Papni Saja Bhare Part 16

Author(s): Arunvijaymuni
Publisher: Dharmanath Po He Jainnagar Swe Mu Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001501/1

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pravacana-16 pApasthAna 13 muM "abhyAkhyAna pApasthAna 14 muM "paizunya" Aropa ane cADInA pApothI bacIe parama pUjyapAda prAtaH smaraNIya paramapitA paramAtmA carama tIrthapati zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInA caraNa kamaLAmAM keTIzaH namaskAra pUrvaka - kAcakAgaladoSaNa, pazyenneo viparyayam / abhyAkhyAnaM vadejjivhA, tatra rogaH ka ucyate / / kamaLa-paLIyAnA doSanA kAraNe AMkhethI viparIta ja jevuM ane vaLI ArapAtmaka ja bolavuM tene roga kevI rIte kahevAya ? jovAnuM juduM ane besavAnuM kaMIka juduM te roga kahevAya ke deSa kahevAya? pILIyAne raMga hoya to AMkhethI badhuM pILuM dekhAya che. paraMtu jIbha para kayAM pILIye hoya che ke jenAthI ArapAtmaka UlaTuM ja bolAya? AmAM kene rega kahevAya ? AMkhano ke jIbhane? abhyAkhyAnamAM joyelI vAtathI viparIta athavA judI ja vAto jIbhathI karAtI hoya che. vacana yogano vyavahAra AtmAne saMsAramAM rahevA mATe mana-vacana-ane kAyA (zarIra) A traNa sAdhane maLyA che je ke saMsAramAM badhA ne A traNe ye maLyA ja che? evI paNa vAta nathI. keTalAkane mAtra eka kAyA ja maLI che. ekendriyamAM pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu, vanaspatinA jene mAtra kAyA ja maLI che. beIndriya, te indriya, caurindriya ane asaMjJI paMcendriyanA jIne zarIra ane vacana e be ja sAdhana maLyA

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6para che. jemAM aLasIyA, kIDI, mAMkaDa, maMkoDA, mAkhI, macchara, deDakAM vagere jene samAveza thAya che. A cha mana rahita che. gheDa- gadheDA, hAthI, UMTa vagere pazu-pakSI, manuSya, deva-narakamAM saMjJi paMcendriya jIne mana sahita traNe sAdhane maLyA che. tethI jIva mana -vacana-ane kAyAnA trikoNamAM rahe che ane enA dvArA vyavahAra kare che, pravRtti-kriyA kare che. jevI rIte manathI vicAravAnuM kAma kare che. zarIra-kAyAthI cAlavuM, UThavuM, pharavuM, khAvuM, pIvuM, AvavuM, javuM, sUvuM vagere judI judI pravRtti kare che ane vacana vegathI vANIne vyavahAra, belavAnI pravRtti kare che. joke beIndriyathI paMcendriya sudhInA pazu-pakSInA jIvone paNa vacanAma maLyo che ane teo paNa vANI vyavahAra kare che. paraMtu teonI vacana vyavahAranI bhASA maryAdita che. teo eka-eka prakAranA maryAdita uccArothI vadhAre bolI zaktA nathI. AthI vacana vyavahAranI pravRtti tyAM ochI che, maryAdita che, avyakta aspaSTa che ke manuSya eka sAmAjika prANI che. te samAja ane parivAranI vacce rahe che. tethI sAmAjika saMbaMdhenuM pAlana karavuM tene mATe anivArya che. samAjamAM snehI, saMbaMdhI, ISTa mitravarga vagere sAthe vyavahAra karavA mATe manuSyanI pAse vacanaga ja prabaLa sAdhana che. jo ke mane yoga tA pitAne ja vicAravAnA kAmamAM Ave che. kAyA- kAga zArIrika pravRttimAM kAma Ave che. tethI (anya) para-bIjAnI sAthenA vyavahAramAM vacanaga ja vadhAre kAma Ave che e svAbhAvika che. vacanAmanI pravRttithI vANIne vyavahAra thAya che. jemAM bhASAne prayoga karavAmAM Ave che. je bIjAnI sAthe keI saMbaMdha ja na hoya ane kaMI kAma ja na hoya te bIjI vyakti pAse hovAM chatAM bolavAnI AvazyakatA ja hotI nathI. paraMtu samAjamAM keInI paNa sAthe bolyA vagara manuSyane vyavahAra cAlI ja nathI zakatA. tethI bhASA belIne vyavahAra kare samAjamAM Avazyaka che. maneganA vicArane bIjAnI sAme vyakta karavAnuM mAdhyama bhASA che ane bhASAnA prayoganuM kArya vacanaga kare che. bIjAnI sAthe vyavahAra vacanogathI ja thAya che tethI bhASA bolAvI paDe che. bhASA e ApaNA bhAvanuM pratibiMba che.

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653 18 pApAmAM vacanayoganA pApa "pApanI sajA bhAre" nAmanA prastuta pustakamAM aDhAra pApAnu vivecana kramaza: karAI rahyuM che. A aDhAra pApasthAnAe mana-vacana-ane kAcA dvArA karelA pApAnuM vivecana che. chevaTe AtmAne je pravRtti sa'sArI avasthAmAM karavI che te zubha mana-vacana-kAyAnA trikAmAM rahIne ja karavI joIe. bhale te sArI kare athavA kharAba kare? te paNa A traNanA mAdhyamathI ja karavAnI hAya che. umAsvAti mahArAja tatvArthAdhigama sUtramAM pharamAve che ke jAya-vA--manaH meconA / / " kAyA-vacanaane mana dvArA ja karmonA cega thAya che. te ceAge! zubha hAya tA puNyarUpe ane azubha hAya tA pAparUpe gaNAya che. A ja mana-vacana ane kAyA pApa karAvavALA che ane A ja puNya paNa karAvavAvALA che, te ja kanA khadha karAvanArA che. ane karmAMnI niza karAvanArA che. A traNe cege! jaDa che. tenI vacamAM AtmA rahelA che. tethI te sArA paNa nathI ane kharAba paNa nathI. tenA upayoga jevA karavAmAM Ave tevA te che. A traNe ceAge.nI azubha pravRttithI pApa thAya che. tethI aDhAra pApasthAnAmAM mananAM pApeA vacananA pApeA, ane zarIra (kAyAnAM) pApe ema traNa vibhAga pADavAmAM AvyA che. A je hu* vacanaceAganA keTalAka pApAnu. vivecana ahIM karU chu. vacanaceAganA pApe } mRSAvAda krodha kalarDa abhyAkhyAna vaizunya paraparivAda mAyAmRSAvAda 18 pApasthAnAmAMthI lagabhaga A sAta pApasthAnAmAM vacanaceAganI mukhyatA che, bhASAkIya vyavahAranI azubhatAthI A pApAnuM sevana thAya che. mRSAvAdamAM juhu khelavAnI vAta che, teA krAdhamAM AkrozapUrvaka khelavAnI vAta che. kalaha-jhagaDAmAM paNa khelavAnA ja vyavahAra che. abhyAkhyAnamAM koInA para Aropa ApavAnA vacana vyavahAra che. paizunyamAM cADI khAvAnI vAta paNa vacana vyavahAra ja che. parivAdamAM

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654 bIjAnI niMdA karavAnI pravRttimAM paNa vacanoganuM ja kArya che ane mAyAmRSAvAda-arthAt kapaTavRttithI juThuM bolavAmAM paNa vANIne vyavahAra ja mukhya che. AthI aDhAra pApasthAnamAMthI A sAta pApasthAna mukhya vacanaganA ja che. vANu para sayaMma na rAkhavAthI ane vacanaganI guptI na rAkhavAthI A pApe thAya che ane enI pravRtti azubha hoya che. mRSAvAda, krodha ane kalahanA pApasthAnanuM kramazaH vivecana karatA AvyA chIe. have 13muM ane 14muM kramazaH AvatA abhyAkhyAna ane pazunya vRttinA pApane vicAra karIe. abhyAkhyAnane artha zuM che? "amiupasargapUrvaka AkhyAna-karavuM arthAt bhASaNa karavuM e abhyAkhyAna kahevAya che. zrI bhagavatI sUtranA pAMcamAM zatakanA chaThThA udezAnI TIkAmAM TIkAkAra pharamAve che ke- "mamuni gAthA hAvi dyAnam" mamurvi-sAmAM thaIne dene pragaTa karavA rUpa je kathana che te abhyAkhyAna kahevAya che. A ja artha sthAnAMga. sUtranA prathama adhyayananA 48, 4nA sUtranI TIkAmAM TIkAkAra lakhe che- "kAvyAnaM-pradoSAropaNa pragaTarUpe, jAheramAM je nathI evA khoTA denuM AropaNa karIne besavuM e abhyAkhyAna kahevAya che. tethI saMkSepamAM, eka ja zabdamAM Aropa Apa, kalaMka lagADavuM ema kahevAya che. doSAropaNa karavuM, deSa Ape, AkSepa kare e abhyAkhyAna kahevAya che. gujarAtImAM jene ALa caDhAvavuM; ALa devuM kahe che. vAcakavaryajI kahe che- pApasthAnaka teramu chAMDIe abhyAkhyAna surate jI ! achatAM Ala je paranAM uccare, duHkha pAme te anaMte jI ! dhanya dhanya te nara je jinamate rame... achate deze re abhyAravyAna je...! deSa na hovA chatAM paNa deSanuM AropaNa karavuM e doSAre paNa abhyAkhyAna kahevAya che. jene teramuM pApa sthAnaka kahyuM che, vacana ganIvANuM vyavahAranI A kuTeva che.

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655 mahAsatI sItA para doSAropaNa A vAta rAmAyaNanI che. debInA gharamAM baNanI sAthe debIne kaMIka jhagaDe thaye dhabaNa ghara cheDIne cAlI gaI cAra-cha divasa koIne tyAM rahIne pAchI AvI gaI patine nivedana karyuM. maherabAnI karIne mane pAchI gharamAM AvavA do. bebIe javAba ApatA evA zabdone prayoga karyo ke huM zeDe rAma chuM ke tane pAchI gharamAM AvavA dauM? gharethI nIkaLI gayelI ane bIjAne tyAM rahI AvelI strIne huM nathI svIkArato. rAme sItAne kevI rIte svIkArI? patnIe kahyuM tame AvA mahApurUSa maryAdA purUSottama zrI rAma ane mahApavitra satI sanArI sItAnA viSayamAM AvuM kema bole che? A gya nathI sItA jevI mahAsatInA viSayamAM aMza mAtra paNa zaMkA karavI eTale ke sUryamAM aMdhakAra jovA jevI bAliza ceSTA che. A sAMbhaLIne bebIe kahyuM. rAma-sItAnI vAta choDe paraMtu huM tane gharamAM nahIM AvavA dauM. pati-patnInA jhagaDAmAM bebInI A vAta aDosa-paDosamAM thatI thatI zrI rAmanI pAse pahoMcI. rAmacaMdrajIe vicAryuM - A zuM vAta che? agni parIkSAmAM paNa sItA pavitra che ema jAhera thayA pachI paNuM samAjamAM prajAmAM AvI vAta kema cAlI rahI che? maryAdA purUSottama ane nyAyapriya tarIke rAmacaMdrajInI prasiddhi hatI. te ja kSaNe temaNe sItAne rAjamahelamAMthI kADhI mUkI. rAvaNanA hAthamAMthI niSkalaMka chUTIne AvelI sItA svadezamAM kalaMkita thaI doSAropaNane bhega banI sItA upara beTA ALa caDAvavAmAM AvyA aMte sItAne rAmanI AjJAnuM sAra ghara choDIne nIkaLI javuM paDayuM. garbhavatI sItA nAjuka paristhitimAM upara Abha ane nIce dharatInA sahAre jaMgalamAM pahoMcI. bAhya Azraya vagaranI sItAnA aMtaramAM samyakatva rUpI dIvaDo jhagamagato hate. deva-gurUnI sahAya hatI. jIna zAsananI huMphathI tenA jIvanamAM uSmA rahetI. jaMgalamAM jaI kaI AzramamAM Azraya lIdho ane samaya pasAra karavA lAgI. garbhAdhAnane kALa pasAra karI aMte lava kuza e be bALakane janma Apyo. saMtAnanuM pAlana poSaNa karI meTA karyA. mAtAnuM vAtsalya ane pitAnuM zikSaNa baMne ApavA mATe te samartha hatI. svadharma pAlana karIne aMte satI sItAjI bhUmimAM samAI gayA.

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656 vicAro keTalI pavitra sanArI mahAsatI sItAnI upara abhyAkhyAna vRttivALA lekee Arepa karyo. kalaMka ApyuM. deSAropaNa karyuM sItAne keTaluM sahana karavuM paDayuM? A daSTAMtathI bIjAnI pravRtti joIne emanI vRti upara AkSepa karatA bahu vicAra karavo joIe. abhyAkhyAna eka svataMtra pApasthAnaka che. aDhAra pAyasthAnamAM kaI paNa pApasthAnamAM samAveza na karatA abhyAkhyAnane svataMtra pApasthAna kahyuM che. je ke mRSAvAdanuM ja svarUpa che. te paNa mRSAvAda jaTha athavA asatya ane abhyAkhyAna eka ja nathI. mRSAvAdamAM sAmAnya rUpe asatyanuM sevana che, jUThuM bolavAnI vAta che, kalaMka ApavAnI vAta che. tethI anya koI paNa pApasthAnamAM tene samAveza nathI thatuM. A eka svataMtra ja pApasthAna che. je kaI pApasthAnamAM samAveza thaI zakato hota te jJAnI mAhApurUe svataMtra zA mATe gaNAvyuM? bIju keIpaNa pApasthAna Ane maLatuM nathI AvatuM. tethI A svataMtra pApAna che. abhyAkhyAna vRttivALA jIva jagatamAM anaMta jIve che. A saMsAramAM bhinna bhinna svabhAvavALA aneka prakAranA jIve che. teonI svabhAvanusAra pravRtti thAya che. vRtti svabhAva sAthe saMbaMdhita che. jyAre pravRtti vyavahArAtmaka kriyAtmaka che. vRttinA anusAra pravRtti thAya che. saMsAramAM badhA ja eka samAna vRttivALA te che. ja nahI. badhAne pitapotAnI manovRtti rahe che. manamAM rahelI vRtti pravRtti rUpe bahAra Ave che. vyavahAramAM Ave che. ApaNe keInI vRttine te jANI zakatA nathI. paraMtu pravRtti joI ne vRttinuM anumAna karI laIe chIe, sevAra vRttimAM AveluM pApa pravRttimAM AvyA vinA rahetuM nathI. eTale pApanuM kendrasthAna vRtti che. ane pravRttie paridha che. kendrane aMkuzamAM rAkhavAthI paridha baMdha thaI jAtha che. pravRtimAM pApabaMdha karavA IcchatA AtmAe vRtti upara aMkuza mUka atyaMta jarUrI che. Aje ghaNA manuSya pApathI nivRtti le che paNa teo mukhyatve pravRttithI nivRtti le che. vRttithI nivRtti lenArA bahu virala hoya che. saMsAramAM vRttithI nivRtti levI

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6pa7 e ja kalyANaprada che. e ja sudhAre che. Aje nivRtti zabda saMsA2mAM ghaNA sthAne pracalita thayele jaNAya che. Aje dhaMdhA vyApAramAM nivRtti lenArA aneka jIva maLaze paNa mane vRttimAM rahelA pApathI nivRtti karanArA keTalA maLaze? mane vRtti upara abhyA khyAnAdi pApane AdhAra che. managamAM utpanna thayelA pApa pravR ttimAM Ave che. abhyAkhyAna paNa kaMIka evuM ja pApathAna che. keI upara jUThuM daSAropaNa karavuM, AkSepa kara, kalaMka caDhAvavuM evI mane vRttivALA jIva kaI judA ja prakAranA hoya che. prAyaH nakAmA leka, bekAra, navarA mANaso ke jeonI pAse kaI paNa kAma dhaMdhe udyoga nathI, pravRtti nathI evA pravRttirahita jInuM A pApasthAna che. gujarAtImAM kahevata che ke, "navara beThe nakhodavALe" eTale je nakAmAM navarA beThA hoya che. te e ja satyAnAza kare che. aMgrejImAM kahevata che ke, An empty mind is Devil's workshop." khAlI magaja e zetAnanuM kArakhAnuM che. eTale magajane haMmezA kAryarata rAkhavuM joIe. vaLI IrSyALuvRttivALA jIva, adekhAIvALA che, bIjA upara khAra (draSa) rAkhavAvALA ja prAyaH abhyAkhyAna pApanuM sevana kare che. jeo keIne utkarSa joI zakatA nathI teo abhyAkhyAnane Azraya le che. skarSa ane parApakarSanA bhAvathI abhyAkhyAnane janma thAya che. game te saMgomAM potAne vaTa jALavavA ane bIjAne vaTa kaTa karavA mATe jIve AvI halakI mane vRttine Azraya letA hoya che. AkSepa karavAnI khAsIyata zikAge (amerIkA)mAM thayelI vizva dharma pariSadamAM jaina dharmanA pratinidhi tarIke pU. AtmArAmajI mahArAje vIracaMda rAghavajI gAMdhI (v. R. Gandhi) ne mokalyA hatA te samaye svAmI vivekAnaMda paNa gayA hatA. joradAra bhASaNethI emaNe suMdara asara upajAvI hatI. pariSadanI samApti pachI tyAMnA keTalAka sthAnika lokoe svAmIjIne pUchayuM ke-tamArA dezavAsIonI khAsa vizeSatA zuM che? svAmIjI-kevI vizeSatA? amArA dezamAM sArI vizeSatAo aneka che ane kharAba paNa aneka che. tame kevI vizeSatAo jANavA Icche che?

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658 praznakartA-jenuM pramANa vadhAre hoya te vizeSatAo. svAmIjI-je leke bahu AgaLa vadhI rahyA che, jenI yaza kIti pratiSThA ghaNI vadhI rahI che teone pAchaLathI paga kheMcIne kevI rIte pADI zakAya? temanA cAritra para AkSepa, Arepa karIne temanI apratiSThA kevI rIte karAya? teone kharAba nIcA kevI rIte banAvavA e amArA dezavAsionI kharAba vizeSatA che. abhyAkhyAnIpaNuM e paNa zuM vizeSatA che? nA, paraMtu A vRtti vAraMvAra jovAmAM Ave che. leke tene kevathI bharelA che. IrSA adekhAInI vRtti lekamAM paDelI che. tethI jeo keInuM sAruM athavA utkarSa joI nathI zakatA, keInI caDatI AbAdI joI nathI zakatA, keInI yaza pratiSThAne jeo sahana nathI karI zakatA evA leka abhyAkhyAna pApane Azraya le che. koI paNa uce caDelA mANasane nIce pADavA mATe Aropa mUke che. pachI bhale te Aropa sAce hoya ke jo hoya. abhyAkhyAnI sAcA juThThAnI parIkSA karavA nathI jatA. 80% thI 90). AkSepa Aropa jaTTA hoya che. kema ke abhyAyAnInuM te lakSya ja e rahe che ke tene kevI rIte pADuM? tenI avahelanA kevI rIte karu? basa, A vRttithI ja te AkSepa kare che ane temAM paNa cAritra para AkSepa kare e te ghaNuM kharAba che. kalaMka ApavAnI abhyAkhyAnInI vRtti koInA paNa nirdoSa jIvanamAM kalaMka lagAvavuM e sahelI vAta che. kema ke gapALA uDAvavAmAM zuM kaSTa paDe che? ane gharanuM zuM jAya che? jene hAtha paga mastaka mukha kaMI paNa nathI ane mULa paNa nathI, tema ja koI prabaLa kAraNa nathI e Aropa athavA AkSepa kalaMka rUpa hoya che are juo! pelAnI patnI sAMje koI purUSanI sAthe tyAM vAta karatI hatI. are! kAle meM amukanI phalANAnI strIne kiI purUSanI sAthe jatI joI hatI. abhyAkhyAna vRttivALA manuSyo te AvI vAte samAjamAM vahetI karI deze. AkAzamAM uDatA balU nanI jema dizAhIna sthitimAM vAta uDatI raheze. samAjamAM badhA te taka buddhivALA nathI detA, samajadAra nathI hotA. AvA loke prAyaH

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6pa9 bIjAnI vAtamAM, para prapaMcamAM rUcivALA hoya che. je leke jANavAnI jijJAsA vadhAre rAkhe che teo abhyAkhyAnInA sAthI mitra banI jAya che. hAhA zuM thayuM? keNe je?.keNa hatI ? kenI strI hatI..? koNa hatuM. jyAM kaMI paNa hAtha, paga, mULa nathI tyAM pramANa purA ane kAraNa kaMI paNa nathI maLatuM. paraMtu badhAne kAraNa kayAM joIe che? lokone to tamAze je che. vAta karavA mATe nimitta joIe che. AthI leke vAtane vadhAratA hoya che. are! bhAI ! tame karNopakarNa sAMbhaLelI vAta vadhAre che tevI vAta para vizvAsa rAkhe che? paraMtu zakaya che ke te vAta juThThI paNa hiI zake che. tethI nizcaya karavAnI athavA vizvAsa karavAnI utAvaLa na karIe nItikAra kahe che ke kAne sunI na mAnIe, najare dIThI so saJca / najare dIThI na mAnIe, nirNaya karI so sacya / / kAnathI karNopakarNa vAtane na mAnIe. AMkhethI joyelI vAtane satya mAnIe ane kyAreka-kayAreka AMkho paNa dago Ape che. tethI AthI jevA chatAM paNa bhrama thaI zake che. AthI te paNa na mAnatA nirNaya karIne satya mAnavI joIe. taka-yuktithI, pramANa-sAbitIthI nirNaya karyA pachI ja satya nakkI karavuM joIe, anyathA nahIM. je uDatA gapagoLAne satya mAnatA thaI jaze te na jANe duniyAnI keTalI keTalI vAta tame satya mAnaze? A duniyAmAM satya ane asatya baMne patharAyelA che tenI caturbhagI samajIne jIve vivekI banavuM joIe. satyano pratikAra karanAra sUryanI sAme dhULa uDADe che. pitAnI AMkhamAM dhULa jAya che ane ravayaM nukazAnane meLave che. satyane parihAra karanAra asatyane premI che ane satyathI vegaLo bane che. have asatyane pratikAra karanAra Apattine netare che ane asatyane parihAra karanAra satyane meLave che. eTale tAtparya e AvIne ubhuM rahyuM ke jIve asatyane tyAga karavo joIe. asatyane sAmane karanAra jIva haMmezA saphaLa bane che evuM paNa nathI ane pachI tenA je pratyAghAto thAya

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660 che te jIva sahana nathI karI zakato eTale vivekadraSTi te e che ke jIve asatyane pratikAra karavAne badale asatyane parihAra (tyAga) kare joIe. vaLI satyane pragaTa karavA mATe paNa AkuLatA rAkhavI e vyAjabI nathI. satya enI meLe pragaTa thAya che te enI mIThAza vadhu hoya che ane satyane pragaTa karavA jatAM enuM mAdhurya haNAI jatuM hoya che. dA.ta. tame bahu bhaNelA he, jJAnI he tame vAtanI zarUAtamAM ja tamArI DIgrI jaNAvI de te kevuM lAge? ane thoDA samayanA paricaya pachI bIje mANasa tamArI vidvatAthI aMjAIne tamArA abhyAsa pUche te temAM keTalI mIThAza hoya? eTale jIve satyane pragaTa karavA mATe baha tatpara na rahetA thoDI dhIraja dharavI ucita jaNAya che. ghaNI vyakti te satyanA nAme pitAnI asahiSNutAne piSatI hoya che eTale ke "mane te badhuM barAbara kahevA joIe huM keInuM kazuM paNa sahana karI zakuM tema nathI" ema kahIne tarata ja bIjAnI vAtane, bIjAnA khAmIone jaNAvavA mATe jIva taiyAra thAya che. paNa hakIkatamAM te satyanA AMcaLa heThaLa potAnI asahiSNutAne ja jaNAvatA hoya che. satya zabdano artha thAya che "sajanane hitakArI" TUMkamAM vivekapUrvaka bolAvAthI ja bhASA samiti sacavAya che. belAyelA zabdonA ApaNe gulAma chIe ane na belAyelA zabdonA ApaNe mAlika chIe eTale vacanalabdhino upaga tevItelIne karo emAM ja sva.paranuM hita samAyeluM che. duniyAmAM keTalI vastu AMkhethI joyelI hoya te paNa khoTI pUravAra thatI jaNAya che. vaMkacUlanA dRSTAtamAM A ja vAta banI che. - vaMkacUla rAtrinA samaye cUpacApa eka ekAeka gharamAM AvyA tyAre potAnI patnInI sAthe parapurUSanA vezamAM keI anyane joIne Azcaryacakti thaI gayo ane krodhathI lAlacoLa thaI gayA. eka kSaNamAM talavAra kADhI ane prahAra karavA mATe AgaLa vadhyo, paraMtu e ja kSaNe tene gurUe ApelI pratijJA yAda AvI ane talavAra khabhA para pAchaLa, dUra rahe evI rIte rAkhIne pratijJAnA pAlana mATe sAta DagalAM pAchaLa -pAchaLa jate go eTalAmAM kAcanI bArI sAthe talavAra TakarAI ane kAca phUTa...dhaDadhaDa...kAcanA tUTavAnA

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avAjathI palaMga para sUtelI patnI ane tenI sAthe sUtelI vaMkacUlanI bahena bane jAgI gayA te samaye cAranuM eka nATaka AvyuM hatuM je purUSa ja joI zakatA hatA. vaMkacUlanI bahena puSpacUlAnI IcchA nATaka javAnI thaI. tethI rAtre purUSane veSa paherIne nATaka jevA gaI hatI ane nATaka jeIne AvyA pachI thAkI javAthI kapaDA badalyA vagara ja bhAbhInI sAthe sUI gaI hatI. have vaMkacUle puruSanA kapaDAmAM puSpaculAne jaIne camakI gayo ke mArI patnI kaI parapurUSa jeDe sutI che ane pachI vadha karavA mATe talavAra ugAmI. AMkhe joyelI vAta paNa ghaNI vakhata khATI pUravAra thAya che. tethI acAnaka jecelI-sAMbhaLelI vAto, para bhaDakI na javuM joIe. ghaNuM samajI-vicArIne, nirNaya karIne paga upADa joIe. jethI pAchaLathI pastAvAne samaya na Ave. nahIMtara Aje bhAInA hAthe ja bahenanI hatyA thaI gaI heta ! abhyAkhyAnI vRttivALAmAM prAyaH vicAravAnI-samajavAnI zakti ochI hoya che. teo vadhAre buddhi vAparatAM nathI. abhyAkhyAnIne vicitra svabhAva- abhyAkhyAnI prAyaH avivekI hoya che, vizvAsapAtra nathI hotA. te jyAre paNa koInI vAta ekabIjAne kare che tyAre ema kahete jAya che ke tame bIjAne nA kaheze. te pitAnI jAtane sAro mAne che ane bIjAne nIcI kakSAne samaje che. huM karuM te ja sAcuM che ane tame kare te khoTuM che. prAyaH abhyAkhyAnI asatyanuM sevana vadhAre kare che. abhyAkhyAnanI draSTi chIdro zodhavAvALI banI jAya che. AthI te tevI rIte jue che. jevI rIte koIne pILI (kamaLa) thAya ane teNe sapheda dUdha paNa pILuM dekhAya che, badhuM ja pILuM dekhAya che. tevI rIte abhyAkhyAnIne cArebAju pitAnA svArthanI vAta ja dekhAya che, te ArapAtmaka viSayane jaladI pakaDI le che. zAstrakAra maharSi ahIM sudhI kahe che ke abhyAkhyAnI vRttivALA ja mithyAtvavRttinI prAdhAnyatAvALA hoya che. kemake teo viparIta jevAnuM ane viparIta kahevAnuM kAma karatA hoya che. prAyaH satyanA aMzathI dUra rahe che. buddhi ja viparIta banI jAya che. AthI mithyAtvanI saMjJA paNa prAyaH A. pApasthAnakamAM samAI jAya che. AvI saMjJAo dasa che.

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mithyAtvInI 10 saMjJAo- miththAmatinI re daza saMjJA jike, abhyAkhyAnanAM bheda ja guNa-avaguNa ne je je kare pAlaTe, te pAme bahu kheda che ! A pApasthAnakamAM mithyAtvanA dasa prakAre batAvyA che. je guNane avaguNanA rUpamAM ane avaguNa-arthAt deSane guNanA rUpamAM viparIta AropaNa karIne jue che. A abhyAkhyAna mithyAtvanuM mULarUpa che. AthI AvA mithyA viparIta vRttivALA che ghaNuM duHkha pAme che. te mithyA-viparIta vRttinA dasa nAmo nIce pramANe che. (1) dharmane adharma kahe. ane (2) adhama dharma mAne (3) sanmArgane unmArga kahe , () unmArgane sanmArga kahe (5) asAdhune sAdhu kahevuM. , (6) sAdhune asAdhu kahevuM (7) jIvane ajIva kahevuM , (8) ajIvane jIva kahevuM (9) saMsArIne mukta kahevuM. ,, (10) muktane amukta (saMsArI) kahevuM. dharmakSetramAM abhyAkhyAna abhyAkhyAna phakta saMsAranI pravRttimAM ja hoya che evuM nathI. dharmane kSetramAM paNa AvI vRtti kAma karatI hoya che. AthI abhyAkhyAnanA be bheda thAya che. ahayAkhyAna nAne sAmAnya Aropa meTe Aropa gujarAtImAM-ALa abhyAkhyAnanI vRtti dharmanA kSetramAM, tatvajJAnanA siddhAMta kSetramAM paNa kAma kare che. AnAthI jIva ta para paNa Aropa kare che ane mahApurUSe upara paNa AkSepa kare che. upara mithyAtvanI je dasa saMjJAo batAvI che te A abhyAkhyAnanI aMtargata zA mATe gaNAya che? kemake temAM paNa Aropita bhAva che.

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tevI rIte je tatva nathI tenA para tatvanuM AropaNa karavuM e abhyAkhyAna che. jevI rIte jIva nathI tenA para (jaDa para) jIvane Aropa karo ane tenAthI UhuM ajIva para jIvane Aropa karIne te vyavahAra karavo. A abhyAkhyAnanI vRttithI leke sAcA tatvajJAnane, sAcA darzanane paNa bagADIne viparIta svarUpavALA banAvI de che ane jUThA daMbhane paNa dharma banAvI de che. AthI A paNa mRSAvAda, ja che. jUThuM ja che. je dharma nathI tenA para dharmanuM AropaNa karIne tene mAna, jANa vagere pravRtti karavI e abhyAkhyAnanuM pApa ja thayuM. tatvajJAnanA kSetramAM paNa AvA keTalAka leke asatamAM satanuM ane sat nuM asamAM AropaNa karIne vyavahAra kare che. vAyubhUti. gautamane je zaMkA hatI temAM teNe zarIramAM ja AtmAne Arepa karyo hate. hA, AtmA che ema mAnuM chuM paNa zarIra ja AtmA che. zarIrathI AtmA bhinna nathI. nAstika matamAM dehAtmavAdI che. dehane ja AtmA mAnavAne pakSa e abhyAkhyAnanI mithyAvRttinuM pApasthAna kahevAya che. AthI A pApa vyavahAra karavAvALA ja karma bAMdhIne saMsAra, vadhAratA ja rahe che. mahApurUSa para mahA Arepa abhyAkhyAnI pApanI vRttivALA ja mahApurUSane paNa cheDatA. nathI. teo para paNa juda-jude Aropa kare che. AropaNa karIne bele che. dA.ta. joIe-bhagavAna mahAvIra para paNa jUkA Aropa apAyA hatA. gozAlaka te jANe emano ziSya hato, te paNa eTalI hada sudhIne abhyAkhyAnI hatuM ke teNe prabhu mahAvIranA viSayamAM evuM kahyuM ke, teo jinezvara bhagavaMta nathI. jinezvara bhagavaMta te huM chuM. te pitAnI jAtane bhagavAna kahevA lAgyA paNa svayaM te kaMI ja na hatuM. paMkhAliputra gauzAlaka hatA ane prabhu mahAvIra bhagavAna hovA chatAM paNa teo bhagavAna nathI e Aropa karyo ane cAre bAju pracAra karavA. lAgyA. tevI rIte bhagavAna mahAvIra pachI temane mAnavAvALA temanA bhaktoe paNa abhyAkhyAnI vRttithI bhagavAna upara evA-evA Aropa karyA ke jethI bhagavAnanuM svarUpa ja citra-vicitra thaI gayuM. eka pakSa.

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te evuM kahe che ke bhagavAna mahAvIre lagna karyA hatA ane temane eka putrI paNa hatI. te putrInA lagna paNa jamAli sAthe thayA hatA. cazedA mahAvIranI dharmapatni hatI. jene nAme lekha AgamamAM che. tenAthI ulaTuM digaMbara paMtha kahe che. nAnA-bhagavAna mahAvIra lagna karyA na hatA. temane patnI paNa na hatI ane putrI paNa na hatI. eka bIjo paMtha evuM kahe che ke mahAvIra paNa mukha para muhapatti bAMdhatA hatA. A rIte eka ja bhagavAnane mAnavAvALe temane bhakata varga potAnA ja bhagavAnanA viSayamAM Aropa-pratyArepa kare che te pachI prabhunuM svarUpa zuM rahyuM? tevI ja rIte bIjI vAta siddhAMtanI che. siddhAMtonI vAta paNa evI che ke temAM paNa Aropa-pratyAropa che. eka paNa kahe che ke sarIo paNa mokSamAM jaI zake che. vIze tIrthakaronI hajAre strIo mekSamAM gaI che. jyAre bIjo pakSa A vAtano svIkAra nathI karato, te tenAthI ulaTuM ja kahe che. tevI ja rIte kevalajJAna thayA pachI paNa kevaLI AhAra le che, kema ke jJAna te AtmAne thAya che, jJAna AtmaguNa che. jyAre AhAra e te dehadharma che. zarIrane AhAranI AvazyakatA che. zarIra pudagalajanya paugalika che, AhAra paNa padgalika che. pusaiH pujA tRtiHA mahAvIra svAmIne beMtAlIsa varSe kevalajJAna thayuM ane AyuSya 72 varSanuM hatuM tethI 30 varSa sudhI prabhu kevaLI rUpe vicaryA. te zuM 30 varSa sudhI prabhue bilakula AhAra ja nahIM lIdhe heAya? zuM 30 varSa sudhI A pugala-zarIra AhAra-pANI vinA TakI zakyuM haze ? sAru, A te mahAvIra prabhune 30 varSane samaya hate. paraMtu covIzImAM anya-anya tIrthakarone seMkaDo-hajAra varSane kevaLI paryAyane samaya hate. bhagavAna rASabhadevane 1 hajAra varSa jUna e 1 lAkha pUvane kevaLI paryAya samaya hato te zuM prabhue ATalA lAMbA samaya sudhI AhAra lIdhe ja nahIM hoya? te zarIra kevI rIte TakayuM (cAlyu)? zarIra te audArika ja hatuM ne? badhI vAta sAcI che. chatAM paNa digaMbara paMthanuM ema kahevuM che ke kevaLI AhAra letAM nathI vicAra! AvI vAte chavAsthoe karelI che. keI kevaLIe A Apa nathI karyo. tethI je vADA, paMtha, pakSa, saMpradAya athavA phirakA je badhA chagha dvArA ja UbhA karAyA che. keAI kevaLI sarvajJAe

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banAvyA nathI. abhyAkhyAnI dvArA A mahAkalaMka lagAvAyuM che. prabhunuM ane siddhAnta-dharmanuM svarUpa keTaluM vikRta karI nAkhyuM che? |abhyAkhyAnIoe doSAropaNanA kalaMka ochA nathI lagAvyA. teoe tyAM sudhI kahyuM che ke mahAvIre mAMsAhAra karyo hate. ATalI meTI zreSTha jagatanI ahiMsAnI vibhUti ane tenA mATe A zabdo paNa keTalA zaramajanaka lAge? paraMtu abhyAkhyAnIo Ama paNa zarama vagaranA ja hoya che. teone zarama ja kayAM Ave che? | kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandrAcAryanA viSayamAM kahe che ke teo chelalI avasthAmAM musalamAna banI gayA hatA. maratI vakhate temanA moDhAmAMthI alAhanuM nAma nIkaLyuM hatuM. have vicAre! A vAtane hAtha-paga, mAthuM-dhaDa kaMI na hovA chatAM paNa eka gapagoLa pheMkI dIdhe! kaI abhyAkhyAnInuM A mahApApa che. | kaI kahe che ke vAcakavarya umAsvAtijI amArA digaMbaranA AcAryuM che. jyAre zvetAMbara pakSavALA tAMbara AcArya mAne che. ATalA meTA mahAna AcArya hatA. paraMtu temanuM jIvana caritra maLatuM nathI. AthI pitAnA pakSamAM kheMcavAno prayatna Arepita bhAvathI karavAmAM Avye. UAcArya zrI abhayadevasUrInA viSayamAM jhagaDo zarU thayo che.te amArA kharataragacchI AcArya hatA, Aje paNa keTalAka, tapAgacchI maMdiramAM eka khUNAmAM kayAMka kharataragacchAcAryanI pratimA kaI besADI de che ane pachI dA kare che ke nA, A maMdira amAruM kharataragacchanuM che. tevI ja rIte moTA-moTA prAcIna tIrtharathAne para pitAne adhikAra jamAvIne ane keTemAM paNa badhuM karIne A tIrtha amAru che ema siddha karavAne bAliza prayatna kare, je pitAnuM nathI teNe pitAnuM banAvavAne mATe A pita bhAvathI pitAnuM banAvavuM e abhyAkhyAnanuM ja kAma che. AvI aneka vAto che. abhyAkhyAna vRttivALA chadmasthAe mahA Apa mahAdeSAropaNanuM pApa karIne seMkaDo vAta upajAvI che.

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166 A pApathI kaI mukata (bAkI) nathI. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa ethI AgaLa vadhIne vAta to e che ke nAstika vRttivALA nava juvAno te ema paNa kahe che ke mahAvIra thayA hatA e vAta ja juThThI . A te. mAtra amane lokone samajAvavA mATe A mahArAje e eka mahAvIranA nAmanuM rUpaka Ubhu karI dIdhuM che paraMtu mahAvIra vagere kaI thayA ja nathI. nAtika matavALA mithyAdaSTie te game tevA paNa gappA mArI zake che. paraMtu teone mAtra eTaluM ja pUchavuM joIe ke tAre bApA che e vAtanuM tArI pAse karyA pramANa che? keNa kahe che ke A tArA bApA che? tArI mA to tene banAve che juhu paNa bele che. Ama kaheze tyAre mahA nAstika paNa javAba nahIM Ape paraMtu mAthu khajavALaze. A rIte abhyAkhyAnI vRttivALAnuM nATaka ghaNu hoya che. A saMsAra e abhyAkhyAnanuM ghaNuM moTuM ghara che. ahIM AvA prakAranuM nATaka ja cAle che. sAmpradAyika bhede paNa ghaNA UbhA thAya che. mULa dharmanuM svarUpa paNa ghaNuM vikRta karI nAMkhyuM che. AthI abhyAkhyAna e mithyAtvane mitra che, ane mRSAvAdanA pApanI atargata eka zAkhA che. abhyAkhyAnI prAyaH samyakatvathI dUra rahe che, kemake samyakatva te satyane satya svarUpamAM ja jovAnI kahevAnI vAta kare che je jevA che tene tevA jevA, mAnavA ane kahevA paraMtu abhyAkhyAna ApaNuM karIne cAle che. AthI svarUpa UlaTuM thaI jAya che. viparIta-mithyA svarUpe jovAnuM kahevAnuM ane mAnavAnuM kAma mithyAtvI kare che. AthI abhyAkhyAnane samyakatvane mitra na batAvatAM mithyAtvane mitra batAvyuM che. mithyASTinI daza saMjJA abhyAkhyAna ja che. abhyAkhyAnamAM be prakAranA Aropa doSAropaNa guNApaNuM deSAropaNa karavuM e abhyAkhyAnInuM mukhya kArya che. je cAra nathI tene cora kahe gharamAM pitAnI ghaDiyALa kheravAI jAya te nokarane pakaDIne mAre, dhAkadhamakI ApavI, A te ja corI che, tuM ja cAra. Ama jyAre tame Arepa kare che tyAre tamArI pAse kaI

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117 sacoTa pramANa nathI. A te dhamakI ApavAmAM-phaTakAravAmAM AvA zabdo bolavA paDe che jethI zakya che ke nekara gabharAIne bolI jAya. A te eka mAtra prayoga hato. A rIte kaI para carIne, khUnane, baLAtkArane, hiMsAne, jUThuM balavAna, jabarajastIthI Apa Apo. e abhyAkhyAnanuM pApa ja che. jyAre doSa nathI ane doSAropaNa karavuM e abhyAkhyAnanuM pApa jarUra che. mahAsatI aMjanAnA cAritra para kalaMka aMjanA jagata prasiddha sannArI hatI. tenA jIvanamAM DokIyuM karIe tyAre samajAya che ke kevI viSama paristhitimAM paNa te potAnA satvane sAcavI zakI hatI. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM lagna mATe chokarA-chokarIe maLavuM, vAtacIta karavI e anivArya manAtuM na hatuM. basa baMnenA mA-bApanI saMmatithI lagna nakkI thaI cUkyA. Aje svataMtratAnA unmAdamAM InTaravyu goThavAyuM che ane tenI bhavAI paNa ghaNI thAya che. Aje lagnajIvananA je rakAsa bolAyA che. temAM maryAdAnA je ullaMghana thayA che. te ghaNA javAbadAra che, Arya saMskRtine TakAvavI haze te maryAdAonI prANAMte rakSA karavI paDaze. A bAja pavanaMjayane vicAra AvyuM ke jouM te kharo ke aMjanA kevI che? mAtra utsukatAthI prerAyele te lagnanA AgalA divase ene jovA mATe gupta rIte jAya che. bArAguM baMdha che, aMdara AnaMda-pramoda cAlI rahyo che. bAraNAnI taDamAM ubhA rahelA pavanaMjaye badhe vArtAlApa sAMbhaLe. aMjanA pitAnI priya sakhI joDe vAta karI rahI che. badhA lagnanA muDamAM che. ThA mazkarI karI rahyA che tyAre sakhIo aMjanAne pUche che ke kema? tamane pavanaMjya vadhAre pasaMda che ke vidyutamAlI ? have vAta ema hatI ke aMjanAnuM pavanaMjya joDe nakkI thayuM te pahelAM vidyamAlI nAmanA eka dhamaSTha yuvAna joDe vAte cAlI rahI hatI. have te vAta paDatI mUkAI ane A pavanaMjya jeDe nakkI thayuM. paNa sakhIoe Aje aMta lIdhe che-aMjanA te A badhI vAtethI atyaMta zaramIMdI banIne nIce joIne bhUmI khaNI rahI che. eka paNa praznane uttara teNe A nathI. chatAM badhI sAhelIo aMdara aMdara vAta kare che? eka sakhI kahe che ke nA, mane te A ja pasaMda paDayuM che kAraNa ke

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pavanaMjya jevo taravarIya yuvAna maLa muzkela che tyAre bIjI belI ke nAre "nA, vidyutamAlI paNa kaMI kama na hate. vaLI te vairAgI hatuM, uttama hatuM ane carama zarIrI hatuM. tyAre bIjI sakhI tenI vAta kApI nAkhatAM kahe che ke varaNAgInA sthAne vairAgInI keTalI kiMmata? ApaNe rAgI heIe ane sAmenuM pAtra vairAgI hoya te rejanI musIbata ! ApaNe pIkacara jevA javuM hoya ane tene pauSadha kare che te zI rIte phAve? enA karatAM te ApaNane A ja pasaMda che. tyAM vaLI keIka sakhI bolI ke are uttamanI sAthe vasatA ApaNAmAM paNa uttamatA AvI zake che eTale vAtane badhI rIte vicAravI joIe have A badhI vAta bAraNAnI tirADamAM ubhelA pavanaM sAMbhaLe che ane tyAM ja tene khoTuM lAgyuM. ke aMjanA kema mauna che? eNe kahevuM joItuM hatuM ke nA, A ja lagna mane maMjUra che. paNa te mauna rahI to cokkasa ene vidyumbhAlI joDe kuNI lAgaNI haze. khera have ene batAvI daIza. basa ahIM gAMTha bAMdhI ane nakakI karyuM ke have enI joDe belavuM ja nathI. have A prasaMgamAM aMjanAne kaI paNa vAMka dekhAtuM nathI. lajajAthI mauna rahelI aMjanA viSe pavanaMce cheTuM ALa caDAvyuM, Apa mUko ane abhyAkhyAnathI na aTaktA sajA karI. bIje divase vidhipUrvaka lagna thaI gayA, paNa A te nAmanA ja lagna hatA. pavanaMjya te vairanI vasUlAta karavAnA vicAramAM makkama hatA lagna pachI eka paNa vAra te aMjanAne maLyo nathI, cheDI devAnuM, tarachoDI devAnuM koI kAraNa batAvyuM ja nathI. maLavAnI vAta ja nathI. AvA saMgamAM aMjanA satIe bAvIsa varSe virahAgnimAM vItAvyA che. A mahAsatIne badale AjanI meDana zikSita yuvatI hoya to 22 divasa ke 22 kalAka te za, paNa 22 seMkaDano paNa viraha sahana na karI zakI heta ! paNa jInAgamamAM karmanI phIphInA pAna jeNe gaLathUthIthI karyA che. evI aMjanAe samatAthI paristhitine svIkAra karyo. te samaje che ke karmanA udaya ane sattA pAse AbhA parAdhIna che. paNa baMdha ane udIraNAmAM AtmA svAdhIna che. karma tamane zubhAzubha saMjoge ApI zake che. basa, enAthI vadhAre ApavAnI enI tAkAta nathI. te zubhAzubha saMjogomAM sukhI ke duHkhI banavuM, ArtadhyAna karavuM ke dharmadhyAna karavuM e AtmAnI jAgRti upara AdhAra rAkhe

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669 che. jAgRta AtmA mATe koIpaNa sago bAdhaka nathI ane vivala. kAyara AtmA mATe kaI paNa saMge sAdhaka nathI. uttama nimitto paNa tenA mATe niSphaLa bane che. deva-gurUnuM AlaMbana ApaNe je bhAve laIe te bhAve ApaNuM kalyANa thAya che. "bAvIsa varSa vige rahetI pavanapriyA satI aMjanA re" purUSane mATe rAjapATa, vepAra vaibhavamAM ekalavAyuM lAgatuM nathI. paNa strIne cAra divAlonI vacce A rIte rahevAnuM thAya te zuM thAya? paNa samyakatvane dIpaka jhaLahaLate che evI aMjanA pitAne kamene zAMta svIkAra karIne jIvI rahI che, eka vakhata pavanaMjya yuddha mATe gayA che ane mAnasarovaranA kinAre ekavAra saMdhyAnA samaye pavanaMjya potAnA mitranI sAthe beTho hato tyAM cakravAka ane cakravAkInI kIDA joI rahyo hate. ekAeka cakavAka uDI gayuM ane bicArI kevAkI viraha vedanAmAM duHkhI thatI taraphaDavA lAgI. A dazya joI Azcarya pAmelA pavana mitrane pUchayuM, are ! A zuM thayuM? tyAre mitre kahyuM ke A to pati viyoganA kAraNe virahanI vedanA karatI cakravAkI bicArI mRtaprAyaH thaI rahI che. premanA kAraNe priyatamAne viga ene atyaMta satAve che. mitranA A zabdo sAMbhaLIne pavana ekAeka vicAramAM khovAI gaye ene aMjanA yAda AvI ane bhUtakALamAM DokIyuM karavA lA. are, A cakavAthI pakSInI jAta che chatAM eka kSaNa paNa patinA vicAgamAM rahI zakatI nathI te aMjanA mArA vicAgamAM 22 varSo sudhI kevI rIte rahI zakI haze ? ene kevuM duHkha thayuM haze ? A vicArIne pavanaMya AkAzagAminI vidyAthI AkAzamAgethI ja vAyuvegathI sIdhA rAtrInA samaye aMjanAnA zayanakhaMDamAM pahoMcI gayA. atyAre ATalA dIgha viyAga pachI tamane A ekAeka samAgama thayela hoya te tame zuM karo ? sIdhI pharIyAdanI varSA varasAvo ke AvI rIte vagara vAMke kema cheDI dIdhI? sAthe rahevuM na hatuM to paraNyA zuM karavA? keInI jIMdagI joDe jugAra ramavAne tamane zuM adhikAra che? AvI rIte aneka praznonI jhaDI tame varasAvI hata! paNa A te buddhi jIvItAnI nIpaja che, aMjanA te buddhizALI hatI. teNe te karmanA gaNita vAMcelA hatA. tenAmAM tene zraddhA hatI tethI pavanaya jyAre AvyA tyAre aMjanAe uSmAbharyuM svAgata

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670 karyuM. pavanaMya hajI khacakATa anubhave ane potAnI bhUla badala kSamA mAMgavA tatpara bane che. paNa aMjanA nA pADe che ke tamAre kaI vAMka nathI A te karmanI lIlA che, karma kare te thAya che. mArA karmanuM pAMdaDuM khasI gayuM te tamane ahIM AvavAnuM mana thayuM ! svAmInAtha ! tame te nimitta mAtra che. upAdAna kAraNa te mArA karma ja che. jIva A vAta samajato nathI mATe AnaMdhyAna kare che. ApaNI Dola kANuM che mATe kuvAmAMthI pANI AvatuM nathI. kuvA badalavAthI Dola na bharAya. Dola badalavAthI te bharAI zake che. ema jagatanA nimitta badalavAthI vAtAvaraNa badalAze nahI. ApaNA karmo badalAze tyAre vAtAvaraNa badalAze-baMne vacce samAdhAna, premanuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAyuM. rAta tyAM rahyA pachI savAre yuddhanA medAnamAM pahoMcavA mATe pavanaMjya tyAMthI pAcho phare che tyAre aMjanAe kahyuM ke, svAmInAtha! kadAca huM mAM banuM te? tame ahIM AvyA hatA tenI sAkSIrUpe mane kaMI ApatA jAva ane mA-bApane maLatA jAva. pavanaMjyane moDuM thatuM hatuM tethI vIMTI ApIne cAlyA gayA. aMjanA garbhavatI banI. A joIne sAsUma sasarA te hebatAI gayA putranA virahamAM putravadhunuM A lakSaNa joIne teo duHkhI thayA ane aMjanA upara kulTAne Aropa mUkyo. aMjanAe vIMTInI vAta rajU karI paNa keIe te mAnI nahIM bIjA upara Aropa mUkatAM jIva vicAra karato nathI. abhyAkhyAnathI ghora kama bAMdhI le che. aMjanAne gharamAMthI kADhI mUkI. asahAya dazAmAM mAtApitA pAse gaI paNa saMskRtinA rakSakae AvA kAryamAM uttejana na ApyuM, tene svIkArI nahI. Aje A prasaMgathI ApaNe saue preraNA levI joIe ke ApaNI kaI paNa ceSTAthI kuvRttione uttejana na maLavuM joIe. jo ke ahIM te vAta judI hatI. chatAM keI ne khabara nathI ke aMjanA satI che, nirdoSa che. aMjanA dAsInI sAthe jaMgalamAM gaI ane tyAM kALa vItAvyA. egya samaye bALakane janma thaye. jaMgalamAM jJAnI gurU maLyA. aMjanAne potAnA duHkhanuM kAraNa pUchayuM. gurUdeve kahyuM bahena! te gayA bhavamAM tArI zakayane bahu herAna karelI ane bhagavAnanI pratimAjIne kacarAmAM saMtADI dIdhela. 12 ghaDI pachI tane bhAna AvyuM ane pratimAjIne bahAra kADhayA. A bAra ghaDInA kAraNe tane 22 varSane viyoga sahana karavuM paDaze,

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671 che, jo ke tuM satI sannArI che. kaeNmanA vipAke A kalaMka lAgyuM che. have adhu' sArU' thaI jaze ane kA~nA saMcAga pUrA thatAM patineA meLApa thayeA. jIve kakha dha karatAM viveka rAkhavA joIe, vIravIjayajI ma. pUjAnI DhALAmAM kahe che ke, aMdha samaya citta cetIe udaye zyA saMtApa" ? paNa jIve bIjuM sUtra banAvyuM che ke "uddaya samaya citta mANIe madhanI zI paMcAta ?" sahAsatI kalAvatI para kula ke zaMkharAjAnI paTTarANI kalAvatIne ekavAra tenA bhAI sAnAnI e baMgaDIe ApavA AvyA. rAjA na maLavAthI rANIne ja e baMgaDI ApIne jatA rahyo ane A bAju rANI arIsAnI sAme besIne navA sonAnI hIrAjaDita suMdara baMgaDIo paherI rahI hatI. ekAeka meDhAmAMthI A be zabdo nIkaLI gayA ke-vAha! keTalI sarasa-suMdara baMgaDIe che. .... eTalAmAM rAjAnu aMta:puramAM AvavAnuM thayuM. khAraNA para ja UbhA rahelA rAjAe A zabdo sAMbhaLyA, ane vicAyu ...eha ! me te! A khaMgaDI rANIone ApI nathI teA kayAMthI AvI ? rANI eTalI khuzamAM hatI ke jANe koI para purUSa sAthe sAthe saMbaMdha na hoya ?- ?-- AvI zakA. manamAM lAvIne rAjA tarata ja tyAMthI nIkaLI gayA ane caDALane melAvIne kahyu "tame rANIne vahelI savAre jaMgalamAM dUra lai jajo ane agaDI sahita baMnne hAtha kANI sudhI kApIne, lAvIne mane ApI jajo--ane rANIne te jaMgalamAM cheADIne AvI jajo. khasa jAe-- ATaluM kAma jaldIthI karA. nirdoSa mahAsatI para bhayaMkara kalaMka Avyu. ane pApakamanA bhayaMkara udayathI rAjAnI AjJAnusAra te pramANe ja thayu. khicArI ga vatI rANI jenA ganA nava mahinA pUrA vyatIta thaI gayA hatA te rANIne caMDALa rathamAM besADIne ghAra jaMgalamAM laI gaye. tyAM utArIne eka kSaNamAM talavArathI banne hAtha koNI sudhInA baMgaDI sahita kApIne laI gayA ane rAjAne ApI dIdhA. rAjA khuza thaI gaye. khasa, kharAkhara che. AvI duSTa-duScAritravALIne A ja sajA thavI joie. A tarapha rANInA hAtha kApI nAkhavAthI nadInA pravAhanI jema

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672 lehI vahI rahyuM hatuM. mRtyu sAthe khela khelAI rahyo hato ke eTalAmAM adhUrAmAM pUruM prasavanI pIDA zarU thaI ane bALakane janma thayo. ekalI, niHsahAya bIka lAge tevA bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM rANI bicArI hAtha vagaranI potAnA bALakane kevI rIte pakaDe? zuM kare? paraMtu aMtarAtmAnA avAjathI prerAyelI rANIe sAcA dilathI prabhune prArthanA karI- he prabhu! je huM vAstavamAM satI sanArI houM te mane mArA hAtha pAchA maLI jAya! ane tema ja thayuM. ISTadeve prArthanA sAMbhaLI satItvanA prabhAvathI bane hAthe pAchA AvI gayA. potAnA saMtAnanI rakSA karI. rAjAne paNa sadbuddhi utpanna thaI tethI aMte rAjA-rANIputra badhAnuM milana thayuM. A pUrva janmanA pApakarmane udaya hate. AvI mahAsatI pavitra sanArI para paNa kalaMka AvyuM ane kevI bhAre sajA bhogavavI paDI ? ke pApanI sajA bhAre hatI chatAM paNa dharmanI sAdhanA tethI paNa vadhAre pyArI hatI. abhyAkhyAnIne karmabaMdha jyAre eka vAta ATalA vivecanathI spaSTa thaI gaI che ke abhyAkhyAna e pApa che. tethI pApa pravRtti ane pApanI vRtti to azubha karmone baMdha jarUra karAvaze. abhyAkhyAnI jAtimada vagere madanuM sevana karIne nIca zetra karma bAMdhe che. tevI rIte guNone DhAMkIne doSane pragaTa karavAvALe paNa nIca gAtra karma bAMdhe che. tatvArtha sUtramAM barAbara ja kahyuM che ke, "pUjAma karAMre sAranormane nIcotrI paraniMdA ane svaprazaMsA karavI tathA je zubha guNa che tene DhAMkavA ane je doSa nathI evA de UbhA karIne Aropa mUke e nIca gotra karma bAMdhavAne Azrava mArga che. nIca gotra karma bAMdhavAmAM abhyAkhyAna spaSTarUpe nimitta kAraNa che. A rIte azubha nAma kama paNa abhyAkhyAnI AdI che. " vottara visaMvAra vAsuma nAmanaH ? manavacana-kAyAnA traNe paganI vakatA, kharAba pravRtti tathA visaMvAdana vRttithI azubha nAma karma bAMdhe che. je azubha nAma karmathI kaDhaMgu-kurUpa zarIra maLe che. durgati maLe che. tevI rIte abhyAkhyAnIne jJAnAvaraNIya, darzAnAvaraNIya phema te avazya baMdhAya ja che kema ke moTA-moTA jJAnI evA sAdhako para paNa deSapaNa te karatA ja hoya che. sAdhu saMte para paNa doSAropaNa ane

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673 AkSepa vagere karavAthI AvA karmo bAMdhe che. jenA udayathI ajJAnI, maMda mati, mukhagI, kuSTarogI vagere banavuM paDe che. mehanIya karmane paNa vadhAre baMdha thAya che. jenA udayathI tIvra kaSAyanI vRttivALA, krodha-kapaTI vagere bane che ane aMtarAya karmanA baMdhanA udayathI zaktihIna, ochI zaktivALA ane dAnalAbhAdinA aMtarAyavALA ane che. Akhare thoDA samaya mATe karela AkSepa-AroponA kAraNe bhayaMkara karmo bAMdhIne varSo sudhI athavA janma-janmAktara sudhI dukhI thavuM? e karmanI sajA keTalI bhAre che? abhyAkhyAnanuM pariNAma ajJAnI-avivekI che je AvA abhyAkhyAna sevananI TevathI lAcAra che. "phuraNa pAme te anaMtonI"--teo anaMta duHkhane pAme che. keTalAka vAcALa ke, vadhAre paDatuM bolavAvALA lekene te abhyAkhyAna sevananuM vyasana ja paDI jAya che. kaMI levAnuM nahIM ane ApavAnuM nahIM chatAM paNa nirarthaka pApa karma bAMdhavAnI A pravRti che. A vRttithI(TevathI je loke vadhAre kalaMka Ape che te che tevA kalaMkane aneka janmamAM prApta kare che. "jevuM karIe tevuM ja phaLa maLe" e karma sattAne niyama che ane kayAreya bhUlavuM na joIe. je A eka vAkaya paNa dhyAnamAM rAkhIe te ghaNA pApa karavAnA cheDI daIe. paraMtu jeone karmasattA para vizvAsa nathI tevA leke ghaNA che. jo ke java, gata janmanA pAponA phaLane bhegavate duHkhI duHkhI thaI rahyo hovA chatAM tene koI divasa vicAra ja Avato nathI ke A kenuM phaLa che ? pUrva kRta karmanuM A pariNAma che e khyAla ja AvatuM nathI. jo ke karmane udaya te pratyakSa pramANathI siddha che chatAM jIva vivekI banate. nathI, pApathI nivartamAna pariNAmavALo thato nathI ane abhyAkhyAnI keTalAya pApanuM sevana karI le che. jIva arthadaMDa karatAM anarthadaMDanA pApathI vadhu duHkhI thAya che, nirarthaka pAponuM sevana vadhAre kare che ane A jIva bhaviSyanI bhavaparaMparAmAM aneka janma sudhI du:khI thAya che. AvA sukRta zubha kArya, dharmadhyAna, tapa, tyAga vigere auSadhanuM sevana tyAre ja guNakArI banI zake che jayAre pazunya, abhyAkhyAna, para-parivAda vigere apazya svarUpa pApane tyAga karavAmAM Ave. vaidaka :

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674 zAstramAM anupAnanuM mahatva vadhAre che. caraka rASIe carakasaMhitAnA graMthamAM jaNAvyuM che ke, "jeo pathyapAlana kare che. temane auSadhanI jarUra nathI (kAraNa ke pathyapAlanathI ja regamukti thaze) ane jeo pathyapAlana karatAM nathI teone paNa auSadhanI jarUra nathI (kAraNa ke teone kupathyanA kAraNe te auSadha guNakArI banI zakatuM nathI.)" AyurvedanA A siddhAMtane adhyAmamAM apanAvI zakAya te dharatI para svarganuM avataraNa thaI zake! sAmAyika, jIneMdra pUjA vigere u ttama anuSThAna karatI vyaktioe AvA abhyAkhyAna jevA pApane paDachAye seva paNa ucita nathI. abhyAkhyAnanA mULamAM ahaMnI vRttI che. tkarSa ane paropakarSanA vicArothI AnuM sevana thAya che. je jIvamAtra pratye sneha pariNAma jAge te AvA pApothI aTakavuM sukara bane. IndralokanI badale nidrAleka laukika graMthomAM pheTavAdanA prasaMga para abhyAkhyAnI saMbaMdhI eka prasaMga bahu ja vicitra Ave che. viparIta bhASAnuM AropaNa kaMI rIte karyuM? e batAvyuM che. vAta ema che ke kuMbhakarNa IlekanI prAptine mATe tapazcaryA karI rahyo hato. tapazcaryA eTalI kaThora karate hatuM ke teNe ileka maLavAmAM koI zaMkA ja na hatI. tene sAdhanAmAMthI DagAvanAra, calAyamAna karanAra ke pADanAra keIna hatuM. A kaThora tapazcaryA sAdhanA pachI bhagavAna zaMkara pAse varadAna mAMgavAnuM hatuM ane te varadAnamAM Indraloka mAMgavAnuM hatuM. tapazcayAM eTalI kaThora hatI ke bhagavAne Indraleka Apa ja paDe. paraMtu have zuM karAya? pRthvI parane mAnavI je Indraleka nIce kheMcI jAya to te anartha thaI jAya? evA samaye sarasvatI devI AvI. teNe vicAryuM ke sAre meke che. jyAre A kuMbhakarNa bhagavAna zaMkaranI pAse jaze ane varadAna mAMgaze tyAre tenI jIbha upara besIne Indralekane nidrAleka karAvI daIza ane tema ja karyuM. tapazcaryAnI pUrNAhuti pachI bhagavAna zaMkaranI pAse varadAna mAMgavAnA samaye moDhAmAMthI nidrAleka zabda ja nIkaLe ane mahAdeve "tathAstu' karIne AzIrvAda ApyA. have zuM thaI zake? kuMbhakarNa nidrAdhIna thaI gayA ane evI nidrAmAM paDayo raheto hato ke kuMbhakarNanI nidrA cAre bAju prasidadha thaI gaI jyAre nidrAmAMthI jAgIne punaH mahAdeva pAse gayo ane vAta karI he prabhu! huM te Indraloka Icchato

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675 hatA ane AzuM thaI gayuM? nidrAnA AzIrvAda Ape kevI rIte ApI dIdhA? paraMtu zaMkarajIe kahyuM teM je mAMgyuM hatuM te ja tane ApyuM che. te nidraloka mAMgyo hate. meM te tArA varadAna pramANe tathAstu kahIne tane ApI dIdho. have te kaMI ja na thaI zake. ane kuMbhakarNa nidrAdhIna ja rahyo. zrI jinAgamanI stuti kalaMka nirmuktamamuktapUrNataM, kutarka rAhu grasana sadodayam / apUrvacandra jinaca dre bhASitaM, dinAgame naumi budhairnamaskRtam // je kalaMkathI rahita che. jinAga para kaI kalaMka nathI. ane je paripUrNa saMpUrNa che. kutaka rUpI rAhune grasI le che. sadA udayazIla che evA jinezvara bhagavaMtethI saMbhaLAvAyelA jInavANIthI racAyelA ane paMDita jene namaskAra kare che evA AgamarUpI apUrvacaMdranI prAtaHkALamAM huM stuti karUM chuM. viSamakALamAM bhavyajIne taravA mATe be ja vastuno AdhAra che "viSamakALa janabiMba jInAgama bhAvayaNakuM AdhArA" praratuta zlokamAM jInezvara dvArA arthathI nirUpaNa karAyelA chanAme keTalA niSkalaMka che. kalaMka rahita che te batAvAyuM che. enA AlaMbanathI ApaNe paNa ApaNuM jIvana niSkalaMka banAvavA prayatna karIe ane enA anubhAve ApaNe eTalA puNyazALI banIe ke pachI abhyAkhyAnI ApaNA upara deSAropaNa kare athavA kalaMka paNa lagAve te ya cIkaNA ghaDA upara pANInI jema te sthira nahI rahe, paDI jaze ane ApaNe haMmeza niSkalaMka ja rahIe. sAdhu-sAdhvIemAM paNa alyAkhyAna vRtti A pApa eTaluM bhayaMkara che ke saMsAranA tyAgI vairAgI sAdhu sAvIjIomAM paNa abhyAkhyAnanI vRtti bharelI paDI che. evuM dekhAya che. A keTalI viparIta vAta che? hA, vAta te sAcI ja che ke sAdhu sAdhvIo paNa saMsAra choDIne sAdhu banyA che. paraMtu sarvathA pApa kayAM chUTayuM che? manuSya svabhAvanI vRttinuM pApa te paDeluM ja che. jo ke pApa na karavAnI pratijJA karI che, mahAvrata uccaryA che. paraMtu mAtra prathama prANAtipAta vagere mukhya pAMca pApa na karavAnI pratijJA che.

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676 mahAvrata che paraMtu aDhAre prakAranA pApAnuM sevana nahI karavu. evu paccakkhANa sAdhue nathI karyu... ane je kAdha-mAnAdi bhAva pApa che tenA te paccakkhANa ja kayAM hoya che? hA, pApasthAnAthI yathAsa bhava dUra rahevAnA prayatna karavA joIe. e kharekhara ucita che ekabIjAnA samudAyanA tathA eka-bIjAnA saMpradAyanA sAdhu-sAdhvIe para paNa doSArApaNuM karavuM ane tyAM sudhI ke eka ja sapradAya ane samudAyanI aMdara-aMdara paNa AvuM doSAropaNa karavu` ke AnAmAM kayAM cAritranu ThekANuM che? A te AvA che, tevA che ane Ama AkhI duniyAnI vAtA kare. vaLI huM ja sAcA tapasvI chuM! mArI ja sAdhanA UMcI che. mAruM ja cAritra sarasa che. phalANA AvA che te tevAM che, ane tenAmAM teA cAritranu kAI ThekANuM ja kayAM che ? are ! eka vAtanu pazu ThekANuM nathI ane te saMpradAyanA tee tA sAdhu ja kahevAne pAtra cegya nathI. are ! AvA keTalAya sAdhu hAya che? teo zu dharmanI ArAdhanA kare che? te zu karAve che? vagere seMkaDA vAte karavI e abhyAkhyAnanI vRtti che. chidro zodhavAvALI ja daSTi banI jAya che AthI nidA ane abhyAkhyAnanI vRttinuM pApa vadhe che. gRhasthAmAM dhama nA nAma para abhyAkhyAna gRhastha saMsArI jIvanamAM paNa IrSyA dveSa, tejodveSa vagerenI mAtrA vizeSa pramANamAM hovAthI Aropa pratyAropanI vRtti vadhAre rahe che. eka DokaTaranuM mA DAkaTara pAse nAma laie te paNa mehu bagaDI jAya che. tevI ja rIte eka zikSakanuM trIjA zikSaka pAse nAma laIe ane kahIe ke ahu sAruM bhaNAve che. athavA eka vakIlanu nAma khIjA vakIla pAse laIe te te paNa sIdhI saraLa STithI jotAM nathI. tevI rIte dharmasthAnamAM paNa lekanI AropanI vRtti echI thatI nathI. koIe saMgha kADhayA. ATalu` sAruM kAma karyu* tA paNa e cAra jaN evA zabda khelaze ke DIka have sIMgha kADhayA. emAM zu mATI vAta thaI gaI ? ane badhAne seAnAnI vITInI prabhAvanA te karI ja nahI. khasa ! vAta thaI gaI. elavAvALAne lAkhA nukazAna thAya che ane jenA saMbaMdhamAM khelAya che tene keTaluM nukazAna thAya che? evI rIte keAIe utsava maheAsava kAvyeA. are ThIka ! zu prabhAvanA

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677 te sArI karI ja nahIMne? AvA te ghaNA occhava mahocchava thAya che ane pelAe upadhAna karAvyA lAkha rUpiyA kharcIne upadhAna karAvyA che chatAM paNa bolavAvALA evA ghaNuM cho belazo ke ThIka ! zuM upadhAna karAvyAM che? temAM zuM karyuM? zuM moTI vAta che? AvA upadhAna thAya che? suratanI dharI te banAvIne badhAne khavaDAvI nahIM. mevA-mIThAImAM te kaMjUsAI karI. temane paisA bacAvavA hatA. ane na jANe ke zuM zuM bole che? kevuM kevuM bele che? jAtajAtanI bhAtabhAtanI vAta kare che. jyAre karAvavA vALAe te potAnI zaktithI vadhAre paisA kharcA che ane lAbha paNa ghaNe lIdhe che ghaNA lo mukata kaMThe prazaMsA paNa kare che chatAM ghaNA loko evA paNa hoya che ke jeone kyAreya saMtoSa ja nathI thato asaMtuSTa loko kayAM te niMdA karaze athavA abhyAkhyAna vRttithI kalaMka lagAvaze. sApanA DaMkhanI jema Ane paNa doSAropaNa, Aropa athavA AkSepane svabhAva paDI jAya che. tethI abhyAkhyAnI ziSTa-purUSa athavA sajajana banI zakatI nathI. samAjanuM bhUSaNa banI zakatA nathI. guNAnuvAdanI sabhA keI mahAna vyaktinA mRtyu pachI guNAnuvAdanI eka sAmAnya sabhA rAkhavAmAM Ave che. jemAM ghaNA loko jenuM mRtyu thayuM che tenA saMbaMdhamAM bhASaNa kare che. te samaye keTalAka loke vadhAre paDatI khuzAmata athavA atyaMta prazaMsA paNa kare che, kema ke je te vyakita temanI abhISTa ISTa hoya te atizakita alaMkArathI tenI prazaMsA kare che. jANe ke te sarvazreSTha na hoya evA prazaMsanA puSpa pAthare che. eka sArA vidvAne keInA saMbaMdhamAM kahyuM ke are! te kevuM mRtyu pAmI. gayA? temane te mokSa thaI gaye. te te ajara-amara thaI gayA. temanI AvI prazaMsAnA kAraNe sAmAnya loko AkarSita thaI jAya che. sabhAnI pUrNAhuti pachI jyAre ghare pAchA phare che tyAre rastAmAM. cAra-cha mANasoe vAta karatAM kahyuM ke maravAvALo mahAmUrkha hatuM, lucce hate, A hatuM te hatA vagere A rIte AkhI duniyAnI vAte karate rahyo. AropAtmaka Akroza joIne koI sajane kahyuM

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178 are! tame te sabhAmAM kahyuM tenuM nirvANa (mekSa) thaI gayuM ane have pAchI AvI vAte zA mATe karo cho ? tyAre vakatAe javAba Apyo ke hA huM ATaluM che tenA putra vagere parivAra sAMbhaLI rahyA hatAM chatAM paNa teone kayAM akkala hatI ke mane mAtra 100 rU. ja ApyA. jyAre 150 rU. nI vAta thaI hatI. te pachI have zA mATe sAru beluM? vicAre! AvI vAtothI leka para zuM chApa paDaze? mAtra paisA ja sAMsava che? zuM sAthI ja badhuM thAya che? te te pachI A vAstavika guNAnuvAda na thaye. A te bhATacAraNonI prazaMsA thaI. AvI khuzAmata athavA prazaMsAmAM guNonuM AropaNa thAya che ane deSa hovA chatAM paNa, chupAvAya che ane samaya Avye guNane paNa chupAvIne doSanuM kalaMka lagADAya che. A prakAre aneka rItathI loko abhyAkhyAnanuM sevana kare che. abhyAkhyAnIne hiMsA - (hatyA) ne doSa paNa lAge che abhyAkhyAnI prAyaH nirdayI, krUra niSphara vRttivALA hoya che. temanI vezyAo paNa prAyaH azubha hoya che. mAnI laIe ke AvA manuSya keInA para kalaMka lagADayuM ane sAmenI vyakti je vadhAre saMvedanazIla svabhAvanI hoya ane te potAnA para AvelA kalaMkane sahana na karI zake, tene dhakake lAge, tenA dilamAM UDI ceTa paNa lAge, tene e bhaya paNa rahe ke have mArA mATe A duniyAmAM rahevuM muzkela che ane AvA vicAra karIne kadAca te AtmahatyA paNa karI le te tenuM pApa kene lAge? kaI hadayanuM dilanuM narama hoya te leke abhyAkhyAnInA bhAga banI jAya che ane jIvanane aMta paNa lAvI de che. paMcendriyanI hatyAnuM pApa abhyAkhyAnIne lAge che. te nimitta kAraNa bane che. ApaNe jyAre bIjAne nimitta ApIe chIe te tenuM pApa ApaNane lAge che. keI ApaNuM nimitta le che. te emAM ApaNuM kartutva nahIM hovAnA kAraNe pApa nathI lAgatuM. chatAM paNa 'uttama AtmAne enuM duHkha jarUra hovuM joIe. A nimittatA ApavAthI je azubha karma baMdhAya che tenA phaLasvarUpe jIvane naraka Adi durgatimAM javuM paDe che. AthI koInA para paNa Aropa caDAvI kalaMka lagADavuM e ghera pApa che. AnA bhUgarbhamAM joIe te bIjA

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678 pratye premadaSTIne abhAva e mukhya kAraNa che. ApaNI vyaktinI bhUlanI, ApaNe mAphI ApI zakIe chIe. eTale jenA pratye prema nathI enI. bhUle meTA svarUpe jaNAya che. premane mAphImAM rasa che. ahaMkArane. sajAmAM rasa che ane vaLI svAduvAda daSTInA abhAve bIjAnA daSTikoNane. nahI samajavAthI paNa AropanuM pApa thaI jAya che. emAM jyAre bIjAnA cAritra upara Aropa mUkavAne avasara upasthita thAya che. tyAre cAritra uparanA kalaMkane asahya mAnatA ghaNuM ja AtmahatyAne mArga paNa apanAve che. ane keAI sazakta jIva teno pratikAra karavA. paNa kaTIbaddha bane che. jenI upara kalaMka lagAvavAmAM Ave che tene te nukazAna thAya. ja che. paNa abhyAkhyAnIne paNa kyAM zAMti maLe che ? ene paNa haMmezA pitAnA dAvanI ciMtA rahe che ? rAtre sutI vakhate paNa tenI uMghane harAma kare che. tenuM samasta jIvana asatyamaya banI jAya che.. samAjamAM AvA mANasanI koI kadara karatuM nathI. tene avizvAsanI najare jue che. Aje tame koInA upara doSanI cAdara oDhADe che AvatI kAle saMbhava che ke te tamArA upara doSAropaNa karaze. sUtelA sApane I cheDavAnI jema samAja AvA mANasethI dUra rahevA Icche che. ene caMDALa mAnIne tene sparza paNa vajarya mAne che. abhyAkhyAnI bIjAnA sArA sadabhata guNAne paNa joI zakatA nathI, koInuM sAruM belI zakatuM nathI. AthI. samAjamAM loko enA duHkhanA divasomAM tenI pAse paNa ubhA rahetA nathI. koI tene madada karavA IcchatuM nathI. samAjanI aMdara te patita, bhagna pariNAmI, adhama jaNAya che. nIlakAra te tyAM sudhI kahe che ke bIjAmAM doSa hoya te paNa belavA na joIe te pachI deSa na hovA chatAM doSapaNane prazna ja kayAM rahe che ? TUMkamAM, "mAtmavat sarva bhUteSu : vasati iva parathati eTale pitAnA AtmAnI samAna sarva ne jovAnI kaLA jene prApta thaI che. jIvatva pratye jene bahumAna che. Reverance for life agatyane guNa che. jeno vikAsa pAme che. bIjAnA de pratye je sahiSNu che. ane jene ahaMkAra satAvatA nathI tevA ja A abhyAkhyAnanA pApathI vegaLA rahI zake che.

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680 abhyAkhyAnanuM pApa sevatA bAMdhelA bhAre 7 karma addhatA da ne pragaTa karIne Aropa karavAnA pApane zAstrakAra maharSie abhyAkhyAna kahe che. A abhyAkhyAna sva-pa2 ubhayanA manamAM duSTatA pragaTa karanAra che. Aropa-AkSepanI pravRtti A abhyAkhyAna pA5 sevavAthI karatA-karatA- krodha-mAna-mAyA- lebhacheSa Adi ghaNAM pApane eka sAthe jIva seve che ane bhAre karma bAMdhe che. abhyAkhyAnanA saMgharSamAMthI kalahanuM svarUpa ubhuM thaI jAya che. zaMkhavardhana nagaranA rAjA zaMkhapAlanI putrI guNazrI hatI. pitAnA bhAI dhanapati rAtrinA samaye rUmamAM suvA jAya che ane thoDIvAramAM tenI patnI paNa suvA jatI hatI te vakhate daravAje ubhI rAkhIne jorathI bolavA lAgI he bhAbhI ! bahu vadhAre kahevAnI jarUra nathI paNa ApaNI sADI upara keI DAgha na paDavA de.. samajyA ne?.. ziyaLanuM rakSaNa barAbara pUrepUruM aNizuddha karavuM. manamAM mAyAnI kapaTavRtti rAkhIne vyaMgamAM abhyAkhyAna sevavA pUrvaka niSkAraNa AvI rIte besIne patinA manamAM zaMkAnuM bhUta ubhu karyuM. patnI patinI sAthe pathArImAM suvA gaI tyAre benanA zabdo sAMbhaLIne khina thayelA manathI bhAIe patnI taraphathI meTu pheravI lIdhuM, patnInA cAritra upara dhanapatine zaMkA jAgI. tarka-vitarkanA vAdaLe gherAvA lAgyA ane patnIne dhUtkArIne kADhI. basa mArI pAse sUIza nahIM, mArA gharamAM paNa rahIza nahIM. bhAre tiraskArapUrvaka apamAnita karI. strInA jIvanamAM ziyaLa e ja enuM meTuM AbhuSaNa che ane enA upara ja zaMkA ubhI thatA. jIvana-maraNa ne prazna banI jAya che. patnI gharamAMthI nIkaLI gaI. ane 3-4 divasa ghaNI duHkhI thaI Atma hatyAnA vicAro karavA lAgI. AvI dayanIya sthiti joIne zikhAmaNa ApanArI bena ne dayA AvI ane pharI eka divasa bhAbhIne lAvIne bhAI pAse laI gaI bhAIne Thapako ApatA kAraNa pUchyuM zuM thayuM che? kema bhAbhIne kADhI mUkI che? evI zuM vAta che? eTale bhAIe khAsa khulAse karatA kahyuM ke... tame ja te te divase kaMIka kahyuM hatuM te meM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ane mane khyAla Avyo eTale meM tene kADhI mUkI. bahene kahyuM ke,

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681 emAM kADhavAnI zI jarUra? meM tene sArI zikhAmaNa ApI hatI. upadeza ApatA kahyuM hatuM. emAM zuM thaI gayuM? bhAI vimAsaNamAM paDI gaya.....arere ...? patnI ne pAchI gharamAM rAkhI ane pUrvavat premathI rahevA lAgyA. paraMtu mAyApUrvaka kapaTavRttithI A nATaka karavAmAM bahene abhyAkhyAnanuM pApa sevIne bhAre cIkaNA karma bAMdhyA. kALAntare bIjI vakhata pitAno bIjo bhAI paNa pitAne kahyAgare che ke nahIM? te jovA mATe tenI paNa parIkSA karavAnI buddhithI tenI pAnI paNa suvA jatI hatI tyAre jorathI evI rIte kahyuM ke bhAbhI! vadhAre te tane zuM kahe ? hAtha barAbara sAcavavA ane cakakhA rAkhavA! basa ATalAmAM samajI jAo. vadhAre nathI kahevuM. bhAbhIne kahevAtI A vAta bhAIe paNa sAMbhaLI ane tene zaMkA paDI ke kadAca mArI patnInI corI vagere karavAnI Adata haze ? kayAMyathI kaMI coratI haze? eTale ja bahene AvI rIte kahyuM haze? AvI zaMkA manamAM thavAthI rAtre patnIne khUba mArapITa karI, ane gharamAMthI kADhI mUkI. panI pitAne piyare gaI. 4-6 divasa sudhI bhAre kalaha kaMkAsanuM vAtAvaraNa rahyuM. nirarthaka daSAropaNanA kAraNe bhAbhI raDI-raDIne divaso. pasAra karavA lAgI. pitAnA bhAInI parIkSA karI rahelI bahene joyuM ke bhAI paNa kahyAgare te che. mArA pAsA sIdhA paDe che. huM dhAre evI sthiti nirmANa thAya che. bhAbhIne thoDA divasa pachI piyarethI belAvI ane bhAI sAme laI jaIne pUchyuM ke bhAI ! zA mATe bhAbhIne kADhI mUkI che? kema belatA-cAlatA nathI ? zuM vAta che...? tyAre bhAIe sAmethI kahyuM ke tamane ja kahetA meM sAMbhaLI che ke... hAtha cokhA rAkhavA vagere vAtanuM kAraNa vyakta karatA bhAIe khulAso karyo. tyAre bahene kahyuM ke emAM zuM thayuM? e te phakta zikhAmaNa ApatA kahyuM hatuM ! ene tame sAcA arthamAM deSarUpe mAnI lIdhuM arere..ema kahIne pharIthI mAyA-kapaTa karatI vAta pheravavA mAMDI. A rIte bane bhAIe kahyAgarA che ke nahIM tevI parIkSA karavA mATe bhAbhIo. upara deSAropaNa karatA zabdone zikhAmaNanuM rUpa ApIne abhyAkhyAnanuM pApa sevyuM ane bhAre cIkaNA karmo bAMdhyA. pApa nAnuM hoya che paNa karma meTuM bhAre baMdhAya che. abhyAkhyAnamAM AkSepa-Aropa karavAnuM pApa bhale a5 2 miniTanuM hoya

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paNa emAMthI baMdhAyela karma ghaNuM bhAre hoya che. te udayamAM AvatA bhAre duHkhI thavuM paDe che. jevA karma karyA hoya tevA ja bhegavavA. paDe che. kALAntare AyuSya samApti thaI. pAchalI vaye cAritrAdi laIne ArAdhI puNyopArjana karIne devaleke gayA.... ane devagatinuM AyuSya pUrNa thatA tyAMthI cyavIne gajapura nagaramAM zaMkha zeThanI patnI zubha. kAntAnI kukSImAM putrI paNe utpanna thaI. sarvAga suMdarI nAma paDyuM. yauvanavaye pitAe baMdhudevane paraNAvI dhAmadhUmathI lagna thayA. sarvAga suMdarI patnI rUpe patinI sAthe prathama suhAgarAtrIe saMsAranA sukha bhogavavAnA vicArathI sUvA jAya che. e lagna jIvananI prathama rAtrinA samaye ja "gayA bhavamAM bAMdhela abhyAkhyAnanA pApanuM bhAre karma udayamAM AvyuM. tyAMne kSetravAsI kSetrapAla Avyo tene gamata sUjI teNe purU pAnuM rUpa laIne rAtrinA samaye zayanakhaMDamAM suhAga suMdarInI sAthe vAtacita karavA lAgyA. viSayakIDAnI rAgapASAka alIla vAta karavA lAgyA ane eTalAmAM pati paNa suvA mATe zayanakhaMDamAM praveza kare che. ane tene dekhAya te rIte jhaDapathI te bIje purUSa khasI gaye. A joIne sAcA pati baMdhudevane zaMkApaDI. ke are! A patnIne te keI para purUSa sAthe saMbaMdha hoya ema lAge che. zaMkAnuM bhUta kuMzakA onA vamaLamAM vadhu gherAvA lAgyuM. kaI paNa belyA cAlyA vagara pati baMdhudeva cupacApa ravAnA thaI gayo. ane rAtrie koIne khabara paNa na paDe tevI rIte bahAra gAma jate rahyo. bicAre patnI sarvAga suMdarI AkhI rAtri palaMga upara raDatI beThI rahI. kharekhara vAta sAcI che ke hasatA te bAMdhyA karma rotA navi chUTe re prANiyA! prabhAte sakhIo AvI ane sarvAga suMdarInI AvI sthiti joIne ciMtAmAM paDI. vinA kAraNe prajanane A duHkha aNadhAyuM AvI paDayuM. basa AnuM ja nAma kamano udaya jIvanathI kaMTALI gayelI sarvAga suMdarIne sAdhvIjI mahArAjAne samAgama thA. A satsaMganA prabhAvathI sarvAMgasuMdarI vairAgvatI banI ane dIkSA laI sAdhavI banI. gurujI sAvIjIe Adi sAthe vihAra kare che. abhyAsa kare che. eka divasa eka dhanADhaya sArthavAhanA ghare bhikSA mATe gayA. pAri vArika kalezanA kAraNe gharanI vahuoe sAdavajIne cheDe upadeza ApavA

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683 vinaMtI karI ane sAdhvIjI e upadeza Apyo. kaleza karavAmAM thoDe sudhAre dekhAya eTale sAvajane roja AvavA vinaMtI karI ane sAdhavajI paNa te ja nagaramAM rokAIne roja AvavA lAgyA 1-2 kalAka rokAIne paNa badhAne samajAvavA lAgyA. zubha pravRttimAM rata evA jIvane paNa pUrve bAMdhelA azubha karmone udaya thAya che. bIjA bhAInI patnI upara abhyAkhyAnanuM pApa sevatA karela deSAropaNanA AkSepanuM pApa udayamAM AvyuM ane sArthavAhanA gharamAM eka metInI mALA khovAI. je sAdavajInI hAjarImAM ja meMtIo paravIne banAvI hatI. te ghaNuM kImatI hatI. khavAI jatA badhAne sAdavajI upara zaMkA thaI. A zaMkA vadhu gherI banI ane cAre bAju lokamAM prasarI. nagaranA leke bhegA thaI gayA ane sAThavIne jema tema saMbhaLAvIne kADhayA. bhAre apamAnita thaIne sAdhvIjI duHkhI haiye ravAnA thayA. corI na karI hovA chatAM paNa cerInuM daSAropaNa mAthe thayuM ane apakIti thaI AnuM nAma kamane udaya gayA guNazrInA bhavamAM abhyAkhyAnanuM pA5 sevatA je bhAre karma bAMdhyA hatA te karma bIjA sarvAMgasuMdarInA bhavamAM udayamAM AvyA. ane jevA ALa dIdhA hatA tevA ALa AkSepa pitAnA upara AvyA, mATe jJAnIoe 18 pApa sthAnemAM 13 mAM naMbare abhyAkhyAnanuM pApa sthAna ApyuM che. kaSAya bhAvathI bIjAo upara AkSepa Aropa karavA pUrvaka ALa devuM, kalaMka lagADIne koInI Ijasta pratiSThAne khatama karavAnI buddhi rAkhavI e zreSavRttinuM mahA pApa che. karyA karma bhegavyA vinA koI chuTakAro nathI. mATe je karmanA vipAka kALe duHkha thI bacavuM hoya to pahelA pApa karatA aTakavuM joIe. pApa karatA bacanA karmonAthI bacaze ane karmone udaya ja nahIM hoya te tathA prakAranA duHkhothI bacaze. mATe duHkhathI mukta thavAnI IcchAvALAe sarva prathama pApathI bacavuM hitAvaha che.

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684 caudamuM pApasthAnaka "pezanya" cADI khAvIe mahApApa che. aDhAra pApasthAnakamAM caudamuM pApasthAnaka pazunyanuM che. pazunyane sIdhe artha che cADI khAvI. zrI sthAnAMga sUtranA 48-49 sUtranI TIkAmAM pazunyanI vyAkhyA karatA pharamAvyuM che ke "pazunya-pazuna-pracchanna toSAvimavanam pazunya arthAt pizunakarma, arthAt sAcA-jUThThA aneka de vyaktinI gerahAjarImAM khullA karavA, kahevA vyavahArika bhASAmAM teNe cugalI khAvI ema kahevAya che. gujarAtImAM "cADI khAvI" kahe che. je de che, ane nathI evA paNa dene pragaTa karIne keIne kahevA koInI sAme pragaTa karavA tene paNa zAstrakAra maharSioe pApa ja gayuM che. abhyAkhyAna ane pazunyamAM aMtara upara-uparathI jevAthI tamane samajAze ke teramuM ane caudamuM abhyAkhyAna ane pazunya bane ekasarakhA ja dekhAya che. baMnenuM kArya sarakhuM ja che. keTalAka lokone bhrama thaI jAya che. paraMtu evuM nathI je banne ekasarakhA hoya, athavA eka ja jevA hoya te jJAnI bhagavaMta banene svataMtra judA-judA pApasthAna zA mATe kahe ? je tame bArIkAIthI dhyAna rAkhIne jeze te banne pApasthAnaka tamane svataMtra dekhAze. bannenuM kAryakSetra paNa judu-judu dekhAze. chatAM paNa keTalAka aMze bannemAM sAdazya jarUra lAge che. sAdazyae prakAranuM che ke sat-asat dezanuM pragaTIkaraNa che. sArA-kharAba dene pragaTa karavAnA hoya che. je guNa che tene chUpAvavA ane dene kahevA je de nathI te doSa paNa kahevA che ane kajiyA kara, laDavuM-jhagaDavuM eTalI sAdakyatA baMnenI vacce jarUra che. chatAM paNa bannenuM kAraNa judu judu che, rIta judI-judI che. baMnenA mArge alaga-alaga che. dizAe bhinna che abhyAkhyAnamAM sIdhe Aropa karavAnI vAta che. kalaMka lagADAya che. jAheramAM paNa doSAropaNa ane AkSepa karAya che. abhyAkhyAnI vadhAre baLavAna-niSphara DAya che jyAre paizunya vRttivALA Darapoka-durbaLa hoya che. abhyAkhyAnI siMhavRttivALA hoya che

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685 tyAre pezanya vRttivALA ziyALanI jema dUra-dUra bhAge che, te vadhAre narama hAya che. kala`ka ApavAvALA buddhi vadhAre calAve che. jyAre vaizunyavAdInI buddhi vadhAre nathI cAlatI. te jAheramAM anekanI vacamAM nathI elI zakatA te ekAMtamAM kai eka-be jaNanA kAnamAM kahe che. te ArApAtmaka athavA kalakAtmaka vadhAre nathI khelatA, te nAnI -nAnI bhUlAnI paNa cADI khAya che, jyAre abhyAkhyAnI mATA-moTA AreApa-kalaka lagAvI zake che. keAInA cAritra para kala'ka lagAvIne tenI pratiSThAne dhULa jevI karI nAMkhe che jyAre pezanya vRttivALA bicArA e-cAra jaNanA kAnamAM vAta kare che, tenI vadhAre hiMmata ja nathI cAlatI ane te koine paNa ekadama tA nIce pADI zakatA nathI, paraMtu thADA aMze apamAnita jarUra karI zake che. kAIne e zabda jarUra saMbhaLAvI zake che. te DaratA-bhAgata kare che. abhyAkhyAnImAM krodha-mAna --dveSa adhika mAtrAmAM rahe che te vaizunya vRttivALAmAM mAyA-kapaTa -leAsanA aMza keTalAka aMze mizrita rahe che. hA, eka vAta sAcI che ke baMnne mRSAvAdanA ja gharAka che. jUhu' khelavAnu ja bannenu kAryakSetra che. ane IrSyA-dveSa, matsara vRttivALA ja mane ja che. tethI vaizunyamAM dveSanI mAtrA paNa vadhAre rahe che. kAinA pratye dveSa vadhAre rahevAthI tenA saba MdhamAM cADI khAvAnI vRtti vadhAre rahe che. te e ja jotA heAya che, zeAdhatA hoya che ke kayAre tenA hAthe thoDI bhUla thAya, aparAdha (gunA) thAya. jo aparAdha ke bhUla thai jAya te vaizunya vRttivALAne khArAka maLelA samajavA. ahIyA dveSa (Dilute) karelA che. bIjAnA drohanI vRtti temAM rahe che. jo Ama jovA jaie tA. mA vRtti vadhAre paDatI khALakAmAM ane strIomAM rahelI hAya che. hA tethI tenA atha evA nathI thatA ke purUSAmAM A pApa nathI hotuM. evI vAta paNa nathI. kAna bhaMbheravAvALA keTalAka purUSA paNa maLe che. chatAM paNa lAkhAmAM tenuM pramANa jovAmAM Ave te A pApa sIemAM ane bALakamAM vadhAre pramANamAM jovA maLe che. temAM paNa bALakonI apekSAe sIemAM kaMika guNI vadhAre vaizunya vRtti rahe che. ane keTalAkane tA Teva ja paDI gai haiAya che. prAyaH vaizunya vRttimAM nArada, vRtti paNa sAtha ApatI haiAya che. A nAradavRttithI vaizunyavAdIo keTalAkane laDAve-jhagaDAve che, ane temAM ja tene majA Ave che.

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186 pazunyavAdI kevo hoya che ? anyasya tApanAdyartha paizunya kriyate janaiH / svAtmA hi tapyate tena, yadukta syAtphalaM ca tat // bIjAne gusase karavA mATe, satAvavA mATe je manuSya pazunya vRttinuM sevana kare che te svayaM paNa tene tApathI saMtapta thAya che. tenuM phaLa tene pitAne paNa sahana karavuM paDatuM hoya che. te mAyAvI vRttithI pazunyanuM vadhAre sevana kare che. tenI mane vRtti halakI hoya che. halakI kakSAnI adhama mane vRttithI A pApanuM sevana kare che. guNAnurAga paNuM, nathI hoto ane guNe pratye ke AkarSaNa paNa nathI rahetuM. te te keinA doSa jevAvALe ja heya che. keInI bhUlene ja joyA karate hoya che. prAyaH meTA-sArA, sIdhA-sAdA, bholAbhAlA, yazakIrtivALA sArA pratiSThita lokene te pitAne zikAra banAve che. sajajanone ane guNavAna lokone halakA kevI rIte dekhADuM ? e ja tenI mane vRtti rahe che. AthI temAM matsaravRtti vadhAre rahe che. IrSyA-dveSa paNa rahe che. bIjAnA rahasyane te potAne dveSane mAyA-lebhanA mAge kAryazIla banAve che. bhedane pragaTa karavAnI tenI vRtti rahe che. paizunyavAdI koInA utkarSane sahana karI zakato nathI. keInuM sukha paNa joI zakato nathI. tenI AMkhomAM vizeSa pramANamAM dveSa ane vaimanasyanI mAtrA rahe che. pazunya vRttinuM vyasana- pApasthAnaka ho ke caudamu Akaru / pizunapaNAnu hA ke vyasana che ati buru // aDhAra pApasthAnemAM nAnA svarUpamAM dekhAtuM A caudamuM paizunya pApasthAna ghaNuM kaThIna-che. jevI rIte lekene khAvA-pIvAnuM vyasana lAge che. tevI rIte pizunavRttinuM vAraMvAra sevana karavAthI Teva paDI jAya che tethI te vyasananuM rUpa laI le che. jevI rIte vyasanI nazAvALI vastu vagara rahI zakatuM nathI, tene te vastu joIe ja che. tevI rIte pizanapaNAnI Teva arthAt cADI khAvAnI, kAna bhaMbheravAnI Teva ghaNI kharAba hoya che. tenA paNa vyasanIo tenA vagara nathI rahI zakatA. kayAMkathI ne kyAMkathI vAto sAMbhaLI Avaze ane te vAte dasa-vIsa

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687 jaNAne kahete raheze. vyasanI potAnI nazAvALI vastune prayatna karIne zodhI kADhe che. tevI ja rIte pizanapaNAnI TevavALA vyasanIo kayAMka be cAra jaNa vAta karatAM haze tyAM jaIne zAMtithI besI jaze ane tenI vAta sAMbhaLaze. tyArapachI tyAMthI UThIne jenA viSayamAM vAte thaI hatI tyAM jaIne teone jhagaDAvaze. be vAto saMbhaLAvatA-saMbhaLAvatA paNa vaLI temAM pitAnuM mIThuM-maracuM nAMkhIne-vadhArIne kaheze, kAnamAM kaheze ane sAthe ema paNa kaheze ke are bhAI sAheba ! mAruM nAma na Ave tenuM dhyAna rAkhajo mAruM nAma Apazo ja nahIM ke A kahyuM che. meM to tamArA bhalA-sArA mATe kahyuM che ane A rIte te dasa-vIsa vAta banAvaze te gabharAya che ke mAruM nAma na AvI jAya. pizunavRttivALA Ama paNa pahelethI Darapoka vadhAre hoya che. sAcI vAta te e che ke te cAra-cha jaNanI vacamAM besIne tyAMthI vAta sAMbhaLIne eka jagyAethI bIjI jagyAe, ekanI pAsethI bIjAnI pAse pahoMcADavAnuM TapAlInuM kAma kare che. cere ghaNA prakAranA hoya che. dhana-paisA vagere caravAvALA judA prakAranA hoya che ane vAtenA cAra eka judA ja prakAranA hoya che. je mAtra vAtanI ja corI kare che. ahIMnuM tyAM ne tyAMnuM ahIM kahe che.. prAyaH leke AvA mANasene "mA" paNa kahe che. A thoDA bhedI vRttivALA hoya che. bhedene, rahasyamayI vAtane pheDavAvALA, guptacara-jAsUsI vRttivALA kahevAya che. temane camacA paNa kahyAM che te barAbara ja che kema ke camacAnI jema te paNa vacamAM rahIne dALa halAvavAnuM kAma kare che. vAte calAve che. eka jagyAethI bIjI jagyAe vAta pahoMcADe che. A keIne paisAdAra guptacara nokara paNa banI jAya che. pachI teone vAte pahoMcADavAnuM kAma kare che. kayAreka-kayAreka te leke AvA pazunya vRttivALAne sArI rIte samajI jAya che ane tenA AvatAnI sAthe ja vAto baMdha karI de che. athavA teonI hAjarImAM sarvasAmAnya evI janarala vAta karavA lAge che. jethI teo sAMbhaLe te paNa vAMdho na Ave kene kahevA jAya ? tene pitAne vAte rUpI kherAka na maLatAM te pote ja tyAMthI UThIne bIje kayAMka jate rahe jethI tyAMnI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe.

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688 AmAM nAradavRttinuM pramANa vadhAre hoya che- vAraMvAra AvA pazunya vRttivALA jIva nAdavRtti vadhAre rAkhe che. nAradajInI Teva che ke ahIMnI vAte tyAM kare che ane bannene bhegA karI de che, laDAve che ane pachIthI tamAzo jue che. manamAM rAjI thAya che. tevI rIte pizunavRttivALA mAM paNa nAradavRtti bharelI paDI hoya che. A vRttithI ekanI cADI bIjAnI pAse khAya, pachI bIjAnI vAta ahIM-tahIM kare ane pariNAma e Ave ke bane jhagaDavA lAge pazunyavRttimAM mAyAnuM pramANa maLeluM hoya che. AthI Ane svabhAva mAyAvI vadhAre rahe che. tethI cADI khAvAvALA mAyAvI vRttinuM sevana kare che. pazunyanuM mULa mAyA che. AthI mAyA-kapaTane Azraya le che. strIo jyAre A pApasthAnanuM sevana vadhAre kare che ane ahIMnI vAte tyAM kare che tyAre eka strI bIjIne kahe che sAMbhaLa..A vAta huM tane kahuM chuM paraMtu tuM bIjAne nA kahIza. mArA soMgada che tane? bIjI strI sAMbhaLe che. tene sAMbhaLavAmAM rasa Ave che. keInI vAta sAMbhaLavAmAM je pitAne dilacaspI lAgI jAya athavA rasa batAve te samajI levuM ke cADI khAvAnI pitAne paNa Teva paDI jaze. cADI khAvAvALA te Ama paNa rastA paranA pherIvALA jevA hoya che. tene te potAnI vAta ja saMbhaLAvavI hoya che. mAtra sAme sAMbhaLavAvALuM koI joIe. basa, tame dilacaspI batAve te tamane vAto saMbhaLAvaze. A pAparathAnaka ja mRSAvAdanA gharane peTabheda che. AvA mRSAvAda asatyanuM kathana kaMIka aMze vadhAre rahe che. cADI khAnAra kayAreya so TakA sAcuM belatuM ja nathI. 50 TakA te kheTuM ja belato hoya che. tethI sAMbhaLavAvALAe khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM. A pApasthAnaka vicitra prakAranuM che, bolavAvALA karatA sAMbhaLanArane vadhAre nukazAna thAya che. belanAranI pAse zuM hoya che? kema ke cADI khAnAra nathI to pramANa rAkhato ke nathI te sAkSI rAkhate kaMI ja nahIM! tethI te te chUTI jAya che. paraMtu zakaya che ke sAMbhaLanAra jhaghaDA-laDI paDe te sAMbhaLIne AvezamAM AvI jAya che ane belAcAlImAMthI mArAmArI sudhI para paNa pahoMcI jAya che. AvA samaye sAMbhaLanAra che tenuM nAma kahI de ane kadAcit teo baMne tene pUchavA paNa jAya che te jUThuM

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689 khelaze. tyAre tamArI pAse zuM pramANa che ? sAkSI che?te teA jUhu' melIne khasI jaze, ane tamane laDAvaze. tene jUThuM' khelavAmAM zarama ja nathI AvatI. A mRSAvAdanuja avAntara pApasthAnaka che. tethI tene zuM takalIpha hAya ! AthI leAkae AvA pApasthAnathI dUra rahevu joie. sAbhaLelI sabhaLAvelI vAtAthI dura rahevu... joIe. saMbhaLAvanAra cADI khAnAra ja sAMbhaLavAvALAne sabhaLAvatI vakhate ema kahetA hAya che ke tame A vAta keAI ne kaheze nahIM. te peAtAnA sAgaMda paNa ApatA haiAya che. chatAM paNa strIomAM AvI vAte ghaNI jhaDapathI vadhatI jatI hAya che, phelAtI hAya che, ekabIjAne kahetAM paNa jAya che ane sAga paNa ApatA jAya che. khIjAne nA kaheze| evuM paNa kahetA jAya che. chatAM Azcaya e vAtanu che ke be-cAra kalAkamAM tA AkhA gAmamAM vAta prasarI jAya che. ane ghera ghera AnI carcA paNa zarUM thai jAya che. eTale koI ciMta? kahyuM che ke vAtaprasAranA traNa sAdhanA che. TelIphAna, TelIvIjhana ane tell a womanTela e vumana strIone kahevAthI vAta vAyuvege prasaraze. kalaha vagere pApeAnuM mULa kAraNa cADI khAnAranA mAthe pApa keTaluM vadhyuM ? kema ke badhI vAte phelAvavAnuM mULa kAraNa tA te eka ja che. hajAro mANasA ja khelyA tenuM nimitta kAraNa teAte ja banyA ane A vAta para keTalAya laDaze, jhaghaDaze, zakaya che ke mArAmArI thAya, dhAdi kaSAyeA thAya, dveSa-vaimanasya thAya, vadhe vagere. A badhA pApAnu' mULa nimitta kAraNa tA te ekalA ja manaze. tethI tene keTalA doSa lAge che! khAramuM pApasthAnaka kalahanu' je che tenuM paNa mULa nimitta kAraNa abhyAkhyAna ane pezunya ja che. A che pApasthAnaka ja khIjAne laDAvavAnuMjhaghaDAvavAnuM kAma kare che. AthI vaizunya vRttivALA cADI khAnAra jhaghaDAnA kendramAM rahe che. jhaghaDALu svabhAvavALA che evI tenI chApa ja paDI jAya che. tethI samAje AvA leAkeAthI saMbhALIne cAlavu joie. jo sabhALIne na cAlIe tA A leAka samAjamAM kaleza-kaSAyakalahanA bIja vAvI de che. jAti-jAti, bhAI-bhAI ane mApa-beTAnI vacce vaira-vaimanasya UbhuM karI de che. strIe gharanI nAnI-nAnI vAteAmAM peAtAnA taraphathI mIThuM-maracuM. bhabharAvIne rAtre patinA kAnamAM peTrola

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690 pUre che. game te be-cAra vAta kare che. cADI khAya che. pariNAma e Ave che ke strInA premanI tarapha AkarSAyele kAcA kAnanA pati divase mAtA-pitA sAthe jhaghaDe che. jo AvI rIte be-cAra varSa cAlyA kare tA chevaTe eka divasa bApa-beTA, mA-beTA judA thaI jAya che. te peAtAnuM svataMtra ghara laIne tyAM rahe che. basa ! strInuM sAkSya-lakSya A ja hatuM ane te peAtAnI kaLAthI sAdhI lIdhu. tethI AvuM pariNAma joyA pachI patie kAcA kAnanA na thavuM joI e. nakAmI vAtAne mahattva na ApavuM joie ane mAtA-pitAnA droha na karavA joie. paradrohu karAvavALA aneka nimitta che. kahe che ke paizunyaM paravAdaM ca, gAlidAnaM ca tarjanam / ghATa' vidhatte yat, paradrohaH sa uccate // paizunyanuM sevana karavuM arthAt cADI khAvI, ni MdA-para prapoMca karavA, gALA ApavI, mAra-pITa karavI, dhAka-dhamakI ApavI, gusse karave, koInA marmAMne prakAzita karavA, gupta rahasyAtmaka vArtAne pragaTa karavI e badhuM . paradrohanuM kAya kahevAya che. jyAre samAjamAM rahevu ja che tA pachI paradroDa karavAthI kevI rIte kAma cAlaro? tethI zAMtithI rahevuM e ja lAbhadAyaka che. cADI khAvAnA dhaMdhAmAM karoDo rUpiyA kamAyA-- A zISa ka vAMcIne teA kadAca ghaNAnu mana lAlAyita thaI jaze. vAtu karoDo rUpiyA kamAyA ? sArU che, joie, evA kayA prakAra che ke jemAMdhI pUjI vagara karoDo rUpiyA kamAI zakAya che. cAle A te suMdara, sastA, saraLa upAya che. sa`sAramAM lokoe paisA kamAvavA mATe lAkhe| prakAranA dhaMdhAnA Azaro lIdheA che. lAkhA upAyAnI ajamAyaza karI che. saMsArane vaphAdAra pratyeka manuSya arthAMpAna karavA mATe tanatADa prayatna karI rahyo che ane te mATe aneka pApAnu sevana paNa karI rahyo che. evA ja keAI sajjanane mukhaimAM jovAnA avasara maLyA. samAjanA leAkeAe te manuSya saMbadhI vAta karatAM jaNAvyuM ke mahArAja ! ANe te jotajotAmAM kareADo rUpiyA kamAi lIdhA che. me pUchyu kevI rIte ? tyAre lekAe satya hakIkata jaNAvatAM kahyuM ke

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ene e pApane ja dhaMdhe che. jIdaMgI sudhI eNe e pApane dha ja karyo che. eNe bhUgarbhamAM rahIne lekanI nabaLI kaDI, polamapola jANavAnI zarU karI dIdhI ane avasare InkamaTekSa vibhAganA adhikArIone sUcanA Apate rahyo ke Aje ahIMyA dareDa pADaje, kAle tyAM dhADa pADaje, A jagyAe ATalI saMbhAvanA che, pelI jagyAe teTalI saMbhAvanA che. A pramANe cAre bAjunI mAhitI meLavI tene hevAla te Ayakara vibhAganA adhikArIone pUro pADato hate. basa, AvI rIte cADI khAvAthI InakamaTekSanA adhikArIone jeTalo mAla maLe tenA 10 TakA te A bhAIzrIne maLatA hatA ane bIjA paNa adhikArIonI sAthe haLImaLIne keTalAya prakAranI corI karato hate. 45 varSanI uMmara sudhI teNe A cugalInuM pApa karyuM. enuM zuM jatuM hatuM ? basa, roja be-cAra nAma ApI AvavA kaMIka vAta phelAvavI pachI AgaLa tapAsa to adhikArIone ja karavAnI hoya che. teo ja karaze ane emAM A baMdAne je maLyuM te naphAmAM jeTaluM ochuM vadhatuM maLe temAM potAne bhAga te rokaDa maLI ja jAya. A rIte kahevAya che ke teNe lagabhaga 2-4 karoDa rUpiyA A rIte kamAvI lIdhA. Ave kharAba, halake, nIca-adhamakakSAne pApavyApAra karIne karoDo rUpiyA kamAye. baMgale-gADI vasAvIne rAjAzAhI ThAThamAM rahevA lAgyuM. chatAM paNa samAjamAM enI eka keDInI paNa kiMmata na hatI. badhA ene sArI rIte oLakhatA hatA. AthI keIpaNa enI sAthe vyavahAra rAkhatA na hatA keIpaNa prakArano enI joDe saMbaMdha bAMdhavAmAM rAjI na hatA. karoDo rUpiyA hovA chatAM paNa eka paisA jeTalI paNa tenI kiMmata na hatI. te pote paNa unnata mastake samAjanI vacce AvI ( zakato na hate. chatAM paNa kaLayuganI kahevata che ke "rthe jugAra zAMnattama zratti" badhA guNe enAmAM rahe che. arthAt jenI pAse paisA che, viTAmIna ema che enI pAse badhuM ja che. Aje manuSyanI mApaNI enA Arthika stara uparathI thAya che. vadhu paisA vadhu uMcA sadgRhastha ane e che paise e che sadgRhastha Ama jIvananA mulyae paisAne kendramAM vaNI lIdhA che. Aje manuSyanI meTAIne mApadaMDa paiso banI gayo che. paisAthI tene mApI zakAya che paNa A keTalI

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692 moTI bhUla thAya che? ene te anubhava thAya tyAre khabara paDe. paisA maLavAthI badhuM maLI jAya che evuM nathI. mAla-sAmAna vecIne paisA bhegA karAya che. paraMtu paisA paNa ApIne Ijajata, AbarU, me pratiSThA kharIdAya che. AthI leke pApa-vyApArathI paisA te kamAI le che ane pachI samAjamAM yaza, pratiSThA meLavavA mATe dAna-puNyanA mAgamAM paisAne pravAhI banAvIne vahevaDAve che. jethI tenuM nAma samAjamAM banI rahe che. dAmathI kAma thAya che. Ijajata, zobhA, yaza, pratiSThA vi. maLe che, paraMtu jJAnI gItArthoe dharmakAryamAM dAna-puNya nyAya saMpanna vaibhavathI vAparavAne upadeza Ape che. pele sajajana paNa lAkha rUpiyA dharma-kSetramAM belIne dAna-puNya karavA lAgyo. paraMtu emAM paNa pApavRttie pitAnI jamAvaTa te karavA mAMDI. paisA lakhAve, bele kharo paNa eka paNa paisA jamA karAve nahIM. samAjamAM eka vAra te temanA nAmanI belabAlA thaI jAya ke keTaluM dAna kare che? paNa pachI bhaDe phuTatAM khabara paDe ke A keTaluM moTuM pApa che? bhavabhavAMtaramAM DubavAnI vAta che. chevaTe evuM samajAya che ke A pApane paise evA pApanA daravAjethI Avyo che ke te aMte te pApanI buddhi ja utpanna karAvaze. emAM koI Azcarya nathI. zAstrakAra maharSi kahe che ke paizunyavRttivALAnuM dAna-punya badhuM vyartha jAya che. dAnaM ca niphalaM nitya, zaurya tasya nirarthakam / paizunthaM kevala citte, vasedyasyA'yazo bhuvi / / jenA manamAM pazunya vRttinuM pApa sadA rahe che enuM dAna sarvathA niSphaLa jAya che, enI zuravIratA zakti badhuM nirarthaka bane che ane saMsAramAM apayaza, apratiSThA maLe che. vAna-zI4-tapo-marAte kRpo muvI yasya mano vacaH kAyaiH, paizunya nAbhisa zrayet // pRthvItala upara e manuSyanA dAna-zIlatapa bhAvadharmanI vRddhi thAya che jenA mana-vacana-kAyAmAM zaizunyavRttine pApane aMza paNa raheto na hoya! manathI, vacanathI ane kAyAthI paNa je cADI khAvAnA pApane Azraya karatuM nathI tenA dAnAdi dharma vRddhi pAme che. zebhAspada bane che. zAstrakAra maharSionA A uparokta zabdo para dhyAnathI

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kayAreka te vicAra karo ! uMDANathI tapAsaze to A vAta bilakula sAcI lAgaze. anubhavanA eraNa upara A vAtane TaMkAra sAMbhaLavA maLaze. pelA sajajana paNa lAkha rUpiyA dAna-puNya-dhamanA kAryamAM belyo paNa eka paNa paise Ape nahI. bhayaMkara pApa karIne je paisA kamAyo hato te sA enI 45-46 varSanI bharayuvAnImAM kuTI nIkaLyA. enA zarIramAM bhayaMkara rega phATI nIkaLe. vyAdhie zarIrane kabajo jamAvI lIdhe. cikitsA mATe videzamAM gaye. paNa chevaTe | lehImAM kensara thayuM ane eka kSaNamAM prANa paMkherU uDI gayuM. enI pAchaLa eNe je saMsAra ubhe karyo hato temAM paNa enA pApanI durgadha ja uchaLI rahI hatI ane saMgharSanA mAmalAmAM pariNAma zuM Avaze. e te jJAnI jANe! aneka vAte pragaTa thaI rahI che. A bicArA bhAratathI bhAgI chuTelA ane potAnI jAtane bhagavAna kahevaDAvI keTalAya lekone unmatta banAvanAra pote daMbhavRttinI aMdara rahIne bhagavA kapaDAne DhAlanI nIce seMkaDe pApanuM sevana karyuM. Aje enA pApane ghaDe phuTa ane pApa jagatabharamAM phelAI gayuM, jAhera thaI gayuM. evA bicArA bhagavAnane hAthakaDI lAgelI che. bhAgatA bhAgatA pakaDAI gayA ane emane emanA anuyAyIonI sAthe kasTaDImAM jelamAM rAkhavAmAM Avela. samAcArapatranA lakhavA mujaba jANavA maLyuM che ke je emAM seMkaDo pApa pramANa sahita pakaDAI gayA te 175 varSanI jela thavAnI saMbhAvanA che ane sAthe 2 thI sADA traNa lAkha Delarane daMDa thaze. e ja rIte enA khAsa anuyAyI je pakaDAI jaze to ene paNa 165 varSanI jela thaze. vicAro AyuSya karatAM vadhAre dviguNa, triguNa keda? AnAthI jaNAya che ke keTale bhayaMkara pApAcAra calAvyo. cADIyAne kAgaDA ane kutarAnI upamA azana mAtra ne che ke zanaka kRtajJa che, tehathI bhUMDe he ke pizunI lave pache dudhe dhe che ke vAyasa ujaLe, kema hoye prakRti ho ke neha che tyAM lage upAdhyAyajI yazovijayajI vAcaka sajhAyanA A gujarAtI padamAM kahe che ke cugalaranI apekSAe te eka kutaro paNa sAro che je

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. mAlikanuM khAIne paNa vaphAdAra rahe che. tenI rakSA kare che. AthI kutare. kRtajJa che. paraMtu cADI khAnAro te kutarAthI paNa nIce gayele samaja. e te jenuM khAze tenI paNa cADI khAze. AthI paizunyavRttivALA dagalabAja gaNAya che. te upakArI para paNa apakAra kare che. jevI rIte dudhathI chevA chatAM paNa kAgaDo sapheda nathI thato eja rIte cADIyAne hitazIkSA ApavAmAM Ave te paNa te sudharato nathI, are e jIva te pazu-pakSI karatAM paNa hIna keTIne che. talamAM jyAM sudhI tela che tyAM sudhI badhA ene tala kahe che ane tela kADhI lIdhA pachI gujarAtImAM te kacarAne La (khaLa) kahevAya che. khala na saMskRtamAM artha duSTadurjana thAya che. AthI cADI khAnAre duSTa-durjana kahevAya che. kAraNake ni nehI nirdayI hoya che. AthI evA cADIyAranI vadhAre vAta te zuM karavI paNa te apazukanIyALanuM meTuM jevA paNa kaI taiyAra nathI -evuM leke kahetA hoya che. te badhI jagyAe kutarAnI jema apamAnita thAya che, tiraskRta bane che chatAM paNa te cADI khAvAnuM je paDI gayeluM vyasana che tene cheDI zakato nathI e keTaluM Azcarya che? karmazAstrakAra kahe che ke cADI khAnA pitAnuM ane bIjAnuM ema -bane kuLa kalaMkita kare che. cADI khAnAramAM kaI guNa rahetuM nathI, hetuM nathI. te guNane duzmana banI jAya che. kadAca kaI guNa meLavyuM hoya te paNa tenA guNanI vADI sukAI jAya che. enAmAM guNanI kalpanA karavI e AkAzane sAdhavA jevI vAta gaNAya che. enAmAM guNa hoI zakatA ja nathI. uccakulanA sajajananuM A kAma ja nathI durjana, duSTa, nIca kuLanA adhama manuSyanuM ja A pApa che Back Biting pIThanI pAchaLa kApavAnuM A pApa che. pAchalA page kamADa vAsavA jevuM A pApa che. cADI khAvAnA svabhAvavALAne leke maphatIye nakAme pherI kahe che. je vAtenI pherabadalI kare che. bIjAnI anupasthitimAM enI pITha pAchaLa kharAba bolavuM e enI Adata hoya che. jo ke te cADI karanArane cADInA nIca dhaMdhAmAM phAyado athavA lAbha aMza mAtra paNa hA nathI. kazuM maLatuM nathI. chatAM paNa bicAre AdatathI lAcAra hoya che. tenuM duSyasana chuTatuM nathI. te mitra-snehI-saMbaMdhIomAM paNa kalaha karAve che. AthI tenI Ijajata te bilakula hetI nathI. ApaNe ema samajavuM joIe ke jevI rIte

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695 bhasma-rAmAM lagAvIne darpaNa ghasavAthI te zuddha thAya che. tevI ja rIte pazunya dvArA cADI khAvAthI ApaNe pratiSThA ochI nathI thatI, paraMtu vadhe che. abhyAkhyAna ane paizunyathI bacavAnA upAya vANI saMyama abhyAkhyAnanA pApathI bacavA mATe arthAt Aropa ke AkSepa karavAnA pApathI dUra rahevA mATe vANIne saMyama e sauthI. suMdara upAya che. keI upara paNa kalaMka lagADatA pahelAM se vAra vicAra, karavuM joIe. vicArazakti sajAga rAkhavI joIe. kaI kaI paNa kahe che, paraMtu jaldIthI tene mAnI na levuM joIe. karNopakarNa sAMbhaLelI vAtane parIkSAnA eraNa upara kasIne sAcI lAge te ja mAnavI joIe ane jeTalI sAcI lAge teTalI mAnavI joIe. ghaNI vakhata ApaNuM suSupta rAga-dveSanI udIraNa karavA mATe bIjAe vAtane judo. opa ApIne kahetA hoya che te tenAthI bacavuM joIe. ApaNI pAsethI koI svArtha sadAve heya, athavA ApaNane vahAlA thavA mATe paNa thatI vAtonI egya samIkSA karIne svIkAravI joIe. ane kadAca parIkSAmAM te vAta sAcI jaNAya te paNa AdhyAtmika dRSTikoNa ne kendramAM rAkhIne jagatanA jInI bhUlane udAratAthI pitAnA kalyAzune mATe mApha karI devAnI paNa tenI te vAtamAM taNAI jaIne bIjAne kalaMka ApavA utsuka na banavuM joIe. kAraNa ke ApaNane keI kalaMka Ape te ApaNane kevuM duHkha thAya che ? basa, e vicAra karIne ApaNe paNa bIjAne kalaMka ke Aropa na lagAva, AthI, bIjAnI paNa samAjamAM hIlanA nahI thAya. maitrI bhAvathI dilane vizALa banAvavuM joIe. vasudhaiva kuTu nI udAra vRtti rAkhavI joIe. badhA mArA ja bhAI che. badhA mArA mitra che eTalI uMcI vizvabhrAtRtvabhAva eTale ke vizvamaitrIbhAvathI udAra bhAvanA keLavavI joIe. kAmavat sarva bhUteSu ja vAta na gis jati | adhyAtmazAstromAM kahyuM che ke pitAnA AtmAnI samAna , je bIjAne jue che te ja sAcuM jue che, te ja ArSadraSTA che.. ApaNe ApaNI bhUlane keTalI sIphatathI chupAvIe chIe. basa, badhA, ja Atmatulya banI jatAM badhAnI bhUlone gaMbhIratAthI chupAvavI saraLa paDaze. AvI uttama bhAvanAvALe jIva AvuM halakuM pApa kayAre paNa.

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186 karatuM nathI, karI zakatA nathI. zrI siddha paramAtmA sAgaravara gaMbhIra che. tenuM AlaMbana laIne ApaNe paNa gaMbhIratAne AtmasAt karavI joIe. gaMbhIra svabhAvavALI vyaktinA jIvanamAM AvI halakI manevRtti[pravezI zakatI nathI gaMbhIra vyakti keTalAya de, keTalAya pApane joIne pacAvI jANe che, zAMta rahI jANe che. enuM peTa atyaMta meTuM hoya che. eTale sAgaranA taLIyAnI jema vizvabharanI AvI durghaTanAene te potAnAmAM samAvI zake che. enI asara tene thatI nathI. tenuM dila atyaMta vizALa hoya che. ane AvI abhyAkhyAna vRtti athavA "zunyavRttivALuM halakuM pApa te kayAre paNa karate nathI. mananI vizALatA, Atmaupamya bhAva ane svabhAvanI gaMbhIratA keTalAya deze ne potAnAmAM samAvI sApha karI de che. je bIjAnA doSa joIne nathI Aete te gaMbhIra che ane gaMbhIra manuSya ja mahAna banI zake che. bALapaNathI ja je gaMbhIratA guNane keLavavAmAM Ave to samajajo ke enAmAM mahAna banavAnI kSamatA rahelI che. bIja paDeluM che. have mAtra tene-siMcananI jarUra che ane bIjAnA doSane jANyA pachI je mauna sevavAmAM Ave te enI kaMI judI ja asara thAya che. mane e moTAmAM moTe upadeza che. maunanI paNa bhASA che ane egya jemAM tenI cokkasa asara thAya che. vaLI abhyAkhyAna ane pazunyanI aMdara gupta rIte satkarSa ane pApakarSa rUpa pariNAma beThele che. bIjAne halakA cItarIne pitAnI pratiSThA jamAvavI e adhama upAya che. bIjAnI lITI bhUsIne ApaNuM lITI meTI sAbita karavI e kapaTa che. ApaNe svayaM maTI lITI derIe, ApaNe svayaM guNavAna banIe e ja ApaNI uttamatA che ane pApakarSa eTale bIjAne halake cItaravAnI mane vRttimAM paNa sAmA pratye dveSa che. vaLI A svaprazaMsA ane paniMdA e bhavAbhinaMdInuM lakSaNa che. pravRttimAMthI aDhAra pArasthAnake dUra karavAnA che. ane vRttinI aMdara bhavAbhinaMdInA 11 de dUra karavAnA che. tyAre ja AtmavikAsanI zakayatA ubhI thAya che, AtmavikAsamAM bAdhaka evA pApatatvane tilAMjalI ApIne badhA jI svaguNasAdhanA kare e ja zubha kAmanA. Wan zubhaM bhavatu sarvasyaka

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67 pizuna kArya rU5 painyanuM mahApApa chatA ke achutA ane prakAranA gupta de ne pragaTa karIne bIjAone kahevArUpa pApane pizunakArya kahevAya che. cADI khAnArA ne leke paNa cADI kahe che. jema khetaramAM ubhAM rAkhelAM cADIyA ne jaIne pakSIo paNa bhAgI jAya che. tevI ja rIte pezanya vRttinuM pApa sevanArA ne cADiye kahIne loke tenAthI dUra rahetA hoya che. cADI khAnAra cADIye saMbaMdha toDAve che, mitratA paNa teDAvI nAMkhe che. enI nAradIvRtti thaI jAya che. ISya- adekhAInI vRtti enI ghaNuM vadhI jAya che. cADI khAIne pazunyavRttivALe jIva bIjAo upara A5- AkSepa karavAnI vRttithI abhyAkhyAnanuM pApa paNa jaladI sevate hoya che. bAvAjI ne be ziSya rUdra ane aMgaSi hatA. adhyAya nA eka divase bane ne kASThane bhAro lAvavAno Adeza karIne jaMgalamAM mekalyA. saraLa prakRtivALe aMgaSi jaMgalamAM gaye ane lAkaDA bhegA karavA lAgyo. jyAre duSTa svabhAvavALe rUdda galImAM chekarAo sAthe samaya veDaphIne saMdhyA samaye gurUnI AjJA yAda AvatA kuhADe laIne jaMgalanA mArge gaye. tyAM sAmethI kASThano bhAra laIne AvatI DezIne joIne krUratAthI, kUhADAthI te DozIne mArI nAMkhI ane tene kASThane bhAro laIne vahelo gurU pAse AvI gayA. ane pazUnya tathA abhyAkhyAnanI vRttithI aMgaSinuM nAma laIne gurUne kahevA lAgyA he bhagavana! Apane ziSya aMgaSi keTalo mahApApI kara ane hiMsaka che? tenI te vAta ja karavA jevI nathI. te ALasu che. mahenatuM nathI. pite vINIne bhegA karavAnA badale DozIne mArIne tene ja kASThane bhAre laIne AvI rahyo che. te pApInuM moTuM paNa jovA jevuM nathI. A rIte gurUnA kAna bhaMbheratA ghaNuM kahyuM. kAcA kAnanA gurU turaMta badhuM sAcu mAnI beThA. ane dUrathI AvatA ziSya aMgarSine kahevA lAgyA he pApI ! DezIne mAravAnuM pApa karIne hajI tuM cAlyo Ave che? tArU meTuM paNa jovA jevuM nathI. ema kahIne dhUtkArIne kADhI mUko. te bicAro ja rahyo. bahu duHkhI hRdaye zekasAgaramAM DUbI gaye. aMgaSi upara Aropa-AkSepa karI abhyAkhyAnanuM pApa

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698 ane gurU AgaLa cADakhAIne paizUnyanuM pApa sevyuM. bhAre karmo bAMdhyA. aMgaSi AtmadamananI prakriyAmAM pharatA-pharate jainAcAryo pAse AvI dIkSA grahaNa karIne karma siddhAnta Adi bhaNIne pitAnA azubha karmone udaya vicArIne pazcacAtApanI prabaLa agnimAM kSapakazreNi mAMDI kevaLajJAna pAmI mekSe gayo. devatAoe rUdrane ghaNe nijo. lekenI pAchaLa jema kUtare bhase che. tema cADIyo paNa lekenI pAchaLa cADI khAte phare che. tenI dazA kUtarA jevI thatI hoya che. sajajane nA saMsargathI paNa cADIyAne kaI guNanI prApti thatI nathI, A pazUnyanI vRtti ghaNAM guNene DhAMkI de che A pazunyavRtti dharAvatA ane tathA-prakAranA pApe sevate jIva A leka ane paraloka banne bagADe che. A lekamAM apakIti pAmI lokavimukha thAya che. ane paralokamAM azubha karmonA vipAke bhegavI duHkhI thAya che. pazUnyanuM pApa sevavA mATe ene mAyA-kapaTa paNa karavuM paDe che. paizunyanuM pApa ekaluM levAtuM nathI. enI sAthe bIjA ghaNAM pApo sevavA paDe che. mATe bIjA pApathI ja pazunya thAya che. emAM IrSyA- TheSa- mAyA- kapaTa ane mRSAvAda AdinA ghaNAM pApa bhegA sevavA paDe che. A pApa sevanAro matsara vRttivALe asUyA dharAvate thAya che. AvA pApa sevanArA cha duSTa-durjana gaNAya che. chAtImAM thatA dAhanI jema pazunyavRttivALA jIvanA haiyAmAM satata agni baLe che. enuM haiyuM baLatuM hoya che ane AvA ja bIjAnA jIvanamAM divAsaLI cAMpatA hoya che. game tene laDAve che, jhagaDAve che. kalahanA pApa paNa kare che, AvA ja dharma mATe pAtra nathI. A pApa sevatA - sevatA jIvanI tathA prakAranI vRtti ja tevI thaI jAya che. ane jenI jevI vRtti tenI tevI pravRtti thAya che. satata tevI vRttimAM rahenAra ja satata tevI pravRtti Acarato hoya che. emAM e jIvane satata vAraMvAra bhAre cikaNAM karmo bAMdhe che ane te karmonA udaye duHkha anubhavatA hoya che bhAre duHkhI thatA hoya che. A rIte pApa-karma ane duHkhanI paraMparA cAle che.

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zrI dharma nAthasvAmine nama : ka pa. pU. AcArya deva zrImad vijaya subodhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA pa. pU. munirAja zrI arUNavijayajI mahArAja . (rASTrabhASA 2na-vardhA, sAhityaratna-prayAga, nyAya darzanAcArya-muMbaI) Adi muni maMDaLanA vi. saM. 2045 nA jananagarazrI saMghamAM cAlu mAsa daramyAna zrI dharmanAtha po. he, jainanagara , mU. jana - saMgha-amadAvAda.. -tarasthI cojAyela 16 ravivArIya #la Y/ pa. pU. AcArya deva vijaya pa. pU. munirAjazrI sudhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. arUNavijayajI ma. sA. cAturmAsika ravivArIya dhArmika zikSaNa zibira * nI aMtagata cAlatI pa. pU. munirAja zrI arUNuvijayajI mahArAjanA BF "pA.pa6]. a.jA. bhAra" F-viSayaka ' ravivArIya sacitra jAhera pravacana zreNi nI prastuta soLamI pustikA zrI dharmanAtha pe. he. jananagara 3. mU. jana saMdha taraphathI jenanagara-zAradAmaMdira roDa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7 prastuta pravacana pustikA chapAvI prasiddha karavAmAM AvI che. For Private Personal use only maDha : sAgara prinTarsa