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________________ Marathi dAdA bhagavAna kathita guru ziSya 1118 gurU mhaNaje je ApalyAlA mArga dAkhavatAta, gAIDasArakhe.
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________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita gurU-ziSya mULa gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa
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________________ prakAzaka : zrI ajita sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa, dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNlejacyA mAge, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta. phona - (079) 39830100 (c) All Rights reserved - Shri Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the holder of the copyrights. prathama AvRtti : 2000 novheMbara 2018 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', hA bhAva! dravya mUlya : 40 rupaye mudraka : aMbA oNphaseTa B-99, ilekTraoNniksa GIDC, ka-6 roDa, sekTara-25, gAMdhInagara-382044 phona : (079) 39830341
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________________ trimaMtra pataMgara namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhArNa namo AyariyANa namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhU eso paMca namukAro, savva pAvampaNAsaNI maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, parma havAi maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ dAdA bhagavAna koNa? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanavara aloTa gardI hotI. relvecyA pleTaphaoNrma naMbara tInacyA bAkAvara basalelyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarupAta |kityeka janmAMpAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya! ekA tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! mI koNa? bhagavaMta koNa? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe? karma mhaNaje kAya? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMcI rahasye saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAlI. azAprakAre nisargAne vizvAlA pradAna kele eka advitIya, saMpUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtacyA carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaoNnTraeNkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarIhI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA prAptI jhAlI tazI te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAnAcI prAptI karavita asata, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayogAdvAre. tyAlA akrama (kramavirahIta) mArga mhaTale jAte. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhaNe! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga! zaoNrTa kaTa! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa?' yAbaddalacI phoDa karUna detAnA mhaNAyace kI, "he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta. he tara 'e.ema. paTela' Aheta. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata prakaTa jhAle te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. dAdA bhagavAna tara 'caudAloka'ce nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta Aheta ANi 'yethe' mAjhyA Ata saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta! mAjhyA Ata prakaTa jhAlele dAdA bhagavAna' yAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato." __vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. yA siddhAMtAne tyAMnI Apale saMpUrNa jIvana vyatIta kele. saMpUrNa jIvanAta tyAMnI kadhIhI, koNAkaDUnahI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svata:cyA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavita asata.
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________________ AtmajJAna prAptIcI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhI pradAna karaNAra Ahe. naMtara koNItarI havA kI nako! naMtara lokAMnA mArga tara havAca nA? - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAvogAvI, dezavideza paribhramaNa karuna mumukSUnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAna prAptI karavita hote. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA hayAtItaca pUjya DaoN. nIrubahana amIna (nIrumA) yAMnA AtmajJAna prApta karavUna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhI pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara nIrumA suddhA tyAMcyApramANeca mumukSUnA satsaMga va AtmajJAna prAptI nimitta bhAvAne karavita asata. pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI yAMnA dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhI pradAna kelI hotI. pU. nIrumAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyAca AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kityeka ThikANI jAUna mumukSUnA AtmajJAna prAptI karavita asata, he kArya nIrumAMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara AjasuddhA cAlUca Ahe. yA AtmajJAna prAptInaMtara hajAro mumukSu yA saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA saMbhALata asatAnA suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaramaNatecA anubhava gheta Aheta. pustakAta mudrita vANI mokSArthIlA mArgadarzanAsAThI atyaMta upayogI siddha hoIla, paraMtu mokSaprAptIsAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe garajece Ahe. akrama mArgAne AtmajJAna prAptIcA mArga AjasuddhA cAlU Ahe. jasA prajvalita divAca dusar2yA divyAlA prajvalita karu zakato, tyAcapramANe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIMkaDUna AtmajJAna prApta karunaca svata:cA AtmA jAgRta hoU zakato.
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________________ nivedana parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyA praznottarI satsaMgAta vicAralelyA praznAMcI uttare detAnA tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna adhyAtma ANi vyavahAra jJAnAsaMbaMdhI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekaoNrDa karUna, saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna pustakAMcyA rupAta prakAzita kelI jAta Ahe. tyAca sAkSAta sarasvatIce adbhUta saMkalana hyA pustakAta jhAle Ahe, je AmhA sarvAMsAThI varadAnarupa Tharela. prastuta anuvAdAcI vAkyaracanA marAThI vyAkaraNAcyA mApadaMDAvara kadAcita kharI TharaNAra nAhI, paraMtu dAdAzrIMcyA gujarAtI vANIce zabdazaH marAThI anuvAda karaNyAcA prayatna kelelA Ahe, kI jeNe karUna vAcakAMnA asA anubhava vhAvA kI dAdAjIMcIca vANI aikalI jAta Ahe. paNa tarIsuddhA dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnAce acUka Azaya, jase Ahe tase tara tumhAlA gujarAtI bhASetaca avagata hoIla. jyAMnA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajUna ghyAyacA asela, jJAnAce khare marma jANAyace asela, tyAMnI yA hetUne gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI azI AmacI namra vinaMtI Ahe. anuvAdAtIla trUTIMsAThI ApalI kSamA prArthito. vAcakAMnA... * hyA pustakAtIla mudrita pAThyasAmagrI mULata: 'gurU-ziSya' yA gujarAtI pustakAce marAThI anuvAda Ahe. jithe-jithe 'caMdubhAU' yA nAvAcA ullekha kelA Ahe, tithe vAcakAMnI svataHce nAva samajUna vAcana karAve. __ pustakAtIla koNatIhI goSTa jara tumhAlA samajalI nAhI, tara pratyakSA satsaMgAta yeUna tyAce samAdhAna miLavAve azI namra vinaMtI. dAdAzrIMcyA zrImukhAtUna nighAlele kAhI gujarAtI zabda jasecyA tase 'iTAliksa' madhye Thevale Aheta, kAraNa tyA zabdAMsAThI marAThImadhye taseca koNatehI zabda upalabdha nAhIta kI jyAmuLe tyAcA artha pUrNapaNe samajatA yeIla. paNa tarIhI tyA zabdAce samAnArthI zabda () kaMsAta lihilele Aheta.
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________________ saMpAdakiya laukika jagAta vaDIla-mulagA, AI-mulagA kiMvA mulagI, patI-patnI ase sarva saMbaMdha asatAta. taseca gurU-ziSya hA paNa eka nAjUka saMbaMdha Ahe. gurUMnA samarpita jhAlyAnaMtara saMpUrNa AyuSya tyAMcyAzI prAmANika rAhUna parama vinayAparyaMta pohocUna, gurUAjJepramANe sAdhanA karUna siddhI prApta karAyacI asate. paraMtu khar2yA gurUcI lakSaNe taseca khar2yA ziSyAcI lakSaNe kazI asatAta yAce suMdara vivecana yethe prastuta jhAle Ahe. jagAta gurUcyA bAbatIta vividha mAnyatA pracalita Aheta ANi azA kALAta yathArtha gurU banavatAnA loka saMbhramAta paDatAta. yethe praznakartyAMdvAre ase pecAta TAkaNAre prazna 'jJAnI puruSAMnA vicArale gele Aheta ANi tyAMcI samAdhAnakAraka uttare spaSTIkaraNAsaha prApta jhAlI Aheta. jJAnI puruSa' mhaNaje jagatAcyA vyAvahArika svarUpAce taseca vAstavika vijJAna svarupAcI oNbjaraveTarI! azA jJAnI puruSAcyA zrImukhAtUna gurUpada mhaNaje kAya? adhyAtmAta gurUcI garaja Ahe kA? asela tara tI kitI? gurUcI lakSaNe koNatI asAvIta? te gurUttama Aheta kI laghuttama? gurUkillI sahIta Aheta kA? gurU lobha, lAlUca kiMvA mohAmadhye aDakale Aheta? lakSmI, viSayavikAra kiMvA ziSyAMcI bhIka tyAMcyAta ajUnahI Ahe ? gurUcI nivaDa kazI karAvI? koNAsa gurU banavAve? gurU kitI banavAveta? eka gurU nivaDalyAnaMtara dusar2yA gurUcI nivaDa karatA yete kA? gurU nAlAyaka nighAle tara kAya karAve? azA prakAre gurUpadAcyA jokhImAMpAsUna, ziSyapada mhaNaje kAya? ziSya kase asale pAhijeta? ANi ziSyapadAcyA sUkSma jAgRtIparyaMtacI saMpUrNa samaja taseca gurUcyA koNatyA vyavahArAne svata:ce va ziSyAce hita hoIla ANi ziSyAne svata:cyA hitAsAThI kuThalyA dRSTIsaha gurUjavaLa rAhile pAhije, taseca ziSyAne gurUpada kuThe sthApita karAve kI jyAmuLe tyAlA jJAnAcI prAptI hoUna jJAna pariNamita hoIla ANi gurUmadhye koNakoNate doSa asU nayeta kI jyAmuLe ase doSarahita gurU svata:cyA ziSyAce hita karaNyAsa samartha banatIla. ekalavyAsArakhI gurUbhaktI yA kaliyugAta kuThUna sApaDela? jJAnI puruSAne gurU kele Aheta kI nAhI?
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________________ tyAMnI ziSya kele Aheta kI nAhI? jJAnI puruSa svataH koNatyA padI vartata Aheta, ityAdI sarvaca praznAMcI saMpUrNa samAdhAna deNArI uttare pUjya dAdAzrIMcyA zrImukhAtUna nighAlelyA vANIdvAre miLatAta! sAmAnya samajutIpramANe gurU, sadgurU va jJAnI puruSa yA tighAMnA ekasArakheca mAnale jAte paraMtu yethe tyA tighAMmadhIla bhedAce taMtotaMta spaSTIkaraNa sApaDate. adhyAtmAcA mArga mArgadarzakAzivAya kasA pAra karatA yeIla? to mArgadarzaka arthAta gAIDa mhaNajeca... mokSa mArgasya nettAram bhettAram sarva karmANAm jJAtAram sarva tatvAnAm tasmai zrI sadgurU namaH evaDhyAtaca mokSamArgAce netA, gurU kase asAveta he sarva samajUna yete. gurU ANi ziSya doghAMnAhI kalyANAcyA mArgAvara prayANa karatA yeIla yAsAThI sarva dRSTIkonAtUna gurU-ziSyAcyA anyonya saMbaMdhAcI samaja, laghuttama tarI suddhA abheda, azA ucca padAvara vihAra karaNAr2yA jJAnI puruSAcyA vANIdvAre prakAzamAna jhAlI, tI yethe saMkalita jhAlI Ahe, jI mokSamArgAvara cAlaNAr2yA pathikAMsAThI mArgadarzaka (gurU) Tharela. - DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna
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________________ w 0 w anukramaNikA gurU-ziSya gurU mhaNaje gAIDa 1 sadgurU bheTale hIca yogyatA gurUcI garaja koNAlA? 1 sadgurUMnA sarva samarpaNa cukalelyAsa mArgadarzakAcI sAtha 2 gurUkRpece pariNAma sarva zreNI gurU avalaMbita 3 ahaMkAra jAto kRpemuLe kI... gurUzivAya 'jJAna' nAhI 4 gurUmaMtra, ghasarU deta nAhI svayaMbuddha suddhA sApekSa 5 gurUMce dhyAna karaNe hitakAraka gurUcI garaja kuThaparyaMta? 6 zaktipAta kI AtmajJAna? 'gurU anAvazyaka,' hI... 7 gurU kuThaparyaMta pohocavitAta? cukIce zikavale, tohI gurUca 7 gurUpekSA ziSya savAI... jyAMcyApAsUna zikato, te... 10 tevhA saMpUrNa zuddhI hote gurU-virodhI, pUrvagrahAne... 12 kamataratA cAritryabaLAcI... gurUcI garaja tara zevaTaparyaMta 14 bheda, gurUziSyAmadhye... nimittaca mahA upakArI 16 dharma asA badanAma jhAlA tI goSTa kharI, paNa nizcayAta 18 ziSyAjavaLa havA phakta vinaya 'khoTyAce' jJAna Avazyaka 20 vartela tevaDheca vartavU zakela 'Ahe nimitta,' tarI suddhA... 21 tI samarthatAca sarva sAMbhALate sat sAdhana sAmAvale... 23 dAdAMnI luTavale gahana jJAna manAne mAnalele cAlata nAhI 24 ANi ase mArgI lAvale 'Apale' gurU koNa? 24 nAhI tara bAyakolA hI... upakAra, pUrvIcyA gurUMce 25 gurU miLAle tarI suddhA? jivaMta gurUMceca mahattva 26 kleza saMpavatIla, te khare gurU mUrtI hI suddhA parokSa bhaktI 28 vyavahArAta gurU : nizyayAta... svachaMda thAMbato, pratyakSacyA... 29 visarU naye gurUMce upakAra darzanAneca hoto natamastaka 32 ziSyAcyA dRSTikonAtUna gurU, je DoLyAta bharatIla... 32 gurUMce prema-rAjIpA tI killI samajUna ghyAvI / 33 anokhI gurUdakSiNA pharaka, jJAnI ANi gurUmadhye... 35 aMtaryAmI gurU anAsakta gurU kAmAca 36 gurUMcI garaja koNAlA nAhI? kitI kamIpaNA cAlavUna... 37 to ziSya mhaTalA jAIla sadgurU koNAlA mhaNatA... 38 pAhU naye cUka kadhI gurUMcI moThA pharaka, gurU ANi... 39 pujyatA naSTa hoU naye... ase gurU miLAle tarI cAMgale 40 yAta doSa koNAcA? sadguruMcyA zaraNI, AtyaMtika... 41 sannipAta, tarIhI tIca dRSTI oLakhInaMtaraca zaraNAgatI 42 gurU-pAcavI ghAtI w w mmu NY w od 3 77 79 0 0 0 0 82 84 87 87
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________________ 125 126 gurUMsAThI ulaTA vicAra... 88 rAhIle nAhI nAva koNAcehI 123 tithe upAya karAvA lAgato 89 dhyeya cukale ANi bhIka.... 123 gurUbhaktI tara khojA lokAMcI 90 bhIkepAsUna bhagavaMta dUra 124 nAhI tara ghaDyAsa gurU banavA 92 pyoriTIzivAya prAptI nAhI utthApana, hA tara bhayaMkara gunhA 94 apratibadhdapaNe vicaratAta... naMtara mAtra gurUce doSa... 95 te bhagavaMtAparyaMta pohocata nAhI 128 kharokhara tara zraddhAca phaLate dharmAcI kAya dazA Ahe Aja 130 zraddhA ThevAvI kI utpanna... 97 tyAta trUTI kuThe? 131 tithe zraddhA yeteca 99 lAlUcaca bhramita karate 132 zodhaNArA tara asA nasato 100 gurUmadhye svArtha nasAvA 133 azA zraddhezivAya mokSa nAhI 101 pAvale umaTavaNyAcehI paise 134 'yethe' zraddhA yeteca 102 pyoriTIca pAhije 137 aDathaLe thopavitAta zraddhesa 103 mokSamArgAta sarvAta mukhya 137 jJAnI, zraddhecI pratimA 104 139 maga vairAgya kase yeIla? tyAce nAvaca vegaLepaNa 139 sarva duHkhAMpAsUna muktI... yAta cUka upadezakAcI 105 141 anubhavAcI tara goSTaca... pyoriTI 'jJAnI'cI 106 zabdAMcyA mAge karuNAca... svata:cI svacchatA mhaNaje... 142 vacanabaLa tara haveca nA 108 gurUtAca AvaDate jiivaalaa| 142 paraMtu tI rIta zikavA 109 gurUtAca pachADate zevaTI khar2yA gurUMce guNa 110 ApaNa ziSya banavaleta... 144 tevhA mhaNU zakato... 111 'ApaNa' gurU AhAta... 144 ase pArakhale jAte khare nANe 113 azA ta-hene he sagaLe gurU 145 ughaDa kelyA goSTI... 115 'yA' zivAya koNatehI... 146 koNAcI goSTa ANi... 119 dizA badalaNyAcI garaja 146 gurUcA putra gurU? 120 jagAcyA ziSyAsaca... 148 pujaNyAcI kAmanAca kAmAcI 121 ase he akrama vijJAna 149 105 107 143
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________________ gurU-ziSya gurU mhaNaje gAIDa praznakartA : mI puSkaLa ThikANI phiralo Ahe ANi sarva ThikANI mI prazna vicArale kI gurU mhaNaje kAya? paraMtu malA kuThehI samAdhAnakAraka uttara miLAle nAhI. dAdAzrI : samajA, ApalyAlA ithUna sTezanavara jAyace asela, tevhA cAlatA cAlatA goMdhaLAyalA jhAle ANi sTezanacA rastA sApaDalA nAhI, ApaNa vATa cukalo asU tevhA koNAlA tarI vicAraNyAcI garaja bhAsate kA? koNAcI garaja bhAsate? praznakartA : jANakArAcI. dAdAzrI : to jANakAra mhaNajeca gurU! joparyaMta rastA mAhIta nasato toparyaMta rastyAta koNAlA tarI vicAraNyAcI AvazyakatA vATate, ekhAdyA lahAna mulAsa suddhA vicAraNyAcI garaja bhAsate. mhaNaje jyAMnA-jyAMnA vicArAve lAgate, tyAMnA gurU mhaNAve. gurU asela taraca mArga sApaDato. he DoLe nasatIla tara kAya hoIla? gurU, heca dusare DoLe Aheta ! gurU mhaNaje jo ApalyAlA puDhacyA pragatIcA mArga dAkhavito. gurUcI garaja koNAlA? praznakartA : Apale mhaNaNe ase Ahe kA kI gurUcI garaja Ahe ? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA, jo svata:ca rastA visaralA Ahe, mhaNaje rastA tyAlA mAhIta nasela, sTezanalA jANyAcA rastA mAhIta nasela toparyaMta kaThINaca jAte. paraMtu rastyAcA jANakAra-mAhitagAra koNI bheTalA tara ApaNa lageca sTezanavara pohacU nA?
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________________ guru-ziSya praznakartA : ho, barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : mhaNaje jANakArAcI AvazyakatA Ahe. rastA dAkhavaNAre ase mhaNata nAhIta kI tumhI AmhAlA rastA vicArA! ApalyAlA garaja Ahe mhaNUna ApaNa vicArato nA? koNAcyA garajepoTI vicArato? praznakartA : ApalyA garajepoTI. dAdAzrI : nAhI tara vicAralyAzivAyaca cAlata rAhA nA, vicArAyace nAhI ANi taseca cAlata rAhAyace, asA anubhava karUna tara baghA! to anubhavaca tumhAlA zikavela kI gurU karaNyAcI AvazyakatA Ahe, malA zikavAve lAgaNAra nAhI. mhaNaje mArga Ahe paNa mArga dAkhaviNArA nAhI nA! dAkhaviNArA asela taraca kAma hoIla! gurU mhaNaje, koNI dAkhaviNArA mAhitagAra, havA kI nako? jo gurU Ahe tyAce AmhI phaoNloarsa (anuyAyI) mhaTale jAto. gurU svataH puDhe cAlata jAtAta ANi AmhAlA puDhacA rastA dAkhavita jAtAta, tyAMnA mAhitagAra mhaTale jAte. eka mANUsa surata sTezanavara jANyAsAThI yA bAjUsa vaLalA. ithUna yA rastyAne cAlalA ANi to roDa AlA paNa naMtara lageca yA dizecyA aivajI tyA dizene cAlU lAgalA, maga to tithe surata zodhata basalA tara tyAlA surata sApaDela kA? kitIhI zodhata rAhilA tarI sApaDaNAra nAhI. rAtra saMpalI, divasa ujADalA tarI suddhA sApaDaNAra nAhI! azI Ahe hI sarva guMtAguMta. cukalelyAsa mArgadarzakAcI sAtha praznakartA : koNatAhI gurU kharA mArga dAkhavita nAhI. dAdAzrI : paNa tyA gurUlAca mArga mAhIta nasela maga kAya hoNAra! mAhitagAraca koNI bheTalA nAhI. mAhitagAra bheTalA asatA tara hI aDacaNa AlIca nasatI. mAhitagAra bheTalA asatA tara tyAne AmhAlA nakkIca
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________________ guru-ziSya sTezana dAkhavale asate ANi mhaNAlA asatA kI, 'he sTezana Ahe. tU AtA yA gADImadhye basa.' sarva kAhI dAkhavUna kAma pUrNa kele asate. he tara to suddhA bharakaTalelA ANi ApaNa suddhA bharakaTalelo, mhaNUna satata bhaTakataca rAhato. tevhA AtA kharA mAhitagAra zodhUna kADhA, tara to sTezana dAkhavela. nAhI tara aMdAjAne kAhIhI sAMgUna tumhAlA bhaTakavataca Thevela. eka AMdhaLA dusar2yA AMdhaLyAlA gheUna jAIla, tara to kuThe gheUna jAIla? ANi kharA mAhitagAra tara lageca mArga dAkhavela. to udhAra-usanavAravAlA nasato, to tara rokhaca asato. arthAta mAhitagAra bheTalAca nAhI.tevhA AtA mAhitagAra zodhA. praznakartA : paraMtu mAhitagAra, uparI (variSTha, adhikArI) asato kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : mAhitagAra variSTha tara asato, paNa kuThaparyaMta? ApalyAlA mULa sthAnAparyaMta neUna pohacavato toparyaMta. arthAta zirI uparI tara pAhijeca, mArga dAkhaviNArA pAhije, mArgadarzaka pAhije, gAIDa nehamIca pAhije. sagaLIkaDeca gAIDa tara havAca. gAIDazivAya kuThalehI kAma hoNAra nAhI. ApaNa ithUna dillIlA jAU ANi gAIDalA zodhU, maga tyAlA kAya mhaNatAta? tara gurU! tyAlA gurUca mhaNAyace. ApaNa paise deto mhaNUna to gAIDa banato. gurU mhaNajeca je ApalyAlA mArga dAkhavitAta, gAIDasArakhe. praznakartA : mhaNaje mArgadarzakAcI garaja tara paDateca! dAdAzrI : ho. mArgadarzana karatAta tyAMnA gurU mhaTale jAte. maga to mArga dAkhaviNArA koNIhI aso, to gurU mhaTalA jAto. sarva zreNI gurU avalaMbita praznakartA : gurUne mArga dAkhavalA, maga tyA mArgAvara cAlAyace. tyAnaMtara gurUcI garaja Ahe kI maga gurUsa soDUna dyAve? dAdAzrI : nAhI, gurUcI garaja tara zevaTaparyaMta Ahe.
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________________ guru-ziSya praznakartA : naMtara kasalI garaja? dAdAzrI : yA gADIlA breka hotA mhaNUna Takkara jhAlI nAhI, tara kAya hA breka kADhUna TAkAyacA? praznakartA : guruMnI mArga tara dAkhavalA, maga tyAMnA dharuna ThevaNyAcI kAya garaja? dAdAzrI : rastyAta zevaTaparyaMta gurUcI garaja paDela. gurUsa tyAMcyA gurUMcI garaja paDela. zALeta ApalyAlA zikSakAMcI garaja kevhA asate? ApalyAlA zikAyace asela taraca nA? ANi zikAyaceca nasela tara? mhaNajeca ApalyAlA dusarA koNatAca lAbha nako asela tara gurU nemaNyAcI AvazyakatA nAhI. jara lAbha havA asela tara gurU karAveta. mhaNaje he kAhI anivArya nAhI. he sagaLe tumacyA icchevara avalaMbUna Ahe. tumhAlA zikAyace asela tara zikSaka ThevA. tumhAlA adhyAtma jANUna ghyAyace asela tara gurU karAveta ANi jANAyaceca nasela maga kAhI garaja nAhI. asA kAhI niyama nAhI kI tumhI aseca karA. ithUna jara sTezanavara jAyace asela tarI gurU lAgato, tara maga dharmAsAThI gurU nako kA? tAtparya gurU ApalyAlA pratyeka zreNIta lAgatAtaca. gurUzivAya 'jJAna' nAhI kuThalehI jJAna gurUzivAya prApta hoNe zakyaca nAhI. sAMsArika jJAna suddhA gurUzivAya prApta hota nAhI ANi AdhyAtmika jJAna suddhA gurUzivAya prApta hoIla ase nAhI. gurUzivAya jJAnAcI AzA bALagaNe hI sApha cukIcI goSTa Ahe. praznakartA : eka vyaktI mhaNate kI 'jJAna ghyAyacehI nasate, ANi jJAna dyAyacehI nasate, jJAna hoUna jAte.' tara te AmhAlA samajavA. dAdAzrI : hA mUrcchita lokAMcA zodha Ahe. mUrcchita loka asatAta nA, tyAMcA hA zodha Ahe kI, 'jJAna ghyAyace nasate, dyAyace nasate, jJAna ApoApa hota asate.' paNa tyAMcI hI mUrchA kadhIhI jAta nAhI. kAraNa lahAnapaNApAsUna to je kAhI zikalA te suddhA jJAna gheta ghetaca AlA Ahe,
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________________ guru-ziSya zikSakAMnI tulA (jJAna) dile ANi tU te ghetalesa. maga te jJAna tU dusar2yAMnA dilesa. deNegheNe hA jagAcA svabhAvaca Ahe. zikSakAMnI tumhAlA jJAna dile navhate kA? naMtara tumhI te jJAna dusar2yAMnA dile. asA hA deNyA-gheNyAcA svabhAva Ahe. praznakartA : paNa svata:sa ApoApa jJAna hote kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : kuNA ekhAdyAlAca ApoApa jJAna hote paNa te apavAda svarupAta hote ANi tehI yA janmAta jarI gurU miLAle nasatIla paraMtu pUrvajanmAta tara gurU nakkIca bheTalele asatAta. mhaNaje he sarva nimittAcyA adhIna asate. AmacyAsArakhe kuNI nimitta bheTale tara tumace kAma hoUna jAte. toparyaMta tumhAlA Devhalapa (pragata) vhAve lAgate ANi maga 'jJAnI puruSAce' nimitta miLAle tara tyA nimittAcyA adhIna sarva prakaTa hote. praznakartA : mhaNaje manuSya svayaM kadhIca prApta karU zakata nAhI! dAdAzrI : svayaM kAhIca prApta hota nAhI. yA duniyeta koNAlAhI prApta jhAlele nAhI. anubhUtI jara ApaNa svataHca karAyacI asela tara maga zALAMcI garajaca nAhI nA! kaoNlejAMcIhI garaja nAhI! svayaMbuddha suddhA sApekSa praznakartA : he tIrthaMkara tara svayaMbuddha mhaTale jAtAta nA? dAdAzrI : ho. sarva tIrthaMkara svayaMbuddha asatAta paNa mAgacyA janmAta gurUMdvAre tyAMce tIrthaMkara gotra bAMdhale gelele asate. mhaNUna yA apekSene tyAMnA svayaMbudhda mhaNatAta ANi yA avatArAmadhye tyAMnA gurU miLAle nAhIta mhaNUna tyAMnA svayaMbuddha mhaNatAta. hI sApekSa vastU Ahe. ANi Aja je svayaMbuddha jhAle Aheta te sarva mAgIla janmAta koNAlA tarI (mArga) vicArata-vicArata Ale Aheta. mhaNaje he jaga vicAruna-vicAruna cAlata rAhate. ApoApa tara koNI ekhAdyAsa, svayaMbuddhAsaca hote, mhaNaje to apavAda Ahe. anyathA gurUzivAya jJAnaca nAhI. praznakartA : ase mhaNatAta kI RSabhadeva bhagavaMtAMnI svata:cI baMdhane svata:ca toDalI. yAcA artha tyAMnA dusar2yA koNAcI garaja bhAsalI nAhI nA?
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : paraMtu tyAMnI madata ghetalI hotI, tyAMnI dona-tIna janmAMpUrvI gurUMcI madata ghetalI hotI. madata ghetalyAzivAya koNIhI mukta jhAlelA nAhI. yAta suddhA nimitta tara hoteca. he tara RSabhadevAMcyA janmAta lokAMnI ase pAhile kI tyAMnI svata:cI baMdhane svataHca toDalI. paraMtu svataHca svata:ce karU zakela ase ghaData nAhI, koNAkaDUna ase kadhI ghaDalehI nAhI ANi ghaDaNArahI nAhI. arthAta nimitta asAveca lAgate, nehamIca. praznakartA : mahAvIra svAmIMce gurU koNa hote? dAdAzrI : pUrvI mahAvIra svAmIMcehI bareca gurU jhAle hote. paraMtu zevaTacyA dona-tIna janmAta koNI gurU navhate. tevhA hA kAhI aseca lADU khANyAcA kheLa Ahe kA? tIrthaMkarAMnA zevaTacyA avatArAta gurUMcI garaja bhAsata nAhI. gurUcI garaja kuThaparyaMta? praznakartA : ekalavyAne gurU nasatAnA suddhA siddhI prApta kelI hotI, tara kAya he zakya nAhI? dAdAzrI : ekalavyAne jI siddhI prApta kelI tI eksepaznala Ahe, apavAda Ahe. to nehamIcA niyama nAhI. pratyeka niyamAce apavAda asU zakatAta. zekaDA dona-pAca Takke ase suddhA ghaDU zakate. paNa mhaNUna ApaNa ase mAnU naye kI hAca niyama Ahe. yA janmAta jarI gurU nasatIla paNa yA pUrvIcyA janmAta gurU bheTaleleca asatAta! praznakartA : ekalavyAlA gurU droNAMnI zikavale nAhI ANi to gurUMcyA mUrtIjavaLa basUna zikalA! dAdAzrI : te sarva tyAne mAgIla janmAta zikalele hote. mUrtI tara AttA nimitta banalI. gurU tara pratyeka janmAta pAhijeca. praznakartA : maga ApaNa ase mhaNU zakato kI 'mAgIla janmAta mAjhe je gurU hote teca AtA mAjhe sarva karatIla.' maga yA janmAta gurU karaNyAcI AvazyakatA Ahe kA?
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : paNa kadAcita yA janmAta te gurU bheTaNArahI nAhIta va tazI garaja suddhA nasela ANi naMtara puDhacyA janmI parata te bheTUhI zakatAta. paNa ase Ahe kI, AtA yApuDhe tara barAca mArga cAlAyacA bAkI Ahe, tevhA ajUna tara aneka gurU karAve lAgatIla. joparyaMta mokSa miLata nAhI toparyaMta gurUMcI garaja bhAsela. yathArtha samakIta jhAlyAnaMtara gurUcI garaja urata nAhI. hI kAhI nusatI thApa nAhI. gurUzivAya tara cAlaNAraca nAhI. 'gurU anAvazyaka,' hI cukIcI goSTa praznakartA : kityeka saMta ase mhaNatAta kI gurU karaNyAcI AvazyakatA nAhI. dAdAzrI : 'gurUcI AvazyakatA nAhI' ase mhaNaNAre tyAMcI svata:cI goSTa karatAta. loka hI goSTa svIkAraNAra nAhIta. saMpUrNa jaga gurUcA svIkAra karato. gurU vAITa asela ase kadhItarI ghaDate. paNa mhaNUna 'gurU' zabdaca kADhUna TAkaNe, ase tara cAlaNAraca nAhI nA! praznakartA : puSkaLa loka gurU karataca nAhIta. dAdAzrI : gurU karata nAhIta ase kadhI ghaDataca nAhI. kAhI lokAMnI 'gurU karU nakA' asA upadeza dilA, tevhApAsUnaca hiMdustAnAta ase jhAle Ahe. nAhI tara hiMdustAna dezAne tara AdhIpAsUnaca gurUlA mAnya kele Ahe kI koNI kA asenA paNa eka gurU tarI karAvA. cukIce zikavale, tohI gurUca praznakartA : gurU asatIla kiMvA nasatIla, yA donhIMmadhye kAya pharaka Ahe? dAdAzrI : gurU nasatIla tara rastyAne cAlatA-cAlatA samora sAta raste Ale tara tumhI koNatyA rastyAne jAla? praznakartA : te maga mana Tharavela, toca rastA pakaDU.
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : nAhI, mana tara bhaTakaNyAcA rastA zodhUna kADhela. to kAhI kharA rastA nAhI. mhaNUnaca vicArAve lAgela, gurU nemAve lAgatIla. gurU nemUna tyAMnA vicArAve lAgela kI mI koNatyA rastyAne jAU ! mhaNajeca, gurUzivAya tara yA duniyeta, evaDhe suddhA, ithUna tithaparyaMtahI cAlatA yeNAra nAhI. zALeta zikSaka ThevAve lAgale hote kI nAhI ? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : jithe jAla tithe zikSaka pAhijetaca. zikSakAcI garaja kuThe paDalI nAhI te malA sAMgA ? maga kaoNlejamadhye prophesara haveta kI nakota ? praznakartA : haveta. dAdAzrI : arthAta, manuSyarUpAta janma ghetalA tevhApAsUna tyAcyA mAthI gurU havA. zALeta gelyAvara suddhA gurU havA, kaoNlejAta gelA tarI gurU lAgale. tithe parata vegavegaLe gurU, maeNTrikamadhye zikata asela tara tyAlA maeNTrikace gurU pAhije, pharsTa sTa~DarDace gurU tithe upayogI paDaNAra nAhI. mhaNaje gurU suddhA vegavegaLe asatAta. pratyekAsAThI ekAca prakArace gurU nasatAta. 'kuThe zikata AhAta' tyAvara avalaMbUna Ahe. 8 maga pustaka vAcatA tevhA pustaka hA tumacA gurU nAhI kA ? pustaka jara gurU asela taraca vAcaNAra nA? pustaka kAhI zikavata asela, kAhI lAbha hota asela taraca vAcAla nA? praznakartA : ho. barobara ! dAdAzrI : pustakAMtUna zikatA, tyA pustakAMmuLeca tumhAlA lAbha jhAlA. ekhAdyA pustakAne tumhAlA mArgadarzana kele tara tyAsa gurU mhaNatAta. mhaNaje pustaka dekhIla tumacA gurU Ahe. zikSakAMpAsUna, pustakAtUna, manuSyAMpAsUna tumhI zikata AhAta tara tyAMnA gurUca mhaTale jAIla. arthAta sAre jaga gurUca Ahe nA !
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________________ guru-ziSya praznakartA : Ajace manovijJAna ase sAMgate kI vyaktIne bAheracA AdhAra soDUna, svata:cyA AdhAre jagAve. bAheracA AdhAra, maga to kuThalAhI aso paraMtu jijJAsU to AdhAra gheUna paMgu banato. dAdAzrI : bAheracA AdhAra gheUna paMgu banU, ase hoU naye. bAheracA AdhAra soDUna svata:cyA AdhArAvaraca rAhAve. paraMtu joparyaMta svataHcA AdhAra nasela toparyaMta bAheracA naimittika AdhAra ghyAvA. naimittika! ekhAde pustaka nimitta banate kI nAhI banata ? sarva kAhI nimittarUpa nAhI kA hota ? mhaNUna Ajace manovijJAna je AdhAra soDaNyAsa sAMgate, tyApramANe kAhI maryAdeparyaMta to AdhAra soDAvA paraMtu kAhI TharAvika maryAdeparyaMta AdhAra ghyAvA lAgato, pustakAMcA AdhAra ghyAvA lAgato. dusarA AdhAra ghyAvA lAgato, tisarA AdhAra suddhA ghyAvA lAgato. eka sAheba mhaNatAta kI 'gurU asatA kAmA naye' mI mhaTale, 'koNAce gurU navhate ? te malA sAMgA. mAtene je saMskAra dile, tI gurUca Ahe nA ? ' ' ase kara haM beTA, he bagha, yethe bagha. maga tI mAtA gurU nAhI tara koNa Ahe ? praznakartA : barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : mhaNUna AI hI prathama gurU banate kI, 'beTA, hI caDDI ghAla, he ase kara, tase kara, ' mhaNaje he suddhA bALAlA zikAve lAgate. AI zikavate. cAlaNe zikavate, dusare sarva zikavate, koNatyA janmAta cAlalA navhatA? anaMta janmAta cAlalAca Ahe, paNa punhA teca teca zikAyace. gharAta bAyako nasela, tumhI ekaTeca asAla ANi kaDhI banavAyacI asela, tevhA suddhA koNAlA tarI vicArAve lAgela nA kI kaDhIta kAya kAya TAkU? jyAMnA-jyAMnA vicArale tyA sagaLyAMnA gurU mhaNatAta. arthAta gurUcI tara jikaDe-tikaDe, pAvalopAvalI garaja paDateca. pratyeka kAmAsAThI gurU tara pAhijeca. AtA jara korTAce kAma nighAle tara yA vakIlAsaca gurU banavale, taraca tumace kAma hoIla nA ? mhaNUna jikaDe-tikaDe, jithe jAla tithe gurUcI AvazyakatA bhAsela. pratyeka goSTIta gurUcI AvazyakatA Ahe.
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________________ 10 guru-ziSya praznakartA : yAcA artha zevaTaparyaMta jAyace asela tarI suddhA gurU pAhije. dAdAzrI : jithe jAyace asela tithe gurU pAhije. ApaNa ithUna gADI gheUna jAta asU ApalyAlA hAyavecyA rastyAne jAyace asela, tevhA kuNAlA tarI vicArale tara to barobara gheUna jAIla, nAhI tara cukIcyA rastyAne puDhe jAU. mhaNaje saMsArAtahI gurUcI AvazyakatA Ahe ANi nizcayAta suddhA gurUcI AvazyakatA Ahe. tara AtA 'gurU mhaNaje kAya ? gurU koNAsa mhaNatAta' he samajUna gheNe garajece Ahe. jyAMcyApAsUna zikato, te suddhA gurU praznakartA : tara dharmAcyA bAbatIta ekaca gurU karAvA kI sarva ThikANI gurU karAveta ? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, ziSyabhAva sarva ThikANI ThevAvA. kharokhara tara sAr2yA jagAsa gurU banavAve. jhADAkaDUna suddhA zikavaNa miLate. yA AMbyAcyA jhADAce ApaNa kAya karato ? AMbe khANyAsAThI tyAsa jhopaTato. tarI suddhA te phaLa dete, mAra khAUna suddhA phaLa dete ! hA tyAcA guNa jara ApalyAta AlA tara kitI cAMgale kAma hoIla ! jhADAta suddhA jIvaca Ahe nA! te kAhI lAkUDa thoDeca Ahe ? praznakartA : dattAtreyAMnI kAhI prANyAMnA Apale gurU banavale hote, te koNatyA arthAne ? dAdAzrI : phakta dattAtreyAMnIca nAhI, tara sagaLeca banavatAta. pratyeka mANUsa prANyAMnA gurU banavato paNa loka prANyAMnA gurU mhaNata nAhI ANi dattAtreyAMnI prANyAMnA gurU mhaTale ! prANyAMnA koNI mArale tara te paLUna jAtAta, taseca lokahI zikale kI ApalyAlA koNI mArale tara paLUna gele pAhije, loka paLUna jANyAce prANyAMkaDUna zikale Aheta.. ANi phakta tyA prANyAMnAca gurU mAnUna nikAla hota nAhI, jagAtIla pratyeka jIvAlA gurU banavA, taraca suTakA hoIla. jagAtIla sarva jIvAMnA gurU karAla, jyAMcyApAsUna je kAhI jANatA yeIla tyAcA svIkAra karAla
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________________ guru-ziSya tara muktI Ahe. pratyeka jIvAta bhagavaMta virAjamAna Aheta, mhaNUna tyA sarvAMpAsUna AmhI kAhI saMpAdana karU taraca muktI Ahe. tumhAlA gurUcyA bAbatIta samajale nA? praznakartA : ho. samajale. dAdAzrI : tumhAlA yeNAre anubhava he suddhA tumace gurU Aheta. jevaDhA anubhava ghetalA to tumhAlA upadeza deIla ANi jara anubhava upadezAce kAraNa banata nasela, tara to anubhavaca nAhI. mhaNaje he sarva gurUca Aheta. are, eka manuSya laMgaData hotA ANi dusarA manuSya tyAcI maskarI karUna tyAlA hasalA. naMtara thoDyAveLAne to (dusarA manuSya) malA bheTalA. tyAne malA sAMgitale kI Aja tara mI ekA mANasAcI maskarI karUna hasalo. tevhA mI sAvadha jhAlo kI are, tU AtmA baghatosa kI dusare kAhI baghatosa? malA he jJAna jhAle ANi mI kharokhara sAvadha jhAlo. arthAta pratyeka vastU upadeza deta asate. pratyeka anubhava nehamI upadeza deUnaca jAto. kadhItarI ArAmAta basalelo asU? ANi tevhA jara koNI ApalA khisA kApalA tara to upadeza ApalyAkaDe zillakaca rAhato. yA kutryAkaDUnahI kAhI jANatA Ale tara jANUna ghetale pAhije, mhaNaje yA kutryAMnA suddhA gurU mhaNatAta. hA kutrA dIDa tAsApAsUna yethe basalelA asela, paNa jara tyAlA bharapUra khAyalA ghAtale tarI to jitake khAtA yeIla tevaDheca khAto ANi bAkIce sarva taseca soDUna nighUna jAto. to kAhI sobata gheUna jAta nAhI kI, 'calA, mI itake gheUna jAto.' mhaNaje kutryApAsUna paNa ApalyAlA zikavaNa miLate. arthAta azI pratyeka vastU kI jyApAsUna ApalyAlA zikavaNa miLate tyA sarvAMnA ApaNa gurU mAnAve. kutryAsa kAhI gurU vhAyace nAhI. paraMtu tyAlA jara ApaNa gurU mAnale tara tyAcA upadeza ApalyAta utarela. hIca kharI paddhata Ahe! Theca lAgate tyAsa suddhA gurU mhaNatA yeIla. gurUzivAya vyaktI puDhe
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________________ guru-ziSya jAIlaca kasA? rastyAne cAlatAnA ApalyAlA Theca lAgalI tara tyA ThecelAhI ase vATate kI, 'tU khAlI baghUna cAlalAsa tara kAya vAITa Ahe ?' arthAta sarvaca gurU, jikaDe-tikaDe malA sagaLeca gurU vATalele. jithUna lAbha jhAlA tyAsa gurU mAnAve. ThecepAsUna lAbha jhAlA tara ApaNa ThecelA gurU mAnAve. mI tara AzA ta-hene lAbha prApta kele Aheta sagaLe. bAkI gurUvara ciDatA kAmA naye. gurUvara ciDalyAmuLe tara Aja jJAna aDakUna rAhile Ahe !! ___ gurU-virodhI, pUrvagrahAne grAsita mhaNaje gurU kelyAzivAya cAlela ase nAhI. 'gurUzivAya cAlela' ase mhaNaNAre virodhAbhAsAta Aheta. yA duniyeta gurU kelyAzivAya kadhIhI kAhIhI cAlata nAhI. maga tI Teknikala bAba aso kiMvA itara koNatIhI bAba aso. tevhA 'gurUcI AvazyakatA nAhI' he vAkya lihiNyAsArakhe nAhI. lokAMnI malA vicArale kI 'bareca loka gurUcyA bAbatIta ase kA mhaNatAta?' mI mhaTale te jANUna-bujUna bolata nAhIta, doSapUrvaka bolata nAhIta, gurUviSayI tyAMcI jI cIDa Ahe, tI pUrvajanmAtacI cIDa Ahe ANi tIca Aja jAhIra karata Aheta. praznakartA : gurUviSayIcI cIDa nirmANa kA jhAlI asAvI? dAdAzrI : he je loka ase mhaNatAta kI 'gurUcI AvazyakatA nAhI' hI kazAsArakhI goSTa Ahe ? ekadA lahAnapaNI mI khIra khAta hoto ANi malA ulaTI jhAlI. AtA ulaTI dusar2yAca kAraNAMmuLe jhAlI hotI, khIrImuLe nAhI. paNa malA khIrIviSayI cIDa nirmANa jhAlI, itakI cIDa kI kadhI khIra pAhilI kI malA bhItIca vATAyacI. mhaNUna jevhA mAjhyA gharI khIra banavata tevhA mI AIlA mhaNAyaco kI, 'malA he goDa khAyalA AvaData nAhI, tevhA malA dusare kAya dezIla? maga AI mhaNAyacI, 'beTA, hI bAjarIcI bhAkarI Ahe. ANi bhAkarIbarobara tUpa-gULa khAzIla tara dete.' tyAvara mI mhaNata ase kI, 'nAhI, malA tUpa-gULa nako.' maga malA madha dilyAvaraca mI khAta ase, paNa khirIlA tara mI zivataca nase. maga AIne malA samajAvale kI, 'mulA, sAsarI jAzIla tevhA te loka mhaNatIla
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________________ guru-ziSya kI yAcyA AIne kAya yAlA kadhI khIra khAyalA dilIca nAhI? maga samajA, tithe tulA khIra vADhalI ANi tI tU nAhI khAllIsa tara te kitI vAITa disela. mhaNUna tU thoDI-thoDI khAyalA suruvAta kara. azA ta-hene tI mAjhI samajUta kADhAyacI. paNa tyAcA kAhIca pariNAma jhAlA nAhI. mhaNaje khIrIviSayI jI cIDa basalI tI basalIca. tazIca tyAMnA gurUcyA bAbatIta cIDa nirmANa jhAlI. praznakartA : paraMtu gurUsAThI azI cIDa kA nirmANa jhAlI? dAdAzrI : te tara mAgacyA janmI gurUMzI kAhI tarI bhAnagaDa jhAlI asela, tyAmuLe Aja tyAMcyAprati cIDa nirmANa hote. pratyeka bAbatIcI cIDa nirmANa hote nA! kityekAMnA gurUviSayI nAhI paNa bhagavaMtAvara cIDa utpanna hote. mhaNaje azA prakAre te gurU karaNyAsAThI nakAra detAta, jase kI tI ulaTI dusar2yAca kAraNAMmuLe jhAlI hotI paNa khirIvaraca cIDa utpanna jhAlI, tyApramANe. mhaNaje 'gurUzivAya cAlate' ase mhaNaNAre saMpUrNa jagAce virodhI Aheta. kAraNa te svataHcI cUka dusar2yAMvara DhakalUna detAta. tumhAlA kazI vATate hI goSTa? praznakartA : barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : ekhAdyA gurUbarobara kAhI bhAnagaDa jhAlI asela mhaNUna manAta ThAma basate kI gurU karUca naye. AtA tumhI jara gurUkaDUna dukhAvale gele asAla tara tumhI gurU karU nakA paNa svataHcA anubhava dusar2yAMvara lAdU nakA. ekhAdyA guruMcA malA vAITa anubhava AlA asela mhaNUna mI ase sAMgU zakata nAhI kI sagaLyAMnIca gurU karu naye. svataHcA pUrvagraha svataHjavaLaca ThevalA pAhije. lokAMnA tI goSTa sAMgU naye. lokAMnA upadeza deU naye kI ase karU nakA. kAraNa gurUzivAya jagAce cAlaNAraca nAhI. kuThalyA vATene jAyace he suddhA vicArAve lAgate kI nAhI? praznakartA : ho.
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________________ 14 guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : yA duniyeta koNI mANUsa asA nighAlA nAhI kI jo gurUcyA viruddha asela. 'gurU nako' he zabda suddhA koNatyAhI manuSyAne bolatA kAmA naye. arthAta gurU nako, yA sagaLyA virodhAbhAsa asalelyA goSTI Aheta. koNI ase mhaTale kI, 'gurUcI AvazyakatA nAhI' tara tI eka dRSTI Ahe, tyAcA dRSTIrAga Ahe hA. mhaNaje evaDhI goSTa samajaNyAcI garaja Ahe kI yA jagAta gurUcI AvazyakatA tara Aheca. gurUvara ciDUna cAlaNAra nAhI. gurU yA zabdAne loka atizaya bhaDakale Aheta! AtA yAta mukhya tattvAcA ANi yA goSTIcA kAya saMbaMdha? gurUcI garaja tara zevaTaparyaMta he tara 'gurUcI garaja nAhI' ase mhaNUna ApalA 'vhyU paoNIMTa' (dRSTikona) ThevalA Ahe. bAkI kAhI nAhI. ekhAdA anubhava asA AlA asela kI sagaLyA ThikANI phiralyAnaMtara, ase karatA, karatA, karatA svataHlA AtUnaca samAdhAna miLU lAgale, yA zreNIta Aleta! mhaNUna maga manAlA ase vATU lAgale kI gurU karaNe, he vyartha ojhe Ahe. praznakartA : 'gurUcI garaja nAhI' ase mhaNatAta, paNa te ekA TharAvika sTejalA pohocalyAnaMtara gurU kAmI yeta nAhIta. tyAnaMtara maga tumacyA svataHvaraca AdhArIta asate. dAdAzrI : te tara kabIrAMnI suddhA sAMgitale Ahe kI: 'kabIra hadakA gurU hai, behadakA gurU nahIM!' mhaNaje gurUcI garaja zevaTaparyaMta paDela. 'behada' yeIparyaMta tara damachAka hote. praznakartA : sAMsArika kAmAta gurUcI garaja Ahe, vyAvahArika jJAnAta gurUcI garaja Ahe. paraMtu svata:lA, mhaNaje ApaNa jase Ahota tase pAhANyAsAThI gurUcI garaja nAhI, aseca nA? dAdAzrI : saMsArAta suddhA gurU pAhije ANi mokSamArgAta suddhA gurU
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________________ guru-ziSya 5 pAhije. kvacitaca koNI ase bolela kI 'gurUcI garaja nAhI.' gurUzivAya tara cAlaNAraca nAhI. gurU mhaNaje tara prakAza mhaTalA jAto. zevaTaparyaMta gurU pAhijeta. zrImad rAjacaMdrAnI mhaTale Ahe kI bArAvyA guNasthAnakAparyaMta gurUcI garaja paDela, bArAve guNasthAnaka mhaNaje bhagavaMta hoNyAparyaMta gurUcI garaja paDela. praznakartA : gurUMcA virodha karaNyAsAThI mI hA prazna kelA nAhI. paNa malA he samajUna ghyAyace Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa gurUcI khAsa garaja Ahe yA duniyeta. ajUnahI mAjhe suddhA gurU Ahetaca nA! mI saMpUrNa jagAcA ziSya hoUna basalo Ahe. mhaNaje mAjhe gurU koNa? tara loka! arthAta gurUcI garaja tara zevaTaparyaMta Ahe. jI goSTa satya Ahe, tilA satya mhaNAyalA kAya harakata Ahe ! 'jJAnI puruSa' tara, cukIce asela tara lagecaca tyAsa cukIce Ahe ase sAMgatAta. maga to rAjA aso kiMvA dusar2yA koNIhI aso! tumhAlA te mAnya nasela tarIhI mAjhI harakata nAhI paNa mI he cAlU deNAra nAhI. mI tara sAr2yA jagAlA satya sAMgaNyAsAThI Alo Ahe. kAraNa AttAparyaMta polampola cAlalI Ahe, mhaNUna tara hiMdustAnacI hI dainAvasthA jhAlI Ahe, pAhA tarI! AmhI goSTI gola phiravUna bolU zakata nAhI. AtA loka kAya zodhata asatAta? tara pokaLa (kAhIhI) bolUna suddhA zAMta rAhAyace. pokaLa bolUnahI yethe goMdhaLa uDAlA nAhI mhaNaje jhAle! paraMtu AmacyAkaDUna tasA ekahI zabda bolalA jANAra nAhI. nAhI tara AmhAlA tasehI bolatA yeta hote paNa nAhI bolU zakata. AmhAlA tara 'Ahe tyAlA Ahe' sAMgAve lAgate va 'nAhI tyAlA nAhI' sAMgAve lAgate. 'nAhI tyAlA Ahe' ase mhaNU zakata nAhI va 'Ahe tyAlA nAhI' asehI mhaNU zakata nAhI. gurU svata:ca mhaNatAta kI 'gurU karU nakA,' maga tumhI koNa AhAta yA jAgI? taseca ikaDe mhaNatA, 'nimittAcI garaja nAhI' tevhA tumhI koNa AhAta AtA?
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________________ guru-ziSya nimittaca mahA upakArI praznakartA : ho, upAdAna tayAra asela tara nimitta ApoApaca miLate, hI goSTa pracalita Ahe. dAdAzrI : upAdAna tara ApalyA yethe puSkaLa lokAMce phAra ucca koTIce Ahe paraMtu tyAMnA nimitta miLAle nAhI mhaNUna te bhaTakata rAhile. tevhA he vAkyaca cukIce Ahe kI, 'upAdAna tayAra asela tara nimitta ApoApa miLate.' he vAkya bolaNyAta bhayaMkara jokhIma Ahe, 'jJAnAcI virAdhanA karAyacI asela taraca ase vAkya bolAve! praznakartA : nimitta ANi upAdAna yAviSayI ANakhI savistara samajavA. upAdAna tayAra asela tara nimitta ApoApa miLate. ANi jara nimitta miLata rAhatIla paraMtu upAdAna tayAra nasela, maga azA paristhitIta nimitta kAya karela? dAdAzrI : yA jyA lihilelyA goSTI Aheta nA, tyA sarva karekTa (barobara) nAhIta. karekTa asela tara ekaca vastU karekTa Ahe kI nimittAcIhI garaja Ahe ANi upAdAnAcIhI garaja Ahe. paraMtu upAdAna jarI kamI asela paNa jara tyAlA nimitta miLAle tara tyAce upAdAna vADhate. nimittaca upakArI Ahe. yA zALA baMda kelyA tara? ase mAnale kI 'mule huzAra asatIla, upAdAna tayAra asela, tevhA nimitta yeUna miLela' ase samajUna zALA vagaire baMda kelyA tara cAlela? praznakartA : tase tara cAlaNAra nAhI. paNa hI tara vyavahArAcI goSTa jhAlI. dAdAzrI : nAhI, vyavahArAta suddhA tIca goSTa ANi yAta suddhA tIca goSTa ! yAta suddhA nimittAcI mukhya garaja Ahe. jara zALA baMda kelyA, pustake kADhUna TAkalI, tara koNatAhI manuSya kAhI zikaNAra nAhI, lihiNAra nAhI. nimitta asela tara Apale kAma hoIla, nAhI tara kAma hoNAra nAhI. tara nimittAmadhye kAya kAya Ahe ?
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________________ guru-ziSya 5 pustake nimitta Aheta, maMdire nimitta Aheta, jinAlaya nimitta Aheta. jJAnI puruSa nimitta Aheta. AtA hI sarva pustake, maMdire nasatIla tara yA upAdAnAce kAya hoIla? mhaNaje nimitta asela taraca kAma hoIla. anyathA kAma hoNAra nAhI. covIsa tIrthaMkarAMnI punhA punhA heca sAMgitale kI, 'nimittAsa bhajA. upAdAna jarI kamI asela tarI paNa nimitta miLAlyAvara tyAce upAdAna jAgRta hoIla.' paNa tarI upAdAnAbaddala sAMgatAta te yAsAThIca kI tulA nimitta miLAlyAnaMtara suddhA tU jara upAdAna ajAgRta Thevalesa, upAdAna jAgRta Thevale nAhIsa ANi DulakI ghetalIsa tara tujhe kAma hoNAra nAhI, va tulA miLAlele nimitta vyartha jAIla. mhaNUna sAvadha rahA, ase tyAMce mhaNaNe Ahe. upAdAna mhaNaje kAya? tara tayAra ThevaNe, tUpa tayAra ThevaNe, vAta tayAra ThevaNe, he sarva tayAra ThevaNe. lokAMnI tara he sarva anaMta janmAMpAsUna tayAraca Thevale Ahe paNa phakta divA prajvalita karaNArA koNI bheTalA nAhI. tUpa, vAta sarva kAhI tayAra Ahe paNa prajvalita karaNArA havA! arthAta mokSa prAptIsAThI nimitta hotIla azI zAstre miLAlI nAhIta, ANi mokSaprAptI karavUna deNAre nimitta ase jJAnI puruSahI bheTale nAhIta. hI sagaLI sAdhane upalabdha hota nAhIta. nimitta bheTata nAhI mhaNUna tara satata bhaTakata rAhatAta. loka nimittAlA azA prakAre samajale Aheta kI, 'upAdAna tayAra asela tevhA tulA nimitta ApoApa miLela.' paraMtu ApoApa miLela yAcA artha asA hota nAhI. bhAvanA tara asalIca pAhije. bhAvanezivAya tara nimitta dekhIla bheTata nAhI. ___ mhaNaje yA goSTIcA durupayoga jhAlA Ahe. nimitta ase sAMgatAta kI nimittAcI garaja nAhI! svataH nimitta asUna suddhA ase bolatAta. praznakartA : ho, ase zrImad rAjacaMdra suddhA sAMgatAta. dAdAzrI : phakta zrImad rAjacaMdraca nAhI, tIrthaMkarAMnI suddhA heca
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________________ 18 guru-ziSya sAMgitale Ahe kI nimittAzivAya kuThalehI kAma hoNAra nAhI. mhaNUna 'upAdAna asela tara nimitta yeUna miLela, nimittAcI garaja nAhI' hI tIrthaMkarAMcI goSTa nAhI kiMvA zrImad rAjacaMdrAcIhI goSTa nAhI. ase vidhAna je karatAta tyAMcI jabAbadArI Ahe. yAta dusar2yA koNAcIhI jabAbadArI nAhI. kRpALudevAMnI eka goSTa sAMgitalI Ahe kI, 'dusar2yA koNAcA zodha gheU nakosa, kevaLa ekA satpuruSAsa zodhUna tyAMcyA caraNakamaLAvara sarva bhAva arpaNa karUna vartata jA. tarI suddhA jara mokSa miLAlA nAhI tara mAjhyAkaDUna gheUna jA.' nAhI tara aseca lihile asate nA kI tU ApalA gharI jhopUna rahA, ANi upAdAna jAgRta karata rahA, tara tulA nimitta yeUna miLela. tI goSTa kharI, paNa nizcayAta praznakartA : dusarI eka azI paNa mAnyatA Ahe kI 'nimittAcI AvazyakatA Ahe yAsa tara svIkRtI Ahe paNa nimitta kAhIca karU zakata nAhI nA! dAdAzrI : nimitta kAhIca karU zakata nAhI ase jara kadhI jhAle nA, tara maga kAhI zodhAyace rAhileca nAhI nA! pustaka vAcaNyAcIhI kAya garaja Ahe? maMdirAta jANyAcI kAya garaja? koNI buddhImAna vyaktIne vicArale kI, 'sAheba, maga tumhI yethe kazAsAThI basalA AhAta? AmhAlA tumace kAya kAma Ahe ? hI pustake kazAsAThI chApalI Aheta? maMdira kazAsAThI bAMdhale Ahe? kAraNa nimitta tara kAhIca karU zakata nAhI nA!' ase mhaNaNArAhI koNI nighela kI nAhI? AMdhaLA manuSya jara ase mhaNela kI, 'mI mAjhe DoLe banavIna ANi mI pAhIna, taraca khare.' tevhA ApaNa hasU kI nAhI? azA yA sarva goSTI karatAta. zALeta eka zikSaka Aheta, tyAMnA mulAMcI garaja Aheca paNa maga mulAMnA zikSakAMcI garaja nAhI (!) kAya hA veDepaNA cAlalA Ahe! jyAMnA nimitta mhaNatAta, jJAnIpuruSa kiMvA gurU, te sagaLe nimitta mhaTale jAtAta, tyAMnAca uDavUna TAkatAta.
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________________ guru-ziSya 'jJAnIpuruSa' nimitta Aheta ANi tumace upAdAna Ahe. upAdAna kitIhI tayAra asela paNa jJAnIpuruSAcyA nimittAzivAya kArya hoNAra nAhI. kAraNa AdhyAtmika vidyA he ekaca kArya ase Ahe kI te nimittAzivAya prakaTa hota nAhI. nimittAzivAya prakaTa hota nAhI asA mAjhA bolaNyAcA bhAvArtha Ahe paNa to navyANNava Takke evaDhAca Ahe, eka TakkA tyAta suddhA sUTa asate. nimittAzivAya suddhA prakaTa hota asate. paraMtu to niyama mAnalA jAta nAhI, tyAlA niyamAta basavale jAta nAhI. niyamApramANe tara nimittAneca prakaTa hote. apavAda hI vegaLI goSTa Ahe. niyamAlA nehamI apavAda asalAca pAhije, taraca tyAsa niyama mhaTale jAte. maga tyAta loka kuThaparyaMta gheUna gele kI 'sagaLyA vastU vegavegaLyA Aheta, eka vastU dusar2yA vastUsAThI kAhIca karU zakata nAhI.' tyAcyAzI yAsa joDUna dile. tyAmuLe tyAMnA aseca vATate kI koNI koNAsAThI kAhI karU zakata nAhI. praznakartA : loka aseca mhaNatAta kI koNI koNAsAThI kAhI karU zakata nAhI. dAdAzrI : he vAkya tara bhayaMkara cukIce Ahe. praznakartA : zAstrAta ase mhaTale Ahe kI koNI koNAsAThI kAhI karU zakata nAhI, te kAya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : tI tara vegaLIca goSTa Ahe. zAstra vegaLeca sAMgU icchitAta ANi loka samajatAta vegaLeca! copaDaNyAce auSadha pitAta ANi marUna jAtAta, tyAlA koNa kAya karaNAra? tyAta maga DaoNkTarAMcA kAya doSa? jara koNI koNAsAThI kAhIca karU zakata nAhI, ase asate tara, vakIla kAmI Aleca nasate nA! he DaoNkTara kAmI Aleca nasate nA! bAyakohI kAmI AlI nasatI! paNa he sagaLe tara ekamekAMcyA kAmI yetAta. praznakartA : koNI koNAsAThI kAhI karU zakata nAhI hI jI goSTa lihilI Ahe, tI kuThalyA saMdarbhAta lihilI gelI Ahe ?
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : tI goSTa nizcayAmadhye sAMgitalI Ahe, vyavahArAta nAhI. vyavahArAta tara sarvAMzI deNegheNe (saMbadha) asateca ANi nizcayAmadhye koNI koNAce kAhIhI karU zakata nAhI. eka tattva dusar2yA tattvAsa koNatIhI madata karU zakata nAhI paNa tI nizcayAcI goSTa Ahe, vyavahArAta tara sagaLe kAhI hote. he cukIce vAkya samajAvalyAmuLe yA pablikace puSkaLa nukasAna jhAle Ahe. praznakartA : mhaNUnaca hI goSTa samajUna gheNyAcI icchA Ahe. dAdAzrI : kuThalehI tattva koNAlAhI madata karU zakata nAhI, nukasAna karU zakata nAhI, kuThalIhI tattve ekamekAta misaLata nAhIta, ase sAMgU icchitAta. tyAcyA aivajI hI goSTa lokAMnI vyavahArAta khecUna ANalI. nAhI tara vyavahArAmadhye tara patnIzivAya cAlale nasate, bAyakolA patIzivAya cAlale nasate. vyavahAra sagaLA parAvalaMbI Ahe. nizcaya parAvalaMbI nAhI, nizcaya svAvalaMbI Ahe. AtA vyavahArAta tyA nizcayAlA ANale, tara kAya avasthA hoIla? 'khoTyAce' jJAna Avazyaka hI goSTa tumacyA lakSAta yete kA? malA mAjhI goSTa kharI TharavAyacI nAhI. tumhAlA yogya vATata asela taraca tI goSTa svIkArA. malA koNatyAhI goSTIlA kharI TharavAyacI nAhI. tumhAlA yogya vATalI tara svIkArA ANi nAhI svIkArale tarI mAjhI harakata nAhI. malA tara koNatyAhI paristhitIta satya bolale pAhije. nAhI tara yA lokAMnI aseca sarva cAlavUna ghetale Ahe. praznakartA : paNa hA tara tyAMcA dRSTikona Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : te barobara Ahe, paNa he satya jara mI ughaDa kele nAhI tara loka tyA satyAsa jhAkUna ThevaNyAcyAca mAge Aheta ANi he satya koNI himatIne bolU zakata nAhI. 'he khoTe Ahe' ase tumhAlA vATale kI nAhI vATale? praznakartA : ho dAdA.
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : khoTyAce jJAna vhAyalA pAhije. ekA mANasAne malA sAMgitale kI, 'he khoTe Ahe' ase malA jJAna jhAle. malA tara evaDheca have hote. kAraNa he tara anizcita rAhate, yAta zaMkA rAhate kI hehI thoDe khare Ahe ANi tehI thoDe khare Ahe. toparyaMta tara tyAtUna kAhI tathya nighaNAra nAhI. 'he khoTe Ahe' samajale pAhije, tyAnaMtara samAdhAna vATela. mhaNaje spaSTa koNI bolataca nAhIta ANi aseca sarva cAlavata rAhatAta. mAjhyAsArakhe 'jJAnI puruSa' ase spaSTa bolU zakatAta, ANi mI jase Ahe tase bolU zakato. 'Ahe nimitta,' tarI suddhA 'sarvasva'ca tumhI vicArA, sagaLe kAhI vicArU zakatA, kuThalAhI prazna vicAru zakatA. punhA asA yoga juLUna yeNAra nAhI. mhaNUna sagaLe kAhI vicArA. prazna cAMgale Aheta ANi he sarva jJAna prakaTa hoIla tevhAca lokAMnA samajela nA! AmhI tumhAlA agadI zevaTaparyaMtacI goSTa sAMgU. tumhI vicArAla tase AmhI uttara deU. praznakartA : ase suddhA mhaTale jAte kI jJAna gurUkaDUna suddhA hota nAhI ANi gurUzivAya suddhA hota nAhI. he samajavA.. dAdAzrI : goSTa kharIca Ahe nA! jara kadhI gurUne ase sAMgitale kI, 'mAjhyAmuLe jhAle' tara tI khoTI goSTa Ahe ANi ziSyAne mhaTale kI, 'gurUzivAya jhAle' tara tI goSTahI khoTI Ahe. AmhI kAya mhaTale? kI he tumaceca tumhAlA deta Ahota. Amace kAhI suddhA deta nAhI. praznakartA : paNa tyAsAThI ApaNa nimitta tara AhAtaca nA? dAdAzrI : ho, nimitta tara Aheca nA! AmhI svata:ca tumhAlA sAMgato nA kI, AmhI tara nimitta Ahota. kevaLa nimitta! paNa tumhI jara nimitta mAnale tara tumace nukasAna hoIla, kAraNa upakArI bhAva nighUna jAIla. jitakA upakArI bhAva tevaDhA adhika cAMgalA pariNAma tumhAlA miLela. upakArI bhAvAlAca bhaktI mhaTalI Ahe.
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________________ 22 guru-ziSya praznakartA : dAdAjI, AmhI jara ApalyAlA nimitta mAnale tara upakArI bhAva nighUna jAto, he samajale nAhI. dAdAzrI : AmhI tara tumhAlA sAMgato kI AmhI nimitta Ahota paNa tumhI jara AmhAlA nimitta mAnale tara tumhAlA lAbha miLaNAra nAhI. tumhI upakAra mAnaleta tara phaLa miLela, hA niyamaca Ahe yA jagAcA. paNa he nimitta ase Ahe kI mokSAsa gheUna jANAre nimitta Ahe. mhaNUna mahAna upakAra mAnA. tithe arpaNa karaNyAsa sAMgitale Ahe. phakta upakAraca mAnAyace evaDheca nAhI paNa mana-vacana-kAyA sarva arpaNa karA. sarvasva arpaNa karAyalA veLaca lAgaNAra nAhI asA bhAva yAyalA havA. vItarAgAMnI suddhA mhaTale Ahe kI jJAnIpuruSa tara ase mhaNatAta kI 'mI tara nimitta Ahe' paNa mumuhUMnI te nimitta Aheta' ase kadhIhI mAnU naye. mumukSUnI nimittabhAva dAkhavU naye kI 'oho, tumhI tara nimitta AhAta, maga yAta tumhI kAya karaNAra?' 'teca Amace sarvasva Aheta' aseca tyAMnI bolAve. nAhI tara yAlA vyavahAra cukalAta ase mhaTale jAIla. tumhI tara aseca mhaNAve kI heca 'AmhAlA mokSAlA gheUna jANAre Aheta' ase mhaNAve. ANi jJAnI puruSa ase sAMgatAta kI 'mI nimitta Ahe', azA tahecA doghAMcA vyavahAra mhaTalA jAto. vastustithIta hA itakA saraLa mArga Ahe, samabhAva asalelA mArga Ahe, ajibAta aDacaNarupa nAhI ANi tarI suddhA mArga dAkhaviNAre ANi kRpA karaNAre svataH kAya mhaNatAta? kI 'mI nimitta Ahe.'' pAhA nA, DokyAvara pagaDI ghAlata nAhI nA, nAhI?' nAhI tara kitI moThI (mAnAcI) pagaDI ghAlUna phiratIla! mhaNaje AmhI deNAre suddhA nAhI, AmhI tara nimitta Ahota. DaoNkTarakaDe gelyAvara roga barA hoto. sutArAkaDe gelyAvara roga barA hoIla kA? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : mhaNUna jyA goSTIMce je nimitta Aheta, tithe gelo taraca Apale kAma hoIla. mhaNUna krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ghAlavAyace asatIla, he sagaLe ajJAna dUra karAyace asela, tara jJAnIMkaDe jAve lAgela.
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________________ guru-ziSya 22 sat sAdhana sAmAvale 'jJAnIMcyA Ata mhaNUna mhaNatAta kI sat sAdhana haveta. sat sAdhana mhaNaje kAya? satdeva, satgurU ANi satdharma! kharokhara tara zAstra suddhA satsAdhana nAhIta, mUrtI suddhA satsAdhana nAhI. phakta jJAnI puruSaca satsAdhana Aheta. tyAMcyAta sarvaca sAmAvale. jithe satdeva, satgurU ANi satdharma he tIna ekatra asatIla tyAMnA mhaNatAta jJAnI puruSa! jevhA vidhI karatAta tevhA te satdeva Aheta, bolatAta tevhA satgurU Aheta ANi aikatAta tevhA satdharma Ahe. tighAMcA saMgama ekAca ThikANI Ahe! ekAcIca ArAdhanA karA, dusarI bhAnagaDaca nako. nAhI tara tighAMcI ArAdhanA karAvI lAgela. yethe tara ekAtaca sagaLe sAmAvUna gele. praznakartA : jainIjamamadhye tara gurUbhAvAsArakhe kAhI nasateca. dAdAzrI : nAhI, tumhI mhaNatA tase nAhI. khare tara deva, gurU ANi dharma, yAvaraca tyAMcI sthApanA Ahe. satdeva, satgurU ANi satdharmAvara tara tyAcA sarva AdhAra Ahe. mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnI, covIsa tIrthaMkarAMnI kAya sAMgitale? kI gurUzivAya yA jagAta cAlaNAraca nAhI. mhaNUna satdeva, satgurU ANi satdharma he tIna sAthIlA asatIla tara mokSa miLela, ase thoDephAra kAhI kAnAvara Ale Ahe kA? satdharma mhaNaje bhagavaMtAMnI sAMgitalele zAstra-Agama, to Ahe satdharma. satdharma tara Ahe, bhagavaMtAMnI sAMgitalelI zAstre Aheta paNa gurUzivAya tI samajAvaNAra koNa? ANi sadgurU tara ApalyA yethe asatAta paNa te suddhA AtA sadgurU rAhile nAhIta. kAraNa tyAMnA AtmajJAna nAhI mhaNUna! mhaNaje sadgurU tara pAhijeca. te jevhA tumacyA gharI (AhAra) ghyAyalA yetAta tevhA tumhI tyAMnA AhAra dyAve. ANi tyAcyA badalyAta tumhI tyAMcyAkaDe zikAyalA jAyace, azI vyavasthA bhagavaMtAnI kelelI Ahe. pratyeka vyaktIlA, aiMzI varSAcyA manuSyAlA suddhA sadgurUcI garaja asate. ANi satdeva mhaNaje kAya? tara vItarAga bhagavaMta. AtA te jara pratyakSa hajara nasatIla tara tyAMcI mUrtI ThevatAta. paraMtu sadgurU tara pratyakSAta hajara haveca. tyAMcI mUrtI ThevUna cAlaNAra nAhI.
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________________ 24 guru-ziSya manAne mAnalele cAlata nAhI praznakartA : gurU nemale pAhijeta hI goSTa kharI Ahe. paNa ApalyA manAneca koNAlA tarI gurU mAnale tara cAlate kA ? dAdAzrI : tase kAhI cAlaNAra nAhI. sAMgaNArA tyAcyA samora pAhije kI tU hI cUka kelI Ahesa mhaNUna. ANi jara manAne mAnUna ghyA ase mhaNata asAla tara maga yA bAyakolA manAneca mAnUna ghyA nA ! ekA mulIlA pAhUna manAtaca mAnA kI mAjhe lagna jhAle ! maga lagna nAhI kele tarI cAlela kA ? praznakartA : samajA koNI gurU paradezAta jAUna tithe kAyamasAThI rAhile asatIla va te yethe parata yeNAraca nasatIla ANi malA jara tyAMnA gurU mAnAyace asela tara mI tyAMcA phoTo TheUna tyAMnA mAjhe gurU mAnU zakata nAhI kA ? dAdAzrI : nAhI. tyAne kAhIca niSpanna hoNAra nAhI. gurU mhaNaje, ApalyAlA je mArga dAkhavatIla te gurU. phoTo mArga dAkhavata nAhI. mhaNUna te gurU kAmAce nAhIta. ApaNa AjArI asU ANi DaoNkTaracA phoTo ApalyA samora ThevUna tyAce dhyAna karIta rAhilo tara kAya AjAra barA hoIla ? 'Apale' gurU koNa ? praznakartA : dAdAzrI tumhAlA jJAna prakaTa jhAle tevhA tumhI koNAlA gurU mAnale hote kA ? dAdAzrI : AmhAlA koNI pratyakSa gurU tara bheTale nAhIta. vAstavAta gurU koNAlA mhaNatA yeIla ? kI je pratyakSa bheTale asatIla tyAMnA. nAhI tara he sarva phoTo tara Ahetaca nA ! kRSNa bhagavaMta pratyakSa bheTale tara kAmAce. nAhI tara phoTo tara lokAMnI vikale ANi AmhI te sajavale ! AmhAlA yA janmAta koNI DisAyaDeDa (TharAvika ) gurU bheTale nAhIta, kI heca gurU Aheta. gurU jara pratyakSa asatIla tara tyA pratyakSa gurUlA dhAraNa karUna sahA mahinyAta, bArA mahinyAta tyAM doghAMmadhye gurU-ziSyAce nAte prasthApita hote,
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________________ guru-ziSya tyAMnA gurU mhaTale jAte. AmacA asA koNatAca saMbaMdha sthApita jhAlA nAhI, pratyakSa koNIca bheTale nAhI. 25 kRpALudevAMvara adhika bhAva hotA! paNa te pratyakSa navhate. mhaNUna tyAMcA gurUcyA rUpAta svIkAra karata nAhI. gurUpramANe svIkAra kelA ase mI koNAlA mhaNela ? tara pratyakSa malA sAMgatIla, pratyakSa Adeza detIla, upadeza karatIla tyAMnA mI gurU mhaNela. kRpALudeva malA pAcaca minIMTAsAThI jarI bheTale asate nA, tarI mI tyAMcI gurUpadI sthApanA kelI asatI, ase malA samajale hote! mI gurUpadI koNAlAhI sthApana kele navhate. itara saMtAMce mI darzana ghetale hote. paNa tyA gurUpadAvara jara mAjhe aMta:karaNa sthirAvela taraca mI gurU karela, nAhI tara gurU karaNAra nAhI. te saMta khare hote, hI goSTa nakkI paNa ApalyA manAcI saMtuSTI jhAlI pAhije nA. paNa Apale aMtaHkaraNa tyAMcyA ThikANI sthirAvale pAhije nA ! upakAra, pUrvIcyA gurUMce AtA, yA janmAta mAjhe gurU nAhIta, yAcA artha asA hota nAhI kI malA kadhIca gurU navhate. praznakartA : mhaNaje mAgacyA janmAta tumace gurU hote ? dAdAzrI : gurUzivAya tara manuSya puDhe yetaca nAhI. gurUzivAya tara puDhe Aleleca nasatAta. mAjhe mhaNaNe ase Ahe kI bina gurUce koNI asUca zakata nAhI. praznakartA : maga mAgacyA janmI tumace gurU koNa hote ? dAdAzrI : te khUpa cAMgale gurU asatIla, paNa te AtA AmhAlA kase samajaNAra! praznakartA : zrImad rAjacaMdrAMce suddhA gurU hote nA ? dAdAzrI : tyAMnA yA janmAta gurU lAbhale navhate. tyAMnI evaDhe lihile Ahe kI AmhAlA jara sadgurU miLAle asate tara AmhI tyAMcyA
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________________ guru-ziSya mAge-mAge gelo asato! paNa tyAMce jJAna khare Ahe. tyAMnA aMtima dazemadhye je jJAna prakaTa jhAle, te AtmajJAna prakaTa jhAle hote. praznakartA : paNa dAdAjI ApalyAlAhI je jJAna jhAle, te gurUzivAyaca jhAle nA? dAdAzrI : hA sagaLA AmhI mAgacA hizoba gheUna Alo Ahota. pUrvI gurU bheTale hote, jJAnI bheTale hote tyAMcyAkaDUna sAmAna gheUna Alo hoto. paNa koNatyAtarI cukImuLe te thAMbale gele asAve. mhaNUna yA janmAta gurU bheTale nAhIta paNa mAgacyA janmAce gurU asatIlaca nA? mAgacyA janmAta gurU bheTale asatIla ANi yA janmAta jJAna prakaTa jhAle! ___ yA janmAta tara malA asA kAhI vizvAsa navhatA kI itake agAdha jJAna prakaTa hoIla. paNa tarI te suratacyA sTezanavara acAnakaca prakaTa jhAle. tevhA mAjhI khAtrI paTalI kI he tara AzyaryakAraka vijJAna Ahe! lokAMce puNya udayAsa Ale asAve. koNAlA tarI nimitta banavAveca lAgate nA? tara AtA loka samajatAta kI dAdAnAM jJAna aseca prakaTa jhAle, paraMtu tase nAhI, mAgacyA janmAta gurU kele hote, tyAce he phaLa prApta jhAle. tAtparya, gurUzivAya kAhIhI sAdhya hota nAhI. gurU paraMparA cAlUca rAhaNAra Ahe. jivaMta gurUMceca mahattva praznakartA : gurU hayAta nasatIla tarI suddhA svata:cyA ziSyAsa mArgadarzana detAta kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : pratyakSa gurU asatIla taraca kAmAce. parokSa tara kAmAceca nAhIta. sadeha hajara nasaNAre ase parokSa gurU kAhIhI madata karata nAhIta. tarI dekhIla parokSa gurU kazA prakAre madata karatAta? tara je gurU ApalyAlA bheTale asatIla ANi dahA-paMdharA varSe ApalyAlA tyAMcA lAbha miLAlA asela, ApaNa tyAMcI sevA kelI asela va tyA gurUMbarobara dahA-paMdharA varSe saMlagnatA rAhilI asela, ANi tyAnaMtara jara tyAMcA dehAMta jhAlA asela tara mAtra thoDA lAbha miLU zakato. nAhI tara DokephoDa karUna suddhA kAhIhI lAbha hota nAhI!
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________________ guru-ziSya praznakartA : mhaNaje je gurU AmhI pAhileca nAhIta, te kAhIca madata karata nAhIta? dAdAzrI : te dona ANe madata karatAta. ekAgratece phaLa miLate ANi te suddhA bhautika phaLa miLate. tyApekSA tara AttAce 'cAra ANe kamI' phaLa deNAre gurU bare. praznakartA : jyA gurUMnI samAdhi ghetalI asela, te gurU naMtara ApalyAlA madata karatAta? dAdAzrI : jyA gurUMnI samAdhi ghetalI asela, tyAMcyA jivaMtapaNIca jara ApalA tyAMcyAzI saMbaMdha AlA asela, tyAMce prema saMpAdana kele asela, tyAMcI kRpA prApta kelI asela ANi naMtara tyAMnI dehatyAga kelA asela, tara tyAMcI samAdhi asela tarIhI kAma hote nA! ekadA tarI oLakha jhAlI pAhije. paraMtu jyAMnI pAhileca nasela tyAMce kAma hota nAhI, maga tyAMcyA samAdhivara Doke phoDale tarI tyAtUna kAhIhI niSpanna hoNAra nAhI. __ he tara mahAvIrAMce phoTohI upayogI paData nAhIta ANi kRSNa bhagavaMtAce phoTo dekhIla upayogI paData nAhIta. pratyakSa asatIla taraca upayogAce. loka kitI janmAMpAsUna mahAvIra ANi kRSNa bhagavaMtAMnA bhajata Ale Aheta. lokAMnI kAhI kamI bhaktI kelI Ahe ? bhaktI karUna karUna thakUna gele. roja maMdirAmadhye jAUna suddhA dharmadhyAna sAdhale jAta nAhI! zivAya yAmadhye paNa mudata asate. yA auSadhAMcI suddhA mudata saMpaNyAcI tArIkha asate, tI tumhAlA mAhIta Ahe nA? eksapAyarI DeTa! (mudata saMpaNyAcI tArIkha) tase yethe suddhA Ahe. paraMtu loka tara samajalyAzivAyaca je AttA hajara nAhIta tyAMceca guNagAna karIta rAhatAta. praznakartA : jivaMta gurUcI evaDhI apekSA kA rAhata asela? dAdAzrI : jivaMta gurU nasela tara kAhIca hota nAhI, kAhI sAdhya hota nAhI. tyAMcyApAsUna phakta bhautika lAbha hoto. kAraNa titakA veLa cAMgalyA kAmAta ghAlavalA, tyAcA lAbha hoto. jara gurU svataH yethe hajara
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________________ 28 guru-ziSya asatIla taraca te tumace doSa dAkhavatIla va tumhAlA doSa mukta karatIla. tumacyA sagaLyA cukA tumhAlA disU lAgalyAnaMtara gurUcI garaja bhAsata nAhI. AmacyA sagaLyAca cukA AmhAlA disatAta tyAmuLe yA jagAta phakta AmhAlAca gurUcI AvazyakatA nAhI. bAkI tara sarvAMnA gurUcI AvazyakatA Ahe. je gurU yA jagAtUna nighUna gele Aheta, je AtA hayAta nAhIta, tyAMce guNagAna karIta rAhilAta tara tyAtUna kAhIhI sAdhya hota nAhI. praznakartA : arthAta gurUcyA rupAta mUrtI kiMvA phoTo asela tarIhI te cAlaNAra nAhI ? ! dAdAzrI : kAhIhI cAlaNAra nAhI. to phoTo hastAkSara karU zakata nAhI. Aja AmhI iMdirA gAMdhIMcA phoTo gheUna basalo tara tyAMce hastAkSara gheU zakato kA ? mhaNUna Aja je jivaMta Aheta, teca haveta. Aja iMdirA gAMdhI kiMvA javAharalAla neharU kAhIhI madata karU zakata nAhIta. AttA je hajara Aheta teca madata karU zakatIla. dusare koNIhI madata karU zakata nAhI. hajara asatIla tyAMce hastAkSara cAlela, jarI pUrNa hastAkSara nasale tarI tyAMcI inizialsa (AdyAkSara) asatIla tarIhI cAlela ANi iMdirA gAMdhIMce pUrNa hastAkSara asale tarI suddhA cAlaNAra nAhI. mUrtI hI suddhA parokSa bhaktI praznakartA : eka saMta mhaNatAta kI yA jyA jaDa vastU Aheta jase kI mUrtI, phoTo yAMce avalaMbana gheU naye. je tumacyA najaresamora jivaMta (gurU) disatAta, tyAMcA AdhAra ghyAvA. dAdAzrI : te yogyaca sAMgatAta kI jara kuNI cAMgale, jivaMta gurU bheTale tara ApalyAlA ApalI saMtuSTI hote. paNa joparyaMta gurU bheTata nAhIta, toparyaMta mUrtIce darzana ghyAve. mUrtI hI pAyarI Ahe, tI pAyarI soDUna cAlaNAra nAhI. joparyaMta amUrta prApta hota nAhI, toparyaMta mUrtI soDUna cAlaNAra nAhI. mUrtI nehamI mUrtaca deNAra. mUrtI amUrta deU zakata nAhI. svata:cA jo guNadharma asela toca bajAvaNAra nA ! kAraNa mUrtI hI parokSa bhaktI Ahe. gurU suddhA parokSa bhaktI Ahe, paraMtu gurUmadhye lavakara pratyakSa bhaktI hoNyAce sAdhana
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________________ guru-ziSya Ahe. jivaMta mUrtI Aheta te. tevhA jithe pratyakSa upasthita asatIla tithe jAve. bhagavaMtAcyA mUrtIce suddhA darzana karA, darzana karaNyAta kAhIca gaira nAhI. kAraNa tyAta ApalI bhAvanA Ahe ANi puNyahI bAMdhale jAte, mhaNUna mUrtIce darzana ghetale tarI cAlela. paNa mUrtI ApalyAzI kAhI bolata nAhI. koNI sAMgaNArA tara havAca nA? sAMgaNArA nako kA? maga asA koNI zodhUna kADhalA nAhI? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : maga AtA kevhA zodhaNAra? svachaMda thAMbato, pratyakSacyA adhInaca mhaNUna mhaTale Ahe nA kI sajIvana mUrtIzivAya ekaTe paDU nakA. koNI tarI sajIvana mUrtI zodhUna kADhA ANi maga tithe tyAMcyAjavaLa basA. tujhyApekSA tara te dona ANe tarI cAMgale asatIla.tU bArA ANe asazIla tara caudA ANevAlyA mUrtIpAzI jAUna baisa. pUrvI je hoUna gele Aheta, te Aja tujhe doSa dAkhavaNyAsAThI yeNAra nAhIta. je sajIvana asatIla teca doSa dAkhavatIla. mhaNUnaca kRpALudevAMnI sAMgitale Ahe nA, 'sajIvana mUrtIcyA lakSyazivAya je kAhI paNa karaNyAta yete, te yA jIvAsAThI baMdhanarupa Ahe. he Amace hRdaya Ahe.' he ekaca vAkya iTaselpha (svata:ca) sarva kAhI sAMgUna jAte. kAraNa sajIvana mUrtIzivAya je kAhI karAla to svachaMda Ahe. jara pratyakSa hajara asela taraca svachaMda thAMbela. nAhI tara svachaMda koNAcAca thAMbata nAhI. praznakartA : paNa jara pratyakSa sadgurUMcA yoga nasela tara je sadgurU hoUna gele Aheta, tyAMcI jI vacane asatIla, tyAMcA AdhAra gheUna jara puruSArtha kelA tara tyAlA samakita prApta hoIla, ase suddhA mhaTale Ahe. hI goSTa kharI Ahe kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : te tara karatAtaca nA! ANi samakita jhAlyAnaMtara tarI tApa utaralA Ahe he lakSAta yeIlaca nA! samakita jhAle tara tApa utaralA
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________________ 30 guru-ziSya Ahe he lakSAta nAhI kA yeNAra ? tApa caDhalelI sthitI ANi tApa utaralelI sthitI samajela kI nAhI ? dRSTIta badala jhAlA Ahe kI nAhI, he samajaNAra nAhI kA ? samakita mhaNajeca dRSTIbadala ! kadAcita apavAda asato, ekhAdyAsAThIca apavAda asato. paNa yethe AmhI apavAdAcI carcA karIta nAhI, AmhI sagaLI sAmAnya carcA karIta Ahota. praznakartA : sadgurUMcI jI vacane Aheta, tyAMcA AdhAra gheUna kAhI puruSArtha kelA tara to manuSya prAptI karU zakato nA ? dAdAzrI : tyAne kAhIhI niSpanna hota nAhI nA ! maga tara kRpALudevAMce vAkya khoDUna TAkA kI 'sajIvana mUrtIcyA lakSyazivAya je kAhI kele jAte te jIvAsAThI baMdhanakArakaca asate. he Amace hRdaya Ahe.' he kitI moThe vAkya Ahe! tarI suddhA loka je kAhI karatAta te cukIce nAhI. 'he tumhI je kAhI karIta AhAta te cukIce Ahe, ANi tyAmuLe mokSa miLaNAra nAhI,' ase jara AmhI sAMgitale tara to itaratra patte kheLaNyAsAThI nighUna jAIla. cukIcyA mArgAvara cAlU lAgela. tyApekSA tara to je kAhI karata Aheta te cAMgaleca Ahe. paNa kRpALudevAMnI sAMgitalyAnusAra cAlA. pratyakSa sadgurU huDakUna kADhA ! kRpALudevAMnI tara puSkaLa jora deUna sAMgitale Ahe kI, sajIvana mUrtIzivAya kAhIhI karU nakA. to svachaMda Ahe, nivvaLa svachaMda Ahe ! jo svata:cyAca zahANapaNAne puDhe cAlata Ahe, tyAsa mokSa kadhIca miLaNAra nAhI. kAraNa mAthI kuNI variSTha nAhI, mAthI koNI gurU kiMvA jJAnI nasela tara maga kAya hoIla ? svachaMda ! jyAcA svachaMda thAMbela tyAcA mokSa hoto, asAca kAhI mokSa hota nAhI. sarvAta uttama mhaNaje gurUlA vicArale pAhije, paraMtu ase gurU yA kALAta kuThUna ANaNAra ? tyAaivajI koNatyAhI ekA vyaktIsa gurU banavale tarI cAlela. tumacyApekSA moThe asatIla, tumacI kALajI gheta asatIla ANi tumhAlA vATale kI, mAjhe mana yethe sthirAvate, tara tithe tumhI basA ANi sthApanA karA. kadAcita, tyAMcyAta eka-dona cukA asatIla tara
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________________ guru-ziSya nibhAvUna ghyA. tumacyAta puSkaLa cukA Aheta ANi tyAMcyAta tara eka-dona cukA asatIla, maga tithe tumhI nyAyAdhIza kazAlA banatA? tumacyApekSA moThe Aheta mhaNUna te tumhAlA nakkIca puDhe gheUna jAtIla. nyAyAdhIza banaNe hA bhayaMkara moThA aparAdha Ahe. joparyaMta samyak darzana hota nAhI, toparyaMta svachaMda jAta nAhI. kiMvA maga ekhAdyA gurUcyA adhIna rAhUna vAgata asela tara tyAcI suTakA hoIla, paNa saMpUrNa adhIna, pUrNapaNe adhIna rAhUna vAgaNe asela tevhAca! gurUcyA adhIna rAhata asela tyAcI tara goSTaca vegaLI Ahe. jarI gurU mithyAtvI asatIla tarI harakata nAhI paNa ziSya gurUcyA adhIna, pUrNapaNe adhIna rAhilA tara tyAcA svachaMdapaNA nighUna jAIla. kRpALudevAMnI tara agadI satya lihile Ahe, paNa AtA te suddhA samajaNe kaThINa Ahe nA! joparyaMta svachaMda jAta nAhI, toparyaMta kase kAya samajela? svachaMda jANe hI sahajasAdhya goSTa Ahe kA? __ praznakartA : joparyaMta jJAnI bheTata nAhIta, toparyaMta svachaMda jANAraca nAhI nA! dAdAzrI : nAhI, jarI veDAkhuLA gurU mAthI ThevalA asela ANi ziSya AyuSyabhara ziSyatecA vinaya rAkhUna vAgata asela tara tyAcA svachaMda gelA ase mhaNatA yeIla. gurUcyA viruddha jAUna yA lokAMnI tyAMnA zivyA dilyA Aheta. manuSyAta ase sArmathya nAhI kI to vinaya na cukatA rAhIla. kAraNa thoDe jarI ulaTasulaTa disale kI buddhI veDepaNA karateca! mAthI jJAnI miLAle nAhI tara gurU tarI pAhijetaca. nAhI tara manuSya svachaMdapaNeca vAgata rAhIla. yA pataMgAcI dorI soDUna dilI tara pataMgAcI kAya dazA hoIla? praznakartA : gaTAMgaLyA khAtaca rAhIla. dAdAzrI : ho, he pataMgAcI dorI soDalyAsArakhe Ahe. joparyaMta AtmA hAtI lAgata nAhI toparyaMta pataMgAcI dorI suTalelI Ahe. tumacyA lakSAta Ale nA he?
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________________ guru-ziSya darzanAneca hoto natamastaka praznakartA : ho. gurU keleca pAhijeta. gurUzivAya jJAna miLata nAhI, hA siddhAMta barobara Ahe.. dAdAzrI : barobara Ahe. AtA 'gurU' he vizeSaNa Ahe. 'gurU' hA zabdaca nAhI, 'gurU' cyA vizeSaNAvarUna gurU Ahe, mhaNajeca jara ase vizeSaNavAle asatIla tara te gurU ANi ase vizeSaNavAle asatIla tara te bhagavaMta! praznakartA : khar2yA gurUMcI lakSaNe koNatI? dAdAzrI : je gurU prema detAta, je gurU ApalyA hitAcAca vicAra karatAta teca khare gurU. ase khare gurU koThUna miLaNAra! guruMnA ase pAhatAkSaNIca Apale pUrNa zarIra kuThalAhI vicAra na karatA (tyAMcyA caraNAMvara) jhukale jAIla. mhaNUnaca lihile Ahe nA, 'gurU te kone kahevAya jene jovAthI ziza jhUkI jAya' ('gurU koNAsa mhaNAve, kI jyAMnA pAhatAkSaNIca natamastaka hoU.) pAhatAkSaNIca ApaNa natamastaka hoto, tyAMnA mhaNatAta gurU. mhaNaje gurU asatIla tara tyAMce virATa svarUpa asale pAhije. taraca ApalyAlA muktI miLela, nAhI tara muktI miLaNAra nAhI. gurU, je DoLyAta bharatIla ase praznakartA : gurU koNAsa karAve hAhI eka praznaca Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : jithe Apale mana sthirAvela tyAMnA gurU karA. manAcI sthiratA jhAlyAzivAya gurU karU nakA. mhaNUna AmhI kAya mhaTale Ahe kI jara gurU karaNAra asAla tara te DoLyAta bharatIla ase gurU karA. praznakartA : 'DoLyAta bharatIla ase' mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : he loka lagna karatAta tevhA mulI baghatAta, tevhA te
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________________ guru-ziSya kAya pAhatAta? mulagI DoLyAta bharela azI zodhatAta. jara jADI asela tara ticyA vajanAne jora paDato, DoLyAMvaraca jora paDato, vajana bhArI vATate! bArIka asela tara tyAlA duHkha hote. pAhatAkSaNIca DoLyAta samajate. tyAcapramANe 'gurU DoLyAta bharatIla ase' mhaNaje kAya? tara ApalyA DoLyAta sarva prakAre phiTa hotIla, tyAMcI vANI phiTa hoIla, tyAMce vAgaNe phiTa hoIla, ase gurU karAveta ! praznakartA : ho, barobara Ahe. ase gurU asatIla taraca tyAlA tyAMcA Azraya jANavela. dAdAzrI : ho, jara gurU AmacyA hRdayAta bharatIla ase asatIla, tyAMnI sAMgitalelyA sarva goSTI ApalyAlA AvaDalyA tara ApaNa Azrita hoUna jAto, maga ApalyAlA du:kha rAhata nAhI. gurU, hI tara eka mahAna goSTa Ahe. Apale mana sthiArAvale Ahe ase vATale pAhije. ApalyAlA jagAcA visara pADatIla azAMnA gurU karAve. jyAMnA pAhatAkSaNIca ApaNa jaga visarUna jAto, jagAcI vismRtI hote, azAMnA gurU karA. nAhI tara gurUce mAhAtmyaca uraNAra nAhI nA! tI killI samajUna ghyAvI gurUce mahAtmya khupaca Ahe paNa kaliyuga asalyAmuLe he sagaLe ase jhAle Ahe. duSama kALAmuLe guruMmadhye svArasya urale nAhI. gurU vanaspatI tUpAsArakhe jhAle Aheta, tyAmuLe kAma hota nAhI nA! ANi te sagaLe gurUkillIzivAyaca vAvaratAta. ho, eka vyaktI malA mhaNAlI kI, 'tumhI tara Amace gurU AhAta' mI mhaTale, 'nAhI re bAbA, malA gurU mhaNU nakosa. malA te AvaData nAhI. gurUcA artha kAya Ahe ? bAhera sagaLIkaDe vicArUna ye' gurUcA artha vajanadAra kI halakA? praznakartA : vajanadAra dAdAzrI : maga vajanadAra mhaNaje avazya buDela. to tara buDatoca paNa tyAvara basalelyA sarvAMcIhI jalasamAdhI jhAlelI. jagAta aseca hota Ahe. maga malA gurU kazAlA karatA! guruMnA ApaNa vicArale pAhije kI,
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________________ 34 guru-ziSya 'he gurU mahArAja, tumacyAjavaLa tumhI buDaNAra nAhIta azI gurUkillI Ahe kA? tumhI tara vajanadAra AhAta mhaNUna buDalyAzivAya rAhaNAra nAhI ANi AmhAlAhI buDavAla. tevhA tumacyAjavaLa gurUkillI Ahe kA? tumhI buDAla ase tara nAhI nA? taraca mI tumacyAjavaLa basena.' tyAMnI 'ho' mhaTale tara basAve. praznakartA : ase tara koNIca mhaNaNAraca nAhI kI, mI buDena asA Ahe? dAdAzrI : ho, paNa ApaNa mhaNAyace nA kI 'sAheba, tumhAlA akkala jarA kamI Ahe' ase bolalyAvara lageca kaLela kI he buDatIla ase Aheta kI nAhI! ___nAhI tara bina gurUkillIce sarva gurU buDaleca Aheta. te tara buDaleca, paNa sarva ziSyAMnA suddhA buDavale. maga kuThe jAtIla yAcAhI kAhI ThikANA nAhI. guruMjavaLa gurUkillI asela tara te buDaNAra nAhIta. kAraNa pUrvI gurUMce je gurU hote nA, te paraMparAgata killI deta asata. ApalyA ziSyAMnA kAya sAMgata asata? kI tumhI gurU vhA paNa hI gurUkillI tumacyAjavaLa ThevA. mhaNaje tumhI buDaNAra nAhI ANi buDavaNAra suddhA nAhI. AjakAlacyA gurUMnA mI vicArato kI, 'gurUkillI Ahe kA?' (tevhA te vicAratAta) 'tI kuThalI killI?' maga tara he bhaTakUna mele. vara kuNAlA basU deU nakA. hI gurUkillI tara visarUnaca geleta. gurUkillIcA kAhI ThAvaThikANA nAhI. he kaliyuga Ahe mhaNUna buDatAta, satayugAta buData navhate. praznakartA : paNa gurUtara tAraNahAra asatAta, te buDavita nAhIta. dAdAzrI : nAhI, paNa tyAMcyAjavaLa gurUkillI asela tara te svataH taratIla ANi dusar2yAMnAhI tAratIla. jara gurUkillI nasela nA, tara tU duHkhI hozIla. loka tara vAhavA-vAhavA karatIlaca nA, paNa naMtara tyA gurUMcA meMdU phATela. meMdUcI nasaca tuTUna jAIla. mAjhI vAhavA-vAhavA karIta nAhIta kA loka? mhaNaje gurUkillI asela tara kAmAce. gurUkillI mhaNaje ase kAhI svata:javaLa sAdhana asaNe kI jI killI buDU deta nAhI. tI killI mhaNaje samaja Ahe, ANi gurU tI khAjagIta-prAyavheTalI
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________________ guru-ziSya detAta. je mahAna gurU Aheta, jJAnI puruSa, te prAyavheTalI detAta kI tumhI azA ta-hene ziSyAMbarobara kAma ghyAla tara tumhI buDaNAra nAhI ANi dusare suddhA buDaNAra nAhIta. praznakartA : gurU hoNyAsAThI gurUkillI havI, tara tI killI mhaNaje nemake kAya? dAdAzrI : jJAnI puruSa tyAlA azI samaja detAta kI, 'tU asA Ahesa ANi he sagaLe ase Ahe. tU yethe gurU hoUna basalA nAhIsa. nAva asalelA-nAmadhArI gurU hoUna basalA Ahesa. tU ninAvI Ahesa. tU laghuttama rAhUna gurUtA kara, tara tU tarazIla ANi dusar2yAMnAhI tArazIla.' he tara tyAMcyAjavaLa gurUkillI nAhI ANi gurU hoUna basale Aheta. 'jJAnI' puruSAkaDUna gurUkillI samajUna ghetalI pAhije. 'jJAnI' puruSAkaDUna gurUkillI ANalI pAhije tara tyAcI sephasAIDa (sukara mArga) rAhIla. mhaNUna loka AmhAlA vicAratAta kI, 'tumhI koNa AhAta' mI mhaNAlo, 'mI tara laghuttama puruSa Ahe. mAjhyApekSA choTA jIva yA duniyeta dusarA koNIca nAhI.' AtA laghuttama puruSa kadhI kuThe buDela kA? praznakartA : nAhI buDaNAra. dAdAzrI : laghuttama! mhaNaje phakta sparza hoIla paNa buDaNAra nAhI. ANi mAjhyAsobata basaleta, te suddhA buDaNAra nAhIta kAraNa jJAnI puruSa svataH laghuttama asatAta ANi taraNatAraNa jhAlele asatAta. svataH tarUna gelele asatAta ANi aneka lokAMnA tAraNyAsa samartha asatAta. pharaka, jJAnI ANi gurUmadhye... praznakartA : gurU ANi jJAnIpuruSa, yA doghAMmadhIla pharaka samajavA. dAdAzrI : jJAnI puruSa ANi gurUmadhye tara puSkaLa pharaka Ahe. gurU nehamI sAMsArika goSTIMsAThI karaNyAta yetAta. muktIsAThI tara, jJAnI puruSAzivAya muktIca nAhI. gurU tara AmhAlA saMsArAta puDhe gheUna jAtAta ANi svataH jase Aheta tase AmhAlA banavatAta. yAcyA puDhace deU zakata
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________________ 36 guru-ziSya nAhI ANi muktI tara jJAnI puruSaca detAta. mhaNUna vyavahArAta gurUcI garaja Ahe ANi nizcayAta jJAnI puruSAcI garaja Ahe. doghAMcIhI garaja Ahe. gurU kAya karatAta? tara svataH puDhace zikata jAtAta ANi pAThImAgacyAlA zikavata jAtAta. mI tara jJAnI puruSa Ahe, zikaNe-zikavaNe hA mAjhA dhaMdA nAhI. tumhAlA jara mokSa pAhije asela tara mI sarva ulagaDA karUna deto, dRSTI badala karavUna deto. AmhI tara, je sukha AmhI anubhavale te sukha tyAlA prApta karavUna deto ANi bAjUlA hoto. gurU jJAna detAta ANi jJAnI puruSa vijJAna detAta. jJAna saMsArAta puNya bAMdhate, mArga dAkhavate. vijJAna mokSAlA gheUna jAte. gurU tara eka prakArace zikSaka mhaTale jAtAta. svataH kAhI niyama ghetalele asatIla ANi tyAMcI vANI cAMgalI asela tara samoracyAlAhI niyamAta ANatAta. dusare kAhI karIta nAhIta, paraMtu tyAmuLe saMsArAta to manuSya sukhI hoto kAraNa to niyamAta AlA mhaNUna. ANi jJAnI puruSa tara mokSAlA gheUna jAtAta. kAraNa tyAMcyAkaDe mokSAce lAyasansa Ahe. sAMsArika gurU asatIla tyAsa kAhI harakata nAhI. sAMsArika gurU tara karAyalAca haveta kI jyAMnA AmhI phaoNlo (anusaraNa) karato. paraMtu jJAnIMnA gurU mhaTale jAta nAhI, jJAnIMnA tara paramAtmA mhaTale jAtAta. dehadhArI rUpAta paramAtmA!! kAraNa te dehAce mAlaka nasatAta, manAce mAlaka nasatAta, vANIce mAlaka nasatAta. __gurUMnA tara jJAnI puruSAMkaDe jAve lAgate, kAraNa gurUMcyA aMtaraMgAta krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha AdIMcI nirbaLatA asate. ahaMkAra ANi mamatA asate. ApaNa kAhI vastU vagaire dilI tara te haLUca tyA vastUsa Ata TheUna ghetAta. jithe baghAla tithe ahaMkAra ANi mamatA! paNa lokAMnA gurUMcI suddhA garaja bhAsateca nA! anAsakta gurU kAmAce __ praznakartA : arthAta AsaktI nasalele gurU haveta, asAca artha jhAlA nA?
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________________ guru-ziSya 37 dAdAzrI : ho, AsaktI nasalele haveta. AsaktIvAle asatIla, dhanAcI AsaktI asela kiMvA dusarI koNatIhI AsaktI asela tara kAya kAmAce? ApalyAlA jo roga Ahe toca roga tyAMnA suddhA Ahe, doghehI rogI. maga tyAsAThI haoNspiTalamadhye jAve lAgate! yAMnA meMTala haoNspiTalace rogI mhaNatAta. koNatyAhI prakAracI AsaktI nasalele gurU kele tara te kAmAce. roja bhajI khAta asatIla kiMvA lADU khAta asatIla tarI suddhA harakata nAhI, phakta AsaktI Ahe kI nAhI evaDheca pAhAve lAgela. are, koNI phakta dUdha piUna jagata asatIla paNa AsaktI Ahe kiMvA nAhI evaDheca pAhAve lAgela. he tara yA gurUMnI tar2hetar2hece nakhare dAkhavale Aheta. 'AmhI he khAta nAhI, AmhI te khAta nAhI!' are, soDa nA hI jhaMjhaTa. je asela te khA nA ! khANyAsa miLata nAhI kI khAta nAhI ! he tara lokAMsamora nakhare dAkhavAyace asatAta. hA eka prakAracA borDa (pATI) Ahe kI, 'AmhI he khAta nAhI, AmhI he karata nAhI. ' lokAMnA svataHkaDe AkarSita karaNyAsAThI ase borDa lAvalele Aheta. mI ase bareca borDa hiMdustAnAta pAhile Aheta. arthAta AsaktIrahita gurU asAve. maga to khAta asela kiMvA nasela, te pAhaNyAcI ApalyAlA garajaca nAhI. jyAMcyAta kiMcitamAtra AsaktI asela, ase gurU karuna kAhI kAma hoNAra nAhI. ase AsaktIvAle gurU bheTalyAmuLeca tara sArI duniyA ThecA khAta rAhilI Ahe. jyAlA AsaktIcA roga nasato, tyAMnA gurU mhaNatAta. kiMcitamAtra AsaktI asU naye. kitI kamIpaNA cAlavUna ghetalA jAIla ? praznakartA : gurUcI gatI gahana asate, mhaNUna tyAMcA pUrvaparicaya jhAlyAnaMtaraca samajate. bAhya dikhAvyAne kAhIca samajata nAhI. dAdAzrI : tyAMcyAsobata dahA-paMdharA divasa rAhilAta, tara caMcalatecA ThAva lAgela. ANi joparyaMta te caMcala Aheta nA, toparyaMta Apale kAhI kAma hota nAhI. te acala jhAlele haveta.
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________________ va guru-ziSya dusarI goSTa mhaNaje tyAMcyAta krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha yAcA eka suddhA paramANU asatA kAmA naye, kiMvA kAhI aMzI tarI kamI jhAlele asatIla tarI cAlela, cAlavUna gheU. paraMtu he paramANU tyAMcyAta jara ThAsUna bharalele asatIla, maga tara te ApalyAtahI Aheta ANi tyAMcyAtahI Aheta, tevhA ApalyAlA kAya miLaNAra? arthAta je kaSAyAMnI bharalele asatIla tyAMnA gurU karU naye. je jarAzI cheDa kADhatAca phaNA dAkhavatAta tyAMnA gurU karU zakata nAhI. je akaSAyI asatIla kiMvA maga maMda kaSAyavAle asatIla, tara tase gurU karatA yetIla. maMda kaSAya mhaNaje doSa AvarU zakatIla azI dazA asaNAre. svataHlA krodha yeNyAAdhIca krodhAlA AvaratAta mhaNajeca svataHcyA kaMTrolamadhye asAyalA haveta. ase gurU cAlatIla. jevhA kI jJAnI puruSAMmadhye krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha nasatAta, ase paramANU nasatAtaca. kAraNa te svataH vegaLe rAhatAta yA dehApAsUna, manApAsUna, vANIpAsUna sagaLyAMpAsUna te vegaLe rAhatAta! sadgurU koNAlA mhaNatA yeIla? praznakartA : AtA sadagurU koNAsa mhaNAve? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA, sadgurU koNAsa mhaNAve hI khUpa kaThINa goSTa Ahe. zAstrIya bhASeta sadgurU koNAsa mhaTale jAte? tara sat mhaNaje AtmA, to jyAlA prApta jhAlA Ahe ase gurU te sadgurU! / sadgurU, te tara AtmajJAnIca mhaTale jAtAta, tyAMnA AtmyAcA anubhava jhAlelA asato. sarva gurUMnA AtmajJAna jhAlele nasate. mhaNUna je niraMtara satmadhyeca rAhatAta, avinAzI tattvAta rAhatAta, te sadgurU! mhaNaje sadgurU he tara jJAnI puruSaca asatAta. praznakartA : zrImad rAjacaMdra yAMnI sAMgitaleleca Ahe kI pratyakSa sadgurUzivAya mokSa hotaca nAhI. dAdAzrI : ho, tyAzivAya mokSa hotaca nAhI. sadgurU kase asAveta? tara kaSAyarahita asAveta, tyAMcyAta kaSAya nasatAtaca. ApaNa
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________________ guru-ziSya 39 mArale, zivyA dilyA, tarI suddhA tyAMnA kaSAya hota nAhIta. phakta kaSAyarahita evaDheca nAhI, tara buddhI paNa naSTa jhAlelI pAhije. buddhI asatA kAmA naye. yA buddhIvaMtAMjavaLa tumhI mokSa mAgaNyAsa gelAta paraMtu tyAMcAca mokSa jhAlelA nAhI, maga tumacA kasA hoIla? mhaNaje cApaTa mAralI tarI suddhA kAhI pariNAma hota nAhI, zivyA dilyA tarI pariNAma hota nAhI, copa dilA tarI pariNAma hota nAhI, turuMgAta DAMbale tarI suddhA pariNAma nAhI. mhaNaje dvaMda nasate, dvaMdvAtItaca asatAta te. dvaMdva samajatA kA tumhI? naphA-nukasAna, sukha-duHkha, dayA-nidaryatA. jithe eka asato tithe dusarA asatoca, yAlA mhaNatAta dvaMdva! mhaNaje jo gurU dvaMdvAtIta asela, tyAlA sadgurU mhaNatA yeIla. yA kALAta sadgurU nasatAta. kvacitaca kuThe tarI asatAta, bAkI, sadgurU nasatAtaca! he loka gurUMnA gaira samajUtImuLe sadgurU mAnUna basale Aheta. tyAmuLeca tara he sagaLe phasale Aheta! nAhI tara sadgurU bheTalyAnaMtara ciMtA hoIla kA? moThA pharaka, gurU ANi sadguruMmadhye praznakartA : pratyeka jaNa svataHcyA gurUMnAca sadgurU mAnUna basalA Ahe, he kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : ApalyA hiMdustAnAta sarva dharmAce loka ApApalyA gurUlA sadgurUca mhaNatAta. phakta gurU koNIca mhaNata nAhI. paraMtu yAcA artha lokabhASeta Ahe. jagAta je atizaya ucca cAritryavAle gurU asatAta, tyAMnA Apale loka sadgurU mhaNatAta. paNa kharokhara tyAMnA sadgurU mhaNatA yeta nAhI. tyAMcyAta prAkRtika guNa khUpa ucca prakArace asatAta, tyAMnA khANyApiNyAmadhye samatA asate, vyavahArAta samatA asate. vyAvahArIka cAritryaguNa phAra ucca prakArace asatAta, paraMtu tyAMnA AtmA prApta jhAlelA nasato. mhaNUna tyAMnA sadgurU mhaNatA yeta nAhI. ase Ahe nA, gurU dona prakArace asatAta. eka gAIDarUpI gurU asatAta. gAIDa mhaNaje ApaNa tyAMnA phaoNlo karAve (anusarAve) lAgate. te puDhe-puDhe cAlatAta maoNniTarasArakhe, tyAMnA gurU mhaNatAta. maoNniTaracA artha
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________________ 40 guru-ziSya tumhAlA samajato kA? jyAMnA ApaNa phaoNlo karato.samora tIna raste Ale tara te TharavatAta kI, 'bhAU, hyA rastyAne nAhI, tyA rastyAne cAlA.' maga ApaNa tyA rastyAne cAlato. tyAMnA phaoNlo karAve lAgate, paraMtu te ApalyA puDheca asatAta. ikaDe-tikaDe kuThe jAta nAhIta. ANi dusare Aheta te sadgurU! sadgurU mhaNaje ApalyAlA yA jagAtIla sarva duHkhAMpAsUna mukta karatAta. kAraNa te svataH mukta jhAlele asatAta! te ApalyAlA tyAMcyA phaoNloarsa (anuyAyI) mhaNUna Thevata nAhIta, ANi gurUMnA tara phaoNlo karata rAhAve lAgate, tyAMcyA vizvAsAvara cAlAve lAgate. tithe maga ApalA zahANapaNA dAkhavU naye. gurUzI sinsiyara rAhAve. jitake sinsiyara asAla, titakI zAMtI lAbhela. gurU tara ApaNa jevhApAsUna zALeta zikaNyAsAThI jAto tevhApAsUnaca guruMcI suruvAta hote, te theTa adhyAtmyAcyA daravAjyAparyaMta gurU pohocavatAta. paNa adhyAtmAta praveza karu zakata nAhI kAraNa gurU svataHca adhyAtmAcyA zodhAta asatAta. adhyAtma mhaNaje kAya? tara AtmyAcyA sanmukha hoNe te. mhaNaje sadgurU ApalyAlA Atmasanmukha karatAta. arthAta hAca Ahe gurU ANi sadgurUMmadhIla pharaka! ___ ase gurU miLAle tarI cAMgale loka gurUlA samajaleca nAhIta. hiMdustAnAtIla loka gurUlA samajaleca nAhIta kI gurU koNAlA mhaNatAta! yethe koNIhI bhagave kapaDe ghAlUna basalA asela tara loka tyAlA 'gurU' mhaNatAta. zAstrAtIla donacAra zabda koNI bolale mhaNaje Apale loka tyAlA 'gurU' mhaNatAta, paNa te gurU nAhIta. eka vyaktI malA mhaNAlI, 'mI gurU kele Aheta.' tevhA mI mhaTale, 'tujhe gurU kase Aheta' he tU malA sAMga. ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna hota nasatIla tara te gurU. tyAzivAya itara koNAlAhI gurU mhaNaNe hA gunhA Ahe. tyAMnA sAdhU mahArAja mhaNU zakato, tyAgI mhaNU zakato, paNa gurU mhaNaNe hA gunhA Ahe. nAhI tara jara sAMsArika samaja havI asela tara vakIla suddhA gurU Ahe, maga tara sagaLeca gurU Aheta nA!
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________________ guru-ziSya je gurU dharmadhyAna karavU zakatAta tyAMnA gurU mhaNatA yete. dharmadhyAna koNa karavU zakato? tara je Apale ArtadhyAna ANi raudradhyAna soDavU zakatAta teca dharmadhyAna karavU zakatIla. jyA gurUMnA koNI zivyA dilyA tarI raudradhyAna hota nasela tara samajAve kI yAMnAca gurU karaNyAsArakhe Ahe. Aja AhAra miLAlA nasela tarI ArtadhyAna hota nAhI tara samajAve kI yAMnA gurU karatA yeIla. praznakartA : ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna hota nasela tara maga tyAMnA sadgurU nAhI kA mhaNU zakata? dAdAzrI : sadguruMjavaLa tara bhagavaMtAMce pratinidhitva asate. je mukta puruSa asatAta tyAMnA sadgurU mhaTale jAte. gurUMce ajUna taheta-hecI karma khapAyacI bAkI asatAta. ANi sadgurUMnI tara barAcazA karmAMcI nirjharA kelelI asate. mhaNUna ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna hota nasela tara te gurU. ANi je hAtAta mokSa detAta te sadgurU. sadgurU miLaNe kaThINa Ahe, paraMtu gurU miLAle tarI puSkaLa cAMgale. sadguruMcyA zaraNI, AtyaMtika kalyANa praznakartA : maga koNAlA zaraNa jAve? sadgurUMnA kI gurUMnA? dAdAzrI : sadgurU bheTale tara tyAsArakhe dusare kAhIca nAhI, paNa jara sadgurU bheTale nAhIta tara maga gurU keleca pAhijeta. bhedavijJAnI asatIla, tyAMnA sadgurU mhaTale jAte. praznakartA : tara maga prathama gurU karAveta kI sadgurU? dAdAzrI : gurU asatIla tara mArgI lAgela nA! ANi jara sadgurU bheTale, tara kalyANaca karatIla. jarI tyAlA gurU miLAle asatIla kiMvA nasatIlahI, paNa sadgurU tara sarvAMceca kalyANa karatAta. gurU bheTalyAvara to yogya mArgAvara yeto, maga tyAlA veLaca lAgata nAhI. kAraNa tyAcyAta koNatIhI ulaTa lakSaNe nasatAta. paraMtu jyAlA sadguruMcA hAta lAgalA tyAce tara kalyANaca jhAle. praznakartA : sat prApta jhAlelI mANase Aheta kA?
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : nasatAta. yA kALAta tara kvacitaca kuThe tarI asatIla. nAhI tara nasatAtaca! azI mANase kuThUna ANAyacI? asA mAla (asale guNa) asela tara hI duniyA ujvalita nAhI kA hoNAra? prakAza nAhI kA hoNAra? praznakartA : maga sadgurUzivAya he bhava-jaMjALa kase saMpela? dAdAzrI : ho, sadgurU nAhIta mhaNUna tara he sarva aDUna rAhile Ahe nA! praznakartA : zrImadjI mhaNatAta kI sadgurUMnA zaraNa jA, navavyA janmAta mokSa miLela, tara yAta te kAya sAMgU icchitAta? / dAdAzrI : sadgurUMnA zodhaNe hI kaThINa goSTa Ahe nA! tase sadgurU yethe miLatIla ase nAhI. hI sopI goSTa nAhI. sadgurU jJAnI asale pAhijeta. jJAnI nasatIla ase gurU asatAta, paraMtu tyAMnA saMpUrNa samaja nasate. ANi jJAnI tara tumhAlA saMpUrNa samaja detAta, sagaLI hakIgata samajAvUna sAMgatAta. jyAMnA kuThalIhI goSTa jANaNyAcI bAkI rAhilI nAhI tyAMnA jJAnI mhaNatAta! phakta jainAMceca jANatAta ase nAhI, tara itara sarvaca jANatAta tyAMnA jJAnI mhaNatAta! tyAMnA bheTalAta tara navavyA janmAta mokSa miLela kiMvA dona janmAtahI mokSa miLela ase Ahe. paraMtu sadgurU miLaNe he kaThINaca Ahe nA! AtA tara khare gurUca nAhIta, maga sadgurU kase asatIla? ANi zrImad rAjacaMdrAMsArakhe sadgurU hote, paNa tevhA loka tyAMnA oLakhU zakale nAhIta. oLakhInaMtaraca zaraNAgatI praznakartA : azA sadgurUMcI oLakha kazI asate? tyAMnA oLakhAyace kase? dAdAzrI : te tara prajvalita divyAsArakhe oLakhU yetIla, ase asatAta. tyAMcA sugaMdha daravaLato. puSkaLa sugaMdha daravaLato. praznakartA : paNa sadgurUMnA oLakhAyace kase, kI heca khare sadgurU Aheta?
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, svataHca jara ratnapArakhI asela tara tyAMce DoLe pAhUnaca oLakhela. tyAMcI vANI, vartana ANi vinaya manohara asate. manAce haraNa hoIla ase asate. ApalyAlA vATate kI ohoho! ApalyA manAce haraNa hota Ahe. praznakartA : kityeka veLA gurUMcA-sadgurUMcA vyavahAra asA asato kI to pAhUna manuSyAcA nizcaya DagamagU lAgato, tara tyAsAThI kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra pAhUna nizcaya DagamagU lAgalA tara bArakAIne caukazI karAvI kI ApalI zaMkA kharI Ahe kI khoTI. svata:cyA buddhIcA vApara karuna jitake paDatALUna pAhatA yeIla titake pAhA. tarI suddhA jara tumhAlA anukUla vATata nasela tara tumhI dusar2yA dukAnAta jAve paNa tyAMnA trAsa na detA. ApaNa dusare dukAna (gurU) zodhAve, tisare dukAna zodhAve, ase karatA karatA kadhItarI yogya dukAna sApaDela. praznakartA : paraMtu AmacA vikAsa jhAlyAzivAya AmhI sadgurUMnA kase oLakhU zakU? dAdAzrI : ApaNa AdhIca tyAMnA vicArAyace kI, 'sAheba, malA vyApAra nako Ahe. malA muktIcI garaja Ahe. tevhA ApaNa mukta jhAlA asAla tara mI yethe ApalyA sevesAThI basU kA? tyAta kAya harakata Ahe ?' paraMtu koNI ase sAMgaNArA Ahe kI, 'mI tumhAlA muktI deIna?' tevhA maga sAkSI-bikSIcI garajaca nasate.tumhI lageca tyAMnA sAMgA kI, 'mI sahA mahine tumacyAjavaLa basena ANi tumacyA mhaNaNyAnusAra vAgena ANi phaLaprAptI jhAlI nAhI tara ithUna nighUna jAIna.' paraMtu ase koNI bolaNAra nAhI, yA jagAta ase koNI bolaNAraca nAhI. vicAraNyAsa kAya harakata Ahe ? ! 'sAheba ApalI muktI jhAlI asela tara malA sAMgA. malA muktI havI Ahe. malA dusarI sTezansa (sthAnake) paravaData nAhIta. malA madhale sTezana nako.' ase spaSTaca sAMgA. maga te mhaNatIla, 'bhAU, mIca madhalyA sTezanavara ubhA Ahe.' tevhA ApaNa samajU nA kI ApalyAlA madhale sTezana nako. mhaNaje azA ta-hene zodhale taraca sApaDela, nAhI tara
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________________ 44 guru-ziSya sApaDaNAraca nAhI. ApaNa vinayapUrvaka tyAMnA vicArAve. ase na vicAratAca basUna rAhilAta mhaNUna tara anaMta janma bhaTakataca rAhile nA, te sAheba madhalyA sTezanavara rAhata asatIla ANi AmhI paNa titheca rAhU, maga yAcA kAya phAyadA? praznakartA : tara maga sadgurUlA zodhaNyAsAThI pustakI jJAna kase upayogI paDela? dAdAzrI : te upayogI paData nAhI nA! tyAmuLeca tara he bhaTakaNe jhAle. anaMta janmAMpAsUna pustakI jJAna zikalo tarI suddhA bhaTakaNe, bhaTakaNe ANi bhaTakaNe! sadgurUMcI bheTa hoNe hI tara khUpa moThI goSTa Ahe. paraMtu jyAlA muktIcI kAmanA Ahe, tyAlA sarva kAhI miLate. muktIcI kAmanA havI. ANi pujale jANyAcI kAmanA asalelyAMnA uzIraca lAgaNAra, kitItarI janmAMparyaMta bhaTakataca rAhAve lAgela. ApalyA lakSAta Ale nA he ? kazAcI kAmanA Ahe ? mAna-pUjA AdIcI kAmanA! 'yA, yA, yA, zeTha!' mhaNatAta, garvarasa cAkhatAta. te cAkhaNe suddhA rAhUna jAte nA lokAMce! te cAkhaNyAcI majA kAhI vegaLIca asate nA! sadgurU bheTale hIca yogyatA praznakartA : sadgurU bheTalyAnaMtara sadguruMcyA AdezAnusAra sAdhanA tara karAvIca lAgate nA? dAdAzrI : sAdhanecA maga aMta hoto. sahA mahine kiMvA bArA mahine lAgatAta. tyAsAThI cALIsa-cALIsa varSa lAgata nAhIta. praznakartA : tI tara jazI jyAcI yogyatA. dAdAzrI : yogyatecI garajaca nAhI. jara sadguruMcI bheTa jhAlI, tara yogyatecI garajaca urata nAhI. sadgurU bheTale nAhIta tara mAtra yogyatecI garaja! sadgurU jara bI.e. jhAle asatIla tara titakI yogyatA ANi bI.e.bI.TI. jhAle asatIla tara tevaDhI yogyatA. tyAta ApalyA yogyatecI garajaca nasate.
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________________ guru-ziSya praznakartA : hI duniyAdArIcI yogyatA nAhI, paNa yAcI yogyatA vegaLI Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, sadgurU miLAle, mhaNaje koNatyAhI yogyatecI garaja nAhI. sadgurU miLAle heca moThe puNya samajale jAte. praznakartA : maga sadgurU miLAlyAnaMtara kuThalIhI sAdhanA karAvI lAgata nAhI kA? phakta sadgurUMmuLeca sarva pUrNa hote? dAdAzrI : nAhI, te je sAdhana sAMgatAta teca sarva karAve lAgate, paraMtu tithe yogyatecI garaja nasate. yogyatAvAlyAMcyA manAta tara ase asate kI, 'malA tara he sarva samajateca nA!' yogyatA tara ulaTa nazA caDhavate. yogyatA asela tara tyAsa TAkUna deNyAsArakhe nAhI, tI asela tara cAMgalIca goSTa Ahe. paNa ApalyAlA he samajale pAhije kI nazA caDhalI asela tara nazA utarAyalA tara havI. tI yogyatA ANi sadgurUMce milana yAmadhye nazA bAdhaka Tharate. yogyatAvAle aMtara rAkhUna asatAta. ANi kamI yogyatAvAlA asela nA, to tara aseca mhaNela, 'sAheba, malA tara akkalaca nAhI, mI AtA tumacyA zaraNI Alo Ahe. tumhIca mAjhI suTakA karuna dyA.' tevhA maga sadgurU khuza hotAta. basa, itakeca mhaNaNyAcI garaja Ahe. sadgurU ANakhI kAhIca mAgata nAhIta ANi koNatI yogyatAhI zodhata nAhIta. sadgurUMnA sarva samarpaNa praznakartA : phakta sadgurUMcI bhaktI kelI pAhije, ase Apale mhaNaNe Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : pUrNapaNe arpaNatA asAvI. praznakartA : sadguruMzI saMpUrNa samarpaNabhAvAne rAhile tara? dAdAzrI : tara kAma hoIla. samarpaNa bhAva asela tara sarva kAma hote. maga kAhI zillaka rAhaNAraca nAhI. paraMtu mana-vacana-kAyesahita samarpaNa have.
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________________ 46 guru-ziSya praznakartA : ase samarpaNa tara, zrIkRSNa bhagavaMta kiMvA mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMcyA toDIce asatIla taraca te samartha mhaTale jAtIla nA? kI maga koNatyAhI sAdhAraNa vyaktIlA samarpaNa kele tarI cAlela? dAdAzrI : te tara tumhAlA ase virATa puruSa vATale tara karAve. tumhAlA vATela kI he mahAna puruSa Aheta, tyAMcI sarva kArye azIca virATa vATalI, tara ApaNa tyAMnA samarpaNa karAve. praznakartA : je mahAna puruSa hoUna geleta, mhaNaje je hajAro varSAMpUrvI hoUna gele Aheta, tyAMnA ApaNa samarpaNa kele tara tyAsa samarpaNa kele ase mhaNatA yeIla? tyAmuLe ApalI pragatI hoIla kA? kI maga pratyakSa mahApuruSaca haveta? dAdAzrI : parokSApAsUna suddhA pragatI hote ANi pratyakSa jara bheTale tara lagecaca kalyANa hoUna jAIla. parokSa, pragatIce phaLa dete ANi pratyakSAzivAya kalyANa hota nAhI. samarpaNa kelyAnaMtara ApalyAlA kAhIca karAve lAgata nAhI. ApalyAkaDe bALa janmAlA AlyAnaMtara bALAlA kAhIca karAve lAgata nAhI, tyAcapramANe samarpaNa kelyAvara ApalyAlA kAhIca karAve lAgata nAhI. tumhI jyAMnA samarpaNabuddhI karatA, tevhA tyAMcyAta jI zaktI asela tI zaktI tumhAlAhI prApta hote. jyAMnA samarpaNa kele tyAMce sarva ApalyAlA prApta hote. jase ekA TAkIlA dusarI TAkI pAIpane joDalI tara, tyA ekA TAkImadhye vATela tevaDhA mAla bharalA asela paNa dusar2yA TAkImadhye tevaDhIca levhala (pAtaLI) hoUna jAte. samarpaNa bhAvAcehI aseca Ahe. jyAMcA mokSa jhAlA Ahe, je svataH mokSAce dAna deNyAsa nighAle Aheta, teca mokSa deU zakatAta. taseca AmhI mokSAce dAna deNyAsa nighAlo Ahota. AmhI mokSAce dAna deU zakato. nAhI tara koNI mokSAce dAna deU zakata nAhI. praznakartA : sadgurU he 'rileTivha' nAhIta kA?
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________________ guru-ziSya 47 dAdAzrI : sadgurU he rileTivha Aheta, paraMtu sadgurU je jJAna detAta te riyala Ahe. tyA riyalamuLe AtmaraMjana hote. to AnaMda carama koTIcA AnaMda Ahe. riyala mhaNaje parmanenTa vastU ANi rileTivha mhaNaje TempararI vastU. rileTivhamuLe manoraMjana hote. praznakartA : tara maga sadgurU he manoraMjanAce sAdhana Ahe? dAdAzrI : ho! sadguruMmadhye jJAna asela tara te AtmaraMjanAce sAdhana ANi jJAna nasela tara te manoraMjanAce sAdhana! AtmajJAnI sadgurU asatIla tara AtmaraMjanAce sAdhana. AtmajJAnI sadgurU asatIla nA tyAMcI tara niraMtara AThavaNa rAhate, ANi teca riyala, nAhI tara sadgurUMcI AThavaNa yetaca nAhI. praznakartA : khar2yA gurUMnA svataHce sarvasva sopavUna dile, tyAmuLe sarva kArya siddha hotAta. he vyavahArAta kitI aMzAparyaMta satya Ahe? dAdAzrI : vyavahArAta tara he pUrNa satya Ahe. gurUMvara sopavale tara tyAcA eka janma sukhAcA hoto. kAraNa gurUMvara sopavale mhaNaje gurUMcyA AdezAnusAra cAlalA tara tyAlA du:kha rAhata nAhI. gurUkRpece pariNAma praznakartA : gurU ANi gurUkRpA yAMcI goSTa kelI tara prazna asA paDato kI gurUkRpA mhaNaje kAya nemake? tyAta kAhI tathya Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : jitakyAhI zaktI Aheta nA, tyA sagaLyAMmadhye tathyaca asate, atathya nasate. tyA sagaLyA zaktI Aheta ANi zaktI nehamI kAhI varSAMparyaMta cAlatAta ANi naMtara haLUhaLU saMpata jAtAta. praznakartA : gurUMcI kRpA prApta karaNyAsAThI ziSyAlA kAya karAve lAgate? dAdAzrI : ziSyAne tara gurUMcI kRpA prApta karaNyAsAThI gurUMnA khuza Thevale pAhije, ANakhI kAhI karAyalA nako. jyA tahene khuza rAhatIla tyA ta-hene tyAMnA khuza ThevAve. khuza ThevalyAne kRpA utarateca. paNa kRpA
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________________ 48 guru-ziSya kitI prApta hote ? jitake TAkIta asela, jitake gaeNlana asatIla tyApramANAta hote. kRpAdRSTI mhaNaje kAya? tara tyAMcyA sAMgaNyAnusAra karIta asato mhaNUna te khuza rAhatAta, yAceca nAva kRpAdRSTI. ANi tyAMnI sAMgitalyApekSA ulaTa kele tara te nArAja hotAta. praznakartA : maga gurUMcI kRpA sarvAMvaraca asate ase nAhI kA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, gurUkRpA kityekAMvara nasate suddhA. tyAne kAhI ulaTa kele tara kRpA hotahI nAhI. praznakartA : maga tyAMnA gurU kase mhaNatA yeIla? gurUMcI dRSTI tara sarvAMvara sArakhIca asalI pAhije. dAdAzrI : ho, sArakhI asalI pAhije, paNa to manuSya gurUMsobata vAkaDepaNA karata asela tara kAya karaNAra? te jara jJAnI asatIla tara ekasamAnaca asate. paNa he tara gurU asatAta, tithe tumhI thoDA jarI vAkaDepaNA kelAta tara te tumacyAvaraca ulaTI karUna TAkatIla. praznakartA : ekAvara kRpA karatIla ANi dusar2yAvara nAhI, ase nasate. gurUMcI kRpA tara sarvAMvara ekasamAnaca asate nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tarI paNa Ata jase asela tase svata:ce phaLa svataHlA miLate. svataH ulaTa kele tara ulaTaca phaLa miLate. paraMtu jJAnI puruSa tara vItarAgI mhaTale jAtAta. tyAMnA tumhI cApaTa mAralI tarI dekhIla te tumacyAvara samAnadRSTI ThevaNe soData nAhIta. maga tumhI je TAkAla, eka zivI dilIta tara zaMbhara zivyA tumhAlA parata miLatIla. eka phUla arpaNa keleta tara, zaMbhara phule parata miLatIla. ahaMkAra jAto kRpemuLe kI puruSArthAmuLe ? praznakartA : ahaMkArApAsUna mukta hoNyAsAThI sva-puruSArthAcI garaja Ahe kI gurUkRpecI garaja Ahe ? dAdAzrI : kRpecI garaja Ahe. jyAMcA ahaMkAra gelA asela azA sadguruMcyA kRpecI AvazyakatA Ahe, tevhAca ahaMkAra jAIla. ahaMkAra
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________________ guru-ziSya naSTa karaNe he gurUce kAma nAhI, he tara jJAnI puruSAMce kAma Ahe! gurU ase jJAna kuThUna ANatIla? tyAMcAca ahaMkAra jAta nAhI nA! jyAMcI mamatA gelelI nAhI, tyAMcA ahaMkAra kasA jAIla? te tara jevhA jJAnI puruSa bheTatIla ANi jyA jJAnIpuruSAmadhye buddhIcA eka aMza suddhA nasela, mhaNUna tyAMcyAjavaLa ApalA ahaMkAra nighUna jAto. praznakartA : maga yA kaliyugAta gurUdvAre saMcita karma naSTa hoU zakatAta? dAdAzrI : gurUMdvAre tara naSTa hota nAhIta, paraMtu tyAsAThI jJAnI puruSa asale pAhijeta, bhedavijJAnI ! jyAMcyAta ahaMkAra nasela, buddhI nasela, ase bhedavijJAnI asatIla tara karma naSTa hotAta. ANi gurU tara ahaMkArI asatAta, ahaMkAra aseparyaMta ase kAhIca hota nAhI. praznakartA : zAstrAMmadhyehI ase lihile Ahe kI gurUgamyaca jANale pAhije. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa gurUgamya mhaNaje kAya? AtmA disalA taraca tyAsa gurUgamya mhaTale jAIla. nAhI tara gurUgamya tara puSkaLa loka gheUna phirata asatAta. AtmyAcA anubhava karavUna dilA tara gurUgamya kAmAce te tara je Agama ANi AgamacyAhI puDhe asatIla, ase jJAnI puruSa bheTale tara gurUgamya prApta hote. gurUmaMtra, ghasarU deta nAhI praznakartA : pratyeka saMpradAyAta ApApalyA gurUMnI gurUmaMtra dilelA asato, tara te kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : te sagaLe mAge paDU nayeta, ghasarU nayeta yAsAThI ase kele Ahe. gurUmaMtra japUna ThevalA tara to ghasarUna paDaNAra nAhI nA! paraMtu tyAne mokSAsaMbaMdhIce kAhIca prApta hota nAhI. praznakartA : gurUMnI dilelyA nAmasmaraNAta sAdhAraNa manuSyAne dilelyA nAmasmaraNApekSA adhika zaktI asate kA?
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : gurUMnI dile asela tara cAMgale phaLa dete. te maga jase gurU, mhaNaje he gurUvara avalaMbUna asate. gurUMce dhyAna karaNe hitakAraka praznakartA : kAhI gurU tyAMce svataHce dhyAna karAyalA sAMgatAta, he yogya Ahe kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, dhyAna tara gurUMcyA sukhAsAThI nAhI, paNa ApalI ekAgratA rAhAvI ANi zAMtI rAhAvI yAsAThI dhyAna karAyace asate. paNa gurU kase haveta? Apale dhyAna TikUna rAhIla ase haveta. praznakartA : paraMtu sadgurUMce dhyAna karaNe yogya Ahe kI anya bhagavaMtAcyA svarUpAce dhyAna karaNe yogya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : bhagavaMtAcyA dhyAnAviSayI mAhitIca nAhI tevhA maga kAya karAla? tyApekSA tara gurUMce dhyAna karAve. tyAMcA caherA tarI disela! mhaNaje sadguruMce dhyAna karaNe cAMgale. kAraNa bhagavaMta tara disata nAhIta. bhagavaMta tara mI dAkhavela tyAnaMtara bhagavaMtAce dhyAna hoIla. toparyaMta jyAMnA sadgurU mAnale Ahe, tyAMceca dhyAna karA. mI bhagavaMta dAkhavela, tyAnaMtara tumhAlA karAve lAgaNAra nAhI. joparyaMta karaNe Ahe, toparyaMta bhaTakaNe Ahe. mhaNaje kAhI paNa karAve lAgate, dhyAna paNa karAve lAgate toparyaMta bhaTakaNe Ahe. dhyAna sahaja hota asate. sahaja mhaNaje kAhIca karAve lAgata nAhI, ApoApaca hota asate, tevhA samajAve kI AtA ApalI suTakA jhAlI. zaktipAta kI AtmajJAna? praznakartA : gurU zaktipAta karatAta, tI kAya kriyA Ahe ? tyAmuLe ziSyAlA kAya phAyadA hoto? tI siddhI, AtmajJAnAsAThI zaoNTa kaTa (choTA rastA) Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : AtmajJAnaca prApta karAyace Ahe nA tumhAlA? tumhAlA AtmajJAnAcIca garaja Ahe nA? maga tyAsAThI zaktipAtAcI garajaca nAhI. zaktI khUpa DIma (kSINa) jhAlI Ahe kA? tara maga viTAmina ghyA!
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________________ guru-ziSya 51 praznakartA : nAhI, nAhI. gurU zaktipAta karatAta tI kAya kriyA Ahe? dAdAzrI : pAca phUTa ruMda nAlA asela ANi tyAvarUna jara uDI mAratA yeta nasela, uDI mAratAnA tyAlA punhA-punhA apayaza hAtI lAgata asela tara ApaNa mhaNU, 'are uDI mAra, mI Ahe nA tujhyA pAThIzI. ' tevhA maga to uDI mArato ! mhaNaje gurU azA prakAre himmata detAta. ANakhI kAya karatIla? tumacI himmata kamI jhAlI Ahe kA ? praznakartA : gurUzivAya tara himmata kamIca paDaNAra nA ! dAdAzrI : tara ekhAdyA gurUMnA sAMgA, te tumhAlA himmata detIla ANi gurU rAjI (khuza, prasanna) nasatIla tara mAjhyAjavaLa yA. gurU rAjI asatIla tara mAjhyAkaDe yeU nakA. rAjIpo (gurUMcI kRpA ANi prasannatA)ca saMpAdana karAyacA Ahe yA jagAta ! kAraNa gurUMce kAya deNegheNe ? phakta tumhAlA kazAprakAre sukha prApta hoIla, tumhAlA AtmajJAna kase prApta hoIla, hAca tyAMcA uddeza asato. praznakartA : kityeka gurU zaktipAta karatAta, mhaNUna mI hA prazna vicAralA. dAdAzrI : te ThIka Ahe. tase karatAta, te mIhI jANato paNa yAcI garaja kuThaparyaMta asate? ase gurU zaktipAta karUna dUra hotAta, zevaTaparyaMta sAtha deta nAhIta. te kAya kAmAce ? sAtha detIla te Apale gurU. praznakartA : camatkArI gurU asatIla tara tithe jAve kA ? dAdAzrI : jyAMnA kAhI lAlUca asela tyAMnI tithe jAve. te ApalI sagaLI lAlUca pUrNa karatIla. jyAMnA vAstavika have asela, tyAMnA tithe jANyAcI garaja nAhI. camatkAra ghaDavUna manuSyAlA sthira karatAta nA, paNa jara khar2yA buddhIvaMtAMnI te pAhile tara tyAMnA vikalpa ubhA rAhIla! gurU kuThaparyaMta pohocavitAta ? dona mArga Aheta, eka pAyarI pAyarIne vara caDhaNyAcA mArga,
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________________ 52 guru-ziSya kramAnusAra, kramika mArga ANi dusarA hA akrama mArga Ahe, hA liphTacA mArga Ahe. mhaNUna yAta dusare kAhIca karAyace nAhI. tyA karmAnusAra kramika mArgAne jitake gurU kele asatIla, te gurU AmhAlA vara caDhavatAta, maga gurU suddhA pragatI karatAta ANi he (ziSya) suddhA pragatI karatAta ase karata-karata zevaTaparyaMta pohocatAta. paNa sarvAta prathama dRSTI badalalI kI, tyAnaMtarace gurU te khare gurU ANi kharA ziSya. dRSTI badalata nAhI toparyaMta sagaLe bAlamaMdira! ho, gurUMsAThI moha nakkIca hoto, paraMtu AsaktI nasAvI. AsaktI asela tara tI phAra cukIcI goSTa samajalI jAte. AsaktI tara tithe cAlaNAraca nAhI ! praznakartA : gurUMcA moha asela, tara to moha bAdhA utpanna karato kA ? dAdAzrI : moha tara phakta, 'mAjhe kalyANa karIta Aheta' evaDhyA puratAca ! koNI mhaNela, guruMmadhye abhiniveza ( ApalyA matAsa khare mAnUna dharuna ThevaNe) asela tara ? tyAsa harakata nAhI. te tara cAMgaleca Ahe. gurU jithaparyaMta pohocale asatIla tithaparyaMta tara pohocavatIla. ApaNa jyAMcI bhaktI karU, te jithaparyaMta svataH pohocale asatIla tithaparyaMta AmhAlAhI pohocavatIla. praznakartA : mhaNaje jithaparyaMta pohocale asatIla, tithaparyaMtaca pohocavU zakatIla? dAdAzrI : ho, ApalI zAstre itakeca sAMgatAta kI jithaparyaMta pohocale asatIla, tithaparyaMta pohocavatIla. tyAnaMtara puDhe dusare gurU bheTatIla. ANi gurU tara, svataH jitakyA pAyar2yA caDhale asatIla tevaDhyA pAyar2yA ApalyAlA caDhavatIla. te dahA pAyar2yA caDhale asatIla ANi ApaNa sAta pAyar2yA caDhalo asU tara ApalyAlA dahA pAyar2yAMparyaMta pohocavatAta. ajUna kitItarI, karoDo pAyar2yA caDhAyacyA bAkI Aheta. yA kAhI thoDyAthoDakyA pAyar2yA nAhIta ! gurUpekSA ziSya savAI... praznakartA : jarI gurU svataH zevaTaparyaMta pohocale nasatIla, paNa
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________________ guru-ziSya jara ziSyAjavaLa adhika bhaktibhAva asela tara to gurUpekSAhI puDhe nAhI kA jAU zakata ? 53 dAdAzrI : ho, paNa kuNI ekhAdAca ! sagaLe nAhI pohocata. tyAlA maga puDhe dusare gurU karAve lAgatIla. ekhAdA asA huzAra asela nA, tara tyAce Doke ase cAlela ANi to mArga pakaDato ANi cAlUna zevaTaparyaMta pohocato. paraMtu to apavAdaca asela ! praznakartA : gurUMcyA upadezAmuLe ziSya muktI prApta karato ANi gurU mAtra tithalyA titheca rAhatAta, ase suddhA ghaDate kA ? dAdAzrI : ho, ase suddhA ghaDate. gurU tithalyA titheca rAhatAta ANi ziSya puDhe nighUna jAto. praznakartA : tara yAta puNyAcA udaya kAma karate ? " dAdAzrI : ho, puNyAcAca udaya ! are gurU zikavatAta tevhA kityeka ziSya tara mhaNatAta kI, 'ase kAhI nasate!' tevhA tyAlA nakkI kAya asAve' yAcA vicAra yeto kI, 'he ase asAve.' mhaNaje tyAlA lagecaca jJAna utpanna hote. ' ase nasate' ase jara tyAlA vATale nasate tara tyAlA jJAna utpanna jhAle nasate. praznakartA : mhaNaje ' ase nasate' asA vikalpa ubhA karaNyAsAThI tyAlA nimitta miLAle ? dAdAzrI : ho, te nimitta miLAle itakeca! tyA kAraNAmuLe tyAcyA jJAnAcA udaya jhAlA kI ' ase asate, ase nasate, mhaNUna he aseca Ahe. ' arthAta puNya tar2hetar2hece parivartana ghaDavUna ANate. puNya kAya karIta nAhI ? tyAsAThI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya pAhije. tevhA saMpUrNa zuddhI hote kramika mArgAta kasA vyavahAra Ahe ? tara gurU svataH jitakA tyAga karatAta nA, tevaDhA tyAga tyAMcyA ziSyAMnA karAyalA sAMgatAta kI ' evaDhe karA, tumhI evaDhA tyAga karA' mhaNaje tithe tapa-tyAga yA sarva kasauTIta
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________________ guru-ziSya utarAve lAgate. paraMtu gurUcyA kRpemuLe tyAlA Ata kasalIhI upAdhI vATata nAhI ANi parata tyA gurUce svataHcyA gurUcyA kRpene cAlata asate. mhaNaje yA goSTIMcA kadhI aMtaca yeta nAhI, ANi azIca gADI cAlata rAhate. sagaLe gurU sApha karatAta. eka gurU jara kele asatIla, tara te gurU tumacA sarva maLa (azuddhI) sApha karatAta. ANi tyAMcA jo maLa asela, to tumacyAta ghAlatAta. naMtara dusare gurU bheTatAta, te parata tumacyAta jo maLa asela to sApha karatAta ANi tyAMcA maLa tumacyAta ghAlatAta. hI Ahe gurU paraMparA! jase kI kapaDe dhuNyAsAThI ApaNa sAbaNa ghAlato, to sAbaNa kAya karato? kapaDyAcA maLa kADhato. paraMtu sAbaNa svataHcA maLa kapaDyAta ghAlato. maga sAbaNAcA maLa koNa kADhela? tyAvara loka kAya mhaNatAta? 'are, sAbaNa ghAtalA paNa TinopaoNla kA ghAtale nAhI?' 'paNa TinopaoNla kazAlA ghAlU? sAbaNAne maLa tara gelA nA!' AtA he je TinopaoNla pAvaDara asate nA ApalyAjavaLa, tyAlA Apale loka kAya samajatAta? tyAMnA ase vATata asela kI he kapaDe pAMDhare karaNyAce auSadha asAve! paNa nAhI, te tara sAbaNAcA maLa kADhate paNa AtA yA TinopaoNlane svataHcA maLa ghAtalA. tyAsAThI tU dusare auSadha zodhUna kADha kI jyAmuLe TinopaoNlacA maLa nighela. yA duniyeta pratyeka jaNa ApApalA maLa soData jAto. ase kuThaparyaMta cAlU rAhate? joparyaMta zuddha sphaTika auSadha sApaData nAhI, toparyaMta! tumhI gurU kele nAhI ANi yethe AlAta mhaNUna hA phAyadA jhAlA. jara gurU kele asate, tara tyAMnI tyAMcA maLa caDhavalA asatA. asA koNa asela kI jo maLa soData nAhI? tara jJAnIpuruSa! te svataH malIna nasatAta, zuddha svarUpaca asatAta ANi samoracyAlA zuddhaca banavitAta. dusarI jhaMjhaTaca nAhI. jJAnI puruSa navA maLa caDhavata nAhIta. arthAta jJAnI puruSAjavaLa saMpUrNa zuddhIcA mArga Ahe, mhaNUna zevaTI jJAnI puruSa bheTale, tara sarva maLa svaccha hoto! kamataratA cAritryabaLAcI, ziSyAMmadhye kramika mArgAta gurU mAthI asatAta ANi tyAMcyAbarobara phakta dona
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________________ guru-ziSya kiMvA tInaca ziSya asatAta, adhika nasatAta. khare ziSya kI je gurUMcyA padacinhAMvarUna cAlaNAre asatAta, ase ziSya dona kiMvA tIna asatAta. ase ApalyA zAstrAta vivecana kele Ahe. to mArga tara khUpa kaThINa asato nA! tithe sAMgatIla, 'tujhe jevaNAce tATa dusar2yAlA dyAve lAgela' tevhA mhaNe, 'nAhI sAheba, malA he jamaNAra nAhI, maga tara mI mAjhyA gharIca nighUna jAIla.' koNa thAMbaNAra tithe ! mhaNUna zAstrakArAMnI mhaTale Ahe kI kramika mArgAtalyA pratyeka jJAnIMcyA mAge dona - cAra ziSyaca jhAleta, tyAhUna adhika nAhI. 55 praznakartA : ziSyAMmadhye itake cAritryabaLa nasate kA ? dAdAzrI : ho, te baLa kuThUna ANatIla ? yAMce sAmarthyaca kitI asela ? sagaLyAMnA jevaNa vADhata asAla ANi tyAlA zrIkhaMDa vADhale nAhI, tara to ciData rAhato. are, ekA divasApurateca, ekadAca jarI ase ghaDale tarI evaDhI ciDaciDa karatosa ? paNa to ciDataca rAhato! are, tyAlA dusar2yAMpekSA kamI zrIkhaMDa vADhale asela tarIhI ciDaciDa karato ! maga ase loka cAritryabaLa ANaNAra tarI kuThUna ? ANi mI jara ekhAdyA divazI sagaLyAMnA ase sAMgitale kI, 'tumhAlA AvaDaNAre padArtha vADhale gele tara tumhI tyAtale thoDese cAkhUna lageca dusar2yAMnA deUna TAkA ANi tumhAlA nAvaDate padArtha svataH ta:sAThI ThevA' tara kAya hoIla ? praznakartA : sagaLe nighUna jAtIla. dAdAzrI : ho, nighUnaca jAtIla. 'baraM, AmhI nighato dAdA, ' mhaNatIla! naMtara durunaca namaskAra karatIla !! yA kramika mArgAta gurUMce kase asate ? tara hA jo AmhI vyavahAra karata Ahota toca kharA Ahe ANi tyAce karte AmhI Ahota. mhaNUna yAcA tyAga AmhI karAyalA havA. asA vyavahAra asato. ekIkaDe vyavahAra bhrAMtIpUrNa ANi dusarIkaDe 'jJAna' zodhatAta, tara te sApaDela kA ? ApalyAlA kAya vATate? sApaDela ?
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________________ guru-ziSya praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : muLAta tithe rastAca ulaTA Ahe. tithe! mhaNUna tara kramika mArgAcyA jJAnIMnAhI ciMtA ANi ziSyAnAMhI ciMtA! nivvaLa saMtApa, saMtApa ANi saMtApa!! gurUMnA dekhIla saMtApa! tyA tIna ziSyAMnA jara sAMgitale kI, 'Aja tumhI caraNavidhI kaMThastha karUna yA, tumhI itakI pade (bhajane) kaMThastha karUna yA' tevhA maga ekhAdA ziSya Doke khAjavato kI AtA gurUMnI sopavale tara Ahe, paNa he kase hoNAra? gharI jAUna kaMThastha karato, paNa kaMThastha hota nAhI tyAmuLe rAtrabhara manAta kuDhata rAhato. vAcata jAto ANi jaLaphaLata rAhato. ciDaciDa hota asalyAmuLe gurUviSayI abhAva nirmANa hoto kI ase avaghaDa kAma kazAsAThI detAta! gurUMnI sAMgitalele karAyalA AvaData nAhI, maga kAya hoNAra? abhAva hoto. hAca tara kramika mArga. gurU suddhA manAta vicAra karatAta kI 'he sarva kaMThastha kele nAhI tara Aja mI tyAMnA khaDasAvela.' AtA ziSya tithe jAto nA, tevhA jAtA-jAtAca tyAlA bhItI vATate kI, 'gurU kAya mhaNatIla ni kAya nAhI?, kAya mhaNatIla ni kAya nAhI?' are! maga gurU kazAsAThI kelesa? aseca rAhAyace hote nA! khaDasAvatIla yAcI itakI bhItI vATata asela tara gurUzivAyaca paDUna rAhAyace hote nA! nAhI tara khaDasAvaNyAcA prasAda ghyAyalA havA. khaDasAvaNyAcA prasAda cAkhAyalA nako kA? maga sakALI jevhA te ziSya gurUkaDe yetAta, tevhA tyAMcyAtalA dona ziSyAMnI gurUMnI sAMgitalyApramANe kelele asate paNa ekA ziSyAlA te karatA Ale nasela, tara to guruMjavaLa jAUna basato, paNa tyAcyA toMDAvarUnaca sAheba oLakhatAta kI yAne 'kAhIca kelele disata nAhI' tyAcyA toMDAvarunaca kaLate. mhaNUna sAheba manAtalyA manAtaca ciData rAhatAta kI, 'hA kAhIca karata nAhI, kAhIca karata nAhI' ziSyAne kaMThastha kelele nasate mhaNUna tyAlA oraDatAta! gurUMce DoLe rAgAne lAla jhAlele asatAta, DoLe agadI lAlaca asatAta. hA ziSya kAhI karela asA nAhI, mhaNUna gurU sArakhe ciData rAhatAta ANi to ziSya ghAbarata rAhato. AtA yAcA meLa kasA basela? mhaNUna tithe phakta tInaca ziSya kI, je tyAMcyA mAge
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________________ guru-ziSya lAgalele asatAta. tevaDhyAca ziSyAMnA te poSaNa deU zakatAta. bAkIce sagaLe tara darzana karUna nighUna jAtAta. kramika mArgAta zevaTaparyaMta becainI jAta nAhI. gurU ANi ziSya, doghAMnAhI baicainI! paNa hI baicainI mhaNaje tapa Ahe. mhaNUna toMDAvara teja yete. kAraNa jase bhesaLayukta sonyAlA tApavale taraca tyAta thoDI-thoDI sudhAraNA hote nA! khare sone lakhalakhU lAgate nA! bheda, gurUziSyAmadhye... praznakartA : sAmAnyataH bAhera gurU-ziSya yAMcyAta aMtara rAhate nA, kI maga te ekarUpaca rAhatAta? dAdAzrI : ekarUpa jhAleta kI maga tara tyA doghAMcehI kalyANa hoIla. paNa he tara ziSyAkaDUna kAcecA pelA phuTalA tara gurU ciDalyAzivAya rAhataca nAhIta. nAhI tara gurU-ziSya jara puNyavAna asatIla ANi doghehI ekarUpa banUna rAhile tara doghAMcehI kalyANa hoIla. paNa ase ghaData nAhI. are, kSaNabharAsAThIhI svataHcA svataHvaraca vizvAsa basata nAhI, ase he jaga Ahe, maga ziSyAMvara kasA vizvAsa basela? ziSyAne jara kadhI dona pele phoDale tara gurU rAgAcyA bharAne DoLe vaTAratAta. arthAta nusatyA aDacaNIca, divasabhara aDacaNI! ANi gurUMnA sAMgata suddhA nAhIta kI, 'sAheba mAjhyA aDacaNI tumhI padarI ghyA.' ANi ho, gurUMnA tumhI asehI vicArU zakatA kI, 'sAheba, ApaNa itake mahAna asUna dekhIla itake kA ciDatA? __ praznakartA : paraMtu gurUMnA AmhI ase kase vicAru zakato? AmhI tara ase vicAru zakata nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : gurUMnA vicAru zakata nasAla, maga te gurU kAya kAmAce! ziSyAMzI matabheda hota asela, tevhA ApalyAlA he nAhI kaLata kI yAMce tara ziSyAMzI matabheda hotAta, maga tumhI kasale gurU? jara ekA ziSyAbarobarahI saraLa rAhU zakata nAhIta, maga tumhI saMpUrNa jagAzI saraLa kase rAhAla? tase tara tumhI sagaLyAMnA sallA detA kI, 'bhAU, bhAMDaNa
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________________ guru-ziSya muLIca karU nakA'. yethe tara tumace koNI nAtevAIkahI nAhIta, tumhI ekaTeca AhAta, tarIhI yA ziSyAvara kA ciData rAhatA? tyAne tumacyA poTI janma tara ghetalelA nAhI, maga tumhA doghAMmadhye kaSAya hoNyAce kAraNaca kAya? kaSAya tara yA vyavahArI lokAMnA hotAta. paNa hA bicArA tara bAherUna yeUna ziSya jhAlA Ahe, tyAcyAvarahI tumhI kaSAya karata rAhatA? ekhAde pustaka jarI ikaDe-tikaDe jhAle tara gurU kAya mhaNatAta? kitItarI goSTI sunAvatAta, kI, 'tulA akkala nAhI, tulA bhAnaca nAhI.' tyAvara ziSya kAya mhaNato? 'pustaka kAya mI khAUna TAkale? yetheca kuThetarI paDale asela, tumacyA jhoLIta nasela tara khATecyA khAlI asela.' paNa ziSya 'khAUna TAkale? ase bolato! are, yApekSA tara gharAtIla jhaMjhaTa barI. yApekSA bAyakoceca ziSya vhAve, tI oraDela paNa maga bhajI khAyalAhI dete nA! kAhI svAtaMtrya tara have nA? mhaNaje ase gurU bheTatAta, itakI sevA karato tarI suddhA veDyAsArakhe bolatAta, maga kAya hoNAra? praznakartA : bAyako svArthAsAThI rAgAvate ANi te gurU nisvArthapaNe rAgAvatAta, yA doghAta pharaka nAhI kA? dAdAzrI : gurUce nisvArtha vAgaNe nasate. jagAta nisvArtha manuSya koNI nasatoca. te nisvArthI disatAta khare paNa jikaDUna-tikaDUna svArtha karUna, svArthAcyAca tayArIta asatAta. te sagaLe svArthI Aheta, dikhAvAca Ahe hA sarva. he tara jyAcyA lakSAta yeIla toca oLakhU zakela. bAkI, gurU ANi ziSya doghehI bhAMDataca rAhatAta divasabhara. doghAMce paTataca nAhI. ApaNa gurUMnA bheTAyalA jAU ANi vicAru kI, 'he sarva kAya Ahe ?' tara te mhaNatIla kI, 'to cAMgalA nAhI, phAra vAITa ziSya bheTalA Ahe !' ApaNa hI goSTa ziSyAlA sAMgAyacI nAhI ANi naMtara tyA ziSyAlA vicArAve kI, 'kAya bhAU, he sarva kAya hote?' tara to mhaNela, 'he gurUca bekAra Aheta, itake vAITa gurU bheTaleta'! maga yAta koNAcI goSTa kharI? yAta tyAMcA doSa nAhI. kAraNa kALaca tasA AlA Ahe. yA kALAmuLeca ase sarva ghaData asate. paNa maga asA kALa yeto tevhAca tara jJAnIpuruSa prakaTatAta!
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________________ guru-ziSya ziSyAlA kitIhI yeta asela, paNa he gurU sagaLe aseca bheTatAta nA! kaliyugAtIla gurU kase asatAta? ziSya mhaNato kI, 'mI tara ajJAnI Ahe, mI kAhI jANata nAhI' tarI suddhA gurU tyA bicAr2yAlA mArata rAhatAta, puDhacI pragatI karU deta nAhIta. mareparyaMta gurU tyAlA cukAca dAkhavata rAhatAta ANi puSkaLa chaLatAta, hairANaca karuna TAkatAta. tarI suddhA ziSyAlA sAMbhALaNArehI kAhI gurU asatAta. paNa zevaTI gurU mhaNaje dArUkhAnAca samajA, kadhI nA kadhI phuTalyAzivAya rAhaNAraca nAhI. yA kALAta ziSyAMcI sahanazaktI nAhI, ANi guruMmadhye tazI udAratAhI nAhI. guruMmadhye tara puSkaLa udAratA asAvI, atizaya udAra mana asAve. ziSyAMce sarva nibhAvUna gheNyAcI udAratA asAyalA havI. dharma asA badanAma jhAlA ziSyAne zivyA dilyA tarIhI samatA rAkhato tyAlA gurU mhaNatAta. ziSya tara nirbaLa asatoca, paNa gurU nirbaLa asatIla kA? tumhAlA kAya vATate? gurU nirbaLa nasaNAraca nA! kadhI ziSyAkaDUna cUka jhAlI, to jara kAhI ulaTa-sulaTa bolalA tara gurU phaNA kADhatAta, maga ziSya tarI kasA AjJeta rAhIla? ziSyAkaDUna jarI cUka jhAlI paNa gurUMnI cUka kelI nAhI tevhAca to ziSya AjJeta rAhU zakato. gurUMkaDUnaca cUka jhAlI, tara ziSya kasA AjJeta rAhIla? gurUcI eka jarI cUka pAhilI nA tarI, ziSya AjJeta rAhaNAra nAhI. paNa tarI suddhA gurUMcyA AjJeta rAhilA kI maga kalyANaca jhAle! sagaLIkaDeca svachaMdI jhAle Aheta. ziSya gurUMnA mAnata nAhIta ANi gurU ziSyAlA mAnata nAhI! ziSya manAta vicAra karela kI, 'garUMnA jarA akkala kamI Ahe. mhaNUna AmhI AmacyA parIne vegaLyA prakAre vicAra karu. gurU tara sAMgatIla, paNa AmhI tase karU tara nA! mhaNaje he sarva ase jhAle Ahe. gurU ziSyAlA sAMgatIla kI, 'ase kara' tevhA ziSya toMDAvara 'ho' mhaNato paNa naMtara karato kAhI tarI vegaLeca. itakA adhika svachaMda cAlU Ahe. koNI ekA zabdAcehI yogya prakAre pAlana kele nAhI. maga ziSya mhaNela, 'gurU tara bolatIla, jarA cakramaca Aheta.' mhaNaje he sarva ase cAlata asate.
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________________ guru-ziSya nAhI tara khar2yA gurUziSyAmadhye tara premAce baMdhana itake suMdara asate kI gurU je bolatIla, te tyAlA khUpa AvaDate. ase tara premAce baMdhana asate. paNa AtA tara yA doghAMcI bhAMDaNeca cAlU asatAta. gurU mhaNatIla, 'ase kara, mI tulA sAMgatoya?' paNa ziSya karItaca nAhI. mhaNaje tithe tara divasabhara sAsu-sunecyA kaTakaTIcyA bhAMDaNAMsArakhe gurU-ziSyAMmadhyehI bhAMDaNe Aheta. ziSyAcyAhI manAta ase yete kI, 'ithUna paLUna jAU?' paNa paLUna jAIla tarI kuThe bicArA? gharAtUna tara paLAlA, gharacI abrU tara ghAlavalI, AtA kuThe jAIla? tyAlA ThevaNAra tarI koNa? nokarIvara suddhA koNI ThevaNAra nAhI. AtA yAta kAya karu zakato? gurUMcehI mAhAtmya rAhile nAhI, ANi ziSyAcehI mahAtmya rAhile nAhI, ANi pUrNa dharmahI badanAma jhAlA!! ziSyAjavaLa havA phakta vinaya kityeka ThikANI gurUMcyA AdhArAvaraca ziSya asatAta. ziSyAMcI saMpUrNa ciMtA tyA gurUMcyA DokyAvara asate. azA ta-hene ziSyAMcA vyavahAra cAlata rAhato. duniyeta kAhI khare gurUhI asatAta, gurUMcyA DokyAvara kAhI ziSyAMce ojhe asate ANi gurU je karatIla te ThIka. mhaNUna ziSyAMvara jabAbadArI nAhI ANi zAMtI rAhate. kuThalA tarI AdhAra tara havAca nA! nirAdhAra manuSya jagU zakata nAhI. praznakartA : tara maga tithe ziSyAlA kAhIca karaNyAcI garaja nAhI? dAdAzrI : ziSya tara, to bicArA kAya karU zakela! to jara karU zakata asatA tara maga gurUMcI AvazyakatAca rAhilI nasatI nA? ziSyAkaDUna kAhI suddhA hoU zakata nAhI, to tara gurUkRpemuLeca puDhacI pragatI karata rAhato. manuSya svataH kAhIca karU zakata nAhI. praznakartA : gurUcI kRpA havI, paNa ziSyAlA suddhA karAve tara lAgateca nA? dAdAzrI : kAhIca karAyace nasate, phakta vinaya bALagalA pAhije. yA jagAta karaNyAsArakhe Ahe tarI kAya? vinaya bALagAvA. dusare kAya
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________________ guru-ziSya karaNAra? he kAhI kheLaNI kheLAyacI nAhI kiMvA gharacyA devagharAtIla mUrtInA snAna ghAlAyace nAhI, ase tase kAhIca nAhI. praznakartA : paNa maga svataH kAhIca karAyace nAhI? gurUca sarva karatIla? dAdAzrI : gurUca karatIla, svataH kAya karaNAra? praznakartA : maga tyAlA gurU kazA tahene pohocavatAta? dAdAzrI : gurUMnI svata:cyA gurUMpAsUna ANalele asate, te tyAlA detAta. he sarva paraMparene cAlata Alele Ahe. mhaNUna gurU je detIla te ziSyAne svIkArAve. praznakartA : kAhI gurU mhaNatAta kI, abhyAsa karA tara vastU' miLela. dAdAzrI : ho, bahuteka sagaLe aseca mhaNatAta nA! dusare kAya mhaNatIla? 'he karA, te karA, te karA.' karaNyAne kadhI bhrAMtI jAte kA? jara gurUMcyA mhaNaNyAnusAraca karAyace asela tara ase ghaDaNAraca nAhI nA? kuNI sAMgitale kI, 'Aja khare bolA' paNa khare bolaleca jAta nAhI nA? ase tara pustakehI bolatAta. pustake nAhI kA bolata? paraMtu tyAmuLe kAhIca sAdhya hota nAhI? pustakAta sAMgatAtaca nA kI, 'prAmANikapaNe vAgA,' paNa koNI vAgalA? lAkho janmAMparyaMta teca teca kele, dusare kAhIca kele nAhI. nusatI toDaphoDa, toDaphoDa, toDaphoDaca kelI Ahe. vartela tevaDheca vartavU zakela gurUMkaDe gelyAvara ApalyAlA kAhIca pALAve lAgata nAhI. pALAyace asela tara ApaNa tyAMnA mhaNAve kI, 'nAhI sAheba, tumhI pALA, mI kase pALaNAra? mI pALU zakalo asato tara tumacyAkaDe kazAlA Alo asato? AtA nAhI pALale jAta yAce kAya kAraNa? tara samoracI vyaktI kI jI pAlana karaNyAsa sAMgata Ahe, tI svataHca pALata nAhI. nehamI, jithe gurU pALatAta tithe ziSya avazya pAlana karatoca. mhaNaje he sagaLe banAvaTIca Ahe. maga gurU ApalyAlA sAMgatAta, 'tumacyAta zaktI nAhI, tumhI pAlana
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________________ 62 guru-ziSya karIta nAhIta.' are, mAjhI zaktI tumhI kazAlA zodhatA? tumacI zaktI havI. yA sagaLyAMnA mI sAMgitale Ahe kI, 'mAjhyAta zaktI havI. tumacyA zaktIcI garaja nAhI.' bAhera tara sagaLIkaDe aseca Ahe ! gurU banUna basalA asela tara tyAcyAjavaLa tyAcI svata:cI zaktI havI. paNa he tara lokAMvaraca lAdatAta. kI, 'tumhI kAhI karIta nAhI!' are bAbA, mI karU zakalo asato tara tumacyAjavaLa kazAsAThI Alo asato? yethe kazAlA dhaDapaDalo asato?' yA kaliyugAtIla lokAMnA samajata nasalyAmuLe he sagaLe vAdaLa suru Ahe. nAhI tara mAjhyAsArakhe tara uttara detIlaca nA? gurU cokha (zuddha) asatIla tara AmhAlA avazya prAptI hoteca. ANi nAhI jhAlI tara guruMmadhyeca pola (pokaLapaNA) Ahe. ho, kharokharaca pola Ahe, he mI tumhAlA sAMgato!! polacA artha mI kAya sAMgU icchito? kI gurU ekAMtAta biDI oDhata asatIla tara tumacI biDI suTaNAra nAhI. nAhI tara kA suTaNAra nAhI? ekjekTalI jhAleca pAhije. pUrvI sagaLyA gurUMcA hA rivAjaca hotA. gurU mhaNaje kAya? kI svataH sagaLyA goSTIMce pAlana karatAta. mhaNUna samoracyAMkaDUna suddhA sahajaca pAlana hoU zakate. he tumacyA lakSAta yete kA? praznakartA : gurU pAlana karatAta mhaNUna ApalyAkaDUnahI pAlana hote. he mAjhyA buddhIta utarata nAhI. dAdAzrI : maga tara tyApekSA pustake barI. pustake aseca sAMgatAta nA? 'ase karA, tase karA, amake karA.' tara yA jivaMta gurUMpekSA tara pustake barI. jivaMtAcyA tara ase pAyA paDAve lAgate! praznakartA : paNa tyAmuLe namratecA abhyAsa hoto nA? dAdAzrI : tyA namratece kAya karAyace? jithe ApalyAlA kAhI prAptI hota nAhI, maga AyuSyabhara jarI titheca rAhilo tarI suddhA Apale kapaDe bhijaNAra nAhIta, tara te pANI ApalyA kAya kAmAce? mhaNUna he sagaLe vyartha, vesTa oNpha TAIma a~Da enarjI ! (veLa va zaktIcA apavyaya Ahe.)
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________________ guru-ziSya 63 ApalyA lakSAta Ale nAhI? mI tumhAlA sAMgena kI, 'he tumhI soDUna dyA' ANi tumacyAkaDUna te suTale nAhI mhaNaje samajAve kI mAjhyAta doSa Ahe. tumacyAkaDUna suTale nAhI tara tumhI mAjhyAta doSa kADhalA pAhije. tumhI sarva prayatna karUna suddhA suTata nasela, tara tyAce kAraNa kAya? tara mAjhyAta doSa Ahe mhaNUnaca! ho, yAce kAraNa he kI sAMgaNAr2yAta doSa asalAca pAhije!! 'tumhI ase karA, he karA' ase koNI vacanabaLa asalelA bolela tara cAlela. yethe tara vacanabaLaca nAhI, mhaNUna ziSyAcI gADI puDhe cAlataca nAhI. hI eka prakAracI sAMgaNyAcI vAITa savayaca jhAlelI asate. tI samarthatAca sarva sAMbhALate / ANi sagaLIkaDe niyama asAca asalA pAhije kI gurUMnIca karuna dyAyalA have. guruMjavaLa loka kazAsAThI jAtAta? he tara gurUMkaDUna hota nAhI mhaNUna gurUMnI ziSyAcyA DokyAvara lAdale kI, 'tumhI kAhI karA, tumhI karata nAhI, tumhI karata nAhI.' mhaNUna maga ApalyA lokAMnIhI ase mAnUna ghetale. gurU ThapakA detAta ANi loka aikUna suddhA ghetAta! are, azI duSaNe aikUna ghyAyacI nasatAta. paNa he gurU khAUna-piUna pAThI lAgatAta. ziSyAMnA oraDataca rAhatAta kI, 'tumhI kAhI karata nAhI, tumhI he karata nAhI, AmhI tumhAlA sAMgato kI tumhI ase karUna ANA.' sAdhakAcI dazA tara nirbaLaca asate. sagaLeca sAdhaka kAhI ase majabUta nasatAta. AtA nirbaLa vyaktI tara dusare kAya dAkhavaNAra? nirbaLatAca dAkhavaNAra. tumhI tara aseca sAMgAyace kI, 'sAheba, tumhAlA AmhI jase have Ahota tase tumhIca AmhAlA banavUna TAkA. tumhI tara itakyA moThyA gurUpadAvara basale AhAta ANi malA karUna ANAyalA sAMgatA? paNa mI tara apaMga Ahe, mI tara paMgU Ahe, tumhIca malA ubhe karAyace Ahe. tumhI malA khAMdyAvara ucalAyace asate kI mI tumhAlA khAMdyAvara ucalAyace? ase guruMzI ApaNa ase bolalo pAhije nA? paraMtu ApalyA dezAtIla loka itakyA narama svabhAvAce Aheta mhaNUna gurUne kAhI sAMgitale tara mhaNatIla kI, 'ho sAheba, udyA karUna ANato.'
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________________ 64 guru-ziSya are, ase spaSTapaNe sAMgUna de nA ! ase nAhI kA bolU zakata ? tumhI kA bolata nAhIta? he mI koNAcyA bAjUne bolata Ahe ? koNAcyA bAjUne bolata Ahe ? praznakartA : AmacyA bAjUneca bolata AhAta. dAdAzrI : ho. tumhI ase sAMgitale pAhije kI, 'sAheba, tumhI tara balavAna AhAta va mI nirbaLa Ahe. he tara tumhI je sAMgAla te karAyacI mAjhI tayArI Ahe, nAhI tara mAjhe sAmarthyaca nAhI, mhaNUna tumhIca karuna dyA ANi jara karaNAra nasAla tara mI dusar2yA dukAnAta jAIla. tumacyAta barakata asela tara sAMgA ANi barakata nasela tara tase sAMgA, mI dusar2yA dukAnAta jAIna. tumacyAkaDUna asaMbhava asela tara mI dusar2yA jAgI jAIna, dusare gurU karena. arthAta gurU koNAsa mhaNAve ? tara kAhI karAyalA sAMgata nAhIta, te mhaNaje gurU! he tara aseca gurU banUna basaleta. vara sAMgatAta, 'paMgum laMghayate girIm'. are, ase mhaNatAta. paNa tumhI tara AmhAlAca sAMgatA kI, 'tU cAla.' tumhIca tara malA sAMgatA kI, 'malA tujhyA khAMdyAvara basava' gurU kAya mhaNatAta? kI 'malA tujhyA khAMdyAvara basava. ' are, mI paMgU ANi tumhI mAjhyA khAMdyAvara basAyace mhaNatA ? hA virodhAbhAsaca nAhI kA mhaTalA jAIla ? tumhAlA kAya vATate ? praznakartA : yAcA artha asA jhAlA kI ziSyAne kuThalIca mehanata karAyacI nAhI, sagaLI mehanata gurUMnIca karAyacI ? dAdAzrI : ho, gurUMnAca karAyacI. tumhAlA jara mahenata karAvI lAgata asela tara tumhI tyAMnA vicArale pAhije kI, 'sAheba, maga tumhI kAya karaNAra AhAta? te sAMgA. jara tumhAlA kAhIca karAyace nasela ANi asA hukUmaca karAyacA asela tara tyApekSA mI mAjhyA gharI bAyakocA hukUma mAnela, bAyako suddhA pustakAta baghUna sAMgela. tumhI suddhA pustakAta baghUna, zAstra baghUnaca sAMgatA. tevhA tI suddhA pustakAta baghUna sAMgela. tevhA 4 ase karA ' sAMgUna cAlaNAra nAhI. tumhI kAhI tarI karU lAgA. mAjhyAkaDUna hota nAhI, te tumhI karA ANi tumacyAkaDUna hota nAhI te AmhI karU.
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________________ guru-ziSya azI vATaNI karUna ghyA.' tyAvara te gurU kAya mhaNatAta? 'AmhI kazAsAThI karU?' tevhA ApaNa mhaNAyace, 'maga tumacyAkaDe mAjhe kAhI bhalaM hoNAra nAhI zukravAra badalaNAra nAhI ANi mAjhA zanivAra yeNAra nAhI.' ase ApaNa sAMgitale pAhije nA? praznakartA : paNa samoracI vyaktIca barobara nasela tara kAya? dAdAzrI : samoracyA vyaktIlA pAhaNyAcI garaja nAhI. gurU cAMgale asale pAhijeta. samoracI vyaktI tara tazIca Ahe. samartha nAhIca bicArA. to tara aseca mhaNato nA kI, 'sAheba, mI samartha nAhI, mhaNUna ApalyAjavaLa Alo Ahe. ANi mI karAyace asate kA? maga te mhaNatIla, 'nAhI, tulA karAve lAgela.' tara maga te gurUca nAhIta. jara malA karAve lAgata asela tara tumhAlA zaraNa kazAsAThI yeU? tumacyAsArakhyA samarthAsa kazAsAThI zodhUna kADhale? jarA itakA vicAra tara karA! tumhI samartha AhAta ANi mI tara nirbaLa Ahe. mAjhyAne hota nAhI mhaNUna tara tumhAlA zaraNa Alo, ANi mAjhyAta jara kartepaNa rAhaNAra asela maga tumhI kase AhAta? tumhIhI nirbaLaca mhaTale jANAra nA! tumhAlA samartha kase mhaNatA yeIla? kAraNa samartha tara sarva kAhI karU zakatAta. hI tara guruMmadhye barakataca nAhI, mhaNUnaca samoracyA vyaktIlA ojhe vATate. guruMmadhye barakata nAhI mhaNUna samoracyA vyaktIcA doSa kADhatAta. patImadhye barakata nasela tara patnIcA doSa kADhato. nirbaLa patI bAyakovara zUratA dAkhavato, azI mhaNa Ahe. taseca he gurU suddhA nirbaLa Aheta nA, mhaNUna ziSyAvara jora dAkhavatAta ziSyAlA chaLatAta kI, 'tumacyAkaDUna kAhI hota nAhI.' maga moThe gurU hoUna yethe kA basalAta? are, kAhI kAraNa nasatAnA ziSyAMnA kA oraDatA? bicAre te du:khI Aheta mhaNUna tara tumacyAjavaLa Ale Aheta. ANi vara tumhI oraDatA. gharI patnI oraDate ANi yethe tumhI oraDatA, tara yAcA kadhI pAra yeIla? gurU tara te kI je ziSyAlA oraData nAhIta, ziSyAce rakSaNa karatAta, ziSyAlA AsarA detAta. yA kaliyugAtIla gurUMnA gurU mhaNAyaceca kase? divasabhara ziSyAlA trAsa deta rAhatAta. hA yogya rastAca nAhI nA!
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________________ 66 guru-ziSya bhagavaMtAcyA veLI koNI ase mhaNata navhate kI, 'evaDhe karAve lAgela.' paraMtu he sagaLe tara mhaNatIla, 'evaDhe tara karAveca lAgela' maga ziSya kAya mhaNatIla? 'sAheba, kAhI hota nAhI, kAhIca hota nAhI' are, maga tara dagaDa banazIla. kAraNa jase ciMtana karu tase ghaDUna yete. 'kAhIca hota nAhI' ase ciMtana kele tara aseca ghaDela kI nAhI? lokAMnA he samajata nAhI mhaNUna sagaLA ghoTALA cAlato. nehamI, je gurU karuna deta nAhIta, te gurU mhaNaje DokyAvarace ojhe. tumhAlA DaoNkTarAMnA ase nAhI kA sAMgAve lAgaNAra kI, 'malA kuThalA tarI AjAra Ahe, paNa te malA mAhIta nAhI. ApaNahUnaca kAhI tarI jhAle Ahe. tumhI malA yA AjArAtUna mukta karA.' praznakartA : ho, sAMgAve lAgate. dAdAzrI : mhaNaje gurUMnIca karUna dile pAhije. sagaLe teca zikavatAta. maga vAcAyalA sAMgatAta kI, 'evaDhe vAcUna yA.' paNa sagaLe kAhI teca zikavatAta. he tara bAyakA-mule asalele, nokarI karaNAre loka te bicAre kevhA karatIla? jevhA kI guruMmadhye tara khUpa zaktI asate, apAra zaktI asate, te sarvaca karUna detAta. gurUMnI ase sAMgitale pAhije kI, 'tulA samajata nAhI, paNa mI Ahe nA tujhyA pAThIzI! mI Aheca nA! tU ghAbarU nakosa.' 'tulA samajata nasela tara tU mAjhyAkaDUna sarva gheUna jA.' ANi mI suddhA yA sagaLyAMnA sAMgitale Ahe kI, 'tumhAlA kAhIca karAyace nAhI. malA karAyace Ahe. tumacyAta jI kamataratA asela tI sarva malA kADhAyacI. dAdAMnI luTavale gahana jJAna mI tara kAya mhaNato kI tumhI sagaLe mAjhyAbarobara calA, tara mhaNatAta, 'nAhI, tumhI eka pAUla puDhe.' tevhA mI mhaNato kI eka pAUla puDhe paNa tumhI mAjhyAbarobara calA. mI tumhAlA ziSya banavU icchita nAhI. mI tumhAlA bhagavaMta banavU icchito. tumhI AhAtaca bhagavaMta, tumaceca pada tumhAlA deU icchito. mI mhaNato kI tU agadI mAjhyAsArakhA ho, tU tejasvI ho. mAjhI jazI icchA Ahe, tasA tU ho nA!
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________________ guru-ziSya 67 mI svata:javaLa kAhIca Thevale nAhI, sagaLe kAhI tumhAlA deUna TAkale Ahe. mI kAhI suddhA khizAta Thevalele nAhI. je hote te sagaLeca dile Ahe, sarvasva deUna TAkale Ahe! pUrNa dazeparyaMtace dile Ahe. ANi AmhAlA tumacyAkaDUna kAhIca nako. AmhI deNyAsAThI Alo Ahota, Amace sagaLe jJAna deNyAsAThI Alo Ahota. mhaNUna tara he sagaLe ughaDa kele. mhaNUna lihile Ahe nA, 'dAdAca bhoLe Aheta, luTavale Ahe gahana jJAna.' jJAna koNI luTavataca nAhI nA! are, te luTavu dyA nA! taraca lokAMnA zAMtI lAbhela, samAdhAna hoIla. mAjhyAjavaLa ThevUna mI kAya karU? tyAlA dAbUna tyAvara jhopU? ___ANi niyama asA Ahe kI yA duniyeta pratyeka vastU jI dilI jAte, tI kamI hote, ANi phakta jJAnaca dilyAne vADhate. asA svabhAvaca Ahe. phakta jJAnaca! dusare kAhIca nAhI. dusare sagaLe tara kamI hote. malA eka vyaktI mhaNAlI kI, 'tumhI jevaDhe jANata AhAta te sarva kA sAMgUna TAkatA? thoDese DabIta Thevata nAhI?' mI mhaTale, 'are, deNyAmuLe tara mAjhe vADhate! mAjhehI vADhate ANi tyAcehI vADhata jAte, tara tyAta mAjhe kAya nukasAna Ahe? malA jJAna DabIta ThevUna gurU banUna basAyace nAhI kI to mAjhe pAya cepata rAhila. tI maga iMgrajAMsArakhI paristhitI hoIla, tyAMnI sarva jJAna DabIta Thevale hote. 'know-how' (mAhitI) ce suddhA tyA lokAMnI paise ghetale. maga tara he sagaLe jJAna pANyAta buDUna jAIla. ANi Apale loka detaca rAhAyace. mokaLyA hAtAMnI deta asata. AyurvedAce jJAna deta asata, maga dusare jyotiSavidyece jJAna deta asata, adhyAtmajJAna deta asata, sarva mokaLyA hAtAMnI deta asata. __ ANi he kAhI lapavUna Thevalele jJAna nAhI. yethe vyavahArAta tara gurU thoDese gAThIlA bAMdhUna ThevatAta. mhaNatIla, 'ziSyAta vAkaDepaNA Ahe, to DokyAvara caDhUna basela. tyAne virodha kelA tara ApaNa kAya karaNAra?' kAraNa tyA gurUMnA vyavahArAce sukha have asate. khANyA-piNyAce, vagaire sagaLe kAhI have asate. pAya dukhata asatIla tara ziSya pAya cepUna detAta. to ziSya jara tyAMcyAsArakhAca jhAlA tara maga to pAya cepaNAra nAhI, maga kAya hoIla? mhaNUna te thoDyA cAvyA svata:javaLa ThevatAta.
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________________ 68 guru-ziSya mhaNaje gurUMce mata ase asate kI ApaNa dahA Takke ApalyAjavaLa anAmata ThevAve ANi bAkIce dyAve. tyAMcyAkaDe sattara Takke asela, tyApaikI 10 Takke anAmata ThevatAta. jevhA kI mAjhyAjavaLa paMcyANNava Takke Ahe, te sagaLeca tumhAlA deto. tumhAlA pacale tara pacale nAhI tara julAba hotIla. paNa kAhI tarI phAyadA tara hoNAraca nA ! mhaNUna sadhyA ase gurU ghusale Aheta kI je DabIta thoDese ThevUna maga bAkIce detAta. ziSya samajatAta kI, 'ajUnaparyaMta AmhAlA miLata nAhI, paNa haLUhaLU miLela.' maga gurU haLUhaLU detAta. paNa AttAca sarva deUna TAka nA kI jyAmuLe tyAce mArgI lAgela. koNI detaca nAhI nA ! lAlacI loka detIla kA ? jyAMnA saMsArAcI lAlUca Ahe to manuSya jitakA jANata asato titake purepUre jJAna saraLa-saraLa deU zakata nAhI. lAlacIpaNAmuLe svataH javaLa Thevato. praznakartA : paNa tyAMnA ziSya bheTalA Ahe to dekhIla lAlacIca bheTalA Ahe nA! tyAlA sarva kAhI miLavUna ghyAyace Ahe nA ? dAdAzrI : ziSya tara lAlacIca Ahe. mAjhe mhaNaNe Ahe kI ziSya tara lAlacIca asato. tyA bicAr2yAcI icchA tara Ahe kI, 'malA he jJAna miLAle tara bare.' tazI lAlUca asateca. paNa he gurU suddhA lAlacI ? te kase paravaDela? mhaNUna svataH eDavhAnsa hota nAhIta, svataH pragatI karata nAhIta ANi ziSyAMnA suddhA saMkaTAta TAkatAta. tara AtA he sarva ase jhAle Ahe yA hiMdustAnAta. ANi ase mArgI lAvale gurU cAMgale asatIla tara dusarI kuThalI jhaMjhaTa hota nasate. yA kALAta khare gurU miLaNe, vyApArI (manovRttI) nasatIla azA gurUMcI bheTa hoNe, he khUpa moThe puNya samajale jAte. nAhI tara gurU kAya karatAta ? ziSyAkaDUna ziSyAcA uNepaNA kADhUna ghetAta ANi maga tyA uNepaNAcAca lagAma pakaDatAta ANi jIva nakosA karatAta. to bicArA svataHcA uNepaNA gurUMnA nAhI sAMgaNAra tara koNAlA sAMgaNAra ?
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________________ guru-ziSya praznakartA : sadhyA kAhI gurU Aheta, je phakta nAvApurate gurU Aheta paNa te pratyakSAta lokAMce zoSaNaca karata asatAta. dAdAzrI : ANi ekhAda-dona gurU khare asatIla, saraLa asatIla, paNa tyAMcyAta yogyatA nasate. ANi DhoMgI gurU tara khUpa huzAra asatAta ANi taheta-hece dikhAve karatAta. praznakartA : koNatAhI manuSya mukta hoNyAsAThI gurUMcA Azraya gheto, paNa tyA gurUMcyA kacATyAtUna mukta hoU zakata nAhI. mhaNUna gurUpAsUna suddhA mukta hoNyAcI garaja asate, ase nAhI kA vATata? dAdAzrI : ho, malA surata zaharAta eka zeTha bheTale hote, te malA mhaNU lAgale, 'sAheba, malA vAcavA.' mI mhaTale, 'kAya Ahe ? tujhe kAhI nukasAna jhAle Ahe kA?' tevhA te mhaNAle 'mAjhyA gurUMnI ase sAMgitale Ahe kI 'mI tujhA satyAnAza karIna.' tyAMnI kharokhara ase kele tara? mAjhe kAya hoIla? maga mI tyAlA vicArale, 'tyAMcyAbarobara tujhA asA kAhI vyavahAra jhAlA Ahe kA kI te itake kaThora zabda tumhAlA bolale? tyAMcyAzI kAhI deNyAgheNyAcA vyavahAra Ahe? ase kAhI asela, tara sAMga nA?' tevhA tyAMnI sAMgitale, 'mAjhe gurU mhaNatAta kI, 'pannAsa hajAra rupaye pAThavUna de, nAhI tara mI tujhA satyAnAza karIna' are, tyAMcyAzI tU paizAMcA vyavahAra kelAsa? tU udhAra ghetalesa? tyAvara to mhaNAlA, 'nAhI, udhAra nAhI paNa te jevhA jevhA mhaNatIla kI paMcavIsa hajAra de, nAhI tara tujhe sarva bighaDela, te maga tujhe tulAca mAhIta, mhaNUna mI ghAbarUna tyAMnA paise deta hoto. AjaparyaMta savvA lAkha rupaye deUna jhAleta. AtA ANakhI pannAsa hajAra rupaye mAjhyAjavaLa nAhIta, maga mI kuThUna ANU? mhaNUna AtA tyAMnI niropa pAThavalA Ahe kI tulA pUrNa udhvasta karUna TAkIna.' tevhA mI sAMgitale, 'bhAU, cala, AmhI tulA rakSaNa deU. tU barabAda hoNAra nAhIsa. tujhe gurU je kAhI karatIla, tyAsAThI AmhI tujhe sahAyyaka banU, tulA barabAda hoU deNAra nAhI. paNa AtA tithe kAhIhI pAThavU nakosa. prema vATale, utsAha vATalA tara pAThava. paNa bhItIpoTI pAThavU nakosa. nAhI
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________________ 10 guru-ziSya tara te adhikaca usaLatIla. tU ghAbarU nakosa. tujhyA gurUMcyA viruddha ciMtana karU nakosa. kAraNa tujhyA cukImuLe gurUMnI paise ghetale Aheta, tyAMcyA cukImuLe ghatalele nAhI. tyAcyAca cukImuLe paise ghetale nA! tyAlA kAhI lAlUca asela tevhAca nA! kAhI lAlUca asela tevhAca tyAne he gurU kele hote nA! ANi tevhAca tyAne paise dile nA! mhaNaje lAlacIpaNAmuLeca phasale gele. ANi he loka hAtAta Alele soData nAhI. duSamakALAtIla loka, tyAMnA svataHcI adhogatI hoIla kiMvA kAya hoIla, yAcI parvAca nasate. zikAra hAtAta yAyalA havI. paNa te tara kAya mhaNatAta 'Amace bhakta Aheta' ase mhaNatAta nA? 'zikAra' mhaNata nAhIta, tevaDhe bare Ahe ANi te zikArI loka tara 'zikAra' mhaNatAta. maga mI tyAlA vicArale, 'tU gurUMcyA nAvAne kAhI kele kA?' tyAne sAMgitale, 'ho, tyAMcyA phoTocI mI pUjA karIta hoto, to maga tApI nadIta TAkUna Alo.' tyAMnI malA khUpa trAsa dilA, mhaNUna malA khUpa rAga AlA! mhaNUna TAkUna dilA. are, paNa phoTocI pUjA kazAlA kelIsa? ANi pujale hotesa tara maga tApImadhye kA TAkalesa? gurUMnI tulA ase sAMgitale navhate kI tU pUjA karUna tApImadhye TAkUna ye. nAhI tara AdhI pUjAca karAyacI navhatI. pUjA kelIsa mhaNUna jabAbadArI tujhI Ahe. he tara tU cukIce kelesa. kAlaparyaMta bhaktI karIta hotAsa ANi Aja pANyAta TAkalAsa! bhaktI karaNArA tU ANi upaTUna TAkaNArA suddhA tUca. svataHca bhaktI karaNArA ANi svataHca upaTUna TAkaNArA! hA gunhA Ahe kI nAhI? maga bhaktI kazAsAThI kelIsa? ANi jara upaTAyace asela tara vidhipUrvaka upaTUna TAkAve. ase cAlaNAra nAhI. kAraNa jyA phoTocI AjaparyaMta pUjA karata hotAsa, tyAsa udyA nadIta visarjana karaNe, hI tara hiMsA mhaTalI jAIla. ApaNa jANato kI hA bhagavaMtAcA phoTo Ahe tarI paNa tyAlA pANyAta buDavaNe hI ApalI cUka Ahe. jANata nasU ANi ajANatepaNI kele asela tara harakata nAhI. praznakartA : gurUMnI ase kele mhaNUna tara tyAlA TAkUna dyAve lAgela nA? gurU nimitta banaleca nA tyAta? te doSI Tharale nA?
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : gurUMnI jarI kAhIhI kele, tarI paNa ApalyA hAtUna cUka hotA kAmA naye. ApalyA cukImuLe karme ApalyAlAca bhovatAta va tyAMnI kelele cukIce karma tyAMnA bhovate. tumhI mAjhA apamAna kelA, zivyA dilyA ANi jara mI rAgAvalo tara te karma malA bhovela. malA tase karaNyAcI garajaca kAya? tumhI tara karma bAMdhAla. tumhI zrImaMta asAla, zaktIzAlI asAla tara bAMdhA. AmacyAta tazI zaktI suddhA nAhI ANi AmacI tazI zrImaMtIhI nAhI! tazI zaktI asela tara karma bAMdhU nA! tevhA ApaNa ase mhaNU naye. hA kutrA cAvalA mhaNUna kAya ApaNa suddhA cAvAyace? to tara cAvaNAraca nA! praznakartA : azA gurUMce phoTo nadIta TAkalyAne pApa kase kAya lAgela? dAdAzrI : ase bolAyace nasate. ApaNa ase bolU naye. tyA guruMmadhye bhagavaMtAcA vAsa Ahe. te gurU bhale vAITa asatIla, paNa tyAMcyAta bhagavaMta virAjamAna Aheta nA! ApaNa tyAMnA nirdoSaca pAhAyalA have. pUrva janmAce koNate tarI pApa asela mhaNUna ApaNa phasalo ANi ase gurU bheTale, nAhI tara bheTaleca nasate nA! mAgacyA janmAcA RNAnubaMdha mhaNUnaca te bheTale nA! nAhI tara kase bheTatIla? dusar2yA koNAlA nAhI ANi ApalyAca vATyAlA kA Ale? naMtara tyAsAThI AmhI vidhI kelA ANi tyAlA sAMgitale kI, 'gurUMcyA nAvAne vAITa bolU nakosa, tyAMcyAviSayI vAITa vicAra karU nakosa. gurUMsAThI vairabhAvanA ThevU nakosa.' tyAcyAkaDUna manApAsUna pratikramaNa karavUna ghetale, he sagaLe zikavale. tyA vyaktIlA yogya rastA dAkhavalA ANi nadIta phoTo TAkalA, tyAcA kazA ta-hene vidhI karAvA tehI mI tyAlA sAMgitale. naMtara tyAce mArgI lAgale. maga to varSabhara gurUkaDe gelAca nAhI, tevhA gurUMnA samajale kI kuNItarI tyAlA AmacyApAsUna vegaLe kele Ahe. varSabharAnaMtara gurUMnI patra pAThavale kI, 'tumhI yA, tumhAlA ajibAta trAsa deNAra nAhI.' hI jI pITa khANyAcI savaya Ahe, lobha-lAlUca Ahe tIca tyAlA mArate! paraMtu to
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________________ 72 guru-ziSya AtA tithe jAta nAhI. kAraNa hI mAsaLI jara ekadA pakaDalyAnaMtara suTalI tara punhA jALyAta sApaDate kA? jo lobhI-lAlacI asela tyAlA gurU karU naye. lAlacI nasela, svataMtra asela tyAlA gurU karAve. gurU mhaNatIla, 'cAlate vhA' tevhA mhaNAve 'sAheba, jazI tumacI marjI. Amace ghara Aheca, nAhI tara mAjhI bAyako suddhA mAjhI gurUca Ahe !' nAhI tara bAyakolA hI gurU banavU zakatA gurU karaNe jamata nasela ANi gurUMzivAya caina paData nasela tara bAyakolA sAMgA, tU ulaTI phiruna basa. mI tujhA gurU mhaNUna svIkAra karena. toMDAkaDe pAhU nakosa, haM! vaLUna basa mhaNAyace! jivaMta mUrtI Ahe nA! ho, mhaNaje bAkolAca gurU banavA. tumhI kAya karAla? lagna kele nAhI kA ajUna? praznakartA : lagna kele Ahe nA! dAdAzrI : maga tilA gurU banavA. tI tara ApalyA gharAtalIca Ahe nA. tUpa sAMDale tarI khicaDImadhyeca rAhila nA! praznakartA : tyAmuLe kAya phAyadA? jJAnI have nA? dAdAzrI : tara AtA bAherace gurU suddhA kAya deNAra Aheta? bAkI, bAyakolA tara sagaLyAMnIca gurU banavaleleca asate. koNI toMDAnI spaSTa bolata nAhI evaDheca. praznakartA : paNa sagaLyAMsamora ase bolU zakata nAhI nA! dAdAzrI : bolata nAhIta, paNa mI jANato sagaLyAMnA. mI mhaNato suddhA kI ajUna 'gurU' Ale nAhIta toparyaMta hA zahANA disato, paNa tilA yeU tara dyA! ANi tyAta kAhI harakatahI nAhI. paNa ApalI akkala azI asAyalA havI kI ticA phAyadA karuna ghyAyacA nAhI. ApalyAsAThI bhajI banavate, jilebI banavate, lADU banavate maga tilA gurU banavAyalA kAya harakata Ahe? bAheracyA gurUsAThI ulhAsa yeta nasela tara bAyakolAca
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________________ guru-ziSya sAMgA, 'tU mAjhI gurU, mI tujhA gurU, cala ye baghU! ulhAsa tara yeIla nA ! ticA suddhA ulhAsa vADhela. jyAlA pAhUna ulhAsa vATaNAra nAhI tyAlA gurU banavaNyApekSA bAyakolAca gurU banavale tara kAya vAITa ? kAraNa Ata bhagavaMta basale Aheta ! maga tI zikalelI aso kiMvA naso, tyAcI kAhIca kiMmata nAhI ! 73 mhaNaje cAMgale gurU miLAle nAhI, tara zevaTI bAyakolAhI gurU banavA! kAraNa gurUlA vicArUna cAlalele uttama ! vicAraleca nAhI tara maga bhaTakata rAhIla. 'tujhe kAya mhaNaNe Ahe ? tU mhaNazIla tase karU' ase ApaNa vicArAve. ANi bAyakone navar2yAmadhye gurUsthApanA kelI pAhije kI, 'tumhI kAya mhaNatA, tyApramANe mI karIna, ' he dusare gurU - DhoMgI gurU karaNyApekSA tara (he cAMgale) kAraNa gharAta kAhI bhAnagaDa tara nAhI ! mhaNUna bAyakolA gurU mAnUna suddhA sthApanA karAvI. paraMtu eka tarI gurU pAhije nA ! gurU miLAle tarI suddhA ? praznakartA : gurUdeva mhaNUna mI ekA saMtAMcA svIkAra kelA Ahe, tara AtA mI japa karaNyAsAThI tyAMce nAmasmaraNa karaNyAaivajI dusar2yAMce nAmasmaraNa karU zakato kA ? dAdAzrI : ApalyAlA jara uNIva vATata asela tara dusar2yAMce nAmasmaraNa karA. paNa uNIva vATate kA kadhI? nAhI. maga krodha-mAna- lobha hota nAhIta nA ? mAyA praznakartA : ase tara Ata sagaLe kAhI hote. dAdAzrI : maga ciMtA ? praznakartA : ciMtA vATate, paNa thoDI ! dAdAzrI : ciMtA Ahe maga jyAMce nAva gheNyAne ciMtA hota asela tyAMce nAmasmaraNa karaNyAcA arthaca kAya Ahe ? minIMgalesa ! krodha-mAnamAyA - lobha hota asatIla tara tyA nAma smaraNacA kAya upayoga ? ase krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha tara dusar2yAMnA suddhA hotAta ANi tumhAlA suddhA hotAta, mhaNaje tumace kAma pUrNa jhAle nAhI.
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________________ 74 guru-ziSya tara maga AtA dukAna (gurU) badalA. kuThaparyaMta ekAca dukAnAta paDUna rAhaNAra? tumhAlA paDUna rAhAyace asela tara paDUna rAhA, bAkI mI tara tumhAlA hA sallA deto. tumace kAma jhAle asela tara tithe rAhaNyAsa harakata nAhI. tyA ekAca jAgI rAhile tara dusar2yA jAgI luDabuDa karaNyAcI AvazyakatA nAhI. ___ matabheda hota asatIla tara maga gurUdevAMnI kAya kele? gurUdeva te kI je sarva du:khaM TALatAta. praznakartA : tyA gurUMcI goSTa ThIka Ahe. paNa he tara mI mAjhyA aMta:sphuraNene gurUMcA svIkAra kelA hotA. dAdAzrI : te ThIka Ahe. tyAta kAhI harakata nAhI. paNa ApaNa bArA varSAMparyaMta auSadha ghetale ANi AtalA roga barA jhAlA nAhI tara jaLo te DaoNkTara! ANi jaLo te auSadha! Theva te tyAMcyA gharI? anaMta janmAta heca kele, ANi bhaTakataca rAhilo! praznakartA : paraMtu tyAta gurUdevAMcI cUka kADhAyacI kI mAjhI svataHcI cUka? dAdAzrI : gurUMcI cUka! AtA mAjhyAjavaLa sATha hajAra loka Aheta paNa tyAMcyApaikI koNAsa duHkha asela tara tI mAjhIca cUka. tyA bicAr2yAMcI kAya cUka? te tara duHkhI Aheta mhaNUna tara mAjhyAjavaLa Ale Aheta. tevhA te jara sukhI jhAle nAhIta tara tI mAjhIca cUka. he tara gurUdevAMnI jabaradastIne DokyAta Thasavale hote, kAraNa kI te svataH koNAlA sukhI karU zakata nAhIta, mhaNUna mhaNatAta, 'tumhIca vAkaDe AhAta mhaNUna ase hota Ahe.' vakIla ApalyA azilAsa kAya mhaNatAta kI, 'tujhe karma phuTake Ahe, mhaNUna ase ulaTe jhAle.' ___nAhI tara gurU kase asale pAhijeta? kI je ApalI sarva duHkhaM dUra karatIla! bAkIcyAMnA gurU kase mhaNAve? praznakartA : paNa malA mAjhyA prakRtIcA doSa vATato Ahe.
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : prakRtIcA doSa nAhI. gurU tara ApalI prakRtI kazIhI aso paNa aMgAvara ghetAta. he tara aseca gurU banUna basale Aheta. loka tara kuThalyAhI dukAnAta basUna gayAvayA karatAta. te ase pAhata nAhIta kI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kamI jhAle Aheta kI nAhI? maga yAcA kAya phAyadA? paraMtu ApalyA lokAMcI hIca vAITa savaya Ahe. jyAcyA dukAnAta bastAna basavale maga tithe he pAhata nAhIta kI yAMce krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha gele? uNIvA gelyA? matabheda kamI jhAle? ciMtA kamI jhAlI? saMtApa kamI jhAlA? AdhI-vyAdhI-upAdhI kamI jhAlI? tara mhaNe, 'kAhIca kamI jhAlele nAhI.' are, maga soDa nA, yA dukAnAtUna nighUna jA nA, itakehI samajata nAhI? ___hI tara sagaLI gurUMcIca cUka Ahe. kuThalehI gurU (soDaNyAsAThI) ho mhaNata nAhI. mI tara kharI goSTa sAMgaNyAsAThI Alo Ahe. mAjhA kuNAbarobara bheda nAhI kiMvA kuNAbarobara kAhI bhAnagaDa nAhI! bAkI, koNI gurU ho mhaNaNAra nAhI. kAraNa tyAMcI dhvajA ThIka nAhI. gurU banUna basaleta, lokAMcyA DokyAvara caDhUna basaleta! kleza saMpavatIla, te khare gurU gurU tara teca kI ApalyAlA azI samaja detAta kI jyAmuLe kleza hoNAra nAhI. mahinAbharAta kadhIhI kleza hoNAra nAhI, azA ta-hene samajAvatIla, tyAMnA gurU mhaNatA yeIla. ApalyAlA kleza hota asela tara samajAve kI gurU miLAle nAhIta. kaDhApA-ajaMpA (baicenI, azAMtI, kleza) hota asela tara gurU karaNyAta kAya artha? gurUMnA ApaNa sAMgitale pAhije kI, 'sAheba, tumacA kaDhApA-ajaMpA gelelA vATata nAhI, nAhI tara mAjhA kaDhApA-ajaMpA kA jANAra nAhI? mAjhA jAIla ase asela taraca mI ApalyAkaDe punhA yeIla.' nAhI tara 'rAma rAma, jaya saccidAnaMda' mhaNAve! azI dukAne phirUna-phirUna tara AtAparyaMta anaMta janma bhaTakalo! ANi kAhI hota nasela tara gurUMnA sAMgAve kI 'sAheba, 'tumhI khUpa mahAna AhAta, paNa AmacyAta kAhIca badala hota nAhI mhaNUna jara kAhI upAya asela tara karUna baghA, nAhI tara AmhI
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________________ 76 guru-ziSya AtA ithUna nighUna jAU.' ase spaSTa sAMgAyalA nako kA ? AmhI dukAnAta jAto tevhA sAMgato kI 'bhAU rezamI mAla nasela tara jAU dyA, AmhAlA khAdI nako. ' gurU tara AmhI jyAMcI samajUna-umajUna pUjA kelI asela, ApalA sagaLA mAlakI bhAva sopavalA asela, tyAMnA gurU mhaNatA yeIla. nAhI tara kasale gurU ? ApalA aMdhAra (ajJAna) dUra kelA asela, va tyAMnI dAkhavalelyA rastyAvara ApaNa cAlalo tara krodha - mAna - mAyAlobha kamI hota jAtIla, matabheda kamI hota jAtIla, ciMtA-kleza ajibAta hoNAra nAhI. kleza jhAle tara te gurU nAhIca muLI, te sagaLe khoTe Aheta! ekAca gurUkaDe manuSya janma vAyA ghAlavU nakA loka tara eka gurU karUna thAMbale Aheta. ApaNa thAMbU naye. samAdhAna hota nasela tara gurU badalAveca. jithe ApalyA manAce samAdhAna vADhela, asaMtoSa hota nasela, jithe manAlA thAMbAvese vATata asela tithe thAMbAve. nAhI tara dusare loka thAMbale Aheta, mhaNUna tumhI thAMbU nakA. kAraNa tyAmuLeca tara anaMta janma bighaDale Aheta. manuSyatva punhA-punhA yeta nAhI ANi tithe thAMbUna rAhilAta, tara ApalA janma vAyA jAIla. ase karatAkaratA zodhatA zodhatA kevhA tarI bheTa hoIla. bheTa hoIla kI nAhI ? ApalyAlA mukhya vastU zodhAyacI Ahe. ANi zodhaNAr2yAlA tI sApaDateca. jyAlA zodhAyaceca nAhI, ANi 'Amace mitra jithe jAtAta tithe AmhIhI jAU,' maga kAya ? bighaDaleca sarva. vyavahArAta gurU : nizyayAta jJAnI praznakartA : AmhI jyAMcA gurU mhaNUna svIkAra kelA Ahe te jJAnI nAhIta, jJAnI tara ApaNa mhaTale jAtA. tara gurU ANi jJAnI doghAMnA sAMbhALAyace kI maga gurUMnA visarUna jAyace ? dAdAzrI : AmhI 'gurU rAhU dyA' ase mhaNato. gurU tara havetaca sagaLIkaDe, vyAvahArika gurU asatIla tara te Apale hitecchu mhaTale
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________________ guru-ziSya jAtAta, te Apale hita pAhatAta. vyavahArAta kAhI aDacaNa AlI tara tyAMnA vicArAyalA jAve lAgate. vyAvahArika gurU tara haveca, tyAMnA ApaNa soDAyace nAhI ANi jJAnI puruSa tara muktIce sAdhana dAkhavatAta, vyavahArAta hastakSepa karIta nAhIta. jJAnIpuruSa tara mokSAsAThI Aheta. ApalyA gurUMce ANi tyAMce kAhI deNegheNe nAhI. 77 AdhIcyA gurUMnA soDAyace nAhI. gurU tara rAhUca dyAve. gurUMzivAya vyavahAra kazA tar2hene cAlavAla? ANi nizcaya jANAyace asela tara jJAnI puruSAMkaDUna jANU zakato. vyAvahArika gurU saMsArAta madata karatAta, saMsArAta AmhAlA jI samaja lAgate tI samaja detAta, va puDhacI sagaLI madata karatAta, kAhI aDacaNa asela tara sallA detAta. adharmApAsUna mukta karatAta ANi dharma dAkhavatAta. jJAnI tara dharma va adharma donhIhI soDavatAta ANi muktIcyA dizekaDe gheUna jAtAta. ApalyA lakSAta Ale nA ? vyAvahArika gurU saMsArAta ApalyAlA sAMsArika dharma zikavatAta. koNate cAMgale kAma karAve ANi koNate vAITa kAma soDAve, yA sagaLyA zubha-azubhacyA goSTI ApalyAlA samajAvatAta. saMsAra tara rAhaNAraca Ahe, mhaNUna te gurU rAhU dyAve ANi jara mokSAsa jAyace Ahe, tara tyAsAThI jJAnIpuruSa, te vegaLe ! jJAnIpuruSa, he bhagavaMta pakSAce mhaTale jAtAta. visarU naye gurUMce upakAra praznakartA : 'dAdAMnA' bheTaNyApUrvI kuNAlA gurU mAnale asela tara ? tara tyAne kAya karAve ? dAdAzrI : tara tyAMcyAkaDe jAyace nA! ANi jAyace nasela tara jAyalAca pAhije ase anivAryahI nAhI. ApalyAlA jAyace asela tara jAve ANi jAyace nasela tara nakA jAU. tyAMnA duHkha hoU naye mhaNUna suddhA gele pAhije. ApaNa vinaya ThevAvA. yethe 'jJAna' ghetAnA malA koNI vicArale kI 'AtA mI gurUMnA soDUna deU ?' tevhA mI sAMgato kI, soDU nakA.' are, tyA gurUMcyA pratApAneca tumhI ithaparyaMta AlAta. gurUMmuLe manuSya kAhI maryAdeta rAhU zakato. gurU nasela nA, tara maryAdAca rAhata nAhI ANi gurUMnA ApaNa sAMgU zakato kI, 'malA jJAnIpuruSa miLAle 4
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________________ 78 guru-ziSya Aheta, tyAMce darzana karaNyAsa jAta Ahe.' kAhI loka tara ApalyA gurUMnA suddhA mAjhyAjavaLa gheUna yetAta, kAraNa gurUnAM suddhA mokSa havAca asato nA! praznakartA : ekadA gurU kele asatIla ANi maga soDUna dile tara kAya hoIla? dAdAzrI : paNa gurUMnA soDaNyAcI garajaca nAhI. gurUMnA kA soDAyace? ANi mI kazAsAThI soDaNyAsa sAMgena? tyA bhAnagaDIta mI kazAlA paDU? tyAmuLe je ulaTa pariNAma hotIla, tyAcA gunhegAra mI Tharena! AtA tyA gurUMcI manadharaNI karUna ApaNa tyAMcyAzI kAma ghetale pAhije. ase ApaNa karu zakato. ApalyAlA jara yA bhAUMkaDUna kAma karavUna ghetA yeta nasela, jamata nasela tara ApaNa tyAMcyAkaDUna kamI kAme ghyAvIta. paNa sahaja tyAMcyAkaDe yeNe-jANe ThevAve, tyAta kAya harakata kAya Ahe? praznakartA : samajA AdhI koNI dusare gurU kele asatIla, naMtara ApaNa bheTalAta, maga te cahAsArakhe ANi he jilebIsArakhe hoIla, tyAce kAya? dAdAzrI : cahA-jilebIsArakhe hoIla, tI vegaLI goSTa Ahe. te sAhajikaca Ahe. AmhI jara ase mhaTale kI, tyAMnA soDUna dyA' tara te ulaTa cAlatIla. mhaNUna soDUna cAlaNAra nAhI. agoDa lAgale tara agoDa paNa soDAyace nAhI. tyAMnA duHkha hoU naye mhaNUna kadhItarI ApaNa jAUna tyAMce darzana ghyAve. tyAMnA ase vATatA kAmA naye kI, 'hA yeta hotA ANi AtA yeta nAhI.' tyAMnA jara kaLale kI tumhI AtA dusar2yA jAgI jAtAta, tara mhaNAve, 'ApalyA ArAdhanemuLeca tara malA hA phAyadA miLAlA Ahe nA! ApaNaca yA rastyAne malA cAlAyalA zikavale nA!' maga tyAMnA AnaMda vATela. AtmasanmukhatAcA mArga kasA Ahe? koNI cahAcA eka kapa jarI pAjalA asela nA, tara tyAlAhI visarAyace nAhI. tumhAlA he kase vATate? praznakartA : samajale nAhI mhaNUna he vicArale.
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : ThIka Ahe, vicArUna pakke kele te cAMgale. pratyeka goSTa vicArUna pakkI karAvI. mhaNaje ApaNa tyAMcA tiraskAra karatA kAmA naye. jyAMnA gurU kele asela tyAMcA tiraskAra karaNe mhaNaje bhayaMkara gunhA mhaTalA jAto. ApaNa tyAMcyAkaDUna kAhI tarI miLavale hote nA? kAhI tarI madata jhAlIca asela nA? tyAMnI tumhAlA ekhAdI pAyarI tara caDhavalI asela nA? mhaNUna tumhI tyAMce upakAra mAnale pAhijeta. mhaNaje AttAparyaMta je prApta jhAle, tyAce upakAra tara Ahetaca nA! ApalyAlA kAhI lAbha jhAlA to visarU zakata nAhI nA! mhaNUna gurUMnA soDAyace nasate, tyAMce darzana karAyalA have. tyAMnA soDale tara tyAMnA du:khaM hoIla, maga to ApalA gunhA mhaTalA jAIla. tumace upakAra mAjhyAvara asatIla ANi mI tumhAlA soDUna dile tara to gunhA mhaTalA jAIla. mhaNUna soDatA kAmA naye, nehamIca upakAra mAnale pAhijeta. ekhAdA choTA upakAra jarI kelA asela ANi visarUna gelA, tara tI vyaktI kharI mhaTalI jAta nAhI. mhaNUna gurU asU dyA. gurU asU dyAve. gurUMnA dUra karu nakA. koNIhI gurU asela tara tyAMnA haTavaNyAcI goSTa karU naye. yA duniyeta haTavaNyAsArakhe kAhIca nAhI. haTavAyalA jAla tara ApaNa jyAMcyA AdhArAne cAlata hotA, tyAMce virodhI jhAlAta ase mhaTale jAIla. virodhI hoNyAcI AvazyakatA nAhI. ziSyAcyA dRSTikonAtUna praznakartA : koNatyA prakAracyA gurUMnA zaraNa gele tara Atma unnatI saMbhava Ahe? dAdAzrI : gurU mhaNaje kadhIca, AyuSyabhara ApalyA manAtUna utaraNAra nAhIta ase gurU asAveta. jevhA pAhU tevhA manAta ulhAsaca vATalA pAhije. jara ase gurU bheTale tara tyAMnA zaraNa jA. praznakartA : AmhAlA vAITa vicAra AlA ANi lagecaca AmhI bhAvanA badalato. paraMtu yAta ApalyAlA gurUkRpA kitapata sahAyyaka hote?
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________________ 80 guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : gurUkRpemuLe tara khUpa madata miLate. paraMtu ApalI tazI bhAvanA, tase prema asAyalA have. jyAMcyazivAya ApalyAlA karamata nAhI, caina paData nAhI asA bhAva havA. viraha vATalA pAhije. gurUMce jJAna jitake kacce asela, titakA kALa tyA ziSyAlA adhika lAgela. ekjeMkaTa jJAna lagecaca phaLa dete ANi jarI malA kevaLajJAna hotA-hotA thAMbale Ahe, paraMtu bheda jJAna tara mAjhyAjavaLa Aheca ANi te lagecaca phaLa deIla ase Ahe. gurUMce prema-rAjIpA praznakartA : gurU prasanna jhAle ase kadhI mAnale jAIla? dAdAzrI : te tara AmhI saMpUrNa AjJeta rAhU tara te prasanna hotIla. te prasanna jhAle tara AmhAlA kaLela. rAtraMdivasa AmhalA premAtaca ThevatIla. __ praznakartA : ase kAhI khAsa prakArace vartana pAhUna gurU prasanna hotAta, paNa naMtara AmacyA vartanAta kadAcita kadhI nyUna Ale tara punhA nArAja paNa hoU zakatAta nA? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, prasanna koNAlA mhaNatAta, kI kadhI nArAjaca hoNAra nAhIta. ziSya tara cukA karataca rAhaNAra, paraMtu te nArAja hota nAhIta. anokhI gurUdakSiNA praznakartA : AdhyAtmika gurU niHspRhI asatIla tara tyAMnA gurUdakSiNA kazI detA yeIla? dAdAzrI : tyAMcI AjJA pAlana karaNyAne, tyAMcI AjJA pALalI nA, tara tyAMnA gurUdakSiNA pohocateca. yA AmhI pAca AjJA deto, tyA pALalyA tara AmacI dakSiNA pohocalI. praznakartA : vidyAgurU ni:spRhI asatIla tara tyAMnA gurUdakSiNA kazA prakAre detA yeIla?
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : vidyAgurU niHspRhI asatIla tara tyAMcI sevA karUna, zArIrika sevA ANi dusarI kAme karUna cukavalI jAU zakate. dusare suddhA bareca prakAra asatAta. niHspRhI vyaktIcI dusar2yA prakArehI sevA kelI jAU zakate. aMtaryAmI gurU praznakartA : bAhya gurU ANi aMtaryAmI gurU yA doghAMcI upAsanA ekAcaveLI kelI jAU zakate kA? dAdAzrI : ho, aMtaryAmI gurU jara tumhAlA mArgadarzana karata asatIla tara maga bAhya gurUMcI AvazyakatA nAhI. praznakartA : dehadhArI gurU asatIla tara adhika puruSArtha hoU zakato. dAdAzrI : ho, pratyakSa gurU asatIla tara puruSArtha lageca hoto. aMtaryAmI tara tumhAlA puSkaLa mArgadarzana karatAta. te khUpa ucca koTIce samajale jAte. paraMtu aMtaryAmI prakaTa hoNe atizaya durlabha goSTa Ahe. te tara bAherace je gurU Aheta, te tumhAlA adhika madata karatIla. nAhI tara Ata tumacyA AtmyAlA gurU banavA, tyAMce nAva zuddhAtmA. tyAMnA sAMgA, 'he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, tumhI malA mArgadarzana karA.' tara te karatIla. gurUMcI garaja koNAlA nAhI? praznakartA : ApalyAkaDUna yarthAtha samakita jhAlyAnaMtara gurUMcI garaja nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : naMtara gurU nakota, gurUMcI garaja koNAlA nasate? tara mAjhyAsArakhyA jJAnIpuruSAlA gurUMcI garaja nAhI. jyAMnA svataHce sarvaca doSa disatAta! praznakartA : ApaNa jJAna pradAna keleta tara satata jAgRta rAhaNyAsAThI gurUMcA satsaMga athavA gurUMce sAnidhya garajece Ahe kA?
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________________ guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : ho, tyA sagaLyAMcI garaja Ahe nA! pAca AjJA pAlana karaNyAcI garaja, sagaLyAMcIca garaja ! praznakartA : arthAta gurUMcI garaja Aheca nA? dAdAzrI : gurUMcI garaja nAhI. he sagaLe sAdhya jhAlyAvara maga koNa gurU? sAdhakAce gurU asatAta. malA sATha hajAra loka bheTale Aheta, tyAMnI gurU karaNyAcI garaja nAhI. praznakartA : maga tyAMnA satsaMgAcI garaja Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : ho, satsaMgAcI garaja Ahe ANi pAca AjJA pALaNyAcIhI garaja Ahe. praznakartA : ApaNa jevhA yethe asAla tevhA roja yeNyAcI garaja Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : mI jevhA yethe asela tevhA lAbha ghyA. roja nAhI AlAta va mahinyAne AlAta tarI harakata nAhI. praznakartA : tumacyA anupasthitIta tyA prakAracyA jAgRtIcI garaja Ahe kA? satsaMgAcI garaja Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : garaja tara Aheca nA! paNa jamela tevaDhe karAve. jevaDhe jamela tevaDhe, tara tumhAlA adhika lAbha hoIla. praznakartA : ApaNa paradezAta jAtA tevhA yethe pUrNa rikAme asate, yethe koNI ekatra yeta nAhIta. dAdAzrI : ase tumhAlA rikAme vATate, yA sarvAMnA rikAme vATata nAhI. pUrNa divasa dAdA bhagavAna tyAMcyA sobataca asatAta. pUrNa divasa, niraMtara, covIsa tAsa sobata asatAta dAdA bhagavAna. mI tithe paradezAta asalo tarIhI! jase gopIMsAThI zrIkRSNa rAhata hote nA, taseca rAhatAta niraMtara! to ziSya mhaTalA jAIla tumhAlA spaSTapaNe samajale kI nAhI? spaSTapaNe samajale taraca
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________________ guru-ziSya pariNAma disela. nAhI tara tyAcA pariNAma kasA disela? jyA spaSTapatApUrvaka mI samajalo ANi jyA spaSTIkaraNAmuLe mI suTalo Ahe, saMpUrNapaNe suTalo Ahe, jo rastA mI AcaraNAta ANalA toca rastA mI tumhAlA dAkhavalA Ahe. praznakartA : paNa hI goSTa bAheracyA vyaktIlA kazI samajela? dAdAzrI : bAheracyAMsAThI nAhI. he tara tumhI samajAyace. bAheracyAMnA samajela azI hI goSTa nAhI. hI tara jyAcyA DokyAta jitakI utarela tevaDhIca utarela! sagaLyAMnA kadAcita nAhI paNa samajaNAra. tyAMcyAta titakI zaktI havI nA! pacavaNyAsAThI zaktI asalI pAhije nA? yA mANasAMcA kAhI ThikANA nAhI, DokyAcA ThikANA nAhI, manAcA ThikANA nAhI, jithe-tithe ciDatAta, jithe-tithe bhAMDatAta. te tara pUrvIce manuSya hote sthirAvalele! bAkI he tara durdazA jhAlele loka! yethe baoNsa oraDato, bAyako oraDate. ekhAdIca vyaktI yAtUna vAcela. bAkI, AtA tara durdazAca jhAlelI Ahe! hallI loka gurUMkaDe kazAsAThI jAtAta? lAlacUmuLe (pralobhanAMmuLe) jAtAta kI, 'mAjhe he ThIka karUna dyA, mAjhe ase hoU dyA, gurUMnI majhyAvara thoDI kRpA karAvI ANi mAjhe divasa badalAveta!' praznakartA : gurU karatAnA ziSyAkaDe koNate guNa asale pAhijeta? dAdAzrI : alIkaDacyA ziSyAMjavaLa cAMgale guNa kase asatIla? ANi tehI yA kaliyugAta! bAkI ziSya tara koNAlA mhaNAyace kI tyAcyA gurUMnI veDepaNA kelA tarI tyAcI zraddhA tuTaNAra nAhI, tyAlA mhaNatAta ziSya! gurUMnI veDepaNA kelA tarIhI ApalI zraddhA DhaLaNAra nAhI. ziSya mhaNUna he Apale guNa mhaTale jAtAta ase hoIla kA tumacyAkaDUna? praznakartA : ajUna tara asA prasaMga upasthita jhAlA nAhI. dAdAzrI : tase jhAle tara kAya karAla? ho, gurUMvara zraddhA ThevAla tara azI ThevA kI jI zraddhA ThevalyAnaMtara DhaLatA kAmA naye. nAhI tara suravAtIpAsUnaca zraddhA TheU naye, tyAta kAya vAITa?
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________________ 84 guru-ziSya kAlaparyaMta loka tyAMnA mAnata hote ANi maga gurUMnI veDepaNA kelA tara zivyA deU lAgale. havyA tazA zivyA deU lAgale. are, maga tyAMnA mAnaleca kazAsAThI? ANi jara mAnale tara AtA zivyA deNe baMda kara. AtAparyaMta pANI pAjUna jhADa vADhavale, tyA jhADAlAca tU kApUna TAkalesa? tujhI kAya avasthA hoIla? gurUMce je vhAyace te hoIla paNa tujhI kAya dainAavasthA hoIla? praznakartA : AmhI manAta gurUMsAThI kAhI ucca kalpanA kelI asela, tI khaMDita hote mhaNUna ase ghaData asela kA? dAdAzrI : eka tara gurU karu nakA, ANi kelyAnaMtara gurUMnI jarI veDepaNA kelA tarIhI tumacI dRSTI badalatA kAmA naye. pAhU naye cUka kadhI gurUMcI he tara pAca divasAtaca gurUMcI cUka kADhatAta. tumhI ase kA karatA? are, tyAMcI cUka kADhatA! gurUMcI cUka kADhatAta kA he loka? praznakartA : gurUMcI cUka kadhIca kADhU naye. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa te cUka kADhalyAzivAya rAhataca nAhIta nA! he kaliyugAtIla loka! mhaNUna maga adhogatIta jAtAta. AtAce gurU paraphekTa nasatAta. AtA paraphekTa gurU kuThUna ANaNAra? he gurU tara kase? kaliyugAtIla gurU! samajA gurUMkaDUna cUka jhAlI tarI suddhA tU jara tyAMcA ziSya asazIla tara tU tyAMnA soDU nakosa. kAraNa dusarA sarva karmAcA udaya asato. ase nAhI kA samajata tulA? tU kazAsAThI dusare kAhI pAhatosa? tyAMcyA padAlA tU namaskAra kara nA! te je karatAta, te tU pAhAyace nAhIsa. ho, tyAMcA udaya AlA Ahe, mhaNUna te bhogata Aheta. tyAta tujhe kAya deNegheNe? tulA tyAMce pAhaNyAcI garajaca kAya? tyAMcyA poTAta muraDa paDalI mhaNUna kAya tyAMcA gurUpaNA nighUna gelA? tyAMnA eka divasa ulaTI jhAlI tara kAya tyAMcA gurUpaNA nighUna gelA? tumacyA karmAcA udaya hoto maga tyAMcyA karmAcA udaya hota nasela? tumhAlA kase vATate?
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________________ guru-ziSya praznakartA : barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : gurUMcyA poTAta muraDa paDalI tara kAya sagaLyA ziSyAMnI nighUna jAve? AtA mAjhyA poTAta muraDa paDalI tara tumhI sagaLe nighUna jAla kA? mhaNaje asA aparAdha karU nakA. virodhI vhAyace nAhI. jyAMnA tumhI pUjata hotA, jyAMce tumhI anuyAyI hotA, tyAMceca tumhI virodhI banalAta? maga tumacI kAya avasthA hoIla? te gurUpada jAta kAmA naye. tyAMnA dusar2yA dRSTIne pAhU nakA. paraMtu AjakAla tara kityeka loka dusar2yA dRSTIneca pAhatAta, nAhI kA? pujyatA naSTa hoU naye, heca sAra ase Ahe nA, cALIsa varSAMpAsUna je Apale gurU asatIla ANi tyA gurUMnA ase kAhI jhAle, tarI ApalyAta kAhIhI badala hoU deU naye. ApalI dRSTI tIca ThevAvI, jyA dRSTIne pahilyAMdA pAhile hote, tIca dRSTI ThevAvI. nAhI tara to bhayaMkara aparAdha mhaTalA jAto. AmhI tara sAMgato kI gurU karAla tara sAvadhAnIpUrvaka karA. naMtara veDapaTa nighAle, tarIhI tU tyAMcA veDepaNA pAhU nakosa. jyA divazI tU gurU kele hotesa tyAnaMtara gurUMnA nehamI taseca pAhAve. mI tara tyAMcI pUjA kelyAnaMtara tyAMnI mArahANa kelI kiMvA dArU pIta asatIla, mAMsAhAra karIta asatIla tarI suddhA mI tyAMcI pUjA soDaNAra nAhI. kAraNa jyAMnA mI pAhile hote te vegaLe hote ANi Aja yA prakRtIvaza kAhI vegaLeca vartana hota Ahe, paraMtu he tyAMcyA iccheviruddha ghaData Ahe, ase lageca samajAve. ApaNa ekadA hirA pasaMda karUna ghetalA, maga AtA kAya? to punhA kAca hoIla kA? to tara hirAca Ahe. ___ tyAvara mI AtA eka udAharaNa deto. AmhI svata: eka jhADa lAvale asela ANi naMtara jara AmhAlAca tithe relve lAIna ghAlAyacI asela ANi te jhADa relve lAInacyA ADa yeta asela mhaNUna te jhADa kApAyacI veLa AlI, tara mI sAMgena kI mI jhADa lAvale Ahe, mI tyAlA pANI ghAtale Ahe, tevhA AtA tumhI relve lAInIta badalA karA paNa jhADa kApAyace nAhI. mhaNaje mI ekAdyA mahArAjAMcyA pAyA paDalo, maga tyAMnI
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________________ 86 guru-ziSya jarI kAhIhI kele tarI mI mAjhI dRSTI bighaDavaNAra nAhI. kAraNa te karmAdhIna Ahe. je disata Ahe te sarva karmAdhIna Ahe. mI jANato kI tyAMnA karmAcyA udayAne gherale Ahe. mhaNUna dusar2yA dRSTIne baghU naye. jara jhADa kApAyaceca hote tara tyAce pAlana-poSaNa karAyace navhate, ANi pAlana-poSaNa kele tara AtA kApU nakosa. hA AmacA siddhAMta Ahe pahilyApAsUnaca! tumacA siddhAMta kAya Ahe ? veLa AlI tara saraLa kApUna TAkAyace ? mhaNUna jyAMcI pUjA karatA, tyAMnA upaTUna TAkU nakA. nAhI tara jyAMcI pUjA kelI Ahe, cALIsa varSAMpAsUna jyAMnA pujale Ahe ANi ekkecALIsAvyA varSI uDavUna TAkale, kApale tara cALIsa varSAce tara gele ANi vara doSAne bAMdhale gele. tumhI namaskAra karU nakA ANi kelA tara maga tyAMcyAviSayI pUjyatA naSTa hotA kAmA naye. pUjyatA naSTa hoU naye heca yA jagAce sAra Ahe ! evaDheca samajAyace Ahe. yAta doSa koNAcA ? praznakartA : paraMtu yA jagAta AmhI jyA vyaktIlA pUjya mAnato, tI joparyaMta AmacyA anurUpa asela toparyaMta saMbaMdha Tikato ANi jara tyAMcyAkaDUna thoDese jarI ulaTasulaTa jhAle kI AmacA saMbaMdha bighaDato ! dAdAzrI : ho, te mAtImola hote. bighaDate evaDheca nAhI, paraMtu virodhI banUna jAto. praznakartA : tyAMcyAsAThI jo bhAva hotA, to sagaLA saMpalA. dAdAzrI : saMpalA ANi vara virodhI banalA. praznakartA : maga yAta cUka koNAcI ? dAdAzrI : jyAlA ulaTe disate nA, tyAcAca doSa! ulaTe nAhIca kAhI yA jagAta. bAkI, jaga tara pAhaNyA - jANaNyAsArakhe Ahe, dusare kAya? ulaTe ANi saraLa ase tumhI kazAsa mhaNatA ? tara tI buddhI ApalyAlA ukasAvata asate.
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________________ guru-ziSya praznakartA : ulaTe-saraLa pAhaNe hA pAhaNAr2yAcA doSa Ahe, ase tumhI mhaNatA nA? dAdAzrI : ho, to buddhIcA doSa Ahe. ApalyAlA samajale pAhije kI he 'ulaTe ANi saraLa' dAkhavaNArI buddhI Ahe. tevhA ApaNa buddhIce aikU naye. buddhI Ahe toparyaMta tI ase sarva karaNAraca. paraMtu ApalyAlA samajale pAhije kI hA koNAcA doSa Ahe! ApalyA DoLyAMnI ulaTe disata asela tara ApalyAlA kaLUna yete kI DoLyAMnI tase pAhile!! sannipAta, tarIhI tIca dRSTI / jJAnI puruSAMnA kiMvA gurUMnA kiMvA koNAlAhI pUjale asela ANi tyAnaMtara jara kadhI tyAMnA sannipAta jhAlA, tara te cAvAyalA dhAvatAta, mAratAta, zivyAhI detAta paNa tarIhI tyAMcA ekahI doSa pAhU naye. sannipAta jhAlA asela ANi zivyA dilyA tara kitI loka dhIrAne gheU zakatIla? mhaNaje tazI samajaca nAhI. gurU tara teca Aheta paNa prakRtIta badala jhAlA. maga koNAcIhI prakRtI aso, sannipAta hoNyAsa veLaca lAgata nAhI nA! kAraNa he zarIra kazAce banalele Ahe ? kapha, vAyu va pittAce banalele Ahe. Ata kapha, vAyu ANi pittAne jarA usaLI mAralI kI sannipAta hoto! gurU-pAcavI ghAtI AjacyA yA pAcavyA Ar2yAtIla (kAlacakrAcA eka bhAga) je sarva jIva Aheta te kase Aheta? pUrvavirAdhaka jIva Aheta. mhaNUna guruMmadhye jara prakRtIcyA doSAmuLe cukA jhAlyA tara gurUMce doSa baghatAta va virAdhanA karatAta. gurU kelyAnaMtara jara virAdhanA karaNAra asAla, tumacA kamakuvatapaNA jara puDhe yeNAra asela tara gurU karU nakA. nAhI tara bhayaMkara doSa Ahe. gurU kelyAnaMtara tyAMcI virAdhanA karU nakA. kasehI gurU asatIla tarI zevaTaparyaMta tyAMcyA ArAdhanetaca rAhA. ArAdhanA jarI nAhI jhAlI tarI virAdhanA tara karUca nakA. kAraNa gurUMcI cUka pAhaNe hI pAcavI ghAtI Ahe. mhaNUna tara ase zikavatAta kI, 'bhAU, he bagha, gurU
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________________ guru-ziSya he pAcavI ghAtI Ahe, mhaNUna jara gurUMcI kAhI cUka disalI tara tU mAralA gelAsa ase samaja.' eka mANUsa mAjhyAkaDe AlelA, to malA sAMgata hotA kI, 'mAjhyA gurUMnI malA sAMgitale hote, kI 'tU ithUna jA, AtA punhA kadhI AmacyAjavaLa yeU nakosa.' tevhApAsUna malA tithe jAvese vATata nAhI. tevhA mI tyAlA samajAvale kI gelA nAhIsa tarI harakata nAhI paNa gurUMcI mAphI mAgUna ghe nA! jo mAphI mAgela to ithUna, yA duniyetUna mukta hoIla. toMDI tara mAphI mAgitalI, AtA manAne paNa mAphI mAgAyacI. ANi tulA yA ciThThIta je lihUna dile Ahe tyApramANe gharI pratikramaNa karata rahA. maga tyAlA pratikramaNa vidhI lihUna dilI. tU jyAMnA gurU kele Ahesa, tyAMcI niMdA karU nakosa. kAraNa itara sarva udayakarmAcyA adhIna Ahe. manuSya kAhIca karU zakata nAhI. AtA azAveLI harakata na gheNe hAhI eka gunhAca Ahe ! paraMtu harakata vItarAgatene ghyAvI, azI tyAMcyAvara dhULa uDavUna nAhI. 'ase vhAyalA nako,' itake tumhI tyAMnA sAMgU zakatA, paNa sarva varavara! kAraNa te udayakarmAcyA adhIna Aheta. maga tyAMcA doSa kADhUna kAya phAyadA? tumhAlA kase vATate? praznakartA : ho, barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : dusare mhaNaje gurUMce je upakAra Aheta, te upakAra mAnale pAhijeta. kAraNa tyAMnI tumhAlA yA sImecyA bAhera kADhale, to upakAra visarU nakA. jyA gurUMnI itake bhale kele tyAMce guNa visarUna kase cAlela? mhaNUna tyAMcyAkaDe jAyalA pAhije. ANi gurU avazya karAve va eka gurU kelyAnaMtara tyA gurUMbaddala ajibAta bhAva bighaDavatA kAmA naye, evaDheca sAMbhALAyace, basa. gurUMsAThI ulaTA vicAra karu naye. gurUMnI jara ziSyAlA mhaTale kI, 'tulA akkala nAhI' tara ziSya tithUna nighUna jAto. tyAlA apamAna vATato mhaNUna nighUna jAto. tithe to
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________________ guru-ziSya virodhI banato kI, 'svataHce Doke cAlata nAhI ANi mAjhe gurU hoUna basale AhAta.' ase mhaTalyAmuLe tara ulaTa vAITa pariNAma hoto. are, kAla tara tU pAyA paData hotAsa ANi Aja dagaDa mAratosa? jyAMce pAya pujale, tyAMnA kadhI mArU naye. ANi jara mArAyace asela tara punhA kadhI pAyA paDU nakosa! gurU mhaNatIla, tumhI akarA vAjatA ithUna koThehI jAyace nAhI. maga mana Ata kitIhI uDyA mArU lAgale tarI suddhA jAyace nAhI. ase kAhI ziSya asatAta kI je gurU jarI kasehI vAgale tarI paNa te gurUcyA adhIna rAhatAta. paraMtu AttAcyA gurUMcyA adhinateta, tara te gurU suddhA itake adhika pramANAta kacce ANi kamakuvata asatAta kI ziSya ciDUna mhaNatAta kI, 'he kasale barakata nasalele gurU bheTaleta!' ase ekadA jarI bolatAta nA, maga sagaLe kele-savaralele dhULIsa miLate. gurUMnI naLyANNva varSAMparyaMta sarva cAMgaleca kele asela paNa phakta sahA mahineca cukIce kele tara ziSya sarva kAhI saMpavUna TAkato! mhaNUna guruMjavaLa jara kadhI adhInatene rAhilA nasela tara kSaNabharAta sagaLe saMpavUna TAkela! kAraNa hA visphoTaka (dArUkhAnA) Ahe. yA dusar2yA sagaLyA goSTI dArUkhAnA nAhIta. phakta guruMjavaLaca dArUkhAnA Ahe. sagaLe kAhI kele asela, paraMtu to dArUkhAnA phAraca bhayaMkara Ahe mhaNUna khUpa jAgRta rahA, sAvadhAna rahA, ANi jara ekhAdI ThiNagI uDAlI tara navyANNva varSe kele-savaralelyAcI dhULadhANa hoIla! ANi bhAjUna marela te vegaLeca! tithe upAya karAvA lAgato eka vyaktI malA sAMgate kI, 'eka moThe saMta puruSa Aheta tyAMcyAkaDe mI jAto, tyAMce darzana gheto, tarI suddhA AjakAla mAjhyA manAta tyAMcyAviSayI vAITa vicAra yetAta.' mI mhaTale, 'koNate vicAra yetAta?' tara tyAne sAMgitale, 'te nAlAyaka Aheta, durAcArI Aheta.' ase sarva vicAra yetAta. mI vicArale, 'tulA ase vicAra karaNe AvaDate?' tara to
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________________ guru-ziSya mhaNAlA, 'cAMgale vATata nAhI tarI paNa yetAtaca. paNa AtA he baMda kase hotIla? tyAsAThI koNatA upAya karAvA?' tumhI koNatA upAya karAla? yAta doSa koNAcA? gurUMcA? praznakartA : jyAlA ase vicAra yetAta tyAcA. dAdAzrI : ho. mhaNUna mI tyAlA kAya mhaTale kI, 'bhAU, tulA jara ase vAITa vicAra Ale nA kI 'te nAlAyaka Aheta, itake vAITa Aheta', tara ase vicAra yeNe he ApalyA hAtacA kheLa nAhI. tevhA tulA ase bolale pAhije kI he khUpa upakArI Aheta. mana 'vAITa Aheta' ase bolata asela tevhA tU 'khUpa upakArI Aheta' ase bolAve. mhaNaje he plasa-mAInasa hoUna saMpUna jAIla. mhaNUna hA upAya sAMgata Ahe.' gurUbhaktI tara khojA lokAMcI tyA veLI tara mI tyA khojA lokAMce pAhile kI te sarva ekA gurUMnA mAnata hote. mhaNata hote kI Amace gurU samartha Aheta! ANi ekA gurUne ameriketa jAUna vivAha kelA mhaNUna tyAMce bhakta, nAlAyaka Aheta, nAlAyaka Aheta ase mhaNU lAgale. sarva ziSya tyAMce virodhI jhAle kI gurUMnI asA gunhA karAyalA nako. are, tumacyA gurUMnA nAlAyaka mhaNatA? tumhI koNAlA namaskAra karIta hotAta? tyAvara to mhaNAlA, 'maga azA gurUMnA nAlAyaka nAhI mhaNAyace?' mI mhaNAlo, 'yA khojA lokAMnA vicArA. malA tyAMcI vizeSatA hI vATalI kI sAr2yA jagAta tyAMce bhakta malA khUpa ucca koTIce vATale! tyAMcyA gurUMnI ekA paradezI strIbarobara vivAha kelA tarI paNa tyAMce bhakta sohaLA sAjarA karatAta ANi ApalyA yethIla ekhAdyA gurUne tyAMcyAca jAtItalyA strIzI vivAha kelA tarIhI mArUna mArUna tyAMcI phajitI karatIla. khojA loka tara tyAMcyA gurUMnI paradezI strIzI vivAha kelA tarI sohaLA sAjarA karatAta. tyAMce ziSya tara mhaNatIla, 'bhAU, tyAMnA sarva adhikAra Ahetaca. ApaNa manAI karu zakata nAhI!' ApaNa lageca sohaLA sAjarA kelA pAhije. tyAMce yethIla sagaLe anuyAyI khUpa khuza jhAle! tyA sarvAMnI yethe miravaNUka kADhalI! gurU je karatAta te ApaNa karAyace nAhI, ApaNa tara gurU sAMgatIla te karAyace.
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________________ guru-ziSya duniyeta gurU karaNyAsa jara koNAlA Ale asela tara te yA khojA lokAMnA! tumacyA gurUMnI asA vivAha kelA asela, are, vivAha kelA nasela paraMtu koNAlA jarAse oraDale asatIla tarI tumhI sagaLe tyAMnA mAratA. yA khojA lokAMcyA gurUMnI tara vivAha kelA ekA yuropiyana leDIbarobara! ANi tyA sagaLyA lokAMnI usohaLA sAjarA kelA kI Apale gurU tara ekA yuropiyana leDIbarobara vivAha karIta Aheta! yAMnA mhaNatAta ziSya. gurUMce uNe kADhU naye. sagaLyAMce uNe kADhA, paNa gurUMce uNe kADhU nakA. tyAta phAra moThI jokhIma Ahe. nAhI tara gurU karUca nakA. mI gurUMcI ArAdhanA karaNyAsa sAMgata nAhI, paNa tyAMcI virAdhanA karU nakA. ANi jara ArAdhanA kelI tara kAmaca jhAle, paraMtu itakI adhika ArAdhanA karaNyAcI zaktI manuSyAta nasate. mI kAya mhaNato kI veDyAlA gurU banavA, agadI veDyAlA gurU banavA, paraMtu AyuSyabhara tyAcyAzI 'sinsiyara' rAhA, tara tumace kalyANa hoIla. pUrNa veDyA gurUzI sinsiyara rAhilyAne tumace sarva kaSAya saMpUna jAtIla! paNa evaDhe samajale pAhije nA! evaDhI buddhI cAlalI pAhije nA! mhaNUnaca tara tumacyAsAThI dagaDAce deva sthApana kele, kI hI prajA azI Ahe, mhaNUna dagaDAce deva basavA mhaNaje maga uNe kADhaNAra nAhIta. tara mhaNe, 'nAhI, dagaDAta suddhA uNe kADhatAta kI hA zrRMgAra yogya nAhI!' hI prajA ati vicAra karaNArI Ahe ! ati vicAravaMta, gurUMce doSa baghaNAre loka. svata:ce doSa baghaNyAce soDUna, gurUMce doSa baghatAta! itakI adhika tara tyAMcI alarTanesa (jAgarUkatA) Ahe ! ___ AmhI khAtrI deto kI koNatyAhI veDyAlA gurU kele ANi AyuSyabhara tyAlA nibhAvUna ghetale tara tIna janmAta mokSa hoIla ase Ahe. paraMtu gurU jivaMta asalA pAhije. mhaNUna tara lokAMnA he paravaDale nAhI ANi mUrtI ThevalI. mAjhe kAya mhaNaNe Ahe kI svataH Tharavalele gurU soDU naye. gurU karaNe hI kAhI sopI goSTa nAhI. gurU karA paNa uttama prakAre pArakha karUna magaca karA.
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________________ guru-ziSya nAhI tara ghaDyAsa gurU banavA praznakartA : paraMtu jevhA gurU kele asatIla, tevhA tyAMnA itakI samaja nasate. dAdAzrI : ANi jaNU he samajutIce pote(!) jhAleta, mhaNUna AtA gurUlA nAThALa mhaNAve? tyApekSA bhIma hotA nA, tyA bhImAcI paddhata vAparA. tyA dusar2yA cAra bhAvAMcI paddhata vAparAyacI ApalyAlA garaja nAhI. kAraNa koNatyAhI gurUMnA namaskAra karAvA lAgalA tara bhImAlA huDahuDI bharata ase, apamAnAspada vATata ase. mhaNUna bhImAne kAya vicAra kelA? kI he gurU malA paravaData nAhIta. mAjhe bhAU basatAta, tyAMnA kAhI suddhA hota nAhI ANi malA tara, gurUMnA pAhilyAbarobara mAjhA ahaMkAra usaLU lAgato, malA ulaTa-sulaTa vicAra yetAta. paNa tarI gurU tara keleca pAhijeta. guruMzivAya mAjhI kAya avasthA hoIla? tyAne upAya zodhUna kADhalA. eka mAtIcA ghaDA hotA, tyAlA jaminImadhye ulaTA gADalA ANi tyAvara kALA raMga dilA ANi tyAvara lAla akSarAta lihile, 'namo nemInAthAyaH' nemInAtha bhagavaMta zyAma hote-kALe hote mhaNUna kALA raMga dilA! ANi maga tyAcI bhaktI kelI. ho, to ghaDA gurU ANi svataH ziSya! gurU yethe pratyakSa DoLyAMnI disata navhate ANi tyA pratyakSa gurUMsamora tyAlA lAja vATata hotI, tyAMnA namaskAra karata navhatA, ANi yethe ghaDA ulaTA gADUna darzana kele, mhaNUna bhaktI suru jhAlI, tarI suddhA phaLa miLata hote. kAraNa viSa hota navhate. mhaNaje yethehI jara ulhAsa vATalA tarI tumace kalyANa hoIla! sakALa jhAlI, saMdhyAkALa jhAlI kI bhIma tithe jAUna basata ase. mhaNaje ase gurU cAMgale kI ApalyAlA kadhI rAga tara yeNAra nAhI, kAhI jhajhaMTa tara nAhI. rAga AlA tara ghaDA ukaruna kADhAvA. ANi tyA jivaMta mANasAMvara zraddhA, tI tara mArUnaca TAkate. kAraNa Ata bhagavaMta basalele Aheta. tyA ghaDyAvara tara phakta bhagavaMtAcA AropaNaca Ahe, ApaNaca bhagavaMtAce AropaNa kele Ahe.
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________________ guru-ziSya praznakartA : ghaDyAlA gurU banavale, tarI dekhIla lAbha jhAlA? dAdAzrI : lAbha tara tyAlA hoNAraca nA! ase pratyakSapaNe nAhI kele paraMtu apratyakSapaNe tara kele nA! nemInAtha bhagavaMtAMnA namaskAra tara kelAca nA! maga te ase Ahe kI, itake choTe-choTe bAlaka asatAta, tyAMce AI-vaDIla tyAMnA mhaNatAta kI, 'dAdAjIMnA namaskAra kara.' paraMtu bAlaka namaskAra karata nAhI. jevhA punhA punhA namaskAra karAyalA lAvatAta tevhA asA mAge ubhA rAhUna namaskAra karato. he kAya sUcita karate? ahaMkAraca Ahe to sagaLA! tyAcapramANe bhImAlA suddhA ahaMkAra hotA, mhaNUna azA tahene ghaDA ThevUna suddhA kele. tarI dekhIla tyAlA lAbha tara nakkIca jhAlA. ho, kharokhara ase ghaDale. tyAveLI nemInAtha bhagavaMta jivaMta hote. praznakartA : mhaNaje te pratyakSa hote? dAdAzrI : ho. te pratyakSa hote. praznakartA : mhaNUna ekaMdarIta tara tyAMcIca bhaktI kelI. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa nAmAne ANi sthApanene nemInAtha bhagavaMtAcI ArAdhanA kelI! praznakartA : paraMtu ghaDyAlA AmhI gurU banavale, tara to jaDa padArtha jhAlA nA? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, yA duniyeta je kAhI DoLyAne disate te sagaLe jaDa Ahe, ekahI caitanya disata nAhI. praznakartA : ApalyAlA koNI prazna vicAralA ANi ApaNa uttara detA, tyApramANe ghaDA tara uttara deta nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : ghaDA uttara deta nAhI. paraMtu gurU banavUna tumhI gurUMce AbALa karaNAra asAla, mhaNaje naMtara tumhI bighavaDaNAra asAla, tara gurU karU nakA ANi nehamI saraLa vAgaNAra asAla taraca gurU karA. mI tara kharA sallA deto. maga jase karAvese vATela tase karA. adhAMtarI soDUna
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________________ guru-ziSya dileta tara moThI javAbadArI Ahe. gurUMcA adhAMtarI ghAta karaNe tyApekSA tara AtmaghAta karaNe cAMgale. utthApana, hA tara bhayaMkara gunhA gurUlA gurUcyA rupAta mAnU nakA ANi mAnaleta tara maga pATha phiravU nakA. tulA te pasaMta nasela tara loTA Theva! loTA ThevaNyAsa harakata nAhI. loTyAlA namaskAra kara, maga jara budhdIne cULabULa kelI nAhI, tara tujhe kAma hoIla. AtA itake sagaLe sAMbhALaNe koNAlA zakya Ahe? he sagaLe kase kAya samajela? praznakartA : gurU karatAnA te cAMgale vATatAta. sadguNI vATatAta kI yAMcyAsArakhA tara koNIca nAhI. paraMtu ekadA gurU kelyAnaMtara kAhI gaDabaDa Ahe ase jara samajale tara kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : tyApekSA tara sthApana karUca naye. loTA ThevaNe cAMgale, to kadhI ukarAvA tara lAgata nAhI. loTyAcI kAhI jhaMjhaTaca nAhI nA! tasA loTA kAhI itake sagaLe kAma karata nAhI, paNa tarI khUpa madata karato. praznakartA : gurUcI sthApanA tara kelI, paraMtu buddhI kAhI ekadama nighUna jAta nAhI, mhaNUna tilA ulaTe disate. tyAlA to tarI kAya karaNAra? dAdAzrI : tase disate, paraMtu sthApanA kelI, mhaNUna AtA ulaTe karu naye. ekadA sthApanA kelI, kI maga buddhIlA sAMgAve kI, 'yethe tujhe rAjya rAhaNAra nAhI, he mAjhe rAjya Ahe, yethe tujhI ANi mAjhI, doghAMcI spardhA Ahe. AtA mI Ahe ANi tU Ahesa.' eka veLA sthApana karUna maga ukaraNe, to tara bhayaMkara gunhA Ahe. tyAceca doSa lAgale Aheta yA hiMdustAnAtIla lokAMnA! yAMnA tara gurUcI sthApanAca karatA yeta nAhI. Aja sthApanA karatAta ANi udyA tara utthApana karatAta. paraMtu ase cAlaNAra nAhI. gurU je kAhI karata asatIla, paraMtu sthApanA kelyAnaMtara tU tyAta kazAsAThI DokephoDa karatosa? ekadA kA mana basale kI, 'mAjhI harakata nAhI' ase mhaNUna tumhI gurU keleta. maga
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________________ guru-ziSya AtA guruMcyA uNivA kA kADhatA? uNivA kADhaNAre kadhIhI mokSalA gele nAhIta, paraMtu narakAta gele Aheta. ___ naMtara mAtra gurUce doSa kADhUca nayeta tevhA koNI cAMgale gurU zodhUna kADhAve kI je ApalyA hRdayAsa paTatIla. ase gurU zodhAve lAgatIla. ApalyA manAlA AnaMda vATela ase gurU haveta. gurU kelyAnaMtara kAyama mana saMtuSTI rAhIla, Apale mana tyAMcyAviSayI kadhIca bighaDaNAra nAhI ase asela tara gurU karAveta. ho, nAhI tara naMtara tyAMcyAzI ApalI laThThAlaThThI hoIla. ekadA tyAMcyAvara mana sthirAvalyAnaMtara laThThAlaThThI hoNAra asela tara tI laThThAlaThThI karU nakA. ekadA kA tyAMcyAvara mana sthirAvale ANi punhA ApalyA buddhIne cAcapU lAgalo kI, 'he gurU ase kase nighAle?' tara mAtra cAlaNAra nAhI. buddhIlA sAMgAve kI, 'te ase asUca zakata nAhIta. AmhI jase pahilyAMdA pAhile hote teca he gurU Aheta!" ___ mhaNUna AmhI kAya mhaTale? kI je tujhyA DoLyAta bharatIla ase asatIla tyAMnAca gurU banava. maga jara kadhI gurU tujhyAvara ciDale tara tU te pAhU nakosa. prathama je DoLyAta bharale hote, jase pAhile hote, tasecyA taseca disale pAhijeta. ApaNaca pasaMta kele hote nA! yA mulI navarA pasaMta karatAta, tyAveLI je rUpa pAhile hote, ANi tyAnaMtara tyA navar2yAlA devI jarI AlyA tarI tyA AdhI pAhile hote teca rupa dhyAnAta ThevatAta! kAya karaNAra maga? taraca jagatA yeIla, nAhI tara jagatAca yeNAra nAhI. tyAca pramANe jyAlA svachaMdapaNA kADhUna TAkAyacA asela, tyAne gurUlA azA ta-heneca pAhAve. gurUcI cUka kADhU naye. gurU kele mhaNaje kele, naMtara tyAMcA ekahI doSa disAyalA nako, azAprakAre tU vAga. nAhI tara dusar2yA gurUkaDe jAU zakatosa. arthAta gurU ApalyA DoLyAta bharatIla ase zodhUna kADhAve ANi naMtara tyAMce doSa kADhU naye. paraMtu lokAMnA he samajata nAhI ANi gurU karUna basatAta. kharokhara tara zraddhAca phaLate praznakartA : gurUMvara jara AmacI zraddhA asela, maga gurU kasehI asatIla, paraMtu ApalI zraddhA asela tara tI zraddhA phaLate kI nAhI phaLata?
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________________ 96 guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : ApalI zraddhA phaLela, paNa jara gurUMvara abhAva jhAlA nAhI tara phaLela. gurUMnI kadAcita kAhI ulaTa-sulaTa kele tarI dekhIla tyAMcyAviSayI bhAva bighaDalA nAhI, abhAva jhAlA nAhI, tara tumacI zraddhA phaLela. praznakartA : arthAta jara ApalA bhAva asela, tara AmhI guruMcyAhI puDhe pragatI karU zakato nA ? dAdAzrI : pragatI karu zakatA, nakkIca pragatI karu zakatA! paNa jara tumhI tumacA bhAva bighaDavalA nAhI tara. gurUMcyA Ata bhagavaMta basale Aheta, jivaMta bhagavaMta ! tyA bhImAne loTA ThevalA hotA, tarI suddhA tyAce kAma jhAle. arthAta tumacI zraddhAca kAma karate nA ! ekhAdyAne gurU kele asatIla ANi te gurU jara kadhI veDevAkaDe bolale ANi jara tyA vyaktIsa cukA kADhaNyAcI savaya asela nA, tara to mAge paDela. jara tumacyAta gurUMnA sAMbhALaNyAcI zaktI asela, tara gurUne kitIhI ulaTasulaTe kele kiMvA maga gurUMnA sannipAta jhAlA tarI suddhA tyAMnA sAMbhALatA Ale tara kAmaca jhAle mhaNA. paraMtu zevaTaparyaMta nibhAvUna neta nAhI nA! nibhAvUna neNe jamataca nAhI nA ! praznakartA : ekhAdyA ayogya puruSAta suddhA jara pUrNa zradhdene sthApanA kelI tara tI phaLa dete kI nAhI ? dAdAzrI : kA nAhI deNAra ? paraMtu tyAMnA sthApana kelyAnaMtara ApalI zraddhA palaTAyalA nako. he sagaLe kAya Ahe ? tumhAlA vAstavikatA sAMgU kA ? tumhAlA agadI spaSTa sAMgU kA ? gurU tara phaLa deta nAhIta. tumacI zraddhAca tumhAlA phaLa dete. gurU kasehI aso, paNa ApalI dRSTI phaLa dete. hI mUrtI suddhA phaLa deta nAhI, tumacI zraddhAca phaLa dete ANi jitakI tumacI zraddhA sTroMga asela, taseca satvara phaLa miLate ! ase Ahe kI, yA jagAta zraddhA basate ANi uDUna jAte. phakta jJAnIpuruSaca ase Aheta kI je zradhdecIca mUrtI, sagaLyAMcIca zraddhA basate.
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________________ guru-ziSya tyAMnA pAhilyAvaraca,tyAMcyAzI bolalyAvaraca zraddhA basate. jJAnI puruSAMnA zradhdecI mUrtI mhaTale jAte. te tara kalyANaca karatAta! nAhI tarI tumacI zraddhAca phaLa dete. zraddhA ThevAvI kI utpanna vhAvI? praznakartA : sagaLyA dharmAta mI mAjhyA dRSTIne pArakhUna pAhile Ahe, paraMtu malA AttAparyaMta kuThehI zraddhA utpanna jhAlI nAhI, hI vastusthitI Ahe. ase kA jhAle asAve? tithe maga kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : paraMtu zraddhA utpanna hoIla ase sthAna tara have nA? toparyaMta zraddhA hitakArI jAgevara basata Ahe kI ahitakArI jAgevara, itakeca pAhAve. ApalI zraddhA hitakArIvara basata asela, dRDha hota asela tara harakata nAhI. paraMtu ahitakArIvara zraddhA basatA kAmA naye. praznakartA : malA koNatyAhI prakAre, koNatyAhI dharmAta kiMvA vyaktImadhye zraddhA utpanna hota nAhI. yAce kAya kAraNa asela? ucca kakSecyA mhaTalyA jANAr2yA saMtAMcyA satsaMgAta suddhA zAMtIcA anubhava hota nAhI, tyAta doSa koNAcA? dAdAzrI : jithe khare sone mAnUna AmhI gelo, tithe rolDa golDa (khoTe) nighAle, kI maga zraddhA basataca nAhI nA! maga dudhAne bhAjalelI vyaktI, tAka suddhA phukUna pite! praznakartA : guruMvara zraddhA tara ThevAvI lAgate nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, zraddhA ThevAvI lAgate ase nAhI, zraddhA utpanna vhAyalA havI! zraddhA ThevAvI lAgata asela tara to gunhA Ahe. zraddhA ApalyAta utpanna vhAyalA havI. praznakartA : gurUMvara zraddhA ThevalI, adhika zraddhA ThevalI, tara tyA zraddhemuLe ApalyAlA adhika prAptI hote nA? dAdAzrI : paraMtu ase Ahe kI, ThevalelI zraddhA cAlata nAhI, ApalI zraddhA basalI pAhije.
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________________ guru-ziSya praznakartA : bahuteka lokAMkaDe gelo tara te prathama kAya sAMgatAta kI tumhI zraddhA ThevA. dAdAzrI : paraMtu mI zraddhA ThevaNyAsa manAI karato. tumhI mAjhyAvara bilakUla zraddhA TheUca nakA. zraddhA kuThalyAhI jAgI ThevAyacI nasate. zraddhA phakta basamadhye basatAnA ThevA, gADIta basatAnA ThevA. paNa yA manuSyAMvara jAsta zraddhA TheU nakA. zraddhA ApalyAta utpanna vhAyalA havI. praznakartA : ase kA? dAdAzrI : mAge goMda lAvalelA asela taraca tikITa cikaTela nA? goMdAzivAya cikaTela kA? mI jevhA paMcavIsa varSAMcA hoto tevhA ekA bApajIkaDe gelo hoto. te malA mhaNU lAgale, 'bhAU, zraddhA ThevAla taraca tumhAlA he sarva samajela. tumhI mAjhyAvara zraddhA ThevA!' 'kuThavara ThevU?' tara mhaNAle 'sahA mahine.' mI mhaTale, 'sAheba, AttAca zraddhA basata nAhI nA! asA koNatA tarI goMda lAvA kI jyAmuLe mAjhe tikITa cikaTela, he tara mI ciTakavata Ahe, zraddhA ciTakavata Ahe paNa cikaTata nAhI, cikaTavata Ahe paNa cikaTataca nAhI. zraddhA basataca nAhI. tumhI ase kAhI bolA kI mAjhI zraddhA basela.' tumhI kAya mhaNatA? zraddhA basalI pAhije kI ThevalI pAhije? praznakartA : basalI pAhije. dAdAzrI : ho. yAyalA havI. 'tumhI kAhI tarI bolA' ase jevhA mI mhaTale, tevhA te mhaNAle 'ase kase? zraddhA tara ThevAvI lAgate. he sagaLe loka zraddhA ThevatAtaca nA?' mI mhaTale, 'malA tase jamaNAra nAhI.' nusatI thukI lAvUna cikaTavalelI zraddhA kitI divasa Tikela? tyAsAThI tara goMda pAhije, tyAne paTakana cikaTela. maga kadhI nighaNAraca nAhI nA! kAgada phATela paNa tI nighaNAra nAhI. ANi jara tyAMnI ase mhaTale kI, 'tumacA goMda kamI Ahe' tara ApaNa sAMgAve kI, 'nAhI.' goMda tumhI lAvAyacA, tikITa mAjhe. tumhI tara goMda lAvataca nAhIta. ANi pAkiTAlA tikITa cikaTavato nA, tara chApa mAraNyAAdhIca tikITa khAlI paDate ANi maga tithe daMDa bharAvA lAgato. tumhI tikiTAcyA mAge kAhI tarI lAvA.
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________________ guru-ziSya goMda saMpalA asela tara khaLa lAvA, tarI cikaTela!!' mhaNaje zraddhA tara tyAce nAva kI cikaTavalI kI cikaTUna basate, naMtara nighaNAraca nAhI. tyAvara kitIhI chApa mArata rAhilAta tarI chApa thakUna jAIla paNa tikITa nighaNAra nAhI. tithe zraddhA yeteca praznakartA : hI zraddhA kazAcyA AdhAre yete? / dAdAzrI : gurUMcyA cAritryAcyA AdhAre yete. cAritryabaLa asate! jithe vANI, vartana va vinaya manohara asate tithe zraddhA basavAvI lAgata nAhI, zraddhA basalIca pAhije. mI tara lokAMnA sAMgato nA, kI yethe zraddhA ThevUca nakA, tarI dekhIla zraddhA basateca. ANi dusar2yA jAgI ThevalelI zraddhA jarA 'ase' kele nA tara lageca uDUna jAte. mhaNUna jithe vANI, vartana va vinaya manohara asatIla, manAce haraNa hoIla, ase asatIla tithe kharI zraddhA basate. praznakartA : zraddhA basaNyAsAThI mukhya vastU vANI Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : te bolU lAgale kI ApalI zraddhA lageca basate kI, 'ohoho, he kase bolata Aheta?' tyAMcyA bolaNyAvara zraddhA basalI nA kI maga kAmaca jhAle. maga kadhI zraddhA basate ANi kadhI zraddhA basata nAhI, ase hotA kAmA naye. ApaNa jevhAhI jAU, tevhA te je bolatIla tyAvara AmacI zraddhA basate. tyAMcI vANI azI pharsTa klAsa asate. jarI sAvaLe asatIla kiMvA toMDAvara devIce vraNa asatIla paNa vANI pharsTa klAsa bolata asatIla tara ApalyAlA samajela yethe ApalI zraddhA basela. praznakartA : maga, zraddhA yeNyAsAThI ANakhI kAya kAya asAve? dAdAzrI : ase prabhAvazAlI asatAta kI pAhatAkSaNIca manAta bharatAta. mhaNaje dehakarmI asale pAhijeta. AmhI mhaNU kI bhale bolU nakA paNa ase kAhI lAvaNya dAkhavA kI mAjhI zraddhA basela. paraMtu he tara lAvaNya suddhA disata nAhI, maga zraddhA kazI basela? mhaNaje tumhI jara
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________________ 100 guru-ziSya ase dehakarmI asAla tara mI tumacyAkaDe AkarSita hoIna. tumhAlA pAhUna malA ulhAsaca yeta nAhI nA, tumacA caherA suMdara asatA tarI kadAcita ulhAsa vATalA asatA. paraMtu ceharA suddhA suMdara nAhI, zabda suddhA suMdara nAhIta. mhaNaje prabhAvazAlIhI nAhI, ANi cAMgale bolatAhI yeta nAhI. maga yethe ase cAlaNAraca nAhI. jarI jJAna suMdara asela tarIhI zraddhA basela. mAjhe jJAna suMdara Ahe tyAmuLe zraddhA basateca. suTakAca nAhI! ANi bAhera tara phakta zabda suMdara asatIla tarI cAlela. AtA bolatA yeta nasela tarI suddhA jevhA ApaNa tithe basU tevhA Apale Doke zAMta jhAle tara samajA kI yethe zraddhA ThevaNyAsArakhI Ahe. jevhA jAU tevhA, ubaga AlyAvara tithe gelo ANi manaHsthitI zAMta jhAlI tara jANAve kI yethe zraddhA ThevaNyAsArakhI Ahe. vAtAvaraNa zuddha asela tara samajUna jA kI hI zuddha vyaktI Ahe, maga tithe zraddhA basela. zodhaNArA tara asA nasato zraddhA tara azI basalI pAhije kI hAtoDA mArUna ghAlavAyacI mhaTalI tarI suddhA hAlata nAhI. bAkI, je zraddhA basavatAta tI maga uThate (nighUna jAte). zraddhA uThalI asela tilA basavAvI lAgate ANi basalI asela tilA uThavAvI lAgate. jagAta azI zraddhecI uTha-basa, uTha-basa hotaca rAhaNAra. ekA jAgI sahA mahine zraddhA rAhilI tara dusar2yA jAgI dona varSe zraddhA rAhIla, tara kuThe pAca varSa zraddhA rAhIla, paNa naMtara uThUna jAte. mhaNUna yA jagAta kuThehI zraddhA ThevUca nakA, jithe ThevAla tithe phasAla. zraddhA ApoApaca AlI taraca 'tithe' (tyAMcyAkaDe) basA. zraddhA basalI pAhije. 'ThevalelI' zraddhA kitI divasa Tikela? ekA zeThane sAMgitale, 'mAjhI tara bApajIMvara khUpa zraddhA Ahe.' mI vicArale, 'tumhAlA kazAmuLe zraddhA Ahe?' yA zeTha, yA zeTha ase mhaNUna sagaLyAMcyA upasthitIta bolAvatAta mhaNUna tumacI zraddhA baselaca nA! jI (satya) zodhaNArI vyaktI asela tI kAya azI zraddhA basavela? mI tara zodhaNArA hoto. mI bApajIMnA mhaTale kI, 'ase kAhI bolA kI mAjhI
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________________ guru-ziSya 101 zraddhA basela. tumhI cAMgale-cAMgale bolatA kI yA aMbAlAlabhAI, tumhI moThe kaoNnTraeNkTara AhAta, ase AhAta, tase AhAta, he malA AvaData nAhI. tumhI goDa-goDa bolUna zraddhA basavAla tyAsa kAhI artha nAhI. malA zivyA deUna suddhA ase kAhI bolA kI mAjhI zraddhA basela. bAkI, he 'yAve yAve' ase mhaTale tara haLUhaLU lokAMcI zraddhA basate. mhaNUna 'AmhAlA yethe cAMgale vATate' ase te mhaNatIla. praznakartA : paNa zikale-savaralele vidvAna loka lageca samajatAta nA? dAdAzrI : ho, paNa sagaLe zikale-savaralele loka lageca samajatAta kI he sagaLe khoTe Ahe, khoTe kuThaparyaMta cAlavUna ghetIla? / zraddhA basAvI, mhaNUna tara 'he amake zeTha yAve, yAve' ase mhaNatAta. paNa maga yA zeThalA bolavata rAhatA ANi tyA bhAUMnA kA bolavata nAhI? tyAMnA manAta vATate kI he zeTha kadhI tarI upayogI paDatIla. caSmA vagaire mAgavAyacA asela, kAhI mAgavAyace asela, kAhI have asela tara kAmAce Aheta. AtA te zeTha tase tara kALAbAjAra karata asatIla, bApajIMnA he mAhItahI asate. paraMtu te samajatAta kI, 'AmhAlA kAya? kALAbAjAra karatIla tara te bhogatIla paNa AmhI caSmA mAgavU nA!' ANi zeTha kAya samajatAta kI, 'kAhI harakata nAhI, baghA nA, bApajI ajUnahI mAna detAta nA!' tevhA AmhI kAhI bighaDalelo nAhI.' bighaDale Ahe ase te kadhI mAnatIla? tara jevhA bApajI tyAMnA mhaNatIla, 'e, tumhI ase dhaMde karata asAla tara yethe yeU nakA.' tyAmuLe maga zeThacyA manAta yeU zakate kI AtA hA dhaMdA badalAvA lAgela, kAraNa bApajI AtA yeU deta nAhIta. mhaNaje 'yAve yAve' mhaTalyAvara basalelI zraddhA Tikela kA? azI zraddhA kitI divasa rAhIla? sahA-bArA mahine rAhate, ANi naMtara uDUna jAte. azA zraddhezivAya mokSa nAhI mhaNaje zraddhA tara, mI zivyA dilyA tarI suddhA rAhIla, tIca kharI zraddhA! mAna miLAlyAmuLe thoDA kALa zraddhA basalI asela, paNa tI maga uDUna jAte. apamAna karatAta tithe suddhA zraddhA basate, maga tI basalelI zraddhA uData nAhI. tumacyA lakSAta Ale nA? ekadA zraddhA basalyAnaMtara
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________________ 102 guru-ziSya ApalyAlA zivyA dilyA, mArale tarI suddhA ApalI zraddhA tuTata nAhI, tI avicala zraddhA mhaTalI jAte. ase ghaDate kA? azI zraddhA basalyAzivAya mokSa nAhI, he tumhAsa gaeNreMTIne sAMgato. bAkI, ApalyAlA anukUla vATale nAhI ANi gharI nighUna gelo, tI zraddhAca mhaTalI jAta nAhI. mhaNaje tumhI anukUlatA zodhata AhAta kI mokSa zodhatA AhAta? anukUlatA vATalI nAhI mhaNUna tithUna nighUna gelAta tyAsa kAya zraddhA mhaNAyacI tumhAlA kAya vATate? zraddhA mhaNaje tara, sopavUna dile sagaLeca! ___ 'yethe' zraddhA yeteca ANi mI ase mhaNata nAhI kI, 'mAjhyAvara tumhI zraddhA ThevA.' kAraNa mI zraddhA ThevA ase sAMgaNAr2yApaikI nAhI. pannAsa hajAra loka yethe yeta asatIla tara tyAMnA mAjhyA mhaNaNyAvara zraddhA ThevaNyAsa mI manAI karato. sagaLyAMnA sAMgato kI mAjhe eka akSara dekhIla mAnU nakA, AmacyAvara zraddhA ThevU nakA. tumacA AtmA kabUla karela taraca AmacI goSTa svIkArA. tumhI svIkAra karavAca ase AmhAlA kadhIca vATata nAhI. AmacyA vANIne tyAlA nakkIca zraddhA basate. kAraNa satya vastU jANalI jAte, mhaNUna zraddhA basate, tI maga jAta nAhI. he tara satya aikaNyAsa miLAle nAhI, mhaNUna zraddhA basata nAhI ANi satya aikaNyAsa miLAle mhaNaje zraddhA basalyAzivAya rAhaNAraca nAhI. AmhI nAhI mhaTale tarIhI zraddhA basUnaca jAte. kAraNa manuSya satya goSTa soDAyalA mAgata nAhI, jarI zivyA dilyA tarIhI. tumhI 'zraddhA ThevAyacIca nAhI' ase jarI nizcita karAla tarIhI dekhIla zraddhA yetheca basela. tumhI mhaNAla kI 'Apale hote te kAya vAITa hote?' paNa tarI AmacyAvara zraddhA baselaca. ANi mhaNUnaca svata:cI bar2yAca kALAcI zraddhA, anaMta janmAMcI zraddhA ekadama toDaNyAsa tayAra hoto. kA? tara tyAcI azI zraddhAca basate kI he AjaparyaMta aikalele-jANalele sagaLeca cukIce nighAle. AjaparyaMta aikalele cukIce Tharate tevhA ApalyAlA ase nAhI kA vATata kI hI tara AttAparyaMtacI ApalI sarva mehanata vAyA jAta Ahe ?
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________________ guru-ziSya 103 praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : kAraNa satya goSTIvara zraddhA basate. basalyAzivAya suTakAca nAhI nA. aDathaLe thopavitAta zraddhesa tarI suddhA kAhI lokAMnA zraddhA basata nAhI, tyAce kAya kAraNa? kAraNa svata:neca varUna paDade ghAtale Aheta. phakta he lobhI zeTha ANi yA ahaMkArI jANakArAMnA zraddhA basata nAhI. bAkI, yA majUrAMnA tara lageca zraddhA basate. kAraNa majUrAMjavaLa jANatepaNAcI mijAsa nasate ANi ba~kecA lobha nasato. he dona (roga) nasatIla te oLakhUnaca ghetAta. yA dona rogAmuLeca tara aDale Ahe lokAMce. 'mI jANato' yAce aMtarAya (vighna) ghAtale Aheta. nAhI tara jJAnI puruSAvara tara sahaja zraddhA basate. svataHneca he aDathaLe ghAtale Aheta. pArTizana vaoNla (vibhAgaNIcI bhiMta) ThevalI Ahe, mhaNUna! ANi phAra huzAra loka nA (!) he kAhI kacce paData nAhIta, paraphekTa jhAle Aheta. ANi mAjhA zabda pratyeka vyaktI, jo kI dehadhArI manuSya Ahe ANi jyAcyAjavaLa buddhIcI sAdhAraNa samaja Ahe, buddhI Devhalapa (vikasita) jhAlI Ahe, tyAlA avazya kabUla karAve lAgate. kAraNa mAjhA zabda AvaraNa bhedI Ahe, to sagaLyA AvaraNAMnA bhedUna AtmyAlAca pohocato. AtmyAcA AnaMda utpanna karela asA Ahe. mhaNaje jyAcyAta AtmA Ahe, to maga vaiSNava aso kiMvA jaina aso kiMvA koNIhI aso, jo mAjhe mhaNaNe aikela, tyAcI zraddhA basalIca pAhije. paNa jara ADamuThepaNA karAyacA asela, jANUna-bujUna ulaTe bolAyace asela, tara tI vegaLI goSTa Ahe. ADamuThepaNA karatAta nA? samajatAta, jANatAta tarI dekhIla vAkaDe bolatAta nA? hiMdustAnAta loka aDelaTaTTa Aheta kA? tumhI pAhile Aheta? praznakartA : bahuteka taseca Aheta. dAdAzrI : to ADamuThepaNA kADhAyacA Ahe. koNI jANUna-bujUna
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________________ 104 guru-ziSya matabheda nirmANa kelA tara mI tyAlA toMDAvara sAMgena kI 'tumacA AtmA kabUla karata Ahe, paNa tumhI virudhda bolata AhAta he. mI ase mhaTalyAvara to samajato ANi kabUla karato kI svataH viruddha bolata Ahe. kAraNa viruddha bolalyAzivAya rAhavata nAhI nA! kA viruddha bolato? tara tyAne tasA mAla bharUna ThevalA Ahe, ADamuThepaNAcA mAla bharalA Ahe. mhaNUna jyAce puNya vAkaDe asela tyAcI zraddhA basata nAhI. nAhI tara jJAnI puruSAMnA tara zraddhecI mUrtI mhaNatAta. jJAnI, zraddhecI pratimA jJAnI puruSa ase asatAta kI tyA mUrtilA pAhatAkSaNIca zraddhA basate. zraddhA baselaca azI mUrtI ! zraddheya mhaTale jAtAta. sagaLyA jagAsAThI, sagaLyA varlDasAThI!! hA kALa asA vicitra Ahe kI zraddhecI mUrtI sApaData nAhI. sagaLyA mUrtI sApaDatAta, paNa zraddhecI mUrtI, niraMtara zraddhA basela azI mUrtI sApaDataca nAhI. jagAta kvacitaca kadhI zraddhecyA mUrtIcA janma hoto. zraddhecI mUrtI mhaNaje pAhatAkSaNIca zraddhA basate. maga kAhI vicArAveca lAgata nAhI ApoApaca zraddhA basate. zAstrakArAMnI tyAMnA zraddhecI mUrtI mhaTalI Ahe. kvacita kALI ase avatAra asatAta, tevhA kalyANaca hote!! hA AmacA avatAraca asA Ahe kI AmacyAvara tyAMcI zraddhA basUnaca jAte. zraddhecI pratimA vhAyalA have. nAlAyaka manuSyAne suddhA ekadA ceharA pAhilA kI lagecaca zraddhA basate. tyAkSaNI tyAce bhAva, tyAcI pariNatI badalate, pAhAtAkSaNIca pAlaTUna jAte. azI pratimA, zraddhecI pratimA kvacitaca kadhI janma ghete. tIrthaMkara sAheba hote tase! mhaNaje kase vhAyalA have? zraddhecI pratimA vhAyalA have. paraMtu zraddhA basata nAhI, yAce kAraNa kAya asela? svata:ca! ANi hA, tara mhaNela, 'loka zraddhAca Thevata nAhIta, tara kAya karU'? AtA jyA gurUMmadhye yogyatA nasela teca ase bolata rAhatAta kI 'mAjhyAvara zraddhA ThevA.' are, paNa lokAMnA tujhyAvara zraddhAca yetaca nAhI, tyAce kAya? tU asA banUna jA, zraddhecI pratimA bana, kI pAhatAkSaNIca lokAMcI tujhyAvara zraddhA basela.
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________________ guru-ziSya 105 maga vairAgya kase yeIla? praznakartA : je loka upadeza karatAta, tyAMce AcaraNa tyAMcyA upadezApekSA vegaLe asate, maga zraddhA kazI upajela? ase suddhA hota asate? dAdAzrI : mhaNaje zraddhA basaNe hI kAhI sAmAnya goSTa nAhI. manoraMjanAsAThIca he sagaLe upadeza asatAta. kAraNa kharA upadeza nAhI hA. he sarva tara svata:ce manoraMjana Ahe. praznakartA : ho. phakta upadeza raMjana asate ANi mhaNUna tara vairAgyAcA raMga lAgata nAhI. dAdAzrI : vairAgyAcA raMga kuThe lAgato? kuThalyA vANIne lAgato? tara jI vANI satya asela tyA vANIne, jyA vANIcA upayoga cukIcyA mArgAne hota nasela, jI vANI samyak vANI asela, jicyAta vacanabaLa asela, tithe raMga lAgato. tyAzivAya aseca vairAgya kase yeIla? tazI tara pustakehI sAMgatAtaca nA! jase pustake sAMgatAta tarIhI tyAlA vairAgya yeta nAhI, taseca he gurU sAMgatAta tyAmuLehI vairAgya yeta nAhI. pustakAMsArakheca gurUhI jhAle Aheta. jara ApalyAlA vairAgya Ale nAhI tara samajAve kI he pustakI gurU Aheta. vacanabaLa asale pAhije nA! yAta cUka upadezakAcI praznakartA : kityeka veLA ase ghaDate kI upadeza aikaNyAsAThI paMcavIsa loka basale asatIla, tyAtIla pAca jaNAMvara upadezAcA pariNAma hoto ANi bAkIce vIsa tasecyAtaseca koraDe rAhatAta. tara yAta upadezakAcI cUka Ahe kI grahaNa karaNAr2yAcI cUka Ahe? dAdAzrI : yAta bicAr2yA aikaNAr2yAcI kAya cUka ? upadezakAcI cUka Ahe. aikaNAre tara aseca Aheta. te spaSTaca sAMgatAta nA kI, sAheba, AmhAlA kAhIca yeta nAhI, mhaNUna tara tumacyAjavaLa Alo Ahota. paraMtu hA tara upadezakAMnI rastA zodhUna kADhalA Ahe, svataHcA bacAva zodhUna kADhalA Ahe kI, 'tumhI ase karata nAhIta, tumhI ase.....' ase mhaNU naye. te tumacyAjavaLa madatIsAThI Ale Aheta ANi tumhI ase karatA?
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________________ 106 guru-ziSya hI tara upadezakAcI cUka Ahe. hI zALesArakhI goSTa nAhI. zALecI goSTa vegaLI Ahe. zALeta mule kAhI karata nAhIta, te vegaLe Ahe ANi he vegaLe Ahe. yethe tara AtmahitAsAThI Ale Aheta. jyAta dusarI kuThalIhI vAITa dAnata nAhI. saMsArAcyA hitAsAThI Alele nAhIta. mhaNUna yA upadezakAMnIca sagaLe kAhI karAyalA have. ___ mI tara sagaLyAMnA sAMgato kI, 'bhAU, tumacyAkaDUna jara kAhIca hota nasela tara tI mAjhIca cUka Ahe. tumacI cUka nAhI, 'tumhI mAjhyAjavaLa ripeyara (durusta) karaviNyAsAThI AlAta kI 'he mAjhe ripeara karA' maga te ripeyara jhAle nAhI tara tI koNAcI cUka? praznakartA : paMcavIsa loka basale asatIla, pAca jaNAMnA prAptI jhAlI ANi vIsa jaNAMnA prAptI jhAlI nAhI, tara tyAta gurUMcIca cUka Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : gurUcIca cUka. praznakartA : tyAMcI koNatI cUka Ahe ? dAdAzrI : tyAMce cAritryabaLa nAhI. tyAMnI cAritryabaLa vikasita karAyalA have. rAtrI barpha ThevalA asela, tara samajadAra kiMvA nAsamajadAra sarvAMvara tyAcA pariNAma nAhI kA hoNAra? thaMDAvA lAgatoca nA? mhaNaje cAritryabaLa pAhije. paraMtu yAMcyAjavaLa tara svataHce cAritryabaLa nAhI. mhaNUna lokAMnI ase zodhUna (!) kADhale, ANi maga ziSyAvara ciData rAhatAta. yAlA kAhI arthaca nAhI nA! te bicAre tara taseca Aheta. te gheNyAsAThI Ale Aheta, tyAMcyAzI kleza-kaTakaTa karAyacI nasato. anubhavAcI tara goSTaca nirALI praznakartA : svataHlA anubhavAne jJAna prApta hoNe ANi dusar2yAne upadeza dilyAvara jJAna prApta hoNe, he donhI jarA samajavA. dAdAzrI : upadezAce tara, AmhI zAstrAta (sAMgitalele) vAcato nA, tyAsArakhe Ahe. paraMtu upadezakAMmadhye jara koNI puruSa vacanabaLavAlA
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________________ guru-ziSya asela kI jyAcA zabda ApalyA (manAta) ghara karUna rAhato ANi to bArA-bArA mahinyAMparyaMta nighata nAhI, visarAyalA hota nAhI, tyA upadezAcI tara goSTa nirALI Ahe. nAhI tara jyAcA upadeza ekA kAnAne aikUna dusar2yA kAnAne soDUna dilA jAto, azA upadezAcI kAhI kiMmataca nAhI. to upadeza ANi pustaka he donhI sArakheca. 107 jyAcA upadeza ANi jyAce vAkya, jyAce zabda ApalyA Ata bareca mahine ghumata rAhatAta, azA upadezAcI atyaMta garaja Ahe. tyAsa adhyAtma viTAminavAlA upadeza mhaTalA jAto. to kvacitaca asU zakato. paraMtu tyAsAThI te svataH cAritryavAna asale pAhijeta, vyavahAra cAritryavAna ! zIlavaMta asale pAhijeta kI jyAMce doSa maMda jhAlele asatIla. zabdAMcyA mAge karuNAca vAhate bAkI, he sagaLe upadeza detAta nA kI, 'ase karA, tase karA,' paraMtu tyAMcI veLa AlI kI lageca te ciDUna ubhe rAhatAta. he tara upadezAcyA goSTI karatAta tevaDheca. vAstavikarityA upadeza deNyAcA adhikAra koNAlA Ahe ? jo ciData nAhI, tyAlAca upadeza deNyAcA adhikAra ! he tara samoracyAne jarAse kAhI sAMgitale kI lageca phaNakAratAta, 'mAjhyAsArakhA jANakAra, 'mI asA va mI tasA' mhaNaje bhrAMtItaca bolata rAhato, 'mI, mI, mI, mI,...' mhaNUnaca kAhI sudhArata nAhI nA ! hA tara vItarAga mArga mhaTalA jAto. puSkaLaca jokhamadArIcA mArga ! eka zabda suddhA bolaNe khUpa jokhamIcI vastU Ahe. upadezakAMnA tara AtA khUpa jabAbadArI Ahe. paraMtu loka samajata nAhIta, jANata nAhIta, mhaNUna upadeza karatAta. tevhA AtA tumhI upadezaka AhAta kI nAhI, te tumhI svata:ca pArakhUna pAhA. kAraNa upadezaka ArtadhyAna- raudradhyAnApAsUna mukta asalA pAhije. zukla dhyAna jhAle nasela tarIhI harakata nAhI, kAraNa dharmadhyAnAcI vizeSatA vartata Ahe. paraMtu ArtadhyAna ANi raudradhyAna he donhI hota asatIla, tara jabAbadArI svata:cIca Ahe nA ! bhagavaMtAne sAMgitale Ahe kI joparyaMta krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha tumacyAjavaLa zillaka asatIla, toparyaMta koNAlA upadeza karU nakA.
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________________ 108 guru-ziSya mhaNUna malA sAMgAve lAgate kI he je tumhI vyAkhyAna deta AhAta, paraMtu tumhAlA phakta svAdhyAya karaNyAcA adhikAra Ahe. upadeza deNyAcA adhikAra nAhI. adhikAra nasUnahI upadeza dilA tara hA upadeza kaSAyasahIta asalyAmuLe narakAta jAla. aikaNArA narakAta jANAra nAhI. jJAnI asUna malA ase kaThora zabda bolAve lAgatAta. tevhA tyAcyA mAge kitI karuNA asela! jJAnIMnA kaThora hoNyAcI garajaca kAya? jyAMnA aharniza paramAnaMda, aharniza mokSa vartata asato, tyAnAM kaThora hoNyAcI kAya garaja? paraMtu jJAnI asUna ase kaThora bolAve lAgate kI, 'sAvadhAna rAhA, svAdhyAya karA' 'lokAMnA tumhI ase sAMgU zakatA kI, 'mI mAjhA svAdhyAya karata Ahe, tara tumhI aikA'. paraMtu kaSAyasahIta upadeza deU naye. vacanabaLa tara haveca nA mI tumhAlA upadeza deta rAhilo tara tumhI zikaNAra nAhI. paraMtu tumhI mAjhe vartana pAhAla tara te tumhAlA sahaja zikatA yeIla. mhaNUna tithe upadezAne kAhI sAdhya hota nAhI. tI vANI vyartha jAte. tarI ApaNa tyAsa cukIce Ahe ase mhaNU zakata nAhI. koNAceca cukIce nasate. paraMtu yAcA kAhI arthaca nAhI, sarva arthazUnya Ahe. jyA bolaNyAta kAhI vacanabaLa nAhI, tyAsa kAya mhaNAla? ApaNa tyAMnA spaSTapaNe sAMgAve kI 'tumace bolaNeca khoTe Ahe.' vyartha kA jAte? tumace bolaNe mAjhyAta rujale pAhije. tumace bolaNe rujataca nAhI.' bolaNe kitI varSAce Ahe? june bolaNe, te rujaNAra nAhI. vANI 'pyora (zuddha) asAvI, vacanabaLasahita asAvI. ApaNa sAMgAve kI, 'tumhI ase vacana bolA kI jyAmuLe mAjhyAvara kAhI pariNAma hoIla". vacanabaLa tara mukhya vastU Ahe. manuSyAjavaLa vacanabaLa nasela tara kAya kAmAce? gurU tara tyAMnA mhaTale jAte kI te jI vANI bolatAta nA, tI AmacyA ApoApaca pariNamita hote, azI vacanabaLa asalelI vANI asate ! he tara svataH krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhAtaca asatAta ANi AmhAlA upadeza detAta kI, 'krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha soDA' mhaNUna tara hA sagaLA
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________________ guru-ziSya 109 mAla bighaDUna gelA Ahe nA! zaMbharAta dona-pAca ase cAMgale asatIla. vacanabaLa mhaNaje toMDAne jase bolela taseca samoracyAce hoIla. AtA ase vacanabaLa nasela, tara te kAya kAmAce? mI lahAna asatAnA ase sAMgata ase kI tumhI jo upadeza deta AhAta, tase tara pustaka suddhA bolate. maga tumacyAta ANi pustakAta pharaka kAya rAhilA? tyApekSA tara pustaka cAMgale. ase vAkUna tumacyA pAyA paDaNe, tyApekSA tara pustaka cAMgale. tumhI ase kAhI bolA kI 'mAjhyAvara tyAcA pariNAma hoIla, mAjhe citta tyAcyAta rAhIla' he tara kAya mhaNatAta? 'karA, karA, karA, karA!' 'he karA' tara kAya karu? mAjhyAkaDUna hota nAhI ANi tumhI sArakhe 'he karA, karA' ase kA sAMgatA? yAsAThI tara vacanabaLa pAhije, vacanabaLa ! te bolatAta tase samoracyAta hote, taraca te gurU mhaTale jAtIla. nAhI tara tyAMnA gurU mhaNatA yeNAraca nAhI. jJAnI puruSa tara mokSa detAta. paNa gurU kevhA mhaNAyace? vacanabaLa asela tara. kAraNa tyAMcyA vacanAmadhye khoTepaNA-kapaTa vagaire nasate. tyAMcyA vacanAta vacanabaLa asate. tumacyA lakSAta yeta Ahe nA kI mI kAya mhaNata Ahe te? praznakartA : ho, ho. dAdAzrI : khUpa gahana goSTa Ahe. paraMtu lokAMnA he kase samajela? dukAne cAlatAta. cAlU dyA nA! ugAca ApaNa DokephoDa kA karAvI? kALAmuLe cAlU rAhile Ahe. bAkI, tumhI je mhaNatA te pustakAta sAMgitale Ahe. maga tumacyAta ANi pustakAta pharaka kAya rAhilA? jara tumhI jivaMta asUna kAhI karu zakata nAhI, maga tyApekSA he pustaka cAMgale! kAhI pAvara (zaktI) asate kI nAhI? bhale mokSAcI pAvara nasela, paNa saMsAra vyavahArAcI tara asela nA? vyavahArAta suddhA zAMtI rAhIla ase kAhI sAMgA. tumhAlA jara zAMtI lAbhalI asela, tara AmhAlA lAbhela. tumhAlAca zAMtI vATata nasela maga AmhAlA kazI vATela? paraMtu tI rIta zikavA he tara gurU sAMgatAta, 'maoNrala ANi sinsiara vhA. bI maoNrala ANi
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________________ 110 guru-ziSya bI sinsiara!' are, tU maoNrala bana nA! tU maoNrala jhAlAsa tara tulA malA sAMgAve lAgaNAra nAhI. maoNrala hoUna malA sAMga tara mI maoNrala hoIna. tulA pAhatAkSaNIca maoNrala hoUna jAIna. jase pAhato tase AmhI hoUnaca jAto. paraMtu to svataHca jhAlA nAhI nA! mAjhyAta vItarAgatA asela tI tumhI pAhAla, ANi ekadA pAhile kI maga hoIla. kAraNa mI tumhAlA karUna dAkhavata Ahe mhaNUna maga tumhAlAhI te jamela. mhaNaje mI pyora asela taraca loka pyora hoU zakatIla! arthAta kampalITa pyoriTI asalI pAhije. mI tumhAlA 'maoNrala banA' ase sAMgata rAhata nAhI, paraMtu 'maoNrala kase hotA yeIla' te mI sAMgato. mI ase mhaNataca nAhI kI 'tumhI ase karA, cAMgale karA kiMvA ase banUna yA'. mI tara 'maoNrala kase hotA yeIla' te sAMgato, rastA dAkhavato, tevhA lokAMnI kAya kele? 'hI rakkama ANi he uttara' are, paNa rIta zikava nA! rakkama va uttara tara pustakAta lihileca Aheta paNa paraMtu tyAcI rIta tarI zikava!! paNa rIta zikavaNArA koNI nighAlAca nAhI. rIta zikavaNArA nighAlA asatA tara hiMdustAnacI hI dazA jhAlI nasatI. hiMdustAnacI dazA tara pAhA Aja! kazI dazA jhAlI Ahe!!! khar2yA gurUMce guNa praznakartA : malA he kase samajela kI mAjhyAsAThI khare gurU koNa Aheta? dAdAzrI : jithe buddhI nasela ANi baoNDIcI onarazipa (dehAcA mAlakIpaNA) nasela tithe. mAlakIpaNA asela tara tyAMcAhI mAlakIpaNA va ApalA suddhA mAlakIpaNA, doghehI sAmore ThAkatIla! maga kAma hoNAra. maga, je ApalyA manAce samAdhAna karatIla, te Apale gurU. tase gurU miLAle nAhI tara dusar2yA gurUMcA kAya upayoga? gurU tara ApalyAlA sarva prakAre madata karatIla, ase pAhijeta. mhaNaje pratyeka goSTIta ApalyAlA madata karatIla. paizAMcyA aDacaNIta
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________________ guru-ziSya suddhA madata karatIla. jara gurU mahArAjAMkaDe asatIla tara te mhaNatIla, 'bhAU, gheUna jA, mAjhyAkaDe Aheta' ase asale pAhije. gurU mhaNaje helpiMga-madatakartA, AI-vaDilAMpekSAhI AmacI vizeSa kALajI ghetAta, tara tyAMnA gurU mhaTale jAte. he loka tara baLakAvatAta. pAca-pannAsa-zaMbhara rupaye baLakAvatAta. dusar2yAMsAThI jIvana jagata asatIla ase gurU asale pAhijeta! svataHsAThI nAhI. naMtara gurU jarA zarIrAne sudRDha asale pAhijeta. disAyalA cAMgale asAveta. disAyalA cAMgale nasatIla tarI kaMTALA yeto. 'yethe kuThe yAcyAkaDe yeUna basalo? te dusare gurU tara kitI suMdara hote!' ase mhaNatAta maga. dusar2yAMbarobara azI tulanA karaNAra nasAla taraca gurU karA. gurU karAyace asela tara samajUna-umajUna kara. gurU phakta karaNyAsAThIca karAve, azI garaja nAhI. ANi tyAMcyAta tara spRhAhI nasate ANi ni:spRhatA suddhA nasate. niHspRhatA nasela, tara kAhI spRhA Ahe kA? nAhI, tumacyA paudgalika bAbatIta mhaNaje bhautika bAbatIta niHspRha Aheta, ANi AtmyAcyA bAbatIta te spRhAvAle Aheta. ho, saMpUrNa ni:spRha nAhIta te! __ gurU ase asAveta kI jyAMnA kuThalyAhI prakAracI icchA nasela. tyAMnA lakSmI nako asela ANi viSayavikArahI nako asela. tyA donhI goSTIMcI tyAMnA garaja nasate. maga sAMgAve kI, mI tumace pAya cepIna, Doke cepIna. pAya cepaNyAta AmacI harakata nAhI. pAya cepAve, sevA karAvI. mokSAcyA mArgAvara tara tyAMce gurU AtmajJAnI asale pAhijeta. ANi tase AtmajJAnI gurU nAhItaca, mhaNUna tara sagaLI kesa bighaDUna gelI Ahe. tevhA mhaNU zakato, gurU miLAle mhaNUna mI tara kuNAce aikataca navhato. kAraNa malA tyAMcyAta kAhI barakata disata navhatI. tyAMcyA cehar2yAvara teja disata navhate, tyAMcyAkaDUna
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________________ 112 guru-ziSya pAca mANase sudhAralI asatIla, tara malA dAkhavA kI jyAMcA krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha yAMcA kamakuvatapaNA nighUna gelA asela kiMvA matabheda kamI jhAle asatIla. praznakartA : ApalyAlA khare gurU miLAleta kI nAhI te jANaNyAcI ApalI zaktI kitI? dAdAzrI : patnIbarobarace matabheda miTale asatIla, tara samajAve kI tyAlA gurU miLAle Aheta. he tara patnIzI suddhA matabheda hotaca rAhatAta. rojaca bhAMDaNe hota asatAta. arthAta jara gurU miLAle ANi kAhI vizeSa pharaka paDalA nAhI, tara kAya tyAcA upayoga? ____ hA tara kleza jAta nAhI. kamakuvatapaNA jAta nAhI ANi mhaNatAta kI, 'malA gurU miLAle Aheta.' ApalyA gharAtIla kleza jAIla, kalaha saMpela, taraca gurU miLAle ase mhaNatA yeIla. tyAzivAya gurU miLAle ase kase mhaNU zakato? he tara svataHcA pakSa majabUta karatAta kI 'AmhI yA pakSAce Ahota'. mhaNaje svataHcA pakSa majabUta karatAta ANi (saMsArAcI) gADI cAlavatAta. ahaMkAra ikaDacA hotA, to tyA bAjUsa vaLavalA. ApalyAlA jarI sahAca mahine khare gurU miLAle asatIla tarI gurU itake tara nakkIca zikavatIlaca kI jyAmuLe gharAtIla kleza saMpela. phakta gharAtUnaca nAhI, manAtUna suddhA kleza nighUna jAIla. manAta suddhA klezita bhAva nasela ANi jara kleza hota asela, tara tyA gurUMnA soDUna dyAve. naMtara dusare gurU zodhUna kADhAve. bAkI, ciMtA-upAdhi asela, gharAta matabheda asatIla, hI sagaLI guMtAguMta jara gelI nasela tara te gurU kAya kAmAce? tyA gurUlA sAMgA kI, 'malA ajUnahI rAga yeto, gharAta mI mulA-mulIMvara ciDato, tara te tumhI thAMbavA. nAhI tara maga puDhacyA varSI tumhAlA kaeNnsala (radda) karIna.' ApaNa ase sAMgU zakato kI nAhI? tumhAlA kAya vATate? nAhI tara yA gurUMnA suddhA 'miThAI' miLata rAhate ArAmAta, haptA miLataca rAhato nA! mhaNaje hA sagaLA aMdhera cAlU Ahe hiMdustAnAta. phakta ApalyA hiMdustAna dezAtaca nAhI, tara sagaLIkaDeca ase jhAle Ahe.
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________________ guru-ziSya ase pArakhale jAte khare nANe praznakartA : khare gurU Aheta, he jANaNyAsAThI kAhI pakkI khUNa Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : oLakhIsAThI tara, ApaNa zivyA dilyA, tara kSamA karata nAhIta paNa sahaja kSamA hoUna jAte. ApaNa mArale tarI suddhA kSamA asate. havA tasA apamAna kelA tarI suddhA kSamAca asate. maga te saraLa asatAta. tyAMnA AmacyAjavaLa kAhI lAlUca nasate. AmacyApAzI paizAsaMbaMdhI mAgaNI karata nAhI. ANi AmhI kAhI prazna vicArale, tara tyA praznAce samAdhAna karatAta ANi jara tyAMnA cheDale, satAvale tarI suddhA te phaNA kADhata nAhIta. kadAcita kAhI cUka jhAlI asela tarIhI phaNA kADhata nAhI. phaNA kADhatAta tyAMnA kAya mhaNatAta? phaNAdhArI nAga mhaNatAta. hI sagaLI tyAMcI oLakha sAMgitalI. nAhI tara maga gurUcI pArakha kelI pAhije ANi naMtara gurU banavale pAhijeta. vATela tyAlA gurU karUna basato tyAlA kAhI artha nAhI! praznakartA : koNa kasA Ahe te kase kaLU zakela? dAdAzrI : pUrvIcyA kALAtIta eDavarDa rupaye ANi rANI chApAce rupaye tumhI pAhile hote kA? AtA to rupayA asela tarIhI loka vizvAsa Thevata navhate. are, he rupaye Aheta, vyavahArAta tyAce calanahI Ahe nA? paraMtu nAhI, tarI suddhA tyAlA dagaDa kiMvA lokhaMDAvara ApaTata hote! are, lakSmIlA ApaTU nakosa, paNa tarIhI ApaTata hote. kA ApaTata asatIla? rupayA khaNakhaNalA tyAmuLe to kaladAra Ahe kI khoTA Ahe he nakkIca kaLela kI nAhI? ase khaNakhaNalA kI khananana... bolalA tara AmhI tyAsa tijorIta Thevato ANi jara khoTA nighAlA tara kApUna TAkato kiMvA phekUna deto. arthAta azI TesTa karUna pAhA, rupayA khaNakhaNUna pAhAve. taseca nehamI gurUcIhI TesTa karA. praznakartA : parIkSA karAyacI?! dAdAzrI : TesTa! parIkSA karatA yeNAra nAhI. bAlaka asela to prophesaracI parIkSA kazI gheIla?
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________________ 114 guru-ziSya praznakartA : maga TesTa ANi parIkSeta kAya pharaka Ahe? dAdAzrI : TesTamadhye ANi parIkSeta puSkaLa pharaka Ahe. TesTamadhye tara AmhI itakeca sAMgAyace kI, 'sAheba, tumhI he sarva sAMgitaleta, paraMtu malA tara ekahI goSTa kharI vATata nAhI.' itakeca bolA. tyAcI TesTa ekadamaca hoIla. te phaNA ubhAratIla. maga AmhI samajU kI hA tara phaNAdhArI sApa Ahe, tevhA he dukAna ApalyAsAThI (yogya)nAhI. dukAna badalA. dukAna badalaNyAce ApalyAlA nAhI kA kaLaNAra? praznakartA : paraMtu dAdA, gurUlA ase sAMgaNe hA avinaya nAhI mhaTalA jANAra? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, kI avinaya kelA nAhI, tara AmhI kuThaparyaMta asecyA ase basUna rAhaNAra? AmhAlA silka have Ahe, 'Dabala ghoDA' kaMpanIce silka have Ahe, tyAsAThI pratyeka dukAnAta phiruna-phiruna baghitale, tevhA koNI mhaNela kI, bhAU, tyAcyA dukAnAta, tyA khAdI bhaMDArAta jA'. maga tyA dukAnAta jAUna ApaNa basUna rAhilo paNa kAhI vicArale vagaire nAhI, tara tithe kitI veLa basUna rAhAyace? tyApekSA tumhI vicArA kI, 'bhAU, tumacyAkaDe Dabala ghoDyAce silka asela tara mI yethe basato. maga sahA tAsa basUna rAhIna, paNa te Ahe kA tumacyAkaDe? tevhA to mhaNato 'nAhI' maga ApaNa uThUna dusar2yA dukAnAta jAU. tarI paNa yethe eka gunhA tara hotoca. mAjhyA yA samajutIcA AdhAra gheUna saTakAyace nAhI. jyAlA tumhI ase mhaTale kI, 'tumace he ThIka nAhI' tyAmuLe tyAce mana tara dukhAvale gele, tevaDhyApuratA to avinaya dharalA jAto. mhaNUna tyAMnA sAMgA kI, 'sAheba, kadhI-kadhI mAjhe Doke jarA phirate' maga te mhaNatIla, 'kAhI harakata nAhI, kAhI harakata nAhI' tarI paNa tyAMnA duHkha vATata asela tara maga ApalyAlA pAca-pannAsa rupaye khizAta ThevAve lAgatAta ANi tyAMnA vicArAve lAgate kI 'tumhAlA caSmA vagaire kAhI havA Ahe kA? je kAhI pAhije asela te sAMgA' nAhI tara maga ApaNa mhaNAve 'sAheba, eka zAla Ahe, tyAcA svIkAra karA. mAjhyA DokyAvara hAta ThevA.' tI zAla dilI mhaNaje te khuza! maga ApalyAlA
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________________ guru-ziSya 115 kaLate kI rupayAlA khaNakhaNavale tara to dAvA mAMData nAhI ANi yethe tara he dAvA mAMDatIla. mhaNUna ApaNa tI zAla tyAMnA dyAvI. tevaDhe zaMbhara rupayAce nukasAna sahana karAve lAgela. paraMtu AmhI tyA dukAnAtUna phasaNyApAsUna tara vAcalo nA! mAjhe kAya mhaNaNe Ahe kI kuThaparyaMta phasata rAhAyace? ANi jyA gurUMnA rAga-dveSa hota nAhIta, te aMtima gurU! tyAMnA jevaNa vADhalyAnaMtara lageca tATa ucalUna ghetale tarI tyAMcyA DoLyAta kAhI pharaka disalA nAhI, DoLyAta krodha disalA nAhI, tara samajAve kI he Aheta 'aMtima' gurU! ANi jara krodha disalA tara tyA goSTIta kAhI damaca nAhI nA! tumacyA lakSAta Ale kA he? praznakartA : ho. ho. dAdAzrI : mhaNaje parIkSA hetUsAThI nAhI, paNa zodha ThevalA pAhije. phakta parIkSA hetUsAThI asela tara te vAITa disela. paraMtu jarA lakSa Thevale pAhije kI tyAMcyA DoLyAta ase kA hota Ahe ! jevaNAce tATa ucalale tevhA jara DoLyAta badala jhAlA tara lageca mhaNA kI, 'nAhI, dusare cAMdIce tATa ANato.' paraMtu pAhUna ghyAve kI 'DoLyAta badala hota Ahe kI nAhI.' zodha tara ghyAyalA havA nA? ApalI phasavaNUka karuna gheUna mAla ANalA tara to kAya kAmAcA? mAla ANaNyAsAThI gelAta, tara tyAne mAla baghitalA tara pAhije nA! baghAyalA nako kA? jarA khecUna pAhAve lAgate nA? naMtara phATake nighAle tara loka mhaNatIla, 'tumhI zAla baghUna kA ghetalI nAhI?' ase mhaNatIla kI nAhI? mhaNUna zrImad rAjacaMdra mhaNatAta nA, 'gurU nITa baghUna karA, pArakhUna karA!' nAhI tara te tumhAlA bhaTakata ThevatIla. tevhA vATela tyAlA gurU karuna bhAgaNAra nAhI. ekadA phasalyAnaMtara kAya karu zakato! mhaNUna sagaLyA bAjUMnI baghAve lAgate. ughaDa kelyA goSTI, vItarAgatene yA kaliyugAta cAMgale gurU miLaNAra nAhIta, ANi gurU tumacI bhAjI karUna khAtIla.
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________________ 116 guru-ziSya praznakartA : barobara Ahe, paNa apavAdasvarUpa ekhAdA tarI kharA gurU aselaca nA? dAdAzrI : koNI cAMgale gurU asatIla tara to DabbA asela. DabbA mhaNaje tyAlA kAhI suddhA samajata nasela. maga tyA samaja nasalelyA gurUce kAya karaNAra? jyAMnA samaja asate te maga durupayoga karatAta. tyApekSA tara gharI pustake asatIla, tI dharuna tyAMce manana karata rAhaNe cAMgale. mhaNaje AtA jase Aheta tase gurU cAlaNAra nAhIta. tyApekSA gurU na keleleca bare. gurUzivAya taseca rAhaNe cAMgale. __ praznakartA : AmacyA saMskRtIpramANe binagurUcA manuSya naguNo mhaTalA jAto. dAdAzrI : he tumhI kuThe aikale? praznakartA : saMta puruSAMkaDUna aikale hote. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa te kAya mhaNatAta? naguNo nAhI, paNa naguro. gurU nasalelA kiMvA naguro mhaNatAta. naguro mhaNaje gurU nasalelA! jyAlA koNI gurU nasela tyAMnA Apale loka nugaro mhaNatAta. bArA varSAcA asatAnA AmacI kaMThI tuTalI hotI, tevhA loka malA 'naguro, nagaro' ase mhaNAyace. sagaLeca mhaNAyace, 'kaMThI tara ghAtalIca pAhije. ApaNa punhA kaMThI ghAlU.' mI mhaTale yA lokAMkaDUna kAya kaMThI bAMghUna ghyAyacI asate? jyAMcA prakAza nAhI, jyAMcyAkaDe dusar2yAMnA prakAza deNyAcI zaktIca nAhI, tyAMcyAkaDUna kaMThI kazI bAMdhUna gheNAra? tara mhaNatAta, 'loka naguro mhaNatIla' AtA naguro mhaNaje kAya asela? naguro mhaNaje kuThalI tarI zivIgALa asela, ase malA vATalele. te maga mI moThA jhAlyAvara, malA kaLale kI naguro mhaNaje nagurU-gurU nasalelA! praznakartA : jara kuNAlA gurU mAnAyace asela, tara tyAsAThI vidhI asatAta, kaMThI ghAlatAta, kapaDe badalavatAta, azI kAhI garaja asate kA? dAdAzrI : azI koNatIca garaja nasate.
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________________ guru-ziSya 117 praznakartA : dharmagurU ase kA mhaNatAta kI kaMThI bAMdhalI asela tyAlA deva tArato ANi nagurolA koNI tArata nAhI. hI goSTa kharI Ahe? dAdAzrI : tyAce ase Ahe kI, yA meMDhapALAMnI hI goSTa pasaravalI hotI. meMDhapALa meMDhyAMnA ase sAMgatAta kI, 'naguro hoUna phirU nakosa' maga meMDhyAMnA vATate kI, 'ohoho! mI naguro nAhI. calA tara kaMThI bAMdhA! gurU karA!' mhaNUna he gurU kele. mhaNaje he meMDhe ANi te meMDhapALa !! paNa tarI AmhI he zabda bolatA kAmA naye. paraMtu jithe opana (spaSTa) samajAyace asela, tithe phakta samajaNyAsAThI sAMgato. te suddhA vItarAgatene sAMgato. AmhI ase zabda bolato, paraMtu AmhAlA suddhA rAga-dveSa hota nAhI. AmhI jJAnI puruSa Ahota, AmhI jabAbadAra mhaTale jAto. AmhAlA koNatyAhI jAgI, thoDA suddhA rAga-dveSa nasato. praznakartA : malA dona-tInadA sAdhU- saMnyAsI bheTale, te mhaNAle kI, 'tumhI kaMThI bAMdhUna ghyA' mI nAhI mhaTale. 'malA bAMdhUna ghyAyacI nAhI.' dAdAzrI : ho paNa je pakke Aheta, te bAMdhUna gheta nAhIta nA! ANi jo kaccA asela to tara bAMdhUnaca gheIla nA! praznakartA : gurUkaDUna kaMThI bAMdhUna ghyAyacI nasela, paNa AmhAlA ekhAdyA gurUprati pUjyabhAva nirmANa jhAlA asela, ANi tyAMce jJAna ghetale, tara kaMThI bAMdhalyAzivAya gurU ziSyAMcA saMbaMdha prasthApita jhAlA ase mhaTale jAIla kI nAhI? kAhI zAstra va AcAryAMnI ase sAMgitale Ahe kI naguro asela tyAce toMDa suddhA pAhU naye. dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, kI vADyAta (saMpradAyAta) ghusAyace asela tara kaMThI bAMdhAvI ANi svataMtra rAhAyace asela tara kaMThI bAMdhUna gheU nakA. jithe jJAna dile jAta asela tyAMcI kaMThI bAMdhA.vADA mhaNaje te kAya mhaNAyace Ahe kI prathama tU hyA sTa~DarDasAThI tayAra ho! hyA tharDa sTa~DarDa madhye tayAra ho, toparyaMta ANakhI kuThe vyartha prayatna karU nakosa, ase sAMgU icchitAta. bAkI, naguro kase mhaNAyace? naguro tara yA kALAta koNIca nAhI.
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________________ 118 guru-ziSya naguro koNI mhaTalele? he je kaMThIvAle gurU Aheta nA, tyAMnI naguro ubhA kelA Ahe. tyAMce grAhaka kamI hoNAra nAhIta mhaNUna. kaMThI bAMdhalI nasela tyAsa harakata nAhI. hI kaMThI tara, eka prakAracA manAta sAyakaoNlaoNjikala iphekTa (mAnasika pariNAma) ThasavatAta. he sagaLe saMpradAyika matavAle kAya karatAta? lokAMnA kaMThyAca bAMdhata rAhatAta. maga tyAcyAvara pariNAma hoto kI, 'mI yA saMpradAyAcA! mI yA saMpradAyAcA!' mhaNaje sAyakaoNlaoNjikala iphekTa hoto. paraMtu te cAMgale Ahe. te kAya cukIce nAhI. te ApalyAlA nukasAnakAraka nAhI. tumhAlA 'naguro' cI kALajI karAyacI nAhI, 'naguro' mhaTale tara tumacI abrU jAIla, ase vATate kA tumhAlA? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : maga 'naguro' cI ciMtA tumhI kA karatA? praznakartA : tyA kaMThIcI goSTa AlI nA, mhaNUna. dAdAzrI : ho. paNa kaMThI ghAlaNAr2yAMnA ase sAMgAve kI, 'hI ghAtalelI kaMThI mI kuThaparyaMta ThevIna? malA phAyadA hota asela toparyaMta ThevIna. nAhI tara maga toDUna TAkIna' azI tyAMnA aTa ghAtalI pAhije. tyAMnI vicArale kI ' tumhAlA koNatA phAyadA havA Ahe?' tevhA ApaNa sAMgAve 'mAjhyA gharAta kaTakaTa hotA kAmA naye. nAhI tara mI kaMThI toDUna TAkIna.' AdhIca ase sAMgAyalA have. loka ase sAMgata nasatIla nA? yethe tara kaTakaTahI cAlU asate ANi kaMThI suddhA cAlU asate. kaMThI bAMdhUna suddhA kleza hota asela tara ApaNa tI kaMThI toDUna TAkAvI. gurUlA sAMgAve kI, 'hI ghyA, tumacI kaMThI parata. tumacyA kaMThIta kAhIca guNa nAhI. hI kaMThI tumhI maMtrUna dilelI nAhI. azI maMtrUna dyA kI mAjhyA gharAta bhAMDaNe hoNAra nAhIta. praznakartA : kaMThI bAMdhalI nasela toparyaMta upadeza aikalA tarI paNa jJAna (DokyAta) utarata nAhI, ase te sAMgatAta. dAdAzrI : ghyA! kaMThI bAMdhalI nAhI tara tumhAlA jJAna hoNAra nAhI (!) kitI dhamakAvatAta! oraDUna, oraDUna yA sagaLyAMnA saraLa karatAta!!!
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________________ guru-ziSya koNAcI goSTa ANi koNI dharalI? cAMgale Ahe, tyA mArgAne kA asenA lokAMnA saraLa tara karatAta nA! paNa tarI te lokAMnA ghasarU deta nAhIta tevaDhe cAMgaleca Ahe. bAkI, vara caDhavaNyAcA tara praznaca nAhI. kAraNa te gurU svataHca caDhale nAhIta nA! caDhaNe hI kAhI sopI goSTa Ahe tehI yA kaliyugAta, duSamakALAta? hI caDhaNa tara kharokhara ubhI caDhaNa Ahe. paraMtu ghasarU deta nAhIta. lokAMnA dusare miLata nAhI, mhaNUna koNatyAhI dukAnAta jAUna basAve lAgate nA! aseca anaMta janmAMpAsUna bhaTakataca Aheta nA! praznakartA : ekIkaDe ase mhaTale jAte kI, 'gurU goviMda donoM khaDe, kisako lAgUM pAya, balihArI gurU ApakI, jisane goviMda diyo batAya!' dAdAzrI : ho. paNa tase gurUdeva koNAlA mhaTale jAte? goviMda dAkhavatIla, tyAMnA gurUdeva mhaTale jAte. ase yAta sAMgitale Ahe. AtA tara he gurU svataHce gurUpaNa sthApita karaNyAcI goSTa karatAta. paraMtu AmhI tyAnA sAMgitale pAhije kI, 'sAheba, mI tumhAlA gurUdeva kevhA mhaNela? kI tumhI malA goviMda dAkhavAla tara. he lihile Ahe tyAnusAra jara karAla tara, goviMda dAkhavA, tara tumacyAta gurUpaNa sthApita karIna. tumhIca AtAparyaMta goviMda zodhata AhAta ANi mI suddhA goviMda zodhato Ahe, tara ApalyA doghAMcA meLa kasA basela? bAkI, Aja tara sagaLe gurU heca samora ThevatAta! gurUMnI goviMda dAkhavale nasatIla tarI suddhA ase gAyalA lAvatAta. jeNe karuna gurUMnA 'prasAda' tara miLela nA! yA zabdAMcA dusar2yA dukAnadArAMnAhI lAbha hoto nA.(!) praznakartA : paraMtu tyAmuLe gurUce paraDe adhika vajanadAra banavale. dAdAzrI : Aheca vajanadAra, paNa tase gurU AtAparyaMta jhAle nAhIta. he tara probezanara (haMgAmI umedavAra) gurUMce phAvale Ahe yAta. mhaNaje probezanara ase mAnUna basale Aheta kI, 'AtA AmhI gurU Ahota, ANi deva dAkhavale, maga tumhI AmhAlA pujale pAhije.' paraMtu
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________________ 120 guru-ziSya probezanara kAya kAmAce? ANi jyAMcyAtUna 'huMkAra' (mI kAhI tarI Ahe) nighUna gelA asela nA, tyAnaMtara toca deva! jara kadhI adhika darzana karaNyAyogya pada asela tara te phakta ekaca kI jyAMcA 'huMkAra' samApta jhAlA asela, potApaNuM (mI Ahe, ANi mAjhe Ahe ase AropaNa, mAjhepaNA) gelA asela. jithe 'potAparyu' gelA tithe sarvasva nighUna gele! he je 'gurUbramhA, gurUviSNu, gurU mahezvarA' mhaNatAta te tara gurUca nasatAta. he tara 'gurUbramhA gurUviSNuH...' yA nAmAmuLe svataHcA phAyadA karuna ghetAta. tyAmuLe maga loka tyAMcI pUjA karatAta ! paraMtu vAstavikapaNe hI tara sadgurUMcI goSTa Ahe. sadgurU arthAta jJAnI puruSAMcI hI goSTa Ahe. je satlA jANatAta, satce jANakAra Aheta, tyA gurUMsAThI hI goSTa Ahe. paraMtu yethe tara yA sarva apAtra gurUMnI he svataHsAThI samajUna ghetale Ahe. ___ bAkI je gurU hoUna basaleta, tyAMnA saraLa sAMgUna TAkAve kI, 'sAheba, malA gurU karAyace nAhIta. vyApArI gurU banavaNyAsAThI mI Alo nAhI. mI tara jyAlA gurU vhAyace nAhI, tyAMnA mAjhe gurU karaNyAsAThI Alo Ahe. gurUcA putra gurU? praznakartA : pUrvIcyA kALI jI gurU paraMparA hotI kI gurU ziSyAlA zikavata asata, naMtara ziSya gurU banUna svata:cyA ziSyAlA zikavIta asata... dAdAzrI : tI paraMparA kharI hotI. paraMtu AtA tara tI paraMparA rAhilIca nAhI nA! AtA tara gAdIpatI (uttarAdhikArI) hoUna basaleta. gurUcA putra gurU banela, ase kase mAnale jAIla? gAdIMcI (uttarAdhikArI nemaNyAcI) sthApanA kelI, yAcA durupayoga jhAlA. praznakartA : dharma vyavasthecyA jAgI samAja vyavasthA jhAlI. dAdAzrI : ho. samAja vyavasthA jhAlI!! dharma tara kuTheca rAhilA, dharma tara dharmAcyA sthAnAvara rAhilA! zivAya kaliyugAnehI gherale Ahe!
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________________ guru-ziSya 121 yAta eka-dona puruSa cAMgale asatAta paNa maga tyAMcyA naMtara gAdIpatI vagaire sarva suru hoUna jAte, sagaLIkaDeca gAdIpatI nA? gAdIpatI he kadhI zobhata nAhIta. dharmAta gAdI nasate. dusar2yA sarva jAgI, sarva kalAMmadhye, vyApArAta gAdI asate. paraMtu dharmAta gAdI nasate. dharmAta tara jyAcyAkaDe AtmyAce (jJAna) asela, asA AtmajJAnI asAvA! praznakartA : pUrvI gAdayA navhatyA, tara yA gAdIpatIcI suravAta kazI jhAlI? dAdAzrI : te tara yA akkalavAlyAMcyA hAtAta gele nA, mhaNUna tyA akkalavAlyAMnI zodhUna kADhale. dusare koNI rAhile nAhI, mhaNUna tyAMnI dukAne mAMDalI. bAkI AMdhaLyAlA mUrkha yeUna miLatAta. yA dezAta mAhIta nAhI kuThUna yeUna miLatAta. asAcyA asAca goMdhaLa mAjavalA Ahe yA lokAMnI, ANi ArAmAta gAdIpatI hoUna basatAta! gAdIpatI hoNyAcA adhikAra koNAlA Ahe ? tara jyAMcyAta krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha nasela tyAMnA! tumhAlA he nyAyapUrNa nAhI kA vATata? nyAyAne kase asela pAhije. praznakartA : barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : mhaNUna kAhI loka AmhAlA vicAratAta kI he tumhI 'akrama' kA kADhale? mI sAMgitale, he mI kADhale nAhI, mI tara nimitta banalo Ahe. mI kazAsAThI kADhU? malA kAhI yethe gAdayA sthApana karAyacA Aheta? AmhI kAya yethe gAdayA sthApana karaNyAsa Alo Ahota? AmhI kAya koNAce utthAna karato? nAhI. yethe tara koNAce maMDanahI karata nAhI ANi kuNAce khaMDanahI karata nAhI, yethe ase kAhIca nasate. yethe gAdIca nAhI nA! gAdI asela tyAMnAca hI jhaMjhaTa asate. jithe gAyA Aheta, tithe mokSa nasatoca. asUca zakata nAhI. pujaNyAcI kAmanAca kAmAcI dharmavAlyAMnI tara svataHcA matArtha ThevaNyAsAThI, svata:lA pujale jANyAcI dukAne cAlaviNyAsAThI he sagaLe mArga zodhUna kADhale Aheta.
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________________ 122 guru-ziSya mhaNaje lokAMnA yAtUna bAhera nighUca dile nAhI. svata:lA pujUna gheNyAsAThI lokAMnA ulaTa mArgAvara caDhavale. ase toDaphoDa karaNAre loka dusare kAhI hoUca deta nAhIta. toDaphoDa karaNAre mhaNaje pujUna gheNyAcI kAmanA ThevaNAre. pujale jANyAcI kAmanA hI dalAlIca Ahe nA! dharmAce pustaka hAtAta Ale ANi jara koNI tyAlA tithe basavale kI, 'AtA tU he pustaka vAca.' tevhApAsUnaca tyAlA azI kAmanA utpanna hote kI AtA loka mAjhI pUjA karatIla. mhaNaje tumhAlA jara pujale jANyAcI kAmanA hota asela, tara tumhAlA Disamisa kele pAhije. kAraNa jJAnI puruSAcyA pustakAlA sparza kelyAnaMtarahI azI kAmanA utpanna kA jhAlI? ulaTa azI kAmanA asela tIhI naSTa vhAyalA havI! ANi he tara ajUna kAmanA utpanna hota Aheta. tumacyA he lakSAta yete kI lokAMmadhye svataHlA pujUna gheNyAcI kAmanA Doke vara kADhata Aheta? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : parata Ata spardhAhI cAlate. loka jara dusar2yA koNAlA adhika pujata asatIla tara te tyAlA AvaData nAhI. jaNU pujale jANe hAca mokSa (!) Ahe, ase yA lokAMnI mAnale Ahe !! hI tara moThI jokhIma Ahe. bAkI, jyAce yA jagAta koNAzIhI bhAMDaNa hota nasela, tyAlA pujalele kAmAce. yA gurUMnA svata:lA pujUna gheNyAcyA kAmanA utpanna hotAta, gurU hoNyAcI kAmanA asate. jevhA kI kRpALU devAMnA kazI kAmanA hotI tI tarI oLakha, kI 'parama sat jANaNyAcA icchuka Ahe !' dusarI tyAMnA koNatyAhI goSTIcI kAmanA navhatI!! malA tara pujale jANyAcI kAmanA AyuSyAta kadhIca utpanna jhAlI nAhI. kAraNa te bA~darezana (trAsa) mhaTale jAte. pujaNyAcI kAmanA havI, ApalyApekSA koNI moThA asela tyAlA! kAmanA havI. praznakartA : mAna, pUjA garvarasa he sagaLe potApaNAMcyAca maiphalI nA? dAdAzrI : yA sagaLyA potApaNAM ('mI paNA' 'mAjhe paNA') majabUta karaNAr2yA goSTI Aheta! potApaNAM majabUta kelA asela to maga kadhI tarI
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________________ guru-ziSya 123 jhaLakatoca nA, koNAsamora ! tevhA loka mhaNatIla, 'baghA pitaLa ughaDe paDale!' tyAcA potApaNAM bAhera yeto, tyAmuLe kadhIca bhale hota nAhI! mhaNaje pujale jANyAcI kAmanA suTata nAhI, anAdI kALApAsUna hI bhIka suTalI nAhI. rAhIle nAhI nAva koNAcehI maga nAvAcI suddhA bhIka asate, mhaNUna pustakAta suddhA tyAMce nAva chApAyalA lAvatAta. are, tyApekSA tara lagna karAyace hote nA, maga mulAMnI tujhe nAva rAkhale asate. AtA gurU jhAlyAnaMtara kazAsAThI nAva ThevAyace? pustakAta suddhA nAva! 'mAjhe AjobA gurU ANi mAjhe vaDIla gurU ANi amake gurU! aseca sarva chApata rAhatAta. yA maMdirAta suddhA nAva ghAlU lAgale kI 'yA gurUne he banavale,' are, nAva rAhate kA kadhI? saMsArI mANasAMce rAhata nAhI, tara sAdhUMce nAva rAhIla? nAva ThevaNyAcI icchAca asU naye. kuThalIhI icchA ThevaNe hI bhIka Ahe. dhyeya cukale ANi bhIka ziralI __ hI bhIka jAta nAhI. mAnAcI bhIka, kirtIcI bhIka, viSayAcI bhIka, lakSmIcI bhIka... bhIka, bhIka ANi bhIka ! bina bhIkavAle pAhile Aheta kA? zevaTI maMdira banavaNyAcI suddhA bhIka asate, mhaNUna maMdira bAMdhaNyAsAThI khaTapaTa karatAta. kAraNa dusare kAhI kAma sucale nAhI mhaNUna maga kirtIsAThI ase sarva karatAta. are, kazAsAThI maMdira ubhAratA? hiMdustAnAta maMdire nAhIta kA? paraMtu he tara maMdira ubhAraNyAsAThI paisA goLA karata rAhatAta. devAMnI sAMgitale hote kI maMdira ubhAraNAre he tara, jevhA tyAMcI karma udayAsa yetIla tevhA ubhAratIla. tU kazAlA tyAta paDatosa? hiMdustAnAcA manuSyadharma phakta maMdIre ubhAraNyAsAThI nAhI. kevaLa mokSalA jANyAsAThIca hiMdustAnAta janma hoto. eka avatArI hotA yeIla ase dhyeya TheUna kAma karA, tara pannAsa janmAta suddhA, zaMbhara janmAta, kiMvA pAcaze janmAta tarI suTakA hoIla. dusare dhyeya soDA. maga lagna karA, mulAMce bApa vhA, DaoNkTara vhA, baMgale ubhArA, tyAta harakata nAhI. paraMtu
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________________ 124 guru-ziSya dhyeya ekA jAgIca ThevA, kI hiMdustAnAta janma jhAlA Ahe tara muktIsAThI sAdhanA karAvI. yA ekA dhyeyAvara yA tevhA suTakA hoIla. mhaNaje koNatyAhI prakAracI bhIka asatA kAmA naye. dharmAsAThI itake dAna dyA, amake dyA, azA anumodaneta paDU naye. karaNe, karavUna gheNe ANi anumodana karaNe, he tithe nasAve. AmhI tara sarva prakAracyA bhIkepAsUna mukta jhAlo Ahota. maMdira ubhAraNyAcIhI bhIka nAhI. kAraNa AmhAlA hyA jagAtIla koNatIca goSTa nako Ahe. AmhI mAnAce bhikArI nAhI, kirtIce bhikArI nAhI, lakSmIce bhikArI nAhI, sonyAce bhikArI nAhI, ziSyAMce bhikArI nAhI. viSayAMce vicAra yeta nAhIta, lakSmIce vicAra yeta nAhIta. jithe vicAraca utpanna hota nAhIta, maga tithe bhIka koNatyA goSTIcI asela? mAnAcI, kirtIcI koNatyAhI prakAracI bhIka nAhI. ANi manuSyamAtrAsa kirtIcI bhIka asate, mAnAcI bhIka asate. AmhI vicArato, 'tumacyAta kitI bhIka Ahe, yAcA tumhAlA pattA lAgato kA? tumacyAta koNatyAhI prakAracI bhIka Ahe kA?' tevhA mhaNatIla, 'nAhI, bhIka nAhI.' are, AtA apamAna kelA tara lageca kaLela kI mAnAcI bhIka Ahe kI nAhI! / kadAcita strI saMbaMdhAta brahmacArI jhAlA asela, lakSmIcyA bAbatItahI bhIka soDalI asela, paraMtu kirtIcI bhIka asate, ziSyAcI suddhA bhIka asate, nAva kamavaNyAcI bhIka asate, sagaLyA aMtahIna bhIka asatAta. ziSyAMcI suddhA bhIka! mhaNatIla, 'mAjhA koNI ziSya nAhI' maga zAstrAMnI kAya sAMgitale Ahe ? jo yeUna Thepela, zodhalyAzivAya, ApoApaca jo yeIla to ziSya!! bhIkepAsUna bhagavaMta dUra mhaNUna mI 'bhIka' zabda lihito. dusare loka bhIka zabda lihita nAhIta. 'tRSNA' lihitAta. are, bhIka lihA nA! taraca tyAMcA bhikArIpaNA suTela. tRSNAcA artha kAya? tRSNA mhaNaje tahAna. are, tahAna lAgalI kiMvA nAhI lAgalI tyAta kAya aDacaNa Ahe ? are, hI tara tujhI bhIka
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________________ guru-ziSya 125 Ahe. jithe bhIka asela tithe bhagavaMta kase bheTatIla? hA bhIka zabda asA Ahe kI bina phAsAne phAsAvara jAIla! saMpUrNa bhIka gelyAnaMtaraca he jaga 'jase Ahe tase' disate. joparyaMta mAjhyAta bhIka asela, toparyaMta malA dusare koNI bhikArI vATaNAra nAhI. paraMtu svata:cI bhIka gelI, kI maga sagaLe bhikArIca vATatIla. jyAMcI sarva prakAracI bhIka miTate, tyAMnA jJAnIce pada miLate. jJAnIce pada kevhA miLate? sarva prakAracI bhIka saMpUna jAIla, lakSmIcI bhIka, viSayAMcI bhIka, koNatyAca prakAracI bhIka nasate tevhA he pada prApta hote. bhIka nasela tara devaca Ahe, jJAnI Ahe, jo mhaNAla to Ahe. bhIkemuLeca hA asA jhAlA Ahe. vinavaNI mhaNUnaca karAvI lAgate nA! bhIka phakta kuThe ThevAyacI? jJAnI puruSAMjavaLa ! jJAnI puruSAMjavaLa jAUna sAMgA kI, 'bApajI, premAcA prasAda dyA.' te tara detaca asatAta, paraMtu AmhI mAgitalA tara vizeSa miLato. jasA gALalelA cahA ANi binagALalelyA cahA, yAta pharaka asato nA, tevaDhA pharaka paDato. gALalelyA cahAmadhye cahAcI pAne yeta nAhIta. pyoriTIzivAya prAptI nAhI mhaNaje hI bhIka Ahe mhaNUna tara bhAnagaDa Ahe, pyoriTI (zuddhatA) rAhilI nAhI. jikaDe-tikaDe vyApAra jhAlA Ahe. jithe paizAMce deNegheNe jhAle ANi jithe dusare sarva ghusale, to sagaLA vyApAra jhAlA. tyAta maga sAMsArika lAbha gheNyAcI tayArI asate. bhautika lAbha, hA sagaLA vyApAra mhaTalA jAto. dusare kAhI gheta nasela paNa mAnAcI icchA asela tarI suddhA to lAbha mhaTalA jAto. toparyaMta sagaLA vyApAraca mhaTalA jAto. hiMdustAna asA deza Ahe, kI sagaLyAMcA vyApAra cAlato. paraMtu vyApArAta jokhIma asate. AmhI kAya mhaTale pAhije kI tumhI ase karata AhAta, paraMtu ase karaNyAta jokhIma Ahe. praznakartA : dharmAcyA nAvAvara evaDhe sAre DhoMga kA cAlatAta?
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________________ 126 guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : maga kazAcyA nAvAvara DhoMga cAlavatIla? dusar2yA nAvAvara DhoMga karAyalA gele tara loka mAratIla. bApajIne dahA rupaye ghetale paNa jara tyAMcyAvara koNI Aropa kelA ANi bApajInI zrApa dilA tara kAya hoIla? mhaNUna dharmAcyA nAvAzivAya dusarI kAhI paLavATaca nAhI ANi saTakaNyAcI dusarI kuThalI jAgAca nAhI. tarI paNa sagaLeca ase Aheta ase mhaNU zakata nAhI. yAMcyAta pAca-dahA Takke khUpa cAMgalA mAla Ahe ! paraMtu tithe koNI jAtaca nAhI, kAraNa tyAMcyA vANIta vacanabaLa nasate ANi tyA dusar2yA gurUcI vANI tara DoLe dipavUna TAkela azI asate, mhaNUna sarva tithe jAtAta. paNa tyAMcI bhAvanA vAITa asate, kasehI karUna paise lubADaNe, azI bhAvanA asate. yA dhurtAMcyA dukAnAtUna kAya ghyAyace? ANi jI cokha-prAmANika dukAne Aheta tithe mAla nasato maga tithUna kAya gheNAra? cokha-prAmANika mANasAcyA dukAnAta mAla nAhI. dhurtAMcyA dukAnAta tolUna mAla jAsta dilA jAto, paraMtu to bhesaLayukta mAla asato. paraMtu jithe koNatyAhI prakAracI garaja nasate, paizAMcI garaja nasate, svata:cyA AzramAcA vistAra karaNyAcI kiMvA svataHce nAva kamAvaNyAcI garaja nasate, azI mANase asatIla tara goSTa vegaLI Ahe. asA manuSya eksepTeDa (svIkArya) Ahe. azA dukAnAsa jarI dukAna mhaTale tarI paNa tithe lokAMnA lAbha miLato. maga tithe jJAna nasela tarIhI harakata nAhI, paraMtu loka nirmaLa asale pAhijeta, pyora asale pAhijeta. ImpyoriTI (malinate) muLe koNI kadhIca kAhI prApta karU zakata nAhI. apratibadhdapaNe vicaratAta te jJAnI praznakartA : hiMdu samAjAta, jaina samAjAta Azrama paddhatI Ahe. tI barobara Ahe kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : tI paddhata sat yugAta ThIka hotI, mhaNaje tisar2yA ANi cauthyA, yA dona Ar2yAMmadhye ThIka hotI. pAcavyA Ayata Azrama paddhatI ThIka nAhI.
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________________ guru-ziSya 127 praznakartA : Azrama paddhatImuLe bheda-abheda ANi saMpradAya utpanna hotAta kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : Azrama paddhatI he saMpradAya ubhe karaNyAce sAdhanaca Ahe. saMpradAya banavaNAre sagaLe ahaMkArI Aheta, ovharavAIja-atizahANe! navInaca kAhI tarI ubhe karatAta, tRtIyama!! mokSAlA jANyAcI bhAvanAca nAhI. svataHce zahANapaNa dAkhavAyace asate te nave-nave bheda nirmANa karatAta ANi jevhA jJAnI prakaTa hotAta tevhA te sagaLe bheda miTavUna TAkatAta, kamI karatAta. lAkha jJAnIMcA ekaca abhiprAya asato, ANi ekA ajJAnIce lAkha abhiprAya asatAta. praznakartA : mhaNAyalA to Azrama asato, paraMtu tithe parizrama asato. dAdAzrI : nAhI, nAhI. hiMdustAnAtIla lokAMnI AzramAcA kAya upayoga kelA Ahe, te tumhAsa sAMgU? gharacA kaMTALA AlA asela nA, tara to paMdharA divasa tithe jAUna ArAmAta khAto-pito ANi rAhato. hAca dhaMdA kelA Ahe. mhaNUna jyAlA zrama ghAlavAyacA asela ANi khAUna-piUna jhopAyace asela, tyAMnI Azrama ThevAvA. bAyako trAsa deta nAhI, koNIca trAsa deta nAhI. gharI bAyako-mulAMcI bhAMDaNe hotAta. tithe AzramAta koNI bhAMDaNArAca nAhI nA, koNI TokaNAraca nAhI nA! tithe tara ekAMta miLato, mhaNUna nivAMtapaNe ghorata rAhato. DhekUNa nAhIta, kAhIca nAhI. thaMDa vArA! saMsArAcA jo thakavA AlA hotA, to tithe jAUna ghAlavatAta. __ AtA jara ase khAUna-piUna paDUna rAhata asatIla tarI ThIka hote, paraMtu he tara durupayoga karatAta, ANi tyAmuLe svata:cI adhogatI oDhavUna ghetAta. tyAta te dusar2yAMce nukasAna karata nAhIta, paNa svataHceca nukasAna karatAta. kadAcita tyAtale eka-dona cAMgale suddhA asatIla! bAkI, Azrama mhaNaje pola cAlavaNyAce sAdhana !! praznakartA : tumhI jo mArga dAkhavatA tyAta Azrama-maMdira yA sagaLyAMcI AvazyakatA Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : yethe Azrama-bizrama nasato. yethe kasalA to Azrama?
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________________ 128 guru-ziSya mI tara AdhIpAsUnaca AzramAcyA virudhda Ahe ! mI tara AdhIpAsUnaca kAya mhaNato? 'kI, bhAU, malA AzramAcI kAhI garaja nAhI. je loka yethe Azrama banavaNyAsAThI Ale hote nA, tyAMnA manAI kelI. malA AzramAcI kAya garaja? ApalyAkaDe Azrama nasatAtaca. mhaNUna mI AdhIpAsUnaca sAMgitale Ahe kI jJAnI puruSa koNAlA mhaNatAta kI je AzramAcA zrama karIta nAhIta. mI tara jhADAkhAlI basUna satsaMga karIna asA mANUsa Ahe. yethe jara jAgecI soya nasela tara ekhAdyA jhADAkhAlI basUna suddhA ArAmAta satsaMga karIna. AmhAlA kAhI harakata nAhI. AmhI tara udayAdhIna Ahota. mahAvIra bhagavaMta suddhA jhADAkhAlI basUna satsaMga karIta asata. te kAhI Azrama zodhata navhate. AmhAlA kholI suddhA nako, kAhIca nako. AmhAlA kazAcIca garaja nAhI nA! koNatyAhI goSTIcI garaja nAhI. jJAnI puruSa AzramAcA zrama karIta nAhIta. praznakartA : tyAMcyAsAThI apratibaddha vihArI zabda vAparalA Ahe ? dAdAzrI : ho. AmhI niraMtara apratibaddha rUpAne vicaraNa karato (vAvarato), dravya-kSetra-kALa ANi bhAvAne niraMtara apratibaddha rUpAne vicaraNa karato, ase jJAnI puruSa!! pUrNa jaga Azrama banavate. muktI miLavAyacI asela tara AzramAce ojhe paravaData nAhI. AzramAaivajI tara bhIka mAgUna khANe cAMgale. bhIka mAgUna khANyAsAThI bhagavaMtAne sUTa dilI Ahe. bhagavaMtAne kAya sAMgitale kI bhIka mAgUna tU lokAMce kalyANa kara. tujhyA poTApuratIca bhAnagaDa Ahe nA! Azrama tara satyugAta hote, tevhA svataH mokSAsAThIca prayatna karIta asata, ANi yA kaliyugAta tara zrama ghAlavaNyAce saMgrahasthAna Ahe. AtA kuNAlA mokSAcI paDalelI nAhI. mhaNUna yA kALAta Azrama banavaNyAsArakhe nAhI. te bhagavaMtAparyaMta pohocata nAhI he tara kevaLa bijhanesamadhye paDalele loka Aheta. te loka dharmAcyA
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________________ guru-ziSya 129 bijhanesamadhye (vyApArAta) paDale Aheta. tyAMnA svataHcI pUjA karavUna phAyadA miLavAyacA Ahe. ho, ANi azI dukAne tara ApalyA hiMdustAnAta puSkaLa Aheta. azI kAya dona-tIna dukAneca Aheta? azI tara apAra dukAne Aheta. AtA tyA dukAnadArAlA AmhI ase kase sAMgU zakato? to mhaNato kI 'malA dukAna suru karAyace Ahe' tara AmhI tyAMnA nAhI suddhA kase mhaNaNAra? maga grAhakAMce AmhI kAya kele pAhije? praznakartA : tyAMnA thAMbavale pAhije. dAdAzrI : nAhI, nAhI thAMbavU zakata. yA jagAta ase sarva tara cAlataca rAhaNAra. praznakartA : AtA tara karoDo rupaye jamavUna Azrama banavatAta ANi loka tyAcyAca mAge lAgale Aheta! dAdAzrI : paraMtu he rupaye suddhA asace Aheta nA! rupayAta kAhI barakataca nAhI mhaNUna. praznakartA : paraMtu tyA lakSmIcA yogya mArgAne upayoga kelA, zikSaNAcyA kAmAsAThI vAparale kiMvA kuThalyA upayogI sevemadhye vAparale tara? ___ dAdAzrI : tase kharca hotIla, paNa tarIhI mAjhe mhaNaNe ase Ahe kI tyAta bhagavaMtAlA kAhI pohocata nAhI. te cAMgalyA mArgAne kharca jhAle, tara tyAtale thoDese jarI zetAta gele tara puSkaLa upajela. paraMtu tyAta tyAlA kAya lAbha jhAlA? bAkI, jithe lakSmI asate tithe dharma nasato. jithe jitakI lakSmI Ahe, tevaDhAca tithe dharma kaccA Ahe! praznakartA : lakSmI AlI mhaNUna maga lakSmI mAge lakSa ThevAve lAgate, vyavasthA karAvI lAgate. dAdAzrI : nAhI, ase nAhI. tyAcyA vyavasthesAThI nAhI, loka mhaNatIla kI vyavasthA tara AmhI karU, paraMtu jithe lakSmIcI hajerI Ahe, tithe dharma tevaDhA kaccA rAhato! kAraNa sagaLyAta moThI mAyA, lakSmI ANi
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________________ 130 guru-ziSya viSayavikAra! yA donhI sarvAta moThI mAyA Ahe. hI mAyA asela tithe deva nasato. ANi deva asela tithe mAyA nasate! / ANi paisA ziralA maga kitI pramANAta zirela yAcA kAhI nema nAhI. ase kAhI niyama Aheta kA yethe? mhaNUna paisA bilkula, muLApAsUnaca asatA kAmA naye. zuddha hoUna yA! dharmAta malinatA karu nakA! dharmAcI kAya dazA Ahe Aja! ___ maga he sagaLe phI ThevatAta, jaNU nATaka asela ase! nATakAsAThI phI ThevatAta, tazI yethehI phI ThevatAta. tyAta pAca Takke cAMgale suddhA asatAta. bAkI tara sonyAcA bhAva vADhalA, tase yAMce' suddhA bhAva vADhatAta nA! mhaNUna malA pustakAta lihAve lAgale kI jithe paizAce deNegheNe Ahe, tithe bhagavaMta nAhIta ANi dharma suddhA nAhI. jithe paizAMce deNegheNe nAhI, vyApArI vRttIca nAhI, tithe bhagavaMta Aheta ! paise, deNegheNe hI vyApArI vRttI mhaTalI jAte. sagaLIkaDe paise, jithe jAla tithe paise, jithe jAla tithe paise! sagaLIkaDeca phI, phI ANi phI! ho, maga tyA bicAr2yA garIbAMnI kAya gunhA kelA? phI ThevalI tara garIbAMsAThI ase mhaNA kI, 'bhAU, garIba vyaktIkaDUna cAra ANe gheIna, phAra jhAle,' maga garIba suddhA tithe jAU zakela. he tara phakta zrImaMtaca lAbha ghetAta. bAkI jithe phI asela, tithe dharmaca nAhI. tithe dharma nAhIca muLI! AmacyA yethe eka paisA suddhA ghetalA jAta nAhI. yethe phI ThevalI tara kAya dazA hoIla? 'jJAna' gheNyAsAThI ekadA tara tumhI kharca karAla, paraMtu naMtara mhaNAla kI AtA yA 'jJAnAlA' majabUtIne pALU, paNa AtA punhA phI deNAra nAhI. __ApaNa kuNAce nAva gheNe, he tara cukIce mhaTale jAIla. paraMtu tumhAlA hI rUpareSA deta Ahe kI sadyA dharmAcI kAya dazA jhAlI Ahe. gurU kI je vyApArI hoUna basaleta, te sagaLe cukIce Ahe. jithe paeNkTizanara asatAta, phI ThevatAta, kI 'Aja ATha-dahA rupaye phI Ahe, udyA 20 rupaye phI Ahe.' tara te sagaLe bekAra Ahe.
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________________ guru-ziSya 131 jithe paizAMcA vyApAra Ahe, tithe tyAMnA gurU mhaNatA yeNAra nAhI. jithe tikITa Ahe, tI tara sagaLI rAmalIlAca mhaTalI jAte. paraMtu lokAMnA AtA bhAna rAhile nAhI, mhaNUna bicAre tikITavAlyAkaDeca ziratAta. kAraNa tithe sarva khoTe Ahe ANi hA svataHhI khoTA Ahe, mhaNUna doghAMcA meLa basato! arthAta sApha khoTe va sApha ghoTALAca, cAlalA Ahe, ekadama. maga mhaNatIla kI, 'mI niHspRha Ahe.' are, ase gAta kA rAhatosa? tU niHspRha Ahesa, tara tujhyAvara koNI zaMkA gheNAra nAhI ANi tU spRhAvAlA asazIla tara tU kitIhI sAMgitalesa tarI tujhyAvara zaMkA ghetalyAzivAya rAhaNAra nAhI. kAraNa tujhI spRhAca sAMgela, tujhI vRttIca sAMgela kI tU kasA Ahesa. tyAta trUTI kuThe? he tara sagaLe bhikesAThI bAhera paDale Aheta. svataHce poTa bharaNyAsAThI phirata Aheta, sagaLe ApApale poTa bharaNyAsAThI nighAle Aheta, kiMvA maga poTa bharAyace nasela tara kIrti havI Ahe. kIrtIcI bhIka (lAlasA), lakSmIcI bhIka, mAnAcI bhIka! binabhikecA manuSya asela tara tyAcyAkaDe je mAgAla te prApta hoIla. bhIkavAlyAkaDe ApaNa gelo tara to svata:hI sudhAralelA nAhI ANi ApalyAlAhI sudhAraNAra nAhI. kAraNa lokAMnI dukAne suru kelIta ANi tyAMnA grAhakahI miLatAta, nivAMtapaNe! ekA vyaktIne malA vicArale kI, yAta dukAnadArAMcA doSa Ahe kI grAhakAMcA doSa? mI mhaNAlo, 'grAhakAMcA doSa!' dukAnadAra tara kuThalehI dukAna ghAlUna basela, paraMtu ApalyAlA samajAyalA nako? thoDIzI kaNIka kATyAlA lAvUna to kATA talAvAta TAkato, tyAta mAsemAyacA doSa kI khANAr2yAcA doSa? jyAlA lAlUca Ahe tyAcA doSa kI mAsemAr2yAcA doSa? jo pakaDalA jAto tyAcA doSa! he Apale loka phasaleca Aheta nA, yA sagaLyA gurUMkaDe. lokAMnA svata:lA pujUna ghyAyace Ahe mhaNUna saMpradAya banavale gele.
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________________ 132 guru-ziSya tyAta bicAr2yA grAhakAMcAca sagaLA doSa nAhI. yA dalAlAMcA doSa Ahe. yA dalAlAMce poTa bharataca nAhI ANi lokAMcehI bharU deta nAhIta. mhaNUna mI he ughaDa karU icchito. he tara dalAlItaca aiSaArAma ANi mauja karatAta ANi ApApalI sephasAIDaca zodhalI Ahe. paraMtu tyAMnA ase sAMgU naye kI, tyAMcA doSa Ahe. sAMgUna kAya phAyadA ? samoracyAlA duHkha vATela. ApaNa duHkha deNyAsAThI Alo nAhIta. ApalyAlA tara heca samajaNyAcI garaja Ahe kI trUTI kuThe Ahe ! AtA dalAla kA thAMbaleta ? kAraNa gir2hAIka puSkaLa Aheta mhaNUna. gihAIkaca nasatIla tara dalAla kAya karatIla ? nighUna jAtIla. paNa muLAta yA gir2hAIkAMcAca doSa Ahe nA ? mhaNaje mULa doSa tara ApalAca Ahe ! dalAla kuThaparyaMta thAMbatAta ? gir2hAika asatIla toparyaMta. gharAMce dalAla kuThaparyaMta dhAvapaLa karatIla ? gharAMce grAhaka asatIla toparyaMta. nAhI tara baMda, cUpa! lAlUcaca bhramita karate praznakartA : hallI tara gurU paizAMcyAca mAge lAgalele asatAta. dAdAzrI : he loka suddhA aseca Aheta nA ? lAkUDa vAkaDe Ahe mhaNUna hI karavata suddhA vAkaDI Ahe. lAkUDaca saraLa nAhI nA ! loka vAkaDe cAlatAta mhaNUna gurU dekhIla vAkaDe bheTatAta. lokAMmadhye koNatA vAkaDepaNA Ahe? 'mAjhyA mulAcyA gharI mulagA vhAvA.' mhaNaje loka lAlacI Aheta mhaNUna he loka DokyAvara caDhUna basaleta. are, to kAya mulAkaDe mulagA deNAra hotA? to kuThUna ANaNAra ? to svataHca bAyakomulAMzivAyacA Ahe, maga to kuThUna ANaNAra ? jyAlA mule asatIla tyAlA sAMga nA ! he tara 'mAjhyA mulAcyA gharI mulagA vhAvA, ' mhaNUna tyAlA gurU banavatAta. mhaNaje loka lAlacI Aheta toparyaMta he dhUrta caDhUna basaleta. lAlacI Aheta, mhaNUna gurUcyA mAge lAgatAta. ApalyAlA lobha-lAlUca nasela ANi maga gurU banavale taraca khare ! he tara kapaDe badalUna lokAMnA phasavatAta ANi loka lAlacI Aheta mhaNUna phasatAta. lAlacI nasatIla tara koNIca phasaNAra nAhI! jyAlA kuThalyAhI prakAracA lobha-lAlUca nAhI, tyAcI phasavaNUka hoNyAcI veLaca yeta nAhI.
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________________ guru-ziSya 133 praznakartA : paraMtu sadyA tara gurUjavaLa bhautika sukhaca mAgatAta, muktI koNIca mAgata nAhI. dAdAzrI : sagaLIkaDe bhautikatecyA goSTIca Aheta nA! muktIcI goSTaca nAhI. he tara 'mAjhyA mulAcyA gharI mulagA hoU de, kiMvA maga mAjhA vyApAra cAMgalA cAlAvA, mAjhyA mulAlA nokarI miLAvI, malA asA AzIrvAda dyA. mAjhe amake karA.' azI apAra pralobhane Aheta. are, dharmAsAThI, muktIsAThI AlA Ahesa kI he sagaLe have Ahe mhaNUna AlA Ahesa? ApalyAta eka mhaNa Ahe nA, 'gurU lobhI, ziSya lobhI, doghe kheLatAta DAva' ase vhAyalA nako. ziSya lAlacI Ahe, mhaNUna gurU tyAlA sAMgela kI, 'tujhe he hoIla, AmacyA kRpene sagaLe hoIla, he hoUna jAIla' lAlUca ziralI tara tithe yaza yeNAra nAhI. gurUmadhye svArtha nasAvA kaliyugAcyA kAraNAmuLe gurUMjavaLa satva nasate. kAraNa te tumacyApekSA adhika svArthI asatAta. te svataHce kAma karavUna gheNyAcyA mAge asatAta, tumhI ANi tumace kAma karavUna gheNyAcyA mAge asatA. asA mArga gurU-ziSyAcA nasAvA. praznakartA : kityekadA buddhIjIvI loka azA khoTyA gurUlA kityeka varSAMparyaMta khare gurU mAnatAta, kI heca khare gurU Aheta. dAdAzrI : tI tara lAlUca asate. bareca loka lAlUca asalyAmuLeca gurU banavatAta. AttAce he gurU, hyA kaliyugAce gurU mhaTale jAtAta. kuThalyA nA kuThalyA svArthAtaca asatAta kI 'koNatyA kAmAsAThI upayogI paDatIla?' asA vicAra te pahilyApAsUnaca karatAta! tumhAlA bheTaNyAAdhIca gurU vicAra karatAta kI he kuThalyA kAmAsa upayogI yetIla? kadhI he DaoNkTara tyAMcyAkaDe gele tara tyAMnA pAhilyAbarobara vicAra yetAta kI kadhI tarI kAmI yetIla. mhaNUna, 'yA, yA DaoNkTara' ase mhaNatIla. are, tujhyA kAya
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________________ 134 guru-ziSya kAmAce? 'kadhI AjArI paDalo tara kAmI yetIla nA! he saMdhIsAdhu mhaTale jAtAta. saMdhisAdhuMjavaLa Amace kAma kadhIca hoNAra nAhI. jo svArthI nAhI, jyAlA kAhIhI nako tithe jAve. he saMdhI sAdhaNArehI svArthI ANi AmhI suddhA svArthI ! gurU-ziSyAta svArtha asela tara te gurUpaNahI nAhI ANi te ziSyapaNahI nAhI. svArtha nasAvA. ApaNa jara cokha manAce asU tara tyA gurUlA sAMgAve kI, 'sAheba, jyA divazI tumacyAta thoDA suddhA svArtha disela tyA divazI mI ithUna nighUna jAIna. dona zivyA deUna suddhA nighUna jAIna. tevhA tumhAlA malA javaLa ThevAyace asela tara ThevA. ho. khANe-piNe have asela tara tumhAlA tyAcI aDacaNa paDU deNAra nAhI. paraMtu tumacyAjavaLa svArtha asatA kAmA naye. ho, svArtha disaNAra nAhI ase gurU haveta. paraMtu AtA tara lobhI gurU ANi lAlacI ziSya, doghehI ekatra Ale, maga kAya bhalaM hoNAra? maga '... doghe kheLatAta DAva' ase cAlata rAhate! muLAta lAlacI loka Aheta, mhaNUna yA dhurtIce cAlate. kharA gurU dhUrta nasato. ajUnahI tase khare gurU Aheta. nAhIta ase nAhI. he jaga kAhI rikAme jhAle nAhI. paraMtu tase miLaNe suddhA kaThINa Ahe nA! puNyAvaMtAlAca miLatIla nA! pAvale umaTavaNyAcehI paise / maga kAhI pAvale umaTavaNyAcehI paise upaTatAta. gurUMnI gharAta pAvale umaTavilI tarI paise ghetAta. tara yA garIbAMcyA gharI pAvale umaTavA nA! garIbAMzI ase kA karatA? garIbAkaDe baghAyace nAhI? ekA pAvale umaTavUna gheNAr2yAlA mI mhaTale. 'are, he tU paisehI ghAlavatosa ANi veLahI vAyA ghAlavatosa. tyAMcI pAvale umaTavUna gheNyAaivajI tara koNA garIbAce pAUla umaTava kI jyAcyA Ata daridranArAyaNa virAjamAna Aheta. gurUMcyA pAvalAMce karAyace tarI kAya?' paraMtu loka ase lAlacI Aheta kI mhaNatIla, 'pAvale umaTavalI tara Amace kAma hoIla. mulAcyA gharI mulagA hoIla. paMdharA varSAMpAsUna mUla-bALa nAhI.'
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________________ guru-ziSya 135 praznakartA : lokAMcI zraddhA Ahe mhaNUna. dAdAzrI : nAhI. lAlacI Aheta mhaNUna. zraddhA nAhI, tyAsa zraddhA mhaNata nAhI. lAlacI manuSya kuThalAhI navasa karela. veDyA mANasAcA suddhA navasa karatIla. koNI sAMgitale kI 'hA veDA Ahe, jo lokAMnA mulagA deto.' tara he loka 'bApajI, bApajI' karUna tyAcyA suddhA pAyA paDatIla. ANi tyAnaMtara mulagA jhAlA tara mhaNatIla, yAcyAmuLeca jhAlA nA? lAlacI mANasAMnA kAya sAMgAve? loka tara malA suddhA mhaNatAta kI 'dAdAMnIca he sagaLe dile Ahe.' tevhA mI sAMgato kI, 'dAdA kAhI detAta kA?' paraMtu sagaLe dAdAMvara Aropa karatAta! tumace puNya ANi mAjhe yazanAma karma asate, mhaNUna AmhI hAta lAvalA ANi tumace kAma jhAle. tevhA he sagaLe mhaNatAta, 'dAdAjI he sagaLe tumhIca karata AhAta.' mI mhaNato kI 'nAhI,' mI karata nAhI. tumaceca (phaLa) tumhAlA miLate. mI kazAsAThI karu? mI kazAsAThI yA phaMdAta paDU? yA jhaMjhaTIta mI kazAlA paDU ? kAraNa malA kAhIhI nako. jyAlA kAhIca nako asela, jyAlA kuThalIhI vAsanA nAhI, kuThalyAhI goSTIce bhikArI nAhIta, tevhA tithe tumace (mokSAce)kAma sAdhUna ghyA. mI tara kAya mhaNato kI Amace caraNa umaTavA, paNa te lakSmIcyA vAsanene karU nakA. ThIka Ahe, tase kAhI nimitta asela tara Amace caraNa umaTavA. praznakartA : gharAcyA uddhArAaivajI, svataHcA uddhAra hoIla, tase tara karU zakato kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : ho. sarva kAhI karU zakato. sarva kAhI hoU zakate. paraMtu lakSmIcI vAsanA nasAvI. dAnata kharAba nasAvI. ANi he tumhI malA baLajabarI ucalUna nele, tyAsa kAhI pAvale umaTavalIta ase mhaNatA yeIla? pAvale umaTavaNe mhaNaje tara te mAjhyA rAjI-khuzIne vhAyalA have. maga bhale, tumhI malA zabdAnI khuza karA kiMvA kapaTAne khuza karA. paNa mI kapaTAne khuza hoIna asA nAhI.
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________________ guru-ziSya AmhAlAhI phasavaNyAsAThI yetAta, azI lADIgoDI karaNAre yetAta, paraMtu mI kAhI phasalA jAta nAhI! AmacyAkaDe lAkho loka yetAta. goDa-goDa bolatAta, sagaLaM kAhI karatAta, paNa rAma tujhI mAyA...! tyAMnA kAhI gaLaca miLata nAhI nA! tyAMnA mAhIta Ahe kI dAdAMjavaLa ase kAhIca cAlaNAra nAhI, mhaNUna parata jAtAta. ase 'gurU' pAhile Aheta, phasavaNAre 'gurU' pAhile Aheta. tase gurU Ale tara mI lageca oLakhato kI te Ale Aheta. phasavaNAr2yAlA 'gurU' ca mhaNAyace asate nA! nAhI tara dusare kAya mhaNaNAra? ANi 'phasaviNArA' hA zabda tara bolUca zakata nAhI. tevhA 'gurU'ca mhaNAyace nA! praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : ase bareca bheTale. mI tyAMcyA toMDAvara kAhIca bolata nAhI. te svataHca vaitAgUna parata jAtAta kI, 'mI yethe sAMgaNyAsAThI Alo Ahe, paNa he tara kAhI aikataca nAhIta. he evaDhe sAre tyAMnA deNyAsAThI Alo Ahe.' maga to kaMTALato kI 'yA dAdAMjavaLa ApalI DALa zijaNAra nAhI, hI khiDakI bhaviSyAta ughaDaNAra nAhI.' are, malA kAhIca nako, kazAsAThI khiDakI ughaDaNyAsa AlA Ahesa? jyAlA have asela tithe jA nA, lAlacI asela tithe jA. yethe tara kasalIca lAlUca nAhI nA! kasehI Ale tarI suddhA tyAMnA parata pAThavato kI 'bhAU, yethe nAhI!' loka tara sAMgatIla kI, 'yA, yA, kAkA, tumacyAzivAya tara malA karamataca nAhI. kAkA, tumhI sAMgAla titake tumace kAma karena, tumhI sAMgAla te sagaLeca. tumace pAya cepIna.' are, hA tara lADIgoDI lAvato, tithe maga baghira vhAve. arthAta sagaLe kAhI saraLa jhAle Ahe, tara AtA Apale kAma pUrNa karuna ghyA. evaDheca mI sAMgU icchito. yAhUna jAsta saraLa hoNAra nAhI, itake saraLa hoNAra nAhI, asA cAnsa (saMdhi) punhA yeNAra nAhI. hA cAnsa phAra ucca prakAracA Ahe nA, mhaNUna yA sarva lADIgoDIcyA goSTI kamI hoU dyA nA! azA goSTIta majA nAhI. lADIgoDI karaNAre loka tara
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________________ guru-ziSya 137 bheTatIla, paraMtu tyAta tumace hita nAhI. mhaNUna yA lADIgoDIcyA goSTIMcA nAda soDA AtA, nidAna yA ekA janmApuratA tarI! AtA ardhe AyuSyaca urale Ahe nA! pUrNa AyuSya kuThe urale Ahe !! pyoriTIca pAhije praznakartA : ApaNa ase bolalAta, dusare koNI tara ase sAMgataca nAhI. dAdAzrI : ho. paNa pyora jhAlA asela taraca bolela nA! tyAzivAya to kasA bolela? tyAMnA tara yA jagAcI lAlUca Ahe ANi yA jagAtIla sukhaM havI Aheta. te kAya bolatIla maga? mhaNUna pyoriTI asalI pAhije. saMpUrNa jagAcyA goSTI AmhAlA dyAla tarI AmhAlA tyAcI garaja nAhI, saMpUrNa jagAce sone AmhAlA dile, tarI suddhA AmhAlA tyAcI garaja nAhI, strIcA vicAraca yeta nAhI. yA jagAta koNatyAhI prakAracI bhIka AmhAlA nAhI. zuddha AtmadazA sAdhaNe hI kAya sopI goSTa Ahe ? praznakartA : mhaNaje kuThalyAhI gurUce vyaktIgata cAritrya zuddha asale pAhije? dAdAzrI : ho. gurUce cAritrya saMpUrNa zuddha asale pAhije. ziSyAce cAritrya nasela suddhA, paraMtu gurUce cAritrya tara ekjakTa asale pAhije. gurU jara binacAritryAce asatIla tara te gurUca nAhIta, tyAlA kAhI arthaca nAhI. saMpUrNa cAritrya haveta. hI agarabattI cAritryavAna asate, evaDhyAzA kholIta jarI pAca-dahA agarabattyA lAvalyA tara pUrNa kholI sugaMdhI hoUna jAte. tara maga gurU binacAritryAce cAlatIla kA? gurU tara sugaMdhavAle asale pAhijeta. mokSamArgAta sarvAta mukhya mokSamArgAta dona goSTI nasatAta. te mhaNaje strIce vicAra ANi lakSmIce vicAra! jithe strIcA vicAra asela tithe dharma nasato, lakSmIcA vicAra asela, tarI tithe dharma nasato. yA dona mAyAMmuLe saMsAra ubhA rAhilA Ahe. ho, mhaNUna tithe dharma zodhaNe he cukIceca Ahe. maga sadhyA lakSmIzivAya kitI keMdre cAlatAta?
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________________ 138 guru-ziSya praznakartA : eka suddhA nAhI. dAdAzrI : tI mAyA suTata nAhI nA! gurUta suddhA mAyA ziralelI asate. kaliyuga Ahe nA! mhaNUna thoDIphAra tarI zirateca nA? tevhA jithe strI saMbaMdhI vicAra Ahe, jithe paizAMce deNegheNe Ahe, tithe kharA dharma asU zakata nAhI. he saMsArI mANasAMsAThI nAhI, paraMtu je upadezaka asatAta nA, jyAMcyA upadezAnusAra ApaNa cAlato, tithe ase nasAve. nAhI tara yA saMsArI mANasAMkaDehI teca Ahe ANi tumacyAkaDehI teca? ase asatA kAmA naye. ANi tisare kAya? tara samyak dRSTI asalI pAhije. tevhA jithehI lakSmI ANi strI saMbaMdha asatIla, tithe thAMbUca naye. gurU nITa pAhUna karA. likejavAlA (doSayukta)asela tara banavU nakA. thoDe suddhA likeja cAlaNAra nAhI. gADItUna phirata asatIla tarI harakata nAhI, paraMtu cAritryAta phela (nApAsa) asela tara mAtra harakata Ahe. bAkI, hA ahaMkAra asela tyAcI harakata nAhI, kI 'bApajI, bApajI' kele tara khuza hotAta, tyAsa harakata nAhI. cAritryAta phela nasela tara cAlavUna ghetale pAhije. sarvAta mukhya vastU mhaNaje cAritrya! praznakartA : lakSmI ANi strI hyA khar2yA dhArmikatecyA virudhda Aheta! paraMtu striyA tara adhika dhArmika asatAta, ase mhaTale jAte. dAdAzrI : strImadhye dhArmikatA asate yAta zaMkA nAhI, dharmAta striyA asatIla tara harakata nAhI, paraMtu kudRSTI asela tara harakata Ahe, kuvicAra asela tara harakata Ahe. strIlA bhogAce sthAna mAnatA tyAta harakata Ahe. to AtmA Ahe, bhogAce sthAna navhe. bAkI jithe lakSmI ghetalI jAte, phIcyA svarUpAta lakSmI ghetalI jAte, TaeNksacyA svarUpAta lakSmI ghetalI jAte, bheTacyA rUpAta ghetalI jAte, tithe dharma nasato. paise asatIla tithe dharma nasato va dharma asela tithe paisA nasato. mhaNaje hI samajela azI goSTa Ahe nA? jithe viSayavikAra ANi paise asatIla, tithe te gurU dekhIla nAhIta. AtA gurU suddhA cAMgale tayAra hotIla. AtA sagaLe kAhI badalela. cAMgale mhaNaje zuddha. ho,
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________________ guru-ziSya 139 gurUlA paizAMcI aDacaNa asela, tara AmhI vicArAve kI tumhAlA svata:cyA udaranirvAhAsAThI kAhI have Ahe kA? bAkI, tyAMnA dusare kAhI nasAve. kiMvA 'moThe banAyace asela, vizeSa vhAyace asela,' ase sarva nasAve. tyAce nAvaca vegaLepaNa he kAya sukhI loka Aheta? mulataH duHkhI Aheta loka. ANi tyAMcyAkaDUna paise ghetA? svata:ce duHkha ghAlaviNyAsAThI tara te gurUjavaLa jAtAta nA? maga tumhI tyAMce paMcavIsa rupaye gheUna tyAMce duHkha kA vADhavatA? koNAkaDUnahI eka paisA suddhA ghyAyalA nako. dusar2yApAsUna kAhIhI gheNe, tyAsa vegaLepaNa mhaTale jAte. ANi yAceca nAva saMsAra! tyAta toca bhaTakalA Ahe, jo gheNArA manuSya Ahe toca bhaTakalelA mhaTalA jAto. samoracyAlA parakA samajato mhaNUna to paise gheto. __yA duniyetIla koNatIhI vastU, eka rupayA jarI mI kharca kelA tara mI titakA divALakhora hoUna jAIna. bhaktAMcI eka pai dekhIla vAparu zakata nAhI. hA vyApAra jyAne cAlU kelA Ahe to svataH divALakhorIcyA sthitIta jAIla, mhaNaje tyAlA jI kAhI siddhI prApta jhAlI asela, tI gamAvUna basela. jI thoDIphAra siddhI prApta jhAlI hotI mhaNUna tara loka tyAMcyAkaDe yeta hote. paNa maga siddhI naSTa hoIla! kuThalyAhI siddhIcA durupayoga kelA tara tI siddhI saMpUna jAte. sarva duHkhAMpAsUna muktI mAgaNe, kiMvA... kityeka loka yethe yeUna paise ThevatAta. are, yethe paise vagaire kAhI ThevAyace nasate. yethe mAgAyace asate. yethe ThevAyace asate kA? jithe bramhAMDAcA mAlaka basalA Ahe tithe ThevAyace asate kA? tithe tara ApaNa mAgAyace asate kI 'malA azI aDacaNa Ahe, tI dUra karA.' bAkI, paise tara ekhAdyA gurUcyA puDhe Theva. tyAMnA kAhI kapaDe vagaire pAhije asatIla, dusare kAhI pAhije asela. jJAnI puruSAsa tara kAhIca nako asate. sAMtAkrujamadhye AmhI jithe rAhata hoto tithe ekA milacyA zeThanI
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________________ 140 guru-ziSya itakyA moThyA tIna peTyA kAmagArAbarobara varatI pAThavalyA. maga zeTha varatI malA bheTaNyAsAThI AlA. mI vicArale 'he sarva kAya Ahe zeTha ?' maga zeTha sAMgatAta, 'kAhI nAhI, phUla nA phulAcI pAkaLI...' mI mhaTale, 'kazAsAThI yA pAkaLyA ANalyAta?' tevhA te mhaNAle 'kAhI nAhI, kAhI nAhI sAheba.' mI mhaTale 'tumhAlA kAhI duHkha kiMvA aDacaNa Ahe kA?' tyAvara te bolale 'zera mAtI, (ekhAde mula have Ahe)' 'are, zera mAtI kuThalyA janmAta navhatI? kutryAcyA janmAta gelo tithe pille hotI, gADhavAcyA janmAta gelo tithe suddhA pille hotI, mAkaDAcyA janmAta gelo tithe suddhA pille hotI. jithe gelo tithe pille! are, koNatyA janmAta navhatI hI mAtI? ajUnahI zera mAtI havI Ahe ? he tara deva tumacyAvara prasanna jhAle ANi tarI tumhI mAtIca zodhata AhAta? ANi vara malA lAca deNyAsAThI AlA AhAta? tumacI ghANa malA copaDaNyAsAThI AlAta? mI vyApArI mANUsa! maga mAjhyAjavaLa ghANa AlI tara mI koNAlA copaDaNyAsa jAU? bAheracyA sagaLyA gurUMnA copaDUna yA. tyA bicAr2yAMjavaLa ghANa yeta nAhI. hI jhaMjhaTa yethe kazAlA ANalI? maga te mhaNAle, 'sAheba, kRpA karA' maga mI mhaTale, 'ho, kRpA karIna, ziphArasa karIna.' tumhAlA je du:kha Ahe, tyAsAThI AmhI tara 'hyA bAjUcA' 'phona' ucalato ANi 'tyA bAjUlA (devI-devatAMnA) phona karato! yAta Amace kAhI suddhA nasate. mAtra eksaceMja karAyace. nAhI tara AmhA jJAnI puruSAsa he ase sarva nasateca nA! jJAnI puruSa yAta hAtaca ghAlata nAhIta. paraMtu yA sagaLyAMcI du:khaM aikAvI lAgalI nA! hI sagaLI duHkhaM dUra karAvI lAgalI nA? aDacaNa asela tara paise mAgaNyAsAThI yA. AtA, mI tara paise deta nAhI. mI paraspara phona karIna. paNa maga lobha karU nakA. tulA aDacaNa asela taraca ye. tujhI aDacaNa dUra karaNyAsAThI sarva kAhI karIna. paNa lobha karazIla tyAkSaNI mI baMda karIna. tumacI duHkhaM mAjhyAvara sopavA ANi jara tumacA vizvAsa asela tara tI du:khaM paNa tumacyAjavaLa yeNAra nAhIta. mAjhyAvara sopavUna dilyAvara tumacA vizvAsa uDAlA tara tumacyAjavaLa parata yetIla. mhaNUna tumhAlA
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________________ guru-ziSya kAhI duHkha asela, tara malA sAMgA kI, 'dAdA malA itakI duHkhaM Aheta, tI mI tumhAlA sopAvato.' ANi tI ghetalI tara nikAla lAgela, nAhI tara nikAla kasA lAgela ? 141 mI yA duniyece duHkhaM gheNyAsAThI Alo Ahe. tumace sukha tumacyAkaDe rAhU dyA. tyAta tumhAlA kAhI harakata Ahe kA ? tumacyAsArakhe yethe paise detIla, paNa mI tyA paizAMce kAya karu? mI tara duHkha gheNyAsAThI Alo Ahe. tumace paise tumacyAkaDe rAhU dyA, te tumacyA kAmAsa yetIla ANi jithe jJAnI asatIla, tithe paizAMce deNegheNe nasate. jJAnI tara ulaTa tumacI sagaLI duHkhaM nivAraNyAsAThI Alele asatAta, duHkhaM ubhI karaNyAsAThI Alele nasatAta. pyoriTI 'jJAnIM 'cI mI jara lokAMkaDUna paise ghetale, tara loka malA have titake paise detIla. paNa mI paizAMce kAya karu? kAraNa tI sagaLI bhIka (lAlasA) gelyAnaMtaraca tara malA he jJAnIce pada miLAle ! ! ameriketa gurUpaurNimecyA divazI loka malA sonyAcI sAkhaLI ghAlata asata. dona-dona, tIna-tIna toLyAMcI! paNa mI te sagaLyAMnA parata karata ase. kAraNa malA kAya karAyace Ahe ? tevhA eka tAI raDU lAgalI kI 'mAjhI mALa tara ghyAvIca lAgela' maga mI tilA mhaTale, 'mI tulA eka mALa dilI tara tI tU ghAlazIla ?' tara tyA tAIne mhaTale 'mAjhI kAhI harakata nAhI, paNa tumacyAkaDUna gheNe malA yogya vATata nAhI. ' naMtara mI sAMgitale, 'mI tulA itarAMmArphata deIna.' eka maNa vajanAcI sonyAcI sAkhaLI banavUyA ANi maga tI rAtrI (gaLyAta) ghAlUna jhopAve lAgela, azI aTa ghAtalI tara tI sAkhaLI ghAlUna jhopazIla kA ? dusar2yAca divazI mhaNazIla, 'ghyA dAdA, he tumace sone. ' sonyAta sukha jara asate, tara jAsta sone miLAlyAvara AnaMda vATate. paNa yAta sukha Ahe hI tujhI mAnyatA Ahe, rA~ga bilIpha Ahe. tyAta kAya sukha asela? sukha tara, jithe kuThalIhI vastU ghyAyacI nasela, tithe sukha asate. yA jagAta kuThalIhI vastU grahaNa karAyacI nasela, tithe sukha asate.
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________________ 142 guru-ziSya mI tara mAjhyAca gharace, mAjhyA svata:cyA vyApArAcyA kamAIce, mAjhyA prArabdhAce khAto ANi kapaDe ghAlato. mI koNAce paise ghetahI nAhI ANi koNI dilele kAhI ghAlatahI nAhI. he dhotara suddhA mI mAjhyA kamAIce nesato. ithUna muMbaIlA jANyAce vimAnAce tikITa suddhA mAjhyAca svata:cyA paizAMceca! maga paizAMcI garajaca kuThe Ahe? mI jara eka paisA dekhIla lokAMkaDUna ghetalA tara loka mAjhe zabda kase svIkAratIla! kAraNa tyAMcyA gharace uSTe mI khAlle. AmhAlA kAhIca nako. jyAlA kuThalyAhI prakAracI bhIkaca nAhI, tyAlA deva suddhA kAya detIla? eka manuSya malA dhotara deNyAsa AlA, dusarA phalANe deNyAsa AlA, mAjhI icchA asatI tara goSTa vegaLI hotI, paraMtu mAjhyA manAta kuThalyAhI prakAracI icchAca nAhI!! malA phATalele asela tarI cAlate. mhaNUna mAjhe mhaNaNe Ahe kI jitake zuddha ThevAla tevaDhe yA jagAlA lAbhadAyaka hoIla! svataHcI svacchatA mhaNaje... yA duniyeta jitakI tumacI svacchatA, titakI duniyA tumacI! tumhI mAlaka AhAta yA duniyece! mI yA dehAcA mAlaka savvIsa varSAMpAsUna jhAlo nAhI mhaNUna AmacI svacchatA saMpUrNa asate! mhaNUna svaccha vhA, svaccha! praznakartA : svacchatecA khulAsA karA. dAdAzrI : svacchatA mhaNaje yA duniyetIla koNatyAhI vastUcI jyAlA garaja nasela, bhikArIpaNAca nasela!! gurUtAca AvaDate jIvAlA mhaNaje yethe vegaLyA prakArace Ahe, he dukAna navhe. tarI paNa loka tara yAsa dukAnaca mhaNatIla. kAraNa bAkI sagaLyAMnI dukAne kADhalI tazI tumhI suddhA kazAsAThI dukAna kADhale? tumhAlA kAya garaja hotI? tara malA suddhA tazI garaja tara Aheca nA, kI mI je sukha miLavale te tumhI suddhA miLavAvA! kAraNa loka kase bhaTTIta bhAjale
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________________ guru-ziSya 143 jAta Aheta, ratALe bhaTTIta bhAjatAta, tase bhAjale jAta Aheta! kiMvA mAse jase pANyAcyA bAhera taDaphaDatAta tase taDaphaData Aheta. mhaNUna AmhAlA sagaLIkaDe phirata rAhAve lAgate. bar2yAca lokAMnI zAMtIcA mArga prApta kelA. praznakartA : mhaNaje kI hI garaja nAhI, paraMtu yA sagaLyA jIvAMce kalyANa vhAve, azI bhAvanA hote nA! dAdAzrI : kalyANa jhAle tara cAMgale azI bhAvanA asate. yA varlDamadhye tIrthaMkara ANi jJAnIMzivAya koNIhI jagatakalyANAcI bhAvanA kelI nAhI. svata:cyAca poTApANayAcI soya nasela tithe maga lokAMcA vicAra kasA kAya karaNAra? sagaLyA lokAMnI kuThalI bhAvanA kelI? tara te ucca pada zodhata rAhile. sAdhu asela tara 'malA AcArya kadhI banavAla?' ANi AcArya asela tara 'malA amakA kadhI banavatIla?' hIca bhAvanA sagaLyAMcI asate. ANi yethe lokAMnA kALAbAjAra karaNyAcI bhAvanA asate! kalekTara asela tara 'malA kamizanara kadhI banavaNAra' hIca bhAvanA asate !! jagata kalyANAcI tara koNAlA paDalelI nAhI. mhaNaje rileTivhamadhye jagata gurUtekaDe jAta Ahe. gurUttama tara hoU zakata nAhI. praznakartA : rileTivhamadhye gurUtA mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : gurUtA mhaNaje moThe hoNyAcIca icchA karatAta. uMca caDhU icchitAta. te ase samajatAta kI gurUttama jhAlo tara moThe jhAlo, tyAMnA rileTivhamadhyeca gurUtA havI Ahe. maga kadhI mArgI lAgela? kAraNa rileTivha he vinAzI Ahe. tyAne gurUtA goLA kelelI asate mhaNUna to moThe banaNyAcyAca mAge asato. paraMtu kadhI khAlI paDela te sAMgatA yeta nAhI? rileTivhamadhye tara laghutA havI. rileTivhamadhye he sagaLe gurU banaNyAsAThI phiratAta, tyAtUna kAhI niSpanna hoNAra nAhI. gurUtAca pachADate zevaTI bAkI, jo laghuttama jhAlA nAhI, to gurUttama hoNyAsa pAtra nAhI.
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________________ 144 guru-ziSya Aja ekahI gurU ase nAhIta kI jyAMnI laghuttama banaNyAcA prayatna kelA asela! sagaLeca gurUtekaDe vaLale Aheta. 'kazA tahene mI uccasthAnI jAU!' tyAta kuNAcA doSa nAhI. hA kALaca bAdhaka Ahe. buddhI vAkaDI cAlate. yA sagaLyA gurUMce kAma kAya asate? tara kazA ta-hene moThA hoU? gurUtva vADhaviNe, hAca tyAMcA vyApAra asato. laghutvAkaDe jAtaca nAhIta. vyavahArAta gurUtva vADhata gele, nAva jhAle kI 'bhAU, yAMce tara ekaze ATha ziSya Aheta.' mhaNaje nizcayAta titake laghu jhAle, laghuttama hota cAlale Ahe. vyavahArAta gurU hoU lAgale hI mAge paDaNyAcI nizANI Ahe. gharI eka bAyako hotI ANi dona mule hotI, tyA tIna ghaMTAMnA soDUna yethe sAdhU banale! yA tIna ghaMTAMcA kaMTALA AlA ANi tithe ekaze ATha ghaMTAMnA (ziSyAMnA) kavaTALale. are, tyA tighAMnA soDUna ekaze ATha ghaMTAnA kA kavaTALale? tyApekSA tara tI bAyako ANi mule kAya vAITa hotI? mhaNaje hotI tI ghaMTA soDalI ANi hI navIna ghaMTA kavaTAvaLalI. tI pitaLyAcI ghaMTA hotI ANi hI sonyAcI ghaMTA! maga hyA ghaMTA vAjata rAhatAta. kazAsAThI he sagaLe vAdaLa ubhe kele! ApaNa ziSya banavaleta kI nAhI? praznakartA : dAdAMnI koNAlA ziSya banavale Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : mI sAr2yA jagAcA ziSya banUna basalo Ahe. mI ziSyAMcAhI ziSya Ahe. malA ziSya kazAlA haveta? yA sagaLyAMnA kazAlA cikaTavUna gheU? tazI tara pannAsa hajAra mANase mAjhyAmAge phiratAta. paNa mI yA sagaLyAMcA ziSya Ahe. ___ 'ApaNa' gurU AhAta kI nAhI? praznakartA : tara ApaNa gurU nAhIta? dAdAzrI : nAhI, mI tara sagaLyA jagAcA ziSya Ahe. mI kazAsAThI gurU banU?
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________________ guru-ziSya 145 praznakartA : samajA AjapAsUna ApaNAsa khare gurU mAnale ANi samarpaNa kele tara? dAdAzrI : paraMtu mI gurU banaNyAsAThI rikAmA nAhI. mI tara tumhAlA je jJAna deto, tyA jJAnAta rAhUna tumhI Apale mokSAlA nighUna jA nA, gurU banavaNyAsAThI kA vATa pAhatA? tumhI malA gurU mAnAyacI garaja nAhI. mI gurUpada sthApana karU deNAra nAhI. tumhAlA mI zevaTaparyaMtace sarva kAhI sAMgUna deIna. maga kAhI harakata Ahe kA? mI kuNAcA gurU banata nAhI. malA gurU banUna kAya karAyace Ahe ? mI tara jJAnI puruSa Ahe. jJAnI puruSa mhaNaje kAya? oNbjaraveTarI mhaNatAta. yethe je jANAyace asela, te jANale jAU zakate! samajale nA? praznakartA : jJAnI, gurU nAhI kA hoU zakata? dAdAzrI : jJAnI koNAce gurU banata nAhI nA! AmhI tara laghuttama Ahota! mI gurU kase banU zakato? kAraNa mAjhyAta buddhI muLIca nAhI ANi gurU banaNyAsAThI tara buddhI havI. gurUmadhye buddhI havI kI nako? AmhI tara AmacyA pustakAta lihile Ahe kI AmhI abudha Ahota. yA jagAta koNI svataH abudha Ahe ase lihile nAhI. ase AmhI ekaTeca Ahota, kI jyAne sarvaprathama lihile kI AmhI abudha Ahota. kharokharaca abudha hoUna basalo Ahota! AmacyAta thoDI suddhA buddhI miLaNAra nAhI. buddhIzivAya cAlata Ahe nA AmacI gADI!! __ azA ta-hene he sagaLe gurU yAta kAhI nyAya vATato kA tumhAlA? 'mI sagaLyAMcA ziSya Ahe' ase mI sAMgato, tyAta kAhI nyAya vATato kA? praznakartA : he sagaLe kazA tahene tumace gurU Aheta? dAdAzrI : he sagaLeca mAjhe gurU! kAraNa tyAMnA je kAhI prApta jhAle asela te mI lageca svIkArato. paraMtu te aseca samajatAta kI AmhI dAdAMpAsUna gheta Ahota. yA pannAsa hajAra lokAMnAca nAhI, paraMtu sagaLyA
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________________ 146 guru-ziSya jagAtIla jIvamAtrAMnA mI gurU mAnato, sagaLyA jagAsa mI gurU mAnato. kAraNa jithe koNatyAhI prakArace satya asela, eka kutrA jAta asela tara kutryAce satya suddhA svIkArato. jyAcyAjavaLa ApalyApekSA adhika vizeSatA asela, tyAcA mI svIkAra karato. tumacyA lakSAta Ale nA? praznakartA : mhaNaje kI jithUna kuThalIhI prAptI hota asela te Apale gurU ase? dAdAzrI : ho, azA tahene sagaLeca mAjhe gurU! mhaNUna mI tara sagaLyA jagAtIla jIvamAtrAMnA gurU banavale Ahe, gurU tara banavAveca lAgatIla nA? kAraNa jJAna tara sagaLyA lokAMjavaLa Ahe. prabhU kAhI svataH yethe yeta nAhIta. te ase rikAmaTekaDe nAhIta kI tumacyAsAThI yethe khepA ghAlatIla? 'yA' zivAya koNatehI svarUpa nAhI praznakartA : yAta ApaNa svataHsa koNatyA koTItale mAnatA? dAdAzrI : mI svata:lA saMpUrNa jagAcA ziSya mAnato. ANi mI laghuttama svarUpa Ahe. yAzivAya mAjhe dusare koNatehI svarUpa nAhI. ANi he 'dAdA bhagavAna' he bhagavAna Aheta! Ata prakaTa jhAle Aheta, te! dizA badalaNyAcI garaja praznakartA : vartamAnAta bhAratAta ApalyA starAcyA dusar2yA vibhUti Aheta kA? dAdAzrI : malA kase kaLela? te tara tumhI zodha gheta AhAta, tara tumhAlA kaLela. mI zodha gheNyAsa gelo nAhI. praznakartA : ApaNa zikharAvara AhAta, mhaNUna disata asela nA? dAdAzrI : paNa mI jyA zikharAvara Ahe, tyApekSA dusare kuThale zikhara moThe asela tara te malA kase samajaNAra? zikharAvara gelelyA pratyekAMnI aseca sAMgitale Ahe kA kI mIca aMtima zikharAvara Ahe ? paraMtu mI ase sAMgata nAhI.
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________________ 147 praznakartA : jI zikhare tumacyApekSA lahAna asatIla tI sarva disatAta nA ? guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : lahAna disatAta paNa tI lahAna gaNalI jAta nAhIta. vastU tara ekaca Ahe nA! kAraNa mI jyA zikharAvara Ahe nA, tithe mI laghuttama banUna basalo Ahe, vyavahArAta ! jyAsa vyavahAra mhaNatAta nA, jithe loka gurUttama hoNyAsAThI gele, tithe mI laghuttama jhAlo Ahe. ANi je loka gurUttama hoNyAsAThI gele, tyAMnA kAya miLAle? laghu jhAle. vyavahArAta mI laghuttama jhAlo, mhaNUna nizcayAta gurUttama jhAlo ! yA varlDamadhye mAjhyApekSA koNIca laghu nAhI, asA mI laghuttama puruSa Ahe. jara choTA banalA tara to puSkaLa moThA bhagavAna hoIla. tarI suddhA bhagavAna hoNyAta malA ojhe vATate, ulaTa lAja vATate. AmhAlA te pada nako Ahe. ANi yA azA kALAta te pada kA mhaNUna prApta karAve ? AmhAlA te pada nakoca. yA kALAta tara jo to vyaktI bhagavAna pada gheUna basalA Ahe. mhaNUna tara durupayoga hoto. AmhI tyA padAce kAya karaNAra ? mI jJAnI Ahe, he pada kAya kamI Ahe ? ANi saMpUrNa jagatAcyA ziSyAcyA rUpAta jJAnI Ahe ! laghuttama puruSa Ahe !! maga yApekSA moThe pada koNate asela ? laghuttama padAvarUna kadhIca khAlI paDU zakata nAhI, itake moThe pada Ahe !! ANi jo jagAcA ziSya banela nA, to gurUttama banela ! mArgaca hA Ahe, ho !! he vAkya dizA badalaNyAsa sAMgata Ahe. tumhI jo gurUttama ahaMkAra karata phiratA, yAcA artha kAya kI 'mI azA tar2hene puDhe jAIna ANi bhaviSyAta mI moThA kasA hoIna!' asA jo tumhI prayatna karata AhAta, tyAsa gurUttama ahaMkAra mhaTalA jAto. tyApekSA 'mI kazA tar2hene choTA banela' azA laghuttama ahaMkArAta jAla tara jabaradasta jJAna prakaTela !! gurUttama ahaMkAra nehamI jJAnAvara AvaraNa ghAlato ANi laghuttama ahaMkAra jJAna prakaTa karate. mhaNaje kuNI mhaTale kI, 'sAheba, tumhI tara khUpa moThe manuSya AhAta!' mI mhaNAle, 'bhAU, tU malA oLakhata nAhIsa, mAjhe moThepaNa nAhI oLakhata. tU zivI dilIsa tara kaLela kI mAjhe moThepaNa Ahe kI
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________________ 148 guru-ziSya nAhI te. zivyA dilyA, tara polisAsArakhA svabhAva disUna yeto kI nAhI ? tyAveLI 'tU kAya samajatosa ?' ase mhaNAlA tara samajAve kI AlA polIsa! polisAcA svabhAva mAjhyAta disalA tara samajAve kI mAjhyAta moThepaNa Ahe. polisAcA svabhAva disalA nAhI tara 'mI laghuttama Ahe' yAcI khAtrI jhAlI nA ! AmhAlA koNI zivI dilI tara AmhI tyAlA mhaNato kI, 'ho bagha bhAU, tujhI zivI AmhAlA sparza karu zakata nAhI, tyAhUnahI AmhI choTe Ahota. tevhA tU ase kAhI zodhUna kADha, kI je AmhAlA sparza karela, azI zivI de. tU AmhAlA, 'gADhava AhAta' mhaNazIla, tara gADhavAhUnahI AmhI khUpa lahAna Ahota. maga tujhe toMDa dukhela. AmhAlA zivI sparza karela ase Amace sthAna zodhUna kADha. Amace sthAna laghuttama Ahe ! jagAcyA ziSyAsaca jaga svIkArela mhaNaje 'he' koNa Aheta ? tara laghuttama puruSa ! laghuttama puruSAMce darzana hotIlaca kase? ase darzanaca hota nAhI nA ! jagAta eka tarI manuSya asA zodhUna kADhA kI jo laghuttama asela. ANi he je pannAsa hajAra loka Aheta, paNa yA sagaLyAMce AmhI ziSya Ahota. tumacyA lakSAta Ale nA ? mI svataH ziSya banavataca nAhI. yAMnA mI ziSya banavale nAhI. praznakartA : tara maga ApalyAnaMtara kAya ? naMtara koNI ziSya nasela tara kAya hoIla? dAdAzrI : kAhI garajaca nAhI nA! AmacA eka suddhA ziSya nAhI. paraMtu raDaNAre puSkaLa Aheta. kamIta kamI cALIsa-pannAsa hajAra mANase raDaNArI Aheta. praznakartA : paraMtu ApalyAnaMtara koNa ? dAdAzrI : naMtara koNa Ahe te tara AlelI veLaca sAMgela. mI kAhIca jANata nAhI ANi asA vicAra karaNyAsAThI malA phurasata suddhA nAhI. praznakartA : ApaNa mhaNatA kI mAjhyA pAThImAge cALIsa-pannAsa
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________________ guru-ziSya 149 hajAra raDaNAre asatIla, paNa ziSya eka suddhA nAhI. mhaNaje tumhI nakkI kAya sAMgU icchitA? dAdAzrI : mAjhA koNI ziSya nAhI. hI kAhI gAdI nAhI. gAdI asela tara koNI vArasa hoIla nA! gAdI asela tara koNI vArasadAra banAyalA yeIla nA! tara jyAce cAlate tyAceca cAlela. jo sagaLyAMcA, saMpUrNa jagAcA ziSya banela, tyAce kAma hoIla! yethe loka jyAcA 'svIkAra' karatIla, tyAce cAlela!! ase he akrama vijJAna hA gurUcA mArga nAhI! hA kuThalA dharma nAhI kiMvA saMpradAya nAhI. mI tara kuNAcAhI gurU banalo nAhI, ANi banaNArahI nAhI. mAjhI lakSaNeca gurU banaNyAcI nAhIta. jyA padAvara mI basalo Ahe, tyA padAvara tumhAlAhI basavato. gurUpada-ziSyapada mI Thevaleca nAhI. nAhI tara sagaLIkaDe tara lagAma svata:javaLaca ThevatAta. jagAcA niyama kasA Ahe? lagAma soData nAhIta. paNa yethe tara ase nAhI. yethe tara AmhI jyA padAvara basalo Ahota tyA padAvara tumhAsa basavato! tumacyAta ANi mAjhyAta vegaLepaNa nAhI. tumhAlA jarA vegaLepaNa jANavela, paNa malA vegaLepaNa vATata nAhI. kAraNa tumacyAta mIca basalo Ahe, tyAMcyAta suddhA mI basalo Ahe, maga malA vegaLepaNa kase vATela? ANi khare tara gurUpaurNimA nasateca! he tara darzana karaNyAcyA nimittAne gurUpaurNimA sAjarI karatAta itakeca! bAkI, yethe gurU paurNimA nasate. yethe gurUhI nAhI ANi paurNimA suddhA nAhI! he tara laghuttama pada Ahe !! yethe he sarva tumaceca svarUpa Ahe, he abheda svarUpa Ahe ! __ ApaNa vegaLe nAhIca nA! gurU banalo tara tumhI ANi mI,-ziSya ANi gurU ase dona bheda paDatIla. paraMtu yethe gurU-ziSya mhaTaleca jAta nAhI nA! yethe gurU suddhA nAhI ANi ziSya suddhA nAhI. gurU-ziSyAcA rivAjaca nAhI. kAraNa he tara akrama vijJAna Ahe !!! jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ paramagurU koNAsa mhaNAve ? eka divazI dAdAzrI nIrulA sAMgata hote, 'nIrutAI, tumhI eka ziSya ThevA nA!' nIrUne sAMgitale 'dAdA, ApaNa Aja ase kAya bolata AhAta ? ApaNa tara nehamI AmhA sagaLyAMnA sAMgata asatA kI mI jagAtIla jIvamAtrAMcA ziSya banalo, tevhA malA he jJAna prakaTa jhAle ! tara Aja malA ApaNa gurU banaNyAsa kA sAMgata AhAta ?' tevhA dAdAzrIMnI hasata hasata mhaTale, 'paNa eka ziSya ThevA nA! eka ziSya ThevaNyAsa tumhAlA kAya harakata Ahe ?' nIrUne mhaTale, 'nAhI dAdA, malAca ApalyA caraNApAzI, sevA karIta rAhU dyA nA! yA ziSyAlA mI koThe sAMbhALU ? malA te paravaDaNAraca nAhI' tevhA dAdAzrI mhaNAle, 'mI kAya mhaNato te tarI samajUna ghyA.' 'dAdA, tyAta kAya samajAyace ? mI gurU kazI banU zakate ? tevhA punhA dAdAzrI mhaNAle, 'paNa mI kAya sAMgU icchito te tarI samajUna ghyA ! ase karA nA, yA nIrutAIMnAca tumacyA ziSya banavA nA! " ohoho ! dAdA ! tumhI tara kamAlaca kelI ! 'sahajAtma svarUpa paramagurUMce yathArtha spaSTIkaraNa anubhavale !' mI gurUpadAvara ANi nIru ziSya ! naMtara dAdAzrIMnI vizeSa spaSTIkaraNa dile, 'baghA nIrutAI, eka gurU tyAcyA ziSyAkaDe kevaDhe lakSa Thevato. kAya kelyAne mAjhA ziSya puDhe yeIla, tikaDeca satata lakSa Thevato. taseca tumhI AtA yA nIrutAIMkaDe lakSa ThevAyace. tumhI tara 'zuddhAtmA' jhAlAta, paNa AtA yA nIrutAIMnA vara nAhI kA ANAyace ?! tyA divasApAsUna dAdAzrIMnI mAjhA ANi nIrucA gurU-ziSyAcA vyavahAra suru karUna dilA ! tevhA jJAnI puruSAcyA gahanatece yathArtha bhAna jhAle kI jJAnI puruSAcI dRSTI gurU-ziSyAkaritA kuThalyA sImeparyaMta asate! kuThe laukika gurU karaNyAcI goSTa va kuThe svata:cyAca AtmyAsa gurUpadAvara sthApita karaNyAcI goSTa! ANi tyAMnAca khare gurU, are paramagurU mhaNatAta ! dusare sagaLe bAherace gurU tara eka-dona tAsa upadeza karUna nighUna jAtAta. te tyAMcyA gharI va ApaNa ApalyA gharI! naMtara ApaNa kAya tyAMce aikU ase Ahota ? ! tyAMnI sAMgitalyApramANe vAgaNAr2yAMpaikI Ahota kA ? ! hA tara svata:cAca prakaTa jhAlelA AtmA svata:cA paramagurU ! jo covIsa tAsa hajaraca. ANi hajara Ahe mhaNUna, to mokSamArgApAsUna jarA suddhA vicalIta hoU deta nAhI, evaDhA tyAcA pahArA asato! ase paramagurU sthApita jhAle taraca mokSa hoto, toparyaMta bhaTakataca rAhAyace. gurU-ziSyAcI carama bhedareSA tI yAlA mhaNatAta ! ! DaoN.nIrUbahana amIna
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________________ naU kalame 1. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyAcA kiMcitamAtra paNa aham dubhAvaNAra ( dukhAvaNAra) nAhI, dubhAvilA jANAra nAhI kiMvA dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana kele jANAra nAhI azI parama zaktI dyA. malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyAcA kiMcitamAtra paNa aham dubhAvaNAra nAhI azI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zaktI dyA. 2. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitamAtra paNa pramANa dubhAvaNAra nAhI, dubhAvale jANAra nAhI kiMvA dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana kele jANAra nAhI azI parama zaktI dyA. malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitamAtra paNa pramANa dubhAvale jANAra nAhI, azI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zaktI dyA. 3. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI kiMvA AcArya yAMcA avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karaNyAcI parama zaktI dyA. 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyA prati kiMcitamAtra paNa abhAva, tiraskAra kadhIhI kelA jANAra nAhI, karavilA jANAra nAhI kiMvA kartyAcyA prati anumodana kele jANAra nAhI azI parama zaktI dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyAzI kadhIhI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI ( TocaNArI) bhASA na bolaNyAcI, na bolAvayAcI kiMvA bolaNyA prati anumodana na karaNyAcI azI parama zaktI dyA. koNI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA bolale tara malA mRdu-Rju bhASA bolaNyAcI parama zaktI dyA.
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________________ 6. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyA prati strI puruSa kiMvA napuMsaka, koNatAhI liMgadhArI aso, tara tyA saMbaMdhI kiMcitamAtra paNa viSayavikAra saMbaMdhI doSa, icchA, ceSTA-cALe kiMvA vicAra saMbaMdhI doSa na karaNyAcI, na karaviNyAcI kiMvA kA prati anumodana na karaNyAcI azI parama zaktI dyA. malA niraMtara nirvikAra rAhaNyAcI parama zaktI dyA. 7. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI rasamadhye lubdhapaNA na karaNyAcI azI zaktI dyA. samarasI AhAra gheNyAcI parama zaktI dyA. 8. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyAcA pratyakSa kiMvA parokSa, jIvaMta kiMvA mRtyu pAvalelyA, koNAcAhI kiMcitamAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya kelA jANAra nAhI, karavilA jANAra nAhI kiMvA kartyA prati anumodana kele jANAra nAhI azI parama zaktI dyA. 9. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA jagata kalyANa karaNyAce nimitta banaNyAcI ___ parama zaktI dyA, zaktI dyA, zaktI dyA. (evaDheca tumhI dAdA bhagavAna yAMcyAjavaLa mAgAyace. hI dararoja mikenikalI (yaMtravat) vAcaNyAcI vastu nAhI, aMtarAta ThevaNyAcI vastu Ahe. hI dararoja upayogapUrvaka bhAvanA karaNyAcI vastu Ahe. evaDhyA pAThAta sarva zAstrAMce sAra yeUna jAte.)
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________________ 50ii dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake marAThI bhogato tyAcI cUka 16. mRtyuveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara 2. eDajasTa evarIvhera 17. sevA-paropakAra 3. je ghaDale toca nyAya 18. dAna 4. saMgharSa TALA 19. trimaMtra mI koNa Ahe? 20. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI krodha 21. camatkAra ciMtA 22. satya-asatyAce rahasya 8. pratikramaNa 23. vANI, vyavahArAta 9. bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 24. paizAMcA vyavahAra 10. karmAce vijJAna 25. kleza rahita jIvana 11. pApa-puNya 26. nijadoSa darzanAne...nirdoSa! 12. AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 13. pati-patnIcA divya vyavahAra 27. prema 14. samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 28. gurU-ziSya 15. mAnava dharma 29. ahiMsA hindI jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 20. prema sarva duHkhoM se mukti 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra karma kA siddhAMta 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya Atmabodha 23. dAna maiM kauna hU~? 24. mAnava dharma vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara... 25. sevA-paropakAra 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta eDajasTa evarIvheyara 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa TakarAva TAlie 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra huA so nyAya 29. kleza rahita jIvana 11. ciMtA 30. guru-ziSya 12. krodha 31. ahiMsA 13. pratikramaNa 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? camatkAra 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 34. pApa-puNya aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... jagata kartA kauna? 6. karma kA vijJAna 18. trimaMtra 37. AptavANI - 1 se 9 aura 13 (pUrvArdha-uttarArdha) 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 38. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha-uttarArdha) dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana dvAre gujarAtI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI aahe| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org vara suddhA ApaNa hI sagaLI pustake prApta karU shktaa| pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi aMgrejI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita karIta aahe| WWWWW 33. camatkA
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