Vartaman Tirthankar Shri Simandhar Swami

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008877/1

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ghera ghera sImaMdhara svAmItAM phoTA pUjAze te AratIo thaze te Thera Thera sImaMdhara svAmItAM derAsaro baMdhAze tyAre dutiyAto nakazo kaMI ora ja haze! - dAdAzrI EK_TET2536& vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAnatIrthaMkara zrIsImaMdhara

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( prakAzaka : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana (madrAsa) vatI zrI ajita sI. paTela 9, manohara pArka, egamora, madrAsa - 600 008. phona - 8261369, 826 1243. : saMpAdakane svAdhIna dAdA bhagavAta kathita prathama AvRti : pa000 dvitiya AvRtiH pa000 varSa - 1994 varSa - 1997 vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ane 'kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 20 rUpiyA (rAhata dare) varSa : 1997 prAptisthAna : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana 1, varuNa epArTamenTa, 37, zrImALI sosAyaTI, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda-380009. phona - (079) 642 1154 pheksa - 408528 lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, amadAvAda prinTara : mArUti prinTarsa, amadAvAda, saMpAdaka DaoN. nIrubahena amIta o NNNN

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dAdA bhagavAta phAunDezananA anya prakAzano dAdA bhagavAtanuM AtmavijJAta AptavANI zreNI - 1 thI 11 1) 2) 3) 4) 5) 6) paisAto vyavahAra 7) paisAto vyavahAra (saMkSipta) pratikramaNa pratikramaNa (saMkSipta) tIjadoSa darzatathI.... tirdoSa 8) pati-patnIto vyavahAra (pUrvArdha tathA uttarArdha) pati-patnIto vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 9) 10) mA-bApa chokarAMto vyavahAra 11) mA-bApa chokarAMto vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 12) vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 13) mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI.... 14) vANIno siddhAMta 15) vANI, vyavahAramAM.... 16) brahmacarya (pUrvArdha tathA uttarArdha) 17) "Who Am I?'' 18) 'dAdAvANI' - dara mahine pragaTa thatuM megejhina AtmajJAnI puruSa 'e.ema.paTela'nI mahIM pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho (samarpaNa bheda pratyakSa-parokSanI bhajanA taNo; phaLanAM prAptino sAdhakane aMtara ghaNo. kAgaLa para dorelo dIvo de prakAza aMdhAre ? zAstranI ArAdhanA ema Atama nA UghADe ! hAjara 'jJAnI' jagADe Atma prakAza, arjunanuM jAge, na vaLe saMjayanuM ke dhRtarASTra. pratyakSa tIrthaMkaranuM darzana ArAdhana pamADe, nizce mokSa tat bhavamAM na zaMkA lagAre. bharata kSetre na maLe koI tIrthaMkara hAla, mahAvideha kSetre vicare sImaMdhara hAla. bhakti sImaMdharanI bAMdhe RNAnubaMdha, chUTe baMdhano ahIMnA to baMdhAya tyAMno saMbaMdha. ekAvatArI padanI prApti akrama jJAna' thakI, AtmajJAnanI prApti be ghaDInI 'jJAna vidhi' thakI. dAdA'e sAMdho saMdhAvyo sImaMdhara saMge, nizce 52bhava sImaMdharanA sucaraNe. rome rome sImaMdharanuM guMjana bhajana, ghIMga dhaNI viNa khape na anya svajana. prabhu caraNe dilathI sarva samarpaNa, bhakti prabhu kAje jagane A graMtha samarpaNa. 5

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saMpAdakIya) DaoN. nIrubahena amIna mokSe javAnI IcchA kone na hoya ? paNa javAno mArga sAMpaDavo kaThIna. mokSamArganA netA sivAya e mArge dorI koNa jAya ? pUrve jJAnIo tIrthaMkaro thaI gayA ne keTalAMyanuM mokSanuM kAraja siddha karAvI gayA. vartamAnamAM taraNatAraNa jJAnI puruSa 'dAdAzrI' thakI e mArga khullo thAya che, akrama mArga thakI ! krame krame caDhavAnuM ne akrame caDhavAnuM, emAM kayuM saheluM ? pagathiyAM ke liphaTa ? A kALamAM liphaTa ja poSAyane sahu koIne ! A kALamAM A kSetrathI sIdho mokSa nathI' ema zAstro vade che. paNa vAyA mahAvideha kSetrathI zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA darzanathI mokSanI prAptino mArga to cAlu ja chene sadAkALa ! saMpUjya dAdAzrI e mArge mumukSuone pahoMcADe che, jenI prAptinI khAtrI mumukSune nizcayathI vartAya che. A kALamAM A kSetramAM vartamAna tIrthaMkara che nahIM, paNa A kALamAM mahAvideha kSetramAM vartamAna tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmI birAje che ane bharata kSetranA mokSArthI jIvone moze pahoMcADyA kare che. jJAnIo e mArgathI pahoMcI anyane e mArga cIMdhe che. pratyakSa-pragaTa tIrthaMkaranuM oLakhANa thavuM, temanI bhakti jAgavI ne temanuM dinarAtanuM anusaMdhAna karI levuM ane aMte temanA pratyakSa darzana karI kevaLajJAna prApta thAya e ja mokSanI prathamathI aMtima keDI che, ema jJAnIo sUcave che. - zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI ArAdhanA jeTalI vadhune vadhu thAya teTaluM temanI sAthenuM anusaMdhAna sAtatya vizeSa ne vizeSa rahe, jenAthI emanI sAthenuM RNAnubaMdha gADha bane. aMte parama avagADha sudhI pahoMcI ne temanA caraNakamaLamAM ja sthAna prAptinI mahora marAya che ! zrI sImaMdhara svAmI sudhI pahoMcavA prathama to A bharata kSetranA sarva RNAnubaMdhothI mukti meLavavI joIe. ane te maLe akramajJAna thakI prApta thayelA AtmajJAna ane pAMca AjJAonA pAlana thakI ! ane zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI ananya bhakti, ArAdhana dinarAta karatAM karatAM temanI joDe RNAnubaMdha baMdhAya che, je A deha chUTatAM ja tyAM javAno rasto karI Ape che ! kudaratI niyama evo che ke AMtarika pariNatIo jevI hoya, te mujaba Avato janma nakkI thAya. atyAre bharatakSetramAM pAMcamo Aro cAle che. manuSyo badhA kaLiyugI che. akrama vijJAna pAmI jJAnInI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavA mAMDe tyArathI AMtarika pariNatIo ekadama ucca stare pahoMcI jAya che. kaLiyugamAMthI sagI bane che. aMdara cotho Aro vartAya che. bahAra pAMcamo ne aMdara cotho Aro ! aMdaranI pariNatIo pheraphAra thavAthI jyAM cotho Aro cAlato hoya tyAM mRtyu pachI A jIva kheMcAya che ane emAM zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI bhaktithI temanI joDenuM RNAnubaMdha oNla reDI (pahelethI) bAMdhI dIdheluM ja hoya che tethI temanA samIpamAM, caraNomAM kheMcAya che e jIva ! A badhA niyamo che kudaratanA ! pUjyazrI dAdAzrI pAsethI sImaMdhara svAmInuM anusaMdhAna saMdhAyA pachI dinarAta sImaMdhara svAmInI bhujanA cAlu thaI gayelI. tyArathI khuba ja bhAva rahyA karatA ke ghera ghera sImaMdhara svAmInI pratimAjIo birAje, je pratyakSa hAjarI vartave che bhakti karatAM karatAM ! pUjyazrI sAtheno eka prasaMga che. auraMgAbAdamAM pUjayazrI page phrekacara thayA pachI cAra mahinA ArAmamAM hatA. mahAtmA sunilAbenane pratimAjInI ghera padharAmaNI karAvavAnI khUba bhAvanA hatI. paNa laukika-kramika tenA niyamo kaDaka paLAya tevI zakti na hatI. tethI teoe pUjyazrIne sIdhuM ja pUchayuM, 'dAdA, sImaMdhara svAmInI pratimAjI ghera padharAvavAnI khUba IcchA che. paNa bahAragAma gayA hoIe tyAre pUjA nA thAya, maMdiromAM kare che tevuM prakSAlana, pUjana-arcana nA thAya to doSa lAge ?" tyAre pU. dAdAzrIe kahyuM, 'nA, ApaNane doSa nA lAge. ApaNe to bhakti mATe bhAvathI mUrti rAkhIe chIe. ApaNe kyAM kramikanI rIte javuM che ? ApaNe to akrama che. laukika rIte sthApanA kare mUrtinI, tene pachI laukika kAyadAo lAgu paDe. ApaNuM to alaukika che. bhAva vijJAna che. tethI bhaktibhAva mATe khUba ja sAruM che. mUrti rAkhavAmAM kazo vAMdho

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(prastAvatA) DaoN. nIrubahena amIna nahi. ApaNAthI bhagavAna sImaMdharanI mUrti ghera rakhAya. ene koI kAyadAo lAgu nathI paDatA. A to jIvatA bhagavAna che ! pratyakSa ja che, mUrti nathI !' saMpUjya dAdAzrI kAyama kahetA ke mULanAyaka sImaMdhara svAmInA Thera Thera derAsaro baMdhAze, bhavya derAsaro baMdhAze, ghera ghera sImaMdhara svAmInI pUjA-AratIo thaze tyAre duniyAno nakazo kaMI ora thaI gayo haze ! ane bhagavAna sImaMdharanI bhakti temanA vize jarAka vAta karatAM ja lokonA hRdayamAM cAlu thaI jAya che ! dinarAta sImaMdhara svAmIne dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe namaskAra karyA karavAnA. dararoja sImaMdhara svAmInI AratI, 40 vakhata namaskAra vidhi karavAnA. (bane to 40 vakhata sASTAMga daMDavat sAthe thAya to uttama evuM sahaja sUcana.) sImaMdhara svAmInI prArthanA, vidhi ane sImaMdhara svAmInA caraNomAM sadA mastaka rAkhI ananya zaraNAMnI satata bhAvanAmAM rahevuM. saMpUjya zrI dAdAzrIe vArevAre kaheluM che ke ame paNa sImaMdhara svAmI pAse javAnA ne tame paNa tyAM ja pahoMcavAnI taiyArI karo. e sivAya ekAvatArI ke be avatArI thavuM muzkela che ! pharI pAcho janma jo A ja bharatabhUmimAM thAya to haLahaLato pAMcamo Aro cAlato hoya tyAM mokSanI vAta to bAjue rahI paNa pAcho manuSyabhava maLavo paNa durlabha che ! evA saMjogomAM atyArathI ja cetIne, jJAnIoe batAvelA mArgane pakaDI laIne, ekAvatArI padanI ja prApti karI laIe ! pharI pharI Avo tAla khAya evo nathI. vahetAM pANInA vaheNane pharI pakaDAya nahi, vaheto samaya pAcho pakaDAya nahi. AvelI taka gumAve, tene pharI taka maLavAno tAla khAya nahi, mATe AjathI ja maMDI paDIe ne gAyA karIe.... 'zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA asIma jaya jayakAra ho !" sImaMdhara svAmI koNa ? kyAM che ? kevA che ? enuM kyuM pada che ? temaja temanuM mahattva keTaluM che tenI samagra zakya teTalI mAhitIo pUjyazrI dAdAzrI svamukhe nIkaLelI, tenuM atre saMkalana thaI prakAzita thAya che. je mokSamArgIone emanI ArAdhanA mATe ati ati upayogI nivaDaze ! - jaya saccidAnaMda paMcam ArAmAM mokSanI aMtima kaDI ! anaMta covIsIo AvI ne chatAM A jIva nA bUjhayo, e rajhaLapATano Aro na Avyo ! have lAkha mAthA pachADIe, to paNa siddhazilAe birAjelA anaMta tIrthaMkaro zuM kare ? te pratyakSa hatA tyAre ApaNo AtmA paNa bhaTakato bhaTakato temane bheTyo to haze ja ne ? Ama chatAM ApaNI AMkho khUlI nahi. Aje jyAre ApaNe tIrthakaronA svarUpane temanI sattAne tathA temanI mahattAne samajI zakyA chIe, tyAre A kALe, A kSetre koI tIrthaMkara vidyamAna nathI ! Ane paMcamakALanA jIvonuM habhAgya nahi, to bIjuM zuM kahevuM ? zuM tyAre A manuSyabhava eLe javAno ? mokSano artha, mokSano upAya, mokSano mArga tathA mokSanI mahattA samajyA chatAM ya A jIvane kaMI prakAza lAdhI na zake zuM ? A paMcam ArAmAM ekAda chellI taka maLI na zake zuM ? jJAnI puruSo A rUMdhAyelA mArgane mokaLo karI Ape che. chellI taka dekhADI de che. vidyamAna tIrthaMkara ke je A kALe A kSetre nathI, paNa anya kSetre eTale ke mahAvideha kSetramAM vartamAne viharamAna che. evAM devAdhideva, caudalokanA nAtha, samagra brahmAMDane prakAzamAna karanArA, kevaLajJAnI bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmInuM saMdhAna pragaTa jJAnI puruSa karAvI de che. A kALe, A kSetrathI sIdho mokSa zakya nathI, to vAyA mahAvideha kSetrathI azakya paNa nathI. A mArga jemaNe joyo che, evA loko ja te batAvI zake. zabdothI nahi, aMtaHkaraNathI ja evI anubhUti thaI jAya ke mokSa najIkamAM ja che ! bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhunuM saMdhAna A kALe A kSetramAM rahIne paNa thaI zake che. AtmajJAnI puruSo AvuM saMdhAna karI zake che ane ApaNane paNa karAvI zake che. AvI anubhUti aneka loko karI cUkyA che. bhUtakALamAM bhagavAna zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya, zrImad rAjacaMdra tathA vartamAna jJAnI puruSa zrI 'dAdA bhagavAna', zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA saMdhAnamAM rahI anyone mokSamArga khullo karI Ape che.

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mahAvideha kSetranI rUparekhA jyAM bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vicare che, e mahAvideha kSetra zuM che ? kyAM AveluM che ? kevuM che ? tyAM manuSyo che kharAM ? che to kevAM che ? ajANyAnA manamAM AvAM aneka prazno udbhave, te svAbhAvika che. A brahmAMDamAM kula paMdara kSetro che. jyAM mAnava sRSTi che, jIva sRSTi che, sajjano che, durjano che, rAjA che, prajA che, ghara-bAra badhuM ja che. manuSyonI UMcAI, pahoLAI tathA AyuSya vageremAM noMdhanIya pharaka che. A paMdara kSetramAMthI pAMca bharata kSetromAM tathA pAMca airAvata kSetromAM tIrthakaronI pragaTa hAjarI nathI. paNa pAMca mahAvideha kSetromAM kula vIsa tIrthaMkaro vicarI karoDo zuddhAtmAone paramapadanI prApti karAvI, A saMsAranA samasaraNa mArganI bhayaMkara bhaTakAmaNamAMthI mukta karI zAzvata mokSanA adhikArI banAve che. A vIsa tIrthaMkAromAM sImaMdhara svAmI prabhu eka tIrthaMkara che. bharata kSetramAM atyAre pAMcamo Aro cAle che, jyAre mahAvideha kSetramAM sadA cotho Aro hovAthI e bhUmi tIrthaMkaravihoNI hotI ja nathI. kSetra pheraphAra zI rIte thAya ? vartamAne vIsa viharamAna tIrthakaro paikI zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI ja bhakti zA mATe ? anyanI kema nahi ? mokSa pradAna karavAnI karuNA sarve tIrthakaronI sarakhI ja che, chatAM jJAnI puruSo zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI ja ArAdhanA karavAnuM kema prarUpe che ? zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne ApaNA bharata kSetranI sAthe vizeSa RNAnubaMdha che. A kAraNe ApaNuM kAma saraLatAthI sare eTale ke A bhavanuM AyuSya pUruM thatAM ja mahAvideha kSetramAM zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA caraNomAM sthAna maLe. kalyANa mUrti pUjya dAdAzrI bharata kSetramAMthI mahAvideha kSetramAM javAno niyama samajAvatA kahe che, "je ArAnA jIvano svabhAva thAya, tyAM jIva niyamathI ja kheMcAI jAya.' atyAre bharatakSetramAM pAMcamo Aro cAle che. paNa jo koI puNyAtmAne evo koI kSayopazamano yoga ke jJAnI puruSano pratyakSa yoga thaI jAya ke jethI karIne tenA svabhAvamAM pheraphAra thaI jAya. dareka karmodayano samatAbhAve nikAla karI nAkhe, rAga-dveSa kare nahi, koInI sAthe kiMcitmAtra vera nA bAMdhe, koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA de ke koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha nahi devAno niraMtara bhAva vartAto hoya, koI kissAmAM vartanathI duHkha devAI jAya to tenuM turata ja pratikramaNa karI le, to te jIva cothA ArAmAM janma levAno lAyaka thayo gaNAya. mahAvideha kSetramAM niraMtara cotho Aro ja hoya che. ApaNuM zrI sImaMdhara svAmI pratye gajabanuM AkarSaNa thavuM, rAta-divasa temanAM bhaktikIrtana zarU thaI javAM vagere e vAtano sUcaka che ke A jIva temanI joDe RNAnubaMdha bAMdhI tenI pAse pahoMcI javAno che. A badhuM niyamathI bane che. je rIte A pUrvenA jJAnI puruSoe joyo che, jANyo che, e mArga teozrI ApaNane dekhADe che. ApaNane A mArganA darzana thaI jatAM parama tRptinA oDakAra AvavA lAge che. - pratyakSa viNa sUnA mokSamArga... keTalAMya jainone, khAsa karIne AjanI yuvAna peDhInA jainone jyAre evo prazna pUchavAmAM Ave che ke tame zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vize zuM jANo cho ? tyAre to kAM to potAnI ajJAnatA prakaTa kare che athavA to cUpakIdI seve che. jyAre AvuM bane che tyAre hRdaya dravI UThe che. AjanI yuvAna peDhI bhUtakALanA tIrthakarone yAda kare che te uttama che ja, paNa sAthe sAtha e yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke vartamAna tIrthaMkaranuM smaraNa sarvottama che. je siddhadazAmAM ayogIpade, mana-vacana-kAyAnA yogathI rahita evuM kevaLajJAna prakAza svarUpe birAje che, te ApaNane ahIM zI rIte madada karI zake ? ApaNI bhUlo zI rIte dekhADe ? ApaNane dezanA saMbhaLAvI ApaNI draSTine kaI rIte badalI Ape ? karmamalane khaMkherI nAkhavAno mArga zI rIte dekhADe ? siddhapade pahoMce pachI tIrthaMkarono AtmA ke anya AtmA sarve samasvabhAvI, siddhAtmA ja banI gayo hoya che. tyAM koI bheda nathI. tyAM jJAna, darzana ke cAritranA ya bheda nathI. tyAM to phakta prakAza ja che. jemAM AkhuM brahmAMDa jhaLahaLe che ! A ja prakAza tIrthakaromAM paNa vyApta thayelo hoya che. mAtra bAkInAM cAra aghAtI karma - AyuSya, nAma, gotra tathA vedanIya rahyAM hoya che, je sahajabhAve nirjarI rahetAM hoya che. jagata kalyANanuM nimittapada laIne AvelAM hovAthI ApaNe jo tene oLakhI laIne, teno pratyakSa yoga prApta karI laIe to mokSa hAthaveMtamAM ja che ! tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanAM darzana mAtrathI ja mokSanI prApti thaI jAya che, paNa temanI oLakha thavI joIe. dhAro ke Aje ApaNI samakSa sAkSAt tIrthaMkara bhagavAna hAjara thAya to ApaNI pAse temane 10

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oLakhavAnI draSTi che kharI ? ahIM zAstrokta vANI ke bhUtakALanA jJAnIonuM kathana kAma lAge tema nathI. kAraNa ke dravya, kSetra, kALa tathA bhAvane anurUpa bAhyarUpamAM tIrthaMkaromAM pheraphAra thaI zake. udAharaNa tarIke mahAvIra svAmIe potAnI pUrvenA tIrthaMkaroe prarUpelA cAra mahAvratanA badale temAM ekano umero karIne pAMca karyAM, je mATe trevIsamA tIrthaMkaranA ziSyo, kezIsvAmI vagerene zaMkA upajelI. jo ke tenuM samAdhAna thaI gayuM, paNa te temanI saraLatAnA kAraNe ja. AjanA asaraLa jIvonI ADAIthI bharapUra jIvonI draSTi sahelAIthI zI rIte badalAya ? jJAnIo kahe che ke jene mokSa javAnI kAmanA che, te sivAya anya kazAnI kAmanA nathI, tevAM puNyAtmAone tIrthaMkarone oLakhavAnI draSTi ApoApa prApta thaI jAya che. ATaluM ja nahi, temanuM zrI sImaMdhara svAmI sAthenuM saMdhAna paNa thaI jAya che. A koI sthULa prayoga nathI, aMtarano sUkSma prayoga che. are, zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vize kyAreka kaMI sAMbhaLyuM na hoya, vAMcyuM na hoya, temanA vize eka akSare ya jANatA na hovA chatAM jJAnI pAsethI temano paricaya thatAMnI sAthe ja hradaya thanaganI UThe che. mana-buddhi-citta- AMkho tathA AtmA (pratiSThita AtmA) prabhunA premamAM ekAkAra banI jAya che ! A mATe koI japa, tapa ke sAdhanA kazuM ja karavuM paDatuM nathI pachI ApaNuM sthAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmInAM caraNomAM ja che ! A draDhatAne koI DagAvI zakyuM nathI. A koI ahaMkArapUrNa uccAraNa nathI, paNa pratyakSa thayelI sahaja anubhUti che. tamaskAra vidhitI zarUAta sahu prathama sane 1971mAM vaDavAmAM eka rAtrinA pUjArIjInI oraDImAM "pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnI sAkSIe, vartamAne mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne huM atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM.'' e maMtra amo tyAM hAjara hatA e badhA lokoe eka eka vAra vArApharatI bolavAno hato. sahu prathama A maMtra pUjyazrIe bolI batAvyo ane mane eka kAgaLamAM lakhI ApI, temAM sahune vArApharatI bolAvavAnuM kahyuM. e pachI Disembara, 1972mAM auraMgAbAdanI dasa divasanI zibiramAM savAranI prArthanA vakhate pUjyazrIe manomana kazI gaNatarI karIne badhAne kahyuM ke, "je koI A maMtra dararoja cAlIsa vakhata bolaze, 12 tene ekaso ATha pratyakSa zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA namaskAranuM phaLa maLaze.'' tyArathI badhAne dararoja cAlIsa vakhata A maMtra bolAvavAnuM zarU karyuM ane samaya na hoya to chevaTe aThavADiyAnI rajAnA divase A maMtra cAlIsa vAra bolavAnuM teozrIe sUcana kareluM. zrI dAdA bhagavAnanA mukhethI zrI sImaMdhara svAmI sAthenA saMdhAnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne aneka lokone AvI anubhUti thaI che. AzA che, jene pratyakSa yoga nA hoya, tene A pustikA parokSa rIte saMdhAnanI bhUmikA spaSTa karI Apaze. je vyakti kharekhara mokSanI Icchuka haze, tenuM zrI sImaMdhara svAmI sAthe avazya saMdhAna thaI jaze. A pahelAM kyAreka utpanna thayuM nahotuM, tevuM zrI sImaMdhara svAmI pratyenuM jabarajasta AkarSaNa utpanna thAya to jANI levuM ke prabhunAM caraNomAM sthAna pAmavAnA nagArAM vAgavA mAMDyA che. jJAtItI sAkSIe tamaskAra parama kRpALu zrI dAdA bhagavAna sAmAnya rIte sarve mumukSuone saMdhAna nIce ApelA namaskArathI karAve che. "pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, vartamAne mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne huM atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM.'' A zabdo e saMdhAna nathI ja. e vakhate mumukSuone pote zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karato hoya tevI anubhUti thAya te saMdhAna che. 'pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe' evo zabdaprayoga eTalAM mATe prayojavAmAM Avyo che ke jyAM sudhI mumukSuno zrI sImaMdhara svAmI sAthe sIdho tAra joDAyo nathI, tyAM sudhI jeno niraMtaratAno tAra temanI sAthe saMdhAyelo che evA jJAnI puruSa zrI dAdA bhagavAnanA mAdhyama dvArA ApaNA namaskAra ApaNe zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne pahoMcADIe chIe. jenuM phaLa pratyakSa karelA namaskAra jeTaluM ja maLe che. udAharaNa tarIke ApaNe koI saMdezo amerikA pahoMcADavo che, paNa te ApaNI meLe pahoMcADI zakIe tema nathI eTale ApaNe A saMdezo posTakhAtAne suparata karIne 13

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nizcita banI jaIe chIe. A javAbadArI posTakhAtAnI che ane te tene pUrI paNa kare che. A ja rIte pUjya dAdAzrI zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne ApaNe saMdezo pahoMcADavAnI javAbadArI potAnA zire le che. dAdA bhagavAnane sAkSI rAkhI namaskAravidhi karavI. A namaskAravidhi jemane samyadarzana lAdhyuM che, evAM samakitI mahAtmAo samajapUrvaka kare to tenuM phaLa ora ja maLe che ! maMtra bolatAM akSareakSara vAMcavo joIe. tenAthI citta saMpUrNapaNe zuddha rahe che. saMpUrNa cittazuddhipUrvaka namaskAra eTale potAnI jAtane zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA mUrtisvarUpane pratyeka namaskAra karatI jovI. pratyeka namaskAre sASTAMga vaMdanA karatI dekhAvI joIe. jyAre prabhunuM mUrtisvarUpa dekhAya ne prabhunuM amUrta evuM jJAnIsvarUpa tenAthI kaI rIte bhinna che, te paNa samajAI jAya tyAre mAnavuM ke zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI nikaTa pahoMcI gayA chIe. jene samyakadarzananI prApti thaI nathI, evAM AtmArthIe nIce mujaba zabdomAM prabhune prArthanA karavI. he prakaTa-pratyakSa paramAtmA, ApanuM svarUpa e ja mAruM svarUpa che. ApanuM kevaLajJAna svarUpa che e ja mAruM kevaLajJAna svarUpa che. paNa mane tenuM bhAna nathI. he prabhu, ApanA A samagra brahmAMDane prakAzamAna karavAvALA parama jyotisvarUpane huM atyaMka bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. he prabhu, Apa evI kRpA karo ke amAro A bhedabhAva chUTI jAya ane amane abheda svarUpa lAdhe. ame tamArAmAM abheda svarUpe tadAkAra banI jaIe." zrI sImaMdhara svAmInuM jIvanacaritra ApaNA bhArata varSanI uttara dizAmAM 19,31,50,0OO (ogaNIsa karoDa, ekatrIsa lAkha, pacAsa hajAra) kilomITaranA aMtare jaMbudvIpanA mahAvideha kSetranI zarUAta thAya che. temAM 32 vijyo (kSatro) che. A vijyomAM AThamI vijaya 'puSpakalAvatI' che. tenuM pATanagara zrI puMDarikagiNI che. A nagarImAM gata covIsInA sattaramA tIrthaMkara zrI kunthanAtha bhagavAnano zAsanakALa tathA aDhAramA tIrthapati zrI arahanAthajInA janma pUrveno samaya ghaNo suMdara hato. te vakhate puMDarikagiNInA rAjA hatA zrI zreyAMsa. teozrI zUravIra, prajAvatsala tathA nyAyapriya hatA. temane satyakI nAmanI suMdara, suzIla ane pativratA patnI hatI. eka samaye satyakI rANIne rAtrinA ardhajAgratAvasthAmAM cauda mahAsvapnanAM darzana thayAM. rANIe savAre potAne rAtrinA Avela A svapnAMonI vAta patine kahI saMbhaLAvI. e vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne ghaNI khuzI thaI. teNe svapnazAstrIone bolAvIne A svapnAMono artha karavAnuM kahyuM. svapnazAstrIoe gaNatarI karIne kahyuM ke mahArANI satyakInI kukhe tIrthakara bhagavAnano janma thaze. A vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjA harSavibhora banI gayA. yathAsamaye mahArANI satyakIe advitIya rUpa, lAvaNyavALA, savAMgasuMdara, suvarNa kAMtivALA tathA vRSabhanA lAMchanavALA putrane janma Apyo. (vIra saMvatanI gaNanA mujaba caitra vadI 10nI madhyarAtrinA) bhagavAnano janma thatAM devatAoe bhavya utsava ujavyo. AkAzamAM daMdubhi vAgavA lAgyAM ane narkagatimAM paNa paLavAra AnaMda chavAI gayo. IndranuM siMhAsana DolI uThya. saghaLAM devadevIone potAnI sAthe laIne IndrarAjA putranA darzanArthe doDI AvyA. garbhamAMthI ja traNa jJAnanA jJAtA evAM zrI jinendra prabhunuM nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. zrI sImaMdhara bhagavAnanAM pagalAM thatAM ja rAjA tathA prajAnI samRddhimAM Azcaryajanaka kahI zakAya tevI vRddhi thavA lAgI. bALa jinezvara ke je matijJAna, zrutajJAna tathA avadhijJAna sAthe ja janmyA hatA. te laukika lIlA karatAM moTA thaI rahyA hatA. snehALa mA-bApe temane je je zikSaNa ApyuM, tene temaNe sArI rIte grahaNa karI lIdhuM. A rIte yuvAvasthAe pahoMcatAM temanuM dehamAna pAMcaso dhanuSa jeTaluM UMcuM thaI gayuM. mahAvideha kSetramAM tathA ApaNA kSetramAM paNa cothA ArAnuM dehamAna sAmAnya rIte ATaluM ja hoya che. potAnI saMpUrNa anicchA hovA chatAM mA-bApa tathA AptajanonI tIvra IcchA AgaLa namatuM jokhIne prabhune prabhutAmAM pagalAM mAMDavAnI pharaja paDI. rAjakumArI rukimaNI prabhunAM adhaganA banavA mATe parama saubhAgyazALI banyAM. bhagavAnanuM mahAbhiniSkramaNa potAnA phALe AvelI bhUmikA bhajavatAM bhajavatAM bhagavAnanA aMtaramAM to A eka ja vicAra ghoLAyA karato hato ke A jagatane janma, jarA tathA maraNanA baMdhanamAMthI mukta karIne kevI rIte mokSa apAvavo. A 15

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bhAvanAnA phaLarUpe bharata kSetramAM vIsamA tIrthaMkara zrI munisuvrata svAmI tathA ekavIsamAM tIrthaMkara zrI nemInAthajInA prAgaTya kALanI vacce, ayodhyAmAM rAjA dazarathanA zAsanakALa daramiyAna tathA rAmacaMdrajInA janma pUrve zrI sImaMdhara svAmIe mahAbhiniSkramaNanA udayayoge phAgaNa sudI trIjanA divase dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. dIkSA aMgIkAra karatAM ja temane cothuM mana:paryava jJAna lAdhyuM. doSakarmonI nirjarA thatAM hajAra varSanA chadmasthakALa pachI bAkInAM cAra ghAtI karmono kSaya karIne caitra sudI terasanA divase bhagavAna kevaLajJAnI tathA kevaLadarzanI banyA. pUrNapadanI prApti thatAM prabhu karoDo lokonA tAraka banyA. e pachI turata ja temane caturvidha saMgha eTale ke sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka tathA zrAvikAonA saMghanI sthApanA karI. kalyANajJAna yajJanI pravRtti pUrA jozathI AgaLa vadhavA lAgI. emanAM darzana mAtrathI ja jIvo mokSamArgI banavA lAgyA. ATaluM ja nahi, samyakdarzanI tathA kevaLadarzanI paNa banyA ! AvA samartha puruSane koTi koTi vaMdana karI temanA darzananI ja kAmanA dinarAta karyA karIe. AvatI covIsInA AThamA tIrthaMkara zrI udayasvAmInA nirvANa pachI tema ja navamA tIrthaMkara zrI peDhALasvAmInA janma pUrve zrI sImaMdhara svAmI tathA anya ogaNIsa vihAramAna tIrthakara bhagavaMto zrAvaNa sudI 3nA alaukika divase 84 lAkha pUrvanuM AyuSya pUruM karI nirvANapadane pAmaze. mahAvideha kSetramAM janmatI taiyArIo bharata kSetranA puNyAtmAo A bhavamAM evAM svabhAvamAM AvI jAya ke cothA ArAnA jIvo jevAM ja thaI jAya. kaLiyuga khUba ja AgaLa vadhI gayo chatAM ya gharamAM tathA bahAra sarvatra sayuganuM vAtAvaraNa sarja. ahIM, A kSetranA jIvonA RNAnubaMdha 'samabhAve nikAla' karI pUrAM kare, kyAMya vera nA bAMdhe to te avazya zrI sImaMdhara svAmInAM sucaraNomAM sthita thavAne lAyaka thayo gaNAya. rAta-divasa zrI sImaMdhara svAmInuM smaraNa rahyA kare ane svapno paNa prabhunA AvavA mAMDe. are, ekAda vakhata paNa jo svapnamAM prabhunA darzana thaI jAya to prabhu cokkasa teno hAtha pakaDI le. cittanI nirmaLatA tathA prabhu pratyenI laganI mumukSune avazya A sthitie pahoMcADI de tema che. zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhunA kalyANa yajJanA nimittomAM coryAsI gaNadharo, dasa lAkha kevaLajJAnI mahArAjAo, so karoDa sAdhuo, so karoDa sAdhvIjIo, navaso karoDa zrAvako ne navaso karoDa zrAvikAo che. teozrInA zAsaka rakSakomAM yakSadeva zrI cAMdrAyaNadeva tathA yakSiNIdevI zrI pAMcAMgulidevI che. | paurANika kathA saMdarbha ane adhatana paraMparA (1) tAradamutinuM mahAbhitiSkamaNa-darzata nAradamuni rAmacaMdrajInA janma pUrve mahArAjA dazarathanI sabhAmAM padhAre che. te mahAvideha kSetramAMthI zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhunuM mahAbhiniSkramaNa joIne sIdhA ja ahIM padhAre che. te prabhunA dIkSA mahotsavanuM varNana A zabdomAM kare che. "prabhunA mahAbhiniSkramaNane eka varasanI vAra hatI tyAre sarve devo, Indro, mahendroe prabhune prArthanA karI, "he devAdhideva, anaMtakALathI A saMsAranAM bhayaMkara Adhi, vyAdhi ne upAdhinA udadhimAM DabakAM khAtAM jIvo ke je anaMtatAraka prabhunI rAha jotAM jIvI rahyA che, teonA kalyANArthe Apa mahAbhiniSkramaNa karo. ApanuM sthAna A rAjamahelanI cAra dIvAlo vacce ja sImita nathI. Apa to A dharatInA khUNe khUNe vicarI, Thera Thera tIrtha pravartAvanAra tIrthaMkara bhagavAna cho. ApanuM sthAna to dharatInA khoLe che. samaya najIka AvI lAgyo che. prabhu have Apa mahAbhiniSkramaNanI taiyArI karIne, ApanA tIrthakarI padane sArthaka karo." prabhue devonI prArthanAno svIkAra karIne e ja divasathI dararoja eka karoDa sonAmahoranuM dAna ApavuM zarU karyuM ane varSAMte loca karI dIkSA aMgIkAra karatAMnI sAthe ja temane caturtha mana:paryava jJAna lAdhI gayuM. A prasaMge devoe AkAzamAMthI puSpavRSTi karI prabhunA A pAvana kAryanA vadhAmaNAM karyA ane lAkho lokoe temanAM darzana karIne potAnI jAtane kRtArtha karI." A prasaMganuM varNana karatAM nAradamuni umere che, "prabhunA AvAM maMgala darzana karIne huM laMkA nagarImAM rAjA rAvaNanI sabhAmAM gayo. ahIM rAjA rAvaNa potAnA jyotiSIone pUchI rahyo hato ke mAruM mRtyu 16

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kudaratI rIte thaze ke koInA nimittathI thaze ? jayotiSIoe gaNatarI karIne kahyuM ke ayodhyAnA rAjA dazarathanA jyeSTha putra rAmacaMdrajInA patnI, sItAjI tamAruM mRtyunuM nimitta banaze. A sAMbhaLIne rAvaNanA nAnAbhAI vibhISaNe pratijJA lIdhI ke huM mahArAjA dazaratha tathA mahArAjA janakano vadha karIza. mATe he mahArAjA dazaratha, huM tamane cetavavA mATe Avyo chuM, tame cetajo." ATaluM kahIne nAradamunie temanI vidAya lIdhI. (2) zrIkRSNa putranuM apaharaNa bhagavAna zrIkRSNanA mahArANI rukimaNInI kUkhe putrano janma thatAM ja pUrvabhavanA verI deve adrazya rIte rAjakumAranuM apaharaNa karyuM. sainya rAjakumAranI zodha mATe AkAza-pAtALa eka karI nAkhyAM, chatAM rAjakumAranI kyAMya bhALa maLI nahi. mAtA rukimaNInA uraphATa rudane sahunA haiyAne hacamacAvI mUkyAM. paNa badhAM lAcAra hatAM. barAbara tyAM ja AkAzagamana karIne nAradamuni tyAM padhAryA. temaNe badhI vAtathI vAkepha thaIne rukimaNIne AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM, mAtA, Apa zA mATe Avo vilApa karo cho ? Apa to prajJa cho, karmanI akala gatine jANanArAM cho. Apa kRpA karIne samabhAvamAM raho. huM A vize zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne pUchIne Apane samAcAra ApIza." Ama kahIne AkAzagAmI vidyAnA jJAtA nAradamuni AkAzagamana karIne mahAvideha kSetramAM zrI sImaMdhara svAmI pAse AvyA ane temane sASTAMga praNAma karIne pUchayuM, "he prabhu, rukimaNIdevIe evAM te kevAM karmo karyA che ke janmatAMnI sAthe ja temanA putranuM apaharaNa thaI gayuM ?'' nAradajIno Avo prazna sAMbhaLIne prabhue maMdasmita pharakAvIne kahyuM, "rukimaNIdevI pUrvabhavamAM jyAre brAhmaNI hatA tyAre moranA baccAne joIne atyaMta mohita banI gayA hatA. A mohane vaza thaI jaIne te jaMgalamAMthI moranA baccAne potAnA ghera laI AvyA. potAnA baccAthI vikhUTI paDI jatAM Dhela atyaMta kalpAMta karavA lAgI chatAM brAhmaNInA peTanuM pANI ya hAlyuM nahi. e to jANe ke kazuMya banyuM na ho tema moranA A baccAne khUba ja snehathI ucheravA lAgI. A bAju Dhela potAnA baccAnA virahamAM nagaranI zerI-galIomAM bhaTakavA lAgI. lokoe jyAre brAhmaNIne khUba samajAvI tyAre soLa mahine teNe DhelanA A baccAne mukta karyuM. AgalA bhavanuM soLa varasanA putra-virahanA rUpamAM udaya pAmyuM. have soLamA varase rukimaNIne potAnAM putranuM punaHmilana thaze." prabhunI AvI vAta sAMbhaLIne nAradajIe dalIla karatAM kahyuM, prabhu, rANIe karelA karmanI vAta to samajANI, paNa rAjakumAre evuM te kayuM karma karyuM hatuM ke jethI janmatAMnI sAthe ja tenuM apaharaNa thaI gayuM ?" tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmIe nArada muninI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karatA kahyuM, "he AyuSyamAna ! A jaMbudvIpanA bharatakSetramAM zAligrAma nAmanA nagaramAM manorama nAmanA udyAnano sumanayakSa nAmano adhipati hato. Aja nagaramAM somadeva nAmano brAhmaNa potAnA argilA nAmanI patnI sAthe raheto hato. temane cauda vidyAnA pAragAmI evA agnibhUti ane vAyubhUti nAmanA be putro hatA. eka samaye aneka munivarothI paravarelA AcAryazrI naMdIvardhanasUrijI A udyAnamAM padhAryA. ati garviSTha evA agnibhUti ane vAyubhUti naMdIvardhanasUrijI sAthe vAdavivAdamAM utaryA ane kAramI hAra pAmyA. munivarye temane Thapako ApatAM kahyuM, "Avo mada rAkhIne zA mATe karo cho ? gata janmamAM tamo baMne ziyALa hatAM." AvAM apamAnajanaka zabdo sAMbhaLIne baMne bhAIone munivarya para ghaNo krodha caDhyo. krodhAvezamAM sArAsAranuM bhAna bhUlI jaIne baMne bhAIo munivaryano vadha karavA mATe udyAnamAM AvyA. paNa sumanayakSe temane AvuM duSkRtya karatA rokI laIne keda pakaDI lIdhA. AthI baMne bhAIo lokomAM khUba ja tiraskRta thayA. potAnA putrone sumana keda pakaDyAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne somadeva tathA argilA udyAnamAM AvI pahoMcyA ane temane choDI mUkavA mATe be hAtha joDIne sumanayakSane kAkalUdI karavA lAgyAM. temanI kAkalUdIthI pIgaLI jaIne sumanayakSe temane kahyuM, "huM tamArA putrone eka zarate mukta karuM. jo te jaina dharma aMgIkAra kare to." bannee tenI zarata mAnya rAkhI. sumanayakSe baMne brAhmaNa putrone mukta karI dIdhAM. bannee e ja kSaNe jainadharma aMgIkAra karyo ane suMdara 18

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rIte tene pALavA lAgyAM. e pachI kALadharma pAmIne baMne deva banyAM ne tyAMthI pharI pRthvI para AvIne hastinApuramAM arhaddAsa zrAvakanA pUrNabhadra tathA maNibhadra nAmanA putro banyAM. baMne bhAIo zrAvaka dharmanI suMdara, svaccha ArAdhanA karI devagatine pAmyAM ane tyAMthI AvIne hastinApuranA rAjA vIrasenanI rANInI kUkhe janma laIne madhu tathA keDhava nAme oLakhANAM. moTo thaIne madhu rAjagAdI para beTho ane thoDA samaya pachI tene kubuddhi sUjhatA kanakAbharaNa nAmanA rAjAnI patnI caMdrAbhAnunuM apaharaNa karIne tenI sAthe bhogavilAsa bhogavavA lAgyo. A bAju kanakAbharaNa rAjA potAnI patnInA virahamAM jhUravA lAgyo ne virahanI parAkASTAmAM tApasa banI gayo. caMdrAbhAnue potAnA patinI AvI durdazA joI to tenA aMtaramAM karuNAnuM jharaNuM phUTI nIkaLyuM. teNe madhurAjAne potAnA patinI hAlata dekhADI, to tene paNa ghaNuM du:kha ane pastAvo thayo. teNe potAnA pApakarmanA prAyazcitarUpe putrane rAjagAdI soMpI daIne dIkSA laI lIdhI. e pachI saMyamamAM zeSa jiMdagI pUrI karIne devalokamAM gayo. kanakAbharaNa paNa ugra tapa karIne dhUmaketu nAmano deva thayo. madhu rAjAnA jIve devanuM AyuSya pUruM karIne bhagavAna vAsudevanA bhAryA rukimaNIdevInI kUkhe janma lIdho. dhUmaketu deve potAnA pUrvajanmanI patnInA apaharaNanuM vera vALavA mATe rukimaNIdevInA putranuM janmatAMnI sAthe ja apaharaNa karIne tene choDI dIdho. bALakanA puNyakarmanA yoge barAbara e ja samaye vidyAdhara ane temanA patnI vimAnamAM besIne tyAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. temanI najare A navajAta bALaka caDhI jatAM temaNe tene vimAnamAM UMcakI lIdhuM. temaNe tenuM nAma pradyumna rAkhyuM ane eka rAjakumAranI jema tene ucheravA lAgyAM.'' zrI sImaMdhara svAmI pAsethI Avo khulAso meLavIne nAradajI pradyumnane joIne dvArikA AvyA ane rukimaNIdevIne A vAtathI vAkepha karyA. potAno putra hemakhema hovAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne rukimaNIdevInuM haiyuM AnaMdanA hiloLe caDhyuM. 20 (3) kAmagajendrano uddhAra eka vAra jyAre bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmI zrAvastI nagarImAM potAnI amRtavANImAM dezanA saMbhaLAvI rahyA hatA, tyAre eka rAjakumAre temanI pAse AvIne khUba ja vinayapUrvaka pUchayuM, "prabhu, rAtrie meM je joyuM te sAcuM che ke khoTuM ? e satya hakIkata hatI ke mAro bhrama hato ?'' prabhue javAba Apyo, "rAjakumAra, e bilakula satya hakIkata hatI.'' samAdhAna pAmI rAjakumAra cAlyo gayo to gaNadharapati zrI gautama svAmIe utsukatAvaza prabhune pUchyuM, "prabhu, A mANasa koNa hato ? teNe Apane zo prazna pUchayo ? teNe zuM joyuM te kRpA karIne Apa amane kahezo ?'' prabhue tenI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karatAM kahyuM, "he gautama, te kAmagajendra nAmano yuvarAja che. tenA pUrvanA devamitroe tene mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI samavasaraNomAM ahIMthI upADIne tyAM mUkI dIdho." zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA samavasaraNamAM eka rAjAe prabhune pUchayuM, "A mANasa koNa che ? kyAMthI Ave che ? e zA mATe ahIM AvI caDhyo che ?'' zrI sImaMdhara svAmIe tene javAba ApatA kahyuM, "he rAjana ! pUrvabhavamAM A kAmagajendra rAjakumAranA mitra devoe ekabIjAne dharmamAM Asakta banAvavAnA kola ApelA. paNa prabaLa viSaya vAsanAnA kAraNe A rAjakumAranuM mana haMmezA ramaNIomAM ja ramatuM hatuM. AthI devamitro tene phosalAvIne ahIM laI AvyA che. pUrvabhavamAM kAmagajendra kauzala rAjAno tosala nAmano rAjakumAra hato. A ja nagaranA zreSThIputranI patnI suvarNAdevI patinA lAMbA samayanA paradezagamanathI viSayAMdha banI jaIne rAjakumAra tosala sAthe aNahakkanA viSayo bhogavavA lAgI. pariNAme tene rAjakumArathI garbha rahI gayo. vAta UDatI UDatI rAjAnA kAne pahoMcI. rAjAne potAnA putranA AvAM duSkRtyathI ghaNo AghAta 21

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lAgyo ane teNe tene motanI sajA pharamAvI. rAjakumArano vadha karavA mATe pradhAna tene jaMgalamAM laI gayo. paNa rAjakumArano vadha karavA mATe teno jIva cAlyo nahi. teNe rAjakumArane rAjyanI hada choDI daIne dUra dUra cAlyA javAnI salAha ApI. tosala tyAMthI nIkaLIne pATalIputra AvIne tyAMnA rAjA jayavarmAnI sevAmAM rahI gayo. A bAju suvarNAdevIthI paNa A kalaMkano boja jIravAyo nahi. te gharano tyAga karIne jaMgalamAM rahevA lAgI. ahIM jaMgalamAM ja teNe pUrA mAse putra-putrInA joDakAMne janma Apyo. ekavAra te koIka gAmanI samIpe jaIne putranA gaLAmAM tosalakumAranA nAmanI tathA putrInA gaLAmAM suvarNAdevInA nAmanI mudrikA nAkhI daIne, vastranA eka cheDe putrane tathA bIjA cheDe putrIne bAMdhI daIne temane eka surakSita sthaLe mUkI daIne vastra tathA zarIra zuddhi mATe viMdhyAcaLanI taLeTImAM AvelA eka jharaNAnI aMdara utarIne nahAvA lAgI. A bAju eka navaprasUtA bhUkhI vAghaNa tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. tenI najare A poTalI caDhI jatAM te tene vaccethI pakaDIne bhAgI chUTe che paNa vastranI gAMTha DhIlI hovAne kAraNe mArgamAM putrI temAMthI sarakIne jamIna para paDI jAya che. vAghaNa putrane upADIne saheja AgaLa vadhe che to pATalIputranA rAjA jayavarmAno putra zabarazIla tene sAmo maLe che. rAjakumAra tIra mArIne vANane mArI nAkhe che. navajAta bALakane saMbhALapUrvaka UMcakI laIne rAjakumAra tene potAnA mahelamAM laI AvIne gupta rIte potAnI patnIne suprata kare che. te A bALakanuM nAma mohadatta rAkhe che. A bAju vAghaNanA moMmAthI rastAmAM paDI gayelI bALakI eka rAjadUtanA hAthamAM Ave che. te tene potAnI sAthe ghera laI jaIne uchere che ane tenuM nAma vanadattA pADe che. A bAju suvarNAdevI jharaNAmAM snAna karIne bahAra Ave che. ane pote jyAM surakSita rAkhyAM hatA te jagyAe potAnA vahAlAM bALakone na jotA temanA viyogamAM bahAvarI banI jaIne uraphATa AkraMda karavA lAge che. e pachI tapAsa karatAM vAghaNanA paganI chApa tene jovAM maLe che. suvarNAdevInA manamAM evuM ThasAI jAya che ke vAghaNa mArA baMne bALakone khAI gaI che. raDatI-kakaLatI te pATalIputra 22 nagarImAM praveza kare che. yogAnuyoga te pelA rAjadUtane tyAM ja vanadattAnI dhAvamAtA tarIke rahIne nokarI karavA lAge che. A bAju eka ja zaheramAM rahIne suvarNAdevInA banne bALako yuvAvasthAmAM praveza karIne ekameka para Asakta bane che. bannenI Asakti kaLI jaIne suvarNAdevI temane ekAMtamAM maLavAnI sagavaDa karI Ape che. karmanI vikaTatAe e ja samaye tosalakumAra tyAMthI pasAra thAya che ane vanadattA pratye AkarSAIne, tenA para mohAMdha banI jaIne potAnI ja putrI para baLAtkAra gujAravA mATe tatpara banI jAya che. A AkramaNathI bacavA mATe vanadattA 'bacAvo, bacAvo'nI bUmo pADavA lAge che. vanadattAno ArtanAda sAMbhaLIne mohadatta tyAM doDI Ave che. mohadatta tathA tosalakumA2 vacce bhayaMkara laDAI thAya che ane mohadatta taka joIne talavAranA eka ja jhATake koLAnI jema potAnA pitA tosalakumAranuM mastaka vadherI nAkhe che. te pachI suvarNAdevIe nakkI karelI jagyAe te vanadattAne potAnI viSayavAsanA saMtoSavA mATe laI jAya che. paNa tyAM ja rastAmAM AkAzavANI thAya che, he duSTa, pahelA bApanI hatyA karI ane have sagI mAnI hAjarImAM ja tArI sagI bahenanI Abaru lUMTavA mATe tatpara banyo che ?'' A rIte traNa vAra AkAzavANI thaI. A AkAzavANI sAMbhaLIne mohadattanA manamAM tIvra vairAgya bhAvanA utpanna thaI Ave che ane te jaMgalamAM ja dIkSA aMgIkAra karIne anya cAra munivaro sAthe dharma ArAdhatAM ArAdhatAM kALadharma pAmI devalokamAM jAya che. A devo eka samaye tIrthaMkara zrI dharmanAthajInI dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayAM. ahIM badhAMe ekamekane dharma pamADavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. ahIM kAmagajendrane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM ane teNe samyaktva aMgIkAra karyuM. (4) yakSA sAdhvIjInuM samAdhAta zrIyakamuninI prakRti upavAsanI viruddha hatI. ekavAra temanA saMsArI bahena yakSAsAdhvIjI mahArAje temane vinaMti karI, 'Aje to saMvatsarI paryuSaNa mahAparva hovAthI Apa porisanuM paccakkhANa karo.' zrIyakamunie bahenanA Agrahane mAna ApIne paccakkhANa karyuM. paNa rAtrinA ja kSudhAvedanA asahya banatA teozrI AkuLa-vyAkuLa banI gayA ane A kSudhAvedanAnA kAraNe rAtrimAM ja teozrI kALadharma pAmI 23

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devagatine pAmyA. A ghaTanAthI yakSA sAdhvIjIne pArAvAra AghAta lAgyo. 'arere, meM RSimunino ghAta karyo.' zramaNasaMgha samakSa upasthita thaIne temaNe prAyazcita mAMgyuM. zramaNasaMghe kahyuM ke tamAro Azaya zuddha hovAthI prAyazcita karavAnI jarUra nathI. chatAM sAdhvIjInA mananuM samAdhAna thayuM nahi. temaNe to basa A eka ja vAtanuM raTaNa pakaDyuM, 'sAkSAt jinendra paramAtmA mane AvuM kahe to ja mArA manane saMtoSa thAya.' sakaLasaMghe kAyotsarga karI zAsanadevIne bolAvyA. zAsanadevIe AvIne pUchyuM, 'mane kema bolAvI ? mArA mATe zI AjJA che ?" zrIsaMghe jaNAvyuM ke yakSAsAdhvIjIne devAdhideva zrI sImaMdhara svAmI pAse laI jaIne temanA mananuM samAdhAna karAvI Apo. zAsanadevI yakSAsAdhvIjIne devAdhideva zrI sImaMdhara svAmI pAse laI gayA. devAdhideve temane zAMtipUrvaka sAMbhaLIne pheMsalo Apyo ke tame nirdoSa cho, saMtApa karavAnI jarUra nathI. devAdhidevanA AvA pheMsalAthI yakSAsAdhvIjIne saMpUrNa saMtoSa thayo ane temanA mananuM samAdhAna thaI gayuM. devAdhideve temane bhAvanA, vimukti, ratikalpa tathA vicitracaryA ema cAra yUlikAonI vAcanA ApI, je phakta eka ja vAranA zravaNathI temane kaMThastha thaI gaI. (5) kAlikAcAryajI ane zakendra deva eka vakhata devAdhideva zrI sImaMdhara svAmIe nigodanA svarUpanuM varNana karyuM. A varNana sAMbhaLIne atyaMta prabhAvita banelA zrI zakendra mahArAjAe prabhune pUchyuM, 'he prabhu ! bharatakSetramAM nigodanA svarUpanuM AvuM sUkSmAtisUkSma akSarazaH varNana koI karI zake kharuM ? hAla AvI koI vyakti che kharI ?' prabhue dhIragaMbhIra vANImAM javAba Apyo, 'hA, zrI kAlikAcAryajI mahArAja AvuM ja varNana karavAnuM sAmarthya dharAve che.' zrI zakendra mahArAja A vAtanI khAtarI karavA mATe brAhmaNano veza dhAraNa karIne zrI kAlikAcAryajI pAse gayA ane temane 'nigodanuM svarUpa kevuM che ?' tenI pRcchA karI. zrI kAlikAcAryajIe devAdhideve jevuM varNana karyuM hatuM, tevuM ja akSarazaH varNana karI batAvyuM. AthI zakendra mahArAja atyaMta prabhAvita thayA ane manomana khUba ja bhAvapUrvaka temane 24 vaMdanA karIne temane pUchayuM, 'bhagavana, mAruM AyuSya keTalA varasanuM che ?' temano Avo prazna sAMbhaLIne zrI kAlikAcAryajIe maMda maMda hasatAM kahyuM, "Apa be sAgaropamanA zakendra mahArAja cho. paNa atyAre Apa brAhmaNanuM rUpa dhAraNa karIne ahIM AvyA cho. je hamaNAM ja pUruM thaze !' zrI kAlikAcAryajInA mukhethI AvI vAta sAMbhaLIne zakendra mahArAja turata ja potAnA mULa svarUpamAM AvI gayA. temanuM A svarUpa joIne munizrIe temane kahyuM, "Apa satvare ahIMthI cAlyA jAva. mArA ziSyo bahAra gayAM che, te tamArA rUpane jotAM ja mohita thaI jaIne sAMsArika niyANuM na kare eTalA mATe te vasatimAM pAchAM phare e pahelAM na Apa svasthAne padhAro tevI mArI Apane namra vinaMtI che.'' zrI kAlikAcAryajInI AvI vinaMtino svIkAra karIne zakendra mahArAja zrI kAlikAcAryajInA ziSyone potAnA AgamananI pratIti thAya te mATe pratizraya-upAzrayanI dizAnuM parivartana karIne svasthAne cAlyA gayA. A bAju ziSyo vasatimAM pAchA phare che. vasatinA dvA2nA sthAne dIvAla joIne AMTApherA mAravA lAge che. temane A rIte AMTApherA mAratAM joIne kAlikAcAryajIe bahAra DokiyuM karIne kahyuM ke dvAra A dizAmAM che, ahIMthI aMdara AvI zakAze. dvAranA dizA parivartanathI ziSyo Azcaryacakita banI jAya che. AcArya mahArAje temane zakendra mahArAjanA Agamanano vRtAMta kahI saMbhaLAvyo. A sAMbhaLIne ziSyoe AcArya mahArAjane vinaMti karI, "bhagavAn ! zakendra mahArAjane sthiratA karAvavI hatIne ?'' AcArya mahArAje spaSTatA karatA kahyuM, "emanI rUpa saMpadA tathA vaibhavAdi joIne tame niyANuM na karo, eTalAM mATe meM ja temane svasthAne javAnI vinaMtI karelI.'' (6) hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI tathA kumArapALatA zeSa bhavo ekavAra kaLikALa sarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajIne mahArAjA kumArapALe vAtavAtamAM pUchyuM, "prabhu, mArA bhava keTalA ?'' AcAryazrIe zAsanadevInuM AvAhna karIne temane bolAvyA ane 25

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI pAsethI mahArAjAnA tathA potAnA bhava jANI lAvavAnuM kahyuM. zAsanadevI devAdhideva pAse gayA ane temane bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana karIne pUchayuM, "bhagavanuM, AcArya hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI tathA mahArAjA kumArapALanA bhava keTalAM ?" devAdhideva maMda smita pharakAvIne kahyuM, "tame tyAM jaIne jozo tyAre je vRkSanI nIce je UbhA haze, e vRkSanA jeTalA pAMdaDAM haze teTalAM tenA bhava samajavA." devAdhidevane vaMdanA karIne zAsanadevI pAchA pharyA. AvIne joyuM to AcAryazrI AMbalInA vRkSa nIce UbhA hatA ane mahArAjA kumArapALa traNa pAMdaDAMvALA palAzanA vRkSa nIce UbhA hatA. potAnA AMbalInA pAMdaDAM jeTalA bhava che, e vAta jANyA pachI paNa kaLikALa sarvajJa AcArya zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI harSa pAmyA. temaNe hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, "anaMtAnaMta bhavonI sAme ATalAM bhava to kaMI ja nathI !" (7) vastupALa ane prabhAdevI mahAvideha kSetramAM mahAmaMtrI vastupALa kALadharma pAmyAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM ja vardhamAnasUrIzvara mahArAjane ghaNo AghAta lAgyo. temaNe ugra tapazcaryA karI dehane gALavA mAMDyo. temaNe abhigraha karyo ke zaMkhezvara tIrthanA darzana karyA pachI ja pAraNAM karIza. paNa zarIra atikaza thaI javAnA kAraNe rastAmAM ja kALadharma pAmIne zaMkhezvara tIrthanA deva banI gayA. e pachI te mahAmaMtrI vastupALano punarjanma kyAM thayo che, te jANavA mATe mahAvideha kSetramAM gayA ane devAdhideva zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne bhaktibhAvapUrvaka vaMdanA karIne mahAmaMtrInI gati vize pUchayuM. devAdhideve kahyuM, "mahAmaMtrI vastupALa A puSpakalAvatI vijayamAM puMDarIkiNI nagarImAM parama samyakatvazALI zrI kucaMdra nAme rAjA thayA che. te saMyama dhAraNa karI devagatimAM jaze ane tyAMthI pAchA ahIM ja AvIne kevaLajJAna pAmaze.' "mahAmaMtrI vastupALanAM dharmapatnI zrImatI anupamAdevI Aja nagarImAM zrAddharatna zreSThinI putrI rUpe janmI, AThamA varase cAritra aMgIkAra karI, AtmakalyANa sAdhI, navamA varase kevaLajJAna pAmI sAdhvIjInI parSadAmAM kevaLajJAnI rUpe birAjaze. e pachI AyuSya pUruM thatAM mokSapadane pAmaze. "mahAmaMtrI tejapALa prAnta samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmI devalokamAM jaI, tyAM cothA bhave mokSapadane pAmaze." devAdhidevanI amRtavANI zravaNa karIne temane bhAvapUrvaka vaMdanA karIne deva svasthAnake pAchA pharyA. (8) zrI kuMdakuMdAcAryajI suprasiddha digaMbarI AcArya zrI kuMdakuMdAcAryajI avAranavAra mahAvideha kSetramAM devAdhideva pAse jaIne temanA pAsethI potAnA praznonA khulAsA meLavIne jJAnaprakAza meLavatA hatA. jenA phaLasvarUpe temaNe samayasAra, pravacanasAra, niyamasAra vagere tathA Atmatatva ane anya tattvonA chellAmAM chellA phoDa pADyA che. (9) zrImad rAjacaMdra zrImad rAjacaMdra, kRpALu deve paNa sImaMdhara svAmIno vAraMvAra upakArI bhAve atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka ullekha karyo che. pUjaya kAnajIsvAmIe paNa zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI khUba ja kIrtana-bhakti karI ane loko pAse karAvI. aneka jagyAe zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA suMdara derAsaro baMdhAvI lokone zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI pichANa ne bhakti karavAno mArga mokaLo karI Apyo. AcArya zrI kalyANasAgare zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI bhakti karI mahesANAmAM temanuM bhavya derAsara baMdhAvyuM che. A derAsaramAM birAjatI pratimA lokonA nayanomAMthI kemeya karIne khasatI nathI. A rIte temaNe A bAbatamAM eka mahattvanuM pradAna karyuM che. (10) zrI dAdA bhagavAna parama pUjya dAdAzrI 'akramamArga'nA jJAnI puruSa kahevAya ke jemanAM jJAna prayogathI eka kalAkamAM ja AtmA jAgRta thaI jAya. eno

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anubhava hajAro lokoe karelo che. 1958mAM teozrIne 'AtmajJAna' surata sTezananA bAMkaDA para beThelA tyAre thayeluM. teozrIno dehavilaya 1988mAM thayela, paNa temanuM bodheluM akrama vijJAna Aje paNa hajAro lokone Atmadharma tarapha vALe che. dAdAzrI haMmezAM kahetAM ke jene 'zuddhAtmA'nuM lakSa beTheluM hoya, te ahIM bharata kSetramAM rahI zake ja nahIM, te mahAvideha kSetramAM pahoMcI jAya ane tyAM eka ke be avatAramAM tIrthaMkaranAM darzana karIne mokSe cAlyo jAya, evo niyama che. vartamAnakALanA jJAnI puruSa zrI dAdA bhagavAne hajAro lokonA hRdayanA tAra zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI sAthe haMmeza mATe joDI ApIne temanI saMskRti jagAvI ApI che ! pUjya dAdAnuM maMdira bAMdhavA mATe temanA bhakto vAraMvAra temane vinave che, paNa dAdA hasIne badhAMne A eka ja javAba Ape che, "maMdira to zrI sImaMdhara svAmInuM baMdhAvuM joIe. mArI mUrti ke phoTA kyAMya mUkazo nahi. mAruM sthAna to zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA caraNomAM ja che, paNa mArA maryA pachI loko mA2I mUrti mUkyA vinA nahi rahe, jema zrImad rAjacaMdranuM thayuM che tema ! zrImad rAjacaMdre potAnI mUrti mUkavAnI cokhkhI nA pADelI, paNa sAMbhaLe koNa ? mAro phoTo tamArA ghera nahi laTakAvo to cAlaze, paNa zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA phoTA ghera ghera mUkAvA joIe. Ama thaze to ja duniyAnuM bhaluM thaze ane zAMtinuM sAmrAjya sthapAze.' zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI namaskAravidhi temanAM cAlIsa-pacAsa hajAra bhaktomAM da22oja bhAvapUrvaka bolAya che. AnAthI zrI sImaMdhara svAmInuM akhaMDa sAtatya anubhavAya che. - jaya saccidAnaMda 28 ('dAdA bhagavAna' koNa? pragaTayA 'dAdA bhagavAna' 1958mAM jUna ogaNIsso aThThAvananI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, mIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM: 3 paranAM relvenAM bAMkaDA para beThelA aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame akrama svarUpe kaMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA! ane kudarate e samaye saryuM adhyAtmanuM adbhuta Azcarya! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM! jagata zuM che? kevI rIte cAle che? ApaNe koNa? bhagavAna koNa? jagata koNa calAve che? karma zuM? mukti zuM? vi.vi. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA! Ama kudarate, jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa pUrNa darzana dharyuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, carotaranAM bhAdaraNa gAmanAM pATIdAra, kaMTrAkaTano dhaMdho karanAra, chatAM pUrNa vItarAga purUSa! akramamArganI adbhuta kudaratanI bheTa ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta sidhdha thayelA jJAnaprayogathI! ene akrama mArga kahyo. akrama eTale krama vinAno ane krama eTale pagathiye pagaciye, krame krame UMce caDhavAno! akrama eTale liphaTa mArga! zorTakaTa! dAdA bhagavAna koNa ? teozrI svayaM pratyekane dAdA bhagavAna koNa no phoDa pADatA kahetAM, ''A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nhoya. dAdA bhagavAna to caudalokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. paNa tamArAmAM pragaTa nathI thayelA, tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne 'ahIM ' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM namaskAra karUM chuM.'' 'huM' koNa chuM ? anaMta avatArathI 'pote' potAthI ja gupta rahelo che! pote koNa che e jANavA mATe A avatAra che. e jANavAnI zuM meyaDa? huM koNa? mArUM zuM? |e vastu svarUpa che ne My saMyoga svarUpa che. I e bhagavAna ne My e mAyA. My name sett. Body My body. My mind, My speech, My ego, My intellect, My wife, My children, My money, My house kahevAya. paNa I am house kahevAya? jagatamAM je je che e badhuM My mAM jAya che. / mAM zuM Ave che? bIjuM kaMI ja nahi. | ekalo ja che. Absolute che. e | A5Ne pote ja chIe, rIyala chIe, 29

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paramenanTa chIe ne My badhuM pArakuM che, rIleTIva che, TempararI che. rIyalamAM ApaNe je chIe te jANavAnuM che. e e AtmA che, My e saMsAranI vaLagaNo che. jagatakatanI vAstavikatAo ! A jagata koNe banAvyuM? God is not creator of this world at all, Only scientific circumstancial eDioidences che A. bhagavAna jo krIyeTara hoya, ane A duniyA e calAvato hoya to te kAyamano uparI Tharata. pachI mokSa jevI, karma jevI vastu ja nA hota. mokSa ane uparI be virodhAbhAsa vAta che. je duniyA calAve tene mAthe javAbadArI. pachI ApaNane karma jevuM rahe ja nahIM ne! jagata bhagavAne banAvyuM, to bhagavAnane koNe banAvyo? jagata anAdi-anaMta che. Eternal che. eno koI kartA nathI ke calAvanAra nathI. It happens. badhuM svayaMbhU che. The world is the puzzle itself. God has not puzzled this world at all. God is in essdery creature whether Bdisible or in Bdisible, not in man made creation! bhagavAna bIje kayAMya nathI, jIvamAtranI mahIM rahelA che! kartA, naimittika kartA! A jagatamAM koI svataMtra kartA nathI. paNa naimittika kartA che. A jagatamAM koI jagyuM nathI ke jene saMDAza javAnI paNa svataMtra zakita hoya! e to aTake tyAre khabara paDe ke ApaNI zakita hatI ke nahi! bhalabhalA DaoNkaTarane ya enuM aTake tyAre bIjA DaoNkaTaranI madada levI paDe ke nahi? jayAM bIjAnI kicituM mAtra helpa levI paDe che te vastu pote ja pUravAra kare che ke ApaNI svataMtra zakita kyAMya nathI. keTalAM badhAM saMyogo bhegAM thAya tyAre eka kArya bane che. koI eka saMyogathI koI kArya na bane! sAdI cA banAvavI hoya to keTalI badhI cIjavastuonI jarUra paDe? AmAM ApaNe keTalA kata? eka nAnI amastI dIvAsaLI nA hoya to? tapeluM nA hoya to? sTava nA hoya to? ApaNe svataMtra kartA hoIe to koI cIjanI jarUra vagara ja karI zakIe. paNa jagatamAM koI svataMtra karyA nathI. badhAM naimittika kartA che. jAnInAM lakSaNo prakAmAM bALapaNathI ja. pUjyazrIno janma 7 navembara 1907, vaDodarA pAsenA tarasALI gAmamAM. pitAzrI muLajIbhAI ane mAtA jhaverabA, patnI hIrAbA. bALapaNathI ja dIvya lakSaNo. mAtAe kaMThI bAMdhavAnI kahI to teozrIe nA pADI! mAtAe kahyuM ke, kaMThI baMdhAvIza nahIM to nagaro (gurU vinAno) kahevAIza'. pUjayazrIe kahyuM, mane je jJAna Ape, te mArA gurU kaMThI bAMdhavAthI yost gurU thaI jAya?!' te temaNe kaMThI nA baMdhAvI te nA ja baMdhAvI. skulamAM la.sA.a. (L.C.M.) prathamavAra zikSake zIkhavyuM ke A badhI rakamomAM nAnAmAM nAnI avibhAjaya tathA badhAmAM samAyelI hoya, te rakama khoLI kADho. e eno la.sA.a. kahevAze. pUjayazrIe tarata ja UbhA thaIne bolyA, 'mAstara, mAstara! A vyAkhyA parathI to mane bhagavAna jaDI gayA! badhAmAM samAyelA, nAnAmAM nAnA ne avibhAjya to bhagavAna ja che ne!' terame varase eka saMte emane ArzivAda ApatAM kahyuM, "jA baccA, bhagavAna tumako mosameM le jAyegA'. tyAre emaNe kahyuM, 'bhagavAna mane mokSe laI jAya evo mokSa mAre nA joIe. bhagavAna mokSe laI jAya eTale mAthe e uparI Tharyo. uparI ane mokSa be virodhAbhAsa che!" meTrIkamAM jANIjoIne nApAsa thayAM! kema? pitAzrI ne baMdhuzrI ne vAta karatA sAMbhaLI gayA ke meTrIka pAsa thAya eTale aMbAlAlane vilAyata mokalI subo banAvIzuM. eTale pote nakkI karyuM ke meTrIkamAM jANI joIne nApAsa thavAnuM. kAraNake nokarI to jIMdagImAM karavI nathI! mAthe bosa nA joIe. paraNatI vakhate mAthethI sAro khasyo ne vicAra Avyo, 'A lagnanuM enDa rIjhalTa zuM? bemAMthI ekane to rAMjhavAnuM ja ne!' paNa caDhayuM hoya evA mohanA prasaMge utkRSTa vairAgyano kevo adbhUta vicAra! bAbA-bebI jamyA pachI... vIsame varase bAkho jabhyo. mitrone hoTalamAM pArTI ApI. be varasa pachI pAchI hoTalamAM pArTI ApI. badhAe pUchayuM, "zenI pArTI?' pUjayazrIe kahyuM, ' mahemAna AvyA te gayA!" pAchI bebI janmI te vakhate paNa pArTI ApI. cha mahinA pachI bIjI pArTI ApI. zenI? 'mahemAna AvyAM, te gayAM!" adhyAtma tarapha vaLyuM jIvana! bAvIsame varSe zrImada rAjacaMdranuM pustaka vAMcavAmAM AvyuM. tyArathI AtmAnI khoja cAlu thaI, te pUrI thaI 1958mAM. hajArone tyArabAda jJAna ApI mokSanA dvAre pahoMcADyA! jIvana sAduM, saraLa, koIpaNa jAtanAM bAhya ADaMbara rahita. koInA gurU thayA nahIM. laghuttama padamAM ja sadA rahyA. koI vADo nahi, saMpradAya nahi. kevaLa AtmadharmanI ja prAptikarAvAno abhUtapUrva sidhdhAMta! 1988mAM sthaLa dehavilaya. sUkSyadehe vizvamAM vyApI jagata kalyANanuM avirata kArya vadhu vege vadhAvI rahyA che! paisAnA vyavazarano ghAzrIno sidhdhAMta vepAramAM dharma dhaTe, dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe' e sidhdhAMtathI teo AkhuM jIvana jIvI gayAM. jIvanamAM kayAre ya emaNe koInI pAsethI paiso lIdho nathI. urdu dhaMdhAnI vadhArAnI kamANIthI bhaktone jAtrA karAvatA !

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anukramaNikA trimaMtra samarpaNa saMpAdakIya prastAvanA mahAvideha kSetranI rUparekhA zrI sImaMdhara svAnInuM jIvana cAritra paurANika kathA saMdarbha ane adyatana paraMparA zrI dAdA bhagavAna anukramaNikA vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI arihaMta eTale koNa ? navakAra maMtra kyAre phaLe ? trimaMtra maMdirano Azaya ! zrI sImaMdhara svAmI bharata kalyANanA nimitta anya vartamAna tIrthakaro mahAvideha kSetra che kyAM ? mahAvideha kSetramAM javAno hetu !! akrama vijJAna ja kSetra pheraphAra lAve ! vartamAna tIrthaMkaranI bhajanAthI mokSa ! ahIM ekAvatAranI geranTI rakhe emane parokSa mAnatA ! niSpakSapAtI dharmamaMdiranuM nirmANa ! kyAM sudhI e rivAjomAM rahevuM ? maLyo mahAvideha kSetrano vijhA ! sImaMdhara svAmI Aje pratyakSa zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prArthanA prAptisthAna

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vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI bhajatA samaja sAthe ! dAdAzrI : mokSe javuM nathI ? mokSe javAno vicAra thAya che ? praznakartA : javuM to hoya ja ne ! dAdAzrI : to pachI kema khaTapaTa karatAM nathI ? kazI siphArasa lAvo ne ! praznakartA : bhagavAnanuM nAma laIe e siphArasa. dAdAzrI : kayA bhagavAnanuM nAma lo cho ? praznakartA: Akho dahADo navakAra maMtrano jApa karIe chIe. dAdAzrI : e barobara che. paNa navakAra maMtra to zAMti Ape. praznakartA : roja navakAra maMtra sAtaso-sADI sAtaso gaNuM chuM. dAdAzrI : sADI sAtaso ? praznakartA : hA jI. dAdAzrI : 'namo arihaMtANaM' eTale zuM ? praznakartA: e to khabara nathI sAheba. sarva devone namaskAra thAya eTalI amane khabara che, bIjI khabara nathI. vartamAna tIrthaMkara dAdAzrI : AvuM ja che ne ! praznakartA : ApaNane navakAra maMtramAM vizvAsa. e gaNyA karIe. sarva devone namaskAra thAya emAM. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa navakAramaMtrano artha samajIne karavAnuM kahyuM che ke samajyA vagara ? praznakartA : e copaDI vAMcI paNa yAda nA rahe e. dAdAzrI : 'namo arihaMtANaM' zAthI kahe che ? 'arihaMtANaM' eTale zuM ? praznakartA : huM to sarva devone namaskAra eTaluM ja jANuM, bIjuM kaMI UMDo huM Utaryo nathI. dAdAzrI : juo to, A kahe che, "ame badhuM jANIe chIe.' paNa kazuM ja jANatAM nathI ? sAcuM jANe to keTalo phAyado thAya ?!!! praznakartA : jANIne karIe to phAyado thAya. emAM bhUla konI ? dAdAzrI : arihaMta kone kahevAya ? je siddha thayelA nA hoya ane ahIM AgaLa dehadhArI, kevaLajJAnI hoya tene arihaMta kahevAya. krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha(rUpI) duzmanono jeNe nAza karyo che evA kevaLajJAnI, ene arihaMta kahevAya. to arihaMtane namaskAra karatAM nathI ? kayA arihaMtane namaskAra karo cho ? zI bhUla thaI jANo cho ? eka AcArya mahArAja hatA. emane meM pUchayuM, 'navakAra maMtra bolo cho ?" tyAre kahe, 'e to roja bolIe ja chIe ne !' meM kahyuM, 'zuM phaLa maLe che ?" tyAre kahe, 'e to jevuM joIe, evuM phaLa maLatuM nathI." meM kahyuM, 'bhUla zuM che mahIM, e jANo cho ?"

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vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI mahIM bhUla haze kharI, navakAra maMtramAM ? tamane kema lAge che ? praznakartA : navakAra maMtramAM bhUla nA hoya. dAdAzrI : maMtramAM bhUla nA hoya, paNa maMtra bolanAramAM bhUla to hoya ne ? A to maMtra samajavAmAM bhUla thaI che ! arihaMta eTale koNa ? A 'namo arihaMtANaM' bolo cho, e konA nAma para bolo cho ? arihaMta eTale zuM ? praznakartA : arihaMta eTale tIrthaMkara. dAdAzrI : hA, te koNa paNa ? zuM nAma ? praznakartA : covIse ya tIrthaMkaro AvI gayA emAM. dAdAzrI : paNa have e covIsa tIrthaMkaro hatAM ne, te atyAre siddha thaI gayA. te tame emane 'namo arihaMtANaM' kaho, te guno che. eTale e to emane kharAba lAge. e to bahu nukasAna thAya, ApaNane doSa bese ! kharekhara to emane kharAba nA lAge paNa eno paDagho ApaNane paDe, ApaNane doSa bese. kAraNa ke e pote siddha thaI gayA. to ya emane ApaNe arihaMta kahyA !! koI kalekTara hoya ane te gavarnara thayA pachI ApaNe emane kahIe, 'heya... kalekTara ! ahIM Avo.' to keTaluM badhuM kharAba lAge, nahIM ? praznakartA : lAge ja. dAdAzrI : evI rIte Amane arihaMta mAnIe, te bahu ja nukasAna thAya che, eTale jenuM je pada che, tenuM te pada zobhe ! bhUta tIrthakaro, vartamAnamAM siddha ! pratyakSa upakArIne 'namo arihaMtANaM' kahyuM, te to che nahi ne loko gAyA kare che. kone gAyA kare che ? A TapAla kone pahoMcaze te ? A eka jaNanI bhUla che ? badhAM ja AvI bhUla kare ?! 'Ijha dhIsa e ve ?" mArI vAta samajAI tamane ? thoDI pahoMcI ? praznakartA : hA, hA, samajAI. dAdAzrI : mahAvIra hatA tyAM sudhI tIrthakarone arihaMta kahevAno adhikAra hato. e covIsI cAlu hatI tyAM sudhI enA paryAyo paNa cAlu hatA. have bhagavAna mahAvIre covIsI baMdha karI ane badhAM ja 'enDa poInTa' baMdha karIne pachI cale gayA ! have bIjA hamaNe thoDAM vakhata pachI thavAnAM hoya to bolAya, 'namo arihaMtANaM.' to covIsI cAluM kahevAya.... atyAre covIsI ja baMdha che eTale pragaTa thavAnAM nathI. have to arihaMta kone kahevAya ? A to jene ApaNA loko arihaMta kahe che, e to siddhamAM che. e siddhanuM pada to pAchuM nIce Ave ja che, 'namo siddhANaM'mAM. to arihaMta kone kahevA ? arihaMtanI sAcI samaja ! praznakartA e jarA vizeSa phoDa pADo ne ! dAdAzrI : atyAre e avaLI mAnyatA cAlyA kare che ke covIsa tIrthakaro je thaI gayA, ene arihaMta kahevAmAM Ave che. paNa jo vicAravAmAM Ave to e loko to siddha thaI gayA che. te 'namo siddhANaM' bolIe temAM e AvI ja jAya che. to arihaMtano bhAga ja rahe che bAkI. eTale Akho namaskAra maMtra e pUrNa thato nathI. ane apUrNa rahevAthI enuM phaLa maLatuM nathI, mATe atyAre vartamAna tIrthaMkara hovAM joIe. vartamAna tIrthaMkara sImaMdhara svAmI che, emanAM nAmathI emane arihaMta mAnI ane kAma levuM paDaze ! tIrthakara zrI "sImaMdhara' svAmI ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI e koNa che ? te samajAvavA kRpA karazo ! dAdAzrI : sImaMdhara svAmI atyAre tIrthakara sAheba che. teo bIjA kSetramAM che ! ane sImaMdhara svAmI, je Aje mahAvideha kSetramAM

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI tIrthaMkara sAheba che. RSabhadeva bhagavAna thayA, mahAvIra bhagavAna thayA.... evAM e sImaMdhara svAmI tIrthaMkara che. 5 bAkI bhagavAna to badhuM batAvI gayA che. paNa A lokonI samajaNa vAMkI, te zuM thAya ? tethI phaLa nathI maLatuM ne ? A lokoe to AkhuM arihaMta pada ja uDADI mUkyuM che. ane tIrthaMkaro kahetA gayA ke 'have covIsI baMdha thAya che, have tIrthaMkara thavAnAM nathI eTale mahAvideha kSetramAM tIrthaMkara che tene bhajajo ! tyAM AgaLa vartamAna tIrthaMkaro che. to tyAM AgaLa have bhajanA karajo !' paNa e to have lokonA lakSamAM ja nathI. ane A covIsane ja tIrthaMkara kahe che temAM badhAya loko pAchAM !! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmInuM digaMbara saMpradAye jarA AgaLa mUkyuM. enI mUrti pahelAM to hatI ja nahIM. emanI ArAdhanA koI karatAM ja nhotAM. e digaMbaramAMthI zarU thayeluM ? dAdAzrI : nA. e mahAvIra bhagavAne badhuM khulluM karyuM hatuM ! mahAvIra bhagavAna jANatA hatA ke have arihaMta nathI. kone bhajaze A loko ? eTale emaNe khulluM karyuM ke vIsa tIrthaMkaro che ane sImaMdhara svAmI paNa che. khulluM karyuM eTale pachI e cAlu thayuM. mArgadarzana mahAvIra bhagavAnanuM pachI kuMdakudAcAryane tAla maLelo hato. nirvANa bAda.... arihaMta eTale ahIM astitva hovuM joIe. je nirvANa thayA hoya, tene to siddha kahevAya. nirvANa thAya ne, te pachI emane arihaMta kahevAya nahi. praznakartA : eTalA mATe sImaMdhara svAmIne arihaMta kahI zakAya ema ? dAdAzrI : hA, sImaMdhara svAmIne arihaMta kahI zakAya. namaskAra maMtra phaLa ja nathI Apato ne ! kazuMya phaLa nathI vartamAna tIrthaMkara Apato. moDhAM kevAM cImaLAI gayelAM che ! nahi to namaskAra maMtra bolanAranuM moDhuM kevuM sarasa hoya ! A to phaLa ja nathI ApatuM. sAcI vAta ja nathI ne ! 'namo arihaMtANaM' ja sAcuM nathI tyAM AgaLa ! eTale ATaluM badalAI jaze ne to bahu thaI gayuM. pachI badhA lokone khabara paDaze ne ! jenuM nirvANa thayeluM tene pharI arihaMta kahevAya nahi. arihaMta to carama zarIra hovAM joIe ane nirvANa nA thAya tyAM sudhI e arihaMta ! 6 bhUlavALuM kyAM lagI calAvavuM ? praznakartA : eTale sImaMdhara svAmI che, temane siddha bhagavAna kahevAya nahi ne ? dAdAzrI : nA kahevAya. e hAjara che. mATe e siddha bhagavAna nahIM ane siddha bhagavAna joDe ApaNe zuM lAge-vaLage ? e javAbe ya nA Ape. A to tIrthaMkara bhagavAna pAsethI javAba maLe, badhuM maLe ! jarA vicAravuM to joIe ne ? eTale mahAvIra bhagavAna gayA tyArathI, chellAM paccIsaso varSathI A bhUla cAle che. kyAM sudhI AvuM ne AvuM cAlaze ? praznakartA : A dezanI AvI dazA kyAM sudhI rahevAnI ? dAdAzrI : thoDAM ja varSa ! A deza sAro thAya tevI bhAvanA che ne tamArI ? praznakartA : cokkasa che. dAdAzrI : to thoDAMka ja varSa bAkI rahevAnAM che ! mArI ye e ja bhAvanA che. ane badhAMnI paNa e ja bhAvanA che. have badhAM lokonuM mana pharyuM che ke AvuM na rahevuM joIe. amArI pAchaLa joIzete ? tethI A surata pAse sImaMdhara svAmInuM jabarajasta derAsara

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara baMdhAya che. kAraNa ke A badhAMne khAtarI thaI jAya ke bhaI, A tIrthaMkarane ApaNe svIkArIzuM to ja ApaNuM kAma cAlaze. huM to keTalAMka jaNane mAre hAthe siddhi karI ApavAno chuM. pachI pAchaLa joIe ke nA joIe ? pAchaLa lokone mArga to joIze ne ? allAnI kUNI jevI dazA ! praznakartA : jainomAM 'namo arihaMtANaM' mATe allAnI kUNI jevuM cAlyA kare che. pahelAthI evuM cAlatuM AvyuM che. tethI badhA e ja pramANe karyA kare che. koIe vicAra karyo nathI ke A arihaMta eTale pratyakSa dehe vicaratA hovAM joIe. dAdAzrI : hA, juone, have kevaDI moTI bhUla cAlu che ?! tamane kema lAge che ? have kaMI sudharavuM joIe ke nA sudharavuM joIe ? A jANyA pachI lokoe bhUla sudhAravI joIe ne ? praznakartA ane pAchuM ema to mAne che ja ke mahAvideha kSetramAM vartamAna tIrthakara che. dAdAzrI : hA, mAne che paNa emane bhajatA nathI, emane arihaMta karIne bhajatA nathI. 'namo arihaMtANaM" Amane ja, covIsa tIrthakarone dAdAzrI : hA, te vartamAna vIsane arihaMta mAno to tamAro navakAra maMtra phaLaze, nahIM to nahIM phaLe. eTale A sImaMdhara svAmInI bhajanA jarUrI che, to maMtra phaLe. te keTalAMka loko A vIsa tIrthaMkaranuM jANatA nahIM hovAthI agara to "emane ne ApaNe zI levAdevA ?" ema karIne A covIsa tIrthakarone ja "A arihaMta che" ema mAne che. Aje vartamAna joIe. to ja A phaLa maLe ! AvI to keTalI badhI bhUlo thavAthI A nukasAna thaI rahyuM che. khyAlamAM to sImaMdhara svAmI ja ! loko mane kahe che ke tame sImaMdhara svAmInuM kema bolAvo cho ? covIsa tIrthakaronuM kema nathI bolAvatA ? meM kahyuM, 'covIsa tIrthaMkaronuM to bolIe ja chIe. paNa ame rItasaranuM bolIe chIe. A sImaMdhara svAmInuM vadhAre bolIe chIe. e vartamAna tIrthakara kahevAya ane A namo arihaMtANaM' emane ja pahoMce che. navakAra maMtra bolatI vakhate sAthe sImaMdhara svAmI khyAlamAM AvavAM joIe, to tamAro navakAra maMtra cokhkho thayo kahevAya. trimaMtra maMdirano Azaya ! sImaMdhara svAmInuM eka maMdira baMdhAyuM che, mahesANAmAM. jainoe maMdira eka bAMdhyuM che. jeno badhA ya sImaMdhara svAmIne eksepTa (svIkAra) kare, kAraNa ke e hAla tIrthaMkara che ane covIsa tIrthaMkaro gayA kahevAya, e bhUta tIrthaMkara kahevAya. eTale vartamAna tIrthaMkaranI jarUra che. eTale A vartamAna tIrthaMkaranuM suratamAM derAsara baMdhAya che. praznakartA : jainanA tIrthadhAma to parvata upara ja hoya che ? dAdAzrI : e to barAbara che, e tIrthadhAma ghaNAM kharAM to parvata upara ja rAkhyA che. paNa A mahesANAmAM eka baMdhAyuM che. e ya paNa tIrthadhAma jevuM ja che. kAraNa ke sImaMdhara svAmInA darzana karavA to sahu koI jAya ne ? navakAra maMtra kyAre phaLe ? eTalA mATe kahevuM paDyuM ke, "arihaMtane namaskAra karo.' tyAre kahe che ke, arihaMta kyAM che atyAre ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, "A sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karo. sImaMdhara svAmI e brahmAMDamAM che. e Aje arihaMta che, mATe emane namaskAra karo ! haju e che. arihaMta tarIke hovAM joIe, to ApaNane phaLa maLe." eTale AkhA brahmAMDamAM je loko arihaMta jyAM paNa hoya emane namaskAra karuM chuM. evuM samajIne bole to enuM phaLa bahu suMdara maLe che. praznakartA : paNa vartamAnamAM viharamAna vIsa tIrthaMkaro kharAM ne ?

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 10 vartamAna tIrthaMkara eTale evuM ahIM AgaLa bIjuM tIrtha, sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara baMdhAya che. e zuM hetu mATe baMdhAya che ? e hetu Apane kahI dauM. A jagatanA lokone AtmArtha karavAno hato ane loko zemAM paDyA ? matamAM. palAM kahe, amAro mata sAco ne pelAM kahe, amAro mata sAco. matArthamAM ja AtmArtha kyAMya jato rahyo ! eTale A matArtha javA mATenuM tyAM suratamAM eka derAsara A sImaMdhara svAmInuM baMdhAya che. joDe zrIkRSNa vAsudevanuM maMdira Avaze. juduM, separeTa ! tyAMthI separeTa bilakula ane A bAju separeTa eka zivanuM maMdira Avaze. ane te A matabheda maTADavAnuM sAdhana che. ApaNA matabheda tUTI jaze, A darzana karavAthI. praznakartA : matabheda vadhe nahIM ? dAdAzrI : matabheda vadhe nahIM evo rasto karyo che ame. evuM che ne, A juduM che ja nahIM. A koNe matabheda pADyA che e jANo cho ? A dukAnadAra lokoe, vyApArIoe matabheda pADyA che A. e badhA dukAnadAro UDI jaze. tethI A derAsara baMdhAya che, tamArA sUrata gAmanI pAse ja baMdhAya che, hAIve para. te tame vAta sAMbhaLelI ? tamArI koleja che ne gAmanI ? tenI sAme ja ! eTale mane 'tyAMthI saMjJA thayelI ke A derAsara baMdhAya. te derAsara pAchuM kevuM ? vacce sImaMdhara svAmInuM jabarajasta derAsara ! ane sImaMdhara svAmInI bAra phUTa ne eka IcanI UMcI mUrti ! bAra phUTa ne eka iMca UMcI !! nava phUTa to Ama palAMThI vALela. te palAMThI navA phUTanI thAya !!! e mUrti ArasanI banAvavAnI !!! kRSNa vAsudeva nArAyaNa che. tIrthakaroe eksepTa (svIkAra) karelA. ane ziva che e jJAnI tarIke eksepTa karelA che. je koI paNa jJAnI thAya, e ziva kahevAya. eTale A badhAne eksepTa karelAM che. e badhAnAM matabheda cAlyA jaze. A traNa maMdiromAM mUrti jozo tyAre tamane bhavyatA lAgaze. have je hAjara hoya te mUrtinAM darzana karIe to ghaNo lAbha thAya. bAkI je gayA, e helpa nA kare. je kalekTara Aje khurazI para hoya tenI sahI cAle ke pelA gayA tenI ? rITAyara thayA tenI cAle ? rITAyara thayA tene koNa pUche ? eTale sImaMdhara svAmI hAjara che. covIsa tIrthaMkaro to gayA. e enI have sahI kare nahIM. thoDI samajaNa paDI, sImaMdhara svAmInI ?! sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra, nizcayathI ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmInAM darzana karIe te nizcayathI ke vyavahArathI ? dAdAzrI : e to nizcayathI. sImaMdhara svAmIne to ApaNe nizcayathI namaskAra karIe chIe. mahAvIra bhagavAnane vyavahArathI. covIsa tIrthakarone vyavahArathI. paNa tyAra pachI koI kahe ke vyavahArathI tame che te A muslimonA devone namaskAra karo cho, te juduM hoyane ApaNe ? ApaNA gharanA mANasone page lAgIe ne bahAranAne page lAgIe, te phera nA paDe ? praznakartA : paDe. dAdAzrI : eka sArI strI ya potAnA dhaNIne Ama Ama kare ( je je kare) ane bIjA lokone Ama Ama kare. mATe temAM phera nahIM ? ane pelo paiNavAno vicAra karato hoya to, "mera mUA, mArI nAkhaze !" e to je je kare, svAbhAvika rIte. e che kyAM atyAre ? praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI AvatI covIsImAM gaNAya ? te atyAre kyAM che ? dAdAzrI : atyAre to mahAvideha kSetramAM che. ahIM AvatI covIsImAM nathI. praznakartA : nathI ?

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara A ja arihaMta ! A samajIne have namaskAra bolo, to phaLa Ape. darzanathI thavAya niSpakSapAtI ! A navakAramAM A je arihaMta e sImaMdhara svAmI che, evuM mAnIne bolajo have ane bIjA maMtro che, traNeya maMtro, te badhA ya joDe bolajo. emanA derAsaramAM darzana karavA gayelAM ? praznakartA : nA. ame sthAnakavAsI chIe. dAdAzrI : tame sthAnakavAsI ho to paNa emanA darzana to karavAM tamAre. sthAnakavAsI eka mata che. eTale ApaNe matanI bahAra nIkaLavuM che, have kyAM sudhI A matamAM paDI rahevuM ? mokSe javuM che ne ke mokSe nathI javuM ? dAdAzrI : nA. e to mahAvideha kSetramAM atyAre tIrthakara ja che. Apa zuM kaho cho ? praznakartA : barAbara che. sImaMdhara svAmI atyAre vicare che. dAdAzrI : tame gayelA kharAM koI dahADo ahIM mahesANA ? mahesANAmAM sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara che, e jANo cho ? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : e bhagavAnanuM ApaNA bharatakSetra upara anusaMdhAna che. vartamAna tIrthaMkaro vIsa ! praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara che. evA bIjA tIrthakaro paNa tyAM che ! dAdAzrI : chene tyAM badhA. praznakartA : vartamAnamAM ? dAdAzrI : hA. evAM atyAre vIsa tIrthaMkaro che vartamAnamAM. e hoya che ja ! A sImaMdhara svAmI che. bIjA ogaNIsa tIrthaMkaro che, paNa bIjA tIrthaMkaronI mUrti nathI besADI. kAraNa ke AmanuM anusaMdhAna che ApaNA kSetra sAthe. sImaMdhara svAmInuM vIsa tIrthaMkaromAM khAsa bhajavAnuM eTalA mATe ke ApaNA bharatakSetranI najIkamAM najIka te che ane bharatakSetranI joDe emanuM RNAnubaMdha che. praznakartA : to arihaMta eTale vidyamAna tIrthakarone ? dAdAzrI : hA. te tIrthaMkara temane gaNo. bAkI A covIsa tIrthakaro thaI gayA, emane arihaMta nA kahevAya. arihaMta to sImaMdhara svAmI che agara to bIjA ogaNIsa tIrthaMkaro hoya e arihaMta che, je vartamAna tIrthaMkara hoya e arihaMta kahevAya. upayogapUrvakatA tavakAra jApa ! ane A to utAvaLe bole che ne, ke namo arihaMtANaM, namo siddhANaM, namo AyariyANaM. alyA, A bhaMDavAnI (bharaDavAnI) cIja che ?! A ghauM bheDo (bharaDo) cho ? namo arihaMtANaMnI roTalI karavI che ? A loka to roTalI karI nAkhe, loTa bAMdhIne ? jyAM che tyAM namaskAra ! ane te arihaMta bhagavAna Aja amArA dezamAM nA hoya, to bIjI duniyAmAM jyAM hoya tyAM badhe ame A namaskAra pahoMcADIe chIe. e jyAM hoya tyAM amArA namaskAra pahoMce. ApaNe kAgaLa lakhIe chIe ne ke phalANAbhAInA nAmano eTale tyAM pahoMce. eTale navakAramaMtramAM bahu uttama kArya karanArA zabda che A badhA. pratyakSa-parokSanI stutimAM phera ! praznakartA: mahAvIra bhagavAnanI stuti karIe, prArthanA karIe ane sImaMdhara svAmInI ApaNe stuti karIe, prArthanA karIe to, e

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara bannenI phalazrutimAM zo phera paDe ? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna mahAvIranI stuti koI sAMbhaLe ja nahIM, bhagavAna mahAvIranI stuti koNa sAMbhaLe ? chatAM ya sImaMdhara svAmInuM nAma nA deto hoya paNa mahAvIra bhagavAnanuM nAma deto hoya to sAruM. paNa mahAvIra bhagavAnanuM sAMbhaLe koNa ? e pote to siddhagatimAM jaIne beThA !! emane ahIM levAdevA nA hoya ne ! e to ApaNe ApaNI meLe rUpako banAvI banAvIne mUka mUka karIe. e to siddhamAM jaIne beThA. e tIrthakare ya nA kahevAya. e to have siddha ja kahevAya. A sImaMdhara svAmI ekalAM ja phaLa Ape. praznakartA : to pachI "namo arihaMtANaM'nuM phaLa zuM maLe ? ane 'namo siddhANaM' bolavAthI, bannenA phaLamAM phera zo paDe ? dAdAzrI : "siddhANaM' nA bole to cAle, paNa peluM 'namo arihaMtANaM' to bolavuM paDe. mokSa thavA mATe "namo arihaMtANaM" bolavuM paDe. bajotI bhajatAtA phaLamAM phera ? praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmIne ApaNe bhajIe chIe e barobara che. paNa covIsa tIrthaMkara che, emAM koIne paNa bhajIe to tenuM phaLa nA maLe ? dAdAzrI : kazuM nA kare, tenA karatAM kare e sAruM. paNa te kharuM phaLa, tIrthakaranuM phaLa maLe nahi. je tIrthakara mAnIne kare paNa tIrthakara nathI e, e siddha che. tamane samajAyuM e siddha che evuM ? praznakartA: barobara. dAdAzrI : ahIM hoya ne. ahIM pragaTa hoya to ! bhagavAna mahAvIra emanA samayamAM tIrthaMkara hatA. have samaya pUro thaI gayo. eTale siddha thaI gayA. covIseya tIrthakara siddha thaI gayA ane A to ApaNe jaIzuM to ya A tIrthaMkara rahevAnAM. RNAnubaMdha bharatakSetranuM ! sImaMdhara svAmI to aDhAramA (bharatakSetramAM) tIrthaMkara hatA tyAranA che bhagavAna ! badhA tIrthakaroe anumodanA karelI. te A anumodanArUpa emanI kRpA UtaratI ja cAle che. eTale badhuM ahIMnuM kAma ja jANe emanuM hoya evI rItanA cAle che. bAkI che to vIsa tIrthakaro, paNa A tIrthakara vadhAre eksepTa kare badhAya. te RNAnubaMdhI hisAba haze. pahelAMno hisAba haze ne, te chUTe haMmezAM. vItarAgamAM hisAba nA hoya. hisAba pahelAMno chUTato hoya. je dravyakarmanA ATha karma chuTene, evI rIte e chUTe, tenI mahIM bhegA hisAba chUTe. emane badhA tIrthaMkaroe mAnya karelA. ane atyAre e mAnya karIe to ApaNane phaLa maLe. praznakartA : je atyAre, hAlamAM vicarI rahyA che ne ? praznakartA : eTale je phaLa maLe che te A AmanuM ja, 'namo arihaMtANaM'nuM ja phaLa maLe che, evuM thayuM ne ? "namo siddhANaM'nuM kazuM phaLa nahIM ? dAdAzrI : bIjuM kazuM phaLa maLe nahIM, e to ApaNe ema nakkI karI nAkhIe ke, 'bhaI, kve sTezane javuM che ?" tyAre kahe, 'bhaI, ANaMda javuM che.' te ANaMda ApaNA lakSamAM rahyA kare. eTale mokSamAM javAnuM, siddhagatimAM javAnuM, te e lakSamAM rahyA kare. bAkI sarvazreSTha upakArI arihaMta kahevAya. arihaMta kone kahevAya ? je hAjara hoya tene. gerahAjara hoya, tene arihaMta nA kahevAya. pratyakSa-pragaTa hovuM joIe. mATe sImaMdhara svAmInI upara badhuM laI jAva have. jo ke badhA vIsa tIrthaMkaro che. paNa bIjA kaMI nAma ApaNane khyAla rahe ?! tenAM karatAM A je mahattva che, ApaNA hindustAnane mATe khAsa mahattva gaNAyA che te sImaMdhara svAmI, temanA para laI javAnuM ane emane mATe jIvana arpaNa karo have. dAdAzrI : hA. vicarI rahyA che. haju bahu kALa sudhI rahevAnAM che ahIM AgaLa. tAra joInTa karIe, to kAma nIkaLI jAya.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 16 vartamAna tIrthaMkara dahADo baLadiyAnI peTha doDa doDa zuM kAma karo cho ? sahaja che jagata. eTale Ama padmAsana na thAya to palAMThI vALIne besajo, paNa Ama hAthamAM hAtha vALIne besajo nirAMte. thaI gayuM badhuM kAma ! praznakartA : e jAgRtinuM pratIka kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : pratIka hoya ja nahIM ne ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI eTale sImAnA dhAraNa karanAra ema kema kahyA ? praznakartA: sImaMdhara svAmI sAkSAt hoya evA anubhava thAya che. dAdAzrI : thAya. sAkSAt che ja. bhAve karIne saMpUrNa vItarAga ja che, tIrthaMkara ja che. paNa je mULa che te tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanAM AdhAre A karma bhogave che atyAre. sImaMdhara svAmI e to keMza (rokaDA) kahevAya. bhale bIjA kSetramAM hoya paNa hAjara che e ! draSTi bhagavAnanA darzananI ! praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmInI pravRtti zuM ? dAdAzrI : pravRtti zenI A ? basa bhagavAna ! darzana kare loko ane e vItarAga bhAve badhI vANI bole. praznakartA : dezanA ? dAdAzrI : hA, basa, dezanA Ape-kare badhuM. praznakartA: sImaMdhara svAmInA Apa darzana karavA jAva cho, te AvA phoTAmAM che evAM ja che ke bIjA dekhAvamAM che ? dAdAzrI : A citrapaTane juo chone, emAM ane pelAmAM pheraphAra hoya. paNa citrapaTamAM pheraphAra jovAnuM nathI, ApaNe mULa vastu sAthe jovAnuM che. citrapaTamAM pheraphAra hoya. ane amAre darzana phoTAthI nahi thayelA, amAre emanAM potAnAM svabhAvika bhAvathI darzana thayelAM. ApaNe to tIrthaMkaranAM darzana karavAM che, mahIM beThA che temane ! emAM ApaNe samajIe ke A bhagavAna dekhAya che, e kevaLajJAnI che. mahIM zuM sAmAna ? tyAre kahe, 'kevaLajJAna !' basa, ATaluM ja TUMkuM samajIe ! sUcave saMpUrNa akartApada ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmInuM pratIka che, te zuM sUcave che ? dAdAzrI : e kahe che ke Ama besajo (padmAsana) ane kazuM karazo nahi. kazuM karavA jevuM che nahi A jagatamAM, nirAMte besajo. Akho dAdAzrI : e to koIe lakheluM haze ! bAkI sImA-bImA dhAraNa nA kare che ! A jAte je hAjara che enI para TIkA kazI nA thAya. alyA, nA bolAya kazuM. temanAM darzana karo. A to hAjara che. kazuM TIkA nA karAya. AvuM jovAye ya nahi. ApaNAM mAbApanI mUrtiomAM UMDA UtaratA nathI, evuM AmA UMDuM nA UtaravAnuM. AvuM AnI para vivaraNa nA thAya. buddhi nA calAvAya. A buddhi calAvavAnI cIja na hoya. bahu doDha DAhyo thAya teno durupayoga thAya. buddhi to amArI para paNa calAvavAnI nA kahI che. pratIka zabda nA joIe emAM. ema mAno ke ApaNA bApA bahu UMcA hoya to pratIka zuM haze ? Ama jo jo karIe to bApa kaheze 'mUA mUrakho che, te jo jo kare che ! mArAmAM nA jovAya.' pratIka nA dekhAya koI jagyAe. pratIka to jaDa vastumAMthI dekhAya ane A to bhagavAna ! emAM to buddhi gAMDA kADhe. Amane to Avo vicAra ja nA Ave. A vicAra Ave ne te A badhI gAMDachA kahevAya. e karatA zuM haze ? praznakartA : A sImaMdhara svAmI mahAvideha kSetramAM zuM kare che ?

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 18 vartamAna tIrthaMkara dAdAzrI : karavAnuM emane kazuM ja nA hoya ne. karmanA udaya pramANe basa. potAnA udayakarma je karAvaDAve evuM karyA kare. potAnI jAtano IgoIjhama (ahaMkAra) khalAsa thaI gayo hoya ne Akho dahADo jJAnamAM ja rahe. mahAvIra bhagavAna rahetA hatA evuM. emane pholoarsa (anuyAyIo) bahu hoya ne badhA. avatAra karIne pachI jaze ane rAmane to evI icchA na hatI. rAmane to mokSe ja javuM hatuM ! kRSNa bhagavAne to niyANuM karyuM hatuM ke AkhuM jagata mane pUje. ane badhAnuM kalyANa karI ane pachI javAnA, eTale e tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. kRSNa tIrthaMkara che, devakI tIrthaMkara che ne baLadeva, e traNe ya tIrthaMkara thavAnA che ane cothA rAvaNa paNa tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. A DisAIDaDa (nakkI) thaI gayeluM che. nAma-bAma badhuM DisAIDeDa thaI gayuM. kayA naMbaranA tIrthaMkara thavAnA che, e ya DisAIDaDa thayeluM che. anaMta koNa ? praznakartA: Ape ema kahyuM ke sImaMdhara svAmInuM eka lAkha varSanuM AyuSya che ne pachI pharI pAcho emano janama thavAno che ? dAdAzrI : nA, emane janama-banama hoto haze ? e to tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ! jagatanuM kalyANa karavA mATe AvelA. praznakartA : paNa e to anaMta hoya. emane koI maryAdA ja nA hoya. dAdAzrI : nA, e to deha che mATe dehadhArIrUpe che. rAma anaMta hoya. kAraNa ke emane deha nathI. dehadhArI che tyAM sudhI deha ATalAM varasa TakavAno che evuM ApaNe kahIe chIe. bAkI e to anaMta ja che pote. amara to Apa cho, pelAM ya amara che ane A badhAM amara to mArI joDe keTalAMya banyA che. je maravAnAM nathI, paNa deha to maravAno ne ! deha to kapaDAMnI peThe maravAno. praznakartA: e draSTie joIe to badhA dehomAM je AtmA che e badhA amara che. phakta dehano nAza thavAno che. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa pote dehane huM chuM evuM mAnato nathI, emane dehAdhyAsa nathI ne jagatanA lokone dehAdhyAsa che. jene dehAdhyAsa jAya, te amara thaI gayA. tamane dehAdhyAsa gayo nathI ne ? praznakartA : nathI gayo. e ja siddhAMta svIkArIe to rAma mokSe gayA ne kRSNa mokSe kema nA gayA ? e paNa anaMta ja hatA ne ? dAdAzrI : kRSNa e vAsudeva nArAyaNa che. lokonuM kalyANa karavA mATe rahyA che. emane potAne bahu moTuM kalyANa karavuM che eTale eka aMdhArAmAM rahyuM jagata ! praznakartA : rAma, kaNa, allA, krAIsTa AvAM keTalAMya thaI gayA. paNa doDha lAkha varSathI jo sImaMdhara svAmI che, to enA mATenuM ATaluM badhuM ajJAna kema che ? dAdAzrI : emanA ekalAM mATe nahi, badhA bahu jaNa mATe ajJAna che. badhuM ajJAna ja che A ! aMdhArAmAM ja che jagata. A to jeTaluM dekhAyuM eTaluM ajavALuM thayuM. bAkI badhuM aMdhAruM ja che. jagata to bahu vizALa che ane sImaMdhara svAmI jevA pAchAM bIjAM che. A to TuMkI, draSTithI-zorTa sAITathI AvuM aMdhArAmAM dekhAya che. bahu vizALa che jagata. moTA moTA indra loko ya che. temane be-be lAkha varSanA AyuSya che. narkagatimAM ya jIvo che, temane ya be-be lAkha varSanA AyuSya che. tyAM AyuSyanI khoTa ja nathI. ahIM manuSya ekalAmAM ja AyuSyanI khoTa che. ahIM ja bhAMjagaDa badhI ! sAsu-sasaro thayo ke haMDyo....! darzana mAtrathI ja mokSa ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmInAM darzananuM varNana karo. dAdAzrI : sImaMdhara svAmI atyAre poNA be lAkha varasanI uMmaranA che. e ya RSabhadeva bhagavAna jevA che. RSabhadeva bhagavAna AkhA brahmAMDanA bhagavAna kahevAya. tevA A AkhA brahmAMDanA bhagavAna kahevAya. te ApaNe ahIM nathI, paNa bIjI bhUmikAmAM che ke jyAM mANasa jaI zakato nathI. jJAnIo potAnI zaktine tyAM mokale

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI che. pUchIne pachI pAchI Ave che. tyAM sthULa dehe karIne nA javAya paNa avatAra tyAM thAya tyAre javAya. ApaNe ahIM tIrthaMkarono janma thato te baMdha thaI gayo. aDhI hajAra varSathI ! tIrthaMkara eTale chellA, 'phUla mUna' ! paNa tyAM kAyamane mATe tIrthaMkaro janma le che. sImaMdhara svAmI tyAM Aje hayAta che. ApaNA jevo deha che, badhuM che. praznakartA : e aMtaryAmI che ? 19 dAdAzrI : e ApaNane jue che. ApaNe emane joI zakatAM nathI, e AkhI duniyA joI zake che. sImaMdhara svAmI e bIjA kSetramAM che, e buddhinI bahAranI vAta che badhI. paNa mArA jJAnamAM AvelI che, A lokone samajAya nahi. paNa amane ekjhekTa (jema che tema) samajAya. have enAM darzana karavAthI lokonuM kalyANa bahu thaI jAya. emanuM svarUpa kevuM ? praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmInuM svarUpa kevuM che ? deha svarUpa che ke niraMjana-nirAkAra che ? dAdAzrI : deha svarUpa che. praznakartA : deha kevo ? dAdAzrI : deha tamane dekhAya ane amane AtmA dekhAya. tamane AtmA nA dekhAya ane amane AtmA dekhAya. jevo ? praznakartA : emano deha kevo hoya ! manuSya jevo ? ApaNA dAdAzrI : deha ApaNA jevo ja. mANasa jevo ja che deha. praznakartA : emanA dehanuM pramANa zuM ? vartamAna tIrthaMkara dAdAzrI : pramANa bahu moTuM hoya. hAITa bahu UMcI che. badhI vAta ja judI che. enuM AyuSya juduM che. tyAM paNa mANasanI lAgaNIo ApaNA jevI ja badhI. mahAvideha kSetramAM ya mANaso che te ApaNAM jevAM che, dehadhArI ja che. 20 praznakartA : to e dehadhArI che, to ya ApaNane kema dekhAtA nathI ? pratyakSa kema thatAM nathI ? dAdAzrI : tamane A joDenI rUmamAM kazuM palaMga che, e dekhAya che ahIMthI ? praznakartA : palaMga che, e khabara che. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa dekhAto nathI. zAthI nathI dekhAto ? eTale e to kevaLajJAna thavuM joIe ! tAma, rUpatuM rahasya ! praznakartA : jo bhagavAna nirAkAra hoya to nAma ane rUpamAM ApaNe sImaMdhara svAmI kahIe, to e to 'sImaMdhara svAmI' e nAma kahyuM. to bhagavAnanuM e svarUpa che, e sImita nA thaI jAya ? kAraNa ke paramAtmA to nirAkAra che. to pachI A nAma ane rUpanI ja bhajanA karavI, enuM zuM kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, kerI nAma devAthI ApaNA lakSamAM ja hoya ke rasa hato. rasane mATe ja kerInuM nAma daIe chIene ApaNe ? eTale A nAma devAthI bhagavAna mahIM che enI khAtarI ja hoya. nAma e maMdira kahevAya ane mahIM bhagavAna. ane peluM je che e tattva. e arUpI tattva hoya te lakSamAM nahIM AvI zake. mATe jyAM arUpI tattva pragaTa thaI gayeluM che. saMpUrNa pragaTa thaI gayeluM che, kamplITa pragaTa ! te tyAM emanAM maMdiranuM nAma daIe, tyArathI ja ApaNane eno lAbha thAya. ApaNe ahIM kerI bolIe te kaMI kerI zabda mATe nathI, rasane mATe che. ane ghaNAM pherI to kerI joIe chIe ane jIbhamAM svAda Ave che.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara praznakartA : magara moTara nAma dene se moTara nahIM A jAtI ! jenuM nAma daIe, to prema maLato nathI. dAdAzrI : nAma upara besI rahevA jevuM nathI ane nAma vagara cAle evuM nathI. kAraNa ke arUpIne kema karIne tame paDakazo ? arUpI pakaDAze nahIM. A mATe A nAma dIdheluM che. emAM nAma kaMI aDacaNa karatuM nathI koI jAtanuM, paNa nAmamAM ja je pesI jAya che tene arUpI pakaDAtA nathI, nAmanA haThAgrahI ja thaI jAya che. arUpInA hetu mATe ja nAma ghAlIe chIe ApaNe. bIjuM koI kAraNa nathI. praznakartA nAmane pakaDavAthI pAchI ApaNAmAM e yAMtrikatA nahIM AvI jAya ne ? mikenikala nahIM thaI jAya ne ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, A dAdA bhagavAna kaho to A dekhAya che e hoya. mahIM pragaTa thayA che te dAdA bhagavAna che, paNa kahetAMnI sAthe samajAI jAya ke mahIM dAdA bhagavAna che. emanAM darzana karIe. ApaNe to A dAdA bolAve che ne, sImaMdhara svAmInuM, te badhuM bolAve eTaluM bolavAnuM, eTale bahu thaI gayuM. eka phero darzana thayA to kAma kADhI nAkhe. to A dAdAnI hAjarImAM darzana pahoMcyA kare che ne bhagavAna tyAM svIkAra kare che. svIkAra kare e cAle ne, nahi to e kevaLajJAnI nA kahevAya. hA, bhIMtanI bahAra rahIne darzana karato hoya to ya kevaLajJAnI svIkAra kare ! ahIM beThAM beThAM nIcevALo darzana koI karato hoya ne, teno svIkAra pote kare. te A to dAdAnA zru kahevAya, te siphArasa Ape. mahAvideha kSetra kyAM ? kevuM ? praznakartA: sImaMdhara svAmI vicare che, to e mahAvideha kSetra kyAM praznakartA : A mahAvideha kSetra, e ApaNAM bharatakSetra karatAM juduM gaNAya che ? dAdAzrI : hA, juduM. eka A mahAvideha kSetra che jyAM kAyamane mATe tIrthaMkaro janmyA ja kare che ane ApaNA kSetramAM amuka TAIme ja tIrthakaro janma pachI nA rahe. ApaNe ahIM amuka TAIme tIrthaMkara nA ya hoya. paNa atyAre A sImaMdhara svAmI che, e ApaNAM mATe che. e haju ghaNAM kALa sudhI rahevAnA che ane aDhAramA tIrthaMkaranA vakhatathI che emano janma ! praznakartA : e mahAvideha kSetramAM ja ke bIjA kSetramAM ? dAdAzrI : mahAvideha kSetramAM ja. ApaNA ahIM AgaLa tIrthaMkaro koNa hatA, te vakhate emano janma che, te kahuM ! te ApaNe tyAM ogaNIsamA tIrthaMkara mallinAtha, emanI AgaLanA tIrthaMkaranA janma pUrve sImaMdhara svAmIno janma thayelo hato. bhUgoLa, mahAvideha kSetranI ! praznakartA : have mahAvideha kSetra vize thoDuM DiTelamAM jaNAvo ne. ATalAM jojana dUra A meru parvata, e je badhI vastu zAstramAM lakhelI che, e barAbara che ? dAdAzrI : barAbara che. emAM phera nathI. gaNatarIbaMdha vastu che. hA, te eTalAM varSanAM AyuSya, haju keTalAM varSa raheze, paNa badhuM gaNatarIbaMdha che badhuM, AkhuM brahmAMDa che emAM madhyaloka che. have AmAM paMdara prakAranA kSetro che. A madhyaloka Ama rAunDa (goLa) che. paNa lokone bIjI kaMI samajaNa nA paDe A. kAraNa ke eka vAtAvaraNamAMthI bIjA vAtAvaraNamAM jaI nA zakAya evA kSetro che mahIM, eTale paMdara manuSyonI bhoga bhUmio che. manuSyane janma pAmavAnI ane manuSya lokane rahevAnI paMdara bhUmikAo che. ApaNI emAMnI A eka bhUmikA che. A sivAyanI bIjI cauda che. emAM ApaNA jevAM ja mANaso jyAM juo tyAM dAdAzrI : e to ApaNAM A kSetrathI bilakula juduM che. badhA kSetro judAM judAM che. tyAM Ama jaI zakAya evuM nathI.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara che. ApaNA kaLiyuganA che ane pelA satyuganA hoya. koI koI jagyAe kaLiyuga kharo ane koI jagyAe sayuga kharo. evI rIte manuSyo che ane tyAM AgaLa mahAvideha kSetramAM atyAre sImaMdhara svAmI pote che. temanI doDha lAkhanI uMmara che atyAre ane hajI savA lAkha varSa rahevAnA che. rAmacaMdrajInA vakhate emane joyelA. tyAra pahelAMnA e janmelA. rAmacaMdrajI jJAnI hatA. e janmelA ahIM paNa e sImaMdhara svAmIne joI zakelAM. sImaMdhara svAmI to emanA pahelAM, bahu pahelAMnA ! A sImaMdhara svAmI che, emaNe jagata kalyANa karavAnuM che. zrI sImaMdhara svAmI, bharata kalyANatAM timita ! praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM hAla tIrthakaro birAje che, evAM bIjA koI kSetramAM kaMI tIrthakaro birAje che ? dAdAzrI : A pAMca bharatakSetramAM ne pAMca airAvata kSetramAM, atyAre tIrthaMkara nathI birAjatA. bIje pAMca mahAvideha kSetra che, tyAM atyAre cotho Aro che, tyAM AgaLa tIrthaMkaro varte che. cotho Aro hoya, tyAM AgaLa varyA kare, tyAM kAyamane mATe cotho Aro hoya che. ane ApaNAM ahIM to pahelo, bIjo, trIjo, cotha, pAMcamo, chaThTho pharyA kare. evuM che, A pAMca bharata kSetra che, pAMca mahAvideha kSetra che ane pAMca airAvata kSetra che. A paMdara manuSya lokanA kSetro, temAM pAMca bharatamAM atyAre tIrthaMkara nathI. kAraNa ke pAMcamo Aro cAle che badhAmAM ane airAvatamAM ya tIrthakara nathI. phakta mahAvideha kSetramAM cotho Aro cAle che, eTale tyAM tIrthaMkaro thayA ja kare che. emAM bahu pahelethI tIrthakara hoya ane tyAM vIsa tIrthaMkaromAM A sImaMdhara svAmI che ! praznakartA : ahIM AgaLa kyAre tIrthaMkara thAya che ? dAdAzrI : ahIM trIjA-cothA ArAmAM tIrthaMkara thavAnAM ! praznakartA : ane tIrthaMkaro e ApaNAM ahIMA, hindustAnamAM ja thAya che, bIje kyAMya nA thAya ne ? dAdAzrI : A ja bhUmikAmAM ! bIjI jagyAe thAya nahi. A ja bhUmikA, hindustAnanI ja ! A ja bhUmikAmAM tIrthaMkaro thAya, bIjI jagyAe utpanna ja na thAya. cakravartI ya A bhUmikAmAM thAya, ardhacakrI ya A bhUmikAmAM thAya. tresaTha zalAkA puruSo badhA ahIM thAya che. praznakartA : A bhUminI kaMI mahatvatA haze ? dAdAzrI : A bhUmi bahu UMcI gaNAya che ! praznakartA H sImaMdhara svAmInuM pUjana zA mATe ? anya tIrthakaronuM pUjana kema nahi ? dAdAzrI : badhA tIrthaMkaronuM thaI zake, paNa e sImaMdhara svAmIne ahIM hindustAna joDe hisAba che, bhAva che emano ane e bahu TAIma sudhI rahevAnA che ! anya vartamAna tIrthakaro ! praznakartA : paNa vartamAnamAM bIjA tIrthaMkara kyAM vicare che ? dAdAzrI : e vIsanAM nAma che. paNa ApaNAM bharatakSetranAM nimitta sImaMdhara svAmI che. je nimitta hoya, e hitakArI hoya. A vIsanAM nAma che. praznakartA : basa, basa, A to eka khAlI jANavA mATe pUchayuM. dAdAzrI : joI lo ne, eka vakhata nAma to joI lo ! vAta kADhI tyAre nAmanAM darzana karI lo ne ! (1) zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (2) zrI yugamaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. zrI bAhu svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. zrI subAhu svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) zrI sujAtA svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (6) zrI svayaMprabha svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 25 vartamAna tIrthaMkara (7) zrI RSabhAnana svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (8) zrI anaMtavIrya svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (9) zrI sUraprabha svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (10) zrI vizALa svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (11) zrI vrajadhara svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (12) zrI caMdrAnana svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (13) zrI caMdrabAhu svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (14) zrI bhujaMga svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (15) zrI izvara svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (16) zrI nemiprabha svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (17) zrI vIrasena svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (18) zrI mahAbhadra svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (19) zrI devayazA svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. (20) zrI ajItavIrya svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM. sImaMdhara svAmI ke yugamaMdhara svAmI je zabda che e ApaNI bhASAmAM artha karIne nathI mUkelAM. tyAMnA ja zabda che ane namaskAra karuM chuM. e ApaNI bhASAno zabda che. vartamAna tIrthaMkara vIsa tIrthaMkaro che, temAMthI eka tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne bharatakSetra joDe hisAba che. tIrthakarone ya hisAba hoya che. pAchAM sImaMdhara svAmI to Aja hAjarAhajUra che. eTale tamAre have arihaMta kone mAnavA? A sImaMdhara svAmIne ane je bIjA ogaNIsa tIrthaMkaro che, e badhA tIrthakaro sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. ekanI sAthe rAkhIe to badhA AvI jAya. eTale sImaMdhara svAmInA darzana karajo. "he arihaMta bhagavAna ! tame ja sAcA arihaMta cho atyAre !" ema karIne namaskAra karajo. e kSetramAM bhASA kaI ? praznakartA : e mahAvideha kSetramAM saMskRta bhASA cAle che ? dAdAzrI : e saMskRta cAlatI hoya ke prAkRta cAlatI hoya, paNa mULa saMskRta hovI joIe. eTale atyAre prAkRtamAM cAle che ke je ApaNe jANatA nathI. ApaNe to A emanA nAma para gujarAtI bhASA vAparIe chIe, paNa to ya pahoMce che. e nAma para bhAva che ne ? ane ApaNI pAse nAma to cokkasa che ne ! eTale loka kaheze, AvAM ja nAma haze tyAM ? hA, tyAM nAma AvAM ja che, A ja nAma che. praznakartA : e nAma Ape jJAnamAM jANelA ? dAdAzrI : badhAM nAma jANyAM nathI. jeTalA jANyAM enI vAta meM kahI dIdhI che. bIjAM nAma jANelAM nathI, bIjAM to grahaNa karelAM che. praznakartA to bIjAM nAma Apa zAstronA AdhAre kaho cho ? dAdAzrI : e game tyAMthI, paNa e grahaNa karIne AvelAM. amuka bAbata jANelI, paNa bIjI lAMbI nahi jANelI. bIjuM grahaNa kareluM, paNa grahaNa kareluM khoLI kAcuM joIne ke zI hakIkata che, vAstavikatA zI che AmAM ? evuM che ne, ApaNane enI joDe saMbaMdha hoya eTaluM ja ApaNe oLakhIe. bIje saMbaMdha nA hoya to ApaNe phona karIne pUchI levuM paDe ne ? paNa e badhI vAta hakIkata che, vAstavika che ! praznakartA H sImaMdhara svAmI pravacana Ape kharAM ? dAdAzrI : pravacana nA hoya emanI pAse. emanI pAse dezanA hoya. pravacana emane nA hoya. pravacana ahaMkArI Ape. chaThThuM guNasthAnaka oLaMge e pravacana ApI zake. praznakartA : to sImaMdhara svAmInI dezanA sAMbhaLe kevI rIte loko ? dAdAzrI : dezanA nIkaLe ne tyAre loko sAMbhaLe. e che te upadeza nA Ape. pravacana nA kare. eTale emanI dezanA hoya. dezanA eTale emane potAne bolavuM nA paDe. TeparekarDa bolI de. A amArI dezanA che, TeparekarDanI jema nIkaLe che. bhagavAna mAlika nA hoya. ame ya nA

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27 vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI mAlika hoIe. upadezaka ke pravacanavALAne mAlikI hoya ke A mArI vANI nIkaLe. "mAya spIca" ema bole. eTale A "mAya spIca' nA hoya, A ya mArI vANI nathI. A TeparekarDanI vANI che. bhagavAnane che te dezanA hoya. upadezaka chaThThA guNasthAnakamAM hoya, eTale thoDo ahaMkAra hoya amuka bAkI rahI gayo eTale ahaMkAra sahita bole eTale huM boluM chuM kahe. mahAvideha kSetra che kyAM ? praznakartA : paNa mahAvideha kSetra, e Ama che kyAM ? dAdAzrI : A brahmAMDamAM che, paNa e tyAM AgaLa jatAM vacce khUba ThaMDIne e badhuM lAgavAthI tyAM plena nA jaI zake, mANasa jaI zake nahi. eTale e badhAM kSetro judA paDelA che. vacce evA ThaMDA jhona (bhAga) che ne, te koI paNa tyAM jaI zake nahi ! praznakartA : e mahAvideha kSetra ApaNA brahmAMDanI solara sisTamanI bahAra che ke aMdara che ? dAdAzrI : brahmAMDanI aMdara che. brahmAMDanI bahAra kazuM che nahi. praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetra brahmAMDamAM kyAM che ? dAdAzrI : IzAnamAM ! praznakartA : A IzAna eTale kaI bAju ? IzAna e to rileTiva (sApekSa) vastu thaI ne ! dAdAzrI : A jagata ja AkhuM rileTIva che. A indriyothI je anubhavamAM Ave che, e riyala (nirpekSa) che ja nahi, tyAM jaI zakAya evI sthiti nathI koInI, vAtAvaraNa juduM che badhuM. A kSetranuM ne e kSetranuM vAtAvaraNa juduM che. evuM che ne, ApaNe je gAmamAM rahetA hoya ne te gAmamAM ja northasAutha badhuM hoya che. A jagatamAM northa-sAutha jevuM kazuM vastu ja nathI. A to je gAmamAM tame rahone, te northa-sAutha kahevAya che. sUryanArAyaNa je tamAre pUrvamAM uge, te ghaDIe bIjAne pazcimamAM hoya che. eTale karekTa vastu nathI. je AMkhe dekhAya che e badhuM karekTa nathI A. praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetra kevuM che ? dAdAzrI : A bhUmi jevI che, manuSyovALI vastI, badhuM ahIM jevuM dekhAya che evuM ja mahAvideha kSetramAM paNa dekhAya badhe. AvA manuSyone rahevA lAyaka paMdara kSetro che. te eka eka kSetramAM sAmasAmI jaI zake nahIM. vAtAvaraNa nahIM eTale. dareka kSetranI AjubAju enuM vAtAvaraNa 'enDa' thayeluM hoya. palAMnuM 'enDa' thayeluM hoya ne A ya enDa' thayeluM hoya. te jaI zake nahi. jJAnIone dekhAya kharuM. haju amArAthI thoDuM UcuM jJAna thAya to amane hauM dekhAya. mukhya hetu, 'kAma' sAdhI laIe ! praznakartA : ApaNuM bharatakSetra jaMbudvIpamAM AvyuM, to evAM to ghaNAM kSetro haze ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, evAM bIjA nahi. A paMdara kSetro che ne, e ja. bIjAM kSetro nathI. ApaNe paMdara kSetro kahIe chIe ne, e paNa bahu moTAM vizALa che. ane AkhuM brahmAMDa bahu moTuM vizALa che. e to bolIe eTale loka zuM samajI jAya che, ApaNA paMdara rAjyo jevuM haze, A gujarAta sTeTa che enA jevuM haze ! nA, evuM nathI, bahu moTuM vizALa che. eka ekane kanekzane ya nathI. A bharatakSetra ane bIjAM bharatakSetrane ya kanekazana nathI. praznakartA : to AvA bIjAM kSetro keTalA ? dAdAzrI : A badhAM paMdara kSetro ja che. ene badhAne jANIne zuM karavAnuM ? ApaNe to eka vAta samajI levAnI ke mahAvideha kSetra che, e ApaNe kAmanuM che. bIjI to duniyA bahu moTI che. ApaNane koI pUche ke, "A vALa keTalA che ? e jANIne zuM kAma che bhAI ?! jeTalAM che, ane te rejhara pheravyuM haze to ugI nIkaLaze ! ApaNe kAmanuM hoya

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara eTalI vAta karavI. A vepAra zA hAruM karIe chIe ? paisA kamAvavA mATe ? e mArA ghauM sArA che evuM dekhADavA mATe ! paisA kamAvavA mATe ! eTalo ApaNo hetu, kAma nIkaLavuM joIe. ApaNe to A tIrthakaro ane A paMca parameSTi bhagavaMto e badhAnAM namaskAra bolazene to bahu thaI gayuM. ApaNe to kAma sAthe kAma che ne ? viharamAna tIrthakara sAhebo ! praznakartA : kSetra to paMdara che ane brahmAMDamAM tIrthaMkara to vIsa che. to evI rIte kevI rIte bane ? dAdAzrI : e bahu gaNatarI karavAnI nahi. e vIse ya hoya che, ne koI phero sittere ya hoya che. pAchuM evuM nakkI nathI ke vIsa ja che. praznakartA : eka kSetramAM bIjuM kSetra hoya eTale evuM hoya ? dAdAzrI : te A amuka kSetramAM hotAM ja nathI e ! dasa kSetramAM to bilakula hotAM ja nathI. pAMca kSetramAM ja hoya che atyAre. hisAba kADha kADha nA karIza, nahi to magaja bagaDI jaze badhuM ! praznakartA : e dizA kaMI hovI joIe ? dAdAzrI : dizA-bizA nahIM. AmAM zo phAyado ? te pachI rAtre e pUrvamAM ja doDe ! cittano svabhAva kevo che ? jemAM peThuM te dizAmAM rAtre doDe pAcho. emAM bahu UMDuM UtaravA jevuM nathI. mahAvidehatI sAbitI zuM ? praznakartA: ApaNe mahAvideha kSetranI vAta karIe, to ame koI divasa joyuM nathI ane amane emAM bahu khyAla nathI. to enuM kaMI prUpha che ke mahAvideha kSetra che ? enI koI sAbitI che ? dAdAzrI : cokkasa sAbitI che. huM eka eka zabda boluM chuM te coksAInA zabda boluM chuM. huM kAcI mAyA nathI ke eka vALa pUratI cokasAI karyA vagara rahuM ! ane cokasAI karavAnI zakti mArI, tamArAM karatAM vadhAre che. A je huM boluM chuM te cokasAInuM ja kahuM chuM. A mahIM dAdA bhagavAna pragaTa thayA che, te ya haMDreDa parasanTa ! varlDamAM koI vakhata AvuM banyuM nathI, evuM A thayuM che. praznakartA: to amane kevI rIte khabara paDaze ke A mahAvideha kSetra AvyuM ? ke je ame to koI divasa joyuM nathI. e koI vAra dekhAya to enI kemanI khabara paDe ke A khAlI bhramaNA che ke riyala che ? dAdAzrI : e to tamAre tyAM javAnI jarUra nathI. tamAro hisAba ja tamane tyAM laI jAya. tamAre javAnI jarUra nathI ke tamAre vicAravAnI jarUra nathI ke mAre mahAvideha kSetre javuM che. tame je sTAnDarDa (dhoraNa)mAM cho, je lAyaka cho e sTAnDarDamAM ja rahezo. e to tamane ahIM AgaLa rahevA nA de. je jJAna ApyuM che ne, te tyAMnA sTAnDarDane lAyaka thaI javAnA ane tyAM AgaLa avaLA sTAnDarDanA hoya che, te ahIM Ave che. e kudaratano niyama che evo. atyAre ahIM kaLiyuga cAle che ane tyAM AgaLa dvApara cAle che. tyAM ya sayuga cAlato nathI. paNa tyAM kaLiyuga nathI. kAyamato cotho Aro tyAM ! praznakartA tyAM haMmezAM trIjo ne cotho ja Aro hoya che ? dAdAzrI : kAyamane mATe cotho Aro, trIjo nahi. cotho eka ja. praznakartA : paNa AnA jevo ja saMsAra badho ? dAdAzrI : hA, AvuM ja badhuM. e ya karmabhUmi badhI, tyAM ya 'huM karuM chuM" evuM bhAna hoya. ahaMkAra-krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kharAM. tyAM AgaLa atyAre tIrthaMkara hoya. cothA ArAmAM tIrthaMkara hoya. bAkI bIjuM badhuM ApaNA jevI ja dazA hoya. A rAmacaMdrajI cothA ArAmAM hatA ne ! mahAvidehamAM vyavahAra-vyApAra ?! praznakartA : Apane mahAvideha kSetrano kaMI anubhava thayo che ?

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 31 vartamAna tIrthaMkara te thayo hoya to, tyAM zuM che ? dAdAzrI : jema ApaNe ahIM cotho Aro hato ne, bhagavAna mahAvIranA vakhatamAM, evAM cothA ArAnAM manuSyo che. tyAM AvI rIte dukAno che, khetIvADI, vyApAra badhuM ja che. bAkI tyAMnA mANaso ya ApaNA jevAM che ane ApaNA jevuM ja badhuM kArya che. ApaNAM jevuM ja tyAM badhuM, sAsu ne vahu ne rAjA, supALa, sarasupALa.... praznakartA : tyAM paNa AvI sabhA bharAtI hazene ? dAdAzrI : are, tyAM to bahu moTI sabhA ! A sabhA to zuM ? ane kyAM tyAMnI sabhAnI vAta ! tyAMnI sabhAnI vAta ja judI che ! praznakartA : tyAM AyuSya lAMbune dAdA ? dAdAzrI : hA, AyuSya lAMbuM hoya, te to bahu moTuM hoya. bAkI ApaNAM jevA mANaso che, ApaNAM jevA vyavahAra che. paNa te ApaNA ahIM cothA ArAmAM jevo vyavahAra hato evo che. A pAMcamA ArAnAM loko have to AvuM gajavA kApatAM zIkhyA ne mAMhyomAMhya sagAvahAlAmAM ya UMdhuM bolatA zIkhyA. evo tyAM vyavahAra nathI. tyAM che mana-vacana-kAyA taNI ektA ! phakta cothA ane pAMcamA ArAmAM phera zo paDe che ? tyAre kahe, cothA ArAmAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA hoya che ane pAMcamAM ArAmAM A ekatA tUTI jAya che. eTale manamAM ja hoya evuM vANImAM bolatA nathI ne vANImAM hoya evuM vartanamAM lAvatA nathI, enuM nAma pAMcamo Aro. ane cothA ArAmAM to manamAM je hoya evuM ja vANImAM bole ane evuM ja kare. koI mANasa tyAM AgaLa cothA ArAma kahe ke mane AkhuM gAma saLagAvI melavAno vicAra Ave che, eTale ApaNe jANavuM ke A rUpakamAM AvI javAnuM che ane Aja koI bole ke huM tamAruM ghara saLagAvI melIza. to ApaNe jANavuM ke haju to vicAramAM che, tuM mane bhego kyAre thavAno ? moDhe bolyo hoya to ya barakata nathI. huM tamane mArI nAkhIza kahene paNa te zenA AdhAre ? paNa AdhAra nathI, mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA nathI. to bolyA pramANe zI rIte kArya thAya ? kArya ja thAya nahine ! AjathI traNa hajAra varSa pahelAM AvuM na hatuM. traNa hajAra varSa pahelAM hatuM, tevuM tyAM rahe che. atyAre to mana juduM hoya, vANI judI hoya ne vartana juduM hoya evo koI joyelo tame ? dareka potAno jAta anubhava kahe. have tyAM kevuM hoya? manamAM jevuM hoya tevuM ja vANImAM bole ne tevuM ja varte. ane ahIM to manamAM evuM hoya ke mAre nukasAna karavuM che, paNa moDhA para mIThuM mIThuM bole. huM tamArA mATe tame kaho eTaluM karavA taiyAra chuM. eTalo pheraphAra thaI gayo. eTale ahIMthI badhA adhogatimAM jAya ane tyAMthI UrdhvagatimAM jAya. tyAM to evuM kahe ke tamArI choDI uThAvI jaIza, evuM bole eTale samajI ja javAnuM ke uThAvI ja javAno. ane ApaNe ahIM kahe ke huM tamane mArI nAkhIza, paNa kazuMya nahIM. A to moDhe bole eTaluM ja. vartanamAM AvatuM ja nathI ne, A lokonuM ! tyAM bolyA hoya to mArI nAkhe cokakasa. ahIM to ThekANA vagarano, amatho ciDhAya eTaluM ja cIDhiyA khAya eTaluM ja. ahIM pAMcamo Aro che, eTale duSama kALa che A. duSama eTale jarAka samatA rAkhavI hoya to mahA du:khe karIne samatA rahe, bAkI samatA ja rahe nahi. ane tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM suSama kALa che. eTale ahIMthI je jIvI lAyakAta dharAve cothA ArA mATe, te ahIM poSAya nahi, e loko kSetranA prabhAvathI kheMcAI jAya tyAM, cothA ArAmAM mahAvideha kSetramAM ane tyAM pAMcamA ArAne lAyaka thayA hoya te ahIM Ave. evuM bhara-nIkaLa cAlyA ja karavAnuM. tyAM pAMcamA ArAne lAyaka evo khaDadhUsa thaI gayA hoya ne mana-vacana-kAyA jUThA thayA hoya, te badhA ahIM AvatA rahe. praznakartA : Ape eka vAra kaheluM, ke mahAvideha kSetramAM paNa IrSA-draSa-prema, e bhAva rahe che ne ! dAdAzrI : ahIMnA jevuM ja, AmAM ne temAM phera nahi. praznakartA : e badhA kaSAyo nA kahevAya ?

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 33 vartamAna tIrthaMkara dAdAzrI : kaSAyo kharo ja ne ! praznakartA : to pachI mahAvideha kSetramAM kema evuM hovuM joIe ? pharaka to hovo joIe ? dAdAzrI : nA. evuM nA hoya. ApaNe ahIM cotho Aro hato to ya badhA kaSAyo ja hatA ane rAmacaMdrajInI vAIphane ya laI gayA'tA. rAmacaMdrajI to rAjA hatA to ya ! pachI bIjA keTalAya lokonI vAIpha UThAvI gayelA. ema to cAlyA ja karavAnuM. praznakartA: mahAvideha kSetramAM janma thAya eTale mokSe javAya evuM kaMI che ? - dAdAzrI : nA, nA. evuM kazuM ja nathI. tyAM ya gajavA kApanArA che, haraNa karI janArA badhuM ya che. pachI e Aro cotho rahe che kAyama, eTale tyAM AgaLa tIrthaMkara bhagavAna kAyama hoya che ! ane cothA ArAmAM mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekatA hatI te jUThA-labADa badhuM ja AvuM ne AvuM ja, paNa tyAM ekatA ne ahIMyA ekatA nahi. mahAvideha kSetramAM ya AvuM ja. AnA jevA ja badhA gajavA hau kApI le, mANaso ya ApaNA jevA ja badhA nAme ya ApaNA jevA pAchAM ! paNa have ahIM ekatAvALA thAya, to pachI kSetrano svabhAva che te kheMcI le. te tyAM laI jAya ne tyAM AgaLa ekatA tUTI gayelI hoya evA mANasa hoya te kSetra svabhAvathI ahIM kheMcAI jAya. praznakartA : ApaNAmAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA nathI evuM ApaNe jANIe chIe. A manamAM che evuM ja bolAya che. evuM e loko kaMI jANe che ? e lokomAM evI avalokana zakti kharI ? praznakartA : bahu DakhoDakhala hoya to mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA kevI rIte rahe ? dAdAzrI : nA. e to ekatA rahe ja. paNa DakhoDakhala to karavAnAM ja. ApaNe ahIM AgaLa che te manamAM hoya ke bhAI, phalANAnI strInuM haraNa karI javuM che. te paNa moDhe bole ke nA evuM kaMI amAre nathI karavuM ! koI kahe, 'tame AvuM karavAnA cho ?" tyAre kahe, "nA, nA." ane tyAMnA, pelo to kahe ke, "hA, huM haraNa karI javAno chuM." ane te karI batADe ya ! tyAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA hoya ne ahIM AgaLa e juduM hoya ! eTale e bole evuM ja karavAno ne A ahIM AgaLa bolIne pharI jAya ! ahIM pharI jAya ke nA pharI jAya ? mahAvideha kSetramAM javAno hetu !! praznakartA : jyAre mANasa kaMI bole che ne te ja pramANe kare che ne evuM jyAre thAya che, tyAre emAM kartApada kevI rIte chUTe e lokone ? ajJAna ja grahaNa thAya ne ? dAdAzrI : e draDha ja thavAnuM. praznakartA : to ahIMnA badhA loko to mahAvideha kSetranI AzA rAkhe che ke tyAM javuM che. dAdAzrI : mahAvideha to, zene mATe tyAM AgaLa javAnuM ke ahIM jene kartApada chUTeluM hoyane e tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM jAya. tyAM AgaLa tIrthakara sAheba maLene, to eno mokSa thaI jAya. basa, eTaluM ja che ! ene tIrthaMkaranAM darzana karavAnI ja jarUra che ane tyAM tIrthaMkara che, chatAM loko darzana karatAM ja nathI, tyAM koIne paDelI nathI. amuka mANasone ja mokSanI paDelI che. badhA lokone nathI paDelI ! praznakartA: kAraNa ke ahIM to ghaNAM loko evo ja bhAva kare che ke ahIM mahAvideha kSetramAM javuM che. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa e mahAvideha kSetramAM emane to mokSane mATe dAdAzrI : hA, kharIne ! badhI zakti kharI ane bahu ja jAgRti. ApaNA ahIMnA lokone jAgRti ja kyAM ? praznakartA : to tyAMnA lokone DakhoDakhala nA hoya ? dAdAzrI : DakhoDakhala to bahu ja !

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 35 vartamAna tIrthaMkara cothA ArAnA thaI gayA hoya, ahIM A jJAna nA ApyuM hoya ane bIjAM loko ya evAM hoya, to te tyAM kheMcAI jAya ane tyAM je pAMcamAM ArAnA jevA thaI gayA hoya te ahIM pAMcamA ArAmAM AvI jAya. evo A kSetrano svabhAva che. koIne laI javo-lAvavo paDato nathI. kSetra svabhAvathI A loko tIrthaMkara pAse pahoMcavAnA badhA. tethI sImaMdhara svAmInuM bolyA kare ne, emane bhaje che ne pachI emanI joDe tyAM darzana karaze ne emanI pAse besaze loko ne mokSe jatA raheze. ame jemane jJAna ApIe chIe, te eka-be avatArI thAya. pachI emaNe tyAM sImaMdhara svAmI pAse ja javAnuM che. emanA darzana karavAnAM. tIrthaMkaranAM darzana karavAnAM ekalAM ja bAkI rahyA. basa, darzana thavAthI ja mokSa. bIjA badhA darzana thaI gayA. A chellA darzana karene, A dAdAthI AgaLanAM darzana e che. e darzana thaI gayA ke mokSa tarata ! javAnuM che ne ! tyAM e mokSanuM sAdhana maLI Ave !! praznakartA : ahIMthI DIrekTa (sIdhuM) mokSamAM nathI javAtuM ? dAdAzrI : nA, sIdhuM nathI javAtuM. ahIMthI sIdho mokSe javAnuM baMdha thaI gayuM che. kAraNa ke ahIM to mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA nathIne eTale mokSa uDI gayo. ahIMthI eka avatAra thaIne pachI mokSa thAya. eka avatAra bAkI rahe eTale tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM javAnuM. tyAM ApaNane tIrthaMkara maLene ! darzana karavAthI ja mukti thAya. bIjuM kazuM upadeza ya zIkhavAnI jarUra nathI. - praznakartA : tyAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA che jene, e loko darzana karI zakatAM nathI, to ahIMyA to mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA nathI, e loko kevI rIte darzana karI zakaze ? dAdAzrI : paNa A loko karI zake. kAraNa ke emanI bhAvanA evI che ane tethI "akrama jJAna maLyuM che ne ? ekatA nathI rahetI. e to kALane AdhIna che. tyAM AgaLa kALa sAro che eTale ekatA rahe. kaI bhUmikAthI javAya tyAM ? praznakartA : tyAM javuM hoya to kaI sthitimAM mANasa jaI zake ? dAdAzrI : e tyAMnA jevo thaI jAya. cothA ArA jevo mANasa thAya, A pAMcamA ArAnA durguNo jatA rahe, to tyAM jAya. koI gALa bhAMDe to ya manamAM enI mATe kharAba bhAva nA Ave to tyAM jAya. praznakartA : sAmAnyapaNe ahIMthI sIdhuM mokSe javAtuM nathI. mahAvideha kSetramAM javAnuM pachI mokSe javAnuM, evuM kevI rIte thAya ? dAdAzrI : ahIMthI A cothA ArAnA mANaso jevo thAya to A cothA Aro cAlato hoyane, te kSetra ene kheMcI le. kSetrano svabhAva evo che ke je ArAnA mANasa thaI gayA hoya, ahIM AgaLa che te pAchuM pharavAnuM zuM kAraNa ? praznakartA tyAMnA jIvone mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA hoya che, to pachI ahIM kevI rIte pAchAM AvavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : tyAM pachI cothA ArAnA lAyaka hoya ! pAMcamA ArAne lAyaka thavA mAMDe eTale pachI ahIM mUkI de. ahIM AvI jAya. ahIM cothA ArAne lAyaka thavA mAMDe eTale tyAM pahoMce. zenA mATe lAyaka thavAnuM ? kartApada to hoya nahi. AjubAjunA saMjogo cothA ArAne lAyaka karI Ape eTale ahIMthI tyAMnA lAyaka thAya ne e bhUmine lAyaka thAya eTale ahIMthI tyAM AgaLa janma thAya. ahIMnI bhUmine lAyaka thAya to tyAMthI ahIM Ave. badhuM sAmasAmI thayA ja kare. praznakartA : pAchA mahAvideha kSetramAMthI bharatakSetramAM Ave ? dAdAzrI : hA. evo anaphITa thaI gayelo hoya to ahIM Ave. vadhu phITa thayelo hoya to tyAM jAya. jyAre kudarata che te levA mAge ne tyAre ahIM AgaLa deha

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI chUTavAno thAya, tyAre tyAM ja pakaDI le ne tyAM janma Ape. tyAMne mATe lAyakAta dharAvato hoya to ahIMthI tyAM mUkI de ane tyAMne mATe DIslAIka thaI gayA hoya, nAlAyaka thayA hoya to ahIM mUkI de. eTale ApaNA mahAtmAo lAyaka thavAnA. sAmo avaLuM kare to ya ene mATe khabAra vicAra nahIM kare eTale lAyaka thaI gayA. temane gALo bhAMDe to tame ene mATe kharAba vicAra karo ? praznakatA : no. dAdAzrI : eTale tame lAyaka thaI gayA ! samabhAve nikAla karavAno. kaMI jevI tevI vAta che ! praznakartA : tyAM paNa nAlAyaka thavAnAM kharAM ? dAdAzrI : badhe thavAnAM. jIvano svabhAva to cUke nahIM ne ! dehadhArIno svabhAva to badalAya nahIM ne ! ahIM ApaNane AtmasvarUpa thaI gayuM eTale enI meLe ja pelo yoga thAya ! ApaNe kahIe ke, 'mAre nathI AvavuM." tyAre e kahe "nA, paNa tamane bIje kyAM mUkAya ? mahAvideha kSetra sivAya bIjA kSetra kAmanA ja nathI ne ? khape ekatA triyogatI ! praznakartA : koI vakhata evA bhAva kare to A pAMcamA ArAmAM mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekatA AvI zake koI vakhata ? dAdAzrI : hA, Ave, Ave. amuka amuka mANasa hoya. kaMI bilakula sAva khalAsa nathI thaI gayeluM. praznakartA : A kramika mArga je che te mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA hoya to ja cAle ne ? dAdAzrI : ekatA hoya, to ja cAle. nahi to baMdha thaI jAya. atyAre baMdha ja thaI gayelo che. A atyAre manamAM mAne ke A dharma cAle che eTaluM ja. bAkI badhuM baMdha thaI gayelo che. vartamAna tIrthaMkara praznakartA : A zvetAMbara mArge mokSa maLe ke nahi, kramikamAM ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA. mokSanI vAta nahi, dharma ja nA thAya. ane mokSa ja baMdha thaI gayo che. mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA che ke nahi eTaluM ja jue. mana hoya bIjI jagyAe ane ahIM AgaLa bhagavAnane paTAvavA jAya e cAle nahi, bhagavAna chetarAya nahi, zeThiyA chetarAya vakhate ! mahAvideha kSetramAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI bhinnatA vartavA mAMDI ke e ahIM AvIne paDe. cothA ArAmAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI bhinnatA nA hoya. bhalene nAlAyaka hoya paNa nAlAyake ya cokhkhuM kahI de. manamAM hoya evuM bolavAnuM ya cokhkhuM ne vartane ya evuM, paNa AmanA jevI AMTIghUMTIo nA hoya. cothA ArAmAM AMTIghUMTIo nA hoya ane pAMcamA ArAmAM ahIMnA lokone AMTI ya kharI ne ghUMTI ya kharI. alyA, ghUMTI zuM karavA kare che pAcho ? paNa vakIlo ya khoTA kesane jitADe che ne ?! ene pAcho hoMziyAra gaNe. e vakIle ya jANato hoya ke mArA jevo koI hoMziyAra nathI. ajAyabI che A kALanI ! eTale tyAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA ane ApaNe ahIMyA che juduM juduM ane ekatA eTale tyAM tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA janma kAyama hoya che. praznakartA : mana-vacana-kAyAno ekAtmayoga thaI jAya, ekatA thaI jAya, to e mahAvideha kSetrane lAyaka thaI gayo kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : eTale tyAM janma thaI jAya, enI meLe ja. kSetrano svabhAva che ke je kSetrane lAyaka hoya, je sTAnDarDane lAyaka hoya tyAM kheMcAI jAya ane tyAM che te bagaDe, te ahIM AvI jAya. vizeSatA mahAvideha kSetratI ! praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM 'DAuna phola' thAya ? patana thAya ? dAdAzrI : e 'apa' jevuM che ja nahi. tyAM UMcuM sTezana javAya,

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 39 nIcuM sTezana javAya, evuM tevuM che ja nahi. praznakartA : emane tyAM AgaLa karma nA baMdhAyane ? dAdAzrI : kone ? tyAM ? badhAne ya karma baMdhAvAnA, koI karmathI mukta thaI zake nahi ! praznakartA : tyAM gayA pachI enI gati to, e mokSe ja jAyane ? dAdAzrI : nA, evo kaMI niyama nathI. badhA keTalAMya rakhaDI paDelA. A badhuM to rakhaDanArI ja prajA che. mahAvideha kSetramAM to ahIMthI koI taiyAra thaIne gayo hoya to enuM kAma thaI jAya. paNa tyAMnI prajA to ghaNI rakhaDayA ja kare che ! e mahAvideha kSetra kevuM che ? ApaNe ahIM cotho Aro hato tenA jevuM che. e cothA ArAmAM ApaNe tyAM amuka ja mANaso mokSe gayA che, bAkI koI gayuM nathI, evuM che. koI pAsa ja thatuM nathIne AmAM ! mokSano mArga maLato ja nathIne ! ane cothA ArAmAM bhUkha lAgatI ja nathI ne pAMcamA ArAmAM bhUkha lAge che, tyAre mokSano mArga hoto nathI. tyAM pachI rUTIna'nI peTha kAma cAlyA kare che, dhIme dhIme dhIme !!! praznakartA : eTale mahAvideha kSetramAMthI pAchA AvavuM ya paDe ne ?! dAdAzrI : jevAM mArka che ne, evAM guNa che, te hisAbe tyAM utpanna thAya. mahAvideha kSetra mATe lAyaka thayelo jIva ahIM AgaLa Take ya nahi, e ahIM jIvI nA zake, mATe tyAM jAya. ane mahAvideha kSetramAM ahIMnA jevo jIva hoya, duSamakALanA jevo hoya, to e ahIM Ave. eTale ahIM kayA guNa bharyA che, e hisAbe kSetra che, gati che. prakRti guNa kayA che, tenA hisAbe gati che. Avo A atyAre je duSama kALano mAla che ne, evo mAla mahAvideha kSetramAM nA hoya ane ApaNe ahIM je cothA ArAmAM hato tevo ja mAla che badho tyAM atyAre ! ApaNA ahIMno mAla je badho vartamAna tIrthaMkara saDI gayelo mAla kahevAya. e to ahIMno ahIM ja dhovAyA karaze. e to pAMcamo Aro pUro karaze ne chaThTho ya pUro karaze. badhuM enuM e ja cAlyA karaze. AmAMthI amuka amuka mahAvideha kSetramAM jatAM raheze. praznakartA: eTale lAkhekamAMthI ekAda mahAvideha kSetramAMthI ahIM AvatA haze ne ?! dAdAzrI : nA, thoDAka vadhAre, lAkhe soeka AvyA kare ne ! kAraNa ke mAla to bagaDyA karene ! te bagaDelo mAla hoya, DAghavALo mAla, te ahIM Ave paNa A ahIMno DAghavALo mAla upara zI rIte jAya ? chatAM ahIMthI koIka jIva evo hoya te amuka UMce jayA karavAno. mahAvideha kSetramAM, mahAvIra bhagavAna gayA pachI jayA kare che paNa bahu jUja jIvo javAnAM. mahAvideha kSetramAM to ApaNA jevuM ja badhuM ya. gorA-zAmaLA badho ya mAla bheLo ! emAM kazI vizeSatA nathI. phakta vizeSatA eTalI ke tIrthaMkara bhagavAna varta. praznakartA : A mahAvideha kSetra Ape kahyuM, tyAM, paNa vijJAnanI ATalI pragatio che, AvA vimAna ne moTaragADI evuM badhuM ? dAdAzrI : tyAM AvA yAMtrika vimAno nathI, mAMtrika vimAno che badhAM. ahIM yAMtrika che ne emane tyAM mAMtrika che, eTale ene kaMI tela kazAnI jarUriyAta nA paDe. ane yAMtrikane to tela khUTI paDe to nIce besI jAya agara to 'mazIna baMdha thaI gayuM" kaheze eTale to ApaNA loko cAra mazIna rAkhe che ne ! cAramAMthI cAre ya nA cAle to vimAna besI jAya ! praznakartA : A AtmA je che e pharI pharIne avatAra le che e sAmAnya rIte ahIM A duniyAmAM ja rahe ke bIjA kSetramAM jatA hoya che ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ke, A pudagala je kSetrane lAyaka thAya e kSetramAM pudgala kheMcAI jAya. cothA ArAne lAyakanuM pudgala hoya te pAMcamA ArAmAM cAle nahi. mATe jyAM cotho Aro hoya tyAM kheMcAI

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 41 - - vartamAna tIrthakara pAcho Ave ahIM ? praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM gayelo jIva ahIM pAcho AvI zake ? jAya. eTale kudaratI kheMcANa thAya. A kALamAM pAMcamAM ArAnA mANaso hoya, te pachI tyAM kheMcAI jAya ! akrama vijJAta' ja kSetra pheraphAra lAve ! pachI ahIM AgaLa ApaNA guNadharma badalAyA hoya to e mahAvideha kSetramAM jAya. evuM ahIM AgaLa pAMcamo Aro cAle che. eTale cothA ArAnA manuSyo hatAM, enAM karatAM A pAMcamAM ArAmAM lokonA svabhAva bagaDI gayA. have e svabhAva ja ahIM AgaLa "jJAna" ApIe ne sudhare, pachI Dakhala nA kare, koIne trAsa nA Ape evo thaI jAya, to pachI kSetrono svabhAva evo che ke ahIMthI kheMcAIne jyAM cotho Aro cAle che tyAM jAya. tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM kAyama cotho Aro cAle che. ane cotho Aro hoya to ja tIrthakara hoya, nahi to pAMcamA ArAmAM tIrthakara koI jagyAe hoya nahi. eTale tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM tIrthaMkara maLe, ahIM mANasano svabhAva badalAI jAya pachI ! A jJAna che ne, tenA pratApe pachI svabhAva badalAI jAya. eTale ahIMnA loko joDe meLa nA paDe. kAraNa ke, ApaNA jevA svabhAvavALA jatA rahyA, ane bIjA ahIM AgaLa hoya tenI joDe ApaNane meLa paDe nahi. eTale ApaNe to ahIM UbhA rahIe te zuM kAma Ave ? ApaNuM ToLuM tyAM jatuM rahyuM, eTale ApaNe ahIM AgaLa konI joDe mAthAkUTa karIe ? eTale ApaNA jJAna ApyA pachI ghaNAM kharAM, badhAM A mahAtmAo tyAM kheMcAI javAnAM. paNa te pachI ekadama evuM kahevAya nahi, ekAda avatAra ahIM kare ne pachI tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM jAya ane mahAvideha kSetramAM zAthI javAnAM? kAraNa ke tyAM kAyama tIrthaMkaranAM darzana thayA kare. eTalA pUratuM ja hitakArI che. ane ahIMno jIva tyAM jAya te tIrthaMkara bhagavAna mATe ja jAya, bIjo koI bhAva nahi. eTale ahIMnA je javAnAne, e to tIrthakara bhagavAna pAchaLa ja paDene, ekabe avatAramAM kAma kADhI le ! dAdAzrI : Ave ahIM, paNa ApaNA mahAtmAne nA AvavuM paDe. bIjA badhA ghaNAM jIvo ahIMyA Ave ja che ne ! praznakartA : paNa sImaMdhara svAmInI hAjarI kharIne tyAM to ! to pachI AvuM badhuM kema thAya ? bhagavAnano prabhAva to paDene pachI ? dAdAzrI : bhagavAnane ya gAMThe nahi evA loko che. are ! bhagavAna mahAvIra hatA ne, to temane ya AvaDI AvaDI gALo copaDe. 'tame mahAvIra cho to ame kyAM kAcA chIe ?" ema kahe. badhI jAtanAM loka A to ! praznakartA : ApaNA mahAtmA jaze. e pAchA ahIM AvavAnA ? dAdAzrI : e nA Ave. e to Ave ja nahi. A vijJAnanA AdhAre to upara caDhyA. pachI pAchAM nA paDe. mahAtmAo kyAM javAtA ? praznakartA : badhA mahAtmAo mahAvideha kSetramAM javAnA ne ? dAdAzrI : keTalAMkane ahIM AvIne pachI javAnuM thAya. ekAda avatAra karIne ! mahIM hisAba badho paDyo hoya lokono, te badho ApI devo paDe ne ! baMdha paDyo hoya te pUro karavAno. dasa-paMdara varSano hisAba patAvavAno bAkI hoya te patAvIne pachI javAnAM. hisAba to cUkavavo paDene vacce ! A jJAna letA pahelAM evuM kaMIka kharAba karma bAMdhI lIdhuM hoya, te daMDa thayelo hoya, te daMDa to bhogavavo ja paDe ne ApaNe ! ane bhogavI laIne chUTo, eka avatArano daMDa. praznakartA : eTale jJAna lIdhA pachI koI rakhaDI paDe kharo ? dAdAzrI : nA rakhaDI paDe.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 43 4 praznakartA : jJAna lIdhA pachI koI kAyamane mATe rakhaDI paDe ? dAdAzrI : nA. paNa jJAna pAme nahi ane pachI avaLuM cAle, badhAnuM avaLuM bola bola kare, to ThekANuM nathI pachI ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmInAM jeTalAM loko darzana kare, e badhA pachI mokSe jAyane ? dAdAzrI : e darzana karavAthI mokSe jAya evuM kazuM hotuM nathI. emanI kRpA prApta thavI joIe. hRdaya cokhkhuM thAya, tyAM AgaLa hRdaya cokhkhuM thAya pachI emanI kRpA utaratI jAya. A to sAMbhaLavA mATe Ave ane kAnane bahu mIThuM lAge. eTale sAMbhaLIne pachI pAchAM hatA tyAMnA tyAM. ene to caTaNI ne caTaNI gamatI hoya. Akho thALa nA jame, eka caTaNI sAruM ja thALamAM besI rahyo hoya. praznakartA : to ame ahIMyAthI sImaMdhara svAmInAM darzana karIe mahAvideha kSetramAM jaIne to pachI amAro mokSa thAya ke nahIM ? vartamAna tIrthaMkara mokSe laI jaze. kazuM ja karavA jevuM nathI. ane AjJA pALo cho te to saMjoga, mAro saMjoga bhego thAya ja. zuM kahyuM ? e ya khoLavAno nA hoya. ene to sAmuM Ave mahAvideha kSetra ! jene ahIM zuddhAtmAnuM lakSa beThuM hoya te ahIM AgaLa bharata kSetramAM rahI zake ja nahIM. jene AtmAnuM lakSa beTheluM hoya, te mahAvidehamAM ja pahoMcI jAya evo niyama che ! ahIM A duSamakALamAM rahI zake ja nahIM. A zuddhAtmAnuM lakSa beThuM te mahAvideha kSetramAM eka avatAra ke be avatAra karI, tIrthaMkaranAM darzana karIne mokSe cAlyo jAya. evo sahelo-saraLa mArga che A ! amArI AjJAmAM rahejo. AjJA e dharma ane AjJA e tapa ! samabhAve nikAla karavAno hoya. e badhI je AjJAo kahI che emAM jeTaluM rahevAya eTaluM rahe, pUrepUruM rahe to mahAvIra jevuM rahI zake ! A riyala ne rileTiva tame jotA jotA jAva, tamAruM citta bIjI jagyAe nA jAya paNa tyAre horuM manamAMthI kaMI nIkaLyuM hoya to tame gUMcAI jAva. A jJAna prApta thayA pachI amArI pAMca AjJA pALe to, bhagavAna mahAvIra jevo ahIM rahI zake ema che. ame pote ja rahIe chIe ne ! je raste ame cAlyA chIe e rasto ja tamane batAvI dIdho che ne je guThANuM amane ahIM pragaTa thayuM che te guThANuM tamAruM ya thayuM che ! praznakartA : dAdA, tamArI vANI, tamArI sarasvatIthI ame sparza pAmIe ane tamArA zuddha cetananI sAkSIe ame sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra pahoMcADIe. dAdAzrI: ame tamane jJAna ApIe ne te ame tyAM besI jaIe chIe. eTale tamAro namaskAra pahoMcI ja jAya che. jene jJAna maLyuM. je AjJAmAM rahyo. enuM pahoMcI ja jAya. pachI AjJA ochI-vattI paLAya e judI vastu che. to ya paNa AjJA pALe che ne ? koIne pramANa jarA ochuM hoya. A jJAna pachI have tamane karma baMdhAya nahIM. karma karato hato, dAdAzrI : e to thAya ja ne ! kAraNa ke tame to A jJAna lIdheluM che ne, eTale mahAvideha kSetramAM jAva eTale pachI tyAM saMjogo bhegA thaI jAya to rAge paDI jAya. kArama ke tamAre avatAra je rahevAnA che bAkI be-traNa ke cAra ke je te amArI AjJA ApI che tenAM phaLarUpe rahevAnA ane puNya hoya jabarajasta eTale ahIMthI jatAM ja baMgalo bAMdhavo paDe nahIM, baMgalAvALAne tyAM taiyAra thayelo hoyane, taiyAra thayA pachI janma thAya bhaIno, polIza thaI gayA pachI bAMdhavuM nA paDe. puNyazALIne kazuM mahenata karavAnI nA hoya. mahenata to bicArA pelAM mA-bApa karyA kare. praznakartA: have jeNe 'jJAna' lIdhuM, ene mokSe javuM hoya, sImaMdhara svAmInAM darzana karavA tyAM AgaLa pahoMcavuM hoya, to eNe zuM karavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : kazuM ya karavAnuM nahIM. AjJA amArI pALe. AjJA ja

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 45 vartamAna tIrthaMkara te karanAro ja chUTI gayo have. eTale karma baMdhAya nahi. eTale saMvara ja raheze niraMtara, saMvarapUrvaka nirjarA thayA kare. phakta eka avatAra ke be avatAranAM karma baMdhAze. te mArI AjJA pALavAne lIdhe. ane te to tamane ahIMthI sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse ja javuM paDaze. mahAvideha kSetramAM ja tamane kheMcI leze. kAraNa ke ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna baMdha thAya te ahIMyA A kSetramAM rahI zake nahIM. ene mahAvideha kSetra ja kheMcI le. koI laI janAro nathI. kSetra ja kheMce ! ane tyAM ArtadhyAnaraudradhyAna sakhata thaI jAya, tene ahIM AvavA de. cAlu che mokSe javAnuM ! praznakartA : mokSe javA mATe pRthvI upara ja AvavuM paDe ? dAdAzrI : hA, ahIMyA paMdara kSetromAM mahAvideha kSetra, A pRthvI ja kahevAya e badhI. manuSya loka ja kahevAya, tyAMthI atyAre bahu mokSe jaI rahyA che. atyAre tyAMthI samaye samaye (vadhumAM vadhu) 108 moze jaI rahyA che, lAIna baMdha. jema ahIM AgaLa cAra polIsavALA ema tAla daIne vArApharatI cAlyA ja kare che e lAIno, evuM 108 cAlyA ja kare che. vartamAna tIrthakaratI bhajatAthI "mokSa' ! traNa prakAranAM tIrthakaro. eka bhUtakALanAM tIrthakaro. eka vartamAnakALanA tIrthaMkaro ane eka bhaviSyakALanAM tIrthaMkaro ! emAM bhUtakALanAM to thaI gayA. emane saMbhAravAthI ApaNane puNyaphaLa thAya te uparAMta jenuM zAsana hoya ne, temanI AjJAmAM rahIe to dharma utpanna thAya. e mokSa bhaNI laI janAruM bane ! paNa jo kadI vartamAna tIrthakarane saMbhArIe to enI vAta ja judI ! vartamAnanI ja kiMmata badhI, rokaDA rUpiyA haze tenI kiMmata. pachI Avaze e rUpiyA bhAvi ! ane gayA e to gayA ! eTale rokaDI vAta joIe ApaNane ! tethI rokaDI oLakhANa karAvI ApuM chuM ne ! ane A vAte ya badhI rokaDI che. dhIsa Ijha dhI kaeNza beMka oNpha DivAIna solyuzana ! rokaDuM joIe, udhAra nA cAle. ane covIsa tIrthaMkarane ya ApaNe namaskAra karIe chIe ne ! bAkI covIsa tIrthaMkarone saMyati puruSo zuM kahetA hatA ? bhUta tIrthakaro kahetA hatA. bhUtakALamAM thaI gayelA te ! paNa vartamAna tIrthakarone khoLI kADho. bhUta tIrthakarone bhajavAthI ApaNane saMsAranI pragati thAya, paNa bIjuM kazuM mokSaphaLa Ape nahi. mokSaphaLa to Aje je hayAta che te Ape ane e hayAtanuM zuM nAma che jANo cho ? praznakartA H sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAna ! dAdAzrI : hA, te "phona karavo hoyane to phonanuM miDiyama joIe to phona pahoMce. te A miDiyama che "dAdA bhagavAna'. bolo, mahAvIra bhagavAna atyAre Aje ahIM dilhImAM hoya, paNa ahIMthI nAma daIe to pahoMcI jAya. evuM A ya pahoMcI jAya che ! A jarA aradhI miniTa phona moDo pahoMce, paNa pahoMcI jAya che. emanuM anusaMdhAna "dAdA bhagavAna' thakI ! A pote che hAja2, paNa ApaNI duniyAmAM nathI, judI duniyAmAM che. emanI joDe amAre tAra ne badhuM cAlavAnuM. te AkhA jagatanuM kalyANa thavuM ja joIe. ame to nimitta hoIe. eTale 'dAdA bhagavAna' yU darzana karAvuM chuM ne te tyAM pahoMcI jAya che. eTale ApaNe eka avatAra kahyuM che ne, te ahIMthI pachI tyAM ja javAnuM che ne emanI pAse besavAnuM che. pachI chuTakAro thaze. eTalA mATe AjathI oLakhANa karAvIe chIe ane 'dAdA bhagavAna' OM namaskAra karAvIe chIe. vinA mAdhyame, pahoMce nahi ! praznakartA : pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM, e sImaMdhara svAmIne kevI rIte pahoMce che ? e joI zake che e hakIkata che ne ? dAdAzrI : e jovAmAM sAmAnya bhAve jue che. eTale vizeSa

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara bhAve jotA nathI e tIrthaMkaro. eTale A dAdA bhagavAnanA zru kaheluM che, to tyAM AgaLa pahoMce che. eTale A mAdhyama vagara pahoMce nahi have dAdA bhagavAna ne tIrthaMkaramAM phera keTalo ? cAra DigrIno phera. emAM lAMbo phera nathI ! ane huM to 'bhagavAna chuM" evuM ya nathI kaheto. 'huM to paTela chuM.' praznakartA : tamArI vAta nathI, A dAdA bhagavAnanI vAta che. dAdAzrI : hA. e barobara che. dAdA bhagavAnanI vAta judI che. ane huM 'e. ema. paTela... mArI jAtane kahuM chuM. 'huM bhagavAna chuM' ema kyAre kahuM ? traNasone sATha DigrI pUrI thAya tyAre 'huM bhagavAna chuM' ema kahuM. praznakartA : cAra DigrIno, cAranI saMkhyAno zuM meLa ? dAdAzrI : 356 DigrI amAre che. eka to A kALa che ne, te AdhAre, mArAM kapaDAM khasyAM nahi, A kapaDAM che, A badho je veSa che, e khasyo nahi. Ama dasamA guMThANAthI AgaLa khase evuM nathI vyavahAramAM. nizcayamAM bAramuM chuM. praznakartA : dasamuM ke bAramuM, upazama bhAve che ke kSAyika bhAve ? dAdAzrI : kSAyika ja bhAve che. ApaNAmAM to kSAyika ja bhAva che. ApaNAmAM upazama nAme ya bhAva nathI. upazama bhAva jevI vastu ja nathI ahIM AgaLa. judA, huM te "dAdA bhagavAta '' pustakamAM jema lakhyuM che ke ame 'e. ema. paTela' chIe ane mahIM 'dAdA bhagavAna' pragaTa thayelA che ane te cauda lokano nAtha che. eTale je kyAreya sAMbhaLavAmAM nA AvyuM hoya evAM A ahIM pragaTa thayelA che. eka jaNa mane kahetA'tA, ke tamArI pAse besavAthI ekadama zAMti thaI gaI. tyAre kahyuM, caudalokanA nAthanI joDe huM beTho chuM ne tame mArI joDe beThA cho. tyAM zAMti to zuM, AnaMda varte ! eTale ja jAte bhagavAna chuM, evuM ame koI dahADo ya kahIe nahi. e to gAMDapaNa che, meDanesa che. jagatanA loko kahe, paNa ame nA kahIe ke ame Ama chIe. ame to cokhkhuM kahIe. ame to kahIe chIe ke ame to nimitta chIe. amAre bIjuM kazuM joItuM nathI. amAre to mahIM apAra sukha vartatuM hoya. jayAM AgaLa mahIM sukha nathI, tene bIjA bahArathI lokonA kahevAthI sukha paDe, ene zuM karavuM che ? jene apekSA ja nA hoya, je nirapekSa dazA che. eTale dAdA bhagavAna to judA che. huM judo chuM. huM dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. kAraNa ke mAre traNasone sATha DigrI pUrI karavAnI che. have A bhedanI lokone lAMbI samajaNa paDe nahi, meM pustakamAM A bheda lakhelo che. ame 'e. ema. paTela' chIe. 'dAdA bhagavAna judA che. dAdA bhagavAna pragaTa thayelA che. je joItuM hoya te kAma kADhI lo. ema ejhekTa kahuM chuM. ko'ka ja vakhata Avo cauda lokano nAtha pragaTa thAya che. huM jAte joIne kahuM chuM, mATe kAma kADhI lo. pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe ! praznakartA : ApaNe sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karIe chIe, to dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe bolIe ane DAyarekTa bolIe, "sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM" evuM bolIe temAM pharaka zo paDe che ? dAdAzrI : ahIM darzana karyA pachI enuM phaLa sAruM maLe. praznakartA: dAdA maLyA pahelAM paNa sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM evuM bolatA hatA ane dAdA maLyA pachI bolIe chIe, emAM zuM pharaka paDe ?

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara praznakartA : dAdA, tame thaI gayelA kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe to A lokonuM kalyANa thAya, e bhAvanA ApaNI. dAdAzrI : bahu phera paDe, bahu phera paDe, bahu phera paDe. praznakartA : jarA DiTelamAM samajAvone ! dAdAzrI : tame rAjAne joyA nA hoya ane rAjAne namaskAra karyA karo paNa rAjAne pradhAne to joyelA hoyane, evAM pradhAnanI hAjarImAM kaho to phera nA paDe ? tyAM khabara Ape ne ke tamArA nAmanuM raTaNa raTe che. pelAnuM phaLa to maLe ja ne ! haMmezAM moTAM moTAM saMtonuM nAma le, te phaLa maLe. nAma devAya to phaLa maLyA vagara rahe nahi. jema khoTA mANasanuM nAma de to khoTuM phaLa maLe ane sArAnuM.... paNa pratyakSa hoya to phaLa anekagaNuM maLe ane parokSa hoya to thoDuM maLe. praznakartA: paNa hamaNAM to sImaMdhara svAmI vicare che, emane koI paNa derAsaramAM jaIne namaskAra karIe, to DAyarekTa lAIna thaI zake ne ? dAdAzrI : nA thAya, koNa karanAra ? praznakartA : aMdara AtmAne, paramAtmAne nA thAya ? dAdAzrI : nA. kazuM nA thAya. tame AtmA thAva to thAya. AtmA thayA nA hoya to kevI rIte thAya ? AtmA thaI gayA ho to pahoMce. dehAdhyAsa chUTI gayo hoya, enuM pahoMce. praznakartA : ame badhA dAdAno rAga jeTalo bhego karIe chIe, te pachI bIjA bhavamAM e rAga pAcho khAlI thaze ne ? dAdAzrI : mArI para rAga che ne e sImaMdhara svAmI upara ja pahoMce che. mahAtmAo : jaya saccidAnaMda ! (AtmollAsathI) praznakartA : paNa dAdA ya sImaMdhara svAmI jevA thaze ne ? dAdAzrI : evuM thaIne mAre zuM kAma che ? e che ja ne pachI, ApaNe zuM kAma che thaIne ? emate namaskAra keTalI vakhata ? praznakartA: amAre dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra keTalI vAra karavA jethI karIne amAro tAra tamArI joDe roja joDAya ? dAdAzrI : e to pachI gaNavAmAM ghaNo vakhata jaze. so vakhata kahIe to pAcho gaNa gaNa karaze. praznakartA : to dAdAjI, A sImaMdhara svAmInuM to gaNavuM ja paDe che cAlIsa vAra. dAdAzrI : emanA mATe gaNajo. dAdA to niraMtara rahevA ja joIe. praznakartA: niraMtara rahevA joIe. barobara che, e rahe ja che. dAdAzrI : gaNavAnI sIsTama (rIta) to ApaNe tyAM rAkhavI ja nahi, sImaMdhara svAmI mATe rAkhavuM hoya to cAlIsa vakhata, eka-betraNa-cAra... bolavuM. dAdA bhagavAna to asIma, sImA rahita, analimiTeDa che. asIma eTale analimiTeDa, aMgrejImAM. praznakartA : ApaNe namaskAravidhi bolIe, paMca parameSTi bhagavAnane, OM parameSTi, tIrthaMkara sAhebone, zAsana devadevIone namaskAra karIe, tyAre aMdara draSTi sAme zuM hovuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : najara sAme dAdAnI mUrti hovI joIe. praznakartA: phoTo ? dAdAzrI : citrapaTa, phoTo.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI TAIma DipharansanuM zuM ? dAdAzrI : sImaMdhara svAmInuM nAma dezene to ya ene phAyado thaI jaze. praznakartA : ApaNe savAranA tame sImaMdhara svAmIne cAlIsa vakhata namaskAra karavAnuM kahyuM che, to te vakhate ahIM savAra hoya ne tyAMno TAIma Dipharansa hoya ne ? dAdAzrI : evuM ApaNe jovAnuM nahi. savAranuM kahevAno bhAvArtha eTale ke bIjA kAma-dhaMdhA para jatA pahelAM. dhaMdho nA hoya to game tyAre dasa vAge karone, bAra vAge karone ! savAramAM kahevAno bhAvArtha eTalo ja, ane savAramAM ja je che te, kharo TAIma to ziyALAmAM ja karavuM paDe. praznakartA : ziyALAmAM ? dAdAzrI : ziyALo kayo kahevAya ? unALAmAM ya sADA cArathI sADA cha sudhI ziyALo kahevAya. e darzana, turta ja pahoMce ! A badhA loko savAre UMghamAMthI to uThe to bhIDa thAyane ? ane sAMje to narI bhIDa ja hoya. eTale savAranuM sADAcArathI sADA che, e to brahmamuhUrta kahevAya, UMcAmAM UMcuM muhUrta e. emAM jemaNe jJAnI puruSane saMbhAryA, tIrthaMkarone saMbhAryA, zAsana devadevIone saMbhAryA, te badhuM ja paheluM eksepTa thaI jAya badhAMne ! kAraNa ke pachI dardI vadhyAM ne ! pahelo dardI Avyo, pachI bIjo Ave. pachI bhIDa thavA mAMDe ne ! sAta vAgyAthI bhIDa thavA mAMDe. pachI bAra vAge jabaradasta bhIDa hoya. mATe pahelo dardI jaIne Ubho rahyo ane bhagavAnanAM phreza darzana thAya. 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra karuM chuM bolyA ke tarata tyAM sImaMdhara svAmIne pahoMcI jAya. te vakhate tyAM koI bhIDa hoya nahi, pachI bhIDamAM bhagavAne ya zuM kare che ! mATe sADA cArathI sADA che, e to apUrva kALa kahevAya ! jenI juvAnI hoya, teNe to vartamAna tIrthaMkara A choDavuM nA joIe. che, mahAvideha kSetramAM ja ! praznakartA : namaskAra vidhimAM lakhyuM che ke, mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM viharamAna tIrthaMkara sAhebone atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. to tIrthaMkara vartamAnakALe mahAvideha kSetra sivAya anya koI kSetramAM che ja nahi ? dAdAzrI : nA, anya kSetromAM che ne ! e pAMca mahAvidehamAM eTale e anya. anya eTale A eka mahAvideha kSetra ne evAM bIjA cAra kharAMne, e anya kSetra. praznakartA : hA, e barobara che. e anya kSetra tarIke barobara che. to emAM evo zabda goThavavAnI jarUra hatI. dAdAzrI : nA. e pAchuM bahu UMDA UtaravAnI jarUra nahi ane A upalaka sAruM. ApaNe bhoLA thaIne, kAma karIene, to mokSa thAya vahelo ! bhoLapaNa jatuM rahe, emAM phAyado nahi. thoDuM bhoLapaNa sAruM. praznakartA : eTale AmAM je anya kSetra zabda che. emAM bharatane e lokone je dhAravuM hoya te dhArI zake. dAdAzrI : eTalI badhI samajaNa nathI lokonAmAM. lokone to dALabhAta ne roTalI ne AnI samajaNa che ane anya kSetro jo nA lakhIe to eka ja kSetramAM che evo artha thAya, paNa nA, e amuka ja mANasane lAge, badhAne nahi. ane te pAMca kSetro che ne, e anya kahevAyane ! eka sivAya bIjuM anya ja gaNAyane ! bhAvi prajAte mATe ! A namaskAra vidhi bolajo. e badhA Aje A bhUmi para nathI. paNa bIjI bhUmi upara ja che ne pUrNa svarUpe pahoMcelA evAM puruSonA nAma lakhelAM che. ame temane joyelAM che. eTale tamAre 'dAdA bhagavAna

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 53 54 vartamAna tIrthaMkara yU', dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe" bolo eTale badhuM tyAM darzana pahoMce che. te A bolajo. A to kaeNza che ! kAraNa ke A akrama vijJAna che. peluM kramika vijJAna che. kramika eTale sTepa bAya sTepa, pagathiye pagathiye caDhavAnuM. ane akrama eTale liphaTa ! liphaTa sArI ke pagathiyAM sArAM ? praznakartA : liphaTa jo sIdhuM pahoMcADatI hoya to liphaTa sArI. dAdAzrI : to ya AmAM chellAM be pagathiyAM caDhavA paDe che. chellAM be pagathiyAM bAkI rahe che, to te ya eka avatAra pUratuM ! A avatAramAM sIdhuM DirekTa mokSe jAya evuM nathI. eTale liphaTa eka-be avatAra jeTalI bAkI rahe che. te ApaNane tyAM AgaLa sImaMdhara svAmI pAse mahAvideha kSetramAM besADI de ! eTale A sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara baMdhAya che. A vyavahAra che. bhaviSyanI prajAne ugAravA mATe che A. ane A ApaNane ya, mAro phoTo hoya to helpaphula kharo ke nahIM ? praznakartA : helpa ghaNo kare. dAdAzrI : kAraNa ke dAdA pote che. evuM sImaMdhara svAmI pote che, tyAM sudhI e helpaphula che. ane A to ApaNe je karIe chIe, e to ITa hepansa che ! 'ITa hepansa' thaI rahyuM che ! sImaMdhara svAmIne bhajIe to hindustAnamAM pheraphAra thAya, nahIM to pheraphAra kemano thAya ? praznakartA : dAdA, hindustAnamAM hamaNAM joIe to haDahaDato kaLiyuga che. dAdAzrI : te chone rahyuM haDahaDatuM ! A badhuM jyAM sudhI sImaMdhara svAmI rAjI che, jyAM devaloko badhA rAjI che, tyAM zuM bAkI rahe ? meM lakhyuM che pAchuM. be hajArane pAMcamAM hindustAna varlDanuM kendra thaI gayuM haze ! tyAre A 2005ne varSa keTalAM bAkI rahyAM ? '84 to thayA, have 21 varSa bAkI rahyA ! AvuM nA cAle A ?! sImaMdhara svAmI jIvatA tIrthakara che eTale emanI mUrtinI hindustAnamAM khAsa jarUra che. sImaMdhara svAmInA ApaNA suratanA derAmAM jeTalAMnI mUrtio che eTalA badhA helpaphula che, eTalI uttama vastu che. mokSamArga ane deva-devIo .. praznakartA : mokSamArga e muktino mArga che, emAM kazI apekSA nA hoI zake. to pachI AmAM zAsana deva-devIone rAjI rAkhavAnI zI jarUra che ? dAdAzrI : A zAsana deva-devIone rAjI eTalA mATe rAkhavAnuM ke A kALanA manuSyo pUrvavirAdhaka che. pUrvavirAdhaka eTale koIne saLI karIne AvelA, tethI to atyAra sudhI rakhaDI marelA, ApaNe devadevIonuM ArAdhana eTalA mATe karavAnuM ke emanA taraphano koI 'kleIma' (dAvo) nA rahe, ApaNA mArgamAM vacce teo aMtarAya nA nAkhe ane ApaNane pasAra thavA de ane helpa' kare. ApaNane A gAma joDe pahelAMno jhaghaDo thayelo hoya ne e gAmanA loko joDe ArAdhanAnA bhAva rAkhIe to jhaghaDo maTI jAya ne UlaTuM sAruM kAma thAya. ema AkhA jagata joDe ArAdhanAthI zAsana deva-devIo ja nahIM, paNa jIvamAtra joDe ArAdhanAthI sAruM thAya. zAsana deva-devIo niraMtara zAsana upara, dharma upara kaMI paNa aDacaNa Ave to te helpa kare ! ane A mokSamArga evo che ke ahIMthI 'DirekTa' mokSe nA javAya, eka-be avatAra bAkI rahe evo A mArga che, A kALamAM ahIMthI 'DirekTa' mokSa thato nathI. A kALanI vicitratA eTalI badhI che ke karmo badhAM 'kogresa' (khIcokhIca) karIne lAvyo che, te Akho dahADo plenamAM phare to ya kAma pUrAM thAya nahi. sAyakala laIne phare, Akho dahADo rakhaDa rakhaDa kare paNa kAma pUrAM thAya nahi, eTale eka-be avatAra jeTalAM karma bAkI rahe che. eTale A mokSa ja kahevAya ne ? paNa mokSano ahIM ja anubhava thaI jAya ne chUTApaNAnuM bhAna thAya, "huM chUTo paDI gayo chuM"

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara evuM bhAna thAya. namaskAra kare koNa kone ? ApaNI A namaskAra vidhimAM to badhA deva-devI, tiryaMca, nArakI, badhA jIvamAtranI joDe namaskAra bolI gayA, te ApaNe zuddhAtmA namaskAra nathI karatA je bole che, tenI pAse namaskAra karAvIe chIe. ApaNe jANIe ke bolanArAe ATalAM ATalAM badhAne namaskAra karyA. have deva-devI, tiryaMca, nArakI, badhAne namaskAra karyA eTale e loko kaheze ke "bhaI, A tamane ame leTa go karIe (javA daIe) chIe, tame amane ema kahetA hatA ne ke ame nathI. paNa ame chIe ne ?' 'hA bhaI, tame cho. ame jANatA nahotA, tethI ame kahetAM hatAM ke tame nathI, paNa e ame sAdhu-AcAryonA saMgathI evuM kahetA hatA ke, tamArA darzana karavAthI ame mithyAtvI thaI jazuM. paNa ame hatA ja kyAM samakitI, te mithyAtvI thaI javAnA hatA te ?" praznakartA: koI loko kahe che ghaMTAkarNa devane mAnavuM ane amuka kahe che emane nA mAnavuM. temAM Apano zo abhiprAya che ? dAdAzrI : jene saMsAranI aDacaNo hoya teNe ghaMTAkarNa devane mAnavuM. praznakartA eTale paisA mATe ? dAdAzrI : nA. badhI rIte, koIpaNa jAtanI saMsAranI aDacaNa hoya to mAnavuM. ane aDacaNa nA hoya ane mokSe ja javuM hoya teNe nahi mAnavuM ane mokSe jatAM jo aDacaNa hoya sAMsArika, to mAMgavAmAM vAMdho nathI. eTale thoDAka thoDAka virodhI mANaso che. thoDAkane lIdhe jhaghaDo cAle che. te virodhI mANaso thoDA avaLuM bole che. badhA mANaso evuM nA bole. praznakartA : A ghaMTAkarNa deva e samakitI deva che ke asamakitI deva che ? dAdAzrI : A zAsanadeva che. jeTalAM jeTalAM zAsanadevo che e badhA samakitI che. darzana karavAnI lAyakAta ! praznakartA : mAre sImaMdhara svAmInA darzana AjanI tArIkhamAM, Aje tame ahIMyA kaho eTalo vakhata satsaMga karIne karavA che. Apa mane Aje vacana Apo ke tAruM AjanuM kAma Aje thaze ja. kAraNa ke huM cokkasa vicAra karIne Avyo chuM. tamArI pAse eka vinaMtI karuM chuM, AjIjI karuM chuM, ke mane je mArgadarzana hoya te Apo. mahAtmA : darzana karIne zuM karazo ? praznakartA : darzana karyA eTale pachI bIjuM zuM hoya ? dAdAzrI : koI dArUDiyo hoya tene rAjAnAM darzana karAvavA che, to rAjAnI pAse teDI jaIe to dArUDiyo zuM darzana kare ? are, vaLI kaMI avaLuM bole. eTale A dArUDiyAne rAjAnA darzana nA karAvAya. ema A manuSyone je je mohane AdhIna jIve che, mohano dArU pIdho che, emane bhagavAnanA darzana nA karAvAya. nahi to adhogati notare. eTale yogyatA AvyA pachI darzana karAvAya. kAyama dArU chUTI gayo hoya, moha chUTI gayo hoya tyAre darzana karAvAya. yogyatA Ave te pahelAM darzana karavA laI jaIe to UMdhuM bolI Ave ke A moTA sImaMdhara svAmI AvaDA moTA dekhAya che, lUgaDAM paherelA nathI. yogyatA Ave pachI A badhuM kAmanuM. hamaNAM 'dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra karo. tyAM javAya, paNa sadehe nahi ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI tyAM che. Apa to roja darzana karavA jAva cho, to e kaI rIte ? enI amane samajaNa pADo. dAdAzrI : e ame jaIe. paNa amAre roja darzana karavA jaI zakAya nahi. amAre jJAnI puruSane ahIMthI (khabhA parathI) eka lAITavALuM ajavALuM nIkaLe ane nIkaLIne jayAM tIrthaMkara hoya tyAM

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI pa7 vartamAna tIrthakara jAya, te praznanuM solyuzana karIne pachI pAchuM Ave. jyAre samajaNamAM phera paDI jAyane, kaMIka samajaNamAM bhUla thAya tyAre pUchIne Ave. bAkI amAre javAya-avAya nahi, mahAvideha kSetra evuM nathI ! e to jJAtIonI ja samarthatA ! praznakartA : pahelAMnA yogI puruSo sUkSma dehe bIjA kSetramAM jaI zakayA hatA kharAM ke ? dAdAzrI : koI nA jaI zake. e to jJAnIone ahIM khabhethI eka 'boDI" nIkaLe che, te jaI Ave che. e ya praznonA samAdhAna mATe, bAkI pote jaI nA zake. praznakartA : e kayuM boDI ? dAdAzrI : e judI jAtanuM boDI che, prakAzarUpI che e boDI ! e nIkaLe te samAdhAna karIne pAchuM Ave ! bIjuM kazuM tyAM AgaLa jarUra nahi ne ! bIje kaMI tyAM AgaLa jamavA nathI jatA. pUchavA jAya, ne kevaLajJAnIne pUche ane pAchAM Ave. khulAsA mAMgavA jatA hatA, ema kahevAya che. dAdAzrI : zemAMthI vAMcyuM te ? praznakartA: meM sAMbhaLyuM che, vAMcyuM nathI. dAdAzrI : kuMdakuMdAcArya kyAM rahetA hatA ? praznakartA: huM kyAM jANuM, dAdA ? dAdAzrI : tyAra pachI zI rIte tuM vAta kare che ? vAta AkhI lAva. adhUrI vAta lAve, eno zo artha ? e to emanA khabhA uparathI eka prakAranuM zarIra nIkaLe che, te tyAM jaIne pUchI Ave. praznakartA : e to sUkSma zarIra hoya ne ? dAdAzrI : hA. sUkSma zarIra hoya. praznakartA : e zarIramAM AtmA bhaLelo hoya ? praznakartA : paNa e pAchuM zarIra joDe barobara eDajasTamenTa laI zake kharuM ? dAdAzrI : zamAI ja jAya ne e to. e zarIra judI jAtanuM che. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, e vastu zakya kharI ? dAdAzrI : hA, zakya kharIne ! ane sAyanTiphika che. eTale sAyansathI prapha thAya evuM che. A gamyuM nathI. tene ApaNAM loka 'sadehe gayA" kahe che. paNa te sadehano artha loko emanI bhASAmAM samaje ke A dekhAya che e deha sAthe, evuM nathI. jJAtI jaI zake tyAM ! praznakartA : kuMdakuMdAcArya hatA, te sadehe sImaMdhara svAmI pAse dAdAzrI : nA, pratiSThita AtmA hoya. mULa AtmA jato rahe to A dehanuM zuM thAya ? e AtmA to eka ja hoya ne ? te A pratiSThita AtmA jaIne sAMbhaLI Ave ane khulAso karI Ave, basa. loko kahetA hoya ke, kuMdakuMdAcArya sadehe gayA hatA. e vAta amane samajAtI nathI. agara to gayA hoya to paNa A dehe jAya, e huM mAnato nathI. tyAM A dehe jaI zake evuM nathI. e kSetra judI jAtanuM che. e adhikAra to jJAtIne ja ! praznakartA : je zarIra sImaMdhara svAmI pAse jAya che, temAM AtmA hoya kharo ? dAdAzrI : e to AtmAno ja bhAga che paNa AtmAnA prakAza svarUpe, AtmAno prakAza jAya che. e prakAza jaI ane tyAM AgaLa

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara maLIne khulAso lAdhIne pachI pAcho Ave. eTale kaMIka jo kadI pUchavuM hoyane, to badho khulAso AvI jAya. banatAM sudhI bahu pUchavuM nA paDe. paNa kaMIka evuM hoya, gUMcAya to pUchavuM paDe to khulAsA badhA AvI jAya.. praznakartA : to eTale AtmAnuM kSetra laMbAya kharuM ? dAdAzrI : e to deha tarIke nIkaLe che, paulika bhAva che. eTale mizracetana che, te tyAM AgaLa jAya pachI khulAsA laIne pAchuM Ave. te jJAnIo ekalAne ja, bIjA koIne adhikAra nahi. praznonuM solyuzana laIne pAchuM Ave, bIjA lokonuM kAma nahi. amAre sImaMdhara svAmI sAthe tAra joInTa thayelo che. ame badhI ja prazno tyAM pUchIe ne e badhA javAba ApI jAya. eTale atyAra sudhImAM amane lAkho prazno pUchAyA hazene e badhAnAM ame javAba ApyA haze. paNa A badhA svataMtra nahIM, javAba amAre badhA tyAMthI AvelA. badhA javAba ApI zakAya nahIM ne ! javAba Apavo e kaMI sahelI vastu che ? e pAMca javAba nA ApI zake eke ya mANasa ! javAba Ape tyAre korA to vAdavivAda zarU thaI jAya. A to ekajhekTa javAba Ave. tethI sImaMdhara svAmIne bhaje che ne ! hai saba. praznakartA H nahi. baDe-choTe kA prazna nahIM hai. prazna hai ApakA unase saMparka ho gayA hai yA nahIM huA hai ? dAdAzrI : vItarAgakA saMparka ho gayA hai. ye bhArata dezameM inakA darzana cAlu ho jAye, sabako ! zraddhA-darzana-jJAna-vijJAna to hai apane pAsa. ane sAcA arihaMta jaDI gayAM ! hamako tIrthakara cAhiye thA, vaha tIrthaMkara mila gayA. praznakartA : mAnyatAke rUpameM yA sAkSAtkArake rUpameM sImaMdhara svAmIne sAtha ApakA anusaMdhAna hai ? dAdAzrI : nahIM. sAkSAtkAra bhI nahi, mAnyatA bhI nahIM, aise hI ho gayA hai. puNyakA balase. hama jo talAza karatA thA, arihaMta kidhara hai, vaha arihaMta hamako mila gayA. jaisA darzanameM A gayA, darzanameM phiTa ho gayA. praznakartA : tIna avasthA hotI hai, eka menTala projekazana hotA hai, dUsarA mAnyatAkA projekzana aura eka sAkSAtkAra, cauthI avasthA nahIM hai. vItarAgatuM anusaMdhAna ! praznakartA : ame evuM sAMbhaLyuM che ke Ape sImaMdhara svAmI joDe anusaMdhAna kareluM che, to e zuM che ? dAdAzrI : e to Apake sAtha bhI hai. akelA sImaMdhara svAmI ke sAtha hI hai, aisA nahi ! praznakartA H nahIM mere sAtha to.. dAdAzrI : kyA sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAna sabase baDA ho gayA ? Apa nahIM baDe hai ? Apa bhI hai. Apako jo meM paheMcAnatA huM. usameM cenja nahIM hai koI. magara vaha vyavahArase baDA hai. nizcayase sarIkhA dAdAzrI : yaha mAnasika nahIM hai. kAyAkA, mAnyatAkA nahIM hai. Isase uparakA hai, jo paramenanTa hai, vaha hai. vyavahAra sAcavyo, jaga kalyANArthe ! praznakartA H maine Apase sunA ki Apa eka nayA maMdira banA rahe hai, jisameM sImaMdhara svAmI bhI hoMge, vAsudeva bhI hoMge aura ziva bhI hoMge, to phira eka nayA paMtha khaDA ho jAyegA, dAdA bhagavAnake nAmaze ! abhI jo zraddhA cala rahI hai, phira eka nayI zraddhA khaDI ho jAyegI. dAdAzrI : dAdA bhagavAnako lenA-denA nahIM hai isameM. dAdA

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara bhagavAna yAne, vaha to mokSameM jAnevAlA hai. idhara kayA karegA ?! vaha maMdira hai ne, vaha to vyavahAra hai. isameM nizcayavAlekI kucha jarUrata nahi. vaha dAdA bhagavAna to nizcaya hai. praznakartA : nizcaya mAnanevAlene vyavahArakA aisA pravartana nahIM kiyA hainA ? dAdAzrI : vyavahArase nizcaya hotA hai magara vyavahAra pahele honA cAhiye. vyavahAra se vaha puNya-pApa bhI hotA hai. isase Age thoDA thoDA thoDA baDhatA he ! are, tIrtha kara to cAhiye nA ! isarA tIrtha kara huM nahIM yahAM. praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmIno saMparka tame je karAvo cho, te emanI sAthe ja DAyarekTa (sIdho) karAvo cho. to pachI AvuM ahIMyAthI derAsara banAvIne karAvavAnI jarUra zI ? dAdAzrI : mAre jarUra nathI. hamako jarUrata nahIM, Apako jarUrata hai. hamako IsameM koI phAyadA hI nahIM ! jarUra nahIM hamako ! darzanakI bhI jarUra nahIM. hamako derAsarameM darzana karanekI jarUra hai nahIM, magara karatA bhI hai. kyoMki pIchevAlako aisA nahIM lage ki vyavahAra khoTA hai. praznakartA : vyavahArakA pAlana karanA hai ? dAdAzrI : hA. lokasamudAyake liye hama karate hai, basa. hamAreko mUrtikI koI jarUrata nahIM, hama to amUrta ho gayA ! phira amartakA darzana, amUrtakA jJAna, amUrtakA cAritrya dekhA hai hamane. amUrtakA cAritrya kaisA hai, vaha hamane dekhA hai ! praznakartA : vyavahArakA pAlana tIrthakara bhI karate hai. dAdAzrI : karanA hI paDatA hai. vyavahArakA pAlana tIrthaMkara bahuta acchI taraha se karate hai, jyAdA karate hai ! praznakartA : Isaliye karate hai ki agara hama nahIM kareMge, to pIchevAle pArlege nahIM. dAdAzrI : hA. pablIka badhI aisI hI calI jAyegI. mUcha kapAya AtAthI ! praznakartA : nahIM to phIra eka navI mUrchA ora pedA hotI hai. dAdAzrI : yaha saba mUcha hai, IsameM vaha mUcha acchI rahegI. praznakartA: to phIra usako nayI mUccha pedA kI, aisA Apako to meM mAnuMgA, Isa bAtako. dAdAzrI : ame kahIe nahIM. amAre kazuM nahIM. amAre kucha lenA-devA nahIM. hamako jo saMketa milA hai, vaha sabako diyA, bola diyA ki aisA hai, tumako karanA hai to karo, nahIM karanA ho to tumhArI marajI. praznakartA : yaha saMketa sImaMdhara svAmIne diyA Apako ? dAdAzrI : sImaMdhara svAmI ko kyA jarUrata hai InakI ? kucha jarUrata nahIM. vaha to sAre brahmAMDakA bhagavAna ho gayA ke unheM kyA jarUrata hai ? jarUra jIsako hai usako hai, samaja gaye ne ? IsameM kyA kucha bhUla hai ? kucha bhUla hai isameM ? mUcha jyAdA baDha jAtI hai, nahIM ? mUrchAkI kamI hai hindustAna meM ? vaha mahAsAgara ho gayA hai, use kamI karane ke liye yaha mUrchA hai, yahAM bhI mUrchA hai, vahAM bhI mUcha hai, IsameM Age jAnekA hai. mUcha se mUcha kATane kI hai ! gurupada pratyeno prabhAva ! praznakartA : zrImad rAjacaMdrakA bhI yaha sImaMdhara svAmI ke prati lagAva thA. ApakA bhI hai. IsakA kyA kAraNa banA ? Apako sImaMdhara svAmIke prati anubhava honekA ? dAdAzrI : aise hI. kaMI kAraNa nahIM. eka AdamI zAdI karatA hai, phira koI aurata banatA hai. aise hI, karmakA udaya hai.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara praznakartA : eka to ApakA zrImad rAjacaMdrake prati lagAva rahA, Isase huA yA apane Apa ? dAdAzrI : nahIM. aisA nahIM ! praznakartA : zrImad rAjacaMdrakA Apa para prabhAva rahA ? dAdAzrI : rahyone, rahyone. paNa te gurunI mAphaka nahIM. vaha jJAnI puruSa hai, Isaliye mere khyAla meM AyA ke jJAnI puruSa vyavahArase barAbara hai. unako samaja hai ki AtmA kyA cIja hai. praznakartA: to vaha sImaMdhara svAmIkA kyA rAjacaMdrake saMskArase nahIM AyA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM. guru to jo pragaTa ho usako guru hama mAnatA hai ! pragaTa ke binA guru mAnatA nahIM kisIko. to aisA pragaTa hamako milA nahIM abhI taka. vaha Age ke avatAra meM milA hogA. vaha bAta hai ! magara yaha janamameM to nahIM milA hai, meM to pragaTako hI guru mAnatA huM. vItaraNa sAtheno saMbaMdha ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmIkA jisa dina Apako sTezana para jJAna huA, usI hI dina ho gayA yA bAda meM ? dAdAzrI : jJAna thatAM pahelethI thaI gayuM. praznakartA : pahelethI ? dAdAzrI : pahelethI ja saMbaMdha che. praznakartA H pahelethI saMbaMdha hai ? yahI to bAta meM pUchanA cAhatA thA. dAdAzrI : banne pakSa nathI. ekapakSI saMbaMdha che. praznakartA : ekapakSI ? dAdAzrI : hA, vaha to vItarAga hai ! praznakartA : hAM, yaha to ThIka hai, para Apako saMbaMdha honekA kAraNa kyA banA ? dAdAzrI : hamako pahelAM evuM jJAna, evI IcchA thaI, tIrthaMkara kidhara hai ? navakAramaMtra to vaha hamArI samaja meM nahIM AtA thA ! tIrthakarakI phIra talAza kI. praznakartA : hA. to tIrthaMkarakI khoja meM calA gayA ! e preraNA mahIM prerAI ! dAdAzrI : hamako kyA preraNA milI ki duniyAmeM koI bhI biliphakA avarodha mata karo. saba bilipha eka eka vastuke liye hai. praznakartA : anekAMtake bAda, yaha to apane Apa draSTi bana jAyegI. acchA dUsarI bAta pUchatA huM. javAbatI prApti tyAMthI ! praznakartA : ApanuM je A boDI ahIMyAMthI tyAM sImaMdhara svAmI pAse jAya che, e prayoga tamAro cAlu che ? dAdAzrI : e to kabhI, koI daphe jAnA paDatA hai. nahIM to aise nahIM. koI daphe hotA hai jarUra. mereku lagatA hai aisA ki abhI ye savAla kA javAba deneke liye hamako takalIpha hotI hai, taba IsakA javAba hamako mila jAtA hai. praznakartA : merA anubhava aisA hai ki koI bhI prazna hai usakA tatkAla uttara milatA hai, vaha prazAse bhI AtA hai magara deha vahAM jAtA hai aura javAba milatA hai vaha alaga bAta hai. Apako kaunasA hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : mereko koI daphe aisA lagatA hai ki gayA aura javAba leke

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 65 AyA ! koI daphe lagatA hai ! kyuMki mereko to saba vedAMtavAle pUchate hai. saba vedakI bAteM pUchate hai aura jainIjhamavAle pUchate hai, saba jainakI bAta. saba sabakI bAta pUchatA hai, to hamako saba javAba denA paDatA hai. e eka ja bhalAmaNa karIe ! siddhako tIrthaMkara bolanA, arihaMta bolanA, yaha AcAryako upAdhyAya bolanA jaisI bAta hai. praznakartA : Aja bhI eka nahIM, vIsa viharamAna tIrthaMkara to hai. aura bhI jyAdA ho sakate hai. dAdAzrI : nahIM, vIsa ja tIrthaMkaro che. dUsarA tIrthaMka2kI bAta judI hai aura sImaMdhara svAmIkI bAta judI hai. apanI ye bhUmike lIye, ye bhArata bhUmike liye sImaMdhara svAmIkA hama Ina sabako bhalAmaNa karatA hai ki sImaMdhara svAmIko bhajo. IsameM koI bhUla nahIM. Apako ThIka lagatA hainA ? praznakartA : bIlakula ThIka hai. pachI to sImaMdhara svAmI pAse ! dAdAzrI : hamArI AjJA pAlatA hai, Isase eka-do avatAra puNyAnubaMdhI puNyakA hotA hai aura sImaMdhara svAmIke sAtha baiThanA paDatA hai. vahAMse cale jAtA hai mokSameM. praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetrase mokSa abhI cAlu hai ? dAdAzrI : hAM. Idharase nahIM calegA. praznakartA : Idhara to sIrpha cothe AremeM hotA hai. dAdAzrI : hAM. praznakartA : vahAM haMmezAM cothA ArA hai ? dAdAzrI : hAM, Idharase sImaMdhara svAmIke pAsa jAyegA, Isaliye vartamAna tIrthaMkara hama derAsara banAtA hai. jo InakA pichAna ho jAye phira Inake pAsa jAnekA hai. praznakartA : cothA ArA ke binA mokSa hai hI nahIM ? dAdAzrI : hAM. aura Idhara ArA phIratA hai. do Are meM sIrpha bhagavAna hote hai, tIsarA aura cauthA. aura udhara cothA ArA hai haMmezAM. bhAvi tIrthaMkara.... 66 praznakartA H eka mahArAja sAhebe ema kaheluM che ke sImaMdhara svAmI pahelA tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. dAdAzrI : e to evuM che ke mahArAja sAhebe kahyuM hoya juduM ane koInA samajavAmAM juduM AvyuM hoya. praznakartA : kadAca e posibala (zakya) che. dAdAzrI : kAraNa ke pahelA tIrthaMkara padmanAbha che. padmanAbha e ApaNe ahIM pahelA tIrthaMkara che. te zreNika rAjAno avatAra hato. je zreNika rAjA hatA, te ahIM padmanAbha tarIke pahelA tIrthaMkara thaze. pachI kRSNa bhagavAna che, devakIjI che, baLadeva che - traNeva zyAma kuTuMbanA, e badhA tIrthaMkara thaze. ane rAvaNa paNa tIrthaMkara thaze AvatI covIsImAM. kALacakranI vigato ! praznakartA : eTale ahIM evI aneka covIsI thAya che ? dAdAzrI : are ! covIsI to cAlyA ja kare che. paNa eka sAthe nahi. covIsI eTale zuM ? kALanuM cakra hoya che AkhuM goLa-rAunDa. te rAunDacakranA be bhAga. eka A Utarato kALa tene avasarpiNI kahe ane pachI AmathI caDhatuM cAlyuM tene utsarpiNI kahe. avasarpiNImAM AyuSya ne sukha badhuM ghaTatuM jAya. atyAre avasarpiNI che te badhuM ghaTatuM jAya. DuMgaro badhA ochA thatAM jAya, dahADe dahADe manuSyanAM AyuSya, UMcAI, sukha badhuM ghaTatuM jAya ane pachI jyAre utsarpiNIkALa Avaze

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vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI eTale sukha badhuM vadhatuM jaze. TesaTha zalAkA puruSo ! eTale A Devalapa thatuM jAya tyAre vAsudeva thAya ane bIjA to bArobAra mokSe ahIMthI sIdhA cAlyA jAya. badhA Azrita thaIne ane A vAsudeva Azrita thAya evA nahIM ne ! A Azrita thAya evA nathI ! dimAga bahu bhAre hoya vAsudevanuM, te pachI naramAMthI nArAyaNa thAyane ! chatAM bahu du:kha paDe ane prativAsudeve ya bahu duHkha veThe ! eTale banne avasarpiNImAM ne utsarpiNImAM covIsa covIsa tIrthaMkaro ekalAM nA hoya. pachI bAra cakravartI hoya, nava vAsudeva hoya, nava prativAsudeva hoya ne nava baLadeva hoya, tresaTha zalAkA puruSo hoya. zalAkA eTale zreSTha, je mokSe javAnA che. praznakartA : kRSNa bhagavAna molamAM kharAM ? dAdAzrI : pUrNa tIrthakara thavAnA che, tyAra pachI mokSe javAnA. zrI kRSNa bhagavAna, emanA madhara, emanA bradhara tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. praznakartA: kRSNa bhagavAna paNa mahAvideha kSetramAM tIrthaMkara thaze ? dAdAzrI : nA. kRSNa bhagavAna ahIM bharata kSetramAM thavAnA. kRSNa bhagavAnane vAra lAgaze. praznakartA : ema kahe che ke rAvaNa tIrthaMkara thavAnA che ? rAvaNe to bahu pApa karelAM, e kema ? dAdAzrI : e to UMdhuM dekhAya che lokone. UMdhuM ja dekhAya che. rAmane vakhANavA mATe ekane kharAba karIne dekhADyA che. rAmane vakhANavA rAvaNanI kharAbI dekhADe che. hI vojha dhI greTesTa sAyanTisTa (e mahAna vaijJAnika hatA) ! ApaNA loko samajaNa vagaranAM eTale pUtaLAM bALe che. te gunAne jANatA nathI. paNa eno bahu doSa bese. e to bhogavavo ja paDaze ne ? enuM phaLa to bhogavavuM paDaze ke nahIM paDe ? praznakartA : rAvaNa eTale pratIkarUpe che ne ! kaMIka ApaNA kharAba bhAvo kharAba vastune bALavAnuM ema samaje che ne ? - dAdAzrI : evuM nathI. bALanArA to ema ja samaje ke A rAkSasa hato, ene bALI melo. samajaNa nathI emane ke A zalAkA puruSa che. lokoe bahAra pADyuM ja nathI ne ! evI khabara ja nahIM ne ! rAvaNa to deva jevAM mANasa ! A to lokoe amathA vagovyA, vagara kAmanA vagovyA che. A to pUtaLAM bALe che ne mUA pApa bAMdhe che. e to bhagavAna jevAM mANasa ! rAvaNa joDe koNa laDheluM ? praznakartA : rAma bhagavAna. dAdAzrI : lakSmaNa laDhelA. lakSmaNa vAsudeva kahevAya. kRSNa bhagavAna jevA ane rAma to baLarAma kahevAya. jema kRSNa ne baLadeva hatAne ? evA e baLadeva kahevAya. paNa rAvaNa tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. enAM loko haju hindustAnamAM pUtaLAM bALe che. e to samaja nathI bicArAne, samajaNa hoya to nA bALe ne ! emanA guru koNa ? praznakartA : zrI sImaMdhara svAmI sAkArI che. bhagavAnane svarUpanuM jJAna thayuM, te temane koI guru hatA ke kema ? sAcA guru vinA koI rasto batAvato nathI. - dAdAzrI : A vAta bahu karavA jevI nathI. A to tIrthaMkara gotra ! emane A bhavamAM guru nA hoya. guru to keTalAMya avatAra karyA ! emanA gurupadathI A prApta thaI gayuM ! paNa A bhavamAM temane guru nA hoya. praznakartA : paNa zaruAtamAM to guru hoya ne ? atyAre nA hoya rAvaNane oLakho to kharAMne ! rAvaNa paNa zalAkA puruSa kahevAya. mokSe javAno ane rAvaNa AvatI covIsImAM tIrthakara che.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI paNa pahelAM to kharAM ne ? emanI AgaLa mukhya vastu zuM ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne ke A sImaMdhara svAmI lagabhaga doDha lAkha varasathI che ane temane guru thayA nathI, A avatAramAM. emanA AgalA avatAramAMya guru thayA nathI. emanA AgaLanA trIjA avatAramAM guru thayelA hoya. tenAM phaLasvarUpe A badhuM AvyuM. tIrthaMkaroe hakIkta prakAzI ! 69 praznakartA : ghaNIvAra ApaNane ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke bhagavAna mahAvIrano trIjo janma hato. A badhuM je lakheluM che, e badhI hakIkata kaI rIte ? koNe lakhelI hoya A badhI ? dAdAzrI : e tIrthaMkaroe bahAra pADelI vAta A. joIne bahAra pADelI ane AvatI covIsImAM koNa tIrthaMkara thaze, te A vAta bhagavAna mahAvIre bahAra pADelI. chellA tIrthaMkara hoya, te AvatI covIsInAM pAchAM pote jAhera karIne ja jAya. paramANu tIrthaMkarotA ! praznakartA : e sAcI vAta che ke bhagavAna mahAvIranA zarIramAMthI kaI adbhuta suvAsa AvatI hatI. meM evuM sAMbhaLyuM che, mane khabara nathI. dAdAzrI : e suvAsano artha evo nahi ke A camelI jevuM soDe ke rAtarANI jevuM soDe (sugaMdha Ave) ! evuM kazuM nahi. suvAsa eTale emanI joDe besIe te emanAM je paramANu UDe, te ApaNane aMdara sugaMdhI vartatI hoya, evuM sAdhAraNa lAgyA kare. e kaMI gulAbanuM phUla nathI ke sugaMdhIdAra hoya ! ApaNe tyAM be jaNanI suvAsa AvatI. eka tIrthaMkaronI ane eka padmiNInI. te padmiNInI sugaMdha evI Ave ke te ahIM beThI hoya ne ApaNe tyAM beThA hoIe to sugaMdha AvyA kare. phUla jevI nahi. je durgaMdha nA hoya ane kaMIka phera lAge. mIThAza lAge evI gaMdha hoya, vartamAna tIrthaMkara tene ApaNe sugaMdha kahIe chIe. sugaMdha to phulonI bahu hoya. paNa mahAvIra bhagavAnanI evI sugaMdha na hatI. lAvaNyatA tIrthaMkarotI ! 30 tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanuM carama zarIra che, te 'phUla' (pUrNa) lAvaNyavALuM. kevaLInuM carama zarIra che, paNa lAvaNya nA hoya. ane tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanuM zarIra gajabanuM lAvaNyavALuM hoya, varlDamAM ajAyabI kahevAya. emanA lAvaNyanI to vAta ja nA thAya, varNana nA karI zakAya ! ApaNe joyeluM che, paNa tame bhUlI gayA cho ne mane yAda che ! karmabaMdhana to baMdhAya ne ? praznakartA : pRthvI upara je je bhagavAna thaI gayA RSabhadeva, mahAvIra, neminAtha, e badhA karmanAM baMdhanamAM AvelA kharAMne ? dAdAzrI : badhAya karmanA baMdhanamAM AvelA, tyAre to mAtAnA peTe janma thayo. koI bhagavAna evo nathI ke je mAtAnA peTe janmyo nA hoya. dezatA veLAe dazA ! praznakartA : mahAvIra svAmIe chellI dezanA ApI, to te vakhate paNa emane vicAra to hatA ja, evo artha thAya ne ? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna mahAvIrane paNa TheTha sudhI vicAra rahevAnA paNa temanA vicAra kevA hoya ke samaye samaye eka vicAra Ave ne jAya, ene nirvicAra kahI zakAya. ApaNe lagnamAM UbhA hoIe, tyAre badhA je' je' karavA Ave che ne ! je' je' karIne AgaLa cAlavA mAMDe eTale eka karmano udaya thayo ane teno vicAra Ave pachI e karma jAya. pachI pAchuM bIjuM karma udayamAM Ave. Ama udaya ane asta thayA kare. koI jagyAe aTake nahi. emanI mananI graMthi badhI khalAsa thaI gayelI hoya. eTale emane vicAra herAna nA kare ! amane paNa vicAra herAna nA kare.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 72 vartamAna tIrthakara vicAra e to manano dharma che, eka vicAra Ave ne jAya ane kazuM aDe nahi, ene manolaya ja kahevAya. mananuM tophAna nA hoya. mana bagIcA jevuM lAge ! unALAmAM phuvArA UDyA karatA hoya evuM lAge ane nirvikalpa to bahu UMcuM pada che. kartApadanuM bhAna tUTyuM ane nirvikalpa thayo. dehAdhyAsa jAya pachI nirvikalpa pada thAya. deha, chatAM dehadhArI nathI ! tIrthakara sAheba e dehadhArI kahevAya nahi. dehadhArI hovA chatAM te tIrthaMkara bhagavAna dehadhArI che nahi, e pote. potAnA lakSamAM ja che ke huM A zuM chuM ? lakSamAM, jJAnamAM, anubhavamAM, badhAmAM te ja che. dehadhArI to kone kahevAya ? jene kiMcitmAtra dehAdhyAsa rahyo hoya to paNa dehadhArI. jene dehAdhyAsa kiMcitmAtra na rahyo hoya, te deha chatAM dehadhArI nathI. A dehadhArInuM jJAna amane lAgu nA thAya. kAraNa ke enuM jJAna sImita hoya. amAruM to analimiTeDa hoya. e analimiTeDamAM jarAka kacAza hoya eTalo phera. tIrthaMkarano artha ! praznakartA tIrthaMkarano artha samajAvo. dAdAzrI : tIrthakara zabdano artha evo thAya ke e jyAM jayAM pharyA e bhUmi eka bAju tIrthabhUmi thaI jAya. eTale badhA loko ItihAsamAM noMdhI rAkhe ke bhagavAna amuka jagyAe pharyA hatA ! A ame jyAM jayAM pharyA chIe, tenI lokoe noMdha karI lIdhI che ke amuka amuka jagyAe dAdA pharyA che ne e badhI noMdha pachI rAkhI che. e pAchI chapAze. evuM tIrthaMkaranA mATe jyAM jayAM pharyA e noMdha kare. pachI e tIrthabhUmi thAya. mATe emane tIrthakara kahevAya. vicare te bhUmi tIrtha ! tIrthane kare e tIrthaMkara. jyAM phare tyAM tIrtha thaI jAya. tIrthaMkara eTale jyAM jyAM phare tyAM badhe tIrtha svarUpa kahevAya. jyAM jyAM paga paDe tyAM e tIrtha, enuM nAma tIrthaMkara. badhA tIrtho ja UbhAM kare e. praznakartA : jJAnIne jaMgama tIrtha kahe chene ! dAdAzrI : jJAnIe emanA jevA kharAMne, paNa emanAM to pAchaLa tIrtha ja kahevAya ane amAruM emanA jevuM nahine ! e to phUla sTejanA (pUrNa dazAnA) puruSa kahevAya. atyAre phUla sTejanA puruSa pAkavAnAM nahi. eTale jJAnInI kiMmata ! nahIM to jJAnInI kiMmata eTalI badhI nA hoya. A to atyAre phUla sTejanA pAkavAnAM nahi eTale jJAnIne phUla sTejanA kahyA. subAnI jagyA ja kADhI nAkhe, pachI je hoya e kharo ! kharI rIte guNathI tIrthaMkara zuM ? emaNe be avatAra pahelAM bhAvanA karelI ke A jagatane kema karIne kalyANa thAya, kema karIne jagata sukhI thAya ! huM je jJAna pAmyo chuM, je sukha pAmyo chuM e sukha jagata kema pAme, e bhAvanAo karelI. tenuM A tIrthaMkara avatAramAM udayamAM AvyuM. enuM phaLa AvyuM eTale pachI je bole ne te dezanA hoya. te evI bole ke mIThI drAkSa jevI ! te sAMbhaLatA ja pheraphAra thaI jAya mANasanAmAM. tIrthakara eTale jene jovAthI ja kalyANa thaI jAya ! praznakartA : tamane joIe tyAre thAya ke dAdA tame AvAM cho, keTalo prema bharelo che tamArAmAM. to tIrthakaro kyAM, mahAvideha kSetramAM to AnAthI zuM ya haze ?! dAdAzrI : e prema Avo nA hoya. A khaTapaTiyo prema ! e khaTapaTiyo prema nA hoya. te tIrthaMkara thAya ! praznakartA : tIrthakara kevI rIte bane ? dAdAzrI : e jagatanuM kalyANa karavAnI ja bhAvanA. bIjI koI bhAvanA ja nA hoya. potAnuM kalyANa thAya ke nA thAva. potAnA du:khane

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 73 vartamAna tIrthaMkara raDe nahi, lokonA ja du:khane raDyA kare. e dhIme dhIme dhIme tIrthaMkara thavA mAMDe. je potAnA sukhane raDyA kare, e koI dahADo kazuM thAya nahi. lokonAM duHkha ene sahana nA thAya, AkhA jagatanuM kalyANa karavAnI IcchA hoya, tyAre dhIme dhIme tIrthaMkara thAya. khAvAnuM je maLe, sUvAnuM je maLe, jamIna para sUvAnuM maLe to ya paNa niraMtara bhAvanA thI hoya ? jagatanuM kema karIne kalyANa thAya ? have e bhAvanA utpanna kone thAya ? potAnuM kalyANa thaI gayuM hoya, tene e bhAvanA utpanna thAya. potAnuM kalyANa thayeluM nA hoya, e jagatanuM kalyANa zI rIte kare ? bhAvanA bhAve to thAya. 'jJAnI puruSa' maLe, to ene (zuddhAtmAnAM) "sTejamAM lAvI nAkhe ane sTejamAM AvyA pachI emanI AjJAmAM rahe, to bhAvanA bhAvatAM AvaDe. pariNAme pada tIrthakarotuM tIrthaMkarane to bhAvakarma hoya ja nahIM ne ! bhAvakarma to pahelAM thayelAM. tIrthaMkara thayA pachI bhAvakarma hoya nahIM. A amane haju bhAvakarma kharAM ! A ATalo bhAva ke lokonuM kalyANa kema karavuM te ! emaNe to kalyANa karavAnA bhAva karelA, te dahADe ja A tIrthakara gotra bAMdheluM. te A tIrthaMkara gotra khapAve che khAlI. enuM DiscArja ja thayA kare che. eTale emane kevaLa karuNA ! bhagavAna mahAvIra, e je kriyA karI rahelA hoya te dekhAtI hoya, pote emAM hoya nahi. ane huM AmAM houM, huM kAraNamAM houM ane e kAryamAM hoya. kArya eTale pUrNa thaI gayo. e bole to ja kArya pUruM thAya. praznakartA : samajAyuM. paNa mane ema thAya ke vItarAga dazA pAmyA pachI bhAvanA kema thAya ? e to saMpUrNa IcchA rahita thaI jAya ne ? dAdAzrI : emane kalyANa karavAnI bhAvanA nA hoya. emane have kalyANa karavAnI je bhAvanA hatI, te enuM e phaLa bhogave che. atyAre, tIrthaMkarapaNuM bhogave che. mane kalyANa karavAnI bhAvanA kharI, eTale huM khaTapaTiyo vItarAga kahevAuM ne e sAcA vItarAga kahevAya. jema eka mANasa parIkSA ApyA pachI, kyAreya paNa skUlamAM nA jato hoya to ya pariNAma to Ave ja ne ? enA nAmathI pariNAma Ave ke nA Ave ? praznakartA: Ave. dAdAzrI : evuM A tIrthaMkaranA nAmathI pariNAma AveluM che ane A huM parIkSA ApuM chuM. eTale A mane bhAva kharo ke A lokonuM kalyANa thAya. mAruM kalyANa thayuM evuM lokonuM kalyANa kema karIne thAya evI mArI bhAvanA kharI. emane evuM nA hoya. emaNe pahelAMnA avatAramAM kareluM, tenuM phaLa AvyuM. bahu jhINI vAta che A badhI. tIrthakara te karmaphaLa ! praznakartA : bhagavAna janmathI bhagavAna hoya ke pachI puruSArthathI bhagavAna bane ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA. janmathI ja traNa jJAnanA dhartA hatA. praznakartA : traNa jJAna hoya, paNa bIjA be jJAna to bAkI rahyAM ne ? dAdAzrI : emAM kazuM karavAnuM nA hoya. e enI meLe ja UghADa thAya, enI meLe ja ! rAtathI rAha joIe ApaNe ke savAra kyAre thAya ? eno puruSArtha karavAno hoya ke enI meLe thaze ? mokSa to enI meLe ja thAya, mArga upara AvavuM joIe. A lokonAM mArga to anya mArga upara che, parAyA mArga upara che, UMdhA raste che. chellA darzata ja tIrthaMkaratA praznakartA : to tIrthakaro e bIjAne AtmA pamADe nahi ?

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara bhagavAno, badhAM AmAM AvI jAya che ! A vijJAta, niSpakSapAtI ! | tIrthaMkaronI bahAranuM A jJAna nathI ApaNuM. A tIrthaMkaronuM jJAna che. tIrthaMkaro pote vItarAga hatA, chatAM jJAna pAchaLathI pakSapAtI thaI jatuM hatuM ane A tIrthaMkaronuM jJAna che. mArI to koI AmAM kazI vastu ja nathIne ! huM to mAlika ja nathIne Ano. A to tIrthaMkaranuM jJAna che ane te akrama vijJAna che A. tarata mokSaphaLa Ape evuM che, nahi to karoDo upAye paNa mokSa thAya nahi, samyaka darzana thavuM, enA mATe to anaMta avatArathI bhaTaka bhaTaka kare che. dAdAzrI : bolavAnI sattA ja nahIM ne ! khaTapaTa nahIM ne ! TeparekarDa jeTalI vAge eTalI vAge. praznakartA : e vAgavAthI koIne AtmA pragaTa thaI jAya ? dAdAzrI : enI meLe, e to nimitta hoya. chello sikko vAge ke cAlyo jAya mokSe. ghaNAM mANaso mokSe cAlyA jAya. taiyAra thayelo mAla badho. chellI sahI emanI ! praznakartA : Ape e ja kaheluM ke tIrthaMkarane jovAnI draSTi hovI joIe. eTale pelAnI draSTi kAma kare che. dAdAzrI : jovAnI draSTi kAma kare che. praznakartA : eTale evI draSTithI jue ke enuM mahIM kalyANa thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : mahIM chUTuM thaI jAya. nahIM to bhagavAnane to traNaso sAMThe ya DIgrI che, paNa draSTi hovI joIe. mokSanuM ghaDatara, jJAtI thakI ! tIrthaMkaronuM moTuM kyAre khuzamAM, bahu khuzamAM Ave ? tyAre kahe, jJAnIone jue tyAre bahu khuzamAM Ave ke A koma sArAmAM sArI che, badhAne taiyAra karIne emane tyAM mokale. mahenata jJAnI kare. tIrthakarone mahenata karavAnI nahi. taiyAra masAlo emanI pAse jAya. ghaDatara amAre karavAnuM. enA badalAmAM e amArI para khuza bahu hoya, bahu khuza ! eTale ja A dAdA bhagavAna zru namaskAra karIe chIe ne, te TheTha pahoMcI jAya. bAkI koIno eka namaskAra svIkAra nA thAya. kAraNa ke zru vagaranuM zuM kare ? e bolyo, eno lAbha maLe, paNa paDaghArUpe ! te jeTalAM uparI che te badhAnAM nAma A namaskAra vidhimAM AvI jAya che. vIsa tIrthaMkaro, pachI paMca parameSTi bhagavAno, OM parameSTi kaLikALamAM bheLaseLiyuM ! praznakartA : Aja dina sudhI Izvara, saMtapuruSo, badhA kSatriya brAhmaNakuLamAM vadhu janma lIdho che, temAM ApanuM zuM mAnavuM che ? dAdAzrI : barobara che, paNa A kaLiyugamAM to badhe thoDA thoDA saMto pAkyA che. A kaLiyuga che eTale badhuM Diphorma thaI gayuM che. saMta puruSo harijanamAM ya pAkyA che, vaizyamAM ya pAkyA che. A pahelAMnI vAta tamArI barAbara che. bIjuM zuM pUchavuM che ? praznakartA emAM kaMI saMskAranuM kAraNa che ? amuka saMskArane lIdhe amuka kuMTuMbamAM ja pAke, ema......... dAdAzrI : e to saMskAramAM pheraphAra thaI gayA che, atyAre moTA kSatriyonAM saMskAra ghaNAM pherAM vaizyomAM dekhavAmAM Ave che. kAraNa ke kSatriyo ja pote avatAra lIdho che tyAM vaizyamAM. eTale bheLaseLa thaI gayuM che badhuM. jema A ghI bheLaseLa Ave che ne evuM badhuM. eTale pachI saMto tyAM pAke. pahelAM to evuM hatuM nahi. jyAM sudhI bheLaseLa nahotuM ne, tyAM sudhI kSatriyomAM ane brAhmaNomAM badhuM pAkatuM. A to coLiyAnuM coLiyuM, caLAmaNa cALatAM cAlatAM pAMcamA ArAnuM badhuM coLiyuM che. temAM capaTI mATI coTI hoya, te tApa paDe to

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 78 vartamAna tIrthaMkara nIkaLI jaze. tIrthaMkara mAtra, kSatriya ! praznakartA amuka vakhate Apa kaho cho ke mokSe javuM e kSatriyonuM kAma. tIrthaMkara gotra baMdhAze. have Amane savaLA karyA pachI pAcho AjubAjunA lokapravAha to pelI dizAmAM ja jAya che ne. eTale pAchA thoDeka cheTe jAya eTale emanA oLakhANavALA-pArakhANavALA, 'kyAM jAva cho Ama pAchAM' pUchene ? tyAre kahe, 'dAdAnA satsaMgamAM.' tyAre e badhA zuM kaheze, "A badhA gAMDA che ne tame ekalAM ja DAhyA, heMDo pAchAM ! navA DAhyA kyAMthI pAkyA AvA ?!" eTale ApaNane TheTha pahoMcavA nA de. A rokaDuM ApyuM eTale pahoMcavA deze, nahi to peluM jo kramika cAlu hotane to to kyAranA ya pAchAM paDI jAya. praznakartA: amArA jaina dharmamAM evuM che ke jo mokSe javuM hoya to, badhAe tIrthaMkaragotra bAMdhavuM ja paDe. dAdAzrI : nA, nA. mokSe javuM hoya to AtmajJAna thavuM joIe, basa. praznakartA : tIrthaMkara thavA mATe keTalI DigrI joIe ? dAdAzrI : AkhA jagatanuM kalyANa karavAno bhAva hoya, potAnI mATe IcchA ja nA hoya, potAno vicAra ja nA kare kyAre ya, lokonA ja vicAra kare, e tIrthaMkara thAya. dAdAzrI : nA. tIrthaMkara thavuM hoya to kSatriyonuM kAma, mokSamAM to A badhAne, badhI nAto, brAhmaNa, vANiyA badhAMne javAnI chUTa. evuM kyAM teM sAMbhaLyuM ? evuM che ne, guNa mATe e kSatriya-vaNikano bheda nathI. phakta tIrthakaro ekalAM ja guNane mATe bheda che. bIjAM badhA mATe to samAna che. kSatriyomAM pratApa hoya ne vaNikomAM pratApa nA hoya, evuM bane nahi ! karavuM ja che eTale pachI emAM bIjuM thAya nahi. promisa eTale promisa. enuM mana jhAvA-dAvA nA mAMDe, e kSatriyapaNuM. jenuM blaDa ekadama garama ja hoya. koInuM du:kha jovAya nahi, evuM blaDa hoya. e guNo hoya to ja badhuM kAma thAyane ! tamArAmAM e guNo badhA utpanna thavA mAMDyA che, enuM amAro ghaDo bharAyo che, enA jevuM che ! kSatriyono dharma ja che, e to sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja, sAcuM lAge eTale mAthuM mUkIne kAma ja karavA mAMDe. bIjA badhA to Dhacupacu, Dhacupacu thayA kare. jabaro nabaLAne mArato hoya, pelAne tyAM AgaLa kSatriya tarata oLakhAI jAya. kSatriya tyAM rahIne jato hoya to ya oLakhAI jAya. Ubho rahe ne nabaLAnuM uparANuM le. jabarAno thoDo mAra khAya pote. A to mokSano mArga che, jo pAra nIkaLyo to badhuM A kAma thaI jaze evuM che. avaLA mArgathI vALe ! praznakartA : tIrthaMkara thavA mATe zuM karavuM paDe ? dAdAzrI : e to badhuM bahu karavuM paDe. e vAta ApaNe pUchavAno artha ja nahIM ne ! avaLo pravAha cAle che, temAM koI savaLo karI Apaze, tene praznakartA: mane vAraMvAra evuM thayA kare ke tIrthakara amArAthI kema nA thavAya ? ke pachI sIdho mokSamAM ja javAya ? pachI jANavA maLeluM ApanA pAse ke tIrthaMkara gotra bAMdhyuM hoya to ja tIrthaMkara thavAya, to amArAthI kevI rIte have gotra baMdhAya ? dAdAzrI : haju tAre pharI lAkheka varasa avatAra karavA hoya to baMdhAya. to pharI baMdhAvI ApuM ane pAchuM sAtamI narkamAM bahu vakhata javuM paDe. keTalA vakhata narkamAM jAya, tyAra pachI che te AvAM sArA pada maLe. praznakartA : paNa evAM sArA pada levA hoya to, narkamAM javAmAM zuM vAMdho ? dAdAzrI : te rahevA de, DahApaNa tAruM rahevA de chAnomAno !

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 80 vartamAna tIrthaMkara DAhyo thaI jA. jarA tapa karavAnuM Avaze ne, te ghaDIe khabara paDaze ?! ane tyAM to evAM tapa karavAM paDe che. e to nakenI ya vAta tane kahuM ne te sAMbhaLatA mANasa marI jAya eTaluM duHkha che tyAM to ! sAMbhaLatA AjanAM mANaso marI jAya ! ke arere... thaI rahyuM. prANanI havA nIkaLI jAya. mATe nA bolIza AvuM, nahIMtara niyANuM thaI jaze. mokSa mATe to ATaluM ja ! bAkI mokSa mATe zuM jANavAnI jarUra che ? mokSa to potAno AtmA jANe jJAnI pAse AvIne, to mokSa thaI jAya. basa, bIjuM jJAnI pAse jaIne jJAnIne kahe ke "sAheba mAro mokSa karI Apo', to karI Ape che. kAraNa ke jJAnI mukta che, chuTTA che. mukta ja che kAyamane mATe, e tamane mukta karI Ape. baMdhAyelo hoya te baMdhAvaDAve ane jJAnI puruSa mukta karI Ape. ahIM ekAvatAratI gerenTI ! praznakartA : AtmasvarUpanuM darzana thAya pachI jIva satata AtmasvarUpamAM ja rahe, to AvI sthiti thayA pachI jIvane punarjanma thavAnI zakyatA kharI ? prArthanA sImaMdhara svAmInI zAne? praznakartA: ApaNe sImaMdhara svAmInI prArthanA karIe chIe, te zuM ? e zuM kAma karavAnI ? dAdAzrI : e riyala che, jIvatA che eTale. ane emAM amArI gerenTI che. ane bIjuM badhuM rileTiva che, vyavahAra che. te vyavahAramAM A vALa kapAvavA mATe nA javuM paDe ? dareka kAma karavAM paDe, dukAnamAM javuM paDe, badhuM karavuM paDe paNa vyavahArathI. ApaNe ahIM AgaLa koI sAheba AvelA hoya, te Ama Ama je' je eka phero karIe chIene, to evuM masjidamAM jaIne Ama karavAthI zuM thAya ke ApaNuM mana bagaDe nahi ! tyAM pachI mana sAruM rahe. eTale amAre to badhe ja page lAgavAnuM. mArI joDe Avene, badhe ja, mahAdevajInA derAmAM jAya, gaNapatimAM jAya, bIje, trIje jAya, masjidamAM jAya, niSpakSapAtI. darzana, riyala-rileTivalI ! praznakartA: ApaNe rAmanA maMdiramAM jaIe ke zivanA maMdiramAM jaIe, to kevI rIte prArthanA karavI ? kevI rIte emanAM darzana karavA ? dAdAzrI : kazuM ya karavAnuM nahi. rIta-bIta kazuM ya nahi. ame hau jaIe chIene maMdiramAM. kAraNa ke huM nA jAuM to loka zuM kahe ? A dAdA che, te jatA nathI to ApaNe ya zuM javAnuM kAraNa ? eTale pachI loka avaLe raste jAya. mULa pAchaLanI prajA chene, te lokono vyavahAra bagaDI jAya. ApaNe to jJAnane laIne nA jaIe. paNa pelAM ajJAnI to kaheze, 'nathI javuM.' praznakartA : maMdira hoya eTale sAdhAraNa tarata kheMce ke cAlo darzana karavA. dAdAzrI : e rileTivane ! te tamAre "zuddhAtmA'e nahi page dAdAzrI : nA. chatAM eka avatAra bAkI rahe che. kAraNa ke A 'amArI' AjJApUrvaka che. AjJA pALI e dharmadhyAna kahevAya. enuM phaLa bhogavavA eka avatAra rahevuM paDe, Ama ahIMthI ja mokSa thaI gayelo lAge ! ahIM ja mokSa nA thAya to kAmanuM zuM? nahi to A kaLiyugamAM to badhA ya chetare ! oLakhANavALAne zAka levA mokalyo hoya to ya mahIMthI kamizana kADhI le, kaLiyugamAM zI khAtarI ? eTale 'gerenTeDa' hovuM joIe. A 'gerenTeDa' ame ApIe chIe. pachI amArI AjJA jeTalI pALe eTalo ene lAbha thAya. bAkI potAnA svarUpanuM bhAna to Akho dahADo rahyA kare, niraMtara bhAna rahe. ophisamAM kAma karatA hoya to ya bhAna rahe. jarA cIkaNuM hoya to te cIkaNuM kAma paravArI gayA ke tarata pAchuM bhAna AvI jAya.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 81 vartamAna tIrthaMkara lAgavAnuM. tamAre to jANavAnuM ke A 'caMdubhAI' page lAgyA. samakitIte chUTa badhe darzakatI ! praznakartA : mArA jevAe jJAna lIdhuM che, to have maMdiramAM jaIe to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : have "caMdulAla'ne ja kahIe ke je' je' karaje, bA ! aMdara bhAva thAya to, ne nA thAya to kaMI nahi. paNa enA tarapha dhRNA nahi rahevI joIe. abhAva nahi rahevo joIe. e rileTiva (vyavahAra) che. rileTivano vAMdho nahi. rileTivamAM masjidamAM jaIe to ya darzana karAya. ame teDI jaIene, cAraso-cAraso mANasone masjidamAM laI jaIe ne masjidamAM bese che ya. eTale rileTivamAM niSpakSapAtI ane riyalamAM (nizcaya) A zuddhAtmA ekaluM ja. riyala bhakti eka ja che. maMdiranuM mahattva ! praznakartA : jo derAsara nA hota, maMdiro nA hota, to pachI jevI rIte ApaNe mATe dAdAzrI UbhA thayA che, pragaTa thayA che, evI rItanA emanA mATe koIne koI UbhuM thayuM hota ne ? dAdAzrI : e to barobara che. e eka jAtano vikalpa che. Ama banyuM che, e nA hota to bIjA koI upAya to hota ne ? bIjuM kaMInuM kaMI maLata. paNa A maMdirono upAya ghaNo ja sAro che. hindustAnanuM A moTAmAM moTuM "sAyansa' che. e sArAmAM sArI parokSa bhakti che, paNa jo samaje to ! atyAre to mahAvIra bhagavAnane derAsaramAM jatI vakhate huM pUchuM chuM ke "A badhA loko tamArA ATalAM badhA darzana kare che, to ATalI badhI aDacaNo kema paDe che ?" tyAre mahAvIra bhagavAna zuM kahe che ? 'A loko darzana karatI vakhate mAro phoTo le che, bahAra enAM joDAM mUkyA che, eno phoTo le che ane sAthe sAthe dukAnano ya phoTo le che ! mATe AvuM thAya che. hamaNAM ko'ka joDA laI jaze, teno paNa phoTo le che !' maMdira batAvavA jevuM kotuM ? praznakartA : hindustAnamAM keTalAM badhA bhagavAnanAM keTalAM badhA maMdiro banyA che ane navA navA banyA ja kare che. dAdAzrI : badhA bahu maMdira banAvyAM, te sAruM nathI. paNa have je banAvyAM hoya, ene ApaNAthI kema karIne nA kahevAya ? je hakIkata banI gaI che. ane ApaNe je maMdira banAvavAnA chIe, e pharajiyAtamAM AvI paDyA che, banAvavAM ja paDe. A to sImaMdhara svAmInuM che. te jIvatA hovAM joIe. jenuM maMdira banAvo e jIvaMta vyakti hovI joIe. A to tIrthakara sAheba che. amArI icchA nathI, paNa chatAM baMdhAya che. A jagatanA lokonA kalyANa mATe baMdhAya che, matabheda javA mATe. praznakartA : A je sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara baMdhAya che, enI vAta nathI karato. A to bIjAnAM maMdiro che, tenI vAta karuM chuM. dAdAzrI : e barobara che. e je maMdiro baMdhAya che badhAM, e sAruM nathI. paNa ApaNe emAM hAtha ghalAya nahi ne ? ApaNe temAM anumodanA na ApI zakIe ke emAM kaMI paNa na karI zakIe. paNa loko karatA hoya, temAM ApaNAthI aMtarAya karAya nahi ne ? bAkI sAruM nathI e. bilakule ya sAruM nathI. praznakartA emAM kompITizana (spardhA) cAle che. pachI jhaghaDA thAya dAdAzrI : badhA nAma kADhe che. e badhA potapotAnuM nAma kADhavA kare che. tamAruM kahevuM barobara che. bahu maMdiro che, ATalAM badhAM maMdiro che, maMdironI mahIM darzana karavAnI jarUra che. A to nAma kADhavA che lokone ! praznakartA : Ane loka dharama mAnI le, to riyala dharamane nahIM

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 84 vartamAna tIrthaMkara cUkI jAya ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ke UMdhe raste jatA hoya, enA karatAM sAruM che. je dharma karato hoya te "khoTo che' kahIzuM to avaLe raste jato rahe. e dharma te choDAvaDAvIe to UMdhe raste jato rahe. Ane vAra zI lAge ? choDAvavA jevuM nathI. ApaNe ApaNuM potapotAnuM karI levA jevuM che. pArakAMnI bhAMjagaDa karavA jevuM nathI. A jagata bahu moTuM tophAna che A to. pArakAMnI bhAMjagaDa karanArA che ja ne badhA ! rakhe emate parokSa mAnatA ! bIjI jagyAe sImaMdhara svAmInI mUrtio mUkI che, ghaNI jagyAe mUkI haze, paNa A mahesANAnA maMdira jevuM hovuM joIe to A dezanuM bahu bhalIvAra thAya. praznakartA : e kaI rIte bhalIvAra thAya ? dAdAzrI : sImaMdhara svAmI je tIrthakara che, vartamAna tIrthakara, tene mUrtirUpe bhaje. ema mAnIne ke mahAvIra hota, mahAvIranA vakhatamAM ApaNe hota to ane e A bAju vihAra karatA karatA AvI zake nahIM, ApaNAthI tyAM javAya nahIM, to ApaNe ahIM "mahAvIra, mahAvIra' karIe, to ApaNane eTalo ja lAbha che ne ? lAbha kharo ke nahIM ? praznakartA : kharo. dAdAzrI : vartamAna tIrthaMkara eTale ? vartamAna tIrthaMkaranA paramANu pharatA hoya. vartamAna tIrthaMkarano bahu lAbha thAya ! praznakartA : huM ghera besIne sImaMdhara svAmIne yAda karuM ne maMdira jaIne yAda karuM, emAM pharaka kharo ? dAdAzrI : pharaka paDe. praznakartA : kAraNa ke pelI pratiSThA karelI che, prANapratiSThA karI che eTale ? dAdAzrI : pratiSThA karelI che ane tyAM AgaLa devalokonuM vadhu rakSaNa kharuM ne ? eTale tyAM vAtAvaraNa hoya, eTale tyAM asara ja vadhAre thAya ne ? e to tane dAdAnuM manamAM karo ne ahIM karo, emAM phera to bahu paDe ne ? praznakartA : dAdA, tame to jIvaMta cho. dAdAzrI : nahIM, eTaluM ja jIvaMta peluM che. jeTaluM A jIvaMta che, eTaluM ja jIvaMta peluM che. ajJAnIone A jIvaMta che. jJAnIne to peluM eTaluM ja jIvaMta che. kAraNa ke emAM je bhAga drazya che, e badho mUrti ja che. mUrti sivAya bIjuM kazuM che nahIM. pAMca indriyagamya che, temAM amUrta nAme ya nathI. badhuM ja mUrta che ne A mUrtimAM phera nathI, Dipharansa nathI. praznakartA paNa A ya amUrta che ane tyAM amUrta nathI ema mAne che ne ? dAdAzrI : tyAM amUrta nathI, paNa temanI pratiSThA karelI hoya che. pratiSThA karelI hoya che, te jevuM jevuM pratiSThAnuM baLa ! AnI to vAta ja judI che ne ?! pragaTanI vAta judI. pragaTa nA hoya to... tyAre zuM nuM zuM thAya ? praznakartA ane pragaTa hotAM ja nathI, ghaNAM kALa to. dAdAzrI : ane e nA hoya to bhUtakALanA tIrthaMkaro, ApaNA covIsa tIrthaMkaro to che ja ne ! hitakArI ja vartamAna tIrthakara ! praznakartA : dAdA, A derAsarane e badhuM bane che, temAM kharo bhAva badho AtmAno karavAno che ? derAsara ne bIjA badhAnuM zuM kAma che ? kharuM to ApaNe AtmAno ja rasto khoLavAno che ne ? dAdAzrI : derAsara khAsa bAMdhavuM joIe. je gayA che, tenuM derAsara

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 85 bAMdhavAno zo artha che ? sImaMdhara svAmI hAjara che, to e hAjaranAM darzana kare to kalyANa thAya. e pratyakSa che eTale kalyANa thAya. Aje A badhAMne tyAM sImaMdhara svAmInA citrapaTa hoya che. kAraNa ke e hAjara che. praznakartA : to je tIrthaMkaro vItI gayA, emanI kaMI helpa nahIM ? dAdAzrI : vItI gayA temanAM tamAre phakta darzana karavAnAM. eTalAM mATe che ke tamAruM puNya baMdhAze. paNa emAM mokSa nahIM thAya. ane arihaMta je hAla che e tamane mokSa ApI zake. pelA arihaMta thaI gayA che e to atyAre siddha che, evAM anaMtA siddho che. emAM ApaNuM kAma nahIM nIkaLe. evuM che ne, bhUtakALanA tIrthaMkaro karatAM vartamAnanA tIrthaMkaro sArA, eTale lokone hitakArI jo hoya to vartamAna tIrthaMkara ! evuM che ne ApaNe je pAmyA. lokone je hitakArI thAya evuM ApaNe mUkIne javuM. ApaNo hetu sAro hovo joIe ne ?! ane ApaNe joDe laI javAnuM che. haju eka avatAra bAkI che. eTale ApaNe e bhAva joDe laI javAno, te ApaNe to A eka sImaMdhara svAmInuM bolene, to hitakArI thaI paDe, bahu hitakArI thaI paDaze. kAraNa ke A vartamAna tIrthaMkaranuM che. tiSpakSapAtI dharmamaMdiratuM tirmANa ! praznakartA : AjanA 'saMdeza' peparamAM AvyuM che ke ApaNe sImaMdhara svAmInuM, kRSNa bhagavAnanuM ane zaMkara bhagavAnanuM maMdira banAvavAnA chIe, to e samajaNa nA paDI. e samajAvo. dAdAzrI : A niSpakSapAtI dharma che. Akho avasarpiNIkALa gayo. atyAra sudhI to matArthamAM cAlyA ! bhagavAna mahAvIranuM zAsana che, tyAM sudhI ja dharma che. pachI dharmano aMza rahevAno nathI, maMdirapustaka kazuM ja rahevAnuM nathI. mATe aDhAra hajAra varSa jo cetI jAya ane matArthamAMthI chUTI jAya ane RSabhadeva bhagavAne jevuM niSpakSapAtI vartamAna tIrthaMkara valaNa kahyuM hatuM, evuM niSpakSapAtI valaNa pAchuM thAya ! sahusahunA derAM judAM rAkhe, paNa maMtro to badhAnAM bhegAM bolavA joIe, koI koIne sAmasAmI verajhera nA hovuM joIe. maMtro bhegA bole eTale badhuM pahoMcI gayuM. ApaNA manamAM judAI nathI, to kazuM juduM che ja nahIM. eTale A traNeya maMdiro bhegAM thAya eTale hindustAnamAMthI matArtha UDI jAya to zAMti thAya ! A zakkariyuM bharahADamAM mUkyuM hoya to keTalI bAjuthI baphAya ? cogaradamathI. evuM A loka cogaradamathI baLI rahyuM che. amadAvAdamAM, muMbaImAM, jA to kharo ! ahIM to ochuM baphAyeluM che. ahIM moharAjAnuM baLa jarA ochuM che, tethI ochuM baLe. tyAM to moharAjAnuM baLa jo to kharo ! mAchalAM taraphaDe ema loka taraphaDI rahyuM che, karoDo rUpiyA hovA chatAM ! eTalAM mATe A upAya che. tane AmAM kazo vAMdho lAge che ? tuM paNa AmAM tAro mata ApIza ne ? tAro rAjIpo ApIza ne ? F praznakartA : hA. have sImaMdhara svAmI sAthe kRSNa bhagavAna, zaMkara bhagavAna paNa mUkyA che ! sImaMdhara svAmI to vItarAga gaNAya ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, vItarAga ja gaNAya, ane pelAM ya che te zalAkA puruSo che. sImaMdhara svAmI to hayAta che. emano lAbha to juo ! emano lAbha to AkhuM jagate ya le. badhA ya lAbha levAnAM ane kRSNa bhagavAna to vAsudeva, nArAyaNa kahevAya. naramAMthI nArAyaNa thayelA hatA e. e tresaTha zalAkA puruSomAM gaNAya ane pAchAM AvatI covIsImAM tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. emane je nA mAne, te to jaina ja nA kahevAya ne ! traNa prakAranA tIrthaMkaronA darzana karavAno adhikAra che. bhUtakALanA tIrthaMkaro, bhUta tIrthaMkaro ke je covIsa thaI gayA che, emanA paNa darzana karavA joIe. kAraNa ke emanAM zAsana deva-devIo kAma karI rahyAM che ane A akrama mArga to nimitta che. emAM zAsana devadevIo ja kAma karI rahyAM che. huM to nimitta banI gayo chuM. koI vararAjA joIe ke nA joIe ? A sImaMdhara svAmI e vartamAna tIrthaMkara che. emane mATe to hindustAnamAM koI jIvane rAga-dveSa nathI ane trIjA, je AvatI covIsImAM tIrthaMkara thavAnA che te.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara Azramato durupayoga ! A to lokonuM kaMI kalyANa thAya eTalA mATe, bAkI ame koI dahADo ya AzramanuM sthApana karIe nahi, paNa.... praznakartA : mahAvIra bhagavAnane maTha, Azrama kazuM nahotuM. dAdAzrI : ame kahetA hatAM ke vaDa nIce, jhADa nIce besIne ame upadeza ApIzuM agara ko'kane ghera UtarIzuM, te enAM gharanuM kalyANa thaI jaze ! paNa pachI evAM saMjoga UbhA thayA ke jagatanuM kalyANa karavuM hoya to lokono matArtha pahelo kADhavo paDaze, ne matArtha kADhavA mATe badhA dharmonuM sthApana karavuM paDaze. ane AtmArtha thavA mATe, meM to koI Azrama bAMdhavAnI nA pADI che. meM ghera besIne, jhADa nIce besIne, ame A karIzuM paNa Azrama ? A dharmono to ApaNAM lokoe zuM upayoga karyo che, jANo cho tame ? ghera jhaghaDA thAya, bhAMjagaDa thAyane, to mahino-be mahinA thAya ne darzana karavAne nAme pesI jAya ne tyAM AgaLa paMdara dahADA paDI rahe muMo, gAMgaDAnI peThe ? zrama utAravA mATe jAya che. Azramo zrama utAravAnAM sTezano thaI gayA che, je zrama lAgelone te utAravA ! AmAM hetu matArtha javA mATeto ! eTale derAsara chevaTe amAre pharajiyAta bAMdhavuM paDyuM. A matArtha javA mATe ! tyAM traNa derAsara baMdhAya che. A sImaMdhara svAmInuM, je jIvatA che temanAM mATe baMdhAya che. je gayA, enAM nAma levAya nahi. kRSNa bhagavAna jIvatA che, emanuM baMdhAya che ane 'ziva' eTale kalyANa svarUpa jJAnI, te paNa jIvatA hoya che. eTale traNeya derAsaro baMdhAya che e ya bhegAM nahi, paNa judAM judAM ! paNa badhA loko darzana karI jAya. enAthI A lokono matArtha badho jato raheze. evI A mUrtiomAM pratiSThA karIza ! mUrtio bolaze tamArI joDe !!! mUrtio vAto karaze ! bolo, pachI nAsI jAyane pelAM loko ? pachI A bAvAo ne vepArIonuM pachI kazuM cAlavAnuM nathI. A to tyAM sudhI nAma carI khAze A loko. A badhuM jatuM raheze. A je deva-devIonuM che ane ahIM paNa deva-devIo che, te dharmanuM rakSaNa karaze. paNa A loko ja vAMkA cAle, tyAM emanuM zuM cAle ? lAkaDAM vAMkA hoya tyAM karavate ya vAMkI Ave ne lAkaDAM vAMkA hoya ne karavata sIdhI hoya to tUTI jAya. eTale A badhuM sIdhuM thaI rahyuM che. eTale A traNeya derAsara bAMdhavA loko taiyAra che. hindustAnamAM matArtha nA rahevo joIe. kRSNa bhagavAnane je bhaje ! e sImaMdhara svAmIne bhaje ane A bAju zivane bhaje. jagyA eka, paNa derAsara separeTa. evuM A saMkula baMdhAI rahyuM che. atyAre jagatanA matArtha kADhavA mATe. praznakartA : A derAsara bIje chene ? pachI suratamAM navuM bAMdhavAnI zI jarUra ? dAdAzrI : e badhe matArthI che. A to matArthanI bahAra kADhuM . A matArtha kADhavA mATe che. loko AtmArthane badale matArthamAM paDyA che. e matArtha nIkaLI jAya eTale AtmArthamAM AvI jAya. A IcchA che "amArI'! jagatamAM matabheda ochA karI nAMkhavA che. matabhedathI dUra thazene, tyAre A vAta sAcI samajatA thaze. A matabhedo to eTalAM karI nAMkhyA che ke A zivanI agiyArasa ne A vaiSNavanI agiyArasa, agiyArasa ja judI judI ! tyAM meM maMtro bhegA karI nAMkhyA che ane derAsara judA judA rAkho. kAraNa ke e bilIpha che, eka jAtanI. zivamAM kRSNane nA ghAlo. paNa A maMtro che, te bhegA rAkho. kAraNa ke mana che te haMmezAM zAMta thavuM joIe ne ? te A lokoe A badhAM maMtra vaheMcI nAMkhelA ane A bheguM karIne huM pratiSThA evI karIza ke lokone dhIre dhIre matabheda badhA visAre paDI jAya. A IcchA che amArI, bIjI koI icchA nathI. jagatamAM moTAmAM moTuM jAtrAsthaLa ! praznakartA : ame roja prArthanA karIe chIe, sImaMdhara svAmIne ke

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 89 vartamAna tIrthaMkara praznakartA : hamaNAMnA badhA loka che, vyavahAramAM ane bhAvika prajAne mATe to e mUrti parokSa che, to bhakti loko karaze ja ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, A mUrti parokSa nathI. praznakartA : paNa bhaviSyanI prajA, ene mATe parokSa jevuM thaI jaze ne ? dAdAzrI : ekaluM ene mATe ja nahi. paheluM ApaNe mATe che A. ApaNe mATe zuM che ? sImaMdhara svAmI Aje hAjara che. haju to savA lAkha varasa sudhI hAjara che. emanuM citrapaTa badhuM kAma kare. eTale ApaNA mahAtmAone tyAM darzana ja karyA karavAnA. sAme besI rahevAnuM, eka kalekTara tyAM AgaLa khurazI upara hoya, tyAM sudhI kAma thAya ke nA thAya ? praznakartA : thAya. ekAda deva mokale ane amane tyAM AgaLa laI jAya. dAdAzrI : e prArthanA phaLavAnI. te mATe mane mokalela che. praznakartA: jaya saccidAnaMda ! dAdAzrI : tethI sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara bAMdhavAnuM nakkI karyuM che, ahIM surata pAsenuM. kAraNa ke A bIje sImaMdhara svAmInAM derAsara che ne te badhAM lokone eksepTa nathI thatAM. vItarAgo badhAM lokone eksepTa thavAM joIe. pakSapAtI nA hovAM joIe. eTale A sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara je suratamAM baMdhAya che, temAM cAra mUrtio ApaNA thaI gayelA tIrthakaronI raheze. pahelA ne bIjA - RSabhadeva ne ajita nAtha ane trevIsa ne covIsa - pArzvanAtha ne mahAvIra, ane sImaMdhara svAmInI moTI mUrti ahIM mahesANA jevI, bAra phUTanI ane joDe che kRSNa vAsudevanuM maMdira ane A bAju zivanI mUrti, eTale enuM 'liMga' sahita, eTale A badhA dharmonuM ahIM AgaLa saMkalana karavAmAM Ave che ane e badhuM A moTAmAM moTuM jAtrAnuM sthAna thavAnuM che ane tethI lokonuM kalyANa thavAnuM che. A AmanI mUrti nathI padharAvatA, sImaMdhara svAmI jAte hAjara che. emanI mUrti eTale pote jAte enA pratinidhi kahevAya. jema A dAdA ahIM AgaLa che, emanI mUrti badhA bhaje che, te mUrti emanI pratinidhi kahevAya. huM nA houM tyAre mUrti kahevAya. mUrtinAM kyAM sudhI darzana karavAnAM che ? amUrta prApta thatAM sudhI. amUrta prApta thatAM sudhI mUrtinuM avalaMbana che. bhagavAne kaheluM ke pachI mUrti choDI devAnI ? nA. mUrti choDI nahi devAnI, nahi to loko choDI deze. eTale amathA ApaNe nAmanA javuM kharuM. vyavahAra dharma che e, ame hauM jaIe. varSamAM be-traNa vakhata mAre hatuM tyAM javAnuM. to poLanA nAkAvALA badhAne samajAya ke dAdA jAya che. vyavahAra dharma badho ya khullo rAkhavAno. hindustAnanuM A sthitimAM na rahevuM joIe. jaino A sthitimAM nA rahevA joIe. sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara, te mUrtinuM derAsara nathI ! e amUrtanuM derAsara che ! dAdAzrI : eka kalekTara tamAruM kAma nA karato hoya, to tenAM ghera beThA tame pratikramaNa karyA karo to tamAruM kAma thaI jAya. enA phoTA pAse tame karyA karo to, have kalekTaranA phoTAnI jarUra nahi. AmAM phoTAnI jarUra ane bhaviSyanI prajA mATe to, AkhA jagatanA kalyANa mATe che. A derAsaranuM saMkula to matArtha javA mATe, matabheda badhA jatA raheze. je lokone phaLa Apaze. mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAna birAje che. te temanI mUrti ahIM mUkavAnI che, jIvatAnI mUrti hoya ! keTaluM badhuM phaLa Ape ? kyAMya pakSapAta ja nahi ! ApaNe tyAM to Azrame ya nA hoya ne kazuM hoya nahi, evuM tevuM, zenA hAruM joIe ? paNa A to evuM kaMIka saMjJA thaI gaI, saMketa thayo, te ApaNe karyA vagara chUTako nahi. lokonuM kalyANa thavuM joIe ne ! praznakartA : jJAna suratamAM thayuM eTale suratamAM maMdira bAMdhIe

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara mUrtionI pratiSThA huM karIza. A lokonI pratiSThA cAle nahi. pratiSThA to jenAmAM ahaMkAra na hoya ne, te ja pratiSThA karI zake agara to ahaMkAra upazama thayelo hoya te karI zake. A to badhe ahaMkArI loko ja mUrtinI pratiSThA kare che, te na hovuM joIe. jarUra sImaMdhara svAmInA derAsaratI ! ane janma bhAdaraNamAM thayo to bhAdaraNamAM kazuM nahi karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : janma tarasALImAM thayo. amAre levAdevA ja nA hoya. pakSapAta nA hoya amAre. 'vyavasthitanI zI marajI che', te joI laIe. 'vyavasthita zuM che', te badhuM joI laIe. badhuM ApaNuM ja che. A bhAdaraNa ekaluM ja kaMI ApaNuM nathI ! to ya janmakSetre tyAM AgaLa loka darzana karavA jAya che. lokone manamAM eka rUDhi pesI gayelI, pAchA gharamAM jaIne pharI Ave ! upara pharI Ave ! jIvatA bhagavAnanI bhajatAthI.... praznakartA to mahAvIrane badale sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara vadhAre kAmanuM ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, e jIvatA che, ne vartamAna tIrthaMkara joIe. pachI mahAvIranI mUrti Avaze. paNa mULa nAyaka to ApaNA sImaMdhara svAmI e jIvatA che. je gayAne enAthI puNya baMdhAya, jJAnano ughADa nA thAya. ne vartamAna hoya to ja jJAnano UghADa thAya. "amAro' e ja propegaDA ! mAro e ja propeganDA che ke tame tIrthakarane jANo. 'arihaMta koNa che ?" ene jANo to tamArAM darda ochAM thaze. arihaMta ja A duniyAnA roga maTADe che, siddho nA maTADe. praznakartA : arihaMta upakArI. dAdAzrI : agara to mArA jevA jJAnI puruSa e upakArI. bIjuM koI upakArI A jagatamAM hoya nahi. eTale A arihaMtane oLakhavA mATe karoDa rUpiyAnuM derAsara baMdhAya che. prANapratiSThA koNa karI zake ? eTale A derAsara baMdhAya che ne, te matArtha badhA chUTI jaze ane A badhA amAruM maMdira bAMdhavAnuM kahetA hatA. meM kahyuM, "nA, nA. mAruM maMdira nA bAMdhazo. A badhAM che ja. hA, eka sImaMdhara svAmInA maMdiranI jarUra che. jethI karIne A jagatanuM kalyANa thAya.' emane kahyuM, 'padhAro sAheba, ahIM AgaLa. A kalyANa thAya lokonuM.' derAsara hoya to padhAro ema kahevAya, mUrti hoya to ! nahi to kyAM padhAre ?! havAmAM UDe e kAma nA Ave. eka jagyAe sthira thayeluM hoya tyAM padhAro kahevAya. bAkI mArI mUrti mUkIne zuM karavAnuM ?! A to hAjara che. konI mUrti ? praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmInI. dAdAzrI : haMa... pUjavA beThelI mUrti ! hindustAnamAM badhA lokoe mane kahyuM ke amAre tamArI mUrti mUkavI che, maMdiramAM. meM kahyuM, "nA, mUrti mUkavAnI nahi. huM mUrti mUkAvIza to pAchaLavALAne phAvatuM AvI gayuM. eTale pachI emanA pachI e ya mUkAvaDAve. koI pharI pAcho bIjo mUkAvato jAya e rIte. praznakartA : mULa dhyeya cUkI javAya. dAdAzrI : eTale mArI mUrti mUkavAnI jarUra nathI. huM to mUrta ja chuM, jyAre juo tyAre. A mUrti to badhA AgaLanA lokonI mUkelI. be jAtanA lokonI mUrti mUkAyelI. sAcA puruSo, mULa puruSo, jenI ApaNA lokoe mUrti mUkI. ane mArI pachI to zuM thaze ? pachI to prathA cAlaze ke mArA pachI je hoya ne e dAdAnI pachI mUke, eTale

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 93 meM kahyuM che ke mArI mUrti mUkavI hoya to sImaMdhara svAmInI sAme huM Ama karIne (page lAgatAM) besI rahyo houM tevI mUrti mUkajo. praznakartA : mUrti mUkavI paDe evuM hoya to ja evI karAvavI. dAdAzrI : to teno vAMdho nahi. eTale lokone thAya ke A dAdAne pUjAvAnI kAmanA nathI, pUjavAnI kAmanA che. eTale pUjAvA mATe nathI. A pUjavA mATe che ane emane pUjavAnuM che. e batAve che, huM to bahu bahu pUjAyelo chuM. anaMta avatArathI dharAI gayo chuM. pUjAI, pUjAIne ! e bhIkha nathI rahI mArI koI jAtanI. e to eka jAtanI bhIkha che mAnanI, pUjAvAnI kAmanA. A badhI kAmanA choDIe, to eno ukela Ave. jema sAdhuoe mArA 'guru, dAdA guru' karyuM. te melane mUA. ahIM bApa, dAdo karyA pAchAM ! dAdAgurune lAve pAcho ! pustakamAM emanuM nAma lakhe. A to emanI mUrti besADe. zrImad rAjacaMdre ghaNuM nA kahyuM hatuM, to ya emanI mUrti besADI lokoe ! praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : kAraNa ke lokone ema ke pAchaLa prabhuzrInI mUkatAM phAve. pachI prabhuzrInI pAchaLa brahmacArInI Ave. praznakartA : pachI to bIjAnI Ave. dAdAzrI : hA. kRpALudeva cokhkhA mANasa, prabhuzrI ya pyaoNra hatA. pachI gaMdavADo karI nAkhyo. mUrti mUkvAto roga ! mane to bahu dabANa AvyA kare ke mUrti ghAlo. ahIM mUrti mUkI hoya ne bhaI tyAM AgaLa kArakunanI nokarI karato hoya, bIjA avatAramAM ! pazumAM ya gayelo hoya ! amAre to saMgha Akho bahu dabANa kare, paNa meM nA cAlavA dIdhuM. mUrtino roga pese nahi. mArI pAchaLa pelo rivAja baMdha thaI jAya. zrImad rAjacaMdra nA vartamAna tIrthaMkara kahetA hatA ke mArI mUrti mUkazo nahi. to ya mUkAvaDAvI eTale mUkAvanAranI mUrti pachI enI pAchaLathI mUkAI. jo nirAMte vyApAra cAlu rahyone, e vepAra huM baMdha karI devA mAguM chuM. 94 eTale huM ahIMthI kApI nAkhuM to pachI vAMdho-bhAMjagaDa nahine, pachI lAlaca nA rahene ! pachI e kemanI enI mUrti mUkAvaDAve ? AratI sImaMdhara svAmItI ! hAlamAM je bhagavAna brahmAMDamAM hAjara che, temanI AratI A badhA kare che te mArA thru (mAdhyama dvArA) kare che ne huM te AratI temane pahoMcADuM chuM. huM paNa temanI AratI karuM chuM. doDha lAkha varasathI bhagavAna hAjara che. temane pahoMcADuM chuM. AratImAM badhA devo hAjara hoya che. jJAnI puruSanI AratI sImaMdhara svAmIne TheTha pahoMce. devaloko zuM kahe che ? ke jyAM paramahaMsanI sabhA hoya tyAM ame hAjara hoIe. ApaNI AratI game te maMdiramAM gAo to bhagavAnane hAjara thavuM paDe. ghera ghera karavA jevI AratI ! jene tyAM 'dAdA'nI AratI Utare, tene tyAM to vAtAvaraNa ja bahu UMcuM varte ! AratI to virati che ! jene ghera AratI thAya, ene ghera to vAtAvaraNa AkhuM ja pheraphAra thaI jAya. pote to 'zuddha' thato jAya ne gharanAM badhAM chokarAne ya, badhAMne ya UMcA saMskAra maLe. A AratI barobara bolAyane, te ghera dAdA hAjara thAya ! ane dAdA hAjara thAya eTale badhA ja devaloka hAjara thAya ane badhA ja devalokanI kRpA rahe. AratI to ghera niyamita bolAya ane ene mATe amuka TAIma nakkI karI rAkhavo to bahu ja sAruM. gharamAM eka ja kleza thAya to vAtAvaraNa AkhuM ya bagaDI jAya. paNa A AratI e pratipakSI kahevAya, tenAthI to zuM thAya ? ke vAtAvaraNa sudharI jAya ane cokhkhuM pavitra thaI jAya !

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 95 A AratI vakhate tamane je phUlAM caDhe che, e devone ame caDhAvIe chIe ane pachI tamane te caDhAvIe chIe. jagatamAM koIne ya devonA caDhAvelAM phUlAM caDhatAM ja nathI, A to tamane ja caDhe che. enAthI mokSa to rahe ne uparathI tamane saMsArI vighno nA Ave. AratI veLAe amIjharaNAM.... ApaNe tyAM AgaLa sImaMdhara svAmInA derAsaramAM, mahesANA gayA'tA e to, ame to 35 jaNa che te tyAM AratI utArI. meM pahelI vakhata AratI utArI. AkhI basa hatI. te AratI to ApaNI bolavA nA de. ApaNI AratI judI che. tame jANo cho ne ?! e tyAM bolavA de nahine ! paNa e pUjArIe kahyuM ke tamArI AratI bolo. ane meM che te jAte AratI utArI. AratI vakhate to mane to dekhAya badhuM. pachI huM to kazI vAta boluM nahi. mahIM ApaNA mahAtmAomAM keTalAMka joI gayelA ane pachI che te ame utAre gayA tyAre pelo pUjArI tyAM utAre Avyo. kahe che, 'A sImaMdhara svAmInA Aje TapakAM paDa paDa karatAM'tAM, te bahu paDyAM.' praznakartA : amI jharyAM. dAdAzrI : hA. te Aje banyuM. Aje keTalA dahADe, A ahIM padharAmaNI thayA pachI. emanI pratiSThA thayA pachI. koI dahADo AvA sarasa amI jharyAM nathI. A niraMtara amI ja jharyA karatAM'tAM ! pachI Aja banyuM. zuM karyuM tame ? tyAre meM kahyuM, meM kazuM karyuM nathI Aja. pratiSThA karI nathI meM. pratiSThA kare to bane evuM vakhate, paNa pratiSThA karI nathI. A AratI utArIne, emAM A banyuM. eTale badhuM thAya. A kaMI zAsana bagaDyuM nathI. bAkI pratiSThA ame karIe chIe keTalIka jagyAe. kAraNa ke AjanI pratiSThA, Aje AcArya-mahArAjo kare che ne, te zAstranA AdhAre kare che, e karanAra koNa hovo joIe ? zAstranI pratiSThA sAcI che, paNa karanAra samakitI hovo joIe agara to jJAnI hovo joIe. eTale Aje phaLa nathI ApatI. 96 vartamAna tIrthaMkara zAsatadevo prabhAva pADe ! praznakartA : tIrthaMkaronI pratimAmAMthI amI jhare che, e sAcuM ke khoTuM ? dAdAzrI : have e to badhuM sAcuM che, emAM be mata nA hoya paNa badhe sAcuM nathI hotuM. keTalIka jagyAe banAvaTI hoya che ne keTalIka jagyAe sAcuM hoya che. kAraNa ke badhuM bagaDyuM haze, paNa zAsana nathI bagaDyuM. hA, bhagavAnanuM zAsana tevuM ne tevuM che. eTale amI jhare che. badhuM ja bane che ne ! pratiSThA jJAtI thakI ! ame jayapura gayA'tA, eka basa laIne. te tyAM biralAvALAnuM maMdira hatuM. rAma-lakSmaNa-sItAnI e traNa mUrtio goThavelI ane maMdira navuM bAMdheluM. tyAre ame badhA tyAM jaIne beThAM, darzana karyA. ApaNe to badhA darzanane mAnIe ne ! ApaNe ahIM to pakSapAta nahIM ne ! jaina-vaiSNavo badhA Ave ane vyavahArathI che. ApaNe kaMI A nizcaya che nahi, vyavahAra che. eTale pachI tyAM AgaLa jaI beThA. pachI meM pratiSThA karI kahyuM ke AvI sarasa mUrti che, paNa pratiSThA nathI dekhAtI. te be varasa para bAMdheluM. pachI pratiSThA karI. eTale pachI pelo pUjArI doDato Avyo ane dAdAnA pagamAM mAthuM mUkIne khUba raDyo e to ! khUba raDIne pachI A mALA paherAvI gayo. mane kahe che ke 'Aje bhagavAnane hasatAM joyAM, nahi to koI dahADo hasyA ja nathI. tame zuM karyuM ?" meM kahyuM, 'meM A pratiSThA karI che. lokonuM kalyANa thaI jAya !' A ya pratiSThAnuM ja rUpaka che. A tame 'caMdulAla' banyA che e pratiSThA ja tame karI che. have pharI pratiSThA nA karavI hoya, nA anukULa AvatuM hoya to pratiSThA baMdha karI do. pratiSThA thAya pachI pUjya gaNAya. eTale ame cetana mUkIe emAM. mUrtimAM cetana mUkIe tyAra pachI pratiSThA thaI kahevAya. A derAsaramAM jo jo ne, ame eka-eka mUrtimAM cetana mUkIzuM.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAna tIrthaMkara praznakartA : A mUrtimAM prANapratiSThA kare che, to vyaktimAM kema nahi ? dAdAzrI : huM prANapratiSThA ja karuM chuM ne ! tyAre bIjuM karuM chuM zuM ? A badhA mane page lAge che ne prANapratiSThA ja kare che emAM. praznakartA : thaI zake ? e satya che ? dAdAzrI : e satya hatuM, enAM para nakala karelI che pelI to. ane A je bhAgane huM prANapratiSThA karuM chuM ne e mUrti ja che, jIvatI nathI. praznakartA : e mUrti ja che. dAdAzrI : A ya mUrti che ne te ya mUrti che. beu mUrtio ja be ?!' mUA, bola pAMsaro thaIne ! ema kahe che. paNa pratiSThA karI eTale bhagavAna besADyA ane pratiSThA to A sAdhu-AcAryo kare che. ne temAM ya lokone sAdhAraNa tyAM darzana karavAnuM mana thAya che. to jo jJAnI puruSa pratiSThA kare to mUrti bole ! vAtacIta kare tamArI sAthe ! A suratanA derAsaramAM sImaMdhara svAmInI mUrti jojo ane kRSNa bhagavAnanI mUrti jojo, tyAM javAnuM thAya tyAre e vAto karaze ane A prANapratiSThA ja che. paNa A tamArI karelI prANapratiSThA che. mArI karelI nahi. A to huM che te tamane 'A' jJAna ApyA pachI, AtmAnI prANapratiSThA karAvaDAvuM chuM. praznakartA : AtmAne jAgrata karo cho. dAdAzrI : ajJAnatAmAM pratiSThA karelI ke sasarA thavuM che, to sasarA thayA. praznakartA : paNa mUrtionA camatkAra hoya che, to manuSyanA camatkAra kyA ? dAdAzrI : mUrtio zI rIte camatkAra kare ? praznakartA : derAsaromAM amIjharaNAM thAya che, te zuM che ? dAdAzrI : evuM che, A lokono mUrti para vizvAsa DagI jAya che tyAre bIjA devaloko A badhA amIjharaNAM kare ! mahIM kaMku kADhe, cokhA kaDhAvaDAve. eTale loka pAchAM jAya tyAM badhAM. praznakartA : A badhuM paugalika che ne ? dAdAzrI : hA. praznakartA : A prANapratiSThA vakhate amIjharaNAM thAya che, e devo kare che ? dAdAzrI : zAsanadevo kare. jene A zAsana nabhAvavuM che e devo kare ! mUrti zuM kahe che ? "tArI banAvI huM banI, tArI eka phUTI ke AvA to covIsa maMdiro thavAnA che ! have tamArA kacchIo badhA bahu Ave che satsaMgamAM. praznakartA : Ape kahyuM che te. covIsa maMdira thavAnA che AvA surata jevAM. dAdAzrI : hA. paNa kacchamAM thAya to sAruM. kyAM sudhI e rivAjomAM rahevuM ? keTalAMka loko mane kahe che, "sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara tame zuM kAma baMdhAvo cho ? ane amane soMpI do. to ame bAMdhI ApIe, tamArA kahyA pramANe." meM kahyuM, 'tamArA rItarivAja amAre ghAlavA paDe ane tamArA rivAjo che te zuSka ane jaDa rivAjo che. sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse mane darzana karavA aMdara nathI javA detAM ne ! jJAnI puruSane ya roke ! pavitramAM pavitra, niraMtara pavitra hoya. je dehanA mAlika nathI, tene ja A loko aMdara javA nathI detA !" ane loko ya kevA premathI paisA Ape che ! nahi to A derAsara baMdhAvuM, kaMI

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 100 vartamAna tIrthaMkara mahesANA jevI mUrti thaze. A aMbAlAla mULajIbhAInA nAma para nathI. A tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA nAma para zenI khoTa hoya ? haju to kazuM nAma nathI bolAyuM, te pahelAM to pAMca lAkha rUpiyA bhegA thaI gayA che. vAra nA lAgene ! ane A to paisA UDI UDIne paDaze. kyAMthI paDaze ? A kaMI so-so, hajAra-hajAre ochuM vaLavAnuM che ? praznakartA : paisA kyAMthI AvatA haze ? dAdAzrI : paisA to puNyazALInI pAse badhA hoya ja ne. kAraNa ke sAcI vAta A duniyAmAM hoya to A kalyANa thAya. bAkI kalyANa thAya nahi. sahelI vAta nathI. jainoe kahyuM, paisA ApavA mATe paNa e to pachI emanA kAyadAo ghAlI de. praznakartA : hA. kAyadA emanA ghAlI de. dAdAzrI : amAre to vaiSNava AvavAnA, badhA AvavAnA. te e loko emanA kAyadAthI pesavA nA de pachI. pUjA karavI hoya to nA pesavA de. vaiSNavone e kahe, AvA kapaDAM paherIne aMdara jAva.... zuM ? kAyadA pesI jAyane ? eTale (jainonA paisA levAnI) badhAe nA pADI, ApaNA mahAtmAoe. ArasanI asaro ! meM kahyuM, 'ArasanuM AkhuM derAsara banAvavAnuM ?" tyAre badhA kahe che, "AkhuM derAsara ArasanuM thAya to bahu sAruM.' praznakartA : badhAnI icchA kharI ke ArasanuM thavuM joIe. dAdAzrI : badhA bahu mANasonI IcchA. meM pUchayuM paNa kharuM badhAne. praznakartA : Arasa kema badhA derAsaramAM vaparAya ? dAdAzrI : ene A vedhara (AbohavA) asara nA kare. bIjA badhAne asara kare. Arasane moDAmAM moDI asara thAya. hajAra varSanuM ArasanuM deruM hoya paNa praznakartA : to ame badhA Arasa jevAM thaI gayA. dAdAzrI : hA. Arasa karatAM UMcA ! tamArI to vAta ja judI. tame kaMI patharA cho ? patharAmAM pahelo naMbara Arasa kahevAya. ananya bhakti, tyAM apAya ! ApaNe mokSamAM javAnuM che tyAM AgaLa. mokSamAM javAya eTaluM puNya joIe. ahIMyA tame sImaMdhara svAmInuM jeTaluM karazo, eTaluM badhuM tamAruM AvI gayuM. badhuM bahu thaI gayuM. emAM evuM nathI ke A ochuM che. emAM to tame je (ApavA mATe) dhAryuM hoya ne e badhuM karo. eTale badhuM thaI gayuM. pachI AthI vadhAre karavAnI jarUra nathI. pachI davAkhAnA bAMdho ke bIjuM bAMdho. e badhuM jude raste jAya. e ya puNya kharuM paNa saMsAramAM ja rAkhe ane A puNyAnubaMdhI puNya, je mokSe javA helpa kare ! A anaMta avatAranI khoTa bhAMgavAnI che ane eka ja avatAramAM bhAMgavAnI che. eTale kharI rIte mArI pAchaLa paDavuM joIe, paNa e to tamAruM gajuM nahIM. A emanI joDe tAra-sAMdho meLavI ApuM chuM, kAraNa ke tyAM javAnuM che. hajI eka avatAra bAkI raheze. ahIMthI sIdho mokSa thavAno nathI. hajI eka avatAra bAkI raheze. emanI pAse besavAnuM che eTale sAMdho meLavI ApuM chuM ane A bhagavAna AkhA varlDanuM kalyANa karaze. eTale AkhA varlDanuM kalyANa thaze emanA nimittathI. kAraNa ke e jIvatA che. gayelA hoya ne e kazuM ja dhoLe nahi, khAlI puNya baMdhAya. sImaMdhara svAmInA nAma para... ApaNA mATe to kazuM karavuM na hatuM, paNa A saMketathI utpanna thayeluM che. eTale A suratanI pAse hAIve upara thAya che A. lagabhaga

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 101 tAma deze, tenAM duHkha jaze ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmInuM maMdira eTalA mATe baMdhAvo cho ke pachI badhAM e rIte AgaLa AvI zake. dAdAzrI : sImaMdhara svAmInuM nAma leze ne, tyAMthI ja pheraphAra thavA mAMDaze. praznakartA : sadguru vagara to pahoMcAze nahi ne ? dAdAzrI : sadguruthI to mokSe javAnuM sAdhana hoya paNa A lokone je duHkho che te badhAM jatAM rahe, puNya udayamAM pheraphAra thayA karaze. eTale A duHkha bicArAne nA rahe. A badhA keTalA duHkhomAM sapaDAyA kare che. pachI mokSa to thaze. sadguru maLe to kaMI dahADo vaLe, nahi to nA maLe to puNya to bhogave bicAro. sAruM karma to bAMdhe. khoTAM karma nA kare to bahu thaI gayuM. mokSa to badhAMno hoya ja nahi ne ! mokSa to ko'kano ja hoya. jene guru hoya e bhAgyazALI. emanAthI badalAvAnuM hoya te badhuM ja badalAya. guru sArA eTale cokhkhA, ahaMkAra hoya teno vAMdho nathI, paNa cokhkhA eTale paisA bhegA karavA mATe nahIM. vicAro viSaya mATe nahi joIe. jyAM viSaya ane paisA hoya tyAM guru nathI. paisAnuM hoya, e to rAmalIlA ja kahevAya ! paisA hoya tyAM dharma nA hoya. dharma hoya tyAM paisA na hoya. ....to ya thAya kalyANa ! praznakartA : Ape eka jagyAe kIdhuM che ke phUla samaja ane phUla anubhava e ja paramAtmA che, to pachI paramAtmAnA badhA pikacaro (phoTAo) kema che ? bhagavAnanA badhA phoTAo kema che ? badhe rAmano, kRSNano, zaMkara bhagavAnano ? dAdAzrI : phoTA nA hoya to zI rIte oLakhAya ? zI rIte tamane khabara paDe ? praznakartA : paNa A paramAtmA sAthe samajAvyA ke phUla (pUrNa) vartamAna tIrthaMkara samaja ne phUla anubhava e ja paramAtmA, to emAM to koI evo phoTo che ja nahi. 102 dAdAzrI : paNa e jenAmAM hoya, eno phoTo to hoyane ! derAsarano phoTo hoyane ! juone, A derAsarano (sImaMdhara svAmInuM citrapaTa) phoTo dekhAya che ne ? tyAre e derAsarano phoTo joIe, to 'bhagavAna ahIM che' evuM khAtarI thAya. kazuMka joIe to ApaNane dekhAyane. mATe bhagavAna badhA phoTAvALA joIe. phoTA e derAsara che ne mahIM bhagavAna beThA che ! praznakartA : emAM beThelA bhagavAnane ApaNe nA oLakhIe, paNa jenAmAM evA bhagavAna che. emanAM darzana kara kara karIe, enI bhajanA karIe to ya koIka divase samaja AvI jAya ne ? dAdAzrI : to ya bahu thaI gayuM. emanuM nididhyAsana karIe, to ya AvI jAya. derAsaranAM pagathiyAM aDI AvIe to ya kalyANa thaI jAya. A bhakti zetA mATe ? praznakartA : maMdiramAM bhagavAnanI loko badhA 'pre' (prArthanA) karatAM hoya che. huM nathI karato, kAraNa ke mane enuM mahattva samaja nahi paDeluM hatuM. te mane jANavuM che ke mahattva zuM che ne kevI rIte karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : kazuM ya mahattva nathI. loka kaheze ke A bhagavAnano phoTo laI jAva, A tamane bacAvaze. tane bApo ya bacAvanAro nathI. e badhA gayA mahIM, phoTA laIne AvyA. to e koNa bacAvavAnA che ? e ApaNI zraddhA bacAve che ! e phoTAvALA kaMI bacAvavA AvyA che ! e phoTAvALA to hamaNe nAkhI daIe to DUbI jAya. e kaMI tare ? e to ApaNI zraddhA che, emAM je che. A to badhA phoTA bhegA karyAM che. enuM zuM kAraNa ? A mane bacAvaze, A mane bacAvaze... mUA nahIM bacAve. e emanuM ja baceluM nahi tyAM !! eTale emanI lAlaco pUrI karavAnuM sAdhana che e. mAtAjInI

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 103 104 vartamAna tIrthaMkara zA hAruM bhakti karato hoya ? mAruM zarIra sAruM rahe, chokarAne tyAM chokaro nathI, lAlaco badhI. bhautika sukho mATe A badhA lAlacamAM paDyA che. koI mokSane mATe pUjA karatA nathI. paNa te ya ame to kahIe chIe ke jyAM sudhI mokSano mArga nA maLe, tyAM sudhI bhautika sukho mATe A bhakti karajo ane A bhakti choDAvI dezo to ramI ramavA jato raheze mUo, jeTalo navaro paDyo to ! eTale AmAM gUMthAyelA rahe evuM karyA karavuM. emAM tamArI ja zraddhA phaLe ! praznakartA: A badhA bAdhA-AkhaDIo kare che ke bhagavAna Ama karazo to Ama karIza, to emAM keTalI satyatA che ? dAdAzrI : emAM evuM che ke koI kazuM karatuM nathI. bhagavAna kaMI evo navaro nathI AvuM badhuM karavA hAruM. tamArI zraddhA phaLe che. tame bhagavAna para zraddhA rAkho. e zraddhA tUTe nahi to e zraddhA tamArI phaLa che. bIjuM bhagavAna kazuM karato nathI emAM ! bhagavAna to tyAM paththara rUpe beThA che ke je rUpe beThA che ! hA, dehadhArI rUpe jIvatA bhagavAna hoya tyAM kRpA thAya, emane rAjI karo to kRpA thAya. emane rAjI karavA mATe ATalI cIja nA joIe. lakSmIno vyavahAra bilakule ya joIe nahi. strI-viSayavikAra bilakula nA joIe. strIno vicAra paNa nA hovo joIe. lakSmI ane strI, be bilakula joIe nahi ane varlDamAM koI cIjanI bhIkha na hoya. mAnanI, kIrtinI, kazAnI nahi. jyAM koI paNa jAtanI bhIkha che mAnanI-kIrtinI, to te zI rIte bhagavAna kahevAya ? jAtajAtanI IcchAo hoya ! bhagavAna nirIchuka hoya. niraMtara samAdhi hoya bhagavAnane ! prabhupUjAtAM pagathiyAM ! praznakartA: dareka dharmanAM zAstromAM nAmanuM mahatva bahu batAve che. nAmanA jApa karavAnuM, emAM zuM rahasya haze ? dAdAzrI : e badhuM ekAgratA mATe che. 'nAma' e sthaLa che, sthaLa bhakti che, pachI 'sthApanA' e sUkSma bhakti che, pachI 'dravya' e sukSmatara bhakti che ane chelle 'bhAva' e sUkSmatama che. A cAra prakAranI bhakti che. te ekalAM "mahAvIra, mahAvIra" bolatA hoya to ya e sthaLa bhakti thaI ane jo sthApanA eTale ke phoTo mUkIne mahAvIra, mahAvIra' kare te sUkSma bhakti thaI kahevAya ane jAte mahAvIra hAjara hoya ne bhakti kare to sUkSmatara bhakti kahevAya. A mAro phoTo mUkIne bhakti kare, enAM karatAM huM jAte hAjara houM ne mArI hAjarImAM bhakti kare to e sUkSmatara bhakti kahevAya. ane pachI mArI AjJA ja pALe to e sUkSmatama bhakti kahevAya. mAruM kahevAnuM, amArI AjJA, enA bhAvamAM AvI jAya to e bhAva bhakti thaI gaI. e tarata phaLa ApanAruM che. pelI traNeya prakAranI bhakti bhautika phaLa ApanArI che ane 'A' ekaluM ja 'riyalI kaeNza' che. tethI to ame kahIe chIe ke "dhIsa Ijha kaeNza beMka Ina dhI varlDa.' Ane 'kaeNza beMka' zAthI kahIe chIe ke atyAre "ahIM' chellI bhakti thAya. nAma bhakti ya khoTI nathI. nAmano evo niyama nathI. nAmamAM to "rAma" bole to ya cAle ne koI 'lImaDo' bola bola kare to ya cAle. khAlI bolavuM joIe. je bolyA tenI mahIM upayoga rahe, eTale bIjI bAju lisoTA nA mAra mAra kare. AtmAne eka ghaDIvAra vIlo mUkAya evo nathI, mATe kaMIkane kaMIka enA mATe upayoga rAkhavo. mATe nAmasmaraNa kare che e kaMI khoTuM nathI. koI vastu khoTI hotI ja nathI A jagatamAM. paNa nAma, sthApanA ne dravya e traNeya vyavahAra che ane bhAva ekaluM ja nizcaya che. vyavahAramAM to anaMta avatArathI AnuM A ja karyuM che ne bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka karyA karyuM che ! AcAryo thayA, sAdhuo thayA, sAdhvIjI thayA, Ama ne Ama bhaTaka bhaTaka karyA karyuM, mArga maLyo nahi. zraddhA ja phaLa Ape ! evuM che, deva tamArI 'bilipho'ne AdhIna che. mUrtimAM darzana karo. paNa 'bilipha' nA hoya to zo phAyado ? 'bilipha' anavakAzapaNe hoya to te rAtadahADo yAda AvyA kare. mATe mUrtimAM zraddhA mUko.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 105 vartamAna tIrthaMkara che. mUrti e bhagavAna nathI, tamArI zraddhA ja bhagavAna che. chatAM bhagavAnanAM darzana karo to bhAvathI karajo. mahenata karIne darzana karavA jAo. paNa darzana barAbara bhAvathI nA karo to mahenata nakAmI jAya. sAyA darzatatI rIta ! bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM ke derAsaramAM jaIne sAcAM darzana karavAnI icchA hoya to, huM tamane darzana karavAnI sAcI rIta zikhavADuM. bolo, che koIne icchA ? praznakartA: hA, che. zIkhavADo dAdA. kAlathI ja te pramANe darzana karavA jaIzuM. dAdAzrI : bhagavAnanA derAsaramAM jaIne kahevuM ke "he vItarAga bhagavAna ! tame mArI mahIM ja beThA cho, paNa mane tenI oLakhANa nathI thaI tethI tamArAM darzana karuM chuM. mane A 'jJAnI puruSa' dAdA bhagavAne zikhavADyuM che, tethI A pramANe tamArA darzana karuM chuM. to mane mArI potAnI oLakhANa thAya evI Apa kRpA karo." jyAM jAo tyAM A pramANe darzana karajo. A to judAM judAM nAma ApyAM. 'rileTivalI' judAM judAM che, badhA bhagavAna 'riyalI' eka ja che. dukAna TAvara AgaLa hoya ne dukAnanA vicAra ahIM kare ! alyA, je sthaLa para houM te sthaLanA vicAra kara. are, rastAmAM paNa dukAnanA vicAra karatA karatA jAya ane maMdiramAM javA nIkaLe tyAre koI dharmanA vicAra karatuM ja nathI ! tyAM to dukAnanA vicAra kare che. keTalAMkane to roja maMdiramAM javAnI Teva paDI gayelI hoya che. alyA, Teva paDI che, mATe tuM darzana kare che bhagavAnanAM ? bhagavAnanA darzana to roja navAM navAM ja lAgavAM joIe ne darzana karavA jatI vakhate nahIM ullAsa 'phezana pheza' ja hovo joIe. A to roja dAbaDI laIne darzana karavA javAnI Teva paDI gaI hoya che. mUrti thakI bhakti ! vyavahAranA deva mUrta svarUpe che ane nizcayanA deva amUrta svarUpe mUrti zAthI mUkI che ? enI pAchaLa zI bhAvanA che ? "sAheba, tame sanAtana sukhavALA cho ne huM to 'TempararI" sukhavALo chuM. mAre ya sanAtana sukhanI icchA che." bhagavAna sanAtana sukhavALA che, tethI to juone mUrtimAM che to ya ApaNAM karatAM rUpALA dekhAya che, jANe joyA ja karIe ! ApaNe bhagavAnanI mUrtinAM darzana karIe chIe, tyAre mUrti zuM kare che ? "bhAI, A mAla mAro nathI, A mAla tArA ja zuddhAtmAno che." eTale mUrti tamArA zuddhAtmAne pAchuM mokalI Ape che. Ane parokSa bhakti kahevAya ! jJAtI, mUrtAmUrta ! | 'AtmA' amUrta che ane mUrtanI mahIM rahelo che. je mUrti che e 'rileTiva' che ane mahIM amUrta che te 'riyala' che. je mUrtimAM amUrta pragaTa thaI gayA che, te mUrtAmUrta bhagavAna kahevAya. 'jJAnI puruSa' pragaTa bhagavAna kahevAya, tyAM ApaNuM AtyaMtika kalyANa thAya. Ama cIlo goThavI Ape ! praznakartA : Apa sAkSAtkArI puruSa cho, have Apa maMdiramAM jAva, enAthI maMdiramAM javA mATenI pratiSThA nathI UbhI thatI ? dAdAzrI : ame jyAM jaIe tyAM badhe darzana karavA jaIe. derAsaromAM, mahAdevanA maMdiramAM, mAtAjInA derAmAM, masjidamAM badhe ja darzana karavA jaIe. ame nA jaIe to loko ya nA jAya, enAthI cIlo avaLo paDe. amArAthI cIlo avaLo nA paDe. enI amArI javAbadArI hoya. 'lokone kema zAMti thAya, kema sukha thAya?' evAM amArA rastA hoya. A to citatA camatkAra ! praznakartA : pUjA karatI vakhate mane ekAda kSaNa sudhI camakAro thAya

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 107 108 vartamAna tIrthakara che, zuM e Atmaojasa che ? dAdAzrI : e to cittanA camatkAro che. emAM zraddhA bese eTale e sthiratA lAve che. AtmAnI lAITa e kalpI kalpAya nahi evI che. mane koI kahe ke, "mane mahAvIra bhagavAna dekhAya che.' to kahuM ke, A to bahAra joyelI mUrti che te dekhAya che, paNa e to drazya che, e drazyano draSTA khoLa ! draSTine draSTAmAM rAkha ne jJAnane jJAtAmAM rAkha, to kAma thAya." citasthiratAnAM sAdhano cittane ThekANe rAkhavA mATe A maMdiromAM ghaMTa mUkyo ! bhagavAnane AMgI zA mATe ? zaNagAra zA mATe ? sugaMdhI dravyo mUkyA zAthI ? citta ThekANe rahe te mATe. ghaMTa vAge tyAre bahAranAM hohA, kakaLATa saMbhaLAya nahi, paNa atyAre akkalavALAo ghaMTa vAgato hoya to ya bhagavAnanAM darzana kare tyAre joDe joDe joDAno ya mahIM phoTo pADe ! alyA 'vyavasthita'ne to jone ! enA haze to laI jaze ne laI jaze to eka vakhata laI jaze, kAyama nahi laI jAya ne ? to laI javA de ne ! hisAba cUkate thaze ! to draSTiphaLa eTale rAjAnI draSTi paDe ane bhaIne pUche ke, 'tame kyAM raho cho ?" te jANyA pachI ene sArI jagyA rahevA maLe, te 'draSTiphaLa' ! eka rAjAnI draSTithI AvuM phaLa maLe che tyAre 'jJAnI puruSanI draSTithI zuM nA maLe ? rAjA to UNo che, ene to rAja vadhAravAnI lAlaca che, jyAre A to 'jJAnI puruSa', je saMpUrNa nirIcchaka dazAmAM varte ! ane temanI draSTinuM phaLa to kevuM hoya ? ahIM satsaMgamAM Avyo, eTale ahIMthI e draSTiphaLa avazya laI jAya. sevAphaLathI to rAjAnA aDhIso rUpiyA maLe che, paNa rAjAne vaMdIne Avyo, tethI to draSTiphaLa maLe ! 'jJAnI puruSa'nAM darzana karyA, tethI to UMcAmAM UcA phaLa, abhyadaya ane AnuSaMgika maLe che. ane tethI to zAMti UMcAmAM UMcI rahe che ! saMsAranuM vighna nA naDe ane mokSanuM kAma thAya, baMne ya sAthe ja rahe, vItarAga bhagavAnanAM darzana jo karatAM AvaDe te, bhalene e mUrti che, chatAM abhyadaya ane AnuSaMgika phaLa maLe ! paNa e darzana karavAnuM to 'jJAnI puruSa' samajAve to AvaDe, nahi to koIne AvaDe nahi ne ? "jJAnI puruSa' mUrnAmUrta che, eTale emanAM darzanathI to, baMne abhyadaya ane AnuSaMgika phaLa maLe. 'jJAnI puruSa'nAM darzana mATe to koTI janmonI puNyano ceka vaTAvavo paDe. hajAro varSe 'jJAnI puruSa' pragaTa thAya ane temAM ya A to akrama jJAnI, te kazA ja japa nahi, tapa nahi ne vagara mahenate mokSa ! 'jJAnI puruSa' pAse draSTiphaLa maLe ane enAthI mokSaphaLa maLe ane sevAphaLathI saMsArano abhyadaya thAya. ahIM sevAmAM parama vinaya e ja sevA. ahIM 'jJAnI puruSa'ne kaMI khoTa hoya ? e kazAnA bhikhArI nA hoya. phUlano vinaya e ja sevA ! jene sAMsArika aDacaNa hoya te 'jJAnI puruSa'ne phUlo caDhAve to aDacaNo dUra thAya. bhagavAne bhAvapUjA ane dravya pUjA, baMne sAthe rAkhI che. phUla toDIne tame suMgho ke bIjo upayoga karo to te tamane nukasAna eTaluM ja che, paNa jo khAlI toDazo ja, to toDavAnuM nukasAna che. paNa jo bhagavAnane caDhAvavA phUla toDyAM che to phAyado vizeSa thaze. AnuSaMgika abhyadaya-AtuSaMgika ! satsaMga che purve saMcAlita, cAhuM abhyadaya-AnuSaMgika." 'jJAnI puruSa'ne maLe tyArathI be phaLa maLe. eka abhyadaya eTale saMsArano abhyadaya thato jAya, saMsAraphaLa maLe. ane bIjuM 'AnuSaMgika' eTale mokSaphaLa maLe ! baMne sAthe phaLa maLe. jo baMne phaLa sAthe nA maLe to te "jJAnI puruSa' nathI. A to pAra vagaranA ovaraDrAphaTa che, tethI dekhAtuM nathI. A satsaMga karo cho, mATe e ovaraDrAphaTa pUrA thavAnAM ja. ahIM mokSaphaLa ekaluM nA hoya, ema hoya to to eka lUgaDuM ya paheravA nA maLe. paNa nA, mokSaphaLa ane saMsAraphaLa baMne sAthe hoya. rAjAne tyAM sarvisa nakkI thAya ane rAjAne tyAM maLavA jaIe

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 109 110 vartamAna tIrthaMkara AtmaanubhavI puruSa ja nA hoya. ane koI vakhata AtmaanubhavI puruSa sivAya bIjA koInI vANI haiyAne ThAranAra hotI nathI ane hoya paNa nahi ! vItarAgotuM A vijJAta ! A vijJAna che. A vItarAgonuM, tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanuM A vijJAna che ! kRSNa bhagavAnanA kAkAnA dIkarA neminAthanuM vijJAna che A ! kRSNa bhagavAna paNa A vijJAnane pAmelA che. emAM samAya samasta brahmAMDa ! ane abhyadaya ema bhAvapUjAnAM be phaLo che. mokSamAM paNa laI jAya ane vaibhava paNa sAthe rahe. saMsArIe dravyapUjA karavAnI che ane AtmajJAnIoe bhAvapUjA ekalI ja karavAnI hoya. paNa A kALe A kSetrathI mokSa nathI, mATe hajI be-traNa avatAra karavAnA hovAthI dravyapUjA ane bhAvapUjA banne karavI joIe. bhagavAna mahAvIra hatA, tyAre A baMne abhyadaya ane AnuSagika zabdo hatA ane tenAM phaLa maLatAM hatAM. pachI to zabda e zabda ja rahyA. jo AnuSaMgika phaLa maLe to abhyadaya phaLa saheje ya maLe. abhyadaya e to bAya proDakTa che. jeNe chellI sTejanuM ArAdhana karyuM, AtmAnuM ArAdhana karyuM, ene bAya proDakTamAM jenI jarUriyAta hoya te avazya pUrI thAya. jJAnI puruSa maLe ane saMsAra abhyadaya nA maLe to bAvo thaI jAya. satsaMganI pariNatinAM phaLa ! ahIM 'satsaMgamAM beThA beThA karmanAM bojA ghaTyAM kare ane bahAra to naryA karmanA bojA vadhyA ja kare che, narI gUMcAmaNa ja che. ame tamane gerenTI ApIe chIe ke jeTalo vakhata ahIM satsaMgamAM besazo, teTalAM vakhata pUratuM tamArA dhaMdhApANImAM kayAreya paNa khoTa nahi jAya ane saravaiyuM kADhazo to mAlama paDaze ke saravALe napho ja thayo che. A satsaMga te kaMI jevo tevo satsaMga che ? kevaLa AtmA mATe ja je vakhata kADhe, ene saMsAramAM kyAMthI khoTa jAya ? naryo napho ja thAya. paNa AvuM samajAya to kAma nIkaLe ne ?! ahIM satsaMgamAM koI koI vakhata evo kALa AvI jAya che ke ahIM je beTho hoya tenuM eka lAkha varasanuM devagatinuM AyuSya baMdhAI jAya ane mahAvideha kSetre janama le ! A satsaMgamAM beTho eTale ema ne ema phero nakAmo nA jAya. A to kevo suMdara kALa Avyo che ! bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM satsaMgamAM javuM hoya to cAlatAM cAlatAM javuM paDatuM hatuM ! ane Aje to basa ke TrenamAM beThAM ke tarata ja satsaMgamAM AvI zakAya ! AvAM kALamAM A svarUpajJAna maLI jAya to to pachI kAma ja kADhI levAnuM hoya ne ! koI jagyAe AvI kyAMthI purve hoya ke sImaMdhara svAmInI oLakhANa paDe ? nahi to A chabi lAvyo hoya, A bIjI koI chabi lAvyo hoya, to kone page lAgavuM ? koNa sAcA ne koNa khoTA ? keTalI chabio bhegI karelI hoya. chabio keTalA prakAranI hoya ? naryo Akho hola bharyo hoya ! kazuM bhalIvAra nA Ave. A to A bannene (dAdA ne sImaMdhara svAmI) sinsIyara rahyA eTale badhuM AkhuM brahmAMDa AvI gayuM mahIM ! badhA bhagavAna mahIM AvI gayA ! ekane ja basa ! ApaNe eka tIrthaMkara khuza thaI jAya, to bahu thaI gayuM ! eka ghera javAnI jagyA hoya to ya bahu thaI gayuM ne ! badhAM ghera ghera kyAM pharIe ? ane ekanuM pahoMcyuM, to badhAne pahoMcI gayuM ane badhAne pahoMcADavAvALA rahI gayelA. ApaNe eka sAruM, sImaMdhara svAmI ! badhe pahoMcI jAya. akrama vijJAnatA anubhavo ! A akramavijJAna che ane anubhavamAM AveluM che. loko nahi mAne. loko Ane mAnaze nahi ane strI-chokarAM sAthe nirAMte besIne jamajo. sAthe vAto karajo, haso ane hasanArA'ne jojo, ema ame

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI tamane kahyuM che. 111 praznakartA : hA. hasanArAne jojo. dAdAzrI : AkhA dahADAmAM cAra vakhata 'hasanArA'ne joyo ne to ya ema prekTisa paDatAM badhuM thaI zakaze. kAraNa ke mAro eka-eka zabda AtmAne judo ja rAkhe che ke 'huM koNa ? A zuM che ?" to kahe, 'phAIla ! Aje phAIla mArI sArI nathI.' evuM tame kaho. praznakartA : hA, pachI A phAIla AvI. dAdAzrI : hA, ane koI bIjAne tame 'phAIla' kaho cho eTale bIjo 'zuddhAtmA' che ema ekasepTa karyo tame. A chellAmAM chelluM vijJAna. bolavAmAM ya tamAre saMpUrNa vijJAna che ! mahAvIra bhagavAna (hoya) to khuza thaI jAya. praznakartA : mahAvIra bhagavAna siddhakSetramAM beThAM beThAM khuza thatA haze, dAdA ! dAdAzrI : nA, emane kaMI levAdevA nahine ! paudgalika vAtAvaraNa ja nahine tyAM ! karUNA nItaratI vItarAgatA ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI khuza thatA haze. dAdAzrI : nA. e khuza nA hoya. vItarAgo khuza thatAM nathI hotA. vItarAgo karuNA darzAve che ke kahevuM paDe. AnI puSpane kahevuM paDe ! praznakartA : emane evuM to kaMI AvatuM hazene ! bhale khuzanI vAta javA do, nAkhuzanI vAta javA do. dAdAzrI : nA, e to karuNA.... praznakartA : karuNA AvatI haze ne ! vartamAna tIrthaMkara dAdAzrI : e lokone jeNe A nathI jANyuM tenI pare ya karuNA che ane AmanI pare ya karuNA che ! A lokoe zuM karyuM ke enuM phaLa A prApta thayuM ane zuM nathI karyuM ke enuM phaLa prApta nathI karyuM. e badhI karuNA. badhA pAmo evI IcchA. paNa ApaNe karIe eTale ApaNane phaLa maLe. e Ave nahi. 112 praznakartA : paNa dAdA, sImaMdhara svAmIne thatuM haze ne ke A dAdA mAruM kAma karI rahyA che. dAdAzrI : evuM nahi, paNa tame saMbhAro eTale tamane phaLa maLe. tyAMvALAne (siddhane) tame saMbhAro to phaLa nA maLe. pratikRtithI ahIM ja pamAya ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmIne saMbhAro to phaLa maLe. dAdAzrI : phaLa maLe. A dehadhArI che. tame eka avatAramAM tyAM jaI zako. te emanA dehane tame hAtha aDADI zakazo. praznakartA : hA, dAdA. amane cAnsa maLaze ne ! dAdAzrI : badho ya maLavAno. kema nA maLe ? sImaMdhara svAmInA nAmanI to tame bUmo pADo cho. sImaMdhara svAmInA nAmanA tame namaskAra karo cho. tyAM to javAnuM ja che ApaNe, eTalA hAruM ApaNe emane kahIe chIe ke, 'sAheba ! tame bhale tyAM beThA, amane nathI dekhAtA, paNa ahIM tamArI ame pratikRti karIne paNa ame tamArI pAse darzana karyA karIe chIe.' e bAra phUTanI mUrti mUkIne paNa ApaNe enI pAse darzana karIe, moDhethI saMbhArIe paNa pelI jIvatAMnI pratikRti hoya to sAruM paDe. je gayA enI sahI kAma lAgatI ja nathI, tenI pratikRti karIne zuM kAma ? A kAma lAge. A to arihaMta bhagavAna ! e be, ekatA eka ja ! praznakartA : atyAre A badhA je kIrtana kare che, 'dAdA bhagavAnanA

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 113 114 vartamAna tIrthaMkara asIma jaya jayakAra ho.' emAM dAdA bhagavAnanI oLakhANa kevI rIte Apo cho ? dAdAzrI : A dAdA bhagavAna na hoya. A dekhAya che, te dAdA bhagavAna na hoya. je sAcA dAdA bhagavAna, je AkhA varlDanA mAlika che, AkhA varlDanA bhagavAna che, te dAdA bhagavAnanI vAta karIe chIe. A dAdA bhagavAna nahIM, mahIM pragaTa thayo che, cauda lokano nAtha pragaTa thayo che, huM hauM e bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM ane dhIsa Ijha dhI keza benka ! bolatAMnI sAthe ja tarata phaLa ApanAruM che. mAMdA mANasa davAkhAnAmAM bole to tarata phaLa maLe. dAdAzrI : vidhi-bidhi te kyAM sudhI ? ke kevaLajJAna nA thAya tyAM sudhI. kevaLajJAna thayA pachI nahi. emane potAne kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI vidhi karo. potAne kevaLajJAna thayuM eTale pachI vidhi nahi. enA darzanathI ja ApaNane phaLa maLe. kAraNa ke e phUla darzana che, khaTapaTiyuM ja nathI darzana. A juone, amAre khaTapaTiyuM keTaluM ? praznakartA : keTalI khaTapaTa ! dAdAzrI : chatAM ya manamAM ema nathI ke "huM karuM chuM.' evAM ya bhAva nathI. "A mAre karavuM che tevAM ya bhAva nathI ane che khaTapaTiyuM. loka to kahe ne ke khaTapaTiyA sAcAM nA hoya ! tame khaTapaTa karo cho ! vItarAgatA chatAM ya khaTapaTa ! praznakartA : e ja thAya che ne bahAra ke A zenA hAruM kare che? pote vItarAga che, to pachI A khaTapaTa zenI ? dAdAzrI : A khaTapaTa zenA mATe ? paNa A khaTapaTiyA vItarAga che. vItarAga kevA che ? khaTapaTiyA vItarAga ! paNa A e nA samaje, to have eno upAya zo ? praznakartA : vItarAga khaTapaTiyA hoya ja nahi. ema ja samaje praznakartA : A badhA dAdA bhagavAnanuM kIrtana karatA hatA tyAre Apa paNa kaMI bolIne kIrtana karatA hatA, te konuM? dAdAzrI : huM haluM bolato hato ne ! huM dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. bhagavAnane traNaso sATha DigrI che. mane traNaso chappana DigrI che. mAre cAra DigrI khUTe che. teTalA hAruM meM paheluM bolavAnI zarUAta karI. tethI A badhA bole. emane ya khUTe che. tamAre khUTatI nathI ? praznakartA : e dAdA bhagavAna Apa jene bolAvo cho te ane A sImaMdhara svAmI, emanAmAM saMbaMdha zuM che Ama ? dAdAzrI : ohoho ! e to ekanA eka ja che. paNa A sImaMdhara svAmIne batADavAnuM kAraNa ke haju deha sAthe huM chuM eTale mAre tyAM javAnI jarUra che. kAraNa ke jyAM sudhI sImaMdhara svAmInA darzana thAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI mukta nA thAya. eka avatAra bAkI rahe. mukti to A mukta thayelAnA darzanathI maLe. jo ke mukta to huM ya thayelo chuM. paNa e saMpUrNa mukta che. e AvuM amArI jema lokone ema nA kahe ke Ama Avajo ne tema Avajo. huM tamane jJAna ApIza." e badhI khaTapaTo nA kare. pachI vidhi tahIM, darzana ja ! praznakartA : tIrthakaro vidhi karAve ke darzana ja ? ne ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe upAya zuM karIe ? nA samaje teno upAya nA thAya. samaje to samaje ne nA samaje to enuM ekaMya mazInarI navI badalAvI nathI. mazInarI AmAM badalAya nahi. pelI milanI mazInarI bagaDI gaI hoya to badalAya. riTI tyAM taiyArI ! amAre dhyeya zuM ? huM to gharanAM kapaDAM paheruM chuM. A baMne ya gharanAM kapaDAM pahere che. eka pAI koIne levAnI nahi ane jagata kalyANa mATenI badhI taiyArI che. pacAseka hajAra samakitadhArI mArI

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 115 116 vartamAna tIrthaMkara pAse che ane emAM basoeka jeTalAM brahmacArI che. e badhAM jagata kalyANa taiyAra thaI javAnAM. baMdhAI ja rahI che. te mahAvideha kSetramAM laI jAya che. AjJA pALavAthI dharmadhyAna thAya che, te badhuM phaLa Apaze. purve baMdhAya che, amArI AjJA pALe che eTalAM pUratI. te pachI tyAM AgaLa tIrthaMkaranI pAse bhogavavI paDaze. praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI amArA mahAtmAonA kacarA jevA AcAra che te joIne amane tyAM saMgharaze kharA ? dAdAzrI : te ghaDIe AvAM AcAra nahi rahe. atyAre tame je AjJA mArI pALo cho, tenuM phaLa te vakhate AvIne UbhuM raheze. ne atyAre je kacaro mAla che te mane pUchayA vagara bharyo hato, te nIkaLe mahIM prakAza vItarAgo jevo ! A to cauda lokano nAtha amArI mahIM pragaTa thayo che. A deha che e to parapoTo che, e kyAre phUTe e kahevAya nahi. e che tyAM sudhI tame tamAruM kAma kADhI lo. vItarAgone jevo prakAza thayelo tevo prakAza che. A 'jJAnI puruSa' pAse saMpUrNa samAdhAna thAya evuM che, mATe tamAruM kAma kADhI lo. ame to tamane ATaluM kahI chUTIe. ame vItarAga hoIe eTale tamane pachI kAgaLa nA lakhIe ke Avo. mANasa pharI Avate bhava manuSya thAya enI khAtarInuM ThekANuM nathI, evAM kALamAM jJAnI maLe to ApaNane eka-be avatArI banAvI de. bhale bIjA loko kahe ke ahIMthI mahAvideha kSetramAM nathI javAtuM, paNa ame kahIe chIe ke javAya che. jevo svabhAva tevuM kSetra ! praznakartA : Apa to amane tyAM mokalavAnAM cho ne ? dAdAzrI : e to kSetrano ja svabhAva che, tenA AdhAre kheMcAya jAya. jyAM jevI jela hoya ne, tevAM ja jelanA mANaso tyAM bhegA thAya. ahIMno svabhAva judI jAtano hoya. pAMcamA ArAnA mANaso bahu judI jAtanA hoya. A dekhAya che ne e badhA ! keTalIka mIThI mUMjhavaNo ! A jJAna lIdhA pachI A avatAra ja mahAvideha kSetra mATe tamAro ghaDAI rahyo che. mAre kaMI karavAnI jarUra nathI. necarala (kudaratI) niyama ja che. praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM kevI rIte javAya ? puNyathI ? dAdAzrI : A amArI AjJA pALe tenAthI A bhavamAM puNya praznakartA: dAdA, sImaMdhara svAmIne yAda karavAthI, sImaMdhara svAmI pAse javAya evuM nakkI thAya kharuM ? dAdAzrI : javAnuM e to nakkI hoya ja. emAM navuM nathI paNa satata yAda rahevAthI bIjuM kaMI navuM mahIM pese nahi. tIrthaMkara bhagavAna hoya, dAdA hoya to mAyA ghUse nahi. dAdA yAda rahyA karatA hoya ke tIrthaMkara yAda rahyA karatA hoya to mAyA ghUse nahi ! atyAre ahIM mAyA nA Ave. pUrNatAM darzana thakI pUrNatA ! praznakartA : Ape amArA kaoNjhIjha karmo baMdha karI dIdhAM. to have badhA DiscArja karmo patI jAya to ame mokSe jaIzuM. to vacce sImaMdhara svAmIne maLavAnI zI jarUra ? dAdAzrI : to kone maLavuM joIe ? praznakartA : koIne paNa maLavAnI zI jarUra ? A samajavA mATe dAdAzrI : paNa ame zuM kahIe chIe ? ke amAruM jJAna 356

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 117 118 vartamAna tIrthaMkara DigrInuM che. cAra bIjA umarevA tyAM javAnuM. ame amAruM jeTaluM che eTaluM ApI zakIe. bIjuM jJAna levAnuM rahetuM nathI. jJAna to saMpUrNa ApI dIdheluM ja che. paNa emanAM darzana karavAthI ja, e mUrti jovAthI ja ApaNe evAM thaI jaIe, basa. eTale khAlI darzana ja bAkI rahyA. bIjamAMthI pUnama ! jJAna ApIe chIe tyAre anAdikALathI, eTale lAkho avatAra thaI gayA, to amAsa hatI. amAsa tame samajyA ? 'no mUna" ! anAdikALathI 'DArkanesa'mAM (aMdhArAmAM) ja jIve che badhA. ajavALuM joyuM ja nathI. mUna (caMdra) joyo ja nathI ! te ame A jJAna ApIe chIe eTale mana pragaTa thAya che. te paheluM bIjanA jevuM ajavALuM Ave. ane AkhuM ya jJAna ApIe tyAre mahIM pragaTa thAya. keTaluM ? bIjanA caMdramA jeTaluM ja. pachI A avatAramAM pUnama thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe karI levuM. pachI bIjanI trIjI thAya, cotha thAya, cothanI pAMcama thAya.... ne pUnama thaI jAya eTale kamplITa thaI gayo ! praznakartA : phUla mUna A ja janmamAM thaI jaze ne ? dAdAzrI : haM, A ja janmamAM. paNa pachI eka avatAra thAya, te bilakula jAhojalAlIvALo. sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse ja besI rahevAnuM. kAraNa ke phUla mUna (pUnama) nathI. phoraTIntha (caudasa) che ane sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAna, e phUla mUna che. tyAM sudhI InTrIma (madhyavartI) gavarnamenTa ane pachI phUla gavarnamenTa ! svataMtra ! noTa DipenDanTa ! InDipenDanTa (svataMtra) ! pachI AgaLa ApaNe bahu jarUra nathI. ApaNI koleja ethI AgaLano bhAga nathI. ApaNI kolejamAM chelluM varSa bAkI rahI jAya che, eTale nakAmI AgalI mAthAkUTa karavAnI ? praznakartA : paNa dAdAjI, amane chellI DigrI game te bhavamAM ApI dejo. dAdAzrI : e to DigrI ja ApI devAnI. chelluM varSa tyAM bAkI praznakartA : chelluM varSa bAkI na rAkhatA. dAdAzrI : atyAre chelluM varSa bAkI rahyuM. te A (sImaMdhara svAmI) bhagavAna pAse jaIne, tyAM AgaLa pUruM thavAnuM. javAbadArI kotI lIdhI ? amAre sImaMdhara svAmI joDe saMbaMdha che. ame badhA mahAtmAonI mokSanI javAbadArI lIdhI che. amArI AjJA je pALaze, tenI ame javAbadArI laIe chIe. bIjA dehadhAraNa kyAM ? praznakartA : Apa hamaNAM jagata kalyANa karo cho, have e IcchAo amuka vakhata pachI ochI thaze to kharI ja ne ? athavA e pUrI thaI jaze, te pachI tamAro janma kyAM thaze ? dAdAzrI : pUruM thAya ja nahi. jayAre deha chUTe tyAre AnuM pariNAma Ave. te pAchuM te ghaDIe thoDuM bAkI hoya te pUruM thaI jAya ane pUruM thAya eTale mokSe jAya. A chellI IcchA che, potAne levAdevA nathI, chatAM e IcchA che. eka paNa IcchA che, tyAM sudhI saMsAramAMthI chUTe nahi, jo ke A amArI bharelI IcchA che. AjanI IcchA nathI. paNa bharelI IcchA pUrI thavI joIe. bharelI IcchA je hoya ne te pUrI thavAnI, nikAla thaI javAnI. praznakartA : ApanuM e cArja thayeluM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : nA, A je IcchAo che te DiscArja rUpe che, cArja rUpe nathI A. have khalAsa thavA Ave, A dehanuM badhuM e thaI gayuM eTale khalAsa, DiscArja khalAsa thaI jAya. pahelAM cArja kareluM, te A DiracArja thAya che. mane game ke nA game, paNa DiscArja thaye ja chUTako. praznakartA e IcchAo jyAre pUrI thaze, pachI A deha kAyama

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 119 raheze ? dAdAzrI : nA. e deha bIjo maLavAno che, e tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM thaI ane mokSe jatAM ekAda-be avatAramAM enI puNya pAchI bhogavIne pachI mokSe jaze. puNye to baMdhAya ne ? jagata kalyANa karyuM, enuM phaLa to e ja Ave pachI ane tIrthaMkara nAmakarme ya baMdhAya. tIrthaMkara phaLe ya Ave. paNa e bhogavavuM paDe. praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetrane videha sAthe saMbaMdho che kaMI ? dAdAzrI : nA. eTale mahAvideha kSetra ane videha, emAM phera bahu. videha to A dehathI je judo che, te videhI kahevAya. eTale A mahAvideha to kSetra ja che. evuM che ApaNAM jevAM ja loka che. phakta ApaNe tyAM traNa hajAra varSa pahelAM hatA evAM. to ya darzata thaze, ghaNAM kALa sudhI ! praznakartA : A paMca mahAbhUtarUpI deha vilaya thayA pachI paNa Apa A svarUpe keTalA samaya sudhI sthULarUpe ApanA mahAtmAone darzana dIdhA karazo ? dAdAzrI : huM zuM karavA darzana dIdhA karuM ? huM mArA kAmamAM houM ke A lokone darzana ApavA AvuM ? paNa darzana thayA kare kharAM. darzana ApavA mATe mAre AvavuM nA paDe. tamArA mahIMthI ja darzana thayA kare ane yathArtha phaLa Ape evAM. mAre darzana ApavA AvavAnI jarUra nathI. enI meLe ja svAbhAvika rIte darzana thayA kare. eTale ghaNAM samaya sudhI A sthULa rUpe darzana thaze lokone, mahAtmAone ! e karmodayato prabhAva ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI pratye amane je AkarSaNa che, te vadhaghaTa thavAnuM zuM kAraNa ? vartamAna tIrthaMkara dAdAzrI : tamArAM karmo vacce Dakhala kare che. tamArA pUrvakarma Dakhala kare che. pUrvakarma nA hoya to pachI koI Dakhala ja nahi. Dakhala bIjo koI bahArano karanAro ja nathI. A tamArAM karmo Dakhala karIne UbhAM raheze ane keTalAMka karmo madade ya kare che. emane yAda karavAmAM keTalAMka karmo madada kare che. kayA sArAM ? praznakartA : madada kare te. dAdAzrI : ane Dakhala kare te nahi sArAM ? praznakartA : nahi sArAM. ApaNe sImaMdhara svAmInuM smaraNa karIe tyAre azubha karmono kSaya thato jAya ? 120 dAdAzrI : cokkasa, e nikAcita nA thayA hoya, te UDI jAya. nikAcita thayelAM nA UDe. praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmIne yAda karavAmAM je karmo Dakhala kare, e Dakhala baMdha kevI rIte karavI ? dAdAzrI : karmonuM jora ghaTe, be IMcanuM pANI paDatuM hoya, to pahelo to ApaNo hAtha khasI jAya, pachI jema jema pANI dhImuM paDatuM jAya, pANInuM jora ghaTatuM jAya, tyAre hAtha rahe. evI rIte karmonuM jora ghaTe tyAra pachI rahe. zarU zarUmAM khasI jAya. ekadama phorsamAM nIkaLe to kazuM cAle nahi ApaNuM. badhuM vyavasthitane ! AjJAdhArIte bAMyadharI ! A jJAna pAmyA pachI eka avatArI thaI ane sImaMdhara svAmI pAse jaIne tyAMthI mokSe cAlyo jAya. koIne be avatAra paNa thAya, paNa cAra avatArathI vadhAre to nA ja thAya, jo amArI AjJA pALe to. ahIM ja mokSa thaI jAya. 'ahIM eka ciMtA thAya to dAvo mAMDajo' ema kahIe chIe. A to vItarAga vijJAna che. covIsa tIrthaMkaronuM bheguM vijJAna che.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 121 122 vartamAna tIrthaMkara sImaMdhara svAmI ektAM ja amArA uparI ! praznakartA : amArA to tame rakSaNahAra kharAM paNa tamArI upara koNa ? tamAre to kAyadesara ja cAlavuM paDene, je Ave tenI joDe ? dAdAzrI : bahu ja kAyadesara ! ane amArA uparI to A beThAM che ne, sImaMdhara svAmI, e ekalAM ja che ! eTalAM ja uparI che amArA ! e ame emanI pAse kaMI mAgaNI karIe nahi. mAgaNI thAya nahi ! tamAre mArI pAse mAgaNI karAya !! aho, te darzakatI adbhutatA ! praznakartA : ame to dAdAno vijhA batAvIzuM. dAdAzrI : vijhA dekhADatAM ja enI meLe kAma thAya. tIrthakarane jotAM ja tamane AnaMdano pAra nahi rahe. jotAM ja AnaMda, badhuM jagata vismRta thaI jaze. jagatanuM kazuM khAvAnuM-pIvAnuM nahi game. te ghaDIe pUruM thaI jaze. nirAlaMba AtmA prApta thaze ! pachI avalaMbana rahyuM nahi kazuM. have pachI to akrama ja ! praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM amAre kramika hoya ke akrama ? dAdAzrI : tamAre akrama ja rahevAnuM. ahaMkAra Ubho thAya nahIM. e vAta ja judIte ! praznakartA : dAdAjI, sImaMdhara svAmI ApaNane badhAne jotAM hazene ? - dAdAzrI : jovAnI garaja nahine ! A hAtha UMco karyo ke dekhAyuM emane. praznakartA : paNa dAdAjI, emane je bhajanA karatuM haze e vadhAre jhaLakatA hazene ? dAdAzrI : enI to vAta ja judIne ! e to bhagavAnanA AsisTanTo kahevAya. praznakartA : bhagavAnanA ? dAdAzrI : bhagavAnanA AsisTanTo. emane bhaje to ya kalyANa thaI jAya. moTA mANasanI vAta judIne ? samyak draSTi e ja vijhA ! praznakartA : Ape kahyuM che ne, tIrthaMkaranAM darzana kare to mANasane kevaLajJAna thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : tIrthaMkaranA darzana to bahu lokoe karelAM. ApaNe badhAe ya karelAM paNa te ghaDIe ApaNI taiyArI nahi. draSTi karelI nahi. mithyA draSTi hatI. te mithyA draSTimAM, tIrthaMkara zuM kare che ? samyaku draSTi hoya tene tIrthaMkaranI kRpA UtarI jAya. praznakartA : eTale ene taiyArI hoya to emanAM darzana thAya to mokSa thAya. dAdAzrI : tethI ApaNe A taiyAra thaI javAnuM. kAraNa ATaluM ja ke taiyAra thaIne pachI vijhA laIne jAva. ne game tyAM jazo tyAM koI ne koI tIrthaMkara maLI Avaze. maLyo mahAvidehato vijhA ! dAdAzrI : pratyakSa hovAM joIe. praznakartA : pratyakSa to mahAvideha kSetramAM che. dAdAzrI : mahAvideha kSetramAM to sImaMdhara svAmInuM nAma, tethI ApaNane tyAM le che. sImaMdhara svAmI pratyakSa kahevAya. bIjAM ya che paNa ApaNA mATe sImaMdhara svAmI pratyakSa che. praznakartA: tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmI pAse to kahe

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 123 124 vartamAna tIrthaMkara ke e mUrtipUjA che ne ! ane bhUta tIrthakaronI che ne ! e tIrthakaro hatA, e vAta to sAcI che ne ! eTale keTalAMka loko ema kahe ke dAdA ya A pramANe derAsara baMdhAvavAmAM cAlyA ! paNa ame have AvAM saMjogomAM mUkAyA. amArI AmAM kazI AvI IcchA ja nA hoya. che ke moTA saMta puruSo jaI zake che. dAdAzrI : A badhAne mahAvideha kSetramAM vijhA maLI gayelo, amane badhAne ! mahAtmAo : jaya saccidAnaMda. dAdAzrI : vijhA maLI gayelo, A badhAMne vijhA maLI gayelA. vIseka hajAra pAsa nIkaLyA che. ....ATalo ja ekameva bhAvArtha che amAro sikko mAryA pachI tIrthaMkara ekalAne jovAnA rahyA ! ane e jue eTale mukti !! tIrthaMkara, vItarAga, chellI dizAmAM darzana karyA eTale mukti ! bIjuM badhuM to ahIM AgaLa jJAnI puruSe taiyAra karyuM. have pelAM varakha coTADanArA rahyA ! mIThAI koNa kare ne varakha koNa coMTADe ?! sImaMdhara svAmIne ja pUjo ! A derAsara eTalA mATe che ke jagata sImaMdhara svAmIne oLakhI zake. 'sImaMdhara svAmI koNa che ?" e oLakhI zake. ghera ghera sImaMdhara svAmInAM phoTA pUjAze ne AratIo thaze ne Thera Thera sImaMdhara svAmInA derAsaro baMdhAze tyAre duniyAno nakazo kaMI ora ja haze !! haju ghaNuM kAma thavAnuM che, mArA hAthe to ghaNuM kAma thavAnuM che ! AvuM kaMIka thaze to A lokonuM kalyANa thaze, nimitta joIze. eTale A sImaMdhara svAmIno saMketa avazya phaLavALo che. eTale ApaNA lokoe jJAna nahIM lIdhuM hoya ne, tyAM sImaMdhara svAmInA darzana kare to ya phaLa che emAM, eTale A badhuM bAMdhavAnuM thAya che, nahIM to ApaNe A to hotuM haze ? ApaNane zobhe ya nahIM A badhuM. ane A to jIvatA tIrthaMkara che, eTale vAta karIe chIe. bIjA bhUtakALanA tIrthaMkaranI vAta ja karavAno artha nathI. ApaNane bIjA joIe eTalAM derAsara che ja. enI jarUra che. ApaNe ene nA nathI kahetA. kAraNa derAsara mATe saMjJA thaI ! eTale A derAsara bAMdhavAno vicAra karelo. Ama huM to Azrame ya baMdhAvavAnA vicArono nahIM. huM to Azrame ya bAMdhuM nahIM. meM to Azrame ya bAMdhyo nathI. ame to game tyAM besIne satsaMga ApIe. praznakartA : jaina dharma to Azrama bAMdhavAnI nA ja pADe che ne ? dAdAzrI : hA. paNa ene mATe barobara che. eTale AzramanI viruddha ame. A maMdirone mATe A badhI saMjJA thaI eTale baMdhAyuM che. jagata kalyANa mATenI saMjJA che amArI ! nahIM to huM to ITa coDavAvALo mANasa ja hoya. A je coDelI che e ja nakAmI coDI lokoe. paNa AmAMthI A, e je phasAmaNa kaho ke game te kaho, paNa A phasAmaNa UbhI thaI gaI. bAkI ame to ITa coDIe evA mANasa ja nahIM... pachI joDe joDe vicAre ya evA AvyA ke A sImaMdhara svAmInuM derAsara thaI jAya to sAruM. lokonA hitanuM che. sImaMdhara svAmInA ahIM loko jeTalAM darzana karaze ne eTaluM vizeSa phaLadAyI thaI paDaze. kAraNa ke A tIrthaMkara hAjara che. hAjara tIrthakara kahevAya. bahu helpaphula ! eTale A ITa coDavAno vakhata atyAre amAre Avyo. nahIM to amArA jJAnamAM ITa coDavAno vakhata ja hato nahIM ! sImaMdhara svAmI Aje pratyakSa ! A derAsara je mANaso hAjara nathI, tenAM derAsara bAMdhavAnA matano huM nathI. huM to je mANasa hAjara che, enAM derAsara bAMdhavAnA

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 125 vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne prArthanA | matano chuM. te sImaMdhara svAmI Aje pratyakSa che. mATe derAsara bAMdhavAnuM che. pratyakSane derAsara kahevAya, nahIM to peluM mUrti kahevAya. A mUrti mUrti nA kahevAya, pratyakSa kahevAya. mokSa svarUpItA sAnidhyamAM ! ane sImaMdhara svAmI pAse besI rahone, e mUrti pAse besI rahone, to ya helpa thAya. huM hauM besI rahuM chuMne, mAre to mokSa maLI gayo che, to ya huM besI rahyo chuM. nahi to mAre emanuM zuM kAma hatuM? mokSa mane maLI gayo che to ya huM besI rahyo chuM. kAraNa ke haju e uparI che. emanAM darzana kare tyAre mokSa thAya, nahi to mokSa thAya nahi. emanAM darzana karIe, e konAM darzana ? mokSa svarUpanAM. deha sAthe jenuM svarUpa mokSa che. - jaya saccidAnaMda zuddhAtmA pratye prArthanAhe aMtaryAmI paramAtmA ! Apa dareka jIvamAtramAM birAjamAna cho, tema ja mArAmAM paNa birAjelA cho. ApanuM svarUpa te ja mAruM svarUpa che. mAruM svarUpa zuddhAtmA che. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! huM Apane abheda bhAve atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. ajJAnatAe karIne meM je je kema doSo karyA che, te sarva doSone ApanI samakSa jAhera karuM chuM. teno hRdayapUrvaka khUba pastAvo karuM chuM. ane ApanI pAse kSamA prAthuM chuM. he prabhu ! mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo ane pharI evA doSo nA karuM evI Apa mane zakti Apo, zakti Apo... he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! Apa evI kRpA karo ke amane bhedabhAva chUTI jAya ane abheda-svarUpa prApta thAya. ame tamArAmAM abheda svarUpe tanmayAkAra rahIe. ** (je doSo thayA hoya te manamAM jAhera karavA) pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, vartamAna mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA, tIrthakara bhagavAna "zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. he nirAgI, nirvikArI, saccidAnaMda svarUpa, sahajAnaMdI, anaMtajJAnI, anaMtadarzI, railokya prakAzaka, pratyakSa pragaTa jJAnI puruSa zrI dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, Apane atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karI ApanuM ananya zaraNuM svIkAruM chuM. he prabhu ! ApanA caraNakamaLamAM mane sthAna ApI anaMtakALanI bhayaMkara bhaTakAmaNano aMta lAvavA kRpA karo, kRpA karo, kRpA karo ! he vizvavaMdya evA pragaTa paramAtma svarUpa prabhu, ApanuM svarUpa e ja mAruM svarUpa che. paNa ajJAnatAnA kAraNe mane mAruM paramAtma svarUpa samajAtuM nathI, tethI ApanA svarUpamAM ja huM mArA svarUpanAM niraMtara darzana karuM, evI mane parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo ! he paramatAraka devAdhideva, saMsArarupI nATakanA AraMbhakALathI AjanA divasanI akSaNa payaMta, koIpaNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAnA manavacana-kAyA pratye, jANye-ajANya je anaMta doSo karyA che, te pratyeka doSone joIne, tenuM pratikramaNa karavAnI mane zakti Apo. A sarve doSonI huM ApanI pAse kSamA prAthuM chuM. AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. he prabhu mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo ! ane mArAthI pharI AvA doSo kyAreya na thAya tevo draDha nirdhAra karuM chuM. A mATe mane jAgRti arpe; parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo ! potAnA pratyeka pAvana pagale tIrtha sthApanAra he tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhu ! jagatanA sarve jIvo pratye saMpUrNa avirAdhakabhAva ane sarve samakitI jIvo pratye saMpUrNa ArAdhaka bhAva mArA hRdayamAM sadA saMsthApita raho, saMsthApita raho, saMsthApita raho ! bhUta, bhaviSya ne vartamAna kALanA sarva kSetronA sarva jJAnI bhagavaMtone mArA namaskAra ho, namaskAra ho, namaskAra ho ! he prabhu, Apa mArA para evI kRpA

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prAptisthAna varasAvo ke jethI karIne mane A bharatakSetramAM ApanA pratinidhi samAna koI jJAnI puruSano, satparuSano sat samAgama thAya ane emano kRpAdhikArI banI ApanA caraNa kamaLa sudhI pahoMcavAnI pAtratAne pAmuM. he zAsana devadevIo ! he pAMcAguli yakSiNIdevI tathA he cAMdrAyaNa yakSa deva ! he zrI padmAvatI devI ! amane zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA caraNa kamaLamAM sthAna pAmavAnAM mArgamAM koI vighna na Ave, evuM abhUtapUrva rakSaNa ApavAnI kRpA karo ane kevaLajJAna svarUpamAM ja rahevAnI parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo ! muMbaI : DaoN. nIrUbahena amIna 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, dAdA sAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se. re.), muMbaI-400014 phona : (022) 4137616 amadAvAda : zrI dIpakabhAI desAI 1, varUNa epArTamenTa, 37, zrImALI sosAyaTI, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda-380OO. phona : (079) 6421154, 463485 pheksa : 408528 Madras : Dada Bhagwan Foundation Ajit C. Patel, No. 9, Manohar Avenue, Egmore, Madras-600008. Tel : (044) 8261243, 8261369 Fax : 8261225 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue Dr. Bachubhai Patel, 902 SW Mifflin Road, Topeka, Kansas 66606 Tel.: (913) 271-0869 Fax : (913) 271-8641 Dr. Shirish Patel 2659 Raven Circle, Corona, CA 91720 U.S.A. Tel. : (909) 734-4715. Fax : (909) 734-4411 zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI AratI jaya 'sImaMdhara svAmI, prabhu tIrthaMkara vartamAna mahAvideha kSetre vicaratA, (2) bharata RNAnubaMdha .....jaya 'dAdA bhagavana' sAkSIe, pahocADuM namaskAra.....(svAmI) pratyakSa phaLa pAmuM huM, (2) mAdhyama jJAna avatAra.....jaya pahelI AratI svAmInI, OM parameSTi pAme....(svAmI) udAsIna vRtti vahe, (2) kAraNa mokSa seve..............jaya bIjI AratI svAmInI, paMca parameSTi pAme......(svAmI) paramahaMsa pada pAmI, (2) jJAna ajJAna laNe..........jaya trIjI AratI svAmInI, gaNadhara pada pAme........(svAmI) nirAzrita baMdhana chUTe, (2) Azrita jJAnI thaye.......jaya cothI AratI svAmInI, tIrthakara bhAvi.......(svAmI) svAmI sattA 'dAdA' kane, (2) bharata kalyANa kare......jaya paMcamI AratI svAmInI, kevaLa mokSa lahe........(svAmI) paramajayoti bhagavaMta 'huM', (2) ayoga siddhapade....jaya eka samaya svAmI khoLe je, mAthuM DhALI namaze.....(svAmI) ananya zaraNuM svIkArI, (2) mukti padane vare.......jaya U.K. : Shri Maganbhai Patel 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH U.K. Tel : 181-245-1751 Mr. Ramesh Patel 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow, London, Middlesex, HA3 9NR U.K. Tel. : 181-204-0746 Fax :181-907-4885 Canada : Shri Suryakant N. Patel 1497, Wilson Ave, Appt.#308, Downsview, Onterio, Toronto. M3M 1K2, CANADA. Tel.: (416) 247-8309