Vishvani Aadhyatmik Ajaybi Aapna Sadhu Sadhviji Bhagwanto 02

Author(s): Gunhansvijay
Publisher: Kamal Prakashan Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005774/1

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samo titkasa Namolu chuM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasa Azare 15-17 vartamAna gacchonA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI Azcaryajanaka ArAdhanAo ane prasaMgonuM varNana karatuM pustaka vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajayanI 8 ApaNI sAdhu = sAjI lagAvatI bhAga - 2 . candrazekharavijyajInA ziSya muni guNAuMsavize.

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AG|29|29|25|29|29|29|29|2G GP GP GPG vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI : ApaNA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto bhAga-2 : saMkalanakAra : paM. candrazekharavijayajInA ziSya muni guNahaMviya 359 kmala prakAzana TrasTa GPGPGI ||||||||

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prakAzaka : kamala prakAzana TrasTa jIvatalAla pratApazI saMskRti bhavana 2777, nizA poLa, jhaverIvADa, rIlipha roDa, amadAvAda-1 phona : 25355823, 25356033 saMkalanakAra : siddhAntamahodadhi, saccAritracUDAmaNi, sva. pUjyapAda A. bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA sAhebanA vineya pU. paM. zrI candrazekharavijyajInA ziSya muni guNahaMvijya AvRtti H prathama saMskaraNa : nakala : 3000 vi.saM. 2064 tA. 20-11-2007 mUlya rU|. 75/ TAIpaseTiMga : arihaMta grAphiksa khADiyA cAra rastA, khADiyA, amadAvAda. mudrakaH navaprabhAta prinTiMga presa rIlipha roDa,amadAvAda.

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0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 1000000000000000 IIIIIUUUUUUUUU umaLakAbharyA haiye ame svIkArIe chIe ApanuM snehabharyuM saujanya. pUjyapAda paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAhebanA nUtana prakAzita thanArA paThana-pAThana aMgenA zAstralakSI pustakomAM ApanA zrIsaMghe jJAnakhAtAnI rakama ApI lAbha lIdho te badala khUba khUba dhanyavAda. MUMBAI 0 saujanya pa.pU.paM. kItidarzanavi.ma.sA. tathA pU mokSadarzana vi.ma.sA.nI preraNAthI zrI sAbaramatI (rAmanagara) ' jaina zve. mUrtipUjaka saMgha sAbaramatI, rAmanagara, [amadAvAda-5,. 001011000

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ucca saMskAra sAthe ucca zikSaNanA sopAna sara karavAnA lakSane varelA tipovanamAM bhaNatA bALako - atithione namonamaH kare che. ...roja navakArazI kare che. ...roja aSTaprakArI jinapUjA kare che. ... roja rAtribhojanano tyAga kare che. ...roja guruvaMdana kare che. ...roja navI navI vArtAo sAMbhaLe che. ...roja kumArapALa rAjAnI Arati utAre che. ...roja navI navI vaMdanAo gAya che. * ...roja navA stavananA rAga zIkhe che. ...komyuTara zIkhe che ...karATe zIkhe che... ...skeTIMga zIkhe che .yogAsana zIkhe che.... ...saMgItakaLA zIkhe che.. nRtyakaLA zIkhe che." ...lalItakaLA zIkhe che ...citrakaLA zIkhe che... ...vakatRtvakaLA zIkhe che ..abhinayakaLA zIkhe che." ...aMgrejImAM speech ApatAM paNa zIkhe che.. mAtApitAnA sevaka bane che. prabhunA bhakta bane che. garIbonA belI bane che. prANIonA mitra bane che. zaktimAna banavA sAthe guNavAna bane che.

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umaLakAbharyA haiye ame svIkArIe chIe ApanuM snehabharyuM saujanya. pUjyapAda paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAhebanA nUtana prakAzita thanArA paThana-pAThana aMgenA zAstralakSI pustakomAM ApanA saMghe jJAnakhAtAnI rakama ApI lAbha lIdho te badala khUba khUba dhanyavAda. 0 saujanya 0 zrI vAsupUjya svAmI jaina zvetAmbara mUrti pUjaka saMgha priyA TokIjha pAse, kRSNanagara, amadAvAda - 382346. phona : 2815984

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joDAo.... joDAo.... satsaMganI ane saMskaraNanI sAthosAtha samyagajJAna ApatI ajoDa saMsthA eTale... zeThazrI kAMtilAla lallubhAI jhaverI saMskRti pracAraka TrasTa saMcAlita pU. AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI saMskRta pAThazALA joDAo.... preraNAmUrti H 5.pU. paMnyAsazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAheba tathA pU. sAdhvIzrI mahAnaMdAzrIjInA svargIya mAtuzrI subhadrAbena kAMtilAla pratApazI ha. praphullabhAI preraNAdAtA H 5.pU. paMnyAsazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAheba saMyojaka : pU. munizrI jitarakSitavijayajI ma.sAheba saMskRta pAThazALAnI keTalIka viziSTatAo : 3 ke 5 varSano korSa 0 rahevAnuM ane jamavAnuM niHzulka che prakaraNa-bhASyakarmagraMtha-saMskRta-prAkRtAdino abhyAsa 0 aMgrejI-saMgIta-nAmuM-kompyuTarapUjanAdino korsa vividha prakAranI skolarazIpa ane InAmo mumukSu AtmAone saMyamanI viziSTa tAlIma 7 abhyAsa pUrNa thayA bAda sArI pAThazALAmAM goThavavA prayatna tA.ka.H A saMsthAmAM dAna ApavAnI bhAvanAvALA puNyazALIoe nIcenA saranAme saMparka karavo. saMparkasthaLaH premasUrIzvarajI saMskRta pAThazALA tapovana saMskArapITha, mu. amIyApura, po. sughaDa, ji. gAMdhInagara-382424, phona: (079) 23289038, 23276901-902 lalitabhAIno mobAIla naM. : 94260 60093 rAjubhAIno mobAIla naM. : 94265 05882 noMdha : pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone, paMDitavaryone paricitomAMthI vidyArthIone mokalavAnI preraNA karavA vinaMtI che. tapovana padhAro to avazya saMskRta pAThazALAnI mulAkAta levAnuM cUkazo nahi.

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Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa prastAvanA A sAdhu-sAdhvI-zrAvaka-zrAvikA e caturvidha saMgha zramaNasaMgha kahevAya che. zramaNonI (ane zramaNIonI) pradhAnatAvALo saMgha e zramaNasaMgha. caudarAja lokanA sarvajIvonI che hitakAmanAvALA jainazramaNo ane zramaNIo lAkho zrAvaka-zrAvikAo mATe parama a Na pUjanIya tattva hatuM ane che. zrAvako ane zrAvikAo mATe to paMcamahAvratapAlaka Na gAzramaNa-zramaNIo 'bhagavAnatulya che' ema kahIe to emAM kazuM khoTuM nathI. a A che ra A m rA 21 // bhagavAna RSabhadevanA samayathI mAMDIne zrAvaka-zrAvikAo Aja sudhI zrIsaMghamAM ra zramaNonI ane zramaNIonI prabhutA svIkAratA ja AvyA che ane Aje paNa e zrAvaka-zrAvikAo zramaNa-zramaNIo mATe gajabakoTino AdarabhAva - dharAve che e niHzaMka hakIkata che. bahumAnabhAva mA paNa A avasarpiNIkALa ! paDato kALa ! emAM vaLI pAMcamo Aro ! e ya vaLI huMDA avasarpiNIno pAMcamo Aro ! enI asara samAjanA dareke dareka kSetramAM ochA-vattA aMze paDI che - paDe che... eno niSedha to koNa karI zake ? 5 x paraduHkhabhaMjana mahArAjA vikramanI paraMparAmAM Aje karoDo prajAjanonA duHkhone dUra karavAnI javAbadArI UThAvanArA seMkaDo rAjanetAo keTalI hade prajAjano upara duHkhonA DuMgarAo ThAlavI rahyA che, e koNa nathI jANatuM ? rA A A samagra prajAne nirogI banAvavAnuM bIDu jhaDapanArA lAkho DaoNkTaro mAtra svArtha khAtara, dhanapati banavA khAtara karoDo rogIonA vizvAsano ghAta karI rahyA che, che nakAmI davAo ApI rogI tarIke ja kAyama rahevA daI potAno svArtha sAdhI rahyA che che. re ! nirogIone rogI banAvavAnA bhayAnaka kAvatarA karI rahyA che, paropakAranA amUlya sAdhana samAna potAnA kAryane karoDo rUpiyA kamAI levAno dhaMdho banAvI rahyA che e koNa nathI jANatuM ? a za 1 // 2 A 1 1 // ra lAkho vepArIo ImAnadArI-saccAIno ToTo pIMsI nAMkhI vizvAsaghAta, bheLaseLa, lAMcaruzvata dvArA mAtra ne mAtra potAnI tijorIo bharacaka karavAnA kAmamAM a parovAI jaIne nItidharmane kyAMya veMcI rahyA che.... e koNa nathI jANatuM ? A mA mA rA sAcA-nirdoSa mANasone nyAya apAvavA laDanArA vakIlo ane sAco nyAya 11111111 rA mmm

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa ApanArA jajo keTalA ? to paisAnI lAlace khoTAne sAcuM sAbita karanArA, bhayAnaka A doSavALAone sAva nirdoSa jAhera karanArA vakIlo ane jajo keTalA ? A che puSkaLa bhoga ApIne karoDo vidyArthIone sArA-sAcA saMskAra ane sAruM-sAcuM zikSaNa ApanArA zikSako keTalA ? to zikSaNanA nAme vidyArthIo pAsethI ke sarakAra a pAsethI cikkAra paisA paDAvanArA, skulomAM bhaNAvavAne badale spezyala Tyuzano a Na goThavAvI emAM ja abhyAsa karAvavA dvArA bamaNI - traNa gaNI Avaka UbhI karanArA, Na gA dhamakIo ApI vAra-tahevAre haDatALa pADanArA zikSako keTalA ? 1 // ra ra prAcInakALamAM badhA ja sArA-sAcA hatA, evuM nathI kahevuM, paNa prAcInakALamAM a 95% sArA-sAcA ane 5% kharAba-khoTA hatA. jyAre vartamAnamAM 5% sArA-sAcA a mA ane 95% kharAba-khoTA.... ATalo moTo taphAvata nathI lAgato zuM ? rA samAjanA koIpaNa kSetramAM UMDANapUrvaka dRSTipAta karazuM, to A khedajanaka chatAM rA taddana sAcI hakIkata najara sAme AvyA vinA nahi rahe. zramaNa-zramaNIo paNa samAjathI sAva-sAva alaga to nathI ja ne ? aneka jAtanA AkramaNo zramaNa-zramaNI saMgha upara AvyA ja che ne ? AnA kAraNe bIjA badhA kSetronI mAphaka zramaNa-zramaNIonI viziSTatAmAM, AcArasaMpannatAmAM, vicArazuddhimAM thoDo-ghaNo ghaTADo thAya, pheraphAra thAya e zakya nathI zuM ? 11111100000000 emAM ya vartamAnamAM to sAcA saMyamadharmanI ArAdhanA mATenI anukULatAo ghaNI ghaNI ghaTI gaI che. 2500 varSa pUrve zrI dharmadAsagaNi ja kahI gayA che ke jAtassa ya parihALI saMgamanugArUM nasthi svettArUM bhAI ! paDato kALa che, have saMyamayogya kSetro rahyA nathI... have jo bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI hAjarImAM emanA ziSyaratne A A zabdo uccAryA hoya to Aje 2500 varSa bAda bhayAnaka vijJAnavAdanI bhUtAvaLanI che hAjarImAM to zuM dazA hoya ? a sa 1 // ra A Na 1 // vartamAnakALamAM gRhasthajIvanamAM keTalA badhA kharAba nimitto bhaTakAya che, e to badhA jANe ja che. have e kunimittonA kAraNe keTalAya gRhastho jAta-jAtanA pApono, kusaMskArono bhoga banatA hoya... emAMthI koIne koI dIkSA laI ahIM Ave, vairAgya sAco hoya paNa pelA kusaMskAro paNa tagaDA hoya... emAM vaLI ahIM sAdhujIvanamAM 2 paNa evA koIka kunimitto maLI jAya. kusaMskAro jAgrata thAya. vairAgyabhAva nabaLo a paDe, ane zramaNonA ke zramaNIonA jIvanamAM nAnA-moTA doSa ghUsI jAya. koIka aM mA ayogya prasaMga banI jAya. mA rA rA m 5 x 5 1000 che

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bIsa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra SICI Namo tyu NaM-samaNassa bhagavao mahA AvA prasaMgo zrAvaka-zrAvikAo jue, sAMbhaLe.. kyAMka vaLI chApAomAM ane A megejhInomAM e viSaya-kaSAya saMbaMdhI prasaMgo sArI rIte cagAvI-cagAvIne chApavAmAM A . AvelA hoya te vAMce ane UMDe UMDe zramaNa-zramaNIo pratye aNagamo-aruci emanA | manamAM upasatA thAya, "badhA sAdhu-sAdhvIo AvA ja haze. A badhA pAse javA jevuM che A ja nathI." evA vicAro dhIme dhIme daDhatA pakaDatA jAya ane pachI sAdhu-sAdhvIo pAse A [Na javuM-vaMdana karavA - vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA..... A badhA ja kAryo baMdha thatA jAya. guNa gA. emAM ya vaLI keTalAka zAsanazatruo to zramaNa-zramaNIonuM jainazAsanamAM gA * prabhutva khatama thAya ane e dvArA jainasaMgha chinnabhinna bane evuM IcchatA ja hoya che. je A teo to AvA koIka ADA-avaLA prasaMgonI kAgaDoLe rAha jotA hoya che. AvA a mAM koIka prasaMgo bane eTale tarata eno cArebAju pracAra kare. e prasaMgo zramaNa- mA rA zramaNIonA jhaghaDA vagerenA hoya ke bIjA paNa hoya. paNa eno evo pracAra kare ke rA L. bicArI bhoLI prajA, jainazrAvaka zrAvikAo sAdhu-sAdhvIo pratyenA agAdha .. sabhAvane - ahobhAvane gumAvI bese. teo pachI sAdhu-sAdhvIo pAse javAne badale 3 # bIjA mArge dorAya. e lAkho zrAvaka-zrAvikAo zramaNa-zramaNIone badale have 3 # vidvAna-jANakAra tarIke prasiddha gRhastho pAsethI ja badhu mArgadarzana meLavavA lAge, e = gRhastho paNa emanA kAnamAM zramaNa-zramaNIsaMgha pratye vadhu ne vadhu jhera reDatA jAya ane = caturvidha saMgha be vibhAgamAM vaheMcAI jAya, tUTI jAya. ekabAju mAtra zramaNa-zramaNIo ke 3 ane bIjI bAju mAtra zrAvaka-zrAvikAo ! 3 je rIte aMgrejoe bhAratane barabAda karyuM, e rIte keTalAko jANe ke ajANe ra - jainasaMghane chinnabhinna karavAnA kAma karI rahyA che. A bhAratIya prajA potAnA rAjAone bhagavAna tarIke jotI, ene vaphAdAra rahetI. A aMgrejoe e rAjAomAMthI keTalAka rAjAone jANI joIne amuka doSomAM phasAvyA. pachI e doSo-pApo prajAmAM jAhera karyA. prajA rAjAne dhikkAravA lAgI. rAjA pratyeno a saddabhAva gumAvI besI. pariNAme rAjAone ukheDI nAMkhI potAnI sattA jamAvavI e A thI aMgrejo mATe sAva ja saraLa thaI paDyuM. - Aje je keTalAka zramaNa-zramaNIonuM prabhutva nathI IcchatA, lAkho jaina zrImaMta gRhasthomAM potAnuM Adhipatya jamAvavA Icche che, teo jANe-ajANe AvA ja kAmo A karI bese che. kALaprabhAvAdine lIdhe keTalAka ADA-avaLA prasaMgo bane eTale A a mA zAsanazatruo ene cArebAju phelAve. gRhasthavargamAM zramaNasaMgha pratye tiraskAra utpanna mA " mit

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Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa karAve. chevaTe e gRhasthomAM potAnuM Adhipatya jamAvavAmAM saphaLa bane. kadAca koIne evo vicAra AvI zake ke "zramaNo pratye zrAvaka-zrAvikAo A vimukha bane emAM zramaNa-zramaNIone zuM vAMdho che ? emane kyAM zrAvaka-zrAvikAsaMghanI jarUra che ? zuM teo emanuM varcasva-prabhutva Icche che ? zramaNa-zramaNIo enI a lAlasAvALA che ?' che Na A | che a eno javAba e che ke sAcA zramaNo ke zramaNIo koIpaNa prakAranI malina tha gA apekSAvALA hotA nathI ja. chatAM e sAcA zramaNo evI jhaMkhanA cokkasa rAkhe ke gA ,, ra 2 "jinazAsanamAM suzramaNonuM prabhutva, suzramaNonI pradhAnatA akabaMdha rahevI ja joIe." kemake te zramaNo jinazAsananA sAcA anurAgI che. teo jANe che ke jo jinazAsanamAM a mA zramaNonuM prabhutva khatama thaze, to jinazAsana ja chinnabhinna thaI jaze. kabula che ke mA rA zramaNomAM doSo paNa UbhA thayA che. keTalAka zramaNomAM ghaNA moTA doSo paNa UbhA rA thayA haze. paNa eTalA mAtrathI jo AkhI ya zramaNasaMsthAne kharAba gaNAvI jo zramaNonI prabhutA khatama karAze to je hAlata bhArata dezanI thaI, e hAlata jainasaMghanI thaze. 100000 bhAratanA rAjAomAM dUSaNo ghuselA. keTalAka rAjAomAM ghaNA moTA doSo paNa hatA. paNa aMgrejoe e doSone cArebAju phelAvI dIdhA, rAjAonI prabhutA khatama thaI, aMgrejo adhipati banyA. pariNAme bhAratanI je barabAdI thaI e badhA ja jANe ja che. evuM ahIM paNa banI zake ema che. jo keTalAka zramaNonA koIka doSone ughADA pADI daI AkhI ya zramaNasaMsthAne vagovavAmAM Ave ane e rIte enI prabhutA khatama A karavAmAM Ave.... to emAM nukasAna suzramaNone nahi, paNa jinazAsanane saMghane A cokkasa thAya. eTale ja suzramaNo potAnI prabhutAnI lAlacavALA to bilakula nathI che ja, chatAM teo zramaNonI prabhutA - pradhAnatA jaLavAI rahe e to Icche che ja. kemake a emAM ja saMghanuM hita chupAyeluM che. ha sAra eTalo ja ke kukALa-kunimittAdinA kAraNe jaina zramaNomAM paNa kyAMka kyAreka 1 // aNaghaTatI bAbato banI hoya, banatI hoya... paNa eTalA mAtrathI zrIsaMghamAM AkhIya ra zramaNasaMsthA vagovAya, zrIsaMghamAM zramaNonI pradhAnatA para prahAra thAya, gRhasthonI a pradhAnatA vadhatI jAya e zrIsaMghanA hitamAM nathI ja. mA A mATe sauthI jarUrI bAbata e che ke zrAvaka-zrAvikA vagerenA manamAM sAdhu DO m rAta a Na 1 // ra A mA rA

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ssa bhagavao mahAvIrassama Namo tthu NaM samaNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namotyu NaM samaNassa bhaga - sAdhvIo pratyeno sadbhAva-bahumAnabhAva akabaMdha rahe, vadhe.... jo ema thAya to ja A teo sadAyane mATe zramaNa-zramaNIonA mArgadarzana mujaba ja pravRtti kare ane to ja A saMghanuM hita sacavAya. vaLI kyAreka to evuM paNa bane che ke keTalAka mugdha sAdhu-sAdhvIo paNa koIka deg A koIka prasaMgo sAMbhaLIne ema mAnatA thaI gayA che ke "have ApaNo zramaNasaMgha A | lagabhaga khalAsa thaI cUkyo che..." Ama khuda keTalAka zramaNa-zramaNIo paNa potAnA guNa gA ja ghara uparanI zraddhA gumAvI bese che. haMmezA kharAba vAto vadhu bahAra AvatI hoya, vadhu phelAtI hoya eTale e badhI A vAtonI asara jaldI thAya e svAbhAvika che. mA. A tamAmane vAstaviktA darzAvavI e atyaMta mahattvanuM kArya che. rA emane e jaNAvavuM jarUrI che ke "jyAM samAjanA lagabhaga pratyeka ghaTakamAM pa% rA zuddhi bacI che, tyAM A zramaNasaMghamAM 75% thI 80% zuddhi akabaMdha che, e vAta tame na bhUlo." , emane e jaNAvavuM jarUrI che ke "Aje paNa AvI bhayaMkara avasthAmAM paNa seMkaDo zramaNa-zramaNIo Azcaryajanaka-bahumAnajanaka-agAdha sadbhAvajanaka benamUna 2 ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. AvA uttama zramaNa-zramaNIothI bharelA saMgha pratye upekSA- 2 tiraskAra-niMdAbhAva bilakula ucita banI zakato nathI." A jaNAvavA mATe, zramaNa-zramaNIsaMgha pratye caturvidha saMghane utkRSTa, dara vAtsalyavALo, AdaravALo, sadbhAva-sanmAnavALo banAvavA mATe A pustikAmAM kula tra judA judA zramaNa-zramaNIonA prasaMgo AlekhavAmAM AvyA che. Azare 300 jeTalA prasaMgo judA judA be bhAgamAM vaheMcavAmAM AvyA che. che. jainasaMghanA pratyeka sabhyoe A avazya vAMcavuM joIe ane e vAMcIne manamAM | | bharAyelI khoTI khoTI vAtone dUra phagAvavI joIe. koIka doSavALAonI niMdA karavAne badale AvA uttamottama saMyamIonI hArdika prazaMsA e ja svaparakalyANano | nirdoSa mArga che. AmAM nIcenI vizeSatAo dhyAnamAM rAkhavI (1) lagabhaga tamAme tamAma prasaMgo vartamAna ke najIkanA ja bhUtakALanA sAdhu- | sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA che. bahu junA prasaMgo lagabhaga lIdhA nathI. tathA gRhasthonA prasaMgo paNa mAMDa 4-5 lIdhA che.

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bhagavao mahAvIrassa maNamA tyu Na samaNassa bhagavaoma sa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahA che (2) A dareka bAbata taddana satya che. emAM ame jarAya vadhArI vadhArIne lakhyuM A nathI. aNuno meru banAvyo nathI. hA, keTalAka prasaMgo dveSa-niMdAdinA nimitta na bane A . e hetuthI thoDAka badalIne lakhyA che. . (3) viratidUta parIkSAmAM eka prazna pUchelo ke "sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo potAnA ? A jIvanamAM anubhavelA suMdara prasaMgo amane lakhI mokale." Azare aDhIso-traNaso A [Na saMyamIoe parIkSA ApI. potAnA jIvanamAM jAte joyelA - anubhavelA ke sAMbhaLelA Na gA prasaMgo amane jaNAvyA. emAMthI paNa je vadhu AkarSaka, vadhu viziSTa jaNAyA, e gA | prasaMgo judA tAravI A pustaka taiyAra karyuM che. ame to mAtra saMyamIoe lakhelAra | prasaMgone amArI bhASAmAM DhALyA che, ghaNI jagyAe to e badhA prasaMgo te te A saMyamInI bhASAmAM ja sIdhe sIdhA lakhI dIdhA che. ra (4) A prasaMgomAM keTalAka prasaMgo e rIte paNa lakhyA che ke "jANe te te saMyamI | L. pote ja potAnA anubhava lakhato hoya.." che. dA.ta. "amArA guruNInI sahanazakti ajabagajabanI hatI." AvI rIte Akho # prasaMga lakhelo hoya, to emAM amArA = e prasaMga lakhanArA sAdhvIjI pote ja. 3 ( guruNI = e sAdhvIjInA guruNI. emAM amArA = A pustakanA lekhaka na 8 tra samajavA. mAro dIkSA paryAya e vakhate mAtra be varSano hato, tyAre..." AvuM lakhANa 4 B hoya, tyAM mAro = A pustakanA lekhakano nahi, paNa e prasaMga je sAdhue sAdhvIjIe lakhelo hoya - emano.... TuMkamAM e prasaMgo emanA ja zabdomAM DhALelA che.... eTale vAMcatI vakhate jayAre AvA prasaMgo Ave tyAre khyAla rAkhavo. (5) koI ema na samaje ke "A to mAtra 300 ja prasaMga ! to bIjA badhAnuM che zuM ?" kemake ame to viziSTa ane AMkhe UDIne vaLage evI ArAdhanAono ullekha karelo che. je ghaNA badhAmAM sAmAnya ArAdhanAo hoya, tevI to hajAro che. e zA e badhAno ullekha ane karyo nathI. dA.ta. 100-150 sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo 100 IST vardhamAnatapanI oLIo karI cUkyA che. paNa e badhAno ame judo judo ullekha nathI !' A karyo. Ama nAnI nAnI DhagalAbaMdha bAbato ame noMdhI ja nathI. Commm

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Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa # Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa vaLI AnA vadhu bhAga paNa chapAze. (6) AmAM lagabhaga ame koInA paNa nAma lakhyA nathI. ADakatarA nirdeza A karelA hoya e saMbhavita che. A che (7) A koI eka grupa ke eka gacchanA badhA prasaMgo nathI. paNa judA judA a lagabhaga 15-17 gacchonA prasaMgo A pustikAmAM che. A Na 1 // (8) zrI saMghane vinaMti ke AvA koIpaNa viziSTa prasaMgo tamArA khyAlamAM hoya Na 1 // to e amane mokalAve. "AziSa je. mahetA, 7, sunISa epArTamenTa, ratnasAgara skula ra sAme, gopIpurA, kAjInuM medAna, surata. (gujarAta)." A saranAme e lakhANa mokalavuM. a kavara upara sukRtAnumodananA prasaMgo ema zabda lakhavo. ra mA je koIpaNa zAstrAnusArI viziSTa prasaMgo haze, teno have pachInA vibhAgomAM mA rA samAveza karavAmAM Avaze. koIpaNa samudAyanA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo AvA viziSTa rA prasaMgo mokalI zake che. e prasaMgo-ArAdhanAo mAtra sAdhu-sAdhvI saMbaMdhI ja hovA joIe. H a Na 1 // ra (9) "kevA prasaMgo vadhu asarakAraka ane viziSTa gaNAya." e A pustaka vAMcavAthI khyAlamAM AvI zakaze. A m rA (10) saMyamIoe amane nAnA-moTA ghaNA prasaMgo lakhelA, emAMthI ame cUMTI cUMTIne A prasaMgo lIdhA che. koIka koIka saMyamIe lakhelA prasaMgo AmAM na paNa AvyA hoya... teo pAse ame hArdika kSamA mAMgIe chIe. A (11) keTalIka anumodanA evI hoya ke jemAM bIjAnA doSono ullekha AvavAno. dA.ta. koI sAdhvIjInI adbhuta kSamAnI anumodanA karavAnI hoya tyAre emanA para krodha karanArAnA e krodha doSano ullekha AvavAno ja. jo krodhAdi thayA che! ja na hota to AmanI kSamA siddha ja na thAta. eTale AvI anumodanAmAM ADakatarI che A a rIte koIkanA doSono ullekha thavAno, paNa tyAM emanI niMdA karavAnI nathI, e karmavaza hovAthI evuM vartana karI beThA ema samajavAnuM che. ApaNe to kSamAzIla sAdhvIjInI kSamAnI anumodanA ja mukhya banAvavAnI che. Na 1 // (12) mithyAdRAmavyupa rasA..........mArgAnusArItyanumoyAma: zrI zAMtasudhArasanI 2 A gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke "mithyAtvIonA paNa je je mokSamArgAnusArI guNo-anuSThAno che, tenI huM anumodanA karuM chuM." arthAt mArgAnusArI koIpaNa kRtya anumodanIya D O 5 x A 5 seri mA rA

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bhagavao mahAvIrassa NamA tthu NaM samaNassa bhgvo| Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra # che. , A bane. bhale pachI e mithyAtvIonuM paNa kema na hoya ? have A to badhA saMyamIo A che, emanA je je kRtyo mArgAnusArI hoya e anumodanIya banavAnA ja.. emAM A . gacchabheda jovAno na hoya. (13) A je koIpaNa prasaMgo maLelA che. e moTAbhAge viratidUtanI parIkSAnA | A uttarapatromAMthI prApta thayA che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe kamala prakAzana upara A Na uttarapatro mokalyA. e tapAsavAmAM je je suMdara prasaMgo prApta thayA, tenuM saMkalana A Na ga) pustakamAM karavAmAM AvyuM che. sAdhu bhagavaMto ke sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto pAsethI sIdhA ja gA, A prasaMgo sAMbhaLyA nathI ke patrathI paNa jANyA nathI. uttarapatromAM lakhAyelA prasaMgane A AdhAre A badhuM lakhANa che. eTale bhUlathI koIka prasaMgomAM thoDoka phera thaI gayo hoya e to e aMge kSamA cAhIe chIe. ame badhAne vinaMti karIe chIe ke A pustaka vAMcyA bAda tame paNa tamArI sa e AsapAsanA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIomAM je koIpaNa mokSamArgAnusArI anuSThAno-guNo joyA che 3 hoya, te vyavasthita lakhIne amane mokalAvazo. jethI e sukRto ghaNA loko sudhI re pahoMcADI zakAya. A lekha mokalavAnuM saranAmuM AziSa e. mahetA hiteSa kAMtibhAI gAlA 7, sunISa epArTamenTa, 18, virezvara vihAra, ratnasAgara skulanI sAme, gopIpurA, dvArakAdhIza maMdiranI bAjumAM, tejapAla roDa, kAjInuM medAna, surata. | vilepArle, muMbaI-4OO057. mo.: 9374512259 | mo.: 9820928457 (13) A pustaka vaMcAI jAya, eTale emane ema mukI na rAkhazo, paNa bIjAne vAMcavA Apazo. koIpaNa eka jaNane A AkhuM pustaka vaMcAvI devuM e ja A pustakanI sAcI kiMmata cUkavelI gaNAze. aMte jinAjJAviruddha kaMIpaNa lakhAyuM hoya to trividha trividha micchAmi dukkaDa. | zrAvaNa vada-1 saM. 2063 guNahaMsavijaya | mahAvIra sosAyaTI, navasArI

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bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthuNaM samaNassa bhagavao mA mottha NaM samaNassa bhagavaomA zrI saMghane namra vinaMti cha A pustaka jJAnakhAtAnI rakamamAMthI chapAyeluM hovAthI mAtra Na sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone bheTa rUpe ApavAmAM Avaze. | jo jijJAsu zrAvaka-zrAvikAo A pustakanuM vAMcana karavA | IcchatA hoya to teo batAvelA sthAno uparathI pustaka kharIdI zake mA che. e rakama jJAnakhAtAmAM jamA karavAmAM Avaze. | udAra zrAvako bIjA ghaNA gRhasthone pustaka bheTa rUpe paNa ApI # zake. , sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone yogya lAge to te te sthAne AnI preraNA 3 paNa karI zake. teo jyAM cAturmAsa hoya ke zeSakALamAM rokAyA hoya 3 che tyAM A aMge preraNA karI sthAnikasaMgha taiyAra thAya to darzAvelA che saranAmA uparathI pustako kharIda karAvI saMghanA zrAvako vagerene bheTa = rUpe ke mUlyathI paNa apAvaDAvI zake. A aMge vizeSa jANakArI meLavavI hoya to saMparka karo : AziSabhAI mo. : 9374512259 (surata) hiteSabhAI mo. : 982028457 (muMbaI) li. - kamala prakAzana TrasTa

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pU. paM. pravarazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAhebanI preraNAne jhIlIne have... deza videzamAM parvAdhirAja paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA karAvavA mATe yuvAnonI sAthe tapovanIo susajja jaina saMghanA agraNI mAnanIya TrasTIvaryoM ! ApanA gAma ke nagaramAM jo parvAdhirAja paryuSaNaparvanI ArAdhanA karAvavA mATe pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto padhArI zakyA na hoya to te mATe amArA yuvAno tathA tapovanI bALakone dara varSe jarUrathI bolAvajo. A yuvAno tathA tapovanIo ApanA jaina saMghamAM (1) aSTAlikA tathA kalpasUtranI pratanuM suMdara vAMcana karaze. (2) rAtre paramAtmabhaktimAM badhAne rasataraboLa karI deze. (3) banne TAImanA pratikramaNa vidhi-zuddhipUrvaka karAvaze. (4) zrIsaMghanA ullAsa pramANe rasaprada vividha pravRttio karAvaze. jo ApanA saMghamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto padhArI zakyA na hoya to ja nIcenA saranAmethI phorma maMgAvIne bharIne amane mokalI Apo. nama sUcana ArAdhanA karAvavA AvanArane gADIbhADuM vagere zrI saMghe bahumAnarUpe ApavAnuM raheze. phorma bharIne mokalavAnuM saranAmuM paryuSaNa vibhAga : saMcAlaka zrI zrIyuta lalitabhAI dhAmI | rAjubhAI C/o. tapovana saMskArapITha mu. amIyApura, posTa H sughaDa gAMdhInagara - 382424.. * phona : 079-23206901-2-3

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teanivAre, je jina-ANo pALe. rAga-dveSane dUra karIne Atamazuddhi bhALe che che vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI : te ApaNA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto 136. ne tayakvAyA te saravaNAthI (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) pAlitANAmAM birAjamAna vizALa sAdhvI samudAyamAM meM eka acaMbo pamADanArI cIja joI. tyAM roja samayasara gocarI to AvI jAya paNa badhA vAparanArA samayasara hAjara na hoya. koIka pAThamAM gayelA hoya, koI yAtrA karavA gayA hoya, koI aMDilAdi rA LI gayA hoya... gocarIno koI nakkI samaya nahi. 3 badhAnI noMdhelI gocarI to AvI ja jAya, paNa pachI jema jema vAparanArA 3 sAdhvIjIo Ave, tema tema teo potAnI meLe ja jAte gocarI laIne vAparavA besI = 3 jAya. vaDIlo e sAdhvIjIone pAtrAmAM gocarI na veMce, kemake badhAno samaya 3 anizcita ! koIka vahelA, koIka kalAka pachI...! prazna e thAya ke jo badhA jAte ja gocarI laI le, to pahelA AvelA sAdhvIjIo E # sArI-sArI, bhAvatI, anukULa vastu laI le ane chelle aNabhAvatI, pratikULa vastu 2 ' paDI rahe evuM na bane ? pAchaLathI AvanArA sAdhvIjIone AvI aNabhAvatI vastuo joI saMkleza A che, thAya evuM na bane ? Ama to mAnavasulabha svabhAvathI A zakya che, paNa A vizALa samudAyamAM . A koNa jANe lagabhaga pratyeka vyaktimAM koIka anerI ja bhAvanA ramatI dekhAya che. badhA ja sAdhvIjIo jAte ja potAnI gocarI le, paNa je pratikULa vastuo hoyasAmAnya vastuo hoya e pahelA laI le, sArI vastuo rAkhI mUke. - roTalI-puraNapoLI-mAlapuA hoya to roTalI vadhAre le, puraNapoLI-mAlapuA | ochA-ghaNA ochA le, ke sAva ja tyAgI de. CommjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (1) jawor )

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dugati paDatA rAkhe munine daza kSAntyAdika dharmo. zubhabhAvathI pALe tenA dUra TaLe savi karyo. dhanate... koru dUdha-kesarIyA dUdha- dUdhapAka - bAsuMdI hoya to koruM dUdha vagere vadhAre le, A bAsuMdI vagere ochuM le ke sAva ja na le. A pratyeka sAdhvIjInA manamAM sAdharmika vAtsalyanI choLo uchaLe. che a Na 1 // ra A m rA m "mArI gurubeno A sArI vastu vAparaze, emanI prasannatA vadhaze. mane bhaktino lAbha maLaze." Na tuccha-sAmAnya vastu levA mATe kheMcatANa thAya... 1 // AvI eka adbhuta zramaNIida pAMcamAM ArAmAM joIne pahelA to Azcarya ja thayuM. paNa pachI vicAra Avyo ke ra "A to jinazAsana che, emAM to ratnonA Dhagale DhagalA hoya emAM vaLI a Azcarya kevuM ?" mA rA (yAda rAkhavuM ke jeo tuccha vastu khAya che, teo ja kharekhara sArabhUta vastu khAya che. kemake emane khUba khUba khUba karmakSaya prApta thAya che.). 137. sahana karavuM saheluM nathI hoM ! "gurujI ! A glAsa (ToksI-Tokso) tUTI gayo." ziSyAe bhUlathI tUTI gayelo glAsa gurujIne batAvyo. gurujIno svabhAva jarAka kaDaka ! kaMIpaNa uMdhu-cattu thAya to tarata Aveza AvI jAya. gurujIne glAsa tUTavAthI gusso Avyo. "bhAna rAkhavuM tuM ne !" kahIne jorathI e glAsa ziSyA tarapha pheMkyo. A che glAsa lAgyo sIdho kAna u52 ane lohI nIkaLavA lAgyuM. chatAM ziSyA prasanna ja rahI. koI pratyuttara na Apyo. DOOR 5 D A Aja ziSyAne gRhasthapaNAmAM Dabala mIThI cA pIvAnI Teva hatI. cAmAM bamaNI a traNa khAMDa nAMkhIne pIe. e TevanA kAraNe dIkSA bAda paNa roja cA vahorI lAve ane emAM Dabala khAMDa naMkhAvI lAve. 1 // ra 1 // ra AnAthI guruNIne gusso caDyo, ekavAra e ziSyAe cA lAvI mAMDalImAM mUkI a tyAM ja guruNI AvyA ane ziSyAnI sAme ja emAM mIThuM-balavaNa nAMkhIne kahyuM ke a mA HI "have pI jA' marATha rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (2) mmi

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TRA bhagavao mahAvIrassa: Namo tyuNaM samaNassa bhagavaoma Namo tyu NaM samaNa A eka apamAna paNa hatuM ane anucita vartana paNa hatuM, chatAM A sAdhvIjI A e cA pI gayA, ane 1 eja divasathI emaNe cAmAM vadhArAnI khAMDa naMkhAvavAnI baMdha karI, jevI cA Ave ane evI ja pIvAnuM zaru karyuM. A jagyAe ApaNe hoIe to ? 138. te munivara jaga vaMdIe ! rAjasthAnamAM Aje paNa eka mahAtmA birAjamAna che ke (ka) jemanI uMmara 85 varSanI thaI gaI hovA chatAM e nitya ekAsaNA kare che. mA (kha) rAjasthAnanI bhayAnaka garamImAM paNa bapore be vAge ja roja gocarI levA rA jAya. , (ga) gharomAM je vadhI-ghaTI rasoI hoya te le. . (gha) e badhuM ja eka ja tarANImAM bheguM vahore. roTalI, dALa, zAka, bhAta, E * mIThAI.. badhuM e rIte ja vahore. | (ca) e badhuM vahorIne AMbila khAte jAya ane eja tarapaNImAM kariyAtuM naMkhAvI ja E8 de, badhI gocarI kaDavI banAvI de ane e pachI traNa vAge e vAparI ekAsaNuM kare. ER uMmara varSa 85nI hovA chatAM Avo uttama AcAra teozrI pALI rahyA che. 139, have A moTI uMmare vAhana vAparI vadhu jIvavAno moha nathI e hatuM nAnakaDuM gAma "IsaravA". jainonA mAMDa sAta-ATha gharo. Adhunika sagavaDa vinAnAM e gAmamAM AcAryadeva padhAryA. joradAra sAmaiyuM thayuM. A aDhAra koma umaTI paDI. - rAtre AcAryazrIne chAtImAM duHkhAvo upaDyo. badhA gabharAyA. "zuM hArTaeTeka to nathI ne ?" nAnakaDA gAmamAM DokTara kyAMthI hoya ? CITIOaa vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (3) ITI

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' doSa vinA paNa Thapako Ape guru, tene je te . pachI Ape guru, tene je sahetA. 'mUlya vinA maLatI miThAI" evA dhyAnane vare chatAM rAtorAta bhakta zrAvako najIkanA gAmamAMthI DokTara bolAvI lAvyA.. A sAmAnya DokTarane khAsa khyAla na Avyo ke "zuM karavuM ?" A ja savAra thatA to hRdayanA niSNAMta DokTara paNa zaheramAMthI AvI gayA. tarata | tapAsa karI kahyuM ke "sAhebane tAtkAlika pAlanapura ke amadAvAda khaseDo. 100 TakA | ane jokhama che. jaldI nirNaya lo." badhA vimAsaNamAM paDyA. AcAryazrIne vAhanamAM besavA mATe zI rIte manAvavA?" badhA jANatA hatA ke "AcAryadeva e chUTa levA taiyAra nahi thAya. chevaTe DokTare ja AcAryadevane kahyuM ke "ApanI jIMdagI jokhamamAM hovAthI ame A najIkanA zaheramAM Apane khaseDIe chIe." AvI viSama paristhitimAM paNa AcAryadeve uttara Apyo ke "DokTara ! meM 76 2 varSa to khUba ja AnaMdathI pasAra karyA che. have cAritranI virAdhanA karI, vAhanamAM besIne E 3 vadhAre jIvavAno moha nathI." sahu ughaDatI AMkhe e dazya joI rahyA. 140. saMyamanI saphaLatA-svAdhyAyamAM Aja AcAryadeve vi.saM. 2054nA mAgasara suda-4nA divase niyama lIdho ke E . eka mahinA sudhI mAre roja ochAmAM ocho 1000 gAthAno svAdhyAya karavAno. 9 8 jo na thAya to mAre ghI baMdha !" badhA mahAtmAoe kahyuM ke "sAheba ! Apane zAsananA ane saMghanA DhagalAbaMdha [ kAmo hoya, emAM Apane 1000 gAthAno pATha karavAno samaya zI rIte maLe?-Apa | to zramaNa saMsthAnA agraNI cho. mATe A niyama na lo..." A te vakhate ApaNA badhAnI AMkha ughADI de evo pratyuttara e sUrivare Apyo ke A Na "je divase huM 1000 gAthAno svAdhyAya na karuM, e divasa mArA mATe vAMjhiyo kahevAya. Na gAI zAsananA kAmonI vyastatA evI to nathI ja ke 1000 gAthAno svAdhyAya paNa na thaI gA, 2 zake." 1 jaI rahyA. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (

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pravacana uccAre, mokSamArga sahAyaka nI kopana mana dhAre. . moTA ke nAnA muni jyAre kaTakavacana uccAre che, + $ $ 2 jI 2 ja meM = 0 141. sAdhucaryA kevI ? verAgya pamADe evI ! (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM) te vakhate huM bAramA dhoraNamAM bhaNatI hatI. - gharanA badhA lokonI dharma bhAvanA ghaNI sArI. paNa skula-kolejAdinA kAraNe A Na mArAmAM nAstikatA pUrabahAramAM vikaselI hatI. hoTelamAM javuM, haravuM-pharavuM, navarAtrimAM dAMDiyA ramavA javuM... badhuM ja mArA jIvanamAM cAlu hatuM. paNa mANasano kyAreka to TarnIMga poITa Avato ja hoya che. amAre tyAM sAdhvIjIonuM cAturmAsa thayuM. alabatta huM kaMI sAdhvIjIo pAse jatI na hatI, paNa ekavAra mammInA kahevAthI sAdhvIjIone gocarI mATe ghare laI AvavA huM 3 upAzraye gaI. sAhebajI ! vahoravA padhAro" nI vinaMti karI, daseka miniTa lAgaze, vAMdho nathI ne?" sAdhvIjIe madhuratAthI javAba Apyo. R hA kahI ane tyAM ubhI ubhI upAzrayanuM vAtAvaraNa jovA lAgI. koNa jANe kema? paNa mane tyAM alaukikatAno anubhava thayo. sAdhvIchaMda ghaNuM ja 2 moTuM hatuM, paNa e badhAnI carcA joI ane jotI ja rahI gaI. koIka svAdhyAyamAM tallIna hatA, koIka pANI lAvatA hatA, koIka gocarI mATe A taiyArI karatA hatA, koIka glAnanI sevAmAM joDAyelA hatA. badhAnA mukha para anero A | utsAha chalakAto dekhAyo. paraspara karAtI vAtacItamAM lAgaNInA sUra saMbhaLAyA... ITmane e upAzraya svarga jevo ja bhAsavA lAgyo. saMsAra pratye jANe ke dhikkAra vachUTI a gayo. meM ghare vAta karI ke "mAre dIkSA ja levI che" ane pachI to pravacano sAMbhaLavA dvArA vairAgyane majabuta banAvyo. mArA gharavALA dhArmika kharA, paNa mane dIkSA ApavA taiyAra na thayA. pappAdAdAnI sakhata manAI hatI. badhAnI sAthe pAMca varSa jhajhumIne aMte meM dIkSA meLavI. INFINITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (5) MINITIONS | che

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Aje 55 sAdhvIonA vRMdamAM prasannatApUrvaka cAritrapAlana karuM chuM. A meM jene svarga mAnyuM, kharekhara e svarga ja hatuM. e mArI bhramaNA na hatI. e dIkSAnA A 18 varSa thayA bAda huM sAcA hRdayathI kahuM chuM. (mAtra ApaNI nirmaLa jIvanacaryA ja koIkanAM jIvanamAM jabaradasta parivartana a lAvI cheka dIkSA sudhI laI janAra banI rahe che, e na bhUlazo. Na jo sArI jIvanacaryA sAruM pariNAma lAve, to kharAba jIvanacaryA...?) 142. maLepi manA thayuM ,5 2 a "juo, sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta ! sAcI vAta chupAvavAno koI artha nathI. eTale a mA tamane kadAca AghAta lAgaze, to paNa kahuM chuM ke tamane kensaranI zaruAta thaI cUkI mA rA che. have jhAjhuM jIvana nathI, ema mAnIne ja cAlajo...' rA navasArInAM anubhavI vaighe potAne batAvavA AvelA sAdhvIjIne spaSTa zabdomAM hakIkata jaNAvI dIdhI. 5 che a NA 1 // ra e sAdhvIjI hatA tapasvinI ! 99mI oLI cAlatI hatI, pAraNuM karyA vinA 100mI oLI upADavAnI bhAvanA hatI, paNa tabiyata asvastha hovAthI gaDamathalamAM hatA. aMte vicAra karyo ke "ko'ka vaidyane batAvuM. jo vyavasthita davA maLI jAya to pAraNuM na karuM, davA sAthe 100mI oLI cAlu karI dauM." ane eka zrAvikAne sAthe laIne vaidyane batAvavA gayA. tyAM sudhI to kensarano aNasAra paNa na hato. vaidyanI vAta sAMbhaLIne camakyA paNa gabharAyA nahi. 'maraNa nizcita che' e vAta svIkArI lIdhI. 100mI oLI karavAno dRDha nirNaya karI lIdho. sAthenA zrAvikAne samajAvI dIdhuM ke "tAre koIne paNa A vAta karavAnI nahi. sAmAnya takalIpha che, 'davAthI sAru thaze.' eTaluM ja kahevAnuM." A Na 1 // ra ane saMyamI AcAryadevanA mukhathI 100mI oLInA prathama AMbilanuM a paccakkhANa lIdhuM. koIne kensaranI gaMdha paNa na AvI. mA rA 111111111111111 A che OM che 5 ra 5so 100mI oLI zaru karI vihAra prAraMbhyo, jotajotAmAM amadAvAda thaIne - vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (s) mmmm rA

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Tata enizcaya mana dhAre. paraduHkhadAyI pravRttine svapna paNa nahi jADe, che ke mAre. dhana te...5 koI jIvane duHkha nadevuM e nizcaya mana dhAre. paradAdA zaMkhezvara AvI pahoMcyA. emaNe aMtima ArAdhanA zaru karI dIdhI. (ka) roja 4-5 kalAka zaMkhezvaradAdAno japa karavA lAgyA. (kha) AMbilamAM 2-3 dravya vAparI tyAM ja besI rahetA. thoDIvAramAM ulaTI thaI che jatI. * A rojano krama thaI gayelo. A rIte 70 AMbila thayA. chevaTe mAtApitAnI tIvra IcchAne kAraNe 100mI oLInuM pAraNuM potAnI janmabhUmi cANasmAmAM karyuM. gacchAdhipatinI nizrA ane parivAra taraphathI thayela 27 "aa choDanA ujaMjaNAthI prasaMga zobhI uThyo e daramyAna tabiyata ekadama bagaDI. DoLImAM pATaNa laI gayA. DokTare kahI dIdhuM ke "kensara chellA sTeja upara che." paNa e sAdhvIjI to taiyAra hatA. emanuM jIvana svAdhyAya ane sImaMdhara svAmInI bhAvayAtrAthI vaNAyeluM hatuM. game tevA saMyogamAM paNa rAtre bhAvayAtrA karyA vinA 8 saMthAro na kare. 100mI oLInA pAraNA bAda 13mA divase sAMje 5.45 kalAke emaNe tyAM 8 ra hAjara zrIsaMghane jAte sImaMdharasvAmInI bhAvayAtrA karAvI ane navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa 8 8 karatA karatA ciravidAya laI lIdhI. - pelA navasArInA zrAvikAe e pachI A vAta pragaTa karI ke "sAdhvIjIne to ? 1 navasArImAM ja kensaranI khabara paDI gayelI. paNa mane sakhata zabdomAM nA pADI hovAthI A meM koIne vAta karI na hatI..." che. mRtyu mATe AvI taiyArI rAkhavI ApaNA mATe ghaNI kaparI che, kharuM ne ? | 143. maMtrAdhirAjano prabhAva Aje paNa che ! (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM) , te vakhate ame traNa sAdhvIjIo guNInI AjJA laIne kacchabhadrezvara bAju gayA. | vihAra karatA karatA ane koTaDA pahoMcyA. tyAMthI ame bIje divase gaDhasIsA javAnA a hatA. koTaDAvALAoe amane khAsa sucanA karI ke "ahIM jaMgalI pazuono bhaya rahe mA COMMITHI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (0 mmmm

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nI je sadA uccAre. pote sahana karIne saunuM pRthvIne zaNagAre, dhana terA sAkarathI paNa mIThA vacano re 'A 8 8 = = che. eTale vihAra moDo karajo. vahelA jatA nahi." A sucanA mujaba ame cheka sAta vAge vihAra zaru karyo, haju traNa-cAra ki.mI. cAlyA hazuM tyAM to sAme ja 20 thI 25 phUTa dUra eka | dIpaDAne ame joyo. e amArI tarapha ja joI rahyo hato. ame bhayabhIta banI gayA. sAtheno sAIkalavALo mANasa paNa dhrUjavA lAgyo. A amane thayuM ke "amArA saunuM jIvana have jokhamamAM che." amane traNeyane e vakhate AMbilano tapa cAlu hato. ame namaskAra mahAmaMtrano || pATha zaru karI dIdho. tyAM to eka navI Aphata AvI. A e cittAnI bAjumAM ja bIjo citto paNa AvIne ubho rahI gayo. have zuM ? ame vadhu tIvra bhAvathI namaskAra mahAmaMtra gaNavA lAgyA. pAchaLa bhAgavAnA = hoMza ja rahyA na hatA. # be-traNa miniTa thaI, koNa jANe kema? paNa e baMne cittA be-traNa miniTa bAda jaMgalanI vATe doDI gayA. tyAre amAro zvAsa nIce beTho. namaskAra mahAmaMtra paranI zraddhA agAdha banI, tea jIvamAM jIva Avyo ane ame jaldI jaldI gaDhasIsA pahoMcI gayA. - sAMje ja amane gaDhasIsAmAM samAcAra maLyA ke "koTaDA pAse cittAe eka harijanane Aje mArI nAMkhyo.." | (namaskAramahAmaMtranI advitIya tAkAta Aje paNa anubhavavA maLe che. jo mAtra agAdha zraddhA !) 144. mAga to vastI pIvI thI ziSyamuni potAnA AcAryadeva mATe gocarI jatA, ghaNIvAra kaDhI lAvatA ane AcAryadeva e vAparatA. eka divasa gocarImAM dUdhapAka maLI gayo, ziSya guru mATe dUdhapAka laI Avyo. A dUdhapAka vAparyA pachI AcArya deva bolyA "pelle ! nAga to ye tI vahuta mITI thI . A roja to khaTTI-alpamITThI kaDhI AtI thI..." CONTINUaa vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (9) ' !

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* Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa ziSya Abho ja banI gayo. A dUdhapAka ane kaDhI be judI vastu che, eTalI paNa A vayovRddha AcAryadevane khabara A na hatI. e dUdhapAkane dUdhapAka tarIke oLakhI na zakyA. che kevI anAsakti ! a Na 1 // 2 145. jinazAsanano ajoDa tapa-kAyotsarga e sAdhvIjInI uMmara 72 varSa che, dIkSAparyAya 52 varSano che. (ka) chellA 40 varSathI akhaMDapaNe te roja navapadajInA guNono 130 logassano A kAussagga kare che. m (kha) A kAussagga UbhA UbhA ja kare che. rA (ga) Akho kAussagga saLaMga ja kare, TukaDe TukaDe nahi. barAbara eka kalAka roja 01010101010 thAya. (gha) ekavAra vihAra karIne dhAnerA gAmanI sosAyaTImAM pahoMcyA, tyAM rokAyA. bapore kAussagga zaruM karyo, aDadho kalAka thayo - aDadho kAussagga thayo, tyAre betraNa kIDIo zarIra para caDIne kAnamAM pesI gaI, karaDavA lAgI. sakhata vedanA vacce paNa samatApUrvaka eka kalAkano kAussagga pUrNa karyo. (ca) ghaNIvAra evuM bane ke kAussagga vakhate lAla kIDIo zarIra para caDIne puSkaLa caTakA mAre. chatAM emaNe kadI kAussagga bhAMgyo nathI. eka kalAka thAya pachI ja kAussagga pAre. raja6 5 >> ra a mA 1111111111111 A A (cha) ekavAra cAlu kAussaggamAM ja ThaMDI lAgI ne tAva caDI gayo. dhrujArI thavA mAMDI. chatAM sAdhvIjI beThA paNa nahi ke kAussagga pAryo paNa nahi. tAva vadhato ja gayo, chatAM e makkama rahyA. che jyAre Akho kAussagga thayo, pAryo, tAva tapAsyo tyAre 4 DIgrI tAva hato. a ziSyAo Azcarya pAmI ke "cAra DIgrI tAva caDI gayo, chatAM guruNI aDaga Na gA ubhA rahyA. e kevI sahanazIlatA !'' 1 // 2 ra (ja) 25-30 kimI.no vihAra hoya ke moTA prasaMgo hoya ke lAMbI moTI mAMdagI a hoya... paNa A sAdhvIjInI Teka akhaMDa che. ubhA ubhA eka kalAka sudhI kAussagga ! a m (jha) Aje 75 varSanI uMmare paNa baMne pratikramaNa vagere kriyAo UbhA UbhA mA rA rA ( vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (9) 0

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ThaMDIthI kuMjatA munivarane dekhI svArtha gamAvI, nijakaMbala tene oDhADe vatsalabhAva jamAvI. dhana te...7 ja kare che. (Ta) savAre cAra vAge uThavuM, rAtre dasa vAgyA pahelA na suvuM ane bapore bilakula A ArAma na karavo A apramattatA emanA jIvanamAM ekadama niyamita banI cUkI che. (8) Aje 72 varSanI uMmare paNa A Azritone kammapayaDI, upamiti vagere a graMthono abhyAsa karAve che. che Na 146, niMdako ApaNA upakArI che ! A che en 1 // ra a "e sAdhune tame jJAnabhaMDAranI cAvI ApI devAnA cho ? hAya ! bhAre karI e a sAdhu upara bharoso na rakhAya. pustako corI jAya to ? tame A bhUla na karo." koIka cugalIkhore ekatIrthanA TrasTIone cAturmAsa mATe AvanArA sAdhu viruddha mA rA kAnabhaMbheraNI karI. m rA 111111 "paNa ame to cAvI ApavAnI hA pADI dIdhI che. e sAdhu mAtrane mAtra e ja kAma mATe atre Ave che. bAkI A tIrthamAM AvavAnuM emane koI prayojana nathI. have emane nA kema paDAya ?" a El 1 // TrasTIoe potAnI muMjhavaNa pragaTa karI. "e tame jANo. bAkI Avo amUlyajJAnabhaMDAra sAdhune soMpavA jevo nathI. jevI tamArI marajI. tame mAlika cho...'' cugalIkhore chello phaTako lagAvI dIdho. A badhA TrasTIo AvI jAta jAtanI caDAmaNIthI evA caDI gayA ke nirNaya karyo ke "koIpaNa bhoge ApaNe sAdhune jJAnabhaMDAranI cAvI ke enA pustako na ApavA...' e munirAja hatA jabaradasta vidvAna ! zrutapremI ! saMzodhanapriya ! jainazAstronA vArasAne sAcavavAnI anokhI TekanA dhAraka ! che LETLLLLLLLLLLLL 5 9 A A e tIrthanA jJAnabhaMDAranI puSkaLa prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne emaNe tyAMnA TrasTIone vAta a Na karelI ke "tamArI rajA hoya to mAre atre comAsuM karavuM che ahIMnA bhaMDAramAM aNamola Na gA prato paDI che, mAre eno abhyAsa-saMzodhana karavuM che..." 1 // ra ra TrasTIoe hA pADI, comAsuM nakkI thayuM, sAdhuM AvI gayA paNa upara jaNAvyA a pramANe TrasTIonI mati pharI gaI. sAdhunI ghaNI vinaMti chatAM TrasTIo eka nA be a mA na thayA. ulaTuM e tIrtha-gAmamAM sAdhu viruddha aphavAo phelAvI. m rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (10) T

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zabhapariNAmanI agnimAM je karma anaMtA bALe, dhanate. dhomadhakhatAM patha para gaja pere je dhImA cAle. zabhapari, A badhuM banavA chatAM e sAdhue kadI e TrasTIo upara krodha na karyo, koInI A paNa sAme, potAnA ziSyonI sAme paNa e TrasTIo viruddha kadI paNa harapha suddhAM na A A uccAryo. zrutAbhyAsamAM mastIthI AkhuM comAsuM pUrNa karyuM. A e mahAtmA che ke A je Aje 80 varSanI uMmare paNa cAlatA cAlatA ja vihAra kare che. I je A uMmare paNa daramahine akrama kare che. je Aje paNa zatruMjaya tIrthAdhirAjanI yAtrA page cAlIne kare che, bhaktimAM bhAna | bhUlelA emane loko gAMDAmAM khapAvI de evA e tallIna bane che. je vizvanI 17 thI 18 bhASAnA jANakAra che. 147, jJAnI nirabhimAnI ja hoya. mAtra 11 varSanI sAva nAnakaDI uMmare dIkSita thayelA e zramaNI bhagavaMta Aje = 13 varSanI dIkSAparyAyavALA, 24 varSanI uMmaranA che. A 13 varSamAM emaNe je jJAnayajJa mAMDyo che e atyaMta anumodanIya che. (ka) nyAya-vyAkaraNa vagere graMthomAM pAraMgata che. (kha) pakSatA vagere nyAyanA atikaThina traNa graMthono abhyAsa mAtra doDha mAsamAM = pUrNa karyo. " (ga) jyAre ghaNA sAdhvIo bhegA thAya tyAre e savArathI sAMja sudhImAM 10- 3 E 10 pATho paNa Ape na thAke, na kaMTALe, na cIDa kare. " (gha) ATaluM badhuM bhaNAve, ghaNAnA vidyAguruNI che, vidvAna che, chatAM namratA paNa A 1 advitIya che. pAThamAM koIka sAdhvIjIne koIka padArtha na samajAya to e pATha samajAvavA mATe pa-7-10 vAra mahenata kare. judA judA daSTAMnto dvArA padArtha samajAve, ane sAdhvIjIne padArtha barAbara samajAya tyAre ja emane saMtoSa thAya. () koIpaNa sAdhvIjI koIpaNa kAraNe ArtadhyAna ke asamAdhithI pIDAtA hoya Na gI to emanI samAdhi mATe A sAdhvIjI badhA prayatno karI chUTe. kSayopazama joradAra gI | hovAthI e prayatnamAM saphaLatA paNa pAme. A (cha) ekavAra 7-8 sAdhvIjIne pramANanayatatvAlakAlaMkArano pATha karAvatA hatA, A | emAM eka sAdhvIjI kSayopazama alpa hovAthI thoDuM bhaNyA bAda thAkyA, emaNe pATha mAM IIIIIIII vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (11) MAHITI

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Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa choDI devAno vicAra karyo. tyAre A adhyApaka sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ke "jo tame A pATha nahi bhaNo to huM ghI A choDI daIza.' A che a ya 5 21 // ra (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM) 12-13 varSa pahelAnI A vAta. ame cAra sAdhvIjIe zikharajIthI vihAra karyo, 50 divasa bAda rAyapura rA (chattIsagaDha) pahoMcyA. 5 x A che pelA sAdhvIjI A sAMbhaLIne bhaNavA mATe utsAhI banyA ane graMtha pUrNa karyo. bIjAnA hita mATe pote bhoga ApavA taiyAra ! 148. vaiyAvaccamAM gacchabheda na jovAya a cha 1 // mA rA tyAM ja amArAmAMthI eka sAdhvIjIne peTamAM sakhata duHkhAvo zaru thayo, alaga alaga hospiTalomAM tapAsa karAvI, cAra DokTaroe eka ja nirNaya Apyo ke "oparezana karAvavuM paDaze." ame zikharajI hatA, tyAre ja amArAmAMnA 33 varSanI uMmaranA sAdhvIjI akALe kALadharma pAmI cUkyA hatA. e prasaMgathI Ama paNa ame trasta hatA. emAM vaLI A navA sAdhvIjInA oparezananI vAta ! sthAna amArA mATe sAva ajANyuM ! koI AzvAsana ApanAra nahi. ame muMjhavaNamAM hatA. tyAM to | che ,, rajI 5 - a mA rA amArA para eka patra Avyo. e vAMcI ame parama saMtoSa pAmyA. A Na 1 // e patra hato durgamAM rahelA, 30-34 sAdhvIjInA guruNI mahattarA sAdhvIjIno ! jene ame joyA paNa na hatA, jenI sAthe amAre koI paricaya paNa na hato, ra amArA samudAyanA paNa na hatA... tevA te sAdhvIjIe amane patramAM lakheluM ke "tame nizcita banI jajo. kazI ciMtA karatA nahi. vaiyAvaccano badho lAbha amane Apajo. tamArA eka sAdhvIjInA oparezananA samAcAra maLavAthI A patra lakhuM ra chuM...' vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (12) 11111111111XIII A che| a mA rA

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dha dhArA vahetA muktivadhunI kejpagalA mAnI bahu harakhAtA, pana te. baTAepatharAthI pagamAM lohInI dhArA vahetA para eka patra zrI rAyapura saMghanA AgevAno upara hato. emAM lakheluM ke "sAdhvIjIone bilakula muzkelI na paDavA devI. emane badhI A ja vyavasthA ApavI." pAMca divasamAM oparezana thaI gayuM. e pachI traNa mahinA tyAM rokAvAnuM thayuM. A te mahattarA sAdhvIjI paNa AvI gayA hatA. 3 mahinA emaNe amArI, A thI oparezanavALA sAdhvIjInI puSkaLa kALajI karI. comAsuM AvI gayuM hatuM. emaNe potAnA cAturmAsa praveza sAthe ja amAro paNa praveza karAvaDAvyo. jANe amArA ja guNImAtA na hoya eTaluM badhuM vAtsalya emaNe amArA para varasAvyuM. ' (ApaNe paNa baLatAne ThAranArA banIe, bhayabhItane nirbhayatA bakSanArA mAM | banIe, anAthane zaraNa ApanArA banIe...jIvana prasanna prasanna banI jaze, | che ApaNuM ane saunuM !) 149. upadeza ApavAnI anokhI rIta "gurujI A paM.candrazekhara ma., pU.ratnasuMdara ma., pU.hemaratna ma. vyAkhyAnamAM keTaluM badhuM moTethI bole che. 2-5-10 hajAra mANasone saMbhaLAya eTalo moTo avAja para kADhe che. - "he gurujI ! ATaluM pahADI avAje pravacana te badhA zI rIte karI zaktA haze.. 8 mAro to Avo avAja ja na nIkaLe..." ' nUtana munirAje AcAryadevane bhoLAbhAve prazna karyo. AcAryadeva atizaya catura hatA, emaNe evo uttara Apyo ke jemAM ziSyane upadeza-mArgadarzana paNa bheguM apAI jAya. a teo bolyA ke | Na "temAM zI moTI vAta che ! e traNa prabhAvakoe jyAre dIkSA lIdhelI ne ? | gaI tyArathI ja teo savArathI mAMDIne sAMja sudhI moTethI bolI bolIne gAthAo gokhatA gAya, hatA. bolI bolIne bhaNatA hatA. rAtre paNa be kalAka mukhapATha karatA hatA. e A prekTIsanA kAraNe ja teo moTethI lAMbA samaya sudhI vyAkhyAna ApI zake che. A | tuM A rIte moTethI svAdhyAya karIza to tAro avAja paNa pahADI thaI jaze, mATe mA IIIIIIII vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (13) mmm

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, haMsa ne macchara, dUra kadI navi karatI. sAdhamikalyaktino lahAvo AmaMtraNa hatuM, to AmaMtraNa daI letA. dhanate...10 - caTakA bharatA DAMsa ne macchara, dUra kadI navi karatA - atyAre to raTa raTIne svAdhyAya karavAmAM macI paDe." A sAMbhaLI nUtanamuni gAthAo gokhavA mATe ekadama utsAhita thaI gayA. A 150. sUmasaMyama mATenI sUkSmadaSTi ! jIvananA chellA divaso vItAvI rahelA e AcAryadeve gocarI vAparI eTale A Na ziSya DabImAMthI goLI kADhIne AcAryazrIne e goLI vAparavA ApI. AcAryadeva tarata goLInI AgaLa-pAchaLa jovA lAgyA. "AmAM to akSara che, A akSaro kADhyA vinA goLI kema levAya ? ane jJAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAya." AcAryadeve ziSyane sUcanA ApI. ziSya tarata goLI hAthamAM lIdhI ane pAtrImAM paDeluM pANI AMgaLI para laIne ja uM e akSaro kADhavA gayo tyAM ja AcArye pharI ene aTakAvyo. "e pANI to eMThuM che. eMThA pANIthI akSara luMchatA haze, jJAnAvaraNIya baMdhAya. 2 pANI cokhuM joIe." rogothI gherAyelA, vRddhatvane sparzI cUkelA, mRtyunA mukhamAM pahoMcavAne taiyAra che evA AcAryadevanI A sUkSma samajaNa upara e muni ovArI gayo. * 151. svAdhyAya e sumadhura saMgIta che ! eka munirAja gAthA gokhI rahyA hatA, avAja moTo hato. tyAM acAnaka emanI najara paDI ke pU.pAda AcAryadeva jApa mATenI taiyArI karI A rahyA hatA. sUrimaMtrano paTa vagere goThavI rahyA hatA. AcAryadevane jApamAM vikSepa paDaze" ema vicArI munirAje avAja dhImo karI dIdho. svAdhyAyano ghoSa acAnaka dhImo paDI jatA AcAryazrIe pUchayuM ke "kema gAthA gokhavAnI baMdha karI ?" "sAhebajI ! Apane jApamAM khalela na paDe e mATe avAja dhImo karyo che..." ane ziSya vinayathI javAba vALyo. | "are, gAMDA ! svAdhyAyanA ghoSathI mane khalela pahoMcatI haze ? sAdhu-sAdhvInI " vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (1) D ig"

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Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa vasatimAM to covIseya kalAka svAdhyAyanA ghoSano raNakAra cAlavo joIe. enAthI A mAro japa ekAgratAthI thAya che. hA ! tame vAtacIta karo to mArI ekAgratA cokkasa A che tUTe." A Na 1 // 2 0000000000000 152, ajJALutro mATU Apha vistA khu (sAdhu bhagavaMtanA zabdomAM) sAMja paDI nathI ne... ma mA rA acireNa amArA upAzrayanA bAraNA baheno-sAdhvIjIo mATe baMdha thayA nathI. a mArA AcAryadeva A bAbatamAM ghaNA kaDaka che. koIpaNa bahena ke koIpaNa a mA sAdhvIjI hoya, mArA AcAryadeva upAzrayamAM sAMja pachI praveza na karavA de. rA mane yAda che ke ekavAra eka mahAtmA emanA koI saMsArI svajana bahena sAthe sUryAsta bAda vAtacIta karatA hatA. pUjyazrInI najaramAM A vAta AvI gaI, emaNe tarata bUma pADI ke "calo, have rAta paDI gaI che...' bUma paDatA ja mahAtmA jaldI potAnA Asana para besI gayA ane bahenane tarata ja vidAya ApI dIdhI. koI sAdhu sAdhvIjI sAthe ubhA ubhA vAto karatA hoya to AcAryazrI tarata kahe ke "A rIte ubhA rahevuM nahi." mArI ja vAta karuM. "sAMja paDI gaI che, koNa bena sAthe vAto kare che... ,, huM tarata aMdara bhAgyo. D5 @ 7 5 x A mAru dIkSAnuM prathama varSa hatuM. A che mArA saMsArI bena mane vaMdana karavA AvelA. sUryAsta thaI gayelo, chatAM huM sagI che bena sAthe vAto karato hato. pUjyazrI to aMdaranI rUmamAM hatA, chatAM cheka tyAMthI bUma a paDI ke aa 1 // ra (saMbodhisattarImAM kahyuM che ke je sAdhu sAdhvIno anucara bane, paricayAdivALo bane te jhaDapathI apakIrtine pAme che.) vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI ra (94) M rA OM OM Na ra a mA rA

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che. khazIlatAnuM poSaka unALe jala uNa vAparI thAye karmanA zodhaka , 3 nA zoSaka. dhanate..11 ' ThaMDuM jala che pApanuM vardhaka sukhazIlatAna, 153. bApa evA beDA, vaDa evA TeTAM A . A. adhyAtmayogI mahApuruSanI nikhAlasatA, paropakAritAnA guNagAne to ghaNA , | sAMbhaLelA, paNa emanA ziSyomAM paNa e vAraso utaryo haze evo amane anubhava che A na hato. Na paNa eka cAturmAsamAM e anubhava thayo. ga amane AnaMda hato ke "A vakhate adhyAtmayogI mahAtmAnA ziSyo sAthe gaNe * amAruM cAturmAsa thavAnuM che" A paNa enI sAthe kheda paNa eTalo ja hato ke e sthAnamAM mAravADI samAja ane A mA gujarAtI samAja ema be vibhAga paDI gayelA. ame judA judA vibhAgamAM comAsuM mA ra hatA, eTale pUjyonI vANIno lAbha levo amArA bhAgyamAM na hato. Ama chatAM samAdhAnazIla e pUjayoe amane badhI rIte sahakAra Apyo. vAta ema banI ke comAsAnI zaruAtamAM ja amArA upAzrayamAM bhayaMkara ghaTanA zaru thaI. koIke ? # amArA upara melI vidyAno prayoga karyo, tyArathI amArA para bhayaMkara Apatti AvI. 4 amArA ogho-sthApanAcArya sivAya je kaMIpaNa upAzrayamAM hatuM e badhuM jyAre ? 3 amAruM dhyAna na hoya tyAre bArobAra baMdha daravAjAmAMthI paNa nIce paDavA lAgyA. 3 3 Dolo, parAto, noTo, kAmaLI, kapaDA badhuM ja A rIte upAzrayanI bahAra enI meLe ? 8 pheMkAI jatuM. e vastuo kyAre pheMkAI kema pheMkAI... enI khabara na paDe, paNa jayAre ja e upakaraNa na dekhAya tyAre ja khabara paDe. . ame badhA sAdhvIjIo khUba gabharAI gayA. || A vAtanI khabara paDatA ja munibhagavaMte amane AzvAsana sAthe namaskAra che A mahAmaMtrano japa batAvyo, adhyAtmayogI mahApuruSano vAsakSepa paNa maMgAvI Apyo. A | amArA para karAyela prayoganuM nAma bhAnuvidyA hatuM, enI amane pachI khabara paDI. Na gA e vidyA evI zaktizALI ke mAnavane paNa palaTI khavaDAvI de... paNa e japa-vAsakSepanA prabhAve ame badhA sAdhvIjIo ugarI gayA. prayoga koNe | A karelo, enI amane khabara nathI, ane khabara pADavI paNa nathI. bhagavAna saunuM kalyANa A mA kare. INITIATI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (16) VIIIMIT

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mahAmAsanI madhyarAtrimAM kAussagadhyAne rahetA. karmakSapaNano avasara jANI je manamAM bahu hasatA. dhana te12 paNa A badhAmAM adhyAtmayogInA ziSyoe je sAtha-sahakAra-AzvAsana ApyA, e advitIya hatA. amane tyAre pAkI khAtarI thaI ke bApa evA beTA, vaDa evA TeTA ! 154. zrAvakone kahetA nahi, nahitara jhaghaDo thaze A A cha "e ziSya ! A tane pITha upara zuM thayuM che ? lAla lAla lohI jAma thaI gayeluM Na gA lAge che. zuM thayuM ?... arere ! koIke mAra mAryo lAge che, tane ? sAcuM bola. guruthI gA ra ra chupAvIza nahi.' 010101010101010DDI A kalola pAsenA kaDI gAmanA upAzrayamAM eka guru bapore ziSyanA pIThanA bhAga a mA upara najara paDatA ja upasI AvelA soLa thA joIne dhrUjI uThyA. rATha karI. ziSyanI bhAvanA to kazuM ja na kahevAnI hatI, paraMtu gurunA AgrahathI badhI vAta a mA rA "gurujI ! bapore Thalle gayelo, tyAM gAmanA taLAva pAse musalamAno beThelA. emaNe mane joyo. A * 5." 5 "yajJa tAniyA aa guru hai, mAro phalo" ema kahIne cAra-pAMca muslimo mArI sAme dhasI AvyA, mane gherI lIdho. emanA hAthamAM cAbuka = soTI hatI. teo e soTIthI mane dhaDAdhaDa mAravA lAgyA. pariSaha samajI meM sahana karyuM. mArA kapaDA phATI gayA ane cAmaDI para paNa e soTIo paDavA lAgI, lohI nIkaLavA lAgyuM. 511111111 m rA AvI hAlatamAM mane choDIne e bhAgI gayA. mane khabara paDI ke "zrAvaka lAlacaMdajI vagere sAtheno jhaghaDAno gusso emaNe mArA A A para utAryo." jo A vAtanI zrAvakone khabara paDe to teo sAme pratIkAra kare ja, che jhaghaDo vadhe ja... eTale ja meM A vAta Apane na karI. paNa have Apa A vAta koIne che A na karazo..." & a Na pAchaLathI tapAsa karatA khabara paDI ke kaDInA zrAvakoe taLAvamAM mAchalIo Na gA pakaDanArA muslimone dhaMdho baMdha ka2vA ghaNA samajAvelA, chatAM jyAre pariNAma zUnya gA 2 AvyuM tyAre zrAvakoe sarakAra dvArA sTe orDara lAvI dhaMdho baMdha karAvyo. enA kAraNe ra muslimo gusse bharAyelA, e badho ja gusso emaNe muni para utAryo. A paNa muninI mastI kevI ! ATa-ATalo mAra chatAM phariyAda na karI. koI davA mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (10)

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yo sthaNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasma P R che . A $ $ $ $ 8 + 8 = = samaNassa bhagavao mahAvArassa NamA tyu NaM samaNassa bhAga na karI.... (A prasaMga ghaNo jUno che.) 155. mikSATanAra sarva pArthavArayi gunevanA "padhAro, padhAro gurudeva ! Apa padhAryA ! dhanya ghaDI. manya bhAgya amArA.... A sonAno suraja ugyo, amAre AMgaNe ! gurudeva ! bhojananI badhI vAnagI sUjhatI a | Na che. A mIThAI ghare banAvelI che. Apa vahoravuM ja paDaze." | atibhAvuka e zrAvikAe munirAjane AgrahapUrvaka vinaMti karI. e gAma hatuM. viramagAma ! | e mahAtmA chellA 33 varSathI aTTamanA pAraNe aTTama karI rahyA hatA. emaNe A mA vahoravuM na hatuM eTale nA pADatA hatA, sAmethI Agraha cAlu ja hato. * e AkhuM dazya e gharanAM naLIyAnuM samArakAma karavA upara caDelA eka garIba " Eaa bhAIe joyuM. e Azcarya pAmyo. mane koI eka lukho roTaloya ApavA taiyAra nahi, ane A sAdhune badhA 2 R Agraha karI karIne mIThAIo vahorAve che. vAhare vAha ! to huM paNa sAdhu thaI jAuM to !" ema vicArI e bhAI jhaTapaTa nIce utarI muni sAthe cAlavA lAgyo. upAzraye pahoMcI potAnI sAdhu banavAnI IcchA jaNAvI.' sAdhue ene sAcI samajaNa ApI, dIkSA ApI. vihAra zaru thayo. eka nAnA gAmamAM pahoMcyA. gocarI AvI, lukho roTalo...! e nUtana muni coMkyA. "meM kaMI AvA lukhA roTalA khAvA dIkSA nathI A lIdhI.." emaNe saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM. guru samajatA hatA ke "A aNaghaDa hIrAne ghATa ApavAno bAkI che." eTale ene samajAvyo ke "jo ! eka-be divasamAM moTuM sthAna Avaze, eTale mIThAI maLaze..." ane nUtanadIkSita zAMta thayo. thoDAka ja divasamAM e vRMda kaDI gAme pahoMcyuM. te jamAnAmAM kaDInA zrAvako 8 9 $ $ 8 - X 8 + CITTTTTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (18) IIIIIIII

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kaTukavacana suNI gurunA, jene haiye harSa na mAto. kaho kaho o guruvara' kahetA, pAya paDI harakhAto. dhana te..13 samRddha! vastI paNa khAssI ! A che gurue enA AtmAne jagADavA mATe yogya samaye uttarAdhyayanasUtra upara vAcanA a ApavAnI zaru karI. vinayAdhyayanathI zaruAta thaI, vAcanA AgaLa vadhatI cAlI. ta AgamonA maMtramaya zabdo ! 1 // ra a mA rA 11111111111111 sArAmAM sArI gocarI vAparI nUtana muni prasanna thayA. paNa guru jANatA hatA ke "A mokSamArga nathI." 1 gurumukhethI enA maLatA benamUna rahasyo ! nUtana munino AtmA khaLabhaLI uThyo. emAM'vaLI pApazramaNIya adhyayana zaru thayuM. yuddhavahI vio- zloka paNa AvI gayo. "je dUdha-dahIM vagere vigaIo vAraMvAra vApare te pApazramaNa kahevAya." nUtanamuni dhrujI uThyA. kyAM A zAstro, ! kyAM emAM varNavelI sAdhutA ! kyAM mArI AhAralaMpaTatA ! malinabhAvonA vAdaLo vikharAvA lAgyA. AMkhethI anarAdhAra azru varasavA lAgyA. ghora pazcAttApa thayo. "6 A che 5 >> 5 5 x vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (19) 2 te ja divasathI emaNe kAyama mATe cha vigaIono tyAga karI dIdho. sAdhunI gocarIcaryAe eka sAva garIba-kAmadArane mahAna sAdhu banAvI dIdho. 156, vayamAM bamaNo vaMdharU taM neva anuAM paNa, thayuM che zuM ? e to kaho, tame mane pauSadha pAravAno Agraha kema karo A cho. meM AkhA divasano pauSadha lIdho che. savAra paDe tyAre ja pauSadha parAya ne ? tame ThaM A rIte rAte 8 vAge pauSadha pAravAno Agraha karo cho, enuM kaMI kAraNa ?" vaDodarA jillAnA DabhoI gAmanA pauSadhavratI suzrAvikA potAne pauSadha choDAvavA AvelAne kahI rahyA hatA. rA a " 5 n "khAsa kAraNa vinA ame zA mATe akALe pauSadha parAvIe ? tamane badhuM ja ra zAMtithI kahezuM. paNa tame atyAre pauSadha pArI lo." svajanoe goLa-goLa vAto karI. a m rA

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ratnAdhika Ave taba tene UbhA thai satkAre, Asana daI sukhazAtA pUchI ucita vinaya avadhAre. dhana te... 14 suzrAvikA potAnA vratamAM TekIlA hatA. "juo, huM A rIte vratabhaMga koIpaNa bhoge nahi karuM..." A che A NA 21 // ra 10000000000 A aMte jyAre svajanone lAgyuM ke bahena pauSadha pAravA taiyAra nahi thAya, tyAre che. emaNe hiMmata karIne sAcI vAta jaNAvI dIdhI. mAthA para vijaLI paDe evA atyaMta pIDAdAyaka samAcAra sAMbhaLI e bahena a paLavAra to avAka banI gayA. m rAta "be ja varSa pahelA dIkarAnA lagna thayA hatA. ghare koDa bharelI putravadhu hatI. e vidhavA...' koIpaNa mAtA je AghAta na jIravI zake e AghAtane eka ja paLamAM e zrAvikA pacAvI gayA. "tArA dIkarAno Aje ja sAMje pAMca vAge akasmAta thayo che, e mRtyu pAmyo a che. zaba gAmamAM AvI gayuM che. tuM AvI jA, ekavAra joI le. pachI agnidAha tha 1 // mATe laI jaIe...' A che emaNe kahI dIdhuM ke "vratabhaMga to huM nahi karuM. je banavAnuM hatuM e banI gayuM. emAM koNa pheraphAra karI zakavAnuM che ?" "paNa tame pachI prAyazcita laI lejo. be pauSadha vadhAre vALI Apajo. dIkarAnuM Hi... svajano bolyA, paNa zrAvikAe zAMtithI chatAM dRDhatAthI potAno nirNaya jaNAvI dIdho. svajano pAchA pharyA. aMte savAre pratikramaNa-pratilekhana-devavaMdanAdi kriyA bAda ja e zrAvikA ghare gayA a ane be varSa pUrve ja paraNIne Aje mRtyu pAmelA juvAna dIkarAnI maraNottarakriyAMo Na pUrNa karI... 1 // ra (jo eka zrAvikA pauSadhavratanI rakSA mATe AvA dRDha TekavALA hoya. to enA karatA 1000 gaNI vadhu samajaNavALA ApaNe mahAvratonI rakSA mATe kevA dRDha banavuM a joIe !) m rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (20) ben 2 raeri rA 111111111111111 A che 5 OM 1 // ra A m rAta

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Namo tyUNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa 157. sAdharmika bhaktino lahAvo A (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM) che prathama jeTha vada bIja vi.saM. 2063no ja A prasaMga che. a huM savAre AyaMbilazALAmAM pANI vahoravA mATe gaI. mArI sAthe bIjA paNa a Na eka sAdhvIjI be ghaDA pANI vahoravA mATe padhArelA. 1 // A che emano eka ghaDo bharAyo ane ukALeluM pANI pUruM thaI gayuM. navuM pANI na thAya ? tyAM sudhI zuM ? ane vaLI e eka ghaDo pANI levA emaNe vadhAre eka dhakko khAvo paDe. COTT A m meM emane kahyuM ke "mAro eka ghaDo bharelo che, bIjA hajI bharavAnA bAkI ja che. mA rA tame mAruM A pANI laI jAo. huM pachI pANI laI jaIza. tamAre pharI AvavuM na rA paDe." e sAdhvIjI muMjhavaNamAM to hatA ja, mArA A kathanathI emane AnaMda thayo. emaNe hA pADatA ja meM mArA ghaDAmAM raheluM garamAgarama pANI emanA khAlI ghaDAmAM ThAlavavAnuM zaru karyuM. 1 >> 5 5 x e ghaDo aDadho bharAyo, tyAM to mArA hAthamAMno ghaDo chaTakI gayo, ghaDo chaTakatA emAM raheluM pANI uchaLyuM. e garamAgarama pANI sIdhuM mArI AMkhamAM gayuM. paLabhara to mane ema ja lAgyuM ke "mArI AMkhomAM AvuM dhagadhagatuM pANI gayuM che, eTale AMkho cAlI jaze. have huM aMdha banI jaIza." A A che paNa mArA Azcarya vacce 15 miniTamAM ja e badhuM pANI AMkhamAMthI barAbara nIkaLI gayuM ane mane pahelAnI mAphaka ja badhuM dekhAvA lAgyuM. kazuM nukazAna na thayuM. mane to ema ja lAge che ke e sAdhvIjI pratye meM je sAdharmikavAtsalyano bhAva a bhAvyo, enA puNyapratApe ja huM bacI gaI. emane zAtA ApavAmAM mane paNa zAtA a Na maLI. 1 ra vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (21) G (hakIkata game te hoya paNa e to nizcita hakIkata che ke sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne gA 2 joIne jenI AMkhomAM sneha pragaTe che, bahumAna pragaTe che. teono mokSa vadhu dUra hoto ra nathI.) ma raemi Na m rA

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kara joDI zIza namI guru AgaLa je UbhA rahetA, gurumukhavANI jinavANIsamanirvikalpa je grahetA. dhana te... 15 158. prabhu ! maraNa vakhate duHkha maMjura, paNa bhegI samAdhi Apaje A (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) che "sAhebajI ! eka khAsa kAma mATe vinaMti karavA AvyA chIe. atre ApazrInA a ja samudAyanA traNa sAdhvIjIo birAjamAna che. emAMthI eka sAdhvIjInI baMne a Na kiDanIo phela thaI gaI che. oparezana mATe Aje ja hospITala laI gayA chIe. Na gA ApazrI emAM sahAyaka banazo to sAdhvIjIone rAhata raheze." ra zrIDIsAsaMghanA zrAvakoe amane traNa sAdhvIone vinaMti karI. A ------ ame rAjasthAnathI pATaNa tarapha comAsA mATe ja jaI rahyA hatA. a mA rastAmAM DIsA javAnuM nakkI kareluM. kemake tyAM ame eka cAturmAsa kareluM ane vaLI mA rA amArA ja samudAyanA traNa sAdhvIjIo tyAM birAjamAna hatA. eTale darzana-vaMdanAdi rA karavA hatA. A paNa emanI AvI vikaTa paristhitino amane khyAla na hato. ame Aje ja 16 kimI.no ugra vihAra karIne AvelA ane sIdhI ja zrAvakoe A vAta karI. kharI vAta karuM to e je sAdhvIjInI baMne kiDanI phela thaI hatI, emanAthI huM gabharAtI hatI. mane evo khyAla hato ke emano svabhAva khUba ugra che, vAte vAte krodhe bharAya, jema tema bole... rA eTale ja bhUtakALamAM jyAre paNa sAthe rahevAnuM thayeluM tyAre huM emanI pAse na jatI. meM badhAne kaheluM ke "huM bIjA badhAnI sevA karIza, paNa AmanI sevA nahi karuM. mane emanAthI Dara lAge che." OM OM koNa jANe, paNa mArA bhAva palaTAyA. meM sthAnika sAdhvIone kahI dIdhuM ke "A A sevAno lAbha mane Apajo..." ra a samudAyanA sAdhvIjIo A badhuM jANatA hatA. eTale ja teo mane ghaNIvAra a Na majAkamAM kahetA ke "tAre ja enI sevA karavAnI che..." mane tyAre e na gamatuM. Na Aje e ghaDI AvI pahoMcI hatI. 1 // 1 // ra ra a e m a savAre navakArazI vAparI eka-doDha ki.mI. dUra rahelI hospITalamAM e mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (22) m

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haranI. yogatrikathI mAvajajIva bhakti karatA bhavataraNI, dhanate. . kAna taNo satI paNa jeNe Apyo te garavaranI. yogathi - sAdhvIjIo sAthe gaI. mArA guraNI vagere upAzrayamAM rokAyA. gocarI hospITale A lAvavI na paDe, e mATe huM roja traNa TAIma upAzraye AvIne ja gocarI vAparI jatI. A e glAna sAdhvIjInA zarIranuM badhuM lohI badalavAnI prakriyA eka divasa thavAnI che hatI. DokTare amane kahyuM ke "tame nAnA sAdhvIo cho, A badhuM joI zakazo ?" a meM hA kahI ane lagabhaga be-traNa kalAka cAlelI e bhISaNa prakriyA joI. paNa jeTalA divasa ame tyAM rokAyA, teTalA divasa meM mArI zakti pramANe puSkaLa sevA " karI. bhayAnaka vyAdhimAM paNa e jAte jAte pratikramaNa karI letA. kyAreka bapore be vAge kahe ke "mane pratikramaNa karAvo, paccakakhANa karAvo." na karAvIe to jAte karI le. eka divasa to caudazanuM AkhuM pratikramaNa jAte karyuM. ame rItasara aticAra 8 pakhisUtra sAMbhaLelA. aphasosa ! amArA vihAra bAda eka ja aThavADiyAmAM emanA kALadharmanA samAcAra maLyA. 5 aMta samaye emanI sevA karavA maLyAnA AnaMda sAthe bhagavAnane meM prArthanA = 8 karI ke "prabho! maraNa vakhate AvI vyathA ApavI hoya to Apaje. mane vAMdho nahi, paNa Na eka ja zarata ! sAthe A zramaNI jevI jAgRti paNa Apaje!" 159. tapasvI eka sAdhvIjI (ka) dIkSA lIdhAne 22 varSa thayA che, dara varSe paryuSaNamAM aDhAI kare che. (kha) potAnI dIkSAtithie dara varSe aDhama. (ga) guNInI dIkSAtithie daravarSe aDhama. (gha) be varSItapa upavAsathI, tarata trIjo varSItapa chaThThathI, tarata cotho varSItapa ; aTTamathI. kula cAra varSI tapa. (ca) 9-11-15-16-17-21-24-30-51 upavAsanI ArAdhanA karI che. | (cha) jemAM 1024 upavAsa Ave, evo cha varSa cAle eTalo virATa sahastrakUTa I; A tapa paNa emaNe karelo che. Lunawaa vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (23)

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Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa (ja) gautamalabdhitapa, nigodanivAraNatapa, zatruMjaya tapa karelo che. e badhAmAM A upavAsanA divase purimaDhanuM ja paccakkhANa pAre che. (jha) zatruMjayanI 6 vakhata 99 yAtrA. che A che (Ta) aThThama karIne 11, akrama karIne 17 ane akrama karIne 21 yAtrA paNa a zatruMjayanI karI che. >> 1 // ra A m sA 0 0 0 0 0 0 160. zarIrane bhADuM (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) mArA guruNI 14 varSanI uMmarathI tapanA mArge AgaLa vadhyA che. (ka) kula 27 varSItapa karyA. (kha) vardhamAnatapanI 108 oLI pUrNa karI, pharI pAyo nAMkhI bIjI 19 karI che. (ga) Azcarya e che ke e mAtra 5-7 miniTamAM ja AMbila karIne UbhA thaI jAya che. e amane ghaNIvAra kahe ke "zarIrane bhADuM ApavAnuM che. A bhavamAM kamANI karI lo." 161. tyAga + anAsakti a Na 21 // ra a mA rA a mA karyuM che. rA eka sAdhvIjIne (ka) AjIvana mATe pa vigaIno tyAga che. (kha) AjIvana mATe lilotarI + phaLano tyAga che. A (ga) comAsAmAM varasAda paDato hoya tyAre to potAnI gocarI na ja lAve, paNa A varasAda baMdha thayA pachI paNa jyAM sudhI jamIna bhInI hoya tyAM sudhI paNa potAnI gocarI na lAve. Releveveedddddd55 | che A hA ! bIjAnI gocarI levA avazya jAya. paNa pote upavAsa kare. NA (gha) kAyama purimaTTu ekAsaNA kare. emAM paNa roTalI ane dALa bhegA karIne Na gA rAkhI mUke ane pachI 1 kalAka bAda vApare. mAtra pAMca ja miniTamAM ekAsaNuM patI gA ra ra jAya. a (ca) siddhitapAdi moTI tapazcaryAo paNa karI che. enA pAraNe paNa ekAsaNuM a mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (24) T

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varlabhabodhipaNuM te pAme, prasanna thAtI gurU jenAthI te karatA hitakAme che. virAdhatA guruvarane durlabhabodhipaNa 162. jamAnAno jherI pavana badhAne nathI sparze hoM ! A (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ~). eka bahenano mAre gRhasthapaNAthI paricaya hato. e pachI ame baMnee judA judA che A grupomAM dIkSA lIdhelI. Aje emano dIkSA paryAya 22-24 varSano che, mAro emanA karatAM dIkSAparyAya gA vadhu ! AtmIyatA ghaNI sArI. paNa dIkSA bAda chellA vIseka varSathI ame kadI rUbarU maLyA na hatA. traNeka varSa pUrve eka gaMbhIra prasaMga banyo. 36 varSanI uMmaranI mArI ziSyA kensaranA kAraNe siddhAcalamAM kALadharma pAmI. nA "e mArI ziSyA hatI' e mATe nahi, paNa kharekhara enI ArAdhanA adbhuta- Bra 3 advitIya hatI. enA kALadharmathI mane paNa AghAta lAgelo. paNa dhIme dhIme e 3 kALadharmane pacAvI lIdho. 3 have banyuM evuM ke pelA gRhasthapaNAnA paricita sAdhvIjIno acAnaka eka sthAne meLApa thayo. che B vIseka varSa bAda maLyAno AnaMda to hato ja, paNa pachI vAtavAtamAM meM emane E 3 kaTAkSamAM Thapako Apyo ke ApaNe jJAna-dhyAna, tapa, tyAga, bhakti, vairAgyAdi saghaLA bhAvo sAthe che keLavelA. Aje 36 varSanI nAnI vaye mArI utkRSTa ArAdhaka ziSyA A jagatamAMthI A alavidA thaI.... enA samAcAra badhe mokalAyA. tamane paNa mokalelA. chatAM tame ! mane nAnI sarakhI cabarakhI dvArA AzvAsana paNa na ApyuM. dhanya che ApanA ane vairAgyane!" Na mArA zabdomAM rahelA kaTAkSane e parakhI gayA, paNa kazo javAba na Apyo. Na emaNe vAta bIjI bAju vALI. paNa meM eja vAta pakaDI rAkhI ke "tamAre kAraNa kahevuM ja paDaze. e sAMbhaLyA a vinA nahi rahuM. tame kema javAba na Apyo." tyAre e 22 varSanA dIkSAparyAyavALA sAdhvIjIe uttara Apyo ke Immmmmm vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (25) Ammmmm ro

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e paLa gaNonuM. vinaya vinAno bahuzratadhArI, maDadu jIva vinAnuM. pana te, vinaya maLa che jinazAsananuM, vinaya maLa gaNona ti kSamA karazo, paNa sAcI vAta e che ke dIkSA bAda 22 varSanAM paryAya daramyAna A meM kadIpaNa koIne paNa nAnakaDI ciTTI paNa lakhI nathI. sagA mAtA-pitAne paNa nahi ke A 4 atiparicita bahenapaNIo, sAdhvIone paNa nahi. e cabarakhI lakhavAnuM pApa mAre karavuM . na hatuM. mATe meM patra lakhyo na hato. bhUtakALanA mahAtmAo patra lakhatA na hatA ne?" ane huM e zabdo sAMbhaLI rahI. emAM rahelo jinAjJA pratyeno bhArobhAra sadUbhAva A Na mArA aMtarAtmAne sparzI gayo. phona-pheksa-mobAIlAdinA kALamAM AvI eka cabarakhI Na) gaLa lakhavA jeTalI paNa pApavRttithI dhrUjatA mahAtmA e kadAca ghora tapasvIo karatA paNa gaI. | caDIyAtA gaNAya. A svajanadhUnana paNa kevuM ! 22 varSamAM ekapaNa patra nahi ! saMsArI ghare paNa nahi! A bhale e parasamudAyanA hatA, mArAthI paryAyamAM nAnA hatA. paNa emanI A mA rA guNavattA joI huM emane caraNomAM namI paDI. 163. jainAcArya AnuM nAma ! ra "sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta ! eka kAma karazo ? A ghaDA vagerenI nIce pANI rahI gayuM : B hoya to luMchI nAMkhazo ?" eka AcAryadeve sAMjanA samaye vihAra karatI vakhate tyAM AvelA sAdhvIjIne 2 B nAnakaDuM kAma bhaLAvyuM. e hatA adhyAtmayogI ! sAthe saMyamayogI paNa kharA ja ! koImbaturathI e sAMje AcAryadeva vihAra karI rahyA hatA. yogIpuruSanA che, | puNyaprabhAve hajAro mANasonI medanI ubharAI hatI. . AcAryadevane AvA samaye phurasada kyAMthI hoya ? ane emAMya dhaDA-parAtanI che A nIce pANI rahI gayuM ke nahi? e badhI javAbadArI sAmAnyathI bAkInA sAdhuonI A Na hoya ne ? AcAryazrIne enI ciMtA thAya zI rIte ? gA paNa hakIkata e che ke "pALe paLAve paMcAcAra" e ukti pramANe gacchanA gA 2 nAnAmAM nAnA AcAronI paNa kALajI karavAnI pharaja AcAryadevanI che. A evuM banatuM hoya che ke sAMje vihAra hoya tyAre badhA saMyamIo pota-potAnA A mA ghaDAmAM pANI laI le, paNa emAM thoDuM ghaNuM pANI jamIna para DhoLAya, chelle parAtamAM mA CtIIIIIIIT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (2) mmm

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#988 Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa vadheluM pANI paNa jamIna para DhoLAya... A pANI chelle utAvaLamAM koNa luMche ? jo A na luchavAmAM Ave ane e pANI pANIkALa pUrve na sukAya to sacitta bane. moTI A virAdhanA thAya. vaLI A rIte paDI rahelA pANImAM kIDI vagere jIvo marI jAya. che A badhI sUkSma samajaNa e AcAryadeva pAse hatI ja. enI kiMmata paNa e a samajatA hatA. eTale ja hajAronI medanI vacce paNa emanuM dhyAna e DhoLAyelA pANI a Na tarapha gayuM, ane enI upekSA na karatA tyAM AvelA sAdhvIjIne saumyabhASAmAM sucana gA karyuM ke "A pANI tame luchI nAMkhazo ?" Na 1 // ra e sAdhvIjIoe adhyAtmayogI tarIke, bhaktiyogI tarIke to e AcAryazrIne a ghaNIvAra nihALelA. paNa saMyamayogI tarIke Aje eka anerI rItathI nihALyA. kharekhara to saMyamayoga eja sAco adhyAtmayoga, bhaktiyoga nathI zuM ? 164. sukhamAM raDe te sAdhu 5 x rA (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) "are, gurubena .! A vAparatA vAparatA raDo cho kema ? zuM gocarI mAphaka nathI AvI ? mArI kaMI gocarI lAvavAmAM bhUla thaI ? zuM thayuM ? AMkhamAM AMsu kema ?" meM gocarI mAMDalImAM raDI rahelA mArA gurubenane pRcchA karI. emane oLI cAlatI hatI. gocarI huM lAvelI, eTale mane ciMtA thaI ke gocarI lAvavAmAM mArI koI bhUla thaI ke zuM ? e gurubene javAba ApavAne badale sAme prazna karyo A "Aje kariyAtuM kema na lAvyA ?" "are ! huM to bhUlI ja gaI...." meM javAba Apyo. che "kariyAtA vinA to AMbilanI gocarI svAdiSTa lAge, manabhAvana bane, rAga thAya, A mane keTalo badho karmabaMdha thAya...' zA // // // ra bolatA bolatA pharI e gurubena raDI paDyA. tyAre mane bhAna thayuM ke e AMsuo aNabhAvatI gocarInA nahi, paNa manabhAvatI gocarInA hatA. ra (27) 5 = E F rA a Na 1 // ra a (raDyA to ApaNe paNa ghaNuM ! paNa du:kho badala raDyA ! jo sukhe raDavA mAMDIe a meM to nakkI mAnavuM ke ApaNo mokSa hAthaveMtamAM ja che.) mA rA rA " vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI

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A plekhanI ItyAdika vAparatA. vaDIlo laI le tyAra pachI guruzeSa mAnI je he , vaDoSa mAnI ja leto. dhanate....19 gocarI-paTalA-beThaka-blekhanIIcchAdi - 165. safmAva: sAmAyi (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ) "sAhebajI ! lAbha Apo." jorathI bolatA eka bena rastA vacce ja gADI UbhI rAkhI jaldI jaldI nIce A Na utarI amArI pAse AvyA. e hatA harSada mahetAnA mAtRzrI ! "sAhebajI ! Apane kaMIpaNa gocarI-pANIno khapa hoya to mane lAbha Apo. rastAmAM vihAra karatA ApazrIne joyA... eTale ubhI rahI." e bolyA.' mArA harSano pAra na rahyo. enuM kAraNa e ke mArA guruNI ane bIjA moTA sAdhvIjIne bIjA ja divasathI rA + akrama karavAno hato. sAMjanA samaye vizeSa kaMIja gocarI na maLI. cAlu vihAranA ka a gAmaDAomAM to zuM maLe ? ane sAMje ame vihAra karyo. 8mane manamAM saMtApa thato hato ke "AvatIkAlathI A baMne sAdhvIjIone aTTama che, sAMje kaMI maLyuM nathI.." 8. meM mArA guruNI tarapha najara karI. mane Azcarya thayuM. emanI mukhamudrAmAM koIka ja phera nahi. gocarI na maLavA badalano saMtApa zodhyo na jaDe.. 8 ame skula pAse pahoMcavAnI taiyArImAM ja hatA ane harSada mahetAnA mAtRzrI 8 1. acAnaka AvI caDyA. mane thayuM "cAlo, guruNInuM attaravAraNuM sAruM thaze." harSamAM AvI guruNI tarapha dRSTi karI, tyAre mane AMcako lAgyo. mukhAkRtimAM koI ja phera nahi. gocarI vinA vihAra karatI vakhate je zAMta mudrA NA hatI, hamaNAM sAmethI sArI gocarI maLI rahelI dekhAvA chatAM e zAMtamudrAmAM koI guNa gA, pharaka na paDyo. koI harSa na dekhAyo. Raa tyAre mane bhAna thayuM ke "huM khoTI hatI. gocarI na maLe eTale kheda ane maLe ? | eTale harSa...A sAdhutAmAM zobhAspada nathI." | (vagara aDhame paNa jo gocarImAM IcchA mujaba vastu na maLe, ochI maLe to e mA Egg DIN y es q W1000 rA MITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (28) forms

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chIparane je taNa gaNI tucchakAre mAthebhara bhArekarmI te dagatinA paNa ranA pagathAre. dhana te.20 buddhivANIbalathI parane je taka che * vakhate ApaNI vicAradhArA kevI ? ArtadhyAna thAya? saMkleza thAya? A cAlo, A guNI jevA ja samabhAvane ApaNe paNa ArAdhIe.) | 166. laghutAgraMthi paNa moTo doSa che. . (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) "sAhebajI ! ame to saMyama hArI gayA. koI vizeSa tapa karI zakatA nathI. | bhaNI zakatA nathI. zAsananA koI kAryo paNa karI zakatA nathI.... zuM thaze 'T amAruM...." ame adhyAtmayogI AcAryadeva pAse amArI haiyAvarALa kADhI. kharekhara tapAdi karI zakatA na hovAthI mana bhAMgI gayuM hatuM. e vakhate AcAryadeve suMdara javAba dIdho. "tame mane kaho ke meghakumAre hAthInA bhAvamAM zuM kareluM ? koI tapa karelo ?. svAdhyAya karelo ? vaiyAvacca karelI ? mAtra eka sasalAne bacAvavA mATe aDhi divasa sudhI eka paga ubho rAkhavAnA puruSArtha vinA eNe zuM kareluM? chatAM e banyo meghakumAra ! zreNikaputra ! vIraziSya ! para 8 alpasaMsArI ! { ApaNe keTaluM karIe chIe, e karatAM paNa kevuM ane kevA bhAvathI karIe chIe ? A e mahattvanuM che. che. zakti ochI hoya eTale AcAra ocho paLAya, tapa ocho thAya paNa emAM | meghakumAra jevA bhAvo bhaLI jAya to ApaNe A sAdhupaNAthI meghakumAra kema na banIe? nirAzAvAda AtmaghAtI pagaluM che. e na bhUlazo...." ame sAdhvIjIo A adbhuta hitopadeza sAMbhaLI ja rahyA. ("huM kaMIka chuM." enuM satata ciMtana karavA rUpa abhimAna jema saMyama taka che. | ja ema "huM kaMI ja nathI...." e laghutAgraMthi paNa saMyamaghAtaka nIvaDI zake che. CITINITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (29)

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vao mahAvIrassa*NamA tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavA sabhagavao mahAvIrassa Namotyu NaM samaNassa bhagavaoma doSono pazcAttApa ane laghutAgraMthi vacceno bheda nahi samajAya to Atmahita. A jokhamamAM mukAvAnI zakyatA pAkI che hoM !) A 167. jaMgala ke janatA ! sAdhu mATe badhuM samAna | (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) amAro anubhava evo che ke svAdhyAya karavA mATe ekAMta joIe. AjubAjumAM Na gaLa avAja thato hoya, vAtacIta thatI hoya to amAruM mana tarata e bAju kheMcAI jAya. svAdhyAyanI ekAgratA naMdavAya. alabatta AraMbhikadazAmAM A vAta sAcI che. sAdhu jaMgalamAM rahe eTale ke , mA ekAMtamAM rahe to sAdhanA karI zake, janatA vacce rahIne nahi ! paNa amArA guruNInI eka jabarI vizeSatA amArA jovAmAM AvI. nAnA ekaja holamAM ame badhA 20-25 sAdhvIo beThA hoIe tyAre sahaja rIte ? = avAja to thayA ja karavAno... paNa amArA guruNI e badhAnI vacce besIne paNa kammapayaDI-Agama graMthono chuM mukhapATha kare. asmalita dhArAe e guruNI gAthAo bolatA ja jAya. game eTalo avAja emanI svAdhyAyadhArAne aTakAvI na zake. emanuM mana AjubAju kyAMya na ka 3 jAya. jo jAya to to svAdhyAya aTakI ja paDe ne? - chellA varSomAM gusaNInuM mAthuM DAyAbiTIsanA kAraNe AkhuM saDI gayeluM. vedanAno 8 | pAra nahi. paNa toya "mane pIDA thAya che." e zabdo kadI bolyA nathI. | mArA dAdIguru ane mAsIguru kALadharma pAmyA tyAre emanI upadhimAM be joDI kapaDA +1 kAmaLI + 1 bolapena + 1 vIMTIyo... A sivAya nAnI cIMdaraDI paNa emanA parigrahamAM na hatI. to poTalA ke kabATono to prazna ja kyAM rahe ? A 168. jo ziSya gozALo bane, to ApaNe mahAvIra banavuM ja rahyuM : mAre tamArI sAthe keTalIka vAto ekAMtamAM karavI che. aMdara rUmamAM jaIe to ? kema ?" amadAvAda zAhIbAgamAM jamanAbhAI bhagubhAInA baMgale rahelA eka AcAryadeva mA INSTITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (30) TTTTTTTTT

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apakArI para kAMdhI banatA, ajJAnI bahu dIsatA. sarvAdhamaaparAdhI krodha para mahADothI muni bananA dhana te..21 pAse AvIne eka sAdhue vAta karI. A e sAdhu AcAryadevano ja ziSya hato. paNa khaTapaTI, krodhI, apAtra ! varSo pUrve A e AcAryadevathI chUTo thaI gayo hato. svacchaMda banI badhe pharato hato. AcAryadevane e ISTa na hatuM paNa A haLAhaLa kaLiyuganI chAyAmAM AvuM to ghaNuM badhuM na gamatuM a hovA chatAM sahevuM ja paDe che ne ? che che ta 1 // ra a mA rA 11111111111111 a 5) 1 // 2 e divasomAM AcAryadeva mumukSubenane dIkSA ApavA mATe tyAM padhAryA hatA. A vAta Azare 58 varSa pahelAnI che. 5. AcAryadeve ziSyanI vAta svIkArI. baMne jaNA rUmamAM gayA. bhUtapUrva ziSya aMdarathI bAraNuM baMdha karyuM. vAtacIta zaru thaI. acAnaka ziSya krodhamAM AvI gayo. pUrvethI jANe ke e nakkI ja karI Avyo hoya ema eNe chupAvI rAkheluM cappu bahAra kADhI jhaDapathI AcAryadevanA vAMsAmAM (paDakhAmAM) capputhI be-traNa ghA karI dIdhA. lohI vahevA lAgyuM. AcAryadeve AvI ghoravedanA vacce paNa cIsa na pADI. pelo ziSya to dhaDAdhaDa bAraNuM kholI bhAgavA lAgyo. bahAra rahelAone khabara na paDI ke "zuM thayuM ?" "kSamAvijaya !" AcAryadeve potAnA ziSyane bUma pADI aMdara bolAvyo. "jo ! A pelo ziSya utAvaLamAM ne utAvaLamAM ahIM potAno ogho bhUlI A gayo che. jaldI jA ! ene ogho pAcho ApI Ava. jo je ! vilaMba na karato. e A che utAvaLamAM che..." kSamAvijaya ogho ApavA jhaTapaTa nIkaLyA, paNa tyAM to ziSyonI najara AcAryazrInA zarIramAMthI nIkaLI rahelA lohI upara paDI. "A zuM ?" ziSyo cIsa pADI uThyA. "hAya ! cappunA ghA !" koNe mAryA ?" ziSyo badhuM samajI gayA. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI a Na 1 // ra (39) A mA rA 111111 -jI a Na 21 // 2 a mA rA

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sarvaprasaMge nijadoSo-paraguNanuM darzana karatA. faragaDu-mRgAvatI samate vege mukti varatA, dhana te...22 "AvA ghAtakIne tame javA kema dIdho ? cIsa pADI hota, to ame badhA ene A pakaDI leta. ane AvAne ogho pAcho ApavA mokalyo. e zuM lAyaka che. oghA A mATe?' ziSyono Akroza vadhI gayo. paNa A to jinazAsananA mahAna jainAcArya ! bhagavAna mahAvIradevanAM adakerA sevaka ! "e bicAro ajJAnI che, krodhI che. ogho pAcho ApavA javAnI ApaNI karuNA-udAratA kadAca ene AMcako Ape, ene pazcAttApa thAya to eno uddhAra thAya. a bAkI AvA pApo karanArA enI zI dazA thAya ? ApaNe ApelI zikSA ene a mA rA a Na 1 // ra 111111100000000 sudhAravAnI nathI. e gozALo bane, to mAre mahAvIra na banavuM ?' (cappunA ghA mAranArA ziSya pratye paNa leza paNa roSarahita A AcAryadevanI vAto sAMbhaLyA pachI zuM ema nathI lAgatuM ke ApaNA ziSya-ziSyAonI nAnI-moTI bhUlo badala emanA pratye tiraskAra karavAne badale hoMziyArIthI, vAtsalyathI, caturAIthI emane ApaNA banAvI enA doSo dUra karIe... ?) 169. vaiyAvacca sahelI nathI a i 6 A mA locAne moDhAmAMthI kheMcI kADhatA... rA 1 // vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (32) ra $ = (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) A amArA eka sAdhvIjIne gaLAmAM kensara thayeluM. pAMca varSa enI ghora vedanAo A sahana karI, emAM paNa chellA 5-6 mahinA to hada thaI gaI. che emanI sevA eka sevAbhAvI sAdhvIjIe karI. rA A kyAreka AkhI rAtanI rAta jAge, vAraMvAra uThavuM paDe. divase thoDoka TAIma a Na saMthArI jAya. 1 // ra e kensaravALA sAdhvIjInA moDhAmAMthI mAMsa ane lohInA locA nIkaLe... A badhuM koNa kADhe ? koNa sApha kare ? paNa e vaiyAvacca sAdhvIjI potAnA hAthathI ja e lohIthI lathapatha mAMsanA a mA rA 1 // ra

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa # Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa AvuM 4-5 mAsa cAlyuM. A ame je joI na zakIe, vicArI paNa na zakIe e e sAdhvIjIe zI rIte A AcaryuM ? amane kazuM samajAtuM nathI. (gocarI-pANI, pratilekhanAdi rUpa vaiyAvacca to sahelI che. laghunIti-vaDInIti a paraThavavAdi rUpa vaiyAvacca paNa hajI sahelI che. paNa A ? lohIvALA mAMsanA TukaDAo a Na moDhAmAMthI kheMcI kADhavA, hAthathI kheMcavA...? o bhagavAna !) Na 1 // 1 // 170. AyariaM uvaciTThaijjA aNaMtanANovagao vi saMto ra 2 5 HIIIIIII a mA rA 47 varSano dIkSA paryAya ! 32 ziSyA-praziSyAonA adhipati ! chatAM e guruNI potAnA guruNI pAse sAva-sAva bALaka ! ajJAnI aNapaDha ! guruNInuM kaMIpaNa kAma AvI paDe to A 32nAM guruNI jAte doDI jAya, sevA karavA lAge. = "mAre 32 ziSyAo che, e mArA guruNInI vaiyAvacca karI leze." evo vicAra suddhA paNa emanA manamAM nathI. a mA rA H11111111111 ATalo vizALa parivAra hovA chatAM potAnA guruNIthI ekAda divasa paNa chUTA paDavA taiyAra nahi. ane kharekhara 47 varSa jeTalA vizALa samaya daramyAna prAyaH e kadI potAnA guruNIthI chUTA paDyA nathI. A kyAreka kAmasara divasa daramyAna be-traNa kalAka bahAra javAnuM thAya, to ya emanuM A mana to upAzrayamAM guruNI pAse ja coMTeluM hoya. jatA pahelAM paNa guruNI mATe badhI vyavasthA karIne jAya, ane upAzraye ApyA pachI paNa pahelI kALajI potAnA guruNInI A kare. che che $ 5 n tA amArA samudAyamAM A guruNI-ziSyA (32nA guruNI)nI joDI mahAvI2- Na gA gautamanI joDI tarIke prasiddha thaI cUkI che. 2 (zrI dazavaikAlikamAM kahyuM che ke "ziSya anaMtajJAna saMpanna bane, to paNa gurunI a sevA na mUke." mA rA ekAda ziSya-ziSyA thaI ke tarata guruNIne choDI denArA, guruNI pAse rahevA mA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI rA (33)

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- udhakArI svajanone tyAgI dIkSA lIdhI vege, saMyamaghAtaka zarato game tyAgI dIkSA lIdhI vege, saMyamaghAtaka gurudrohAdika doSa kemanA tyAge? chatAM, emanI sevAdimAM zakti hovA chatAM upekSA karanArA saMyamIo kyAM ! ane A A 3ranA guruNI, chatAM svaguNIvaiyAvaccI zramaNI kyAM !) - 171. chUTachATa ArAdhanAmAM nahi pAMcatithi avazya AMbila karavAno e mahAtmAne niyama ! e uparAMta emane moTI-moTI oLI to cAlu ja hoya. ekavAra 70-71 e be oLI eka sAthe karI. enI upara aTTama karyo. 1 divasa pAraNuM karyuM ane tarata bIjA divase caudaza AvI. eja divase 15 ki.mI.no vihAra hato. A mahAtmA doSita gocarI vAparatA ra na hatA. unALAno divasa, bapore 12 vAge paTelonA gharomAM jaIne gocarI vahorI re lAvyA. lukhA roTalA ane pANIthI caudazanuM Abila karyuM. (ApaNI muzkelI e che ke je anukuLatAo bhogavIe chIe, emAM chUTachATa mUkavA taiyAra nathI. anukULatAmAM jarAka paNa khAmI Ave, e mana kabula karatuM nathI. 2 jyAre A mahAtmA ArAdhanAmAM chUTachATa mUkavA taiyAra nathI. be moTI oLI, 2 upara aTTama, eka ja pAraNuM, lAMbo vihAra, ghora tApa... chatAM AMbila karavAnuM ja, F A nirdoSa gocarI ja vAparavAnI.. dALa-DhokaLAdino vicAra paNa nahi karavAno.) A 172. virAganI mastI (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -2) "sAhebajI ! A vAparo. A tamArA mATe ghaNI sArI vastu che..." meM 80 varSanA e vRddha sAdhvIjIne kahyuM. amArA vaDIla sAdhvI saubhAgyazrIjInA e ziSyA hatA. ame emanI sevAmAM A rokAyelA hatA. emane AMkhe bilakula na dekhAya, ame je ApIe e vAparI le. A mAM emanI uMmara anusAra ame sArI vastuo ApavA prayatna karatA. CITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (34) "

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mAta kena jemabAlaka timaguru AgaLa khullI thAtI, sUkSmapApa paNa lAja tyajI gurune vistarathI kahetA. dhana che... 24 paNa mArA A zabdo sAMbhaLI e prajJAcakSu sAdhvIjI coMkyA. tarata bolyA ke "sAruM, ghaNuM sAruM... A badhuM ApaNAthI na bolAya. 'ThIka che' A eTaluM hajI bolAya. ApaNe kaMI AsaktinuM poSaNa karAtuM haze...?" che A che a Na 1 // ra a mA rA 1010101010101010000000 A a Na 1 ra A ImA rA A uMmare paNa emanI A jAgRti joI mana AnaMdita banyuM. e joI zakatA na hovAthI gocarI samaye huM emanI bAjumAM ja besatI, jethI vastu levA-mukavAmAM kaMI DhoLAya nahi ane virAdhanA thAya nahi. paNa emanI bAjumAM besIne meM eka adbhuta vastu nihALI. meM dhyAnathI joyuM to mane khabara paDI ke 80 varSanA e prajJAcakSu sAdhvIjI saMyojanAM karatA na hatA. ekalI roTalI moDhAmAM mUke. e gaLAmAMthI nIce utarI jAya pachI ja dALa ke zAka le. paNa beya bhegA kadI na le. meM roja A bAbatanuM nirIkSaNa karyuM. pachI to mane barAbara khyAla AvI gayo ke saMyojanAdoSa sevAI na jAya, Asakti jAgI na jAya e mATe e atyaMta kALajI rAkhatA hatA. chellI uMmare to sArI vastuo khAvAnI IcchA vadhAre thAya, paNa ahIM to... vairAgyanI mastImAM mahAlatA e zramaNIne joI mane mArI jAta para dhikkAra thayo. "mArAmAM AvI virAgamastI kema nahi ?' A uMmare AMkhe na dekhAvA chatAM e bIjA pAse bolAvI bolAvIne stavanasAya gokhe che ane kaMThastha karIne Ape che. roja A zramaNI 50 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNe che. (vi.saM.2057nI sAlanI A vAta che...) 173. abhigraho : mumukSuonI rakSakasenA (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) "bolo, zuM ArAdhanA cAle che ?" eka tIrthaprerikA zramaNIe amane prazna karyo. varasAdanA kAraNe amAre eka divasa emanI sAthe rokAvAnuM thayuM. eTale badhA sAthe vAtacIta karavA beThA, tyAre emaNe amane A prazna karyo. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (34) M a Na 1 // ra A mA rA 1000000000000000 A che cha 1 // ra a mA rA

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Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa meM javAba dIdho ke "ApanAM jevI to ArAdhanA nathI cAlatI. kemake meM to A sAMbhaLyuM che ke tame 12 thI 4 vAgyA sudhI bapore mauna rAkho cho ane roja 50 bAMdhI A navakAravALI gaNo cho, ane roja ekAsaNA karo cho... AvuM badhuM to ame nathI che che karatA. a Apa dhyAnI ane tapasvI cho, Apa ApanI vizeSa ArAdhanA jaNAvo, jethI a Na amane paNa utsAha jAge.' Na 1 1 // mArI vinaMti sAMbhaLI emaNe vAta zaru karI. ra 5 ra e bolyA - mane namaskAra mahAmaMtra para ajabagajabanI zraddhA che. peTamAM a kensaranI gAMTha thayelI, paNa ekapaNa davA meM lIdhI nathI. kemake mAre davAnI bAdhA che. a m mA mAtra namaskAra mahAmaMtranA zraddhApUrvakanA japathI e gAMTha khatama thaI gaI. rA rA IIIIIIII * mAre judA judA Azare 50 niyamo che. muhapattIno upayoga na rahe to pAMca khamAsamaNA... * kriyAmAM eka sUtramAM upayoga na rahe to sUtradITha dasa khamAsamaNA... * luNA sivAya koIpaNa vastrano sAbu dvArA kApa kADhuM to eka vasradITha eka AMbila... a m rA * eka phona dITha kadAca chaTThanI AlocanA AvatI haze. huM e to nathI karI zakatI, paNa eka phonadITha eka AMbila karuM chuM... ame e badhI vAto sAMbhaLI ja rahyA. 111111111111111 aDhi kalAka pasAra thaI gayA. A A badhuM sAMbhaLI amArA eka sAdhvIjIe niyama paNa lIdho ke "jo phona karAvuM A che to eka phona dITha 250 gAthAno svAdhyAya karIza." ame e divase ghaNA prasanna thayA. A Na meM emanI prazaMsA karI ke "tame to eka tIrthanA preraNAdAtA paNa cho. tame gA adbhuta kAma karyuM.'' emaNe mArI A prazaMsAno zuM uttara Apyo e khabara che ? ra e kahe "meM A tIrthanI preraNA karI, tIrtha banI gayuM. paNa mane pachI pazcAttApa thayo. mArA jIvanamAM AvuM kArya kema karAya ? keTalI badhI hiMsA AmAM thaI, thAya vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (35) m | che 5 >> 6 ra a 5 mA rA

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savadhu paNa khoLe. dhana te.... 25 Grey grupy G y , ..ekabiMdu camake netromAM jene, e pazcAttApI munivarane mati che ane thaze.. A meM pachI to enI AlocanA paNa lIdhI ane prAyazcitta vALI paNa ApyuM. paNa A 1 e DaMkha dUra thato nathI. A pApamAMthI mAro chuTakAro kema thaze ? bhagavAna jANe..." | tIrthapreraka tarIkenI mArI prazaMsAno A javAba e sAdhvIjInI AMtarapariNatinI | A jAgRtino sUcaka hato... - 174. bALadIkSAno virodha karatA pahelA...jarAka A vAMcI lo sAgara samudAyamAM mAtra cha varSanI sAva ja nAnakaDI uMmare dIkSita thayelA A A zramaNI 78 varSanI uMmare kALadharma pAmyA. kula 72 varSano dIkSA paryAya pALyo. | mA A sAdhvIjInA jIvananI keTalIka jhalako : (ka) chellAM be varSa besaNA karyA, zaruAtanA be varSa paNa besaNAdi karyA. bAkInA rA lagabhaga 68 varSa emaNe akhaMDapaNe ekAsaNAM karyA. Azare 21000 jeTalA ekAsaNAM : rU karyA. * (kha) chellA be varSa besaNAM karyA, emAM paNa vAparavAnuM to eka ja vAra ! = bIjIvAramAM mAtra davA ane anupAna sivAya kaMI ja levAnuM nahi. (ga) kyAreya mANasa sAthe rAkhyo nathI ke phAnasano upayoga karAvyo nathI. (gha) kadIpaNa pANI ThAre nahi. garamAgarama pANI Ave to paNa ThAre to nahi = 9 ja. evuM ja pANI ghaDA/loTamAM rahevA de ane vApare. paDilehaNanA samaye koIka sAdhvIjI bhaktithI emanA loTAdimAM ThaMDu pANI = A gALIne nAMkhI de... to e pANI na ja vApare. L (2) kyAMya koIpaNa sAdhvIjI bimAra hovAnA samAcAra maLe to potAnI 20-25 T ziSyAo hovA chatAM koIne na kahe, ane pote jAte ja vaiyAvacca karavA pahoMcI jAya. | (cha) kalikuMDavALA rAjendrasUrijInA keTalAka sAdhvIjIo ekavAra pATaNamAM A | comAsu hatA, eka sAdhvIjIne sakhata tAva caDyo. sAdhvIjIo te kSetramAM navA hatA. No 'ga, koInI oLakhANa nahi, kayA DokTarane bolAvavA, kayA zrAvakane kahevuM... e | badho ja vicAra cAlu ja hato tyAM to sAgara samudAyanA A sAdhvIjInA ziSyA eka | - a DokTara sAthe AvI pahoMcyA. e sAdhvIjIne koIpaNa rIte ahIMnI mAMdagInA samAcAra A mAM maLI gayelA. te paNa pATaNamAM ja comAsu hatA. emaNe tarata potAnI eka ziSyAne I MMAT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (30) INSTIT Es was Go W

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MLa' kapaTarahita je bole, dhana te..26 vairAgI dekhAvA kAje mAyA-mRSA navi bole ? Sta kare che - kAje mAyA-mRSA navi bole, 'huM kodhIkkAmI-IrSALu' kapaTarahita re, DokTara sAthe A sthAne mokalI. A bIjI bAju eka zrAvakane sucanAo ApI ke tyAM rahelA sAdhvIjIone muzkelI A ja na paDe, e jovuM. sAdhvIjI mAMdA paDyA che, davA-anupAnAdinI je vyavasthA joIe, e saMbhALI levI..." A pU.rAjendrasUrijInA sAdhvIjIo ATalI badhI kALajI joI ghaNA ja AzcaryamAM thI paDyA. parasamudAyanA sAdhvIjInI ATalI badhI ciMtA koNa kare ? A sAgararatna sAdhvIjInA kALadharma bAda bolI bolAI. rUA.9 lAkhanI bolI ! " skUlamAM to A sAdhvIjI bhaNyA ja na hatA. cha varSanA dIkSita emaNe ahIM ja badho abhyAsa karelo. pANinI vyAkaraNa, oghaniryukti vagere graMtho... badhuM ! A mA chelle chelle e eTaluM ja bolyA mAro ATalo ja parigraha ! all hAthanI jagyA, be joDa kapaDA.. bAkI badhuM e ja vosire vosire vosire.." ane e saMskAra ghUMTatA ghUMTatA e paraloka sidhAvyA. 175. ogho che aNamolo, enuM khUba jatana karajo. "mahArAja sAheba ! o mahArAja sAheba !... tame ahIM kema cho ? cAlo, a 3 tamane tamArA sthAne mUkI AvuM..." muMbaI vI.TI. sTezana para eka sthAne ADA paDelA sAdhune joIne eka jainabhAI == tarata emanI pAse gayo, sAdhune DhaMDhoLyA. A paNa sAdhu bebhAna ! uMmara haze Azare 67 varSanI ! traNa-traNa dIkarIone saMyamamArge vaLAvI dIdhA bAda chelle emaNe paNa dIkSA a lIdhI. ATalI uMmare paNa vihAramAM badhI upAdhi jAte upADe. muMbaImAM vI.TI. sTezane vaDInIti mATe (Thalle mATe) jaI rahyA hatA. acAnaka mAM rastAmAM koNa jANe zuM thayuM ke e paDI gayA, bebhAna thayA, lohI nIkaLavA lAgyuM. A A to muMbaI ! svArthIonI nagarI ! chatAM koIka ajainabhAI davAkhAne laI gayA, TAMkA levaDAvI vI.TI. sTezana para nA CHITTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (38) NITI

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa AmI tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa mUkIne cAlyA gayA. e ajainabhAI paNa keTalI javAbadArI saMbhALe ? sAdhu to bebhAna ja hatA. paDyA, TAMkA levAyA, sTezana para mUkAyA... badhI A vAtothI ajANa ! A che bhAgyayoge pelA jainabhAIe e sAdhune sTezana para ekabAju paDelA joyA. eNe a emane DhaMDhoLIne bhAnamAM lAvyA. Na 1 // ra A m rA -------- ma bhAnamAM AvatAnI sAthe ja e potAno ogho zodhavA lAgyA. emano ogho to rastAmAM ja kyAMka paDI gayo hato. paNa Azcarya e vAtanuM hatuM ke zarIra para levAyelA TAMkAo tarapha emanuM dhyAna na gayuM, 21 enI pIDA tarapha emanuM dhyAna na gayuM, "huM kyAM chuM ? A kyAM AvI caDyo ? mane zuM thayuM che ?" vagere koI prazno emanA moDhAmAMthI na nIkaLyA. bhAnamAM AvatA ja emano ekamAtra prazna e ja rahyo ke "mAro odho kyAM?' ogho na maLatA e vyAkuLa banI gayA. jainabhAIne hakIkatano aNasAra AvavA lAgyo. sAdhu mahAtmA pAsethI emanA sthAnanI jANakArI meLavI tarata tyAM gayA, badhI vAta karI. tarata bIjo otho lAvI sTezana upara e sAdhune Apyo, tyAre emane zAMti thaMI.... dhIre dhIre e upAzraye AvyA. (saMghanA zrAvako sahavartI sAdhuone to koIpaNa bAbatano aNasAra na hato. pelA jainabhAInA vacano bAda badhI khabara paDI...) (dhamAM ravavarveso... upadezamAlAmAM kahyuM che ke sAdhuveSa dharmanI rakSA kare che. potAnA sAdhuveSane joIne sAdhune bhAna Ave ke "huM to sAdhu chuM. mArAthI pApa kema thAya..." sAdhuveSa.. rajoharaNanI tAkAta paNa kaMI jevI tevI nathI...) 5_5_OM OM A A ja munine enjoblAsTa nAmanuM hradayanuM gaMbhIra oparezana thaI gayA bAda cAra A che ja divasamAM vihAra karavAno thayo, cAturmAsanA kSetre pahoMcavAnuM hatuM. DokTare che vhIlacerano upayoga karavA kahyuM. paNa e vRddhi munie cAlIne ja vihAra karyo ane A cAturmAsa sthAne pahoMcyA, f 1 // ra vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (39) 2 mA rA 11111111 a Na 1 // ra A m rA

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devadurgati-mUka mAnava-narakAdika yoni bhAre, mAyAmRSAnuM phaLa jANIne saraLa svabhAvane dhAre. dhana te...27 176. zrAvaka Avo tapasvI ? hoI zake ? A | che phUlonI nagarI ! Tempala sITI ! 01010101010101011btit che A beMgloranI dhanyadharA upara rahenArA 32 varSanI uMmaranA bAlabrahmacArI yuvAnanI a Na A vAta che. 1 // A vardhamAnatapanI oLIno pAyo nAMkhyo, tyArathI akhaMDapaNe e oLI cAlu che. 2 Aje kula 80 oLI thaI cUkI che. arthAta chellA 8-9 varSathI akhaMDapaNe AMbilanI ra a oLIo cAluM che. gaNatarI karIe to 9 x 360 =3200 thI vadhAre saLaMga AMbila a mA karI cUkyA che. rA A mA rA 5 bapore 2 thI 3 vAge AMbila kare che. emane potAno dhaMdho paNa cAlu che, e badhI javAbadArI vacce paNa emanI tapanI prasannatA phATaphATa thatI dekhAya. jyAre pUjA-pUjanano kAryakrama hoya tyAre mana mUkIne paramAtmA sAme tanmaya banIne aDadho-poNo kalAka sudhI nRtya karI prabhubhakti kare che. (jinazAsanano zrAvaka Avo hoya, to jinazAsananA zramaNa-zramaNIo kevA hoya ?) A che A tapamAM paNa vizeSatA e che ke pANI sAthe kula 5 dravyathI ja AMbila kare. rA emAMya dravya ghaTe kharA, paNa pANI sahita pAMcathI vadhe nahi. (pANI + 4 dravyo) A AMbilo ghare ja kare che. 5 i . shootin A 177. AtmavizvAsa saphaLatAnuM mahattvanuM kAraNa che a Na tha "juo sAhebajI ! cha'rI pAlita saMghanI Ama to badhI taiyArI thaI gaI che, a kazI kamInA nathI. badhAno utsAha paNa adamya che... paNa atyAre gujarAta bhaDake baLe gA che. chaThThI DIsembare bAbarI masjIda tUTI ane samagra bhAratamAM komI tophAno Thera Thera gA 2 cAlu thaI gayA che. ra ame badhA gabharAyA chIe. zI rIte A saMgha cheka pAlitANA pahoMcADavo ? mA jokhamano pAra nathI. yAtriko paNa Avaze ke kema ? e prazna che. mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (40) I

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rAtadina saMyamamAM guru-laghu aticAro je lAge, eka-ekane yAda karI micchA midukkaDaM mAMge. dhana te...28 ApaNe eka kAma karIe. A varSe saMgha rada karIe, AvatA varSe rAkhIe to A kema ?" A che rAjasthAna sAdaDI gAme cAturmAsa birAjamAna AcAryadevazrIne sAdaDInA pIDha zrAvako cha'rI pAlitasaMgha baMdha rAkhavA mATe samajAvI rahyA hatA. AcAryadeva gaMbhIra ane AtmavizvAsI hatA, dIrghadRSTA hatA. a Na 21 // ra a m rA ----- a emaNe zrAvakone jaNAvyuM ke "jo tamane mArA upara vizvAsa hoya to Ano nirNaya mArA para choDI do." mA zraddhAvaMta zrAvakoe e vAta svIkArI. AcAryadeve cha'rIpAlitasaMgha kADhavAno nirNaya Apyo. A ja AcAryadevane eka comAsAmAM pajusaNa bAda eTeka Avyo, bAyapAsa sarjarI karAvI, e pachI ekAda mahinAmAM ja akrama ka2vAno avasara Avyo. samudAyanA sAdhu-sAdhvIoe nA pADI, "Apane badale bIjA badhA akrama karaze... ema jaNAvyuM. paNa makkama manavALA AcAryadeve japa-maunapUrvaka sukhethI e akrama pUrNa A karyo. rA taDAmAra taiyArIo thaI. 1000 yAtriko joDAyA. AcAryadevane DAyAbiTIsa hato. bI.pI. hatuM... paNa aDagazraddhA ane AtmavizvAsa sAthe emaNe 54mI vardhamAnatapanI oLI zaru karI, mAtra caNA nAmanA eka dhAnanI e oLI aluNI karI. aMte nirvighne e saMgha siddhAcala taLeTIe pahoMcyo tyAre saunA mastaka + mana AcAryadevane zatazaH vaMdanA arpI rahyA hatA. a AkhA divasamAM eka paLanI paNa phurasada nahi. mAthuM nIcuM rAkhIne vAMcana-lekhanamAM ja khuMpelA hoya. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI ja 178. jJAnamagnasya yaccharma tadvaktuM naiva pAryate ma bhAratanA hajAro jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMghonA agraNI, pratibhAsaMpanna, a Na karoDapati zeThazrI kasturabhAI ekavAra koIka kAmasara e munirAjazrIne maLavA gayA. Na 1 // ra (89) ell 1 // ra a m rA 11111111110 5 A e muni hatA AgamAdinA saMzodhanamAM AkhI jIMdagI vitAvI jaina saMghane gA aNamola graMtharatnonI bheTa ApanAra ! raeriro raeri 2 A rA

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa kasturabhAI jevA moTA mANasa AvyA, sAme ubhA rahyA, paNa e munirAjane kazI A ja khabara nahi. A emanuM kAma cAluM ja rahyuM. kasturabhAI paNa samajadAra zreSTha zrAvaka hatA. munirAjazrInI A jJAnamagnatA a emane khUba ja gamI gaI. e ubhA ja rahyA, rAha jotA rahyA. r Azare eka kalAka vItI gayo na kasturabhAI haTyA, na munizrIno dhyAnabhaMga 1 // ra thayo. aMte eka kalAke muninI dRSTi uMcI thaI, kasturabhAIne joyA... tyAre emane a khyAla Avyo ke "koIka mane maLavA AvyuM che." mA rA 00000000DDDI a 18 1 // ra e munirAjanI chellI ghaDIo gaNAtI hatI, tyAre lakSmaNabhAI bhojake kahyuM ke "sAheba ! jhAjho samaya nathI. to amRtabhAI paMDitane bolAvIne graMtho mATe bhalAmaNa karavI hoya e karI gho...' jIMdagInI chellI ghaDIomAM paNa zAsananA kArya pratye e jAgrata hatA eno AnAthI citAra maLe che. jyAre A munirAjane bhAratasaMghAgraNInA AgamananI paNa kalAka sudhIya kazI ja khabara paDatI nathI. ApaNI bahirmukhatAne nihALavA mATe darpaNa samAna A prasaMga ghaNuM A ghaNuM kahI jAya che.) che A mA rA (jJAnasAramAM kahyuM che ke "jJAnamagna jIvanA sukhanuM varNana karavuM zakya nathI." sAmAnya zrAvaka paNa jo ApaNane maLavA Ave to ApaNuM mana, jJAna, dhyAna, japamAMthI calita thaIne enA tarapha vaLI jAya che, 179. puruSArtha karo, siddhi hAthaveMtamAM che paNa Adata paDI gayelI 'cA'nI ! cA vinA na cAle. cA na pIe to mAthuM jANe phATa phATa thAya. a vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (42) sn 5 = 0 F (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) ziSyA-praziSyAonA pravartinI amArA dAdIguruNIne AkhI jIMdagI mATe Na 1 pharasANa, mISTAnna, phaLAdino saMpUrNa tyAga kharo, rA A 2 raeri ma rA

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mana-vaca-kAyAthI zuddhinA svAmI sahAya. dhana te... rahI je manamAM te vINImAM ne, vANI, R 8 - 9 5 = * $ $ 8 * = = 2 2 ja emane A vAta ghaNI khaTakatI. "eka sAdhvI tarIke huM vyasanI houM, e kema cAle ?" e vicAra emanI pajavaNI karato. aMte cA choDavAno sakhata puruSArtha karavAno saMkalpa karyo. savAranI cA savAre na vApare, rAkhI mUke. ane sAva ThaMDI paDelI cA bapore : | vApare. (badhA samaje ja che ke cAnI mastI tyAre Ave, jayAre e garama hoya...) | AnA kAraNe savAre emanuM mAthuM evuM duHkhe ke mAthuM pachADavAnuM mana thAya. chatAM e DhIlA na paDyA. mAthA upara jorathI kapaDAnI paTTI bAMdhI detA. A ja A rIte bAMdhelI paTTI sAthe emaNe ghaNA divaso vitAvyA. dhIre dhIre cA pIvAnI sAva | ja choDI dIdhI. LI Aje e bilakula cA pItA nathI ane mAthAno duHkhAvo paNa nathI. e vyasana sa khatama thaI gayuM. 3 Aje 78 varSanI uMmara che, savAre dUdha, khAkharo... sivAya trIjI vastu nahi ja vApare. . bapore roTalI-zAkAdi le, sArI vastu Ave to tarata moDhuM pheravI le. . (ApaNI khAmI che saMkalpamAM ane puruSArthamAM ! e khAmI dUra thAya to varSonuM 3 vyasana, varSonI Adata divasomAM khatama thaI zake.) 180. rehatuvaravuM mApanam. A (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) amArA samudAyanA eka sAdhvIratnA dIkSA letAnI sAthe ja gujJAthI ghora tapa che karI rahyA che. | (ka) emane 100 oLI pUrNa thaI. . (kha) 100mI oLImAM chelle 8 upavAsa karyA, pachI girirAjanI yAtrA bAda pAraNuM karyuM. | (ga) 100mI oLImAM ja TI.bI. thayelo, DokTaranI ghaNI nA hatI, paNa emaNe I emanI vAta gaNakArI nahi. oLI pUrNa karI. A 8 *s 8 3 $ $ $ + ! $ 4 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (43). )

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zopavatA nA doSa kadIye, chedAdikanA bhayathI. dhanate..30 che. A kIrtinI lAlacathI ke guvAdikanA bhayathI gopavatA nA do. (gha) mauna sahita 30 upavAsa - 45 upavAsa-229 chaThTha-bhadratapa, zreNItapa, , A zatruMjaya tapa-ATha karmanI prakRtino tapa, zatruMjaya tapamAM 99 yAtrA , akrama karIne A - 21 yAtrA, navakAra tapa, saLaMga 500 AMbila... ATalI ghora tapazcaryA karI che. . (ca) game eTalI ThaMDI paDe to paNa saMthAro uttara paTTo sivAya trIjI koIpaNa vastu A na pAthare. (cha) game eTalI ThaMDImAM eka kAmaLIthI vadhAre na oDhe. (ja) ThaMDI sahana karavA mATe A sAdhvIjI rUma-holamAM saMthAro karavAne badale gelerI vagere sthAnomAM saMthAro kare. (jha) uSNapariSaha sahana karavA bhAgaramImAM kAmaLI oDhIne bahAra nIkaLe. A (Ta) prAyaH kAyama be ghaDI covihAra kare. | 181. mane kyAM gobA paDyA che ? kAraNavazAt zrIsaMghamAM mahotsavanI aMdara sakhata bolAcAlI thaI. eka zrAvakane eka munino ja doSa vadhAre dekhAyo, eTale bhAna bhUlI zrAvaka e muni para ja tUTI paDyo.. jema tema bolavA lAgyo. lagabhaga kalAka sudhI gALonI # # aganavarSA varasAvI chevaTe kaMIpaNa javAba na maLatA kaMTALIne e cAlyo gayo. 4 A bAju nAnA mahAtmAe pelA munirAjane kahyuM ke "e ATalI vacanagoLIo = choDI gayo, boMbamAro karI gayo, to tamAre pratIkAra to karavo joIe ne ?" = muni hasatA hasatA kahe "eNe enAM moDhethI bhalene boMba pheMkayA, goLIo choDI. mane kyAM gobA paDyA che? mane kyAM zarIramAM ghA paDyo che ?.." A | bIjA divase e mahAtmA gocarI mATe e ja zrAvakanA ghare padhAryA, namratAthI eTaluM ja kahyuM ke "mArA nimitte tamane duHkha thayuM che, micchAmi dukkaDe. jo huM kSamApanA na karuM to virAdhaka banuM. ame roja pagAmasijajAmAM bolIe chIe ke "sAvaIM a Na mAsAyaTU" eTale e kSamApanA mATe karavI ja rahI." zrAvakane potAnI bhUlanuM bhAna thayuM. (zrAvaka-zrAvikAo guNasthAnanI dRSTie ApaNAthI nIce che, e vAta sAcI. | A paNa teo paNa ArAdhaka che, zAsananA aMgabhUta che. emanI AzAtanA-tiraskAra e A mA zAsananA eka aMgano tiraskAra che, e na bhUlavuM.) * mA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (44)

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bhagavao mahAvIrassa : Namo tyuNaM samaNassa bhagavaoma sa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavaoma 182. saMyamamAM DhIlAza? kadI nahi gurujI ! A vaidya AvyA che. Apane phekyara thayuM che, to e pATo bAMdhI che, Ape..." | ziSyAoe potAnAM anaMtopakArI guNIne vinaMti karI. Na ' pAlitANA bAbulanAthanA derAsare darzana karavA jatA e guruNI paDI gayA hatA gAmAM ane pagamAM phekyara thayuM hatuM. vedanA eTalI badhI asahya ke joI na zakAya. chevaTe ziSyAoe vaidyane bolAvyA. "paNa mAre vaidya pAse pATo baMdhAvavo nathI." vedanAsabhara guNIe uttara mA Apyo. * . kema ? vedanA maTaze zI rIte ?" ziSyAo bolI. mAre. puruSano saMgho thAya e na cAle. koI strI pATo bAMdhanAra hoya to E bolAvo." . makkamatApUrvaka guruNIe javAba vALyo. duHkhAvo vadhato cAlyo, chevaTe DoLImAM vihAra karatA karatA amadAvAda AvyA. DokTare oparezananI anivAryatA jaNAvI. oparezana thiyeTaramAM sAdhvIjIne laI 3 gayA. paNa e gusaNInuM mana na mAnyuM. emaNe oparezanano virodha karyo... chevaTe 9 # oparezana thiyeTaramAMthI emane pAchA lAvyA. paganuM darda dhIme dhIme vadhatuM gayuM. guruNIne pATa para to rAkhyA, paNa pATa upara A rAtadina besI rahevuM paDatuM. lAMbA thaIne suI na zake. chatAM samAdhibhAva akabaMdha hato. AvI vedanAmAM paNa roja savAre 3 vAge jAgI jAya, svAdhyAya-japAdi karI | pratikramaNa kare. A rIte ekaja jagyAe kula 8 varSa vitAvyA. emanA jIvananI vizeSatAo : * e kAyama soDhaporisInuM paccakakhANa kare. * vilAyatI davAmAM mAtra bAmanI zIzI sivAya kaMI na rAkhe. * vihAramAM upADI zakAya eTalI ja upAdhi rAkhatA. * emanuM ekapaNa poTaluM nathI ke je koInA ghare paDyuM hoya. ITTTTTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (45) NMMITALIM

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, kAMsA karatA kadI nA thAke, temamunivara nijapApane kahetA keza na rahetA vAMke . A abhimAnI jemaApa prazaMsA karatA kadInA , 7 0 0 0 0 0 = La moTAbhAge bAremAsa gAmaDAomAM pasAra kare. * emaNe bIjI porisInuM pANI kadI vAparyuM nathI. kemake kAyama bapore 3 vAge A | to covihAra karI le. * phekTara thayuM na hatuM tyAre to navA sAdhvIjIone gocarI vahoravAnI ane zIkhavADavA mATe emanI sAthe jAya. kevA gharethI vahoravI, keTalI vahoravI, kevI rIte 42 doSo TALavA.. vagere thI badhI ja samajaNa Ape. . * ghaDo ke pAtrA phUTe to tarata kahe ke "sAcavIne gocarI-pANI karo. A badhA ane ApaNA upakaraNo SakAyanI hiMsAmAMthI banelA che. e jema tema phUTI jAya e na cAle." * upAzrayamAM rAtre prakAza rAkhavA na de. zrAvikAo phariyAda kare "AmAM sAdhvIjIone muzkelI paDe. AvA aMdhArAmAM para 8 Apane laghunIti karAvavI hoya to paNa kevI rIte karAve ?." tyAre A guNI javAba ApI detA "bahena ! AvuM na kahevuM. amane cakSunuM re tra je teja maLyuM che, te aMdhArAmAM ekadama upayogapUrvaka halanacalana karavA mATe ja che Esa aMdhAruM haze to upayoga vadhAre raheze ane jIvadayA vadhu paLAze..' 8 (apavAdamArga zAstromAM che, enI nA nahi. paNa e tyAre, jayAre re 3 utsargamArganI ArAdhanA karavI zakya na hoya. apavAda paNa yatanApUrvaka ja Eya sevavAno che... saMyamAcAronI AvI kaTTaratA ja saMyamapariNAmonI janetA che, rakSaNahAra che...) 183. zAsananiMdA na thAya enuM dhyAna rAkhajo kesa keMsala samajavo. sAdhvIjI nahi bace." amadAvAdanAM DokTare chellI vAta karI dIdhI. vidvAna, adhyApaka, AzAspada e zramaNI ! uMmara nAnI ! mAtra 35 varSa ! bhAvanagaramAM hatAM tyAre ja kensara thayuM. peTamAM pANI Take ja nahi... emanI ITTTTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (46) T INTO huM >> ha ha 0 6 0 = 9

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amadamAthAdika doSo, sUmithI Atamadarzana karatA haratA karmanA koSo . InA koSodhana te...32 kAma-dha-ISyo rasagArava-madamAyAdika drone ''1' ' IcchA bilakula nahi, paNa vaDIlonI IcchA-AgrahathI emane amadAvAda lAvavAmAM A AvyA. rIporTo kaDhAvyA. aMtima zabdo sAMbhaLI e sAdhvIchaMda coMkI uThyuM. - A sAthenA pAMca sahavartI sAdhvIjIone varSItapanA pAraNA najIkamAM ja hatA. guruNIne lAgyuM ke "mAro jamaNo hAtha gayo." | badhAne AghAta asahya lAgyo. AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDyA vinA kaMI rahe ? A te vakhate jene samAdhi ApavAnI jarUra hatI evA e kensaravALA sAdhvIjI : sAmethI gusaNI ane gubenone AzvAsana ApatA. tame raDo nahi, mane ArAdhanA karAvo. tame samAdhimAM rahezo to mArI ane samAdhi Takaze..." - divaso vItatA gayA, mota najIka AvatuM gayuM. e chello dina, chellI paLo ! gurubena badhA ja hAjara hatA. kensaravALA sAdhvIjInI AsapAsa khinna vadane * UbhA hatA. * tamArI kaMI aMtima IcchA che ?... bolo." gurubenoe bharapUra snehathI e vAkya uccAryuM. "hA che, tame pUrI karazo ?..." sAdhvIjI bolyA. avazya... bolo." gurubeno ekI avAje bolyA. "to sAMbhaLo. tame sau paraspara khUba snehabhAvathI rahejo. kadI jhaghaDazo nahi. bA ekabIjAnI bhUlo gaLI lejo. gusso kadI na karatA. jo tame jhaghaDazo, gusso karazo, che. to ApaNA guNIne keTalo AghAta lAgaze? zAsananI niMdA keTalI thaze ? bolo... mane A vAtanuM vacana Apazo ?" - 10-15 sekaMDanA bAkI jIvanavALA vidvAna sAdhvI bolI rahyA. hA, ame vacana ApIe chIe ke..." sAdhvIo bolyA ane e zramaNIe prANa choDI dIdhA. (na koI svaciMtA ! na koI vedanAnI phariyAda ! chellI sekaMDomAM paNa zAsana | ane upakAriNI guruNInI ciMtA ! kevI suMdara preraNA ! IIIT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (40) jam

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa prabho ! AvuM ja mota ame paNa jhaMkhIe chIe. Apazo ke ?) A 184, balidAna a "huM evA sthAne dIkSA lauM, jyAM vaiyAvaccInI khUba ja jarUra hoya. e sthAne a Na dIkSA laI puSkaLa vaiyAvacca karI mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karuM" Na 1 ra evI zubha bhAvanAthI 25 varSanI eka kanyAe mAtApitAnI mamatAmayI huMpha gA 2 choDIne evA grupamAM dIkSA lIdhI, jyAM sAta sAta sAdhvIjIonI sevA karavI a anivArya hatI. mA rA 00000000 ane (ka) dIkSA bAda AkhI jIMdagI mATe mevo, mIThAI, kaDA vigaI, pharasANa, phaLa vagereno tyAga karyo. mAtra roTalI, dALa, pApaDa lagabhaga A traNa ja dravyo vApare. Aje 81 varSanI uMmare paNa A ja jIvana jIvI rahyA che. (kha) dIkSA bAda e 7-7 vaDIlonI sevA mATe 14-14 varSa sudhI eka ja gAmamAM rahyA. khaDe page sevA karI. paNa koIne paNa aprIti na thavA dIdhI. gAmavALA Aje paNa emano paDato bola jhIle. A (ga) dIkSA vakhate bhAva hato mAtra vaiyAvaccI banavAno ane 14 varSa sudhI e vaiyAvacca karI. enA kAraNe puNya eTaluM to vadhI gayuM ke Aje to e 75 thI 80 ziSyA-praziSyAonA guruNI che. A (gha) roja eka-doDha kalAka vAcanA Ape che. (ca) Aje paNa pratikramaNAdi kriyAo UbhA UbhA kare che. (svAdhyAyIo, vyAkhyAnakAro, saMgItakAro, tapasvIo to lokamAM ghaNA pUjAya, a pUchAya. eTale ja svAdhyAya, vyAkhyAnAdi karavAnI hoMza to hajI jaldI jAgI paNa a Na jAya. 1 // paNa ra a kurabAna karI devAnI udAtta bhAvanA virala vyaktione ja thAya. mA enuM phaLa zuM maLyuM ?e to pratyakSa ja che.) rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI $ = nor (48) A 5 D ra jyAM mAtra ghasAvAnuM che, meLavavAnuM kazuM ja nathI. evI vaiyAvaccamAM jIvana $35 a mA rA

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nIrasa rasavatI rasathI jamatA, nIrasa thaI rasavatIne nirmaLatamapariNatinA svAmI, namo ni:saMgImatine dhana teII 185. haju dasa miniTanI vAra che A "keTalA vAgyA che ?'' AcAryadeve bAjumAM ubhA rahelA ziSyane prazna karyo. "gurudeva ! 3 ne 10 miniTa thaI che..." a cha ziSye namratAthI uttara Apyo. 1 // "ema ? to to hajI 10 miniTanI vAra che..." ema kahI e AcAryadeva 2 bhaktAmara stotranuM chelluM gujarAtI kAvya banAvavAmAM lIna banI gayA. a AcAryadevane gaLAmAM kensaranI gAMTha thayelI, DokTare nidAna karatA ja e vadhu a mA sAravAra mATe amadAvAda AvyA, paNa DoLIno vaparAza karavAnI emanI taiyArI nahi. mA cAlatA cAlatA ja amadAvAda AvyA. Ayurvedika upacAro karAvyA, paNa kensara vadhatu rA cAlyuM. 1010101010101011 A che. a 1 // ra gAMTha eTalI badhI moTI thaI gaI ke jema nALIyerInA jhADa upara nALIyera laTake ema emanA gaLA upara gAMTha laTakatI hatI. caturvidha saMgha darzana mATe Ave, paNa emanI prasannatA jabarI ! chelle chelle emaNe zrI bhaktAmara stotra upara gujarAtImAM navA kAvya racavAnI zaruAta karI. 43 kAvyo racAI gayA, 3ne 10 miniTa thayAno khyAla Avyo. '10 miniTa bAkI che" ema kahI chelluM 44muM kAvya racyuM ane sApa jema kAMcaLI choDI de tema emaNe dehatyAga karyo. (Aje paNa AvA samAdhimaraNa zakya che hoM !) 186. jarA kahevuM to hatuM oparezana niSphaLa gayuM ane AcAryazrInI AMkho jatI rahI. e prajJAcakSu banyA. sadA mATe parAdhIna ! A che vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI TM tha haiM ta 511111111 5 rA A $o5 (re) 111111 e pachI e jyAM jAya tyAM eka sAdhu satata sAthe rahe. emAMya "have dAdarA a caDavAnAM che... dAdarA utaravAnA che... jo ema na kahe to kyAMka athaDAI jAya, paDI a mA mA jAya... rA rA ra

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Aii DeTa vaparAve bhakti karI savi sAdhujananI vadhaghaTa kukha padharAve. dhanate zvAnAdikane ucita vastu lAvI hete vaparAve bhakti, A paNa ekavAra sAthenA muni koIka bIjA vicAramAM caDI gayelA eTale barAbara A sUcana karavAnuM bhUlI gayA ane... AcAryazrI dhaDAka daIne jamIna para paDyA. sAdhu gabharAI gayo. "joradAra Thapako maLaze." e vicArathI thatharI gayo. paNa AcAryadeva eTale koNa ? e ubhA thayA. "bhalA bhAI ! kahevuM to hatuM..." ema zAMtithI bolyA ane pAchA cAlavA lAgyA. koI Thapako nahi, carcA nahi. A upAzraye pahoMcyA bAda paNa AcAryadeve koIne kazI ja vAta na karI. e jANatA " hatA ke "vAta karIza, to badhA e sAdhune Thapako Apaze. bicAro duHkhI thaze... bhUla to thAya." (bIjAnI nAnI-moTI bhUlo yAda karAvI karAvIne ene khakhaDAvavo, parezAna 8 karavo, nIco pADavo e kAma jaina zramaNa kadI na kare...) - 187. e karuNadezya nihALI anarAdhAra tuja AMkho vahI.... gurudeva ! pelA sAdhune thayuM che zuM? kaMI khabara nathI paDatI: Apa emane ? # bolAvIne pUcho to kharAM khulAso to karo..." sAdhuoe AcAryadeva pAse AvI haiyAvarALa ThAlavI. - "paNa zuM thayuM che ? zuM vAMdho paDyo ?" AcAryazrIne kazI samajaNa na paDI. "are, sAta-sAta divasathI kazuM khAdhuM nathI. re.! tapazcaryA karatA hota to to che barAbara ! paNa paccakakhANa to roja ekAsaNAnuM le che. badhAnI gocarI lAve che. " ane mAMDalImAM Ave che, potAnI gocarI pAtrAmAM kADhe che, vAparavA bese che.. paNa pachI. A udAsa banI jAya che... ubhA thaIne "mAre vAparavuM nathI' kahIne jatA rahe che. Na ame ghaNuM pUchyuM paNa sUnamUna banI gayA che..." sAdhuoe ghaTasphoTa karyo, "zuM thayuM haze?" AcArya vicAramAM paDyA. ommon vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (50) MAHITI C

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Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra motyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvI ju << ~ g a e 5 6 7 24 varSano yuvAna sAdhu ! dIkSA paryAya 12 varSa ! saMskAra sArA ! saMyama sAruM ! A kadI koI phariyAda nahi, ane Aje A zuM thayuM? | e vakhate pADIva gAmamAM cAturmAsa pasAra thaI rahyuM hatuM. AcAryadeve e munivarane bolAvyA. "kema, bhaIlA ! kema kazuM khAto nathI. sAta ja a dithI bhUkhyo che. zuM thayuM ? koIke Thapako Apyo..?" munivara kaMI ja na bolyA paNa codhAra AMsue raDavA lAgyA. tarata ubhA thaI bIjI rUmamAM jatA rahyA. AcArya vimAsaNamAM paDyA. AcArye e muninA bA mahArAjane bolAvyA. tamArA putramuni khUba ja raDe che, sAta dinathI bhUkhyA che. pUchIe to kazuM kahetA nathI. tame enI sAthe vAta karo, badhuM pUcho... tame bA cho. tamane vAta karaze.." 8 bA mahArAje khAnagImAM e munine badhI vAta bhArapUrvaka pUchI, tyAre AMkhanA ra AMsu sAthe e munirAja bolyA bA mahArAja! huM gocarI vahoravA nIkaLuM chuM ke tarata cAra garIba chokarAo para paNa mArI pAchaLa-pAchaLa AvI jAya che. huM je ghare gocarI jAuM, tyAM teo paNa bhIkha : B mAMge. bA mahArAja ! 8-10 varSanA e chokarAo ! peTa sAva UMDA utarelA ! kapaDAM 8 sAva phATelA ! moDhA upara bhAre dInatA !... mAruM haiyuM dravI uThayuM. FB paNa... koI gRhastho e chokarAone kazuM na Ape. mArA pAtro bharAI jAya. A paNa e chokarAonAM khobA paNa na bharAya. zaramanA kAraNe huM koI zrAvakone kahI paNa zakato nathI ke "Amane khavaDAvo.." | basa bA mahArAja ! upAzraye AvuM chuM, vAparavA besuM chuM. paNa koLIo moDhAmAM mUkavA jAuM, tyAM mane satata e bhIkha mAMgatA, dIna-hIna cAra chokarAo dekhAyA kare.. mArA gaLethI koLIo utare ema ja nathI..." munirAje vAta pUrNa karI bA mahArAja stabdha thaI gayA. A kevI karuNA ! kevI lAgaNIzIlatA ! >> s TMIRIT 0 6 ha ha * = 9 www vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (51) UGOOOOOOO

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saMyamapariNAmonI zuddhi vigaImojI navi pAme, emamAnIne aMtaprAnta AhArathI tRpti pAme. dhana te...35 badhI vAta AcAryazrIne karI. AcAryazrIe tarata saMghanA AgevAnone bolAvI kahyuM ke "e cAra garIba A chokarAone ApaNA saMghanA rasoDe jamADI devAnI vyavasthA goThavavI..." A e mahAtmAne rasoDe laI gayA, jamavA besADelA cAra chokarAone dekhADyA... a emanI prasannatA nihALI mahAtmAne zAMti thaI. Na 1 // ra a mA rA 1111111010101010101010 A A Na 1 // 2 e pachI e zAMtithI gocarI vAparI zakyA. (tIrthakaronI amAnasamAna karuNAnI vAto to ghaNI sAMbhaLI che. paNa enI eka nAnakaDI jhalaka bhISaNa paMcamakALamAM paNa vidyamAna che. enI khabara Aje paDI. (gRhasthanA zabdomAM -) huM ajaina chuM, paNa eka jainAcAryanA saMparkamAM Avyo, parivartana thayuM. ekavAra besatA varSanA divase pU.gurudevanI preraNAthI meM suvAkyo lakhelA sTIkaro lIdhA. eka sTIkara mArA gharanA daravAjA upara lagADyuM. emAM lakheluM ke he jIva ! samatA-zAMti rAkha. he jIva ! tAruM koNa ? he jIva ! garva na kara. he jIva ! jIvavA mATe paisA ke paisA mATe jIvana...? mane e zabdonI dhArI asara thaI. huM sarakArI adhikArI hovAthI loko mArI pAse aneka kAryo karAvavA Ave. huM atyAra sudhI to paisAnA lobhe ADA-avaLA kAryo paNa karI Apato. paNa have meM nakkI karyuM ke "khoTA kAmo karavA nahi." D ApaNuM haiyuM raNapradeza jevuM sukuM bhaThTha hoya, AMkho korA-saphedavAdaLA jevI a hoya... e paNa eka pApa che... e na bhUlazo.) 188. suvAkyo ItihAsa sarje che ekavAra eka bhAI mArI pAse anItivALuM kAma karAvavA AvyA. emAM emane ane mane ghaNo lAbha thato hato. paNa meM nA pADI dIdhI. OM che 5 ra 51101111 mA rA A OM jha 1 // ra a a e bhAIne mArA 52 khunnasa caDhyuM. kemake ene thanArA puSkaLa lAbhamAM huM m pratibaMdhaka banato hato. m rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (42) mmmmm

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Asakti jAge to paNa jinaANA manamAM lAvI kadI na letA vigaI-doSitabhojana manane manAvI. dhana te...36 eka di' A e potAnA sAthIdAro sAthe hathiyAro laIne mane mAravA Avato hato. huM A che gharamAM ja hato, e ToLAne joI huM gabharAI gayo. mArI najara daravAjA para rahelA che sTIkara upara gaI. meM gurujInuM smaraNa karyuM. a TA 11 // ra a m rA ---------- za ToLuM AvI pahoMcyuM. koNa jANe ? paNa e ToLAnI najara paNa e sTIkara para paDI. "he jIva ! zAMti rAkha...' enI evI dhAradAra asara thaI ke ToLAnA mukhya mANasanuM mana palaTAI gayuM. eNe hathimAMro mUkI dIdhA. mArA pagamAM paDI mAphI mAMgI. kharekhara e suvAkyoe ane enI preraNA karanAra gurudeve mAro prANa bacAvI lIdho. (zAstromAM-AgamomAM AvA hajAro suvAkya che. e ApaNA bhAvaprANonI rakSA karI ApaNane anaMtA maraNothI bacAvaze. paNa zAstrono abhyAsa karazuM to ne ?) a mA ! 189. zrAvako zraddhA laIne Ave che "e ya celA ! mAro vAsakSepano baTavo kyAM che ? jaldI Apa. A zrAvako AzIrvAda levA AvyA che. huM emane vAsakSepa nAMkhI ApuM." AcAryadeve ziSya pAse vAsakSepa mAMgyo. "sAheba ! mAMgalika saMbhaLAvI do ne ? vAsakSepanuM zuM kAma che ?" ziSyo jANatA ke "AcAryazrIno svabhAva paragaju che. koIka vAsakSepanI mAMgaNI // kare, to e nA na ja pADe, nAMkhI ja Ape." ra to have emane aTakAvavA zI rIte ? ziSyoe vAsakSepano baTavo saMtADI dIdho. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI a (43) M i. A A ziSye vAsakSepanI vAta TALavA prayatna karyo. che hakIkata e hatI ke AcAryadevane hAthano duHkhAvo ghaNo vadhI gayelo. jo vAraMvAra che vAsakSepa nAMkhavA hAtha uMco kare to du:khAvo hajI vadhe... DokTare cokhkhI nA pADI A ke "emane vAsakSepa nAMkhavA devo nahi.' 1 // ra A mA rA 11111111mm $ che 5 ra ma m rA

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa paNa AcAryazrIe mAMgaNI karI, ziSyo TALavA mAMgatA hatA, paraMtu AcAryadeve A kahyuM ke che "A zrAvako bIje badhe javAne badale ApaNI pAse Ave, ApaNA AzIrvAda levA jhaMkhe... e emanI keTalI zraddhA che. ene ApaNe vadhAravI ke ghaTADavI...? a vAsakSepa nAMkhavAmAM nukasAna zuM che ?" Na chevaTe ziSyoe baTavo Apavo ja paDyo. 1 // ra 55000000000000 A mA rA A 9 che a 1 // ra A m rA (zrAvakonA sadbhAvanI-bhAvanI rakSA vRddhi karavAnI ApaNI pharaja che. e na karI zakIe to chevaTe e bhAvo ghaTe-tUTe evuM to na ja karAya ne ?) 190. eka krizcanamAM Avo bhAva hoya to zramaNomAM kevo ? samaya hato rAtre 10 vAgyAno. Do.brekeTa ! trIsa varSano yuvAna ! utsAhI ane bhAvanAzIla ! kromavela nAnI eka atyaMta rUpavatI kanyA sAthe eno paricaya thayo, prema vadhyo ane aMte lagna thayAM. "khaTa-khaTa-khaTa" DokTara brekeTanA bAraNA koI utAvaLathI khakhaDAvI rahyuM hatuM. rA lagnanI pahelI ja rAtre pati-patnI premabharI vAto karI rahyA hatA, tyAM to bAraNA jora jorathI khakhaDavA lAgyA. A che A raMgamAM bhaMga kromavelane gamyo to nahi, paNa e cUpa rahI. Do.brekeTe bAraNuM kholyuM - joyuM to bahAra eka habaMsI bena ubhI hatI. DokTarane jotAveMta e caraNomAM DhaLI paDI, hIbakA bharI raDavA lAgI. 5 >> 6 5 = ra A che a Na 1 // 2 "Do.sAheba ! mArA dIkarAne bacAvo, e sakhata mAMdagImAM paTakAyo che, kadAca ApanA thakI bacI jAya...'' bena AgaLa bolI na zakI. "tuM ciMtA na kara. huM hamaNAM ja tArI sAthe AvuM chuM. bAkI to bhagavAna para zraddhA rAkha..." DokTara aMdara gayA, taiyAra thaI bega laI kromavela pAse AvyA. "kromavela ! vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (54) rA A mArkA

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nija bALaka khAtara jIvana paNa tyAgI detI jagakhAtara mAnavara jagamAtA Akti cheDatI, dhana te....37 mArI Sorry ! eka chokarAnI jIMdagI jokhamamAM che. ene bacAvavA mAre javuM paDaze. tuM rAha A jo, huM hamaNA AvuM chuM." DokTara bolyA ane koDabharI kromavela chaMcheDAI gaI. a bhaNa 1 // ra a m rA bbbbbbbb11111 a Na 21 // ra "mAre tamArA vinA ahIM ekalA zuM karavAnuM ? tamane mArA karatA paNa e chokarA para vadhu prema thaI gayo..." gussAthI e bolI. DokTare zAMtithI javAba Apyo "mane tArA para prema che ja. paNa eka chokarAnI jAna bacatI hoya to e paNa mArI pha2ja che. tArA prema khAtara badhA jIvone huM anyAya na karI zakuM..." A m rA "to tame jazo, ema ne ?" kromavela dRDhatAthI bolI. "hA" eTalI ja dRDhatAthI DokTare javAba vALyo ane dhaDAdhaDa pagathiyA utaravA mAMDyA. enI pAchaLa kromavela paNa ghara choDI jatI rahI. lagnanI pahelI ja rAte bhaMgANa thayuM. DokTaranI AkhI rAtanI mahenatathI chokaro bacI gayo, DokTara pAchA ghare AvyA. joyuM to kromavela gAyaba ! e samajI gayA. emaNe tarata kromavelane phona karyo. "kromavela ! pelo chokaro bacI gayo." 15C tyAM to je garIba habasI chokarAne emaNe lagnanA divase maratA bacAvyo hato, vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (55) A A Na 1 // 2 "bhale, paNa tamArA mATe huM marI gaI chuM. have huM pAchI pharavAnI nathI. ApaNo saMbaMdha ahIM ja pUro thAya che..." kromavele tiraskArathI javAba Apyo. DokTara samajI gayA. "kromavela ! mane tArA para prema hato ane che. paNa e mATe vizvanA jIvo A pratyeno mAro prema daphanAvI devo e mane maMjura nathI. che te Aje mane ekalo mukyo che, to have huM AkhI jIMdagI ekalo ja rahIza... che mAruM jIvana A lokonA kalyANa mATe vAparIza... alavidA !' e divasathI Do. brekeTa 24 kalAka mATe samAjasevaka banI gayA. garIbonArogIonA belI banI gayA. 1 // emanuM jyAre avasAna thayuM tyAre seMkaDo-hajAro lokoe emane azrunI zraddhAMjalI ra ApI. emanA nAmanuM eka moTuM stupa banAvavAmAM AvyuM. paNa enA upara zuM lakhavuM? e aMge badhA vicAra karatA hatA, 5 = T rA A a ja a mA rA

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eka bAju bhojanAdika sukho bIjI bAju jinaNA, zAzvatasukhakara ANNA tyAgI mahAmurakha kahevANA. dhana .... 38 e yuvAnane kaMIka sphuraNA thaI. e doDyo. Do. brekeTanA gharanI nIce eka borDa hatuM. "Do.brekeTanI hospITala upara che." A che e habasI yuvake tarata e borDa utAryuM ane doDato doDato stUpa pAse Avyo. e stUpa upara borDa lagADI dIdhuM. A Na 1 // ra "hA ! DokTara brekeTa marIne svargamAM gayA che, e svargamAM paNa dIna du:khI, rogIone sAjA karatA ja haze. emanuM komaLa haiyuM jhAlyuM rahevAnuM che ? sAcI ja vAta a che ke Do. brekeTanI hospITala upara (svargamAM) che..." m rA ----- "Do. brekeTanI hospiTala upara che." loko kSaNavAra joI rahyA, pachI to khUba ja AnaMda pAmyA. (patnI pratyeno prema jIvo pratyenA premamAM bAdhaka bane to e jema Do. brekeTane khoTo lAgyo, tema koIpaNa padArtha ke vyakti pratyeno rAga evo to na ja hovo joIe ke e zAsananA hitamAM, zAsana pratyenI ApaNI pharajamAM bAdhaka bane. dRSTi vizALa, haiyuM komaLa hovuM pratyeka zramaNa-zramaNI mATe jarUrI che. A to khrizcana DokTara ! e mAnavatAmAM ja sarvasva bhale mAne, paNa ApaNe to lokottara zAsananA sabhya chIe ne ? ApaNI diSTa, ApaNI zAsana pratyenI pharaja nibhAvavAnI aDagatA kevI hovI joIe ?) 191. tapasaMyama sarvazreSTha che muMbaIno eka zrAvaka dara varSe ekavAra siddhAcalanI bhakti karavA mATe pAlitANA Ave, traNa divasa taLeTI sAme bhakti kare. A paNa e bhakti eTale ? a Na 1 // ra jonArAnI AMkho aMjAI jAya. e bhAI sonAnA biskITono moTo sAthiyo kare. enA upara sonA-cAMdInA varakho lagADe. A che a Na 1 // ra a mAryA rA 11111111111111 A a Na 1 // ra 100-100 rUpiyAnI noTono to koI hisAba nahi. moTA moTA phaLo ane moTA naivedya mUke. a e traNa divasanI enI bhakti nihALavA mATe caturvidhasaMgha ekatra thAya, badhA ma mA enI bhakti jUe. m rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 70 (56)

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Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa (ApaNane A sAMbhaLIne-vAMcIne Azcarya bhale thAya, paNa jANo cho ? ApaNe A to AnA karatA paNa eka moTuM Azcarya karI rahyA chIe. upadezamAlAkAra kahe che ke che a koI zrAvaka AkhI dharatI upara sarvatra jinamaMdIronuM nirmANa kare. e maMdiro paNa sAmAnya nahi, paNa 1000-1000 thAMbhalAnA banelA ativirATa ! ane eya pAchA Na suvarNanA taLIyAvALA ! AkhuM derAsara suvarNanuM ! 1 // ATalI jinabhakti kare to paNa enA karatA sAdhu-sAdhvInA tapa ane saMyama mahAna che. ra $ = T rA a Na 1 // ra hA ! e tapasaMyama sAcA hovA joIe...) (ApaNe AvA banazuM ? kyAre ?) a mA rA 192. haMmezA hakArAtmaka valaNa rAkho (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) huM mumukSupaNAmAM hatI tyAre pU.pAda nItisUrijI samudAyanA eka sAdhvIjIno mane paricaya thayelo. emanI guNavattA dIkSA bAda Aje paNa mane vAraMvAra yAda Ave che. ekavAra e sAdhvIjI upAzrayamAM besIne suratanA koIka zrAvaka sAthe dharmanI vAta karatA hatA. acAnaka emanA guruNIe emane aMdara bolAvyA. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI A (46) 111111 5 tha 5 "vAta baMdha kara..." Adeza karyo. A "zA mATe ? mArI bhUla zuM che ?" vagere kazuM ja pUchyA vinA "hAjI" kahI A potAnAM svAdhyAyamAM besI gayA. udvegano eka chAMTo paNa moDhA para na dekhAyo. "mArI mammI jIddI che, vicitra che mane dIkSAnI rajA ja nathI ApatI. mane to enA para eTalo badho gusso caDe che ke..." che a ekavAra meM emanI AgaLa AkrozathI kahyuM. cha to mane zAMtithI kahe 1 // ra "ema na vicAravuM. doSa tArI mammIno nathI. paNa tArA karmono che. pUrvabhavamAM aMtarAya karelo hoya to A bhavamAM AvuM thAya. koInA upara gusso karavAthI zuM lAbha?" huM sAMbhaLIne stabdha banI gaI. ra a m rA 11111111111111 a m rA

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prani jagano, jinazAsana ajavALe, dhana te., 38 - sanmukha Ave nArI rUpALIe. T OF nI kupALI to yena netre bhALe, tIrNa teja tAraka muni jagano, jinazAsana kevI prazamadaSTi ! huM ghaNA varSo emanI pAse mumukSupaNAmAM bhaNelI. paNa kyAreya mane ema nathI A te kahyuM. "tuM mArI ziSyA thA. mArI celI bana..." jyAre paNa vAta nIkaLe tyAre ema ja kahe ke "tArI prasannatA-samAdhi jema Take ema karaje..." hamaNA chellA be-cAra varSathI emanI ziSyA emanI sAthe hoya che. bAkI atyAra | sudhI to gusaNInA Adeza pramANe ja ziSyAthI judA comAsA ja karyA. kyAreya guNIne ema nathI kahyuM ke "mArI ziSyA mArI sAthe rAkho..." |ii re mane paNa varSo sudhI e khabara ja paDI na hatI ke phalANA sAdhvIjI emanA be * ziSyA che." pAlitANAmAM AMbilanI moTI 85mI oLI cAlatI hatI tyAre ame bhegA thaI | 8 gayA. pagamAM sakhata duHkhAvo thavAthI cAlavAmAM ghaNI muzkelI paDe to paNa roje re girirAjanI ekyAtrA kare. dAMDAnA TekeTeke ekalA caDe, koIno sahAro na le. 3 kalAka 2 2 thAya. thoDuMka caDe ane ubhA rahI jAya. 2 ame yAtrAnI nA pADI to kahe ke "pU. jaMbuvijaya ma. ATalI uMmare paNa yAtrA 8 kare ja che ne ? to ApaNe zuM vAMdho ?" 8 sADA dasa vAge nIce Ave ke tarata pATha ApavA besI jAya. AMbila kare.. 2 2 paDilehaNa kare... pAchA be vAge vAcanA ApavA besI jAya. Aje pAlitANAmAM 3 bapore be vAge bhara taDakAmAM paNa ghaNA sAdhvIjIo emanI vAcanA sAMbhaLavA Ave. A emanI vAcanAzakti adbhuta che ! devacaMdrajInA stavano upara e je vivecana ta kare che, e sAMbhaLIne badhA DolI uThe. samudAya moTo hovA chatAM, pote adhyApikA hovA chatAM luNA paNa kADhe, gocarI A paNa jAya, potAno kApa jAte kADhe... upadhinuM pratilekhana jAte ja kare. ' AcAra bAbatamAM ekadama custa che. phonanA to e sakhata virodhI che. moTAbhAge TapAlathI ja badhuM kAma patAve. emanAM guNInI tabiyata chellA be varSa ghaNI ja kharAba hatI. A sAdhvIjI | aMgrejImAM hoMziyAra hovAthI DokTaranI bAbatamAM e ja badhuM saMbhALe. DokTara pAse 1- A mA ra ki.mI. cAlIne javuM-AMbilo karavA-rAtre ujAgarA-pATha ApavA-bIjA paNa mane CONTINUIT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (58) mumiy')

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aaN thAta tevasatine tyajatA. panate... ko strInA zabdamuM grAvaNamAtra paNa kapa mAtra paNa kAmavikAraka gaNatI, strIharIna zabdaUdake jyAM thAta tevamIi , kAryo... paNa prasannatA phATaphATa thAya. na koI phariyAda ! na koI nakArAtmaka abhigama ! badhuM ja hasatA hasatA svIkAratA javAnuM ! kALanAM asmalita pravAhamAM vahetA javAnuM ! niyatinA gaNitane salAma bharatA javAnuM ! keTaluM majAnuM-mastI bhareluM jIvana ! kAza ! huM paNa AvI ja banI jAuM to? 193. svabhAvanAmAn mipi prAkaTya mAvariSyate. "are, mahAtman ! A tamArI lakhelI noTa koNe phADI nAMkhI ?" sahavartIe prazna karyo ane munirAje zAMtithI uttara Apyo ke eka mahAtmAe phADI nAMkhI." "paNa kema ? koNe phADI?" vaLato prazna thayo. e to pelA mahAtmA ! jemane magajanI bimArI che ne ! emane bicArAne zuM ka bhAna hoya ? hAthamAM noTa AvI to phADI nAMkhI." pAcho e ja ThaMDe kaleje javAba maLyo. paNa emAM to tame jyotiSa saMbaMdhI padArtho lakhelA ne? e padArtho paNa pAchA ? | atyaMta durlabha hatA ne ? temaja to mane vAta karelI. e padArtho bhaNAvanArA have koI A rahyA nathI. je hatA te kALa karI gayA che. have to e padArtho kyAMyathI paNa jANavA A nahi maLe ne ?" ekI zvAse sahavartI muni bolyA. pharI eTalo ja zAMtithI javAba badhI vAta sAcI! paNa have gusso karI ArtadhyAna karIne zuM kAma? jyotiSanAM gA 2 padArtho bhale gumAvyA, paNa mArI ratnatrayI thoDI ja gumAvI che ?" pelA sahavartI avAka banI sAMbhaLI ja rahyA. | (jJAnasAramAM kahyuM che ke "AtmasvarUpa sivAya bIjuM kaMIja meLavavAnuM bAkI ja gA CONDITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (59) ITION

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vao mahAvIrassa: Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao sa bhagavao mahAvIrasma Namotyu NaM samaNassa bhagavaoma ja nathI." AvI pariNativALo muni niHspRha ane mATe ja paramasukhI banI rahe.) 194. gurumukhavANI jinavANIsama nirvikalpa je grahetA... cala, UThI jA. pratikramaNa karI le..." AcAryadeve eka divasa ghaNI vahelI savAre ziSyane UMghamAMthI uThADyo. AvuM kadI banyuM na hatuM. paNa A ziSyanuM mana guru pratye evuM samarpita ke ene NA bIjo koI vicAra ja na Avyo ke "gurue mane zA mATe uThADyo haze ?" gA pratikramaNAdi karI AcAryazrIne vaMdana karyA ke tarata ja AcAryazrIe Adeza karyo A ke "upadhi bAMdha ! tAre cAturmAsa karavA jhIMjhuvADA javAnuM che..." ziSya hajI to be divasa pahelA ja AcAryadeva sAthe vAva (tharAda)mAM comAsA |rA mATe praveza karyo hato, ane acAnaka be ja divasamAM A Adeza thayo. "zA mATe acAnaka comAsuM goThavAyuM? mArI sAthe koNa che ?.." vagere koI ja prazno pUchayA vinA e muni tarata taiyAra thaI gayA. emano eka ja maMtra che ke - "mArI badhI ciMtA gurunA mAthe che. mAre zA mATe koIpaNa vicAra karavo joIe? mAru hita zemAM? e guru jANe ja che..." jANe ke e saMmUcchima banI gayA che. eka anya prasaMga.. ekavAra sAthvIvRMde AcAryadevane vaMdana karavA upAzrayamAM praveza karyo. joyuM to A munirAja AcAryadevanA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkI dhrusake dhrusake raDatA hatA. sAdhvIjIoe pAchaLathI pRcchA karI ke "e zA mATe raDatA hatA.." 1 tyAre AcAryazrIe hasatA hasatA kahyuM ke a - "A mAro ziSya koro ceka che. ene gaIkAle kaheluM ke tAre amuka sthAne NI javAnuM che tyAre ene eka paLa mATe manamAM evo vicAra AvI gayelo ke "gurudeva ga sAthe rahevAnuM thAta to sAruM thAta. vAcanAo sAMbhaLavA maLata." eka sekaMDa mATe mArI AjJA sAme ene Avo vicAra Avyo enA DaMkhathI e A raDato hato. ene e pApa mATe moTuM prAyazcitta joItuM hatuM." - zramaNIo zuM bole ? CITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI () ITI'

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mAtaputra paNa pApa karatA. mohathI ghAyala thAtA. kAnanAka paganhAya rahita vRddhIne paNa nAve jotA. mana te... 41 (gautamasvAmInA vArasadAra banI to zakAya paNa e mATe bhoga khUba ja Apavo A paDe hoM ! gurunA dareke dareka nirNayo mATe buddhino durupayoga karavAno cAlu hoya to A ApaNuM ziSyapada lagIre zobhatuM nathI, e ApaNane kyAre samajAze...) che a Na 1 // ra A m rA 111111111111111 a Na 1 // ra 195. beTA ! ApaNe vIranA vArasadAra chIe ! a m rA (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) vAta ghaNI ja jUnI che. lagabhaga 28 varSa e prasaMgane thaI gayA. ame muMbaImAM rahetA hatA. e vakhate mArI uMmara 14 varSanI ! bApujI hArDaverano dhaMdho karatA, paNa Arthika sthiti sArI na hatI. amAro 8 jaNano parivAra ! bApujIno bIjA eka vepArI sAthe bhAgIdArImAM dhaMdho cAlato hato. dhaMdhAmAM mUDI badhI e bhAInI ane parizrama-mahenata badhI mArA bApujInI... e rIte e bhAgIdArIM cAlatI hatI. A paNa amAruM kamabhAgya ! eka divasa e bhAgIdAre dago dIdho. kamAnAra mAtra mArA bApujI ! mUDI khAsa kaMI ja niha. adhUrAmAM pUruM mArA bApujIne trIjA sTejano TI.bI. hato, enI davAno kharco paNa vadhAre. AvI mAMdagImAM paNa bApujI kuTuMbanA bharaNapoSaNa mATe sakhata mahenata karatA. 5 = = $ = les ra rA che a acAnaka eNe bhAgIdArI toDI nAMkhI, mArA bApujIne eka rUpiyo paNa na Apyo. bApujInI ane sAthe amArA badhAnI ciMtAno koI pAra na rahyo. Na 1 // zuM karavuM ? ra ATalA jaNanuM peTa kema bharavuM ? bApujInI davAo kema pUrI karavI ?" a e divaso, mahinAo kevA mAnasika tanAvamAM vItAvelA, e yAda Ave to mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (61)

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vALane aDatAnI sAthe haNanAruM lezathI paNa nArIparicaya sAdhatA ane 8. >> sAdhatA aMta karAruM. dhanate..,42 tAlapuTa jhera tALave aDatAnI sAthe Aje paNa... chatAM bApujIe game te karIne parivArane sAcavI lIdho. emaNe zuM karyuM? e mane A | khabara nathI, paNa barAbara be mahInA bAda. e dagAkhora bhAgIdArano ekano eka dIkaro TUMkI mAMdagImAM marI gayo. 5 amane badhAne samAcAra maLyA. ame ekI avAje manamAM bolI uThyA. "sAruM thayuM. ene enA pApanuM phaLa maLI gayuM..." paNa amArA saunA Azcarya vacce ame joyuM ke mArA bApujI samAcAra maLatA ja Eii tarata ja kapaDA paherI bahAra javA nIkaLyA. ame pUchyuM "bApujI ! kyAM jAo cho?" bApujIe kahyuM ke - bhAgIdAra atyAre ghaNo ciMtAmAM haze, ene AzvAsana ApavA to javuM ja ER # joIe ne ? mAro jUno mitra che. enI paDakhe AvA vakhate ubho rahIza to ene 4 8 khUba zAMti thaze." ame badhA hebatAI gayA. "e dagAkhoranI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAnuM zuM kAma che ApaNe ? ene enA pAponuM 8 phaLa A ja bhavamAM maLI gayuM..." ame AkrozathI bolelA. e vakhate mArA bApujI je zabdo bolelA e Aje 28 varSa pachI paNa mane che, barAbara yAda che. emaNe mAre mAthe vahAlathI hAtha pheravI kaheluM ke "beTA! ApaNe vIranA vArasadAra chIe. viraprabhue kSamAnA maMtrane AtmasAta karyo a tha hato ne ! to ApaNe ApaNA paramapitA vIranA nAmane digaMtamAM phelAvavuM che? ke e yA gA nAmane kalaMka lagADavuM che? beTA! yAda rAkhajo. haMmezA kSamAnA puSpo ja tamArA jIvanamAM gA 2 vAvajo, jethI tamAruM jIvana maghamaghAyamAna rahe." Aje mArI uMmara 42 che, dIkSAparyAya 21 varSano che. paNa A prasaMga mArA jIvananuM saMbhAraNuM banI gayo che. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (2)

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ja maLavo mahAvIra5 mo zu jo sapaka ja kAM ghAvo mahAvIsa Namo tyu NaM samaNasabhA (ApaNuM kharAba karanArA koIka saMyamInI sAthe manamAM veranI gAMTha baMdhAyelI paDI A to nathI ne ? ApaNe mAnelA zatruonA ahitamAM ApaNe rAjI to thatA nathI ne ? cakAsI lejo. . A to muMbaInagarIno sAmAnya zrAvaka ! ApaNe cauda rAjalokanA zramaNa Ape zramaNIo ! ApaNI kSamA to AnA karatA paNa caDIyAtI ja hovI joIe ne ?) O 196. ughatA-ughatA loca "sAhebajI ! mAre paNa loca karAvavo che, mane karI Apazo ?" kAlI kAlI bhASAmAM 3 varSanA eka nAnakaDA chokarAe AcAryadevane vinaMti mA rA karI. dara kAMdivalImAM upadhAna cAlu hatA. gacchAdhipatizrIe sAdhuonA locanI vidhi maLavA AvelA eka bALakane mIThAzathI kahI saMbhaLAvI. bALaka sAthe mIThI mIThI vAto karatA hatA. e AcAryazrInI # 8 vAto sAMbhaLIne bALake loca karavAnI bhAvanA darzAvI. - AcAryadeve loca karanAra sAdhuone bolAvyA. "A bALake loca karavo che, enA bApujI hA pADe che. be-cAra capaTI kheMco, et sa eTale enI meLe nA pADI deze.. " AcAryazrI e javAba Apyo. E. emanA manamAM ema ja hatuM ke 3 varSano bALaka vALa kheMcAya e thoDuM ja sahana che A karI zakavAno ? A to ThIka che, bole che ! to bhale be-cAra capaTI kheMcavA do..." A loca zaru thayo... paNa Azcarya ! ane bALaka to eka akSara paNa na bole. vALa kheMcavA ja de... aDadho loca thayo mAM ane bALakane ghasaghasATa uMgha AvI gaI. || AcAryasahita badhA AzcaryamAM paDyA. cAlu uMghamAM loca cAlu ja rAkhyo ane [ Akho loca pUrNa thayo tyAre paNa bALaka uMghato hato. - A (traNa varSano bALaka uMghatA uMghatA loca karAvI de... e koI pUrvabhavanI viziSTa mA ArAdhanA vinA zakya che kharuM ke ?) C ITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (3) Animum"

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to thI zalabhadra, dharatI para utaya vicAryuM. panate...3 . tiSa vigaIbhakSaka, muni hitarakSaka jo dhAruM, devalokathI sthUlabhadra, dharI, che 197. sahune prabhAvanA ApIe prasannatAnI ! 20-25 ki.mI.no lAMbo vihAra karIne ame badhA nakhatrANA pahoMcyA. lagabhaga | ghaNA kharA mahAtmAoe lAMbA vihAranA kAraNe savAre navakArazI karI lIdhI. paNa eka mahAtmA kAyamI ekAsaNA karanArA hatA. emaNe na vAparyuM. baporanA 11 vAgyA. gocarIno samaya thayo. savAre moDethI gocarI vAparI gA | hovAthI mahAtmAoe vizeSa gocarI noMdhAvI na hatI. eTale huM ane e mahAtmA be jaNa gocarI vahoravA nIkaLyA. mAM 40 gharomAM pharyA, eka-doDha kalAka gocarI pharI upAzraye AvyA. gocarI AvI rA eTale navakArazIvALA mahAtmAo paNa badhA ja vAparavA AvI gayA. pelA ekAsaNAvALA mahAtmA ! emaNe badhAne gocarI vaheMcI, emAM bIjo aDadho kalAka thayo. gocarI ghaTI, hajI mAre vAparavAnuM bAkI hatuM. ekAsaNAvALA mahAtmA pharI gocarI vahoravA nIkaLyA. vizeSa kaMI gocarI na ka B maLI, miSTAnna-pharasANa maLyuM. e mahAtmAe mane miSTa vaparAvI dIdhuM ane Azare 5 doDha-be vAge ekAsaNuM karavA beThA, pharasANa vAparI ekAsaNuM karI lIdhuM.. A mAtra Aja mATe nahi, sadA mATeno emano A krama che. ghaNIvAra emanA mukhanA bhAvo nihALavA prayatna karyo, paNa mane koI ja E udvega-phariyAda na dekhAI. samatAno mITho-madhuro rasAsvAda mANI rahyA hoya evo ja A mane bhAsa thayo. [(ka) A navakArazIvALAoe savAre vAparyuM che, to paNa bapore gocarI levA jatA nathI. mane mokale che. bIjAno vicAra ja nathI karatA... (kha) bapore huM gocarI levA jAuM chuM. tyAre sarakhI noMdhAvatA nathI ane pachI badhA gocarI vAparavA AvI jAya che. vAha ! : (ga) e badhAe savAre vAparyuM che, to mane kahetA paNa nathI ke "tame vAparavA ; beso. tamAre ekAsaNuM che. ame gocarI vaheMcIe." svArthI kevA ! - (gha) pAchA vadhaghaTamAM paNa mane gocarI levA mokale che... A badhI phariyAda sAco sAdhu na kare. HTTITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (64) Immmm 9 $ 8 + 5 = 2]

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saMgathI strIdarzana karato muni durgati duHkhaDA tole. vaMdana mATe nAlAyaka te neminAtha emabole. dhana te... 44 198. apramatta gacchAdhipati A 75 varSanI uMmaranA e gacchAdhipati (ka) saLaMga 39mo varSItapa karI rahyA che. arthAt 7200 jeTalA upavAsa karI a cUkyA che. Na (kha) A uMmare paNa bhIMta vagere kazAyano Teko letA nathI. 1 // (ga) lagabhaga bapore uMghatA paNa nathI. ra (5) roja savAre, bapore niyamita samaye svAdhyAyAdi paNa kare. a (ca) koIpaNa prasaMge samayapUrve ke samayasara pahoMce paNa moDA na pahoMce. potAnA a mA nimitte koIne rAha jovI paDe e emane pasaMda nahi. mA rA rA (cha) upAzrayanI aMdaranA nAnA-moTA kAmo jAte karI le, sAdhune na kahe, na bolAve. 11111111111 199. kariyAvaramAM jaina derAsara 1 // ra I.sa. 2001 26mI jAnyuArI ! rASTra mATe sarvotkRSTa divasa ! paNa e ja divase gujarAta upara moTI Aphata AvI. kacchamAM dharatIkaMpa thayo, seMkaDo jinAlayono dhvaMsa thayo. emAMya koTaDI mahAdevapurI gAmamAM be derAsaro jamInadosta banyA, gAma paNa khedAnamedAna thaI gayuM. A che navesarathI jIrNoddhAra, nUtana jinAlaya nirmANa vagere kAryo zaru thayA. paNa muzkelI e thaI ke mahAdevapurImAM vivAda thayo ke "derAsara gAmanI aMdara baMdhAvavuM A ke gAmanI bahAra ?'' | LA A AvA keTalAka kAraNosara kAma thatuM na hatuM. 5-6 varSa nIkaLI gayA. a rA 1 // ra H A B A Na 1 // tAjetaramAM ja zAha enDa kaMpanInI pautrI khyAtinI sagAI nakkI thaI, enuM a sAsaruM koTaDI mahAdevapurI gAmamAMja hatuM (alabatta e badhA to badhA zaheramAM rahetA a mA hoya e svAbhAvika che.) mA rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (65)

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Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa khyAtinA dAdAe gAmavALAne vAta karI ke "ame amArI pautrIne tamArA A gAmamAM vaLAvIe chIe to amArI IcchA che ke pautrIne kariyAvaramAM eka derAsara A ApIe. jo gAma amane Adeza Ape to amArA svadravye gAmamAM derAsaranuM nirmANa zaru karIe..." che che A koNa jANe kema ? paNa A vakhate badhA vivAdo zAMta thaI cUkyA hatA. a Na gAmavALAoe emane Adeza ApI dIdho. jinAlayanuM nirmANa have thaze. 1 // (ApaNI paNa jyAre mokSa sAthe sagAI thaI - dIkSA lIdhI, tyAre ApaNA dAdA ra prabhuvIre kariyAvaramAM dasavidha zramaNadharma rUpI eka suMdara derAsara ApeluM che. enuM a saMrakSaNa ane saMvardhana karavAnI javAbadArI ApaNI che...) 200. yogodahana 5 stor A sametazikharajI mahAtIrthamAM e sAdhvIjIe gacchAdhipatizrInI nizrAmAM AcArAMga ane uttarAdhyayananA yogodvahana karyA. 6 Azare 90 thI 100 divasa thAya. emAM kriyAo paNa ghaNI hoya. A badhA yoga emaNe (ka) badhA divasa purimaDhanuM paccakakhANa karyuM. (kha) badhA AMbilo ja karyA. (ga) e badhA AMbilo aluNA bhAtapANInA karyA. (gha) badhA ThAma covihAra karyA. (ca) Aje to emane vardhamAnatapanI 100 oLI thaI cUkI che. (cha) emane AjIvana taLeluM, mevo, mIThAI, phaLono tyAga che. 201. name te sahune game che huM ja 5 = ON rA A a Na "cAlo, ApaNe atre birAjamAna AcAryadevane sukhazAtApRcchA karI AvIe, Na gA maLI AvIe..'' 1 // ra ra L A che gacchAdhipatie potAnA ziSyone jaNAvyuM. a vAta ema banI ke teo vihAra karatA eka tIrthamAM AvI pahoMcyA hatA, tyAM a mA eka AcAryazrI birAjamAna hatA. e AcAryazrI dIkSAparyAyamAM nAnA hatA ane mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (66) rA

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banI, saMskAranI kare barabAdI. dhana te...45 . ne madirA pAvA sama, viSayasukhonI yAdI sayama-svAdhyAye vIma banI , | - 2 jI 2 - 2 = gacchAdhipati sAthe paricayavALA hatA. A gacchAdhipatine ema ke "e maLavA Avaze paNa sAMja paDI chatAM e AcAryazrI A maLavA na AvyA eTale gacchAdhipatie potAnA ziSyone tyAM javA mATe taiyAra thavA kahyuM. ApaNe javAnI zI jarura? e nAnA che. maLavA to emaNe AvavAnuM hoya. A emane phurasada na hoya to ApaNe zuM garaja che ?" yuvAna ziSyoe tyAM javA aMge aNagamo darzAvyo. ApaNe evuM na vicAravuM. ApaNuM kartavya ApaNe nibhAvavuM. ApaNe sAmethI* A maLavA jaIe emAM kaMI bagaDI nathI javAnuM." | ane gacchAdhipati sAMje maLavA gayA. gacchAdhipatine sAmethI maLavA AvatA joyA, tyAre ja AcAryazrIne khyAla ra Avyo ke "meM avinaya ryo, maLavA javAnI pharaja mArI hatI, paNa huM cUkyo. 2 pachI to emaNe paNa ucita satkAra, vinaya jALavyo. (sAmevALo name to ja ApaNe namavuM e to vepArI buddhi che. ApaNe kaMI dhaMdho 8 ra nathI karavAno. e name ke na name ApaNe namI javAnuM. ke "je name e saune game."). 202. mArA zrAvako to mArI sAthe ja jhaghaDe ne ?) "Ape A barAbara nathI karyuM. amArI sAthe nakkI thayA pramANe ja sAdhvIjIne - A cAturmAsa mokalavAnA hatA, ene badale bIjA ja sAdhvIjIne mokalI dIdhA. A badhu A na cAle. amAre to pelA ja sAdhvIjI joItA hatA.." 1 zrAvako gussAmAM AvI gacchAdhipatinI sAme moTA avAje haiyAvarALa ThAlavatA - hatA. ' paNa AcArya maraka maraka hasatA rahyA. A prasaMga sAdhvIjIoe joyo. teothI na rahevAyuM. sAhebajI ! A badhA jema tema bole, jhaghaDo kare ane Apa badhuM joyA karo. emane kaMI Thapako na Apo e kema cAle ?" " "sAdhvIjIo ! A zrAvako konA ?" AcAryazrIe hasatA hasatA pUchyuM. I vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (60) " 'I 8 8 =

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A che a 18 || ra raeri a mA "A bhagavAna to zAMtisnAtramAM laI javAnA hatA. ahIM kema lAvyA ? A a mA AcArya ja badhuM uMdhu-cattu karatA lAge che. huM to A bhagavAna laI cAlyo..." AcAryadeva mumukSu bahenone rajoharaNa ApI ja rahyA hatA tyAM ja sTeja upara rA dhamadhamATa karato kriyAkAraka doDI Avyo, gussAthI e dhrujato hato... rA je doSo paramAM dekhuM te mujamAM pragaTI daMDe, dharmadAsanA vacana zraddahI doSaSTine chaMDe. dhana te...46 "ApanA" javAba maLyo. "to mArA zrAvako to mArI sAthe ja laDavAnAne ? mArI sAthe na laDe to konI A sAthe laDe ? jenI sAthe AtmIyatA hoya enI pAse haiyAvarALa ThalavAya. emAM Thapako devAnI jarUra ja nathI." che 2 cAryazrIe uttara vALyo. 1000000000 A che (oI baMne caMDakauzika, to ApaNe banIe prabhuvIra !) 203. mArI bhUla thaI gaI, kSamA karajo e sthAna hatuM kacchanuM moTA AsaMbIyA gAma ! gAmamAM eka sAthe be prasaMgo bhegA hatA. be yuvatIonI dIkSA ane jinabiMbapratiSThA ! pratiSThA nimitte eka jagyAe zAMtisnAtra paNa hatuM. eTale kula be jagyAe caumukhajI bhagavAna padharAvavAnA hatA. dIkSAmaMDapamAM ane zAMtisnAtramAM ! gAmamAM pratimAjI ochA ! eTale bahAragAmathI pratimAjI lAvelA. pujArIne sucanA apAyelI ke "bahAragAmanA pratimAjI dIkSAmaMDapamAM mUkavA ane gAmanA pratimAjI zAMtisnAtramAM !" A Na 1 // 2 111111111 A paNa pujArInI bhUla thaI. eNe gAmanA caumukhajI dIkSAmaMDapamAM ane bahAragAmanA caumukhajI zAMtisnAtramAM padharAvI dIdhA. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (68) a A bAju varSIdAnano varaghoDo pUro thayo, badhA dIkSAmaMDapamAM AvI gayA. a Na dI AnI kriyA zaru thaI, ogho ApavAno avasara Avyo paNa pelI bAju zAMti Na gA sna tra bhaNAvavA Avelo kriyAkAraka bIjA caumukhajI zAMtisnAtramAM joI gusse gA 2 bharAyo. e cAlu dIkSAmAM dhamadhama karato doDI Avyo, AcAryazrI ogho Ape e A pahelA to caumukhajI laI cAlavA mAMDyo. ra m AkhI janatA Tagara Tagara joI rahI. rA a m rA

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Namotthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasa Namotyu NaM samaNassa bhagavayoga amaMgaLa thayuM." evI AzaMkAthI mumukSu bahenonI AMkhomAMthI AMsu TapakI - A paDyA. prasaMga eTalo badho jhaDapathI banyo ke koIne kaMI sUjha na paDI. vAta sAva nAnI ! bhUla pujArInI ! * chatAM kriyAkArake je behUdu vartana karyuM e joI koIne paNa gusso Ave. paNa A AcAryadevanA mukhanI rekhA paNa na badalAI. kriyAkAraka pAse mAphI mAMgI ke "mArI bhUla thaI gaI, mane kSamA karo." pachI to vyavasthita khulAso thayo eTale kriyAkArakane paNa potAnI bhUla samajANI.. . (AvA prasaMgomAM samatA TakAvI rAkhavI e loDhAnA caNA cAvavA jevuM kAma - 204. kSayopazama jJAnAvaraNIyano bolo, bRhatsaMgrahaNI koNa keTalA divasamAM pUrNa karI zakaze ? 350 upara 8 gAthAo che..." gacchAdhipatizrIe sAdhvIjIone preraNA karI ane eka sAdhvIjIe e preraNA jhIlI lIdhI. rojanI 50-50 gAthAo gokhI ; che mAtra 8 ja divasamAM AkhI bRhatsaMgrahaNI pUrI karI. . A sAdhvIjInI uMmara jayAre 7 varSanI hatI tyAre emaNe bhaktAmaranI moTI ka agharI pAMca gAthAo roja gokhavA pUrvaka 8 divasamAM ja AkhuM bhaktAmara kaDakaDATa karI lIdhuM hatuM. - 205. bhamarAo mArA upakArI che. (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) "bacAvo, bacAvo. A bhamarAo mane karaDI rahyA che.." meM jora jorathI cIso pADI. vi.saM. 2016mAM ame AcAryadeva sAthe cha'rI pAlitasaMghamAM sametazikharajI a | pahoMcelA. CHITTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (9) jaya

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deha taNI sukhazIlatAnA yoge bhaTakyo bhava anaMtA'kaTTarazatru mAnI dehane kaSTa bahu je detA. dhana te...47 e divasa hato jeTha suda-4. A huM yAtrA karIne nIce utarI rahI hatI. bhAtAkhAtAnI thoDAka AgaLanA sthAne A huM pahoMcI tyAM to acAnaka mArA para madhapUDo paDyo. DhagalA baMdha bhamarAomadhamAkhIo mArA upara tUTI paDI. che che| enA caTakA eTale ? A Na 1 // 2 a jora jorathI bumo pADI paNa koI mArI pAse na AvyuM. m mane thayuM ke "emane saMbhaLAyuM nahi hoya" rA eTale huM doDatI doDatI bhAthAkhAtA tarapha gaI. Azcarya ! 100000000 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 cIso paDI jAya. emAMya A eka-be nahi, DhagalAbaMdha bhamarAo ! "bhAtAkhAtA pAse ubhelA mANaso mane bacAvavA Avaze" ema vicArIne meM Na 1 // ra paNa koI mArI pAse na AvyuM. badhA mArAthI dUra bhAgavA lAgyA. tyAre ja mane bhAna thayuM ke "jIva to badhAne vahAlo hoMya. mane bacAvavA Ave to e badhAne paNa bhamarA karaDI javAno bhaya to kharo ja ne ?" mA mA rA re ! mArI sAthe yAtrA karanArA sAdhvIjIo paNa nIce utaratA tyAM AvyA, emaNe mane joI... paNa teo paNa gabharAyA. koI pAse na AvyuM. badhA dUrathI ja dhaDAdhaDa nIce utaravA lAgyA. tyAre ja mane mArI asahAyatAno anubhava thayo. atyAra sudhI huM bacavA mATe 56 ra A ekabIjA pAse valakhA mAratI hatI. mAre e du:khathI bacavuM hatuM. paNa have mArI A vicAradhArA palaTAI. mAru zarIra kALuM paDavA mAMDyuM hatuM, jhera dhIre dhIre phelAtuM hatuM. AMkhe dekhAvAnuM 0000000 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (20) MITI 5 = TIT rA a A "anyasthAne taM pApaM tIrthasthAne vinazyati" evuM zAstromAM kahyuM che. kharekhara meM je pApo anyasthAne karelA haze, te Aje A pavitrabhUmi para kSaya pAmI rahyA che. A bhamarAo-madhamAkhIo mArA upakArI che. jeo mane karmakSayanI taka Ape che. kharekhara mArA vicAromAM sAtvikatA jhaLakavA lAgI. sahana karavAnI koIka gajabanI zakti mArA tana-manamAM utpanna thaI. che na 1 // ra a mA rA

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sAtamI naraka ne mota taNA duHkhasukhanI manaDuM cAvI, zubhayogomAM ramatA munivara dugAMta dUra phagAvI. dhanate...48 baMdha thatuM hatuM. pelA bhamarAo mAro pIcho choDatA na hatA. jANe ke AkhuM moDhu A bhamarAothI bharAvA lAgyuM. che che jamaNI AMkhanA eka khUNethI mane jarAka dekhAtuM hatuM. enA AdhAre huM jhapATAbhera nIce utaravA lAgI. 15-20 miniTamAM huM nIce dharmazALAmAM pahoMcI gaI. AgaLa a pahoMcelA sAdhvIjIoe tyAM badhA samAcAra ApI dIdhelA. teone mArI khUba ciMtA a Na hatI, paNa zuM kare ? samAcAra pahoMcADavA ja e utAvaLe utarelA. Na 1 // 1 // ra badhA vicAra ja karatA hatA ke "e sAdhvIjIne kema nIce lAvavA ? bacAvavA ?" ra paNa tyAM to huM pahoMcI gaI. be AcArya bhagavaMtoe mane hiMmata ApI. have A bhamarAo lagabhaga uDI gayA hatA. paNa emaNe mArelA DaMkha ! 5 x rA a Na 1 // ra mA enuM jhera ! enI vedanA ! aparaMpAra hatI. rA AcAryavaryoe mane vAsakSepa nAMkhI Apyo ane mane tarata hospITala laI javAmAM AvI. mArA AkhA zarIramAM bhamarAnA kAMTAo coMTelA hatA. eka sAthe 15-20 sAdhvIjIo cIpIyAthI e kAMTAo kheMcIne dUra karavA lAgyA. paNa jhera phelAI rahyuM hatuM. bacavAnI AzA hatI niha. lagabhaga badhAyanI AMkhomAM AMsu hatA. paNa kharuM kahuM ? A AvI bhayAnaka vedanAmAM paNa huM hasatI hatI. meM gokhelA zAMtisudhArasa graMthanI A che. azaraNabhAvanAnuM huM raTaNa karatI hatI. "koI mane bacAvanAra nathI. zaraNa che ekamAtra che jinazAsana !" mArA rUMvADe rUMvADe e bhAva pragaTI cUkyo hato. na "ekavAra to maravAnuM ja che ne ? to AvI pavitrabhUmimAM mota kone na game ?" meM vicAra karelo, mATe ja hasatI hatI. ka paNa DokTaranI sAravAra dvArA huM bacI gaI. 24 kalAka bebhAna rahI. 72 kalAke mArI AMkha UghaDI. sAdhvIjIo mArI sahanazIlatA joI Azcarya pAmyA. re ! khuda mane vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (69) m A m rA 1111111 5." 5 n ma m rA

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saNasa bhagavao mahAvIrassayama yo mahAvIrassaNamA tyuNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAlI mAM - paNa navAI lAge che ke "mArAmAM ATalI badhI sahanazIlatA kyAMthI AvI?" A e jANIne Azcarya thaze ke A prasaMga bAda 17mAM divase mArA kAnamAMthI be A | marelA bhamarAo kADhavAmAM AvyA. bhamarAno upadrava kevo bhayAnaka haze" e A uparathI kalpI zakAya che. - te vakhate tyAM kula 150 sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo hatA. badhAe mAruM nAma A "bhamarAvALA mahArAja" pADI dIdhuM. Aje paNa vihAramAM jyAre jyAre e paricita che - sAdhu-sAdhvIo maLe che tyAre mane bhamarAvALA mahArAja tarIke ja oLakhe che. svaprazaMsA karavI e avaguNa che, paNa Ape viratidUtamAM prazna pUchyo che. eTale a A javAba Apyo che. AmAM leza paNa abhimAna ke vakhANa karavAnI vRtti nathI e A mA jANajo. (pU.pAda rAmasUrijI DahelAvALA samudAyanA A sAdhvIjIe kharekhara emanA " gacchAdhipatizrI jevI ja ajabagajabanI sahanazIlatA siddha karI che...) 206. zikharajInA saMghamAM e ratnano prakAza nihALyo (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) e zramaNI bhagavaMta pU.pAda rAjendrasUrijI kalikuMDavALA samudAyanA che zikharajI jaI rahelA charI pAlitasaMghamAM emano paricaya thayo. ame kula 150 sAdhu- 3 sa sAdhvIjIo hatA. emanA guNo joI mArI AMkho aMjAI gaI.. (ka) e kAyama mATe ekAsaNA kare che. (kha) AkhA cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM kadI paNa emaNe saMghanI rasoI vAparI nathI. A |heLIvALA, hIlacera-sAIkalavALA mANaso mATe je alaga rasoI banatI, e soImAMthI te vahorI letA ane e ja vAparatA. emaNe kadI mIThAI vAparI nathI. A vAparyo che mAtra goLa ja! Na (ga) e kyAreya saMyojanA karatA nathI. badhI vastu eka eka chUTI ja vApare. Na (gha) dIkSA divasathI Aja sudhI emaNe nirdoSa vastro ja vAparelA che. ujamaNAgA vageremAM je nirdoSa vastro maLe, enAthI ja Aja sudhI emaNe nirvAha karyo che. IF | (ca) nirdoSa vastra-pAtra paNa vadhAre na rAkhe. emanI pAse vaparAzanA kapaDA- rama mA kAmaLI sivAya kazuM ja vadhAre na maLe. paheravAnA vastro phATe tyAre navA le. navA na mAM IIIIIIII vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (02) )

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niSkAraNa eka Daga cAle to paNa aticAro pAve, jagavyApI vIrakaraNA spazI, kAraNa viNa nahi jAve. dhana te...49 maLe, tyAM sudhI sIvIne calAve. 207. sarvatra AvI samAdhAnavRtti phelAI jAya to ? che be varSa pahelAnI vAta che. baMne pakSanI saMvatsarIparvanI ArAdhanA judI AvatI a hatI. te vakhate eka vidvAna gaNivaranuM cAturmAsa pAlitANAmAM hatuM. temanI a Na saMvatsarInI ArAdhanA emaNe mAnelA paTTaka pramANe ekatithi karatA judA divase Na gA AvatI hatI. ra 5 jI a m rA 1111101010101010101010101 a m ke meM mArI AMkha sAme nihALela A A (A prasaMga lakhanArA sAdhvIjI jaNAve che parvAdhirAjanI ujavaNIno A mAhola bhUlI zakAto nathI. jo zAsananA dareka puNyazALI-prabhAvazALI mahAtmA AvA samyak samAdhAnavAdI banI jAya to kharekhara! che. Aje pAMcamAM ArAmAM paNa cothA ArAnuM pavitra vAtAvaraNa ubhu thaI ja zake...) 208. vi jIva sAthe bhAvathI kara joDI karuM huM kSamApanA che rA A emanI nizrAmAM 800 thI 1000 yAtriko ! lagabhaga ghaNA kharA 1 tithinA hatA. badhAne prazna muMjhavato hato ke "zuM thaze ?" paNa gaNivarye e praznano saraLatAthI ukela lAvI dIdho. parvAdhirAjanA be divasa ra agAu ja emaNe vyAkhyAnamAM jAhera karyuM ke - prabhunIM AjJA rAgadveSa vinA ArAdhanA karavAnI che. koIpaNa ArAdhakane jabaradastI nathI ke 'Ama ja karavuM paDaze.' tamane jemAM zraddhA bese e pramANe karo. tithinI ArAdhanAno prazna samAcA2Ino che, siddhAntano nathI. ane kharekhara tyAM baMne pakSanI ArAdhanAo thaI. 14 supananA caDAvA be divasa bolAyA, sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa be divasa thayuM. emaNe e mATenI vyavasthA goThavI ApI. vAtAvaraNa ekadama zAMta-nirmaLa ! = 5_s$& aM Na 1 // "saMpatalAla ! tamane kaMI bhAna che ke nahi ? tamAMrA jevA uttama zrAvakonA gA ra prasaMgomAM abhakSya pINA pIvAya ? tamane zarama nathI AvatI ? zuM joIne tame saMghanA ra pramukha banyA cho...?'' AcAryadeve bhAvAvezamAM saMghapramukha saMpatalAlajI kocarane na kahevAnA zabdo kahI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (03) 1111111111 a ja raekeri a mA rA

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lobhI dhananI prAptimAM saMtoSa kadI navi pAme, svAdhyAyAdika yogomAM muni tRpti kadI navi pAme. dhana te...50 dIdhA. banyuM evuM ke saMpatalAla kocaranA ghaniSTha mitra zrI megharAja golecchAne tyAM A mAMgalika kAryanA prasaMge bahArathI milamAliko, menejara sAhebo, DokTaro, vakIlo, che uccavarNanA AgevAno padhArelA hatA. AcAryadeva je dharmazALAmAM cAturmAsa utaryA hatA, barAbara enI sAmenA makAnamAM ja A prasaMga hato. emAM badhAne abhakSya pINuM a ApavAmAM AvyuM. A vAtanI zrI AcAryadevane khabara paDI. saMghapramukha AvI rIte abhakSyapINA pIvaDAve e emanAthI sahana na thayuM ane pramukhane bolAvIne dhadhaDAvI nAMkhyA. A a Na 1 // ra a mA rA IIIIIIIII a kAcanI baraNI jevA zrAvakonAM haiyA tUTI jatA keTalI vAra ? e pramukhane khoTuM lAgI gayuM, dharmazALAmAM, upAzrayamAM AvavAnuM ja baMdha karI mA rA dIdhuM. divaso vItatA gayA. AcAryadevane paNa pAchaLathI kaDaka-Tu-apazabdo bolavA badala pazcAttApa thayo. paNa have zuM thAya ? vicAryuM ke "pajusaNamAM Avaze. tyAre kSamApanA karI laIza." paNa 11 // ra pajusaNanA 1-2-3-4-5 divasa thaI gayA, saMpatalAla kocara saMghapramukha upAzrayamAM na dekhANA. "saMvatsarIe pratikramaNa karavA to Avaze ja. saMghapramukha che..." e ekamAtra A AzA AcAryadevane hatI. 1 // ra A che sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa nimitte seMkaDo zrAvako AvI gayA, hola bharAI gayo. che paNa AcArye joyuM ke "saMpatalAla na dekhAya." A "juo, bhAIo ! mArA kaDavA zabdonA kAraNe saMghapramukhane khoTuM lAgyuM hovAthI e pratikramaNa karavA AvyA nathI. emanI sAthe kSamApanA karyA vinA jo huM pratikramaNa karuM to mAruM pratikramaNa niSphaLa thAya. eTale huM atyAre ja kSamApanA karavA emanA ghare jAuM chuM. mane kadAca vAra lAgaze, tame pratikramaNa zaru karI dejo. huM pachI bhaLI a jaIza.' m paNa zrI saMgha mAne ? rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (08) MIIIIIII 111111111111111 A Na 21 // ra A mA rA

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vAo mahAvIrassANamA tthuNa samaNassa bhagavaoma samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namotyu-NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAna >> haO Apa na Avo tyAM sudhI ame rAha jozuM. pratikramaNa ApanI sAthe ja zaru, A karazuM" saMghe javAba vALyo. AcAryadeva ziSya sAthe saMpatalAla kocaranA ghare gayA, hArdika kSamApanA karI. AcAryazrInI AvI namratA-nikhAlasatA joI emane paNa potAnI bhUlanuM bhAna thayuM. A page paDIne kSamA mAMgI. zrI saMghe joyuM ke AcAryadeva ane saMghapramukha sAthe ja pAchA AvI rahyA che, tyAre sakaLa saMghanAM AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. jinazAsanano jayanAda karAyo." saMpatalAla kocare zrIsaMgha samakSa potAnI bhUla svIkArI sAthe pratikramaNa karyuM. | (zAstro kahe che ke sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa karatA pUrve jo manamAM koIpaNa jIva pratye A veranI gAMTha rahI jAya, kSamApanA karavAnI rahI jAya to mithyAtvanI prApti thAya. mAM eTale ja sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa pUrve badhAe badhAnI sAthe hArdika kSamApanA karI ja rA levI...) 209. mojuM eka ja pagamAM kema? - "sAhebajI! A kevuM vicitra lAge che ! Ape eka pagamAM mojuM paheryuM che. bIjo 2 paga khullo rAkhyo che. A kevuM ?" bhakta zrAvake vihAra karI rahelA AcAryazrIne prazna pUchyo. - "mAre ekaja pagamAM takalIpha thaI che. to mojuM eka ja pagamAM paheruM ne? bIjA 8 pagamAM takalIpha nathI. to tyAM zuM kAma mojuM paheru AcAryazrIe uttara Apyo. paNa sAheba ! A to kevuM lAge ? enA karatAM baMne pagamAM paherone ? sAruM , cha lAge." zrAvaka bolyo. A AcAryadeve sahajatAthI kahyuM ke "bhAI ! huM sAdhu chuM. vagara kAraNe bIjA pagamAM A | mojuM zA mATe paheruM? ane lokone kevuM lAge che e mAre zuM jovAnuM? mAre to doSa Na ga lAgato nathI ne ?eTaluM ja jovAnuM !" (jJAnasAramAM kahyuM che ke lokottarasthitine bhajanArA munie lokasaMjJAmAM taNAvuM | joIe nahi...) 0 = ha ha ha :- s TMTMTMTMTM 0 = 9 0 6 ha ha TWITTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (5) Aja

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timAno aTake pharatA, to paNa niSkalaMka mecamI nAnI paNa bhUla nahi karatA. dhana vera Dage ne caMdrasUryavimAno aTake pharatA, topaNa niSkalaMka saMcA meM che | 210. AdinAthadAdAne kSamAnI bheTa ApI dAdA ! Aje pAlitANAthI vihAra karIe chIe. tArI ghaNA divaso sudhI bhakti karI. e bhaktinA saMbhAraNArUpe mAre eka bAdhA levI che. A mane krodha khUba Ave che. vAte vAte vAraMvAra mana gusse thaI jAya che. huM Aje A [Na eka nAnakaDI bAdhA lauM chuM ke AkhA divasa daramyAna 7 thI 8 nA samaya daramyAna ga = eka kalAka to huM krodha nahi ja karuM. game tevo prasaMga bane, e eka kalAka kSamA gA Raa rAkhIza." A siddhagirithI vihAra karatI vakhate eka sAdhvIjIe pratijJA lIdhI. A - thoDAka vakhata bAda pAchuM siddhAcala AvavAnuM thayuM, ane thoDA divasa bAda pAcho mA |rA vihAra thayo tyAre bIjA eka kalAkanI pratijJA karI. 8 thI 9 paNa krodha na karavAnI rA - bAdhA lIdhI. ema vAraMvAra banyuM. kSamA vadhatI cAlI, krodha ghaTato cAlyo. Aje emane 24 kalAka mATe krodha na karavAnI pratijJA che. atyaMta kSamAzIla banI # gayA che. | 211. karmakSapaNano avasara jANI je manamAM bahu hasatA. e vi.saM. 2026nI sAla ! AcAryadevanuM cAturmAsa bAraDolImAM hatuM. ekavAra pustakanuM AkhuM kabATa AcAryadevanA mAthA upara paDyuM. mAthAmAM khUba ja UMDo ghA paDI gayo. lohI to puSkaLa nIkaLavA lAgyuM. paNa AcAryadeve DokTara bolAvavAnI ke dhanuranuM IMjekzana levAnI paNa sApha nA | A pADI dIdhI. Na emaNe lohI baMdha karavA mATe cUnAno ghaDo mAthA upara khAlI karAvI dIdho. lohI gA nIkaLavAnA bhAga upara vadhu ne vadhu cUno lagADatA gayA. zrAvakoe DokTara bolAvavA ghaNuM kahyuM tyAre kahe ke A to karma khapAvavAno avasara Avyo che. mane sahana karavA do..." CONT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (06) STTTTTTTT

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takhaloha samazrAvakane nijakAja kadI navi soMpe svayaMdAsa e biradadhArI nijakAje nijatana rope. dhana te...para 212. tapapadane pUjIe A (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) be varSa pUrve mAre eka sAdhvIjI ma.sAhebanI nizrAmAM rahevAnuM thayuM. te vakhate a emanI tapa sAdhanAno Acho Acho aNasAra prApta thayo. el gA thAya.) ra (kha) bIjIvAra 100 oLI vardhamAnatapanI pUrNa karI. emAM 100 mI oLI a akrama dvArA karI. mA rA 10101010101010101010101010101 ramA vy ? (ka) ekavAra 100 oLI vardhamAnatapanI pUrNa karI. (saLaMga karIe to 14 varSa Na (ga) trIjI vAra 68 oLI vardhamAnatapanI pUrNa karI. (gha) vAparavA bese tyAre A sAdhvIjI kyAMya AjubAju najara na nAMkhe. mAtra potAnA pAtrAmAM ja najara. koNa zuM vApare che ? vagere jovAnI IcchA ja nahi. (ca) roja rAtre 3.30 kalAke UThIne japa karavA besI jAya. ane divase paNa ArAma na kare. (cha) emanA saMyamajIvana daramyAna emaNe mAtra eka ja bolapenano upayoga karyo che. (ja) 100mI oLInuM pAraNuM ThaMDA dUdhathI karyuM. koIne kazuM ja jaNAvyuM nahi. doSitavastu karAvI ja nahi. 213. A badhA ajaina ke jaina ? A che mahesANA pAse AveluM nAnakaDuM gAma lIMca ! bhavyajinAlaya... OM che 5 ra 5 x 5 rama pahelA jAhojalAlI hatI, paNa hAla... jainanuM mAtra ekaja ghara... te paNa mAtra a 1 be-traNa vyakti.... NA lIMcamAM bApajI ma.nA samudAyanA sAdhvIjIoe cAturmAsa karyuM. cAturmAsapraveza gA bAda... jainetara bALakomAM saMskAranuM siMcana karavAnI zaruAta karI ane ra (ka) 150 jainetara bALako bhaNavA AvatA thaI gayA. (kha) eka mAsamAM to e ajaina bALako guruvaMdana-caityavaMdana, stavana, sAmAyikamA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (66) mmmmm rA A sA

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samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa motyaNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassA levA-pAravAnI vidhi, AratImaMgaLa dIvo, paryuSaNanAM stavana, thoya, hAlaraDuM, A sAtalAkha, kalyANa kaMda, badhu zIkhI gayA. paryuSaNamAM e badhuM ja jAheramAM bolyA. A % (ga) bALako upAzrayamAM AvatAnI sAthe ja besI jAya. 25 jeTalA bALako to | sAmAyika kare.. (cha) roja 70 jeTalA ajaina bhAI-baheno derAsara darzana karavA AvatA thaI gayA. | (ca) 25-30 ajaina bhAI-baheno navakArazI-covihAra kare. (cha) roja rAtre bahenonuM vyAkhyAna ! 200 jeTalA ajaina beno Ave. nava vAge vyAkhyAnano samaya hoya ane badhA 10 miniTa pahelA hAjara thaI jAya. teo mAne ke "gurunA AvyA pachI ApaNe pahoMcIe to pApa lAge, AzAtanA kahevAya." teo AvIne roja bole ke "gurujI amAro aMtaranAda. amane Apo sAcuM jJAna..." (ja) paryuSaNa mahAparvamAM to ajainoe ghaNo ja utsAha dAkhavyo. * roja 100 ajaina bhAI-baheno pUjA kare. ' * roja ajaina 150 bhAI-baheno pratikramaNa kare. * mahAvIra janmavAMcananA divase bapore 500 ajaina bhAI-baheno hAjara hatA. 4 # rAtre rAtrijago karavAmAM 600 jaNa hAjara hatA. * ajainomAM ra6 aThThama ane 10 aDhAI thaI. * rojeroja 70 ajainoe ekAsaNA karyA. * rAtre pratikramaNa bAda badhA AratImAM jAya, AratI pachI pAchuM vyAkhyAna goThavAya. 250 saMkhyA thAya. badhA rAtre sADAdasa vAge ghare jAya. (4) ajaino bole ke "tamane amArA uddhAra mATe bhagavAne mokalyA che. amArA | lIMca gAmanA lokone tame sudhArI dIdhA." (Ta) mahesANAmAM birAjamAna AcAryadevane vaMdana karavA mATe badhA cAlatA ra cAlatA gayA. kula 150 ajaina bhAI baheno ! "rastAmAM vAto na karAya" ema kahyuM A to AkhA raste gurunA gIto gAtA gAtA cAlyA. tyAM ajaina bALakoe progrAma karyo, C I TI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (08) jI"

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- sukhazIlatAthI veSadhArI je sAdhvAcAra na sAdhe, mArgabhraSTa bhArekarmo te pApa anaMtA bAMdhe. dhana te...paNa saMghamAM zuddha uccAra sAthe sUtro bolyA. jaino Azcarya pAmyA. (8) ajaina benone pahelethI ja pANI gaLIne vAparavuM - loTano kALa... vagere A AcAro zIkhavI dIdhA. eka divasa ema.sI. upara vyAkhyAna ApyuM. e divase 500 beno hAjara ! badhA pALatA thaI gayA. e badhAne pApano bhaya ghaNo ! upavAsa karyo a hoya to bIjA divase pUchyA vinA pAraNuM na kare. 1 // Na (Da) jyAre teo eka sAthe madhurakaMThe hAlaraDuM bolyA, tyAre to ema ja lAgyuM ke "A ajaino zI rIte kahevAya ? kevuM suMdara, bhAvavAhI stavana bole che." ra (Dha) paryuSaNanA ATha divasa to gharanA kAmakAja sivAyano badho samaya upAzrayamAM a ja vitAve. m rA A che MIIIII A (eka sAdhvIjI paNa jainetaromAM AvI ajoDa, amogha, atoDa zAsanaprabhAvanA karI zake e keTaluM badhuM Azcarya che...) 214. jyAre duHkhanA DuMgarAo tUTI paDe che.... (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) amArA dAdI guruNI 93 varSanI uMmare kALadharma pAmelA. 75 varSanI uMmare teo vihAra karI (DoLI-vhIlacera nahi) mahArASTramAM AvyA. nAsikamAM comAsuM karyuM. 5 D 5 >> F - (ta) jIvadayA mATe sUcana karyuM to ajainoe ghaNI 2kama noMdhAvI. 500-500 Ape to paNa potAnA nAmanI koI paravA nahi. paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA nimitte rA e jainataroe rUA.20000 jIvadayA mATe noMdhAvyA. rUA. (ka) paryuSaNamAM ja AMtaraDuM coMTI gayuM ane saDI gayuM. tenuM oparezana karAvyuM. (kha) thoDA vakhata pachI ekAeka lakavo thayo. bacavAnI AzA na hatI paNa A AyuSya baLavAna hatuM eTale sAruM thaI gayuM. El 1 // ra ra 5 x 5 a (ga) 82-83 varSanI uMmare ekavAra pATa uparathI paDI gayA, emAM thayelI IjAne Na sAjI karavA jatA hADakuM vAMku thaI gayuM. halAya nahi ke calAya nahi. ekaja paDakhe 24 1 // ra kalAka suI rahevAnuM. 6 varSa A rIte pasAra karyA, paNa koI hAya-voya nahi, phariyAda a nahi, uMhakAro nahi. sutA sutA pustako vAMcyA kare. koI para gusso na kare. mA rA a (gha) koI paNa divasa ema phariyAda nathI karI ke "mane garamI lAge che, mane mA ( vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI rA (79)

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bAvacanamaktidhArI nizcayathI kare bhavakhaMDana. dhanate. pa, mana vikipAlana vidhibahumAna ne vidhimaMDana, ajoDa pravacanabhaktidhArI minI , mavidhinuM khaMDana vikipAlana ti A| 8 reie 2 re para macchara karaDe che." A jevI paristhiti hoya, tevI paristhiti nabhAvI le. () AvA rogo vacce paNa kyAreya AdhAkarmI banAvaDAvIne vAparyuM nathI. 215. vedanA vacce paNa vaMdanA cAlu ja. e sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte (ka) AkhA jIvana daramyAna 8 karoDa namaskAra mahAmaMtrano japa karyo che. (kha) chellI uMmaramAM DAbA zarIre lakavo thayelo, chatAM roja 100 thI 150 navakAravALI roja apramattapaNe gaNe. " . a mAM (ga) e lakavAmAM vaLI cAra mAsanI mAMdagI AvI, IMjekzana pAkI gayeluM, mAM rA bolanuM oparezana karAvyA bAda e sAthaLanA bhAga upara 20-25 TAMkA lIdhelA... nA B e daramyAna kula 1 kilo jeTaluM lohI-paruM nIkaLyuM. chatAM emanA japamAM koI pheraphAra = = nahi. sahavartI pAse pustako vaMcAvI emAM lIna bane. (gha) chellA ATha divasa bAkI hatA tyAre emanI vANI baMdha paDI gaI. emanA zarIra para judA judA AkAranA sAthiyA dekhAyA lAgyA. loko e jovA AvatA. - 216. bhagavAnanA nAmathI caDiyAtuM koI nAma nathI amadAvAdanuM paMkaje sosAyaTInuM derAsara. tyAM mULanAyaka zrI saMbhavanAtha bhagavAna Adi paramAtmAnI prANa-pratiSThA 1. AcAryadevanA hAthe thavAnI hatI. pratiSThAnI uchAmaNIo zaru thaI. chA AcAryadevanA manamAM paisA ke bolI rekorDarUpa thAya enuM vizeSa mahattva na hatuM, A paraMtu zuddhinI mahattA hatI. [Na AthI ja uchAmaNI zaru karatA pahelA ja emaNe upadeza Apyo ke ApaNe tyAM dhanavAno paisAnA jore bolI bolIne pratiSThA karAvI jAya. paraMtu gA|| ? enA AcAra-vicAra kevA che? e tarapha lakSya apAtuM nathI. pratiSThAne saphaLa banAvavI A hoya ane saMghanI unnati karavI hoya to uttama ArAdhaka evA bAravratadhArI zrAvakanA A mA hAthe pratiSThA karAvavI joIe. COMMUT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (80) MAINMMMM.

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yo mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavaomI motyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasa . ! >> 0 6 ha ha ~ 3 o e w x 6 ApaNe bolI to bolavAnI ja. bolI bolanArAo pratiSThA kare e paNa mAnya. A paNa jo badhAnI maMjurI hoya to bolI bolanArAnI sAthe huM kahuM e ArAdhaka zrAvaka A . paNa bhegA pratiSThA kare. A vAta badhAne mAnya hoya to bolo..." saMghe ekamate gurudevazrInI vAta svIkArI lIdhI. nakkI karyuM ke "pUjyazrI jenuM nAma sUcave te bAvratadhArI zrAvakane AgaLa karIne A uchAmaNI bolanArAo pratiSThAno lAbha leze." eja pramANe thayuM. have prazna Avyo derAsaramAM pratiSThAkAraka AcArya ane pratiSThAno lAbha lenAra | zrImaMta zrAvakonA pratiSThAkAraka ane lAbha lenAra tarIke nAma lakhavAno ! mA nispRha AcAryadeve khUba ja makkamatAthI kahyuM ke "bhagavAnanA nAmathI caDhiyAtuM ' bIjuM kayuM nAma hoI zake ? eTale jo lAbha lenAra hA pADe to derAsaramAM mAruM ke che enuM koI paNa nAma na lakhAvIe...." uM pratiSThAno lAbha lenAra vyakti paNa AcAryadevanA pagale cAlanArA ja hatA. 3 emaNe paNa nAmanI bAbatamAM niHspRhatA ja batAvI. - Aje paNa e derAsaramAM bhagavAnanA nAma sivAya bIjA koIpaNa nAmanuM citarAmaNa kyAMya khUNAmAM paNa jaDaze nahi. 8 Aja AcAryadeve amadAvAdamAM amUla sosAyaTImAM pratiSThA karAvI che. tyAM paNa ka 2 pratiSThAkAraka ke lAbha lenAra koInuM paNa nAma nathI. . (nAma mATe ati lolupa jIvone bhavAMtaramAM evA tiryaMca-nigodanA avatAro [ A levA paDe ke jayAM nAma ja na maLe...) | 217. tamane lAgyuM to nathI ne ? (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) uMmara to e sAdhvIjInI moTI, paNa tapamAM AgaLa paDatA ! kAyama ekAsaNA kare. bapore bAra vAgyA sudhI kheMcI na zake to porisI samaye ekAsaNuM karavA besI a jAya. savAre navakArazI janArAo vadhAre dUdha vahorI lAve e rAkhI muke eTale e A mA vRddha sAdhvIjI porisI samaye vahelA vAparavA besI zake. INITIATI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (81) nimmi . MIT - g ~ 3 o e

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pAchI mota ne mahAta vadhI. enate..papa yamarAje maninA maraNa anatA kIdhA, bhAvasahita jinamaNA pALI zako, .. jo ke kaDaka hakIkato - Aja lagI yamarAje muninA maraNa ? eka divasa Aja rIte tarapaNI bharIne vadheluM dUdha kabATamAM mUkI rAkheluM. porisIno samaya thayo eTale vRddha sAdhvIjI ekAsaNuM karavA besavA mATe tarapaNI levA kabATa pAse gayA. emaNe tarapaNI hAthamAM lIdhI. ' A have huM e vakhate kabATanI nIce ja svAdhyAya karavA beThelI, mane emanI pravRtti A NI tarapha upayoga na hato. acAnaka ja huM koIka kAma mATe ubhI thaI, e ubhI thaI emAM | huM emanA hAtha sAthe athaDAI, emanA hAthamAMnI tapaNI dUra jaI paDI. tUTI gaI. gI - e vakhate mArA guruNI sAme ja beThelA, emaNe A badhuM joyuM. huM to gabharAI | A gaI, "ATaluM badhU dUdha DhoLAI javA badala guNI sakhata Thapako Apaze." e vicArathI rA avAcaka banI gaI. paNa huM Azcarya pAmI. tarata mArA guruNI uDyA, luMchaNiyuM laI dUdha sApha karavA lAgyA. pachI to huM re che paNa sahAya mATe joDAI. e kAma karatA karatA ja mane pUche "tamane vAgyuM to nathI ne?" amRta jevA e zabdo sAMbhaLI mAruM mana bharAI AvyuM. na ThapakAnuM nAma ! na dUdha DhoLAI javAnI ghaTanAno ullekha ! enA badale mane vAgyuM hovAnI ciMtA ! mAro bhaya dUra thaI gayo. (bhUla to badhAnI thAya, bhUla thaI eTale e paDelo kahevAya. paDelAne pATuM mAravuM na joIe. arthAt ene enI bhUlano khyAla AvI jAya pachI khakhaDAvavAne badale AzvAsana ApI bhUla bhUlI jaI prasanna banAvavo joIe.) 218. AzritonI mAtA bane e sAcA guru (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) "gurujI ! amAro aMtaranAda.." COMMITHI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (2) "

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halakA devo icche paNa apramattane kadI navi bAdhe, saMyamazakti anupamoI sarvapramAdane kADhe. dhana te...56 nA nArA bolAI rahyA hatA. che upAzrayanI nIce seMkaDo mANaso bhegA thayA hatA. zaraNAI ane benDanA A avAjathI vAtAvaraNamAM madhuratA phelAI hatI. gaIkAle ja eka benanI dIkSA thayelI, Aje enA saMsArI ghare AcAryadeva nUtanadIkSita sAthe pagalA karavA javAnA hatA, a e mATe ja A AnaMdotsavano mAhola khaDo thayo hato. Na 1 // ra A che a m rA 1010101010101000 huM, mArA guruNI ane sAdhvIjIo tyAre ja AcAryadevane vaMdana karavA upAzrayamAM pahoMcI gayA. AcAryazrI taiyAra thaI cUkyA hatA, nIkaLavAnI taiyArImAM hatA, tyAM ame pahoMcyA eTale vaMdana levA mATe beThA. mArI dIkSA paNa eka varSa pUrve ja thayelI. A vaMdana karIne mArA guruNIe AcAryadevane mArI tarapha AMgaLI cIMdhI dhImA mA avAje kahyuM ke rA "sAhebajI ! A sAdhvIjInA saMsArI bApujI gaIkAle mRtyu pAmyA che..." zabdo sAMbhaLatA ja. huM coMkI. kemake A samAcAra mane maLyA ja na hatA. mane khyAla AvI gayo ke mane AghAta na lAge e mATe atyAra sudhI mArAthI e vAta chupAvavAmAM AvelI. dIkSA lIdhI paNa saMsArI bApujI pratye sneha to hato ja, A acAnaka banelA prasaMge mArA mukha upara udAsInatA lAvI dIdhI. AcAryadevane mArA AghAtano aMdAja AvI gayo. bIjI bAju tyAMno zrIsaMgha, nUtanadIkSitanA svajano utAvaLamAM hatA, moDuM thaI gayuM hatuM... chatAM AcAryadeva zAMtithI beThA. mane sAMtvanA ApavI e A emanI pharaja samajI emaNe kahyuM ke |che. "ApaNe upAzraya badalIe, gRhastho ghara badale, ema tamArA saMsArI bApujIe zarIra badalyuM che... emAM kheda na karavo." ma ta 1 // ra gaI. A che a mane pAMceka miniTa zAMtithI AzvAsana ApyA bAda ja rAha joI rahelA a paNa gRhasthonI sAthe AcAryadeva pagalA karavA nIce utaravA lAgyA. 1 // emanI A udAratA, Azrito pratyenI apAra lAgaNI mArA hRdayane sparzI ra 5 >> 6 ra a (pratyeka vaDIlo Azrito pratye AvA agAdha vAtsalyavALA bane to a mA zramaNasaMsthAmAM svarganA ja darzana thAya... koI na pIDAya.) mA rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (83)

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o mahAvIrassa Namo tyuNe samaNassa bhagavao mahAra jAmotyurNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra 219. jinAjJApAlananI zakti aparaMpAra che. A tuM zuM kare che ? A pUThuM kema halAvyA kare che ? vAyukAyanI virAdhanA che thAya..." mArA moTA gurubene mane Thapako Apyo. AjathI 10 varSa pahelAnI vAta. e sthaLa hatuM amadAvAda kIkAbhaTTanI poLa ! sAMkaDI galImAM nAnakaDA upAzrayamAM ame utarelA hatA. suratathI vihAra karI A amadAvAda AvI atre rokAyelA. e poLamAM ja amAruM comAsuM nakkI thayuM ane mA cAturmAsa praveza paNa karI dIdho. che . paNa re thoDAka ja divaso bAda moTA gurubenane khabhA upara nAnI nAnI phollIo thaI, 3. zaruAtamAM to khabara na paDI. paNa pachI jhapATAbaMdha e phollIo moTA phollA thaI vadhavA lAgI, tyAre amane khabara paDI ke e phollIo eTale harapIsa ! harapIsa eTale jANe dhagadhagato aMgAro ! je baLatarA thAya, vedanA thAya enI ER kalpanA paNa na karI zakIe. koI khabhA upara dhagadhagato aMgAro mUke ane je pIDA = thAya evI pIDA A harapIsanI garamIthI thAya. paNa e moTA gurubena sahana karatA rahyA. sAta divasa bAda A eka rAtre e vedanAe hada vaTAvI. gurubenanI sahanazIlatAnI kasoTI thavA lAgI. | pratikramaNa bAda e codhAra AMsue raDavA lAgyA. ame badhA joI rahyA. zuM karIe? eka to sAMkaDI galImAM baMdhiyAra upAzraya eTale pavana bilakula na Ave, emAM vaLI comAsuM hovA chatAM varasAda vizeSa na paDelo hovAthI sakhata baphAro ! A bahAranI garamI ane harapIsanI aMdaranI garamI.... ane chevaTe e moTA gubenane zAtA ApavA mATe meM pUThuM hAthamAM laI enA dvArA A mA emane paMkho nAMkhavo zaru karyo. Liaa vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (84) MINITIONS

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>> banI jatAM. aSTamAtanI goda ramatI, gatithI na gabharAtA, dhana . ke mAtAnA khoLe poyA, bALaka nirbhaya banI mAtA che, huM A mArI A prakriyA jotA ja vedanAnA rudana sAthe ja emaNe mane prazna karelo ke, "tuM A zuM kare che..." meM javAba dIdho ke "Apane garamImAM zAtA maLe e mATe paMkho nAMkhuM chuM..." >> ane 0 0 ha ha 0 4 0 codhAra AMsue raDAvanArI vedanA vacce paNa e bolI uThyA ke "mArA pApanA udaye mane je karma udayamAM AvyuM che, te karmamAM vadhAro karavA tuM : mane paMkho nAMkhe che? A rIte havA khAvAthI to mane ghora pApa baMdhAze, huM durgatimAM jaIza. mAre evI durgati joItI nathI. bhagavAnanI AjJA pALI jeTalA karmo baLe teTalA mAre bALavA che..." huM sAMbhaLI ja rahI. AvI kaTokaTimAM paNa jinAjJA pratye kevo bahumAnabhAva ! AjJApAlana mATe kevI sajAgatA ! ane meM sAkSAta joyuM e jinAjJApAlananuM phaLa ! e aMtima rAta bIjA divase savAre harapIsanI vedanA zamI gaI hatI. jUnA phollA maTavA B lAgyA, navA phollA thatA baMdha thaI gayA. jinAjJApAlanano pratyakSa camatkAra meM najaronajara nihALyo. | (agAdha zraddhA jo hoya jinAjJAo pratye ! enuM pAlana karavAnI aDaga Teka jo hoya rUMvADe rUMvADe ! to koIpaNa kALamAM e jinAjJAo camatkAronI hAramALA sarjI devA sakSama che. paNa zraddhA ane sattvanI khAmI hoya to jinAjJAo paNa zuM kare ?) - 220. mathuSyaRSirrLaza cAlorivAiva: | (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ~). e AcAryadevano svabhAva ghaNo kaDaka ! emAMya sAdhvIjIo pratye to vizeSa kaDakAI dAkhave. emane vadhu samaya che. A upAzrayamAM ubhA ya na rahevA de. vagara kAraNe upAzraye koI sAdhvIjI jAya, to Thapako n g - 6 da ha 0 0 9 TITL vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (85) Immunism

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jema vepArI khovAyA ratno bArIkAIthI zodhe, mAragamAM temamuni jIvone najare najare nodhe. dhana te...58 ApatA vAra nahi. hasavAnuM to nAma nahi. siMha jevI mukhAkRti joIne ja ame badhA A sAdhvIjIo emanAthI DarIe. alabatta ame jANatA hatA ke A kaDakAI zAstrIya hatI, brahmacaryanI surakSA mATe a Na 21 // ra a m rA Or A el 1 // ra hatI... paNa e DaranA kAraNe ame AcAryadeva pAse javAmAM bhayanI lAgaNI anubhavatA. ekavA2 e vardhamAna taponidhi AcAryadevanuM cAturmAsa vidyAzALAmAM hatuM. uMmara ghaNI thaI gayelI ane emAM vaLI tabiyata bagaDI. rAta-divasano bheda pArakhavA jeTalo paNa viveka AcAryadeva e mAMdagImAM gumAvI beThA. khAsa kaMI bolI zakatA na hatA. zrI saMghe namaskAra mahAmaMtranI dhUna zaru karI dIdhelI. ame badhA AvI mAMdagImAM emane zAtA pUchavA, vaMdana karavA upAzraye gayA. paNa najIka javAnI to hiMmata ja nahi. ame 25 thI 30 sAdhvIjIoe rUmanI bahAra rahIne ja AcAryadevane vaMdana karyA. AcAryadeva rUmamAM hatA, paNa rUmamAM to paga mUkatA paNa dhrUjatA. rakhe ne AcAryazrI Thapako Ape to ? A m rA AcAryadevanI amArA upara najara paDI, emaNe hAthanA IzArAthI amane badhAne rUmanI aMdara bolAvyA. A ane teozrIe be hAtha joDI "matthaeNa vaMdAmi" kahyuM ane pachI "micchAmi dukkaDaM' -tra A >> 66 ame badhA gabharAyA "kaMI bhUla thaI ke zuM ?...' ame aMdara to gayA, paNa dUra ja ubhA rahyA. A AcAryadeve IzArAthI amane najIka bolAvyA. ame hiMmata karI e vayovRddha A che glAna AcAryadevanI najIka gayA. che A m rA 111111111111111 A ja. kahyuM. ame joyuM ke teozrImAM vadhu bolavAnI zakti ja na hatI. A be vAkyo paNa ra e ghaNA dhImA avAje mahAmuzkelIe bolelA. paNa e vakhatanA emanA mukha uparanA bhAvoe hajAro vAkyo kahI dIdhA. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (<9) www A m rA

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bAvIrassa Namo tthuNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra motya NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra mAtRtvanAM spaSTa darzana thayA e be vAkyomAM ! e jANe ke amane kahI rahyA hatA ke "meM tamane ghaNIvAra Thapako Apyo che, kaDakAI karI che. paNa e mAtra tamArA hita mATe A A ja ! chatAM tamane duHkha thayuM ja haze.. mane kSamA Apazo." - ame codhAra AMsue raDI paDyA. teo kaDaka jeTalA hatA enA karatA ghaNA vadhAre | namra hatA eno amane spaSTa anubhava thayo. "emanI ATalI kaDakAI chatAM paNa ame zA mATe emanA pratye agAdha | | bahumAnabhAva dharAvatA hatA" enuM apragaTa kAraNa Aje amane jANavA maLyuM. emanI guNavattA, amArA pratyenI nirdoSa, apragaTa lAgaNI e ja amAdA sadbhAvanuM ekamAtra kAraNa hatuM. (kavi kAlidAsa kahe che ke samudramAM hiMsaka prANIo hovAthI loko samudra pAse ma jatA gabharAya paNa che ane samudramAM amUlya ratno hovAthI e meLavavA loko samudra | Fra pAse javA talapApaDa paNa che. ' rAjA (sadguru) paNa Avo ja hoya. enA guNonA kAraNe Azrito enA tarapha = = sadAya AkarSAyelA rahe. enI kaDakAI-parAghAtanA kAraNe Azrito sadAya enAthI 3 gabharAyelA rahe...) - 221. ekAsaNA chUTyA, hRdaya tUTyuM = "juo, AcAryadeva ! Apane eka AMkhamAM to motIyAnuM oparezana karAvyuM re ja che. have bIjI AMkhamAM paNa karAvavuM paDaze. paNa e mATe Ape poSTika vAparavuM ? ( paDaze. traNa TAIma khorAka levo paDaze. to ja A oparezana zakya banaze. nahi to... | - A eTale Apa ekAsaNAno Agraha choDI do." DokTare aDadho kalAka sudhI AcAryadevane ekAsaNA choDavA ghaNA samajAvyA, paNa cha| - A e na mAnyA te na ja mAnyA. TNa e AcAryadevanI uMmara hatI 90 varSa ! ATalI uMmare paNa ekAsaNAnA sakhata AgrahI ! tabiyata bagaDI, oparezana gA ra thayA paNa ekAsaNA choDavA taiyAra nahi. uMmaranA kAraNe AMkho nabaLI paDavA lAgelI, || A eka AMkhamAM motIyAnuM oparezana thaI gayeluM. have bIjI AMkhamAM karavuM jarUrI hatuM. A mA paNa e mATe zarIrane ane AMkhane poSaNanI jarUra hatI ja. DokTara e mATe ja mA www vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (89) minum ||

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mukhasikA viNa bhASaka ghAtaka SaTkAyano bhAkhyo, nA bole muhapattI vinA te karuNAsAgara ThAkhyo. dhana che...5 AcAryazrIne vAraMvAra samajAvatA, paNa patthara para pANI ! AcAryadevane eka vyasana hatuM, enA vinA emane cena na paDe. e vyasana hatuM svAdhyAyanuM ! 90 varSanI uMmare paNa e satata zAstronuM vAMcana karyA ja kare, emAM tallIna banI jAya. gocarI na maLe, moDI maLe to cAle paNa zAstravAMcana vinA eka kalAka paNa e rahI zakatA na hatA. A che A Na 1 // ra THC A che| chevaTe DokTare e du:khatI nasa dabAvI. "juo, sAhebajI ! Apa ekAsaNA nahi choDo, traNa TAIma nahi vAparo to a. AMkhanuM oparezana zakya nathI. ane to pachI game tyAre AMkhathI dekhAtuM baMdha thaI a mA jaze. zAstro ke pustako kaMIpaNa tame vAMcI nahi zako... have jevI tamArI marajI...!' m rA rA A vAta sAMbhaLI vRddha AcArya DhIlA paDI gayA. manomana nakkI karI lIdhuM ke "ekAsaNA choDI traNa TAIma vAparuM. " paNa mananI vAta emaNe DokTarane ke ziSyone na karI. bIjA divase emaNe chUTuM paccakkhANa karyuM, paNa savAre na vAparyuM. bapore gocarI vAparI. ma Na 1 // ra a m rA ziSyo to emaja samaje che ke "AcAryadevane ekAsaNuM che." sAMje AcAryadeve ziSyane kahyuM "thoDuMka dUdha laI Ava, mAre vAparavuM che..." ziSya pahelA to AzcaryamAM paDyo. paNa e tarata badhuM samajI gayo. enA to AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. "Akhare AcAryazrIe ekAsaNA choDyA kharA...' paNa 50-60 varSanA ekAsaNAnAM saMskAra ! tyAganA saMskAra ! e eTalA to coTadAra hatA ke eNe AcAryadevane baLApo zaru karAvI dIdho. A che| BOOOOOX $ 6 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (88) I Na ra e to jhaDapathI dUdha vahoravA nIkaLI gayo. paNa A bAju AcAryazrI manamAM ne manamAM baLavA lAgyA. dUdha maMgAvatA to maMgAvI dIdhuM. a Na 1 // ra 111111111 A a m rA

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abyAyanI jananI, sUTamadoSa paNa pariharI karatA zuddhagocarIkaraNI .. doSita gocarI zubhamatinAzaka, viSayakakSAyanI ja. che - OM e 8 + $ = = . mArA ekAsaNA chUTI jaze.. mAre traNa TAIma vAparavuM paDaze." sAheba ! dUdha !.." ziSya pAtrImAM dUdha dharyuM. ja "bIjuM koI vAparanAra che ?" AcAryadeve prazna karyo. nA jI ! koI vAparanAra nathI..." ziSya hoMziyArIthI javAba vALyo. | dUdha paraThavAya to nahi ja, eTale AcAryazrIe dUdha vAparyuM. paNa ghUMTaDe ghUMTaDe | emano baLApo, emanA niHsAsA vadhatA gayA. eka nAnI pAtrI dUdha vAparatA pUrI | 15 thI 20 miniTa lAgI. . e rAtre AcAryadeva raDI paDyA. "mArA ekAsaNA gayA, huM hArI gayo, huM pAmara banI gayo..." ane bIjA ja divasathI teoe pharI ekAsaNA zaru karI dIdhA. navakArazI choDI dIdhI. | (A prasaMga lakhanAra sAdhvIjI lakhe che ke - ame paNa ekAsaNA to karIe chIe, para paNa amane toM koI nimitta maLe to ame besaNuM paNa karI laIe. jarAka tAva jevuM ra lAge to chuTuM paNa karI laIe. amArA gacchAdhipatizrI jevI AcAracustatA ame paNa para R jhaMkhIe chIe... - AjanA bharayuvAna tamAma sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo paNa AvA TekIlA banI ekAsaNA 2 karatA thaI jAya to keTaluM sarasa ! savAra-sAMjanI doSita gocarIthI bacAya, svAdhyAya kara sakhata thAya..) 222. ujaLuM zuM rAkhavAnuM? vastro ke AtmA? (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM 2) . ApaNane badhAne kevA uttama AcAryadeva guru tarIke prApta thayA che ! e ApaNA ujaLA vastro sahana karI zakatA nathI. | ApaNane vastro melA hoya to na game, emane vastro ujaLA hoya to na game. | keTalIyavAra emaNe ApaNane preraNA karI che ke vastro nahi, AtmA ujaLo rAkho. vastro ujaLA rAkhazo to AtmA melo thaze, ane vastro melA rAkhazo, to AtmA a ujaLo thaze... ApaNe emanA vacanone anusarIe to ghaNuM sAruM..." amArA guNI ghaNIvAra A rIte amane badhA sAdhvIjIone preraNA karatA. | Communit vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (89) MAHITI $ $ $ $ $ + $ sa )

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Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasya karI karI Namotyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mArI paNa e kAma saheluM na hatuM. mAre dIkSA lIdhAne 4 varSa thayA hatA. ame badhA lagabhaga A 15 divase ke 30 divase ja kApa kADhatA. paNa amArA guruNInI apekSA vadhAre hatI. eka di ' tame eka evuM karo ke cAra mahine kApa kADhavo, pahelA nahi.." guruNIe mane vyaktigata preraNA karI ane meM A vAta jhIlI lIdhI. Aje to e vAtane 2-3 varSa thaI gayA, paNa meM kadI cAra mAsa pahelA kApa kADhayo nathI. guNInI IcchAne pALavA mATe huM AkhI jIMdagI sakSama banuM eja A ekamAtra paramakRpALu paramAtmAne prArthanA ! (brahmacarya surakSA mATe zramaNa-zramaNIo atiujaLA vastro na pahere e jarUrI che...) 223. sAdagI eka AcAryadevanI ! seMkaDo sAdhvIjIonA adhipati e AcAryadeva. 8 (ka) patro lakhavA mATe peDa vagere rAkhatA na hatA. moTAbhAge e posTakArDathI Eii ja kAma patAvatA. 3 (kha) hAthohAtha koIkano patra Avyo hoya ane eno javAba tarata mokalavAno # hoya, to e patranI pAchaLanI khAlI jagyAmAM ja javAba lakhIne ApI detA, paNa navo kAgaLa na bagADatA. = (ga) koIka jherokSa kAgaLa hoya to emAM upara-nIce cAra-pAMca IMca jeTalI jagyA == A to korI ja hoya. AcAryazrI eno paNa upayoga karavAnuM cUkatA nahi. patra lakhavA mATe eno upayoga karI letA. (gha) "koIpaNa zrAvaka Ave to tene Apa pAMca paisA kharacavAnI paNa bhalAmaNa ane koI divasa karatA nathI evuM zA mATe ?" Na AvuM jyAre ziSyo pUchatA tyAre AcAryadeva uttara ApatA ke "amane amArA upakArI pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMtazrI... ma.sAhebe saMyamanA mAM " joradAra saMskAro ApyA che. temaNe amane kahyuM che ke gRhasthono paiso to aDhAra | A pApasthAnakamAMthI meLavelo hoya, e paisAmAMnI eka pAIno paNa nirarthaka upayoga A mA ApaNe karAvIe to te paisA kamAvavA mATe gRhastha karelA tamAma pAponI anumodanA mALa, [ TINI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (90) jI"

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, baDAto. gaccha te tyAjya gaNAya, salavastu letA mukatA tyAM joI pamAna , A yAM jaI pramArjana thAya. dhanate..1 paMjayA viNa jyAM daMDa gaNAto. sa A karyAnuM pApa ApaNane lAge. teo zrInI A vAta sAMbhaLyA bAda meM gRhasthone paisA A kharacavAnI preraNA karavAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. paNa sArA kAma mATe to preraNA karAya ne ?" vaLato prazna thayo. e to ApaNe vyAkhyAnamAM dAnadharmanI preraNA karIe ja chIe ne? prasaMgopAta A te te sthAne dhana kharacavAnuM paNa jaNAvIe ja chIe. paNa vyaktigata koIne kahevA A thI mATe mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI. koIne AMkhanI zaramamAM pADI paiso kharacAvavo... e Na gai mane na game... (ApaNe to A badhuM zIkhavAnuM bAkI che ne ?) | (ca) lagabhaga 80 varSanI uMmara sudhI emaNe pATano upayoga karyo na hato. (cha) pote AcArya hovA chatAM patramAM kyAreya "AcArya..." ema na lakhe, " mAtra potAnuM nAma lakhe. - 224. Aje paNa abhigraho pUrA thAya che kharA | - cennaInA (madrAsanA) eka zrAvikAbena aTTamanuM paccakakhANa karIne pAlitANA E gayA. : - tyAM dAdAnA darzana karatI vakhate manamAM bhAvanA thaI ke "huM mAsakSapaNa karuM." = svajanone pRcchA karI, badhAe hA pADI. paNa eka zarata karI ke "tame mAsakSapaNa 3 # bhale ahIM karo, paNa pAraNuM to cennaImAM ja karavAnuM." = bahene e vAta svIkArI. A mAsakSapaNa pUrNa thatA ja teo cennaI AvyA. e bahene pAraNA pahelA A | sAtaprakAranA abhigraho manamAM dhAraNa karyA. nirNaya karyo ke "A mArA 7 abhigraho pUrNa thaze to ja huM pAraNuM karIza. bAkI A pAraNuM nahi karuM." | e 7 abhigraho A pramANe hatA. (ka) pAraNA karAvavAvALA 27 loko ekasAthe maLIne pAraNuM karAve. (kha) sauthI pahelA lakhI roTalIthI pAraNuM karAve. (ga) vinaMti vinA ja koIka AcArya bhagavaMta ghare padhAre. (gha) koI sAdhvIjI ghare gocarI vahoravA Ave. UTTTTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (1) UTTITION

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- tithiI karatA zAsana hIlanA pAme. bodhadulabhato virAdhanA doSathI muni vize ,, hA ati virAme. dhanate....62 laghu-vaDInIti avidhithI karatA (ca) eka sapheda kabutara AvIne jAte ja mArA hAthathI dANo khAya. (7) koI AMbilanA tapasvI mAre tyAM pAraNuM kare. (ja) navI gADImAM besIne, pUjAnA vastra paherIne koI mane pAraNuM karAvavA Ave. A badhuM emaNe koIne jaNAvyuM nahi. pAraNAnA divase emane tyAM seMkaDo mANaso AvyA. badhAne eTalI khabara to A paDI ke "bahene koIka abhigraho lIdhA che." paNa e kayA che, e khabara nahi. amuka abhigraho pUrA thatA na hatA eTale pAraNuM aTakI paDeluM. badhA loko nirAza thaI gayA. dhIre dhIre bhIDa ochI thatI gaI. baporanA bAra vAgyA. badhA parezAna hatA. tyAM eka tapasvIbena AMbila karavA beThA, emane thayuM ke "lAva, A lukhI 3 roTalInI vinaMti to karuM ?" jogAnujoga parivAranA 26 vyaktio hAjara ane e # bene lakhI roTalInI vinaMti karI. bIjA badhA abhigraho to pahelA ja pUrA thaI 3 gayelA. A abhigraha paNa pUrNa thayo ane ene mAsakSapaNanuM pAraNuM lakhI roTalIthI | (sAdhuoe ane sAdhvIjIoe gocarI vagere saMbaMdhamAM dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI 8 ane bhAvathI badhA abhigraho levAnA hoya che. sahana karavAnI taiyArI hoya, daDha zraddhA 9 hoya to vikaTamAM vikaTa abhigraho paNa phaLe che. ema kahevAya che ke deDha TekavALAno abhigraha cha mAsamAM pUro thayA vinA raheto A nathI.) 225. tuM bhAgI jA, nahi to zrAvako tane mAraze.... rastA upara vihAra karatA e AcAryadevane khaTArAnI Takkara lAgI. - AcAryadeva ekabAju pheMkAyA, lohI nIkaLavA lAgyuM. khaTArAvALo bhalo mANasa hato. e tarata nIce utarI AcAryazrI pAse Avyo. "sAhebajI ! ghaNuM vAgyuM?..." AvI paristhitimAM AcAryazrIe kahyuM ke "jo, mane jhAjhuM vAgyuM nathI. huM lagabhaga bacI ja jaIza. paNa tuM atyAre ne A " atyAre bhAgI jA. jo mArA zrAvako vagere Avaze, to tane mAraze. polIsa kesa paNa A vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (2) Nirm"

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Namo tyuNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa kadAca kare. nakAmo tuM herAna thaIza. teM kaMI mane jANI joIne mAryuM nathI... jA, bhAgI A jA... ,, che A i 5 n a mA rA -------- A che ra raeri A potAne motanA mukhamAM mokalanArAne paNa bacAvI levAnI A kevI virATa che bhAvanA ! a ane e paNa lohI TapakatA dehanI avasthAmAM...! rA 226. jo zrAvikA paNa AvI ArAdhanA kare to... IndauranA eka bena 30 varSanI uMmare vidhavA thayA. tyArathI ja vairAgya pAmI emaNe varSItapa zaru karyA. Aje emanI uMmara 82 AsapAsa che. emano eka chokaro DokTara che. A bahenane kula bAvana jeTalA varSItapa thaI gayA che. arthAt 360 x 26 = 9360. Azare 10,000 jeTalA upavAsa emanI jIMdagImAM thaI gayA che. ekavAra potAnA dIkarAne laIne IndauramAM rahelA AcAryadevane vaMdana karavA AvyA. AcAryadevane kahe ke "tame mArA dIkarAne kahI do ke mane game te thAya to paNa mane varSItapa na mukAve ..." (mahopAdhyAyajIe 125 gAthAnA stavanamAM kahyuM che ke sAdhubhakti, jinapUjA, dAna-tapAdi karanArA zrAvako-zrAvikAo ghaNA sArA, paNa sAdhuveSa lIdhA bAda sAdhvAcAronuM yathAzakti pAlana na karanArAo bilakula sArA nahi...) 227. vAMka kono ? Thapako kone ? (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) a amArA e sAdhvIjI upara guruNIne eTalo badho vizvAsa ke guruNI ema ja samaje a Na ke "A sAdhvIjI kadIpaNa mArI sAme na paDe. mArI badhI ja vAta svIkArI ja le." 11 // amArA guruNI sAmAnyathI to koIne paNa jarAya Thapako ApI nathI zakatA, emAMya je ziSyAonI ziSyAo hoya emane to lagabhaga Thapako na ja Ape. 5 5 5 = T 5 Na (93) I 2 rA A paNa kazuM ja na kahe to gacchanA sAdhvIo svacchaMdI banI game tema vartavA lAge a mA eTale e paNa khoTuM. mA rA DIY vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI je 5 ra

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dharatIkaMpa, dukALa ne yuddhAdika Apatti moTI. asaMyamakeruM phaLa jANI, sAthe saMyamakoTI dhana te... 63 eTale ja amArA guruNI cAlAkI kare che, gacchanA sAdhvIjIone koIka bAbata A aMge Thapako Apavo hoya to A sAdhvIjIno game te rIte vAMka kADhIne emane dhadhaDAve. A badhA sAdhvIjIo e sakhata Thapako sAMbhaLe.. e sAdhvIjI kadI pratIkAra na che $2... ka a Na 4. 21 // ra "hA jI ! mArI bhUla thaI. have AvI bhUla nahi karuM..." ema ja bole. guruNI A rIte tamAma sAdhvIone kahevA jevuM badhuM kahI de ane sAdhvIjIo te te bhUla karatA aTakI jAya. ulaTuM A sAdhvIjI to bole ke "mane mevA-miSTAnna maLyA..." a A vakhate emano eksIDanTa thayo to paNa lohI nItaratA dehe paNa e arihaMta mA arihaMta ja bolatA hatA. rA 0101010101010101tttttti (A zAstrIyanIti che ke Thapako sahana karavA mATe asamartha ziSyone guru sIdho Thapako na Ape, paNa supAtra ziSyane sakhata Thapako ApavAnA bahAne badhAne cetavaNI ApI de...) 228. nA, nA. svAdhyAyano vyAghAta na karo... (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) e munirAja amArA upAzrayanA pAchaLanA bhAgamAM rahelI bilDIMgamAM vahoravA mATe AvelA. amane to A vAtanI khabara na hatI. munirAje bilDIMgano lokhaMDano geTa (daravAjA) kholavAno prayatna karyo, paNa A varasAdAdinA kAraNe daravAjo phITa thaI gayelo eTale jaldI khulato na hato. kaTAI paNa gayo hato. a Na 1 // 2 (94) 5 tood of 5 mA rA munirAje daravAjo ughADavA jorathI kheMcyo, tyAM to e saLIyo tUTI gayo ane a lokhaMDano saLIyo cazmAnA kAca phoDI AMkhamAM ghUsI gayo... lohI nIkaLavA mAMDyuM. a barAbara e ja vakhate amArA sAdhvIjI mahArAja tyAMthI ja pasAra thatA hatA, gA emaNe A dazya joyuM ane tarata ja ame upAzrayamAM kahevA AvyA. NA Na 1 // ra ra e ja vakhate amArA guruNInA saMsArI bhAI maLavA mATe AvelA hatA. guruNIe tarata emane kahyuM ke "kumArabhAI ! jaldI tyAM jAo. e mahAtmAne a mA Teko daI ahIM laI Avo.' a mA rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI HODIY

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dyAo vidhipUrvaka je karatA. deva jemanATakamAM kiriyAmAM lInAe diriyAmAM lInatAne dharatA. dhana te..94 pratikramaNAdika sarvahiyAo vidhipUrvaka e mahAtmA upAzrayamAM AvyA. ame kahyuM ke "sAhebajI ! pAtrA mUkI do, ame, A ApanA upAzrayamAM mukI Avaze ane A bhAI Apane upAzraya sudhI mukavA A Avaze..." tyAre AMkhomAMthI lohI nIkaLeluM hovA chatAM e munirAje javAba Apyo ke A "nA, nA. tame svAdhyAyamAM vyAghAta na karo. A bhAI sAthe che ne ? e hAtha pakaDIne A Na mane upAzrayamAM mukI Ave eTale basa..." mane jaldI DokTara pAse laI jAva... hAya !.." evA koI ArtadhyAna sUcaka OT, zabdo e munirAja na bolyA. e pachI DokTare yogya sAravAra karI. bhAgyayoge AMkha bacI gaI. A muni nirdoSa gocarInA khapI ane AcAramAM custa hatA. lAMbI lAMbI | oLIomAM paNa gocarI-pANI nirdoSa ja vAparatA. Aje to 100 vardhamAnatapanI oLIo vagere gADha tapa karI cUkyA che, nUtana va AcArya thaIne jinazAsananI yathAzakti prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. AcAryapada para 3 AruDha thayA bAda paNa e munirAja avanavA tapa AdaryA ja kare che. emane potAnI AMkhonI nahi, paNa amArA svAdhyAyanI ciMtA hatI. 229. mAtra mane nahi, badhA AcArya bhagavaMtone bolAvo re "sAhebajI ! amAre tyAM sumatinAtha bhagavAnanI pratiSThAno prasaMga che. e badhuM 8 ja Ape ja saMbhALavAnuM che. ApanI ja nizrAmAM mahotsavAdi karavAnI bhAvanA che. pratiSThA paNa Ape ja karavAnI che..." IT muMbaInA eka sukhI zrImaMta saMghe AcAryadevane vinaMti karI. e hatA 400 sAdhuonA adhipati, gacchAdhipati gItArtha AcAryadeva ! che "huM AvIza, mArI saMmati che. paNa tame mAtra mane ja nahi, badhAne bhegA karo. A Na AkhA muMbaImAM jeTalA paNa AcArya bhagavaMto hoya e badhAne bhArapUrvaka vinaMti karI paNa ga A pratiSThA prasaMge laI Avo. ATalA badhA AcArya bhagavaMto haze to ullAsa- gA utsAha paNa ghaNo vadhI jaze..." AcAryadeve salAha ApI. | "paNa, sAheba! badhA Avaze to emAM to ApanA karatA vaDIla AcAryazrI paNa mA CHITTITHI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (5) TTTTTTT

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mo tyaNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasya samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo yA A haze. emanI hAjarImAM ApanA haste pratiSThA karavAmAM vighna nahi Ave ne ?" .. zrAvakoe potAno bhaya vyakta karI dIdho. "tame bilakula ciMtA na karo. je vaDIla AcArya haze, te ja pratiSThA karaze. mArA hAthe pratiSThA karavAno mAro Agraha nathI. pachI prazna ja kyAM rahyo ?" AcAryadeve potAnI udAratA pUrabahAramAM khIlavI dIdhI. ane zrIsaMghanI vinaMtithI 11 varSa pUrve kula 25 AcArya bhagavaMtoe pratiSThA || mahotsavamAM hAjara rahyA. pratiSThA paNa vaDIla AcAryadevanA hAthe ja thaI.. ("mAruM nAma joIe ja, mArA ekalAnI ja hAjarI joIe, mArA hAthe ja mu pratiSThA thavI joIe." vagere badhA ja mamatva choDIne AvI advitIyakoTinI nI " udAratA dAkhavanAra e gacchAdhipatizrIne koTi koTi vaMdana.) 230. sAdharmika bhakti rIkSA calAvIne AjIvikA meLavanAra e jainabhAI pravacanamAM sAdharmika bhaktino 3 aparaMpAra mahimA sAMbhaLI vicAramAM paDI gayA. mAre paNa sAdharmika bhaktino lahAvo levo che. paNa huM zI rIte lauM? mArI 3 hesiyata zuM ?" paNa e bhAIne eka upAya jaDI gayo. emaNe roja vyAkhyAnamAM javAnuM zaru karyuM. te ka vyAkhyAna pUrNa thayA bAda e tarata rIkSA sAthe upAzrayanI bahAra hAjara thaI jAya. vyAkhyAnamAM dUra dUrathI paNa zrAvaka-zrAvikAo AvatA, eTale koI ne koI zrAvaka- A | zrAvikA ghare pahoMcavA mATe A rIkSA pakaDatA.. rIkSAvALo emane ghare pahoMcADe ane pelA zrAvaka-zrAvikA paisA ApavA jAya A tyAre ekapaNa paiso na le. | Na ulaTuM e bhAI rIkSAmAM ja kaMku rAkhe, enAthI e zrAvakane ke zrAvikAne cAMdalo Na gA karI de ane 1 rUpiyo ApIne kahe * "huM jaina chuM, mAre sAdharmika bhaktino lAbha levo che. Apane meM atre pahoMcADyA, A e mArI bhakti che. enA paisA huM nahi lauM. ane A eka rUpiyo mArI bhakti rUpe. A mA Apa svIkAra karo... TITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI () TWITT

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agaNitajIvo A dharatI para bhUkhyA tarasyA sunnatA, amavicArI karuNA lAvI bhInI AMkho laInA dhanI...65 A e bhAIno rojIMdo krama banI gayo hato. A ekavAra A bhAInI rIkSAmAM beThelA be baheno vAta karatA hatA ke "dIkarInA A lagna che. sADIo kharIdavAnI che. kharco ghaNo che...ghaNuM Tenzana che." che che A badhuM A bhAIe sAMbhaLyuM. e ja divase e bhAInA dharmapatnIne zrIsaMgha a taraphathI traNa-cAra sADIo kAraNasara bheTa-prabhAvanA rUpe maLI hatI. jogAnujoga e a Na sADIonI thelI rIkSAvALA pAse ja hatI. rIkSA UbhI rAkhI e bhAIe badhI sADI Na 1 // pAchaLa beThelA benone ApI dIdhI. "dIkarIne Apajo, mAre AnI jarUra nathI..." pelA beno to avAka banI gayA. 1 // ra ra a (ApaNe to e rIkSAvALA aviratidhara karatA karoDoguNA caDiyAtA chIe ne ? a mA ApaNe ApaNA gurubhAI / gurubaheno rUpI sAdharmikonI bhakti kevI karavI joIe?) mA 231. tAva mAro mAnIto mahemAna che rA rA NOT ONL 528 varSanA dIkSA paryAyamAM e sAdhvIjIne traNavAra to TI.bI.no humalo Avyo, traNavAra badho korsa pUro karyo. traNavA2 vIMchI karaDavAno ane ekavAra jherI jaMtu karaDavAno prasaMga banyo, paNa e badhI vedanA sahana karI. AjathI 42 varSa pUrve emaNe saLaMga 500 AMbila zaru karelA, tyAre rAjasthAnamAM emano vihAra cAlu hato. 150 AMbila thayelA ane emanA zarIramAM tAve jora pakaDyuM. emAM vaLI vihAra karI eka sAva nAnakaDA gAmamAM pahoMcyA ane e jamAnAmAM 6 DIgrI tAva thaI gayo. A na maLe DokTara ke na maLe vaidya ! che be DIgrI tAva vadhe eTale mota ! sAdhvIjIoe tAva utAravA mATe mAthA upara pANInI dhAra karI, potA a A Na mUkyA... 19 rA 5 x vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (90) I A A bAju badhA prayatno cAlu, paNa A cha DIgrI tAvamAM paNa e sAdhvIjInA gA 2 moDhAmAMthI haMkAro paNa na nIkaLyo. lagabhaga to be-traNa DIgrI tAva thAya eTale hAya ra voya, zaru thaI ja jAya. A paNa... A koI alaga ja alagArI Atama hato. H 5 D a mA rA

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nio hiMdakasura navi bhAve. IndrapUjya banatA muninuM jIvana sahune zaraNe te zaramAve. ne tema. hAsyane vikathA karatA munio kisara.. emaNe pAraNuM na karyuM. akhaMDa 500 AMbila pUrA karyA. A. Aje paNa A sAdhvIjIne dara 15 divase ke mahine ekavAra tAva AvI ja jAya, lal paNa have to e tAvane potAno mAnIto mahemAna gaNe che. je mahemAna cokkasa samaye Ave che ane ekavAra maLIne jato rahe che... 232. AcArapAlanamAM ajoDatA (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -2) valabhIpurathI pAlitANAnA e nAnakaDA saMghamAM ame hAjara hatA. 3000 mA yAtriko, zrImaMta gharanA seMkaDo yuvAna-yuvatIo paNa emAM samAveza pAmelA hatA. mALI rA paNa e charI pAlita saMghamAM je AcAra vyavasthA goThavavAmAM AvelI, te ajoDa nI ra hatI. 8 (ka) strIonA taMbuo judA ane emAM ekapaNa puruSano praveza na thAya evI 3 sajjaDa vyavasthA ! 8 (kha) strIonA AvAsa pAse homagArsa tarIke paNa mahilAo ja rAkhavAmAM 3 AvI, puruSo nahi. 8 (ga) 3000 yAtriko hovAthI Ama paNa be derAsaranI jarUra to paDe ja. paNa 2 ahIM to evI vyavasthA goThavAI ke eka derAsaramAM mAtra baheno ja pUjAdi kare, bIjA ne derAsaramAM mAtra bhAIo ja pUjAdi kare. Ama, derAsara paNa bhAI-bahenonA alAyadA == hatA. sAmAnyathI cha'rI pAlitasaMghamAM A badhuM sAcavavuM kaparuM che, paraMtu ahIM e badhAnuM jaDabesalAka amalIkaraNa anubhavAyuM. ane e paNa nAnI saMkhyA nahi, pUrA 3000! - 233. uMmara nAnI, AtmA moTo mammI ! mAre Aje upavAsa karavo che." aDhI varSano eka bALaka potAnI bAnI pAse jIda karI rahyo hato. e hatI nAsika nagarI ! prabhAvaka AcAryadevanuM cAturmAsa ! TITUTUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (98) WINDOW

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa dhArmika bhAvanA hiloLe caDI hatI... Ama paNa A zrAvikA dharmiSTha hatI. potAnA bALakane 3 mahinAnI uMmarathI ja A navakArazI, covihAra, ukALeluM pANI... ATaluM karAvatI hatI. bALaka paNa koNa jANe koIka joradAra zubhasaMskAro laIne Avyo hato. ene A badhuM ja gamatuM hatuM. che paryuSaNA AvyA. saMvatsarIno divasa ! ane bALake jIda karI. aDhI varSanA bALakane upavAsanuM paccakkhANa ApatA bAno jIva na cAlyo. bAe kahyuM, A a Na 1 // ra A m ri rA 11111111111 A 8 a NA 1 // ra raeri a mA rA "hAtha joDa, tane pacca. ApuM" ane bAe ekAsaNAnuM pacca. ApavAnuM zaru karyuM. paNa koNa jANe bALakane khabara paDI ke "mammI upavAsanuM nahi, bIjuM pacca. Ape che" bALake hAtha choDI dIdhA. kaMTALIne bA bALakane AcAryazrI pAse laI AvI, kahyuM ke "sAheba ! ekAsaNAnuM pacca. Apajo...' AcAryazrIe jevuM pacca. bolavAnuM zaru karyuM ke tarata tyAM paNa bALakane khabara paDI gaI ke 'A upavAsanuM pacca. nathI.' eNe hAtha choDI dIdhA. AvuM be-traNa vAra thayuM. chevaTe bAe parANe hAtha joDAvI ekAsaNAnuM pacca. karAvyuM. paNa bALake thoDuMka vAparyuM ane ulaTI thaI gaI. upavAsa jevuM ja thayuM. bIjA divase e bAe AcAryadevane badhI vAta karI. "A uMmaramAM huM kevo hato, ane A bALaka kevo che..." e vicArathI AcAryadevanI AMkhomAM anumodanAnA AMsu TapakI paDyA. 234. Aje mane mIThAI khAvA maLI che. (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) "kema ? Aje bahu khuza dekhAo cho ? loTarI lAgI ke zuM ?" eka sAdhvIjInA caherA para roja karatA paNa Aje adhika prasannatA joIne meM prazna vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (99) weeee A che ? 1 // ra a m rA PS111111111 A A >> 5 ra a mA rA

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tatI hAsyavikathA phogaTa zIdane karato ? dhana te, 67 ropA samaju zrAvaka anarthadaMDanA pApa kadI nahi , kaMyo . A "zuM kahuM tamane ? dIkSAnAM divase paNa meM je AnaMda nahi anubhavyo hoya te A AnaMda huM Aje anubhavI rahuM chuM. mArA mAtA-pitAe paNa mane je nathI ApyuM, te | ' mane Aje maLI gayuM che. mArA saMyamajIvananI sAdhanAnuM phaLa mane Aje maLI gayuM che." | e sAdhvIjIe aTapaTo javAba dIdho. "zuM maLI gayuM Amane ?" e jANavAnI mArI utkaMThA vadhI. meM pUchyuM "evuM te tamane zuM maLI gayuM? kaho to kharA." Aje mane mArA guNIe potAnA hAthe mIThAI khavaDAvI." javAba maLyo. emAM vaLI navuM zuM che? guruNI to roja mIThAI khavaDAve ja che !" meM kahyuM. "are khAvAnI mIThAI nahi, lAphAnI mIThAI ! Aje guruNIe mane mArI bhUla badala lApho mAryo. eja mArI mIThAI !" emaNe hasatA hasatA javAba Apyo. huM sAMbhaLI ja rahI. guruNInA lAphAnA mAramAM paNa mIThAInA darzana karanArA e sAdhvIjInA samarpaNe # mArA ahaMkArane saNasaNato tamAco mAryo hoya evuM mane lAgyuM. 235. A rIte paNa doSanAza thAya kharo? (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) "sAdhvIjI ! khoTuM na lAge to eka vAta pUchuM? tamArAmAM ATaluM jabaradasta parivartana ! che zI rIte AvyuM ? je varSonA paryAya pachI paNa na Ave e mAtra 2-3 varSanA che paryAyamAM ja.." meM eka sAdhvIjIne utkaMThAbhera prazna pUchyo. prazna pUchavA pAchaLa eka kAraNa hatuM. emanI dIkSAnA zaruAtanA varSomAM meM emane joyA hatA, anubhavyA hatA. atizaya jIdI! akkaDa-allaDa ! utsAha hIna ! nisteja! nirAza ! meM emane joyA ... hatA, anubhavyA hatA. TITUTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (100) IIIIIIIIM

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jA je zabhapariNAmo, tenA mAraka hAsya-kathAnI, lakhanakarA kAmo. dhana banatA kAmo. dhanate....18 | svAdhyAyAdika yogothI pragaTayA je zubhapari Aje be-traNa varSa bAda e ja sAdhvIjI atyaMta samarpita, prasanna, utsAhita, A vinIta, vivekavAna dekhAyA. mane enuM ja Azcarya hatuM. ATaluM badhuM parivartana zI rIte ? e paNa mAtra ne mAtra 2-3 varSamAM ja ! ane meM mArI utkaMThA praznarUpe pragaTa karI. e vakhate emanA moDhe meM je uttara sAMbhaLyo e sAMbhaLI mAruM haiyuM ane AMkho IST baMne anarAdhAra varasI paDyA. A hatA emanA zabdo ! "mArA jIvana, vicAra ane hRdayanuM parivartana eka ja cIjane AbhArI che. e I; cIja che mArA pavitra guruvaryAnuM mAnuM ! amRtatulya mAnuM! je paraThavavA jatI vakhate : huM emAMthI thoDuMka prasAda rUpa samajI vAparI letI hatI. A vAtanI mArI guruvaryAne R to khabara ja nathI. paNa mane vizvAsa hato ke A prasAda ja mArA pramAdane dUra karaze. A prasAda ja mArA ahaMkAranA cUrecUrA karaze. A prasAda ja mArA jIvanane prasannatAsabhara banAvaze. ane mAro vizvAsa Aje sAco puravAra thaI rahyo che, eno mane parama AnaMda che." - kyAM gurunA amRtatulya vacanane mAtRtulya mAnIne paraThavanArI huM ane kyAM ? mAtrane amRtatulya mAnIne vAparI janAra A sAdhvIjI ! che samarpaNano Avo paNa koIka IlAja hoya e meM pahelIvAra sAMbhaLyuM. (alabatta A koI zAstrIya mArga nathI, zAstramAM Ano niSedha che. paraMtu ahIM thI to e sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtano potAnA guruNI pratyeno je amApa-asIma sadbhAva, A ahobhAva dhvanita thAya che, e ja jovAno che. emaNe AdarelA upAya pAchaLa dhvanita | thato zubhabhAva anumodanIya che.) UMMULTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (101) food

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa 236. A che aNagAra amArA A che sAMjanA vihAra karIne ame eka phekTarImAM pahoMcyA. rAtre tyAM ja vizrAma karavAno hato. vastro parasevAthI lathapatha thaI gayA hovAthI vastro sukavavA dorI a bAMdhavAnI hatI. A NA gA hatA. ra e daravAjo hato lokhaMDano ! a enuM phITIMga karavAnuM bAkI hatuM, e vAtanI A sAdhvIjIne khabara na hatI. a mA emaNe dorI bAMdhavA jorathI dorI kheMcI ane e lokhaMDano daravAjo dhaDAMma karato mA rA sAdhvIjI upara paDyo. rA ATha mANaso uMcakI zake tevo vajanadAra lokhaMDano daravAjo eka sAdhvIjI para paDe enI asara zuM thAya ? bhagavAnano pADa mAno ke daravAjo mAthA upara na paDyo, paNa peTa ane sAthaLanA bhAga upara sakhata ghA vAgyo. vedanA asIma hatI. tyAM koI DokTaranI vyavasthA nahi. zrAvakoe AvIne vinaMti karI ke "Apa rajA Apo to ame sAdhvIjIne moTA zaheramAM hospITalamAM laI jaIe. A zahe2 35-40 kimI. dUra che, vAhanamAM laI javA sivAya bIjo koI chUTako nathI." A paNa e sAdhvIjIe AvI bhayaMkara vedanAmAM paNa eka ja vAta karI. "mAre kyAMya | che AvI virAdhanA karIne javuM nathI, savAra sudhImAM sAru thaI jaze..." emanI makkamatA AgaLa zrAvakoe namatuM jokhyuM. jeTha mahInAnI kALajhALa garamI ! rAtanA uMgha Ave nahi ! mAtru thAya ja nahi ! page ubhuM thavAya nahi ! chatAM sAdhvIjInA mukha upara eka vAtano AnaMda "huM virAdhanAthI bacI gaI...' vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (102) WI A eka sAdhvIjI daravAjAnA AMgaLIyA sAthe dorI bAMdhavAnI mahenata karI rahyA Na 11 // ra a Na 1 // ra a mA rA 11111111111 OM che 5 n A mA rA

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ratha paNa kAraNa viNa, maunadharo avalokyo. dhanate. para eka zabda paNa bolavo zAstra rokyo zuddhagItAratha paNa kAraNa viNa , che che - 8 9 8 - hai = ja che savAranA DoLInI vyavasthA karIne sAthe 4-5 sAdhvIjI vihAra karIne 35 kimI. A dUra AvelA zaheramAM pahoMcI gayA, tarata hospITalamAM dAkhala karyA. bapore be vAge A . jeTha mahinAnI dhoma dhakhatI garamImAM sAdhvIjIo tyAM pahoMcelA. DokTare eksare pADyA ane nidAna thayuM ke "pezAbanI kothaLI phATI gaI che ane je ane sAthaLa para phekTara thayuM che." - ame to A sAMbhaLI avAcaka ja banI gayA. * aMdara ATalI moTI IjA pahoMcavA chatAM, AvI bhayaMkara vedanA hovA chatAM AvI masta samatA ! samAdhi ! prasannatA ! svasthatA !.. A "emaNe rAta zI rIte pasAra karI? 35 ki.mI. vihAramAM DoLImAM zI rIte mA beThA?" e ja ame samajI na zakyA. rI. eka bAju bhayaMkara unALo, = ' bIjI bAju DokTaranI kaDaka sUcanA hatI ke "peTa khAlI rAkhajo. anAjano eka 3 dANo ke pANInuM eka TIpuM paNa ApatA nahi..." DokTare tAtkAlika oparezana karyuM. oparezana bAda traNa divasa sudhI moDhAmAM pANI suddhA paNa ApyuM nahi. ame sAdhvIjIne pUchyuM ke "tarasa lAgI che ?" to e kahe ke ghaDA bharI bharIne pANI pI jAuM evuM mana thayA kare che. paNa DokTara nA pADe che to - koI vAMdho nahi, sahana karI laIza. narakamAM AvuM badhuM to ghaNuM sahana karyuM ja che ne ?" A DokTaranuM spaSTa kahevuM hatuM ke A jagyAe bIjo koI pezanTa hota to AkhI hospITala mAthe laI lIdhI. deg hota. paNa A sAdhvIjIe to kamAla karI che. emanI sahanazaktine mArA lAkho vaMdana a che. A paristhitimAM sAruM thatA ochAmAM ochA 2 mahinA lAge. paNa Amane joIne Na mane vizvAsa bese che ke A 20 divasamAM sAjA thaI jaze." gI jIMdagImAM kadAca pahelIvAra jaina sAdhvIjInA paricayamAM AvanAra e DokTara gA ' sAdhvIjIno prasannatA ane pavitratAbharyo vyavahAra joIne jinazAsananA anurAgI : A banI gayA. "sAdhUnA naM puSya A paMkti to hajAro vAra vAMcI haze, paNa A A mA sAdhvIjIe e paMkti jevI dekhADI. CmMINITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (103) Immmmm 2 - 2 0 8 + 2 2 2

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thI khAdhyAyI saMyamI chuM huM sAdhu" AtmaprazaMsA paranI niMdA karatA jIvana vi. to karatA jIvanavirAvuM. pana te..70 vyAkhyAtA tapasI svAdhyAyI saMyamI che che *# 2 jI hai ja 2 237. zAsana prabhAvaka saMyamI 700 zrotAonI sAme prabhAvaka saMyamIe TI.vI.nI viruddhamAM tejAbI pravacana ApyuM. 700 zrotAo hacamacI gayA. paNa TI.vI.no tyAga karavo kaMI sahelo nathI.. lagabhaga dareka jaNe rAtre 10 vAgyA pachI TI.vI. nahi jovAno niyama lIdho. T keTalAke amuka varSa mATe to keTalAke cAvajIva mATe TIvI na jovAnI pratijJA lIdhI.|| a emAM 7 parivAra evA nIkaLyA ke jemaNe gharamAMthI sadA mATe TI.vI. kADhI A " nAMkhavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. vizALa janatAe teonA A saMkalpane utsAhapUrvaka vadhAvI : ( lIdho. 8 eka parivAranA mA-bApa hAjara, paNa dIkaro hAjara na hato. enI rajA vinA re TI.vI. kADhavAno nirNaya levAya zI rIte ? 3. pitAzrIe ghare phona karyo, "gharamAMthI TI.vI. kADhI nAMkhavAnI amArI IcchA 8 B che, tane cAlaze ?" dIkaro kahe "Apa gharanA mAlika cho, eTaluM ja nahi, mArA paNa mAlika cho. Na Apa je karo mane mAnya ! Ape mane pUchavuM paDyuM e mArI apAtratA che..." = E "je je parivAre TI.vI.no tyAga karyo e badhAnuM bahumAna karavAnI mArI bhAvanA T che." ema kahI eka bhAIe tamAma parivAronuM rUA.4000 thI bahumAna karyuM. Azcarya e vAtanuM thayuM ke e bhAInI potAnI TI.vI.nI dukAna hatI. (saMyamIonI apratimazakti jo vyavasthita kAme lAge, to jinazAsananA A bhAvimAM bhavyatAnA darzana thayA vinA nahi rahe...) 238. gurubhaktinI anerI rIta | gurubhaktinI parAkASThAe pahoMcelA eka sAdhvIjInI A vAta che. gRhasthapaNAthI ja guru pratyenA bahumAnabhAvanI jabaradasta mUDI laIne beThelA che. mA gusaNInuM nAma paDe, gurunA upakAra yAda Ave ane emanI AMkho bharAI jAya. A 2 8 = 22 mrelign wka azakta (14) mnmir

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa * Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa paNa karmasattAe emanI khUba kasoTI karI. 12-12 varSa mumukSupaNAmAM taDapyA A bAda dIkSAnI prApti thaI. dIkSAjIvanamAM paNa gurubhakti mATeno thanaganATa emanI A vANImAM, emanI cAlamAM, emanA caherA para dekhAya. che che| A sAdhvIjInA manamAM satata eka vicAra cAlato ke "mArA guruNInuM svAsthya A sAru rahe e mATe huM zuM karuM ? temanuM svAsthya sAruM rahe to e vadhu prabhAvanA kare, a Na vAMcana-lekhana kare..." Na 1 // 1 // ra ra A m rA Ooooooooooooo ekavAra pArzvanAtha dAdAnI nizrAmAM poSa dasamIno akrama karyo. dAdAnI bhaktimAM lIna banyA. AMkhe AMsu anarAdhAra... e ja vakhate emaNe eka abhigraha lIdho ke "guruNInA svAsthya mATe mAre 108 akrama karavA..." ane emaNe e tapa zaru karI dIdho. Aje paNa emanA akrama cAlu ja che. A cha 1 // ra e sAdhvIjIne zAtA pUchIe to ekaja javAba Ape ke "ApaNA potAnA mATe akrama karyA hota to zAtA-azAtAno prazna Ave. paNa A to guruvaryA mATe karyA che eTale zAtA ja zAtA che. 239. puNyapratApa sAdhujIvanano kevo ? jaMgalamAM maMgala "calo, sAdhvIjIo ! gocarI AvI gaI che. badhA gocarI vAparavA jaldI AvI jAo...' guruNIe moTethI buma pADI badhAne bolAvyA. "guruNIjI ! amAre badhAe Aje upavAsa karavo che, eTale amAre vAparavuM A nathI. Apa badhA vAparI lo..." kAyama ekAsaNuM karanArA nAnA sAdhvIjIoe javAba dIdho. rAjasthAnanuM eka nAnakaDuM gAma ! jainonA gharo ghaNA ochA ! 16 sAdhvIjIo kula 27 ki.mI.no lAMbo vihAra karIne thAkIne AvyA hatA. amuka sAdhvIjIone navakArazI-besaNuM hatA. savAre sAdhvIjI gocarI gayA, paNa gocarI ghaNI durlabha ! 4-5 sAdhvIjIone mAMDa savAranI gocarI pUrI thaI. a is n oooooooo A che a NA 1 // ra a ekAsaNAvALA nAnA sAdhvIjIo samajI gayA ke "bapore to badhA ja vAparanArA a mA che, muzkelI paDavAnI ja. ApaNe upavAsa karI laIe, to hajI kaMIka ThekANuM paDe." mA rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (105)

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kahIne bole, te munivara malakAto. dhana te. 71 harizaryA vila bole, asaMzI kahevAto buddhi trAjave tolIne bole. te nika, - 2 jI hai * 2 2 eTale 27 ki.mI.no vihAra karIne thAkelA hovA chatAM, sudhA lAgI hovA chatAM bA manomana upavAsa karavAnI taiyArI karI lIdhelI. bapore be sAdhvIjI gocarI gayA ane aDadhA ja kalAkamAM pAchA AvI gayA. ] guruNIe buma pADI, nAnA sAdhvIjIoe upavAsanI vAta karI. "tame ahIM mAMDalImAM to Avo. juo, bharapura gocarI maLI gaI che. kazuM ghaTe ema nathI." guNIe kahyuM. sAdhvIjIoe AvIne joyuM to kharekhara mAtrAo bharAIne gocarI AvI hatI. ATalI badhI gocarI zI rIte maLI? e paNa aDadho ja kalAkamAM?" badhAe A Azcarya vyakta karyuM. gocarI janArA sAdhvIjIoe kahyuM ke ' - "Ama to A nAnakaDA gAmamAM gocarI maLavA aMge amane ya saMdeha hato "| 8 ja. paNa ame vahoravA nIkaLyA ke tarata ja eka jainabhAI maLI gayA, emaNe amane 2 re kahyuM ke "ame 50 vepArIo udayapurathI ahIM kAma mATe AvelA chIe. amAruM 2 che jamavAnuM ahIM ja che. bharapUra rasoI che. Apa lAbha ApavA padhAro. AvA gAmaDAmAM re 8 amane supAtradAnano lAbha kyAMthI ?" ane e jaina vepArIoe amArA pAtro bharI dIdhA." a e vakhate amane vizvAsa thayo ke "kasoTInAM samaye prabhu ApaNuM keTaluM dhyAna 8 ke rAkhe che?" jyAM ciMtAmaNI jevA prabhu che, tyAM ciMtA karavA jevuM nathI. -' A (sAdhujIvananuM koIka alaukika puNya che ke AkhA hindustAnamAM koIpaNa sAdhu ke A che. sAdhvI gocarI na maLavAnA lIdhe bhUkhyA rahyA hoya evuM bhAgye ja banyuM haze...hA! che | sarva phoravavuM paDe, zraddhA vadhAravI paDe...) 240. tyAga mATe paDApaDI zrAvaka-zrAvikAone saMyamajIvananI anumodanAno lAbha maLe e mATe nAgapuramAM upakaraNavaMdanAvalino kAryakrama goThavAyo. saMyamajIvananA dareka upakaraNonA caDAvA paisAmAM nahi, paNa judI judI A ArAdhanAmAM bolAya ane e caDAvA lenArAne e upakaraNa ApavAmAM Ave. IT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (10) jI" $ $ 8 ]

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sAcI paNa parapIDAkArI vANI judI bhAkhI hita-mita prItikArI vANI sAcI jinajIe dAkhI. dhana te...72 A caDAvA 50 varSa ke tenAthI nAnI uMmaravALAoe ja levAnA hatA. emAM A zrAvaka-zrAvikAoe je ullAsa darzAvyo che, enI smRti paNa AMkho bhInI banAvI A de che. che (ka) muni bhagavaMta je vastra pahere che, tenI bolI 6000 sAmAyikamAM gaI. 3 A varSamAM 6000 sAmayika pUrA karavAnA. (rojanA lagabhaga 6) Na saMsArIonA kalarIMga kapaDA karatA paNa e lAbha lenArane munino veSa vahAlo gA lAgyo. ra IIIIIII (kha) muni bhagavaMta jenA upara besI dhyAna kare, te AsananI bolI 9000 a kalAka svAdhyAyamAM gaI. 7 varSamAM abhigraha pUrNa karavAno (Azare rojanA 4 kalAka a mA svAdhyAya) m rA rA A 5 ja sophAseTane badale e bhAIne muninuM Asana vadhu priya banyuM. (ga) muninA saMthArAnI bolI 1600 divasa saMthArA upara uMghavAnI thaI. 40 varSanA daMpatie DanalopanI gAdI tyAgI saMthArAne vahAlo karyo. (gha) dAMDAnI bolI thaI 10,000 vaMdana sAdhu-sAdhvIone karavA." gADI-skuTara vagara eka DagaluM na cAlanAra 20 varSanI kanyAe A caDAvo lIdho. (ca) daMDAsananI bolI thaI "10,000 divasa derAsaramAM kAjo kADhavAno." 22 varSanI navI paraNelI yuvatIne prabhunA darabAramAM kAjo kADhavAnuM gamI gayuM. (cha) kAmaLInI bolI thaI "3500 divasa ukALeluM pANI pIvuM" 30 varSanA bahene A caDAvo dIdho. 1 // ra H (ja) A badhuM joI bALakomAM paNa adamya utsAha pragaTa thayo. tara5NInA A caDAvAmAM AIskrIma, kolDrIMksa baMdha karavAnA hatA. 89 varSanA kula 10 bALakoe A pratijJA laIne tarapaNIno caDAvo lIdho. DTho5 a (jha) sauthI mahatvano caDAvo hato rajoharaNa. pAMca daMpatIone eka-eka ogho a Na ApavAno hato. paNa enA caDAvAmAM e daMpatIe yAvajjIva mATe brahmacarya svIkAravuM Na gA paDe. ra 2 30,40,48,49 ane 50 varSanI uMmaranA kula pAMca daMpatIoe A a yAvajjIva brahmacarya svIkArIne rajoharaNano caDAvo lIdho. m rA A jyAre temane ogho apAyo tyAre raDatI AMkhe e beno kahe ke "amane evA mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (900)

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vao mahAvIrassa NamA tyurNa samaNassa bhagavAna ghAvo mAvIsa motyu NaM samaNasabhA - AziSa Apo ke ApanI jema ame paNa jinazAsananA sAdhvIratna banIe..." A upakaraNano lAbha lenArAonA zabdo hatA ke "amane upakaraNe letA jo ATalo A.. ja badho AnaMda Ave che to yAvajIva e saMyama pALavAmAM to keTalo AnaMda Ave." chelle A AkhAya prasaMgane kaLaza caDhe evo eka prasaMga banyo. A upakaraNavaMdanAnA badhA samAcAro chApAmAM chapAyA. e prasaMgamAM nahi AvelA 50 varSanA eka bhAIne e vAMcIne bhAvanA thaI ke : "mAre paNa cothuM vrata levuM che" e vAta emaNe patnIne karI, e paNa taiyAra thaI. bhAIe kahyuM ke hamaNAM ApaNe baMne jAte paccakakhANa laI laIe, 4-5 divasa bAda mahArAja sAheba pAse jaI paccakhANa laI laIzuM." ane e bhAI bIjA ja divase hArTaeTeka AvavAthI mRtyu pAmyA. paralokamAM jatA 8 pUrve A bhAI eka jabaradasta bhAthuM laIne gayA. (yAM jyAM A upakaraNavaMdanAvali prasaMga thAya che, tyAM tyAM anero utsAha jovA 2 maLe che, zrAvaka-zrAvikAomAM A nimitte ArAdhanAnA pUra umaTe che.) - 241. nAno bALaka ApRcchA sAmAcArI pALe? ' IndauramAM eka zrAvikA AcAryazrIne vaMdana karavA roja upAzrayamAM Ave, tyAM re 3 roja be bALa mumukSuone joIne vicAre ke "huM mArA gurudevane zuM bheTa ApuM? saMpatti 3 to jeTalI ApIza, eTalI ochI ja che." A e bahene AcAryazrIne kahyuM ke "jyAM sudhI meM Apane joyA na hatA tyAM sudhI A mane dIkarA mATe evA aramAna hatA ke huM ene DokTara banAvIza, krikeTara banAvIza, paNa have mane thAya che ke huM mArA dIkarAne ApanA caraNomAM arpaNa karI dauM." " A ane kharekhara bahene potAnA doDha varSanA dIkarAne AcAryazrIne vahorAvI dIdho. A | tyArathI ja e mAtAe bALakamAM saMskAranuM siMcana zaru karI dIdhuM. e ja divasathI gaNI thI eNe bALakane rAtribhojanatyAga, abhakSya tyAga, ukALeluM pANI, pUjA sevA zaru . I' karAvI dIdhA. A e bALakamAM gurusamarpaNanA evA bhAva reDyA ke jyAre paNa e bALaka skule jAya A mA tyAre ghare rAkhelA AcAryazrInA phoTA AgaLa AvIne kahe NIFTIIT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (108) kAjaLa | # tha

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maLI. bhayathI ke paranA AgrahathI sUkSamRSA paNa je navi bole. varALi he vacanasiddhi saMgrahaNI, dhanate...73 mAyALI, ke hAsyathI, bhayathI , "gurudeva ! huM skule jaIne AvuM chuM."... ema jamavA bese to kahe ke "gurudeva ! huM jamavA besuM chuM... dareka kAma karatA pahelA gurudevanAM phoTA pAse AjJA mAMge. mAtAnI bhAvanA che ke "AThavarSanI uMmare huM mArA lADakavAyAne sAdhu banAvuM " (e bALaka aNasamaju che, enI pAse sthApanAguru che. ApaNe badhA samajadAra IT chIe, ApaNI pAse bhAvaguru che. ApaNe badhA ja kAma gurune pUchI-pUchIne ja karavA joIe ne?) 242. AcAryadevanA vyAkhyAnanI asara paccIsa rUpiyA..." rIkSAmAMthI nIce utarelA bhAIne rIkSAvALAe bhADAno hisAba Apyo. varSonA anubhava pachI teo paNa catura banI gayA hoya che. "musAphara rajhaka ra karavAno ja che ema samajIne teo pahelethI ja vadhAre rakama kahevA TevAyelA hoya che. paNa bhAIe to paccIsane badale trIsa rUA. ApIne cAlatI pakaDI. pelo rIkSAvALo AzcaryamAM paDyo. 2 "mujhe lagatA hai, isa sAla indaura me jo jaina mahArAja Aye haiM, usake vyAkhyAna Apane bI ane sai varyuM ? merI vAta sahI hai nA ?" rIkSAvALAe prazna karyo. 8 tuma se mAluma dugA ? rIkSAmAMthI utarelA bhAIe Azcarya sAthe pUchyuM. kemake e rIkSAvALAnI vAta A sAcI hatI. e bhAI jaina zrAvaka hatA ane IndauramAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna A chejainAcAryanA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne ja parivartana pAmelA hatA. "rIkSAvALA vagere garIba che, teo be-pAMca rUpiyA vadhAre mAMge to emane * ApI do. bhAvatAla na karo. tame sukhI cho, tamane kazo pharaka paDavAno nathI. Ama Sii paNa tame garIbone dAna Apo ja cho. to A paNa eka prakAranuM dAna ja che. emAM ; kheMcAkheMca na karo. pelA rIkSAvALA vagere bhAIonuM kuTuMba poSAze..." AcAryadevanI A badhI preraNAthI lagabhaga badhA sukhI jaina zrAvakoe bhAvatAla karavAnA choDI dIdhelA. rIkSAvALA je mAMge che ke enA karatA be-pAMca rUpiyA vadhAre " vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI * (109) m"

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haiyA cIratA niSThura vacano je nirdaya uccAre karmarAja jIbha chinavI sthAvara nAraka karIne mAre. dhana te...74 ja ApI detA. A AvA anubhavo vAraMvAra thavAthI rIkSAvALA paNa Azcarya pAmelA, tapAsa karatA A emane khyAla Avyo ke 'A badho jainAcAryanA vyAkhyAnano prabhAva che.' eTale ja Aje pharI evo anubhava thatA rIkSAvALAe sAcuM anumAna karI a dIdheluM. che rIkSAvALAe zrAvakane javAba dIdho ke yajJa nainAvAya je viya meM no mI AyA hai, vo kabhI hamAre sAtha bhAvatAla nahi karatA..." eka zaheramAM to ghoDAgADIvALAo, rIkSAvALAo AcAryadevane maLavA AvyA a ane kahyuM ke "ma Apaje varzana je nir Aye haiM, Apaje paricaya meM Aye hu to jamI a bhA hamAre sAtha bhAvatAla nahi karate... hama ko mAluma huA ki Apa vyAkhyAna meM hamAre lie bhA bAta karate hoM, hamArI bhI ciMtA karate ho, ApakI maherabAnI se hamArI Avaka baDha gaI hai| Apa jaise jainAcArya kA upakAra aura Apa kA yaha udAra carita hama nahi bhUla sakeMge / " gadgada svare e ajainoe AcAryadevanA guNagAna gAyA. rA rA (jainAcAryonI dIrghadarzitA kevI hoya ke emanI pratyeka pravRtti jainone to ThIka paNa ajainone paNa jainadharmAnurAgI banAvI de. eka gItArtha-saMvigna AcAryadeva jinazAsananA keTalA badhA UMDA kAma karI zake... e A nAnakaDA dRSTAnta uparathI kalpI zakAya che. 1 // ra 55 e pratyeka zramaNa-zramaNI AvA ja prabhAvaka banavAnA ke je potAnI kakSA pramANe sAcA gItArtha-saMvigna banelA haze...) 243. AgA 243. AcAryo che jainadharmanA dakSavyApArI zUrA rAta ri ra 11111111 A che 62 varSanI uMmaranA vRddha chatAM yuvAnane zaramAve evA eka bhAI kula 72 dezonI a mulAkAta laIne ahIM bhAratadezamAM AvyA hatA. eka zAsanaprabhAvaka AcAryadeva pAse a Na AvI caDyA. A Na 1 // 2 e bhAIne jANavuM hatuM ke "A jainadharma bhAratadezamAM alaga ja rIte tarI Ave gA 2 che, evuM kema ? emanA sAdhuo kevA hoya ? emanA AcAro kevA hoya ?" e AcAryadeva pAse aDhI kalAka beThA, badhuM sAMbhaLatA ja rahyA. AcAryadeve mA jainadharmanI garimA evI AkarSakatAthI ane sacoTa rIte varNavI ke e bhAI AbhA mA A a rA 1111111 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (110) mmm

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa ja banI gayA. emanI AMkhomAMthI ahobhAvanAM azru vahevA lAgyA. sahaja rIte hAtha A joDAI gayA, mastaka jhUkI gayuM. Na 1 // ra e pachI e bhAIe je udgAro kADhyA te sAMbhaLavA jevA che. a - 72 dezonI meM mulAkAta lIdhI che, paNa evo ekapaNa vyakti nathI dekhAyo ke je IlekTrIka sITI, paisA ane strI vinA jIvI zakato hoya. tamArI pAse A traNeya a nathI, chatAM ATalI khumArI ! prasannatA ! zAMti ! pratibhA ! 'I can't believe' huM A mAnI nathI zakato. paisA-parivAra-padArtho pAchaLanI doTa vinAnI AvI paNa eka DOOT A 5 (AcAryo e jainadharmanA zUravIra vepArIo che, e vAta ahIM sArthaka thatI dekhAya che. aDhi klAkanI e dezanAmAM AcAryadeve kevA adbhuta padArtho pIrasyA haze ke e 72 dezonI mulAkAta laI cUkelo bhAI jaina sAdhu banavAnI tamannA karato thaI jAya... kevuM bodhibIjanuM vAvetara !) 244. deyaMvaro ya Asamvo ya... tadna muvaa... A Na 1 // ra che duniyA che, e meM Aje ja jANyuM. A tamAro jainadharma mane sauthI vadhu gamyo. prabhu mane jo pUche ke 'tane AvatA bhave a m janma kyAM ApuM to huM javAba ApIza ke mane bhAratadezamAM ja janma Apo ane mA jaina sAdhu banavAnuM sattva Apo..." rA rA 5 ja 5 2 500000000 "kula keTaluM bila thayuM che ?! hospITalamAMthI DIscArja thatI vakhate bhAIe hospITalamAM lIdhelI sAravAranA bila aMge pRcchA karI. A A che "rUA.50,000 ! paNa tamAruM badhuM bila tame dAkhala thayA, eja divase eka bhAI bharI gayA hatA, eTale have tamAre bila bharavAnuM rahetuM nathI." hospITalavALA taraphathI javAba maLyo. A Na 1 // ra bhAI Azcarya pAmyA. e sthAna hatuM bhIlAI hospITala ! banyuM evuM ke durga pAse eksIDanTa thayo. be gADI hatI, emAM AgaLanI gADImAM A badhA bALako hatA ane pAchaLanI gADImAM moTAo hatA. AgaLanI gADImAM je a mA zrAvakabhAI gADI calAvatA hatA, eksIDanTanA kAraNe temanI kammara gADImAM dabAI mA rA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (111)

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vAna nozAre mUlyavAna paNa sonuM matApita koNa svIkAre ? 2. DIkAre? dhanate..75. tabaddhithI hitakArI paNa kaTuka vacananoccAre madhya - gaI. pAchaLanI gADImAM emanI patnI hatI, teNe tarata nIce utarI e bhAIne navakAra , A saMbhaLAvavAnuM zaru karI dIdhuM. badhuM ja vosire... karAvI dIdhuM. . A . paNa tyAMthI eka bhAI jatA hatA, te eksIDanTa thayelo joI UbhA rahI gayA. je nAnA nAnA bALakone vAgyuM hatuM temane potAnI gADImAM mUkIne bhIlAI | A hospITalamAM dAkhala karI dIdhA. | badhAne pAchaLathI khabara paDI ke "bALakone koI bhAI hospITala laI gayA che." teNI pachI to badhA hospITala gayA. sAravAra pUrNa thaI. badhA bacI gayA. A ' hospITalavALAoe kyAreya bilanI vAta upADI na hatI eTale badhAne Azcarya to a hatuM ja. chelle khabara paDI ke e bilanI moTI rakama e bhAI ja bharI gayelA. A A jaina zrAvake pelA rakama bharI gayelA bhAIne phona karyo. khabara paDI ke e bhAI paNa jaina hatA, paNa digaMbara jaina hatA. 50,000 rU. tame bharyA che, e amAre pAchA AvavAnA che. kone 3 ApIe?" zrAvake pUchyuM. "e bhUlI jAva. tamane badhAne sAruM thaI gayuM ne? basa paisAnI phikara choDI do." - digaMbarabhAIe javAba Apyo. (saMbodhasittarImAM kahyuM che ke "zvetAMbara hoya ke digaMbara hoya, je samabhAvathI bhAvita bane e mokSa pAme." nAma-kuLathI digaMbara chatAM viziSTaguNavattA dharAvanAra A digaMbarabhAI jevA A jIvo mATe A vAta sAcI paDe to emAM Azcarya ja zuM che?) - 245. gacchanA phAyadA aparaMpAra che | (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) dIkSA bAda dasa ja divasamAM aMjanazalAkAdi mahotsavamAM rokAvAnuM thayuM. te | vakhate ame judA judA grupo maLI kula 72 sAdhvIjIo bhegA thayelA. - "ATalI vizALa saMkhyAmAM pharI kyAre bhegA maLavAnA?" e vicArathI badhAne | A tamAma sAdhvIjIonI kaMIka ne kaMIka bhakti karavAno umaLako jAgyo. eTale eka eka grupe vaiyAvaccanA judA judA kAryo upADI lIdhA. CommuTSaa vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (112) ITIOja' , bhagA thayelA.

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vA nAvaDI, dharmadAsajIe dAkhI. dhanate...7. A paNa je sAdhu, sasUtraprarUpaNAbhAkhI te bhASA bhava taravA nAvI AjJAbhaMjaka paNa je , eka grupe 72 sAdhvIjInI gocarI pANInI bhakti karavAnuM kAma svIkAryuM." eka grupe 72 sAdhvIjIonA pratilekhananuM kAma svIkAryuM. eka grupe 72 sAdhvIjIonA oLA bAMdhavAnuM kAma svIkAryuM. cAra sAdhvIjIoe 72 sAdhvIjIonA pAtrAonuM pratilekhana karavAnuM kAma svIkAryuM. huM to taddana navI hatI, joga pUrA thayA na hatA. eTale mane to zuM lAbha maLe? paNa mArA saubhAgye mane eka lAbha maLyo. meM 7ra sAdhvIjIonI laghunIti (mAtra) paraThavavAno lAbha lIdho. mane khUba AnaMda Avyo. gacchabhaktino apUrva lAbha maLyo. (350 gAthAnA stavanamAM kahyuM che ke gacchanI aMdara to ekabIjAnA AcArovicAro joIne, jANIne bIjAone paNa e pramANe karavAno ullAsa jAge. kazuM na bhaNanArAo svAdhyAyIone joI dasa kalAka bhaNatA thaI jAya. navakArazIvALAo tapasvIone joI oLI karatA thaI jAya... ALasuo vaiyAvaccIone joI joradAra vaiyAvacca karatA thaI jAya.. A badhA aparaMpAra lAbho che, mATe ja gacchavAsanuM sevana vadhAre thAya e sAruM...) 246. mArI niHspRhatA mAre jaNAvavI na joIe, paNa.. (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) saLaMga 3000 AMbila karanArA, nirdoSa vAparanArA, ajoDa vaiyAvacca karanArA che, e sAdhubhagavaMtanI vAto sAMbhaLI mane paNa anAsaktibhAva siddha karavAnI bhAvanA utpanna thaI. ane meM guNInI rajA laI saLaMga 500 AMbilanI ArAdhanA zaru karI. zA Akhare 500 AMbila pUrA thavA AvyA. pAraNAno divasa najIka Avato gayo. svAbhAvika che ke svajanone jaNAvavAnI, 500 AMbila nimitte mahotsavAdi IIIIIIIII vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (13) pAsa)

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o mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mazI jAmo tyaNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra - OM 8 karAvavAnI thoDIka bhAvanA thAya. e bahAne badhA svajano Ave eTale e badhuM paNa A manane game to kharuM ja. saMsAra bhale chUTyo, paNa svajano pratyeno sneha sAva khalAsa A nathI thayo. emAM vaLI amArA cAturmAsapravezanA divase ja mAruM pAraNuM AvatuM hatuM, eTale e nimitte paNa badhAne bolAvI zakAya, patrikA chapAvI zakAya... paNa "100mI oLInuM pAraNuM e sAdhue koIne paNa jaNAvyA vinA kareluM, khuda ja ' gurune paNa e pAraNAnI khabara paDavA dIdhI na hatI, svajano to koI ja hAjara na A hatA..." mAM e badhuM mane sAMbharyuM ane mane thayuM. "AvI svajana-anAsakti paNa huM kema na keLavuM? bhojanAnAsakti to keLavI, che paNa A eka anAsakti bAkI che..." ane meM svajanAdi koIne paNa mArA pAraNAnI vAta na karI, koI patrikA nahi, ER hai mahotsava nahi.. sIdhu sAduM pAraNuM karyuM. alabatta mAre mArI niHspRhatA jaNAvavI na joIe, paraMtu AvI niHspRhatA 8 keLavavA badala mane e divase je AnaMda thayo e alaukika hato, e badhA divaso mArA re 8 golDana divaso hatA. eTale ja mAro e asamAna AnaMda vAcA rUpe ubharAI gayo che, emAM jAtanA 12 8 guNagAna gAvAno IrAdo nathI, chatAM evuM kaMI paNa hoya to huM kSamA mAMguM chuM. FR ("niHspRhatA e paramasukha che" evuM mahopAdhyAyajI kahe che. ApaNe jo spRhAmAM phasAyA to nakkI mAnavuM ke ApaNe mahAduHkhI banyA vinA | nahi rahIe. | ghora tapa, ghora svAdhyAya, ghora vaiyAvacca... A badhuM ja spRhAvaMtane duHkhotpAdaka thA banI raheze e niHzaMka hakIkata che...) - 247. paryAyamAM moTA, namratAthI nAnA | gRhasthapaNAmAM e chokarI sAmAnya gharanI hatI, traNa TAIma bhojananA paNa phAMphAM A mA paDatA. jaina dharmanA saMskAra daDha eTale anaMtakAya sastu hovA chatAM e na vAparatI, paNa mA Commiaa vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (114) ' 2

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2 caDavAnI taiyArI, e vairAgI manaDuM kare nA viSayasukhonI yArI. dhana che muktikAje siMha sAthe yuddha caDavAnI taiyArI - roTalo ane maracA vAparIne jIvana gujAro karatA. paNa puNyodaya jAgyo, | sadaguruno samAgama thayo ane nAnI uMmare e chokarIe dIkSA lIdhI. badhA pApakarmo puNyakarmamAM saMkrAnta thaI gayA. saMsArIpaNAmAM kazuM ja na maLe. sAdhu banyA bAda have to badhuM ja maLe... koI ra vAte khAmI nahi. paNa AmanI AMtaradaSTi jAgrata hatI. gRhasthapaNAmAM maLatuM na hatuM mATe na bhogavyuM. paNa have cikkAra maLe che chatAM A na bhogavuM to ja mAro vairAgya sAco gaNAya..." e vicAre emane tyAganA mArge daDha banAvyA. emaNe badhA phaLono ane lagabhaga badhA zAkono tyAga karyo. mukhyatve roTalI-maracuM vagere vAparI nirvAha karI le. kAyama ekAsaNA kare ane dUra dUra gocarI jAya. emano dIkSA paryAya Aje to 30 varSano che, chatAM karmanA gaNitane pacAvI re gayelA A sAdhvIjIne ahaMkAra sparyo nathI. nAnA-nAnA sAdhvIjIonuM paNa E pratilekhanAdi kare, emanA mAtru-sthaDilAdi paraThavavAnA Ave to paNa leza paNa saMkoca ER EB na pAme. gocarI mAMDalImAM nIce luMchaNiyuM karavuM - kAjo kADhavo, luNA kADhavA... vagere 5 . badhA kAryo svayaM karavA lAge. ame nA pADIe ke "Apa to ghaNA vaDIla cho..." paNa emane koIpaNa kAma che karavAmAM nAnama nahi potAne AMbila hoya to paNa vahoravA mATe cAra pAtrA laI jAya, ekamAM AMbilanI ane bIjA traNamAM bIjAo mATe cAlunI gocarI lAve, badhAne vaparAvyA gA bAda vApare. - 2-2 vAra vahoravA javuM, pANInA ghaDA lAvavA... vagere kAmomAM e 30 varSanA | | dIkSAparyAya pachI paNa taiyAra ! badhA emane mahAvaiyAvaccI kahe che. Commjaja vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (115) "

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jinazAsana pAmelA munivara tucchasukhe jo rAce, daza accherA jhAMkhA karatuM e accheruM sAthe, dhana te...78 (uccasthAna-anukULatAo maLavI ja agharI che. kadAca maLI jAya to maLyA pachI A pacAvavI to vadhAre agharI che... A che A sAdhvIjIe uMcAI-anukULatA meLavI paNa kharI ane namratA jALavI rAkhI ene pacAvI paNa kharI...) | che| a Na 21 // ra 5) A 248. bhagavAnanA caraNe badhuM ja nyochAvara Na eka zrImaMta yuvakane guruno samAgama thatA enA jIvanamAM gajabanAka parivartana gA AvyuM. ra e bhogarasika yuvAna prabhurasika banyo. emano gADha guruprema ane enA dvArA prabhu prema eTalo badho vadhyo ke emaNe mA zaMkhezvara-pAlitANAnA TrasTIone vinaMtI karI ke rA "tame anumati Apo to huM dAdAnA gabhArAne hIrA-motI mANekathI jaDI dauM.' paNa TrasTIoe corInA bhayathI nA pADI. e bhAIe surata pAse DumasamAM golDana pratiSThA karAvI. sAcA sonAcAMdI motIthI prabhujIne vadhAvyA. rAta muMbaImAM potAne tyAM gRhamaMdira banAvatI vakhate vicAryuM ke "mArA gharamAM rasoDAthI mAMDIne bAtharUma sudhI mArabala che. to prabhunA maMdIramAM jo mArabala lagADuM to beya samAna thAya. e na cAle." ema vicArI eNe sonIone bolAvI puSkaLa sonuM kharIdyuM ane ArasaphekTarImAM A mokalI ApI jaNAvyuM ke ArasanI badhI TAIlso para sonAnuM pleTIMga karavuM." A evI sonAnI pleTIMgavALI TAIlso potAnA derAsaramAM lagAvI ane dubaIthI che hIrA maMgAvI bhIMtamAM jaDyA. a el 1 // ra naMbara Ave. (kula 7 x 8 = 56 AMgIo...) a 5 = htt A 1 emane tyAM kula 7 pratimAjI che. dareka pratimAjI mATe judA judA prakAranI kula 8 AMgIo che ane e sonA-hIrAnI banelI che. dara aThavADiye eka eka AMgIno paryuSaNamAM jinapUjA mATenA puSpo phorenathI maMgAve. paryuSaNamAM moTA naivedya, phaLa mUkI roja 3-4 kalAka bhakti kare. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (116) 1 ra A m rA

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pAsa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNasabhA maNassa bhagavao mahAvIra Namotyu NaM samaNassa bhagavAyo Aje paNa dara varSe potAnA guru tarIke mAnelA AcAryadeva pAchaLa bhaktirUpe A ochAmAM ochA 4 lAkha rU.no kharca kare che. 249. alaukika zakti : munirAjanI "ziSya ! uTha, jaldI kara..." munirAje potAnA ziSyane acAnaka rAtre bAra vAge uThADyo. "zuM thayuM ?...". kaheto ziSya tarata ubho thaI gayo. e hebatAI gayo, aDadhI rAte mane kema A uThADyo haze ? mA "jo, eka kAma kara. ahIMthI barAbara je trIjuM makAna che, tyAM jA. e gharanA rA badhA ja lokone ahIM laI Ava. utAvaLa karaje..." ra munirAje javAba dIdho. 'guruvacana para agAdha vizvAsa dharAvanAra e ziSya to gurunA kahevAthI rAtre bAra 8 3 vAge e ghare gayo, daravAjo khakhaDAvI badhAne uThADyA. "gharamAM rahelA badhAe hamaNA ja upAzrayamAM AvavAnuM che. ekapaNa bAkI na 8 3 rahe.." ziSya kahyuM. e hatuM kacchanuM patrIgAma ! kuTuMba jaina hatuM, paNa A rIte aDadhI rAte e munirAja kema bolAvatA haze ? A = e mATe sau acaMbo pAmyA. zuM thayuM haze ?" eno vicAra karatA badhA ja jhaDapathI upAzrayamAM AvyA. badhA hAtha joDo. mAMgalika sAMbhaLo..." munirAje kahyuM. | "zuM rAtre bAra vAge mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavA amane bolAvyA... mahArAjane | magajano tAva to nathI caDyo ne ?" evI evI zaMkA-kuzaMkAmAM badhAe hAtha joDI mAMgalika sAMbhaLyuM. mAMgalika sAMbhaLIne badhA ghara tarapha vaLyA, paNa jarAka ja cAlyA ane emanA 31 | AghAta + Azcaryano pAra na rahyo. A "e munirAje zA mATe badhAne aDadhI rAte bolAvelA.." eno hisAba maLI | | gayo. ja vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (110) mm

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3 mili Atamajeno, zvAse zvAse vaMdana karatA AtamathAya jeno. dhana te. niHspRhatAbhUSaNathI zobhe nirmala Atamajeno emaNe potAnuM ghara vijaLI paDavAthI khatama thaI gayeluM joyuM. jo munirAje emane na A bolAvyA hota to atyAre tUTI phUTI gayelA gharane jovA mATe teomAMthI koI jIvatuM na a | hota. badhA harSathI doDyA upAzraya tarapha, munivaranA pagamAM paDI anahada upakAra ? mAnavA lAgyA. munirAjane A khabara zI rIte paDI ? e ja ekamAtra prazna hato. A 2 jI 8 hA ! $ = = 000 e hatA eka mahAna munirAja ! ajoDa vidvAna ! 85 varSanI uMmara thavA chatAM cAlIne vihAra karanArA ! 500 thI vadhAre aThThama karI cUkelA ! prabhubhaktimAM bhAna bhUlanArA ! padavI mATenI ajaba gajabanI niHspRhatA dharAvanArA ! koIka adezyapaNe emane phuraNA thaI ane AkhuM kuTuMba ugarI gayuM. (vizuddhapariNativALA munirAjone AvI AvI bhaviSya aMgenI phuraNAo thatI # hoya che ane e mahadaMze sAcI paNa paDatI hoya che.) : 250. zramaNano svabhAva che zAMta rahevAno.. jo, pelA pahelA boksamAMthI amuka pustaka kADhI lAva..." gurue ziSyane Adeza karyo ane tapasvI kSamAzIla ziSya to tarata tyAM jaIne A boksa kholI mAMgyA pramANenuM pustaka laI Avyo. paNa guruno vicAra ATalI ja vAramAM badalAI gayo. pustaka hAthamAM lIdhuM ane |tarata pAchuM ApI dIdhuM. nA, A na joIe, pAchu mUkI Ava ane jo, pelA pAMcamAM bokSamAMthI phalANuM Saa pustaka kADhI lAva." gurue kahyuM ane moDhAnI leza paNa rekhA badalyA vinA ziSya pAcho gayo. pustaka bokSamAM mUkI pAMcamAM bokSamAMthI bIjuM pustaka kADhI pAchA pharI gurune ApyuM. paNa WAMITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (118) INSTIT $ $ $ 8 + 8 =

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khatIsaktane bhavamaMce nRtya4. mana te....80 , vidattA lekhanazakti ke kavitva, ziSyabhaktabhojanastrIma vyAkhyAtRtva ke vidvattA lekhanazaki. & 0 6 o e = 9 n koNa jANe Aje gurunA vicAro cagaDoLe caDyA hatA ke ziSyanI parIkSA karatA A| hatA.. paNa gurue e pustaka hAthamAM laIne tarata ja pAchuM ApyuM "A nathI joItuM. Ama, pAchuM mUkI Ava. peluM je pahelA pustaka lAvelo, e ja pAchu laI Ava..." | manamAM ya saMkleza karyA vinA, parama prasannatA sAthe ziSya pharI gurue cIMdheluM kAma, 'karyuM. | (ApaNe hoIe to ? kadAca moDhethI bhale kaMI na bolIe paNa manamAM to jAta jAtanAM vicAro AvI jAya ne ? gurunuM mana caMcaLa che..." evo udvegabhAva AvI jAya ne ?) A munirAjane AMbilo cAlu hoya, to paNa pustakAdinA kAma aMge 2-4 vAge thI to paNa paravA na kare.... mastIthI sahunA kAma karI Ape.) - 251. ApaNI zraddhA nabaLI ke namaskAra maMtrano prabhAva nabaLo? "namo arihaMtANaM" bolatI e chokarI dhaDAm karatI UMDA kuvAmAM paTakAI. A nAnakaDA gAmanA eka derAsaranI bAjumAM eka kuvo hato, tenuM pANI 2 prabhuprakSAlana mATe vaparAtuM, pANI laI lIdhA bAda tarata e DhAMkaNa baMdha karI devAtuM. 3 ekavAra e khulluM rahI gayuM. pahelA to gAmaDAmAM gharadITha badhA vArApharatI pUjA 8 karatA. e chokarInA pitAzrI e divase bahAragAma gayA hovAthI teNe pote ja pUjA ka vagere karavA javAnuM hatuM. e chokarI Dola nAMkhI pelA kuvAmAMthI pANI levA mATe prayatna karatI hatI, tyAMja A e cUkI ane kuvAmAM paDI. paNa dharmanA saMskAra rome rome guMthAyelA hatA. enA manamAM namaskAra maMtrano japa zaru thaI gayo. e pachI zuM banyuM?e to bhagavAna jANe paNa thoDIvAra bAda e chokarI derAsaranA geTa pAse pANIthI lathapatha dehe ubhI hatI. | loko ene pUchatA hatA zuM thayuM? Ama AkhI bhInI kema ? - chokarIe javAba Apyo ke "mane kazI khabara nathI, huM kuvAmAM paDI gayelI, " eTalI ja mane khabara che. ahIM kyAMthI AvI ?" CLINITIONvizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (110) MAINMMMMTM g - s c 0 g 0 0 0

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa tyArathI e chokarInI namaskAramaMtramAM zraddhA vadhI gaI, pachI to eNe dIkSA lIdhI A ane Aje nirmaLa sAdhvIjIvana jIvI rahyA che. A che (mahAmaMtrano prabhAva to Aje paNa evo ne evo ja che, mAtra emAM ApaNI zraddhA aDaga hovI jarUrI che. zraddhA nabaLI hoya to zuM vaLe ?) a rA 1 // ra a mA rA 111111111111111 mA hatA. a mA 252. je bane e badhuM ja apanAvavuM ja rahyuM cha varSa pUrve e sAdhvIjInA jIvanamAM eka gamakhvAra ghaTanA banI, hAI-ve para bhayaMkara eksIDanTa thayo. bhAgye sAtha Apyo emanuM jIvana to bacI gayuM, paNa e taddana parataMtra banI gayA. hRdaya nIcenuM AkhuMya zarIra jaDa banI cUkyuM hatuM. eka DagaluM paNa na cAlI zake... na UThI zake... zaruAtanA mahinAo to hospITalamAM yaMtronI sAravAra heThaLa rAkhyA. ati moMghI sAravAra mahinAo sudhI zrIsaMghe khUbaja lAgaNIpUrvaka karAvI. emane potAnI jIMdagIno bharoso na hato. e ja cAturmAsa daramyAna zrI siddhAcala kSetramAM zramaNIonI vAcanAnuM Ayojana thayuM.... emaneM svakalyANa mATe AvI viSamaparisthitimAM siddhagiri javAnuM mana thayuM. hospITalamAM khaseDavAmAM to AvyA, paNa jIvanamaraNa vacce e jholA khAI rahyA mA rA roja 1 saMpUrNa parataMtratA ! covIsa kalAka badhI ja kriyA palaganAM saMthArAmAM ! 1 // aMte apavAdamArga emane embyulansamAM pAlitANA laI javAmAM AvyA. A che. emaNe lagabhaga cAreya mahinA vAcanA sAMbhaLI, paNa palaMga para sutA sutA ! kemake besI zakavA jeTalI paNa emanI zakti na hatI. palaMga para saMthArAmAM sutA sutA, zarIramAM bhoMkAyelI soMyonI sAthe mazIna upara jIvatA e sAdhvIjIe vAcanAo a Na sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne potAnA Atamane pavitra karavA prayatna karyo. [3] cha varSa pasAra thaI gayA che Aje A prasaMgane ! e sAdhvIjI pAlitANAmAM ja che. tabiyata lagabhaga evI ne evI ja che. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAcabI 0 (120) T a 111111111111 Na 1 // ra $rn

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nA malinabhAva darzAve, zAsanahIlanI kAmanIvAraka vastro jIvana TImane na dIpAve, dhanate... 81 dhoLA vastro muninA mananA malinabhAva darzAti >> 're 0 6 o e na drA che. 0 7 8 = = 0 hRdaya nIcenA badhA ja avayavo kAmarahita ! chatAM e prasannatAthI jIve che. svAdhyAyAdi yogone emaNe potAno nityakrama A te banAvI dIdho che. dhanyavAda to e sevA karanArA sAdhvIjIone che ke jeo cha-cha varSathI | A aviratapaNe thAkyA-kaMTALyA vinA avala koTinI sevA karI rahyA che. sagA ane dIkarA-dIkarIo paNa potAnA mA-bApanI je sevA na kare. sagA bhAI-bahena paNa teNI gamAM je kALajI na kare.. e badhuM ja e zramaNIo karI rahyA che. emAMya jyAre asahya mAMdagIno koI aMta na dekhAto hoya, A "viSama paristhiti mAvajIva TakavAnI che.." evA eMdhANa najara sAme hoya.. evI paristhitimAM vaiyAvaccIonuM paNa mana bhAMgI ja paDe... paNa AvuM kazuM ja ahIM thayuM mA nathI. ghaNA zrAvaka-zrAvikAo A ArAdhaka zramaNInA ane emanA vaiyAvaccI = zramaNIonA darzanano lAbha pAlitANAmAM laI rahyA che. 253. AsaktimAMthI chaTakavuM che ? A rahyo upAya nA, nA. ame have kazuM ja laI zakIe ema nathI. e tame lAvyA cho, tame 2 ja vAparI jAo.." B sahavartI munioe gocarI vahorI lAvelA munirAjanI vinaMtine ThukarAvI dIdhI. e munirAja hatA pAMca vigaInA mULathI tyAgI ! " nirdoSa gocarI-pANInA AgrahI ! vairAgyanI jhagamagatI jyotanA svAmI ! dUra dUra gocarI vahoravA koIka ajANyA gharomAM jaI caDe, tyAM paNa pAkI tapAsa cha karI gocarI vahore. | eka di' eka ghare puraNapoLI = veDamI maLI, ghI copaDavAnuM bAkI hatuM. emaNe to lakhINa ga ja veDamI barAbara tapAsa karIne vahorI... paNa manamAM ajaMpo zaru thayo. A "meM zA mATe veDamI vahorI ? mane roTalIo maLatI ja hatI. AmAM mane A mA Asakti thavAnI ja. meM bhUla karI..." LiMINIMINAL vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (121) NMMMMMMM. s - + 6 = 9

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che. kicaya tyAga, vigaI-parivarjana, traNa mahArathi prahAcaryanuM karatA miyA hArathi brahmacaryanuM karatA nitya samarthana, dhanate. malinavasa, vijAtIya paricaya . $ 9 meM A 8 - hai 'aMte sahavartIone vaparAvI devAno nirNaya karyo. A veDamI vAparI jAo ne ? mAre nathI vAparavI" e munivare gocarI vAparatA sAdhuone vinaMti karI ane eno javAba upara | mujaba maLyo "ame nahi vAparI zakIe" munio jANatA hatA ke "A kadI sArI sArI vastuo vAparatA nathI." - eTale ja Aje badhA munionI eka ja IcchA hatI ke "veDamI e vairAgI muni | vApare..." e muni roja moDethI ekAsaNuM karatA. e divase paNa potAnI gocarI kADhI rAkhI svAdhyAyAdi karavA lAgyA. paNa manamAM pelI veDamIno ajaMpo cAlu... mAre rAga nathI karavo... e vicAro cAlu... cAra kalAka bAda jyAre e muni vAparavA beThA tyAre emane AsaktityAgano 8 2 upAya jaDI gayo hato. emaNe veDamImAM kaDavuM-kaDavuM sudarzanacUrNa bheguM karI dIdhuM. * veDamI banI gaI kaDavI-kaDavI ! prasannacitte e veDamI AromAM gayA. e vakhate moharAjane ghora parAjaya para 8 ApyAno apUrva AnaMda emanA moDhA para taravarato spaSTa dekhAto hato. ekavAra pANI vadhI gayeluM hovAthI AcAryazrIe A munirAjane kApa kADhavAnI ? A AjJA karI, kemake cha mahinAthI emaNe kApa kADhaDhyo na hato. gurvAzAnA pAlana mATe A emaNe kApa kADhayo to kharo, paNa mAtra 25 miniTamAM ! upara-uparano mela kADhI te nAMkhyo. emAMya e doSita pANIno vaparAza karavA badalano DaMkha to kharo ja. 254. nAzavaMtadehanA phoTA zA mATe ? "jo, upAzrayamAM pATa upara AcAryadeva birAjamAna che. ame badhA tyAM mumukSu bahenane laIne AvIe ja chIe. tuM thoDAka phoTAo pADI leje." mumukSu bahenanA svajanoe phoTogrApharane samajaNa ApI. | e bicAro ajaina phoTogrAphara to sUcanA mujaba upAzrayamAM pahoMcyo. * Commja vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (122) ' .00 $ $ $ 8

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Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa 85 varSanI prauDha uMmaranA AcAryadeva pATa para japa karI rahyA hatA. svAbhAvika che ke dIkSArthInA svajanone to potAnA aNamola prasaMganA saMbhAraNA A tarIke phoTAo pADavAnI tamannA hoya ja. paNa A AcAryadevane A badhuM nApasaMda hatuM. Na mumukSubahena-svajano AvI gayA, phoTogrAphara phoTo levA jato hato tyAM 1 // AcAryazrInI enA upara dRSTi pADI. emaNe buma pADI ra A che "A zuM mAMDyuM che ? zA mATe phoTA pADIne SaTkAyajIvanI virAdhanAnA pApamAM a amane pADo cho ? phoTA paDAvavAthI amAruM saMyama duSita thAya. cAlyo jA mA ahIMthI..." rA TO O O O O A 5 ja 1 // ra A m rA paNa dIkSArthInA svajano ene upAzrayanI rUmamAM laI gayA. "khAnagI rIte phoTA pADaje, AcAryadevanI sAme na Avato..." ema sUcanA ApI dIdhI. paNa apramatta yogI jevA AcAryazrInI cakora STimAMthI kazuM chAnuM na rahyuM. "pelo hajI rUmamAM chupAyo che, ene tyAMthI bahAra kADho. upAzrayamAMthI bahAra kADho... A nAzavaMta dehanA phoTA pADavAno Agraha zA mATe rAkho cho ?'' m rA AcAryadevanI kaDaka sUcanA sAMbhaLI phoTogrAphara muMjhAyo. ene to 'zuM karavuM ?' enI samaz2aNa na paDI. $ = 5 5 5 D Na "tame atyAre ne atyAre mArI sAthe nIce cAlo..." siddhAcala mahAtIrthamAM dAdAnA darabAranI bahAra gusse thayelI ziSyAe guruNIne Adeza karyo. karmasaMyoge taddana vicitra krodhI svabhAva ! game tyAM game te bole. guruNIne paNa khakhaDAvI de. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (123) ra aMte AcAryadevanI IcchA mujaba ja thayuM. phoTA na pADavA dIdhA. (ApaNe sAme cAlIne phoTAo paDAvIe, phoTA paDatA hoya ane ApaNane A AnaMda Ave, ApaNA phoTA jovAnuM mana thAya.... e badhuM to khoTuM ja ne ?) 255. ziSyane saMyamamAM TakAvavA gurue ghaNuM sahana karavuM ja rahyuM. || Na 6 ra A mA rA

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zika vAparatI vAsanI jaga, ALasa, roga, kaSAyAdika jANI hitazikha bI hitamita Aroge. dhana te...83 - aramAna paNa mAtrAdhika vAparata pAlitANAmAM e ziSyA yAtrA karIne upara pahoMcI. ekAda kalAka caityavaMdanAdi A karIne dAdAnA darabAramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI tyAM ja sAme ja enA guruNIne AvatA A ja joyA. game te kAraNasara. paNa ziSyA gusse thaI game tema bolI, tame hamaNAM ja mArI sAthe nIce cAlo." ema AjJA (!) karI. paNa huM to hajI hamaNAM ja dAdAnA darabAramAM AvI chuM. mAre pradakSiNA paNa A paNa bAkI che. te nIce utaravAnuM zaru kara. huM tarata pAchaLa AvuM chuM." | guNIe kahyuM to kharuM paNa ziSyAnI jIda abhedya hatI.. koIpaNa jAtano ane pratIkAra karyA vinA guNI e ziSyAnI sAthe ja nIce utaravA lAgyA. na darzana ! na caityavaMdana ! chatAM mukha para hAsya vicitratA to evI ke ziSyA mAtra karI le ane pachI ene gocarI vahoravA para 8 javAnuM ke pATha levA javAnuM hoya to potAnI guNIne kahI de ke "tame mAtra paraThavI Avo. mAre TAIma thaI gayo che, huM jAuM chuM." ane guraNI 8 2 paraThavI Ave. 8 ziSyA jo guNIne koIpaNa kAma sope, ane e kAma bIjA koI sAdhvIjI kare ? B to paNa ziSyA guruNIne khakhaDAvI de. "tamane kAma sopeluM. tame kema na karyuM ?" ema kahe. ziSyA kApa kADhavA bese, vAparavA bese ke bIjuM kaMI kAma kare to gusaNI enI che sevA karavA ubhA rahe. nahi to ziSyA gusse thAya. guNI bIjA ziSyAone bhaNAvatA hoya ane e vakhate jo A ziSyA AvI caDe "mane A bIjo viSaya bhaNAvo..." to guruNI tyAre ne tyAre ja cAlu pATha paDato mUkIne paNa ene bhaNAve. jo na bhaNAve to.. jANakAroe guruNIne pUchyuM paNa kharuM ke "tame zA mATe A badhuM calAvI lo cho...kaDaka thAo ne? tamAre kyAM ochI ziSyA che. zuM garaja che tamane emanI ?". tyAre guruNI kahe - jo huM enI sAthe premathI rahIza. to te TakI zakaze, nahi | AiTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (12) www"

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saMkhaDisthAne gocarIkAje Daga paNa kadI navi mAMDe, tyAgadharmathI jaga janatAne samaDItardaSTi pamADe. dhana te... 84 to saMyama gumAvI besaze. meM dIkSA ApI che, to jyAM sudhI zakya hoya tyAM sudhI A ene bacAvavAnI, TakAvI rAkhavAnI mArI pharaja che... e na bhUlajo ke sAmo thAya A Aga, to tuM thaje pANI ! AvI prabhuvIranI vANI !" (karmanA vipAko vicitra hoya che, eTale ja e ziSyAne doSa devA mATe A a ghaTanA lakhAI nathI, paNa AvI viSamatAne paNa hasate moDhe nibhAvI lenAra guruNInA a Na guNane gAvA mATe A ghaTanA AlekhAI che... e hakIkata na bhUlazo...) 1 // 256. he bhagavAna ! AvuM sahana karavAnI zakti amane paNa Apaje ra a pUrvabhavanI koIka leNadeNa haze ke kema ? paNa guruNIne e potAnI ziSyA pratye mA manamAM sakhata tiraskAra ! rA LI A che enuM moDhuM jovAya taiyAra nahi. dIkSA zI rIte thaI e paNa Azcarya che. 22 varSanAM vahANA vAI gayA A guruziSyanI joDIne ! paNa guruNInA manano dveSa koIpaNa kAraNe ocho thato ja na hato. ziSyA sadAya sAthe rahe, badhuM ja sahana kare. A ziSyA paNa kaMI sAmAnya nathI. 94-94 vardhamAnatapanI oLInI tapasvinI che. 22 varSano dIrghaparyAya che, paNa karmonA nirALA khelane e samabhAve nihALI rahyA che. m lagabhaga roja guruNI e ziSyAnI bhUla thAya na thAya... ene vAraMvAra khakhaDAve, utArI A pADe... a paNa ziSyAnA mukhe guruNI mATe kadI niMdAno ekapaNa zabda sAMbhaLavA na maLe. saurASTranAM eka gAmamAM e sAdhvIvRMda cAturmAsa birAjamAna hatA. amuka * Na sAdhvIjIo gAmamAM ane moTA bhAganA sAdhvIjIo sosAyaTImAM hatA. tyAM A ziSyAe samavasaraNatapa karyo. 11 // ra rA 5-56 A mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (125) W M11111115. besaNAnA divase gocarI lAvI guruNIne batAve. paNa guruNI gocarI jovA paNa ataiyAra nahi. samavasaraNatapa jevI ghora tapazcaryAmAM eka di' koI vizeSa bhUla vinA a mA sakhata Thapako Apyo ! rA A Na 1 // ra

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Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa chatAM e ziSyA zAMta-prazAMta ja rahyA. A cAlu tapamAM e ziSyAnA pAraNAnA divase e guruNI gAmamAM jatA rahyA, to A A ziSyA kahe "emane vaMdana vinA mArAthI gocarI kema vaparAya ?" e paNa pAchaLa pAchaLa gAmamAM gayA. che A Na 1 // ra A mA rA 0101010101000 cAlu tapamAM Thapako ApanArA, gocarI paNa na jonArA evA paNa guruNIne vaMdana a karavA gAmamAM javuM e emano Adarza AcAra hato. dhArata to ATalA badhA upavAsaNa hovAthI guruNIne vaMdana karavA gayA vinA paNa pAraNuM karI zakatA hatA. paNa evuM emaNe na karyuM. badhA praznano ekaja javAba "mArA karmono doSa che, guruNIno koIja doSa nathI..." (khyAla rAkhavo ke guruNInI niMdA karavA mATe ke emanA doSo jovA mATe A ghaTanA nathI AlekhAI. karmodaye koIka guruNIne Avo kaSAya jAge paNa kharo.. emAM rA emano paNa zo doSa ? ahIM to AvI viSama paristhitine paNa sahana karanArA e zramaNI bhagavaMtanA nirmaLa Atamane vaMdanA karavA mATe ja A prasaMga AlekhAyo che.) 257. ghaDapaNane Are... ArAdhanAnA sathavAre a mA rA mArA dAdI guruNIe 11 varSanI nAnakaDI uMmare dIkSA lIdhelI. hamaNAM ja teo 72 varSano dIrgha dIkSAparyAya pALI 84 varSanI uMmare kALadharma pAmyA. (ka) chellA cAra mahinA emanI tabiyata ghaNI ja kharAba rahI. vAraMvAra bebhAna thaI jAya, kazuM bolI na zake... lakavo paNa thaI gayelo... A che paNa "svAdhyAya na thAya to navakAravALI gaNavI..." e emanA manamAM dRDha 1 // rA 5 = n s D hovAthI jyAre paNa bhAnamAM Ave tyAre navakAravALI hAthamAM laIne gaNavA mAMDe. che a Azcarya thaze ke dehamAMthI jIva nIkaLyo. tyAre paNa emanA hAthamAM navakAravALI a Na hatI. 1 // sA (kha) chellA cAra mahinA javA daIe to e sivAya teozrI roja savAre traNa gA 2 vAge uThI jatA. Avazyaka kriyAo karI 1000 gAthAno svAdhyAya roja karatA. ra (ga) derAsara khule tyAre darzana karI pAchA AvI pustaka vAMcavA besI jatA. a (5) gocarI Ave, eTale 10 miniTamAM vAparIne pAchA caityavaMdana, stavana, mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (126) L

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bhojana-bhaktane tanu mUrchAthI caudapUrvI paNa bhamatA. bhISaNabhavasaMsAre jANI, niHsaMgabhAve ramatA, dhana te....85 sajjhAyano pATha karavA besI jatA. (ca) koIka sAdhvIjI kAmakAjathI paravAre eTale emanI sAthe sAmasAme pa00 A gAthAno pATha kare. A Na (cha) A uMmare paNa emane raghuvaMza, zAMtinAtha kAvyAdinA zloko yAda hatA. (ja) brahmacaryanI vADonuM pAlana karavAmAM te jAgrata hatA. koIpaNa bhAI emanI a Na pAse 10 miniTathI vadhAre besI na zake. amane koI mahemAna maLavA Ave to paNa e bhAIo hoya to emanI sAthe amane besavA na de. emAMya rAtre to koIpaNa bhAInI sAthe besavA na de. 1 // 1 // ra ra A che a mA rA sAgara samudAyanA e munirAja ! (ka) 38 varSano dIkSA paryAya thayo, paNa Aja dina sudhI navakArazI pacca. karyuM nathI. chuTuM kare to paNa porisI pahelA na vApare. (kha) ghaNAya varSothI pharasANa, taLeluM, phaLo, mIThAI, kerI, lIlotarI zAka sadaMtara baMdha.. 111111111111111 258. aTTamono Dhagalo (ga) emaNe kula 1024 akrama pUrNa karyA. moTA bhAganA akramo to akramanA pAraNe akrama karavA pUrvaka karyA che. (gha) pAraNAnA divase lagabhaga abhigraha kare. jo e abhigraha pUro thAya to bapore 1 vAgyA pahelA pAraNuM kare. jo abhigraha pUro na thAya to bapore 1 vAgyA bAda pAraNuM kare... A che -jI gaNatarI mAMDIe to 360 divasa 4 25 varSa...... Azare emanA jIvanamAM = 25 varSa jeTalA upavAsa) (127) a A mA kula 9000 jeTalA to upavAsa thayA che. (50 varSItapa rAta ( vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI mArkA rA A (ca) akramanA pAraNe ke te sivAya paNa bapore mAtra be ja dravya vApare. (1) thI vinAnI lukhI roTalI (2) dALa. zAka-bhAta-dUdha nahi. 259. upavAso -----------1011 A Na 1 // e sAdhvIjI vi.saM. 2045nA kA.va.11nA divase 49mAM cAlu varSItapamAM gA 2 kALadharma pAmyA. $ = 5 ra a 5 m rA

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mahAsatI jemapArakA puruSanuM darzana kadI navi karatI, temamuni nijasaMyamarakSArthe leve na bhaktanI bhakti, dhanate...86 arthAt 25-25 varSa jeTalo moTo samaya to emano upavAsamAM vItyo che. A besaNAmAM paNa ThaMDu, phIkuM, moLuM ke mIThuM je maLe tenAthI calAvI le. kadIpaNa koI AM che vastu garama karAvI nathI. che rAtre mAMDa 3-4 kalAkano ArAma le. a Na 1 // ra Lyr 260. Aryadeza mahAna che A (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) ame badhA sAdhvIjIo vihAra karIne sUryAsta AsapAsa peTrolapaMpa pAse pahoMcyA. a amAre tyAM utaravAnuM hatuM. ghaNA sAdhu-sAdhvIo e peTrolapaMpanI rUmamAM ja rAtri a mA mukAma karatA hatA. rA paNa amAruM durbhAgya ! eno mAlika tALuM lagAvIne kyAMka cAlyo gayo hato. have zuM ? AgaLa to surakSitasthAne have aMdhArAmAM pahoMcavuM bhAre ! pAchA zI rIte javAya? A hAIve upara zIlanAM jokhamano pAra nahi. zuM karavuM ? ame badhA namaskAra mahAmaMtrano japa karatA karatA koIka sahAya maLe enI rAha jotA hatA. "badananI ! namaste ! Apa yahAM vadhu vaDe dupa hai ?" acAnaka peTrolapaMpanI bAjumAM ja AvelI hoTalano mAlika zIkhakAkA amane A rIte peTrolapaMpanI bahAra ubhelA joI amArI pAse AvI pUchavA lAgyo. a Na 1 // F a vizvAsa mukyA vinA chUTako ja na hato, ame rUma pAse gayA. paNa vadhu eka m AMcako lAgyo. rUma to sAmAnathI bharacaka bharelI hatI. rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (128) ra 5 = - - 5 D a ame badhI vAta karI. Na 1 // "telI, merI hoTala je pIche padma hama hai, Apa vahAM rAtrimuAma Ini" gA 2 zIkhakAkAe amane AmaMtraNa ApyuM. 5 che 5 ra a mA rA

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavaA mahAsa have ? paNa tyAM to zIkhakAkAe bolAvelI mANaso AvI gayA, badho sAmAna bahAra A kaDhAvI amane rUma khAlI karI ApI. A che Ama jagyA to maLI gaI, paNa amArA bhayano pAra na hato. taddana ajANyuM a sthaLa ! ApaNuM koI nahi ! zIkha koma ! amArI rakSA karanAra koNa ? hAIvenuM sthAna! a khaTArAvALAono pAra nahi... Na 6 1 A mA TOTAL A Na 1 // ra m rA rAtri sukhethI pasAra thaI. savAre ame hemakhema ucitasthAne pahoMcI gayA. (AryadezanI prajAmAM keTalAka guNo to sahaja rIte ja utpanna thaI jatA hoya evuM anubhavavA maLe che.)* amArI A muMjhavaNa game te rIte e zIkhakAkA samajI gayA. emaNe lAgaNIsabhara zabdomAM kahyuM ke * 'Apa merI bahanA haiM, maiM ApakA bhAI hUM, Apa bilakula phikara mata kIjie, maiM a ApakI rakSA karUMgA.' mA che. 261. kaTTara zatru mAnI dehane duHkha bahu je detA... "1 che (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) vaizAkha mAsano dhomadhakhato tApa ! emAM vaLI rAjasthAna pradeza ! A ame badhA to vihAra na hoya to paNa roja savAre navakArazImAM pANI vAparatA. A rAtre baphArAmAM badhuM ja pANI zarIramAMthI parasevAdi dvArA zoSAI jatuM. savAra paDe ke che gaLu sukAya... eka di samAcAra maLyA ke "amArA gacchAdhipatizrI vihAra karIne gAmamAM padhAravAnA e hatuM vAMkalI gAma ! ame emane levA mATe gAmane pAdare gayA. OM che 5 ja vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (129) 511111111111111 5 rA G A Na| " 5 2 ma mA rA

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haMTara nehI-svajanane jANI, savejIva para sneha dharatI vRti muninI vakhALI, Aii ti muninI vakhANI. dhanate...87 AtamadhananA cora-lUMTAruM snehI-svaja amane aMdAja to hato ja ke gacchAdhipatizrI aMdhArAmAM vihAra karatA nathI, eTale emane AvatA vAra to lAgaze ja.... ame 9 vAge gAmane pAdare pahoMcyA. paNa amArI dhAraNA karatA paNa ghaNo samaya thavA chatAM teozrI na padhAryA. banyuM evuM ke munio mArga bhUlI gayelA... aMte bharatApamAM 11 vAge teoe gAmamAM praveza karyo. kAcA raste 15-20 | ki.mI. cAlIne AvelA. eTalo keTalo thAka, keTalI tarasa lAgI hoya... e to 2 koIpaNa samajI zake. gacchAdhipatizrI upAzraye pahoMcyA, ame paNa vaMdana karavA upAzraye pahoMcyA. A rA amArA Azcarya vacce pUjyazrI upAzraye pahoMcI tarata japa karavA besI gayA. 5 15-20 ki.mI.no vihAra karIne AvyA che. vaizAkha mAsa che. rAjasthAnanI garamI che. 11 vAgI gayA che.... zuM pUjyazrI pacca. nahi pAre ? pANI nahi 3 ke vApare ?" ame vicAramAM paDyA. paNa kaMI bolI na zakyA.' tyAM to mukhya sAdhue AcAryazrIne vinaMti karI. "sAhebajI ! Apa paccakhANa pArI 3 pANI to vAparI lo. ApazrIne gaIkAlano covihAra upavAsa che...." ame to A sAMbhaLI stabdha banI gayA. gacchAdhipatizrIe javAba Apyo ke "mAre japa bAkI che, e pUro na thAya tyAM ja sudhI huM paccakhANa nahi pAruM.." (kyAreka vaizAkha-jeThamAM amadAvAdAdi sthAnomAM daseka ki.mI.no vihAra karIne | A koIka sthAne pahoMcIe tyAre ApaNane pANI mATe kevI tRSA hoya che... e jyAre A Na anubhavIe tyAre ja A prasaMga yAda karazuM to e mahAtmAnA adbhuta guNane sAcI Na) vaMdanA arpI zakazuM.) 8 biae 2 beberi vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che te

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saMsArI paNa nAma potAnuM yAda kadI nahi karatA. durghaTanAsama nija saMsArI jIvana bhulI jAtA. dhana te...88 262. vairAgya : colamajIThanA raMga jevo A che karoDapati gharanI e kanyAne saMsAra tyAgI dIkSA levAnA koDa jAgyA. paNa saMsArI bA emane ema dIkSA ApavA taiyAra na hatA. a "koIkanA caDAvavAthI caDI gayelI mArI dIkarI Aje to dIkSA laI le, paNa a Na pachI ? eno vairAgya kAco hoya te na cAle." zA 1 // ane bAe dIkarIne sAdhvIjIo pAse javAnuM sadaMtara baMdha karAvyuM. gharanI eka gA rUmamAM jANe ke dIkarIne pUrI dIdhI. ra ra mood A bA e jovA mAMgatI hatI ke "satsaMga tUTyA bAda eno vairAgya Take che ke nahi ?" a paNa cha mahinA baMdha rUmamAM pUrAI rahyA pachI paNa e kanyAno vairAgya akabaMdha mA rA rahyo, dIkSA levAnA vicAro vadhu dRDha banyA. mA rA aMte dIkSA thaI. e, sAdhvIjI zAsanaprabhAvikA banyA. eka di' eka anya samudAyanA 6 sAdhvIjIo nizcayanayanA padArtho sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne dIkSA choDI nizcayanI = dhyAnanI ArAdhanA karavA javA kaTibaddha banyA. jo AvuM kaMI paNa bane to e samudAyamAM khaLabhaLATa mace. zrAvakoe A badhI ja vAta A vidvAna sAdhvIjIne karI, e cha sAdhvIjIone ugArI levA vinaMti karI. A sAdhvIjI parasamudAyanA hatA, chatAM emaNe e 6 sAdhvIjIone mArgadarzana A ApavA taiyArI batAvI. | che zrAvakoe e 6 sAdhvIjIone samajAvyA, ke "tamAre dIkSA choDI nizcayanI ArAdhanA karavI hoya to bhale. paNa ekavAra tame A sAdhvIjI sAthe thoDoka samaya a raho...' Na 1 // ra a mA rA e 6 sAdhvIjI taiyAra thayA. comAsuM sAthe goThavAyuM. rojanI vAcanAo-pATho zaru thayA. aMte e 6 sAdhvIjIone potAnI bhUla samajAI, saMyamamAM sthira banyA. ADA avaLA vicAro dUra phagAvI dIdhA. A vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (131) G 11111111111 A | che 5 % 6 ra a mA rA

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Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa * Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa hRdayaroganA humalAno bhoga banelA A sAdhvIjI roja bhagavAnane prArthanA karatA A ke "A roga dago denAro che. game tyAre game te bane. prabho ! kama se kama eTaluM A to mane Apaje ke huM khAtA khAtA, UMghatA UMghatA ke koI pramAdamAM mRtyu na pAmuM..." che ema ja thayuM. samAdhipUrvaka emano kALadharma thayo. NA 1 // ra 263. pArivArika dIkSA 1 // muMbaInA e dhanADhya zikSita parivAranI dIkarIne dIkSAnI bhAvanA thaI ane ra a enI sAthe ja bA-bApujI ane be bhAI badhAe dIkSA levAno nirdhAra karyo. dIkSA thayAne Aje to 25 varSa thaI gayA. mA rA To s F emAM pitAmunie jyAre eka sthAne pAMca varSa rokAvAnuM thayuM, tyAre lagAtAra pAMceya varSa aThThAInA pAraNe aDhAI karI... (Azare 200 jeTalI aThThAI ane 1600 jeTalA upavAsa e pAMca varSamAM thayA..) a mA rA || Na emaNe 500-600 gItonI racanA karI, paNa kyAMya chelle potAnuM nAma nahi. 72 varSanI uMmare paNa savAre jAte gocarI jAya, ziSyo ghaNI nA kahe paNa eka ja javAba ke "mArI uMmara 72 nathI, 27 che, ema samajo. AMkaDo UMdho karI do..." 264. jinAjJAmAM bAMdhachoDa nahi 5 = TOOL rA paryuSaNanA trIjA ja divase e munirAjane hArTaeTekano humalo thayo. humalo bhayajanaka hato. emane tarata hospITalamAM dAkhala karavAmAM AvyA. upacAra zaru thayo. A eTeka bapore Avelo. emaNe kahI dIdhuM ke "sAMje sUryAsta bAda davA-IMjekzana, glukojha kazuM ja laIza che nahi." A A NA cAra ja divasa bAda saMvatsarI AvI, temaNe ghaNAnI nA vacce paNa upavAsa karyo. teNa gA "prabhunA pharamAnamAM pheraphAra nahi karavAno.." 1 // ra A zrAvakonA AgrahathI muMbaInI brIja kenDI hospITalamAM bAyapAsanuM oparezana ra nakkI thayuM. bhAratanA prathamakakSAnA DokTara bhaTTAcAryanA hAthe e oparezana thavAnuM hatuM a paNa Azcarya e thayuM ke DokTara pezanTane oLakhI ja na zakyA. kAraNa ke mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (132)

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kaMI jinazAsananI hoLI ziSyalAlasA dugatidAyI yunivRti aNamolI.. ..bolI. dhanate...89 ziSyanI corI pApanI ToLI jinazAsananI lona A munirAja jAte cAlIne uparanA mALe caDelA. "huM liphUTano upayoga nahi karuM" emaNe cokhkhI nA pADelI. DokTara kahe ke A AvI rIte jAte upara caDIne AvelAnuM bAyapAsanuM oparezana karavAnuM mAre | prathamavAra banyuM che." A mahAtmA sAbumAM bilakula kApa kADhatA nathI. tapa 60 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lenAra e munirAje 22 varSanA dIkSA paryAyamAM atyAre ? A 82 varSanI uMmara sudhImAM je tapazcaryA karI, teno nAnakaDo AMka nIce pramANe che. A (ka) 16 mAsakSapaNa. (kha) 40 jeTalI aThThAIo. (ga) vahoravA jAte jAya. (gha) pAraNAmAM vigaIono tyAga. 265. A deha zmazAnanI rAkhano Dhagalo * (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ~). mArA vaDIla gubenane chAtImAM kensaranI gAMTha thayelI. emanI prabhAvakatA, madhuro svabhAva vagerene lIdhe e badhAyane atizaya priya hatA. mATe ja emaNe potAnAM dardanI vAta koIne na karI. 'emane zaMkA paDI gayelI ke "mane kensara thayuM che" paNa e vAta amane koIne TATne jaNAvI. | gocarIe javAnA bahAne vahelA nIkaLI ekalAM ja DokTara pAse nidAna karAvI A AvyA. emanI dhAraNA pramANe ja kensara nIkaLyuM. Na emaNe manane makkama karI lIdhuM, najIkamAM ja AvanArA motane vadhAvI levAnuM ga nakkI karyuM. darda vadhatuM cAlyuM, pachI to amane paNa khabara paDI, emano hAtha pa-10 kilo vajanano thaI gayo. uMco nIco paNa na thaI zake. mA IIIIIIII vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che (133) TWITT A mAM

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nidA bIjI moTI, ziSyAdika kAje muni nidA karatA bhavanI koTI dhana kalAkAraka proTI, bane te...0 zithilAcAra e prAmamUrkhatA muninidA bIjI moTI : . 0 8 + 8 = ja ekadama phulI gayo. vedanA to je anubhave ene khabara paDe... A eka di kensaranA jIvANuoe zarIranI eka nasa korI nAMkhI, nasa tUTI emAMthI che ekAeka lohInI dhArA phuvArAnI jema uchaLI. ame tarata ja vAsaNa dharI dIdhuM. poNuM A vAsaNa lohIthI bharAI gayuM. e badhuM ja e sAdhvIjI joI rahyA hatA, chatAM vihavaLatA nahi, vedanAno uhakAra nahi, mukha paranuM smita vadhu gheruM banyuM. ame pUchyuM tamane kaMI thatuM nathI ?" emaNe javAba Apyo "mArA pApakarmo udayamAM AvyA che, ene samabhAve sahana karavA e ja mAro] dharma che. AtmabhAvamAM lIna banavAno puruSArtha karuM chuM..." AvuM lagabhaga traNavAra nasa tUTavAnuM banyuM 3 aMte e sAdhvIjIe samAdhipUrvaka zmazAnamAM rAkha bananArA e dehane alavidA E na karI dIdhI. 266. zrAvako paNa sahana kare... (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) - "zrAvakane have oparezana pachI kema che ?" huM e zrAvikAne tyAM gocarI gayelI. emanA patine svarapeTInuM oparezana karAvyuM hovAno mAro khyAla hato. zrAvikA paricita hatA. meM sahaja rIte e dharmiSTha parivAranI zrAvikAne pRcchA karI. emaNe javAba vALyo "oparezananA bhAga upara jyAre davA nAMkhIe tyAre nAnI tapelI bharIne kIDA nIkaLe, ame bahAra nAMkhI AvIe. paNa emAMthI jo ekAda kIDo nIce paDI jAya. to zrAvaka potAnA hAthe A oparezananA bhAgamAM mUkI de... e kIDAne bacAvavA..." "vedanA nathI thatI?" COMMITTT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (13) jammja' che 2 jI 2 jI 8 che = = .

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mahAvIrasma 5 NamA tyuNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAlI sAmotyaNa samaNassa bhagavao pahAtI 8 9O 4 0 0 0 7 0 = 9 kamakamATI thaI jAya evI e vAta sAMbhaLyA bAda meM pharI pUchyuM. "thAya ja ne ? paNa e sahana kare che. kadI phariyAda karatA nathI..." zrAvikAe javAba vALyo. (sAdhu-sAdhvIo to AnA karatA anekagaNuM sahana karavA tatpara hoya ja...) 2 47. ame jIvatA chIe tyAM sudhI A saMyamIne sAcavazuM... - "sAdhvIjIo ! tamane kharekhara salAha ApuM chuM ke A sAdhvIjIne tame choDI do.' amane soMpI do, ame emane gAMDAonI hospITalamAM dAkhala karI badhI vyavasthA a goThavI dezuM. ene ame sAcavazuM. paNa tame emane choDI do" - zrIsaMghanA zrAvakoe be mukhya sAdhvIjIone samajAvyA. dIkSA bAda 10 ja varSamAM A baMne gurubenonA guNI kALadharma pAmelA. bene "| 2 kula 6 ziSyAo hatI. 8 emaNe potAnA guruNInA gurubenane (mAsI guruNIne) guruNI mAnI emanI R sAthe rahevAnuM zaru kareluM. B baMneno dIkSA paryAya 15 varSano thayo, tyAre e mAsI guNInI tabiyata bagaDI, 3 ra garamI vagerenA kAraNe magaja para gAMDapaNa savAra thaI jatuM. e gAMDA thaI gayelA mAsI guNI jema tema bole... 3. ziyALAmAM A baMne sAdhvIjInI kAmaLI vagere badhuM ja kheMcI le, pote oDhI 8 - le... A ghaNIvAra be-traNa divasa A rIte vagara kAmaLIe e be sAdhvIjIo ThaMDI sahIne che. pasAra karatA. T e mAsI gusaNI game tyAM aMDila karI de, kapaDA-bhIMta bagADI de... e badhuM A A be sAdhvIjIo sApha kare. - e gAMDA banelA sAdhvIjI lokone kahe ke "tame A sAdhvIone kaMI paNa ApatA " nahi. A be to badhuM potAnAM saMsArI bhAIone ApI de che..." || AvI vikaTa dazAmAM paNa e baMne sAdhvIjIoe emane sAcavavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. A eka jagyAe saMghanA agraNIone A badhuM joI baMnenI dayA AvI ane A [; gAMDA mAsI guNIne choDI devAnI salAha ApI. ". CtrlTyNSTIT vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (135) NITIST) 0 7

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gItArtha AcAranA pAlaka guruSarata strI rAje, tethI ja gurupadalAyaka ziSyo guru banatA hitakAje, dhana te... 91 "e kadI nahi bane." baMnee javAba dIdho. "jo A gAMDA sAdhvI sAthe haze, to koI tamArI pAse dIkSA levA nahi Ave. A tamAro parivAra vadhaze nahi. kaMIka vicAra to karo..." saMghanA mANasoe kahyuM. bhaginI belaDIe javAba dIdho a "mAro ziSyA parivAra na vadhe to kaMI nahi, paraMtu saMyama laI cUkelA A Na sAdhvIjIne barAbara sAcavIzuM. emane pAgalonI hospITalamAM mukavA nahi daIe..." 1 // ra A che eka anya prasaMga... AjathI 40 varSa pahelA A baMne sAdhvIjIo mAtra mAsI guruNInI nahi paNa a gacchanA aneka (lagabhaga vIsa) sAdhvIonI sevAmAM rokAyelA hatA. e vakhate A m rA a A che. che za ra ginI belaDInuM comAsuM muMbaI nakkI thayuM. vRddha sAdhvIjIo bolI uThyA "tame be jazo to amane koNa sAcavaze..." ane A mA rA 268. eka munirAjanI mastI "padhAro, padhAro ! mahArAja ! Aje amArA dhanabhAgya ! ke Apa cheka 20mAM mALe vahoravA padhAryA..." 5." 5 eja vakhate baMnee muMbaInuM comAsuM rada karAvyuM. nirNaya karyo ke "jyAM sudhI vaDIla sAdhvIjIo che. tyAM sudhI muMbaI ke dUranA sthAnomAM javuM nathI..." A belaDI mAtra vaiyAvaccI ja nahi, paNa buddhimAna, jJAnI paNa hatI. ekavAra zrIsaMghe 'parivAra nahi vadhe' evuM je belaDI mATe kahyuM hatuM, e belaDI Aje to virATa zramaNIsamudAyanA dhAraka che. sevA-vaiyAvacca mATe svArtha phagAvI devAnuM kauvata koIka viralAo pAse ja hoya A muMbaImAM 20mAM mALe rahetA zrAvaka-zrAvikA acAnaka vahoravA AvI caDelA sAdhune joIne khuza khuza thaI gayA. vagara kIdhe vahoravA pahoMcI javAnI e mahAtmAnI sadAyanI rIta ! Aje to cheka 20mAM mALe jaI caDyA. paNa gharamAM praveza karyo tyAM ja khyAla vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (136) ra mA rA 10000000000000 5 Na 1 // ra a m rA

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.baMTika paNa tyAge, svacchedatA choDI guruparatetrI banatA hitarAge, dhanate - miSTanuM bhojana nArIdarzana bhaMDAdika paNa A na Avyo ke "gRhastha kaMIka bhUla karI dIdhI che. zAstra pramANe have tyAM vahorI na A zakAya..." ekapaLano paNa vilaMba karyA vinA mahAtmA "dharmalAbha" kahI kAraNa darzAvI nIce 1 utarI gayA. 20 mALa caDavAno parizrama bilakula gocarI meLavyA vinA pUrNa thayo. | e roja cokkasa svAdhyAya bAda ja gocarI vAparatA. ekavAra savAre vihAramAM A rasto bhUlyA, kAcA raste jaI caDyA, ghaNA kAMTAo vAgyA... cheka sADAbAra vAge ISTa sthAne pahoMcyA paNa toya pahelA potAno svAdhyAya pUro karyo, e pachI gocarI A vAparI.. mAM saMghanA zrAvakoe duHkha vyakta karyuM ke "Apane muzkelI ghaNI paDI.." paNa e mAM A to kahe "e kSetranI sparzanA karavAnuM mArA bhAgyamAM lakhyuM haze eTale mAre bhUlA | ra paDavAnuM thayuM..." 8 dALa, dUdha, roTalI-bhAta , zAka je maLe e badhuM ekaja pAtrAmAM bheguM karIne 3 vApare. ghaNA kahe ke juduM juduM vAparo... tyAre javAba Ape ke "A to ekendriyanA pudgalo che, saMyamanirvAha mATe vAparavA paDe che. judu vAparIne Asakti na karAya..." parigrahanuM eka paNa poTaluM nahi. game eTalI garamImAM paNa "ghaNI garamI che..." evo kheda bilakula nuM darzAve. kAyama rAtre doDha vAge UThIne svAdhyAya-japAdi kare. sUryAsta bAda eka prahara thayA pahelA saMthAro na kare. ekavAra pagamAM sojA thaI gayA, rasI bharAI gaI chatAM paNa cAlIne vihAra karyo. zrAvakoe nA pADI to kahe ke "zarIra zarIranuM kAma kare, huM mAruM kAma karuM.." 269. ajaina jyAre jaina bane.. (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM 2) gujarAtanA e gAmaDAnuM jaina kuTuMba ghaNuM ghaNuM sukhI hatuM. e gharanA loko sAthe amAro paricaya paNa ghaNo. gharanA dareka jaNa ekadama bhakti bhAvavALA ! A ekavAra ame tyAM rokAyelA, huM e ghare gocarI vahoravA gaI. gharanA yuvAnomAM CUTTINITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (13) jam"

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o mahAvIrassaNAmA tyuNa samaNassa bhagavAna ka Namo tyaNa samaNassa bhagavao ma putranA tAjA lagna thayelA, eTale navI vadhu paNa rasoDAmAM hatI. paNa huM vahoravA gaI A ke tarata ja e rasoDAmAMthI nIkaLIne kyAMka chupAI gaI. | mane thayuM ke "zaramALa haze, sAdhvIono paricaya nahi thayo hoya eTale sAme ' AvatA bIka lAgatI haze." eka-be divasa bAda pAchuM vahoravA javAnuM thayuM ane pAchI e vahu bhAgI jaI saMtAI gaI. vaLI pAchuM trIjIvAra ema banyuM. mane zaMkA paDI, enI sAsune prazna karyo, tyAre emaNe badhI hakIkata jaNAvI. |" sAdhvIjI ! amArI vahu jaina nathI, vaiSNava che. piyaramAM ekavAra e koI jaina sAdhunA vyAkhyAnamAM gayelI, tyAM eNe sAMbhaLyuM ke "kRSNa narakamAM gayA che" mA ene atizaya AghAta lAgyo. jaina sAdhuo kharAba che, amArA bhagavAnane 8 narakamAM mokale che... evA vicArothI ene jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIo pratye bhAre aNagamo che ra thayo che... mATe ja tame Avo tyAre e jatI rahe che." A sAMbhaLIne mane sAcI hakIkatano aMdAja Avyo. * 2. amArI sAthe mumukSu bahena hatA, emane avAranavAra e ghare jamavA javAnuM thatuM. 2 e mumukSune ghaNIvAra navI vahu sAthe vAto thaI. eNe vahune ekavAra upAzraye maLavA re re AvavAnuM kahyuM. e maLavA AvI, prazna pUchyA. mArA guruNIe evA to suMdara javAbo ApyA che E ke enI badhI bhramaNAo dUra thaI. jainadharmanI zraddhA agAdha banI. samyaktvano svIkAra FR. A ryo. a e pachI to ame jyAM hoIe tyAM dara varSe ekAda mahino amArI pAse AvIne | rokAya... dharma kare. badhu zIkhe. koIvAra ene mAthAno duHkhAvo vagere thAya tyAre ame ene navakAra gaNavAnuM kahIe... tyAre e nA pADe. "mAre mArA duHkho maTADavA namaskAramaMtranuM zaraNuM nathI levuM. huM sahana karIza... (eka vaiSNava chokarI Aje je rIte aDaga samyakatvanI dhAraka banI che, e jotA ane lAge ke ajainone jaina banAvavA sahelA che. paNa jainane sAcA jaina tarIke TakAvI A rAkhavA kadAca agharA che...) MINITIATI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (138) NOTIVITUm1

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Atane saMnidhi nAme doSa, tala ke biMdu mAtra paNa saMnidhi karatA muniSadazoSa, dhana narakAdikamAM sthApe jIvane saMnidhinAme doSa, tala ke hiM, 270. Apo, Apo... Ape ene maLavAnuM ja A. (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) mArA guruNIno amane nahi gamato chatAM prazaMsA karyA vinA na rahI zakAya evo ? A eka vicitra (!) svabhAva che, udAratAno ! [Na ekavAra e Asana para beThelA. bIjA eka sAdhvIjIe sahaja rIte kahyuM ke "A Asana sarasa che." ane bIjI ja paLe Asana parathI UbhA thaI e sAdhvIjIne ApI dIdhuM. lo, tame rAkho. mArI pAse bIjuM AvI jaze.." ekavAra koIe emanA saMthArAnA vakhANa karyA to saMthAro ApI dIdho. ekavAra e bIjA sAdhvIjInA darzana mATe gayelA. e sAdhvIe kahyuM ke "tamArA | che A vastro sArA che, anukULa che..." bIjA divase e vastrono kApa kADhI e sAdhvIjIne mokalI ApyA "tame vAparajo .." ema kahevaDAvI dIdhuM. A pena, cazmA, muhapattI.. badhI vastuomAM amane AvA anubhavo thayA. re ! che koI vyAkhyAnanI noTa mAMge to pote jAte AkhI noTa lakhI Ape. 8 ame emanA mATe sArI vastuo lAvIe ane e badhAne dAna ApatA phare eTale ke amane akaLAmaNa thAya - ame kahIe paNa kharA ke "tame tamArI vastu kema ApI do cho. emane mATe A bIjI vastu maMgAvI zakAya ne ?..." A paNa amArI vAta sAMbhaLe to e amArA guruNI zenA? rastAmAM vihAramAM koI kutarA-bilADA ghavAyelA paDyA hoya to e guNI rahI | ja na zake. gRhastho pAse enI sAravAra karAve pachI ja emane zAMti thAya. badhuM badhAne dIdhA ja rAkhavAnI emanI e udAratAne amAruM mana bhale na prazaMse 6 paNa amAro Atama to puSpothI vadhAve ja che. | 271. caturAI to juo jaina munirAjanI he mArAja ! A ThAkora bApajI kema mane darzana nathI ApatA. huM keTa-keTalI| immmmmja vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (139) Timing

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dAsa bane jenAthI, e niSparigrahatAguNadhAraka munivara bhAgyasaMgAthI ke gAthI. una te....94 24 5 zreSTi sAvi janatA dAsa bane jenAthI e bhakti karuM paNa kadI meM to e ThAkorajIne bhALyA nathI..." jamazedapurano e ThAkorano bhagata gAmamAM padhArelA jainamunine pUchI rahyo hato. A jainamuni je takanI rAha jotA hatA, e taka emane maLI gaI. e bhagatanA svajano munine khAnagImAM kahI gayA hatA ke "A bhagata badhI | A vAte sArA. paNa bIDInuM vyasana kemeya karI chUTatuM nathI. ame badhA thAkyA. emanI A : tabiyata bagaDe, paisAno dhUmADo... kaMIka karo, bApajI !" e mATe munirAja koIka taka zodhatA hatA ane e maLI gaI. juo, bhagata ! gaIkAle ja ThAkora bhagavAna mane svapramAM AvIne kahI gayA A ke A mArA bhagatane mAre darzana to ApavA che, paNa enA moDhAmAMthI bIDInI evI to vAsa mAre che ke huM bhagata sAme jaI zakato nathI. e Ave to mAre bhAgI javuM mana | paDe che..." munie siphatathI potAnI bAjI goThavI dIdhI. "huM mArAja ! evuM che ?" "hA ! evuM ja che." "zuM karuM to ?" bIDI choDI de, to kadAca ThAkora bApAjI darzana de..." ane e bhagate kAyama mATe bIDI choDI, enA vadhatA paisA dharmakAryamAM vAparavAnA # zaru karI dIdhA. pachI to muninA paricayathI e ghaNo dharmiSTha banyo. . | (joke pachI ThAkorajInA darzana na maLavAthI ene zaMkA ubhI thaI haze ja. paNa ane munivare e vakhate caturAI pUrvaka samajAvyo paNa haze.. muniomAM AvI phaladAyaka nirNaya levAnI gajabanI zakti hoya..) 272. tapomayadeha (ka) dIkSAnA prathama ja divasathI e sAdhvIjIe dUdha, mevo, mIThAI, phaLono 1 kAyama mATe tyAga karyo. (kha) ekavAra vihAramAM alsaranA kAraNe lohInI ulaTI thaI, to paNa cAlatA | A cAlatA ja sthAne pahoMcyA. saMghe tAtkAlika oparezananI tArIkha nakkI karI, paNa tyAM ! mana to guruno Adeza thayo ke Common vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (140) pammit"

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o mahAvIrassa Namo tyuNe samaNassa bhagavao mahAra motyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra "oparezana nahi karAvavuM. ArAdhanA karo, chathI varSItapa karo. tapa e eka A auSadhi ja che..." A ane kharekhara vagara oparezane e tapa dvArA darda zamI gayuM. | (ga) emane 300-300 DAyAbiTIsa raheto, to paNa 108 aThThama niraMtara karyA. 108 aThThama chuTTA karyA. upavAsathI varSItapa, chaThThathI varSItapa, 16 upavAsa, 11 upavAsa, 9-8-7-6-5 upavAso anekavAra karyA. (gha) ekavAra 6 varSa niraMtara ekAsaNA karelA. (ca) 8 mAsI tapa, 6 mAsI tapa, cAramAsI tapa anekavAra karyo. (cha) siddhitapa- dharmacakra tapa- zikhara tapa vagere karyA. | 273. saMskAro pUrvajanmanA..... bALapaNamAM ya mahAna banAve "are, dIkarA ! A zuM ? ATalA badhA paisA kyAMthI lAvyo ? koNe ApyA # 11 varSanA putre jyAre mAtA-pitAnI AgaLa noTono Dhagalo karyo tyAre mA-bApa 3 zna pUchyA vinA na rahI zakyA. e to meM pauSadha karelo ne ? eTale badhA moTAo mArA para khuza thaI gayA. Es 3 huM sauthI nAno kharo ne ? badhAe mane A badhuM prabhAvanAmAM ApyuM che..." bALake kAlI kAlI mIThI bhASAmAM javAba dIdho. mA-bApa khuza thaI gayA. have tuM A paisAnuM zuM karIza? e to kahe. zuM lAvIza ?" mA-bApe prazna pUchayo. | "nA, mAre kaMI lAvavuM nathI. paNa mammI ! mArA klAsamAM eka chokaro bhaNe to che. bhaNavAmAM to ghaNo hoMziyAra che. paNa enA mammI-pappA ene bhaNavAnI nA pADe ? a che. kahe che ke paisA nathI. " mammI ! A badhA paisA huM e chokarAne ApI daIza. pachI to e bhaNI zakaze ne ?" bALake nirdoSa bhAve bhAvanA darzAvI ane mAtA-pitA raDatI AMkhe e bALakane ! bheTI paDyA. emane AnaMda hato ke potAnuM bALaka AvA virATa haiyAnuM svAmI che. - paNa sAthe sAthe ja karuNA paNa thaI ke A bicArAne kyAM saMsAranuM kazuM bhAna CHITTI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (141)

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eka vadhu muhapattI rAkhI te bhaTakyA bhava mAhe, mahAnizIthavacane bhavabhItA, rahe aparigraha rAhe. dhana te...95 che. e zuM samaje ke ATalA paisAmAM abhyAsa kadI na thaI zake... A (jo sArA saMskAra pUrvabhavanA laIne Avelo AtmA hoya, to e nAnapaNathI A ja potAno prabhAva dekhADavA ja mAMDe. e mATe umaMranI jhAjhI AvazyakatA nahi.) 274. anokho abhigraha A NA 1 // ra 5 x 5 rA >> ra a m rA eka munirAje ekavAra evo abhigraha lIdho ke (ka) bhAInA hAthamAM kAgaLa hoya (kha) kAnamAM pena-pensila rAkhelI hoya. (ga) khoLAmAM bALaka hoya. (gha) be bALako khIra mATe mAMgaNI karatA hoya. (ca) gharamAM khIra banAvelI hoya. (cha) khIra kAMsAnA vAsaNamAM hoya (ja) bahene kesarI raMganAM vastro paheryA hoya. (jha) bahenanA mAthA paranA vALa chUTA hoya. (Ta) "mahArAja ! khIra lo, khIra lo..." ema vinaMti kare. (Tha) rAtri bhojana, kaMdamULa, sacittano tyAga kare. (Da) AjIvana brahmacaryano svIkAra kare. to mAre pAraNuM karavuM. 32 upavAsa thaI gayA. chelle 33mAM divase kharekhara abhigraha pUrNa thayo, mahAtmAe pAraNuM karyuM. 275. vinaya mUla che jinazAsananuM "tamArA zAstromAM vinayadharma vize meM ghaNuM vAMcyuM che. ghaNuM suMdara lakhANa che. paNa AvA vinayavALA ziSyo vartamAnakAlamAM maLe kharA ? A badhA to bhUtakALamAM ja saMbhavatA haze ne ?" eka brAhmaNe jainAcAryanI AgaLa rajuAta karI, potAnI zaMkA vyakta karI. tyAM ja acAnaka AcAryazrIe ziSyanA nAmanI moTethI buma pADI. che 5 >> 5 door 1 // ra mA rA A A za 1 // ra raegeri ma mA rA 10 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 70 (142) T

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pradAdhAta che komaLa vastro, vaLI sukhazIlatA , A vakhata nA Aii sakhazIlatA pope jINe-mAlana-dhULa-alpamUlyanAM vastrothI rahetA ho ) ziSya pahelA mALe beThelo, te tarata nIce Avyo, paNa joyuM to AcAryadeva A brAhmaNanI sAthe vAtomAM lIna banI gayelA. A. vAtomAM vighna na karAya" ema vicArI ziSya thoDIvAra ubho rahyo. paNa 1 AcAryazrIe to sAmuM ja na joyuM. "kadAca mAruM kAma nahi hoya..." vicArI ziSya pAcho upara gayo. Asana para beTho, tyAM ja vaLI potAnA nAmanI AcAryadeve pADelI bUma saMbhaLAI. ziSya tarata nIce Avyo, joyuM to AcArya vAtomAM tallIna ! ubho rahyo. rAha joI... chevaTe pAcho a upara gayo, Asana para beTho tyAM ja vaLI pAchI buma ! tarata nIce... - kula 17 vAra AvuM banyuM. * paNa toya ziSya nathI to phariyAda karato ke nathI to vacce bolato ke nathI to gusse thaMto ke "tame bUma pADIne bolAvo cho ane pachI to sAmuM paNa jotA nathI..." pela brAhmaNa paNa A badhuM joI Abho banI gayo. sAheba ! vartamAnamAM paNa AvA vinayI ziSyo che, e vAta huM svIkArI lauM R chuM. basa. have Amane vadhu vAra caDa-utara karAvatA nahi..." AcArye gaMbhIra smita sAthe javAba Apyo "jinazAsanane boDI-bAmaNInA khetara jevuM mAnavAnI bhUla na karazo. e Aje paNa ratnono sAgara che..." ' 276. gajasukumALanA vArasadAra Aje paNa che e juo, juo ! pelA jainono sAdhu mA'rAja jAya !" ekajaNa bolyo. sAMbhaLyuM che ke teo to agnino bilakula upayoga na kare, ene aDe paNa nahi.." bIjo bolyo. "ema? to joI lo Aje eka majhAnI gammata !" trIjo bolyo ane saLagatA cUlAmAMthI eka saLagatuM chANa sAdhanathI pakaDIne muni A tarapha cAlavA mAMDyo. pija gAmanI bhAgoLe banelo A prasaMga ! 'ITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (143) DINITIONS

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Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa muninI pAse pahoMcI, munine aTakAvI emanA DAbA khabhA upara e saLagatuM A chANa mUkI dIdhuM. Ama to khabhA upara chANa Take nahi, paNa tyAM kAmaLI vagere vastro A hovAthI e bhAganI pahoLAI vadhI gayelI eTaleM tenA para chANa TakI gayuM. chANa mUkI e chokaro bhAgI gayo. dUra jaI jovA lAgyo. che a Na 1 // ra pelA chANanI Aga to DAbe khabhe mukelI upadhine bALatI bALatI AgaLa vadhI, a khabhA sudhI pahoMcI, cAmaDI baLavA lAgI. m rA 11111111 55 A pelA munirAja ! "jo dhakko mArI ke halana-calana karI chANa nIce pADI dauM, to tejasakAyanI mArA nimitte virAdhanA thAya." ema vicArI ekadama sthira ubhA rahI gayA. a ya 1 // ra paTeloe e muninI mAphI mAMgI. gAmamAM laI gayA, potAnA gAmanA chokarAonI AvI avaLacaMDAI joIne paTelone ghaNuM duHkha thayuM. paNa zuM kare ? chevaTe thoDAka divasa munine gAmamAM rAkhyA. muninI dhIraja, samatA, kSamA joI Akhu paTelagAma jaina banI gayuM. 277. vaiyAvaccethI svAdhyAyAdika zakti pAcana karatA guruNIne zArIrika muzkelI ghaNI, eTale kyAre kaI vastu keTalI vApare te kaMI ja nakkI nahi. thoDuMka vApare ne tarata nA pADI de,... roja AvuM bane. paNa e vaiyAvaccI sAdhvIjI khaDepage taiyAra ! game te vastu vadhI paDe e badhuM ja laI levA taiyAra ! "Apa bilakula ciMtA na karo. huM patAvI daIza." ane mIThA vinAnI moLI dALa hoya... toya badhuM vAparI jAya. A bAju game te rIte A vAtanI khabara gAmanA paTelone paDI, teo doDI mA AvyA, Ama paNa chANa baLI gayuM hovAthI agni olavAvA lAgelI. rA e sAdhvIjI vAparavA beThA hoya, hAthamAM koLIyo lIdho hoya ane acAnaka a guruNI buma pADe mA "mAre Thalle/mAtru javuM che.." rA che vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (144) 5 5 Na ra 5 x 5 che A Na 1 // ra a mAi rA

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khaNavA kAje eka taNakhaluM karakaMDu muni rAkhe, to ye traNa pratyebuddhono mITho Thapako cAkhe. dhana te...97 to tarata koLIyo pAcho mUkI ubhA thAya. guruNI mATe badhI vyavasthA goThave, A paraThavI AvI pachI gocarI vApare. che A Na 1 // ra a m rA 1010101010101010DDDDDDI A NA 11 // ra a mA A guruNInuM zarIra chellA cha mahinAmAM to DhIluM paDI gayuM. rAtre game tyAre acAnaka che mAtru thaI jAya. roja rAtre be thI traNavAra vastro bagaDe, badalavA paDe... bIjA divase eno kApa kADhavo paDe, roja rAtre jAgavuM paDe... A badhuM ja rAtrinA ujAgarAo karIne paNa A sAdhvIjI khUba ja ullAsapUrvaka karatA. 278. karmo karelA mujane naDe che A kolasAnI jema taDataDa tUTe, ane puSkaLa lohI ane paru nIkaLe... A badhuM ja samabhAve sahana karatA. amane badhAne kahetA ke "jIve je karmo bAMdhelA che, te eNe bhogavavA ja joIe...' 279. bAla dIkSAnA virodhIo : sAvadhAna ! rA (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) mArA dAdIguruNI ekavAra savAre uThyA ane acAnaka saMthArAmAM jorathI paDyA. eka pagamAM phekcara thaI gayuM. basa, e ja divasathI e sAva ja saMthArAvaza thaI gayA. DokTare gADImAM amadAvAda laI javA jaNAvyuM paNa e doSa sevavA e taiyAra na hatA. ane pAlitANAmAM ja rokAyA. e pachI e 17 varSa jIvyA e badhA ja varSo emaNe saMthArAmAM kADhyA. e 17 varSa daramyAna be aTThAI- nava upavAsa-11 upavAsa karyA. emAM chellA traNa varSa AMkho jatI rahI, aMdhApo Avyo. emAM vaLI je bIjo paga hato, emAMya phekcara thaI gayuM. chelle chelle baMne pagamAM sojA thaI gayA, lohI ane paru bharAI gayA. phollA a Na 1 // ra 5 x rA A che $ 5 ra (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) nAnA sAdhvIjIne joganI kriyA karAvavA mATe ame roja sAdhunA upAzraye jatA. a eka divasa tyAM joyuM ke 11 varSanI uMmaranA bAlamunine 4 DIgrI tAva Avelo. mA rA TET 1 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (145)

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nILatA paLa lAge, viNamAMge paNa maLatI vastu niSporigrahI tyAge. dhana ) Aga lAge to savi upadhi saha nIkaLatA paLa vAra A e saMthArAmAM sutA hatA. ame najaronajara joyuM ke emaNe e vakhate paDakhuM badalavuM hatuM to ogho hAthamAM A ta laI pIThAdi bhAga pUMjIne pachI ja paDakhuM badalyuM. 11 varSanA bALakamAM AvA saMskAra hoI zake ? AvA tAvamAM paNa e bAlamuni nirdoSa gocarI ja vApare, doSita na le. e A aa pachI to emanA jIvananI ghaNI vAto jANavA maLI. (ka) e 1-2 ki.mI. sudhI gocarI vahoravA jAya. eka hAthamAM ghaDo ane bIjA | hAthamAM pAtrI.. (kha) roja ekAsaNA kare. (ga) roja 250 gAthAno svAdhyAya karyA pachI ja saMthAre. (gha) roja ochAmAM ochI 11 gAthA kare. (ca) 10 tithi upavAsa kare. | (cha) zArIrika muzkelI hoya to paNa gharomAMthI pANI vahorI lAve.. (ja) vAMdaNAdi badhI kriyA vidhipUrvaka UbhA UbhA kare. (jha) guru mahArAja saMthAro kare, pachI ja pote saMthAro kare. guru mahArAja UThe e pahelA uThI jAya. 8 (2) divasamAM roja nAnI moTI ekAda vaiyAvacca kare. (6) vihAramAM paNa potAnI upadhi, ghaDo, pAtrA, pyAlo, pustako, gurudevanI 8 upadhi... badhuM jAte uMcake. (Da) pAMcatithi (jo derAsaro hoya to) pAMca derAsare darzana kare. | (Dha) rojeroja divasanA doSonI AlocanA kare. (yAda rAkhavuM ke ke A mAtra 11 varSanI uMmaranA nUtana bAla sAdhu che...) 280. munino samAgama : pAgalane DAhyo kare. sAhebajI, sAhebajI ! Ape mArA chokarAne joyo che ? gAMDo che ! ahIM Avyo Tche ? eka zrAvikA hAMphaLI phAMphaLI thaI upAzrayamAM AvI AcAryadevane kahevA lAgI. mjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (14) vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI che. jI"

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Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tyu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa eno yuvAna putra maMdabuddhine kAraNe pAgala jevo thaI gayelo, AkhA gAmamAM A rakhaDe, je maLe e badhAne herAna-parezAna karI mUke. AkhA gAmavALA enI mAne A phariyAda kare, paNa bicArI e zrAvikA paNa zuM kare ? 24 kalAka e pAgala dIkarAne zI rIte sAcave ? che. che e dIkarAe gAmamAM ghaNAne mArelA. kapaDA phADelA... a Na 11 // ra a mA rA 0101010101010101010101010101 A eka di' AkhA gAmamAM chokarAno patto na lAgyo, koIke vaLI kahyuM ke upAzrayamAM jato joyelo.' mAM to gabharAI gaI. HI ga "hAya ! sAdhuone mAraze to ? kapaDA phADaze to ?" mAM tarata upAzrayamAM doDI ane AcAryazrIne pUchavA lAgI. paNa prazna pUro thAya tyAM to mAMnI najara vyAkhyAnanI pATa upara paDI. mAM Azcarya pAmI. pAgala dIkaro pATa upara ekadama zAMta banIne beTho hato. jANeke dhyAna na karato hoya... AcAryazrI sAthe dRSTimilana thatA ja enuM gAMDapaNa osarI gayuM. AkhA gAmanA ajainone A vAtanI khabara paDI, teone jaina sAdhuo pratye apAra bahumAna bhAva jAgrata thayo... 281. kharAba pote rAkhe, sAruM bIjAne Ape... a Na 1 // ra a mA rA * (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) e vidvAna munirAja ghaNA sAdhuo ane sAdhvIone jaina tarka bhASA nAmano nyAyano graMtha bhaNAvavAnA hatA. a bhaMDAromAMthI joItI nakalo maMgAvI lIdhI. e pachI potAnA hAthe emaNe badhAne a Na e nakalo vaheMcI. Na 1 // 1 // ] emAM je sArI sArI nakalo hatI, e badhAne ApI dIdhI. ra ra je phATelA jevI junI nakala hatI... e emaNe pote rAkhI lIdhI. amane Azcarya thayuM. vicAryuM ke "ame hoIe to navuM sArAmAM sAruM pustaka ame rAkhIe ane junA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (14) 10000000 A che reo m rA

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paNa e vakhate e munirAja bolyA A che "A junA pustakamAMthI to keTalAya mahAtmAo bhaNyA haze, emanA pavitra hAtha Ane spardhA haze... AmAMthI bhaNAvIza to e badhAya pUjyonA mane AzIrvAda a maLaze...' Na 1 // ra kAnamAM paDatA dhagadhagatA sIsAnA rasasamajANe. AtmaprazaMsA paranidAnA vacano na dharatA kAna, dhana te...99 pustako bIjAne bhaLAvI daIe..." A che 5 = rA A ame sAMbhaLI ja rahyA. pAMca varSa vItI gayA A vAtane, paNa e zabdo, e prasaMga bhUlAto nathI. a Na 1 // ra 282. karmonI kaThinAI bhAre che, bhAI ! e sAdhvIjIne pAchaLanA bhAgamAM zarIra khavAtuM jatuM hatuM. dhIre dhIre tyAM khADo paDato gayo. sAdhvIjI besI paNa na zake evI vedanA ! jyAre DokTara DresIMga kare tyAre e joI paNa na zakAya. DokTarano hAtha e khADAmAM Akho ne Akho pravezI jAya... eTalo badho UMDo e khADo... jonArA cIsa pADI uThe, AMkho anarAdhAra varasI paDe. paNa e sAdhvIjI kadI paNa ema bolyA nathI ke "mArAthI sahana nathI thatuM" na cIcIyArI ! na cIsa ! na uMhakAro ! 283. sAdhvAcAronI surakSA mATe bhoga to Apavo ja paDe. (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM -) vaizAkha mahino ! dakSiNa bhAratano vihAra ! a eka pratiSThAnA prasaMge 4 divasamAM 130 ki.mI.no vihAra karIne citradurgathI mA hospeTa pahoMcavAnuM Avazyaka hatuM. rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (148) A Na 1 // ra 5=dooooo A che 5 a hA 1 // ra A mA rA

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DIsiMgatA nidhare, svapna paNa tRNamAtra parigraha karatA bahu bhaya dhAre dhana katA baha bhaya dhAre. dhanate, 100 sakla vizvane kAmaNagArI nisaMgatA nika ame vihAra zaru karyo. savAre 20-25 ki.mI. cAlIe, sAMje vaLI 10-12 ki.mI. cAlIe... A | savAre lagabhaga 9-10 vAge sthAne pahoMcIe, jhaDapa ochI ! vaLI pAcho sAMje | vihAra! te muzkelI e thaI ke amArA guruNIne tAva AvI gayo. have zuM thAya ? vhIlacera-DoLImAM besI jaIe ? ... vicAra to amane Avyo, | paNa guNInI makkamatA ghaNI ! tAvamAM paNa vihAra cAlu ja rahyo. DoLI ke vhIlaceranI sApha nA pADI dIdhI. traNa divasa to mAMDa mAMDa pasAra karyA. tAva AvyA bAda to bapore 11-12 A vAge upAzraye pahoMcavAnuM banatuM. vizeSa davA na thavAthI, parizrama puSkaLa hovAthI tAva utarato na hato. cothA divase eTalo badho tAva ke have cAlI zakavuM du:zakya banyuM. savAre dasa vAge TrenanA pATA pAse AvatI kebina pAse pahoMcyA. e kebinamAM # ja guNI saMthArA para suI gayA, lagabhaga bebhAna thaI gayA. hospeTa gAma have 8 ki.mI. dUra hatuM. gAmanA badhA jaino tyAM doDI AvyA, vahIlacera paNa sAthe letA AvyA. "sAhebajI ! Apa hIlaceramAM besI jAo... AvA tAvamAM na calAya..." ghaNuM ja samajAvyuM. " paNa meruM kaMI Dage ? bapore 3-30 vAge pAcho vihAra zaru karyo, ArAma maLelo eTale cAlavAnI | thoDI ghaNI hiMmata AvelI. e amArA guruNI sAMje 7-30 kalAke upAzraye pahoMcyA. 8 ki.mI. pasAra Na karatA emane pUrA 4 kalAka lAgyA. paNa jyAre emaNe upAzrayamAM praveza karyo tyAre tAva-thAkanA khedane badale emanA gA | moDhA upara apAra AnaMda varatAto hato. DoLI, vahIlacera na vAparavAno ! A (ApaNe badhAe A prasaMgamAMthI zIkhavAnuM che. nAnI nAnI muzkelImAM paNa DoLI A mA ke vhIlacerano jhaTa jhaTa upayoga e ApaNA mATe yogya kharo ?). - rAM IIIIIII vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (149) INSTIT'S

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Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa 284. khAnagI bhakti 20 varSanI bharayauvanavaye e mumukSu bahenane arihaMtanI bhaktino kaMIka ajaba gajabano raMga lAgyo hato. e vakhate potAnA guruvaryA sAthe saMyamanI tAlIma letA A hatA. a Na pAlitANAmAM upadhAna hovAthI sAdhvIsamudAya be sAdhvIone pAlitANAmAM Na gA rAkhI vihAra karI gayo. e mumukSune be sAdhvIjIo sAthe tyAM ja rokAvAnuM thayuM. gA 2 ra eka divasa A che a upavAsanuM paccakkhANa guruNI pAse laIne yAtrA karavA gayA, dAdAnA darabAre a mA pahoMcyA, bhaktinI dhArA lAgI... AMkho vahevA lAgI... stavano, stutio, mA rA ciMtananI vaNajhAra cAlI. rA 11dddd a A karavI... A badhuM bhAre Azcaryajanaka hatuM. che i Ta sAMje traNa-cAra vAgyA, tyAre temaNe pAchA utaravAnuM zaru karyu. paNa e saMvedana to sAthe ne sAthe ja rahyuM. bIjo divasa 1 // pAchuM upavAsanuM pacca. lIdhu, yAtrA karI, punaH mana mUkIne bhakti karI. pApo pakhALyA... sAMje nIce utaryA. ra AvuM ATha divasa cAlyu. ekamAtra e mumukSu bahenanA guruNI ja A vAta jANe. paNa ATha ATha divasa upavAsamAM yAtrA karavI che. - A che. 5-7 kalAka upara bhakti A 285. jJAnayoge dharI tRpti nahi lAjIe Na 11 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lenAra e munie dIkSA bAda 1200 gAthAnuM AkhuM gA bArasAsUtra kaDakaDATa moDhe karI lIdhuM ane mAtra 14 varSanI uMmare saMvatsarInA divase 2 e Akhu bArasAsUtra joyA vinA saMghasamakSa kaDakaDATa moDhe bolyA. (e sivAya daza mA vai. vagere to ghaNu gokheluM...) A rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (150) 5 = modyo A Aje to e mumukSu bahena dIkSA laIne khUba ja suMdara cAritrajIvana jIvI rahyA ma 5 x rA

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para upakAra kAje 5 e nAnI uMmaramAM bhaNatA tyAre emanA pAThaka kaDaka hatA. Thapako paNa Ape... A che paNa A bAlamuni sakhata mahenata karatA, padArtha na samajAya to pharI pharI mahenata kare, kyAreka thAke, raDI paNa paDe paNa toya bhaNavAnuM na choDe. raDatA raDatA ya bhaNavAnuM cAlu rAkhe... tA 1 // ra a m rA 4 paNa munivara je svAdhyAya uvekhe, gucchAcAre nindhro jANI svAdhyAye mana rAkhe. dhana te...101 Illllllliiiiiii Aje to nAnI uMmaramAM e gaNi-paMnyAsa banyA che, potAnA ziSyone gurubhAIone puSkaLa bhaNAve che. tatvArthasUtranI siddhasenIyA vRtti upara sakhata kAma kare che, caMdranA prakAzano upayoga karavAnuM paNa cUkatA nathI. a mA rA A to mAro rojIMdo krama che. 286 (ga) vaizAkha - jeThanI rAjasthAnanI bhayaMkara garamImAM paNa e muni roja 1 kI.mI. dUra AMbilanI gocarI levA jAya. mAtra 2 ke 3 dravyothI AMbila kare. zrAvako pUche ke "sAhebajI ! ATalA dUra zA mATe ?" to kahe "A to mAro rojIMdo krama che...' 59 $ s ra 60 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lenAra e mahAtmA atyAre rAjasthAnanA eka zaheramAM rA sthiravAsa rokAyelA che. (ka) Aja sudhImAM vardhamAnatapanI 80 oLIo thaI gaI che. (kha) roja savAre 17-18 derAsaronI caityaparipATI kare che. (151) DI 5 = non jyAre A muni gRhastha hatA ane ekavAra emane siddhitapa cAlu hato, tyAre' A emanI patnI bimAra paDI. ghare kAma karanAra koI nahi. patnInI sevA karavAno A avasara Avyo... A badhuM ja emaNe karyu ane siddhitapa paNa cAlu rAkhyo. che che Aje paNa parvatithie upavAsa kare che. A A 287. dhIraja dharo, utAvaLa zuM che ? ha Na 1 // 70 varSanI uMmaranA amArA guruNIne hRdayarogano humalo thaI cUkyo che. gA 2 garamInA divasomAM savAre 9-10 vAge sthAne pahoMcIe. to paNa davA ke navakArazI ra mATe kazI utAvaLa na kare. ame ghaNIvAra koIka sAdhvIjIne jaldI karavAnuM kahIe to amane Thapako Ape ke A mA rA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI

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patravaNAdika pATha kare gAdhipati paNa rAte, zAstravacana jANI paLa paNa na bagADe phogaTa vAte. dhana te..102 evI utAvaLa zA mATe ? mane kyAM kazI muzkelI che ?" ame ghaNIvAra garamInA kAraNe vahelo vihAra karavAnuM kahIe. paNa e to nA A ja pADe. che A A kahe "aMdhArAmAM vihAra nathI karavo. emAM jIvonI jayaNA nathI paLAtI. bhale ne moDA nIkaLIe, moDA pahoMcIe to zuM vAMdho ?" Na 'navakArazInA samaye pahoMcI na zakAya' ame kahIe 1 // ra 5 x rA che $ che, 1 // ra ane te tarata javAba Ape "to porisI karIzuM. zuM pharaka paDe ?" Aje 70 varSanI uMmare paNa badhAne vaparAvyA pachI vAparavA bese ane amArA pahelA ja jaldI UbhA thaI jAya. dasa varSanI uMmare to laghu siddhAnta kaumudI vagere aneka graMtho emaNe kaMThastha karI A lIdhelA. dasa ja varSanI uMmare emaNe dIkSA lIdhI. emanA jIvananI je vizeSatAo che te.. (ka) janmathI ja emaNe mevo khAdho nathI. badAmavALuM dUdha paNa sadaMtara baMdha a bALapaNamAM koI emane kAju-badAma Ape, to rastAmAM garIbone ApI detA. (kha) miSTAnnano AjIvana tyAga ! mIThA dUdha sivAya goLa-khAMDano paNa tyAga! (ga) AjIvana 2 ke 3 karatA vadhAre vigaI na vAparavAno niyama ! ma m rA 288. A vrajasvAmInI nAnI bahena to nathI ne ? 8-9 mahinAnI sAva ja nAnakaDI bebIne mAtApitAe khUba ja harSathI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane vahorAvI dIdhI. mAtra vahorAvI ja nahi, paNa e bALakI upAzrayamAM ja sadA mATe rahI. ArAdhanA karavA AvatI baheno enI kALajI karatA, khAvA-pIvAnuM saMbhALatA ane sAdhvIjI enAmAM saMskArasiMcana karatA. e bALakIne mAtApitAnI yAda paNa nathI AvatI, maLavAnI IcchA paNa nathI thatI. vrajasvAmInI jema AkhuM bALapaNa emaNe upAzrayamAM pasAra karyuM. (gha) lagabhaga saMyojanA na kare. (2) AjIvana navakArasIno tyAga. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (152) che. A NA 1 // 5 ra 5. hoddodar m rA A | che A Na 1 // ra haeri a rA

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Namotthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIra yaNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa NamosA (cha) ekavAra gocarImAM bhUlathI tuMbaDAnuM kaDavuM zAka AvI gayuM to e paraThavyuM che A nahi, vAparI gayA. A| . (ja) ekavAra khAMDane badale namakavALuM dUdha AvI gayuM to badhuM vAparI gayA. 2 (jha) kula traNavAra emane viMchI karaDyo che, ekeya vAra emaNe koIne kahyuM nathI. tarata e viMchIne dUra karI japamAM besI gayA che. emane kazuM nukasAna thayuM nathI. A (Ta) koIe emanA para khoTA AkSepo mUkyA, chatAM jyAre e badhA maLyA tyAre paNa koIpaNa dveSabhAva vinA lAgaNIsabhara vyavahAra karyo. (Tha) moTA bhAge mauna ane svAdhyAyamAM lIna ! (Da) roja lagabhaga 1000 khamAsamaNA Ape che, koI pUche to mauna rahe. javAba A mA na Ape. svaprazaMsA na kare. AMkaDo na kahe. | (Dha) 82 varSanI uMmara ! - pravartinI hatA chatAM vihAramAM Asana ane pAkITa jAte UMcake, Asana ane 4 8 oghAnuM pratilekhana jAte kare. laghunIti vagerenI pAriSThApanikA paNa jAte kare, koInI 2 8 pAse kaMIpaNa kAma karAvavA emanuM mana taiyAra nahi. ' (ta) 72 varSano dIkSA paryAya ane 82 varSanI uMmara hovAthI maNakAnI takalIpha che B che, paNa to ya DoLI ke vhIlacera na vApare. be-traNa paTTA bAMdhIne paNa cAlIne ja vihAra kare 2 kare che. ' (tha) e sAdhvIjI kalAkanA mAtra 2 ki.mI. ja atyAre cAlI zake che. 4-5 2 1 kalAkanA vihAra bAda sthAna para pahoMce, paNa pachI ya japa khamAsamaNAdi ArAdhanA karI lIdhA bAda ja purimar3aDhanAM paccakhANe ekAsaNuM besaNuM vagere kare. . (da) A sAdhvIjI khUba vidvAna ane 40-50 sAdhvIjIonA vaDIla.... eTale . || saMgho comAsA mATe puSkaLa vinaMti kare. paNa jyAre emanA guNI hAjara hatA tyAre e 18 varSa guNInI sevA mATe rAjasthAnanA eka gAmamAM rokAyA, paNa kyAMya A Na comAsuM karavA na gayA. sevA to evI kare ke guNIe hAtha paNa uMcA-nIcA karavAmAM jeTaluM kaSTa levuM na paDe. (dha) gurunI hAjarImAM ekapaNa upavAsa karI na zakatA, paNa gurunA kALadharma bAda | A vIsasthAnakatapa, varSItapa, aDhAI vagere tapazcaryA karI. jANe ke guNIe svargamAM A mAne pahoMcI emane zaktinI bheTa na mokalAvI hoya ? rA COMMITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (153) jam'

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ka svAdhyAyayoga maladhArIjI kahenArA. dhana te..10 kA asaMkhya jinazAsanamAM muktipada denArA, sarvazreSTha svAdhyAya - (5) kALadharma samaye emane sakhata tAva hato to paNa emaNe dhAbaDAno upayoga. A nathI karyo. 10 mahinA pUrve ja A vratasvAmInA nAnA bena jevA sAdhvIjI kALadharma pAmyA $ $ 8 + 8 = = " 289, tapazcaryA eka sAdhvIjI (ka) kula 35 navvANuM yAtrAo karI che. (kha) mAsakSapaNa (ga) cattAri aTTa dasa hoya ta5. (gha) zreNItA (ca) siddhitapa (cha) samavasaraNa tapa (ja) siMhAsana tapa (jha) bhadratA (Ta) aneka varSItapo (6) pArzvanAtha prabhunA 108 aDhamo. (Da) vIra prabhunA 229 chaThTho. (Dha) 15 upavAsa (ta) 9 upavAsa (tha) aDhAI keTalI ? enI gaNatarI ja nathI. (da) A ghora tapazcaryAmAM paNa pratilekhana-parijhApana vagere badhuM jAte ja kare.. (dha) gocarI levA svayaM jAya, pAraNAmAM koI vizeSa AhAra nahi. (5) pahelIvAramAM je Ave emAMthI ja vApare. moTA tapanuM pAraNuM hoya to paNa prAyaH kadIpaNa bIjIvAra vadhaghaTamAM maMgAvyuM nathI. (pha) tapa sAthe Akho divasa japa ane svAdhyAya kare. aphasosa, $ $ $ $ 8 + 8 = CommuTHI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (154) IITHING 2

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TatipAcana karatA, te ja muni jinazAsananI sAcI sevAne karatA . tenI sAcI sevAne karatA. dhanate.. 104 vaiyAvaccethI svAdhyAyAdika zakitapAyana .. karma kevA vicitra ! pAlitANA taLeTI tarapha jatA hatA, tyAre gAye emane aDapheTamAM lIdhA ane teo kALadharma pAmyA. 290. mohagarbhita dIkSA paNa hitakArI banI zake | (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM --). ga, pati ane putrInI tIvra IcchA hatI dIkSA levAnI. paNa e bahenane dIkSA levI * na hatI. e nA ja pADatA rahyA, baMne svajanone aTakAvatA rahyA. A paNa e baMne khUba ja makkama rahyA. aMte e benI dIkSA nakkI thaI eTale A bahene paNa putrI pratyenA mohathI dIkSA rA) levAnI taiyArI batAvI. " dIkSA thaI. pachI to e sAdhvIjI parama vaiyAvaccI banI gayA. mAtra potAnA ja grupanA ke potAnA ja samudAyanA sAdhvIjInI sevA kare ema hai nahi. paNa parasamudAyanAM sAdhvIjI mAMdA paDe to emanI sevA karavA paNa pahoMcI jAya. huM to emanA samudAyanI na hatI, chatAM jayAre pAlitANAmAM huM mAMdI paDI, 2 3 ane emane khabara paDI to mArI sevA karavA e AvI pahoMcyA. 8 eka sAdhvIjI kAraNavaza ekAkI rahetA hatA ane e mAMdA paDyA to A re sAdhvIjI emane mATe gocarI-pANI vahorI, emane vaparAvI, pAtrAdi dhoI upAzraye - A AvatAM. Aje emano moha ghaTyo che, saMyamarAga-bhavavirAga vagere guNoe emanAmAM | sthAna jamAvI dIdhuM che. ra91. to saMjJAvini: (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) amane samAcAra maLyA ke najIkanA ja kSetramAM e AcAryadeva padhAravAnA che. A amane emanA darzana-vaMdananI bhAvanA thaI. mA tyAM pahoMcyA to joyuM ke AcAryazrIno caturvidha saMgha sAthe nagarapraveza thaI rahyo " vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (155) " grog Ben1000 ug rog 9

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Namo tthu Na samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa hato. A che NA 19 ra upAzraye pahoMcyA, seMkaDo zrAvaka-zrAvikAo vaMdanA mATe AvelA. AcAryadeve A cArebAju eka najara karI, mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM, "koIne kaMI kAma che ?" pUchI lIdhuM. koIe javAba vALyo "nAjI" DDDDDDD ane tarata ja AcAryadeva pustaka kADhI svAdhyAyamAM lAgI gayA. moDhuM pustakamAM nAMkhI dIdhuM. seMkaDo loko hAjara che, e vAta jANe ke sAva visarI ja gayA. sIyAma A upekSA... mA rA be ja miniTano A prasaMga huM to jotI ja rahI gaI. emano A jJAnAcAra mArA mATe hRdayasparzI banI gayo. mane atyAra sudhI evo ja vicAra Avato ke "gRhastho-svajano Ave ane ApaNe vyavasthita vAto na karIe to teo ApaNI pAsethI kevI chApa laIne jaze?'' paNa jyAre A AcAryadevanI pravRtti joI tyAre lAgyuM ke "laukikapravAhamAM taNAI javuM e ApaNo dharma nathI. gRhastho ApaNane laukika pravRttimAM kheMce ke na kheMce paNa ApaNI lokaiSaNA - kutUhalavRtti to jarUra ApaNane lokapravAhamAM DubADI de che..." (eka mahAna prabhAvaka AcArya seMkaDo bhaktonI hAjarIne upekSIne potAnA svAdhyAyamAM lIna banI zake che, to ApaNI svAdhyAyalInatA kevI hovI joIe ?) 292. kavirAja sUrirAja A che e AcAryadevanI kavitvazakti gajabanI che. emaNe atyAra sudhI 1000 navA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI a Na (156) 56 1 // ra a stavano banAvyA che. 100 jeTalI navI sajjhAyo banAvI che. A uparAMta stuti- a Na caityavaMdanAdi to ghaNA ja ! Na 1 // emAMya moTAbhAganI racanAo cAlu vihAramAM ja banAvI che. upAzrayamAM gA 2 zAsanAdinA aneka kAryo hoya eTale tyAM vizeSa samaya na maLe. 2 A emane je rAga para stavana banAvavAnuM kahIe, e rAga upara tarata ja stavana a mA banAvI Ape. m rA rA 505 v 5.

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mAdhi te zAzvatasukhane mApe. dhana te., 105 wAnavaddha Adine zAtA Ape, jIvanasamAdhi maraNasamAdhi te zAzvanabhare, vaiyAvaccethI glAnavRddha Adine zAtA Ape. ja $ $ 293. unALAmAM tapa caitra mAsanI bhayaMkara garamImAM e sAdhvIjIe upavAsa zaru karyA. caitra-vaizAkha ane jeTha suda sudhImAM saLaMga 70 upavAsa karyA. A upavAsa daramyAna pratilekhana jAte karatA. jeTha sudamAM pAraNuM karyuM. emaNe 30,15,45 upavAsa tathA siddhitapa paNa karelo che. aMtima samaya sudhI emaNe ekAsaNA karelA. AkhI jIMdagImAM saLaMga be divasa khAvAnuM emanA jIvanamAM kyAreka ja banyuM $ $ 8 - kai = = 0 294. rIMche jyAre muni upara humalo karyo. (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) bhayaMkara cIcIyArIo sAMbhaLI ame ghUjI uThyA, cIcIyArI pAchaLathI AvI hovAthI ame tarata pAchaLa joyuM ane ame cIsa pADI = uThyA. e sthAna hatuM Abuno pahADa ! ame upara caDI rahyA hatA. ame pAchaLa joyuM ke - eka-be nahi, paNa cAra-cAra rIMcho-bhAluo bhegA thayelA hatA. eka munirAjane gherI vaLyA hatA. emane mATe munirAja emano zikAra hato. amArA ane e rIMchathI gherAyelA muni vacce 40-50 DagalA jeTaluM aMtara hatuM. Azcarya to e thayuM ke na to munie bhAgAbhAgI karI ke na to bacAva mATe cIsa pADI. ame joyuM ke rIMcho kutarAnI mAphaka munine kheMcI rahyA hatA. rIMchoe upadhi ane ? mastakanI jhoLI pADI nAMkhI. ame niHsahAyapaNe joI rahyA. $ $ $ $ 8 + 2 = 2 vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (159)

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rite manivaradurlabhatA, dhana te.,106 ADa maraNa vaiyAvacca je karatI zAstra pramANe svArtha choDIne te munivaraha. tIrthakarapadavInuM kAraNa vaiyAvacca - A munirAja hAthothI moTuM dabAvI rastA upara uMdhA suI gayA hatA. rIMchoe khullA A rahI gayelA baMne kAna kheMcI kADhyA. mAthAmAM paNa IjA thaI. paNa tyAM to keTalAka mANaso AvI caDyA, enA gabharATathI rIMcho bhAgI gayA. ] Aje paNa e munirAja khavAI gayelA kAna sAthe ja jIve che. 295. ziSyAnA duHkho guruNIe laI lIdhA "kema raDe che? zuM thayuM?" sAMjanA gocarI vAparatI vakhate guruNIe sAthe ja vAparavA beThelI ziSyAne ane pUchyuM. mA "bhajIyA maracAnAM che, ane maracA atizaya tIkhA che. eka vAparyuM emAM to mAM rA AMkhomAMthI pANI paDavA mAMDyuM. A hajI to ATha-dasa bhajIyA bAkI che. zI rIte ? - vAparIza ?" ziSyAe kheda sAthe rUdananuM kAraNa jaNAvyuM. ziSyAne varSItapa cAlato hato, sAMjanA besaNAmAM bhajIyA, vahorI lAvI, paNa 3 ATalA badhA tIkhA maracA hovAno ene aMdAja na hato. tyAM to guNIe eka jhATake e badhA bhajIyA potAnAM pAtrAmAM nAMkhI dIdhA, eMThA karI 3 ke dhaDAdhaDa vAparavA lAgyA. ziSyA to AbhI ja banI gaI. guNInI AMkhomAMthI ya pANI vahevA lAgyuM, paNa emaNe jhapATAbaMdha badhA ja A bhajIyA vAparI lIdhA. ziSyAnI AMkhomAMthI hajIya AMsu bamaNAvege vahI rahyA hatA. paNa have e AMsu maracAnI tIkhAzanA ke vadhI paDelI gocarI aMgenA khedanA nahi, paraMtu guruNIe je sahAya karI, je vAtsalya varasAvyuM, je jAta para kaSTa utAryuM e badala kRtajJatA vyakta karatI e azrudhArA hatI. (pratyeka guru-guNI jo ziSya-ziSyAnA du:khane potAnA gaNI le, sahI le to | ane ziSyAonA adhyavasAyomAM gusabahumAnanA uchALA AvyA vinA na rahe.) DowjA vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI - (158) aTTTTTTS

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bhagavao mahAvIrassa Namo tthu NaM samaNassa bhagavAna ssa bhagavao mahAvIrassa motthu NaM samaNassa bhagavaoma * 296. A to taddana navI AITama ! "ubhA raho, ubhA raho..." acAnaka sAdhvIjI bolI uThyA, paNa tyAM sudhImAM to tarapaNImAM aDadhA cetanA upara dALa vahorAvAI gaI. sAdhvIjI muMjhAyA. gocarI nIkaLyA tyAre dUdhanI bharelI aDadhI tapaNI sAthe laIne nIkaLelA. emAM nA ja navuM dUdha vahoravAnuM hatuM. paNa zrAvakanA ghare utAvaLamAM khyAla na rahyo. ane A dUdhavALI tapaNI ja dALa vahoravA mATe kholI. zrAvikAe to jhaTa jhaTa emAM dALanI A mA pAra karI dIdhI, e bhUla thavAno khyAla Avyo ane zrAvikAne aTakAvI tyAM sudhImAM mA ra to dUdha-dALa bhegA thaI gayA. poNI tarapaNI bharAI gaI. Esa have A be cetanA dUdha-dALa mizraNa koNa vApare ? na to e dUdha tarIke cAle ke na to dALa tarIke ! e sAdhvIjI upAzrayamAM AvyA, mAMDalImAM guruNIne vAta karI. eno gabharATa ke B gusaNI pichANI gayA. che hasatA hasatA guNIe e tarANI jovA mAMgI, tapaNI laI aDadhI tarApaNI che e dUdha-dALa potAnA pAtrAmAM khAlI karI tarata ja eka ghUMTaDe vAparI gayA. 8 guNInI A udAratA-sahanazIlatA, anAsakti joI bIjA paNa eka sakSama hai * sAdhvI tarata e vadheluM aDadhI tarANI jeTaluM mizraNa vAparI gayA. | saune A dazya joI anahada AnaMda-bahumAnabhAva ubharAyo. | (kaTokaTi vakhate gacchanI sevA karavAmAM je pracaMDa puNya baMdhAya, je nirjarA thAya T enuM varNana karavA to devo paNa asamartha che... e na bhUlazo.) | 297. hA ! pastAvo vipula jharaNuM, svargathI utaryuM che. (sAdhvIjInA zabdomAM ...) navasArI AdinAtha upAzrayano vizALa hola janamedanIthI ubharAI cUkyo hato. | vRddho, yuvAno, zreSThIo, TrasTIo ane sAdhvIjIo sahu doDI AvyA hatA, A mAM saMvedanazIla vyAkhyAnakAra paMnyAsajI ma.nI pravacanadhArAmAM bhIMjAIne kaMIka pAmavA ! mA DITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (159) DITION

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bAvIsajina nirvANakALe paNa mAsakSapaNatapArI, nirAhAra banavAnI sAdhanA AhAra tyajI mani dhArI. dhana te.... 107 A pravacana zaru thayuM. che a na 11 // ra A mA rA WHI A a Na 1 // ra pravacanaholanI AgalI haroLamAM beThA hatA navasArIsaMghanA agraNIo, TrasTIo. a mA rA vacce saMgItakAre eka gIta gAyuM "kyAreM banIza huM sAco re saMta.." pravacana pAchuM zaru thayuM. . paNa A zuM ? thoDIvAre mArA kAna camakyA. A zuM saMbhaLAya che ? are ! pravacana karatA karatA paMnyAsajIno avAja atyaMta Ardra kema banI gayo ? nayano bhInA kema thaI gayA ? rAmAyaNanuM pAtrAlekhana karatA paMnyAsajI bhagavaMte acAnaka navasArI tapovananI vItI gayelI durghaTanAne yAda karI svadoSa darzana zaru karI dIdhuM hatuM. "huM sAdhu chatAMya tapovana pratye mamatva karanAro ! cikkAra ArtadhyAna karanAro! upavAsa para utaranAro ! huM hevAna ! zetAna !' pU. paMnyAsajI potAnI jAtane phiTakArI rahyA hatA. navasArI tapovana saMbaMdhI Akhoya doSano Topalo jANe potAnA mAthe oDhI lIdho. pU.paMnyAsajI pazcAttApabhAvathI dhrusake dhrusake raDI rahyA hatA. teozrInA eka eka zabdoe AkhI pravacana sabhAne halabalAvI nAMkhI hatI. mArI AMkho paNa A sAMbhaLI, joIne codhAra AMsu vahAvI rahI. "o pUjyava2 ! basa karo, basa karo ! have vadhu nathI saMbhaLAtuM." hRdaya bolI rahyuM. ane tyAM ja sarjAyo camatkAra ! pU. paMnyAsajInA tIvra svadoSadarzane, haiyAmAMthI nIkaLatA udgAroe sAme ja beThelA navasArI tapovananA junA TrasTInA hRdayane hacamacAvI dIdhuM. te bharasabhAmAM 5__$ % ^ & t Na a rA 0000 5 A $ 5 o Na ubhA thaI pU. paMnyAsajI pAse 'micchAmi dukkaDaM' mAMgatA bolavA lAgyA "gurudeva ! Apa taddana nirdoSa cho. ameja gunhegAra chIe. gurudrohI chIe, 2 pApI chIe. amane kSamA karo... prAyazcitta Apo...' AkhI sabhA stabdha banIne e abhUtapUrva dRzya nihALI rahI. vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (160) raeri A mA rA

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devo kesaramizritajalathI dIkSotsava muja karatA, locathI vahetI rudhiranI dhArA joI AnaMdane varatA. dhanate...108 koIne samajAtuM na hatuM ke A svapna che ke satya ? TrasTI A rIte mAphI mAMgaze, e amArI kalpanAmAM paNa na hatuM. paNa pU. A paMnyAsajImAM siddha thayelA svadoSadarzana rUpI guNe ja e guNano bIjAmAM viniyoga karavAnuM mahAna kArya karyuM. che A che A Na 11 // ra a m rA 000 (bhUla to badhAnI thAya, paNa bhUla thayA bAda potAnI bhUlano bhUla tarIke svIkAra a karI, ahaMkArane dharatImAM dATI daI eno jAheramAM svIkAra karavo... namI javuM... e 6-6 mahinAnA upavAsa karavA karatAM ya ati mahAna kArya che. dhanya che e pU. paMnyAsajIne ane dhanya che e saraLa suzrAvaka TrasTIne!) 298. alabelA munirAjanI ajaba kahANI lagnanA divase ja jemanuM moDhuM sUnamuna banelu hatuM. cAlu varaghoDAmAM rastA para AvelA derAsaramAM darzana karavA ja ghoDA parathI utaryA hatA ane bhagavAnane kahyuM hatuM ke "Aje to A baMdhanamAM phasAuM chuM, paNa vahelI AjhAdI maLe evI AziSa deje..." potAnA dIkarAnI uMmara jyAre mAtra savA varasanI ja hatI tyAre jemaNe potAnAM dIkarAne mAtAne soMpI daI patnI sAthe sajoDe dIkSA levAno nirNaya karyo hato paraMtu samAjanAM virodhanI sAme chevaTe patnIne saMsAramAM rAkhI je ekalA A vIranA paMthe cAlI nIkaLyA hatA... ga karavo" ra 5 5 x evA eka munirAja-sUrirAjanI nAnakaDI kahANI atre AlekhavI che. A A (ka) lagna bAda emaNe mumukSumaMDalInI racanA karI, jemAM dIkSAnI bhAvanAvALA che che vIseka yuvAno joDAyA. zikharajInI yAtrAe gayelI A AkhIya maMDaLInA adhyakSe A pratijJA karI ke ane. rANakapuramAM birAjamAna zAsanaprabhAvaka AcAryadeva pAse emaNe cothA ma vratanI pratijJA karI. HI (kha) ghaNIvAra baheno AvIne emane kahe ke rA 2 A "comAsuM bese tyAM sudhImAM jo dIkSA na thAya to chaya vigaIono mULathI tyAga Na 21 // ra vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 7 (161) rA mA rA

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mahAvIrassa * Namo tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrasasa Namotya NaM samaNasma bhaga "ame ApanI nizrAmAM amuka amuka sthAne upadhAna, oLI karelI. Apa amane A oLakho che ke ?" - A. tyAre te javAba detA __"vaDIlone hameM bahano ke sAtha paricaya karane kA manA kiyA hai| maiM Apa ko nahi pavanatA..." javAba vakhate paNa emanI AMkho to nIce ja DhaLelI hoya. (ga) potAnA Azritone e zikhAmaNa ApatA ke "zrAvo che paNa mAMnAM re ; to gocarI, pAnI, davAI, kapaDA mAMganA, kintu paisA kabhI nahI mAMganA / to hI Apa prasanna | da sane" (gha) mevADa-mAravADanA uddhAraka A mahApuruSe kula 400 derAsaronA [ jIrNoddhArAdinuM kArya gRhastho dvArA saMpAdana karAvyuM. chatAM nAma lakhAvavAnI spRhAthI" B sadAya alipta rahyA. | (ca) gacchAcArapayannA vAMcatA vAMcatA emane keTalIka bhUlono khyAla Avyo, ka tyArathI emaNe potAnA samudAyamAM oghAnA lAla pATAne badale sapheda pATA zaru kara karAvyA. bharatakAmAdi baMdha karAvI mAtra skecapenathI ke kesarathI aSTamaMgalanuM Alekhana ka para karavAnuM zaru karAvyuM. muhapattI ke kapaDAomAM raMgIna dorA nAMkhavAnuM, sthApanAcAryajImAM E tra sAdA ke raMgIna phumatA rAkhavAnuM baMdha karAvyuM. e preraNA karatA ke "sAdhu-sAdhvInI nIvana saLI paripUI honA vAgi" B R (cha) gRhasthanA ghare kaMkunA pagalA karavAnuM emaNe potAnA samudAyamAM baMdha F A karAvyuM. koI zrAvaka ghaNo Agraha kare to mAMgalika saMbhaLAve, paNa kaMkunA pagalA to A te na ja kare... emane khyAla AvI gayelo ke kaMkunA pagalA karavAnI prathA yationI hatI, sAdhuonI nahi. (ja) emaNe aTTamanA pAraNe ama karavApUrvaka kula 400 aThThama karyA. (jha) e lagabhaga kAyama ekAsaNA karatA, mevADa-mAravADamAM mAtra dALa-roTalI| zAkAdi traNa-cAra dravyothI sadA ekAsaNA karyA. (Ta) ekavAra e AcAryazrI koIka pustaka upara koruM kAgaLa coMTADI rahyA hatA, | * tyAre sAdhuoe pUchyuM ke CHITTITI vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI 0 (12) TUTOM

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samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassam o mahAvIrassa NamA tyu NaM samaNassa bhagavaoka bhagavao mahAvIra abaja udhara kAgaLa kema coTADo cho ? A tyAre emaNe javAba Apyo ke "yaha pustaka tAtvika hai, paDhane yogya hai, paraMtu pustaka ke upara strI kA citra haiM, 1 vo heya hai, isalie yaha kAgaja lagA rahA huuN|" () emaNe potAnA samudAyane ApelA aNamola sUtro (1) jaihikaM tucchaM (2) pratikUlatA meM prasannatA (3) dehadukkhaM mahAphalam (4) sahAya kare te sAdhu ane sahana kare te sAdhu (5) ArAma bhogane kA nahi, dUsaro ko dene kA hai (6) svAdhyAya saMyamajIvana kA prANa (7) vaiyAvayya apratimAtie cha. . (3) vananu chaTTuM yomAsu suratanA meM saMghamA yu. kensaranI vedanA zaru thaI gayelI. chellA mahinAo, divaso, kalAko gaNAtA hatA. AvI paristhitimAM e hasatA hasatA DokTarone mArmika vacano kahetA ke B. "TikiTa to kabhI kA pUrA ho gayA hai, yaha to binA TikiTa kI saphara hai, TI.TI. 3 3 kabhI bhI utAra sakatA haiM / " . (a) chaTaTI challe meM mAyAve Azcarya vAta 24 "53 varSa ke dIkSAparyAya - meM 53 miniTa bhI mujhe ArtadhyAna nahi huA / " () memo rasabaMdho nAmanI saMskRta bhASAmA graMtha 2thyo, ma bhae 15 42 zloka pramANa TIkA lakhI. mmmmmmmm vizvanI mAdhyAmi malayalI . (173) m

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tamArAM vahAlAM bALakone chevaTe traNa varSa mATe to 'tapovana'mAM mUko ja jUna mAsathI zarU thatuM satra cAre bAju vikRtinA vAyarA vIMjhAI rahyA che. khUba ja nAnI-dasathI cauda varSathI ja bALakomAM kharAba saMskAro paDavA lAgyA che. 'gaMduM' kahevAya te badhuM temanA jIvanamAM pesavA lAgyuM che. samAja tarapha sUkSma najara karatAM A ati kaDavuM darzana koI paNa saMskRtipremIne thaze ane te tIkhI cIsa pADI deze. saMsArI jIvonI vahAlAmAM vahAlI cIja temanA saMtAno gaNAya. jo temanuM ja jIvanagulAba khIlyuM na khIlyuM tyAM ja karamAvA lAge; temAM doSonA kIDA paDavA lAge ane karamAI jAya to e mA-bApoe kyAM javuM ? kyAM rovuM ? zuM ApaghAta karI nAkhavo ? potAnA gharamAM ke game tevAM borDiMga vageremAM rAkhIne bALakone zikSaNa ApI zakAze, paraMtu saMskAro to nahi ja ApI zakAya. gharamAM mA-bApo ja TI.vI. vagerethI samayanI barabAdI karatAM cakkaromAM ja jo phasAyA hoya ane borDiMgonA saMcAlakone ja bALa-saMskaraNa mATenI koI gaMbhIratA na hoya to saMskAra tyAM zI rIte maLaze ? tapovanamAM dhArmika ane vyAvahArika - banne prakAranuM zikSaNa che. e zikSaNa paNa UMcI guNavattAvALuM che; paraMtu tenI sAthosAtha ahIM bALakonA jIvanabAgamAM susaMskAronA choDonuM vAvetara karavAnuM kArya temaja zArIrika, zaikSaNika, sAmAjika vagere rIte suvyavasthita karavAnI sAthe tene mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika rIte atyanta suMdara banAvavAnuM sauthI pradhAna lakSa che. te vaDIlono ane devaguruno bhakta bane; sahuno mitra bane, jAtano pavitra bane... ane e badhuM banIne e zUravIra bane; jethI rASTrarakSA, saMskRtirakSA ane dharmarakSAno e sabaLa yoddho bane e ja A tapovananuM ekamAtra lakSa che. enAmAM dhArmiktA, mAnavatA ane rASTrIyatA (rASTradAjha) jo lAvI na zakAya to tapovanane nIcuM jovAnuM thAya evuM tamAma kAryakaragaNanuM maMtavya che. jo A badhI vicAraNAmAM ane enA AdhAre goThavAyelA tapovananA mALakhAmAM mA-bApone rasa paDato hoya to temanAM bALakone vikRtionAM jhaMjhAvAtamAMthI ugArI levA mATe tapovanamAM (dhoraNa 5 thI 12nI zALA mATe) kamase kama traNa varSa mATe to mUkavAM ja joIe. bALaka to nAdAna che. enA bhAvinA ghaDataranA A kAmamAM ene kyAMka agavaDatA paDe; enI ghareluM svacchaMdatAne ahIM poSaNa na maLe tethI te tapovanamAM dAkhala thavAmAM aci batAve to kaThaNa kALajAnA banIne paNa mA-bApoe bALakonA samagra jIvananA hitamAM tene ochAmAM ochuM traNa varSanuM saMskaraNa tapovanamAM ApavAno nirNaya karavo ja joIe. 0 yAda rAkho. lADamAM ke lAgaNImAM mA-bApo taNAze to bALakonA jIvanane AraMbhamAM ja evuM moTuM nukasAna thaI jaze je jIvanabharamAM bharapAI thaze nahi; jenAthI AkhuM kuTuMba 'trAhimAm' pokArI jaze. nA... have zA mATe krichyAniTIno ja pracAra karavAnI nemavALI konvenTa-skUlamAM ApaNAM bALako jAya ? dho. 4 sudhI konvenTamAM bhaNanArA bALakone tapovanamAM jarUra mUkI zakAze: have to mAtra tapovana e ja ApaNAM saMtAnono taraNopAya.

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pU.pAda paM. pravarazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAhebanA ciMtanothI bharapUra mutihUna mAsika saMpAdaka : guNavaMta zAha sahasaMpAdaka : bhadreza zAha mAsikanA grAhaka banavAthI ApazrIne pUjyazrInA parokSa satsaMgano lAbha maLaze. 72 varSanA anubhavono nicoDa maLaze. dharma-saMskRti-rASTra rakSAnA upAyo jANavA maLaze. thoDAmAM ghaNu jANavAnuM maLaze. trivArSika lavAjama mAtra rU|. 150/ 'trivArSika lavAjama mAtra 31.940/ trivArSika lavAjama mAtra 31.940/ lavAjama bharavAnuM sthaLa : kamala prakAzana TrasTa jI.pra. saMskRti bhavana 2777, nizA poLa, rilIpha roDa, amadAvAda. phonaH 25355823

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1 vekezanamAM be saMskaraNa zibiro be tapovanamAM zibiromAM bALakone avazya mokalo unALu bALakone managamatI, vividhatA sabhara, aneka spardhAo ramata gamato ane InAmothI bharapUra, tUphAnamela bALakane DAhyoDamaro banAvatI, eprIla - me mahinAmAM yojAtI, hAusaphUla thaI jatI ane jIvana parivartaka - phI mAtra 500/- rUpiyA tapovana saMskArapITha mu. amIyApura, po. sughaDa, gAMdhInagara-382424. phona : 23206901

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jo mAtAo ! jo pitAo ! tabhAro lAvAyo zikSA sAthai susaMskAra bhejave tevuM tame chaccho cho? ghAmAMtabhArI sevA pure tevuM tame 2cho cho? vaDilono vinayI jane tevuM tameccho cho? heva ne guruno upAsa jane tevuM tame characho cho? nizAsanano sAtho zrAva jane tevuM taccho cho ne tamArA gharano DuNahI paDa jane tevuM tame chaccho cho? to, tene traNa varSa mATe tapovanamAM praveza Apavo ja rahyo.

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&#lalysis b yyya%by UIDyha mahinA SINLaAA NA Bii ihaMDA avasarpiNIno pAMcamo Aro eTale jANe bhayAnaka raNapradeza ja joI lo ! Atmika sukha-zAntinI tarasathI cArebAju TaLavaLatA aneka AtmAo ahIM | che. paNa bhalA A raNamAM Atmika sukha - zAMti rUpI pANI pAI tarasa chipAvanAra nAnapuM taLAva paNa kyAMthI maLe ? paNa nA ! A tarasyA jIvono pracaMDa puNyodaya camakI rahyo che. mATe ja bhale saMsAranA raNamAM eka TIpuM pANI paNa na maLe, paNa A paMcamaArArUpI raNapradezamAM AdhyAtmika sukharUpI pANIthI bharapUra che saeNkko sAdhu- sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto rUpI moTuM taLAva Aje paNa mojuda che. e taLAva jhAMjhavAnA jaLa nathI.. tarasyAo jo enI pAse jaze, to paramatRpti pAmaze.