Book Title: Bramhacharyashram
Author(s): Kaniyalal Munshi
Publisher: Kanaiyalal Munshi
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034785/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Bolesihiilor lly Ibllebec 18 | dAdAsAheba, bhAvanagara, eeeheAe-2*eo : pke 5 3004846. mahmacaryAzrama - (e ke ka he sa na ) lekhake kanaiyAlAla munazI Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ je la nA mArA sahanivAsIone Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upaghAta careDA jelamAM lakheluM prahasana Aje pragaTa thAya che. ene phArsa kahI zakAya. emAM gaMbhIra ane suMdara vastunI ThekaDI joI gAMbhIryapremI jAtIne jarA AghAta thaze. AmAM ghaNI vastuo jene huM suMdara ke bhavya mAnuM chuM tenI gamata karI che. pU. gAMdhIjI vize paNa eka be ullekha evA che kharA. mArA sanmAnya priya mitro, je jelamAM sAthe hatA temanI te sUcanAthI ja temanAM lakSaNenI gamata karI che. mArA pitAnAM lakSaNonI ThekaDI paNa rahI nathI gaI. paNa dunIAmAM gammata karanArAo che, tyAM sudhI gamatanuM sthAna sAhityamAM jarUranuM che. ane agatyanI vastunI paNa gamata karavAnuM mana mane sAhitya lakhatAM ghaNI vAra thAya che. vAstavika dunIAthI dUra jelamAM gamata karavAnuM mana sahelAIthI thAya e svAbhAvika che. AzA che ke gaMbhIra vAMcake kSamA Apaze ne hAsyarasike enAthI nahIM kaMTALe. bAbulanAtha roDa 3 muM bA che : tA. 10:10:31 kanaiyAlAla munazI. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAtro DokTara mAdhubhAI ema. DI. epha. Ara. sI. esa. mI. narema bAra-eTa-le. zeTha gaMgAdAsa. mI, muralIdhara paMDita bAra-eTa le. mI. moTAbhAI bAra-eTa-le. prophesara choTubhAI ema. e. zrI. bhagavAnadAsa. zrI. gulAbacaMda. dAjI paTela. pemalI. nIlama. jelara. re. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama aMka pahelo [ samayaH 1930 nA mahInAnI eka bepara. sthalaH jela, "e" varganA kedIne yArDa. nava nAnI nAnI oraDIo dekhAya che. eka tarapha jAjarUnI chAparI ane bIjI tarapha jelamAM ja baMdhavAmAM AvatuM havADo che. e" varganA satyAgrahI kedIone ahIM rAkhavAmAM AvyA che. ekasapharDana bI. e. ne AzAspada berIsTara narezattama dalAla mAtra zeTa" ane sapheda khamIsa paherIne kaMpAuMDamAM ekaja jagyApara paMpa uMce nIce thatuM hoya evI kudavAnI kasarata kare che. te majabuta bAMdhAne, sazakata ane svarUpavAna paccIseka varSanA yuvaka che. jANe kaMpAuMDamAM kudavAnI kasarata karavAthI svarAjya paLepaLa pAse AvatuM hoya e enA mAM para bhAva che. muralIdhara paMDita cAlIzeka varSanA, sukA ne ThIMgaNuM dhArAzAstrI, cAre cheDe ghetIuM paherI, pAvaDI para caDhI, jANe keI vipravarya adhIrAIthI yajamAnanA noMtarAnI vATa jotA hoya tema AmathI tema pharatA dekhAya che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama nA moTA vahepArI, TIlA vagaranA gesvAmI mahArAja jevA lAgatA, jADA ne rUpALA gaMgAdAsa zeTha peTamAM vamaLa AvatAM hoya tema peTa dAtA, kaTI jANuM meM karI nottama sAmuM joI rahyA che. eTalA para eka tarapha prophesara choTubhAI jagatanI ciMtA emanA mAthA para AvI paDI hoya evI mukhamudrAthI takalI kAMtatA dekhAya che.] gaMgAdAsa (kaDavuM moTuM karI) jahAnamamAM gaI A jela! naredattama (kudavAnuM baMdha karI hAMphatAM) koNe kahyuM hatuM ke "namaka kAyadA ? toDe, mIstara ? gaMgAdAsa (peTa dAbatAM) jelanI kyAM vAta che ? khabara che? mArI bairI mAMdI che. ne Aje traNa dahADA thayAM huM javAbanI rAha jouM chuM. paNa hajI javAba Avato nathI. | muralIdhara ( AgaLa AvIne) gaMgAdAsa ! tamArI wife te mAMdI che; paNa mArI to reja pIkeTIMgamAM jAya che. Aje maLavA nahIM Ave, te jarUra polIse enuM mAthuM phoDI nAkhyuM. haze "ya: sarvatrAnabhinmehastat tatkApya zubhAzubham ' (babaDato pharavA mAMDe che.) narottama (dAMta pIsIne) paNa A kamabakhtoe mAre kAgaLa kema melA nahIM ? mane te khAtrI che ke Aje cAra divasa thayAM e ophIsamAMja paDI rahyo che. cheTubhAI (hasIne) mAre kAgaLa gaI vakhate ophIse ATha dahADA rAkhyo hate. narottama (kamarano paTa ThIka karatAM) kema? Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pha pahelA nuralIdhara ( ubhA rahIne ) A kASTane ApaNI paravAja nathI. mane to khAtrI che ke mArI wife bahAra vATa jotI haze; te kAi ene aMdara AvavAja nahIM detuM hoya. 3 cheTubhAi gai vakhate mArI bahenane traNa kalAka bahAra ubhI rAkhI hatI gaMgAdAsa nAnsensa ! ApaNe e bAbata para prArTasTa uThAvavA joie, We must fight. (ApaNe laDavu joie.) ApaNe right ! nAttama mIsTara ! A jela che, dhArAsabhA nathI. hamaNAM to ApaNe A leAkAte AdhIna chIe. gagAdAsa nareAttama kheATI vAta. huM nathI-- tame che-- ( bhagavAnadAsa mahetA AvIne nIsAme nAMkhI eTalA para bese che. te uMcA che ane dezanI ciMtAmAM divase divase sukAtA jAya che. emaNe jaina sAdhunI mAphaka dhAtI eyuM che. ) bhagavAnadAsa ga'gAdAsa zeTha ! mIsIsa ga MgAdAsanA patra Avye ke ? gaMgAdAsa (meDhuM bagADI) nathI AvyA. jarura ene kaiM thayuM haze. tamArA javA AvyA ! bhagavAnadAsa ( dheAramAMthI khelatA DeAya tema ) mArI bairI te kayAM che te prabhu jAze, mArA kAkAne tyAM kacchamAM ke sasarAne tyAM kalakattAmAM ke mArI mAsIne tyAM raMgunamAM Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama gaMgAdAsa (gusse thaine) paNa e te sAruM, eTalI ciMtA te ochI- bhagavAnadAsa (ghurakIne) ciMtAne jANe tame Inare lIdho haze, nahIM ? muralIdhara are murabbIo ! jarA zamatA rAkhe. A jelara A . (bAraNuM ughaDe che ane jelara Ave che. te svadezI sAheba che ne temaNe khAkhI "zorTa'ne khamIsa paheryo che ne hAthamAM netara lIdhI che. tenI pAchaLa moTAbhAi, meTA, uMcA, sukA, yuropIana vastramAM sa, eka menakala paherIne Ave che. pAchaLa pILI aDadhI suravALa,sapheda hAphakeTa ne pILo TapImAM raDara moTAbhAInI peTI ne pathArI laI Ave che.) jelara (tumAkhI rAkhavI ke mIlanasAra banavuM e be prayatnane saMbhrama darzAvI) Good morning, Gentlemen (sAhebajI, sadgahastho!) A tamArA mitrane laI Avyo chuM. muralIdhara (AgaLa AvIne) hale moTAbhAI! ze AnaMda! tame satyAgrahamAM ne vaLI jelamAM ! moTAbhAI (mekala caDhAvIne) yes! (hA!) mane paNa jelamAM mu. zA mATe ? mane khabara nathI. hale gaMgAdAsa ! hale naretama! gaMgAdAsa kema ? tame paNa Akhare joDAyA kharA ! ThIka thavuM. narottama. hale. Glad to see you (tamane joIne AnaMda thayo.) moTAbhAI jelara voraDara ! e ATha naMbarakA kamarAmeM unakA asabAba rakha do. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - zAbhAi What ? ( zuM ? ) A kATaDI mAre mATe ! jelara aMka pahelA jAya che. hA. A 'e ' kalAsanA kedIneA yA che. badhA tamArA mitrA ja che ema dhArUM chu. mAyAbhAi ( nAka caDhAvI ) mane ahIM AM rAkhavAnA hukama che ? ( ruma jovA .) have navA hukama AvyA che. 5 jelara ( khabhA caDhAvI ) khIjI jagyA ja nathI. muralIdhara mIstara jelara ! mIsIsa paMDita mane maLavA AvyAM che ke ? jelara paMDita ! pakhavADIomAM ekathI vadhu mulAkAta nahIM thAya. muralIdhara ( camakIne ) zuM ? paNa surely ( jarura ) atyAra sudhI tA pakhavADIAmAM be vAra mulAkAta ApatA hatA ! jelara suralIdhara paNa e lAkA Avaze to ? jelara pAchAM javuM paDaze. muralIdhara (cIDhAine muge mAMDhe pharavA mADe che) sahana sadu:khAnAma--(Adhe khasI jAya che. ) gagAdAsa paNa mArA patra---- Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama jelara -Avyo che. paNa hajI ame tapAsya nathI. | gagAdAsa Please (maherabAnI karI) jema bane tema jaladI jelara amAre haju tarajumo karAvavAnuM che. (gaMgAdAsa DoLA kADhI jue che. ) narottama --ne mAre patra ga? jelara haju ophisamAMthI mArI pAse AvyuM nathI. narottama (haTha bIDIne) paNa meM cAra dahADA thayAM Apyo che. jelara (khabhA caDhAvI) vela! jela sarasa ! tarajume ! nattama paNa bahu jarurano che. tene te- jelara ame banatuM karIe chIe. choTubhAI paNa mIstara jelara ! Aje khAMDa bIlakula nathI. ame atyAre cahA. kema karIne pIzuM ? jelara meM cAMdI te be dahADA para pasAra karI. sTorakIparane vakhata nahIM maLyo hoya. bagAdAsa paNa khAMDa vagara cahA Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka pahelo jelara (TADhAzathI) vela! Aje te zanivAra eTale have te meDuM thaI gayuM. kAle te ravivAra. parama dahADe- gaMgAdAsa paNa amArI cahA jelara vela, you see naretama But surely (paNa khacIta) jarA to vicAra tamArI eNphIsa rAkhe ke nahIM? jelara You see ! hamaNAM ja eTalA kedIo Ave che ke mArI berI joDe vAta karavAnI mane phurasada nathI, vela! moTAbhAI (raphathI pAse AvIne ) mastara jelara ! A ma mAre mATe nathI. kAMI misTeka che. huM sAmAnya kedI nathI. I won't have this. Do you see? Do you see? ( huM A rUmamAM rahevAnuM nathI. tame samajyA? tame samajyA ?) mane nahIM paravaDe. jelara. I am afraid you will have to be here. ( HQ 644 che ke tamAre ahIM ja rahevuM paDaze.) moTAbhAI te huM suvuM kaI ? jelara ahIM. moTAbhAI besuM kyAM ? Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama jelara (hasIne) ahI AM. moTAbhAI nAhuM kyAM ? jelara pilA naLa nIce. moTAbhAI huM tyAM nAhuM ahIM suu-ahIM besuM! Impossible (azakya) bane kema? Won't. I will refuse. (huM ema nahIM karuM. huM nA pADIza.) jelara (jarAka tochaDAIthI) tamArAthI nA kahevAya nahIM. nA kahezo, te jelanA niyamano bhaMga thaze. moTAbhAI mane paravA nathI. kedI jela rulsa toDe te zuM thAya ? jelara to tene cakkInI zikSA thAya. meTAbhAI (torAmAM) What? (zuM?) cakkI ! cakkI ! mane cakkI ! mIstara jelara ! tame jANe cho huM keNu chuM? Dear fellow listen, now listen to me. (jarA sAMbhaLe, juo sAMbhaLe.) huM karuM chuM te tame jANe che? I am Mr. Motu. see ? (huM mAstara meTA chuM. samajyA ?) tame jANo cho huM ahIMA kema Avyo chuM? Well I am here to serve my country. (huM mArA dezanI sevA karavA ahIM Avyo chuM.) mArA dezanI sevA karavA. Do you see (samajyA? ) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka pahelo jelara But I am here to do my duty. (paNa huM ahIM mArI pharaja bajAvavA Avyo chuM. ) . moTAbhAI Yes, but don't you see ? Now listen (hA, paNa tame samajyA nahIM. juo sAMbhaLe.) huM ahIM AoraDImAM kema rahuM? You must have heard of me. (tame mArA vize sAMbhaLyuM haze.) hIMdamAM meTAmAM moTA hoddA mane sAme dharavAmAM AvyA hatA. I refused them. meM nA pADI. jelara paNa huM zuM karuM ? meTAbhAI Now just listen. I tell you. (juo, sAMbhaLe huM kahuM.) je kAle DumInIana sTeTasa maLaze te mukhya pradhAna keNu thaze ? gAMdhI. huM kahIza, nA; bahuja tyAgI. tame kahezo naheru, nA. bahu gharaDA. tyAre te mane ja levo paDaze. bIje raheto nathI. you see (tame samajyA ?) (bahAra sITI vAge che.) jelara e zuM thayuM ? (deDato jAya che.) vAraDara ! yArDa baMdha kare. (auTAbhAI camo hAthamAM rAkhI ubhA rahe che, jelara doDI jAya che ne raDara bAraNuM baMdha kare che.) gagAdAsa meTAbhAI ! 8 zukkaravAra vaLavAno nathI. muralIdhara moTAbhAI ! have kapaDAM utAre. A te ahIM badhA AvA ja samA2412 Rank is but the guineastamp, Jail is a jail for all that. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama meTAbhAI This is beastly. (A te pazutAbharyuM che.) choTubhAI mahAtmAjI paNa A khelImAM rahe che. naretama phera eTaloja ke emane ekalAne traNa khelI che. gAdAsa meTAbhAI ! have kArAvAsanI manodazA keLavo. chuTako nathI. meTAbhAi mIsTara gAMdhI kayAM che? muralIdhara pilI bhIMtanI pelI tarapha. moTAbhAI A zuM? ene traNa keTaDI ne ApaNane eka? muralIdhara mahAtmAjIne te be bakarI ne be mANasa che; ne ApaNane ATha jaNane be mANasa che. moTAbhAI ! tame ne huM mahAtmAjInI eka bakarInuM cethIuM chIe. moTAbhAI It's monstrous. (A te bahu ja duSTa.) gaMgAdAsa IMonstrous ! duSTo mAre kAgaLa AvavA detA nathI. | muralIdhara (haTha pIsIne) mArI patnIne pAchI kADhI. The beasts! (pazuo !) natama ne mArI fiancee (vacanadattA) ne patra lakhyo che te mekalatA nathI. dirty dogs ! (malina kutarA !) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka pahelA mATAbhAi Yes, they are. ( hA, e evAja che. gaMgAdAsane ) You know ( tame jANA che! ) ga MgAdAsa, meM rAdhIne maLavA AvavAnuM kahyuM tenI e leAkeAe nA pADI. 11 gagAdAsa ( AMkhA nacAvI) krANu tamArI rAdhI ? kukakaDa gAya che. jelamAM AvatAM pahelAM ja huM enuM gANuM sAMbhaLI AvyA hatA. bhagavAnadAsa (je atyAra sudhI eTalAnA thAMbhalA sAthe kasarata karyAM karatA hatA te) zuM khairI che.karAMnA teA pattA ja nathI. mATAbhAi A jAnavarA kahe che jelasa pramANe rAdhI mArI kAMi sagI thatI nathI. Tust fancy ! ( jIe teA kharA !) gagAdAsa ( AMkha mArIne ) zarama che, emane lyAnata che ! muralIdhara tadana kharI vAta. tame te mANasamAM che ? tamane nathI strInI ke nathI praNayanI kIMmata ? tamAre sagapaNa zuM ? maTAbhAi paMDita ! Don't tell me that. I won't have it. (mane ema. kaheze nahIM. huM e mAnavAnA nathI. ) tuM haMmezanA pAdarA mue che. janma dharIne tArI bairI zIvAya bIjI kAI strInuM te meM joyuM nathI. suralIdhara ane jovAnI icchA nathI. mATAbhAi meAMDhAM jovAmAM zI majAtu paDe te 3. zuM samaje, paMDita ? kema gAMgAdAsa Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12 brahmacaryAzrama gagAdAsa e bhAi ! tamArA anubhavanI vAta tame ja karyAM karo. cheTubhAi ( takalI kAMtatAM, gAMbhIthI ) tame muMbAigarA AvI zuM vAta karatA zA ? mahAtmAjI sAMbhaLaze te| apavAsa karaze. meTAbhAI I don't care. It will do him good. Oh ! is that Dr. Madhubhai ?-(huM darakAra rAkhatA nathI. ethI emane phAyade thaze. ahA ! DA. mAdhubhAi che ke ?----) (DeAkaTara mAdhubhAI Ave che. te cALIzeka varSanA lAgatA, uMcA, sukA te gArA gRhastha che. temaNe sIMdhIne priya evA kAthaLAzAhI cAraNA ne ghuMTaNa sudhInu kAthaLAdhATanuM paheraNa paheryuM che. emanA moMDhA para nira'tara ramatuM hAsya che. temane cazmAvALI AMkhA nacAvIne vAta karavAnI Teva che. te potAnI jAtane ha MmezAM mAdhu kahI sodhe che. ) mAyAbhAi dIkarA mAdhu ! nAhI Avyo ? ThIka karyuM. krANu moTAbhAI ? tame paNa AvyA kharA. tamane paNa jelabrahmaneA sAkSAtkAra thayA. ThIka thayuM. ApaNane khasa badhe ja brahma. DaranA mAraga che zUrAno-- muralIdhara ( pharatAM karatAM pAse AvI ) mAdhubhAI, pelAe te mIsIsa paMDitane AvavA paNa nahIM dIdhI. mAdhubhAi Now paMDita ! kAle tame A mAdhune zu vacana ApyuM hatuM ? brahmacaya sevavAnuM-mana vANI te kame. tame mAnasika brahmacaryanA bhaMga karI che. : Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMka pahele mAyAbhAi A zuM navuM dhatIMga che ? tamane paNa mIstara ( rAthI ) DAkaTara ! gAMdhInI mAka gharaDe ghaDapaNa brahmacarya. vaLagyuM ke zuM ? 13: mAdhubhAi ( AnaMdathI hasIne ) bhulyA. meTAbhAi, bhulyA. A mAdhu te bAla "hmacArI che. janmyA tyArathI e ja potAnI patnI ne e ja peAtAnAM karAM che. ane mahAtmAjI! ha. A bAbatamAM bALaka che. trIsa va A mAdhue daradIonA zarIra parathI zarIrazAstranA abhyAsa karyo che, te meTI zeAdha karI che. muralIdhara DAkaTara sAheba! tame zeAdha karI ema teA na kahevAya. gulAbaca'dabhA e athava vedamAMthI brahmacaya zeAdhI kADhayuM che. te pataMjali ta| saikAo thayAM kahI gayA che. brahmacaya pratiSThAyAM vI lAbhaH mAdhubhAi ( bedarakArIthI ) Elements-dosta, mAtra ekaDIA jJAna. A mAdhue pahelI vakhata e siddhAMta paddhatisara sthApyA che. atyAra sudhI pAca eka Adarza hatA. A mAdhue ene sahelA, sarala pATha banAvI dIdhA che-badhAMne sugama ne sIdheA. moTAbhAi nensensa ! 1 know you. You know me. Talk to me straight. ( huM tamane eLakhuM chuM. tame mane eLakhA che. mArI joDe sIdhI vAta karo. ) badhA brahmacarya' svIkAre te kema cAle ? mAdhubhAi teja A mAdhunI zodha che. brahmacArI kadI maratA nathI. puche| gulAbacaMdabhAine. (peAtAnI oraDImAMthI gulAbacaMdabhAi, dhIra gabhIra ne hasamukhA, hAthamAM eka ceApaDI lai prA sAmugdha nayane DAkaTarane joyA kare che, ) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 14 brahmacaryAzrama moTAbhAI Now listen ! see ? e badhA brahmacArImAMthI eke sadAkALa jIvate rahyo nathI. mAdhubhAI bhulyA mIstara meTAbhAI ! e jIvatA nathI kAraNa ke e kaI brahmacArI hatA ja nahIM. ( vijayathI) brahmacArI mare ja nahIM. eTale ene vaMzavRddhinI jarUra nahIM. mAdhune kyAM jarura che ? e te AnaMdamAM beThe che-pote ja pitA ne pote ja putra. ene zuM joIe? atharvavedamAM paNa kahyuM che. A zarIrarUpI camasa che; emAMthI de amRtapAna kare che; emAMthI amRta pIne deva harSa pAme che. mAdhubhAI badhAM hatAM svapnAM-svapnAM-svapnAM-A mAdhue siddha karyA tyAM sudhI. vaijJAnika dhoraNa para A mAdhueja badhuM pahelI vAra mukyuM che. enuM zikSaNa le enI meLe badhuM- moTAbhAI Impossible, Noir, Doctor, talk like a sensible inan. I know, you are an eminent doctor. (azakaya ! DAkaTara, samajaNavALA mANasa mAphaka bolo. huM jANuM chuM ke tame prakhyAta DAkaTara che.) paNa A vAta te Stupid (khaI bharI) che. Look at me. (mArI tarapha juo.) huM Isareya joDe beTho chuM. zuM ? huM-mind you. (yAda rAkho.) bIjAnI vAta judI che. rASTrapraznonuM nirAkAraNa meM ApyuM che. kAle hIMdane svAtaMtrya maLaze te te kene lIdhe? mArA jevAne lIdhe, ane chatAM? zuM huM brahmacArI karI rahyo nathI. ane rahevAne nathI. zA mATe mAre rahevuM joIe? | muralIdhara ahIMyA chuTako nathI, meTAbhAI! Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka pahele 15 moTAbhAI ( dAMta pIsIne) kema? mAdhubhAI moTAbhAI ! tame rajoguNI che. tame AMkhe dekhatA nathI. paramAtmA juo. strI che ke puruSa ? AtmA juo. strI che ke puruSa? tame bhramamAM che, berIsTara sAheba! A mIstara paMDita enI strIne cahAya che; A mIstara narotama enI vacanadattAne cahAya che; A gaMgAdAsa enI strInI phIkara kare che. A badhA magajanA kapAsI ghasI nAkhe che, ne AvaradA TuM kare che. have je e brahmacarya sAdhe-(nIrAMte pagathIA para bese che.) moTAbhAI paNa I tell you (huM kahuM) mAdhubhAI tame badhA je mAnasika brahmacarya sAdhe te tAMbA jevuM tamAruM zarIra thAya. huM jAmInagIrI lakhI ApuM. juo A mArA gulAbacaMdabhAI. be varSa thayAM e mArA brahmacaryAzramamAM che. gharaDApa jaI juvAnI AvavA mAMDI che; kAle ghoLA vALa kALA thaze; varasa dahADe rahIne emane navA dAMta ugaze. juo mArA dAMta. mane sattAvAna thayAM (dAMta batAve che.)-ekeeka aNizuddha che. harine mAraga che zUrAno.. moTAbhAI DAkaTara ! tamArAM zAstra huM mAnato nathI. zuM samajyA ? huM mAnato nathI. zuM samajyA ? huM mAnato nathI. meMdunI A joI che. yurepa sAta vAra joyuM che. mAre anubhava judo che bekhA banavuM paravaDe, brahmacarya sAdhavuM nahIM paravaDe. mAdhubhAI khoTI vAta. dAMta dukhavA de pachI khabara paDaze. A mIstara paMDita stt eka roTalI pacAvI zakatA nathI. A gaMgAdAsa zeTha mAnasika agavaDa jarA veThI zaktA nathI. A mIstara natama AdhyAtmika daSTi keLavI Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com '3JAI Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama zakatA nathI. A badhAnuM kAraNa eka ja che. jAgatAM ne ughatAM, bairI ne barI jhaMkhe che. have juo mArA gulAbacaMdabhAI--emane bairInuM nAma paNa ravapnAmAM puche te nahIM AvaDe. A prophesara paraNavA sAru kanyA zodhatA hatA; Akhare mAruM mAnyuM ke strInI zodha karavA karatAM amaratva meLavavuM emane ThIka lAgyuM. muralIdhara DAkaTara, eTaluM te kharuM ke tamArA kAryakramathI mArI ciMtA te ochI. thaI che. narotama (kudavAnuM choDI pAse Ave che.) A jelane mATe te mane paNa DAkaTaranI yojanA ThIka lAge che. gaMgAdAsa (peTa ceLIne) mAro patto haju lAge nathI. mAdhubhAi (hasIne ) lAgaze. zraddhA phalati sarvatra. tame A mAdhunuM lesana karyuM nathI temAM tamAre patto lAgato nathI. gaMgAdAsa DAkaTara, A moTAbhAIne raro sujhADe. e paNa emanI rAdhIne jhaMkhatA hatA. meTAbhAI (mIjAjathI) gaMgAdAsa ! I tell you don't be silly. (huM kahuM chuM mUkha na thAo.) | muralIdhara moTAbhAI! juo, ATha mahInA sudhI ApaNe eka bIjAne kapALe, eTayA chIe. ahIMyA mobhbha jaLavAya ema nathI. - mAdhubhAi moTAbhAI ! gabharAze nahIM. tamArI ne rAdhInI bhAIbaMdhInI vAta to Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka pahelo 17 muMbAInA calIo paNa jANe che. tame paNa paNa daradI cho; jene strI saMbaMdhI kAMI paNa muzkelI hoya te mArA daradI. meM trIza varSa e muzkelIone abhyAsa karyo che ne mArI jaDIbuTTI ajamAvI che. badhAnI ekaja jaDIbuTTI. harino mAraga che zUrAne-- moTAbhAI jAnamAM gayuM tamAruM brahmacarya ! muralIdhara A kIssa nakAmo nathI, ho meTAbhAI ! jarUra paDaye ajamAvA jevo che. mane pahelAM bahu phIkara thatI hatI. paNa have DAkaTaranI davA ThIka khapamAM AvI che. mAdhubhAI A narottamane puche. ene pahelAM uMdha nahatI AvatI. nattama upAya che mukhaIbharele paNa asarakAraka moTAbhAI badhAne mArI jaDIbuTTI lAgI che. moTAbhAI paNa A jelamAMthI chuTIzuM kyAre ? narottama bAra mahInA pahelAM nahIM-- gaMgAdAsa are Avate mahIne-- moTAbhAI paNa I can't understand this. (huM A samajI zakato nathI.) mane rAdhIne maLavA nahIM de! What nonsense! (keTalI murnAI) mAdhubhAI mIstara meTAbhAI ! pAchA nArInI jALamAM phasAyA ! gabharAo nahIM. bra-3 Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 brahmacaryAzrama tamArA sadbhAgye tame A mAdhunI sAthe che. keTalA ATha mahInA-- moTAbhAI che ane traNanava mahInA mAdhubhAI e vaLI vadhAre sAruM. - moralIdhara DAkaTara! tame te bAvA jevA che eTale tamane te sAruM ja lAge. - mAdhubhAI mArA vahAlA paMDita! je pAchA vyaya thayA? mAruM lesana- moTAbhAI DAkTara! tamArI jaDIbuTTI zI che ? mAdhubhAI mArI jaDIbuTTI! ghaNIja sAdI. pahelAM Adarza samaje. mana vANI ne karme strI vIsarI jAo. Woman does not exist. (strI hayAtIja dharAvatI nathI.) A siddhi jeNe sAdhI te brahmamaya-brahmacArI -are parabrahma pate. muralIdhara kahevuM saheluM che, paNa karavuM kaparuM che. mAdhubhAi (hasIne ) paMDitajI! azraddhAne dUra kare. moTAbhAI But this is nonsense! (5Na gAte akkala vinAnuM che.) huMbadhe pharyo chuM. dunIAnA deze dezanI strI meM joI che. zuM kahyuM? meM jAte. stra sarvatra che, sarvavyApI che. muralIdhara Right. (kharI vAta.) puruSa che te strImAM ne pI vaDe che. paNa DokTara Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 he che tema puruSanA du:kha paNa strIthI zaru thAya che, ane tenI nikSatA paNa strIthI ja vadhe che. cheTubhAi kavi bhAlaNu paNa evuja ke' kahI gayA cheH - aMka pahelA . nArI vinA mithyA avatAra, strI pAkhI sune! saMsAra; nArI vinA sunuM zamazAna, nArI vinA maMdira ujJAna. mAdhubhAi e taddana bhrama che. huM nArI vinA rahyo chuM, paNa mArA sAMsAra sunA nathI. tame badhA A mahInA thayAM rahyA che; ahIM mazAna te ke lAgatuM nathI ? A to strIdhelAjhmAe joDelAM nikha`LatAnAM sUtreA che, hiratA mAraga che zUrAnA, nahI' kAyaranuM kAma jone.' gulAbacaMda dareka zAstramAM nArIne pratyakSa rAkSasI kahI che. mAbhAi paNa DAkaTara, tamArI jaDIbuTTI zI che te te kaheA. Is hould like to hear. ( mAre sAMbhaLavI che. ) jaDIbuTI sahelI che. ( AvIne ) DAkaTara gAya . mAdhubhAi strInuM nAma ne nIzAna jIvanamAMthI kADhI nAMkhavu. vAra sAheba! calA, Apa mIlaneka lIe lega madabhAi ( hasIne ) maiM akhI AyA. gaMgAdAsa DAkaTara ! jelarane puchatA Avajo ke mAre gherathI kAgaLa AvyeA ke nahIM. nAttama DAkTara ! ne mArA kAgaLa mAkalI ApavAnuM kahejo. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahacamazrama bhagavAnadAsa ne DAkaTara ! mAre tyAMnAM kAMI khabara aMtara-- mAdhubhAI vAra ! vAra ! mAre prayoga ajamA. cAla dIkarA mAdhu! (mAdhubhAi ne varDara jAya che.) meTAbhAI paMDita ! mana te spaSTa lAge che ke AnuM ke kharyuM che. He talks like a lunatic. (e gAMDAnI mAphaka vAta kare che.) muralIdhara nA, DAkaTara gAMDA nathI. enI vAtamAM bhAvanA paNa che ne vaijJAnika anubhavanuM baLa paNa che. meM emanI sAthe ghaNuM vAta karI che. gulAbadAsa (takalI kAMtatA) DAkaTaranI vAta taddana kharI che. mane te be varSane anubhava che, huM to enA maMtrathI nave avatAre Avyo chuM. - nattama No. (nA.) e kahe che temAM artha che. huM ahIM Avyo tyAre mane eka mInITa uMdha nahotI AvatI; DAkaTarane pratApe have AvavA lAgI che. moTAbhAI It is pure nonsense ! I tell you. (e tadana akakala vagaranI vAta che. huM kahuM.) huM jAtaanubhavathI kahuM. strI vagara jIvana zakya nathI.) listen, (sAMbhaLo,) mANasa amara kema thAya ? Absu rd ! (behudI vAta!) muralIdhara leke brahmacaryathI ciraMjIvI ne sazakata te thAya che. choTubhAI mahAtmAjInI buddhi enAthI ja khIlI cheShree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka pahelA 21 gulAbadAsa gheADuM kaye ATaluM thAya, teA sevana sa MpUrNa kalAe paheAMce tA mANasa amara paNa thAya, ga'gAdAsa DAkaTara pote teA navajuvAna jevA che. meTAbhAI paNa enI jaDI buTTI zI che ? Let me see. ( mane jovA de. ) gagadAsa hA. ahIMAM che eTaleA vat tA prayAga karA. nAhyA teTaluM puNya. muralIdhara enuM prathama pagalu videhI thavAnI sAdhanA karavI. mATAbhAi eTale ? suralIdhara jIenI DAkaTaranA peAtAne dAkhaleo. e potAnI jAtane eka judo sAdhu hAya ema gaNe che. e prakAranI vRtti strI saMbaMdha rAkhavI. meTAbhAi I don't understand a word. ( huM eka akSara samajatA nathI.) muralodhara . Just see. ( jue. ) mane mArI strInI ciMtA thayAM karatI. DAkaTare mane pahelA videhI pA! ApyA. meM jarAka vicAra karavA mAMDayA ke mIsIsa paMDita mArI strI nathI, bIjAnI che; te jIvatI nathI, paNa marI gai che. mATAbhAi What ? ( zuM? } muralIdhara hA. mArI strI nahIM, paNa mArA mitra muralIdhara paMDitanI strIne vAgyuM che. e dahADA me ema vicAra karyAM ne mane nIrAMta vaLavA mAMDI. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama narAtama mArA dAkhalA lA. mAruM paraNAvAnuM nakakI hatu ne hu mArI priyatamAnAM marajI viruddha satyAgrahamAM joDAyA. have hu ahIMmAM beThA beThA gussA krama utAruM' ? mArA kacavATanA pAra nahoto. amArA DhAkaTaranI salAhathI me vicAra karavA mAMDayA che ke e priyatamA narAttama nAmanA kAI bIjA mANusanI che. 22 cheTubhAi paNa mArI vAta lA. huM kanyA zodhatA hatA. DAkaTaranI salAhathI meM saMkalpa karyo che, ke kAi mUkha cheTu kanyA zeAdhatA hatA. eTale huM mArI ciMtAmAMthI taddana mukata thayA te huM e akalahINA cheTunI mUkhoi para hasavA besuMdhu moTAbhAi paNa tame badhA gAMDA teA nathI thayA? juo. huM practical ( vyavahAru ) chuM. mane A vAta gAMDI lAge che. bhagavAnadAsa je nirAzAmAM AkAza sAmu jotA hatA te ) huM kayAranA vicAra karuM" chuM ke bhagavAnadAsanI kharI jaDatI nathI. paNa mArA patto lAgatA nathI. gagAdAsa mArI muzakelI judI che. mArI zrI mAMdI che. mArI eka mitra vilAyata gaI che. mArI bIjI sTeja para che. huM keTakeTalA gaMgAdAsanI keTakeTalI mitranA vicAra karuM ? ane sALu A jelanuM khAvAnu evuM kharAba che ! muralIdhara paNa moTAbhAi ! tamAre A karavAnI jarura nathI mAbhAi IoWhy should I ? (mAre ? mAre zA mATe ?) gagAsa (khakhaDa hasIne)tamAre te rANI bIjAnI thai ema kalpavAnI jaruraja '' nathI. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka pahelo meTAbhAI Don't be silly! (mUkha nAthA!) e evI nathI. ne mArA jeTaluM ke ene ApavAnuM che? ane huM evuM kalpavA jAu te mArI adekhAIne pAra rahe nahIM You see? (samajyA?) kaI mAruM thAya e mane game. mAruM kAI bIjAnuM thAya e mane na game. gulAbadAsa te bIje pATha le. mane bIjA pAThe sArI asara karI hatI. moTAbhAI bIjo pATha! I no.(huM ? nA!) huM eka pATha karavAno nathI. gaMgAdAsa tamane sarasa paDaze ne sAthe tamAre uddhAra thaze. gulAbadAsa juo. nArI taraphanI tamArI lAgaNI hoya che, te zRMgAranAM pade gAi rAdhAkRSNane arpaNa karo. tamAruM magaja svaccha thaI jaze. gaMgAdAsa (eka AMkha mIcIne) maTAbhAI!ne jo e bhaktipAThana bane to trIjo paramahaMsa pATha karo. e tamane caze. | muralIdhara (hasIne) hA. e meTAbhAIne gamaze. moTAbhAI e ze pATha che ? muralIdhara tamArI jAtane tamArI priyatamA mAnI le. gaMgAdAsa le A DAkaTarasAheba eja pATha karatA Ave che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama mAdhubhAI (hasatA hasatA aMdara Ave che ne strIne laTake kare che.) priya mAdhu! aly love ! (mArI priyatamA !) muralIdhara DAkaTara ! A moTAbhAIne paramahaMsa pAThanI vAta karatA hatA. meTAbhAI paNa ene paramahaMsa pATha kema kahe che ? mAdhubhAI By Dear (mArA vahAlA) maTerA! e rAmakRSNa paramahaMse sAthe hatA mATe thoDA varSa e pite strI veze rahyA hatA. to brahmacarya keLavavA tame e praye.. kema nahIM kare ? tameja tamArI priyA ! Atmava AtmanA tuSTa-pachI nIrAMta. dhIme dhIme mane vRtti nirvikAra thaI jaze ne brahmacaryanI siddhi thaze. moTAbhAI Now see ? (Ama juo.) mane lAge che ke tame badhA mane banAvo che. AvI insane (gADI) vAta meM kadI sAMbhaLI nathI. mAdhubha che moTerA ! janma dharIne meM majAka nathI karI. huM gAMDo lAguM chuM? tamArI bhula che. mAro prayoga ajamAvo to ATha mahInAmAM A AMkhe cAThAM paDyAM che tene badale brahmacaryanA tejathI camaze. A prayoga mATe meM mArI buddhI, kIrti ne paisAno bhoga Ape che. merAbhAI AvuM AvuM samajIne pasA keTalAeka khozo? mArA de ! tame A mAdhune oLakhatA nathI. Aje mArI mIlakatamAM mAruM brahmacaryane mAre AtmA. hamaNAM mArA mitro AvyA hatA tene Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka pahelo meM mArI AkhI milakta TrasTamAM ApI dIdhI e mIlakatamAMthI codeda AgaLa, revAne tIre ekAMta TekarI para Avo eka brahmacaryAzrama baMdhAze. tyAM huM ne tamArAmAMthI jene brahmacaryanA prayogamAM zraddhA haze te badhA rahevA jaIzuM. AvI bhItithI surakSita, ApaNe aDaga brahmacaryanI tIvra siddhi karIzuM. gaMgAdAsa paNa ema kayAM sudhI rahevuM? mAdhubhAI kyAM sudhI ? gaMgAdAsabhAI ! bhulyA. e siddhithI ApaNe vajI jevA abhedya banIzuM. e abhedyatAmAM amara evA ApaNane kAlanI zI paravA? kAla strota ApaNA sanAtana jIvananA sAgaramAM samAI jaze. harine mAraga che zUrAno, nahIM kAyaranuM kAma jone. moTAbhAI Listen (sAMbhaLe) DAkaTara ! huM tamArA siddhAMtamAM mAnato nathI. - mAdhubhAI mAnazo. chuTako nathI. kAraNa ke mAre siddhAMta satyane sanAtana che. moTAbhAI te to koNa jANe. paNa tamArI belavAnI rIta payagaMbarI che. mAdhubhAI payagaMbarI! mArA vahAlA mitro ! A mAdhunAM hAtha sAmuM juo. sattAvana varSe A ragomAM sattara varSanA yuvakanuM lehI vase che. A mAdhuM ajJAna ke zraddhALuM nathI. e vedIo Tera nathI; ema. DI. epha. Ara. sI. esa. che; vaiidakanA viSayane uDe abhyAsI che. pUrva ke pazcimanI vidyAne eNe saMga karyo che. eTale avizvAsa ANavAnI jarUra nathI. RSimunio jyAM phAMphAM mAratA hatA tyAM eNe navI zodha karI che. eNe mane jItyo che. sto duHkhA jagatu dIna vadane yAcI rahyuM che. A mAdhuM tene dAna deze- lo brahmacarya. (badhAne bheTa ApatA hoya to tema hAya kare che.) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama narema (uDe vicAra karIne) paNa DAkaTara! ApaNe brahmacaryAzramamAM rahIzuM te pachI mArI nIlamanuM zuM ? mAdhubhAI | Ohdon't worry. (oha! tenI phikara na kare.) harine mAraga che zarAne. hamaNAM A mAdhu strIonA brahmacarya vize navA siddhAMta zedhI rahyo che. ApaNuM AzramathI thoDe dUra jI brahmacaryAzrama karavo ke kema tene e vicAra kare che. muralIdhara e ThIka paDaze. mArAthI mArI wife (patnI) ne maLAze. mAlabhAi Now, now ! basa basa ! pAchI vAta cakI. paMDitajI tamane strI nathI. pelA muralIdhara paMDitane strI che. tame te brahmacArI che. moTAbhAI paNa DAkaTara, sAMbhaLo ! Teke ne. (mAre dAkhalo le.) juo. huM vyavahArI mANasa chuM. Now between you and me ( ApaNuM be vacceja-) juo, have mane sAMbhaLe-rAdhI game tenI thAya e mane pasaMda nathI. See? (samajyA ?) have eka bI je mArI (be hAtha vIMjhIne) Now! now ! now ! (baya! basa ! basa !) mIstara moTAbhAI! tame nakAmI vAta kare che. strI mArI ne tArI-e bhama che. strI keAInI nathI. A ApaNA jevI mANasa nathI. strI eka prakRtinuM baLa che-nAyagarA dhodha che. jema nAyagarAne dhodha sakhata pathArane bhedI nAMkhe che tema strI sakhatamAM sakhata puruSane bhedI nAMkhe che e nAyagarAne dhedha koIne te nahIM, che nahIM, thavAnuM nathI. tamAre bama TAge. e praya baLane oLakhe ne choDe. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ merAbhAi You are right perhaps (tame kadAca kharA che.) rAdhI jarA, nAyagarAnA dhedha jevI che. | muralIdhara DokaTara tamAruM A daSTibiMdu mAre gaLe nathI utaratuM. dunIsAmAM aneka prakAranI strIo che. gaMgAdAsa tadana kharI vAta che. mAdhubhAi zuM dhuLa kharI vAta? strIone eka ja prakAra che. mAnava jatine amara: karavAnuM e sAdhana che tame amara thaI jAo eTale pachI e sAdhana nakAmuMpheMkI devAnuM. gulAbacaMda ApaNA zAstrakAre emaja kahI gayA che. mAdhubhAi paNa zAstrakAroe te mAtra kahyuM che, A mAdhue te siddha karyuM che.. gabharAze nahIM, ApaNe amara thavA sarajAyA chIe. | muralIdhara game tevo che, paNa e prayoga karavA jevo che. * mAdhubhAi are prayoga te A thaI rahyo che. gaMgAdAsa - strI vagaranI dunIA te ApaNe joI rahyA chIe. nattama khATI te nathI. mAruM zarIra seDe jevuM thatuM jAya che. mAbhAI That's it! that's it! (barAbara emaja che-emaja che.) are Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che brahmacaryAzrama tamArA zarIramAMthI tAjA lehInA phuvArA pUraze. de ! zaMkare to eka ratine bALI mUkI. A mAdhu te eka rati mAtrane rahevA nahIM de. moTAbhAI! tame paNa A prayoga zaru kare. merAbhAI (paga ThekIne ) Dasin. (jahAnnamamAM jAya e !) Aja rAta kema jaze? mAdhubhAI (eka AMkha mIMcIne bairIne laTake karI) tameja tamArI priyA cho ema mAnajene eTale jhapa rAta jatI raheze. dasta! brahmacarya sAdhe. (uTha - besa karatAM) harino mAraga che zUrAne, nahIM kAyaranuM kAma jone. [ pade paDe che. ] Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMka bIjo [samaya : daza mahInA pachInI eka savAra. sthaLa : cAMdedathI thoDe dUra Avele brahmacaryAzrama. AzramanI Asa pAsa jelanA jevIja uMcI bhIte che. enI keTaDIonI gaThavaNa paNa tevI ja che. kaMpAuMDamAM pAMca cha netaranI khurazI paDI che. eka khurazI para eka pustaka vAMcate narottama beThe che. tene paheraveza pahelAM hatuM teja che, paNa enuM zarIra vadhAre majabuta ne tejasvI dekhAya che. khATalA para besIne gulAbacaMda carakho pherave che. e paNa vadhAre sazakata ne juvAna thayA hoya ema lAge che. thoDe dUra khurazI para besI choTubhAI ke lakhe che. e jarA jADA thayA lAge che. eka khuNe ubhA ubhA bhagavAnadAsa takatAmAM meTuM jue che. moTAbhAImoTA pAyajAmA rUTamAM Ave che. temanA paNa hADakAM purAyAM lAge che. temane cahero praphulla che ane kAlpanika Tebala para kAlpanika "zya" vaDe te bIlIAI rame che.] Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAhmacaryAzrama meTAbhAI (kAlpanika kayu vaDe bIlIA ramatAM) Seventy-seventy-five I say Chhotubhai ! listen to me I am feeling great. choTubhAI (kAgaLamAMthI mAthuM uMcuM karatAM) meTAbhAi ! atyAra sudhI ApaNe mANasa hatAH have AjathI ApaNe deva chIe. nattama meTAbhAI! ApaNA DAkaTarane prayoga adabhuta che. (uDe zvAsa laIne) I feel like a Greek god, free, perfect immortable. (s* * jANe grIka lekene deva heuM tevuM lAge che. svataMtra, saMpUrNa, amara) Aje nIlImane chello kAgaLa lakhI dIdhA. Aje A hemaranAM rahasya samajAya che. meTAbhAI naretama! helana opha TrAyanAM paNa rahasya samajAya che ke nattama meTAbhAI! tamane strInI vAta karyA vinA cAlatuM nathI. moTAbhAI paNa surely (kharekhara!) huM bIjuM ke na kare e to ThIka, paNa helana ke TroyanI vAta paNa nahIM karuM? My dear fellow! (mArA - vahAlA dosto !) meM rAdhIne pagAra baMdha karyo che. I want to be immortal. (mAre amara thavuM che) paNa helana vize tuM vAMce tyAre huM vAta nahIM karuM? nattama (zArIrika apUrvatAnA ullAsamAM) hA. helana eNma Troya vaNI vakhata vicAra Ave che. "Divinely tall and most divinely. fair. (divya lAge evI uMcI ane atIva digya lAge evI gaura) TenIShree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka bIje 1 sana kahe che tema Aje mAru grIka bharyuM sArthaka thayuM. mArA jevA sauMdarya sevI AjakAlanI sI para melo kema te mane samajAtuM nathI. moTAbhAI paNa tArI nIlama te zakkaDa che. narottama Well eka rIte kharI vAta paNa bhagavAnadAsa kAImANasa ke strI para mahI kema zake e mane samajAtuM nathI. jyArathI mane bhAna thayuM tyArathI huM vIsa varSane vIra banI gayo chuM. (vALamAM tela nAkhe che. bAraNAmAMthI DAkaTara paMDita ne gaMgAdAsa hasatA hasatA Ave che. traNe jaNa pahelA aMkamAM hatA tenAthI juvAnane tejasvI banyA che.) mAdhubhAI dIkarA! Aje teM navayuga sthApe che, dIkarA mArA! moTAbhAI Well zuM thayuM? muralIdhara zuM zuM? mIsIsa paMDite bahu prArthanA karI paNa huM te makkama rahyo. have hida svataMtra thayuM che eTale ene bahAra ghaNuM kAma karavAnuM che. eTalA samayamAM huM A mahAna prayoga kare. mAdhubhAI pahelAM te bahu muzkelI pADI, paNa pachI kabulyuM. gaMgAdAsanI patnIe paNa mAnyuM, enI bahenapaNIoe jasaka muzkelI paDI. gaMgAdAsa ! tamArA mitro phikakaDa che. gaMgAdAsa ke te ke AdhyAtmika rIte rasika chuM temAM. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama mAdhubhAI (harakhamAM hAtha ghasatAM) Aje dhanya divasa che. ApaNe navamAnavatAne Aje prAraMbha karyo che. moTAbhAI Listen ! (sAMbhaLo !) navamAnavatAno AraMbha nahIM. See ! Look at me (mArI sAmuM juo.) navamAnavatA siddha thaI che. moTAbhAI ! gaMgAdAsa ! dosto ! A mAdhunA trIsa varSanA saMkalpa phaLyA. hIMda svataMtra thayuM; svataMtra hIMdamAM navamAnavatA nuM A mAdhue khAta muhurta karyuM. ApaNuM pAMca varSanAM vrata purAM thaze, eTale siddha brahmacArIenuM ApaNuM sainya amaratAne maMtra zIkhavavA avanImAM bahAra paDaze, dasta pachI mAnavI e sanAtana deva thaze. trIvaheNa, jaMjALa vinAne, yamane tiraskAro e deva amaradehe dIpaDo pRthvI para saMcaraze. suralIdhara pAMca varSa lAMbo samaya che. te pahelAM te ApaNe kyAranA siddha brahmacArI thaI jaIzuM, gaMgAdAsa are eka varSamAM te jeje. mAdhubhAI devo ! deva pachI dasto vizALa pRthvI parathI rAga, jarAne mRtyu jatAM raheze. tyAre devane paNa dehyalI evI A pRthvI kharekhara svarga thaze. kema badhAMne zraddhA che ne ? nattama (copaDI mukI ubhe thAya che.) mane pRthvI atyArathI svarga jevI bhAse che. maTAbhAI svarganI vAta te koNa jANe. See? (samajyo?) mane te pRthvI game che. paNa eka bIlIAI Tebala joIe. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka bIje mAdhubhAi Avaze, Avaze. A mAdhu Ajeja kAgaLa lakhI deze. A mAdhunA dhanabhAgya che. zI aDagatAthI paMDita ane gaMgAdAse emanAM patnione vaLAvyAM! eka varSa sudhI to kSetrasaMnyAsa, have akhaMDa brahmacaryanuM niraMtara sevana. prabhue strI banAvI saMsAra karyo ApaNe tene saMsAranI bahAra karI. mAdhu dIkarA ! harino mAraga che zUrAno, nahIM kAyaranuM kAma jone. ( gAtA gAtA javA jAya che. dAjI paTela eka oraDImAMthI Ave che. te vRddha ane damIela pATIdAra che. te atyAre tharathara dhruje che.) hAjI kema bApajI ! mAdhubhAi kema dAjI? dAjI (dhujatAM) bApajI! mane tAva Avyo che, ne be thaI che, be -. eka be do mArAthI kema nI thAo. A havArane dhamuM chuM paNa hAharAM lAkaDAMja nI haLagatAM. gaMgAdAsa hacha lAkaDAM nathI saLagAvyAM? te khAIzuM zuM? | maTAbhAI Now Doctor, what is this? (DAkaTara A vaLI zuM che ? I tell you (huM kahI dauM) bhukhe marIne brahmacarya nahIM siddha thAya I can't remain hungry you see ? mArAthI bhukhyA nahIM rahevAya, samajyA? nittama Aje be kalAka thayAta huM kasarata karuM chuM. mAre paNa meM joIe kharUM. - mAdhubhAI Now ! Now ! Now ! I don't b=lieve in hunger a-2 Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 brahmacaryAzrama strikes (juo, sAMbhaLe. mane apavAsamAM zraddhA nathI. hasIne) mitre ! zAMti ! zAMti hamaNAM khAvAnuM teAra karuM chuM. dAjI, tAre dIkaro kayAM gayo ? dAjI. bApajI, e te sthadare gayo che. kAla spAMjare Avaye. mAdhubhAI ke nahI. dete ! ApaNe rAMdhI nAMkhIzuM. emAM vAra keTalI ? moTAbhAI Nothing of the kind ! (evuM ke paNa nahIM!) huM rAMdhuM nahIM. Doctor, listen. (DAkaTara, sAMbhaLe.) huM zuM kAma badhuM mukIne Avyo chuM ? amara thavA. See? (samajyA ?) radhavAro thavA nahi. gaMgAdAsa meM paNa khAI jANyuM che, rAMdhI jANyuM nathI. muralIdhara rAMdhavA karatAM huM te apavAsa karIza. mAdhubhAi huM rAMdhI nAMkhata. paNa mane te cule cetAvatAM paNa nathI AvaDatuM. choTubhAI mane to ekalI cahA karatAM AvaDe che. bIjuM ke nathI AvaDatuM. mAdhubhAI gulAbacaMdabhAIne AvaDe che, nahIM ? gulAbacaMda AvatuM te nathI, paNa prayatna karI jouM. paNa kaI celo chuM ke te. huM muMkavA jAuM to mArI AMkho bagaDe. gaMgAdAsa eno artha e ke pAMca dahADAne bhukhamaro. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka bIjo nAttama Oh damn ! I can't live (hA! jahAnnamamAM jAya. Ama jIvAze kema ?) bhagavAnadAsa tamane kAMI AvaDe che ? bhagavAnadAsa OM / bhajImAM karI jANuM chuM, bIjuM kaMI nahI. tarAttama Oh God ( huM bhagavAna ! ) mAdhubhAi hiranA mAraga che zurAnA Yes ! ( hA ! ) have yAda AvyuM. ApaNI pAse dudha bahu che. te pIne rahIe teA ? gagAdAsa Not a bit ! ( jarApaNa nahIM ! ) huM dudha pIuM te mAruM' tA peTa agaDI Ave. narAttama I will die (huM marI jaIza ) kAjI te teA hRdaMtara phrATInyu, muralIdhara Well ! huM darakhAsta mukuM chuM ke ApaNe apavAsa karave. mATAbhAi 35 Nothing of the kind, see ? I refuse to starve. (evuM evuM kaMI nahIM. samajyA? bhukhe maravAnI huM nA pADuM .) gAMdhIjI anuyAyIpadamAM bhukhamarAne! huM samAveza svIkAratA nathI. nAttama ghaNuM zuM karavuM ? huM tA bhukhe marI cAlyA. (peTa paranA paTA ThIka kare che.) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama mAdhubhAI Now! Now! Now! mAdhu dIkarA! A muzkelI AvI, dALa Ajane dahADe bIjuM kaI rAMdhI Ape evuM maLe nahIM? dA . (mAthuM khaMjavALIne) bhAI zAba ! koI nathI. hA, mArI benanI DI mArA DhebarAM banAvavA AI che. ke te leI AvuM. jhapadeine rAMdhI e. moTAbhAI Three cheers for the dearest of all girls 1 want her. (sau che karIomAM priyamAM priya evI chokarIne jaya ho! ApaNane enuM ja kAma che.) madhubhAi gAMbhIryathI) nA dAjI ! amAre strI nahIM jaIe, purUSa joIe. moTAbhAI DAkaTara ! sAMbhaLo. A strI nathI, chokarI che. ene bolAve. gaMgAsa are strI ke karI. khAvAnuM te karI Apaze. huM Iza nahIM to mane bhue cakakara Avaze. mAdhubhAi dosto! A mAdhue ATalAM varSa dhuLamAM nathI nAMkhyAM. darzanathI citta harI leze. nArI pratyakSa rAkSasI. moTAbhAI (Baise 264 ) Now doctor, listen ! Don't be a fool, my boy ! I say don't be a fool. (DAkaTara, jarA sAMbha 1kha mA thAo. huM kahuM chuM. ke mUrkha mA thAo.) huM kevo chuM.? Aje za mahInAthI brahmacarya pALuM chuM. I-5-remember-I. (-. vAha rAgA huM-) have tame ema mAno cho ke ATalA abhyAsa pachI eka gAmaDIeNane huM eka dahADe joIza Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka bIje mAdhubhAI Now Now ! Now ! A mAdhunI vAta sAMbhaLo. Aje jema tema karI kAcuM kArUM rAMdhI kahIe narottama (keDe hAtha mukIne) DokaTara ! tame zuM dhAre cho? ame kevA chIe ? ame cAritryavAna chIe. Aje meM tenA jevI mArI strIne javA dIdhI ane eka paTalaNa joI ame vratabhaMga karIzuM? nattama Pure and simple nonsense. (taddana kevaLa artha rahita vAta.) moTAbhAI (menakela goLagoLa pheravatAM) I say it is utter nonsense. see? Unmitigated nonsense. Unadulterated nonsense. (huM kahuM chuM ke e bilakula arthahIna vAta che. samajyA ? jarA paNa artha vinAnI-arthanA gaMdha paNa vinAnI. ) mAdhubhAI Now! Now! Nonsense (arthahIna vAta) nathI. sAcuM muralIdhara DAkaTara ! tame anyAya kare che. eka dahADAmAM je ame saMyama cukIzuM to pachI dunIA jItavA nIkaLIzuM tyAre zuM thaze? mAdhubhAI paNa tyAre te tamAre mane daDha thayuM haze. - moTAbhAI Now doctor, listen ! jarA saMbhALI DAkaTara !) tame amArI Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama badanakSI kare che. see ? (samajayA ?) je huM Aje brahmacarya sevavA nAlAyaka heuM te pAMca varSe paNa nAlAyakaja rahIza bhagavAnadAsa DAkaTarasAheba ! ene ja bolAvane choTubhAI ke vAMdho nathI. mAdhubhAI mAdhu dIkarA ! zuM karIe ? gulAbacaMda DAkaTarasAheba ! harakata nathI. mAdhubhAI ThIka jA, dAjI ! tArI bhANejane laI Ava. meTAbhAi That's right (A barAbara che.) nattama jaladI hA. bhukha lAgI che (khurasI para besI copaDI vAMcavA mATe che. dAjI khAMsI khAte jAya che.) mAdhubhAI Now, my boys (cAle chokarAo) have kasarata karI nAMkho. A mAdhu have jarAka nAhIne Ave che. kema paMDitajI kharuM ke? ApaNe maraNane jItyuM che, kAraNa ke ApaNe sidhdha brahmacArI chIe. muralIdhara ema to mane dareka paLe khAtrI thatI jAya che. mAdhubhAI moTAbhAI ! Aje tame kevA tejasvI lAge che ? harino mAraga che surAne nahI kAyaranuM kAma che. (jAya che. muralIdhara lakhavA mAMDe che.) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka bIje meTAbhAI narotama see? (yuM ?) ApaNe bhAgyazALI chIe. (eka AMkha mIMce che.) narottama kema ? moTAbhAI (hasIne) ke nahIM, paNa avAranavAra pataMgIAM uDatAM dekhAya te sAruM. nattama Don't be a fool ! (mUkha na thAo) brahmacaryanuM sevana karavAnAM A lakSaNa nathI. moTAbhAI (khurazI parathI uThIne pharavA mAMDe che.) Alright!(ThIka!) tArI TroyanI helananuM bhajana karyA kara. I say, paMDita tame zuM kare che ? ' muralIdhara huM "strIo; amaratamAM aMtarAya" e nAmanuM pustaka lakhavAne vicAra karuM chuM. choTubhAI paMDitajI ! e to mane paNa sujhayuM hatuM. gaMgAdAsa (oTalA para beThA beThAmAM vagADe che. je moTAbhAI ! peluM gAyana AvaDe che ke ? moTAbhAI kayuM ? gaMgAdAsa rasalA rasIlI cAMdanInA ane samAdhI tajI saghaLI upAdhi gayA upavanamAM-' Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama muralIdhara gupacupa vAta kare nenanAM IzArA kare--' bhagavAnadAsa gaMgAdAsa ! A tamAruM brahmacarya ke ? gaMgAdAsa brahmacaryane ane DAhyAbhAinA gAyanane zo saMbaMdha che ? maTAbhAI (ekadama khurazInA hAthA para hAtha ThekI bAraNuM tarapha jAya che. I say--(are kahuM-) (badhA bAraNA tarapha jue che. dAjI ane milI Ave che. pemalI jADI ne kALI sattara arADha varSanI chokarI che. tenuM moDhuM jarAka AkarSaka che ne tenI AMkhe caMcala che. te hasatI ne zaramAtI Ave che.) dAjI. pemalI ! je A pelI oyaDI cule che ne kaNe pANInI TacI che. rAMdhavAno badho mana culA pAye paDyo che. jA dIkarA! jhaTa daIne roMdhI naMkhya. A zeThazAbone bhukha lAgI che. hoM ke ! jhaladI karejhe. pamalI memA ! phakara na karazo. rAMdhI Ta5 nAhu che. meTAbhAI dAjI paTela! ke utAvaLa nathI. (pemalI sAmuM joI nIcuM namI hase che. ane hasIne zaramAI cAlI jAya che.) gulAbacaMda (reDIo kAMtavAnuM mukIne) dAjI ! tuM have jaIne suI jA. huM A karIne badhuM batAvuM chuM. dAjI hA, bApajI ! jaIne huI rahu te sAruM. mAruM to dIla dhIme che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka bIje moTAbhAI jA, jA, ame chIe ne. jarA phikara nahIM karato. (milI rasoDAmAM jAya che ne pAchaLa gulAbacaMda ne moTAbhAi jAya che ) gaMgAdAsa A chokarInuM nAma zuM kahyuM? bhagavAnadAsa mane zI khabara? gaMgAdAsa paMDitajI! A taraphanAM bairAM jabarAM bahu lAge che. muralIdhara (vicAramAMthI jAgatAM) mane paNa hamaNAM eja vicAra AvyuM. bhagavAnadAsa tame baMne te evA ja vicAra karyA kare che (milI pANInuM beDuM laI tyAMthI bIjI tarapha jAya che. badhA tenI sAmuM jue che.) gaMgAdAsa (enI pAsethI milI jAya che tyAre ) bAI! tAruM nAma zuM? pemalI ( hasIne) mAruM nAma milI, bhAIsAba ! (vAMkuM joIne) IzAba ! tamAre e gema revuM ? gaMgAdAsa (hasIne) muMbAI. tuM muMbaI kaI divasa gaI che ke ? pemalI (laTake karIne) nA, bA, paNa mArI mazIAI benano hAharo te cAkarI kare che. tenuM nAma che. tame oLakho che? gaMgAdAsa (nasAso nAMkhI) nA. (milI cAlI jAya che.) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama gaMgAdAsa paMDita ! zarama che ApaNane ! muralIdhara kema bhAI ? gaMgAdAsa A ApaNe badhA jADA pADA jevA beThA chIe ne pelI bIcArI chokarI pAse badhuM kAma karAvIe chIe. nattama (cApaDImAMthI moTuM kADhIne) jaine enuM beDuM kema bharI ApatA nathI? gaMgAdAsa (kacavAine) kevA keLavAelA bhegA thayA che? hamaNAM koI maDama jatI hatI te jhapa daIne vanitAvAtsalya batAvavA deData, A te ApaNuM svadezanI. gharakI muraghI dAla barAbara. (bhagavAnadAsa uThIne pANInA haja tarapha jAya che.) nattama bhagavAnadAsa! kayAM calAvyuM ? bhagavAnadAsa (gusse thaIne) mArI najaramAM Avaze tyAM jaiza. meTAbhAI (jhapATAbaMdha AvIne) gaMgAdAsa pele DhAMgI joyo ke? gulAbacaMdabhAI kahetA hatA ke "cu chuM te AMkha bagaDe che." ne hamaNuM te dhamaNanI mAphaka cule phukavA maLe che. cheTubhAI (lakhavAnuM mukI daI) lAva tyAre huM paNa zAka meLI nAMkhuM, khAvAnuM je vaDaluM thayuM te kharUM. ( te uThe che, milI beDu laIne Ave che. tenA hAthamAM ghaDA che. sAthe bhagavAnA Are che. badhA uMcuM jue che.) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -aMka bIje ja8 bhagavAnadAsa (milIne) lAva, huM A ghaDo laI lauM. pemalI (hasIne) behe behe zeTha! tame yuM ghaDe letA'tA ? bhagavAnadAsa (hasIne) lAva, lAva. (pote ghaDo laI le che.) gaMgAdAsa paMDIta ! Aje bhagavAnadAsane kAma karavAnuM zUra caDhavuM lAge che. bhagavAnadAsa gaMgAdAsa! You mind your own business. (tame tamAja kAma saMbhALe.) mAyAbhAI (pemalI pagathIuM caDavA jAya che tene ) jeje. See ! A pagathIuM samAlaje. pemalI ahaM zeTha! A pagathIAne te mane hIsAba che! huM te be beDAM laIne kubera bhaMDArIe okha kheMcatAM caDhI jauM chuM. (AgaLa pemalI ne pAchaLa bhagavAnadAsa rasoDAmAM jAya che.) gaMgAdAsa moTAbhAI chokarI cabarAka che. tamane kevo dhabbo paherAvyo? narottama Now surely ! (kharekhara) A gAmaDIaNu zIvAya bIjuM ke tamane sujhe che ? Now Mister, listen ! ( juo mAstara, sAMbhaLe!) tuM tArI helana opha Troyane vicAra kara. ame grIkanA abhyAsI nathI. amArI tane zI paMcAta ? Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama muralIdhara moTAbhAI ! ApaNA dezanI zI durdazA ! strIonuM strIva keLavaNI vinA saMdhAI mare che. gaMgAdAsa Mary a flower is born to blush unseen, And waste its fragrance on the desert air. (gAya che.) adIThAM karamAvAne, vipine kusuma uge; saurabhe vaNamANI sau, veDaphAI jatI vane. narottama (copaDImAMthI moTuM kADhI) mUrkhAo! tame A brahnacaryAzramanuM vAtAvaraNa bagADavA beThA che. muralIdhara Surely (kharekhara) narottama! tuM DokaTarathI paNa vadhAre vahemIle thaI gayo che. ApaNe jagatane nA maMtra zIkhavavA bahAra paDIzuM, tyAre strIone uddhAra karyA vinA chuTake che? moTAbhAI Look at that woman (e strI tarapha jo), gaMgAdAsa! enA hAtha to jo. zA ghATIlA che! gaMgAdAsa moTAbhAI! tamArI vRttio badhI skUla che. (milI eka tapelI laIne Ave che ane thoDe dUra jaIne mAMjavA bese che.) narottama (ghurakIne) are. rAMdhatI nathI? papalI ( hasIne) nenA zeTha ! pelA kAkA zeThane choTAbhAI zeTha redhe che. mane ke tapelI uTakI Ava. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -aMka bIje ga gAdAsa (khurasI pAse khaseDI) milI ! tane garabA gAtAM AvaDe che? (ttama DoLA kADhe che.) merAbhAi Now listen ! ( A juo?) A sUkSma vRttinuM pradarzana ke? gaMgAdAsa che te mAtra enI keLavaNInI vAta karuM chuM. jyAM juo tyAM unnati ero-e mArA jIvananuM dhyeya che. pemalI. (meTAbhAIne) zeTha! tamAruM nAma ryuM? moTAbhAI (hasIne) meTA milI (meTAbhAIne) meTA zeTha ! A tame caMba A vayama che ? amAre gomanA mAhatara be deDI rAkhe-kenanI pAchaLa. ne tame to emane Ama rAkho. meTAbhAI (hasIne, uDIne Ave che.) emAM hunnara che. pemalI ( zaramAIne) baLyAM? caMba AvAM te cyama re ze! maTAbhAI je! tane rAkhatAM zIkhavuM ? (gaLAmAthI cazmAnI derI utAre che.) narotama meTAbhAI ! You are a driveliing idiot ( tame nirbaLa mananA marma che.) e zuM kare che? moTAbhAI tarama ! huM mArI najaramAM Ave te karIza. Listen! (sAMbhaLa) meM brITIza salatanata sAme satyAgraha karyo te zuM huM tArAthI DaravAne zuM ? Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama narottama (gussAmAM) Dema ! (khurasI jerathI vAMkI mukI bese che.) gaMgAdAsa (sAtvika puNya prakepa anubhavatAM) moTAbhAI ! tamAre zaramAvuM joie. bIcArI grAmya kanyAne cazmAne zekhaze lagADe che? milI meTAzeTha! bhAIzAba ! TAMkIothI leTe laI AochI mAre hAtha dhovA che.? moTAbhAI Certainly (jarUra.) (tApamAM cAlI jAya che.) gaMgAdAsa milI ! tane garabe gAtAM AvaDe che? pimalI bhAIzAba ! baLyo garabe te na AvaDe paNa rAhaDe AvaDe che. noretara Ave ne tAre rAhaDA gAie. - gaMgAdAsa tuM paraNelI che ke kuMvArI ? pemalI (zaramAIne) banyuM evuM zuM puchocha? (nIcuM joIne) mAre vivAha vIrazadamAM mehanachanI khaDakImAM pelA maraghAbhAIne te thayuM che. e te meTA muchI che. gaMgAdAsa tane "garabe ramavA te gerI, nIsaryA re lola ne rAsaDo AvaDe che! milI bhAizAba! amArA gAmamAM evuM nai. mane te "mAM pAvA te gaDhathI utaryo meM kALI re' AvaDe che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka bIje narottama paMDita ! AnuM mAthuM casakavA mADayuM che. (pAsenA jhAparathI phUla laI teDIne suMghe che.) yuralIdhara mane paNa ema lAge che. mAre vacce paDavuM paDaze. (uThe che.) gaMgAdAsa! huM dhAruM chuM ke ApaNe ApaNI bhAvanA bhulavI na joIe. gaMgAdAsa huM kaI divasa bhAvanA bhulate nathI. | muralIdhara gaMgAdAsabhAi! garabAnI bahu vAta na kare nahIM te sutelA saMskAra jAgaze. gaMgAdAsa mArI jarA phikara na karazo. mArI bhAvanA aDaga che. Aje A taka maLI che tyAre mAtra A chokarInA saMskAra sudhAravA mathuM chuM. muralIdhara jAo tame nAhI le. jamavAne vakhata thaze. gaMgAdAsa jAuM chuM ( kaTIjANuM meM karI jAya che.) muralIdhara pemalI ! tane bhaNatAM AvaDe che ? pemalI (hAthano laTake karI) nA bA! mArI bAe nA pADI che. bhaIzAba ! bhaNe te te raDe, khabara che? | muralIdhara ja, ja. e tamArA gAmaDAnA vahema che. je, amArA muMbaImAM te badhAM bairAM bhaNe che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 brahmacaryAzrama pemalI tAre zeTha ! mammamAM bAyaDIe cabahAM pere che? mArA gAmane meM te ke'to to. muralIdhara are ! jeTalI jaie teTalI. mArI bairI cazmAM pahere che. pemalI zuM kAcha bhAizAba? ca"he pere che ! ne bAhaDAe pere che ? muralIdhara hA, kema tAre paheravAM che? pimalI amAre metAjI keteto ke mammInI bAyaDIo to uMcAM uce khAka muralIdhara hA. tAre muMbaI AvavuM che? pimalI paNa izAba ! ame te gAmaDAnAM mANaha. amane kuNu le jAya ? | muralIdhara are huM laI jaIza. (meTAbhAI loTa bharIne Ave che) maTAbhAI paMDita ! What are you doing here? tame ahIM zuM kare che? naretama (babaDe che.) Dema ! moTAbhAI paMDita ! Listen ! (sAMbhaLa ! mIsIsa paMDitane oLakhuM chuM. I owe her a duty. (mAre enA taranuM mAruM kartavya adA karavAnuM che.) tuM Ama garabaDa kare te nahIM sAMkhuM. See ! (samajo !) bIjI strI sAthe huM tane chuTa nahI levA da8. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka bIje muralIdhara (gussAmAM) What do you meant (tame kahevA zuM mAMge che ?). moTAbhAI What did you say just now? see ? heard. I myself heard it. You invited her to Bombay. This is mean, caddish. I call it unfair in poor lrs. Pandit. (teM hamaNAja zuM kahyuM? samaye meM te sAMbhaLyuM. meM mArI jAte te sAMbhaLyuM. te ene muMbaI AvavAnuM nimaMtraNa ApyuM. A nIcatAryuM che; asaMskArI che. tame bIcArAM misIsa paMDita tarapha aghaTita rIte varte che. ) muralIdhara I il you sou: un? tame muMgA rahezo ? pemalI. bhAizAba ! baLyuM mAruM raDayuM gorapITa zuM belo che ? amArI gAmaDAA rIte bolo to mane paNa eka be akazara samajAya. (muralIdhara gussAmAM cAlI jAya che.) moTAbhAi (hasIne) tAre samajavA jevI vAta nathI. le A pANI, hAtha dho. pemalI meTA zeTha ? jarA hAtha para poNI te reDe. moTAbhAI Certainly! Certainly! (jarura ! jarura !) pemalI bhAIzAba ! e zaTTalI eTale myuM ? meTAbhAi khItaja, khacItaja. (pANI reDe che. te ghaNuM paDe che.) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama milI are zAba ! A syu karyu? badhe chaTAja cheTA. A tamArA leMghA para peja paNa. moTAbhAI harakata nahIM, harakata nahIM. le cazmAM paheravAM che? pemalI nA, bhaizAba ! kaI juve. nA bA-huM te cahe nahI pahe-mAre meme juve te mArI nAM che. moTAbhAI are tAre mA gayo jahAjamAM ! le. ( cazmAnI derI pemalInA gaLAmAM nAMkhe che. ) pemalI ( hasatI jAya che ane lADa kare che.) nA, nA, bhaIzAba! A zuM kare che ? meTAbhAI are pahera pahera ! mArA sama ! narottama (khurasI parathI uThIne be phalaMga mA moTAbhAIne gussAmAM bocIethI pakaDe che,) y u fellow! ahIMyAM paNa tamArI vidyA calAvavA mAMDI ke ? zarama nathI lAgatI ? ahIMyAM zuM kAma AvyA che? A kaliyuganuM kAma karavA ! (meTAbhAI bhImasena samA narottamanA snAyuo tara, nirAdhArIthI joyAM kare che ) milI ! ApI de enAM cazmAM. tu kAma karI AvI che ke vAto karavA ? jA, rAMdha! meTAbhAI Now, what do you mean? (eTale tuM zuM kahevA mAge che ) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -aMka bIjo pa nAma I mean what I say. I won't have this. (huM je kahuM chuM teja kahevA mAMguM chuM. A huM nahI cAlavA dauM.) nahIM cAle, cAla ApI de. (pemalI rAkmA ApI de che.) Now (ve) mAstara moTAbhAI ! jAo ahIMthI. nAhI lo ne jamavA taiyAra thAo. ne pemalI! tuM jA ne rAMdhI nAMkha. moTAbhAI (noramanA ugra mukha tarapha bIkathI jotAM) Alright. I will see (bhale huM paNa joiza.). ( jAya che). milI (jarAka hasIne) nAnA zeTha ! bhaIzAba ema mIjAza oma kare che? tame meTA manakha roja cabahAM pahere. ame garIba manakha te kadI joIe paNa nahIM. nottama (narama paDI) paNa moTAbhAI mANasa jarA vicitra che. milI nAnA zeTha ! evuM huM kare? tame bezI bezIne vAMca veca kare che. e bIcArA mane gama pADe temAM tamAruM huM gayuM bhaizAba? hAcuM nA ko te aMbA mAnA hama. narottama (vadhAre narama paDIne) tuM e na samaje. pemalI tAre nAnA zeTha! A tame A dI ne rAta veco teo nI dukhe? nattama (jarAka hasIne) nA, mane te vAMcavAnI Teva paDI gaI che. milI temAM ! tame metAcha karatAMe bau suzIAra dekhAva che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bahAcaryAzrama (vadhAre hasIne) ja. have rAMdhI nAkha. mane bhUkha lAgI che. pemalI hAya hAya bhAizAba ! tAre ketA cyama nathI? e bhukhe peTe te mukha mInAza hAthame reja nai. A amaNe jhapa daIne rAMdhI nokhuM che. narottama ke nahIM. meMDuM thaze te cAlaze. milI (zaramAIne ) are meM vAta che? mArA nAnA zeThane bhukha lAgIne. paNa zeTha ! tamArA hAthameM pelAM pulAM che te mane Ape ne. nottama joIe che? khuzIthI. paNa tuM zuM karaze ? pemalI bhaIzAba ! bahAra mAdhavajInuM de che ne tyAM huM caDhAI AIza. narottama evI mUkhAI zA mATe kare che? pemalI tAre khulIne karIe? narottama je, A pula che temAM dere parevaje. pemalI mAlA, mAlA, te te mane AvaDe che. haramAnane caDhAvavA. narottama On this wretched religious mentality ! ( 32 YG hArmika manodazA!) nA, nA, eka nAnI mALA kara ne tArA aMbenI bApAsa vIMTI muka. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - ka bIjo pemalI ( hasI hasIne ) hA, hA, samajI. ema krAne veNI kara. lAo, mArA nAMnA zeTha zkaDa che. ( gAMkhA nacAve che. ) ( nAttama ( khaDakhaDa hasIne ) ema ke ? 13 gulAbacaMda ( oTalA para AvIne ) narAttama ! kyAranA e zuM kare che ? pemalI cAla ! meM te rAMdhIe nAMkhyuM. malI lA nIrAMta thai. bhazAkha badhAM jamI leA. huM vAhaNu mAMjI nAMkheza. gulAmacaMda premalI ! cAla. : premalI AvI. ( jAya che. ) [ paDado paDe che. ] Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMka trIve [ samaya H pAMca dahADA pachInI sAMja. sthaLa H teja. mATAbhAi ane muralIdhara vAta karatA dekhAya che. ] moTAbhAI paMDita ! Now listen. I am your friend. See? (je sAMbhaLa. huM tArA mitra kuM. samajyo? huM tArA mitra nathI paNa tArA kuTuMbanA dhyu. You see ? ( tuM sama! ? ) mIsIsa paMDita mArI mitra che. See ? ( samajyA ? ) mane mAna che tene mATe, tAre mATe, tamArA praNaya mATe. mAralIdhara paNa A badhuM kahevAnI kai` jarura nathI dekhAtI. moTAbhA nathI kema dekhAtI ! Lister. ( sAMbhaLa ). dekhAya che. spaSTa dekhAya che. tArI patnIkita maLavA merI che. suralIdhara e te kayAranI caLI gai che. huM brahmacArI thayA cheM. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -aMka trIjo 55 meTAlAi My dear fellow, listen, (mArA priya mitra, sAMbhaLa.) huM kadI mUrkha banyA nathI, banavAne nathI, keine banavA devA nathI. tuM mUrkha bane che. samaje? See ? tuM pele pemalI pAchaLa gAMDa bane che. muralIdhara What nonsense! - kevI artha vagaranI vAta?) moTAbhAI sense (arthavALI) che. Listen, (sAMbhaLa). kAle ekale ekale ene bhaNAvavA kema beThe hato? Bad habit, See ( kharAba Teva. samajyo?) mane dunIAno anubhava che. marada pArakI strIne bhaNuvavA mAMDe ke mahekANunA samAcAra zaru thAya. keTalA dAkhalA batAvuM! gharamAM moTI chokarIne mAstara bhaNAvavA mAMDe ke goTALAnA gaNapati bese. muralIdhara moTAbhAI! tuM to mUrkhane zimaNi che. moTAbhAI Listen. See ! (sAMbhaLa, samaja!) e pArakI chokarI bhaNuMvavAnI vRttija bhayaMkara che. bhaNAvavAnuM mana thAya ke tArA jevA saMsArI mANase bhAgavuM. muralIdhara tyAre kaI kanyAzALAmAM marada mAstaraja na rAkhavo ? moTAbhAI Now my dear boy, listen (mArA priya mitra, sAMbhaLa.) eka anubhavI mANasanuM mAna. tArA hRdayane pucha. See! Ask your heart. your heart-(samajo ? tArA hRdayane --mucha tArA hRdayane ) mIsIsa paMDitanI chabI ukhaDI gaI che. Yes. (ha.) tuM nA kaheze teo Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama nahIM mAnuM. tyAM brahmacaryane cune tenA para pemalInI chabI TI. You see? ( tuM samajyo?) - muralIdhara , - tAre mane dUra kare che. I know your game, (tArI ramata huM samajI gayo chuM.) - meTAbhAI Nothing of the kind. (evuM jarA paNa nathI. ) huM te brahmacArI chuM. badhI strIo, mA, bahena, dIkarI badhI- " muralIdhara ( kacavAIne) mane khabara che. tamane te badhAM samAna che meTAbhAI! tamArI vAta kharI che. paNa huM hamaNAM dhyAna karavA besuM chuM. je tamArI vAta kharI haze te huM dhyAna karyA ja karIza. huM brahmacArI chuM ne rahevAne. ( javA mAMDe che.) meTAbhAI See, boy? (samaje chokarA ?) tAruM brahmacarya dhAstImAM AvI paDayuM che. jA dhyAna karavA besa. tane phAyado thaze. ( vaLAvI Ave che. DAkaTara ne narema ne gaMgAdAsane AvatA joI) kema! mAdhubhAI narottama! A mAM tame eklA buddhizALI che. huM Aje traNa dahADA thayAM A badhAne " jouM chuM. A chokarIne vadhAre rAkhavI kAmanI nathI. nittama DAkaTara! mAre tamane spaSTa kahevuM joIe ke tame nakAmA gabharAo cho. mAdhubhAI Now! Now! ! "harine mAraga che zUrAne, nahIM kAyaranuM kAma jene." atyAre tame badhA kAyara thaI gayA che. tamAruM zaurya zithila thayuM che. eka chokarIne traNa dahADA joi joine tame bahu du banI gayA cho * Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -a'| trIne narAtama DAkaTara | mArI vAMta nahIM kare!. I know my business. (huM mAruM kanya samajuM chuM. ) : mAdhubhAI Of Course ! ( alabatta !) tamArI vAta teA judI che. paNa gaJAdAsa ! tame Aje e dahADA thayAM nATakAnAM gAyana gAma che. kAle premalI pANI bharatI hatI tyAre tame ' catura caturA pelI cAMdanI jo ' gAtA hatA. narAtama C are Aje savAre * AveA kumakumane pagale ' khelatA hatA. gagAdAsa DAkaTara ! eTale zuM eka gAyana paNa na gAvu ? mAdhubhAI paNa bhAi ! AkhA dahADA te AvAM gAyana gavAya ? narAtama are gaMgAdAsa ! gAyanamAM zRMgAra zIvAya bIjo rasa che ke nahIM ? gagAdAsa sAhityamAM e rasa pradhAna che. 57 narotama paNa mIstara ! e rasa pItAM peTa phATI jaze. gagAdAsa vAru, DAkaTara ! have thoDAM ga!izuM. jo ke kharuM puche| to nAda brahma vinA brahmacaya zakaya nathI. narAtama gaMgAdAsa ! brahmacarya ne vaLagI raheA. nAda brahmanu thai raheze. gagAdAsa ( kaMTALIne ) Alright ! ( Ika! ) thayuM have! ( cAlI jAya che. ) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama mAdhubhAI Now my dear ( mArA priya ) narottama ! eka vAta kahuM. mane lAge che ke A chokarIne mAkalI ApavI paDaze. dAjI paTela paNa ekadama mAMdA thai gayA, ne enA deAkAnA paNa patto nathI. 58 narAtama DAkaTara! tame mane che| ema nathI. A paNa ApaNA kAryakramamAM eka jarurI vatu che. mAdhubhAI Now ! Now ! A khIcArI paTala! para pyAra karavA e te brahmacanA krama hAya ! Oh God ! ( are prabhu ! ) A mAdhunA kAryakramanu zuM thaze ? narAtama Atmavigraha vinA kadI siddhi meLavAya che? AvI eka tyAjya vastunA AkarSaNane jItavuM e pahelu pagathIuM, eka agatyanuM pagathIuM na kahevAya ? mAdhubhAI evu agatyanuM pagaluM lAge che ke je na cukayA te nasIbadAra, jo krAI cUkayA te! garabaDa bhusa karatA ke nIce paDaze. mArA aa khaMDa ane abhyAsagRha evAM svaccha karI jAya che. paNa narake rahevuM sAruM, svarge nArInAM na meTAM A mAdhune kaiM karavuM paDaze ne tAre temAM madada karavI paDaze. narAtama te vize epIkara rahA. jarUra huM' mArAthI banatuM karIza. tamAruM' ja vAkaya che: rineA mAraga che zUrAnA'. mAdhubhAI kharI vAta che--nahI` kAyaranuM kAma jone' hIMmata rAkha, mAdhu dIkarA ! nahI. kAyaranuM kAma jone' A mAdhune have abhyAsanA vakhata thayA che. nahI kAyaranuM kAma jone ( gAtA gAtA jAya che,) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - eka trIjo narotama mane te A badhA karatAM bIcArI milInI dayA Ave che. ( vicAra karato jAya che. bhagavAnadAsa ne gulAbacaMda Ave che. baMne jarA garama che.) - bhagavAnadAsa (bhavAM caDhAvI) gulAbacaMdabhAi, sIdhI sApha vAta kahI dauM? tamane bIlakula rAMdhatAM AvaDatuM nathI. Aje tamAre bahAra besIne cekhA vINavA paDaze. gulAbacaMda bhagavAnadAsa! tamane A zekha kayArathI lAge? kAle te kahetA hatA ke bhajIyA zIvAya bIjuM ke AvaDatuM nathI. ane have te pAkazAmavizAradA banI gayA ! bhagavAnadAsa rAte keNe rAMdhyuM? ne rAte mAruM banAveluM zAka juo, ne savAranuM tamAruM juo phIkakuM phasa. huM sAcuM kahuM chuM, tame cekhA vaNe. gulAbacaMda ThIka, huM culA pAse besIne vINIza. ( javA jAya che.) bhagavAnadAsa (tene hAtha jhAlIne DoLA kADhIne ) huM kahuM chuM te barAbara che. pemalI pelA cekhA lAva. milI ( aMdarathI cekhAnI thALI lAvI ) bhagavAna ze! A rayA cokhA veNI nAkhe che ke huM nAkhuM ? bhagavAnadAsa are tuM zuM thaze? ame nathI ne tene kAma kayAM ochuM che? le. gulAbacaMdabhAI ! A cekhA laI jAo tamArI oraDImAM. gulAbacaMda huM te rasoDAmAM besIne ja cokhA vaNIza. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ev brahmacaya zrama bhagavAnadAsa ceokhkhI nA ! raseADAmAM huM besIne rAMdhuM chuM, gulAmayada huM khesIza te tamArI rAMdhaNa kaLA kathaLI jaze ? bhagavAnadAsa game te thaze. huM tamane rasADAmAM nahIM AvavA dauM'; thayuM ? gulAmaya huM AvIne besIza. bhagavAnadAsa jo huM kema AvA che te. cAla; pemalI ! adharanu pANI Apa. pemalI gulAbacaMda kAkA! ema baLyuM zuM mAhu karecha ? bhagavAnazeTha hAcu ke cheste, tame tamArI AyaDImAM jAone. tamArI AMkhA dhumADethI bagaDaze, hamajyA ? huM amAM ceAkhA levA Avu' bru. gulAbacaMdra ema ! ( hasIne ) ThIka, vahelI Avaje. huM vINI mukuM chuM. ( cALI laIne cAlI naya che.) pemalI ! tuM jakharI che hAM. premalI bhazAkha ! laDhI zuM marA. ? ( hasIne ) lA have bhagavAnazeTha ! tame rAdhA ke huM rAdhavA mAMDuM ? bhagavAnadAsa bhagavAnadAsa are tuM zuM karavA pIkara kare che ? me' hamaNAM rAMdhI nAMkhyu. kema kAle kevuM thayuM hatuM ? Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -aMka trIjo pemalI bhagavAnazeTha! mArA te moMmAM havAija raI jo. cAlo huM AvI. pelA nenA zeThanI khurazI melI AvuM. Avaze te vAMcaze kAM? bhagavAnadAsa cAlanI! ene khurasI mukavAnA hAtha nathI banyA? zAka kayAMnuM che ? pemalI pelA choTubhAizeTha meLavA laI jyA che. tame jAva. huM laI AvuM. (bhagavAnadAsa jAya che. pemalI khurasI khaMkherIne goThave che ne Tebala cheDA vaDe sAruM kare che. choTubhAI eka hAthamAM muLA ne bIjA hAthamAM charI laI raseDA tarapha jatA Ave che.) choTubhAI zeTha ! zAka maLI lAyA ke bhaIzAba ? choTubhAI huM rasoDAmAM maLavA ja jato hato. pemalI are raseDAmAM te okhamAM dhuNI gAya che. bhaIzAba ! aMIja besone huM khurazI melI AluM. (khurasI mukI Ape che. tenA para besI choTubhAi muLA chINavA bese che. milI jhADu lAvI dhIme dhIme vALatI jAya che.) zeTha! AvaDA merA dhyAne bhaIzAba paraNyA ema nathI. cheTubhAI (nasAso nAMkhIne) pemalI! sArI bArI nahIM maLI temAM. ne have te meM brahmacarya lIdhuM che. milI ema zuM ke cho bhaizAba? tamArA jevA moTA manakhane bAyaDI ne maLe? A amArA gemame daza varahano thAya ke jhapa jhaDapAI jAya. bhagavAnadAsa (aMdarathI) pemalI !... milI (neti) AvI zeTha. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama choTubhAI tuM kema tyAre hajI paNa nathI? pemelI mArA te tayaNa vivAha thayA ne tayaNe muratIyA marI jyA. choTubhAI are rAma rAma ! (vAta karatAM hAtha kapAya che) ararara! pimalI (pAse AvIne) zuM dhye bhaIzAba o mADI! A cheTubhAI nahI, ke nahIM. e te jarA vAgI gayu. (AMgaLInuM lohI cuse che.) pemalI are bhaIzAba! upara dhuLa bhabharAvIne amaNo capa daI maTI jaze. choTubhAI nA, nA. Septc (cepI) thaI jAya. era caDe. milI are ema te kevAM vakha caDhatAM haze ? rAma rAma kare. ubhA rahe. maTADI dau (dhuLanI capaTI laI jhukIne jhINI kare che.) hAtha lAo jouM. choTubhAI (hasIne hAtha laMbAve che.) le. (pemalI AMgaLI para dhuLa nAMkhe che. moTAbhAI pAchaLathI Ave che ne menola caDhAvI stabdha banI joI rahe che.) meTAbhAI (majAkamAM) prophesara sAheba! A zuM kare che? pemalI (hasIne moTAzeTha! e te choTubhazeThane lohI nIcaLyuM che. teoha moTAbhAI (jarA kaDavAzathI) choTubhAI. osaDa bahu gaLyuM lAgyuM dekhAya che.. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -aMka trIjo choTubhAI (jarAka karaDAkIthI) tamArI AMkhe kamaLa thayA che. (nIcuM joI zAka maLavA mAMDe che. milI sAvaraNI laI pAchI vAravA bese che te vAratI vAratI dUra jAya che ) moTAbhAI (nIcA vaLI ne hasIne) milI ! kema came pahere che ? pemalI bhAIzAba ! atyAre revA done. kaI royuM jaze. moTAbhAI jue tene ja paDe. (gaLAmAMthI caramA utAre che ne pemalIne gaLe paherAvavA jAya che.) choTubhAI (sakhtAIthI) pemalI ! jA jaIne A zAka rasoDAmAM mukI Ava. meTAbhAI (raphathI karIne) choTubhAI ! What is this (A zuM?) tamArAthI seko pApaDa nathI mAMgatA. be paga nathI? See? (samaje ?) jajane mukI Ava. cheTubhAI (gussAmAM) tamane zuM joIe che te mane khabara che. pheDe. ( zAkanI thALI laI gussAmAM javA jAya che.) milI choTubhAI zeTha! ema zuM banyuM kare che ? mane Alo ne. huM mucI AvuM (tenI hAthamAMthI levA mAMDe che ne hase che.) choTubhAI (hasIne) rahevA devI. huM mukI AvuM. tuM bahArI nAMkha. (jAya che.) moTAbhAI (dhImethI) pemalI ! tArA mAmAne pAMca rupInA ApyA ? Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama pemalI hAM, moTAzeTha! haju cAra daDA meme mAMdeja reze. moTAbhAI tuM hazIAra che. pemalI ve, hAzIAra nA heu te mAre mome mane tamArA jevA zeThIAene hApi ke ? cAlo huM bApajInI oyaDI ThIka karI AvuM. bacAre parameharane mANaha che. ke habadhu rAkhatAM AvaDeja nai. are ene avatAra Dukakara jevo ga. zuM? bola. have je A pAMca. rupIA. tuM kAle phakkaDa lugaDuM laI Avaje. pemalI (lAthI) nA bA! mArA memAnA kyA vinA huM paisA nai lauM. pArakA bhAyaDA pAhethI paisA levA e hAra mANahanuM kAma nai. tamAre camahe paravA Ale. moTAbhAI le. (pemalI gaLe bherave che ne came eka AMkhe rAkhavA mathe che.. narottama pAchaLathI Ave che.) milI ema huM? (jorathI AMkhamAM rAkhI) le, A mane rada meTAbhAI (milIne vAMse thAbaDI) zAbAza! zAbAza re pemalI! narottama (baMnene chuTA paDatAM) mIstara maTAbhAI! A mAMDayuM che zuM ? meTAbhAI (dAMta pIsIne ) You intermeddler . You go away. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMka-vIrane Listen. (vacamAM mAthuM mAranAra! tuM cAlyo jA ! sAMbhaLa) huM tAro gulAma nathI. samajyo? narottama ( gussAmAM) huM jANuM chuM ke tame konA gulAma hA. paNa mAstara meTAbhAI! A brahmacaryAzrama che. ne khetanI nirdoSa bAlA che. tamane zarama nathI AvatI? moTAbhAI (tevAja gurasAmAM) I tell you plainly ! Listen. ( huM tane cekhuM kahuM chuM. sAMbhaLa) I wan't have this. ( A calAvI nahIM lauM) tArA manamAM tuM zuM samaje che? tuM polIsamena che? No. (ne) tuM mAro guru che? nA. Then (tyAre) tare vacce belavAno zo adhikAra che? tArA manamAM samaje che zuM ? nattama zuM samajuM chuM ? jovuM che ? You dirty fellow ! ( nIcA AdamI !) eka zabda vadhAre bolaze to-(Adya caDhAve che. ) (tiraskArathI ) You bullv ! (dAdA!) tuM paNa mavAlIno moTo bhAI che. mArI khAtrI thaI che. tuM tAre raste je, huM mAre raste. (raphathI cAlo jAya che. ) nAma (gussAmAM moTAbhAI tarapha jaI rahe che. pachI pemalI sAmuM narama banI joI rahe che.) pemalI ! tuM sArI che karI thaI A zu laI beThI che ? pemalI (nAka caDhAvI) zuM laI beThI che ? nAnA zeTha ! meM zuM karyuM ke ema tae khazI ? huM tamArI kaI zIyALI chuM? (meTa haka caDhAvIne jarAka raDate ghAMTe ) Akho vakhata mane evuM kahyA kare che te meM zuM ghaneghArI karI ? Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama bhagavAnadAsa (aMdarathI) milI! e milI ! pemalI bhagavAna zeTha ! A AvI. (macake karI cAlI jAya che. ) narotama ( joI rahe che. ) zI nidoSa bAlA che! eNe Aje badhAnA khaMDa kevA goThavyA che. kAlathI te abhyAsagRha paNa eNe e sarasa goThavavA mAMge che. A duSTo enuM paLe paLe apamAna karyA kare che. (dura eka bAlTI para jaIne jue che. bhagavAnadAsa ane pemalI pANI levA jAya che. bhagavAnadAsa nA hAthamAM ghaDe che ne pemalInA hAthamAM degaDe che.) pemalI (hasatI hasatI) bhagavAnazeTha! bhaIzAba tame te jhapa daIne re che. jabarA che ho. bhagavAnadAsa are Aje tu je te kharI. evuM sarasa rAkhyuM , paNa tuM jarA madade lAgatI nathI. pemalI (gela karIne) evuM ke che ? bhagavAnazeTha ene pelA moTA ne nAzeTha vaDhatA'tA te jevA ubhI'tI. kAle huM badhuM karIza. tame hame besIne batAvajone bhaIlAba. bhagavAnadAsa (hasatAM) are ApaNe be ja rAMdhIzuM. kema che ? che. e te bahu hAruM. meM Aje tamArI pathArI take noMkhI dIdhI che che. (baMne hasatAM hasatAM jAya che.) narottama (bATI para beThA thaIne) jAnavara.........I will see to it. huM e jouM chuM te.) pAcho paDe che gaMgAdAsa Ave che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka bAM gaMgAdAsa huM kAvyamaya thaI gayo chuM. nAnAlAlanuM vasaMtabhava maMgAvavuM paDaze. enI pahelI paMkitaonuM mana atyAre bhAna thAya che. eka khurasI para esI AkAza sAmuM jue che. ! gulachaDI samAvaDI eka bAlikA hatI....... pachI zuM ? bhulI gayo- te pharatI hatI................ tenA pitA kAza hAMkato hato... sarasa citra che. tenA......pitA.....keza......hAMkato hato..... ( AkAsa tarapha joI hase che ne dhImethI gAya che.) bAlA, badana tAruM tadana gulAba che madana khaDaga nahIM mArIe....... ( AMkha mIMcI besI rahe che.) bhagavAnadAsa (ghaDe laIne jatAM) kema gaMgAdAsa ! zA vicAra kare che? gaMgAdAsa (kacavAIne) tame rAMdhI rahyA che te jamavA besavAne. bhagavAnadAsa (ghurakatA) pite saLI halAvavI nahIM gaMgAdAsa ( tevIja rIte) huM saLI halAvavA AvIza te bhAre paDaze. tamArA havAI kIllA gabaDI paDaze, samajyA? ( bhagavAnadAsa meM bagADI cAlI jAya che.) e paNa jabare che. sALuM mana te ke rAMdhatAM AvaDatuM ja nathI...... (mAthe hAtha muke che.) milI (ghaDo bharIne Ave che) kema gaMgAdAsa zeTha ! ema cama beThA che ? gaMgAdAsa (hasIne ) zuM karuM? bIjI rIte besavuM gamatuM nathI. tuM kayAM phare che? dekhAtI ja nathI. Aje mAruM mAthuM caDhayuM che. . Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama pemalI (hasIne) are mArA zeTha! ema ke'ne gharavALI sAMbharI che, gaMgAdAsa nA-nA. tArA sama... pemalI zeTha ! pele tamAre rAhaDe AvaDavA mAMDyuM. garabe ramavAne gorI neharyA re lola rAdhikA razIlI abharAmaNI re lola chuma chuma chuma" ( khaDakhaDa hase che.) gaMgAdAsa bhulI gaI ? milI AvaDaze, AvaDaze. zeTha nAhyA? jamavAnI vakhata karI dIdhI che ho ke gaMgAdAsa zAbAza re! Aje mAre khaMDa paNa te goThavyA che, nahIM ? milI ke mArA zeThane khuzI karyA vagara cAle ? (jIbha kADhe che. dhImethI bAsTI parathI narottama beThe thAya che ne hoTha pIsI pAcho suI jAya che.) gaMgAdAsa (hase che ) tane joIne mane pelI lITIo yAda Ave che. ( cALA karIne bese che.) mIThI mIThI vANI, jANe revA ke pANa; temAM lIdhe mane tANI, vAha kevI tuM tuM zANuM mArI premI paTarANI ! (narottama uThIne gussAmAM joI rahe che. ) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka bIje pimalI paTarANI kevAya ke ? gaMgAdAsa are bhulyo. "paTalANI" cAla huM nAhI lauM. (hasate hasate cAlyo jAya che.) milI (jatI jatI hase che) meThI beThI vANI jANe revA ke piANI. narotama (gussAmAM uDe che) pemalI ! milI ! pemalI (pharIne) kuNu nAnA zeTha ? cyama che? naretama (uDIne Ave che ne khurasI para besI mAthe hAtha muke che.) milI ! A zuM mAMDyuM che? milI piNI bharIne jAuM chuM. naretama ghaDe nIce muka. mAre tArI joDe vAta karavI che. pemelI (ghaDe mukIne) bele nAnA zeTha, zuM koNa? (kaDe hAtha mukIne ubhI rahe che.) naretama A badhAne nacave che kema? pemalI bhaizAba ! ema zuM kecha? kaI nAcatuM nathI. naretama (bedayukta avAje) pemalI ! tArI banAvaTa javA de. tuM kahI karI che. A thoDA dahADAmAM huM joI zako chuM ke tuM bahu hoMzIAra che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmayAtrama pemalI hA bhadazAba ! mArA mAmA kaheto ke huM huMzIAra huM. nAtama Damn Your Jana ! jaDAnamamAM jAya tArA mAmA !) pemalI ! tuM A badhA joDe bahu khAle che. G premalI ( macakA karIne ) kAMTa meTuM manakha malAve te ke mugA rahevAya ? te tame te maTA AkhA dA'DA veca veca karo. pachI ame kAnI hAthe elIe? mee te bhaizAba huM cA marAya che ? nAtama ( samajAvatAM ) paNa te A badhA leAkA sArA nathI. tArI sAthe krama varte che? premalI he / jevA che. jIenI bhadagAkha jevA che. narotama ( hasIne ) pemalI ! kevA mAane huM deva dhAre ? pelAM nA bhakharAba ! badhA hArA che. tame lAMbA ne meTA derAmAMnA deva bhaIzA ! tame jo meArA nahI karatA hAne tA pelA rAmaca daraja jevA lAgeA. narAtama ( khuba hasIne ) Thank Y! tage AbhAra mAnuM chuM. ) paimalI ' bharAba ! baLyuM tamAruM goTapoTa choDAve. mammai jAe tyAre karyo kahe. pachI huM kAM AvavAnI chuM? narAma premI ! Aje aAsagRhanI cApaDa e te 'gAvI ? Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka bIjo 71 pemalI hA bhaIzAba kema? AkhuM hupaDuM bharIne bagado kADhayo. narotama teM ArasI je oraDe banAvI muke che. mAtra copaDIo uMdhI mukI che. pemalI ! pemalI ! tArAmAM abhuta zakitao che. tane koI pimelIana je kArIgara maLe to tuM adbhuta mUti - pemalI e pagamahAloNu kuNa che? narotama pemalI! asala eka kArIgara hato. teNe ArasapahANanI eka adabhuta pratimA ghaDI. pemalI (laTake karIne) pati ? natama Oh the ignorance. (are kevuM ajJAna !) mRti ghaDI. te mUrti ghaNI suMdara hatI. temAM jIva Avyo ne te eka adbhuta strI thaI gaI. (vicAra karIne) tane kaI kArIgara maLe to tuM paNa abhuta bane. pemalI bhaIzAba ! mAre ne hAre nathI javuM. kA' ahIM tamArI pAhe bhaNeza. natama (hasathI) bhaNaze? jarara? pimalI eNma na bhaNuM che tamArI copaDIo sIdhI goThaveza, paNa bhaIzAba! tame medAza na khue te. mejAza e ke inAM bhalAM thayAM che? maphatane jIva cama bagADe ? (pAchaLathI mAdhubhAI ne maTAbhAI Ave che. ) natama tArI vAta kharI che. tenI sAmuM joIne) pemalI ! mArI salAha ma Ne Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama milI Ave. jarura. naretama pelA badhA badamAzathI cetIne cAlaje. tuM mAruM kahyuM mAnaze te tAro uddhAra thaI jaze. pemalI tAre ho bhaizAbe tamArA kaeNme geLa. pachI huM maI AvIza. narenatama huM tane laI jaIza. pachI ke che? paNa kAle abhyAsagRhamAM Avaje. huM tane zIkhavIza, pemalI mane AvuM? cAlo nAhI le. khAvAnuM thaI ryuM che. (laTake karI jAya che. narottama prazaMsApUrNa AMkhe joI rahe che.) narotama kakakaDa ArasapahANa che. kotaranAranI ja kheta che. (jAya che.) moTA bhAI ( AgaLa AvIne) A joyuM tamAruM brahmacaryAzrama? mAdhubhAI (nIsA mukIne) A mAdhu jue che. moTAbhAI AM jADAne ahIMthI kADha paDaze. mAdhubhAI mAdhu hamaNuM rasto kADhe che. A te dusaha sthiti thaI paDI che. badhA gAMDA thaI gayA che. (AMkho mIMcIne) A mAdhune DAhyA thavuM paDaze. (nizcayathI) jouM chuM. jouM chuM. meTAbhAI! gabharAo nahIM, harine mAraga che zUrAne (ekadama bahAra jAya che.) meTAbhAI badhA zarA ja che. ahIM koI kAyara che ja nahIM. Dear Penli (priya pemalI!) (jAya che paDade paDe che.) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * Sii aMka ceAtho samayaH trIjA divasanI savAranA nava. sthaLaH brahmacaryAzramane abhyAsagraha, ceDAM kabATamAM cApaDIo, thoDAM Tebale ne ghaDo khurasIo paDelI che. eka kabATamAMthI thoDI cApaDIe. kaDhI bhAMya para mukavAmAM AvI che. notamane milI te khaMkheratAM jAya che, ne narottama pemalIne akeka Ape che ne pemalI kabATamAM goThave che. ] naretama (eka copaDI khazeDI) Ama nahIM. A to uMdhI mukI. pemalI (jarA laTake karI) koNa jANe ema nAnAzeTha, muI copaDIo udhI mukAI jAya che! banyuM A geTapITa kyAre AvaDaze? ( hase che.) natama (hasIne ) tuM gujarAtI to zIkha, pachI gopITanI vAta (baMne hase che. gaMgAdAsa Ave che ane narottamane pemalIne joI gusse thaI aMdara AvI eka khurasI ThokI bese che. ) natama (gaMgAdAsane) tame nAcA kema nathI ? - gaMgAdAsa (chadathI) mane copaDI vAMcavAnuM mana thayuM che. (eka cApaDI laI khurasI goThavI vAMcavAno DoLa kare che. narenama milIne AMkhanI nIzAnI kare che eTale te cAlI jAya che.) narotama (gaMgAdAsa tarapha pharI) gaMgAdAsa! chupI polIsanuM kAma kyArathI karavA mAMDayuM? gaMgAdAsa (khurasI para jorathI goThavAI ) mArI najaramAM Avaze tema karIza. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama narotama ( DoLA kADhI) ema? gaMgAdAsa hA. (vAMcavAno DoLa kare che. muralIdhara Ave che. eTale narottama elato aTake che ne tiraskArathI cAlI jAya che.) muralIdhara kama bhAI ? gaMgAdAsa A dave mArAthI jarA dekhI khamAtuM nathI. muralIdhara gaMgAdAsa huM ahIM mAre naitika uddhAra karavA Avyo chuM. A pemalo pemalInAM nATaka jovA nathI Ave. muralIdhara meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke kAle te tame paNa milIne paTarANuM banAvavAnuM gIta gAtA hatA. gaMgAdAsa badaI paMDita, badagaI. tadana khoTI vAta. mArAthI have A jevAtuM nathI. A narotama, pele bhagavAnadAsa ne tamArA moTAbhAI A chokarInI pAchaLa bhame che. ApaNe gharabahArane bairI chokarA choDayAM te A jevA sAruM. muralIdhara ( pAse besIne ) kharuM kahuM ? mane paNa A AzramanuM vAtAvaraNa AdhyAtmika nathI lAgatuM. gaMgAdAsa tadana kharI vAta che. muralIdhara ulaTuM ApaNA vikAsane rodhe evuM lAge che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - a ka cAthA gagAdAsa 75 Right ( sAcu' ) kAle zuM thayu te khabara che ? gaMgAdAsa zuM? muralIdhara hu' dhyAna karavA kheo, tyAre mane mIsIsa paDita ne premalInuM yuddhaja dekhAyAM karyuM. muralIdhara gagAdAsa (tALI pADe che ) hA, hA, hA, tame paNa pemalIdhelA thayA kharA ! muralIdhara ( sakhtAithI ) jarAe nahIM. a duSTa vAtAvaraNanA pratApa che. tame jANe che ke hu custa patnItrata thru -mana vANI te kame. e me cheDayuM te A DAkaTaranA svapnAmAM le bhASa, brahmacarya sAdhI amara khatI, mArI sahacarIne paNa amara banAvI, sanAtana prayamAM anatakALa sudhI viharava!, gagAdAsa ( hasIne ) brahmacarya -ne te paNa praNaya sAdhavA ! e DIka. muralIdhara paNa A sthAna kharAba che; mAkaeN karajo, paNa tamArA badhAnI sAbata kharAba che. AnA karatAM te! mArI sahacarInA sAMnidhyamAM huM sahelAithI brahmaca siddha karIza. gagAdAsa doubtl u! ! (zaMkAbhayu' che ) taddana muralIdhara te game tema paNa jyAM dhyAnamAM paNa mIsIla paMDitane premalI sAthe kustI karavI paDe te ThekANe huM rahevAne nathI huM cAlye!. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama gaMgAdAsa kayAM ? muralIdhara mAre ghera. ahIM rahevAmAM kaMI mAla dekhAtuM nathI. mAsIsa paMDita bIcArI vATa jotI haze. (ekadama ubhA thaI jaIne) you are right (tame kharuM kahe che) huM paNa AvuM chuM. A pemalo pemalIne jevA karatAM mArA mitro joDe majAka nahIM karuM ? muralIdhara kharuM pucho te zakita vinA ziva kema pragaTe e samajAtuM nathI. gaMgAdAsa ane jyAM AdhyAtmika rasadhelachA zakya nahIM tyAM rahevuM zuM? khabara che kAle huM eka gAyana gAto hate. | muralIdhara ( hasIne ) tamArA gAyana paNa evAM che ! gaMgAdAsa (gAMbhIryathI) "dIladAra yAra chelAse nayanAM mIlAyeMge.' emAM zuM evuM AvI gayuM bhAI ? paNa huM e gAte ho ne pele narottama AvI ripha mArI gaye. juonI meTo helana opha TrAyane bhakata ! nIlama cheDI milI pachADI gAMDe . shame ! (zarama che !) | muraladhara gaMgAdAsabhAI ! kAinI paravA ApaNe zA mATe rAkhIe? cAlo jaIe. gulAbacaMda (AvIne) kyAM jAo che? (cAra jevA eka bIjI tarapha jue che. ) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka cAlyo 19s muralIdhara (sakhtAIthI ) gulAbacaMdabhAI ! DAkaTarane amArA praNAma kaheje. ame A Azrama cheDIne jaIe chIe. je AdhyAtmika vikAsa sAdhavA ame ahIM AvyA te ahIM zakya nathI. kaheje emane ke mApha kare. emanA siddhAMta kharAM che, tene amala paddhatisara nathI. gulAbacaMda paMDitabhAI! mane paNa eja pratIti thatI jAya che. gaMgAdAsa tamane paNa... gulAbacaMda A zuM? A vakhata pelA bhagavAnadAsa ne milIne joI joI mAro jIva asaMskArI thaI cAlyo. gaMgAdAsa ( hasIne) tamane paNa e ja naDayuM? gulAbacaMda are kaMI vAta che ? pele rAdhe ne pelI sAme besIne paTalAI kare. A te bahAcaryAzrama che ke saMvanana karavAno akhADe? uMha. | muralIdhara ame hamaNuM ja vicAra karatA hatA ke ahIMthI cAlI jaIe. gulAbacaMda cAle huM paNa AvuM. gaMgAdAsa paMDita ! tyAre DAkaTarane cIThI lakhIne muko. ApaNe chAnAmAnA cAlI jaie. uha. jyAM nATakanAM gAyana na gavAya tyAM rahevAya kema? muralIdhara kharI vAta. ( Tebala para besI lakhavA mAMDe che. ) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 78 brada caryAzrama gaMgAdAsa (eka) terI calabala hai nyArI, terI rebala he pyArI. muralIdhara are e murabbI ! mane kAgaLa te lakhavA de. gaMgAdAsa (thAkIne) vAru bhAI la. sALI gAyanamAM paNa gunehagArI. muralIdhara (cIkI Tebala para mukI) cAle. gulAbacaMda DAkaTarane choDatAM dIla cIrAI jAya che. muralIdhara ahIM rahetA vadhAre cIrAya che. cAle. traNe jAya che.) gaMgAdAsa hata tArI bahmacaryAzramanI ! (thoDIvAre moTAbhAI dhIme page Ave che ne cAre tarapha jue che.) meTAbhAI (came caDhAvIne) jANe pemalI enA bApane mAla haze ! ThIka che. kaMI khoTI nathI. paMmalI (AgaLa AvIne) kema meTA zeTha ! zuM kahetA'tA? bhagavAna zeTha rAMdhavA bolAve che. meTAI jahAjamamAM gayo bhagavAna ! je pemalI ! milI ama myuM che? Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -aMka cAlyA moTAbhAI huM eka vAta kahuM. See ? (samajI ?) tuM mane oLakhe che ? milI bhaIzAba ! ATalA dADA oLakhyA ne evuM zuM puche che? moTAbhAI ema nahIM. je Listen (sAMbhaLa) milI bhaIzAba ! geTapITa zuM ? moTAbhAI Dainn! Yon can't hen it. ( ene upAya nathI.) je sAMbhaLa huM keNuM chuM? milI moTA zeTha. meTAbhAI (hAtha para hAtha ThokI) Listen-sAMbhaLa. pemalI habhaLuM chuM. meTAbhAI huM moTo mANasa chuM. milI huM jouM chuM. maTAbhAI sAMbhaLa. milI bhaizAba! he bhaLuM chuM ne. maTAbhAI huM meTo berIsTara chuM. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama pemalI (laTake karI) hAya ! bArIsTara te kacArImAM jene phaTAka phaDAka bele. meTAbhAI hA, teja. je sAMbhaLa. pemalI habhaLuM chuM. meTAbhAI ( kaMTALIne huM bahu paisA kamAuM chuM. pamalI pAMcamA pIyA ? moTAbhAI are gAMDI ! paMdara hajhAra ! pimalI are jAo jAo mArA bheeTalA badhA te koI kamAya moTAbhAI milI vAru bhaIzAba, pache? moTAbhAI tuM muMbAI Ave te huM tane camA apAvuM pemalI ( hasIne ) caMbaho. meTAbhAI ne uMcI eDInA buTa, ne phakaDa kapaDAM. ne pemelI ho-he, Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMka trIjo mAyAbhAI ne rahevAne ghara, ne meTara- jayalI adha-dha-dha-bhaIzAba!ne pache mAre karavAnuM zuM ? tamArI bAIDInI cAkarI? moTAbhAI are gAMDI? mAre bairI to che ja nahIM. tuM ja milI zuM? moTAbhAI tuM ja mArI bairI milI jAe, jAo, garIba bApaDInI marI karo cho te. paTalaNa joDe te ke paNavAnA che? moTAbhAI (cAre tarapha joIne) paraNavAnuM thayuM jahAnnamamAM ! milI (ekadama mIjAjamAM keDe hAtha mukIne) are huM hamaje re tuM. boTAbhAI (jarA ajAyabIthI) huM kharI vAta kahuM chuM. ' pemalI (khurasI parathI urpha laI moTAbhAInA mAthA para phaDAphaDa mAre che.) are o re tuM hAsI vAta karanAra! muA yuM samaje cha? vagara payaNe pITayo bAyaDI karanAra! (caMratharatA meTAbhAI pAchA haThe che ne bhIMta sAthe athaDAya che. caramAM paDI jAya che te A gusse na samajAtAM guMcavAya che. ) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama meTAbhAI But listen! ! Oh listen! (paNa sAMbhaLa! are sAMbhaLa! are sAMbhaLa! pamalI (eka be vakhata uzIkuM mAratAM ) A laza le lazaNa. samaje cha yu pAghaDIbaLyA! jIbhaja kheMcI nAMkhIza. ( hAMphatAM) are !isten (sAMbhaLa) - mAdhubhAI (ekadama AvIne) harine mArama che zUrAne-are moTAbhAi! A zuM? buma zenI mAre che? zuM che milI ! moTAbhAI (mahA mahenate hAsyajanaka rIte repha karIne) huM! buma mAruM ! What or? (zA mATe?) DAkaTara, sAMbhaLe. Listen!I am a gentleman. (huM samprahastha chuM.). - pemalI bApajI ! mue mane kahe- moTAbhAI (phathI vacce AvIne) Doctor, listen, (DAkaTara, sAMbhaLo.) huM koNa chuM? mAruM apamAna thAya che. mAruM ! moTAbhAInuM! Igo, I go, I go. (huM jAuM chuM, huM jAuM chuM, huM jAuM chuM) (raphathI cAlI jAya che.) mAdhubhAI (khedathI pemalI tarapha joIne) pemalI ! bApa ! tuM jA, mArA dIkarA, ne kAma kara ! jA milI (raDate rAge) bApajI ! huM zuM karuM? mue! e-e (rahe che.) Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ --aMka trIjo mAdhubhAI jA bA, jA! (hAtha joDI) tane page lAguM, tuM jA ! (pemalI jAya che ne prophesara choTubhAI Ave che.) kema choTubhAI? choTubhAI DAkaTara sAheba, eka jarurI vAta karavA Avyo chuM. mAdhubhAI zI che bhAI? bese (choTubhAI bese che.) Aje mane mAre svadharma samajAya. mAdhubhAI (Deku dhuNAve che) hA bhAI! A svadharma samajavAno vakhata che. choTubhAI juonI, meM gujarAtanAM gAmaDAMno khAsa abhyAsa arthazAstranI dRSTie karyo che. mAdhubhAI (nasAso nAMkhIne) hA bhAI! hamaNuM gAmaDAnAM sauMdarbheja badhAne AMdhaLA karyA che. cheTubhAI (harSathI) kharI vAta che. gAmaDAmAMja rASTrajIvana che; gAmaDAmAMja ApaNI delata che; gAmaDAmAMja ApaNuM sukha che; gAmaDAmAMja kharuM saudarya che. ahIMthI jaI e gAmaDAone ja mATe have jIvana arpaNa karavuM che. mAdhubhAI (ekadama akaLAmaNamAM ubhA thaI jAya che,) hA, jAo, prophesara sAheba ! gAmaDAMone jIvana arpe. joIe te gAmaDI ane jIvana ape. joIe te pemalIne jIvana arpe- Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama choTubhAI eja huM kahetA hatA. mAdhubhAI eja A mAdhu sAMbhaLavAnuM nathI. (be hAtha vIMjhIne) jAo, jAo, majA karo. tamAruM sarvasva gAmaDAne arpaNa kare. gAmaDIaNane arpaNa kare. gAmaDAnAM kutarAne arpaNa kare. harino mAraga che zUrAno. (jhapATAbaMdha cAlI jAya che.) chaTabhAI Aje A DAkaTarane zuM thayuM che? pemalI (AvIne) Ama choTubhai zeThaA bApajIne ama Amada de cho? bacArA evA choTubhAI milI ! A DAkaTarane choDI jouM chuM. pemalI cama bhaIzAba ? chaTabhAI huM have gAmaDAmAM rahevAne ne gAmaDIAnI sevA karavAno. milI bhaizAba ! tamane meTA lekene gAmaDAmAM na goThe. choTubhAI mane gAThaze. milI ! huM atyAra sudhI mAro svadharma zodhato hato. pemalI dharamamAM zodhavuM zuM? cheTubhAI mane have jo - Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -aMka trIjo pemalI bahu hAruM thayuM. choTubhAI ne mane tuM jaDI. milI ( javA raphathI) mAre zuM levA devA ? choTubhAI pemalI! huM hamaNAMja dALa paTela pAse jAuM chuM ne tAruM mAthuM karuM chuM, pemalI (hasInekahe che Turbha zeTha ? evuM te bane? tame , choTubhAI nA kahevI nahIM. huM dAjI paTela pAse cAle ( jAya che.) pamalI A badhAone koNa jANe syu vaLakyuM che ! cAla mA ! A copaDAo goThavuM, bacAre DAkaTara bApajI herAi rahyA che. (ya para paDelI copaDIo haNa goThavavA lAge che. narendrama Ave che ne thoDIvAra pemalIne prazaMsAthI jema ubho rahe che.) narottama pemalI! pemalI (hasIne pAchuM jue che) ama nAnAzeTha nAhI AyA ke? narottama hA, tane cepaDI mukvAnI zI utAvaLa AvI che? pemalI (akhi nacAvatAM) mArA manameM ke tamArA AvatA pahelAM badhI mu. o bhAbhI A badhI zIdhI che ne? Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama narottama hA, badhI sIdhI che. pemalI (hasIne) huM huzIAra te chuM ne? narottama tArI zIrInI vAta zI karavI? A pramANe te tuM zeDA dahADAmAM evI thaI jaze ! pemalI kAle to mAre memo Avaze. nattama Avaze temAM DAkaTarane kahevAnuM chuM ke tArA vagara A Azrama sA rahevAno nathI. pemalI cAle tyAre to majAhasto. bhagavAnadAsa (bahArathI) pemalI! milI ! pemalI e zeTha! (javA jAya che.) narottama (hAtha vaDe roke che) jatI nahIM. enuM mane meTuM gamatuM nathI. pemalI ema zuM bole che? bhagavAnadAsa (aMdara Ave che. tene eka hAtha kaNekavALe che.) pemalI ! cAla huM mArane tArI vATa jouM chuM. pamalI hA bhaizAba! huM A cepaDI goThavatI hatI. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka trIjo bhagavAnadAsa are cApaDI kyAM bhukhI thaI che ! hamaNAM jamavAnA vakhata thaze. cAla. narAttama ( sakhtAithI ) pemalI vagara dALa caDhatI nathI ! bhagavAnadAsa ( gussAmAM ) huM pemalI joDe vAta karuM chuM. tamAre vacce paDavAnI jarura nathI. narottama ( ghATA kADhIne ) What ? ( zuM ? ) bhagavAnadAsa huM tamArA ghAMTAthI DaravAneA nathI mIstara ! cAla pemalI; uThe. ( pemalI khasavA jAya che. ) nAttama pemalI, khasatI nahIM ! ( tene roke che. ) 20 bhagavAnadAsa cAla ! e zuM tArA mAlIka che-- narottama khabaradAra--(pemalI nIce besI jAya che.) bhagavAnadAsa cAla(nIcA vaLI pemalInA hAtha pakaDe che.) narAttama (bhagavAnadAsane khabhe hAtha mukIne gussAthI kAMpatAM) enA hAtha cheDa / bhagavAnadAsa (dAMta pIsIne) nathI choDatA--cAla ! (pemalIne dhasaDe che.) pemalI A A 1 Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama nattama (haTha dAbI) nathI choDate ema? (jerathI bhagavAnadAsane hAtha pakaDe che. ) choDa ! (bhagavAnadAsa jera kare che paNa tenuM ke phAvatuM nathI.) bhagavAnadAsa zuM samaje che ? (eka mukko ugAme che.) nattama (mukkAne hAtha para jhIlI) jaMgalI! (jorathI bhagavAnadAsane bAthamAM bhIDe che ne bhIMtamAM cape che. bhagavAnadAsa jera kare che ane Akhare narottama tene uMcakI eka pAsenI oraDImAM ke ke che ne eraDIne bAraNe sAMkaLa mAre che.) Laun ! (jahannamamAM jAya e !) hAMphato hAMphata khurasI para besI pitAnI AMkha paMpALe che.) pemalI ( uDIne pAse Ave che) tame to nAnAzeTha, bhemazananA avatAra cho. bhaIzAba che. narottama hamaNAM enuM mAthuM phADI nAMkhata. e zuM samaje che? jANe tAre mAlIka hAya tema ! (AMkhe caLe che. pAchaLathI DAkTara ane nIlama AvI ubhA rahe che. nIlama tejasvI ne svarUpavAna, muMbAIgarI yuvatI che.) pemalI AMkhe bahu vAyuM ? narottama nAre tArI AMgaLI kacarAI gaI haze. lAva! (pemalInI AMgaLI laI paMpALate AMkha pAse lAve che.) Lovely fingers. (suMdara AMgaLIo) (AMkhe AMgaLI aDakADavA jAya che. pAchaLathI nIlama nAmane kAna pakaDe che.) nIlama (gussAmAM) Very lovely fingers ineed! ( khacIta bahu Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - aMka trIje suMdara AMgaLIo !) (narottama ekadama ubhuM thaI jAya che ne AMkha eLe che. milI ekadama khIzIANI paDI khurasInI pAchaLa bharAI bese che.) praka saudaryanA zokhIna ! A brahmacaryanI sAdhanA kare che kema ke zarama Ave che ? mane choDIne ApelI melIghelI- nattama (svAthya meLavI) paNa tuM kayAMthI? mAdhubhAI meM belAvI ! bhAI sAheba! tame brahmacarya sAdhyuM -ukALyuM ne mAruM daLadara dura karyuM ! murabbI ! have sIdhA. narottama ( jarAka gaurava meLavavAno prayatna karatAM) DAkaTara ! nIlama areDAkaTaravALA ? cAlo have muMbAI. eka vAra dhIyo te dhIryA. pharI vAra huM dhIravAnI nathI. have tamArI vInasa DI mIlenI bhAvanA barobara, oLakhI gaI chuM. narottama nIlama ? nIlama ( adhIrAIthI paga ThekatAM) bole nahI, bacAva nahIM kare, nahIM te bhAre paDaze- mAdhubhAI juo murabbI ! juo, (nIlama hAtha jhAlI zaramIMdA narottamane laI jAya che.) jAo ! jAo ! badhA jAo! khurazI para besI jaI raDate rAge) pemalI ! pemalI! te badhAne ghANa kADhI nAkhyA. (Tebala para najara paDatAM) A zuM ? -e ? paMDita ne gaMgAdAsa ne gulAbacaMda gayA. prophesara pemalI pAchaLa gaya...! moTAbhAI gaye. badhA gayA, huM ekale... (AMkha mIcI kapALe hAtha mukI bese che ne raDate rAge belavA Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmacaryAzrama mAMDe che.) trIsa trIsa varSanA siddhAMta para pANI pharyuM. o mArUM brahmacaryAama! hAya milI ... harino mAraga A mAdha mATe nathI. pemalI ! teM zuM karyuM? (gAMDA jevo AkraMda kare che. pelI raDatI AMkhe bahAra nIkaLI raDe che. ) mArUM brahmacaryAzrama ! hAya milI !.... brahmacarya ! ( AMkhe mIMcIne lAMbA hAtha kare che.) hAya pemalI ! ( uThe che ne raDe che. ) hAya brahmacarya !... pemalI !.. (pemalInI AsapAsa hAtha Ave che eTale raDatI pemalI vaLagI paDe che.) pemalI (raDatI) DAkTara bApajI ! A zuM kare che ? mAdhubhAI (AMkha ughADI pemalIne pitAnA hAtha vacce jaIne stabdha banI pharIthI AMkho mIMce che) hAya brahmacarya ! hAya pemalI ! pemalI DAkaTara bApajI! e zuM kare che? harine mAraga che zUrAne - mAdhubhAI ( ekadama AMkha ughADI hAtha vacce pemalI sAmuM juve che ne tenI AMkha sAmuM joI tenA moDhA para bhAva badalAya che. te ajAyaba thAya che) harine mAraga che zUrAno. milI (nIcuM joIne) tamArA jevA zarAno ja che bhadazAba ! mAdhubhAI (hasIne kude che) harine mAraga che zUrAne...(pemalIne vaLagI paDe che ne milI sAmuM vaLage che. bAraNuM kholI bhagavAnadAsa stabdha banI joI rahe che.). paDado paDe che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thazalhi. alcohilo Bee 9: Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaragyanbhandar.com