Book Title: Sahajta
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Mahavideh Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008871/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 535 AjJA pALye thavAya sahaja jo prakRti sahaja thAya to AtmA sahaja thaI ja jAya. agara AtmA sahaja thavAno prayatna thAya to prakRti sahaja thaI jAya, bemAMthI eka sahaja bhaNI cAlyuM, ke beu sahaja thaI jAya. A kALamAM prakRti sahaja thAya ema nathI, tethI 'ame' AtmA sahaja ApI daIe chIe ane joDe joDe prakRtinI sahajatAnuM jJAna ApI daIe chIe. pachI prakRti sahaja karavAnI bAkI rahe che. jJAnI puruSanI AjJA jema jema pALatA jAya, tema tema mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja thatA jAya. prakRti sahaja thaI eTale to bahArano bhAga ja bhagavAna thaI gayo! -dAdAzrI ~ ja che ka 11188937857 Printed in India dAdA bhagavAta prarUpita sahajatA prAkRta sahaja asahaja -- pUrNa sahaja Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita : zrI ajita sI. paTela mahAvideha phAunDezana 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta koleja pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-380014, gujarAta. phona : (079) 27540408, 27543979 (c) All Rights Reserved - Mr. Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist. : Gandhinagar-382 421, Gujarat, India. sahajatA prathama AvRtio : 5OO Disembara 2010 bhAva mUlya : "parama vinaya' svarUpajJAna sAkSAtkAra pAmelA akrama mArganA mahAtmAo mATe kevaLajJAnanI zreNIo caDhAvato graMtha ane 'huM kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 35 rUpiyA lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, amadAvAda. saMpAdaka : dIpaka desAI mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana, pArzvanAtha cembarsa, navI rijharva beMka pAse, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda. phona : (079) 30004823, 27542964 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samarpaNa trimaMtra aho, kaLikALe, adbhuta Azcarya sarjAyA, jJAnI kRpAe, svarUpanA lakSa pamAyA. AtmA-anAtmAnA, siddhAMtika phoDa samajAyA, Atamajyota prakAza, mokSe kadama maMDAyA. prakRtithI judA thaI, puruSa pade sthira thayA, pratiSThA baMdha thaI, 'pratiSThita'nA jJAtA thayA. nija aprayAse, mana-vANI-kAyA nokhA nihALyA, aham-buddhi vilaye DakhoDakhala baMdha bhALyA. 'vyavasthita' udaye, DiscArjanA jJAtA rahyA, sahaja prakRti thAtA, nirAlaMba pote thayA. sahaja 'A' anubhave, 'sahaja'nA marma samajAyA, sarvajJa' svarUpa 'A' jJAnI, saheje oLakhAyA. jJAnInI sahaja vANInA, zAstro racAyA, kevI karuNA jaga kalyANe ! saheje samarpayA. Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'dAdA bhagavAna' koNa ? jUna 1958nI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatAM suratanAM sTezana para beThelA e.ema.paTela rUpI dehamaMdiramAM 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ane kudarate sarjyuM adhyAtmanuM adbhUta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! 'ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che? karma zuM? mukti zuM ? 'I. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAnuM ! akrama eTale krama vinAno, liphaTa mArga ! zorTakaTa !! teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?'no phoDa pADatA kahetAM ke, ''A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nhoya, ame to jJAnI puruSa chIe ane mahIM pragaTa thayelA che te dAdA bhagavAna che, je cauda lokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAMya che, badhAmAMya che. tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne 'ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM." AtmajJAna prAptitI pratyakSa liMka parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna (dAdAzrI) gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. dAdAzrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna (nIrumA)ne AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda nIrumA te ja rIte mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvatA hatA. pUjya dIpakabhAI desAIne dAdAzrIe satsaMga karavA mATe siddhi Apela. nIrumAnI hAjarImAM temanA AzIrvAdathI pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzomAM ghaNAM gAmo-zaheromAM jaIne AtmajJAna karAvI rahyA hatA. je nIrumAnA dehavilaya bAda cAlu ja raheze. A AtmajJAna meLavyA bAda hajAro mumukSuo saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI AtmaramaNatA anubhave che. dAdA bhagavAta prarUpita AdhyAtmika prakAzano 1. bhogave tenI bhUla 2. banyuM te ja nyAya 3. eDajasTa evarIvhera 4. athaDAmaNa TALo 5. ciMtA 6. krodha 7. mAnavadharma 8. sevA-paropakAra 9. huM koNa chuM ? 10. dAdA bhagavAna ? 11. trimaMtra 24. satya-asatyanA rahasyo 25. ahiMsA 26. prema 27. camatkAra 28. vANI, vyavahAramAM.... 29. nijadoSa darzanathI, nirdoSa 30. guru-ziSya 31. AptavANI - 1 32. AptavANI - 2 33. AptavANI - 3 34. AptavANI - 4 35. AptavANI - 5-6 36. AptavANI - 7 37. AptavANI - 8 12. dAna 13. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI 14. bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 38. AptavANI - 9 39. 15. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 16. paisAno vyavahAra (graM., saM.) 17. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (graM., saM.) 40. 18. mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra (graM., saM.) 41. 19. pratikramaNa (graMtha, saMkSipta) 42. AptavANI - 10 (pU.,u.) AptavANI - 11 (pU.,u.) AptavANI - 12 (pU.,u.) AptavANI - 13 (pU.,u.) 20. samajathI prApta brahmacarya (graM., saM.) 43. AptavANI - 14 (bhAga 1-2) 21. vANIno siddhAMta 44. AptasUtra 22. karmanuM vijJAna 45. kleza vinAnuM jIvana 23. pApa-puNya F 46. sahajatA (graM.-graMtha,saM.-saMkSipta, pU.-pUrvArdha, u.-utarArdha) hindI, aMgrejI, marAThI, telugu, malayAlama tathA spenIza bhASAmAM bhASAMtara thayelA parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnanA pustako paNa upalabdha che. 'dAdAvANI' megejhina dara mahite gujarAtI, hindI tathA aMgrejI bhASAmAM prakAzita thAya che. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prastAvanA parama pUjya dAdAzrInI jJAnavANInuM saMkalana eTale ja vyavasthita zaktithI saMyogo ja nimittonI saMkalanAnuM pariNAma. anaMta avatAranA paribhramaNamAM jJAnI puruSa parama pUjaya dAdAzrIne thayelA aneka anubhavo nirmohI dazAne laIne tAdazya vartAyA karatA hatA, te A bhave nimitta AdhIna sahaja jJAnavANI nIkaLatA AtmA-anAtmAnA sAMdhA paranA guhya rahasyanA sUma phoDa paDatA gayA. pUjaya nIrUmAe A jagata upara asIma kRpA karI ke parama pUjaya dAdAzrInA tamAma zabdezabda TeparekarDa dvArA jhIlI lIdhA. - pUjya nImAe dAdAnI vANInA saMkalana karI cauda AptavANIo tathA pratikramaNa, vANIno siddhAMta, mA-bApa, chokarAno vyavahAra, pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra, AptasUtra, hindI AptavANI, nijadoSa darzanathI nirdoSa, paisAno vyavahAra, samajathI prApta brahmacarya Adi aneka pustako temaja tenA saMkSipta, temaja aneka pustikAo karela hatI. ane emanI sthULa dehanI anupasthitimAM A javAbadArI AvI paDI che, paNa ghaNA badhA brahmacArI bhAIo-baheno tathA sevArthI mahAtmA gaNanA AdhAre A vANInI pustakomAM saMkalananI kAryavAhI AgaLa thaI rahI che. have jema kArakhAnAmAM mAlasAmAna bhego thaI phAInala proDakTa bane, evI rIte jJAnavANInA kArakhAnAmAM dAdAnA jJAnavANInA pustako bane che. keTalAya mahAtmAonI gupta mauna sevAthI keseTomAMthI dAdAzrInI vANI utarAya che. vANI utarI gayA pachI cekIMgamAM thAya ne pAchuM ricekIMga thaI zuddhatA jema che tema vANInI jALavaNIno pUrNa prayAsa karavAmAM Ave che. pachI sajekTa pramANe kalekzana thAya, kalezana pAchuM vividha dRSTikoNavALI vAtomAM pAchuM vibhAjana thAya ane eka vyaktinI sAthe parama pUjya dAdAzrI satsaMganI vAtacIta karatA hoya, tevA bhAvapUrvaka ajJAnathI, jJAnanA ane kevaLajJAna sudhInA sAMdhAnA sarva phoDane ApatI vANInI saMkalanA thAya. chevaTe prapha riDIMga thaIne prinTIMga thAya che. ane AmAM sUkSmamAM parama pUjya dAdAzrInI kRpA, pUjya nIrumAnA AzIrvAda, deva-devIonI sahAyatAthI ane dareka DipArTamenTamAM aneka mahAtmAgaNanI sevAnA nimittathI aMte A pustaka ApanA hAthamAM AvI rahyuM che. dAdAzrIe aneka mahAtmAo-mumukSuo sAthe 20 varSamAM ghaNAM badhAM satsaMgo karyA che, temAMthI keTalAMya TukaDAone anne evI rIte saMkalita karavAno prayAsa karavAmAM Avyo che ke jANe te eka ja vyakti sAthe satsaMga thaI rahyo hoya. jema eka philma mATe proDyusara, DAyarekTara judI judI klipo banAve che, eka kalAkAranA jIvanamAM bALapaNa, lagna, mRtyu kAzmiramAM hoya, to eka sAthe badhuM philma pADIe, pachI skUla, yuvAnI, dhaMdho vagere dilhImAM hoya, pharavA perisa, svIjharalenDa gayA hoya. Ama aneka klipo hoya paNa pachI eDITIMga thaIne ApaNane nAnapaNathI mRtyu sudhInA sIna (dazyo) jovA maLe. ema dAdAzrI emanI vANImAM eka sajekTa mATe biginiMgathI enDa (zarUAtathI aMta) sudhInI badhI vAto kahI gayA che. judA judA nimitte, judA kALe, judA kSetre nIkaLelI vANI atre have ApaNane A eDITIMga (saMkalita) thaIne pustaka rUpe maLe che. AtmA-anAtmAnA sAMdhA upara rahIne Akho siddhAMta khullo karyo che. ApaNe A vANI vAMcIne sTaDI karIe ke jethI emaNe je anubhavyuM, te ApaNane samajAya ne aMte anubhavAya. - dIpaka desAI Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya zrImad rAjacaMdra (kRpALudeve) kahyuM che ke jIvanI sahaja sthiti thavI tene ja zrI vItarAga bhagavaMtoe mokSa kahyo che. AvI sthiti prApta karavI che, ene mATe lokoe athAga prayatno AdaryA che. mAre karmo khapAvavA che, mAre kaSAyo kADhavA che, mAre rAga-dveSa kADhavA che, mAre tyAga karavo che, mAre tapa karavA che, dhyAna karavuM che, upavAsa karavA che ane e mArga khoTo paNa nathI. paNa tIrthaMkara bhagavAna hAjara hoya to emane AdhIna ghara, vyavahAra sarva parigraha choDI loko bhagavAnanA zaraNamAM pahoMcI jatA ane bhagavAnanI AjJAnA ArAdhane kevaLa jJAna pAmI moze pahoMcI jatA. kramika mArgano rivAja ja che ke parigraha choDatA jAva teTalI mamatA chUTe, kaSAya chUTe, tema karatAM karatAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhane khalAsa karatAM karatAM, ahaMkAramAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanuM eka paramANuM paNa nA rahe tyAre e zuddha ahaMkAra kevaLa AtmAmAM abheda thaI pUrNAhuti pAme che. te cothA ArAmAM (zakaya!) thaI jatuM hatuM. parama pUjya dAdAzrIe evI zodhakhoLa karI ke A kALamAM mana-vacanakAyAno ekAtmayoga chUTI gayo che. bAhya dravya ne aMtara bhAvanI ekatA tUTI gaI che, to A kALamAM rAgadveSa, kaSAyo kADhatAM kADhatAM potAno dama nIkaLI jAya. to bIjo zo upAya ? mULa AtmA sahaja che, zuddha ja che. A vyavahAra AtmA ajJAnatAthI asahaja thaI gayo che. tethI prakRti, mana-vacana-kAyA asahaja thaI gayA che. mATe vyavahAra AtmAne evuM zuddha svarUpanuM jJAna Apo ke tethI e pote sahaja thAya. pachI prakRti sahaja karavA mATe pAMca AjJA ApI ke dhIme dhIme A AjJAmAM rahevAthI prakRti sahaja thatI jAya. jema taLAvamAM sthira pANI hoya ne temAM eka paththara nAkhyo to pANI UMcuM nIcuM, UMcuM nIcuM thaIne vamaLo thaI halAhalI thaI jaze. have pANIne sthira karavuM hoya to zuM karavuM paDe ? navA patharA nAkhIe to jaladI sthira thAya ? pANIne badhAe pakaDavuM paDe ? nA. kaMI ja nA karavAthI e sthira thaIne UbhuM raheze. to pote zuM karavuM ? joyA karavuM, to oTomeTika sthira thaI jaze ja. kudaratano niyama che, pote eka phero ja daDo nAkhe che, tenA paccIsa gaNA, pacAsa gaNA, so gaNA ribAunsa thaIne daDAnA TappA paDyA kare che. temAM pote gUMcAI jAya che ane daDAne jema pakaDIne sthira karavA jaze tema tema daDo vadhu uchaLaze ne sthira nahIM thAya. to eno upAya zuM ? zuM bane che joyA karo. daDAne sthira karavAno prayatna karavAno nathI. to enI meLe e thoDA TappA paDyA pachI jAte ja sthira thaze. ema parama pUjya dAdAzrInI adbhuta zodhakhoLa che ke prakRtinI asahajatAnuM mULa kAraNa potAnI ajJAnatA che. ajJAnatAthI prakRtimAM DakhoDakhala thaIne prakRtinI asahajatA thaI gaI che. have AmAMthI sahaja thavAno upAya zo ? pahelA pote zAna pAme to navA spaMdana baMdha thAya. pahelo pote sahajAtmA thAya. pachI dhIme dhIme prakRti sahaja thAya. jJAna pachI dAdAzrI pAMca AjJA evI ApI che ke je pALavAthI prakRtimAM Dakhala baMdha thatI jAya che. ne potAnuM jJAtA-draSTA pada zarU thatuM jAya che ane aMte pote kampliTa jJAnamAM rahevAthI A bAju prakRti saMpUrNa sahaja thAya che ne bane sahaja thaI gayA eTale pUrNa dazAnI prApti thaI gaI. sahajAtmasvarUpa parama guru evA kAruNyamUrti parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnanA zrImukhe saheja sarelI A pratyakSa sarasvatIne atre 'sahajatA' graMthamAM saMkalita karI che, prastuta saMkalanamAM zuddhAtmA padamAM sthita thayA pachI aprayatna dazAmAM puruSArtha mAMDI pUrNa dazA prApta karavAnA sudhInA saupAne parama pUjaya dAdAzrInI jJAnavANImAM khullA thayA che. mahAtmAoe to chellI dazAnuM citra samajI levAnuM che ane jIvananA aMtima dhyeya tarIke lakSamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke jyAre tyAre AvI sahaja, aprayatna dazA prApta thAya. tyAra vagara pUrNAhuti thavAnI nathI. tyAM sudhI zAnInuM jJAna ane AjJAnI ArAdhanA pragatinA uparanA pagathiyAM caDhAvyA karaze. aneka mumukSuo, mahAtmAo sAthe varSothI judA judA kSetre nimittAdhIna nIkaLelI vANIne atre saMkalita karI ekadhArI saLaMga banAvavAnA prayAso thayA che. sujJa vAcakane kyAMka kaMI kSati lAge to te saMkalananI khAmIne kAraNe che. kAraNa ke jJAnI puruSanI avirodhAbhAsa, syAdvAda vANI, sahajatAnI pUrNa dazAmAM vartana mAlikI vagaranI vANI che. tethI temAM koI kSati hoI zake ja nahIM. - dIpaka desAI 10 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upoddhAta [1] sahaja "lakSa' svarUpatuM, akrama thakI 'sahajAtma svarUpa parama guru" evA jJAnI puruSa dAdAzrInI kRpAthI be kalAkamAM 'A' AtmajJAna maLyA pachI 'pote' samyak dRSTivALo thayo. pahelAM 'pote' mithyA dRSTivALo hato. jJAnI A roMga bilIpho (mithyA dRSTi) phrekTara karI nAkhe, tyAre rAITa bilIpha bese. rAITa bilIpha eTale samyaka darzana. eTale pachI 'huM caMdubhAI na hoya, huM zuddhAtmA chuM', evI bilIpha besI jAya. pachI 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM'no khyAla enI meLe ja Ave, e sahaja kahevAya. AmAM 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM', e raTaNa ke smaraNa nathI, e to aMza anubhava che. je akramathI saheja prApta thAya che. jema jema jAgRti utpanna thAya, tyAra pachI AkhI vAta samajavI paDe. pachI jJAnInA paricayamAM rahI, jJAna samajI levAnuM che. haju pragati mAMDazo tema tema anubhava vadhato jaze. jJAnInI AjJAmAM rahevAno puruSArtha karavAno che ane nA rahevAya to mahIM kheda rAkhavAno ke evA te mahIM zuM karmanA udaya lAvyA ke ApaNane jaMpIne besavA detA nathI. potAno dRDha nizcaya ane AjJA pALavAno abhyAsa ene pragati karAvaze. A rileTiva-rIyala jovAno pAMca-sAta dahADA abhyAsa kara kara karavAthI e jovAnuM sahaja thaI jAya. have prazna thAya ke eka bAju dAdA kahe che ke tamane tamAruM svarUpa sahaja prApta thaI gayuM che, have abhyAsa ke raTaNa karavAnI jarUra nathI ane bIjI bAju dAdA kahe che ke sAmAnA zuddhAtmA jovAno thoDo abhyAsa karo, pachI sahaja thaI jaze. dekhItI rIte A banne vAta virodhAbhAsa lAge paNa nA, banne vAta enI jagyAe yogya ja che. svarUpanA lakSa mATe jyAre jJAna ApavAmAM Ave che tyAre kRpAthI ja sahaja pratIti besI jAya che. je pote jAte karIne ukhADe nahIM to mokSe jatAM sudhI A sahaja pratIti nahIM jAya ane jyAre sAmAne zuddhAtmA jovAno vyavahAra Ave che tyAre bharelo mAla ADo Ave che, eTale abhyAsanI jarUra paDe che. pahelA ajJAnatA hatI, tethI A karyuM ane A meM jANyuM." ema pote kartA ne draSTA beu thaI jato hato. tethI asahaja hato. te jJAna lIdhA pachI sahaja thavAnI zarUAta thAya che. A kRpAthI je prApta thayuM e zuddhAtmA pada che, e prApta thayuM tyArathI mokSa thavAno sikko vAgI gayo. have jJAnInI AjJA pALo ke dhIme dhIme nirAlaMba thaIne UbhuM raheze. jJAna prApti pachI Atmadarzana thayA pachI nirAlaMbanI taiyArIo thayA kare, avalaMbano ochA thatA jAya. mahAtmAoe A vAta jANI rAkhavA jevI che ke jJAnamAM ghaNI UMcI dazA rahetI hoya, dAkhalA tarIke niraMtara zuddhAtmAnuM lakSa sahaja rIte rahetuM hoya, ciMtA, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha vyavahAramAM nA thatA hoya, toya e mULa AtmA sudhI pahoMcyAnI dazA nathI. A zuddhAtmA e zabdAvalaMbana che. mokSanA pahelA daravAjAmAM peThA chIe. mokSa thaze ja emAM be mata nathI. paNa nirAlaMba mULa AtmA pAmavo, vijJAna svarUpa pada, te hajI AgaLanA dhyeya svarUpe lakSamAM rAkhavAnuM che. A pAMca AjJA pALavAthI dhIme dhIme zabdAvalaMbana chUTatuM jAya ane mULa 'kevaLajJAna svarUpa" darzanamAM dekhAtuM jAya. e dekhAtuM dekhAtuM dekhAtuM potAnA selphamAM ja anubhava rahyA karaze e chellI dazA. dAdAzrI pote A kALamAM AvI mukta dazAmAM vartatA hatA ! [] ajJa sahaja - prajJa sahaja jeTalo sahaja thAya teTaluM aizvarya pragaTa thAya. A jAnavaro, pazu-pakSIo badhA sahaja che, bALaka paNa sahaja che ane ahIMnI strIo karatAM phorenavALA (AmAM apavAda hoI zake) vadhAre sahaja che. kAraNa ke emanA krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha phullI Devalapa thayA nathI. eTale emanI sahajatA ajJAnatAthI che. anna sahaja eTale je prakRti svabhAva che temAM tanmayAkAra rahevuM, Dakhala nahIM karavI te. prAkRtika DevalapamenTamAM athavA ajJAnatAmAM prakRti ekadama sahaja lAge, koI vera-jhera nahIM, Dakho nahIM, bheguM karavAnI vRtti nahIM, jema che tema bolI de, jANe AtmajJAnI jevo saraLa vyavahAra hoya tevo ja lAge. chatAMya 11 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te pUrNAhuti nathI. niyamathI zarUAtamAM prakRti sahajamAMthI asahaja thAya. ekaeka pudgala paramANuno anubhava kare. pachI e ja pAcho zAnI pAse ke tIrthaMkara pAse AtmajJAna pAme ane potAnI asahajatAne khAlI karatA karatA saMpUrNa sahaja thAya ane pachI mokSe cAlyo jAya, A prAkRta sahaja evI vastu che ke emAM bilakula jAgRti hotI nathI. mahIMthI je udayamAM AvyuM te udaya pramANe bhaTakavuM, enuM nAma sahaja kahevAya. prANIo ane bALakane limiTeDa buddhi tyAM sahaja svabhAva ane jJAnIne to buddhi ja khalAsa thaI hoya, eTale jJAnI to bilakula sahaja hoya. A ajJAnatAmAM sahaja che, temAMthI jema jema krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha vadhatA jAya, tema tema asahaja vadhAre thato jAya. asahajatAmAM 'TaoNpa' para jAya tyAra pachI baLatarA pUrI jue-anubhave, tyAre nakkI kare ke A paisAmAM sukha nathI, strImAM sukha nathI, chokarAmAM sukha nathI, mATe have ahIMthI bhAgo jayAM kaMIka mukta thavAnI jagyA che tyAM. tIrthaMkaro mukta thayA, e raste heMDo. A saMsAra have nA posAya, pachI mokSe javAno bhAva thaI jAya. [3] asahajato mULa gunegAra koNa ? mULa AtmA sahaja ja che. AtmajJAnanI prApti pachI pote A jJAnamAM rahe to prakRti sahaja thatI jAya. sthULa prakRti rAga-dveSavALI che ja nahIM, e to pUraNa-galana svabhAvanI che. A to ajJAnatAthI ahaMkAra Ubho thayo che ane e ahaMkAra, 'game' enI upara rAga kare che ne 'nathI gamatuM to breSa kare che, tethI prakRti asahaja thaI jAya che. jJAna maLavAthI prakRti judI thaI gaI paNa DiscArja rUpe rahI, ene 'vyavasthita'ne tAbe che kahevAya. mULa AtmA che, e nizcaca AtmA zuddha ja che. A saMjogonA dabANathI ajJAnatAmAM vibhAva je Ubho thayo, 'huM caMdu chuM', e vyavahAra AtmA che. e pratiSThA kare che ke "A huM chuM, huM karuM chuM." e bhAvathI AvatA bhavano pratiSThita AtmA Ubho thAya che. A vyavahAra AtmAne jJAnavidhimAM bhAna thayuM ke 'huM caMdu nathI paNa huM zuddhAtmA chuM, huM kartA nathI, vyavasthita kartA che." tyArathI jIvato ahaMkAra gayo. have mAtra maDadAla ahaMkAra rahyo. ajJAnatAthI parve cArja karelo te Aje 'caMdu svarUpe DiscArja thAya che, te nizcetana-cetana che, te ja Ajano pratiSThita AtmA che. eno nikAla karavAno che. vyavahAra AtmAmAM aMza jAgRti utpanna thaI, chatAM je hajI ajAgRti che, je maDadAla ahaMkAra svarUpe che, te DiscArja pratiSThita AtmAmAM tanmayAkAra thaI jAya che. pAMca AjJAnI jAgRti rAkhe to vyavahAra AtmA tanmayAkAra nA thAya to DiscArja pratiSThita AtmA enI meLe sahaja rIte chUTe, galana thaI jAya. pratiSThita AtmAnI DakhoDakhalane prajJAmAM rahIne joyA kare to pachI deya chUTo ane AtmAya chUTI. zuddhAtmA sivAya bIjo kayo bhAga rahyo ? caMdu ane caMdunI prakRti rahI. caMdunI prakRti je karatI hoya temAM ApaNe 'tuM jozathI kara ke tuM nA karIza' ema nahIM kahevAnuM. ApaNe jJAtA-draSTA rahevAnuM to prakRti khAlI thAya. agara to 'ApaNAthI A nA thAya' ema breka mArI ke kheMca karI toya badhuM asahaja thaI gayuM. tyAM kheMca nA kare to sahaja thAya. eTale prakRtinI kriyA DiscArja che je sahaja ukalI rahI che. emAM pote 'rAga-dveSathI karavA jevuM che, nathI karavA jevuM sAruM che, kharAba che', ema Dakhala kare che. tenAthI prakRti asahaja thAya che. "jonAra" raho to prakRtinuM sAruM-kharAba hotuM nathI, 'jonAra' thayo eTale jJAnI thayo. prakRtinA udaya svarUpamAM caMdubhAI tanmayAkAra rahe, tene ApaNe jANavAnuM che. enAthI prakRtinI potAnI khoTo jAte ja pUrI thaI javAnI. haju koI vakhata ajAgRtithI Dakhala thAya, tene prajJAmAM besIne jANavAnI ke A asahaja thayuM, to dhIme dhIme aMte sahaja thatuM jaze. prakRti sahaja thAya eTale bahArano bhAga paNa lokone bhagavAna jevo dekhAya. sahaja kSamA, namratA, saraLatA, saMtoSa, koI paNa bahAranI cIjanI asara nahIM, potApaNuM nA hoya, evA guNo utpanna thaI jAya. [4] AjJAto puruSArtha, batAve sahaja jJAna maLyA pachI niraMtara lakSa rahe e sahaja AtmA thayo kahevAya. have mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja karavA mATe AjJA jema jema paLAtI jAya, tema tema 13 14 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja thatA jAya. A pAMca AjJA che te sahaja banAvanArI che. kAraNa ke AjJAmAM rahyo eTale potAnI Dakhala maTI ne tyArathI prakRti sahaja thavA mAMDe. pALavI enuM nAma puruSArtha. kharo puruSArtha zuM ? to kahe, jJAtA-draSTA rahevuM te. paheluM ArA rUpI puruSArtha, pachI emAMthI pachI svabhAvika puruSArtha utpanna thAya. eTale pote sahaja svabhAve vagara AjJAe rahI zake, eTale sahaja samAdhi niraMtara rahe. A caMdubhAI judA ane tame zuddhAtmA judA cho e jAgRti rahevI joIe. pote zuddhAtmAmAM rahe ane sAmAne paNa zuddha jue te zuddha upayoga rAkhyo kahevAya. gharanA mANasone 'zuddhAtmA' tarIke juo to tenI asara thAya ne dRSTimAM hoya ke A Avo che, tevo che to tevI asara thAya. sTezane khabara paDI ke gADI leTa che, pachI khabara paDe ke hajI aDadho kalAka leTa che, to prakRti ajJAnatAnA AdhAre kUdAkUda karI mUke. jJAnanA AdhAre ene sahajamAM lAvavAnI. gADI leTa che, to e vyavasthita che. AjJAmAM rahyo eTale potAnI Debala maTI, eTale prakRti sahaja thAya. eTale jJAtA-draSTA rahI zakAya. pachI phAIla be athavA bIjI phAIlonI sAthe jhaghaDA thayA ke bhAMjagaDa thaI hoya to eno samabhAve nikAla karIe chIe paNa phAIla naMbara 1no samabhAve nikAla pAra vagarano bAkI rahyo che. ahaMkArathI ene asahaja karI nAkhI che. sabhAmAM beTho hoya to pezAba karavA javuM hoya to be kalAka jAya nahIM, hoTalamAM khAvA beTho hoya, svAdiSTa khorAka hoya to khAvAnuM vadhAre paDatuM Thoka Thoka kare, UMghavAno TAI thayo hoya to sAruM pustaka hoya to vAMca vAMca karyA kare, nATaka jovA jAya to dehane UMdha AvatI hoya toya parANe jAgIne jue, UMghane oNsTrakTa kare (AMtare che), deha aniyamita karI nAkhyo eTale asahaja thAya. te A phAIla naM. 1ne samabhAve nikAla karIne pAchI sahaja karavAnI che. AjJA pALavAnuM phalAya vhIla 181deg sudhI pharyuM eTale pachI enI meLe potAnA jorathI pharaze. tyAM sudhI pote jora mAravAnuM che. pachI bojA halakA thatA jAya, sahaja thatuM jAya. A pAMca AjJA AkhA varlDanA badhA zAstrono arka ja che. pAMca AjJA [5] trikaraNa Ama thAya sahaja sAhajika eTale mana-vacana-kAyAnI kriyA je thaI rahI che, emAM Dakhala nA karavI. mananA dharmamAM ke bIjA koInAmAM Dakho nA kare. mana-vacana-kAyA e cAlyA kare enuM nirIkSaNa karyA karavuM. sAhajika mana, vANI ne kAyAvALAnuM dareka kArya saraLa thAya. zarIra, mana, vANInI jeTalI nirogItA eTalI AtmAnI sahajatA. mana-vacana-kAyA to enI meLe DiscArja thayA kare. emAM mahIM pote bhaLe to roga utpanna thAya. chone bharelo mAla ADoavaLo, UMdhocato nIkaLe, temAM tanmayAkAra nathI thavAnuM tene mAtra joyA karavAno che, eTale e khAlI thaI jAya. jagata enI meLe sahaja cAlyA kare che. buddhi-ahaMkAra prikozana levA jAya che, te eka jAtanI cAMcazyatA che. nahIM to enI meLe badhuM thaI ja jAya che. mAtra ene joyA karavAnuM ja che ke zuM thAya che ! vicAravuM e manano dharma che. ApaNe vicArothI cheTA rahIne jovAnI jarUra che. vicArone jonAro AtmA che. AtmA jAte joto nathI paNa kharekhara to ApaNI je prazAzakti che te jue che. nirAlaMba jyAM sudhI nA thAya tyAM sudhI prajJA phula (pUrepUrI) kAma kare nahIM. jema jema vicArone zeya banAvazo tema tema rAtApada majabUta thaze. vicArone zeya tarIke juo e zuddhAtmAnuM viTAmina che. ApaNe zuddhAtmA thayA eTale mane joDe levAdevA ja nA rahI. jJAtA-draSTA pada thayuM eTale mana vaza thaI gayuM kahevAya. A jJAna manane vaza ja karanAruM che. enAthI pachI tamane lokonA mana Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vaza varte. mana vaza vartI eTale zuM ke ApaNe je kahIe te ApaNA kahyA pramANe enuM mana eDajasTa ja thaI jAya. vANI e TeparekarDa che, e sAhajika vastu che. sAhajikapaNA mATe pote jJAtA-drA rahe to sAhajikapaNuM Ave. je kartA che ene kartA rahevA do ane rajJAtA che ane jJAtA thavA do. jema che ema thavA do to rAge paDI jAya. A jJAnanuM saravaiyuM ja e che. AtmA AtmAnI pharaja bajAve, caMdubhAI caMdubhAInI pharaja bajAve, banneno jJAtA-joyano saMbaMdha rahevo joIe. pAMca IndriyonA dharmane jAvyA karavuM. ane tyAre ja mananI, vANInI ane zarIranI sahajatA Ave. evI sahajatA Ave tyAre pUrNAhuti kahevAya. deha sahaja thayo tenuM mApadaMDa zuM ? to kahe, 'dehane koI kaMI paNa kare to ApaNane rAga-dveSa nA thAya. sahaja eTale svabhAvika, emAM vibhAvika dazA nahIM, pote huM chuM evuM bhAna nahIM. jJAnIonI bhASAmAM deha sahaja thAya eTale dehAdhyAsa gayo. udaya Ave eTaluM ja kare. potApaNuM nA rAkhe. ane lokonuM to haju potApaNuM kevuM che ke prakRtinuM rakSaNa to kare paNa UlaTuM eTeka hau kare. prakRtinuM rakSaNa karavuM e ja potApaNuM. e rakSaNa kare tethI sahaja nathI thatuM. eTale have mULa vastu pAmyA pachI ahaMkArano rasa kheMcI levAno che. badhAne apamAna nA game paNa e to bahu helDiMga che. eTale sahaja jo thavuM hoya to DiscArja krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, ahaMkAranuM rakSaNa karavuM nahIM. bharelo mAla to gamato paNa nIkaLe, nA gamato paNa nIkaLe, tene ApaNe 'joIe to sahaja chIe. prakRti sahaja thaze, banne sahaja thaze tyAre ukela Avaze. [6] aMtaHkaraNamAM Dakhala konI ? buddhi saMsAramAM caMcaLa banAve, zaMkA karAve. jyAre jJAnathI 'vyavasthita' che evI athavA e jAgRti rahe to sahaja rahevAya. jJAnathI buddhine bAjue besADe to sahaja sukha varta. 7 A mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra e cAra ja aMtaHkaraNa rUpe che, eno vyavahAramAM vAMdho nathI paNa vadhArAnI ekasTrA buddhi che teno Dakho che. potApaNAno sUkSmatara ahaMkAra che, tenI joDe je buddhi che te ekasTrA buddhi che, vizeSa buddhi che. pote nakkI kare ke A buddhinI velyu nathI, to e ochI thatI jAya. loko to buddhi vadhe evA dhaMdhA khoLI kADhe che ane A saMsAra ja buddhino Dakho che. buddhi nA UbhI hota to Avo saMsAra raheta ja nahIM. A akrama jJAnathI to naryo AnaMda varte tema che, paNa buddhi gayA pachI. paNa buddhi che to e Dakhala kare che. buddhi saMsAramAM rUpALuM karI Ape, mokSa nA javA de. A jJAna pachI prajJA utpanna thAya che, je TheTha mokSe laI jAya. prajJA kahe che, je hArTilI mANasa hoya tene huM helpa karIza, mokSe laI jaIza. aMtaHkaraNanI buddhi saMsAramAM jyAM jyAM enI jeTalI jarUra che, eTalo eno sahaja prakAza Ape ja che ne saMsAranA kAma thaI jAya che, paNa A viparIta buddhi vApare to sarva duHkho InvAITa (AmaMtrita) kare. samyak buddhi thaI to sarva du:kho kapAya. manuSya buddhino durupayoga karyo, tethI nirAzritapaNe bhogave che. jyAre manuSya sivAyanA karoDo jIvo che paNa teo Azrita che, sahaja AnaMdamAM che. AtmajJAnInA darzana karyA hoya ne tyAM zraddhA besI hoya to samyak buddhi utpanna thAya ane pachI sahajabhAve mokSamArga maLI Ave ja. mANasa kriyA kare te kriyAnI harakta nathI, emAM buddhi vaparAya ke tarata kaoNjhijha utpanna thAya. buddhi vagaranI kriyA sahaja kahevAya. sAmo mANasa gALa de tyAre buddhi vaparAya, 'mane kema dIdhI' eTale krodha utpanna thAya, dveSa kare e kaoNjhijha che. tame khAva e kaoNjha nathI, "majA nA AvI', e kharAba bolyA te kaoNjha che agara khuza thAya to te kaoNjha che. A jJAna pachI buddhi DakhoDakhala kare che, evI khabara paDI jAya, to ApaNe tenA pakSamAM nA rahevuM. dRSTi pheravI levI, enA DakhoDakhalanA virodhamAM rahevuM. to e dhImedhIme baMdha thaI jaze. A to ene mAna Ape, eksepTa (svIkAra) kare, enI salAha mAne, tyAM sudhI buddhi DakhoDakhala ryA ja kare. 18 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhi Imozanala karAve. Imozanala thAya eTale jAgRti rahe nahIM. je Imozanala bilakula nA hoya to tyAM jJAtA-draSTApaNuM saMpUrNa e ja sAhajikatA. enA kAma haMDreDa parasenTa thAya. caMdubhAI zuM kare che e joyA karavAnuM, enA jJAtA-draSTA rahevAnuM che. sudhAravA jAya, karavA jAya to bagaDe ane joyA kare to sudhare. eka avatArano badho hisAba laIne AvelA che. loTa taiyAra laI Avelo che, pharI loTane daLavAnI jarUra nathI. 'huM karuM chuM" e gAMDapaNathI bagaDe che, nahIM to A zarIramAM aMdara to bahu jabarajasta sAyansa (vaijJAnika rIte) cAlyA kare che. Dakho karavAnI jarUra ja nahIM. buddhi to bheda pADe, A sAruM ane A khoTuM, e Imozanala karAve. e kAmanuM ja nahIM. jAgRtinA bheda pADelA kAma lAgaze ke A huM ne A hoya huM. A hitakArI ne A hitakArI hoya, ema sUjha paDyA ja kare. e kAma lAge. buddhi ajaMpo karAve. prazAmAM ajaMpo nA hoya. saheja paNa ajaMpo thAya to jANavuM ke buddhinuM calaNa che. sUryanuM ajavALuM thAya pachI mINabattInI jarUra nahIMne, evuM AtmAnA jJAnaprakAza pachI buddhiprakAzanI jarUra nahIM. mahAtmAone bharelA mAlanA pariNAme vakhate gUMcAI jAya che, tyAM jJAnInI jAgRtithI vALe ke A to pArakA pariNAma che, DiscArja che. ene sAtha nA Ape, ene joyA ja kare, to pote muktatA bhogave. AvI jAgRtithI cittanI zuddhi thayA ja kare ane cittanI zuddhi saMpUrNa thatAM sudhI A yoga A jamAvavAno che. sahaja ahaMkArathI, DiscArja ahaMkArathI A saMsAra sahaja cAle evo che. paNa A jIvato ahaMkAra laDhe, jhaghaDe ne karma cArja kare. ethI A gUMcavADo che. A manuSyo ahaMkArano upayoga karI adhogati bAMdhe che. ahaMkAra e to ghora ajJAnatA che. A jJAna lIdhA pachI jenAthI saMsAra Ubho thato hato e ahaMkAra UDI gayo paNa A DiscArja ahaMkAra khAlI karavAno che. A krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha je bharelA che, te DiscArja ahaMkArathI khAlI thAya che. sthaLa dehamAM vaNAyelo ane sUkSma aMtaHkaraNano ahaMkAra, e bhamaraDA jevo che, DiscArja che, e naDato nathI. je sUkSmatara, potApaNAno ahaMkAra che te Dakhala karanAro che. e jAya eTale sahaja thAya. 19 ahaMkAra AMdhaLo che, e kAma pUruM saphaLa thavA deto nathI ne Avato bhava bAMdhe che. A ajJAna dazAmAM dareka kriyA kare che, emAM 'huM karuM chuM' e bhAna sajIva ahaMkAra che. jJAna dazAmAM pote phakta nakkI karavAnuM che, pachI vyavasthita kArya pUrA karAvaze. paNa pote 'huM karuM chuM, mArA vagara koI nA karI zake" kahe to bagADe badhuM. dareka jIvaMta vastumAM AtmA sahaja svabhAvano hoya che ane prakRti paNa sahaja svabhAvamAM hoya che. A manuSyamAM buddhi-ahaMkAre Dakhala karIne prakRtine vikRta karI nAkhI che. vikRta prakRti ene lIdhe AtmAmAM phoTo vikRtatAno paDe. pachI AtmAya (vyavahAra AtmA) vikRta thaI jAya. jyAre UMdha Ave tyAre coTalI bAMdhIne jAge, Ama asahaja thAya che. manuSya ekalAe sahaja thavAnI jarUra che. A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, ahaMkAra e saMjogonA dabANathI, ajJAnathI, aMdhArAthI UbhA thaI gayelA che. je jJAna thatAMnI sAthe ajavALAthI ema ne ema sahajAsahaja baMdha thaI jAya evA che. bAkI game teTalA kaSTa seve toye A vaMzAvaLI jAya ema nathI. pote vikalpI jAte nirvikalpI kevI rIte thaI zake ? mukta puruSanA zaraNe jAya to sahaja rIte kAma thAya evuM che. saMsAranI kriyA thaI rahI che eno koI vAMdho ja nathI. emAM je caMcaLatA utpanna thAya che, je sAhajikatA tUTe che, enAthI karma baMdhAya che. A jJAna pachI kriyA bahAra enI meLe thAya. potAnI saheja Dakhala nathI hotI. enAthI sahajatA rahe, A caMcaLatA UDI gaI, enuM nAma sAhajikatA. navA karmo bAhya prakRtithI thAya che ? nA. e to ajJAnadazAmAM potAno jIvato ahaMkAra ane AjanI samajaNa ne jJAna upara AdhAra rAkhe che. tenAthI karma avaLA ke savaLA baMdhAya ane pachI prakRti ApaNane tenA phaLa svarUpe evA saMjogomAM rAkhe. baMdhAyelA karma choDavA mATe koIkanI jarUra to kharI ne ? te A prakRtinI bAhya kriyA e to thavAnI, e karma chUTavA mATenI kriyA che. ene mATe DiscArja ahaMkAra joIe, paNa te karma bAMdhI zake nahIM. pote potAnA AtmAnA bhAnamAM AvI gayo, kartApaNuM chUTI gayuM pachI 20 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ udaya svarUpa rahe, e enI meLe cAlyA kare. eTale dehAdhyAsa jato rahe eTale deha dehanA kAmamAM, AtmA enA kAmamAM, e ja sahaja dazA. jJAna pachI jIvato ahaMkAra jAya che, pachI DiscArja ahaMkAreya pUro thAya. tyAra pachI deha kriyA kare, e tadana sahaja kriyA kahevAya. te ghaDIe AtmAya sahaja, banne sahaja. pudgalane jo DakhoDakhala nA thAya to cokhkhuM thayA ja kare. A enjInamAM kolasA badhuM bharIne rAkhyuM hoya ne DrAyavara nA hoya to e cAlyA ja kare evo eno svabhAva. paNa mahIM Dakhala karanAro beTho hoya to UbhI rAkhe, cAlu kare. DakhoDakhala karanArA koNa ? ajJAna mAnyatA ne vAMdhA-vacakA. [7] jJAnI prakAze atokhA prayogo bhaNelA-buddhizALIo bhegA thayA hoya to 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' keTalA bole ? ekuya nA bole. kAraNa ke buddhi evI vadhI ke zukala aMtaHkaraNa UDI gayuM. A zAthI tALIo pADIne gAvAnuM ? asahajatA kADhavA mATe. dAdA bhagavAna AvAM anokhA prayogo asahajatAnI khoTa pUravA mATe karAvatA. A jJAna to maLI gayuM paNa have pUrNa sahajatA hovI joIe ne ? maMdiramAMthI darzana karIne AvIe to navA bUTa UpaDI gayA hoya, agara to rastAmAM kapaDA kADhI le toya ApaNane saMkoca rahe te ja asahajatA. mATe aMdarathI taiyArI, goThavaNI karIne saMkoca pahelethI dUra karo ne sahajatA lAvo. A jagatano koIpaNa prakArano bhaya nA rahevo joIe. game tevI sthitimAM sahaja thaze to mokSa thaze. asahajatAthI A eTikeTanA bhUtAM che. pUrNa sahajane je bhaje to teya sahaja thaze. tALIo pADavAthI mokSe javAya ke nA pADavAthI mokSe javAya, evo niyama nathI. mokSe javA mATe to mANasa keTalo sahaja rahe che e niyama che. sUnamUna besI rahevuM, tALIo nA pADavI, eTikeTamAM rahevuM, evI badhI cIDha pesI gayelI hoya che. e cIDha kADhavA mATe dAdAjI garabA karAve, bhakti karAve, mAtAjInA darzana, mahAdevajInA darzana, maMdiromAM karAve, masjidomAM darzana karAve, enAthI asahajatA khAlI thatI jAya. ApaNuM vijJAna zuM kahe che, je te raste sahaja thAva. 21 sahaja eTale zuM ke lokothI DaravuM nahIM. ko'ka joI jaze to ? gAyobheMsothI bhaDakatA nathI, to lokothI kema bhaDako cho ? AtmA to badhAmAM sarakho che. paNa manuSyothI zarama Ave. A asahajatAno roga kADhavA dAdA koI vakhata koIne 'gaLAmAM hAra paherIne ghera jAva kahetA, jAtrAmAM moTA sTopa hoya tyAM sTezane utarIne garabA pharavAnuM karAve. te mukta mane badhA kare. te koIthI dabAyelA nahIM, zarameya nahIM. Ama sahaja dazAmAM Ave. badhA kare evuM poteya kare. potAnuM juduM nahIM. potApaNuM ja nA rAkhavuM joIe, to sahajatA UbhI thAya. badhA gAtA hoya te ghaDIe pote gAvA lAge. eTale mArAthI AvuM nA thAya evI badhI AMTIo nIkaLI jAya ne sahaja thavAya. satsaMgamAM badhA jevuM kare evuM karavAthI judAI nA paDe. judo phoTo nA paDavo joIe. badhAmAM maLatA thaI jAya. potAnI DijhAInamAM utare nahIM. potAnuM kaMI juduM nahIM e sahaja. potAnuM DroIMga juduM cItare to e sahajatA cUkyA kahevAya. A jJAna pahelA jaM kaMI rAga-dveSa karyA hoya, ApaNane nA gamatuM hoya, kaMTALo Ave, A khoTuM che, AvuM nA karAya, AvA badhA roga bharelA hoya, te badhA tUTI javA joIe. ahIM satsaMgamAM je je thAya, e udayamAM caMdu bhaLe ane pote ene joyA kare, to asahajatAno roga khalAsa thato jAya ne sahaja thaIne UbhuM rahe. eTikeTanA roga gayA sivAya dharmeya pariNAma nA pAme ne ! lokonuM joIne eTikeTanI nakalo karI che ne A roga pesI gayo che. te roga kADhavA dAdAzrIe kaLA karI che, je bhaNelA-gaNelAne sahaja banAvI nAkhe. tALIo nA paDavI eka jAtano ahaMkAra che ane A bhakti-garabA, tALI pADIne asIma jaya jayakAra kare to ahaMkArane nAza karI de. kAraNa ke A pote kartA nathI, caMdubhAI kare che ne. eTale ahIM badhI kriyAo roMga bilIphane choDAvanArI che. ApaNe to caMdu zuM kare che, caMdu kevA thabAkA mAryA, kevA garabA pharyA' jovAnuM che. A to cIDha-tiraskAra karelA pahelA, te A plasa-mAInasa thaIne khalAsa thaI jAya. AkhI prakRtino jo bhAga hoya to mAtAjI che, je Adyazakti svarUpa 22 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. eTale mAtAjInI bhakti karavAthI prAkRtika zakti utpanna thAya. ahIM caMdu' pAse mAtAjInI bhakti karAvavAthI prakRti sahaja thAya. dAdAzrI kahetA ke ame aMbemAnA ekanA eka lAla chIe, amArI cIThThI laIne mAtAjInA darzana karavA jajo, to mAtAjI svIkAraze. mAtAjInA AzIrvAdathI saMsAranA vino dUra thAya, paNa mokSa to AtmajJAna dvArA ja prApta thAya. [8] aMte pAmavI aprayAdazA saMsAraye naDato nathI, saMsAranI javAbadArIo naDatI nathI, khAdhA pachI mahIM sahaja cAle che enA karatAM bahAra vadhAre sahaja cAle evuM che. ApaNe zuM bane che joyA karIe to. kAraNa ke bahAranI kriyA vyavasthitane tAbe che, ApaNA tAbAmAM nathI. vyavasthita eTale zuM ke sahajabhAve raho ane je bane e thavA do. to ApaNe aprayatnadazAmAM rahevAya ane jJAna pariNAma pAme. aMte A dazA pAmavAnI che. jamyA pachI tapAsa karavA javuM paDe che ke mahIM pAcaka rasa paDyA, pAcana koNe karAvyuM, enI meLe ja badhI kriyA thaIne badhuM juduM paDI jAya che ne ? koNa karavA gayuM hatuM mahIM ? rAte UMdhamAM zarIra sahaja hoya che, aMdaranuM ema ne ema cAle che. to bahAranuM nahIM cAle ? "huM karuM chuM, mAre karavuM paDaze" e mAnIne DakhA karyA kare che. bAkI khAvA-pIvAnuM, dhaMdho, vyavahAra badhuM sahajabhAve cAle evuM che. sahajabhAvamAM buddhi nA vaparAya. sahaja eTale aprayatna dazA, potAno koI jAtano prayatna nahIM. hA, caMduno prayatna thAya, teya vyavasthitane AdhIna thayA kare, paNa pote 'meM Ama karyuM' e bhAna hoya nahIM. A jagatamAM nA karavA jevuMya nathI ne karavA jevuM nathI. zuM bane che. e joyA-jANyA karavA jevuM che. ApaNI dRSTi kevI rAkhavI ? sahaja, zuM bane che e jovuM. vyavasthita saMpUrNa samajAya ke kevaLajJAna khulluM thatuM jAya, saMpUrNa sahaja thato jAya. A jJAna maLyuM nirvikalpa thayA paNa sahaja thayA nathI. jeTaluM sahaja thAya tema vItarAgatA AvatI jAya. dAdAzrI kahe che, amAre Aje Ama karavuM che, evuM kazuM nA hoya. zuM bheguM thAya che ne zuM nahIM thatuM eTaluM joIe. enI meLe sahaja bheguM thaI jatuM hoya to, nahIM to kaMI nahIM. eTale koI kAma nA thAya to hisAba kADhIe ke AmAM kayo saMjoga khUTe che ? Ama TAIma ne badhuM saMjoga jotA jotA sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa badhuM jaDeluM ke jagata zI rIte cAle che ! dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva bhegA thAya ke kArya thaI jAya. emAM potAnuM kartApaNuM kyAM che ? chevaTe sahaja thavuM paDaze. sahaja thayA vagara nahIM cAle. aprayatna dazAthI cA-khorAka je Ave teno vAMdho nathI. sahajatAmAM dUdhapAka pUrI maLe to te khAya ane roTalo-zAka maLe to teya khAya. ekano Adara nahIM, ekano anAdara nahIM e sahaja. bahAranA prApta saMyogo ne aMdaranA mana, buddhinA badhA saMyogothI para thAya, aMdara je bUmAbUma kare, e badhAne cheTA rahIne pote jue tyAre sahaja dazA prApta thAya. be vAge jamavAnuM maLe to bolAya nahIM, zuM bane che joyA kare. khAvAmAM A naDaze, te naDaze, e vikRta buddhivALAne naDe, sahajane kazuM naDe nahIM. AvI paDeluM duHkha bhogava, AvI paDeluM sukha bhogava, AvI paDeluM khA, ApaNe Dakhala karavI nahIM enuM nAma sahaja, e sahajanI prApti prArabdhane AdhIna nathI, e jJAnane AdhIna che. ajJAna hoya to asahaja thAya ane jJAna hoya to sahaja thayA kare. A to akrama vijJAna che, krama nahIM, karavAnuM kazuM nahIM. kare tyAM saMsAra, sahaja tyAM AtmA. huM calAvuM chuM, mAre kaMI karavuM paDaze, huM karuM chuM e bhAvo nahIM, kartApaNAnI lagAma ja choDI devAnI. evA eka dahADo bhAva karavAnA ke dAdA, tamane lagAma soMpI, have huM to jJAtA-draSTA. mAre kaMI calAvavuM nathI. pachI juo cAle che ke ApaNe calAvavuM paDe che ? A to 'huM karuM' ema lagAma pakaDe che tethI ja bagaDe che. pAMca IndriyanA ghoDAnI lagAma choDI de to sahaja cAlyA karaze. vyavasthita samajAze ke rojanA karatA sAruM cAlyuM. badhuM khAvApIvA, vepAra badhuM sAruM cAlyuM. vakhate lagAma pharIthI pakaDAI jAya, Dakho thaI jAya to mAphI mAMgI levI. pachI prekTisa paDatA karekTanesa AvI jAya. ethI AgaLano sTeja, caMdubhAI zuM bole che, ene jo jo karavAnuM ke A karekTa che. ke nahIM ! A sahaja thayuM e to chellI dazAnI vAta che ! sahaja dazA pahoMcavA mATe vadhAre AgaLano puruSArtha dAdAzrI batAve che jene utAvaLa hoya teNe aparigrahI thavuM joIe. tuM vyavahArane vaLagyo che ke Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyavahAra tane vaLagyo che ? e to vyavahArano TapaTa nikAla karI nAkhe. ane vyavahAra keTalo rahe ? Avazyaka. havA, pANI, khorAka, paNa vadhArAnI jaMjALa je aAvazyaka kahevAya, te upAdhi karAve ne asahaja banAve ane Avazyakeya badhuM vicAryA vagaranuM sahaja thavuM joIe. enI meLe, Ama chellI dazAnuM citrapaTa lakSamAM hoya to enI peravImAM rahevAnuM che. Avazyaka, ane anAvazyaka, benuM lisTa banAvI, anAvazyaka cIjo vaLagI paDI hoya to dhIme dhIme kema karIne choDI devI, enI peravImAM rahevAnuM che. paNa A jJAna jANI rAkhavAnuM che, karavA maMDI paDavAnuM nathI. ApaNane aMdaranI jAgRti evI hovI joIe ke A vastuo du:khadAyI lAgyA kare. anAvazyaka cIjavastuo pratye potAnA bhAva, potAnA karAra upADI levAnA che. pachI cIjavastune vyavasthita enA TAIme kheravI nAkhaze. A jJAna pachI parigraha mAtra DiscArja che. DiscArja bhale rahyuM. paNa DiscArjamAM potAno moha choDI devAno che, mamatA ogALI nAkhavAnI che. rAjA bharata cakravatI jevuM, parigraha hovA chatAM saMpUrNa aparigrahI. aparigrahavALo ja huM, bIjuM badhuM hoya mAruM, A sthiti dAdAzrIne varte che. tyAM sudhI A bhavamAM pahoMcavAnuM che. chevaTe A dehane saheja karavAno che. [9] na karavAnuM kAMI, kevaLa jANavAnuM sahajatA eTale aprayAsa dazA. prayAsa karanAro khalAsa thayo pachI AtmA (prajJA) jANyA kare che ane mana-vacana-kAyA karyA kare che. pahelA 'huM kartA chuM' e bhAnathI asahajatA hatI. 'huM kartA nathI' e bhAnathI aprayatna dazA zarU thaI ane e prayAsa karanAro, Dakhala karanAro ja khalAsa thaI jAya che, pachI kevaLa jANapaNuM ja rahe che. mana-vacana-kAyA kAma karanArA che, paNa prayAsa karanArAnI gerahAjarI e sahaja dazA. kriyAno vAMdho nathI, prayAsa karanArAno vAMdho che, tyAM sudhI e asahaja dazA. mana-vacana-kAyA ane aMtaHkaraNa vyavasthitane AdhIna DiscArja thayA karavAnA. enA kAryamAM koI cenja thavAno nathI, jo prayAsa karanAro nA hoya to. prayAsamAM Dakhala che. pote kaMI karI zakato nathI. thaI rahyuM che emAM roMga biliphathI 'huM karuM chuM" mAne che, Dakho kare che ane prayAsa karavAnI roMga bilIpha chUTI jAya, jJAna hAjara rahe to pachI aprayAsa dazA. sahaja thaI gayo e 25 dAdAzrInI sthitie pahoMcI gayo. sahaja dazAmAM je aMtarAyo Ave che ene rokavAnA nathI, ene jovAnA che. khaseDavAmAM to khaseDanAro joIe ne saMjogone khaseDavA e guno che. kAraNa ke e pote ja kALa pAkaze eTale viyoga pAmaze. saMjogo viyogI svabhAvanA che. mATe saMjogone jovAno puruSArtha karavAno che. svabhAvika dazAmAM AvavA mATe pote zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI kahe che ke vibhAvika puruSArtha kare to nA thAya. gAMDo mANasa jAte puruSArtha karIne DAhyo nA thAya. e to DAhyAne zaraNe gayo. kahevuM ke kRpA karo, to pheraphAra thAya. potAnI Dakhalane laIne to navA saMjogo UbhA thAya che. jo potAnI Dakhala maTI, sahajamAM rahyo to saMjogo pAchalA che te chUTatA jAya. mahAtmAone pAMca AjJAno puruSArtha ja sahaja banAve. sahajatA potAnI che ane saMjogo para che ne parAdhIna che. mahAtmAone atyAre jovAno puruSArtha karavo paDe che. e jovAnA kAryamAM paDyA kahevAya. e jovAnuM kArya sahaja hovuM joIe. atyAre jonAra bane che, ene paNa jANanAro upara che. chelle uparIne javuM paDe nahIM, sahaja dekhAyA ja kare. vacalo upayoga prajJAzaktino che, ene paNa jue che e mULa svarUpa. jema arIsAmAM dekhAya, te arIsAne jovA javuM nA paDe, sahaja svabhAve jhaLake. mahAtmAone mokSe javAnI IcchA thaI eTale A saMsArabhAva tUTyo, enI meLe ja. amadAvAda tarapha cAlavA mAMDyA eTale muMbaI enI meLe ja chUTI jAya. bhAva tyAga valya enA pariNAme bharelo mAla kharI paDe ja ! Aja akrama vijJAna che ! bharelo mAla enI meLe kharI paDaze, kADhavAno nathI. [10] 'sahaja'te nihALatA, pragaTe sahajatA. AtmA sahaja che, have pudgalane sahaja kara, paNa thAya zI rIte ? sahajAtma svarUpa jJAnIne jovAthI, emanI sahaja kriyAone jovAthI sahaja thaI javAya. koI gALo bhAMDatuM hoya ne tevA prasaMge jJAnInI sahajatA jovAmAM Ave to potAne tarata evI sahajatA AvaDI jAya. jJAnIne jovAnI dRSTi ane ahobhAva thAya ke tevA guNa potAnAmAM pragaTa thaI jAya. jema gajavA kApavAno ekasparTa banAvavo Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoya to enA ustAda pAse mUko to cha mahinAmAM ekasparTa thaI jAya. kaoNlejamAM copaDAo bhaNavAthI nA thAya. DaoNkTaramAM traNa varSa ekasparTa DaoNkTara nIce InTapi karAve tyAre sarTiphAIDa DaoNkTara thAya. evuM A jJAnI puruSa pAse rahyo, emano rAjIpo meLavaze, kRpApAtra thaze to enI meLe sahajatA utpanna thaI jAya. parama pUjya dAdAzrInI sevAmAM, sAnidhyamAM pUjaya nIrumA rahelA to e sahaja dazA emane sahajAsahaja pragaTa thaI gaI hatI. ahaMkAra vagaranI dazA ne buddhi vagaranI dazA ! e be dazA to rAnI sivAya kyAMya jovA maLe ja nahIM ne ! lokone vItarAgatA rAkhatA AvaDatuM nathI. paNa A vItarAga puruSa che e tarata samajI jAya che ! phoTogrApharo paNa sahajane tarata oLakhI kADhe ne emanA phoTA le le karyA kare ! AvA jagatanA niyama che badhA. je dehanA, mananA, vANInA mAlika nathI, evA jJAnI puruSa pAse pratyakSa samAdhi dazA jovA maLe ! koI emane dhola mAre toye samAdhi jAya nahIM ne uparathI AzIrvAda Ape ! vacce Dakhala karanAro pote khasI gayo to aMtaHkaraNathI AtmA judo ja che. AtmA judo varte ane aMtaHkaraNa ne bAhyakaraNathI sAMsArika kAryo cAlyA kare. enuM nAma ja sahaja, sAhajika eTale naoN laoN laoN. jema anukuLa Ave tema rahe. mane loko zuM kaheze, evo vicAra suddhA nA Ave ! 'huM karuM chuM' e bhAva khalAsa thaI gayo hoya ane kriyA svabhAvika thayA kare, poTalAnI peThA varyA kare. potApaNuM ja nahIM eTale potAno mata ja nA hoya. eTale pArakAnA mate cAlyA kare, e ja sAhajikapaNuM. rileTivamAM kudarata rAkhe ema rahe ane pote niraMtara sAhajikatAmAM ja hoya. sahaja thAya to niraMtara upayogamAM rahevAya. dAdAzrI kahe che, amAre sAhajikatA hoya tyAM sudhI pratikramaNeya karavA nA paDe. sAhajiktAmAM phera paDe tyAre pratikramaNa karavA paDe. jJAnIne zubha vyavahAra sahajabhAve hoya ne ajJAnIne zubha vyavahAra karavo paDe. jJAnIne tyAga ke atyAga (grahaNa) kaDAkUTaya hoya nahIM, sahajabhAve evI vizeSa vilakSaNatA hoya ke zubha upara rAga ke azubha upara dveSa, kiMcitmAtra nA hoya. bhagavAna mahAvIrane kAnamAM baru hokAyA, baru kheMcIne kAnamAMthI kADhyA ke dehe buma pADI haze ke AMkhamAMthI pANI gayA haze, paNa e deha enA sahajabhAvamAM hoya ane parapariNAma je DiscArjarUpa che, emAM pote vItarAga ja hoya. dehane asara nA thAya ne sthira rahe te to ahaMkArathI rAkhI zake, e jJAnI kahevAya ja nahIM. jJAnIne sahaja AtmA eTale svapariNAma ane deha enA sahaja svabhAvamAM kUdAkUda kare. basa mAratI vakhate bhagavAna mahAvIrane karuNAnA AMsu hatA ne baru kADhatI vakhate vedanAnA AMsu hatA ! A badhI alaukika vAta che ! ahaMkAra zuM kare ke A huM jo hamaNe raDIza to A lokone mAruM jJAna khoTuM lAgaze, mATe raDe nahIM. ane sahajatAvALAne to lokone bhale jevuM lAge tevuM, AtmA pote svapariNAmamAM ja hoya, e ja sahaja AtmA ! ane deha dAjhe to UMco-nIco thaI jAya, hAlI jAya, teya sahaja svabhAvamAM. gajasukumArane mAthAmAM aMgArA mUkyA sagaDI banAvIne, tyAre mAthuM baLyA kare che, te jJAnamAM rahIne joyA karyuM. temAM je samatA dharI ke huM zuddhAtmA chuM, kevaLajJAna svarUpa chuM, A juduM che." mahIM baLatarA badhI thaI, te badhI khabara paDI ane chevaTe hisAba pUrA karI mokSe gayA. - jJAnIo, tIrthaMkaro niraMtara potAnA kevaLajJAna svarUpamAM ja rahe ane potAnA eka pudgalamAM ja dRSTi rAkhIne joyA karatA hoya. dAdAzrI kahe che, amane cAra DigrI khUTe che eTale mahAvIra bhagavAna jevuM na rahevAya jJAnamAM. ane e cAra DigrInI kacAza paNa ApaNA jevA lokonA kalyANa mATe, jJAna ApavuM jJAnavidhi dvArA, AjJA ApavI te, ane e puruSArthanuM phaLa emane cAra DigrI khUTe che, temAM be DigrIne vadhAre, Ama DigrI vadhatA vadhatA e puruSArtha kevaLajJAnanI najIka laI jAya. kevaLajJAna thayA pachI kaMI puruSArtha raheto nathI, pachI tadana sahajabhAva ja. [11] vijJAtathI pUrNatAne paMthe eka miniTa paNa sahaja thayo eTale e bhagavAna padamAM Avyo. A akrama vijJAna ane dAdA bhagavAnanI kRpAthI mahAtmAone sahaja dazAnI zarUAta thaI che. A pAMca AjJA, A vijJAnanI samaja niraMtare ApaNane sahaja karI ja rahyuM che ane pUrNa sahaja thayA eTale bhagavAna pada. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jyArathI jJAna ApyuM tyArathI sahajatA vadhatI jaze. ane chellI dazA kaI ? AtmA sahaja sthitimAM ane deha paNa sahaja sthitimAM. nizcaya AtmA sahaja che, to vyavahAra AtmAne AjJAmAM rahI sahaja karo. eTale ApaNe be eka thaI gayA, pachI e kAyamano paramAtmA thAya. sahaja puruSanA vAkyo jagatane hitakArI hoya. akrama vijJAnamAM sahaja thavAya evA upAya che ! dehane sahaja karavo eTale enI je IphekTa hoya emAM koIpaNa jAtano Dakho nahIM karavo. 'huM kaMIka karuM chuM' e bhrAMtithI Dakho thaI jAya che. A mArAthI nA thAya, mArAthI A thAya, mAre A karavAnuM che? e badhuM ahaMkAra ja che. e ja Dakho sahaja na thavA de. vyavahAramAM jyAM sudhI saMpUrNa taiyAra nA hoya tyAM sudhI saMpUrNa AtmA prApta thayo nathI. sahajAtmasvarUpa vyavahAramAM eTale koI koIne Dakhala nahIM sAmasAme, ke Ama thAya ke Ama nA thAya. kartA puruSa je karyA kare, ene jJAtA puruSa niraMtara jANyA kare. kRpALudeva kahe che ke sahaja svarUpe jIvanI sthiti thavI tene zrI vItarAga mokSa kahe che. dAdAzrI kahe che ke amAre sahaja svarUpa sthiti thaI gaI che. mahAtmAoe sahaja svarUpa thavAnuM che. sahajarUpe sthiti thavI eTale pudgala sAruM-khoTuM hoya e pUraNa thayelo mAla galana thAya che, ene jovA-jANavAnI ja jarUra che. aho kevI adbhuta ajAyabI A akrama vijJAnanI ke saMsAranI sarvasva kriyA thaI zake ane AtmAnI sarvasva kriyA thaI zake ! banne potapotAnI kriyAmAM rahe, saMpUrNa vItarAgatAmAM rahIne ! sahajAnmasvarUpI A jJAnI puruSa dAdAzrIe atyaMta karuNA karI che A kALanA jIvo pratye, AvuM ajAyaba adhyAtma vijJAna ApIne, ghaNA lokonuM sarvasva kalyANa karI nAkhyuM che. jJAnI puruSanuM mauna tapobaLa anekonuM kalyANa karIne ja raheze ! dIpaka desAItA jaya saccidAnaMda anukramaNikA) sahajatA jJAnI prakRtithI judA [1] sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpatuM. akrama thakI prakRtimAM, maThiyAM ke eno svAda ? ahIM prApta svano sAkSAtkAra 1 prakRti racanAra koNa ? sahaja thayA kare e vijJAna 2 judo rahIne jue to sAhajika sahaja varte lakSa, zuddhAtmAnuM 3 IphekTane AdhAra, tyAM koMgra na hoya A raTaNa zuddhAtmAnuM 3 jJAtA-draSTA rahya, bane sahaja prayatna tyAM anubhava nahIM 5 kheMca-cIDa-rAga, banAve asahaja sahaja khyAla te kevaLa darzana 5 'jonArA'ne nathI, kharAba-sAruM Atma dRSTinI jAgRti 6 'caMdu' udayamAM, 'pote jANapaNAmAM divya cakSu upayoge... 7 puruSArtha, tapa sahita zuddha sAmAyikanI kiMmata 8 jANyuM, mATe pahoMcAze ja A abhyAsa banAve sahaja 9 DIkaMTrola prakRti sAme... kartA ne draSTA chUTA, tyAM sahajatA 9 prakRti ogaLe "sAmAyika'mAM zuddha upayoga e ja puruSArtha 10 vipharelI prakRti, sahaja thaye.. nirAlaMba banAve paMcAjJA 11 sahaja jIvana kevuM hoya ? [] ajJa sahaja - prajJa sahaja saMpUrNa sahaja, tyAM thayA bhagavAna 35 e sahaja paNa prAkRta sahaja 13 [4] AjJAno puruSArtha batAve sahaja ekTa sahajatA, paNa ajJAna dazAmAM 14 have AzA pAlana sahaja thavA arthe 33 phera, aza sahaja ne prajJa sahajamAM 15 sahaja dazAnI limiTa jAgRtinA sTepiMga 16 zuddha upayogathI thAya sahaja 39 ugra kaSAya, teTalo asahaja 16 zuddhAtmA thaIne varno vyavahAramAM 39 ahaMkArI vikalpI : mohI sAhajika 18 zuddha svarUpe jovAthI, prakRti thAya sahaja40 aza sahaja ke asahaja ) prajJa saheja 19 *vyavasthita' samaje, to thAya sahaja 4ra udayAkAra te UdhI sAhajikatA 20 Dakhala maTI tyAM prakRti sahaja [3] asahajato mULa gunegAra koNa ? sAhajika dazAnI pArAzIzI pote jJAnamAM tema prakRti sahaja 21 samabhAve nikAlathI thAya sahaja AmAM rAga-dveSa kone ? 21 cAlavuM dhyeya pramANe, mana pramANe asahajatA rAga-dveSanA aMdanathI... 22 nahIM jJAna pachI pratiSThita AtmA nikAlI 22 AzA pALavAmAM Dakhala konI ? Dikhala thaye asahaja 23 pUrvakarmanA dhakkA.. *vyavahAra AtmA' sahaja, to deha AjJAnuM phalAya vhIla sahaja 24 DigrI vadhyAno anubhava asahaja mATe javAbadAra koNa ? 25 AzArUpI puruSArtha : svAbhAvika sahajatAmAM paheluM koNa ? 26 puruSArtha 29 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [5] trikama Ama, thAya sahaja buddhi ke prazA, DimArkezana zuM ? 80 IphekTamAM Dakhala nahIM e ja sAhajikatApa3 aMta:karaNa, e pAchalA pariNAma 80 anubhava sahitanI sahajatA pa4 ahaMkAranI sahI vagara nA thAya kaMI 81 pachI mana-vANI-vartana DiscArja 54 ahaMkArathI ciMtA, ciMtAthI.... nirtanmayatA tyAM nirogItA pa5 tamAma jIvo Azrita prIkA~zana levA ke nahIM ? DismArja thato ahaMkAra... vicAravuM e manodharma 57 katabhAvathI bhava baMdhAya sahajabhAve vyavahAra 58 sahaja bhAva tyAM vyavahAra Adarza bheda, samajaNa ane vicAraNAno pa9 vikRtithI asahajatA nirAlaMba thaye, prajJA pUrNa kriyAkArI 60 ekatA mAnI ahaMkAra manaveza thAya, jJAnathI 61 sahaja udaya thayeluM sahaja Athame manavaza vartanI nizAnI 62 karmo baMdhAya zenAthI ? sarvenA manavaza varte, zAnIne 62 chUTe dehAdhyAsa tyAM sahajatA sAhajika vANI, mAlikI vagaranI 63 tyAre Ave sahaja dazA saMsAra, te ahaM kAranI Dakhala 65 [7] jJAtI prakAza anokhA prayogo jeTalo sahaja teTalI samAdhi 65 aMta:karaNa zuddhinA sAdhano 89 rakSaNathI aTakyuM sahajapaNuM 65 dAdA karAve prayogo sahajatA kAje 0 apamAna karanAro upakArI 66 eTikeTa nIkaLe to thAya sahaja mAnamAM khoTa - apamAnamAM napho 67 garabAthI thAya prakRti sahaja jAgRtanI dRDhatA kAje 68 Dara-saMkoca rahita e sahaja koInA ahamane chaMcheDo nahIM 69 potApaNAthI thaI judAI tyAre Avaze ukela 69 sahajatAnA lakSaNo [6] aMta:karaNamAM Dakhala konI ? e cIDa banAve asahaja buddhi karAve asahajatA 71 e rogo kADhavAnI kaLA karo DIvelyu, ekasTrA buddhinI 71 ukela lAvavo Ama samaja samAve buddhino Dakho 3 prakRti sahaja thavA kAje... buddhinI Dakhale AvarAyo AnaMda 73 [8] aMte pAmavI apayAdazA upAdhi UbhI viparIta buddhi 74 naDe ahaMkAra, nA saMsAra buddhi vaparAtA kojhijha paDe 75 deha kArakhAnuM calAvyuM koNe ? ne anusaro buddhinI salAhane 76 zuM karavuM te zuM nA karavuM ? Imozanala tyAM asahajatA 76 vyavasthita samaye pragaTe sahajatA jJAtA-draSTA tyAM sahajatA 77 kartApaNuM chuTaye, darzana khIle sAhajikane kAma thAya saraLa 9 Ama jaDyuM vyavasthita suthI Ave nikAla saheja 79 velyuezana zenuM ? jJAnI sadA prayatna dazAmAM 107 yogI ne jJAnImAM phera 142 sahaja yoganI rIta zAnInA zAnathI chUTakAro 142 Adara-anAdara nahIM, te sahaja 19 ahaMkAra rahita jJAnI 143 lagAma, kartApaNAnI 111 vedanAmAM deha sahaja svabhAva 192 sahaja thavA lagAma choDI do sahaja AtmA e apariNAmI 146 vyavasthitano anubhava thavA... 112 vedanAmAM sthira te ahaMkArI 147 goThavo eka divasano prayoga 113 jovAnuM mAtra eka pudgala ja 147 jJAna jANI, rahevuM jAgRta 115 'zAna' ApavuM e puruSArtha 148 jANo vyavahAra udayasvarRpa 116 [11] viphAtathI pUrNatAne paMthe avazyaka zuM ? anAvazyaka zuM ? 117 pragaTe Atmaaizvarya, sahajapaNAmAMthI 150 sahajatAnI chellI dazA kevI ? 120 sahajAtmasvarUpI 'A' jJAnI 151 sahaja dazA pahoMcavAnI peravImAM... 121 ajAyaba kalyANakArI 'A' vijJAna !152 parigrahanA sAgaramAM saMpUrNa aparigrahI 123 [9] ta karavAnuM kAMI, kevaLa jANavAnuM sahajatA eTale ja eprayAsa dezo 125 'jovA'thI jAya aMtarAyo, nahIM ke - khaseDavAthI 128 saMyogo nikAlI tyAM kaDAkUTo zuM ? 129 saMyogo pArakA, sahajatA potAnI 130 phera, 'karavuM paDe' ne 'varte' emAM 130 dazA, sahajAnmasvarUpI 132 "kevaLajJAna' mATe kaMI karavAnuM ? 132 DakhoDakhala nahIM, tyAM "kharI paDe' 133 [10] 'sahaja'te tihALatA, pragaTe sahajatA karavAthI nahIM, jovAthI thAya sahaja 135 jJAnInI anokhI sAhajikatA 136 phoTo mUrtino, pote amUrtamAM 137 noM la laoN, tyAM sahajatA 139 sahajatA, jJAnInI 139 potApaNuM nahIM tyAM niraMtara sahaja 140 zAnIno sahaja zubha vyavahAra 141 jJAnInI vilakSaNatA 142 $ $ $ $ $ $ $ $ $ $ $ $ $ 1 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA sahajatA [1] sahaja "lakSa' svarUpatuM, akrama thakI ! ahIM prApta svato sAkSAtkAra dAdAzrI : 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' enuM niraMtara lakSa rahe che ? praznakartA : niraMtara rahe che, dAdA. 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM'nuM lakSa haMmezA rahyA kare che, covIsa kalAka. dAdAzrI : e ApaNA lakSamAM rahyA ja kare. e AtmadhyAna kahevAya che, e zukladhyAna kahevAya che. nahIM to eka ghaDIvAra AtmA yAda nA rahe. " zuddhAtmA chuM' e yAdagIrI nathI A. A to sAkSAtkAra che ane abhedatA che. A AtmajJAna maLyA pachI 'pote' have samyaka dRSTivALo thayo. pahelAM 'pote' mithyAdRSTivALo hato. jJAnI A roMga bilIpho (mithyA dRSTi) phrekTara karI nAkhe, tyAre rAITa bilIpha bese. rAITa bilIpha eTale samyak darzana. eTale pachI 'huM caMdubhAI" na hoya, huM zuddhAtmA chuM', evI bilIpha besI jAya. baMne ahaMkAranI ja dRSTi che. pelI rileTiva dRSTi e dezyane jotI hatI, bhautika vastune ane A riyala dRSTi cetana vastune jue. cetana che te draSTA che ane peluM bIjuM badhuM dezya che. cetananA drA ane jJAtA banne guNa che. * caMdubhAInI jagyAe vAcake potAnuM nAma samajavuM. praznakartA : dRSTi e drazyanuM kArya chene ? dAdAzrI : nA. praznakartA : to dRSTi zuM che ? dAdAzrI : dRSTi to ahaMkArane che. AtmAne dRSTi nA hoya. AtmAne to sahaja svabhAve mahIM dekhAyA kare, mahIM aMdara jhaLake ! potAnI aMdara ja badhuM jhaLake ! praznakartA to pachI A AtmAne jANanAra koNa che ? AtmajJAna thAya che te kone thAya che ? dAdAzrI : e ahaMkArane dRSTi thAya che. pelI mithyAdRSTi hatI, tenA karatAM 'AmAM vadhAre sukha paDyuM eTale pachI e ahaMkAra dhIme dhIme AmAM ogaLato jAya che. ahaMkAra zuddha thayo ke e zuddhAtmA joDe ogaLI jAya che, basa ! jema sAkaranI pUtaLI hoya ne telamAM nAkhIe to ogaLe nahIM, paNa pANImAM nAkhIe to ogaLI jAya, evI rIte che. eTale zuddhAtmAnI dRSTi thaI ke badhuM ogaLavA mAMDe. tyAM sudhI ahaMkAra che. sahaja thayA kare e vijJAna praznakartA : 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e jJAna che ? dAdAzrI : nA, e jJAna to vijJAna kahevAya. jJAna to A zabdamAM lakheluM che, je karavuM paDe, ene jJAna kahevAya ane karavuM nA paDe, enI meLe sahaja thayA kare e vijJAna. praznakartA: sahaja bhAve AtmAnI dazA mATe dhyAnamAM besavuM ke nA besavuM? dAdAzrI : sahaja bhAva ja ene kahevAmAM Ave che ke kazA prayatna sivAya UMghamAMthI jAgo tyAre tamane 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM'no khyAla Ave che enI meLe ? praznakartA : Ave. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [1] sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpanuM, akrama thakI ! sahajatA dAdAzrI : enuM nAma sahaja kahevAya ane bIjuM badhuM asahaja kahevAya. A sahaja kahevAya, 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' enI meLe ja Ave ane bIje guru mahArAja maMtra smaraNa Ape che, te yAda Ave ne nA Ave. ene mATe prayatna karavo paDe ne A to tamane sahaja thaI gayeluM che. sahajAtmasvarUpa tamAruM thaI gayuM che. tamAro AtmA sahaja thaI gayo che, have dehane sahaja karavAno che. te pAMca AjJA pALavAthI thaI zake sahaja. banne sahaja thaI gayA, enuM nAma mokSa. sahaja varte lakSa, zuddhAtmAnuM praznakartA : samakita prApta jIvane AtmAnuM smaraNa kevI rIte rahe ? dAdAzrI : samakitI jIvane "zuddhAtmA chuM' e bhAne enI meLe Ave ane pelA bIjA lokone kazuM ThekANuM nA hoya. te ene thoDuM ghaNuM koI vAra khyAla Ave ke A 'huM AtmA chuM', paNa samakitIne to enI meLe Ave. ane smaraNa to karavuM paDe, emAM bahu phera. smaraNa karIe to vismaraNa thAya. vismaraNa thayeluM hoya, tenuM smaraNa karavAnuM. eTale A badhA caDhavAnA rastA che. eTale raTaNa tamAre bolavAnuM (karavAnuM) nahIM. raTaNa karone, to peluM mULa sahaja baMdha thaI jaze. sahaja mahIM Ave, sahajAsahaja Ave, 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM lakSa ja rahyA kare. praznakartA : to 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM" evuM bolavAnuM nahIM ? dAdAzrI : bolavuM hoya to bolo. nA bolavuM hoya to kaMI jarUra nathI enI. e niraMtara covIsa kalAka lakSamAM ja rahe. roja rAte 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' bolatAM bolatAM sUI javuM. ane A pAMca AjJA pALavI, bahu thaI gayuM. ahIMthI ja mukti thaI gaI. sarva duHkhono abhAva thaI gayo. saMsArI duHkha aDe nahIM have. raTaNa ane bhagavAnanuM nAmasmaraNa, e bemAM zuM phera ? dAdAzrI : ohoho, raTaNanI to bahu jarUra ja nathI hotI. raTaNa to rAtre thoDIka vAra mATe karIe paNa kaMI Akho dahADoya, 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM, huM zuddhAtmA chuM' evuM gA gA karavAnI jarUra hotI nathI. praznakartA : evuM kare nahIM paNa 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e enI meLe AvI jAya che. dAdAzrI : nA, paNa raTaNa karavAnI jarUra nathI. raTaNa karavuM ane AvI javuM e bemAM phera che. enI meLe Ave ane raTaNa karavAmAM phera kharo ke nahIM ? zo phera ? praznakartA : peluM sahaja Ave. dAdAzrI : hA, sahaja Ave. eTale e sahaja je Ave che tamane, e to bahu kiMmatI che. raTaNa karavuM e cAra AnA kiMmatI hoya to AnI kiMmata to abajo rUpiyA che. eTalA badhA pheravALI vAta A be bhegI tame mUkI. atyAre tamArA dhyAnamAM 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' evuM rahe che ke kharekhara 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e rahe che ? praznakartA : huM zuddhAtmA chuM. dAdAzrI : to e zukaladhyAna kahevAya. tamArA dhyAnamAM zuddhAtmA che, ene zukaladhyAna kahyuM che. ane zukaladhyAna e pratyakSa mokSanuM kAraNa che. eTale tamArI pAse je silaka che, e atyAre hindustAnamAM, A varlDamAM koI jagyAe nathI, evI che ! mATe A silakane sAcavIne vAparajo. ane ene AnI joDe sarakhAmaNI nA karazo. tame konI joDe sarakhAmaNI karI ? praznakartA : bhagavAnanuM nAmasmaraNa. ta hoya A sTaNa zuddhAtmAnuM praznakartA : "jJAna" lIdhA pachI, 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM, huM zuddhAtmA chuM' enuM dAdAzrI : e to jApa kahevAya ne jApa to eka prakAranI zAMtine mATe jarUrI, jyAre A to sahaja vastu che. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [1] sahaja 'laya' svarUpanuM, akrama thakI ! sahajatA prayatna tyAM anubhava nahIM kramika mArgamAM keTalo prayatna kare tyAre AtmAnuM lakSa khyAlamAM Ave. e lakSa to bese ja nahIM. e pote lakSamAM rAkhyA kare. jema ApaNe dhaMdho hoyane, dhaMdhAnI bAbata lakSamAM rAkhavAnI hoya ne, evuM AtmAne lakSamAM rAkhyA kare, Avo che AtmA. te ene pratIti bese tyAre AvuM lakSamAM rahI zakAya. ene guNa para pratIti bese. bAkI A ApaNo to AtmAnubhava kahevAya. kAraNa ke sahajatA enuM nAma anubhava kahevAya, je enI meLe prApta thAya ane prayatna karavo paDe, enuM nAma anubhava nahIM. kramikamAM emane pratIti e badhuM karavuM paDe. pratItimAM prayatna karavo paDe. paNa tamAro AtmAnubhava e aMza anubhava che ane akramathI tamane sahaja prApta thayelo chene, te tamane emAM lAbha thAya paNa haju pragati mAMDazo ne tema anubhava vadhato jaze. jema jema jAgRti utpanna thAya tyAra pachI AkhI vAta samajavI paDe. paricayamAM rahIne jJAna samajI levAnuM che badhuM. praznakartA : jJAnane sthira karavA zuM sAdhana karavuM paDe ? dAdAzrI : sAdhana karavAnuM nA hoya. jJAnane sthira karavA samajavAnI ja jarUra. karavuM paDe to sthira nA thAya. karavuM paDe tyAM sahajatA jatI rahe, sthira nA thAya. samajavuM paDe to sthira thAya. AjJAmAM rahevuM tyAM prayatna, puruSArtha. e puruSArthavALI vastu che. bIje badhe saheja hoya, enI meLe ja Ave enuM phaLa. eka zeTha moTaramAM jatA hoya, te koI kSaNe akasmAta thAya, tene davAkhAnAmAM laI jAya, paga kApavo paDe ane pachI cAlavA mATe lAkaDIno Teko rAkhavo paDe. have te UMghI jAya che. UMghamAMthI te jAge ke turta ja tene potAne sahaja bhAve khyAlamAM Ave, sau prathama tene lAkaDI yAda Avaze. evo sahaja khyAla besavo e che 'kevaLa darzana'. eka phero kaoNlejamAM pAsa thayA pachI bhUlAya kharuM ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : evuM A eka phero tame zuddhAtmA thayA e zI rIte bhUlAya ? ane kaoNlejamAM nApAsa thayA teya zI rIte bhUglAya ? pAsa thayA teya zI rIte bhUlAya ? AtmadaSTinI jAgRti praznakartA H caMdubhAI ane AtmA judA che, e sahaja rIte khabara paDavI joIe ke ApaNe prayatna karavo joIe, prekTikalathI ? dAdAzrI : nA, e to jAgRti ja karI Ape. jAgRti rahyA ja kare e. jema ApaNe eka dAbaDImAM che te hIro mUkyo hoya to jyAre dAbaDI kholI hatI, te dahADe hIro joyo hato. paNa pachI dAbaDI vAselI hoya ne paDelI hoya toya mahIM ApaNane hIro dekhAya. na dekhAya ? praznakartA: dekhAya. dAdAzrI : A 'dekhAya che" eno artha zuM che ? pachI tamane hIro kAyama khyAlamAM rahene ke A dAbaDInI mahIM hIro che. A dAbaDI ja che evuM kaho ke pachI A dAbaDImAM hIro che evuM bolo ? praznakartA : paNa dAdA, evuM bane che ke rastAmAM jaIe ane zuddhAtmA sahaja khyAla te kevaLa darzata praznakartA : zuddhAtmAno khyAla rAkhavA eno abhyAsa karavo jarUrI che ? dAdAzrI : abhyAsa karavo enAthI khyAla jato rahe UlaTo. khyAla to sahaja svabhAvI che. sUryanArAyaNa Uge eTale sUryanArAyaNanA manamAM ema thAya ke badhe ajavALuM mAre pheMkavuM paDaze ne ? nA, tame Ugazo e bahu thaI gayuM. tame pheMkazo nahIM, kahIe. mAthAkUTa nA karazo. e mAthAkUTamAM tame kyAM paDo, kahIe ? tame Avo eTale bahu thaI gayuM amAre. eTale A to hoya ja. ene prayatna nA karavAnA hoya. sahaja vastu, svAbhAvika vastu che. amArI Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [1] sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpanuM, akrama thakI ! jotA jaIe paNa jema eka vastu joI che ke A DabbImAM hIro ja che ane jevuM dekhAyane, evuM spaSTa dekhAya nahIM. dAdAzrI : spaSTa dekhavAnI jarUreya nahIM. praznakartA : e to pachI mikenikalapaNuM lAge. dAdAzrI : nA, nA, joyelo che. ApaNA lakSamAM ja hoya, ke hIro ja che. e to ApaNane lAge che. divyacakSu upayoge... 7 A badhAmAM zuddhAtmA juo cho ? praznakartA : jouM chuM paNa ko'ka vakhata vistRta thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : ko'ka vakhata vistRta thaI jAya ema nahIM, paNa ko'ka vakhata juo cho kharAne ? praznakartA : hA, jouM chuM. dAdAzrI : e jovAno abhyAsa kare eTale Akho dahADo samAdhi rahe. eka kalAka Ama bahAra nIkaLyA, zuddhAtmA jotAM jotAM jaIe to koI vaDhe ApaNane ke zuM juo cho ? A AMkhe rileTiva dekhAya, aMdaranI AMkhathI zuddhAtmA dekhAya. A divyacakSu che. tame jyAM jozo tyAM dekhAze. paNa eno abhyAsa pahelA karavAno, pachI sahaja thaI jaze. pachI ema ne ema sahajAsahaja dekhAyA karaze. abhyAsa pahelAMno to avaLo hato, eTale Ano abhyAsa karavo paDe ne ? eTale thoDA dahADA henDala mAravuM paDe. praznakartA : savAre bahAra cAlavA jaIe tyAre 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM, huM zuddhAtmA chuM' ema bolIe ane pachI AjubAju jhADa-pAnane badhuM joIe tyAre bolAI javAya ke zuddhAtmAne namaskAra karuM chuM, to e bemAMthI kayuM vadhAre sAruM ? dAdAzrI : peluM je bolo cho, karo cho e badhuM barAbara che. e jyAre pachI dhIme dhIme bolavAnuM baMdha thaI jaze, tyAre ethI vadhAre sAruM. bolavAnuM 8 sahajatA baMdha thAya ane ema ne ema ja thayA kare. praznakartA : to A bemAMthI kayuM sAruM ? dAdAzrI : banneya, bolavAnuM jarUrI nathI, chatAM bole che to sAruM che. bolyA vagara ema ne ema namaskAra nA karAya ? paNa aMdara bole che teya vAMdho nathI. manamAM evuM thAya toya vAMdho nahIM. zuddha sAmAyiktI kiMmata pAMca vAkyomAM rahevAya teTaluM avazya rahevuM ja ane nA rahevAya to mahIM kheda rAkhavo thoDo ghaNo, ke evA te mahIM zuM karmanA udaya lAvyA ke ApaNane Aja jaMpIne besavA nathI detA ! dAdAnI AjJAmAM rahevAne mATe, karmanA udaya pAchA sahiyArA joIe ne ? nA joIe ? nahIM to eka kalAka Ama gleMDatA haiMDatA zuddhAtmA jotAM jotAM javuM. te kalAka kADhI nAkhavo. phreMDatAMcAlatAM puNiyA zrAvakanuM sAmAyika thaI gayuM ! 'ApaNI' A sAmAyika karo cho, tyAre paNa prakRti bilakula sahaja kahevAya. praznakartA : jenI sAmAyika bhagavAna mahAvIre vakhANI, emAM zuM rahasya che samajAvo jarA. dAdAzrI : e zuddha sAmAyika hatI. evI sAmAyika manuSyanuM gaju ja nahIM ne ! zuddha sAmAyika, A jevuM meM tamane ApyuM che, e divyacakSu sAthenuM sAmAyika hatuM. e puNiyo gharamAM rahe, bahAra phare toye paNa enuM zuddha sAmAyika, divyacakSunA AdhAre emane sAmAyika hatuM. e rU laI Ave. enI puNIo karIne pachI ene vece, eTale puNiyA zrAvaka kahevAtA'tA. puNIo kAMtatI vakhate enuM mana je hatuM, te AnI mahIM tAramAM hatuM ane citta bhagavAnamAM hatuM. A sivAya bahAra badhuM kazuM joto-karato nahoto. Dakhala karato ja nahoto. vyavahAramAM mana rAkhato'to ane nizcayamAM cittane rAkhato'to. to e UMcAmAM Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [1] sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpanuM, akrama thakI ! sahajatA UMcI sAmAyika kahevAya. A abhyAsa batAve sahaja praznakartA: riyala-rileTiva moTe bhAge Ama to rahe che paNa amuka vakhate pAchuM jatuM rahe. evuM thayA kare. dAdAzrI : e to evuM chene, ghaNA kALano avaLo abhyAsa eTale e thayA kare. pachI ApaNe ema karatAM karatAM A abhyAsa majabUta thayo eTale saheja thaI jAya. avaLo abhyAsa atyAra sudhI anaMta avatArathI hato. eTale A abhyAsa karatAM karatAM karatAM thaI jAya. abhyAsa karavo paDe. pahelAM pAMcasAta dahADA abhyAsa kara kara karIne pachI che te sahaja thaI jAya. A bahAra rileTiva ne riyala jovAno abhyAsa pADavo paDe pahelAM. abhyAsI hoya pachI thAya. rtA te draSTA chUTA, tyAM sahajatA praznakartA : paNa dAdA, tame kaho cho ne tamane sahaja thaI gayeluM che pachI abhyAsanI zI jarUra ? dAdAzrI : A sahaja to eTale kahevA mAMge che ke asahaja thayeluM che, e jo sahaja thAya, enI e ja kriyA pAchI thAya ane ApaNane kaMI vagara mahenate thAya, tyAre ApaNe jANIe ke ohoho ! A to sahaja thaI gayuM. mATe sahaja svarUpa utpanna thaI gayuM, nahIM to sahajasvarUpe nA thAya. eya cAno pyAlo lAvyo ne laI gayo ne melyo ne karyo ne, atyAreya badhuM thAya, te caMdubhAI kare, tamAre zuM levAdevA ? caMdubhAIne tame jANo cho, caMdubhAIe A karyuM ne te karyuM. have asahaja zAthI hato ? tyAre kahe, kartA hato ne jJAtAdraSTA, beu pote hato. 'meM A karyuM' ane 'A meM jANyuM." alyA mUA, e be dhArAo judI che ne pAchI eka ja karI nAkhI, bhegI karI A lokoe. e kayAyano svAda Ave che. A saMsArano svAda kevo Ave che ? be dhArAo bhegI thaIne eTale kaSAyano Ave che ane be judI thAya eTale mIThuM lAge. have judI thavI enuM nAma sahaja. praznakartA : to abhyAsathI pachI badhuM sAhajika thaI jAya ? dAdAzrI H jJAna lIdhA pachI sahaja thavAnI zarUAta thAya. je asahajatA AvI hatI te sahaja thavAnI zarUAta thAya. ane mahIM pariNAma sahaja hoya, ane bahAra IphekTa sahaja hoya. ane potAnuM pariNAma che te sahaja thavAnI kriyAmAM hoya. eTale koI jIvane kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA de evuM badhuM hoya. zuddha upayoga e ja puruSArtha praznakartA : eka evI vAta nIkaLI hatI ke ajJAnano jeTalo sajjaDa anubhava thayo che evo jJAnano sajjaDa anubhava thavo joIze. - dAdAzrI : jJAnano gADha anubhava thAya eTale pachI upayoga devAno rahyo nahIM, ema ne ema rahyA kare. gADha anubhava nA thayo hoya tyAM sudhI upayoga devo paDe. upayoga e puruSArtha kahevAya che. ane puruSArtha e pUro kyAre pahoMce ? gADha pahoMcyuM eTale puruSArtha pUro thaI gayo. praznakartA H to ajJAnatAno anubhava Ubho thAya che, tyAre e upayoga devAnI jarUra che ? dAdAzrI : upayoga tyAre ja devAno hoyane ! praznakartA : eTale e anubhavanI asaramAM pote nA lapaTAya. dAdAzrI : potAno upayoga pAcho rAkhene, to ajJAnatAnA anubhavanI asaramAM lapaTAya nahIM. e TAIma potAno kahevAya che, samayasAra kahevAya. e samayasAra vagarano nA thAya. nahIM to samayasAra nA kahevAya, parasamaya. kahevAya. AtmAno upayoga rahyo, e samayasAra badho. je samaya svane mATe gayo e badho samayasAra ane je samaya parane mATe gayo e badho parasamaya. praznakartA : ajJAnano anubhava kone thAya che ane jJAnano anubhava kone thAya che ? dAdAzrI : A ajJAnano anubhava buddhine thAya ane ahaMkArane thAya Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [1] sahaja 'lakSa' svarUpanuM, akrama thakI ! saha jatA. nA paDatuM hoya, tamane ciMtA-varIjha nA thatI hoya, saMsAramAM krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha na thatAM hoya toya e mULa AtmA nathI. je zuddhAtmA che te tamane prApta thayo che, eTale mahIM mokSanA pahelA daravAjAmAM tame peThA cho. eTale tamAruM nakkI thaI gayuM ke tame have mokSane pAmazo. paNa ethI to ghaNo AgaLa mULa AtmA cheTo che. tamAre A zabdanuM avalaMbana jatuM rahe, eTalA mATe A pAMca AjJA pALo to dhIme dhIme darzana dekhAtuM jAya. dekhAtuM dekhAtuM dekhAtuM potAnA selphamAM ja anubhava rahyA karaze. pachI zabdanI jarUra nahIM paDe. eTale zorTakaTamAM to AvI gayA ne ! ane jJAnano anubhava prajJAne thAya. praznakartA : 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM" evuM bole che, teya prajJA jue che ? dAdAzrI : bole che TeparekarDa, paNa bhAva prajJAno che. praznakartA : to e sahaja kriyA prajJAnI thaI ? dAdAzrI : prajJAnI badhI kriyAo sahaja ja hoya, svAbhAvika ja hoya. tirAlaMba batAve paMcAjJA A je ApyuM chene, e zuddhAtmA pada che. have zuddhAtmA pada tyAMthI mokSa thavAno sikko vAgI gayo. zuddhAtmA pada prApta thAya che paNa "zuddhAtmA' e zabdanuM avalaMbana kahevAya che. jyAre nirAlaMba thaze tyAre AtmA dekhAya barobara. praznakartA : hA, to e nirAlaMba dazA kyAre Ave ? dAdAzrI : have dhIme dhIme nirAlaMba bhaNI ja javAnA. A amArI AjJAmAM cAlyA ke nirAlaMba bhaNI cAlyA. e zabdanuM avalaMbana dhIme dhIme jatuM raheze ane chevaTe nirAlaMba utpanna thaine UbhuM raheze. nirAlaMba eTale pachI koinI kaMi jarUra nA hoya. badhuM AkhuM gAma jatuM rahe toya bhaDaka nA lAge, bhaya nA lAge. kazuM ja nahIM. koinA avalaMbananI jarUra nA paDe. have dhIme dhIme tame e tarapha ja cAlyA. atyAre tame 'zuddhAtmA chuM' karyA karo, eTaluM ja basa che. praznakartA eTale Atmadarzana pachI je sthiti Ave te tadana nirAlaMba sthiti ja hoI zake ne ? dAdAzrI : nirAlaMba thavAnI taiyArIo thayA kare. A avalaMbano ochAM thatAM jAya. chevaTe nirAlaMba sthiti thAya. eTale mArI pAse zuddhAtmA tame badhA prApta karo cho. have e zuddhAtmAnuM lakSa tamane niraMtara rahetuM hoya enI meLe, sahaja rIte rahetuM hoya, yAda karavuM Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [2] ajJa sahaja prajJa sahaja - e sahaja paNa prAkRta sahaja praznakartA H AtmAnuM je aizvarya che, te sahajapaNAmAMthI pragaTa thatuM haze ? dAdAzrI : sahajamAMthI ja, jeTalo sahaja thAya eTaluM aizvarya pragaTa thAya. have sahaja to phorenavALAya rahe. ApaNAM bALakoya sahaja che, paNa e ajJAna sahajatA. eTale A jJAnapUrvakanI sahajatA hoya to thAya. praznakartA : ajJAna sahajatA vadhatA-ochA pramANamAM hoya ? dAdAzrI : A puruSo karatAM strIo (vadhAre) sahaja che. ahIMnI strIo karatAM phorenavALAM vadhAre sahaja che ane temanAM karatAMya A jAnavaro, pazupaMkhIo badhAMya (vadhAre) sahaja che ! praznakartA H A badhAMnI sahajatA jJAnathI che ke ajJAnatAthI che ? dAdAzrI : emanI sahajatA ajJAnatAthI che. A gAyo-bheMsonI sahajatA kevI che, gAya kUdakUdA kare, ziMgaDAM mAravA Ave, chatAMya e sahaja che. sahaja eTale je prakRti svabhAva che temAM tanmayAkAra rahevuM, Dakhala nahIM karavI te. paNa A ajJAnatAthI sahaja che. A gAyanA vAcharaDAne jo kadI pakaDavA jaIe to enI AMkhamAM khUba duHkha jevI baLatarA dekhAya, chatAM e sahaja che. A sahaja prakRtimAM jema 'mazIna' mahIM pharyA kare, ema e pote mazInanI mAphaka pharyA ja kare. potAnA 14 sahajatA hitAhitanuM bhAna kazuMya nA hoya. mazIna mahIM hita dekhADe to hita kare, ahita dekhADatuM hoya to ahita kare. ko'kanuM khetara dekhIne ko'kanA khetaramAM pesI jAya. praznakartA : emAM e kaMI bhAva nathI karatAMne ? dAdAzrI : emane to kaMI 'nikAla' karavAno hoto ja nathI ne ! e to emano svabhAva ja evo che, sahaja svabhAva ! emano bAbo cAra-cha mahinAno thAya pachI jato rahe to emane kazo vAMdho nahIM. emanI kALajI cAra-cha mahinA sudhI ja rAkhe. ane ApaNA loko to... praznakartA : maratAM sudhI rAkhe. dAdAzrI : nA, sAta peDhI sudhI rAkhe ! gAya che te enA bAbAnI kALajI cha mahinA sudhI rAkhe. A phorenanA loko aDhAra varSano thAya tyAM sudhI rAkhe ane ApaNA hindustAnanA loka to sAta peDhI sudhI rAkhe. eTale A prAkRta sahaja vastu evI che ke emAM bilakula jAgRti hotI nathI. mahIMthI je udayamAM AvyuM, te udaya pramANe bhaTakavuM, enuM nAma sahaja kahevAya. A bhamaraDo phare che te UMco thAya, nIco thAya, keTalIka vAra Ama paDavAno thAya, eka IMca kUdeya kharo, tyAre ApaNane ema thAya ke 'alyA, paDyo, paDyo.' tyAM to mUo pAcho besI jAya, e sahaja kahevAya. ekjhekTa sahajatA, paNa ajJAta dazAmAM praznakartA H A gAya-bheMsane paNa ahaMkAra hoya ? dAdAzrI : hA, ahaMkAra hoya ja. eTale ahaMkAra sivAya cAle nahIM ne emanuM badhuM. paNa limiTezanavALuM hoya ane emano ahaMkAra kevo ? cArja kare evo nahIM, DiscArja thato. eTale navuM kArya na kare, jUnA kAryano niveDo lAve. ahaMkAranI Dakhala nA hoya gAyo-bheMsone. e rasoDAmAM UbhI hoya ne to tyAM ja che to yurIna-bAtharUma badhuM tyAM ne tyAM ja, (ahIM nA karAya) ene evuM kazuM nA hoya. je TAIme eno jevo udaya. te ApaNe ahIM AgaLa buddhi jora kare. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [2] ajJa sahaja - prajJa sahaja 16. sahajatA Imozanala nA thAya. keTalA mANasone ApaNe kaiDakAva TaiDakAva karIe chIene, pachI ApaNe jANIe ke A hAlato kema nathI ? paNa zAno hAle ? ene vAta haju pahoMcI ja nathI te ! ane buddhizALIne to bolatAM pahelAM vAta pahoMcI jAya. vicAra kare ne toya pelAne pahoMcI jAya ! jJAnI puruSa ane bALaka, be sarakhA kahevAya che. phakta bheda kayo che, bALakane Ugato sUrya che ane jJAnI puruSane Athamato sUrya che. pelAne ahaMkAra che paNa ene ahaMkAra jAgRta thavAno bAkI che ane Amane ahaMkAra zUnya praznakartA : buddhi jAgRta rAkhe e rIte. dAdAzrI : hA, ahIMyA viveka utpanna thayo ke Ama nA hoya, tyAM viveka nA hoya. praznakartA : viveka buddhithI ja Ubho thAya ke sAhajika hoI zake ? dAdAzrI : hA, buddhithI. buddhi vagara nA thAya. buddhinA prakAzathI viveka paDelo che. praznakartA : viveka buddhinA prakAzathI ane vinaya ? dAdAzrI : vinaya hau buddhinA prakAzathI. praznakartA : banneya buddhinA prakAzathI ja che. dAdAzrI : ane parama vinaya jJAnanA prakAzathI. phera, ajJa sahaja te prajJa sahajamAM praznakartA : prANIone paNa sahaja svabhAva hoya che ane jJAnInoya sahaja svabhAva, to e bemAM pharaka zuM ? dAdAzrI : prANIono, bALakano ane jJAnIno, A traNeyanA sahaja svabhAva hoya. jyAM buddhi joradAra hoya tyAM AgaLa sahaja svabhAva nahIM. limiTeDa buddhi tyAM sahaja svabhAva. bALakane limiTeDa buddhi, prANIone limiTeDa buddhi ane jJAnIne to buddhi ja khalAsa thaI gaI hoya. eTale jJAnI to bilakula sahaja hoya. praznakartA: paNa phera zuM paDe, jJAnImAM ne bALakamAM ? dAdAzrI : bALaka ajJAnatAthI ane jJAnI ajJAnatAthI che. peluM aMdhArAmAM ane A prakAzamAM. prakAza vagara mANasa sahaja rahI zake nahIM ne ! eTale buddhi jyAre jAya tyAre pachI sahaja rahI zake, nahIM to Imozanala thayA vagara rahe nahIM. buddhi Imozanala ja kare. jyAM sudhI jaDatA hoya tyAM sudhI jAgRtinA sTepiMga pahelI pudgalamAM jAgRti AvavI joie. AtmabhAna thayA pachI pudgalamAM UMdhe, pachI AtmajAgRti utpanna thAya. A nAnAM chokarAM dudha DhoLAI jAya to kacakaca kare che ? nA. zAthI ? tyAre kahe, 'ajJAnane laine ja.' pachI jema jema moTA thAya tema tema pudgalanI jAgRti Ave tyAre kacakaca karavI zarU kare. tyAra pachI AtmajAgRtinI vAta Ave che. jAgRti kone kahevAya ? pote potAthI kyAreya paNa koi paNa saMyogomAM lezita nA thAya, tyArathI jAgRtinI zarUAta thAya. pachI bIjA "sTepiMgamAM bIjAthI paNa pote klezita nA thAya, tyArathI TheTha sahaja samAdhi sudhInI jAgRti hoya. jo jAgyA to jAgyAnuM phaLa hovuM ghaTe. kleza thAya to jAgyA zI rIte kahevAya ? koine saheja paNa duHkha de to te jAgRta kevI rIte kahevAya ? klezarahita bhUmikA karavI ene ghaNo moTo puruSArtha karyo kahevAya. jAgRta mANasa to gajabano hoya. mana, buddhi, citta ane ahaMkAra, e aMtaHkaraNanA cAreya bhAganA dareka kArya vakhate hAjara rahe enuM nAma jAgRti ! ugra kaSAya, teTalo asahaja praznakartA : hindustAnamAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanuM pramANa phorenarsa karatA vadhAre dekhAya che ? Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [2] aza sahaja - praNa sahaja saMhajatA ne tyAMnA mANasane kahyuM, 'plIjha, helpa mI. mArI pAse to ATale dUra javuM che tenA paisA paNa nathI.' pelA sAhajika loko tarata ja pote DrAIvIMga karIne potAne paise mUkI jaze. tyAre ApaNA ahIM to loka kaheze, phorenavALA to bahu sArA, bahu sArA ! alyA, sAhajikane zuM vakhANavA jevuM ? nAlAyaka haze to mArIne laI leze ne sArA haze to ApI jaze. ene laI levAnA vicAra ja nahIM Ave, kAraNa ke sAhajika che ane ahIMnAnuM to cakkara tarata phare. te kaMIka tRttiyama kare. A to InDIyana, eno lobha to sAta peDhIno lobha hoya. paNa atyAranI A janarezanavALAne lobha ocho thaI gayo che. e phorenavALAne viliyama ne merI kamAya to e joDuM mA-bApathI chUTuM rahe. ApaNe ahIM dikaro kamAya ne huM khAuM, te dikaro mAruM nAma kADhe. kAraNa ke AdhyAtmikamAM phullI Devalapa che, bhale bhautikamAM anDaraDevalapa che. e phorenavALA bhautikamAM phullI DevalarDa dAdAzrI : hindustAnamAM UMcAmAM UMco krodha hoyane, UMcAmAM UMco lobha hoya, kapaTa UMcAmAM UMcuM hoya, te ja phullI Devalapa kahevAya. phorenavALAne to kapaTa ja nA AvaDe. phorenanA sAhajika hoya ne ahIMnA vikalpI hoya. ApaNe ahIMnI strIo sahaja che, chatAM tyAMnA phorenanA puruSo karatAM hajAra ghaNI jAgRta hoya che. tyAMnA lokonI sahajatA kevI ? e to kevA che ? mArakaNI gAya hoya, tene kazuM kare nahIM toye ziMgaDA mAramAra kare. jyAre nA mArakaNI gAya hoya tenA ziMgaDA halAvI halAva karIe toye kazuM kare nahIM. phorenamAM gajavA kApanAra, lUMTArA eTaluM ja karyA kare ne bhalo mANasa hoya e bhalAI ja karyA kare, ene luMTanA vicAra ja nA Ave. ahIMyA kAkAnA chokarAnI pAse gADI mAMgI hoya to hisAba karI le ke AvavAnA 15 mAIla, javAnA 15 mAIla, ATalA rUpiyA peTrola, ATalA mAIla mATe joIze. uparAMta badhA pArTasane ghasAro lAgaze ne eTalo TAIma mArI gADI bIjo vAparaze. moTaramAM kaMI bagaDI jaze to ? eka kSaNamAM to jAta jAtanA kelakyulezana karIne kahe ke mAre zeTha AvavAnA che, to mArAthI gADI tane nahIM apAya. potAnuM nukasAna samajI jAya ne tarata ja cakkara pheravI nAkhe, e ja phullI DevalapanI nizAnI. Amano vyavahAra bhale kharAba dekhAya, AkhI duniyAmAM kharAba vyavahAra dekhAya. paNa e ja kullI Devalapa che. jema jema e phorenavALA Devalapa thaze tyAre to eya vikalpI thaze. A phorenanA loka bAgamAM beThA hoya to aradhA-aradhA kalAka sudhI hAlyA-cAlyA vagara besI rahe ! ane ApaNA loka dharmanI jagyAeya paNa hAlAhAla karI mUke !! kAraNa AMtarika caMcaLatA che. phorenanA lokonI caMcaLatA pAuM ne mAkhaNamAM hoya ane ApaNA lokonI caMcaLatA sAta peDhInI ciMtAmAM hoya ! praznakartA : e lokone lobha hoya che ne ? dAdAzrI : e lobha nathI gaNAto. tyAMnA to gaNyAgAMThyA ja lobhI mANaso hoya, lorDa ke evo koI hoya te. ahIMnA to majUreya lobhI hoya praznakartA : ane hindustAnanA loko ? dAdAzrI : hindustAnanA loko asahaja che, tethI ciMtA vadhAre che. krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha vadhI gayAM, eTale ciMtA vadhI gaI. nahIM to koI mokSe jAya evA nathI ne kaheze, 'amAre kaMI mokSe AvavuM nathI, ahIM bahu sAruM che." A phorenanA lokone kahIe ke 'haiDo mokSamAM.' tyAre e kaheze, "nA, nA, amAre mokSanI kaMI jarUra nathI.' ahaMkArI vikalpI : mohI sAhajika praznakartA : tame kahyuM ke puruSo karatAM strIo vadhAre sahaja hoya che. dAdAzrI : strI jAtine bahu vikalpa UbhA nA thAya. strIomAM sahajabhAva vadhAre hoya. ahaMkAra hoya to vikalpa UbhA thAya. ahaMkAra to darekamAM hoya paNa te strIomAM bahu ocho hoya. moha vadhAre hoya. zeThanI dukAne nAdArI nIkaLavAnI hoya, toya zeThANI che te koI bhikSuka Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [2] ajJa sahaja - prajJa sahaja 19 sahajatA. Ave tene sADalo Ape, bIjuM Ape ane A zeTha eka damaDI paNa nA Ape. zeTha bicArAne mahIM thayA kare ke have zuM thaze ? zuM thaze? jyAre zeThANI to nirAMte sADI-bADI Ape, e sahaja prakRti kahevAya. mahIM jevo vicAra Avyo evuM karI nAkhe. zeThane to mahIM vicAra Ave, lAva be hajAra rUpiyA dharmAdA ApIe. to tarata pAcho manamAM kaheze, 'have nAdArI nIkaLavAnI che, zuM ApIe ? melone chAla have !" te uDADI mele ! dAdAzrI : pachI rasto khoLI kADhe ke AmAM sukha nathI. A strIomAM sukha nathI, chokarAMmAM sukha nathI. paisAmAMya sukha nathI, evI emanI bhAvanA phare ! A phorenanA loko to strImAM sukha nathI, chokarAmAM sukha nathI, evuM to koI bole ja nahIM ne ! e to pelI baLatarA UbhI thAya tyAre kahe ke have ahIMthI bhAgo ke jyAM kaMIka mukta thavAnI jagyA che. ApaNA tIrthaMkaro mukta thayelA che tyAM heMDo, ApaNane A nA posAya. praznakartA : eTale te vakhate emano bhAva badalAvo joIe ema ? dAdAzrI : bhAva badalAya nahIM to ukela ja nA Ave ! A derAsaramAM jAya, mahArAja pAse jAya, e bhAva badalAyA sivAya to koI jAya ja nahIM sahaja to manamAM jevA vicAra Ave tevuM ja kare. eTale mahIMthI udaya Avyo to mAphI mAMge ane nA paNa mAMge. paNa jo tame mAMgo to tarata mAMgI leze. tame udayakarmanA AdhIna nahIM rahevAnA, tame jAgRtinA AdhIna rahevAnA ane A udayakarmanA AdhIna rahe. e sahaja kahevAya ne ? tamArAmAM sahajatA nA Ave. sahaja thAya to bahu sukhI hoya. ne ! ajJa sahaja ) asahaja prajJa sahaja praznakartA: pahelo mokSa kono thAya ? sahajano thAya ke asahajano thAya ? dAdAzrI : pelA sahajane to ahIM AvavuM paDaze. haju A baphArAmAM AvavuM paDaze. A 100 TacanA sonAne zuddhikaraNa (karavA)nuM A kArakhAnuM che. hindustAna eTale AkhI rAtadahADo bhaThThImAM ! praznakartA : eTale ema thayuM ne ke sahajatAmAMthI asahajatAmAM jAya. e pachI asahajatA 'Topa" para jAya, tyAra pachI mokSa tarapha jAya ? dAdAzrI : asahajatAmAM 'Topa para jAya, tyAra pachI baLatarA pUrI jueanubhave, tyAre mokSe javAnuM nakkI kare. buddhi, AMtarika buddhi khUba vadhavI joIe. phorenanA lokone bAhya buddhi hoya, te ekaluM bhautikanuM ja dekhADe. niyama kevo che, jema AMtarika buddhi vadhe tema bIjA pallAmAM baLatarA UbhI thAya ! udayAkAra te UMdhI sAhajikatA praznakartA : jJAna pachI e sAhajikatA kevI hoya e samajAvo ne ! dAdAzrI : udaya Avelo eTaluM ja kare. potApaNuM nA rAkhe. peluM ajJAna sAhajika potApaNA sahita hoya. pataMga caDAvavA gayo te sAhajika, dAdAe nA kahI, ene nahotuM javuM hoya toya gayA... praznakartA: e to dAdA AjJAnI viruddha gayo kahevAya ne ? dAdAzrI : viruddha ne vaLI sAhajika kahevAya pAchuM. bheMsa banAve e sAhajikatA. praznakartA: bheMsa banAve ? dAdAzrI : tyAre zuM thAya te ? zarIra to jADuM maLe (!) praznakartA: 'Topa' paranI asahajatAmAM gayA pachI sahajatAmAM AvavA mATe zuM kare ? Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA [3] asahajato mULa gunegAra koNa ? pote jJAtamAM tema prakRti sahaja praznakartA : ApanI pAsethI AtmAnuM jJAna lIdhuM eTale prakRti sahaja thavI joIe ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : e to sahaja thatI ja jAya. pote A jJAnamAM rahene to sahaja che ! AtmA sahaja ja che, A dehane sahaja karavAno che. 'tame' asahaja thazo, tyAM sudhI e asahaja thaze. 'tame jo sahaja thaI jazo, to e sahaja che ja. tamAre sahaja thavAnI ja jarUra che. jJAna sahaja kriyAnuM ApyuM che.. AmAM rAga-dveSa kone ? praznakartA : amArI prakRti khUba rAga-dveSa karatI hoya to eno nikAla kevI rIte karavo ? dAdAzrI : sthaLa prakRti rAga-dveSavALI che ja nahIM. e to pUraNa-galana svabhAvanI che. A to ahaMkAra rAga-dveSa kare che. A ene game che tenI upara rAga kare che ane nathI gamatuM to Sa kare che. prakRti to enA svabhAvamAM che. ziyALAne dahADe ThaMDI hoya ke nA hoya ? praznakartA: hoya. dAdAzrI : e ene nA game to ene Sa caDhe. keTalAMkane emAM majhA Ave. nA Ave ? praznakartA : hA, barobara che. dAdAzrI : evuM. prakRti ane ziyALAne dahADe ThaMDI lAge, unALAne dahADe garamI lAge. eTale A ahaMkAra badhuM rAga-dveSa kare che. ahaMkAra jAya eTale rAga-dveSa gayA. praznakartA : eTale jJAna maLyA pachI prakRti oTomeTika sahaja thayA ja kare chene? dAdAzrI : hA, jJAna maLyA pachI prakRti judI thaI gaI paNa DiscArjarUpe rahI. e DiscArja thayA kare dhIme dhIme cArja thayelI che e DiscArja thayA kare. jIvatA ahaMkAra vagara DiscArja thayA ja kare, enI meLe ja. ene ApaNe | 'vyavasthita che' kahIe chIe. asahajatA, rAga-dveSatA spaMdanathI... praznakartA H Ape kahyuM ke prakRti rAga-dveSavALI nathI paNa ahaMkAra rAgadveSa kare che e kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : prakRti svabhAve sahaja ja che. jema A pUtaLuM hoya, te kyAM sudhI bole ne gAyana gAya ? jyAM sudhI ApaNe cAvI ApIe tyAM sudhI. cAvI ApavAnuM baMdha karI de to ? praznakartA: ApaNe je cAvI ApavAnuM che, e zuM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra AtmAne ajJAnatAthI spaMdana thayA kare che. A 'mane gamyuM ne A mane nA gamyuM, A mane Ama ne tema', ne e je spaMdano thayA kare che, tethI prakRti upara asara thAya che. pratiSThita AtmA asahaja thAya che. vyavahAra AtmA sahaja thAya, pachI deha sahaja thAya. pachI amArA jevuM mukta hAsya utpanna thAya. jJAta pachI pratiSThita AtmA tikAlI praznakartA : A pratiSThita AtmA viSe samajAvazo ? Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA. [3] asahajano mULa gunegAra koNa ? dAdAzrI : jJAna pachI eka mULa AtmA che ane A DiscArja ahaMkAra che te pratiSThita AtmA che, pahelAMno. ajJAnatAmAM ahaMkAra je jIvato che te pratiSThA kare che. huM karuM chuM ne mAruM che' e ghaTamALa cAlyA ja kare che, navI pratiSThA UbhI karIne. ApaNe che te pratiSThA baMdha karAvIe chIe. eTale ApaNe cArja thatuM baMdha thAya che. pratiSThA baMdha thAya eTale badhuM baMdha thaI gayuM ! navo saMsAra Ubho thato baMdha thaI gayo. praznakartA : navo saMsAra Ubho thato baMdha thaI gayo ane pachI e je vibhAga rahyo, tene ja ApaNe pratiSThita AtmA tarIke gaNIe chIene ? dAdAzrI : hA, ane have je che eno nikAla karI nAkhIe. e nikAla thavA mATe ja Avyo che ne nikAla karavAno che. Dakhala thaye asahaja praznakartA : nikAla thavAmAM Dakhala kare che e ja nizcetana cetana? dAdAzrI : emAM Dakhala karene, e nizcetana cetana nahIM, e maDadAla ahaMkAra (vyavahAra AtmA). hA, paNa emAM Dakhala karIne e bagADe che. bAkI, e to enI meLe nikAla thavA mATe ja AvyuM che. praznakartA : eTale pratiSThita AtmA tarIke je judo paDyo, enI aMdara jo koI paNa prakAranI Dakhala na kare to enI meLe galana thaI jAya ? dAdAzrI : hA, enI meLe sahaja rIte chUTe. praznakartA : Dakhala kare to tenI aMdara Dakho thayA kare ? dAdAzrI : basa, Dakhala e pAchalo ahaMkAra kare che. maDadAla ahaMkAra Dakhala kare che. ane te maDadAla ahaMkArane buddhi che te papalAve che, buddhi herAna kare che, basa. nahIM to sahajabhAve Ukalya ja jAya che. praznakartA: A vyavahAra AtmA kone kaho cho ? dAdAzrI : saMsAra eTale zuM ke vyavahAra AtmA DakhoDakhalamAM paDyo. ane dehano svabhAva kevo che ? sahaja che. te vyavahAra AtmA DakhoDakhala nA kare, to deha sahaja che. deya chUTo ane AtmAya chUTo. A DakhoDakhalathI baMdhAyo che. eTale ApaNe DakhoDakhala baMdha karAvIe chIe. tuM A (caMdubhAI) nathI, tuM A AtmA chuM. eTale e DakhoDakhala baMdha karI de. ahaMkAra-mamatA cAlyAM gayAM. have DakhoDakhala jeTalI baMdha karIza, eTalo tuM te (AtmA)rUpa thaI jaIza, sahajarUpa. sahaja eTale DakhoDakhala nahIM te ! A enI meLe cAle che ne Aya enI meLe, e banne potapotAnI rIte ja cAlyA kare che. vyavahAra AtmA enA svabhAvamAM rahe che ane A deha enA svabhAvamAM rahe che. dehAdhyAsa jato rahevAthI, beno sAMdho hato ekAkAra thavAno, te dehAdhyAsa UDI gayo. eTale A deha dehanA kAmamAM ane AtmA enA kAmamAM, enuM nAma sahajatA. praznakartA: bhAva to pratiSThita AtmA ja kare ne, dAdA ? zuddhAtmA to kare ja nahIM ne ? dAdAzrI : pratiSThita AtmA paNa vastusthitimAM bhAva kare ja nahIM ne ! zuddhAtmAye bhAva kare nahIM. A to "caMdubhAI chuM' ema je mAne che, e vyavahAra AtmA bhAva kare che. pratiSThita AtmA to bhAvathI ja Ubho thayo che ne ! jo bhAva nA hota to e pratiSThita AtmA hota ja nahIM. vyavahAra AtmA' sahaja, to deha sahaja AtmAnI sahajatA to mULa AtmA to pote sahaja ja che. A bahAranuM sahaja thAyane to pote sahaja ja che. bahAranuM sahaja thatuM nathI ne ! praznakartA: A barAbara samajAyuM nahIM haju. dAdAzrI : AtmA sahaja thAya to deha enI meLe sahaja thAya, eTale e zuM kahe che ? A vyavahAra AtmA sahaja thAya to deha sahaja ja thaI jAya, paNa mULa AtmA to sahaja ja che. A vyavahAra AtmAnI ja bhAMjagaDa che. badhI. Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA [3] asahajano mULa gunegAra koNa ? 25 asahaja mATe javAbadAra koNa ? praznakartA : Ape kahyuM ema AtmA ye sahaja che ne prakRti ye sahaja dAdAzrI : nA, e to samakita thayA pachI, A mithyAtvane laIne prakRti asahaja thaI jAya che. prakRti to ApaNo phoTo che. arIsAmAM jue to moTuM caDheluM dekhAya. te prakRti che, to prakRtino doSa che? praznakartA : prakRtino ja doSa. dAdAzrI : nahIM, mahIM vyavahAra AtmAne sthiratA, sahajatA nathI AvI. vyavahAra AtmA sahaja hoya to prakRti sahaja thAya, pelAnuM moTuM ne badhuM sAruM dekhAya. praznakartA : dAdA, e AtmA sahaja nahIM thayo, moDhuM caDheluM hoya to e je AtmAnI Ape vAta karI, e pratiSThita AtmAne ? dAdAzrI : pratiSThita AtmA e vAta kharI, paNa pratiSThita AtmA eTale pelo vyavahAra AtmA. jyAM sudhI A pratiSThita AtmAnuM calaNa che ne, tyAM sudhI pelo vyavahAra AtmAno ja doSa gaNAya che. pratiSThita AtmA pratinidhi jevo che. eTale javAbadArI chevaTe ene jAya. kone jAya ? vyavahAra AtmA pote zuddhAtmA thAya to aMdana thavAnuM baMdha thAya ne spaMdana baMdha thayAM to dhIme dhIme prakRti sahajatAmAM Avaze. banne sahajatAmAM AvI jAya, enuM nAma vItarAga. sahajatAmAM paheluM koNa ? praznakartA : jJAna thaI jAya, e pachI prakRti sahaja thAya ke prakRti sahaja thAya tema jJAna pragaTa thatuM jAya, emAM krama kayo ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe A jJAna ApIe chIene, tyAre dRSTi badalAya jAya ne pachI prakRti sahaja thatI jAya. pachI saMpUrNa sahaja thAya. prakRti bilakula sahaja thAya. eTale AtmA to sahaja che ja, basa thaI gayuM, chUTuM thaI gayuM. ane prakRti sahaja thaI eTale to bahAra no bhAga ja bhagavAna thaI gayo, aMdarano to che ja. aMdaranI to badhAMmAM che. jo prakRti sahaja thAya to AtmA sahaja thaI ja jAya. agara AtmA sahaja thavAno prayatna thAya to prakRti sahaja thaI jAya. bemAMthI eka saheja bhaNI cAlyuM, ke beu sahaja thaI jAya. praznakartA : mULa. dAdAzrI : nA. e (mULa) pote evo che nahIM, paNa emanA pratinidhi AvuM kare. enI javAbadArI konA mAthe ? praznakartA : jo doSa thato hoya to pratiSThita AtmAno ja doSa thAya A kALamAM prakRti sahaja thAya ema nathI. tethI 'ame' AtmA sahaja ApI daie chIe ane joDe joDe prakRtinI sahajatAnuM jJAna ApI daie chIe. pachI prakRti sahaja karavAnI bAkI rahe che. AtmA sahaja svabhAvamAM Ave eTale prakRti sahaja svabhAvamAM Ave evuM A kALamAM che. praznakartA H amArI prakRti jeTalI asahaja hoya... dAdAzrI : teno savAla nahIM. tame A prakRti to mane maLatAM pahelAMnI bharelI che. praznakartA : prakRti sahaja thavI joIe ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : e to pote A jJAnamAM rahe to sahaja ja thAya. prakRti nikAla thayA ja kare. enI meLe nikAla thaI jaze ane navI dAdAzrI : kharo doSa pelA vyavahAra AtmAne jAya, paNa mULa AtmAne pahoMce ja nahIM ne ! Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA [3] asahajano mULa gunegAra koNa ? prakRti mArI hAjarImAM bharAI rahI che ane jarAka ko'kanI kaThaNa hoya to ekAda avatAra vadhAre thAya, ekAda-be avatAramAM to badhuM UDatuM ja thAya, badhuM malTiplikezanavALuM A. praznakartA : tamArI dRSTie to A cokhkhuM bharAi rahyuM che ke nahIM ? amArI dRSTi to pharI, paNa je navI prakRti thavAnI e sarakhI thavAnI ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : have zaMkA rAkhavAnuM koI kAraNa nA hoya ! tame che te caMdubhAI thaI jAva to ApaNe jANIe ke zaMkA rakhAya. e to tamArI zraddhAmAM che ja nahIM ne ! jJAtI, prakRtithI judA praznakartA : jJAna thAya eTale samaja Ave paNa prakRti thoDI nAza thAya che ? dAdAzrI : nA, prakRti kAma karyA ja kare. jJAnIne paNa prakRti hoya paNa prakRti judI hoya jJAnIthI, jJAnIthI hanDeDa parasenTa (100%) judI hoya. eTale jJAnI zAthI kahevAya ke sahaja svarUpa deha ane sahaja svarUpa AtmA, banne sahaja svarUpa. Dakhala nA kare. e Dakhala kare e asahajatA hoya. prakRtimAM, maThiyAM ke eto svAda ? praznakartA : dAdA, tyAM ApanI prakRti kevI rIte kAma karatI hoya ? dAdAzrI : amArI prakRti maThiyAM khAya che, te A badhA mahAtmAo jANI gayelA. te amerikAmAM badhe jaIe te mArA mATe maThiyAM banAvI rAkhe. paNa A varSamAM be ja jaNane tyAM khAdhA che, basa. mAphaka Ave te prakRti. badhAyane tyAM mAphaka nahIM AvyuM. e jarAka khaIne pachI huM rahevA dauM. eTale koI ema kahe ke maThiyAM emane phAvaze to vAta mAnyAmAM nA Ave. maThiyAmAM rahelo svAda e mArI prakRtimAM che. (nIrumA) dAdA, pAchuM A kevuM che ke ApaNI prakRtine atyAre bhAvyuM pachI pAchuM mahinA pachI nAya bhAve, badalAI jAya. dAdAzrI : traNa ja dahADAmAM pheraphAra thAya, divasamAM pheraphAra thAya. Aje DhebarAM bhAve ne kAle nA bhAve. (nIrumA) : nAya bhAve. dAdAzrI : tame kyAreya sTaDI karyo eno ? (nIrumA) dAdAnuM jouM eTale sTaDI thAya. sahaja prakRti kevI rIte kAma karatI hoya che e dAdAnuM joIe tyAre ja khabara paDe. dAdAzrI : nAsto Ave to joI joIne le, paNa AmAM zuM juduM hoya ? tyAre kahe, zenI para maracuM vadhAre paDayuM che ? enuM nAma prakRti. prakRti racatAra koNa? kaI jAtanI prakRti nA hoya ? prakRti jAtajAtanI hoya. dhodha paDe tyAre parapoTA koNa banAvatuM haze ? koI AvaDo thAya, koI AvaDo thAya, koI AvaDo thAya, te prakRti baMdhAya pachI. te keTalAka moTA thaIne ahIM ne ahIM phUTI jAya, keTalAka kyAMya sudhI cAle evI rIte prakRti badhI baMdhAya che. saMjoga anusAra prakRti baMdhAya che ane prakRti anusAra saMsAra cAle. A prakRti che, tene tame joyA karo to jarAya vAMdho nahIM. tamArI javAbadArIno vAMdho nathI. tamArI jovAnI icchA hovI joIe ane chatAM nathI jovAmAM avAtuM, pachI tamArI javAbadArI nathI. prakRti saMpUrNa prakAre jANe tyAre bhagavAna thAya. prakRtimaya nA thAya eTale jANe, nahIM to prakRtimaya thAya eTale jANe nahIM, tyArathI baMdha. jo prakRti ene samajaNa paDI jAya to chUTo thAya. judo rahIne jue to sAhajika praznakartA H AptasUtramAM che ke prakRti ane AtmA vaccenI caMcaLatA UDI gaI enuM nAma sAhajikatA. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [3] asahajano mULa gunegAra koNa ? sahajatA dAdAzrI : basa. praznakartA : eTale A vaccenI eTale zuM ? dAdAzrI : Imozanala thAya che te prakRti Imozanala nathI, 'pote' mahIM bhego thaI jAya eTale Imozanala thaI jAya. praznakartA : pote eTale to aham bhaLe che prakRtimAM eTale A... dAdAzrI : bhaLe che eTale caMcaLatA utpanna thaI. praznakartA : eTale A potAnI caMcaLatA javI joIe ? dAdAzrI : have judA rahIne jue eTale sAhajika rahe. IphekTane AdhAra, tyAM koMgra praznakartA : aham kevI rIte bhaLe che ? dAdAzrI : prakRtimAM 'IphekTa' to enI meLe thayA ja kare che paNa pote aMdara 'kaoNjhijha' kare che, AdhAra Ape che ke meM karyuM, huM bolyo.' kharI rIte IphekTa'mAM koIne karavAnI jarUra ja nathI. 'IphekTa' enI meLe sahajabhAve thayA ja kare che, paNa ApaNe tene Teko ApIe chIe ke "karuM chuM', e bhrAMti che, ane e ja 'kaoNjhijha' che. praznakartA : e 'kaoNjha'nuM 'koMjha' zuM che ? dAdAzrI : ajJAnatA. 'rUTa kaoNMjha' ajJAnatA che. 'jJAnI puruSa' ajJAnatA dUra kare. jJAtA-draSTA rahe, bane sahaja sahaja prakRti eTale jevuM vIMTyuM hoya evuM ja basa pharyA kare, bIjI kazI bhAMjagaDa nahIM. jJAnadazAnI sahajatAmAM to, AtmA jo Ano jJAtA-drA rahe to ja e sahaja thAya ne emAM saLI karI ke pAchuM bagaDyuM. "AvuM hoya to sAruM, AvuM nA hoya to sAruM.' ema Dakhala karavA jAya ke asahaja thAya. zuddhAtmA sivAya bIjo kayo bhAga rahyo ? prakRti rahI. te gunegArI che. te prakRti je karatI hoya temAM ApaNe kahIe, 'tuM jozathI kara', emeya nahIM kahevAnuM ane 'nA karIza' emeya nahIM kahevAnuM. ApaNe jJAtA-draSTA rahevAnuM. to 'vyavasthita'. kheMca-cIDa-rANa, batAve asahaja beu ramaNatA cAlyA kare, enuM nAma sahajatA. ane mahIM kheMca kheMca kare ke A nA ja thAya ane kheMca kare eTale A mahIM kheMcavuM, breka mArI ke ApaNAthI A nA thAya, eTale thaI gayuM asahaja badhuM. tyAM kheMca nA kare to rAge paDI gayuM, kAma thaI gayuM. have Aya kaMI evuM nathI ke AnI jarUra che, evuM kazuM nahIM. A to sahaja thavA pUratuM. kahe che, kema asahaja hatA ? tyAre kahe, 'AnI cIDa hatI.' AvuM thatuM haze ? tenI cIDa pesI gaI. e cIDa kADhyA vagara sahaja nA thAya ane rAgeya kADhyA vagara sahaja nA thAya. "jotA'te nathI, kharAba-sAruM deha dAMtiyA karato hoya ne tene pelA jue, AtmA jANe, to beu sahaja kahevAya. e dAMtiyA karavA gerakAyadesara nathI A gerakAyadesara hoya to loko vAMdho kare ne ? paNa tenAthI chUTo rahe. ene ema nA thatuM hoya ke huM karuM chuM A. praznakartA: deha kare che, huM nathI karato. dAdAzrI : deha kare che. kharAba agara khoTuM hotuM nathI, tyAM sahaja AgaLa. jonArane kharAba-khoTuM hotuM nathI, karanArane hoya che. jene buddhi che tyAM sudhI kharAba che. jonAra thayo eTale jJAnI thayo, ene kharAba-khoTuM hotuM nathI. eTale A kaSAyo vidAyagIrI le che. "caMdu' udayamAM, 'pote' jANapaNAmAM praznakartA: bahAranA udayo hoya, emAM potAno ahaMkAra bhaLI jAya Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [3] asahajano mULa gunegAra koNa ? sahajatA che eTale ene eksepTa karI le che. to evuM nA thavuM joIene ? e juduM ja rahevuM joIene ? bahAranA udayamAM e ekAkAra thaI jAya to ? dAdAzrI : ekAkAra thaI jAya temAM ApaNe zuM? ekAkAra to eno svabhAva che. praznakartA : aham che to ekAkAra thavAno ja saMyogomAM. dAdAzrI : hA, basa. e thAya, paNa tyAre e jovAnuM, jo ene jue nahIM to mAra paDe. Ama karatuM karatuM karatuM pachI chuTuM thaI javAnuM. pachI tamAre jevuM A jJAna che evuM ja A bAjunuM raheze, jovAno abhyAsa haze to. nahIM to vAra lAgaze. praznakartA : dAdA, have moDuM nathI karavuM. dAdAzrI : ema nahIM, e to kAyadA to che ja ne. jovAno abhyAsa hoya to peluM narama thatuM jAya. je udaya svarUpa hoya temAM Dakhala karazo nahIM. te udayane jANo, ApaNuM jJAna evuM kahe che. eTale je udaya hoya temAM ja caMdubhAI tanmayAkAra rahe, 'tamAre" jANavAnuM. tene je udaya hoya, temAM ApAchuM karavAnI jarUra nathI. udaya zeno Avaze ? ke jenuM pUraNa karyuM che, tenuM galana thayA karaze. A navuM pUraNa thavAnuM nathI. mATe jUnuM je pUraNa kareluM che, te galana thayA karaze. tene je udayamAM Ave te udayamAM raho. caMdubhAI che te udayamAM rahe ane 'tamAre ene joyA karavAnuM, ATaluM ja kAma. 'tame" ene joyA karo eTale AtmA sahaja thayo. caMdubhAI udayamAM rahe eTale deha sahaja thaI gayo, pudgala sahaja thaI gayuM kahevAya. have prakRti che tyAM sudhI enI badhI khoTa pUrI thaI ja javAnI. jo Dakho nahIM karo, Dakhala nahIM karo to prakRti khoTa pUrI karI devAnI che. prakRti potAnI khoTa pote pUrI kare che. have AmAM 'huM karuM chuM' kahe ke Dakho thayo. puruSArtha, tapa sahita praznakartA : Ape pelI puruSArthanI vAta suMdara kahI ke vyavasthitanA udayane hisAbe mahIM tanmayAkAra thaI javAya paNa te vakhate pote che te emAM bhaLe nahIM ane emAM e vakhate puruSArthamAM rahe, bhaLavA nA de. dAdAzrI : puruSArthamAM rahe tene kazo vAMdho nahIM. e ja puruSArtha kahevAya ne ! prakRti to haMmezAM udayamAM tanmayAkAra ja thavAnI eTale ene zAMti thAya. ane puruSArtha bhaLavA nA de eTale pelI prakRtine akaLAmaNa thAya eTale baLe. praznakartA : jJAna karIne evuM bane kharuM ke jyAre pelo saMpUrNa chUTo paDI gayo hoya, bilakula bhaLe nahIM, to pachI pelI baLatarAo baMdha thaI jAya ? dAdAzrI : hA, thaI ja jAyane. baLatarA bilakuleya hoya nahIM ne ! baLatarA to mahIM kacaro che, tyAM sudhI baLatarA che. baLatarA maTI jaze pachI kharI sAhajikatA utpanna thaI jaze. baLatarAvALAne ja sAhajikatA hoya nahIM, AnaMda-majhA nA hoya ene.. jANyuM, mATe pahoMcAze ja praznakartA: amAre to prakRtimAM DakhoDakhala thaI jAya che, to amArI prakRti sahaja kyAre thaze ? dAdAzrI : haju jeTalI Dakhala thAya che, eTalI asahajatA baMdha karavI paDaze. evuM tame jANo cho hau pAchAM. asahaja thAva cho te jANo cho. asahajatA baMdha karavAnI che te jANo cho. kevI rIte baMdha thAya teya jANo cho. badhuM ja jANo cho tame. praznakartA : chatAMya karI zakatAM nathI. dAdAzrI : e dhIme dhIme thAya, e ekadama nA thAya A. A dADhI karavAnA sephaTI rejhara Ave che ne, evuM Ama kare ne thaI gayuM ? thoDIvAra lAge. e darekane thoDo TAIma le. Ama kare to thaI jAya, sephaTI mATe ? praznakartA: kapAI jAya. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA [3] asahajano mULa gunegAra koNa ? dAdAzrI : darekane TAIma lAge. DIkaMTrolDa prakRti sAme... praznakartA: kaMTrola vagaranI prakRti hoya to ? dAdAzrI : paNa e to enI meLe kaMTrola vagaranI prakRti ja ene phaLa ApI de, sIdhuM ja. ene ApaNe zIkhavADavA javuM paDe nahIM. eTale kaMTrolavALI prakRti hoya to pelAne sukha ja paDe ane kaMTrola vagaranI hoya to enI meLe, enuM phaLa tyAM ne tyAM maLI ja jAya. polIsavALA joDe kaMTrola vagaranI prakRti karI joje, phaLa tyAM ne tyAM ja maLI jAya. jyAM juo tyAM. gharamAM hau, badheya. eTale kaMTrola vagaranI hoya, tene tyAM ne tyAM phaLa maLI jAya enI meLe, mahIM ja phaLa maLI jAya. e rahe ja nahIM. doDadhAma karatAM hoya kaMTrola vagaranI. chevaTe Thokara vAgIneya ThekANe AvI jAya. praznakartA : kaMTrola hoya to sAruM ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : kaMTrola hoya to uttama kahevAya. kaMTrola vagara to ene potAne mAra paDe ja. kaMTrola hoya tenA jevuM ekuMya nahIM ane jJAnanA AdhAre prakRti kaMTrolamAM rahe. praznakartA : jJAnathI kaMTrola rahevo eTale sahaja rIte, ema ? dAdAzrI : sahaja zabda ja nA hoya ne ! puruSArthathI rahe. sahajathI rahetuM hoya, tene pachI AgaLa kazuM karavAnuM rahe ja nahIM ne ! khalAsa thaI gayuM. kAma pUruM thaI gayuM. prakRti prakRtinA bhAvamAM hoya ja che. kaMTrola karavAnI tamAre jarUra nathI. 'tame' sahajabhAvamAM AvyA to prakRti to sahajabhAvamAM che ja. prakRtino sahajabhAva eTale 'jema che tema' bahAra paDI javuM te. prakRti ogaLe 'sAmAyika'mAM tame zuddhAtmA thayA to prakRti sAhajika thaI. sAhajika e to DakhoDakhala karavA de evI hoya nahIM ane sAhajika thaI eTale e vyavasthita che. eTale ame tamane ema nA kahIe ke tane kharAba vicAra Avyo to tuM jhera pI. have to kharAba vicAra Avyo to kharAbane jANyo ne sAro vicAra Avyo to sArAne jANyo. paNa A badhuM have ogaLe zI rIte ? keTaluMka kaMTrolamAM nA Ave evuM. tame kaho chone te nA ogaLe evI vastu che. teno ApaNe rasto karavo paDe. amuka kalAka besI jJAtA-oNyanA saMbaMdhathI e ogaLe. je prakRti ogALavI hoya te AvI rIte ogaLe. eTale eka kalAka besI ane pote jJAtA thaI pelI vastune zeyarUpe juo. eTale e prakRti dhIme dhIme ogaLyA kare. eTale badhI prakRti ahIM khalAsa thAya evI che. vipharelI prakRti, sahaja thaye. praznakartA : dAdAe ema kahyuM che ke vipharelI prakRti sahaja thAya tyAre zakti vadhavA mAMDe che. dAdAzrI : hA, khUba zakti vadhe. praznakartA : e kevI rIte bane ? dAdAzrI : vipharelI prakRti jo sahaja thAyane, to zakti ekadama ja utpanna thAya, khUba kheMce bahArathI badhI zaktione. hoTa (garama) lokhaMDa hoyane, te hoTa lokhaMDanA goLA upara pANI reDe to zuM thAya ? badhuM pI jAya, nIce nA paDavA de, eka TIpuMya. tevI rIte A prakRti evI vipharelI hoyane te hoTa goLA jevI thaI gayelI hoya. pachI jema ThaMDI paDatI jAyane, tema enAmAM zakti vadhatI jAya. sahaja jIvana kevuM hoya ? have sahaja jIvana jIvAya che kharuM ? ko'ka gALa bhADe te vakhate sahaja rahe che ? praznakartA : gusso mAnasika rahe, bahAra nA Ave. dAdAzrI : e sahaja jIvana ja nA kahevAya. sahaja jIvanamAM to gALa Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [3] asahajano mULa gunegAra koNa ? bhAMDe toya sahaja rahe. gajavuM kApI le toya sahaja rahe. sahaja jIvana eTale bhagavAna thavAnuM hoya tyAre sahaja jIvana hoya. saMpUrNa sahaja, tyAM thayA bhagavAta praznakartA : : prakRti saMpUrNa sahaja thAya eTale bahArano bhAga paNa bhagavAna jevo dekhAya ? 35 dAdAzrI : hA, kSamA evI dekhAya, namratA evI dekhAya, saraLatA evI dekhAya, saMtoSa evo dekhAya. koI cIjanI IphekTa ja nahIM. potApaNuM nA hoya. e badhuM lokonAM dekhavAmAM Ave. badhA bahu guNo utpanna thaI jAya. e AtmAnA guNa nathI ne A pudgalanAya guNa nathI evAM guNa utpanna thaI jAya. kSamA to AtmAnoya guNa nathI ne pudgalano guNa nathI. pelo gusso kare, te ame kSamA karatAM nathI paNa Ama sahaja kSamA ja hoya. paNa pelAne ema lAge ke kSamA karI emaNe. eTale ahIM pRthakkaraNa thaIne amane samajAya ke mAre AmAM levAdevA nathI ne ! praznakartA : e kSamA mATe thayuM, evuM saraLatA mATe kevuM hoya ? dAdAzrI : hA, saraLatA to hoyane ! sAmAnI dazA avaLI hoya toya saraLane e sIdhuM ja dekhAya. kevI saraLatA che ! namratA !! AmAM kazuM che nahIM AtmAnuM. praznakartA : eTale potAnAmAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha UDe che eTalA mATe AvAM guNa pragaTa thAya che ? dAdAzrI : lobhane badale saMtoSa thAya eTale loka kahe, juone, kazuM joItuM ja nathI. je hoya e cAle. evAM guNo utpanna thAya tyAre bhagavAna kahevAya. praznakartA : lokone saraLatA, kSamA dekhAya tyAre pote zemAM hoya che ? dAdAzrI : pote mULa svarUpamAM hoya, loko AvuM kahe, pudgala AvuM dekhAya eTale. pudgalanuM vartana AvuM dekhAya eTale loka kahe, ohoho ! kevI kSamA rAkhe che ! A juone, ame gALo bhAMDI paNa kazuM emanAM moDhAM para asara ja nathI. keTalI kSamA rAkhe che ! pachI pAchAM kahevateya bole, kSamA vIrasya bhUSaNam. alyA hoya, vIreya nhoya, kSamAye nhoya, A to bhagavAna che e to. pAchAM bole, kSamA e mokSano daravAjo che. alyA mUA, A kSamA nahIM, pelI sahaja kSamA. kSamA je sudhAre che evuM koI sudhAratuM nathI. kSamAthI je mANaso sudhare evuM kazAthI sudharatuM nathI. mAravAthIya sudharatuM nathI. e kSamA vIrasya bhUSaNam kahevAya. // Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [r] AjJAto puruSArtha banAve sahaja have AjJA pAlata sahaja thavA arthe praznakartA : mana-vacana-kAyAnI sahajatA ane AtmAnI sahajatA e vize jarA samajAvone. dAdAzrI : AtmA sahaja che ja. jJAna ApyA pachI zuddhAtmA je lakSamAM Ave chene, enI meLe ja lakSamAM Ave. ApaNe yAda nA karavuM paDe. jene yAda karIe e vastu bhUlI javAya. A niraMtara lakSa rahe. e sahaja AtmA thayo kahevAya. have mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja karavA mATe eka jJAnI puruSanI AjJA jema jema pALatA jAya, tema tema mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja thatAM jAya. praznakartA : emAM sahaja bhAve nikAla karavo ema Apa kaho cho to sahaja bhAva keLavavAnI rIta kaI che ? dAdAzrI : sahaja bhAva eTale zuM ? A jJAna maLyA pachI tame zuddhAtmA thayA eTale tame sahaja bhAvamAM ja cho. kAraNa ke ahaMkAra hAjara nA hoya tyAre sahaja bhAva ja hoya. ahaMkAranI ebsansa (gerahAjarI) e sahaja bhAva. A jJAna lIdhuM eTale tamAro ahaMkAra ebsanTa che. tame je 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' mAnatA hatA, have mAnatA nathI ne ? thaI rahyuM ! meM vakIlAta karI ne meM choDAvyo ne meM ene Ama karyuM !' 'huM saMDAsa jaI Avyo', kaheze. 'ohoho ! kAle kema nahotA gayAM ?" tyAre kahe, 'kAle to DaoNkTarane bolAvavo paDyo, aTakyuM'tuM mahIM.' 38 sahajatA ahaMkArane laIne sakriyatA che. ahaMkArane laIne badhuM bagaDI gayuM che. e ahaMkAra dUra thaI jAya eTale badhuM regyulara thaI jAya, sAhajika thAya pachI. ahaMkAra badhuM bagADe che, potAnuM ja bagADe che ane sAhajikatA hoya to badhuM suMdara hoya. tethI A ame tamane AjJA ApI che ne, te sahaja ja karanArI cIja che. e sahaja ja banAvanArI che. sahajAsahaja badhuM patI jAya evuM che enuM. samAdhi sAthe ja hoya evuM che, game tevI muzkelImAM. juone, A kevI muzkelI AvI che ! Ama kensara thayuM che ne phalANuM thayuM che ne gUMcava gUMcava kare che, nahIM ? are, thayuM che to ene thayuM che, mane zuM thayuM che temAM ? ApaNe jANyuM ke pADozI gabharAyA che. koI pADozI mATe kaMI bahu raDe nahIM, nahIM ? hamaNAM A joDevALA zeTha che, te emane kaMI duHkha Ave to ApaNe raDavA lAgIe ? emane jaIne kahIe ke bhaI, ame chIe tamArI joDe, tame gabharAzo nahIM. sahaja dazAtI limiTa praznakartA : sahajatAnI limiTa keTalI ? dAdAzrI : niraMtara sahajatA ja rahe. sahajatA rahe paNa jeTalI AjJA pALo eTalI rahe. AjJA e dharma ne AjJA e ja tapa, eTaluM mukhya vastu che. ame zuM kahyuM che ke jo AjJA pALo to kAyama samAdhi raheze. gALo bhAMDe, mAre toya paNa samAdhi jAya nahIM evI samAdhi. savAranA pahoramAM nakkI ja karavAnuM ke dAdA, ApanI AjJAmAM ja rahevAya evI zakti Apo. e nakkI karyuM pachI dhIme dhIme vadhatuM jAya. praznakartA : zarUAtamAM jJAna lIdhA pachI e pramANe karatAM karatAM jaIe ne bhAva ApaNo pAko thato jAya jema, ema ema pachI vadhAre ne vadhAre AjJAmAM rahevAya che. dAdAzrI : vadhAre ne vadhAre ja rahevAya. ApaNA jJAnamAM, akrama vijJAnamAM cauda varSano korsa che, sAmAnya rIte. te pAchA bahu kAcA hoyane tene Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [4] AzAno puruSArtha banAve sahaja sahajatA vadhu thAya ne bahu pAkA hoya tene agiyAra varSamAM thaI jAya, niSThA vadhe ema. paNa cauda varSe sahaja thaI jAya. mana-vacana-kAyA paNa sahaja thaI jAya. 'DakhoDakhala nahIM karuM tevI zakti Apo' evuM caraNavidhimAM bole roja, eTale e kAma sAruM Ape lokone. ane DakhoDakhala nA karavI e jANato ja nA hoya to DakhoDakhala thaI jAya vAreghaDIe ane pachI pastAmaNa (pastAvo) thAya. e zenA jevuM ? 'kalyANa ho' evuM bhAva bolyA hoya ApaNe to peluM asara kare. ane evuM kazuM nA bolyA hoya to pelI asara nA kare. eTale avaLAM pariNAma Ave. barobara, sArAM nA Ave. zuddha upayogathI thAya sahaja A caMdubhAI judA ane tame zuddhAtmA judA cho, e jAgRti rahevI joIe. pachI che te sAmo mANasa UMdhuM bole, avaLuM bole to e zuddha AtmA che e ApaNane lakSamAMthI nA javuM joIe. kAraNa ke bole che, e ApaNuM udayakarma bole che. ane te udayakarmane sAmasAme leNa-deNa che. eTale pudgalanI levAdevA che. e kaMI enA zuddhAtmAmAM phera nathI thato. eTale zuddha upayoga pote rAkhavo. e sAmAne paNa zuddha jue, te zuddha upayoga rAkhyo kahevAya. pote evarIveara (badhe ja) zuddha joyuM, enuM nAma zuddha upayoga ane enuM nAma samatva yoga kahevAya. samatva yoga ane pratyakSa mokSa kahe che. amane niraMtara samatva yoga rahe. DakhoDakhala jovAmAM Ave toya samatva yoga rahe. hAtha UMcA-nIcA kare to vAMdho nahIM, e vAMko thAya toya vAMdho nahIM, nA kare toya vAMdho nahIM, paNa je pote buddhithI ema kahe che ke mArAthI Ama na thAya, e tyAM AgaLa ahaMkAra Ave che. sahaja thavAnuM che. zuddhAtmA thaIte varte vyavahAramAM koI mANasa che te jelamAMthI chUTIne vaDApradhAna thayo, te thayA pachI bhUle nahIM ne rAta-dahADo ke huM vaDApradhAna chuM, nA bhUlene ? te bhUle nahIM eTale enuM kAmeya cUke nahIM. koI prazna pUche ne to 'huM vaDApradhAna chu" evuM samajIne ja javAba Ape. eTale ApaNe zuddhAtmA thayAne to ApaNe zuddhAtmA samajIne ja javAba ApavAno. je thayA te rUpanuM che A. samajI jAva. karmanA udaya bahAra jora kare te judI vastu che. te to vaDApradhAnaneya jora kare. karmanA udaye koI DhekhALo mAre, koI gALo bhAMDe. e to badhuM karmanA udaya to emaneya che ne paNa e emanI vaDApradhAna tarIkenI pharaja bajAve, evI ApaNe zuddhAtmAnI pharaja bajAvavI paDe. ethI karIne pote 'caMdubhAI chuM' e bhUlI nA jAya. ema kaMI bhUle pAlave ? badhuM lakSamAM ja hoyane ? zuddha svarUpe jovAthI, prakRti thAya sahaja praznakartA : bIjAnI sAthe jo eDajasTa thavuM hoya to pachI enAmAM zuddhAtmA ja jovo joIene ? jo zuddhAtmA joIe to ja eDajasTa thaI zakAyane ? dAdAzrI : hA, te bIjuM zuM ? A AjJA pALe e eDajasTa ja thaI jAya. AjJA pALo ne zuddhAtmA juo, enI phAIlaneya juo. rileTivane ane riyalane, banne juo. praznakartA : potAnI prakRtine sAmAnI prakRti sAthe eDajasTa karAvavI ene badale have jo 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' ane sAmAne jo zuddhAtmA jouM to prakRti enI meLe eDajasTa thaI jAya ? dAdAzrI : thaI ja jAya. godo mArIe to prakRti kUde, nahIM to evuM sarasa-sahaja bhAvamAM AvI jAya. A asahaja pote thayone eTale pelI prakRti praznakartA: paNa jeNe jJAna lIdhuM che enI prakRti sahaja thAya, paNa sAmAe nA lIdhuM hoya enI sahaja thoDI thAya che ? dAdAzrI : paNa jJAnavALo bIjAnI prakRti joDe sahaja rIte kAma karI zake, pelo maDadAla ahaMkAra vacce mahIM godo na mAre to. praznakartA : be mANaso sAmasAmA hoya, eke dAdAnuM jJAna lIdheluM che Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [4] AjJAno puruSArtha banAve sahaja saha jatA dAdAzrI : e to bhagavAna ja che. praznakartA : paNa amane enI prakRti paNa nirdoSa dekhAya che. dAdAzrI : hA, te prakRti nirdoSa dekhAvI joIe. praznakartA : e chelle prakRti paNa nirdoSa dekhAya, banne nirdoSa dekhAya tyAre sahajatA AvI rahe ? dAdAzrI : hA, vaLI ApaNo mArga to tyAM sudhIno, ke tamane kapaTa hoya teya juo, kahe che. ane kramika mArgamAM kapaTa cAle ja nahIMne ! ahaMkAra ja bilakula zuddha karatAM karatAM rahevAnuM, tyAM cAle nahIM. eTale ema karatAM karatAM be-traNa avatAreya pUruM thAya toya bahu thaI gayuM ne ! are, dasa avatAre thaze toya zuM khoTa javAnI ? paNa doSita nathI koI. eTale e potAnI prakRti sahaja karato jAya che, A pramANe jJAnamAM rahIne, pAMca AjJA pALIne, paNa sAmo mANasa je che, jeNe dAdAnuM jJAna nathI lIdhuM. te enI prakRti sahaja kevI rIte thAya ? dAdAzrI : nA, ene kazuM levAdevA nahIM. praznakartA: have enI prakRti sahaja nA thAya, paNa ApaNane vAMdho nA Ave ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe to A je pAMca AjJA che ne, e tamArI sephasAIDa che badhI rIte. emAM tame rahone, to koI tamane herAna nahIM kare, vAgha-siMha kazuMya. vAghane jeTalo vakhata tame zuddhAtmA tarIke juo, teTalo vakhata e eno pAzavI dharma, pazuyonino je dharma che te bhUlI jAya. eno dharma bhUlyo eTale thaI rahyuM, pachI kazuM kare nahIM. praznakartA : eTale sAmAmAM zuddhAtmA jovAthI enAmAM koI parivartana AvatuM haze ? dAdAzrI : ophakorsa (cokkasa), tethI ja huM kahuM chuM ke gharanA mANasone zuddhAtmA' tarIke juo. koI dahADo joyA ja nathIne ! tame gharamAM pesatA che te moTA chokarAne juo to tamane Ama dRSTimAM kazuM nA hoya. dRSTimAM kema cho, kema nahIM, badhuM karo paNa aMdarakhAne kahe, sAlo nAlAyaka che. evuM juo to enI asara thAya. jo zuddhAtmA joyA to enI asara thAya. A jagata narI asaravALuM che. e eTaluM badhuM iphekTiva che ke na pUcho vAta. A vidhio karIe chIe te ame evuM ja karIe chIe, asara mUkIe chIe, viTAmIna mUkIe chIe. te eTalI zakti utpanna thaI, nahIM to zakti kema karIne thAya te ? huM anaMta avatAranI kamANI laIne Avyo chuM ane tame ema ne ema raste heMDatA AvyA. praznakartA : tame kaheluM ke ame zuddhAtmAne zuddhAtmA tarIke joIe. mahIM A zuddhAtmA to nirdoSa che ja... vyavasthita' samaje, to thAya sahaja 'jJAna' pahelAM tame sTezane gayA ho ane tyAM khabara paDe ke gADI pA kalAka leTa che. te tame teTalI rAha juo. pachI khabara paDe ke hajI aDadho kalAka vadhAre leTa che, eTale tame aDadho kalAka vadhAre beso. pachI vaLI khabara Ave ke hajI aDadho kalAka leTa che, to zI asara thAya tamane ? praznakartA : mahIM kaMTALo Ave ne gALoya daI dauM A relvavALAone. dAdAzrI : jJAna zuM kahe che ke gADI leTa che to e 'vyavasthita' che. avasthA mAtra kudaratI racanA che, jeno koi bApoya racanAra nathI ane te 'vyavasthita' che." ATaluM ApaNe bolyA, eTale A jJAnanA zabdonA AdhAre sahaja rahevAyuM. prakRti anAdi kALathI asahaja kare che. te jJAnanA AdhAre ene sahajamAM lAvavAnI. A prakRti kharekhara to sahaja ja che paNa potAnA vibhAvika bhAvane lIdhe asahaja thAya che. te jJAnanA AdhAre sahaja svabhAvamAM lAvavAnI. rileTivamAM Dakho gayo eTale AtmA sahaja thAya. eTale zuM ke pote jJAtAdrA ane paramAnaMda padamAM rahe. Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [4] AjJAno puruSArtha banAve sahaja 43 44 sahajatA, A jJAna hAjara hoya eTale Trena aDadho-aDadho kalAka karatAM AkhI rAta kADhe ne, toya ApaNane zo vAMdho Ave ? ane ajJAnI to aDadhA kalAkamAM keTalIye gALo Ape ! e gALo zuM Trenane pahoMcavAnI che ? gArDane pahoMcavAnI che? nA. e kAdava to potAne ja uDADe che. jJAna hoya to muzkelImAM muzkelIne jue ane chUTamAM chUTane jue, enuM nAma ja sahaja AtmA. A amAruM jJAna evuM ApyuM che ke sahejeya kaMTALo nA Ave. phAMsIe caDhavAnuM hoya toya vAMdho nA Ave. phAMsIe caDavAnuM che e to 'vyavasthita' che ane raDIneya caDhavAnuM to che ja, to pachI hasIne zA mATe nA caDhIe ? praznakartA : evuM badhuM goThavAyeluM vyavasthita samajIe to pachI kazuM karavAnuM rahyuM ja nahIM ne ? dAdAzrI : A jJAna dupayoga kare to Dakhala karyA vagara rahe nahIM e ! eTale DakhoDakhala nahIM karavAnI. sahaja bhAve rahevAnuM. ame rahIe chIene sahaja bhAve ! 'mAre' 'paTela'ne kahevAnuM ke roja cAra vAgye satsaMgamAM javAnuM, nahIM to to pachI thaI ja rahyuM ne ! evuM goThavAyeluM' kahe eTale khalAsa thaI gayuM. goThavAyeluM kahevAya nahIM. che goThavAyeluM, paNa te jJAnInI dRSTie goThavAyeluM che ane tamane A vAta jJAnI avalaMbanarUpe Ape. A ekkekTa avalaMbana che paNa e vAparavAnuM amArI kahelI samajaNa pramANe vAparajo. tamArI samajaNa pramANe vAparazo nahIM. chatAM paNa A 'jJAna'mAM ja raho, 'AjJA'mAM ja raho to prakRti sahaja thAya. pachI game tevuM haze toya, lokone so gALo bhAMDato haze toya e prakRti sahaja che. kAraNa ke amArI AjJAmAM rahyo eTale potAnI Dakhala maTIne tyArathI ja prakRti sahaja thavA mAMDe. kramika mArgamAM TheTha sudhI sahaja dazA hoya nahIM. tyAM 'A tyAga karuM, A tyAga karuM, A karAya, A nA karAya." enI kaDAkUTo TheTha sudhI rahevAno ! sAhajika dazAnI pArAzIzI praznakartA : sahajatA lAvavA mATe A phAIla naMbara ekano paNa samabhAve nikAla karavo paDaze ? dAdAzrI : A pahelA naMbaranI phAIlanI joDe kazI bhAMjagaDa nahIM ? koI jAtanI nahIM ? ohoho ! ane guno nahIM karelo pahelA naMbaranI phAIlano ? huM pUchuM chuM ApaNA mahAtmAone ke, "pahelA naMbaranI phAIlano nikAla karo chone samabhAve ?" tyAre kahe che, "pahelA naMbaranI phAIla upara zuM nikAla karavAno hoya ?" alyA, kharI phAIla ja pahelA naMbaranI che. ApaNe je du:khI chIe, ApaNane ahIM je du:kha lAge chene, te asahajatAnuM duHkha che. mane koIke pUchyuM hatuM ke "A pahelAM phAIla naMbara 1, te ene phAIla nA gaNIe to zuM vAMdho ? e zuM kAmanuM che ? emAM kaMI bahu khAsa e helpIMga nathI." tyAre meM Avo javAba Apyo ke, "A phAIla joDe to badhuM bahu ja mAthAkUTa karI che A jIve. asahaja banAvI dIdho che." tyAre kahe che, "A bIjI phAIlo joDe ApaNe kaMI nukasAna karyuM hoya to samajAya paNa ApaNI phAIla joDe, pahelA naMbaranI phAIla joDe zuM nukasAna karyuM e samajAtuM nathI." A badhAM nukasAna karyo hoya, te A phoDa pADIene tyAre samajAya, baLyAM. samabhAve nikAla karIe chIe A badhI phAIlo joDe. pachI A bIjA naMbaranI phAIla joDe to jhaghaDA thayA hoya, bhAMjagaDa thaI hoya to eno nikAla samabhAve karIe, paNa A phAIla naMbara eka amArI ja phAIla. AnI joDe jyAM sudhI kevaLadarzana tamane thayuM nathI tyAM sudhI ame kahIe ke bhaI, Ama benkamAMthI bahAra Avo to gajavuM dAbI rAkhaje. "bIvera opha thIjha" lakheluM Ave tyAre gajavuM dAbI rAkhaje ane tema chatAM e maracAM AMkhamAM nAkhI jAya ne gajavuM kApI nAkhe to ApaNe kahevuM ke 'vyavasthita che." ApaNo prayatna hato. bahu samajavA jevuM che. vyavasthita to bahu UMDI vastu che ! Dakhala maTI tyAM prakRti sahaja A 'jJAna' ApeluM hoya, tene paNa gADImAM caDhatA kyAM jagyA che ne kyAM nathI, evo vicAra Ave. tyAM sahaja rahevAya nahIM. mahIM pote Dakhala kare Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [4] AzAno puruSArtha banAve sahaja 45 sahajatA zuM nikAla karavAno ?" paNa A lokone khyAlamAM ja nathI ke zuM nikAla karavAno che ! badhA pAra vagaranA nikAla karavAnA che. te meM ene samajaNa pADI. tyAre eya kahe che, "Aya vAta bahu vicAravA jevI thaI A to.' bahAra bhASaNo cAlatAM hoya ne badhAM, vaDApradhAna ne emanAM. te ghaDIe ghUMkavAno thayo hoyane, te theMke nahIM. sabhAmAM beTho hoyane, pezAba karavA javuM hoya to be-doDha kalAka sudhI jAya nahIM. bane ke nA bane evuM ? saMDAsa javAnuM hoya toya hamaNe kalAka pachI have. nahIM to sabhAmAM UThe to AbarU jAyane? saMDAsa javAnuM hoya to AMtare kharo kalAkeka ? praznakartA : hA, toya AMtare. ene nA cAle tyAre jAya. dAdAzrI : paNa A je badhuM karyuMne, sahaja je svabhAva hato dehano, te sahaja svabhAva tUTI gayo. Ane sahaja rahevA dIdho ja nathI. eTale badhI bahu bAbatamAM evuM karyuM che. eTale pahelA naMbaranI phAIlane bahu nukasAna kareluM hoya. A zarIrane sahaja nathI rahevA dIdhuM, te ja che te A tamArI pahelA naMbaranI phAIlano samabhAve nikAla karavAno che. asahaja thaI gayo che badhI vRttio dabAya bAya karIne thAkI gayo hoya toya cAla cAla kare. koI hoTalamAM khAvA beTho hoya, pahelA naMbaranI phAIla dharAI gaI hoya ne pelo sAro svAdiSTa khorAka hoya to Thoka Toka kare, e nukasAna kare. pahelA naMbaranI phAIlane to bahu herAna kare ApaNA loko. sAruM pustaka hoya to vAMca vAMca karyA kare, TAIma thayo hoya UMghavAno toya. thoDo InTaresTa paDyo che ! praznakartA: paNa dAdA, A pahelA naMbaranI phAIla AvI haze evI kalpanA ja kyAMthI Ave ? dAdAzrI : hA, 'huM ja chuM" badhuM. praznakartA: hA. e to ApanI pAse AvyA ane Ape evo kaMIka jAdumaMtara karyo tyAre khabara paDI ke have amArI A phAIla che. nahIM to ameya e ja hatA. dAdAzrI : "huM ja chuM' tyAre tuM coTalI zuM karavA bAMdhe che ? tyAre kahe, 'mAre parIkSA cAle che hamaNe. alyA 'tuM chuM' eTale karane, vAMcane ? tyAre kahe, nA, UMdhI javAya che." tyAre te tuM nahIM ? tyAre e ene pachI bheda samajAto nathI. nATaka jovA javuM hoya to pahelA naMbaranI phAIlane UMghavuM hoya to UMghavA nA de ane nATaka jovA jAya. traNa vAgyA sudhI nATaka jue ane nATakamAM ekAda jhokuMya Ama AvI jAya. tyAre ko'ka kaheze, 'bhaI, nATaka juone, amathA Ama zuM karavA karo cho ?" pAcho jAge. pAcho nA hoya to kazuM AMkhomAM copaDIne bese. paNa AnI pAse game tema karIne mArI-ThokIne kAma lIdhuM. A phAIlane UMghamAM osTrakTazano (avarodho) karyAM. zemAM ? nATaka jovA te UMghamAM osTrakTazana kare. samabhAve tikAlathI thAya sahaja A aniyamita thaI gayuM. aniyamita eTale asahaja thAya. asahaja thAya eTale AtmAne asahaja kare. jeno deha sahaja, teno AtmA sahaja. eTale pahelA phAIla naMbara vanane ja sahaja karavAnI. jAgaraNa kare ke nA kare ? puNyazALI cho, tamArA hisAbamAM nATako-bATako che nahIM. amArA bhAgamAM to bahu nATako hatAM. pahelA naMbaranI phAIlanI che koI bhUla ? pahelA naMbaranI phAIla jovA jevI kharI ke nahIM ? praznakartA: pahelA naMbaranI ja phAIlane jovA jevI kharI, dAdA. dAdAzrI : ahIMthI muMbaI jAya gADImAM to UMghane osTrakTazana kare ke nA kare ApaNA loka ? UMghavAmAMya che te gADImAM beTho muMbaI javA hAru, te AkhI rAtano ujAgaro. zarIra to Ama Ama halAhala kare. ko'kanI upara paDe Ama, joDe hoyane ! te ApaNane thAya ke 'A AvaDA moTA mANasa thaI, konTrAkTara jevA tame A mArI upara paDyA !' ApaNA koTane pAcho e telavALo kare. have emane zuM kahIe ? kahevAyeya zuM ApaNAthI ? kAraNa ke Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [4] AzAno puruSArtha banAve sahaja 47 sahajatA eno kaMI guno che nahIM. ApaNe beThI eTale ApaNo guno, emano zuM guno ? e to sahaja rIte UMdhe che bicArA. paNa dehane sahaja nA thavA dIdho ne asahaja thayo, teno A badho hisAba che. bhagavAna zuM kahe che, "dehane sahaja karo.' tyAre AmaNe asahaja karyo. gADImAM che te thAka lAgyo hoya to nIce nA bese. pahelA naMbaranI phAIla zuM kahe, 'bahu thAkI gayo chuM toya A AbarUdAra mANasa nIce nA bese. bane ke nA bane evuM? huM kahuM ke 'besa ne have, besa.' 'A loka jozene " paNa loka tane koNa oLakhe che. AmAM ane oLakhatA hoya to zuM paNa ? koI AbarUdAra che AmAM ? gADImAM koI AbarUdAra dekhAyo tane ? AbarUdAra hoya to ApaNI AbarU jAya. meM to bahu AbarUdAra joyelA. eTale mane to samajaNa paDI gayelIne, te tharDa klAsanI musApharI karato hato tyAre che te bega hoya to nIce mUkIne enI upara besuM, bega bagaDaze to vAMdho nahIM. eTale mAruM kahevAnuM A asahaja dehane karIe ne pachI kahe che, have mane bhUkha nathI lAgatI. bhUkha lAgI hoya te ghaDIe 'thAya che, utAvaLa zuM che? vAtacIta hamaNe cAlavA do.' te doDha kalAka nIkaLI jAya ane pachI AvuM ne AvuM karene roja. pachI kahe, 'mane have bhUkha bilakula marI gaI che.' tyAre mUA, zI rIte jIvatI rahe che ? te prayoga ja e karyA che ne ! alyA, bhUkha lAge tyAra pachI be kalAke khAya, e tyAre pattAM ramavA beTho hoya. keTalAka mojazokhamAM rahI jAyane, "thAya che, thAya che." te be kalAka pachI bhUkha marI jAya pachI khAya. eTale AvI rIte badhuM asahaja thaI gayuM che. are, eka mANasa to meM joyo hato, AjathI trIseka varSa upara. te cA maMgAvI sTezana para ane pelAe kapamAM cA enA hAthamAM ApI. tyAre gADI UpaDavAnI thaI. have enA manamAM ema thayuM ke A cAnA paisA nakAmA jaze, eNe moDhethI reDI dIdhI mahIM e, te dajhAI maryo. te to meM jAte joyuM hatuM. hA, Akho kapa ja reDI dIdho mahIM cAno. pahelI rakAbI pI lIdhI ane pachI poNA bhAgano kapa rahyone ane gADI UpaDavAnI thaI eTale pelo dukAnavALo kahe, eya, pI lo, pI lo.' to ANe pI lIdhI. pI lIdhA pachI je lahAya baLI, bahu muzkelImAM mUkAyo hato bicAro. ApaNA loka to hoziyAra loko, bahu paisA nakAmA na javA dene ! eka paisoya nakAmo nA javA de. eTale samajaNa pADI te kahe che, "ohoho ! AvI cIjo bahu karI che.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'tuM Ava. huM tane TUMkuM samajAvuM, enA parathI samajI jAne !" samabhAve nikAla nathI karyo phAIla naMbara eka joDe. te A phAIlane pAchI sahaja karavAnI che, samabhAve nikAla karIne. cAlavuM dhyeya pramANe, mata pramANe nahIM praznakartA : nizcaya karyo hoya ke dAdAnI pAse rahIne kAma kADhI levuM che, pAMca AjJAmAM rahevuM che ane chatAM emAM kAcA paDI javAya, ene mATe zuM karavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : le ! zuM karavuM joIe eTale ? mana kahe ke "Ama karo" to ApaNe jANIe ke A ApaNA dhyeyanI bahAra che, UlaTuM. dAdAjInI kRpA ochI thaI jaze. eTale manane kahIe ke 'nahIM, A Ama karavAnuM dhyeya pramANe." dAdAjInI kRpA zI rIte Utare, e jANyA pachI ApaNe ApaNI goThavaNI hovI joIe. eTale mananA kahyA pramANe cAlavAthI A badhI bhAMjagaDa thAya che. ghaNA vakhatathI bolyo chuM Ane. A ja samaja pADa pADa karuM chuM. eTale pachI mananA kahyA pramANe nahIM cAlavAnuM. ApaNA dhyeya pramANe ja javuM joIe. nahIM to e to kaye gAma javuM, tene badale kaye gAma laI jaze ! dhyeya pramANe cAlavuM, enuM nAma ja puruSArtha ne ! e to mananA kahyA pramANe to A aMgrejo-aMgrejo badhA cAle ja che ne ! A badhA phorenaronuM mana kevuM hoya ? lAInasaranuM hoya ane ApaNuM DakhAvAnuM mana hoya. kaMInuM kaMI UMdhuM hoya. eTale ApaNe to ApaNA mananA pote svAmI thavuM paDe. ApaNuM mana, ApaNA kahyA pramANe cAle evuM hovuM joIe. praznakartA: A vAta nIkaLene eTale paMdara-vIsa divasa e pramANe cAle. pAchuM kaMIka evuM banI jAyane, to pAchuM pharI jAya. Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [4] AjJAno puruSArtha banAve sahaja 50 sahajatA dAdAzrI : pharI jAya paNa te mana pharI jAya, ApaNe zuM karavA pharI jaIe ? ApaNe to enA e ja ne ! AjJA pALavAmAM Dakhala kotI ? praznakartA : AjJA mATe kema sahaja nathI thaI jatuM ? dAdAzrI : e to potAnI kacAza che. praznakartA : zuM kacAza che ? dAdAzrI : kacAza, e jAgRtinI, upayoga devo paDene, thoDo ghaNo ? eka mANasa sUtAM sUtAM vidhi karato hato. te jAgatAM che te paccIsa miniTa thAya, beThAM beThAM. te sUtAM sUtAM aDhI kalAka thayA enAM. zAthI ? praznakartA : vacce jhokuM khAI jAya. dAdAzrI : nA, pramAda utpanna thAya ne eTale pachI kyAM sudhI bolyo e pAchuM bhUlI jAya. pAchuM pharI bole. ApaNuM vijJAna evuM sarasa che. kaMI Dakhala thAya evuM nathI. thoDuMghaNuM rahe che ? praznakartA : pAMceya AjJA e- e- TAIma pALavI eTaluM saheluM nathIne ! peluM kheMcI jAya manane ! dAdAzrI : AmAM raste jatAM jatAM zuddhAtmA jotA jAya, emAM zenI agharI ? zuM adharI ? DaoNkTare kahyuM hoya ke Aje jamaNA hAthe jamazo nahIM, ATha-dasa dahADA sudhI. te yAda rAkhavuM eTaluM ja kAma che ne ? eTale jAgRti thoDI rAkhavI, eTaluM ja kAma chene? jAgRti nA rahe eTale pelo hAtha jato rahe e bAju. anAdino avaLo abhyAsa che. A pAMca vAkyo to bahu bhAre vAkyo che. e vAkyo, samajavAne mATe e bejhika che paNa bejhika bahu bhAre che. dhIme dhIme samajAtAM jAya. Ama dekhAya che halakAM, cheya sahelAM paNa te bIjA aMtarAyo badhA bahu che ne ! mananA vicAra cAlatA hoya, mahIM dhULadhANI uDatI hoya, dhumADA uDatA hoya, te e zI rIte rileTiva ne riyala jue ? pUrvakarmanA dhakka... praznakartA : dAdA, ApanI je pAMca AjJAo che, tenuM pAlana jarA kaparuM kharuM ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : agharuM eTalA ja mATe che ke ApaNane pAchalAM karyo che, te godA mAra mAra kare. pAchalAM karmone laIne Aje dUdhapAka khAvA maLyo. have dUdhapAka vadhAre mAMga ane tene lIdhe DojhiMga thayuM eTale AjJA paLAI nahIM. have A akrama che. kramika mArgamAM zuM kare ke pote badhAM karmo khapAvato khapAvato jAya. kamane pote khapAvI, anubhavI, ane bhogavI ane pachI AgaLa jAya. ane A karma khapAvyA sivAyanI A vAta che. eTale ApaNe ema kahevAnuM ke 'bhaI, A AjJAmAM rahe, ne nA rahevAya to cAra avatAra moDuM thaze, emAM khoTa zuM javAnI che ? praznakartA : e AjJAya pachI keTalIka vakhata sahaja thaI jAya che ? dAdAzrI : dhIme dhIme badhI sahaja thaI jAya. jene pALavI che, tene sahaja thAya che. eTale potAnuM mana ja evI rIte vaNAI jAya che. jene pALavI che ne nizcaya che, ene muzkelI koI che ja nahIM. A to UMcAmAM UMcuM, sarasa vijJAna che ane niraMtara samAdhi rahe. gALo bhAMDe toya samAdhi jAya nahIM, khoTa jAya toye samAdhi jAya nahIM, ghara baLatuM dekhe toya samAdhi nA jAya. praznakartA: prajJAzaktino eTalo vikAsa thAya che ke AjJAo mahIM aMdara badhI vaNAI jAya che ? dAdAzrI : vaNAI jAya. prajJAzakti pakaDI ja le. A pAMca AjJA, A pAMca phanDAmenTala senTensa che ne, te AkhA varlDanA badhAM zAstrono arka ja che badho ! AjJAnuM phlAya hIla AjJAnuM phalAyavhIla ekaso ekyAsI sudhI pharyuM eTale gADuM cAlyuM. Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para sahajatA praznakartA : svAbhAvika puruSArthamAM AvI gayA, pachI pelo puruSArtha karavAnI kaMI jarUra kharI ? dAdAzrI : pachI jarUra nahIMne ! peluM to enI meLe chUTI jAya. praznakartA : jJAnI jyAre maLe tyAre svAbhAvika puruSArtha ja utpanna thato hoyane? dAdAzrI : hA, svAbhAvika utpanna thAyane ! paheluM AjJArUpI puruSArtha, emAMthI pachI svAbhAvika puruSArtha utpanna thAya. ApaNI pAMca AjJAo sahaja thavA mATe ApI che. A AjJAnuM puNya baMdhAya. tenAthI eka avatAra, be avatAra thAya. amArI AjJA pALo eTale sahaja samAdhi niraMtara rahe. [4] AjJAno puruSArtha banAve sahaja 51 ekaso eMsI sudhI che te rakama jame karAvavAnI che. ekaso ekyAsI thayo eTale enA potAnA jorathI cAlaze. e to A moTA phalAyavhIla hoya chene, te AmathI Ama, te ahIM aDadhe sudhI UMcuM karyuM pachI e enI meLe, enA potAnA jore phare, pachI bIjuM aDadhuM. evuM Aya bIjuM aDadhuM enI meLe ja phare. ApaNe tyAM sudhI jora karavAnuM che, basa. pachI to enI meLe sahaja thaI jAya, AkhuM vhIla pharavAnuM. DigrI vadhyAno anubhava praznakartA: A nevuM DigrI sudhI pahoMcyo ke so DigrI sudhI pahoMcyo e kevI rIte khabara paDe ? dAdAzrI : e to potAne bojo halako lAge ne potAnuM sahaja thatuM jAya. jema jema sahaja thatuM jAya tema rAge paDatuM gayuM. sahaja thatuM jAya, sahaja. ane bojo ocho nathI lAgato ? bojo ocho lAge ane rAtre ja paDI jAya enuM. AjJArUpI puruSArtha : svAbhAvika puruSArtha pAMca AjJA pALavI, enuM nAma puruSArtha ane pAMca AjJAnA pariNAme zuM thAya che ? jJAtA-drA padamAM rahevAya che. ane amane koI pUche ke kharA puruSArthanuM nAma zuM ? tyAre ame kahIe, jJAtA-draSTA rahevuM te. te A pAMca AjJA, jJAtA-draSTA ja zIkhavADe chene ? rileTiva ne riyala, e jotAM che te A AgaLa-pAchaLano je vicAra Avato hoya to 'vyavasthita kahIne baMdha kara. jotI vakhate AgaLano vicAra ene herAna kare, to ApaNe "vyavasthita' kahIe eTale baMdha thaI gayuM. eTale pAchuM jovAnuM cAlu rahe ApaNuM. te vakhate koI phAIla pajavatI hoya to samabhAve nikAla karIne paNa te cAlu rahyuM ApaNuM. Ama AjJA jJAtA-draSTA padamAM rAkhe che. amArI AjJAmAM raho e puruSArtha. puruSa (AtmA) thayA pachI puruSArtha bIjo zo ? ane AjJAthI phaLa AveluM hoya, eTale pote sahaja svabhAve vagara AjJAe rahI zake, teya puruSArtha kahevAya, moTo puruSArtha kahevAya. A AjJAthI puruSArtha ane pelo svAbhAvika puruSArtha ! Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [5] trikaraNa Ama, thAya sahaja IphekTamAM Dakhala nahIM e ja sAhajikatA praznakartA : : ApanA mate sAhijaka eTale zuM? dAdAzrI : sAhajika eTale mana-vacana-kAyAnI kriyAo je thaI rahI che, emAM Dakhala nA karavI. A TUMkAmAM, eka ja vAkyamAM meM vAta karI. keTaluM samajAya che AmAM ? na samajAya to AgaLa bIjuM vAkya mUkuM ? mana-vacanakAyAnI je kriyAo thaI rahI che, temAM Dakhala karavI e sAhajikatA tUTI gaI. 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' e bhAna tUTI jAya, tyAre sahaja thAya. sAhajika eTale zuM ? A aMdaranuM mazIna je bAju calAve te bAju cAlyA karavuM, potAno Dakho nahIM. mahIM je rIte vartAvaDAve che e rIte vartavuM. deha dehano dharma bajAve, ApaNe ApaNo dharma bajAvavAno. potapotAnA dharma bajAve, enuM nAma jJAna ane badhA dharmane 'huM bajAvuM chuM' ema kahe, enuM nAma ajJAna. caDha-Utara kare mana ApAchuM thAya, e eno svabhAva ja che. eno dharma bajAve che. te badhuM ApaNe jovuM ane joyuM eTale ene kaMI phariyAda ja nahIM. joyuM eTale cArja thayeluM DiscArja thaI gayuM. AtmA jJAtA-draSTA thaI gayo eTale sahajAtma thaI gayo. Dakho nA kare mahIM koInAmAM, mananA dharmamAM ke bIjAnAmAM. ane manano, e badhAno sahaja dharma thaI jAya, e sahaja deha thaI gayo, ke badhuM sahaja thaI gayuM. 54 sahajatA AtmA to sahaja ja che, svabhAvathI ja sahaja che, dehane sahaja karavAno che. eTale enA pariNAmamAM Dakho nahIM karavo. enI je iphekTa hoya temAM koi paNa jAtano Dakho nahIM karavo, enuM nAma sahaja kahevAya. pariNAma pramANe ja pharyA kare. sahaja eTale zuM ? mana-vacana-kAyA e cAlyA kare che, enuM nirIkSaNa karyA karo. anubhava sahitatI sahajatA praznakartA H to mana-vacana-kAyA enA mULa svabhAvamAM AvI jAya ? dAdAzrI : hA, svabhAvika. A amArA mana-vacana-kAyA badhuM svabhAvika hoya. svabhAvika jevuM che evuM svabhAvika, emAM Dakho-bakho kare nahIM. have tamAre AnI joDe jarA ugratA AvI gaI hoya, toya ene svabhAvika kahevAya che. mana-vacana-kAyA svabhAvika kahevAya che. eTale mahIM je che e mAla nIkaLyo, kahe che. temAM Dakho karatA nathI e svabhAvika. sAhajika mana-vANI ne kAyAvALuM dareka kArya saraLa thAya. anubhava asahaja hoya to te kArya nA thAya. anubhava sAthe sAhajikatA hovI joIe tyAre kArya thAya. ... pachI mata-vANI-vartata DiscArja praznakartA : AtmAnI jJAnazakti enI je avasthA badalAya tema manavANI-vartana utpanna thAya che ? dAdAzrI : mana to che e ja rUpakamAM Ave che, je philma vIMTelI che e philma dekhAya che. manamAM navuM kazuM karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. praznakartA : paNa e jyAre mana cAlu hoya, te vakhate mahIM roMga bilipha jevI kaMI paNa AMTI paDI hoya, e jo chUTI jAya to te vakhate mana baMdha thaI jAya che ? Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [5] trikaraNa Ama, thAya sahaja sahajatA. dAdAzrI : evuM kazuM nahIM. mana to cAlu rahe. mana to jhamyA ja kare, enI meLe. philma cAlu ja rahyA kare, enI meLe ! praznakartA H mana jema kudaratI rIte ja jhamyA kare che to vANI bolavI hoya tyAre paNa evuM che ? dAdAzrI : vANI kudaratI rIte ja jhamyA kare che. praznakartA : ane koI paNa prakAranuM vartana ? dAdAzrI : vartaneya kudaratI rIte ja jhamyA kare che. kirtanmayatA tyAM tirogItA zarIra-mana-vANInI jeTalI nirogItA eTalI AtmAnI sahajatA. praznakartA : A zarIra-mana-vANInI nirogItA eTale kaI rIte nirogItA ? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra AtmA sahaja hoya te ghaDIe vANI nIkaLe tyAre nirogI nIkaLe. A bAju nirogI vANI hoya to AtmA sahaja hoya emano. A ame badhuM bolIene te badhuM nirogI kahevAya. eTale AtmA mahIM sahaja ja hoya ane e sahajAtma svarUpa parama guru kahevAya. AvA sahajAtmA svarUpanI bhakti karavI. be judAM, pote Dakhala nA kare maha. Dakhalane laIne sahajatA UDI gaI. praznakartA : paNa nirogI vANI eTale rAga-dveSa vinAnI vANI, dAdA ? dAdAzrI : hA, bilakula rAga-dveSa vinAnI. praznakartA to manane kaI rIte nirogI banAvavuM, dAdA ? dAdAzrI : mana to potAnuM nahIM eTale mana to enI meLe DiscArja thayA kare. mahIM bhaLe to che te roga thAya. bhaLe ja nahIM to zI rIte rogI thAya ? cho ne game te ADuM hoya ke UMdhuM hoya, toya mahIM ADA-UMdhAnI kiMmata nathI. sAruM-khoTuM samAjane AdhIna che. bhagavAnane tyAM kaMI che ja nahIM. bhagavAna to kahe che ke A badhuM dazya che, sAruM-khoTuM karavAnuM che nahIM. dazyane jovAnuM che. zeyane che to jJAnathI jANavAnuM che. praznakartA : dAdA, paNa laukika dRSTie, sArA-khATAnA vicAro AvI jAya che ane enA lIdhe koIkavAra koInA pratye dveSa Ubho thaI jAya che. dAdAzrI : nA, e to manamAM thAya che te, e to tame jANI jAva cho ne ! e bharelo mAla che te nIkaLe che. tene tamAre joyA karavAno. mahIM pUchIne bharelo nA hoya. nIkaLI gayo e to pharI nahIM Ave have ane pharI thoDoka haze to AvIne paNa pachI nahIM Ave. jeTalo pAIpamAM bharelo che eTalo mAla Avaze. prIkaoNzata levA ke nahIM ? praznakartA: sahaja bhAve vicAra karIe, jo varasAda paDe to Ama karIe evuM thAya, to zuM e vikalpa kahevAya ? vicArIne karyA pachI je bane te sAcuM. paNa A vicAravuM e zuM Dakho karyo kahevAya ke vikalpa karyo kahevAya ? - dAdAzrI : jeNe 'jJAna' lIdhuM nA hoya, tene e badhuM vikalpa ja kahevAya. jeNe "jJAna" lIdhuM hoya ne, te samajI gayo hoya. tene vikalpa nA rahe pachI. zuddhAtmA tarIke 'ApaNane' jarAya vicAra karavAno hoto ja nathI. enI meLe je Ave, te vicAra jANavAno hoya che. praznakartA H eno artha evo thayo ke kaMI 'prikaoNzana" levAnAM ja nahIM ? dAdAzrI : 'prikaoNzana' to hotAM haze ? enI meLe thAya, enuM nAma 'prikaoNzana." AmAM 'prikaoNzana" lenAra have koNa rahyo ? dhoLe dahADe tame Thokaro khAva cho ! temAM 'prikaoNzana' lenAra tame koNa ? zuM mANasa 'prikazana' laI zake, enAmAM saMDAsa javAnI svataMtra zakti ja nathI tyAM ? jagata AkhuM 'prikaoNzana" le che, chatAM zuM 'eksiDanTa nathI thatAM ?" jyAM Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [5] trikaraNa Ama, thAya sahaja sahajatA 'prikaoNzana" nathI hotAM, tyAM kazA "eksiDanTa" nathI thatAM ! 'mikaoNzana' levuM e eka jAtanuM cAMcalya che, vadhAre paDatI caMcaLatA che. enI jarUra ja nathI. jagata enI meLe sahaja cAlyA ja kare che. praznakartA: paNa kALajI kartAbhAvathI nathI, paNa "oTomeTika' to thAya ne ? dAdAzrI : e to enI meLe thaI ja jAya. praznakartA : kartA nathI, paNa vicAra sahaja rIte Ave to pachI vivekabuddhithI karavuM ema ? dAdAzrI : nA, enI meLe badhuM ja thaI jAya. 'tamAre' 'joyA' karavAnuM ke zuM thAya che ! enI meLe badhuM ja thaI jAya che ! have tame vacce koNa rahyA cho, te mane kaho ? tame 'zuddhAtmA' cho ke 'caMdulAla' cho ? praznakartA : tame kaho cho ke vacce tame koNa ? to vacce mana to kharuM. ne ? te nirdoSatAthI ame karIe. jemAM rAga-dveSa nA hoya, gammata, AnaMda upajAve evuM hoya temAM rahIe. bahAranA bhAgane kazuM joIe to kharuM ne ? ane tene AtmA basa jANe ke oho ! zuM zuM karyuM ne zuM zuM nahIM, e badhuM ame jANIe. kare kharuM ne jANe kharuM. kAraNa ke eka miniTathI vadhAre vicAravAnuM nahIM. e to enI jarUriyAta pUratA vicAra AvI ja jAya, enI meLe. kaMIka kAyado ja che evo ane ApaNuM kAma thaI jAya. vadhu vicAra (tanmayAkAra thaIne) karyo ke pachI badhuM AkhA gAmano gaMdavADo pesI jAya mahIM. kAraNa ke te vakhate peluM (tanmayAkAra vakhate) khulluM hoya. A jema era kogresara hoya che te havA kheMce che ne, ane pachI te vAMdarAnI khADI AgaLa kheMce to ? badhuM gaMdhAI UThe. eTale Ane khulluM rAkho ne, te gaMdavADo ja paise badho. eTale khulluM ja nahIM rAkhavAnuM, aDavAnuM nahIM. tyAre koI kahe ke zuM vicAravuM e kaMI mAro dharma che ? tyAre ame kahIe ke nA, tAro nathI. e to manano dharma che. emAM tAro guno nathI, paNa ApaNe enAthI cheTA rahIne jovAnI jarUra che. A to ApaNo dharma bajAvatA nathI. ApaNo dharma zuM che? praznakartA : jovAno. dAdAzrI : hA, jovAno. temAM tanmayAkAra thavAno nahIM. bAkI, vicAravAnuM to DiscArja enI meLe thayA ja kare che. thoDIka kaMI vAta thaI ke ApaNuM kAma thaI jAya. sahajabhAve vyavahAra ame bolIe chIe, tenuM jo vicAra karIne boluM to ? eka akSareya bolAya nahIM ne avaLuM nIkaLe UlaTuM. vicAra karIne korTamAM gayelA ne, te sAkSI avaLI apAyelI. bahu vicAra karyo ke AvuM kahIza ne AvuM bolIza, evuM mahIM vicArIne pachI jAya tyAM korTamAM. pachI te vakhate zuM bole ? praznakartA H e 'vyavasthita'mAM je bolavAnuM hoya te ja bolAvaDAve. dAdAzrI : enuM vyavasthiteya avyavasthita thayeluM hoya badhuM, goTALo karI dAdAzrI : mananI ame kyAM nA pADI che ? manamAM to enI meLe kudaratI rIte ja vicAra AvyA kare ane koI vakhata vicAra nA paNa Ave. evuM che, mana to chellA avatAramAMya kSaNe kSaNe cAlyA karatuM hoya, tyAre phakta gAMThovALuM mana nA hoya, jevA udaya Ave tevuM hoya. vicAravuM e mato dharma A jagata vicAravA jevuM ja nathI. vicAravuM e ja guno che. je TAIme jarUra hoya te TAIme te vicAra AvIne Ubho ja rahe. te to thoDo vakhata kAma pUrato ja, pachI pAcho baMdha thaI jAya. pachI vicAravA mATe eka miniTa karavI e bahu moTo guno. eka miniTa vicAravuM paDe e to bahu moTo guno. eTale ame vicAromAM nA rahIe. ame tamArI joDe dara vakhate ramUja karIe, TIkhaLa karIe, phalANuM karIe, Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [5] trikaraNa Ama, thAya sahaja nAkhe. vicAryA vagara jAya ne, to paddhatisara bolAya. AtmAnI anaMta zaktio che. AvuM tyAM AgaLa pALa bAMdhavAnI jarUra ja nA hoya. 59 ane mAno ke tamane vakIle kahyuM, tamAre korTamAM javAnuM che, sAkSI rAkhavA mATe. juo, sAMbhaLo cho ke Ama bolavAnuM, Ama bolavAnuM. tyAra pachI tame ghUMTa ghUMTa karo ke AvuM kahyuM, AvuM kahyuM, AvuM bolavAnuM kahyuM, ane pachI tyAM jaIne bolo to judI jAtanuM bolazo. e sahajabhAva para choDI do. sahajanI eTalI badhI zakti che ! A badhuM amAruM sahajanuM tame juo cho ne, che ke nahIM ? tame javAba mAMgo te ghaDIe ame javAba ApIe ke nA ApIe ? hAjarajavAba hoya. nahIM to tamAruM kazuM kAma thAya nahIM. bheda, samajaNa ane vicAraNAto vicAravAthI, je je kaMi vicArIne karma karavAmAM Ave e badhuM ajJAna UbhuM thAya ane nirvicArathI jJAna thAya. e sahaja hoya ! vicAreluM e jJAna gaNAya nahIM. vicAra eTale e badhuM maDadAla jJAna kahevAya ane A sahaja e vijJAna kahevAya. e cetana hoya, kAryakArI hoya ane peluM vicAreluM badhuM ajJAna kahevAya, jJAna kahevAya nahIM. e kriyAkArI nA hoya, pariNAma nA pAme. pachI kahe ke huM jANuM chuM paNa thatuM nathI, huM jANuM chuM paNa thatuM nathI. enI meLe gAyA kare. evuM kaMi sAMbhaLeluM tame koi mANasa bolato hoya evuM ? praznakartA : ghaNAMya bolatA hoya che. dAdAzrI : badhAya A bole, A ja bole che. jANeluM avazya thavuM ja joie ane nA thAya to jANavuM ke eNe jANyuM ja nathI. ane vicAreluM jJAna e jJAna nA kahevAya. e to jaDa jJAna kahevAya. jaDa vicArothI je utpanna thAya e to jaDa che. vicAro ja jaDa che. praznakartA : jJAna A sahaja rIte je AvatuM haze ke sahaja rIte thatuM haze enuM zuM kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : ene badhuM AgaLa che te bIjA bhavono badho mAla bharelone, 60 sahajatA te badho samajI samajIne bharelo. te sahaja rIte utpanna thAya. samajIne-jANIne mahIM bharelo mAla. vicAre karIne jANeluM e kAma lAge nahIM. samajIne bhareluM hoya to kAma lAge. praznakartA H te A samajIne bhareluM hoya to e sahajamAM AvI jAya. dAdAzrI : sahajamAM Ave to ja e vijJAna kahevAya, nahIM to vijJAna ja nA kahevAya. tirAlaMba thaye, prajJA pUrNa kriyAkArI praznakartA : vicAra karanAro vicAra karato hoya tyAre jonAro koNa hoya ? dAdAzrI : jonAro AtmA che. kharekhara to ApaNI je prajJAzakti che ne, te ja badhuM jonArI. e ja AtmA che. paNa te AtmA jAte joto nathI, potAnI zakti che te kAma kare che. te jue eTale thaI gayuM. tame jJAtA-draSTA thayA. eTale e to prajJA che, mULa AtmAno bhAga, enAthI badhuM joI zakAya. tamArAmAM prajJA utpanna thayelI che. paNa haju nirAlaMba jyAM sudhI nA thAya tyAM sudhI prajJA phUla kAma kare nahIM. tamAre haju to gAMThomAM ja pharatuM hoya ne ! A to graMthio chedAI jAya tyAre kAma AgaLa cAle. praznakartA : tyAre zuM vicAra karanAro AtmA nathI ? dAdAzrI : mULa AtmAe vicAra karyo ja nathI. koI dahADoya AtmAe vicAra karyo ja nathI. e vyavahAra AtmAnI vAta che. evuM che, vyavahAra AtmAne nizcaya AtmAthI joyA karavo. vyavahAra AtmA zuM karI rahyo che e joyA karavAnuM. praznakartA : eka sAthe be kriyA thaI zake ? dAdAzrI : eka ja kriyA thaI zake. pelI to kriyA enI meLe sahaja thayA ja kare che. ApaNe joyA karavAno puruSArtha karavAno che. A bIjuM to thayA ja kare che. emAM nA juo to tamAruM jovAnuM jatuM rahe. eTale (ApaNe) Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [5] trikaraNa Ama, thAya sahaja sahajatA jonArAe (jovAno) puruSArtha karavAno che. peluM to thayA ja kare che. philma to cAlu ja che. emAM tamAre kazuM karavuM nA paDe. e enI meLe sahaja cAlyA kare jema jema vicArone zeya banAvazo tema tema jJAtApada majabUta thaze. tame vicArone zeya tarIke juo e zuddhAtmAnuM viTAmIna che. vicAra ja nA Ave e zuM jue ? pachI ene viTAmIna zI rIte maLe ? matavaza thAya, jJAtathI jyAM sudhI huM caMdulAla chuM' e jJAna, e bhAna che tyAM sudhI mana joDe levAdevA che. tyAM sudhI mana joDe tanmayAkAra thAya. have ApaNe zuddhAtmA thayA eTale mana joDe levAdevA ja nA rahI. jJAtA-draSTApada thayuM eTale mana vaza thaI gayuM kahevAya. praznakartA: mana vaza thayA pachI jJAtA-draSTApada svAbhAvika vastu thaI jAya ? tamAruM mApI jovuM. praznakartA H eno TesTa e che ke amAruM mana amane vaza varte, to bIjAnuM mana amane vaza varte ? dAdAzrI : hA, bIjA keTalAnAM mana tamane vaza varte che, keTale aMze vaza varte che, te badhuM tamAre mApI jovuM. matavaza vartatI nizAnI praznakartA : A sAmAnuM manavaza varte te vize jarA vistaraNathI dAkhalA sAthe kaho ne, to badhA ekjhaTalI (jema che tema) samajaze. dAdAzrI : evI jagyAe tame gayA hoya, ke tyAM daza mANaso pIeca.DI. hoya, daza mANaso grejyueTa thayelAM, daza mANaso meTrika thayelAM, daza mANaso gujarAtI ja bhaNelAM, daza mANaso bilakula bhaNelAM ja nahIM, daza nAnA chokarAo doDha-be varSanAM, daza gharaDAM DosA sAMTha-pAMsaTha varSanAM, e badhAM bhegA thaIne jAya to tyAM dharma che. eTale jyAM AgaLa nAnAM bALakoya besI rahe, strIo besI rahe, paiDI DozIo bese, paiNelA besI rahe, tyAM dharma che. kAraNa ke sAmAnuM mana vaza kare evA hoya tyAM ja e besI zake, nahIM to besI nA zake. sAmAnuM mana vaza to potAnuM mana vaza thayeluM hoya to ja karI zake. je svataMtra cAle che, mana jene saMpUrNa vaza che tyAM kAma thAya ! mana vaza thAya to tame badhuM ja karI zako. loka tamArA kahevA pramANe cAle ane nahIM to tame zIkhavADavA jAva to koI akSareya nahIM zIkhe ne UMdho cAlaze. A kaLiyuganI havA evI che ke UMdhuM cAlavAnuM. koI UMdhuM cAlyo hoya te, e UMdhuM-catuM bole toya ame sAtha nA choDIe. sarvetA mata vaza varte, jJAtIne praznakartA : dAdA, ATalAM badhAM mANasone dAdA joDe abhedatA rahe, e kevI rIte thatuM haze ? dAdAzrI : mana vaza ja thaI gayeluM che. ApaNane, have prekTisa karavAnI jarUra. mArI pAse vAta sAMbhaLane, tema tema majabUta thatuM thAya, amArA vacanabaLathI. amAruM vacanabaLa kAma karyA kare. praznakartA : te haju amAruM mana vaza rahetuM nathI, to mana vaza karavA mATeno puruSArtha kayo hoya che ? dAdAzrI : e jJAnathI vaza varte. amAruM je jJAna ApyuM che, e manane vaza ja karanAruM che. enAthI pachI tamane lokonAM mana vaza varta. praznakartA : nahIM dAdA, paheluM amane amAruM mana vaza vartavA do. dAdAzrI : tamane paheluM tamAruM mana vaza vartaze ne tamane tamAruM mana vaza vanyuM eTale bIjA lokonAM mana paNa tamane vaza varta. jeTalAM bIjAnAM mana vaza tamane varyAM, eTale tamane tamAruM mana vaza varyuM. bahAranA parathI pachI Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [5] trikaraNa Ama, thAya sahaja 63 sahajatA dAdAzrI : e ja ajAyabI che ne ! ane lagabhaga paccIsa hajAra mANasa abhedatA rAkhe che ! ApaNA mahAtmAomAM mana amane vaza varte che ke jene covIseya kalAka dAdA sivAya bIjuM kaMI nahIM. ane huM kahuM eTaluM ja karyA kare. strIo ane puruSa, badhAyanAM. emAM strIonA vadhAre rahyA kare. strIo to sAhajika che. sAhajika eTale jo sahaja thayA hoya to ja vaza varta, nahIM to vaza varta nahIM ne ! praznakartA: strIone badhA DakhA nahIM ne ? samarpaNathI strIone vaheluM pahoMcI javAya ne ? dAdAzrI : paNa strIone ja mana vaza karavuM saheluM nathI. puruSane to saheluM che, strIone bahu agharuM che. kAraNa ke e mana vaza kare evA hoya tyAM ja e besI zake, nahIM to besI nA zake. praznakartA : Apane A badhI khabara paDe ? dAdAzrI : badhI ja khabara paDe ne ke A mANasanuM saMpUrNa mana vaza varte che. saMpUrNa mana vaza varta eTale zuM ke ApaNe je kahIe, te ApaNA kahyA pramANe enuM mana eDajasTa ja thaI jAya ! sAhajika vANI, mAlikI vagaranI praznakartA : sAhajika vANI eTale zuM ? dAdAzrI : jemAM kicitmAtra ahaMkAra nathI te. A vANIno huM eka sekanDa paNa mAlika thato nathI eTale amArI vANI e sAhajika vANI che. praznakartA : amArI vANImAM to sAhajikatA nathI. ene chUTI mUkI daIe chIe to mArAmArI kare che ane breka mArIe chIe to aMdara tophAna thAya che. dAdAzrI : tamAre kazuM karavAnuM nahIM. chUTI mUkavAnI nahIM ke breka mAravAnuM nahIM. e to kharAba bolAya tyAre ApaNe 'caMdubhAIne ema kahevuM ke, 'caMdubhAI, AvuM nA zobhe. tame atikramaNa kema karyuM ? pratikramaNa karo.' ApaNe" to chUTA ja rahevAnuM. kartA 'caMdubhAI che ane 'tame" jJAtA-draSTA cho, beno vyavahAra ja judo che. praznakartA : jJAtA-draSTA rahevAthI 'caMdubhAI'nuM kAma barAbara ekjhakTa thAya ? dAdAzrI : bahu suMdara, ekjhakTalI AvI jAya che. praznakartA: kaMI prayatna karyA vagara ekajhekTalI AvI jAya ? dAdAzrI : prayatna karavAthI ja bagaDe che. 'caMdubhAI" badho prayatna karaze. A huM TeparekarDa zAthI kahuM chuM ? e sAhajika vastu che. emAM huM hAtha ghAlato nathI. eTale pachI bhUla vagaranI nIkaLe che. AvI keTalIya 'Tepo' bharAI che ane tamAre eka 'Tepa' bharavAnI hoya to UMdhuM-catuM karI lAvo. kAraNa ke sAhajikapaNuM che nahIM. sAhajikapaNuM AvavuM joIe ne ? sAhajikapaNA mATe pote jJAtA-draSTA rahe to sAhajikapaNuM Ave. je kartA che, ene kartA rahevA do ane jJAtA che, ane jJAtA thavA do. 'jema che ema" thavA do, to rAge paDI jAya. A jJAnanuM saravaiyuM ja e che. baMne potapotAnI pharajo bajAve che. AtmA AtmAnI pharaja bajAve ane 'caMdubhAI' 'caMdubhAInI pharaja bajAve. jJAtA-zeyano saMbaMdha rahevo joIe. deha kaI bAju rahe che, dehanA zA zA cenacALA che, e dekhAvuM joIe. vANI kaThora nIkaLe che ke suMvALI nIkaLe che, e paNa tamane dekhAvuM joIe. paNa teya rekarDa che, e dekhAvuM joIe. kaThora bolavuM ke madhurI vANI bolavI, e badhAM vANInAM dharmo che ane A pAMca indriyonAM dharma, A badhA dharmane jANyA karavuM. e ja kAma karavA mATe A manuSya avatAra che. e badhA dharmo zuM karI rahyA che, ane jANyA karavuM. bIjI bAbatamAM paDavA jevuM nathI. ane tyAre ja mananI sahajatA, vANInI sahajatA, zarIranI sahajatA Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [5] trikaraNa Ama, thAya sahaja Ave ne ! e enuM phaLa che. dehAdhyAsa chUTatA chUTatA sahajatA Ave. sahajatA Ave tyAre pUrNAhuti kahevAya. kAraNa ke AtmA to sahaja ja che ane AnI dehanI sahajatA AvI gaI. saMsAra, te ahaMkAratI Dakhala deha sahaja eTale svabhAvika emAM ApaNI Dakhala nA hoya. ahaMkAranI Dakhala nA hoya, e sahaja deha kahevAya. A amAro deha sahaja thayelo kahevAya eTale AtmA sahaja ja hoya. ahaMkAranI Dakhala samajyA tame ? ahaMkAra UDe eTale badhuM gayuM. A saMsAra badhoya IgoIjhamane laIne che. badho IgoIjhamano ja AdhAra che. bIjuM kazuM ja naDatuM nathI, A IgoIjhama naDe che. 'huM', 'huM' ! jeTalo sahaja teTalI samAdhi praznakartA : e to Ape deha sahajano prakAra kahyo, paNa e sahaja kyAre thAya ? dAdAzrI : sahaja to ApaNane A jJAna je ApyuM chene, te jJAnamAM pariNAma pAmIne A badhA karmo ochA thai jAya, eTale pote sahaja thato jAya. sahaja thai rahyo che atyAre, paNa aMze thai rahyo che. te aMze aMze sahaja thato thato saMpUrNa sahaja thai jAya. atyAre sahaja bhaNI ja jai rahyo che. dehAdhyAsa tUTe eTale sahaja bhaNI jato jAya. eTale atyAre sahaja ja thai rahyo che. jeTalA aMze sahaja thAya eTalA aMze samAdhi utpanna thAya. 65 dehane koi kaMi paNa kare to ApaNane rAga-dveSa na thAya. A amAro deha sahaja kahevAya che. tamAre anubhavamAM joi levAnuM. amane rAga-dveSa thatA nathI, mATe amAro deha sahaja che. mATe sahaja kone kahevAya, samajI levAnuM. sahaja eTale svabhAvika. kudaratI rIte svabhAvika. emAM vibhAvika dazA nahIM, 'pote huM chuM' evuM bhAna nahIM. sALI nuM zuM praznakartA : dehAdhyAsa kyAre jAya ? 66 sahajatA dAdAzrI : gajavuM kApI le ne tamane asara nA kare to dehAdhyAsa gayo. dehane koI kaMI paNa saLI kare ne jo pote svIkAre to te dehAdhyAsa che. 'mane kema karyuM ?" to te dehAdhyAsa. jJAnIonI bhASAmAM deha sahaja thAya eTale dehAdhyAsa gayo. praznakartA : jJAna pachI e sAhijakatA kevI hoya e samajAvo ne ! dAdAzrI : udaya Avelo eTaluM ja kare. potApaNuM nA rAkhe. lokonuM to haju potApaNuM kevuM che ? prakRtinuM rakSaNa karavAnI to vAta che ja, paNa UlaTuM 'eTeka' hau kare che, sAmA upara prahAra hau kare che. eTale A moTuM potApaNuM kADhavAnuM che ne ! prakRtinuM rakSaNa karavuM e potApaNuM. ApaNA mahAtmAo karatA haze kharA ? tethI ja sahaja thatuM nathI, baLyuM. A to jarAka apamAna kare te pahelAM rakSaNa kare, jarAka bIjuM kaMI kare tyAM rakSaNa kare. e badhuM sahajapaNuM thavA ja nA de ne ! apamAna karatAro upakArI mULa vastu pAmyA pachI have ahaMkArano rasa kheMcI levAno che. koI raste cAlatA kahe, 'are, tame akkala vagaranA cho, sIdhA cAlo.' e vakhate ahaMkAra Ubho thAya, rIsa caDhe. emAM risAvAnuM kyAM rahyuM ? ApaNane have rIsa caDhavA jevuM rahetuM ja nathI. ahaMkArano je rasa che te kheMcI levAno che. badhAMne apamAna nA game, paNa ame kahIe chIe ke e to bahu helpIMga che. mAna-apamAna e to ahaMkArano mITho-kaDavo rasa che. apamAna kare te to tamAro kaDavo rasa kheMcavA Avyo kahevAya. 'tame akkala vagaranA cho' ema kahyuM eTale e rasa sAmAe kheMcI lIdho. jeTalo rasa kheMcAyo eTalo ahaMkAra tUTyo ane e paNa vagara mahenate bIjAe kheMcI Apyo. ahaMkAra to rasavALo che. jyAre ajANatAM koI kADhe tyAre lhAya baLe. eTale jANIne saheje ahaMkAra kapAvA devo. sAmo saheje rasa kheMcI Apato hoya enA jevuM to vaLI bIjuM zuM ? sAmAe keTalI badhI helpa karI kahevAya ! Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [5] trikaraNa Ama, thAya sahaja sahajatA moTuM bagaDyuM nahIM, kliyara rahyuM eTale AtmAne AnaMda rahyo. AtmAno napho thAyane ? mAtamAM khoTa - apamAtamAM napho praznakartA : dAdA, A pUjAvAnI je bhIkha che e kaI rIte jAya ? kaI enI sAme rIte eDajasTamenTa levuM ? upayoga kevI rIte rAkhavo ? dAdAzrI : e to apamAnanI Teva pADI daIe tyAre. praznakartA: prApta karavI che ayAcaka dazA ane dareka bAbatanI A bhIkha paDelI che mahIM. dAdAzrI: ayAcakapaNuM to javA do ne, paNa bhIkha chUTe toya bahu thaI gayuM. A bhIkha to have ApaNe koInA kaMpAunDamAM thaIne jatA hoIe ne e mANasa gALo de evo hoya to roja tyAM thaIne javuM, roja gALo khAvI paNa upayogapUrvaka sahana karavuM joIe. nahIM to ene e Teva paDI jAya pelI, lIhaTa thaI jAya. praznakartA : upayogapUrvaka sahana karavuM eTale zuM? dAdAzrI : ApaNI benane uThAvI gayelo hoya, te uThAvI gayelo hoya tenI upara prema hoya ApaNane ? zuM hoya ? praznakartA : dveSa hoya. dAdAzrI : te UMghamAM hoya ke upayogapUrvaka hoya ? haDeDa parasenTa upayogapUrvaka hoya, bilakula upayogapUrvaka hoya. pachI corI karavA jAya te upayogapUrvaka jAgRti rAkhI haze ke UMghato haze ? praznakartA: upayogapUrvaka hoya. dAdAzrI : mATe upayoga samajI jAva. ahIM mokSamArgamAM to upayogavALA kAmamAM lAge. koI apamAna kare tyAre moTuM bagaDI gayuM che evI khabara paDe, to napho-khoTa nA jAya. no losa, no prophiTa. ane bahAra moTuM bagaDyuM to khoTa jAya. kone khoTa jAya ? pudgalane, AtmAne nahIM. ane bahAra praznakartA: moDhuM bagADyuM to pudgalane zuM khoTa jAya ? dAdAzrI : pudgalane to khoTa gayelI ja ne ! praznakartA : paNa ene jAgRtipUrvaka rahyA to enuM moTuM nA bagaDyuM. dAdAzrI : keTalAka apamAna thayuM ke enuM jo Aje moDhuM caDhI jAya to potAne khabara paDe. huM pUchuM pachI ke tane potAne khabara paDI che ? tyAre kahe, hA, paDI che. paNa zI rIte samuM kare ? chatAM e samuM karavuM. chevaTe sahaja karavAnuM che. e sahaja to bahu TAImathI sAMbhaLato sAMbhaLato Ave tyAre sahaja thato Ave. jAgRtatI daDhatA kAje praznakartA: amArI kacAza kayA rahI jAya che ? dAdAzrI : eTalI zakti, eTalI jAgRti utpanna thai nathI. jAgRti nirbaLa che. kSaNe kSaNanI jAgRti joie. amane eka kSaNa paNa koI doSita nathI dekhAto. doSita lAge che enI to A badhI bhAMjagaDa che. kAraNa ke A vijJAna ja evuM che. koI doSita che ja nahIM. ane doSita dekhAya che. te jo doSita dekhAya to upavAsa karavo joie. caMdubhAine kahevuM ke upavAsa karaje. praznakartA : bIje divasa koi doSita nA dekhAya. dAdAzrI : doSita che nahIM. praznakartA : upavAsa kare pachI bIje divase koi doSita nA dekhAya ? dAdAzrI : nA, ApaNe upavAsa karavAnuM kahevAnuM kAraNa zuM che ke eTalI majabUtI rAkhavI joie ApaNe, sTrikTa thavuM joie. Trikanesa rAkhavI joIe nirdaya nahIM thavuM joIe. Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [5] trikaraNa Ama, thAya sahaja sahajatA dAdAzrI : enI prekTisa che e to. prekTisane baMdha karavI paDe ke have DakhoDakhala kyAreya paNa nahIM thAya evuM. evI e cAvI vaga vAga kare tyAre pachI bIjo kaMI thoDo-ghaNo mAla hoya te nIkaLI gayA pachI baMdha thAya. praznakartA : kAraNa ke ApaNe sahaja thavuM hoya ane joyA karavuM hoya to DakhoDakhala kAmanI nahIM bilakula. dAdAzrI : e to pahelAMno mAla bharelo, nIkaLyA vagara rahe nahIM. bharelo mAla to phUTyA vagara rahe ja nahIM ne ! bharelo mAla nA gamato hoya toya nIkaLyA kare. tene ApaNe joIe to sahaja chIe. peluM (prakRti) sahaja thaze, banne sahaja thaze tyAre ukela Avaze. paNa atyAre to eka sahaja thayA toya bahu thaI gayuM. koItA ahamate chaMcheDo nahIM praznakartA dAkhalA tarIke mAre inkamaTekSamAM eka phAIla bAkI che. have inkamaTekSanA ophisarane A jJAna nathI, eTale ene ahaMkAra che. have e ahaMkAre karIne mAruM bagADI zake kharo ? dAdAzrI : nA, tamAruM kazuM nA bagADe, tame eno ahaMkAre karIne jo javAba na Apo to. praznakartA: huM enI pAse jatoya nathI. mAre enI pAse javAnI jarUra nathI paNa A phAIla rUTinamAM Ave che. dAdAzrI : eno vAMdho nathI. praznakartA: paNa e ahaMkArI ophisara hoya to mane kaMI karI na zake ? dAdAzrI : ene saMDAsa javAnI zakti nathI to tamane zuM kare? tamAruM kyAre kare ke tame kaho ke evA ophisarane huM joI laIza. praznakartA H evuM to koI kare nahIM. dAdAzrI : hA, tame sahaja cho, namra cho, to tamane kaMI na thAya. tame kaMI godA mAratA nathI. tyAM vyavasthitamAM koI pheraphAra nA thAya. enI zakti ja nathI, bicArAnI ! praznakartA : have eka taraphathI enI saMDAsa javAnI zakti nathI kaho cho ane bIjI taraphathI kaho cho ene ahaMkAra che. dAdAzrI : e to godo mArIe to. e sAmo godo mAravAnI enI zakti che. eTale koI zabdane ApaNe uchALavA nA joIe. tyAre Avaze ukela praznakartA : A saMsAramAM DakhoDakhala karyA vagara kema nahIM rahevAtuM hoya ? Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA [6] aMtaHkaraNamAM Dakhala konI ? buddhi karAve asahajatA prakRti sahaja kyAre thAya ? buddhibahena vizrAMti le tyAre prakRti sahaja thAya. kolejamAM bhaNatA hatA tyAM sudhI buddhibahena AvatAM hatAM, paNa have bhaNI rahyAM, have zI jarUra che ? have ene kahIe ke 'tame ghera raho, amAre jarUra nathI.' tene penzana ApI devAnuM. buddhi caMcaLa banAve, tethI AtmAno je sahaja svabhAva che, eno svAda cAkhavA maLato nathI. bahArano bhAga ja caMcaLa che, paNa jo buddhine bAjue besADe to sahaja sukha varte ! A kUtaruM dekhyuM, to buddhi kaheze, "kAle pelAne karaDeluM, te Aya evuM ja kUtaruM dekhAya che, maneya karaDI jaze to ?" alyA, enA hAthamAM zI sattA che ? 'vyavasthita'mAM haze to kaDaze. buddhi, tuM bAjue besa. sattA jo potAnI hota to loka potAnuM pAMsaruM nA karata ? paNa pAMsaruM thayuM nathI. buddhi to zaMkA karAve. zaMkA thAya to Dakho thAya. ApaNe to ApaNA niHzaMka padamAM rahevAnuM. jagata to zaMkA, zaMkA ne zaMkAmAM ja buddhi amArI khalAsa thaI gayelI hoya. amane buddhi nA hoya, ame abudha hoIe. A amArI sahajatA jJAnapUrvakanI hoya. praznakartA H badhI kuzaLatA prApta karavA mATe buddhi joIe ke sahajatAthI paNa prApta thAya ? dAdAzrI : sahajatAthI vadhAre prApta thAya. buddhithI gUMcavADo Ubho thAya tema chatAM buddhi nakAmI nathI. buddhi pachI ukela lAve. sahajatA karatA vadhAre sAro ukela lAve paNa pahelA bahu gUMcavADo Ave. ane sahajatA bahu hitakArI vastu che. praznakartA : buddhivALA mANasane jo sahaja thavuM hoya to zuM karavuM paDe ? dAdAzrI : e to enI meLe buddhi ochI thatI jAya. e pote nakkI kare ke A buddhinI velyu nathI eTale ochI thatI jAya. jenI tame velyu mAno te mahIM vadhatuM jAya ane jenI velyu ochI thaI gaI e ghaTatuM jAya. pahelAM enI velyu vadhAre mAnI te A buddhi vadhatI gaI. praznakartA : buddhino je maLa hoya, buddhinuM AvaraNa hoya, e dhovAI javuM joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : ApaNane jarUriyAta che tyAM sudhI e UbhI rahI che. haju to buddhinI vadhAre kamANI karavA loko phare che ane haju buddhi vadhe evA dhaMdhA khoLI kADhayA che. A to buddhine ja kheDa kheDa karI che. pachI khAtara nAkho. e buddhi vadhI gaI. manuSyo ekalA ja doDha DAhyA che. buddhino upayoga vadhAre paDato karyo. praznakartA : jJAna lIdhA vagara paNa je sIdhA- sAdA, saraLa mArge jato hoya ane enI samajaNa pramANe vyavahAramAM niSThAthI satya rIte raheto hoya to ene tyAM je klezano abhAva hoya ane ahIMyAM jJAna lIdhA pachI je klezano abhAva thAya che e teno Dipharansa (phera) zuM ? dAdAzrI : pelo to klezano abhAva hato ne, te ApaNe buddhipUrvaka rahevAnuM. kro DIvelyu, ekasTrA buddhinI A mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra e cAra je aMtaHkaraNa rUpe che eno vAMdho nahIM, paNa A to vadhArAnI eksTrA buddhi che te kAmanI ja nathI. A saMsAra ja buddhino Dakho che. buddhi nA UbhI hota to saMsAra raheta ja nahIM. amArI buddhi khalAsa thayelI. eTale amane buddhi uparanuM jJAna hoya. Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [6] aMtaHkaraNamAM Dakhala konI ? sahajatA karatA hatA ane A sahajabhAve klezano abhAva rahe. AmAM kartApaNuM chUTI jAya. samaja samAve buddhino Dakho praznakartA : to buddhi khalAsa karI Apo. buddhino pano TUMko paDe che, AptavANI samajavA mATe. dAdAzrI : eTale buddhi joDe thoDI samajaNa lAvavAnI che. je jJAna kahevAya nahIM ane buddhi kahevAya nahIM, evI samajaNa lAvI Apo. buddhimAM kahevAya nahIM ane jJAna kahevAya nahIM, samajaNa. e samajaNa pUrI thAya, ene jJAna kahevAya che. buddhinI Dakhale AvarAyo AnaMda buddhi gayA pachI AnaMda khUba vadhato jAya. A AnaMdanuM dhAma ja che paNa buddhi Dakhala kare che vacce. praznakartA : A AnaMdanuM dhAma che e zuM ? dAdAzrI : meM je ApyuM che e AnaMdanuM dhAma ja ApeluM che, mokSa ja Apelo che. buddhi Ave eTale Dakhala kare. je buddhi saMsAramAM helpa karatI'tI... praznakartA : eTale riekzanarI je AnaMda che te evo AnaMda thato nathI paNa enAthI UMco AnaMda thAya che ema ? dAdAzrI : nA, UMco eTale mULa AnaMda svarUpa ja che. AnaMda ja Apelo che tamane, paNa emAM A buddhi je saMsAramAM moTA banAvatI'tI. je buddhi ApaNane majabUta rIte moTo dhaMdho dekhADatI'tI, te buddhi atyAre naDI rahI che. paNa jeTalA buddhizALI, buddhinA dharma che ahIMyAM hindustAnamAM, emAM koI mokSano mArga nathI. buddhi eTale mokSathI cheTA ane mokSamAM kyAreya nA javA de, enuM nAma buddhi. praznakartA : buddhi e vadhAre baMdhAvAno mArga che. dAdAzrI : saMsAramAM rUpALuM karI Ape, bahu pharsTa kalAsa rUpALuM karI Ape paNa tyAM nA javA dauM, kahe che. eTale A bAju buddhinI kheMca che ne, A bAju prajJAnI kheMca che. prajJA kahetI hoya, hArTilI mANasa hoya, tene huM helpa karIza, upara laI jaIza, TheTha laI jaIza, mokSe laI jaIza. amArAmAM buddhi jatI rahI tethI amAruM hArTa ATaluM badhuM pyaoNra hoya ne, yaoNra ja. mane kahetA'tA ke hArTilI vANI... praznakartA: 'hRdaya sparzI sarasvatI, A vANI lhAvo anokho che." evuM che ke vANInI evI asara che ke buddhi je pajhala ukelI nA Ape, te A vANI ukelI nAkhe. dAdAzrI : pratyakSa sarasvatI kahevAya A vANI. upAdhi UbhI viparIta buddhithI bhAva-no-dravyanA jALAM khaMkherI jANa, jo abudha adhyAse ! abudha adhyAsa thAya to e jALAM khaMkherAze, buddhithI e jALAM paDI nahIM jAya. buddhi to enuM kAma karyA karaze, paNa ene vAparavAnI nathI. A to sApa hoya tyAM buddhinI lAiTa dharIne jue to ajaMpo thAya ane 'vyavasthita' kahe che, "jAne tuM tAre, koi kazuMya karaDavAnuM nathI !' to nirAkuLatA rahe. buddhi to saMsAramAM jyAM jyAM enI jeTalI jarUra che eTalo eno sahaja prakAza Ape ja che ane saMsAranuM kAma thai jAya che, paNa A to viparIta buddhi vApare che. ke vakhate sApa karaDI jaze to ! e ja upAdhi karAve che. samyak buddhithI sarva du:kha kapAya ane viparIta buddhithI sarva duHkho invAiTa (AmaMtrita) kare. buddhithI to sAmAne lAbha kema thAya te jovAnuM hoya, paNa A to durupayoga kare che, tene vyabhicAriNI buddhi kahI. buddhithI A kazuM ja karavAnI jarUra nathI. sahajAsahajamAM prApta thAya evuM A jagata che. A to bhogavatAM nathI AvaDatuM, nahIM to manuSya avatAramAM bhogavI zake evuM che; paNa A manuSya bhogavI zakato ja nathI ane pAchA emanA TacamAM (saMparkamAM) AvelAM badhAM jAnavaroya du:khI thayAM che. bIjA karoDo jIvo che chatAM dukhiyA ekalA Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [6] aMtaHkaraNamAM Dabala konI ? 75 sahajatA ta anusaro, buddhinI salAhane praznakartA : buddhi hajI DakhoDakhala kare che to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : buddhi A bAju DakhoDakhala kare eTale ApaNe tyAMthI dRSTi pheravI levI. ApaNane rastAmAM koI nA gamato mANasa bhego thAya to ApaNe Ama moDhuM pheravI laIe chIe ke nahIM ? evuM ja ApaNAmAM DakhoDakhala kare che, tenAthI avaLuM jovuM ! DakhoDakhala koNa kare che ? buddhi ! buddhino svabhAva zo che ke saMsAranI bahAra nIkaLavA nA de. praznakartA : buddhi samApta kyAre thAya ? dAdAzrI H tame enA upara bahu vakhata jozo nahIM, dRSTi pheravelI rAkhazo eTale pachI e samajI jAya, e pote baMdha thaI jAya. ene tame bahu mAna Apo, enuM 'eksepTa karo, enI salAha mAno, tyAM sudhI e DakhoDakhala karyA kare. A manuSyo ja, kAraNa ke badhAno durupayoga karyo; buddhino, manano, badhAno ja. A manuSya ekalo ja nirAzrita che. A sAme bahAravaTiyo Ave to 'mAruM zuM thaze' evo vicAra A manuSyone ja Ave. 'huM kevI rIte calAvIza ? mArA vagara calAvaze ja koNa ?" evI je ciMtA kare che e badhA ja nirAzrita che; jyAre pelA jAnavaro bhagavAnanAM Azrita che. temane to khAvA-pIvA ArAmathI maLe che. emane DaoNkTara, hospiTala evuM kazuM ja nahIM ane e lokone dukALa jevuM kazuM nahIM. hA, A manuSyonA saMgamAM AvyAM te jAnavaro - gAya, baLado, ghoDA vagere pAchAM duHkhI thayAM che. traNa prakAranI buddhi : eka avyabhicAriNI buddhi, bIjI vyabhicAriNI buddhi ane trIjI samyak buddhi. A traNa prakAramAM koi avatAramAM ya jinanAM darzana karelAM hoya, tene samyak buddhi uchare. zuddha jinanAM darzana karyA hoya ane tyAM zraddhA beThI hoya to bIja nakAmuM jatuM nathI, tethI atyAre samyak buddhi utpanna thAya ane pachI sahaja bhAve mokSa mArga maLI Ave. buddhi vaparAtA kojhijha paDe mANasa je kriyA kare, te kriyAnI harakata nathI. emAM buddhi vaparAya ke tarata kojhijha utpanna thAya. nahIM to buddhi vagaranI kriyA sahaja kahevAya che. buddhi va5rAya ke kojha thayuM. eTale ahIM rAga-dveSa karyo ne koI joDe krodha kare, mAna kare ke lobha kare, emAM buddhi vaparAyA vagara rahe nahIM ane e kojhijha utpanna thAya ja. buddhi vaparAya tyAre krodha kare ne ? sAmo mANasa gALa de tyAre buddhi va5rAya ke mane dIdhI, emAM buddhi vaparAI, tene tarata krodha utpanna thaI jAya. ane mArA jevo buddhi nA hoya te gALa de toya zuM ne nA de toya zuM ? pelA nAnA chokarAne ApaNe kaDavuM paIe che ne, e moTuM bagADaze e haiSa kahevAya, eya kojha kahevAya ane sArI sArI vastu ApIe to e khuza thaI jAya che, eya kojha kahevAya. khAvAnuM e kojha nathI. tADagoLA tame khAo toya kojha nathI. kojha phakta kharAba bolyA to. tamane kharAba sAthe kAma zuM che ? have khaI lone chAnuMmAnuM. e doDhaDAhyA bahu hoya ne paNa ! Imozatala tyAM asahajatA praznakartA : eTale mULa vAta dAdA, ame imozanala ochA thaIe to amAruM kAma barAbara thAya ? dAdAzrI : bilakula imozanala nA hoya to bilakula sarasa thAya, haMDreDa parasanTa kAma thAya. praznakartA : jema jema jJAtA-draSTApaNAno pAyo eTalo imozanala nathI, jeTaluM imozanala nathI eTaluM jJAtA-draSTApaNuM pAkuM che ? dAdAzrI : imozanala hoya to jJAtA-draSTApaNuM kAcuM. imozanala bilakula nA hoya to jJAtA-draSTApaNuM saMpUrNa. ene sAhajikatA kahevAya. imozanala thayelo mANasa e korTamAM purAvo Apane, to pelo kalakjhI Ape. kevo Ape ? ThekANA vagarano, ane sAhajika mANasa bahu suMdara Ape. praznakartA : korTamAM je purAvo Ape che, e to lucco ne hoziyAra Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [6] aMtaHkaraNamAM Dakhala konI ? sahajatA mANasa sArI rIte Ape che. dAdAzrI : e prekTikala thayelA che. bIjA lokonuM kAma nahIM. bIjA loko to imozanala thaI jAya. prekTikala thayelA jaDa thaI gayelA hoya. jJAtA-draSTA tyAM sahajatA praznakartA amAre vyavahAramAM saphaLa thavA mATe kaI dizAmAM javAnuM ? dAdAzrI : tamAre che to ahIM AgaLa imozanala thAya nahIM evI dizAmAM javAnuM. pelA to imozanalathIya AgaLa jaDa thayelA. emane imozanala nA hoya. praznakartA: hA paNa jIte che te evAM loko vyavahAramAM. e saphaLa thavA mATe jaDa thavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : e naphaphaTa thaI gayA. praznakartA : eTale amAre saphaLa thavA mATe naphaphaTa thavAnuM? dAdAzrI : nA, tamAre naphaphaTa thavAnuM to pachI nIce jazo. tamAre to jJAtA-draSTA thavAnuM che. praznakartA : eTale ame imozanalapaNuM choDI daIe ema ? dAdAzrI : choDI devAnuM nahIM. ema kazuM chUTe nahIM. jJAtA-draSTA rahyA eTale badhuM chUTI javAnuM. choDyuM chUTe nahIM. jJAtA-draSTA thaIene to chUTI jAya. eka ja dA'Do, ravivArane dA'De, eka dA'Do zuddhAtmAnI khurazI upara besI joIe, badhuM sarasa cAlaze ! jJAtA-draSTA rahevAnuM phakta. caMdubhAI zuM kare che e joyA karavAnuM. praznakartA : have caMdubhAI khoTuM kare ke sAcuM kare e jovAnuM ? dAdAzrI : khoTuM kare ke nA kare, e khoTuM ke kharuM hotuM ja nathI. have khoTuM-kharuM samAjane AdhIna che. bhagavAnane tyAM khoTuM-kharuM nathI. napho-khoTeya nathI bhagavAnane tyAM. praznakartA: to amAre samAja ane vyavahAranA AdhIna evo je bhAva che, amArA jIvanano vyavahAra bhAga, te kevo rAkhavo ? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra loko vakhANe, Adarza kahe evo rAkhavo. 'bhaI, A caMdubhAInI vAta karazo nahIM, bahu sArA mANasa che" kaheze. A to potAnA gharamAM sArA nahIM dekhAtAM. mUA, pADozI sArA nA kahe eno vAMdho nahIM paNa gharamAMya sArA dekhAtA nathI. praznakartA: paNa eno upAya zo ? dAdAzrI : A kahyuM te ja, jJAtA-draSTA raho. praznakartA : ame jJAtA-draSTA to rahIe paNa caMdubhAIthI kAma UlaTAM thatAM hoya, sulaTAM thatAM hoya ane pariNAma badhA khoAM AvatAM hoya to ApaNe e sAcavavA zuM karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : kazuM sudhArI zakato nathI. bagADazo UlaTAnuM. bagaDeluM eMsI TakA che te nevuM TakA karazo. praznakartA H caMdubhAInuM suparavijhana karavAnuM ane gAIDansa ApavAnuM, kazuM karavAnuM nathI ? dAdAzrI : suparavijhana eTale khAlI jovAnuM ane jANavAnuM. gAInDasabAInDasa kazuM ApavAnuM nahIM. praznakartA : sudhAravAnuM ke koI kartApada levAnuM nathI, sudhAravAno koI avakAza ja nathI ? dAdAzrI : sudhare ja nahIM. sudhAravA jAya to pote bagaDe che, UlaTo. A puruSone eka divasa rasoDuM soMpone, badhuM ja bagADI nAkhe. kaDhI-zAka bagADe, pachI dALa bagADe, maracuM, mIThuM, zAkeya bagADe, badhuM bagADI nAkhe. kAraNa ke manamAM akkalavALo, te Ama vadhu paDaze, Ama thaze, tema thaze. Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [6] aMtaHkaraNamAM Dakhala konI ? sahajatA imozanala thayo eTale bagaDyuM. sAhajikate kAma thAya saraLa praznakartA : bairAM to 50 mANasanI rasoI kare, 10 mANasonI rasoI karavI hoya to badhA puruSo (rasoIyA) kare che. dAdAzrI : e badhA to sAhajika thaI gayelA. sAhajika thayelo te eksaparTa thAya. praznakartA : e to amAruM kAma nahIM, eTale bagaDe che ne, dAdA. ame amArA dhaMdhAnA philDamAM eksaparTa hoIe. caMdubhAIne koI philDamAM eksaparTa to banAvo paDe ne ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe zuM banAvavo che ? e thaIne ja Avyo che. praznakartA : to pachI kayA philDamAM eksaparTa che e jANavuM to paDaze ne ? je philDamAM eksaparTa hoya, e jANIne ene kAme lagADavo paDaze ne ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe lagADavAno nahIM, enI meLe badhuM ja cAlyA karaze. philDa-bilDa badhuM che, tame lAvelA loTane pharI daLavAnI jarUra nahIM. A mahIM ATaluM moTuM sAyansa cAle che ! eka ja dA'Do jo jarA mahIM bAIlsa ke badhuM ochuM paDe to khalAsa thaI jAya. A aMdara bahu jabarajasta cAle che, saMbhALanArA. A to bahAra to tame nimitta mAtra cho. tamArAmAM gAMDapaNa utpanna thAya che. A huM chuM, huM karuM chuM. are, huM kazuM karato nathI. tamArA hAthamAM e bAIlsane reDavAnuM kahyuM hota ne to tame vadhAre reData. zuM karata? kAle sAruM pace. bhajIyAM khAIzuM ne jalebI-lADavA khaIzuM. mahIM vadhAre reDe. dasa dA'DA pachI bilakula khavAya nahIM evuM thaI jAya. kAraNa ke kvoTA eno vadhAre vAparI nAkho. kudarate je kvoTA nakkI karyo che te barobara che. sUjhathI Ave nikala sahaja praznakartA amAre buddhi bheda pADI Ape che ke A sAruM ne A khoTuM ? dAdAzrI : e buddhinA bheda pADelA kAmamAM ja nahIM lAge. jAgRtinA bheda pADelA kAma lAgaze. praznakartA: e nA samajAyuM. dAdAzrI : buddhi to imozanala karAve. tenA bheda pADelA ApaNane zuM kAma lAge ? jJAna ja iTaselpha (svayaM) bheda pADe che ke A nA hoya ne A kharuM, e sUjha ja pADyA kare. AgaLa AgaLa sujha pADyA kare che. ane mananAM DiscArjamAM kazuM AdaravA yogya che ja nahIM. je AdaravA yogya che e enI meLe sahaja thaI jAya che. jJAnajAgRti, je sUjha che te badhuM juduM ja pADI de che. buddhi ke prajJA, DimArkezata zuM ? praznakartA: A prajJAe kAma karyuM ke buddhie kAma karyuM, e kaI rIte khabara paDe ? buddhi ane prajJAnI vyAkhyA zI ? kaMIka vAta thAya to buddhi doDAvI, buddhi UbhI thaI kahe che, to buddhi zuM ? dAdAzrI : ajaMpo kare te buddhi. prajJAmAM ajaMpo nA hoya. ApaNane saheja paNa ajaMpo thAya to jANavuM ke buddhinuM calaNa che. tamAre buddhi nathI vAparavI toya vaparAya ja che. e ja tamane jaMpIne besavA nathI detI, e tamane 'Imozanala' karAvaDAve. e buddhine ApaNe kahevuM ke 'he buddhibena ! tame tamAre piyara jAva. amAre have tamArI joDe kaMI levAdevA nathI.' sUryanuM ajavALuM thAya, pachI mINabattInI jarUra kharI ? eTale AtmAno prakAza thayA pachI buddhinA prakAzanI jarUra rahetI nathI. aMtaHkaraNa, e pAchalA pariNAma praznakartA : mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra para ApaNo prabhAva paDavo joIene ? dAdAzrI : mazInarI para koI dahADoya prabhAva paDato nathI, eTale manabuddhicitta-ahaMkAra para prabhAva paDe ja nahIM. e to aMtaHkaraNa khAlI thaI jAya eTale enI meLe badhuM ThekANe AvI jAya. Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [6] aMta:karaNamAM Dakhala konI ? ( 81 sahajatA akrama mArganA mahAtmAone aMtaHkaraNanI sthiti kevI rahe ? temane DakhoDakhala baMdha thaI gayA hoya. paNa pAchalAM pariNAma Ave che tyAre pote gUMcAI jAya che ke "mArA' ja pariNAma che. jyAre ene pUche ke, potAnA pariNAma ke bIjAnAM ? to huM kahyuM ke, "A to bIjAnAM pariNAma che. Amane sAtha na ApIe ane ene 'joyA' ja karIe to ApaNe chUTA ja chIe. eTalo vakhata ApaNe ene joyA karIe, teTalo vakhata cittanI zuddhi thayA kare. citta ekaluM ja jo rAge paDI gayuM to badhuM rAge AvI jAya. azuddhi cittane laIne bhaTaka bhaTaka kare che eTale cittanI zuddhi thatAM sudhI ja A yoga barobara jamAvavAno che. ahaMkAranI sahI vagara nA thAya kaMI praznakartA : ahaMkAra haMmezAM avarodhakAraka ke upayogI paNa kharo? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra vagara to A duniyAmAM A vAteya lakhAya nahIM. A cIThThI lakhavI hoyane, teya ahaMkAranI gerahAjarImAM nA lakhAya. ahaMkAra be prakAranA. eka DiscArja thato ahaMkAra, je bhamaraDA jevo che ane bIjo cArja thato jIvato ahaMkAra, je zUravIra jevo che. laDe hau, jhaghaDo kare, badhuM ja kare. pelAnAM to hAthamAM kazuMya nahIM bicArAnAM, jema bhamaraDo phare. eTale ahaMkAra vagara to duniyAmAM kazuM thAya ja nahIM. paNa e ahaMkAra DiscArja thato che. tamane herAna nA kare. ahaMkAra vagara to kArya ja nA thAya. ApaNe bolavuM paDe kharuM ke huM saMDAsa jai Avyo, mAre saMDAsa javuM che. e DiscArja ahaMkAra sahI kare to ja kArya thAya, nahIM to kArya nA thAya. ahaMkArathI ciMtA, ciMtAthI.... saMsAramAM bAya proDakTano ahaMkAra hoya che te sahaja ahaMkAra che, jenAthI sahajAsahaja cAle evuM che. tyAM AkhuM ahaMkAranuM kArakhAnuM ja kADhayuM ane ahaMkAra vipharyo, eTalo moTo vistAryo ke ciMtAono pAra nahIM. ahaMkArane ja vistAra vistAra karyo. sahaja ahaMkArathI A saMsAra cAle evo che, normala ahaMkArathI. jarUra ja nathI tyAM AgaLa, ahaMkAra vistArIne. pachI kAkA ATalI uMmare kahe ke mane ciMtA thAya che. e ciMtA thAya enuM phaLa zuM? AgaLa jAnavara gati Avaze, mATe ceto. haju cetavA jevuM che. manuSyamAM cho tyAM sudhI ceto. ciMtA haze tyAM jAnavara gatinuM phaLa Avaze. tamAma jIvo Azrita saMsAra e to samUsaraNa mArga che. te dareka mAile, dareka phalAge rUpo badalAvAnAM. A rUpomAM manuSyane tanmayatA rahe che ne tethI mAra khAdhA kare che. Akho saMsAra sahajamArgI che, mAtra manuSyanA avatAramAM ja mAra khAya che. A kAgaDA, kabUtaro, mAchalAM e badhAne che kazI hospiTala ke che kaMi temane roja nAhavAnuM ke dhovAnuM ? chatAMya kevAM rUpALAM dekhAya che ! emane che kazo saMgraha karavAnuM ? e badhAM to bhagavAnanAM Azrita che. jyAre A manuSya ekalA ja nirAzrita che, badhAya. pachI te sAdhu hoya, saMnyAsI hoya ke game te ho. jene kyAreya paNa ema thAya ke "mAruM zuM thaze? e badhAM nirAzrita ! bhagavAna para Azaro nA rAkhe ne saMgraha kare e badhAM nirAzrita ane tethI to ciMtA-upAdhi che. badhA jIvomAM mANasa jAta ekalI ja evI che ke ahaMkArano upayoga karavAmAM Ave che ane tethI ja A jagata gUMcAyeluM che. sahajabhAva hota badhA jAnavaronI peThe, devonI peThe, to to A mokSa tarapha cAlyA ja kare. paNa ahaMkArano upayoga karene, pachI tiryaMcagati thAya. gadheDA, kUtarA koNa thAya ? nahIM to gadheDAvALA mATI zenAthI upADe ? eTale gadheDAM, kUtarAM, gAyo, badhAM jagatanI sevA karyA kare che pachI. pahelA to prakRti jema dore tema dorAtA. paNa temAMya jo phorenarsanI peTha sahaja rahe toya sAruM rahe. paNa DakhoDakhala karyA vagara rahe nahIM ne ! ahaMkAra kare pAcho. ahaMkAra e to ghora ajJAnatA che. DiscArja thato ahaMkAra. chatAM ahaMkAra to upayogI ja che. ahaMkAra vagara cAle nahIMne gADuM. mULa ahaMkAra UDI gayo. jenAthI saMsAra Ubho thato'to e ahaMkAra UDI gayo. Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [6] aMtaHkaraNamAM Dakhala konI ? have to A DiscArja thato je ahaMkAra che, e khAlI karavAno che. e ahaMkAra Ubho thayA sivAya to khAlI thAya nahIMne ! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha je bharelAM che, te ahaMkArathI ja badhAM khAlI thAya ne ! 83 praznakartA : jJAna lIdhuM hoya enA mATe ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, enA mATe. bIjAne to AmAM kAmanuM ja nahIM. vAta sAMbhaLIneya kAmanuM nahIM. zI rIte sAMdho maLe ? kayA gAmanI TikiTa ane Trena kyAM jatI hoya ! praznakartA : pachI chevaTe to sUkSma ahaMkAra raheto hazene AkharImAM, DiscArja thaI gayAM pachI ? dAdAzrI : sUkSma ahaMkAra (aMtaHkaraNano) paNa vakhate e ahaMkAra sthULeya (dehamAM vaNAyelo) hoya paNa e ahaMkAra bhamaraDA jevo, eTale ApaNane herAna nA kare. hoya. praznakartA : e to DiscArjamAM paNa Apane ahaMkAra kevo hoya ? dAdAzrI : e sahaja thayeluM hoya. eTale sahaja thAya tyAM ahaMkAra nA kartAbhAvathI bhava baMdhAya praznakartA : jyAM ene ema lAge ke mArA vagara na cAle, tene tame sajIva ahaMkAra kaho cho ? dAdAzrI : A dareka kriyA kare che, te 'huM karuM chuM' evuM bhAna chene, e ja sajIva ahaMkAra che. A gAMyajAne (hajAmane)ya nakkI karavuM paDe ke mAre AmanI hajAmata karavI che. eTale e thaI ja jAya. ane jo kadI 'huM karuM chuM, mArA vagara koI nA karI zake' kahe, to UlaTo lohI kADhaze ! eTale sahaja thAyane, to so TakA phaLa maLe ane jo kadI bIjuM karavA gayA to cAlIsa TakA phaLa maLe. eTale sahajanuM UMcuM phaLa maLe. ahaMkAra AMdhaLo 4 sahajatA che, e kAma pUruM saphaLa thavA deto nathI ane Avato bhava bAMdhe che pAcho, e ! sahaja bhAva tyAM vyavahAra Adarza Adarza vyavahAra hoya ane e vyavahAramAM pote nA hoya. vyavahAra vyavahAra rIte cAlyA kare. potAnI gerahAjarImAM vyavahAra cAlyA kare. ane vyavahAra kharekhara che ja evo, paNa A bhrAMtithI ekatA thAya che. A bhrAMti zenA AdhAre UbhI rahI che ? jAgRti nathI eTale. jAgRtinI maMdatAthI bhrAMti UbhI rahI che. pAchA cUke, pAchI jAgRti utpanna thAya paNa A vyavahAra jAgRti che, nizcaya jAgRti nathI. vyavahAra jAgRtimAM to badho vyavahAra yAda AvyA ja kare. UlaTo vadhAremAM vadhAre yAda Ave ane vyavahAramAM to lokone jema jAgRti rahe ne ema Thokara vAge. vyavahAramAM sahaja bhAve rahe, ajAgRti kAmanI nahIM, jAgRti ye kAmanI nahIM. sahaja bhAve Thokara nA vAge. vikRtithI asahajatA A gulAbanA choDane nikAla karavAno hoya ? nA, e to enA sahaja svabhAvamAM ja hoya. A manuSyoe eno sahaja svabhAva khoI nAkhyo che. praznakartA : manuSya jAtane AmAM bheda che, A sAruM che, A AvuM che, nakala kare. paNa Amane to kaMI bheda che ja nahIM. dAdAzrI : eTale zuM che ke sahaja svabhAva khoI nAkhyo che. sahaja svabhAva ! badhI prakRtino sahaja svabhAva che. AtmA to sahaja svabhAvamAM che. dareka jIvaMta vastumAM AtmA sahaja svabhAvano hoya che ane prakRti paNa sahaja svabhAvamAM hoya che. A manuSyonI ja prakRti ekalI vikRta che. eTale prakRti vikRta ene lIdhe AtmAmAM phoTo vikRtatAno paDe. eTale (vyavAra) AtmAye vikRta thaI jAya che. manuSya sahaja thavAnI jarUra che. khAva-pIvo paNa sahaja. tyAre A asahaja thAya che. jyAre UMgha Ave tyAre coTalI bAMdhe ne tyAre UMgha nA Ave tyAre sUI jAya mUo. Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [6] aMtaHkaraNamAM Dakhala konI ? te jatA ekatA mAnI ahaMkAre praznakartA : eTale evuM thayuM ke asahaja je che te sahajane bAMdhI le che ? dAdAzrI : ekatA mAnI che ne tyAM sudhI. praznakartA : ekatA koNe mAnI che ? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAre ekatA mAnI che eTale. praznakartA : jyAM sudhI bhedajJAna na thayuM hoya tyAM sudhI e samajamAM kevI rIte bese ? dAdAzrI : samajamAM bese ja nahIMne ! e ahaMkAra che tyAM sudhI 'ITa hepansa' kema kahevAya ? ahaMkAra che tyAM sudhI kaI TAIpanuM gAMDuM kADhe e zuM kahevAya ? ane tamAro ahaMkAra 'jJAna' lIdhAthI jato rahe che amuka bhAgano. je cArja ahaMkAra, je Dakhala karanAro ahaMkAra jato rahe che ane te ITa hepansavALo DiscArja ahaMkAra rahe che. tethI samajamAM bese che. praznakartA : DiscArja karavA mATe, nikAla karavA mATeno ahaMkAra rahe che. dAdAzrI : 'ITa hepansa'mAM joIe e DiscArja ahaMkAra rahe che. sahaja udaya thayeluM sahaja Athame praznakartA : paNa e kartApaNA sAthe ahamUno bhAva saMkaLAyelo che. dAdAzrI : hA, te ? praznakartA : A saMsArI jIvo kharAM, ene je kartApaNAno ke je kaMI aham hoya che te mITAvI devo e kaMI sahelI vastu nathI. dAdAzrI : nA, sahelAmAM sahelI vastu ja e che. saheja mAM sahaja vastu e ahaMkAra baMdha karavuM te ! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha baMdha karavA e badhuM sahajamAM sahaja vastu che. bAkI kaSTa karIne koI dahADoya krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha jAya nahIM. game eTalAM kaSTa seve, game teTalAM kaSTa kare toya e ahaMkAra jAya sahaja rIte ahaMkAra bilakula jAya. eno upAya ja sahaja che ! paNa pote sahaja karI zake nahIM ne ! pote vikalpI che, te nirvikalpI kema karIne thaI zake ? e to je akartApada prApta thayeluM hoya, je mukta praya hoya tyAM AgaLa ApaNe jaIe to tyAM ApaNane sahaja rIte ja e kAma karI Ape. eTale ahaMkAra e sahaja nIkaLI jAya evI vastu che. kAraNa ke e sahaja rIte ja Ubho thayo che. e kaMI kaSTo karIne Ubho thayo nathI ane AthamI jAya che teya sahaja rIte ! A jeTalAM kaSTa kare ne, tema tema ahaMkAra vadhato jAya UlaTo ! A je saMsAranI kriyA thaI rahI che eno vAMdho nathI paNa temAM caMcaLatA utpanna thAya che te vAMdho che. kriyA baMdha karavAnI nathI. baMdha thAya nahIM. emAM je caMcaLatA utpanna thAya che, je sahajatA tUTI jAya che, tenAthI karma baMdhAya che. A kriyA karIe chIe teno vAMdho nathI, badhI kriyAno vAMdho nathI paNa caMcaLatA nA hovI joIe. ApaNuM jJAna ApyA pachI enAmAM caMcaLatA nathI rahetI, sahajatA rahe che. saheje potAno dhakkoya nathI hoto, bahAranI kriyA enI meLe thayA kare che. prakRti ne AtmA vaccenI caMcaLatA UDI gaI, enuM nAma sAhajikatA. karmo baMdhAya zetAthI ? praznakartA : navA karmo je thAya, te bAhya prakRtine laIne ja thAya ? dAdAzrI : e navA karmo thAya che e to ApaNA ahaMkAra ane AjanI ApaNI samajaNa ne jJAna, tenI upara AdhAra rAkhe che. karma avaLAye bAMdhe ne savaLAye bAMdhe ane pachI prakRti ApaNane evA saMjogomAM rAkhe. A bahu jhINI vAta che. praznakartA : sahaja kriyA je kaMI thatI hoya, tenI aMdara koI karma baMdhAtuM nathI ? Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [6] aMtaHkaraNamAM Dakhala konI ? sahajatA dAdAzrI : hoya ja nahIMne ! A tamAre DiscArjamAMya karma nathI baMdhAtuM. DiscArja ahaMkAra karma bAMdhI zake evo nathI. e karma choDavA mATeno ahaMkAra che. baMdhAyelA choDavA sAruno ahaMkAra che. je baMdhAyelA che, tene choDavA mATe ko'ka joIe to kharone ? eTale choDavAno ahaMkAra che e. ke Dakhala karanAro hato e khasI gayo. pudgala hamezAM kAyadesara ja hoya che paNa jo Dakhala karanAro nA hoya to. A enjinane mahIM badhuM kolasA-bolasA bharI bIjuM badhuMya kampliTa karI ane DrAIvara nA hoya to basa cAlyA karavAno eno svabhAva ja che. mahIM Dakhala karanAro pelo beTho hoya to UbhI rAkhe, pAchuM cAlu kare. pudgalane jo DakhoDakhala nA thAyane, to A cokhkhuM thayA ja kare. paNa A DakhoDakhala kare che. Dakho kare ne pachI DakhaluM thaI jAya. DakhoDakhala karanArI koNa ? te ajJAna mAnyatAo ane pachI vAMdhA ne vacakA ! chuTe dehAdhyAsa tyAM sahajatA praznakartA : have je AtmAnA bhAnamAM Avyo eno badho vyavahAra pachI je che te sahaja vyavahAra hoya ? dAdAzrI : potAnA bhAnamAM Avyo eTale pachI vyavahAranI kazI levAdevA rahI nahIMne ! vyavahAra cAlyA kare. praznakartA : eTale udayarUpa vyavahAra hoya eno ? dAdAzrI : basa, bIjuM kazuM hoya ja nahIM. kartApaNuM chUTe tyAra pachI e AtmAnA bhAnamAM Ave. kartApaNuM chUTe eTale udaya svarUpa rahyuM. A enI meLe cAle che ne Aya enI meLe, e banne potapotAnI rIte ja cAlyA kare che. dehAdhyAsa jato rahevAthI AtmA enA svabhAvamAM rahe che ane A deha enA svabhAvamAM rahe che. dehAdhyAsa beno sAMdho hato, ekAkAra thavAno. te dehAdhyAsa UDI gayo, eTale A deha dehanA kAmamAM ane AtmA enA kAmamAM, enuM nAma sahajatA. ...tyAre Ave sahaja dazA DiscArja ahaMkAra pUro thAya tyAra pachI deha kriyA kare che e sahaja kriyA kahevAya che, tadana sahaja. te ghaDIe AtmAye sahaja ne Aye sahaja, banne judA ne banne sahaja, eTale A DiscArja ahaMkAreya pUro thaI jAya, tyAre sahaja (dazA) Ave. pudgala enA svabhAvamAM AvyuM. pudgala kAyadAmAM AvI gayuM. kAraNa Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahajatA [7] jJAtI prakAze anokhA prayogo aMtaHkaraNa zuddhinA sAdhano praznakartA : A buddhi je amane sahaja thavA detI nathI, tene cokhkhI karavA mATe pAMca AjJA sivAya bIjuM koI sAdhana kharuM ? dAdAzrI : ahIM badhA DaoNkTaro bhegA karyA hoya to 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' bole ? keTalA bole ? ekeya nA bole. buddhi evI pesI gaI ne, te zukla aMtaHkaraNa UDI gayuM ! praznakartA : eTale bauddhika parigraha vadhyA, buddhi vadhI eTale ? dAdAzrI : hA, eTale sahaja thavAnI jarUra che. temAM sahaja evuM hovuM joIe, sAthe sAthe pAchAM pratikramaNa karavAM ke 'mArAthI bolAtuM nathI. keTalA vakhatathI mAre A bolavAnI icchA che, to mane A aMtarAya dUra karo." ema karatAM karatAM besI jaze ne sArI rIte bolAze. tanmayAkAra thaIne sArI peThe bolAze. buddhi thoDIka vadhI ke zukla aMtaHkaraNa UDI jAya. pote judo paDyo eTale potAnI jAta judI pADI. ane 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' gAvAmAM tanmayAkAra thAya eTale manamAM je vicAro AvatA hoya teya UDI jAya ! aMta:karaNa cokhkhuM thatuM jAya. praznakartA : eTale bhaNatarathI buddhi vadhI ne ? to e hisAbe to abhaNa rahevuM sAruM ? dAdAzrI : have A zI rIte khabara paDe lokone ? kRpALudeve eTaluM kahyuM ke zukla aMtaHkaraNa. paNa zukla aMtaHkaraNa kone kahevuM e badhuM samajAya zI rIte ? mokSamArga Akho hArTalI mArga che. amArAmAM senTa buddhi nathI tyAre to mokSamArga Akho khullo thayo ne ? dAdA karAve prayogo sahajatA kAje ApaNe tyAM thabAkA (jorathI tALI) zA mATe pADavAmAM Ave che ? sahajatA lAvavA mATe, je asahajapaNuM hatuM, te uDADI melavA mATe che badhuM A. sahaja prayoga che A. sahajatA Ave pachI koI jAtano bho ja nahIMne ! bho hoya nahIM ne bhaDakATeya nahIM. Ama karAya ne Ama nA karAya, evuM jenA manamAM vikalpa che tene bho hoya. ApaNane to bho ja nahIMne koI jAtano. bhUtAM badhAM nIkaLI javAM joIe. rastAmAM kapaDAM kADhI le to pachI ApaNane saMkoca rahyA karene ke nA rahyA kare ? praznakartA: have nA rahe. dhadAzrI : have kazo saMkoca nA rahe, eTalA mATe A sahajatA karAvaDAvIe chIe ke koI paNa sthitimAM saMkoca nA utpanna thAya. vaDodarAmAM ghaDiyALI poLamAM upAzraya che te jJAna pahelAM huM tyAM gayelo, e upAzrayamAM darzana karavA mATe, koI mahArAja AvyA haze te. te dahADe lAMbo sapheda koTa paheruM ane bUTa atyAra jevAM nahoto rAkhato, jarA cakacakti rAkhato. te dahADe jarA vaTabaTa badhuM kharuM ! tyAM AgaLa doDha kalAka beTho pachI bahAra nIkaLyo te cakacakita bUTa hatA te upaDI gayAM. pagarakhAM sArAM hoya te ja pahelAM upADe ne ? te upaDI gayAM, teno kheda nA thayo paNa have bajAramAM zI rIte jaIza ? lAMbo koTa ne pagamAM bUTa nahIM. te mahIM saMkoca thayo. te tyAM ghaDiyALI poLamAM nIkaLatAM ja tarata rIkSA karI lIdhI ane ghera Avato rahyo. paNa Avo saMkoca thayelo anubhavyo meM. eTale mane ema vicAra Ave ke pachI ko'ka kahe, kapaDAM kADhI lo to zuM karuM ? to saMkoca thayA vagara rahevAno che ? mATe saMkoca Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [7] zAnI prakAza anokhA prayogo sahajatA pahelethI dUra karo. sahajatA lAvo. eTale A sahajatAnA prayoga badhA karAvaDAvIe chIe. jJAna to tamane che ja paNa sahajatA hovI joIene ? koI paNa prakArano bhaya nA rahevo joIe, game tevI sthitimAM. sahaja thazo to mokSa thaze, to bhagavAna svarUpa thazo. pote bhagavAna cho evuM bhAna thaze. ane A to asahajathI A badhAM eTikeTanAM bhUtAM chene, tyAM kazuM ja nA hoya. eTale sahaja thavAnI jarUra che. chevaTe sahaja thavAnuM che. divase divase sahaja thavAnuM che. ahIM A badhA sahaja thavAnAM sAdhano che. praznakartA : dAdA kahe che evI pUrNa sahaja sthiti kevI rIte Ave ? dAdAzrI : je A dAdAne bhajene, e sahaja sthitine ja bhajI rahyA che. eTale tame eTalA sahaja thaI jazo. eTikeTa nIkaLe to thAya sahaja praznakartA : te dAdA, te vakhate A je tALIo pADavAmAM huM virodha karato'to to Aje badhAnAM karatAM jorathI huM tALI pADuM chuM. te AvuM kema banatuM haze ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, ke tALIo pADavAthI kaMI mokSe jAya che evo kaMI niyama nathI hoto, tema sUnamUna besI rahI ane vAMca vAMca karIe eya kaMI mokSe javAno niyama nathI hoto. mokSe javAno niyama eTale kevo ? sahaja mANasa rahe che ke nahIM, eTaluM ja, sahaja, sUnamUna besI rahevuM Ama ane tALIbALI nA pADavI, (pado gAvA) vAMcavuM, emAM eTikeTa AvyuM. thoDuMka chI AvyuM. ane A loko kaheze, cittabhaMga (sthiratA bhaMga) thaI gayo, tALI pADI eTale. A bannenI jarUra nathI. A je cIDa caDhelIne, e cIDa kADhavA mATe ApaNe karIe chIe A. anaMta avatAra cIDa pesI gayelI, te cIDa kADhavA mATe plasa-mAInasa karIne sahaja karavAnuM che. emAM jaino hoya, badhA hoya paNa koIne Dakhala ja nahIM, vAMdho ja nahIM koine. ane AkhuM jagata vAMdhA-vacakAmAM ja phasAyuM che. vAMdhA-vacakA ne kAyadA badhAmAM phasAyeluM che. ahIM vAMdhoya nahIM ne vacakoya nahIM. ahIM to nAnA chokarAMone pasaMda paDe, gharaDA lokone pasaMda paDe, abhaNaneya pasaMda paDe, bhaNelAne pasaMda paDe, darekane ahIM pasaMda paDe. A vAtAvaraNamAM badhAne AnaMda ja rahe. te nAnuM chokaruM khase nahIM ahIMthI cha kalAka sudhI. jyAM sAco dharma hoya tyAM AgaLa nAnA chokarAthI mAMDIne badhA hoya ane jyAM eTIkeTavALA hoya tyAM AgaLa dharma jevI vastu ja nathI. gambAthI thAya prakRti sahaja ApaNe tyAM A garabAmAM peThA che, e sahaja thayA che ane pelA asahaja. eTale A ame zA sAru vacce besIe, amAre besavAnuM kaMI kAraNa ? tamane sahaja karavA che. je te raste sahaja thAva. A te kaMI jJAnIne zobhe evI kriyA che. A badhI ? jJAnI AvuM thabAkA pADatA haze ? - ApaNuM vijJAna kevuM che ke sahaja karo, je te raste sahaja thAva. eTale ame jAtrAe gayA hatA ne te ekaso ne paMdara mANasanI be bogI, joInTa karelI. eTale rasoDuM TheTha sudhI cAlyA kare. cA-pANI TheTha sudhI cAlyA kare. rasoDuM tyAMnuM tyAM ja badhuM. have jAtrAe nIkaLelA badhA, Ama gADImAM ne gADImAM kyAM sudhI besI rahe ? eTale moTuM sTezana Ave eTale tyAM AgaLa utaravAnuM. tyAM vIsa miniTa gADI UbhI rahe, eTalo vakhata badhA goLa garabA phare, garabA karavAnA. Da-saMkoca rahita e sahaja praznakartA : to e zuM rastA para nAcatA nAcatA jaIe to sahaja thayuM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : sahaja ja thayuM kahevAya. sahaja eTale zuM ? lokothI DaravuM nahIM. koIthI DaravuM nahIM, enuM nAma sahaja. ApaNe tyAM eka bhAI Ave che, te eka dahADo emane phUlanI mALA paherAvI. meM kahyuM, 'lyo, have A mALA paherIne ahIMthI ghera jAva." eTale A AjJA to thaI. eTale have emane AjJA pALyA Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [7] zAnI prakAza anokhA prayogo sahajatA gavavaDAvIe chIe. nahIM to gavaDAvavAnuM kAraNa zuM? prakRti sahaja karavA mATe che. manamAMthI nIkaLI jAya ke mArAthI AvuM nA thAya ne mArAthI AvuM thAya, evuM badhuM nIkaLI jAya. satsaMgamAM judAI nA pADavI. badhA jevuM kare tevuM ApaNe karavuM. aMdara ApaNe sthira karavuM hoya to ApaNe Ama sthira thaI jaIe to thAya. e prakRti sahaja eTale zuM ke bahAranuM ame je karIe eTaluM ja karavAnuM. potAnuM juduM karavA jAyane, eTale pelo eksTrA phoTo paDe. juduM karanArAne oLakho tame ? vagara chUTako nahIM. te pachI zuM thayuM? e poLamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA eTale emanA manamAM ema lAgyuM ko'ka joI jaze to ? eTale emaNe zuM karyuM ke rasto evo kaMIka khoLI kADhyuM ke mALA kADhavI paDe nahIM, AjJA paLAya ane lokonA sakaMjAmAM AvIe nahIM. eTale emaNe tyAMthI ja rikSA pakaDIne mahIM AMkho mIMcIne besI gayA ane gharanA bAraNA AgaLa UbhI rakhAvI. ane pachI bIje dahADe mane A pramANe kahyuM. tyAre meM kahyuM, 'zenA sAru bhaDako cho ? A gAya-bheMsothI kema bhaDakatA nathI ? emanAmAMya evo ja AtmA che ne emanAmAMya Avo AtmA che. AmanAthI kema bhaDakatA nathI ?" tyAre kahe, 'tyAM to zarama nA Ave." tyAre meM kahyuM, 'emAM ne AmAM phera nathI. phakta phoTo paDe A mANasano, eTalo ja che phera." praznakartA : chatAM paNa amuka amuka hoya to prakRti na ja karavA de, to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : hA, nA karavA de to ApaNe ene paNa jANIe. tamArI icchA che ane nathI karavA detI, ene mATe tame jokhamadAra nathI. A jAtrAmAM to dareka sTezane jaIne A badhuM AvuM karavAnuM (garabA gAvAnA). te pAcho thAke nahIM. mukta mane, koIthI dabAvavAnI jarUra nahIM. koInI zarama zenI ? zarama rahe to ApaNe nA samajIe ke caMdubhAI kAcA paDe che. praznakartA: bIjAnuM to kaMI rahetuM ja nathI, potAnuM ja aMdara hoya che. dAdAzrI : potAno ja bhaya uparI, bIjo koI to navaro ja nathI. potApaNAthI thaI judAI sahaja eTale zuM? badhA kare e pote kare, potAnuM nahIM. potApaNuM nA rAkhavuM joIe. A to sahu sahunuM alaga rAkhI melene ? pachI mahIM dhUMdhavAyA kare. ane badhA kare ema karIene to potApaNuM nA rahe. sahaja thAya, sahajatA UbhI thAya. amane e bahu game. prakRtinI asahajatAthI AtmA asahaja thayo. eTale mULa A prakRtine sahana karavAnI che. je ghaDIe badhA bolatA hoya te ghaDIe bolavA lAge. gAtA hoya te ghaDIe gAvA lAge, tethI to ApaNe tyAM have A bhAI, A bIjA pAMca-sAta jaNa che te judI ToLI beThI hoya. are bhAI, jJAnI puruSa jAte AvaDI moTI rADo pADI pADIne bolAve che, to kaMI haze ke nahIM hoya ? paNa A badhuM ovaravAIjhapaNuM (doDha DahApaNa). eTale A prakRti sahaja karaze to kAma thaze. sahaja eTale varka vhAIla yu varka enDa ple hAIla yu ple. evo pachI phoTo paDaze. A badhA bhaLIne cAlavAvALA. tame to saMpUrNa prakAre badhA bhaLo ane A to judAI pADe evA mANasa, paNa dhIme dhIme badhuM ochuM karI nAkhyuM, bhaLatA thaI gayA. judAI pADavAmAM zuM thAya ? phoTo judI jAtanA paDyA kare. sahajatAtA lakSaNo sahaja konuM nAma kahevAya ke ahIM eka mANasa pAMca vAge Avyo. te nava vAge ahIMthI UThe. tyAM sudhI badhAnI samUha kriyA zuM cAlyA kare che, badhA dAdA bhagavAna bole to eya dAdA bhagavAna bole. badhA gAya to eya goya. pachI che te badhA garabA gAya to e garabA ye gAya. e badhuM sahaja, emAM potAnuM kaMI nahIM. potAnI DijhAInamAM utAre nahIM. have tyAM to potAnuM koIga cItare to e sahajatA cUkyA kahevAya. tyAM loko potAnuM DroIga cItare ne ? kAraNa ke ApaNuM vijJAna evuM che ke manane jo tame evuM kahI do ke A badhA kahe e pramANe ja karavAnuM che to mana paNa khuza thaI jaze ane A badhA jevuM karatA ane AnaMda thAya che. paNa ApaNe manamAM jarA potAnuM DroIga cItaryuM to pachI DUbakI mAravI paDe. e DojhIMga (sahajatA cUkyA) kahevAya che. Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [9] jJAnI prakAza anokhA prayogo sahajatA eTale e loko gAtA hoya, te ghaDIe ApaNe gAvAnuM, e kUdatAM hoya tyAre kudavAnuM. ahIM badhA kUdatA hoya tyAre ApaNe kUdavuM. kUdavAnI dazA nA hoya to besI rahevuM, joyA karavuM. A ApaNuM vijJAna che ne, te je je thAya che e badhuM pratikramaNa che. pahelA kaMI rAga-dveSa karyA hoya, kaMI joyuM hoya ne ApaNane gamatuM nA hoya, kaMTALo te mahIM paramANu bharelA, te A 'joIe" eTale UDI jAya badhuM. abhiprAya tuTI javA joIe badhA, ke A khoTuM che ne A kharuM che. eTale ApaNe to je udaya Ave ne. 'caMdabhAI" emAM bhaLe ane ApaNe" joyA karavuM. beu potapotAnA kAmamAM rahyA kare. e cIDa batAve asahaja muMbaImAM amane pUche che ke tamAre tyAM AvIneya tALI pADe che eno zo artha che ? meM kahyuM, enI pahelA anaMta avatAra cIDa karI che ne, te cIDa kADhavA sAru kare che. pachI kADhavI to paDaze ne, cIDa tyAM laIne javAya ke ? eTale e thabAkA mAre che ne ! tyAM AgaLa e cIDa karelI, te kADhavA sAruM A. tame jAte karo eTale e nIkaLI jAya. nahIM to mAre A dhaMdho kADhIne zuM kAma ? huM to jJAnI puruSa ane jJAnamAM AvuM hoya nahIM ne ! kAraNa ke akrama vijJAna che, A to badhuM khAlI karI nAkhavAnuM. kramikamAM evuM nA cAle. kramikamAM to joDe ne joDe laIne mAra khA khA karavAnuM. ahIM to khAlI ja karI nAkhavAnuM. zuddhAtmA thayA pachI rahyuM zuM che? tevI rIte kramikamAM zuddhAtmA thaI zakato nathI ane jyAre zuddhAtmA thAya, te avatAre mokSe jAya. ane ApaNe zuddhAtmA hoya to vepArI vepAra karI zake, evuM ApaNuM akrama. jo ne, A bhAI kare che ne nirAMte ! tamane samajAyuM? praznakartA : hA, samajAyuM mane. dAdAzrI : tame A lAIna upara vicAra karajo have. praznakartA: hA, jarUra. e rogo kADhavAnI kaLA dAdAzrI : A akrama vijJAnamAM laoN ja nathI, A thabokA pADavAno. A to thabokA nahIM pADavAnuM, jene eTikeTa che, teno roga kADhavA mATe che. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, pachI bahu sahajapaNe bolAya. have to thAya che. have to cena nathI paDatuM. dAdAzrI e eTikeTano roga kADhavA mATe che A. eTikeTa gayA sivAya koI dahADo dharma pariNAma nA pAme. je eTikeTanI bahAra rahe che tyAM AgaLa dharma pariNAma pAme. eTale Aya evuM kahetA'tA, ahIM thabokA pADavAnuM? tyAre meM kahyuM, roga kADhavA mATe che A. potAnI buddhithI koIpaNa mANasa eTikeTa zIkhyo nathI. buddhi hoya ja nahIM ne ! A to eTikeTa to badhI nakalo karelI. te A roga pesI gayelo. te A roga kADhavA mATe meM A kareluM. praznakartA : e dAdA, barobara che. ame TAI paherIe chIe e samajIne koI dahADo TAI paheratA nathI. badhA pahere che, mATe ame paherIe chIe. dAdAzrI : badhuM joIne ja A eTikeTa zIkhyA che. A hindustAnamAM badhuM eTikeTa zIkhyA che ne, ane jyAM sudhI eTikeTa che tyAM sudhI dharma jevI vastu ja nathI. jyAM kaMI paNa eTikeTa che tyAM dharma jevI vastu nathI. jyAM sahajatA che tyAM dharma che. ukela lAvavo Ama ApaNA satsaMgamAM A je bolIe chIe, karIe chIe, e badhuM bahArathI AvelA mANaso, 'jJAnavALA kevA hoya evuM emanA lakSamAM juduM hoya', te AvuM jue eTale manamAM ema thAya ke jJAna zenuM nAma kahevAya ? paNa emane khabara nathI ke A loko jJAna grahaNa karI rahyA che ane ajJAna choDI rahyA che. kAraNa ke ApaNe kaMI A badhA Ama thabAkA pADe evA nahotA. paNa e mAnyatA khoTI che evuM mAneluM, enA tarapha tiraskAra vartato hato. Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [7] jJAnI prakAza anokhA prayogo sahajatA te mAnyatA ApaNe samabhAve nikAla karI nAkhIe chIe. ApaNe thabAkA pADIe to chUTI jaIe. tiraskAra vartato hoya te uDADI melavo agara rAga Avato hoya te uDADI melo. banne ughaDI melo ahIMyAM AgaLa. AnI upara tiraskAra hoya ke nA hoya lokone ? te e tiraskAra kyAM laI javAno che joDe ? eTale ahIM ja uDADI devAno, plasa-mAInasa karI devuM. nahIM to amAre tyAM bahAravALA to evuM ja kahe ke badhAM A pAchuM zuM karo cho ? AvA bhaNelA-gaNelA thaIne zuM dAdAnI pAse raMga lAgyo che ? tame A grahaNa karelo mAla roMga bilipho, te nikAla karo cho. te emane bicArAne khabara nathI. ame badhA ja paryAyo samajIe ke Avo paryAya hovo joIe. paNa kone mATe ? kramika mArgamAM AvelA mATe nA hoya. kAraNa ke badhuM khapAvI khapAvIne AvyA hoya. ane ahIM to khapAvyA sivAyano mAla. eTale A rIte khapAvavAthI sahaja thAya. je te raste dehane sahaja karavAno che. thabAkI nA pADavA e eka jAtanI roMga bilipha che. thabAkA pADavA eya roMga bilipha che. thabAkA nA pADavA e eka jAtanI bilipha ahaMkArane vadhAranArI che ane A ahaMkArane nAza karanArI che. ane tame enA kartA nathI. A to caMdubhAI kare chene, tame kyAM karo cho ? eTale ApaNe ahIM badhI kriyAo roMga bilipho choDavA mATe che. ghaNIkharI bilipho to meM phrekTara ja karI nAkhI, paNa haju keTalIka mahIM bharAI rahelI hoya. paNa sahajAsahaja nIkaLI jAya. ahIM koI vAMdho uThAvatuM nathIne ! potAnuM sTeja (sTeTasa, mobho) ja bhUlI jAya che. pahelAM to mArAthI AvuM nA thAya, nahIM ? paNa toya tamAre kyAM karavAnuM che ? tamAre karavAnuM rAkhyuM hoya to batAvo. tamAre to caMdubhAI zuM kare che te joyA karavAnuM, ke "ahoho ! caMdubhAIe kevA thabAkA mAryA, mokSe javA. tamAreya chUTavuM che ne emaneya choDavavA che." nahIM to kaMI thabAkA pADavAnA caMdubhAIne gamatA haze ? A to huM (thabAkA) pADIne tamane zIkhavADuM. bAkI have mAre kaMI jarUra nathI. tamane zIkhavADIne niveDo lAvI ApuM chuM. A badhI kriyA karavAnI mAre kaMI jarUra che ? A to niveDo lAvavAno che. A kaMI kolejeya nathI ne skUleya nathI. A to ukela lAvavAno je te raste. AmAM jo buddhi vAparIne to buddhi AkhI rAta UMghavA nahIM de. ane buddhithI bese evuM che ? paNa te tamArI samajaNamAM phera paDI jaze to AkhI rAta UMghamAMye thaze ke dAdA, AvuM kema karAve che ? alyA paNa tamAre karavAnuM kyAM che ? jeNe tiraskAra karyA teNe karavAnuM che. ene plasa-mAInasa karI nAkhavuM ja joIene ? prakRti sahaja thavA kAje.. eTale A badhuM sahaja A e, ahIM to garabA-barabA badhuM ja phare ahIM badhuM ja jAtanuM cAle. ahIM mahAdevajInA darzana kare, mAtAjInA darzana kare, badhe darzana kare, paNa badhuM sahaja pariNAma. evuM che ke, A mAtAjInI bhakti karAvavAthI prakRti sahaja thAya. aMbAmAtA, durgAdevI e badhI devIo prakRti bhAva sUcave che. te sahajatA sUcave che. prakRti sahaja thAya to AtmA sahaja thAya athavA AtmA sahaja thAya to prakRti sahaja thAya. ApaNe" mAtAjInI bhakti potAnI prakRti pAse karAvavI. ApaNe" AtmabhAve nahIM karavAnI, 'caMdulAla' pAse devInI bhakti karAvavI ane to ja prakRti sahaja thAya. A to hindustAnamAM mAtAjInAM lokoe judAM judAM nAma pADelAM. keTaluM badhuM vizALa A sAyansa haze ! keTalI badhI zodhakhoLa karIne aMbA mAtA, sarasvatI devI, lakSmI devInI zodha thai haze ! A badhuM karyuM tyAre sAyansa keTaluM badhuM UMcuM gayeluM haze ! e badhuM atyAre khalAsa thayuM tyAre mAtAjInAM darzana paNa karatAM nA AvaDyAM ! mAtAjI e Adyazakti che ! te prAkRta zakti Ape. mAtAjInI bhakti karavAthI prAkRta zakti utpanna thAya. aMbA mAM to saMsAranAM vino dUra karI Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [] jJAnI prakAza anokhA prayogo Ape, paNa mukti to jJAna dvArA ja sAMpaDe. darzana karatAM AvaDe to cAra mAtAo hAjarAhajura che - aMbA mA, bahucarA mA, kALikA mA ane bhadrakALI mA. mAtAjI pApa dhoi nA Ape, paNa prAkRta zakti Ape. A aMbA mAtAjI amAruM keTaluM badhuM rakSaNa kare che ! amArI AsapAsa badhe ja devo hAjara ne hAjara hoya. ame devone pUchyA vagara, temanI rajA lIdhA vagara eka DagaluMya AgaLa nA cAlIe. sarva devonI kRpA amArA upara ane amArA mahAtmAo upara varase ja jAya che ! aMbA mAtAjI eTale sahaja prakRti. dareka devIonA kAyadA hoya che. te kAyadA pALe to mAtAjI khuza rahe. ame mA aMbenA ekanA eka lAla chIe. mAtAjI pAse tame amArI ciThThI laine jAva to te svIkAre. A tamAro dIkaro hoya ane nokara hoya paNa jo nokara tamArA kAyadAmAM ja raheto hoya to tamane nokara vahAlo lAge ke nahIM ? lAge ja. ame kayAreya paNa aMbA mAnA, lakSmIjInA ke sarasvatI devInA kAyadA toDyA nathI. niraMtara temanA kAyadAmAM ja rahIe chIe. tethI e traNeya devIo amArA upara niraMtara prasanna rahe che ! tamAre paNa jo temane prasanna rAkhavAM hoya to temanA kAyadA pALavA joie. praznakartA : aMbA mAtAnA zA kAyadA che ? amAre ghera aMbA mAtAnI bhakti kare che badhAM, paNa enA kAyadA zA che te ame jANatA nathI. dAdAzrI : aMbAjI devI eTale zuM ? e prakRtinI sahajatA sUcave che. jo sahajatA tUTI to aMbAjI tArI upara rAjI ja kema thAya ? A aMbAjI devI to kahevuM paDe ! te to mAtAjI che, mA che. baMgALamAM durgA kahevAya che te ja A aMbAjI. badhI devIonAM judAM judAM nAma mUkyAM che paNa jabaradasta devI che ! AkhI prakRti che. AkhI prakRtino bhAga jo hoya to te mAtAjI che. prakRti sahaja thai to AtmA sahaja thAya ja. AtmA ane prakRti, e bemAMthI eka sahaja bhaNI cAlyuM, to baMne sahaja thai jAya ! [8] aMte pAmavI aprayAdazA taDe ahaMkAra, tA saMsAra praznakartA : A saMsAranI javAbadArIo je adA karavAnI hoya, temAM sahaja kevI rIte rahevAya ? dAdAzrI : nA rahevAya. e sahaja yoga to ko'ka abajomAM ekAda mANasa kare, ko'ka phero ! sahaja to, e vAto badhI karavA jevI nathI. enA karatAM dIvo koI pragaTa thayelo hoya tene, jJAnIne kahIe, 'sAheba, mAro dIvo saLagAvI Apo.' to e saLagAvI Ape. bhAMjagaDa maTI gaI. ApaNe dIvo saLagAvavA sAthe ja kAma che ne ? e jJAnamArga upara sahaja rahevAya. ame to niraMtara sahaja ja rahIe chIe, niraMtara sahaja ! pachI saMsAranI javAbadArIo naDatI nathI. kAraNa ke saMsAra saheje cAle evI vastu che. A khAdhA pachI mahIM jema sahaja cAle che tenA karatAM bahAra vadhAre sahaja cAle tema che. deha to enuM kArya karyuM ja javAno, ApaNe joyA karavAnuM. e vyavasthitanA tAbAmAM che, ApaNA tAbAmAM nathI e. e khAze-pIze, haraze-pharaze, badhuM karaze. vyavasthitano artha zuM che ke sahaja bhAve bane e karyuM jAva. deha kArakhAnuM calAvyuM koNe ? A elembikanA kArakhAnAmAM keTalAMya mANaso kAma kare che, tyAre kemikalo thAya che ane teya pAchuM eka ja kArakhAnuM, ane A deha to aneka Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] aMte pAmavI aprayatnadazA 101 102 sahajatA kArakhAnAMno banelo che, lAkha elembikanAM kArakhAnAMno banelo che. te ema ne ema cAle che. mUA, rAte oDhavo (hAMDavo) khAIne sUI gayo, te mahIM keTalo pAcakarasa paDyo, keTaluM pitta paDyuM. keTaluM bAIla paDyuM, tenI tapAsa karavA jAuM chuM tuM ? tyAM tuM keTalo elarTa chuM, mUA ? e to savAre enI meLe badhI ja kriyAo thaIne, pANI pANInI jagyAe ne saMDAsa saMDAsanI jagyAethI chUTuM paDI nIkaLI jAya che ne satvo badhAM lohImAM kheMcAI jAya che. te e badhuM tuM calAvavA gayo hato ? alyA, A aMdaranuM ema ne ema cAle che to bahAranuM nahIM cAle ? 'tuM karuM chuM" evuM zA mATe mAne che ? e to cAlyA karaze. rAte UMghamAM zarIra sahaja hoya che. A to mUA asahaja ! A dahADe to loka kahe che ke huM zvAsa lauM chuM, kharA zvAsa lauM chuM, UMcA lauM chuM ne nIcA paNa lauM chuM. to mUA rAta koNa zvAsa le che ? rAte je zvAsocchavAsa cAle che te normala che. tenAthI badhuM ja sarasa pAcana thAya che. sahajabhAvamAM buddhi nA vaparAya. savAre pathArImAMthI UThyo eTale dAtaNa karo, cA pIo, nAsto karo, e badhuM sahajabhAve thayA ja kare che. emAM manabuddhi-citta ne ahaMkAra vAparavAM nA paDe. jemAM A badhAM vaparAya tene asahaja kahevAya, vikalpI bhAva kahevAya. tamAre koI vastu joItI hoya ne sAmo mANasa bhego thAya ne kahe ke, 'lyo A vastu." to te sahajabhAve maLyuM kahevAya. tame vicAryuM nA hoya. jarUra hoya tamAre paNa tamane enI pAsethI levAno vicAra nA hoya. sahajAsahaja maLI jAya che, evuM ApaNA loka nahIM kahetA ? sahaja eTale aprayatna dazA. koi jAtano prayatna nahIM. zuM karavuM te zuM nA karavuM ? badhuM sahaja rIte cAle che enuM bhAna thaze tyAre AtmajJAna thaze. have sahaja eTale zuM ? vinA prayatna cAlI rahyuM che. tene A loko kahe che, "meM Ama karyuM ne tema karyuM badhuM." kevI rIte samajAya A geDa badhI ? ane koIe banAvyuM nathI. koIe karyuM nathI, karavA jevuM nathI. onlI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che A to. praznakartA: to A akrama jJAna meLavavA mATe badhAe prayatna zuM karavA karavo joIe ? dAdAzrI : prayatna koI karatuM ja nathI. praznakartA : pachI tamArI pAse AvavAnI zI jarUra ? dAdAzrI : mAro pADozIeya koI prayatna karato nathI ane huMye. pADozIne kahetA nathI ke akrama jJAna laI lo. ahIM AgaLa Ave tyAre, mane bhego thAya to emane huM vAta karuM, nahIM to karuM nahIM. praznakartA : e karavAnI zI jarUra ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, sahajabhAve je bane e kharuM. praznakartA : sahajabhAve je banavAnuM che e to banyA ja kare che. dAdAzrI : hA, te evuM ja. amAre bIjo kaMI Dakho nahIM karavAno. atyAre A sahajabhAve ja tamArI joDe bhAMjaghaDa che badhI. navo Dakho AmAM kazo nathI. tame phakta sahajabhAvamAM nathI. ame to sahajabhAvamAM ja rahIe chIe. tame sahajabhAvamAM AvavAno prayatna karI rahyA cho have. ane A phorenavALA, e to bicArA sahaja ja che. A gAyo-bheMsoya sahaja che.. praznakartA : e to mane ghaNIvAra lAge, A gAyo-bheMso ne e badhAM je jAnavaro chene, emAM rAga nathI ne dveSa nathI. bIjuM paNa.. eTale ema lAge ke mAnava karatAM to e loko vadhAre sukhI che. dAdAzrI : kAraNa ke rakSita che e. e che te Azrita che. ane Azrita du:khI nA hoya koI. A ekalA hindustAnanA loka nirAzrita che. praznakartA to pachI mAnavadeha e lokonAM karatAM vadhAre sAro kaI rIte Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] aMte pAmavI aprayatnadazA gaNAya ? dAdAzrI : mokSane mATe lAyaka thaI gayo che A. praznakartA : mokSa zuM che ? dAdAzrI : mokSa eTale potAnI chellI, svAbhAvika dazA. 103 praznakartA : e paNa sahaja rIte AvavAnI hoya, to mANase prayatneya zuM karavA karavo ? dAdAzrI : e sahaja rIte ja AvI rahI che. praznakartA : to pachI prayatna karavAnI kaMI jarUra ja nahIMne ? dAdAzrI : prayatna koI karatuM ja nathI. A je prayatna kare che te to pote ahaMkAra kare che. meM prayatna karyo A. praznakartA : huM ahIMyAM Avyo te huM evuM mAnuM chuM ke huM prayatna karIne Avyo. dAdAzrI : e to tame ema mAno cho ke huM A karI rahyo chuM. huM jANuM chuM ke A tame sahaja rIte AvyA cho ane tamAro IgoIjhama tamane ema dekhADe ke huM hato to thayuM, bhegA thayA, Ama thayuM, tema thayuM ne eDajasTamenTa laI lyo cho tame. basa, eTaluM ja thayuM. badhI kriyA svAbhAvika thaI rahelI che. praznakartA : to pachI karavA jevuM kazuM rahetuM nathI ? dAdAzrI : nA karavA jevuMya nathI rahetuM. praznakartA : nA karavA jevuM to karatA ja nathI. dAdAzrI : karavA jevuMya nahIM rahyuM ne nA karavA jevuMya nathI rahetuM. praznakartA : to zuM karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : jANavA jevuM che jagata. 104 basa. saharatA praznakartA : jANavuM kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : A atyAre zuM bane che, e joyA karavAnuM ne jANyA karavAnuM, vyavasthita samajyuM pragaTe sahajatA tame AtmA ja thaI gayA pachI have rahyuM zuM ? praznakartA : eTale AtmA cokhkho thaI gayo. A to peluM ema ke enI dazA kevI hoya ? eTale kahyuM ke aprayatna dazA AkhI utpanna thAya. caMpala paheravAno paNa potAno prayatna na hoya. dAdAzrI : atyAre aprayatna dazA ja che e to. prayatna to ahaMkAra hoya tyAre kahevAya. praznakartA : Ape kaheluM ke relve sTezana para gayA hoie, gADImAM javAnuM hoya to sTezana 52 jaIne gADI Ave che ke nahIM ? Ama DokuM karIne jue nahIM. dAdAzrI : e jue te vAMdho zo che ? pachI potAne khabara paDe ke A bhUla khAdhI jarA. eTale sahaja thavuM che evo bhAva rAkhavo. ApaNe dRSTi kevI rAkhavAnI ? sahaja. vakhate zuM bane che e jovuM. ane dhyeya kevo rAkhavo ke dAdAjInI sevA karavI che ane bhAva sahaja rAkhavo. dAdAnI sevA maLavI e to bahu moTI vastu chene ? e to bahu moTI puNya hoya to maLe, nahIM to maLe nahIMne ? e Ama hAtha ja nA aDADAyane ? eka phero Ama hAtha aDADavuM teya bahu moTuM puNya kahevAya ne bheguM thAya to manamAM mAnavuM ke ghaNA dahADe prApta thayuM. eTaluMya kaMI ochuM che ? bAkI game te raste zuddha upayogamAM rahevuM. praznakartA : sahaja to tyAre ja thAyane, saMpUrNa vijJAna aMdara khulI jAya to ja sahaja thaI zake ? dAdAzrI : e 'vyavasthita' saMpUrNa samajAya tyAre saMpUrNa sahaja thAya. have e to enI meLe thayA ja kare che. enI bahu e nahIM rAkhavAnI, ke Ane Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] aMte pAmavI aprayatnadazA 105 106 te jatA mATe rAha joIne besavAnuM nahIM. rAha joIe, teno pAra ja nA Ave. paNa vyavasthita samajAya ke tarata sahaja thaI jAya. praznakartA : sahaja thavA mATe vyavasthita pUruM samajAI javuM joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : vyavasthita pUruM samajAya to pUro sahaja thaI gayo. bAkI vyavasthita jeTaluM samajAya eTalo sahaja thaI gayo. eTale gabharAmaNa ja nA thAya. vyavasthita samajAya to A duniyAmAM kakaLATa che ja nahIM. ane vyavasthita jeTaluM samajAya eTaluM kevaLajJAna khulluM thatuM jAya, teTalo saheja thato jAya. praznakartA: vyavasthita nathI samajato tyAre ja upayoganI bahAra jAya dAdAzrI : hA, tyAre ja jAya. nahIM to upayoganI bahAra jAya ja nahIM ane jAya to asahaja thAya. vyavasthita jeTaluM samajAya tema sahaja thato jAya. jema jema vyavasthita samajAtuM jAya, enAM paDa ukalatAM jAya tema tema sahaja thatuM jAya. nirvikalpa to thayA che paNa sahaja thayA nathI. nirvikalpa to jJAna ApyuM tyArathI ja thayA che. jeTalI sahaja avasthA utpanna thAyane, tema tema vANI-vartana badhuM pheraphAra thatuM jAya, vItarAgatA AvatI jAyane. kartApaNuM chUTaye, darzata khIle vyavasthita zakti ApaNe kahI che ne, te A zarIranA badhA avayavo ene tAbe che. eTale ApaNe sahaja bhAvamAM 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' ema mAnIne vyavasthitane soMpI daIe ane DakhoDakhala nA karIe. 'kAme nahIM jAya to zuM bagaDI jaze ?" evuM kaMI nA bolAya. e DakhoDakhala kahevAya. javAnuM ApaNI sattAmAM nathI, to evuM kema bolAya ? e DakhoDakhala kare che ne, tene lIdhe vAta samajAtI nathI. nahIM to bahu ja sahelAIthI kAma patI jAya. saMsAra bahu sarasa cAle tevo che. have A vyavasthita jo yathArtha samaje ne to ophisamAM ATha kalAkanuM kAma eka kalAkamAM pate evuM che. eka ja kalAkamAM pate eTaluM darzana UMcuM jAya. Ama jaDyuM vyavasthita praznakartA koI paNa kArya thavA dravya-kSetra-kALa ane bhAva, cAra vastunI jarUra paDe, to e zuM che ? dAkhalo ApIne samajAvo. dAdAzrI : huM ghera mArI rUmamAM bAMkaDA para Ama beTho houM ane tyAM be-traNa dahADAthI vicAra Avyo hoya ke mAre vALa kapAvavA che. vicAra AvyA pachI kAma tarata thatuM nathI hotuM. nahIM to jema jema dahADA jAya tema bodharezana vadhatuM jAya nahIM. kaMTALo AvyA kare. eTale pahelAM mane bhAva thayo. dravya-kSetrakALa-bhAvamAM pahelo bhAva thayo. pachI eka dahADo nakkI kare, Aja to javuM ja che. gharamAM kahyuM ke je badhA Ave to besADI mUkajo, huM jaI AvuM chuM. have tyAM AgaLa lakheluM hoya, Aja maMgaLavAra che eTale baMdha che. zuM kAraNa ? kSetra bheguM thayuM nahIM. dukAne jaIne pAchA. je dahADe jaIe ne pAchA paDIene, pachI Akho dahADo e ja sAMbharyA kare ke heMDo javuM che, javuM che. pachI bIje dahADe gayo, te pelA vALa kApanAra chokarAe dukAna UghADI hatI, te kahe che ke "kAkA Avo, beso." kahyuM, 'vALa kApanAra kyAM gayo ?" tyAre kahe, 'e to hamaNe ja gayA cA pIvA hAru. e dasa miniTamAM Avaze." eTale daMDa to Agale dahADe thayelo eTale jANIe ke paMdara miniTamAM kaMI bagaDavAnuM nathI. have bhAva thayo, kSetra thayuM, dravya maLyuM nahi. dravya maLe to kALa bhego thAya. pachI e Avyo ane kALa bhego thaIne caka, caka, caka vALa kApI Ape. eTale huM vaDodarAmAM zuM karuM ? jJAna hotuM ne tyAre paNa AvuM karato. gherathI tyAM jauM, tyAM dukAna baMdha hoya. eTale ame jANIe ke Aje saMjoga bhegA nA thayA. eTale Avo hisAba kADhIe ame badho. ame badhuM tapAsa karIe, kayo saMjoga khuTe che ? praznakartA : bIje dahADe jAya to, pAMca-cha jaNA beThA hoya vALa kapAvavA mATe ane ApaNI pAse TAIma hoya nahIM ke have pAchuM pA kalAkamAM ghare javuM che. eTale pAchA AvatA rahevuM paDe. dAdAzrI : hA, te evuM bane. eTale amane AvuM kaIma ne badhuM jotAM Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] aMte pAmavI aprayatnadazA jotAM sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa badhuM jaDeluM ke A jagata zI rIte cAle che ? 107 amAre Aja Ama ja karavuM che evuM nA hoya. bheguM thAya che ke nahIM eTaluM joIe ane enI meLe sahaja bheguM thaI jatuM hoya to, nahIM to kaMI nahIM. loka AvI rIte nA jue, nahIM ? to loka zI rIte jue ? 'huM gayo ne tyAM pelo maLyo nahIM, mAruM kAma nA thayuM', kaheze. velyuezana zetuM ? keTalIka hitakArI vastu hoya, te enI meLe sahaja prApta thatI hoya to sArI vAta che. banI zake evuM hoya to thavA devuM, na banI zake to kaMI nahIM, sahajAsahaja rahevuM. Dakho nahIM karavAno. je vastu sahaja na thavA de, enuM nAma Dakho. DakhAmAM keTalAya avatAra pesI jaze. AnI velyuezana nA karazo ane Divelyuezana thavA nA dezo. vyavahAranI velyuezana karazo nahIM ane AtmAnI Divelyuezana nA thAya evuM joIne vyavahAra karajo. vyavahAra vagara cAle ja nahIM, evuM nA bolazo. ko'ka vakhata bolavuM paDe to nizcaya vagara cAle nahIM, evuM bolajo. A vivekane samajI levAno. jJAtI sadA aprayatna dazAmAM jJAnI puruSa to kone kahevAya ? jemane niraMtara aprayatnadazA varte. have jagata prayatnamAM che paNa tame prayatnamAM nathI, paNa yatnamAM cho. hA, A Dakho thayelo hoya, ene sAruM-khoTuM gaNavA jAva cho. are paNa bhaI, tame tamArI jagyAe besI raho ne, UMcAnIcA zuM karavA thAva cho ? e sAruMkhoTuM to pudgalanuM thAya che, emAM pudgalanI vaMza gayelI ja nahIM koI dA'Doya. pudgalanI vaMza jatI nathI koI dA'Doya. tamAre enI ciMtA karavI nahIM. emanA manamAM ema ke pudgalanI vaMza jatI raheze, zuM thaze A ? sArAnI vaMza jatI raheze ne khoTA vadhI jaze. A pudgalanI vaMza koI dA'Do 108 sahajatA gaI ja nathI. jJAtA-draSTA, akriya evo AtmA che. yatneya nA hoya ne prayatneya nA hoya. praznakartA : Apane AtmA judo varte eTale pradeze pradeze badhI jagyA e judo varte ? dAdAzrI : haM, badhI jagyAe. che ja judo, tamAreya judo che. praznakartA : che to judo ja, paNa A vartavAnI vAta che ne ? dAdAzrI : vartavAnuM eTale potAnuM jJAna sarvasva prakAre che. jeTaluM ajJAna eTaluM nA varte. praznakartA : paNa eno artha evo ke AkhA zarIramAM varte e pramANe ? dAdAzrI : hA, e pramANe ja varte. jeTaluM varte eTalo sahaja. jJAna thayA pachI deha sahaja thAya. kAraNa ke krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha jyAM khalAsa thayAM, tyAM sahajatA utpanna thAya. praznakartA : sahaja thavuM e ja moTI vAta che. dAdAzrI : moTI vAta nahIM, chellI vAta ! chevaTe sahaja ja thavuM paDaze ne ? chevaTe sahaja thayA vagara cAle ja nahIM. sahaja uparathI sAhijakatA. sahaja eTale aprayatna dazA. aprayatna dazAthI cA Ave to vAMdho nathI. aprayatna dazAthI khorAka Ave to vAMdho nathI. praznakartA : jamavAnuM yAda Ave, pelI cA yAda Ave, e badhAM ene vicAra AvyA kare to pelI sahajatA tUTI kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : sahajatA tUTI ja jAyane ! sahajatA tUTe tethI kaMI AtmA khAto nathI, e to khAnAro khAya che. chevaTe dehane sahaja karavAno che. AhArI thayo paNa sahaja karavAno. sahaja thavAnI ja jarUra. sahaja thatAM TAIma leze. paNa sahaja eTale pUrNatA. Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8iaMte pAmavI aprayatnadazA fe 110 e jatA sahaja yoganI rIta praznakartA : dehane sahaja thavA mATe kaMI sAdhana to joIene ? dAdAzrI : hA, sAdhano vagara to sahaja kema karIne thAya ? ane jJAnI puruSanAM ApelAM sAdhano joIe pAchAM, kevAM ? badhAM, e badhAMne cheTA rahIne, pote jue-jANe A badhuM. ane bahAra sahaja prApta saMyogo. be vAgyA sudhI jamavAnuM nA maLe to bolAya nahIM. traNa vAge, sADA traNe Ave to te vakhate, je vakhate Ape te... sahajatAmAM maLyuM hoya te bhale ne, dUdhapAka-pUrI ne mAlapUDA khA, jeTalA khavAya eTalA. ane pachI roTalo ne zAka maLyuM hoya teya khA. mAlapUDA ne dUdhapAkano Adara karIza nahIM ane roTalAne khaseDIza nahIM. have ekano Adara kare ne pelAno anAdara kare, dhaMdho ja zo ? praznakartA : game e sAdhana nA cAle ? game enuM ApeluM nA cAle ? dAdAzrI : sahaja yoga prApta karavo hoya, jene ajJAna dazA che, bhrAMtinI dazA che, temAMya sahaja rIte vartavAnI zarUAta kare tyAre sahaja mArga prApta thAya. savAramAM cA che te e mUkI jAya to pIvI ane nA mUkI jAya to kaMI nahIM. khAvAnuM e mukI de to khAvuM, nahIM to mAMgIne (bolIne) khavAya nahIM. tyAM Ama Ama (saMjJA) karIneya nA khavAya. e sahaja yoga bahu vasamo che A kALamAM to. satayugamAM sahaja yoga sAro hato. atyAre to loko mAgyA vagara mUke ja nahIMne ! pelo sahaja yogavALo mAryo jAya bicAro, A muzkela vastu che. ahIM sUI jAva to sUI javAnuM. mAMgavAno vakhata na Ave. sahaja prApta saMyogomAM ja rahevuM paDe to sahaja yoga che. bAkI bIjA badhA to lokoe kalpita dharmane UbhA karyA che. sahaja yoga ja nA thAya. e te kaMI lADavA khAvAnA khela nathI. badhI kalpanAo kara kara karelI. eka mahino sahaja rahene to pachI bIjo koI sahaja yoga karavA jevo ja nathI kazo. eka ja mahino sahaja rahe eTale bahu thaI gayuM. Adara-anAdara nahIM, te sahaja praznakartA: eka divasa sahaja rIte kADhavo hoya to kevI rIte rahevAya ? enuM vartana kevuM hoya ? dAdAzrI : sahaja prApta saMyogo, bahAra ane aMdara je mananA, buddhinA saMyogothI para thAya tyAre sahaja prApta thAya. aMdara je bUmAbUma kare mana-bana praznakartA : dAdA, sahaja thavuM, sahaja thavuM, e badhuM vAMcyuM'tuM bahu, paNa sahaja kevI rIte thavAya, te A Ape kIdhuM ne, ke dUdhapAka jo Avato hoya to khAne ne roTalo Avato hoya to te khA, e ApanI vAta uparathI pachI e vastu saheja kevI rIte thavuM, e samajamAM besI jAya. dAdAzrI : ekano anAdara nahIM ne ekano Adara nahIM e sahaja. AvI paDeluM enuM nAma sahaja, pachI cho kahe, bhaI, taLeluM che, taLeluM che, naDene ? mUA, taLeluM to vikRta buddhivALAne naDe. sahajane kazuM naDe nahIM. AvI paDeluM khA. AvI paDeluM duHkha bhogava, AvI paDeluM sukha bhogava. duHkha-sukha hotuM ja nathIne jJAnIne ! paNa AvI paDeluM. ane kaDavuM lAge to rahevA de ? praznakartA : nA, kADhI nAkhe. dAdAzrI : mATe e "zuM moTuM thatuM hoya' te thavA devuM. ApaNe Dakhala karavI nahIM, enuM nAma sahaja. A mArga sahajano che badho. praznakartA: 'sahaja milA so dUdha barAbara', ema kahe to sahajanI prApti prArabdhane AdhIna che, to puruSArthamAM zuM phera ? dAdAzrI : sahajanI prApti prArabdhane AdhIna nathI, e jJAnane AdhIna che. ajJAna hoya to asahaja thAya ane jJAna hoya to sahaja thayA kare. ajJAna hoya to asahaja chene jagata AkhuM ? Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] aMte pAmavI aprayatnadazA 111 112 sahajatA A to akrama vijJAna che, kama-brama kazuM nahIM. karavAnuM kazuM ja nahIM. kare tyAM AtmA nA hoya. kare tyAM saMsAra ne sahaja tyAM AtmA ! lagAma, kartApaNAnI praznakartA H have amAre keTalA vAge UThavuM joIe ? savAranA kAryakramo zuM karavA joIe ane jIvana kevI rIte jIvavuM joIe ? e jarA samajAvo. dAdAzrI : hA, samajAvIe. evuM che ke eka dA'Do lagAma choDI do, zanivAranA dADe rAtre ke ravivAranA divase savArathI lagAma choDI devI, ke have mAre kaMI calAvavuM nathI. juo ke cAle che ke ApaNe calAvavuM paDe che ? atyAra sudhI lagAma jhAlI'tI. eTale ApaNane ema lAge ke huM ja calAvuM chuM. paNa jyAre lagAma choDI daIe to cAle ke nA cAle ? praznakartA : cAle. dAdAzrI : savAramAM cA-nAsto nA Ave ? mane lAge che, savAramAM UThAya ja nahIM ne ? UThAya nahIM ? praznakartA : UThAya kharuM. dAdAzrI : te A tapAsa nathI karI ? eka dA'Do choDI dene lagAma, ane to bIje dA'De khabara paDe ke A to UlaTuM sAruM cAlyuM. A lagAma pakaDI tethI ja bagaDe che. sahaja thavA lagAma choDI che praznakartA : lagAma choDI devAnI eTale barAbara samajaNa nathI paDatI. lagAma choDI devAnI eTale zuM? dAdAzrI : ApaNA gharanA baLada hoyane ke jeNe ApaNuM ghara joyuM che evA baLadone pachI lagAma kheMca kheMca karIe ane bicArAne herAna karIe enA karatAM choDI dene, e ghera ja pahoMcADaze. e kaMI ghAMcamAM paDavA nA de. e avaLuM lAgene to tarata pharIne jAya. kAraNa ke ene potAnI sephasAIDa jovAnI chene ? ane A mUrkha hAMkalene to mArI nAkhaze. evuM A udayakarma chene, te pharsTa kalAsa rasto khoLI kADhe. hAMke A (ahaMkAra) mUo avaLo hAMke. badhuM bagADe pAcho. samajaNa ja nahIMne ! eTale ApaNe kahIe ke tuM lagAma choDI dene chAnomAno. e dahADe cAle che ke nahIM, e jo to kharo ? eTale ene khAtarI thAya, te pharI bIje dahADe cAlaze. praznakartA : eTale sahaja rIte je cAlatuM hoya e cAlavA devAnuM e divase ? dAdAzrI : lagAma nahIM pakaDavAnI. cAlyA kare che e barAbara che. sahaja zabda tuM je samajuM chuM e sahaja judI jAtanuM che. atyAre ahIM sahaja kahevAya nahIM. sahaja to chellA sTezananI vAta che. praznakartA: nA, eTale dAdA, enI meLe ja udayakarma pramANe cAlatuM hoya e pramANe cAlavA devuM? dAdAzrI : udayakarma je rIte kare che te pramANe karavA devuM. vyavasthitano anubhava thavA... praznakartA : to AmAM kartA-akartA, be bhAva kevI rIte siddha karavA ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe ravivAra hoya to nakkI karavAnuM maLaske UThatAM, dAdAnI pAse mAMgI levAnuM ke Aje huM lagAma choDI dauM chuM. lagAma choDIne besavAnuM. jema pelo hAMkanAro mANasa lagAma choDIne besane tema lagAma choDIne besavAnuM ne pachI joyA karavAnuM gADuM cAle che ke baMdha thaI gayuM. agara khADAmAM nAkhe che e badhuM jovAnuM. lagAma pakaDatAM hoya tyAM sudhI to pote hAMkeDu thayo, DrAIvara thayo. te lagAma ja choDI dIdhI ane dAdAne soMpI devI lagAma. pachI jovAnuM ApaNe, cAle che ke nathI cAlatuM? UlaTuM sAruM cAlaze. A calAvI calAvIne to dama kADhI nAkhyo. badhA eksiDanTa ja tethI kare che ne ! A lagAma hAthamAM che, tethI to eksiDanTa thAya che. A tamane vyavasthitanI geDa besI, eTale tamane anubhavamAM AvI gayuM Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] aMte pAmavI eprayatnadazA 113 114 sahajatA ane nA anubhavamAM AvyuM hoya to lagAma choDI de, pAMceva (IndriyonA) ghoDAnI. ane pachI ratha kaI bAju jAya che e joje. te pachI kahe che, bahu sAruM paDyuM A to, eTaluM badhuM sarasa gayuM. ane ghoDAne ahIM lohI nIkaLatuM. hatuM te baMdha thaI gayuM. A Ane hAMkatA nA AvaDe, te zuM kare che ? e caDhANa Ave che, tyAre kheMca kheMca kare che ane DhALa Ave, UtaravAnuM Ave tyAre DhIluM mUke che, e Thokara khaI jAya. AnA jevuM ja hoya che hAMkavAnuM. have Ane bhAna nahIM ne hAMkavA beTho che. te pelAne bicArAne lohI nIkaLyuM che. pelA bicArA ghoDAya samajI jAya ke A cakkara ko'ka maLI gayo Aje. A zeTha cakkara maLyo che. zeTha kaMIka sArA maLaze tyAre ApaNI dazA pAMsarI thaze. tyAre Aro maLI Avaze. eTale AvuM, enA karatAM choDI de ne, tuM. te choDAvI dIdhA pachI che te kahe che, "bahu sarasa A to, vyavasthita bahu suMdara.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'thoDuMka vyavasthita upara besI jA. ghoDA nA jhAlIza, mUA." eka ravivAranA dahADe evuM nA thAya ? mahinAmAM cAra dahADA ? praznakartA : thAya. dAdAzrI : te cAra ravivAra lagAma choDI do to khabara paDI jAya, tamane anubhavamAM AvI jAya, kartA-artA bhAva. te lagAmane savAranA pahoramAM UThyo tyArathI jhAle. mUA nA jhAlIza, choDI de ahIMthI. kAyama amArI lagAma chUTelI hoya. lagAma amArA hAthamAM ja nA hoya. ghoDA cAlyA ja kare. tamAre ko'ka dahADeya tame abhyAsa karI zako ne ? amAre kAyama hoya. lagAma choDI devAnI ke bIka lAge che choDI detAM? goThavo eka divasano prayoga praznakartA : lagAma eTale 'huM karuM chuM' e bhAva choDI devAno ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lagAma eTale 'huM karuM chuM' e bhAva nahIM, badho ja bhAva. lagAma ja choDI devAnI. roja lagAma ja pakaDI che. te dahADe lagAma choDI devAnA bhAve nakkI karyA, 'dAdA, tamane lagAma soMpI, have huM to jJAtA-draSTA." eTale pachI rahyuM ja nahIMne ! pachI to khabara paDI jAya badhuM Akho dahADo. khabara paDe ke cA maLe che ke nathI maLatI ? jamavAnuM maLe che ke nathI maLatuM ? jamavAmAM maracuM Ave che ke nathI AvatuM. maracuM joItuM hoya to ? badhuM Ave evuM che. A to dhIraja rahe nahIMne mANasane ane evuM bhAna ja nathI ne ! 'huM karuM chuM' to thAya che A ane varlDamAM koI saMDAsa javAnI zaktivALo koI mANasa pAkyo nathI. jyAre aTake tyAre khabara paDe ke A svataMtra zakti mArI nahotI. e DaoNkTarone khabara paDe kyAre ? jyAre aTake tyAre. tyAre khabara paDI jAyane ? bIjA DaoNkTarane bolAvavo paDe ne ? tyAre ApaNe nA kahIe, 'DokTara, tame to bahu moTA hatA ne !' tyAre kahe, "nA, mAre bIjAne bolAvavA paDe." eTale potAnI svataMtra zakti nathI A. eTale te dahADe kartA-akartA bhAva beu mAlama paDI jAya. te pAMca karmendriyo ane jJAnendriyo ghoDA che, have A pAMca ghoDA cAle che. hAMkanAramAM samajaNa nA hovAthI kheMca kheMca kare tyAre ghoDo Thokara khAya jAya ane gADI UMdhI paDe. ema ApaNA lokone hAMkatAM AvaDatuM nathI. eTale kRSNa bhagavAne zuM kahyuM ke bhaI arjuna, tuM mahIM besa, tane nahIM AvaDe ane bhagavAna jAte beThA. bhagavAna beThA eTale vyavasthita badhuM A calAve che. eTale tamAre lagAma choDI devI. A ghoDA kaI bAju jAya che te joyA karo. vyavasthita samajAze ke ohoho ! Akho dahADo lagAma choDI dIdhuM toya A cAlyuM. khAvApIvAnuM, saMDAsa-baMDAsa, vepAra-bepAra badhuM thayuM ? tyAre kahe, 'hA, badhuM sAruM thayuM, rojanA karatAM sAruM thayuM." lagAma mAtra choDI devAnI, te rAtathI ja nakkI karavAnuM ke savAramAM UThyA tyArathI lagAma dAdAne soMpI devI che. jevuM arjune kRSNa bhagavAnane soMpI dIdhI'tIne evI soMpI devAnI. A lagAma choDI devAno prayoga aThavADiyAmAM eka dahADo tame karI to juo ? ravivAra hoya te dahADe savAranA pahoramAM lagAma choDI devAnI ane kahevAnuM ke 'dAdA, A nADa tamane soMpI.' A pAMceya indriyarUpI ghoDAonI nADa amane soMpI devAnI ane tamAre to khAlI joyA ja karavAnuM Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] aMte pAmavI eprayatnadazA 115 116 sahajatA. praznakartA : have jene pUruM karI levuM che, ene aparigrahI dazA joIze. atyArano Akho vyavahAra Ubho che, temAM kevI rIte nikAla karIe ? temAM kevI rIte aparigrahI dazA lAvavI ? dAdAzrI : e to tAruM tane potAne ja khabara paDaze. praznakartA : enI cAvI Apone. ke kevI rIte cAle che te. A gADI khADAmAMya nahIM paDavA de ne kazuMya thavA deze nahIM. ame tamane aThavADiyAmAM eka dahADo lagAma choDI devAnuM kahIe chIe. vakhate bhUlacUka thai jAya to 'dAdA, A pharIthI lagAma pakaDI lIdhI tenI mAphI mAMguM chuM ne have nahIM pakaDuM' evuM bolIne pAchI lagAma pharIthI choDI devI. zarUAtamAM bhUla thAya, prekTisa paDatAM jarA vAra lAge. pachI bIjI, trIjI vakhate 'karekTanesa' AvI jAya. pachI ethI AgaLa vadhavA mATe, ethI AgaLano progrAma jovo hoya to 'caMdubhAi zuM bole che, ane jo jo karavAnuM ke A karekTa che ke nahIM ?" jJAta jANI, rahevuM jAgRta praznakartA : dAdA, lakSa to pelI chellI dazAnuM ja che ke e dazA pUrI thavA mATe A je je kacAzo che, jyAre jANIe ke chellI dazA A che ne AvuM hovuM ghaTe, to have tene mATe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : e to jyAre e vyavahAra badho chUTe tyAre kAma thAya tAruM. praznakartA have aprayatna dazAe pahoMcavA mATe e phAIlamAMthI nIkaLavuM kaI rIte ? dAdAzrI : e tane khabara paDene, e kevI rIte ? A vyavahAra tane vaLagyo nathI, tuM vyavahArane vaLagyo che. ame to A cetavIe ke bhaI, A badhI nukasAnakartA vastuo che. tamAre je joIe che temAM bAdhaka vastuo che eTaluM cetavIe. pachI emane gamatI hoya to karyA ja kare. emAM mAre nA kahevAnuM kyAM che ? praznakartA: jyAre tyAre to chUTavuM to paDaze ja ne, emAM chUTako thoDo dAdAzrI : nA, paNa A UbhI koNe karI ? te karI ? tuM bhaNato hato, te nokarImAM zI rIte Avyo ? te zuM kareluM ? e to vyavahArane vagaLyo che ne pachI pAcho kahe che ke huM karuM chuM. A badhuM coMTI paDyuM che. praznakartA: A pote vyavahArane vaLagyo che to pachI je ghaDIe choDavo hoya te ghaDIe e vyavahAra choDI devAya ? ene kevI rIte choDI devAya ? dAdAzrI : kevI rIte baMdhAyo tevI rIte choDI devAno. praznakartA : pachI gharanI phAIlo rahI, gharanI phAIlonuM zuM ? dAdAzrI : phAIlono nikAla ApaNe karavAno che ne ? praznakartA : paNa jyAM sudhI vyavahAra hoya tyAM sudhI e vacce UbhuM rahyA kare ne ? dAdAzrI : e to vyavahArano nikAla karI nAkhe jhaTapaTa, plenanI TikiTa kaDhAvI hoya ne varasAda ekadama varasyo, te nikAla karyA vagara besI rahe ? praznakartA: e to mArga kADhIne pahoMcI jAya. jANo vyavahAra udavyasvarUpa bhagavAne pharajiyAta vyavahArane zuddha vyavahAra kahyo. praznakartA H hA, to nokarI mATe javuM paDe ene ? dAdAzrI : nA, nokarI e pharajiyAta vyavahAra nathI. e che ja nahIM, dAdAzrI : hA, paNa eTale jJAna jANavAnuM pachI. jene utAvaLa hoya tene aparigrahI thavuM joIe. hA, nahIM to bhajiyAM khAtAM khAtAM javAnuM. bemAMthI eka nakkI thavuM joIe. Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] aMte pAmavI eprayatnadazA 117 118 sahajatA nokarI karavAnuM che ja nahIM. nokarI, vepAra ke khetIvADI karavI, evuM che ja nahIM praznakartA: to e uDAvI devAya evI vastu thaI ne ? dAdAzrI : e to sukha hoya ja nahIMne ! jene AgaLanI dazAo prApta karavI che, tene e hoya ja nahIM. e to samabhAve nikAla karato haze, tene cAle. praznakartA : Ama AtmajAgRti utpanna thavI ane vyavahAra karavo, potAnI badhI zaktio veDaphIne vyavahAra karavA jevuM thAya che. dAdA pAse jJAnanI samaja prApta karavI ane tyAM jaIne badhI zakti veDaphI nAkhavI, enA jevuM thAya che e to. - dAdAzrI : evuM che ne ke A khAvAnuM zarIranI jarUriyAta che ne, nesesiTI, enA vagara zarIra paDI jAya, marI jAya. eTalA pUrato ja vyavahAra che ane teya bhagavAne kahyuM ke eka ja vakhata khAje. tethI kaMI marI nahIM javAya. te vahorIne khAje ane pIDA nahIM ApaNe vAsaNo-bAsaNo lAvavAnI, kapaDAM mAMgIne laI leje. pachI Akho dahADo puruSArtha karyA karaje, upayogamAM raheje. praznakartA : udaya svarUpe A rahyA kare ane pote upayogamAM rahe ? dAdAzrI : hA, Akho dahADo upayogamAM rahene, pachI bhAMjaghaDa nahIM, e pIDA nahIM. Avazyaka zuM ? anAvazyaka zuM? A to pote jaMjALathI vIMTAya che. roja roja vadhAre ne vadhAre vIMTAya che. gharamAM bAga na hato te lokono bAga joIne pote bAga Ubho kare. pachI tyAM khoda khoda khoda kare, khAtara laI Ave che, pAcho pANI nAkha nAkha kare che. UlaTuM A jaMjALa vadhAra vadhAra vadhAra kare che, mUo. keTalI jaMjALa rAkhavA jevI hatI ? praznakartA : khAvA-pIvA jeTalI. dAdAzrI : haMa, Avazyaka jene kahevAmAM Ave. Avazyaka eTale jenA vagara na cAle. nA khaIe to zuM thAya ? manuSyapaNuM nakAmuM jAya. zuM thAya ? eTale evuM kaMI nahIM ke atyAre tuM veDhamI (pUraNapUrI)ne evuM tevuM badhuM khA. je kaMI khIcaDI ke dALa-bhAta hoya paNa Avazyaka, enA pUratuM ApaNe paravaza rahevAnuM hatuM. zenA pUratuM ? Avazyaka. praznakartA : barobara. dAdAzrI : have khAdhuM eTale kaMI khAdhuM ekaluM cAle ? pAchuM enuM pariNAma Ave, rijhalTa to Ave ke nA Ave, je karo tenuM ? praznakartA : AvyA ja kare. dAdAzrI : zuM pariNAma Ave khAdhelAnuM ? praznakartA : saMDAsa javuM paDe. dAdAzrI : pachI pANI pIdhuM to ? bAtharUmamAM doDadhAma karavI paDe. zvAsa lIdho, te ucchavAsa thAya. paNa AnI jarUriyAta che. zvAsa nA laIe toya nukasAna, pANI nA le toya nukasAna. A badhI Avazyaka cIjo. have kapaDuM e paNa Avazyaka che. ziyALAne dahADe zuM thAya ? kAraNa ke A badhI sIjhanane AdhIna mANasa, e mANasane potAnI prakRtine AdhIna badhI sIjhana nA thAya. koI mANasa ziyALAne dahADe garama kapaDAM vagara rahI zake che, tyAre unALAmAM tenAthI rahevAya nahIM. evuM hoya che ne ? eTale kaMI paNa kapaDuM joIe. paNa kapaDuM kevuM hoya ? khAdInuM hoya, bIjuM hoya, game tevuM hoya, ochA bhAvanuM ane ApaNe kapaDuM zarIra DhAMke eTaluM joIe. A meM kola karyo che e nA joIe. A kapha karyo che ne enI kaMI jarUra nahIM. kevA kolara ne kapha kare che ne ? anUAvazyaka, eTale Avazyaka pUratuM jo samaje to koI ja jAtanuM mANasane du:kha nathI. A jAnavarone du:kha nathI, to pachI mANasane du:kha hotuM haze ? A to anAvazyaka vadhAra vadhAra kare. sleba karyo te karyo paNa meMglorI naLiyAM DhAMkyA uparathI, badhuM vadhAre che ke nathI vadhAratA ? tame thoDuM ghaNuM vadhAreluM ? Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] aMte pAmavI aprayatnadazA pachI bUmo pADe, yA khudA paravadigAra ! phasAyA' kaheze ! are mUA, teM vadhAryuM che ne to pachI emAM khudA zuM kare te ? ApaNe anAvazyaka vadhArIe emAM khudA zuM kare bicArA ? tamane kema lAge che ? bolatA nathI ? ApaNe anAvazyaka jarUriyAto vadhArIe ane khudAne pachI nAma daIe ke he khudA ! huM phasAyo. eTale A saMsAramAM Avazyaka cIja kaI ne anAvazyaka kaI, te nakkI karI levuM. Avazyaka eTale avazya jarUra paDe ja ane anAvazyaka to mAthe lIdheluM, mohane laIne. game eTalI anAvazyaka cIjo hoya enI pAse rAjamahelamAM, toya bAra-sADA bAra thAya eTale pAchuM AhAra levA to AvavuM ja paDaze ne ! kAraNa ke e Avazyaka cIja che. bIjuM nahIM hoya to cAlaze. pANI che, khorAka che, havA che, e Avazyaka cIjo che. zuM kAmanI vAta che ? praznakartA : barAbara che. 119 dAdAzrI : have anAvazyaka ochAM thAya evAMya nathI. koI kaheze, mAre ochAMya karavAM che paNa thatAM nathI. chokarAMnI vahu bUmAbUma kare che, gharamAM bairI kacakaca karyA kare che. paNa manamAM eTalo bhAva hoya ke mAre ochAM karavAM che. eTalo bhAva thAya toya bahu thaI gayuM. evuM che ne, ApaNe jiMdagImAM Avazyaka ane anAvazyaka benuM lisTa banAvavuM joIe. ApaNA gharamAM dareka cIjo joI levI ane Avazyaka keTalI ane anAvazyaka keTalI. anAvazyaka uparathI bhAva utArI nAkhavo ane Avazyaka joDe to bhAva rAkhavo ja paDe, chUTako ja nathI ne ! jeTaluM vadhAre anAvazyaka, eTalI vadhAre upAdhi. Avazyakeya upAdhi che chatAMya upAdhi gaNAya nahIM, jarUriyAta che eTale. paNa anAvazyaka e badhI upAdhi. dareka vastu, Avazyaka badhuM, vicAryA vagaranuM sahaja thavuM joIe. enI meLe ja thAya. pezAba karavAnI rAha nA jovI paDe. enI meLe ja thAya ane te jagyA nA jue. ane Amane to A buddhizALIone jagyAe jovI paDe. peluM to jyAM pezAba karavAnuM thAya tyAM thaI jAya, enuM nAma Avazyaka badhuM. 120 sahajatA sahajatAnI chellI dazA kevI ? praznakartA : A to ekadama chellI dazAnI vAta thaIne ? dAdAzrI : chellI ja ne ! tyAre bIjI kaI ? chellI dazAnA uparathI AgaLanI dazAo ApaNe karatAM jaIe to evI dazA utpanna thAya. paNa AgaLathI ja dukAna moTI karatA gayA hoya to ? chellI dazA moDI Ave. praznakartA H chellI dazAnuM pikcara sAme hoya to ja tyAM sudhI javAyane ? dAdAzrI : to ja jaI zakIe. A eka pikcara chellI dazAnuM ApuM chuM. phakta Avazyaka ekalAM ja hoya. teya thALI-loTo nA hoya ane Avazyakeya mutaraDI AvatAM sudhI rAha nA jue. e sahaja eTale tyAM ja, gAyo-bheMsonI peTha. emane zaramambarama kazuM hoya nahIM. gAyo-bheMsone zarama Ave che ? kema A lagnanA mAMDavAnI aMdara gAya UbhI hoya toya ? te ghaDIe viveka nA kare ? praznakartA : H jarAya nahIM, koIno viveka nA rAkhe. badhAnA kapaDAM bagADe. eTale AvI sahaja sthiti vakhate potAno upayoga kevo hoya ? dAdAzrI : bilakula kampliTa ! deha sahaja to AtmA bilakula kampliTa !! praznakartA : to enI bahAranI pratye dRSTi ja nA hoya ? dAdAzrI : e badhuM kampliTa hoya. bahAra e badhuM dekhAyA kare. dRSTimAM ja AvI gayuM badhuM ane e ja sahaja AtmasvarUpa, te parama guru. jeno AtmA Avo sahaja raheto hoya, te ja parama guru ! praznakartA : to pachI A atyAre kahe ne ke A pelI mUtaraDI khoLe ke zarama Ave, e kone ? e zuM vastu che ? dAdAzrI : viveka rahyo ja ne ? te sahajatA nA rahevA de. sahajatAmAM ja to viveka kazuM ja nA hoya. sahajatAmAM to e kyAre khAya ke jyAre pelo Ape tyAre khAya, nahIM to mAMgavAnuMya nahIM, vicAreya nahIM, kazuMya nahIM. te bhUkha Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 121 [8] aMte pAmavI aprayatnadazA lAgatI hoya to emAMya pote nahIM. praznakartA : bhUkha lAgatI hoya tyAre zuM kare ? dAdAzrI : kazuMya nahIM. praznakartA : ene udaya paNa evA hoya ne, bhUkha lAge tyAre vastu bhegI thAya ? dAdAzrI : e to niyama ja hoya, bhegI thaI jAya. badhuM bheguM thaI jAya, saheja. praznakartA : eTale pachI to AvazyakamAM jAya ja. khAvAnuM hoya, kapaDAM nardIne ? AvazyakamAM kapaDAM nahIMne ? dAdAzrI : kazuM hoya nahIM. Avazyaka eTale kapaDAM-bapaDAM kazuM Ave nahIM, dehanI ja jarUriyAta. sahaja dazA pahoMcavAnI peravImAM... praznakartA : atyAre A saMjogomAM chIe ane A badhI Avazyaka karatAMya ghaNI badhI vadhAre cIjo che atyAre ane tyAMthI Avazyaka sthiti sudhI pahoMcavAno sAMdho kayo ? rasto kayo ? dAdAzrI : A ochuM thAya tema tema. jeTaluM vadhArIe to moDuM thaze. ochuM karIe to vaheluM thaze. praznakartA : ochuM karavA mATe zuM karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : tAre nathI paiNavuM to ochuM nahIM thAya ? ane paiNavuM hoya tene ? praznakartA: vadhI jAya. dAdAzrI : hA, to basa. kaMI nizcaya to hoya ne ? badhuM yojanApUrvaka hoya ke ema ne ema gayuM hoya ? mokSe javuM che to yojanApUrvaka hoyane? 122 sahajatA praznakartA : yojanApUrvaka eTale pote karavuM paDe che evuM ? yojanApUrvaka pote goThavavuM paDe che ? AvAM Disijhana badhAM goThavavAM paDe ? dAdAzrI : goThavavAmAM nahIM, e to goThavAI ja gayelAM hoya badhAM. A to ApaNe che te A vAto karIe chIe. A AmAMthI jeTalo bhAva ocho thAya to rAge paDe to sahaja thAya, nahIM to sahaja zI rIte thAya te ? ApaNA manamAM mAneluM cAle nahIM. manamAM mAneluM eka paNa cAlyuM, te cAlatuM haze ? praznakartA: A paraNavAnuM nahIM, to e dizAnI AkhI jaMjALa ochI thaI jAya... dAdAzrI : jeTalI jaMjALa ochI eTalo sahaja thato jAya ane eTalo ja te helpaphula thAya. jaMjALa AgaLa vadhArIe to sahajatA ochI thatI jAya. ApaNe kaMIka jJAna ApyuM, tyArathI thoDoka sahaja thayo che, kaMIka aMzamAM. ane koI kaheze, A cAlone, have dAdAe 'phAIlo' kahI che e jeTalI karIe, eno vAMdho zuM che have ? te ApaNe kaMI nA pADIe, ene avaLuM karavuM hoya to ? praznakartA: A bahAranI vastuo ochI thavA mATe aMdaranI jAgRti kevI hovI joIe ? dAdAzrI : aMdaranI jAgRti evI hovI joIe ke e vastuo ene du:khadAyI lAgyA kare. praznakartA: have to Ape dekhADyuM ke Avazyaka sivAyanI badhI vastuo jeTalI pADI devAya eTalI pADI nAkhavI joIe, evuM ja thayuM ne ? dAdAzrI : haM. badhI na hovI joIe. vaLagI paDI hoya to dhIme dhIme kema karIne choDI devI, enI peravImAM rahevuM. praznakartA : eTale e choDI devAnuM zemAM rahe ? A vastuo nA hovI joIe kahyuM ne ? dAdAzrI : choDI devuM. zabdo nahIM jokhavAnA AmAM. A to aMdara ApaNe samajI javAnuM ke A AnAthI kyAre chUTAya ? potAne ahitakArI lAge Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [8] aMte pAmavI aprayatnadazA 123 124 sAha jatA dAdAzrI : chUTuM pADeluM nahIM, aparigrahavALo ja 'huM'. praznakartA e kaI rIte paNa ? kAraNa ke atyAranA saMjogo badhA evA che ke ekeya vastu khaseDI khase evI nathI, bhAvanAmAM hoya paNa pahelo rasto A che ke e vastuthI chUTA thaI javuM. dAdAzrI : 'AI' vIdhAuTa 'mA' ijha goDa. badhI 'mA'nI phAcara che. praznakartA : eTale 'mA' kADhI nAkhe, to vastu to tyAMnI tyAM bhale paDI ? dAdAzrI : hA, basa, chevaTe A dehane sahaja karavAno che. je te citarAmaNa vadhAre karyuM hoyane, tene asahaja vadhAre kareluM hoya. eTale ene sahaja thatAM vAra lAge. amAre citarAmaNa nA karyuM hoya, te jhaTa ukela AvI gayo) ! to tarata choDI de. juone, paiNavAnI vakhate nA pADI de che, cokhkhIcaTTa. praznakartA: A potAne ahitakArI vastu lAge evuM badhI bAbatamAM pakaDAvuM joIe. dAdAzrI : badhuM lAge tyAre dahADo vaLe ne ! bIjAmAM InTaresTa che haju to. tamane paiNavAmAM InTaresTa nathI to cokhkhuM kahI do cho, hoya mAruM. bahAranA saMjogo Ave toya pheMkI do cho. evuM badhuM hovuM joIene ? parigrahatA sAgaramAM saMpUrNa aparigrahI praznakartA to A parigrahane saMkocavo e limiTa ke parigrahanI maryAdA bAMdhavI ? dAdAzrI : A jJAna pachI tamAre badhuMya DiscArja che. parigraha vadhAravo teya DiscArja ane parigrahanI maryAdA karavI te ya DiscArja ane aparigrahI rahevuM teya DiscArja. kAraNa ke aparigrahI rahevAno je bhAva karyo hato, tethI aparigrahI AvyuM. paNa eya DiscArja che, eya choDI devuM paDaze. eya tyAM mokSa nA Ave kaMI joDe. e to je sTezane e helpa karatuM hoya te sTezane helpa kare. A sTezane helpa kazuM kare nahIM. A sTezane to tAre eno ukela lAvavAno che. ene saoNlva karI nAkhavAnA che badhAne. praznakartA : e jyAre aMdara cokkasapaNe nakkI che ke A vastu mArI nathI, to koI kheMcI jAya toya huM chUTo ja chuMne AnAthI ? dAdAzrI : hA, evuM badhuM hovuM joIe to vAMdho nathI. e bharata rAjAne evuM hatuM ke AkhuM rAja badhuM laI le, rANIo uThAvI jAya toya hase evA hatA. kAM to pachI e badhuM hovuM ja nA joIe. parigraha hovA chatAM saMpUrNa aparigrahI hovo joIe. amane evuM che, badhA parigraha hovA chatAMya saMpUrNa aparigrahI ! praznakartA : e parigraha hovA chatAM saMpUrNa aparigrahI eTale vastu ane pote, enuM evuM zuM kanekazana karyuM ? e kevI rIte chUTuM pADyuM? Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 126 sahajatA [9] na karavAnuM kAMI, kevaLa jANavAnuM sahajatA eTale ja aprayAsa dazA praznakartA : peluM caraNavidhimAM chene, mana-vacana-kAyAnI ApanA jevI sahajatA mane prApta thAo, to e sahajatA kevI ? dAdAzrI : sahajatA eTale jADI bhASAmAM kahe to aprayAsa dazA, koI paNa prayAsa nahIM. AtmAe karIne prayAsa nahIM ane dehe karIne koI prayAsa nahIM. mAnasikeya prayAsa naha ne buddhinoya prayAsa nahIM. praznakartA : e pachI mana-vacana-kAyAno sumeLa to hoyane ? dAdAzrI : anAyAsa dazA thaI. basa, prayAsa nahIM. ane emAMthI prayAsa karanAra nIkaLI jAya. mana-vacana-kAyA kAma karanArA che paNa prayAsa karanAro nIkaLI jAya. prayAsa karanAranI gerahAjarI e che te sahaja dazA ane prayAsa karanAranI hAjarI e asahaja. eTale e prayAsa karanAro javAthI sahaja. pachI je kriyA thatI hoya te e kriyAno vAMdho nathI, prayAsa karanArano vAMdho che. prayAsanI jarUra nahIM, ema kahIe to to pachI loko kAma karavAnuM choDI de badhuM choDI devAno bhAva kare. eTale prayAsanI jarUra.. praznakartA : paNa hakIkta zuM che aMdaranI, ekjhaTa ? dAdAzrI : e prayAsa karanAro ja jato rahe eTale basa thaI gayuM. praznakartA H A je mana-vacana-kAyAnI prakriyA thAya che te vakhate prayAsa karanAro kharekhara hoya che kharo ? dAdAzrI : prayAsa karanAro che te mATe ja A prayAsa kahevAya che. e sahaja nathI kahevAtuM. prayAsa karanAro jato rahe eTale enI e ja vastu pachI sahaja kahevAya. praznakartA : to A mana-vacana-kAyAnI je prakriyA prayAsa karanAro kare che tyAre je banI jAya che ane prayAsa karanAro jato rahe che tyAre je bane che e kharekhara to banne mikenikala ja hatuMne? dAdAzrI : vastu ekanI eka ja che banavAmAM, banavAmAM cenja nathI. praznakartA : eTale ANe jo prayAsa karyo nA hota toya e ja banata ? dAdAzrI : prayAsamAM Dakhala che, e bhAMjaghaDa che. praznakartA: Dakhalano bhogavaTo potAne Ave che ke DakhalathI mana-vacanakAyAno pheraphAra thAya che ? dAdAzrI : e pheraphAra thavAnoya nathI. prayAsa karyo mATe aprayAsa nA kahevAya. praznakartA : e kharuM che paNa e prayAsa thAya che, tenAthI mana-vacanakAyAnI prakriyAmAM pheraphAra thAya che ? dAdAzrI : kazoya pheraphAra nahIM ! praznakartA: to pachI prayAsa karavAthI zuM pariNAma UbhuM thAya che? praznakartA : eTale ene A prayAsa karavAnI pelI AMTI ja paDelI che. dAdAzrI : hA. praznakartA : A koI paNa prakriyAmAM prayAsanI kharekhara jarUra ja nathI ? dAdAzrI : prayAsanI jarUra, peluM eno karanAro nA hovo joIe. Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [9] na karavAnuM kAMI, kevaLa jANavAnuM dAdAzrI : e to eno ahaMkAra che khAlI, 'huM karuM chuM' ! praznakartA : enAthI AvatA bhavanI javAbadArI gaNAya ? 127 dAdAzrI : hA, AvatA bhavanI javAbadArI le che. kAraNa ke e roMga bilIpha che. praznakartA H ane e roMga bilIpha chUTI jAya to prayAsa karanAro jato rahyo kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : pachI aprayAsa dazA, sahaja thaI gayo. ame khAIe-pIe e badhuM sahaja kahevAya. praznakartA : to roMga bilIpha hatI tyAre prayAsa karanAro kahevAyo, e roMga bilIpha gayA pachI zuM bane che e ? dAdAzrI : : kazuMya nathI banatuM, Dakho jato rahe che. praznakartA : paNa jene roMga bilIpha hatI enuM astitva hoya che pachI ? dAdAzrI : eka bAju AtmA ne eka bAju A deha, aprayAsa deha, manavacana-kAyA. e pachI pudgala to che ja, paNa te vacce igoijhama bhAga UDI gayo. rahI. jene sTreIna paDato hato e cAlyo gayo, thAkato hato te cAlyo gayo. kaMTALI jato hato te cAlyo gayo, vo saba cale gayA. praznakartA : to rahyo koNa ? dAdAzrI : kazuMya nahIM, A sahaja rahyuM. bIjA koInI mahIM Dakhala nA praznakartA : A dehanI kriyA karavAnI hoya, vANI che, paNa emAM pelo ahaMkAranI to jarUra paDe chene ? dAdAzrI : kazI jarUra nahIM. kaoNjhijha karanAro ja cAlyo gayo tyAM ! 128 sahajatA iphekTa ekalI rahI. praznakartA : to pachI peluM kaho chone tame ke ahaMkAra sahI nA kare tyAM sudhI kriyAmAM nA Ave, to e kayo ahaMkAra pachI ? dAdAzrI : DiscArja ahaMkAra. : praznakartA H to A DiscArja ahaMkAranI kriyAmAM, enA pariNAmamAM zuM phera hoya ? dAdAzrI : sahaja ! prayAsa karanAra nA hoya, sahaja hoya. praznakartA : hA, paNa e sahaja hoya emAM, pelo prayAsa karanAro ahaMkAra nA hoya, paNa DiscArja ahaMkAra to hoyane emAM ? dAdAzrI : eno vAMdho nahIM. e to hoya ja ne ! e to enuM badhuM maDadAla. enuM nAma ja sahaja kriyA. 'jovA'thI jAya aMtarAyo, nahIM ke khaseDavAthI praznakartA : mokSa meLavavo e sahaja che. e sahajamAM je aMtarAyo Ave che, ene rokyA e puruSArtha che. dAdAzrI : hA. paNa e puruSArtha eTale 'jovAno' che khAlI. aMtarAyo jovAnA che, bIjuM kazuM karavAnuM nathI. khaseDavAmAM to khaseDanAra joIe pAcho. eTale saMyogone khaseDavA e guno che. je saMyoga viyogI svabhAvanA che, ene khaseDavuM e guno che. eTale ApaNe joyA ja karavAnuM. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, A vAta satya ke mokSa meLavavo e puruSArthamAM kaMI karavApaNuM nathI, e barobara ? dAdAzrI : sahaja che e vastu. praznakartA : eTale e ApaNo svabhAva che, AtmAno ? dAdAzrI : e to AtmAno svabhAva che. A pANI jema misIsIpI Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9i] na karavAnuM kAMI, kevaLa jANavAnuM 129 13) sahajatA nadImAMthI nIkaLe te traNa hajAra mAIla sudhI ema ne ema dariyAne khoLI ja kADhe. eno svabhAva che, sahaja svabhAva che. praznakartA : e svabhAvamAM AvavA mATe puruSArtha karavo paDe ? dAdAzrI : vibhAvika puruSArtha kare to maLe ? gAMDo mANasa puruSArtha kare ne DAhyo thAya evuM bane kharuM ? eTale DAhyA mANasanI tAbe javAnuM che ke Apa kRpA karo, kahIe. praznakartA : dAdA, tame kaho cho ke mokSa be kalAkamAM maLe. pahelo, jo jJAnIno aMtarAya jAya to! dAdAzrI : hA, paNa e aMtarAya jAya nahIMne ! aMtarAya karelAne ! praznakartA : hA, paNa e tame kahyuM, 'khAlI ene (aMtarAyone) jovAnuM ja kIdhuM, jJAtA-draSTA bhAve." dAdAzrI : joye ja chUTako. je aMtarAya che e saMyoga svarUpe Ave che ane e enI meLe viyogI svabhAvanA che. ene joye ja chUTako thAya. saMyogo kikAlI tyAM kaDAkUTo zuM? praznakartA: paNa dAdA, emAM to keTalAM janmo joIe e chUTavA mATe ? to ene mATe A badhuM nikAlI che ema samajavuM ? dAdAzrI : nikAlI ja che. A lokoe nahIM samajavAthI ja A garabaDa karI che. nikAlI to samajI lone ! jo grahaNIya kare to coMTI paDe, jo tyAga kare to ahaMkAra coMTI paDe. tyAganAreya ahaMkArI ja hoya ane tyAganuM phaLa AgaLa Ave. ApaNA loko kahe che, "tyAge isaka Age." e jo tamAre devagatinuM sukha bhogavavuM hoya to ahIMyAM eka strI choDa, kahe che. eTale ApaNe to tyAga ne grahaNa, beu nA joIe, nikAla joIe. saMyogo badhA viyogI svabhAvanA che ane saMyogo ApaNI DakhalathI UbhA thayA che. A Dakhala nA karI hota to saMyogo UbhA nA thAta. jyAM sudhI jJAna nahotuM maLyuM tyAM sudhI Dakhala karyA ja karatA hatA ane manamAM gumAna laIne pharatA hatA, ke huM bhagavAnano dharma pALuM chuM ! jaDa ne caitanya banne dravyano svabhAva bhinna, supratitapaNe banne jene samajAya che, svarUpa cetana nija, jaDa che saMbaMdha mAtra... zrImad rAjacaMdra jaDa saMbaMdha che ane AtmA caitanya che, pote che. pote saMbaMdhI ane A jaDa saMbaMdha mAtra che. ApaNane saMyogano saMbaMdha thayelo che. baMdha nathI thayo, saMbaMdha thayelo che. ane saMyogo pAchA viyogI svabhAvavALA che. ApaNe kahIe ke A vaLagyuM, A vaLagyuM. mUA, vaLagyuM paNa A vaLagaNane choDAvavA mATe bhUvAne bolAvavo paDaze ne A to enI meLe vakhata thaze, eTale chUTI jaze. A vaLagaNa koIne vaLagyuM hoya, to bhUvAne bolAve tyAre utare. ane A tane saMyogo je vaLagyA che, te viyogI svabhAvanA che. mATe tAre bhUvAne nahIM bolAvavo paDe. eka phero jJAnI puruSa pAsethI AtmA prApta karI le, pachI saMyoga saMbaMdha badho viyogI svabhAvavALo che. saMyogo pArakA, sahajatA potAnI praznakartA : saMyogamAMthI sahajamAM gayo eTale pachI chUTI gayuM ne pachI sahajamAM ja AvI gayo ne ? dAdAzrI : sahajamAM rahyo eTale saMyoga chUTI jAya. pote sahajamAM gayo eTale saMyoga chuTI gayA. saMyogamAMthI pote sahajamAM jaI zake ane sahajamAM gayA pachI saMyoga chUTI jAya (kharI paDe). praznakartA: have saMyoga e paNa sahajamAM jAya ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, saMyogamAMthI sahajamAM jAya. saMyoga sahaja thAya nahIM ne ! sahaja vastu judI che ne saMyoga vastu judI che. phera, karavuM paDe te 'varte' emAM praznakartA : eka vAra satsaMgamAM Ape kaheluM ke eka sTeja evI hoya Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [9] na karavAnuM kAMI, kevaLa jANavAnuM 131 13 sahajatA ke caMdubhAI kare che ane emAM ja tanmayAkAra hoya. bIjI sTeja evI hoya ke caMdubhAI judA ane pote judo. eTale A kartA judo ane pote judo ane trIjI TopanI sTeja evI che ke caMdubhAI zuM kare che ene paNa jue che, AtmA caMdubhAIne jue che e samajAvo jarA. dAdAzrI : zuM samajavAnuM che emAM ? praznakartA: e sTeja kayuM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne. A jovAnA kAryomAM paDyA che te e kArya jovAnuM sahaja hovuM joIe. jovAnuM ene karavuM paDe che, jJAtA-draSTA rahevuM paDe che eTale eneya paNa jANanAro che upara. jJAtA-draSTA rahevuM paDe che. e pachI menejara thayo pAcho. eno uparI pAcho rahyo. chellA uparIne jovuM paDe nahIM, sahaja dekhAyA ja kare. praznakartA : eTale A jJAtA-draSTA jovuM paDe che "e" koNa ane "ene' paNa je jue che te koNa ? dAdAzrI : 'ene' paNa jue che te 'mULa' (svarUpa). A jovuM paDe che te vacalo, upayoga. eTale ene paNa jANanAro cheka chellI dazAmAM. A arIsAmAM ApaNe Ama beThA ane arIso paNe mUkyo to ApaNe badhA dekhAIene tarata ? praznakartA : e upayoga paNa kono upayoga ? dAdAzrI : e pelI "prajJA'no. prajJAnA upayogamAM AvI gayo eTale bahu thaI gayuM. ethI AgaLa ApaNe bahu jarUra nathI, tyAM sudhI ApaNI kaoNleja ! dazA, sahajAtmasvarUpI upayoga upayogamAM rahe eTale jAgRti jAgRtimAM ja rahe, bahAra nA kheMce. bahAra je dekhAya te sahajAsahaja dekhAya. praznakartA : dAdA, e vakhate svarUpa sthiti kahevAya, upayogamAM upayoga rahe tyAre ? dAdAzrI : e to moTAmAM moTI svarUpa sthiti. svarUpa sthiti to konA mATe lakheluM che ke je asthira thaI gayo hoya tenA mATe. jenI sthiti khasI jatI hoya, tene thoDIvAra rahyuM eTalo vakhata svarUpa sthiti rahI, kaheze. paNa jene khasI jatuM nathI, tene svarUpa sthiti kevI ? svarUpa ja che tyAM AgaLa. praznakartA : ene to sahaja sthiti kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : sahaja sthiti ja kahevAya. sahaja AtmA kahevAya, sahajAtmA. sahaja sthitiya nahIM. "kevaLajJAta' mATe kaMI karavAnuM? jagatanA loka kahe che, "kevaLa jJAna' karavAnI cIja che. nA, e to jANavAnI cIja che ! karavAnI cIja to kudarata calAvI rahI che. karavuM e ja bhrAMti che. A zakti keTalI jAhojalAlIthI tamArA mATe karI rahI che ! e zakti to oLakho. A to 'vyavasthita' zaktinuM kAma che. A karo. A karI, te karavA beThA ! tethI to bhagavAne Ama karIne beThA. page Ama padmAsanavALIne, Ama karIne beThA. he bhagavAna ! A tame zuM zIkhavADo cho ? tyAre kahe, e ja kara chAnomAno. sahaja rIte ja cAlI praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : ene kaMI jovuM paDe ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : evuM AtmAmAM jhaLake, badhuM AkhuM jagata mahIM jhaLake. praznakartA : e 'vacalo' koNa, dAdA ? dAdAzrI : upayoga. Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [9] na karavAnuM kAMI, kevaLa jANavAnuM rahyuM che. DakhoDakhala nA karIza ke nathI calAvavuM evuMya nA bolIza, calAvavuM che evuMya nA bolIza. zuM kahe che ? DakhoDakhala karIza nahIM. DakhoDakhala nahIM, tyAM 'kharI paDe' A vijJAna kevuM che ? enI meLe kharI paDaze, kADhavAnuM nathI. kAraNa ke jIvatuM nathI. A saMsAranI Tevo chene, jene jJAna nathI maLyuM tene e jIvatI che ane AnI Tevo maDadAla che. eTale jyAre tyAre enI meLe, jema gIloDI (garoLI)ne enI pUMchaDI kapAI gayelI hoya toya hAlyA kare, paNa Ama te kAyama hAlyA karaze ? kyAM sudhI ? emAM jIvana nathI, emAM bIjA tattvo che, e tattvo nIkaLavA mAMDyAM, eTale pachI baMdha paDaze. evuM ahIM choDavAnuM nathI, bilakula kazuM choDavAnuM nathI. enI meLe chUTI jAya che. praznakartA : A 'kharI paDe' je kahyuMne, e zabda mane bahu vicAra karuM chuM ke keTalo sahaja bhAva che, 'kharI paDe' emAM ? 133 gamyo. evo dAdAzrI : ane 'kharI paDe' tyAM sudhI tamAre 'joyA' karavuM paDe. praznakartA : prayatno nahIM karavAnA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, DakhoDakhala ja nahIM. praznakartA : eTale eno yogya samaya Avaze tyAre kharI paDaze ? dAdAzrI : enI meLe ja kharI paDaze. bhalene, loka AmanuM bolavuM hoya to Ama bole ne temanuM bolavuM hoya to tema bole, paNa ApaNe jo Dakho karIene, to badhuM Dakhala thaI jaze. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, tame jhADanA mULiyAMnI aMdara pelI davA mUkI ApI che ne, eTale pAna-bAna dekhAya paNa badhAM kharatAM ne kharatAM rahyAMne ! have to dhIre dhIre amArAM badhAM kabATo (bharelo mAla) khAlI thaI jaze. dAdAzrI : hA, eTale kabATa to badhAM khAlI ja thaI javAnAM ne ! te ApaNane mokSe javAnI icchA thaI eTale A saMsArabhAva tUTyo, enI meLe 134 sahajatA ja tUTyo. ApaNe ahIMthI mAmAnI poLa javuM che, e tarapha gayA eTale ApaNe TAvara tarapha nahIM jaIe, e nakkI thaI gayuM. eTale A bAju mokSa bhaNI vaLyo eTale pelo tyAga ja thaI gayo, bhAvatyAga ja vartyA kare. eTale enI meLe kharI paDavuM joIe. 'kharI paDavuM' zabda samajyA tame ? praznakartA : : hIM. dAdAzrI : mUrchA nA hoyane eTale bharelo mAla badho kharI paDe. eno kALa Ave eTale khalAsa thaI jAya ! ////////// Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 sahajatI [10] 'sahaja'te nihALatA, pragaTe sahajatA karavAthI tahIM, jovAthI thAya sahaja eka ja vastu kahevAmAM Ave che ke bhAI, AtmA to sahaja che, tuM have A pudgalane sahaja kara. have 'sahaja zI rIte thAya ?" sahajane jovAthI sahaja thaI jAya che. "jJAnI'ne jovAthI, emanI sahaja kriyAone jovAthI sahaja thaI jAya che. tyAre kahe, "kolejamAM nA zIkhAya ?" kolejamAM nA AvaDe. kAraNa ke e prophesarone ja bhAna nathI, tyAM zI rIte AvaDe ? ane A zabdarUpa jJAna nathI, A to sahaja kriyA che. jema bahAravaTiyA pAse chokarAne mUkyo hoya to e cha mahinAmAM to pharsTa kalAsa bahAravaTiyo thaI jAya ne vIsa varSa sudhI enI kolejamAM bhaNavA jAya to ye nA thAya. evuM A jJAnI puruSanI pAse rahyo, te enI meLe sahajatA utpanna thaI jAya che. anAdikALathI pAra vagaranI caMcaLatA utpanna thaI che. te caMcaLatA dhIme dhIme dhIme TharatI TharatI TharatI sahajatA utpanna thaI jAya che. mane koI gALa bhAMDato hoya te vakhate mArI sahajatA joIne tamane manamAM ema thAya ke ohoho !' te tamane tarata AvaDI gayuM. joyuM ke AvaDI gayuM. pachI tamane gALa bhAMDe toya sahajatA AvaDI jAya. nahIM to lAkha avatAreya zIkhAya nahIM. jJAnI puruSa pAse rahevAthI badhA ja guNo pragaTa thayA kare, enI meLe, sahaja pragaTa thAya. akrama vijJAna kahe che teya eno kahevAno bhAvArtha eTalo ja ke sahaja thatuM jAya. jJAtInI anokhI sAhajiktA praznakartA: jJAnI pAse paDI raho evuM je kIdhuM eTale pachI A ja badhuM jovAnuMne ? dAdAzrI : hA, emanI sahajatA Akho dahADo jovA maLe. kevI sahajatA ! kevI nirmaLa sahajatA che ! keTalAM nirmaLa bhAva che ! ane ahaMkAra vagaranI dazA kevI hoya, buddhi vagaranI dazA kevI hoya, e badhuM jovAnuM maLe. ahaMkAra vagaranI dazA ne buddhi vagaranI dazA e be dazAo to jovAnI maLe ja nahIM ne ! jyAM ne tyAM buddhizALIo ! te Ama vAta kare ne, toya nAka Ama caDheluM hoya ! kazuM sahaja nA hoya. phoTo pADene te ghaDIe nAka caDhI jAya ! ane phoTAvALA amane jue to ene phoTo nA levo hoya toya laI le, ke A phoTo pADavA jevA (vyakti) che ! e sahajatA khoLe. nAkanI kaDakAI dekhe to phoTo sahaja nA Ave. eTale ko'kanI joDe jaIe ne, ko'kanA ToLAmAM, tyAMya ApaNuM moTuM caDheluM nA dekhe eTale pelA samajI jAya ke nA, dhera Ijha samathIMga (kaMIka che !). lokone jotAM bahu sarasa AvaDe che. potAnuM rAkhatA nathI AvaDatuM. potAnuM moTuM vItarAga rAkhatA nathI AvaDatuM paNa sAmAnuM moTuM vItarAga che te e jotAM bahu sarasa AvaDe che, bahu jhINavaTapUrvaka. moDhuM caDhI gayeluM sAruM nA dekhAya, nahIM ? phoTAmAM jue toya khabara paDe ke A caDhI gayeluM moTuM che. tethI A phoTogrApharo phoTo le ne, te sAmo asahaja thayelo hoya eno phoTo letAM emane nA phAve. e sahajatA jue. ane amArA mATe khuza ja. jema pharIe tema e khuza. kAraNa ke sahaja hoya. e bahu khuza thaI jAya. sahajatA emane joItI hoya e saheje maLe ane eNe to kahevuM paDe, jarA sIdhAM besajo. ane nahIM toya phoTo paDAvatI vakhate ApaNAM loko temAM asahajatA hoya ane te rUpALAya nA dekhAya e phoTA. sahaja phoTo rUpALo dekhAya. sAro kayo dekhAya ? sahaja. pelo ahaMkAra mahIM phelAyelo hoya. tame phoTA lo to tame ema kaho ke tame hAtha joDo to ame hAtha joDIe, basa. bIjuM mAre zuM ? kAraNa ke amane evuM manamAM nA thAya ke A mAro phoTo Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahejatA [10] 'sahaja'ne nihALatAM, pragaTe sahajatA 137 le che, nahIM to vikRta thaI jaIe. ame sahajamAM ja hoIe. bahAra game eTalAM phoTA levA Ave to phoTAvALAya samajI jAya ke dAdA sahajamAM ja che. te tarata ja cAMpa dabAve. phoTo mUrtito, pote amUrtamAM praznakartA : phoTo letI vakhate, Apane mahIM zuM rahe ? kAraNa ke A to mAro phoTo le che, pachI Amane Ama akkaDa rahe, to Apane aMdaramAM kevuM pariNAma hoya ? Apane kevo upayoga rahe te vakhate ? dAdAzrI : kazuM levAdevA nahIM. kazuM ja nahIM banyuM evuM. pelAne e nA lAge, ke mAro phoTo kharAba dekhAya evuM karyuM, eTale huM enI sAmuM jouM jarA eTaluM ja ne hAtha jarA joDuM. mahenata nakAmI nA jAya ne ! mAre sahaja. ane e kaheze, ema beso, tyAre ema besuM. Ameya karuM. tuMya sahaja thaIza eTale tArA phoTA levAze. sahaja thavuM joIe. phoTogrAphara khoLato hoya che, sahaja koNa che, A badhA so mANasa beThAM hoya emAM. e khoLato ja hoya. phoTogrApharane e parIkSA sArI hoya. phoTogrAphara samajI jAya ke ATalA badhAmAM emano phoTo levA jevo che, huM hamaNe tamArI joDe nIce besuM ne pachI phoTogrApharane kahIe ke khoLI kADhe ke kono phoTo levA jevo che ? tyAre kahe, Amano levA jevo. sthiratA jue. phoTogrAphara haMmezA sthiratA jue. keTalI sthiratA ne sahajatA che, e jue. sahajatA tame samajyA ? tameya che te amathA Ama akkaDa thaI jAva, nahIM thAva ? praznakartA thaI jAya. pAchuM mane koI jue che ke nahIM, ema badhe joyA 138 ne, enA phoTA bahu paDe, puSkaLa paDe. praznakartA: evo niyama che ? dAdAzrI : niyama ja ne badhA. badhAM niyamathI ja cAle ne jagata ! praznakartA : A pAchuM evuMya kahe, ke A mAro phoTo kevo sahaja che ! A necarala phoTo che mAro ! dAdAzrI : eka mANasa to kahe che, Ama doDha Dolara phI leto'to, tyAM ne tyAM tarata phoTogrApha Ape, taiyAra karIne. te kahe che, mAre Amano phoTo levo che. laIne tarata phoTo Apyo ne paisA nA lIdhA ! jene dAdAno phoTo levo hoya enI garaje le ke ! tyAra pachI phoTA sarasa AvyA hoya ! have to nIrubena hau phoTogrAphara thaI gayAM che ne, kemerA-bemerA laIne ! praznakartA : tyAre tame kaho cho, phoTogrAphara thaI gayA, eTale pachI.... dAdAzrI : e to kahuM, e to badhI ramUjanI vAto badhI. e to ramUja nA joIe thoDI ghaNI ? praznakartA: joIe. dAdAzrI : A bhaI joDe keTalI ramUja karuM chuM ! nathI karato ? tamane khabara paDI jAya ne ke A ramUja kare che ? gela to karavuM ja paDe ne ? ramUja to hoya ne ! ramUja vagara duniyAmAM game zI rIte ? tArI joDe nathI karato ? AmaNe dAdAno 36 kalAkano viDiyo karyo, tyAre emane phoTAnI keTalI icchA haze ! 36 kalAkano viDiyo eTale keTalA kalAka cAle philma ? joIe chIene, ApaNe sinemA ? evuM bAra dahADA joIe tyAre e pUruM thAya ! AkhA amerikAmAM mArI joDe pharyo, badhe ja viDiyo laIne ! 36 kalAkanI viDiyo eTale bolatAM-cAlatAM badhuM ja ! kahe che, roja joyA ja karIe chIe. e ja joIe chIe, mAre bIjuM zuM jovAnuM ? bAra kalAkanI badhI Ama sarasa thoDI thoDI laIne ahIM amerikAthI dAdAzrI : ene jovAmAM vAMdho nathI paNa te regyulara joto nathI. e jovAno sahajabhAva tUTI jAya che. praznakartA : pAcho kahe, mAro phoTo le che. dAdAzrI : hA, eTale je mANasane phoTAmAM letA hoya tyAre sahaja thAya Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 140 sahajatA [10] 'sahaja'ne nihALatAM, pragaTe sahajatA 139 tyAM InDiyA mokalavAnA che. bahu sAruM kahevAya ! loka juene ! A badhI vAta ame sahaja samAdhimAM karIe chIe. ame sahaja hoie Akho dahADoya. kAraNa ke A dehanA mAlika ame kSaNavAreya nA hoie, A vANInA mAlika nahIM ane A mananA mAlika nahIM. zarIranuM mAlikIpaNuM chavvIsa varSathI jatuM rahyuM ane chavvIsa varSathI samAdhi jAya nahIM, eka sekanDeya. amane dholo mAre toya amArI samAdhi, ame AzIrvAda ApIe ene. sahaja samAdhi jovI hoya to amArI pAse A pratyakSa jovI ! taoN laoN laoN, tyAM sahajatA praznakartA : jJAnInuM aMtaHkaraNa kevI rIte kArya karatuM hoya ? dAdAzrI : "pote' jo khasI jAya to "aMtaHkaraNathI "AtmA' judo ja che. AtmA judo thaI jAya to sAMsArika kArya aMtaHkaraNathI cAlyA kare. chUTuM pADyA pachI jJAnInuM aMtaHkaraNa pote ja svabhAvika kAma karyA kare. kAraNa ke DakhoDakhala baMdha thaI gaI ne ! eTale aMtaHkaraNanuM kArya sArAmAM sAruM ne jyAM jarUra hoya tyAM ja thAya ne lokone upayogI thaI paDe. AtmA judo thaI jAya to sAMsArika kAryo aMtaHkaraNathI cAlyA kare, enuM nAma ja sahaja ! mana-buddhi-citta ne ahaMkAra hAjara ne hAjara rahe, tenAthI saMpUrNa jAgRti rahe, vItarAga ja rahe. amAruM sahaja hoya badhuM. eTale sahajatA para javAnuM che. A sahajatAno mArga 'no laoN laoN', sahajatA para laI javA mATeno che. laoN (kAyado) hoya to sahajatA kema thAya ? atyAre huM ahIM beTho chuM, evuM bese nahIM. AvuM kazuM AvyuM hoya to aDe nahIM. e badhI vAta e sAhajikatA nahIM. sAhajika eTale jema anukULa Ave tema rahe. bIjo vicAra ja nA Ave ke A loko mane zuM kaheze ke evuM tevuM badhuM nA hoya. sahajatA, jJAtInI praznakartA : dAdA badhAne je prasAdI Ape che ne, bUTanI e.. dAdAzrI : e badhuM sahaja bhAve. sahaja bhAva eTale 'huM mAruM chuM" e bhAna nA hoya, 'huM mAruM chuM' e jJAna nA hoya ne 'huM mAruM chuM' e zraddhA nA hoya, enuM nAma sahaja bhAva. ane sahaja bhAvathI ame mArIe, eTale koIne du:kha lAge nahIM ! praznakartA : sahaja bhAve dhola mAravI e jJAnI sivAya bIjo koI mArI zake kharo ? dAdAzrI : hA, sahaja bhAve hoya to mArI zake. praznakartA : jo jJAnI sivAya koI bIjA koI dhola mAre to sAmAne du:kha thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM. dAdAzrI : duHkha thAya to to pachI e sahajatA nathI. kaMIkeya bagADa che emAM, nahIM to du:kha nA thavuM joIe. A amArI badhI sahaja kriyA hoya, DrAmeTikae thaI gaI pachI kazuMya nahIM. levAya nahIM ne devAya nahIM. Aja zuM vAra teya khabara nahIM. tame kaho ke A vAra thayo to ame 'hA' kahIe ane tame bhUlathI amane kahevaDAvo ke Aje budhavAra thayo to ame budhavAreya kahIe, amAre evuM nahIM paNa sahajabhAva. ame amerikA gayelA, te poTalAnI peTha gayelA ne poTalAnI peTha AvelA. A amerikAmAM badhe gayelA, tyAMya evuM ne badhe evuM. amAruM kazuM nahIM. 'vicare udaya prayoga, apUrva vANI parama zruta !" enA jevuM. potApaNuM nahIM tyAM niraMtara sahaja amArI A sAhajikatA kahevAya. sAhajikatAmAM badho vAMdho nahIM. Dakhala ja nahIM ne koI jAtanI. tame Ama kaho to Ama ne tema kahe to tema. potApaNuM nahIM ne ! ane tame kaMI ochuM potApaNuM choDI do evA cho ? amane to 'gADImAM javAnuM che" kahe to tema. e pAchAM kAle kaheze ke "Ama javAnuM che to tema. nA' ema nahIM. amAre kaMI vAMdho ja nahIM. amAre potAno mata Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [10] 'sahaja'ne nihALatAM, pragaTe sahajatA 141 nA hoya, enuM nAma sAhajikapaNuM. pArakAnA mate cAlavuM e sAhajikapaNuM. ame Ama dekhAIe bhoLA, paNa bahu pAkAM hoIe. bALaka jevA dekhAIe, paNa pAkAM hoIe. koInI joDe ame besI nA rahIe, cAlavA ja mAMDIe. ame amAro 'progresa' kyAM choDIe ? amAre sAhajikatA ja hoya, niraMtara sAhajikatA ja rahe. eka kSaNavAra sAhajikatAnI bahAra nahIM jAya. emAM amAre potApaNuM hoya nahIM, tethI kudarata jema rAkhe tema rahe. potApaNuM chUTe nahIM tyAM sudhI kyAMthI sahaja thavAya ? potApaNuM hoya tyAM sudhI sahaja zI rIte thAya paNa ? potApaNuM mUkI de to sahaja thAya. sahaja thAya eTale upayogamAM rahevAya. jyAM sudhI amAre sAhajikatA hoya tyAM sudhI amAre pratikramaNa nA hoya. sAhajikatAmAM pratikramaNa tamAreya karavAM nA paDe. sAhajikatAmAM phera paDyo ke pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. amane tame jyAre juo, tyAre sAhajikatAmAM ja dekho. jyAre juo tyAre ame tenA te ja svabhAvamAM dekhAIe. amArI sAhajikatAmAM phera nA paDe ! jJAtIno sahaja zubha vyavahAra praznakartA : jJAnIno vyavahAra sahaja hoya paNa pariNAme badho vyavahAra zubha ja hoya ? dAdAzrI : zubha vyavahAra to ajJAnI ane jJAnI banne karI zake. kAraNa ke jJAnIne zubha vyavahAra karavAno hoto nathI, thaI jAya enI meLe ane pelo kare che e. ahaMkAra kharone eTale zubha vyavahAra kare. eTale tame che te emane kaho ke tame amane nukasAna karo cho. mAre tamArI joDe kAma nathI karavuM, to pelo bhaI zuM kahe ? nukasAna thayuM hoya te bhUllI jAva, paNa have navesarathI ApaNuM sAruM kAma karone ! eTale ApaNe azubha kyuM. paNa pelo zubha kare che. jyAM cIDhAvAnuM tyAM cIDhAto nathI ne UlaTuM ApaNane vALI le che. hamaNAM atyAra sudhI je thayuM e bhUlI jAva ane navesara jANe kazuM thayuM nA hoya, kazuM guno nA karyo hoya, AvuM bhUlADI de ne ? to gADI AgaLa cAle, nahIM to 142 sahejatA gADI UbhI rahe Direla thaIne. DirelamenTa thayelA tame joyelA badhA ? eTale zubha vyavahAra ajJAnI ane jJAnI banne karI zake che. jJAnIne sahajabhAve thAya che, ajJAnIne karavuM paDe che. jJAtInI vilakSaNatA jJAnI puruSa konuM nAma ke jene tyAga agara atyAga saMbhave nahIM, sahaja bhAve hoya. e rAga-dveSa nA kare. phakta emanAmAM vizeSa vilakSaNatA zuM hoya ke rAga-dveSa nA hoya. eTalI ja vilakSaNatA hoya, bIjI koI vilakSaNatA nA hoya ! yogI te jJAtImAM phera praznakartA : yogIo paNa zAnI jevA sahaja hoya ? dAdAzrI : e yogI che paNa jJAnI nathIne ! jJAnIne AvuM tevuM hoya nahIMne ! jJAnIne badhuM sahaja hoya. oDhADo to oDhIneya bese ane strInAM kapaDAM paherAvo to strInAM kapaDAM pahere ane nAgA karI nAkho to nAgA phare. eTale yogImAM ne jJAnImAM to bahu ja phera hoya. jJAnI nirbhaya hoya. praznakartA : eTale yogImAM ahaMkAra hoya ? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra vagara to A bhUmi para sUI rahe, evuM badhuM hoya ja nahIMne ! saheja vastu zuM che ke bhUmi AvI to bhUmi upara, godaDuM AvyuM to godaDA upara. tame kaho ke, nA dAdA, A traNa godaDAmAM tame sUI jAva to ame nA na pADIe. A sApekSa vastu che ke mokSe jatAM jatAM AvAM sTezano Ave, tethI kaMI kADhI nAkhavA jevuM nathI. kAraNa ke mULa sTezanane jANIne A kADhI nAkhavA jevuM nathI. A khoTuM nathI paNa enI AgaLa to ghaNuM javAnuM che. A kaMI chelve sTezana nathI. jema koi mAne ke surata e bombe senTrala che, ema mAnIne tyAM surata Ubho rahIne vAta kare, evI A vAta che. jJAtItA jJAtathI chUTakAro praznakartA yogIone A badhAM cakro siddha thaI jAya, pachI citta bahAra Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [10] 'sahaja'ne nihALatAM, pragaTe sahajatA 143 144 sahajatI. ahaMkAranI jarUra nA paDe evuM sahaja che. praznakartA : jJAnI puruSa paNa zarIranI vedanA thaI hoya to bUmo pADe ? dAdAzrI : jJAnI puruSa bUma pADe nahIM, zarIra bUma pADe ane zarIra buma nA pADe to jJAnI na hoya. bIjAM loko jANI jAya tethI ajJAnI ahaMkAre karIne dabAve. bhaTakavA jAya kharuM? dAdAzrI : citta bhaTakatuM kyAre aTake ? jo jJAnI pAsethI jJAna laIne jJAnInI AjJA pALe to citta bhaTakatuM aTake. praznakartA H eno artha evo thAya ke jyAM sudhI e jJAnI puruSanI pAse nA Ave tyAM sudhI e cittavRtti koI dahADo pAchI ja nA Ave? dAdAzrI: 'jJAnI" nA maLe tyAM sudhI kazuM vaLe nahIM. A badhI bhAMgaphoDa karelI nakAmI che. jyAM sudhI 'jJAnI puruSa" nA maLe tyAM sudhI bhUkhyA besI rahevAya ? kaMTrolanA ghauM maLe to e khAvAnA. je guru maLyo te gurunI pAse besavAnuM. kaMI bhUkhyuM besI rahevAya nahIM. bAkI jJAnI maLaze to chuTakAro che, bIje game tyAM jaze paNa chuTakArAno rasto nathI. praznakartA : pataMjalie yoganI vyAkhyAmAM kIdhuM che ke yoga eTale cittavRttiono nirodha. ane Apa ema kaho cho ke enI meLe pAchI Ave. pelAmAM prayatna che ane AmAM prayatna nathI. dAdAzrI : hA, pelAmAM to nirodhano prayatna karavAno ane A to sahaja AvyA kare, pAchI Ave. pahelAM cittavRttio je bahAra bhaTaka bhaTaka karatI hatI, badhI pAchI Ave che. jAya kharI paNa gayelI pAchI vaLI jAya. evI nathI vaLatI ? ApaNe hAMkavA nA javuM paDe. ane pahelAM to hAMkavA jaIe toya pAchI nA vaLe. ahaMkAra rahita jJAtI praznakartA : jJAnI puruSane du:khano anubhava thAya ? dAdAzrI : jJAnI homa DipArTamenTa (AtmA)mAM ja rahetA hoya eTale du:khano anubhava nA thAya. mokSa svarUpa hoya, homamAM. e phorena (anAtmA)mAM pesatA ja nA hoya. phorena joDe vyavahAra ja nA hoya. jeno sacaLa vyavahAra baMdha thai gayo che. ane saMcaLa che te, chatAMya sacaLa sAhajika cAlyA kare che. sAhajika jenI avasthA che badhI. khAvuM, pIvuM, besavuM, UThavuM badhuM sahaja che. jemAM praznakartA : enA ahaMkArathI dabAve ? dAdAzrI : ahaMkArathI badhuM baMdha thaI jAya. ahaMkAra to bahu kAma kare. ahaMkAra jato rahelo e jJAnI. Amane (nIbenane) pUcho to kharA ke ijekzana ApatI vakhate amane zuM thAya che ? TADhuM karavuM paDe, TADhuM. ahaMkAra jato rahelo tethI, nahIM to mAro ahaMkAra hatone tyAre che te eka dIvAsaLI saLagAvI ne mAro aMgUTho Ama upara mUkelo. meM kahyuM, 'ahIM dhara." te be dIvAsaLI saLagatI rahI tyAM sudhI rahevA dIdhuM hatuM. ahaMkAra zuM nA kare ? ahaMkAra badhuM ja karI zake ane A sahajatA nA karI zake. vedanAmAM deha sahaja svabhAva je parapariNAmo che ke je DiscArjarUpe che, temAM vItarAgatA rAkhavAnI jarUra che. bIjo upAya ja nathI. e to mahAvIra bhagavAnane pelAM baru mAryA ne ! te khAlI vItarAgatA ja rAkhavAnI jarUra che ane basa kheMcI kADhyuM pelAe, te ghaDIe vItarAgatA ja. bhale pachI dehanuM game te thayuM, dehe bUma pADI haze, tene lokoe badhuM UMdhuM mAnyuM. paNa jJAnIno deha to haMmezAMya bUma pADe, raDe, badhuM ja kare. jJAnIno deha jo Ama sthira thaI jato hoya, to te jJAnI nathI. praznakartA : badhAM loko to evuM ja mAne che ke jJAnIne jarA Ama kahe to hAle nahIM, rasamasa nA thAya. dAdAzrI : lokone laukika jJAna che. laukikanI bahAra jagata nIkaLyuM nathI. Ama bese ane baLI marato hoya, to loka ene jJAnI kaheze. paNa jJAnI to khabara paDI jAya ke A jJAnI che, hAlI jAya Ama, A badhuM hAlI jAya Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 146 sahajatA [10] 'sahaja'ne nihALatAM, pragaTe sahajatA 145 ane ajJAnI nA hale. kAraNa ke ajJAnI nakkI kare ke mAre hAlavuM ja nathI. jJAnIne ahaMkAra nA hoya ne e sahaja hoya. sahaja enuM nAma ke jevo zarIrano svabhAva che ne, te UMcuM-nIcuM badhuM thayA kare ! zarIra UMcuMnIcuM thAya e sahaja ane AtmAnA parapariNAma nahIM, e sahaja. sahaja AtmA eTale svapariNAma ane zarIra UMcuM-nIcuM thAya, e enA svabhAvamAM ja kUdAkUda kare Ama. Ama dIvAsaLI saLagatI hoyane, te nAkhI pachI nIcethI cheDo UMco thaI jAya, e zuM ? e sahaja pariNAma che. dehanA badhA ja pariNAma badalAya. ajJAnIne nA badalAya. ajJAnI Ama sthira thayo, tevo ne tevo. ahaMkAra che ne ! Ane ahaMkAra nahIM, eTale AMkho raDe, badhuM ja kare. praznakartA : te vakhate e enI prakRti raDe tyAre e aMdara potAnA svasvarUpamAM sthira hoya ? dAdAzrI : barobara che. praznakartA: e prakRtine kaMI kaMTrola karatAM nathI ? dAdAzrI : prakRti, prakRtinA bhAvamAM ja hoya che. ene kaMTrola karavAnI tamAre jarUrata nathI. tame sahaja bhAvamAM AvyA to A sahaja bhAvamAM ja che. ahIM AgaLa che ne, ArasanA paththarA upara rahIne javAnuM hoyane mAre bUTa vagara, te bUmAbUma karuM, eya dajhAyo dajhAyo dajhAyo to e jJAnI. nahIM to Ama dabAvI de, bole nahIM to jANavuM ke ajJAnI mUo che. haju cokkasa kare, cokkasa rAkhe. sahaja eTale zuM ? jema che tema kahI de. jene kevaLajJAna uparyuM hoya ne, teno deha sahaja hoya. doDavAnAM TAIma doDe, raDavAnAM TAIme raDe, hasavAnAM TAIme hase. tyAre kahe che, bhagavAna mahAvIranA kAnamAMthI khIlAM kADhyAM to kema raDI paDyAM ? alyA mUA, e raDI paDyAM, temAM tAruM zuM jAya che ? e to raDa ja. e to tIrthaMkara che. e kaMI ahaMkArI nA hoya, ke AMkhyo Ama e rAkhe ne Amatema kare. ane ahaMkArI hoya to kaThaNa karI nAkhe. mahAvIra bhagavAna bilakula bhAna vagaranA hatA nahIM. temane jyAre khIlA kheMcavAmAM AvyA tyAre raDyA'tA ha3. hase hau, badhI sAhajika kriyA hoya. jJAnI 23 hau, hase hau, badhI kriyA sAhajika hoya. (bhagavAna mahAvIranA kAnamAM) baru mAratI vakhate karuNAnAM AMsu hatAM ane kADhatI vakhate vedanAnAM AMsu hatA. ane te AMsu AtmAne hoya nahIM. A deha AMsuMvALo hato. meM kahyuM, jo AMsuM nA Ave to ApaNe samajavAnuM ke menTala thaI gayo chene kAM to ahaMkArI mUo che, gAMDo che. badhI sAhajika kriyA hoya. jJAnI hoya, enAM zarIramAM badhI sAhajika kriyA hoya ! have A badhI vAta laukika jJAnathI bahu cheTI che. eTale jaladI bese nahIM ne ! phITa nA thAya ne A vAta ! alaukika vAta che A. sahaja AtmA e svapariNAmI tethI kRpALudeve kahyuM ke jJAnI puruSane sanepAta thAya, lokone AvaDI AvaDI gALo detA hoya e toya tuM bIjuM joIza nahIM. A bAhya lakSaNothI joIza nahIM. e saMyogAdhIna che. tuM asaMyogIne jo. enA e ja che e. kRpALudeve ghaNI kharI bAbatamAM cetavyA che. praznakartA: bahu jhINI vAta che, mahAvIrane khIlA khoDyA ane jo bUma na pADI to ahaMkAra che. dAdAzrI : haMa. ane bhagavAnane to A baru kADhyuM tenI sAthe o.. o.. karIne bUma pADI tyAre sAcA puruSa e jANyA ke kharA bhagavAna to A ja che. sahajamAM che, sAhajika che ane ahaMkArI sAhajikatAmAM na rahe. praznakartA H ene duHkha thatuM hoya to paNa duHkhanI lAgaNI thavA na de, khAsa dekhAvA na de. dAdAzrI : e ahaMkAra chene ! ahaMkAra zuM na kare tyAM ? ahaMkAra e Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [10] 'sahaja'ne nihALatAM, pragaTe sahajatA 147 148 sahajatI. bahu zaktivALo che. pragaTa nA thavA de ke mAre duHkha hatuM. evuM mahAvIrane nahIM, e to sahaja svabhAvamAM. emanA manamAM ema nA thAya ke A huM jo hamaNe raDIza to A lokone ApaNuM jJAna khoTuM lAgaze. bhale khoTuM lAge, te sahajatAmAM hoya. zarIra UMcuMnIcuM thAya, koI dajhADe to hAlI jAya e badho dehano sahaja svabhAva. ane AtmA para pariNAmamAM nahIM, e sahaja AtmA. sahaja AtmA eTale svapariNAma. vedatAmAM sthira te ahaMkArI praznakartA: evuM kahevAya che ke gajasukumArane mAthe mokSanI pAghaDI bAMdhelI, to te vakhate gajasukumAra AtmAnI ramaNatAmAM hatA, eTale emane upara pelI pAghaDInI khabara nA rahI. dAdAzrI : pAghaDInI khabara nA rahI hota to mokSa nA thAta. te pAghaDInI khabara rahI. mAthuM baLyA kare che te joyA karyuM. temAM je samatA dharI ke huM zuddhAtmA chuM, A juduM che' e joyuM paNa emane je samatA rahI e ja mokSa che. mahIM baLatarA thAya, badhI khabara paDe. nA khabara paDe e to bebhAnapaNuM che. keTalAka loko evA hoya che ke Ama karIne baLI mare che te loko AvIne mane kahe che ke e jarAya halyA nathI. meM kahyuM, ahaMkArano kAMkaro che. jJAnI puruSa to hAtha baLato hoya to raDe-baDe badhuMya. jo raDe nahIM to jJAnI ja nahoya. emane sahajabhAva hoya. A to ahaMkArano kAMkaro. kAMkaro Ama nAkho toya kazuM nA thAya. te koIne khabara nahIM paDavA de A loko. nA cAle A badhuM. Avo phogaTano IlAja nahIM cAle. A dAdo Avyo che. hA, atyAra sudhI cAlyuM. A jema che tema ja kahevuM che. atyAra sudhI to khoTuM nANuM kaDhAvyuM hoya e ja cAle. paNa have ahIM nahIM cAle. jovAnuM mAtra eka pudgala ja praznakartA : dAdAe kahyuM che, 'tArI ja copaDI vAMcyA kara, bIjI copaDI vAMcavA jevI nathI. A potAnI je pudgala copaDI che, A mana-vacana-kAyAnI ene ja vAMca, bIjI vAMcavA jevI nathI.' dAdAzrI : A vAMcavuM saheluM nathI, e 'vIra'nuM kAma che. saheluM hovA chatAM saheluM nathI. agharuM hovA chatAM saheluM che. ame niraMtara A jJAnamAM rahIe, paNa mahAvIra bhagavAna jevuM na rahevAya. e to 'vIra' rahI zake ! amane to cAra aMzeya khUTatA ! eTaluMya nA cAle ne tyAM AgaLa ! paNa dRSTi tyAMnI tyAM ja rahevAnI. tIrthakara bhagavAna potAnA jJAnamAM ja niraMtara rahe. jJAnamaya ja pariNAma hatAM. jJAnamAM kevuM rahetA haze ? je kevaLajJAnanI sattA para beThelA puruSa, emane evuM kayuM jJAna bAkI che ke temAM rahevA jevuM hoya ? tyAre kahe, potAnA eka pudgalamAM ja dRSTi rAkhIne joyA ja karatA hoya. bhagavAna mahAvIra joyA ja karatA hoya ke zuM kare che, zuM nahIM ! devoe upadrava karyo mAMkaNano, te Ama pAsAM pherave ne Ama pAsAM pherave. ene e pote jue. 'mahAvIra' Ama pAsAM pherave, zarIrano svabhAva che. ('mahAvIra' ho ke game te ho) phakta ahaMkArI loko cAhe so kare. mAMkaNa to zuM paNa bALe to e hAle nahIM. kAraNa ke AkhI Atmazakti emAM ja che. hA, je thavuM hoya te thAya, paNa hAlavuM ja nathI evuM nakkI karyuM che. paNa juo, Atmazakti keTalI ! ane A to sahajabhAvI, kevaLajJAnIo ne badhA jJAnIo sahajabhAvI. 2De hau, AMkhamAMthI pANI nIkaLe, bUma pADe. mAMkaNa karaDe ne, to pAsuM pherave. Ama pherave ne tema pherave. badhuM jue. pahelAM karma khapAvavAmAM gayuM. pachI jovAmAM gayuM, niraMtara joyuM. eka ja pudgalamAM dRSTi rAkhe. badhA ja pudgalanuM je che e, eka pudgalamAM che. potAnA pudgalanuM ja jovAnuM che ke je vilaya thaI jAya ! jJAta' ApavuM e puruSArtha praznakartA : jJAnI ane tIrthaMkaranA puruSArtha vacce zuM pharaka hoya ? dAdAzrI : pUrNa thaI gayA pachI kaMI puruSArtha nathI. pachI sahajabhAva Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [10] 'sahaja'ne nihALatAM, pragaTe sahajatA 149 tadana. ane puruSArtha zuM che ? jJAna hovA chatAM asahaja ! praznakartA : jJAna hovA chatAM asahaja ? dAdAzrI : asahaja. praznakartA : e jJAnI puruSane eno baMdha paDe? e baMdha bhogavavI paDe ? dAdAzrI : hA, sAmAnA kalyANa mATe. enuM phaLa to Ave ja ne. paNa e phaLa bahu UMcI jAtanuM Ave. e jJAnAvaraNa khaseDe evuM phaLa Ave. thoDuM bAkI rahyuM hoya je cAra DigrI, te pachI be DigrI e khaseDe. bIjI eka khaseDe. eTale A badhuM 'jJAna ApavAnuM e to puruSArtha che. e prakRti nathI, e puruSArtha che. eTale amAro ghaNo kharo puruSArtha hoya. [11] vijJAtathI pUrNatAne paMthe pragaTe Atmaaizvarya, sahajapaNAmAMthI sahaja eTale zuM ? pANI jyAM laI jAya tyAM jAya enA jevuM. pANI pAchuM Ama cAlyuM jAya to ema cAlyuM jAya, potApaNuM nahIM. pote pANI jyAM laI jAya tyAM jAya evuM. eka miniTa paNa sahaja thayo eTale e bhagavAna padamAM Avyo. jagatamAM koI sahaja thaI zake nahIMne ! eka miniTa paNa nA thaI zake. sahaja to A akrama vijJAnathI tame thayA cho ! nahIM to A vakIlAta karatAM karatAM sahaja thavAtuM haze ? vakIla te sahaja thatA haze ? pAchA kesa laIne bese ? paNa jo sahaja thavAyuM ne ! eya ajAyabI chene ! A moTAmAM moTA camatkAra kahevAya. chatAMya ApaNe kahIe ke camatkAra jevI vastu nathI. samajaNa nahIM paDavAthI loko kahe ke camatkAra che. bAkI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che A badhA ! atyAre to A vijJAna je tamane ApyuM che, te tamane have niraMtara sahaja ja karI rahyuM che. ane sahaja thaI gayuM eTale mArA jevA thaI gayA. mArA jevA thaI gayA eTale brahmAMDanA uparI kahevAya. dAdA bhagavAnane brahmAMDanA uparI kahevAya. enuM zuM kAraNa ke A dehanA mAlika nahIM. eTale A dehano mAlika koNa ? tyAre kahe ke A pablika TrasTa che. jyArathI jJAna ApyuM tyArathI sahajatA vadhatI jaze ane peluM Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [11] vizAnathI pUrNatAne paMthe 151 15ra sahajatI. (asahajatA) ochuM thatuM jaze. ane mULa saravALe zuM ? chelve sTezana zuM ? tyAre kahe, vyavahAra AtmA sahaja sthitimAM ane deha paNa sahaja sthitimAM, e ja chelve sTezana, banne potapotAnA sahaja svabhAvamAM. have jo nizcaya AtmA che e sahaja che, to vyavahArane sahaja karo eTale ApaNe be eka thaI gayA. pachI kAyamanA paramAtmA thayA. praznakartA : e sahajatAnI kalpanA karavI muzkela che. dAdAzrI : hA, e kalpanA, kalpanA hoya nahIMne ! kalpanAmAM e Ave nahIMne ! kalpanAnuM jhALuM enuM sarakamapharansa (parigha) eriyA ATaluM nAnuM hoya, pelo to bahu moTo eriyA. praznakartA : dAdA, Ape badhAne thoDuM thoDuM, darekanI zakti pramANe AtmAnuM aizvarya batAvI dIdhuM. dAdAzrI : kevaDuM moTuM aizvarya batAvyuM ! juone, moDhA para kevo AnaMda che, nahIM to divela copaDeluM hoya ! sahaja thayelAnuM eka ja vAkya bahu hitakArI hoya lokone ! sahaja thayelo ja nahIM ne ! sahajatAno upAya ApaNe tyAM che A. have jeTalo DAhyo thAya, pAMsaro thAya eTalo kharo. pAMsaro thaI gayo ke sahaja thaI gayo. sahajAbhasvarUpI 'A' jJAtI . AtmA to sahaja ja che, svabhAvathI ja sahaja che, dehane sahaja karavAno che. eTale enAM pariNAmamAM Dakho nahIM karavo. enI je IphekTa hoya temAM koIpaNa jAtano Dakho nahIM karavo, enuM nAma sahaja kahevAya. pariNAma pramANe ja pharyA kare. Dakho karavo e brAMti. Dakho karanAro mANasa manamAM ema mAne che ke 'huM kaMIka karuM chuM.' 'huM kaMIka karuM chuM' e bhrAMti. 'A mArAthI thAya ne A mArAthI nA thAya, A amAre tyAga karavAnuM che', tyAM sudhI badhuM adhUruM. tyAga karanAro ahaMkArI hoya. 'A amArAthI nA thAya' e kahenAro ahaMkArI, "A amArAthI thAya' e kahenAro paNa ahaMkArI. A badhuM ahaMkAra ja che. vyavahAramAM jyAM sudhI saMpUrNa taiyAra nA hoya, tyAM sudhI saMpUrNa AtmA prApta thayo nathI. eTale sahajAtma svarUpa vyavahAramAM, eTale koI koIne Dakhala nahIM sAmasAmI. Ama thAya ke Ama nA thAya e Dakhala nahIM. koI koInI mahIM Dakhala ja nahIM. potapotAnA kArya karyuM jAya. kartA puruSa je kare, ene jJAtA puruSa niraMtara jANyA ja kare. baMneya potapotAnA kAryomAM rahe. kRpALudeve kahe che ke, 'sahaja svarUpe jIvanI sthiti thavI, tene zrI vItarAga mokSa kahe che." te ja vAta thaI ApaNe mahAtmAone. bhAna to tamane thaI gayuM, lakSa beThuM. je thayuM temAM Dakho nA karo, to te sahaja svarUpanI sthiti che. amArI sahaja svarUpe thaI gaI che ane tamAre sahaja svarUpa thavAnuM che. paNa tamAre peluM pudgala naDene, te pudgalane khapAvavAM paDaze. vaiSNavane vaiSNava pudgala hoya, jainane jaina pudgala hoya. e badhAM khapAvavA paDaze. e mArI pAse samajI lezo eTale khapI jaze. sahaja rUpe sthiti thavI eTale pudgala sAruM-khoTuM tamAre e jovAnuM nahIM. e sAruM-khoTuM gaNavA kyAM jAva cho ? pUraNa thayeluM che e galana thAya che. tamAre to jANavAnI ja jarUra che. ajAyaba kalyANakArI 'A' vijJAna ! eTale A pUrNa pragaTa tamAruM thayuM che, eTale badhI ja kriyA thaI zake ema che. saMsAranI sarvasva kriyA thaI zake ane AtmAnI sarvasva kriyA, baMne potapotAnI kriyAmAM rahe vItarAgatA, saMpUrNa vItarAgatAmAM rahIne ! evuM A akrama vijJAna che ! jo ajAyabI, kevI ajAyabI ! AkhA dasa lAkha varSamAM A moTAmAM moTI ajAyabI che ! ghaNAM lokonuM kalyANa karI nAkhyuM ! Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrInA Atavacano * jJAnInI AjJA sahaja hoya. potAne helpaphUla thAya, madada kare ne rakSA paNa ajJAnane bhaNavAnuM nA hoya, ajJAna to sahajabhAve AvaDe ja - jJAnane bhaNavAnuM. A strIo bole che te sahaja prakRti ne puruSo goThavIne bole. sahaja eTale mULa svabhAva. koIneya aDacaNa nA thAya te sahaja prakRti ane vikRti eTale ke vikRta prakRti e to strIo jyAre vIphare ne ADedhaDa bole te vikRta prakRti. * strIomAM ajJAna sahajatA hoya che- bIjI samajaNapUrvakanI sahajatA hoya che ane trIjI jJAna sahajatA che. sahajabhAve nIkaLelI prakRti sahaja che. koI anyane nukasAna kare ke koI jIvane duHkha thAya teTalI ja prakRti mokSane bAdhaka che. bIjI game te prakRti hoya, moDuM uThAya, vaheluM uThAya, amuka thAya, amuka nA thAya, tevI prakRti mokSane bAdhaka nathI. buddhi karanArI che ne imozanala karanArI che, buddhithI ja judAi che, buddhi ja bheda pADanArI che. buddhithI jJAna utpanna thAya, paNa vijJAna (AtmajJAna) utpanna nA thAya. vijJAna to sahaja utpanna thAya. sahaja svabhAvika buddhi darekanAmAM hoya che paNa spardhAmAM paDyA eTale buddhizALInA buddha banAve. * upAya nA karavo te paNa ahaMkAra che ne upAya karavAnA prayatno karavA teya ahaMkAra che. 'nirupAya upAya" thAya te thavA devA. sahaja upAya thavA devA. 'amAre' sahajAsahaja upAya thaI jAya. * potAne kartApaNAnuM bhAna nahIM te sAhajika. * vikalpI svabhAvavALAe to pote kazuM ja karavuM nA joIe. eNe to koI sahaja mANasane khoLI kADhavo ne te kahe tema karavuM ! kudaratI saMcAlana pramANe jIvIe to suMdara jIvana jIvAya. mahIM preraNA kare tema sahaja bhAve vartavuM joIe, paNa Dakho nA karavo. loka kahe che ke prayatna karyA vagara thAya ja zI rIte ! alyA prayatna karavAno hoya ja nahIM. prayatna to sahaja thaI ja jAya. A sApa dITho ke tarata kUdI ja javAya - tyAM jo tame prayatna karavA jAo to sApa upara ja paga paDe. prayatna karavAthI to jhADoya nA utare. A saMsAramAM jeTaluM upalaka rahIne jovAmAM Ave che te kAma sArA thAya che. upalaka eTale sAhajika, A jagata niraMtara hitakArI che, jo sahaja bhAvathI cAlo to jagata tamane UMce laI ja janAra che, paNa svacchedathI loka cAle che. je sukhane mATe koI prayatna ApaNe nA karavo paDe, koI paNa jagyAe sahaja rIte prApta thayA kare. niraMtara rahyA kare. duHkha jovAmAM ja nA Ave enuM nAma sanAtana sukha ! sahaja bhAve bolavAmAM vAMdho nathI paNa abhiprAya nA Apazo. jeTalAM abhiprAya jene mATe baMdhAyA, teTalAM abhiprAya ApaNe choDIe to sahaja thaIe. je bAbatane mATe jenA abhiprAya baMdhAyelA hoya, te ApaNane kheMcyA ja karatuM hoya ane te abhiprAya ApaNe choDIe, to sahaja thavAya. vAtamAM pariNAma UMcAnIcA nA thavA joIe. sahajabhAve vAta karo. , vicAro kare te pApa che. vicAro nA kare teya pApa che. vicAro to sahaja AvavA joIe jema ApaNane koIka bolAvavA Ave tevI rItanA vicAro AvavA joIe. * cAritramohamAM Dakhala nA karIe, to prakRti sahaja thatI jAya. Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * vyavahAra ahaMkAra saMpUrNa ogaLI jAya to ja sahaja vANI nIkaLe. mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja svabhAve kriyAkArI che. te badhuM karyA ja kare che ne sahaja svabhAve AtmAnuM jJAna-darzana kriyAkArI che. A badhI vastuo paDI hoya to tene AtmA sahaja svabhAve joyA ja kare, jANyA ja kare ! haju to 'kazuM nathI karatA' e bhAna che eTale thoDo AnaMda ocho thAya che. jyAre sahaja thaze, tyAre Akho dahADo AnaMda ora ja jAtano thaze ! 'kazuM karatA hatA' te bhAna hatuM, te pachI have 'nathI karatA' enuM bhAna che. paNa 'mULa vastu' bethI para che. je sahajatA toDe te badhI ja cAlAkI. cAlAkI to saMsAramAM paNa nukasAna kare ane pAra vagarano apajaza apAve. jyAM pote 'plAniMga' nathI karato e badhuM cokhkhuM 'DiscArja che. 'plAniMga' kare che temAM 'cArja' thAya che. 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