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________________ are! mRtyu ke mahAkhaupha meM marate-marate jIvana bItA are! koI kSaNa isa jIvana kA kyA isa sadame se nahIM thA rItA eka samaya kI isa mRtyu ne lIla liyA jIvana kA china china mukta huA maiM chor3a calA jaga hai Aja mauta kA aMtima dina abhizApa - paramAtmaprakAza bhArilla
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________________ lekhaka kI anya kRti antardvanda meM vyakta kucha mahattvapUrNa vicAra 1.jIvana to jInA hI thA, yadi vicArapUrvaka jiyA hotA to yahI jIvana, jIvana maraNa kA anta karanevAlA sAbita hotaa| -aMtardvanda, pRSTha-21 2. apane vicAroM ke anurUpa apane jIvana ko DhAlanA koI eka dina kA kAma nahIM hai, varan yaha eka satata prakriyA hai| - aMtardvanda, pRSTha-6 3. jaba vicAra hI AkAra nahIM le pAeMge to jIvana kaise AkAra legA? - aMtardvanda, pRSTha-30 4. hamArI Aja kI jIvana zailI meM ihabhava kI sarvopari prAthamikatA hai va AgAmI bhava atyanta upekSita hai; yadi AtmA kI anAdi-anaMtatA kA bhAva dRr3ha ho jAve to yaha jIvana atyanta upekSita krama para jAvegA va AtmA ke bhaviSya kA intajAma sarvopari prAthamikatA para A jAvegA aura taba svayameva hI jIvana meM sAdhutA A jaavegii| - aMtardvanda, pRSTha-29 5. kaisI viDaMbanA hai ki jo jIvana itanA anizcita hai; usake bAre meM maiM kitanA Azvasta hU~ va jo mRtyu itanI nizcita hai; usakI mujhe koI paravAha hI nhiiN| - aMtardvanda, pRSTha-27 6. ina kSaNika tAtkAlika mahattva kI vastuoM ke pIche hama apane Apako isa prakAra samarpita kara deM ki hamAre traikAlika tattva bhagavAna AtmA kA bhAvI ananta kAla hI saMkaTa meM par3a jAve; mokSasvabhAvI yaha AtmA ananta kAla taka bhavabhramaNa ke lie majabUra ho jAve - yaha kaise ucita ho sakatA hai? - aMtardvanda, pRSTha-25 7. naitika-anaitika tarIkoM se upArjita dhana va jIvana kI anya upalabdhiyA~ to jahA~ kI tahA~ raha jAveMgI va tadjanita karmabandhoM kI zrRMkhalA ananta kAla taka mujhe jakar3e rhegii| - aMtardvanda, pRSTha-26 8. kauna kahatA hai ki mere pAsa kucha nahIM apane sAtha le jAne ke lie ? hA~ le jAne lAyaka kucha nahIM, para le jAne ke lie to hai na ? jIvana bhara kiye gaye pApoM kA bojh| - aMtardvanda, pRSTha-5 9. hameM to loka meM paise se jyAdA sundara kucha dikhAI hI nahIM detA hai, na jAne kaisA gajaba kA AkarSaNa hai isameM, sArI duniyA dIvAnI huI jA rahI hai isake piiche| -aMtardvanda, pRSTha-14 10. jisa paise ke lie hama apanA sArA jIvana jhoMka DAlate haiM, kyA vaha sampUrNa paisA dekara bhI hama pUna: jIvana kA eka kSaNa bhI kharIda sakate haiM? nahIM! taba hama apanA yaha jIvana dhanopArjana meM kaise jhoMka sakate haiM? -aMtardvanda, pRSTha-14
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________________ kyA mRtyu abhizApa hai ? lekhaka paramAtmaprakAza bhArilla prastAvanA DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla prakAzaka paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa e-4, bApUnagara, jayapura-302015 phona : 0141-2707458, Email : ptstjaipur@yahoo.com
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________________ kyA mRtyu abhizApa hai? : paramAtmaprakAza bhArilla prathama cAra saMskaraNa : 13 hajAra pratiyA~ (30 navambara, 2008 I. se adyatana) paMcama saMskaraNa : 1 hajAra pratiyA~ ( 21 apraila, 2015 I.) akSaya tRtIyA kula : 14 hajAra pratiyA~ =-= viSaya-sUcI viSaya paSTa | 1. kyA mRtyu abhizApa hai ? 2. kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai ? 43 mUlya : 6 rupaye prastuta saMskaraNa kI kImata karanevAle dAtAroM kI sUcI 1. zrI kailAzacandajI jaina, ThAkuragaMja 1100.00 2. zrI zAntilAlajI jaina mehandIvAle, 1000.00 bArAM 3. namRtA jaina putrI zrI harakacandajI ajamerA 1000.00 rAmagar3ha kenTa kula rAzi : 3100.00 mudraka : san ena sanpresa tilakanagara, jayapura
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________________ prakAzakIya (paMcama saMskaraNa) __ Apako yaha jAnakara prasannatA hogI ki isa kRti ke teraha hajAra pratiyoM ke cAra saMskaraNa 6 varSa meM hI samApta ho gye| ata: aba yaha eka hajAra pratiyoM kA paMcama saMskaraNa Apake hAthoM meM hai| prakAzana se pUrva jaba yaha kRti mere hAtha lagI to maiMne isake eka-do pRSTha palaTa kara dekhe aura maiM ise pUrI par3ha gyaa| yaha pAThakoM ko bhAvanAoM meM bAMdhe rakhane meM samartha hai aura mujhe vizvAsa hai ki jo loga dharmakSetra se dUra haiM, una pAThakoM ko traikAlika paramasatya dharma ko jAnane ke lie prerita kregii| __purAne viSaya ko naye rUpa meM prastuta karanevAlI yaha kRti samAdhimaraNa kI preraka kRti hai| saMsArAvasthA meM maraNa to sunizcita hI hai, yadi mRtyu kA vAstavika svarUpa hamArI samajha meM A jAya to hama samatAbhAvapUrvaka deha tyAgane ke lie svayaM ko taiyAra kara sakate haiN| ____ Aja kA samAja dharma ko vijJAna kI kasauTI para kasane ke Agraha se trasta hai aura dharma aura vijJAna saMbaMdhI Alekha bhI hameM tatsaMbaMdhita hIna bhAvanA se mukta karanevAlA hai| isa kRti kI jo prati mujhe par3hane ko milI thI, usameM lekhaka kA nAma nahIM thaa| kRti kI upAdeyatA pratIta hone se mujhe lekhaka kA nAma jAnane kI tIvra jijJAsA huI aura maiMne DaoN. bhArilla se kahA ki yaha kRti ApakI to hai nahIM; kyoMki maiM ApakI bhASA aura pratipAdana zailI se bhalIbhAMti paricita huuN| ____ taba DaoN. bhArilla ne batAyA ki yaha nibaMdha ci. paramAtmaprakAza ne likhe haiM aura inheM DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla cairiTebala TrasTa chapA rahA hai|| taba maiMne tatkAla kahA ki ise apana paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa se hI kyoM na chapAyeM ? mujhe prasannatA hai ki unhoMne sahajabhAva se svIkRti pradAna kara dii| hamAre anurodha para unhoMne choTI sI prastAvanA bhI likha dI hai| tadartha hama lekhaka ke sAtha-sAtha unake bhI AbhArI haiN| prastuti kRti ko AkarSaka kalevara evaM sundara mudraNa vyavasthA ke lie zrI akhila baMsala ko bhI dhanyavAda dete haiN| -bra. yazapAla jaina prakAzanamaMtrI : paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa, jayapura
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________________ prastAvanA yadyapi mRtyu eka aisA tathya hai ki jisase na to bacA hI jA sakatA hai aura na use TAlA hI jA sakatA hai; kyoMki pratyeka dehadhArI kI deha kA viyoga apane sunizcita samaya para hotA hI hai; tathApi pratyeka prANI sabakucha dAva para lagAkara bhI usase bacane yA kucha samaya ko hI sahI use TAlane ke prayAsa meM nirantara prayatnazIla rahatA hai| yadyapi loka ke isaprakAra ke prayAsa abhI taka to saphala huye nahIM aura na kabhI hoMge hI; tathApi hama eka bAra isa bAta para bhI gaMbhIratA se vicAra kara ke dekha leM ki yadi ye prayAsa saphala ho gaye hote to kyA hotA yA kabhI bhaviSya meM isaprakAra ke prayAsa saphala ho gaye to kyA hogA? janma aura maraNa ke samAnupAta ke kAraNa hI janasaMkhyA niyaMtrita rahatI hai| janma aura mRtyu kA samAnupAta bigar3a jAne se nirantara vRddhiMgata janasaMkhyA Aja kI sabase bar3I samasyA banI huI hai aura sampUrNa vizva meM janmadara ko niyaMtrita karane ke athak prayAsa ho rahe haiM; phira bhI sthiti niyaMtraNa meM nahIM hai| ___ yadi mRtyu pUrNataH samApta ho gaI to phira janma ko bhI pUrI taraha rokanA anivArya ho jaavegaa| aisI sthiti meM vikAsa pUrNataH avaruddha ho jaavegaa| ___ kalpanA kIjie ki janasaMkhyA niyaMtraNa ke liye hama pacAsa varSa taka kisI ko janma lene hI na deM to phira eka dina aisA A jAyegA ki pacAsa varSa kI umra se kama umra kA koI vyakti rahegA hI nahIM, sarvatra vRddha loga hI dRSTiMgata hoNge| aisI sthiti meM jaba koI vyakti javAna rahegA hI nahIM to phira kisI kA janma lenA bhI saMbhava nahIM rhegaa| __ kyA Apa aisI sthiti ke liye taiyAra haiM? nahIM, to phira mRtyu se kyoM bhAgate haiM, use sahajabhAva se kyoM svIkAra nahIM karate? isa para bhI yadi koI kahe ki hama yaha thor3e hI cAhate haiM ki sabhI - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/4 -
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________________ amara ho jAveM; hama to mAtra svayaM hI amara honA cAhate haiM? ___ are, bhAI ! eka to aisA saMbhava nahIM hai; kyoMki jaba Apa amara ho jAveMge to anya loga kyoM nahIM? jisa upAya se Apa amara hoMge; usI upAya se anya logoM ko amara hone se kaise rokeMge aura ve rukeMge bhI kyoM? kyoMki Apake samAna hI sabhI ko amara hone kI tIvra icchA hai| ___yadi aisA ho bhI gayA to ApakI sthiti kyA hogI? kabhI isakI bhI kalpanA kI hai Apane? ___Apake putra-putriyoM, nAtI-pote, unake bhI bacce aura unake bhI baccoM ke bacce - sabhI Apake sAmane hI kAla ke mukha meM jAte raheMge aura Apako hI unheM kaMdhA denA hogaa| kyA yaha saba sahana kara sakeMge Apa? ____pIr3hiyoM ke antara (janarezana gepa) kI samasyA kA bhI sAmanA karanA hogaa| jaba Aja dAdA aura pote ke vicAroM meM, rahana-sahana meM, vastrAdi meM Aye antara ko bhI samAyojita karanA kaThina ho gayA hai; taba phira anekAneka pIr3hiyoM ke antara kA kyA hogA? eka dina aisA bhI A sakatA hai ki loga Apako cir3iyAghara ke eka piMjare meM kaida karadeM aura Apa eka purAtattvIya vastu bana kara raha jaaveN| janma-maraNa kI atyanta vyavasthita vastuvyavasthA meM kisI bhI prakAra parivartana saMbhava nahIM hai aura na isaprakAra kA koI parivartana hamAre hita meM hI haiM; kyoMki mRtyu sar3I-galI deha se mukta hone aura ekadama naI svastha deha ko prApta karane kA ekamAtra avasara hai| __jisaprakAra hama jarjara jIrNa-zIrNa purAne makAna ko chor3akara, Adhunikatama suvidhAoM se yukta naye makAna meM khuzI-khuzI jAte haiM; phaTe-purAne kapar3e utArakara, ekadama naye kapar3e pahinanA pasanda karate haiM; usIprakAra hameM isa jIrNa-zIrNa phaTI purAnI deha ko chor3akara, naI-navelI deha meM jAne ke liye khuzI-khuzI taiyAra rahanA caahiye| yadi hama aisA kara sakeM to hamArI yaha mRtyu mahotsava ho jaayegii| - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/5
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________________ ci. paramAtmaprakAza ne pahale nibaMdha meM mRtyu saMbaMdhI ukta satya para bar3I hI saMjIdagI se gahana vicAra kiyA hai, anekAneka yuktiyA~ prastuta kara viSayavastu ko spaSTa karane kA saphala prayAsa kiyA hai| ___ kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai?' isa dUsare nibaMdha meM bhI unhoMne yaha samajhAne kA sArthaka prayAsa kiyA hai ki dharma bhI AtmA kI zodha-khoja kA prAcInatama vyavasthita vijJAna hai, vItarAga-vijJAna hai; kyoMki vaha vItarAgatA kI prApti kaise hotI hai - isa para vyavasthita prakAza DAlatA hai| svayaM meM paripUrNa ukta vijJAna ko isa Adhunika bhautika vijJAna kI kasauTI para kasanA; jo abhI svayaM apUrNa hai aura pratidina apanI hI bAta ko galata siddha karatA pratIta hotA hai; kahA~ taka nyAyasaMgata hai? * jisa vijJAna ne Aja itanI vinAzaka sAmagrI taiyAra kara dI hai ki yadi usake zatAMza kA bhI upayoga ho jAve, prayoga ho jAve to sampUrNa vizva nestanAbUda ho sakatA hai; usa vijJAna ko to dharma ke aMkuza kI AvazyakatA hai; anyathA vaha vizva ko vinAza kI vikarAla jvAlA meM dhakela sakatA hai| jina logoM ne aise zastroM kA nirmANa kiyA hai; ve loga to yahI cAheMge ki unake banAye zastroM kA upayoga ho; kyoMki unheM usI se pratiSThA prApta hogii| sattA ke madaM meM madonmatta sattAdhArI logoM ke pAsa bhI itanA viveka kahA~ hai ki ve isa vizva ko vinAza se bacA skeN| ahiMsA dharma aura ahiMsaka dharmAtmA hI isa kAma ko bakhUbI kara sakate haiN| ataH isa bAta kI AvazyakatA se inkAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA ki isa bhautika-vijJAna para vItarAga-vijJAna kA aMkuza Avazyaka hI nahIM, anivArya hai| donoM hI A kha gaMbhIra vicAra maMthana ke uparAnta likhe gaye haiM; saMbaMdhita viSaya meM kiye gaye gaMbhIra cintana ko satarka prastuta karate haiN| ataH pUrI gaMbhIratA ke sAtha mUlataH paThanIya hai| 25 navambara, 2008 I. - DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla, jayapura - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/6
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________________ mujhe jo kucha kahanA hai Aja hama apane jIvana ke kisI bhI mor3a para kyoM na hoM, yadi hama apane aMtara meM jhA~kakara apane mAnasa ko TaTolane kA prayAsa kareMge to pAe~ge ki apane janma se lekara Aja taka hama kitane hI anuttarita praznoM ko Dhote cale A rahe haiM aura lagatA hai ki zAyada apane isa jIvana meM hama ina savAloM kA javAba pA bhI na skeNge| isa trAsadI kA zikAra mAtra hama akele hI nahIM haiM, varana sabhI loga haiN| hama sbhii| ___ anaMta loga yahA~ Aye, jIvana bhara ina anuttarita praznoM kA bojha Dhote rahe aura aise hI cale gae; Aja unakI jagaha hamane le lI haiN| hama bhI aba taka saphalatApUrvaka vaha bhAravahana kara rahe haiN| eka dina hama bhI cala deMge evaM koI aura A jAvegA, para badalegA kucha bhI nahIM, saba kucha vaisA hI calatA rahegA, zAyada ve prazna anuttarita hI bane rheNge| __ Akhira kyA haiM ve prazna? unakA javAba milatA kyoM nahIM? kaba milegA unakA javAba? yadi milegA to kaba, kahA~, kisase aura kaise? __ ye sAre prazna haiM AtmA-paramAtmA, jIvana-maraNa, karma aura unakA phala, AtmA kA astitva va punarjanma ityAdi viSayoM se sambandhita / ye sAre prazna aise haiM ki jinakA uttara tatkAla milanA Avazyaka va mahattvapUrNa haiN| inakA uttara pAne ke lie hama eka aura kala taka kA iMtajAra kareM - yaha hamArI bhArI bhUla hogI; kyoMki ina sAre praznoM ke uttara meM hI hamAre vartamAna jIvana kA rahasya chupA huA hai| ina praznoM ke uttara se hI hamAre jIvana ko dizA milegii| hama yaha nirNaya kara pAeMge ki hama yaha jIvana kisaprakAra jiyeM, hamArI jIvana praNAlI kaisI ho, isa jIvana meM hamArI prAthamikatAyeM kyA hoM, isa jIvana meM kyA karanA mahattvapUrNa hai? yadi hama apane jIvana ko dizA dene kA yaha kArya Aja nahIM kareMge to kaba kareMge, kyA jIvana bIta jAne ke bAda ? - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/7
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________________ koI kaha sakatA hai ki abhI to hama javAna haiM, pUrA bUr3hApA to par3A hai ki yaha saba karane ke lie; unase maiM kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki bhAI! bur3hApe kA vaha majabUriyoM va parAdhInatA se bharA kamajora jIvana bhalA jIvana ko kyA dizA degA? yadi dizA mila bhI gayI to aba calane ke lie zeSa bacA hI kitanA hai? eka bAta aura bhI hai ki isa bAta kI kyA gAraMTI hai ki tU bUr3hA hogA hI? kauna jAne yaha jIvana dIpa kaba bujha jAve, taba yaha kArya tU kaba karegA? ___inake atirikta aura bhI anekoM aise prazna haiM, jo mAtra vartamAna meM hI prAsaMgika hote haiN| (hA~! yaha vartamAna eka miniTa se lekara eka jIvana taka kucha bhI ho sakatA hai|) tAtkAlika mahattva ke aneka prazna hamAre mana meM uThate haiM va anuttarita hI kAlAMtara meM vahIM daphana ho jAte haiN| ___'dhArmika va dArzanika mAnyatAoM kA vijJAna kI najara meM kyA sthAna hai, kyA ve vijJAna kI kasauTI para kharI utaratI haiM?' - aise hI kucha prazna hameM niraMtara parezAna kiye rahate haiM va hameM dRr3hatA pUrvaka dharma va adhyAtma kI dizA meM Age nahIM bar3hane dete| avicArI logoM kI to bAta hI kyA kareM, para vicAravAna logoM ke citta meM yaha prazna taba uThanA prAraMbha hote haiM, jaba jIvana kI daur3a meM bharapUra hAtha AjamA lene ke bAda bhI kucha hAtha lagatA dikhAI nahIM detaa| jIvana arthahIna hI dikhAI detA hai, taba prazna uchatA hai ki aba kyA' ? ___ pahile jaba-jaba bhI koI kahatA thA ki 'are! kyA mAtra isa Aja meM hI ulajhA rahegA? kucha kala kA to vicAra kara; Aja ke isa kSaNika AnaMda ke lie apane bhaviSya ko kyoM khatare meM DAlatA hai|' taba yaha kahatA thA ki kala kisane dekhA hai, tumhAre isa kAlpanika, sapanoM ke kala ke lie apanA yaha jItA-jAgatA pratyakSa Aja' kyoM dA~va para lagAU~ ?' aura sirpha apanA 'Aja' hI saMbhAlane meM apanA sArA jIvana hI bitA dene ke bAda jaba kucha bhI hAtha nahIM AtA aura yaha jIvana - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai 1/8 -
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________________ bhI samApta hotA dikhane lagatA hai, taba ise bhaviSya kI yAda AtI haiN| kala taka jo bhaviSya ke lie kucha bhI karanA bhArabhUta lagatA thA; bandhanakAraka lagatA thA; aba usI bhaviSya kI cAhata paidA hone lagatI haiN| __aba yadi bhaviSya na ho, punarjanma na ho to saba kucha samApta hotA dikhane lagatA hai| taba ise punarjanma kI cAhata paidA hone lagatI hai| aba yaha usakI saMbhAvanAyeM talAzane lagatA hai| jahA~ AzA kI eka kSINa sI bhI kiraNa dikhAI detI hai, usakA AdhAra khojane kA prayAsa karatA hai; usakI saccAI ke bAre meM Azvasta honA cAhatA hai aura phira usa bhaviSya ko saMvArane ke upAya khojane lagatA hai, saMvArane ke prayAsoM meM juTa jAtA hai| isa janma kI kamAI ko agale janma meM TrAMsaphara karane ke upAya khojane va karane lagatA hai| isa krama meM ise karma va karmaphala ke vidhAna kI AvazyakatA bhAsita hotI hai aura yaha isa gutthI ko sulajhAne ke prayAsa meM aura adhika ulajhatA calA jAtA hai| isa saMbaMdha meM aneka prazna dimAga meM uThate haiN| kyA svayaM kiye karmoM kA phala hameM bhoganA hI par3atA hai, kyA isase bacane kA koI upAya nahIM hai; kyoMki aise karma to koI karatA nahIM hai, jisakA phala bhogane kI cAhata mana meM ho| hamAre karma to aise hote haiM, jinake phala bhogane se hama kisI bhI kImata para bacanA cAhate haiM aura isI prakriyA meM aisI kisI sarvazaktimAna hastI kI AvazyakatA mahasUsa karate haiM jo hamAre svayaMkRta karmoM kA abhizApa bhugatane se hameM mukta kara de; cAhe mAtra pUjA-bhakti yA prArthanA kI kImata para yA phira kucha le-dekara hI shii| isaprakAra bhagavAna hamAre jIvana meM Ate haiN| jaba aise kisI bhagavAna kI kalpanA hamAre citta meM AtI hai, jo hameM hamAre svayaMkRta karmoM kA phala bhogane se bacA sake; taba aisA koI sarvazaktimAna paramAtmA to hameM dikhAI detA nahIM, vaha to mAtra hamArI tathAkathita AsthA ke siMhAsana para hI virAjamAna rahatA hai; para isa taraha - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/9
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________________ ke kArya sampanna kara dene kA dAvA karane vAle kucha tathAkathita choTe-choTe paramAtmA hameM apane irda-girda hI mila jAte haiM aura taba 'maratA, kyA na karatA isa nIti ke anusAra hama sahaja hI unakI giraphta meM A jAte haiN| jIvana ke isa mukAma para vyakti ke pAsa zakti, samaya va dhairya kA nitAnta abhAva hotA hai| aise meM usake pAsa ina praznoM ke uttara se sambandhita vibhinna pracalita mAnyatAoM ke adhyayana aura usakI prAmANikatA ko jA~cane kA avasara nahIM hotA hai aura amUmana yaha apane AsapAsa pracalita mAnyatAoM se hI apane Apako bahalAne lagatA hai / asamaMjasa kI aisI sthiti meM usake ina vicAroM meM dRr3hatA kA abhAva banA hI rahatA hai, phalasvarUpa prayatna bhI zithila se bane rahate haiM, taba sAdhya kI siddhi kaise ho - isaprakAra apane AtmA-paramAtmA ke svarUpa ko samajhakara usake kalyANa karane kA eka svarNima avasara eka bAra phira hAtha se nikala jAtA hai| prastuta kRti aise hI anekoM praznoM ke uttara prastuta karane ke krama meM merA prathama prayAsa hai| isakA adhyayana pAThakoM meM ciMtana kI eka sArthaka prakriyA prArambha karane meM nimitta bane va ciMtana ko eka dizA de sake to merA yaha prayAsa sArthaka hogA / 25 navambara, 2008 I. - - paramAtmaprakAza bhArilla kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ? / 10
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________________ kyA mRtyu abhizApa hai ? "Aja mRtyu mahotsava kA maMgalamaya prasaMga hai| " Apako aTapaTA laga rahA hogA ki maiM yaha kyA kaha rahA hU~? kahIM majAka to nahIM kara rahA hU~? kyA yaha majAka kA avasara hai ? nahIM! kadApi nahIM !! yaha maiM nahIM kaha rahA huuN| yaha to zAstroM meM likhA hai| AcAryoM ne mRtyu ko mahotsava kahA hai| mahotsava to maMgalamaya prasaMga huA karatA hai, Ananda se otaprota, paripUrNa ! phira yaha zokamaya prasaMga kaise bana gayA ? isameM ronA-dhonA kahA~ zAmila ho gayA ? ronA-dhonA zAmila kyA ho gayA ? mAtra 'ronA-dhonA' hI to bacA hai; ha~sanA - bolanA to varjita ho gayA hai| Akhira yaha kaise huA? kaba aura kaise yaha AnaMdamaya mahotsava, eka rudana va krandana (rone va bilakhane) ke kAryakrama meM badala gayA; hameM isa tathya kI gaharAI meM jAnA hogA / pahile hama yaha samajheMge ki Akhira kyoM AcAryoM ne ise 'mRtyu mahotsava' kahA? * hama loga dIpAvalI ke dina naye vastra dhAraNa karate haiM va purAne vastroM ko tilAMjali de dete haiM; chor3a dete haiN| yahI kAma muslima loga Ida ke dinaM karate haiM va IsAI loga karate haiM krisamasa ke dina / maiM Apase pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki hinduoM kI dIpAvalI, muslimoM kI Ida yA IsAiyoM kI krisamasa, mAtama kA dina hai yA mahotsava kA ? usa kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai 1/11
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________________ dina loga jazna manAte haiM yA krandana (rote) karate haiM? isI pariprekSya (sandarbha) meM hama mRtyu ko dekheM / mRtyu Akhira hai kyA ? mRtyu meM kucha naSTa nahIM hotA; mAtra parivartana hotA hai; avasthA kA parivartana; zarIra kA parivartana; hama purAnI jIrNa, jarjara deha chor3akara, naI deha dhAraNa karate haiM, isameM mAtama kaisA ? zAzvata AtmA arthAt kabhI naSTa na hone vAlA AtmA mRtyu va janma ke mAdhyama se apanA colA badalatA hai, zarIra badalatA hai, deha kA parivartana karatA hai; ThIka usIprakAra jisaprakAra hama kapar3e badalate haiN| yahA~ dhyAna dene yogya bAta yaha hai ki deha parivartana kI yaha prakriyA sirpha mRtyu ke dvArA sampanna nahIM hotI, varan mRtyu va janma donoM ghaTanAoM kI eka milI-julI prakriyA hai| jIva eka sthAna para mRtyu ko prApta hotA hai va agale hI kSaNa dUsare sthAna para janma letA hai, eka deha chor3atA hai va dUsarI dhAraNa karatA hai| isaprakAra mRtyu sampUrNa ghaTanAkrama kA mAtra eka pahalU hai, mRtyu apane Apa meM sampUrNa ghaTanAkrama nahIM hai| phira bhI hama janma ko Ananda kA viSaya mAnate haiM to mRtyu ko zoka kA / jaba janma aura mRtyu eka hI ghaTanA ke do pahalU haiM to phira eka ko Ananda aura dUsare ko zoka ke rUpa meM kaise dekha sakate haiM ? daraasala isa pUre ghaTanAkrama kA kAryakSetra bahuta bar3A hai, pUrA lokaakaash| isa brahmANDa meM jahA~-jahA~ jIva jA sakate haiM, use lokAkAza kahate haiN| jIva isa loka ke eka sthAna para mRtyu ko prApta hotA hai aura vahA~ se kahIM dUra janma letA hai| hAlA~ki yaha sampUrNa ghaTanAkrama kucha hI paloM meM ghaTita ho jAtA hai; tathApi kSetra kI dUrI va ajJAna ke kAraNa mRtyu va janma kI ghaTanAoM se sambandhita donoM samUha eka dUsare se alagaalaga bane rahate haiM, anajAna bane rahate haiM va eka dUsare ke gama va khuzI ke do tIvratama va paraspara virodhI ahasAsoM ke sahabhAgI nahIM bnte| yU~ to mRtyu ko prApta AtmA hamArA sambandhI thA va aba usane jahA~ kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai 1/12
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________________ janma liyA hai; unakA bhI sambandhI bana gayA hai| isa rizte se ve sabhI loga hamAre bhI to sambandhI bana gae haiN| sambandhI ke duHkha-sukha meM sambandhI zAmila nahIM hoMge to kauna hogA ? isa rizte se to unheM hamAre mRtyu sambandhI gama meM zAmila honA cAhiye va hameM unake yahA~ manAe jAne vAle janma sambandhI jazna meM; para aisA hotA nhiiN| ___ eka ora mRtyu kA mAtama calatA rahatA hai, purajora ! aura dUsarI ora janma kI khuziyA~ manAI jAtI haiM, isa tathya se sarvathA bekhabara ki jisa jIva ne hamAre yahA~ janma liyA hai, vahI kahIM na kahIM mRtyu ko prApta huA hai aura vahA~ mRtyu use abhISTa (svIkAra) nahIM thI, yaha usakA apriya prasaMga thaa| . parivartana kA aisA hI prasaMga vivAhAdika ke avasara para bhI to upasthita hotA hai, na sahI deha kA parivartana; gRha parivartana hI shii| yaha parivartana bhI koI choTA-moTA nahIM hai| kanyA ke lie to yaha . bahuta bar3A parivartana hai| kyA kucha nahIM badalatA? saba kucha hI badala jAtA hai, ghara badala jAtA hai, parivAra badala jAtA hai, nagara va Dagara badala jAtI hai, kula-gotra badala jAte haiM, aura to aura rizte badala jAte haiN| apane parAye ho jAte haiM aura parAye apne| phira bhI taba to koI vilApa nahIM karatA, sabhI mahotsava manAte haiN| vara pakSa vAle to khuziyA~ manAte hI haiM; para kanyA pakSa vAle bhI pIche nahIM rahate, ve bhI utane hI prasanna hote haiN| isaprakAra hama pAte haiM ki mRtyu va janma kI taraha hI 'zAdI' bhI viraha va milana kI hI eka prakriyA hai, kahIM viraha hotA hai, taba kahIM milana hotA hai| kanyA apane mAtA-pitA ko chor3akara sasurAla jAtI hai| yadi zAdI kI prakriyA meM viraha meM jazna hI manAyA jAtA hai, Ananda kI anubhUti hotI hai; taba eka bAta to sAbita ho hI jAtI hai ki viraha apane Apa meM koI duHkha nahIM hai, viraha hamezA hI duHkhamaya va dukha kA kAraNa nahIM huA karatA; taba mRtyu ke sandarbha meM bhI mAtra viraha hI zoka - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/13
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________________ kA kAraNa nahIM ho sakatA / vahA~ zoka kA kAraNa kucha anya honA cAhie / yU~ to sabhI parivartana sunizcita haiM va hamAre hAtha meM kucha bhI nahIM; tathApi yadi hama tulanA kareMge to pAyeMge ki vivAhAdika va paradeza gamanAdika ke dvArA sRjita viraha to aicchika (Optional) haiN| hama cAheM to use svIkAra kareM yA inkAra kara deM; tathApi hama svayaM use svIkAra karate hI haiM; va mRtyu sambandhI viraha to aparihArya (Unavoidable) hai, use meTA nahIM jA sakatA aura hama usI ko svIkAra nahIM karanA caahte| yadi virahamAtra hI duHkha kA kAraNa hai to jina viraha prasaMgoM ko rokanA hamAre hAtha meM haiM; hama unheM kyoM svIkAra karate haiM ? taba viraha ke to kaI anya prasaMga bhI jIvana meM upasthita hote haiN| jaise ki putra va mitrAdika apanA ghara chor3akara dUra deza meM jA basate haiM aura vahA~ se barasoM taka lauTate hI nahIM haiN| jaba ve eka dUsare se bichur3a rahe hote haiM, ve svayaM nahIM jAnate ki aba ve kaba mileMge, kabhI mileMge bhI yA nahIM ? kyoMki aba daza - pA~ca varSoM ke bAda hI samIpa Ane-jAne kA prasaMga A paayegaa| ina dasa - pA~ca varSoM taka kauna jIvita rahegA aura kauna nahIM, koI nahIM jaantaa| taba bhI ve prasannatApUrvaka eka dUsare se vidA hote haiM; kyoMki vidAI ke isa prasaMga meM viraha to gauNa hai| mukhyatA hai bhAvI jIvana ke prati sukhada parikalpanAoM kI / pada-pratiSThA, daulata va sattA aura dhana va vaibhava prApta hoMge, ghara-parivAra phalegA - phUlegA, ityAdi sukhada parikalpanAyeM viraha kI pIr3A ko tirohita kara detI haiM, gauNa kara detI haiN| eka bAta aura hai ki yadyapi hama virahita ho rahe hote haiM, alaga ho rahe hote haiM; tathApi viraha kI anubhUti nahIM hotI, pIr3A nahIM hotI; kyoMki eka AzA banI rahatI hai ki hama cAheM taba mila sakate haiM, eka dUsare ke pAsa A-jA sakate haiN| isaprakAra jabataka milane kI sambhAvanA banI rahatI haiM, taba taka milane kI icchA bhI utpanna nahIM hotI yA yU~ kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ? / 14
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________________ kahie ki itanI prabala nahIM hotI ki milane kA prayatna kiyA jAve, upakrama kiyA jaave| ___isaprakAra hama barasoM eka dUsare se mila hI nahIM pAte, taba bhI zoka nahIM hotA aura tabhI acAnaka eka dina samAcAra prApta hotA hai ki phalA~ vyakti nahIM rahA, usakA avasAna ho gayA; dehAvasAna; aura hama ArtanAda (pIr3AbharI cIkha) kara uThate haiM, kyoM? kyoMki vaha aba kabhI nahIM milegaa| __ maiM pUchatA hU~ tumheM usase milane kI AvazyakatA hI kyA A par3I hai? bIsa varSoM se to AvazyakatA par3I nhiiN| bIsa varSoM se to mile nhiiN| yadyapi mila sakate the, kabhI bhI; kyoMki donoM hI isI pRthvI para to rahate Aye haiM, bhale hI do alaga-alaga dhruvoM para hI sahI; para cAhate to kabhI bhI mila sakate the na ? para kabhI cAhata hI na huii| taba aba kyoM rotA hai ? jo aba taka na huA vo aba kyoM kara hogA ? . para nahIM ! hameM to sabhI sambhAvanAoM ke daravAje khule rakhane haiN| hameM na milane kA dukha nahIM hotA, hameM aphasosa hotA hai na mila sakane kaa| ____yahA~ hamArI samasyA viraha nahIM hai, yahA~ hamArI vyathA majabUrI hai, hamArA asahAyapanA hai| virahI to hama varSoM se the, para vyathita nahIM the; kyoMki viraha hamArI bevasI nahIM thI, hamane svayaM usakA varaNa kiyA thA, para Aja; Aja sthiti ulaTa gaI hai, Aja viraha hamArI niyati (Destiny) bana gayA hai, aba hama lAkha cAheM, kabhI mila nahIM skte| Aja viraha hamArI majabUrI bana gayA hai aura yahI majabUrI hameM vicalita karatI hai, krandana ko janma detI hai, viraha nhiiN| ___ zAdI se utpanna hue viraha meM bhI yahI to hotA hai; usa viraha kA varaNa hama svayaM karate haiM, apane kAlpanika svarNima bhaviSya ke sunahare svapna saMjote hue, aura isaprakAra zAdI ke phalasvarUpa sarjita viraha hameM vyAkula nahIM krtaa| - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/15
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________________ mRtyu ke sandarbha meM aisA nahIM hotaa| mRtyu kA varaNa hama svayaM nahIM karate, saprema; balki hama to usase bhAgate hI rahate haiM, nirantara; are sacamuca to kyA, kalpanA meM bhI mRtyu ko apane pAsa nahIM phaTakane denA cAhate, usakI carcA taka hameM pasanda nhiiN| yadi kabhI prasaMgavaza carcA cala hI par3e to hama tatkSaNa use roka denA cAhate haiM, blaat| hAlAMki zAdI-byAha kI carcA hama bar3e cAva se karate haiM, usakI carcA calane para hamArA mana balliyoM uchalane lagatA hai, dUra deza jAne kI carcA calane para bhI hama ananta utsAha se bhara uThate haiM, phira mRtyu kI carcA Ane para hI kyoM mAyUsa ho jAte haiM; kyoMki mRtyu ke bAda kA jIvana hamArI najaroM se ojhala rahatA hai| are! najaroM se to kyA, kalpanA se bhI ojhala rahatA hai| mRtyu ke bAda hamAre pAsa bhaviSya kI koI parikalpanA nahIM hotI aura to aura bhaviSya hai bhI yA nahIM, isake bAre meM bhI hama sazaMkita hI rahate haiN| ___ Akhira aisA kyoM hotA hai ? jaba vivAha, yA lambe-lambe samaya ke lie paradeza gamanAdi bhI viraha ke hI prasaMga haiM aura taba bhI ye prasaMga zubha prasaMga hI kahe va mAne jAte haiM; taba usItaraha kA 'mRtyu' nAmaka yaha prasaMga hameM kyoM aniSTa lagatA hai, kyoM azubha lagatA hai, kyoM hameM bhayabhIta karatA hai ? isakA ekamAtra kAraNa hai, hamArI dRSTi kI sNkiirnntaa| vivAhAdi meM jahA~ vartamAna to hamAre sAmane hai hI, jItA-jAgatA; sAtha hI bhaviSya bhI hamArI dRSTi se ojhala nahIM hai, bhaviSya hai va usake bAre meM svarNima parikalpanA bhI hai| mRtyu ke bAre meM aisA bilakula nahIM hai| mRtyu ke bAre meM bhaya yA AzaMkA sirpha isa bAta kI hI nahIM rahatI ki mRtyu ke bAda ke saMyoga kahIM vartamAna saMyogoM se badatara na hoM; balki hameM to mRtyu ke bAda apanA astitva hI saMdigdha dikhAI detA hai aura isIlie miTa jAne kI apekSA hama bane rahanA pasanda karate haiM, jIvana meM cAhe kitane hI viparIta saMyoga hoM, hama maranA nahIM caahte| - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/16
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________________ jaisA ki maiMne prArambha meM hI kahA ki utsavoM ke prasaMga para hama purAne vastroM kA tyAga kara naye vastra dhAraNa karate haiM va prasanna hote haiM / cole kA yaha parivartana Ananda kA prasaMga hotA hai, jazna kA prasaMga hotA hai, taba isa deha ke parivartana kA prasaMga kyoMkara dukhakara kahA jAve, mAnA jAve; jabaki hamArI yaha vartamAna deha vRddha va jarjara ho cukI hai, tejahIna ho cukI hai, azakta ho cukI hai aura yaha saba hameM bilkula abhISTa (icchita ) nahIM hai| hameM yuvA bane rahanA pasaMda hai, hama bacapana va yauvana kI ora lalacAI najaroM se dekhate haiM, hama punaH yauvana pAnA cAhate haiM va use pAne ke lie kyA-kyA nahIM karate ? samaya barbAda karate haiM, dhana barbAda karate haiM, taba bhI kyA ho pAtA hai ? kucha bhI to nhiiN| dUsarI ora puna: bacapana va yauvana prApta karane kA sarvottama sAdhana upalabdha hai, mRtyu va punarjanma; taba kyoM nahIM hama isa vikalpa kI ora AkarSita hote haiM ? AkarSita hone se merA tAtparya yaha nahIM ki hama AtmahatyA kara leM, svecchA se mRtyu kA varaNa kara leM; para jaba yaha kArya prAkRtika tarIke se ho hI rahA ho, taba usakA itanA tIvratama pratirodha kyoM ? usake prati anicchA kyoM, bhaya kyoM ? isakA ekamAtra kAraNa hai, AtmA kI ajara - amaratA ke bAre meM hamArA saMdeha, hamArA anirNaya; punarjanma hone ke bAre meM hamArI AzaMkA / hAlAMki jagata ke sabhI mahattvapUrNa darzana punarjanma meM AsthA rakhate haiM aura isIlie kisI bhI darzana meM AsthA rakhanevAle vyakti ko isake bAre meM zaMkita nahIM honA cAhie, parantu aisA hotA nahIM hai; kyoMki dharma va darzanoM ke bAre meM bhI hama sabhI kI AsthA kA svarUpa kucha vicitra prakAra kahI hai| eka ora hameM jagata kI vizAlatA va prAkRtika vyavasthAyeM Azcaryacakita karatI haiM evaM phalasvarUpa ina sabhI vyavasthAoM kA saMcAlana karanevAlI kisI pAralaukika zakti yA sarvazaktimAna kI parikalpanA kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/17 2
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________________ janma letI hai, hama usake prati zraddhAvanata hote haiN| usake daMDa vidhAna se bhayabhIta hote haiM aura isalie use rijhAne ke lie usake samakSa natamastaka hote haiM; tathApi usake prati hamArI zraddhA suvidhAbhogI hI banI rahatI hai| dharma ke jo vidhAna hameM apane anukUla lagate haiM, unheM hama svIkAra kara lete haiM va jo pratikUla lagate haiM, unakI hama anadekhI kara dete haiN| ... hama dharmabhIrU (dharma se DaranevAle) haiM, dharmAtmA nahIM, dharma ke pAlaka nahIM, dhArmika nhiiN| dharma ke prati anajAne hI eka ajIbogarIba upekSA bhAva hamAre mastiSka meM hai, hamArI manovRtti meM hai| dharma ke kisI bhI vidhAna ko apanI suvidhA-asuvidhA ke hisAba se hama svIkAra yA asvIkAra bhale kara lete haiM, para unakI satyatA yA asatyatA kI jA~ca karane kI hama kabhI koziza hI nahIM karate, hameM usakI AvazyakatA hI mahasUsa nahIM hotii| ___ dharma ke prati hamArA yaha ravaiyA kyoM hai, kaisA hai, kaisA honA cAhie ? Adi, yaha pRthak samIkSA kA viSaya haiM va isakI carcA hama anyatra kreNge| ____ yahA~ to hamArI carcA kA viSaya yaha hai ki jaba sabhI darzana punarjanma kI avadhAraNA para hI AdhArita haiM va hama sabhI loga dharma meM bharosA rakhate haiM; taba hameM punarjanma ke bAre meM AzaMkA kyoMkara honI cAhie ? aura yadi aba hama AtmA kI 'ajara-amaratA', 'anAdi-anantatA' ko svIkAra kara hI lete haiM, taba mRtyu se bhaya kyoM honA caahie| are ! bhaya kI to bAta hI kyA ? kyA kadAcit hameM usake prati lAlAyita nahIM honA cAhie ? eka naI zurUAta ke lie, eka naI subaha ke lie, eka naye pariveza ke lie, eka aura naI pArI ke lie| jaba ukta yuktiyA~ hamAre samakSa prastuta kI jAtI haiM to hameM lagane to lagatA hai ki honA to yahI cAhie; para hama svayaM nahIM samajha pAte ki aisA hotA kyoM nahIM hai ? hameM lagatA hai ki tarka to ThIka hai, para Akhira vivAha va mRtyu donoM ko hama eka hI zreNI meM kaise rakha sakate haiM ? hAlAMki kanyA - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/18
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________________ ke vivAha va svayaM kI mRtyu meM bahuta karIbI samAnatAyeM haiN| vivAha ke bAda kanyA kA nAma, gotra, kula, parivAra, ghara, gA~va, sampatti, adhikAra, apane-parAye saba badala jAte haiM aura isIprakAra mRtyu hone para punarjanma meM bhI hotA hai, phira yadi kanyA yaha saba jAnate hue khuzI-khuzI vivAha karatI hai, taba aisI hI samAna sthitiyoM meM hama mRtyu se bhayabhIta hoM, yaha samajha se pare hai| taba phira vaha kaunasA kAraNa hai jo avyakta meM hI hameM mRtyu ke prati bhayabhIta banAye rakhatA hai ? ___ tanika gaharAI se vicAra karane para samajha meM AtA hai ki mRtyu ke dvArA honevAlA parivartana, kapar3e badalane se yA vivAha se yA paradeza gamana evaM. sthAna parivartana se isalie bhinna hai ki vastra badalane se pUrva naye vastroM kA cunAva hama svayaM karate haiM va taba unheM dekhabhAla kara, pasanda karake, unheM apane lie anukUla va AnandadAyaka jAnakara svIkAra kara lete haiM va prasannatApUrvaka purAne vastra tyAga dete haiN| ___ vivAhAdi ke bAre meM bhI aisA hI hai| hama svayaM apane bhAvI jIvana sAthI va bhAvI jIvana kA cunAva karate haiM, unakI vivecanA karate haiM, use vartamAna se acchA va AnandadAyaka mAnakara usakA varaNa karate haiM va gAtebajAte, khuzI-khuzI apane vartamAna ko tyAga dete haiN| ___ apanoM ko va ghara ko chor3akara dUra deza jA basane se pahale usake bAre meM sArI jAnakArI prApta kara lete haiM va behatarI se Azvasta hokara hI koI kadama Age bar3hAte haiN| isaprakAra yahA~ hameM lagatA hai ki cunAva hamAre hI hAtha meM hai va bhaviSya nizcita hI hamAre vartamAna se behatara hai, isa vizvAsa ke sAtha hama Age baDhate haiM, para mRtyu ke bAre meM aisA nahIM hai, vahA~ na to bhaviSya ko cunane kA adhikAra hamAre hAtha meM hai aura na hI usake bAre meM jAnakArI hI hai, taba kaise hama yahA~ jo jaisA hai, dekhA-jAnA va well settled vaha saba kucha - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai 1/19
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________________ chor3akara eka andhe kue~ meM apane Apako jhoMka deN| - basa, isIlie hama mRtyu se Darate haiN| vastutaH to jagata ke samasta saMyoga yA viyoga sunizcita hI haiM, unheM cunanA hamAre hAtha meM hai hI nahIM, phira bhI vivAhAdika prasaMgoM para hamAre isa bhrama kI puSTi hotI sI dikhAI detI hai ki cunAva hamane kiyA hai aura cAhate to inkAra bhI kara sakate the; parantu mRtyu ke sandarbha meM hamAre isa bhrama kI puSTi nahIM hotI hai, kyoMki hama cAheM yA na cAheM, mRtyu aparihArya hai| __ jaba mRtyu nizcita hI hai va ise meMTA hI nahIM jA sakatA, taba kyoM na hama ise svIkAra hI kara leM ? para nahIM, yahA~ bhI hameM AzA kI eka kiraNa dikhAI de hI jAtI hai| hama bar3e hI AzAvAdI jo tthhre| hameM lagatA hai ki ThIka hai mRtyu honA to nizcita hai, use meMTA to nahIM jA sakatA, para TAlA to jA sakatA hai na ! Aja honevAlI mRtyu ko kala taka ke lie hI sahI, TAlA to jA sakatA hai na ! aura yadi eka kala ke lie aisA kiyA jA sakatA hai to do-cAra kaloM ke lie kyoM nahIM ? are ananta kaloM ke lie kyoM nahIM, ananta kAla ke liye kyoM nahIM ? aura isaprakAra hameM jahA~ vastusvarUpa meM parivartana karane kI tanika sI gujAiza dikhAI detI hai; vahA~ hama ananta sambhAvanAoM kI talAza karane lagate haiN| ___ kyA sacamuca mRtyu ko kucha samaya ke lie TAlA jA sakatA hai, yaha pRthak cintana kA viSaya hai| ____yahA~ to hamArI vyathA yaha hai ki anya viSayoM kI taraha mRtyu ke sandarbha meM, mRtyu kA samaya va prakAra tathA mRtyu ke bAda ke purnajanma ko cunane va jAnane kA sAdhana hamAre pAsa nahIM hai; para yaha saca nahIM hai| kyA kahA ? to kyA koI aisA tarIkA hai, jisase hama apanA agalA jIvana sunizcita kara sakate haiM ? jAna sakate haiM ? - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/20
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________________ hama yakAyaka sakriya ho jAte haiN| hameM AzA kI eka kSINa sI hI sahI, kiraNa dikhAI dene lagatI hai| hA~, maiM kahatA hU~ ki hama apane agale jIvana kA cunAva bhI kara sakate haiM va jAna bhI sakate haiN| jagata meM cunAva kI bhinna-bhinna paddhatiyA~ hotI haiN| yaha paddhati bhI kucha alaga hI taraha kI hai| isIprakAra dekhane-jAnane ke tarIke bhI bhinnabhinna hote haiN| kucha cIjoM ko sIdhe-sIdhe jAnA jA sakatA hai va kucha ko anubhava ke AdhAra para anumAna se| kucha dRzya atyanta spaSTa hote haiM va unheM hara koI par3a sakatA hai, para kucha dRzyoM ko paDhane ke lie anubhava kI A~kheM caahie| sAmAnya phoTogrApha ko to koI bhI spaSTa dekha samajha sakatA hai, para eksare phoTogrApha ko dekhane, samajhane va jAnane ke lie, usameM se niSkarSa nikAlane ke lie eka gahare anubhava kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| __ hA~ ! hama apanA agalA jIvana anumAna jJAna ke AdhAra para jAna bhI sakate haiM aura sunizcita bhI kara sakate haiN| ___ jagata ke sabhI pramukha darzana mAnate haiM ki yaha jIva svayaM jisaprakAra ke karma karatA hai, tadanusAra phala prApta karatA hai| - kartAvAdI darzana mAnate haiM ki koI IzvarIya zakti ina saba kriyAkalApoM kA niyaMtraNa karatI hai va jIva ke dvArA kie gae karmoM ke anusAra usakI niyati kA nirdhAraNa karatI hai va akartAvAdI darzanoM ke anusAra yaha eka svacAlita prakriyA hai, tathApi yaha nirvivAda mAnyatA hai ki apane-apane karmoM kA phala sabhI jIva bhogate haiN| __ukta tathya ko svIkAra karate hI hama anizcita kahA~ rahate haiM, paravaza kahA~ rahate haiM, anAtha kahA~ rahate haiM ? isa tathya ko svIkAra karate hI hama svayaM apane bhaviSya ke eka sakSama niyaMtA ke rUpa meM sthApita ho jAte haiM, sirpha agale janama ke lie hI nahIM; AgAmI anaMtakAla taka - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/11
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________________ ke lie ananta janmoM ke lie, apane isI janma ke bAkI bace samaya ke lie bhI aura to aura vartamAna ke lie bhii| prasaMgavaza eka bAta aura spaSTa kara dUM ki janasAmAnya kI yaha dhAraNA ki 'jIva pUrvajanma ke karmoM kA phala isa jIvana meM bhogatA hai va isa jIvana ke karmoM kA phala agale jIvana meM bhogegA' pUrI taraha sahI nahIM hai| ___karmoM kA phala bhogane kI sImA kA nirdhAraNa bhava (yoni) ke AdhAra para nahIM hai, varana kAla ke AdhAra para hai| karmabandha va udaya kI prakriyA kucha isaprakAra kI hai ki bAMdhe gae kucha karma bahuta samaya ke bAda udaya meM Akara phala dete haiM va kucha karma tatkAla hI udaya meM Akara phala dete haiM, isaprakAra yaha jarUrI nahIM ki hamAre isa janma meM kie gae kRtyoM kA phala nizcita taura para agale janma meM hI milegA, isa jIvana meM nhiiN| yaha eka gambhIra va vistRta viSaya hai, jisa para pRthak carcA abhISTa hai| hama apanA vartamAna jIvana zAMti va sadAcAra pUrvaka, puNya kArya karate hue bitAyeM to hama svayaM yaha sunizcita kara sakate haiM ki hamArI mRtyu bhI maMgalamaya hogI va agalA jIvana bhii| aba bhI agara hamAre andara mRtyu yA bhAvI jIvana ke bAre meM bhaya va AzaMkA vidyamAna rahatI hai to hameM samajhanA cAhie ki hamArI vartamAna pariNati va kriyAkalApa itane vikRta haiM ki hama apane svarNima bhaviSya ke lie AzAnvita hI nahIM haiM yA yU~ kahie ki hama yaha mAnate haiM ki aisI pariNati ke calate hamArA bhaviSya nizcita taura para andhakAramaya hI hai| yadi aisA hai to AvazyakatA isa bAta kI hai ki hama apane vartamAna ko isaprakAra DijAina kareM ki usameM se eka salone svarNima bhaviSya kA udaya ho, hamArA vaha vartamAna jIvana aisA ho ki jo hamAre ananta bhaviSya ko ujjvala banAye, aisA Adarza jIvana kaisA honA cAhie ? isakI carcA hama vistArapUrvaka eka anya kRti meM kreNge| ___ mRtyu ko mahotsava banAne ke lie jarUrI hai ki hamArA sampUrNa jIvana hI mahotsavamaya ho| jinakA jIvana mahotsava hotA hai, unakI - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/12
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________________ mRtyu mahotsava hotI hai, unakA punarjanma mahotsava hotA hai| unakA janma kalyANasvarUpa hotA hai, sva va para kA kalyANa karanevAlA hotA hai| janma apane Apa meM koI mahAna vastu nahIM hai aura isalie janma ko kalyANasvarUpa mAnanA va kahanA ucita nahIM hai; tathApi jinakA jIvana kalyANasvarUpa hotA hai, unake janma ko to kalyANasvarUpa kahA hI jAyegA, mAnA hI jaayegaa| ___ vartamAna meM hamArI jIvana zailI meM mAtra vartamAna kI hI mukhyatA hai| dina-rAta hamAre ciMtana kA viSaya mAtra yaha vartamAna mAnavajIvana hI hai| isalie hamAre kriyA-kalApoM meM isa jIvana ke bAda ke jIvana ke lie koI paravAha yA koI taiyArI kI jhalaka dikhAI nahIM detI hai| ___ yadi hama apane cintana ke dAyare ko vistAra dekara ananta kAla taka rahane vAle isa bhagavAna AtmA ke bAre meM socanA prAraMbha kareMge to hamArI soca meM, hamArI rIti-nIti meM, hamArI vartamAna jIvanazailI meM; mUlabhUta parivartana ho jAyegA aura taba hama mRtyu ke prati bhayabhIta bhI na raheMge, mAtra kapar3e badalane jaisI sAmAnya kriyA kI taraha isa dehaparivartana kI kriyA ko bhI sahaja hI svIkAra kara leNge| ___ aba taka hamane jo carcA kI, vaha eka milI-julI carcA thI, jisameM donoM pakSa zAmila the, eka svayaM mRtyu ko prApta vyakti va dUsarA usakA prikr| (parivAra, riztedAra, mitrAdika, samAja va deza) aba hama donoM pakSoM ko alaga karake pRthak-pRthak una para par3anevAle prabhAvoM kI carcA kreN| sacamuca maraNa ko prApta vyakti ko to maraNa ke prati cintita hone kA koI kAraNa hI nahIM hai; kyoMki Aja apane isa vartamAna jIvana ke sandarbha meM cintAyeM karane ke lie anekoM prabala kAraNa va paristhitiyA~ maujUda haiM; para mRtyu hone ke bAda vaha na to una paristhitiyoM kA kartA rahegA aura na upabhoktA; aura to aura jJAtA bhI nahIM rahegA, yAni ki na to kucha karane kI usakI koI jimmedArI rahegI aura na hI kSamatA, na hI vaha usake - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/23
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________________ pariNAmoM se kisI bhI prakAra prabhAvita hogA aura use una ghaTanAoM kI koI jAnakArI bhI na mila pAyegI; taba una ghaTanAoM ke kAraNa sukhIdukhI hone kA koI avasara use milegA hI nahIM aura isaprakAra hama kaha sakate haiM ki mRtyu to hameM vartamAna paristhitiyoM se ubAra lene ke lie milA eka svarNa avasara hai, una paristhitiyoM se ubarane kA mAdhyama / jina para niyaMtraNa prApta karanA hamArI sAmarthya meM thA, una para to hama niyaMtraNa prApta kara hI cuke hote haiM; para jIte jI cAhakara bhI hama jina paristhitiyoM se va dAyitvoM se mukta nahIM ho pAte, mRtyu hameM una sabhI se mukta karake naye sire se eka bAra phira eka naI pArI kI zurUAta karane kA avasara pradAna karatI hai, taba mRtyu ko prApta vyakti kyoMkara mRtyu se bhayabhIta ho ? mRtyu ko prApta vyakti ke sambandhI avazya isa mRtyu kI ghaTanA se nirmita paristhitiyoM ke upabhoktA banate haiM; parantu yadi bhAvanAtmaka dharAtala se Upara uThakara vicAra kiyA jAve to kyA unake lie apane anekoM priyajanoM meM se eka priyajana kI mRtyu kI ghaTanA, jIvana meM pratidina va pratipala hI ghaTita honevAlI anekoM jhiMjhor3a denevAlI ghaTanAoM jaisI hI, unameM se eka choTIsI ghaTanA mAtra nahIM hai| pratidina hI to vizva, deza va samAja ko hilA kara rakha denevAlI anekoM ghaTanAyeM ghaTita hotI hI rahatI haiM va hama sabhI unakA eka hissA hone ke nAte unase prabhAvita hote rahate haiN| skAIlaiba girane kI ghaTanA yA varlDa TreDa senTara para hamale kI ghaTanA se yU~ to sIdhe-sIdhe hamArA kyA riztA hai, yA ki sArsa aura meDakAU kI bImArI bhI hameM kisa koNa se sparza karatI hai, para kyA ye ghaTanAyeM hameM andara taka hilAkara nahIM rakha detI haiM, bhayabhIta nahIM kara detI haiM, khedakhinna nahIM kara detIM haiM, kyA vyApAra ke kSetra kI vizvavyApI maMdI hameM parezAna nahIM banAye rakhatI, yA pAkistAna kI karatUteM va amerikA kA rukha hameM cintita nahIM karatA hai ? hAlAMki hama sIdhe-sIdhe ina sabase prabhAvita kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ? / 24
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________________ (Effected) honevAloM kI zreNI meM nahIM Ate haiM, taba bhii| aura phira vyApAra ke utAra-car3hAva, apane va sambandhiyoM ke svAsthya meM uThAvagirAva, apane jIvana meM honevAlI, corI, DakaitI, hiMsA, hatyA kI ghaTanAyeM, vyApAra kI lAbha-hAni, sarakArI kAnUnoM kI samasyAyeM, samAja meM vyApta zoSaNa va bhraSTAcAra, anyAya, aniSTa saMyoga Adi nirantara hameM parezAna nahIM kie rahate haiM ? __kyA hamAre bahuta bar3e sAmAjika samparka meM, yA ki vistRta sambandhI parikara meM, yA svayaM apane vizAla parivAra meM hI sadA hI janma-maraNa jaisI ghaTanAyeM ghaTita nahIM hotI rahatI haiM ? para jIvana bhara, jIvana meM Ate rahanevAle jhaMjhAvAtoM ke bIca aba ye ghaTanAyeM, ina jaisI anekoM ghaTanAoM jaisI hI, anekoM meM se eka ghaTanA mAtra banakara nahIM raha gaI haiM ? ____are ! una jaisI bhI kahA~ ? jaba anekoM jvalaMta samasyAyeM jIvaMta mu~ha bAye khar3I hoM, taba isa eka marI huI ghaTanA para dhyAna bhI dene kA avakAza bhI kisake pAsa rahatA hai? ___eka durghaTanA meM ghara-parivAra ke hI eka do sadasyoM kI mRtyu ho gaI ho va kucha anya mRtyu se saMgharSa kara rahe hoM, taba koI mare hue ko roye yA bace huoM ko sambhAle ? yaha to atyanta nikaTa bandhu-bAndhavoM kA hAla hai, mitroM kI to bAta hI kyA; unheM to aura bhI bahuta kucha hai karane ko| kisI ko zmazAna se hI sIdhe kisI kI varthaDe pArTI meM jAnA hai aura usake bAda kisI kI zAdI meM; kyoMki sAmAjika jIvana meM ina sabhI kA mahattva bhI to kucha kama nahIM hai; sabhI vyavahAra to nibhAne par3ate haiM, aura phira kisI kI zAdI bhI to koI roja-roja nahIM hotI hai n| ___ Apa kaha sakate haiM ki 'Apa to dUra ke logoM kI bAta kara rahe haiM, para sarvAdhika prabhAvita to bhAI-bandhu, mAtA-pitA va patnI-bacce hote haiM, aura hameM to unakI cintA hai, una becAroM kA hamAre binA kyA hAla hogA, ve to hamAre binA raha hI na skeNge|' - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/25
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________________ 'dila bahalAne ko gAliba ye khyAla acchA hai|' anyathA hakIkata to yaha hai ki ve sabhI to isa dina ke lie, isa ghaTanA ke lie kaba se taiyAra baiThe haiN| kyoM, vizvAsa nahIM hotA na ! abhI ho jaavegaa| putra to Apako nirbhAra karane ke lie va tijorI kI cAbI sahita saba jimmedAriyoM ko apane kandhoM para uThA lene ke lie na jAne kaba se lAlAyita hai hI, patnI bhI yUM to kahane ko to 'vaidhavya' vAle jIvana kI kalpanA se hI sihara uThatI hai va suhAgina hI maranA cAhatI hai; tathApi yadA-kadA anajAne hI usakA bhI abhiprAya prakaTa ho hI jAtA hai, jaba saMsAra ke yathArtha kA varNana karatI huI, samaya rahate apane pakSa meM vasIyata karavA lene ke lie apanI samasta kalAoM kA upayoga karate hue vaha kahatI hai ki jIvana kA kyA bharosA? jAne kaba kyA ho jAve ? taba merA kyA hogA?' isaprakAra vaha bhI Apake binA jIne ke lie taiyAra hai| aba bhI kyA Apa na mAneMge ki Apake cAroM ora Apake apane loga kisataraha Apake binA jIvana jIne kI taiyAriyoM meM kisa kadara vyasta rahate haiN| yaha to mRtyupUrva kI una taiyAriyoM kI bAta hai, jo jIvana bhara hI calatI rahatI haiM, aba mRtyu ke bAda kI bhI kucha carcA aprAsaMgika nahIM hogii| ___ mRtyu kI kriyA sAnanda sampanna hote hI AsapAsa kA mAhaula Azcaryajanaka rUpa se yuddhastara para yakAyaka sakriya ho uThatA hai aura sabhI loga apane-apane yogya morce sambhAla lete haiM, koI kriyAkarma kI vyavasthA meM juTa ja.tA hai, koI sambandhiyoM ko sUcita karane meM, koI DaoNkTara ke pAsa daur3atA hai aura koI vakIla ke paas| koI tijorI sambhAlane kI cintA karane lagatA hai aura koI vasIyata DhUMDhane kii| mRtyu kI sUcanA pAkara loga bhAva vihvala hoM na hoM, para yaha jAnanA unakI prathama prAthamikatA hotI hai -- kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/16
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________________ ki yaha zubha kArya kisa vidhi se sampanna huA; aura phira dUsare hI dina, tiye kI baiThaka ke bAda vyAvasAya ke lie jAne taka vibhinna vyavasthAoM kA eka nirantara silasilA nikaTastha logoM ko isa kadara vyasta rakhatA hai ki vartamAna kI samhAla meM vyasta ve becAre abhI-abhI 'bhUtapUrva' hue usa priyajana kA smaraNa hI nahIM kara paate| eka vicAra hamAre mastiSka meM A sakatA hai ki yaha to huI una logoM kI bAta jo yathAsamaya, yathAvidhi maraNa ko prApta hote haiM; para asamaya hI durghaTanApUrvaka mRtyu ko prApta parijanoM kA viraha to una para nirbhara logoM ko jhakajhora hI DAlatA hai na ? para nahIM ! kucha bhI to nahIM bigar3atA, bahudhA to ulTA hI hotA hai, dharmapatnI jo jIvanabhara abalA banI rahI thI; yakAyaka prabala' ho uThatI hai va jIvana saMgharSa meM apane Apako banAye rakhane ke upakrama meM juTa jAtI hai aura vaha bacce jo sambhavataH pitA kI chatrachAyA meM AdhI umra bIta jAne taka bhI gaira jimmedAra bane rahate, itanI tejI se samAja ke, parivAra ke eka sakSama aura jimmedAra sadasya bana jAte haiM, jo sAmAnya paristhitiyoM meM nAmumakina hI hai| ____ maraNa yadi rAjA kA ho, to agale hI kSaNa eka ora rAjagaddI ke lie saMgharSa hone lagatA hai va dUsarI ora rAjatilaka kI taiyAriyA~ / mRtyu yadi raMka kI ho to usake parijana citA kI vyavasthA se ubarate hI cUlhe kI vyavasthA meM vyasta ho jAte haiM, avakAza kisI ko nhiiN| __ avasAna yadi yogI kA hotA hai to usake ziSya agale hI pala AtmA meM jAne ko tatpara rahate haiM aura mahAprayANa yadi bhogI kA ho to usake uttarAdhikArI bhogoM ke lie tatpara dikhate haiN| __ isaprakAra hama pAte haiM ki binA vicAre bhale hI saMskAravaza hama mRtyu se bhayabhIta bane rheN| para vicAra karane para jJAta hotA hai ki, mRtyu bhI jIvana ke anya anekoM ghaTanAkramoM ke samAna hI eka sAmAnya ghaTanA hai, jise utanI hI taTasthatApUrvaka svIkAra kiyA jAnA cAhie, jitanA - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/27
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________________ kisI anya ghaTanA ko / hama cAheM yA na cAheM; janma-maraNa ko svIkAra karanA hamArI niyati hai, majabUrI hai; jabataka ki hama janma-maraNa kA abhAva na kara leN| isa sabake bAvajUda mRtyu ko TAla sakane kI kSamatA prApta karane ke divAsvapna se zAyada hI koI achUtA rahA hogaa| jIvana ke kisI na kisI mor3a para hama sabhI ke mana meM yaha lAlasA utpanna avazya huI hogii| yadyapi mRtyu ko TAlanA va meTanA kisI ke lie bhI sambhava nahIM hai; tathApi yadi aisA ho sake to vaha kisa paristhiti ko janma degI - yaha dekhanA atyanta mahattvapUrNa hai / hamameM se adhikatara loga apane samasta dAyitvoM kA nirvAha kara cukane ke bAda, apanA sakriya jIvana khatma ho cukane ke bAda bhI anekoM varSoM taka jIvita rahate haiM aura hama sabhI bar3I acchI taraha jAnate haiM ki vaha jIvana kaisA hotA hai| jaba hama sakriya jIvana se avakAza grahaNa karate haiM, taba prArambha meM to eka tIvra jijIviSA janma letI hai ki 'aba taka to dAyitvoM ke nirvAha meM lagA rahA, para aba maiM jIvana jiU~gA, bharapUra; apane tarIke se' para antataH jIvana kI ora hamArI yaha daur3a, mRgamarIcikA hI sAbita hotI hai, vaha tRpti ko nahIM tRSA ko hI janma detI hai| kucha hI samaya meM hameM ahasAsa hone lagatA hai ki hama aprAsaMgika (Irrelevant) ho cale haiM, aba hamAre bane rahane kI koI upayogitA nahIM raha gaI hai, aba kisI ko hamArI AvazyakatA nahIM rahI hai aura anubhava yaha kahatA hai ki jaise-jaise yaha jIvanakAla lambA hotA jAtA hai, hama aprasAMgika se avAMkSita (Unwanted) hone lagate haiN| pahale hama mAtra anupayogI (Useless) hue the, aba bojha banane lagate haiM aura pahale hamArI mauta apekSita (Expected) huA karatI thI, aba cAhata (desire ) banane lagatI hai / kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/28.
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________________ aba hama ghara-parivAra, samAja va deza ke lie sampadA na rahakara dAyitva (Liability) banane lagate haiM, kyoMki aba hama utpAdaka (Producer) nahIM rahate, mAtra upabhoktA (Consumer) bana jAte haiN| upabhoktA bhI mAtra vastuoM ke nahIM, samaya va dhyAna (Attaintion) ke bhI, aura kisake pAsa samaya hai jo aise anupayogI logoM ke pIche barbAda kara sake, aura phira usa zrama kA koI bhI riTarna bhI to nahIM hai| aba agara isaprakAra ke jIvana kA yaha krama thor3A aura lambA khiMca jAve to hamArI mauta jo abataka 'anapekSita' se 'apekSita' aura phira usake bAda 'cAhata' bana cukI thI, aba 'murAda' banane lagatI hai, sAdha bana jAtI hai va yadA-kadA prasaMgavaza apane hI parijanoM ke bIca vANI meM bhI prakaTa hone lagatI hai / 'na mare na mA~cA chor3e' isItaraha ke anya kaI muhAvare hamane samaya-samaya para sune hI hoNge| isaprakAra aba hama mara-mara kara jIne lagate haiM aura isa para bhI agara mauta hama para aba bhI kRpAvaMta nahIM huI to aba hamArI mRtyu eka AvazyakatA bana jAtI hai, eka jvalaMta AvazyakatA aura yaha jvalaMta AvazyakatA kI Aga mAtra eka ora nahIM rahatI, donoM ora prajvalita hotI hai, aba hama svayaM bhI maranA cAhate haiM va anya loga bhI hamase aisI hI apekSA rakhate haiN| yadyapi jyoM-jyoM sabhyatA kA vikAsa hotA gayA, tyoM-tyoM hama sabhI apane-apane manobhAvoM ko chupAne kI kalA meM pAraMgata hote cale gae; tathApi hamArI isataraha kI bhAvanAoM kI abhivyakti ke prasaMga upasthita hote hI rahate haiM, aura to aura kAlAntara meM parijana hI nahIM mitra va samAja ke loga bhI isataraha kI bhAvanAoM ko abhivyakti pradAna karane laga jAte haiM; Akhira unheM bhI to deza va samAja kI cintA hai, bar3hatI huI AbAdI kI va saMsAdhanoM ke abhAva kI phikra hai| kabhI-kabhI to anacAhe, anajAne, anAyAsa hI kucha isaprakAra ke kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ? / 29
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________________ hAsyAspada prasaMga upasthita ho jAte haiM, jina para hamArA koI niyaMtraNa hI nahIM rhtaa| udAharaNa ke lie mAna lIjie ki kisI ke atyanta nikaTa parijana, yathA - putra-putrI, bhAI-bahina ityAdi kahIM dUra deza meM rahate hoM va apane mAtA-pitA Adi kI atyaMta gambhIra, maraNAntaka dazA kA samAcAra sunakara daur3e-daur3e cale Aye hoM to unakI mAnasikatA kA vizleSaNa pramodakArI ho sakatA hai| ve sajjana tabiyata kI gambhIratA ke samAcAra sunakara apane atyanta mahattvapUrNa kAmoM ko bIca meM hI apUrNa chor3akara binA paryApta taiyArI ke cale to Ae, para aba unheM vApisa lauTane kI jaldabAjI to banI hI rahatI hai; kyoMki unakA lauTanA atyanta Avazyaka hai bhii| ___ maiM Apase pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki kina paristhitiyoM meM aba ve vApisa lauTa sakate haiM ? eka to yadi marIja punaH svastha ho jAve aura dUsarI, marIja kI mRtyu ho jAne para Avazyaka jimmedAriyoM ke nirvAha ke bAda vApisa lauTA jA sakatA hai| __ aba yadi hama taTastha va gambhIra hokara nirapekSa vicAra kareM, apanI manodazA kA vizleSaNa kareM to kyA niSkarSa nikalegA ? Agantuka kisa apekSA ke sAtha daur3A calA AyA hai ? marIja ke svasthya hone kI kAmanA ke sAtha yA mRtyu kI apekSA ke sAtha ? __hAlAMki hama AsAnI se apanI isa manodazA ko svIkAra nahIM kareMge, para adhikatara mAmaloM meM saccAI to yahI hotI hai ki Agantuka mRtyu kI AzA lekara hI Ate haiM; kyoMki jabataka punaH svasthya hone kI AzA banI rahatI hai, tabataka to vaha dina khIMcatA hI rahatA hai ki na jAnA par3e to acchA ho, para jaba jIvana kI AzA khatma ho jAtI hai va mRtyu nizcita dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai, tabhI daur3atA hai| - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/30
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________________ ukta paripekSya meM aba use lauTane kI jaldI hai, isakA avyakta artha kyA hai ? yahI na, ki kaba marIja kI zIghra mRtyu ho va vaha apane anuSThAna sampanna kara jaldI se jaldI lauTa ske| isa krama meM jyoM-jyoM dina khiMcate jAte haiM, sabhI kI vyagratA baDhatI jAtI hai| ___ maiM pUchatA hU~ ki kisa bAta kI vyagratA hai yaha ? Akhira Apa cAhate kyA haiM ? kyA marIja kI zIghra mauta ? ___ antataH yadi kaI dinoM taka kucha bhI hotA na dikhe to phira nirAza hokara lambI sAMse letA huA vaha bola uThatA hai ki 'aba kyA karU~, socatA hU~ kucha dinoM ke lie ghara ho hI AU~, yadi aura koI DevalapamenTa ho to btaanaa|' are bhaI ! kisa bAta kA aphasosa kara rahA hai? apane sambandhI ke na marane kA ? aura aba kauna-sA DevalapamenTa cAhatA hai ? mRtyu kA samAcAra hI na ? aura antataH eka dina vaha lauTa hI jAtA hai| mAna lIjie eka bAra phira aisA hI prasaMga upasthita ho jAve aura vaha phira daur3A calA Ave, taba bhI mRtyu na ho aura vaha phira lauTa jaave| tIsarI bAra phira isIprakAra kA prasaMga upasthita hone para anAyAsa hI usake mukha se nikala jAtA hai 'kitanI bAra daur3a-daur3akara AU~ ? kucha hotA jAtA to hai nhiiN|' ___aba koI usa bhale AdamI se pUche ki Akhira tU kyA cAhatA hai, kyA honA-jAnA cAhatA hai ? tujhe kyA iSTa hai ? apane sambandhI kA svAsthya yA usakI mauta ? para yadi marIja svastha ho jAtA hai, taba to ise kucha huA sA hI nahIM lagatA, apanI daur3a-bhAga vyartha dikhAI dene lagatI hai, usakA aphasosa hone lagatA hai| mAno isakI prAsaMgikatA mAtra mRtyu kI sthiti meM hI ho, jIvana meM to isakI prAmANikatA hai hI nhiiN| - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai 1/41
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________________ * kyA ukta avasthA meM hamArI soca isaprakAra kI nahIM honI cAhie ki 'are ! maiMne yaha kyA kiyA ? inheM isaprakAra akelA chor3a diyA, hamezA ke lie ? yadi kabhI kucha ho jAtA to kyA hotA ? maiM to kabhI inase mila bhI na pAtA, inakI sevA hI na kara pAtA, apane kartavya kI pUrti se vaMcita hI raha jaataa| aba saubhAgya se yaha avasara mere hAtha AyA hai to aba to maiM inhIM ke sAtha rahakara inakA sAnnidhya lAbha lU~gA va inakI sevA karake apanA RNa utaaruuNgaa|' kyA koI aisA karatA hai ? kyA koI aisA kara pAtA hai ? nahIM ! aisA ho hI nahIM pAtA / loga kaheMge. kyA karU~, paristhitiyA~ hI aisI haiM; para maiM isa bAta se sahamata nahIM huuN| Aja kI paristhiti to Aja nirmita huI hai, para tU to varSoM pahile unheM chor3akara paradeza calA gayA thaa| taba kyA socakara gayA thA ? asthAyI taura para to gayA nahIM thA, sthAyI taura para ho gayA thA na ? kyA isake mAyane spaSTa nahIM haiM ki aba tUne mRtyu taka ke lie unheM akelA chor3a diyA haiM, aba tujhe unakI AvazyakatA nahIM rhii| aura aba, jaba tUne uheM chor3a hI diyA hai to tujhe kyA pharka par3atA hai ? 'cAhe lAkha varSoM taka jIveM yA mRtyu Aja hI A jAve' tere lie to ve mRtasama hI ho gae haiM na ? hamameM se koI bhI ina paristhitiyoM kA apavAda nahIM hai| sabhI kI hAlata aisI hI hai| hama sabhI ina sabhI bAtoM ke artha bakhUbI samajhate bhI haiM, para hama inakI carcA nahIM karate; kyoMki hama isa saca se mu~ha mor3anA cAhate haiN| ina hAlAtoM meM aba maiM Apase pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki Akhira aba Apa kyoM jInA cAhate haiM, kisake lie jInA cAhate haiM ? svayaM apane lie ? nahIM ! kRSakAya va viparIta paristhitiyoM meM isa kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ? / 32.
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________________ jIvana meM rakhA hI kyA hai, aura yadi parijanoM ke lie, to unakI sthiti to sAmane hai, unheM to ApakI AvazyakatA hI nhiiN| aba bhI kyA Apa mRtyu ko TAlanA yA amara honA pasanda kareMge? Apa kaha sakate haiM ki Apa to asamartha jIvana kA varNana karake hameM jIvana se DarAnA cAhate haiN| hama koI asamartha va asvasthya hokara thor3e hI jInA cAhate haiN| hama to svasthya, sabala va sakriya jIvana jInA cAhate haiN| saca hI to kahA hai| 'mana ke laDDa phIke kyoM' yadi cAhata hI karanI hai to apUrNa kyoM ? Aiye hama isa para bhI vicAra kara leN| yadi isaprakAra sabala, svastha va sakriya bane rahakara sabhI ke lie amara honA sambhava ho to isa pRthvI kI janasaMkhyA kA kyA hogA ? taba bhI kyA yaha jagata rahane jaisA sthAna banA raha sakegA ? taba bhI kyA sabhI ke lie saba kucha upalabdha raha sakegA ? jIvana saMgharSa kA kyA * hogA ? abhI jaba mRtyu kA prAvadhAna hai, taba janasaMkhyA itanI bar3I samasyA banI huI hai ki mAtA-pitA svayaM apanI saMtAna ko jIvita rakhanA nahIM cAhate, taba phira amaratA kI sthiti meM kyA hogA? ___Apa zAyada merI isa bAta se sahamata na hoN| are mAtra asahamata hI nahIM, varan zAyada Apako sakhta etarAja bhI ho sakatA hai mere isa kathana para ki mAtA-pitA svayaM apanI saMtAna ko jIvita rakhanA nahIM caahte| para maiM Apase pUchatA hU~ ki Akhira garbhapAta kyA hai ? kyA apane hI zizu kI hatyA nahIM hai? usa zizu kI, jo apanI rakSA ke lie hama para hI nirbhara hai| are garbhapAta kI bAta jAne dIjie, kyA apanI adhika saMtAnoM kA aphasosa honA, unake hone kI anicchA ko nahIM darzAtA? na sahI aphasosa, para yadi hameM zarma bhI AtI hai, unake hone para; kyA yaha hamArI unake prati anicchA nahIM hai ? aura kyA unake na ho sakane - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/33
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________________ ke upAya karanA bhI hamArI unake prati anicchA nahIM hai ? mere ukta vizleSaNa kA matalaba parivAra niyojana kAryakrama se merI sahamati yA asahamati nahIM hai| yaha to zuddha bauddhika vizleSaNa hai, hamArI vRtti kA, hamAre manobhAvoM kA / hama tanika viSayAntara ho ge| tAtparya yaha hai ki vartamAna jIvana kI amaratA kA lakSya hAsila karate hI hameM ruka jAnA hogA, jahA~ ke tahA~ / phira navasRjana ke lie avakAza hI nahIM rhegaa| kyA hameM yaha abhISTa hai ? aba yaha mata kahiyegA ki amaratva kI yaha parikalpanA Apane mAtra svayaM apane lie kI hai, anya kisI ke lie nahIM; kyoMki yaha cAhata rakhane vAle Apa akele hI nahIM haiM, sabhI to haiN| yadi Apa yaha upalabdha kara sakate haiM to koI anya kyoM nahIM ? phira Apa bhI svayaM hI yaha suvidhA mAtra apane lie upalabdha nahIM karanA caaheNge| na sahI anyoM ke lie, para apanoM ke lie to cAheMge hI; kyoMki akele-akele to jIne meM bhI kyA majA hai ? are hama to vaha haiM ki yadi 10-20 loga sAtha marane ko taiyAra ho to hameM marane se bhI etarAja nahIM aura akele to hama jInA bhI nahIM caahte| jaba Apa apanoM ko amaratva bAMTane nikaleMge to apanatva kA yaha dAyarA draupadI ke cIra kI bhA~ti isataraha baDhatA calA jAvegA ki zAyada antataH 'vasudhaiva kuTumbakam' kI avadhAraNA para pahu~cakara hI thame, yAni ki sArI sRSTi hI apanoM meM zAmila ho jAvegI / ApakI samasta parikalpanAoM ko nakAratA huA maiM Apako atyanta niSThura pratIta ho rahA hoU~gA, para nirAza hone kI AvazyakatA nahIM / mere pAsa isa samasyA kA eka itanA uttama samAdhAna upalabdha hai, jisameM mRtyu se honevAlI hAniyoM se to bacA jA sakatA hai va lAbha banAye kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ? / 34
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________________ rakhe jA sakate haiN| hone ko to yaha bhI utanA hI asambhava hai, para bAta cAhata kI cala rahI hai, kalpanA ke AdhAra para cala rahI hai to hama kalpanA ke dharAtala para hI samasta vikalpoM ko kyoM na AjamA leM; yadi ve sabhI tarka va vyAvahArikatA kI kasauTI para khare hI nahIM utarate haiM to hama svayaM usa vikalpa ko tyAga deMge / - ukta samasyA kA merA samAdhAna hai punarjanma / mRtyu ke pazcAt manuSyagati meM hI punarjanma ho jAve va punarjanma kI smRti bhI prakaTa ho jAve, taba donoM kAma ho jAte haiM, jIrNa-zIrNa deha miTakara naI deha mila jAtI hai; phira zaizava, bacapana, yauvana, bala, svAsthya sabakucha mila jAtA hai aura smRti ke kAraNa purAnA parikara, bandhu bAndhava, parivAra va samAja bhI mila jAtA hai| ThIka hai na? para nhiiN| yaha to atyanta hI anarthakAraka sAbita hogA, yaha to anekoM aisI visaMgatiyoM ko janma degA; jinakA vyAvahArika samAdhAna sambhava hI nahIM hai| sarvaprathama to niSThA kA savAla khar3A hogaa| usa vyakti kI niSThA kisake prati hogI, kisa parivAra ke prati hogI, kisa rizte ke prati hogI? kyoMki sabhI kucha to Dabala ho jAvegA, sAre hI rizte duhare (Dabala) ho jAyeMge, mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bahina, pati-patnI, putra-putrI / / ina riztoM meM vaha kisa rizte ke prati niSThAvAna rahe ? kyoMki donoM ke prati eka jaisI niSThA kA nirvAha to sambhava hai nahIM aura kucha rizte to hote hI ekaniSTha haiM; jaise pati-patnI / yU~ to sabhI rizte ekaniSTha hI hote haiM, cAhe pitA-putra kA ho yA bhAI-bhAI kA / kisI ke pitA ko apanA pitA kaha denA yA putra ko apanA putra kaha denA aura bAta hai va eka rizte ke taura para usakA nirvAha dUsarI bAta / pratyeka rizte ke sAtha usase jur3e adhikAra evaM kartavyoM kI eka lambI zrRMkhalA hotI hai aura do sthAnoM para unakA kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/35
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________________ nirvAha vyAvahArika taura para sambhava hI nahIM hai| ___ yadi hama vistAra meM jAyeM to ina visaMgatiyoM ko rekhAMkita karatekarate umra bIta jAve; para hama viSayAntara nahIM honA cAhate, phira bhI ekAdha udAharaNa kI carcA asaMgata nahIM hogii| mAna lIjie eka 80 varSa kA vRddha vyakti marakara par3ausI ke ghara meM jnmaa| isa sthiti se paidA hone vAlI visaMgatiyoM kI jarA kalpanA kareM - kala taka vaha 80 varSa kA vRddha thA, tadanusAra hI sammAna pAtA thaa| loga use dAdAjI, pitAjI, dAUjI, bAbUjI, seTha sAhaba Adi nAmoM se pukArA karate the; aba maiM pUMchanA cAhatA hU~ ki use kisaprakAra ke saMbodhana se pukArA jAye, usake sAtha kisaprakAra kA vyavahAra kiyA jAye, vRddhavata yA bAlakavata ? use apane lie kauna sA va kaisA nAma pasaMda AegA ? vahI 80 sAla purAnA pUrva janma kA nAma 'chadAmIlAla' yA Aja kA Adhunika nAma 'kinjl'| vaha kisaprakAra ke kapar3e pahine - vahI dhotIkurtA aura pagar3I yA phira Adhunika jiiNs| ___ kala kA pIeca.DI. DigrI dhArI Aja skUla jAye yA na jaaye| baccoM ke sAtha ghara-ghara kA khela khele yA na khele; aba vaha TaoNphI, caoNkaleTa khAnA pasaMda karegA yA DAbara kA cvayanaprAza aura havAbANa harar3e ? __ aba usakI pUrva janma kI bahuye usake samakSa maryAdApUrvaka pardA kareM yA goda meM lekara khilAyeM ? ___ isaprakAra kyA-kyA visaMgatiyA~ paidA hoMgI ? unakI kalpanA sahaja hI kI jA sakatI hai| usakA kula gotra kyA hogA, purAne janma kI sampatti para usakA adhikAra hogA yA nahIM, kyA vaha apane pUrva janma ke parivAra kI kisI kanyA se vivAha kara sakatA hai? usake pUrva janma ke mitroM va zatruoM ke prati usakA vyavahAra kyA ho ? ____are bAta sirpha isakI ora se hI to nahIM ho sakatI hai n| yadi pUrva janma meM koI karjA liyA thA va cukA nahIM pAyA thA; aba yadi vaha paisA - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/36
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________________ vApisa mA~gane lage to kyA hogA? yadi pUrva janma meM koI AparAdhika kesa cala rahA hogA to usakA kyA hogA? visaMgatiyA~ koI kama nahIM haiN| yadi pUrva janma meM yaha hindu thA aura aba muslima ke ghara paidA ho gayA to, pahile kA hindustAnI Aja pAkistAna meM paidA ho gayA to, pUrva janma kA puruSa Aja strI ke rUpa meM paidA huA to kyA hogA ? isIprakAra garIba amIra ho sakatA hai aura amIra garIba, ucca kula vAlA nimna kula meM jA sakatA hai aura nimna kula vAlA ucca kula meN| prazna yaha uThatA hai ki ina hAlAtoM meM kauna sA adhikAra mAnya kiyA jAve, kauna sA nahIM ? kauna sA kartavya mAnya kiyA jAve, kauna sA nhiiN| isaprakAra hama pAte haiM ki pichale jIvana kI smRti nae jIvana meM mAtra visaMgatiyoM ko hI janma detI haiM; ataH isake sambandha meM ajJAna hI ucita va hitakArI pratIta hotA hai| ___ jIvana evaM mRtyu ke sandarbha meM jina tathyoM kI carcA abhI taka hamane kI hai; aisA nahIM hai ki hama una bAtoM ko abataka jAnate-samajhate nahIM the; isalie hama mRtyu ke prati bhayabhIta the, aura aba ina tathyoM ko samajhane ke bAda hamArA bhaya dUra ho jaavegaa| daraasala mRtyu ke prati hamArI hicaka kA mUla kAraNa hai, turanta cala par3ane kI hamArI taiyArI kA na honA hai| hama sabhI kI jIvana praNAlI va kArya praNAlI aisI hai ki dina-rAta aneka kAryoM ko sampanna karate rahane ke bAvajUda hamAre aneka kArya hamezA hI adhUre par3e rahate haiM aura yaha saba anAyAsa hI nahIM hotA; varan yaha hamArI socI-samajhI rIti-nIti hai ki eka kArya sampanna ho, usake pahile hI dUsare kI nIMva rakha deM, tAki kahIM riktatA na A jAve, hameM phAlatU na baiThanA par3e, hameM avakAza na mila jAve, aura isaprakAra hama hamezA atyanta vyasta hone ke, atyanta mahattvapUrNa hone ke ahasAsa ke - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/37 -
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________________ sAtha jInA cAhate haiN| isaprakAra jaba hamezA hI anekoM mahattvapUrNa kArya lambita par3e hoM, taba hameM marane kI phurasata kaise mila sakatI hai ? are marane kI to kyA mRtyu ke bAre meM socane kA bhI avakAza kaise mila sakatA hai ? yUM bhI hama mRtyu ke bAre meM socanA hI nahIM cAhate, hameM bhaya lagatA hai ki kahIM aisA na ho ki hama mRtyu ko yAda kareM aura mRtyu hamako dhara dboce| zAyada hama socate haiM ki hama mRtyu ko yAda nahIM kareMge to mRtyu hameM bhUla hI jAyegI, kabhI hamAre pAsa AyegI hI nhiiN| nahIM ! aisA bhI nahIM hai; para basa, yUM hI hameM mRtyu pasanda hI nahIM; usake bAre meM socanA pasanda nahIM, usake bAre meM bAta karanA pasanda nahIM / apanI kamajoriyoM ko chupAne meM hama itane mAhira haiM ki unheM acche-acche nAma de DAlate haiM, mRtyu ke prati apanI isa anicchA va bhaya ko bhI hamane eka sundara sA nAma de DAlA hai - Positive Attitude (sakArAtmaka ravaiyA) / mRtyu ke bAre meM socane va bAta karane vAle vyakti ko hama Negative Attitude vAlA AdamI kahate haiN| vakta bevakta hama yaha ghoSaNA bhI karate phirate haiM ki maiM mRtyu se nahIM DaratA, para sacamuca to mRtyu ke prati hamAre andara gahare baiThA bhaya hI pukAra -pukAra kara kahatA hai ki maiM mRtyu se nahIM ddrtaa| hamArI carcA to yaha cala rahI thI ki hama maranA isalie nahIM cAhate haiM ki hamAre adhUre raha gaye kAmoM kA kyA hogA ? hameM lagatA hai ki anartha hI ho jAyegA mere binA; kyoMki kitane mahattvapUrNa kAma haiM nipaTAne ko / mere kaMdhoM para kitanI bar3I-bar3I jimmedAriyA~ haiN| Akhira abhI maiM mara kaise sakatA hU~ ? kaI bAra logoM ko hamane bar3e gaurava ke sAtha DIMga hA~kate bhI sunA hogA ki mujhe to marane kI bhI phurasata nahIM haiM; para bhAI mere ! mauta bhI koI phAlatU nahIM hai ki kabhI bhI Apake pAsa calI Ave; para dhokhe meM mata kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ? / 38
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________________ rahanA, jisa dina mauta AyegI to vaha ApakI phurasata kA intajAra nahIM karegI ki Apako abhI marane kI phurasata hai yA nhiiN| vaha to apanA kAma pUrA kara hI legI, Apake kAma cAhe pUre huye hoM yA nhiiN| __isalie maiM Apase kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki sacamuca yadi hama cAhate haiM ki hama apane pIche koI kAma, koI jimmedArI bAkI na chor3a jAveM va nirbhAra hokara mareM, to mauta to hamAre nirbhAra hone kA intajAra karegI nahIM aura na hI hameM samaya se pUrva cetAvanI dekara hI AyegI, isalie hama svayaM hI sadA hI apanI samasta jimmedAriyoM ko pUrNa kara apane Apako pratipala hI mRtyu ke lie taiyAra rakheM; aura maiM Apako Azvasta karanA cAhatA hU~ ki taba sacamuca hI hama mRtyu ke prati bhayabhIta nahIM rheNge| maiM jAnatA hU~ ki merA ukta sujhAva Apako kataI svIkAra nahIM hogA; kyoMki hama sabhI ke va sAre jagata ke vicAra to ThIka isake viparIta haiN| hama to mAnate haiM ki yadi jIvana meM kucha karane ko nahIM rahegA to jIvana samApta hI ho jAyegA, zAyada hama samaya se pUrva mara jaaveN| hama mAnate haiM ki agara karane ko kucha zeSa nahIM rahA..to jIvana 'mRtavata' ho jaavegaa| para bandhuvara maiM eka bAra phira vahI bAta doharAnA cAhatA hU~ ki mauta yUM hI phAlatU nahIM hai ki Apako phurasata meM dekhakara Apake pAsa calI AyegI aura apane Apako vyasta rakhakara; samaya Ane para mauta ko dhokhA bhI nahIM diyA jA sakatA hai, taba kyoM na apane Apako hara samaya taiyAra rakhakara hama apane Apako mauta ke prati bhaya ke zikaMje se mukta krleN| - yUM to manuSya isa sRSTi kA sabase buddhimAna prANI hai, aura usapara turrA yaha ki vartamAna meM hama eka aise buddhivAdI yuga meM jI rahe haiM, jisameM bhAvanAoM va saMvedanAoM ko to koI sthAna hI prApta nahIM hai| mAtra buddhi hI hameM saMcAlita karatI hai, hamAre vyavahAra va jIvana ko niyaMtrita karatI hai; tathApi aise bahuta se viSaya haiM, jinapara hamArA soca mAtra eka paramparAgata - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/39
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________________ soca para AdhArita hai| hamane una viSayoM para kabhI apane svayaM ke najariye se vicAra karane kI koziza hI nahIM kii| ullekhanIya tathya to yaha hai ki hamArA vaha tathAkathita paramparAgata soca atyanta visaMgatiyoM se bharA huA hai| ___ jIvana aura mRtyu ke sandarbha meM hamArA soca, hamArA najariyA - isa visaMgati kA eka adbhuta udAharaNa hai| ___tathya yaha hai ki koI vyakti kaba taka jIvita rahegA, koI nahIM jAnatA; jIvana kabhI bhI samApta ho sakatA hai evaM eka na eka dina mRtyu bhI honI hI hai evaM vaha dina, vaha pala kabhI bhI A sakatA hai| ___ ukta tathya ke AdhAra para yadi hama apane jIvana kI yojanA banAyeM to hamArI jIvana praNAlI, vartamAna jIvana praNAlI se ekadama bhinna hogI, bhinna hI nahIM ekadama viparIta hogii| ____ vartamAna meM hama mRtyu kI ora se nizcinta, mauta se bekhabara apane lie lambI-lambI dUragAmI yojanAyeM banAte haiM aura phira unheM kriyAnvita karane ke lie apane Apako jhoMka dete haiM - aisA karate vakta hamArA vyavahAra, vicAra va AcaraNa kucha isaprakAra kA hotA hai mAno hama sadAkAla hI yahIM rahane vAle haiM; isI taraha, svastha va skssm| mAno hama amaratA kA paTTA likhAkara lAye hoM, mAno hama kabhI mareMge hI nhiiN| ___ apanI isI vRtti ko hama jijIviSA kahate haiM, va hama sabhI ise bahuta pasanda karate haiM, jIvana ke prati AzAvAna va utsAha se bharapUra vyakti hama sabhI ko bahuta pasanda hote haiN| isaprakAra apane Apako jhoMkakara hama saMsAra kA vikAsa karate haiM va apane lie saMsAra kA vistAra karate haiN| ___ jaba hamArI yojanAyeM va Ayojana hI isaprakAra ke hoMge; taba hameM jIvana meM avakAza milegA hI kaise ? na to hamAre kAma va jimmedAriyA~ kabhI pUrI hoMgI aura na hamAre pAsa marane kI phurasata hI hogI, aura mauta kI kalpanA mAtra, mauta kI dastaka mAtra hameM AtaMkita karatI hI rahegI, - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/40
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________________ hama kabhI bhI mauta kI ora se udAsIna nahIM ho pAyeMge, hama mauta ke prati taTastha (Neutral) nahIM ho paayeNge| apanI ukta avasthA ke viparIta hama mRtyu se AtaMkita na raheM, bhayabhIta na raheM; varan mRtyu ke lie apane Apako sadA prastuta rkheN| yahA~ maiM yaha kataI nahIM kahanA cAhatA ki hama mRtyu ke lie lAlAyita raheM / isake lie Avazyaka hai ki hamAre pAsa dUragAmI yojanA to ho, para vaha isa kSaNika manuSya paryAya mAtra ke lie nahIM, varan trikAlI dhruva bhagavAna AtmA ke lie ho; kyoMki yaha manuSya paryAya kucha samaya bAda na rahegI, taba bhI merI yojanA adhUrI nahIM rahegI; kyoMki anAdi-ananta yaha AtmA, koI anya nahIM, varan maiM svayaM hU~; jo sadAkAla rahegA, apanI usa yojanA ko kriyAnvita karane ke lie| vartamAna meM to hama sirpha vaha kareM, jo mAtra Aja ke lie, mAtra abhI ke lie Avazyaka hai va paryApta hai| agale dina, agale pala yadi jIvana rahegA to usakA upakrama, tatsambandhita prakriyAe~ svataH sampanna ho hI jaaveNgii| yadi jIvana na rahA to zvAsocchavAsa kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM rahegI aura yadi jIvana banA rahA to zvAsa bhI svata: hI calatI rhegii| isaprakAra kabhI bhI hamAre pAsa agale pala ke lie aisA koI kamiTameMTa nahIM hogA, jisake lie hameM jIvita rahanA Avazyaka ho / kamiTameMTa pUrA karane ke lie jIvita rahanA Avazyaka nahIM hogA, hA~ ! yadi jIvita rahe to tatsambadhI nyUnatama (Minimum) AvazyakatAyeM (Requirements) utpanna hoMgI, jinakI pUrti jIvanakrama meM svAbhAvika rUpa se svata: hI ho jaavegii| yaha saba kyA aura kaise hogA, isakI vistRta carcA anya kRti 'jIvana kA vijJAna va jIne kI kalA' meM vistArapUrvaka kreNge| yadi sUtra rUpa meM kahA jAve to hama kaha sakate haiM ki hamArA yaha vartamAna jIvana hamArI anaMta yAtrA kA isa trikAlI bhagavAna AtmA kI anAdi anaMta jIvana yAtrA kA eka par3Ava mAtra hai / yaha hamArI antima niyati nahIM hai| yaha hamArA gaMtavya nahIM hai| yaha hamArA antima lakSya nahIM kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai 1/41
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________________ hai| yaha mAtra eka par3Ava hai| eka choTA sA par3Ava, mAtra tAtkAlika mahattva kI vastu / hama apane isa jIvana kI vyavasthAoM va AyojanoM ko mAtra utanA hI mahattva deM, jitanA hama apane kisI pravAha ke daurAna apane Thaharane va bhojana Adi kI vyavasthAoM ko dete haiN| usa daurAna hamArA sArA dhyAna to hamAre prayojana kI ora rahatA hai, apane lakSya kI ora rahatA hai| hama niraMtara apane sAdhya kA hI cintana karate haiM / usI kI bAta karate haiN| usase hI sambandhita logoM se milate haiM aura usI se sambandhita upakrama karate haiN| isa daurAna ghUmane-phirane va mauja-zauka kI to bAta hI kyA, Thaharane va khAne ke prati bhI isaprakAra virakta rahate haiM ki jahA~ jagaha milI Thahara gae, jaba aura jo milA so kama-se-kama samaya meM jaldI-jaldI khA liyA aura phira apane mUla kAma meM laga jAte haiN| jisaprakAra mAtra isa vartamAna jIvana ke saMdarbha meM isaprakAra kA saMtulita dRSTikoNa rakhane vAlA vyakti laukika rUpa se isa jIvana meM saphala hotA hai; usIprakAra isa anAdi anaMta bhagavAna AtmA ke saMdarbha meM isa jIvana ke prati eka pravAsI kA sA saMtulita dRSTikoNa rakhane vAlA vyakti apane trikAlI lakSya ko pAne meM saphala hotA hai| yahI jIvana meM hamArI vijaya hai aura yahI hamArI mRtyu para vijaya / * - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai 1/42
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________________ kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai ? kyA dhArmika mAnyatAoM ko Adhunika vijJAna mAnyatA detA hai, kyA yaha vijJAna unheM kanpharma karatA hai, kyA unheM prayogazAlAoM meM siddha kiyA jA sakatA hai ? yadi hA~ to ThIka hai, para yadi nahIM to hama unheM kaise svIkAra kareM ? aisA prazna upasthita hone para anAyAsa hI hama isa ora prerita hone lagate haiM ki sacamuca dhArmika mAnyatAoM kI vijJAna dvArA puSTi karavAe jAne ke prayAsa kiye jAne caahie| hama tatkSaNa sakriya bhI hone lagate haiM aura turanta hI kucha aise pramANa bhI prastuta karane lagate haiM ki dekho dharma kahatA hai ki pAnI meM anaMta jIva hote haiM, isalie pAnI chAna kara pInA cAhie aura Aja vaijJAnika parIkSaNoM ne bhI sAbita kara diyA hai ki yaha bAta sahI hai| aisA kahakara hama isa taraha cAroM ora dekhate haiM ki mAno hamane jaga jIta liyA ho; para tabhI sAmane vAlA kahatA hai ki ThIka hai, isIlie to hamane yaha bAta svIkAra kara lI hai, basa isI taraha anya sabhI bAteM bhI Apa vijJAna ke dvArA sAbita kara dIjie, hama svIkAra kara leMge, aura eka bAra phira hama bagale jhAMkane lagate haiN| yahA~ hamase do galatiyA~ huI haiN| pahalI to yaha ki hamane jo pAnI meM pAe jAne vAle jIvoM kI bAta kI; vaha va usa jaisI hI anya bAteM na to dharma haiM aura na dharma ke siddhAnta, vaha to usa AcaraNa kI bAta hai, jo dhArmika logoM meM pAyA jAtA hai| ina bAtoM ko dharma mAnakara, dharma se jor3akara; inake AdhAra para dharma ke saMbaMdha meM koI bhI dhAraNA banAnA ucita nahIM hai| dharma to vastu ke usa svabhAva kA nAma, una dArzanika mAnyatAoM kA nAma hai, jisakI vistRta vyAkhyA AcAryoM ne dhArmika granthoM meM kI hai| ataH jaba-jaba hama dharma kI bAta kareM, taba-taba hameM una dArzanika - kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai ?/43
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________________ mAnyatAoM kI bAta karanA cAhie, na ki bAharI AcaraNa, vyavahAra yA itihAsa-bhUgola saMbaMdhI bAtoM kii| - dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki dhArmika mAnyatAoM ko kanpharma karane yA rijekTa karane kA AdhAra bhautika vijJAna ko svIkAra karanA hI bar3I bhArI bhUla hai| Akhira Adhunika bhautika vijJAna hotA kauna hai, dhArmika evaM dArzanika mAnyatAoM kI parIkSA karanevAlA? bhautika vijJAna kI sImA mAtra paudgalika padArthoM ke parIkSaNa taka hI to hai| dharma ke bAre meM TippaNI karane kA adhikAra vijJAna ko dekara hama bandara ke hAtha meM talavAra sauMpane jaisA aviveka pUrNa kArya kara baiThate haiN| Akhira hamAre jIvana-maraNa kA nirNaya hama kisI akSama, apAtra ke hAtha kaise sauMpa sakate haiM ? dharma hamArA jIvana hai, hamArA svabhAva hai; use hama yUM hI kaise dAva para lagA sakate haiM ? kyA hamArA yaha kRtya, hamArA ghora aviveka nahIM hai ? isase to aisA lagatA hai, mAno yaha AtmA va AtmA kI vyAkhyA karanevAlA yaha dharma, hamArA kucha hai hI nahIM, hamArA isase koI saMbaMdha yA sarokAra hI nhiiN| __jisaprakAra hama kisI lAvArisa bacce ko anAthAlaya meM chor3a Ate haiM; usIprakAra apane isa dharma ko vijJAna ke havAle kara hama chuTTI pA lenA cAhate haiN| loga kahate haiM ki Aja kA yuga vijJAna kA yuga hai, aura isa tathya se koI iMkAra bhI nahIM kara sakatA hai| ___ yadi isI bAta ko maiM apane dRSTikoNa se prastuta karU~ to kahanA cAhU~gA ki Aja kA yuga vijJAna nAmaka mahAmArI se saMkramita hai| doSa vijJAna kA nahIM, vijJAna to apanI jagaha hai aura jo hai so hai| doSa vijJAna ke prati hamAre apane dRSTikoNa meM hai, ve hama haiM jo apanI jJAna, saMskAra evaM saMskRti kI samRddha virAsata ko tilAMjali dekara vijJAna kI goda meM jA baiThe haiM, binA soce-samajhe, binA vicAra kiye| - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/44.
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________________ Aja hama vijJAna se itane AkrAnta ho gae haiM ki vahI hamAre lie sabakucha ho gayA hai aura koI kucha bhI na rahA, usa para turrA yaha hai ki hama kucha aura to sunanA-jAnanA hI nahIM cAhate; para vijJAna ko bhI jAnate samajhate nahIM, basa yUM hI usake kAyala hue jA rahe haiM, usake camatkAroM ke bojha tale dabe jA rahe haiN| maiM pUchatA hU~ ki kyA hai vijJAna evaM vijJAna kA camatkAra? Akhira camatkAra kahate kise haiM ? camatkRta honA mAtra apane ajJAna kI svIkRti hai aura kucha bhI nhiiN| hama jo nahIM jAnate, vaha hotA hai to hameM lagatA hai ki camatkAra ho gyaa| vaha jo huA hai, jisase hama camatkRta haiM; kyA vaha hone yogya nahIM thA, kyA vaha ho nahIM sakatA thA ? yadi ho nahIM sakatA thA, to ho kaise gayA ? yadi ho hI gayA hai to yaha kahanA kahA~ taka sahI hai ki aisA ho nahIM sakatA? yaha to hamArA hI ajJAna thA, jo kahatA thA ki aisA ho hI nahIM sakatA; isalie ho jAne para hama camatkRta hone lagate haiN| isIlie maiM kahatA hU~ ki camatkRta honA mAtra apane ajJAna kI svIkRti hai aura kucha bhI nhiiN| ___ jo hotA hai, usa rUpa pariNamita honA vastu kA svabhAva hai; isalie vaha hotA hai| yadi vaha vastusvabhAva nahIM hotA to vaha ho hI nahIM sakatA thaa| yadi vastu kA svabhAva hai to phira camatkAra kaisA? isalie maiM kahatA hU~ ki vijJAna se camatkRta hone kI, usase AkrAnta hone kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai aura na hI usakI upekSA karane, use bhulA dene kI AvazyakatA hai| AvazyakatA hai use sahI pariprekSya meM samajhane kii| eka ora hama vijJAna se abhibhUta haiM aura dUsarI ora dharma ke prati - kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai ?/45. -
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________________ hamArA dRSTikoNa nakArAtmaka hai| nakArAtmaka se merA tAtparya sirpha yaha nahIM hai ki hamArA maMtavya dharma se viparIta hai, balki dharma hamArI dRSTi meM upekSita hai, hamAre pAsa dharma ke bAre meM socane kA vakta hI nahIM hai| dharma kyA hai, kyA kahatA hai, usakA hamAre jIvana meM kyA sthAna hai aura kyA sthAna honA cAhie - isa sabake bAre meM hamArA koI soca hI nahIM hai| dharma hamAre jIvana kA eka aMga hai yA AbhUSaNa, hameM isakA nirNaya karanA hogaa| __kyA pharka hai aMga aura AbhUSaNa meM ? aMga vaha hotA hai, jise apane se pRthak nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai aura AbhUSaNa vaha hai, jise hama dhAraNa kareM yA na kareM - yaha hama para nirbhara karatA hai| ___eka bAta aura bhI hai ki zarIra ke aMga hamAre lie upayogI hote haiM aura AbhUSaNa mAtra dikhaavttii| zarIra ke aMga zarIra para bhAra nahIM hote; para AbhUSaNa zarIra para bhAra hote haiN| AbhUSaNa badale jA sakate haiM, para sAmAnyataH aMga nhiiN| . AbhUSaNoM ke lie kImata cukAnI par3atI hai, aMgoM ke lie nhiiN| AbhUSaNoM ko tyAgA jA sakatA hai, aMgoM ko nhiiN| yA yUM kahiye ki hama cAheM to AbhUSaNa dhAraNa kareM, na cAhe to na kareM; para aMgoM ke bAre meM aisA nahIM hai| dharma hamAre lie AbhUSaNoM kI bhAMti dikhAvaTI, bojhila va anupayogI bAharI vastu nahIM, varan dharma jIvana kA aMga hai, dharma hI jIvana hai| vastu kA svabhAva dharma hai va usa vastusvabhAva kA adhyayana karane vAle, usakI vyAkhyA karane vAle jJAna-vijJAna kA nAma hai viitraagvijnyaan| isaprakAra dharma va dharma kI vyAkhyA karane vAlA vijJAna, vItarAgavijJAna bhI bhautika vijJAna, rasAyana vijJAna Adi kI hI taraha vijJAna kI anekoM vidhAoM meM se eka vidhA hai aura isakA adhyayana karane vAle sAdhaka haiM vaijJAnika, adhyAtmavijJAnI aura inakI zodha-khoja kA viSaya - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/46
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________________ hai AtmA arthAt maiM svayaM / isIlie yaha vItarAga - vijJAna hamAre lie anya sabhI vijJAnoM se jyAdA mahattvapUrNa hai| jisaprakAra korTa meM koI kesa calatA hai to prativAdI dvArA sarvaprathama usa kesa ko sunane ke korTa ke adhikAra ko cunautI dI jAtI hai| Aja maiM vijJAna kI tathAkathita adAlata ko yaha cunautI detA hU~ ki dhArmika, dArzanika, AdhyAtmika mAnyatAoM ko sahI yA galata karAra denA usake adhikAra kSetra meM nahIM hai / maiM yahA~ apanI isa cunautI ke samarthana meM kucha tarka prastuta karatA hU~are bhAI ! bar3I sAdhAraNa sI bAta hai ki jagata meM do taraha ke dravya pAye jAte haiM - mUrtika; jinheM dekhA, chuA, cakhA va sUMghA jA sakatA hai va amUrtika, jaise AtmA, AkAza Adi, jinheM na to dekhA jA sakatA hai aura na hI sUMghA jA sakatA hai| inameM se bhautika yA Adhunika vijJAna ne mUlata: una rUpI (mUrtika) padArthoM ko apane anveSaNa kA viSaya banAyA hai, jise pudgala kahate haiM va isa kSetra meM vijJAna ne asAdhAraNa vizeSajJatA hAsila kI hai aura isa kArya ke lie vaha abhinandanIya hai; parantu vijJAna kI zodha - khoja kA viSaya yaha AtmA-paramAtmA mUlata: kabhI nahIM rahA aura na hI isa vijJAna ne isa kSetra meM koI vizeSa upalabdhi hI hAsila kI hai| AtmA va paramAtmA dharma va darzana ke viSaya rahe haiN| ukta tathya para gaura karane para, kyA hameM svayaM hI apane isa aviveka para haMsI nahIM AyegI ki hama apanI AtmA ko usa vijJAna kI dayA - meharabAnI para chor3a denA cAhate haiM jo 'AtmA-paramAtmA' ke viSaya meM eka abodha bAlaka se adhika koI haisiyata nahIM rakhatA hai| AMkha kA koI DaoNkTara AMkha ke bAre meM cAhe kitanI hI bar3I hastI ( Authority ) kyoM na ho, hRdaya roga ke bAre meM usakI rAya kyA mahattva rakhatI hai ? kyA hama mAtra isalie usase apane hRdaya kI bImArI kA kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai ?/47
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________________ ilAja bhI karavAne ko taiyAra ho jAveMge; kyoMki vaha vizva meM AMkha kA sabase bar3A DaoNkTara hai| taba phira hama AtmA ke bAre meM aisA kaise kara sakate haiM ? maiM Apase eka sAdhAraNa sA savAla pUchatA hU~ - Apa usa vyakti kI kitanI ijjata kareMge, usa para kitanA bharosA kareMge; jo kabhI kucha kahe va kabhI kucha, vaha bhI apane hI pUrvApara (Age-pIche ke) kathana se sarvathA viparIta; jo apanI bAtoM se bAra-bAra phira jAve, badala jaave| . / bilkula bhI nahIM na ? taba phira kyoM vijJAna para phidA hue jA rahe haiM? vaha bhI to aisA hI hai| kabhI kucha kahatA hai, kabhI kuch| Aja kucha aura kahatA hai kala kucha aur| are, Aja hI, eka hI dina eka vaijJAnika kucha kahatA hai, dUsarA kucha aur|| Aja sArA jamAnA vijJAna ke lie samarpita hai, vijJAna ke pIche pAgala huA jA rahA hai| sarakAreM vijJAna kI zodha-khoja ke pIche araboMkharaboM rupayA kharca karatI haiN| samasta mAnava samAja kA sabase adhika zikSita va buddhimAna varga vijJAna ke adhyayana meM juTa jAtA hai va anya sabhI unake sahayogI bana jAte haiN| vaha atyanta medhAvI vyakti apane sAre jIvana kI sAdhanA va tapasyA, sampUrNa samarpaNa va ananta dhanarAzi kharca karane ke bAda eka niSkarSa para pahu~cakara ghoSaNA karatA hai ki aba taka hama jo mAnate Aye haiM, vaha sahI nahIM thA, satya to yaha hai, jo maiM Aja batA rahA huuN| aura hama vAha-vAha karane lagate haiM, usake kAyala ho jAte haiN| ____ agale hI dina koI anya vaijJAnika phira ghoSaNA karatA hai ki satya to vaha bhI nahIM thA, jo kala batAyA gayA thaa| vaha to galata sAbita ho gayA hai| Aja kA satya to yaha hai, aura hama eka bAra phira abhibhUta ho jAte haiN| maiM Apase pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki isa bAta kI bhI kyA gAraMTI hai ki Aja jo kahA jA rahA hai, vaha bhI antima satya hai| - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/48
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________________ hara bAra yahI to kahA gayA thA, para hara bAra kA vaha antima satya kucha kAla bhI to na Tika sakA, aba bhI kauna kaha sakatA hai ki Aja kA yaha antima satya isI vijJAna ke dvArA hI kala phira galata sAbita nahIM kara diyA jAyegA aura hama haiM ki aise isa vijJAna ke bharose apane isa AtmA ke bajUda (Existance) ko hI dAva para lagA denA cAhate haiN| are vijJAna bhI kisI eka vyakti yA eka mAnyatA yA eka vidhA kA nAma nahIM hai| isa jagata meM anekoM vaijJAnika haiM va vijJAna kI anekoM vidhAyeM (Faculties) haiN| pratyeka vidhA ke jJAtA alaga-alaga loga haiM va ve apane viSaya ke vizeSajJa hone ke bAvajUda anya viSaya ke bAre meM zUnya hote haiM va eka vidhA ke vaijJAnika dUsarI vidhA ke vaijJAnikoM ke niSkarSoM se sahamata hoM - yaha bhI jarUrI nhiiN| unake bIca bhI kaI gahare matabheda palA karate haiN| are eka hI vidhA ke vaijJAnikoM ke bIca bhI eka hI viSaya para anekoM rAya huA karatI haiN| taba ve prAmANika kaise ho sakate haiM ? aisI sthiti meM hama apane AtmA va apane dharma ko una ajJAniyoM kI caukhaTa para ThokareM khAne ke lie chor3a deM - yaha kaisA aviveka hai ? - eka bAta aura - jagata meM hama sAdhAraNa se sAdhAraNa mAmale meM bhI nyAya pAne ke liye kisI ke pAsa jAte haiM to hama sunizcita kara lenA cAhate haiM ki - 1. nyAyAdhIza banane vAlA vyakti buddhi se itanA sakSama ho ki jo nyAya-anyAya kA phaisalA kara ske| . 2. nyAyAdhIza vicArAdhIna viSaya kA vidvAna ho, tAki satya va asatya kA nirNaya kara ske| 3. nyAyAdhIza kisI pUrvAgraha se grasta na ho| 4. nyAyAdhIza kA hita-ahita saMbaddha mAmale se jur3A huA na ho| 5. nyAyAdhIza saMbaddha mAmale se bhAvanAtmaka rUpa se jur3A huA na ho| - kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai ?/49
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________________ 6. kisI bhaya yA lobha ke prabhAva se nyAyAdhIza ko apane nyAya mArga se vicalita na kiyA jA ske| 7. nyAyAdhIza caritravAna va nItivAna ho, jise kisI bhI prakAra se nyAya ke mArga se vicalita na kiyA jA ske| apanI dArzanika mAnyatAoM ke bAre meM nirNaya karavAne ke lie vijJAna kI zaraNa meM jAne se pahile kyA yaha sunizcita kara lenA Avazyaka nahIM ki kyA vijJAna va vaijJAnika ukta kasauTiyoM para khare utarate haiM ? ke Aja vijJAna kA adhyayana yA zodha - khoja koI svayaM ke sukha lie (svAntaH sukhAya) yA paropakAra ke lie kiyA gayA kArya nahIM hai, varan yaha vyaktiyoM va sarakAroM dvArA zuddha Arthika va rAjanaitika phAyadoM ke lie adhyayana hai aura isalie vijJAna kI zodha-khoja ke nAma para jo tathya hamAre sAmane Ate haiM; ve sadA hI zuddha (satya) nahIM, raMjita huA karate haiN| ve tathya zodhakartA vyaktiyoM va dezoM ke Arthika va rAjanaitika phAyadenukasAna ke anusAra tor3a-maror3a kara prastuta kiye jAte haiM; kyoMki ve zodha-khoja abhiyAna kisI kampanI yA sarakAra ke kharca para, unake hita ke lie calAye jAte haiM; zodhakartA una kampaniyoM va sarakAroM ke Arthika va rAjanaitika dabAboM meM rahakara kArya karate haiN| yUM bhI vaijJAnika loga koI santa nahIM haiM, ve apane-parAye yA hAnilAbha kI bhAvanA se pare nahIM haiM; ataH hama unakI bAtoM meM Akara apanI 'AtmA' ko to dAva para nahIM lagA sakate haiM na ? yUM bhI bar3e-bar3e vaijJAnikoM yA anya kSetroM ke vizeSajJoM ko, jo apanI-apanI vidyA meM atyanta Adhunika soca rakhate haiM va pragatizIla hote haiM, dhArmika yA AsthA saMbaMdhI anya mAmaloM meM purAtana mAnyatAoM kI caukhaTa para hI mAthA Tekate dekhA jA sakatA hai| ve apane tathAkathita vijJAna ke alAvA anya sabhI mAmaloM meM purAtanapaMthI hI rahate haiM / kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ? /50
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________________ aise meM kisI kA kyA bharosA ki vaha vijJAna ke nAma para apanI svayaM kI dhArmika niSThA kA hI prasAra karane kA yatna nahIM kara rahA hai| eka bahuta bar3A va mahattvapUrNa tathya yaha bhI hai ki vaijJAnika zodhakhoja meM lage loga santa mahAtmA nahIM huA karate, adhikatara ve sabhI loga sabhI prakAra kI mAnava sulabha kamajoriyoM ke dAsa va zikAra hote haiM, sAmAnyatayA unake jIvana meM khAna-pAna va cAritra-AcaraNa saMbaMdhI pavitratA kA darzana durlabha hI hotA hai tathA ve bhaya-lobha, mAna-krodha, chala-kapaTa, mithyAvAdI Adi kamajoriyoM ke zikAra hote haiN| jinakA bhojana aisA ho, jisameM atyanta krUratA nihita ho (jo mAMsAhArI hoM) yA jo aise vyasanoM jaise ki zarAba pInA yA anya nazA karanA, vezyA gamana karanA, parastrI ramaNa karanA, juA khelanA Adi meM gaharAI se DUbe hue hoM; aise loga to jagata ke sAdhAraNa se sAdhAraNa nirNaya bhI ThIka DhaMga se karane ke lAyaka nahIM raha jAte, jagata meM bhI vizvasanIya nahIM mAne jAte haiM, naze meM viveka raha hI kahA~ pAtA hai ? anya vyasana bhI atyanta aviveka kI ora hI saMketa karate haiN| aisI vRttiyoM vAle, hIna gatividhiyoM meM lipta vyakti, parama pavitra AtmA ke bAre meM; ati sUkSma, adRzya, asparza AtmA ke bAre meM kyA zodha-khoja kara sakate haiM ? ___ yaha to spaSTa hI hai ki vaijJAnika logoM kA adhyayana vijJAna kI apanI vidhAoM ke bAre meM kitanA bhI gaharA kyoM na ho, dArzanika mAmaloM meM ve bAlakavat hI haiN| daraasala yaha bhI hamArA bhrama hI hai ki dArzanika va AdhyAtmika (dhArmika) mAnyatAoM ko vijJAna mAnyatA nahIM detA hai yA ye mAnyatAyeM vijJAna kI kasauTI para kharI nahIM utaratI haiM, saccAI to yaha hai ki vijJAna ne inheM kabhI kasauTI para kasane kA prayAsa hI nahIM kiyA hai| vijJAna AtmA ke astitva ko svIkAra karatA hai yA nahIM, punarjanma - kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai ?/51
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________________ ko mAnatA hai yA nahIM; isa UhApoha meM ulajhe hue logoM kA dhyAna maiM isa tathya kI ora AkarSita karanA cAhatA hU~ ki vijJAna Aja taka AtmA ke astitva ko nakAra nahIM sakA hai aura na hI isa saMbaMdha meM apane koI Thosa vicAra hI prastuta kara sakA hai| isakA tAtparya yaha hai ki vijJAna AtmA ke saMbaMdha meM ajJAnI hai aura kisI ajJAnI ke vicAroM kA kyA mahattva hai? pudgala ati sthUla hai va AtmA ati suukssm| sabhI jAnate haiM ki vaijJAnika zodha-khoja ke lie atyanta sUkSma va ekyUreTa, ati saMvedanazIla upakaraNoM kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, unake binA sahI nirIkSaNa va gaNanAyeM nahIM kI jA sakatI haiM va sahI niSkarSoM para nahIM pahu~cA jA sakatA hai| vijJAna ke viSayoM meM Age kI zodha-khoja prArambha karane se pUrva vaijJAnika loga svayaM abataka kI zodha-khoja kA bar3I gaharAI se vidhivat adhyayana karate haiM, tatsaMbaMdhI pracalita vibhinna mAnyatAoM kA tulanAtmaka adhyayana karate haiM, vibhinna prayogoM ke dvArA unheM svayaM pramANita karate haiM aura isa prakriyA meM sAmAnyatayA unakA Adhe se adhika jIvana vyatIta ho jAtA hai, taba ve apane Apako isa sthiti meM pAte haiN| ___ usIprakAra AtmA bhI zodha-khoja kA viSaya hai, AtmA kI zodhakhoja ke lie bhI eka satarka, samarpita, atyanta sarala; krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, bhaya va anya sAmAnya mAnava sulabha kamajoriyoM se rahita eka nirbhAra, pavitra, sUkSmAnveSI, sAdhaka AtmA kI AvazyakatA hai, jo ki gaharAiyoM meM jAkara AtmA kA anubhava kara ske| ... Aja ke ina vaijJAnikoM ne AtmA va dharma se saMbaMdhita sabhI pracalita vicAradhArAoM kA gairAI se adhyayana va zodha kI hI nahIM hai, taba ve kisaprakAra isa viSaya para apane vicAra prakaTa karane ke bhI adhikArI ho sakate haiN| are bhAI ! hara viSaya kI zodha-khoja kI vidhi, upakaraNa va sthala alaga-alaga huA karate haiN| bhautika vijJAna, jIva vijJAna va rasAyana - kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai 1/52
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________________ zAstra kA adhyayana tatsaMbaMdhI prayogazAlAoM meM upakaraNoM kI sahAyatA se kiyA jAtA hai, para manovijJAna kA adhyayana usI vidhi se unhIM prayogazAlAoM meM nahIM ho sktaa| mAnava jIvana hI isakI prayogazAlA hai aura vaha yatra-tatra-sarvatra upalabdha hai| unake adhyayana kI vidhi bhinna hai, yogyatA bhinna hai| kyA eka bhautika yA rasAyana vijJAnI yA eka gaNitajJa manovijJAna kA adhyayana karake sahI niSkarSa nikAla sakatA hai ? kabhI nhiiN| gaNitajJa eka aura eka-do kI bAta pakar3akara baiTha jAyegA, para mano vaijJAnika jAnatA hai ki kisaprakAra eka aura eka do hI nahIM, balki gyAraha bhI hote haiN| eka aura eka milakara usameM nihita gyAraha kI zakti ko jisaprakAra gaNitajJa nahIM pahicAna sakatA; usIprakAra adRzya atyanta sUkSma AtmA kI mahAna, ananta zakti ko Aja kA yaha bhautikavAdI vijJAna nahIM pahicAna sktaa| ataH AtmA kI khoja ke lie isa bhautika vijJAna kI ora tAkanA vyartha hai| ___are ! nyAya kA vijJAna kahegA ki khUna kI sajA khUna, mauta kI sajA mauta; para mAtRtva kA manovijJAna ise kabhI svIkAra nahIM kara sktaa| apanI hI santAna kI zikAra banI mAtA kA manovijJAna apane kAtila beTe ko sirpha AzIrvAda hI de sakatA hai, abhizApa nhiiN| yaha koI Adarza yA korI kalpanA nahIM, mAtRtva manovijJAna kA yathArtha hai, isa satya ko vaha AMkhoM para kAlI paTTI bAMdhe nyAya kA vijJAna bhalA kyA samajhegA ? kahane kA tAtparya yaha hai ki saba viSaya apane Apa meM bhinna-bhinna, apanI-apanI vizeSatAyeM lie hue haiM va eka viSaya kA dUsare ke adhikAra kSetra meM hastakSepa ucita nahIM hai| isalie ucita yahI hai ki hama vijJAna ko vijJAna kA kAma karane deM va dharmAtmAoM ko dharma kA kArya karane deM, donoM ko milAye nhiiN| - kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai ?/53 -
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________________ eka aura mahattvapUrNa bAta yaha hai ki hamAre vaijJAnika sarvajJa nahIM, alpajJa haiM; ve sabakucha eka sAtha va sabakucha saccA nahIM jAnate; ve sampUrNa satya ke mAtra eka pakSa ke hI vizeSajJa hote haiM, aisI sthiti meM unakI dRSTi se satya ke anya anekoM pakSa ojhala hI raha jAte haiM, taba ve eka vastu kI sampUrNa va sahI vyAkhyA kisa taraha kara sakate haiM ? unakI apanI sImAyeM haiM va unase isa taraha kI apekSA rakhanA hamArA hI aviveka hai| . bhautika vijJAna sampUrNata: vikasita jJAna nahIM hai, vaha abhI taka vRddhiMgata zizu hai va usake komala kamajora kandhoM para AtmA aura paramAtmA para TippaNI karane kA itanA bar3A bojha DAla denA hamArI ora se vijJAna para jyAdatI hI kahI jaavegii| mAnavatA ke nAte to vaijJAnika bhI sAdhAraNa manuSya hI haiM, ve bhI hInatA yA uccatA kI bhAvanA se grasta hote haiM, ho sakate haiM; aura ye bhAvanAyeM svayaM unheM satya kA sAkSAtkAra nahIM hone detI, taba ve auroM kA mArgadarzana kaise kareMge ? hamAre ve santa, mahAtmA va sAdhaka; jinhoMne AtmasAdhanA ke bala para apanI samasta kamajoriyoM para vijaya pAkara, vaha sUkSmatA va zakti prApta kara lI hai, jo AtmA ko jAnane va pahicAnane ke lie Avazyaka hai; ve vastutaH hI AtmA ke viSaya meM AdhikArika TippaNI karane ke adhikArI haiM va ve hI hamAre lie anukaraNIya bhI haiM aura unake dvArA apanAI gaI vidhi Atma anveSaNa kI vidhi hai, yadi vaijJAnikoM ko AtmAnveSaNa karanA haiM to unheM bhI yahI saba karanA hogaa| yadi maiM kahU~ to cauMka mata jAiyegA, para yaha yathArtha hai ki vijJAna va vaijJAnikoM kA dRSTikoNa eka saMkucita dRSTikoNa hai; kyoMki vijJAna kI prAthamikatAyeM sArvabhaumika evaM sArvakAlika nahIM haiN| vijJAna kA lakSya kucha sImita logoM, eka sImita varga ko lAbha pahu~cAnA hai, prANimAtra - kyA matyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/54 -
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________________ ko nahIM; isalie yaha sArvabhaumika nahIM hai tathA yaha vijJAna va vaijJAnika, mAnava kI Aja kI, mAtra Aja kI samasyAoM meM hI isa kadara ulajhe hue haiM ki yA to bhaviSya ke bAre meM socane kI unake pAsa phursata hI nahIM yA phira ve vartamAna ke lie bhaviSya ke hitoM ko tilAMjali de dete haiM; isalie ve sArvakAlika nahIM haiN| aise ye vaijJAnika sArvabhaumika va sArvakAlika, niSpakSa vItarAgI dharma ke bAre meM nirNaya karane ke adhikArI kaise ho sakate haiM ? ukta kathana thor3I aura spaSTatA kI apekSA rakhatA hai| merA kahane kA Azaya yaha hai ki vijJAna kI cintA kA viSaya yA vijJAna kI karuNA kA viSaya sRSTi kA prANimAtra (pratyeka prANI) nahIM hai| unakI soca kA viSaya mAtra mAnava samAja hai; vijJAna ke adhyayana va zodha-khoja kA lakSya mAtra mAnava ke lie suvidhAyeM juTAnA hai, anya prANiyoM kI kImata para bhI, anya prANiyoM ko nukasAna pahu~cA kara bhii| anya prANI to unake lie bhogya haiM aura unake anusAra mAnava kI sAdhAraNa se sAdhAraNa sI suvidhA ke lie bhI anya kisI bhI prANI samUha kA kitanA bhI bar3A balidAna kiyA jA sakatA hai| jabaki AtmA ke adhyayana meM rata dharma kA kArya kSetra prANimAtra hai, prANImAtra dharma kI karuNA kA viSaya hai va dharma prANImAtra ke hita kI bAta socatA hai, karatA hai| kadAcit vijJAna prANiyoM yA vanoM ke vinAza ke prati cintita bhI dikhAI detA hai to vaha prANiyoM yA vRkSoM para karuNA karake nahIM, varan paryAvaraNa kA santulana bigar3a jAne ke bhaya se karatA hai, isameM bhI usakA mAnava kA svArtha hI pradarzita hotA hai| __isIprakAra vijJAna mAnava kI Aja kI suvidhA ke sAmane bhaviSya ke hitoM kA balidAna karane meM nahIM hicakatA, Aja suvidhA mile to usake pariNAmasvarUpa isa sRSTi para kala kyA burA prabhAva par3egA, isakI cintA kiye binA vijJAna Age baDha jAtA hai| - kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai ?/55 -
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________________ vastutaH to pUrA kA pUrA mAnava samAja bhI kahA~ unake cintana kA viSaya hai| are ve to apanI khojoM ke bala para anya mAnava samUhoM kA bhI zoSaNa hI karanA cAhate haiM, unheM apanA gulAma banAnA cAhate haiM, unase apane Arthika va rAjanaitika svArthoM kI pUrti karanA cAhate haiN| ukta sabhI tathyoM ko dhyAna meM rakhakara hI maiM yaha kahane kA sAhasa kara sakA hU~ ki vijJAna kA dRSTikoNa saMkucita hai| eka aura dRSTi se bhI vijJAna kA dRSTikoNa saMkucita kahA jAvegA ki vijJAna kA lakSya mAtra bhautika sAdhana juTAnA hai, bhautika upalabdhiyA~ hI usakI upalabdhiyA~ haiN| AdhyAtmika upalabdhiyA~ usakA lakSya nahIM haiM, usakA viSaya nahIM hai| adhyAtma kI ora vijJAna kA dhyAna hI nahIM hai| bhautika sukha va upalabdhiyA~ mAtra sukhAbhAsa haiM va tAtkAlika mahattva kI vastuyeM haiM, traikAlika mahattva kI vastu to adhyAtma va AdhyAtmika upalabdhiyA~ haiN| yadi dharma kisI pUrva mAnyatA kA khaNDana karatA to yaha jAnane va pramANita karane ke bAda karatA hai ki pUrva pracalita vibhinna mAnyatAyeM kyAkyA haiM va unakA AdhAra kyA hai ? dhArmika-dArzanika AsthAoM kA khaNDana karane se pUrva kisa vaijJAnika ne jagata meM pracalita tatsaMbaMdhita vibhinna dArzanika mAnyatAoM kA adhyayana kiyA hai ? binA jAne samajhe hI yaha khaNDana kaisA ? yaha bhI spaSTa hai ki adhikatama vaijJAnika pUrvAgrahoM se grasta haiM, bhAvanAoM dvArA saMcAlita haiM va apane hAni-lAbha ko dhyAna meM rakhakara atyanta davAba meM kArya karate haiN| yadi unake jIvana krama para dRSTi DAlI jAve to hama pAyeMge ki unakA AcaraNa, vyavahAra, caritra va khAna-pAna saMbaMdhI sAtvikatAyeM bhI usa stara kI nahIM hai; jinake rahate, unheM kisI ArAdhya pada para suzobhita kiyA jA ske| kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ? /56
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________________ yUM bhI vaijJAnika vidhi yaha hai ki ve yadi kisI pracalita mAnyatA kA khaNDana kareM to apane usa khaNDana ko sAbita karane ke lie Thosa sabUta deM va yadi vaha satya nahIM to yathArtha kyA hai, usakI sthApanA kareM, para na to Ajataka vijJAna AtmA ke astitva ko, usakI anAdi - anantatA ko va punarjanma ko Thosa pramANoM ke AdhAra para nakAra pAyA hai aura na hI AtmA ke astitva va punarjanma jaise tathyoM kI purnavyAkhyA de pAyA hai; taba isa saMbaMdha meM vijJAna kA koI bhI kathana kyA mahattva rakhatA hai ? vijJAna viSaya se saMbaMdhita kisI vyakti ke koI bhI avicArita, gaira jimmedAranA kathana ko vaijJAnika mAnyatA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| ukta mAnyatAoM kA vaijJAnika DhaMga ke vidhivat vivecana kiyA jAnA cAhie, taba vaha vaijJAnika mAnyatA kahalA sakatI hai| sabase mahattvapUrNa tathya to yaha hai ki dArzanika mAnyatAoM kI to bAta hI jAne dIjiye, vaha to vijJAna kA kAryakSetra hI nahIM hai; parantu vijJAna svayaM apane kAryakSetra meM bhI abhI zaizavAsthA meM hI haiM, nirantara vRddhiMgata hai, nirantara pragati kara rahA hai| abhI vijJAna apane Apa meM saMpUrNa nahIM hai, AdhA-adhUrA hai; abhI taka usane pudgala ke kSetra meM bhI mAtra kucha hI praznoM ke uttara khoje haiM, abhI to anekoM (ananta) savAloM ke uttara use khojane haiN| aise eka Adhe-adhUre vyakti yA saMkAya ke hAthoM apane Apako, apanI samRddha dArzanika mAnyatAoM ko sauMpa denA kitanA viveka sammata hogA ? kyA yaha bandara ke hAtha meM talavAra dekara apanI gardana bhI prastuta kara dene jaisA hAsyAspada va aviveka bharA kArya nahIM hai ? ukta sabhI dRSTikoNoM se vicAra karane para hama pAyeMge ki hamAre lie yahI ucita hai ki vijJAna ko usakA kArya karane deM va hama apane kArya meM lage raheM / AtmA-paramAtmA saMbaMdhI apanI dhArmika va dArzanika mAnyatAoM ke samarthana ke lie hameM Adhunika vijJAna kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai ?/57
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________________ vaise bhI kyA koI par3ausI ke ghara ke kuMe ke bharose apane ghara ke ghar3e phor3a detA hai yA phor3a dene cAhie ? nahIM na ? hara dhArmika mAnyatA kI puSTi ke lie vijJAna kA muMha tAkanevAle logoM se maiM kucha sAmAnya sI bAteM pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki kala taka, jaba taka vijJAna ne vAyuyAna yA misAila nahIM banAye the yA reDiyo va TelIvijana kA AviSkAra nahIM kara liyA thA; taba kyA hama apane purANoM meM varNita agnibANa yA puSpaka vimAna para bharosA kara pAte the ? kyA unheM mAtra kapola kalpita nahIM mAna baiThe the, yA ki 'AkAzavANI huI' para hama bharosA kara pAte the yA saMjaya dvArA mahAbhArata ke yuddha kA AMkhoM dekhA hAla bhISma pitAmaha ko ghara baiThe sunAne kI bAta kI satyatA kI kalpanA bhI kara sakate the yA pAnI kI eka-eka bUMda meM ananta jIvarAzi hotI hai - yaha bAta hamAre gale utaratI thI ? nahIM na ? para kyA taba yaha satya nahIM thA ? yaha saba satya thA yaha Aja vijJAna ne sAbita kara diyA hai| taba kyA usa samaya hamArA ina bAtoM para bharosA na karanA hamArA mahA aviveka kA kArya nahIM thA ? kyA vijJAna ke kanpharma na kara pAne se satya badala gayA thA ? nahIM na ? yahI bAta Aja lAgU kyoM nahIM ho sktii| ho sakatA hai vijJAna dharma kI jina bAtoM ko Aja taka jAna nahIM pAyA hai, kala jAna jAve, kala kanpharma kara de| para taba hamArA kyA hogA ? taba hama to nahIM hoMge n....................| aba Apa hI kahie ki vijJAna ke ajJAna kA, vijJAna ke Adhe* adhUrepana kA abhizApa hama kyoM bhugateM, usake zikAra hama kyoM baneM ? jabaki santoM kI vANI, aura unakA jJAna pahile se hI hamAre pAsa hai| yahA~ koI kaha sakatA hai ki bhAI ! hama sunI-par3hI bAtoM para bharosA nahIM kara sakate, hameM to prayogazAlA meM sAbita karake dikhAiye; taba hama ApakI, dharma kI, AtmA-paramAtmA vAlI bAteM svIkAra kara sakate haiM, kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ? / 58
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________________ anyathA nahIM; para bhAI sAhaba vijJAna kI bAteM bhI to Apane mAtra sunI yA par3hI hI haiM, Apane kahA~ svayaM unakA anubhava kiyA hai ? kahA~ svayaM prayoga kiyA hai / isa bAta se kyA pharka par3atA hai ki dharma kI eka bAta jo hamane sunI hai, vaha 1000 varSa pahile kahI gaI thI yA ki vijJAna kI jo bAta hamane sunI paDhI hai, vaha 10-20 yA 50-100 varSa pahale kahI gaI hai| hamAre lie to donoM hI bAteM sunI - paDhI huI haiM, svayaM anubhUta to nahIM haiMna ? taba dharma kyoM avizvasanIya ho gayA va vijJAna kyoM vizvasanIya bana gayA ? rahI bAta yaha ki hamane dekhA to nahIM hai, dekhane kI jarUrata bhI nahIM samajhI; kyoMki hamako avizvAsa bhI nahIM huA; para AvazyakatA par3ane para vijJAna hameM apanI bAteM prayogazAlA meM sAbita karake dikhA to sakatA hai na, isakA hameM bharosA hai| dhanya haiM Apa ! Apako, zarAbI, vyasanI va svArthI, alpa jJAnI, rAga-dveSI vaijJAnikoM kI bAtoM para to bharosA hai aura sadAcArI, ucca caritravAna, tapasvI, nisvArtha, sarvajJa, vItarAgI vyaktitvoM, santa- mahantoM kI satarka bAtoM para bharosA nahIM / rahI bAta prayogazAlA meM sAbita karane kI, to hA~ maiM kahatA hU~ ki dhArmika siddhAnta bhI prayogazAlA meM sAbita kiye jA sakate haiN| are AtmA kI prayogazAlAoM meM anubhava karake hI unakI vyAkhyA kI gaI hai| para dharma ke prayoga ke lie kahA~ haiM Apake pAsa usa stara ke prayAsa, usa stara kA samarpaNa, usa stara kI jvalaMta lAlasA, usa stara kI zikSA; jaisI ki vijJAna ke lie hai / are ! vijJAna kI choTI-moTI upalabdhiyA~; unake pIche kiye gaye vizAla samarpaNa kA pariNAma hai| usakI tulanA meM dharma ke lie kyA kiyA hamane ? yadi isI stara ke prayAsa samarpaNa bhAva se AtmA ke kSetra meM kiye kyA vijJAna dharma kI kasauTI ho sakatA hai ?/59
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________________ apAtA kaa| jAveM to paramAtmA ke darzana ho hI jAveMge, AtmA ke darzana ho hI jAveMge, isameM koI saMdeha nhiiN| yahI saba bhUtakAla meM ananta RSiyoM ne kiyA bhI hai, aura hama saba Aja bhI kara sakate haiM; AvazyakatA hai mAtra samyak prayAsoM kii| phira vijJAna apane viSaya meM kitanA hI samRddha kyoM na ho; hamAre lie, dArzanika mAnyatAoM ke lie usakA kyA mahattva hai ? usake bharose hama apane samRddha dArzanika jJAna ko kaise tilAMjali de sakate haiM ? ____dharma-darzana va dArzanika mAnyatAyeM samRddha va apane Apa meM paripUrNa haiM, jabaki vijJAna abhI vikAsazIla avasthA meM hai, vaha sampUrNa nahIM hai| taba yadi vijJAna cAhe to apanI mAnyatAoM kI puSTi ke lie dharma va darzana kI zaraNa meM A sakatA hai| vaijJAnika kyA kahate haiM - yaha jAna lene mAtra se koI vaijJAnika nahIM bana jAtA hai, vaijJAnika banane ke lie prayogazAlA meM svayaM parIkSaNa karane par3ate haiN| usIprakAra prayogazAlA meM AtmAnubhava ke parIkSaNa karane hoNge| dharma parAzrita kriyA nahIM, varan svaparIkSita sAdhanA hai, dharma kI parIkSA ke lie hameM kisI anya kI zaraNa meM jAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM, varan sabakI zaraNa chor3akara svayaM apane meM simaTa jAne kI AvazyakatA hai| usIprakAra dharma ke, vItarAga-vijJAna ke vaijJAnika banane ke lie hameM svayaM apanI AtmA kI prayogazAlA meM AtmAnubhava ke parIkSaNa karane hoMge, aisA karane para AtmA-paramAtmA se saMbaMdhita AcAryoM ke kathanoM kI satyatA hamAre samakSa svayaM hI spaSTa ho jAyegI aura yahI dRr3hatA bharI AsthA Atmahita ke lie kAryakArI hai| -kyA mRtyu mahotsava abhizApa hai ?/60
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________________ hamAre yahA~ prApta mahattvapUrNa prakAzana AcArya evaM prAcIna vidvAnoM ke graMtha samayasAra / pravacanasAra/niyamasAra/aSTapAhur3a paMcAstikAyasaMgraha/mokSazAstra/bhAvadIpikA samayasAra nATaka/mokSamArgaprakAzaka / sattAsvarUpa puruSArthasiddhyupAya/chahaDhAlA / cidvilAsa | parIkSAmukha / iSTopadeza evaM samAdhitaMtra / paramAtmaprakAza vArasANuvekkhA / kSatracUr3AmaNi / samayasAra kalaza kArtikeyAnuprekSA / bRhad dravyasaMgraha / AtmAnuzAsana ratnakaraNDa zrAvakAcAra/laghutattva sphoTa jJAnAnanda zrAvakAcAra / yogasAra prAbhRta AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrI kAnajI svAmI ke pravacana pravacanaratnAkara bhAga 1 se 11 taka / nayaprajJApana mokSamArga pravacana bhAga-1,2,3,4 / jJAnagoSThI vI.vi. pravacana bhAga 1 se 6 taka / kAraNazuddhaparyAya samayasAra nATaka pravacana / niyamasAra pravacana bRhadadravyasaMgraha pravacana/bhaktAmara pravacana divyadhvanisAra pravacana / samAdhitaMtra pravacana zrAvakadharmaprakAza / jJAnasvabhAva jJeyasvabhAva adhyAtmaratnatraya / adhyAtmasaMdeza / jJAnagoSThI mukti kA mArga / padArtha-vijJAna / yogasAra pravacana kAraNazuddhaparyAya/nayaprajJApana / mUla meM bhUla aSTapAhur3a pravacana/aliMgagrahaNa pravacana anubhavaprakAza pravacana DaoN. hukamacandajI bhArilla ke prakAzana samayasAra(jJAyakabhAvaprabodhinI) / samayasAra kA sAra samayasAra anuzIlana sampUrNa bhAga 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 pravacanasAra (jJAyajJeyaprabodhinI)/ pravacanasAra kA sAra pravacanasAra anuzIlana bhAga-1 se 3 cintana kI gaharAIyA~/satya kI khoja / bikhare motI bAraha bhAvanA : eka anuzIlana / dharma ke dazalakSaNa nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti ke pUrva / jainatattva paricaya AtmA hI hai zaraNa/sUktisudhA / AtmAnuzAsana kalpadruma vidhAnaratnatraya vidhAna / navalabdhi vidhAna paM. ToDaramala vyaktitva aura kartRtva / nimittopAdAna bIsa tIrthaMkara vidhAna/paMcameharu naMdIzvara vidhAna 47 zaktiyA~ aura 47 naya/rakSAbandhana aura dIpAvalI karaNAnuyoga paricaya / zIlavAna sudarzana tIrthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIra aura unakA sarvodaya tIrtha A. kundakunda aura unake TIkAkAra bha. RSabhadeva / prazikSaNa nirdezikA / Apa kucha bhI kaho AdhyAtmika bhajana saMgraha / caubIsa tIrthaMkara pUjA kramabaddhaparyAya / dRSTi kA viSaya / gAgara meM sAgara causaTha Rddhi vidhAna / dazalakSaNa vidhAna paMcakalyANaka pratiSThA mahotsava / adhyAtmanavanIta paMcaparameSThI vidhAna / vicAra ke patra vikAra ke nAma paramabhAvaprakAzaka nayacakra / chahaDhAlA kA sAra jinadharma pravezikA / vratI zrAvaka ko gyAraha pratimAe~ | AcArya kundakunda aura unake paMca paramAgama pazcAttApa / maiM kauna hU~ / maiM svayaM bhagavAna hU~ NamokAra mahAmaMtra : eka anuzIlana / arcanA rakSAbaMdhana dIpAvalI / yugapuruSa kAnajI svAmI rIti-nIti / golI kA javAba gAlI se bhI nahIM svarUpasaMbodhana/samyagjJAnacaMdrikA/ dIpacaMda graMthamAlA zAzvatatIrthadhAma : sammedazikhara / bindu meM sindhu ahiMsA : mahAvIra kI dRSTi meM / zAkAhAra vItarAgI vyaktitva : bhagavAna mahAvIra anekAnta aura syAdvAda / paMcakalyAka pratiSThA maho. samayasAra padyAnuvAda / samayasAra kalaza padyAnuvAda / pravacanasAra / yogasAra padyA./aSTapAhur3a padyAnuvAda kuMdakuMdazataka padyAnuvAda / zuddhAtmazataka padyAnuvAda paNDita ratanacandajI bhArilla ke prakAzana samyagdarzana / harivaMza kathA / zalAkA puruSa jAna rahA hU~ dekha rahA hU~ / jambU se jambUsvAmI sukhI hone kA upAya bhAga 1 se 8 taka vidAI kI belA /jina khojA tina pAiyAM ye to socA hI nahIM / ahiMsA ke patha para sAmAnya zrAvakAcAra / SaTkAraka anuzIlana sukhI jIvana / vicitra mahotsava / kSatracUr3AmaNi pari. | saMskAra / ina bhAvoM kA phala kyA hogA yadi cUka gaye to / aise kyA pApa kiye NamokAra mahAmaMtra / calate-phirate siddhoM se guru para se kucha bhI saMbaMdha nahIM / nIMva kA patthara anya prakAzana caubIsa tIrthaMkara mahApurANa / bRhada jinavANI jinendra arcanA /tInalokamaMDala vidhAna siddhacakra vidhAna / mokSamArga kI pUrNatA indradhvaja vidhAna / dhavalAsAra/ dravya saMgraha rAmakahAnI / guNasthAna vivecana / ratnatraya vidhAna
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________________ tArkika zailI ke AdhyAtmika vyAkhyAtA paramAtmaprakAza bhArilla ko kaThinatama viSayavastu ko atyanta saralatApUrvaka pAThakoM evaM zrotAoM ko hRdayaMgama karA dene meM mahArata hAsila hai| ve kisI bhI viSaya ke una pahaluoM ko ujAgara karate haiM, jinakI ora sAmAnyataH kisI kA dhyAna hI nahIM jaataa| prAcIna dArzanika saMdarbho kI Adhunika zailI meM tArkika vyAkhyA karake, use pAThakoM va zrotAoM se svIkRta karA lenA unakI vizeSatA hai| apane ratnavyavasAya ke silasile meM prativarSa anekoM videza yAtrAyeM karane ke alAvA Apa pravacanArtha bhI deza-videza kI anekoM yAtrAyeM karate rahate haiN| Apa alpavaya se hI sAmAjika va dhArmika abhiyAnoM se jur3e hue haiM aura vartamAna meM rASTrIya stara ke yuvA saMgaThana akhila bhAratIya jaina yuvA phaiDarezana ke rASTrIya mahAmaMtrI haiN| deza-videza meM AdhyAtmika krAMti kA bigula bajAne vAle paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa jayapura, paNDita ToDaramala sarvodaya TrasTa jayapura, tIrthadhAma maMgalAyatana TrasTa alIgar3ha, zrI mahAvIra svAmI kundakunda kahAna di. jaina mumukSu maNDala TrasTa borivalI mumbaI ityAdi TrasToM ke Apa TrasTI evaM DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla cerITebala TrasTa ke mahAmaMtrI haiN| prastuta kRti ke pUrva bhI ApakI 'antardvanda' nAmaka kRti prakAzita ho cukI hai, jisameM Apane kathAnaka ke mAdhyama se Aja ke abhizapta jIvana meM uThanevAle antardvandoM kA saTIka citraNa kiyA hai| ukta kRti kI 2 saMskaraNa ke rUpa meM 8 hajAra pratiyA~ prakAzita ho cukI haiN| samparka : mumbaI, mo. : 09870016988 E-mail : parmatmb@yahoo.com