSyAlu hote haiM sadA, ssddyNtrkaarii| vaha jAsUsI karatA apane ziSyoM kI aura sahayogiyoM kI, niraMtara bhayabhIta hotA ki koI usake AMdolana ko naSTa karane hI vAlA hai, AMdolana para kabjA karane hI vAlA hai, netA hone vAlA hai; phrAyaDa sadA bhayabhIta rahatA thaa| aura yahI bAta jur3I thI juga ke saath| yadi tuma jhAMkate ho kA kI AMkhoM meM -hA kI eka tasvIra le Ao, vaha adhyayana karane yogya hai| usake cazme ke pIche bahuta cAlAka AMkheM haiM, vaha ceharA hI ahaMkArI jainova bahuta mahatvAkAMkSI hai aura usakI nayI kitAbeM sApha dikhA detI haiM usakI mahatvAkAMkSA ko| saMyoga hai ki vaha jA TakarAyA hai eka vidhi se jo koI pUrI cIja nahIM hai, mAtra eka aMza hai, to bhI aba vaha socatA hai ki usane eka pUrA satya khoja liyA hai| aba vaha socatA hai. yaha prAimala-thairepI hI hai vaha saba kacha jisakI jarUrata hai, ki yaha pratyeka ko le jAegI usa parama nirvANa tk| yaha mar3hatA hai| yaha hai mhtvaakaaNkssaa| ve sAre pazcimI vicAraka jo vahAM prabhAvazAlI bane haiM, unake bAre meM yAda rakhane kI dasarI bAta yaha ki ve kAma karate rahe haiM bImAra vyaktiyoM ke sAtha,rogiyoM ke saath| unheM svastha loga kahIM nahIM mile| to jo bhI haiM unakI khojeM, ve AdhArita haiM roga - adhyayana pr| eka svastha vyakti nitAMta alaga hotA hai asvastha vyakti se| phrAyaDa kA kabhI sAmanA nahIM huA kisI svastha vyakti se| isakA prazna hI nahIM uThatA, kyoMki eka svastha vyakti kabhI nahIM jAtA vaidaya ke pAsa yA DAkTara ke paas| kyoM jAegA koI na: yadi tuma mAnasika rUpa se bImAra nahIM ho, to kyoM jAoge tuma kisI manocikitsaka ke yahAM? isakI koI jarUrata nahIM hotii| tuma jAte ho kevala isalie kyoMki tuma bImAra hote ho| to
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________________ kevala bImAra manuSya jAte haiM ina logoM ke pAsa - phrAyaDa, kA, ki eDalara, ki jainova / una bImAra logoM para ve AdhArita karate haiM apane darzana siddhAta ko khataranAka yaha bAta hogI hI asaMtulita aura kevala asaMtulita hI nahIM, balki eka khAsa DhaMga se bhI, kyoMki ve bImAra prANI mAnava jAti ke vAstavika pratinidhi nahIM haiN| ve bImAra haiN| yaha to aisA hI hai jaise tumheM kevala aMdhe AdamI milate haiM kyoMki tuma AMkhoM ke DAkTara ho, isalie kevala aMdhe loga Ate haiM tumhAre pAsa aura phira tuma AdamI kA vicAra karate aMdhe ke rUpa meM hI / mAnasika rUpa se bImAra vyakti Ate haiM tumhAre pAsa taba tuma manuSya kA vicAra karate mAnasika rogI ke rUpa meM yaha bAta galata hotI hai kyoMki jaba taka svastha vyakti astitva nahIM rakhate, roga kI saMbhAvanA hotI hai| sAre pazcimI manovijJAna AdhArita hai roga vijJAna para aura vAstavika manovijJAna kI jarUrata hai jo ki AdhArita hotA hai svastha vyakti para saMpUrNa manovIzAna ko AdhArita honA cAhie buddha jaise vyaktiyoM para mAtra sAmAnya svastha vyaktiyoM para nhiiN| / to tIna prakAra ke manovijJAna hote haiN| eka, rogAtmaka, sAre pazcimI manovijJAna rogAtmaka hote haiN| kevala abhI - abhI idhara kucha samagratAvAdI dhAraNAeM majabUtI pA rahI haiM jo ki svastha vyakti ke bAre meM socatI haiM, lekina ve ekadama prAraMbha para hI haiN| pahale kadama bhI nahIM uThAe gae haiN| dUsare prakAra ke manovijJAna haiM, jo socate haiM svastha vyakti ke viSaya meM, jo AdhArita haiM svastha mana para ve haiM pUraba ke manovijJAna bauddha dharma bahuta jyAdA gahare utarane vAlA manovijJAna hai; pataMjali kA apanA manovijJAna hai| ve AdhArita hai svastha vyaktiyoM para svastha vyakti ko svastha hone meM madada dene ke lie haiM; svastha vyakti ko jyAdA svAsthya pAne meM madada dene ke lie haiN| rogAtmaka manovijJAna bImAra vyaktiyoM kI madada karate haiM svastha hone meN| phira hai eka tIsarA prkaar| jise gurajiepha parama manovijJAna kahA karatA thA, vaha abhI bhI avikasita hai| usa prakAra ko nirbhara karanA par3atA hai buddhoM pr| vaha abhI vikasita nahIM huA hai, kyoMki kahAM jAoge buddha kA adhyayana karane ko, aura kaise karoge buddha kA adhyayana? aura kevala eka buddha se kyA hogA? tumheM bahutoM kA adhyayana karanA hogaa| kevala tabhI niSkarSo taka pahuMca sakate ho| lekina kisI dina vaha manovijJAna ghaTegA; use ghaTanA hogA; use honA hI hogA kyoMki vahI tumheM de sakatA hai mAnavIya cetanA kA samagra bodha | phrAyaDa, kA, jainova - ve sabhI bImAra bane rahate haiN| unhoMne apanI bAta khuda apane para kabhI na aajmaayii| aMdhakAra meM Thokara khAte hue, aMdhakAra meM TaTolate hue, ve kucha Tukar3oM taka pahuMca jAte haiM aura phira ve socate haiM ki ve Tukar3e saMpUrNa paddhati haiN| jaba kabhI aMza kA dAvA kiyA jAtA hai saMpUrNa ke rUpa meM, to vaha jhUTha bana jAtA hai| aMza to aMza hI hotA hai|
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________________ pUraba ke manovijJAna svastha vyaktiyoM ke lie haiM, tumheM jyAdA saMpUrNa hone meM madada dene ke lie haiN| aura merA prayAsa hogA tIsare prakAra ke manovijJAna para kArya karane kA, buddhoM kA manovijJAna, kyoMki vaha tumheM saMpUrNa mAnavIya cetanA meM eka paripUrNa praveza dilaaegaa| roga adhyayanoM para AdhArita manovijJAna acche hote haiM, ve madada karate haiM bImAra logoM kii| lekina vaha bAta dhyeya kabhI nahIM bana sktii| vaha acchI hotI hai, magara mAtra svastha ho jAnA, 'sAmAnya' ho jAnA koI jyAdA bar3I bAta nahIM mAtra sAmAnya honA koI bar3I bAta nahIM kyoMki hara koI sAmAnya hai| bImAra honA burA hai kyoMki tuma pIr3ita hote ho| lekina sAmAnya honA bhI koI jyAdA acchA nahIM kyoMki sAmAnya vyakti lAkhoM kyA se pIr3A bhoga rahe haiN| vastuta: sAmAnya hone kA kevala itanA hI artha hai ki samAja ke sAtha anukUlita ho jaanaa| samAja svayaM to zAyada asvAbhAvika hI hogA, sArA samAja zAyada svaya hI bImAra hogaa| usake sAtha anukUlita hone kA kevala yahI artha hotA hai ki svAbhAvika rUpa se asvAbhAvika ho, basa itanA hI tuma usase kucha jyAdA lAbha nahIM hotaa| tumheM sAmAjika sAmAnyatA ke pAra jAnA par3atA hai tumheM pAra cale jAnA hotA hai sAmAjika pAgalapana ke kevala tabhI pahalI bAra tuma svastha hote ho| : pUraba ke manovijJAna yoga, jhena, sUphIvAda, sabhI svastha vyaktiyoM kI madada karate haiM- jyAdA svastha aura vizuddha hone meM tIsare prakAra ke manovijJAna kI jarUrata hai, bahuta jaldI jarUrata hai, kyoMki binA usake tumhAre pAsa koI dhyeya nizcita aMta kA koI bodha nahIM hai| usa para kArya karanA hogaa| gurajiepha ne apanI ora se pUrI koziza kI, lekina saphala na ho skaa| samaya paripakva na thaa| maiM phira usI ke lie koziza kara rahA huu| kaThina hai usameM saphala honA, lekina saMbhAvanA hai, usakI ora prayatna karate rahanA hai| yadi thor3A sA aura prakAza bhI mAnava ke usa saMpUrNa, usa aMtima, parama manovijJAna para DAlA jAe, to vaha acchA hai, bahuta sahAyaka hai| Aja itanA hI
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________________ pravacana 37 - jAgaraNa kI agni se atIta bhasmasAta yoga sUtra: (sAdhanApAda) klezamala: karmAzayo dRssttaadRssttjnmvedniiyH|| 12// cAhe vartamAna meM pUre hoM yA ki bhaviSya meM, karmagata anubhavoM kI jar3eM hotI haiM pA~ca klezoM meN| sati mUle tadvipAko jaatyaayurbhogH|| 13 / / jaba taka jar3eM banI rahatI hai, punarjanma se karma kI pUrti hotI hai guNavattA, jIvana kA vistAra aura anubhavoM ke DhaMga dvaaraa| te halAdapAritAphalA: punnyaapunnyhetutvaat|| 14 / / puNya lAtA hai sukha: apuNya lAtA hai duHkh|
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________________ manuSya vartamAna meM rahatA dikhAI par3atA hai, lekina vaha bAta kevala eka pratIti hI hai| manuSya jItA hai atIta meN| vartamAna meM se vaha gujaratA hai, lekina vaha baddhamUla rahatA hai atIta meN| vartamAna vAstavika samaya nahIM hai sAmAnya cetanA ke lie| sAmAnya cetanA ke lie to atIta hai vAstavika samaya, vartamAna to kevala eka rAstA hai atIta se bhaviSya taka jAne taka kA, mAtra eka kSaNika maarg| atIta vAstavika ho jAtA hai aura bhaviSya bhI, lekina vartamAna avAstavika hotA hai sAmAnya cetanA ke lie| bhaviSya aura kucha nahIM hai sivAya atIta ke phailAva ke bhaviSya kucha nahIM hai sivAya atIta ke phira phira prakSepita hone ke vartamAna kA astitva nahIM jAna par3atA hai yadi tuma socate ho vartamAna ke bAre meM, to tuma use pAoge hI nahIM bilkul| kyoMki jisa kSaNa tuma pAte ho use, vaha pahale se hI gujara gayA hotA hai| jaba tumane pAyA nahIM thA use, to jarA usase eka kSaNa pahale hI, vaha calA gayA bhaviSya meN| buddha kI cetanA ke lie, jAge hue vyakti ke lie vartamAna kA astitva hotA hai| sAmAnya cetanA ke lie, na jAge hue, nidrAcArI jaise soe hue ke lie atIta aura bhaviSya satya hote haiM, vartamAna asatya hotA hai| jaba koI jAga jAtA hai to vartamAna hI satya hotA hai; atIta aura bhaviSya donoM asatya bana jAte haiN| aisA kyoM hotA hai? tuma kyoM jIte ho atIta meM? kyoMki mana aura kucha nahIM hai sivAya atIta ke saMgraha ke mana smRti hai vaha saba jo tumane kiyA hai, vaha saba jisakA svapna tumane dekhA hai, vaha saba jo tuma karanA cAhate the aura kara na sake, vaha saba jisakI tumane kalpanA kI atIta meM vaha saba tumhArA mana hai| mana eka mRta tatva hai yadi tuma dekhate ho mana ke dvArA, to tuma kabhI na pAoge vartamAna ko, kyoMki vartamAna hai jIvana aura jIvana taka kabhI nahIM pahuMcA jA sakatA hai mRta mAdhyama ke dvArA jIvana taka kabhI nahIM pahuMcA jA sakatA hai mare hue sAdhanoM dvArA jIvana ko nahIM chuA jA sakatA hai mRtyu dvaaraa| - mana marI huI cIja hai| mana hai darpaNa para ekatrita huI dhUla kI bhAMti hI jitanI jyAdA dhUla ikaTThI hotI hai, utanA hI darpaNa darpaNa jaisA kama hotA hai aura yadi dhUla kI parta bahuta moTI hotI hai jaisI ki vaha tuma para jamI hai, taba darpaNa meM pratibiMba bilakula hI nahIM par3atA / hara koI ikaTThI kara letA hai dhUla na kevala tuma use ikaTThA karate, tuma cipakate bhI ho usase tuma socate ho ki vaha koI khajAnA hai| atIta jA cukA hotA hai; to kyoM tuma cipakate ho usase ? tuma kucha nahIM kara sakate usa bAre meN| tuma pIche nahIM lauTa skte| tuma use anakiyA nahIM kara skte| kyoM cipakate ho tuma usase? vaha koI khajAnA nahIM hai| aura yadi tuma cipakate ho atIta se aura tuma socate ho ki vaha khajAnA hai, to nissaMdeha tumhArA mana use phira bhaviSya aura kucha nahIM ho sakatA hai sivAya tumhAre parivartita atIta ke phira jInA cAhegA bhaviSya meN| jo thor3A pariSkRta hotA hai,
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________________ thor3A jyAdA sajA -saMva hotA hai| lekina vaha vahI hogA kyoMki mana ajJAta ke bAre meM soca hI nahIM sakatA; mana prakSepita kara sakatA hai kevala jJAta ko hI, use jise tuma jAnate ho| tuma prema meM par3a jAte kisI strI ke aura vaha strI mara jAtI hai, aba tumheM kaise milegI koI dUsarI strI? vaha dUsarI strI tumhArI mRta patnI kA hI eka parivartita rUpa hogI, vahI ekamAtra DhaMga hai jise ki tuma jAnate ho| bhaviSya meM jo kucha bhI tuma karo aura kucha nahIM hogA sivAya atIta kI punarAvRtti ke| tuma thor3A badala sakate ho -eka Tukar3A yahAM, eka Tukar3A vahA, lekina mukhya bAta vahI rahegI, ekadama vhii| jaba mullA nasaruddIna par3A thA apanI mRtyu zayyA para, kisI ne pUchA usase, 'yadi tumheM phira se jIvana de diyA jAe to kaise tuma jIyoge use, nasaruddIna? kyA tuma koI parivartana karoge?' nasaruddIna ne soca -vicAra kiyA, AMkheM baMda karake socatA rahA, dhyAna kiyA, phira kholI apanI AMkheM aura bolA, 'hI, yadi mujhe phira jIvana diyA jAe, to maiM apane bAloM ke bIca meM se nikAlUMgA maaNg| sadA vahI rahI hai merI icchA, lekina mere pitA sadA jora dete rahe ki maiM aisA na kruuN| aura jaba mere pitA mare, to bAla eka hI dizA meM itane jama gae the ki unake bIca se mAMga nikAlI na jA sakatI thii|' haMsoM mt| yadi tuma meM pUchA jAe ki tuma phira se kyA karoge tumhAre jIvana meM to tuma thor3e -bahuta parivartana kara loge bilakula isI taraha ke pati hogA to jarA -sI alaga nAka vAlA, patnI hogI to thor3e se alaga rUpa -raMga kI; thor3A bar3A yA thor3A choTA ghara hogA; lekina ve tumhAre bAloM kI mAMga bIca meM se nikAlane se jyAdA bar3I bAteM nahIM haiM - kSudra, halkI, mahatvapUrNa na / tumhArA maulika jIvana vaisA hI banA rhegaa| maiM jhAkatA hUM tumhArI AMkhoM meM aura maiM dekhatA hUM yhii| tumane aisA kiyA hai bahuta-bahuta bAra, tumhArA mUlabhUta jIvana vaisA hI banA rahA hai| bahuta bAra tumheM mile haiM jIvana, tuma jIe ho bahuta bAra; tuma vahuta jyAdA prAcIna ho| tuma nae nahIM isa pRthvI para, tuma pRthvI se jyAdA purAne ho, kyoMki tuma dUsarI pRthyiyoM para bhI, dUsare grahoM para bhI jIe ho| tuma utane hI purAne ho jitanA astitv| aisI hI hai yaha bAta, kyoMki tuma usake hisse ho| tuma bahuta purAne ho, lekina phira -phira vahI DhAcA doharAe jA rahe ho| isalie hiMdU ise kahate -cakra, jIvana aura mRtyu kA, 'cakra' kyoMki yaha svayaM ko doharAe calA jAtA hai| yaha eka doharAva hai : cakra ke vahI Are Upara Ate aura nIce jAte, nIce jAte aura Upara aate| mana svayaM kA prakSepaNa karatA hai| mana atIta hai, isalie tumhArA bhaviSya, atIta ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM hone vaalaa| aura atIta kyA hai? kyA kiyA hai tumane atIta meM? jo kucha bhI tumane kiyA hai -acchA, burA, aisA, vaisA-joM tuma karate ho vaha apanI punarAvRtti banA letA hai, yahI hai karma kA siddhaaNt| yadi tuma kala se eka dina pahale krodhita hae the, to tumane eka nizcita kSamatA krodha ke lie nirmita kara lI-kala phira
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________________ J se krodhita hone kI to tumane doharA diyA use tuma jyAdA UrjA de dete ho krodha ko krodha kI bhAvadazA ko, tumane use aura baddhamUla kara diyA, tumane use sIMca diyaa| aba Aja tuma phira doharAoge use jyAdA zakti ke saath| taba kala tuma phira zikAra ho jAoge Aja ke pratyeka kArya jise tuma karate ho yA jisake bAre meM socate bhI ho, usake apane DhaMga hote haiM, phira-phira A banane ke, kyoMki vaha eka mArga nirmita kara detA hai tumhAre aMtasa meN| vaha tumase UrjA ko sokhane lagatA hai| tuma krodhita ho jAte ho, phira vaha bhAvadazA calI jAtI hai aura tuma socate ho ki tuma aba krodhita nahIM rahe; taba tuma sAra ko cUka jAte ho| jaba bhAvadazA jA cukI hotI hai to kucha nahIM ghaTA hotA; kevala cakra ghUma gayA hotA hai aura cakra kA jo ArA Upara thA, nIce calA gayA hotA hai| kucha kSaNa pahale krodha maujUda thA sataha para krodha aba nIce calA gayA acetana meM, tumhArI aMtasa sattA kI gaharAI meM vaha usakA samaya phira se Ane kI pratIkSA kregaa| yadi tuma usake anusAra calate ho, to tuma use sahArA de majabUta kara dete ho, taba tumane phira usake jIvana ke lie nAma aura samaya likha diyA hotA hai| tuma use phira zakti de dete ho, UrjA de dete ho| vaha spaMdita ho rahA hai, miTTI ke nIce par3e bIja kI bhAMti pratIkSA kara rahA hai sahI avasara aura mausama kI, jaba vaha prasphuTita hogaa| hara kArya sva- sAtatya pAne vAlA hotA hai, hara vicAra sva - sAtatyavAna hai| yadi eka bAra tuma use sahayoga dete ho, to tuma use UrjA de rahe hote ho| dera abera vaha bAta eka Adata kA rUpa le legI / tuma karoge use aura tuma kartA na rahoge, tuma karoge use kevala Adata ke jora ke kAraNa hii| loga kahate haiM ki Adata dvitIya svabhAva hotI hai| yaha koI atizayokti nhiiN| isake viparIta yaha eka nyUnokti hai| vastuta: Adata aMta meM bana jAtI hai pahalA svabhAva, aura svabhAva ho jAtA hai dUsare naMbara kI bAta svabhAva bana jAtA hai kitAba ke pariziSTa kI bhAMti yA kisI kitAba kI TippaNiyoM kI bhAMti, aura Adata bana jAtI hai mukhya bhAga, kitAba kA mukhya aMga | - tuma jIte ho Adata ke dvArA, usakA artha hotA hai ki Adata mUla rUpa se tumhAre dvArA jItI hai| Adata svayaM banI rahatI hai, usakI apanI hI UrjA hotI hai| nissaMdeha vaha UrjA letI hai tumase, lekina tumane sahayoga diyA hotA hai atIta meM, tuma sahayoga de rahe hote ho vartamAna meN| dhIre dhIre Adata mAlika bana jAtI hai aura tuma kevala eka naukara bane rahoge, eka chaayaa| Adata degI nizcita Adeza, AzA degI, aura tuma rahoge mAtra eka AjJAkArI naukara / tumheM anusaraNa karanA hogA uskaa| aisA huA ki eka hiMdU rahasyavAdI saMta ekanAtha jA rahe the tIrthayAtrA ko tIrthayAtrA calane vAlI thI kama se kama eka varSa taka, kyoMki unheM darzana karanA thA deza ke sAre pavitra sthaloM kA nissaMdeha ekanAtha ke saMga honA eka saubhAgya thA, to bahuta sAre loga, hajAroM loga, yAtrA kara rahe the unake saath| zahara kA cora bhI AyA aura bolA, maiM jAnatA hUM ki maiM eka cora hUM aura Apake dhArmika dala kA sadasya hone ke yogya nahIM hUM lekina mujhe bhI avasara deM meM calanA cAhUMgA tIrthayAtrA ke lie|' ekanAtha ne kahA, 'yaha bAta kaThina hogI, kyoMki eka varSa kucha laMbA samaya hai aura ho sakatA hai tuma logoM kI
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________________ cIjeM curAne lgo| tuma musIbata khar3I kara sakate ho| to kRpayA chor3a do aisA khyaal|' lekina usa cora ne to bahuta Agraha kiyaa| vaha bolA, 'eka sAla ke lie maiM chor3a dUMgA corI, lekina mujhe calanA to jarUra hai| aura maiM vAdA karatA haM Apase ki eka sAla taka maiM kisI kI eka bhI cIja nahIM curaauuNgaa|' ekanAtha ne mAna lI baat| lekina eka haphte ke bhItara hI takalIpha zurU ho gaI aura takalIpha yaha thI. logoM kI cIjeM gAyaba hone lgiiN| aura jyAdA hI rahasyamayI bAta thI kyoki koI curA nahIM rahA thA unheM-cIjeM gAyaba ho jAtI kisI ke jhole se aura kucha dinoM bAda ve mila jAtI kisI aura ke jhole meN| jisa AdamI ke jhole meM ve milatI vaha kahatA, 'maiMne kucha nahIM kiyA hai| maiM sacamuca hI nahIM jAnatA ki ye cIjeM kaise A gaI haiM mere jhole meM!' ekanAtha ko zaka huA, isalie eka rAta unhoMne dikhAvA kiyA ki ve soe hue haiM lekina ve jAge hue the, ve nigarAnI karate the| cora AyA karIba AdhI rAta ko, madhyarAtri meM, aura vaha eka vyakti kI peTI se dUsare vyakti kI peTI meM cIjeM rakhane lgaa| ekanAtha ne use raMge hAthoM pakar3a liyA aura bole, 'kyA kara rahe ho tuma? aura tumane to vAdA kiyA thaa| vaha cora bolA, 'maiM apane vAde ke anusAra cala rahA huuN| maiMne eka bhI cIja nahIM curAI hai lekina yaha merI purAnI Adata hai| AdhI rAta ko yadi maiM koI khurAphAta nahIM karatA, to asaMbhava hotA hai mere lie sonaa| aura eka sAla taka na soU? Apa to karuNAmaya haiN| Apako to mujha para karuNA honI caahie| aura maiM curA nahIM rahA hUM; cIjeM to phira se mila jAtI haiN| ve kahIM jAtI to nahIM, kevala eka vyakti se dUsare vyakti taka pahuMca jAtI haiN| aura isake alAvA yaha bhI ki eka sAla bAda mujhe corI karanI hogI to yaha eka acchA khAsA abhyAsa bhI rhegaa|' Adata tumheM kucha cIjeM karane ko majabUra kara detI hai : tuma usake zikAra ho jAte ho| hiMdU ise kahate haiM - karma kA siddhAMta : hara vaha kArya jise tuma doharAte ho, yA ki hara eka vicAra-kyoMki vicAra bhI mana kA eka sUkSma karma hotA hai -aura jyAdA majabUta ho jAtA hai| taba tuma usakI pakar3a meM hote ho| taba tuma kaida ho jAte ho Adata meN| taba tuma eka kaidI kA, eka gulAma kA jIvana jIte ho| aura kArA bar3I sUkSma hotI hai, vaha tumhArI AdatoM kI aura saMskArabaddhatAoM kI aura karmoM kI hotI hai jinheM ki tuma karate ho| vaha tumhAre zarIra ke cAroM ora banI rahatI hai| aura tuma usameM ulajhe rahate ho| lekina tuma socate jAte ho aura svayaM ko dhokhA dete jAte ho ki tuma kara rahe ho aisaa| jaba tuma krodhita hote to tuma socate ho ki tuma kara rahe ho yaha baat| tuma usakA tarka baiThAte aura tuma kahate ki sthiti kI mAMga hI aisI thI mujhe krodha karanA hI thA, varanA to baccA bhaTaka jAegA; yadi maiM krodha nahIM karatA to cIjeM galata ho jAtIM, to Aphisa asta -vyasta ho jAtA, to phira naukara sunate hI nhiiN| mujhe krodha karanA hI thA cIjoM ko saMbhAlane ke lie, bacce ko anuzAsita karane ke lie| patnI ko ThIka sthiti meM lAne ko mujhe krodha karanA hI thaa| ye buddhi ke hisAba haiN| isI taraha tumhArA ahaMkAra socatA calA jAtA hai ki tuma phira bhI mAlika hI ho, lekina tuma hote nhiiN| krodha
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________________ AtA hai purAne DhAMcoM ke kAraNa, atIta se| aura jaba krodha AtA hai to tuma usake lie koI bahAnA DhUMDhane kI koziza karate ho| manovaijJAnika prayoga karate rahe haiM aura ve unhIM tathyoM ta jina taka pUraba kA guhya manovijJAna pahuMcA hai : AdamI adhIna hai, mAlika nhiiN| manovaijJAniko ne logoM ko pUre ekAMta meM rakha diyA hara saMbhava suvidhA ke saath| jisa cIja kI jarUrata thI unheM de dI gaI, lekina unakA dUsare manuSyoM ke sAtha koI saMparka nahIM rhaa| ve bilakula alaga - thalaga jIe vAtAnukUlita koTharI meM - koI kAma nahIM, koI ar3acana nahIM, koI samasyA nahIM, lekina vahI AdateM calatI calI gyiiN| eka subaha, aba koI kAraNa na thA -kyoMki suvidhA pUrI ho gaI thI, koI ciMtA na thI, krodhita hone kA koI bahAnA nahI-aura AdamI acAnaka pAtA ki krodha uTha rahA hai| vaha tumhAre bhItara hotA hai| kaI bAra acAnaka binA kisI pratyakSa kAraNa ke hI udAsI calI AtI hai| aura kaI bAra vyakti prasannatA anubhava karatA hai, kaI bAra vaha anubhava karatA hai sukhI, aanNdit| sAre sAmAjika saMbaMdhoM se chUTA huA AdamI, pUrI suvidhAoM meM alaga par3A huA, hara jarUrata pUrI hone ke sAtha sArI bhAvadazAoM ke bIca se gujaratA jinase ki tuma saMbaMdhoM meM gujarate ho| isakA artha huA ki koI cIja bhItara se AtI hai aura tuma use TAga dete ho kisI dUsare vyakti pr| yaha to mAtra eka buddhi kI vyAkhyA hotI hai| tuma acchA anubhava karate, tuma burA anubhava karate, aura ye anubhUtiyAM tumhAre acetana se phUTa par3a rahI hotI, tumhAre apane atIta se| tumhAre sivAya koI aura jimmedAra nhiiN| koI tumheM krodhI nahIM banA sktaa| aura koI tumheM prasanna nahIM banA sktaa| tuma prasanna hote ho apane se hii| tuma krodhita hote ho apane se, aura tuma udAsa hote ho apane se hii| yadi tuma isa bAta ko nahIM jAna lete, to tuma sadA gulAma bane rhoge| svayaM para mAlakiyata taba milatI hai, jaba koI jAna letA hai ki maiM pUrI taraha jimmedAra hUM jo bhI mujhe ghaTita huA hai, bezarta taura pr| maiM jimmedAra hU pUsaI trh| zurU meM yaha bAta tumheM bahuta jyAdA udAsa aura dukhI kara degii| kyoMki yadi tuma jimmedArI dUsare para pheMka sakate ho, to taba tuma ThIka anubhava karate ho ki tuma galata nhiiN| kyA kara sakate ho tuma jaba patnI itane gaMde DhaMga se vyavahAra kara rahI ho? tumheM krodha karanA hI par3atA hai| lekina yAda rakhanA ThIka se, patnI gaMde DhaMga kA vyavahAra kara rahI hotI hai usakI apanI saMracanA ke kaarnn| vaha tumhAre prati apriya vyavahAra nahIM karatI hai| yadi tuma na hooge maujUda to vaha apriya vyavahAra karegI bacce ke saath| yadi baccA vahA nahIM hogA to vaha barasa par3egI pleToM para, vaha pheMka hI degI unheM jamIna pr| usane tor3a diyA hogA reddiyo| use karanA hI thA kucha na kucha, upadrava uTha rahA thaa| yaha mAtra eka saMyoga thA ki tuma akhabAra par3hate pakaDa lie gae aura vaha bigar3a gaI tuma pr| yaha mAtra eka saMyoga thA ki tuma maujUda the galata kSaNa meN| tuma isa kAraNa krodhita nahIM hote ki patnI duSTa hai, ho sakatA hai usane koI sthiti banA dI ho, basa itanA hii| usane zAyada tumheM koI saMbhAvanA de dI ho; lekina krodha kulabulA rahA thaa| yadi patnI vahAM
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________________ na hotI to bhI tuma utane hI krodhita hote - kisI aura cIja ke prati, kisI vicAra ke prati, leki krodha to AnA hI thaa| vaha kucha aisI bAta thI jo tumhAre apane acetana se A rahI thii| hara koI jimmedAra hai, pUrI taraha jimmedAra hotA hai usake apane lie aura apane vyavahAra ke lie zurU meM yaha bAta tumheM bahuta udAsa bhAvadazA degI ki tuma jimmedAra ho, kyoMki tumane sadA socga ki tuma sukhI honA cAhate ho, to tuma kaise jimmedAra ho sakate ho tumhAre dukha ke lie? tuma sadA AkAMkSA karate ho AnaMdapUrNatA kI, to kaise tuma krodha kara sakate ho apane se hI? aura isa kAraNa tuma jimmedArI pheMkate jAte ho dUsare para hI / yadi tuma dUsare para hI jimmedArI DAlate jAte ho, to yAda rakhanA ki tuma sadA gulAma bane rhoge| kyoMki koI bhI dUsare ko nahIM badala sakatA hai| kaise tuma badala sakate ho dUsare ko? kyA kabhI kisI ne dUsare ko badalA? duniyA kI sabase adhUrI icchAoM meM se eka icchA hai dUsare ko badalane kii| kisI ne aisA kabhI kiyA nhiiN| yaha bAta asaMbhava hotI hai| kyoMki dUsarA astitva rakhatA hai usake apane ThIka DhaMga se tuma badala nahIM sakate use tuma jimmedArI DAlate jAte ho dUsare para, lekina tuma dUsare ko badala nahIM skte| aura kyoMki tuma dUsare para jimmedArI DAla dete ho, to tuma kabhI na jAna pAoge ki buniyAdI jimmedArI tumhArI hotI hai| buniyAdI parivartana kI jarUrata hotI hai tumhAre bhItara / | isI taraha to tuma phaMsate ho yadi tuma socane lago ki tuma jimmedAra ho tumhAre sAre kAryoM ke lie, tumhAre sabhI bhAvoM ke lie to zurU meM eka udAsI chA jaaegii| lekina yadi tuma gujara sakI usa udAsI meM se, to jaldI hI tuma halkA anubhava karoge, kyoMki aba tuma mukta ho jAte ho dUsaroM se, aba tuma kAma kara sakate ho apane se tuma mukta ho sakate ho cAhe sArA saMsAra dukhI ho aura amukta ho usase kucha aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| anyathA kisI buddha kI saMbhAvanA kaise banatI? aura kaise koI pataMjali saMbhava hote? kaise maiM saMbhava hotA? sArA saMsAra vaisA hI hai| vaha ekadama vaisA hI hai jaisA tumhAre lie hai, lekina kRSNa to nRtya karate haiM aura gIta gAte haiM; ve mukta haiM aura pahalI mukti hai dUsare para jimmedArI DAlane kI bAta samApta krnaa| pahalI mukti hai yaha jAnanA ki tuma jimmedAra ho| to bahuta sArI cIjeM turaMta saMbhava ho jAtI haiN| karma kA pUrA siddhAMta yahI hai ki tuma jimmedAra ho, jo kucha bhI tumane boyA, tuma vahI kATa rahe ho / zAyada tuma kArya - kAraNa ke saMbaMdha ko na samajha pAo, lekina yadi kArya hai maujUda, to kAraNa jarUra kahIM hogA hI / yahI hai prati- prasava kI sArI vidhi : kaise pariNAma se kAraNa kI ora sarakeM, kaise pIche kI ora jAeM aura kAraNa ko DhUMDha leM, jahAM se ki vaha AyA hotA hai| jo kucha bhI ghaTatA hai tumako - tuma udAsa anubhava karate ho, to basa mUMda lenA AMkheM aura dekhate rahanA tumhArI udAsI ko| jahAM vaha le jAe usake pIche jAnA, usameM aura gahare jaanaa| jaldI hI tuma kAraNa taka pahuMca jaaoge| zAyada tumheM laMbI yAtrA karanI par3egI, kyoMki yaha sArA jIvana jur3A hotA hai; aura na hI kevala yaha jIvana, lekina aura dUsare
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________________ jIvana aMtargrasta hote haiN| tuma bahuta se ghAva pAoge tumameM jo pIr3A dete haiM, aura unhIM ghAvoM ke kAraNa tuma udAsa anubhava karate ho; ve udAsa hote haiN| ve ghAva abhI bhI sUkhe nahIM, ve jIvaMta haiN| prati -prasava kI vidhi, srota taka lauTane kI vidhi, kArya se kAraNa taka lauTane kI vidhi unheM bhara degI, ThIka kara degii| kaise ThIka karatI hai vaha? kauna -sI ghaTanA hai jo usameM samAyI hotI hai| jaba kabhI tuma pIche kI ora jAte ho, pahale to tuma dUsaroM para jimmedArI DAlane kI bAta girA dete ho, kyoMki yadi tuma dUsaroM para jimmedArI DAlate ho to tuma bAhara kI ora jAte ho| taba sArI prakriyA galata ho jAtI hai| tuma kAraNa ko dUsare meM DhUMDhane kI koziza karate ho : 'patnI galata kyoM hai?' taba yaha 'kyoM' patnI ke vyavahAra meM utaratA jAtA hai| tuma cUka gae pahalA caraNa aura taba sArI prakriyA hI galata ho jaaegii| kyoM maiM dukhI hUM? kyoM maiM krodha meM hUM?-AMkheM baMda kara lo aura ise eka gahana dhyAna banane do| jamIna para leTa jAo, AMkheM baMda kara lo, zarIra ko zithila karo aura anubhava karo ki tuma kyoM krodhita ho| patnI ko to bilakula bhUla hI jAo; vaha to eka bahAnA hai-ka, kha, ga, jo bhI ho, bhUla jAo usa bahAne ko| jarA aura gahare utaranA apane meM, krodha meM utarate jaanaa| svayaM krodha kA hI prayoga karanA nadI kI bhaaNti| krodha meM tuma bahate ho aura krodha tumheM le jAegA bhiitr| tuma sUkSma ghAva pAoge tummeN| patnI galata jAna par3atI hai, kyoMki usane chU diyA thA tumhArA koI sUkSma ghAva, koI aisI cIja jo coTa karatI hai| tumane sadA socA ki tuma suMdara nahIM, tumhArA ceharA kurUpa hai, aura bhItara ghAva hai| jaba patnI nArAja hotI hai, to vaha tumheM saceta kara degI tumhAre cehare ke prti| vaha kahegI, 'jAo aura dekho darpaNa meM!' coTa par3atI hai| tumane vizvAsaghAta kiyA hotA hai patnI ke sAtha aura jaba vaha taMga karanA cAhatI hai, taba yaha bAta phira uThAegI vaha ki 'tuma usa strI ke sAtha haMsa-haMsa kara kyoM bola rahe the? kyoM tuma itanI khuzI se baiThe hue the usa strI ke sAtha?' eka ghAva chU diyA gyaa| tuma vizvAsaghAtI rahe ho, tuma aparAdhI anubhava karate ho| ghAva jIvaMta hotA hai| tuma baMda kara lo AMkheM, anabhava karo krodha ko, use apanI samagratA meM uThane do tAki tuma use pUrI taraha dekha sako, ki vaha kyA hai| taba usa UrjA ko tumhArI madada karane denA atIta kI ora sarakane meM, kyoMki krodha A rahA hotA hai atIta se| nissaMdeha vaha bhaviSya se to A nahIM sakatA hai| bhaviSya kA to abhI astitva hI nahIM banA hai| vaha nahIM A rahA hai vartamAna se| yahI hai sArA dRSTikoNa karma kA, yaha bhaviSya se nahIM A sakatA kyoMki bhaviSya abhI AyA hI nahIM hai| aura yaha vartamAna se nahIM A sakatA, kyoMki tuma bilakula jAnate hI nahIM ki vaha kyA hai| vartamAna to jAnA jA sakatA hai kevala jAge huoM dvaaraa| tuma jIte ho kevala atIta meM, to yaha jarUra kahIM na kahIM atIta se hI A rahA hogaa| ghAva rahA hogA kahIM tumhArI smRtiyoM meN| vApasa lautto| koI eka ghAva nahIM hogA, bahuta sAre hoMge, choTe, bdd'e| jyAdA gahare jAnA aura DhUMDha lenA pahalA ghAva, sAre krodha kA mUla srot| tuma khoja pAoge use yadi tuma koziza karo to, kyoMki vaha pahale se hI vahAM hotA hai| vaha
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________________ vahA maujUda hai; tumhArA sArA atIta abhI bhI hai vhaa| vaha philma kI bhAti hai rola kiyA huA, lapeTa kara baMda kiyA huA aura pratIkSA kara rahA hai bhiitr| tuma khola do use, tuma dekhane lago philma ko| yahI prakriyA hai prati-prasava kii| isakA artha hai pIche kI ora ekadama mUla kAraNa taka lauttnaa| aura yahI sauMdarya hai prakriyA kA yadi tuma cetana rUpa se pIche kI ora jA sako, yadi tuma cetana rUpa se ghAva ko anubhava kara sako, to ghAva turaMta bhara jAtA hai| kyoM bhara jAtA hai vaha?-kyoMki ghAva nirmita hotA hai acetana dvArA, asajagatA dvaaraa| ghAva hissA hai ajJAna kA, nidrA kaa| jaba tuma hozapUrvaka pIche kI ora jAte ho aura dekhate ho ghAva ko, to vahI hoza svAsthyadAyI zakti hotA hai| atIta meM, jaba ghAva banA thA, vaha banA thA acetana meN| tuma krodhita the, krodha ne tuma para adhikAra jamA liyA thaa| tumane kucha kiyA thA; tumane mAra DAlA thA eka AdamI ko aura tuma duniyA se yaha saccAI chupAte rhe| tuma ise chupA sakate ho pulisa se, tuma ise chupA sakate ho nyAyAlaya aura kAnUna se, lekina ise tuma svayaM se hI kaise chupA sakate ho? tuma jAnate ho yaha bAta coTa karatI hai| jaba kabhI koI tumheM avasara detA hai krodhita hone kA to tuma bhayabhIta ho jAte ho, kyoMki vaha bAta phira ghaTa sakatI hai, tuma mAra sakate ho patnI ko| vApasa lauTo, kyoMki usa kSaNa jaba tumane khUna kiyA kisI vyakti kA yA ki tumane vyavahAra kiyA bahata krodhapUrNa aura pAgala DhaMga se, to tuma hoza meM na the| acetana meM ve ghAva bace hI rahe haiN| aba hozapUrvaka clnaa| prati-prasava, pIche lauTanA, isakA artha hai una cIjoM taka hozapUrvaka jAnA jinheM tumane hoza ke binA kiyA hai| pIche jAo-kevala hoza kA, cetanA kA prakAza hI svastha karatA hai| vaha eka svAsthyadAyaka zakti hotI hai| jisa kisI cIja ko bhI tuma hozapUrvaka banA sako vaha bhalI-caMgI ho jaayegii| aura phira vaha aura pIr3A na degii| vaha AdamI jo pIche kI ora AtA hai, atIta ko nirmakta kara detA hai| phira atIta kriyAnvita nahIM ho rahA hotA, taba atIta kI usa para koI pakar3a nahIM rahatI aura atIta samApta ho jAtA hai| atIta kA usakI aMtasa -sattA meM koI sthAna nahIM hotaa| aura jaba atIta kA tumhArI aMtasa-sattA meM koI sthAna nahIM rahatA tabhI tuma vartamAna ke prati upalabdha hote ho -usase pahale kabhI nhiiN| tumheM thor3I khAlI jagaha kI jarUrata hai, atIta itanA jyAdA hotA hai bhItara-eka kabAr3akhAnA, marI huI cIjoM kaa| vartamAna ke praveza hone ko koI sthAna nhiiN| vaha kUr3A-karakaTa bhaviSya ke bAre meM hI svapna dekhatA jAtA hai| to AdhI jagaha to usI se bharI hotI hai jo aba hai hI nahIM, aura AdhI jagaha usase bharI hotI hai jo abhI AyA hI nhiiN| aura vartamAna? -vaha kevala pratIkSA karatA hai davAra ke baahr| isIlie vartamAna aura kucha nahIM sivAya eka rAste ke, atIta se bhaviSya taka kA rAstA, mAtra eka kSaNika rAstA / khatma karo atIta kI bAta! yadi tuma atIta se nahIM TUTate, to tuma eka pretAtmA kA jIvana jI rahe hote ho| tumhArA jIvana saccA nahIM hotA, vaha astitvagata nahIM hotaa| atIta jItA hai tumhAre dvArA;
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________________ mRta tuma para maMDarAtA rahatA hai pIche kI ora jAo jaba kabhI tumhAre pAsa avasara ho, jaba kabhI tuma ko kucha ghaTita ho prasannatA, aprasannatA, udAsI, krodha, IrSyA to AMkheM baMda kara lenA aura pIche kI ora vApasa jaanaa| jaldI hI tuma pIche kI ora yAtrA karane meM kuzala ho jaaoge| jaldI hI tuma pIche samaya meM lauTane yogya ho jAoge aura taba bahuta sAre ghAva khuleNge| jaba ve ghAva khulate haiM tumhAre bhItara, to kucha karane mata laga jAnA karane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| tuma kevala dekho dhyAna se; ghAva vahAM maujUda hotA hai| tuma kevala dhyAna denA, tumhArI dhyAna- UrjA le jAnA ghAva kI ora, usakI ora dekhnaa| usakI ora dekhanA binA koI nirNaya die| kyoMki yadi tuma nirNaya dete ho, yadi tuma kahate ho, 'yaha burA hai, yaha aisA nahIM honA cAhie, to ghAva phira se baMda ho jaaegaa| taba use chipa jAnA pdd'egaa| jaba bhI tuma niMdA karate ho to mana cIjoM ko chipAne kI koziza karatA hai| isI bhAMti nirmita hote haiM cetana aura acetn| anyathA, mana to eka hai; kisI vibhAjana kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| lekina tuma to niMdA krte| taba mana ko bAMTa denA par3atA hai aura cIjoM ko aMdhakAra meM rakhanA par3atA hai, talaghara meM, tAki tuma dekha na sakI unheM - aura taba koI jarUrata nahIM rahatI tyaiMdA karane kI / niMdA mata karanA, prazaMsA mata krnaa| tuma kevala sAkSI bane rahI, eka anAsakta draSTA / asvIkRta mata krnaa| mata kahanA, 'yaha acchA nahIM hai, kyoMki vaha bAta eka asvIkRti hotI hai aura tumane damana zurU kara diyA hotA hai| nirlipta ho jaao| kevala dhyAna do usa para aura dekho| karuNApUrNa dekho aura svasthatA ghaTita ho jaaegii| mata pUchanA mujhase ki aisA kyoM ghaTatA hai, kyoMki yaha eka svAbhAvika ghaTanA hai| yaha aisI hI hai jaise sau DigrI para pAnI kA vASpIkaraNa ho jAtA hai| tuma kabhI nahIM pUchate, 'ninyAnabe DigrI para kyoM nahIM hotA?' koI nahIM uttara de sakatA hai isakA aisA hotA hI hai ki sau DigrI para pAnI vASpa bana jAtA hai| isa para koI prazna nahIM, aura prazna hotA hai aprAsaMgika yadi yaha vASpIkaraNa hotA ninyAnabe DigrI para, to tuma pUchate, kyoM? yadi yaha vASpIkaraNa aTThAnabe DigrI para hotA to tuma pUchate, kyoM yaha ekadama svAbhAvika hai ki sau DigrI para pAnI kA vASpIkaraNa ho jAtA hai| yahI bAta AMtarika svabhAva ke viSaya meM satya hai| jaba koI anAsakta, karuNAmayI cetanA ghAva taka calI jAtI hai, ghAva tirohita ho jAtA hai, vASpa bana jAtA hai usa para kyoM kA koI prazna cihna nahIM hotA hai| yaha to basa svAbhAvika hai, aisA hI hotA hai, yaha isI taraha ghaTatA hai| jaba maiM aisA kahatA hUM to anubhava se kahatA huuN| AjamAnA ise aura anubhava tumhAre lie saMbhava hai, yahI hai mArga / --- prati -prasava dvArA vyakti karmoM se mukta ho jAtA hai| karma bhaviSya para jora dene kI koziza karate haiN| ve tumheM atIta meM nahIM jAne dete| ve kahate haiM, 'bhaviSya meM srko| atIta meM tuma kyA karoge? kahA jA rahe ho tuma? kyoM vyartha karate ho samaya? kucha karo bhaviSya ke lie!' karma sadA jora dete haiM ki "bhaviSya meM jAo tAki atIta acetana meM chipA rhe| 'ulaTI prakriyA zurU karo prtiprsv| mana kI bAta mata sunanA jo ki bhaviSya meM jAne ko kahatA hai jarA dhyAna denA mana sadA bhaviSya ke bAre meM
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________________ kucha kaha rahA hotA hai| vaha tumheM kabhI yahIM nahIM hone detaa| vaha sadA tumheM bhaviSya meM sarakane ko majabUra kara rahA hotA hai| pIche atIta meM jAo aura jaba maiM pIche atIta meM jAne ko kahatA hUM ra to maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA ki tumheM atIta kA smaraNa karanA caahie| smaraNa karanA madada na degA, smaraNa karanA eka napuMsaka prakriyA hai| yaha bheda yAda rakhanA hai smaraNa se koI madada nahIM miltii| vaha zAyada hAnikAraka hI hogA - lekina yaha puna: jInA, vaha samagratayA vibhinna hai| bheda bahuta sUkSma hai| aura use samajha lenA hai| tuma koI cIja yAda karate ho tuma yAda karate ho tumhArA bacapana / jaba tuma bacapana yAda karate to tuma rahate ho yahIM aura abhI tuma bacce nahIM bana jaate| tuma yAda kara sakate ho, tuma baMda kara sakate ho tumhArI AMkheM aura tuma yAda kara sakate ho jaba ki tuma sAta varSa ke the aura daur3a rahe the bagIce meMtuma dekhate ho use| tuma yahIM hote ho aura atIta dikhatA hai philma kI bhAti, tuma dauDa rahe ho, baccA dauDa rahA hai titaliyoM ko pakar3ane kI koziza kara rahA hai| tuma draSTA ho aura baccA dRzya hai nahIM, yaha bAta ThIka nahIM, yaha smaraNa karanA huaa| yaha bAta napuMsaka hai, yaha madada na degii| ghAva jyAdA gahare haiN| ve prakaTa nahIM kie jA sakate yAda karane se, aura smaraNa cetana mana kA hI eka hissA banA rahatA hai| vaha saba jo ki bahuta jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai chipA rahA hai acetana meM, to tuma yAda karate ho kevala phijUla bAteM, yA tuma yAda karate ho kevala ve bAteM jinheM tumhArA mana svIkAra karatA hai| isalie hara vyakti kahatA hai ki usakA bacapana eka svarga thaa| kisI kA bhI bacapana svarga na thaa| kyoM saba kahate haiM ki bacapana eka svarga thA? tuma phira se baccA bananA cAhoge, lekina pUcho jarA baccoM se| koI baccA nahIM honA cAhatA phira se baccA hara baccA bar3A hone kI koziza kara rahA hai aura soca rahA hai ki kitanI jaldI vaha aisA kara sakatA hai koI baccA bacapana se prasanna nahIM, kyoMki vaha kahatA hai, 'bar3e zaktizAlI haiN| hara baccA asahAya anubhava karatA hai aura asahAyapana koI acchI anubhUti nahIM ho sakatI hai hara baccA yahA vahAM se khIMcA aura dhakiyAyA jA rahA anubhava karatA hai, jaise ki usakI koI svataMtratA hI nahIM bacapana eka gulAmI jAna par3atA hai| hara eka cIja ke lie use dUsaroM para nirbhara honA par3atA hai| yadi use AisakrIma cAhie to use kahanA par3atA aura mAMganA par3atA hai aura yaha zikSA dene ko hara koI maujUda hai ki AisakrIma burI cIja hai| baccA socatA hai, to phira Izvara banAtA hI kyoM hai AisakrIma ?' ve sArI cIjeM jinheM khAne ke lie mAM-bApa use majabUra karate haiM, burI hotI haiM, vaha unheM pasaMda nahIM karatA hai aura jina sArI cIjoM ko vaha khAnA cAhatA hai, mAM-bApa ko burI lagatI haiN| ve kahate haiM, 'yaha to bahuta gar3abar3a ho jAegI, tumhArA peTa kharAba ho jAegA, , aura yaha ho jaaegaa| 'bacce ko aisA jAna par3atA hai ki sAre acche- acche viTAmina gaMdI cIjoM meM DAla die gae haiM, aura gaMdI cIjeM acchI cIjoM meM DAla dI gayI haiN| baccA bilakula khuza nahIM hai| vaha isa sArI vyartha kI musIbata ko samApta kara denA cAhatA hai, vaha bar3A ho jAnA cAhatA hai aura eka svataMtra vyakti bananA cAhatA hai| lekina Age cala kara ye hI bacce kaheMge ki 'bacapana svarga thA!' kyA ghaTita huA?
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________________ jo kucha burA hai, asuMdara hai, pheMka diyA gayA hai acetana meM kyoMki ahaMkAra usakI ora dekhanA hI nahIM cAhatA hai| sAre dukha bhulA die gae haiM aura sArI khuzI yAda rakhI gayI hai| tuma khuzI ko saMjoe rahate ho aura bhUlate jAte ho dukhoM ko| yaha cunAva hotA hai| isalie bAda meM hara koI kahatA hai ki bacapana svarga thA, kyoMki tumane vaha saba bhulAne kI koziza kI hai jo burA thaa| tumhArA bacapana jaisA ki tumheM yAda hai vaha satya nahIM, vaha managar3haMta hotA hai| vaha ahaMkAra dvArA nirmita kalpita kathA hai| isalie yadi tuma yAda karate ho to tuma yAda karoge khuzI dene vAlI cIjoM ko, dukha dene vAlI cIjoM ko nhiiN| yadi tuma phira jIte ho, to tuma jIyoge samagra ko -sukha, dukha-saba kucha hai| aura puna: jInA hotA kyA hai? phira se jInA hai, phira se baccA bana jAnA, bacce ko bagIce meM daur3ate hue nahIM dekhanA, balki daur3atA huA baccA hI bana jaanaa| draSTA mata bano -vahI ho jaao| aisA saMbhava hai kyoMki baccA abhI bhI astitva rakhatA hai tumameM, vaha hissA hotA hai tumhaaraa| parata -dara-parata, vaha saba jise tumane jIyA hai astitva rakhe rahatA hai tummeN| tuma bacce the, vaha maujUda hai| phira tuma yuvA hue, vaha maujUda hai| phira tuma vRddha ho gae, vaha maujUda hai| hara cIja vahAM hai, parta ke Upara prt| tuma kATa do peDU ke tane ko aura parta hotI hai vhaa| gaharAI meM ekadama keMdra meM tuma pAoge pahalI parta, jaba vRkSa bahuta choTA -sA paudhA thaa| pahalI parta hotI hai vahAM, dUsarI parta hotI hai vhaaN| tuma gina sakate ho varSa, kyoMki hara varSa hai eka parta aura vRkSa saMcaya karatA hai| tuma gina sakate ho vRkSa kI Ayu ke varSa ki kitanA purAnA hai| kevala vRkSa kI hI nahIM, balki pattharoM, caTTAnoM kI bhI parte hotI haiN| hara cIja eka saMcita ghaTanA hotI hai| tuma pahale bIja the jo ghaTita huA tumhArI mA kI garbha meN| abhI bhI vaha maujada hai vhaaN| aura phira isake bAda hara roja lAkhoM parte jar3atI gayIM, hajAra bAteM ghaTatI rhiiN| ve sabhI vahA haiM, sNcit| tuma phira vahI ho sakate ho, kyoMki tuma vaha the| tumheM basa kadama pIche lauTAne haiN| to AjamAo phira se jIne ko| prati-prasava hai atIta ko phira se jiinaa| tuma baMda kara lenA apanI AMkheM, leTa jAnA aura pIche kI tarapha lauTa clnaa| tama ise AjamA sakate ho sIdhe -sarala rUpa se| yaha bAta tamheM usake sAre DhaMga kA patA degii| hara rAta tuma so sakate ho bistara para aura pIche subaha kI ora lauTa sakate ho| bistara para lauTanA aMtima bAta hai -use pahalI bAta banA lenA, aura aba pIche kI ora lauTa clnaa| leTane se pahale tumane kyA kiyA thA? tumane eka pyAlA dUdha pIyA thA, use phira se pIyo, phira se jiiyo| usake pahale patnI ke sAtha jhagar3A kiyA thA, use phira se ghaTane do bhiitr| mUlyAMkana mata karanA kyoMki aba mUlyAMkana karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| vaha ghaTa cukA hai| mata kahanA acchA yA burA, mUlyAMkana ko mata lAnA bIca meN| tuma to basa phira se jIyo, vaha ghaTa cukA hai| tuma pIche kI ora jAo. ekadama subaha, jaba elArma ghar3I ne tumheM jagAyA, phira se suno use| isI taraha karate calo aura koziza karo dina kI hara ghar3I ko jIne kI, samaya kI ghar3I ko kholate hue| tuma bahuta jyAdA tAjA anubhava karoge
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________________ aura tumheM suMdara nIMda AegI, kyoMki dina kA aura tumhArA lena-dena samApta huaa| aba dina tumhAre sira para savAra nahIM hai| tumane use hozapUrvaka jI liyA hai phira se dina meM yaha kaThina thA hozapUrNa bane rahanA; tuma bahuta sArI cIjoM se jur3e the| aura tumhAre pAsa aisI cetanA nahIM hai jise ki abhI tuma bAjAra meM sAtha rakha sako zAyada maMdira meM kucha paloM ke lie ghaTatI hai vaha, zAyada dhyAna meM, kucha paloM ko tuma sajaga ho jaaoge| tumhAre pAsa koI itanI jyAdA cetanA nahIM hai ki tuma bAjAra meM dukAna meM, sAMsArika jhaMjhaToM meM sAtha rakha sako, jahAM ki tuma hozapUrNa nahIM rahate ho| phira tuma nidrAcAritA kI usI purAnI Adata meM jA par3ate ho| lekina bistara para leTe hue, tuma hozapUrNa raha sakate ho| jarA dhyAna do, phira se jIo, hara cIja ko ghaTane do phira se vastutaH aisA hI ghaTatA hai buddha ko / tuma rAta hozapUrvaka phira se jIte ho. patnI ne kahA thA kucha, phira tumane kucha kahA thA, phira usane pratikriyA kI phira usI taraha sArI bAta A khar3I huI kaise tuma krodhita hue the aura use mArA thA, aura kaise usane ronA zurU kara diyA thaa| aura phira tumheM usase saMbhoga karanA pdd'aa| pala pala byaure meM jAo, utaro hara cIja meM dhyAnapUrNa bane raho, yaha kahIM jyAdA AsAna hotA hai kyoMki kisI cIja se kucha khAsa lenA denA nahIM hotaa| vaha saMsAra aba maujUda nahIM tuma use dekha sakate ho aura phira se jI sakate ho, jisa ghar3I tuma pahuMca rahe hote ho subaha taka to tuma bar3I zAti anubhava karoge aura nidrA kI vismaraNa bharI zAti tuma para uttara rahI hogI, kisI behozI kI bhAti nahIM, balki makhamala jaise suMdara aMdhere kI bhAMti tuma use ho, tuma use mahasUsa kara sakate ho| vaha snehArdratA eka mAM kI bhAMti tumhAre cAroM ora chA jAtI hai aura phira tuma utara jAte ho rAtri meM / chU sakate tuma kama svapna dekhoge kyoMki svapna nirmita hote haiM anajIe dina ke dvaaraa| lAkhoM cIjeM ghaTa rahI hotI haiN| tuma una sabhI ko nahIM jI sakate aura tuma unheM kisI sajagatA sahita nahIM jI skte| ve jhUlatI rahatI haiN| sAre anajIe dina kI yA ki behozI meM jIe dina kI maMDarAtI raha gayI prakriyA hotI hai svapna, bAta eka hI hai| Adhe mana se jIyA dina, kisI taraha ghisaTate hue jIyA gayA dina, jaise ki tumane zarAba pI huI ho, isI taraha nirmita hote haiM svapna / jo prakriyA adhUrI par3I rahI dina meM use hI pUrA karane ko svapna hote haiN| mana pUrNatAvAdI hai vaha koI cIja adhUrI nahIM rahane denA cAhatA / vaha use pUrA karanA cAhatA hai aura isIlie sArI rAta tuma svapna dekhate ho| lekina yadi tuma dina ko phira se jI sako to svapna gira jAeMge, aura eka dina A jAtA hai jaba acAnaka vahA svapna nahIM bnte| jaba svapna nahIM hote, to pahalI bAra tuma svAda lete ho ki nidrA kaisI hotI hai|
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________________ pataMjali kahate haiM ki samAdhi nidrA kI bhAMti hI hotI hai, parama AnaMda nidrA kI hI bhAti hotA hai, kevala eka aMtara hai nidrA acetana hai aura samAdhi cetana hai| nidrA sarvAdhika suMdara ghaTanAoM meM se hai, lekina tuma kabhI soe nahIM kyoMki tuma niraMtara itane nirvirodha rUpa se svapna dekha rahe ho / sArI rAta meM lagabhaga ATha Avartana hote haiM svapna ke aura pratyeka Avartana banA rahatA karIba-karIba cAlIsa minaTa tk| yadi tuma sote ho ATha ghaMTe to ATha Avartana to svapna ke hI hote haiM aura hara eka svapna Avartana banA rahatA hai cAlIsa minaTa taka do svapnoM ke bIca tumhAre pAsa kevala bIsa minaTa hote haiM, aura ve bhI koI bahuta gahare nahIM hote kyoMki koI dUsarA svapna taiyAra ho rahA hotA hai| eka svapna samApta hotA hai, abhinetA jA cuke hote haiM, parde ke pIche, lekina vahAM bahuta jyAdA saragaramI hotI hai kyoMki ve taiyAra ho rahe hote haiM, apane cehare pota rahe hote haiM aura apane kapar3e badala rahe hote haiN| ve taiyAra ho rahe hote haiM aura jaldI hI paradA uTha jAegA; unheM AnA hogaa| to jaba do svapnoM ke bIca bIsa minaTa kA aMtarAla tumheM diyA jAtA hai to vaha bhI koI bahuta jyAdA zAMtipUrNa nahIM hotA hai| pIche talaghara chipA hai. taiyArI cala rahI hotI hai| yaha bAta to do yuddhoM ke bIca kI zAti jaisI hI hotI hai pahalA vizvayuddha, dUsarA vizvayuddha, aura donoM ke bIca kI zAti / logoM ne unheM samajhA zAMtipUrNa dinoM kI bhAti ve the nhiiN| ve ho nahIM sakate the| varanA kaise tuma taiyAra ho sake - dUsare vizvayuddha ke lie? ve zAMtipUrNa dina nahIM the aba unhoMne DhUMDha liyA hai eka sahI zabda, ve ise kahate haiM 'zIta yuddha' ugra garma yuddha hotA hai, aura do yuddhoM ke bIca hotA hai zIta yuddha, yahI hai parde ke pIche kI taiyaarii| - - do svapna - cakroM ke bIca hotA hai bIsa minaTa kA aMtarAla; vaha kisI madhyAMtara kI bhAMti hotA hai| hara cIja taiyAra ho rahI hotI hai aura tuma bhI taiyAra ho rahe hote ho yaha koI gaira sakriyatA nahIM hotI, yaha hotI hai becaina sakriyatA / jaba tuma dobArA jIte ho sAre dina ko, to svapna Thahara jAte haiN| taba tuma bahuta hI atala gaharAI meM jA par3ate ho| tuma girate jAte aura girate jAte aura girate jAte ho jaise ki koI paMkha kisI a zUnya meM gira rahA ho - aisA hI hotA hai| isakA bar3A sauMdarya hotA hai, lekina yaha tabhI hotA hai jaba tuma pIche dina meM utarate ho| yaha usake pUre Dharre - DhAMce ko jAnane mAtra ke lie hai, phira tuma aisA kara sakate ho tumhAre pUre jIvana bhara tk| ThIka usa ghar3I taka lauTa jAo jaba tuma cIkhe the aura tuma paidA hue the| dhyAna rahe, use phira se jInA hotA hai, smaraNa nahIM karanA hotA hai- kyoMki kaise tuma smaraNa kara sakate ho? aura phira se cIkha sakate ho vaha pahalI cIkha - jise jainova kahatA hai Adima cIkha, prAimala skiim| tuma phira se cIkha sakate ho jaise ki tuma phira se janme ho jaise ki tuma phira se mAM ke garbha mArga se nikalate bacce bana hue
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________________ ge| vaha mArga bar3A kaThina, duruha hotA hai| tuma bAhara Ane ke lie saMgharSa karate ho aura yaha bAta takalIpha bharI hotI hai, kyoMki nau mahIne tuma rahate rahe garbha jaise svarga meN| hamArA sArA vijJAna abhI taka garbhAzaya se jyAdA suvidhApUrNa cIja nirmita nahIM kara pAyA hai| vaha paripUrNa hai| baccA bilakula jimmedArI ke binA jItA hai, binA kisI ciMtA ke, rojI-roTI kI koI phikra nahIM, saMsAra kI yA ki saMbaMdha kI koI ciMtA hI nahIM kyoMki koI aura dUsarA hai hI nahIM, kisI saMbaMdha kA koI prazna hI nhiiN| vaha mA dvArA poSita hotA hai, kisI cIja ko pacAne taka kI bhI phikra nahIM hotii| mAM pacA liyA karatI hai aura baccA kevala pAtA hai pacAyA huA bhojana sAMsa lene taka kI ciMtA nahIM hotii| mAM sAsa letI hai, baccA AksIjana pAtA hai aura vaha tairatA hai pAnI meN| hiMduoM ke pAsa eka varNanAtmaka citra hai viSNu kaa| ve kahate haiM ki viSNu sAgara para tirate haiN| tumane dekhA hI hogA citra : nAga-zayyA para ve vizrAma karate haiM; sarpa rakhavAlI karatA hai aura viSNu sote haiN| vaha citra vastutaH pratIka rUpa hai garbha kA hara bAlaka viSNu hai, bhagavAna kI mUrata hai kama se kama garbha meM to hara cIja pUrI hai, kucha bhI kamI nhiiN| vaha pAnI jisameM ki vaha tairatA hai bilakula sAgara - jala kI bhAMti hotA hai, vahI rasAyana hote haiM, vahI nmk| isIlie garbhavatI strI jyAdA namaka aura namakIna cIjeM khAne lagatI hai, namakIna cIjoM ke lie lAlAyita rahatI hai garbhAzaya ko jarUrata rahatI hai jyAdA namaka kI vaha ThIka vaisI hI rAsAyanika sthiti hotI hai jaisI ki sAgara kI hotI hai aura baccA tairatA hai sAgara meM, ekadama ArAma se| tApamAna bilakula vahI banA rahatA hai| bAhara cAhe ThaMDa ho yA garama, use kucha aMtara nahIM par3atA, mAM kA garbha bacce ke lie bilakula utanA hI tApamAna banAe rakhatA hai| vaha pUre aizvarya meM jItA hai| usa aizvarya se bAhara nikala aMdhere, saMkare, pIr3A bhare mArga meM Akara baccA cIkha uThatA hai| yadi tuma pIche jA sako tumhAre janma kI coTa taka to tuma cIkha par3oge, aura tuma cIkhoge yadi tuma phira se jIyo to| eka ghar3I AegI jaba tuma anubhava karoge ki tuma bacce hI ho, vaha nahIM jo ki smaraNa kara rahA hai| tuma bAhara A rahe hote ho janma - mArga se, eka cIkha calI AtI hai| yaha cIkha tumhAre sAre astitva ko AMdolita kara detI hai, yaha bilakula tumhAre mUla astitva se hI AtI hai, tumhAre astitva kI mUla jar3oM se vaha cIkha tumheM bahuta sArI cIjoM se mukta karA degii| tuma phira se bacce bana jAoge, nirdoSa! yaha hotA hai punrjnm| yaha bhI paryApta nahIM hotA, kyoMki yaha kevala eka janma kA hotA hai| yadi tuma aisA eka janma ke sAtha kara sakate ho, to tuma dUsare janmoM meM praveza kara sakate ho| tuma cale jAte ho bilakula hI paharameM dina taka sRSTi ke dina ke dina taka yA, agara tuma IsAI ho taba Adama kI paribhASA acchI rahegI tAra jAte ho pIche kI ora, phira tuma hote ho Idana ke bagIce meM tuma bana gae hote ho Adama
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________________ aura hbbaa| taba tumhAre pichale sAre karma, Adata, saMskAra tirohita ho jAte haiM, vilIna ho jAte haiN| tuma phira se praveza kara gae svarga meM yahI hai prakriyA prati - prasava kI / aba ina sUtroM meM praveza kreN| cAhe vartamAna meM pUre hoM yA bhaviSya meM karmagata anubhavoM kI jar3eM hotI haiM pAMca klezoM meM hamane bAta kI pAMca klezoM kI, pAca dukhoM kI pAMca kAraNoM kI jo ki dukha nirmita karate haiN| sAre karma, cAhe ve vartamAna meM pUre hoM ki bhaviSya meM, karmagata anubhavoM kI jar3eM hotI haiM pAMca dukhoM meM pahalA kleza hai avidyA, jAgarUkatA kA abhAva aura bAkI cAra to usI se Ae pariNAma haiN| aMtima hai 'abhiniveza' jIvana kI laalsaa| ve sAre karma jinheM tuma karate ho, mUlataH utpanna hote haiM jAgarUkatA ke abhAva se / isakA artha kyA hotA hai, aura use kyA kahA jAegA jaba buddha calate, khAte, sote? kyA ve bAteM karma nahIM? nahIM, ve nahIM haiN| ve karma nahIM hai kyoMki ve utpanna hote jAgarukatA se ve bhaviSya ke lie koI bIja sAtha nahIM lie rhte| yadi buddha calate haiM, to vaha calanA vartamAna kA hotA hai| usakA atIta meM calane se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hotaa| yaha bAta atIta se nahIM jur3I hotI ki jisake kAraNa ve cala rahe hote haiN| vaha eka vartamAna kI jarUrata hotI hai, bilakula abhI kI, yahIM aura abhI kii| vaha sahaja svAbhAvika hotI hai| yadi buddha bhUkha anubhava karate haiM, to ve bhojana karate haiN| lekina yaha bAta svataH pravAhita hotI hai, yahIM aura abhii| aMtara ko samajha lenA hai| pUraba ke adhyAtma vijJAna kI samasyAoM meM se eka rahI hai yaha samasyA buddha cAlIsa varSoM taka -- jIvita rahe unake buddhatva ko upalabdha hone ke bAda, una karmoM kA kyA hogA jinheM unhoMne kiyA una cAlIsa varSoM ke daurAna ? yadi ve bIja bana gae hote to unheM phira se janma lenA par3atA yA ki kucha aura aMtara hotA hai? nahIM banate bIja, ve nahIM banate tuma roja bhojana karate ho dina ke eka baje vaha do DhaMga se kiyA jA sakatA hai| tuma dekhate ho ghar3I kI tarapha aura acAnaka tuma anubhava karate ho ki peTa meM bhUkha karAha rahI hai| yaha bhUkha jur3I hai atIta se yaha svataHsphUrta nahIM hai kyoMki hara roja tuma bhojana karate rahe ho eka bje| eka baje kA samaya tumheM yAda dilAtA hai, yaha zarIra ko ekadama ukasA detA hai aura sAre zarIra ko bhUkha lagane lagatI hai| tuma kahoge ki mAtra yAda dilAne se kisI ko bhUkha nahIM laga sakatI - tthiik| lekina zarIra tumhAre mana ke pIche calatA hai| turaMta zarIra ko yAda A jAtA hai ki eka bajA hai, mujhe bhUkha laganI hI caahie| zarIra isakA anusaraNa karatA hai: peTa meM tuma bhUkha kA maMthana anubhava karate ho, yaha hotI hai atIta ke kAraNa nirmita huI eka jhUThI bhUkha / yadi ghar3I kahatI hai ki kevala bAraha
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________________ hI baje haiM, yadi kisI ne ghar3I ko eka ghaMTA pIche kara diyA ho, to tama usako dekhoge aura kahoge ki abhI bhI eka ghaMTA bAkI hai -maiM kie calA jA sakatA hUM apanA kAma - bhUkha nahIM lagI hai| tuma jIte ho atIta ke kAraNa aura Adata ke kaarnn| tumhArI bhUkha eka Adata hai, tumhArA prema eka Adata hai, tumhArI pyAsa eka Adata hai, tumhArI prasannatA eka Adata hai, tumhArA krodha eka Adata hai| tuma jIte ho atIta ke kaarnn| isIlie tumhArA jIvana itanA arthahIna hotA hai, koI artha nahIM, usameM koI camaka nhiiN| koI mahimA nhiiN| yaha eka binA marUdyAna vAle registAna jaisI ghaTanA hai| badadha jIte haiM kSaNa kI sahaja spharaNA meN| yadi unheM bhUkha lagatI hai to unheM atIta ke kAraNa bhakha nahIM lagatI, ThIka abhI bhUkha lagI hotI hai| unakI bhUkha vAstavika hotI hai, saccI hotI hai| ThIka abhI ve pyAsa anubhava karate haiN| pyAsa maujUda hotI hai; vaha mana ke dvArA prerita nahIM huI hotii| tuma jIte ho mana ke dvaaraa| buddha ke pAsa koI mana nahIM; mana dhula kara sApha ho gayA hai| ve jIte haiM apanI aMtasa sattA ke dvArA, jo kucha ghaTatA hai usake dvArA, jo kucha jaisA ve anubhava karate haiM usake dvaaraa| isIlie buddha jaise loga kaha sakate haiM aba maiM mruuNgaa| tuma nahIM kaha sakate aisaa| kaise kaha sakate ho ima yaha? tumane kabhI anubhava nahIM kI svt:sphuurttaa| tumheM bhUkha anubhava hotI hai -kyoMki samaya A pahuMcA; tumheM prema anubhava hotA hai, kyoMki purAnI AdatoM kA DhAMcA doharAyA jAtA hai| tumane mRtyu ko nahIM jAnA atIta meM, to kaise tuma pahacAnoge mRtyu ko jaba mRtyu A jAegI? tuma nahIM pahacAna pAoge use, mRtyu A jaaegii| buddha pahacAnate haiM mRtyu ko| jaba mRtyu AyI, buddha ne kahA apane ziSyoM se, yadi tumheM kucha pUchanA hai to tuma pUcha sakate ho, kyoMki maiM marane vAlA huuN| vaha AdamI jo sahajatA meM jIyA hai, bhUkha anubhava karegA jaba zarIra ko bhUkha lagI hotI hai, pyAsa anubhava karegA jaba zarIra ko pyAsa lagatI hai, mRtyu kA AnA anubhava karegA jaba zarIra mara rahA hotA hai| yaha eka ajIba sI bAta hai ki loga marate haiM aura ve nahIM jAna sakate ki zarIra mara rahA hai, ve anubhava nahIM kara skte| ve itane anubhUtivihIna ho cuke hote haiM -itane yaMtravata, mazInI AdamI jaise| mRtyu eka bar3I ghaTanA hai| jaba tumheM bhUkha anubhava ho sakatI hai, to tuma mRtyu ko kyoM nahIM anubhava kara sakate? jaba tuma anubhava kara sakate ho ki zarIra so rahA hai, to tuma kyoM nahIM anubhava kara sakate ki zarIra utaratA jA rahA hai mRtyu meM? nahIM, tuma nahIM kara sakate anubhv| tuma anubhava kara sakate ho kevala atIta se AyI cIjoM ko, aura atIta meM kahIM koI mRtyu nahIM rahI, isalie tumhAre pAsa koI anubhava nhiiN| mana meM isakI koI smRti hai nahIM, isalie jaba mRtyu AtI hai, to vaha AtI hai lekina mana hozapUrNa nahIM hotaa| buddha kahate haiM, 'aba tuma pUcha sakate ho yadi tumheM kucha pUchanA ho to, kyoMki maiM marane hI vAlA hN|' aura phira ve leTa jAte haiM vRkSa ke nIce aura hozapUrvaka marate haiN|
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________________ pahale to ve apane ko haTA lete haiM zarIra se, phira hotI haiM sUkSma parte, sUkSma zarIra, phira ve utarate cale jAte haiM bhiitr| cauthe caraNa meM ve vilIna ho jAte haiM; ve cAra caraNa cala lete haiM bhItara kI or| cauthe caraNa para ve vilIna ho jAte haiN| ve cAra caraNa calate haiM bhItara kI or| buddha mRtyu ke kAraNa nahIM marate haiM, ve marate haiM svyN| aura jaba tuma marate ho svayaM hI to usakA apanA sauMdarya hotA hai, usameM eka garimA hotI hai| taba koI saMgharSa nahIM rahatA hai| jaba AdamI ko hoza hotA hai, to vaha jItA hai isI kSaNa meM, atIta ke kAraNa nhiiN| yahI hai bheda yadi tuma jIte ho atIta meM taba bhaviSya nirmita hotA hai, karma kA cakra bar3hatA calatA hai, yadi tuma jIte ho vartamAna ko to phira karma kA cakra nahIM banA rhtaa| tuma usake bAhara hote ho, tuma usase bAhara A jAte ho| koI bhaviSya nirmita nahIM hotaa| vartamAna kabhI nirmita nahIM karatA bhaviSya ko, kevala atIta nirmita karatA hai bhaviSya ko| taba jIvana bana jAtA hai atIta kI kisI avicchinna dhArA se rahita pala -pratipala kI ghttnaa| tuma jIte ho isI kSaNa ko| jaba yaha kSaNa calA jAtA hai to eka dUsarA kSaNa maujUda ho jAtA hai| tuma jIte ho dUsare kSaNa ko atIta ke mAdhyama se nahIM, balki tumhAre jAgaraNa, sajagatA, tumhArI anubhUti, tumhArI aMtasa-sattA se| taba koI ciMtA nahIM rahatI, koI svapna nahIM, atIta kA koI prabhAva nhiiN| tuma bilakula nirbhAra hote ho, tuma ur3a sakate ho| gurutvAkarSaNa apane artha kho detA hai| tuma apane paMkha khola sakate ho| tuma AkAza meM vicarate pakSI ho sakate ho, aura tuma Age aura Age aura Age cale cala sakate ho| pIche lauTane kI koI jarUrata nahIM rhtii| vApasa A jAne ko koI jagaha na rahI, vaha sthala pahaMcA hai, jahAM se koI vApasI nhiiN| kyA karanA hogA? pichale saMcita karmoM ke sAtha tumheM apanAnI hogI prati -prasava kI vidhi| tumheM lauTanA hotA hai pIche kI ora use jIte hue, phira se jIte hue tAki ghAva bhara jaaeN| atIta kI bAta khatma ho gayI tumhAre lie-ghAva baMda ho jAtA hai| dUsarI bAta yaha hotI hai ki jaba pichalA khAtA baMda ho jAtA hai, to tumhAre lie khatma ho jAtI vaha bAta sArA saMcita jala gayA, bIja jala gae, jaise ki tumhArA kabhI astitva hI na thA, jaise ki tuma bilakula isI kSaNa utpanna hue ho, tAje, subaha kI osa kI bUMdoM se taaje| taba jInA jAgarUkatA shit| jo kucha bhI tumane kiyA tumhArI pichalI smRtiyoM ke sAtha, aba vahI kucha karanA vartamAna ghaTanA ke saath| tuma phira se jIe caitanya sahita, aba hara kSaNa jIyo caitanya shit| yadi tuma hara kSaNa ko jI sakate ho caitanya sahita to tuma karmoM ko saMcita nahIM karate, bilakula hI saMcita nahIM krte| tuma jIte ho eka nirbhAra jiivn| yahI artha hai saMnyAsa kA nirbhAra hokara jiinaa| hara kSaNa darpaNa sApha kara denA tAki koI dhUla ikaTThI na ho, aura jaisA jIvana ho, darpaNa sadA use hI pratibiMbita kre| eka nirbhAra jIvana jInA, binA kisI gurutvAkarSaNa ke jInA, paMkhoM sahita jInA, khule AkAza -sA jIvana jInA hI saMnyAsI honA hai| purAnI kitAboM meM yaha kahA gayA hai ki saMnyAsI AkAza -pakSI hai -vaha hai| jaise ki AkAza ke pakSI koI
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________________ padacihna nahIM chor3ate, vaha koI padacihna nahIM chor3atA hai| yadi tuma jamIna para calate ho to tumhAre padacihna chUTa jAte haiN| vaha AdamI jo jAgA nahIM hai, calatA hai dharatI para na hI kevala dharatI para balki gIlI dharatI para calatA hai, chor3atA calatA hai padacihna atiit| jAgaraNa pAne vAlA vyakti ur3atA hai pakSI kI bhAMti; - vaha koI padacihna nahIM chor3atA AkAza meM, kucha nahIM chor3atA vh| yadi tuma dekho pIche kI ora to vahAM AkAza hotA hai, yadi tuma dekho Age to vahAM AkAza hotA hai - koI padacihna nahIM, koI smRtiyAM nahIM / jaba maiM aisA kahatA hUM to merA yaha artha nahIM hotA ki yadi buddha tumheM jAnate hoM to ve tumheM yAda na rkheNge| unake pAsa hotI haiM smRtiyAM, lekina manovaijJAnika smRtiyAM nahIM hotiiN| mana kArya karatA hai, lekina vaha kArya karatA hai yaMtravata alaga -thalaga / unakA koI tAdAtmya nahIM mana ke saath| yadi tuma jAo buddha ke pAsa aura tuma kaho, maiM yahAM pahale AtA rahA huuN| kyA Apako merI yAda hai?' unheM yAda A jAegI tumhaarii| ve tumheM yAda kara pAeMge kisI dUsare se jyAdA behatara DhaMga se, kyoMki una para koI bojha nahIM hotaa| unake pAsa sApha, darpaNa jaisA mana hotA hai| -- tumheM isa bheda ko samajha lenA hai, kyoMki kaI bAra loga socate haiM ki jaba koI AdamI saMpUrNatayA sajaga aura hozapUrNa ho jAtA hai aura mana miTa jAtA hai, to vaha saba kucha bhUla jAtA hogaa| nahIM, vaha koI cIja sAtha nahIM rakhatA, vaha yAda rakhatA hai| usakI kriyAzIlatA behatara hotI hai, mana jyAdA sApha hotA hai, darpaNa samAna hotA hai| usake pAsa astitvagata smRtiyAM hotI haiM, lekina unake pAsa manovaijJAnika smRtiyAM nahIM hotI haiN| bheda bahuta sUkSma hai| udAharaNa ke lie tuma kala mere pAsa Ae aura tumheM krodha AyA thA mujha pr| tuma Aja phira A gae aura maiM tumheM yAda rakhUMgA kyoMki tuma kala Ae the| mujhe yAda rahegA tumhArA ceharA, maiM pahacAna lUMgA tumheM, lekina maiM tumhAre krodha kA ghAva sAtha nahIM lie rhtaa| vaha tumhAre kie kI bAta hai maiM yaha ghAva sAtha nahIM lie rahatA ki tuma krodhita the| pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki maiMne ghAva ko kabhI maujUda hone hI nahIM diyaa| jaba tuma krodhita the, taba vaha kucha aisI bAta thI jise tuma svayaM ke sAtha kara rahe the, mere sAtha nhiiN| yaha mAtra eka saMyoga thA ki maiM vahAM maujUda thaa| maiM ghAva sAtha nahIM lie rhtaa| maiM aisA vyavahAra nahIM karUMgA jaise ki tuma vahI AdamI ho jo ki kala krodhita thaa| krodha mere aura tumhAre bIca nahIM hogaa| krodha vartamAna saMbaMdha ko nahIM rNgegaa| yadi krodha raMga detA hai vartamAna saMbaMdha ko, to yaha eka manovaijJAnika smRti hotI hai, ghAva sAtha hI banA rahatA hai| aura manovaijJAnika smRti eka bahuta jhuThalAne vAlI prakriyA hotI hai| tuma zAyada Ae ho mAphI mAMgane aura yadi maiM ghAva lie rahUM, to maiM nahIM dekha sakatA tumhArA Aja kA ceharA jo mAphI mAMgane AyA hotA hai, jo ki pachatAne AyA hotA hai yadi maiM dekhatA hUM bIte kala kA purAnA ceharA to maiM abhI bhI
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________________ AMkhoM meM krodha hI dekhUgA, maiM abhI bhI tumameM zatru ko hI dekhUgA, aura tuma phira zatru to nahIM rahate yadi tumameM pachatAvA hotA hai to| sArI rAta tuma so na sake, aura tuma Ae ho mAphI maaNgne| maiM usa DhaMga se vyavahAra karUMgA kyoMki maiM bIte kala ko prakSepita kara dUMgA tumhAre cehare pr| vaha bItA kala nayI bAta 5 utpanna hone kI sArI saMbhAvanA ko hI naSTa kara degaa| maiM svIkAra nahIM karUMgA tumhAre pachatAve ko, nahIM svIkArUMgA ki tumheM aphasosa ho rahA hai| maiM socUMgA ki tuma koI cAlAkI kara rahe ho| maiM socUMgA ki isake pIche jarUra koI aura bAta hogii| kyoMki krodha, krodhI AdamI kA ceharA abhI bhI maujUda hai mere aura tumhAre biic| maiM use itanA jyAdA prakSepita kara sakatA hUM ki tumhAre lie asaMbhava ho jAegA pchtaanaa| yA, maiM use itane gahana rUpa se prakSepita kara sakatA hUM ki tuma pUrI taraha bhUla hI jAoge ki tuma mAphI mAMgane Ae the| merA vyavahAra phira eka sthiti bana sakatA hai jisameM ki tuma krodhita ho jaao| aura yadi tuma krodhita hote ho, to merA prakSepaNa pUrA ho jAtA hai, majabUta ho jAtA astitvagata smRti to ThIka hotI hai, use to maujUda rahanA hI hotA hai| buddha ko yAda rakhanA hI hai apane ziSyoM ko| AnaMda AnaMda hai aura sAriputra hai saariputr| vaha isa viSaya ko lekara kabhI ulajhana meM nahIM par3e ki kauna AnaMda hai aura kauna sAripatra hai| ve smati banAe rahate haiM, lekina vaha to basa hissA hotI hai mastiSka ke DhAMce kA, alaga - thalaga kArya karatI huI, jaise ki tumhArI jeba meM kaMpyUTara ho aura kaMpyUTara smRti ko sAtha rakhatA ho| buddha kA mastiSka jeba meM par3A kaMpyUTara bana gayA hai, eka alaga ghttnaa| vaha unake saMbaMdhoM meM nahIM AtA, ve use sadA sAtha lie nahIM rhte| jaba usakI jarUrata hotI hai to ve dekha lete haiM usameM, lekina ve kabhI tAdAtmya nahIM banAte usake saath| jaba koI vyakti pUrI jAgarUkatA sahita jItA hai vartamAna meM - aura pUrI jAgarUkatA ke sAtha tuma kisI aura jagaha nahIM jI sakate kyoMki jaba tuma jAgarUka hote ho to kevala vartamAna hI bacatA hai vahA, atIta na rahA, bhaviSya na rahA ab| sArA jIvana bana jAtA hai vartamAna kI ghaTanA-taba koI karma, karma ke koI bIja, saMcita nahIM hote| tuma mukta hote ho tumhAre apane saMbaMdha se| tumhAre apane se hI nirmita huA thA bNdhn| aura tuma mukta ho sakate ho| tumheM pahale sArI duniyA ke mukta ho jAne kI pratIkSA karane kI jarUrata nhiiN| tuma AnaMdita ho sakate ho| sArI duniyA dukhoM se mukta ho jAe tumheM isake lie pratIkSA karane kI jarUrata nhiiN| yadi tuma pratIkSA karate ho, to tuma pratIkSA karoge vyartha hI -yaha bAta ghaTita na hogii| yaha eka AMtarika ghaTanA hai. baMdhana se mukta honaa| tuma saMpUrNatayA mukta hokara jI sakate ho saMpUrNatayA amukta saMsAra meN| tuma samagrarUpeNa mukta hokara jI sakate ho, kaida meM bhI ho to isase kucha aMtara nahIM par3atA, kyoMki yaha eka AMtarika dRSTikoNa hotA hai| yadi tumhAre aMtarabIja TUTa jAte haiM, tuma mukta hote ho| tuma buddha ko kaidI nahIM banA skte| DAla do unheM jela meM lekina to bhI tuma nahIM banA sakate
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________________ unheM kaidii| ve jIeMge vahAM, ve jIeMge vahAM jAgarUkatA shit| yadi tuma hote ho saMpUrNa jAgaraNa meM to tuma sadA hI hote ho mokSa meM, sadA hI jIte ho svataMtratA meN| jAgarUkatA hai svataMtratA, ajAgarUkatA hai bNdhn| jaba taka jar3eM banI rahatI haiM punarjanma se karma kI pUrti hotI hai- guNavattA jIvana ke vistAra aura anubhavoM ke DhaMga dvaaraa| yadi tuma banAe rahate ho karma ke bIjoM ko to una bIjoM kI pUrti hogI phira-phira lAkhoM tarIkoM se| tuma phira pA loge sthitiyoM ko aura avasaroM ko jahAM ki tumhAre karmoM kI paripUrti ho sakatI hai| udAharaNa ke lie, tumhAre pAsa zAyada bar3I dhana-saMpati ho, zAyada tuma dhanI vyakti hoo| tuma dhanavAna ho sakate ho lekina tuma kaMjUsa ho aura tuma jIte ho daridra vyakti kA jIvana-yaha hai krm| pichale janmoM meM tuma jIe ho daridra vyakti kI bhaaNti| aba tumhAre pAsa dhana -daulata hai lekina tuma jI nahIM sakate usa daulata ko| tuma DhUMDha loge tarkapUrNa uttr| tuma socoge ki sArA saMsAra daridra hai isalie tamheM jInA hI hai eka daridra jiivn| lekina tama garIba ko nahIM de doge tamhArI daulata. tama jIyoge garIba kA jIvana, aura dhana par3A rahegA baiMka meN| yA, tuma soca sakate ki garIbI kI jiMdagI hI hotI hai dhArmika jiMdagI, isalie tumheM jInI hI hai garIbI kI jiNdgii| yaha karma hotA hai; daridratA kA eka biij| tumhAre pAsa zAyada dhana -daulata ho, lekina to bhI tuma use jI na sako; bIja banA rhegaa| tuma zAyada bhikhArI ho aura tuma jI sakate ho samRddha jiivn| tuma bhikhArI ho sakate ho, aura kaI bAra bhikhArI jyAdA samRddha hote haiM dhanavAna logoM se| ve svataMtratApUrvaka jIte haiN| ve isakI ciMtA nahIM karate ki kyA ghaTane ko hai| khone ko unake pAsa kucha hotA nahIM, isalie jo kucha bhI unake pAsa hotA hai, ve AnaMdita hote haiM usse| jitanA hai usase kama to nahIM ho sakatA, isalie ve AnaMda manAte haiN| eka garIba AdamI samRddha jIvana jItA hai yadi vaha samRddha jIvana ke bIja sAtha lie rahatA ho, aura ve bIja sadA DhUMDha leMge saMbhAvanAoM ko, pUrA karane vAle avasaroM ko| jahAM kahIM tuma ho, usase kucha aMtara na pdd'egaa| tumheM jInA hogA tumhAre atIta dvaaraa| puNya lAtA hai sukha: apuNya lAtA hai duHkh| yadi tumane puNya karma kie hote haiM, acche kArya kie hote haiM, to tumhAre AsapAsa jyAdA sukha hogaa| tumhAre AsapAsa kucha bhI na ho, jIvana ke prati eka sukhada dRSTikoNa to hogA, eka prItikara sNbhaavnaa|
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________________ tuma dekha pAoge aMdhere bAdaloM meM chipI rajata - rekhA / tuma AnaMdita ho jAoge sAdhAraNa cIjoM se, choTI-choTI cIjeM, lekina tuma itane jyAdA AnaMdita hooge unase ki ve samRddha ho jAeMgI, samRddha cIjoM se jyAdA samRddha bhikhArI kA colA pahane tuma cala sakate ho kisI samrATa kI bhAMti / yadi tumane puNya karma kie hote haiM, to sukha pIche calA AtA hai| yadi tumane pApa kiyA, bure karma hiMsAtmaka, AkrAmaka, dUsaroM ko nukasAna pahuMcAne vAlA kAma to pIr3A calI AtI hai| dhyAna rahe, yaha to usakA phala hai - eka svAbhAvika pariNAma | , - - IsAI, yahUdI, musalamAna socate haiM ki Izvara tumheM sajA detA hai kyoMki tuma burA karate ho| tuma acchA karate ho aura Izvara tumhArI prazaMsA karatA hai, tumheM upahAra detA hai - khuzanumA cIjoM kA uphaar| hiMdU jyAdA kuzala haiM, ve Izvara ko nahIM lAte bIca meN| ve to basa kahate haiM, 'yaha niyama hai,' - jaise ki gurutvAkarSaNa kA niyama hai, yadi tuma saMtulita hokara calate ho, to tuma girate nahIM, tuma AnaMdita hote calane se yadi tuma kisI zarAbI kI bhAMti asaMtulita hokara calate ho, to tuma gira par3ate ho aura haDDI TUTa jAtI hai| aisA nahIM hai ki Izvara tumheM sajA de rahA hotA hai kyoMki tumane kucha galata kiyA; yaha to eka sIdhA-sApha niyama hotA hai gurutvAkarSaNa kA tuma acchA bhojana karate, acchI cIjeM khAte, svAsthya banatA; tuma galata DhaMga se khAte, galata cIjeM to bImArI calI aatii| aisA nahIM ki koI tumheM sajA de rahA hotA hai koI nahIM hai vahAM tumheM sajA dene ko basa niyama hai, kevala prakRti- tAo, Rt / , karma kA niyama sIdhA - sApha hai| yadi tuma Izvara kI bAta karane lagate ho, to cIjeM jaTila ho jA haiM, bahuta jttil| kaI bAra hama dekhate haiM ki burA AdamI jIvana meM AnaMdita ho rahA hai, aura kaI bAra hama acche AdamI ko pIr3A bhogate dekhate haiM to prazna uThatA hai isa bAre meM ki Izvara kara kyA rahA hai 2: vaha anyAyI jAna par3atA hai| yadi vaha nyAyI hai, taba to bure vyakti ko pIr3A bhoganI cAhie aura acche ko jIvana kA jyAdA AnaMda manAnA caahie| jaTilatA yaha hai yadi paramAtmA bilakula nyAyapUrNa hai taba tuma use karuNApUrNa nahIM jAna sakate kyoMki taba karuNA kaise nyAyayukta banegI? yadi paramAtmA nyAyapUrNa hai to vaha karuNApUrNa nahIM ho sakatA kyoMki karuNA kA artha hotA hai ki yadi kisI ne kucha galata kiyA, para phira bhI prArthanA kie jAtA hai to tuma use mApha kara dete ho isalie prArthanA bahuta arthapUrNa bana jAtI hai IsAiyoM yahUdiyoM aura musalamAnoM kI duniyA meM 'prArthanA karo, kyoMki yadi tuma prArthanA karate ho to paramAtmA tumheM mApha kara degaa| vaha svayaM karuNA hai|' isakA artha huA ki vaha anyAyI hogaa| yadi kisI vyakti ne prArthanA nahIM kI aura vaha pApI rahA hai, use sajA milegI aura narka meM pheMka diyA jaaegaa| aura vaha AdamI jisane ki prArthanA kI hai aura jyAdA bar3A pApI rahA hai, svarga meM praveza paaegaa| yaha bAta anyAyapUrNa mAlUma par3atI hai| mAtra prArthanA karane se? aura prArthanA cIja kyA hai? kyA yaha kisI prakAra kI hai? tuma prArthanA meM karate kyA ho? tuma khuzAmada karate ho paramAtmA kI / khuzAmada
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________________ hiMdU kahate haiM, 'nahIM, paramAtmA ko bIca meM mata lAo kyoMki ulajhaneM A bneNgii| yA to vaha nyAyapUrNa hogA taba to karuNA ke lie koI sthAna hI na rahegA, yA usameM karuNA hogI to vaha nyAyapUrNa nahIM ho sktaa|' isa kAraNa loga soceMge ki acche aura bure kAma- inakA vastutaH koI savAla nahIM, kevala prArthanA, pavitra sthAnoM kI tIrthayAtrA ThIka hai hiMdU kahate haiM yaha to eka sIdhA sApha prAkRtika niyama hai, prArthanA koI madada na degii| yadi tumane kucha burA kiyA hai to tumheM dukha bhoganA hogA koI prArthanA madada nahIM kara sakatI to mata pratIkSA karanA prArthanA ke lie, aura mata gaMvAnA tumhArA samaya prArthanA meN| yadi tumane kucha burA kiyA hai to tumheM pIr3A bhoganI hI hogI; yadi tumane acchA kAma kiyA hai to tuma AnaMda mnaaoge| lekina koI una cIjoM ko bAMTa nahIM rahA hotA tumhAre lie saMsAra meM kahIM koI vyakti nahIM yaha eka niyama hai, avyktigt| yaha bAta jyAdA vaijJAnika hai| yaha jaTilatAeM kama nirmita karatI hai aura samasyAoM ko sulajhAtI jyAdA hai| prakRti ke niyama ke viSaya meM hiMduoM kI jo avadhAraNA hai, Rtu, vaha saMsAra ke prati bane vaijJAnika dRSTikoNa ke sAtha hara DhaMga se anukUla baiThatI hai to kyA kara sakate ho tuma? tumane burA kiyA, tumane acchA kiyA; dukha aura sukha pIche pIche cale AeMge chAyA kI bhAti / kaise hotA hai yaha? kyA karanA hogA? do dRSTikoNa haiM pUraba meM eka to pataMjali kA aura dUsarA hai mahAvIra kA mahAvIra kahate haiM, yadi tumane kucha galata kiyA hai to tumheM kucha sahI karanA hogA saMtulana lAne ko, anyathA to tuma pIr3A bhogoge|' yaha bAta to jarA jyAdA bar3I lagatI hai, kyoMki bahuta janmoM se tuma lAkhoM cIjeM karate rahe ho| yadi hara cIja kA hisAba kitAba cukAnA ho, to isameM lAkhoM janma lgeNge| aura phira bhI khAtA baMda na hogA kyoMki tumheM jIne par3eMge ye lAkhoM janma, aura tuma niraMtara rUpa se ve cIjeM karate rahoge jo jyAdA bhaviSya nirmita kara deNgii| hara cIja le jAtI kisI dUsarI cIja taka, eka cIja se dUsarI cIja taka, hara cIja paraspara jur3I hotI hai| taba to svataMtratA kI koI saMbhAvanA hI nahIM jAna pdd'tii| - pataMjali kA dRSTikoNa eka dUsarA dRSTikoNa hai| vaha jyAdA gahare utaratA hai| savAla acchAI dvArA saMtulana banAne kA nahIM, atIta anakiyA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| tumane atIta meM eka vyakti ko mAra diyA- mahAvIra kA dRSTikoNa aisA hai, aba tuma saMsAra meM acchI acchI bAteM karo lekina tuma acchI bAteM karate bhI ho, to vaha AdamI phira se jI nahIM uThatA hai| vaha AdamI mara gayA, sadA ke lie mara gyaa| vaha hatyA sadA ke lie tumhAre bhItara eka jakhma kI bhAti banI rhegii| zAyada tuma svayaM ko tasallI de sakate ho ki tumane itane sAre maMdira aura dharmazAlAeM banAI haiM, aura tumane lAkhoM rupaye dAna de die haiM logoM ko| zAyada yaha bAta eka sAMtvanA hogI, lekina aparAdha to maujUda rahegA hii| kaise tuma hatyA kA hisAba barAbara kara sakate ho? use niSprabhAva nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| tuma atIta ko anakiyA nahIM kara skte| -
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________________ pataMjali kahate haiM, 'atIta smRti ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM hai, vaha eka svapnila ghaTanA hai, vaha aba maujUda nhiiN| tuma use anakiyA kara sakate ho mAtra prati - prasava meM jAne se hii| tuma jAte ho pIche kI ora, use phira se jIte ho tumhArI smRti meM tuma phira se usa vyakti kI hatyA kara dete ho| usa ghAva ko anubhava karo phira se jaba tumane usa AdamI kI hatyA kI to usa kSaNa kI pIr3A ko anubhava krnaa| sArI pIr3A ko phira se jInA aura isI taraha bhara jAegA ghAva aura atIta dhula jaaegaa|' pataMjali ke sAtha mukti saMbhava jAna par3atI hai; mahAvIra ke sAtha vaha asaMbhava mAlUma par3atI hai| isIlie jaina dharma jyAdA nahIM phaila paayaa| mokSa karIba karIba asaMbhava hI jAna par3atA hai, avizvasanIya / pataMjali pUraba kI gar3ha rahasyavAditA ke AdhAroM meM se eka bana gae haiN| mahAvIra rahe kinAre para, sImA para hI ve kabhI na bana sake keMdrIya shkti| ve bahuta jyAdA jur3e hai kriyA ke sAtha, aura ve karmoM kI vAstavikatA meM bahuta jyAdA vizvAsa rakhate haiN| pataMjali kahate haiM, karma hote haiM ekadama svapnoM kI bhaati| sArA saMsAra aura kucha nahIM sivAya eka bar3e raMgamaMca ke, aura sArA jIvana aura kucha nahIM sivAya eka nATaka ke tuma use khelate rahe kyoMki tumheM hoza nahIM thaa| yadi tuma sajaga rahe hote, to koI samasyA na hotI / ' aba hoza meM Ao aura hozapUrNa UrjA ko tumhAre atIta taka le aao| vaha sAre atIta ko jalA degI : dukha aura sukha donoM tirohita ho jAeMge, acchI burI donoM cIjeM tirohita ho jaaeNgii| aura jaba donoM miTa jAtI haiM, jaba tuma acche - bure ke dvaita ke pAra ho jAte ho, tuma mukta ho jAte ho| taba na to sukha hotA hai aura na dukha taba eka zAti utaratI hai, gaha se zAti isa zAti meM eka nayI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai - saccidAnaMda kii| usa gahana zAti meM satya thI Taca hotA hai tumameM, hoza ghaTatA hai tumameM; AnaMda ghaTita hotA hai tummeN| maiM pUrI taraha rAjI hUM pataMjali se| isIlie mahAvIra kA sArA dRSTikoNa adhikAdhika naitika ho gyaa| jaina dharma to bilakula hI bhUla gayA hai yoga ko| tuma jaina muniyoM ko yoga karate hue nahIM pAoge - kabhI nhiiN| ve to basa apane karma kA saMtulana baiThA rahe hote haiM! ve niraMtara soca rahe haiM ki kyA kareM aura kyA na kreN| kaise ghaTita ho aMtasa -sattA yaha ve bilakula bhUla hI cuke haiN| kyA karanA hai aura kyA nahIM karanA hai, kartavya aura akartavya-unakA sArA dRSTikoNa karmoM se jur3A hotA hai - aMdhere meM mata calo, kyoMki kahIM koI kITapataMgA mara jAegA to aura phira vahI karma, rAta meM mata khAo, kyoMki aMdhere meM zAyada koI kIr3A gira jAe, koI makkhI gira jAe bhojana meM aura zAyada tuma unheM khA lo, aura hiMsA ho jaae| isa khAo, use mata kro| bAriza meM bhI mata calo kyoMki jaba jamIna gIlI hotI hai, bahuta bAra kIr3e pataMge jamIna para calate rahate haiM, bahuta se kIr3e paidA hote haiM varSA meM ve niraMtara ciMtita rahate hai kAryoM ke viSaya meM, kyA karanA aura kyA nahIM krnaa| unakA sArA dRSTikoNa jur3A hotA hai kevala ghaTanA ke sAtha ve bilakula hI bhUla gae haiM ki kaise honA hai, keMdra meM kaise avasthita honA hai ve yoga nahIM karate, ve sthAna nahIM krte| ve karma se jur3e haiM, pataMjali jur3e haiM cetanA se / -
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________________ jyAdA loga nirvANa ko upalabdha hote haiM pataMjali ke dvaaraa| mahAvIra ke dvArA, virale hI, bahuta thor3e se, sArA dRSTikoNa asaMbhava jAnU par3atA hai| isalie pataMjali kI sunanA ThIka se| na hI kevala sunanA, balki koziza karanA sAra tatva ko AtmasAta karane kii| bahuta kucha saMbhava hai unake dvaaraa| ve isa pRthvI para hue aMtaryAtrA ke mahAnatama vaijJAnikoM meM se eka haiN| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 38 - buddhoM kA manovijJAna kA nirmANa praznasAra: 1-buddho kA manovijJAna banAne ke lie budho kA adhyayana karanA hogaa| to budadha mileMge kahA? 2-badhoM kA manovijJAna kyA hai? vaha aba taka nirmita kyoM nahIM ho sakA? 3-Apake pAsa A kara maiM khuza aura zAMta ho gayA huuN| kyA mere lie, dhyAna jarUrI hai? 4-garbhakAlIna dazA aura phira garbha se bAhara Ane kA anubhava sukhada hai yA dukhada? 5-sAdhaka-samUha yA sadagurU kI kyoM jarUrata hai? kyA akele dhyAna karanA paryApta nahIM hai? 6-pratiprasava aura anasIkhA karanA kyA eka hI vidhi hai? 7-acchA-bura-saba svapnavata hai, to karma kA siddhAMta kaise astitva rakha sakatA hai?
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________________ pahalA prazna: Apane kahA ki Apa tIsare prakAra kA manovijJAna vikasita karane kA prayatna kara rahe buddhoM kA manovijJAna; lekina adhyayana karane ke lie Apako buddha mileMge kahAM? zuruAta karane ko, eka to yahAM maujUda hI hai, dera - * abera vaha tumameM se bahutoM ko buddha banA degaa| yadi eka buddha hotA hai, to bahuta se turaMta hI saMbhava ho jAte haiN| kyoMki vaha eka buddha kArya kara sakatA hai kaiTeliTika ejeMTa, preraka - zakti ke rUpa meN| aisA nahIM ki vaha kucha karegA, lekina kyoMki vaha maujUda hotA, isI kAraNa cIjeM apane se hI hone lagatI hai| yaha artha hai kaiTeliTika ejeMTa, preraka zakti kA dera abera, tumameM se bahuta sAre loga buddha ho jAeMge, kyoMki hara koI maulika rUpa se buddha hI hotA hai| ise pahacAnane meM kitanI dera lagA sakate ho tuma? kitanI dera taka sthagita kara sakate ho ise? kaThina bAta hai tuma apanI pUrI koziza karoge sthagita karane kI dera karane kI, lAkhoM kaThinAiyAM khar3I karane kI, lekina kitanI dera taka aisA kara sakate ho tuma? - - maiM yahAM hUM tumheM kisI taraha atala zUnya meM dhakela dene ko jahAM tuma marate ho aura buddha utpanna hote haiN| usa eka buddha ko pA lene kI hI to sadA samasyA hotI hai| eka bAra vaha eka buddha maujUda ho jAtA hai to maulika saMpUrti, maulika jarUrata pUrI ho jAtI hai taba bahuta sAre buddha turaMta saMbhava ho jAte haiM aura yadi bahuta hote haiM, to hajAroM saMbhava ho jAte haiM jo pahalA hai vaha kArya karatA hai eka ciMgArI kI bhAMti, aura eka choTI sI ciMgArI kAphI hotI hai sArI pRthvI ko jalA dene ke lie| isI taraha hI ghaTA hai atIta meM eka bAra gautama ho gae buddha, to dhIre dhIre hajAroM ko honA pdd'aa| kyoMki yaha savAla hone kA nahIM, tuma vaha ho hii| kisI ko tumheM yAda dilAnA par3atA hai, basa yahI hotI hai baat| - abhI eka dina maiM rAmakRSNa kI eka kathA par3ha rahA thaa| mujhe pyArI lagatI hai vaha maiM phira - phira par3hatA hUM use jaba kabhI mere sAmane A jAtI hai vaha / vaha sArI kathA guru ke kaiTeliTika utperaka hone kI hI hai| kathA hai eka bacce ko janma dete hue eka zeranI mara gaI, aura bacce ko pAlA - pos| bakariyoM ne nissaMdeha, bAgha svayaM ko isa taraha bakarI hI samajhatA thaa| yaha bAta sahaja thI, svAbhAvika thI, bakariyoM dvArA pAle jAne se, bakariyoM ke sAtha rahane se vaha samajhane lagA ki vaha bakarI thA / vaha zAkAhArI banA rahA, ghAsa hI khAtA - cabAtA rhaa| usake pAsa koI dhAraNA na thii| apane svapnoM taka meM bhI vaha svapna na dekha sakatA thA ki vaha bAgha thA, aura vaha thA to bAgha / phira eka dina aisA huA ki eka ke bAgha ne bakariyoM ke isa jhuMDa ko dekhA aura vaha kA bAgha vizvAsa na kara sakA apanI dRSTi para eka yuvA bAgha cala rahA thA bakariyoM ke biic| na to bakariyAM bhayabhIta
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________________ thIM usa bAgha se aura na unheM patA thA ki bAgha unake bIca cala rahA thA, bAgha bhI bakarI kI bhAMti hI cala rahA thaa| vRddha bAgha ne basa kisI taraha jA pakar3A yuvA bAgha ko, kyoMki kaThina thA use pakar3a paanaa| vaha to bhAgA-aisI koziza kI usane, vaha royA, cIkhA -cillaayaa| vaha bhayabhIta thA, vaha kaipa rahA zA bhaya se| sArI bakariyAM bhAga nikalIM aura vaha bhI unake sAtha bhAga jAne kI koziza meM thA, lekina ke bAgha ne use pakar3a liyA aura use khIMcatA haA le calA jhIla kI or| vaha jAtA na thaa| usane usI DhaMga se bAdhA DAlI jaise ki tuma mere sAtha kara rahe ho! usane apanI ora se pUrI koziza kI na jAne kii| vaha marane kI hAlata taka DarA huA thA, cIkha rahA thA aura ro rahA thA, lekina vaha kA bAgha to use jAne na degaa| kA bAgha abhI bhI khIMcatA thA use aura vaha use le gayA jhIla kI trph| jhIla zAMta, nistaraMga thI kisI darpaNa kI bhaaNti| usane yuvA bAgha ko bAdhya kiyA pAnI meM jhAMkane ke lie| usane dekhA, AMsU bharI AMkhoM se -dRSTi sApha na thI lekina dRSTi thI to-ki vaha lagatA thA ekadama vRddha bAgha kI bhAMti hii| AMsU miTa gae aura hone kA eka nayA bodha udita huA; bakarI miTane lagI mana se| aba koI bakarI na thI, lekina to bhI vaha vizvAsa na kara sakA usake apane jJAna ke jAgaraNa pr| abhI bhI zarIra kucha kAMpa rahA thA, vaha bhayabhIta thaa| vaha soca rahA thA, 'zAyada maiM kalpanA hI kara rahA huuN| eka bakarI aise acAnaka hI bAgha kaise bana sakatI hai| yaha saMbhava nahIM, aisA kabhI huA nhiiN| aisA isa taraha se kabhI nahIM huaa|' vaha vizvAsa na kara sakA apanI AMkhoM para, lekina aba vaha pahalI ciMgArI, prakAza kI pahalI kiraNa usakI aMtasa-sattA meM praveza kara gaI thii| sacamuca hI aba vaha vahI na rahA thaa| vaha kabhI phira se vahI na ho sakatA thaa| vaha vRddha bAgha use le gayA apanI guphA meN| aba vaha utanA pratirodhI nahIM thA, utanA anicchuka na thA, utanA bhayabhIta na thaa| dhIre - dhIre vaha nirbhIka ho rahA thA, sAhasa ekatra kara rahA thaa| jaise hI vaha gayA guphA kI ora, vaha calane lagA bAgha kI bhaaNti| ke bAgha ne use kucha mAMsa khAne ko diyaa| yaha bAta kaThina hai zAkAhArI ke lie, karIba-karIba asaMbhava, ubakAI lAne vAlI, lekina kA bAgha to kucha sunatA hI na thaa| usane use majabUra kiyA khAne ke lie| jaba yuvA bAgha kI nAka mAsa ke nikaTa AI to kucha ho gayA. usa gaMdha se usake prANoM kI koI gaharI bAta jo ki soI par3I thI jAga gyii| vaha khiMca gayA, AkarSita ho uThA mAsa kI ora, aura vaha khAne laga gyaa| eka bAra usane svAda cakha liyA mAMsa kA, eka garjana phUTa par3I usake prANoM se| bakarI vilIna ho gaI usa garjana meM, aura bAgha vahA maujUda thA apane sauMdarya aura bhavyatA shit|| yahI hai sArI prkriyaa| aura eka ke bAgha kI jarUrata hotI hai| yahI hai takalIpha kA bAgha hai yahAM, aura cAhe kaise hI koziza karo baca nikalane kI, isa DhaMga se aura usa DhaMga se, vaisA saMbhava nhiiN| tuma anicchuka hote ho; jhIla taka tumheM le calanA kaThina hai, lekina maiM tumheM le cluuNgaa| tuma ghAsa khAte rahe jIvana bhr| tuma bilakula bhUla hI cuke ho mAMsa kI gaMdha, lekina maiM tumheM bAdhya karU dUMgA use khAne ke
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________________ lie| eka bAra svAda mila jAe to garjanA phUTa pdd'egii| usa visphoTa meM bakarI tirohita ho jAegI aura buddha utpanna hoNge| to tumheM isameM ciMtA karane kI jarUrata nahIM ki mujhe adhyayana karane ke lie itane sAre buddha kahAM mileMge! maiM nirmita karUMgA unheM / dUsarA prazna : buddhoM ke manovijJAna se ApakA kyA artha hai? pUraba meM hajAroM buddha hue haiM kyA unhoMne buddhoM kA manovijJAna nirmita nahIM kiyA? kyA kapila kaNAda bAdarAyaNa pataMjali ityAdi jaise saMtoM ne tIsare manovijJAna ko pratiSThita nahIM kiyA? nahIM, abhI taka to nhiiN| bahuta-sI samasyAeM haiN| tIsare manovijJAna kI sthApanA karane ke lie pahale do jarUrateM pUrI karanI par3atI haiN| yadi tuma timaMjalA makAna banAte ho to pahale do maMjileM pUrI banAnI hotI haiM, aura kevala tabhI tIsarI banAI jA sakatI hai| atIta meM, rugNa AdamI ke lie manovijJAna kA kabhI astitva nahIM rahA, pahale prakAra ke manovijJAna kA kabhI astitva na thaa| kisI ne paravAha nahIM kI mAnasika roga ke kSetra meM praveza karane kI vizeSa kara pUraba meM to aisA nahIM huaa| kisI ne paravAha nahIM kii| kyoMki roga se chuTakArA mila sakatA thA usameM jAe binA usakA vizleSaNa karane kI koI jarUrata na thI rugNa mana meM yAtrA karane kI koI jarUrata na thI, isa bAre meM kucha bhI karane kI jarUrata na thI kucha vizeSa vidhiyAM astitva rakhatI thIM, abhI bhI ve vidhiyAM astitva rakhatI haiN| tuma use ekadama alaga kara sakate the| udAharaNa ke lie, jApAna meM jaba koI AdamI pAgala hotA hai, koI nyUroTika hotA hai, ve use le jAte haiM jhena maTha meM, ve use le jAte haiM nagara ke dhArmika vyaktiyoM ke paas| yaha sarvAdhika prAcIna tarIkoM meM se eka tarIkA hai use le jAte haiM dhArmika puruSa ke pAsa aura kyA kiyA jAtA hai maTha meM? kucha nhiiN| vastuta: kucha nahIM kiyA jAtA hai| jaba koI pAgala AdamI lAyA jAtA hai maTha meM, to ve vizleSaNa karane kI, nidAna karane kI phikra nahIM lete| ve isa bAre meM socane kI ciMtA nahIM karate ki yaha kisa prakAra kA roga hai| isakI koI jarUrata nahIM hotI, kyoMki roga haTAyA jA sakatA hai| ve pAgala AdamI ko maTha se dUra kisI alaga kamare meM rakha chor3ate haiM eka kone meM, kahIM piiche| usakI AvazyakatAeM pUrI kI jAtI haiM : bhojana diyA jAtA hai aura jo kucha use cAhie, vaha diyA jAtA hai, lekina koI usake viSaya meM bAta nahIM karatA, koI usake pAgalapana para dhyAna nahIM detaa| pUraba jAnatA hai ki jitanA
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________________ jyAdA tuma usa para dhyAna dete ho, utanA jyAdA tuma poSita karate ho pAgalapana ko sArA maTha banA 'rahatA hai, udAsIna, taTastha-jaise ki koI aMdara AyA hI na ho| udAsInatA eka vidhi hai, kyoMki eka pAgala AdamI ko sacamuca hI cAhie hotA hai jyAdA dhyaan| zAyada aisA ho ki vaha mAtra apanI ora dhyAna AkarSita karane ko hI pAgala ho gayA ho| isalie manovizleSaNa koI jyAdA madada nahIM de sktaa| kyoMki manovizleSaka itanA jyAdA dhyAna dete haiM pAgala para, nyUroTika para, sAikoTika para, ki vaha usa dhyAna para poSita hone lagatA hai : kaI varSoM se barAbara koI dhyAna de rahA hotA hai tuma pr| tumane dhyAna diyA hogA ki nyUroTika loga sadA dUsaroM ko bAdhya karate haiM apanI ora dhyAna dene ke lie| yadi ve dhyAna pA sakate hoM to ve kucha bhI kreNge| jhena maTha meM ve koI dhyAna nahIM dete, ve udAsIna bane rahate haiN| koI paravAha nahIM karatA, koI nahIM socatA ki vaha pAgala hai, kyoMki yadi sArA samUha soce ki vaha pAgala hai to vaha socanA aisI taraMgeM nirmita kara detA hai jo ki pAgala ko pAgala bane rahane dene meM madada karatI haiN| tIna saptAha, cAra saptAha ke lie pAgala AdamI ko usake apane sAtha rahane diyA jAtA hai| AvazyakatAeM pUrI kI jAtI haiM, lekina koI dhyAna nahIM diyA jAtA; koI viziSTa dhyAna nahIM alagAva kAyama kiyA jAtA hai| koI nahIM socatA ki vaha pAgala hai| aura tIna yA cAra saptAha ke bhItara hI, vaha pAgala, apane sAtha rahate hue hI, dhIre-dhIre behatara hotA calA jAtA hai| pAgalapana ghaTatA jAtA hai| yA hai| aura ve bilakula abhI bhI jhena maThoM meM ve yahI kucha karate haiN| pazcima ke manovaijJAnika isa tathya ke prati saceta ho gae haiN| bahuta se loga gae haiM jApAna yaha adhyayana karane ke lie ki hotA kyA hai| aura ve bila hairAna ho ge| ve varSoM taka kArya kie haiM aura kucha ghaTita nahIM hotA hai, aura jhena maTha meM binA kucha kie hI pAgala AdamI ko usake svayaM ke pAsa chor3a dene se cIjeM ThIka hone lagatI haiN| pAgala AdamI ko cAhie pRthktaa| unheM cAhie vizrAma, unheM cAhie alagAva, upekSA, aura ve lahareM, ve tanAva jo unake mana meM uTha rahe the, ve ekadama vilIna ho jAte haiN| cauthe saptAha bAda vaha AdamI taiyAra ho jAtA hai maTha chor3a dene ke lie| vaha dhanyavAda detA hai vahAM ke logoM ko, maTha ke adhikAriyoM ko aura dUsaroM ko, aura calA jAtA hai| vaha pUrI taraha ThIka hotA hai| pUraba meM isa kAraNa, ina vidhiyoM ke kAraNa, pahalI prakAra kA manovijJAna kabhI vikasita nahIM huA thaa| aura jaba taka pahalI prakAra kA manovijJAna maujUda na ho, dUsarI prakAra kA asaMbhava ho jAtA hai| rugNa mana ko samajha lenA hai usake vistAra meN| pAgala AdamI ko ThIka hone meM madada denA eka bAta hai pAgalapana kA manovijJAna nirmita karanA dUsarI bAta hai| vaijJAnika pahuMca kI AvazyakatA hai, byaure bhare vizleSaNa caahie| pazcima meM unhoMne kiyo hai aisA, pahale prakAra kA manovijJAna vahAM hai| phrAyaDa, kA, eDalara aura dUsare kaiyoM ne rugNa AdamiyoM ke lie manovijJAna nirmita kiyA hai| zAyada ve una logoM kI jo ki musIbata meM hote haiM, bahuta jyAdA madada nahIM kara sakate, lekina unhoMne eka aura jarUrata pUrI
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________________ kI hai| vaha jarUrata vaijJAnika hai unhoMne nirmita kiyA hai pahale prakAra kA mnovijnyaan| turaMta hI dUsare prakAra kA saMbhava ho jAtA hai| dUsarA hai svastha AdamI kA mnovijnyaan| dUsare manovijJAna ke aMza pUraba meM sadA astitva rakhate rahe, lekina aMza hI, Tukar3e hI bane rahe, kabhI saMbaddha saMpUrNatA nahIM bne| Tukar3e hI kyoM? kyoMki dhArmika logoM ko isameM ruci thI ki sAdhAraNa, svastha vyakti ko iMdriyoM ke anubhava ke pAra kaise bddh'aae| thor3I khoja kI hai unhoMne, gahare vistAra meM nahIM, ekadama aMta taka nahIM, kyoMki unheM kisI manovijJAna ko nirmita karane meM koI ruci na thii| unheM rasa thA mAtra kisI AdhAra ko khoja lene meM, Thosa mana kA koI aisA AdhAra tala jahAM se ki dhyAna meM chalAMga lagAI jA ske| unakI ruci alaga thii| unhoMne sAre kSetra kI koI paravAha nahIM kI! jaba koI AdamI basa chalAMga lagA lenA cAhatA hai nadI meM -to vaha sAre kinAre kI khoja nahIM krtaa| vaha DhUMDha letA hai sthAna, koI choTI caTTAna aura vahA se vaha chalAMga lagA detA hai| sAre kSetra ko khojane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| dUsare manovijJAna ke aMza astitva rakhate the pUraba meN| ve maujUda haiM pataMjali meM, buddha meM, mahAvIra meM' aura kaI dUsaroM meM -basa thor3e se hI Tukar3e, pUre kSetra kA eka hissA hii| sArI pahuMca vaijJAnika na thI, pahuMca dhArmika thii| jyAdA kI jarUrata na thii| to isakI phikra kyoM lete ve? mAtra choTI -sI bhUmi ko sApha kara lene se hI, vahA se ve ur3Ana bhara sakate the aparisIma meN| sAre jaMgala ko sApha karane kI koziza hI kyoM karanI? -aura yahAM eka vizAla jaMgala hai| mAnava -mana eka vizAla ghaTanA hai| rugNa mana svayaM meM hI eka bar3I ghaTanA hai| svastha to aura bhI jyAdA bar3A hotA hai rUgNa mana se, kyoMki rUgNa mana to mAtra eka hissA hotA hai svastha mana kA, vaha saMpUrNa bAta nhiiN| koI kabhI pUrI taraha pAgala nahIM hotA hai, koI ho nahIM sktaa| kevala eka hissA hI pagalA jAtA hai, kevala eka hissA hI bImAra ho jAtA hai, lekina koI bhI pUrI taraha bImAra nahIM hotA hai| yaha ekadama zarIra -vijJAna kI bhAMti hI hai, kisI kA zarIra saMpUrNatayA bImAra nahIM ho sakatA hai| kyA kabhI tumane dekhA hai kisI ke zarIra ko pUrI taraha bImAra hote hue? usakA to artha hogA ki jitanI sArI bImArI mAnavatA ke lie saMbhava hai, eka hI AdamI ke zarIra meM ghaTa gaI hai| vaisA asaMbhava hai, koI utanI hada taka nahIM phuNctaa| kisI ke sira meM pIr3A hotI hai, kisI kA peTa dukhatA hai, kisI ko bukhAra hotA hai, kucha na kucha calatA rahatA hai-kisI hisse meM hii| aura zarIra eka vizAla ghaTanA hai, eka pUrA brahmAMDa hai| yahI bAta saca hai mana ke lie mana hai pUrI sRsstti| sArA mana kabhI pAgala nahIM hotA aura isalie pAgala AdamiyoM ko vApasa hoza meM lAyA jA sakatA hai| yadi sArA mana pAgala ho jAtA hai, to tuma use hoza meM na lA sakate the, koI saMbhAvanA na thii| yadi sArA mana pAgala ho jAtA hai to kaise use vApasa hoza meM lAoge? mAtra eka hissA, eka hissA hI bhaTaka jAtA hai| tuma lA sakate ho use vApasa, use phira se samasta ke anakula baiThA sakate ho|
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________________ pazcima meM aba dUsare prakAra kA manovijJAna prasava -pIr3A meM se gujara rahA hai, abrAhama maisalo, erika phrAma, jainova aura dUsaroM ke saath| yaha eka samagra pahuMca hai : roga kI bhASA meM nahIM socA jA rahA hai balki svAsthya kI bhASA meM soca rahe haiM, maulika rUpa se roga -vijJAna para ekAgra nahIM ho rahe haiM, balki maulika rUpa se ekAgra ho rahe haiM svastha mAnavatA pr| dasarA manovijJAna utpanna ho rahA hai, lekina abhI vaha pUrA nahIM haA hai| isIlie maiM kahatA hai ki vaha to kevala prasava -pIr3A meM hI hai, vaha A rahA hai saMsAra meN| dera- abera vaha tejI se vikasita hone lgegaa| kevala tabhI tIsare prakAra kA manovijJAna saMbhava hotA hai| isalie maiM kahatA haM ki usakA kabhI astitva hI na thaa| buddha hue haiM, lAkhoM hue, lekina buddhoM kA manovijJAna nahIM huA, kyoMki kabhI kisI ne jAgarUka mana ko vizeSa rUpa se khoja kara usake dvArA koI vaijJAnika anuzAsana nirmita karane kI koziza hI nahIM kii| buddha hue haiM, lekina kisI ne koziza nahIM kI hai buddhatva kI ghaTanA ko vaijJAnika tarIkoM se samajhane kii| gurajiepha pahalA AdamI thA manuSyatA ke pUre itihAsa meM jisane koziza kii| isa artha meM gurajiepha viralA hI thA, kyoMki vaha eka pravartaka thA tIsarI saMbhAvanA kaa| jaisA ki sadA hotA hai pahala karane vAloM ke sAtha, ki yaha kaThina thA, bahuta kaThina thA kisI aisI cIja meM utara jAnA jo ki sadA ajJAta banI rahI ho, lekina usane koziza kii| vaha kucha Tukar3e aMdhere se bAhara le AyA hai, lekina vaha bAta aura - aura kaThina ho gayI kyoMki usake saba se bar3e ziSya pI DI oNsskI ne use dhokhA diyaa| eka kaThinAI thii| garajiepha svayaM eka rahasyavAdI thA, vijJAna kI daniyA se paricita na thA, vaha vaijJAnika mana kA nahIM thaa| vaha eka rahasyavAdI thA, vaha buddha thaa| sArA prayAsa nirbhara karatA thA pI DI. oNsskI para, kyoMki vaha eka vaijJAnika AdamI thA saba se bar3e gaNitajJoM meM se eka, aura isa zatAbdI ke kazalatama vicArakoM meM se ek| sArI bAta nirbhara karatI thI oNsskI pr| gurajiepha ko bIja bone the aura oNsskI ko usa para kAma karanA thA, use paribhASita karanA thA, use eka darzana ke rUpa meM sAmane lAnA thA, usameM se vaijJAnika siddhAMta banAne the| vaha eka satata sahayoga thA guru aura ziSya ke ca kaa| gurajiepha bIja bo sakatA thA, lekina vaha usakI vaijJAnika paribhASA na kara sakatA thA aura vaha na hI use isa DhaMga se rakha sakatA thA ki vaha koI anuzAsana bana sktaa| vaha jAnatA thA ki bAta kyA hai, lekina bhASA kI kamI par3a rahI thii| oNsskI ke pAsa bhASA maujUda thii| bilakula paripUrNa thii| maiM aura koI tulanA nahIM khoja pAtA, oNsskI itanI pUrI aura sahI bAta kahatA thA ki alvarTa AiMsTIna taka ko IrSyA hotii| usake pAsa vastuta: eka bahuta hI prazikSita tarkasaMgata mana thaa| tuma par3ho usakI eka kitAba 'Tarsiyama oNragAnama' vaha eka virala ghaTanA hai| oNsskI kahatA hai usa kitAba meM, bilakula zurU meM hI : saMsAra meM kevala tIna kitAbeM haiM : eka hai arastu kI 'oNragAnama-vicAra kA pahalA siddhAMta', dUsarI hai bekana kI 'novama oNragAnama-vicAra kA dUsarA siddhAMta'; aura tIsarI hai 'Tarsiyama oNragAnama-vicAra kA tIsarA
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________________ siddhaaNt|' oNspeMskI kahatA hai -jaba vaha kahatA hai to vaha garvita hokara yA ahaMkArI hokara yA isI taraha kA kucha hokara nahIM kahatA- 'donoM ke astitva meM Ane se pahale bhI tIsare kA astitva thaa|' vaha kahatA hai Tarsiyama oNragAnama meM, 'maiM sAre jJAna ke vAstavika mUla ko hI isameM lA rahA hai| aura yaha koI ahaMkAra yukta bAta nahIM; vaha kitAba sacamuca hI asAdhAraNa hai| garajiepha kA prayAsa hI nirbhara karatA thA oNsskI aura usake bIca ke gahare sahayoga pr| use rAha dikhA denI thI aura oNspeMskI ko use sUtroM meM pironA thA, sUtrabaddha karanA thA, use eka DhAcA denA thaa| AtmA AnI thI gurajiepha se aura zarIra denA thA oNsskI ko, aura oNspeMsakI ne use bIca meM hI dhokhA de diyaa| vaha ekadama chor3a hI gayA gurajiepha ko| vaisI saMbhAvanA sadA se thI, kyoMki vaha itanA bauddhika thA aura gurajiepha bilakula hI prati-bauddhika thaa| yaha lagabhaga asaMbhava bAta thI ki ve apanA sahayoga banAe rkhte| gurajiepha ne mAMga kI bezarta samarpaNa kI-jaisI mAMga guruoM ne sadA kI hai; aura aisI bAta kaThina thI oNsskI ke lie-jaisI yaha sadA kaThina hotI hai pratyeka ziSya ke lie| aura yaha jyAdA. kaThina hotI hai, jaba ziSya bahuta bauddhika hotA hai| dhIre - dhIre oNsskI socane lagA ki vaha saba kucha jAnatA thaa| yaha eka dhokhA hotA hai jise badadhijIvI AsAnI se nirmita kara letA hai| vaha itanA bauddhika vyakti thA ki usane hara cIja sUtrabaddha kI aura vaha anubhava karane lagA ki vaha jAnatA thaa| phira dhIre-dhIre darAra par3ane lgii| garajiepha sadA mAga karatA thA asaMgata bAtoM kii| udAharaNa ke lie, oNsskI hajAroM mIla dUra thA ra garajiepha ne use tAra bheja diyA 'phaurana cale Ao, hara cIja choDa kr|' oNsskI Arthika, pArivArika jhaMjhaTa meM, aura bhI kaI cIjoM meM phaMsA huA thA, aura yaha bAta usake lie karIba-karIba asaMbhava thI ki saba choDa-chADa turaMta cala detA, lekina vaha chor3a aayaa| usane beca dI hara cIja, vaha haTa AyA parivAra se aura vaha phaurana bhAga aayaa| jaba vaha pahuMcA, to jo pahalI bAta gurajiepha ne kahI, vaha thI, 'aba tuma jA sakate ho vaaps|' yahI vaha bAta thI jisane ki darAra khiMcane kI zuruAta kii| oNsskI calA AyA aura phira kabhI vApasa na AyA lekina vaha cUka gyaa| vaha to mAtra eka jAMca thI samagra samarpaNa kii| jaba tuma samagrarUpeNa samarpita hote ho, to tuma pUchate nahIM, kyoM? guru kahatA hai, 'Ao ', tuma A jAte ho| guru kahatA, 'jAo', tuma cale jAte ho| yadi oNsskI usa dina usI saralatA se calA gayA hotA jaise ki AyA thA, to usake bhItara kI koI gaharI bAta jo usake sAre vikAsa ko avaruddha kara rahI thI, gira gayI hotii| lekina oNsskI jaise AdamI ke lie yaha bAta jarA jyAdA bemAnI ho gayI ki gurajiepha ne acAnaka kahA, aura vaha calA aayaa| vaha jarUra bahuta-sI apekSAeM lie AyA hogA, kyoMki vaha soca rahA thA ki usane to itanA kucha tyAga diyA parivAra, samasyAeM, Arthika vyavasthA, naukarI -vaha chor3a AyA thA hara ciij| vaha soca rahA hogA ki vaha koI AtmabalidAnI thaa| vaha A
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________________ gayA thA aura binA use abhivAdana taka kie, pahalI bAta gurajiepha ne kahI use dekhate hue, vaha yaha thI, 'aba tuma jA sakate ho vApasa / ' yaha to bahuta jyAdA huA, vaha alaga ho gyaa| oNspeMskI ke alaga ho jAne se, tIsare AyAma ke manovijJAna ko nirmita karane kA sArA prayAsa hI ruka gyaa| gurajiepha ne bahuta kozizeM kIM, usane koziza kI kisI aura ko khoja lene kii| sAre logoM ke sAtha usane kArya kiyA, lekina oNspeMskI kI yogyatA kA vaha koI eka bhI na DhUMDha skaa| oNspeMskI kA vikAsa ruka gayA aura tIsare manovijJAna ke lie kiyA jA rahA gurajiepha kA kArya ruka gyaa| eka sAtha ve adabhuta the, alaga ho kara donoM hI paMgu ho ge| oNspeskI bauddhika banA rahA, gurajiepha rahasyavAdI rahA yahI thI ar3acana isIlie to vaha bAta ghaTa na skii| maiM phira se koziza kara rahA hUM tIsare AyAma para kArya karane kI, aura maiMne yaha jokhima nahIM uThAyA hai jo gurajiepha ne utthaayaa| maiM kisI para nirbhara nahIM, maiM gurajiepha aura oNspeMskI kA jor3a huuN| do vibhinna AyAmoM meM jInA eka kaThina kArya hai, bahuta hI kaThina hai yh| lekina cAhe jaise bhI hai, yaha acchA hai, kyoMki koI mujhe dhokhA nahIM de sakatA aura merA kArya roka nahIM sakatA, koI nahIM kara sakatA aisA maiM niraMtara gatimAna ho rahA hUM a-mana ke saMsAra meM, aura zabdoM ke aura kitAboM ke aura vizleSaNa ke saMsAra meN| gurajiepha ke lie zrama kA vibhAjana thA oNspeMskI kArya kara rahA thA lAibrerI meM aura vaha kArya kara rahA thA svayaM ke AsapAsa mujhe donoM karane haiM - tAki vahI bAta phira se na doharAyI jaae| maiM donoM staroM para niraMtara kArya karatA rahA hUM aura hara saMbhAvanA hai ki prayAsa saphala ho sakatA hai maiM tumhArA adhyayana kara rahA hUM aura tuma dhIre-dhIre vikasita ho rahe ho| buddha ho jAnA svayaM meM eka bAta hai| vaha bAta bahuta acAnaka ghaTatI eka kSaNa pahale tuma buddha na the, aura eka kSaNa bAda tuma buddha hote ho| yaha bAta itanI acAnaka ghaTatI hai ki jaba yaha tumhAre svayaM meM ghaTatI hai, to koI aMtarAla nahIM rahatA jisameM ki isakA adhyayana kiyA jaae| tumhAre sAtha maiM bahuta dhI -dhIme adhyayana kara sakatA huuN| jitanA jyAdA tuma chala karate aura pratirodha karate, utane hI behatara DhaMga se maiM tumhArA adhyayana kara sakatA hUM; ki kyA ghaTa rahA hai yh| mujhe adhyayana karanA hai bahuta- se logoM kA, kevala tabhI vaha bAta ghaTa sakatI hai| manovijJAna eka vyakti para nirbhara nahIM kara sakatA hai kyoMki vyakti itane alaga hote, itane bejor3a maiM ho gayA hoUMgA buddha, lekina maiM eka bejor3a vyakti huuN| tuma ho sakate ho buddha, lekina tuma eka bejor3a vyakti ho| kama se kama sAta prakAra ke loga haiM jo ki isa sasAra meM astitva rakhate haiM to kama se kama sAta buddhoM kA adhyayana bahuta jyAdA gaharAI se karanA hai, eka saMbaMdha rakhatA ho eka - eka prakAra se kevala tabhI saMbhava hogA manovijJAna / oNspeMskI bAta karatA hai sAta prakAra ke AdamiyoM kii| ve sAre sAtoM prakAra aura unake vikAsa samajha lene haiM kisa prakAra kI bAdhAeM banA dete haiM ve kisa prakAra ke bacAvoM ke lie ve prayatna karate aura kaise unake bacAva aura unake pratirodha tor3e jA sakate haiN| hara prakAra ke sAtha bAta kucha alaga hI hogii| jaba
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________________ - taka sAre sAtoM prakAra jAne nahIM jAte, caraNa - caraNa parta -dara-parta ekadama zurU se hI zurU se lekara Akhira taka hI adhyayana nahIM kie jAte, taba taka manovijJAna pratipAdita nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| vaha pahale kabhI astitva na rakhatA thA, lekina vaha astitva rakha sakatA hai bhaviSya meN| tIsarA prazna: - jaisA ki Apane kahA merA jIvana eka dukha hai lekina Apake pAsa Ane ke bAda se dukha calA gayA hai| hAlAMki mujhe mAlUma hai ki merA jIvana abhI bhI AnaMdamaya nahIM hai eka saMtuSTi calI AI hai hara usa cIja ke prati jo ki mujhe ghaTita hotI hai isa bAta ne dhyAna karane kI khoja karane kI hI AkAMkSA meM kamI kara dI hai| maiM sAtha bahe jAne meM khuza hUM basa kyA maiM ekadama susta hUM yaha ghar3I AtI hai pratyeka khojI ko, jaba nakArAtmaka aba nahIM baca rahA hotA hai, lekina vidhAyaka bhI nahIM AyA hotA, jaba pIr3A jA cukI hotI hai, lekina AnaMda ghaTita nahIM huA hotA, jaba rAta bAkI nahIM rahI, lekina sUryodaya to nahIM huaa| yaha eka acchA lakSaNa hai ki tuma vikasita ho rahe ho| aura phira, turaMta hI, vyakti vizrAMti anubhava karane lagatA hai, bahane lagatA hai, aura hara cIja jaise ghaTatI hai vaha bahuta suMdara hotI hai| mana kahatA hai, kyoM phikra karanI? jarA bhI dhyAna kyoM karanA? yadi tuma sunate ho mana kI, to jaldI hI rAta vApasa lauTa AegI, dukha kA praveza ho jaaegaa| mata suno mana kii| tuma niraMtara dhyAna karanA lekina aba jarA alaga dRSTikoNa sahita aise dhyAna karo jaise ki tuma usameM baha rahe ho| bahuta jyAdA prayAsa mata karanA isa bAta ke lie| isI kI to jarUrata hotI hai| dhyAna karo prayAsa - vihInatA se para dhyAna kro| susta mata par3anA / sustI ke sAtha purAnI bAta phira se vApasa calI AyegI, kyoMki AnaMda abhI bhI ghaTita nahIM huA hai| eka bAra AnaMda ghaTa jAtA hai - jaba tuma saMpUrNatayA paritRpta anubhava karate ho, jaba tuma usa sthala taka A pahuMcate ho, jahAM tuma saMtuSTi ke bAre meM bhI bhUla jAte ho, vaha itanI saMpUrNa hotI hai jAtA hai apane se hii| 7 kevala tabhI dhyAna girAyA jA sakatA hai| vaha gira -- do sthaloM para girAne kA vicAra A banatA hai| lie prazna karane vAle pahalA sthala yaha hotA hai, jisake ne pUchA hai jaba aMdhakAra miTa jAtA hai, dukha nahIM bacatA, aura tuma bahuta acchA acchA anubhava karate ho| yaha bAta to dukha kA abhAva mAtra hotI hai| yadi mana jo ki dukha meM par3A rahA, vaha gaira - dukhI ho jAtA hai, to yaha bAta karIba karIba sukha jaisI jAna par3atI hai, yaha karIba-karIba AnaMdapUrNatA jaisI dikhatI hai| AbhAsa se dhokhA mata khA jaanaa| abhI bhI bahuta kucha karanA hai - lekina aba ise jarA ---
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________________ alaga DhaMga se karanA hai| basa, bAta itanI hI hai| aba dhyAna bahuta zAti se, caina se karanA, tanAva mata lAnA, bahanA-lekina karanA jArI rakhanA, kyoMki abhI aura bahuta kucha ghaTane ko hai| yAtrA kI samApti nahIM huI hai| zAyada tuma usa jagaha A gae ho jahAM tuma ArAma kara sakate ho vRkSa ke nIce aura chAMva zItala hai, lekina bhUlanA mata ki yaha bAta kevala eka rAta bhara kA par3Ava ho sakatI hai| subaha tumheM phira se cala denA hai| jaba taka ki tuma pUrI taraha miTa nahIM jAte, yAtrA ko jArI rakhanA hotA hai| lekina aba badala denA guNavattA ko, bahate rhnaa| prayAsarahita hokara bar3hanA dhyAna meN| to tuma jAnate ho na aMtara? koI tairatA hai nadI meM, prayAsa maujUda hotA, lekina phira vaha mAtra bahatA hai, apanI pITha ke bala leTa jAtA, nadI meM rahatA, lekina aba aura tairanA nahIM baca rhaa| bahatI huI nadI use dhArA ke saMga lie calatI hai aura vaha bahatA jAtA hai sAgara kI or| AraMbha meM vyakti kA dhyAna tairanA hotA hai, kyoMki mana ke dvArA nirmita huI bahuta sArI rukAvaTeM hotI haiM, tumheM unase jUjhanA par3atA hai| dUsare caraNa meM tumheM bahanA hotA hai nadI ke saath| tIsare caraNa meM tumheM bana hI jAnA hotA hai nadI-taba koI prazna bacA nahIM rhtaa| taba tuma dhyAna karanA girA sakate ho, lekina girA dene kA savAla nahIM bacatA, vaha gira jAtA hai apane Apa hii| dhyAna jaba pUrA hotA hai to apane se hI gira jAtA hai| tumheM usake lie ciMtA karane kI jarUrata nhiiN| jaba vaha saMpUrNa hotA hai to vaha gira jAtA hai, bilakula aise jaise ki koI pakA phala gira jAtA hai dharatI pr| lekina susta mata bnnaa| mana tumhAre sAtha cAlAkiyAM cala sakatA hai aura jo kucha tumane pAyA hai yaha use naSTa kara sakatA hai| bahuta jyAdA prayAsa se thor3A -sA tuma pAte ho, aura mana tumheM dhokhA de sakatA hai aura kaha sakatA hai ki aba koI jarUrata nhiiN| tuma itanA sukha anubhava kara rahe ho - anubhava karo sukha-lekina tuma itanA sukha anubhava kara rahe hote dhyAna ke kaarnn| yadi tuma dhyAna ko girA dete ho to turaMta hI vaha sukha tirohita ho jAegA jise ki tuma anubhava kara rahe hote ho| aura taba tuma phira se dukha meM jA pdd'oge| cauthA prazna: laiga ke anusAra garbhadhAraNa ke bAda ke pahale nau mahIne Avazyaka rUpa se hI AnaMdapUrNa nahIM hote aura jainova kI khojeM phrAyaDa ke janma- vedanA ke siddhAMta kI puSTi nahIM karatI kRpayA kyA Apa isake bAre meM thor3A aura kucha batAeMge?
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________________ me dekhe, phrAyaDa abhI bhI ThIka banA huA hai| kevala phrAyaDa hI nahIM, balki buddha, mahAvIra aura pataMjali, sabhI kahate haiM ki janma pIr3A se bharA hotA hai, kyoMki vaha eka coTa hotA hai| lekina aMtima niSkarSa taka pahuMcanA kaThina hai| eka baccA janmatA hai aura koI nahIM jAnatA ki baccA kaisA anubhava karatA hai| garbha meM baccA AnaMdapUrNa anubhava karatA hai yA nahIM; yA, jaba ki paidA ho rahA hotA hai, garbhAzya se bAhara gujara rahA hotA hai aura jyAdA khule saMsAra meM A rahA hotA hai, to kyA vaha darda anubhava karatA hai? jaba vaha cIkhatA hai to pIr3A hotI yA ki nahIM hotI? kauna karegA nirNaya? ', nirNaya karane ke do tarIke haiM eka to haiM vastugata nirIkSaNa aisA hI to kiyA hai phrAyaDa ne jo laiMga, jainova aura dUsare kaI kara rahe haiM jo kucha ghaTa rahA hotA hai, tuma usakA nirIkSaNa kara sakate ho, lekina nirIkSaNa bAhara-bAhara banA rahatA hai| tuma vastutaH jAnate nahIM ki kyA ghaTa rahA hotA hai| donoM vyAkhyAeM saMbhava haiM tuma kaha sakate ki baccA garbha meM AnaMdamaya hotA hai, kyoMki koI ciMtA nahIM hotI, bacce ko karane ko kucha nahIM hotA; hara cIja bheja dI jAtI hai| baccA to basa ArAma karatA hai, yA kyoMki baccA sImAbaddha hotA hai, kaida meM hotA hai to vaha saba jo mAM para asara karatA hai bacce para asara karatA hai| yadi mA bImAra hotI hai to baccA bImAra ho jAtA hai| yadi mAM gira jAtI hai aura usakI haDDiyA TUTa jAtIM, to bacce ko coTa lagatI hai| vaha lie rahegA vaha ghAva jIvana bhara / yadi mAM ko siradarda hotA hai, to usakA prabhAva par3egA hI bacce para kyoMki baccA jur3A hotA hai, vaha alaga nahIM hotA hai| yadi mAM dukhI hotI hai, pIr3ita hotI hai, to bacce para jarUra par3egA asara baccA bahuta komala hotA hai, usake nAjuka saMvedana taMtra para lagAtAra coTa par3egI anubhUti dvArA, bhAvadazAo dvArA aura mAM meM ghaTane vAlI ghaTanAoM dvArA baccA bhItara kaise sukhI aura AnaMdamaya ho sakatA hai? yadi mA saMbhoga karatI hai, jabaki baccA bhItara garbha meM hotA hai, to baccA dukha pAtA hai| kyoM? jaba mAM saMbhoga karatI hai, to use jyAdA AksIjana kI jarUrata rahatI hai apane lie aura bacce ko dI jAne vAlI AksIjana ghaTa sakatI hai| zvAsa meM kamI A jAtI hai aura bacce kA dama ghuTatA huA mahasUsa hotA hai| isI kAraNa, eka vaijJAnika pramANita karane kA prayatna karatA rahA hai - nissaMdeha eka yahUdI vaijJAnika, kyoMki yahUdiyoM kA vizvAsa hai ki garbhavatI strI se saMbhoga nahIM karanA hotA hai; usa vaijJAnika ne usa khoja se bahuta jAnA hai ki nau mahInoM taka mAM garbhavatI hotI hai, usase saMbhoga nahIM karanA cAhie kyoMki baccA pIr3A paaegaa| isake pIche eka khAsa kAraNa hai, kyoMki mA ko AksIjana kI jarUrata hogI usake zarIra dvArA isIlie saMbhoga karate samaya, strI aura puruSa teja aura gaharI sAMsa lenA zurU kara dete haiN| zarIra ko jyAdA AksIjana kI jarUrata hotI hai aura mA uttejita ho jAtI hai| zarIra kA tApamAna UMcA calA jAtA hai aura baccA ghuTana anubhava karatA hai| ye bAhara kI khojeM haiN| yadi phrAyaDa aura laiMga ke bIca nirNaya lenA ho, to nirNaya kabhI pUrA nahIM ho sakatA, kyoMki donoM bAharI haiN| lekina mere pAsa bhItara kI dRSTi hai, aura isIlie maiM kahatA hUM ki phrAyaDa ThIka hai aura laiMga ThIka
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________________ nahIM hai| buddha ke pAsa aMtardRSTi hai| jaba buddha jaisA AdamI paidA hotA hai to vaha saMpUrNatayA jAgarUka rUpa meM paidA hotA hai| jaba buddha jaisA AdamI garbha meM hotA hai, to vaha jAgarUka hotA hai| aisA kaise hotA hai, ise samajha lenA hai| jaba koI AdamI saMpUrNa jAgarUkatA meM maratA hai, to usakA agalA janma saMpUrNatayA sajaga hogaa| yadi tuma isa jIvana meM pUrI sajagatA se mara sakate ho, behoza nahIM hote, jaba ki tama marate ho, to tama rahate ho pare hoza meM, tama dekhate ho matya kI pratyeka avasthA; tuma sunate ho hara pagadhvani aura tuma pUrI taraha sajaga rahate ho ki zarIra mara rahA hai; mana tirohita ho rahA hotA hai aura tuma pUrI taraha sajaga rahate ho -taba acAnaka tuma dekhate ho ki tuma zarIra meM nahIM ho aura caitanya ne zarIra chor3a diyA hai| tuma dekha sakate ho mRta zarIra ko vahA par3e hue aura tuma maMDarA rahe hote ho zarIra ke cAroM or| yadi tuma sajaga ho sakate ho jaba tuma mara rahe hote ho, to yaha bAta janma kA eka hissA hotI hai, eka phluu| yadi isa eka pahalU meM tuma sajaga hote ho, to tuma sajaga hooge jaba ki tuma garbha meM utroge| saMbhogarata daMpatti ke cAroM ora tuma bahoge aura tuma saMpUrNatayA jAgarUka hooge| tuma garbha meM praveza karoge pUrI taraha jAgarUka hokr| baccA garbha meM hai, aura usa choTe -se bIja meM, pahale bIja meM 'tuma isake prati pUrI taraha jAgarUka rahoge ki kyA ghaTa rahA hai| nau mahIne taka mAM ke garbha meM tuma sajaga rhoge| na hI kevala tuma sajaga rahoge, balki jaba buddha jaisA bAlaka mA ke garbha meM hotA hai, to mA kI guNavattA badala jAtI hai| vaha jyAdA sajaga ho jAtI hai, eka prakAza bhItara prajvalita rahatA hai| ghara meM kaise aMdherA raha sakatA hai? mAM turaMta anubhava karatI hai cetanA kA privrtn| buddha kI mAM bananA eka durlabha avasara hai| vaha ghaTanA hI rUpAMtarita kara detI hai mA ko| isake ThIka viparIta bAta saca hai sAmAnya bAlaka ke lie vaha baMdhA hotA hai mAM ke zarIra, mana, cetanA dvaaraa| vaha eka kaida hotI hai| jaba buddha kA janma hotA hai, jaba buddha kI mA garbhavatI hotI hai to ThIka viparIta bAta ghaTatI hai; mAM hissA hotI buddha kI vizAlatara cetanA kaa| buddha use ghere rahate haiM kisI AbhA kI bhaaNti| vaha svapna dekhatI hai buddha ke| bhArata meM hamane ina mAtAoM ke svapnoM kA hisAba rakhA hai buddha kI mAM ke, mahAvIra kI mA ke, aura dUsare tIrthaMkaroM kI mAtAoM ke svpn| hamane sacamuca kabhI koI ciMtA nahIM kI kinhIM dUsare svapnoM kI; hamane kevala vizleSaNa kiyA hai badhoM kI mAtAoM ke svapnoM kaa| yahI hai ekamAtra svapnavizleSaNa jo ki hamane kiyaa| yaha bAta tIsare prakAra ke manovijJAna kA hissA hogii| jaba kisI buddha ko utpanna honA hota hai, to mAM prabhAvita rahatI hai kinhIM vizeSa svapnoM dvaaraa| kyoMki hajAroM bAra yahI svapna phira -phira doharAe jAte haiN| isakA artha hotA hai ki mAM ke bhItara kI budha -cetanA eka nizcita ghaTanA nirmita karatI hai usake mana meM aura vaha svapna dekhane lagatI hai eka vizeSa AyAma ke| udAharaNa ke lie bauddha kahate haiM ki jaba koI buddha mAM ke bhItara hotA hai, to
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________________ mA svapna dekhatI hai sapheda hAthI kaa| yaha eka pratIka hai, kisI bahuta durlabha cIja kA pratIka-kyoMki sapheda hAthI bhArata kI durlabhatama cIjoM meM se eka cIja hai, karIba-karIba asaMbhava hai use DhUMDha nikaalnaa| eka durlabha prANI hotA hai garbha meM aura sapheda hAthI kA pratIka mAtra eka saMketa hai| aura svapnoM kI eka zRMkhalA pIche -pIche calI AtI hai| jaba buddha kahate haiM ki janma eka pIr3A hai, to vaha eka aMtasa anubhUti kI dRSTi hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM ki janma dukha hai, vaha eka pIr3A hai, vaha eka coTa hai| mahAvIra aura buddha donoM kahate haiM ki utpanna honA aura maranA, yaha do saba se bar3e dukha haiN| laiMga aura phrAyaDa kI bAtoM se inakI bAta meM jyAdA bala hai| lekina phrAyaDa kI dRSTi isake sAtha mela khAtI hai, aura yahI merA apanA jAtA hajAra cahA marA apanA anabhava bhI hai| mAM ke garbha meM nau mahIne saba se jyAdA ArAmadeha hote haiN| nissaMdeha, kucha dUsare prasaMga Ate haiM, lekina apavAda hI hote haiM ve| anyathA, ve nau mahIne to binA kisI khabara ke hote haiM, kyoMki khabara to sadA burI khabara hI hotI hai| lagabhaga kucha nahIM ghaTatA hai| tuma kebala bahA karate ho adabhuta AnaMda-ullAsa meN| lekina janma to eka pIr3A hai, vaha bahuta darda bharA hotA hai| vaha bilakula aise hotA hai jaise ki tuma kisI vRkSa ko dharatI meM se khIMco -to kaisA anubhava karatA hai vRkSa? aba hamAre pAsa upakaraNa haiM jAMca karane ke ki vRkSa kaisA anubhava karatA hai jaba ukhAr3A jAtA hai| eka baccA isI taraha anubhava karatA hai, jaba vaha mAM se bAhara AtA hai| mAM dharatI hotI hai aura bacce kI jar3eM mAM meM thIM abhI taka to, aba vaha ukhar3a gyaa| pIr3A bahuta bar3I hai| yadi tuma vizvAsa kara sako mujha para, maiM kahatA hUM ki yaha pIr3A jyAdA bar3I hai mRtyu se| mRtyu do naMbara para AtI hai, janma kA naMbara pahalA hai| aura aisA hI honA cAhie kyoMki janma saMbhava banAtA hai mRtyu ko| vastuta: vaha dukha jo zurU hotA hai janma ke sAtha, ata pAtA hai mRtyu pr| janma prAraMbha hai dukha kA, mRtyu aMta hai| janma ko honA par3atA hai jyAdA darda bharA-vaha hai hii| aura nau mahInoM kI saMpUrNa vizrAMti ke bAda -koI ciMtA nahIM ' kucha karane ko nahIM, una nau mahInoM ke bAda vaha eka itanA acAnaka jhaTakA hotA hai bAhara pheMke jAne kA, ki phira kabhI itanA acAnaka jhaTakA na lagegA snAyutaMtra ko, kabhI bhI nahIM! hara dUsarA jhaTakA choTA hI hai| yadi tuma divAlie ho jAte ho to tumheM dhakkA lagegA, lekina isakA koI mukAbalA nahIM janma kI coTa ke saath| tumhArI patnI mara jAtI hai tuma dukhI hote, tuma cIkhate, tuma rote| lekina kevala samaya kI jarUrata hotI hai| ghAva bhara jAtA hai aura tuma kisI dUsarI strI ke pIche par3e hote ho! tumhArA baccA mara jAtA hai, tuma gaharI coTa anubhava karate ho, usa coTa kA kucha na kucha sadA maujUda rahegA tumhAre prANoM meN| lekina janma kI coTa kI tulanA meM to vaha kucha bhI nahIM hai, jaba ki tuma ukhar3a gae hote ho jamIna se| tuma isa ukhaDAva meM jAgarUka raha sakate ho, aura kevala tabhI vaha arthapUrNa hogA jisakI maiM bAta kara rahA huuN| isa bAta kA khaMDana kiyA jA sakatA hai bAharI khojoM dvaaraa| mere dekhe yaha bAta aprAsaMgika hai, kyoMki jo kucha maiM kaha rahA hUM, maiM kaha rahA hUM mere apane janma ke bAre meN| aura yadi
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________________ tuma sacamuca hI jAnanA cAhate ho, to svayaM ko taiyAra kara lo aura- aura jyAdA jAgarUka hone ke lie tAki jaba tuma isa bAra maro, to tuma maro pUrI jAgarUkatA shit| taba tuma apane Apa hI pUrI jAgarUkatA lie paidA hooge| yadi tuma behozI meM marate ho to tuma behoza hue hI paidA hote ho| jo kucha ghaTatA hai mRtyu meM vahI ghaTatA hai janma meM, kyoMki mRtyu aura kucha nahIM sivAya isa ora kI mRtyu ke -usa ora to vaha janma hai| yaha vahI dvAra hai| yadi tuma dvAra meM praveza karate ho hozapUrvaka, to tuma hozapUrvaka hI dvAra se bAhara Aoge, mRtyu dvAra ke isa ora kA bhAga hai, janma dvAra ke usa ora kA bhAga hai| pAMcavAM prazna: abhI-abhI pazcima ne bahuta-sI vidhiyAM khoja nikAlI haiM srota taka lauTane kii| ina vidhiyoM meM eka bAta samAna jAna par3atI hai ve svIkAra karate haiM ki koI vyakti svayaM hI ina saMghAtaka anubhavoM taka nahIM lauTa sakatA hai| mana bahuta hI ghanacakkarI hotA hai ahaMkAra bahuta jaTila hai isalie vizleSaNa khoja lie gae haiM. jinameM se kucha nAma hai- prAimala- thairepI phizara- hAphamaina aura ArikA ke karmoM ko sApha kara dene vAle upkrnn| AdhArabhUta mukhya bAta yaha jAna par3atI hai ki AdamI akelA hI isa yAtrA para nahIM calegA; dUsare kI jarUrata hai- samUha kI sakriya UrjA yA koI taTastha mArgadarzaka kyA atIta ke bAre meM itanA Atmasajaga ho jAnA jarUrI hotA hai? kyA yaha svayaM ghaTita nahIM ho jAtA jaise-jaise AdamI dhyAna meM jyAdA gahare utaratA hai? pahalI bAta; atIta meM jAne kI bilakula koI jarUrata nahIM hai| yadi tuma sacamuca hI dhyAna karate ho, to hara cIja apane Apa hI ghaTita ho jAtI hai| lekina yadi tumhArA dhyAna ThIka se nahIM cala rahA hotA, taba atIta meM utara jAnA eka bar3I madada bana sakatA hai| isalie atIta meM cale jAnA koI parama AvazyakatA nahIM hai| yadi tumhArA dhyAna ThIka jama rahA hai, to bhUla jAnA isa bAre meN| yadi tumhArA dhyAna ThIka nahIM cala rahA hai kevala tabhI yaha bAta mahatvapUrNa ho jAtI hai| taba yaha eka bar3I madada de sakatI hai| taba yaha sulajhA degI dhyAna kI kaThinAiyoM ko, lekina yaha eka doyama, eka pUraka ghaTanA hotI hai| prati-prasava, atIta meM jAnA eka paripUraka vidhi hai dhyAna kii| pahale to karanA dhyAna, yadi vaha kAma kara jAe, to bhUla jAnA atIta ko, atIta meM jAne kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| yadi tuma anubhava karate ho
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________________ ki dhyAna kArya nahIM kara rahA hai, koI cIja phira-phira A banatI hai baMda kalI kI bhAti, gatirodha ghaTatA hai, koI bar3A patthara A jamatA hai, aura tuma bar3ha nahIM sakate, isakA artha hotA hai tumhArA atIta - / bahuta bojhila hai tumheM jarUrata par3egI prati prasava kI tumheM jarUrata hogI atIta meM jAne kI aura sAtha hI sAtha dhyAna karate rahane kii| yadi dhyAna ThIka kAma karatA hai, to usakA artha hotA hai ki tumhArA atIta bahuta bojhila nahIM; tumhAre pAsa atIta kI bAdhAeM nahIM kevala dhyAna hI kAma kara jaaegaa| lekina yadi patthara jame hI hote haiM aura dhyAna kAma nahIM kara rahA hotA hai, taba, madada ke rUpa meM, prati prasava adabhuta hai - atIta meM jAnA bahuta jabaradasta madada karatA hai| yaha tuma para nirbhara hai| pahale to kar3A parizrama karanA dhyAna para, hara prayAsa kara lenA ise jAnane kA ki yaha ghaTa sakatA hai yA nhiiN| yadi tuma anubhava karate ho ki yaha saMbhava nahIM, kucha nahIM ghaTa rahA hai, kevala tabhI vicAra karanA prati prasava kA yaha eka acchI vidhi hai, lekina doyama hai| yaha bahuta prAthamika cIja nahIM hai| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki yaha bilakula saca hai ki akele to tuma nahIM jA sakate, akele tuma vikasita nahIM ho skte| akele isameM lAkhoM janma laga jAeMge kisI khAsa niSkarSa taka pahuMcane meM, kisI khAsa astitva taka Ane meM, aura vaha bhI koI nizcita nhiiN| bahuta sAre kAraNoM se yaha bAta saMbhava nahIM, kyoMki jo kucha bhI tuma ho vaha eka baMda vyavasthA hai aura vyavasthA svAyattatApUrNa hai, apane meM paryApta hai| vaha apane se kAma karatI hai aura usakI bahuta gaharI jar3eM hotI haiM atIta meN| vyavasthA ekadama paryApta aura sakSama hai| vyavasthA se bAhara AnA karIba-karIba asaMbhava hai jaba taka ki koI tumhArI madada na kre| kisI bAharI tatva kI jarUrata hotI hai tumhAre pUre DhaMga ko tor3a dene ke lie tumheM jhaTakA dene ke lie tumheM nIMda se jagA dene ke lie| yaha to bilakula aisA hai jaise ki tuma soe hote - aura tuma soe rahe ho bahuta - bahuta janmoM se| kaise tuma svayaM ko jagA sakate ho? zuruAta karane ke lie bhI tumheM kama se kama thor3A bahuta to jAge hue rahanA hogA aura vaha thor3A-sA bhI jAgaraNa vahA hai nhiiN| tuma pUrI taraha soe ho; tuma behozI meM ho| kauna zurU karegA kArya? kaise jagAoge tuma svayaM ko? kisI kI jarUrata hotI hai, koI jo tumheM jhaTakA de sake behozI se bAhara lAne ko, jo bAhara Ane meM tumhArI madada kara ske| eka alArma ghar3I bhI madadagAra hogii| sAdhaka-samUha kI jarUrata hotI hai| kyoMki eka bAra tuma jagane lagate ho, to sArA atIta tumheM behoza avasthA taka lAne kI koziza karegA, kyoMki mana kama se kama pratirodha ke mArga kA anusaraNa karatA hai| tuma bAra-bAra so jaaoge| yA to kisI sadguru kI jarUrata hotI hai, jo tumheM madada de sake isase
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________________ bAhara Ane meM, yA phira khojiyoM ke samUha kI, yadi koI sadaguru upalabdha na ho to, tAki samUha ke loga eka-dUsare kI madada kara skeN| gurajiepha kahA karatA thA, 'yaha aisA hai jaise ki tuma jaMgala meM ho jaMgalI jAnavaroM se Dare hue, lekina tumhAre sAtha koI samUha hai| dasa loga maujUda haiM, to tuma eka cIja kara sakate jaba nau soe hote haiM, eka jAgatA rahatA hai| yadi jaMgalI jAnavaroM se, coroM yA DAkuoM se koI khatarA hotA hai, to vaha jagA detA hai dUsaroM ko| yadi vaha anubhava karatA hai ki vaha so rahA hai, to vaha jagA detA hai dUsaroM ko| lekina eka kA hoza kAyama rahatA hai-vahI bAta bana jAtI hai bcaav| yadi koI sadguru upalabdha hotA hai, yadi buddha upalabdha hote haiM taba to samUha meM kArya karane kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hotii| kyoMki vaha jAgatA rahatA hai caubIsoM ghNtte| yadi vaha maujUda na ho, to dUsarI saMbhAvanA hai -samUha meM kArya karane kii| kaI bAra koI A pahuMcatA hai halkI -sI jAgarUkatA taka, vaha madada kara sakatA hai| jisa samaya vaha sone lagatA hai, to koI dUsarA A pahuMcA hotA hai kucha jAgaraNa taka, vaha madada karatA hai, aura samUha madada karatA hai| yaha aisA hotA hai jaise ki tuma kaida meM ho, to akele tumhAre lie kaThina hogA bAhara AnA kyoMki bhArI paharA lagA huA hotA hai| lekina yadi sAre kaidI ikaTThe ho jAte haiM aura bAhara Ane kA ikaTThA prayAsa karate haiM, to paharedAra zAyada paryApta na ho paaeN| lekina yadi tuma kisI usa vyakti ko jAnate ho jo bAhara hai, kaida se bAhara hai aura koI madada kara sakatA hai, to sAmUhika prayAsa kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| vaha koI jo bAhara hai, sthitiyAM nirmita kara sakatA hai : vaha pheMka sakatA hai sIDI; vaha paharedAra ko rizvata de sakatA hai; vaha paharedAra ko behoza kara sakatA hai; vaha bAhara raha kara kucha kara sakatA hai, kyoMki vaha mukta hotA hai| vaha tarIke DhUMDha sakatA hai jisase ki tuma bAhara A sko| eka sadguru usa vyakti kI bhAMti hotA hai jo kaida se bAhara hai, usake pAsa kucha karane ke lie jyAdA svataMtratA hotI hai| bahuta sArI saMbhAvanAeM haiM aura usake lie sabhI khulI haiM kyoMki vaha mukta hai| yadi tumhArA usa guru ke sAtha koI saMparka nahIM jo ki mukta hai, kaida ke bAhara hai, taba kaidiyoM ke lie ekamAtra saMbhAvanA yahI hotI hai -samUha nirmita karane kii| isIlie pazcima meM bahuta prakAra ke samUha kArya kara rahe haiM ArikA ke, gurajiepha ke, aura kaiyoM ke smuuh| sAmUhika cetanA pazcima meM aura jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hotI jA rahI hai| yaha acchA hai, yaha behatara hai maharSi maheza yogI se, yaha behatara hai bAlayogezvara se, kyoMki ye guru nahIM haiN| samUha meM kArya karanA behatara hai, kyoMki jo AdamI kahatA hai ki vaha bAhara ho cukA, vaha bAhara nahIM hotA hai; vaha bhI bhItara hotA hai| jo AdamI kahatA hai ki usake saMparka bAhara haiM, usake koI saMparka nahIM hote haiM baahr| vaha to basa tumheM dhokhA de rahA hotA hai| pazcima meM kevala eka hI vyakti hai pUraba kA, aura vaha hai kRssnnmuurti| yadi tuma kRSNamUrti ke sAtha ho sakate ho to yaha bAta madada de sakatI hai, lekina kaThina hai unake sAtha honaa| ve logoM kI madada karane kI koziza aise apratyakSa rUpa se karate rahe haiM ki jina logoM ko madada
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________________ milI hai ve bhI kabhI na jAna pAeMge ki ve madada karate rahe haiN| isa bAta ne to musIbata khar3I kara dI hai anyathA, pazcima ke sAre tathAkathita guru to mAtra vikretA haiM; unakI koI yogyatA nahIM hai| yadi tuma sadguru khoja sako, to vaha sabase acchA hai, kyoMki samUha meM bhI tuma kaidI hI rahoge, gaharI nIMda meM par3e hue| tuma kara sakate ho koziza, lekina isameM laMbA samaya lgegaa| yA yaha bAta bilakula hI saphala na hogI, kyoMki tuma sabhI kI vahI kSamatA hogI, usI dharAtala kI cetanA hogii| udAharaNa ke lie 'ArikA' ke loga eka sAtha kAma karate hue usI cetanA-tala ke loga haiM, aMdhere meM TaTola rahe haiN| zAyada kucha ho jAe, zAyada kucha na ho eka bAta to nizcita hai, aura vaha hai ki kucha bhI nizcita nahIM / mAtra saMbhAvanA hotI hai| gurajiepha maujUda nahIM aura gurajiepha ke sAre samUha gurajiepha se jyAdA to oNspeMskI kI kitAboM dvArA prabhAvita haiN| vastutaH sAre samUha oNspeMskI ke samUha haiM; ve ThIka gurajiepha ke kI taraha nahIM haiN| kucha jyAdA kI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| tuma bAta kara sakate ho siddhAMtoM kI, tuma eka dUsare ko samajhA sakate ho| lekina yadi tuma cetanA ke usI dharAtala se saMbaMdhita hote ho, to jyAdA bAtacIta, jyAdA bahasa, jyAdA jJAna ghaTegA lekina bodha nahIM, jAgaraNa nhiiN| jaba gurajiepha maujUda thA to bilakula hI alaga thI bAta - sadguru maujUda thaa| vaha tumheM kaida se bAhara lA sakatA thaa| samUha - pahalI bAta hai guru ko khoja lenA jo ki tumhArI madada kara sakatA ho| yadi guru ko khojanA asaMbhava hai, to samUha kA nirmANa kara lenA aura sAmUhika prayAsa karanA / akele kI to alpatama saMbhAvanA hai| ye tIna DhaMga haiM tuma kAma karate ho akele, tuma kAma karate ho samUha ke sAtha yA tuma kAma karate ho guru ke saath| zreSTha to hai guru ke sAtha kAma karanA, isase kama zreSTha bAta hai samUha ke sAtha kAma karanA, tIsarI hai akele kI bAta ve loga bhI jinhoMne akele pAyA hai parama satya ko bahuta janmoM se kArya karate rahe haiM guruoM ke sAtha aura samUha ke sAtha isalie mata dhokhA khAnA UparI DhaMga se| kRSNamUrti bhI kahe cale jAte haiM ki akele tuma pA sakate ho| aisA isalie kyoMki unakI vidhi eka apratyakSa vidhi hai| ve tumheM na jAnane deMge ki ve madada kara rahe haiM, aura ve tumase nahIM kaheMge, mujhe samarpaNa kara do|' pazcima meM itanA jyAdA ahaMkAra hai aura ve sAre samaya kArya karate rahe haiM pazcima meN| ahaMkAra itanA jyAdA hai ki ve nahIM kaha sakate, mujhe samarpaNa kara do, jaisA ki kRSNa ne kahA arjuna se - 'hara cIja ko chor3a merI zaraNa Ao aura mujhe samarpaNa kara do|' arjuna eka alaga saMsAra kA thA, pUraba kA jo jAnatA hai ki samarpaNa kaise hotA hai, jo jAnatA hai ahaMkAra kI asuMdaratA ko aura samarpaNa 7 kI suMdaratA ko kRSNa kaha sakate the aisA binA unake kisI ahaMkAra ke aisA kathana bahuta ahaMkArayukta jAna par3atA hai Ao aura mujhe samarpaNa kara do|' lekina kRSNa ise sahaja rUpa se kaha sake, aura arjuna ne kabhI prazna nahIM uThAyA ki 'Apa kyoM kahate aisA? kyoM karUM maiM Apako samarpaNa? kauna hote ho Apa? pUraba meM samarpaNa svIkRta thA jAne hue mArga ke rUpa meM hara koI jAnatA thA, isI
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________________ samajha ke sAtha bar3A huA thA ki aMtataH vyakti ko guru ke pAsa samarpaNa karanA hI hotA hai| yaha bAta sIdhI-sApha thI, yaha anukUla baiThatI thii| kRSNamUrti ne kAma kiyA pazcima meN| ve svayaM vikasita hue guruoM ke dvaaraa| bahuta-bahuta gahana DhaMga se unheM madada milI guruoM se| guru jo deha meM the aura guru jo deha meM na the, sabhI ne madada kI unakI, unhoMne vikasita hone meM unakI madada kii| lekina phira unhoMne kArya kiyA pazcima meM aura ve jAna gae, jaise ki koI bhI jAna hI legA, ki pazcima samarpaNa karane ko taiyAra nhiiN| isalie ve kRSNa kI bhAMti nahIM kaha sakate, 'Ao aura mujhe samarpaNa kara do|' pazcimI ahaMkAra ke lie saba se acchA mArga hai yaha kahanA ki tuma apane se pA sakate ho| yahI hai upAya; guru ke pAsa samarpaNa karane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| yahI hai AdhAra tumheM AkarSita karane kA cha samarpaNa karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, tumhArA ahaMkAra girAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM, tuma basa tuma rho| yaha hai yukti aura loga phaMse isa yukti meN| unhoMne socA ki samarpaNa karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, ki ve svayaM jaise bane raha sakate haiM, ki dUsare se sIkhane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, kevala apanA prayAsa hI caahie| niraMtara kaI varSoM se ve jA rahe haiM kRSNamUrti ke paas| kisalie? sIkhane ko? yadi tuma akele ho sakate ho to kyoM jAte ho kRSNamUrti ke pAsa? eka bAra tumane suna liyA ki ve kahate haiM, 'akele tuma pA sakate ho' -to unakI bAta aMtima bana samApta ho jAnI cAhie tumhAre lie| lekina tumhAre lie to unakI bAta aMtima banI hI nhiiN| vastuta: anajAne meM hI tuma bana cuke hote ho eka anuyaayii| binA tumhAre jAne hI tuma phaMsa cuke ho| kahIM gahare meM, samarpaNa ghaTa gayA hai| vaha tumhArA bAharI ahaMkAra bacA rahe haiM tumheM gahare meM mAra dene ko| unakA DhaMga apratyakSa hai| lekina koI nahIM pAtA akele| kisI ne kabhI nahIM pAyA akele, kyoMki bahuta se janmoM taka isa para kArya karanA hotA hai-maiMne kAma kiyA guruoM ke sAtha, maiMne kAma kiyA sAdhaka -samUhoM ke sAtha; maiMne kAma kiyA akele, lekina maiM kahatA hUM tumase ki aMtima ghaTanA saMcita pariNAma hai| akele kAma karanA, sAdhaka-samUha ke sAtha kAma karanA, guruoM ke sAtha kAma karanA, yaha eka saMcita pariNAma lAtA hai| akele hone para jora mata denA, kyoMki vaha jora denA hI eka bAdhA bana jaaegaa| samUhoM ko khojo| aura yadi tuma guru khoja sako, to tuma dhanyabhAgI ho| vaha avasara cUkanA mt| chaThavAM prazna: kyA prati-prasava pIche jAne kI prakriyA phira se jIne kI bajAya anasIkhA karane kI ho sakatI hai?
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________________ padonoM eka hI haiM jaba tuma phira se jIte ho, to tuma anasIkhA kara dete ho| phira se jInA eka prakriyA hai bhulA dene kii| jo kucha tuma phira se jIte, tumhAre pAsa se gAyaba ho jAtA hai, vaha bhulAyA jA cukA hotA hai; vaha koI nizAna nahIM chor3atA, sleTa sApha ho jAtI hai| tuma ise anasIkhA karane kI prakriyA kaha sakate ho| yaha eka hI bAta hai| sAtavAM prazna: pataMjali ke anusAra yadi acchA aura burA svapnavata hotA hai to karma kA siddhAMta kaise astitva rakha sakatA hai? kyAki tama svapnoM meM vizvAsa rakhate ho, tuma vizvAsa karate ho ki ve saca haiN| karmoM kA astitva hotA hai tumhAre vizvAsa ke kaarnn| udAharaNa ke lie, rAta meM tumheM svapna AyA cha koI baiThA huA thA tumhAre zarIra para apane hAtha meM churA lie hue aura tumheM laga rahA thA ki tumheM mAra diyA gayA, aura tumane kitanI-kitanI koziza kI isa sthiti se baca nikalane kI, lekina aisA kaThina thaa| phira bhaya ke kAraNa hI tuma jAga ge| tuma jAnate ho aba ki yaha svapna thA, lekina zarIra abhI bhI thor3A kaMpatA rahatA hai; pasInA chUTa rahA hotA hai| tuma abhI bhI bhayabhIta hote ho aura tuma jAnate ho ki to kevala svapna thA, lekina tamhArA sAsa lenA abhI bhI sarala aura svAbhAvika nahIM hai| usameM kucha minaTa lgeNge| karA para! jAtA hai? dukhasvapna meM tumane mAna liyA thA ki vaha saca hai| jaba tuma mAna lete ho ki vaha saca hai, to vaha tumheM prabhAvita karatA hai vAstavikatA kI bhaaNti| karma svapna-sadRza hote haiN| tumane kisI kA khUna kara diyA tumhAre pichale janma meM, vaha bAta eka svapna hai, kyoMki pUraba meM sArA jIvana hI mAnA jAtA hai svapna kI bhAMti-acche, bare, sabhI svpn| lekina tuma to mAnate ho ki vaha saca thA, isalie tuma pAoge piidd'aa| yadi tuma bilakula abhI samajha te ho ki jo kacha ghaTita haA vaha saba sapanA thA, jo ghaTa rahA hai saba sapanA hai, aura jo saba ghaTane vAlA hai vaha sapanA hai, kevala tumhArI cetanA satya hai, hara cIja jo ghaTatI hai vaha sapanA hai, dekhanA sapanA hai, kevala draSTA hI saca hai, taba acAnaka sAre karma dhula jAte haiN| taba koI jarUrata nahIM rahatI pratiprasava kI prakriyA meM utarane kii| ve bilakula dhula hI jAte haiN| acAnaka tuma unase bAhara A jAte ho| yahI hai vedAMta kI vidhi, jisameM zaMkarAcArya jora dete haiM ki sArA jIvana hI eka svapna hai| Agraha isalie nahIM hai ki ve eka dArzanika haiM-ve nahIM haiM daarshnik| jaba ve kahate haiM ki saMsAra mAyA hai to
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________________ yaha bAta koI darzana kA siddhAMta nahIM hotI, yaha koI AdhyAtmika bAta nahIM hotii| yaha eka vidhi hai| yaha eka samajha hai| yadi tuma kisI cIja meM vizvAsa karate ho to vaha vAstavika bAta kI bhAMti tumheM prabhAvita karatI hai, tumhArA vizvAsa use banA detA hai vAstavika| yadi tuma mAnate ho ki vaha saca nahIM hai, to vaha tumheM prabhAvita nahIM kara sktii| udAharaNa ke lie tuma baiThe hote ho aMdhere kamare meM aura acAnaka tuma koI cIja dekhate ho kamare meN| tumheM lagatA hai vaha sAMpa hai- bhaya hotA hai, AtaMka hotA hai| tuma bijalI jalA dete ho, lekina vahAM to kucha bhI nahIM, mAtra eka Tukar3A hai akhabAra kA, jo ki hilA -thA havA se| aura tumheM lagA ki koI sAMpa cala rahA thaa| tumheM lagA ki vaha saca thA, aura tumhAre mAnane ne use saca banA diyA-utanA hI vAstavika jitanA koI vAstavika sAMpa hotA hai, aura tuma usake dvArA prabhAvita ho ge| isake ThIka viparIta avasthA ko soco, agalI rAta vahA sacamuca kA sAMpa hai aura tuma aMdhere meM baiThe hue ho| tuma dekhate ho kisI cIja ko calate hue aura tuma socate ho ki phira jarUra vaisA hI akhabAra kA pannA hogA, aura tuma bhayabhIta nahIM hote, tuma para asara nahIM hotaa| tuma baiThe hI rahate jaise ki isameM to kucha hai hI nhiiN| vAstavikatA tumheM prabhAvita nahIM krtii| savAla 'vAstavikatA' kA nahIM hai| vizvAsa use banA detA hai vAstavika, vizvAsa tumheM prabhAvita karatA hai| jitane jyAdA tuma sajaga hote ho, utanA jyAdA jAna par3egA jIvana svapna kI bhAMti, jaba koI cIja tumheM prabhAvita 'nahIM krtii| isalie kRSNa arjuna se kahate haiM gItA meM, 'tuma ciMtA mata karo, tuma maaro| yaha to saba svapna hai|' na bhayabhIta thA, kyoMki usane socA ki ye loga jo sAmane khaDe haiM zatra haiM, ve vAstavika haiN| unheM mAranA pApa hogA aura lAkhoM ko mAranA-kitanA jyAdA pApa car3hegA usa para! aura kaise vaha isakA saMtulana ThIka kara pAegA acchAI kara-kara ke? yaha to asaMbhava hogaa| usane kahA kRSNa se, 'maiM bhAga jAnA cAhatA hUM jaMgaloM meN| yaha lar3AI mere lie nahIM hai| yaha yuddha pApa se bahuta jyAdA bharA lagatA hai|' kRSNa jora dete hI gae, 'tuma ciMtA mata karo, koI maratA nahIM hai kyoMki AtmA anazvara hai| kevala zarIra maratA hai lekina zarIra to pahale se marA hotA hai, isalie bahuta jyAdA azAMta mata hoo| yaha saba svapna jaisA hai; aura yadi tuma ina logoM ko na bhI mAro, phira bhI ve mara hI jaaeNge| vastuta: unakI mRtyu kI ghar3I A pahuMcI hai aura tumheM to basa madada hI karanI hai ismeN| tuma nahIM mAra rahe ho unheN| tuma ise mAno svapna kI bhaaNti| tuma ise saca nahIM maano|' yahI hai vedAMta kA sArA dRssttikonn| vedAMta eka vidhi hai jisameM dhIre - dhIre tuma sajaga hote ho jIvana kI svapna jaisI guNavattA ke prti| eka bAra usa anubhUti ke sAtha tumhArA tAlamela baiTha jAtA hai to sAre karma samApta ho jAte haiN| jo kucha tumane kiyA, vaha koI artha nahIM bnaataa| yadi rAta meM tuma cora the yA khUnI, rAta tuma muni the, saMta the, to subaha kyA isase kucha aMtara par3egA? yA svapna yaha thA ki tuma pApI the; aura svapna yaha thA ki tuma puNyAtmA saMta the -kyA isase kucha aMtara par3egA? svapna to
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________________ sabhI svapna hote haiN| saMta yA pApI donoM svapna haiN| subaha donoM hI tirohita hote haiM, kahIM kho gae hote haiN| tuma acche svapna aura bure svapna ke bIca koI bheda nahIM kara sakate, kyoMki acchI hone yA burI hone ke lie cIja ke vAstavika hone kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| bheda kI koI AvazyakatA bhI nahIM yadi tuma jiMdagI ko dekha sakate ho, usa para dhyAna de sakate ho, use samajha sakate ho, aura jAna sakate ho ki yaha bar3A sapanA hai jo calatA calA jA rahA hai| kevala draSTA hI satya hotA hai, aura vaha saba jo dikhAI detA hai vaha svapna hai| acAnaka tuma sajaga ho jAte ho aura sArA saMsAra kho jAtA hai aisA nahIM hai ki tuma tirohita ho jAoge yA ki maiM tirohita ho jAUMgA, lekina vaha saMsAra jise tuma jAnate the, tirohita ho jAtA hai| eka bilakula hI alaga satya udaghaTita hotA hai| vaha satya hai brahma / Aja itanA hii| pravacana 39 - duHkha mukti - draSTA dRzya viyoga se yogasUtra: (sAdhanApAda) pariNAmatApasaMskAraduH khairguNavRttivirodhAcca / duHkhameva sarva vivekinaH 11 1511 vivekapUrNa vyakti jAnatA hai ki hara cIja duHkha kI aura le jAtI hai| parivartana ke kAraNa, ciMtA ke kAraNa, pichale anubhavoM ke kAraNa aura una dvaMdoM ke kAraNa jo tIna guNoM aura mana kI pA~ca vRtiyoM ke bIca meM A banate hai| heyaM duHkha mnaagtm|| 16 //
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________________ draSTA aura dRzya ke bIca kA saMbaMdha, jo ki duHkha banAtA hai, use tor3a denA hai| jIvana eka rahasya hai, aura jIvana ke bAre meM pahalI rahasyabharI bAta yaha hai ki tuma jIvita ho aura ho sakatA hai tumhAre pAsa jIvana bilakula hI na ho| kevala janma lenA hI paryApta nahIM hotA hai jIvana pAne ke lie janma lenA to mAtra eka avasara hotA hai tuma isakA upayoga kara sakate ho jIvana pAne meM, aura tuma ise cUka bhI sakate ho| taba tuma eka muradA jIvana jiioge| kevala bAharI taura se vaha jIvana jaisA jAna par3egA, lekina gahare tala para tumameM koI jIvaMta taraMga na hogii| jIvana arjita karanA par3atA hai, vyakti ko kArya karanA hotA hai usake lie vaha tumameM par3e bIja kI bhAMti hotA hai use jarUrata hai jyAdA prayAsa kI jamIna kI ThIka miTTI kI, dhyAna dene kI prema kI, jAgarUkatA kI kevala tabhI bIja prasphuTita hotA hai kevala tabhI saMbhAvanA hotI hai ki kisI dina vRkSa meM phala lageMge, kisI dina usameM phUla khileNge| jaba taka ki tuma pUre khilane kI avasthA taka nahIM pahuMca jAte, taba taka to tuma kahane bhara ko hI jIvita hote, lekina tumane kho diyA hotA hai avasara / jaba taka ki jIvana eka utsava nahIM bana jAtA, vaha jIvana hotA hI nahIM / AnaMda, nirvANa, saMbodhi jo kucha bhI tuma ise kahanA cAho vahI hai parama vikAsa yadi tuma dukhI rahate ho to tuma jIvita nahIM hote| vaha dukha hI dikhAtA hai ki tuma cUka gae ho kisI caraNa ko vaha dukha hI eka saMketa hai ki jIvana bhItara saMgharSa kara rahA hai visphoTita hone ke lie, lekina khola bahuta kaThora hai| bIja kA AvaraNa use bAhara nahIM Ane de rahA hotA; ahaMkAra bahuta jyAdA hotA hai aura dvAra baMda hote haiN| dukha aura kucha nahIM hai sivAya isa saMgharSa ke ki jIvana phUTa par3e lAkhoM raMgoM meM lAkhoM iMdradhanuSa meM, lAkhoM phUloM meM, lAkhoM-lAkhoM gItoM meM , dukha eka nakArAtmaka avasthA hai| vastutaH dukha aura kucha nahIM sivAya AnaMda ke abhAva ke| ise bahuta gahare meM samajha lenA hai, anyathA tuma to lar3ane lagoge dukha ke sAtha aura koI lar3a nahIM sakatA kisI abhAva ke sAtha, vaha hotA hai bilakula aMdhakAra kI bhAMti / tuma nahIM lar3a sakate aMdhakAra ke saath| yadi tuma lar3ate ho, to ekadama mUDha hI hote ho tuma jalA sakate ho dIyA aura aMdhakAra tirohita ho jAtA hai, lekina tuma lar3a nahIM sakate aMdhere se kisake sAtha lar3oge tuma? aMdhakAra astitvagata nahIM hotA, vaha hotA hI nhiiN| vaha koI aisI cIja nahIM ki jise tuma bAhara pheMka sako mAra sako, yA use parAjita kara sko| tuma aMdhakAra ke viSaya meM kucha nahIM kara skte| yadi tuma karate ho kucha to tumhArI apanI UrjAeM hI naSTa hoMgI aura aMdhakAra vahAM banA rahegA ThIka usI taraha, jyoM kA tyoM yadi tuma aMdhakAra ke viSaya meM kucha karanA cAhate ho, to tumheM kucha karanA hotA hai prakAza ke viSaya meM, aMdhakAra ke viSaya
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________________ meM to bilakula kucha bhI nhiiN| tumheM jalAnA par3atA hai dIyA, aura acAnaka kahIM koI aMdhakAra nahIM hotaa| dukha hai aMdhakAra kI bhAMti; vaha koI astitvagata bAta nhiiN| aura yadi tuma dukha se lar3anA zurU kara dete ho, to tuma lar3ate raha sakate ho dukha se, lekina aura jyAdA dukha nirmita hogaa| yaha to mAtra eka sUcanA hotI hai, eka svAbhAvika sUcanA tumhArI aMtasa-sattA ke viSaya meM ki jIvana abhI bhI saMgharSa kara rahA hai paidA hone ke lie| dIyA abhI prakAzita nahIM huA, isalie hai dukh| AnaMda kA abhAva hai dukha, aura kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai AnaMda ke viSaya meM, lekina dukha ke lie to kucha bhI nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| tuma dukhI hote ho aura tuma kauziza kie cale jAte ho use sulajhAne kii| yahAM, isa biMdu para, dhArmika aura adhArmika AdamI kA mArga alaga ho jAtA hai, ve alaga ho jAte haiN| adhArmika AdamI lar3ane lagatA hai dukha ke sAtha, aisI sthitiyAM banAne kI koziza karatA hai jinameM vaha dukhI nahIM hogA; dukha ko apanI najaroM se, dRSTi se kahIM dara dhakelane lagatA hai| dhArmika vyakti khojane lagatA hai AnaMda, khojanA zurU kara detA hai paramAnaMda ko, saccidAnaMda ko khojane lagatA hai -tuma kaha sakate ho ise prmaatmaa| adhArmika AdamI abhAva ke sAtha lar3atA hai, dhArmika AdamI lAne kI koziza karatA hai astitvagata ko-prakAza ko, AnaMda kI maujUdagI ko| ye mArga bilakula hI viparIta haiM, ve kahIM nahIM milte| eka sAtha mIloM taka samAnAMtara cala sakate haiM ve, lekina ve milate kahIM nhiiN| adhArmika AdamI ko usa jagaha taka vApasa AnA par3atA hai jahAM ye do mArga vibhakta hote haiM aura alaga hote haiN| use AnA hotA hai usa samajha taka ki aMdhakAra se lar3anA, dukha se lar3anA eka pAgalapana hai| bhUla jAo isa bAre meM aura isake viparIta prakAra ke lie kozi kro| eka bAra prakAza pahuMcatA hai, to tumheM kucha aura karane kI jarUrata nahIM hotI, dukha tirohita ho jAtA hai| jIvana hotA hai kevala eka saMbhAvanA ke rUpa meN| tumheM usa para kArya karanA par3atA hai, tumheM use le AnA hotA hai saccI astitvagata avasthA tk| koI jIvaMta utpanna nahIM hotA, kevala jIvaMta hone kI saMbhAvanA lie rahatA hai| koI utpanna nahIM hotA dRSTi sahita, kevala dekhane kI saMbhAvanA lie rahatA hai| jIsasa apane ziSyoM se kahate rahe, 'yadi tumhAre pAsa kAna haiM to suno! yadi tumhAre pAsa Akha hai to dekho|' ve ziSya tuma jaise hI the unake pAsa AMkheM thIM, unake pAsa kAna the| ve aMdhe yA bahare nahIM the| kyoM jIsasa kahate rahe ki yadi unakI AMkheM hotI to ve dekhate; vaha krAisTa ko dekhane kI kSamatA ke viSaya meM kaha rahe the; vaha krAisTa ko sunane kI sakSamatA kI bAta kaha rahe the| kaise tuma suna sakate ho krAisTa ko yadi tumane nahIM sunI hotI hai tumhArI apanI AMtarika AvAja? -asNbhv| kyoMki krAisTa aura kucha nahIM sivAya tumhArI AMtarika AvAja ke| kaise tuma dekha sakate ho krAisTa ko, yadi tuma svayaM ko nahIM dekha pAte ho? krAisTa tumhArI AtmA ke .apanI parama mahimA meM khilane ke, apanA parama vikAsa pAne ke sivAya kucha nhiiN|
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________________ tuma jIte ho eka bIja kI bhaati| kucha kAraNa hote haiM jinakI vajaha se vyakti bIja kI bhAMti jIe calA jAtA hai| aura ninyAnabe pratizata loga jIte haiM bIja kI bhaaNti| jarUra koI bAta hogI ismeN| bIja kI bhAMti jInA ArAmadeha lagatA hai| jIvana khataranAka jAna par3atA hai| bIja kI bhAMti bane rahane se, AdamI jyAdA surakSita anubhava karatA hai| usake cAroM ora surakSA hotI hai| bIja asurakSita nahIM hotA hai| eka bAra prasphuTita hotA hai vaha, to vaha bana jAtA hai asurkssit| usa para AkramaNa kiyA jA sakatA hai, vaha mArA jA sakatA hai -jAnavara haiM, bacce haiM, itane loga maujUda haiN| eka bAra bIja paudhe ke rUpa meM khila jAtA hai, to vaha ho jAtA hai kavacahIna, asaMrakSita; khatare zurU ho jAte haiN| jIvana eka bar3A sAhasa hai| bIja meM raha kara, bIja meM chipe raha kara tuma surakSita hote ho, bacAva meM hote ho, koI tumheM nahIM maaregaa| kaise tumheM mArA jA sakatA hai yadi tuma jIvita hI na ho to?- asNbhv| kevala jaba tuma jIvita hote ho, tabhI tuma mAre jA sakate ho| jitane jyAdA tuma jIvaMta hote, utane jyAdA tuma asurakSita hote| jitane jyAdA tuma jIvaMta hote, utane jyAdA khatare hote tumhAre aaspaas| eka saMpUrNatayA jIvaMta vyakti bar3e se bar3e khataroM meM jItA hai| isIlie loga bIja kI bhAMti jInA cAhate haiM-saMrakSita, surkssit| dhyAna rakhanA, jIvana kA asalI svabhAva hI hai asurkssaa| tuma surakSita jIvana nahIM pA sakate, tuma pA sakate kevala surakSita mRtyu| sAre bIme hote haiM mRtyu ke lie| jIvana kA koI bImA nahIM ho sktaa| sArI sunizcitatA hai bacAva ke lie, surakSA ke lie, baMda rahane ke lie| jIvana khataranAka hotA hai, lAkhoM khatare hote haiM aaspaas| isalie ninyAnabe pratizata loga bIja bane rahane ke pakSa meM hI nirNaya lete haiN| lekina kyA bacA rahe hote ho tuma? -bacAne ko kucha hai nhiiN| kyA surakSita rakha rahe ho tuma? -surakSita rakhane ko aMtata: kucha bhI nhiiN| bIja to utanA hI mata hai jitane ki rAste ke kaMkar3a -ptthr| aura yadi vaha bIja kI bhAMti hI banA rahatA hai to dukha AegA hii| dukha AegA kyoMki isa taraha kA hone meM usakI arthapUrNatA na thii| usakI niyati bIja hone kI na thI, balki usase bAhara A jAne kI thii| pakSI ko chor3anA par3atA hai aMDe ke khola ko aparisIma ke lie, khataranAka AkAza ke lie jahAM ki hara cIja saMbhava hotI hai| aura una tamAma saMbhAvanAoM sahita, mRtyu bhI hotI hai vhaaN| jIvana jokhama uThAtA hai mRtyu kaa| mRtyu jIvana ke viparIta nahIM hai, mRtyu hI vaha pRSThabhUmi hai jisameM jIvana khilatA hai| mRtyu jIvana ke viparIta nhiiN| vaha to hai blaikaborDa kI bhAMti hI jisa para tuma likhate ho sapheda khar3iyA se| tuma likha sakate ho sapheda dIvAra para, lekina taba zabda dikhAyI na pdd'eNge| blaikaborDa para, jo kucha bhI tuma sapheda se likhate ho, vaha dikhAyI par3atA hai| mRtyu hai blaikaborDa kI bhAMti : jIvana kI sapheda rekhAeM dikhAyI par3atI haiM usa para, vaha viparIta nahIM; vahI to hai pRsstthbhuumi|
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________________ ve loga jo ki jIvita rahanA cAhate haiM unheM eka cIja kA nirNaya lenA hai : unheM mRtyu ko svIkAra karane kI bAta kA nirNaya lenA hai| unheM na hI kevala svIkAra karanA hogA mRtyu ko, unheM to usakA svAgata karanA hai| hara kSaNa unheM taiyAra rahanA hogA usake lie| yadi tuma nahIM svIkAra karate mRtya ko, to tuma bilakula zurU se hI muradA bane rhoge| vahI hai bacAva kA ekamAtra rAstA-tuma bane rahoge biij| pakSI mara jAegA aMDe kI khola meM -bahuta-se pakSI mara jAte haiM aMDe kI khola meN| tuma ho yahAM pr| yadi tuma mujhase koI madada cAhate ho, to mujhe toDne do tumhArA kavaca, tumhArI surakSAeM, tumhAre baiMka khAte, tumhAre jIvana bIme, mujhe banAne do tumheM khule hue, asurkssit| surakSita to tuma rahoge kavaca meM, aura jaldI hI tuma eka sar3I huI cIja bana jaaoge| bAhara A jAo usse| kavaca hai tumhAre bacAva ke lie, tumheM mArane ke lie nhiiN| usakA uddezya yaha nahIM hai ki tumheM sadA khola meM hI rahanA caahie| acchI hotI hai yaha bAta-zurU meM yaha bacAva bhI karatI hai, jaba tuma bahuta sukomala hote ho bAhara Ane kI dRSTi se| lekina jaba tuma taiyAra hote ho taba tor3anA hI hotA hai khola ko| cAhe kitanI hI suvidhA meM aura kitane hI surakSita ho tuma, khola meM eka pala bhI aura bitAyA aura tumane kho dI saMbhAvanA, tuma kho doge avasara-jIvita hone kA aura AkAza meM ur3ane kaa| nissaMdeha khatare haiM, lekina khatare suMdara haiN| binA khataroM kA saMsAra asaMdara hogA, aura binA khataroM ke jiMdagI koI bahuta jIvaMta nahIM ho sakatI hai| isIlie gahare tala para hara puruSa aura hara strI meM khataroM ke bIca jIne kI eka aMtaHpreraNA hotI hai| vaha aMtaHpreraNA hai jIvana ke lie| isIlie tuma parvatoM para cale jAte, isIlie tuma nikala par3ate ajJAta yAtrA para, isIlie AdamI koziza karatA cAMda taka pahuMcane kI, isIlie koI koziza karatA evaresTa taka pahuMcane kI, aura koI cala par3atA samudrI yAtrA para kisI choTI-sI hAtha kI banI nAva meN| khatare ke lie eka gaharI aMtaHpreraNA hotI hai, vaha AMtarika preraNA hotI hai jIvana ke prti| mata mAranA usa AMtarika preraNA ko, anyathA tuma yahAM hooge aura jIvita na hooge| yadi tuma mujhe ThIka se samajho, to jaba maiM tumheM saMnyAsI banAtA hUM, jaba maiM saMnyAsa meM dIkSita karatA hUM tumheM; to maiM dIkSita karatA hUM asurakSA ke, binA khola ke jIvana meN| saMnyAsa hai khola se bAhara hone kI eka chalAMga, aura khola hai ahNkaar| ahaMkAra eka surakSA hai, tumhAre cAroM ora kI eka sUkSma dIvAra kI bhAti hai| isalie ahaMkAra itanA jyAdA kaMpita hotA hai| koI kahatA hai kucha yA ki koI kevala haMsa par3atA tuma para aura vaha yUM hI kisI kAraNa se haMsa detA hai aura tumheM coTa lagatI hai| tuma svayaM kA bacAva zurU kara dete ho, tuma lar3ane ko taiyAra ho jAte ho| jo kucha bhI khataranAka jAna par3atA hai usake sAtha lar3ane kI tatparatA hai ahNkaar| ahaMkAra eka niraMtara saMgharSa hai jIvana ke viruddha, kyoMki jIvana khataranAka hotA hai| jahAM kahIM jIvana prayatna karatA hai tumhAre pAsa pahuMcane kA, ahaMkAra vahAM eka caTTAna kI bhAti maujUda rahatA hai tumhArA bacAva karane ko| isa caTTAna ko pAra kara jAo, ahaMkAra ke isa kavaca ko tor3a DAlo, isake bAhara A jaao|
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________________ AkAza khataroM se bharA hai| maiM nahIM kahatA ki vahAM koI khatarA nahIM hai| maiM aisA kaha nahIM sakatA, khatarA to hai| khatare hI khatare haiN| lekina jIvana pallavita hotA hai khataroM meM, khatarA hI hai bhojn| khatarA jIvana ke viruddha nahIM; khatarA to asalI bhojana hai, asalI rakta hai, sahI AksIjana jIvana ke bane rahane ke lie| khatare meM jIyo yahI hai saMnyAsa kA arth| atIta tumhArA bacAva karatA hai, vaha jJAta hotA, pricit| tuma atIta ke sAtha eka ArAma anubhava karate ho| bhaviSya hotA hai apricit| ajJAta bhaviSya ke sAtha tuma parAyA, ajanabI anubhava karate ho| bhaviSya sadA hI dvAra para dastaka detA huA ajanabI hotA hai| tuma sadA dvAra khola denA bhaviSya ke lie| vastuta: tuma cAhate ho ki tumhArA bhaviSya bilakula tumhAre atIta kI bhAMti hI ho, eka dohraav| yaha hai bhy| aura dhyAna rakhanA, tuma sadA socate ho ki tuma bhayabhIta ho mRtyu se, lekina maiM kahatA hUM tumase, tuma bhayabhIta nahIM ho mRtyu se, tuma bhayabhIta ho jIvana se| mRtyu kA bhaya mUla rUpa se jIvana kA bhaya hai, kyoMki kevala jIvana hI mara sakatA hai| yadi tuma bhayabhIta ho mRtyu se, to tuma bhayabhIta hooge jIvana se| yadi tumheM bhaya hotA hai nIce girane kA, to tumheM bhaya hogA Upara car3hane kaa| kyoMki kevala vahI lahara jo car3hatI hai, giratI hai| yadi tumheM asvIkRta hone kA bhaya hotA hai to tuma bhayabhIta rahoge ki dUsare ke pAsa kaise jaaeN| yadi tumheM bhaya hotA hai asvIkRta hone kA, to tuma prema karane meM akSama ho jaaoge| mRtyu se bhayabhIta hokara, tuma jIvana ke prati akSama ho jAte ho| taba tuma basa jiMdA rahane bhara ko jiMdA rahate ho; aura kevala dukha, aMdhakAra aura kAlI rAta tumheM ghere rahatI hai| mAtra janma lenA hI paryApta nahIM hotA, Avazyaka nahIM hotaa| tumheM do bAra janma lenA hai| hiMduoM ke pAsa isake lie pyArA zabda hai ve ise kahate haiM dvija, do bAra janma lene vaalaa| pahalA janma, tumhAre mAtA-pitA davArA diyA gayA janma, mAtra eka saMbhAvanA hai| eka saMbhAvita ghaTanA hai, abhI vAstavika nahIM hai vh| dUsare janma kI AvazyakatA hai| yahI hai jise jIsasa kahate haiM punarjIvana, dusarA janma, jisameM tuma sAre DhAMce tor3a dete, sAre kavaca tor3a dete, sAre ahaMkAra, sAre atIta ko, paricita ko, jJAta ko tor3a dete aura tuma sarakate ajJAta meM, aparicita meM, khataroM se bhare hue astitva meN| hara kSaNa saMbhAvanA rahatI hai mRtyu kii| aura mRtyu kI saMbhAvanA ke sAtha hI hara kSaNa tuma bana jAte ho aura jyAdA jiivNt| vastuta: jIvana kabhI maratA nahIM hai, lekina yaha anubhava hotA hai usa vyakti ko jo jAnatA hai ki jIvana kyA hai| tumane kabhI bhI paryApta sAhasa ekatra nahIM kiyA hai khola se bAhara Ane kaa| kaise jAna sakate ho tuma ki jIvana kyA hai? aura kaise jAna sakate ho tuma ki jIvana mRtyu -vihIna hotA hai? tuma mara jAoge, jIvana kabhI nahIM mrtaa| tuma jIoge dukha meM kyoMki tuma nakAra dete ho jIvana koahaMkAra hai jIvana kA nkaar| ahaMkAra ko nakAra do aura jIvana ghaTegA tummeN| isalie sAre prajJAvAnoM kA jora rahA hai - jIsasa, buddha, mohammada, mahAvIra, jarathustra, lAotsu -ve sabhI jora dete haiM kevala eka
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________________ bAta para : ahaMkAra ko haTA do aura jIvana tumameM ghaTita hogA bahuta bar3e rUpa meN| lekina tuma to cipake rahate ho ahaMkAra se ahaMkAra se cipakane kA artha hai aMdhere se dukha se cipaka jAnA / ye sUtra suMdara haiM, inheM samajhane kI koziza karanA / vivekapUrNa vyakti jAnatA hai ki hara cIja kAraNa pichale anubhavoM ke kAraNa aura una ke bIca A banate haiM? dukha kI ora le jAtI hai- parivartana ke kAraNa ciMtA ke dvaMvoM ke kAraNa jo tIna guNoM aura mana kI pAMca vRttiyoM jIvana dukha hai jaisA ki tuma ise jAnate ho; jIvana AnaMdamaya hai jaisA ki maiM ise jAnatA huuN| taba to hama jarUra alaga- alaga cIjoM kI bAta kara rahe hoMge, kyoMki jIvana tumhAre lie dukha aura mere lie sukha 'kaise ho sakatA hai? to hama bAta nahIM kara rahe haiM kisI eka hI cIja kii| jaba tuma bAta karate ho jIvana kI, to tuma usa jIvana kI bAta karate ho jo bIja mAtra hai - jIvana jisakI kevala AzA hI hai; svapnoM aura kalpanAoM kA jIvana, vAstavika, prAmANika jIvana nahIM; tuma bAta kara rahe hote ho usa jIvana kI jo kevala AkAMkSA karatA hai lekina jAnatA kucha nahIM, jo kevala lalakatA hai lekina pahuMcatA kabhI nahIM; vaha jIvana jo niraMtara ghuTana anubhava kara rahA hotA hai, lekina socatA hai ki ghuTana suvidhA hai; vaha jIvana jo eka yAtanA bharA naraka hai, lekina sadA socatA hai ki isI naraka meM se kucha ghaTane vAlA hai - svarga paidA hone vAlA hai isa naraka meM se| kaise svarga utpanna ho sakatA hai naraka meM se? kaise AnaMda upaja sakatA hai tumhArI pIr3AoM se? nahIM, tumhAre pIr3ita jIvana se aura aura pIr3AeM hI paidA hoNgii| eka baccA utanA dukhI nahIM hotA, jitanA ki koI vRddha vyakti hotA hai| honA to ThIka ulaTA cAhie, kyoMki vRddha ne to jIvana itanA jyAdA jI liyA hotA hai| vaha pahuMca hI rahA hotA hai zikhara ke nikaTa anubhavoM kA zikhara, khile hue phuul| lekina vaha kahIM se bhI nikaTa nahIM hotA isake ekadama isake viparIta, jIvana car3hatI huI lahara nahIM rahA hotA, vaha nahIM pahuMcA hai kisI svarga tk| balki vaha utara gayA hai kahIM adhika gahare aura gahare naraka meN| vRddha se to jyAdA svargIya jAna par3atA hai koI bAlaka / vRddha ko to bananA cAhie eka purAnA vRkSa, eka vizAla vRkSa; lekina vaha nahIM bntaa| vaha pahuMca cukA hotA hai naraka ke jyAdA aMdhere kSetroM meM yaha aise hotA hai jaise ki jIvana eka giratI huI ghaTanA ho na ki car3hatI huI, jaise ki tuma gira rahe ho aura aura aMdhere kSetroM meM, nahIM uTha rahe sUrya kI or| - kyA ghaTatA hai vRddha ko? eka baccA dukhI hotA hai, eka vRddha bhI dukhI hotA hai| ve donoM eka hI mArga para hote haiN| bacce ne to basa zurU hI kI hai yAtrA aura vRddha ne saMcita kara liyA hai sArI yAtrA ke sAre dukhoM ko|
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________________ naraka meM se svarga nahIM janmatA / yadi tuma Aja dukhI ho, to tuma kaise socate ho ki kala sukhI aura AnaMdapUrNa ho sakatA hai? kala tumase hI AegA aura kahA se A sakatA hai vaha gura kala kisI AkAza meM se nahIM AtA, tumhArA kala AtA hai tumase hii| tumhAre sAre bIte hue kala eka sAtha mila kara, Aja ko milA kara hone vAlA hai tumhArA Ane vAlA kala yaha to sIdhA-sApha gaNita hai. Aja tuma dukhI aura pIr3ita ho; to kaise, yaha kaise saMbhava hai ki kala sukha aura AnaMdapUrNatA kI hogI? asaMbhava bAta hai| jaba taka tuma mara nahIM jAte, aisA asaMbhava hai| kyoMki tumhArI mRtyu ke sAtha sAre bIte kala mara jAte haiN| taba yaha bAta tumhAre dukhoM se na AyI hogI; taba yaha eka tAjI ghaTanA hogI, koI aisI bAta jo ki pahalI bAra ghaTatI hai taba yaha tumhAre mana se nahIM AegI, yaha AegI tumhArI aMtasa sattA se tuma bana jAte ho davija, do bAra janmate ho| - dukha kI ghaTanA ko samajhane kI koziza karanA kyoM ho tuma itane dukhI? kauna sI cIja nirmita karatI hai itanA jyAdA dukha? maiM dhyAna se dekhatA hUM tumheM, maiM jhAMkatA hUM tumhAre bhItara, dukha ke Upara dukha hai, parta -dr-prt| yaha to sacamuca eka camatkAra hai ki kaise tuma jIe jA rahe ho| jarUra yahI bAta rahI hogI ki AzA anubhava se jyAdA majabUta hai svapna jyAdA zaktizAlI hai vAstavikatA se / anyathA, kaise jIe jA sakate the tuma? tumhAre pAsa jIne ko kucha nahIM sivAya isa AzA ke ki kala kisI na kisI taraha koI cIja ghaTita hogI jo hara cIja badala degii| Ane vAlA kala eka camatkAra hai - aura yahI bAta tuma soca rahe ho bahuta - bahuta janmoM se lAkhoM kala Ae, jo Aja bana gae, lekina AzA bacI rahatI hai| phira AzA jIe jAtI hai| tuma isalie nahIM jIte ki tumhAre pAsa jIvana hai, balki isalie ki tumhAre pAsa AzA hai| umara khayyAma kahIM kahatA hai ki usane bar3e vidvAnoM, dharmajJoM, paMDita-purohitoM, dArzanikoM se pUchA, kyoM AdamI jIe hI calA jAtA hai?' koI nahIM de sakA javAba / saba ne kaMdhe ucakA die, TAla gae bAta / kahatA hai umara khayyAma ki maiM bahutoM ke pAsa gayA jo apane jJAna ke lie vikhyAta the, lekina mujhe dvAra se vApasa hI lauTa AnA par3A thaa| taba nirAza hokara na jAnate hue ki kisase pUchanA hai, maiM eka rAta AkAza ko dekha-dekha khUba royaa| maiMne pUchA AkAza se, maiMne kahA AkAza se ki tuma to yahAM maujUda rahe ho! tumane dekhI haiM ve sArI pIr3AeM jinakA ki astitva rahA hai atIta meM, lAkhoM lAkhoM pIr3ita rahe haiM yhaaN| tuma jarUra jAnate hooge ki kyoM loga jIe hI cale jAte haiM!' vANI utarI A se, 'AzA ke kaarnn|' AzA hai tumhArA ekamAtra jIvana / AzA ke dhAge sahita tuma saha sakate ho sAre dukhoM ko| svarga ke eka sapane sahita hI tuma bhUla jAte ho tumhAre cAroM ora ke naraka ko| tuma jIte ho svapnoM meM, svapna jIvita rakhate haiM tumako yathArtha asuMdara hotA hai kyoM ghaTatA hai itanA jyAdA dukha aura tuma kyoM nahIM jAna sakate ki kyoM ghaTa rahA hotA hai vaha? tuma kyoM nahIM DhUMDha sakate usakA kAraNa ?
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________________ dukha kA kAraNa DhUMDhane ke lie, tumheM usase bacanA chor3anA hotA hai| koI cIja tuma kaise jAna sakate ho yadi tuma usase bacate rahate ho to? kaise jAna sakate ho tuma koI cIja yadi tuma baca kara nikala bhAgate ho? yadi tuma jAnanA cAhate ho koI cIja, to tumheM ekadama sAmane ho sAkSAtkAra karanA hotA hai usse| jaba kabhI tuma dukhI hote ho, tuma AzA karane lagate ho, Ane vAlA kala turaMta jyAdA mahatvapUrNa bana jAtA hai Aja se| yaha hotA hai baca niklnaa| tuma bhAge ho baca kara aura aba AzA kAma kara rahI hai naze kI bhaaNti| tuma dukhI ho, to tuma nazA karate ho aura tuma bhUla jAte ho| aba tuma naze meM madamasta hote ho, AzA ke naze meN| AzA jaisA koI nazA nahIM hai| kisI mArijuAnA, kisI ela esa DI kI koI tulanA hI nahIM isake saath| AzA eka parama ela esa DI hai| AzA ke kAraNa hI tuma saha sakate ho hara cIja, hara eka ciij| hajAroM naraka bhI kucha nhiiN| AzA kA yaha racanA -taMtra kaise kAma karatA hai? jaba kabhI tuma dukhI hote ho, udAsa, nirAza hote ho, to tuma turaMta bacanA cAhate ho isase, tuma ise bhulAne kI koziza karate ho| isI taraha calatI calI jAtI hai yaha baat| agalI bAra jaba tuma dukhI hoo -aura tumheM jyAdA pratIkSA nahIM karanI par3egI, jaise hI merA pravacana samApta hogA tuma ho jAoge vaise hI-taba bhAgane kI koziza mata krnaa| merA pravacana bhI zAyada eka bacAva kI bhAMti hI kArya kara rahA ho -tuma sunate ho mujhe, tuma bhUla jAte ho svayaM ko| tuma sunate ho mujhe, tumheM dhyAna denA par3atA hai merI ora, lekina tumhAre svayaM kI ora pITha mor3a lete ho tum| tuma bhUla jAte ho, tuma bhUla jAte ho ki tumhArI vAstavika sthiti kyA hai| maiM bAta karatA hUM AnaMda kI, AnaMdavibhoratA kii| vaha bAta satya hotI hai mere lie, lekina tumhAre lie vaha bana jAtI hai eka svpn| phira eka AzA bana jAtI hai ki yadi tuma dhyAna karo, yadi tuma isa para kAma karo, to aisA tumheM bhI ghttegaa| mata upayoga karanA isakA naze kI bhaaNti| tuma guru kA upayoga kara sakate ho naze kI bhAMti, aura tuma para asara ho sakatA hai| merA sArA prayAsa hai tumheM jyAdA jAgarUka banA dene kA, tAki jaba kabhI tuma dukha meM par3o to bhAgane kI koziza mata kro| AzA zatru hai| AzA mata karo, aura yathArtha se viparIta svapna mata dekho| yadi tuma udAsa ho, to udAsI hI hotI hai vaastviktaa| usI ke sAtha raho; usI ke sAtha raha kara, Age na bar3ha, usI para ekAgra ho jaao| sAmanA karo usakA, hone do use| usake viparIta mata jaanaa| zurU meM yaha eka bahuta kaDuA anubhava hogA, kyoMki jaba tuma sAmanA karate ho udAsI kA, to vaha tumheM ghera letI hai hara tarapha se| tuma bana jAte ho choTe -se dvIpa kI bhAMti aura udAsI hotI hai cAroM ora kA samudra-aura itanI bar3I lahareM hotI haiM udAsI kI! bhaya lagane lagatA hai, eka kaMpana mahasUsa ekadama aMtasa taka hii| kAMpo, bhayabhIta hoo| eka bAta mata karanA-bhAganA mt| aisA hone do| isameM gahare rUpa se utro| dekho, dhyAna do, mUlyAkana mata kro| tuma vaisA karate rahe lAkhoM janmoM se| kevala dekho, utaro usmeN| jaldI hI, kaDuA anubhava utanA kaDuA na rhegaa| jaldI hI, kaDuve sAkSAtkAra se udita ho jAtA hai sty| jaldI hI tuma gatimAna ho rahe hooge, jyAdA gahare aura gahare meM utarate hue aura tuma DhUMDha loge kAraNa, ki dukha kA kAraNa kyA hai, kyoM tuma itane dukhI ho|
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________________ kAraNa kahIM bAhara nahIM, vaha tumhAre bhItara hotA hai, tumhAre dukha meM chipA hotA hai| dukha hotA hai bilakula dhueM kI bhaaNti| kahIM tumhAre bhItara maujUda hotI hai aag| dhueM meM gahare utaranA tAki tuma DhUMDha sako Aga ko| koI nahIM lA sakatA akele dhueM ko bAhara kyoMki vaha to sAtha janmatA hai| lekina yadi tuma bAhara le Ate ho Aga to dhuMA apane se hI adRzya hotA hai| kAraNa DhUMDha lenA, pariNAma tirohita ho jAtA hai, kyoMki taba kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai| dhyAna rahe, kevala kAraNa ke sAtha hI kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai, pariNAma ke sAtha nhiiN| yadi tuma pariNAma ke sAtha lar3ate cale jAte ho, to vaha sArA saMgharSa vyartha hotA hai| yahI hai artha pataMjali kI prati-prasava vidhi kA kAraNa taka lauTa jAo, pariNAma meM utaro aura kAraNa taka pahuMca jaao| kAraNa vahIM kahIM hogA jruur| pariNAma hotA hai ThIka tumheM gherane vAle dhueM kI bhAMti hI, lekina eka bAra dhuA ghera letA hai tumheM, to tuma bhAga kara cale jAte ho AzA meN| tuma svapna dekhate ho una dinoM kA jaba koI dhuA na rhegaa| yaha bilakula mUr3hatA hai| na hI kevala mUr3hatA hai, balki AtmaghAtI bAta hai, kyoMki isI taraha to tuma cUka rahe ho kAraNa ko| pataMjali kahate haiM, 'vivekapUrNa vykti.....|' saMskRta meM zabda hai viveka-isakA artha hotA hai jAgarUkatA, isakA artha hotA hai hozapUrNatA, isakA artha hotA hai vivekapUrNa shkti| kyoMki jAgarUkatA ke davArA tama bheda kara sakate ho ki kauna cIja kyA hai kyA satya hai, kyA asatya; kyA pariNAma hai, kyA kaarnn| prajJAvAna vyakti, vivekazIla vyakti, jAgarUka vyakti jAna letA hai ki hara cIja le jAtI hai dukha kI or| jaise ki tuma ho, hara cIja le jAtI hai dukha kI or| aura yadi tuma bane rahate ho jaise tuma ho, to hara cIja le jAtI hI rahegI dukha kI or| yaha koI sthitiyoM ko hI badalane kI bAta nahIM hai, yaha tumhAre bhItara bahuta gaharAI taka utarI cIja kI bAta hai| tumhAre bhItara kI koI bAta AnaMda kI saMbhAvanA ko hI kuMThita kara detI hai| tumhAre bhItara kI koI cIja tumhArI AnaMdamaya avasthA taka khilane ke viruddha hotI hai| jAgA huA AdamI jAna letA hai ki hara cIja dukha kI ora le jAtI hai, hara ciij| tumane kara lI hotI hai hara bAta, lekina kyA tumane kabhI dhyAna diyA hai ki hara bAta dukha kI ora le jAtI hai? yadi tuma ghRNA karate ho, to vaha bAta le jAtI dukha taka; yadi tuma prema karate ho, to vaha bAta le jAtI dukha tk| jIvana meM koI tarkayukta DhaMga dikhAyI nahIM par3atA hai| vyakti ghaNA karatA hai, to yaha bAta le jAtI hai dukha kI or| sIdhA tarka to kahegA ki yadi ghaNA le jAtI hai dukha taka, taba prema ko to jarUra le jAnA cAhie sukha tk| phira tuma prema karate ho, aura prema bhI le jAtA hai dukha kI ora hii| kyA hai yaha saba? kyA jIvana bilakula hI atarksa aura betukA hai? kyA kahIM kucha tarkayukta nahIM hai? kyA yaha eka arAjakatA hai? tuma kara lete ho jo kucha bhI karanA cAhate ho, aura aMta meM calA AtA hai dukha hii| aisA mAlUma par3atA hai ki dukha eka rAjamArga hai aura hara mArga usa taka hI :
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________________ jahAM kahIM se bhI tuma prAraMbha karanA cAho, tuma kara sakate prAraMbha dAeM bAeM, yA madhya se, hiMdU musalamAna, IsAI, jaina, puruSa strI, jJAna - - ajJAna, prema - ghRNA - hara cIja pahuMcA detI dukha tk| yadi krodha meM hote ho, to vaha tumheM le jAtA hai dukha kI ora / yadi tuma krodhita nahIM hote, vaha bAta bhI le jAtI hai dukha kI or| aisA jAna par3atA hai ki dukha maujUda hotA hai aura jo kucha tuma karate ho vaha aprAsaMgika hotA hai| aMtataH tuma A pahuMcate ho usI tk| maiMne sunI hai eka kathA, aura mujhe sadA hI pyArI rahI hai yaha / eka manovizleSaka eka pAgalakhAnA dekhane gayA thaa| usane eka pAgala ke bAre meM pUchA suparinTeMDeMTa se jo ki cIkha rahA thA aura ro rahA thA aura paTaka rahA thA apanA sira dIvAra para usake hAtha meM kisI suMdara strI kI tasvIra thii| pUchA usa manovizleSaka ne 'kyA huA hai isa AdamI ko ? suparinTeMDeMTa ne kahA, 'yaha AdamI isa strI ko bahuta prema kara rahA thaa| yaha pAgala huA kyoMki vaha strI isase vivAha karane ko rAjI nahIM huii| isalie hI yaha pAgala ho gayA hai| ' tarkayukta, sIdhI-sApha baat| lekina usase agale kamare meM eka aura pAgala thA aura vaha bhI cIkha rahA thA aura ro rahA thA aura pITa rahA thA apanA sira usake hAtha meM usI strI kI tasvIra thI, aura vaha thUka rahA thA tasvIra para aura bole jA rahA thA azlIla shbd| pUchA manovizleSaka ne, 'kyA huA isa AdamI ko ? isake pAsa vahI tasvIra hai| bAta kyA hai? supariTeMDeMTa bolA, 'yaha AdamI bhI isa strI ke prema meM pAgala thA, aura vaha mAna gaI aura vivAha kara liyA isase / isalie yaha huA hai pAgala / ' strI asvIkAra karatI hai ki svIkAra isase kucha aMtara nahIM par3atA hai; tuma vivAha karo yA ki tuma vivAha na karo, isase kucha aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| maiMne garIba logoM ko dukhI hote dekhA hai, maiMne amIra logoM ko dukhI hote dekhA hai| maiMne asaphala logoM ko dukhI pAyA hai, jo saphala hue maiMne unheM dukhI pAyA hai| jo kucha bhI tuma karate ho, aMtataH tuma A pahuMcate ho lakSya taka ! aura vaha hai dukha / kyA hara rAstA naraka taka le jAtA hai? bAta kyA hotI hai? taba to kahIM koI vikalpa nahIM jAna par3atA / hAM, hara cIja le jAtI hai dukha meM yadi tuma vaise hI bane raho to maiM tumase kahUMgA dUsarI bAta yadi tuma badala jAte ho to hara cIja le jAtI hai svarga meN| yadi tuma vaise ke vaise hI bane rahate ho, to tumhIM rahate ho AdhAra, na ki jo tuma karate ho| jo tuma karate ho vaha to aprAsaMgika hotA hai| gaharAI meM tumhIM hote ho cAhe tuma ghRNA karo tumhIM karoge ghRNA, yA ki tuma prema karo tumhI karoge prema vaha tumhIM hote jo aMtataH dukha yA sukha kI, pIr3A yA AnaMda kI ghaTanA nirmita karate ho jaba taka ki tumhIM nahIM badala jAte ..... mAtra ghRNA se prema taka jAnA, isa strI se usa strI taka isa ghara se usa ghara taka jAnA - yaha bAta madada na degii| tuma samaya aura UrjA barabAda kara rahe hote ho| tumheM badalanA hotA hai svayaM ko kyoM hara cIja le jAtI hai| dukha mai?
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________________ pataMjali kahate haiM : 'vivekapUrNa vyakti jAnatA hai ki hara cIja dukha kI ora le jAtI hai -parivartana ke kAraNa, ciMtA ke kAraNa, pichale anubhavoM ke kaarnn..|' ye vacana samajha lene jaise haiN| jIvana meM hara cIja parivartita ho rahI hai| jIvana ke aise gatimaya pravAha meM tuma kisI cIja kI apekSA nahIM kara skte| yadi tuma apekSA karate ho to tuma dukhI hooge, kyoMki apekSAeM saMbhava hotI haiM eka nizcita aura cirasthAI saMsAra meN| badala nemaya pravAha jaise saMsAra meM, kinhIM apekSAoM kI saMbhAvanA nahIM hotI hai| tuma prema karate ho kisI strI se; vaha bahuta jyAdA prasanna jAna par3atI hai, lekina agalI subaha vaha nahIM rahatI vaisii| tumane use prema kiyA thA usakI prasannatA ke kAraNa, tumane use prema kiyA kyoMki usakI guNavattA thI prasannacita rahane kii| lekina agalI subaha vaha prasannatA miTa cukI hotI hai! vaha guNavattA maujUda na rahI aura vaha svayaM apane se ekadama viparIta ho cukI hai| vaha dukhI hotI, krodhita, udAsa, jhagaDAlu, kATa khAne ko Atura hotI hai -karoge kyA? tuma koI AzA nahIM rakha skte| hara cIja badalatI hai, hara cIja badalatI hai hara pl| tumhArI sArI apekSAeM tumheM le jAeMgI dukha meN| tuma vivAha karate ho eka suMdara strI se, lekina vaha bImAra par3a sakatI hai aura usakA sauMdarya miTa sakatA hai| cecaka kA prakopa ho sakatA hai aura ceharA bigar3a sakatA hai| to kyA karoge tuma? mullA nasaruddIna kI patnI ne eka bAra kahA usase, 'lagatA hai ki aba tuma mujhe prema nahIM krte| kyA tumheM yAda hai, yA kyA tuma bhUla cuke ho ki maulavI ke sAmane tumane vAyadA kiyA thA ki tuma hamezA mujhe pyAra karoge, tuma hamezA merA sAtha doge sukha meM aura dukha meM?' mullA nasaruddIna kahane lagA, 'hI, maiMne vAyadA kiyA thaa| maiMne bilakula kiyA thA vAyadA aura vaha khUba yAda hai mujhe : cAhe vaha sukha kI ghar3I ho yA dukha kI ghar3I ho, maiM sAtha rahUMgA tumhaare| lekina maiMne kabhI nahIM kahA thA maulavI se ki maiM tumheM prema karUMgA vRddhAvasthA meN| yaha bAta kabhI nahIM thI usa vAyade kA hissaa|' lekina vRddhAvasthA A jAtI hai; cIjeM badalatI haiN| eka suMdara ceharA asuMdara ho jAtA hai| eka sukhI AdamI dukhI ho jAtA hai| eka bahata komala vyakti bahata kaThora ho jAtA hai| ganaganAhaTa tirohita ho jAtI hai aura jhagar3Alu vRtti prakaTa hotI hai| jIvana pravAha hai aura hara cIja badalatI hai| kaise tuma apekSA kara sakate ho? tuma apekSA karate ho, to dukha A banatA hai| pataMjali kahate haiM, 'parivartana ke kAraNa?. dukha ghaTita hotA hai| yadi jIvana pUrI taraha jar3a hotA aura kahIM koI parivartana nahIM hotA, tuma prema karate kisI lar3akI se aura vaha lar3akI hamezA hI rahe solaha sAla kI, hamezA gunagunAtI rahe, hamezA khuza rahe aura AnaMdita rahe aura tuma bhI vaise hI raho, jar3a astitvanissaMdeha taba tuma vyakti na rahoge, jIvana jIvana nahIM hogaa| vaha jar3a patthara hogA, para kama se kama AzAeM - apekSAeM pUrI ho jaaeNgii| lekina eka kaThinAI hotI hai : isase eka Uba A banegI, aura vaha nirmita kara degI dukha ko| parivartana nahIM hogA, lekina taba Uba A bnegii|
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________________ yadi cIjeM nahIM badalatI haiM, to tuma Uba jAte ho| yadi patnI muskurAtI rahe aura muskurAtI rahe rojaroja to kucha dinoM bAda hI tuma thor3e ciMtita ho jAoge - kyA huA hai isa strI ko? kyA isakI muskAna asalI hai yA ki yaha kevala abhinaya hI kara rahI hai? abhinaya meM tuma muskurAte raha sakate ho| tuma mukha para aisA niyaMtraNa rakha sakate ho| maiMne dekhA hai logoM ko jo nIMda meM bhI muskurA rahe hote haiM; rAjanItijJa aura isI taraha ke kaI loga jinheM niraMtara hI muskurAnA par3atA hai| taba unake hoMTha eka sthAyI AkAra dhAraNa kara lete haiN| yadi tuma kaho unase ki muskurAe nahIM, to ve kucha nahIM kara skte| unheM muskurAnA hI par3egA, vaha bAta eka DhaMga bana cukI hotI hai lekina taba Uba A banatI hai, aura vaha Uba tumheM le jAegI dukha kI or| svarga meM hara cIja sthAyI hotI, koI cIja nahIM badalatI hara cIja vaisI banI rahatI hai jaisI ki hotI hai - hara cIja suMdara barTreDa rasala ne apanI AtmakathA meM likhA hai, 'maiM nahIM jAnA cAhUMgA kisI jannata meM ki kisI svarga meM, kyoMki vaha bAta bahuta jyAdA ubAU hogii|' hI, vaha bAta bahuta ubAU hogii| jarA soco to usa jagaha kI jahAM ki sAre paMDita purohita, paigaMbara, tIrthakara aura buddha - puruSa ekatrita ho gae hoM, aura kucha na badalatA ho, hara cIja nizcala banI rahatI ho koI gati na ho| yaha to raMgoM se sajAyI tasvIra mAlUma par3egI, jo ki vAstava meM jiMdA na ho| kitanI dera taka tuma jI sakate ho usameM? rasala ThIka kahatA hai, yadi yahI svarga hai, taba to naraka behatara hai kama se kama kucha parivartana to hogA vahAM / ' - naraka meM hara cIja badala rahI hotI hai, lekina taba kinhIM apekSAoM kI pUrti nahIM kI jA sakatI hai| yahI hai ar3acana mana ke sAtha yadi jIvana niraMtara gatimaya hotA hai, to apekSAoM kI pUrti nahIM ho sktii| yadi jIvana hotA hai eka nirdhArita ghaTanA, to apekSAeM pUrI ho sakatI thIM itanI jyAdA ki tuma , Uba mahasUsa karane lgte| taba kahIM koI rasa nahIM rhtaa| hara cIja dhuMdhalI par3a gayI hotI, kunakunI - koI saMvedanA nahIM, koI unmeSa nahIM, koI naI cIja nahIM ghtttii| isa jIvana meM jisameM ki tuma jI rahe ho, parivartana banA detA hai dukha, ciMtA / sadA ciMtA maujUda hotI hai, tumhAre bhItara, maiM kahatA hUM sadA hI / yadi tuma garIba ho, to ciMtA hotI hai dhana kaise pA leM? yadi tuma dhanavAna bana jAte, to ciMtA hotI hai ki kaise use banAe hI raheM jise ki prApta kiyA hai? sadA bhaya rahatA hai coroM kA, DAkuoM kA aura sarakAra kA jo ki eka saMgaThita DakaitI hotI hai| karoM kA bhaya hai aura kammunisTa sadA Ane Ane ko hI haiN| yadi tuma garIba hote ho to tumheM ciMtA hotI hai kaise pA leM dhana? yadi tuma pA lete ho to tumheM ciMtA hotI hai kaise use pAsa banAe rakheM jise ki tumane pAyA hai? lekina ciMtA to banI hI rahI hai| - abhI usa dina eka joDA AyA mere pAsa aura puruSa kahane lagA, 'yadi maiM strI ke sAtha hotA hUM to becainI hotI hai, kyoMki yaha bAta to niraMtara saMgharSa kI hotI hai| yadi maiM strI ke sAtha na rahUM, to yaha eka niraMtara becainI banI rahatI hai; maiM akelA ho jAtA huuN|' strI pAsa na ho to akelApana bana jAtA hai
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________________ eka phikr| strI pAsa meM ho to dUsare ke sAtha calI hI AtI haiM usakI apanI smsyaaeN| aura samasyAeM dugunI nahIM hotI jaba do vyakti milate haiM, ve to kaI gunA bar3ha jAtI haiN| puruSa akelA nahIM raha sakatA kyoMki vaha akelApana banA detA hai ciNtaa| puruSa strI ke sAtha nahIM raha sakatA kyoMki taba strI banA detI hai ciNtaa| yahI bAta satya hai strI ke lie bhii| ciMtA tumhAre jIvana kA eka DhaMga hI bana jAtI hai; jo kucha bhI ghaTatA hai, ciMtA to banI rahatI hai| pichale anubhava, saMskAra dukha nirmita karate haiN| kyoMki jaba kabhI tuma jIte pichale anubhava dvArA, yaha bAta tumameM eka lakIra khIMca detI hai| yadi koI anubhava bahuta -bahuta bAra doharAyA jAtA hai, to lakIra jyAdA aura jyAdA gaharI ho jAtI hai| taba yadi jIvana vibhinna anubhavoM, tarIkoM se gatimAna ho aura UrjA tumhAre pichale anubhavoM kI usa lIka meM na baha rahI ho to tuma adhUrApana anubhava karate ho| lekina yadi jIvana usI taraha banA rahatA hai, aura UrjA usI lIka meM se bahatI rahatI hai, taba tuma Uba anubhava karate ho, taba tumheM cAhie hotI hai uttejnaa| yadi uttejanA na ho, to tuma anubhava karate ho ki prayojana hI kyA hai jIe cale jAne kA? tuma roja -roja vahI bhojana nahIM khA skte| maiM khA sakatA hUM vahI bhojana, merI bAta chor3a do| tuma nahIM khA sakate eka hI prakAra kA bhojana hara roj| yadi tuma eka hI prakAra kI cIjeM khAte ho to tuma hatAza anubhava karate ho, kyoMki hara roja eka hI taraha ke bhojana se svAda, navInatA kho jAtI hai| yadi tuma hara roja badalate ho khAne kI cIjeM, yaha bAta bhI ciMtA aura musIbata khar3I kara degI, kyoMki zarIra bhojana ke sAtha anukUlita ho jAtA hai| aura yadi hara roja badalate ho use, to zarIra kA rasAyana badala jAtA hai aura zarIra asuvidhA anubhava karatA hai| zarIra suvidhA anubhava karatA hai yadi tuma eka hI taraha kA bhojana khAte raho, lekina taba mana nahIM anubhava karatA suvidhaapuurnn| yadi tuma jIte ho tumhArI pichalI AdatoM ke dvArA to zarIra sadA anubhava karegA suvidhApUrNa, kyoMki zarIra eka yaMtra hai, vaha nae ke lie utsuka nhiiN| vaha to basa vahI bAteM cAhatA hai| zarIra ko cAhie eka hI dincryaa| mana sadA cAhatA hai parivartana, kyoMki mana svayaM hI eka gatimaya ghaTanA hai| pala bhara ke lie bhI mana vahI nahIM rahatA, vaha badalatA hI jAtA hai| maiMne sunA hai lArDa bAyarana ke bAre meM ki usakA sAtha kaI sau striyoM se rhaa| kama se kama sATha striyoM kI jAnakArI to pakkI hai, pramANa maujUda haiM ki usane prema kiyA sATha striyoM se| vaha bahuta samaya taka nahIM jIyA, to vaha jarUra hara tIsare dina badalatA rahA hogA striyaaN| lekina eka strI kI pakar3a meM vaha A hI gayA aura usa strI ne use majabUra kara diyA thA apane se vivAha karane ko| vaha samarpita nahIM haI jaba taka ki usane vivAha na kara liyA usse| usane apane zarIra ko chane nahIM diyA jaba taka ki usane vivAha nahIM kara liyA usse| vaha jAnatI thI ki usakA prema -saMbaMdha rahA hai bahuta -sI striyoM se| aura eka bAra vaha prema kara letA hai kisI strI se, to basa bilakula bhUla hI jAtA usa strI ko - khatma ho jAtI baat| vaha mana thA eka kalpanAzIla bhAvuka kavi kA, aura kavi bhI vizvasanIya nahIM
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________________ hote| ve ho nahIM sakate ve jIte haiM mana ke saath| unakA mana pravAha bharA hotA hai, unakI kavitA kI bhaaNti| vaha eka taraMgAyita ghaTanA hai| usa strI ne jora diyA, vaha jiddI thI, to bAyarana ko jhukanA hI par3A, use vivAha karanA par3A usse| vaha bahuta AkarSaka ho gayI usake lie kyoMki usane samarpaNa nahIM kiyaa| yaha bAta to usake ahaMkAra kA prazna bana gyii| jaise hI ve bAhara A rahe the carca se, to carca ke ghaMTe abhI bhI baja rahe the, aura mehamAna vidA le rahe the| ve carca kI sIr3hiyoM para hI the aura bAyarana ne thAmA haA thA usa strI kA hAtha, navavivAhitA strI kaa| abhI to usase saMbhoga bhI na kiyA thA usane aura acAnaka use dikha gaI sar3aka para jAtI dUsarI strii| jisa strI kA hAtha thAme hue thA usa strI ko to bilakula bhUla hI gayA vaha, aura usane kahA strI se, 'yaha bAta adabhuta hai, lekina pala bhara ko jaba maiMne usa strI ko jAte hue dekhA, maiM to bilakula hI bhUla gayA tumheM, merA vivAha aura hara ciij| tumhArA hAtha nahIM rahA mere hAtha meM; mujhe kucha patA nahIM thaa|' strI ne bhI dekhA thA yaha saba; tuma nahIM dhokhA de sakate strI ko| isase pahale ki tuma dekho bhI kisI dUsarI strI kI ora, ve jAna letI haiN| tumhAre mana mai eka vicAra kI phar3aphar3AhaTa hI uThatI aura ve patA lagA letI haiM uskaa| ve bar3I pahacAna karane vAlI hotI haiM, jhUTha ko khoja lene 'vaalii| usa strI ne bhI bAta jAna lI thI, aura vaha bolI, 'mujhe patA thaa|' yaha hotA hai mn| usakA rasa aba samApta ho gayA usa strI meN| vivAha huA aura bAta khatma ho gayI, prApti aura smaapti| aba koI Aveza na rhaa| aba usa para adhikAra ho gayA, vaha saMpatti koI cunautI na rhii| aba cunautI banA detI hai utsukatA, kyoMki tumheM saMgharSa karanA par3atA hai tumhAre prayojana ke lie| phira jaba tuma pA lete ho, adhikAra jamA lete ho, to vaha bAta banA detI hai eka dUsarI hI ciMtA. yaha ciMtA ki tumhAre lie samApti huii| sArI bAta hI aba vaha na rhii| vaha pahale se hI Uba dene vAlI hai, pahale se hI marI huI hai| becainI sadA banI rahatI hai kyoMki jisa DhaMga se tuma jIte ho, vaha banA hI detA hai becainii| tuma saMtuSTa nahIM ho skte| pichale anubhavoM dvArA, saMskAroM dvArA tumhArA tAla-mela baiTha jAtA hai kisI bhI vizeSa ghaTanA ke sAtha aura taba mana kahatA ki uttejanA cAhie, parivartana caahie| taba sArA zarIra azAMta ho jaataa| to yaha bAta bhI becainI banAtI hai| .......aura ve vaMdva jo tIna guNoM aura mana kI pAMca vRttiyoM ke bIca A banate haiN| to eka niraMtara saMgharSa maujUda rahatA hai mana kI vRttiyoM aura tIna guNoM ke bIca jinake lie hiMdU kahate ki ve tumhAre astitva ko banAte haiN| ve kahate haiM ki satva, rajasa aura tamasa ye tIna ghaTaka haiM mAnava ke vyaktitva ke| satva zuddhatama hai, zubhatA kA vAstavika mUla, zuddhatA kA, saMpUrNa satva kA, tumameM rahane vAlA pavitratama ttv| phira hai rajasa-UrjA, bala, zakti, sattA kA tatva, aura tamasa hai Alasya, akarmaNyatA aura karmahInatA kA ttv| ye tInoM saMghaTita karate haiM tumhArI sattA ko| aura aisA mAlUma
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________________ par3atA hai ki hiMduoM kI yaha bAta bar3I aMtardRSTi kI hai, kyoMki yahI tIna cIjeM haiM jinheM bhautika vaijJAnika kahate haiM padArtha kI ANavika UrjA ke ghaTaka cAhe nyUTrAna, lekina ye to kevala nAma ke bheda haiN| hiMdU ise kahate haiM ve ise kahate ho ilekTrAna, proTrAna aura - satva, rajasa aura tamasa / - vaijJAnika rAjI haiM ki padArtha ke bane rahane ke ke guNa caahie| hiMdU kahate haiM ki ye tIna vyaktitva ke lie, balki saMpUrNa astitva ke lie yA kisI bhI cIja ke bane rahane ke lie tIna prakAra guNa cAhie vyaktitva ke bane rahane ke lie; na kevala bane rahane ke lie| pataMjali kahate haiM ki ye tInoM eka dUsare ke viparIta hote haiM aura ye upadrava kI jar3a haiM aura tInoM hI maujUda hote haiM tumameM Alasya kA astitva hotA hai, varanA to tuma so hI na paao| jo loga anidrA se pIr3ita haiM ve pIr3ita haiM kyoMki tamasa guNa unameM paryApta mAtrA meM nahIM hotaa| isalie to TraikyilAijara madada karate haiM, kyoMki TraikyilAijara tamasa nirmita karane vAlA rasAyana hotA hai| vaha nirmita kara detA hai tumameM tamasa, Alasya yadi loga bahuta jyAdA rAjasI hote haiM, oja aura UrjA se hu bhare hote haiM, to ve nahIM so skte| isalie pazcima meM anidrA aba eka samasyA bana cukI hai| pazcima meM rajasa UrjA bahuta jyAdA hai| isIlie pazcima ne rAjya kiyA sAre saMsAra para iMglaiMDa jaisA choTA deza rAjya karatA rahA Adhe saMsAra pr| ve jarUra bahuta rAjasI rhe| sATha karor3a logoM kA bhArata jaisA deza aba daridra banA huA hai; itane sAre loga haiM jo kucha nahIM kara rahe haiN| ve aura - aura jyAdA bojha bana jAte haiN| ve koI mUlyavAna nahIM, ve deza ke lie bojha haiN| bahuta jyAdA hai tamasa, Alasya, akrmnnytaa| aura phira hai satva jo ki viparIta hai donoM ke| ye tIna tatva tumheM saMghaTita karate haiN| aura ve sabhI tIna vibhinna AyAmoM meM saraka rahe haiN| unakI jarUrata hai, una sabhI kI jarUrata hai unakI viparItatA meM hI kyoMki unake tanAva dvArA tuma jIte ho| yadi unakA tanAva kho jAe, yadi ve ho jAeM susaMgata, to mRtyu A jaae| hiMdU kahate haiM, jaba ye tIna tatva tanAva meM hote haiM, to astitva kA astitva rahatA hai, sRjana hotA hai; jaba ye tIna tatva eka svara meM hote haiM, astitva vighaTita ho jAtA hai, pralaya A jAtI, sRSTi kA nAza ho jAtA hai| tumhArI mRtyu aura kucha nahIM sivAya ina tInoM tatvoM ke tumhAre zarIra meM samasvaratA meM Ane ke - taba tuma mara jAte ho| yadi vaha tanAva hI na rahe, to kaise jI sakate ho tuma? yahI hai ar3acana binA ina tIna tanAvoM ke tuma jI nahIM sakate tuma mara jAoge! aura tuma jI nahIM sakate unake sAtha kyoMki ve viparIta haiM aura ve tumheM khIMcate haiM vibhinna dizAoM meM tumane bahuta bAra anubhava kiyA hogA tuma alaga- alaga dizAoM meM khIMce jA rahe ho| tumhArA eka hissA kahatA hai 'mahatvAkAMkSI bano'; dUsarA hissA kahatA hai, mahatvAkAMkSA ciMtA banA degii| isake viparIta, dhyAna karo. prArthanA karo, saMnyAsI ho jaao|' eka hissA kahatA hai ki pApa suMdara hotA hai, pApa kA AkarSaNa hai usameM eka cuMbakIya zakti hotI hai mauja manAo, kyoMki dera abera mRtyu to saba le legii| miTTI miTTI : - meM mila jAtI hai, aura kucha bacatA nhiiN| mauja kara lo isase pahale ki mRtyu saba chIna le / phlo mata / '
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________________ tumhArA eka hissA kahatA hai yaha bAta aura dUsarA hissA kahatA hai, 'mauta A rahI hai, hara cIja vyartha hai| sukha bhogane meM sAra kyA hai?' ye tumhAre eka hI hisse nahIM bola rahe hote| tumameM tIna hisse hote haiN| vastutaH tIna ahaMkAra hote haiM, tIna vyakti hote haiM tuma meN| / pataMjali kahate haiM jaise mahAvIra kahate hai - ki manuSya bahu - cittavAna hai| tumhArA eka mana nahIM, tIna mana hote haiM; aura tIna mana parivartanoM dvArA, sammizraNa dvArA tIna hajAra bana sakate haiN| tumhAre pAsa bahuta mana haiM; tuma ho bahucitavAna hara mana tumheM khIMca rahA hai kahIM aura hI tuma eka bhIr3a ho / nissaMdeha, kaise tuma AnaMdita ho sakate ho? tuma ho usa bailagAr3I kI bhAMti jise khIMcA jA rahA hai vibhinna dizAoM meM bahuta se bailoM dvArA eka jutA hai uttara meM, eka lagA huA hai pazcima meM aura eka sAtha-sAtha hI lagA huA hai dakSiNa meN| vaha bailagAr3I kahIM nahIM jA sktii| vaha bahuta zora paidA karegI, aura aMtataH Dhaha jAegI, lekina vaha pahuMca nahIM sakatI khiiN| isIlie tumhArA jIvana banA rahatA hai khAlI jiivn| ye tInoM tatva dvaMdva meM rahate haiM, aura phira mana kI vRtiyAM haiM ve dvaMdva meM rahatI haiM guNoM ke saath| udAharaNa ke lie, maiM jAnatA hUM eka AdamI ko jo ki bahuta susta hai aura vaha kahatA thA mujhase, yadi merI koI patnI na hotI, to maiM vizrAma krtaa| paryApta dhana thA mere pAsa, lekina patnI to mujhe majabUra hI karatI rahI kAma karane ke lie| usake lie vaha kabhI paryApta na huaa| phira patnI mara gaI to maiMne kahA usa AdamI se, 'tumheM to khuza honA caahie| tuma ro kyoM rahe ho? tuma khuza hoo| patnI kI bAta khatma huI tumhAre lie, aba tuma kara sakate ho vishraam|' lekina vaha ro rahA thA bacce kI bhAMti vaha kahane lagA, 'aba maiM akelA mahasUsa karatA huuN| aura vaha Adata bana cukI hai|' patniyAM aura pati bana jAte haiN| vaha kahane lagA, aba to vaha Adata bana cukI hai| aba maiM so nahIM sakatA bagaira strI ke|' maiMne kahA usase, 'aba mUr3ha mata bano! phira se vivAha karane kI koziza mata karanA kyoMki jIvana bhara tumane takalIpha pAyI, aura dUsarI strI phira eka strI hI hogI - vaha jabaradastI bAteM manavAkI tumase / phira tumhArA dhana paryApta na hogaa|' maiMne sunA hai eka bahuta dhanI vyakti raoNthasvAilDa ke bAre meN| kisI ne pUchA usase, 'kaise kamAyI Apa itanI jyAdA daulata? kaise kamA sake? kyA icchA rahI thI? kaise bane Apa itane mahatvAkAMkSI ?' vaha garIba AdamI ke rUpa meM utpanna huA thA aura phira vaha saMsAra kA saba se dhanavAna vyakti bana gyaa| usane batAyA, 'merI patnI ke kAraNa maiM koziza karatA rahA ki jitanA saMbhava ho utanA dhana kamAU kyoMki maiM jAnanA cAhatA thA ki merI patnI saMtuSTa ho sakatI thI yA nahIM meM asaphala huA vaha sadA aura jyAdA kI hI mAMga karatI rhii| hamAre bIca pratispardhA calatI thii| maiM koziza karatA rahA jyAdA se jyAdA kamAne kI, aura maiM dekhanA cAhatA thA vaha dina jaba vaha kahegI ki yaha to bahuta hai| usane kabhI nahIM kahA aisA - usa pratispardhA ke kAraNa maiM lagAtAra kamAtA rahA, pAgaloM kI bhAti kamAtA rahA lagAtAra / aba maiMne kamA liyA hai itanA jyAdA dhana ki maiM nahIM jAnatA ki kyA karUM isakA, lekina -
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________________ merI patnI abhI bhI saMtuSTa nahIM hai| yadi eka dina maiM cAhUM vizrAma karanA aura subaha jaldI na uThaM to vaha AtI hai aura kahatI hai ki bAta kyA hai? kyA Apa Aphisa nahIM jA rahe haiM!' maiMne kahA isa AdamI se, 'phira se jAla meM mata phNso| jiMdagI bhara to tumane ArAma karanA cAhA, aura abhI bhI hAlata vahI hai? AlasI AdamI ArAma karanA cAhatA hai, lekina jaba vaha rahatA hai patnI ke sAtha, to eka vRtti A jamatI hai mana meN| aba vaha strI usakI sattA kA anivArya hissA ho jAtI hai| vaha jI nahIM sakatA usake sAtha kyoMki vaha roja jhagar3A kara sakatI hai, lekina vaha bAta bhI Adata kA eka hissA bana jAtI hai| yadi koI aisA nahIM hotA jhagar3ane ke lie jaba ki vaha ghara AtA hai, to vaha anubhava nahIM kasega gharelU DhaMga kA sukha, cain| maiMne sunA hai ki mullA nasaruddIna gayA eka restarA meN| sevikA ne kahA, 'kyA cAhie Apako? maiM taiyAra hUM pUrA karane ko|' usa dina kA vaha pahalA grAhaka thA, aura vaha bAta bhArata kI thii| pahale grAhaka kA sammAna karanA hotA hai aura usakA svAgata karanA par3atA hai atithi kI bhAMti, kyoMki usase zuruAta hotI hai dina kii| mullA nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'mere sAtha gharelU DhaMga se vyavahAra kro| le Ao ciijeN|' sevikA ve cIjeM le AyI jinakA ArDara usane diyA thA : kaoNphI aura bhI kaI ciijeN| phira vaha pUchane lagI, 'kucha aura?' mullA nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'aba baiTho mere sAmane aura jarA ldd'oN-jhgdd'o| mujhe ghara kI yAda nahIM A rahI hai!' yadi patnI hara roja lar3atI bhI ho, to vaha Adata bana jAtI hai| tuma use khone kI bAta baradAzta nahIM kara sakate, tuma usakA abhAva mahasUsa karate ho| maiMne kahA usa AdamI se, 'aba phira ciMtA mata lo| yaha to kevala vRtti hai mana kI, eka aadt| tuma susta AdamI ho|' AlasI AdamI ke lie brahmacarya saba se uttama hai| unheM brahmacArI hI rahanA caahie| ve kara sakate hai ArAma, kara sakate haiM 'vizrAma, aura apane ko le kara jo kucha karanA cAhate haiM kara sakate haiN| ve apane mana kI kara sakate haiM aura parezAna karane ko koI maujUda nahIM hotaa| usane sunI merI baat| aisA kaThina thA, lekina usane merI bAta sunii| do varSa ke bAda, vaha nivRtta ho gayA naukarI se, to maiMne kahA, ' aba tumheM pUrI taraha caina hai, aba tuma ArAma kro| apane jIvana bhara tuma isI kI to socate rahe ho|' vaha kahane lagA, 'vaha to ThIka hai| lekina aba cAlIsa varSa kAma karane ke bAda yaha bAta to eka Adata bana gayI hai, aura maiM binA kucha kie nahIM raha sktaa|'
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________________ avakAza-prApta loga usase kucha jyAdA jaldI hI mara jAte haiM, jaba jisa samaya ki unheM vAstava meM maranA hotA-karIba dasa varSa jyAdA jaldI mara jAte haiN| yadi kisI AdamI ko maranA thA assI varSa kI Ayu meM to naukarI se rihA kara do use sAThaveM varSa para aura vaha mara jAegA sattara varSa kI Ayu meN| khAlI baiThe -baiThe karoge kyA? tuma dhIre - dhIre mara jAte ho| AdateM bana jAtI haiM aura mana dhAraNa kara letA hai vRttiyaaN| tuma susta hote ho lekina tumheM kAma karanA par3e to mana kI Adata hai kAma karane kii| aba tuma vizrAma nahIM kara skte| yadi tuma nivRtta bhI ho jAo, to tuma baiTha nahIM sakate, tuma dhyAna nahIM kara sakate, tuma ArAma nahIM kara sakate, tuma so nahIM skte| maiM dekhatA hUM ki sAdhAraNa dinoM kI apekSA loga chuTTiyoM meM jyAdA becaina hote haiN| itavAra eka kaThina dina hai, unheM patA nahIM hotA ki kyA karanA hai| kAma ke chaha dina ve pratIkSA kara rahe hote haiM itavAra kii| chaha dina taka ve AzA banAte haiM ki itavAra Ane vAlA hai. 'basa aura eka dina, aura itavAra A hI rahA hai, aura taba hama ArAma hI kreNge|' aura itavAra ko subaha se ve samajha nahIM pA rahe hote ki kareMge kyaa| pazcima meM, loga cale jAte haiM apanI ravivAra yA vIkaeNDa kI yAtrAoM para : ve jAte haiM samudra taTa kI ora yA parvatoM kI or| sAre deza meM eka pAgala har3abar3AhaTa hotI; hara koI bhAgA jA rahA hotA hai kahIM na khiiN| koI nahIM socatA ki hara koI jA rahA hai samudra-taTa para, to ve kahAM jA rahe haiM?-sArA zahara vahIM hogaa| behatara hotA yadi ve ghara para hI ruka gae hote| vaha bAta jyAdA samudra taTa jaisI hotii| tuma akele hote aura sArA zahara jA cukA hotaa| hara koI calA gayA hotA hai samudra ke kinaare| aura jyAdA durghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiM chuTTiyoM meM, loga jyAdA thake hue hote haiN| ve sau mIla jAte haiM aura sau mIla lagate haiM lauTane meM aura ve thaka jAte haiN| maiMne sunA hai, kahA jAtA hai ki ravivAra ke dina loga itanA thaka jAte haiM ki somavAra, maMgalavAra aura budhavAra-ina tInoM dinoM meM ve ArAma karate haiM aura utsAha ko phira se prANavAna banAte haiM, aura tIna dinoM taka ve pratIkSA karate haiM aura phira AzA karate haiM ravivAra kii| to jaba ravivAra AtA hai ve phira se thaka jAte haiM! loga ArAma nahIM kara sakate, kyoMki ArAma karane ke lie cAhie eka alaga dRssttikonn| yadi tuma AlasI ho, aura tuma kAma karate ho, to mana banA legA kucha na kuch| yadi tuma AlasI nahIM, taba bhI mana nirmita kara legA koI na koI baat| mana aura tumhAre guNa sadA vaMdva meM rheNge| pataMjali kahate haiM ki ye hI haiM kAraNa ki loga dukha meM par3e haiN| to karanA kyA hogA? kaise badala sakate ho tuma ina kAraNoM ko? ve to 0 hI haiM, unheM badalA nahIM jA sktaa| kevala tumheM badalA jA sakatA hai| bhaviSya ke dukha ko vinaSTa karanA hai|
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________________ mata socanA atIta ke bAre meN| atIta to khatma huA aura tuma use anakiyA nahIM kara skte| lekina bhaviSya ke dukha se bacA jA sakatA hai, usase bacanA hI hotA hai| kaise bacanA hogA usase? draSTA aura dRzya ke bIca kA saMbaMdha jo ki dukha banAtA hai use tor3a denA hai| tumheM sAkSI honA hogA tumhAre guNoM kA, svAbhAvika guNoM kA, mana kI vRttiyoM kA, mana kI hoziyAriyo kA, cAlabAjiyoM kA, mana ke phaMdoM kA, AdatoM kA, saMskAroM kA, atIta kA, badalatI sthitiyoM kA, apekSAoM kA tumheM sajaga rahanA hogA ina sabhI cIjoM ke prti| tumheM yAda rakhanI hai kevala eka bAta draSTA dRzya nahIM hai| jo kucha tuma dekha sakate ho, vaha tuma nahIM ho| yadi tuma dekha sakate ho tumhAre Alasya kI Adata, to tuma vaha nahIM hote| yadi tuma dekha sakate ho niraMtara kacha na kacha kie jAne kI tumhArI Adata, to tuma vaha nahIM hote| yadi tuma dekha sakate ho tamhArI pichalI saMskArabadadhatAeM to tuma ve baddhatAeM nahIM hote| draSTA nahIM hotA dRshy| tuma jAgarUkatA ho| aura jAgarUkatA usa saba se pare hotI hai, jise ki vaha dekha sakatI hai| draSTA pAra hotA hai dRzya ke| tuma iMdriyAtIta cetanA ho| yaha hotA hai viveka, yaha hotI hai jaagruuktaa| yahI to hai jise buddha upalabdha karate haiM aura niraMtara isI meM rahate haiN| ise niraMtara upalabdha karanA tumhAre lie saMbhava na hogA, lekina yadi kucha paloM ke lie bhI tuma draSTA taka uTha sako aura dRzya ke pAra ho sako, to acAnaka hI dukha tirohita ho jaaegaa| acAnaka bAdala na raheMge AkAza meM aura tuma pA sakate ho thor3I-sI jhalaka nIle AkAza kii| -vaha mukti pA sakate ho jise vaha detA hai aura pA sakate ho vaha AnaMda jo ki usake dvArA AtA hai| zurU meM, kevala kucha kSaNoM ke lie yaha saMbhava hogaa| lekina dhIre - dhIre, jaise -jaise tuma isameM vikasita hote ho, tuma ise anubhava karane lagate ho, tuma isakI AtmA ko hI AtmasAta karate ho, yaha bAta aura aura jyAdA maujUda hogii| eka dina AegA jaba acAnaka aura koI bAdala nahIM bacA rahatA, draSTA jA cukA hotA hai kahIM paar| isI taraha hI bacA jA sakatA hai bhaviSya ke dukha se| atIta meM tumane dukha bhogA, bhaviSya meM koI AvazyakatA nahIM dukha bhogane kii| yadi tuma dukha bhogate ho, to tuma hooge jimmedaar| aura yahI hai kuMjI, kuMjiyoM kI kuMjI sadA yAda rakhanA ki tuma saba se pare ho| yadi tuma dekha sakate ho tumhArA zarIra, to tuma zarIra nahIM hote| yadi tuma AMkheM baMda karo aura tuma dekha sako tumhAre vicAra to tuma vicAra nahIM rahate -kyoMki draSTA kaise ho sakatA hai dRzya? draSTA to sadA pare hotA hai, pAra hotA hai| draSTA hai sarvathA pare, saMpUrNatayA eka atikrmrnnaa|
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________________ Aja itanA hii| pravacana 40 - utsava kI kImiyA: virodhAbhAsoM kA saMgIta praznasAra: 1-mujhe apane ahaMkAra ke jhUThepana kA bodha ho rahA hai, isase mere sAre baMdhe-baMdhAe uttara aura sunazcita vyavasthAeM aura DhAMce bikhara rahe haiN| maiM mArgavihIna, dizAvihIna anubhava karatA hai| kyA karUM? 2-pazcima meM jahAM bahata-sI dhArmika dukAneM hai, vahAM ApakI bAta kahate samaya vyAvasAyikatA kA bodha glAni lAtA hai| isake lie kyA karU? 3-utsava kyA hai? kyA duHkha kA utsava manAnA saMbhava hotA hai? 4-Apa atyaMta virodhAbhAsI hai aura satata svayaM kA khaMDana karate hai| isase kyA samajha sIkhI jAe? pahalA prazna: jitanA jyAdA maiM dekhatA hUM svayaM ko utanA jyAdA maiM anubhava karatA hUM apane ahaMkAra ke jhUThepana ko| maiM svayaM ko hI ajanabI lagane lagA hUM aba nahIM jAnatA ki kyA jhUTha hai| yaha bAta mujhe eka becaina anubhUti ke bIca chor3a detI hai ki jIvana-mArga kI koI rUparekhAeM nahIM haiM jo ki mujhe lagatA thA pahale mere pAsa thiiN|
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________________ (sA hotA hai, aisA hogA hii| aura dhyAna rahe ki tumheM khuza honA cAhie ki aisA huA hai| yaha acchA lakSaNa hai| jaba koI calanA zurU karatA hai aMtaryAtrA para to hara cIja jAna par3atI hai sIdhI -sApha, baddhamUla, kyoMki ahaMkAra niyaMtraNa meM hotA hai aura ahaMkAra ke pAsa sArI rUparekhAeM hotI haiM, ahaMkAra ke pAsa sAre nakzo hote haiM, ahaMkAra mAlika hotA hai| jaba tuma kucha aura Age bar3hate ho isa yAtrA meM, to ahaMkAra vASpita hone lagatA hai, aura - aura jhUThA jAna par3ane lagatA hai, aura adhika dhokhA mAlUma par3ane lagatA hai, eka bhrm| tuma jAgane lagate ho svapna meM se, taba sAre nakze-DhAMce kho jAte haiN| aba vaha purAnA mAlika koI mAlika nahIM rahatA, aura nayA mAlika abhI taka AyA nahIM hotaa| eka ulajhana hotI hai, eka araajktaa| yaha eka acchA lakSaNa hotA AdhI yAtrA pUrI huI, lekina eka becaina anubhUti to A banegI, eka ghabar3AhaTa, kyoMki tuma khoyA huA anubhava karate ho, svayaM ke prati ajanabI, na jAnate hue ki tuma kauna ho| isase pahale, tuma jAnate the ki tuma kauna ho. tumhArA nAma, tumhArA rUpa, tumhArA patA, tumhArA baiMka -khAtA-hara cIja nizcita thI, isa taraha tuma the| tumhArA tAdAtmya thA ahaMkAra ke saath| aba ahaMkAra vilIna ho rahA hai, purAnA ghara gira rahA hai aura tuma nahIM jAnate? tuma kauna ho, tuma kahAM ho| hara cIja aMdhere meM ghirI hotI hai, dhuMdhalI hotI hai aura vaha purAnI sunizcitatA kho jAtI hai| yaha acchA hai kyoMki purAnI nizcitatA eka jhUThI nizcitatA thii| vastuta: vaha nizcitatA thI hI nhiiN| isake pIche gahare meM anizcitatA hI thii| isIlie, jaba ahaMkAra vilIna hotA hai, tuma anizcita anubhava karate ho| aba tumhAre astitva kI jyAdA gaharI parateM udaghATita ho jAtI haiM tumhAre sAmane -tuma ajanabI anubhava karate ho| tuma sadA ajanabI the| kevala ahaMkAra hI isa anubhUti ke dhokhe meM le gayA ki tuma jAnate the tuma kauna ho| svapna bahuta jyAdA thA, vaha ekadama satya jAna par3atA thaa| subaha jaba tuma svapna se jAga rahe hote ho, acAnaka, to tuma nahIM jAnate ki tuma kauna ho aura kahAM ho| kyA tumane isa anubhUti ko anubhava kiyA kisI subaha? -jaba acAnaka, tuma svapna se jAgate ho aura kucha paloM taka tuma nahIM jAnate ki tuma kahAM ho, tuma kauna ho aura kyA ho rahA hai? aisA hI hotA hai jaba koI ahaMkAra ke svapna se bAhara AtA hai| asavidhA, becainI, ukhaDAva mahasUsa hogA, lekina isase to praphullita honA caahie| yadi tuma isase dukhI ho jAte ho, to tuma unhIM purAne Dharse meM jA par3oge jahAM ki cIjeM nizcita thIM, jahAM hara cIja kA nakzA banA thA, khAkA khiMcA thA, jahAM ki pahacAnate the hara cIja, jahAM jIvana-mArga kI rUparekhAeM spaSTa thiiN| becainI girA do| yadi vaha ho bhI to usase jyAdA prabhAvita mata ho jaanaa| rahane do use, dhyAnapUrvaka dekho aura vaha bhI calI jaaegii| becainI jaldI hI tirohita ho jaaegii| vaha vahAM hotI hai nizcitatA kI
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________________ purAnI Adata hone se hii| tuma nahIM jAnate ki anizcita jagata meM kaise jIyA jAtA hai| tuma nahIM jAnate ki asurakSA meM kaise jIyA jAtA hai| becainI hotI hai purAnI surakSA ke kaarnn| vaha hotI hai kevala purAnI Adata, purAne prabhAva ke kaarnn| vaha calI jaaegii| tumheM basa pratIkSA karanI hai, dekhanA hai, ArAma karanA hai, aura prasannatA anubhava karanI hai ki kucha ghaTita huA hai| aura maiM kahatA hUM tumase--yaha acchA lakSaNa hai| bahuta lauTa gae isa sthala se, kevala phira se suvidhApUrNa hone ko-ArAma meM, sukha-caina meM hone ko hii| cUka gae haiM ve| bilakula karIba A hI rahe the maMjila ke, aura unhoMne pITha phera lii| vaisA mata karanAAge bddh'naa| anizcitatA acchI hotI hai, usameM kucha burA nahIM hai| tumhArA to kevala tAla-mela baiThanA hai, basa itanA hii| tumhArA tAla-mela baiTha jAtA hai ahaMkAra ke nizcita saMsAra ke sAtha, ahaMkAra kI surakSita duniyA ke saath| kitanA hI jhUTha kyoM na ho sataha para, hara cIja bilakula ThIka jAna par3atI hai jaisA ki use honA caahie| jarUrata hai ki anizcita astitva ke sAtha tumhArA tAlamela thor3A baiTha jaae| astitva anizcita hai, asurakSita hai, khataranAka hai| vaha eka pravAha hai -cIjeM saraka rahI haiM, badala rahI haiN| yaha eka aparicita saMsAra hai; paricaya pA lo uskaa| thor3A sAhasa rakho aura pIche mata dekho, Age dekho; aura jaldI hI anizcitatA svayaM sauMdarya bana jAegI, asurakSA suMdara ho utthegii| vastuta: kevala asurakSA hI suMdara hotI hai, kyoMki asurakSA hI jIvana hai| surakSA asuMdara hai, vaha eka hissA hai mRtyu kA-isIlie vaha surakSita hotI hai| binA kinhIM taiyAra nakzo ke jInA hI ekamAtra DhaMga hai jIne kaa| jaba tuma taiyAra nirdezoM ke sAtha jIte ho, to tuma jIte ho eka jhUThI jiNdgii| Adarza, mArga- nirdeza, anuzAsana-tuma lAda dete ho koI cIja apane jIvana para; tuma sAMce meM DhAla lete ho apanA jiivn| tuma use usa jaisA hone nahIM dete, tuma koziza karate ho usameM se kucha banA lene kii| mArga nirdezana kI taiyAra rUparekhAeM AkrAmaka hotI haiM, aura sAre Adarza asuMdara hote haiN| unase to tuma cUka jAoge svayaM ko| tuma kabhI upalabdha na hooge apane svarUpa ko| kucha ho jAnA vAstavika sattA nahIM hai| hone ke sAre DhaMga, aura kucha hone ke sAre prayAsa, koI cIja lAda deMge tuma pr| yaha eka AkrAmaka prayAsa hotA hai| tuma ho sakate ho saMta, lekina tumhAre saMtatva meM asauMdarya hogaa| maiM kahatA hUM tumase aura maiM jora detA hUM isa bAta para binA kinhIM nirdezoM ke jIvana jInA eka mAtra saMbhava saMtatva hai| phira tuma zAyada pApI ho jAo; para tumhAre pApI hone meM eka pavitratA hogI, eka saMtatva hogaa| jIvana pavitra hai. tumheM koI cIja usa para jabaradastI lAdane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, tumheM use gar3hane kI koI jarUrata nahIM; koI jarUrata nahIM ki tuma use koI DhAMcA do, koI anuzAsana do aura koI vyavasthA do| jIvana kI apanI vyavasthA hai, usakA apanA anuzAsana hai| tuma basa usake sAtha calo, tuma baho
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________________ usake sAtha, tuma nadI ko dhakelane kI koziza mata krnaa| nadI to baha rahI hai - tuma usake sAtha eka ho jAo aura nadI le jAtI hai tumheM sAgara taka yahI hotA hai eka saMnyAsI kA jIvana sahaja hone dene kA jIvana karane kA nhiiN| taba tumhArI aMtasasattA pahuMca jAtI hai, dhIre - dhIre, bAdaloM se Upara, bAdaloM aura aMtarvirodhoM ke pAra / acAnaka tuma mukta hote ho| jIvana kI avyavasthA meM, tuma pA lete ho eka nayI vyvsthaa| lekina vyavasthA kI guNavattA aba saMpUrNatayA alaga hotI hai| yaha koI tumhAre dvArA Aropita cIja nahIM hotI, yaha svayaM jIvana ke sAtha hI AtmIyatA se guMthI hotI hai| vRkSoM meM bhI eka vyavasthA hotI hai, nadiyoM meM bhI, parvatoM meM bhI, lekina ye vyavasthAeM ve nahIM jo naitikatAvAdiyoM dvArA, pyUriTansa dvArA, purohitoM dvArA Aropita hotI haiN| ve nahIM jAtIM kisI ke pAsa mArga nirdezana ke lie| vyavasthA aMtarnihita hotI hai; vaha svayaM jIvana meM hI hotI hai| eka bAra ahaMkAra vahAM nahIM rahatA yojanAeM banAne ko yahAM vahAM khIMcane dhakelane ko ki yaha karo aura vaha kro...| jaba tuma pUrI taraha ahaMkAra se mukta hote ho, to eka anuzAsana tumameM A jAtA hai- eka AtaMrika anushaasn| yaha akAraNa hotA hai, ahetuka hotA hai| yaha kisI cIja kI talAza nahIM hai, yaha to basa ghaTatA hai jaise ki tuma sAMsa lete ho, jaise ki jaba tumheM bhUkha anubhava hotI hai aura tuma kucha khA lete ho, jaise ki jaba tumheM nIMda Ane lagatI hai aura tuma bistara para cale jAte ho yaha AMtarika suvyavasthA hotI hai, eka aMtarnihita suvyvsthaa| vaha A banegI jaba tumhArA tAlamela baiTha jAtA hai asurakSA ke sAtha, jaba tumhArI susaMgati bana jAtI hai apane bhItara ke ajanabI ke sAtha, jaba tuma apane bhItara kI ajJAta sattA ke sAtha layabaddha ho jAte ho| --- jhena meM unake pAsa eka kathana hai, suMdaratama kathanoM meM se eka jaba koI vyakti rahatA hai saMsAra meM, to parvata parvata hote haiM, nadiyA nadiyAM hotI haiN| jaba koI vyakti dhyAna meM utaratA hai, taba parvata phira parvata nahIM rahate, nadiyAM nadiyAM nahIM rhtii| hara cIja eka bhrama aura eka avyavasthA hotI hai| lekina jaba koI vyakti upalabdha kara letA hai satorI ko, samAdhi ko, phira nadiyAM nadiyA hotI haiM aura parvata hote haiM parvata / tIna avasthAeM hotI haiM? pahalI meM tuma ahaMkAra ke prati sunizcita hote ho, tIsarI meM tuma nirahaMkAra avasthA meM paripUrNa nizcita hote ho| aura ina donoM ke bIca arAjakatA kI avasthA hai, jaba ahaMkAra kI nizcitatA tirohita ho gayI hai aura jIvana kI sunizcitatA abhI AyI nahIM yaha eka bahuta jyAdA saMbhAvanApUrNa ghar3I hotI hai, bahuta garbhita ghar3I hai 1 yadi tuma Dara jAte ho aura vApasa mur3a jAte ho, to tuma cUka jAoge saMbhAvanA ko / Age hai saccI nizcitatA / vaha saccI nizcitatA anizcitatA ke viparIta nahIM hai| Age hai saccI surakSA, , lekina vaha surakSA asurakSA ke viparIta nahIM hai| vaha surakSA itanI vizAla hotI hai ki vaha
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________________ asurakSA ko samAe rahatI hai svayaM ke bhItara hii| vaha itanI vizAla hotI hai ki vaha bhayabhIta nahIM hotI asurakSA se| vaha asurakSA ko sokha letI hai svayaM meM hI, vaha sArI viparIta bAtoM ko samAe rahatI hai| isalie koI use kaha sakatA hai asurakSA aura koI use kaha sakatA hai -surkssaa| vastuta: vaha inameM se kucha bhI nahIM, yA phira donoM hI hai| yadi tuma anubhava karate ho ki tuma svayaM ke lie ajanabI bana gae ho, to utsava manAo isakA, anugRhIta anubhava kro| bahuta virala, anUThI hotI hai yaha ghar3I, AnaMdita hoo isse| jitanA jyAdA tuma AnaMdita hote hoH, utanA jyAdA tuma pAoge ki nizcitatA tumhAre jyAdA nikaTa calI A rahI hai, aura - aura tejI se calI A rahI hai tumhArI or| yadi tuma utsava manA sako tumhAre ajanabIpana kA, tumhAre ukhaDAva kA, tumhArI gRhavihInatA kA, to acAnaka tuma pahuMca jAte ho ghara-tIsarI avasthA A gayI hotI hai| dUsarA prazna: AdhyAtmika viSayoM meM bhI pazcima bahuta atireka se pIr3ita jAna par3a rahA hai| bahuta se vibhinna mArga haiM yaha to aisA huA jaise ki sAmane cunane ko sau khAdya padArtha par3e hoM aura nirNaya ke lie koziza kI jAe ki unameM se kauna-sA prakAra sarvazreSTha hai| hama Apake bAre meM pazcima ko kaise batA sakate haiM binA aisA pratIta hae ki jaise Apa bhI bAjAra meM upalabdha eka aura kaoNrnaphleksa kA paikeTa hai? yaha saMsAra eka bAjAra hai, aura isake bAjAra hone meM jarA bhI burAI nahIM hai| tuma bAjAra ke itanA virodha meM kyoM ho? bAjAra to suMdara hotA hai| tuma nikala sakate ho parvatoM kI ora vizrAma ke lie, lekina aMtataH tumheM lauTakara AnA hI par3atA hai bAjAra meN| bAjAra eka vAstavikatA hai| parvata ho sakate haiM chuTTiyoM ke lie, lekina chuTTiyAM utanI vAstavika nahIM hotI jitanI ki bAjAra kI vaastviktaa| tumane dekhe hoMge jhena ke dasa baila vAle f ve| pahale citra meM, baila kahIM kho gayA hai| baila hai AtmA kA pratIka, aura baila kA mAlika khoja meM hai| vaha jAtA hai jaMgala meM, vaha nahIM jAna sakatA ki kahAM bhAga gayA baila, kahau chipA baiThA hai baila, lekina vaha khojatA jAtA hai| agale citroM meM vaha khoja letA hai baila ke pdcihn| tIsare citra meM vaha dekhatA hai, kahIM bahuta dUra, kevala baila kI pITha hI, vaha dekha sakatA hai usakI puuNch| cauthe citra meM vaha dekha sakatA hai sAre baila ko aura vaha pakar3a letA hai pUMcha ko| pAMcaveM citra meM usane sAdha liyA hai baila ko, chaThaveM meM vaha baila para savAra ho cala detA hai ghara kI or|
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________________ isI taraha calatI calI jAtI hai kthaa| sAtaveM meM baila kahIM pAra calA gayA hai, nahIM hai, aura AThaveM meM baila aura: baila kA mAlika donoM hI kho gae haiN| nauveM citra meM saMsAra phira se prakaTa ho rahA hotA hai : vRkSa, parvata, phUla, lekina tuma nahIM dekha sakate baila ko yA baila ke mAlika ko| dasaveM citra meM baila kA mAlika phira A gayA hai aura vaha khar3A hai bAjAra meN| na hI kevala khar3A hai bAjAra meM, balki vaha pakar3e hue hai madirA kI botl| purAne dinoM meM kevala ATha citroM kA astitva thaa| AThavA citra khAlI hai; kucha bhI nahIM hai vhaaN| vaha dhyAna kA uccatama zikhara hai, jahAM hara cIja kho jAtI hai -khojane vAlA aura khoja, hara cIja kho jAtI hai, hotI hai kevala shuunytaa| lekina phira eka bar3e jhena guru ko lagA ki yaha bAta to adhUrI hai| vartula pUrA nahIM huA AnA hI hogA vApasa saMsAra meN| parvata acche hote haiM, lekina vartula apUrNa rahatA hai yadi tuma parvatoM meM hI raha gae hote ho| tumheM AnA hI hogA bAjAra meN| usane do citra aura jor3a die, aura mujhe lagatA hai ki usane bahuta ThIka kiyaa| aba vartula pUrA huaa| tuma zurU karate ho bAjAra se aura tuma lauTa Ate ho bAjAra meN| bAjAra vahI hai, lekina tuma vahI na rhe| lauTa kara AnA hI hotA hai yahAM tk| aisA hai sadA hii| mahAvIra chor3a gae-bAraha varSoM taka ve parvatoM meM, jaMgaloM meM raha kara mauna meM rhe| phira acAnaka eka dina ve lauTa Ae bAjAra meN| buddha cale gae the-cha varSoM taka ve rahe ekAMta meN| phira eka dina acAnaka ve khar3e the bAjAra meM aura logoM ko ikaTThA kara rahe the, yaha samajhAne ko ki unheM kyA huA hai| jIsasa parvatoM meM rahe cAlIsa dina tk| lekina kaise tuma sadA ke lie hI raha sakate ho parvatoM meM? -vartula to apUrNa rhegaa| jo kucha bhI tuma upalabdha karate ho parvatoM meM, vaha vApasa denA hotA hai bAjAra meN| pahalI bAta hai bAjAra ke prati virodha mata kA lenaa| sArA saMsAra eka bAjAra hai| vidveSa, virodha acchA nahIM hotaa| aura kaoNrnaphleksa kA DibbA hone meM burAI kyA hai? kaoNrnaphleksa bahuta acche hote haiN| unameM utanI hI saMbhAvanA hotI hai badadhatva kI jitanI ki tmmeN| maiM kahUMgA tumase kucha dilacaspa kthaaeN| eka jhena guru, liMcI taula rahA thA phlaiksa (alsii)| jaba vaha taula rahA thA phlaiksa to eka sAdhaka A pahuMcA aura pUchane lagA, 'maiM jaldI meM hUM aura maiM pratIkSA nahIM kara sakatA, lekina eka bAta pUchanI hai mujhe| buddhatva kyA hotA hai?' guru ne to usa sAdhaka kI ora dekhA taka bhI nahIM, usane taulanA jArI rakhA aura bolA, 'eka pAuMDa phlaiks|' yaha bAta eka saMketa-sUtra hI bana gayI hai jhena meM-eka pAuMDa phlaiks| to eka pAuMDa kaoNrnaphleksa kyoM nahIM?
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________________ phlaiksa kI bhI saMbhAvanA hai-buddhatva kI sNbhaavnaa| hara cIja pavitra aura divya hai| jaba tuma niMdA karate ho kisI cIja kI, to tumameM hI kucha galata hotA hai| eka bAra liMcI baiThA huA thA eka peDU ke nIce aura eka vyakti Akara pUchane lagA, 'kyA kisI kutte ke lie saMbhAvanA hotI hai buddha hone kI? kyA koI kuttA buddha ho sakatA hai? kyA koI kuttA saMbhAvanA lie hotA hai buddhatva kI bhI?' liMcI ne kyA kiyA? -vaha kUda par3A cAra pAMva ke bala para aura bhauMkane lagA, 'vUpha--bupha!' vaha kutA bana gayA aura vaha bolA, 'hA kucha galata nahIM, ekadama kucha bhI galata nahIM hai kuttA hone meN|' yahI hotA hai sacce dhArmika vyakti kA dRSTikoNa ki sArA jIvana divya hai, binA kisI zarta ke| bAjAra meM rakhA kaoNrnaphleksa kA paikeTa hone meM kucha galata nahIM hai| isalie logoM ko mere bAre meM batAne se bhayabhIta mata honaa| aura bhayabhIta mata ho jAnA bAjAra se| bAjAra sadA se maujUda rahA hai aura sadA rhegaa| aura bAjAra meM kucha bhI calatA rahatA hai| galata cIjeM bhI becI jAeMgI; koI use roka nahIM sktaa| lekina galata cIjoM kI vajaha se, jinake pAsa bAjAra meM becane ko koI ThIka cIja hotI hai, ve loga bhayabhIta ho jAte haiN| ve sadA Dara jAte haiM aura ve socate haiM, 'kaise aisI cIja ko bAjAra meM le AeM jahAM ki hara cIja galata cala rahI hai?' lekina yaha bAta kisI DhaMga se madada nahIM banatI, balki isake viparIta, tuma galata cIja ke bikane meM madada karate ho| arthazAstra meM eka niyama hai jo kahatA hai ki khoTe sikke asalI sikkoM ko bAjAra se bAhara hone para majabUra kara dete haiN| yadi tumhAre pAsa eka khoTA sikkA hotA hai aura eka asalI sikkA hotA hai to mAnava mana kI pravRtti hotI hai -pahale khoTe sikke ko calAne kI koziza karane kii| tuma usase chuTakArA pAnA cAhate ho; asalI sikke ko to rakha lete ho tamhArI jeba meM aura khoTe sikke ko calA dete ho bAjAra meN| isIlie itane sAre khoTe sikke calate rahate haiN| kisI ko lAnA hI par3atA hai asalI sikke ko bAjAra meN| aura eka bAra tama asalI sikke ko bAjAra meM le Ate ho, to vaha asalIpana hI kAma kara jAtA hai| jarA soco to-yadi khoTI cIjeM calatI haiM, to phira saccI kyoM nahIM? lekina jina logoM ke pAsa saccI cIja hotI hai ve sadA bhayabhIta hote haiM anAvazyaka samasyAoM se| bahuta se logoM ko maiM jAnatA hUM jo ki mere bAre meM logoM se kahate hue bhI Darate haiN| ve socate haiM, 'jaba ThIka ghar3I aaegii-tb|' kauna jAne kaba AegI vaha ghar3I? ve socate haiM, 'kaise kaha sakatA hUM maiM? abhI to merA anubhava bhI kucha jyAdA nahIM!' phira ve socate haiM ki 'yadi mere bAre meM kucha kahate haiM to bAta kisI pracAra jaisI ho jAtI hai| yadi tuma TI vI yA reDiyo dvArA kucha kahate ho, yA ki tuma lekha likhate ho akhabAroM meM, to aisA lagatA hai ki tuma kucha beca rahe ho| yaha bAta sastI mAlUma par3atI hai| lekina loga jo beca rahe haiM burI aura jhUThI cIjeM, ve bhayabhIta nahIM haiM, isa bAta se unheM kucha phikra nhiiN| unheM to isakI bhI phikra nahIM ki paikeTa ke
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________________ bhItara kaoNrnaphleksa haiM bhI yA nhiiN| ve to basa beca rahe haiM suMdara paikeTa, Dibbe, lekina khaalii| unheM Dara nahIM isI taraha galata loga ThIka logoM ko calana se bAhara kara dete haiN| unheM kacha phikra nahIM hotI ki koI cIja sastI hai, ve to basa jora se cillAte rahate haiN| aura nissaMdeha jaba koI jora se cillAtA hai, to loga sunate haiN| jaba koI bahata jora se aura itane AtmavizvAsa se cillAtA hai, to loga A jAte haiM usakI pakar3a meN| bhayabhIta mata hoo| kevala tumhAre bhayabhIta hone se hI tuma galata cIjoM ko bAjAra se bAhara nahIM lA skte| unheM bAhara karane kA ekamAtra tarIkA hai-ThIka cIja ko le aanaa| aura yadi tumhAre pAsa ThIka cIja hai, to pukAroM chatoM para car3ha kr| phikra mata karo; jitanI jora se tuma cillA sakate hocillaao| vahI hai ekamAtra DhaMga jisase cIjeM calatI haiM saMsAra meN| jIsasa ne kahA hai apane ziSyoM se, 'duniyA ke dUratama konoM taka jaao| rUpAMtaraNa karo logoM kaa| aura ghara kI chatoM para car3hakara cillAo, tAki hara koI suna ske| taba hara koI jAna sakatA hai ki satya kyA hai|' buddha ne kahA hai apane ziSyoM se, 'jAo, aura eka hI sthAna para laMbe samaya ke lie mata Thahara jAnA, kyoMki yaha duniyA bar3I hai|' buddha ke vacana haiM, 'caraiveti, caraiveti' -bar3hate jAnA, bar3hate jAnA! bahuta se abhI taka bace haiM satya ko sunane ko| Thahara mata jAnA, ArAma meM mata par3a jAnA--'caraiveti! caraiveti!' Age bar3hate jAnA, niraMtara Age hI, kyoMki pUrI pRthvI saMdeza kI pratIkSA meM hai| bhayabhIta mata hoo| yadi tuma anubhava karate ho ki tumhAre pAsa ThIka kaoNrnaphleksa haiM logoM ke lie to- cale jAnA bAjAra meN| hicakanA mata, sAhasa juTAnA, kyoMki kevala Dibbe hI bece jA rahe haiM, jaba ki tumhAre pAsa to kaoNrnaphleksa haiM Dibbe meM, jo ki ekamAtra tarIkA hai jisase ki khAlI Dibbe calane se bAhara kie jA sakate haiN| aura koI-tarIkA nhiiN| isameM kucha burA nahIM hai| bAjAra eka svataMtra hor3a hai hara cIja ke lie| tumhAre pAsa utanA hI avasara hai jItane kA jitanA ki kisI aura ke paas| ye samasyAyeM sadA parezAna karatI haiM una logoM ko jinake pAsa kucha hotA hai, ve sadA hicakate haiN| ve hicakate haiM, kyoMki yadi ve kucha kaheM, to ho sakatA hai loga asvIkRta kara deMge unheN| kauna jAne? aura acche loga sadA hicakate haiM, bare loga sadA hI haThadharmI hote haiM, ar3iyala hote haiN| isIlie saMsAra ko bure logoM ne jItA hai aura acche loga sadA khar3e rahe haiM bAjAra ke bAhara, yaha saM ; 'kyA kareM aura kyA na kareM?' jaba taka ki ve nirNaya karate haiM, sArA bAjAra bhara gayA hotA hai jhUThI cIjoM se| vizeSa kara pazcima meM aisA hI hai, kyoMki aba pazcima meM manuSya se vyaktigata rUpa se saMparka banAnA asaMbhava ho gayA hai| tumheM sabhI saMpreSaNIya pracAra sAdhanoM kA upayoga karanA par3atA hai| buddha ke samaya meM bAta bilakula hI dUsarI thI-buddha ghUmate rahate aura logoM se milate pratyakSa rUpa se hii| akhabAra nahIM the, na hI reDiyo, na tteliivijn| lekina aba logoM se vyaktigata rUpa se milanA muzkila ho gayA
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________________ tumheM hai, vizeSa kara pazcima meM, jaba taka ki tuma mAsa mIDiyA kA prayoga na kro| aura jaba tuma mAsa mIDiyA kA prayoga karate ho to nissaMdeha, aisA mAlUma par3atA hai ki dhyAna bhI eka bikAU padArtha hai| tumheM unhIM zabdAvaliyoM kA prayoga karanA par3atA hai, tumheM usI bhASA kA upayoga karanA par3atA hai, usI DhaMga se logoM ko manavAnA par3atA hai jaise ki dUsare loga dUsarI cIjoM ke lie jora de kara rAjI karavA rahe haiN| yadi tuma kahate ho ki yaha dhyAna hI saba se UMcA dhyAna hai, to yaha vyAvasAyika mAlUma paDegA, kyoMki aise bahuta haiM jo yahI kara rahe haiN| ve sAbunoM ke bAre meM kaha rahe haiM ki yahI hai sAbunoM meM sabase Upara, yahI hai sugaMdhiyoM kI sugaMdhi!' ekTesI nAma kI seMTa hai dera- abera koI na koI nAma rakha hI degA 'satorI', 'samAdhi' ! vahI zabdAvalI, vahI bhASA upayoga karanI hI par3atI hai, aura koI upAya nahIM hai| tumheM unhIM vidhiyoM kA upayoga karanA hI par3atA hai, lekina isameM kucha galata nahIM hai| maiM rahA parvatoM meM aura maiM lauTa AyA hUM bAjAra meM kyA tuma mere hAthoM meM madirA kI botala nahIM dekha sakate? aba maiM bAjAra meM huuN| tumheM sAhasI honA hI hogaa| jAo aura una sAre mAdhyamoM kA upayoga karo jo ki upalabdha haiM abhI / tuma ise buddha kI bhAMti nahIM kara sakate ho, tuma ise jIsasa kI nahIM kara sakate ho gae ve dina yadi tuma ise usI bhAMti kie jAo, taba to khabara pahuMcane, phailane meM lAkhoM varSa lgeNge| jaba taka ki khabara logoM taka pahuMce, cIja pahale hI mara cukI hogI jaba tAje hoM kaoNrna phleksa, taba jaldI krnaa| pahuMco logoM tk| - - tIsarA prazna: kyA Apa hamase thor3I aura bAta kaha sakate haiM utsava ke bAre meM? kyA dukha kA utsava manAnA saMbhava hotA hai? aisA saMbhava hai kyoMki utsava eka dRSTi hai| dukha ke prati bhI tuma utsava kI dRSTi banA sakate ho| udAharaNa ke lie. tuma udAsa hote ho to tAdAtma mata banA lenA udAsI ke saath| sAkSI ho jAo aura AnaMdita hoo udAsI ke kSaNa dvArA, kyoMki udAsI ke apane sauMdarya haiN| tumane kabhI dhyAna nahIM diyaa| tuma itanA jyAdA tAdAtmya banA lete ho ki tuma udAsa kSaNa ke sauMdarya meM kabhI gahare utarate hI nahIM /
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________________ yadi tuma dhyAna do to tuma hairAna hooge isase ki kitane khajAne tuma cUkate rahe jarA dhyAna denAjaba tuma prasanna hote ho to tuma utanI gaharAI meM kabhI nahIM hote, jitane ki jaba tuma udAsa hote ho| udAsI kI apanI eka gaharAI hotI hai; prasannatA meM eka uthalApana hotA hai| jAo aura jarA dhyAna se dekho prasanna vyakti ko| ve tathAkathita prasanna vyakti, ve plebbaoNyaj aura plegarlaj - jinheM tuma pAoge klaboM meM, hoTaloM meM thiyeTaroM meM ve sadA muskurA rahe hote haiM aura labAlaba bhare hote haiM prasannatA se tuma sadA unheM pAoge uthalA, satahI unameM koI gaharAI nahIM hotI hai| prasannatA to mAtra sataha kI laharoM kI bhAMti hotI hai, tuma jIte ho eka uthalA jIvana, Upara - Upara hI lekina udAsI kI eka apanI gaharAI hotI hai jaba tuma udAsa hote ho to yaha bAta sataha kI laharoM kI bhAMti nahIM hotI, yaha bilakula prazAMta mahAsAgara kI gaharAI jaisI hotI hai : mIloM mIloM taka calI gyii| gaharAI meM utaro dhyAna se dekho use prasannatA bar3I zora bharI hotI hai, udAsI meM mauna hotA hai, eka apanI zAti hotI hai| prasannatA hogI dina kI bhAti, udAsI hotI hai rAtri jaisI / prasannatA ho sakatI hai prakAza kI bhAti, udAsI hotI hai aMdhakAra jaisI prakAza AtA hai aura calA jAtA hai; aMdhakAra banA rahatA hai - vaha zAzvata hai| prakAza ghaTatA hai kabhI-kabhI; aMdhakAra to sadA hI maujUda rahatA hai| yadi tuma udAsI meM, to ye sArI cIjeM anubhava meM aaeNgii| acAnaka tuma sajaga ho jAoge ki udAsI kisI upasthiti kI bhAMti hotI hai, tuma dhyAna de rahe hote ho aura dekha rahe hote ho aura acAnaka tuma prasannatA anubhava karane lagate ho| itanI sauMdaryapUrNa udAsI! aMdhakAra kA phUla, zAzvata gaharAI kA phUla eka virATa atala zUnya kI bhAti itanA saMgIta jarA-sA bhI zora nahIM, koI azAti nahIM anaMta rUpa se isameM aura aura utara sakate ho, aura isameM se bAhara A sakate ho nitAMta tAje aura yuvA hokara yaha eka vizrAma hotA hai| , , - - yaha nirbhara karatA hai dRSTikoNa para jaba tuma udAsa hote ho, to tuma socate ki kucha burA huA hai tumhAre sAtha yaha -- vyAkhyA hI hotI hai ki kucha burA ghaTita huA hai tumhAre sAtha, aura phira usase tuma bacane kI koziza karane lagate ho| tuma kabhI usa para dhyAna nahIM krte| phira tuma kisI ke pAsa cale jAnA cAhate ho pArTI meM, ki klaba meM, yA TI vI calA dete ho yA ki reDiyo yA akhabAra par3hane lagate ho -kucha na kucha to karate ho tAki bhUla sakI yaha eka galata dRSTikoNa de diyA gayA hai tumheM ki udAsI galata hai| kucha burAI nahIM hai usameM vaha eka dUsarA chora hai jIvana kA / prasannatA eka dhruva hai, udAsI dUsarA dhruva hai| AnaMda eka dhruva hai, pIr3A dUsarA jIvana donoM se banatA hai, aura donoM ke kAraNa hI jIvana saMtulita hotA hai, layabaddha hotA hai| kevala AnaMdapUrNa jIvana meM vistAra hogA, lekina gaharAI na hogii| kevala udAsI vAle jIvana meM gaharAI hogI, lekina usakA vistAra na hogaa| udAsI aura prasannatA donoM se banA jIvana bahu AyAmI hotA hai; vaha eka sAtha sAre AyAmoM meM bar3hatA hai| -
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________________ jarA dhyAna se dekhanA buddha kI pratimA ko yA kabhI jhAMkanA merI AMkhoM meM aura tuma pAoge donoM ko sAtha-sAtha : eka AnaMda, eka zAti, aura eka udAsI bhii| tuma pAoge eka AnaMdapUrNatA jisameM udAsI bhI hotI hai, kyoMki vahI udAsI use eka gaharAI detI hai| dekho buddha kI pratimA kI tarapha-AnaMdapUrNa haiM, lekina udAsa bhI haiM! yaha 'udAsa' zabda hI tumheM galata avadhAraNA de detA hai, ki koI cIja galata hai, yaha tumhArI apanI vyAkhyA hotI hai| mere dekhe, jIvana apanI samagratA meM ThIka hotA hai| aura jaba tuma jIvana ko usakI samagratA meM samajhate ho, kevala tabhI tama utsava manA sakate ho anyathA nhiiN| utsava kA artha hai jo kucha ghaTatA hai, aprAsaMgika hai-maiM utsava mnaauuNgaa| utsava ke lie koI zarta nahIM kinhIM cIjoM kI: 'jaba maiM prasanna hoUM tabhI maiM utsava manAUMgA', yA ki 'jaba maiM udAsa hoUMgA to maiM utsava nahIM mnaauuNgaa|' utsava bezarta hai, maiM utsava manAtA hUM jIvana kaa| yaha udAsI, dukha le AtI hai to ThIka, maiM isakA utsava manAtA huuN| jIvana AnaMda lAtA hai -to ThIka, maiM isakA utsava manAtA huuN| utsava merI dRSTi hai, jo kucha jIvana le Ae usake prati eka bezarta bhaav| lekina samasyA uTha khar3I hotI hai kyoMki jaba kabhI maiM zabdoM kA upayoga karatA haiM to una zabdoM ke tumhAre mana meM kucha artha hote haiN| jaba maiM kahatA hUM, 'utsava manAo', tuma socate ho, tumheM prasanna ho jAnA caahie| kaise koI utsavamaya ho sakatA hai jaba ki koI udAsa hotA hai? maiM nahIM kaha rahA haiM ki prasanna hI honA par3atA hai utsava manAne ke lie| utsava to eka ahobhAva hai usake lie jo ki jIvana tumheM detA hai| jo kucha bhI paramAtmA tumheM detA hai, utsava usake prati eka ahobhAva hai, vaha eka dhanyavAda hai| maiMne tumase kahA hai aura maiM phira kahaMgA tumase eka sUphI phakIra bar3A garIba, bhUkhA, asvIkRta, yAtrA kA thakA-mAdA thaa| vaha rAta ko pahuMcA eka gAMva meM -aura gAva thA ki use svIkAra na karatA thaa| gAMva thA paraMparAvAdI logoM kA aura jaba paraMparAvAdI, rUr3hivAdI musalamAna hoM to bahuta kaThina hotA hai unheM rAjI krnaa| unhoMne to use zaraNa taka na dI apane nagara meN| sardI kI rAta thI aura use bhUkha lagI thI, thakA huA thA, paryApta kapar3e na hone se kAMpa rahA thaa| vaha nagara ke bAhara baiThA huA thA eka vRkSa ke niice| usake ziSya vahA baiThe the bahuta udAsa, nirAza the, krodhita bhI the| aura taba vaha prArthanA karane lagA aura vaha kahane lagA paramAtmA se, 'Apa apUrva haiM! Apa sadA mujhe de dete haiM jo kucha bhI cAhie hotA hai|' yaha to jarA jyAdatI huI jAtI thii| eka ziSya kaha uThA, 'Thaharie jarA, Apa to jyAdA hI kalpanAzIla ho rahe haiM, vizeSa kara isa raat| ye zabda jhUThe haiN| hameM bhUkha lagI hai, thake hue haiM, vastra nahIM, aura ThaMDI rAta kA aMdherA phailatA jA rahA hai| cAroM tarapha jaMgalI jAnavara haiM aura hameM nagara dvArA asvIkRta kiyA gayA hai, hamAre pAsa Thaharane ko jagaha nhiiN| to kisa bAta ke lie Apa dhanyavAda de rahe haiM paramAtmA ko? isase ApakA matalaba kyA hai jaba Apa kahate ki Apa sadA mujhe de dete haiM jo kucha bhI mujhe cAhie hotA hai?' vaha phakIra kahane lagA, 'hI, maiM phira se doharA daM : paramAtmA majhe de detA hai jo kucha bhI mujhe caahie| Aja rAta mujhe
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________________ asvIkRti caahie| Aja rAta mujhe jarUrata hai bhUkha kI, khatare kI / anyathA, vaha kyoM detA mujhe yaha saba ? jarUrata hogii| isakI jarUrata hai aura mujhe anugRhIta honA hI hogaa| vaha itanI suMdaratA se merI jarUratoM kI dekha- bhAla karatA hai| vaha sacamuca apUrva hai!' yahI hotA hai dRSTikoNa jo ki saMbaMdhita nahIM hotA sthiti se| sthiti prAsaMgika nahIM hotii| utsava manAo ra jo kucha bhI ho sthiti / yadi tuma udAsa hote ho, to utsava manAo isalie ki tuma udAsa ho| AjamAo ise jarA ise AjamAnA aura tuma hairAna hooge-bAta ghaTita ho jAtI hai| tuma udAsa ho? - to nRtya karanA zurU kara denA kyoMki udAsI itanI suMdara hai; tumhArI aMtasa - sattA kA itanA zAMta phUla! nRtya karo, AnaMdita hoo, aura acAnaka tuma anubhava karoge ki udAsI tirohita ho rahI hai, eka dUrI nirmita ho gayI hai| dhIre - dhIre, tuma bhUla jAoge udAsI ko aura tuma utsava manA rahe hooge| tumane UrjA kA rUpAMtaraNa kara diyA hotA hai| : yahI hai kImiyA nimna dhAtuoM ko uccatara svarNa meM badala denaa| udAsI, krodha, IrSyA-nimna cIjeM svarNa meM badalI jA sakatI haiM, kyoMki ve banI hotI haiM unhIM tatvoM se jinase ki svrnn| sone aura lohe ke bIca koI aMtara nahIM hotA hai kyoMki unameM vahI tatva hote haiM, vahI ilekTrAnsa hote haiN| kyA tumane kabhI socA hai isake bAre meM ki koyale kA eka Tukar3A aura duniyA kA bar3e se bar3A hIrA bilakula eka hI haiM? unameM kucha aMtara nahIM / vastutaH koyalA hI lAkhoM varSoM taka dharatI meM daba - daba kara hIrA ho jAtA hai| mAtra dabAva kA hI aMtara hotA hai, lekina ve donoM kArbana hI haiM, donoM banate haiM eka jaise tatvoM se hI nimna ko badalA jA sakatA hai uccatara meM nimna cIja meM kisI cIja kA koI abhAva nahIM kevala eka punarsaMyojana, punargaThana kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| yahI hai kImiyA kA pUrA artha / jaba tuma udAsa ho, to utsava manAnA, aura tuma udAsI ko eka nayA hI rUpa de rahe hote ho| tuma udAsI meM koI cIja pahuMcA rahe hote ho jo ki use badala degii| tuma use utsavamaya banA rahe hote ho| krodhita ho ? - to suMdara nRtya meM DUba jaanaa| zurU meM yaha krodhamaya hogaa| tuma zurU karoge nRtya karanA aura nRtya krodhamaya, AkrAmaka, hiMsAtmaka hogaa| dhIre dhIre, vaha madhura aura zAMta hotA jaaegaa| acAnaka hI tuma bhUla cuke hooge krodha ko, to UrjA badala jAtI hai nRtya meN| -- lekina jaba tuma krodha karate ho, to tuma soca hI nahIM sakate nRtya kI baat| jaba tuma udAsa hote ho to tuma nahIM soca sakate gAne kI baat| kyoM nahIM apanI udAsI ko eka gAna banA lete paDa gAo, bajAo apanI baaNsurii| zurU meM svara udAsa hoMge, lekina udAsa svara meM galata kucha nahIM hai| kyA tumane sunA hai, dopahara meM kabhI jaba hara cIja tapa rahI hotI hai, garamI meM jala rahI hotI hai, cAroM ora Aga Aga hotI hai, acAnaka Amra - kuMja meM tuma suna sakate ho koyala kI kUka uTha rahI hai! zurU meM, svara udAsa hotA hai| vaha bulA rahI hotI hai apane priya ko, apane prItama ko isa bharI dupaharI meM cAroM tarapha hara cIja Aga bharI hotI hai, aura vaha tar3apa rahI hotI hai prema ke lie bahuta udAsa svara hotA hailekina suMdara / dhIre * dhIre udAsa svara badalane lagatA hai prasanna svara meM dUsare upavana se priya uttara --
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________________ denA zurU kara detA hai| aba tapI huI dopahara na rahI hara cIja zItala ho rahI hotI hai hRdaya meN| aba svara alaga hI hotA hai| jaba premI uttara detA hai, to hara cIja badala jAtI hai| yaha eka kImiyApUrNa badalAhaTa hotI hai| tuma udAsa ho?-to gIta gAne laganA, prArthanA karanA, nRtya krnaa| jo kucha tuma kara sakate ho, karanA aura dhIre - dhIre nimna padArtha badala jAtA hai uccatara padArtha meM svarNa meN| eka bAra tuma jAna lete ho kuMjI ko to tumhArA jIvana phira vahI na rhegaa| tuma khola sakate ho tAlA kisI bhI dvAra kaa| aura yaha hai kuMjiyoM kI kuMjI : hara cIja kA utsava mnaao| maiMne sunA hai tIna cInI phakIroM ke bAre meN| koI nahIM jAnatA unake naam| ve jAne jAte the kevala 'tIna haMsate hue saMtoM' ke rUpa meM, kyoMki unhoMne kabhI kucha kiyA hI nahIM thA, ve kevala haMsate rahate the| ve eka nagara se dUsare nagara kI ora bar3ha jAte, haMsate hue| ve khar3e ho jAte bAjAra meM aura khUba jora se hNste| sArA bAjAra unheM ghere rhtaa| sAre loga A jaate| dukAneM baMda ho jAtI aura grAhaka bhUla jAte ki ve Ae kisalie the| ye tInoM AdamI sacamuca suMdara the -haMsate aura unake peTa hilate jaate| aura phira yaha bAta saMkrAmaka bana jAtI aura dUsare haMsanA zurU kara dete| phira sArA bAjAra haMsane lgtaa| unhoMne badala diyA hotA bAjAra kI guNavattA ko, svarUpa ko hii| aura yadi koI kahatA ki 'kucha kaho hama se to ve kahate, 'hamAre pAsa kahane ko kucha hai nhiiN| hama to basa haMsa par3ate haiM aura badala dete haiM guNadharma hii|' jaba ki abhI thor3I dera pahale yaha eka asuMdara jagaha thI jahAM ki loga soca rahe the kevala rupaye - paise ke bAre meM hI, lalaka rahe the dhana ke lie, lobhI, dhana hI ekamAtra vAtAvaraNa thA hara tarapha-acAnaka ye tInoM pAgala AdamI A pahuMcate haiM aura ve haMsane lagate, aura badala dete guNavattA sAre bAjAra kI hii| aba koI grAhaka na thaa| aba ve bhUla cuke the ki ve kharIdane aura becane Ae the| kisI ko lobha kI phikra na rhii| ve haMsa rahe the aura nAca rahe the ina tIna pAgala AdamiyoM ke aas-paas| kucha paloM ke lie eka nayI duniyA kA dvAra khula gayA thA! ve ghUme sAre cIna meM, eka jagaha se dUsarI jagaha, eka gAMva se dUsare gAMva, basa logoM kI madada kara rahe the haMsane meN| udAsa loga, krodhita loga, lobhI loga, IrSyAlu loga ve sabhI haMsane lage unake saath| aura bahutoM ne anubhava kI kuMjI-tuma rUpAMtarita ho sakate ho| phira, eka gAMva meM aisA huA ki una tInoM meM se eka mara gyaa| gAMva ke loga ikaTThe hue aura ve kahane lage, 'aba to muzkila A pdd'egii| aba hama dekheMge ki kaise haMsate haiM ve| unakA mitra mara gayA hai, ve to jarUra roke|' lekina jaba ve Ae, to donoM nAca rahe the, haMsa rahe the, aura utsava manA rahe the mRtyu kaa| gAva ke logoM ne kahA, 'yaha to bahuta jyAdatI huii| yaha asabhyatA hai| jaba koI vyakti mara jAtA hai to haMsanA aura nAcanA adharma hotA hai|' ve bole, 'tuma nahIM jAnate ki kyA huaa| hama tInoM sadA hI socate rahate the ki saba se pahale kauna mregaa| yaha AdamI jIta gayA hai, hama hAra ge| sArI jiMdagI haMsate rahe usake saath| to hama use aMtima vidAI kisI aura cIja ke sAtha kaise de sakate haiM? -hameM
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________________ haMsanA hI hai, hameM AnaMdita honA hI hai, hameM utsava manAnA hI hai| yahI eka mAtra vidAI saMbhava hai usa vyakti ke lie jo jIvana bhara haMsatA rahA hai| aura yadi hama nahIM haMsate, to vaha haMsegA hama para aura vaha socegA, are nAsamajhoM! to tuma phira jA phaMse jAla meM? hama nahIM samajhate ki vaha mara gayA hai| haMsI kaise mara sakatI hai? jIvana kaise mara sakatA hai?' haMsanA zAzvata cIja hai, jIvana zAzvata hai, utsava calatA hI rahatA hai| abhinaya karane vAle badala jAte haiM, lekina nATaka jArI rahatA hai| lahareM parivartita hotI haiM, lekina sAgara banA rahatA hai| tuma haMsate, tuma badalate aura koI dUsarA haMsane lagatA, lekina haMsanA to jArI rahatA hai| tuma utsava manAte ho, koI aura utsava manAtA hai, lekina utsava to calatA hI rahatA hai| astitva satata pravAha hai, vaha saba kucha samAe calatA hai, usameM eka pala kA aMtarAla nahIM hotaa| lekina gAMva ke loga nahIM samajha sakate the aura ve isa haMsI meM usa dina to zAmila nahIM ho sakate the| phira deha kA agni-saMskAra karanA thA, aura gAMva ke loga kahane lage, 'hama to ise sthAna karAeMge jaise ki dhArmika karmakAMDa niyata hote haiN| lekina ve donoM mitra bole, 'nahIM, hamAre mitra ne kahA hai ki koI dhArmika anuSThAna mata karanA aura mere kapar3e mata badalanA aura mujhe snAna mata kraanaa| jaisA maiM haM tuma mujhe vaisA hI rakha denA citA kI Aga pr| isalie hameM to usake nirdezoM ko mAnanA hI pdd'egaa|' aura taba, acAnaka hI, eka bar3I ghaTanA ghttii| jaba zarIra ko Aga dI jAne lagI, to vaha bUr3hA AdamI AkhirI cAla cala gyaa| usane bahuta-se paTAkhe chipA rakhe the kapar3oM ke nIce, aura acAnaka dIpAvalI ho gayI! taba to sArA gAMva haMsane lgaa| ye donoM pAgala mitra nAca hI rahe the, phira to sArA gAMva hI nAcane lgaa| yaha koI mRtyu na thI, yaha nayA jIvana thaa| koI mRtyu mRtyu nahIM hotI, kyoMki pratyeka mRtyu khola detI hai eka nayA dvAra-vaha eka prAraMbha hotI hai| jIvana kA koI aMta nahIM, sadA eka nayA prAraMbha hotA hai, eka punrjiivn| yadi tuma apanI udAsI ko badala dete ho utsava meM, to tuma apanI mRtyu ko nae jIvana meM badalane meM bhI sakSama ho jaaoge| to sIkha lo yaha kalA jaba ki samaya abhI bAkI hai| jaba taka nicale tala kI cIjoM ko uccatara cIjoM meM badalanA na sIkha lo usake pahale mata Ane do mRtyu ko| kyoMki agara tuma badala sakate ho udAsI ko, to tuma badala sakate ho mRtyu ko| yadi tuma bezarta utsavamaya ho sakate ho, to jaba mRtyu Aye taba tuma haMsa pAoge, tuma utsava manA pAoge, tama ho jAoge prasanna aura taba tuma manAe jA sakate ho utsava, mRtyu tumheM nahIM mAra sktii| balki isake viparIta tumane mAra diyA hotA hai mRtyu ko| lekina aisA karanA prAraMbha karo, ise aajmaao| gaMvAne ko kucha hai nhiiN| lekina loga itane mUr3ha haiM ki jaba gaMvAne ko kucha na ho, to bhI ve AjamAeMge nhiiN| gaMvAne ko hai kyA?
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________________ yadi tuma udAsa ho, to maiM kahatA hUM, 'utsava manAo, nAco, gaao|' tuma gaMvAoge kyA? jyAdA se jyAdA udAsI kho jAegI aura kucha nhiiN| lekina tuma socate ho, aisA asaMbhava hai| aura yaha vicAra hI ki aisA asaMbhava hai, tumheM use AjamAne na degaa| aura maiM kahatA hUM, yaha duniyA kI sabasejyAdA AsAna cIjoM meM se eka cIja hai, kyoMki UrjA taTastha hotI hai| vahI UrjA bana jAtI hai udAsI; vahI UrjA bana jAtI hai krodha, vahI UrjA bana jAtI hai kAmavAsanA, vahI UrjA bana jAtI hai karuNA; vahI UrjA bana jAtI hai dhyaan| UrjA eka hI hai| tumhAre pAsa bahuta taraha kI UrjAeM nahIM hotI haiN| tumhAre pAsa UrjA ke bahuta sAre alaga-alaga khAne nahIM hote, jahAM ki isa UrjA para lebala laga jAe 'udAsI', aura usa UrjA para lebala laga jAe 'prsnntaa'| UrjAeM khAnoM meM baMTI nahIM hotIM, ve alaga nahIM hotii| tumameM koI baMdhe -baMdhAe koSTha astitva nahIM rakhate haiM, tuma to basa eka ho| yahI eka UrjA udAsI bana jAtI hai, yahI eka UrjA krodha bana jAtI hai| yaha tuma para nirbhara karatA hai| tumheM rahasya sIkhanA par3atA hai, yaha kalA ki kaise UrjAoM ko rUpAMtarita karanA hotA hai| tuma to kevala nirdeza dete ho aura vahI UrjA gatimAna hone lagatI hai| aura jaba saMbhAvanA hai krodha ko AnaMda meM badalane kI, lobha ko karuNA meM badalane kI, IrSyA ko prema meM badalane kI to tuma nahIM jAnate tuma kyA kho rahe ho| tuma nahIM jAnate tuma kyA cUka rahe ho| tuma yahAM isa vizva meM hone kA sArA sAra hI cUka rahe ho| AjamAo ise| cauthA prazna : Apake pravacanoM ko sunate hue aba do varSa ho cale haiM merI samajha meM AtA hai ki Apa apane diye hue karIba-karIba pratyeka vaktavya kA khaMDana kara dete haiM kyA sacamuca koI kucha kara sakatA hai sivAya dhyAna se dekhane ke aura pratIkSA karane ke? hA, maiM khaMDana karatA haM pratyeka kathana kA, pratyeka zabda kA jo maiM bolatA huuN| mere pAsa sikhAne ko koI darzana nahIM, balki mere pAsa astitva hI hai pratyakSa dikhA dene ko| yahAM tumheM koI siddhAMta nahIM sikhAyA jA rahA hai| yahAM tumheM koI dharma -siddhAMta nahIM diyA jA rahA hai| maiM koI dArzanika nahIM huuN| maiM utanA hI virodhAtmaka hUM jitanA ki svayaM astitv| mere pAsa koI cunAva nahIM hai| astitva virodhAtmaka hai : usameM hote haiM rAta aura dina, garmI aura sardI, zaitAna aura Izvara-usameM hotA hai saba 'kuch| aura maiM aba hUM hI nhiiN| jyAdA se jyAdA, maiM eka jharokhA hUM astitva kaa| mujhe honA hI par3atA te para rodhaatmk| aura jo maiM kahatA hUM yadi tuma use socate hI jAte ho, to tuma hara dina aura- aura
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________________ ulajhana meM pdd'oge| jo maiM kahatA hUM usa para jyAdA dhyAna mata denaa| jo maiM hUM tuma apanA dhyAna usa para do| mere kathana virodhAbhAsI ho sakate haiM -yadi tamheM virodhAbhAsa nahIM dikhAI par3ate to vaha isI kAraNa ki tuma mujhe prema karate ho| ve virodhAbhAsI haiM, lekina maiM nahIM hUM virodhaabhaasii| donoM astitva rakhate haiM mujhameM, lekina mujhameM koI asaMgati nahIM hai| isI ora dhyAna denA hai tumheM, ise hI samajhanA hai gle| eka gaharI susaMgati astitva rakhatI hai mujha meM, maiM kisI bhI dvaMdva meM nahIM huuN| yadi koI vaMdva hotA to maiM ekadama pAgala ho gayA hotaa| itane sAre virodhAbhAsoM ke sAtha kaise koI vyakti jIe calA jA sakatA hai ? kaise koI vyakti jI sakatA hai, sAMsa le sakatA hai? ve mujhameM koI visaMgati nirmita nahIM krte| hara cIja kA tAla-mela baiThA huA hai| balki isake viparIta, ve madada dete haiM sama -svaratA ko, ve use jyAdA samRddha banA dete haiN| yadi maiM eka hI svara kA vyakti hotA, basa doharA rahA hotA usI svara ko bAra-bAra, to maiM avirodhI hotaa| yadi tumheM cAhie avirodhI vyakti, ekadama eka-svarIya vyakti, to jAo je kRSNamUrti ke paas| ve bilakula avirodhI haiN| cAlIsa varSoM se unhoMne eka bAra bhI svayaM kA khaMDana nahIM kiyaa| lekina maiM samajhatA haM isIlie bar3I samRddhi kho gayI hai, bahuta -sI saMpannatA jo jIvana meM hotI hai, kho gayI hai| ve tarkayukta haiM, maiM ataLa huuN| ve haiM bAga-bagIce kI bhAMti hara cIja. susaMgata hai, kyAriyoM meM ugAyI huI hai, tarkayukta haiM, bauddhika haiM, maiM hUM svacchaMda vana kI bhAMti koI cIja ugAyI nahIM gayI hai| yadi tuma tarka kI phikra bahuta jyAdA karate ho, to mujhase jyAdA kRSNamUrti ko cunanA behatara hai| lekina yadi svacchaMda ke lie, betaratIba vana ke lie tumhAre pAsa koI saMvedanA hai, kevala tabhI tumhArA tAla-mela baiTha pAegA mere saath| maiM tumheM khola detA hUM usa sabake prati jo ki jIvana ke pAsa hai| maiM nahIM cunatA ki kyA kahanA hai, maiM nahIM cunatA ki kyA -kyA sikhAnA hai--merA koI cunAva nahIM hai| maiM to vahI kaha detA haM jo kucha bhI ghaTatA hai usI kSaNa meN| maiM nahIM jAnatA ki agalA vAkya kaunasA hogaa| jo kucha ho, maiM use pUrI nizcayAtmakatA se kaha duuNgaa| mere pAsa koI pUrva -niyojita namUnA nahIM hai| maiM utanA hI virodhAtmaka hUM jitanA ki jiivn| aura virodhAtmaka hone, sAmaMjasya-rahita hone kA sArA sAra hI yahI hai ki tuma kisI siddhAMta se cipako nhiiN| yadi maiM avirodhI hU to tuma cipkoge| kRSNamUrti ke pIche calane vAle haiM, ve cipaka jAte haiM unake zabdoM se, siddhAMta kI bhaaNti| maiMne dekhA hai bahutere buddhimAna logoM ko, bahuta jyAdA bauddhika loga jo sunate A rahe haiM unheM tIsa-cAlIsa varSoM se| ve Ate haiM mere pAsa aura ve kahate haiM. 'kucha huA nhiiN| hamane sunA hai kRSNamUrti ko, aura jo kucha ve kahate haiM, saca lagatA hai, ThIka mAlUma par3atA hai, bilakula ThIka bAta, lekina taba bhI kucha ghaTatA nhiiN| bauddhika rUpa se samajhate haiM unheM, lekina kucha bhI ghaTatA nhiiN|' maiM kahatA hUM unase, 'yadi tuma sunate rahe ho unheM cAlIsa varSa aura bauddhika rUpa se tuma anubhava karate ho ki ve ThIka haiM lekina kucha ghaTatA
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________________ nahIM, to girA denA usa buddhimAnI ko aura cale AnA mere paas| buddhi ke hisAboM se bilakula pAra hue vyakti ke saMga ho lenaa| yadi buddhi ke dvArA kucha ghaTita nahIM hotA hai, to ho sakatA hai vaha abuddhi ke dvArA ghaTita ho sakatA ho|' turaMta ve kahate haiM, 'lekina Apa to virodhAtmaka haiM! kabhI Apa yaha kahate, kabhI Apa vaha kahate, aura hameM patA nahIM ki karanA kyA hai|' maiM sacamuca nahIM cAhatA ki tuma kucha karo, maiM cAhatA hUM tuma hoo| maiM tumheM bauddhika nahIM banAnA caahtaa| ve bahutere haiM; saMsAra bharA par3A hai unase aura ve jIte haiM bar3I dukhI jiNdgii| tumheM bauddhikoM se jyAdA dukhI loga nahIM mila skte| ve to jIte -jI AtmahatyA karate haiN| ve AtmaghAtI, arthahIna jIvana jIte haiN| artha atayaM hotA hai, jIvana kI saccI kavitA virodhAtmaka hotI hai| kucha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA isake lie| yahI jIvana kA svabhAva hai, yahI hai astitva kA ddhNg| maiM tumheM kisI nizcita dRSTikoNa meM prazikSita karane ko nahIM hUM yhaaN| isIlie maiM tumhAre sAtha kRSNamUrti kI bAta kara sakatA huuN| ve bhI ThIka haiM, lekina ThIka hone ke kevala eka dRSTikoNa se jur3e haiN| maiM tumase bAta karatA hUM gurajiepha kI : ve bhI ThIka haiM, lekina ThIka hone kA kevala eka dRSTikoNa lie haiN| aura ve virodhAbhAsI haiM; gurajiepha vizvAsa karate haiM vidhi meM, samUha meM, nizcita DhaMga meM, zikSA meM, prazikSaNa meM, anuzAsana meM, bahuta kar3e anuzAsana meN| kRSNamUrti kisI vidhi meM vizvAsa nahIM karate-na dhyAna meM, na samUha meM, na guru meM, na ziSyatva meN| maiM kahatA hUM tumase ki donoM ThIka haiM, lekina donoM kevala Azika rUpa se hI ThIka haiN| eka sAtha ve banate haiM sNpuurnn| jIvana itanA vizAla hai ki na to kRSNamUrti aura na hI gurajiepha use eka vyavasthA meM lA sakate haiN| jIvana itanA vizAla hai ki koI samApti nahIM lA sakatA uskii| sAre dRSTikoNa usameM samA sakate haiM, viparIta dRSTikoNa bhI, aura ve bhI satya hote haiN| loga haiM jinhoMne pAyA hai vidhiyoM dvArA, guruoM dvArA; aura loga haiM jinhoMne pAyA hai binA guruoM ke, binA vidhiyoM ke| aise loga haiM jo bAdhita hue haiM guruoM ke dvArA aura vidhiyoM ke dvArA, aura aise loga haiM jo bAdhita hue haiM isa zikSA se ki guru kI koI jarUrata nahIM aura dhyAna kI koI jarUrata nahIM, kisI vidhi-vidhAna kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| kaI taraha ke loga haiM, aura yaha acchA hai| anekarUpatA hai| to koI siddhAMta satya nahIM ho sktaa| bahuta thor3e -se logoM ke lie yaha bAta satya ho sakatI hai| lekina dUsare saba logoM ke lie yaha bAta asatya hogii| isalie itane sAre siddhAMta astitva rakhate haiM saMsAra meN| buddha haiM, jIsasa haiM, mohammada haiM : aise bilakula hI alaga-alaga loga haiM, aura sabhI satya haiN| maiM prayatna kara rahA hUM eka nitAMta nae prayoga kA. tuma sabhI ko eka sAtha ikaTThA kara dene kaa| yaha svayaM meM eka anuzAsana hogA tumhAre lie aisA hI hai| yadi tuma mujhe suna rahe ho kaI varSoM se, to yaha anuzAsana hI hai| yaha eka dhyAna huaa| maiM tumheM de detA hUM eka dRSTikoNa maiM bolUMgA pataMjali para, to maiM tumheM de dUMgA eka dRSTikoNa aura maiM eka DhAMcA nirmita kara dUMgA tummeN| agale hI dina maiM bolane lagUMgA tilopA para aura maiM girA dUMgA vaha ddhaaNcaa|
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________________ yaha bAta tumhAre lie pIr3AdAyaka hai kyoMki tuma cipakane lagate ho| jaba tuma banAte ho eka DhAMcA, to tuma usase cipakane laga jAte ho| jisa kSaNa maiM dekhatA hUM ki tumane siddhAMta ke sAtha cipakanA zurU kara diyA hai, to turaMta mujhe viparIta ko bIca meM lAnA par3atA hai unheM miTA dene ko| kaI bAra tuma banAoge ghara, aura kaI bAra maiM tor3a dUMgA use| kaI bAra tuma anubhava karoge ki eka suvyavasthA ghaTa gaI hai, aura maiM phira banA dUMgA avyvsthaa| isameM artha kyA hogA? artha yaha hai ki eka dina tuma jAgarUka ho jAoge, tuma sunoge mujhe lekina phira bhI tuma koI suvyavasthA na banAoge, tuma koI DhAMcA khar3A na kroge| kyoMki sAra hI kyA rahA yadi maiM use miTA hI dUMgA agale dina? tuma basa sunoge mujhe -zabdoM, siddhAMtoM yA dharma - siddhAMtoM se cipake bagaira hii| jisa dina tuma suna sakate ho mujhe tumhAre bhItara koI DhAMcA banAe binA aura maiM dekhatA hUM ki tumane mujhe sunA hai aura vahA zUnyatA hai, to maiMne pUrI kara dI baat| varSoM taka mujhe sunanA tumheM le AegA isa biMdu tk| tumheM AnA hI par3egA isa taka, nahIM to artha kyA hai? tuma lAne lagate ho eka suvyavasthA, eka anuzAsana, jaba taka ki vaha taiyAra hotA hai, to maiM A pahuMcatA hUM aura miTA detA hUM use| eka tibbatI kathA hai mArapA ke viSaya meN| usake guru ne usase ghara banAne ko kahA, akele hI, binA kisI kI madada ke| gAMva se IMToM aura pattharoM ko maTha taka lAnA kaThina thaa| cAra yA pAMca mIla kI dUrI thii| mArapA ne hara cIja akele hI DhoI, aisA karanA hI thaa| aura banAnA thA timajalA makAna, tibbata meM una dinoM jo bar3e se bar3A banAyA jA sakatA thaa| usane dina-rAta kar3I mehanata kii| akele hI karanI thI use hara ciij| varSoM bIta gae, ghara taiyAra ho gayA, aura mArapA lauTa AyA khushii-khushii| usane guru ke caraNoM meM jhuka kara praNAma kiyA aura bolA, 'ghara taiyAra hai|' guru ne kahA, 'aba Aga lagA do usmeN|' mArapA gayA aura jalA diyA vaha ghr| sArI rAta aura sAre agale dina ghara jalatA rhaa| sAMjha taka kucha na bacA thaa| mArapA gayA, jhukA, praNAma kiyA aura bolA, 'jaisA ki Apane Adeza diyA thA, ghara jalA diyA gayA hai| guru ne dekhA usakI tarapha aura bolA, 'kala subaha phira se zurU kara do| eka nayA ghara banAnA hogaa|' aura kahA jAtA hai ki aisA sAta bAra ghaTita huaa| mArapA kA ho calA, vahI bAta phira-phira karate hue hii| vaha banA detA ghara- aura vaha bahuta jyAdA kuzala ho gayA dhIre - dhiire| vaha jyAdA jaldI ghara banAne lagA, kama samaya meM hii| hara bAra jaba ghara taiyAra ho jAtA, guru kaha detA, jalA do use| jaba ghara sAtavIM bAra jala gayA, to guru ne kahA, 'aba koI jarUrata nhiiN|' yaha eka kathA hai| zAyada aisA na bhI huA ho, lekina yahI to maiM kara rahA hUM tumhAre saath| jisa kSaNa tuma sunate ho mujhe to tuma bhItara eka 'ghara' banAnA zurU kara dete ho siddhAtoM kA DhAMcA, eka susaMgata jor3a, jIne kA eka darzana, anusaraNa karane kA eka siddhAMta, eka nakzA jisa kSaNa maiM dekhatA hUM ki ghara taiyAra hai to maiM girAne lagatA hUM use| aura aisA maiM karUMgA sAta bAra, aura yadi jarUrata huI, to sattara baar| maiM pratIkSA kara rahA hUM usa kSaNa kI jaba tuma sunoge aura tuma ikaTThA na karoge zabdoM ko| tuma
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________________ sunoge, para tuma sunoge mujhe, use nahIM jo ki maiM kahatA huuN| tuma sunoge sAratatva ko, use dhAraNa karane vAle pAtra ko nahIM; zabdoM ko nahIM balki zabdavihIna saMdeza ko dhIre - dhIre aisA hogA hii| kitanI dera taka tuma makAna banAe jA sakate ho, yaha khUba jAnate hue ki use girAnA hI hogA? yahI artha hai merI sArI virodhI bAtoM kaa| kRSNamUrti ne bhI, jo ki kahate haiM kisI siddhAMta kI jarUrata nahIM, logoM meM eka siddhAMta nirmita kara diyA hai, kyoMki ve virodhAtmaka nahIM haiN| unhoMne logoM meM utAra diyA hai bar3e gahare meM siddhaaNt| maiMne bahuta taraha ke loga dekhe haiM, lekina kRSNamUrti ke anuyAyiyoM jaise nahIM dekhe| ve cipaka jAte haiM, bilakula cipaka hI gae haiM ve, kyoMki vaha AdamI bar3A avirodhI hai| cAlIsa varSoM se vaha kaha rahA hai vahI bAta, bAra bAra kaha rahA hai| anuyAyiyoM ne banA lI haiM gaganacuMbI imArateM cAlIsa varSa meM niraMtara isI meM bar3hate, unakI imArata bar3hatI hI jAtI hai, aura aura Age hI Age bar3hatI jAtI hai| maiM tumheM aisA nahIM karane duuNgaa| maiM cAhatA hUM, tuma zabdoM se saMpUrNatayA khAlI ho jaao| merA sArA prayojana hI yahI hai tumase bAta karane kA eka dina tuma jAna jAoge ki maiM bola rahA hUM aura tuma DhAMcA nahIM banA rahe ho| yaha bhalI-bhAMti jAnate hue ki maiM khaMDana kara dUMgA usakA jo kucha bhI maiM kaha rahA hUM tuma cipakate nahIM ho phira yadi tuma nahIM cipakate yadi tuma zUnya hI hue rahate ho, to tuma mujhe suna pAoge, na ki use jo ki maiM kahatA huuN| aura saMpUrNatayA alaga hI bAta hai usa sattA ko sunanA jo ki maiM hUM usa astitva ko sunanA jo ki bilakula abhI ghaTa rahA hai, isI kSaNa ghaTa rahA hai| / maiM to kevala eka jharokhA hUM tuma dekha sakate ho mujhase aura usa pAra kA kucha khula jAtA hai| jharokhe kI ora mata dekho, usameM se dekho mata dekhanA jharokhe kI caukhaTa kI ora mere sAre zabda jharokhe kI caukhaTa haiM unameM se unake pAra dekhnaa| bhUla jAnA zabdoM ko aura caukhaTa ke DhAMce ko aura zabdAtIta, kAlAtIta kucha maujUda hotA hai, AkAza maujUda hotA hai| yadi tuma cipaka jAte ho caukhaTa se, to kaise, kaise pAoge tuma paMkha? isIlie maiM zabdoM ko girAtA jAtA hUM tAki tuma cipako nahIM DhAMce se / tumheM paMkha pAne hI haiM tumheM gujaranA hogA mujhase, lekina tumheM jAnA hogA mujhase duur| tumheM gujaranA hogA mujhameM se, lekina tumheM bhUla jAnA hogA mujhe pUrI taraha se| tumheM gujara jAnA hai mujhameM se, lekina pIche dekhane kI koI jarUrata nahIM eka vizAla AkAza maujUda hai jaba maiM viparIta bAta karatA hUM to maiM tumheM de detA hUM eka svAda usa vizAlatA kA / bahuta AsAna hotA tumhAre lie, yadi maiM eka hI bAta ko bAra-bAra kahatA huA, tumheM eka hI siddhAMta se phira phira anukUlita karatA huA eka svara kA AdamI hotA tuma jyAdA prasanna ho gae hote, lekina vaha prasannatA nAsamajhI bharI hotI, kyoMki taba tuma kabhI taiyAra na hue hote AkAza meM ur3Ana bharane ko|
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________________ maiM tamheM nahIM cipakane daMgA DhAMce se, maiM girAtA jAUMgA DhAMce ko, isI taraha maiM tumheM dhakela detA hai ajJAta kI or| sAre zabda jJAta se Ate haiN| aura sAre siddhAMta jJAta se Ate haiN| satya ajJAta hotA hai, aura satya ko kahA nahIM jA sakatA hai| aura jo kucha kahA jA sakatA hai, vaha satya nahIM ho sktaa| Aja itanA hii| ozo- eka paricaya satya kI vyaktigata khoja se lekara jvalaMta sAmAjika va rAjanaitika praznoM para ozo kI dRSTi unako hara zreNI se alaga apanI koTi Apa banA detI hai| ve AMtarika rUpAMtaraNa ke vijJAna meM krAMtikArI dezanA ke paryAya haiM aura dhyAna kI aisI vidhiyoM ke prastotA haiM jo Aja ke gatizIla jIvana ko dhyAna meM rakha kara banAI gaI haiN| anUThe ozo sakriya dhyAna isa taraha banAe gae haiM ki zarIra aura mana meM ikaTThe tanAvoM kA recana ho sake, jisase sahaja sthiratA Ae va dhyAna kI vicAra rahita dazA kA anubhava ho| ozo kI dezanA eka naye manuSya ke janma ke lie hai, jise unhoMne 'z2orabA di buddhA ' kahA haijisake paira jamIna para hoM, magara jisake hAtha sitAroM ko, cha skeN| ozo ke hara AyAma meM eka dhArA kI taraha bahatA huA vaha jIvana-darzana hai jo pUrva kI samayAtIta prajJA aura pazcima ke vijJAna aura takanIka kI uccatama saMbhAvanAoM ko samAhita karatA hai| ozo ke darzana ko yadi samajhA jAe aura apane jIvana meM utArA jAe to manuSya-jAti meM eka krAMti kI saMbhAvanA hai| ozo kI pustakeM likhI huI nahIM haiM balki paiMtIsa sAla se bhI adhika samaya taka unake dvArA die gae tAtkAlika pravacanoM kI rikArDiMga se abhilikhita haiN| laMdana ke 'saMDe TAimsa' ne ozo ko 'bIsavIM sadI ke eka hajAra nirmAtAoM meM se eka batAyA hai aura bhArata ke 'saMDe miDa-De' ne unheM gaaNdhii| neharU aura badadha ke sAtha una dasa logoM meM rakhA hai, jinhoMne bhArata kA bhAgya badala diyaa|