Dravyadrushti Prakash

Author(s): Vitrag Sat Sahitya Prasarak Trust
Publisher: Vitrag Sat Sahitya Trust Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/010641/1

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Ke dravyadRSTi- prakAza prakAzaka zrI vItarAga sat sAhitya prasAraka TrasTa bhAvanagara

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hindI saskaraNa. prathamAvRtti zrI ramezacaMdra sogAnI, kalakattA dvArA 2100 (tIno khaNDayukta) dvitIyAvRtti zrI ramezacaMdra sogAnI, kalakattA dvArA 1000 (do khaNDayukta) tRtIyAvRtti zrI vItarAga sat sAhitya prasAraka TrasTa dvArA 1500 (tInoM khaNDayukta) (2517vaoN zrI vIra nirvANotsava) caturtha AvRtti zrI vItarAga sat sAhitya prasAraka TrasTa dvArA 1500 tIno khaNDayukta) (zrI vIra nirvANa sa 2519) 'paoNcavI AvRtti zrI vItarAga sat sAhitya prasAraka TrasTa dvArA 500 (tIno khaNDayukta) (zrI vIra nirvANa sa 2526 ) gujarAtI saskaraNa. prathamAvRt zrI vItarAga sat sAhitya prasAraka TrasTa dvArA 3000 (do khaNDayukta) prathamAvRtti zrI vItarAga sat sAhitya prasAraka TrasTa dvArA 10,000 (tIsarA khaNDa) prApti sthAna : zrI vItarAga sat sAhitya prasAraka TrasTa, 580, jUnI mANekavADI, bhAvanagara - 364001 (saurASTra) phona 423207 lAgata mUlya 3000 lesara TAIpaseTiMga pUjA imprezansa ploTa na 1075 / e. mAtRchAyA - 4 AbAvADI, bhAvanagara- 364001 phona 423470 mudraka mA gAyatrI prinTa hAusa divAnaparA roDa, nAriyalavAlI zerI, bhAvanagara - 364001 phona 512346

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- - - - - - - | LL); = = = = T 0 paramopakArI pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI che

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.. . - . . . . - - - - . - . . - - - . - . - . . . . - . - . . . - . . . - . . - -.- - - . . . . - . - . . - - - . .... . samarpaNa pUjya zrI sadgurudevake parama yogase evaM unakI apUrva sat / amRtavANIse mujha pAmara para apAra upakAra huA hai / yaha hote hI nija supta cetanA tatkSaNa jAgrata ho uThI aura unhIke pratApase isa bharatabhUmime adbhuta aura alaulika dharmaprabhAvanA ho rahI hai| inake mukhAravindase jinadharma va jinavANIkA vizAla pravAha akhaNDa - aTUTa - dhArAvAhI baha rahA hai, isa AdhyAtmika srotase nikalI jJAnagaMgAme snAna kara aneka jIva zuci ho rahe hai| aho ! apUrva AdhyAtmika sahajAnaMdavRttidhAraka, mahAn anubhavI, prakhara dharmaupadezaka, karuNAsidhu parama pUjya paramopakArI sadgurudeva zrI kahAnajI svAmIke karayugalame atyanta ananya bhaktipUrvaka vinamrabhAva se yaha "dravyadRSTi prakAza" sarmapaNa karake atyadhika Ananda anubhavatA huuN| - ramezacandra sogAnI

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smaraNAMjali dharmasnehI svajana ! ____ ApazrIne tInakAlame utkRSTa aura mahAn dharmakI bhAvanAko apane jIvaname sampUrNa rUpase pU. gurudevazrIkI mahAn kRpAse ekAkAra pariNamA diyA / Apake jIvanakA yahI anahad adamya dhArmika utsAha pratikSaNa smaraNameM AtA hai / Apane yaha uttama bodhi-bIja nija kAraNaparamAtmAke Azrayase spaSTa anubhava kiyA aura aisI mAMgalika bhAvanA kI ki yaha bIja ghaTa-vRkSakI taraha aneka sthAnome prasare aura aneko jIva vizAla paimAne para isakA lAbha le, tathA hama sabhIke liye ApakI vRtti haracaMda isa tarafa balaNa karAtI hai ki apanI dRSTi merI orase haTAkara nija-svayaMke pUrNa abheda dhAmako hI lakSya banAve, vahI zreSTha hai / ataH dharmakI prabhAvanA bar3he, yaha bhAva bhI nissandeha isameM garbhita hai| hamAre liye dhArmika bhAvanArUpI bIja ropanekA mahAn zreya ApazrIko hI hai| hama logoke liye ApazrIne utkRSTa dhArmika-bhAvanAkA yaha sanmArga prazasta kara diyA hai| isI bhAvanAke yogase hame pUjya gurudevazrIkA suyoga prApta ho rahA hai / aho ! Apake hRdayame to basa hara ghar3I aura hara pala sonagar3hakA va sat mahAtmAkA AzIrvAda detA huA citra hI aMkita rahA karatA thaa| isa sat mArgakI orakA yaha valaNa samaya samaya para ApakI bhAvanAme ota-prota rahatA thaa| uttamottama dharmake saMskAra Apake patradvArA hara kSaNa preraNArUpa ho rahe hai| ApakA yaha mahAn upakAra pUre bharatakSetrako utprerita kara rahA hai| aise mahAna saMskAroke prati ApakA yaha parama upakAra hama saba kabhI nahI bhUlege-nahI bhuulege| ApazrIke anamola hastalikhita patre, vividha suvAkya tathA praznottarakI isa pustaka dvArA Apako yaha smaraNAMjali arpita karate huye aisI sukhada bhAvanA bhAte hai ki isameM darzAyI gaI apakI mobhecchuka bhAvanA zIghra ati zIghra pUrNa ho / AzAlatA kusumalatA kumudalatA anUpakuvara TAnandra-ramA narezacandra anilakumAra

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TA. amaAR .. monilion --more - - Me puruSArthamUrti pUjya zrI nihAlacandrajI sogAnI

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prakAzakIya prastuta "dravyadRSTi-prakAza" grantha svAnubhUti vibhUSita puruSArthamUrti pUjya zrI nihAlacandrajI sogAnI dvArA likhe patro va tAttvikacarcAome nirUpita adhyAtmake mUla/sUkSma siddhAntokA anupama saMkalana hai / yaha grantha jainavAGgamayake AdhyAtmika vibhAgakI eka anUThI thAtI hai / anAdikAlase ajJAnI jIvane apane pAramArthika mUla svarUpa, jo zAzvata, kAla ekarUpa, niSkampa va dhruvadhAma hai, ko dRSTime na lekara, usane pratisamaya utpAda - vyayasvarUpa, nazvara, kampita, kSaNika vartamAna paryAyakt hI apanA svarUpa jAna-mAnakara, usIkI dRSTi kara rakhI hai / aura aisI viparIta dRSTime vaha apana astitva kSaNikavat zraddhane rUpa bhAvame svayaMke mUla svarUpakA nirantara ghAta karatA rahA hai aura vaise bhAvake phalasvarUpa vaha anAdise dravya aura bhAvamaraNako saMprApta hotA AyA hai / aura vastusthiti bhI yahI hai ki jaisI dRSTi vaisI sRSTi hotI hai| asalame jIvake paMcaparAvartanarUpa saMsArakI ananta kleza saMtatikA ekamAtra mUla kAraNa ukta viparIta dRSTi hI hai, jo anAdise mithyAtvabhAva rUpame nirantara varta rahI hai / aise bhAvako Agamame paryAyabuddhi, paryAyamUDhatA, paryAyakA kartRtva, paryAyame ekatva, paryAyame astitva Adi aneka sajJAose darzAyA hai / vAstavikatA to yaha hai ki viparIta zraddhA / dRSTike garbhame ananta doSo va duHkhokI sarjana kSamatA sadA vidyamAna rahatI hai aura usase pratipala doSa va duHkha aMkurita hote hI rahate hai / ataeva mumukSukA sarva prathama kartavya yahI hai ki vaha, dRSTi viparyAsa jaise sarva klezoke janakakI bhayaMkaratAkA mUlyAMkana jaisA ki jJAnI dharmAtmAone nirdiSTa kiyA hai tadanurUpa bhalIbhA~ti nizcaya kare aura phira apanI sarva zakti ukta viparyAsake mUlako nirasta karaneme lagAve; tabhI usakA Atmazreya sambhava hai / ukta mahattva hetuse pU. zrI sogAnIjIne kathita 'mahAviparyAsa' ke viruddha, parama paramArtharUpa nija mUla tattvakI sarvotkRSTa upAdeyatA dazati hue apanI anUThI dravyadRSTipradhAna zailIme jitane pracaNDa prahAra kiye hai, ve jIvako anAdirUDha paryAyadRSTike caMgula se chur3avAne aura sarva zreyakI mUla dravyadRSTi karAne hetu sacoTa, sabala aura sArthaka va upakArabhUta nimitta honese, unheM granthArUDha kiyA gayA hai / zrI sogAnIjIkI kathanapaddhati aisI maulikatA, sahajatA, prakharatA aura spaMdanayuktatA sannihita hai, jisake samyak sparzase pAtra jIvakA par3A huA AtmA apane zreyArtha saMvegase

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ekadama uchala paDe / lekina isa tathyakI supratIti to, pAThakoko granthame nirdiSTa bhAvoke vAcyako samIcInarUpase avagAhana karane para hI hogii| ____ ullekhanIya hai ki ananta karuNAmUrti pU. gurudevazrI kahAnajI svAmIkI vartamAna va bhAvI mumukSu samAja para asIma niSkAraNa karuNA rahI hai aura isa karuNAvRSTirUpa dezanA, tathA svayaMke jJAna-dhyAna-sAdhanAkA mukhya kendrasthala zrI svarNapurI (sonagar3ha) rahanese yaha kSetra tIrthadhAma' me pariNata huA hai / parantu yaha tIrthadhAma zrI nihAlacandrajI sogAnIke lie to 'jJAnakalyANaka' sthala siddha huA hai / yahI unhone apane prathama dinake saMkSipta-se paricayame hI zrI guruke zrI mukhase mukharita prathama bhavacchedaka dezanA jhIlakara, usI dina anAdirUDha mithyAtvako vidhvaMsa kara, mokSapathakI prathama sIr3hIrUpa svAnubhUti prakaTa kI / yahI pUjya gurudevazrIkI apratima bAhya jinazAsana prabhAvanAke pratApa va prasAdase zrI sogAnIjIke antarame nizcaya jinazAsanakA udaya huA / yaha eka aisI anUThI, anUpama gauravamayI ghaTanA hai jo svarNapurI tIrthadhAmake svarNima itihAsake patropara ratnAkSarome TaMkotkIrNa hai; jisakI prabhA svayaM hI nirantara jagamagA rahI hai jise anadekhA karanA sambhava nahIM / ___yathArthata prastuta granthake mUla to pUjya gurudevazrI hI hai, kAraNa ki unhI dharmapitAzrIkI bhavAntakArI dezanAke prasAdase hI zrI sogAnIjIkA saddharmame nayA janma huA hai / ataH unake pAvana caraNAravindame atyanta bhaktibhAvase koTi-koTi vandana ! prastuta graMthake prakAzana hetu prakAzya sAmagrI sulabha karAneke lie hama zrI ramezacandra sogAnI, kalakattAke AbhArI hai| sAtha hI jinhone isa granthakA mUlya ghaTAneke lie jo rAzi pradAna kI hai, ( jinakA vivaraNa anyatra prakAzita hai) ke prati; tathA graMthake sundara mudraNakAryake lie zrI bhIkhAbhAI so. paTela, bhagavatI mudraNAlaya, ahamadAbAda aura TAipasaTigake liye zAradA mudraNAlayake prati AbhArI aMtame, pAThakagaNa mAtra apane Atmazreyake lakSyase prastuta granthakA vAraMvAra adhyayana kare, aise vinamra anurodha ke sAtha bhAvanagara, di. 28-2-1993 TrasTIgaNa, zrI vItarAga sat sAhitya-prasAraka TrasTa

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0 prakAzamUrtipUjya bahena zrI caMpAbena 0.

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Amukha mere saMpUjya pitAzrI nihAlacandrajI sogAnI, jinase adhyAtmayugasraSTA parama pUjya sadagurudevazrI kahAnajI svAmIke sabhI anuyAyI suparicita hai, ke svargArohaNa pazcAta java merI mAtRzrI zrImatI anUpakuMvarako, satpurupoke prati atyanurAgI sva. zrImatI gulAvavahenane sonagaDhame, yaha jAnakArI dI ki unake pati zrI sogAnIjIke dvArA samaya samaya para mumukSuoko likhe patro va tatvacarcAome die gae samAdhAna adhyAtmanagame viziSTa koTike hai, ataeva unakA prakAzana jahA~ eka ora unakI apane svargastha patike prati sacI lAMjali hogI, vahI dUsarI ora vaha, aneka bhavya jIvoMke lie eka upakArabhUta nimitta hogA / yaha jAnakara merI mAtRzrIko atIva prasannatA huI / parantu aise kisI prakAzanake pUrva pUjya gurudevazrIse anumati lenA Avazyaka samajhakara unhoMne pUjya gurudevazrIse taviSayaka yAcanA kI, jise unhone pramoda mAnya kara liyaa.| tatpazcAt merI mAtRzrIne pUjya gurudevazrIkI sammatise prastAvita prakAzya sAmagrIke saMkalana aura sampAdanakA mAt bhAra mAnanIya zrI lAlacanda a. modIko sauMpA aura unhIke vizeSa Agrahabhare anurodhako svIkAra kara mAnanIya zrI zazIkAMta ma. zeTha bhI isa kAryame jur3e / ina dono mahAnubhAvone zrIguru AjJAko zirodhArya kara, athaka parizrama lekara, atyanta sAvadhAnI aura sUjhabUjhapUrvaka ukta prakAzya sAmagrIko saMkalita va sampAdita kiyaa| tatkAlIna jaina samAjame dravyadRSTi pradhAnatAkI zrI sogAnIjI jaisI prakhara zailI prAyaH apracalita thii| Agama pAThiyoko bhI unakI zailI va kaI eka zabda Apattiyukta laganekI sambhAvanA thI / ataeva granyake tRtIya khaNDame rakhe gae tattvacarcA vibhAgake praznottarIke saMdarbhame na to zrI sogAnIjIke kathanakI maulika prakharatAme kisI prakArakI nyUnatA Aye aura na hI pAThakome koI samajha-viparyAsa utpanna ho jAye jisase ve apanA ahita sAdha vaiThe, isa Azayase jahA~ jo yogya ho vahA~ taviSayaka spaSTatA koSThakome denA yogya laganese mAnanIya zrI zazIbhAIjIne vaisI spaSTatA kI / mere pitAzrIse mAnanIya zrI zazIbhAIjIkA atIva antaraMga va ghaniSTa paricaya aura sAdharmI vAtsalyatA thI jisake kAraNa ve unake hArda/abhiprAya/nirUpaNapaddhati/kathana zailIse suparicita rahe hai / cUMki mere pitAzrIkI sahaja va nape-tule zabdome apanI bAta kahanekI prakRti thI jisase samajha farka hone athavA bhrama phailanekI sambhAvanAse vacaneke lie unhone koSTakoke mAdhyamase spaSTatA kI / isase sammAnanIya zrI zazIbhAIjIkI

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VIIL viSayakI sarvAMga va gahana pakar3a, niHzaMkatA, vAcyagrAhakatA aura antar sUkSmatAke sAtha hI unakI dUradarzitA bhI svataH ujAgara hotI hai| mAnanIya sampAdakone anyako tIna khaNDome vibhAjita karake prathama khaNDame patra vibhAga, dUsare khaNDame granthake mukhya nirdiSTa viSaya-samarthaka pUjya gurudevazrIke pravacana-aMza tathA tIsare khaNDame tattvacarcA rakhI; evam granthakI viSaya sAmagrIke anurUpa hI granthakA zIrSaka "dravyadRSTi-prakAza" rakhA / maine apanI mAtRzrIkI maMgala preraNAse yaha grantha san 1967me prakAzita kiyA aura sArvajanika karaNa hetu ise apane pitAzrIke ananta ananta upakArI pUjya gurudevazrIke pAvana karakamalome samarpita karake grantha-vimocanakI maMgalavidhi sampanna kI / prArambhame granthake ukta tIno khaNDa saMyukta the lekina bAdame tIsare khaNDakI jilda alagase kI gaI jise kAphI samaya taka pUjya gurudevazrI apane hAthose suyogya va abhyAsI mumukSuoko dete the| jinhe yaha granya milatA vaha apaneko dhanya samajhatA thaa| pujya gurudevazrIkA ukta prakArakA vartana hI granthakI viziSTatAko pramANita karatA hai| tatpazcAt granthake prathama aura dvitIya khaNDakI prathama AvRttime jo kucha truTiyA~ raha gaI thI unhe zrI maNikAnta padamazI nAgar3A, ghATakopara (bambaI)vAloMne yathAsambhava sudhAra kara san 1970me dvitIya AvRttike rUpame prakAzita kiyA gayA / mere pitAzrI mAravAr3I-hindI bhASI the jaba ki dhArmikakSetrame unake paricita, jinase ki unakA patra vyavahAra va tattvavayi huI, prAyaH gujarAtI bhASI rahe / ye loga vAcyako sahI taurase samajha sake isI Azayase ve kaI gujarAtI zabda, jisase hindIbhASI prAyaH paricita nahI hai, prayoga karate the aura kabhI kabhI to unake dvArA gujarAtI-sI laganevAlI vAkya racanA bhI sahaja ho jAyA karatI thii| isa prakArase unakI abhivyaktime mAravAr3I, hindI aura gujarAtI bhASAokA sahaja mizraNa ho gayA thaa| aura jinhone tattvacarcAome hue samAdhAnoko sunakara likhA, unhone bhI apanI mAtRbhASA gujarAtIme hI likhA thA / saMyogavaza granthake sampAdaka bhI gujarAtI hone tathA tattvacarcAkI prakAzya sAmagrIkI bhASAkIya sthiti ukta prakArakI honese usake hindI prakAzaname laukika apekSAse mAne jAnevAlI bhASA/vAkya/mAtrA AdikI truTiyA~ honI svAbhAvika thii| parantu vAcya avagAhana/bhAsaname bhASA athavA truTiyA~ Adi kabhI bAdhaka nahI banatI hai / tathApi jinakA bhASA, thabdo va mAtrA AdikI azuddhatAkI ora dhyAna gayA unhone usa ora merA dhyAna bAra-bAra AkarSita kiyA hai| - suyogase jaba tIno khaNDokA samanvita granthakA prakAzana honekA hai to ullikhita truTiyoko dUra karake tathA gujarAtI zabdokA pracalita hindIme rUpAMtarita karake

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IX parizuddharUpase grantha prakAzita ho, yahI yogya hai / ataeva granthako yathAzakti parizuddha kiyA gayA hai| __ prastuta granthakI eka anya vizeSatA hai ki yadyapi mUla granthake tRtIya khaNDame kaI jagaha spaSTatA hetu koSThakoke mAdhyamase vivakSA spaSTa kI gaI hai tathApi kaI samAdhAnoke lie vizeSa spaSTatAkI AvazyakatA samajhate hue isa granthame koSThakome taviSayaka vizeSa spaSTIkaraNa diyA hai, jise alaga TAipa (akSaro )me darzAyA gayA hai, AzA hai aisA karanA pAThakoke lie hitakArI siddha hogA / aisA karaneke pIche kAraNa yo banA : yadyapi maine kaI bAra isa granthakA AdyopAMta svAdhyAya kiyA hai aura sadA apUrvatA hI lagatI rahI / aisI bAta eka bAra pramodase kisI carcAke daurAna maine mAnanIya zrI zazIbhAIjIko kahI to unhone batalAyA ki "isa granthake saMkalana aura sampAdaname pramukharUpase yahI eka mAnadaNDa sAmane rakhA gayA thA ki yaha grantha adhyAtmavidyAkA ucca koTikA siddha ho| isI dRSTise hI granthame prakAzita sabhI praznottarIkA cayana kiyA gayA thA / yadi kahI kisI praznakA uttara Upara Uparase sAdhAraNa-sA lage to bhI usakI gaveSaNAse vaha uttara nizcita hI asAdhAraNa pratIta hogA / ataH Apa isI dRSTikoNako mukhya rakha kara granthakA svAdhyAya kare to Apako aneka vizeSatAye lakSyagata hogI / " tabase sAdhAraNa-se lagate uttarome gambhIratA bhAsita hone lagI aura jaba jaba vaise uttarome garbhita arthagAMbhIryatAkA rahasyodghATana mAnanIya zrI zazIbhAIjI karate to aisA bArabAra lagatA ki yadi vaisI spaSTatA sarva sAdhAraNako sulabha ho to unake lie viSayakI sUkSmatA bhAsita honA va mArgakI sUjha honA adhika sarala hotA / mere bArambAra anurodha karane para hI unhone isa granthake kaI sthalopara spaSTatA kI hai jisake lie mai unakA jitanA bhI AbhAra mAnUM kama hogaa| ukta viziSTatAoke atirikta prastuta granthame mere pitAzrIke antarbAhya jIvanake viziSTa pahaluoko "zrI nihAlacandrajI sogAnI [- vyaktitva eva kRtitva]" zIrSa kase prakAzita kiyA gayA hai / yadyapi mUla granthame merI sva. choTI bahina zrImatI kumudalatAne apane pitAzrIkA saMkSipta parantu ati bhAvavAhI jIvana paricaya diyA thA / tathApi aneka mumukSuoko unake jIvana-prasaMgoke bAreme vizeSa jijJAsAye rahI hai / isake alAvA jaba jaba merI mutAqAta mAnanIya zrI zazIbhAIjIse hotI to ve mujhe bArambAra prerita karate ki mai apane pitAzrIke jIvanake aprakAzita prasaMgo tathA unake jIvanavRttakI vizeSa chAnabIna karuM / mukhyata unhIkI preraNAvaza mai jaba taba tadviSayaka mahattvapUrNa bAtokA patA karake unheM natalAtA rahA huuN| isa sambandhame jina logone mujhe sahayoga

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diyA hai mai una sabhIkA kRtajJa hU~ / isa prakAra ullikhita zIrSakavAlA Alekha samAdaraNIya zrI zazIbhAIjIne, merI choTI bahina dvArA pUrva prakAzita jIvana paricaya, mere dvArA samaya samaya para batalAye tathyo, anya paricitokI bheTavArtA, tathA granthake patroke AdhArase saMkalita va saMpAdita kara baDe hI rocaka tathA hRdayagrAhI bhAvome prastuta kiyA hai / nissaMdeha yaha Alekha sirpha mere pitAzrIkA jIvana-vRttAMta nahI hai, apitu yaha trikAlavartI jJAnI dharmAtmAokI antarvAhya dazAkA jIvaMta citraNa hai| tattvataH sAdhakake bAhya udayaprasaMgokI asamAnatA, citravicitratA to mAtra pUrva prArabdhodayako anusaraNa karatI hai parantu usI kAla usase bhinna vartatI mUla, anudayarUpa antardazA samyak puruSArthako anusaratI hai| aura aisI satpuruSArthadhArA sarva jJAnI dharmAtmAoko nirantara vartatI hai jisase trikAlavartI sAdhakome sAmyapanA rahatA hai / ukta Alekha mumukSuoke lie atyanta preraNAspada hai, apanI dazAke pramANIkaraNakA paimAnA hai aura jJAnI dharmAtmAoke antarvAhya jIvanakI samIcIna pahacAnase sahaja sphurita honevAlI bhakti vahumAnakA samartha nimitta hai| prastuta granthakI eka aura vizeSatA hai ki isame zrI sogAnIjIkI vibhinna mudrAke kaI citra diye gaye hai| isI prakAra granthake mukhapRSThako bhI AkarSaka banAkara nae parivezame prastuta kiyA jA rahA hai| antame, mai zrI vItarAga sat sAhitya-prasAraka TrasTakA AbhArI hU~ ki jinhone isa granthako prakAzita kiyA hai / .... astu / - ramezacandra sogAnI 560000000000 anukramaNikA 0 prathama khaNDa AdhyAtmika patra / pR. 1 se 55 . dvitIya khaNDa pUjya gurudevazrIke pravacana * pR. 57 se 76 0 tRtIya khaNDa tattvacarcA : pR. 77 se 196 MANOOOO

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza dAtAokI nAmAvali kalakattA gvAliyara haidrAbAda udayapura mubaI mubaI bhAvanagara haidrAbAda mubaI udayapura vizAkhApaTTanama madrAsa sonagaDha 10000 zrI ramezacadra sogAnI parivAra 5111 zrI vimalacadajI pATanI 5000 zrI ghIsAlAlajI koThArI 5000 DaoN jAmana mahetA parivAra 5000 zrImatI samaratavena cunIlAla 4500 zrI prANalAla puruSottamadAsa kAmadAra parivAra 4000 zrI hIrAlAla kAlA parivAra 3001 zrI sapANI parIvAra 2500 zrI anatarAya amulakha zeTha 2501 DaoN jAmana mahetA 2500 zrImatI praviNAbena zazibhAI khArA 2000 zrI virendrabhAI zAtIlAla zAha 2501 zrI zAtibhAI tathA kAtibhAI joDiyAvAlA habra bena suzIlAbena tathA dra sulocanAvena 1500 zrI pI sI ghosAla 1500 AzAkumArI mANakacada kAlA 1101 zrI pArzvanAtha di jaina madira 1111 zrI sapANI parivAra 1111 zrI di jaina kudakuda kahAnasmRti sabhAgRha TrasTa 611 zrI kirITabhAI 600 zrI DI bI dAmANI 501 zrI ghIsAlAla koThArI 501 zrImatI vadAmIbena koThArI 500 zrI maNIlAla sukhalAla parivAra 500 zrImatI rajanabena 500 zrI praviNabhAI 303 zrI devacadabhAI 250 zrImatI rUpAbena 251 zrI niravabhAI khAdIvALA 201 zrI monAbena 200 zrI pI bI dAmANI 200 zrI suzIlAbena mahetA 101 zrI vinayakAta nagInadAsa kapAsI 101 zrI cunIlAlabhAI 101 zrI cadrakAtabhAI 101 zrI vasatabhAI haragovidadAsa ajamerA 51 AzAbena mahetA kalakattA bhAvanagara gvAlIyara madrAsa AgarA mubaI sAyana, mubaI haidrAbAda haidrAbAda bhAvanagara mubaI jAmanagara haidrAbAda mubaI bhAvanagara bhAvanagara mubaI dAdara, mubaI bhAvanagara bhAvanagara bhAvanagara bhAvanagara dillI kA

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- - - -- - - - - - - - --- - - - sukha ghAma anaMta susaMta cahI, dinarAtra rahe, tadadhyAna mahIM, parazAMti anaMta sudhAmaya je, praNamuM pada te vara te jaya te. - zrImad rAjacaMdrajI - - - ---- - - - - ---- he mAtA ! hAtha graho karI bALavaye bahu jora, Atama dhyAna dharyu sAMdhI ArAdhanadora, samyapha tattva lahyuM. mIThI mIThI videhanI vAta tAre ura bharI; ama Atma ujALanahAra, gharmaprakAzakarI.. - - - - - - sImaMghara-gaNaghara-saMtanAM, tame satsaMgI; ama pAmara tAraNa kAja padhAryA karuNAMgI. tuja jJAna-dhyAnano raMga ama Adarza raho; ho zivapada taka tuja saMga, mAtA ! hAtha graho. - - --- - -- -- - - - - -- --

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MAHARAJ JAWAN he prabho zIghra idhara se jinhoMne me sunA ho paTTo no A A ve guruvAsa ke pAsa hokara gurudhunuho hai - vidAsa bhAI Sanjanam Janam

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. - - - . * che. tenA ja che nA. je cha ": " - je na jara kAkA no janma varSanI konA nAnA ke

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". . . . . . guru saM cAlanamA yA yet anti ni hI inAna- .

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REAK miniAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHA ko 555 nAnI hotI. mm nant i n mins mahATTARA Liter Surniya nimAna M -4111 1 - -.. 12.4.A4.. (-zrI nihAlapandra sogAnI)

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zrI nihAlacandrajI sogAnI [ vyaktitva eva kRtitva] rAjasthAnakI punIta-puNya vasundharA aneka dharmAtmAokI janma va karma bhUmi hai / yahA~kA aitihAsika nagara ajamera apanI prAkRtika chaTAke sAtha sAtha vividha kalA-saMskRtiyoMke kendrake rUpameM suprasiddha hai| yahA~ prAcIna kAlase hI mUla digambara jaina dharmAvalambI bhI pracura saMkhyAme nivAsa karate rahe hai / yahA~ una logoMne apanI dharmArAdhanAke nimitta apane ArAdhya devoke kaI gaganacumbI zikharabaddha jina mandiroke nirmANa karAye hai, jo vastuzilpa va kalAtmaka saundaryakI dRSTise bhArata vikhyAta hai / hamAre prastuta caritanAyaka, nikaTa mokSagAmI-dharmAtmA zrI nihAlacandrajI sogAnI [ jinake lie isa Alekhame 'zrI sogAnIjI' zabda prayukta kiyA hai ] kI bhI yahI janmabhUmi hai| __ yadyapi sogAnI-parivArakI aneka pIr3hiyoMkI janmabhUmi ajamera hI rahI hai tathApi yaha kahanA kaThina hai ki atItameM unake pUrvaja kaba aura kahA~se Akara yahA~ base / ___ zrI sogAnIjIke pitA zrI nemIcandrajI dharmaniSTha, saralamanA va saMtoSI vRttike vyakti the| unake anya tIna sahodara the / unhone AjIvikAke sAdhana hetu goTAkinArIkA hasta-zilpa apnaayaa| parivAra madhya vittIya sthitivAlA thA / zrI nemIcandrajIkI prathama patnI zrImatI sUrajabAIkA bAlyAvasthAme hI nidhana ho jAnese unakA dUsarA vivAha gagarAnA grAmake kAsalIvAla parivArakI kanyA kizanIbAIke sAtha kiyA gayA / usane cAra putra va eka putrIko janma diyA / jinameM zrI nihAlacandrajI dUsare nambarake putra the|

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[2] * zrI sogAnIjIkI jIvanayAtrA : san 1912me, vaisAkha suda-11, vikrama saMvata 1969 ke dina vidhikI kisI dhanya palame bAlaka 'nihAla'ko janma dekara unakI mAtAzrIkI kokha bhI nihAla ho gii| bAlakakA manohara rUpa va saumya nizchala mudrA sabhIko sahaja hI mohita kara DAlatI / bAlakakI bAla sulabha 'candra' kalAe~ va ceSTAe~ bhI sabhIkA mana lubhAtI rahatI / bhAvI mahAmanAke pAda-sparzita rajakaNa bhI mAnoM gauravAnvita ho, dhanya ho gye| zrI sogAnIjI janmajAta asAdhAraNa pratibhAke dhanI, vicakSaNa va meghAvI rahe; pariNAmataH unhone ati alpa prayAsase hI yatheSTa laukika zikSA prApta kara lI / ve sahaja cetanA, jijJAsuvRtti, nirbhIka, kAryaniSTha va parizramazIla honeke sAtha sAtha dhunake dhanI bhI the| kisI kAryako prArambha kara deneke bAda use pUrA kiye binA unhe caina kahA~ ? isI bIca pArivArika dAyitvabodhane unhe parivArake upajIvana ke nirvAha hetu sahayogI banA diyA, ataH unhone ajamerame hI eka dukAna para naukarI karanA svIkAra kara liyA / unakI prAmANikatA, prabandha-paTutA, vyavahAra-kuzalatA, kartavyaniSThatAdi sadguNose prabhAvita hokara dukAna mAlikane paristhitivaza kAlAntarameM apanI dukAnakA svAmitva hI zrI sogAnIjIko saupa diyaa| tathApi unakI bAlAvasthAme hI vilakSaNa prakRti thI / kAryaniSpanna hote hI ve gambhIra ho, ekAntameM baiTha kinhI vicArome kho jAyA karate the| unakI bhItara taka jhaoNka lenevAlI teja oNkhe, samAdhistha-se rahate adhara-sampuTa unakI jijJAsuvRttiko rekhAMkita karate rahate / unakI aisI vRtti gharake bar3oko vismita karatI yA sAlatI thii| * gRhasthAzrama : zrI sogAnIkA san 1934me bAIsa varSakI vayame ajamerake hI

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[3] bAkalIvAla parivArakI kanyA anopakuMvarake sAtha vivAha huA / kAlakramame unake dAmpatyajIvanase paoNca putro va tIna putriyone janma liyA / jinamese prathama putrakA 4-5 varSakI alpAyume tathA do putriyoMkA [ - zrImatI AzAlatA va kumudalatAkA unake vivAhoparAMta ] nidhana ho gyaa| vartamAname sabase bar3e putra zrI ramezacandra va unake tIna anuja kramazaH zrI narezacandra, zrI azokakumAra va zrI anilakumAra tathA putrI zrImatI kusamalatA maujUda hai / aura ve sabhI apane pUjya pitAzrIke nirdiSTa patha para AnekA prayAsa kara rahe hai| * manthana-kAla: ___ yadyapi zrI sogAnIjIke lie bar3hatI huI gRhasthIkI AvazyakatAokI sampUrti usa dukAnakI AmadanIse karanA ati kaThina thA; tathApi unhe tadviSayaka koI vizeSa mAnasika ulajhana nahI rahatI thii| ____parantu unake koI pUrva saMskAravaza bAlAvasthAse hI sphurita vaicArika dvaMdva avicchinnadhArAse jo pravahamAna thA, vaha dina dina vRddhigata hotA gayA / vaha unhe na to dukAna para aura na hI ghara para caina lene detA thaa| jIva-jagata, jIvana-mRtyu, satyAsatyakI jaTila samasyAose jUjhatA huA unakA ghAyala mana bAra bAra praznAtura ho uThatA / kyA hai satya ? kauna hU~ mai ? kahA~ hai akhaNDa zAnti ? kahA~ hai ina jvalaMta praznokA samAdhAna ? isa taraha eka ora pArivArika dAyitvakA bar3hatA huA davAva aura dUsarI ora ukta prakArakI vaicArika manaHsthiti / doharI mAnasikatAkA yaha dvaMdva pravalase prabalatara hotA gayA / nIrava nizIthake sAyeme jaba nidrAlasa saMsAra svapnome khoyA rahatA, ve unnIdra hokara gharakI chata para cakkara lagAte rahate / dhUdhale udAsa AkAzame ve kisI prakAzamAna dhruva tArekI khoja karate rahate / mana hotA, paoNrvome paMkha vaoNdhakara ur3atA huA calA jAU~ isa ghuTana aura kuMThAokI sImAke usa pAra, jahA~ anavarata zAntikA akhaNDa sAmrAjya sthApita hai| apanI hI

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[ 4 ] sRSTike tAne-bAnese guthe jaMjAlase mukta honeke lie unake prANa chaTapaTAte rahate / koI dUrAgata pukAra unake kAnoMmeM gU~jatI rahatI / anAgatakA koI AmaMtraNa unheM apanI ora khIMcatA rahatA / nirantara bar3hatI huI becainI auraM vihvalatAko dekhakara unakI dharmapatnI bhI karuNAse vigalita hokara tar3apa uThatI / parantu tAdRza sthiti binA, aisI gopita vedanAkA kAraNa jAna pAnA sambhava kahA~ ? bhISaNa atRpti aura pyAsa, kabhI na bharanevAlA zUnya, kabhI na bujhanevAlI Agake gheremeM ghirate cale gaye, AtmavedanAke nigUDha pArAvArame ve DUbate gaye / unheM pratyeka sAMsArika kArya viSa-tulya lagane lage / satyase sAkSAtkArakI abhIpsAmeM zrI sogAnIjIke jIvanakA rUpAntara hotA rahA / bhare-pUre saMsArameM ve ekAkI aura aikAntika hote cale gaye / zAntikI prApti ke lie ve aneka upakrama karate rhe| yahA~ taka ki kirAyeke gharameM rahane para bhI chatake Upara, unhoMne apanI Arthika sthiti tadanukUla na honepara bhI, apane kharcase eka koTharI bhI banA lI; jahA~ unakA ekAntavAsa ho sakA / yahI koTharI unakI zodha aura sAdhanAkA kendra bana gaI / zarIrase laukikadharmakA pAlana karate hue bhI unakI astitvagata upasthiti bhAvanAke rahasyalokameM rahane lagI / * satpAtratA : sAdhu-santoMkA samAgama; jinadeva darzana; jaina granthoMkA AloDana karanA zrI sogAnIjIkI dinacaryAkA anivArya aMga banatA gayA / ve jaba taba anya dharmagranthoMkA bhI tulanAtmaka adhyayana kiyA karate the / unakI svAdhyAyaruci itanI bar3ha calI thI ki ve dukAna para bhI tanika-sA avakAza milate hI yA grAhakoMko naukarake havAle kara, zAstra- svAdhyAyame kho jAte the / ciMtana-manana-manthanake dhuMdha bhare galiyAroMme bhaTaka bhaTaka kara ve rozanIkI talAza karate rahe / apanI abhISTa siddhi hetu unhone apane hI hAthose bar3e jatanase taiyAra kI huI sAmagrIse, lambe samaya taka, dattacittase cAra-cAra *

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[5] paoNca-paoNca ghaNTo khar3e rahakara dainika pUjAeN kI; khar3agAsan dhyAna liyAkA abhyAsa kiyA; ekAntameM haTha yogiyoMke haThavAdako sAdhA; yahA~ taka ki eka bAra to gRhastha-bandhanase dUra honeke lie ghara chor3akara Der3ha-do mAha taka zaharakI hI dharmazAlAmeM eka vidvAna paNDitako rakhakara, rAta-rAta bhara jAgakara aneka jainagranthoMkA gahana parAyaNa kiyA; ghaNToM hI citana-manana-dhyAna Adi kriyAoMme rata rahate; tathApi jisa parama satyako pAneke lie unakA roma-roma vyAkula va becaina thA, usakA sAkSAtkAra unheM nahIM huA to nahI huA / anamola manuSyabhavakA eka aMza to isa bhaTakanameM hI nikala gayA / Atmavirahase unakA Arta mana bAra bAra pukAratA ki yadi satyase sAkSAtkAra nahIM huA to phira mere isa nazvara zarIrakA isa asAra saMsArase uTha jAnA hI zreyaskara hai| * dizA-bodha : parantu 'jahA~ cAha hai vahA~ rAha hai' to phira AtmArthI hI isase vaMcita kyoM ? puruSArthase jaba sabhIko icchita vastukI prApti ho jAtI hai to phira 'satya hI cAhie anya kucha nahI' aise dRDha nizcayIse satya Aqhira kitane dina dUra rahatA ?? vaisA jJAnIdharmAtmAoMne bhI kaula-karAra kiyA hI hai ki : "caitanyako caitanyamese pariNamita bhAvanA arthAt rAgadveSameMse nahI udita huI bhAvanA - aisI yathArtha bhAvanA ho to vaha phalatI hI hai|" ___ daivayogase jaise zrI mahAvIrasvAmIke jIvako usake siMhake bhavameM sat -udbodhana hetu do cAraNaRddhivanta munirAja AkAzase pRthvI para utare the, vaise hI san 1946me kisI mahAn maMgala belAme zrI sogAnIjIko kisI sAdharmIne, sonagar3hame birAjita digambara jainadharmake AdhyAtmika santa zrI kahAnajI svAmIke pravacanoMko prakAzita karanevAlA mAsika "Atmadharma" par3haneke lie diyA / pravacanaprasAdI svarUpa sAragarbhita vAkya 'SaT Avazyaka nahI, lekina eka hI Avazyaka hai" ne unake antarako jhakajhora diyA, unhe gaharI coTa lgii| isI vAkyAmRtake bhAvabhAsanase mAno ananta kAlase

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[6] ananta kartRtvake bojha tale dabI, chaTapaTAtI unakI AtmA sahaja ubara gaI aura unheM AtmA bhAra mukta-sA halakA bhAsita hone lagA / antarame roma-roma jhanajhanA uThA aura svaralaharI nikalI, are ! mila gayA ! jisa satyakI khoja thI, usakA vidhi-prakAzaka mila gayA ! tatkSaNa hI unhe pUjya gurudevazrI aura unake maMgalakArI vacanoMke prati zraddhA va antara prIti sphurita huI aura ahobhAva chalaka uThA, mana bhaktivibhora ho uThA / aura unhone 'Atmadharma meM aMkita zrIguruke bhavya citrako zraddhA-sumanake rUpame nimna argha arpita kiyA : "udakacandanatandulapuSpakaizcarusudIpasudhUpaphalArdhakai; dhavalamaMgalagAnaravAkule jinagrahe jinanAtha mahaMyajai / " adhyAtmayogI pUjya gurudevazrIkI vANIse mukharita rasase otaprota 'Atmadharma' kA pratyeka zabda divya jJAnakA sphoTa, pratyeka pRSTha sahajAnandakI ora le jAnevAlA patha-prakAza ! jaise jaise ve isake pRSTha palaTate gaye unake vAcya avagAhanase, anAdirUDha va sarva doSokA janaka mithyAtva aura ajJAnakI zakti kSINa hone lagI / jJAnagraMthiyoM yathocita khulatI gii| AtmAke ananta lokakI yAtrAkI dizA unheM spaSTa hone lgii| yadyapi unake buddhijanya sthUla viparyAsa to nirasta ho gaye, tathApi vikaTa samasyA khar3I huI ki usa parama satya taka pahuMcA kaise jAe ? tadartha kAphI prayAsa kiyA, parantu samasyAkA nivAraNa nahIM ho sakA, svayaMse koI samAdhAna - vidhi nahI sUjha rahI thI, to aba kyA kiyA jAye ? - aisI eka naI vicitra ulajhana utpanna ho gaI / ekAeka sahaja hI gurudevazrIkI chavikA manameM AvirbhAva huA aura tabhI mArgaprakAzakake caraNa-sAnnidhya aura darzana hetu unakA mana tar3apa uThA, basa ! aba caina kahA~ ? usa saMtakI pavitra caraNarajako apane mastakapara dhAraNa karanekI unakI lAlasA pratikSaNa tIvrase tIvratara ho calI /

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[7] * sadgurukA pratyakSa yoga : aMtataH vaha cirapratIkSita sumaMgala ghar3I udita huI / zrI sogAnIjI san 1946meM prathama bAra apane ArAdhya zrIguruke pAvana caraNome pUrNataH nata hone svarganagarI (-sonagar3ha) jA pahU~ce / zrI sogAnIjIne apane ArAdhya sAkSAt caitanyamUrtikI pavitra caraNarajako mastakapara car3hAne hetu jyo hI apanA sira navAyA to unhe aisA mahasUsa huA mAno unake anAdirUDha mithyAtvakI cUle DhIlI hone lagI hai| aura ve apane zrIgurukI divya mukhamudrAko bhAvavibhora hokara, maMtramugdha-se apalaka nihArate hue unakI pAradarzI cinmaya mudrAkA nididhyAsana karate rahe to lagA jaise zrIguruke tejasvI mukhamaNDalakI dIptise unakA udayagata mithyAtva bhI vASpazIla ho calA ho / - aisI jAtyaMtara sthitine zrI sogAnIjIke aMtaraAloDanakI dizA svakendrI hone yogya antara avakAza banA diyA, jisase unake jJAnane svarUpa-nizcaya-yogya kSamatA grahaNa kI; udhara Atmarasase otaprota vaktA zrIgurukI divyavANI mukharita huI, aura unhe pratyakSa sat-zravaNakA prathama ( apUrva ) yoga milA / * svarUpa-nizcaya : jaise cAtaka pakSI svAti-bUMdake lie 'pI kahaoN...pI...kahA~'kI raTa lagAye rahatA hai, vaise hI zrI sogAnIjIko cirakAlase 'satya...satya kI antara raTana lagI huI thii| aura jaise cAtakakI pyAsa kevala svAti-biduse hI bujhatI hai, vaise hI unake antarame dhadhakatI - satyake abhAvajanya azAntikI - dAhako zrIgurukI piyuSa vANIkI zItala phuhArase zItalatA sambhava thii| aura jaise svAti-bidu sIpake sampuTame pahuMcakara motI bana jAtA hai, vaise hI mahAn maMgalamayI kSaName zrIguruke zrImukhase nirjharita bodhAmRta "jJAna ane rAga judA che"ke bhAvako unhone cittame avadhAraNa kiyA jo alaukika caitanya cintAmaNike rUpameM prakaTita huaa|

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[8] yadyapi zrI sogAnIjIko gujarAtI bhASAkA jJAna nahIM thA, phira bhI unheM pUjya gurudevazrIkI gujarAtI bhASAse koI kaThinAI nahI huI / aura vastusthiti bhI yahI hai ki prayoga-pradhAnI jIvako koI bhASA bAdhaka nahI bntii| ___ zrI sogAnIjIke lie to pUjya gurudevazrIkI dharmasabhA hI mAno prayogazAlAmeM rUpAMtarita ho gaI / aura unhone vahI apanA prayoga prArambha kara diyA / tadartha unhoMne "jJAna ane rAga judA che" ke vAcyako Dora saMbhAlI aura usake sahAre ve vAcyake antaratalameM utare aura gahare utarate cale gaye; unhoMne vahAM vartate rAga tattvakA sUkSma parIkSaNa kiyA, to unhe vaha vibhAvAMza, malina, svabhAva-viruddha, duHkharUpa aura AkulatAmaya bhAva bhAsita huaa| aura vahI sAtha vartate jJAna tattvake anveSaNa para unheM vaha svabhAvAMza, svaccha, svabhAvabhUta, sukharUpa aura nirAkulatAmaya bhAsita huA - aise unhone ukta dono bhAvoMko yathArtharUpase pahacAnA aura vedana pUrvaka una donoMkI mUla jAtiko samIcInarUpase sunizcata kiyA / aura phira ve pragaTa jJAnAMzameM vartate nitya udita sAmAnyajJAna parase jJAnasvabhAvameM sanihita ananta ananta guNa-samudrakI ora bar3he to vahA~ unhe AzcaryakArI ananta vibhUtiyoMse vibhUSita caitanya maNi-ratnoMse chalakate apane svabhAvakI jhalaka 'bhAsita huii| - isa bhaoNti apane hI aise satyasvarUpake nizcayase unheM "siddha svabhAvI, ananta sukha dhAraka mai hI aisA mahAn padArtha !!" - aisA bhAva bhAsita huaa| * atIndriya svarUpa-svAnubhUti : zrI sogAnIjIko apane paramopakArI sajIvana jJAnamUrti zrI gurukI bhavAntakArI maMgala pravacanaprasAdIrUpa dezanAse pratibhAsita nija parama tattvakI anahada AzcaryakArI apUrva mahimA pradIpta ho uThI ! jisase unheM apane parama caitanya tattvakA abhUtapUrva rasa gholana cAlU ho gayA / anAdise suSupta puruSArtha saMcetita huA aura unakA caitanyavIrya sphurita ho uThA / tadanusAra

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[9] unako nirvikalpa tattvakI dhuna ati vega pUrvaka calatI rahI / kaba dina DhalA, kaba nizAne apanI kAlI cAdara phailAI, kucha bhAna nahI rahA; unheM sabhI udaya saMyoga-prasaMga vismRta ho gaye; basa ! anavarata eka hI dhuna cala rahI thii| ____ jaba jagatvAsI nIrava nizIthinIke aMkame samA cuke the taba ve 'samiti'ke eka kamareke kaunemeM baiThe apane uddIpta hue caitanya-rasake pravAhame nimagna the / unakA svarUponmukhI sahaja puruSArtha purajozase gatizIla thA / - aisI apUrva jAtyantara antara sthitivaza unake sabhI antarbAhya pratibandhaka kAraNa bhI svayameva asta ho gaye / tabhI tatkSaNa vRddhizIla puruSArtha-pravAha apUrva vegase varddhamAna ho antarmukha ho gayA aura usI kSaNa zrI sogAnIjIkI AtmAne apane svasaMvedaname raha kara, apane pratyakSa paramAtmAkA darzana kiyA; aura unheM apane atIndriya svarUpakI svAnubhUti huI / aura tatkAla hI unake AtmAke pradeza-pradezameM atIndriya svarUpAnaMdI bAr3ha A gii| anAdise atRpta pariNati svarUpAnanda-pAnase tRpta-tRpta hA utthii| ____ jinavANIkA nirmala amRta-pravAha unakI anAdi kuMThAkI caTTAna tor3akara chalachalA uThA / vikalpa-samudrakA garjana-tarjana jaise anAyAsa hI zAnta hokara thama gayA / ye aisI bhAvasamAdhime sthira hue jahA~ na saMkalpa thA na vikalpa; na pravRtti thI na nivRtti; na mai thA na tuu.| raha gayA kevala anahadame zAzvata zAntikA sAmrAjya / zrIguru-milanake prathama dina hI nIrava nizAke apAra andhakArame udita jJAnake prakAzame isa anupama puruSArthIko yo nirvikalpa dazA samprApta huii| apane paramopakArI zrIgurukI niSkAraNa kRpA-prasAdI pAkara zrI sogAnIjIkI AtmA nihAla ho gii| ___ apUrva, anupama amRta-rasa pI lenese usakI mastIne unhe madahoza-sA banA diyA / nirantara yahI bhAvanAkA saMvega vartatA ki mai bhAvI sarva kAla paryanta isI jJAnAnandakI mastImeM DUbA hI rahU~ aura basa, nirantara AnandAmRta pAna karatA rhuuN|

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[10] jaba taka ve sonagar3ha rahe diname pUjya gurudavezrIkI svAnubhavarasamaya puruSAtha-preraka vANIkA amRta-bodha lete aura rAtrime apane kamareme baiTha nijAtmarasa-pAnakA udyama kiyA karate cetanAke Urdhva zikharoMkI ora unakA ArohaNa hotA rahatA / aura satata svarUparasa-gholana calatA rahatA / ve AtmAkI hI dhuname rame rahate aura nirantara AdhyAtmika tandrA banI rahatI / isa taraha eka-eka pala sarakatA gayA aura na jAne kaba 10-12 dina nikala gaye, unheM patA hI na thA / tatkAlIna rAjanItika uthala-puthala-janya hisAtmaka daMgoMkI bhayAvaha paristhitime bhI ve zrIguruke darzanArtha itane bhAvAvegame the ki unhoMne parivAravAloko apane sonagar3ha jAneke sambandhame sUcanA taka nahIM dI thii| gharavAle yahI samajhate rahe ki kArobArake silasileme kahI gaye hai aura do-cAra dinome lauTa aayege| kintu jaba haphte-daza dinoM taka bhI unakA koI samAcAra taka nahIM milA to ve citAtura ho uThe / kAfI chAnabIna karanepara jaba unakI sonagar3ha jAnekI prabala sambhAvanAkA AbhAsa milA taba unake citAtura parivArane eka tAra sonagar3ha bhI diyA / usa tArake sandezane zrI sogAnIjIkI AdhyAtmika tandrAmeM vikSepa DAla diyaa| aura unhe majabUrana apane bhavamocaka zrI guruke sAkSAt caraNasAnnidhyako chor3akara ajamera lauTanA pdd'aa| * sahaja udAsInatA : zrI sogAnIjIko jJAnadazA pUrva bhI saMsArAsakti nahIM thI / unhe sAMsArika prasaMgomeM kahI koI rasa, rujhAna yA ruci nahI rahatI thii| unake bacce kina-kina skUlome va zreNiyoMme par3hate hai ? unake lAlana-pAlana, zikSA-dIkSA va vikAsako kyA vyavasthA hai ? ghara-gRhasthIkI AvazyakatAokI sampUrti hetu kyA yojanA hai ? - ityAdi aneka prazna va ulajhaneM jahA~ sAmAnya mAnavake antar manako prAyaH vyathita va kacoTate rahate hai, vahA~ aise praznone unakI antarmukha manodazAko kabhI Andolita yA vicalita

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[11] nahI kiyaa| sonagar3hase lauTaneke pazcAt to unake pariNAmoM meM eka vizeSa prakArakI udAsInatA ghirI rahane lagI aura nirlipta bhAvase paramAndakI khumArI nirantara vartane lagI / sarva pUrva prArabdha udA-janya sAMsArika upAdhiyoM va jhaMjhaToMkI ora asthiratAvaza jAtA unakA upayoga bhI, unheM vartatI sahaja svarUpapariNatiko, bhArarUpa pratIta hotA va ugAmeM bhaTThIme jalane-sI pIDAkA vedana hone lagatA thA / tathApi sarva udayagat vibhAvabhAvoMko. nirupAyatAvaza aviSama pariNAmase vedate rahanA hI rAnakI niyati thii| tattvataH sahajatA, sahaja samatA va sahaja udAsInatA sarva jJAnIpuruSoMkA sanAtana sadAcAra hotA hai| * kalakattA-pravAsa : nivRtti lekara, zrIguru-caraNasAnnidhyame hakara aikAntika svarUpa-sAdhanAke prati zrI sogAnIjIko asIma AkarSaNa va bhAvanA vartatI thI; phira bhI unhe niyatike pAzame baeNdhakara, lAcArIse san 1950 me ajamera chor3anA par3A; aura apanI bhAvanAke atyanta pratikUla kSetra - asatsaMga-prasaMgake bAhulyase ghire va kolAhalayukta, mAyAmayI mahAnagara 'kalakattA meM eka prasiddha kapar3A milakI ejensIke kAryabhAravaza jAnA par3A / san 1958 me unakA pUrA parivAra bhI kalakattA A basA / aura ukta vastra vyavasAyakI pravRttimeM unakA bAhya zeSa jIvana bhI kalakattAme hI vyatIta huA / / isI bIca unhone satsaMgakI bhAvanAse san 1953 se kalakattA sthita bar3e mandirajImeM zAstrasvAdhyAyakI pravRtti zurU kI thii| tathA antima varSa ( san 1964 )me bhI unhone lagabhaga 40 dinoM taka sAmUhika zAstra-svAdhyAya kiyA thaa| san 1956 me apane jIvana-uddhAraka pUjya gurudevazrI kahAnajI svAmIke tIrthayAtrAke prasaMgame kalakattA padhAraneke pUrva jaba unake bhavya

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[12] svAgatArtha kalakattAmeM mumukSumaNDalakI sthApanA huI to usake prathama adhyakSake rUpame zrI sogAnIjIko manonIta kiyA gayA thaa| * antara vairAgya : ___ jaba zrI sogAnIjI zuruAtame kalakattA Aye taba isa bhAgadaur3a va dAva-pecavAlI nagarIkI 60-70 lAkhakI AbAdIme unake pAsa na rahaneke lie sthAyI jagaha thI aura na khAne-pIne AdikI koI samucita vyavasthA; phira bhI, aisI pratikUlatAmeM bhI unhe bhAna hotA ki mAnoM isa athAha mAnava-samudAyameM "mai eka akelA hI sukhI hU~", are ! nizcita hI ve sukhI the / AtmAnandakA rasAsvAda karanevAlA svayaMko sukhI hI kyA, sarva sukhI mahasUsa karatA hai| unhe saMsAra arucikara thA, phira bhI isa saMsArake kicar3ame unhe phaeNsanA par3A / pUrva nibandhita prArabdhavaza A par3e isa sAMsArika kIcar3ame apane jar3a zarIrakA yoga dete hue bhI unakI AtmA nirantara apane gholaname rhtii| jaba-jaba bhI udayagata bAhya saMsAra unheM apanI ora khIcatA, gRhasthIke jaMjAla apanI ora AkarSita karate to ve yahI kahate the : 'are mujhase kucha bhI AzA mata rakho, paMgu samajhakara do samayakA bhojana zarIra TikAneke lie do| zrI sogAnIjIkI buddhimattA, kAryakuzalatA va nIti sampannatAke kAraNa unake pAsa jaba taba naye vyavasAyake aneka prastAva Ate the parantu upAdhiko sImita rakhanekI bhAvanAvaza va aise prastAvoko TAla diyA karate the; yadyapi unhe parivArakI AvazyakatAoke bar3hate bojhakA qhayAla thaa| ____ yadyapi pUrva ajJAnadazAme nibandhita karmoke kAraNa unakA sAMsArikapravRttiyose bAhya sambandha to nahI TUTa sakA, balavAna upAdhiyoga anta taka banA rahA, ve sarva upAdhiyoMke bIca nirlipta rahate hue bhI pravRttikA bhAra Dhote rahe; tathApi unakI Atma-samAdhidhArA jIvana paryanta abAdhita vartatI rahI / jJAnadhArA va karmadhArA nirantara pravahamAna rahI / sahaja puruSArtha

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[13] varddhamAna hotA rahA / jIvana paryanta sahaja udAsInatA va antara vairAgya unake pariNAmome ugratAse vartatA rahA / eka ora unakI pravartatI ugra adhyAtmadazA va dUsarI ora prabala upAdhiyogakA paricaya unhIke patrose milatA hai| jJAnIkI aisI citra-vicitra va aTapaTI dazAoMke aneka pahaluoko pradarzita karate zrI sogAnIjIke patroke kucha aMza yahA~ uddhRta hai : D"mai trikAlI sahaja jJAnasvabhAvI dhruva padArtha hU~ va pratikSaNa jJAnarUpa pariNamana merA sahaja svabhAva hai; jar3a Azrita pariNAma jar3ake hai / " pUjya gurudevazrIke isa siddhAMtakI cUMTIne kSaNika pariNAmakI orake valaNake rasako phIkA kara diyA hai va sahaja svake sivAya koI kAryame rasa nahI AtA - (patrAMka : 1; ajamera/22-3-1949) - "yahA~ saMga, asatsaMgakA hai, udaya nIrasa hai / vahA~ (-sonagar3ha) kA yoga nikaTa bhaviSyame honeke AsAra dikhAI nahI dete, ataH atyanta udAsInatA hai va vyavahArame to vebhAna-sI dazA ho jAyA karatI hai|" - (patrAMka : 7; kalakattA/18-5-53) 0"svasaMga, gurusaMga va mumukSusaMgake alAvA dUsare saMgako nahI icchate hue bhI, are prArabdha ! viSatulya saMgame rahanA par3a rahA hai, kheda hai|" - (patrAMka 9; kalakattA/5-7-53) - "mokSamArgIko kuTumbIjano madhye sukha milatA hove, yaha kalpanA hI galata hai| 'jAla sau jaga-vilAsa, bhAla sau bhuvana pAsa, kAla sau kuTumba kAja, loka-lAja lAra sii|' - ( zrI banArasIdAsa) use to nirantara Atma-ramaNatA cAhie / 'are! jise dhArmika janoke saMga bhI nahI rucate, use kuTumbasaMga to ruca hI kaise sakatA hai !" - (patrAMka : 17; kalakattA/ 25-7-54) - "vyavahArase va qhAsa taurase azubhayogase pUrNa nivRtti cAhate hue

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[14] bhI, gRhastha Adi vyAvasAyika jaMjAlokA aisA udaya hai ki mana nahIM lage vahA~ lagAnA par3a rahA hai, bolanA nahIM cAhate unase bolanA par3atA hai, aisI yogyatA hai|" - ( patrAMka : 26; kalakattA/16-12-61) * satsaMga-bhAvanA: zrI sogAnIjIko apane zrIguruke caraNoMme nivAsakI bhAvanAkA prabala Avega raha raha kara udvelita karatA rahatA thA; tathApi pUrva prArabdhayogake binA unhe sAMsArika jaMjAloMse vimukta ho sakanekA yoga nahI banatA thaa| yadyapi ve sarva prathama sonagar3ha Aye the taba hI unakI tIvra bhAvanA thI ki "koI makAnakA prabandha kara nirantara gurudevake caraNome lAbha uTAU~" - (dekheM : patrAMka : 19) / parantu vaisA yoga to nahI bana pAyA; balki kabhI-kabhI to lambe antarAlake pazcAt hI zrIguruke darzanokA yoga banatA thA / zrI sogAnIjI sarva prathama sana 1946me sonagar3ha padhAre the; tatpazcAt unakA sonagar3ha AnekA . yoga kramazaH san 1948, 1953, 1959,1960, 1961, 1962, 1963 me hI bana pAyA thA aura vaha bhI mAtra thor3e-thor3e dinoke liye hii| abhivAMchita yoga na milaneke prati unheM nirantara kheda vartatA rahA / unhe apane zrIguruke caraNasAnidhyame na raha pAnekI kitanI vedanA sAlatI thI, jisakI jhalaka unake patrome milatI hai / udAharaNArtha : 0"pU. gurudevakI smRti isa samaya bhI A rahI hai va oNkhome garma oNsU A rahe hai ki unake saMga rahanA nahI ho rahA hai|" -(patrAMka : 4 kalakattA | 21-6-52) O"yahA~ to puNyayoga hI aisA nahI hai ki vahA~ ( sonagar3ha )kA lAbha zIghra-zIghra milA kare / nivRttike lie jitanA adhika chaTapaTAtA hU~ . utanA hI isase dUra-sA rahatA hU~, aisA yoga abake ho rahA hai| kaI bAra to. phUTa-phUTa kara ronA-sA A jAtA hai / zAyada hI koI divasa aisA

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[15] nikalatA hai ki vAramvAra yahA~kA smaraNa nahI AtA hove|" -(patrAMka:8; kalakattA | 28-6-53) 0"are vikalpa ! yadi tujhe terI Ayu priya hai to anya sabako goNa kara va gurudevake saMgame le cala, varanA unakA diyA huA vItarAgI astra zIghra hI terA anta kara ddaalegaa|" -(patrAMka : 9, kalakattA / 5-7-53) D"raha-raha kara vikalpa hotA rahatA hai ki kamase kama eka-do varSa nirantara alaukika satpuruSake sahavAsame rahanA hove, parantu prAravya abhI aisA nahIM dikhatA hai|" - ( patrAMka : 14; kalakattA / 1-2-54 ) 0"puNyayoga nahI hai, vahA~ (- sonagar3ha ) kA saMyoga nahI hai, arucikara vAtAvaraNakA yoga hai / mahAn afasosa hai|" -(patrAMka : 15; kalakattA | 25-6-54) 0"he prabho ! zIghra igharase nivRtti hokara guru-caraNome rahanA hove, jinhone akhaNDa guruvAsame caranA sikhAyA hai, yaha hI vintii|" - (patrAMka : 27; kalakattA / 9-4-62) * nivRtti-bhAvanA : vastutaH nivRttikI tIna abhilASA sarva jJAnI puruSoko nirantara vartatI hI hai| zrI sogAnIjI bhI nivRtti ke lie satata chaTapaTAte rahe, nivRttike lie yojanA ghar3ate parantu vaise puNyayogake abhAvame ve phalita na ho pAtI; tathApi nivRttikI bhAvanA kitanI balavatI thI aura usakI vArtA bhI unhe kitanI rucikara thI, usakA paricaya nimna uddharaNase spaSTa milatA hai : D"Apane likhA thA ki ava nivRtti kAla pakA, yaha par3hakara vijalIke vegakI taraha AnandakI lahara AI thI; kAraNa pUrve nivRtti hI vikalparUpase nizcaye bhajI thI; aisA pUrA pratItime AtA hai|" - ( patrAMka : 29 kalakattA | 3-9-62)

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[16] * ekAntapriyatA : . ____zrI sogAnIjIko ekAntavAsa ati rucikara thaa| ve jahA~ taka sambhava hotA vahA~ taka kinhIse milanA-julanA va paricayameM AnA pasanda nahI karate the| ve jahA~ ho vahA~ ekAnta khojate rahate / pratyaH unhe apane kamareme banda rahanA hI abhISTa thaa| bhIr3a va kolAhalabhare vAtAvaraName unakA dama ghuTane-sA lagatA thaa| unake parivArake kalakattA A jAneke pahale jaba bhI 3-4 dinokI chuTTiyomeM bAjAra Adi banda rahanekI vajahase bAhara jAnekI AvazyakatA nahI samajhate to ve DhAbese bhojanakI thAlI apane kamare meM hI maeNgA lete aura eka bArame jo bhI khAnA thAlIme AtA use hI khA kara, thAlI kamareke daravAjeke bAhara sarakA dete / yo aise prasaMgoM para ve apane nivAsasthAnase tIna-tIna cAra-cAra dinoM taka bAhara hI nahIM nikalate / ve lambI avadhi taka kalakattA rahe phira bhI qhAsa paricita mArgoke alAvA dUsare mArgose aparicita hI rahe / jaba san 1953 ke zrI bAhubalI-mahA mastakAbhiSekasamArohake samaya ekAntavAsakI yaha samasyA jaTila thI to ve dera rAta gaye akele hI pahAr3ake Upara car3ha jAte aura vahI pUrI rAta apane svarUpake dhyAna-gholaname gujAra dete, tathA phira prAtaH hI pahAr3ase utarakara kamare para Ate / ekAntavAsake prati rujhAnake pariNAma svarUpa bAhya jagat unake lie apanI upasthiti khotA jAtA thaa| tattvacarcAke daurAna eka bAra unhoMne batalAyA ki "mujhe to ekAntake lie samaya nahIM mile to caina hI nahIM pdd'taa|"..."aakh'ir to ekAnta (akelA) hI sadA rahanA hai| to zurUse hI ekAntakA abhyAsa do-cAra-pA~ca ghaNTA caahie|"

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[17] * zrI sogAnIjIkI dRSTimeM sAMsArika prasaMga : samasta loka samudAya vivAha jaise prasaMgako mAMgalika, zubha va Ananda-umaMgakA mahattvapUrNa avasara mAnatA hai| parantu zrI sogAnIjIne eka antaraMga sAdharmIko apane putrake vivAhakA nimantraNapatra bhejA avazya, para sAthame jo vicAra unhone likhe usase unakI sAMsArikaprasaMgokI tucchatA aura sat pratikI ananya mahimA hI ujAgara hotI hai / tadarthapatrAMka : 27; kalakattA | 9-4-62 kA nimna uddhRta aMza dRSTavya hai : D"bar3e putrakI zAdI tA. 16-4 kI hai| puNyavAnoko zubhaprasaMgakA yoga hai, unhe azubha prasaMga para bulavAnA ThIka nahI hai| phira bhI laukika vyavahAravaza do patrikAe~ bhijavAI hai|" * nirmAnatA : sarva laukikajanoMko jahA~ ho vahA~ - ghara, parivAra, samAjame sarvatra apane prabhutva-mAna-sammAna-sthAna prAptikI antaraMga abhilASA nirantara vartatI hai / vahI sacce AtmArthIkI aise sabhI prasaMgoMse dUra rahanekI sahaja vRtti rahatI hai / yadi usakI vizeSa yogyatA ho to bhI vaha use gopita rakhanA cAhatA hai / apanI prasiddhikA abhiprAya use nahI rahatA / zrI sogAnIjIkI AtmadazA adbhUtarUpase vartatI thI parantu ve use prasiddha nahI karanA cAhate the / phira bhI unase eka antaraMga sAdharmIne dUsare DhaMgase anurodha kiyA ki : pUjya gurudevazrIke nimittase Apako Atmabodha huA hai, isa bAtako jAnakara unhe sahaja prasannatA hogI, ataH ApakI jJAnadazAke bAremeM gurudevazrIko batalAnekA vikalpa hai ! taba unhone kahA : "koI jAne na jAne, isameM AtmAko koI phAyadA nahIM hai / ananta siddha ho gaye hai, ( lekina ) Ajakala koI unake nAma taka bhI nahI jAnatA hai ! asaMkhya samyagdRSTi ( tiryaca ) DhAI dvIpa bAhara maujUda hai, unhe kauna

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[18] jAnatA hai ?" unakA yaha pratyuttara unake vartate nigna abhiprAyake anurUpa hI thA / yathA : "phUla bAgameM ho yA jaMgalameM, usako koI sUMgho yA na gho, usakI kImata to svayaMse hai| koI sUMghe to usakI kImata bar3ha nahI jAtI athavA nahI sUMghe to vaha murajhA nahIM jAtA / isI tarahase koI apaneko jAne yA na jAne usase apanA mUlya thor3A hI hai ! apanA mUlya to apanese hI hai / koI mAna-sammAna deve, na deve - saba dhUla hI dhUla hai, usameM kucha nahI hai|" * nispRhatAH zrI sogAnIjI jisa kapar3A milakI ejensIkA vyavasAya karate the usa milake mAlikako ekabAra jaba unake dharma-prema va yogyatAkA patA calA to unhone kautUhalavaza unako jaba taba apane ghara Akara dharma samajhAneko kahA / parantu unhoMne uname vAstavika dharma-jijJAsAkA abhAva tathA kautUhalatA dekhakara, samayAbhAvake bahAne unake ukta prastAvako TAla diyA / zrI sogAnIjIke manameM to ( bAdameM unhIke batalAe anusAra) yoM vicAra AyA ki : yaha to sAMsArika AvazyakatA pUrti hetu unake pAsa AnekI vivazatA hai; anyathA aise kAryoke lie AtmArthIke pAsa samaya hI kahA~ ? jahA~ aisI paristhitime sAmAnya laukika jana jinase apane artha-prayojanakI siddhikI apekSA rahatI hai ve unake anurUpa vartana karate hai; vahI zrI sogAnIjIkA ukta prakArakA vartana unakI nispRhavRttiko ujAgara karatA hai| * tattva-prema : tatva-premI jijJAsuoMke prati ,zrI sogAnIjI itane karuNAvanta the ki vyAvasAyika va nijI pravRttiyoMke bIca bhI samaya, sthAna Adi saba bAtoMko gauNa kara unakI jijJAsAoMkA samAdhAna kara diyA karate the| kaI bAra

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[19] to ve sar3akake kinAre khar3e-khar3e hI kAphI dera taka dharma-carcA karate rahate the| unakA eka mumukSuse vyAvasAyika sambandha bhI thA, usase vyApArika kArya yathAzIghra nipaTA kara ve dharma-carcAme laga jAte the| ve Aqhirake varSAme dhArmika prasaMgoke avasara para mumukSuo dvArA ghire rahane lage, parantu samaya milate hI akulAe binA unake praznoMke uttara diyA karate the| rucivanta antaraMga paricayavAle sAdharmiyoMke sAtha to unheM dera rAta gaye taka dharma-carcAme vyasta dekhA jAtA thA / vyavasAyika kAmase thaka kara lauTane para bhI yadi koI mumukSu tattva-jijJAsA lie ghara pahuMca jAtA to ve tatkAla usakI ulajhana dUra kara dete the| * nizcaya-vyavahArasaMdhi yukta jIvana : sarva jJAnIdharmAtmAokI sAdhaka pariNatime nizcaya-vyavahArakA adbhUta sAmaMjasya vartatA hai / tattvataH sAdhakadazAkA aisA hI yathArtha svarUpa hotA hai / nizcaya-vyavahArarUpa pravartatI dharmadazAke saMtulana va susaMgata saMdhike AdhArase hI dharmAtmAkI dazAkA pramANIkaraNa hotA hai| zrI sogAnIjIkI ina dono dazAoMke bIca vartate samyaka saMtulanake pramANa unake patra hai| yathA : "satguru dvArA prApta anubhava aise kAlame viSamatA Adiko samatApane vede va apratibaddha svabhAvasanmukha tIvra vega kare, yaha hI sabase zreSTha hai da zIghra manoratha pUrNa honekA yaha hI zubha lakSaNa hai|" -(patrAMka : 7; kalakattA | 18-5-53) 0"aho gurudeva ! Apane to ina donoMse (- puNya-pApase) hI nirAlI vRtti dikhA dI hai, jo ki inake hote hue bhI vicalita nahI hotI, khUTeke (- dhruvake ) sahArese DigatI nahIM hai, use dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAvakA

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[ 20 ] pratibandha nahIM hai / pU. gurudeva kahate hai ki jo kucha lAbha hai so to yaha vRtti hI hai, ananta sukhoke piNDake sAtha rahatI hai, phira cintA kAhe kI ? yaha to svayaM svabhAvase hI cintA rahita hai, nizcintavRttime cintita vRttikA to atyanta abhAva hai| he bhagavAna! ApakI yaha vANI mastiSkameM nitya ghUmatI rahe, yaha hI bhAvanA hai / " ~ (patrAMka : 15; kalakattA / 25 -6-54 ) "" pradeza-pradeze mai mAtra caitanya - caitanya va Ananda hI Anandase otaprota vastu hU~ / svarUparacanA paryAyame svataH hI hue jA rahI hai / icchA tohU~, svarUpakI vRddhi karU~ Adi vikalpokA jisa sahaja svabhAvameM sahaja hI abhAva hai / are ! sahaja zuddha paryAyakA bhI jisa trikAlI dhruva vastume sahaja hI abhAva hai, aisI nitya vastu mai hU~, trikAlI paripUrNa hU~ / " ( patrAMka : 17; kalakattA / 25-7-54 ) "pariNatiko AtmA hI nimitta hove athavA bhagavAna... bhagavAnakI guMjAra karate Apa ( - zrI kahAnajI svAmI ); anya saMga nahI; yaha hI bhAvanA / " - - - ( patrAMka : 26; kalakattA / 16-12-61 ) " vikalpoMko to dhadhakatI huI bhaTThIke yogokA nimitta hai va isa madhye hI rahanA ho rahA hai, jabaki caitanyamUrti vikalpoMko chUnevAlI bhI nahI; adhUrI dazAke vikalpAMzome zraddhAme jamI huI isa mUrtikA ekarasa AliMgana kahA~ !" - ( patrAMka : 29; kalakattA / 3-9-62 ) "vartamAname hI paripUrNa huuN| vartamAnase hI devAdika para athavA una Azrita rAgase kiMcit mAtra lAbhakA kAraNa nahIM / lAbha mAnanA hI alAbha hai / " - ( patrAMka : 30; kalakattA / 8-11-62 ) yoM zrI sogAnIjIke vyaktitvameM eka aura nizcayapradhAnatAkI vismayakArI zailI va dUsarI ora gurubhakti va nimittakA yathArtha mUlyAMkanakA

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[21] atyanta sundara va svAbhAvika santulana tairatA hai; jo AtmArthiyoMke lie satahI taura para virodhAbhAsa dikhanevAle aise abhiprAyame aMtarnihita pariNAmakI avinAbhAvI va sahaja yathArtha dizArUpa pahalUke rahasyako samajhaneme atyanta sArthaka nimitta hai / yo vItarAgamArgake pathika hI bhakti va guru-mahimAke AvaraNameM chipe nijarasako yathArthataH saMvedita karate hai| * gurubhakti : . yadyapi zrI sogAnIjIne nirapavAdarUpase svatattvakI sarvoccatA va ekamAtra usIke avalambanako muktimArgakerUpame sarvatra gAyA hai; tathApi jina zrIguruke nimittase unhone anAdi saMsArake ekacchatrI saradAra darzanamohako parAsta kara, mokSamArgake prathama sopAnako pAyA hai| unake anahada upakArake mUlyAMkanavaza sAdhakake hRdayameM kisa asAdhAraNa sarpiNatA, bhakti, mahimA, viraha-vedana spaMdita va saMvedita hotI rahatI hai usakA vismita-sA kara denevAlA jIvanta udAharaNa bhI unhIke patrome suspaSTa milatA hai / yathA : - "vahA~ (- sonagar3ha )kI dhUlake lie bhI tar3apanA par3atA hai| gurudevake dRSTAMta anusAra bhabhakatI bhaTThIme giranekA-sA pratyakSa anubhava yahA~ eka dinameM hI mAlUma hone laga gayA hai / dhanya hai vahaoNke sarva mumukSu, jinako satpuruSakA nirantara saMyoga prApta hai / " / - ( patrAMka : 6; ajamera | 18-4-53 ) - "he gurudeva ! ApakI vANIkA sparza hote hI mAno vizvakI uttamottama vastukI prApti ho gii| kyA mai mukta honevAlA hU~! are ! zAstrome jisa muktikI itanI mahimA bakhAnI hai, use Apake zabda mAtrane itanA sarala kara diyA !" - ( patrAMka : 17; kalakattA / 25-7-54) "bharatakhaNDakA alaukika kartA-karma adhikAra, Atmarasase otaprota vaktA, sAdhaka mumukSugaNa zrotA, jinAlayakI sAmUhika bhakti, nirantara amRtavANIse saMskArita-tRpta bhUmisthAna Adi samavasaraNa-se dRzya

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[22] puNyahInako nahI sambhavate, ataH viyoga hai|" - (patrAMka : 24, kalakattA / 19-10-61) D"zubhayogame bhI thakAna anubhava karanevAle jIvake laukika yogakI tIvra duHkha dazA para...he karuNAsidhu ! karuNA karo...karuNA karo, yaha hI vinatI" - (patrAMka : 24; kalakattA / 19-10-61 ) 1 "satata dRSTidhArA barasAte, akhaNDa caitanyake pradeza-pradeza sahaja mahAn dIpotsavakI kSaNe-kSaNe vRddhi karate zrI gurudevako atyanta bhaktibhAve namaskAra !" - ( patrAMka : 25; kalakattA | 1-11-61) D"daridrIko cakravartIyanekI kalpanA nahIM hotii| pAmaradazAvAleko 'bhagavAna hU~...bhagavAna hU~'kI raTana lagAnA, he prabho! Apa jaise asAdhAraNa nimittakA hI kArya hai|" -(patrAMka : 26; kalakattA / 16-12-61) 0"ataH tIrthakarase bhI adhika satpuruSakA yoga prApta huA hai, jinakI nitya preraNA udharase vimukha karAkara svayaMke nitya bhaNDArakI ora lakSya karAtI rahatI hai; yahA~ se hI pUjya gurudevake nyAya anubhava siddha hokara dRDhatA prApta karAte hai|" - (patrAMka : 44; kalakattA / 10-9-63) * adhyAtma-dazA : yadyapi vikalpAtmaka vRttiyokA to sahaja hI anumAna kara liyA jAtA hai parantu nirvikalpatAkA mApa to bAhyase nahI kiyA sakatA hai, vaha to svayaMke anubhavakA viSaya hai| aura anubhava lekhanIme vyakta karanA azakya hotA hai tathApi zrI sogAnIjIne apanI pravartatI adhyAtmadazAko anupama paddhatise yakiMcit iMgita kiyA hai| unakI aMtardazAke paricayArtha unake patrI va anya pramAko sUkSmatAse nirIkSaNa kare to usakI pratIti sahaja hI ho jAtI hai|

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[23] unakI AtmapariNati svasvarUpame ugratAse jamI rahatI, nirantara svarUparasa pragADha hotA rahatA aura svarUpagholana va usakI dhuna anavarata calatI rahatI thii| tAdRza unake mana-vacana-kAya yoga bhI itane upazamita the ki jisase ve janasamudAyame bhI kisI painI najaravAleke dvArA sahaja pahacAnaneme A sakate the| ___ udAharaNArtha : bambaIme ekabAra ve eka mumukSuke yahA~ bhojana karane gaye, vahA~ anya loga bhI AmaMtrita the; jaba bhojanake pazcAt sabhI cale gaye taba usake vayovRddha rasoIyAne utsukatAvaza pUchA ki ve eka naye vyakti kauna the ? usa mumukSune isa praznakA kAraNa jAnanA cAhA to rasoIyAne kahA ki apanI z2idagIme maine apane hAtho hajAro logoko jimAyA hai parantu Aja pahalI bAra eka pratimAko jimAyA hai / vaha 'pratimA' zrI sogAnIjI the| ___yadyapi ve bAhyame khAne-pIne-bolane-calane AdikI pravRttiyome dikhalAI dete, tathApi unake gADha antaraMga paricitoko aisA spaSTa qhayAla AtA ki unakI AtmapariNati antarame ati AzcaryakArI rUpame jamI huI hai| ___ apane nivAsa sthAname bhI unhe apanI zArIrika AvazyakatAoMkA qhayAla taka nahI rahatA thA / apane vastro AdikA bhI unhe patA nahI rahatA thA / gharame kyA hai aura kyA nahI, isakI jAnakArI unhe nahI rahatI thii| jo AmadanIkI rakama unako milatI ve use apanI dharmapatnIko saupa dete| ___unhe svarUpadhyAna-gholanakI mukhyatA vartatI thI aura anya sabakI gauNatA; phira vaha cAhe bhojana ho yA vyavasAya yA phira kucha anya / ve apane kamarese bAhara kaba nikalege yA kamareme kaba cale jAyege yA kisa samaya vyAvasAyika pravRttihetu bAjAra jAyege, kucha nizcita nahI thaa| unheM apanI pasaMdIdA bhojana-sAmagrI kucha na thI; kyA khAyA aura kaisA thA, kucha bhAna nahIM rahatA thA / kabhI to aisA bhI hotA ki ve bhojana

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[24] karaneke lie kamarese Aye aura eka-Adha roTI khA kara hI punaH kamareme cale jAte aura dvAra banda kara liyA karate / bahudhA dIrgha samaya dhyAnameM baiThaneke daurAna thakAna laganepara ve leTa jAte the parantu pairokI padmAsanamudrAko yathAvat rakhate hue hI - isase spaSTa hai ki zArIrika anukUlatAke lie ve aise mudrA badala lete the, parantu upayogakI aMtarmukhatAkA prayAsa yathApUrva banA rahatA thaa| sabhI samyagdRSTiyoke anantAnubandhI kaSAya caukar3IkA abhAva honese unake tanimittaka nidrAnidrA, pracalApracalA aura styAnagRddhi - ina tIna prakArakI nidrA-prakRtiyokA bhI anudaya rahatA hai / zrI sogAnIjIkA nidrA-kAla bhI sahaja hI ati alpa ho gayA thA jo unakI aMtardazA va ugra puruSArthako lakSita karatA hai / unhIke vacanAnusAra : "mujhe to ( sote vakta) pahale do ghaNTe nIda nahI AtI, phira thor3I nIda A jAe to jagate hI aisA lage ki kyA nIda A gaI thI !! phira nIda ur3a jAtI hai; aura yahI ( svarUpa-gholana) calatA rahatA hai|" zrI sogAnIjIne apanI pravartatI dazAke sambandhame jo ullekha kiyA hai, vaha prastuta hai : D"gurudevazrIke gurumaMtrakA upayoga karate rahanese arthAt akhaNDa jJAnasvabhAvakA Azraya lete rahanese, jaise-jaise puNyavikalpa sahaja hI TUTate jAte haiM vaise-vaise AtmAmeM sarva vizaddhi sahaja hI vikasita hotI jAtI -(patrAMka : 2, ajamera | 29-9-49) - "maiM mujhame mere gurudevako dekhanekA satata prayatna karatA rahatA hU~ aura jaba-jaba gADha darzana hotA hai taba-taba apUrva-apUrva rasAsvAdakA lAbha letA rahatA hU~, mAnasika vikalparUpI bhArase halakA hotA rahatA hU~, sahaja jJAnaghana svabhAvame vRddhi pAtA rahatA huuN|" - ( patrAMka : 3, ajamera | 3-7-50) "sahaja parama nivRttimaya kAraNaparamAtmAkA Azraya pUjya gurudevane

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[25] aisA vatalA diyA hai ki usake avalambanase sahaja parama anAkulatA utpanna hotI rahatI hai|" - (patrAMka . 5; kalakattA | 28-10-52) 0 "jisa Atmadravyame pariNAma mAtrakA abhAva hai usame jama gayA huuN| pariNamana sahaja, jaisA hotA hai, hone do; he gurudeva ! Apake ina vacanone apUrva nizcalatA paidA kara dI hai / " - ( patrAMka : 19; kalakattA / 23-3-56) "rAga TUTanA nizcita hai kyoki zraddhAne rAga-arAgarahita svabhAvakA Azraya liyA hai va vIryakI kSaNa-kSaNa udhara hI udhara sahaja unmukhatA honese jJAna-AnaMdamayI arAgI pariNAma hI vRddhigata hoge, yaha niyama pratyakSa anubhavagamya hai|" - (patrAMka : 19; kalakattA / 23-3-56) D "yahA~ to pUjya gurudevane Atmagar3hame vAsa karAkara prasAda cakhAyA hai; ataH kSaNika vikalpa bhI sahaja vismaraNa hote rahate hai / kahatA hU~ ki : he vikalpAMza ! tere saMga anAdise duHkha anubhava karatA AyA hU~, ava to pIchA chor3a / yadi kucha kAla rahanA hI cAhatA hai to sarvasva denevAle parama upakArI zrI gurudevakI bhakti-sevA-guNAnuvAdame hI unake nikaTa hI varta !" - (patrAMka . 42; kalakattA | 21-8-63 ) * bhAvAbhivyakti-kSamatA : ' nirvikalpadazAke kSaNome vartita vividha guNoke paryAya bhAvokA jyo kA tyo sUkSma vizleSaNa prAyaH kahI par3haneme nahI milatA hai| aura vastusthiti bhI yahI hai ki nirvikalpadazAko vikalpagamya karake use lekhabaddha karanA jJAnIkI viziSTa sAmarthyakA hI dyotaka hotA hai| nimnAMkita uddhRta patrAMza zrI sogAnIjIkI ukta kSamatAkA pramANa hai: - "aho ! binA vikalpakA korA AnaMda hI AnaMda ! trikAlI

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[26] gubbAreko pUrNa phulAye binA (- vikasita kiye binA) aba eka kSaNa bhI caina nahI hai ! dhyAnastha avasthAme baiThA huA, athAha jJAnasamudra va usame sahaja keli ! aisA anubhava mAno 'mai hI mai hU~', AnaMdakI ghUTe piye jA rahA hU~ - are re ! vRtti AnaMdase cyuta hone lagI / para vAha re puruSArtha ! tUne sAtha rahI ugratAkA saMkalpa kiyA, mAno athAhakI thAha, sadaivake lie ekabArame hI pUrI le legA / pradeza-pradeza vyakta kara degA / sahaja AnaMdase eka kSaNa bhI nahI haTane degA / para are yogyatA ! tUne pUrNatAke saMkalpakA sAtha nahI dekara antame cyuta karA hI to diyA, to phira isakA daNDa bhI bhugatanA pdd'egaa|" - ( patrAMka * 14; kalakattA / 1-2-54) * anUThI kathana-paddhati : yadyapi trikAlavartI sarva jJAniyokI tattvaprarUpaNAme kahI matAntara saMbhavita nahIM hai, kyoki jJAnI padArtha-darzanapUrvaka siddhAMta nirUpita karate hai; ataH sabhIme tattva avirodharUpase akSuNNa rahatA hai / sabhI AcAryadevoke vacanoke AloDanase yaha supratIta hotA hai ki sUtra badalate hai para kahI siddhAMta nahI badalate / tathApi sarva jJAniyokI kathana-zailIme sAmya nahI dikhatA kyoki pratyekakI zailIme apanI maulikatA vartatI hai| vAstavika sthiti to aisI hai ki "trikAlI astitvamayI sva, isa Azrita pariNamI huI AMzika zuddhavRtti va devAdika pratyekI AMzika bAhyavRtti - tIno aMzokA eka hI samaya dharmIko anubhava hotA hai|"aise nirbAdha jJAnase viziSTa AtmAko (-samyagjJAnIko) pramANa kahate hai / tathApi jJAnI dharmAtmA vivakSita vivakSA hetu kabhI dravyArthikanaya va kabhI paryAyArthikanayakI mukhyatA-gauNatAkI kathana-zailIme viSaya pratipAdita karate hai to bhI siddhAMta to trikAla abAdhita hI rahate hai| zrI sogAnIjIkI dravyadRSTikI pradhAnatAvAlI zailI rahI hai; jo anAdi kAlase paryAyamUDhatAvaza ati jaTila va vikaTa paryAyabuddhirUpI nAga-pAzake

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[27] kar3e baMdhaname jakar3e hue jIvako chur3Ane hetu parama upakArabhUta hai| ____ yadyapi unakI vANI ati zAMta va mUdu thI phira bhI zrotAko aisA saMvega A jAtA ki mAno tIvra puruSArthase abhI chalAMga lagAkara AtmA AtmAme sthira ho jAe ! isI bhaoNti unakI vANIme koI aisA adbhuta z2ora thA ki jisake sparza hote hI pAtra jIvakA anAdise suSupta par3A AtmA ekadamase khar3A ho jAe ! zrI sogAnIjIkI anya vizeSatA yaha bhI thI ki "jJAnabhaNDAra AtmAmese jJAna ughar3atA rahatA hai, zAstrase nahIM" - isa siddhAMta vAkyake vAcyase, ve svAnubhUta jJAnake prakAzame hI sabhI jijJAsAo aura praznoMkA samAdhAna dete the| isI kAraNase prAyaH unake patro yA praznottara-carcAme, zAstrAdhArake bajAya svAnubhUta jJAnAdhAra mukhyarUpase prativivita hotA hai / aura vastusthiti bhI yahI hai ki AgamAdi sabhI pramANome anubhavapramANako hI sarvatra sarvotkRSTa mAnya kiyA gayA hai| zrI sogAnIjIkI ukta viziSTatAkA udAharaNa prastuta hai : ekavAra zrI sogAnIjIke sAtha cala rahI tattva-carcAme eka mumukSune yaha prazna kiyA ki 'paryAyakA kSetra bhinna hai yA abhinna ? isakA uttara unhone yo diyA ki : 'dRSTikA viSayabhUta padArtha, paryAyase -kSetrase bhI bhinna hai|' - aise uttarame upAdeyabhUta paramapAriNAmikabhAvakI upAdeyatAkI Thosa dhvani sanihita hai| vahI jaba dUsare mumukSune prazna kiyA ki 'azuddha paryAyakA utpAda kahaoNse huA aura vaha paryAya vyaya hokara kahA~ gaI ?' isakA uttara unhone yathArtha padArtha-darzanase pariNamita samyagjJAnakI bhUmikAme dekhate hue yo diyA ki : 'padArthakI tIno kAlakI paryAye pAnIkI taraMgavat apane Apamese udbhava hotI haiM aura apane Apame vilIna hotI hai|' * jinavANI-prema : zrI sogAnIjI apane Atma-anveSaNakI avadhime bahudhA dharmagranthoMke

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[ 28 ] adhyayaname khoye rahate the / tadartha ve naI-naI kitAbe qharIdate rahe, jisase inakA saMgraha bar3A hotA gayA / unake adhyayanakakSameM satsAhityakA vipula bhaNDAra thA / yadyapi tattvajJAnake AtmasAt ho jAneke pazcAt unakA par3haneke pratikA jhukAva kSINa hotA gayA thA; tathApi pU. gurudeva zrIke pravacanoke prakAzana Adi to unake pAsa niyamita Ate rahate the / isa prakAra nirantara vRddhigata hote satsAhityake lie kirAyeke choTe-se gharame jagaha banAne me unakI dharmapatnIko bar3I asuvidhA hotI thI / tathApi aise saMyogoMmeM ve atyaMta bhAvuka hokara kahateH 'yahI to merI pU~jI hai| baccoke lie yahI to virAsata meM chor3akara jAU~gA / " ... "AcAryoMke inhI zAstrose to AnaMdarasa bU~da-bU~da kara TapakatA hai / " pratyakSa satzrutayogame unake netra pUjya gurudeva zrIke mukhamaNDala para hI Tike rahate aura ve zrIguruke zrImukhase nirjharita tattvAmRtako sthira upayogase itanI ekAgratAse avadhArate rahate ki unake agala-bagalameM kauna baiThA huA hai usakA unhe bhAna taka nahI rahatA thA * pracaNDa puruSArthakA avasara : san 1961 kA varSa zrI sogAnIjIke lie sarvAdhika hAdaso bharA rahA / isI varSa unake pitAzrIkA dehAMta ho gayA; aura usIko caMda mahinoM bAda unake cAcA zrI hemacaMdrajI, jinakA unakI zikSA-dIkSAme vizeSa ruci va yoga rahA thA, kA bhI dehAvasAna ho gayA; aura isI varSa meM unhe krUra niyatikA eka aura jhaTakA lagA jisase unake zarIra chUTane jaisA yoga ho gayA thA / lekina dharmAtprabhoke lie to aise prasaMga mahotsava svarUpa hote hai / zrI sogAnIjI eka dina zAmako ghara lauTa rahe the / unake hAthame eka baiga thA / usameM rupaye honeke bhramase kucha asAmAjika tattvone unake peTameM 9 iMca lambA churA bhoMka diyA / ve vahI gira par3e / atyadhika raktasrAvase unakI sthiti gambhIra aura vizeSa ciMtAjanaka ho gyii| aspatAlame DaoNkTaroko

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[ 29 ] AsAnIse unakI nabz2a (Pulse) hAtha nahI A rahI thI / tatkAla zalyakriyA karanI par3I / yadyapi zalyakriyA saphala rahI tathApi kuzala DaoNkTaroMkI kaI saptAhokI yathocita sAra-sa~bhAlase unheM svAsthya lAbha saMbhava ho sakA / parantu unake pariNAmoMmeM kisI prakArakI vihvalatA yA AkulatAkI gaMdha taka nahI dikhalAI detI thI / unake pariNAma pUrvavat hI atyanta sahaja, svastha va zAMta rahe / mAno unheM sarvAga samAdhAna vartatA ho aura AtmapratyayI sahaja puruSArtha aise vikaTa kSaNome atyanta varddhamAna huA ho pariNAmataH pUrva nibaMdhita zeSa karmarAzine apanI parAjaya aMgIkAra kara, usa be-jor3a puruSArthIke lie zIghra mokSagamanakA mArga prazasta kara diyA ho / ukta ghaTanAne zrI sogAnIjIko vizeSarUpase AtmakendrI banA diyA / aba to ve yathAzIghra dAyitva baMdhanase vimukta hokara pUrNataH mokSasAdhanAmeM lIna ho jAnA cAhate the / unakI aisI pUrva bhAvita bhAvanA aba vizeSa balavatI ho gaI / jinadharmake satsvarUpake sambandhame unakA anubhavajJAna gahanase gahanatara hotA gayA / sahajAnaMdase bAhara jhaoNkanA aba unake lie agnidAha-sA duHkhada ho gayA / yAtrAke aMtima par3Ava para AtmazAMtikI chAyA unake AsapAsa ghanibhUta hone lagI / pratikSaNa varddhamAna hotI unakI AtmapariNatiko aba anAtmabhAva atyanta bojharUpa lagate / ve bhautika saMsArakI usa sImA taka pahu~ca cuke the jahA~se usapAra chalAMga lagAnA saMbhava ho jAtA hai| aMtara cetanAke sAre kakSa yathocita khula cuke the / mokSake mahA dvAra para dastaka par3a rahI thI / deza-kAlakI sImAe~ TUTane lagI aura ve pala, prati pala nirvANapathakI ora agrasara hote rahe / kitu yaha saba unake bhItara ghaTa rahA thaa| bAharakI dinacaryAme koI vyatikrama nahI thA / paryAyakA kArya paryAya dvArA sampAdita ho rahA thA / * muktidAtAke antima darzana : zrI sogAnIjI mAno apane nazvarazarIrase baMdhanamukti pUrva apane mukti

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[30] niyaMtA, muktinAtha, niSkAraNa karuNA sAgarake prati sAkSAt zraddhA-sumana samarpita karane aura unakI pavitra caraNarajako aMtima bAra apane mastakapara car3hAneke abhISTavaza, maI 1964 meM 'dAdara' meM samAyojita pU. gurudevazrIkI maMgalakArI 75vI janma jayaMtIke prasaMga para saparivAra bambaI pahu~ce / vahA~ unhoMne apane muktidAtAke antima darzana kie aura zrIguruke parama upakArake prati koTi-koTi AbhAra svIkArate huye, bhAvaoNjali samarpita kI / aura vahA~se lauTaneme ve apanI dharmapatnIko ajamera chor3ate hue, cha jUna 1964 ko kalakattA A gaye / usa dina ve atyanta zAMta aura prakRtistha dikhAI diye, svastha aura prasanna / * cira vidAI : dUsare dina 7 jUna 1964 ko zrI sogAnIjIko vAtAvaraName asvAbhAvika garmI aura ghuTanakA anubhava huaa| unhone apanA palaMga sarakA kara paMkheke nIce karavA liyaa| unake sIneme halakA-halakA darda hotA rahA parantu unhone usa para vizeSa dhyAna nahIM diyA / sAre dinakA upavAsa / 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMtha jo pichale varSomeM unake lie dhArmika svAdhyAyakA AdhArabhUta rahA thA - kA parAyaNa / Atmagholana va zAMtamudrA / saMdhyAko 5 baje vedanAkA kucha adhika bhAna huA; phira bhI snAna kiyA; mAno saMsArase prasthAnapUrva jar3a zarIrakI zuddhi kara lenekA upakrama ho / saMyogavaza usa samaya gharameM kevala unakI kaniSTha putrI kumudalatA hI thI / puNyAtmAko zarIra to eka vyartha bojhA-sA hI lagatA thaa| kAlakA mAnoM sadaiva svAgata thA / vastutaH puNyAtmAke lie to mRtyu eka bar3A bhArI mahotsava-sA hotA hai| zAMta zarIra bistara para par3A rahA aura ve apane svame lIna ho cuke the / parama puNyAtmAko aisA yoga banA ki akasmAt hRdayagatine ruddha hokara AtmA ke lie, zarIrake isa vyartha bojhase mukta kara, vAstavika mArga prazasta kara diyA / DaoNkTara AyA, para usake lie karane jaisA kucha nahI rhaa|

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[31] bijalIkI taraha yaha qhabara cAro ora phaila gii| kisIne kalpanA bhI nahI kI thI ki isa prakAra haTAta dIpa nirvANa ho jaaegaa| zraddhApUrvaka unake pArthiva zarIrako candana-kapUra yukta citAkI bheTa kara diyA gayA / pIche chUTa gayA puNyAtmAkA yazaH zarIra / * zrIguruke udgAra : pUjya sadgurudevazrI kahAnajI svAmIke pAsa jaba zrI sogAnIjIke Akasmika nidhanakI qhabara pahuMcI to unhone vairAgyapUrNa sahaja bhAvase apane udgAra prakaTa karate huye kahA : "are ! AtmArthIne manuSya janma saphala kara liyA hai| svargame gaye hai aura nikaTa bhavI hai|" ___ aneka AtmArthiyoke jijJAsA bhare prazna patra zrI sogAnIjIke pAsa Ate the; tAdRza sonagar3ha tathA bambaIke pravAsame aneka mumukSuoke sAtha tattvacarcA hotI thI; una sabakA ve yathocita samAdhAna dete / inamese vizeSa kara san 1962-1963me huI tattvacarcAko aneka mumukSuone likha liyA thA / sadbhAgyase vaha (ukta) sAmagrI una mumukSuoke pAsa surakSita thI; jise pustakAkArarUpame prakAzita karane hetu pU. gurudevazrIkI svIkRti mila jAne para, usa sAmagrIko saMkalita-saMpAdita karake "dravyadRSTi-prakAza" zIrSakase graMthArUDha kiyA gayA / jaba isa graMthakI chapAIkA kArya pUrA ho gayA to usakI prati pU. gurudevazrIko dete hue isa graMtha hetu AzIrvAda svarUpa unake svahastAkSarokI TippaNIkI yAcanA kI to unhone graMthake satahI avalokanaparase likhA ki : "bhAI nyAlacaMda sogAnI AtmAnA saMskAra rArA laIne deha chuTyo che"| paraMtu isa graMthake talasparzI adhyayanase zrI sogAnIjIke 'akSaradeha' parase pU. gurudevazrIko svargastha AtmAkI yathArtha, ucca, zuddha aMtardazAkI supratIti ho gaI / aura taduparAMta to ve apane pravacanomeM vAraMvAra zrI sogAnIjIkI AdhyAtmika upalabdhiyo, unake asAdhAraNa puruSArtha va mArmika zailIkI muktakaMThase sarAhanA karate rahe / kabhI kabhI to ve bhAvavibhora hokara

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[32] yahA~ taka kahate ki: "zrI sogAnI vaimAnika devameM gaye haiM, vahA~se nikalakara manuSyabhava prApta kara jhapaTa karege; aura ve mere pahale mukti meM jAyeMge / aura jaba mai tIrthakarabhavame /- cauthe bhavameM) munidIkSAke samaya sarva siddhoMko namaskAra kA~gA taba merA namaskAra unhe bhI prApta hogaa|" dhanya dhanya haiM aise guru !! dhanya haiM aise ziSya ! vastutaH zrI nihAlacandrajI sogAnIkI jIvanagAthA sAdhanAse siddhi taka chalAMga lagAnekA vRtta hai / karmayoga aura adhyAtmayogakI saMbhavita sAdhanAkA yaha eka anupama udAharaNa hai / jIvanayAtrA yadi bAhya jagatprati ho to usako samajhanA aura rekhAMkita karanA AsAna hai kitu ve to aMtarjagatke yAtrI the / unakI upalabdhiyoMkA yathArtha mUlyAMkana, usa dazAko saMprApta athavA usa dazAsaMprAptimeM saMlagna jIva hI kara sakatA hai, anya nahI / prastuta graMthameM saMkalita aneko gambhIra AdhyAtmika patra va saikar3o praznottara, jinadharmake sambandhame zrI sogAnIjIke talasparzI va anubhavamayI jJAnake pramANa hai / unake zrImukhase va samartha lekhanIse sat darzana aura mokSamArgake sambandhameM prakaTa honevAlI sacoTa vANI hI unakI thAtI hai| pustakake rUpame prakAzita unakI prajJAkA yaha prakAza-stambha bhAvI pIr3hIkA mArgadarzana karatA rahegA, aisA vizvAsa hai| satpuruSoMkA pratyakSa yoga jayavaMta varto ! - trikAla jayavaMta varto ! - saMkalana va sampAdana : dinAMka 8-8-1990 zazIkAMta ma. zeTha bhAvanagara

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zrI paramAtmane nama. dravyadRSTi-prakAza [prathama khaNDa] AdhyAtmika patra parama adbhuta, jIvana udhdhAraka, janma-maraNarUpI rogase rahita karanevAle, yogirAja zrI kahAnagurudevakI tIkSNa dravyaSTike ajoDa prakAzaka zrI nihAlacanda sogAnIjIke dvArA sAdharmiyoke prati likhe gaye patra sAnAsAne se ramana / napolIsa 25yatm hrirnirants Mensure EARINLAYARISMANALSANEAREINYANEEMAMANAEEMANT

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ajamera 22-3-1949 AtmArthI pratye nihAlacandrakA dharmasneha / kArDa ApakA milA, pratiSThA va vihAra Adike samAcAra jJAta hue| jabase ApakA kArDa AyA hai tabase roja kucha javAba likhanA hai, aisA vikalpa hotA hai, parantu lekhanI nahI bar3hatI, kAraNa kyA likhU aisA koI sahaja viSaya smaraNa nahI hotA / ... ___ "mai trikAlI sahaja jJAnasvabhAvI dhruva padArtha hU~ va pratikSaNa jJAnarUpa pariNamana merA sahaja svabhAva hai; jar3a Azrita pariNAma jar3ake hai / " - pUjya gurudevake isa siddhAntakI chUTIne kSaNika pariNAmakI orake valaNake rasako phIkA kara diyA hai va sahaja svake sivAya koI kAryame rasa nahIM AtA hai, ataH javAba Adi nahIM pahuMcaneme va vilamba Adike honeme merI orakA qhayAla na krnaa| utkRSTa zubha-dRSTikI apekSA Apako mahArAjazrIke vyAkhyAnokI anukUlatA hai, parantu yahA~ to azubha pratikUlatAe~ bahuta hai| phira bhI "mujhe vizvame koI bhI padArtha anukUla hai nA pratikUla hai" - isa siddhAntako lekara mai pratikUlatAoko bhI anukUla hI samajhatA hU~ / kAraNa aisI avasthAme pariNAma kevala svasAmarthyakA hI Azraya lete rahe, yahI eka prayojana rahatA hai va para tarafa adhika nahI aTaka paate'|... ___ AtmasvAsthyame uttarottara vRddhi hotI rahe, yahI abhilASA hai; jo ki (yadyapi) AtmA to abhI hI pUrNa svasthya aura abhilASArahita hai, parantu apUrNa pariNamanakI apekSA aisA likhA hai| ApakA nihAlacandra * padArthakA sahaja svabhAva avikRta hotA hai / - pUjya gurudeva

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga-1) [2] ajamera 29-9-1949 AtmArthI pratye nihAlacandrakA dharmasneha / abhI abhI ApakA kArDa milA !...mai paristhitivaza divAlIke pahele vahA~ nahI A sakatA / dIvAlIke dUsare yA tIsare divasa vahA~ AU~gA!... vahA~ 'sarvavizuddhajJAna adhikAra' para vyAkhyAna hotA hai; maine pahale bhI aise samaya para vahA~ upasthita honA socA thA; parantu abhI bhI nahIM A sakatA, yaha puNyakI kamI hai| sAtha hI gurudevazrIke gurumantrakA upayoga karate rahanese arthAt akhaNDa jJAnasvabhAvakA Azraya lete rahanese, jaise-jese puNyavikalpa sahaja hI TUTate jAte hai vaise-vaise AtmAme sarva vizuddhi sahaja hI vikasita hotI jAtI hai, ataH parama santoSa bhI hai| kalakattA va hisAra Adise paMDitagaNa va mumukSujana vahA~ A rahe hai, yaha unake puNyakA udaya samajho; aura yadi unhone vahA~ yathArtha dRSTi karalI to unake parama puNyakA udaya samajho / nimitta-naimittika jJAnakA sambandha batAtA hai ki jahA~ tIrthakarakI taiyArI hotI hai vahA~ gaNadharase lekara kevaliyo taka kI bhI kamI nahI rahatI / samudAya kA samudAya hI kevalajJAnakI taiyArIke sanmukha bar3hatA hI jAyegA, aisI TUr3ha pratIti hotI jAtI hai / ___ ajamerakA vAtAvaraNa abhI zubhopayogI mithyAdRSTiyose bharA huA hai| kabhI-kabhI gurudevakI Thosa, niHzaMka, niHsvArtha va svaAzrita vANIkA asara phailatA hai; phira pUrva Agrahoke kAraNa daba jAtA hai; antameM pAtra hoge ve ThikAne aajaayege| pratimAjI parase kIkI (A~kha) kA cihna nikAla liyA gayA yaha bahuna hI acchA huA, UparI-bAhya draSTivAloke yaha eka bAdhaka kAraNa hotA thaa| pUjya gurudevako atyanta bhaktipUrvaka praNAma va ora mumukSu mAIyoko ythaayogy|

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AdhyAtmika patra ajamera 3-7-1950 AtmArthI .pratye nihAlacandrakA dharmaraneha / ApakA kArDa prApta huA / Arambhame hI sarvatra upAdeya, yathocira vizeSaNo dvArA stutya gAr3ha AtmasaMvedanarUpI ApakA namaskAra par3hakara ra AtmasvAsthyame nirantara vRddhikI bhAvanA dekhakara citta atyanta prasanna huaa| pUjya gurudevazrIkA mumukSugaNa sahita rAjakoTake vihAra kAryakA sundara dharmaprabhAvanApUrvaka pUrNa honA jAna kara isa bAtakI pratIti hotI hai mAno nAyaka sahita sarva saMghakA nizcaya prabhAvanArUpI kArya bhI zIghra va nirvighna rItise pUrNa honevAlA hai / ApazrIkA nizcita sthAna, sonagar3hakA Agamana isa vAtakA dyotaka hotA hai mAno hama sabakI pariNatikA trilokarUpI rAjakoTakA vihArarUpI bhramaNa samApta hokara nizcita avinAzI sva sthAna - amRtamayI caitanyaloka AtmagaDhame Agamana ho rahA hai, jahA~ ki sahaja Anandase taraMgita sahaja AtmaramaNarUpI vihAra sAdi anantakAla taka svAbhAvika hI hotA rhegaa| pUrva udayake yogase mai Apa jaise puNyazAliyokI taraha zrIgurudevake samIpa rahakara unake saMgakA, unake vacanAmRtakA nirantaralAbha nahI le saka rahA hU~, isakA mujhe mahAna-mahAna kheda hotA hai| sAtha hI unake bodha dvArA vodhita mujhe yaha santoSa bhI hotA hai ki nizcayase satagurudeva mujhase dUra nahI hai - jahA~ mai hU~ vahA~ hI mere guru hai, ataH mai mujhame mere gurudevako dekhanekA satata prayatna karatA rahatA hU~ aura java-java gAr3ha darzana hotA hai taba-taba apUrva-apUrva rasAsvAdakA lAbha letA rahatA hU~, mAnasika vikalparUpI bhArase halakA hotA rahatA hU~, sahaja jJAnaghana svabhAvame vRddhi pAtA rahatA huuN| sonagar3hakI cinmaya, bhavya, divyamUrtiko adhika samIpa hokara gahana dRSTile dekhatA rahatA huuN| AzA karatA hU~ ki julAI mAhake anta taka lagabhaga eka mAhake

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) liye vahA~ rahaneko A sakU~gA / AzA hai vahA~ sarva kuzala hoge / ApakA vahA~kA patra kabhI-kabhI Anese eka prakArakA sambandha vahA~kA bane rahanekA saubhAgya mujhe prApta hai, yaha mere puNyakA yoga hai, aisA mAnatA hU~ / yahA~ yogya kArya likhe / 4 dharmasnehI nihAlacandra sAMgAnI [4] AtmArthI pratyaM nihAlacandrakA dharmasneha | ApakA kArDa ajamerase lauTakara yahA~ AyA, kAraNa mai adhikatara Ajakala yahAeN hI rahatA hU~ / yoga kucha aisA hI hai ki Arthika sambandhakI apekSA pratyakSa taura para merA dhArmika saMga isa samaya dUra-sA ho rahA hai aura mai bahuta samaya se sonagar3ha nahI A saka rahA heNuu| yaha kahanA vyartha hai ki antaraMga, yahAeN hote hue bhI mujhe vahA~ kI smRtiyA~, aisA koI dina na hogA ki nahI AtI rahatI hove / pUjya gurudevakI smRti isa samaya bhI A rahI hai va oNkhome garma oNsU A rahe hai ki unake saMga rahanA nahIM ho rahA hai / unakA asaMgarucikA upadeza ( athavA svasaMgakA ) kAnome gUMjatA rahatA hai aura usakI ramaNatAse hI yahAeN kI upAdhiyA~ DhIlI sI rahatI hai / usa dinakI pratIkSAme haeNU ki kaba usa garajatI huI divyamUrtike caraNome zIghra apane Apako pAU~ / ... AzA karatA haeNU ki ApakI pariNati svasthya hogI / pUjya gurudevake caraNome merA sAdara bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra aura saba bhAiyose dharmasneha / ... dharmasnehI nihAlacandra sAgAnI kalakattA 21-6-1952

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AdhyAtmika patra kalakattA 28-10-1952 AtmArthI pratye nihAlacandrakA dharma sneha / .. kucha aisA yoga hai ki abhI taka merA udhara AnA hotA hI nahI hai / sahaja parama nivRttimaya kAraNaparamAtmAkA Azraya pUjya gurudevane aisA batalA diyA hai ki usake avalambanase sahaja parama anAkulatA utpanna hotI rahatI hai; kahI Ane-jAne Adike samasta vikalpoM rahita anAdi-ananta svame hI sthira hU~ to kahA~ AnA va kahA~ jAnA; phira bhI vahA~ na AnekA kheda vartatA rahatA hai| dharmasnehI nihAlacandra ajamera 18-4-1953 AnmArthI dharmamneha / mai yahA~ kala A pahuMcA thaa|...svkuttumbiyose bhI adhika vAtsalyayukta ApakA vyavahAra prApta honese isa samayakI merI sonagar3ha yAtrA apUrva rahI / mahotsavake Arambhase anta takake vahaoNke sukhadAyI dRzya ava taka smRti para daur3ate rahate hai| gurudevake nikaTa rahanese paryAyasvabhAva ugratara rahA karatA thA va sonagar3ha sthAna va vahaoNke mumukSuokI upekSA-sI ho jAyA karatI thI, parantu aba to vahaoNkI dhUlake liye bhI tar3apanA par3atA hai| gurudevake dRSTAnta anusAra bhabhakatI bhaTThIme giranekA-sA pratyakSa anubhava yahA~ eka diname hI mAlUma hone laga gayA hai| dhanya hai vahaoNke sarva mumukSu, jinako satpuruSakA nirantara saMyoga prApta hai|... saba sahajAnandakI ramaNatAme pracura masta rahe, yaha hI AkAMkSA hai / dharmasnehI nihAlacandra

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) [7] kalakattA 18-5-1953 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH tIvra dharmAnurAgI dharmasnehIkA patra dUrase dekhate hI citta prasanna ho uThatA hai / ApakA kArDa pddh'aa| dhanya hai gurudeva, unakA janmadivasa va jayantIkA pratyakSa lAbha lenevAlA puNyazAliyokA samUha / jinake darzana mAtrase tIvra mumukSu kRtakRtya ho jAte hai, aise gurudevake janmadivasa bArambAra ujavAte rahe, yaha hI bhAvanA hai| eka yugase ApakI nirantara pUjya paramopakArI gurudevake prati bhakti va tattvakI tIvra jijJAsA bharA hRdaya, hRdayame pUrNa aMkita hai / prArabdhane abake vahaoNke sahavAsakA aisA saMyoga karAyA ki vahaoNkI anupasthitime, manoyoga, vahaoNke lakSa Azrita, maunapaNe, pratikUla paristhitiyome bhI, AtmakathA karatA rhe| mAno bhAvI apUrva vikalpoke liye eka naye nimittakA janma huaa| yahA~ saMga, asatsaMgakA hai, udaya nIrasa hai / vahaoNkA yoga nikaTa bhaviSyame honeke AsAra dikhAI nahI dete, ataH atyanta udAsInatA hai va vyavahArame to bebhAna-sI dazA ho jAyA karatI hai| satguru dvArA prApta anubhava aise kAlame viSamatA Adiko samatApane vede va apratibaddha svabhAvasanmukha tIvra vega kare, yaha hI sabase zreSTha hai va zIghra manoratha pUrNa honekA yaha hI zubha lakSaNa hai|| bandha rucivAlA sarva kSetra-kAlAdikame bandharUpa hI rahatA hai, abandha rucivAlA sarva kSetra-kAlAdikame abandharUpa hI rahatA hai, yaha niyama hai / __ "dehAbhimAne galite vijJAte paramAtmani / yatra yatra mano yAti, tatra tatra samAdhaya ||" [- 'zrImad (rAjacadra) se udadhRta)

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AdhyAtmika patra tIvra tApa barasAta icchatI hai va bAdala jalarUpa pariNama jAte hai - aise ghaniSTa sambandha (nimitta-naimittika) jagatame hai; parantu inake asthira svabhAvako jAnakara jJAnI inhe nahI icchate; nimitta - naimittika svabhAvake abhAvarUpa sahaja nitya niricchaka svabhAvako hI icchate hai aura yaha hI yogya bhI hai|... sahaja jJAnAmRtarasa icchuka nihAlacandra [8] kalakattA 28-6-1953 dharmapremI nihAlacandrakA dharmasneha / kArDa eka ApakA lagabhaga pandraha divasa pahale milA thA, mai kAryavaza rAMcI gayA huA thA ataH javAbame vilamba huA / AzA hai parama kRpAlu gurudeva sukha-zAntime virAjate hoge va Apa loga nirantara unakI amRtamayI vANIkA lAbha lete hoge / yahA~ to puNyayoga hI aisA nahI hai ki vahaoNkA lAbha zIghra-zIghra milA kare / nivRttike liye jitanA adhika chaTapaTAtA hU~ utanA hI adhika isase dUra-sA rahatA hU~, aisA yoga abake ho rahA hai| kaI bAra to phUTa-phUTa kara ronA-sA A jAtA hai| zAyada hI koI divasa aisA nikalatA hai ki bArambAra vahaoNkA smaraNa nahI AtA hove / kisIne kahA hai ki "milata eka dAruNa dukha deI / vichuData eka prANa hara leI // " so saMyogokI apekSA yahA~ to aise hI aise saMgame rahanA par3a rahA hai jahA~ ki dAruNa duHkhakA anubhava huA kre| parama kRpAlu gurudeva kahate hai ki aise duHkha-sukha bhAvoko pUrNarUpase, ekAkArarUpase jIvako nahI bhoganA cAhie / samyak ekAntarUpase svarUpadRSTike balase sahaja hI, aMze-aMze, jIva inase kSaNe-kSaNe sarakatA

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) rahe, bhinna paDatA rahe va aisI dRSTikA abhyAsa nirantara bar3hatA rahe, yaha hI bhAvanA hai|... dharmasnahI nihAlacandra kalakattA 5-7-1953 dharmapremI se nihAlacandrakA dharmasneha / kArDa ApakA milA / pUrva patra kucha cintita dazAke samaya likhA gayA thA, ataH zAyada Apako kucha qhayAla-sA huA dikhatA hai| jisa sAmAnya dhruvasvabhAvame cintA va acintA - dono hI paryAyakA abhAva hai, usake Azraya pazcAt vecArI alpa cintAkI sthiti hI kitanI ? ____ pUjya gurudevazrIkI anubhavarasase bhIgI huI vANI vahA~ 'kartA - karma adhikAra'kI varSA kara rahI hai - ahA ! ApakI isa hArdika bhAvanAkA mai hRdayase svAgata karatA hU~ ki mai bhI Apa saboMke saMga isa varSAme snAna kleN| ___ are vikalpa ! yadi tujhe terI Ayu priya hai to anya sabako gauNa kara va gurudevake saMgame le cala, varanA unakA diyA huA vItarAgI astra zIghra hI terA anta kara ddaalegaa| svasaMga, gurusaMga va mumukSusaMgake alAvA dUsare saMgako nahI icchate hue bhI, are prArabdha ! viSatulya saMgame rahanA par3a rahA hai, kheda hai| pUrNa ceSTA hai, zIghra yoga milate hI vahA AU~; parantu abhI koI najadIka samaya dikhAI nahIM detA hai, phira bhI prayatna pUrA hai| saboko yathAyogya / dharmasnehI nihAlacandra

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AdhyAtmika patra [90] kAlimpoga (dArjiliMga) 24-8-1953 "aise munivara dekhe vaname, jAke rAga-dveSa nahI maname " AtmArthI mai kalakattAse eka mAha lagabhaga huA bAhara gayA thA, parantu kheda hai sonagar3ha AnekA saubhAgya nahI ho sakA / seTha baccharAjajIke sAtha 'gayA' jAnA huA thA / ... seTha vaccharAjajI va mohanalAlabhAIkA sonagar3ha jalda jAnekA vicAra hai, parantu kheda hai mai phira bhI abhI nahI A sakatA; dIvAlIke pAsa taka AnA ho sakegA aisI AzA hai / paraso yahA~se kalakattA jAU~gA / 9 vahA~ parama pUjya zrI sadgurudeva parama sukha-zAntime virAjate hoge; hRdayame unako namana karatA hU~ / "apanI sudhi bhUla Apa, Apa dukha upAyo / jyo zuka nabha cAla visari, nalinI laTakAyo " | " mana vaca tana kari zuddha bhajo 'jina' dAva bhalA pAyA / avamara mile nahI phira aisA, yo satguru gAyA " || "dhana dhana sAdharmIjana milanakI gharI / varasata bhramatApa harana, jJAna ghana jharI" // vahaoN sarva mumukSu maNDalI zrI gurudevakI dharmAmRta-vANI- pAname magna hai; vicAra Ate hI, dUra rahane rUpa durbhAgyakA kheda hotA hai / "cidrAya guna suno prazasta guru girA / samasta taja vibhAva, ho svakIyame thirA" | "kuguru, kudeva, kuzruta seye mai, tuma 'mata' hRdaya dhasyo nA / parama virAga jJAnamaya tuma, jAne vina kAja sasyo nA" | "he jina | merI aisI budhi kIje / rAga-dveSadAvAnala te vaci, samatA rasame bhIje" 11 dharma nahI nihAlacandra

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10 dravyadRSTi-prakAza ( bhAga - 1 ) kalakattA 10-11-1953 [99] OM zrI sadgurudevAya namaH pavitra AtmArthI Apa donokA likhA huA kArDa kala rAtri milA / sonagar3hakA patra dekhate mAtra hI hRdaya kaisA Dola uThatA hai, vyakta karaneme asamartha huuN| vahaoNkI smRtiyo binA koI divasa nahI gujaratA / Apake antaraMgako bhalI prakAra samajhatA hU~, phira bhI patrAdikakI pravRttime mana saMkucita-sA rahatA hai ataH utsAhavarddhaka patra nahI likhA jA sakA thA / kucha samaya se yahA~ke digambara jaina mandirajIme rAtriko eka ghanTe mumukSu bhAiyoke sAtha zAstrasvAdhyAya hotI hai / pUjya zrI gurudevakI zArIrika asvasthatA va svasthatAke samAcAra samaya-samaya para una bhAIyoke pAsa vahA~ke patrAdika Ate the unase mAlUma hote rahate the / parama-parama harSa hai ki parama adbhuta, jIvana uddhAraka, janma-maraNarUpI rogase rahita karanevAle yogIrAja zrI sadgurudevakA svAsthya aba bilkula ThIka hai / anAdi-ananta Ayuke dhAraka caitanya gurudevakI deha bhI dIrghAyu hove, aisI bhAvanA hai / bAhyapravRtti va saMyogose icchA (rAga) kA mApa nahI hotA va icchAse nirIcchuka sUkSma abhedavRttikA mApa nahI hotA / icchA hote hue bhI puNyayoga binA kSetrAntara nahI hotA / vahA~ Ane-jAne Adike vAyade nizcaya nihAla bhAIke nahI smjho| nizcaya nihAlabhAI to anAdise kahI Aye gaye hI nahI, na aba anantakAla kahI Ane-jAnevAle hI hai / na kabhI kisIko vAyadA kiyA hI thA na karanevAle hI hai / vAyade va Ane-jAne AdikA kArya saba jar3Azrita jar3akA hI hai, cetana nihAlabhAIkA nahI / cetanane to isa hI ke kahalAye jAnevAle rAgase bhI kabhI nimittarUpa sambandha taka nahI kiyA to anya kriyAo va vAyadome to isakA sambandha dekhanA vRthA hai / he prabho ! sarva jIva sarva sambandhose rahita mAtra sAmAnya cetaname hI apane

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11 AdhyAtmika patra astitvakI dRSTi kare va likhane, par3hane, Ane, jAne, vAyade karane-karAne Adi sarva pAgalapanakI kriyAoko upacArika nimittapane bhI kSaya kara deve, yaha hI bhAvanA hai| jar3a nihAlabhAIko aba bhI sonagar3ha pahu~caneme karIba 20 divasa aura lage, aisI AzA hai / kalakattese eka haphteme kSetrAMtara honeke AsAra haiN| dharmasnahI nihAlacandra [12] kalakattA 2-1-1954 AtmArthI ____ AzA hai parama kRpAtu upakArI zrI gurudeva sukha-zAntime virAjate hoge / 'nirjarA adhikAra' va zrI 'mokSamArga prakAzaka kA AThavA~ adhyAya bahuta sarasa cala rahA hogaa| patra ApakA milA, samAcAra nigAha kiye|...aap logokA vihArasamayakA progrAma jAnA / jaisA anukUla yoga hogA, giranAra yAtrA Adike samayakA mela milAnekI ceSTA kruNgaa| parantu aba yoga honA kucha kaThina-sA dikhAI par3atA hai| Apa logoko vyakta karaneme asamartha hU~ ki vahaoNke liye mujhe kitanI utsukatA rahatI hai| mahArAjazrIke vihAra pahale unake pravacana, sAkSAt darzana AdikA lAbha na honA hIna puNyakA sUcaka hai| ___samayapara vahaoN nahI pahu~ca sakaneke viSaya para ApakI preshaaniijaanii| Apake vAcaka zabdose vAcya bhAvakA anumAna hotA hai / mokSArthI apane kSaNika alpakAlIna bhAvokA mUlya nahI oNkte| saboko yathAyogya / dharmasnehI nihAlacandra

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12 [13] dravyadRSTi-prakAza ( bhAga - 1 ) [14] ajamara 17-1-1954 AtmArthI dharmasneha | ApakA patra milA / samAcAra nigAha kiye / isa samaya sonagar3hakA vAtAvaraNa vihArakI adbhuta umaMgose bharA huA hogA / sarvazreSTha netA sahita mokSamaNDalI sthAna-sthAna para vijayakA stambha ropane jA rahI hai, yaha vicAra hRdayako khUba ullasita karatA hai| durbhAgyavaza mujhe aise avasara para vahA~ nahI rahanekA kheda hai / AzA hai gurudevazrIkA AtmasvAsthya va zArIrika svAsthya nirantara vRddhigata hoge / Apane vyAvasAyika, yahaoNkI merI paristhiti bAbata pUchA so isa viSayako Apako likhanekA vicAra nahI hotA hai| hamArI nIva to muktirasake vicAroM para par3I hai / dUsare vicArome Apako rasa Ave, yaha mujhe acchA nahI lagatA / abhI kAryavaza patra banda karatA hU~ / ApakA progrAma likhate rahanA / svasthAnako mukhya rakhakara hI parasthAnoke kSaNika vikalpokA sahaja jJAna hotA rahe, yaha hI icchA hai / dharmasnehI nihAlacandra kalakattA 1-2-1954 dharmapremI nihAlacandrakA dharmasneha | 1 AzA hai kala dina muktidUta zrI sadgurudeva va mumukSugaNa rAjakoTa sakuzala pahu~ca gaye hoge / lokame alaukika krAMti phaila rahI hogI / ApakA patra milA / mAMgalika vihArake Adi va anta sthAna gurudevazrI kI janmabhUmi 'umarAlA' kA citrita dainika aMka bhI milA / yahA~ isa bhaktibhAvapUrNa aMkako mumukSuoke bIca vAMcanekA zubhayoga bhI milA / sabone hRdayase rasAsvAdana kiyA /

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13 AdhyAtmika patra raha-raha kara vikalpa hotA rahatA hai ki kamase kama eka do varSa nirantara alaukika satpuruSake sahavAsame rahanA hove, parantu prArabdha abhI aisA nahI dikhatA hai / vihArame jUnAgar3ha AdikA yoga zAyada nahI hai| ___ mujhe vyAvahArika anukUlatA rahA kare, aisI ApakI sadbhAvanAoko mai bhalIbhaoNti samajhatA hU~; kAraNa abake Apake adhika naz2adIkame raha cukA hU~ va Apake pratike mere vikalpa isake sAkSI hote rahate hai| phira bhI aisI bhAvanAokA mukhyadRSTi svIkAra nahIM karatI, sahaja hI niSedha vartatA jAtA hai / bhAvanA eka samayakI va usa hI samaya 'hama' isase adhika / svAbhAvika na honese eka dUsareke Azrita, vicitratA dharatI huI rAga-dveSame pariNata ho jAye yA vItarAgatAme, aisA svabhAva hai ; rAga bhI nitya nahI rhtaa| ___ aho! binA vikalpakA korA Ananda hI Ananda ! nikAlI gubbAreko pUrNa phulAye binA (vikasita kiye binA) ava eka kSaNa bhI caina nahI hai ! dhyAnastha avasthAme baiThA huA, athAha jJAnasamudra va usame sahaja keli ! aisA anubhava mAno 'mai hI mai hU~,' AnandakI ghUTa piye jA rahA hU~ - are re ! vRtti Anandase cyuta hone lgii| para vAha re puruSArtha ! tUne sAtha rahI ugratAkA saMkalpa kiyA, mAno athAhakI thAha sadaivake liye ekabArame hI pUrI le lgaa| pradeza-pradeza vyakta kara degaa| sahaja Anandase eka kSaNa bhI nahI haTane degaa| para are yogyatA ! tUne pUrNatAke saMkalpakA sAtha nahI dekara antame cyuta karA hI to diyA, to phira isakA daNDa bhI bhugatanA pdd'egaa| bahinokI sadbhAvanAe~ dekhakara unakI icchAnusAra apanI vyAvahArika anukUlatA AdikA samAdhAna bhI karanA hogA / saMkSepame bAta yaha hai ki Arthika sthiti pahalese sAdhAraNatayA acchI hai / sonagaDha samaya para pahuMcaneke vAste yahaoNse ravAnA hone hetu TikaTa AdikA prabandha ho gayA thA, dehalI Adi tAra bhI diye the / hamAre yahA~ kA munIma eka hoziyAra vyakti hai, parantu paiseke kAryame kaccA hai / ravAnA hone kI pahalI rAta mAlUma huA ki paoNca-cAra jagahase ugAhIkI rakama lekara cupacApa nijIkAryame usane kharca kara dI hai| sthitiko kAbUme karanekA vikalpa ho gayA / rukanA ho

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14 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) gayA / dUsarA bandobasta jalda nahI baiTha sakA va merI anupasthitime saba rakama sAfa na ho jAye, aisA vikalpa uTha khar3A huA / gRhasthabhUmikA hai, zithila yogyatAkI vijaya ho gaI, rukanA ho gayA ; basa itanI hI bAta hai, ataH likhanA ThIka nahI samajhA thA ; aura bhI sahakArI kAraNone rukaneme hI sahAyatA de dii| vihArake va rAjakoTake koI vizeSa mahArAjazrIke udgAra likhanA / va koI mahattvapUrNa ghaTanA hove to likhanA |...aap sabako sahajAnandakI prApti hove, yaha hI icchA hai| dharmasnahI nihAlacandra Apane likhA kizAntise patra likhanekI phursata nahIM hai kyA? abhIzAnti hai yaha batAne hetu samApta kiye bAda bhI likhanekA vikalpa huA hai| "paryAya eka orase praveza karatI huI dikhatI hai; dUsarI orase ramatI huI dikhatI hai; tIsarI orase ughar3atI huI dikhatI hai| vastu vicitra hai! dIpakakI lau bujhaneke pahale samaya adhika prakAzita hotI hai| sahajAnandase cyuta honevAlA puruSArtha nirbala honeke pahale samaya adhika ugra hotA hai| dravya to sahaja puruSArthakA piNDa hai, usakI dRSTime sahaja hI cyuti nahI hotii|" "jIvanake pariNamanakI ati vicitratA dekho re jJAnI !" kalakattA 25-6-1954 pUjya gurudevAya namaH AtmArthI pratye nihAlacandrakA dharmasneha / patra pahale bhI Apake mile the va eka aba bhI kalakattAme milA / mai karIba do mAhase kalakattAse bAhara thA, ataH javAba Adi nahI diyA jA sakA thaa| kyA batAU~, hRdayako pUrNatayA vyakta nahIM kiyA jA sakatA

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15 AdhyAtmika patra hai / yahA~ bhI tIvra bhAvanAe~ thI ki pUjya gurudevake vihArame avazya sAtha hoU~ / kucha dino ajamera rahanA huA, vahA~se umarAlAkA progrAma bhAI sobhAgamala dozI bhajanamaNDalIvAloke sAtha jamAyA thA, parantu vaha bhI pUrNa nahI ho sakA / yahaoNse gae pazcAt 20-25 dina zArIrika asvasthyatAke kAraNa dera adhika ho gaI thI, ataH milavAloke tAra-Teliphona bahuta Anese, atyanta kheda hai ki pUjya paramopakArI gurudevake darzana binA hI kalakattA vApasa lauTanA pdd'aa| aba isa hAlatame udhara jaldI AnekA progrAma philahAla naz2ara nahIM AtA hai / seTha baccharAjajI, mAlUma huA ki sonagar3ha gae hai, pahuMce hoge / puNyayoga nahI hai, vahaoNkA saMyoga nahI hai, arucikara vAtAvaraNakA yoga hai / mahAn afasosa hai / ApakI bArambArakIbhAvanAoko, mujhe vahA~ bulAneko, mai bhalIbhaoNti samajha sakatA hU~; merA bhI hRdaya vahaoNke liye aba Atura hai / kAfI samaya ho gayA hai| pUjya gurudevakI va sonagar3hake vAtAvaraNako smRtiyoM bArambAra utsAhako bar3hAtI rahatI hai| pApabandha DhIle par3ate hai, puNyabandha vRddhi pAte hai, vivekame hai; para ina sabase kyA ? aho gurudeva ! Apane to ina donose hI nirAlI vRtti dikhA dI hai, jo ki inake hote hue bhI vicalita nahI hotI, khUTeke sahArese DigatI nahI hai, use dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAvakA pratibandha nahI hai / pUjya gurudeva kahate hai ki jo kucha lAbha hai so to yaha vRtti hI hai, ananta sukhoke piNDake sAtha rahatI hai, phira cintA kAhekI ? yaha to svayaM svabhAvase hI cintA rahita hai, nizcinta vRttime cintita vRttikA to atyanta abhAva hai / he bhagavAna ! ApakI yaha vANI mastiSkame nitya ghUmatI rahe, yaha hI bhAvanA hai| adhika phira / ... dharmasnehI nihAlacandra * jinavara aura jIvame antara nahI / - pUjya gurudevazrI

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16 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) [16] kalakattA 27-6-1954 kalakattA AtmArthI pratye nihAlacandrakA dharmasneha / patra eka pahale diyA so pahu~cA hogA / AzA hai pUjya parama upakArI sadgurudeva sukha-zAntime virAjate hoge va zrotAgaNoko amRtarasame snAna karanekI preraNA milatI hogI / ... dharmasnehI nihAlacandra //////// [17]] 1 kalakattA 25-7-1954 zrI kahAnagurudevAya namaH AtmArthI nihAlacandrakA dharmasneha / AzA hai pUjya gurudeva sukha-zAntime virAjate hoge / mumukSumaNDala pratikSaNa AtmAzrita sukhakI vRddhime rata hovo ! ApakA patra yathAsamaya milA thaa| merA ajamerame to lagabhaga 15-20 divasa hI rahanA huA thA / Apane likhA ki "vikalpay kAMIka kArya AvyuM nahIM" so hamArA to siddhAnta bhI yaha hI hai ki - vikalpake anukUla kArya hove hI, yaha Avazyaka nahI hai; vikalpa vikalpame, kArya kAryame / mokSamArgIko kuTumbIjano madhye sukha milatA hove, yaha kalpanA hI galata hai| "jAla sau jaga-vilAsa, bhAla sau bhuvana vAsa, kAla sau kuTumba kAja, loka-lAja lAra sI" - banArasIdAsajI use to nirantara AtmaramaNatA cAhie / 'are ! jise dhArmika janoke

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AdhyAtmika patra saMga bhI nahI rucate, use kuTumba-saMga to ruca hI kaise sakatA hai !' are ! vikalpAzrita padArthase bhI lAbha nahI, sAtha hI vikalpase bhI lAbha nahIM / ___Apane likhA ki 'nimitta-naimittika sambandha aivo che ke tIvra bhAvanA hoya to pApano udaya palaTIne puNyano udaya thaI jAya / vikalpAnusAra padArthakI prApti honA puNya nahI hai, varan tIvratA palaTakara mandatA honA puNya hai / ataH rAga chUTane athavA kama honeme sukha hai, padArthake milaneme nahI / ataH AtmAzrita rAgakI mandatA hove, yaha hI bhAvanA hai| __gurudeva kahate haiM : " icchAmAM sAvadhAnapaNuM jJAnIne nathI, potAnA svabhAva- sAvadhAnapaNuM cUkIne parapadArthamAM sAvadhAnapaNuM jJAnI karato nathI" -jJAnIne icchAnI icchA nathI / pradeze-pradeze mai mAtra caitanya-caitanya va Ananda hI Anandase ota-prota vastu hU~ / svarUparacanA paryAyame svataH hI hue jA rahI hai / icchA toDUM, svarUpakI vRddhi karU~ Adi vikalpokA jisa sahaja svabhAvame sahaja hI abhAva hai| are ! sahaja zuddhaparyAyakA bhI jisa trikAlI dhruvavastume sahaja hI abhAva hai, aisI nitya vastu mai hU~, trikAlI paripUrNa hU~ - aisI dRSTi ekabAra avazya-avazya ho jAo - basa ! sukhasamudrakA dariyA ekadama sahaja umar3a par3egA / parake liye vikalpa karanA bekAra hai| are ! mai binA kisIke hI abhI hI paripUrNa hai, ekabAra aisI tIvra bhAvanA honI cAhie, tAki sAmAnya vastuke bodhakA avasara Aye / 'parame sAvadhAnIpaNA nahI, svame sAvadhAnIpaNA honA caahie| are dravya sAmAnya ! tere pratApase jhukatI huI paryAya (pariNAma) bhI sahaja khar3I hotI jAtI hai; anAdikA bojhA pratikSaNa haTatA jAtA hai; uttarottara sukhakI vRddhi hotI jAtI hai / ... dhanya hai terA bodha ! gurudeva kahate hai: "jJAnIne jyAM svarUpanidhAna pragaTyu, tyAM paryAyamAM (zarIrame nahI, pariNAmameM) juvAnI AvI jAya che, nirbhayatA ane niHzaMkatA thaI jAya cha / kSaNe-kSaNe abandhasvarUpa pragaTa thatuM jAya cha / vartamAna puNyabhAva thAya ane anuM phala hajo, ovI vAMchA jJAnIne nthii|"

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18 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) kIcar3ame dhesanepara bhaya vRddhi pAmatA jAtA hai parantu caitanyame dhaMsanepara nirbhayatA ddhi pAmatI jAtI hai / mai caitanya-caitanyame hI calatA hU~; jaDa-jaDame vibhAva-vibhAvame; mujha nityameM merI paryAya (pariNAma)kA bhI praveza nahI hai; anyakI bAta hI kyA ? are ! pariNAma pariNamatA hai aura usa hI samaya 'maiM' apariNAmI huuN| are bhagavAna kAraNaparamAtmA ! tere darzana hote hI vibhAvakI pITha dikhane lagatI hai; terA yathArtha bhAna hue binA pUrvame pariNAmAzrita pariNAmokA itanA tIvra bandha kara cukA thA ki unakI avadhi qhatama honeke liye tere darzana svAbhAvika hone hI the / are caitanya ! terI itanI paholAI vismita-sA kara detI hai ! he gurudeva ! Apa kitanI paholAI taka prasara cuke ho, paholAI bhI hai sAtha hI ThosapanA bhI ! he gurudeva ! ApakI vANIkA sparza hote hI mAno vizvakI uttamottama vastukI prApti ho gaI / kyA mai mukta honevAlA hU~ ! are ! zAstrome jisa muktikI itanI mahimA bakhAnI hai, use Apake zabda mAtrane itanA sarala kara diyA ! kyA vizvame aba aura bhI kucha cAhanA bAkI raha gaI ? are nirIcchaka vastu / / rAgarahita atIndriya AnandakA apUrva svAda-apUrva sahaja jJAnakalA ! __gurudeva kahate hai - "mAruM jJAnatattva ja mane game che / game te kSetra hoya paNa potAnA jJAnamAM ja vyApIne rahevo che. jJAnI, puNya-pApa (vikArIbhAva) zarIra ke nimittamAM avagAhana karato nathI, paNa potAnA jJAnasvarUpI gaganamaNDalamA ja vyApe che." - dekhI gurudevakI jJAnAnanda mastI ! gurudevakI kathanazailI to dekho ! kahate hai ki - "azuddhatA rokAI jAya che aTale ke azuddhatA pragaTa ja thatI nathI, tene azuddhatAne rokato, ama kahevAya che"| abhAnadazAme caitanyagaoNTha karmoke saMgame kabhI idhara lur3hakatI hai va kabhI udhara; parantu bhAnadazAme aisA bodha hotA hai ki 'are ! pariNAma pariNama gayA aura 'maiM' yU~ kA yU~ hI raha gayA' - aisA 'maiM' trikAlI nitya-dhruva adbhuta ratna huuN|

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19 AdhyAtmika patra gurudevake caranome rata muktimaNDalIme mere uttarakAlake sthAnakA nizcata bhAna hai, para are ! yaha to jar3a pada hai, merA to caitanya pada hai| "nija kalpanAthI koTi zAstro, mAtra manano Amalo, guruvara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAbhalo / " anubhava lekhanIme vyakta nahI ho sktaa| saboko dharmasneha / - nihAlacandra [18] kalakattA 9-9-1955 AtmArthI dharmasneha / patra eka Aja dina Apane kisIke mArphata bhijavAyA thA so milA hai, pahale bhI ajamerame milA thA / kaI kAraNose javAba likhanekI vRtti ruka gaI, va aba bhI patrAdika likhaneko mana nahI karatA hai / hamArI tarafake Apako vikalpa hote hai; parantu vikalpome to jAgRti sadA heya honI cAhie, cAhe vaha sAkSAta tIrthakarake prati hI kyo na hove / nijadravyame astitvakA nirantara zraddhAna va sahaja anubhava rahanase, sahaja hI vikalpa TUTane laga jAte hai va sahaja nirvikalpa svAda Ane lagatA hai, jisake AsvAdana kiye bAda vikalpokA rasa sahaja hI ThaNDA par3ane laga jAtA hai| hamArA to mana nija caitanyabimbake alAvA aba kahI nahI jAnA cAhatA / laukika dRSTise hamArA eka-Der3ha varSase adhikakA samaya tIvra asAtAkI dazAoMme rahA, ataH isa kAraNase bhI patrAdikakI vRtti ochI rahI / hamArI to yaha hI icchA hai ki Apake vikalpa bhI aura kahI idhara-udhara na jAkara apanI nija caitanyapratimAko ghar3ane laga jAye, to vastukA Azraya hote hI apUrvatA prakaTa hove va hamArI tarafake nirarthaka vikalpokA anta ho jAye / ___ hamArA patra Adi na mile to koI qhayAla nahI karanA caahie| hamArI vahA~ AnekI jijJAsA kAfI hai, abhI yogyatA nahI hai, Ane para spaSTa

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20 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) kara skege| zrI gurudevakA prasAda dainika yahA~ AtA hai / unakA zArIrika svAsthya ThIka hogA / ... dharmasnehI nihAlacandra [19] kalakattA 23-3-1956 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI nihAlacandrakA dharmasneha / kalakattese eka bhAI vahA~ gaye the, unhone Apake samAcAra kahe the| vidvatpariSada para vahA~ pahu~canekA nizcaya kiyA thA, vaha bhI kucha hI samaya arthAt eka haphte taka vahA~ ThaharanekA, so progrAma badalanese phira rukanA ho gyaa| kucha yoga hI aisA hai, pUrva karma bhI aise hai ki utkRSTa saMyogase vaMcita rahanA par3a rahA hai| sarvaprathama sonagar3ha gayA thA taba hI tIvra bhAvanA thI ki vahA~ koI makAnakA prabandha kara nirantara gurudevake caraNome lAbha uThAU~; parantu yoga aisA hai ki abake to barasose bhI darzana nahI ho sake / isa mAhame to vahA~ kI bArambAra smRtiyA~ prabalatara hotI jA rahI hai va pariSada para pahuMcanekA yoga bhI nahI banA, goyA mujhe pariSadase adhika prema nahI thA phira bhI suyoga samajhakara samaya cunA thaa| aisI hAlatame patra likhanekA vicAra huA so likhA jA rahA hai| jisa Atmadravyame pariNAma mAtrakA abhAva hai usame jama gayA huuN| pariNamana sahaja, jaisA hotA hai, hone do; he gurudeva ! Apake ina vacanone apUrva nizcalatA paidA kara dI hai / caJcalatA va nizcalatA to pariNAmame hai, mai nitya hU~, mereme nahI, yaha anubhava apUrva hai / pariNAma kSaNa-kSaNa nirAkulatAkI vRddhi pAmate hai / "to paNa nizcaya rAjacandra manane rahyo, guru

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21 AdhyAtmika patra AjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo|" samyak puruSArthase yA to puNyayoga hokara, anukUlatA prApta hokara rAga TUTe athavA puNyake abhAvameM vItarAgatA bar3ha kara rAga Te / rAga TUTanA nizcita hai, kyoMki zraddhAne rAga-arAgarahita svabhAvakA Azraya liyA hai va vIryako kSaNa-kSaNa udhara hI udhara sahaja unmukhatA honese jJAna-AnandamayI arAgI pariNAma hI vRddhigata hoMge, yaha niyama pratyakSa anubhavagamya hai| abhI rAtrike ATha baje hai, mandirajI jAnekA samaya hai ataH banda karatA hU~ ... sabako dhrmsneh| dharmasnehI nihAlacandra [20] kalakattA 4-9-1956 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI dhrmsneh| kArDa milA / parama pUjya mahAnyogI zrI gurudevake caraNome sAdara praNAma / AzA hai gurudevazrI sukha-zAntime virAjate hoge va Apa puNyavAna jIva unakI sAkSAt amRtavANIse pUrNa tRpta ho rahe hoge| lamve kAlase, hInayogase, mujhe to pratyakSa guru darzanakA abhAva rahA hai| zikharajIkI yAtrApara, athavA kalakatteke progrAma para puNyodayase, sAkSAt darzanakA lAbha honevAlA hai, yaha jAnakara bahuta prasannatA hai| _____ bhAdavA sudI 5 ko bahineM AjIvana brahmacaryakI pratijJA legI, yaha prasaMga bahuta sukhaprada hogA / zAntAbahinakA Aja kArDa milA, mAlUma huA acarajabahinakI bacciyA~ bhI pratijJA leMgI, bahuta harSakA viSaya hai; mai isa avasara para jaisA ki bahinane zarIka honeko liAkhA hai, vahA~ nahI A

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24 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) hI gharase bAhara isa eksIDenTake bAda pahale-pahale nikala rahA huuN| ___ "kisa prakAra AtmA apanI ora puruSArthakI vRddhi karanekA prayoga karatA hai ?" Apake isa prazna para merA to itanA hI likhanA hai ki prathamakI yathArtha zraddhA samaya, zraddhAkI paryAyakA akhaNDakI ora jo jhukAva athavA lInatAkA puruSArtha hotA hai usame kAlabheda nahI hai va yathArtha zraddhAme jo puruSArthakA prayoga hai, bArambAra usa hI prayogakI vRddhi hotI rahatI hai, use vRddhikA puruSArtha kahate haiN| pahaleke va bAdake puruSArthake prakArameM koI prakArakA farka nahI hai| isa hI liye gurudevazrIkA yathArtha samajhaNapara bArambAra z2ora rahatA hai, kAraNa isa prathama samajhaName hI bhaviSyakA samyakU puruSArtha garbhita hai| akhaNDa jJAnaghana puruSAkAra (dehAkAra) zarIra, karma, bhAvakarma va zuddhaparyAyase bhI U~DA caitanya tattva 'maiM' hU~, yaha hI merA astitva hai, zuddhaparyAyakA astitva bhI isame gauNa hai; aisI prathama yathArtha zraddhA jaba hI kahI jAtI hai ki aisI zraddhAke prasArake sAtha hI lInatAkA prathama AtmAnubhava hotA hai| lInatAkA puruSArtha athavA isame vRddhi yaha saba paryAyake kArya haiN| merApanA, merA astitvapanA athavA vyApakapanA to kevala trikAlI jJAnaghana akhaNDa caitanyameM hai - isa dRSTimeM paryAyakA puruSArtha sahaja svabhAva hai| paryAyaapekSA puruSArtha huA, vRddhi huI, use puruSArtha kiyA athavA vRddhi karI, aisA kahate haiN| yathArthameM to ukta astitvapanekI akhaNDa dRSTike balapara paryAyokA krama sahaja hI akhaNDakI ora bar3hatA rahatA hai / puruSArtha AdikI ina paryAyome koI ulaTaphera (adhika va kama puruSArtha AdikA) karanA nahI par3atA; kAraNa ki paryAyameM to merA - dRSTike viSayakA -astitva hI nahI hai ki 'maiM' usameM kucha kara sakU~ ! merA astitva to trikAlIpanameM hai| AzA hai merA dRSTikoNa maiM vyakta kara sakA huuN|... dharmasnehI nihAlacandra sogAnI

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24 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) hI gharase bAhara isa eksIDenTake bAda pahale-pahale nikala rahA huuN| "kisa prakAra AtmA apanI ora puruSArthakI vRddhi karanekA prayoga karatA hai ?" Apake isa prazna para merA to itanA hI likhanA hai ki prathamakI yathArtha zraddhA samaya, zraddhAkI paryAyakA akhaNDakI ora jo jhukAva athavA lInatAkA puruSArtha hotA hai usame kAlabheda nahI hai va yathArtha zraddhAmeM jo puruSArthakA prayoga hai, bArambAra usa hI prayogakI vRddhi hotI rahatI hai, use vRddhikA puruSArtha kahate hai| pahaleke va bAdake puruSArthake prakArameM koI prakArakA farka nahIM hai| isa hI liye gurudevazrIkA yathArtha samajhaNapara bArambAra z2ora rahatA hai, kAraNa isa prathama samajhaNameM hI bhaviSyakA samyak puruSArtha garbhita hai| ___akhaNDa jJAnaghana puruSAkAra (dahAkAra) zarIra, karma, bhAvakarma va zuddhaparyAyase bhI U~DA caitanya tattva 'maiM hU~, yaha hI merA astitva hai, zuddhaparyAyakA astitva bhI isame gauNa hai; aisI prathama yathArtha zraddhA jaba hI kahI jAtI hai ki aisI zraddhAke prasArake sAtha hI lInatAkA prathama AtmAnubhava hotA hai| lInatAkA puruSArtha athavA isame vRddhi yaha saba paryAyake kArya hai| merApanA, merA astitvapanA athavA vyApakapanA to kevala trikAlI jJAnaghana akhaNDa caitanyameM hai - isa dRSTime paryAyakA puruSArtha sahaja svabhAva hai| paryAyaapekSA puruSArtha huA, vRddhi huI, use puruSArtha kiyA athavA vRddhi karI, aisA kahate haiN| yathArthameM to ukta astitvapanekI akhaNDa dRSTike balapara paryAyokA krama sahaja hI akhaNDakI ora bar3hatA rahatA hai / puruSArtha AdikI ina paryAyome koI ulaTaphera (adhika va kama puruSArtha AdikA) karanA nahIM par3atA; kAraNa ki paryAyameM to merA - dRSTike viSayakA -astitva hI nahI hai ki 'maiM' usameM kucha kara sakU~ ! merA astitva to trikAlIpaname hai| AzA hai merA dRSTikoNa mai vyakta kara sakA huuN|... dharmasnehI nihAlacandra sogAnI

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26 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) pUrva udaya, akhaNDa svarUpa saMsthAname daur3a lagAte hue, sImAsparzake pUrva hI bhayabhIta hokara nirAzraya, lar3akhar3Akara girane lagate hai / kramaH kramaH pUrNatA honekI, sukha-zAntike anubhavapUrvaka niHzaMkatA vRddhi pAmatI hai| balavAnakA saba sAtha dete haiM / sAdhakake akhaNDabalake jAgRta hote hI, acetana pudgalAdi bhI akhaNDa svarUpAkAra vartakara sahAyaka (vyavahAre) hone lagate haiM / patrottara milanA, nahI milanA, vilamba honA Adi saba vismRta karane yogya haiM / jJAnAnandasvabhAvakI anubhUtime bhaGga par3anepara likhane Adike vikalpa hote haiM so saba svarUpase nikalate hI pratyakSa, unmatta- pAgalapanakI jar3adazAsvarUpa anubhavAte hai| jar3ase jar3ake sambodhanomeM cetanako koI lAbha nahI / vartamAna paryAyame pUrva - uttara kAlakI paryAyakA jJAna vidyamAna hai taba smaraNa, mananakA bojhA uThAnA vyartha hai / zubhayogameM bhI thakAna anubhava karanevAle jIvake laukikayogakI tIvra duHkhadazA para... he karuNA sindhu ! karuNA karo... karuNA karo, yaha hI vinatI / paryAya hI paryAyakA kartA hai, trikAlI aMza athavA AkhA dravya nahI, yaha 'kartA - karma' kI carama sImA hai / ataH paryAyameM AkhA ekAkAra honA yogya nahIM / sabako yathAyogya | - nirantara samAdhi icchuka mai to cinmaya akhaNDa jyotisvarUpa hU~, paryAya rUpa nahI / paryAya dravyakA Azraya karatI hai, lakSya karatI hai isase paryAya zuddha hotI hai| - pUjya gurudevazrI

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27 AdhyAtmika patra AdhyAtmika patra [25] kalakattA 1-11-1961 . kalakatA satata dRSTidhArA barasAte, caitanyake pradeza-pradeza sahaja mahAn dIpotsavakI kSaNe-kSaNe vRddhi karate zrI gurudevako atyanta bhaktibhAve namaskAra ! dharmAnurAgI patra yathAsamaya milA / mere pratike anurAgase, bArambAra Apa logoko mujhe vahA~ bulAnekA vikalpa hotA hai / parantu pUjya gurudevake sAnidhyakA, dIpAvalIke avasarapara, mujhe lAbha sambhava nahI hai| oNkhake oNparezanakA samaya kama raha gayA hai so pUrA-pUrA qhayAlame hai| zrI dIpacandajI Adi vahA~ Aye hue hai va mere sambandhame kucha vAta bhI huI likhA so jAnA / adhika kyA likhU ? zrI banArasIdAsajIke pada doharA detA hU~: "mai trikAla karanIsau nyArA, cidavilAsa pada jaga ujayArA / rAga virodha moha mama nAhI, mero avalambana mujha mAhI / " "taji vibhAva hUje magana, suddhAtama pada mAhi / eka mokha-mAraga yahe, ora dUsaro nAhi // " Apa savoko jaya jinendr| ApakA nirIcchuka mokSAbhilASI Ananda sahitake jJAnako samyagjJAna kahate hai| caitanya AtmAse prema karanA, nirvikalpa zAti dvArA AtmAko dekhanA, vaha dharma hai| bhagavAna antarame virAjate hai unhe vAhara vikalpome, rAgakI kriyAme ajJAnI khojate hai| - pUjya gurudevazrI - HD

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28 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) [26] kalakattA 16-12-1961 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI dharmasneha / lagabhaga bIsa divasase rAgAMzameM vizeSa kheda-khinnatA varta rahI hai, aise samaya ApakA patra milanese prasannatA huI / vahA~se Aye pazcAt 1-1 // mAha taka sonagar3hakI vizeSa khumArI rahI, abhI to usakA zatAMza bhI nahIM hai| vyAvasAyikasthitime kaI prakArake parivartana ho jAnese, aba cale, aba cale, socate hue bhI vahA~ AnekA progrAma nahIM bana sakA / gurudevazrIkI oNkhake oNparezanake tA. 24 bAbatake samAcAra 'suvarNasandeza me bhI par3he the / parantu puNyayogake abhAvame unake sAkSAt darzanavavANIkA lAbha kaise mile ? vyavahArase vaqhAsataurase azubhayogase pUrNa nivRtticAhate hue bhI, gRhastha AdivyAvasAyika janAloMkA aisA udaya hai ki mana nahIM lage vahA~ lagAnA par3arahA hai, bolanA nahI cAhate unase bolanA par3atA hai, aisI yogyatA hai| he gurudeva ! lokottara lAbha hetu Apake vacano para zraddhA kI hai, AzIrvAda detA huA ApakA mohaka citra dekhA hai / Apake AzIrvAdase pUrNa AnandamayI nidhiko prApta ho jAU~ aura ananta padArthoke tInakAlake anante bhAva vartamAna eka-eka bhAvase avicchinna pratyakSa hote rahe - aisI tIvra abhilASA hai / daridrIko cakravartIpanekI kalpanA nahI hotI / pAmaradazAvAleko 'bhagavAna hU~...bhagavAna hU~' kI raTana lagAnA, he prabho ! Apa jaise asAdhAraNa nimittakA hI kArya hai / pariNatiko AtmA hI nimitta hove athavA bhagavAna...bhagavAnakI guMjAra karate Apa; anya saMga nahI; yaha hI bhaavnaa| merA yahA~ rahanekA athavA bAhara jAnekA progrAma to sadaivakI taraha anizcita-sA hI smjho| azubhayogame kaTAlA huA -cetana

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AdhyAtmika patra 29 [27] kalakattA 9-4-1962 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH dharmasnehI zuddhAtma satkAra / ___ApakA kArDa va patra mile / mAnastambhake zubha prasaMgapara bhI mai vahA~ nahI A sakU~gA, isakA kAraNa patra ke sAtha bhejI gaI zAdIkI patrikAse mAlUma hogaa| bar3e putrakI zAdI tA. 16-4 kI hai| puNyavAnoko zubhaprasaMgakA yoga hai, unhe azubhaprasaMgapara bulAnA ThIka nahI hai| phira bhI laukika vyavahAravaza do patrikAe~ bhijavAI hai| vahaoNse Aye pazcAt pariNati kIcar3ame hI phaMsI rahatI hai, jaisI yogyatA hai vaise hI nimitto madhye rahanA ho rahA hai| pratyakSa duHkhasamUhame vedana calatA hai, parantu eka hI jhaTakeme haTanA nahI hotA hai / rasa bilkula nahI hai, kheda vartatA hai / phira bhI Idharase nivRttiyoga nahI baiThatA; yaha bhI pUrva karmokI daina hI hai / akhaNDakI akhaNDatAkA prayAsa bhI zithila-sA hI rahatA hai / he gurudeva ! ApameM tIvra bhaktikA udaya honese hI idharake duHkhakA ilAja hogA, dUsarA koI ilAja nahIM, yaha bhalIbhA~ti jAnatA huuN| ____ adhika kyA likhU ? sonagar3hakI dayAkA pAtra huuN| Apake ulAhane sunane yogya huuN| karIba eka mAhase kucha zArIrika asvasthyatA bhI cala rahI he prabhu ! zIghra idharase nivRtti hokara gurucaraNome rahanA hove, jinhone akhaNDa guruvAsame caranA sikhAyA hai, yaha hI vinatI / Apa sabase kSamAkA icchuka va ApakI vAtsalyatAkA AbhArI / - nihAlabhAI

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30 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) [28] kalakattA 14-7-1962 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI dharmasneha / patra ApakA milA, isase pahale eka patra yahA~ lagnake samaya milA thA, jisakA javAba bhI diyA thaa| isa madhye to koI patra milA nhiiN| hara patrame mere vahA~ Aneke liye svAbhAvika rAgavaza ApakA anurodha rahatA hai va na Aneke liye bahuta prakArakA ulAhanA va upadeza bhii| mere pariNAmokI sthiti samaya-samayakI likhI to nahI jA sakatI; itanA hI kaha sakatA hU~ ki binA rasake bhI paristhitivaza lAcArIse hI idharake azubhaupayogoMmeM rahanA hotA hai / merI bhUmikAme azubhaupayogakI hI adhikatA hai, sthiratA ke prayatna samaya bhI; adhika kyA likhU ? dhruva AtmA to pariNAmome bhI kicit uthala-puthala nahI kara sakatA / dhruvame zraddhAkI yathArtha vyApakatAkA yaha niyama zrI gurudevane batAyA hai, vaha sahI hai, samajhameM bhI hai| rAgako idhara karo, udhara karo Adi to pariNAmopara astitva samajhanevAloke liye mukhyataH apekSAoke kathana hai / pariNAma zubha hai, azubha hai, inameM kitanA puruSArtha bhI sahaja laga jAtA hai Adi dhruvakI ekatA sahitake jJAnameM AtA rahatA hai / zraddhAkI akhaNDa ekatAke sAtha hI cAritrakI akhaNDatA bhI dhruva ke sAtha ho jAye, yaha hI lakSya hai; va yathArtha zraddhAke sAtha aisA hI hogA, yaha hI niyama hai / isake hue binA, mAtra aisA hue binA, jIvako caina nahI / anya tarafake rAgameM nirantara rasa nahI, cAhe kSaNika rasa dikhAI bhI de / zubha nimittoMke saMgame adhika manda kaSAyAdika honese sthiratA bhI adhika va zIghra hotI rahatI hai, yaha bhI jJAname hai; parantu mukhya saMga to nirbAdha aparAdhIna cetanakA hI hai, anya saMga to udayAdhIna hai / adhika likhaneme sAra nahI / udhara Aneke vikalpa bhI bahuvAra uThate haiM para adhika z2ora nahI khAte / Apake patroke mAtra udhara Ane vAvata likhe honekA,

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AdhyAtmika patra 31 ataH kyA javAba dU~ ? merI aisI sthitime Apa vahA~ke roz2AnA yA haphteke qhAsa qhAsa gurudeva zrIke nyAya Adi likho to adhika priya lagege / AnA to hogA jaba hogA, zAyada jaldI A bhI jAU~, aisA yoga bhI dikhatA to hai / saba bahanoko va zazIbhAIko dharmasneha / [29] zrI sadgurudevAya namaH - AtmArthI kalakattA 3-9-1962 AtmArthI dharmasneha | ApakA patra pahale bhI milA thA va zazIbhAIkA eka aura bhI / Apane likhA thA ki ava nivRtti kAla pakA, yaha par3hakara vijalIke vegakI taraha AnandakI lahara AyI thI; kAraNa pUrve nivRtti hI vikalparUpase nizcaye bhajI thI, aisA pUrA pratItime AtA hai / ava to zrI gurudevakI kRpAse na nivRtta hU~, na pravRtta hU~, aisA nizcaya ho cukA hai va pUrvake nivRttapariNAmone ataH aba nizcayake bajAya vyavahArakA pada le rakhA hai| samaya lagabhaga 20 dina pahale AyA bhI thA, bambaI taka jAnA bhI huA thA, sonagar3ha pahu~caneke vikalpa bhI adhika hue the magara idhara hI lauTanA par3A, aise kAraNa ho gaye the / aba dazahare ke bAda udhara AnA ho sakegA / agara loga sAkSAt caitanyamUrti gurudevake sAnnidhyame dazalakSaNI parvake avasara para ati utsAhapUrvaka dharmalAbha lege, mujha jaise puNyahInako yaha lAbha kahA~ ?... adhika kyA likhU~ ? vikalpoko to dhadhakatI huI bhaTThIke yogoMkA nimitta hai va isa madhye hI rahanA ho rahA hai, jabaki caitanyamUrti vikalpoko

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) chUnevAlI bhI nahIM hai; adhUrI dazAke vikalpAMzomeM zraddhAme jamI huI isa mUrtikA eka rasa Aligana kahA~ ! caitanyamUrtike eka rasame ota-prota rahe, yaha hI bhaavnaa| dharmasnehI nihAlacandra [30 kalakattA 8-11-1962 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI zuddhAtma satkAra / vAtsalyAnurAga prerita ApakA patra, kuTumbiyokA dIpAvalI kArDa milA / zrI seThiyAjI sonagar3ha pahuMce, jAnA / jJAnAnandI gar3ha, vItarAgapradhAnI gurudevakI prazasta rAga aMza nimittaka sihagarjanAoMse 47 nayopara puNyavAna mumukSuoMko ullAsita pravacanokA lAbha huA, jAnakara atyanta prasannatA huI / puNyaabhAvayogase isa avasarase mujhe vaMcita honA par3A, isakA kheda rahA / zrI gurudevake pravacanokA mukhya sAra maine yaha liyA hai : . vartamAname hI paripUrNa huuN| vartamAnase hI devAdika para athavA unaAzrita rAgase kicitmAtra lAbhakA kAraNa nahI / lAbha mAnanA hI alAbha hai| vedanake alAvA anya koI kriyA jIvakI nahI / zarIraAzrita athavA paraAzrita Akulita vedanako, samakAle jJAnavedana dvArA, gauNa karate-karate nAza karanA mumukSuokA dhyeya hai| yaha jJAnavedana akhaNDa trikAlI apariNAmI dhruva astitvamayI svapaneke anubhavame sahaja hI udaya hotA hai| rAgase bheda karatA (jJAna) nizaMkita nirAkula sukha vedanake sAtha pratyakSa pramANarUpa pragaTa hotA hai / vRddhi pAmatA-pAmatA ananta sukha va jJAnakA lAbha karatA hai / aprasiddha avedaka mukhya akhaNDa svabhAvame zraddhAke svaastitvarUpame prasarate hI prasiddha vedana gauNa hokara eka hI kAla trikAlI va vartamAna dono bhAvokA

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AdhyAtmika patra anubhava hotA hai / yaha hI bhedajJAna hai / rAgase pRthak jJAnakA anubhava aise hI hotA hai anyathA nhii| yoga honese April meM zrI gurudevakI janmatithi para milanA hogaa| zuddhAtmasnehI. nihAlacandra kalakattA 8-11-1962 zrI gurudevAya namaH AtmArthI zuddhAtma stkaar| ApakA dIpAvalI kArDa, tatpazcAt patra milA / samajhame nahI AtA kyA likhU ? utkRSTa puNyayogase, jJAna-AnandakI khAna apUrva satpuruSa zrI gurudeva nimittarUpe Apake samIpa hai, jinakI nirantara dhvanikA saMketa unakI orase lakSya haTAkara, svakI antaraMga khAnakA lakSya karAtA hai / jahA~se yathArtha nyAya sukha Adi ughar3ate rahate hai| ataH svaastitvamayI trikAlI AtmAme pasara kara sukhAsvAdana karo ! jisa svAdake vazIbhuta devAdika pratye bhI udAsInatA hone lagatI hai / iname arthAt parameM ekAnta rasa va jAgRti honA svabhAvake arasapanekA sUcaka hai| vartamAnase hI 'ma' paripUrNa sukhakA sAgara huuN| vartamAnameM hI devAdikase athavA ina Azrita rAgase kiMcit lAbha nahI, lAbha mAnanA hI svakA alAbha hai / yaha nyAya, tIrakI taura bAhya vRtti lakSya-prati asara kare to vartamAnameM hI svabhAvonmukha prayatna hove / ... zuddhAtmasnehI nihAlacandra / sampUrNa siddhAtakA sAra kA sAra to bahirmukhatA chor3akara antarmukha honA, vaha hai| - pUjya gurudevazrI

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga -1) kalakattA 15-11-1962 zrI sAdara jayajinendra / ApakA tA. 12-11-62kA patra milA / anya logoMke caritranirmANa sambandhI ApakA dRSTikoNa qhayAlame rakhate hue nIce spaSTIkaraNa likhA hai : 1. prathama to maiM kyA hU~ va kyA kara sakatA hU~, isakA yathArtha khulAsA honepara kAryakI yathArtha sImA baeNdha skegii| mai AtmA hU~ va pariNAmakA karanA aura usa hI pariNAmako bhoganA yaha hI mAtra AtmAkI kriyA hai, isake viparIta svayaMke jar3a zarIra AdikA va anya AtmAkA pariNAma mai AtmA nahI kara sakatA, kAraNa jar3ake pariNAmakA kartA jar3a dravya hai va anya AtmAke pariNAmakA kartA vaha AtmA dravya hai| ("utpAdavyayadhrauvyayuktaM st")| 2. ukta prakArakA yathArtha nirNaya hue bAda parapariNAmake kicit bhI kartApanekA abhiprAya TUTa jAtA hai / mai parakA kucha kara hI nahI sakatA, taba parAzrita pariNAma kyo karU~, jo ki svayaM AkulatAmaya hI hote haiN| ina pariNAmoMko svaAzrita kare to zuddha jJAna-Ananda va zAntimaya pariNAma hoge va inahIkA bhoganA hogA, jo ki vAMchanIya hai| ____3. svameM arthAt jJAna-Ananda Adi guNoke bhaNDAra AtmAme pariNAmoko pasArate hI sAdhakapanA va munipanA Adi kramapUrvaka AtA hai / pariNAmoke isa prakArake prasaraName hI yathArtha jJAna, sukhAdikA anubhava utpanna hone lagatA hai| jisakI pratyakSatAse parAzrita Akulita pariNAma viSarUpa mAlUma hone lagate hai, jo ki samyakdRSTi sAdhaka va muniyoko eka samaya mAtrake liye bhI nahI rucate / 4. ukta mAnyatA va tadrUpa anubhava honepara anAdise calA AyA dRSTikA moha TUTatA hai| dRSTine jisa sva akhaNDa sva AtmAko lakSya kiyA, usame ekasAtha paripUrNa pariNAmakA prasaraNa nahIM hotA taba taka pariNAmakA

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AdhyAtmika patra 35 kucha aMza akhaNDake sAtha sukharUpa pariNamatA hai va usahI pariNAmakA kucha aMza udayake sAtha parAzrita duHkharUpa pariNamatA hai / sAdhaka va munike, isa prakArakA parAzrita pariNamA huA rAgaaMza upadezAdikakA kAraNa hotA hai / yaha rAgaaMza cAritramoha hai, AkulatAmayI hai, yaha hara samaya heya hai, pratyakSa duHkharUpa hai jo ki muniyoko bilkula rucatA nahI va isame unhe rasa AtA nahI / puruSArthakI nirbalatAse akhaNDa AtmAkI pUrI pakar3a cAritra pariNAmame nahI honese aisA rAgaaMza hotA hai, jisakA niSedha pratisamaya unakI dRSTi karatI rahatI hai / eka samayake liye bhI cAritramohasvarUpI rAgaaMzako vaha apanA kartavya nahI samajhate jo ki pratyakSa duHkharUpa hai / ataH vArambAra svame sthita hote hue, rAgaaMzako tor3ate hue, vaha zuddha siddharUpa ho jAte hai | 5. muniyoke rAgAMzanimittaka upadezame ukta AzayakA saMketa hotA hai / acchI honahAravAle jIvake vaha nimittarUpa par3atA hai aura vaha svayaM bhI upadezAdikakI tarafase lakSya haTAtA huA, upadeza Adiko muniyokA kartavya nahI samajhatA huA, unakI asthiratAkA doSa samajhatA huA, unaparase vRtti haTAkara svajJAnakI khAname praveza karane lagatA hai / arihantoke upadezame nimitta unakA rAga nahI hai varan kampanakI asthiratA hai / 6. rAga va vItarAgatA dono kartavya nahI ho sakate, kAraNa dono bhAva paraspara viruddha hai / ataH anyake caritranirmANake kartavyame vItarAgI kartavyakA sahaja hI abhAva hai; sAtha hI anyake pariNAmakA koI kartA ho hI nahI sakatA cAhe mAnyatA banAkara svayaM duHkhI hotA rahe / 7. eka bAra prathama samyaktva to adhigamaja upadezake nimittase hI hotA hai| dUsare bhavameM una saMskAroke nimittase binA upadeza samyaktva prApta karaneko naisargika kahate hai / parantu svayaM parAzrita dRSTi haTAkara, svaAzrita pariNAma kare to upadezako nimitta kahA jAtA hai, kartA nahI / jisakI yogyatA hove usako nimitta - naimittika sambandhakA sahaja hI yoga hotA hai, aisA nimitta - naimittika sambandha anAdise calA AtA hai va calatA rahegA /

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36 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga-1) AzA hai muniyoke upadeza sambandhI viSayake uparokta spaSTIkaraNase merA dRSTikoNa Apake lakSyame AyegA / dRSTidoSa haTe bAda muniyoko upadezakA rAga unakI asthiratAkA doSa hai, kartavya nahIM va isa doSako sthiratAkA prayatna karate-karate vaha haTAte jAte haiM, kartavya samajhakara rakhanA nahI caahte| ApakA progrAma likhe va patra deveN| zubhaiSI nihAlacandra sogAnI kalakattA 9-12-1962 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI dhrmsneh| patra tA. 22-11kA yathA samaya milA | "asthiratAse devAdika pratyeke pariNAmoMme kheda vartate va akhaNDa sadbhAvarUpa pariNamana hote hue dharmIjIvakI buddhipUrvaka devAdika pratye svarUpa dRDhIbhUta karaneke AzayakI pravRtti mukhya taurase hotI rahatI hai, aisA dikhatA hai " isa para vizeSa spaSTIkaraNa cAhA so nimna hai : 1. svarUpakI dRr3hatA devAdika pratyekI vRttise nizcaya hI nahIM hotii| 2. manaAzrita (vicArapUrvaka) mAnyatAse yathArtha akhaNDaAzrita sahaja AMzikavRttikA sadbhAva (udbhava) nahI ho sktaa| 3.trikAlI astitvamayI sva, isa Azrita pariNamI huI AMzika zuddhavRtti va devAdika pratyekI AMzika bAhya vRtti - tIno aMzoMkA eka hI samaya dharmIko anubhava hotA hai, jisame mukhya - gauNakA prazna nhiiN| 4. svake mApase anyakA mApa kiyA jAtA hai / 'maiM' trikAlI hI hU~,

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AdhyAtmika patra 37 isa anubhavame pariNAma mAtra gauNa hai, cAhe buddhipUrvaka ho yA abuddhipUrvaka / aise dharmIko kabhI pariNAmakI mukhyatA nahI hotI / ataH use anya dharmI jIvameM bhI pariNAmakI mukhyatA nahI dikhAI detI; jaise ki mAtra pariNAma dekhanevAleko pravRttikI mukhyatA dikhatI hai / 5. dharmI, adharmIke bhI trikAlI va vartamAna donoMko eka sAtha dekhatA hai / trikAlIkA abhAna honese adharmIko pariNAma mAtrame ekatva hotA hai, isakA dharmIko jJAna rahatA hai / 6 vRtti apekSA trikAlIkI mukhyatAvAle dharmIko sahaja hI isa mukhya Azrita vRttikI hI mukhyatA rahatI hai, vartatI hai; cAhe bAhyAMzameM buddhipUrvaka pravRtti ho / 7. trikAlI to pravRtti - nivRttirUpa pariNAmakA hI kartA nahIM hai / pariNAmakA kartA pariNAma hI hai, yaha apekSA bhI apanI carcA meM AI hI thI / ... dharma [34] OM zrI sadgurudevAya namaH zuddhAtma satkAra / ApakA tA. 24-12 kA patra milA / dharmasnehI sogAnI kalakatA 30-12-1962 Apane vAcana-vicAraNA vAste likhA so trikAlI akhaNDa jJAnAnanda svabhAvameM astitvarUpI zraddhAkI yathArtha vyApakatA nirantara kAyama rahe, jahA~ke anubhavame pariNAma mAtrake akartApanekA sahaja anubhava hotA rahe / pariNAmakA kartA pariNAma aMza hai, 'maiM' trikAlI aMza nahI /

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38 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) isa prakArake eka hI samayame pariNAmakA kartA va akartApaneke anubhavakI vRddhi hote-hote pUrNa jJAnakA sahaja hI anubhava hogA, yahI vAMcana va vicAraNA hai| ____ AzA hai Apa bhI AtmasvAsthya sahaja vRddhi karate raheMge / yahA~ yogya kArya likheN| dharmasnehI nihAlacandra kalakattA 21-1-1963 AdaraNIya zrI sAdara jayajinendra / AzA hai Apa vahA~ kuzala hoge| kucha dino pahale ApakA kArDa yathAsamaya milA thaa|...aashaa hai adhyayana Adi cala rahA hogaa| Retiredlifeme pahale ke mukAbile mAnasika bojhA halkA mahasUsa karate hoNge| sonagar3hakI ora jAnekA bhI progrAma kaba hai? dhArmika granthome kina-kina granthoMkA svAdhyAya cala rahA hai? jJAnabhaNDAra AtmAmese jJAna ughar3atA rahatA hai, zAstrose nahIM; yaha alaukika siddhAnta vicAraNIya hai| uttara kSaName kyA pariNAma hogA, usakA vartamAna kSaName hame jJAna nahI, to bhaviSyake liye kyo vyarthakI kalpanA ? pariNAmake alAvA zarIrAdikakI kriyAme to hamArA koI kartRtva hai hI nhiiN| to phira inake Azrita vibhAvapariNAmokA vyartha kyo bojhA lAdA jAye ? uddezyakA nirNaya karanA sahaja parantu usakI prAptime samaya adhika lagatA hai| yathArtha nirNayake bAda hI yathArthakI prApti hotI hai| anubhUti hI yathArtha nirNayakI niHzaMkatA batA sakatI hai| cUMki ApakA samaya aba adhyAtmakI tarafa adhika lagegA ataH canda bAte Upara sahaja hI likhI gaI hai| AgekA progrAma likhe| nihAlacandra sogAnI zubhaiSI

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jAdhyAtmika patra [ 36 ] OM zrI sadgurudevAya namaH kalakattA 27-2-1963 39 AtmArthI dharmasneha | mAlUma hotA hai kAraNavazAt nihAlabhAIke kSaNika vyavahArase virakti ho gaI hai / virakti to sadaiva upAdeya hI hai va sahaja virakti mumukSuokA dhyeya bhI hai / pUjya gurudeva zrIkI A~khame 'nIDalIga' kI AvazyakatA nahI rahI, jAnakara Ananda huA / va pUjyazrI kA phAlguna suda 6 se tIna mAha vAste saurASTrame vihAra hogA, jAnA / puNyayoga honese unake darzana, pravacanakA punaH lAbha mila sakegA / ApakI dI huI 'banArasI vilAsa' pustakakA vAMcana cala rahA hai / likhA hai : -- "eka nida zarIrame aite jIva bakhAna tIna kAlake siddha saba eka aza parimAna / " "so piNDa nigoda anantarAma, jivarupa anantAnanta mAsa. bhara rahe loka nabhame saTIva, jyo ghar3A mAhi bhara rahe ghIva / " kevalIgamya yaha anantatA sAdhakake anumAnagamya jJAname pratyakSavat hai / niSkampa gambhIra dhruvasvabhAvaAzraye sahaja UNDe-UNDe utarate-utarate yaha jJAna hama sabako pratyakSa hove, yaha hI bhAvanA / dharmasnehI nihAlabhAI Atma vastu jo jJAnAnanda sahajAnanda prabhu hai, usakA jise jJAna huA use AtmA bhAsita hotI hai / - - pUjya gurudevazrI

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40 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) [35] kalakattA 11-3-1963 zrI sAdara jayajinendra / patra ApakA milA thaa...| 'jJAna-jJeya svabhAva' pustaka acchI hai / akhaNDa nikAlI jJAnasvabhAvako jJeya banAkara, isa Azraya ekAgra huA jJAnapariNAma, vibhAvaaMzase bhinna rahatA huA, vibhAvako parajJeyakI taraha jAnatA dekhatA hai - yaha hI bhedajJAna hai| sAdhakako eka hI samayame, eka hI pariNAmameM dono prakArakA bhinna-bhinna anubhava hotA hai va anAkula jJAnabhAvakA Akulita vibhAvaaMzase pRthak svAdakA pratyakSa antara bhAsita hotA hai|... sonagar3hase abhI gurudeva rAjakoTa gaye hue hai / kamase kama eka mAha taka Apa unake najadIka rahanekA progrAma banA leve to atyadhika sArthaka hogaa| zubhaiSI nihAlacandra [38] bambaI 13-4-1963 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH dharmasnehI zuddhAtma satkAra | mai eka saptAhase bambaI AyA huuN| saurASTrame merA filahAla jAnA nahI ho skegaa| abhI to kalakattA hI rahanA hotA dikhatA hai| ApakA udhara koI kAryavaza AnA hove to mai AzA karatA hU~ mai avazya Apase mila skuuNgaa| Apa AnekI sUcanA kalakattA likha deveM / yadi merA ajamera, dehalIkI tarafa AnA hogA to mai avazya Apase milUMgA / bAhyanimitta va nimitta Azrita nijabhAvase

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AdhyAtmika patra koI bhI lAbha nahI hotA hai| - yaha siddhAnta lakSyame rakhakara, nija nikAlI apane sthita svabhAvame hI pariNati sthita hotI jAve, aisI anubhUti prApta honA zreyaskara hai / abhI jaldIme patra banda karanA par3a rahA hai| Apake vAtsalyayukta anurAga bhare patrako dekhakara kucha dhArmika viSayapara bhI likhatA, parantu Aja jAneke pahale bhI jaldI hai / ataH phira kabhI likhanA ho skegaa| dharmasnehI nihAlacandra kalakattA 20-4-1963 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI zuddhAtma sankAra / patra tA. 17-4 kA ApakA milA / alaukika pUjya gurudevake darzanArtha Apa jorAvaranagara, daheMgaoNva Adi jA rahe hai, jAnakara citta prasanna huA / dahegaoNvake zrI bhIkhAbhAI mujhe mile / vahA~ pahu~cane vAste unakA Agraha bhI thA / puNyayogase hI zrI gurudevake sAnidhyame rahanA hotA hai| "niHzaMka nirNayake liye kisa prakAra raTana, puruSArtha Adi honA cAhie" likhA, so apane astitvakI yathArtha samajhame saba hI bAte garbhita hai| pramANajJAnakA viSaya nitya va anitya athavA trikAlI dhruva va kSaNika pariNAmI vastu eka hI sAtha 'maiM' huuN| dono prakArakA anubhava eka hI samaya honepara niHzaMkatA ho jAtI hai / saMsArI (ajJAnI) jIvako kartRtva-bhoktRtvarUpa mAtra pariNAmake vedanakI prasiddhi hai, usa hI samaya trikAlIrUpa sva astitvakI nhii| pariNAmamese astitvapanekI zraddhA haTAkara, trikAlI jJAnAnanda Adi ananta guNoke dehAkAra asaMkhyAta pradezI nijapaneme zraddhAkI paryAyako

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42 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga -1) ekAkAra vyApaka karate hI nityapanekA, nija astitvapanekA prati samaya anubhava hotA hai| _ 'apariNAmI, nitya, trikAlI, dhruva bimba maiM hU~', kSaNika pariNAma nahIM - yaha zraddhAkA viSaya hai| zraddhA eka hI samayameM pUrNa trikAlIko pakar3akara abheda ho jAtI hai / yahA~ astitvakI sthApanA hote hI 'maiM' pariNAmake sAtha nahIM pariNamatA / pariNAmakA kartA pariNAma hI hai, 'maiM' to apariNAmI vartamAnameM hI paripUrNa huuN| vartamAnase hI mujhe kucha karanA-karAnA nahIM hai| raTana, puruSArtha, jJAna Adi saba pariNAma hai / inase mujhe lAbha-hAni nahI / merI apekSAse yaha svayaM hote hai |'maiN' avicala huuN| ina pariNAmose vicalita nahI hotA / inase pRthak va adhika huuN| apekSAse mere garbha meM hote haiN| para 'maiM' iname ekameka nahI hotA / darpaNakA trikAlI dala, eka samayakI darpaNAkAra paryAyase bhinna hI rahatA hai / dono kArya eka samayame hai| yadi dala eka samayake AkAra-paryAyameM A jAye to trikAlIpanekA nAza ho jAtA hai / ataH trikAlI dhruva nitya vastume - apane astitvapaneme zraddhAkI vyApakatA karate hI saba kArya sahaja svabhAvarUpa anubhava hone lagatA hai| vartamAnase hI mujhe kucha nahI karanA hai, aise 'maiM-pane'kI yathArtha abheda pratIti hote hI cAritra-puruSArtha Adike saba pariNAma sahaja hI 'maiM trikAlI'kA anusaraNa karane lagate hai va zuddha hone lagate haiN| pariNAmome ulaTa-phera karanekI dRSTi asamyak hai / isa kriyAse jaba hI haTa sakate hai ki inase bhinna apariNAmI vastume - nizcalarUpa vastumeM nizcala rheN| nizcaya sva-satkA saMga honA hI pUjya sadgurudevake saMgakA phala honA caahie| vartamAname hI paripUrNa hU~ to vartamAnase hI kisIse bhI lAbha va nukasAna nahIM hai| dharmasnehI nihAlacandra

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AdhyAtmika patra 43 [40] kalakattA 4-7-1963 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI zuddhAtma satkAra | Apake patra dahegaoNva va dehalI donoM sthAnose mile / mai karIba eka mAhase bAhara thA / pandraha dina karIba bambaI bhI rahanA huA / puNyayogake abhAvase, mahArAja sAhabakA sonagar3ha lauTanekA progrAma lambAnese, sonagar3ha jAnekA socA huA merA progrAma ruka gayA / Apa hara patrake sAtha patekA khAlI lifAfA bhijavAte ho, aba aise nahI bheje, patA maine noTa kara liyA hai| likhanekA vikalpa ochA honese javAbame dera hotI hai| parantu likhanA, vikalpa honA kriyAye to mumukSuoko heya buddhise sadaiva sahaja gauNa hI rahatI hai| yaha kriyAye to AcAryone unmattoMkI kahI hai| patra bahuta hI vinayabhare Ate haiM / vinayabhAvokA ekAnta vedana nahI honA caahiye| sahaja sAmarthyame pasaranese, svarUpake balase, sahaja hI pariNAmome nahI ghasITIjege; vaha pariNAmokA vedana, jJAyakabhAvakI mukhyatAme heya buddhie gauNa (kSaNe-kSaNe) hotA jAyegA / parAzrita vinayabhAva duHkhabhAva hai, upAdeya kaise hove ? dvAdazAMgakA sAra to zrI gurudevane faramAyA hai ki : "vartamAnameM hI mUla, kAyamI, trikAlI, dhruva svabhAva, pariNAmoMkA vizrAmadhAma 'maiM' huuN| isa sthAname dRSTi pasArakara, svayaM vyApaka hokara, pariNAmokI pakar3a chor3a do, inhe sahaja hI pariNamane do, iname aTako nahI / pariNamana svabhAvake samaya hI apariNAmI svabhAva bhI sAtha hI sAtha hai / isa apariNAmI svabhAvako nitya pakar3e raho, yahA~ jame raho; isake binA nistAra nahIM hai| patrAdikakA AdhAra, zAstrAdhAra, are ! pratyakSa tIrthakarakI AdhArabuddhi bhI svayaM vartamAna sAmarthyakA anAdara karanevAlI hai|" aisA kaha kara hI parama kRpAlu gurudevane vartamAnase hI unaparase dRSTi haTAkara, aghaTa-bar3ha trikAlI sadRzya sAmAnyasvarUpame apanA aDDA jamAkara nizcala birAjaneko kahA hai|

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) unake aise sihanAdarUpa upadezako pAkara bhI phira dInatA kyoM ? vartamAname hI apane siha svabhAvako - ananta zaktiyoMke dhAmako sambhAlo ! dIna vikalpa nirAzraya hokara TUTate jAvege, jar3a karma bikharate jAyege, sukha-zAntikA pratyakSa vedana kSaNe-kSaNe bar3hatA jaayegaa| bambaIme nAgarabhAI Adi mumukSuoMse bhI milanA huA thaa| ApakA jikra bhI AyA thaa| nirantara avicchinna dhArAe svarUpasukhame magna raho / isase cyuti karAnevAle vikalpa, vizeSa vizeSa magnatA hote-hote, DhIle par3ate-par3ate kSaya ho jaayeNge| aisA hI zrI gurudevakA alaukika upadeza jayavanta varto ! dharmasnehI nihAlacandra sogAnI [41] kalakattA 14-7-1963 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI zuddhAtma satkAra / gata mAha ApakA patra AyA thA, taba mujhe bambaIme yahaoNse Redirect ho kara milA thaa| isake pahale karIba janavarIme patra AyA thA / ... tattvadRSTie, svabhAvabalame jamate hI AnA-jAnA va na AnA-jAnA, jude jJAnameM sahaja hI mohabhAva pratibhAsita hote hai; yaha mohabhAva trikAlame paudgalika hI hai, to inakI pakar3a kyo ? yaha hamAre haiM hI nhii| - aisA inase bhinna anubhava, mAtra hamArA lakSya ho jAnA caahie| "bhedajJAnase bhrama gayo, nahI rahI kucha Aza, dharmadAsa kSullaka likhe, aba tor3a mohakI pAza" pUjya zrI gurudevake upadezakA sAra, dvAdazAMgakA sAra to kevala eka hI hai ki 'apane trikAlI svabhAvameM jaise-taise bhI hove dRSTi pasArakara

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AdhyAtmika patra virAjamAna ho jAvo' ! kSaNe-kSaNe pade-pade vItarAgI jJAyakarasame aisI magnatA bar3hatI jAyegI jisakA viccheda eka kSaNa bhI nahI gamegA / yoga nahI honese, mahArAja sA0kA sonagar3ha lauTanekA progrAma lambAjAnese, bambaIse sonagar3ha AnekA merA progrAma badalA gayA / puNyayoga honepara, dazahareke AsapAsa AnekA vikalpa hai| Apa sadaivAnusAra pUjya gurudevazrIkI amRtavANIkA lAbha lete hoge| jisakA tAtparya unakI orase dRSTi uThavAkara, palaTavAkara, nija amaryAdita amRta-khAname vyApta karAnA zeSa milane pr| sarva sagase asaga honekA icchuka nihAlacandra [42] kalakattA 21-8-1963 parama upakArI zrI sadgurudevako vandana ! dharmasnehI zuddhAtma satkAra / ApakA patra Aja milA / parama upakArI zrI gurudeva sukha-zAntime hai va unakI amRtamayI dhodhamAra vANIkA Apa loga apUrva lAbha le rahe hai, jAnakara sahaja prasannatA huii| ApakA rAjakoTavAlA patra yathAsamaya mila cukA thA, bahuta utsAha bharA thA; parantu merA puNya aisA kahA ki pUjya gurudevakI vANIkA bArambAra lAbha hove / Apake patrome mere vahA~ Aneke liye hI mukhyatayA tIvra anurodha rahatA hai; AnekI yogyatA nahI hotI to kyA javAba dUM ? sonagar3ha AnekA lakSya rakhakara bambaI taka AnA huA, parantu mahArAjazrIke vihArase lauTanekI tithimeM akasmAt bAra-bAra phera par3A ataH vApasa bambaIse hI lauTanA pdd'aa|

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47 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) ApakA likhanA ki "sAMsArika vikalpa paNa thAya che, ane kArya paNa thAya cha, nivRtti icchanArane mAtra sonagar3hamAM hI vAsa hoya " Adi - isakA kyA apekSita javAba deU~ ? yahA~ to pUjya gurudevane Atmagar3hame vAsa karAkara prasAda cakhAyA hai, ataH kSaNika vikalpa bhI sahaja vismaraNa hote rahate haiN| kahatA hU~ ki : he vikalpAMza ! tere saMga anAdise duHkha anubhava karatA AyA hU~, aba to pIchA chor3a / yadi kucha kAla rahanA hI cAhatA hai to sarvasva denevAle parama upakarI zrI gurudevakI bhakti-sevA-guNAnuvAdame hI unake nikaTa hI varta ! isa kSetrame to adhika duHkhadAyI hai| cUMki gurudevane isakI upekSA karAkara isase vimukha karavA diyA, ataH yaha bhI lambAkara sAtha nahI detaa| ___ "jaiso zivakheta basai, taiso brahma yahA~ basai, yahA~-vahA~ phera nAhI, dekhiye vicArake "| mere prati ApakA anurAga jJAname hai / pUjya gurudeva kahate haiM ki tuma svayaM akriya caitanya DhIma ho, isa agAdha sAgarakA sahaja anurAga kro| parAzrita anurAga to ekAMte duHkha hai / sukhAbhAsI hokara isake rasako lambAnA ucita nahI / apane to ekAnta sahaja jJAna-sukhase labAlaba va ThasAThasa caitanya DhIma banakara jame raho / vikalpa va nirvikalpa jaisI bhI avasthA hove, hone do| "karatA karama kriyA bheda nahI bhAsatu hai, akartRtva sakati akhaNDa rIti dharai hai, / yAhIke gaveSI hoya jJAnamAhi lakhi lIjai, yAhIkI lakhani yA ananta sukha bharai hai" || vahA~ Thaharane-ThaharAneke vikalpajAlako lambAnese kyA lAbha ? vikalyAnusAra kriyA honA Avazyaka to nahI / jaisA yoga hai, ho jaayegaa| cintA to, ochI hI acchI hai / nikaTa bhaviSyame vahA~ AnekA vicAra avazya hai| parantu sadaivakI Teva anusAra progrAma akasmAta hI banatA hai ataH samaya likhaneke ayogya huuN| vikalparasame anubhavarasakA abhAva hai| eka kI ora jhukakara lambAnese

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47 AdhyAtmika patra dUsarekA abhAva hotA hai| "guNa anantake rasa sabai, anubhau rasake mAhi / yAtai anubhau sArikho, aura dUsaro nAhi "|| vizeSa milane pr| - asagatAkA icchuka kalakattA 10-9-1963 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI ____ ApakA kaI dinoM pahale patra AyA thA / zrI 'paJcAdhyAyI'kI darzana-jJAna viSayakI gAthAokA jikra thA / pustakakA yahA~ sahaja yoga nahIM ho sakA / sonagar3hame apekSAvat isa viSayakI samAdhAna carcA huI hai, aisA smRtime hai| Apako vahaoNse samAdhAna ho sakegA, jAnane para khulAsA likhe / caitanyapratimA va cetanapariNatike svatantra-svatantra astitvakI yathArtha kabUlAta kara caitanyapratimAmeM apanA sthApana karate hI pariNati pratimAkA Aligana karane lagatI hai, jo iSTa hai| dharmasnehI nihAlacandra dhruvavastu svaya dhruvavastuko nahI jAnatI hai parantu paryAyame dhruvavastu jAnaneme AtI hai| kAraNaparamAtmA hI yathArthatayA mokSamArgakA hetu hai / - pUjya gurudevazrI

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48 [44 ] OM dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) kalakattA 10-9-1963 ajJAnatimirAndhAnA jJAnAjanazalAkayA / cakSurunmIlita yena tasmai zrIgurave nama // AtmArthI - patra ApakA tA. 3-9kA milaa| pahalevAlA patra bhI yathAsamaya mila gayA thA / dazalakSaNI parva, Apane tIna lokameM parama uttama, nirbhaya banAnevAle, parama nirbhaya, siMhasvarUpa zrI gurudevake sAnnidhyameM manAyeM hoge / vaha kahate haiM"svabhAvaaMzameM kicit bhI doSa nahIM hai, nitya svabhAvame dRSTi thambha jAnese, utpanna hue sahaja svabhAvameM, kSamA Adi dUSita bhAva pratyakSa parAzrita (jar3ake ) parake haiM; ataH sahaja kSamAbhAva trikAla jayavanta varto ! hamane kabhI doSa kiyA hI nahIM, aisA svabhAva nirantara vRddhi pAmo / vibhAvakI gUMjameM gU~jatA huA ajJAnabhAva sahaja nAza pAmo / vibhAvame tanIjo nhii| svabhAva- sImAme nirantara aDiga jame raho / kSaNika vibhAva vedIjatA huA adhikakI sImAko pAra nahI kara sakatA, ataH vahIM laya ho jAtA hai / " " karatA karama kriyA bheda nahI bhAsatu hai, akartRtva sakati akhaNDa rIti dharai hai / yAhI gaveSI hoya jJAnamAhi lakhi lIjai, yAhIkI lakhani yA ananta sukha bhare hai " // jJAna kaNikA patra dvArA maeNgavAI so yaha to Apake pAsa hI hai / svaavalambanase sahaja hI vibhAvase pRthak hokara pragaTatI rahatI hai / he zazIbhAI ! anekAneka jIvokI yogyatA akSaya sukhake udayakI hai, ataH tIrthakara se bhI adhika satpuruSakA yoga prApta huA hai, jinakI nitya preraNA udharase vimukha karAkara svayaM ke nitya bhaMDArakI ora lakSya karAtI rahatI hai; yahA~se hI pUjya gurudevake nyAya anubhavasiddha hokara dRr3hatA prApta karAte haiM / ... "jina (nija) sumaro jina cintavo, jina dhyAvo sumanena / jina dhyAyatahi paramapada, lahiye eka kSaNena" // vAtsalyAnurAgI nihAlacandra

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AdhyAtmika patra [45] du zrI sadgurudevAya namaH 49 [46 ] OM zrI sadgurUdevAya namaH kalakattA 26-6-1962 AtmArthI zuddhAtma satkAra / Apa logoko tattvakI svayaMkI ruci bar3ha rahI hai, ataH tattvacarcAme pramoda hotA hai / jo patra likhA hai| aba to sunane-sunAneme bhI thakAna mAlUma hone lage, aisI pariNati jAgRta honI caahie| so nitya sukhadhAma svakSetrame aDiga jamate hI utpanna ekAnta sahaja sukhameM pratyakSa anubhava hogaa| kucha karanA - karAnA nahI hai, mAtra sva astitvameM dRSTi pasArakara ekAnte thambha jAnA hai / dhruva jJAnAnandamUrti ananta guNokI khAna hU~ / pariNamana kriyAeN sahaja ho rahI hai / pratisamaya nityava kSaNika dono bhAvokA eka hI samaya sahaja anubhava vartatA rahe, aisA parama upakArI zrI gurudevakA vAcya hai; so abhyAsa varto / mAtra kSaNika vedana hI nahI pratibhAso / dharma nihAlacandra kalakattA 27-9-1963 AtmArthI zuddhAtma satkAra / zrI lAlacandabhAIkI pariNatime mukhyatayA adhyAtmamanthana calatA hai / abhI bambaIme Ae bhAIyoke patrameM bhI pUrva avasarake unake vahA~ke vAMcaname aisI pariNatikA z2ikra AyA hai / ataH citta prasanna hotA hai / unhe, DaoN. candubhAI va anya saba milanevAle sAdharmI bhAIyoMse merA dharmasneha kaha /

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50 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) yahI bhAvanA hai ki parama upakArI zrI gurudevakI chatrachAyAmeM hama saba mumukSu apane nitya svakSetrameM aDiga jame rheN| jisa (svadhAma)kI apekSA pariNAma mAtra kevalajJAnAdi paratattva haiM / aisA hote hI nitya va kSaNika donoM bhAvoMkA anubhava pratisamaya eka hI kAla hotA rahegA, jo ki gurudevakA abhiprAya hai| "karatA karama kriyA bheda nahI bhAsatu hai, akartRtva sakati akhaNDa rIti dharai hai| yAhIke gaveSI hoya jJAnamAhi lakhi lIjai, yAhIkI lakhani yA ananta sukha bharai hai / / " dharmasnehI nihAlacandra [47] kalakattA 17-10-1963 caitanyamUrti zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI zuddhAtma satkAra / patra Apake samaya-samaya para tIna mile / aba merA zArIrika svAsthya ThIka hai| karIba 1 mAha palaMga para rahanA huaa| cintA athavA rAga to svayaMko hAnikAraka hai| svameM athavA parameM akAryakArI hai| ataH hara samaya svabhAva-balase sahaja niSedhapUrvaka hove to(bhI vikalpakA) phala AdaraNIya nahIM ho sktaa|... ina dino sAdharmI bhAIyokA patra vyavahAra kucha bar3hA hai| parantu sahaja vikalpa nimitte javAba likhIja jAve vaha hI acchA hai| ataH javAba derI AdikI pratIkSA adhika nahI rakhanA hI acchA hai| AzA hai parama upakArI zrI sadgurudeva sukha-zAntime virAjate hoge| isa mAhake gujarAtI 'Atmadharma meM anubhava rasakI bhAgI huI vANI va prasanna

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51 AdhyAtmika patra mudrA dekhakara citta Dola uThA / Apane faramAyA hai : "amAro ke.(kevala) jJAnano dhvaja pharakI rahyo che / kevala jJAnano jhaNDo pharakAvatA-pharakAvatA alpa kAle mokSamAM jhuuN|" - ina vacanoko vArambAra rasa lekara bhI vRtti tRpta nahI huii| ___adhika kyA likhU ? pUjya gurudeva kahate haiM ki "jJAnIne rAgAdi bhAvo potAnA svabhAvapaNe z2arA paNa bhAsatA nathI, svarUpanI vAhara ja bhAse che"yahI vedana hama sabako dRr3hatara hotA jAve, yaha hI bhAvanA / / dharmasnehI nihAlacandra sogAnI [48] kalakattA 23-12-1963 AtmonmukhI zuddhAtma satkAra / yahA~ pahu~cane para ApakA AyA huA patra dekhA / bhagavAna zrI jayasena AcAryakI gAthA 338-39kI TIkAmese 'apariNAmI' sambandhita lAIne Apane uddhRta kara likhI, unhe bAMcakara bahuta hI pramoda huaa| sAMkhyAnusArI ziSya, abhiprAyame nizcaya-vyavahAramayI Akhe pramANarUpa anekAntasvarUpa dravyako ekAnte apariNAmI samajhakara, jainAgamameM bhI zuddha dravyArthikanayase jIvako apariNAmI kahA gayA hai, aisA kahatA hai - jisakA samAdhAna AcAryadevane kiyA hai : "parantu vyavahAranayase pariNAmI hai," "zuddha dravyArthikanayase apariNAmI hai" / isa cAtako rakhakara, vyavahAraaMga nahI samajhanevAle ziSyako 'parantu' zabda mUkakara pariNamanarUpa vyavahAra bhI batAyA hai| 'niSkriya bhAva va zabda ke liye Apane AcAryazrIkI gAthA-320 kI TIkA vahA~ batAI thI va pUjya gurudevazrIke mukhAravindase sonagar3hameM bhI rAtri carcA samaya isakA spaSTIkaraNa huA thaa| isa prakAra niSkriya va apariNAmI, trikAlI-sadRzya parama zuddhanayakA

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52 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 1) viSaya - dRSTikA viSaya dravya mai hU~, isakA Agama AdhAra tapAsakara Apane batAyA, isase bahuta Ananda huA / zrI yogIndradevake 'paramAtmaprakAza' zloka na. 68 para zrI brahmadevakI TIkA, paM. daulatarAmajIke anuvAda sahita, ko zIghra dekhU~gA / sAtha hI zrI jayasena AcAryakI 'TIkA prati' yadi yahA~ mila gaI to ukta gAthA sahita pUrI dekhanekA vicAra hai / jo ki pahale merI dekhI huI nahI hai / aTaka bhAve sahajAnandame magna raho, yaha hI bhAvanA hai| [49 ] OM zrI sadgurudevAya namaH mokSecchuka nihAlacandra kalakattA 27-12-1963 AtmArthI zuddhAtma satkAra / ApakA patra yathA samaya para milA thaa| kaI prakArake prazna likhe, jina sambandhita yogyatAnusAra saMkSipta khulAsA likhatA hU~ : 1. svadravyase, parase athavA kSaNika yogyatAse jJAna* sarva samAdhAnoMkA bhaNDAra trikAlI caitanyadravya vartamAnameM hI hU~; isame dRSTi abheda hote hI, praznarUpa vikalpakI, vikalpAMzase judI svaAzrita sahaja jAnana kriyA hotI hai, vaha kriyA svayaM hI samAdhAna rUpa hai / jisame prazna lambAnekA abhiprAya nahIM rahatA / - yathArtha ukta dRSTi pazcAt yogyatAkA vAstavika bhAva samajhameM AtA hai / yogyatA svayaM sat ahetuka hai; jisako nizcaye na sva dravya kAraNa hai na para / yaha apariNAmI dravyadRSTi samaya-samayakI yogyatAmeM pheraphArakI buddhi nahI rakhatI va yogyatA bhI dRSTike abheda viSayakI ora samaya-samaye vRddhigata isa viSayake spaSTIkaraName adhyAtma va dravyanuyoga sabadhita gyAraha siddhAMta samAhita haiN|

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AdhyAtmika patra unmukha hote-hote pUrNa samAdhAnarUpa abheda ho jAyegI, aisI niHzaMka pratIti isa dRSTime garbhita hai| ___ munirAja, AcArya bhagavAnake pAsa samAdhAna hetu jAte hai; usa samaya bhI prazna-vikalpase chiTakI huI jAnana kriyA unako vartatI rahatI hai| parantu kacAsarUpa azaktike kAraNa prazna-vikalpa kSaNika lambAnese prazna-kriyA hotI hai| samAdhAna bAhyase hogA hI athavA honA hI cAhie, aisA abhiprAya munizrIke prazna-vikalpa samaya nahI vartatA / isa viSayake spaSTIkaraName adhyAtma va dravyanuyoga saMbaMdhita gyAraha siddhAMta samAhita hai| 2. zraddhA va jJAna - zraddhA va jJAna bhinna-bhinna guNakI svatantra eka hI kAle ahetuka paryAya hai| mRtaka vezyAkA citra dRSTAntarUpe pustakomeM hai / bhinna-bhinna zraddhAvAle cAra jIvoMko jJAname nimittarUpa to eka hI viSaya hai parantu zraddhAna bhinna-bhinna prakArakA honese bhinna-bhinna pariNati hai / nizcayase eka hI jIvako eka hI kAle zraddhA va jJAnakI svatantra ahetuka pariNati hotI hai jo ki eka dUsareko akAraNIya hai / kArya honepara jJAna zraddhAnakA kAraNa huA athavA zraddhAna jJAnakA kAraNa huA, aisA sambandha batAyA jAtA hai / gyAraha aMgadhArI mithyAdRSTi dhAraNAjJAname tattvako parokSarUpe yathArtha jAnatA hai parantu zraddhAkI paryAyameM, rucime, usako abheda pakar3akara pratyakSa nahI karatA ataH dRSTi mithyA banI rahatI hai| 3. puraSArtha - 'svarUpanIpyAsa.' pyaassvyNpryaay-svbhaavhai|viirygunnkii paryAyame sadaiva puruSArtha hotA rahatA hai| nitya, sahaja, niSkriya, trikAlI dravyame dRSTi abheda honepara jo puruSArtha hotA rahatA hai, vaha svaAzrita sahaja jJAnAnandI puruSArtharUpa paryAyasvabhAva hai| vikalpAtmaka puruSArtha, asahaja, kRtrima puruSArtha hai| sahaja dravyasvabhAvakI aruci honese paryAyame sahaja puruSArtha nahI ughar3atA; ataH mithyAdRSTi niyatavAdI ekAnte kRtrima puruSArtha karatA rahatA hai| isa hI kAraNa

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54 dravyadRSTi-prakAza ( bhAga - 1 ) 'thavAnuM haze tema thaze' isa Azayako kahanekA vaha yathArtha adhikArI nahI hai| usake abhiprAyame pheraphArakI buddhi to par3I rahatI hai| usakI svatantra yogyatA nirantara parAvalambI vartatI hai va use usameM utsAha bar3hatA rahatA hai| yaha bAta svadravya - avalambana karanevAlA jJAnI yathArtha jAnatA hai| 4. ( mithyAdRSTi ) saMsArI jIva svaruci anusAra apanI rasapUrtike hetu amuka parako jAnatA hai; ataH iSTa prAptime bAdhaka kAraNoMse dveSa karatA hai / isakA kAraNa mAtra parAvalambI ruci hI hai, anya nahI / hama saba nitya svakA saMgarUpa vartana kareM, yaha hI bhAvanA hai| - nihAlacandra - [40] OM zrI sadgurudevAya namaH kalakattA 2-1-1964 AtmArthI . zuddhAtma satkAra / ApakA tA. 18-12-63 kA patra yathAsamaya milA thaa| mai yahA~ 17-12 ko vApasa pahu~cA thA / mArgame adhika rukanese dillI nahI Thahara sakA thA / nitya zuddhAtmasvabhAvameM dRSTi abhedakara, tAdAtmyakara, nirvikalpakara, sahaja ahampanese svamUrtikI sthApanA karo ! deha, mana, vANI, rAga va kSAyika-kSaNika bhAvase bhI pAra, sUkSma, ati sUkSma sAmAnya dravyamayI gaTharIrUpa hokara jame raho ! isa nityabalakI adhikAyIse kSaNika pariNAmame khisako nahI ! jJAna rAgase sahaja pRthak hokara, kSaNe-kSaNe vRddhigata hote-hote pUrNa ughar3a jAyegA / - aise pUjya gurudeva zrIke Azayako yathArtha pariNamita kara denA hama sarva mumukSuoMkA sadA sukhAnubhavI kartavya hai / mahAAnandakA nitya bhogavaTA rahe, yahI bhAvanA hai| mokSecchu nihAlacandra

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AdhyAtmika patra kalakattA 20-2-1964 zrI sadgurudevAya namaH AtmArthI zuddhAtma satkAra | patra milA |prm kRpAlu gurudevazrIke mukhAravindase mujha sambandhI nikale sahaja udgAra Apako amuka-amuka sthAnoMke bhAIyoMse jJAta hue so Apa sabane svAbhAvika prasannatA aura utsAhapUrvaka mujhe likhe, so jAne / ___ muktinAthakI isa dAsa pratye sahaja kRpAdRSTi isa bAtakA dyotaka hai ki ati umaMgabharI muktisundarI apratihatabhAve, mujha kRtakRtyake sAtha, mahA AnandamayI askhalita, paramagAr3ha Aliganayukta rahakara zIghrAtizIghra kRtakRtya honA cAhatI hai| parama pitAzrIne hama saba putra maNDalako aTUTa lakSmIbhaNDAra (dRSTirUpI cAbI dvArA kholakara ) bhoga hetu pradAna kiyA hai, ise nitya bhogo, nitya bhogo, yaha hI bhAvanA hai| tIrthakarayoga sUcita karatA hai ki saba sajjana putragaNa isa bhogako niHsandeha bhogate hue nitya amara rhege| "sthAno na kSAyikabhAvanA, ke kSAyopazamika taNA nahI, sthAno na upazamabhAvanA, ke udayabhAva taNA nahI" "guNa anantake rasa sabai, anubhau rasake mAhi, yAtai anubhau sArikhau, aura dUsaro nAhi" pRthak-pRthak patrokI pahuMca sambhava nahI, ataH sahaja milanepara Apa una bhAIyoMko merA yathAyogya sneha bola deveN...| sarva bhAIyoke nitya AnandakA nirIcchakapane icchuka / mAtra mokSa abhilASI nihAlacandra sogAnI

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. 4 - - . . - - . - - . - . . - . A . . . . . . . . . nitya zuddha sukha-sAgarake rasa-prati vRtti dvArA AsvAdana karate rahanA hI hara AtmAke liye parama kArya hai; anya sarva akArya haiM / jaise bhI hove parasanmukha rasa zithila (kSaya) karo ! svasanmukha Anandame nirantara lInatA yaha sthiti pUrNapaNe pragaTa kara degI / nikaTa AtmArthIko isa hetu binA anya lakSya kicit bhI nahI hotA; varanA saMsAra-pratike duHkhose kicit bhI haTanA nahI ho sakatA / - pU. zrI sogAnIjI

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KHIRITERESARITNESTANTANTITANTANTANTASENTASTANIZATAS AUTTINAUTARIANTARISHANARTSAPNRISNA ANPATINAR NER zrI paramAtmane namaH dravyadyaSTi-prakAza [dvitIya khaNDa] pUjya gurudevazrIke pravacana SEEN 1 LEDGE 123 4gangana meM instrur

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zrI paramAtmane namaH zrI paramAtmaprakAza-gAthA 43 para pU. gurudevazrIkA pravacana (Aso vada 10 budhavAra, dinAka 20-10-65) yadyapi paryAyArthikanayase, bhagavAna AtmA - kAraNa zuddha dhruva prabhuko - avasthAkA utpAda - vyaya honA arthAt pUrva avasthAkA abhAva so vyaya aura naI avasthAkA honA so utpAda hai; to bhI paryAyakA pariNamana dravyameM nahI hai / parase to bhinna hI hai lekina paryAya bhI (dhruva) vastumeM nahI hai| vastume karma nahIM hai, zarIra nahIM hai, puNya-pApakA bhAva nahIM hai, utpAdavyayarUpa paryAya vastume nahI hai| survaNake z2evarame, suvarNamese kar3AkI avasthA huI, pIche kuNDalAdi huA isame suvarNa utpAda-vyayase rahita hai| - aise AtmadravyameM pariNamana nahI hai, so kahate hai: AtmA ekIlA ( akelA ) dhruva piNDa hai, usame rAga, vikalpa, utpAda, vyaya nahI hai / isaliye rAga, vikalpa, paryAyaparakA lakSa chor3a de ! vastu, utpAda-vyaya pariNamana binA kI hai| paryAyArthikanayase utpAda-vyaya sahita hai, to bhI dravyArthikanayase utpAda-vyaya rahita hai / vastu anAdi-ananta hai, hai aura hai / usame avasthAkA honA aura nAza honA, so aMtarame nahI hai - dhruvame nahI hai / yaha kisake gharakI bAta hai ? yaha dravya hai, cidghana hai / AtmA ekIlA cidghana hai, dhruva hai, dhruva hai, pratyakSa hai, nitya hai, ekarUpa hai, jisako bhAva-abhAva nahIM / bhAva arthAt paryAyakA utpanna honA aura abhAva arthAt paryAyakA abhAva honA, so vastuke bhItarame nahI hai| dekho, vastuke svabhAvakI acityatA, aparimitatA, behadatA ! svabhAvakA sAmarthya pUrNa dhruva hai| dhruvavastumeM paryAyakA utpAdavyayarUpa pariNamana nahI hai / dravya sadA dhruva...dhruva...dhruva, vastu...vastu...vastu sadA

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223 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 2) nitya... 1 ... nitya... nitya hai / - aisA antara dhruva bhagavAna AtmAme, vItarAgI zAnti dvArA, nirvikalpa zAnti dvArA, usake bala dvArA - dekho; rAgake bala dvArA nahI, nimittake bala dvArA nahI, zarIrake bala dvArA nahIM, zarIrakA saMghayaNakA bala thA isaliye huA - aisA bhI nahIM; so paramAtmAko nijasvarUpa dhruva... dhruva cidghanako nirvikalpa zAnti dvArA, andarameM vItarAgI zAnta samAdhi dvArA, usake balase; zrI tIrthakaradevane, aise dhruvasvarUpako - deha rahA huA so nimittase kahA; isameM yaha bhagavAna aisA hai, aisA - antarameM dekha liyA hai / 58 - bhAvAbhAvahiM saMjuvau bhAvAbhAvahiM so ji / dehi ji diu jiNavarahiM muNi paramappau so ji // 43 // ahA... hA... hA... hA...! yaha paramAtma prakAza hai na! AtmA dehame rahA hai, so asadbhUta upacarita vyavahAra / asadbhUta paryAya so vyavahAra / dravyArthikanaya so nizcaya / isame paryAya hai so vyavahAra / vyavahAra hai hI nahI, aisA kauna kahatA hai ? aise rAgAdi hai hI nahI, aisA kisane kahA ? yaha vyavahAra aura rAgake sahAre nizcaya hai, aisA nahI hai / paryAya-vyavahArake sahAre dravya hai, aisA nahI / - ahA... hA... hA...! yaha anAdi-ananta padArtha hai ki nahI ? andarame puNya aura pApa, Aye aura gaye / bhagavAna AtmA anAdi-ananta dhruva padArtha hai ki nahIM ? yaha AtmAkI vartamAna dazAme, hAlatame, utpAda-vyayakA honA so vyavahAra hai / isaliye eka nyAyase usako abhUtArtha kahA hai / to bhI Azraya lenevAlI paryAya hai / aura paryAya hai so vyavahAra hai / aura vyavahArase nizcaya prApta hotA hai, aisA nahI hai / dravyakA prazna :- nizcayakA Azraya to vyavahArane (- paryAyane) kiyA ne ? uttara :- paryAyane Azraya kiyA, to kisakA kiyA ? kiyA / paryAyane viSaya kiyA hai arthAt bhUtArtha dravya isakA viSaya hai / paryAyake Azrayase bhUtArtha viSaya nahI hotA hai / yaha sUkSma bAta hai /

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pUjya gurudevazrIke pravacana ekadama AtmA dhruva...dhruva...dhruva, apariNAmI - nihAlabhAI kalakattAvAle kahate the - aisA hai / logoMko mAnaneme nahI AtA thA, logoko khabara nahI / nihAlabhAI ajamerake (raIsa) the / vastu ekIlA dhruva hai, apariNAmI hai / dravya, vastu apariNAmI hai / paryAya pariNamatI hai / dravya, vastuko pariNamana kaisA ? ___ yadyapi utpAda aura vyayakara sahita hai arthAt 'pariNataH' zabda saMskRtame par3A hai| bhAI ! yaha to bAdazAhakA ghara hai / sAdhAraNa bAdazAhake yahA~ bhI ThIka hokara jAnekA hotA hai, to phira yaha to paramAtmA khuda, tInalokakA nAtha AtmA khuda hai / ekIlA dhruva...dhruva...dhruva hai / paryAya bhale hI pariNamaname ho / lekina dhruvame paryAya nahIM hai| yaha paramAtma prakAza hai ! eka samayakI paryAya paramAtmA nahI, yahA~ to dravya paramAtmA hai| yaha bhAva-abhAvase rahita hai| utpAda-vyaya sahita hai, to bhI dravyArthikanayase utpAda-vyaya rahita hai / yaha AtmA dhruva...dhruva ekarUpa cidAnanda hai, pariNamana rahita hai, ekIlA vIrya piNDa prabhu hai / AtmA ekIlA caitanya dalarUpa hai / pUra hai, jisamese ananta kevalajJAna calA Ave / AtmA arthAt ekIlA Ananda jo dhruva hai - vaha pariNamana rahita hai| ___ dravyArthikanaya arthAt jisakA prayojana ekIlA dhruvako jAnanekA hai / jo jJAnakA paryAya dhruvako jAnanA cAhatA hai, yaha dhruvameM pariNamana nahI hai / yaha AtmA anantaguNakA piNDa par3A hai| nirmala paryAya, kSAyika samyaktvakI paryAya, yathAkhyAtacAritrakI paryAya bhI vastume kahA~ hai ? saMsAraparyAyakA vyaya aura kaivalyakA utpAda - dono dhruvame nahIM hai / yaha anAdi-ananta bhagavAna antara dhruva vastuko jinavarane dehame rahanepara bhI jAna liyA hai, dhruvako dekha liyA hai, pUre dravyako eka samayameM dekha liyA hai -aisA kahate hai / yaha dravyakI dRSTi huI ki dravya siddhaavasthArUpa, kevalajJAnarUpa pariNamatA hai / siddhasvarUpakA piNDa hI AtmA hai / paryAyame siddha hotA

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 2) hai, arthAt vastutAse siddhasvarUpa hI AtmA hai / dravya to dhruva...dhruva . anAdi-ananta siddha hai, paramAtma svarUpa hai, usame ananta paramAtmA virAjate hai / vastu pUrA vItarAga piNDa hai, usako bhagavAna paramAtmA arihaMta tIrthakaradevane dekha liyA ki yaha dravya, yaha vastu, utpAda-vyaya rahita hai| jAnanevAlI bhale hI paryAya, lekina jAnI huI vastu dhruva; usako vItarAga nirvikalpa AnandarUpa samAdhi dvArA tadbhava mokSake sAdhaka aise jinavaradevane dehameM bhI jAna liyA hai / aisA nahIM ki mokSa hogA tabhI jAnege / yahA~ ne yahaoN jAna liyA hai ki yaha dhruva hai| aisA jAna liyA hai| __ bhAI ! jisameM pariNAma nahI hai / ahA...hA...hA...hA...! g2az2aba bAta hai ! dravya paramAtmA aisA kA aisA trikAla piNDa hai, aisA vItarAga samAdhike balase anubhavakara - aisA ziSyako bhI kahate haiM ki anubhava kara ! zrI paramAtmaprakAza-gAthA 65 para pU. gurudevakA pravacana (sa 2022, kArataka vada 1,di 10-11-65) bandhu vi mokkhu vi sayalu jiya jIvaha~ kammu jnnei| appA kiMpi ki kuNai Navi Nicchau eU~ bhaNei // 65 // bhagavAna tIrthakaradeva, sarvajJadeva, paramAtmA aisA kahate haiM - yaha vastu hai jo AtmA, so AtmA, so dhruva, caitanya, Anandakanda, jJAyakamUrti, anantaguNakA dhruvasvabhAva AtmA hai / AtmA vastu jo hai so dhruva, binA Adi-antakA, akRtrima, sAmAnya dhruvatattva hai| AtmA kyA hai ? usakI jIvane anantakAlameM dRSTi nahIM kii| __ bhagavAna sarvajJa paramAtmA tIrthakaradeva, jisane eka samayameM, sUkSmakAlameM tInakAla-tInaloka pratyakSa dekhA aura jAnA- aisA arihaMta bhagavAna, jisane eka samayameM, kevalajJAna-kevaladarzanakI dazA dvArA tInakAla, tInaloka dekhA-jAnA; vo bhagavAnakI vANIme aisA AyA ki bhaiyA ! nizcayase arthAt

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pUjya gurudevazrIke pravacana satya dRSTise dekhA jAya to vastu bhagavAna AtmA, sat, zAzvata, dhruvapadArtha hai, jisame behada jJAna-darzana-Ananda aisI zaktiyoMkA sattvarUpa Atmatattva hai / so vastutattva parako grahe yA chor3e so vastume nahI / / vastu, khuda zAzvata Ananda, anAdi-ananta, dhruva, caitanyakI mUrti, anantaguNakA sAmAnya dhruva ekarUpa-aisA nizcaya AtmA, aisA sata bhagavAna parako grahe yA chor3e, so vastuke svarUpameM nahI hai| bhagavAna kyA kahate hai ? so jIvane kabhI vAstavika tattvako sunA hI nahI / paramAtmA tIrthakara jinavara devane aisA kahA hai - anantakAlase yaha vastu jo hai khuda padArtha, svayaM ananta AnandarUpa hai / nava tattvame AtmA hai so dhruva, jJAyaka, Anandakanda, sat cidAnanda, zuddhasvarUpa jaisA paryAyame bhagavAnakA hai, aisA yaha AtmavastukA svarUpa hai / so vastu khuda parako bandhana kare yA chor3e so vastuke svarUpame nhii| ___so vastu akhaNDa, Ananda, jJAyakamUrti, satcid, anAdi-ananta, akRtrima sattva, Atmavastu khuda eka samayakI avasthAme nahI AtI / paryAya jo hai usame - avasthAme - hAlatame, vastukI antarasanmukhakI dRSTi binA, parasanmukhakI dRSTise, eka aMzake lakSase, utpanna huA mithyAtvabhAva aura rAga-dveSabhAva usako karma kahaneme AtA hai, yaha bhAvakarma hai / aura usake nimittase bandha huA rajakapa-jar3a-jJAnAvaraNAdi ATha karma, ye jar3a karma hai / ve bhAvakarma hai aura ye jar3akarma hai / vastu khuda paramasvarUpa, paramAtmA svayaM hai / yaha paramAtma prakAza hai ! yaha bAta aba kI hai bhaiyA ! yadi tU paramAtmA pUrNa na ho to paryAyame paramAtmA kahA~se hogA ? choTI pIpara ke pratyeka dAneme pUrNa caraparAI bharI na ho to ghisaneera bAhara AvegI kahaoNse ? kyA caraparAI bAharase AtI hai ? bhItarameM zaktirUpa par3I hai so pragaTa hotI hai / aise bhagavAna AtmA, arihanta aura siddhakI avasthArUpa, paryAyarUpa, kevalajJAna, kevaladarzana, pUrNa AnandarUpa 'paramAtmA' paryAyame hotA hai, so paryAya kahA~se hotI hai ? kyA bAharase AtI hai ? Apa khuda paramAtmA anantaguNakI khAna-nidhAna

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62 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 2) vastu hai / dravya aisA jo AtmA, usakI antara dRSTi nahIM karake, anAdise bAhyadRSTi dvArA, pUrNa padArtha kyA hai - vaisA dRSTimeM na lenepara, vartamAna aMzako, rAgako, vikalpako, indriyako lakSame lekara vartamAna paryAyame vikAra utpanna karatA hai / so karmake liye hue caturagatimeM bhramaNa karatA hai, vandhako prApta hotA hai; karmake abhAvase mukta hotA hai; - aise karmake sadbhAvase vandhana aura karmake abhAvase mukti hai| vastu AtmA to trikAla nirvikalpasvarUpa hai / - yaha sUkSma bAta hai| Atmatattva arthAt bhagavAna sarvajJa tIrthakaradevane kahA aisA AtmA, eka sekanDa bhI anantakAlame, dRSTime liyA nahIM / aura sava viparIta kara-kara parezAna huA, -aisA bhagavAna sarvajJa kahate hai| bhagavAna sarvajJa samavasaraName virAjate hai taba indrAdikI upasthitime cakravartI, baladeva, vAsudeva, Adiko aisA kahate hai / mahAvideha kSetrame vartamAname bhagavAna sImandhara paramAtmA manuSyadeha sahita virAjate hai so bhagavAna aisA faramAte hai : bho AtmA ! cAra gatikA bandhana aura yaha bandhanakA abhAva - ye donoM vastuke svarUpame nahI hai / vartamAna paryAya nayI utpanna hotI hai aura vyaya hotI hai| bhAvArtha :- anAdikAlase karma aura AtmAkA sambandha hai / karma rajakaNa vastu hai, sUkSma dhUli jar3a hai| AtmA arUpI caitanya Anandakanda hai / usakI samIpame ( eka kSetrAvagAha ) ATha karma-jJAnAvaraNAdi-sUkSma dhUlirUpa hai; - usakA sambandha ayathArthasvarUpa arthAt jhUThI nayase - anupacarita asadbhUta vyavahAranayase hai| ye antarakI bAteM jIvane sunI nahI / anantabAra navamI graiveyaka gayA, lekina vAstavika tattva-caitanyabhagavAnakA samyakajJAna jIvane eka sekanDamAtra bhI kiyA nahI, aisA sarvajJa paramAtmA kahate haiM / binA AtmajJAna saba kiyA, kriyAkAMDa, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, tapa Adi bahuta zubhabhAva huA, svargame bhI gayA, lekina usase janma-maraNakA anta AyA nhiiN| dhUlikA deva huA, dhUlikA rAjA huA, dhUlikA ( paisAvAlA) seTha huA,

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63 pUjya gurudevazrIke pravacana lekina bhagavAna AtmAkI zraddhA va jJAna jIvane anantakAlame kiyA nahI / aisA jo bhagavAna AtmA usako anAdise ayathArthasvarUpa arthAt jhUThI, anupacaritaasadbhUtavyavahAranayase ATha karmakA sambandha hai| -isa prakArakI bAta hI abhI to calatI nahI / dharmake nAmapara hA-ho aura dhamAla hotI hai| kitane loga to vyApAra-dhaMdhemese nivRtti nahI pAte hai aura kitane dharmake nAmapara bAhya kriyAkAMDame santuSTa hai / vastu kyA hai ? AtmAkA svarUpa kyA hai ? usakA kaisA kaisA sambandha hai ? kauna sambandhase paribhramaNa' hai ? - kucha patA nhii| yahA~ to kahate hai ki bhagavAna AtmAkA antarasvarUpa behada jJAna aura AnandakA kanda hai / usako anAdise jar3a karmakA sambandha jhUThI nayase hai; vAstavika sambandha nahI honese jhUThI nayase sambandha kahA / samIpa hai isaliye sambandha; nimitta hai isaliye vyavahAra kahA / jar3akarmakA bandha anupacaritaasadbhUtavyavahAranayase arthAt jhUThI nayase hai, aisA kahaneme AtA hai / yaha caitanya aura ve jar3a - donokA sambandha jhUThI nayase hai to kuTumba-parivArakA AtmAse sambandha hai hI nhii| dUsarI bAtaH- bhagavAna-vastu, paramAtmasvarUpa, svayaM dravyasvarUpa, akhaNDa, jJAyakabhAva-tattva, usako puNya-pApa-dayA-dAna-kAma-bhogAdike bhAva hai, so azuddha nizcayanayase hai arthAt vartamAnaaMzame hai / rajakaNa dUra hai; usakI jAtime aura aMzame nahI hai - vastu jo dhruva trikAla hai, usame to karma nahI hai lekina eka samayakI avasthAme bhI karma nahI hai / vastu jo hai akhaNDa, Ananda, jJAyakamUrti, cidAnanda, paramAtmA khuda, aisA jo bhagavAna AtmAko vartamAnaavasthAmeM sambandha hai / karma to dazAmeM nahI the isaliye jhUThI nayase sambandha kahA thA / yahA~ to vartamAnadazAme sambandha hai, isaliye dazAme nizcaya hai lekina azuddha hai| puNya, pApa, kAma, krodha, dayA, dAnAdike vikalpa jo uThate hai so vikAra hai, rAga hai, so eka aMzame hai - isatiye nizcaya kahA aura azuddha honese azuddhanizcayase sambandha hai - aisA kahA / yaha to 'paramAtma prakAza' hai ! bahuta alaukika

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 2) gAthA hai ! rAgAdi bhAvakarma arthAt puNya aura pApake jo vikalpa uThate hai arthAt zubha-azubhabhAva uThate haiM so malina honese bhAvakarma kahaneme AtA hai, so usa paryAyakA bhAva hai, dravyakA nahIM / 'dravya', paryAyavinAkA hai / dravyame paryAya kahA~ hai ? dhruva vastu hai usame paryAya kahA~ thI? dravya to dravya hI hai| bhagavAna AtmA anAdi-ananta, akRtrima vastu sat hai, anantakAlakA eka hI sattva hai so vastu vehada jJAna-darzana-Anandase bharA huA, sattvakA tattva - aisA jo dravya, usakI vartamAna eka samayakI avasthAmeM parakA sambandha kahanA so dhruvake liye asadbhUta arthAt jhUThI nayase hai / aura aisA akhaNDa pUrNa dravya honepara bhI, usake eka aMzame puNya, pApa, rAga, dveSa; aura yaha puNya aura puNyake phala ThIka hai - aisA jo mithyAdRSTikA mithyAtabhAvaH so paryAyake eka aMzame hai / aMzame hai, isaliye nizcaya kahA aura malina honese azuddha kahA / bhagavAna AtmA eka sekanDake asaMkhya bhAgame pUraNa, dhruva, Anandakanda, dravya vastu hai, usakA rAga aura vikalpame prema karake anAdara kiyA; he jIva ! usame tere jIvanakA ghAta hotA hai| parama AnandamUrti bhagavAna vastu, jisakI khAnameM ananta paramAtmA par3A hai, siddhakI samaya-samayakI ananta avasthA hotI hai, aisA ananta paramAtmA AtmadravyameM par3A hai - aisA jo Atmadravya vastu, usa vastukA vartamAna paryAyaaMzameM Adara chor3akara, eka samayake aMzakA Adara kiyA, isaliye mithyAtva bhAva huA, aura isaliye jo rAga-dveSa huA so azuddhanizcayase huA hai / zuddhanizcaya svabhAvameM ve nahI hai|| bhagavAna ! terI bAta bhagavAna kahate hai / bhagavAna sarvajJa prabhu samavasaraNa-dharmasabhAmeM kahate the / divyadhvanimeM aisA AyA ki prabhu ! tU pUrNa svarUpa vastu hai ! isakA tUne Adara nahI kiyA aura eka samayakI paryAyako lakSame lekara, mithyAbhrama aura rAga-dveSa utpanna kiye hai, so eka

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pUjya gurudeva zrIke pravacana 65 samayakI paryAyame, terI paryAyake astitvame utpanna huA vikAra hai / yaha vikAra aura terA sambandha azuddhanizcayase hai / bhAI tU kauna hai ? aura terI bhUla kitanI ? kitane samayakI ? isakA vicAra tUne kabhI kiyA nahI / yahA~ kahate hai ki bhagavAna ! vAstavame terA svarUpa azuddhanizcayase utpanna huye vikAra aura karmake sambandha vinAkA - trikAlI pUrNa vasturUpa hai / eka samayame bhagavAna pUrNAnanda vastu hai; aura azuddhatA hai so AtmAkI avasthAme hai / usako trikAlIke sAtha azuddhanizcayase sambandha kahaneme AtA hai| saMyoga sava kahA~ rahA ? usake sAtha sambandha kaisA ? strI, dukAna, z2evara, makAna, Adike sAthakA sambandha asadbhUta-jhUThI nayase-vyavahArase, nimittarUpa honese upacArase hai - dUra hai isaliye / karmake rajakaNa najadIka hai, eka kSetrAvagAha hai, isaliye usako anupacAra kahA; phira bhI asadbhUta hai kyoki jIvakI paryAyame nahI hai, bhinna hai / ve eka kSetrame bhinna hai; aura saMyoga bhinna kSetrame bhinna hai; isaliye asadudbhUtanayase upacAra hai / vAstavame isake sAtha samvandha nahI hai| zarIrako AtmA thor3e hI rakha sakatA hai ? zarIrakI avasthA, rAga aura vikalpake AdhIna trikAlame nahI hai, aisA bhagavAna kahate hai / ajIvatattvakI avasthAko jIva yadi kare to ajIvakI svatantratA nahI rahatI / bhagavAna kAraNatattvame, yaha dhUli nahIM hai bhinna tattva hai / eka samayakI avasthAme malina puNya-pApake bhAva so azuddha aMza hai / vaha aMzase bandha huA / karmase bandha aura karma chUTanese mukti hotI hai| paryAya bandha-mukti hai, vastume bandha-mukti nahI / vItarAga sarvajJakathita tattva santone AsAna kara diyA hai / - yaha jar3akarmase mukti bhI asadbhUtavyavahArase hai / yaha asadbhUta sambandha thA aura puNya-pApake bhAvakA sambandha bhI asadbhUtanizcayase thA - ye dono chUTa gayA / yaha sUkSma bAta hai / vItarAgakathita tattva bahuta gUr3ha hai / bhagavAna AtmA vastu, anAdi-ananta dhruvatattva, usakI paryAyame aisA

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66 dravyadRSTi- prakAza (bhAga - 2) F do prakAra kahA avasthAme malinabhAva so azuddha nizcayase sambandha kahA aura rajakaNakA sambandha ekakSetrAvagAha honese asadbhUta anupacAra kahA / do nayase bandha aura muktiko kahA ki asadbhUtase bandha aura asadbhUtase mukti / yadyapi mukti AtmAke AzrayapUrvaka hai to bhI vyavahArase kahaneme AtI hai / nizcaya zuddha paramAtmAko bandhakA honA aura bandhakA abhAva, so dravyameM. vastume nahI; isako yahA~ zuddha kahate hai / eka samayakI avasthAme bandha aura bandhakA abhAva hai; so bandhake abhAvakI apekSA bhI azuddhanizcayase lAgU hotI hai / azuddhanizcaya aura vyavahAra ekArtha hai / usakA aMza hai isaliye vyavahArase bandha aura vyavahArase mukti hai / nizcayasvarUpa bhagavAna dravyasvarUpame bandha aura mukti vastu nahI hai / bhAI ! vastu jo hai so trikAlItattva hai, usame bandha hove to vastukA abhAva ho jAya aura isakI muktikA artha kyA ? vastumeM bandha aura mukti hai nahI / yahA~ to upacArase kahakara vyavahArame, bandha-mukti donoko DAlA hai / bhAI ! terA padArtha bhagavAna jitanA bar3A padArtha hai ! bhagavAnakA AtmA aura yaha AtmAme vastutAse kucha farka nahI / inhone avasthAme paryAyame farqa kiyA / paryAya arthAt vyavahArase farka huA / bastume farka nahI hai | bhagavAna AtmA caitanyasUrya hai / caitanyakA piDa prabhu AtmA hai / ekIlA caitanyakA prakAzakA piDa prabhu AtmA hai / isakA abhAna honese, eka samayakI avasthAmeM utpanna kiyA huA vikAra-vikalpa, mithyAtvabhAva- paralakSIbhAva - jisake nimittase jar3akarma bandhA ye dono azuddhavyavahAranayase hai| zuddhanizcayase vastusvarUpame vastu hai so hai| sym - - vAstavame to bhagavAna AtmA vastu hai, usakA Azraya karake paryAya huI, so bhI bhedarUpa huI na ? yaha vyavahAra huA / mokSamArga bhI vyavahAra huA / yahA~ nizcaya vyavahArakI ( jo mokSamArgakI paryAya hotI hai, isakI ) bAta nahIM hai| yahAeN to dravya-paryAyakI bAta hai / bhagavAna AtmA, vastu... vastu... vastu... anAdi-ananta, dhruva, ananta guNakA piDa, usakA

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pUjya gurudevazrIke pravacana 67 samyagdarzanameM Azraya kiyA aura jo ( nirmala ) paryAya pragaTa huI, so paryAya vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai / paryAya hai so vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai / antarame pUrNa ekAgra honepara kevalajJAna pragaTa huA, siddha huA, ye saba vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai / vyavahAra arthAt trikAlI dravyakA eka aMza hai / zuddhadazA bhI eka aMza hai, trikAlI svarUpa nahI / saMsAra bhI paryAya hai, aura mokSa bhI nirvikArI pUrNa dazA hai / vastu to anAdi - ananta dhruva hai / vastu jo zuddha pAriNAmika svabhAva hai, jo kabhI pariNamatI nahI hai, utpAda-vyayame nahIM AtI hai / AtmAme naI avasthA utpanna hotI hai, purAnI avasthAkA nAza hotA hai, so paryAyakA kArya hai / vastu dhruva hai, so jaisI kI taisI hai / avinazvara zaktimAna svatattva hai, so zuddha pAriNAmika hai arthAt parama satyasvarUpa, ekarUpa paramabhAva hai / vikAra-paryAya eka samayakA bhAva, aparamabhAva hai / usako, vastu jo trikAlI hai so zuddha paramabhAvako grahaNa karanevAlA nizcayanayase, nahI karatI hai / bhagavAna zuddha pAriNAmikavastu svayaM na to bandhako karatI hai aura na bandhake abhAvako karatI hai / kevalajJAna bhI eka samayakI dazA hai, kevalajJAna bhI trikAlIvastu nahI / trikAlIko jAnanepara bhI kevalajJAna eka samayakI dazA hai / siddha bhI eka samayakI dazA hai / utpAda - vyaya-dhruvasvarUpa vastu kyA hai ? avasthAme kyA hai ? parame kyA ? isako dUsarA kauna-kaunake sAtha kaisA sambandha hai ? ye saba jAne binA, he jIva ! tU kyA karegA ? haritakAya AdikA tyAga karatA hai, lekina tyAga kyA hai ? isakI qhabara nahI, to tyAga kahA~ se kiyA ? aise jIvako AtmAkA khudakA tyAga dRSTime hotA hai / eka samayakI hAlata hai, jo dazA, so dazA saMsArakI ho yA saMsArake abhAvakI ho, vastusvarUpa paramapAriNAmika sat... sat... sat... anAdi - ananta aisA AtmA, eka nayase vikArako karatA bhI nahI, vikArako TAlatA bhI nahI / bandha aura mokSase rahita bhagavAna vastusvarUpa hai / dhruva... dhruva... akhaNDAnanda dravyame, vartamAna paryAyakA bandha aura bandhakA *

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68 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 2) abhAva vastume nahI hai - aisA bhagavAnane kahA hai| trilokanAtha bhagavAna tIrthakaradeva sau indrokI upasthitime aisA faramAte the| paramAtmA sImandhara prabhu mahAvideha kSetrame birAjate hai / aise bIsa tIrthakara vartamAname birAjate haiN| kitane lAkha kevalI birAjate hai| - yaha bAta siddha ho cukI hai / yaha bhagavAna faramAte hai - traNakAlake bhagavanta yahI faramAte hai - vastu jo ekarUpa dravya, paramasvarUpa, trikAla Anandakanda, jJAyaka dravya, aisA zuddhAtmA ArAdhane yogya hai / ArAdhanevAlI to paryAya hai| vastu antara anantaguNakA piDa, ekarUpa, dhruvavastu jisame bandha-mokSakI paryAya nahI hai, aisA AtmA bhItarame zraddhAnake yogya hai, arthAt usakI dRSTi aura anubhava karane yogya hai / aisA akhaNDAnanda dravya caitanyamUrtipara antarame TakaTakI lagAkara ekAgratA karanI yogya hai| - aisI ekAgratAkA nAma dharma hai, arthAt mokSamArga hai| bhAI ! suna to sahI terI riddhi !! tU kaisA hai ! aura kitanA hai ! sune binA kaise samajhe ? aura binA samajhe dharma kahA~se ho ? (bAjArameM) mAla leneko jAtA hai to bhI yahI cIz2a lenA hai aisA nizcaya karatA hai, varanA kAma kaise hoya ? aise yaha AtmA kaisA hai ? isako dekhanA hai. grahanA hai, samajhanA hai, varanA dharma kahA~se hogA ? dharma karanA hai, lekina hogA kaise ? isakI qhabara nahI hai / yahA~ to kahate haiM ki dharma sIdhA AtmAmese hotA hai| zuddha vastu akhaNDAnanda prabhu AtmA, isakI antara zraddhA, jJAna aura anubhava karanepara dharma AtmAmeMse AtA hai; dUsarI orase dharma A sake, aisA nahIM hai| zuddha AtmA prabhu jisako eka samayakI paryAya - rAgakI avasthA, bandha aura bandhake abhAvakI - nahI hai, aisI jo dhruvavastu paramAtmA caitanyatArA, usako pahacAnakara, dRSTi-jJAna karake, Tharane yogya hai; isake binA, vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmAke paMthameM dUsarA kucha mArga nahI hai| loga dUsarA mAnate haiM, kalpanA karate hai| (jaina) sampradAyavAleko patA nahI hai to dUsareko to patA kahaoNse ho ?

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pUjya gurudeva zrIke pravacana zrI paramAtmaprakAza-gAthA 68 para pU. gurudeva zrIkA pravacana ( kArtika vada 5, dinAka 23 - 12 - 65, zanivAra ) Navi uppa Na vi marai baMdhu Na mokkhu karei / jiu paramatyeM joiyA jiNavaru eu bhaNei // 68 // yadyapi yaha AtmA, vastu jo dravya, zuddha paramapAriNAmikabhAvarUpa vastu hai, so vastu na bandhakI kartA hai, na mokSamArgakI kartA hai, na mokSakI kartA hai - yaha sUkSma vAta hai / vastu jo dravya dhruvavastu hai, so saMsArake bhAvako nahI karatI hai, mokSamArgako nahI karatI hai aura mokSako nahI karatI hai / AtmA akhaNDAnanda dhruvatattva vastu, aisA AtmA, janma, maraNa, bandha, mokSa Adi avasthAko nahI karatA hai / vartamAna paryAyame vastu zuddha dravya hai aisI zuddhAtmAnubhUtikA abhAva honese - zubha-azubha upayogako karatA huA, jIvana-maraNa, zubha-azubha karmabandhako karatA hai / vastu to paryAya rahita hai / vastu jo hai dhruva nizcayatattva, so nizcayakA viSaya hai / aura usakI jo paryAya hai so vyavahAratattva, vyavahArakA viSaya hai / aise AtmAkA vyavahAratattva hai so paryAya hai / aura AtmAkA nizcayatattva hai so ekarUpa dhruva... dhruva ... dhruva hai / aura vyavahAratattvarUpa paryAyame jaba taka vastukA lakSa, ruci, sthiratA, anubhUti, mokSamArgakA abhAva hai taba taka zubhAzubha bhAvako paryAya karatI hai / AtmA karatA hai usakA artha dravya nahI, paryAya karatI hai / dravya caitanyabhagavAna, jJAyakasvarUpa jo vastu hai, so to paryAya binAkI, utpAda-vyaya binAkI hai / utpAda-vyaya jo hai so vyavahAranayakA viSaya AtmA hai| nizcayakA viSaya trikAla dhruva hai / nizcayatattva jo vastu, usake anubhavakI vyavahAraparyAya jo hai anubhUti arthAt jJAyakamUrtikA zraddhAna, jJAna, ramaNatArUpa anubhava arthAt mokSakA mArga aisI jo zuddha vyavahAraparyAya, usake abhAvame paryAyame zubha-azubhabhAvako karatA hai aura zubhaazubhabhAvake kAraNa janma-maraNako karatA hai; aura zuddhAtmAnubhUtike pragaTa honepara zuddhopayogase pariNata - 69 -

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70 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 2) mokSako kartA hai / ( - isakA vivaraNa : ) vastu to vastu hai / so vastu jJAyaka caitanya padArtha - usake anubhavarUpa zraddhAna, jJAna aura zAnti so anubhUti - paryAya pragaTa honepara jo AtmAkI vyavahAraparyAya, mokSamArgakI paryAya, usako vyavahAratattva kahaneme AtA hai / zuddhopayogase pariNata yaha bhI paryAya arthAt vyavahAra AtmA hai / zuddhasvabhAvameM ekalakSa karake, zuddhopayogarUpa paryAyarUpa pariNamakara, mokSako kartA hai so bhI vyavahAra hai / mokSaparyAya bhI vyavahAra hai / dravya jo hai nizcaya dhruva, usare bandha, mokSa, mokSamArga nahI hai / nizcayanayakI satvastu trikAla ekarUpa hai| ____bhAI ! dhruvatattva, trikAla ekarUpa sadRza tattva hai, usame bandha-mokSa nahIM hai / mAtra eka samayakI paryAyame - utpAda-vyayarUpa paryAyarUpa vyavahAra meM, zuddhAtmAnubhUtike abhAvase, zubhAzubha pariNamatA hai aura jIvana-maraNa karatA hai; aura yahI dravya svakI zuddhAtmAnubhUtike kAlameM, zuddhopayogarUpa pariNamana karake mokSako karatA hai| mokSakI paryAyako kAryarUpa karatA hai, so mokSa bhI vyavahAraparyAya hai / nizcayadravyame paryAya nahIM hai| isa prakAra avasthAmeM honepara bhI zuddhapAriNAmikaparamabhAvagrAhaka zuddhanayase AtmA bandha aura mokSakA kartA nahI hai / zuddha pAriNAmikabhAva, dhruva...dhruva...dhruva, eka samayakI avasthA, paryAya, utpAda-vyaya binAkA tattva hai / nizcayaAtmA bandha-mokSakA kartA nahI / paryAyarUpa vyavahAra AtmA, zubhAzubha bandhako kare aura paryAyame anubhUtise mokSako kare / vastu sadRza rahanevAlI cIz2a caitanya...caitanya...caitanya, ekarUpa rahanevAlI vastu so nizcayanayakA viSaya hai - yahI nizcayatattva hai / avasthAkA utpanna honA aura avasthAkA nAza honA, yaha vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai - yaha paryAyatattva hai / yahA~ paradravyake sAtha kucha sambandha nahIM hai, isa prakArake vyavahArakI bAta nahIM hai / nizcaya dhruvame paryAya nahI hai, ekalA dhruva hai, sadRzabhAva, zuddha pAriNAmikabhAva, nikAla ekarUpa, anantaguNakA ekarUpa - usameM bandha nahIM hai, mokSa nahI hai aura mokSakA mArga nahI hai / vastu tattva hai, usakA do prakAra - eka zAzvata rahanevAlA sadRza hai aura eka paryAyarUpa honehAlA visadRza hai|

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pUjya gurudevazrIke pravacana 71 visadRzakA artha vikAra nahI - usakA artha utpAda-vyayarUpa honA - aisA hai| yaha sava paryAya aparamabhAva hai / mokSa, mokSakA mArga ye saba aparamabhAva hai, kSAyikabhAva bhI aparamabhAva hai, paramabhAva nahIM hai / trikAlI dhruva sadRza rahe so paramabhAva hai / yahI dhruvapara dRSTi denA, paryAyakI ora na dekhanA, to mukti hogI, aisA kahanekA abhiprAya hai / dhruvakA AkhA kanda par3A hai| isake vinA samyaktva nahI hotA, jJAna nahI hotA, cAritra nahI hotA, mukti nahIM hotI / kArya hotA hai paryAyase / lekina yaha kAraNa' jo 'mahA bhagavAna' kaisA hai / / - usakI zraddhA, jJAna vinA mokSamArga utpanna nahIM hotaa| vItarAga sarvajJadevakathita tattvako, jIvane jAnA nahI / 'bhagavAna AtmA, sadRza dhruva, paramapAriNAmikabhAva hai' isa dRSTise dekhaneme Ave to vandha aura mokSa isame nahI hai / mokSa bhI aparamabhAva hai / mokSakA mArga to aparamabhAva hai hI, magara kevaladarzana, kevalajJAna, kevalaAnanda, kevalavIrya ye bhI eka samayakI paryAya - aparamabhAva hai / trikAlIbhAva paramabhAva hai| dravya pariNamana vinAkA, utpAda-vyaya vinAkA hai / usapara dRSTi denekI hai| - aisA sunakara ziSyane prazna kiyA : zuddha dravyArthikanayakara AtmA mokSakA kartA nahI hai, to aisA samajhanA cAhie ki zuddhanayakara mokSa hI nahI hai aura jaba mokSa hI nahI taba yala karanA vRthA hai ? isakA uttara kahate hai : vastu jo sat cid trikAla, vaha svayaM vandha-mokSako nahI karatI hai| pariNata huI paryAyame bandha-mokSa yA mokSamArga hai| zuddha nizcayanayase vastume bandha-mokSa nahI hai to zuddhanayase mokSakA puruSArtha bhI nahI hai / mokSa hai, vaha vandhapUrvaka hai| mokSakI paryAya AtmAme hotI hai, vaha bandhapUrvaka hai / bandhakA utpAda hotA hai, usakA nAza hokara vAdame mokSa hotA hai| aura jo bandha hai, vaha zuddha nizcayanayakara hotA hI nahI / vastusvarUpase, zuddha nizcayanayase bandha ho to bandha kabhI chUTe nhii| zuddha nizcaya arthAt zuddha sattva, vastu trikAla ekarUpako (zuddha ) nayase

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7. dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 2) dekhanepara bandha hotA hI nahI / isa kAraNa bandhake abhAvarUpa mokSa hai, yaha bhI zuddha nizcayanayakara nahI hai / jo zuddha nizcayase bandha hotA to hamezA bandhA hI rahatA / kaisI bAta hai ! dhruva rahanevAlI vastuko, dhruvakI dRSTise dekhaneme Ave aura bandha isame hove to bandha bhI dhruva rahe, aisA kahate hai| bandhakA abhAva kabhI na ho sake / vasturUpa, nityapaNe, dhruvarUpa bandha hove to bandhakA bhI nAza na ho sake / isake bAreme samajhaneke liye dRSTAMta kahate hai : koI eka puruSa saoNkalase bandha rahA hai / aura koI eka puruSa bandha rahita hai / unamese jo pahale bandhA thA usako 'mukta' aisA kahanA ThIka mAlUma par3atA hai / aura dUsarA jo bandhA hI nahI usako jo 'Apa chUTa gaye' aisA kahA jAya to vaha krodha-kare ki, mai kaba bandhA thA ! so yaha mujhe chUTA kahatA hai ? bandhA hove vaha chUTe / isaliye bandheko to chUTA kahanA ThIka hai; aura bandhA hI na ho use chUTA kaise kaha sakate hai ? usI prakAra yaha jIva zuddha nizcayanayakara bandhA huA nahI hai / vastu jo hai, tattva hai, hai, vaha hai, sadRza hai, ekIlA sadRza guNakA sattva hai - dravya so kabhI bandhA huA nahI hai / dravyako bandhA huA kahanA aura dravyako mukta kahanA so ThIka nahIM / bandha-mukti, utpAda-vyaya paryAya binAkA dravya, aisA bhagavAna paramAtmA zuddha nizcayanayase bhUtArtha hai| nizcayase yathArtha hai / usakI dRSTi karanese, usakA anubhava karanese samyagdarzana hotA hai| deva-zAstra-guru to bAhara rahe, vikalpa bhI bAhara rahA aura nizcaya-vyavahArakI paryAya bhI bAhara raha gii| * dRSTiko nimittapara rakhanese samyagdarzana hotA hai ? - tIna kAlame nhii| * dRSTiko vikalpa, dayA, dAna, bhakti, pUjAke bhAvapara rakhanese samyagdarzana hotA hai ? - tIna kAlameM nhii| * dRSTiko, kSayopazamajJAna-vIryAdikI jo paryAya pragaTa hai usa para rakhanese samyagdarzana hotA hai ? - tIna kAlame nahI / bandha bhI vyavahAranayakara hai / AtmAko vikArame aTakI huI rAgakI

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pUjya gurudevazrIke pravacana 73 paryAya bhI vyavahArase hai / mukti bhI vyavahAranayase hai / zuddha nizcayanayakara na bandha hai, na mokSa hai / azuddha nayakara bandha hai so vyavahAranaya huA / bandha aura mokSakI vyavasthA, yaha azuddhanaya hai / azuddhanaya kaho yA vyavahAranaya kaho, eka hI bAta hai| mokSa bhI sadbhUta upacaritavyavahAranayakA viSaya hai / mokSakI paryAya jo hai, yaha svayaM vyavahAra hai / svabhAvaAzrita mokSakA mArga jo nizcaya samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra hai so paryAya vyavahAra hai / vyavahAra mokSamArga jo dayA-dAnakA vikalpa so vyavahArakI bAta yahA~ nahIM hai; ve to bandhamArgame gaye / kaSAyakI maMdatAkA pariNAma, bhakti, pUjA, dayA, dAna, deva-zAstra-guru pratikI zraddhAkA bhAva, so rAga to bandhakI paryAya hai, nizcayame to hai hI nhiiN| yaha bandhakA abhAvarUpa mokSamArga so bhI vyavahAra paryAya hai / utpAda-vyayarUpa paryAya hai, vaha dhruva nahI hai| svabhAvake Azrita zuddhopayogakA pariNamana so bhI vyavahAra hai| mokSa bhI vyavahAra hai / eka apUrNa paryAya hai, eka pUrNa paryAya hai - dono vyavahAra hai| paryAya svayaM vyavahAra hai / Azraya lenevAlI paryAya vyavahAra hai| jisakA Azraya leneme AtA hai so vastu nizcaya hai / vyavahArakA artha vikalpa aura bheda nahI; paryAya aMza hai isaliye vyavahAra hai / vyavahArakI vyAkhyA kyA ? dhruvame utpAda-vyayakA honA so vyavahAra hai; yahI siddhAnta hai| Agamapaddhatime dayA, dAnake bhAvako vyavahAra kahate hai / adhyAtmapaddhatime to zuddha paryAyako vyavahAra kahate hai / dravya zuddha nizcaya hai / dravya jo hai so niSkriya hai / trikAlI dhruvake avalambanase jo nirmala paryAya huI, yaha mokSakA mArga sakriya hai| dhruvame, sakriyapanA - pariNamana kahA~ hai ? dravyasvabhAva to niSkriya hai| vikalpa hai so bandhakA pariNamanarUpa sakriya hai / mokSakA mArga hove so nirmala paryAyarUpa pariNAma, sakriya avasthA hai / aura pUrNa paryAya mokSarUpa sakriya avasthA huii| aho ! vItarAgakathita tattva alaukika hai ! aho ! vItarAga dvArA anubhava kiyA huA pUrNa mArga ! zrImad rAjacandrajIne kahA hai na : "aho ! yaha dehakI racanA ! aho ! yaha cetanakA sAmarthya ! aho

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74 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 2) jJAnI ! aho ! jJAnIkI gaveSaNA ! aho ! jJAnIkA dhyAna ! aho ! jJAnIkI samAdhi ! aho ! unake vacanakA yoga ! - antarakI bAtame vItarAgatAke bhAsame ye udgAra hai ! ahA...hA...hA...hA...! bhagavAna AtmA, nikAlI tattva, aise nizcayasvarUpame sakriyatA yA bandha-mokSa kaise ho ? nizcaya mokSamArgarUpa pariNamana bhI sakriya hai| bhagavAna AtmA zuddha caitanya dravya niSkriya hai| niSkriya arthAt parapadArthakI kriyA kare aisA nahI, rAga kare yaha bhI niSkriya nahI, lekina mokSamArgakI paryAya bhI jisame nahI hai / vastu tattva niSkriya, vaha mokSakI sakriya paryAyako kaise kare ? zuddha nizcayanayase na bandha hai, na mokSa hai| vAstavame azuddha nizcayanayase hI bandha hai / azuddha nizcaya arthAt vyavahAra paryAya ekadeza zuddhanaya hai arthAt vyavahAra hai, isaliye bandhake nAzakA yatna bhI avazya karanA cAhie / arthAt dhruvakA prayatna antarlakSa karanA cAhie / yahA~ yaha abhiprAya hai ki, siddha samAna apanA zuddhAtmA, arthAt zuddha...zuddha...zuddha...dravya vastu AtmA, vItarAga nirvikalpa samAdhime lIna puruSoko upAdeya hai / bhagavAna AtmA, usa orakI binA rAgakI zraddhA, jJAna aura zAnti, aisI arAgI - vItarAgI zraddhA, jJAna aura zAntike kAlame, yaha AtmA upAdeya arthAt dRSTime AtA hai / yaha paryAya - binA rAga kI huI, nirvikalpa abheda pariNati huI isa paryAyame, zuddhAtmApara lakSa hai, vaha upAdeya hai / dhruva upAdeya hai| ____bhagavAna AtmA, vastu jo dhruva...dhruva...dhruva...usapara dRSTi denevAlI dazA, usame sthira honevAlI dazAko nirvikalpa zAnti kahate hai / usame yaha (vidyamAna) dravya upAdeya hai, anya saba heya hai / kSAyika samyaktvakI paryAya pragaTa honepara bhI, dravyakI upAdeyatAke kAlame heya hai - eka hI bAta hai / kSAyika samyaktva, jo dravyake lakSase hotA hai so bhI heya hai; kyoki dravyame z2ora denekA hai; usameMse nayI paryAya pragaTa hotI hai| kSAyika samakitake lakSase cAritra nahI hotA hai / nizcaya mokSamArga heya hai, mokSa bhI heya hai; dravya hI upAdeya hai / yaha to "paramAtmaprakAza"

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pUjya gurudevazrIke pravacana hai !! paramAtmA dravya vastu ekamAtra AdaraNIya hai, anya kucha AdaraNIya nahI / 75 vastu... vastu... vastu... zAzvata AnandadhAmarUpa, dhruva dravya, yaha eka hI lakSa karane yogya hai / aura saba pragaTa huI paryAya bhI lakSa karane yogya nahI hai / yaha apekSAse heya kahaneme AtI hai / muniko chaThave guNasthAname tIna kaSNayakA abhAvarUpa cAritra pragaTa hai / usako bhI yaha tIna kaSAyakA abhAvarUpa cAritra upAdeya nahI hai / ahA... hA... hA..! kyoki dravya antarame ekAkAra par3A hai - vahI paramezvara dravya, trikAlI dhruva AdaraNIya hai, anya kucha AdaraNIya nahI hai / bhagavAna ! tU kyA apUrNa ho, jisase tereko parake sahAre rahanA par3e ? bhagavAna AtmA sat zAzvata dhruva hai / usake lakSase pragaTa huI paryAya, so vyavahAra, bhI heya hai / eka cidAnanda dhruva zAzvata prabhu, so nija mandirame Adarane lAyaka hai / bhagavAna AtmA, dravyArthikanayakA viSaya, arthAt dravya vastu, mahA paramezvara caitanya mahAprabhu, yaha dhruvame lakSakara arthAt usako upAdeyakara, usakA Azraya karanA yahI mokSamArga hai, mokSa bhI usase hotA hai; isaliye yahI eka AdaraNIya hai / dRSTikA viSaya vastu trikAlI hai, jisake Azrayase nirmala paryAya hotI hai| paryAyake Azrayase paryAya nirmala nahI ho sakatI / guruke vacanaprati lakSa jAtA hai taba taka nimitta, zAstra, guru aura jJAna sava vinAzI; lekina dhruvakI ora naz2ara lage taba jJAna avinAzI hotA hai / anubhava aura samyagdarzana avasthA hai / usako (samyagdarzanakI paryAyako) aura AtmAko trikAlI sambandha nahI hai / kyoki vaha (avasthA) badala jAtI hai / darzana, nimittakA svIkAra nahI karatA hai, parantu bAdame upacArase nimitta kahaneme AtA hai; pIchese jJAna nimittako jAnatA hai / darzanake samaya nimitta nahI hai / pIchese nimitta kahalAyA / nimittako rAgase jAnatA hai taba taka jJAna vinAzI - anitya hai / vaha (vinAzI jJAna ) avinAzIko lAbha karatA nahI / vaha to pUrvakA hI ughAr3a ( kSayopazama) hai| khudane hI java svayaMkI ora Dhalakara

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76 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 2) nirNaya kiyA taba nimitta kahaneme AtA hai| jisa kAlame avinAzI jJAna hotA hai usa kAlame nimittakA savAla (prazna) hI nahI rahatA / nirNaya sAmAnyake prati Dhala gayA, tatkAla saMsAra chUTa gayA / saMsAra chUTanekA kAraNa dravya svayaM hai| nirNaya honeke bAda nimitta kahaneme AtA hai| dhruvazakti sAdhya hai, mokSa sAdhya nahI hai| mokSa pragaTa hotA hai / pragaTa-apragaTa paryAyadRSTime hotA hai / dhruva nitya pragaTa hai| pragaTa-apragaTakA savAla hI vastume nahI / pragaTa-apragaTa avasthAme hai / vastu dhruva to nitya pragaTa hI hai / sAdhya vastu, sAdhana nirNaya (vyavahAra) / dhruva lakSame Ane para sahaja nirmala avasthA pragaTatI hai| puruSArtha karanA nahIM par3atA, sahaja ho jAtA hai| Azraya paryAyakA kaisA ? Azraya svabhAvakA ! dhruva aura mokSa dono sAdhya honepara to do bhaGga par3a jAye / darzanakA viSaya bhaGga (do) nahI hai / samyagdarzana va kevalajJAna khula jAya so nizcayase AdaraNIya nahI hai / sAdhya-sAdhanakA bheda nizcayame hai hI nahI / bhedakA z2ora Ave to abhedapara z2ora nahI AtA / -[gu Atmadharma aka 10-11mese uddhRta (hindI anuvAda)] AtmA dravyadRSTi se apariNamana svarUpa hai, arthAt dravyadRSTise puNya-pApakA vikAra honekA sAmarthya AtmAme nahI hai / paryAyadRSTise pariNAmI hai, svabhAvame zuddha paryAyarUpa bhI pariNamatA hai| aura azuddha paryArUpa bhI pariNamatA hai| zuddha vastu-dRSTise AtmA apariNamana svarUpa hai arthAt kUTastha hai; lekina tahana kUTastha hai aisA nahIM hai| kathaMcita kisI apekSAse kUTastha hai aura kathaMcit kisI apekSAse pariNAmI bhI hai / bandha aura mokSa paryAya hai, so nimittakI apekSA rakhanevAlI paryAya hai / nirapekSa dRSTise AtmA apariNAmI hai| abheda dRSTi se AtmA apariNAmI hai / aura dravya-guNa-paryAyakA bheda pAr3anepara AtmAme zuddha nirapekSa paryAya hai, isaliye AtmA pariNAmI bhI hai| siddha bhagavantake ananta guName bhI pariNamana ho rahA hai, isaliye AtmA pariNAmI hai / lekina dravyadRSTise - abheda dRSTise AtmA apariNAmI hai| __ - [samayasAra pravacana bhAga-5 pRSTha 352-53 gAthA 280ke pravacanamese uddhRta (hindI anuvAda)]

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zrI paramAtmane nama dravyadyaSTi-prakAza [tRtIya khaNDa] zrI sogAnIjIke sAtha mumukSuoMkI huI AdhyAtmika tatva-carcA 4 ...) .... / hI to in ini ariant atrin anton... a gram intim Mixit hnb (M: -erii y n e e k e b + 11 (zrI sogAnIjIke udgAra) HIMIREMENTRYIKARKIKAHIKEKINNARAYAT

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zrI sadgurudevAya namaH 'pariNAma yogyatAnusAra ho jAtA hai; mai vo pariNAma jitanA hI] nahI / ' - isame kisIko aisA lage ki, kyA pariNAma jar3ame hotA hai ? athavA nizcayAbhAsa-sA lagatA hai / lekina aisA kahaneme to "apariNAmIkA" z2ora batAnA hai / 1. prazna :- Apa zuddha paryAyako dRSTikI apekSAse bhinna kahate hai yA jJAnakI apekSAse ? uttara :- dRSTikI apekSAse bhinna kahate hai; jJAnakI apekSAse nahI / dRSTi karaneke prayojaname bhinnatAkA z2ora diye vinA dRSTi abheda nahI hotI; isIliye dRSTikI apekSAse hI bhinna kahate hai / aura apanI to yahI 'dRSTipradhAna' zailI hai, so aise hI kahate hai / 2. nirvikalpa hote hI apanemese hI eka jJAna ughar3atA hai jo dono [sAmAnya-vizepa] par3akhoko sahaja jAna letA hai, usIko pramANajJAna kahate hai / 3. 'pariNAma' aura 'trikAla apariNAmI' - do milakara hI pUrNa eka vastu hai, jo pramANakA viSaya hai / vedAntAdi to kevala niSkriya...niSkriya kahate hai, ve pariNAmako hI nahI mAnate hai to niSkriya bhI jaisA hai vaisA to unakI mAnyatAme bhI nahI AtA / yahA~ to pariNAmako gauNa karake niSkriya kahA jAtA hai / 4. eka cakrake aneka pAse (pahala) hai, sabhI pAse alaga-alaga DijAinake haiM / jaba kisI eka pAsekI bAta calatI ho taba dUsare pAsekI bAta nahI samajhanI caahie| aise vastuke aneka dharmomese bhinna-bhinna dharmokI

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78 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) bAta calatI ho, taba ekako dUsareme milAkara, ghoTAlA nahIM karanA caahie| 5. [anta tattva aura bahirtattvakI apekSAyeM batAte hue kahA ] jaba zuddhaparyAya bahirtattva hai, dhyAna bahirtattva hai, taba dhruvatattva (parama pAriNAmikabhAva, kAraNaparamAtmA) antaHtattva hai / jaba do gharakI bAta calatI ho, taba usame tIsare gharakI TaoNga (bAta) DAlanese ghoTAlA ho jAtA dhruvatattva antaHtattva hai, taba zuddhaparyAya bahirtattva hai / zuddhaparyAyako antaHtattva kahe, taba azuddhaparyAyako bahirtattva kahate haiN| azaddhaparyAyako antaHtattva kahe, taba karmako bahirtattva kahate hai / karmako antaHtattva kaheM, taba nokarmako bahirtattva kahate haiN| - aise [apekSita vivakSAnusAra] saba ghaTA (samajha) lenA / 6. siddha (paryAya)se bhI maiM adhika hU~ kyoki siddha (dazA) to eka samayakI paryAya hai; aura mai to aisI-aisI ananta paryAyokA piNDa huuN| 7. jaise meruparvata aDiga hai; 'maiM' bhI (svabhAvase) vaise hI aDiga huuN| merumeM to paramANu Ate-jAte haiM, lekina meremeM to kucha bhI AtA-jAtA nahIM - aisA 'maiM' aDiga huuN| 8. 'mai vartamAnameM hI mukta hU~, AnandakI mUrti hU~, Anandase bharacaka samudra hI hU~ - aisI dRSTi ho, to phira mokSase bhI prayojana nahI; mokSa ho to ho, na ho to bhI kyA ? [ paryAyakI itanI gauNatA dravyadRSTime ho jAtI hai / ] mereko to vartamAnameM hI Ananda A rahA hai phira paryAyameM to mokSa

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tattvacarcA 79 hogA hI ! [ - aisI pratIti A jAtI hai / ] lekina mereko to usase bhI prayojana [dRSTi ] nahI / 9. '// 'kucha karanA' [ kartRtvabuddhise ] so marane barAvara he / mujhe zurUse hI 'kucha karaneke bhAdame' marane jaisA bojhA lagatA thA / zubhapariNAma hote (to) mai bhaTThIme jala rahA haeNU - aisA lagatA thA / samudrake jalamese eka bU~da ur3akara bAhara par3e to usa bU~dako reta cUsa kara qhatma kara degI; aura yadi garma reta ho to bU~da turata qhatma ho jAvegI / vaise hI pariNAma bAharakI ora jAye (to) usame duHkha hI duHkha hai / 10. .. dravyadRSTikI apekSAse to zuddhaparyAya bhI paradravya hai / jaba mere astitvame vo [ zuddhaparyAya ] nahI to phira rAgakI to bAta hI kyA ? [ dravyadRSTikI apekSA arthAt dravyasvabhAvame ahanAvarUpa zraddhAkA pariNamana honA / aisI zraddhA honepara hI paryAya zuddha hotI hai parantu zraddhA ugame abhAva nahI karatI 1 ] 11. 7 paryAyame tIvra azubhapariNAma ho yA utkRSTase utkRSTa zuddhaparyAya ho 'mere' me [ekarUpa dravyasvabhAvameM] kucha bhI vigAr3a-sudhAra nahI hotA, 'maiM' to vaisA kA vaisA hI hU~ / 12. + [ dravyadRSTike jorame ] kevalajJAnase bhI hamAre prayojana nahI; mokSase bhI prayojana nahI; vo to ho hI jAtA hai / 13. * jJAnakA viSaya, dRSTike viSayakA prayojana sAdhane jitanA hI lakSyame lenA ThIka hai; bAkI usakA [ isase adhika ] prayojana nahI hai / [ prayojanabhUta 'svarUpa' ke alAvA jAnaneme Ate hue

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga -3) sabhI jJeyome jJAnako apanA prayojana bhAsita nahI hotA / ] 14. suna-suna karake mila jAyegA, yaha dRSTi jhUThI hai / [kAryasiddhi] apane [antarpuruSArtha] se hI hogI / sunanA, sunAnA, par3hanA - ye sabhI [ bahirmukhIbhAva, kAryasiddhike lie ] bekAra haiM; ye hoM to bhale ho; lekina usakA kheda honA cAhie, niSedha AnA cAhie / 15. ___ maiM pahale to saba suna lUM, jAna lUM pIche puruSArtha karuMgA [- aisA * pariNAma, svabhAvakI arucikA dyotaka hai] - aise pIchevAle sadA pIche-pIche hI rahege / yahA~ to vartamAna isI kSaNase hI [puruSArtha ] karanekI bAta hai| 16. vyavahAranayako abhUtArtha kahanese saMkSepameM pariNAma mAtra [jo ki vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai ] abhUtArtha hai - aisA kahA hai; cAhe to pariNAma azubha ho, zubha ho yA zuddha ho / 17. apane pariNAma taka hI apanI (kArya) sImA hai; isase Age to koI dravya jA hI nahIM sakatA / 18. pariNAma apanA hai to bhI usako Apa khuda hI [ kartAbuddhise ] palaTa nahIM sakate / pariNAmameM kartA-karmapanekA dharma hai, isalie vo to palaTegA hI / jaba dRSTi bAhara jhukI hai; dRSTikA prasAra apaneko chor3akara bAharameM hai to pariNAma bhI bAhara jhukegaa| aura yadi dRSTi apane svabhAvakI ora hai, to pariNAma bhI apanI ora jhukegA / apaneko to pariNAma bhI palaTAnA [ pheraphAra karanA] nahI hai / 'maiM' apariNAmI hU~ aura palaTanA merA dharma hI nahIM hai; vaha to pariNAmakA dharma hai / dRSTikI apekSAse zuddhapariNAma bhI merese alaga hI hai; jJAna usako apanA aMza.jAna letA hai| 19.

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'tattvacarcA 81 prazna :- prathama pAtratAkA kyA svarUpa hai ? uttara : apane dravyame dRSTiko tAdAtmya karanA, prasAranA / bAhyameM tAdAtmya kara rahI dRSTiko apaneme tAdAtmya karanA, yahI prathama pAtratA hai / 20. * [ Atmika Anandake viSayame Apane kahA ] jaba ekabAra AnandakI ghU~Ta pI lI... taba to bAra-bAra vahI ghU~Ta pIneke lie apanI ora AnA hI pdd'egaa| dUsarI kisI jagaha pariNatiko rasa hI nahI AyegA; bAra-bAra apanI ora AnekA hI lakSya rahegA; dUsare saba rasa ur3a jAyege / 21. Le [ sahaja puruSArthake viSayame Apane kahA ] puruSArtha karU~... puruSArtha karU~ yaha bAta bhI nahI hai [ sahaja puruSArthakA aisA svarUpa hI nahI hai / ] 'mai vartamAnameM hI ananta puruSArthakA piNDa haeNU' [- aise svAzrayame ] paryAya dravyakI ora Dhala jAtI hai| isalie [ upadezame ] paryAyakI apekSAse puruSArtha karanekA kathana AtA hai / 22. * 'mai svayaM hI vartamAnameM bhagavAna hU~' - [ isame ] bhagavAna honA bhI kyA hai ?... apane svabhAvameM dRSTikA prasAra hote, paryAya merI ora jhukate -jhukate, paryAyame kevalajJAna-siddhadazAdi hotI hI hai; parantu mujhe to isase bhI prayojana [ dRSTi ] nahI hai / 23. * pahele to [ tattvakI ] dhAraNA barAbara honI cAhie / lekina dhAraNA antarame utare tabhI samyagjJAna hotA hai / dhAraNAme bhI idharakA [ AtmAkA ] lakSya honA cAhie / [ dhAraNA svalakSyI honI cAhie | svalakSyI dhAraNA prayogakI utpAdaka hotI hai / aura prayogAnvita dhAraNAme dhAraNa kiyA huA upadeza jaba antarame utaratA hai tabhI samyagdarzana aura samyagjJAna hotA hai / ] 24.

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82 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) ___apane trikAlI astitvame apanApana honese paryAyabuddhi chUTa jAtI hai / 25. vibhAva to merese bahuta dUra hai / yahA~ to pariNAma [ zuddhaparyAya ] bhI merese bhinna hai| 'mai to apariNAmI hU~' - eka samayake pariNAmake sAtha nahIM bahatA / 26. prazna :- dravyako pariNAmI kaheM to kyA harja hai ? uttara :- 'pariNAma' 'pariNAmI' kahaneme thor3A zabdaphera hai| pariNAmase pariNAmIko batAnemeM bhI pariNAmakI ora lakSya calA jAtA hai| isalie [ pariNAmakA lakSya nahI karaneke hetuse ] 'pariNAma' 'pariNAmI' nahIM, parantu 'apariNAmI' aura 'pariNAma' - aisA kaho / 27. zAstrameM vyavahArakI kitanI bAte jIva svacchandame nahI car3ha jAe, isa hetuse hotI haiN| ...to jIva una bAtoMko pakar3akara, ghoTAleme [ ekAtame ] car3ha jAtA hai / [- vyavahArako upAdeya mAna letA hai / ]. 28. 'maiM' [trikAlI ] pariNAmameM nahIM jaataa| [trikAlI svabhAvame apanApana honese ] pariNAma sahaja hI merI ora AtA hai / 29. 'mai vartamAname hI paripUrNa hU~, kRtakRtya hU~, mujhe kucha karanA-dharanA hI nahI hai' - aisI dRSTi honepara, pariNAmame AnandakA aMza prakaTa hotA hai; aura bar3hate-bar3hate pUrNatA ho jAtI hai / 30. prazna :- zuddha pariNAmameM dravya vyApaka hai ki nahI ? uttara :- pUre dravyakI [pramANajJAnakI ] apekSAse dekhA jAe to dravya

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pariNAmame vyApaka hai / parantu dRSTike viSayakI 112 tur: ...:] apekSAse to apariNAmI dravya pariNAmame vyApaka nahIM hai / 31. dRSTikA viSayabhUta dravya ekAnta phUTasya kI hai| paryAyakI apekSAse paryAya ekAnta anitya hI hai| [ - 1 ] 32. prazna :- nirvikalpa upayogame kaisA Ananda AtA hai ? uttara :- nirvikalpa upayogake sakhakI to kyA vAta ko| lekina samajhAneke tIra-se jaise ganeke (zeraDIke) rasakI cUMTa pIte haiM, vaise AnandakI pUMTa...ekke bAda eka calatI rahatI hai| usamese nikalanekA bhAva hI nahIM AtA / 33. [:... for " fair in ] azubhapariNAmake kAlameM isa orakA | galA jhukAva manda hotA hai / zubhapariNAmake kAlameM isa orakA thoDA z2yAdA | m] yukAva hotA hai| [pAnA bAno prabhAga irmir ] dRSTikA jhukAva to vaisA kA vaisA hI hai / laDAIke kAlame vAhara laDAIkI kriyA hotI hai aura rAgame azubharAgakI kriyA hotI hai| para 'maiM' to mereme hI acala rahatA hU~, mereme to usa samaya bhI rAgakI kriyAkA abhAva hai / 34. 'ma' aDiga hU~, kisIse DiganevAlA nahI hU~ - aisA nizcaya honepara, nirNayakA phala Ananda AnA cAhie; tava hI nirNaya sacA he / 35. [bheTajJAnakA gvarUpa ] hara samaya vikalpase bhedajJAna karanA nahI par3atA, vo to sahajarUpase ho jAtA hai / 36. .. dRSTi dravyame tAdAtmya ho jAnepara bhI cAritrapariNati kucha cyuta hokara

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84 dravyadRSTi- prakAza ( bhAga - 3) parakI ora calI jAtI hai, to bhI svarUpAcaraNakI cyuti nahI hotI / 37. * ( svarUpakI) dRSTi honepara bhI cAritraguNakI yogyatA hI aisI honese cAritraguNa pUrA (zuddha) nahI pariNama jAtA / zraddhAguNakA svabhAva aisA hai ki eka hI kSaName dravyame pUrA kA pUrA vyApta ho jAtA hai / cAritraguNakA svabhAva aisA hai ki vaha krama-kramase hI pUrA hotA hai / - aise dono guNoke svabhAva hI alaga-alaga haiM / 38. * jaba dRSTi apane svarUpameM tAdAtmya hotI hai to thor3e kAla taka rAga AtA to hai, lekina vaha laeNgar3A ho jAtA hai; usako AdhAra nahI rahatA / 39. Mi 'maiM' to kabhI bhI nahI hilanevAlA khU~TA hU~ / pariNAma Ate hai aura jAte hai, magara 'mai' to khU~TekI taraha acalita hI rahatA hU~ / 40. ** bahirmukha honese jJAna khilatA nahI aura antarmukha honese bhItarase hI kevalajJAna prakaTa ho jAtA hai / apanI ora hI dekhanekI bAta hai / 41. * [ eka jijJAsu ] AtmAko hI pakar3anekI bAta hai ? [ bhAIzrI ] pakar3anA kyA ? 'mai to svayaM hU~ hI' - pakar3anA - phakar3anA saba pariNAmakI apekSAse kahane AtA hai / pariNAma apanI ora jhukA to pariNAmakI apekSAse AtmAko pakar3A - aisA kahaneme AtA hai / 42. * - apane dravyame dRSTi tAdAtmya hote hI jJAna pramANa ho jAtA hai; taba jJAna [ anya ] sabhI bAteM [ yathArtharUpase ] jAna letA hai / 43. * B jaba apanI orase khisaka kara bAhara jAnekA hI niSedha hai, to azubha jAkara parame rasa par3a jAve taba to dRSTi apane dravyame rahI

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tattvacarcA hI kahA~ ? -vaha to parame calI gaI / [ mithyAdRSTi jIvako prAya bhogopabhogake azubha pariNAme rasa AtA hai jo svaya mithyAtvake sadbhAvakA dyotaka hai / ] 44. "anekAnta paNa samyak aikAnta aivA nijapadanI prApti sivAya anya hetue upakArI nathI" - zrImadjIkA yaha vAkya mujhe bahuta priya lagatA hai| 45. dUsarese sunanA-maoNganA - saba pAmaratA hai, dInatA hai, bhikhArIpanA hai| mereme kyA kamI hai, jo mai dUsarese maoNgU ! 'mai to svayaM hI paripUrNa "aho ! je bhAve tIrthakaragotra bandhaya te bhAva paNa nukasAna kartA che" yaha bAta kahanekI kisakI tAqata hai ? - yaha to gurudevazrIkI hI sAmarthya hai ! 47. tIrthakarakI divyadhvanise bhI lAbha nahI hotA, to phira aura kisase lAbha ho ? vaha [ divyadhvani ] bhI apaneko [ svako ] chor3akara eka bhinna viSaya hI hai| [yahaoN para sunaneke bahirmukhI pariNAmase chUTakara atarmukha honekI preraNA hai|] 48. vikalpase aura manase [ paralakSyIjJAname ] kiyA huA nirNaya saccA nahI / apanI ora dRSTiko tAdAmya karanepara hI apanese kiyA huA nirNaya sacA hotA hai| pahale vikalpase anumAnase [svalakSyIjJAname] nirNaya ho, usameM bhI lakSya to antarame DhalanekA hI honA cAhie / 49. 'maiM' to aDiga hU~ kisIse DiganevAlA nahI huuN| jaise isa dehAkArame

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86 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) sthita AkAza aDiga hai, hilatA-calatA nahIM; vaise hI 'mai' bhI aDiga huuN| 50. antarame AnandakI gUMTa pIte hue bAharame AnA game (ruce) hI kisako ! bAharame Ate hI to bojhA lagatA hai / 51. prazna :- caturtha guNasthAname [ nirvikalpa ] anubhava kitane samayake antarAlame hotA hogA? uttara :- aise anubhavake antarAlakI koI maryAdA nahI hai / vaha to yadi vizeSa azubhame ho to [ sAmAnyatayA ] antarAla lambA bhI ho jAe aura zubhame ho to jaldI-jaldI bhI anubhava hove / kisIko mahineme dasa bAra bhI ho| 52. caitanya-gaTharI 'mai' hI hU~ - aisI pakar3a ho jAnese mati-zrutajJAna antarame Dhala jAtA hai; isalie antarame Dhalaneke lie [ upadezame] kahane meM AtA hai / 53. * 'maiM' vartamAname hI samajhaNakA piNDa huuN| 54. * [ asAtAke udayame ] samyagdRSTiko duHkhakA vedana hotA hai, lekina apane svabhAvakI adhikatAke vedaname usa vedanakI gauNatA ho jAtI hai| jJAnameM zAntike vedanake sAtha-sAtha duHkhakA vedana AtA hai, paraMtu vaha vedana mukhya nahI hotA / jJAnIko apane svabhAvakI hI adhikatA rahatI hai, apane svabhAvakI adhikatA kabhI nahI chUTatI / 55. jaba dRSTi apane svabhAvame prasara jAtI hai, taba pA~co samavAya apane jJAnameM jJeya ho jAte haiM / 56. *

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tatvacarcA ajJAnI utpAda-vyayake sAtha-sAtha calatA jAtA hai / [ paryAyadRSTi honese, pariNAmakA utpAda-vyaya honepara svayakA utpAda-vyaya anubhavatA hai|] parantu jJAnIne nityame (dravyameM) apanA astitva sthApita kiyA hai ataH vaha utpAda-vyayake sAtha nahIM calA jAtA, kintu utpAda-vyayako jAna letA hai| 57. jJAnakI paryAya AtI hai andarase, parantu [ ajJAnIko ] bAharakA lakSya honese aisA dikhatA hai ki mAno paryAya bAharase AtI ho; isalie ajJAnIko parase jJAna hotA hai - aisA bhrama ho jAtA hai / 58. ananta tIrthakara ho gae, lekina apane to gurudevazrI hI sabase adhika hai| jaise ki - apaneko dhanakI z2arUrata ho aura koI lakhapati apanI z2arUrata-anusAra dhana de deve, to vaha (lakhapati) apane lie to anya karor3apatise bhI adhika hai| - aise hI, gurudevazrI apane lie to tIrthakarase bhI adhika hai, apanA hita to inase huA hai / 59. [ dravyaligIkI bhUla ] dravyaligI hokara gyAraha aMga taka par3ha lete hai, parantu trikAlI caitanyadalame apanApana sthApita nahI karate; - yahI bhUla hai, dUsarI koI bhUla nahI / 60. pU. gurudevazrIne zAstra par3hate samaya kahA ki - jaise vyApArame bahIke panne pherate hai vaise hI ye panne hai, koI pharka nahI; yadi idharakI [ dhruva caitanyakI ] dRSTi nahI, to donoM samAna hai / 61. tIrthakara-yoga aura vANI milI to ThIka hai, bhaviSyame bhI isI bhAvase milegI- aise usame hausa (utsAha-rasa) AtA hai, to usase kaise chUTegA? lAbha mAnatA hai to kaise chor3egA ? isase [ aise bhAvase ] nukasAna hI hai,

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) lAbha nahIM; lAbha to apanese hI hai, vartamAnase hI khudase lAbha hai; aisA z2ora na hove to parame aTaka jAegA / [ bahirmukha pariNAmakA rasa, pariNAmako atarmukha honeme bAdhaka hotA hai, aisA yahaoN abhiprAya hai| ] 62. prazna :- AtmAnubhava honeke bAda jJAnIjIva nyAya-nItise dhanAdikI pravRtti karate hai na ? uttara :- karanA-dharanA nahIM rahA, jo paryAya AnevAlI hai vaha yogyatAnusAra A jAtI hai| parantu udhara usakA [ jJAnIkA ] lakSya nahIM, lakSya to idharakA [antara jJAyakatattvakA ] hai / antarameM ekatva huA to (svataH) pariNAma [ vikAra ] maryAdita ho jAte hai / lekina maryAdita hI hotA hai...hotA hai -aisA kahanese, usakI [ kahanevAlekI ] dRSTime pariNAmako maryAdAmeM rakhanekA hI prayatna rahatA hai, arthAt pariNAmako hI [ ekatvabuddhipUrvaka ] dekhatA rahatA hai; aura pariNAmakI maryAdAko dekhate rahanese apariNAmIkA z2ora chUTa jAtA haiN| isIlie kahate haiM ki jo pariNAma honevAlA hai vo ho jAtA hai / 63. tIvra pyAsa [ jijJAsA ] laganI cAhie / pyAsa lage to jaise-taise bujhAnekA prayatna kiye binA rahe hI nahI / 64. prazna :- anubhavake lie vicAra-manana-ghuTaNameM rahanA cAhie ? uttara :- paryAyameM baiThakara [ - paryAyame 'mai-panA' rakhakara arthAt paryAyame astitvakI sthApanA karake ] ghuTaNa-manana karanemeM paryAyameM ThIkapanA [ santoSa ] rahatA hai / aura dravyame baiThanese [- dravyame astitva sthApita karanese ] ghuTaNa-manana sahaja hotA hai; ghuTaNa AdimeM z2ora nahI rahatA, sahaja hotA hai; z2ora to idharakA [ antartattvakA ] rahatA hai| paryAyameM baiThakara ghuTaNa Adi karanese andarameM nahI A sakate / 65. *

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tattvacarcA [ apane pUrva-jIvanake bAreme kahA ] mujhe pahalese indriyaviSayokI orakA rasa nahI thA; aura vikalpome kaSAyakI bhaTThI jalatI ho - aisA lagatA thA; aise vedaname vo kyA hai...kyA hai ? - aise vicAroMkI dhuname rahatA thA; [ itanI dhuna thI, ki ] mujhe zaharake qhAsa va paricita rAstoke alAvA kisI rAste AdikA patA nahI hai aura koI bAtakA qhayAla nahI rahatA thaa| vicArakA z2ora pahalese hI thA, usame tIkSNatA thii| digambarazAstra dekhe to idharase nikalA aura udhara kriyAkANDame par3A, parantu usameM bhI koI zAnti nahI milI, vaha bhI chor3a diyA / pIche 'Atmadharma' dekhate hI coTa lagI aura saba bAta qhayAlameM Ane lagI / 66. saba bAtakA masAlA gurudevazrIne taiyAra kara rakhA hai; jisase koI bAta vicAranI nahI par3atI / nahI to, sAdhaka ho phira bhI (use) masAlA taiyAra karanA par3atA hai| 67. prazna :- anubhava honeke bAda pariNAmame maryAdA A jAtI hai na ? viveka ho jAtA hai na ? uttara :- vivekakI bAta ekabAjU rakho; ekadafA vivekako chor3a do ! [- paryAyakI sAvadhAnI chor3a do / ] pariNAma mAtra hI 'maiM' nahI; 'mai' to avicalita chUTA hU~ mereme kSaNika astitva hai hI nahI / vivekake 'bahAne bhI jIva pariNAmame ekatva karate hai / 68. [ ajJAnIko ] kaSAyakI mandatAme thor3A viSaya chUTe to isame ThIka mAnane lagate hai| lekina vaha bhI tIvra kaSAya hI hai, usame kaSAya (rasa) bharA par3A hai / 69. prazna :- zuruAtavAleko anubhavake lie kaise prayatna karanA ? uttara :- 'mai' pariNAma mAtra nahI hU~; trikAlI-dhruvapaneme apanApana

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20 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) thApa denA (sthApita karanA) yahI upAya hai / [ anAdi paryAyabuddhi sahita mumukSu jIva upadezabodhake anusAra apanI bhUmikA yogya pariNAmase prArambha karatA hai, parantu sarva prathama paryAyamese astitva uThA karake dravyasvabhAvame astitva sthApita karanA hai - aisA lakSya prArambhase hI rahanA atyAvazyaka hai, varanA paryAyabuddhi dRr3ha ho jAnese dravyadRSTi utpanna honI muzkila ho jAtI hai, aura mumukSutAme hI manuSya Ayu pUrNa ho jAtI hai aura bhavabhramaNakA cheda nahI hotA / ] 70. prazna :- zAstrame to prayatna karanA...prayatna karanA, aisI bAta AtI uttara :- prayatna karaneke lie kahaneme AtA hai| prayatna hotA bhI hai| lekina prayatna bhI to paryAya hai| 'mai to paryAya mAtrase bhinna hU~', prayatna kyA kare ? - sahajarUpa hotA hai / prayatna AdikA 'honA' paryAyakA svabhAva hai / 'maiM' usameM na AtA hU~, na jAtA hU~; 'maiM trikAlI hU~' - aisI dRSTi meM prayatna sahaja hotA hai / 71. vicAra-manthana bhI thaka jAye, zUnya ho jAye; taba anubhava hotA hai / manthana bhI to AkulatA hai / ekadama tIvra dhagazase (z2orase) andarame utara jAnA cAhie / 72. * prazna :- rAmacandrajIko sItAjIke lie lar3anekA bhAva AyA; parantu dharmarAja (yudhiSThira)ko draupadIkI sAr3I khIcI jAnepara bhI bacAnekA bhAva nahI AyA - isakA kyA kAraNa ? uttara :- vaha to pariNAmoMkI yogyatA hI aisI bhinna-bhinna hotI hai| aneka prakArake kaSAyabhAvomeMse jo honevAle hai, vo hote hai / unako kareM-chor3eM kyA ? samyagdRSTiko pariNAma mAtrase bhinnatA rahatI hai / 'maiM karanevAlA hI nahI hU~' - aisA rahanA qhAsa bAta hai / 73.

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tattvacarcA zAstrame pariNAma dekhanekI bAta AtI hai, to [ ajJAnI ] pariNAma dekhate rahate hai; dhruvavastu raha jAtI hai / pariNAmako hI dekhate rahaneme pariNAmake sAtha ekatA hotI hai, pariNAmIme ekatA nahIM rahatI - anityame nitya calA jAtA hai| paryAyakI zuddhi aisI hai...aisI hai - aise paryAyakI bAtame rasa par3a jAnese nityakA z2ora nahI rahatA; paryAyame z2ora karanekI to Adata par3I hI hai / 7.. AkhI vasTa [ pramANakA viSaya ] batAneme nitya aura anitya batAneme Ata hai; isame anitya aMga dUsare (dravya)kA nahI hai, aisA batAneke lie hai / parantu dRSTikA viSaya to 'nitya hI hU~' hai, aura anityA merese bhinna hI hai / usakA (utpAda-vyayakA) bhAva aura merA (dhruvakA) bhAva viruddha hai / 75. zaktikI tarapha dekhe to itanA bhArI-bhArI lagatA hai ki sampUrNa jagat phira jAve to bhI vaha [ ananta zaktiyokA piNDa ] nahI phira sakatA hai, aisA ghanarUpa hai; usame kucha vicalitatA hI nahI hotI / 76. [ ajJAnI ] pariNAmame baiThakara zaktiko dekhatA hai - 'zakti aisI hai...aisI hai' usame to dekhanevAlA aura zakti do alaga-alaga cIz2a ho jAtI hai| jaise dUsarA dUsarekI bAta karatA ho vaisA ho jAtA hai| [ vAstavame dravyasvabhAvako dekhate hI abhinnatA honI cAhie, parantu pariNAmamese ekatva nahI chUTane ke kAraNa dravyasvabhAvame abhedatA nahI hotI / ] 77. darpaName jo paryAya dikhatI hai, vaha to Upara-Upara hai, andarame jo dala par3A hai vaha to jaisA kA taisA hai, vaha paryAyarUpa hotA hI nahI / - aise trikAlI svabhAvakA dala vaisA kA vaisA hI hai, paryAyame AtA hI nahI / 78.

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) zraddhAme trikAlIpanA A gayA to vikalpase bhinnatA ho gaI, vahI mukti hai / cAritrame mukti ho jAyegI / 79. prazna :- vastusvabhAvakA lakSya ho jAnepara kArya hotA hI hai ? uttara :- lakSya aura usakA dhyeya dUsarA honese vastu dUsarI dikhatI hai, ataH lakSyakI paryAyase dekhanA nahIM hai| [ yathArtha lakSyame lakSya karanevAlI paryAya gauNa ho jAtI hai / ] 'mai hI svayaM vastu hU~' - aise dekhanese lakSyakI paryAya gauNa ho jAtI hai, to usa paryAya para vaz2ana nahI jAtA, mukhyatA nahI AtI, usame mukhyatA to trikAlIpanekI rahatI hai / 80 basa, eka hI bAta hai ki 'mai trikAlI hU~' - aise jame rahanA cAhie / paryAya honevAlI ho so yogyatAnusAra ho jAtI hai, 'maiM' usame nahI jAtA / kSayopazama ho, na ho; yAda rahe, na rahe; parantu asaMkhya pradezame, pradeza-pradezame vyApaka ho jAnA caahie| 81. prazna :- bhagavAnakI vANI bahuta z2oradAra hogI? uttara :- vANIme kyA z2ora hotA hai ! apaneme z2ora ho to vANIme z2orakA Aropa dete hai / 82. dravyaligIko trikAlIke prati utsAha nahI AtA; utsAha AtA to 'trikAlI' ho jAtA / 83. 'kucha kare nahI to game nahIM' aisI Adata [ kartAbuddhi ] ho gayI hai / lekina 'kucha kare to game nahI' aisA honA cAhie / 84. [ AtmAke lie ] rucikI AvazyakatA cAhie / darakAra honI cAhie / [ vikalpose ] thakAvaTa honI cAhie / tIvra pyAsa (tAlavelI)

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93 tattvavaryA lage to DhU~Dhe hI / 85. jahA~ taka andarame [ AtmAme ] DuvakI nahI mAratA, vahA~ taka prayala cAlU rakhanA cAhie / 86. prazna :- ruci bar3hate-bar3hate vastukI mahattA bar3hatI jAtI hai aura sugamatA bhI z2yAdA bhAsatI hai ? uttara :- ruci bar3hatI hai, aise (paryAyake) lakSyame bhI paryAyakI mahattA hotI hai, usame [paryAyame] 'mai-panA' (ahampanA) dikhatA hai to trikAlIme nahI jama sakate / - yaha to vikalpavAlI ruci hai / 'mai to pariNAma mAtrase bhinna hU~' - aise trikAlIkA anubhava honA, vo hI abhedakI ruci hai| 87. koI ekAntase vedAntame khica nahI jAve, isalie donoM bAte batAyI hai / paryAya dUsareme nahI hotI, kArya to paryAyame hI hotA hai; aisA kaheM to vahA~ [paryAyakI rucivAle ] coTa jAte hai - aisA to hai na ! aisA to honA cAhie na ! are bhAI ! kyA honA cAhie ? - chor3a de saba bAte jAnane kI ! 'mai to trikAlI hI hU~', utpAda-vyaya kucha 'mere' me hai hI nhii| 88. prazna :- zuruAtavAlA vicArame baiThatA hai to 'mai aisA hU~, mai aisA hU~' - aisA karatA hai, to ghaNTA-AdhA ghaNTAme thakAna lagatI hai, so kyo? uttara :- vikalpame to thakAna lage hI na ! 'mai aisA hU~' - aisA anubhava karaneme zAnti hai / 89. eka hI 'mAsTara kI' (Master Key) hai; saba bAtome - sabhI

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94 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) zAstrome eka hI sAra hai - 'trikAlIpaneme apanApana jor3a denA' / 90. Anandake anubhavame to rAgase bhI bhinna caitanya-golA chuTTA akelA anubhavameM AtA hai, usake AnandakI kyA bAta kare !! andarase nikalanA hI game nahI, bAharame Ate hI bhaTThI-bhaTThI lage / 91. prazna :- pakke nirNaya binA 'mai zuddha hU~', 'trikAlI hU~', 'dhruva hU~', aise-aise anubhavakA abhyAsa kare, to anubhava ho sakatA hai kyA ? uttara :- nahI ! pakkA nirNaya nahI, lekina yathArtha nirNaya kaho / yathArtha nirNaya honeke bAda hI nirNayame pakkApana hotA hai, phira anubhava hotA hai / 92. prazna :- sAmAnyakA vicAra to z2yAdA cale nahI aura vizeSake vicArameM to nirvikalpatA hotI nahIM ? ___ uttara :- 'mai zuddha hU~' 'aisA hU~ - aise vikalpa karanekI bAta nahI hai / aura vicAra bhI to eka samayakI paryAyame hotA hai / yahA~ to 'mai aisA hI hU~' - aise trikAlIme apanApana hokara, anubhavapUrvaka pariNamana ho jAnA cAhie / vicAra Adi to paryAyakA svabhAva honese calatA hI hai; parantu z2ora dhyeya svabhAvakI ora rahatA hai, to pariNati trikAlIkI aura Dhala jAtI hai / 93. cauthA guNasthAnavAlA jIva dravyaliga dhAratA hai phira bhI sthiratA kama hai; aura paMcama guNasthAnavAlA azubhame vizeSa ho phira bhI (cauthe guNasthAnavAlese) sthiratA vizeSa hai / kyoki cauthe guNasthAnavAle 6 dravyaligIko zubhabhAvame rasa adhika hai aura vAhya upayoga bhI adhika hai; jaba ki paoNcave guNasthAnavAlA azubhabhAvame adhika hote hue bhI (use) antarame Dhalana adhika rahatI hai| [caturtha guNasthAnavartI dravyaligIke zubhabhAvame

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tattvacarcA adhika hai jaba ki pacama guNasthAnavartI zrAvakake azubhabhAvame bhI vibhAvarasa kama hai | tattvata mokSamArgame zuddhatAkI kamI-bezIkA niyama vibhAvarasapara AdhArita hai, na ki zubhAzubhabhAva para / ] 94. prazna :-cauthe guNasthAnavAleko vastukA anubhava hai aura sthiratAkA prayatna bhI karatA hai phira bhI anubhavame kAla kyo lagatA hai ? uttara :- cAritrakI paryAyame itanI asthiratA hai, puruSArthakI kamI hai, paryAyakI aisI yogyatA hai, lekina dRSTime usakI gauNatA hai| vartamAnameM hI pUrNa hU~" isame paryAyakI kamatI-bar3hatI gauNa hai / 95. ___ajJAnI, paryAyame hI apanApana, santoSa, adhikatA Adi rakhate hai / paryAyameM ullAsa to hai na ! paryAyameM vizeSatA to hai na ! paryAyane dravyakA mahAtmya to kiyA na ! paryAya antarame to DhalatI hai na ! - aise-aise kisI na kisI prakArase paryAyame hI vajana rakhate hai| lekina paryAyase haTakara, 'mai to trikAlIdala jaisA kA taisA hU~, pariNAma mAtra mereme nahI hai' - aise dhruvapaneme, adhikatA nahI thApate / kAraNa ki vedaname to paryAya AtI hai, aura dravya to aprakaTa hai; aprakaTako to nahI dekhate hai, paryAyame hI apanApana rakhate hai| lekina, yahA~ to koI bhI paryAya ho - sukha ananta ho yA jJAna ananta ho yA vIrya ananta ho to bhI 'mujhe kucha paravAha nahI, 'maiM' to svabhAvase sukhasvarUpa hI huuN| - aise dhruva svabhAvame hI adhikapanekA vedana karanekA hai aura zuddhaparyAyoko bhI gauNa karanA hai - gauNapane vedana karanA hai / dhruvavastume 'mai-panA' sthApita kiye binA, paryAyase ekatva nahI chUTa sakatA / 96. isa apekSAse nitya hU~, isa apekSAse anitya hU~, aise donoM hI ThIka hai - aise (ajJAnI) kahate hai| are ! 'mai nitya hI hU~' - aisA z2ora denA

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) to bhUla gayA ! to kyA rahA ? - anAdikA jo thA vo hI rahA / 97. vicAra-mananase vastu prApta nahIM hotI hai / [ anubhava nahIM hotA hai ] kyoki ye paryAyeM bahirmukhI, manake saMgavAlI haiM; vastu aMtarmukha-dhruva hai| 98. caitanyadalame - asaMkhya pradezameM prasara jAnese paryAya dikhatI hI nahI hai; (arthAta) aisI paryAyako chor3akara...aisI paryAya karU~ - aisA nahI hotA / paryAyame sAmyabhAva A jAtA hai / 99. prazna :- "kisI jIvake alAvA, sAmAnyataH sabhI jIvoMko mArgake kramakA sevana karanA par3atA hai" [- zrImad rAjacandrajIkA bola] 1- isame kyA kahanA hai? uttara :- kyA krama ? [ ha~sate-ha~sate ] koI jIva sIdhA anubhava karake vastuko pakar3a letA hai aura bahutase jIvokI pariNati caJcala hotI hai, isalie dhIre-dhIre zAstra Adime rukate-rukate idhara (antarameM) Dhalate hai; ise kramakA sevana kahA / 100 bhagavAnakI vANI sunaname [sunaneke lakSyame] apanA nAza hotA hai / jaise strIkA viSaya hai vaise yaha bhI viSaya hai| [- paralakSyI sabhI bhAva, viSayabhAvake samAna hI hai, kyoki paramArthase to paralakSya honeme Atma-guNakA ghAta hI hotA hai / ] 101. . asalame bAta to yaha hai ki sunaname jo mahAsya AtA hai - vaha nahI, kintu andarase sahajarUpase (svakA) mahAtmya AnA cAhie / (bAharameM) tIvra thakAvaTa ho to mahAtmya andarase hI AtA hai| 102.

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tattvacarca apariNAmIme sadA z2ora AnA caahie| pariNAmame vikalpase haTanekA aura AhlAdarUpa anubhavame jAnekA bhAva hotA hai, lekina adhikatA isame nahI; adhikatA to trikAlIme hI rahanI cAhie / 103. zravaNa-vAMcana Adi to saba Upara-UparakI bAte he; andaramese sahajarUpa (bhAva) AnA cAhie / 104. + 97 yahA~ to dAtAra ho jAnekI bAta hai / yahA~se [ dUsare upadezadAtAse ] le lU~, aisI bAta hI nahI / ekabAra lAbha milA to dUsarI bAra bhI lAbha mila jAyegA, yaha pratyakSa lAbha mila rahA hai na... . aise-aise karake ( ajJAnI) usame hI ruka jAtA hai / andarake dAtArakI bAta to rahI nAma mAtra, ora bAharake dAtArakI mukhyatA !! 105. + zAstrame bAta Ae ki barfake saMyogase pAnI z2yAdA ThaNDA hotA hai; aise adhika guNavAnake saMgame rahanese z2yAdA lAbha hotA hai - aisA sunanepara, vahA~ ajJAnI cauTa jAtA hai;... asaMgakI bAta chor3a dI ! guNahInakA saMga chor3akara guNavAnakA saMga kiyA, parantu asaMgatA raha gayI / [ asagatAkA abhiprAya rakhakara hI sAgame rahanA yogya ke / ] 106. // = * zAstrome aneka tarahake kathana Ate haiM to ajJAnI iname ulajha jAtA hai / lekina 'nizcayakI vAta mukhya karake, nimittakA jJAna karanekA hai' yaha bhUla jAtA hai / kyoki anAdise saMgakA abhyAsa hai na ! isase eka saMga [ azubha ] chor3akara, dUsarA saMga [ zubhako ] pakar3a letA hai / 107. anubhavakI bAta to kyA kahe !! eka dafA to bijalI ke karaMTake mAfika andarame utara jAnA caahie| jaise karaMTakA kAla thor3A, phira bhI sArA zarIra jhanajhanA uThatA hai; usI taraha asaMkhya pradezame A

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98 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) Ananda-Ananda ho jAtA hai / pIche zubhAzubha vikalpa Ate hai, parantu anubhavameMse chUTanA na cAhe to bhI chUTa jAte hai / chUTa jAe to chUTo...magara 'mai to yaha [ trikAlI AtmA ] hI huuN| 108. saba zAstra par3ha leveM, to bhI anubhava binA usakA bhAva qhayAlame nahI AtA / 'saba apekSA to jAna leveM,' aise [ajJAnI ] usameM [jAnapaneme] hI phaeNsa jAte haiM / 109. trikAlIkA z2ora nahI to kSaNika zubhAzubhameM pUrA kA pUrA calA jAtA hai - kSaNika duHkha AyA to trikAlI duHkha mAnane lage, kSaNika sukha AyA to trikAlI sukha mAnane lge| aura jo trikAlIme apanApana huA to kSaNika paryAya jo yogyatAnusAra honevAlI hai vaha ho...'maiM' usame nahI khisakatA / 110. [ jJAtA-dRSTAkA svarUpa batAte huA kahA ] nirvikalpa anubhava hote hI jJAtAdRSTA ho sakatA hai| [ sirpha ] aise vikalpase jJAtA mAnakara, honevAlA thA so huA, - aisA mAnakara [ - aise ] samAdhAname (jo) sukha mAnate hai; vaha (sukha) to jaisA : aghorI mAMsa khAnemeM, sUara viSTA khAnemeM, pataMgA dIpakameM sukha mAnatA hai, - vaisA hai / nirvikalpa anubhava binA dhAraNAmeM ThIka mAnanA, sukha mAnanA, yaha to kalpanA mAtra hai; vAstavika sukha nhiiN| 111. pU. gurudevazrIne itanA spaSTa kara diyA hai ki kamI nahIM hai, sUkSma pahaluoMkA bhI pUrA-pUrA khulAsA [- mArgakA rahasya khulA ] kiyA hai| [ paramArtha-parama padArthako samyak prakArase darzAyA hai / ] 112. yogyatA ho to sunate hI sIdhe andarameM utara jAte haiM, isalie

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tatvaparNa 99 kahate hai ki 'aisI unakI kAlalabdhi' / to ajJAnI kahatA hai ki are, puruSArthako ur3A diyA ! para, are bhAI ! puruSArtha isase judA thor3e hI hai ? ! koI svacchandatA na kara leve, isalie 'puruSArtha karanA' aisA kahA hai / trikAlIme apanApana honemeM puruSArtha to hotA hI hai / lekina yaha [ aisA puruSArtha ki] paryAya jitanA 'maiM' nahI hU~, 'maiM to vikalIdala hI huuN| 113. jo nirvikalpatA hotI hai usameM to pUrA jagat, deha, vikalpa,ughAr3a (kSayopazama jJAna) Adi kucha dikhatA hI nahIM, eka khuda hI khuda dikhatA hai / andarameM jAe to vAharakA kucha dikhe hI nahI / 114. are bhAI ! tU apane sAre ke sAre asaMkhya pradezame caitanyamUrti ho, usIme baiThe raho na ! uThakara kahA~ jAte ho ? 115. 'zAstrase jJAna nahI hotA' aisA sune aura 'varAvara hai' aisA kahe, parantu andarame [ abhiprAyame ] to aisA mAnatA hai ki bAharase [ zAstra Adise ] jJAna AtA hai / 'vANIse lAbha nahI' aisA kahe, lekina mAnyatAme sunanese pratyakSa lAbha hotA dikhe to thor3A to suna lU~, isame kyA nukasAna ? [- aise bhramame ajJAnI rahatA hai / ] are bhaiyA ! isame nukasAna hI hotA hai, lAbha nahIM / Uparase nukasAna kahe aura andarameM lAbha mAnakara pravarte, yaha kaisI vAta | ajJAnI usame aTaka jAte hai| 116. prazna :- ruci kyo nahI hotI ? uttara :- z2arUrata dikhe to andarame Ae vinA rahe hI nahI / sunate hai (usameM) prasannatA Adi hotI hai, lekina sukhakI z2arUrata ho to andara Ave / z2arUrata na ho to vahA~ [ prasannatA Adime ] hI ThIka mAne; lAbha hai, nukasAna to nahI na ! [- aisA bhAva raha jAtA hai / ] 117.

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100 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) vikalpakI bhUmikAme bhI (jisako) nirNaya nahIM hotA, usako nirvikalpa nirNaya honekA avakAza hI kahA~ hai ? 118. [khudakA pariNAma batAte hue kahA ] i...ta...nI laganI rahatI hai ki maiM kaba ekAntame baiThU...ekAntame baiThanekI lagana rahatI hai| phira bhI ekAnta nahI mile to vaise hI andarame ekAnta banA letA hU~ / ekAnta na mile to isake lie tar3apatA nahI (Akulita nahI hotA) / 119. [ agata ] jainadarzana hI eka aisA hai ki jo vItarAga honese dUsareko apane samAna banA letA hai, yaha isakI mUla vizeSatA hai| dUsare matavAle ziSyako bahuta kucha de deve, kintu pUrA to nahI dete, kyoki ve kaSAyayukta hai| 120. prazna :- dravyaligI itanA spaSTa jAnakara (bhI) kyo trikAlIme apanApana nahI karatA ? uttara :- usako sukhakI z2arUrata nahI hai; kyoki usako eka samayakI ughAr3a-paryAyame santoSa hai, sukha lagatA hai; to trikAlIko kyo pakar3e ? [ jisako vartamAna paryAyame satoSa hotA hai, usako darzanamoha tIvra hotA hai / aura jahA~ satoSa hotA hai vahA~ hI aTakanA hotA hai, vahA~ dukha bhI nahI lagatA / ata aisI sthitime trikAlI svabhAvake prati puruSArtha nahI hotA hai / ] 121. asalameM to (mithyAtvameM) tIvra duHkha laganA cAhie / jo tIvra duHkha lage to sacce sukha binA santoSa ho nahIM sktaa| duHkhakI vedanA, sukhako zodhe binA rahatI hI nhii| 122.

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tattvacarcA 101 [ khudake pariNAma batAte hue kahA ] nirvikalpa AnandakI to bAta kyA kare !! vikalpake samayame bhI sukha aura zAnti to bar3hatI rahatI hai / phira bhI nirvikalpa Ananda to isase bhI bahuta U~ce darjekA hai; isa Anandamese chUTanese to itanA duHkha hI duHkha hotA hai ki jaisA barphame par3A huA barfase chUTakara agnime praveza kare to jaisA duHkha hotA hai, vaisA nirvikalpamese nikalane para hotA hai| (isIse ) to nirvikalpame jAnekI lagana rahatI hai / 123. [ agata ] Aqhira kitanA bhI suna lo, lekina sukha to yahA~se [ antarame se ] hI zurU hotA hai / [ sunate hI prayAsa cAlU hove, vaha pAtratA kA lakSaNa hai / ] yaha thor3A suna to lU~... isame kyA nukasAna hai ?... pIche andarame jAU~gA, [- isa prakArake pariNAmame svabhAvakI aruci hai / ] yaha bAta ThIka nahI hai; aura eka samayakI jJAnaparyAyame vicAra kara-karake bhI kyA milegA ? trikAlIkI ora z2ora denese hI kSaNika paryAyakI ekatA chUTakara sukha milegA / 124. // prazna :- vartamAna jJAnavedana qhayAlame AtA hai vaise trikAlI sat qhayAla kyo nahI AtA hai ? ughAr3ame to yukti Adise AtA hai lekina andarase qhayAlame kyo nahI AtA ? uttara :- jo ughAr3ame nyAyase qhayAlame AyA, to ( vo) qhayAlavAlI jJAnaparyAya bhI to koI AdhAra para khar3I hai; to vaha AdhAravAlI vastu kyA hai ? aise dekhakara, usa AdhAravAlI zaktime hI graeNma jAnA - prasara jAnA, vo hI sat svabhAva hai / [ trikAlI svarUpamAtra khayAlame lenA hai - aisA abhiprAya nahI rakhakarake, antarame trikAlI AdhArabhUta zaktiko svayake rUpame dekhanekA prayAsa karanA caahie| jisase sahaja sthiratA hogI / ] 125. - * ye (cAra) gatiyokI bAta to bahuta sthUla hai / yahA~ to 'siddha-gati -

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102 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) aura siddha-paryAyase bhI adhikameM [ dhruvame ] apanApana karanekI bAta hai|' 126 prazna:- paryAyase chUTeM kaise ? uttaraH- paryAyase to chUTe hue hI haiN| 'trikAlI' to paryAyame AtA hI nhiiN| lekina paryAyame ekatA kara rakhI hai - vaha ekatA, trikAlImeM thApanekI hai| 127. jJAnIko to trikAlIme hI apanApana honese (use) vAMcana, zravaNa, pUjana AdimeM bhI andarase [ zuddhikI ] vRddhi hotI rahatI hai / 128. deva, guru Adi nimittokA sAMsArikaviSayokI apekSAse farka hai; kyoki sAMsArikaviSaya to apanI ora jhukaneko kahate hai; aura devAdika nimitta, apanI orake jhukAvakA niSedha karake svAtmAkI ora jhuka jAvo - aisA kahate hai| isalie devAdika nimittome farka kahaneme AtA hai| lekina jo jIva, apanI ora nahI jhukatA hai aura devAdikakI ora hI jhuke rahatA hai, usane to sAMsArika viSayoMkI taraha hI inhe bhI viSaya banA liyA; [ isa kAraNase ] to koI farka rahA nahI / 129. jaba munigaNa apane lie apanI zAstrame ramatI huI buddhiko vyabhicAriNI mAnate hai, to nIcevAloMkI to vyabhicAriNIbuddhi hai hii| isapara bhI [ ajJAnI] jIva yahA~ aise lete hai ki - munigaNa to apane lie buddhi vyabhicAriNI mAneM vaha to ThIka hai; parantu apana to thor3I zaktivAle haiM, apaneko to zAstrAdikA avalambana lenA cAhie hI- aise otha (AdhAra) lekara, vahA~ santoSa mAnakara, aTaka jAte hai / 'pahaleme pahalA to trikAlImeM prasara jAnekA hai' yahI sarva prathama kartavya hai| [zAstrame upayoga lagAte samaya bhI yaha abhiprAya honA cAhie / zAstrakA avalambana

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tattvacarcA 103 lenekA abhiprAya to nahI honA cAhie / ] 130. eka samayakI paryAyameM hI to vedana AtA hai; zaktimeM to vedana hai nahI / isalie yaha vedana hI prasiddha honese, usako hI ajJAnI 'AtmA' mAna letA hai / vAstavame to ["nitya svarUpa'] 'AtmA' kSaNika paryAyameM jAtA hI nahI, vaisA kA vaisA hI trikAla rahatA hai| - usIme apanApana hue binA sukha-zAnti ho nahIM sakatI / 131. gurudevazrIke upadezameM itanA khulAsA hai ki isa nIvase dharma paMcamakAla taka TikegA, aisA dikhatA hai| 132. pariNAmame baiThakara (trikAlI) vastuko dekhanese vastu bhinna dikhatI hai / isalie pariNAmase bhinna honeke lie vastumeM baiThakara dekhanA hai, tabhI vastume apanApana [ ekatva ] honese paryAyakA kArya bhinna dikhane lagegA; aura [ - aisI ] bhinnatA dikhanese paryAyakA nAza hote hue bhI [ dravyame ] apanApana to trikAla hI rahatA hai tabhI to paryAyake nAza honese AkulatA nahI hogI; aura idharame [ trikAlIme ] baiThanese sukha-zAnti bar3hegI / 133. ___ asalame tIvra duHkha [ mithyAtvakA ] lage, to sukha milatA hI hai / vikalpame itanA (tIvra) duHkha hI duHkha lage tabhI sukhakI ora jAte hai, to sukha milatA hai / 134. mujhe to "ye SaTra Avazyaka nahI, lekina eka hI [ antarmukha honA hI] Avazyaka hai|" vaha par3hakara itanA Ananda huA thA ki vaha mujhe spaSTa yAda hai ! 135. [ agata]

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104 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) pU. gurudevazrIne vastu-svabhAva kitanA spaSTa kara diyA hai ! vaha to pakA-pakAyA halavA hai; apana to sIdhA khAte hai, nahI to hamArI to zAstramese nikAlanekI itanI zakti nahI hai| 136. ___ 'eka samayakI jJAnaparyAya svatantra hai, (usameM) pUrvaparyAya bhI kAraNa nahI; usameM tIna kAlake padArtha jAnanekI tAkata hai' - aisA sunakara mujhe to aisI coTa lagI ki tabase merA par3hanA kama ho gayA |...clo na ! paryAyakA svabhAva hI jAnanekA hai... to sahaja jAnaneme A jAegA, [ jAnaneke lie ] AkulatA kyo kare !... yahA~ [ antarame ] sukha pIvo na !... nyAya Adi nakkI karaneme [ vikalpa vRddhi honese ] AkulatA hotI hai... apaneko to sukha cAhie / 137. asalame bAta yaha hai ki sabakI saba dhAraNA to [ajJAnI bhI] saccI kara letA hai, parantu paryAyame baiThakara [ ahabhAva rakhakara ] dravyako dekhatA hai, to dravya judA kA judA par3A rahatA hai| paryAyameM baiThakara dravyako nahIM dekhanA hai, kintu dravyame baiThakara dravyako dekhanA hai, to dravyameM apanApanA prasara jAtA hai [- abhedatA hotI hai| ] paryAyameM baiThanese [ - ekatA karanese ] dravya to dUra hI par3A rahatA hai| 138. gurudevazrIkI sihagarjanA aisI hai ki dUsare ko nirbhaya banA detI hai / vahI jaMgalake siMhakI garjanA to dUsareko bhayAkula banAtI hai| - donoMmeM bahuta pharka hai / 139. thor3A yaha to kara lUM... yaha to jAna lU~... suna to lU~ - yaha saba [ abhiprAya ] aTakanekA rAstA hai| [ apane ] asaMkhya pradezame prasarakara, pUre kA pUrA vyApaka hokara, tanmaya raho na !... sukha-zAnti bar3hatI jAegI, vikalpAdi TUTate jAyege / 140.

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tattvacarcA 105 bhUkha-pyAsa lage to usako bujhAye binA caina nahI par3atA / aise, jo vikalpameM duHkha hI duHkha lage to sukha zodha hI leve, usake binA caina hI na par3e; aisA hI svabhAva hai / 141. // prazna :- vikalpame duHkha hI duHkha lage - aisA jo kahA, to yaha to nAstipakSa gayA ? uttara :- nAsti bhI dravyakI apekSAse hai; bAkI to usa [ paryAya ] aMzame duHkha nikalakara sukha prakaTa hotA hai / aura aisA duHkha lage tabhI to dravyakI ora AegA / 142. .. uttara :--- prazna :- trikAlIme prasaraneme jJAna kAraNa hai yA dRSTi kAraNa hai ? * mukhyataura se to [ jJAnIko ] dRSTi hI kAraNa hai, phira jJAnako bhI kahate hai; dono sAthame hI hai / dRSTi pragara jAtI hai to jJAna bhI ho jAtA hai / prazna : dRSTi to jAnatI nahI ! jJAna hI jAnatA hai ? uttara :- isa apekSAse [ svalakSyI ] jJAnako bhI kAraNa kahate hai / parantu, yathArthame to aise gyAraha aMgavAleko [ paralakSyI ] jJAna to ho jAtA hai, dRSTi nahI hotI / - isIse yathArthame to dRSTiko hI kAraNa kahate hai / [ yahA~ svarUpame ekAgratA honeke vipayake praznakA spaSTIkaraNa diyA hai / parantu zraddhAjJAnake honeke vipayame spaSTIkaraNa nahI samajhanA caahie| kyoki jJAnapUrvaka hI zraddhAna hotA hai yaha trikAlI- aTala siddhAnta hai / ] 143. * nirvikalpa dhyAnake pahale aneka prakArakA citana ghaNTo taka cale phira bhI vaha nirvikalpatAkA kAraNa nahI hai, vaha to aTakAva hai / nirvikalpatA to andarame ugra avalambanase hI hotI hai / vicArarUpa dhyAna to rukAvaTa hai,... hotA hai... A jAtA hai.... lekina, vaha avalambana nahI hai / avalambana to andarame liyA huA hai, usame hI ugratA honepara nirvikalpatA

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106 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) hotI hai| yadi aTakAvarUpa vicAra Adiko kAraNa mAnA jAe to vicArase chUTakara andara A nahI sakate / [- inhe ] aTakAva mAnanepara hI andara A sakate hai / manda zaktivaza paryAyame aneka tarahakA vicAra calatA hai, usame ullAsa bhI hotA hai, kintu aisA citana Adi kAraNa nahIM, balki aTakAva hI hai| 144. prazna :- pariNAma andarame jamate nahI, bAhara kyo daur3ate hai ? uttara :- bachar3eko bA~dhe nahI to bAhara carane lagatA hai; yadi khUTeme baoNdha de to phirA to kare, parantu vahaoNse bAhara nahIM jA sakatA hai| - aise dhruvame paryAyako baoNdha deve to paryAya dhruvame hI phirA karegI, bAhara nahI jaaegii| phiranA to usakA [ paryAyakA ] svabhAva hai; lekina dhruva-khUTemeM hI phiregI, aura sukha milatA rahegA / 145. apaneko to sukha pInekI adhikatA rahatI hai, jAnanekI nahI / aura kharekhara to vikalpase jo jAnate hai so to saccA jAnanA hI nahIM hai; andarame abhedatAse jo sahaja jAnanA hotA hai - vahI saccA jJAna hai / parasattAvalambI jJAnako to heya kahA hai na ! zivabhUtimuni vizeSa jAnate nahI the, phira bhI andarameM sukha pIte-pIte unako kevalajJAna ho gayA / 146. deva, zAstra, guru, zravaNa, vicAra, vAMcana, manana, ughAr3a aura eka samayakI pUrva-uttara paryAya jo-jo sAdhanarUpa kahaneme AtA hai - vaha saba [ nizcayase ] bAdhakarUpa hai| - aisA nahIM mAne, taba-taka to trikAlIme A nahI sakate / Upara-Uparase bAdhakarUpa kahe aura andarame sAdhanarUpa mAnatA rahe, to vahA~ hI jhukAva rahA karegA, trikAlIme nahI A sakegA / 147. pahale to yaha bAta nakkI kara lo ki sunanese jJAna nahIM hotA;

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102 tattvacarcA sAmAnyase [ - sAmAnya svabhAvake Azrayase ] hI jJAna hogaa| phira bhI sunanekA vikalpa uThe to usame kheda honA cAhie / 'maiM' to vartamAname hI paripUrNa hU~, vartamAnase hI 'mujhe kucha karanA nahIM hai / pariNAmame puruSArtha sahaja hotA hai / karu... karu... yaha to AkulatA hai, bojhA hai / 148. yahA~ to pariNAma mAtrako vyavahAra kahate hai / mokSa aura mokSamArga saba vyavahAra hai / 'mai to akriya dhruva tattva hU~' / 149. apanA sukha dekhA nahI, isalie kisake sAtha milAna kare ki - yaha deva-guru Azrita vRtti bhI duHkha hai; [ ajJAnIne ] isIlie ekAnta duHkhako sukha mAna liyA hai / 150. . . vastu-svarUpa jaisA hai vaisA hI hai to phira apekSA lagAkara DhIlA thor3e hI ho sakatA hai ? 151. apane dravyame ekatva kie binA, rAgase aura zarIrase bhinnatA nahI ho sakatI; bhale hI 'bhinna hai... bhinna hai' aisA kahe / lekina apane dravyame ekatva hote hI sahaja bhinnatA ho jAtI hai, vikalpa uganA nahI par3atA; sahaja hI bhinnatA rahatI hai| 152. prazna :- adhika guNIkA bahumAna karanA ki nahIM? uttara :- abhiprAya to dUsarekA bahumAna karanekA hove hI nahIM; aura khiMcAvake kAraNa bahumAna AjAe to use dInatA mAnanI cAhie, usakA bhI kheda honA cAhie / 153. deva-guruke prati jo macaka hotI hai vaha bhI napuMsakatA hai; aura abhiprAyame macaka hove to [ anantAnubandhI kaSAyake kAraNa ] vaha anantI

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108 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) napuMsakatA hai| 154. (zAstrameM) munike lie aisA kahA hai ki - yadi anya muni bImAra ho to vaiyAvRtya karanA / - vaha to vikalpa hove to aisA hove, usakI bAta hai| apaneme ekAgra ho to prathama to vahI kartavya haivikalpa kartavya nahI / 155. * adhika puNya - vaha to viSTAkA bar3A Dhera hai / 156. kevalajJAnakI paryAya bhI jaba upekSaNIya hai [ dRSTikA viSaya nahI ]; taba phira kSayopazamajJAnakI to bAta hI kyA? [dravyadRSTi kisI bhI-kevalajJAna takakI - paryAyako viSaya nahIM karatI / taba chadmastha sAdhakako apanI kSayopazamajJAnakI paryAyakI pradhAnatA kisI bhI hAlatame, arthAt jJAnakI nirmalatA va vizAlatA kitanI bhI kyo na ho usakI mukhyatA, AnI hI nahI cAhie / ] 157. koI bhI kathana samajhaneke lie yadi (vaktAke) abhiprAyako chor3akara artha karane jAegA to artha g2alata hI hogaa| 158. zubharAgako kartavya mAnanekI to bAta hI kahA~ ? 'merA' to koI kartavya hI nahI, aisA pahale pakkA honA cAhie / [ dhruvame kartavya kaise ho sakatA hai ? 'mai to dhruvatattva hU~' / ]159. pahale vikalpAtmakatAmeM to yaha nirNaya kara lo ki, pariNAmakI apekSAse idhara [ antarame ] hI jamanekA hai| dUsarA kucha bhI karanekA nahIM hai| - aise vikalpAtmaka nirNayakA bhI avalambana nahI honA caahie| aura 'maiM to apariNAmI hU~, pariNAmame jAtA hI nahIM' - aisA abhyAsa

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tattvaparcA 109 honepara dRSTi jama jaayegii| [vikalpAtmaka nirNaya sahI hote hue bhI nirNayarUpa pariNAmakI mukhyatA nahI honI cAhie, parantu apariNAmI nijasvarUpake prati puruSArtha tIvra honA cAhie / nirNaya yA samajha yathArtha honese aise yathArtha pariNAma para vajana raha jAtA hai to vaha bhI dhruvasvabhAvake avalamvana lene hetu pratikUla hai|] 160. idhara [ svadravyame ] dRSTi jama gayI... basa, vahI mukti hai; mukti karanI nahI hai / 161. dUsarI saba jagahose chUTA; parantu idhara AyA to deva-guruko cauTA... yahA~se z2arUra hogaa| - vaha to vaisA kA vaisA hI huA, sirpha naI dukAna cAlU kI - mAtra nimitta hI badalA / 162. cAhe jaisI bAta va kitanI hI bAra kahaneme Ave lekina 'trikAlIkI adhikatA kabhI nahI chUTanI caahie'| kathana cAhe jaisA Ave, parantu yaha bAta kAyama rakha karake hI anya saba bAte hai - trikAlIkI adhikatA kabhI nahI chUTanI cAhie / 163. devakI ora dekho to deva yaha kahate hai ki - mai tumArI sanmukha nahI dekhatA hU~, aura tuma bhI merI sanmukha mata dekho, apanI sanmukha dekho ! 164. SaTAvazyaka kahe jAte hai, parantu vAstavame to ye anAvazyaka hai| [ zrAvakakI bhUmikAme ] vikalpa AtA hai to vaha kisa prakArakA AtA hai - aisA batAneke lie kahaneme AtA hai / vAstavame to ujame bhI kheda aura duHkha lagatA hai; svabhAvasukhame jamate hI vikalpakI AkulatA bhAsatI hai ki - ye Avazyaka Adi bhI duHkha

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110 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) bhAva haiM, (to) ye upAdeya kaise ? 165. zuddha jIvAstikAyakI dRSTi binA, zAstrame jo kathana Ate haiM unakI kitanI hada taka maryAdA hai ? - vaha samajhameM nahIM AtI / aura dRSTi honepara, jJAnameM sahaja hI saba bAteM samajhame A jAtI hai / 166. sarvArthasiddhike deva 33-33 sAMgara taka ciMtana-manana karate hai phira bhI kevalajJAna nahIM hotA; aura idhara antarmuhUrta ekAgratA honepara kevalajJAna ho jAtA hai / jAnanese (jAnapanese) prayojana-siddhi nahI hotI; lInatAse siddhi hotI hai| [ mokSamArgame prayojanakI siddhime mAtra puruSArthakA hI adhikAra hai / jJAnakI vizAlatA aura sUkSmatA puruSArthakA kAraNa nahIM hotI / kintu jJAnakI svarUpagrahaNazakti jitanI bar3hatI hai utanA hI puruSArtha sAtha sAtha bar3hatA hai| ] 167. jisakI jo ruci hotI hai usako usI rasakI mukhyatA hotI hai isIse maraNa-samaya bhI usI rasakI ugratA ho jAtI hai / 168. azuddhaparyAya (aMza)kA mukha bAharakI ora hai; aura zuddhaparyAya (aMza)kA mukha apanI ora hai; donoke muMhakI dizA viruddha hai, isIse ve sahaja hI bhinna dikhate hai / 169. yahA~ to mahArAjasAhabane bhUmikA taiyAra kara dI hai| basa ! aba to thor3A-sA sukhakA bIja bo denA... jisase mahA Ananda hove / 170. prazna :- upayogako andarameM vAlanekI [ antarmukha karanekI ] bAta uttara :- isame bhI upayogameM [- paryAyame ] apanApana, aura apanI

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tattvacarcA 111 dhruvavastume parAyApana ho jAtA hai / 'upayoga 'merI' ora AegA' - aisA honA cAhie / 171 * phUla bAg2ame ho yA jaMgalame; usako koI sU~gho yA na sU~gho; usakI qImata to svayaMse hai; koI sUMghe to usakI qImata bar3ha nahI jAtI, athavA nahI sUMghe to vaha kumhalA nahI jAtA isI tarahase koI apaneko jAne yA na jAne usase apanA mUlya thor3A hI hai ? apanA mUlya to apanese hI hai / koI mAna-sanmAna deve, na deve nahI hai / 172. saba dhUla hI dhUla hai, usame kucha - -- Qi pUjya gurudeva zrI apane lie to ananta tIrthakarase adhika hai, kyoki apanA kArya honeme nimitta hue - isIlIe / dUsarA, unhone yaha batAyA ki, bhaiyA ! "tuma siddha to kyA ? ... siddhase bhI adhika ho, ananta siddha-paryAye jahA~se sadaiva nikalatI rahe, aise tuma ho / " - aisA utkRSTa vAcya pUjya gurudevazrIne batalAyA ! 173. * dravyakI salAmatI dekhate... paryAya bhI salAmata ho jAtI hai / 174. Mi prazna :- jJAna to karanA cAhie na ? svabhAva uttara :- are bhAI ! jJAna apanA svabhAva hai ki nahI ? hai to jJAna to hotA hI hai; 'karanA cAhie' - isame to vaz2ana paryAyapara calA jAtA hai aura akriya sArA par3A raha jAtA hai / 'mai vartamAname hI akriya hU~, kucha karanA hI nahI hai' - aisI dRSTi honepara, jJAna-kriyA sahaja utpanna hotI hai / jAnane AdikA vikalpa bhI AtA hai, parantu isa para vaz2ana nahI jAnA cAhie; yaha saba gauNa rahanA cAhie / 175. * -

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112 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) apanI kArya-sImA pariNAma taka hI hai, usase Age nahI jA sakate hai| lahU Adi bhoga hI nahIM sakate, lekina jo thor3I-sI macakase rAga hotA hai, vaha to mujhe sahaja sukhake Age viSa-tulya lagatA hai / 176. koI to dhAraNA kara lete hai; koI dhAraNA karake raTana karate hai| lekina bhAI ! dhAraNA karake kyA tereko kisIko dikhAnA hai ki 'maiM jAnakAra hU~ ? prazna :- lekina apane svarUpakI prApti na ho taba taka nirNayake lie to dhAraNA cAhie na ! uttara :- dhAraNA sahaja hotI hai / 'mai dhAraNA kara lUM' - yaha to bojhA uThAnA hai| dhAraNAke Upara to vajana hI nahIM AnA cAhie / dhAraNA honI to cAhie na ! - aisA vaz2ana nahI honA cAhie; sahaja ho to ho / [ svarUpakI prAptike lie vidhi-viSayaka jAnakArIkI dhAraNA hotI hai, phira bhI aisI sahI dhAraNApara vajana jAnevAleke abhiprAyame paryAyakA Azraya karanekA abhiprAya jo anAdise hai vaha cAlU raha jAtA hai aura vaha antarmukhatA honeme bAdhaka kAraNa bana jAtA hai|] 177. prazna :- citana karanA (cAhie) kyA ? uttara :- citana bhI bhaTTI-sA laganA cAhie; vaha bhI duHkhabhAva lage to vahaoNse haTa sakeMge, nahI to vahaoNse kyoM khisakeMge ? mArgameM AtA hai to ThIka; kintu usako duHkhabhAva jAnanA, usame ekatva nahI karanA / citana bhI cintA hai, AkulatA hai| 'citana jahA~se uThatA hai... usa bhUmime jame rho|' 178. [zrotA ] sAkSIbhAva rahanA cAhie ? [zrI sogAnIjI ] 'apana' to sAkSIbhAvameM bhI nahIM aate| 'apana' to aisI bhUmi hai jahaoNse eka sAkSIbhAva to kyA... ananta sAkSIbhAva

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113 tattvacarcA uThate rahege / eka samayake sAkSIbhAvame 'maiM' pUrA kA pUrA AjAU~ to 'merA' nAza ho jAe / sAkSIbhAvameM [ sAkSIbhAvake vikalpame ] bhI ekatva nahI karanA hai / jahA~se vaha [ sAkSIbhAva ] uThatA hai.. vo hI bhUmi - nakkara (sthira, Thosa ) sthala - 'mai' hU~ / 179. * vastu vartamAname pratyakSa sthita hai, vartamAname hI vidyamAna hai / eka samayakI paryAyake pIche pUrNa vastu sthita hai; lakSya kare usI kSaNa dikha jAtI hai / [ arthAt vedaname A jAtI hai / ] 180. * deva - zAstra - gurukI iz2z2ata karate hai, qImata karate hai, to ve hI kahate hai ki tU terI qadra kara ! 181. - * 'svayaMse hI lAbha hai' aisA na mAne to anyase lAbha mAnanA hI par3e, yaha niyama hai / aura 'apane se hI lAbha hai' aisA mAne to parase lAbha mAnA hI nahI jAtA, yaha bhI niyama hai / 182. * yogyatA aura pAtratA ThIka [ utkRSTa ] hove to eka hI kSaName kAma ho jAye, aisI bAta hai 1183. * pahale vikalpa uThe aura bAdame samAdhAna kare ki 'ye svatantra hai' [ to yaha yathArtha nahI ] / vikalpake sAtha hI sAtha usI kSaNa usase bhinnatA honI cAhie / 184. * prazna : dhAraNAke binA anubhava ho sakatA hai kyA ? uttara :- dhAraNA nahI hove aura anubhava ho jAye, yaha savAla hI yahA~ nahI hai / yahA~ to kahate hai ki dhAraNA honepara bhI [ binA puruSArtha ] anubhava nahI hotA / dhAraNAme 'mai caitanyamUrti hU~ , aisA TaoNka do, aura

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114 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) isI sthala para jama jAo, taba anubhava hotA hai| 185. 'maiM' aisI bhUmi hU~ jahA~se kSaNa-kSaName nayA-nayA phala utpanna hotA hI rahatA hai / jaise bhUmise Rtu-Rtuke anusAra aneka phala utpanna hote rahate hai, vaise 'mai aisI bhUmi hU~' jahA~se sukhakA phala utpanna hotA hI rahatA hai / maiM' amRtarasase bharA huA huuN| 'mai' to aisI bhUmi hU~ jise phalake lie jalakI bhI z2arUrata nahI rahatI, kyoki 'maiM' svayaM hI sukharUpa hU~ dUsare padArthokI apekSA hI nahIM / 186. prazna :- jama jAnA bhI to paryAya hI hai na ? uttara :- are bhAI ! Aqhira kArya to saba pariNAmame hI aayegaa| pariNAmase ghabarAo mata, lekina pariNAmapara khar3e bhI mata raho / kArya to pariNAmame hI AtA hai / apariNAmImeM jama gayA (sthira hogayA) to kArya to pariNAmame hI AyegA aura vedana bhI paryAyakA hI hogaa| 'apariNAmI' 'pariNAma' do aMza milakara pUrI [pramANajJAnakI viSayabhUta] vastu hai| 187. apana to apane hI sukha-dhAmame baiThe rahe, jame rahe...basa ! - yahI eka bAta kAyama rakha karake, dUsarI-dUsarI sabhI bAtoko khatiyA lo| 188. (ajJAnI jIvako) jJAnakA thor3A kSayopazama hove aura thor3A vikAsa bhI hotA jAe to vaha usame hI ruka jAtA hai; mai thor3A samajhadAra to hU~ aura pahalekI apekSA zAnti bhI to bar3ha rahI hai, isa tarahase mai Age bar3ha to rahA hU~ - aise santoSa mAnakara aTaka jAtA hai / 189. yahA~ (antarmukha) baiThate hI...basa !...idhara apane asaMkhyAta pradezame dRSTi lagAte hI yahIse sIdhA siddhalokameM jaayegaa| 190. *

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tatpaparyA 115 ___ 'vartamAname hI kRtakRtya hU~' - aisI dRSTi apanI vastume huyI, to karU~...ka - aisI kartRtva buddhi chUTa gayI...basa ! yahI mukti hai| 191. 'apane sukha-dhAmame sadA jame rahanA' basa ! - yahI bAta bAraha aMgakA ekamAtra sAra hai / 192. dRSTi khule vinA zAstrakA artha bhI yathArtharUpase khatiyA nahIM skte| khatiyAneme idharakI [- AtmAkI ] mukhyatA kabhI goNa nahI honI cAhie; igharakI mukhyatA kAyama rakhakara hI saba kathana khatiyAne cAhie / 193. jJAnIko bhI kSaNika vikalpa uThate hai lekina pUrvakI [ ajJAnadazAkI ] mAfika [ vikalpame ] ananta z2ora nahI hai / vikalpa uThate hai, kintu pachAr3a khAkara qhatma ho jAte hai / 194. [ pariNatima ] sahaja sukhakA anubhava [ rAgake ] sAtha-sAtha vartatA hI hai, isIlie jJAnI harSabhAvako bhI pratyakSa duHkharUpa jAnate hai / parantu jinhe sahaja sukha prakaTa nahI huA ve kisake sAtha milAnakara harSabhAvako duHkharUpa mAnege ? 195. jo Anandame masta hai, usakI mastIme AnandakI hI bAta AtI hai| 196. "zuddha buddha caitanyadhana svayaM jyoti sukha dhAma" - kaisI sundara vAta zrImadjIne kI hai ! eka paMktime saba bAta AgaI / basa, bhAI ! tU itanA hI vicAra [ jJAna ] kara / 197. pariNAmakA kArya pariNAma karegA, tuma usakI darakAra chor3o; tuma to apane nityagharame hI baiThe raho / apane gharame [ dravyasvabhAvame ] baiThe,

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) to saba sahaja hI sahaja hai / pariNAmakA cazmA [ paryAyame 'mai-panA' ] lagAyA huA ho to (svayaM) pariNAmarUpa hI bhAsatA hai, apariNAmI nahIM bhAsatA / 198. 'mai adhika hU~' - yahI svayaMkA mahAtmyabhAva hai / 'maiM' koI bhI bhAvame-vikalpame khisakatA nahI, taNIjatA (khIMcijatA) hI nahI, vaisA kA vaisA aura vahI kA vahI hara samaya rahatA hU~ vikalpake sAtha, pariNAmake sAtha, khisakatA hI nahIM huuN| kyA darpaNakA dala kSaNika AkArame khisakatA hai (AtA hai) ? - vaisAkA vaisA hI rahatA hai| aise hI, 'maiM bhI sadA vaisA kA vaisA rahatA huuN| 199. kahA~ eka samayakA bhAva...aura kahA~ trikAlI sAmarthya !! trikAlI sAmarthya ke pAsa eka samayake bhAvakI kyA zakti ? 200. yaha bAta samajhame Ane para 'ka...ka'kA bojhA to halkA ho jAe; parantu isa trikAlI-apariNAmIbhAvakA anubhava honA - yahI qhAsa bAta hai; yaha anubhava karo / 201. [carcA sunanevAloke prati ] yahA~ vAle sabhIkI laganI to acchI ho gayI hai; lekina yahaoNkI mukhya bAta ki - 'hamArA lakSya chor3o' - yaha bAta chor3I nahI jaatii| [ mAnate hoge ki, ] tuma aisI acchI bAta batAte ho to tumArA lakSya kaise chor3eM, tumArI sanmukhatA kaise chor3eM ? lekina asalameM to apanI sanmukhatA binA yaha bAta samajhane nahI AtI / 202. are bhAI ! 'tU' eka samayakI paryAyame A nahI jAtA hai| 'tU' to anantI paryAyoMkA piNDa hai| yadi 'tU' eka paryAyame AgayA to anya sabhI paryAyeM vidhavA ho jAyeMgI / 203.

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tattvacarcA 117 ajJAnIko akele pariNAmakA hI vedana hotA hai; pariNAmake sAtha hI samUcA apariNAmI par3A hai, usakA vedana nahIM hotaa| lekina apariNAmImeM dRSTi jamAkara, usame tAdAtmya hokara, prasara kara, apanApana hote hI usI kSaName 'apariNAmI' aura 'pariNAma' donokA eka sAtha anubhava hotA hai| akele pariNAmakA vedana to mithyAdRSTiko hI hotA hai| jJAnIko to eka sAtha donokA [ dravya aura paryAyakA ] anubhava rahatA hai / [ paryAya svarUpAkAra ho jAtI hai, - aisI paryAyake anubhavako arthAt dravyasvarUpake abhedabhAvarUpa anubhavako dravyakA anubhava kahaneme AtA hai / vAstavame anubhava, paryAyakI sImAkA ullaghana nahIM karatA / ] 204. 'mai niSkriya hU~' - yaha cazmA to sadA hI lagAe rakhanA caahie| dUsarA cazmA lagAte samaya bhI, yaha cazmA to lagAe hI rakhanA cAhie; isake binA to kucha bhI dikhalAI nahIM degaa| [ yahA~ cazmA zabdakA vAcya 'dRSTikoNa' hai / ] 205. 'maiM' aisA apariNAmI (dhruva) padArtha hU~ ki tIno lokoke sabhI padArtha ikaTThe hokara bhI mujhe hilA-DulA nahI sakate / 206. sAdhaka-bAdhaka - ye saba to paryAyakA jJAna karaneke lie hai| sabalAIkA [ananta vIryake piNDarUpakA ] cazmA lagAe binA, nabalAIkA bhI (yathArtha) jJAna nahI hotA hai / sAdhakapanA-bAdhakapanA to paryAyakI bAta hai, 'hame' to sAdhakapane-bAdhakapanekI bhI darakAra nahIM hai, kyoki bAdhakapanA 'mujhe [ trikAlIko ] nukasAna nahIM pahuMcA sakatA aura sAdhakapanA lAbha nahI kara sakatA; to phira inakA vicAra kyo ? 207. apaneme [ caitanya goleme ] aise lIna ho jAnA ki usake rasase pariNati anyatra jAe hI nahI; - usIko vairAgya kahate hai / 208.

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118 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) yahA~ apanI ora Ate hI karmakI khar3akhar3AhaTa qhatma ho jAtI hai, karma-dhUli ur3ane lagatI hai, paryAyakA baoNkApana-TeDApana bhI chUTa jAtA hai, sukha-zAnti bar3hatI jAtI hai / 209. apekSA-jJAna barAbara honA cAhie, nahI to khatiyAneme phera ho jAtA hai / kisa apekSAse, kisa bAtako kitanI maryAdA taka kahA hai, usakA qhayAla honA z2arUrI hai / 210. nizcayAbhAsa (hone)kA bhaya chor3a denA cAhie; nizcayAbhAsI to taba kahe ki - jaba paryAyame svAbhAvika sukha prakaTA na ho / parantu jisako sukha prakaTa (anubhava) huA hai, vaha nizcayAbhAsI nahI hai / 211. paryAyako jahA~ (antarameM) jAnA hai, vaha to nivRtti-pravRtti donose rahita hai, phira bhI vahA~ (antarameM) jAnevAleko nivRttikA hI vikalpa bIcame AtA hai, pravRttise khisakanekA hI bhAva AtA hai - yaha niyama hai / niyama honepara bhI usapara vaz2ana nahI hai, aisA hI bhAva bIcame A jAtA hai / 212. tuma pandraha sAlakA sambandha kahate ho, lekina hamAre to vartamAna vikalpa jitanA hI, eka kSaNakA sambandha hai; yaha vikalpa chUTA...ki...phira qhalAsa ! ___cakravartI (samyagdRSTi)ke chiyAnabe hajAra rAniyA~ aura vaibhava Adi honepara bhI vartamAna jisa padArthakI ora lakSya jAtA hai usIkA vaha bhoktA kahalAtA hai; parantu abhiprAyame to usa padArthakA bhoktA, usI kSaNa qhatma ho gyaa| [ jJAnIpuruSako sabhI prakArake sayogoMse bhinnatA vartatI hai cAhe sayoga laukikadRSTise kitanA hI mahattvapUrNa yA purAnA ho kintu bhinnatAme ekakSaName saba khatma ho jAtA hai / ] 213.

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tattvacarcA 119 'Atmadharma' jaba milA usame "eka hI Avazyaka hai" - aisA par3hate hI coTa lgii| - are ! yaha ATha dravyose pUjA karanA, chaH Avazyaka... ina sabame to bojhA lagatA hai; aura isa eka ( nizcaya ) Avazyakame to bojhA ghaTa jAtA hai| 214. [ sonagar3hase do mIla dUra 'ekaliyA Daima'ke ekAnta sthalake zAnta vAtAvaraNako dekha kara kahA ] yaha sthAna yaha batalA rahA hai ki yadi tume sukha cAhie to tuma apane sAthiyose bhI dUra ho jAo / 215. * 'mai nirAvalambI padArtha hU~' - aisA nirNaya Ae binA, abhiprAyame (parakA) Alambana nahI chUTatA / 216. prazna :- zraddhAkA kArya zraddhA para hI chor3a denA ? uttara :- yathArtha zraddhA to huI nahI, aura zraddhA anyatra (para padArthomeM) bhaTakatI huI apanApana (ahampanA) karatI rahe, aura phira bhI kahe ki zraddhAkA kArya zraddhA para chor3atA hU~ - [ asalame ] aisA to ho nahI sakatA / pahale zraddhA apane trikAlI astitvame abheda ho jAe, usake bAda to zraddhAkA kArya zraddhA para hI hai| 217. jhaTapaTa mukti cAhie !...to basa, yahA~ [trikAlIme] hI birAjamAna ho jAo / 218. [kartAbuddhike niSedhakI apekSAse kahA ] jJAna karanekI z2arUrata nahI; manda kaSAya karanekI z2arUrata nahI; nirvikalpatA karanekI z2arUrata nahI; kevalajJAna karanekI z2arUrata nahIM; - sabhI sahaja hote hai, karanekA bojhA hI nahI rakhanA hai| apariNAmI para Ae to saba sahaja hI hotA hai| 'jJAtA-dRSTA rahU~'- yaha bhI nahI; idhara (AtmAmeM) AyA to jJAtA-dRSTApanA

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120 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) sahala rahatA hai, 'rahU~' - aisA nahI / 219. [tIrthakarake janmotsavame ] indra nRtya karake vAharame laukika apekSAse khuzI manA rahe ho, to bhI unake andarame [ pariNatime] jo sahaja sukha calatA hai usame, vaha harSabhAva bhI sahaja hI duHkharUpa lagatA hai| aura yaha sahaja sukha, usa (haSa) bhAvakA sahaja niSedha karatA hai / vAharameM to indra bhI harSabhAvase khuzI manAte haiN| 220. prazna :- [ hamako AtmAme ] sthiratA kyo nahI hotI ? uttara :- kSaNika [ asthira] pariNAmame apanApana hai, sthira tattvako pakar3A nahIM hai, taba sthiratA kahA~se Ae ? 'mai apariNAmI sadaiva sthira hI hU~' - aise trikAlI-sthira tattvame apanApana Ate hI pariNAmameM sthiratA sahaja A jAegI, sthiratA bar3hegI aura pUrNatA bhI ho jaayegii| pahale 'mai trikAlI sthira tattva hU~' - aisI dRSTi honI cAhie / 221. jitanA bhI deva-zAstra-gurukI ora lakSya jAtA hai utanA nukasAna hI hai, [ vahirmukha upayoga honese ] lAbha nahI hai; yaha bAta pakkI ho jAnI cAhie / 222. prazna :- upayogako svayaMkI ora DhAlanekA hI eka mAtra kArya karanekA hai na ? uttara :- paryAyakI apekSAse to aisA hI kahA jAegA / kyoMki upayoga dUsarI ora hai to idhara lAo - aisA kahaneme AtA hai| asalameM to 'maiM khuda hI upayoga svarUpa hU~, 'upayoga kahI gayA hI nahIM' - aisI dRSTi honepara, [paryAyaapekSAse ] upayoga svasanmukha AtA hI hai / 223. sunaneke bhAvame sunanevAleko aura sunAneke bhAvame sunAnevAleko

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tattvacarcA 121 nukasAna hai| [- bahirmukha upayoga honese ] donoko nukasAnakA hI dhandhA hai| apanI-apanI yogyatAnusAra donoko nukasAna hai| [dharmavArtA sunAnevAle aura sunanevAleko bhUlase aisA abhiprAya ho jAtA hai ki aisA kArya karate-karate lAbha ho jAyegA, parantu isa abhiprAyame sAdhanakI bhUla garbhita rahanese bahuta bar3A viparyAsa hai / sAdhakadazAme jo sunane-sunAnekA rAga AtA hai, vaha mAtra cAritra-doSa hai, kintu abhiprAyapUrvaka vaisA rAga sAdhakako nahI hotA / ] 224. sArI duniyAko chor3akara idhara [ sunaneko ] AyA...to idhara thapATa lagAkara (jhir3aka kara) kahate hai ki- are bhAI! tU terI ora jA / 225. ma AtmAsambandhI vikalpa ho yA parasambandhI vikalpa ho, vikalpa to vikalpa hI hai| [ usame 'mai' nahI / ] 226. prazna :- vastu pakar3aneme nahI AtI , to kahA~ aTakAva ho jAtA hai ? kyA mahimA nahI AtI hai ? uttara :- eka samayake pariNAmame apanApana rahatA hai - basa ! yahI bhUla hai| mahimA to AtI hai, kintu Upara-Uparase / yadi vAstavika mahimA AjAe taba to chor3e hI nahI / vastukA Azraya (AdhAra) pakar3anA cAhie, use nahI pakar3atA hai / 227. paryAya mAtrakI gauNatA karo / anubhava huA, nahI huA- yaha mata dekho / 'trikAlI vastu hI mai hU~' / paryAya mAtrako gauNa kara, idharakA [ antar-svarUpakA ] prayAsa karo / abhiprAyame eka daphA to sabase chUTa jAnA hai / 228. jaise ma~galIko pakar3e hue zukako aisA lagatA hai ki 'mai ulaTA hU~, de sulaTA hotA to faurana ur3a jAtA'; aise ajJAnIko aisA lagatA hai

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122 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) ki 'mai vikArI hU~, isalie AtmAko kaise prApta kara sakU~ ?' are bhAI ! sulaTe-ulaTekI bAta hI nahIM hai| pariNAmase chUTA to dhruvapara hI aaegaa| [- paryAyabuddhi chUTanepara AtmAme hI Atmabuddhi hogI] / bhuMgalIko zuka chor3atA...to ur3a hI jAtA, kyoki ur3anA usakA svabhAva hai| - aise pariNAmase khisake to trikAlIdalameM hI AegA / 229. dhruva tattvapara paoNva [ dRSTi ] rakho...to paryAyame saba kArya sahaja hI hogA / 230. AcArya bhagavanta to nirantara amRtarasakA hI pAna karate the, amRtarasame hI magna rahate the| jaise acchA bhojana karate samaya apane kuTumbikajanokI yAda AtI hai; vaise AcAryadevako karuNA AtI hai ki bhAI ! tumAre pAsa bhI AnandakA dariyA par3A hai, tuma bhI usako pI o...pI o ! 231. vastu sAkSAt maujUda par3I hai, mAtra kalpanA nahI karanA lekina usa rUpa ho jAnA - tanmaya hokara asaMkhya pradezameM vyApta ho jAnA / jaba vastu sAkSAt hai to phira mAtra kalpanA kyo karanA ? - usa rUpa pariNama jAnA ! [ svarUpake pratyakSa anubhava kAlame 'AtmapratyakSatA'ke avalambanase utpanna puruSArthakA yaha prakaTa citAra hai / ] 232. apane nikAlI dhruvaguruko guru banAkara jo zuddhaparyAya prakaTI...to bAharameM usa vAcyake batAnevAle para gurukA Aropa kiyA jAtA hai| 233. pariNAmameM phera-phAra karanA mujha caitanya-khAnakA svabhAva nahI hai| 'puruSArthakI khAna hI mai hU~' to phira eka samayake puruSArthame 'karanekI' AkulatA kyo ? 234.

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tattvacarcA apanI ananta pariNatiko 'nitya' rahakara bhogate raho; khaNDa-khaNDa hokara bhoganemeM to apanA nAza ho jAtA hai / 235. * 'mai nirAvalambI tattva haeNU' isakI to pUrI mukhyatA honI cAhie; aura dInatAkA [ parAvalambIpanekA ] pUrA-pUrA duHkha mAlUma honA cAhie / 236. - 123 * yahA~ [ trikAlame ] apanApana Ate hI mokSa apane Apa ho jAtA hai / dRSTi 'yahA~' abheda huI to ise mukti samajho ! 237. * apane svakSetrame baiTha gayA to pariNAma jAegA kahA~ ? pariNAmakA z2ora [ paronmukhI jora ] paMgu ho jAegA / bahirmukhatAmeM to pariNAma parake sAtha calA jAtA hai / dRSTi yahAeN [ antarame ] jamI to pariNAmame z2yAdA dUra jAnekI zakti hI nahI rahatI / 238. * yathArtha ruci ho to kAla lage hI nahI, rAta-dina, khAte-pIte-sote usake hI pIche par3e / 239. * [ vikalpAtmaka ] kRtrima puruSArthakI to bAta hI kyA ? lekina akriya [ cibimbakI ] dRSTimeM to sahaja puruSArthakI bhI gauNatA hai, kyoMki vaha bhI kriyA [ eka samayakI paryAya ] hai / akriya [ svarUpa ] - dRSTime kriyA mAtrakI gauNatA hai / 240. * yahA~se zurU sunaneke kAlame bhI 'mai nirAvalambI tattva haeNU' karanA cAhie, phira sunanekA bhAva AegA kintu usakI mukhyatA nahI hogI / 241. -- * pariNAmako heTA nahI sakate, pariNAmameMse ekatva haTA sakate

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dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) 124 hai / 242. upayoga apanese bAhara nikale...to yamakA dUta hI AyA - aisA dekho ! bAharame phira cAhe bhagavAna hI hoM! [upayoga bAhara jAve ] usame apanA maraNa ho rahA hai| bAharake padArthase to apanA sambandha hI nahI, to phira upayogako bAharameM lambAnA kyoM ? 243 'kucha karanA nahI hai| hara samaya aisA bhAva rahanA [- kartAbuddhi chUTa jAnA] isase adhika mukti kaunasI hai ? 244. dUsarese apanI prasiddhi hove, isame to apaneko parAdhInatA AI; khuda to laeNgar3A hI rahA / 245. bAharake satse - deva-zAstra-guruse - tujhe lAbha honevAlA nahIM hai| tere satse hI tujhe lAbha hai| bAharake satse lAbha hove to kyA tU svayaM sat nahI hai ! 246. vastu aura vastume ekAgratA-taNAva ( khiMcAva ) - basa, ye hI do bAte hai / ekAgratA hote-hote mukti ho jAtI hai| [isake alAvA ] sunanA, tattvacarcA karanA, ye saba viSaya-sevana haiM [kyoki bahirmukhIbhAva hai ]; apane viSayako chor3akara, inhe viSaya banAte haiM to apanA viSaya par3A raha jAtA hai| 247. sirfa baiThaka hI badalanA hai / pariNAmapara baiThe ho to vahA~se uThakara apariNAmIpara baiTha jAo...basa, itanI-sI bAta hai / 248. kacAsa (kamI) to taba kahI jAve ki - jaba akacAsasvabhAvakI dRSTi huyI ho; nahIM to kacAsa kahA~ hai ? - ekAnta parasanmukhatA

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tattvacarcA 125 hai / 249. [AtmaprApti kaise hove ? - isa viSayame jijJAsApUrvaka pUche gaye praznakA vistRta uttara -] rucime kharekhara apanI z2arUrata lage taba apanI vastukI prApti hue binA nahI rahatI / caubIso ghaNTo citaname-becitaname eka yahI [ svarUpakA gholana ] calatA rahe / jisa viSayako ruci hotI hai, vaha viSaya saikar3o bAhya kArya karate hue bhI calatA hI rahatA hai / bAharakA upayoga to UparI-UparI taurase calatA hai, usame jAgrati nahI rahatI; jisa viSayakI ruci hai usIme jAgrati rahatI hai / saikar3o kArya karate rahanepara bhI sabhIkI gauNatA hI rahA karatI hai; mAtra rucikA viSaya hI sadA mukhya rahatA hai| vikalpAtmaka vicArame bhI 'zarIrAkAra caitanyamUrti' ko TaoNka do...'mai to yahI hU~' / sukha-duHkhakI jo koI paryAya ho, usakI upekSA rakho / 'mai to yahI hU~' -vicAra cale, usakI bhI gauNatA rakho / 'mai to vaisA kA vaisA hI caitanyamUrti hU~ - basa ! yahI dRDhatA karate rho| sunanA, zAstra par3hanA Adi sabhIkI gauNatA honI cAhie; ekAntakA z2yAdA abhyAsa rahanA cAhie [ tAki svarUpagholana bar3he] / yaha [ samyaktva ] prApta nahIM huA to jIva nigodame calA jAegA - aise nigodake bhayase, apanA kArya karanA cAhe to vo yathArtha nahI / parantu [ abhiprAyame ] nigodakI avasthA ho yA siddhakI, 'merA' to kucha bhI bigAr3a-sudhAra nahI [ 'mai' avasthArUpa nahI, ] - aisI 'mai acalita vastu hU~' - aisI zraddhA jama jAnI caahie| paryAya kaisI bhI ho usakI upekSA hI rahanI caahie| ___ 'paradravyake sAthame to kucha sambandha hI nahIM' aisA to pakSa honA cAhie; bAdame vastu [trikAlI dhruva ] aura pariNAma [ utpAda-vyaya ] ina do ke vicArame hI saba samaya lagA denA hai| caubIso ghaNTo...basa yahI [ svarUpakA yUMTaNa ] calanA cAhie /

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126 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) pravRttibhAvako gauNa karake isa eka hI kI mukhyatA calanI caahie| - yahI prayAsa nirantara calanA cAhie / 250. AtmA, jJAna aura sukhase bharA huA hai phira apaneko cAhie bhI kyA ? loga janma-maraNase chUTanA cAhate hai, lekina 'mai' to janma-maraNase rahita dhruva hU~; utpAda-vyayake sAtha bhI 'mai' khisakatA nahI / 251. _idharase [antaramese ] jo jJAna khilatA hai, vo sAre nATakako [ taTastha hokara ] dekhatA hai - kaise-kaise bhAva uThate hai ? kaise ThagAte hai ? kaise khiMcAva [ paradravya-prati] hotA hai ? - ye saba nATaka, jJAna dekhate rahatA hai| 252. itanA-itanA khulAsA yahaoNse [ pUjya gurudevazrIse ] bAhara A cukA hai ki paJcama ArAke anta taka calegA / 253. (mAtra) vicAra karanese vastukA patA nahI lagatA [ AtmAkA anubhava nahI hotA] / vastu to pratyakSa maujUda hai, basa ! isIme prasarakara baiTha jAnA, birAjamAna ho jAnA / 254. 'maiM' hI puruSArthakI khAna hU~ na ! dRSTine puruSArthakI khAnakA kabz2A le liyA, phira paryAyame puruSArtha, sukha Adi sahaja hotA hI hai / 255. prazna :- pariNAmameMse ekatva chor3a denA, yahI ApakA kahanA hai ? uttara :- basa...yahI kahanA hai / pariNAmamese ekatva chor3a do ! lekina yaha ekatva chUTe kaise ? - nitya svabhAvame ekatva kare taba / nizcaya nitya svabhAvame dRSTi jamAkara, pariNAma mAtrase ekatva uThA lenA / 256.

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tattvacarcA 127 prazna : - vRtti uThatI rahatI hai, vaha kaise ruka jAe ? uttara : - eka samayakI vRttiko usImeM rahane do / 'mai' trikAlI to eka samayakI vRtti me jAtA hI nahIM / trikAlIme apanApana hote hI vRtti bhI khiMcIja jAyegI [ khIcI calI AegI] / 257. sabase prathama abhiprAyame nirAvalambIpanA A jAnA cAhie / bIcame [bAdame ] z2arA-sA [ parakA ] avalambana A jAe, lekina usI samaya abhiprAyame niSedha [ vartatA ] hai / 258. [ jJAnIke ] jJAnakI rAgake prati pITha hotI hai, mukha nahI hotA / idhara [ antarame ] mukha honese rAga svayaM chUTa jAegA / rAgako kama karu, chore - aisA tuphAna nahI hotA / rAgako kama nahI karanA hai aura lambAnA bhI nahI hai / 'svabhAvakA bala bar3hate-bar3hate rAga kama hotA jAtA hai / ' jJAnakA pariNamana arthAt sthiratA - basa ! yahI eka rAgake nAzakA upAya hai / rAgako kama kareM, [ aisA kartRtva bhAva ] yaha koI upAya nahI hai / 259. mai to yaha saba svapna dekha rahA hU~ - zarIra, zarIrame; aura mai, mereme hU~; svapnakI mAphika yaha saba ho rahA hai| 260. prazna :- sItAjI sAdharmI thI aura patnI bhI thI, to bhI rAmacandrajIne laukikajanokI mukhyatA karake vAtsalya anurAgako bhI gauNa kara diyA, aisA kaise ? uttara :- dekho ! isase yahI siddha huA ki - 'dharmIko vAtsalya rAga hI mukhya hotA hai, aisA nahI hai / kabhI kaisA rAga AjAe ! aura kabhI kyA ( dUsarA ) rAga AjAe ! [ dharmAtmAko sadaiva vAtsalya hotA hai / dUsare prasagakI mukhyatAke samaya bhI vAtsalyake abhiprAyame koI

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128 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) pharka nahIM par3atA / ata zrI rAmacandrajIke vAtsalyake bAreme sItAjI ni zaka thI / vaisI ni zakatA dharmIke prati rahanI cAhie / ] 261. vAtsalya, prabhAvanA Adike rAgako [ sabhI tarahake rAgako ] hama to roga mAnate hai, phira usako bar3hAnA kyA ? 262. dravyaligIko vastukA [ sAdhAraNa ] mAhAtmya to AyA, lekina vastu parokSa hI rahI, pratyakSa nahI huii| [parokSa jJAname vastu-svarUpa yathArtha jAnanepara bhI ananta pratyakSa vastukI pratyakSatAkA jora Aye binA pratyakSa anubhava nahI AtA / ] 263. AcAryane dRSTike doSako itanA bar3A batAyA hai ki, bhAI ! sarpakA kaTA to eka hI dafA maratA hai, lekina mithyAtvakA kaTA huA ananta bhavame rulatA hai; - isalie isa mithyAtvake mahAn pApase bacaneke lie, zAdI taka kara lene kA kaha diyA, kyoki vaha to mAtra rAgakA [cAritradoSakA ] hI kAraNa hai| 264. paryAya [ trikAlI ] dravyase sarvathA hI bhinna hai; pramAName abhinnatA bhI kahaneme AtI hai, lekina pramANa nizcayanayako jhUThA karake nahI kahatA hai; nizcayase to paryAya sarvathA bhinna hai / pradeza eka honese pramANa unako abhinna kahatA hai; pramANa abhinna hI kahatA hai - aisA nahI hai; bhinna-abhinna dono kahatA hai / parantu 'ekAnta bhinna hai' - aisA z2ora die binA, paryAyamese dRSTi uThegI nahI / "anekAMta paNa samyak ekAnta evA nija padanI prapti sivAya anya hetuo upakArI nathI" - yahI satya hai / 265. 'maiM' itanA maz2abUta sthala hU~ ki eka samayakI paryAyame ananta sukha ho, jJAna ho yA anantI viparIta paryAye ho, 'mere'me una paryAyose kucha

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tattvacarcA 129 bhI halacala nahI hotI, sudhAra-bigAr3a nahI hotA - aisI dRDha-maz2abUta cIz2a 'mai' huuN| [- aisI dRSTivAlekA pariNAma sudhara jAtA hai, phira bhI isakI apekSA nahI hotI / ] 266. prazna :- pariNAma kaise sudhare ? uttara :- nitya apariNAmI dhruvadhAmame dRSTi birAjamAna karanese pariNAma sudharane lagege / 267. Aqhira to sadA ekAnta [ akelA ] hI rahanA hai, to zurUse hI [ ekAntakA ] do-cAra-pA~ca ghaNTokA abhyAsa caahie| 268. jaise mRtyukA bAjhA tAvase chUTatA hai, aise 'pariNAma merese sarvathA bhinna hai' [-aisA jora dene para hI ] dRSTi pariNAmase chUTatI hai / 269. [bAhya vyavahArame ] kisI bhI kAryakI javAbadArI lenA so to [ hamAre lie ] bar3A pahAr3a uThAnA hai / [ bahuta bojhA lagatA hai / ] 270. [ agata ] * yaha jo mahArAjasAhabakA yoga milA hai - vaha parama yoga hai, kyoki parama svabhAvakI prAptikA kAraNa hai / mahArAjasAhaba jagatguru hai, jo akele siddha lokame nahI jAte, bahutase jIvoko sAtha lekara jAte hai / yahaoNke adhikAMza loga sAthame calanevAle hai / 271. yaha saba [ tattvakI ] bAta vikalpAtmakarUpase jAna lenese zAnti nahI mAna lenA, abheda-dRSTi prakaTa karanA / 272. asalame AtmA kaise prApta hove - yahI eka dhyeya honA caahie|

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130 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) dUsarI-dUsarI vAtose kyA prayojana ? 273. idhara [ svarUpame ] dRSTi Ate hI sukhake srotake srota vahane lagege / 274. jisa rasakI ruci hotI hai, usa rasakI jisa nimittase kRta-kArita-anumodanArUpa puSTi milatI hai, usIke saMgakA bhAva hotA hai / deva-zAstra-guru zAMtarasake nimitta hai, isalie [ zAtarasakI rucivAleko ] unake saMgakA bhAva AtA hai / 275. nizcayAbhAsake niSedhake lie jaba aisA kahaneme AtA hai ki sunanekA bhAva to gaNadharako bhI AtA hai; adhyayanakA bhAva to muniyoko bhI AtA hai; - ityAdi kathana Ate hai, to ajJAnIko vyavahAra-pakSakI puSTi ho jAtI hai aura nizcayAbhAsa ho jAnekA Dara ( bhaya ) lagatA hai, isase nizcayapara z2ora nahI de sakatA aura vyavahArame taNIja ( khiMca ) jAtA hai - rAgame AdarabhAva raha jAtA hai / 276. 'maiM' aisA padArtha hU~ ki mereme bhayakA praveza hI nahI ho sakatA hai (to) phira bhaya kisa viSayakA ? 277. [samyagdRSTi ] cakravartIko loga ( yo ) dekhe ki yaha cha khaNDavAlA hai / ( parantu ) usakI dRSTi to akhaNDa para hai / 278. [ abhiprAyakI ] z2arA-sI bhUla, vaha bhI pUrI bhUla hai / 'paryAya' dhyAna karanevAlI hai, aura 'mai' to dhyAnakI viSayabhUta vastu hU~ paryAya 'merA' dhyAna karatI hai, 'maiM' dhyAna karanevAlA nahI huuN| 'mai' dhyAna karU~, isa bAtame; aura 'mai' dhyAna karanevAlA nahI, 'mai to dhyAnakA viSaya hU~' -

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tattvacarcA 131 isa bAtame z2arA-sA phera lagatA hai; parantu hai rAta-dina jitanA bar3A phera / [ ekame paryAyadRSTi rahatI hai jabaki dUsareme dravyadRSTi hotI hai, itanA bar3A phera hai / ] 279. // prazna :- [ dhyAna karane samaya ] so'haM... so'haM... zivo'haM... Adi zabda kyo bolaneme Ate hai ? uttara :- yaha to sIdhA dhyAna jama na sake taba ina zabdoke dvArA kaSAya thor3A aura patalA par3atA hai, [ caJcalatA ghaTatI hai, ] isalie hai / [ jinakA annarpuruSArtha balavAna hA unako bhI aisA bolanA hI par3atA ho, aimA nahI he / ] 280. "zuddha buddha caitanyaghana, svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma" isame paryApta bAta batalA dI hai / phira jo bAta AtI hai, vaha to 'paralakSyIjJAnakI nirmalatA' ke lie sahaja ho to ho ! 281. : dRSTikI tulanA cAritrakA puruSArtha anantagunA hai, lekina usakI bhI mukhyatA nahI [ kyoki vaha bhI paryAya hai ]; dRSTike viSayakI mukhyatAme usakI bhI gauNatA rahatI hai / 282. // bAharase apanA koI prayojana hI nahI, to vAhya padArthose to sahaja hI udAsInapanA rahe hI / 283. + dRSTi apaneko prabhu hI dekhatI hai / kamaz2orIse vikalpa AyA to apanI nidA-gardA bhI hotI hai; 'mai pAmara hU~' aisA bhI vikalpa AtA hai, parantu yaha to kSaNa pUratA hI vikalpa hai; A gayA to A gayA / [kisI jJAnIko tA dRSTi-vala pravala honasa nindA garhAdikA vikalpa kama bhI AtA hai / ] 284.

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132 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) jaise jisako sUI (Injection) lenekI Adata ho gaI ho usako sUI lie binA caina nahI par3atA, vaise hI jisako sunane AdikI Adata [ dhyeyazUnyavRtti ] ho gaI ho usako usake binA caina nahI par3atA / lekina [ sunane Adike bhAvakA ] tIvra niSedha Ae binA unase chUTa hI nahI sakate / [svarupadRSTike balase sabhI prakArake zubhabhAva, paralakSyIbhAvakA niSedha Ae vinA ve zubhabhAva nahI chUTate / ] 285. prazna :- samyagdarzanakA viSayabhUta AtmA kaisA hai ? uttara :- samyagdarzanakA viSayabhUta AtmA - dhruva, abheda, ekarUpa, zuddha, akhaNDa, kUTastha, apariNAmI hai / 286. dRSTime to 'apana' prabhu hai ! bAharame anyako 'prabhutA'me Age (vizeSa) bar3hA dekhe to sahaja hI pramoda-bhAva A jAtA hai, lekina aisA bhAva bhI kSaNa pUratA hI AtA hai, z2yAdA lagAva nahI hotA / 287. idhara [ AtmasvarUpame ] nahI AyA to paryAyakA viveka bhI nahI hotA / to kahanA par3e ki bhAI ! paryAyakA viveka rakho ! idhara [svarUpame ] AyA to paryAyakA viveka to sahaja hI hotA hai / 288. eka samayakI paryAyako chor3akara jo sAmAnya vastu raha jAtI hai, vahI dRSTikA viSaya hai / 289. * anAdi kAlase bhaTakate-bhaTakate jaba apariNAmIme. [ svasvabhAvame ] apanApana huA ki 'mai to sadA mukta hI hU~'....basa ! yahI jIvanakI dhanya pala hai / 290. vItarAgIke sAtha rAga karanekA prayatna mUrkhatA hai; ve to tereko javAba

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tattvacarcA 133 taka bhI nahI dege / 291. apane sahaja sukhakI pipAsA honI cAhie; jitanI tIvra pipAsA...utanA jaldI kAma hotA hai / 292. deva-guruse kucha lenA nahI hai / unake svarUpako dekhakara 'mai bhI inhIkI jAtikA hU~' - aisA jAnaneme AtA hai; lenA-denA kucha nahI hai / dUsareke sAtha lena-denakA sambandha hI nahI hai / azuddhaparyAyakA dUsarekI ora lakSya jAtA hai / [ itanA hI hai ] kintu dUsarese lena-denakA sambandha nahI hai / 293. jo paryAya jisa kAlame honevAlI hai, tabhI hotI hai / munidazA bhI sahaja hotI hai| pahale bhAvanA hotI hai| lekina abhiprAyakI pahale pradhAnatA karo; pIche yogyatA pradhAnI ho jAoge / jo paryAya jaba honevAlI hai taba hI hotI hai / 'apana' to jahA~ baiThe hai, vahA~ kucha karanA-karAnA nahI hai| 'apana to bandha aura mukti donose rahita hai|' [samyagdRSTi jIvako munipadase lekara pUrNa zuddhadazAkI bhAvanA AtI hai phira bhI use apane akriya cidvimvakA hI abhiprAya mukhya rahatA hai / ataeva mumukSu jIvako bhI dRSTike viSayabhUta svarUpakI mukhyatAme rahakara hI adhyAtmaTazAkI bhAvanA honI cAhie, varanA paryAyadRSTi chUTI nahI honese use bhAvanAkI tIvratAme bhI paryAya-pradhAnatA vRddhigata ho jaaegii|] 294. dRSTike viSayakI hara samaya mukhyatA rahanI cAhie / [ dUsarI ] cAhe jitanI bAta Ao, lekina usakI [ dRSTike viSayakI ] gauNatA nahI honI cAhie / 295. pUre 'samayasArajI'me chaThI gAthAme samyagdarzanakA qhAsa viSaya AgayA

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134 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga -3) hai / chaThThI gAthAme sabase utkRSTa bAta AgayI hai / 'mai pramatta bhI nahI, apramatta bhI nahI,' kaunasI paryAya bAkI rahI ? 296. deva-zAstra-gurukI tarafake lakSya aura valaName bhI bhaTThI-sA duHkha laganA cAhie / [ jJAnIkA ] bAharame utsAha dikhatA hai, lekina andarame bhaTThI-sA duHkha lagatA hai / 297. vikalpAtmakabhAvameM yaha nirNaya AyA ki 'kucha karanA hI nahI hai| to itanA mAtra vikalpAtmaka kartRtva chuTanepara AkulatA utanI kama ho jAtI hai; phira vikalpa rahita (nirvikalpa ) nirNaya honepara sarvathA kartRtva chUTakara vAstavika zAnti hotI hai / 298. sunane Adike bhAva jJAnIko, gaNadharako bhI Ate hai to apaneko kyo na Ae ? [ - aisI bAtoke avalambanase ajJAnI jIva ] aise-aise parAzritabhAvakI pRSTi karatA hai / 299. mRtyuke samaya jIvako apanI rucikA viSaya hI mukhya ho jAtA hai; anya sabhI cIjose ruci haTa karake, jisakI ruci thI usI eka cIz2akI mukhyatA ho AtI hai / - aise, jisako AtmAkI ruci hai, usako mRtyuke samaya apanA AtmA hI mukhya ho jAtA hai; usa samaya to saba kucha sameTa lenA hai| [- isa bAta para kisI jijJAsune zrImad rAjacandrajIke dehAntasamaya kahe hue ve zabda ki "mai svarUpame lIna hotA hU~" doharAe, jise sunakara sogAnIjIne kahA ki 'aisA hI hotA hai' / ] dUsarese kahe ki 'mujhe sunAo' to usakI yogyatA bhI usI prakArakI hai, tabhI aisA vikalpa AtA hai / 300. eka [ mUla ] bAta yathArtha pakar3ame Anepara saba bAte yathArtharUpame

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135 tattvacarcA grahaNa hotI hai / 301. apane to apanA samajhanA / dUsarA kaisA samajhatA hai, kaisA nahI, isakA kyA prayojana ? dUsareme rukegA to apanA kAla vyartha calA jAegA / 302. [jo ] kSayopazamame baiThe hue, dravya [ AtmA ] aisA hai...aisA hai - aise dravyakI bAte kara rahA hai, vaha to dUra baiThakara dravyakI bAta kara rahA hai / [ AtmAme baiThakara dravyakA svarUpa vatAnA yathArtha hai / ] 303. jaba antardRSTi jame taba hI [ vartamAna paryAyakI ] yogyatAkA jJAna yathArtha hotA hai; tabhI [ jisa kAlakI jaisI ] 'yogyatA' kahanekA adhikAra hai| 304. [ nirvikalpa dazAme ] bijalIke karaMTakI mAfika atIndriya sukha pradeza-pradezame vyApaka hokara prasara jAtA hai|...jhnjhnaahtt....! kAla thor3A honepara bhI kyA ? [ kAla thoDA honese usakI mahattA kama nahI / nirvikalpa AtmAke atIndriya AnandakI anubhavadazAkA mAhAsya acitya-mahimAvanta hai ka yoki eka kSaNArdhame anantabhavakA nAza ho jAtA hai / ] 305. AtmA to gambhIra hai; samudrakI mAfika ananta zaktiyA~ apaneme saMgraha karake baiThA hai; isakI dRSTi hote hI jJAname bhI gambhIratA aura viveka AtA hI hai / 306. bAharake saMgakA nimitta-naimittika sambandha bhI paryAyake sAtha hai, 'mere' sAtha nahI / lekina jisako paryAyame hI ekatvabuddhi hai, usakI buddhi to nimittake sAtha lambAtI hai; kintu jJAnIko paryAyame ekatvabuddhi nahIM hai,

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136 to usakI nimittake sAtha bhI ekatvabuddhi nahI hotI hai / 307. * dravyadRSTi-prakAza ( bhAga - 3) saMsArame hara viSaya meM prayAsa karate ho to idharakA [ antarame svarUpakA ] prayAsa bhI karo na ! isa prayAsame to utkRSTa zubhabhAva hotA hai, jo anya kisI jagaha nahI hotA / yaha bhI hai to kRtrima prayAsa, lekina akRtrima prayAsake pahale yaha bhI Ae binA nahI rahatA / 308. * 1 nitya par3akhA aura anitya par3akhA ye dono par3akhe eka vastuke hai; aba matalaba proyajana - siddha karanekA hai to vaha to nitya par3akheko mukhya karanese aura anitya par3akheko gauNa karanese hI siddha hotA hai / 309. * [ vikArI ] paryAya parakI ora tanmayatA karatI hai lekina parake sAtha tanmaya ho sakatI nahI; antarmuhUrtase adhika parakI ora Tika nahIM sakatI / [ jaba ki, zuddha ] pariNAma trikAlIke sAtha tanmayatA kare to ( vaha ) vahA~ to tanmaya ho jAtA hai; [ sAtha hI ] vaha tanmayatA [ sva-sanmukhatA ] sadAkAla TikatI hai / 310. * jitanI dhagaza ugra... utanI jaldI kArya hotA hai / 311. * 1 prazna :- muniko vastrAdi nahI honese duHkha nahI hotA hogA ? uttara :- * munirAjoko duHkha kaisA ?! unake to antarameM AnandakA srota bahatA hai; bijalIke karaMTakI mAfika Ananda calatA hai; unako to vastrakI vRttikA uThanA hI duHkha hai, aura jo zubhavRtti uThatI hai vaha bhI bhayaMkara duHkharUpa lagatI hai / [ munidazAme chaTThe guNasthAname ataatmapariNati bahuta ugra hotI hai jisase ve sahaja hI aMtarmuhUrtame nirvikalpa saptama guNasthAname A jAte hai / ] 312. +

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tattvacarcA 137 'maiM' to vikalpase zUnya hU~ aura mere bhAvose maiM bharapUra huuN| 313. adhyayana AdikA kAfI rahasya pU. gurudevazrIse apaneko mila gayA hai| 'kramabaddha' kahA~ likhA hai, apaneko kyA darakAra hai ? siddhAnta baiTha gayA aura anubhavame AgayA, phira kyA kAma ? - aise mahArAjasAhabase saba bAte apaneko taiyAra mila gayI hai, jaise ki pitAkI kamAI huyI pU~jI vAriseme (virAsatame) binA prayatnake mila jAe / 314, prazna :- jJAnIko viSayome Asakti nahI hai - isakA matalaba kyA ? uttara :- anya matavAle to isako dUsarI tarahase kahate hai, lekina vaisA nahI hai / yathArthame to jJAnIko apane trikAlI svabhAvame aisI Asakti hogayI hai ki anya kisI padArthame nAsakti hotI hI nahI; (va) svabhAvame itane Asakta hai / 315. prazna :- pahale to ( bAhya ) Alambana lenA cAhie na ? uttara :- pahalese hI 'mai paripUrNa hU~' usako Alambana kaisA ? - aisA lekara, [bAhya ] Alambanase nukasAna hI hai, aise niSedha pUrvaka thor3A Alambana AjAtA hai; lekina abhiprAyame Alambana nahI honA cAhie - (bAhya ) Alambaname pahalese hI niSedha-bhAva honA cAhie / 316. mRtyuke samaya ( koI ) 'mujhe sunAo' aisA bhAva jaba uThatA hai, taba to svayaMkI taiyArI nahI hai / ( jise ) andarame [ svarUpakA gholana ] cala rahA hai usako koI dUsarA sunAe - aisA vikalpa hI nahI uThatA, usako to usa samaya adhika bala hove to nirvikalpatA A jAtI hai; agara nirvikalpatA nahI AtI hai to bhI svakI adhikatA to chUTatI hI nahI / 317.

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138 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) 'svadravyameM jama jAnA' yaha eka hI kartavya hai, vaha bhI pariNAmakI apekSAse / 'merI' apekSAse to 'mai' kRtakRtya hI hU~, kucha bhI kartavya nahI; 'maiM' to ananta vIryakI khAna huuN| [ usame - mere aise svarUpame - 'kucha bhI karanA' - yaha bhraoNti hai | ] 318. dUsare saba padArthoko to chor3A aura deva-guruko cauTA ( cipaka gayA ); aba vahaoNse bhI ukhar3akara idhara [ svarUpame ] cauTo ! 319. 'mai to caitanya pratimA huuN|' yaha pratimA kucha nahI detI, isase upakAra [dharmalAbha ] nahI ho sakatA, [ upacArase ] kahaneme AtA hai / asalame to usakA svarUpa - aho ! vItarAgI zAnta mudrA dekhakara...basa, 'mai bhI aisA hI hU~' [- aisA AtmasvarUpa dikhatA hai / ] 320. jaise vIra rasavAleko [ laDAI Adike prasagame ] zarIra chUTa jAnekA Dara nahI / vaise hI zAnta rasavAleko pUrA jagat pratikUla ho jAe, zarIra chUTa jAe yA aisA hI koI prasaMga A jAe to bhI vaha DigatA nahI / 321. [kRtakRtya svabhAvake anubhavame paryAya mAtrakI kartRtvabuddhi miTa jAtI hai, isa sadarbhame kahA ] 'mujhe to zuddhaparyAya bhI karanI nahI hai, na puruSArtha karanA hai, na jJAna karanA hai aura na hI zraddhAna karanA hai - yaha saba to pariNAmakA kArya hai aura 'mai to apariNAmI hU~', pariNAmame kabhI jAtA hI nahI; to 'mai' usakA [ pariNAmakA ] kyA karU~ ? - pariNAma hI svayaM puruSArtha Adi rUpa hotA hai / 322. sunanevAleko (to) dInatA hai hI, lekina dUsaroko sunAnA cAhate ho to vaha [bhAvame ] bhI dInatA hai / 323.

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tattvacarcA prazna :- prayAsa to karanA cAhie na ? uttara :-- are bhAI ! kRtrima prayAsase k yA hogA ? usapara vaz2ana nahI AnA cAhie / 'mai vartamAnameM hI niSkriya caitanya hU~' vahA~ [ svarUpame ] AyA to paryAyame prayAsa sahaja uThatA hI hai / 'mai' to ananta puruSArthakI khAna hU~ na ! eka samayake prayAsame thor3e hI A jAtA hU~ ? 324. *. 139 - 'mai vartamAname hI paripUrNa haeNU' phira [ svarUpame to ] muktikA prayAsa karanekA bhI savAla nahI uThatA / karanA kyA hai ? paripUrName mukti kyA karanA ! 325. - // prazna : rAgako jJAnakA jJeya to banAnA hai na ? uttara :- rAgako jJAnakA jJeya banAneko jAte hai, yaha dRSTi hI galata hai| khudako jJeya banAyA, to rAga usame [ judA ] jaNIjatA [ jAnaneme AtA ] hI hai; rAgako jJeya kyA banAnA ? 326. prazna :- sva-parakI pratIti karanekA to zAstrame AtA hai na ? uttara :are ! svakI pratIti karo / parakI pratIti [ parame nahI, kintu ] usame A jaaegii| apanI qhudakI pratIti karo / 327. * trikAlIkA pakSa karo ! aisA [ apUrva ] pakSa karo ki anantakAlame kabhI huA na ho / vartamAnakA pakSa chor3o ! 328. * prazna :- anubhavame Ave to idhara [ svarUpame ] baiThA kahA jAe na ? uttara : anubhavakI [ paryAyakI ] darakAra chor3a do / svAda lenA [ paryAya karanA ] yaha koI dhyeya thor3e hI hai ? dhyeyakA [ trikAlI svabhAvakA ] pakSa karanA cAhie / 329

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140 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) prazna :- pakSa idhara [ svarUpame ] Aye binA kaise kare ? uttara :- are bhAI ! vikalpAtmakabhAvame [ nirNayame ] to yaha pakSa karo; pIche idhara [ svarUpame ] jama jAo / 330. [svarUpakI ] aisI ruci honI cAhie ki usake binA eka kSaNa bhI caina na par3e / 331. prazna :- rAga jJeya hai, ki duHkharUpa hai ? uttara :- idhara [ svabhAvame ] AyA to rAga jJAname jJeyarUpa jAnaneme AtA hai, aura vedaname duHkharUpa lagatA hai / [ eka hI samayame jJAnake 'jAnanerUpa' va 'vedanerUpa' do prakArake dharma pragaTa hai| 'jAnanerUpa dharma' rAgako mAtra jJeyarUpa jAnakara jJAtAbhAvase vartatA hai / 'vedanerUpa dharma' vedana karatA hai, taba jJAtAbhAva honepara bhI rAgakI AkulatAkA vedana du kharUpa lagatA hai / isa prakAra jJAnake dono dharma eka sAtha vartate hai, yahI anekAnta hai / ] 332. rAga bhI usI samaya pUratA sat hai, usako khisakAne jAegA...to tU khuda hI khisaka jAegA; usako usIme rahane do...tuma tumAreme raho, vaha (rAga) svayaM hI calA jAegA / 333. mai to mahArAjasAhabako zuddha-niSkriya-caitanyabimba hI dekhatA hU~ / jo bhI vikalpa-vANI-zarIrakI kriyAyeM ho rahI hai unako mahArAjasAhaba nahI mAnatA / 334. mokSa hove na hove - usakI darakAra nahI; [atIndriya ] sukha cAlU ho gayA phira paryAyame mokSa (to) hogA hI / 335. sabhI zAstrokA-bAraha aMgakA sAra to 'maiM' hU~; zeSa saba bAte to

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tattvacarcA 141 jAnanekI hai / 'apane' ko dRSTime le lene para jo jJAna ughar3atA hai vaha saba jAna letA hai / 336. vikalpame tIvra duHkha lage aura vikalpame taNIjatA ( khIcAtA ) nahI, use macaka kahate hai [ kyoki sAdhaka, svarUpame nirantara sthira nahI raha sakatA / ] jise macakame [ - rAgame ] duHkha hI na lage, usako to macakame hI amacaka hai arthAt vaha macakame hI samUcA calA gayA hai; use macaka kahanekA bhI adhikAra nahI hai / 337. dRSTikI bAtako mukhya rakhakara saba khataunI karanI cAhie / idhara [ antarame ] dRSTi honepara jo jJAna huA, vaha ( jJAna ) vastuko jaisI hai vaisI hI jAna letA hai / isa dRSTike binA to kisI bAtame adhika khiMca jAtA hai yA kisI bAtako DhIlA kara detA hai| parantu dRSTi honepara jJAna [ madhyastha ho jAtA hai, isIlie ] jisakI jitanI-jitanI maryAdA hai usake anusAra hI jAnatA hai / [ svarUpadRSTime sarvasvarUpase svasvarUpakI upAdeyatA ho jAtI hai / aura pariNamanakA aisA valaNa ho jAnese jJAname aviveka utpanna nahI hotA jisase jJAna ayathArtharUpase hInAdhika tUla nahI detA / vaisI samyak maryAdApUrvaka jJAnakI pravRtti rahatI hai / ] 338. zAstrame sabhI prakArakI saba par3akhokI bAte nyAya, tarkAdise AtI hai / koI jIva vedAntamese AyA ho, koI kahA~se AyA ho, kisIkA kaisA abhiprAya rahA ho, ataH saba prakArase [ viparyAsakA ] khaNDana kara, yathArtha bAta AnI cAhie / 339. saba zAstrokA mUla to anubhUti para hI AnA hai / 340 jisako anubhUti huI ho, vaha jIva anubhavake balase kaunasI bAta

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142 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) satya hai ? [ aura jo bAta anubhavase nahI milatI vo asatya hai - aisA ] phauran jAna letA hai / 341. idhara [ antara ] dRSTi hue binA jJAna yathArtha nahI hotA hai / dRSTi honepara utpanna huA jJAna- apanA [ parame] kitanA aTakAva hai ? apanI svabhAvame kitanI jamAvaTa hai ? kitanA rasa hai ? - yaha saba sahaja jAna letA hai / 342. apaneko to z2yAdA jJAnakA lakSya nahI hai [ kSayopazama bar3hAnekI cAhata nahI hai ], sukha pInekA bhAva rahatA hai / kevalajJAna par3A hai, usake ughar3anepara jJAna to sabakA ho jAaigA / 343 [ agata ] sukhakA [ atIndriya AnandakA ] anubhava huA... so, kisIko pUchanA nahI par3atA; dUsare 'nA' kahe to kahe, apaneko to pratyakSa sukha A rahA hai na ! 344. idhara [ svarUpame ] vartamAnameM hI mukti par3I hai, vaha dRSTime A gayI to dRSTime to mukti vartamAname hI hogayI aura vyaktame bhI AMzika mukti AI / aura isame [ svarUpame ] mukti hai to muktadazA prakaTa hogI hI / 345. eka bhI vikalpa jo uThatA hai - vaha cAhe citanakA hI kyo na ho (usameM) aisA laganA cAhie ki mAno apana churoke bIcame par3e hai / vikalpame duHkha hI duHkha lage taba hI sukhakI ora DhalanA hotA hai / 346. zaktime sukha bharA par3A hai / vikalpame duHkha hI duHkha lage to sukha

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tattvacarcA 143 prakaTe binA na rahe / 347. [ svalakSyI ] svAdhyAyako tapa kahA hai lekina, are bhAI ! idhara apanI ora caitanyame jama jAnA - yaha parama tapa [ nizcaya svAdhyAya ] hai / svAdhyAya to vikalpa hai, use upacArase tapa kaha dete hai / 348. prazna :- isako oNgana to kahe na ? uttara :- yaha oNgana to hai na ! ... oNgana to hai na !... aise vaz2ana dekarake jIva aTaka jAte hai; parantu oNgana, ghara thor3e-hI hai ? gharame to usakA abhAva hai| [-kisI bhI prakArake vikalpa caitanya-gharame nahI hai / ]349. jaise vyApArI mAla detA hai aura usake paise grAhaka detA hai, donokA apanA-apanA kAraNa hai; eka dUsareke lie nahI karate hai / vaise hI sunAnevAleko [ jJAnIko ] apane kAraNase macaka AtI hai aura karuNAse upadezakA vikalpa AtA hai; aura sunanevAleko apane kAraNase sunanekA bhAva hotA hai| jaise vyApArIko anyatra paisekA bar3A lAbha honevAlA ho to vaha grAhakake lie rukatA nahI hai / vaise hI yahA~ bhI sunAnevAlekA vikalpa TUTa jAe to vaha sunanevAleke lie rukatA nahI hai / 350. mUla bAtame apekSA lagAtA hai to mujhe to khaTakatA hai, kyoki) usameM jo tIkhAza hotI hai vaha TUTa jAtI hai / apekSA lagAnese DhIlApana ho jAtA hai| [ mUla bAta para jora dete vakta koI apekSA lagAkara, dUsarI apekSAse aisA bhI hai - aisA kahanese to mUla bAta gauNa ho jAnese prayojana siddha nahIM hotA, isIlie khaTakatA hai / ] [vastu ananta sAmarthyavata hai | ata usake prati jora (bhIsa/dabAva) AtA hai / paratu vahI dUsarI apekSA

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144 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) khola kara vaise jorako DhIlA karanA, vaha apekSA sambandhita viparyAsa hai jo khaTakatA hai / ] 351. praznaH- anaMta jJAniyoMkA ekamata honese jJAnIko niHzaMkatA A jAtI hai? uttara :- anaMta jJAniyokA ekamata honese nahI parantu apanA sukha pInese jJAnIko niHzaMkatA A jAtI hai / [ jJAnIkI ni zakatA svayake upAdAna/anubhava para AdhArita hai, dUsare nimittake AdhArita nahI / ] 352. khAlI nizcayakI bAta kare aura azubhame rasa par3A rahe to vaha nizcayAbhAsI ho jAtA hai| parantu jo nizcaya svabhAvame z2ora dekara [ Azraya karake ] paryAyakI gauNatA kare, vaha nizcayAbhAsI kaise hove ? [ nizcayAbhAsIko nizcayasvarUpakA avalambana nahI honese vaha nijAtmarasake vedanase zUnya hai / vaha sirpha nizcayakI bAtome jora detA/ lagAtA rahatA hai / aisI sthitivaza usako azubhame yAnI pacendriyoke viSayome sukhake abhiprAya pUrvaka rasa AtA hai, jo nizcayAbhAsIkA pramukha lakSaNa hai| ] 353. prazna :- bhakti-pUjAme Apa kama jAte ho; caubIso kalAka (ghaMToM) nirvikalpatA thor3e-hI rahatI hai ? uttara :- are ! caubIso kalAka nirvikalpatA nahI rahatI hai parantu usa tarafa DhalanekA prayAsa to ho sakatA hai na ? kyA isame zubhabhAva nahI hai ? - isame to jyAdA zubhabhAva hai, usakI to ginatI hI nahI; aura zarIrAdikakI kriyA ho usako ginate ho ! 354. jisa apekSAse vastukA jo svabhAva hai usa apekSAse zata pratizata vaisA hI ekAnta svabhAva hai, vaha svabhAva anya apekSA lagAnese TIlA nahI ho sakatA / 355.

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tattvacarcA * bhaktikA rAgAMza kabhI tIvra A jAtA hai, vaha bhI sahaja hI A jAtA hai / apanI to sahaja prakRti hai, balajorI ( haTha ) apane se nahI hotI / 356. [ agata ] I 145 pariNAmakA viveka to jo anaMta sukhI honA cAhate hai unako sahaja honA cAhie / 357. * Brand yaha abhiprAya bhI haTA de / 'tU : 'puruSArtha karU~' 'jJAna karU~' vartamAname hI puruSArthakI khAna hai' / vartamAna pariNAma UparakI dRSTi jhUThI hai / 358. * nimittose to kicit mAtra lAbha nahI hai; balki, ughAr3ajJAnase bhI kucha lAbha nahI hai / ughAr3ajJAname tujhe harSa (rasa) AtA hai to trikAlasvabhAvakI tujhe mahattA nahI AI hai / [ jisako svayake pUrNa jJAnasvabhAvakI mahattAkA bhAna hai, usako ughAr3ajJAna - adhUrIjJAnakI paryAya -kI mahattA nahI AtI / ] 359 * [ dravya - ] dRSTi to asthiratA aura sthiratA donoko hI nahI qabUlatI hai / 360. * apane trikAlasvabhAvako pakar3e [ jJAname grahaNa kie ] binA jIvako nizcaya pratIti AegI hI nahI / 361. * sahaja puruSArthame thakAna nahI lgegii| sone Adike bhAvameM bhI duHkha lagegA, nidrAme bhI thakAna lgegii| [ sahaja puruSArthake sAtha sahaja nirAkulatA avinAbhAvI rUpase rahatI hai, ata sone Adike bhAvame tathA nidrAme bhI thakAna mAlUma par3atI hai, aisA hI sahaja puruSArthakA svarUpa hai / svasvabhAvake avalambaname

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146 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) nirvikalpa sukha sahaja vartatA hai, jabaki svarUpake - vizrAmadhAmake - avalambanako choDakara zarIrAzrita vizrAmake vikalpame sukha kaisA ? vaha vikalpa to svaya hI dukharUpa hai / ] 362. 'trikAlasvabhAva' aura 'pariNAmasvabhAva' yaha dono sarvathA judA hI hai, lekina samUce [pramANake ] dravyakI apekSAse unako eka kahaneme AtA hai| 363. paryAya-apekSAse 'maiM' zuddhabhAvakA kartA hU~, lekina azuddhabhAvakA 'maiM' kartA nahI huuN| [-aisA kartAguNakA svabhAva hai / ] 364. eka samayake pariNAma - bandha-mukta - se vastu zUnya (rahita) hai, aisA 'paramAtmaprakAza me kahA hai / 365. sunane-karaneme [ zubhabhAvame ] thakAna AnI caahie| prazna :- vaha to auSadhi hai, amRta thor3e-hI hai ? uttara :- auSadhi kahaneme bhI DhIlApana ho jAtA hai, z2ahara hI hai| zrImad kundakundAcAryane to kahA hI hai na ki 'viSakuMbha hai / ' eka daphA to jar3amUlame kulhAr3A mAra do ! 366. prazna :- eka samayake AnandakA anubhava to pakar3aneme AtA nahI to kaise khabara par3e ? uttara :- are bhAI ! anubhava khudake qhayAlame nahI Ave, aisA hotA hI nhii| [kyoki Anandake anubhavakAlame nirvikalpa upayoga asakhya samayakA hotA hai / ] parantu vaha pariNAma huA ki nahI ? -aise vicAra kara-karake kyA usame santoSa karanA hai ? are ! sadA hI nirvikalpa rahe to bhI [trikAlI svabhAvake Age ] usakI mukhyatA nahI karanI hai / 367.

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tattvacarcA 147 'dRSTi' aisI pradhAna cIz2a hai ki svabhAvame dRSTi jamate hI (saba) pariNAma khilane lagate hai| ["dasaNamUlodhammo / " jaise mUlame pAnI sicanase vRkSa panapatA hai, vaise / ] 368. pU. gurudevazrI gholana (nizcaya) se para hai| lekina unake gholaname para-prati jo karuNA hai usase nyAya Adi nikalate hai / jaise pitAkA dhana putra binA zrama bhogatA hai, vaise hI gurudevazrIse mile hue nyAya Adiko apana binA zrama bhogo ! 369. pariNAmase bhI U~DA, sUkSmAti-sUkSma tattva jo hai so 'mai' hU~ / 370. bijalIkA karaMTa lagate hI bhaya lagatA hai aura usase haTanA cAhate hai| lekina trikAlI svabhAvame praveza karate hI AnandakI aisI sanasanAhaTa hotI hai ki usa Anandase kSaNa mAtra bhI haTanA nahI cAhate hai / 371. jJAnake ughAr3ame rasa lagatA hai.. to tattvarasika jana kahate hai ki hamako terI bolIme rasa nahI AtA, hame to terI bolI kAka pakSI jaisI ( apriya ) lagatI hai / 372. __samyagdRSTi jIva apaneko sadA 'trikAlI AtmA hU~' aisA hI mAnate hai / 'mai dhruva siddha hU~' -jisame siddha-dazAkI bhI gauNatA rahatI hai; siddha-dazAkA bhI prati samaya utsAda-vyaya hotA hai; 'mai to sadA dhruva huuN| 373. apane nApase dUsarekA nApa karanA - yahI dRSTikA svabhAva hai / 374. 'mai trikAlI svabhAva kabhI bandhA hI nahI hU~' to phira 'mujhe mukta

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148 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) kahanA to gAlI hai / paryAyako mukta kaho vaha to ThIka hai, kyoki vaha bandhI huI thI / parantu 'mujhe to mukta kahanA bhI ThIka nahI hai / 375. pariNati, dravyako kahatI hai ki - mai bhI svayaM sat hU~, svatantra hU~, dravyakA avalambana letI hU~ - yaha bhI apekSAse kahaneme AtA hai; kyoki para-tarafakA valaNa (jhukAva) chUTA hai, isalie aisA kahaneme AtA hai| asalame to pariNati apane sva-satame hI hai| 376. itanI-sI bAta hai - jo upayoga parame jhukatA hai, usako svame jhukAnekA hai / 377. bAta yaha hai ki jitanA tIvra duHkha [ vikArI] paryAyame lage utanA hI zIghratAse mArga prApta hove, kama duHkha lage to derI lage / 378. dhruvaguphAke aMdara cale jAvo - vahA~ Ananda aura sukhakA nidhAna bharA hai, usako nitya bhogo ! 379. puruSArtha to cAritrame hai, dRSTime kyA puruSArtha ! prazna :- kyA dRSTime puruSArtha nahI hai ? uttara :- dRSTime puruSArtha to hai, lekina cAritrakI apekSAse bahuta kama puruSArtha hai / cAritrame to bar3A puruSArtha hai| [jisa puruSArthase samyagdarzana hotA hai usakI tAratamyatA tathA munidazAyogya puruSArthakI tAratamyatAme kitanA baDA antara hai, vaha samyagdRSTiko hI mAlUma par3atA hai / parantu mithyAdRSTiko puruSArtha viSayaka aisA jJAna nahI hotA / ] 380. [bImArIkI vyAkhyA, aisI kahI - ] upayoga bAhara hI bAhara ghUmatA rahe...vasa yahI bImArI hai, isIko miTAnA hai / 381.

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tattvacarcA 149 nivRtta svarUpakI ora jAnA hai to bAharame bhI nivRttikA hI lakSya jAtA hai / 382. nivRtti lekara ekAntame AcAryoke zAstra par3he to unamese bahuta [ OMr3I ] bAte nikalatI hai; uname [ zAstrame ] to bahuta bharA hai !! AcAryoke jo zabda haiM na...ve AnandakI bUMda... bUMda hai; eka-eka zabdame AnandakI bUMda...bUMda bharI hai; AnandakI bUMda...bUMda...TapakatI hai to hame rasa AtA hai| 383. merI to aisI Adata par3a gayI hai ki bAharame cAhe-jaisI khar3akhar3AhaTa ho parantu mere to idhara [ atara-pariNamana ] calatA hai na...! to udharakA lakSya hI nahI rahatA / khar3akhar3AhaTa to pasaMda hI nahI hai / 384. [ agata ] mujhe to ekAntake lie samaya nahIM mile to caina hI nahI par3atA / 385. [ agata ] prazna :- gharavAlokI haraeka prakArakI pratikUlatA honese apanA kArya kaise karU~ ? uttara :- apane aMdarame baiThakara apanA kAma karo ! apanA yaha kArya aMdarame baiThakara karaneme na gharavAle jAnege aura na bAharavAle jAnege / apana kyA karate hai aura kahA~ hai, yaha bhI koI nahI jAnegA / - aise aMdarame apanA kAma ho sakatA hai / 386. prazna :- samajha na hove to? uttara :- are ! tIvra dhagaza hogI to samajha bhI A jaaegii| [ satyakI tIvra jhakhanAse jJAna sahaja hI khula jAtA hai / ] 387.

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150 * deva Adi tathA strI Adi sabhI eka azuddhatAke hI nimitta haiM; aura zuddhatAkA nimitta to eka 'Apa' hI hai / [ sabhI prakArake parAzrita pariNAmose to azuddhatAkI hI utpatti hotI hai / zuddhatAkI utpatti to eka mAtra svAzrita pariNAmase hotI hai / ] 388. * jisa bhAvase tIrthakaragotra ba~dhatA hai, vaha bhAva bhI napuMsakatA hai - apana to aise lete hai / 389. dravyadRSTi-prakAza ( bhAga - 3) * apane yahAeN to kaccI-pakkI bhUmikAkI bAta hI nahI hai / jo bhUmikA [ AzrayasthAna ] prathama hai, so hI aMtame hai / arthAt apana to aisI bhUmikA lete hai jo sadaiva TikatI hai, trikAla hai / 390. * trikAlI ekatva honepara rAga aisA bhinna dikhatA hai ki jaise anya cIz2a pratyakSa bhinna dikhAI detI hai rAga itanA pratyakSa judA dikhatA hai / 391. * - * bhagavAnakI bhaktikA artha - guNAnuvAda / zAstrasvAdhyAyame to isase bhI adhika bhakti hai / 392. vikalpame duHkha hI duHkha laganA cAhie / nyAya - yuktise to aisA mAne ki ye vikalpa zAntiko rokate hai, anubhUtiko rokate hai to duHkharUpa - hai; kintu anubhavame duHkha lage to duHkhase haTakara sukhakI ora jAve hI / [ vedanake viSayako mAtra samajhame lene jitanA hI nahI rakhanA cAhie / parantu sukha-dukha jo vedanakA viSaya hai, usakI samajha vedanase ( anubhavase ) karanI cAhie / ] 393. Qi baMdhana rahita svabhAva ke lie vAMcana-manana- ghU~TaNa karU~ to pakar3ame Ave,

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tattvacarcA 151 aisI bAta hI nahI hai / 'vaha to mai trikAlI hI hU~' - aise vartamAname hI usameM thebha jAvo / [ vikalpAtIta svabhAvake vikalpase kabhI anubhava nahI hotA hai, parantu nirvikalpasvabhAvakI pratyakSatAko pratyakSataurase AvirbhUta karanese, parokSatA vilIna hokara atIndriya pratyakSa anubhava hotA hai / ] 394. parama zuddha nizcayanayase AtmA bandhanakA aura muktikA kartA hI nahI hai to vikalpakA aura mokSake kartRtvakA z2ora qhatma ho jAtA hai| trikAlIme jame rahe to paryAya bhI idhara [ trikAlI ] me sahaja hI aaegii| 395. trikAlI zaktime apanApana hote hI [anya ] sabhI Alambana ukhar3a jAte hai / 396. carcA-vArtA hotI hai to spaSTatA hotI hai| prazna :- phira bhI Apa carcA AdikA niSedha kyo karate hai ? uttara :- niSedha to hara kSaNa paga-paga para karanA hI cAhie / idhara [ svarUpame ] DhalatA jAtA hai to niSedha hotA jAtA hai / 397. prazna :- ApakI bAtame krama AtA hI nahI, Apa to ekadama akramakI bAta karate hai| uttara :- krama-phrama kyA ? akramako [ svabhAvako ] pakar3e to krama [ zuddhatA Adi ] svayaM hotA hai| [pariNAmake kramakA viSaya mAtra jAnanekA viSaya hai, avalambana lenekA nahI / ] 398. prazna :- yaha saba qhayAlame hote hue bhI andara kyo nahI jama pAte ? uttara :- vAMcana-vicAra Adi [ sabhI vikalpo ] me andarase hI kharekhara duHkha hI duHkha laganA cAhie, [ satuSTapanA nahI honA cAhie, ]

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152 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) tabhI udharase chUTakara andarame gae binA nahIM raha sakate / yukti Adise duHkha samajhA, vaha to sahaja duHkha kahA~ lagA ? andarase tIvra duHkha sahaja lage to udharame thakAna laganese, vahA~ ruka hI nahI sakate; isIse svarUpame sahaja hI AnA hotA hai / 399. [trikAlIme ] Dhalana to nirantara rahatI hI hai / [ ekAntame ] tattva-vicArakAlame [ Dhalana ] vizeSa hotI hai| lekina vicAra to aTakAva hI hai, yaha [ vicAra Adi ] vizeSa DhalanakA kAraNa bhI nahI hai / azubhapravRttime andarame Dhalana calatI hai aura vRddhi hotI hai; tattva-vicAra ke kAlame vizeSa vRddhi hotI hai| lekina ye vicAra Adi] vizeSa vRddhike kAraNa nahIM hai ve to aTakAva hI hai, isalie vicArame adhikatA nahI hotii| trikAlIme Dhalana honese apanane to paryAya mAtrako gauNa kara diyA hai - dhruvadala hI adhika hai| [ mokSamArgame vicarate jJAnIkoM apane puruSArtha anusAra Dhalana ( pariNati ) nirantara vartatI hai, aura vaha antapariNati sAmAnyarUpase zubhAzubha dono bhAvokI pravRttike samaya bhI vRddhigata hotI rahatI hai | phira bhI vizeSarUpase zubhAzubhabhAvome cAritramohanIyake rasakI mAtrA jitanI kama-adhika hotI hai usIke anupAtame puruSArthakI nyUnAdhikatA hotI hai / ] 400. [ agata] duHkha hai to sahI, magara usa duHkhase bacAyegA kauna ? "khuda hI zaraNa hai" -yahI pU. gurudevazrI kahate hai / 401. mukta-zuddha paryAyase dravyako mukta va zuddha batAnA - vaha to kalaMka hai / strI dvArA puruSa [ - pati ] kI pahacAna karAnA, vaha to puruSakI hInatA hai| 402.

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tattvaca khudase cyuta honA hI sabase bar3A pApa hai / 403. y' vyavahArase jo-jo sAdhana kahaneme Ate he ve sabhI [ nizcayase ] ekAntarUpase bAdhaka hai / 404. - ... 153 ( muniko ) vikalpa - aMza kSaNa-bhara AtA he to kahate hai ki 'AkAza Adise bhI guru mahAna haiM, gurukI mahAnatAme to AkAza rAIke dAneke samAna hai' aisA sunakara [ vyake pakSakAlA jIva ] vahA~ cITa jAtA haiM ki itane mahAna hai to meM vinayAdi barAvara karU~, nahI to nizcayAbhAsI ho jAU~gA / parantu bhAI ! nizcayaguru to apanA AtmA he; vaha par3A rahA ! 405. dRSTikA nazA car3ha jAe to bArambAra antarame hI valaNa hotA hai cAharame kucha rucatA hI nahI / 406. prazna :- to kyA nazekI mAfika dRSTikA svarUpa he ? anya kucha dekhatI hI nahI / uttara :- haoN! dRSTikA nazA hI aisA hai, anya kucha dekhatI hI nahI; eka apanI ora [ svampakI ora ] hI daur3atI hai / isIlie to kahate hai ki samyagdRSTiko vAharame, carcA Adime rukanA rucatA hI nahI, vaha to andara hI andara jAnA cAhatA hai / 407. ," zAstrame AtA hai ki muniko roga Adike honepara vaiyAvRttya karanI cAhie / are bhAI ! aisA to usa kAlame sahaja vikalpame khar3A ho, usakI bAta hai| mujhe aisA karanA cAhie, aisA karanA cAhie - aisI pahalese dRSTi rakhI tava to AsravakI bhAvanA hogaI / [ yadyapi dharmAtmAko guNasthAna anurUpa savikalpadazAke kAlame yathocita vikalpa sahaja A jAtA

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dravyadRSTi - prakAza ( bhAga - 3) hai, tathApi upadezAtmaka vacaname 'vaha kartavya hai,' aisA bhI vacanavyavahAra hotA hai, to bhI aise jAnaneke viSayako jAnaneke abhiprAyakI maryAdAme nahI rakha karake yadi use AdaranekA abhiprAya ho jAe to AsravakI bhAvanA ho jAtI hai arthAt AsravabhAva Adarane yogya hai, aisA abhiprAya ho jAnese savarakA mArga vanda ho jAtA hai / ] 408. 154 // alaga-alaga kAlame kSaNika zubhavikalpa jo yogyatAnusAra honevAle hai so ho jAte hai / prazna :- bhUmikAnusAra aise vikalpa hote hai honevAle hote hai; aisA kyo lete hai ? 1 aisA na lekara, uttara :- bhumikAnusAra aise vikalpa hote hai - aise leneme, usakI dRSTi vaise pariNAma karaneme coTa jAtI hai / aura, honevAle yogyatAnusAra hote hai isa [ abhiprAyame ] dRSTi pariNAma karanepara nahI rahatI balki apariNAmIpara dRSTikA z2ora rahatA hai / 409. * asalame tIvra ruci ho to trikAlIdalame hI jama jAye; idhara-udharakI jaeNce hI nahI, [ vyavahArake vikalpame ruke hI nahI, ] yogyatApara chor3a deve, vahaoN z2ora [ puruSArtha ] rahe hI nahI; dRSTike viSayame hI z2ora rhe| [ idhara-udharakA vikalpa rahA karatA hai, vaha svarUpakI arucike pariNAmakA dyotaka hai / svarUpakI tIvra rucime anya vikalpa nahI rucate / ] 410. sunane - karane Adike bhAvame jo puNya hotA hai, vaha to madhyama prakArakA puNya hai; aura idhara svasanmukhatAkA prayAsa calatA ho to usame utkRSTa puNya hotA hai / 411. * [ rAgAdikake ] vedaname duHkha lage, saha na sake, to avedaka svabhAvako pakar3e binA na rahe / 412.

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tattvacarcA [ carcA sunanevAloko lakSyame lekara ] sunanekI ruci to sabhIkI ThIka hai; parantu usase anantagunI ruci andarakI honI caahie| [vAstavame svarupakI rucikA aisA svarUpa hai ki isake Age tattva sunanekI ruci kucha nahI hai / ata tattva sunane-paDhane AdikI rucime mumukSu jIvako ThIkapanA nahIM laganA cAhie / 'antarmukha honemeM bahuta bAkI hai' - aisA khayAla rahanA cAhie / ] 413. prazna :- sukha to andarame hai, phira vRtti bAharame kyo daur3atI hai ? uttara :- 'sukha andarame lagA hI nahIM vaha to nAma-nikSepase qhayAlame AyA hai ki sukha 'yahA~' hai; asalame to [ bhAvabhAsanapUrvaka ] vaisA lagA nahI / 414. prazna :- aba to [ samajha hue pIche ] prayoga karanekA rahatA hai ? uttara :- phira bhI vahI bAta A jAtI hai ! prayoga hI 'mai' nahI hU~, to karanA kyA ? prayoga paryAyame ho jAtA hai / 415. asalame balavAna vastukA bala AnA cAhie / 416. vikalpa, duHkharUpa laganA - yaha bhI nAsti hai / astime to 'mai sukhase bharapUra hU~, sukhakI khAna huuN|' 417. [ carcA sunanevAloke prati ] sabhIkI laganI to acchI hai; lekina yathArtha laganI lage to hara samaya yahI [ svarUpaTaNa ] calatA rahe [ - isame ] kitanA samaya calA jAye mAlUma hI na pdd'e| rucikA svarUpa hI aisA hai ki - jahA~ lage vahA~ kAla (samaya) dikhe hI nahI / 418. * prazna :- pariNatiko andara kaise vAlanA [antarmukha karanA ] ?

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156 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) uttara :- pariNati 'vAlanA' aura 'nahI vAlanA,' vaha [aisA kartA] 'maiM' nahI hU~ - aisI dRSTi hote hI pariNati vala (jhuka ) jAtI hai / 419. kisIke bhI prati anahada prema ho to qhudako hI bhUla jAte hai / 420. bAta sunate hI coTa laganI - yaha bhI eka pAtratA hai / 421. bolaneme khudakA abhiprAya Ae binA rahatA hI nahI / dUsarekI bAta kahane jAve lekina apanA rasa sAthame A jAtA hai / 422. - [ajJAnIkI ] dhAraNA to banda tijorIke mAfika hai, dhAraNA javAba nahI detI / prasaMga Anepara duHkha to veda hI leve, aura phira thor3I dera pIche smaraNa karake samAdhAna kare - aisI dhAraNAkA kyA ?? anubhavavAlekI to tijorI khulI huI hai / 423. 'pakSa karanA' kahaneme AtA hai to jIva pakSame baiTha jAtA hai / are bhaiyA ! [ pakSAtikAta honevAleko ] pakSa to ho jAtA hai, ( use ) svabhAva rucatA hai to svabhAvakA pakSa ho hI jAtA hai| lekina pakSa karane taka kA hI prayojana thor3e hai ? 424. prazna :- pahale citana hotA to hai na ? uttara :- are bhAI ! pahale-pIchekI bAta hI nahI hai; 'mai hI pahalA hU~' - yahaoNse lo / citana ho...lekina 'pahale' kahanese to usapara vaz2ana A jAtA hai| citana Adise Age bar3hanA hotA hai - aisA kahane meM AtA hai; cUMki pahale lakSya yathArtha hogayA hai to isakA citana calatA hai, lekina isakA

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157 tavana [dinana Adhika ] bhI niSedha karate-karate Age baDhatA hai / [ kha. panna, kina dinana. nirajana : i ni t - mA vyAnI kina mAnA jo cinanaka jagadalipa badanA Fta dadanama 111] 425. 'khuda hI se kAma logA' yaha to pahale hI pakkA ho jAnA caahie| khudakA cala Ae vinA to [...] koI AdhAra [ ] nahI hai / 426. 'meM vartamAname hI paripUrNa hU~' -aisA gunate hI, kucha karanA karAnA hai hI nahIM - aisA jalAsa to prathamase hI AnA cAhie aura phira usIkI pUrtike lie prayAsa karanA hai / 427. 'pahale meM saba samajha lU [27 ka] pIche prayAsa karU~gA' - aise to kArya hogA hI nahIM / [1-1] prayAsa to sunate hI cAlU ho jAnA cAhie / phira dhoDI rukAvaTa Ave to use dUra karaneke lie sunane-samajhanekA bhAva AtA hai; parantu meM vartamAname hI paripUrNa hU~' - vahA~ coTe ( valage) rahakara hI sava prayAsa honA cAhie - vahA~se to chUTanA hI nahIM cAhie / 428 kevalajJAnase apaneko lAbha honevAlA nahIM ora zubhAzubhabhAvose apaneko nukasAna honevAlA nahIM, 'me to aisA tattva huuN|' [ dhruvatattva, utpAda-vyayama nirapA hai - aisI dRSTikI bAta hai|] jaise koI meruse mAthA phoDe to usase meru hilatA nahI hai, aise hI pariNAma merese TakarAte hai to bhI 'apana' pariNAmase hilanevAle nahIM hai| 429.

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158 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) pariNAmame baiThe ho to dravyame baiTha jAnA hai| pariNAma to kampAyamAna hai; dravya niSkampa hai| kaoNpanevAle pariNAmake Azrayase kampita hI rahoge; niSkampa dravyake Azrayase niSkampatA hogI / 430. saMga karanekA bhAva Ave, taba bhI 'saMga nahI karanA hai' - aisA bhAva kAyama ( mukhya ) rakha kara hI saMgakA bhAva honA caahie| [ 'asaga hI hU~' aisI dRSTi rakhakara athavA aisI dRSTi karane hetu satsagakI bhAvanA rahanI cAhie / ] 431. apaneko bhAvAkAra [ pariNAmarUpa ] mata banAo, lekina bhAvoko apane AkAra [ rUpa ] banAo / 432. eka samayakI paryAyame apanApana karake DhIlADhaca rahanese to karmavargaNAye ghusa jAtI hai aura trikAlI nakkara svabhAvame apanApana hote hI, taNAva ( khiMcAva ) hote hI, karmAdi bhAgane lagate hai / 433. prazna :- sAmAnya par3akheko hI judA pAr3anekA hai na ? uttara :- aisA kahaneme AtA hai / sAmAnya par3akhA to judA hI par3A - hai, lekina pariNAmame ekatva kara rakhA hai - isalie alaga pAr3anekA kahaneme AtA hai; asalame to judA hI par3A hai / 434. ( mujhe ) dravyakA bahuta pakSa ho gayA hai - isalie kathaname dravyase [ dravyakI pradhAnatAse ] hI saba bAte AtI hai / 435. [ agata ] jIvako [ vartamAname ] duHkha lage to prayAsa kara-karake sukhako DhUMDha letA hai| lekina jo dhAraNAme hI saMtuSTa ho jAtA hai to ( use ) duHkha nahI lagatA, isalie idhara [ antarme ] DhU~DhatA hI nahI / [ vartamAname dukha

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tattvacarcA 159 honepara bhI dukha nahI lagatA hai isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki use dhAraNAjJAname hI sannopa vartatA hai, jisase sukhake lie prayAsa cAlU nahI hotA hai / ] 436. idharakI [trikAlIkI ] dRSTi hote hI [ paryAya apakSA ] mukti cAlU ho jAtI hai / cAlU kyA ho jAtI hai / [ dravyadRSTiapakSA yA bhAvInavase ] mukti ho hI gii| 437. asalame dravyakA [ bhAvabhAsanapUrvaka ] pakkA ( yathArtha ) pakSa A jAnA cAhie / anAdikA paryAya-pakSa chUTa jAnA cAhie / 438. prazna :- andarame to kucha dikhatA nahI aura sthiratA hotI nahI, isalie sunanekA bhAva [ abhiprAya ] rahatA hai| - kyA kare? . uttara : - isame to vyavahAra zraddhA bhI nahI AI / 'sunanekA abhiprAya hI nahI honA caahie|' [ sunakA gaga hAnA aura abhiprAya honA - ina donome bahuta pharka hai / ] sunate hI idharakA [ atarmukhatAkA ] prayAsa cAlU ho jAnA cAhie / [ nattvazravaNakaM sambandhame aisA abhiprAya raha jAnA ki zravaNa karate-karate-AtmalAna hA~ jAegA to vaha sAdhanaviSayaka vuddhipUrvakakI bhUla he jisase gRhInamithgatva hotA hai / jisakA sunate hI prayAsa cAlU hotA hai, aiseM vartamAna pAtra jIvake vaisI bhUla nahI hAtI / yadyapi sunanekA rAga chadmasthaavasthA naka samava hai tathApi yathArthatAme kisI bhI rAgakA abhiprAya nahIM honA / gaga va rAgake abhiprAyame dina-rAta jitanA annara hai / ] 439. [ bhedabuddhisa ] eka-eka par3akheko jAnane jAte hai to akhaNDa vastu jAnanese raha jAtI hai| 440. upayoga bAharame jAtA hai to 'apane' [nirvikalpa] anubhavame antarAya

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160 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) AtA hai / 441. 'dRSTi' vastukA avalambana kyA letI hai !! - vaha to samUcI vastuko grAsa kara ja. hai pUrI kI pUrI vastume vyApta ho jAtI hai; mAlika bana jAtI hai| mAlika kahaneme bhI bheda A jAtA hai, 'dRSTi' to svayaM hI usa vasturUpa hai / 442. 'vedAnta' na ho jAe; isalie jarA-sI paryAyako batAte hai, to [ ajJAnI ] vahA~ coTa [ cipaka ] jAtA hai / 443. 'paryAyame apanApana' - vahI asalame 'bauddhamati' hai / 444. sahaja sukha [ anya ] sabhIkA sahaja hI niSedha karatA hai / 445. eka AdamIne kahA ki mujhe to jJAnamArga kaThina lagatA hai, bhaktimArga acchA lagatA hai| are bhaiyA ! eka hI cIz2ame [ svarUpame ] rasa AnA-vahI bhakti hai / bhaktike rAgakA anubhava to amRtako chor3akara kIcar3akA anubhava hai / apanI cIz2ame sthira hokara Thahara jAnA, vahI yathArtha [ abheda ] bhakti hai / 446. ruci to usako kahate haiM ki jisa viSayakI ruci hove usake binA eka kSaNa bhI nahI cala sake / pataMgA dIpakako dekhate hI coTa (jhapaTa ) jAtA hai, vicAra nahIM karatA / aise hI, vicAra...vicAra karate rahanese kyA ? vastuke hI coTa jAvo ! pUrI kI pUrI vastume vyApta hokara ( use ) grasa lo ! 447. [ ughADa para jisakI dRSTi hai, usako ] kSayopazama bar3hatA jAtA hai to sAtha-sAtha abhimAna bhI bar3hatA jAtA hai / 448.

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tatva 161 mu~hame pAnIke sAtha kacarA Ate hI khadabadAhaTa honese use mu~hase nikAla (pheka) diyA jAtA hai| aise hI rAgakA bedana to kacarA he, jJAnI usako apanA nahIM mAnate / jJAnIko kisI bhI kSaNa rAgame apanApana AtA hI nhii| 449. nAnIko rAga bozampa lagatA hai| bhArI cIz2ake Upara halakI cIz2a ho to boza nahI laganA lekina halakI cIz2a para to bhArI cIz2akA bojhA lagatA hI hai| aise, zAnIko rAga bosArupa lagatA hai, khaTaktA hai, suMcatA (sAlatA) / 450. vicAra aura dhAraNA vastuko pakar3anekI sAmarthya hI nahI hai / ajJAnI vastuko pakar3anA [ .; nI hai / vicArame to vastu parokSa ora dUra raha jAtI hai / 451. prazna :- pratikUna maMyogame to duHkha lagatA hai lekina vikArIbhAvame duHkha nahIM lagatA ? uttara :- yaha to bahuta sthUlatA hai / vikArIbhAva huA - vahI pratikUla saMyoga hai, vahI duHkha hai, usakA duHkha laganA cAhie / 452. AtmAke eka-eka pradezame ananta-ananta sukha bharA he - aise asaMkhya pradeza sukhase hI bharapUra hai; cAhe jitanA sukha pI lo ! kabhI khuTegA hI nahIM / hamezA sukha pIte raho phira bhI kamI nahI hotI / 453. socate rahanese to jAgRti nahI hotI, grahaNa karanese hI jAgRti hotI hai| socaneme to vastu parokSa raha jAtI hai aura grahaNa karaneme vastu pratyakSa

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162 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) hotI hai / sunate rahane aura socate rahanese to vastukI prApti nahIM hotii| [ svarUpa ] grahaNa karanekA [ - apane astitvako rucipUrvaka vedana karanekA ] hI abhyAsa zurU honA caahie| [mumukSujIvako sAmAnya bhAvanAse tattvavicAra calatA hai / socanA-vicAranA to bahirmukha bhAva hai, isame vastu parokSa rahatI hai, aura aiseme svayake mahAn astitvakI jAgRti nahI hotI / kintu svarUpakI ananya rucise 'jJAnamAtra' ke vedanase pratyakSa taurase astitva grahaNakA prayAsa honA cAhie - aise prayAsase atarmukhatA prApta hotI hai / ] 454. __ vastu to zuddhabhaktikA [ pariNAmakA ] bhI niSedha karatI hai| [ arthAt - vastu zuddhaparyAyase bhI nirapekSa hai ] / zuddhabhakti, vyavahArabhaktikA niSedha ( upekSA) karatI hai / vyavahArabhakti, anya saba padArthokA niSedha ( upekSA ) karatI hai / 455. ruci apane viSayame bAdhaka padArthoko phaTA-phaTa haTA detI hai, uname rukatI nahI; ( sIdhe ) apane viSayako hI grahaNa kara letI hai / 456. jisako jisakI prApti karanI hai usa viSayame usako sUkSmatA A jAtI hai arthAt prayojanake viSayameM buddhi adhika sUkSma ho jAtI hai| 457. prazna :- naz2arame to para padArtha Ate hai, sva vastu naz2arame nahI AtI, to kyA karanA ? uttara :-- jisa kSetrame naz2arakA pariNamana ho rahA hai, usI Akhe ke Akhe ( pUre ke pUre ) kSetrame vastu par3I hai / jahA~se naz2ara uThatI hai...vahI vastu hai / ataH naz2ara jahA~se uThatI hai...vahI vastuko DhU~Dha lo ! 458. prazna :- upayoga svasanmukha hotA hai taba jo [ parase ] bhinnatA bhAsatI hai, vaisI [ bhinnatA ] vikalpake kAlame bhAsatI hai kyA ?

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163 tatvacarcA uttara : - vikalpake kAlame bhI pratyakSa bhinnatAkA anubhava hai / magara upayogako kyo mukhya karate ho ? 'mai to dhruvatattva hU~,' isakI mukhyatA karanI cAhie / zraddhA-jJAna, vikalpake kAlame [ dhAraNAkI mAphika ] khAlI par3e hue nahI hai, lekina pariNamanarUpa hai / 459. vastuko grahaNa karanA, pakar3anA, sanmukha valanA ( DhalanA) - yaha saba kathaname AtA hai / asalame to trikAlI vastume ahampana A jAnA, usIko - grahaNa kiyA, sanmukha huA, Azraya liyA, pakar3A, - aisA kahate hai / asalame pariNAma bhI sat hai, usako anyakA avalambana nahI hai| 460. ___ hara kSaNa mRtyuke lie to taiyAra hI rahanA; kabhI bhI ho aura kaisI bhI vedanA ho - sAtavI naraka jaisI bhI vedanA ho, phira bhI kyA ? [ mRtyu tathA mRtyukI vedanA - donose 'mai' adhika hU~, aisA me mere svasavedanase anubhava karatA hU~ 1 ] 461. vikalpAtmaka nirNaya chUTa kara svaAzrita jJAna ughar3atA hai / jo jJAna sukhako detA hai, vahI jJAna hai / 462. vyavahAra, vyavahArakI apekSAse satya hI hai / 463. jisa cIz2ako pakar3anI hai usako pahale pUrI samajha lenI [ yathArtha nirNaya kara lenA cAhie / 464. parasanmukha upayoga hotA hai, vaha AtmAkA upayoga hI nahI hai, [ vaha to ] anupayoga hai / AtmAkA upayoga to parame jAtA hI nahIM; aura parame jAve vaha [ AtmAkA ] upayoga hI nahI / 465.

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164 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga -3) dhruvatattvako samajhaneke lie paryAyake sivAya anya koI upAya nahI hai, isIlie paryAyase sabhI bAte kahaneme ( samajhAneme ) AtI hai / 466. [ eka samayakA ] ananta AnandakA vedana Ave - vaha bhI 'maiM' [trikAlI tattva] nahI hU~ kyoki vedanakA 'mere' me [ trikAlIme ] abhAva hai / 'mai' eka samayake vedaname A jAU~ to 'merA' nAza ho jAe / [ 'mai' eka samayakI pUrNa paryAya jitanA hI nahI hU~, lekina pUrNa paryAyase bhI adhika hU~ - aisA kahanekA bhAva hai| ] 467. vikalpa uThe to aisA kahe ki 'he guru ! Apa mere sarvasva hai' ( lekina ) usI samaya abhiprAya to yaha kahatA hai ki 'mujhe ApakI z2arUrata nahI,' 'merA sarvasva to mere pAsa hai| itanA vizvAsa aura ( svarUpakA ) ullAsa to z2arUra AjAnA cAhie ki [ mere kAryake lie ] mujhe deva-gurukI bhI z2arUrata nahI; sunane-karanekI bhI z2arUrata nahI, merA kArya mere [ antar-puruSArtha ] se hI hogA / 468. dUsareme lAbhabuddhi hai, tabhI to usIme jur3anekI tIvra vRtti niyamase rahatI hai / 469. dRSTi to hara samaya apaneko pUrNa hI dekhatI hai / muni bhI aisA kahate hai ki 'hama to pAmara hai' lekina unhe to apanI khilI huI pariNatikA mukAbalA pUrNa ( svarUpa ) ke sAtha karate hue, apanI pAmaratA lagatI haiisa apekSAse [ apaneko pAmara ] kahate hai / dRSTi to sAdhaka-bAdhakapanA hI nahI svIkAratI hai / 470. paryAya naI ghar3anI nahI hai / idhara [ antara ] dRSTi hote, [zaktirUpa | yogyatArUpa] par3I hai...so prakaTa ho jAtI hai / 471.

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tattvacarcA 165 [ajJAnIke ] paralakSyI upayogame [ jJAname ] rAgako bhinna jAnanekI tAkata hI nahIM hai / paralakSyI upayogako to acetana hI ginaneme AtA hai| 472. pahale to asalI [ nirapekSa ] bAta nakkI kara lo, phira apekSita vAtokA khatiyAna kara lo / eka ora, paradravyakA citana rAgakA kAraNa vatAve; dUsarI aura, kevalIke dravya-guNa-paryAyakA citana mohakSayakA kAraNa batAve; - so paradravyakA citana rAgakA kAraNa hai, yaha to 'siddhAnta' hai; aura mohakSayakA kAraNa to 'nimittakI apekSA'se batAyA hai| aise sabhI jagaha 'nirapekSa' vAta nizcitakara, phira 'apekSita' vAtako samajha lenA hai| 473. mRtyu kaba AnevAlI hai, yaha to nizcita [ jAnakArIme ] nahI hai, parantu Ane kI hai so to nizcita hai; isalie hara kSaNa taiyAra rahanA hai / zarIrake TukaDe-TukaDe ho jAe~; roma-roma para dhadhakatI sUIyA~ lagA dI jAe~...phira bhI, 'apane dhruva tattva'me inakA praveza hI kahA~ hai ? 474. pahale hI se zarIrase bhinnatAkA jisane [ prayogAtmaka ] abhyAsa kiyA hai, vo hI maraNa samaya [ purupArthame ] Tika sakatA hai / kyoki jisakI jo ruci hotI hai, vahI maraNake samaya mukhya ho jAtI hai / ataH jisane pahalese hI bhinnatAkA abhyAsa kiyA hai, vo hI Tika skegaa| ____ utkRSTa pAtra hove - jisakI eka-Adha bhavame mukti honevAlI ho, vahI [ maraNa-samaya ] nirvikalpa samAdhi rakha sakatA hai / usase nIce [kama yogyatA] vAleko vikalpa pUrvaka [Atma-lakSya sahita ] isI tattvakI dRDhatAkA citana calatA hai| usase nIcevAleko deva-zAstra-gurukI bhaktikA vikalpa AtA hai / sAdhakako to AkarI (tIvra ) vedanA Adi ho, kucha bhI na cale, to bhI dhruva tattvakI adhikatA to chUTatI hI nahI / 475.

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166 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) apanese apanI pAtratA mAlUma ho jAtI hai; dUsarA kahe, na kahe - isase matalaba nahI hai / dravya svataMtra hai na ! isako parakI apekSA hI nahI hai| 476. prazna :- jJAnIko AMzika zuddhatAkA dhyeya nahI hai ? uttara :- AMzika zuddhatA kyA ? pUrNa zuddhatAkA [ eka samayakI bhedarUpa avasthAkA ] bhI jJAnIko dhyAna nahIM hai / 'maiM to trikAla zuddha hI huuN|' 477. AcAryadevane 'niyamasAra' meM kahA hai ki - bhAI ! kevalajJAnAdi ( kSAyika ) paryAya bhI paradravya hai, parabhAva hai, heya hai / - taba tuma kSayopazamajJAname to ruko hI mata / 478. jahA~ taka pariNAmakA lakSya rahatA hai vahA~ taka 'mai puruSArtha karU~, antarame vatuM ( Tarju)- aise kartRtvakA bojhA rahA hI karatA hai| isalie to kahatA hU~ ki 'bhAI ! tU pariNAma mAtrakA lakSya chor3a vikalpa-nirvikalpa sabhI paryAyoMkA lakSya chor3a; anubhava huA, nahI huA vaha na dekha / ' [ mumukSujIvako tattvavicAra calatA hai, usame jaba taka ukta prakArake pariNAma Ate hai taba taka usakA vaise pariNAmopara vajana | jora jAtA hai to jisa mAtrAme puruSArtha sAmAnyasvarUpake prati honA cAhie, vaha utpanna nahI ho pAtA hai / ataeva tattvavicAraka mumukSuko tadaviSayaka atyanta sAvadhAnI Avazyaka hai| ] 479. mithyAtva ho yA samyaktva ho, yaha dekho hI mata ! 'mai to dhruva tattva hU~' - yahA~ Ate hI mithyAtva-paryAya bhI nizcayase-niyamase calI jAegI / dRSTike nirNayame pUrNa zuddhi bharI huyI hai| [ dRSTike viSayabhUta svasvarUpame pUrNa

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tattvacarcA 167 zuddhi bharI hai, ata usake nirNayame bhI arthAt nirNayake garbhame bhI pUrNa zuddhikA sattva he / svarUpanirNayake kAlame niyamase svarUpaastitvakA grahaNa hotA hai aura svabhAvake saskAra aise par3ate hai ki jisake phalasvarUpa siddhapada pragaTa hogA hI / aisa dRSTike viSayabhUta svasvarUpakA nirNaya hote hI sabhI avasthAoke prati upekSA sahaja hI ho jAtI hai / ] 480. yaha dhruvatattva kisIko namatA ( jhukatA ) hI nahI hai / khudakI siddhaparyAyako bhI nahI namatA / 481. munike pAsa koI zAstra ho aura dUsarA koI usa zAstrako mA~ge, to muni faurana de dete haiM, kyoki ve khuda hI to parAzrayabhAva chor3anA cAhate hai, isIse mA~ge to sahaja de dete hai / [ munidazAme upakaraNake prati bhI mamatva nahI hotA hai / ] 482. jJAnIko bhagavAnakI rAgavAlI bhaktikA prema hotA hai, lekina idharakI [ AtmAkI ] bhaktime jaisA prema hai vaisA vahA~ nahI hotA / 483. // [ svayake bAreme ] mai to vikalpose ekadama thaka gayA thA; tabhI [ jaisa koI ] Uparase ekadama nIce paTake, vaise paryAyase chUTakara [ jora pUrvaka ceSTAse ] andarame [ nirvikalpa anubhavame ] utara gayA / 484. [ agata ] [ zurU-zurUme dhArmika ] pustakokA bahuta paThana thA, saikar3oM pustake par3ha lI thI, magara dRSTi nahI milii| pU. gurudevazrIse dRSTi milI, pIche pustaka par3hanekA rasa kama ho gayA / 485. [ agata ] // jaise saMyogakI icchAvAleko icchAnusAra saMyogakA milanA puNyakA

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168 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) udaya to hai, lekina usame [ bhoganeme ] vaha pApakI puSTi karatA hai / vaise hI deva-zAstra-gurukA mila jAnA yaha puNyakA udaya lo hai, lekina unake pratike bhAvame [zubhabhAvame] magnatA [ ekatvabuddhi] honI, vaha mithyAtvake pApakI hI puSTi hai| [ deva-zAstra-guru vAstavame to bhedajJAnake nimitta hai / phira bhI jo jIva isa tathyase anabhijJa hai, vaha mAtra zubhabhAvame ekatvabuddhiko dRDha karatA huA pariNamatA hai, jisase use AtmahitakI jagaha ulaTe mithyAtvakI hI puSTi ho jAtI hai / ] 486. rAtrime nidrA sahaja kama ho jAtI hai, kyoki ArAma to sacce svarUpame hI hai to usa tarafakI ekAgratAme nidrA to sahaja hI kama ho jAtI hai| jisako sAre dina idhara-udharake vikalpokI thakAna bahuta hotI hai usako ArAmake lie nidrA vizeSa AtI hai / lekina jisako idhara-udhara karanekA kartRtva hI TUTa gayA hai use thakAna na honese nidrA bhI kama AtI hai / jaise munirAjoMko antarakI jAgRtike kAraNa vikalpakI thakAna nahI hai to nidrA bhI kama hai| mujhe to ( sote vakta ) pahale do ghaNTe nIda nahIM AtI hai, phira thor3I nIda AjAe to jagate hI aisA lagatA hai ki - kyA nIda AgayI thI ! pIche nIda ur3a jAtI hai aura yahI [ svarUpa-gholana ] calatA rahatA hai / 487. [ agata ] jaise udharake paNDitoMko lagatA hai ki hama saba jAnate hai; vaise vAMcanakAra ho jAve aura ughAr3a ho jAe to ( loga ) 'hama samajhate hai' - [ aise ahamme ] aTaka jAte hai / - aise vaha ughAr3a, rukanekA ( aTakanekA ) sAdhana ho jAtA hai / paNDitokA saMsAra to zAstra kahA hai na ! 488.

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tatvacarcA 169 asalame sunane AdikA rasa kama ho jAnA cAhie, - vaha kama kava hogA ? ki - jaba andarakA rasa bar3hatA jAve tabhI udharame rasa kama hotA jAtA hai / [ isalie ] zurUse hI udharame [ sunane adige] z2ora nahI AnA cAhie / [ mumukSu jIvako zubhabhAvame rasa AtA hai, vaha bhI vibhAvarasa hI he | siddhAnta to yaha hai ki kahI bhI ( zubhAzubhabhAvame ) vibhAvarasa tIvra nahI honA cAhie / ata aisI samajhapUrvaka atyanta sAvadhAnI rahanese, ukta prativandhaka rasa tIvra na honase, antarasvabhAvarasa utpanna honekA avakAza vanatA hai, ora vese avakAzase antarvabhAvarasa AvirbhUta honekI prakriyA sambhavita hai / ] 489. dUsaroke lie amuka pravRtti karanA, vaha to bojhA ho gayA / yahA~ [ mujhe ] to sahajakI Adata hai / dUsare apane lie cAhe jaisA abhiprAya bA~dha le / / nirdopako zakA yA citA nahI rahatI / paralakSyIpravRtti lokasajJArUpa AtmaghAtI bar3A bhArI dopa hai / ] 490. [ agata ] prazna :- yaha sabhI bAta satya hai, lekina vikalpa TUTatA nahI hai ? uttara :- vikalpase kyo Darate ho? isako bhI isIkI sattAme rahane do aura tuma tumArI trikAlI sattAme raho / vikalpako tor3ane-mor3ane jAoge to tumArI dhruvasattAkA [ zraddhAme ] nAza hogA, aura phira bhI ye vikalpa to TUTege nahI / 491. sAgaro taka bAraha aMgakA abhyAsa karate hai, lekina isa paralakSyI jJAnase to nukasAna hI nukasAna hai / jo upayoga bAharame jAye to duHkha hove hI; svaupayogame hI sukha hai| [yahaoN parasattAvalambanazIlajJAnakA niSedha hai| ] 492.

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170 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) ___ paryAyako svasanmukha karU~, antarame vAlu, antarame DhaluM - aisI-aisI [paryAyake kartApanekI ] sUkSma bhrAMti jIvako raha jAtI hai / paryAyakA mukha (dizA) palaTanA hai, isa apekSAse yaha bAta saca hai; lekina dhruvapara baiThate hI vaha [ svasanmukhapanA ] sahaja hotA hai / 493. jaise bhI pariNAma ho, lekina apana usake gulAma kyo ? [ 'mai' to eka samayake pariNAmase nirapekSa dhruvatattva huuN| ] 494. svacchandase Daro mata ! [ svarUpake abhAname ] abhI taka svacchanda hI to calatA AyA hai| aba to 'sahaja svacchanda [-svame pravRttirUpa ] dazA' prakaTa karo ! viveka apane Apa A jAegA / 495. prazna :- dhruvatattvakA mAhAtmya vizeSa hai ki dhruvako pakar3anevAlI paryAyakA ? uttara :- apanI-apanI apekSAse donokA mAhAtmya hai| asalame to dhruvatattvakA hI mAhAtmya hai / paryAyakA mAhAtmya Anese to jIva paryAyame baiTha jAtA hai| prazna :- dhruvatattva to abhavyame bhI hai, lekina use pakar3A nahI to kyA lAbha ? uttara :- are bhAI ! bhavi-abhavi dono 'apana' nahI / 'apana to dhruvatattva hai jisame ina donokA abhAva hai| 496. ruci apane kAryame bAdhA nahIM Ane detI hai, vaha saMyogako aura vikalpoko nahI ginatI / [ svarUpakI ] ruci ho to hara samaya yahI kA yahI [ svarUpakA ] citana' calatA rahe / 497. dUsaroko lage ki mai dekha rahA hU~, lekina koI ( gharame ) corI kara'

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tattvacarcA 171 jAe to bhI mujhe mAlUma na par3e / mere kapar3e kitane hai ? gharame cIz2a-vastu hai yA nahI ? - mujhe kucha mAlUma nahI rahatA / [ avArage lakSya itanA kama ho gayA thaa|] 497-a [ agana ] ruci ho to pravRttime bhI apane kAryame vighna nahI AtA / dUsarese to kucha lenA nahIM hai, ora ( svayaM) sukhakA dhAma he / upayogarahita cakSukI mAphika [ -T7 ] pravRttime dikhAI to de, parantu upayoga [ gAvadhAnI ] to idhara [ annama ] kAma karatA rahe / 498. [ jJAnIkA ] bhakti Adike zubhabhAva Ave taba vAharame to ullasita dikhAI de, lekina usI kSaNa abhiprAya niSedha karatA hai / 499. prazna :- azubhame to duHkha lagatA hai, lekina zubhame duHkha nahI lagatA hai ? __ uttara :- zubhako ThIka mAnA hai, isIlie duHkha nahI lagatA / pahale azubhame ThIka mAnA thA to vahA~ duHkha nahI lagatA thA / idhara [ AnmAme ] Ave to igharake sukhake anubhavame zubha-azubha dono hI duHkharUpa dikhate hai / jese makkhI phiTakarI para beThale hI phaTa-se ur3a jAtI hai, kintu zakkara para baiThI ho to bhale hI paMkha TUTa jAe~.. to bhI, uThanA nahI cAhatI / - aise yahA~ bhI samajha lenA / [ zubha-azubha donome hI dukha hai, phira bhI uname du kha na laganekA kAraNa vahA~ ThIkapanA mAnA hai | ataeva svayaka avalAkanase ukta prakArakI bhUla nivRtta ho to zubhAzubhabhAvame rahA huA vAstavika dukha mAlUma par3egA / parantu isa viSayakI samajhako mAtra nyAya-yuktikI maryAdAme rakhanA yogya nahI hai, avalokanapaddhatime AnA hI zrayaskara hai / ] 500. jisako apanA sukha cAhie use, apanA sukha jinako prakaTA

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172 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) hai, unake pAsa [ sarvArpaNa buddhipUrvaka zaraName ] jAnekA bhAva AtA hai / 501. zAstra idharase [ AtmAmese ] nikalate hai to idharase nikalI saba bAte zAstrase mila jAtI hai / zAstra dekhakara idharakA milAna nahI karanA hai, kintu idharase nikalI bAta zAstrase milAna kara lenA / [ zAstra dekhakara svayakI samajhako milAna karanekI paddhati ucita nahI hai kyoki isa paddhatise svayake abhiprAya anusAra zAstravacanakA arthaghaTana ( samajha ) honekI sabhAvanA hai, aura isame jo bhUla rahI ho to vaha zAstrAdhArase aura dRDha ho jAtI hai, sAtha hI aisI paddhatise jJAnIke vacana bhI zAstra-AdhArase svIkAra karanekA abhiprAya raha jAtA hai jisase pratyakSa satpurupake vacanapara prIti/bhakti/vizvAsa nahI rahatA / ataeva samajhI huI bAtako anubhavapaddhatise samajhanA cAhie, aura vaise anubhavako zAstrase milAna karanA hI sahI paddhati hai, arthAt upAdAnakI mukhyatAvAlI paddhati hI sahI paddhati hai / ] 502. nirvikalpatA para vaz2ana nahI denA [ paryAya para vajana nahI denA] - yaha merese [ dhruva padase ] bar3I thor3e-hI hai ? 503. siddhajIvose saMsArIjIva ananta gune hai| phira bhI, siddhajIva saMsArIjIvoMko apanI ora khIcate hai / ( lekina ) saMsArIjIva ( eka bhI) siddhajIvako apanI ora nahI khIca sakate / isase hI siddhajIvokI vijaya siddha ho gii| 504. puruSArthake dhAmame puruSArtha jama gayA, vahI puruSArtha hai / 505. prazna :- AtmA to dikhatA nahI, to pratyakSa kaise hove ? uttara :- pariNAma to dikhatA hai na ! to pariNAma jisamese AtA

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tattvacarcA 173 hai...usa [ ananta pratyakSa ] cIz2akA pahale anumAna kiyA jAtA hai, phira [ vedanase ] pratyakSa karanA / 506. isakI to z2arUrata hai na !...usakI to z2arUrata hai na ! [-aisA bhAva ajJAnIko rahatA hai / ] are bhaiyA ! pahale 'mai ajarUriyAtavAlA [ nirAvalambI ] hU~' - yaha to nirNaya karo / 507. [ vyApya-vyApakatArA ] paryAya taka hI apanA kArya sImita hai; parapadArthase to kucha sambandha hai hI nahI - aisA nizcaya hogayA, phira to apaneme hI zodha cAlU hogI / 508. mahArAjasAhavane duSkAlame sukAla kara diyA hai - yaha kyA kama mahattvakI bAta hai ? isa kAlame jahA~ aisI bAta sunaneko nahI milatI, vahA~ [ nattvakI ] musalAdhAra varSA kara dI hai / 509. prazna :- hame samyagdarzana huA yA nahI, yaha kaise mAlUma hove ? uttara :- yaha prazna hI batalAtA hai ki tume samyagdarzana nahI huA tabhI aisI zaMkA hotI hai / anya mAne to samyagdarzana hai, aisA nahI hai / 510. ___ 'mai kRtakRtya caitanyadhAma hU~, vikArane mujhe chuA hI nahI, mai dhruvadhAma hU~' - aisA apanA ahampanA AnA cAhie / 511. merA svabhAva jJAna-darzanAdise lavAlaba bharA huA hai, isame nayA kucha karanA nahIM hai, kucha bar3hAnA bhI nahI hai / 512. pUjya gurudevazrIne jo upadeza dvArA batalAyA so hI kArya maine kiyA

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174 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) hai / jagatme mujhe mAna yA yaza mile, vaha mujhe pasaMda nahI hai / 513. [ agata ] K pariNAmoke cakrame mAthA ( sira ) diyA to hamezA mAthA phUTatA rahegA / 514. [bhava-bhramaNase ] thaka gae ho to [ svarUpame ] baiTha jAo; nahI thake ho to calate raho ! 515. bandha tathA muktime bheda nahI hai| [ dono eka samayakA pariNAma hai| ] dravyako mukta kahanA, kalaMka hai / tattvarasikajana, Asanna bhavya, vijJAnaghanake rasIle puruSa bandha-mokSakA bheda nahI dekhate / 516. prazna :- gurudevazrIkI bAta bhI acchI lagatI hai aura bAharakI anukUlatA bhI acchI lagatI hai; jaba ki gurudevazrI faramAte hai ki 'eka myAname do talavAre nahI raha sakatI' ? uttara :- eka zubha hai, eka azubha hai - dono jagahose haTakara, tIsarI [ zubhAzubha rahita ] jagaha A jAo / 517. vyavahAranayako abhUtArtha kahA gayA hai, jisakA sAra yaha hai ki 'pariNAma mAtra abhUtArtha hai|' 518. ajJAnI, utpAda-vyayake sAtha calA jAtA hai / jJAnIne nityame [svabhAvame ] apanA astitva sthApita kiyA hai, jisase vaha utpAda-vyayake sAtha calA nahI jAtA, [ utpAda-vyayako ] jAna letA hai / [ ajJAnadazAme utpAda-vyayarUpa calita bhAvame astitva sthApita rahanese svayake anityarUpakA hI anubhava vartatA hai / jaba ki jJAnadazAme nityasvabhAvame astitva sthApita

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tattvacarcA honese dono agokA eka sAtha jJAna rahatA hai / ] 519. // [ dravyakA ] zuddhaparyAyake sAtha vyApya vyApaka samvandha pUre dravyake kSetrake hisAvase [ pramANase ] hai / [ sAmAnya, vizeSarUpa nahIM ho jAtA hai / ] 520. // pahate to dhAraNA barAbara honI cAhie; lekina dhAraNA antarame utare tabhI samyagjJAna hotA hai / dhAraNAme bhI lakSya to idharakA [ AtmAkA ] honA cAhie / 521. - / paryAya tIvrase tIvra azubha pariNAma ho yA utkRSTase utkRSTa zuddha pariNAma ho 'merA' kucha bhI bigAr3a - sudhAra nahI / 'mai to vaisA kA vaisA hI hU~' / [ paryAyagaM kitanA bhI pheraphAra ho lekina dravya to ekarUpa rahatA hai, isalie dhruva- nitya svabhAvake Age kisI bhI prakArakI kSaNika-anitya paryAyakA mUlya nahIM hai / ] 522. mai pahale to saba jAna lU~... suna lU~... pIche puruSArtha karU~gA; to pIchevAlA sadA pIche hI pIche rahegA / vartamAna isI kSaNase hI puruSArtha karanekI yaha bAta hai pahale apane AtmAkI prabhAvanA karanekI bAta hai / 523. karor3oM zAstra par3ho to bhI hai, oNmalA ( guvAra / bhar3Asa ) hai, 175 // apane dravyame dRSTikA tAdAtmya hote hI jJAna pramANa ho jAtA hai / aise pramANa huA jJAna sabhI bAte jAna letA hai / [ apanI Azika zuddhi, azuddhi aura inake nimitta Adi sabhIko pramANajJAna jAna letA hai / ] 524. // [ anubhava - vinA vaha ] mAtra manakA bojhA bhAra hai / 525. // ullAsame ullAsa A jAve, vaha yogya nahI / [ rAga honA vaha utanA

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176 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga -3) aparAdha nahI hai jitanA ki rAgakA rAga honA / kyoki rAgakA rAga anantAnubandhIkA kaSAya hai / ] 526. pariNAmakI maryAdA dekhate rahanese apariNAmIkA z2ora chUTa jAtA hai| [ apariNAmIke jorame pariNAmakA jJAna sahaja rahatA hai / ] 527. paryAyame baiTha karake ghuTana karanese to paryAyame ThIkapanA rahatA hai, aise kRtrima prayAsakA abhiprAya chor3o ! 528. asalame bAta itanI-sI hI hai ki 'idharame [ antarame ] jama jAnA cAhie, trikAlI astitvame prasara jAnA caahie|' [ astitvame prasara jAnA arthAt pariNAma antarmukha-svasanmukha hokara apane pUre kSetrame vyApya-vyApakabhAvase svayakA svabhAvarUpa anubhava karanA / ] 529 sunanA, par3hanA, carcA karanA - yaha sabhI Upara-UparakI bAte hai; asalame to andarame jama jAnA cAhie, svarUpame U~r3e utara jAnA cAhie / 530. SaT Avazyaka Adi kyA ? - eka hI [ nizcaya ] Avazyaka ha - yaha bAta 'Atmadharma me par3hakara aisI coTa lagI ki basa ! yahI bAta ThIka hai / 531. [ agata] 'prazna :- zuruAtavAleko anubhavakA kaise prayatna karanA ? uttara :- 'mai pariNAma mAtra nahI hU~,' 'trikAlI dhruvapaneme apanApana sthApanA' - yahI eka upAya hai / 532. eka hI 'mAsTara kI' ( Master key ) hai; saba bAtokA,

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177 tattvacarcA saba zAstrokA eka hI sAra hai- 'trikAlIsvabhAvame apanApana jor3a denA hai' / 533. vicAra Adi to paryAyakA svabhAva honese calatA hI rahatA hai, parantu z2ora dhyeya svabhAvakI ora rahatA hai to pariNati [ antarame ] Dhala jAtI hai / 534. isakA [ dhruva-dRSTikA ] bala Ae binA, [ jIva ] dUsarI jagaha aTakegA hii| 535. nizcayamahArAjajIko nahI jAnA to ina mahArAjajI [ pU gurudevazrI ] ko bhI viparIta hI jAnA / [ - yathArtharUpame nahI jAnA / ] [ nizcaya AtmasvarUpakA ajJAna honepara deva-zAstra-gurukA bhI yathArtha svarUpa jAnaneme nahI AtA athavA prAya viparIta jAnanA hotA hai / ] 536. pariNAma( -prati )ke rasako yamakA dUta jAno / [ kisI bhI prakArake pariNAma para rasapUrvaka vajana jAtA hai to usame bahuta nukasAna hotA hai arthAt svabhAvapratikA jora nahI AnekA kAraNa banatA hai / sasAradazAme rAgarasa hI rahatA hai, yahI anata sasArakA kAraNa hai / ] 537. vicAra karanA - nirvicAra honeke lie| milanA - phira nahI milaneke lie / 538. * sacce deva, zAstra, guru bhI 'svabhAva'ke anAyatana hai / 539. pariNAma [ 'merA' ] avalambana letA hai, 'mai nahIM' / 540. prauDha viveka : 'mai niSkriya cinmAtra vastu hU~' / 541.

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178 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) kaI loga saMsArakI dukAnadArI chor3a, zAstrakI dukAnadArIme pha~sa gae / 542. yahA~ to anubhUtise hI zuruAta hotI hai| anubhava hue binA paryAyase bhinnatA hotI hI nahI [ - paryAyabuddhi nahI chUTatI ] / 543. gurudevazrIke upadezame itanA khulAsA hai ki - usa nIvase dharma paMcamakAla taka TikegA - aisA dikhatA hai / 544. kAryase [paryAyase | paryAyako mukhya rakhakara ] kAraNako [ trikAlI dravyako ] dekhate ho. isase to mujhe aisI coTa lagatI hai ki yaha kyA ! - aisI dRSTime to trikAlIse judApanA hI rahatA hai, to phira trikAlIme ekatA kaise hogI? vartamAna paryAyame to 'mai-panA' [paryAyabuddhi] sthApita hai aura trikAlI [ svarUpa ] kI ora jAnA cAhate ho !! lekina paryAyame 'mai-panA' chUTe binA, trikAlIme 'mai-panA' kaise hogA ? 545. prazna :- tiryacako to anubhavakA sukha ThIka aura rAgakA duHkha vaha aThIka, aisA rahatA hai; usame 'trikAlI hI mai hU~' aisA kaise bhAsatA hogA ? uttara :- trikAlIme Ae binA [ 'trikAlI hI mai hU~' aise anubhava binA ] sukha hotA hI nahI, to usame trikAlI svabhAvakA Azraya A gayA / paryAya badalatI hai to bhI 'maiM' nahI badalatA - aisA bhAsatA hai / 546. vartamAna aMzame hI saba ramata ( karataba ) hai - vaha aMtarame

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tattvacarcA dekhe to ( anaMta ) zaktiyA~ dikhegI; aura bahirmukha hogA to saMsAra dikhegA / vasa ! aMzase bAhara to hai; itanI hI maryAdAme ramata hai / 179 [ koI jIva ] jAtA hI nahI 547. deva-zAstra-guru prati jo macaka [ zubhabhAva hai ] vaha bhI nukasAna hI hai; ( kintu ) isame jIva lAbha mAna baiThatA hai ; [ Uparase ] kahatA to hai ki nimittase lAbha nahI hotA, lekina abhiprAya to lAbhakA hI vanA rakhA hai; ( tabhI ) to hA~se apanI ora AtA nahI / 548. .. // ajJAname jIva, vAMcana - zravaNa-manana AdikA jo puruSArtha karatA hai usame to thAka ( bojhA ) lagatA hai; lekina jisame thakAna Ave vaha puruSArtha hI kahA~ ? sahaja puruSArthame to vojhA lagatA hI nahI / [ yahA~ puruSArthakA svarUpa darzAyA hai jI sahaja puruSArtha ho to usame kabhI thakAna nahI AtI hai balki vikalpakI thakAna avazya miTa jAtI | jaise jIvIko zvAsocchvAsamai kabhI thakAna nahI lagatI kyoki vaha unakA vyavahArajIvana ( prANa ) hai, vaise hI sahaja puruSArtha AtmAkA jIvana hai ataeva usame thakAna kaisI ? ] 549. jaise koI vIrarasakA, koI raudrarasakA, koI kAmarasakA nimitta hai, vaise yaha deva-zAstra-guru zAMtarasake nimitta hai; lekina apaneme zAMtarasa jagAye nahI to una para upacAra bhI jAtA nahI / 550. sunaneme bhI ekAnta ullAsa nahI honA cAhie, dInatA laganI cAhie, kheda honA cAhie / [ mumukSukI bhUmikAme jisako svarUpaprAptikI tIvra lagana hai use svarUpakI aprAptime, sunane Adike bhAva asatoSa / kheda vartatA hai / ] 551.

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180 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga -3) _ 'dRSTi' pariNAmapara rakhI hai to [ usakA ] mukha dravyakI ora badalanA hai; yaha mukha bhI pariNAma hI badalatA hai; 'mereme' [ dhruva sAmAnyame ] to mukha bhI kahA~ badalanA hai ? 'mai to jahA~ hU~ vahA~ hI hU~', badalanA-phadalanA kucha 'mere' me nahI hai| [ 'mai to dhruva hU~' aise zraddhAke pariNamaname, pariNAmakA mukha svaya palaTakara AtmonmukhI ho jAtA hai / ] 552. prazna :- paryAyakA viveka to cAhie na ? uttara :- jaise karor3apati, bhikhArIko adhikatA nahI detA [bhikhArIke sAmane dInatA nahI karatA] aise paryAyakI jitanI maryAdA hai usako jJAna jAna letA hai / paryAyako adhikatA dene jAegA to prayojana hI anyathA ho jAegA / [ yahI viveka hai / ] 553. bAraha aMgakA sAra, 'niSkriya caitanya 'dI mai hU~' - aisA nirNaya karanA hai / 'mai' to niSkriya hU~ kucha karanA hI nahI hai; 'mai' kucha kara sakatA hI nahI; 'mere'me kucha karanekI zakti hI nahI; 'maiM' vartamAname hI paripUrNa hU~, [ isame ] karanA hI kyA hai ? - aisA yathArtha nirNaya huA to mukti ho gaI / 554. vikalpa sahaja hotA hai; nirvikalpatA bhI sahaja hotI hai; aura 'maiM' bhI sahaja huuN| [ - aisA 'jJAna' jJAnadazAme rahatA hai / parantu ajJAnadazAme vikalpake kartRtvapUrvaka vikalpa hotA hai usame vikalpake svakAla aura sahajatAkA asvIkAra ho jAtA hai| ] 555. __ 'Atmadharma' milA, usamese yaha par3hate hI ki, "eka hI Avazyaka hai," coTa lagI! - are yaha ATha dravyase pUjA karanA ! cha Avazyaka ! - yaha to sabhI bojhA lagatA hai; aura isame [ eka Avazyakame ] to bojhA ghaTa jAtA hai / 556.

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tattvacarcA 181 * zAstrame jJAna karanekA kahA to kitane hI loga citaname hI ruka gaye; aura puruSArtha karanekA kahA to vikalpame hI ruka gaye / [ zAstrakI upadezAtmaka vacanapaddhatise citana aura vikalpa karanekI kRtrima kAryapaddhati bana jAnA saMbhava hai ata yahAeN aise viparyAsake prati dhyAna khIcA hai ki svarUpalakSyase citana Adi sahaja cale, vahI yathArtha hai / anyathA kRtrimatA karanese to kRtrimatAme hI rukanA hotA hai / ] 557. * pahale apanI [ nizcaya ] prabhAvanA karake .... * apanA sukha pIneme magna raho... bAdame jaisA jaisA yoga hotA hai vaisA-vaisA vikalpa AtA rahatA hai / 558. * 'apane' to nirvikalpatA bhI karanI nahI hai; dhruvasthalame baiThane se nirvikalpatA bhI sahaja hotI hai / pahale abhiprAya ThIka karanA cAhie, phira pariNAma bhI ThIka hone lagate hai / 559. * niSkriyabhAva kahanese jIvako puruSArtha hInatA lagatI hai / are bhAI ! vaha [ svabhAva ] to puruSArthakI khAna hai; aura jo mukti hotI hai usakI bhI usako darakAra [ apekSA ] nahI hai / [ niSkriyasvabhAvame Ate hI muktiparyantakI sarva paryAyokI apekSA hI chUTa jAtI hai, kRtakRtyatA anubhava gocara hotI hai - aisA bhAva svaya puruSArtha svarUpa hai, ata use puruSArthaviSayaka asamAdhAna nahI rahatA / ] 560. * prazna :- [ yaha saba ] svabhAvako maz2abUta karanekI bAta hai ? uttara :- svabhAva to maz2abUta hI hai, usame baiTha jAo / 561. * AtmA to samudra hai / jaise samudrame lahare uThatI hai aura apaneme hI vilIna ho jAtI hai; samudrako laharokI kyA darakAra ? vaise hI idhara

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182 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) pariNAma uThate hai aura samA jAte hai; mujha [ dhruva svabhAva ] samudrako inakI kyA darakAra ? 562. upayoga bhagavAnakI ora jAve to bhI jo [ hama to use yamakA dUta dekhate hai; to ( use ) phira anya koI kahe ki - 'merese rAga karo' - to vaha kaise bana sakatA hai ? 563. [ agata ] nitya vastukA hI bharosA ThIka karane yogya hai / 564. ajJAnIko aisA rahatA hai ki - mai kaSAyako maMda karate... karate abhAva kara dUMgA; lekina aise to kaSAyakA abhAva hotA hI nahI / - "svabhAvake bala binA kaSAya nahI TalatI / " mai kaSAyako maMda karatA jAU~gA; sahanazakti bar3hAtA jAU~gA to kaSAyakA abhAva ho jAegA; aura jJAname jo paralakSyI ughAr3a hai vo hI bar3hate-bar3hate kevalajJAna ho jAegA - aisA ajJAnI mAnatA hai / 565. [kitane hI loga ] samajhe binA, dravyame paryAya nahI hai... nahI hai - aisA le lete hai / lekina 'paryAya nahIM hai, aisA kauna kahatA hai !! dRSTikA viSayabhUta - 'apariNAmI' - paryAyase alaga hai, usame paryAyakA abhAva hai, usame paryAya nahI hai - aisA kahate hai / [ 'dravya' zabdakA prayoga do prakArase hotA hai (1) pramANake viSayabhUta padArthako dravya kahate hai / (2) nizcayanayake viSayabhUta apariNAmI dravyasvabhAvako bhI dravya kahate hai / pahaleme paryAyakA sadbhAva hai tathA dUsareme asadbhAva hai / ataeva jahA~ jo prakaraNa ho vahA~ tadanurUpa arthaghaTana karanA cAhie / ] 566. 'apariNAmI' eka samayake pariNAmame A jAve to 'apariNAmI' qhatma ho jAe / 567.

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tattvacarcA 183 vedanAsamudghA : jIvake pradeza zarIrase bAhara nikala jAte hai, aura zarIrake bAhara vedana AtA hai; to koI jIva, isa parase bhI zarIrase [AtmAke ] bhinnapaneke vicArame utarakara kAma kara sakatA hai| 568. 'pariNAmamese ahampanA haTanA aura trikAla svabhAvame ahampanA karanA,' vaha zuddhajIvakA [ pariNAmasvabhAva ] svarUpa hai / 569. svAdhyAya AdikA vikalpavAlA jJAna hai so to AkulatAke sAtha abheda hai; aura sahajajJAna trikAlIsvabhAvake sAtha abheda hai / [ jisame nirAkulatA hai / ] 570. 'mai trikAlI tattva hU~,' isame ahampanA karanA - vahI bAraha aMga-caudaha pUrvakA sAra hai; aMgapUrvame yahI kahanA hai / 571. . 'siddha bhagavAna khisakate hI nahI' isakA artha hI aisA hai ki ve paripUrNa tRpta-tRpta ho gaye hai, isIlie khisakate hI nahI hai / [ - aisA pariNamana honakA hI dravyakA svabhAva hai / ] 572. anubhava honA to AsAna hai / lekina vizeSa ughAr3azakti honA aura nyAya Adi [ vicAranA ] zramavAlA hai / apaneko to gurudevazrIne hI saba diyA hai / 573. samyagdRSTiko eka vikalpa bhI phaoNsI-sA lagatA hai - vikasita svabhAvako [ vibhAvamAtra ] phaoNsI lagatI hai / 574. [jisakI kartAbuddhi miTa gaI hai, aise jJAnIke abhiprAyame ] kevalajJAna bhI karanA nahI hai, ho jAtA hai / taba phira kSayopazama aise karU~...aise karU~ - vaha to kartRtva hI hai| [ svarUpako bhUlane para aisA viparyAsa hotA

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184 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) hai / ] 575. [ adhyAtmakI ] aisI bAta sunaneko mila jAnese [ kitane hI logoko ] saMtoSa ho jAtA hai ki dUsare logoko aisI bAta nahI milI ( kintu ) apaneko to milI hai na ! - aise adhikatA mAnakara jIva saMtuSTa ho jAtA hai / [ nIcI dazAvAlokI ora dRSTi rakhanA vaha to svayake lie hI eka baDA bhArI nukasAnakA kAraNa hai / ] 576. * tIno lokake sarva padArtha jJAname A jAye to bhI jJAna sabhIko pI jAtA hai; aura kahatA hai ki - aba aura kucha bAkI ho to A jAo ! 577. [nija sukhake lie ] sAre jagatme basa... 'mai hI eka vastu hU~ aura koI vastu hai hI nahI / ' are ! dUsarI koI vastu hai yA nahI hai, aisA vikalpa bhI kyo ? 578. [ rAgako ] jJAnakA jJeya...jJAnakA jJeya kahate hai, aura lakSya rAgakI ora hai to vaha, saccA jJAnakA jJeya hai hI nhiiN| [yathArthatAme to ] jJAnakA jJeya to aMdarame sahajarUpa ho jAtA hai| lakSya bAhara par3A ho aura 'jJAnakA jJeya' aisA bole to mujhe to khaTakatA hai| vaise hI 'yogyatA', 'kramabaddha' Adi sabhIme lakSya bAhara par3A ho aura vaisA kahe to mujhe khaTakatA hai / 579. prazna :- apariNAmIkA artha kyA ? - AtmA, paryAya binAkA / sarvathA kUTastha hai ? uttara :- apariNAmI arthAt dravyame paryAya sarvathA nahI hai, aisA nahI hai / lekina palaTanazIla-pariNamanasvabhAvI paryAyako gauNa karake,

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tattvacarcA - 'mai vartamAnameM paripUrNa hU~, abheda hU~' - aise dhruvadravya aura dhruvaparyAyako [ - jisako ki, "niyamasAra " me kAraNazuddhaparyAya kahA hai, usako ] lakSyagat karane para samyagdarzanakI prApti hotI hai / 185 dravya palaTatA nahI hai, paryAya palaTatI rahatI hai / yadi dravya pariNamanako prApta ho jAe to palaTate hue dravyake Azrayase sthiratA ho nahI sakatI; aura sthiratA binA samyagdarzana nahI ho sakatA / isalie jo palaTatI hI rahatI hai usakA lakSya chor3a; aura dhruva - apariNAmI caitanyatattva jo eka hI sArabhUta hai, usakA lakSya kara ! paryAya pariNamatI hai, usakA pariNamana hone de ! usake sanmukha mata dekha ! magara usI samaya 'tu' paripUrNa - apariNAmI - dhruvatattva hai, usako dekha ! - yaha 1 aho ! 'mai' vartamAname hI paripUrNa-dhruva - apariNAmI tattva hU~ ! bAta jagatke jIvoko nahI ja~catI hai / aura pramANake lobhame - AtmAko yadi apariNAmI mAnege to pramANajJAna nahI hogA aura ekAnta ho jAegA, aisI Ar3a lagAkara paryAyakA lakSya nahI chor3anA cAhate hai / isa hI kAraNase ve apariNAmI caitanyatattvako prApta nahI hote hai / 580. prazna : zAstrame AtmAko bhedAbheda svarUpa kahA hai; aura Apa to AtmAko abheda kahate ho; isame ApakA kyA prayojana hai ? uttara :- pramANajJAnakI apekSAse AtmAko bhedAbhedasvarUpa kahanemeM AtA hai / lekina vAstavame samyagdarzanakA viSayabhUta AtmA to abheda hI hai, kyoki samyagdarzanakA viSaya bheda nahI hai / isalie bhedAbhedake lakSyase samyagdarzanakI prApti nahI hotI, mAtra abhedake lakSyase hI samyagdarzanakI prApti hotI hai, yahI Azaya hai / 581. * puruSArthakI vyAkhyA : sahaja udyama / 'mai' to anAdi - ananta apane svarUpame sthita hU~, nirvikalpa haeNU

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186 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) jo sukharUpa hai / kRtrima udyama to vikalpavAlA khoTA puruSArtha hai, duHkharUpa hai / 582. pariNAma mAtra vyavahAra hai / pariNAmakI dRSTise dInatA AtI hai| paryAyame rukanese ekAnta duHkha hotA hai / pariNAma utpAda-vyaya svarUpa hai / 'maiM' to apariNAmI hU~, jisame utpAda-vyaya nahI hai; nigodase lekara siddha taka vaisA kA vaisA hI hU~ / pariNAmame prasaranese pariNAma jitanA ho jaaegaa| [ kSaNikapariNAma jitanA hI apanA jIvana ( astitva ) grahaNa karanese - aise mithyAtvake phalasvarUpa - nigodakA kSaNika jIvana prApta hotA hai| ] 583. pratyeka pariNAma sat hai; usame phera-phAra karanekA vikalpa jhUThA hai| dhruva, sadA dhruvarUpa hI hai - vo utpAda-vyayako kyA kare ? 584. 'mai' to vikalpa mAtrase aura pariNAma mAtrase rahita huuN| 585. 'merA' astitva pariNAma tathA vikalpame nahI hai / 'maiM' to vartamAname hI trikAlI apariNAmI hU~ / 'mere' me [ vikalpake ] kartApanekA svabhAva ho to mukti kabhI nahI ho sakatI / 586. ____ 'mai' nitya sadRzya hU~, jisame kucha karanekA yA phera-phAra karanekA nahI hai / nitya vastuko dhyeya banAnese 'mere' me [ sAsArika ] sukha-duHkha nahI hai; harSa-zoka to paryAyadRSTime hai / 587. paryAya vinazvara hai; isame ekatva karanese 'svayaM' vinazvara hotA hai| zrI yogendradeva kahate hai ki - "utpAda-vyaya, baMdha-mokSa 'paryAya' me hai, 'mere' me nahI / " [zrImad rAjacadrajIne bhI kahA hai ki - digamvara

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187 tattvacarcA AcAryone aisA mAnA hai ki 'jIvakA mokSa nahIM hotA, parantu samajhame AtA hai' / vaha isa taraha ki jIva zuddha svarUpavAlA hai, use vadha hI nahI huA to phira mukta honA kaisA ? parantu usane yaha mAna rakhA hai, 'mai ba~dhA huA hU~', yaha mAnyatA vicAra dvArA samajhame AtI hai ki mujhe badhana nahI hai, mAtra mAna liyA thA / vaha mAnyatA zuddha svarUpa samajhame Anese nahI rahatI, arthAt 'mokSa samajhame A jAtA hai| yaha vAta 'zuddhanaya' athavA 'nizcayanaya' kI hai / paryAyArthikanayavAle isa nayako pakaDakara AcaraNa kare to unhe bhaTaka-bhaTaka kara maranA hai | ] [ ekAnta paryAyArthikanayake viSayabhUta paryAyasattAkA jisane Azraya liyA hai use aisI avasthAme mAtra kalpanAse svayako 'mukta svarUpa' mAna lenese gRhIta mithyAtva arthAt tIvra mithyAtva ho jAtA hai jo sasAra paribhramaNakA mUla kAraNa hai / ] 588. darpaName samaya-samaya para AkAra [ pratibiba jaisA ] hotA rahatA hai, to bhI darpaNakA dala jyo kA tyo rahatA hai| aise hI, 'svabhAva' darpaNake dala jaisA hai; vaha svayaMke sAtha tAdAtmya hai, AkArake sAtha nahI / trikAlIme vartamAna pariNamanakA abhAva hai| 589. (jIva ) muktiko cAhatA hai, lekina usake abhiprAyame kartApanA par3A ho to mukti kaise ho ? 'mai pUrNa hU~' aisA nizcaya honepara, kartApanA nahI rahatA / 590. 'svabhAva' sAvadhAna svarUpa hai / paryAyame sAvadhAnI honepara svabhAva pakar3aneme nahI AtA / 591. [ mUlata ] 'vartamAname hI pUrNa hU~', [paryAyame bhI ] prayojana sukhakA hai, jJAnakA nahI / 592.

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dravyadRSTi- prakAza (bhAga-3) 'sArA jagat jJAnakA jJeya hai', 'anukUlatA - pratikUlatA kucha nahI hai' isa abhiprAyame dRSTi abheda honI cAhie / dRSTime macaka nahI AnI cAhie | abhiprAyame parase lAbha - nukasAnakI mAnyatA kyo ? abhiprAyame icchA va dInatA nahI honI cAhie / [ abhiprAya aura dRSTi sAtha vartate hai aura tadanusAra hI pariNamanakA sacaraNa / vikAsa hotA hai, aisA siddhAta hai / ] 593. 188 * 'mai trikAlI apariNAmI hU~', pariNAma mAtra gauNa hai, vartamAname hI aisA nizcaya honA cAhie / dhruvasvabhAva sadA prasiddha hai; utpAda-vyayake kAme judA prakaTa hai / [ svabhAvakI ] dRSTi pratisamaya paryAyako gauNa karatI hai / 594. * prazna :- jIvakA kartavya kyA ? uttara :- kartavya paryAyame hai / paramArthase koI kartavya nahI / pramANajJAnakA prayojana to 'nizcaya' ko prakAzita karanA hai | jIvako kartavyakI mukhyatAke nAmapara bhI kartAbuddhi dRDha ho jAne kI sabhAvanA rahatI hai / vastuta sabhI prakArake doSose chUTane / bacane tathA sarva zreyakA mUla nizcayaparamArthasvarUpakA 'jJAna' hai ata mUla prayojanabhUta viSaya 'mUlasvarUpa' hI hai, jisake zraddhAna - jJAnase paryAyaviSayaka uttara prayojanakI siddhi svaya ho jAtI hai / ] 595. * 'mai' to pratimAsamAna apariNAmI hU~ / 'mere' me pAlathI mArakara baiTha jAtA hU~ / darpaNake dalakI taraha niSkriya hU~ / pariNAma jo hone lAyaka hai so hotA hai / 'mai' to paryAyanirapekSa dravya haeNU - vahI niSkriyatA hai / 596. * paryAyako usake svakAlame rahane do, vaha usa kAlakA sat hai; usame

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tattvacarcA 189 upayoga mata rokanA / 597. dravya, paryAyakA Aligana nahI karatA / paryAya, dravyakA Aligana nahI karatI; kathaMcit vyavahArase Aligana karatI hai / 598. hara samaya dravyasvabhAvakI adhikatA rahanI cAhie / jaise tinakekI ADame DUMgara (parvata) nahI dikhatA hai, vaise hI dRSTi pariNAma para rukanese pariNAmI Dhaka jAtA hai / 599. [ sakSepame adhyAtmadRSTise ] cAra anuyoga :karaNAnuyoga : vikAra aura vikArake phala / dravyAnuyoga : svabhAva aura svabhAvakA phala / caraNAnuyoga : cAritrakI sthiratA / kathAnuyoga : ukta sabhIkI kathA / 600. 'mai niSkriya trikAlI hU~' - isa cazmeko lagAkara dekhanese sabhI guNa apanA kArya karate hai, isame sahaja jJAna aura puruSArtha A jAtA hai| [mahaja svarUpame ] sAdhaka-bAdhaka koI nahIM hai, yaha cazmA lagAnese arthAt dhruvakI mukhyatAme saba yathArtha dikhatA hai / sAdhaka-bAdhakabhAva paryAyame hai, 'mai to dhruva hU~' / 601. nizcayAbhAsa honekA bhaya aura pramANajJAnakA lobha rahanese satyamArga dikhAI nahI detA / 602. kSaNikabhAva vyakta hai usako gauNa karanA; aura trikAlIbhAva avyakta hai usako mukhya karanA / 603.

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190 dravyadRSTi-prakAza (bhAga - 3) yathArtha nizcayame sukha prakaTa hotA hai / 604. jaise eka dravya anya dravyakA kucha nahI karatA hai, vaise eka sat anya satkA kucha nahIM karatA / trikAlIsat kSaNikasatko nahI karatA / kSaNikasat trikAlIsatkA kucha nahI karatA / 605. trikAlIme vikAra-avikAra kucha nahI hai / [ vaha to jaisA hai vaisA hai / ] 606 pramANase dravya paryAyakA kartA hai / nizcayase [ trikAlI ] dravya paryAyakA kartA nahI hai / 607. 'vartamAname hI akriya-apariNAmI hU~,' arthAt koI kriyA karanekA abhiprAya nahI hai / kucha karU~.. ka me, svayaM pariNamana karate pariNAmako karanekA hI abhiprAya rahatA hai [ jo mithyA hai ] / 608. nirAvalambI tattvame baiTha jAnA hai| vartamAname hI paripUrNa hU~ to phira karanA- kyA ? jJAna karanA ! - vo to sahaja hI hai; usakA bhI bojhA uThAnekI jarUrata nahI hai / 609. vikalpa, svakA yA parakA- unakI jAta eka hI hai - kSaNika hai| 'maiM' trikAlI nirvikalpa hU~, 'mere' me vikalpakI nAsti hai / 610. jJAna bar3hAnekI va kaSAya ghaTAnekI z2arUrata nahI hai, yo to kevalajJAna prakaTa karanekI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai / 'pariNAma para na khaicAvo' sahaja svabhAva raha jAegA / 611.

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tattvacarcA 191 'mai' sthira hU~' - aisA nirNaya karane para sthiratA AtI hai, TikatI hai, bar3hatI hai, aura sukha hotA hai / 'maiM' asthira hU~'-aise bhAvame sukha nahI milatA, duHkha hotA hai| 612. [ jJAnIke ] abhiprAyame, pariNAma-gati Adi gauNa ho jAtI hai / unakI maraNake samaya kSetrAMtara para nahI lekina paripUrNa [ sva ] para dRSTi rahatI hai / 613. 'prati samayakA pariNamana' [ -vyavahAra ] usa kAlame mAtra jAnA huA hI prayojanavAna hai - dasa ! itanI hI maryAdA hai / 614. vastusvarUpa to sahajakA dhaMdhA hai, vAda-vivAda kare so aMdhA hai / [ vAdavivAda karanevAlA ajJAnI sahajasvarUpako nahI dekhatA aura na hI vaha pariNAmakI sahajatAko samajhatA hai / asalame dUsarokI zraddhA/abhiprAya badalaneke Agrahame vivAda utpanna hote hai / aura sAtha hI vivAda karanevAleko svayake kSayopazamakA ahabhAva tIvra ho jAtA hai| ] 615. jo kSaNikasatko nahI svIkAratA, vaha trikAlIsatko kaise svIkAregA ? 616. eka ora trikAlIkA palar3A aura dUsarI ora kSaNikakA palar3A; -jaise eka ora mAla, dUsarI ora bAradAna; mahattA mAlakI hai, bAradAnakI nahI / 617. gatime, vyavahArase kSetrAMtara hotA hai; nizcayase apanA kSetra kabhI nahI chUTatA / 618. jJAnakI paryAya jJeyake sAtha sambandha rakhatI hai / jJAyakakA sambandha

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192 kisIke sAtha nahI / [ 'mai asaga tattva haeNU' / ] 619. Qi dravyadRSTi- prakAza ( bhAga - 3) prazna :- isa kAlame satsamAgama lAbhakArI hai ? uttara :- nizcayasvarUpa apanI AtmAkA samAgama karanA, vahI satsamAgama hai aura yahI lAbhakArI hai / vyavahArase deva - zAstra - guru tathA dharmAtmAkA saMga satsamAgama hai / 620. Qi 'mai' dhyeya svarUpa haeNU / pariNAma 'merA' dhyAna karatA hai / 621. * jisame thakAvaTa Aye, use heya jAne / zubhAzubhame thakAvaTa AtI hai; zuddhabhAvame thakAvaTa nahI AtI / paryAyako paryAyake sthAnameM rahane do ! 622. * popaTa bhU~galIko pakar3ane para audhA ho jAtA hai, gira jAneke bhayase ( vaha ) bhU~galIko chor3atA nahI hai; yadi vaha bhU~galIko chor3a de to ur3a jAe, kyoki ur3anA to usakA sahaja svabhAva hai / [ parantu ajJAnavaza ] vaha apanI svAbhAvikazaktiko bhUlA huA hai / vaise hI ajJAnI apanI zaktiko bhUla kara pariNAmako pakar3e hue hai| [ ajJAnavaza svazaktiko bhUla jAnese rAga aura rAgake viSayabhUta padArthoke avalambana / AdhArase apanA jIvana TikatA hai, aisA pariNamana calatA hai / jaba ki svazaktike bhAname aisI dInatA sahaja hI chUTa jAtI hai, isIlie jJAnadazAme kisI bhI padArthakA tyAga sahaja ho sakatA hai, jisame na AkulatA hAtI hai aura na hI bhaya rahatA hai / ] 623. Mi samyagdRSTikI rAgake prati pITha hai, ( lekina ) mukha nahI / * 'maiM' to sadA aMtarmukha hU~, 'merA' vikalpake sAtha bhI sambandha nahI hai to dUsarokI to kyA bAta ? AtmA hI nija vaibhava hai / 624. *

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193 tattvacarcA ___ 'ma pariNAmase zUnya hU~'- aisA [ rucipUrvaka ] z2ora AnA cAhie / 625. dravyaligIko maMda kaSAyakI mukhyatA hai aura dravyakI gauNatA hai / [ vyavahArAbhAsame sarvatra aisA hotA hai / ] 626. 'merI' bhUmi vartamAname itanI niSkampa aura nakara ( Thosa ) hai ki jisase 'me' vartamAname hI nirbhaya hU~, nirAvalambI hU~, paripUrNa hU~, niSkriya hU~, sukhasvarUpa hU~, kRtakRtya hU~, trikAla ekarUpa hU~, acala hU~ / 627. [ svayakI prasiddhike bAreme pUchA gayA taba kahA ki ] koI jAne na jAne, isame AtmAko koI phAyadA nahI hai / anaMta siddha ho gae hai, (lekina) Ajakala koI unake nAma taka bhI nahIM jAnatA hai / asaMkhya samyagdRSTi [ tiryaca ] abhI DhAI dvIpake vAhara maujUda hai, unhe kauna jAnatA hai ? ___Apa kisIke lie bojhA na uThAne / mai apanI bAta apane mukhase nahI kaha pAU~gA, aura koI vAta banA karake [ ki, aisA kahanA hai ] ( vaoN) jAnA, aisA mujhase nahI ho sakatA / [ dharmAtmAke samAgamame pUrvayojita vAta kahanese kRtrimatA aura asaralatAkA aparAdha utpanna hotA hai, jo ki mumukSuoko karane yogya nahI hai / ] 628. [ agata ] eka palar3eme AtmA, aura dUsare palar3eme tIna kAla-tIna loka; phira bhI AtmAvAlA palar3A (bhArase) baiTha jAtA hai, aura dUsarA palar3A ulara jAtA hai / 629. ___dravyaligI munine vIrya bahuta ulaTA lagAyA hai| vaha jitanI z2orase ulaTA par3A hai, usase adhika vIrya samyak honeme lagAnA par3egA, tabhI

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194 samyak hogA / 630. * pU. gurudeva zrIke eka ghaMTeke pravacaname pUrI kI pUrI bAta A jAtI hai / 631. * dravyadRSTi- prakAza ( bhAga - 3) [ dhArmika parvake dinome zrI madirajIme pU bahena zrI - bahanakI bhakti dekhakara bole ] aisI bhakti mereme nahI hai, isa bAtame to mai apanI kSati dekhatA hU~ / 632. [ agata ] G * -- [ zrImad rAjacadrajIkA patrAka 408 paDhakara pramodase nikale udgAra - ] aho ! kyA cIz2a [ tattva ] rakha dI hai isame !! 633. * [ lagAva-pradhAna hokara ceSTA karanA ] - aisI merI prakRti nahI hai, phira bhI koI yogyatA par3I hogI jo apane svakAlame bAhara A gaI / [ aisI yogyatAvaza bhAI zrI rAjakoTake havAI aDDepara zrI lAlacadabhAIse gale lagAkara mile the / ] [ dravyame paryAyapariNamanazaktirUpa yogyatA hotI hai jo apane svakAlame prakaTa hotI hai / ukta vacaname aisA dravyAnuyogakA siddhAta spaSTa hotA hai / ] 634. [ agata ] prazna :- samyagdarzanake pahale ApakI kaisI dazA thI ? thA uttara :- nirvikalpatAke pahale vikalpakA itanA duHkha mAlUma huA aisI dazA huI thI - ki yA to deha chUTa jAyegI yA vikalpa phaTa jaayegaa| tIsarI bAta honevAlI nahI thI / [ nirvikalpadazAkI pUrvabhUmikAme svarUpa sambandhita sUkSma vikalpame bhI itanA tIvra dukha mahasUsa hue binA, vikalpa sahaja chUTa kara, nirvikalpadazA utpanna nahI hotI / ] 635. [ agata ] * nizcayagraMtha AtmA hai, nizcayaguru AtmA hai aura nizcayadeva bhI AtmA

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195 tatvacarcA hai / mUla bAta idhara [ atara ] se hai; vATame bAharake nimitto para upacAra kiyA jAtA hai / 636. ___ 'mai to abhI hI siddha hU~', caudahavA~ guNasthAna hogA aura bAdame siddhAlayame jAnA hogA, kSetrAMtara vagairaha hogA, lekina yaha saba kArya paryAyame hogA / paryAyakA kArya paryAyame hotA hai, 'mere' me nahI / 'maiM' to abhI hI siddhAlayame baiThA huuN| kabhI kahI AyA bhI nahI, gayA bhI nahI / 637. prazna :- puruSArtha kaise karanA? puruSArtha hai| prazna *~ dRSTi to pheranA hai na ? uttara :- 'mai khuda hI dRSTA hU~' - isa bhAvame dRSTi nahIM pheranA hai [vaha to svaya phira jAtI hai ]; vartamAname hI kRtakRtya hU~, isame kucha karanA nahI hai / 638. prazna :- pariNati aMtarame abheda rahatI hai, isalie Apa sAdhaka uttara :- paryAyakI apekSAse mujhe sAdhaka kaho to kaho / vaise 'maiM' to na sAdhaka hU~, na bAdhaka huuN| [ 'bhai' to jo hU~ so hU~ 1 ] 639. yaha (bhava) to musAfirI hai| aba to AqhirI musAfirI hai / 640. gurudevazrIke lie mere hRdayame kyA [ mahimA ] hai ? -so cIra kara kaise batalAU~ ? ... vasa ! yaha to merA jJAna hI jAnatA hai / 641.