Jo je Karmay Na

Author(s): Gunratnasuri
Publisher: Jingun Aradhak Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005652/1

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je je karamaTiyAnAM... AcArya gaNarAnasUri www.lainelibrary.org

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jo je karamAya nA... 26 lekhaka pa.pU. yuvakajAgRtipreraka dIkSAdAnezvarI AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya guNaratnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. prakAzaka 26. diguNa ArAdha5 TrasTa 151, gulAlavADI, kIkA sTrITa, muMbaI-400 004. phona : 2347 4791 | 2386 7581 mo. : 094265 47084 For Personal & Private UE O AvRtti 8 mI, saM. 2068, san 2012, kimata 80,w.jainelibrary.org

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LEARN FROM PAST, LIVE IN PRESENT AND PLAN THE FUTURE. bhUtakALanI bhUlothI zIkhIe...vartamAnamAM jIvIe ane bhaviSyanuM plAniMga evI rIte karIe ke, jethI bhUlonI punarAvRti na thAya. mAnava mAtrathI bhUla thAya che, paraMtu je potAnI bhUlano ekarAra karI sadguru pAse prAyazcita che, te mAnava kharekhara pUjanIya bane che. hA pastAvo vipula jharaNuM svarga thI utare che, pApI temAM DUbakI daIne puNyazALI bane che. - kavi kalApI A pustakanuM vizeSad dhanya che jinazAsana ! jemAM pApIonA pApane dhonAra prAyazcitanuM utama vidhAna che... gaMgA melI ne melI ja rahevAnI 9 nI !.... prakriyA karazo to zuddha svaracha ane nirmaLa banI jaze. prAyazcittamAM A ja apUrva tAkAta che ke, enA baLe AtmA saMpUrNapaNe nirmaLa banI zake che. pApane na chupAvavuM hoya to... jAo vahelI take guru pAse enuM prAyazcita laI zuddha banI jAo. uttama jIvanano pAyo majabuta karavA pApano bhaya hRdayamAM ubho karavo joIe, pApano bhaya ubho thAya, to ja pApa tarapha dhikkAra ubho thAya, dhikkAra ubho thAya, toja prAyazcitathI zuddha thavAnuM mana thAya. TO TELL A LIE IS BAD, BUT TO TELL ALIE AND HIDE IT IS WORST juThuM bolavuM e khoTuM kAma che paNa jUThuM bolIne chupAvavuM te mahAkharAnuM kAma che. For Personal & Private us www.jainelibrar

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nAma | : pa. pU. ddhizatAdhis dIkSAdAnezvarI AcAryadeva zrI guNaratnasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. janma ' : saM. 198E, poSa suda 4, sana 193ra, pAdaralI (rAja.) dIkSA : saM. 2010, mahA suda 4, sana 1954, muMbaI garabAmAM | : pa. pU. siddhAMta mahodadhi A. premasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA paTTAlaMkAra - pa. pU. vardhamAna taponidhi bhuvanabhAnasurIzvarajI ma.sA.nA ziSya jitendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. gaNi padavI : saM. 2041, mAgasara suda 11, sana 1985, amadAvAda, paMnyAsa padavI : saM. 2044, phAgaNa suda ra, san 1988, jAlora (rAja.) AcArya padavI : saM. 2044, jeTha suda 10, sana 1988, pAdaralI (rAja.), 'bhASA : gujarAtI, hindI, marAThI, aMgrejI, rAjasthAna, saMskRta, prAkRta sAhitya : kSapas zreNI, upazamanAkaraNa, Adi 60 hajAra bloka pramANa saMskRta prAkRta graMtha tathA gujarAtI hindI ane aMgrejImAM sau cAlo siddhagiri jaIe, jaina rAmAyaNa Adi jJAnAbhyAsa : nyAya, vyAraNa, kAvya, Agama Adi aneka zAstro. lekhaka paricaya vizeSatAo 1) 21 varSanI yuvAvasthAmAM sagAI choDIne dIkSA lIdhI. da) zaMkhezvara mahAtIrthamAM aitihAsika 47o o aThama. 2) jirAdlA tIrthamAM 3ra00 vyakitaonI sAmUhika caitrI oLIno rekArDa. 9) surata dIkSAmAM pa1,000, pAlItANAmAM para,000 tathA amadAvAdamAM ) ra700 mANasono mAlagAMva (rAja.)thI pAlItANAno tathA 600 0 papa00 yuvAnonI samUha sAmAyika. mANasono rANakapurano tathA 40 0 0 mANasono pAlItANAthI giranArano aitihAsika cha'rI pAlaka saMgha. 8) kSapakazreNi granthanA sarjanahAra, jenA viSe jarmanaprophesara ilAujha 4) 28 yuvaka-yuvationI suratamAM, 38 yuvaka-yuvationI pAlItANAmAM . khUne prazaMsA karI che. sAmuhika dIkSAo sAthe kula ra44 dIkSA dAnezvarI. e) 50 AdhyAtmika jJAna zibiranA saphaLa pravacanakAra, 5) bhera tAraka tIrthanA preraNAdAtA jenI pratiSThAmAM uo o sAdhu-sAdhvI 10) 81 ziSya-praziSyonA tAraNahAra. bhagavaMtonI upasthiti tathA caitrI oLImAM rapa74 bhAI-bahenoe jAvajakhad yathAvatano svIkAra karyo, jirAvavA tIrthanA jirNoddhAmAM 11) nAkoDA TrasTa dvArA saMcAlita niHzulka vizvaprakAza patrApAra pAThayakama sAmuhika mArgadarzaka, zrI varamANa tIrthanA jirNoddhAra]] mArgadarzag. dvArA eka lAkha vidyArthIonA jIvanamAM jJAnano Vs1@1 DrelAyo.

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bhava AlocanA'' aMgenuM pustaka huM joI gayo, vAMcanArane preraNA jagADe tevuM che. zrI saMghane AvuM sAhitya pirasavuM jarUrI che. - pa. pU. sva. gacchAdhipati AcAryadeva zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. .pU. AcArya kevIaonA abhiprAyo . jJAnI bhagavaMtoe prAyazcitanuM ghaNuM ja mahatva batAvyuM che mATe A pustaka (jo je karamAya nA) vartamAna yugamAM vadhI rahelA pApo sAme reDa signala batAvavAnuM kAma karI zake tema che. - pU. AcArya devazrI hemaprabhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. AcAryazrI zAstranA jANakAra, GILajhavALA ane mahenata che, tethI pustako vyavasthita, suMdara ane zAstrIya hoya temAM koI prazna ja nathI. tamAM AvA kArya dvArA zAsana-sevA ane bhaviSyanI ArAdhanAnI uttama bhUmikA sarjI rahyA cho te anumodanIya che. - pU. siddhInA divAkara gacchAdhipati AcAryadevazrI jayaghoSa sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 5. pUjya AcAryazrI guNaratanasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA pustako AjanI zikSita peDhIne khUba lAbhadAyI che. - pU. AcAryazrI prabhAkara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. "je je karamAe nA' ...... vaibhavI duniyAmAM gumarAha avone AdhyAtmika vAMcana ciMtana supathadarzaka bane che. ApazrInAM ciMtana, lekhana atyaMta prazaMsanIya che. varasonuM parizIlana, ciMtana, manana dvArA taiyAra thayelA pustaka duniyAnI avanavI ajAyabIne Takakara mArI AdhyAtmika vikAsamAM pragati sAdhI Ape evA adabhUta sarjanAtmaka sajezano maLe e sahaja che.... A sAhityanuM sarjana, pracAra-prasAra ati Avazyaka che. - AcAryadeva zrI zrI vighAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. station neacon For recensi a Private te only

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prakAzakanI kalame Aje cAre bAju jyAre bhayaMkara pAponA vicAro ane vartana cAlI rahyA che. evA samaye tenA para breka lagADavI ati jarUrI che. tenA mATe aMtara parivartana AvavuM joIe. e parivartana lAvavA AcAryadevazrImad vijaya gaNaratnasUrIzvarajI mArAja sAhebe A pustakanuM sarjana sidI bhASAmAM karyuM hatuM. cAre bAjuthI ATalI badhI tenI mAMgaNI AvI ke tenI ATha AvRttio TUMkA gALAmAM ja khapI gaI. tyAra bAda gujarAtamAM vicaraNa thavAthI A pustakanI gujarAtImAM mAMgaNIo thavA mAMDI, tethI parivardhita saMskaraNa gujarAtI bhASAmAM taiyAra karyuM. tenuM 6 AvRttinuM prakAzana karI have sAtamI AvRttinuM prakAzana karatAM Aje ame AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. pahelAMnI AvRttio u52 5.pU. saMghaTitekAMkSI a.bhuvanabhAnu sUrIzvarajI ma.sA., pa.pU. A. hemaprabhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA., pa.pU. gacchAdhipati A. jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., e. prabhAkarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., vighAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. Adie hArdika prazaMsAnA puSpo veryA che. zreSThivaryathI zreNikabhAI e.ka. peDhInA pramukha ane muMbaI samAcAra, janmabhUmi, denika, saMdeza, jayahiMda, samabhAva, prabhAtavagere denikoe paNa pUrva AvRtionI noMdha laI AnI upayogitA para prakAza pADyo che. kathAone jahadI samajAvavA mATe citro vadhu upayogI hoya che. "ONE PICTURE IS WORTH THAN THOUSAND WORDS." eTale ke 1000 zabdo karatA eka citra kathAne samajAvavA vadhAre samartha che. tethI A vakhate navI AvRti sacitra ane saMzodhita karIne prindI navamI ane gujarAtI sAtamI AvRttinuM prakAzita karI rahyA chIe. tethI A vakhate pustaka vadhu upayogI banaze, e amane AtmavizvAsa che. emAM araviMdabhAI ArTIre khaMtathI dIkSAdAnezvarI AcAryadevazrInA mArgadarzanathI citro banAve che, temaja thoDAka citro jaina citrAvalI, zrI maDhAvIra citrasaMpuTa vageremAMthI lIdhA che, temano AbhAra mAnIe chIe. A pustaka sarva bhAI-bahenone eka sarakhuM upayogI che. chatAM AtmA zabda puliMga hovAthI sarvatra puruSane saMbodhIne vivecana karavAmAM AvyuM che. paraMtu baheno vAMce, tyAre te rIte potAnA jIvanamAM thatAM pAponuM ciMtana karI AlocanA karavI joIe. A pustaka jema jema vAMcatAM jazo, tema tema hRthyanI aMdara je pazcAtApa thaze, te paNa aDhaLaka karmanI nirjarA karanAra banaze. A pustaka vAMcatAM vAMcatAM keTalAya vyaktioe AMkhamAMthI bora bora jeTalA AMsu vahevaDAvyA che. ane karmInarjarA karI che. mATe tame paNa eka vakhata pustaka vAMcIne mUkI na dezo, traNa cAra vakhata to jarUra vAMcazo, temaja bIjAne vAMcavAnI preraNA karazo. 41 lI.- jinaguNa ArAdha6 TrasTa, muMbaI-bhIvaMDI, con international For Personal & Private Use Only

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zuM vAMcazo ?..................kyAM vAMcazo ? nukaJkA 1) eka bhavya AtmAno antarvicAra ..............1 2) bhaviSyanI manovyathA. .. 3) gurudevazrInuM AzvAsana .......... 4) AlocanAnuM ma0 ....................... 5) AlocanAnuM prAyazcita kone apAya ? ........ 6) AlocanA badhAe karavI joIe ... 7) Ajeya prAyazcita vidhi che . ................. 8) AlocanA aApanAra gurudeva kevA hoya ? ....... 9) AlocanA vinA karamAyelA phUla ........... 21 1) rUkamaNInuM dedAMta .. 2) kheDUte jU mArI ................... 3) rajajA sAdhvIjInuM dRSTAMta ............ 4] marIcinuM dRSTAMta 5) ArTukumAranuM dRSTAMta ......................31 6) metAraja muninuM dazAMta ...........................35 7) citraka ane saMbhUtinuM dRSTAMta ........... 8) IsAcIputranuM dRSTAMta * *********........ 9) kamalazrInuM dRSTAMta ....................... 10) rUpasena ane sunaMdAnuM dRSTAMta ..............46 11) kodhanI AlocanA na levAthI thayeluM nukazAna ............... 51 12) lakSmaNA sAdhvIjInuM dedAMta 10) eka hatI rAjakumArI 11) nirdoSa sItAjI upara kaleka kema AvyuM? ........69 cabe rammatontal zuM vAMcazo ?.................kyAM vAMcazo ? - - - - ------------ --- 1 2) harizcandra ne smazAnamAM kema rahevuM paDyuM ?.........33 13) zrIpAla rAjA kema koDhI thayA ? .................75 14) corInI rAjA ane devakImAtA ........ 15) DheDhakumAra ane aMtarAya .................. 16) draupadIne pAMca pati maLyA 17) ISyanI AlocanAne lIdhI . ............... 18) aMjanAsuMdarI dakhI kema thaI ?....... 19) rANI kuMtalA. 20) bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInA jIve prAyazcitana lIdhuM to 21) harikezIba upanyo caMDAla kuNe, 22) kalAvatInAkara dANA ......................, 23) IMDA jhAlyA sAthe ............................ 24) devAnaMdAnA garbhanuM apaharaNa kema thayuM ?...........88 25) jJAnanA virAdhanAnI AlocanAne lIdhI .......88 26) devadravyanI AlocanAne lIdhI .................89 27) AlocanAthI banyA camakatA sitArA ..........90 dareka mitra chokarITorI rIta, 1) kAmalakSmInuM dedAMta ...................... .90 zaSAvADA gAne 2) puSpaculAnuM dRSTAMta. ..........................* maeidaon) ajetI paNAne 3) namo namo khaMdhaka mAmuni . * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 97 4) arNikakumAranuM dRSTAMta ............... 28) prAyazcitanI tAkAta ...................... 29) prazanottara ............... 30) AsocanA kevI rIte lakhavI .................100 For Personal & Pevale Use Only www.Till TEJADHU ******...........30 pas . . * * * * * * * * . * : + # # # # # # # 2

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| 1... jo je kamAya nA | 1i8 corI karI gupta rIte navI navI AITamAM eka bhavya AtmAno derAsara ke koI dharmasthAnamAM paNa jaI paisAnI corI karI gupta rIte navI navI AITamo khAvA lAgyo. are ! temAM pakaDAyo paNa gurudeva ! ApanI pAse Avyo chuM, kharo ! paraMtu mAyA-kapaTa karI jUThuM bolI | mahAna pApI chuM, adhama chuM, mArA jIvanamAM meM AbAda chUTI gayo. A asatya mane ghaNuM ja kyA kyA pApa nathI karyA ? e eka prazna che. mIThuM lAgyuM. pachI to aneka prakAranA asatya Aja ApanI vANIthI lohInA kaNakaNamAM bolavAmAM huM pAvaradho banI gayo. | ane zarIranAM roma romamAM e pApo mane - eka vakhate kosukavRttithI gupta rIte kAMTAnI jema khUMcI rahyAM che. gurudeva ! have e gharanA vaDIlono paraspara aMga sparza joIne pApone mArA AtmAmAM vadhAre rAkhI | enA tarapha AkarSaNa UbhuM thayuM. nAnA nAnA bhavobhava akaLAmaNa veThavAnI mArAmAM trevaDa nirdoSa chokarA-chokarIonI sAthe sparzanA nathI. mArA mAthAmAM jhanajhanATI thaI rahI che. - pApane sthAna maLI gayuM. pachI to 'kerama' are jIva ! zuM thaze tArUM ? jIvananA | ramIe, ke 'kho kho' ramIe, vAsanA prAraMbhamAM ja pAponI zarUAta ! arara ! A - poSaNanuM ja kArya mukhya banI gayuM. koIne zuM ? 4-5 varSanI uMmaramAM jIbhane paravaza koI nimitta meLavI vijAtIyanA hAtha ke koI thaI gharamAMthI pIparameMTa-cokaleTanI corIno paNa aMgano sparza karavAno casko lAgI prAraMbha karyo. khAvAnI vAsanA vadhune vadhu gayo. bahArathI dekhAva hAsya ane mazkarIno bhaDakatI gaI eTale bIjAnA gharamAM, are ! dekhAto, paraMtu aMdarathI vAsanAono agni bhaDakato ja raheto ! zuM kahuM gurudeva ! kahevAnI hiMmata nathI thatI, paraMtu akaLAI gayo chuM, e pAponI vaNajhArathI ! - gurudeva ! ApanI vANIthI samajAI gayuM che ke AtmArUpI gaMdI gaTaramAMthI pAparUpI kacaro nahi kADhIe, to ArAdhanAnuM attara paNa temAM gaMdakIrUpe banI jaze. jo kensaranI gAMThanuM oparezana karavAmAM Ave, to mANasa bacI jAya che ane jo nAno kAMTo paNa na kADhavAmAM Ave, to krame karI AkhA zarIramAM paru thavAthI maravuM paDe che. tethI pApo kahyA vagara mana zAMta thAya, ema paNa nathI. tethI zarama to choDavI ja rahI. anyathA vadhu bhAre banIza. Sain Education temational For Personal & Private Use Only ainelibrary.org

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jo ke karamAya nA...2 8-9 varSanI uMmaramAM to paNa tyAM yugalo para dRSTi gayA vagara rahe goTA, vepharsa ane kaMdamULanI bheLa khAvAnI kavyaktino yoga maLI gayo ane ja nahi. zuM thaze taMdUliyA matsya javA banelA Adato kusaMgathI vadhavA mAMDI. 14-15 te mane maphatamAM TokIjhamAM laI mArA AtmAnuM? varSanI uMmaramAM sahazikSaNa ane ramatagayo. e maphatanA sinemAnA e kavyaktie mArA bhoLapaNano lAbha gamatamAM pApo vadhAravAno sAro evo moko dacce mArAmAM strIo tarapha maLI gayo. uThAvI 12-13 varSa nI uMmare mArI pAse nirlajaja rIte jovAnI Teva hastamaithuna javuM kukarma paNa karAvyuM. mane paNa hosTelanA rUmo ane tIrthanI UbhI karI dIdhI. pachI to raste dharmazALAone paNa pApasthAno banAvI dIdhA. jatAM paNa game tenI sAme pApa huM avAranavAra karato thayo. basa ! mAruM zuM thAya ! gurudeva ! vaDilone to AnI gaMdha jovAnI Teva paDavA lAgI ane patana zarU thaI gayuM. zarIra kSINa thavA lAgyuM. paNa na AvI. emane zuM khabara ke pokeTa kharca temAM pakaDAI javAno bhaya paNa kRtrima tAkAta lAvavA judI judI jAherAtomAM mATe ApelA paisAno keTalo durupayoga kare che. vadhavA lAgyo. A rIte mananA phAMphAM mAravA lAgyo. emAMya keTalI uttejaka 1/2 kalAka skUlanA piriyaDa bharyA pachI pAponA guNAkAra thavA mAMDyA. davAoe to paDatAne pATu mAryAnuM kAma karyuM. bIjA traNa kalAka kaI TokijhamAM ke kayA jarAka najara paDe, to pelA paraMtu kahevAya kone ? have to AgaLa vadhIne gArDanamAM gayo ? enI kalpanA paNa emane na che. piksaramAM e ekaTare Ama karyuM mArA hAtha vijAtIyatAthI bagaDavA lAgyA. AvI. skUla jIvanamAM ja paMcendriya katalano hatuM, ne tema karyuM hatuM. huM paNa keTalAkanA hAtha, to keTalAkanA moDhA paNa prAraMbha thaI gayo. vijJAnanI prayoga zALAmAM Ama karuM, ne tema karuM. AvA kharAba karI dIdhA. A pAponA poSaNa mATe eka divasa zikSake deDakAnI ciraphADa karI pApanA vicAra ghara karavA ekabIjAnA eMThA bheLapurI, pAMubhAjI ane DIsekazana (vicha dIka raNa)no prayoga mAMDyA. bagIcAmAM pharavA jAuM, eThA soDA-lemana pIvAnA zarU thaI gayA. e batAvyo. mane to tammara AvI gaI. A zuM? For Personal & Prvatsuse Only inlibrary.org

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3...jo je ThagAya | jIvatAM jIvane cIrI mAravAno ! mArA mitre khoTI haiyA dhAraNA ApI, AmAM zuM thaze mArA adhama AtmAnuM ! gabharAvavAnuM nahi, ApaNe to AgaLa bAyolojInuM jJAna meLavavuM che. Ama gurudeva ! pachI to meM koleja jIvanamAM praveza hiMsA pratye mArI dhRNA ochI thavA lAgI. meM paNa eka gojhArA divase karyo. ahIM mArA hiMsAnA pApo kUdake ne bhUsake deDakAne UMdho karI cAre page khIlIo ThokI dIdhI. ararara ! gurudeva bolAtuM vadhI jAta. paraMtu chellI parIkSAmAM TakAvArI ochI nathI... pelA deDakAnA jIvane keTalo trAsa thayo haze ! eno meM vicAra ja na AvavAthI bAyolojImAM eDamIzana na maLatAM karyo. meM to hRdaya kaThora banAvI tenuM hRdaya cIrI lIdhuM. ararara ! zuM thayuM ? komarsa lAIna lIdhI. cIravAmAM eka bhAga jarA ADo cIrAI gayo. meM bIjA deDakAne cIryo. pachI ne ahIM mane mArI vAsanAo poSavA mATe to paisA ApIne deDakA laI Avato ane deDakA cIryA karato. ararara ! mArA | ne jANe ke krikeTanuM medAna maLI gayuM. pahelAno casko jIvanamAM evA keTalAya paMcendriya jIvonI katala thaI ! A pApothI kyAre phAlIlI gayo. gharavALA mAnatA hatA ke bhaNavA chuTIza ? eka jU mAranArane sAta vakhata phAMsInA mAcaDe caDhavuM paDyuM. to mAre jAya che. paraMtu ekAda piriyaDa eTenDa karI pachI to keTalI vakhata phAMsInI sajA bhogavavI paDaze ? jANe e vakhate mArI buddhi ja garlaphrenDanI sAthe pizcara jovA ja pahoMcI jato. bahera mArI gaI hatI. gurudeva ! have bacAvo, Apa ja AdhAra cho ! manamAM eka navI pApavRtti UbhI thaI ke garlaphrenDa | mArA skUla jIvanamA e kalaMkita banAva 16 varSanI vaye banI gayo. hoya, to ja buddhizALI kahevAIe. vaDilo teno vicAra AvatA tammara AvI jAya che. leDIjha TIcarane tyAM Tyuzana mATe taraphathI paisAnI chUTano ghaNo ja dUrapayoga karavA jato hato. eka divasa tenI vAsanA bhaDakI ane mane bAthamAM bhIDI dIdho. ' lAgyo. AvI kuvRttiothI anekane phasAvavAnA ugatI vayamAM huM paNa kaMTrola na rAkhI zakyo, bhayaMkara pApamAM phasAI gayo. prayatno karavA mAMDyo. sIsTara kahI lITA sAmethI anukULatA maLe, tyAre koI virala AtmA bacI zake ? meM mAruM jIvana | ApavAnA bahAnAthI kaoNleji ana yuvatione kALI meza javuM banAvI dIdhu. ararara! re vidyAgara sAthe durAcAra ! deha saMbadha! skuTara upara pheravI Avato ane mArA taraka Educate Internas the Uche che , Dood DODGOode DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD For Pegal & Pre Use Open 9 . . ogo.DODDODDOG.GOGODDDDodong. coDDDDDDDDDDDDD jaw.jain kahyuM che GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD000000000DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDL

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jo je karamAya nA...4 AkarSaNa vadhAravAnA prayatno karato rahyo. komyuTara vAsanAoe mAjhA mUkI dIdhI. gurudeva ! pADozamAM rahetI sajjana bALAo sAIbarakephanuM zikSaNa pAmI Internet that skImano para avasara joIne AkramaNanI krUra pravRtti paNa karI dIdhI. emanI ciciyArI karupayoga karI aparicita yuvatione phasAvavAnA ane kikiyArIone paNa gaNakAryA vagara pApanuM poTaluM bAMdhI lIdhuM. emanA dhaMdhA karyA che. are ! bahena kahIne bolAvato ane jIvana para paNa kALo DAgha lagADI dIdho. A rIte 'Ika na jue jAta-kujAta' aMte vAsanAno zikAra banAvIne ja raheto. ane zuM e uktine paNa saphaLa karavA mAMDyo. paranA aMgasparza ane svaaMga pradarzanano kahuM gurudeva ! paisA ane parivAranI chUTe to, mArI koI kSobha na rahyo. A apakRtye to mAjhA mUkI dIdhI. kamAra avasthAne paNa kalaMkita karI nAMkhI !. eka vakhata AkramaNa karIne zikAra hAthamAM AvyA pachI e chaTakI na komyuTaramAM navI navI dezavidezanI phAIlo kholI jAya, tenA mATe paisA veravAnuM ane temane khuza karavA mATe corI karavAmAM paNa epradarzana joine kAmavAsanAne vadhAravA bharacaka kamInA na rAkhI. vAsanAnI pUrti mATe te te vyaktione khuza karavA moTI nI prayatna karyo che. zuM thaze mAruM ! gurudeva ! zuM kahyuM? corIo paNa pharajIyAta jevI banI gaI. pachI to loTarI, varalI maTakA, | dila bharAI gayuM che ! bolAtuM nathI. mArA A AMkaDAo vagerenA jugAramAM jhaMpalAvyuM. kharekhara mArA jIvananI kitAba kALI jAlima pApo kevI rIte chUTaze? mArI kaI gati zyAma banI gaI. 21-22 varSanI umaramAM vevizALa thaI gayela. e to thaze? are gurudeva ! A pApI AtmAne pRthvI bahArano vyavahAra mAtra hato. aMdara to pApothI sAva saDI gayelA TAmeTA phATIne jagyA Ape, to tenI aMdara pesI jAya, jevo ni:satva banI gayo hato. keTalAyanA zIla ane sadAcAra cUMthI nAkhyA | moDhuM batAvavA lAyaka nathI ! AtmahatyA mahApApa hatA. have to premapatro lakhavAno jANe ke hakka maLI gayo. ema premapatronI che, e samajyo che, eTale AlocanAthI pApahatyA kALI kahAnI zarU thaI gaI. mArA adhyavasAya (vicAra) khUba bagaDavA mAMDyA. karavI che, tethI he gurudeva! sAMbhaLo mArI pApa 2 are ! keTalIka vakhata to pharavAnA bahAne bahAragAma jaIne lagna pahelA kahAnI. vayaska (Adult) citrapaTo joIne to A patipatnInA kRtrima sukhanA anubhava karyAnuM mahAna pApa karI lIdhuM. On00OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOood DODDoodoodbabosoodD000000000000 koka ,* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * mA ' ' A = = = '-' '

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5... jo je karamAya nA sAmenI vyaktinI anukULatAe to mArA pApo jANe pANImAM nAkhela telabiMdunI jema vistaravA lAgyA. kone kyAre maLavuM? kyAre konI sAthe rahevuM, evA plAnothI magaja ciMtAtura rahevA lAgyuM. zuM karUM gurudeva ! zuM thaze mAruM ? have naphphaTa, naThora, lophara ane nAlAyaka nabIrAono saMga mane khUba ja gamavA lAgyo. emanA ravADe evo to caDI gayo ke vilAsI vAMcana khUba gamavA mAMDyuM. phAIsTAra hoTala to jANe pAponuM ghara ja banI gayuM. TokIjhamAM bAlakanInI TikiTo meLavI, aMdhakAramAM besIne aMga sparza karI karIne viveka bhraSTa banato gayo. are ! eka vakhata to pakaDAyo paNa kharo ! apamAna paNa thayuM ! UMgha paNa harAma thaI. sArA kismate bhayathI kaMIka chUTakAro thayo eTale thoDA divasa pachI e ja cAla pAchI cAlu thaI ane vidyutavege pAchA pApo zaru thaI gayA. lagnanI taiyArI thavA mAMDI, paraMtu manamAM bhayabhIta hato ke koIka aTakAvaze to ! chevaTe pApAnubaMdhipuNya pAra utarI gayo. paraMtu haju paNa "paradhana patthara mAna, parastrI mAta samAna" e dRSTi na AvI. raste cAlatAM paNa daSTi game tyAM bhaTakavA mAMDI ane jene tene vAsanAnA zikAra banAvavA lAgI. ararara ! meM A zuM karyuM ? "maraNa biMdupAtena" arthAt vIryanA eka biMdunA patanathI maraNa samajavuM e AdhyAtmika sUtra ja jANe bhUlI gayo. oha guruvarya ! eka mahinAnA khorAkathI eka kilo lohI bane che ane temAMthI phakta 10 grAma vIrya bane che, evuM zArIrika vijJAna paNa phagAvI dIdhuM. abrahmanI hAramALA cAlI. are gurudeva! eka vakhatanA abrahmathI navalAkha jIvonI hatyA thAya che. are ! hiMsAnuM AvuM katalakhAnuM baMdha karavuM joIe, evA dhArmika vicAro paNa na AvyA ? ararara ! paralokano vicAra ja na karyo ke AvI hiMsAthI zuM thaze mAruM ? are gurudeva ! vAsanAo AkAzanI jema anaMta che. tene jJAnathI upazamAvavAno prayatna na karyo. tenI pUrti na thatAM vikAra rUpI samudramAM bharatI AvavA mAMDI. ane eka gojhAro divasa evo Avyo ke eka mitranI saMmati maLatAM paraspara patnI TrAnsaphara karavAno vicAra paNa AvI gayo. vAsanAnA zikAra banelA meM zIla sadAcAranA vicArone neve mUkI dIdhA ane patnIne TrAnsaphara karavAno nirNaya karI lIdho. sadbhAgye e sadAcAriNI patnIe te vAta na svIkArI, tethI teNIne bharamAvavA mATe meM rAmAyaNanA prabhava, sumitra ane vanamALA AdinA khoTA dRSTAMto samajAvyA. chevaTe teNIe hiMmata karI zIlarakSA mATe polisa sTezane jaI A vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. mAre polIsa sTezane javuM paDyuM. tyAMthI game tema karIne chUTyo. pachI to mArI paNa zAna thoDI ThekANe AvI. V ery.org

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jo je karamAya all...6 ja e patnI mane kalyANamitra lAge che. paraMtu te vakhate kusuma karamAI gayuM che. huM noMdhAro banI gayo chuM zuM karuM ? eTaluM haNIne zatru mAnIne bhayaMkara pApa vicArothI mArA AtmAe kevA ja nahi. khAnadAna gharamAM rahIne diyara bhojAInA pavitra saMbaMdhone kATala karma bAMdhyA haze ? mane thAya che ke AvA pAponI sajA kadAca paNa dUSita banAvI abhaDAvI dIdhA. are ! zarIra sukhane vaza mArA A ja jIvanamAM thaI jaze. kAraNa ke tIvrabhAve karelA pApo te thaI kulane paNa kalaMkita karI dIdhuM. ararara ! meM A zuM karyuM ? ja bhavamAM phaLa Ape che. gurudeva ! e pApo udayamAM Ave, te AhArAdi vAsanAmAM AgaLa vadhI svAdiSTa bhojananA pApothI pahelAM ja Apa kRpALu prAyazcita ApI mane zuddha banAvI do. paNa evo dabAI gayo chuM ke bhavAMtaramAM mArA phace pharacA uDI e pApo yAda Ave che ane AtmAne dhikkAruM che ke are jaze. zuM kahuM ? narlajja! teM A zuM karyuM ? are gurudeva ! A pRthvI jo jagyA pApo dhovA mATe upAzraye paNa na gayo. are ! upAzraya ApatI hoya, to aMdara pesI jAuM, moTuM paNa batAvavA lAyaka janAranI paNa bhagataDA kahIne mazkarI karI. paryuSaNA jevA nathI. zuM kahuM gurudeva ? A vAsanAone jJAnagarbhita vairAgyathI mahAparvamAM paNa saMvatsarInA divase bahArathI upavAsa karIne gupta mApta na karI ane te pachI tenI vikRti rUpe haDatAla, lUMTaphATa rIte hoTalamAM jhApaTuM (nAsto karyo, pratikramaNamAM mazkarI ane geremAM AgaLa vadhavA lAgyo. tophAno sivAya kAMI ja na karyuM. upavAsano TAIma pAsa karavAnA loko mArA jIvana upara thaMkaze. are ! mAre zuM thaze ? bahAne rAtre pharavA nIkaLyo. vikArothI tagatagatI AMkho vaDe evo koIka gaMbhIra vicAra na karyo. Aje mane dhrusake dhrusake raDavuM , DhagalAbaMdha pApo bAMdhyA haze. sinemAnA gItothI manane vAsita Ave che. nokarImAM ophIsarano hodo maLI gayo eTale bosa karIne enI dhUnamAM pApanA keTalAya lapeDA AtmA upara karyA haze! banIne hAtha nIce kAma karatI mahilAone paNa uMdhA pATe caDhAvI durAcAranI durgadhane DhAMkavA mekaapanA papha, pAvaDara vagere dIdhI. pralobhano ApI temane vAsanAnI zikAra banAvI dIdhI. sugaMdhita sAdhanono upayoga karI zarIrane dekhAvaDuM banAvavA temaja mArI ja AjJAmAM rahe, tene paNa evI niHsatva banAvI prayatna karyo. paraMtu hAya! badhI niSphaLatA. mArA zarIramAM rogoe dIdhI ke mArA vinA temane cAle ja nahi. have to mAruM yauvana paNa kabajo levA mAMDyo. davAono zikAra banI gayo. Fol Paul & Flats www.ainelibrary.org

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7...jo je karamAya nA che tyArabAda vepAramAM jhaMpalAvyuM to temAM pApAnubaMdhI puNya sAtha Apyo ane paisAnI jANe yovana TakAvavAnA TaMkazALa paDavA lAgI. have pApo karavAmAM mA-bApa ADakhIlIrUpa lAgavA mAMDyA. tethI temanA tarapha pralobhanathI ane majethI haravA tiraskAra, phiTakAra ane dhikkArano varasAda zarU karI dIdho. aho ! upakArIonA upakAra pratye pharavAnA zokhanA kAraNe garbhapAta kRtajJabhAvane badale kRtadanI banI gayo. emane mAra mArI dhakko daI gharamAMthI bahAra kADhyA ane karAvI paMcendriyanI hatyA paNa rahevA nAnI jhUMpaDI ApI dIdhI. teone judA karIne majathI rahevA lAgyo. have to eka bAju karAvI. vAtsalya bharI mAtA yuvAnI ane bIjI bAju paisAnI sattA eTale kazuMya bAkI na rAkhyuM. nokaronI ane garIbInI banAvavAnA badale mArI lAlasAe zikAra banelI ghaNI strIo mArI vAsanAnI hutAzanImAM jhaDapAI gaI. are ! huM to pAgala teNIne nirdaya hatyArI banAvI dIdhI. banI gayo. jANe ke A ja svarga che. paraMtu mane nahotI khabara ke A thoDI majAnI asaMkhya mArI vAsanAnI vAIrasa bimArI varSanI kevI bhayaMkara sajA narakamAM thaze ? vAsanAnI uparAMta Teksa bacAvavA ophisaronI AjubAjunI vyaktione paNa bharakhavA sAthe haravA pharavA jatAM dArU ane zere paMjAba hoTalamAM mAMsAhArI bhojanano paNa casko mAMDI. A badhuM yAda AvatAM cIsa paDI teoe mane lagADI dIdho. jAya, o gurudeva! mAruM zuM thaze? - zuM kahyuM mArI kALI kathanI ! IMDAnI AmaleTano ane cikanano paNa A mArI ekavAra pUgye sAtha Apyo ane jIbhe svAda cAkhI lIdho. arara ! meM A zuM karyuM? paMcendriya jIvonI katala? are! kolejanA prophesara tarIke sarvisa maLI gaI. mAruM zuM thaze? naraka sivAya bIje kyAMya sthAna na ja maLe, tevI meM kAryavAhI emAM eka vidyArthinI Tyuzana mATe AvatI karI. mArA jIvanamAM aneka pApoe DerA taMbu nAkhI dIdhA. mane tenuM bhAna ja na hatI. mArI patnIne be cAra divasa bahAra javAnuM rahyuM. are ! bAvaLIyA vAvanArane kAMTA ja maLaze. koI divasa kerI na ja maLe. thayuM. TyuzananA bahAnA heThaLa ekAntanuM medAna e siddhAMta ja huM bhUlI gayo. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhiothI jakaDAI gayo. maLI gayuM. vidyA gunA badale mAro AtmA nUra gumAvI dIdhu. ojasa ragadoLAI gayuM. huM jANe bhoya bhego (jamIna vAsanAno zikAra banI zetAna banI gayo. gura dosta) thaI gayo, pAyamAla thaI gayo. e vAta smaraNa karatAM ja tammara ziSyAnA pavitra saMbaMdhone abhaDAvI dIdhA ane deha AvI jAya che. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * saMbaMdha sudhI pahoMcI gayo. e Education Infomational For Personal Prvale Use

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. . 5, 905. Re. jo je karamAya 1...8 vepAranI anItimAM paNa eTalo kayAM pheMkAI ane phaMgoLAI jaze ? are Aja sudhI dIdhA ja nathI ane sArA C badhI AgaLa vadhI gayo ke khoTA bIla kevI krUra rIte pheMkAI jaze, e mane jarAye dekhADavA devA paDyA che, to aMdarathI ane khoTA hisAba mAMDavA, e to mAre vicAra na Avyo. game tyAre dhana, dhana varSothI abolaDA ja rAkhyA che. jAnathI mana mAmUlI lAgavA mAMDyuM. mAla ane dhana emAM ja mArA vicAro cAlatA khatma karI devAnA manasUbA ghaNA karyA che. batAvavo bIjo ane ApavAno bIjo, hatA. keTalAyanA vizvAsaghAta paNa e dhana pADozIone paNa gALo devAmAM kamInA e i to hoMziyArI mAnavA lAgyo. mATe karyA. dhana prApti mATe na joI rAta ke nathI rAkhI ! zuM thaze gurUdeva ! ahaMkAranuM datanA badale agiyAra noTa to ghaNIe na joyo divasa ! to jANe huM pUtaLuM ja hato. sabhAmAM , vakhata gallAmAM nAMkhI dIdhI. mArI dhana narakamAM laI janAra rAtri bhojananuM bIjAnuM nAma levAI gayuM hoya ane mAruM lAlasA mammaNa zeThanI sAthe sarakhAvI pApa paNa A dhananI lAlasAe karAvyuM. nAma bhUlAI gayuM hoya, to mAro pAro nI zakAya. are gurudeva! apekSAe tenI dhana zuM kahe garadeva karmathI meluM baneluM hadaya uMce caDhayA vagara rahe ja nahi. e pAro KAlasA tuccha kahI zakAya. dAnadharmanI codhAra AMsuDA sivAya dhovAya ema caDhyA pachI bhale te dharmakArya paNa kema na sAthe to jANe mane bhArobhAra vera ja hatuM. lAgatuM nathI. gurUdeva ! Apa kaho cho raDa hoya ? game te rIte toDyA vinA rahuM ja dhikkAra ho mArA e viSayasaMrakSaNAnubaMdhi nahi, paNa raDuM nahi to zuM karuM ? e nahi. oha guruvara ! have to hada thaI gaI raudradhyAnane ! mArI AMtarika mamatAo to AMsuDA thoDA aTakIne pAchA AvI jAya mArA karmonI ! mAyA karIne bIjAne evI krUra hatI ke dhana prAptimAM koI ADuM che. are gurUdeva ! Apa prAyazcitarUpI sAbu ThagavAmAM buddhi cAturya mAnato hato. temAM AvatuM hoya, to guMDAo dvArA tenuM kATaluM mArA AtmA upara lagADo, jethI mAruM paNa pakaDAI na gayo, tenuM mane gaurava kADhI nAkhavAnI halakaTa bhAvanA paNa hRdaya svaccha nirmaLa banI jAya. hatuM. kharekhara meM mArA AtmAne je Thagyo mArAmAM jora karI rahI hatI. nAnI nAnI vAtamAM paNa krodhathI che. have zuM karuM jethI mArA pApa dhovAI A kukarmonA kALAM phaLa mAre ja dhamadhamIne bIjAne to zuM patnI ane jAya ? basa, mane to ema ja lAge che ke, bhogavavA paDaze, e vicAra suddhA manamAM chokarAone paNa mAra mAravAmAM bAkI e badhA kukarmonuM ApanI pAse prAyazcita na Avyo. zuM kahuM gurudeva ! mAro AtmA nathI rAkhyA. micchAmi dukkaDaM to bhAvathI laI zuddha banI jAuM. AT

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taDaphaDI taDaphaDIne Akula vyAkuLa thaI rahelA mane, narakamAM AzvAsana ApanArane badale paramAdhAmInA kaDavA veNa sahana karavA paDaze ke 'le have kara majA.' jyAre pUjya gurudeve kahyuM hatuM ke "mAMsAhAra choDI bhaviSyanI jIvone trAsa na pahoMcADa", tyAre kaheto ke, "koNe joyo che paraloka ?" mAchalI vagere jIvone manovyathA taLIne ane IMDA vagerene keLAnI jema bAphIne khAto hato, tyAre tane bhAna nahotuM, le have kara majA'' ema kahI paramAdhAmI dhagadhagatI bhaThThI upara caDhAvelI kaDhAIomAM taLI nAkhaze, moDhAmAM sIsAno rasa reDaze ane trAhimAm trAhimAm evA mArA pokAro koI nahi sAMbhaLe, tyAre zuM thaze mAruM ? gurudeva ! uparathI paramAdhAmI saMbhaLAvaze ke, "le, bIjAnI niMdA karavAmAM AnaMda Avato hato kema ? le, have kara majA, tArI jIbha kheMcI kADhuM chuM.'' 9...jo je karamAyA nI gurudeva ! mane mArI kALI jIvana kitAba yAda Ave che ne zarIramAM jhanajhanATI pedA thaI jAya che. dhabakArA vadhI jAya che. are jIvaDA ! tAruM zuM thaze ? kaNa jeTalA sukha mATe maNa jeTalA pApo karyA che, tethI du:kho to Tana jeTalA Avaze, to tuM zI rIte sahana karIza? gurudeva ! jarAka garmI paDe che, tyAM hAMphaLo phAMphaLo thaI paMkhAnI ke erakaMDIzananI havA khAvA doDu chuM. to pachI narakanI bhayaMkara bhaThThIonI asahya garamIne zI rIte sahana karIza? jyAM loDhuM paNa kSaNavAramAM pigaLIne pANI jevuM banI jAya che. paramAdhAmI bhaThThI upara makkAInI jema zekaze, tyAre zI rIte garamI sahana karIza ? soDA, lemana, bIyara, vhiskI Adi abhakSya pINA pIvAmAM AnaMda Avato hato. le, have tane tarasa lAgI che, to pI A sIsAno garamAgarama rasa, parastrIonA cuMbana ane AliMgana tane sArA lAgatA hatA, le A dhagadhagatI loDhAnI pUtaLIo sAthe kara cuMbana ane AliMgana ! jIvone cIrIne abhakSya bhojana karato hato, le tArA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAMkhu chuM, ema kahI kerInA TukaDAnI jema zarIranA TukaDA karI nAMkhaze. te mArAthI zI rIte sahana thaze ? vaLI kaheze ke jarAka durgaMdha AvatI, tyAre nAka baMdha karIne tyAM DI-DI-TI chAMTavA taiyAra thaI jato, to le have bhayaMkara durgandhamaya vAtAvaraNamAM ane vaitaraNI nadImAM asaMkhyAta varSa sudhI rahyA kara. jarAka kurUpa jovuM gamatuM nahotuM, tenA tarapha tiraskAra ane phiTakAra varasAvato hato, le have narakamAM asaMkhyAta varSo sudhI kadarUpA jIvone ja joyA kara. potAnA doSa jarAya sAMbhaLavA tane gamatA nahotA ane bIjAnA doSo gAvAmAM khUba majA AvatI hatI. le, have sAMbhaLyA ja kara tArA doSo ane gunAone ! nahi sAMbhaLe ane bhAgI javA prayatna karIza, to paTakI paTakIne cUre-cUrA karI nAkhIza. paramAdhAmIonA AvA kaThora vacano zI rIte sahana karIza ? ahIM to zAka-dALamAM mIThuM-maracuM jarAka ochuM AvI jAya, to raudrarUpa dhAraNa karI lauM chuM. to pachI narakamAM bIbhatsa ane durgaMdhamaya nirasaAhAra zI rIte grahaNa karIza ? gurudeva ! mAro AtmA to pApathI dhrujI uThayo che. o kalyANamitra pUjya gurudeva ! gumarAha thayelA mane koI sanmArga batAvo ! jaldI batAvo !!! huM zuM karuM ? For Personal & Private Use Only

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e thI pAnA para e che gurudevazrInuM ka are puNyazALI mAnava ! tuM vAstavamAM jo je karamAya nA...10 dhanyavAdane pAtra che. pApa thaI javuM, emAM koI Azcarya nathI. mohanIya karmanA udaye koNe karyuM 1 pa nathI karyuM ? zuM tIrthaMkaranA AtmAne paNa PfzvAsana hanIya karme bAkAta rAkhyo che ? zuM emane pUrva pagamAM kAMTo vAgI gayo hato, paraMtu jIvanamAM bhayaMkara pApo nathI karyA ? ane zuM te vyaktie ghoDAnA pagano kAMTo sAtamI naraka sudhI temane te pApothI javuM nathI paDyuM ? paraMtu tene jIvananI kALI kitAba dhoIne kADhyo nahi. tethI ghoDAnA pagamAM ( ujjavaLa banAvavAno manoratha thayo che, tethI ja tuM dhanyavAdane pAtra che. tuM to kALI kitAbanA eka parU thaI gayuM ane aMte Akho paga eka pAnAne kholI kholIne kAlImAne dhoI rahyo che. tethI tuM kharekhara dhanyavAdane pAtra che. bALakanI kapAvavo paDyo. evI ja rIte tuM jema nikhAlasapaNe eka eka pApa niSkapaTa bhAvathI pragaTa karI de, ane khaMkherI nAkha A pApone ! paNa aMdara pApa rAkhIne duHkhI na he bhAgyavAna ! tArI nikhAlasapaNAthI thatI AlocanAthI tArA pratye mArA hRdayano thaIza. tuM koIpaNa prakAranI zarama vAtsalyasAgara uchaLI rahyo che. kAraNake zAstromAM kahyuM che ke, AlocanA levAvALo ja vAstavamAM rAkhIza nahi. tuM mArA para dRDha ArAdhaka che. hRdayanI gaMdI gaTaramAM ArAdhanAnuM attara nAMkhavAthI zuM sugaMdha AvI zake kharI ? nA, te vizvAsa rAkhaje ke A je te mAje mArI AgaLa hRdaya kholIne AlocanA kahevA dvArA hRdayane svaccha karyuM che, have tAru jIvana AlocanA kahI che. te have koInI khArAdhanAnI sugaMdhathI maghamaghAyamAna thaze. tethI tuM Aje dhanyavAdane pAtra banyo che, paraMtu have yAda pAse jaze ja nahi, huM marIza, tyAre rAkhaje, bhUlato nahi, eka paNa pApa kahI devAmAM bAkI na rAkhIza, zarama rAkhIza nahi, hRdayamAM eka mArI sAthe ja Avaze. e mArA paNa zalya (chupAyela pA5) rAkhIza nahi. tuM kharekhara bhArahIna-haLavo banI ja jaIza. tAru mAthuM halakuM . hRdaya rUpa kabrastAnamAM daTAI gaI phUla thaI jaze. tAruM hRdaya svaccha banI jaze. magajano badho bhAra vilIna thaI jaze. che. vadhAre to zuM kahuM ? kAraNa ke AlocanA ApavAno adhikAra tene he devAnupriya ! tArI AlocanA sAMbhaLIne to huM tArI pITha thAbaDI rahyo chuM. kharekhara ! teM ja hoya che ke je aparizrAvI hoya adbhuta parAkrama karyuM che. khUba ja hiMmata rAkhI pApa zalyone jaDamULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhyAM che. adbhuta arthAt AlocanA sAMbhaLanAra ane sAdhanA karI che. atyaMtara tapano AsvAda karyo che. kyA zabdomAM tArA puruSArthanA vakhANa karuM ? mane prAyazcita ApanAra evA hoya ke evA zabdo ja jaDatA nathI. are mArA magajanI DikSanarI paNa vAmana banI gaI che. jenA hRdayamAMthI te hakIkata koIpaNa have tArA dilamAM pApano kAMTo rAkhIza nahi. anyathA jevI rIte koika vyaktinA ghoDAnA divase bahAra na nIkaLe. For Personal & Private Use Only

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11... je kAramAya HI prAyazcita ApanAra guru pattharanA ghaDA jevA hoya che. jemAMthI eka aMza paNa bahAra na jAya. tethI tuM koI bhaya ke zarama rAkhIza nahi. zAstramAM evA evA dAkhalAo AvyA che ke mAtA ane putra, pati-patnI jevA pApa karanAra banyA. are ! bhAI-bahena paNa pati-patnI banI pApathI bhAre banyA. paraMtu AlocanA levAthI zuddha thaI gayA. are ! e ja bhavamAM kevalajJAna prApta karI mokSe paNa pahoMcI gayA. are puNyazALI AtmA ! tuM mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLI le ke, mahAnizIthasUtramAM kahyuM che ke, AlocanA kahevAnA bhAvano paNa evo mahAna prabhAva che ke gurune AlocanA saMbhaLAvatA saMbhaLAvatA keTalAka mahApuruSoe kevalajJAna meLavI lIdhuM. amuka AtmAoe to ATaluM prAyazcita AvyuM che, evuM sAMbhaLatA ja kevalajJAna meLavI lIdhuM. vadhAre to zuM kahyuM. AlocanA nikhAlasapaNe kahI devAnI tIvra bhAvanAthI uThIne bhavodadhitAraka gurudeva pAse jatAM jatAM ja vacamAM ja keTalAya bhavyAtmAoe kevalajJAna meLavI lIdhuM. dhanya che te mahApuruSone ! dhanya che temanI zuddha banavAnI tAlAvelIne ! tuM paNa tevo ja mahApuraSa bhaviSyamAM banIza ! are, mahAtmana ! tuM paNa aneka jIvono tAraNahAra banIza, kAraNa ke te tArI AtmabhUmikA zuddha banAvI lIdhI che. khAsa khyAla e rAkhavAno che ke sadguruno yoga maLyA pachI paNa zuddha AlocanA na karI, to rumiNI AdinI jema aneka bhAvI jIvana bagaDI jaze. tuM ema na mAnIza ke, gurudevazrI mane halakaTa mAnaze ke bahArathI ATalo dharmI dekhAto aMdarathI Avo kALo meza ? kAraNa ke zAstronA jANakAra gurudeve to zAstra ane anubhavathI tArA karatAM paNa ghaNAya pApAtmAonA jIvana jANyA che ane ema * * - samajelA che ke pApa karanAra AtmA kharAba hovA chatAM te te pApanI AlocanA lenAra hovAthI mahAna ArAdhaka che. pApabhIru AtmA ja AlocanA levA taiyAra thAya che. pApabhIrutA e to AtmAno guNa che. evA guNavALA pratye dhikkAra AvI jAya, to pramodabhAva cAlyo jAya aneapekSAe svayaM sAdhatAne khoI For Personal Private Use Only ainelibrary.org

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je kamAya ll...12 nAkhI mithyAtvamAM 1 DoMcI jAya, mATe Avo vicArasuddhA paNa gurudeva potAnA dilamAM na AvavA de. tethI tuM niHsaMkoca paNe AlocanA karI leje. je thI tuM zuddha banI jaldI mokSano bhoktA banIza. AlocanA kahevI e eka sukRta che, sukRta karanArane koI divasa gurudeva phaTakAre nahi, phaTakAre to sukRtanI anumodanA sApha thaI jAya ane gurudevane paNa aneka bhava karavA paDe. rUmiNI AdinA dRSTAMtone jANIne are mahAmAnava ! tuM dilamAM jarAye aMzamAtra paNa pApa na rAkhIza. tuM mahAna ArAdhaka thaze, emAM koI saMdeha nathI. ' are ArAdhaka Atmana ! pAparUpI guno jevI rIte karyo hoya, tevI rIte tuM kahI deje. jarApaNa saMkoca na rAkhIza. koI vakhata vANIne paNa pApa karyuM hoya, to koI vakhate ajANatA paNa karyuM hoya, koIka vakhata koInI preraNAthI karyuM hoya. koIka vakhata | balAtkArathI paNa karyuM hoya. koIka vakhata dharmasthAnomAM paNa karyuM hoya, koI vakhata hoTala AdimAM karyuM hoya, to koIka vakhata rAtre paNa karyuM hoya, to koIka vakhata divase paNa karyu hoya. koIka vakhata rAgabhAvathI AnaMdapUrvaka karyuM hoya, to koIka vakhata anicchAe ke dveSathI paNa karavuM paDyuM hoya, e badhuM saralabhAve kahI deje. kahevAnI hiMmata na hoya ke yAda na rahe, to lakhI je. lakhyA pachI traNa cAra vakhata vAMcI leje. pharI pharI yAda karIne vistArathI lakhI deje. jarA paNa bhaya rAkhIza nahi, rAstramAM kahyuM che ke... sahasA aSNAeNa va bhIeNa va pillIeNa vA | vaNeNAyakeNa va mUDhaNa va rAgadosehiM ||1|| ja kiMci kayamakarja ujuya bhaNaI | ta ta AloejjA mAyAmayevipnamukko ||ra| A ekAeka, ajJAna, bhaya, dabANa, vyasana, saMkaTa, mUDhapaNAthI ke, rAgadveSathI je koI akArya karyuM hoya, te saraLapaNAthI nAyA ane ahaMkArathI rahita banIne kahI devuM joIe. ' are jIva ! tuM guno karavAthI Daryo nathI. to have AlocanA vakhate zA mATe Dare che? pApa karatAM zarama nathI AvI, che pachI prAyazcita vakhate zA mATe zarama rAkhe che? are Atman ! AlocanA ane prAyazcita to AtmAnA bhavobhava sudhArI de che. are ! kevalajJAna sudhI pahoMcADI de che. mahAna samAdhi tarapha laI jAya che. in Education International

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13... che je TharamAya nA . AlocanAnuM mahattva jaMbudIve je hRti padyA, te ye hRti hemassA dijarjati sattakhite, na chuTTae divasa pacchid III jabudId jA haju tAluA, tAu hRti caNAI | dijarjati sattakhite, na chuTTae divasa-pasthita pArA jaMbudvIpamAM je meruparvata vagere parvato che, te badhA sonAnA banI jAya athavA to jaMbudvIpamAM je retI che, te badhI ratna banI jAya. te sonuM ane ratna jo sAtakSetramAM dAna tarIke arpaNa karI devAmAM Ave, to paNa pApa karela AtmA eTalo zuddha banato nathI, jeTalo bhAvapUrvaka AlocanA karI prAyazcita vahana karIne zuddha bane che. AloyaNapariNao samuM saMpaThiyo garasagAse | jaI aMtarAvi kAla kareche ArAo tahari II vadhAre to zuM kahIe, are bhavya AtmAo, jeNe zuddha AlocanA karavA mATe prasthAna karyuM hoya, ane prAyazcita lIdhA pahelA ja te vyakti vacamAM kALa karI jAya eTale marI jAya, to paNa te ArAdhaka bane che. azuddha AlocanA karavAvALo AlocanA karavA chatAM virAdhaka bane che. mATe zuddha AlocanA karavI joIe. 1 azuddha AlocanA kone kahevAya? lajajA goraveNa bahusuyabhaNa vAvi duyariyaM je na kahRti guNaM, na hu te ArAhagA hUMti III eTale ke AvuM akRtya kahevAmAM zarama Ave che, tethI zaramathI ke lajjAthI athavA to huM ATalo dharmI chuM ke moTo chuM ! pApo kahevAthI rakhene mArI laghutA thAya. AvI rIte lajjA ke gauravathI ke paMDitapaNuM haNAI na jAya, evA bhayathI je AtmAo zuddha AlocanA karatA nathI, te vAstavamAM ArAdhaka banatA nathI. I azuddha AlocanA lenAranA 10 doSo che :AkaMpafiA aNumANaIttA, je dia bAyara vA sahamaM vAA - channa - sakalaya, bahujaNa adm taskevI |III. arthAt 1) AkaMpya eTale gurunI vaiyAvacca karIne gurune potAnI tarapha lAgaNI ubhI karI kahe ke, Apa kRpA karIne mane AlocanAnuM prAyazcita thoDuM Apazo. 2) evI rIte gurunI vaiyAvacca karavAthI A guru mahArAja thoDo daMDa ApanAra che, evuM anumAna karIne prAyazcita le. 3) bIjAe je doSa joyo hoya, tenI AlocanA kahe, paraMtu je doSa koIe joyela na hoya, tenI AlocanA na kahe. 4) moTA doSonI AlocanA kahe, paNa nAnA doSonI upekSAo karIne AlocanA na kahe. 5) pUchyA vagara ghAsa vagere lIdhuM, evI nAnI nAnI AlocanA kahe, paNa moTI moTI AlocanA na kahe. guru paNa jANaze ja ke, nAnI-nAnI AlocanA kahevAnI civaTa che, to moTI AlocanA zA mATe chupAve, mATe tevI moTI AlocanA AvI ja nahi hoya, ema mAnI guru tene zuddha mAne ema potAnuM gaurava jaLavAI rahe, temaja AvIja rIte gaurava jALavavA paricita guru AgaLa AlocanA na kahe, paNa aparicita gurunI AgaLa AlocanA kahe jethI teone AlocakanA jIvananI gauravane kSati na pahoMce evI bhramaNAthI ema AlocanA kahenAra zuddha thayAno khoTo saMtoSa mAne. 6) chatra eTale evI rIte bole ke tenI barAbara khabara na paDe, ema avyakta Jain Education international For Personal Private Use Only www.ainelibrary.org

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jo je kamAya ll...14 " AlocanAnuM prAyazcita kone apAya? avAi thI AlocanA zAstramAM kahyuM che ke... kahehi sAd jo vatto, jANamANe guhaI ! kahe. 3) jyAM ghoMghATa na tassa diti pacchid, biti annAtha sohaya ||1|| na hu sujugaI sasalo ja bhaNiya sAsaNe puyarayANA khUba hoya, tyAM guru na saMbharaI je dose, sabhAvA na ya mAyAo TL uriyasa_sallo, sujugaI javo dhuyakilese ||1|| paccakakhI sAhae te u mAINa una sAhad iArA barAbara na sAMbhaLe, karmaja jemaNe dUra karI dIdhI che, evA paramAtmAnA te rIte AlocanA : zAsanamAM kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke zalya (chUpAvela pApo) koI oghathI ema kahe ke meM ghaNAMya pApa karyA che, 2 ) hovAnA : zrI sahita koI paNa AtmA zuddha banato nathI. kaleza badhAnuM prAyazcita ApI do ane jANavA chatAM pote te te prAyazcita laIne ghaNA : : rahita banIne sarva zalyo dUra karI jIva zuddha bane che. mATe doSone chupAve, to tene ema paNa prAyazcita na apAya. : zuddha banavA AlocanA karavI ja joIe. bIjA guru pAse zuddhi karaje ema kahe. paraMtu eka eka pApa lokone saMbhaLAve, : potAnA jIvanamAM je AzayathI jANatA ke yAda karIne kahe ane jo vAstavika rIte yAda na Ave, tenuM je thI zuddha saMyamI : : ajANatAM pApo karyA hoya. te ja AzayathI kapaTa oghathI paNa micchAmi dukkaDa Adi prAyazcita mAMge, to AtmA tarIke potAnuM : rahitapaNe bALakanI jema gurudevane pApo kahI de, tene ja prAyazcita apAya. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke "cha3mantha mUDhamALo vedha. 9) ja : prAyazcita apAya che ane te ja AtmA zuddha bane che. kittiya mittaM sNbhri| jaM ca na saMbharAmi tassa micchAmi chedatra bhaNela nathI, : paraMtu mAyAthI amuka pApone hRdayanI guphAmAM saMtADI kuDA" eTale ke jIva chadmastha ane mUDha che, tethI keTalu tevA agItArthanI : rAkhe, tene kevalajJAnI pote jANavA chatAM paNa prAyazcita yAda rahe? jeTaluM yAda nathI, teno micchAmi dukkaDaM. Aja AgaLa AlocanA : na Ape. temano ja chamasthaguru paNa be traNa vakhata pharI sudhI anaMta AtmAo AlocanAthI mokSamAM gayA che kahe. 10) mane : pharIne sAMbhaLe ane jo temAM ema lAge ke jIva mAyAthI zAstramAM kahyuM che ke - niThiyapApapaMkA samma AloI6 gurasagArsa 1 bijhAraze- phaTakAraze : : potAnA pApo chupAvI rahyo che, to tene gurudeva prAyazcita na Ape ane tene kahI de ke bIjAnI pAse prAyazcita laI evA bhayathI potAnA pattA asaMta jIvA, sAsayasuha aNAnAe II1TI. : lejo. paraMtu je vyaktine jJAnAvaraNakarma Adi doSanA ' arthAt pAparUpI kAdava jemaNe nAza karI nAkhyo jenA doSa sevanAra guru : kAraNe pApo yAda na AvatA hoya, to gurudeva tene jUdI che, tevA anaMta AtmAoe gurunI pAse sArI rIte e.gaLa AlocanA : judI rIte yAda karAve. paraMtu jANI joIne pApa AlocanA laIne bAdhA rahita evA anaMta zAzvata sukhane : chupAvanArane yAda na karAve. tethI zAstramAM kahyuM che ke... meLavyuM che. For Persoal & Private Use Only Jain Education international

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15... jo je mArA nA adlocanA badhAe karavI joIe jaha sakasalo vi vijajo, annasa kaheI agNo vAhi | ''na vi tuM sae va visa, dampayo va kuNaI vetAlo ! evaM jANagassa vi salluddharaNa parasagAse ||1|| je kuNaI bhAvasae, azuddhariyuM sAdgumUlaM ||1|| jema kuzaLa vaidya paNa potAnI vyAdhi bIjAne kahe zastra, viSa ke abhimAnathI krodhita thayela vetAla, je che. evI ja rIte prAyazcita jANanAra gItArtha AcArye duHkha nathI karato, te sarva duHkhanuM mULa anAlocita bhAvazalya paNa bIjAnI pAse AlocanA karavI joIe. arthAt kare che. AlocanA karavAvALAne jo ke guru mahArAja mahAna AcArya, upAdhyAya, paMnyAsa, gaNi, sAdhu, zrAvaka, Adi vyakti mAne che ane tenI pITha thAbaDe che. chatAM tenA hita badhAe AlocanA karavI ja joIe. AlocanA vagara mATe gurudevazrI koI Thapako Ape, to paNa guru upara krodha na zuddhi thatI ja nathI. karavo joIe. AlocanA karyA pachI pazcAtApa na karavo ke arara ! A meM zuM karyuM ? mArA jIvananI badhI ja nabaLAIo AlocanA na karavAthI thatA nukazAna :- je batAvI dIdhI ? arara ! zuM thaze ? AvA vicAra na AvavA nukazAna jherathI nathI thatuM, zastra ke tIrathI nathI thatuM, tethI devA, paraMtu AnaMda lAvavo joIe. kAraNa ke prAyazcita levuM, e anekagaNuM nukazAna mAyAzalyathI eTale ke aMdara chupAvela eka sukRta che sukRtano pastAvo na karAya. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke, pApothI thAya che. pApa gupta rAkhavAthI rUkSmaNInA eka lAkha (1,00,000) bhava thaI gayA. viSathI eka aNaNutApI amArI, caraNajuAloyagA bhaNiyA |III vakhata mRtyu thAya che. pApo pragaTa nahIM karavAthI hajAro ''Alocakane pachIthI pastAvo nahi karanAra, amAyAvI mRtyune AdhIna thavuM paDe che. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke, ane cAritra yukta kahevAmAM Avela che..

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SAmAvA nI16 ' jema sukRta karyA pachI pazcAtApa karAya nahi. tema "je kuNaI bhAvasaa, aNuriya uttamaThakAlami | AlocanA kahevI e paNa sukRta che. tethI AlocanA kahyA pachI dulahanohIyAM asaMtasaMsAriyAM ya /1TI. A sukRtanI anumodanA karavI joIe. potAne AveluM prAyazcita arthAt uttamArtha eTale anazananA samaye bhAvazalyane dUra na bI. dhAne jaNAve nahi. AlocanA karyA pachI, prAyazcita lIdhA kare, to te (anazana karanAra) durlabhabodhi ane anaMta saMsArI bane che. pacho evA prayatno hovA joIe ke jethI te ja bhUlo pharI na khIlelA phala jevo uttama manuSya janma, devaguru ane dharma thayu, nahi to bhUlo upara bhUla karavAthI anavasthA ubhI thaI | sAmagrI maLavA chatAM have jo AlocanA na le, to e jAya. sAvadhAnI rAkhavA chatAM kadAca mohavaza pharIvAra doSa thaI manuSyajIvanarUpI phUla karamAI jaze ane durgatimAM bhavabhramaNa karavuM jAya, to pharIthI AlocanA karavI joIe. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke, paDaze. tethI AlocanAnuM prAyazcitarUpI pANI chAMTatA rahevuM joIe. "tarasa ya pAyacchita je maganiu gara udhasaMti | eTalA mATe ja A pustakanuM nAma pADavAmAM AvyuM che ke, "jo je te taka Ayariyad, aNahatha pasaMgabhaesa III. karamAya nA" are jIva ! bhava AlocanA laI leje, anyathA A arthAta prAyazcita lIdhA pachI AcAryazrI kahe te pramANe manaSya jIvananuM phala karamAI jaze. ane tuM karamAelA lanI jema karavuM, jethI pharIthI pahelAnA te doSonuM sevana na thAya ane kyAMya durgatimAM pheMkAI jaze. mATe re jIva! tane reDa signala vAraMvAra evA doSa karavAnI anavasthAno prasaMga na Ave. ApavAmAM AvyuM che ke "jo ja karamAya nA" ekavAra bhava AlocanA na lenAra kadAca anazana paNa kare, to paNa AlocanA lIdhA pachI dara varSe vArSika AlocanA levI joIe. ema | kuddha thato nathI, paraMtu durlabhabodhi ane anaMtasaMsArI banI zrAvakanA vArSika 11 kartavyamAM kaheluM che. jo dara varSe guruno yoga na jAya che. pUrvAcAryoe kahyuM che ke, maLe, to jyAre yoga maLe, tyAre A AlocanA karI levI joIe. www.lainelibrary.org

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17... je kA'mAya ll prAryAzvata TloyuII Aje paNa prAyazcita Ioi che. jo koI kahe ke Aje (A kALamAM) gurunI pAse tenI AlocanA ane niMdA prAyazcita nathI, prAyazcita ApanAra nathI. kare, to te khUba ja haLavo banI jAya, A pramANe bolanAra AtmA dIrdha saMsArI jANe bhAravALA mANase mAthA parathI bhAra bane che. kAraNa ke navamA pUrvanI trIjI bAjumAM mUkI dIdho na hoya ! vastumAMthI udbhUta karela AcAra kalpa ane - pApa karavuM e kAMI duSkara nathI, vyavahAra sUtra Adi prAyazcitanA graMtho ane kAraNake anAdikALathI mohanIyakarma prAyazcitadAtA tevA gaMbhIra gurUvaro Aje Adine paravaza banI AtmA pApa karI ja paNa vidyamAna che. le che. tIrthakaranA AtmAoe paNa pApo gurudeva pAse zuddha AlocanA levAthI karyA hatA, paraMtu AlocanA dvArA teo ApaNo AtmA halako phala banI jAya che. paNa zuddha thayA hatA. AlocanA levI eja jema mAthA uparathI bhAra utAryA pachI ' ghaNuM kaThina kArya che. jJAnI bhagavaMtoe kahyuM bhAravAhaka (majura) ne potAnuM mAthuM ghaNuM ja paNa che ke, halakuM lAge che. vaMditA sUtramAM kahyuM che ke, i na dukakara je paDisejiI, "thapAvo ni maNusso, AloIya niMdiya gurasagAseT dukakara, je samma AloIjaI tti." hoI aIrega vahuo, ohariya bharUq bhAranho ll1. arthAt pApa karavuM e duSkara nathI, paraMtu arthAt jeNe pApa karyuM hoya, te sArI rIte AlocanA levI, te duSkara che. gurudeva kevA hoya ? gIatho GSjogI, cArittI tahaya gANA kuzalo kheanno avisAI bhaNio AloyaNAyario |III arthAt gItArtha eTale nizItha Adi chedasUtra bhaNelA ) hoya, aneka prakAre zubha dhyAna ane tapathI zarIra parikarmita karyuM hoya, niraticAra cAritravALA, grAhaNakuzala eTale ke prAyazcita lenArane aneka yuktio thI prAyazcitanA vividhatapo vagere ne

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jo je karamAya nA...18 svIkAra karAvavAmAM kuzala hoya, prAyazcita vidhinA parizrama- ane apAyadarzI eTale ke zuddha AlocanA na karanArane paralokano abhyAsanA jANakAra hoya, Alocakano moTo doSa hoya, toya bhaya nikhAlasabhAve jaNAvI AlocanA karAvanAra evA prAyazcita tenA tarapha napharata na kare, temaja duHkha lagADanAra na hoya, paNa ApanAra gItArtha gura hoya che. tevA tevA vairAgyanA dAkhalAothI tenA utsAhane vadhAranAra | agItArtha guru jANakAra na hovAthI vadhAre athavA ochuM prAyazcita ApanAra guru hoya.. temaja.. prAyazcita ApI pote paNa saMsAramAM paDe che ane bIjAne paNa AyArAmAhArad dvahAroDapavIlae pakuve yaT pADe che. tethI kSetrathI 700 yojana ane kALathI 12 varSa sudhI aparissAnI nijaja avAyAMsI gurU bhaNio || sArA gItArtha gurunI AlocanA mATe tapAsa karavI joIe. jJAnAcArAdi pAMca prakAranA AcArane custapaNe pALanAra hoya, - te kSetra ane kALa daramyAna kadAca sArA gItArtha guru na Alocaka (AlocanA karanAra) nA gunAone yAda rAkhavAmAM maLe ane pazcAtApanA tIvra bhAvarUpa bhAvaAlocanA thaI jAya, samartha hoya, AgamathI mAMDIne jIta vyavahAra sudhI pAMca to te jIvo dravya AlocanA karyA vagara paNa kevaLajJAna pAmI vyavahAranA jANakAra hoya, apavIDaka eTale ke lajajAnA [ jAya che. jema ke jhAMjharIyA RSinI hatyA karAvanAra rAjA temaja kAraNe koI potAnA pApo chupAvI rAkhatA hoya, to temanI | te sadgurunI zodhamAM kadAca kALa karI (marI) jAya, to paNa lajjA dUra karI sArI rIte AlocanA karAvanAra hoya, prakRrvakA teo AlocanAnI apekSAvALA hovAthI ArAdhakA eTale AlocakanI sArI zuddhi karAvanAra hoya, aparizrAvI ' bane che. paraMtu saddaguru maLavA nAM AlocanAnI eTale potAne kahela doSo bIjAne jarAya na jaNAvanArA upekSA kare, to ArAdhaka zI rIte bane ? hoya, niryApa eTale bimAra, vRddhatva AdinA kAraNe jevuM mATe AlocanA jarUra levI ja joIe. prAyazcita vahana karI zake, tevuM prAyazcita vahana karAvanAra hoya, in Education International For Personal & Private Use Only

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19...jo je kamAya ll { prAyazcita ApanAra gue aNa hoya? - AlocanAnuM prAyazcita ApanAra gurU Agama Adi pAMca vyavahAranA jANakAra hoya. 1) Agama vyavahArI :- eTale kevalajJAnI, manaH paryavajJAnI, avadhijJAnI, 14, 10, 9 pUrvI hoya, temanI pAse prAyazcita levuM. 2) zradvyavahArI :- jo Agama vyavahArI na hoya to, zrutavyavahArI eTale ke ardhAthI mAMDI 8 pUrvI, aMgyAra aMga, nizIthaAdinA jANakAra pAse prAyazcita levuM. 3) AjJA vyavahArI :- jo zrata vyavahArIno yoga na maLe to, be gItArtha AcArya maLI zake, evI zakyatA na hoya, tyAre sAMketika bhASAmAM agItArtha sAdhune samajAvI gItArtha AcAryazrI pAse mokale, ane e gItArtha AcArya sAMketika bhASAmAM javAba Ape, tenI pAse prAyazcita le. 4) dhAraNA vyavahArI :- AzA vyavahArI na hoya to gItArtha gurUe je prAyazcita ApyuM, te yAda rAkhI prAyazcita Ape, tenI pAse prAyazcita le. 5) jita vyavahArI :- dhAraNA vyavahArI na hoya, to je gurU sidhdhAntamAM jaNAvela prAyazcita karatAM dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva jANI hIna-adhika prAyazcita Ape. vartamAnamAM jItavyavahArI svagacchanA AcAryazrI pAse sAdhu ke zrAvaka prAyazcita le. jo potAnA gacchanA AcAryazrI na maLe, to svagacchanA upAdhyAyajI, pravartaka, sthavira ke gaNAvacchedaka pAse prAyazcita levuM. jo upara kahyA pramANe na maLe, to sAMbhogika eTale ke jenI sAthe svagacchanI samAcArI maLatI hoya, te AcAryAdi pAMca pAse prAyazcita le,jo tevA AcAryAdi na maLe, to 'viSama samAcArIvALA AcAryAdi pAMca pAse prAyazcita le. upara pramANe 700 yojana ane 12 varSa sudhI gItArtha gurU na maLe, to pachI gItArtha pAsasthA pAse prAyazcita le. prAyazcita levA mATe pAsasthAne paNa vaMdana karavuM joIe. dharmanuM mULa vinaya che. jo pAsasthAdi potAne guNarahita mAne ane tethI ja te vaMdanA na karAve, to Asana para besADI praNAma karIne AlocanA le. jo gItArtha pArthasthaAdino saMjoga na maLe, to gItArtha sApika pAse AlocanAnuM prAyazcita le. upara kahevA pAsatthA Adi na maLe, to rAjagRhI nagarImAM guNazIla cetya AdimAM je devatAe tIrthakara, gaNadhara vagere mahApurUSone na AlocanA ApatA joyA che, temane aThThama Adi tapathI prasanna karI temanI pAse AlocanA le. kadAca te devanuM cyavana thaI || 1 hoy? hanala apnar gurudev kehva hoy? Aalnchan' E ducation into FOR PERSONES POWERED B Y

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jo je karamAya nA...20 gaya thaya, to bIjA devane potAnI AlocanA kahI mahAvideha kSetramAMthI arihaMta bhagavAna Adi pAsethI prAyazcita maMgAve. ja jo te zakya na bane, to pratimA AgaLa AlocanA kahI prAyazcita laI zudhdha bane. jo te paNa zakya na bane, to pUrva ane uttaradizAmAM arihaMta ane sidhdha bhagavAnanI sAkSImAM AlocanA laI prAyazcita svIkAre, paNa AlovyA vagara na rahe, kAraNa ke zalyasahita maranAra virAdhaka bane che ane saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. ahIM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM ke AlocanA nuM prAyazcita svagacchIya AcAryazrI pAse ja levuM joie. saMjoga na ja maLe, to chevaTe pUrva uttara dizAmAM moTuM rAkhI arihaMtAdinI sAkSImAM AlocanA kahevI, paNa svagacchIya AcAryazrIno saMjoNA maLe, to paNa pUrva uttara dizAmAM moDhuM rAkhIne arihaMtAdinI sAkSImAM AlocanA kahe, to ArAdhaka thato nathI. | zuddha AlocanA levAthI 8 guNa pragaTa thAya che - lahuA hAI jaNAM appaparAnivari ajajavI sohI dukakarakaraNe ANA nisalAM sohiguNA ||1aaaa che arthAt (1) jema mAthA upara bhAra vahana karanAra bhAra dUra thayA pachI haLavAza anubhave che, evI rIte zuddha AlocanA karyA pachI tenA hRdaya ane mastakamAM haLavAza anubhavAya che. kAraNa ke doSono bojo have dila dimAgamAM rahyo nathI. (2) lhAijaNaNa eTale ke, pramoda-AnaMda utpanna thAya che jevI rIte koi vyakti paisA kharcI sukata kare che. tene sukata karyAnA AnaMdanI anubhUti thAya che. tema khAlI karI AlocanAzuddhi karavArUpa sukRta kare, tyAre tene te sukRta karyAnA AnaMdanI anubhUti thAya che. (3) AlocanA kahevAthI potAnA doSanI nivRtti thAya ane tene jovAthI bIjA paNa AlocanA kahe. tethI svapara doSa nivRtti thAya. (4 (ra) doSarUpa maLa dUra thavAthI AtmA zaddha bane che. (6) pUrvabhavono abhyAsa hovAthI doSo ane pAponuM sevana thaI jAya che. te duSkara nathI. paNa tenI AlocanA gurudevane kahe, te duSkarakAraka kahevAya che. kAraNa ke mokSane anusAra prabaLa vIryanA ullAsa vizeSathI tevI AlocanA kahevAya che. (7) jinezvara bhagavAnanI AjJAnI ArAdhanA thAya che, kAraNa ke tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe gItArthagurune AlocanA 'kavAnuM kahyuM che. (8) doSarUpI zalyathI rahita bane che. A nnario internationale deu kahva hov?

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21...che je karamAya nA AlocanA vinA kamAyelA phUlo ... / rukmiNInA eka lAkha bhava... kSitipratiSThita nagaranA rAjAnI paralokamAM patinuM milana thatuM nathI. tethI sUcana thayuM ke ''rukmiNI yadyapi putrI che, putrI rukmiNIe yauvananA AMgaNe Daga | tAruM jIvana dharma anuSThAnamAM joDI de. te paraMtu mahAna pavitra AtmA che, tethI tene mAMDyo, tenA lagna thatAM ja patinuM mRtyu aMgenI badhI vyavasthA rAjya taraphathI thaI ja rAjagAdI para besADavI yogya che." thaI gayuM. bAlavidhavA banavAthI te jaze. dharma anuSThAnamAM vyasta rahevAthI tuM emAM badhA sammata thayA. rAjagAdI para bhayabhIta banI gaI. nirAdhAra banyAnuM sArI rIte brahmacarya paNa pALI zakIza. tArI AvyA pachI paNa te aNizuddha brahmacaryanuM jaTaluM duHkha nahotuM, tenA karatAM anekagaNuM citta dharmAnuSThAnamAM parovAI jaze.'' nuM pAlana karatI hatI. tethI tenI kIrti dareka du:kha tene AjIvana brahmacarya pALavAnI rukmiNIe pitAzrInA vacanone dizAomAM vyApI. asamarthatAmAM lAgyuM. te agnimAM kUdI mAnya rAkhI vicAro badalyA. te divase jaI bhasma thaI javAnI taiyArI karavA divase vadhune vadhu dharma sAdhanA karavA lAgI. rukmiNInA brahmacaryapAlananI khyAti lAgI. tyAre teNInA pitAzrIe teNIne tema ja brahmacaryanA guNono paNa vikAsa cAre bAju prasarI gaI. brahmacarya guNathI samajAvyuM ke, ''agnimAM baLIne bhasma karavA lAgI. A gaNanA pratApe tenI AkarSAIne eka brahmacaryapremI buddhizALI thavAmAM AtmahatyAnuM pApa lAge che, yazogAthA gAmaDe gAmaDe pahoMcI gaI. yuvaka, zIlasannAha jenuM nAma hatuM, te AtmahatyAthI mahAna durgati paNa thAya che. eTalAmAM tenA pitAnuM mRtyu thaI gayuM. te maMtrI pada mATe Avyo. tene manamAM thayuM hatyA karanArAo to jIvanamAM prAyazcita vakhate keTalAka maMtrIoe vicAra karyo ke, cAlane, bharaNa poSaNa paNa thaze ane eka laI zuddha thaI jAya che. temaja AtmahatyA rAjAne putra nathI, tethI rAjyAbhiSeka kono guNiyala AtmAnI sevAno paNa lAbha karavAthI koI zuddha thaI zakatuM nathI ane karIe ? keTalAka mahAamAtyonuM evuM maLaze. tene maMtrI pada maLI gayuM. ' For Personal & Private Use Only

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/UCUt Coe tt| rukmiNInI daSTi maMtrIsabhAmAM zIlasannAha maMtrI upara sthira thaI gaI. eka divasa rAjasabhAmAM zIlasannAha maMtrI beTho hato. rAjasiMhAsana para beThelI rukmiNI cAre bAju dRSTi nAkhavA mAMDI. eTalAmAM yauvana ane lAvaNya jenA aMge aMgamAM vikasI gayuM hatuM, evA zIlasannAha maMtrI upara najara paDatAM ja tyAM dRSTi sthira thaI gaI. aho ! ATaluM badhuM A mAnavInuM rUpa che ! are ! yauvana chalakAI rahyuM che ! evA manamAM kuvicAra - cAlu thayA ane dRSTimAM vikAra AvI gayo. For Personal & Private Use Only wwhalibrary.org

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to sex is the st see the ' S S SS Re to sis. te , 8 ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? zIlasannAtha maMtrInI hAjarImAM vicArazIla rAja koLIo letAMja saMdezavAhaka doDato AvIne roke che. Jan Education International For Personal & Private Use Only

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che je karamAya nA...24 zIlasannAha tarata ja vastu te zIlasannAha maMtrI vicArasAra nAmanA bIjA rAjA pAse gayo. tyAM maMtrIpadanI sthitine samajI jaI vicAra karavA nokarI mATe mAMgaNI karI. aneka parIkSA karyA pachI vicArasAra rAjAe kahyuM ke, "tamArI lAgyo "aho ! huM to cAre bAju buddhinI parIkSA pachI amane vizvAsa che ke tame maMtrIpadanuM sthAna barAbara zobhAvI zakazo. prasiddhi pAmelI eka brahmacAriNInI paraMtu vizeSa vizvAsa ane khAtarI mATe ja have pUchavuM che ke tame pahelAM koI paNa rAjAnI sevA sevAmAM Avyo hato. are ! ahIM karI hoya, to tenuM nAma batAvo." teNe javAba Apyo ke, "mApha karajo, huM nAma nahi pANImAM ja agni bhabhUkI uThyo ? batAvI zake. kAraNa ke tenuM nAma letAM ja hAthamAM lIdhelo koLIyo paNa choDavo paDe.'' kyAM javuM? dhikkAra ho A rAjAe kahyuM ke, "tame A zuM bolI rahyA cho ? zuM koInuM nAma levA mAtrathI koLIo choDI kAmavAsanAne ! zuM A kAmAgnimAM devo paDe ? gappA to nathI mArI rahyA ne ! lo hamaNAM ja bhojana maMgAvu .'' ema kahI mAre basmIbhUta thavuM ? nA, nA, game bhojanano thALa maMgAvyo. hAthamAM koLIo laIne zIlasannAhane kahyuM ke, "bolo have te tyAM jaIza. paraMtu mAre ahIM to rAjAnuM nAma bolo." tyAre zIlasannAhe 'rUkmiNI' A pramANe nAmanuM uccAraNa karyuM ke, te rahevuM ja nathI. zI khabara kyAre ja vakhate eka saMdezavAhake AvIne rAjAne kahyuM ke, "rAjan ! cAlo, jaldI cAlo, zatruoe eno. kAmAgni mArA Atmadehane rAjya para AkramaNa karyuM che ane bhayaMkara sthiti UbhI thaI gaI che. ApaNI senA pIchehaTha - bALIne bhaDathuM karI mUkaze ? mArA karI rahI che, hArajItano savAla Ubho thaI gayo che, Apa jaldI padhAro." AlAno bharaDo le, enI pahelAM rAjAe tarata ja hAthamAM rahelo koLIyo pAcho thALImAM mUkyo ane yuddha ja huM cAlyo jAuM bIjA rAjyamAM.'' ema vicArI rAjya mATe prayANa karyuM. zIlasannAha paNa sAthe gayo. yuddharekhA upara rAjAne rokIne zIlasannAhe choDIne te cAlyo gayo. yuddhabhUmimAM praveza karyo ke tarata ja tene mAravA mATe zatru-sainiko sAme AvavA lAgyA. zIlasannAhanA brahmacarya pratye anurAganA kAraNe teone (zatru sainikone) zAsanadevIe turata ja khaMbhita karI dIdhA ane AkAzavANI karI ke brahmacaryamAM Asakta zIlasannAhane namaskAra ho" ema kahI devatAe zIlasannAha upara puSpavRSTi karI. Ternal

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A vAkya sAMbhaLI zIlasannAha vicAra karavA lAgyo. teTalAmAM to tene avadhijJAna utpanna thayuM. | brahmacaryano prema paNa AtmAne AvI uccakakSAe pahoMcADI zake che, to jIvanabhara brahmacarya sAthe saMyama pALIe. to kevuM adbhuta utthAna thAya !!! ItyAdi, vairAgyabhAvamAM AvI zIlasannAhe tyAM ja dIkSA lIdhI. zIlasannAhamuni vihAra karatAM karatAM eka vakhata kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM AvyA. tyAM rukimaNI vaMdana karavA AvI. ane udhAnamAM dezanA sAMbhaLI. dezanA sAMbhaLavAthI tenA romeromamAM vairAgyabhAvanI jhanajhanATI UbhI thaI. 'dila sarovaramAM vairAgyabhAvanI bharatI AvavA lAgI. teNIe samagra saMsArano tyAga karI cAritra svIkAryuM. - ghaNA varSo pachI zIlasannAha AcArya thayA. tyArabAda rukmiNI sAdhvI paNa vihAra karatAM e AcAryanI pAse AvI ane kahevA lAgI ke, "mAre anazana karavuM che." AcAryazrIe kahyuM ke, "anazana karatA pahelAM AlocanA karIne AtmAne halako banAvavI joIe. jethI sadgati ane mokSanI prApti thAya.' | AlocanAzuddhi karyA vagara hajAra varSano paNa karelo tapa niSphaLa jAya che. teNIe AlocanA kahevAnI zarUAta zIlasanA loca karI dIkSA le che. karI. aneka prakAranI hiMsA, asatya, corI AdinI Jain Education Internet www.ainelibrary.org

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jo je karamAya [l,,,26 "A AcAryazrI to mArA pApane jANe che. have emanI AgaLa huM jo svIkAra karuM, to tuccha ane halakaTa gaNAIza. paraMtu have mArA mahattvanuM rakSaNa zI rIte karuM?'' mohanIyakarmanA udayathI potAnuM mahattva ane ahatva jALavavA teNIe vAta pheravIne uttara Apyo ke, "e to meM maMtrInA sattvanI parIkSA karavA mATe tenA para dRSTi pheMkI hatI." A rIte pApa chUpAvyuM ane zuddha AlocanA na AlocanA kahI dIdhI. kahI. tethI teNInA eka lAkha bhava thayA. paraMtu rAjadarabAramAM thayela ApanA pApanI AlocanA have vicAra karo ke, aneka prakAranA pApothI AlocanA karavA chatAM jo kahI nahi. AcAryazrIe ApaNe eka paNa pApanI AlocanA chUpAvI daIzuM, to razmiNInI jema judI judI rIte pApa yAda ApaNI AlocanA zuddha nahi ja thAya. paraMtu pApa yAda karavA chatAM yAda na karAvA ane AlocanA Ave, to chevaTe ema kahevuM ke meM AnA karatAM ghaNAM pApo karyA che, oha guruvarya ! karA paDavA prayatna karyo. teNIe keTalAM to yAda ja nathI AvatAM. tethI je pApo ajANatA rahI gayA hoya to, tenuM bIjI navA navA hiMsA Adi paNa prAyazcita svIkAravA taiyAra chuM, te badhAno 'micchAmi dukkaDaM.' pApo yAda karIne AlocanA umarthI mUDhamaNa kirIyamita saMbhAI ja, je ya na saMbharAmi, micchAmi duess tassa III. kI. chevaTe AcAryazrIe arthAtu he tAraka gurUdeva ! huM ajJAna ane mUDhamanavALo chuM, mane keTaluM yAda karI sAdhvIjIne kahyuM ke, "rAja rahe ? tethI je yAda na hoya, teno micchAmi dukkaDaM. darabAramAM koI vyakti 2 kheDUta jU mArI... upara AMkhathI vikAramaya daSTi pheMkIne pApa karyuM hoya, pApanI bhayaMkaratA koI kAma para AdhAra rAkhatI nathI. paraMtu jIvanA to tenI AlocanA karI AMtarika pariNAmo upara AdhAra rAkhe che. tIvra pariNAmavALA eka kheDUte levI joIe." rumiNI bAvaLIyAnA kAMTAthI jU mArI nAMkhI. tenI AlocanA na lIdhI, to te kheDUtane - sAdhvIjI samajI = gayA ke, sAta vAra zULI (phAMsI) upara caDhavuM paDyuM. Use Ohly www.ny.

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3 rajA sAdhvIjIe kAyuM pANI vAparyuM gara jaja sAdhvIjI ane bIjA sAdhvIjIo kAcu pANI pIe che, phakta eka ja sAdImAM ukALela pANI pIe che. rajA sAdhvIjIne koDha roga thaI gayo. eka sAdhvIjIe teNIne pUchyuM ke, "A roga tamane zI rIte | thayo?'' tyAre teNIe kahyuM ke, "ukALela acitta pANI pIvAthI garamInA kAraNe A roga thayo che. tIvrabhAvathI asatya bolyuM ane potAnI vAstavika hakIkata chupAvI. vAstavamAM azAtAvedanIyakarmanA udayathI ane mIThAI Adi khAvAthI pAcana kriyA bagaDI javAthI ajIrNamAMthI A roga Ubho thayo hato. potAnA vaDIla sAdhvI pAsethI A rIte javAba maLavAthI bIjA sAdhvIjIoe paNa acitta pANI pIvAnuM choDI dIdhuM.

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jo je kamAya nA...28 eka sAdhvIjIe mana makkama rAkhIne dRDhatA rAkhI. bhagavAnanA zAsananI zraddhA ulasI rahI hatI. tethI te bIjA teNIe vicAra karyo ke arihaMta bhagavAnano saMyama mArga ja sAdhvIjIone aneka rIte samajAvatI. paraMtu koDha roganA bhayanA evo che, ke jenuM pAlana karavAthI roga Ave ja nahIM, roga kAraNe bIjA sAdhvIjI samajatA nahotA. tethI te nAnA sAdhvIjIne to asamAdhinuM kAraNa che. roga Ave ke vadhe enAthI khUba pazcAtApa thayo ke "are prabhu ! meM anAdeya nAmakarma Adi arapAdhi thAya. te asamAdhine protsAhana maLe, evuM kevA azubhakarma bAMdhyA haze ke jethI sAcI vAta samajAvavAM chatAM bhagavAna batAve ja kema ? teNInA lohInA TIpe TIpAmAM paNa A sAdhvIjIo samajatA nathI'. A pramANe pazcAtApa ane svAtmaniMdA karatAM karatAM ane kAyotsarga Adi ArAdhanA karatAM te nAnA sAdhvIjIne kevalajJAna thayuM. tyAra pachI devadevIoe kevalajJAnIno mahimA karavA mATe AvyA. bIjA sAdhvIjIone thayuM ke arara ! ame moTI bhUla karI che. tethI kevalajJAnI pAse AlocanA karI prAyazcita laI zuddha banyA. paraMtu rajjo sAdhvI AlocanA vagara marIne anaMtabhava karanArI banI. tethI AlocanA kahI prAyazcita levuM joIe. kAyuM pANI na pInAra sAdhvIjIne kevalajJAna thayuM ane deva devIo AvyA. F aination For Persona Puvate use Only www.ainelibrary.org

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kapIla marIcino ziSya banI namaskAra kare che. marIci tridaMDIka kulamada thI nArya che. RSabhadeva bhagavAna pAse bharata cakravartInA putra marIcie dIkSA lIdhI. tyAra bAdI duHkha sahana karavAmAM nirbaLa banavAthI tridaMDika veza dhAraNa karyo. A pramANe cAritrano tyAga karI te dezavirati pAlana karavA lAgyA. thoDA pANIthI nahAvuM, vilepana karavuM, pAvaDIo paheravI, chatra rAkhavuM vagere karavA lAgyA. eka vakhata bharata mahArAjAe samavasaraNamAM bhagavAna RSabhadevane pUchayuM ke, ahIM koI evo jIva che, je bhaviSyamAM tIrthakara banaze.'' tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM ke, "tamAro putra marIci A bharatakSetramAM prathama vAsudeva mahAvidehamAM cakravartI ane bharatakSetramAM chellA tIrthaMkara thaze." For Personal & Private Use Only

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jo je ramAya nA...30 marIci ane ahaMkAra tathA usUtra... A sAMbhaLIne bharata cakravartI marIcine vaMdana karavA gayA. vaMdana karIne kahyuM ke, "meM tamArA vezane vaMdana nathI karyo, paraMtu tame bharatakSetramAM prathama vAsudeva ane mahAvidehamAM cakravartI thaI bharatakSetramAM chellA tIrthakara thazo. tethI vaMdana karyA che." vaMdana karIne bharata cakravartI to cAlyA gayA. paraMtu marIcine manamAM ahaMkAra Ubho thayo. aho ! amAruM kuLa keTaluM uttama! prathama tIrthaMkara amArA kuLamAM RSabhadeva thayA! prathama cakravartI paNa amArA ja kuLamAM mArA pitAzrI bharata thayA ane prathama vAsudeva paNa huM ja thavAno chuM. aho! amAre kaLa keTaluM uttama ! ema manamAM kaLano ahaMkAra lAvI nAcavA lAgyA. tethI tema karma bAMdhyuM. tenI AlocanA lIdhI nahi. tethI te nIcagotranI sthiti lagabhaga eka koDAkoDI sAgaropamAM sudhI, eTale ke bhagavAna mahAvIranA chellA bhava sudhI cAlI. tyArabAda, eka vakhata jyAre kapila rAjakumAra dIkSA levA taiyAra thayo, tyAre marIcie kahyu ke, "AdinAtha prabhu pAse dIkSA lyo." te vakhate kapile kahyuM ke, "zuM tyAM ja dharma che ? tamArI pAse dharma nathI." tyAre marIcie vicAra karyo ke A mArA yogya ja ziSya maLyo che ane bImArI AdimAM eka ziSyanI jarUra paNa che. tethI te asatya vacana bolyo ke, "are kapila ! dharma tyAM paNa che ane ahIM paNa che." A asatya vacana usUtra hatuM. kAraNa ke tridaMDIpaNAmAM dharma nahoto. te ziSya banI gayo. A asatya vacana (usUtra)nI marIcie AlocanA na karI, to tIrthaMkaranA AtmAno paNa eka koDAkoDI sAgaropama jeTalo saMsAra vadhI gayo. janadarzane koInA ya pApano bacAva karyo nathI. badhAnI jIvanakitAba khullI mUkI dIdhI che. A vAMcyA pachI, gRhasthaNAmAM paNa dharma che ane sAdhupaNAmAM paNa dharma che, evuM bolAi jAya enI khAsa sAvadhAnI rAkhavI, anyathA saMsAra vadhI jaze. Jan Education International For Personal & Private Use Only w ine bar og

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thaI 5 AkumAranuM daSTAMta, abhayakumAre mitratAnA kAraNe AdrakumArane tIrthakara bhagavAnanI mUrti mokalI hatI, tenA ciMtanamAM jAtismaraNa thayuM. temAM sAdhujIvanamAM karelI bhUlanuM dazya joyuM. in Education International For Personal & Private Use Only www.janabra

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jo je kramAya nA...32 pUrvabhavamAM ArdrakumAra somAditya nAme brAhmaNa hato. tenI patnInuM nAma baMdhumatI hatuM. eka vAra vairAgyabhAvamAM AvIne teNe potAnI patnInI sAthe AcAryadevazrI susthitasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nI pAse dIkSA lIdhI. tyAra bAda potAnI bhUtapUrva patnI sAdhvIjIne gocarI levA jatAM joI pahelAnI kAmakrIDAnuM smaraNa thaI gayuM. kharekhara ! kevI bhayaMkara che vAsanA ! sAdhupaNuM svIkAryA pachI paNa te vAsanA bhaDakavA lAgI. jema jema divaso pasAra thavA lAgyA, tema tema sneha vadhavA lAgyo. baMdhumatI sAdhvIjIne A vAtanI khabara paDI ke, "munirAjazrI mArA nimitte roja pApa bAMdhI rahyA che, tethI anazana karI jIvanano aMta lAvI dauM, jethI mArA nimitte emane to pApa na baMdhAya," ema bhAvadayA ciMtavI potAnI guruNInI anumati laI anAna karI zubhabhAvamAM kALa karI te sAdhvIjI devalokamAM gayA. jyAre somAditya munine khabara paDI ke teNIe A kAraNe anazana karI dehatyAga karyo che, tyAre somAditya munine ghaNuM ja duHkha lAgyuM. arara ! sAdhvIjInI keTalI hiMmata ane kevuM balidAna ! mArA saMyama jIvananI rakSA mATe potAnA dehanuM balidAna ! ane huM ke che haTha ke bhAvathI vratabhaMga karyo ! ane eka sAdhvIjInA kALadharma (mRtyu) no nimitta banyo ! mArA jevA pApIne jIvavAno ya zuM adhikAra che ? e pApone nAza karavA anazana svIkArI lauM. A rIte vicAra karIne anazana karyuM ane marIne devalokamAM gayo. paraMtu mohanIya karmanA udayathI AlocanA-prAyazcita lIdhuM nahotuM. tethI devalokamAM AyuSya pUrNa karIne tene anArya dezamAM janma levo paDyo, jyAM dharmano akSara pA sAMbhaLavA na maLe. zreNIka rAjA ane ArdrakumAranA pitAne maitrI saMbaMdho hatA. e saMbaMdhonA kAraNe kiMmatI upahAronI levaDadevaDa thatI rahetI. abhayakumAranI sAthe mitratAno saMbaMdha bAMdhavA ArdrakumAre bheTa mokalI. bhavya jIva che ema samajI dharmamAM joDavA mATe abhayakumAre AdIzvara bhagavAnanI pratimA, eka peTImAM padharAvIne bheTa tarIke anAryadezamAM mokalI. ne sadezamAM kahevaDAvyuM ke, "A peTI ekAntamAM kholazo." ratnamayI prabhupratimAnA darzana karavAthI pUrvabhavamAM virAdhita karelAM sAdhujIvananuM smaraNa thavAthI tene vairAgyabhAva Avyo. Jan Education international For Personal & Private Use Only

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33...jo je mArA nA ArdrakumAre dIkSA levAno saMkalpa karyo. mAtApitA pAse AryadezamAM javAnI AjJA mAMgI. mohavaza mAtApitAe kaDakAIthI sApha InkAra karyo. te bhAgI na jAya te mATe rAjAe pAMcaso subhaTonI goThavaNa karI dIdhI. ArdrakumAra ke A paristhitine kaida tarIke gaNavA lAgyo. teNe dhIre dhIre vartana-vANInI miThAsathI 500 subhaTono vizvAsa keLavI lIdho. avasara joI eka divasa te ghoDA para besIne anAryadezamAMthI ravAnA thaI gayo. samudramAM jahAjamAM besI, AryadezamAM AvIne dIkSA laI lIdhI. jo ke te vakhate devavANI thaI ke, "are ArdrakumAra ! tArA bhogAvalI karma bAkI che.'' paNa bhAvollAsathI teNe devavANI sAMbhaLI na sAMbhaLI karI dIdhI. cAritra laIne muni gAme gAma vicaravA lAgyA. eka vakhata Ardra muni vasaMtapura nagaramAM AvyA ane udyAnamAM kAussage rahyA. tyAM bAlikAo ramavA AvI. ramata ramatamAM, bAlikAo tyAM udyAnamAM thAMbhalA pakaDIne kahetI, A mAro pati che.'' zrImatI nAmanI bAlikAe (je pUrvabhavamAM patnI hatI) ajANatAM staMbhanI jema sthira rahela Ardramunine aDIne kahyuM," A mAro pati che". pachI tarata khabara paDI ke A to muni che. pUrvabhavanA saMskAranA kAraNe ghoSaNA karI ke, "jo huM lagna karIza, to A muni sAthe ja karIza. Use Only Dad PPERTYRENES anArya dezamAMthI ArdrakumAra dIkSA mATe bhAgIne sthaLamArga ane jaLamArgathI Arya dezamAM AvyA.

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jo je karamAya nA...34 anyathA kuMvArI rahIza.'' devoe 12.5 lAkha sonaiyAnI vRSTi karI. putrI zrImatI ane te dhana laI tenA pitA potAnA gAmamAM gayA. muni anyatra vihAra karI gayA. kramazaH kanyA moTI thaI, tyAre tenA pitA vara zodhavA lAgyA. tyAre teNI e potAno dRDha nizcaya batAvyo ke muni sivAya koInI sAthe te lagna nahi kare. tethI gAmamAM AvatAM munione gocarI vahorAvavA pitAe teNIne kahyuM. 12 varSa pachI te ja muni AvyA. padacihnathI munine teNIe oLakhI lIdhA. zrImatIe tenA paga pakaDI lIdhA. zreSThI ane rAjAe tenA upara ghaNuM dabANa karyuM. devavANIne yAda karIne teNInI sAthe lagna karavA Ardra munie svIkRti ApI. lagna thayA. paNa tenuM dila udAsa rahetuM hatuM. cAritrane jhaMkhatuM hatuM. tene putra thayo. gRhastha paNA nA 12 varSa pachI eka divasa prabaLa puruSArtha karI teNe dIkSA levAno saMkalpa dRDhatApUrvaka teNIne jaNAvyo. zrImatI udAsa banIne reMTiyo kAMtavA lAgI. chokaro ramIne ghare Avyo ane pUchyuM ke, "mA~, tuM reMTiyo kema kAMte che?'' mAtA zrImatIe kahyuM ke, "tArA pitAzrI dIkSA levAnA che.'' bALake sutaranA dhAgAthI pitAzrInA be pagane 12 AMTA mArI dIdhA ane totaDI bhASAmAM kahyuM ke, "have kevI rIte dIkSA levA jazo? meM to tamane bAMdhI dIdhA che.'' ArdramuninuM hRdaya bALavacanathI pIgaLI gayuM. teNe AMTA gaNyA, to bAra thayA. tethI bIjA 12 varSa gRhastha avasthAmAM rahyA. putra thavAthI pharIthI cAritra laIne ArdrakumAra muni banyA. bIjI bAju 500 subhaTo je ArdrakumArane gotavA AryadezamAM AvyA hatA, te rAjAnA bhayathI pAchA anAryadezamAM na gayA. ahIM ja corI vagere karavA lAgyA. eka divasa teo Ardramunine vihAramAM bhegA thayA. munie temane upadeza ApI dIkSA ApI. tyAra bAda magadhadezamAM 500 munio sAthe padhAryA. utkRSTa sAdhanA karI Ardramuni mokSamAM gayA. AlocanA na lIdhI, tethI anArtha dezamAM janma ane dIkSA lIdhA pachI 24 varSa gRhasthavAsamAM rahevuM paDyuM. mATe ApaNe zuddha AlocanA lai levI joie. For Perscial & Private Use Only *

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35. jo je karamArA nA jaNe kahyuM ke "amane vagADatA AvaDatuM nathI.. 6 metArajamuni ane nIcagotra tathA durlabhabodhipaNa... pachI bannee kahyuM ke, "tamAre mallayuddha karavuM paDaze." banne jaNe muninI sAthe mallayuddha karavA / ujana nagaramAM municaMdra nAmano rAjA rAjya lAgyA, mallayuddha karatAM munie bannenA hADakA karato hato. temanA moTA bhAI sAgaracaMdra saMsAra tyajI sAMdhAomAMthI utArI dIdhA. sajA rUpe bannenA badhA dIkSA lIdhI hatI. rAjAno putra ane purohita putra sAMdhAomAMthI hADakA utArIne sAgaracaMdramuni tyAMthI sovastika banne ghaNA ja ucchaMkhala banI gayA hatA. koI cAlyA gayA. banne chokarAo rADo pADavA lAgyA. rAjAe paNa sAdhu munirAja tyAM Ave, to temane laI jatAne sipAhIo pAse sAdhu bhagavaMtanI tapAsa karAvI. tyAre gAma herAna karatA, phaTakA mArIne nRtya karAvatA. tethI munioe bahAra muni dhyAnamAM UbhelA che, ema sipAhIoe kahyuM. tyAre A vAta sAgaracaMdra munine kahI. sAgaracaMdramunie A vAta rAjA tyAM gayo. tyAM joyuM, to potAnA sAMsArika bhAI hatA. barAbara sAMbhaLI. temane thayuM ke, jo ujjaina nagaramAM rAjAe kahyuM ke, "are gurudeva ! A zuM karyuM ?' munie rAjAne kahyuM sAdhu-munirAja jatA baMdha thaze, to loko dharmathI vimukha ke, "are rAjan ! zuM ApanA kulamAM munione mAravAno anyAya thaI durgatimAM jaze. evI bhAvadayAthI te vihAra karI thAya ? ATalA divaso sudhI saMghanI vAta te na svIkArI ane have ujana AvyA. gocarI mATe rAjamahelamAM gayA. rAjaputra putrane sAjo karavA mATe Aje vinaMti karavA ahIM AvyA cho ? are ane purohitaputre nRtya karavA Adi mATe khuba dabANa karyu rAjan ! te AvA mahAmunionA thatAM apamAna Adi calAvI ane kahyuM ke, "ame pote phaTakA mArIne ghaNAne nRtyAdi | lIdhA, e kharekhara moTI bhUla karI che." rAjAe munine kahyuM ke, karAvyA che." A pramANe banne yuvAnoe dharmanI avahelanA "A kumAro bALaka kahevAya. emanI bhUlane kSamA karo. have tevI karI che, ema jANI temane sudhAravA mATe sAgaracaMdra | bhUla nahi kare." munie kahyuM ke, "cAritradhArI AtmAone munie temane kahyuM ke, "nacAvavA mATe vagADanAra joIe. satAvIne emaNe bhayaMkara cAritra mohanIya karma bAMdhyuM che, tethI ane jo vagADanAra bhUla kare, to mAro pitto phATI jAya che, jo banne cAritra grahaNa kare, to bannenA hADakAo caDAvI te vakhate sajA karIza to svIkAra karavI paDaze. tyAre banne ApuM, anyathA te banne potAnA pApanuM phaLa pote bhogave." Main Education intematonal For Personal & Pavale Use Only www.jautra.

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jo je kamAya nA...36 rAjA munine namaskAra karI putra pAse Avyo ane kahevA lAgyo ke, "are putro ! e muni tamArA sAMsArika kAkA che. tame sAdhuone khuba ja herAna karyA che, tethI tamane A daMDa karyo che. jo dIkSA lezo, to hADakAM caDhAvaze, anyathA tamArI meLe pIDAI pIDAIne marI jazo.'' A sAMbhaLI banne chokarAoe parANe kabulAta karI ke ame dIkSA laIzuM. munie AvIne hADakA caDAvyA, ane banne chokarAoe dIkSA lIdhI. cAritranI zuddha ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. purohita putra brAhmaNakuLano hovAthI maLa ane malIna vastronI teNe dugaMcchA karI. A pramANe durgaMcyA karavAthI prathama guNasthAnake AvI nIcagotrano baMdha karyo. temaja eka vakhata A ja munine vicAra Avyo ke gurumahArAje parANe dIkSA ApI che, te barAbara nathI karyuM, e rIte upakArI guruno doSa joyo, te vicArathI durlabhabodhinuM karma baMdhAI gayu. tyArabAda te munie banne doSonI AlocanA na lIdhI. pApa emanuM ema akabaMdha rahI gayuM. te banne cAritra pALI devalokamAM gayA. purohita putre malIna vastronI durgaMcchA karavAthI nIcagotra bAMdheluM hova thI devalokanuM AyuSya pUrNa karI eka caMDAlaNanI kukSImAM tenuM cyavana thayuM. || eka zeThANIne marelA baccAo janamatA hatA. tethI teNInuM mana atyaMta khi rahetuM hatuM. caMDAlaNIe teNIne khinnatAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM tyAre teNIe kahyuM ke, 'mAre marelA saMtAna janme che. eka paNa putrane vAtsalya ApI zakI nathI.' caMDAlaNIe kahyuM ke, "mAre putra ja janme che.' tethI zeThANIe kahyuM ke, 'tane sonAmahora ApIza. janma vakhate ApaNe pa para saMtAnane badalAvI daIzuM.' A pramANe, nakkI thayA pachI janma vakhate paraspara adalo badalo karyo. tenu nAma metAraja ApI dIdhuM. ahIM vicAravAnuM e che ke eka vakhata thayela durgaMcchAe metArajanA jIvane caMDAlanA gharamAM janma ApI dIdho. 1) sAgaracaMdra muni rAjaputra ane purohita putranA sAMdhAo utArI cAlyA gayA. 2) rAjA gAma bahAra muni pAsa gayo. For Personal & Pate Use Only

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37...jo je karamAya nA 'ITE metAraka muni gharamAM gocarI jatA pAchaLa joyuM to pakSI ja vaLAtuM hatuM. pahelA doSanI jo AlocanA lIdhI hota, to zuddha thaI jAta ane caMDAlanA gharamAM sonIye vAghara muninA mAthA para bAMdhI naDake munine besADayA. utpanna thavAnI A paristhiti UbhI na thAta. te have zeThanA ghare AnaMdathI moTo thavA 12 varSa pachI pharIthI deva tene pratibodha che lAgyo. tenA jIve devalokamAM mitradevane karavA Avyo, tyAre paNa te karmanA pratijJA karAvI hatI ke, "tuM mane daMDA mArIne kAraNe 12 varSanI mudata strIo pAse che paNa dIkSA apAvaje." dhIre dhIre metAraja maMgAvI. pachI te karma halakuM thavAthI yuvAvasthAmAM Avyo. tenA vevizALa 8 pratibodha pAmI cAritra lIdhuM. keTaloka zreSThI kanyAo sAthe thayA. lagnanI taiyArI samaya gayA bAda metAraja muni thatI hatI. tyAre deve avadhijJAnathI A badhu mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe sonInA ghare jANyuM ane te mitrane samajAvavA Avyo. gocarI gayA. paNa pUrvanAM bAMdhela karmanA udayathI ! dharmalAbha sAMbhaLIne sonI potAnuM ! sonIe potAnA sthAne AvIne durlabhabodhi thaI gayo hovAthI te samajyo ! kAma choDI ubho thayo. te zreNika rAjA joyuM, to sonAnA java dekhANo nahi. nahi. tethI lagnanA varaghoDAmAM caMDAla rUpa mATe sonAnA 108 java ghaDato hato. sonIne zaMkA thaI ke muni ja laI gayA karI deve lagnamAM bhaMgANa pADyuM. tyArabAda munine gocarI vahorAvavA rasoDAmAM laI haze. tethI te muni pAse Avyo. vAraMvAra metArajanI AjIjIthI ATha zreSThionI | gayo. pAchaLa krAMca pakSI tyAM AvI sarva ! pUchavA chatAM jIvadayAnA vicArathI munie kanyA ane 9mI zreNika rAjAnI putrI java caNI gayo. munie java caNatAM javAba na Apyo, anyathA krauMca pakSI te rAja kanyA sAthe lagna karAvyA. paNa pakSIne joI lIdhuM. pakSI uDIne uMce cIrIne sonAra java kADhI leta. sonIne durlabhabodhi karmano udaya hovAthI te pratibodha : besI gayuM. muni gocarI vahorI bahAra ! krodhamAM AvI vAdhara (bhInuM cAmaDuM) mAthA na pAmyo ane 12 varSanI mudata mAMgI. nIkaLI gayA. upara bAMdhI munine taDakAmAM rAkhI dI. www.ainelibrary.org

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che je kamAya [ 138 7 yitraka ane saMbhUti caMsia banyA.. - taDakAnA kAraNe cAmaDuM sukAvavAthI mAthAnI naso kheDatA lAgI. muninA netramAMthI DoLA nIkaLI paDyA, lohI vahevA mAMDyuM. hADakAo tUTavA mAMDyA. munie roSa na karatAM samatA rAkhI ane kevaLajJAna meLavyuM. muni mokSe gayA. te sama, lAkaDAno bhAro paDavAnA avAjathI gabharAine krAMca pakSIe viSTA karI jemAM java nIkaLI gayA. A joI vastusthiti jANI sonI bhaya pAmyo ke A to rAjAnA bhUtapUrva jamAI hatA. meM nirdoSa te muninuM khUna karyuM kahevAya. rAjA bhayaMkara sajA karaze. tethI bha. mahAvIrasvAmI pAse jaI dIkSA lIdhI. AlocanA laI sadgatimAM gayo. gurunA doSa jovAnI AlocanA laI lIdhI hota, to metAraja durlabhabodhi na banata ane dugacchAnI AlocanA lIdhI hota, to caMDalane tyAM janma na thAta, uccakulamAM janma thata. AvI viMTabaNAono te zikAra na banata, AvuM jANI ApaNe gurunA doSa jovAnI AlocanA tarata ja laI levI joIe. jaMgalamAM eka muni pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. rasto bhUlI javAthI grISmaRtumAM baporanA samaye bebhAna thaIne jamIna para paDI gayA. gAyo carAvavA mATe AvelA cAra govALIyAoe A dRzya dUrathI joyuM. tethI najIka AvyA. muni bebhAna hatA. hoTha vagere sukAI gayA hatA. tenA uparathI tRSAnuM anumAna karI teoe gAya dohIne moDhAmAM dUdha reDyuM. tethI munizrI bhAnamAM AvyA. tyAra pachI thoDA samaya bAda munizrIe te cAreyane saMsArarUpa jaMgalamAM ApaNo AtmA bhaTakI rahyo che. te duHkhathI pAra UtaravA mATe eka mAtra cAritra dharma che, e pramANe bodha Apyo. cAreya jaNAe pratibodha pAmI cAritra lIdhuM, temAMthI be AtmAo to e ja bhavamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSe gayA. For Personal & Pevale Use Only

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39...jo je karamAya nA zeSa be munine eka vicAra Avyo ke, "snAna karyA vagara to zuddhi zI rIte thAya ? zuM AvA melA melA kapaDA rAkhavA." A pramANe dugacchA karavAthI emane nIca gotra karma baMdhAI gayuM. AlocanA lIdhA vagara kALa karI kramathI pUrve baMdhAyela nIcagotranA udayathI caMDALa kuLamAM citraka ane saMbhUti tarIke utpanna thayA. mATe AlocanA jarUra be muniomAMthI saMbhUti munine vaMdana karatAM karatAM cakavartI sanaskumAranI paTTarANInA mAthAnA vALanI laTa aDI jatAM munie niyANa karyuM. levI joIe. yuvAna avasthAmAM bannene surIlo kaMTha hovAthI loko temanA saMgItamAM masta banI jatA hatA. gIta saMgItanA rasIka banelA bahenonA paNa ToLe ToLA AvatAM hatAM. bhaviSyamAM anarthanuM kAraNa samajI rAjAe temano deza-nikAla karyo. www.lainelibrary.org

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jo je mAya nA...40 pahADa upara jaI banne kudako mArI Atma-hatyA karavA prayatna karavA lAgyA. eTalAmAM ekAeka munie tyAM AvI temane mAnava-jIvananI mahAnatA samajAvI. tethI banne bhAioe dIkSA lIdhI, gAme gAma vihAra karavA lAgyA. ekavAra banne munio hastinApura AvyA. tyAM mAsakhamaNanA pAraNe banne munio gocarI gayA hatA. tyAre pUrvanA veranuM saMsmaraNa thavAthI cakravartI sanatyumAranA maMtrI namucie potAnA gauravanI rakSA mATe sipAhI pAse gAma bahAra kaDhAvI dIdhA. saMbhUti muni krodhamAM AvI tejAlezyA tenA para mukavA taiyAra thayA, tenA moDhAmAMthI dhumADAnA goTegoTA nIkaLavA mAMDyA. loko gabharAI gayA. sanatkumAra cakravartIe muni pAse mAphI mAMgI. maMtrIne paNa page paDAvyo. citraka munie saMbhUti munine khUba samajAvyA, tyAre saMbhUti munie badhAne kSamA to ApI, paNa banne munie vicAra karyo, ke A dehanA nimite kaSAyo Adi karavA paDe che, mATe ApaNe banne anazana karI laie. banne munio jaMgalamAM anazana karavA gayA, loko banne munionI khUba khUba prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. e sAMbhaLI sanatkRmAra cakravartInI patnI paTTarANI strIratna sunaMdA eka lAkha bANu hajAra strI parivAra sAthe banne munione vaMdana karavA AvI, vaMdana karatAM-karatAM sunaMdAnA keza saMbhUti muninA page aDI gayA, tenA sparzathI saMbhUti munine atyaMta rAga utpanna thayo ane niyANuM karyu ke "mArA tapa ane saMyamanuM phaLa hoya, to mane strIratna parabhavamAM maLajo,'' citraka munie temane ghaNA samajAvyA. paNa temane AlocanA na lIdhI. paNa kahyuM ke, "meM dRDha manathI niyANuM karyu che, te pharavAnuM nathI. mATe have tuM kazuM kahIza nahi," A sAMbhaLI citraka muni zAMta rahyA, pachI banne munio kALa karI devalokamAM gayA. citrakano jIva tyAMthI purimatAlanagaramAM zreNIkano putra thayo ane saMbhUti munino jIva kAMpipuramAM brahmadatta cakravartI thayo. cakravartI marIne sAtamI narake gayo, jo teNe AlocanA lIdhI hota, to sAtamI narakano anubaMdha na thAta, mATe ApaNe AlocanA jarUra levI joie. For Personal & Private Use Only

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41. je kavi nA IlAcIputra tarIke utpanna thayo. tenI patnIno A pUrvabhavamAM IlAcIputra jIva nIcakuLamAM naTanI putrI tarIke utpannA AlocanA nahotI lIdhI... thayo, kAraNa ke teNIe kuLamadanI AlocanA nahotI lIdhI. IlAcIputranA jIvane pUrvabhavamAM tenI patnI sAdhvI upara moha hato, tenI vasaMtapura nagaramAM agnizarmA nAmano AlocanA nahotI lIdhI. tethI IlAcIputra yuvAna brAhmaNa hato. teNe potAnI patnI uttamakuLamAM utpanna thayela hovA chatAM potAnA 'priyamatInI sAthe cAritra lIdhuM. paraMtu paraspara nagaramAM naTaDIne nAcatI joi tenA para mohita moha tUTayo nahi. tenI (1) agnizarmA muni AlocanA lIdhA vagara marIne devalokamAM gayA. thai gayo. lokalajA choDIne AlocanA nahotI lIdhI. ra) sAdIjha brAjhaNa kulanA hovAthI kulamudathI paga vagere dhovatA zAla karI. devalokamAM gayA. naTaDI sAthe gayo. tethI khAsa tenI bhUtapUrva patnI vicAravAnuM ke pApa karyA pachI, priyamatI sAdhvIjIe eka vakhata brAhmaNakuLanuM AlocanA laI zuddha banavuM ja joIe. abhimAna karyuM hatuM ane zocavAdanA kAraNe IlAcI putre eka divasa naTarAjane kahyuM paga vagere dhotA hatA. tethI nIca gotrakamI ke ''have huM naTa thaI gayo chuM, to mArI sAthe bAMdhya hatuM. tenI AlocanA lIdhA vagara jA naTaDInA lagna karo''. naTarAje kahyuM ke ''tame marI devalokamAM gaI. munine paNa sAdhvIjI rAjA pAsethI InAma meLavo, to tamArI sAthe upara moha hato. tenI AlocanA lIdhA vagara teNInA lagna karAvIza.' tyAra pachI eka kALa karI devalokamAM gayA. tyAMthI kALa karI divasa benAtaTa baMdare kaLA nihALavA rAjAma lApIpatra naTaDIne doraDApara nAcatI joI tenA para mohita thaI gayo. agnizamano jIva IlAvardhana nagaramAM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. naTaDI Dhola vagADavA mAMDI, Jain Education international For Personal & Prale Use Only www.ainelibrary.org

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jo je kamAya nA...42 IlAyIputre doraDA upara nAcavAnI zarUAta karI. lokoe karataba joIne tALIo pADI. harSathI ciciyArIo pADI. paraMtu rAjAnI dRSTi naTaDI upara hatI ane te teNI upara mohita thaI gayo hato. tethI rAjAe tene InAma na ApyuM. pharI bIjI vAra, trIjI vAra khela batAvavA kahyuM. cothI vAra dorA para IlAcIputra caDyo. paNa rAjA naTaDImAM mohita thayo hovAthI te IlAcIputranuM mota Icchato hato, tethI InAma na ApyuM. doraDA upara calA, teNe eka mahelamAM joyuM, to eka padminI strI munine miThAI vahoravAnI | vinaMti kare che ane jitendriya muni AMkhanuM popacuM paNa uMcuM karyA vagara 'nA' 'nA' kahe che. A joI IlAcI putrane potAnI kAmavAsanA upara phiTakAra ane muni para ahobhAva jAgyo. ahobhAva vadhatAM vadhatAM zukladhyAnamAM caDhatAM doraDA upara ja teNe kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. devoe sAdhuveSa ApI vaMdana karyuM. IlAcIputra kevaLIe dezanA ApI. temAM pote trIjA bhavamAM AlocanA na lIdhI ane naTaDInA jIve paNa na lIdhI. tethI A badhI viTaMbaNAo thaI che. te sAMbhaLI naTaDIne jAtismaraNa thayuM. tIvra pazcAtApa thayo ane teNIe paNa kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. 'IlAyIputre dArakA para nAcatAM mahelamAM munine joyA. EaMaaaaa.. fwaledge Dala

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43...jo je ramAya 11 9 kamalazrI kUtarI, vAnarI banI... , zivabhUti ane vasubhUti be bhAIo hatA. zivabhUtinI strI kamalazrI potAnA diyara vasubhUti pratye rAgavALI banI ane teNIe anucita mAMgaNI karI. bhAbhInA AvA anucita vacana sAMbhaLI vasubhUtine thayuM ke ararara ! dhikkAra ho kAma vAsanAne ke je AvI anucita mAMgaNI karAve che. have mAre to A kAmavAsanAne AdhIna banavuM ja nathI. vairAgyabhAvamAM AvI teNe dIkSA lIdhI. kamalazrIne te vAtanI khabara paDI. rAganA udayathI ArtadhyAnamAM vartatI mAnasika ane vAcika pApanI AlocanA lIdhA vagara ja marI gaI ane kUtarI tarIke utpanna thaI. 1) kamalazrIne diyara vasubhUti upara rAga thayo. AlocanA na levAthI mazaH 2) kUtarI 3) vAMdarI 4) haMsI 5) chevaTe vyaMtaradevI banI For Personal & Private Use Only www.ainelibrary.org

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jo je karamAya nA...44 eka vakhata vasubhUti muni gocarI ceSTA karyA karatI. eka vakhata vAMdarInI have te krodhathI dhamadhama karatI munizrIne jaI -hyA hatA. kUtarInI daSTi muni dRSTi cUkAvI munizrI vihAra karI kyAMya mAravA AvI. paraMtu munizrInA tapanA upara paDI ane te pUrvabhavanA rAganA cAlyA gayA. vAMdarI ArtadhyAnathI marIne prabhAvathI mArI na zakI. tethI bIjA aneka kAraNe munizrInA zarIranI chAyA samAna koIka taLAvamAM haMsaNI banI. anukULa upasarga karyA. paraMtu munizrI | sAthe cAlavA lAgI. haMmezA muninI | sAthe kUtarIne joIne loko temane eka vakhata munizrI te taLAva upara potAnA vratamAM dRDha rahyA ane munizrIe kUtara.vALA (zanIpati) mahArAja kahevA zIta pariSaha sahana karavA kAussagga kevalajJAna meLavyuM. badhA lokonI sAme lAgyA. lokonA AvA vacano sAMbhaLI karI rahyA hatA. tyAre temane joIne devInA pUrvabhavonA saMbaMdhonuM varNana karyuM. muni lajita thavA lAgyA. eka divasa haMsaNI avyakta rIte madhura zabda ane - tethI devI samakita pAmI. tyAra bAda mu izrI koIpaNa rIte katarInI draSTi viraha vedanAno avAja karavA lAgI ane vihAra karatAM kramazaH munizrI parama cUvI kyAMya cAlyA gayA. munine na pAse AvIne AliMgana karavA lAgI. sukhanA dhAma rUpa mokSamAM padhAryA. A jotAM te kUtarI ArtadhyAnathI marIne muni zubhadhyAnamAM ja magna rahyA. tyAMthI rIte have vicAravuM joIe ke, "eka ja jaMgalamAM vAnarI banI gaI. dRSTi cukAvI haMsaNIne choDI munizrI gharamAM phakta kharAba dRSTi rAkhavAthI ane vihAra karI gayA. munizrIne na jotAM muni jaMgalamAMthI vihAra karI rahyA enI AlocanA na levAthI keTaluM bhayaMkara hyA haMsaNI marIne vyaMtaranikAyamAM devI tarIke hatA, tyAre vAnarIe te munine joyA pariNAma AvyuM ke traNa traNa bhava sudhI utpanna thaI.. | ane pUrvabhavanA rAganA saMskAranA kAraNe tiryaMcagatimAM janma levo paDyo. ApaNe temanI pAchaLa pAchaLa gaI. loko | virbhAgajJAnathI potAnI sAthe ApaNA jIvanamAM thayela pAponI zuddhi munizrIne vAMdarIvALA mahArAja kahevA munizrIno saMbaMdha jANIne devI vicAra nahi karIe, to ApaNI zI dazA thaze?" lAgyA, jyAre loko te rIte kahetA, karavA lAgI ke, mArA diyare mAruM kahevuM A rIte vicArI ApaNe tarata ja pAponI | tyAre te vAMdarI khuza thatI ane viSayanI mAnyuM nahi. tethI mArA A hAla thayA che. zuddhi karavI joIe. Jain Education national For Personalidate Usa Only A choLa nA

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on linelibrary 1) rAjakumAra rupasena ane rAjakumArI sunaMdAe parasaparavikAramaya daSTithI jI. 7 ) raparsana mAnanI dIvAla paDavAthI nIce dabAIne marI gayo. | .

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jo je kamAya nA...46 10 rupasenanA bhava bagaDyA... pRthvIbhUSaNa nagaramAM kanakadhvaja rAjAnI putrInuM nAma sunaMdA hatuM. rAjakumArI yauvananA AMgaNe AvI UbhI. tenuM rUpa, lAvaNya ane sauMdarya adbhuta hatuM. eka divasa rAjabhavananI sAme pAnavALAnI dukAne baMgadezanA rAjA vasudattano cotho putra rupasena pAna khAvA Avyo. te Ama tema joto hato. eTalAmAM to sunaMdAnI dRSTi tenA para paDatAnI sAthe ja teNInA rome romamAM kAma vyApta thaI gayo. sunaMdAe dAsI dvArA prayatna karyo ke jethI rupasena teNIne jue. A rIte dAsInA prayatnathI sunaMdA ane rupasenanuM dRSTinuM milana thayuM. teNIe dAsI dvArA rupasenane kahevaDAvyuM ke, "tame kaumudI mahotsavanA prasaMge rAjamahelanA pAchaLanA bhAgathI padhArajo." ( kaumudI mahotsavanA divase mAyA-kapaTa karIne sunaMdAe mAthuM duHkhavAnuM bahAnuM kADhyuM ane rAjadarabAramAM potAnI dAsI sAthe rahI gaI. tenA mAtApitA Adi gAma bahAra mahotsava jovA cAlyA gayA. kevI bhayaMkara che A kAma vAsanA ! enA kAraNe jUTha ane mAyA sunaMdAe karI. evI ja rIte rupasena paNa mAyA ane asatyathI bahAnuM kADhI gharamAM rahI gayo ane tenA kuTuMbIone kaumudI mahotsavamAM mokalI dIdhA. - rupasena potAnA gharanA daravAjA para tALu lagAvI sunaMdAne maLavAnA manorathamAM gharamAMthI nIkaLI paDyo. AMkhanA doSathI preraNA pAmIne have kAyAnA doSanA sevananI IcchAthI te manamAM sunaMdAnA rUpa, lAvaNya ane tenA milananA vicAro laI raste jaI rahyo hato. eTalAmAM eka makAnanI bhIMta enA upara tUTIne paDI. paDatAMnI sAthe ja dabAIne maraNa pAmyo. kevI bhayaMkara vicAra zreNImAM maryo? maLyuM kAMI nahi, paraMtu jIve rAgadazA keLavI pApano baMdha karyo. B u cation International For Personal & Povate Use Only

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47...je je kamAya nA " A bAju rAtrinA samaye nagaramAM zUnyatA jANI mahAbala nAmano jugArI corI karavA nIkaLI paDyo. pharatA pharatA teNe rAjabhavananI pAchaLa laTakatI evI doraDAnI nisaraNI joI. rAjabhavanamAM praveza meLavavA A sAro upAya che. ema mAnI te caDhavA lAgyo. sunaMdAnI dAsIe doraDAnA avAjathI vicAra karavA lAgI ke, rUpasenane saMketa karyo hato. tethI te Avyo haze. eTalAmAM kaumudI mahotsavamAMthI rANIe potAnI dAsIone khabara aMtara pUchavvA mokalI hatI, te bhavana tarapha AvI rahI hatI. sunadAne dAsIoe dIvA olavI dIdhA ane temane khoTI rIte kahI dIdhuM ke, "rAjakumArIne have UMgha AvI gaI che." rANInI dAsIo pAchI cAlI gaI. doraDAnI nisaraNI upara caDhatAM caDhatAM mahAbala cora rAjabhavanamAM praveza karavA lAgyo. tyAre dAsIe aMdhArAmAM ja teno satkAra karyo ane AvakAra ApatA maMda svare kahyuM ke, "padhAro rupasena ! avAja karazo nahIM. padhAro ! padhAro !'' jugArI vicAra karavA lAgyo ke "ahIM na bolavAmAM nava guNa che." eTale "huM" "huM" karato sunaMdA pAse pahoMcI gayo. aMdhArAmAM kukarma karI cAlyo gayo. paNa rupasenano jIva marIne tenI (sunaMdAnI) ja kukSImAM utpanna thayo. 1) sunaMdAe garbhapAta karAvyo. - keTaloka samaya vItyA bAda sunaMdAnA zarIra para garbhavatInA lakSaNo dAsIone jaNAvA lAgyA. tethI sunaMdAne dAsIoe kSAra Adi davAo 2) sunaMdAnA pati rAjAe sarpane mAryo. pIvaDAvI. tenAthI rUpasenano jIva bhayaMkara rIte kukSimAM garbhapAtathI pIDAIne marI gayo. tyAMthI marIne te sarpiNInI kukSImAM utpanna thayo ane kALAMtare sApa tarIke janmyo. A bAju sunaMdAnA lagna kSitipratiSThita nagaranA rAjAnI sAthe thayA. eka divasa rAjA ane rANI bagIcAmAM pharavA gayA hatA. tyAM pharato pharato sarpa banelo rupasenano jIva ekAeka AvI gayo. sunaMdAne jotAnI sAthe ja sarpanI dRSTi teNInI upara sthira thaI gaI. paraMtu te sarpane A rIte sthira dRSTivALo joIne sunaMdA bhayabhIta thaI gaI. tenA patie zastrathI sarpane mArI nAMkhyo. ntal For Personal Private Use Only

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jo je kamAya banI...48 rAjae kAgaDAne mAryo. rAjAe haMsane mAryo. rAjAe haraNano zikAra karyo. tyAMthI marIne rAsenano jIva kAgaDA tarIke utpanna thayo. eka divasa bagIcAmAM rAjA potAnI rANI sAthe saMgIta sAMbhaLI rahyA na hatA. eTalAmAM kAgaDo sunaMdAne joIne tarata ja jorajorathI koM koM karavA lAgyo. rAjAe krodhamAM AvIne tene mArI nAMkhyo. che tyArabAda te kAgaDo marIne haMsa tarIke utpanna thayo. haMsanI mitratA eka kAgaDA sAthe thaI. eka divasa rAjA ane rANI sunaMdA eka vRkSa nIce beThA hatA. haMsanI dRSTi sunaMdA para paDatAM ja teNIne jovAmAM haMsa masta banI gayo. kAgaDo rAjA para vITa karIne (viSTA karIne) uDI gayo. rAjAe upara haMsane joyo ke tarata ja tIra mArIne tene khatama karI nAMkhyo. eka rupasenanA bhavamAM AtmAe AMkhanA pApathI pADelA mohanA saMskAra pachInA bhavomAM sAthe AvyA ane aMte kamote maravAnuM thayuM. - haMsa marIne chaThThA bhavamAM haraNInI kukSImAM haraNa tarIke utpanna thayo. eka vakhata rAjA potAnI patnI sAthe jaMgalamAM zikAra karavA mATe gayo hato. ghoDA para caDhIne rAjA ane rANI haraNanI pAchaLa doDyA. haraNa potAnI tIvra gatithI bhAgI rahyo hato. eTalAmAM tenI dRSTi sunaMdA para paDI ke turata ja haraNa sthira thaI gayo. mAMsathI bharelI tenI kAyA upara rAjAe bANa pheMkyuM ane turata haraNano jIva marIne hAthaNInI kukSImAM pahoMcI gayo. Jain Education international For Personal & Prime Use Only www.jainaiibrary.org

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49. jo je kyAya nA rAjAnA rasoIyAe haraNanuM mAMsa pakAvyuM. rAjA ane rANI AnaMdamAM ne AnaMdamAM prazaMsA karatAM mAMsa khAI rahyA hatA. eTalAmAM tyAMthI be munio nIkaLyA. eka jJAnI munie bIjAne kahyuM ke, "karmanI kevI vicitratA che? je sunaMdAnA nimitte bicAro rupasena phakta AMkha ane mananI kalpanAthI karma bAMdhI 7-7 bhavamAM bhayaMkara vedanAno rAjA ane rANI haraNanuM mAMsa khAI rahyA che A G tyAMthI muninuM javAnuM thayuM. zikAra banyo. te ja sunaMdA tenuM mAMsa khAI rahI che." A pramANe maMda svare kahIne mAthuM dhuNAvyuM. rAjA ane rANIe A joI lIdhuM ane mAthuM halAvavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. tyAre munie sunaMdAne abhayadAna devAnI zarate khulAso karatAM kahyuM ke, "je rUpasena upara sunaMdAne sneha hato, te ja jIvanuM mAMsa sunaMdA khAI rahI hatI. e AzcaryathI ame mAthuM halAvyuM hatuM." e pramANe muni pAsethI hakIkata sAMbhaLIne sunaMdAne ghaNuM ja duHkha thayuM. "are gurudeva ! mArA pratye AMkha ane mananA pApa karanAranI sAta sAta bhava sudhI AvI durdazA thaI, to mArI zI hAlata thaze? huM to tenAthI AgaLa vadhIne kAyAnA pAparUpI kAdavathI paNa kharaDAyelI chuM." munizrIe kahyuM, "karelA aparAdhonI AlocanA levAthI ane cAritra levAthI AtmA zuddha thaI jAya che ane mokSa paNa prApta karI zake che." ItyAdi tAtvika upadeza sAMbhaLIne sunaMdAe dIkSA lIdhI. AlocanA prAyazcita laI saMyamanuM pAlana karatAM avadhijJAna meLavyuM.

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jo je kamAya nI...50 avadhijJAnathI rupasenano jIva hAthI banyAnuM jANI sunaMdA sAdhvIjI eka vakhata hAthIne pratibodha ApavA jaMgalamAM jaI rahyA hatA, tyAre gAmanA lokoe temane jatA rokavA prayatno karyA. paraMtu eka jIvane pratibodha ApavA jatA jarAya gabharAyA vagara sAdhvIjI jaMgalamAM gayA. hAthIe jyAre sunaMdA sAdhvIne joyA ke tarata ja te teNInI sAme ekITaze jovA lAgyo. tyAre sAdhvIjIe tene uddezIne kahyuM ke, "bujajha bujajha ruvaseNa!" are rupasena ! bodha pAma, bodha pAma, mArA para sneha rAkhavAthI tuM ATalA badhA duHkhono zikAra banavA chatAM kema sneharAgano tyAga karato nathI? AvuM vAkya sAMbhaLyA pachI hAthIne jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM ane teNe vItI gayelA 7 bhavonI duHkhanI zRMkhalA joI. te khUba ja pazcAtApa karavA lAgyo. arara ! meM A zuM karyuM ? ajJAna dazAthI mohane paravaza thaI ArtadhyAnamAM marI marIne durgatimAM gayo. have mAre durgatinA dvAro jovA nathI. ema vicAra karato karato hAthI manamAM jAgrata thayo. rAjAne sAdhvIjIe bhalAmaNa karI ke A hAthI have tamAro sAdharmika che. te rIte enuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhazo. hAthI cha vagere tapa karIne devalokamAM gayo. A kathA uparathI ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe ke mana ane dRSTinuM pApa kevuM bhayaMkara che? tenI AlocanA na lIdhI, to rupasenanA 7-7 bhava bagaDI gayA. AlocanAno keTalo abhuta prabhAva che. ke sunaMdAe gurumahArAja pAse pAponI zuddhi karI sAdhvIjI banI zalyarahita zuddha saMyama pALI kevaLajJAna meLavI mokSe gayA. tethI A vicAra AtmasAt karI AlocanA laI zuddha banavuM joIe. ID AND sunaMdA sAdhvIjI hAthIne pratibodha Ape che. aa chaily A Jain Educa para

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51... che je ramAya nI bIjA bhavamAM aruNadevane zULIpara caDhavAnuM ane tvaNIne kAMDA kapAvavAnuM thayuM. ll caMdrA ane sarge sodhanI AlocanA na lIdhI... vardhamAna nagaramAM sughaDa nAmanA kulaputranI caMdrA nAmanI patnI hatI. tene sarga nAmano putra hato. gharamAM garIbI hovAthI banne jaNa majUrI karI jIvana jIvatA hatA. eka divasa caMdrA koInA ghare kAma karavA gaI hatI. tyAM kAmakAja vadhAre hovAthI AvavAmAM moDuM thaI gayuM hatuM. eno putra jaMgalamAMthI lAkaDA laIne Avyo, tyAre teNe AjubAjumAM tapAsa karI chatAM roTalo na jaDyo. tethI te AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI gayo. eTalAmAM to kAmakAja karIne bhUkha ane tarasathI pIDAtI caMdrA AvI gaI, tyAre krodhamAM dhamadhamatAM sarge kahyuM ke, "zuM tuM zULIe caDhavA gaI hatI? ahIM AvavAmAM ATalI vAra kAM lagADI?" krodhavALA kaThora ane tiraskArabharyA zabdo sAMbhaLI caMdrA krodhamAM lAla pILI thaI gaI ane sargane kahyuM ke, "zuM tArA kAMDA (hAthanA kAMDA) kapAI gayA hatA, ke jethI sikAmAMthI roTalo letA tane jora AvatuM hatuM?" AvA krodhamaya vacana bolyA pachI AlocanA na lIdhI. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke, "te paNa mUDhattaNae karthIvi nAloIya kavi" arthAt mUDhapaNAnA kAraNe tenI AlocanA na lIdhI. kALa karIne anukrame sargano jIva tAmralipta nagaramAM aruNadeva nAme zreSThIputra thayo ane caMdrAno jIva pATalIputramAM jasAdityane tyAM putrI tarIke janmyo. tenuM nAma devaNI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM, yuvAnavayamAM jogAnujoga aruNadeva ane devaNInA paraspara lagna thaI gayA. kevI vicitra sthiti che karmanI! eka vakhata mAtA ane putrano saMbaMdha hato, te pheravAIne have patipatnIno saMbaMdha banI gayo. eka divasa aruNadeva mitra sAthe samudramArge vahANamAM ravAnA thayo. paraMtu azubha karmanA yoge vahANa tUTI gayuM. baMne mitrone eka pATIyuM maLI gayuM. tenA AdhAre taratAM taratAM kinAre AvI caDhyA. tyAMthI AgaLa cAlyA, to pATalIputranagaranI najIka AvI Jain Education in Son Private Use Only ww. redrary.org

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jo je ramAya nA...52 DokanA vezamAM dikaro sagI mAtAne zuLIe caDhavA gaI hatI ane mAtA caMdrAe dikarAne daisi kapAI gayAnuM kahyuM. pahoMcyA. mitre kahyuM ke, are aruNadeva ! tArA sasarAnuM A gAma che. ApaNe herAna herAna thaI gayA chIe, tethI cAla ApaNe tArA sasarAnA ghare jaIe.' tyAre arUNadeve kahyuM ke, AvI kaphoDI sthitimAM mAre tyAM AvavuM ucita nathI." tyAre mitre kahyuM ke "tuM ahIM besa, huM tyAM jaI AvuM chuM." mitra gAmamAM gayo ane aruNadeva eka deva maMdiramAM laI laMbAvI dIdhuM. samudramAM thAkI gayelo hovAthI ghasaghasATa UMghavA lAgyo. eTalAmAM devaNI alaMkAra vagere paherIne upavanamAM AvI hatI. tyAM koI cora Avyo ane kAMDA kApI kaMkaNa laIne bhAgI gayo. teNIe bUma pADI eTale sipAhIo corano pIcho karavA lAgyA. saMtAvavAnI ke bhAgI javAnI have zakyatA na hovAthI te devamaMdiramAM cora ghUsI gayo. tyAM aNadevanI bAjumAM te talavAra ane kaMkaNa mUkI bhAgI gayo. sipAhIo zodhakhoLa karatAM tyAM aruNadevanI pAse AvyA. A badhuM joI tene rAjA pAse lai gayA. rAjAe aruNadevane zULI para caDhAvavAno Adeza ApI dIdho. jallAdoe tene zULI para caDhAvI dIdho. tyAra bAda te mitra bhojana Adi laIne Avyo, tapAsa karavAthI tene jANavA maLyuM ke arUNadevane to zULIe caDhAvyo che. teNe jasAhityane jANa karI. tene tyAM laI Avyo. badhI vAtanI jANa thatAM potAnA jamAIne A rIte zULIe caDhAvavAmAM Avyo che, te khoTuM thayuM che. tethI te rAjA pAse gayo ane kahyuM ke, "A to mArA jamAIrAja che, mArI putrInA kAMDA to bIjA koI gaThiyAe kopyA haze." A jamAditya pAsethI 2.bhaLI rAjAe zuLI uparathI aruNadevane utAryo. tyArabAda aneka upacAro karyA. tethI svastha thayo ane aMte banne arUNadeva ane devaNI anazana karI devalokamAM gayA. ahIM vicAravAnuM e che ke krodhanA vacanonI AlocanA na lIdhI, to bIjA bhavamAM caMdrAnA jIvane kAMDA kapAvavAM paDyA ane arUNadevane zULIe caDhavuM paDyuM. mATe krodha Adi kaSAyonI paNa AlocanA levI joIe.

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53...jo je ramAya || 12 lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIe zuddha AlocanA na karI. AjathI 80mI covIsInA chellA tIrthakaranA zAsanamAM lakSmaNA nAmanI eka rAjakumArI hatI. lagna thayA pachI corImAM ja te vidhavA banI gaI. zrAvakadharmanuM pAlana karI eka zubha divase dIkSA lIdhI. tyAra bAda anekane pratibodha ApI aneka ziSyAnA guruNI banyA. eka divasa cakalA cakalInI saMbhoga kriyA joIne lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke arihaMta bhagavAne saMbhoganI AjJA kema na ApI? athavA bhagavAna to avedI hatA. tethI vevALA jIvanI vedanAnI khabara emane kyAMthI hoya? Avo vicAra kSaNabhara AvI gayo. pachI to pazcAtApa thayo ke meM A khoTo vicAra karyo, kAraNa ke arihaMta bhagavAna to sarvajJa hoya che. tethI teo sarvajIvonI vedanA Adine jANI zake che.

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jo je karamAya nA...54 A bhayaMkara vicAranI mAre AlocanA kahevI joIe. tethI teNIe AlocanA kahevA mATe prayANa karyuM. prayANa karatAMnI sAthe ja pagamAM kAMTo vAgI gayo. te vakhate sAdhvIjIne manamAM lAgyuM ke A apazukana thayuM che, AlocanA kahevAmAM huM halakI paDI jaIza ! gurudeva mane kevI sattvahIna mAnaze? ItyAdi vicAranA vamaLamAM aTavAI gaI. teNIe bIjAnA nAmathI AlocanA kahevAno nirNaya karyo. gurudevanI pAse jaIne teNIe A pramANe kahyuM ke, "he gurudeva ! koI Avo Avo vicAra kare, to tenuM zuM prAyazcita Ave?' meM Avo vicAra karyo hato, A rIte spaSTa AlocanA kahI nahi. tyAra bAda teNIe 10 varSa sudhI chaThTha, aThThama, cAra upavAsa, pAMca upavAsa ane pAraNe navI karI, 2 varSa sudhI zekelA dhAnyano AhAra karyo, 16 varSa sudhI mAsakSamaNa karyA, 20 varSa sudhI AyaMbila karyA. 2 varSa sudhI nirlepa (sukA) caNAno AhAra karyo. A rIte 50 varSa sudhI ghora tapa karyo. nAM pApanI zuddhi na thaI. tethI ArtadhyAnamAM marIne asaMkhya bhava karyA. AvatI covIsInA prathama tIrthaMkaranA zAsanamAM mokSe jaze. A pramANe mAyA kapaTa karIne zuddha AlocanA na kIdhI, to bhava bhramaNa vadhI gayuM. jo teNIe mAnasika AlocanA zuddha kahI hota, to na to ATalo tapa karavo paData, ke na to tenI durgati thAta! pApane chupAvavAthI teno tapa paNa saphaLa thayo nahi. tethI mAnasika AlocanA kahIne zuddha banavuM joIe. - Aje keTalAka jIvo vAcika ane kAyika AlocanA kahI de che. jema ke apazabda bolyA, jIva maryA ItyAdi. paraMtu manathI kaSAya, vAsanA AdinA vicAra karyA, e pramANe mAnasika AlocanA bahu ja ochA jIvo AlocanA kahetA kadAca mAnasika AlocanA bhUlamAM rahI gaI hoya, to pharIthI kahI devI joIe. www.ainelibrary.org

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55...je je kamAya nA rAjakumArI dharmAtmA banI... gaMgApura nAmanuM nagara hatuM. tyAM gaMgAdatta nAmano rAjA rAjya karato hato, gaMgA nAmanI rANI hatI. ene gaMgasenA nAmanI putrInI prApti thaI "saMga tevo raMga'' sAdhvIjI mahArAjanA sArA satsaMge rAjakumArI gaMgasenA dharmAtmA banI gaI. jaina dharmano sAra samajI, e bALAe bharayauvanamAM brahmacaryavrata grahaNa karyuM. te AyaMbila Adi tapazcaryAo karI kAyAne kasavA lAgI. kalaMka ApavAnuM prAyazcita na lIdhuM... saMgA nAme eka garIba zrAvikA hatI. sAdhvIjIthI pratibodha pAmI teNIe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. jJAna dhyAnamAM lIna banI. e sAdhvIe sAdhanA vaDe evI siddhi meLavI ke enI prasiddhi cotarapha prasarI gaI. IrSAnA kAraNe rAjakumArI gaMgasenAthI A prasiddhi sahana na thaI. loko pahelA mArI prazaMsA karatA hatA. ane have enI kare che? nA... e na cAle' A duSTa bhAvanAe mUrta rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. rAjakumArI gaMgasenAe A vAta havAmAM vahetI mUkI dIdhI ke, "saMgA sAdhvI rAkSasI che ! divase tapazcaryA kare che ane rAte maDadA khAya che !!"' vAraMvAra te A pramANe lokone kahetI hatI. kahevAya che ke, "eka jUThI vAta jyAre so vAra kahevAmAM Ave, tyAre mANaso ene sAcI ja mAnI le che." A vAte lokomAM hAhAkAra macAvI dIdho... dharmAtmA rAjakumArI gaMgasenA vAta kahe... ane emAM avizvAsa? azakya... azakya... ane badhAe A vAta svIkArI lIdhI... "saMgA sAdhvI rAjakumArI... zvaSiil rAkSasI che...! - "hAthInA khAvAnA dAMta judA ane dekhADavAnA judA, bahArathI tapasvI dekhAya ane aMdarathI evI hInavRtti... chiH ! dhikkAra ho... muMha meM rAma, bagala meM churI" samatAnI saritA samI sAthvI saMgA... teNIe A badhuM mUMgA moDhe sahI lIdhuM... "karmanA kAraNe A kalaMka AvyuM che... te sahana karavuM ja rahyuM..." A uttama bhAvanA bhAvatAM eNe rAjakumArI gaMgasenA upara lezamAtra paNa dveSa na karyo.

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jo je karamAya nA...56 | IrSyAthI kalaMka ApanArI rAjukamArIe prAyazcita na lIdhuM ane pApanI sAthe ja mRtyu pAmI teNIe aneka bhavomAM paribhramaNa karyuM. te pachI anukrame A ja gaMgApura nagaramAM punaH rAjakumArI banI... vairAgya pAmI dIkSA lIdhI... AyuSya pUrNa karI bIjA devalokamAM devI banI. tyAM potAnuM AyuSya pUrNa karI mRttikAyadA nagaranA rAjA hariSaNanI patnI priyamatinI kukSimAM avatarita thaI. ekavAra saMsArathI virakta thaI rAjA harijeNe potAnI patnIne kahyuM... "he priya ! have huM A rAjapATa choDI tapovanamAM jAuM chuM. tyAM huM mArI AtmasAdhanA karIza.. tuM ahIM ja raheje. pativratA rANI priyamati bolI... patideva ! je tamAro mArga e ja mAro mArga... huM paNa Apane anusarIza.." e rAjAne khabara nahotI ke rANI garbhavatI che... tethI saharSa anumati ApI dIdhI. vizvabhUti tApasanI pAse dampatIe tApasa dharma svIkAra karyo... jaMgalamAM phaLAhAra Adi karIne potAno nirvAha karavA lAgyA. divaso vyatIta thavA mAMDyA... ane priyamatinA aMgomAM pheraphAra thavA lAgyo... garbhanA cinho pragaTa thavA lAgyA... A sthiti joI kuLapati gabharAyo ane te bannene tyAM ja choDI anyatra cAlyo gayo. RSidattA adazya banavA lAgI... divaso pasAra thatAM zI vAra? garbhanA divaso pUrA thayA ane priyamati tApasIe sundara putrIne janma Apyo. janma ApatAMja priyamati maraNane zaraNa thaI gaI. RSinI kRpAe A putrI prApta thaI che, ema vicArI pitA haripheNa tApase enuM nAma RSidattA rAkhyuM. dhIre dhIre teNIe yauvananA uMbarAmAM paga mAMDyo... enuM rUpa ane lAvaNya joI pitA hariSaNa ciMtAmAM paDI gayA ke A jaMgalamAM AnuM rakSaNa koNa karaze?... "beTA ! jo tane A vidyA ApuM chuM... adRzyIkaraNI vidyA che. AnAthI tuM tArI zIlarakSA karaje.' Ama kahI pitA haripheNa tApase RSidanAne vidyA zIkhavADI, jenA baLe avasara-avasare e adRzya thaI jatI.

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57...jo je kamAya nA lagna mATe kanakarathanuM prayANa... rathamardana nagaranA rAjA hemarathano putra kanakaratha hato. rUpa, lAvaNya, kalA ane guNasaMpanna e rAjakumArane kAberIpurInA rAjA suMdarapANie potAnI putrI rumiNInI sAthe lagna karavA nimaMtraNa pAThavyuM. nimaMtraNano Adara karI hemaratharAjAe potAnA putrane sainya sahita kAberIpurI tarapha prayANa karAvyuM. jogAnujoga rAjakumAra kanakaratha e ja jaMgalamAM Avyo, jyAM RSidattA rahetI hatI. tarasathI pIDAtA rAjakumAre pANI mATe senikone doDAvyA. pANInI tapAsamAM sainiko khUba pharyA ane pANI laIne AvyA paNa kharA... paNa vAra bahu lAgI. rAjakumAre tarasa maTADI... sainikone pUchyuM ke, "bhAI ! ATalI vAra kema thaI?" hAtha joDIne sipAhIo bolyA... he svAmin ! Apane Azcarya thaze, paNa vAta sAcI che... pANIne zodhavA ame A jaMgalamAM bhaTakI rahyA hatA... 4 gAu (12 ki.mI.) dUra ame pahoMcyA. tyAM eka suMdara sarovara dekhAyuM. eka suMdara devamaMdira paNa tyAM hatuM. tenI pAse eka vizALa vaDalAnuM jhADa hatuM. enI nIce eka tApasa RSi beThA hatA. tyAM ame joyuM, to e RSinI pAse eka suMdara navayauvanA kanyA dekhANI. ane pAchI adazya thaI gaI. A amArI AMkhono bhrama to nathI ne ! jhAMjhavAnA nIranI jema korI kalpanA to nathI ne ? A saMdehamAM ame tyAM ja UbhA UbhA nihALI rahyA hatA. vAraMvAra navayauvanA-kanyA dRzyA-adezyA thatI hatI kharekhara! ghaTanA AzcaryakArI hatI. RSidattAnA lagna... bIjA divase kumArane tAlAvelI jAgI ke game te rIte mAre AnuM rahasya meLavavuM che. teNe e dizA tarapha prayANa karyuM. kharekhara ! rAjakumArane paNa e dRzya dekhAyuM... eka apsarA kSaNavAramAM dekhAya che ane kSaNavAramAM lopa ! devamaMdiramAM pahoMcIne joyuM. to tyAM eka vRddha tApasa hatA. emaNe rAjakumAranuM abhivAdana karyuM. tApase rAjakumArano paricaya meLavyo. kumAre tyAM rahevAnI anumati mAgI. tApasa RSie saharSa "hA" kahI.

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jo je karamAya all...58 | avasara joI rAjakumAre eka divasa adazya thavAvALI kanyA aMge pUchyuM. "e mArI putrIne Icche che" ema vicArI hariSaNa tApase saMpUrNa vRttAnta kahI saMbhaLAvyo. sAMbhaLIne rAjakumAranA romeromamAM harSa vyApI gayo. yogya pAtra samajI harijeNe potAnI putrInA lagna kanakaratha joDe karI dIdhA. RSidattA jevI guNIyala patnI pAmI kanakaratha je prayojane nIkaLyo hato, e prayojana choDI dIdhuM. te RSidattAne laI potAnA nagara tarapha pAcho pharyo ane dhAmadhUmathI tyAM nagara praveza karyo. jyAre ramiNIne A vAtanI khabara paDI, tyAre e nAgaNanI jema vera levA kaTibaddha banI gaI... "game te rIte kanakarathane RSidattAthI vimukha karI dauM, jethI kanakaratha mArI joDe lagna karavA taiyAra thAya..." che ne vAsanAnA tophAno ? sAmenI vyaktine game tevuM nukazAna pahoMcADIne paNa potAnI dhArelI yojanA pAra pADavAnI bhUkha, A kevI melI murAda kahevAya ? RSidattA upara asahya uis... eka divasa rumiNIne sulasA nAmanI tApasIno yoga maLyo ane rumiNInI duSTa bhAvanA jora karavA lAgI. rumiNIe potAnI kaphoDI sthitinuM evuM varNana karyuM ke sulatA tApasIe kahyuM ke... "have tAre karavuM zuM che ? te mane kahe !" rumiNIe potAnI melI murAda batAvI. 'RSidattAne dUra kara, A kAMTo vacce na joIe' tApasIe AzvAsana ApI pratijJA karI ke "tArI IcchA huM pUrI karIza." | sulasA tApasI rathamaIna pahoMcI gaI. RSidattAne jotAM ja eNIno utsAha bhAMgI gayo... "are ! evI suMdara, suzIla, guNIyala patnIne pAmI bIjAnI koNa IcchA rAkhe ? amRtane pIdhA pachI viSane koNa jhaMkhe? rAjakumAre je nirNaya lIdho che, e atyuttama che... paNa... paNa... meM vacana ApyuM che... enuM zuM...?'' basa, ahIM ja mAna AvIne UbhuM rahyuM... ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka maLI gaI che ka ka ka ka ka ka Logan on ka kI ! :

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59..jo je kamAya nA tApasI melI vidyAnA prayogathI rAjamAnya puruSanuM khUna karI ' rAtre RSidanAno hAtha vagere pathArImAM lohI-mAMsathI raMgI detI. CONXONZONEGO mAMsabhakSaNano Aropa... tApasIe melI vidyAno prayoga AraMbhyo. vidyAnA baLe rAjamAnya puruSonuM khUna karI, nirdoSa RSidattAnA hAtha ane moDhAne mAMsa tathA lohIthI raMgI detI. dhIre dhIre A vAta lokomAM pragaTa thavA lAgI ane loko bolavA lAgyA ke "RSidattA rAkSasI che... rAte mANasonuM khUna karIne mAMsa khAya che." rAjakumAre RSidattAne pUchyuM ke, zuM A satya che ?' RSidattAe kahyuM... "svAminAtha! mane A viSayamAM kazI khabara nathI... pUrvabhavanA karmodaye mArA upara A kalaMka lagADavAmAM AvI rahyuM che... bAkI huM kazuM ja jANatI nathI." nikhAlasapaNe A khulAso sAMbhaLI kanakaratha kumAranI zaMkA nirmULa thaI gaI. Jan Educe interna For Personal & Private Use Only www.ainelibrary.org

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jo je kamAya nA...60 sulasAe potAno dAva ajamAvavo IcchA huM na karI zakuM..." pharIthI rahyA che... ane tame majethI beThA cho, zuM cAlu rAkhyo. nirAza thayA vagara eNe vinayapUrvaka e sannArI bolI "svAmin! artha che Ano...? zuM tamArI buddhinuM devALuM navo pAMso pheMkyo. have to hada thaI gaI. Aja divasa sudhI meM ApathI kAMI chupAvyuM nIkaLI gayuM che?" mAMrA nA locAo RSidattAnI zayyAmAM nathI ane A vAtamAM jo Apane vizvAsa na prajAnA prema ane ahiMsAnA AvavA mAMDyA ane lohIthI raMjita Avato hoya, to doSa Apano nathI. pUrvamAM avihaDaraNe uccArAyelA hemaratharAjAnAM charIo ane talavAro dekhAvA lAgI. karela mArA karmono che." vacano sAMbhaLI maMtrIonA hAjA gagaDI vida nA prabhAve adRzya rahenArI sulatAnA kanakaratha kiMkartavyamUDha banI gayo... gayA. maMtrIoe maLIne ghaNI mahenata gamanAgamanane kumAra joI zakato na hato. sahevAya nahi ane kahevAya paNa nahi. tenI karI... badhe ja niSphaLatA... chevaTe thAkIne have to kumAranI paNa zraddhA DagamagavA AvI dAruNadazA thaI gaI, suzIla patnIno sulasA tApasInA zaraNe gayA. sulatAne to ' lAgo ane eka divasa... "priye ! jo tane viyoga paNa ene ISTa nahoto ane AvA jANe bhAvatuM'tuM ne vaidhe kIdhuM. sulasA khuza mAnavamAMsa khAvAnI IcchA hoya... Teva kAramAM dRzyo paNa have vadhAre jovAnI enA thaI gaI, kapaTavidyAmAM pAraMgata suvAsAe ho, to mane niHsaMkoca jaNAvI de. huM haiye hAma nahotI. chevaTe... eka vacalo javAba Apyo ke prazna jaTila che, tethI guptarIte eno prabaMdha karI daIza... paNa A mArga kADhyo.. pitAzrIne jaNAvI dIdhuM ke devInI sAdhanA-upAsanA karIne pachI huM rIte... na thavuM joIe..." A viSayamAM mane kazI ja khabara nathI. tamane nizcita javAba ApIza. devInuM nAma potAnAM karmono doSa jotI RSidattA hemaratharAjAno kopa ane cukAdo... eka eTalA mATe vacce rAkheluM ke jethI lokonA raDI paDI... "svAminAtha ! janmathI divasa hemaratharAjAe rUdrarUpa dhAraNa karI magajamAM e nAmathI sArI rIte vizvAsa ahiMsAne ja mAro prANa mAnIne jIvI maMtrIone phaTakAryA ke, "dararoja rAjyamAM besI jaze ke devI jaNAve che. tethI zaMkAnuM rahI chuM... svapnamAM paNa AvI mAnavahatyA cAle che. karapINa khUno thaI sthAna nahi rahe. For Personal & Private Use Only

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61...jo je karamAya || caMDALone enA upara dayA AvI gaI ane RSidattAne kahyuM... te rAtrie teNIe RSidattAne avasthApinI nidrA "are bena ! tame ahIMthI bhAgI jaI dUra dUra nIkaLI jajo... jethI ApI. tenA moDhAmAM mAMsanA TukaDA bharI dIdhA. rAjA ane rAjA amane doSI na gaNe..." maMtrIonA haiye A vAta besADavA temanI pAse gaI ane kahyuM potAnA vicAra karatI RSidattA pitAnA Azrama tarapha ravAnA ke are maMtrIzvara ! Apa tyAM jaI jAte ja khAtrI karI lyo. thaI. tyAM jaIne joyuM. to khabara paDI ke hariSaNa tApasanuM mRtyu thaI rAjA ane maMtrIo maLIne tyAM gayA ane joyuM to khAtrI gayuM hatuM... teNInI pAse camatkArI jaTA (jaDIbuTTI) hatI. teNe te thaI gaI ke A kAma karanAra A RSidanA ja che. rAjAe svazarIra para dhAraNa karI lIdhI. have jaTAnA prabhAve zIlanI rakSAnA potAno pitto gumAvyo. upAya rUpe puruSa rUpa dhAraNa karI RSidattA tApasa kumAra banIne | arara ! A to badhA RSidattAnA ja kArastAna che... rahevA lAgI. charIthI manuSyonI hatyA karI emanuM lohI pIe che. A to kanakarathanA ramiNI joDe lagna... bIjI bAju RSidattAnA mArI najare dekhAI rahyuM che. have to kumArane pUchavAnI vAta virahamAM kanakaratha pANI vagara mAchalInI jema taraphaDavA lAgyo... ja bAkI nathI rahetI. caMDALone bolAvyA ane AjJA karI enA viyogano kAramo ghA asahya thaI paDyo... kAberIthI suMdarapANi ke... "A pApanA bhArathI pRthvIne haLavI karo..." rAjAno dUta rukmiNInI sAthe lagnano saMdeza laI AvI pahoMcyo caMDALo teNIne smazAnamAM laI gayA... tyAM nirAdhAra hemaratharAjAe kumArane bahu samajAvyo ane chevaTe kAberI tarapha e. RSidattAne A lokoe khUba DarAvI ane dhamakAvI. ravAnA karyo. rastAmAM e ja sthAna AvyuM, jyAM RSidattAnI joDe RSidattAno javAba AMsu banIne vahevA lAgyo. enuM milana thayuM hatuM.. kanakarathakumAranI jamaNI AMkha pharakava', caMDALone dayA... satInA sadabhAgye caMDALone A lAgI... tene thayuM... nakkI Aje koI lAbha thavAno. eTalAma.. vicAra spharyo ke AvI nirdoSa ane dayALu satI strI AvuM teNe tApasakumArane potAnI najIka joyo... jotAnI sAthe e enA ajugatuM kAma kare ja nahi. tarapha AkarSAyo. bolAvIne oLakhANa mAMgI. For Personal & Private Use Only

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che je karamAya r[...62 | potAnI sAcI hakIkata chupAvIne e tApasakumAra ne bolI "are kumAra ! varSo pahelAM atre eka haripheNa nAmano tAparA raheto hato. tene eka dIkarI hatI... tenuM nAma RSidattA hatuM... tenA lagna ko'ka rAjakumAranI joDe karyA. e RSi potAnuM AyuSya pUrNa karI gayA. huM pharato-pharato ahIM AvI caDhyo... ekAMta pradezamAM A maMdira mane gamI gayuM jethI have huM ahIM rahuM chuM." atyanta vinamratAthI apAyela tApasakumAranA javAbathI | kanaHratha evo khuza thayo ke jANe ene sAkSAt RSidattA maLegaI. eNe tApasa kumArane kahyuM ke tamane joI joIne mAro AtmA AnaMdanA samudramAM hiloLA le che. tethI kRpA karI Apa mArI sAthe raho. tApasa kumAre kahyuM... "bhAI ! a pAre gRhasthonI joDe zo saMbaMdha...?'' paNa kanakarathe khUba Agraha karyo, chevaTe kanakarathanA Agrahane mAna ApI tApasakumAra sAthe rahevAnI hA pADI. yogAnuyoga sulasA tApasI tyAM AvI caDhI. tApasakumAre anumAnathI jANI lIdhuM ke mane gharamAMthI bahAra kaDhAvavAvALI A ja hovI joIe. ethI eNe tApasIne kahyuM, guru upadezanA baLe tapa karyo, paNa mane vidyAnI prApti haju thaI nathI. abhimAnamAM sulatA tApasIe kahI dIdhuM ke, "mArI pAse avasthApinI vagere vidyAo che. teno upayoga RSidattA upara saphaLatApUrvaka karyo che." ema jaNAvIne saMpUrNa vRtAnta kahI saMbhaLAvyo. A badhuM jANIne tApasakumAre eka ja vAkyamAM javAba Apyo, "mAre AvI pApavidyAnI jarUrata nathI.' paNa manamAM tApasakumAra samajI gayo, ke mane ApattimAM nAkhanAra A sulatAnuM ja bakhaDajaMtara che. paNa avasare joIzuM, ema vicArI svastha banI gayo. keTalI bairyatA ane kSamA ! tApasI ravAnA thai. | tApasa kumAra ane kanaDaratha vacce gADha maitrI... tApasakumArane potAnI pAse rAkhI AkhI rAta rAjakumAre paraspara AlApa saMlApa karyA. eka vAra rAjakumArane RSidattAnA virahathI AkuLavyAkula jANI tApasa kumAre puchyuM ke, "AvI te kevI RSidanA hatI, jenA kAraNe tame ATalA saMtapta raho cho ?' javAbamAM gadgad svare kanakarathe enA rUpa, lAvaNya ane guNonuM varNana karIne kahI dIdhuM, ke "mitra ! enuM varNana A eka jIbhe karavuM azakya che..." ation International For Po www.ainelibrary.org

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63...jo je karamAya nA rAtri pUrNa thaI... aruNodaya thayo ane saMpUrNasRSTi sUryanA prathama kiraNanA sparze navavadhUnI jema romAMcita ane harSavibhora banI gaI... kAberI nagarInA maMtrIzvara AvyA ane rAjakumArane prayANa mATe vinaMtI karI... rAjakumAre eka ja javAba Apyo... "jo mAro A mitra tApasakumAra Avato hoya, to huM AvavA taiyAra chuM... anyathA nahi...'' rAjakumAre tApasakumArane vinavaNI karI ke mitra ! huM tane vacana ApuM chuM ke lagna pachI tane A ja sthaLe pAcho mUkIne pachI jaIza. zubha muhUrte prayANa karyuM... kAberI nagarImAM praveza karyo. kanakarathanI sAthe rumaNInA lagna thaI gayA. ghaNA divaso sudhA kanakaratha kAberImAM ja rahyo. rAjakumArI RSidattAnI yAdamAM te mUMjhAya che. ane udAsInatAmAM divaso pasAra kare che. pApa chupAyA / chupe... eka divasa vAta vAtamAM rumiNIe kanakarathane pUchyuM.., "svAminAtha ! Apa udAsIna kema ro cho? evI te kevI RSidattA hatI ke mArA jevI suMdara patnI maLavA chatAM te bhulAtI nathI? Gil tyAre rAjakumAre kahyuM... "are, e kyAM ne tuM kyAM? kyAM himAlaya ane kyAM kAMkaro? zuM enuM rUpa... zuM enuM lAvaNya... ane zuM eNInA guNonI hAramALA... ! A to eNInuM mRtyu thaI gayuM ane pitAzrIno Agraha thayo eTale huM tane paraNavA Avyo chuM... nahiMtara Avata ja nahIM...'' A sAMbhaLatAM rukimaNIno ahaMkAra bhaDakyo... ane e bolI gaI... "A to mArI ja karAmata hatI... eTale tame ahIM AvyA... nahiMtara...!'' ema kahI rumiNIe athathI Iti sudhI badhI vAta kahI ane emAM potAnuM kevuM rUDuM DahApaNa hatuM... ! e badho pota prakAzI dIdho. paDyantrano bheda jAte ja kholI dIdho. rahasya ughADuM thaI gayuM. "pApa chupAyA nA chupe... chupe to moTe bhAga, dAbI dubI nA rahe, rUI lapeTI Aga...'' For Personal & Private Use Only www.jainelibrary

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che je karamAya nA...64 dIdho. paNa lokhaMDI puruSanA vicAro paNa lokhaMDI hatA.. lAkaDAo khaDakAvI dIdhA... dhU... ghU... karatI AganI javALAo gaganane cUmavA niSphaLa dhasI rahI hatI. kumArane samajAvavA suMdarapANi rAjA tanatoDa A vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjakumAranA romeroma gussAthI saLagI uThyA,.. re... eka satI mahAsatI upara AvuM bhayaMkara kalaMka A pApiNIe svArthavaza ApI dIdhuM !.. rAjakumAranA manamAM rakamiNI pratye sakhata tiraskArano bhAva jAgyo... ane svayaM upara paNa phiTakAra varasAvavA lAgyo ke Azrita vyaktine huM bacAvI na zakyo.. A mArI lAcArInA pApe eka mahAratI paralokamAM pahoMcI gaI... A bAju tApasakumAranA veSe rahelI RSidattA spaSTa hakIkata jANI AnaMda vibhora banI gaI. kAraNa ke Aje enuM kalaMka UtarI gayuM hatuM... | rAjakumArane cena nahotuM paDatuM ke eka mahAsatInA karUNa motamAM huM nimitta banyo. basa, A ja vicAre rAjakumAra saphALo ubho thaI gayo... mAre prAyazcita karavuM che. dhagadhagatI jvALAomAM mArI jAtane homI dauM, e ja e aparAdhanuM prAyazcita che... satIne pIDa pahoMcADanArane jIvatA rahevAno koI haka nathI... basa, agnisnAna e ja mAruM prAyazcita ! satIne pIDA pahoMcADanArane jIvatA rahevAno koI haka nathI... basa, agnisnAna e ja mAruM prAyazcita ! rAjakumArano A nirNaya vAyuvege AkhA nagaramAM phelAI gayo. sAthe RSidattAnI sugaMdha ane rUkamiNInI durgadha... lokonA moDhe basa A ja sUtro ramI rahyA... dhanya che mahAsatI tra SidattAne... dhikkAra ho rumiNIne... ane trIjI vAta... koIpaNa saMjoge kumArane bacAvI 9o... Avo gaNIyala AtmA ApaNI ja sAme AgamAM baLI mare ne ApaNe kAMI ja karI ne zakIe... nA... nA... Thera Thera A ja vAta... rAjAe sulasA tApasIne tiraskAra karI dezanikAla to ApI ETERNA PET | prayAsa karI rahyo hato. badhA ja prayatno niSphaLa gayA. chatAM e nirAza na thayo. tApasakumAranA zaraNe gayo . " " are bhAI tApasakamAra! game te rIte te kumArane AgamAM paDatAM aTakAvI de. tuM mitra che to pachI kaMIka kara." For Personal & Private Use Only www.ainelibrary.org

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RSidattA paDadAmAMthI prakaTa thaI tyAre temanuM rUpa Adi joI loko Azcarya cakita thaI gayA. 6000 ...

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jo je karamAya nA...66 A kharekhara tApasakumAra paNa dharmasaMkaTamAM barobara phasAyelo hato... buddhipUrvaka kAma na levAmAM Ave, to kyAMka ADuM vetarAI jAya!... rAjAnI prArthanAne mAna ApIne tApasakumAra rAjakumArane samajAvavA lAgyo... "dosta ! A tuM zuM kare che... AtmahatyA!... - AtmahatyAthI to AtmAnI bhayaMkara adhogati thAya che... paraloka bagaDe che... kahevAya che ke nahi... jIvato nara bhadra pAme...' A vAkya sAMbhaLatAM ja AzAvAdamAM taNAelo rAjakumAra bolI UThyo... "to zuM mane RSidattA maLaze?... mitra jo tuM RSidattAne lAvI Ape, to huM baLI nahi maruM ane tane Icchita varadAna ApIza. are, mitra ! tane sAcI va hyo chuM ke 'teM kyAMka RSidatAne joI che ?..." 'jarUra joI che. vidhAtA pAse..." gaMbhIratAthI tApasakumAre javAba Apyo. rAjakumAre kahyuM ke, "tuM tyAM jaIne laI Ava ne !" 'mitra ! huM levA jaIza, to mAre tyAM rahevuM paDaze ane RSidarA AvI jaze." rAjakumAre kahyuM che ke, 'tuM Ave, to ThIka, nahIMtara RSidattAne to jarUra mokalaje !" tApasa kumAre kahyuM, 'paDado karo... huM dhyAnathI vidhAtA pAse 'jaIne teNIne tamArI pAse mokalIza, paNa huM pAcho nahi AvI zakuM...' mANasa potAnA svArtha khAtara zuM zuM karI de che. A hakIkata rAjakumAranA javAbathI siddha thaI jAya che... ke je mitra vinA eka ghaDI paNa nahoto rahI zakato, evo rAjakumAra RSidattAnA mATe te mitrane choDI devA taiyAra thaI gayo. RSidattAnuM pragaTa thavuM... tApasakumAre paDadAmAM jaI jaTA zarIra parathI kADhI lIdhI ke tarata ja RSidanA bahAra AvI. ene jotAM ja loko Azcaryacakita thaI gayA... ane kahevA lAgyA... kharekhara AvuM amRta choDI viSa jevI rukmiNI pAse kanakaratha 'saMtoSa nahoto pAmato, e ucita ja hatuM... | have... rAjakumAranuM mana rukamiNI parathI ekadama UThI gayuM. rAjakumAra enI sAme paNa nahoto joto. Ama thavAthI (guNIyala RSidattAnuM mana vyathita thaI gayuM. in Education International For Personal & Private Use Only

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67...zo je karamAya nA RSidattAnA hRdayanI vizALatA... eka divasa patidevanuM prasanna mana joI RSidattAe tApasakumArano Akho vRtAnta kahI saMbhaLAvyo. eTale kanakarathanI mitranA viyoganI vyathA paNa maTI gaI. paNa RSidattAe varadAnanI vAta yAda apAvI... tyAre kanakapaMthe kahyuM. 'khuzIthI varadAna mAMga'... | 'svAminAtha ! jevI rIte Apa mArI sAthe vyavahAra karo cho, evo ja vyavahAra rukmiNInI sAthe paNa karo !... ATaluM ja mAre varadAnarUpe mAMgavuM che." hRdayanI udAratAthI RSidattAe A mAMgaNI karI. A sAMbhaLatA ja kanakaratha Azcaryamugdha banI gayo... manomana te teNIne namI paDyo. A te kevI nArI...! jeNIe Avo bhayaMkara aparAdha karyo. teNI upara paNa prema ane dayAnI lAgaNI !.... rAjakumAranA AMkhamAM AMsuDA AvI gayA. teNe e mAMgaNIno saharSa svIkAra karyo. thoDA divasa pachI banne patnIonI sAthe teNe rathamardana nagara tarapha prayANa karyuM. tyAM pahoMcIne pitAzrI hemaratharAjAnA caraNomAM namaskAra karyA. | hemaratharAjAno pazcAtApa ane dIkSA... badhI vAta sAMbhaLatAM hemaratharAjAne khUba pazcAtApa thayo... ke ''dhikkAra che mArI ajJAnatAne...! dhikkAra che mArI ahaMvRttine...!'' kanakarathane rAjya soMpI saMsArathI virakata thayelA rAjA hemarathe AcArya yazodharasUrijI ma.sA.nI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. Education Int ernal For Personal & Puvate Use Only www.nerary.org

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kanakaratha ane RSidattAnI dIkSA... pavananI paiThe samaya jAya che, tene bAMdhanAra koI nara jaDato nathI. rAjA kanakaratha sArI rIte rAjyanuM kAma saMbhALe che. eka vakhata garbhavatI rANI RSidattAe siMhanuM svapna joyuM ane kALakrame siMha samAna putraratnane janma Apyo. svapnanA AdhAre putranuM nAma siMharatha rAkhyuM. eka divasa prAkRtika dRzyo jovAmAM lIna rAjA ane rANI vAtAyananI vATe dhArIdhArIne bahAra gaganamAM joI rahyA hatA... sAMja samaye sUryanA prabhAmaMDaLathI prakAzita vAdaLAo iivadha raMgothI susajja thaI aneka rUparaMgomAM nAcI rahyA hatA... ''rANI ! Ama to juo... A raMgonI kevI sarasa goThavaNI thaI che...'' poDIvAramAM to saMdhyAnA vAdaLAM vikharAI gayA ane rAjAnI ciMtananI dhArA AgaLa vadhavA lAgI. "re... mAruM paNa jIvana eka divasa AvI ja rIte veravikhera thaI jaze...! mArI sattAnuM nAmonizAna maTI jaze?'' vicAronA pracaMDa jhaMjhAvAte mahArAjAnuM haiyuM hacamacAvI dIdhuM. A saMdhyArAganI jema caMcaLa jIvanamAM jo huM sAdhanA nahi karuM, to mAruM zuM thaze? rAjAnuM mana vairAgyathI vAsita banI gayuM. e ja vakhate udyAnamAM AcArya yazodharasUrijI ma.sA. hemarathamuni sAthe padhAryA. vyAkhyAna zravaNa bAda RSidattAe prazna karyo, "bhagavaMta niSkalaMka mArA upara A bhayaMkara kalaMka zA mATe AvyuM?' A. bhagavaMte kahyuM, 'are, bhAgyazAlinI! pUrvabhavamAM te IrSyAne paravaza thaI saMgA sAdhvI upara Aropa mUkyo hato.. tenI AlocanAnuM prAyazcitta nahotuM lIdhuM. tArA duHkhanuM kAraNa e ja che. jo teM AlocanAnuM prAyazcita lai lIdhuM hota, to AvI kaphoDI sthiti na thAta!'' For Personal & Private Use Only jo je kamAya nA...68 A sAMbhaLI RSidattAne jAtismaraNa (pUrvabhavanuM jJAna) thayuM. siMharathane rAjya soMpI rAjA kanakarathe potAnI patnI sAthe dIkSA grahaNa karI. sAdhanA karI mokSamAM gayA. vhAlA vAcako ! joI lo A vicitra karmonI gati ! eka nAnuM pApa paNa AlocanA-prAyazcita thI zuddha na kare, to e ja eka nAnI cinagArI AgaLa jaI dAvAnaLanuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che. jo RSidattAe gaMgasenAnA bhavamAM saMgA sAdhvIjIne rAkSasI kahevAnA pApanI AlocanAnuM prAyazcita laI lIdhu hota, to AvI kaphoDI sthiti na sarjIta ! ethI ApaNe AlocanAnuM prAyazcita laI zIghra zuddha thavuM joIe.

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69...je je kamAya nA nirdoSa sItAjI upara kaleka Dema AvyuM che pavitra AtmA mahAsatI sItAjI tapasvI hatA. tethI gAmanA nAnA moTA bIjA-trIjAne pUchatAM vAta jANavAmAM upara asadAropa = kalaMka AvyuM. zA sahu vaMdana karavA Ave. AvI ke vegavatIe A Aropa vaheto kAraNe? jainadarzana CAUSE AND EFFECT A joIne vegavatIe kutUhala mUkyo che. muni bhagavaMte vegavatI upara thiyarImAM mAne che... kAraNa vagara kArya vRttithI lAMbo vicAra karyA vagara mANaso dveSa na karyo. potAnA karmono vicAra karI Ubhu thAya ja nahi. vacce vAta vahetI mUkI... 'A to DhoMgI jyAM sudhI A kalaMka na Utare, tyAM sudhI pUrvabhavamAM sItAjIe je pApa karyuM sAdhu che... tame badhA emane kema namo 'aprANa vosirAmi' kahI muni kAussA hatuM, enuM prAyazcita nahotuM lIdhuM... ane cho? meM to emane bIjA gAmamAM strI dhyAnamAM UbhA rahI gayA. tenA pratApe enA ja kAraNe mahAsatI upara paNa kALuM sAthe joyA che?" devatAnuM Asana DolAyamAna thaI gayuM. kalaMka AvyuM. | ''AvI vAta... !! ane te paNa mAre tevatIna moTuM vikata karI dIdhuM ' te A rIte... brAhmaNa zrIbhUtinI vizvasta sUtra jevI ApaNI gAmanI patnI sarasvatIe putrIne janma Apyo. chokarI vegavatInA moDhe...' badhAne kolasA jevuM kALuM ane vAMkuM... ene' enuM nAma vegavatI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. vizvAsa AvI gayo. bIjA divase pitAzrI A joI hebatAI gayA... dhIre dhIre yuvAvasthAmAM pravezI. chatAM sudarzana muninI pAse uDatA paMkherUo rUpALI chokarIne A kayo roga lAgyo.. dharmakAryomAM enI laganI hatI. eka divasa sivAya eka bacceya pharakatuM na maLe. sivAya eka bacceya pharakatuM na maLe. "beTA ! A zuM karyuM...? koI davA to eNIe sudarzana munine kAussagna acAnaka thayela A pheraphArathI sudarzanamuni nathI lagADIne ! kAMI ADuM avaLuM karyuM dhyAnamAM joyA. muni bhagavaMta tyAgI ane coMkI UThyA ke A zuM? ekAeka... to nathI ne?..." Join Education International For Personal & Pivate Use Only! www.jainakitrary.org

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rAma mukhavALI vegavatIe lokonI hAjarImAM sudarzanamuni pAse mAphI mAMgI. vegavatIe namratAthI javAba Apyo, "bApujI bIjuM to kAMI karyuM nathI, paNa kutUhalavRttithI mazkarImAM lokone kahyuM hatuM ke, "sudarzana munine strInI sAthe meM joyA che.'' A sAMbhaLatA ja zrIbhUti atyaMta rUSTa thayo ke, "ararara... A teM zuM karyuM ? jA, hamaNAM ne hamaNAM jaI mAphI mAMgI Ava.'' vegavatIe badhA mANasone bhegA karI potAnI bhUla svIkArI ane raDatI AMkhe muni pAse mAphI mAMgI. paraMtu guru pAse vidhivat AlocanAnuM prAyazcita na lIdhuM. For Personal & Priva= Lee Only *

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7... che je kamAya nA pachI dIkSA laIne vegavatIe suMdara ArAdhanA karI, kALa karI pAMcamAM devalokamAM gaI. tyAMthI cyavI janakarAjA ane videhAnI putrI sItA thaI. rAmanI sAthe lagna thayA bAda vanavAsa daramyAna rAvaNe enuM apaharaNa karyuM. bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM. rAvaNanuM karuNa mota nIpajyuM. rAma vijayI banyA. harakhaghelA ayodhyAvAsIoe potAnA vijayI rAjavI rAma, lakSmaNa ane satI sItAno bhavya praveza karAvyo. | pachI keTalAka loko khoTo Aropa mUkavA lAgyA. sItA rAvaNanA ghare ATalA divaso sudhI ekalI rahI ane satI...? rAmacaMdrajIe koI parIkSA na karI ane gharamAM ghAlI dIdhI ! AvI rIte loko jyAre sUryavaMza upara kalaMka lagADavA lAgyA, tyAre rAmacaMdrajI jo ke jANatA ja hatA ke sItA mahAsatI che. chatAM nirNaya lIdho ke sItAne jaMgalamAM nirAdhAra mUkI devI. teno saMpUrNa tyAga karavo. | kRtAntavadana sArathine bolAvIne AjJA karI ke, tIrthayAtrAne bahAne sItAjIne siMhaninAda nAmanA jaMgalamAM choDI Avo..." garbhavatI sItAjIne rathamAM besADI sArathi ratha jaMgalamAM laI gayo. gIca jaMgalamAM nIce utArI dhrujatA haiye kRtAntavadana bolyo... "A pApI peTanA kAraNe mAre Apane kahevuM paDe che ke, Apa rathamAMthI nIce UtarI jAo. rAmacaMdrajInI AjJA che ke, Apane A jaMgalamAM asahAya choDI mAre pAchA vaLavuM...! lokaniMdAnA kAraNe emaNe A nirNaya lIdho che." A sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja sItAjIne tammara AvyA ane nIce paDI gayA. AMkho baMdha... zvAsa baMdha... A dRzya joI sArathinuM haiyuM raDI rahyuM hatuM. mArA vacane eka satInI hatyA!... kRtAntavadana asahAya Ubho hato. eTalAmAM jaMgalamAMthI ThaMDo pavana vahevA lAgyo. ThaMDA pavane saMjIvanInuM kAma karyuM. nizceSTa sItAmAM ceSTAnA prANa phUMkayA ane... "tamArI pharaja tame adA karI sArathi!" have tame pAchA jAo. mAro A saMdezo dazarathaputrane kahI dejo ke... "lokonA kahevAthI mAro tyAga karyo, emAM tamAruM nukazAna na paNa thAya kAraNa ke huM maMda bhAgyavALI chuM. paraMtu lokonA kahevAthI dharmano tyAga na karazo. nahitara bhavAMtara bagaDI jaze." A sAMbhaLatAMja sArathinI AMkho AMsuthI chalakAI gaI. haiyuM mahAsatInA A satya para dhanya dhanya pokArI UThyuM. For Personal Private Use (A) | Tu orn

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che je karamAya nA...72 jene rAma rAkhe tene koNa cAkhe'' e uktine satya karatAM vajajaMgha rAjA potAnA maMtrI subuddhi Adi sAthe te jaMgalamAM hAthIonI zodha mATe AvI caDhyo. dUrathI ekalI strIne joI sahAya mATe te rAjA potAnA sainiko sAthe Avyo. sItAjI tene lUMTArA samajI dAgInA tenI sAme pheMkavA lAgyA. tyAre vajajaMgha rAjAe AzvAsana ApatA kahyuM ke, "tame ciMtA na karo, ame tamane sahAya karavA AvyA chIe. tamArA bhAI samAna chIe." sItAjIe badhI hakIkata jaNAvI, tyAre teNIne AzvAsana ApI mAna-sanmAna sAthe rAjA tene puMDarIka nagarImAM laI gayo. tyAM garbhavatI sItAe lava ane kuzane janma Apyo. moTA thaI A banne jaNe rAma sAthe bAtha bhIDI. yuddhamAM rAma-lakSmaNa AkuLavyAkula banI gayA. eTalAmAM nAradajI AvyA temaNe paricaya karAvyo. yuddhane virAmacinha apAyuM. subhaga milana thayuM. lava ane kuzane mAna-mobhA sAthe rAjyamAM praveza karAvyo. pachI rAmacaMdrajInI AjJAne mAna ApI sItAjIe agni divya karyuM. 'padhAro... padhAro...' nAda cAre kora saMbhaLAI rahyo hato. saMsArathI virakta sItAjIe e ja paLe loca karyo. dIkSA grahaNa karI, vigere rAmAyaNanI vAto ApaNe jANIe chIe. vegavatInA jIve prAyazcita na lIdhuM. enA lIdhe A dazA sItAjI jevI mahAsatIne paNa bhogavavI paDI, kalaMka veThavuM paDyuM. jaMgalamAM ekalA pheMkAi javuM paDyuM vagere. A samajI ApaNe AlocanA avazya levI joIe. -sItAjI rathamAMthI paDI gayA. Jan Education international For Personal & Private Use Only

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harizcaMdrune smazAnamAM vAsa Dema ravo paDyo ? jI ( Education FU RE GIRL ke che be munione sipAhI hanTarathI mAre che. taww.jainelibrary.org C .

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pUrvabhavamAM paNa harizcaMdra ane tArAmatI rAjA-rANI hatA... eka divasa be munione joI rANInI kAmavAsanA bhaDakI UThI.. hAvabhAva karI munione DagAvavA ghaNAye prayatno karyA... meru jevA aDaga munivaronI sAme enI badhI DurAdo niSphaLa gaI. enI prArthanAne vakhoDI kADhatAM munioe ene samajAvavA prayatna karyo. viSTAthI bharelI AkarSaka kothaLI upara mohita thavuM, ajJAnatA che... A zarIra maLamUtrathI bhareluM che... emAM zuM mohita thavuM ?... paNa jene mohano nazo caDhyo hoya, mohanA UMdhA cazmA paheryA hoya, tene dIvA jevI A vAta gaLe kevI rIte Utare ?... nirAza thayelI rANIe chaMcheDAyelI nAgaNanI jema vera levA hAhAkAra macAvI dIdho. 'mArA zIla upara A durAcArI sAdhuoe AkramaNa karyuM che ! bacAvo! bacAvo !!' sainikoe munione pakaDI rAjAnI sAme UbhA karyA. For Personal & Private Use Only jo ke kamAya nA...74 rAjAnI AMkhomAMthI agninI jvALAo varasavA lAgI... AjJA karI ke, "re... re... AvI nIcavRttivALA A sAdhuo che. jAo... hanTarathI mAra mArI adhamUA banAvI do... ane kArAgAramAM pUrI do ! rojanA 100-100 hanTara mArajo.'' eka mahinA pachI rAjAne sAcI bInAnI jANa thaI. emane kArAgAramAMthI mukta karyA. kSamA mAgI, paNa AlocanA na lIdhI. jethI bIjA bhave (harizcaMdra ane tArAmatInA bhave) emaNe bAra varSa sudhI caMDAlanA ghera rahI smazAna vAsa karavo paDyo. tArA rANI upara rAkSasIno Aropa mUkAyo ane rohataka putrano asahya viyoga sahavo paDyo... A badhA pUrvabhavanA pAponA tophAno che... guru AgaLa AlocanA-prAyazcita na lIdhuM. tethI AvA kaSTo AvyA. ApaNe spaSTa rIte AlocanA laI levI joIe...

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75...je karamAya nI AlocanA ne kahevAthI duHkhI banela zIyALa rAjA | zrIpALa rAjA pUrvabhavamAM zrIkAnta nAme rAjA hatA. eka divasa malina vastravALA munine joI tiraskAra ane phiTakAra karatAM kaheluM ke 'tame koDhIyA cho...' vaLI eka divasa nadInA kinAre kAussagna dhyAnamAM munine joI emane pANImAM DUbakI marAvI. munie to upasarga samajI samabhAve sahI lIdhuM, paNa zrIkAntane karmo coMTI gayA. zrIkAMta rAjAe A banne pAponuM prAyazcita na lIdhuM. tethI bIjA bhavamAM (zrIpALa bhave) tene koDha roga thayo. e karmano udaya pUro thayo ke, dhavaLazeThe dhakko mArI ene samudramAM DUbADyA. A to navapadanA mahAprabhAve emano uddhAra thaI gayo. magaramaccha emane potAnI pITha upara besADI bacAvI lIdhA. 'prAyazcita na levAnA phaLo ghaNAM AkarA hoya che !' tethI ApaNe gurune AlocanA jaldI kahevI joIe. www.sinelibrary.org

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je je kamAya ll...76 ane, Hildi vasudevanI patnI devakIe pUrvabhavamAM sokyanA 7 ratno coryA hatA. emanI AkuLatA joI dayArdra banI teNIe eka ratna pAchuM soMpI dIdhuM. A corInI AlocanA devakInA jIve na kIdhI. tyAra bAda te bIjA bhavamAM devakI banI. - bhaddila gAmamAM nAgila nAmanA zeTha rahetA hatA. enI dharmapatnInuM nAma sulatA hatuM. enA chokarA badhA marelA ja janmaze, evI bhaviSya vANI eka naimittika karI hatI. tethI teNIe harioNgameSI devanI sAdhanA karI. deve teNIne cokhkhuM kahI dIvuM ke, "sulasA ! A vAta tArA bhAgyamAM nathI ke tAre jIvatAM putro jame. hA... bIjAnA saMtAna huM to ApI zakuM, tuM emane moTA karaje." "mAmo nahi to kaheNo mAmo'' e kahevatanA anusAra lasAe saMmati ApI. devakInA lagna prasaMge aImuttA munie kasanI patnI jIvayazAne kahyuM ke, "devakInuM sAtamuM saMtAna kaMsano ghAta karaze." tethI mRtyuthI bhayabhIta thayelA kaMse "devakInA sAta saMtAno mane soMpavAmAM Ave" AvuM vAsudeva pAse kabUla karAvyuM ane e saMtAnone mArI nAMkhavAno manamAM saMkalpa karyo. paraMtu kahevAya che "rAma rAkhe tene koNa cAkhe" janma lenAranuM puNya prabaLa hatuM. tethI janmatAMnI sAthe ja haribhegameSIdeva bALakonI adalAbadalI karI deto. devakInA saMtAno sulatAne tyAM ane sulatAnA marelA putro devakIne tyAM ! kaMsa e maDadAone paTakato ane tenA para charI calAvI AnaMdita thato. A rIte devakIne cha saMtAnono viyoga thayo. (e chae saMtAnoe moTA thaIne neminAtha bhagavAnanI vANIthI pratibodha pAmI dIkSA lIdhI.) sAtamuM saMtAna kRSNajIne saMpUrNa sAvacetI sAthe vasudeva yazodAne soMpI nizcita thayA. teoe yazodAnI turaMta janmelI chokarIne devakI pAse goThavI dIdhI. kaMse enuM nAka kApI dIdhuM. A rIte cha ratnonI corInA pApe devakIne cha saMtAnono kAramo viyoga thayo. eka ratna tene pAchuM ApyuM hatuM, tethI kRSNano thoDoka samaya viyoga ane pachI saMyoga thayo. AnAthI zIkhavAnuM A che ke... IrSyAthI ke lobhathI koI paNa jAtanI corI ApaNA jIvanamAM thaI gaI hoya, to avazya AlocanA-prAyazcitanI nirmaLa gaMgAmAM snAna karI zuddha ane bhAra rahita thaI javuM. For Personal & Private Use Only www.jainelibrary:org

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77.. "o je kanmAya nI DhaMDhaNakumAra aMtarAya DhaMDhaNakumArano jIva pUrvabhavamAM kheDUtono nirIkSaka hato. jyAre kheDUto kAma karI thAkyA pAkyA jamavA mATe AvatA ke - te badhAne kaheto. mArA khetaramAM eka cakkara lagAvI Avo. evI rIte ekeka phero badhAya kare ne emAM enuM khetara pUruM vyavasthita rIte kheDAI jAya. A enI gaNatarI hatI. A maphatamAM kAma karAvI bhojanamAM aMtarAya karavAnI AlocanA eNe na lIdhI bIjA bhave - DhaMDhaNakumAra neminAtha bhagavAna pAse dIkSA laI DhaMDhaNamuni banyA ane abhigraha karyo ke mArI potAnI labdhithI jo AhAra maLe, to pAraNuM karavuM, nahi to nahi. ahIM pUrvabhavamAM bIjAne bhojanamAM karela antarAyanA kAraNe baMdhAyeluM aMtarAya karma udayamAM AvyuM. zAstrakAroe kahyuM che ke "baMdha samaye citta cetIye re udaye zo saMtApa' re jIva ! karma bAMdhatI vakhate cetavuM joIe... udhya vakhate raDavA pADavAthI zo phAyado...? hasatAM te bAMdhyA karma, rotAM te navI chUTe re... cha-cha mahinA sudhI teo pharyA, paNa emane potAnI labdhithI gocarI na maLI. eka divasa kRSNajIe DhaMDhaNamunine vaMdana karyuM, te joI eka puNyazALIe gocarI vahorAvI. gocarI vahoryA bAda munizrI neminAtha bhagavAnanI pAse gayA. neminAtha bhagavAne DhaMDhaNa munine kahyuM, "are DhaMDhaNa ! A to kRSNa mahArAjA tamane vAMdatA hatA. tethI bhAvita thai teNe tamane gocarI vahorAvI che." A rIte zrIkRSNanA prabhAva (labdhi)thI tamane gocarI vahorAvelI che, tamArI labdhithI AhAra maLyo nathI." potAno abhigraha pUro nathI thayo, ema jANI teo gocarI paraThavavA gayA. paraThavatAM paraThavatAM zukala dhyAne caDhI kevaLajJAnane prApta karyuM. AlocanA na lIdhI, tethI keTaluM sahana karavuM paDyuM. tethI bhavijano ! AlocanA acUka laI lejo. Jain Education Interational For Personal & Private Use Only www.ainelibrary.org

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* ka za aa hiMaNakumArano jIva nirIkSas kheDUto ne kahe che ke mArA khetaramAM eka eka cakakara lagAvI pachI jamajo. For Personal & Private Use Only

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79... urabhAya nA draupachIne pIya pati bhanyA... Fopresann y D ainelibrary.org

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jo je karamAya nA...80 sukumArikA sAdhvI jaMgalamAM AtApanA levA mATe vaizAkha mahinAnA bhayaMkara tApane sahana karatI hatI. e ja TANe e bagIcAmAM kAmalolupI pAMca vyaktio eka vezyAne laI AvyA ane enA bhinna bhinna aMgono sparza karatAM thakA krIDA karavA lAgyA. kharekhara kAmAndho lAja-zaramane neve mUkI detA hoya che. A dRzya para e sAdhvInI najara paDI ane e bhAna bhUlI gaI ! teNIe e ja vakhate niyANa karyuM ke, "mArA tapa tyAganuM phaLa hoya, to bhavAntaramAM mane pAMca pati maLajo..." AnI AlocanA lIdhI nahi. sukumArikA kALa karIne drupada rAjAne ghare avatarI, dropadI kahevANI. svayaMvaramAM zarata mujaba arjune rAdhAvedha sAdhyo, tyAre draupadIe tenA gaLAmAM varamALA nAMkhI paNa badhAnA Azcarya vacce e mALA e ja vakhate bIjA cAra pAMDavonA gaLAmAM paNa dekhAvA lAgI. drupada rAjA hebatAI gayAM, re... A... zuM? tyAM to AkAzavANI thaI... je thayuM che te barAbara ja che. pachI cAraNamuni AvyA ane ukela kADhI Apyo ke je divase jano vAro haze, enA sivAya bIjAne manathI paNa te nahi Icche, je atyaMta kaThina kahevAya che.' AlocanA na lIdhI, tyAre A kANa-mokANa maMDANI... nahiMtara vicAronI AlocanAmAM prAyazcita kAMI mAsakSamaNo karavAnA AvatA nathI. chatAM jIva ahaMbhAve prAyazcita levAnuM mAMDI vALe che. tethI bhavAntaramAM enA jIvanamAM bhayaMkara honArato sarjAya che. duHkhanI rAmAyaNa ane mahAbhArato maMDAtA jIvana ragadoLAI jAya che. kAramI cIso ane vedanA bharelAM AMsuo sivAya kazuM ja rahetuM nathI. tethI jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke bhAI ceto ! bAjI hajI hAthamAM che. prAyazcitathI jIvananI kALI kitAbane dhoI do. For Parenta piata Use Only rasAmAMlikA zAstramAM niSiddha chatAM gAma bahAra AtpanA le che. Sun Education international

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81, che je kAmAMdha nI. IggI Aloca)) 9 lIdhI. ) 500 sAdhukhonI goyarI AdithI ! haiyAddhya karanAra bAha muni maradevIne gocarI batAve che. 2) 500 sAdhuonI vizrAmaNA karanAra - subAhu muni munionA paga dAbe che. IrSyA eka evI Aga che. je sAmenI vyaktine kAMI na karI zake. paNa vyakti pote ja baLI baLIne rAkha thaI jatI hoya che. nAnA, moTA vagere 500 sAdhuonI khaDepage gocarIAdithI vaiyAvacca karanAra bAhu ane 500 sAdhunI vizrAmaNA karanAra subAhunI gurue prazaMsA karI. emAM pITha ane mahApIThane kAMIka ajugatuM lAgyuM. "re... ApaNe Akho divasa zAstranI vAtone siddha karavA praznonA javAbo ApavA mAthAnuM dahIM karIye, to ya ApaNI kAMI kiMmata na AMkI, ane pANI laI AvavuM. gocarI laI AvavuM. paga dabAvavA jevA majUrInA kAmo karanAranI guru mahArAje prazaMsA karI dIdhI." emaNe A na vicAryuM ke are bhAI ! avasara-avasare badhAnI kiMmata thAya che. paNa A vAta samaje koNa ! emanuM mana to IrSAnI AgamAM zekAtu hatuM. A ISyanI AlocanA na lIdhI...! joI lyo majA. cAre munio kALa karI devalokamAM gayA. paNa devanA bhava pachI IrSyA karanArA bannene strIno avatAra maLyo. eTale ke pITha ane mahApITha banyA brAhmI ane suMdarI... bAhu ane subAhu banyA bharata ane bAhubalI. AvuM jANyA pachI AlocanAzuddhi badhAe karavI joIe. 3 an Education international For Personal & Private Use Only www.laipelibrary.org

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je je karamAya nI...82 aMja0)suMdara duHchI kema thaI? kanakodarIe bhagavAnanI pratimA azudhisthAnamAM kanakapura nagaranA rAjA kanakarathanI be patnIo hatI. ekanuM nAma kanakodarI ane bIjInuM nAma lakSmIvatI hatuM. lakSmIvatI rAjamahelamAM pratimArUpe birAjamAna ratnamaya jinezvara bhagavAnanI suMdara bhakti karatI hatI. jethI lokomAM dharmAtmA tarIke enI khyAti vadhI gaI... kanakodarIne khUba ja IrSyA thavA lAgI. eka divasa kanakodarIe vicAra karyo ke teNInI khyAtinuM mUla kAraNa paramAtmAnI pratimA che. na rahe bAMsa na baje bAMsUrI" A duSTabhAvanAthI prerita thaI gupta rIte pratimAjIne uThAvI azucisthAnamAM nAMkhI dIdhI. hA... hA... kA...2 macI gayo... lakSmIvatIe khUba tapAsa karAvI. aMte anumAna thayuM ke kanakodarI sivAya A kAma koI paNa na karI zake. tyAM AvelA sAdhvI jayazrIne A vAtanI gaMdha AvI gaI. teNe kanakodarIne mIThAsathI vAta samajAvI. pratimAjIne punaH abhiSeka Adi karAvI pratiSThita to karI dIdhI, paraMtu prAyazcita na lIdhuM. enA kAraNe aMjanAsuMdarInA bhavamAM ene 22 varSa sudhI patino asahya viyoga sahana karavo paDyo. pUrvabhavamAM vasaMtatilakAe ene protsAhana ApeluM, tethI tene paNa sAthe sahana karavuM paDayuM. paramAtmAnI AzAtanA ISyavaza thaI gaI, paNa jo AlocanA laI lIdhI hota, to AvuM du:kha UbhuM na thAta. ema jANIne ApaNe AlocanAzuddhi karavI joIe. Jan Education International For Personal & Private Use Only www.janelle

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83... jo je ramAye nA rANI kudlA. kuntalArANIe potAnI sokyone jinabhakti Adi dharmakriyAo zIkhavADI... paNa banyuM evuM ke... e badhI rANIo dharmamAM khUba AgaLa vadhI gaI. kuntalAnA manamAM IrSAno kIDo ghusI gayo... "meM ja badhAne dharma batAvyo hato ane A badhI rANIo !' teNI ema na thayuM ke, "bhalene AgaLa vadhI. tArA gharanuM zuM jAya che ! kare che to dharmanI ja kriyAne !' nA... dharma kare emAM nA nahi, paNa rahevI joIe mArI pAchaLa... ja potAnI lITI moTI karavA karatAM bIjAnI lITIne bhUMsI nAMkhavAnI A ISyavRttie kuntalAne bIjA bhavamAM kUtarIno janma Apyo... A janmamAM karavAnuM zuM ? bhasyA ja rAkhavAnuM. ko'ka nI A paMktio kevI sarasa jAme che "kUtarAnI IrSyAvRtti upara... pUrNa caMdrabiMba, AkAzamAMthI cAMdanI varasAvatuM UgI nIkaLyuM ane nagarI AkhI dhavala banI gaI ! paNa enA e prakAzamAM nagarInA kUtarAM tamAma jAgI UThyA ane bhasavA mAMDyA ! paNa kutarA game teTaluM bhasene game teTalIvAra bhase... amIchAMTa varasAvatI cAMdanI zI rIte relAtI baMdha rahe ?' ane ene relAtI dekhe, tema tema kUtarAne to vadhune vadhu cAnaka caDe ! eTale kUtarA badhAM bhasavA ja mAMDyA bhar...! bhas...! bha...! e to cAlyuM...! enA bhasavAthI tAralAo kharI paDavAnA nathI...! tAralAnuM kAma tAralA kare ane kUtarAnuM kAma kUtarA...! tAralA koI di' phariyAda karatAM nathI ke alyA ! bhasavuM hoya to bhasane... amane joI joIne zuM kAma bhase che ! nA... tAralA to TImaTImAvavAnA ja ane kUtarA to bhasavAnA ja... A ISyavRtti emanA lohImAM vahetI hoya che. bIjA IrSyA kare eTale ApaNeya IrSyA karavAnI ? nA ! ApaNe cAMdanInI jema prasanna rahevAnuM. bIjAnI pAse traNa baMgalA che. cAra mArutI che, te ApaNe ekanAya phAMphA paDatAM hoya, tyAre IrSyA karavAnI ? nA, kadApi nahi, bIjA roja badAmano zIro khAtA hoya ane ApaNane peTano khADo pUravA lukho roTaloya mAMDa maLato hoya, to bIjAnI IrSyA karavAnI ? nA... jo-jo.. ho... koI di AvI paNa nAnI saheja IrSyA thaI gaI hoya, to guru bhagavaMta pAse AlocanA levAnuM bhUlatA nahIM.. nahiMtara kuntalAthI ya bhUMDA hAla ApaNA thavAnA ane pachI to kUtarA thaIne karavAnuM paNa zuM ? nahi sAmAyika ke nahi pauSadha, mAtra bhasyA ja rAkhavAnuM. Jain Education international For Personal & Pivate Use Only wwwjainelibrary.org

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che je karamAya 11. 84 bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInA , prAyazcita na lIdhuM to.. bhas... ! bha... ! bhas... ! tripuSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM eka rANIno tiraskAra karyo ane zayyApAlaka nokaranA kAnamAM garamAgarama sIsuM reDAvyuM. tenI AlocanA na lIdhI eTale te rANInA jIve tIrthaMkaranA bhavamAM kaTapUtanAno bhayaMkara zIta upasarga karyo. zayyApAlake govALa banI prabhunA kAnamAM khIlA ThokyA. harikezInA upanyo caMsiLakule... tripuSTha vAsudeva zayyApAlakanA SInamAM garamAgarama sIse reDAvyuM. somadeva brAhmaNe dIkSA lIdhA pachI kulanuM abhimAna karyuM hatuM. tethI nIcagotra karma bAMdhyuM. te pachI ghaNI ArAdhanA karIne ghaNA karma paNa khapAvI dIdhAM, tethI harikezIbala tarIke carama zarIrI janma meLavI lIdho. paraMtu jAtinA ahaMkAranI AlocanA na lIdhI, tethI nIcagotra karmanA udayathI tene caMDALakulamAM janma levo paDyo. harikezIbala dIkSA laI zukaladhyAna para caDI kevaLajJAnI banI mokSamAM gayA. paNa AlocanA na lIdhI eTale eka vakhata to karma rAjAe tene caMDALabhavamAM pheMkI dIdho. Jain Educationtematonal www.jainalitan ng

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thAya che ? * 8 ti 2 TI) UU) 1) lAvatI rANIe pUrvabhavamAM popaTanI be pAMkha kApI nAMkhI hatI. 2). tethI teNIne be sist kapAvavA paDyA. persona & Private Use Only

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che je kamAya ell...85 kalAvatInA Dara chedANA... kalAvatIrANIe pUrvabhavamAM popaTanI be pAMkho kApIne rAjI thaI hatI, tenI AlocanA na lIdhI. tyAra pachI krame karIne popaTano jIva rAjA banyo, tenI rANI kalAvatI banI. eka divasa acAnaka rANInA hAthamAM berakhAM (hAthanuM AbhUSaNa) paherelA joIne sakhIe pUchyuM ke, "A kyAMthI AvyA ?" rANIe javAba Apyo, "je haMmezA mArA manamAM rahe che ane jenA manamAM huM rahuM chuM, rAta-divasa jene huM visaratI nathI, jene jovAthI mane harSano koI pAra raheto nathI, teNe mokalyA che." AvuM vacana gupta rIte sAMbhaLI rAjA saMzayamAM paDI gayo ke "zuM rANI durAcAriNI che. tethI mArA sivAya bIje eNInuM mana che, jeNe A dAgInA mokalyA che." rAjA krodhathI dhamadhamI UThyo ane subhaTone kahyuM ke, "garbhavatI rANIne jaMgalamAM laI jAo ane berakhAM sahita kAMDA kApIne laI Avo." subhaTo rANIne jaMgalamAM laI gayA. kAMDA kApIne laI AvyA. rANIe putrane janma Apyo ke mahAsatInA zIlanA prabhAve deve hAtha sAjA karI dIdhA. deve mahela banAvI jaMgalamAM maMgaLa karI dIdhuM. rAjAe berakhA upara jyAre rANInA bhAI jaya-vijayanA nAma joyAM, tyAre rAjA khUba saMtApa karavA lAgyo, pachI zodha-khoLa karI rANIne sanmAnapUrvaka laI Avyo. bhagavAna mahAvIrane pUchavAthI pUrvabhavamAM sUDAnI pAMkho kApavAnuM phaLa maLyuM che, te jANI putrane rAjya arpaNa karI rAjA rANIe cAritra lIdhuM, krame karI karma khapAvI rANI kalAvatI mokSamAM gaI. pUrvabhavamAM AlocanA na lIdhI, tethI kAMDA kapAvavA paDyAM. mATe AlocanA levAmAM jarAya saMkoca na rAkhavo joIe. J eucation International For Personal & Private Use Only

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87...che je #mAya nA IMDA jhAlyA hAtha, miNIno jIva eka bhavamAM rANI tarIke hato. rANI ane rAjA bagIcAmAM pharavA gayA. tyAM moralI viyANI hatI. rANIe kautukathI moralInA IMDA hAthamAM lIdhA. tethI teNInA hAthamAM lAgelA kaMkuthI IMDA kaMkuvarNanA thaI javAthI moralIe e IMDA sevyA nahi. 16 ghaDI eTale ke 6 kalAka 24 miniTa pachI varasAda paDyo. tyAre IMDA dhovAI javAthI moralIe sevyA. rANIe tenI AlocanA na lIdhI. tethI miNInA bhavamAM teNIne 16 varSa sudhI saMtAnano viyoga thayo. neminAtha bhagavAnane pUchavAthI prabhue khulAso karyo. tyAra bAda dIkSA laI rumiNI mokSamAM gaI. IMDAne hAtha lagADavAthI 16 ghaDIno viyoga thatAM 16 varSanA viyoganuM karma baMdhAI gayuM, to pachI IMDA ane AmaleTa khAnArAne kevA karma baMdhAtA haze ane AlocanA nahi lenAranA hADakAM kevA khokharA thaI jaze. te vicAravA jevuM che !! rANIe kautukathI moralInA IMDA hAthamAM lIdhAM. varasAdathI 16 ghaDI eTale 6 kalAka 24 minITa pachI dhovAI gayA bAda moralIe sevyA.

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jo je karamAya nA...88 devAnaMdAnA garbhanuM apaharaNa kema thayuM? jJAnavarAdhanAnI AlocanA na lIdhI. - pUrva bhavamAM devAnaMdAno jIva jeThANI te trizalAno jIva derANI hato. derANInA DAbaDAmAMthI jeThANIe ghaNA ratno corI lIdhA. jhaghaDo thatAM jema tema thoDAka dAgInA pAchA ApyA. derANIe gussAmAM AvIne kahyuM ke, "tAruM saMtAna mane paLajo." jeThANIe AlocanA na lIdhI. tethI bhavAnataramAM devAnaMdAnA garbhamAM rahelA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInuM saMkramaNa trizalAnI kukSimAM thayuM. A pramANe kathA pracalita tethI corInI AlocanA levA mATe bedarakArI na rAkhavI joIe. AcArya zrI vasude vasUrijI e - pUrvabhavamAM 500 ziSyone vAcanA ApavAnuM baMdha karyuM. mauna rahIne 12 ( divasamAM AlocanA lIdhA vagara kALa karI gayA, to varadatta tarIke janmyA. 'zarIra koDha rogathI gherAI gayuM. bhaNavAnuM 'caDhe nahi. pachI vijayasenasUrIzvarajI mahArAja pAse jANakArI maLavAthI jJAnapaMcamInI ArAdhanA karI ane trIjA bhave mokSamAM gayA. jJAnavirAdhanAnI AlocanA na levAthI koDha roga thayo hato ane bhaNatara nahotuM caDhatuM. Jain Education intentional For Personal & Private Use Only

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89...che je mAtra nA devadravyanI AlocanA ne lIdhI.. sAketapura nagarInA sAgara zeTha derAsara baMdhAvavAno vahIvaTa saMbhALatA hatA. kamAI karavAnI draSTithI dukAnamAMthI kArIgarone paisAnA badalAmAM mAlamasAlA ApatA hatA. e rIte 1000 kAMkaNI eTale 12.50 rUpiyAnI kamANI karI. tenI AlocanA na lIdhI. tyAra pachI aMDagolaka matsya, vacce vacce aneka bhava karIne sAteya narakamAM babbevAra gamana, 1000-1000 bhava bhUMDa, bokaDA, haraNa, sasalA, zAbara, ziyALa, bilADA, uMdara, garoLI, sarpanA ane 1 lAkha vikasendriyanA bhava thayA. tyAra pachI daridra manuSya banIne jyAre jJAnI gurune pUchyuM, tyAre gurue tenuM kAraNa batAvyuM. sAgara zeThanA jIve sADA bAra rUpiyAnI AlocanA laI hajAra gaNA eTale 12500 rUpiyA devadravyamAM kharcA ane tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhI trIjA bhave mokSamAM gayA. devadravyanA bhakSaNathI AlocanA na lIdhI, to tIrthaMkaranA AtmAnA paNa AvA bhayaMkara hAla thayA. mATe satparuSoe AlocanA levA mATe avazya udyama karavo joIe.

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14 Agood kAmalakSmI potAnA bAlakane mUkIne pANI bharavA gaI hatI. mAtA putra kevaLajJAnI banyA... lakSmItilaka nagaramAM daridra vedasAra brAhmaNa hato. tenI patnInuM nama kAmalakSmI hatuM. vedasAra brAhmaNane vedavicakSaNa nAmano putra hato. pratipakSI rAjAe lakSmItilaka nagara para AkramaNa karyuM. kAmalakSmI pANI bharavA nagara bahAra gaI hatI. AkramaNa thavAthI nagaranA daravAjA baMdha thaI gayA. tethI kAmalakSmI bahAra ja rahI gaI. eka sipAhI teNIne upADI rAjA pAse laI gayo. rAjAe zreNIne rUpasauMdaryanI mUrti jevI joIne potAnI rANI banAvI =IdhI. kALAntare jyAre vedavicakSaNa moTo thayo, tyAre tene ghara oMpIne vedasAra brAhmaNa potAnI patnIne zodhavA nIkaLI gayo. CHHU sipAhI kAmalakSmIne pakaDI rAjA pAse laI gayo. For Personal & Private Use Only jo je kamAya nA...90 AlocanAnA prAyazcittathI banyA camaktA sitArA

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91... jo je 5 mAya nA A bAju svapati upara anurAgavALI kAmalakSmI rAjAnI anumati laI pratidina dAna devA lAgI, jethI teno bharathAra koI paNa rIte teNIne maLI jAya. eka vakhata vedasAra brAhmaNa dAna levA Avyo. komalakSmIe tene oLakhI lIdho. bAjumAM bolAvI badhI oLakhANa ApI. tenI sAthe bhAgI javA eka yojanA banAvI lIdhI ane kahyuM ke "sAtame divase huM caMDIdevInA maMdiramAM rAtre AvIza. tame paNa tyAM Avajo. tyAMthI ApaNe banne potAnA ISTa sthAne pahoMcI jaIzuM." rANIe rAjAnA gaLA upara talavArathI ghA karyo. tyArabAda rANIe peTa duHkhavAnuM bahAnuM kADhyuM. aneka vaidyo AvyA. chatAM kaMI paNa phera na paDyo. tyAre kAmalakSmIe rAjAne kahyuM ke, meM eka vakhata tamArI bImArI vakhate mAnyatA karelI ke, he caMDI devI ! huM ane rAjA banne kALIcaudaze pUjana mATe AvI jaIzuM. te vakhate tamArI vedanA to zAMta thaI gaI. paraMtu e pUjana mATe javAnuM bhUlI gaI. tethI have AvatI kALI caudaze javAnuM nakkI karI laIe.' A rIte javAnuM nakkI karyuM ke vedanA zAMta thaI gaI. Avo dekhAva kAmalakSmIe karyo. caudazanA divase ghoDA para besI rAta ane rANI pUjanano sAmAna laIne gayA. caMDIdevInuM maMdira AvyuM eTale rAjAe ghoDo Ubho rAkhyo. rAjA ane rANI caMDIdevI tarapha cAlavA mAMDyA. rAjAe maMdiranI bahAra talavAra mUkI, tyAra bAda rAjA maMdiranA daradaLjAmAM mAthuM namAvI praveza karatA hatA, eTalAmAM to pAchaLathI rANIe talavAra laI rAjAnA gaLA upara ghA karyo ane dhaDAma karatAM mAthuM nIce paDyuM. kAmalakSmIe eka khUNAmAM jaIne dIvAnA prakAzathI joyuM. to vedasAra www.ainelibrary.org

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@ gAya nA...925 je je brAhmaNane sarpe DaMkha mArelo hato. tenuM zarIra lIluMchama sAMbhaLI te strIe mAyAvI vacanothI kAmalakSmIne thaI gayuM hatuM. tenA prANa paMkherU uDI gayA hatA. AkarSita karI ane potAne ghare laI gaI. te pote vezyA ' rANIe vicAra karyo ke have zuM karavuM ? rAjabhavanamAM hatI, tethI teNIe kAmalakSmIne gIta Adi kaLAo pAchI pharIza, to rAjAnI zIkhavI vezyA banAvI dIdhI. hatyAno guno mArA para A bAju eka divasa Avaro. tethI rANI ghoDA para vedavicakSaNe vicAra karyo ke besIne jaMgalamAM bhAgI gaI. mArA mAtuzrIne pitAzrI | bhAgatAM bhAgatAM eka nagaramAM zodhavA gayA hatA, emAM mAlInA gharamAM ghoDo Ubho mAtuzrI to maLyA ja nahi ane rAkhI pote eka maMdiramAM gaI. pitAzrI paNa khovAI gayA ke | tyAM vAjiMtra vAgI rahyA hatA. alaMkAra ane zRMgArathI sajja zuM thayuM? cAlo huM zodhI lAvuM" thayelI nArIne joI eka strIe ema vicAra karI yuvAna teNIne pUchayuM ke tame koNa vedavicakSaNa gharathI nIkaLI cho? kyAMthI AvyA cho? gayo. pharato pharato te vezyAne konA mahemAna cho? teNIe kAmalakSmI vezyAne tyAM teno putra vedavicakSaNa Avyo. tyAM Avyo ane tyAM phasAI asatya kathA goThavIne kahyuM ke, "huM patinI sAthe sAsare gayo. keTaloka samaya gayA pachI te yuvAna, paisA khalAsa 4I rahI hatI. vacamAM cora maLyA ane mArA patine thavAthI vezyAne choDIne javA lAgyo. tyAre teNe teNIne mArI nAMkhyo. huM game tema karIne bhAgIne ahIM AvI potAno paricaya Apyo. te sAMbhaLIne kAmalakSmIne chuM. ahIM mAruM koI nathI. huM nirAdhAra chuM." A pramANe manamAM ghaNuM ja duHkha thayuM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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93.2je kamAya nA sAthe durAcAra! tenI sajA to e devArUpe satAvatuM nathI.' ja ke saLagatI citAmAM baLIne ! teNIe bagIcAmAM besIne bhasma thaI jAuM." A vAtanI potAnA jIvananI badhI ja mukhya vezyAne khabara paDatA teNIne ghaTanAo kahI saMbhaLAvI. te * dIThaTET kArANI eka strInuM pANInuM maTakI rahI gayuM. te rahoI khUba samajAvI, paraMtu te bilakula ane bIjI kAmANiI tuM hInuM maTe; TI gayuM. barn rsa che. pUchanAra purohita bIjo koI pAja 3 nahIM, paNa te teNIno putra potAnI patnI banAvI dIdhI. vedavicakSaNa ja hato, tethI | eka vakhata te maTakuM bharI tene A mujaba sAMbhaLI dahIM vecavA gaI. teNInI sAthe khUba ja duHkha thayuM. ararara!! bIjI eka strI pANI bharIne jaI meM A zuM karyuM...? bane rahI hatI. temanI pAchaLa hAthI jaNa karuNAnA bhaMDAra samA! govAlIoe pUramAM taNAtI DrAmalakSmIne pakaDIne bahAra dADhI. doDato AvI rahyo hato. tethI pUjya guru bhagavata pAro mAnI nahi. teNIe citA banne strIo utAvaLI cAlI. AlocanA prAyazcita laI saLagAvI ane temAM bhUsako mAryo emAM bannenA maTakA phaTI gayA. cAritra svIkArI kevaLajJAna ke tarata ja varasAda Avyo. pura dahIMnuM maTakuM phTI gayuM. te hasavA pAmI mokSamAM gayo. 2 | kAmalakSmIe citA saLagAvI bhUsako mAryA. eTalAmAM joradAra varasAda thayo ane pUra AvyuM. paNa AvI gayuM. puramAM te lAgI, tyAre purohite AvIne rIte hRdayamAM zalya ke zarama | taNAvA lAgI. puramAM taNAtAM teNIne hasavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. rAkhyA vinA sArA bhAvathI te yuvaka to cAlyo eka govALiAnI najara tenI | tyAre teNIe tene kahyuM ke, "kayA AlocanA laI mAtA-patra gayo, paNa kAmalakSmIe upara paDI. teNe teNIne pakaDIne duHkhane 2. ghaNuM duHkha AvI zuddha banyA. evI rIte | manamAM vicAra karyo ke, bahAra kADhI. upacAra karIne paDavAthI nAnuM duHkha e duHkharUpa ApaNe paNa zarama rA mAM ararara! A meM moTI jyAre kAmalakSmI svastha banI, lAgatuM nathI. jema moTuM devuM thaI vagara AlocanA le vI bhUla karI che. are! putra tyAre te govALiyAe teNIne jAya, tyAre nAnuM (ochuM) devuM e joIe. www.amorary.org

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jo je ramAya nA...94 AlocanA-prAyazcita laIne zuddha banelI puSpacUlA... saMtAnanA atyaMta anurAgathI puSpaketu rAjAe prajanI sabhA bolAvI, temAM kapaTathI putrInA lagna putra sAthe karavAnI anumati meLavI lIdhI. D JOOOOO DOIDOTO - puSpabhadra nagaramAM puSpaketu nAmano rAjA hato. tenI puSpavatI nAmanI rANI hatI. teNIe puSpapUla ane puSpacUlA nAmanA yugalane janma Apyo. puSpacUla ane puSpacUlA paraspara ghaNA ja premabhAvathI moTA thayA hatA. eka bIjAthI judA bilakula rahI zakatA | * hotA. have rAjA vicAra karavA lAgyo ke jo putrI puSpacUlAnA lagna bIje karIza, to banneno paraspara viyoga thaI jaze. tethI prajAnI sabhA bolAvI ane sabhAmAM puSpaketu rAjAe prazna karyo ke, "mArI dharatI upara ratna utpanna thAya, to tene kayAM joDavAnuM?' 3 jAe uttara ApyA ke utpanna thayela ratnano joDavAno adhikAra Apano ja che, rAjAe jAhera karyuM ke, "have A putraratna ane putrIratnane joDuM chuM.' ema kapaTa karIne bannenA paraspara lagna karAvI dIdhA. AvA ayogya prasaMgane joI puSpavatIne ghaNuM ja duHkha | lAgyuM. vairAgyabhAvamAM AvI teNIe dIkSA laI lIdhI. kALa karIne deva banI. puSpakatu rAjA paNa kALAMtare paraloka pahoMcI gayo. Jan Education international For Personal & Pavale Use Only: www.jana tanong

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95...jo je kamAya nA bhAIbahena patipatnI banIne kALa pasAra karavA lAgyA. eTalAmAM to deve (mAtAnA jIve) potAnA avadhijJAnathI joyuM ane manamAM vicAra karyo ke "mArA pUrvabhavamAM A banne putra-putrI hatA. have A rIte anaitika vaiSayika pApathI narakamAM jaze." tethI temane ThekANe lAvavA puSpacUlAne rAtrimAM narakanuM svapna batAvyuM. tenAthI bhayabhIta banelI puSpacUlAe savAramAM rAjAne kahyuM. rAjAe narakanuM svarUpa jANavA anya darzananA aneka yogIone bolAvyA emaNe kahyuM ke "he rAjan ! zoka, viyoga, roga * Adi paravazatA ja narakanA puSpacUlA svapnamAM narakanuM dazya jue che. duHkha che." puSpacUlAe kahyuM ke "rAjan meM je narakanuM svapna joyuM che, e to AvA duHkho karatAM ghaNuM bhinna che. tevA duHkhano to eka mAmUlI aMza paNa ahIM jovA maLato nathI. tyAra pachI arNikAputra jainAcAryane pUchyuM. temaNe yathAvasthita jevA duHkho rANIe svapnamAM joyA hatA tevA ja sAteya narakanA bhayaMkara duHkhonuM varNana karyuM. ==oOi || | || | || || ||E e dise ohly

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jo je karamAya nI...95 tyArabAda deve devalokanA sukhanuM svapna ApyuM. puSpacUlAe bIjA bIjA darzanakArone devalokanuM svarUpa pUchyuM. paraMtu sAcuM jANavA maLyuM nahi. tethI arNikAputra jainAcAryane pUchyuM. tyAre temaNe devalokanuM svarUpa yathAvasthita batAvyuM, jevuM puSpacUlAe svapnamAM joyuM hatuM. tethI vairAgya pAmI cAritra laI AlocanA prAyazcita vagerethI niraticAra cAritra pALI vaiyAvacca Adi karatAM te ja bhavamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSa meLavyo. ahIM khAsa vicAravAnuM e che ke karmavaza bhAI-bahena pati patnI banI gayA. paraMtu puSpayUlA rANI svapnamAM devalokanuM dazya jue che. AlocanA prAyazcita laIne puSpacUlA mokSa sudhI pahoMcI gaI. tethI ApaNe paNa zuddha thavA mATe prAyazcita levuM joIe. ApaNe evA pApo karyA ja nathI, to DaravAnuM zA mATe ? are jIva ! pApa karatAM nathI Daryo, to pAponI zuddhi karavAmAM kema Dare che ? TV @@ @G's dE GOGO DOD doo For Personal & Pyate Use Jan Educa contabional ::::: GS 15

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97... jo je kamANa 13 lAgI ke kyAM gRhasthaavasthAmAM mArA bhAInI gulAbanA goTA jevI kAyA ane kyAM Aje tapanA kAraNe saLa paDelI ane kALA kolasA jevI kAyA ! are cAlatA hADakAM namo namo khaMdhaka mada khaDakhaDe che. e atItanI sRSTimAM vicAra karatI bhAvAvezamAM AvI jatAM dhrusake-dhrusake raDavA lAgI. muni para dRSTi ane rudana joIne pAse beThelA rAjAe vicAryuM ke A jitazatru rAjA ane dhAriNIno putra saMnyAsI teNIno koI pahelAno yAra puruSa haze, have tenAthI dehasukha nahi maLe, tethI khaMdhakakumAra pUrvabhavamAM koThiMbaDAne cholIne rANI raDatI haze. * rAjI thayo hato ke, kevI sarasa chAla | tapathI kasAyelA zarIrane kAraNe rAjA potAnA sALA hovAM chatAM munine oLakhI utArI che. A rIte chAla utAravAnuM karma na zakyA ane jallAdone kahI dIdhuM ke, "jAo te muninI jIvatAMne jIvatAM cAmaDI baMdhAI gayuM. tyArabAda tenI AlocanA na ukhADIne laIne Avo." jallAdoe munine kahyuM ke, "amArA rAjAnI AjJA che ke lIdhI. krame karIne rAjakumAra thayA pachI tamArA zarIranI cAmaDI utAravAnI che." muni temanA para krodha na karatAM Atma-svarUpano dharmaghoSa muninI dezanA sAMbhaLI rAjya vicAra karavA lAgyA ke deha ane karmathI AtmA jUdo che. cAmaDI to zarIranI utaraze, vibhava choDI cAritra lIdhuM. rAjakumAramAMthI emAM mArA karmo khapaze. tethI karma khapAvavAno Avo apUrva avasara pharI kyAre Avaze? khaMdhaka muni banyA. cAritra lIdhA pachI chaThTha, ema manamAM vicArIne jallAdone kahyuM ke, "are bhAI ! tapazcaryA karavAthI mAruM zarIra aThThama vagere kaThora tapazcaryA karI zarIra dubaLu kharabacaDuM thaI gayuM che, tethI tamane takalIpha na thAya, te rIte huM Ubho rahuM. muninI kevI pAtaLu banAvI dIdhu. uttama vicAraNA ? potAnI takalIphano vicAra na karatAM jallAdonI takalIphano vicAra | eka divasa vihAra karatAM karatAM karavA lAgyA. pAThakagaNa ! have tame ja vicAro ke, jenI cAmaDI ujharaDe, tene takalIka khaMdhaka muni sAMsArika bena-banevInA vadhAre thAya ke je ujharaDe, tene vadhAre thAya ? samatAbhAvamAM ota-prota thayelA munine gAmamAM AvyA. rAjamahelanA jharUkhAmAM rAjA ke jallAdo upara jarAya dveSa na karyo. cAra zaraNA laIne kAyAne vosirAvI beThelI benanI najara rastA upara cAlatAM zukaladhyAna para muni caDI gayA. caDa-caDa cAmaDI UtaratI gaI. muni zukaladhyAnathI muni para paDatAMnI sAthe te vicAra karavA | AgaLa vadhI kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSamAM pahoMcI gayA. bAjumAM rahelI muhapattI lohIthI www.ainerary.org

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hato je karak/ nA..98. bhijAI gaI. mAMsano loco samajI samaDI tene laIne AkAzamAM uDI gaI. yogAnuyoga te muhapattI rAjamahelamAM rANInI AgaLa paDI gaI. muhapattI joyA pachI nokaro pAse 4 prAyazcitathI akikumAranI Atmazuddhi... tapA. karAvI, tyAre khabara paDI ke rAjAe ja hakama ApIne ' araNika muni ane temanI mAtAe cAritra lIdhuM hatuM. cAritranuM tapasvI muninI hatyA karAvI che. bhAI muninuM karuNa mRtyu vizuddha pAlana karatAM karatAM munizrI eka divasa grISmaRtumAM bapore jANI rANInuM hRdaya tharathara kaMpavA lAgyuM. AMkhamAMthI bora gocarI gayA hatA. taDakAmAM paga dAjhI rahyA hatA. mAthuM paNa garamIthI bora jeTalA AMsu paDavA lAgyA. rAjAne paNa vAstaviktAnI jANa thatAM banne chAtI phATa raDavA lAgyA. saMsAramAM tapI gayuM hatuM. jANe phUla karamAI gayuM hoya, evI hAlata muninI thaI aghaTita ane anucita A kAma thaI gayuM che. have jo gaI. tyAre munizrI eka makAnanI nIce UbhA rahyA. kAmavAsanAthI Akula sarakArane nahiM choDIzuM, to hajI paNa thaze, ema saMsAranuM thaelI eka nArIe potAnI dAsI dvArA munine bolAvyA. gocarI svarUpa vicArI banne jaNe dIkSA laI AlocanA lIdhI. vihorAvavAnA nimitte dAsI munine ghare teDI lAvI. nArInA vacana eka sakjhAyamAM kahyuM che ke, "AloI pAtakane savi cheDI | vilAsathI muninuM patana thaI gayuM. muni tyAM raMgarAgamAM aTavAI gayA. kaThaNa karmane pIle'' AlocanA prAyazcita tapa vagere karIne muninI sAMsArika mAtuzrI zerIe zerIe gAMDA mANasanI jema emane ke LijJAnI banIne banne mokSamAM gayA. gotavA lAgI. mAtAnI AvI hAlata joIne araNikane joradAra AMcako lAgyo. teo mahelamAMthI UtarI mAtAnA caraNamAM paDyA. mAtuzrIe ahIM vicAravAnuM e che ke pUrvabhavamAM koThiMbaDAnI la utAravAnuM prAyazcita na lIdhuM. to zarIranI cAmaDI samajAvI guru pAse mokalyA, tyAM munizrIe AlocanA lIdhI. aMte utarAvavI paDI ane A bhavamAM muninuM khUna karAvyuM chatAM zilA para saMthAro karI anazana AdaryuM ane kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSe gayA. prAyazcita laI lIdhuM, to rAjA-rANI mokSamAM gayA. A | mahAvratanuM khaMDana karavA chatAM tenI AlocanA prAyazcita laIne araNika ciMtanamAM ota-prota thaI AlocanA levAmAM pramAda na | munie Atmazuddhi karI. evuM jANyA pachI ApaNe AtmazuddhinuM amogha karavo joIe. kAraNa AlocanA-prAyazcita jarUra levuM joIe. . lain Education international et Personal & Private Use Only

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99. jo je kamAya nA prAyazcitanI vAta.. aneka vedanAnA sthAno hAjA gagaDAvI nAkhe evI paristhiti paLa paLa mRtyu ne jhaMkhe che ! kensaranI gAMTha hoya chatAM jo satyAnAza... bhavobhava bagaDI jAya che... ? mRtyu koso dUra rahe oparezana-SURGERY karavAmAM Ave. mATe, jAo gItArtha, gara bhagavaMtanA pazuyonimAM bhUMDa thaIne dhra je to rogI sAjo thaI zake che. paNa jo caraNomAM zarama-abhimAna Adine dara pradezomAM jIvatA baLI maravuM paDaze. pADA 20 eka nAnakaDo kAMTo paNa pagamAM rahI karI kALA masotA jevI jIvataranI kALI bharUcanA UMcA caDhANo para pANI bha*3 jAya to mANasane mArI nAkhe che. kitAbane gura caraNomAM dharI dejo. eka paDaze. oha ! tyAre yAda Avaze, prAyazcita evI ja rIte moTAmAM moTA pApo paNa pApa manamAM rahI na jAya... tananuM laI lIdhuM hota to....! jIvanamAM thaI gayA hoya, chatAM pApa... mananuM pApa... vacananuM pApa, badhuM AlocanA-prAyazcitanA pratApe jIva praznottara ja prAyazcitanA pratApe baLIne khAkha thaze. dhavala haMsanI pAMkhasama nirmala banI MEGA ATOM BOMB karatAM paNa vadhu prazna :- AloyanA levAthI zuM phaLa thAya ? zake che. paNa jo eka nAnakaDuM pApa tAkAta che A prAyazcitamAM !! uttara :- rAgadveSanA kAraNe saMkalezavALA paNa haiyAmAM chupAvI dIdhuM, to jo pApo karatAM ja rahyA ane manathI karmano baMdha thAya che. paNa AlocanI AlocanA-prAyazcitathI zuddha na thayA, to karatI vakhate ahaMkAra, mAyA Adi rAga de cAlyA Avo vansa mora.. narakagatimAM.. nabaLA paDavAthI vizuddhivALA cittathI te ta. jyAM paramAdhAmIo jIvane bhayaMkara duHkho karmono kSaya thaI jAya che ane saralabhAta Ape che. zarIranA kaTake kaTakA karatuM prApta thavA dvArA saMpUrNa kSaya thavAthI mozno asipatra vana, garamAgarama sIsuM... hADa- paNa prApta thaI jAya che. uttarAdhyayanasUtra !!! mAMsa lohIthI bharelI vaitaraNI nadI Adi, kahyuM che ke "AloyaNAeNe bhaMte ! jIve che. Jan Education interational For Personal & Private Use Only www.ainelibrary.org

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je je karamArA no...100 jA150 mAyANiyA ? miccha-darisaNasalANaM mokhamammavizvANuM AmaMtasaMsArabaMdhaNANuM u, zuM kareI. ujajubhAAM ya jaNayaI. ujajubhAI paDivAeNe viyAM jIve amAI Ithidya namasaMgadyaya na vaya pudbadhuM ya aaN NijajaraI'' arthAta AlocanA kahetI vakhate mokSamArganA vidanabhUta anaMta saMsAranA baMdhana mithyAtvAdizalyono nAza thavAthI sa labhAva utpanna thAya che. tethI strIveda ane napuMsakavedano baMdha thato nathI ane A pahelAM baMdhAelA hoya, to teno nAza thaI jAya che. eTaluM ja nahi sarva karmano nAza thaI jAya che ane mokSanI prApti thAya che. tethI kahyuM che ke - 'uddhariya ra vasallA, tithagarANAe suthiyA avA, bhavasayakammA khavio pAvAI gayA siva ThANa hi'' arthAt jinezvara bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM sArI rIte rahelA sarvazalyonI AlocanA kahIne jIvo seMkaDo bhavonA pApakarmo khapAvIne zivasthAna eTale mokSadhAmane pAme che. (paMcAzaka vRtti) kavi kalApIe paNa kahyuM che ke - "hA pastAvo vipula jharaNuM svargathI utare che. pApI temAM DUbakI daIne puNyazALI bane che." AlocanA kevI rIte lakhavI ? jIvanamAM kayAM kayAM pApa thaI zake che ? tene samajAvavA mATe ane bAlocanA levA mATe keTalAka pAponA sthAno = jJAnAcAra AdinA aparAdhonI noMdha 'bhavaAloyanA mArgadarzikA' nAmanI alaga pustakamAM Apela che. te pustaka A pustakanI sAthe niHzulka apAya che. temAMthI pApasthAna ApaNe sevyuM hoya, to te pApa sthaLano kramAMka eka noTabukamAM ke kAgaLamAM lakhI devo. jANatA ke balAtkAra vagerethI je pApa thayuM hoya, tevI rIte dharma sthAna ke anyatra hoTala AdimAM jyAM thayuM hoya, jevA bhAvathI eTale ke du:khathI ke AnaMdathI thayuM hoya, te rIte eka eka kramAMka AgaLa kAgaLamAM vigata lakhI devI. lakheluM pharIthI vAMcI levuM, tyArabAda kramazaH te pustakamAM vyavasthita rIte vigata lakhI devI. pachI te pUjya gurudevazrIne ApI devuM. gurudevazrI prAyazcita Ape, te pUrNa karavA prayatna karavo. te pustakamAM jeTalA pApasthAnaka eTale ke aticAronI noMdha ApI che. te ApaNe vAMcIzuM, tyAre khyAla Avaze ke ApaNe kayA kayA aparAdho karyA che ? tenI noMdha ane vigato lakhI gurudeva pAse prAyazcita laIzuM tyAre ApaNo AtmA zuddha banaze.

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vizeSa noMdhe. Jan Education international For Personal & www.janobrary.org

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hajAro latIrI Giaa BIfIiii. jaina rAmAyaNa 'ra mahas Tenzana Tu pIsa guja., hindI = 10/[duniyA bharanA TenzanothI bharelAM mAnavana cittane zAMtinA vividhA prayogo batAvatuM A pustaka che. sau cAlo siddhagiri jaIye guja., hindI, aMgrejI = 250/zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanA dareka rasthaLonI saMpUrNa mAhitI tathA tyAMnA tihAsanuM varNanA pUrvaka saMpUrNa bhAyAtrAnuM AbehUbA varNana jANavA A pustaka avazya giyag. phora kalara grIna citro, sAthe chapAyeluM A AkaSaka pustaka darekane zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI yAtrA karavAmAMkhAsa upayogI banaze. re karma tArI gati nyArI guja., hindI = 20/AbhA dara samaye-samaye kevI rIte, kayA-kayA karmo bAMdhe che ? tathA tenuM phaLa zuM-zuM Ave che ? AvuM suMdara majAnuM tatvajJAna pIrasatuM A pustaDa che. zrI zatruMjaya Adi 4 mahAtIrtha dizA darzaka yaMtra guja., hindI, aMgrejI = Bo/A duniyAnA koI paNa khUNAmAM rahelA Apane zatruMjaya, zaMkhezvara, sametazikhara athavA nAkoDA tIrthanA bhAvathI vaMdana karavA hoya, to te-te tIrthanI dizA batAvatuM A yana Aje ja vasAvI lo. jaina rAmAyaNa guja., hindI, aMgrejI = 4h hassnA 6890Ane tilAMjalI che zaSane pitA pratye samarpaNa suzIla pAnIno thAga karatAM 2 pratye sItAjInI samarpaUImA giDhane jeni dazarathanI, 840thI 5 joIne aggzanI ane suya jAni hanumAnajI dIdho dama slhekhika saMskAro ane nadayAma saMrakAro mATe jarUra chAMyo tAyitra + rAmAyaNa jarUra vAyo, pUjaya zrI dvArA likhita sampAdita uttama sAhitya

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