Book Title: Guruvani 1
Author(s): Jambuvijay
Publisher: Jinendraprabhashreeji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/004818/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guru pANI bhAga - 1, pUjyapAda gurUdeva munirAjazrI bhuvana vijayAntavAsI ni jebavijaya Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guruvANI bhAga-1 vyAkhyAtA phu pUjayapAda gurUdeva munirAjazrI bhuvanavijayAntavAsI muni jaMbUvijayajI mahArAja saMpAdaka * sAdhvI zrI jinendraprabhAzrIjI * mudraka zrI pArzva kompyuTarsa, 33, janapatha sosA., kAMsa upara, ghoDAsara, amadAvadA-50. phona :- 396246. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja mUvi che sadupayoga // 465 // TA pA komapyuTarsa 33, janapatha sosa, mAMsa upara, Isanapura roDa, ghoDAsara, amadAvAda-50. phona - 5320849 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "sidbhAcala zikhare dIvo re, AdIzvara alabelo che.'' Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjyapAda prAtaHsmaraNIya saMsthavira zrI 1OO8 AcArya deva zrI vijayasiddhisUrIzvarajI (bApajI) mahArAjanA paTTAlaMkAra pUjyapAda AcArya deva zrI vijayamevasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA ziSyaratna pUjyapAda gurudeva, munirAja zrI bhuvanavijayajI mahArAja | (jemUvijayajI me nA pitAzrI tathA gurudeva) janma : vi. saM. 1951, zrAvaNa vada 5, zanivAra tA. 10-8-1895, mAMDala. dIkSA : vi. saM. 1988, jeTha vada 6, zukravAra tA. 24-6-1932, amadAvAda. svargavAsa : vi. saM. 2015, mahA suda 8, somavAra, tA. 16-2-1959, zaMkhezvara tIrtha. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. sAdhvIjI lAbhazrIjI mahArAja (sarakArI upAzrayavALAnA ziSyA tathA bahena) saMghamAtA zatavarSAdhikAyu pUjyapAda sAdhvIjIzrI manoharazrIjI mahArAja dIkSA janma ': vikramasaMvata 1951, mAgazara vada 2, zukravAra, tA. 14-12-1894, jhIjhuvADaL. : vikramasaMvata 1995, mahAvada 12, budhavAra, | tA. 15-2-1939, amadAvAda, svargavAsa : vikramasaMvata 2051, poSa suda 10, budhavAra, | tA. 11-1-1995, rAtre 8-54 vIzAnImAbhavana jaina upAzraya, siddhakSetra pAlitANA. Jain Education Interational Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMghamAtA zatavarSAdhikAyu pUjyapAda sAdhvIjIzrI manoharazrIjI ma.sA.nA ziSyA pU. sA. zrI sUryaprabhAzrIjI mahArAja janma : vikramasaMvata 1977, phAgaNavadi 6, somavAra AdariyANa. dIkSA : vikramasaMvata 2005, mahAsuda 1, ravivAra 30-1-1949 dasADA svargavAsa : vikramasaMvata 2051, Asovada 12, zanivAra tA. 21-10-95, mAMDala, Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH / tAraka gurUdevAya namaH / kudaratI vAtAvaraNanA khUba premI, prasiddhithI dUra bhAganArA ane nAnA-nAnA gAmaDAomAM ja vicaranArA pUjya gurUdevanuM comAsuM saMvata 2041mAM samI gAmamAM thayeluM. comAsuM eTale 'dharmaRtu'. comAsAmAM varSAnI helInI jema gurUvANInI paNa helI jAmatI hoya che. comAsAmAM pU. gurUdeve 'dharmaratnaprakaraNa' para vyAkhyAna ApeluM. A graMthama zrAvakanA 21 guNonuM varNana raheluM che. alaMkAro ane atizayoktithI rahita chatAM tAttvika ane mArmika tathA sIdhI, saraLa zailImAM varasatI gurUjInI vANIdhArA zrotAonA hRdayane bhIMjAvI detI hatI. mane vyAkhyAna lakhavAno khUba zokha. tethI meM vyAkhyAnanI noTo banAvI. kAraNa ke sAMbhaLeluM to jaldI visarAI jAya paraMtu lakheluM hoya to varSo sudhI TakI zake. eka vakhata huM vyAkhyAnanI noTa vAMcatI hatI. tyAM eka bhAI vaMdanArthe AvyA. temaNe noTa vAMcavA mAMgI. lakhANamAM rahelI sAdAI chatAM Aje dharmIjanonuM mahorUM paherIne pharI rahelA loko mATe vedhaka evI vAto temanA dilane sparzI gaI. temaNe mane kahyuM ke A badhI vAto A noTomAM pUrAI rahe tenA karatAM lokonA dila sudhI pahoMcADo. vaLI, gurUdeva gAmaDAmAM ja vicaratA hovAthI bahujana varga temanA mukta Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vicArothI vaMcita rahI jAya che. AmAM rahelI gurUvANI dvArA aneka dharmIjanone sAco dharma jANavA maLaze ane zrAvakanuM birUda dhAraNa karIne pharI rahelA AjanA zrAvako "sAcA zrAvaka' banaze. temaNe mane lakhANane vyavasthita karavA kahyuM. huM hA ke nA kahuM te pahelAM to te bhAI thoDA ja divasamAM mupha laIne hAjara thayA. meM pU. gurUdevane mupha batAvyuM. temaNe to tarata ja nA pADI dIdhI chatAMya mahApurUSa che ne ! temanA dilamAM to karUNA ja vahetI hoya ! chevaTe amArI vinaMtIthI hA pADI. A rIte pU. gurUdevanA AzIrvAdathI A kAma zarU karyuM. A nAnakaDI pustikAmAM virATa sAgara chupAyelo che. temAM dharma karanAra vyakti kevo hovo joIe tenA guNonuM varNana sacoTa zailImAM karavAmAM AvyuM che. jema agAdha ane akhUTa evA sAgaramAM paDeluM biMdu akSaya banI jAya che. tathA amRtanuM eka biMdu maraNa zayyAe paDelA mANasane paNa beTho karI de che tema dharmanuM eka biMdu paNa jIvanamAM vaNAI jAya to jIvanane tArI de che. A pustikAmAM zarUAtamAM to dharmanI vyAkhyA karavAmAM AvelI che pachI zrAvakanA guNo lIdhA che. Ama to zrAvakanA 21 guNo che paNa temAMthI prathama cAra guNo azudra, rUpavAna, prakRtithI saumya ane lokapriyanuM varNana levAmAM AvyuM che. bIjA guNo avasare joIzuM, mArA mATe saMpAdana karavAno A prathama ja avasara che. saMpAdananuM kAma kaThina hovA chatAM paNa mane mArA svargastha tAraka gurUvaryA Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. zatavarSAdhikAyu, saMghamAtA, bA mahArAjanA hulAmaNA nAmathI jagaprasiddha banelA vAtsalyamayI gurUmAtA pU. manoharazrIjI ma.sA. (pU. jaMbUvijayajI ma.sA.nA mAtRzrI) tathA pU. sevAbhAvI gurUdevazrI sUryaprabhAzrIjI ma.sA.nA AzIrvAdano sAtha maLyo che. vaLI hAla saMyamajIvananI ArAdhanA karatAM mArA pU. pitAzrI dharmaghoSavijayajI ma.sA. tathA mAtuzrI Atma-darzanAzrIjI ma.sA.nA snehAziSo mAruM baLa banI rahyA che. pUjya gurUdeve chellA mupha upara najara nAkhIne rahelI kSatione dUra karI te badala temanI huM RNI chuM. tathA ziSya parivAre mupha vAMcanamAM madada karI che te badala temano huM AbhAra mAnuM chuM ane potAno amUlya samaya phALavIne samayano bhoga ApanAra zrI ajabhAIno huM khUba-khUba AbhAra mAnuM chuM. aMtamAM A pustaka anekone sAcA mArge doranArUM bane eja mana:kAmanA. vItarAganI AjJA virUddha lakhAyuM hoya to vAcakagaNa kSamA kare. A pustaka pU. vAtsalyamayI gurUmAtAnA caraNomAM samarpita karIne huM yatkiMcita RNa mukta banavA IcchuM chuM. saMvata 205ra jeTha vada 6 gAMdhInagara , manoharazizu Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukramaNikA hm hm hm h h h h h h h h h h dharma-jIvanazuddhi 1 | siddhi yogyatA vikAse... A re! saMsAre sukha meLavavA 1 zuddhi pADe pratibiMba varSa nAma kema dharma-jIvananI pavitratA mRtyu eka atithi biMdunI zakti zrI vastupALanI jAgRti tene kahevAya dharma mAtRbhakta kapila bhAvano prabhAva nathI thauM evA cakravartI pravAsI paNa mAre aMtima saMdeza - siMkadarano kSemakArI dharma soya sAthe lAvajo... AcaraNanI taka ahIM ja paraloka.. kapilanuM ciMtana rUDhIne raDhayALI re ! ApaNe kyAM ? AyAma eka karUNAno boraDInA vRkSanI chAyA jevA thAvasyA putra ekathI DUbe che... dezana.. mAnavanA prakAra che traNa biMduo dezanAnA samajaNanuM aMjana vANI suNI vairAgya upajyo ! parivartana jarUrI kyAM ? gurU tattvanuM mahattva satsaMganI gaMgA... 12 dharma-maMgala samajIne sudhAro kare te mAnava 13 maMgalanI vyAkhyA... zAsana-mahAsadbhAgya pArasamaNi... jIva che ziva zreSTha davA... keTaluM to durlabha A jIvana ! 15 upAsanA zenI? mAnavajAtano ItihAsa tapa eja davA paisA. nahIM zAsana prApti aThThama eTale zuM? mahAsabhAgya 17 | phI aThThamanI.. dharma-bhAvazuddhi 18 | joDane toDa h h h l lh lh lh 15 15 lh lh - 16 lh ) lh bh Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ namaskAra praNAma hRdayathI zuzraSA.. namaskAramAM bAdhaka. kevuM jamo cho ?.. to zravaNa, kare parivartana jAvuM jarUra mAtra zravaNa pANI 39 39 ciMtana 54 41 55 56 35 ! svAmi vAtsalyanI prathA 35 | gaMbhIratAnuM phaLa saMpattinuM pradarzana nAnI vahUno javAba IcchA AkAza jeTalI sUkSma buddhithI dharma dharma-guNAtmaka gagana maMDana meM A vIANI pa3 39 | varNavyavasthA duHkha bhIrU nahIM, pApabhIrU hakkano upayoga anItinA dhanyavAda nahIM. dharmane samajo gurU - aparimAvI parakha jhaverInI bhUlano svIkAra = samAdhi caMDakauzika 56 AlocanA - sUkSma buddhithI AvI prAmANikatA nakAmI pAyAnAM tatvo dayA ahiMsA satya naro vA kuMjaro vA 46 | vratonI zakti 48 | vasurAjA 48 | saMpUrNa zarIra-dharma yogya 48 | yauvanavaya dharma mATe.... 5 6 5 6 ciMtana-dUdha nididhyAsana- amRta gAMDAnI vacce DAhyo amUlya vANI mUlya keTaluM? jIvana kiMmatI dUrlabhanI prApti zravaNa rUci sUcaka-svapna pradarzana nahiM paNa darzana devo asaMkhyAta kema ? mUrtimAM sAkSAt darzana dharmanI yogyatA saMsAre sahu duHkhI guNI dharmane lAyaka.. 21 guNo asudratA pitta jevo prathama akSudra guNanuM varNana 57 44 44 46 5 9 ' 59 0 0 o. 63 6 3 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 79 0 che 0 e 80 81 che i che 84 VV ke 86 anAthiyuni. saMbhAravAmAM chellA, bhUlavAmAM pahelA anAthimunino saMkalpa zrAvakanI vyAkhyA noravela- jinavANI zrAvakanI bIjI vyAkhyA : rase jIte jIta sarvam saMyama pAra para eka para cArano AdhAra Arya maMgu be kAma jIbhane parizIlanathI prApti ghAsa dUdha bane giautamasvAmi aSTApade kaMDarIka-puMDarIka prakRtithI saumya ardITha kalyANakarA nava prakAranA kAusagna saraLatA paDachAyo nahIM vastune pakaDo samatAnI sAdhanA jarUrI svabhAva parivartana tuM dAkyo nathI ne? mahAtmA aMgarSi samadaSTithI sAcI zAMti bhAmaMDala- AbhAmaMDala IrSyALu sadA duHkhI 63 |G.O.K. saccAI sarvatra priyavANI satya paNa asatya nItinuM dhana AtaMra darzana AMtaravaibhava akhUTa anukaMpA dehanI nahi devanI pUjA be roga lokapriyatA | Ihaloka virUddha niMdA niMdAnA bolyA mahApApa re saraLa hRdayanI prArthanA paramanI yAtrA bahirAtmA aMtarAtmA mArUM kyAM ApuM chuM? prabhu ja basa che vipatiH na sastu azvat pavitra chAyA paramAtmA vo hi Aza karo siMghapravRttino tyAga 77 lokapriya dharmanA arthI zrAvako 78 cotho guNa che lokapriya 79 ] vaDA cAra prakAranA 79 | vinaya 88 71 88 74 74 74 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vikrama saMvata 2041nA cArtumAsamAM samI (tA. mahesANA) gAmamAM thayelAM pU. tArakagurUdevazrI jaMbUvijayajI ma. sAhebanAM vyAkhyAno | dharma-jIvanazuddhi...] aSADa suda - 14 A re ! saMsAre sukha meLavavA : samagra jagatanA jIvo niraMtara sukhanI abhilASA sevI rahyA che. niraMtara badhAne ekaja abhilASA che ke ame kema sukhI thaIe. amAruM jIvana kevI rIte AnaMdamaya bane. A IcchAne siddha karavA mATe mANase purUSArtha karavo ja paDe mANase sukhethI cAlavuM hoya to kAMTALo mArga choDI devo ja joIe bhagavAnanuM dhyeya eka ja che ke jagatane kevI rIte sukhI karUM ? naMdI sUtramAM kahyuM che ke naDuM na nIvano arthAtu... bhagavAna sarva jIvonI yonine jANanArA che. A jagatamAM jIvo judI-judI yonimAM kema bhaTake che, ke duHkhI thAya che ? kAraNa ke mANasa sukhane mATe AMkho mIMcIne game tevA pApo karavA taiyAra thAya che, tethI tenA phaLa svarUpe tene jyAM tyAM bhaTakavuM paDe che. mANasa gAmaDAmAMthI jyAre zaheramAM jAya che tyAre zaherI e gAmaDiyAne kahe che ke bhAI AgaLa-pAchaLa joIne cAlaje. bhagavAna paNa ApaNane ema kahe che ke AgaLa pAchaLa joIne cAlajo. AgaLa eTale ke kaI gatimAM javuM che. pAchaLa eTale jagatamAM rahelI viSamatAnuM kA. ne zuM che? A badhA sukha-duHkhanuM mULabhUta kAraNa jANavA maLe che tyAre ja dharma hAthamAM Ave che. dharma eTale jIvananI zuddhi, jIvananuM ghaDatara. *varSa" nAma kema ? A lokanA ghaDatara mATe paNa dharma khUba ja jarUrI che. jIvanamAM zAMti ane zakti mATe dharma keTalo upayogI che teno vicAra karIe tyAre samajAya ke bAra mahinAnuM nAma varSa zA mATe ? kema bIjI koI RtunA nAma parathI Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na paDayuM. cha Rtu paikI ekalI vadhatuM jatu parathI bAra mahinAnuM nAma varSa paDayuM enuM kAraNa zuM? kAraNa jo varasAda sAro thAya to bAre mahinA sArA, e ochA vatte aMze thAya to varSa bagaDI jAya che - tema comAsAnuM mahattva eTalA mATe che ke comAsA daramyAna vItarAga prabhunI vANInuM zravaNa satata rahe che ane satata vANInA zravaNathI jIvanamAM kAMIka pheraphAra thAya che. uparAMta comAsAmAM dhaMdhA-pANI pI maMda hoya che. tethI comAsA daramyAna mANasa A rIte dharmadhyAna karI zake che. jema varSAnI helI jAmatI hoya che tema comAsAmAM dharmanI helI jAme che. comAsuM Ave eTale DokTaranI mosama zarU thAya kAraNa ke jo comAsAmAM tapa-japa na karIe to roga Ave ja. eka comAsuM sAruM jAya to jIMdagI AkhI sudharI jAya. are ! jIMdagI ja nahIM paNa dRDha saMskAra paDe to janamojanama sudharI jAya. paNa vItarAganI vANIne barAbara pacAve to. A mATe comAsAmAM sAdhu-sAdhvIone AgrahapUrvaka vinaMti karIne lAvavAmAM Ave che. mRtyu eka atithi.... A manuSyajanma zAstrakAro kahe che ke mahAdurlabha che. jagatanA sarva yoninA jIvo Icche che ke mAre mANasa banavuM che, zuM e banI zake kharA? je jIvo bhayaMkara yAtanAthI pIDAI rahyA che te jIvo zuM mANasa hota to yAtanA bhogavata kharA ? Aje kAyadA mAnavonA rakSaNa mATe che paNa prANIonA rakSaNa mATe koI kAyadA che kharA ? emanI ktala thAya to paNa te kAMI bolI zake kharA? jo enI jagyAe ApaNe hoIe to kyAranA pokAra pADI uThayA hota. A manuSya janma durlabha che e zabdo sAMbhaLIne ApaNe rIDhA thaI gayA chIe. kAna paNa ghasAI gayA. ApaNane koI divasa vicAra paNa Avato nathI ke ApaNe kevI dula kayonimAM AvI gayA chIe. ApaNane tenI durlabhatAno khyAla paNa Avato ja nathI. ApaNane to ema ja che ke ApaNe ahIM ja anaMtA kALa sudhI rahevAnuM che. mRtyue ApaNA vALa pakaDelA che. te ApaNane ghasaDIne laI jaI rahyuM. che. e drazya jo ApaNI sAme khaDuM thAya to ApaNane jarUra dharma karavAnuM mana thAya , Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 zrI vastupALanI jAgRti... gujarAtanA mahAmaMtrI vastupALa-tejapALa kevA khamIravALA hatA ! eka vakhata mahArASTranA rAjA sAthe laDAI thaI. rAjAe kahevaDAvyuM ke vastupALa tuM vANIo che. ame tane khatama karI nAkhIzuM. vastupALa javAbamAM kahevaDAve che ke hA huM vANIo chuM paNa sAMbhaLo : huM jyAre dukAne besu chuM tyAre trAjavAmAM karIyANAM jokhuM chuM. paraMtu jyAre yuddhamAM jAu chuM tyAre zatruonAM mAthAMne toluM chuM. evA to e parAkramI hatAM. dAnapremI paNa tevA hatA. dAna ApatA emaNe koI paNa bhedabhAva rAkhyo nahoto. karoDonuM dAna ApatA hatA. AvA samartha vyakti vidvAna paNa hatA. saMskRtamAM niSNAta gaNAtA. saMskRtamAM suMdara subhASito banAvatA. badhI rIte samartha. dharmAbhyudaya' kAvyanI kopI vastupALe potAnA hastAkSarathI karI hatI. ATalA kAmakAjamAM paNa te AvuM kAma karatA. AvA mahAna samartha vyakti jyAre bahAra nIkaLe tyAre keTalAka loko temane kuzaLatA pUchatA hoya. A vastupALa eka vakhata arIsAmAM jue che ane potAnA pratibiMbane pUche che ke vastupALa tane badhA kuzaLatA pUche che, paNa tane kyAMthI kuzaLatA hoya ? mRtyuno koI bharoso ja nathI. tuM kuzaLa nathI paNa mRtyuthI jakaDAyelo che. AvI emanA jIvanamAM jAgRti hatI. AvI jAgRti ApaNA jIvanamAM AvI jAya to ApaNo janmAro saphaLa thaI jAya. ApaNI pAse koI geraMTI che ke ApaNe mRtyu pachI sukhI ja thaIzuM. ApaNI covIse kalAkanI pravRtti zuM che ? khAvuM-pIvuM, paheravuM, haravuM, pharavuM, basa A ja vicAraNA ApaNA magajamAM ghUmI rahI che. bIjI koI vicAraNA che kharI? ahIM laherathI khAIe chIe. paNa jo kUtarAnI yonimAM jaIzu to eka roTalAno TUkaDo khAvA mATe paNa patharA khAvA paDaze. kavi kAlidAsa kahe che tema thoDA TukaDA mATe ApaNe ghaNuM gumAvI rahyA chIe. mAtRbhakta kapila..... kapila nAmano eka brAhmaNa hato. e kapilanA pitA rAjyanI aMdara maMtrI hatA. acAnaka kapilanA pitA gujarI gayA. kapila nAno hato tethI Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ matrIpada bIjAne ApyuM ane rAjya taraphathI ja sAmagrI maLI te kapila pAsethI laIne maMtrIne ApavAmAM AvI. eka divasa A kapilanA ghara pAsethI navo maMtrI ThATha-mAThathI nIkaLe che, A joIne kapilanI mAne jUnI saMpatti yAda AvI tethI te dhrusake dhrusake raDe che. tethI chokaro pUche che : mAM tuM kema raDe che ? eTale mA kahe che ke A vaibhava eka divasa ApaNe tyAM hato tuM nAno hato mATe A vaibhava bIjAne soMpyo. tane have kAMI maMtrIpada maLe nahIM. kAraNa tuM kAMI bhaNelo-gaNelo nathI. mATe have tane maMtrI thavA nahIM maLe. to e kahe ke huM bhaNIza. paNa beTA tane ahIM koI bhaNAvaze nahIM. navo maMtrI tane bhaNavA deze ja nahIM. zuM karavuM ? to mA kahe che ke ahIMthI thoDe dUra eka zaheramAM tArA pitAnA mitra rahe che temanI pAse jaIne bhaNa to kAma thAya. chokarAne eka ja laganI ke mAne kema sukhI karavI? jo enuM mana prasanna banatuM hoya to game tyAM jaIne bhaNavA huM taiyAra chuM. badhI mAhitI meLavIne pote ekalo nIkaLI paDe che. tenA hRdayamAM ekaja mAtRbhakti bharelI hatI. ApaNe to dharma eTale ekalI kriyA ja samajIe chIe. paNa dharmamAM sarva saddaguNo AvI jAya che. mAtRbhakti-pitRbhakti badhuM AvI jAya. zrI haribhadrasUri ma. kahe che ke triphAruM vAkya pUnanam arthAt mA-bApanI trikAla pUjA karavI joIe. kezaranI vATakI laIne pUjA nathI karavAnI, paraMtu trikAla mAbApane vaMdana karavuM temane premathI jamADavA, ArogyanI khabara rAkhavI. vagere. paraMtu ApaNe to dharma daherAsara ane upAzraya pUrato sImita karI dIdho che. basa pUjA karI, pratikramaNa karyuM. eka-be navakAravALI gaNI. eTale badhuM AvI gayuM. pachI bhalene ghera AvIne mA-bApane tiraskAratA hoIe. dukAne besIne anekone ThagatA hoIe. Ane dharma mAnavo kema? kapila pAse bIjo dharma nathI paNa mAtRbhakti che, mATe mAnA AzIrvAda laIne nIkaLyo che. ane pitAnA mitranA gAmamAM AvI pahoMce che. paMDitanA ghera jAya che. potAnI sarva hakIkata jaNAve che. paMDita kahe che ke bhAI huM nidhana chuM, tArI jamavAnI sagavaDa thAya to huM bhaNAvI zakuM. tethI kyAMka khAvAno baMdobasta karavo paDaze. e tyAMthI koI zrImaMtanA ghera pahoMce che ane zeThane Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahe che : zeTha eka chokaro mArI pAse bhaNavA Avyo che tene tame jo dararoja khavaDAvo to huM bhaNAvI zakuM. zeThe hA pADI. chokaro jamavA jAya che ane majA kare che. dararoja jyAre e jamavA jAya che tyAre dararoja eka chokarI tene jamADe che. niraMtara banne vacce paricaya thavAthI kAma-rAga pedA thAya che. banne cheka pati-patnInA rAga sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. eka vakhata jyAre e jamavA jAya che tyAre pelI chokarI udAsa hoya che. tethI chokaro haTha pakaDIne pUche che ke Aje tuM udAsa kema che? tyAre chokarI kahe che ke amAre dAsIone eka tahevAra Ave che. temAM badhA sArA kapaDAM paheraze. sAruM khAze-pIze ane majA karaze. jyAre mArI pAse to phUTI koDIe nathI. huM zuM karuM? tyAre chokaro kahe che ke mArI pAse paNa eka koDIe nathI. jo tuM kAMI rasto batAve to huM madada karuM. eTale chokarI kahe che ke ahIMyA eka zrImaMta rAjA che ene tyAM savAramAM je koI pahelo Ave ane AzIrvAda Ape tene be mAsA sonuM Ape che. A to ghera pahoMcIne sUI jAya che paraMtu uMgha AvatI nathI. madhyarAtrinA samaye uThe che ane doDavA mAMDe che. kAraNa? koI bIjo pahoMcI jAya to? e bIkathI. have madhyarAtrie tene Ama bhAgato joIne cokIdAra paDakAra pheke che. paNa A ubho raheto nathI. chevaTe cokIdAra tene pakaDIne jelamAM pUre che. savAre rAjasabhAmAM tene khaDo karavAmAM Ave che. rAjA pote nyAya kare che. tene sarva hakIkata pUche che ane te potAnI sarva hakIkata pragaTa kare che. satyathI haMmezAM jaya thAya che, enI sAcI hakIkata sAMbhaLIne rAjA prasanna thaIne mAMgavAnuM kahe che. e vicAra kare che ke zuM mAgavuM? vicAravA mATe samaya mAMge che ane vicAra karavA mATe koI bagIcAmAM jAya che. have e zuM vicAre che ane pachI zuM sarjAya che te avasare joIzuM.. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa suda - 15 nathI thAuM evA cakravartI paNa mAre kSemakArI dharma... dharma zuM cIja che? e jIvanamAM khAsa samajavAnI jarUra che. jIvonI traNa bhUmikA che. bAlyAvasthA, madhyamAvasthA ane prAjJAvasthA, bAlyAvasthAmAM bALakone ramakaDAM vagere priya che. madhyabhAvasthAnA mANasone ramakaDAMmAM kAMI priya na hoya. kriyAkAMDo vagere cIjo e dharmanA svarUpa rUpe bhAse che. mANasanI je pramANenI bhUmikA hoya te pramANe tenI sAthe vAto karavI joIe. dharma eka evI vizALa cIja che jemAM sarva cIjono samAveza thaI jAya che. dharmanI prApti eTale saguNonI prApti. dharmanuM svarUpa e divyasvarUpa che. dharmanuM divyasvarUpa jyAre jIvanamAM Ave tyAre jIvana maMgalamaya banI jAya che. jyAre dharmanI addabhutatAno khyAla Ave tyAre mANasane khabara paDe che ke A dharma vagara kSaNa paNa jIvI zakAya tema nathI. jIvanamAM mAna, sanmAna, mobho e badhuM maLI jAya eTale mANasa mAne ke mane sarvasva maLI gayuM che. A badhuM takalAdI che. kayAre taka katarAI jazene mANasa Ubho ne Ubho vetarAI jaze tenI tene potAne khabara nahIM paDe... ne enI sAme dharma polAdI che nahIM ke takalAdI... vaizAkha mahinAnA bhara taDakAmAM jaMgalamAM kayAMka thoDo chAMyaDo hoya to manane keTalI badhI vizrAMti lAge tema dharma maLavAthI mANasane ghaNI badhI vizrAMti maLe che. AcaraNanI taka ahIM ja.... A janmamAM ja dharmanuM AcaravAnI taka che. bAkI bIjI koI yonImAM zuM AcaravAnI taka maLavAnI che? kumArapALa mahArAja dararoja savAramAM uThatA tyAre bhagavAnane prArthanA karatA ke he prabhu! tArA dharma vinAnuM cakravartIpaNuM maLe to paNa mAre joItuM nathI. cakravartInI sAhyabI kevI che te jANo cho? 84 lAkha ghoDA, 84 lAkha hAthI, 96 karoDa pAyadaLa ane 16000 devo tenI sevAmAM hoya che. tenA zarIramAM paNa khUba ja baLa hoya che. eka Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ avasarpiNIthI utsarpiNI sudhInA kALamAM 12 cakravartI thAya. cakravartInI tAkAta keTalI ! eka khADo hoya tenI eka bAju 16000 rAjAo ane bIjA bAju 16000 rAjAo hoya vacamAM cakravartI ubho hoya enA banne hAthamAM sAMkaLa hoya have rAjA kahe ke mane kheMco. 32000 rAjAo kheMce topaNa tene eka milimITara paNa khaseDI na zake. cakavartInI strImAM paNa eTalI ja tAkAta hoya che. te jyAre kapALamAM cAMllo kare tyAre tenA para hAthanI capaTImAM hIrAne masaLIne teno bhUkko coMTADe. AvuM cakravarti paNuM paNa kumArapALa mahArAjA A dharmanA badalAmAM tyajI de che. tevI temane taiyArI che. moTAM moTAM rAjyo ane rAjAo thaI gayA tenI koI hayAta atyAre nathI. to zuM ApaNI ke saMpattinI hayAtI kAyama rahevAnI che ? dharmano upadeza sAMbhaLIe kharA, paNa tenuM mahattva jyAM sudhI samajAya nahIM tyAM sudhI upadeza nakAmo che. jyAre bhagavAnano upadeza samajAya tyAre A saMpatti tuccha lAgaze. ApaNA jIvana para atyAre puNyarUpI vAdaLAnI chAyA che tyAM sudhI vAMdho nathI, paNa jyAre e vAdaLa khasI jaze tyAre taDakAnA tApane khamI nahIM zakIe. mATe tApane paNa sahana karatA zIkho. khApaNo rUpiyo zuM amerikAmAM kAma lAgaze.... ?' nA, A nANuM ApaNuM lokamAM paNa kAma nathI lAgatuM to pachI paralokamAM kayAMthI kAma lAgaze ? kapilanuM ciMtana... kapila vicAra kare che. be mAsA sonuM zA mATe mAMguM ? lAvane vadhAre mAMguM. kAraNa ke ene pelI chokarI sAthe saMsAra mAMDavo che. mATe have ApanAra beTho che to zA mATe ochuM mAgavuM? tethI vicAramAM ne vicAramAM be mAsA parathI kroDa mAsA sudhI pahoMcI gayo. hajI paNa vicAra kare che ke kroDa mAsAthI mArI tRpti nahIM thAya. lAvane AkhuM rAjya mAMgI lauM jethI jIMdagI zAMtithI vIte paNa tyAM to vicAradhArA palaTAya che. tenI pAse eka guNa hato mAtRbhaktine bIjo mahattvano guNa hato ciMtanazIlatA. te vicAre che, je rAjAe mane jelamAM pUrI devAne badale mAMgavAnuM kahyuM tenuM zuM huM badhuM lUMTI lauM? aho ! mAe mane zA mATe mokalyo hato. ahIM meM A zuM nATaka Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ubhu karyuM. tyAM ekadama palaTo Ave che. saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAI jAya che. ane sAdhu thavAno vicAra kare che. mANasa badhAno vicAra kare che paNa koI divasa potAno vicAra kare che? vicAra karIne kapila rAjA pAse Ave che ane potAnA sarva vicAra jaNAve che. ane sAdhu veza paherIne tyAMthI nIkaLe che. rastAmAM tene pAMcaso coro maLe che. coro temane koI bhajana saMbhaLAvavAnuM kahe che. te gAya che ane sAthe coro pAse paNa gavaDAve che. teno artha A che ke A saMsAra asthira che. temAM kAMI ja sthira nathI. A AMkha mIMcAyA pachI sAme kUtarA, bilADA, uMdara vagerenI yonio ubhI che. ApaNe kayAM sArAM kAmo karyA che ke ApaNe e yonimAM jaIzuM ja nahIM evo vizvAsa rahe. kapila muni bhajana gavarAvatA - gavarAvatA jAya che ane pAMcaso coro 9 tA-gAtA-vicAratA vicAratA pratibodha pAme che ane dIkSA grahaNa karavA mATe taiyAra thAya che. jIvanamAM A cAra vastu gokhI lo. cAlaze, phAvaze, bhAvaze, gamaze. koIpaNa vastu game tevI hoya to tene yogya banatAM zIkho. A nahIM cAle e magajamAMthI kADhI nAkho. ed Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada 1 ApaNe kayAM? boraDInA vRkSanI chAyA jevA.. mojazokhamAM DUbelA yuvAno madonmatta banI jAya che. baMgalA, gADI, mojazokha A badhuM maLavAthI teo dharmane bhUlI jAya che. temanA magajamAM bhogasukhonI ja vicAraNA cAlatI hoya che. jIva haMmezA A lokanA sukhamAM ja DUbelA rahe che. dhomadhakhatA tApamAM raNamAM eka boraDInA jhADanI chAyA hoya ane mANasa tenI chAyAmAM beThelo hoya paraMtu te chAyA kyAM sudhI ? tema ja kevI ? tevI rIte A bhogasukhonI chAyA paNa tevI ja kSaNika che. A vaibhava boraDInA vRkSanI nIce patharAyelA kAMTA jevo che. jyAre mANasanI draSTi paraloka sudhI pahoMce tyAre ja tene khyAla Ave ke mAre zuM meLavavAnuM che. ekathI DUbe che.... bhojarAjAnA vakhatanI vAta che. tenA rAjyamAM eka taLAva hatuM. te pANIthI bharapUra bhareluM hatuM. tyAM koIka mANase kahyuM ke A taLAva je tarI jaze tene eka lAkha sonAmahora ApIza. koI mANase bIDuM jhaDapyuM. paraMtu te taLAvane tarI na zakyo adhavacamAM ja DUbI gayo. ane vyaMtara rUpe utpanna thayo. potAno pUrvabhava joyo eNe taLAvamAM Azcarya utpanna karyuM. taLAvanI madhyamAM potAno ekalo hAtha ja uMce kare che ane avAja kare che ke ekathI DUbe che... ekathI DUbe che. mANaso DarI jAya che ke koI bhUta-preta lAge che. bhojarAjA sudhI vAta pahoMce che. bhoja potAnA vidvAnone kahe che ke A taLAvamAMthI hAtha nIkaLe che. ane avAja kare che. tenI pAchaLa kAraNa zuM? paraMtu koI javAba ApI zakatA nathI. eka vakhata eka bharavADanA kAne A vAta pahoMce che. e kahe che ke mane tyAM laI jAo huM tenuM kAraNa zodhI ApIza. te tyAM jaIne lokone pUche che ke A pahelAM kAMI banAva banelo ? mANaso pelAnI vAta kare che. e kahe che - oho! A to ekathI DUbe che eTale ema ke lobhathI mANasa DUbe che. kAraNa pelA vyaMtarano jIva lobhamAM Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 DULyo hato. lobha nAmanI cIja evI che ke te sarvanuM satyAnAza vALI de che. kevaLa paraloka mATe ja nahIM paNa ApaNA AtmAne ane dezane bacAvavA mATe paNa dharma joIze. dharmanA sidhdhAMto AkhA dezane samajavA mATe che kevaLa cAra divAlo vacce pUrAyelA mANaso mATe nathI. ApaNo sarva vyavahAra kevaLa paisAnI pAchaLa ja rahelo che. mAnavanA prakAra che...... mANaso cha prakAranA che 1.adhamAdhama. 2. adhama. 3. vimadhyama. 4. madhyama. 5. uttama 6. uttamottama. emAM pahelA naMbaranA mANaso Aloka ane paraloka baMne bagADe che. bhagavAne ApaNane samajAvavA mATe nArakInI vacce ke devalokanI vacce na rAkhyA paraMtu pazuonI vacce rAkhyA. zA mATe ? kAraNa ApaNane samajAya ke pApa ane puNya nAmanI koI cIja che. ApaNI AMkha sAme enI yAtanA joIne ApaNuM dila kAMIka pIgaLe. dharma karavA prerAya A yonimAM ja sudharavAnI taka che. pApImAM pApI draDhaprahArI jevo mANasa paNa tarI gayo. jo e bIjI yonimAM hota to ene kyAM taravAnI taka maLata. mATe ja bhagavAne ApaNane badhAnI vacce rAkhyA che. chatAM ApaNe bhogasukho pAchaLa evA aMdha banyA chIe ke ApaNane koI divasa vicAra ja Avato nathI ke A mRtyu pachI thaze zuM ? bIjo naMbara adhama mANasono Ave che. te mANaso evI jAtanA hoya che ke e Alokane bagADatA nathI. temanI pravRtti AlokanA sukha mATe hoya che. temanI sAme paralokanA sukhanI koI ja vicAraNA hotI nathI. tevA mANasane kahevAmAM Ave ke paramAtmAnI kAMIka upAsanA kara to paralokamAM sukhI thaIza. to javAba maLaze ke basa AlokanI vAta AlokamAM, paralokanI vAta paralokamAM. trIjA naMbaranA mANaso vimadhyama kahevAya, je bane lokano vicAra kare che. AlokamAM paNa sArI kIrti meLave che. ane paraloka mATe paNa dharmanI ArAdhanA kare che. cothA naMbaranA jIvo madhyama koTi kahevAya che. e to kevaLa paralokanA Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 sukhanI ja IcchA rAkhatA hoya che. pAMcamA naMbaranA jIvo uttama koTinA hoya che. emane A loka ke paralokanAM sukhonI koI ciMtA hotI nathI. ene saMsArI jIvana ja baMdhanarUpa lAge che. emanI pravRtti haMmezA A bhoga sukhomAMthI jaldI mukta thavA mATenI ja hoya che. uttama mANasa haMmezA potAnAmAM rahelA durguNone ja jue che. ene potAnI prazaMsA vIMchInA DaMkha jevI lAge che. mokSa eTale jIvanamAM rahelA badhA durguNono nAza karavo. teo doSanAza karavA satata prayatnazIla hoya che. - chaThThA naMbaranA jIvo uttamouttama hoya che. jemAM arihaMta paramAtmA Ave che. temanI vicAraNA jagatanA samagra jIvonA kalyANa mATenI ja hoya che. jeo cheka nirvANanI chellI minITa sudhI paNa jagatanA jIvonA kalyANa mATe upadeza Ape che. ApaNe ApaNo saMbaMdha AvA uttama tathA uttamottama koTinA mANasonI sAthe joDavAno che, nahiM ke adhamAdhama sAthe. bhagavAne ApaNa ne AvA uccakuLamAM zA mATe mokalyA che te jANo cho ? paramAtmA sAthe saMbaMdha joDavA, nahi ke paisA kamAvA ? ApaNA hRdayamAM arihaMta paramAtmAnuM ja sthAna hovuM joIe, nahIM ke bAhya padArthonuM. jIvananA kendra sthAne arihaMta paramAtmAne rAkho. jIvanamAM sudraguNo haze to ja dharma TakI zakaze A chamAMthI ApaNe kaI keTegarImAM AvIe chIe ? jarA vicArajo . Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada 2 samajaNanuM aMjana parivartana jarUrI kayAM? mAnave potAnI rahaNI - karaNImAM lAkho varSa daramyAna keTalA keTalA pheraphAro karyA. jyAre paMkhIomAM AvuM jovA maLe che kharuM? paMkhIo lAkho varSa pahelAM jevI rIte mALo bAMdhatA hatA te pramANe Aje paNa bAMdhe che. jyAre mAnavo varSo pahelAM kevI rIte ghara bAMdhatA hatAM ane Aje kevI rIte bAMdhe che. te jANo cho ne ? mANase potAnA bAhya vaibhavamAM pheraphAra karyA che. paNa aMtaranI aMdaranA vaibhavamAM koI pheraphAra karyo che kharo ? satsaMganI gaMgA... eka ghaDI AdhI ghaDI AdhI se punI Adha,tulasI saMgata sAdhu kI, kaTe koTI aparAdha. sajjana purUSono eka ghaDI ke aDadhI ghaDI jeTalo saMga paNa jIvanamAM moTo pheraphAra lAvI de che. eka zeTha hatAM. bahu saMpattivALA hatA. zeTha karatAM zeThANIno mijAja ora jAtano hato. ene potAnA patino evo garva hato ke basa mArA pati para ja A AkhuM jagata cAle che have eka divasa enA gAmamAM koI saMtapurUSa padhAryA. saMtapurUSanI vANI sAMbhaLavA AkhuM gAma umaTayuM che. eTale zeTha zeThANIne kahe che ke saMtapurUSanI vANI sAMbhaLavA jaIe. zeThANI kahe ke oha evA brAhmaNanI vANImAM zuM sAMbhaLavA javuM hatuM? ema kahIne tene dhutkArI kADhe che. thoDA divasa jAya che ane pharI zeTha kahe che ane pharIthI zeThANI dhutkArI kADhe che. Akhare chelle zeTha kahe che. kAMI nahIM vANI na sAMbhaLavI hoya to paNa tyAM jAo to kharA. lokono meLApa thaze. zeThane ema ke ema karatAM kAMIka zeThANI sudhare to chevaTe zeThANI javAnuM nakkI kare che ane jAya che. ane vANI sAMbhaLe che. tene vANI soMsarI utarI jAya che. ahaMkAra eTale aMdhakAra A badho vaibhava zA mATe? kevaLa aMhakArane poSavA mATe ja ne? A aham upara ja Akho saMsAra cAle che. ahaMkArane zAstramAM to pahADa kahe che. Avo Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 3 ahaMkArarUpI parvata jyAM sudhI ADo haze tyAM sudhI bhagavAnanA vANIrUpI kiraNo jIvanamAM pravezI zakaze nahIM. mATe pahelAM ahaMkArarUpI aMdhakArano nAza karo. zeThANIno ahaMkAra ogaLI jatAM ja tene potAnA saghaLA durguNo AMkha sAme dekhAya che. jIvanamAM bahu moTuM parivartana thaI gayuM ane niyamita rIte zeThANI vANI sAMbhaLavA jAya che. zeTha kahe che are o zeThANIjI ! tamArI aMdara to ghaNo moTo pheraphAra thaI gayo. zeThANI to have garva ogaLI gayo hato mATe kahe che ke - huM to sudharI nathI paNa bagaDI gaI chuM. mane have mArA doSo saghaLA dekhAya che. A rIte vANInA saMgathI zeThANInuM jIvana nirmaLa banI gayuM. ApaNuM jIvana pattAnA mahela jIvuM che. mRtyurUpI pavananA eka jhapATe jIvanarUpI pattAno mahela paDI jatAM vAra nahIM lAge. samajIne sudhAro kare te mAnava.... mAnavajanmanI vizeSatAane mahattA e che ke te pote sarva samajI zake che e pheraphAra karI zake che. sAcI samajaNa AvyA pachI dRDhaprahArI jevo pApImAM pApI mANasa kevaLajJAna sudhI pahoMcI zake che. dRDhaprahArInuM nAma eTalA mATe levuM paDayuM ke te khUba ja hiMsA karato badhAne lUMTI leto. A dRDhaprahArI koI eka nagaramAM pharato haze. tyAM eka galImAM eka garIba brAhmaNanuM ghara hatuM. e brAhmaNanA ghera khIra raMdhAtI hatI. chokarAM rAha joIne beThA hatAM. evAmAM tyAMthI A dRDhaprahArI nIkaLe che. ane khIra jue che. te khIra levA mATe doDe che. brAhmaNathI A joyuM nathI jatuM, kAraNa ke potAnAM chokarAM bhUkhathI TaLavaLe che mATe te sAme jAya che ane tenI sAme ubho rahe che. dRDhaprahArI AvI najIvI cIja mATe talavAra kheMce che. kAraNa bhUkhathI ane krodhathI tenuM magaja bahera mArI gayuM hatuM. tyAM rastAmAM gAya ADI Ave che. sIdhI gAya para talavAra calAve che. tyAM tenI sAme brAhmaNI Ave che. brAhmaNI para paNa talavAra calAve che. brAhmaNI garbhavatI hatI. brAhmaNI ane garbha banne taraphaDIne marI jAya che. sAme brAhmaNa Ave che. brAhmaNane mArI nAkhe che. zAstramAM AvatI mahA cAra hatyAo - brahmahatyA, gauhatyA, bhUNa(garbha) hatyA ane strI hatyA A cAra-cAra hatyAo karyA pachI jyAM Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 e khIranA tapelA pAse pahoMce che tyAM bALakonI rokakaLa sAMbhaLIne tene khUba AghAta lAge che. tenI sAme lohIthI taraboLa cAra zabo paDayAM che. A najare jotAM tenuM hRdaya dravI uThe che. tyAMthI bhAge che. loko tenA para khUba phITakAra varSAve che. enA jIvanamAM azAMti azAMti thAya che. tyAM pharatAM pharatAM tene eka sAdhu mahAtmA maLe che. sAdhu mahAtmA kAusagnamAM che tenI zAMti joIne dRDhaprahArI kahe che. mahArAja mane zAMti Apo. huM mahApApI chuM. mane bacAvo muni jJAnathI jue che ke koI mAn AtmA che. muni tene dharmanI dezanA Ape che. A sAMbhaLIne tene zAMti thAya che. sAdhu bane che. ane pratijJA kare che ke je divase mane mAruM pApa yAda Avaze te divase Azara pANI tyAga have gocarI vahoravA gAmamAM jAya che. tyAM loko tene gALo Ape che ane kahe che ke A pApI jAya, pApI jAya Ama ene pApa yAda na Ave to paNa loko tene pApa yAda karAve che. cha mahinA sudhI AhAra pANIno tyAga thAya che. ane chevaTe kevaLajJAna prApta kare che. A dAkhalo najara sAme rAkhIe to khyAla Ave ke A mAnava jIvananuM kevuM mUlya che? A jIvanamAM ApaNe zuM na karI zakIe ? kevo pApImAM pApI pANasa paNa kevaLajJAna prApta kare che. ApaNe to enA jevA pApI nathI, to bhagavAnane pranA karo ke bhagavAna AvA pApIne te kevaLajJAna ApyuM to huM to evuM koI pApa nathI karato. mane kyAre kevaLajJAna maLaze ? paNa kharA dilanI prArthanA hoya to saphaLa thAya. kharA dilathI pApano pazcAttApa hoya to pApImAM pApI mANasa paNa pavitra banI jato hoya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra eTale karuNAnI mUrti. caMDazika jevA tiryaMca prANIne paNa te sAme cAlIne bUjhavavA gayA hoya to bhagavAnanI sAme jatA ApaNane e kema na tAre ? Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada 3 zAsana-mahAsadabhAgya ! jIva che ziva.. prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha joDAvAthI AtmAmAM sarvaguNo pragaTavA ja joIe. zAstrakAro kahe che ke dareka jIvAtmA paramAtmA che. dareka jIvo paramAtmA hovA chatAM paNa A jIva ekadama nIca koTIno banI gayo che. kAraNa AtmAnI aMdara rahelA paramAtmAnI upara ajJAnarUpI paDaLo baMdhAI gayA che jo e paDaLo dUra thAya to paramAtmAnuM avazya darzana thAya. keTaluM to durlabha A jIvana ! sonAnI khANamAM kevaLa patharAo ja hoya che. ApaNane khabara na paDe ke A sonuM che ke paththara ! have A paththaranI AjubAju lokhaMDanI zilAo goThavavAmAM Ave, e lokhaMDanI zIlAone mazIna dvArA paththara para e rIte prahAra karavAmAM Ave che ke tenI reta-reta karI nAMkhe. pachI e jone pANImAM nAkhavAmAM Ave che. pANImAM bhAre sonAnI raja besI jAya ane mATI pANI sAthe vahI jAya pachI e kaNone bhegA karI ne sonAnI lagaDIo banAvavAmAM Ave A rIte sonuM taiyAra thAya. A sonuM paNa pRthvIkAyano jIva che. ApaNe paNa e yonimAM hatA. pRthvIkAya vagere yonimAM bhamatAM bhamatAM ApaNo anaMta kALa vyartha gayo. Aje mahApuNyano udaya thayo ane ApaNe A bhUmikAe pahoMcyA chIe. atyAre mANasanI saMkhyA keTalI ? ane bekaTeriyA vagere jIvonI saMkhyA keTalI ? abajonI ane karoDonI. ApaNe paNa A e kreriyA-nI yonimAM pharyA ke IzuM. AvI to asaMkhya yonimAM A jIva bhamI bhamIne Avyo che. tethI mahAmuzkelIthI maLelo A janma tene veDaphI kema devAya ? A janma ja eka evo che ke jo temAM manuSya potAnuM hita sAdhe to ajara amara banI jAya. bIjA koI janmamAM che. AvI sagavaDa? kabUtara ekadama nIkara paMkha kahevAya che. te jarA avAjathI bhaDakIne dUra bhAgI jAya tyAre kaMsArane tyAM raheluM kabUtara dararoja thatA hathoDAnA Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 avAjathI TevAI gayeluM che te hathoDAnA avAjathI paNa Daraze nahIM. ApaNe paNa saMsAranA raMgIlA vAtAvaraNathI evA ja TevAI gayelA chIe. tethI koI upadeza ApaNane asara karato nathI. mAnavajAtano ItihAsa.... eka samrATa bAdazAha bahu zokhIna hato. te vidyA tathA kaLAno premI hato. tene eka divasa manamAM vicAra Avyo ke mAnavajAtano ItihAsa lakhAvavo. teNe potAnA rAjyamAM rahelA vidvAnone kahyuM ke mAre mAnavajAtano ItihAsa lakhAvavo che tame ItihAsa lakho. tamane sarva sAmagrI pUrI pADavAmAM Avaze. A sAMbhaLI badhA vidvAno khuza thaI gayA. temAM eka kamiTi nimavAmAM AvI. ane judA judA dezonI mAnavajAtano ItihAsa lakhavA mATe judA judA paMDitonI sabhA nImAI. temAM gAma-gAmano ane emAM ya vaLI nAtajAta kuTuMbono, AvI rIte keTalA ItihAsa lakhavAnA Ave. chevaTe ItihAsa lakhAyo. ItihAsanA lakhelA pustako nagaranI bahAra lAvavAmAM AvyAM. rAjA kahe lAvo. to vidvAno kahe che - rAjAjI ! lakhelA pustako ema nahiM Ave ene lAvavA mATe to uMTonA uMTo maMgAvavA paDaze rAjA kahe oha ! eTalA badhAM pustako vAcaMtAM to mArI jiMdagI paNa nAnI paDaze. mane ATalo badho ItihAsa vAMcavAnI phurasada nathI. mATe e ItihAsano saMkSepa karIne lAvo. mahAmahenate teno saMkSepa karyo. rAjA kahe lAvo saMkSepa. to vidvAno kahe teno ghaNo saMkSepa karyo. paraMtu tene lAvavA moTaro mokalavI paDaze. rAjA kahe mane aTalA badhAM pustako vAMcavAnI phurasada nathI eno paNa saM'' karo ke vidvAno to kaMTALI gayAM. have e arasAmAM rAjA mAMdo paDayo. bacavAnI koI AzA nathI. vidvAnone A samAcAra maLe che. vidvAno vicAra kare che ke ApaNI para kalaMka rahI jaze ke A lokoe rAjyanI tijorI khAlI karI paraMtu ItihAsa lakhyo nahIM. mATe vidvAno pahoMcyA bAdazAha pAse. ane kahe - bAdazAha ame ItihAsano saMkSepa karyo che. bAdazAha kahe mArI chellI ghaDI che, je hoya te kahI do. vidvAno kahe bAdazAha ! sAMbhaLo, mANasa janme che, moTo thAya che, ghara mAMDe che, gharaDo Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thAya che, ghasAya che, ghavAya che, rIbAya che ane marI jAya che. phakta be lITImAM ja mAnavajAtano ItihAsa pUro thaI gayo. paisA nahIM zAsanaprApti mahAsarbhAgya... have vicAra karo. mahAmuzkelIe maLelo A mAnava janma zuM basa A rIte ja veDaphI nAMkhavAno ? Indrane paNa durlabha evo A janma ApaNane sahelAIthI maLyo che mATe ApaNane kIMmatI nathI lAgato. devo asaMkhyAtA eka sAthe ave che jyAre manuSyo to maryAdita ja janme che. vicAra karo devo jevA devo paNa tiryaMcamAM phekAI jAya che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke jyAM Asakti tyAM utpatti thAya. devonI Asakti haMmezA vimAnomAM jaDelA ratno, vAvaDIo ane upavanomAM ja rahelI hoya che. mATe teo tiryaMcamAM phekAI jAya che. kyAM devaloka ane kyAM pRthvI, pANI ane vanaspatikAyanA jIvo ? vicAra karo Asakti- ApaNane kyAM pheMke che? paisA maLyA e moTAmAM moTuM nasIba nathI paraMtu bhagavAna mahAvIranuM zAsana maLyuM e mahAsabhbhAgya che ApaNuM. jyAre saMsAranI bhayAnakatA samajAya tyAre ja mANasane kSaNanI kiMmata samajAya che. T S Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada - 4. dharma-bhAvazuddhi siddhi yogyatAvikAse... ApaNane dharmanuM phaLa kema nathI maLatuM, jANo cho? kAraNa ApaNe guNo sudhI pahoMcatA ja nathI. kevaLa bAhya dharmamAM ja magna banelA rahIe chIe. pahelA AtmAne pAtra banAvo. ane yogya bano ane pachI manokAmanAo sevo. yogya banavuM nathI ane IcchAo sidhdha karavI che. kyAMthI siddha thaze? yogyatA haze to maLeluM Takaze, nahI to ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM kyAMya pheMkAI jaze. jenAmAM lAyakAta hoya che tene badhuM sAmethI maLe che. eka kahevata che ke tuM koI vastunI zodha karIza nahIM. vastuo tane zodhatI Avaze, paNa yogyatA hoya to ja. zuddhi pADe pratibiMba... eka rAjA hato te judA judA pradezomAM pharato hato. eNe pharatAM pharatAM joyuM ke mArA rAjyamAM eka cIja khUTe che. mArA rAjyamAM citrazALA nathI. mATe koI sArAmAM sArI citrazALA banAvavI joIe. eNe sArA citrakAro bolAvyA ane sArAmAM sArI citrazALA banAvavA kahyuM. citArAone sArUM bilDIMga ApyuM. ane badhAne alaga-alaga vyavasthA karI ApI. e mATe mudata paNa ApI. keTaloka samaya vItyA pachI rAjAe kahyuM ke huM thoDA divasamAM citrazALA jovA mATe AvavAno chuM. tame tamArAM citra taiyAra rAkhajo. rAjA jovA mATe Ave che ane citranI kalAtmakatA joIne rAjA Azcaryacakita banI jAya che. A rIte joto joto eka citrakAranI pAse Ave che. tyAM khAlI bhIMta jue che. rAjA pUche che ke bhAI te ATalA divasa zuM karyuM? khAlI maphatano ja pagAra lIdho ? tyAre citrakAra kahe che ke rAjAjI meM to khAlI ATalA divasa bhIMtanI poliza karI. kAraNa poliza karelI bhIMta para doreluM citra lAMbA samaya sudhI raheze popaDA vaLIne ukhaDI nahIM jAya. bhIMtane arIsA jevI banAvI dIdhelI. tyAM badhAnI vacce je paDadA Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 nAkhIne vibhAga banAvelA hatA te paDadAne dUra karatAM tAna halA citranuM pratibiMba te bhIMta para paDavA lAgyuM ane tyAM jANe AbehUba citra doreluM hoya tevuM lAge. mahApurUSo paNa ApaNane A vAta zIkhavADe che ke tame pahelA tamArA AtmArUpI bhIMtapara lAgelA tharane barAbara ghasIne arIsA jevI banAvo. pachI saguNo rUpI citranuM Alekhana karo. pachI jUo e citranuM mahattva anaMtakALa sudhI sadgaNonA saMskAro bhUMsAze nahIM. ApaNe choDavA lAyaka cIjane pakaDIne beThA chIe. rAga, dveSa, mAna, mAyA, krodha, A durguNo jyAM sudhI ghara karI beThA che tyAM sudhI sadguNo AvI zakaze nahIM. badhA dharmomAM dAnadharma sauthI zreSTha che. ApatAM zIkho. samudra badhAno saMgraha kare che mATe khAro jhera banI gayo che ane tenuM sthAna nIce che, jyAre medha kALo che chatAM haMmezA bIjAne Ape che mATe tenuM sthAna uMce che. ane loko tenI jhaMkhanA kare che apAra evA saMsAra samudramAM A manuSyabhava maLyA pachI tene sArthaka karavo joIe. dharma-jIvananI pavitratA.... dharma eTale zuM? ApaNe dharmanI vyAkhyA bahuja TuMkI banAvI dIdhI che. sAmAyika, pUjA, jAtrA karavI, thoDA ghaNA paisA kharacavA. basa ATalAmAM ApaNo dharma AvI jAya che. zAstrakAro dharmanI judI ja vyAkhyA kare che. dharma eTale prathama vANI, vartana ne vicAramAM zuddhi AvavI joIe. anyAya, anIti chaLa, prapaMcathI paisA bhegInopachI kharaco eTale lAge ke koI moTo dAnavIra-dharmAtmA che. zrAvakanA prathama guNamAM nyAya-saMpannavaibhava kahelo che. jIvananI pavitratA e dharmano pAyo... Avo dharma ArAdhanArUpI dharma kahevAya che. ApaNe to atyAre kriyAkAMDamAM magna thayelA chIe ane emAM ja dharmanuM sAcuM svarUpa samajIne beThA chIe. mana vacana ane kAyAne je zuddha kare tene kahevAya kriyA, dharma Ape saghaLa, cA arthamAM jo dharma karazo to e dharma tamane jIvanaM jarUriyAtanI tamA pa - pUrI pADaze. dharma sAthe A lokamAM dhananI paNa jarUra Dagale ne pagale De che, paraloka to dUra che... pahelAM to A lokamAM jarUriyAto ubhI thaze to zuM karazo ? tenA Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2) javAbamAM kahe che. dharma Alokane sudhAre che, paralokane sudhAre che ane aMte mokSane Ape che. paNa Aja ApaNane jeTalo paisAmAM vizvAsa che jemake 100 rU.nI nATa laIne jaIzuM to badalAmAM 100 rU. maLavAnA ja che. tevo vizvAsa sarvapApono nAza karanAra, sarva maMgaLamAM prathama maMgaLa.. e navakAramaMtra upara che?nA, vizvAsa nathI mATe ja to navakAravALImAM citta coMTatuM nathI. kadAca pelI 100nI noTa sarakAra rada karaze to kAgaLano TukaDo, kiMmata vagarano banI jaze. paraMtu navakAramaMtranA lAbhane che koI rada karanAra? kadApi koI kALamAM paNa nathI. dharma e artha ane kAma Ape che, Arogya Ape che. jhaMkhanA zenI che - ArogyanI ke davAnI? ArogyanI ja hoya ne, koI davAne jhaMkhe kharUM? tema jhaMkhanA dharmanI ke dhananI? hovI joIe to dharmanI paNa ApaNe hamezAM dhananI jhaMkhanAmAM DUbelA chIe. biMdunI zakti... dharmanuM eka biMdu paNa mANasane saMsAra samudrathI tAranArUM bane che. ema thAya ke bindu AvaDA moTA saMsAramAM zuM karavAnuM che? paNa nA binduthI ghaNuM badhuM thaI zake che. amRtanuM eka ja biMdu mANasa ne badhA doSothI, vikArothI bacAvI le che. are mRtyunA bichAne paDelo hoya to paNa tene beTho karI de che. te rIte jheranuM paNa eka ja TIMpu zuM nathI sarjI zakatuM ?... dharmanA eka ja biMdune jIvanamAM barAbara sArI rIte vaNI lIdhuM hoya ane tenA svAdane mANyo hoya to janmonA janmo sudhArI zake che. A dharma biMdumAM eTalI badhI tAkAta che ke jo tamane dhananI IcchA che to dhana Apaze. kAmanI IcchA che to kAma Apaze. badhuM ja Apaze ane aMte mokSa Apaze. tene kahevAya dharma.... dharma kone kahevAya? zAstrakAronAM vacana pramANe sadgaNonuM - satkAryonuM anuSThAna. ane te dareka anuSThAno maitrAdi cAra bhAvathI saMyukta hovA joIe. maitrI eTale parahitaciMtA maitrI, bIjAnA sukhano vicAra. Aje sarvatra svArthanI ja vicAraNA hoya che. dilhIno eka karIyANAno vahepArI, Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 21 lavajI enuM nAma. dharmanI khUba carcA- vicAraNA kare. sArI evI maMDaLI jamAvI enI maMDaLImAM e sAmAnya-mAvajI nAmano mANasa Avato hato. eka vakhata e kyAMka bahAragAma gayo haze. tyAMthI pAcho pharyo. tenI strIne ema thayuM ke mArA pati bAhara gAmathI AvyA che to lAva zIro banAvuM .paNa gharamAM goLa hato nahIM. te lavAbhAInI dukAne goLa levA gaI. pUro vizvAsa hato. eNe je goLa Apyo te laIne enI strI AvI zIro banAvyo. paNa zIrAmAM ekalI kAMkarI AvyA kare.. joyuM to goLa ekalI kAMkarI vALo. mAvajI to uThayo ano gayo lavajIbhAInA dukAne, goLa pAcho levA kahyuM. paNa lavAbhAI to tADUkyA. bhAI huM to vepalo ka2vA beTho chuM. nAkha tAro goLa gaTaramAM. ema pAcho levA besuM to kaMI dhaMdho cAle kharo ? mAvajI to DaghAI gayo. dharmanI moTI moTI vAto karanAra lavajI zuM Avo ? jyAM mULanI - pAyAnI ja vastu na hoya evA dharmane dharma kahevo kaI rIte ? dha karanAra nItimAna hovo joIe. dharmanuM paheluM lakSaNa - maitrI. parahita ciMtA bIjuM lakSaNa pramoda - bIjAnuM sukha joIne AnaMda thavo te (muditA). trIjuM lakSaNa kArUNya - bIjAnuM duHkha joIne mana pIgaLI jAya te karUNatA. co lakSaNa mAdhyasthya - upekSA bhAva. bhAvano prabhAva.... eka rAjA hato. kyAMka pharavA nIkLyo che. ekalo che. tene khUba tarasa lAgI. pharato-pharato koI khetaramAM jaI caDayo. pUrvanA jamAnAmAM lokonI mAhitIne meLavavA mATe rAjAe sAdo veza paherIne ekalA nIkaLI paDatA. prajAvatsala rAjA hatAM. ane chUpI rIte prajAnA sukha-du:khane e jANavA prayatna karatA. khetaramAM jaIne ghoDAne ubho rAkhyo tyAM eka jhUMpaDI hatI. kheDUtane kahe ke bhAI tarasa lAgI che. pANI Apa. e khetara zeraDInuM hatuM. zeraDIno sAMTho kApIne temAMthI rasa kADhIne rAjAne Apyo. rAjA to rasa pIne khUba khuza thaI gayo. kheDUtane pUchyuM ke bhAI kevI kamANI rahe che ? kheDUte to bhoLA bhAve kahyuM ke bhAI rAjAjInI maherabAnIthI AmAMthI khUba maLe Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 che. rAjAnuM mana bagaDayuM teNe vicAryuM ke ATalI badhI kamANI che ane huM to A loko pAsethI khUba kamANI maLaze ane mAro bhaMDAro akhUTa banaze. thoDIvAra beThA pachI rAjAe pharIthI rasano glAsa mAMgyo. kheDUta zeraDI pIlIne rasa levA gayo. khUba vAra thaI. Akho sAMTho pIlI nAMkhyo tyAre mAMDa eka glAsa rasa nIkaLyo. rAjAne Apyo. rAjAe pUchyuM ke bhAI kema bahu vAra lAgI. kheDUta bolyo ke khabara nahIM.koNa jANe pahelA to eka nAnakaDA TUkaDAmAMthI Akho glAsa bhArAI gayo. paNa atyAre to Akho sAMTho pIlyo tyAre mAMDa glAsa bharAyo. dharatInA dhaNInA vicAramAM kaMI pheraphAra thayo haze mATe Ama banyuM lAge che. kheDUtane khabara nathI ke A rAjA che. rAjAne AMcako lAgyo vicAra mAtrathI- dharatImAMthI rasa cAlI gayo. tene khUba pastAvo thayo. pachI potAnA vicAra pheravI nAkhyA. ane pachI rasano glAsa mAMgyo thoDIvAramAM glAsa bharAI gayo. vicAramAM keTalI zakti che ? Ama jo bIjAnuM sukha joIne rAjI banazo to tamAre tyAM saMpatti akhUTa banaze. paNa jo bIjAnuM paDAvI levAnI vRtti jIvanamAM dAkhala thaI to je AvyuM haze te paNa cAlyuM jaze. ApaNane dharmanuM phaLa kema nathI maLatuM, jANo cho ? kAraNa ApaNe guNo sudhI pahoMcatA ja nathI. kevaLa bAhya dharmamAM ja magna banelA rahIe chIe. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada 5 pravAsI, aMtima saMdeza-siMkadarano... saMsAramAM evuM koI sthAna nathI ke jyAM mANasa ajara amara banI zake. bhale pachI te cakravartinA sthAne hoya ke koI rAjA-mahArAjAnA sthAne hoya. A jagatamAM sikaMdara nAmano samrAT thaI gayo. e vakhatamAM A bhAratanuM sthAna kevuM hatuM? duniyAnA loko ema kahetA hatA ke mANase jIvana kevuM jIvavuM joIe, e jANavuM hoya to teNe bhAratamAM javuM. jyAre atyAre to keTalAka hiMduo paNa dArU, jugAra, mAMsanA vyasanI banI gayA che. pahelAM bIjA loko ApaNuM anukaraNa karatA hatA. jyAre atyAre ApaNe pazcima vagere dezonA halakA tattvonuM anukaraNa karI rahyA chIe. A sikaMdara grISma RtumAM senA laIne hiMdustAna para caDAI karavA Avyo che. tyAM siMdhanA kinAre samAdhAna thAya che ane pAchA pharavAnI taiyArI kare che. tyAM sikaMdara potAnA mANasone kahe che ke ApaNe have pAchA javuM che mATe koI saMta purUSane laI Avo. kAraNa ke jyAre huM senA laI nIkaLyo hato tyAre mArA gurUe mane kahyuM hatuM ke jItIne pAchA pharatI vakhate hiMdustAnanA koI saMtane sAthe leto Avaje. dUto tapAsa karavA jAya che. tyAM koI muni jovAmAM Ave che. dUto muni pAse jAya che ane kahe che ke tamane sikaMdara bolAve che. muni kahe che ke sikaMdara vaLI kaI jAtanuM prANI che ? huM tene oLakhato nathI. mAre sikaMdaranI pAse AvavuM nathI. jAo sikaMdarane kaho tAre maLavuM hoyato tuM Ava. sikaMdara Ave che. sikaMdara kahe che ke cAlo. muni AvavAnI nA pADe che. sikaMdara talavAra kheMce che. cAlo cho ke nahIM. muni AtmabaLathI kahe che ke calAva- cAla tArI talavAra, AtmA evI cIja che ke jene koI astra kApI zakatuM nathI, koI agni bALI zakato, nathI, je pANIthI bhIMjAto nathI temaja pavanathI sukAto nathI. A sAMbhaLatAM ja tenA hAthamAM rahelI talavAra paDI jAya che. muninI mAphI mAMge che ane munine samajAvIne Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 laI jAya che. have eka vakhata sikaMdara mAMdagImAM paDe che. bacavAnI koI zakyatA nathI. e potAnI aMtima IcchA batAve che ke jyAre mArI nanAmI kADho tyAre mArI nanAmInI AgaLa khullI talavAre lazkara rAkhajo. vaido, hakImo, khajAnacIo badhA cAre bAju cAlajo. mArA baMne hAtha pahoLA ane khullA rAkhajo. ane udghoSaNA karajo ke AkhI pRthvIno svAmI sikaMdara jaI rahyo che. tene A lazkara, A vaida, A hakIma koI bacAvI zakyA nathI. mArA jIvanamAMthI badhA bodhapATha le ke, mANasa kAMI laIne Avyo nathI. ane kAMI laIne javAno nathI. kevaLa puNya ane pApa laIne jAya che. zAstrakAro tamane tamArA peTa pUratI doDadhAma karavA mATe nA nathI pADatA paraMtu nA pADe che kevaLa paTArA bharavA mATe. soya sAthe lAvajo.... paMjAbanI vAta che. gurU nAnaka eka jagyAe pharatA pharatA jaI rahyA che. tyAM koI dhanika mANasa hato. gurU nAnaka pravacana ApI rahyA che. A dhanavAna mANasa paNa pravacanamAM Avelo che. pravacana purUM thayuM eTale pelo mANasa gurU nAnakane kahe che ke sAheba kaMI kAmakAja hoya to kahejo. dhanika mANasane ema ke pAMca - pacAsa kharcyA eTale ApaNuM mAna gurU pAse rahe gurU kahe bhAI eka kAma che. mArI pAse eka soya che. e soya tamane huM sAcavavA ApuM chuM. jyAre huM paraloka jAuM ane tame paNa paralokamAM Avo tyAre A soya sAthe laIne Avajo. pelo bhAI muMjhavaNamAM paDe che. kahe che gurUjI eto banI zake tema nathI. tyAre gurU kahe che ke bhAI eka soya jo tuM sAthe na laI jato hoya to pachI A vaibhava pAchaLa tAro kiMmatI samaya zA mATe bagADe che ? A sAMbhaLatAM ja tenuM paisA paranuM mamatva tUTI jAya che. ane lakSmIno sadyaya karavA mAMDe che. paraloka..... mANasa mRtyu pAme che. tyAre traNa vastu sAthe laI jAya che. puNya pApa ane saMskAra. saMskAramAM vinaya, viveka, sadAcAra, kSamA tathA paropakAra sauthI vadhAre mahattvanA che. ApaNe jyAM jaIzuM tyAM pUrvanA saMskAra para ApaNuM Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 25 jIvana ghaDAvAnuM che. koIno svabhAva janmathI ja koInuM paDAvI levAno che. jyAre bIjAno koIna ApavAno che, koIka abhimAnI, koIka namra. A badhA svabhAvo pUrvanA saMskArone AdhAre ja hoya che. puNyathIsakha maLaze. pApathI duHkha maLaze. saMskArathI jIvana ujjavaLa banaze. saMskAra kevA keLavavA e ApaNA hAthanI cIja che. sukha ke duHkhane kema haTAvavuM te paNa ApaNA ja hAthanI cIja che. jo bIjAnuM sukha jAIna rAjI banazo to tamAre tyAM saMpatti akhUTa banaze. paNa jo bIjAnuM paDAvI levAnI vRtti jIvanamAM dAkhala thaI to je AvyuM haze te paNa cAlyuM jaze. 13 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada 6 rUDhIne raDhayALI re ! AyAma eka karuNAno... bhagavAne ApaNA para keTalI karUNA karI che. ApaNane bhUkha ane tarasathI tathA aneka jAtanI yAtanAothI pIDAtA evA tiryacapaMcendriyanI vacce goThavyA che. jyAre devalokamAM ekalA devo che. tyAM nathI manuSya ke nathI koI yAtanAthI pIDAtA bIjA jIvojethI temanI AMkha sAme sukha ja sukha dekhAya che ane ApaNI AMkha sAme yAtanAthI pIDAtA jIvo che. bIjI yoninAM duHkho dekhADavAmAM paNa bhagavAnanI karUNA che. ApaNane AMkha sAme dekhAya ke saMsAra kevo che ! jo pApo karIzuM to AMkha mIMcAyA pachI ApaNI sAme A yonio ja paDI che. ApaNe uThIe tyArathI basa khAvApovA-mojazokhanI ja vicAraNA karIe chIe. ApaNane saMsAramAM bhaya lAge che mATe dharma karIe chIe ke saMsArane mITho banAvavA mATe dharma karIe chIe? saMsAra e kaDavo velo che. e kyAreya mITho banavAno nathI. jo mITho banato hota to dhannA-zAlibhadra ane vyAvaccaputra vagere nIkaLyA na hota. thAvastrAputra thAvasyA nAmanI bAI rAjadarabAramAM khUba mAnavaMtI hatI. dvArikAnagarImAM te rahetI hatI. pote vidhavA hatI. karoDono vepAra karatI hatI. vArikAmAM nAmAMkita hatI. tene eka putra hato. thAvaggAputra tarIke oLakhAto hato. thAvaccaputra juvAna bane che. tene paraNAve che. devAMganA jevI tene strIo che. dogaMdaka devanI pare sukha bhogave che. have eka vakhata neminAtha bhagavAna dvArikAmAM padhAre che. thAvastrAputra vANI sAMbhaLavA jAya che. vANI sAMbhaLe che. dezanA.... bhagavAna kahe che he bhavyAtmAo! A jIvAtmA manuSya yonimAM paNa ekavAra nahIM kadAca anaMtIvAra AvI gayo che. paraMtu dharma karyA vinA pAcho Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 27 enI eja pazu vagerenI yonimAM bhaTakAI paDe che. basa punarapi jananam... punarapi maraNam. punarapi jananI jaThare zayanam. arthAt... pharI pharI ne janamavuM... pharI pharIne maravuM.. ane vAraMvAra mAtAnA udaramAM zayana karavuM. mANaso ema mAne che ke dharmanI pAchaLa khUba bhoga Apavo paDe che. paraMtu dharma karatAM saMsAramAM manano, vacanano, vANIno khUba bhoga Apavo paDe che. tyAga kaThaNa nathI. paraMtu te mATe jJAna thavuM kaThaNa che. koI mANasane bIDIno tyAga karavAnuM kahIe to e kaheze ke tene choDavAthI mane Ama thAya che mane Ama thAya che. e pramANe vAta kADhaze. paraMtu jyAre DokTara tene kaheze ke bhAI jo tuM bIDI nahIM choDe to tane kensara thaze. A samajaNa AvatAM ja e bIDI choDI deze. A pramANe tyAga karavo kaThaNa nathI. paratuM te mATenuM jJAna thavuM kaThaNa che. traNa biMduo dezanAnA.... jahA jIvA bakjhati - jIvo kevI rIte baMdhAya che. jahA jIvA kilisaMti - jIvo kevI rIte kleza pAme che. jahA jIvA muaiti - jIvo kevI rIte mukti pAme che. bhagavAnanI dezanA A traNa poITa para ja cAlatI hoya che. moharAjA pahelAM jIvone bAMdhe che, ane pachI tene pachaDATo khavaDAve che. vaibhavano ahaMkAra ane Asakti mANasane kyAM laI jAya che? cakravarti jevo cakravarti jo rAjyavaibhavane choDe nahIM to sAtamI narake jAya ane choDe to mokSamAM jAya. brahmadatta cakravarti vaibhavamAM Asakta hovAthI sAtamI narake jAya che. ane (kurUmatI) tenI rANI chaThThI narake jAya che - vaibhava ane AsaktinuM A pariNAma... bhagavAna kahe che ke amara banavuM hoya to siddhi padane ArAdho. jIvo pahelAM, rAga, dveSa, moha, mAyA vagerethI baMdhAya che. ane durgatimAM cAlyA jAya che. jo jIvo A baMdhanamAMthI chUTI jAya to klesamAMthI mukta bane che. ane kalezamAMthI mukta thAya to tenI mukti thaI jAya che. AvI prabhunI dezanA thAvastrAputra sAMbhaLe che ane coMkI uThe che. zuM A vaibhava mane durgatimAM laI jaze ? dezanA pUrI thAya che. ApaNe dezanA sAMbhaLIe Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 kharA. paraMtu kAnathI, prANathI sAMbhaLatA nathI. prANa reDIne jyAre dezanA sAMbhaLIe tyAre enI kiMmata samajAya. aMdhArAne dUra karavA mATe ghaNo prakAza nathI joIto paraMtu eka nAnuM zuM kiraNa basa che. haMmezA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLanAra eka zeTha roja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che ane pahelAM AvIne bese - eka divasa temane moDuM thayuM eTale gurU mahArAje kahyuM kema zeTha moDA paDayA ? eTale e zeTha kahe ke sAheba Aje huM mArA nAnA bALakane samajAvavA rahyo hato. e kahe mAre sAthe AvavuM che. gurU mahArAje kahyuM ke lAvavo hato ne ! tyAre pelA zeTha bolyA ke sAheba enuM kAma nathI, amArI chAtI majabUta sAheba ! chokarAnI chAtI kAcI hoya... ame sAMbhaLIe to amane dezanA lAge nahIM. jyAre nAnuM bALaka sAMbhaLe to raMga lAgI jAya. joyuM ne ! kevA che AjanA zrAvako ! vANI suNI vairAgya upanyo ! thAvaccaputre prANa reDIne bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLI hatI. eka ja dezanAmAM temane saMsAra bhayAnaka bhAsyo. mAnI pAse AvIne kahe che ke - mA mAre saMyama levo che. mA A sAMbhaLIne mUccha khAI jAya che. kAraNa A badhI milkata putra mATe bhegI karI hatI. karoDonI milkata hatI. eka ja putra hato. thoDIvAre mUccha TaLe che. mA tene saMyama kevo duSkara che te samajAve che. mA kahe che ke beTA bAvIza pariSaha jItavA duSkara che. tyAre putra kahe che ke mA saMsAramAM to bAvIso pariSaha che ene jItavA ethI paNa duSkara che. AtmAmAM ja paramAtmA vase che. mA-dikarA vacce khUba saMvAda cAle che. chevaTe putra jIte che. mA thAke che ane mA kRSNa mahArAjA pAse pahoMce che. kRSNa pUche che, kema AvavuM thayuM ? thAvasyA kahe che - A pramANenI hakIkata che. mAro putra saMyama levA mATe tatpara banyo che. tame ene kAMI samajAvo. thAvastrAputrane kRSNa mahArAjA samajAve che. kahe che ke bhAI tAre zuM duHkha che? tArI pAse badhuM che. chatAM paNa jo tane kAMI Dara hoya to tArI upara huM nAtha beTho chuM tyAre thAvaggAputra kahe che ke juo mahArAjA huM tamArI vAta svIkAravA taiyAra che jo tame mArI ATalI javAbadArI letA ho to. mArUM Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 29 mRtyuthI rakSaNa karo, jarAthI rakSaNa karo, janmathI rakSaNa karo. bolo, che taiyArI ? tyAre kRSNa mahArAja kahe che - bhAI huM pote paNa mRtyuthI mArUM rakSaNa karI zakato nathI. to pachI tane kevI rIte bacAvuM? thAvaggAputra kahe che ke - mahArAja ! mArA nAtha to evA che ke je mane Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi badhAmAMthI bacAve che. - me evA nAthanuM ja zaraNa grahaNa karyuM che. basa to mane mArA mArga para javA do. kRSNa mahArAjAne thAya che A samajIne ja dikSA le che. tene have rokI zakAya tema nathI. mATe tene rAjA Ape che. ane tene kahe che ke dIkSAno varaghoDo mArA taraphathI, eTaluM ja nahIM nagaramAM paNa DhaMDhoro pITAve che ke thAvastrAputra dIkSA levA mATe jaI rahyo che. jene e mArge javuM hoya te khuzIthI jAo. temanI pAchaLanA parivAranuM huM bharaNa poSaNa karIza. rAjyamAMthI eka hajAra mANaso taiyAra thAya che. badhAnI sAthe dIkSA le che ane Akhare eka hajAra ziSyo sAthe thAvastrAputra zatruMjaya para mokSe jAya che. pahelAMnA jIvo kevA laghukarmI hatA. eka dezanAmAM ja saMsAra choDavA taiyAra thaI jatA. dravyarUpI jhaverAta duHkhone choDAvatuM nathI ke sukho ne ApI zakatuM nathI. ulaTAnI Apattione kheMcI lAve che ane duHkhomAM DubADe che. jyAre dharmarUpI jhaverAta A badhAmAMthI choDAve che ane anaMtuM sukha Ape che. gurU tattvanuM mahattva.. devatattva ane dharmatattvane samajAvanArA gurU che. seve re gurustrItI purI kRSTa ne zvene deva roSAyamAna thaze to gurU bacAvI leze. paraMtu jo gurU ropAyamAna thaze to koI bacAvI nahI zake, gurUtattva dvArA sarva guNo maLI zake che. A AkhuM zAsana gurUtattva para ja cAlI rahyu che. tIrthakara bhagavaMta keTalo samaya zAsana karI zake ? jagatamAM traNa tattvo mahAna che. devattva, gurUtattva ane dharmatattva A traNa tatvo sAthe jIvana joDAya to jIvana dhanya banI jAya... Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada - dharma-maMgala maMgalanI vyAkhyA.... mANasa koIpaNa kAryanA prAraMbhamAM maMgaLathI zarUAta kare che. zA mATe? kAraNa jIvana AkhuM maMgaLa para racAyeluM che. maMgaLanA prAraMbhathI kareluM kArya nirvine pUrNa thAya che. maMgaLa cAra prakAranA che 1. nAma maMgaLa 2. sthApanA maMgaLa 3. dravya maMgaLa 4. bhAva maMgaLa. nAma maMgaLa - koInuM nAma maMgaLa svarUpa hoya. sthApanA maMgaLa - kuMbha, ghaDo AkRti vagere. dravya maMgaLa - lokomAM aupacArika dahIM, goLa vagere. bhAva maMgaLa - paramAtmA sAthe joDANa, maMgaLa zabdanI vyAkhyA zAstrakAro be rIte kare che. akSarone toDIne karAtI vyAkhyAne nirUkta kahevAya che. ane dhAtu vagere joDIne je vyAkhyA karAya tene vyutpati kahevAya che. jemake hindu zabda che, hi eTale hiMsa ane dU eTale dUra rahenAra, hiMsAthI dUra rahenAra te hindu. A nirukta kahevAya. "ma' eTale zuM ? - mathAti vidhAna eTale ke badhA vinonuM mathana karI nAkhe. mANasa jyAre duHkhamAM hoya tyAre pahelI tenI IcchA kaI hoya? basa, mAruM duHkha dUra thAya. maMgaLamAM tAkAta che ke bhayaMkara vidgonA parvato hoya to paNa tenA cUrecarA karI nAkhe. "ga" eTale zuM? - Tyata suram eTale ke sukha tarapha gamana karAve. pahelI IcchA pUrI thAya pachI enI zuM IcchA hoya ke have mane sukha maLo . maMgaLamAM badhA ja sukhAne ApavAnI tAkAta rahelI che. la' eTale zuM ? - aruti su eTale ke sukhomAM lAlana pAlana karAve. bIjI IcchA pUrI thaI. sukha maLI gayuM paNa evA saToDiyAnA sukha jevuM sukha zuM karavAnuM ? Aje saTTAmAM lAkho rUpiyA kamAyo ane pharI thoDA divasomAM lAkho hArI beTho AvuM kSaNika sukha zuM karavAnuM ? mATe : Iccha e che ke pukha sadAne mATe TakI rahe. A rIte maMgaLamAM aATalI tAkAta che. Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahelAM duHkha dUra kare pachI sukho Ape ane sukhamAM lAlana - pAlana kare. A maMgaLa zabdanI nirUkti thaI. vyutpatti eTale ke mA mAta pitA mane pApathI choDAvanAra. A badhA maMgaLamAM bhAva maMgaLa e utkRSTa maMgaLa che. pUrvanA traNa maMgaLathI maMgaLa nahIM thAya. paraMtu paramAtmA sAthe joDANa thAya toja sAcuM maMgaLa gaNAya. pArasamaNi. dharma e pArasamaNi che pArasamaNinA sparzamAtrathI lokhaMDa sonuM banI jAya che. eka saMta purUSa hatA. temanI pAse eka pArasamaNi hato. temane tenI koI darakAra nahotI. paNa koIe temane bheTa Apelo tethI te pArasamaNine lokhaMDanI DabbImAM rAkhatAM pote to prabhumAM ja masta hatA. ekavAra temanI sevA karavA mATe eka mANasa Avyo dIna-duHkhIyAno udhdhAra karavAmAM bAvAjI hamezAM tatpara rahetA. A mANasa du:khI nahoto paNa asaMtoSI hato. ene to dhananA paTArA bharavA hatA. bAvAjIe ekavAra kahyuM ke "jA baccA terA kalyANa ho jAyegA. paraMtu Ane to kalyANa joItuM nahotuM paNa sonAnA DhagalA joItA hatA. teNe bAvAjIne kahyuM ke bAvAjI mAre to dhana-sonuM joIe che. jagata AkhuM sonA pAchaLa pAgala baneluM che. eka loka Ave che ke -- yasyAsti vittaM naraH kalInaH sa eva vaktA sa ca drshniiyH| sa paNDitaH sa zratavAn gaNajJaH sarve gaNAM kAJcanamAzrayante / / arthAt jenI pAse dhana che te mANasa kulIna che. te ja vakatA che, te ja darzanIya che, te ja paMDita che ane teja sarvajJa che, guNavAna che badhA guNo sonAnA Azraye che. sonAe badhAne sUnA karI dIdhA che. bAvAjIe kahyuM ke bhAI jo tAre sonAnA DhagalA joItA hoya to mArI pAse pArasamaNi che te tane ApuM. jA, pelA sAme lokhaMDanA DabalAmAM eka pArasamaNi paDayo che te lokhaMDanuM DabaluM laI Ava. pelo levA gayo tene vicAra Avyo ke pArasamaNi lokhaMDanA DabbAmAM kevI rIte rahe, kAraNa ke tenA sparzamAtrathI ja lokhaMDa sonuM banI jAya. to A DabaluM lokhaMDanuM kema? A bAvAjI chataratA Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 to nathI ne? tene vicAramAM paDelo joIne bAvAjI ubhA thayA DabalAmAMthI pArasamaNi kADhayo ane lokhaMDanA TukaDAne aDADayo. tarata ja lokhaMDa sonAmAM pheravAI gayuM. eTale pelA mANase pUchayuM ke bAvAjI Ama kema? A DabaluM paNa lokhaMDanuM che te kema sonAnuM na banyuM? bAvAjIe kahyuM ke bhAI varSothI e tyAM ne tyAM paDayo che te DabalAmAM cAre bAju jALAM bAjhI gayA che e jALAo upara pArasamaNI paDyo che te DabalAne aDato ja nathI. mATe ja DabaluM sonAnuM thatuM nathI. are bAvAjI ! Avo pArasamaNi hovA chatAM tame kema tijorImAM sAcavI nathI rAkhatA ? bAvAjI kahe ke bhAI AnI koI ja kiMmata nathI, sAco pArasamaNi bhagavAnanuM nAma mArA hAthamAM che. AvA kAcanA TukaDAne hAthe ya koNa lagADe. A sAMbhaLatAM pelA mANasanA bhAvo palaTAya che ane te pote paNa saMnyAsa svIkAre che. A dharmarUpI pArasamaNi ApaNI pAse hovA chatAM ApaNe kema sonAnA banatA nathI ? kAraNa ke ApaNane e sparzato nathI. dharma ane ApaNI vacce saMsAranI Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhi rUpI jALAo patharAyelAM che. Aje parigraha mATe bhagavAnane ke dharmane choDatAM vAra nahIM lAge. jeNe bhagavAnanI rAta-divasa sevA karI che. ane maMdiranI pratiSThA kema vadhe enI satata ciMtA karI che eja loko Aje A navo pavana vAtAM potAnA sthAnane janmabhUmine kAcI miniTamAM choDI de che. kAraNa bIjI jagyAe paisAnI kamANI vadhAre che paisA mATe prabhune choDIne cAlyA jAya che. Aje gAmaDAMonI dazA juo ghaNA gAmaDAMomAM bhagavAna pUjArIne soMpAI gayA che to ghaNAM gAmaDAomAM maMdiranI sArasaMbhALa lenAra paNa koI nathI. Avo sagavaDiyo dharma sukha kevI rIte Ape? Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada 11 zreSTha davA | upAsanA zenI? - saMsAranuM svarUpa ja evuM che ke jIvo eka pachI eka yAtanAmAM pIDAtA rahe che. anaMtakALathI cAlI AvatI du:khanI hAramALAmAM mANasa aTavAyA kare che. jyAM sudhI tene saMsAranI asAratAnuM bhAna thatuM nathI tyAM sudhI jIva eka eka janmomAM vadhAre ne vadhAre yAtanA bhogavato jAya che. pramAda eTale ke besI rahevuM e pramAda nathI. paraMtu viSayonI ja Akho divasa vicAraNA karavI e paNa eka jAtano pramAda ja che. jJAnIoe jIvanamAM paMca parameSThinI upAsanA mATe kaheluM che jyAre ApaNe zenI upAsanA karIe chIe jANo cho ? pAMca IndriyanA sukhanI. samAjano aDadho varga (strIo) khAvAnA ja ghaMghAmAM rokAyelo che ne ! savAre zuM khAvuM ane zuM banAvavuM, bapore, sAMje mahinAmAM zuM khAvuM che, are ! varSamAM zuM khAvuM che enI paNa taiyArI karatA hoya che. vRMdA, mosaMbA, pApaDa vagere....A jIve AhAranI cIjo anaMtI khAdhI chatAM A jIva tRpti pAmyo nathI. gati cAre kIdhAM AhAra anaMta niHzaMka, toya vRpti na pAmyo jIva lAlacIyo raMka... ApaNe anaMtA janmonA AhArano Dhagalo karIe to merU parvata jevaDo thAya chatAM A jIvane kyAM tRpti che ? tapa eja davA tapa jevI roganI koI davA nathI' jagatamAM dareka jagyAe koIpaNa kAma karatA kArIgarane rajA maLe ja. mANasane ArAma to maLavo joIe ne ! have to sarakAre aThavADiyAmAM be divasanI rajA mUkI che. to pachI ApaNuM zarIra paNa eka mazInarUpI kArIgara che ene kema koI divasa rajA nahIM. aThavADiyAmAM be nahIM to eka upavAsa to karavo ja joIe. pachI juo tamArA zarIramAM koI roga Ave che ? bhagavAna mahAvIre batAvelo tapa jIvanamAM keTalo badho upayogI che karmanA kSayane mATe to che ja uparAMta Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 Arogya mATe paNa ghaNo ja upayogI che. aThThama eTale upavAsa keTalA ? traNa. ATha kema nahIM ? aThThamano artha to ATha thAya che. eka vAra khAya te yogI... be vAra khAya te bhogI traNa vAra khAya te rogI. aTTama eTale zuM ? aThThama eTale ATha bhojanano tyAga. moTA bhAge rojanA be bhojanano tyAga, tethI traNa divasanA cha bhojana, AgalA divase ekAsaNuM pAraNAnA divase ekAsaNuM A pramANe ATha bhojanano tyAga tethI jJAnIoe enuM nAma ama rAkhyuM che. phI akramanI.... amerikAmAM eka DaoNkTara hato. ene bhAratanA loko para zradhdhA hatI ene ema thatuM ke hiMdustAnanA RSimunioe tapane bahu mahatva ApyuM che. zA mATe ? tyAMnA vaijJAnikoe bhoganI sAmagrI ubhI karI. jyAre ApaNA jJAnioe tyAganI sAmragI UbhI karI. pachI A DaoNkTara dararoja A ta552 ciMtana kare che. ciMtana karatAM tene ema thAya che ke A badhA rogonuM mULa khAvAmAM ja che. mATe hidustAnanA jJAnIoe je tapa batAvyuM che te kharekhara utkRSTa che. rogonuM mULa bhojana ane davA banne che. teNe pracAra karyo ke davA choDI do ane upavAsa karo. tethI lokone ema thayuM ke A to upavAsa karAvIne lokone mArI nAkhaze. tethI lokoe jhuMbeza upADI. tyAMnI sarakAre tene jelamAM pUryo. teNe jelamAM rahyAM rahyAM paNa upavAsanI pravRtti cAlu rAkhI. chevaTe sarakAre thAkIne ene chUTo karyo. tene bahAra AvIne moTI hospiTala ubhI karI. temAM je koI rogI mANasa dAkhala thAya to tene dAkhala thavAnI phI akrama. pachI eno je pramANeno roga hoya te pramANe tene upavAso karAve. pote 84 varSanI uMmare paNa khUba ja zasakta hato. tapathI to bahu-bahu phAyadA che. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada 12 namaskAra.... ApaNe mahApurUSo sAthe saMbaMdha joDavo hoya to kevI rIte joDavo ? kAraNa mahApurUSo to mahAna che. jyAre ApaNe to eka mAmUlI prANI chIe. namaskAra eka evI cIja che jenAthI AvA mahAnamAM mahAna purUSonI sAthe ApaNe saMbaMdha joDI zakIe chIe. ane mahAvibhUti sAthe saMbaMdha joDAvAthI temAM rahelA anaMtA-guNono saMcAra ApaNAmAM thAya che. jema ke pAvarahAusa hoya ane tenI sAthe eka vAyara dvArA joDANa karIne duniyAnA dareka dezomAM IlekaTrIka jaI zake che. paraMtu jo vAyaramAM kAMIka khAmI hoya athavA to joDANa ja na hoya to kyAMthI ApaNane prakAza maLe ? tema prabhu sAthe kanekzana joDavuM hoya to namaskAra rUpI vAyarathI ja joDI zakAya che. paraMtu e vAyaramAM jarAya khAmI na hovI joIe. koI strI kUve pANI bharavA gaI che. e ghaDAne pANImAM utAre che. zarUAtamAM ghaDo pANI para tare che. jyAre strI tene becAra vakhata namAve ke tarata ja e pANIthI saMpUrNa bharAI jAya. tema jo mANasa hRdayane sAcA bhAvathI namAve to tenuM parama kalyANa thaI jAya. mastakathI namaskAra to ghaNAM kare che paraMtu jo paramAtmA sAthe saMbaMdha joDavo hoya to hRdayathI namo... paramAtmAnaM joDANa hRdayanI sAthe ja thAya che. A yonimAM ja paramAtmA ApaNI ATalI najIka che. bIjI yonimAM to darzana paNa durlabha banI jAya che. praNAma hRdayathI.... joDa ne toDa kRSNa mahArAjA sabhAmAM beThA che. te potAnA banne rAjakumA2one kahe che ke je bhagavAna nemInAthane pahelA namaskAra kare tene ghoDo ApavAmAM Avaze. zAMba ane pAlaka e bannenuM nAma che. bannene ghoDo joIto hato. pAlaka vicAra kare che ke huM bhagavAnane pahelA vaMdana karIne ghoDo lauM. eTale e vahelo uThIne doDayo. bhagavAnanI pAse jAya che. basa bhagavAne khAlI Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tyAM beThelA che te pAcho phare che. jyAre zAMbe to potAnA niyama mujaba uThIne pathArImAM beThA beThAM eNe bhagavAnane hRdayathI namaskAra karyA. pAlaka AvI ne kRSNa mahArAjAne kahe che ke pitAjI huM pahelAM vaMdana karIne Avyo mane ghoDo Apo. kRSNa kahe che ke pahelA huM bhagavAnane pUchuM ke pahelAM koNe namaskAra karyA? bhagavAnane pUche che. bhagavAna kahe ke pahelAM zabe vaMdana karyA che. pAlaka kahe zAMba to haju sudhI ApanI pAse Avyo paNa nathI. to kyAMthI namaskAra karyA hoya ? tyAre bhagavAna kahe che ke teNe ghera beThAM ja mane hRdayathI namaskAra karelA che, tethI prathama namaskAra tenA che. mATe paramAtmAnI sAthe hRdayathI joDANa sAdho. prabhu sAthe joDANa sAdhavAthI dhannA, zAlibhadra, rohiNeya evA aneka mahAtmAo tarI gayA. bhagavAnamAM eka viziSTatA hatI ke te draSTA eTale jonAra hatA ciMtaka na hatAM kAraNa ciMtana to sArI vastunuM paNa thAya ane kyAreka khoTI vastunuM paNa ciMtana thaI jAya. jyAre AMkhe joyeluM kadI khoTuM Thare nahIM. bhagavAna AvA draSTA hatA. zuzraSA... bhojana karatAM bhUkhanuM mahattva che. jo mANasane bhUkha lAgI haze to sUko roTalo paNa sAkara jevo lAgaze. jyAre bhUkha vagara amRta jevuM bhojana nIrasa banI jaze. ApaNane dharmanI jijJAsArUpI bhUkha jAgavI joIe. Aje dharmagurUonI vANI rUpI amRta bhojana sAme paDayuM che paraMtu ApaNane dharma samajavAnI bhUkha nathI. mATe ApaNane atyAre dharma sAMbhaLavo gamato nathI. saMskRtamAM dhR nAmano dhAtu Ave che. OM eTale ghAraNa karavuM "dharma' e zabda OM uparathI banelo che. dharma durgatimAM paDatA jIvone vaccethI jhIlI le che. kharekhara mANasane jo A pramANeno vicAra Ave ke meM dharmane dhaNI vakhata sAMbhaLyo chatAM kAMI asara thatI nathI. huM kevo kamabhAgI chuM to tenuM kalyANa thaI jAya. enA badale ApaNe atyAre e vicAra karIe chIe ApaNe dharma khUba sAMbhaLyo che have sAMbhaLavAnuM kAMIja bAkI nathI. namaskAramAM bAdhaka... cInamAM eka tattvajJAnI hato. mANaso tenI pAse tattvajJAnanuM ciMtana Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 37 karavA Ave. temanI pAse eka mANasa ke je aMhakAramAM ja DUbelo hato te zokhathI tattvajJAna sAMbhaLavA Avyo. teNe cInIne kahyuM ke mAre tamAruM tattvajJAna sAMbhaLavuM che mane saMbhaLAvo. eTale cInIbhAIe kahyuM ke bhAI pahelAM cA-pANI pIo pachI ApaNe besIe. eTale cAnI kITalI AvI. cInI bhAIe kITalImAMthI cAne kapa-rakAbImAM kADhavA mAMDI. kapa bharAI gayo rakAbI bharAI gaI chatAM reDe ja rAkhe che. eTale pelA bhAIe kahyuM ke zuM karo cho A to bharAI gaI che. cA bahAra jAya che. eTale cInIbhAIe kahyuM ke huM tamane tattvajJAna zIkhavuM chuM. kAraNa tamArA magajamAM ahaMkAra ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelo che jo huM tamane kAMIpaNa kahIza to te cAnI jema nakAmuM javAnuM che mATe pahelA aMhakAra dUra karo ane pachI tattvajJAna meLavo. kevuM jamo cho ? vastupALa-tejapALa je vIraghavala rAjAnA maMtrI hatAM te maMtrI hovAnA kAraNe Akho divasa maMtraNAomAM vIte che. jarAye phUrasada maLatI nathI. temanA gurU mahArAja vicAra kare che ke vastupALa ane tejapALa DUbI jaze. kAraNa dharmakriyA karavAnI phUrasada maLatI nathI. satsaMga paNa chUTI gayo che. mATe teonA paranI dayAthI gurU mahArAja vihAra karIne dhoLakA AvyA. Ama to gurU mahArAja AvyA hoya tyAre gurU mahArAja pAse jAya. bhakti kare, basa upAzrayamAM moTA bhAgano TAIma gALe. pachI gurUmahArAja temanA ghare jAya che. ghare vastupALa hatAM nahIM. rasoIyo hato. teNe gurU mahArAjanuM sanmAna karyuM. gurU mahArAje kahyuM ke he rasoIe ! Aje tuM rasoI karIza nahIM. je kAMI gharamAM suE TUMku hoya te maMtrIne jamavA Apaje. rasoIe rasoI banAvI nahIM. vastupALa AvyA. jamavA beThA rasoIe to khAkharA vagere pIrasavA mAMDayuM. eTale vastupALa gussAmAM AvI gayA. rasoIAe badhI vAta karI. vastupALa ekadama camakyA. tarata ja te ja ghaDIe doDayA upAzraya tarapha. gurU mahArAjanA pagamAM paDe che ane kahe che ke gurU mahArAja Apa kyAre padhAryA, mane khabara paNa na paDI. gurU mahArAja kahe bhAI tuM to have moTo thaI gayo. barAbara ? huM tArA rasoIAne vAsI rasoI Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 pIrasavAnuM kahI gayo hato. tenI pAchaLa kAraNa hatuM, sAMbhaLa. tAre tAjI rasoI jamavI che ke pachI vAsI ja khAvuM che ? kAraNa A badhuM tuM bhogave che te tArA bApadAdAnuM puNya che. e puNya khUTI gayA pachI zuM ? huM tane saMdezo ApavA Avyo chuM. temaNe niyama karyo ke gurU mahArAjanA darzana temaja vANI sAMbhaLyA pachI ja rAjasabhAmAM javuM. vastupALe zuM nathI jANyu ? chatAM paNa roje roja gurUvANI zravaNa kare che. ApaNe zuM dararoja davA enI e nathI khAtA ? jyAM sudhI guNa na kare tyAM sudhI khAIe chIe. te pramANe A dharmavANI paNa jyAM sudhI ApaNane dharmI na banAve tyAM sudhI bhale ne ekanI eka ja vAta hoya chatAM haMmezA ApaNe gurUvANInuM zravaNa karavuM joIe lAbha ane lobha e baMnnemAM eka ja mAtrA vadhAre che. mATe lobha haMmezAM AgaLa rahe, ne jema lAbha thAya tema lobha vadhato jAya. I Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada 13 to zravaNa, kare parivartana.... jAvuM jarUra.... jIvAtmAe vicAra karavAno che ke A saMsAra eka mahAna samudra che. A samudramAM anaMta jIvo utpanna thAya che. ane mare che. pANInA eka biMdumAM paNa asaMkhyAtA jIvo janme che ane mare che. devone paNa durlabha evA A manuSyajanmane pAmIne ApaNe enI durlabhatAne visarI gayA chIe ApaNe jyAM janmIe tyAMthI avazya maravAnuM ja che. A khoLiyuM ApaNI mAlikInuM nathI. bhADUtI che. mAlika jyAre orDara kare tyAre tene choDIne cAlyA javAnuM. pachI divALI hoya ke paryuSaNa hoya. eno hukama thayA pachI eka sekanDa paNa temAM rahevAya nahIM. khAlI kare ja chUTako. A ciMtananI bhUmikA parathI sAMbhaLo to utareja.. mATe zAstrakAroe traNa bhUmikA kahI che. 1. zravaNa- 2. manana-ciMtana, 3. nididhyAsana (tanmayatA). sAMbhaLyA pachI tenuM manana-ciMtana karo ane pachI temAM tanmaya bano. mAtra zravaNa pANI.... atyAre ApaNo Akho samAja zravaNapremI che. ciMtananuM nAma nizAna paNa nahIM. game tevI moghAMmAM moMghI sADI hoya paNa Akhare to e gAbho(cIMtharUM) ja che ne ! A badhA dara-dAgInA pRthvIkAyanA kalevaro ke bIjuM kAMI ? ApaNe je padArthane vaLagI rahyA chIe te padArtha parathI jyAre AkarSaNa ochuM thaI jaze tyAre tenuM mUlya sAva ochuM thaI jaze. A Akho saMsAra mUlyahIna padArthothI bharelo che. ciMtana.... IMglenDamAM eka elijhAbetha nAmanI rANI thaI gaI. te kapaDAnI bahuM zokhIna. bajAramAM navuM kapaDuM AvyuM ke te tenA ghera AvyA vagara rahe ja nahIM. tenIpAse lagabhaga traNa hajAra Dresa hatAM. chatAM te atRpta rahetI. vicAra karo ke e sADI ke Dresa ne paheravAno vAro eka pachI eka kyAre Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 Ave? ane jyAre Ave tyAre te vastu kAM to jIrNa banI gaI hoya athavA to tenI phezana nIkaLI gaI hoya. basa, badho saMgraha nirarthaka ahaMkArane poSavA mATe ja, Aje mANasane sAMbhaLavAno eTalo badho zokha lAgyo che ke koI sArA vaktA AvyA che to be-traNa hajAra mANaso bhegA thaI jaze paNa koI enuM ciMtana nahIM kare. ciMtana vinAnuM jJAna kevaLa pANI che, pANInI zakti kyAM sudhI? pANI pIe eTale thoDIvAra tarasa chIpAya pAchI tarasa lAge tema zravaNa karavAmAM Ave tyAM sudhI ja te rahe che, vyAkhyAna holanI bahAra gayA ke vyAkhyAnanI asara pUrI... paraMtu zravaNa pachI manana joIe. ciMtana-dUdha manana ane ciMtanajJAna dUdha jevuM che. dUdha upara mANaso mahinAonA mahinAo vitAve che mATe AvuM dUdha jevuM jJAna meLavatAM zIkho dUdha jevuM jJAna maLatAM jIvanamAM tRptino anubhava thaze. je AnaMda paisA kamAvAmAM Ave che. tethI adhika AnaMda tenuM dAna ApavAmAM-kharcavAmAM Ave jo ciMtanajJAna hoya to. nididhyAsana-amRta.... dharma meLavyA pachI temAM tanmaya banI javuM. otaprota banI javuM. tanmayatAthI je jJAna maLe te jJAna amRta javu, amRtanA svAda eka vakhata cAkhyo hoya to te svAda varSo sudhI yAda rahe che. temaja tenAthI badhA vikAro naSTa thaI jAya che ane paramatRpti maLe che. jo A traNe bhUmikA ApaNane maLI jAya to kharekhara A jIva A bhayaMkara saMsAra sAgarane tarI jAya. mATe pahelAM prabhuvANInuM zravaNa karo, pachI tenuM ciMtana karo.. ane temAM tanmaya bano. AvI rUDI bhagati meM pahelAM na jANI pelAM na jANI re meM to pahelAM na jANI. saMsAranI mAyAmAM meM to valovyuM pANI bhavajalahamei asAre dullAM mANusse bhavaM.' duniyAnI be abajanI vastI gaNAya che. temAM Atmatattvano, paramAtmatattvano vicAra karanArA Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 41 keTalA mANaso ? Aje ApaNe vicArane ja tALuM mArI dIdhuM che. gAMDAnI vacce DAhyo... eka gAMDAnI hospiTala hatI. temAM jenuM magaja caskI gayeluM hoya evAne dAkhala karatA. ane amuka TAIma sudhI tene temAM rAkhatA. mudata pUrI thayA pahelA koI gAMDo mANasa DAhI-DAhI vAto kare to paNa tene choDI na mUke. eka gAMDo mANasa eka divasa gAMDapaNamAM phinAIlanI AkhI Dola pI gayo. ane tenAthI peTamAM rahelA jherI jaMtuo jhADA vATe nIkaLI gayA. ane te DAhyo thaI gayo. teNe cokIdArone kahyuM ke bhAI have mane rajA Apo huM DAhyo thaI gayo chuM. cokIdAre kahyuM ke evI to kaMIka DAhI-DAhI vAto kare che. paNa chevaTe gAMDA ja rahe che. tArI mudata pUrI nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI tane choDI mUkavAmAM nahIM Ave have vicAra karo DahApaNa AvyA pachI cha mahinA sudhI AvA gAMDAonI vacce rahevAya kevI rIte ? tema jyAre mANasane saMsAranI asAratA samajAya pachI tene paNa A gAMDA mANasonI vacce rahevAnuM kevI rIte game ? kyAre paNa vicAra karyo che ke huM keTalo nasIbadAra chuM ! mANasa jyAre janme tyAre tenI sAthe keTalA jaMtuo rahelA hoya che. e asaMkhyAtAmAM ApaNo naMbara lAgyo, uparAMta ApaNo janma thayo. hemakhema mAbApanI kRpAthI moTA thayA. jaina zAsana maLyuM. uttama saMskAra maLyA. uttama kuLa maLyuM. ahAhA kevA nasIbadAra chIe. amUlya vANI.... upadeza sAMbhaLavAnI eka koDIe besatI nathI. maphata sAMbhaLavA maLe che. mATe Aje enI kiMmata ghaTI gaI che. caoNrAnA oTalA para vAtonAM gappAM mAraze paNa dharma sAMbhaLavA nahIM Ave. hamaNAM sinemAM ke koI lephTara hota to doDIne jAta. tyAM paisA kharcIne paNa teno lhAvo le. jyAre Aje gurUvANI maphata maLe che. mATe tenI kiMmata koDInIye nathI. tamane sAdhu maphata maLyA. sAdhvI maphata maLyA. upAzraya maphata maLyo. dharma maphata maLyo. badhuM maphata maphata. mATe koIneya sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA nathI thatI. Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada 14 mUlya keTaluM? jIvana kiMmatI.... ' manuSyajanma dvArA duniyAnI kiMmatamAM kiMmatI cIjo maLI rahe che. mATe ja mahApurUSoe tenI durlabhatA kahelI che. mAnavajanmanuM mahattva e nathI ke sArUM khAvAnuM maLyuM sAruM paheravAnuM maLyuM. dharmarUpI ratna meLavavuM ati durlabha che. aSTApada parvata parathI jyAre gautamasvAmI padhAryA tyAre bhagavAne gautama svAmIne kahyuM ke he gautama! manuSyabhava mAnavane maLavo atimAM ati dularbha che. A saMsAra ekalA ephasIDanTono bharelo che. kyAre kono ephasIDanTa thaze te kahevAtuM nathI ! samayano pramAda na karIza ! A doDadhAmone aMte chevaTe hAthamAM je Ave che te anaMtuM duHkha ApanAruM bane che. durlabhanI prApti.. akabara bAdazAha ane birabala banne beThA che.... tyAM eka moTuM ToLuM nIkaLe che. ane bUmo mAre che ke annadAtA ! bhUkhe marI rahyA chIe. kaMIka Apo, kaMIka Apo. A bUmo sAMbhaLIne akabara birabalane kahe che ke A koNa bUmo pADI rahyA che? mane kaMTALo Ave che. zuM kAma bhUkhe mare che? AkhA khAjAM khAvA na maLe to khAjAno bhUko khAI le ? AvI bUmo zA mATe mAre che? tyAre birabala kahe che ke nAmadAra ! emaNe duniyAmAM khAjAnuM nAma ya sAMbhaLyuM nathI. jyAM sUkA roTalAno TUkaDo maLavo muzkela che, tyAM khAjAnI kyAM vAta...? mANasa pote sukhI hoya che, e sukhanI kalpanAmAM ene koI divasa koI garIbano vicAra paNa Avato nathI. ApaNane A manuSyabhava maLyo che. tethI ApaNane koI jIvanI yAtanAno khyAla ja Avato nathI. jema akabarane khAjAM sAmAnya lAge che. tema ApaNane A uttamakuLa, Aryadeza, jainadharma badhuM sAmAnya lAge che. pelA garIbonAM ToLAne khAjAM maLavA keTalA durlabha che? tema ApaNane ahIMthI AMkha mIMcAyA pachI lAkha prayatno karavA chatAM paNa A bhava karIthI maLavAno nathI Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 43 zravaNaruci.... eka jaNAe kaheluM ke jagatamAM be jAtanA mANaso che. keTalAka mANaso evA che ke corI kare che ane jela mAM jAya che. ane bIjA keTalAka mANaso evA che ke jelamAM jAya che ane corI kare che. AvuM A rAjakIya saMsthAmAM cAle che. jelamAM gayelA netAo kahe che ke ame pahelAM jelamAM gayA hatA. rAja karavAno haka amAro che. rAjya para Ave eTale ke karo corI. AvA badhAnuM bhASaNa sAMbhaLavAnuM lokone mana thAya che. je vinAzanA paMthe laI javAnuM che. jyAre mANasane Aje dharmanI kalyANakArI dezanA sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. saMbhaLAvanAra tamArI sAme Ave che. tamo amalamAM mUko ke nahI to paNa saMbhaLAve che. bhagavAnanI keTalI apAra karUNA che. jeNe caturvidha saMdha sthApyo A saMghamAM dAkhala thavA mATe koI phI nathI koI cArja nathI. bhUkha veThIne, tarasa veThIne, page cAlIne A sAdhu-sAdhvIno saMgha gAmogAma ghUme che. ane paramAtmAno saMdezo pahoMcADe che. paraMtu sadezo jhIlanAra atyAre bahu ochA che. devone athavA to Indrone AvI vIravANI sAMbhaLavI hoya to temaNe lAkho yojanAnuM aMtara kApavuM paDe tyAre sAMbhaLavA maLe. jyAre ApaNane sAme cAlIne maLyuM che. sAMbhaLavAnI rUci utpanna thavI e paNa ati durlabha che. Aje A bhAratamAMthI jainadharmanA lokone amerikA bolAve che. emane nathI maLyuM eTale jANavAnI tAlAvelI che. amerIkAmAM eka hajAra Dolara Ape tyAre saMvatsarI pratikramaNa thAya. amerIkAthI loko pratikramaNavidhi samajAvA mATe cheka ahIM Ave. vicAra karo- jene nathI maLyuM tene keTaluM mahattva che ? sUcaka-svapra... aDhI hajAra varSanI vAta che. eka jaNa ne svama AvyuM. svapramAM jue che ke loko pANI mATe tarasathI taraphaDe che. pAchaLa kUvo doDe che. kUvo bUmo pADe che ke pANI pIo, pANI pIo, paNa loko pAchaLa jovAne badale AgaLa ja bUmo pADatA doDatA jAya che. svapra pUruM thayuM. te koI mahAtmA pAse jaIne svapranuM rahasya pUche che. mahAtmA kahe che ke bhAI bhaviSyano Avo Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 paDato kALa AvavAno che. sAdhu-sAdhvI-saMta-mahAtmAo bUmo pADatA pAchaLapAchaLa ghumaze paraMtu loko AgaLa ja doDaze. gurU bhagavaMto potAnI vANIrUpI pANI pAvA mATe pAchaLa doDaze. paraMtu loko te pANIne pIe nahIM zake. ghareNAM jevA moTA AbhUSaNo koNa paherI zake? je zeThIyA hoya eja ne! garIba mANasa kAMI paherI zake ? tema jenI pAse saguNorUpI ghareNAM haze tyAM ja dharma Avaze, sadgaNonI sAtheno dharma dIpI uThaze. pradarzana nahIM paNa darzana ApaNuM A jIvana paramAtmAnA darzanane mATe che. jyAre Aje badhe pradarzana thaI rahyuM che. vaibhavanuM ho ke kapaDAnuM, ghareNAnu ho ke rUpanuM. basa jyAM joIe tyAM pradarzana, pradarzana. jagatanA dareka jIvo svArthathI ja bharelA che. jyAre paramAtmA eka ja evA che ke je paramArthathI bharelA che. sUradAsa aMdha hatAM koI ema kahe che ke e aMdha ja hatA jyAre keTalAka kahe che ke emaNe kaheluM ke A jagatanA caherA joIne zuM karavAnuM ? basa jagatanA caherA jovA na paDe mATe teo AMkhe pATA rAkhatAM. kevaLa paramAtmAnuM ja mukha jovA lAyaka che. devo asaMkhyAta kema ? devalokamAM asakhyatA devo utpanna thAya che. jyAre manuSyalokamAM saMkhyAtA ja manuSyo che. to devalokamAM ATalA badhA devo kyAMthI utpanna thAya ? samudramAM pratimAnA AkAranA velAo hoya che. mAchalA A velAne jUe che. ane emane ema thAya che ke AvI AkRti kayAMka joI che. chevaTe emane jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya che. ane pote vicAre che ke ame kukarma karIne A yonimAM bhaTakAI paDayA chIe. pachI tenA AghAtathI aNazaNa kare che. ane kALa karIne teo devalokamAM devI tarIke utpana thAya che. A rIte manuSyo saMkhyAtA ja hovA chatAM devo asaMkhyAtA utpanna thAya che. mUrtimAM sAkSAt darzana... Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 45 brahmAnI uttaramAM beMgakoMga nAmanu zahera AveluM che. tyAM budhdhanI pratimA che. te mUrti pa Tana sonAnI banAvelI che. pa6 maNano eka Tana. sAcI upAsanAthI mUrti dvArA paNa ghaNA loko tarI jAya. mUrtimAM sAkSAta paramAtmAnAM mANasa darzana karI zake che, jyAre teno AtmollAsa ucca koTIno bane tyAre. je vyaktie zarIra, AyuSya, saMbaMdho, saMpattinI anityatAnuM roja ciMtana kareluM che tene te cAlyuM jatAM jarAye zoka-glAni thatAM nathI. Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADa vada 15 (amAvasyA) dharmanI yogyatA saMsAre sahu duHkhI.... badhA mANaso sukhamAM bhAgIdAra thavA Avaze. jyAre e ja mANaso duHkhamAM Ave tyAre ? are ! sago bhAI paNa duHkha AvatAM dUra thaI jAya che. AvuM saMsAranuM svarUpa najare jovA chatAM paNa manuSya emAM ja racyopacyo rahe che. kAraNa sAMbhaLyA pachI ciMtana nathI karato. jyAre mANasane A saMsAra para ajaMpo pedA thaze tyAre ja A saMsAranI ghaTamALA pUrI thaze. hemacaMdrAcArya kahe che... tuM bIjAnI hAlata joIne duHkhI thAya che. ahA ! bicArA kevA pIDAya che. e pramANe bole che paraMtu tane ema kema khyAla nathI Avato ke evI bicArA jevI dazA tArI paNa thavAnI che. guNI dharmane lAyaka.... je mANasa guNamAM daridra hoya che. arthAt guNI hoto nathI, te dharma karavAne lAyaka nathI. te dharma kare to paNa viziSTa koTIno dharma tenA hAthama na Ave. guNo sAthe ja dharma vaNAyelo che. Aje paisAdAra mANaso ema mAne che ke dharma karavAnI zI jarUra che? je garIba-bicArA-bekAra hoya temanA mATe dharma che. barAbarane? sAmAnya dhanavAna mANasane jyAre dharma sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA thatI nathI to devalokamAM devasukha bhogavatA devone kyAMthI thAya ? ane kadAca koI pUrvano ArAdhaka deva hoya ane sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA thAya to paNa tene keTaluM aMtara kApIne ahIM AvavuM paDe. mATe ja mahApurUSo kahe che je dharmanI sAmagrI manuSya bhavamAM maLI che, te sAmagrI koI bhavamAM ke koI lokamAM nahIM maLe. pazu jIvanamAM to dharmanI koI zakyatA ja nathI, mAnavajIvanamAM paNa be-cAra TakA mANasone dharma sAMbhaLavAnI rUci hoya che. 21 guNothI yukta hoya te mANasa dharma karavAne lAyaka che. 21 guNo.. 1. azudra - kudra na hoya arthAt chIcharo na hoya. Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 47 2. rUpAvAnuM - pAMca IndriyothI paripUrNa hoya. 3. prakRtithI saumya - svabhAve zAMta, namra hoya. 4. lokapriya - lokomAM priya hoya, dharmI mANasa moTA bhAge lokomAM priya ja hoya che. 5. akrUra - niSphara na hoya dayALu hoya. 6. pApabhIrU - pApathI DaranAro hoya. 7 azaTha - lucco na hoya. 8 dAkSiNya - zaramALa hoya. be AMkhanI zaramathI paNa mANasa sudharI zake. 9. lajjALu - huM Ama karIza to mArUM kharAba dekhAze. zAstrakAro lajjAne to guNonI mAtA kahe che. lajjAvaLo hoya. 10. dayALu - dayA e dharmanI mAtA che. dayALu hoya. 11. madhyastha - pakSapAtI na hoya dRSTimAM saumyatA hoya. 12. guNAnurAgI - sau koI bIjAmAM doSane ja jotAM hoya che. guNane grahaNa karanArA viralA ja hoya che. guNono anurAgI hoya. 13. satkathA - sArI beThakavALo, satsaMga vALo. tenI pAse jyAre joIe tyAre vAto cAlatI hoya. 14. supakSathI yukta hoya - arthAt enI Aju bAju rahenArA eTale ke mitro vagere susaMskArI hoya. ""sobata tevI asara.' 15. vizeSajJa - vizeSa rIte dharmane jANanAro hoya. 16. sudIrghadarza - haMmezA vicArIne pagaluM bharanAro hoya. 17. vRddhAnuga - vRdhdhone anusaranAro, vaDIlonI AjJAne mAthe caDAvanAra hoya. 18. vinIta - vinayI hovo joIe. ""tasmAt sarveSAM guNAnAM bhAjana vinaya '' guNorUpI je ratno che, te ratnone rAkhavA mATenuM pAtra kayuM? vinaya e ratno ne rAkhavAnuM pAtra che. vinayavALo hoya. 19. kRtajJa - bIjAe karelA upakArane samajanAro hoya. upakAra para apakAra karanAra na hoya. 20. parahitaciMtaka - bIjAnuM hita karavAnA svabhAvavALo hoya. 21. labdhalakSa - lakSa bAMdhIne cAlanAro hotha. je mANasa koIpaNa vAtanuM lakSa bAMdhe te te maMjile pahoMcI zake. Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa suda 1 | akSudratA pitta jevo... kharekhara ! A jIvanamAM kamAvA lAyaka cIja hoyato dharma ja che... dharmarUpI jhaverAta meLavavuM mahAdurlabha che. Aje jIvanamAM je chIcharApaNuM che tene lIdhe mANasa potAnAmAM rahelA uttama guNonuM avamUlyAMkana karI rahyo che. jyAre mANasane pitta thAya ane pitta jyAM sudhI vomITa thaIne bahAra na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI cena ja na paDe. tema... jenAmAM A chIcharApaNAno guNa rahelo che. te mANasa jyAM sudhI pote kareluM satkArya gAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI tene cena ja paDatuM nathI. prathama akSudra guNanuM varNana : vicAromAM chIcharApaNuM svabhAvathI paNa chIcharo, dharmakAryamAM paNa chacharo, jenAmAM AvI avaguNa rahelo hoya te mANasa dharmane lAyaka nathI. kare ane bolI batAve, AkhuM jagata moTA bhAge chIcharuM ja che. jIvanamAM gaMbhIratA lAvo. samudra gaMbhIra hoya che. te badhI nadIonA pANIne samAve che. jyAre nAnAM khAbociyAM chIcharAM hoya che. te pANIne saMgharI zakatA nathI. atyAre moTA bhAge mANaso chIcharA thaI gayA che. kAMI paNa satkArya karaze eTale ene ema thaze ke kyAre huM bahAra badhAne kahuM? jyAre gaMbhIra mANasa dAna Ape ke kaMI paNa uttama kArya kare to temano DAbo hAtha paNa na jANe. eka dikarAne tenA bApe kaheluM ke beTA dharmakAryamAM ke game tyAM paisA kharce to paNa kyAMya nAma na ApIza. nAma to bhagavAna sivAya koInuM amara thayuM nathI ane thavAnuM nathI. svAmivAtsalyanI prathA... eka yugamAM mANaso evA sattvazALI hatA ke koI kaMI paNa levA taiyAra thatuM nahIM. mANaso kahe amAre dAna dharma karavo kaI rIte ? eTale navakArazInI, svamivAtsalyana prathA zarU thatA nava kArasI vAMravA mATe game Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tevo kroDAdhipati hoya to paNa Ave. A pramANe dharmakAryamAM paiso kharcatA. Aje to e sattva A yugamAMthI nIkaLI gayuM che. zrAvaka pahelo vicAra zuM kare? khAvAno ke khavarAvavAno, bhogano ke tyAgano ? zAlibhadra pUrvabhavamAM enI daridra avasthAmAM khIra koI divasa joyelI nahIM. jyAre enA hAthamAM AvI tyAre eNe pahelA zuM vicAra karelo? jANo cho ne? gurU mahArAjane vahorAvI ne pachI khAuM. tamane thALIe besatAM koI divasa vicAra Ave che. kharo? kAraNa? ApaNA hRdayamAM gurU pratyenI evI saMbhAvanA nathI. gaMbhIratAnuM phaLa. e dAnanuM zAlibhadra ATaluM moTuM phaLa kema pAmyo ? kAraNa teNe khIra vahorAvI kharI paNa enAmAM gaMbhIratA hatI tethI teNe tenI mAtAne kahyuM nahIM ke mA moM khIra vahorAvI dIdhI. e gaMbhIratAnA guNathI ja tene ATaluM moTuM phaLa maLyuM. saMpattinuM pradarzana.. eka zeTha hatAM. jIvanamAM teNe khUba aDhaLaka saMpatti meLavI. bhoMyarAmAM rahelA rUmone tene sonA cAMdIthI bharI dIdhA. paraMtu tene caTapaTI lAgI kyAre huM koIne jaNAvuM ? ke mArI pAse ATalI saMpatti che. teNe vicAra karyo ke jo rAjA ema jANe ke mArI pAse ATalI saMpatti che. to bahu sAruM thAya. ema vicArIne teNe AkhuM kuTuMba bheguM karyuM ane kahyuM ke ApaNe rAjAjIne jamavA mATe AmaMtraNa ApIe. nAnI vahue nA pADI ke saMpattinuM pradarzana karavuM te barAbara nathI. chatAM zeThe mAnyuM nahIM ane jamavAnuM nimaMtraNa ApyuM jamyA pachI rAjAne saMpatti dekhADI. rAjA to eka pachI eka oraDA joIne cakita thaI gayo. ATalo dhanabhaMDora to mArI pAse paNa nathI. rAjA mahele gayo paNa tene cena paDatuM nathI. teNe maMtrIne sarva hakIkata kahI. A jagatamAM kudaratano eka niyama che. mANase bIjAnI saMpatti joI nathI, tyAM sudhI potAnI pAse che tenAmAM saMtoSa hoya che. paraMtu jyAre tenI najara bIjAnI saMpati upara paDe che tyAre tenA jIvanamAM IrSAnI Aga caMpAya che. pANInI e 2 rahelI hoDIne pavana jema ghasaDIne laI jAya che, tema mANasane Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 vaibhavarUpI pavana kheMcI jAya che. maMtrIe kahyuM ke e dhana ApaNe paDAvI laIe. paraMtu jo acAnaka chApo mArIzuM to lokamAM niMdApAtra banIzuM. mATe maMtrI eka yukti banAve che ane rAjAne kahe che ke zeThane ApaNe tyAM nimaMtraNa ApIe. ane eka prazna pUchIe. jo e javAba Ape to bhale, nahIMtara kahevAnuM ke jo bhAI ! saMpatti to buddhithI ja sacavAya, buddhi vagara saMpatti sAcavI zakAya nahIM. mATe tamArI saMpatti rAjyanA dhanabhaMDAramAM mokalI do. zeThane bolAve che ane vAta rajU kare che. zeTha to A sAMbhaLIne camakyA. maMtrI prazna pUche che ke haMmezA vadhe che zuM ane ghaTe che zuM ? nAnI vahUno javAba... zeTha eka divasanI mudata mAge che. ghera Ave che. zeTha to DhIlADhasa thaI gayA. have karavuM zuM? gharanA loko pUche che. badhI hakIkata kahe che. koIne kAMI sUjhatuM nathI, tyAre nAnI vahu kahe che ke sasarAjI tame jarAye gabharAzo nahIM. rAjasabhAmAM kahejo ke mArI nAnI vahu javAba Apaze. zeTha bIjA divase rAjasabhAmAM jAya che. A pramANe kahe che. tyAM nAnI vahu hAthamAM ghAsano pULo ane dUdhano kaToro laIne dAkhala thAya che. ane rAjAne kahe che ke rAjan ! javAba Apavo e nAnI sUnI vAta che. paraMtu te pahelAM lo A dUdhano kaToro pIo. rAjA kahe che ke are che zuM ? zuM rAjasabhAmAM dUdha pIvAya ? tyAre nAnI vahu kahe ke rAjan ! tame hajI nAnA bALaka cho kAraNa nAnA bALakamAM buddhi na hoya. lAMbI samajaNa paNa na hoya mATe tame haju dUdha pItA cho ane pelo pULo pelA maMtrI pAse mUke che ane kahe che, ke A maMtrI buddhino baeNla (baLado che. mATe A pULo tene khAvA mATe lAvI chuM. gabharAyA vagara badhuM bole che. rAjA vicAre che ke A badhuM zuM che ? vahune pUche che, vahu kahe che ke rAja! Apane kubuddhi sujhADanAra A maMtrI che. maMtrImAM buddhi nathI. kAraNa rAjAe to prajAnI saMpatti joIne rAjI thavuM joIe. paDAvI levAnI vRtti na rAkhavI joIe. temaja tamArA praznano javAba sAMbhaLo. tRSNA haMmezA vadhe che. e kyAreya ghaTatI nathI. hamezAM ghaTanArI cIja "AyuSya'. je haMmezA ghaTatuM ja rahe che mA-bApa jANe ke chokaro Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 51 moTo thayo paraMtu moTo thayo, ke enuM AyuSya ghaTayuM? IcchA AkAza jeTalI.. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM Indra ane namino saMvAda Ave che. emAM Indra mahArAja savAla pUche che - saMyamanI keDI para pagalA bharatAM namirAjA enA eTalA ja suMdara javAba Ape che. Indra mahArAja kahe che ke tame ghanabhaMDAra pUrA bharIne jAo, tyAre namirAjA kahe che - mahArAja mANasanI tRSNA haMmezAM vadhe che. te kyAreya pUrI thatI nathI. subUma cakravarti thaI gayo. pRthvI para vadhAremAM vadhAre buddhizALI cakravarti hoya che. subhUme cha khaMDa jItyA haju paNa tenI tRSNA pUrI na thaI. tethI bIjA cha khaMDa jItavA mATe taiyArI kare che. vimAna taiyAra kare che. soLa hajAra devo tene upADIne lavaNa samudranI uparathI jaI rahyA che. tyAM eka devane vicAra Ave che ke ATalA badhA devo A vimAnane upADIne jaI rahyA to huM eka hAtha choDI daIza to zuM vAMdho? ema vicArIne hAtha khaseDI le che. tyAM ekI sAthe 16000 devone paNa e ja pramANeno vicAra Ave che. eTale ekI sAthe badhA hAtha khaseDI le che. vimAna tarata ja samudramAM paDe che. tRSNAnI lAyamAM A cakravarti marIne sAtamI narake jAya che. bhagavAne zrAvakanA vratamAM batAveluM che ne ! parigraha parimANavrata, saMpattinI maryAdA. jo e na banI zake to tame tamArI IcchAnuM to parimANa karo. IcchA AkAza jeTalI anaMta che. A IcchAne maryAdA lAvavA mATe ja bhagavAne IcchAparimANa vrata batAvyuM che. Aje mANasa eTalI badhI lobha dazAmAM jIvI rahyo che ke enI koI vAta ja thAya tema nathI, 'lAbha' ane "lobha' e bannemAM eka ja mAtrA vadhAre che. mATe lobha haMmezA AgaLa rahe, ne jema lAbha thAya tema lobha vadhato jAya. - A bAju nAnI vahunI AvI vAto sAMbhaLIne rAjasabhA AkhI cakita thaI gaI. rAjAe bAIne kahyuM ke bAI, te to mane bahu moTA pApamAMthI bacAvI lIdho. tuM to mArI gurU che. maMtrIne rajA ApI dIdhI. sUkSmabuddhithI dharma... mANasamAMthI gaMbhIratA javAthI mANasa chIcharApaNAne lIdhe vadhAre parezAna thAya che. eka mANase abhigraha lIdho ke mAre mAMdAnI sevA cAkarI Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 52 karyA pachI bhojana levuM. have eka vakhata banyuM evuM ke gAmamAM koI moTuM ja nathI. have buddhimAM kSudrapaNAne lIdhe, te vicAre che ke Aje mAro divasa nakAmo gayo. kAraNa Aje koI mAMda ja nathI. AvA halakA vicAra karatAM evo vicAra karavo joIto hato ke Aje mAro divasa sonAno ugyo. kAraNa ke Aje koI mAMduM ja nathI. basa mATeja zAstrakAro kahe che ke dharmane sUkSmabuddhithI pArakhavo joIe. AcArAMga sUtramAM Ave che ke ghaDo jo vAMko hoya to pANI DhoLAI jAya che paNa jo sthira hoya to temAM pANI TakI zake tema dharmano ArAdhaka mANasa Avo kSudrabuddhivALo, hRdayamAM malinatAvALo, vakra hoya to dharma kare te paNa DhoLAI ja jAya... gaMbhIra hRdaya, sUkSmabuddhi, dharmane TakAve che. mANasa hRdayane sAcA bhAvathI namAve to tenuM parama kalyANa thaI jAya. Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa suda 2 gaganamaMDanameM gauA vIANI... bhagavAnanI sAcI bhakti karavAthI tenI sAthe saMbadha joDavAthI sAcA dharmanI prApti thAya che. uttama kuLa maLe che. uttama saMskAro maLe che. tethI mANasane dharma ka2vAnI bhAvanA thAya. paraMtu e dharma ucca koTino che ke khAlI dharmano AbhAsa ja che, A savAla ubho che. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjA kahe che ke huM ene mAro gurU mAnuM ke je mane A vAtano satya javAba Ape "gaganamaMDanameM gauA vIANI, dharatI dUdha jamAyA, mAkhaNa to koI virAlA pAyA, chAze jagata bharamAyA." dharma-guNAtmaka gAya AkAzamAM vIyANI, jamIna para tenuM dahIM meLavyuM, emAMthI mAkhaNa to koI viralA pAyA ! AkhuM jagata chAzathI bharamAyuM, bhagavAna dezanA Ape che tyAre te samavasaraNa para birAjamAna che. bhagavAnanI vANIne AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja 'gaganamaMDana meM gauA vIyANI' evI upamA Ape che. ane vANI rUpI dUdha pRthvI para paDayuM. paraMtu temAMthI mAkhaNarUpI tattva koI virala AtmAo ja meLavI zake che. bAkI AkhuM jagata chAza jevA kriyAtmaka dharmathI ja bhAramAyuM che. varNavyavasthA moTA bhAganA loko Aje saMsArane mITho banAvavA mATe dharma kare che. jagata AkhuM duHkhabhIrU che. jyAre mANasa pApabhIrU bane tyAre ja tene dharmanuM sAcuM svarUpa samajAyuM ema kahevAya duHkhabhIrU nahIM, pApabhIrU.... pahelAM ApaNA dezamAM varNavyavasthA hatI jethI badhA vargo ekabIjAnA pUraka banIne rahetA. kSatriya, brAhmaNa, vaizya, ane kSudra A pramANe cAra vargo hatA. jene je kAma soMpeluM hoya tene te karavAnuM hoya. kSatriyone dezanI saMbhALa rAkhavAnuM kAma soMpeluM hatuM. brAhmaNone vidyA ApavAnuM kAma soMpeluM, Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 vepAranuM kAma vaizya lokone ApeluM. ane bIjAM kAma eTale ke sApha-saphAI vagerenuM kAma kSudrone soMpeluM. A pramANe kAmanI vaheMcaNI karelI hovAthI dezamAM khUba ja saMpathI ane sukhethI loko jIvatA. dezanuM taMtra bahu suMdara rIte cAlatuM. Aje varNavyavasthA cAlI javAthI, dezamAM tophAnanuM jora vadhI gayuM che. hakkano upayoga - strIe kareluM pApa tenA patine paNa lAge. jo pati tene aTakAve nahIM to cokkasa lAge, patino tene aTakAvavAno hakka che. ziSya kharAba kRtya Acare. ane gurU aTakAve nahIM to te pApa gurUne paNa lAge. temaja prajA pApa kare ane tene aTakAve nahIM to te pApa rAjAne lAge. temaja rAjA pApa kare ane purohita aTakAve nahIM to te pApa purohitane lAge, kAraNa je lokone aTakAvavAno hakka che, chatAM AMkha ADA kAna kare to te pApa lAgyA vagara tene na rahe. anItinA dhanyavAda nahIM.... eka vakhata koI gAmamAM bApa-dIkaro rahetA hatA eka vakhata dukAna parathI ghera jatAM bApe dIkarAne kahyuM ke jo beTA huM ghera jAuM chuM. tuM jaldI Avaje. bApa ghera gayo. ghera jaIne dIkarAnA AvavAnI rAha joI, paraMtu dIkarAne AvatAM ghaNI vAra lAgI bApe jamI lIdhuM. dIkaro Avyo, bApe pUchayuM kema beTA ATalI vAra lAgI ? dikaro AnaMdamAM AvIne kahevA lAgyo: bApA je pelo jUno mAla paDyo hato ne te mAla koIka bhoLo gharAka AvI gayo che tene bhaTakADI dIdho. ane khUba napho thayo. A sAMbhaLI ne bApe zuM javAba Apavo joIe ? atyAre to pitA hoya to ema ja kahe ke beTA te bahu sAruM karyuM. tuM have dukAna calAvavAne yogya che. A dharmano AbhAsa che. zuM koIne chetarIne meLaveluM dhana TakI rahevAnuM che ? e bApe zuM javAba Apyo ? jANavuM che? emaNe kahyuM : beTA tuM dukAna calAvavAne yogya nathI. te koIne nathI chetaryo. paraMtu tuM ja chetarAyo che. anitithI meLaveluM dhana TakI zake ja nahIM. jenA hRdayamAM sAco dharma vaselo hoya teno A javAba hoya. dIkaro koI khoTuM kAma kare to bApanI pharaja che ke teNe Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 55 tene Thapako Apavo joIe. tene lAIna para lAvavo joIe. dharmane samajo.... eka mANasa hato. muMbaImAM raheto hato. teNe koIne paisA vyAje ApyA haze. tenI pAse thI vyAja rUpe cUsI cUsIne dhana laI lIdhuM. chatAM leNuM mAMgato ne mAMgato sAmeno mANasa khUba ja thAkI gayo hato. teNe jaIne eka mahArAja sAhebane vAta karI. A bhAI dararoja sevA-pUjA-vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvatA. mahArAjasAhebe e bhAIne kahyuM ke bhAI te jene paisA dhIryA che tenI pAsethI te khUba ja lIdhuM che. tenuM jIvane te jheramaya banAvI nAkhyuM che. mATe have to tene tArA leNAMmAthI mukta kara. tyAre teNe kahyuM ke mahArAja! Apane e vyavahAramAM paDavAnI jarUra nathI. kaho to bhaMDAramAM dasa hajAra nAkhI dauM. paraMtu mApha karavAnI vAta nahIM. have AvA lokone zuM kahevu? e dharma kevo ? bhagavAnane dasa hajAranI jarUra nathI. jene jarUra che tene Apo ne tyANa kaThaNa nathI paNa te mATe jJAna thavuM kaThaNa che." Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa suda 3 guru-aparizrAvI...] parakha jhaverInI... jema jhaverI hIrAne sUkSmabuddhithI jue, tenI parakha kare to te jhaverI sAco hIrApArakhuM gaNAya. tema ahIM sarva anarthonA mULane dUra karanAra evA dharmarUpI hIrAnI sAcI parakha karanAra paNa sUkSma buddhivALo mANasa gaNAya. bhUlano svIkAra = samAdhi..... samAdhi maraNa kyAre maLe ? mANasanA zarIramAM kyAMya paNa kaMIka duHkhAvo thato hoya to tene svasthatA lAgatI nathI. jo svasthatA meLavavI hoya to te zalyane teNe dUra karavuM joIe. tema maraNa vakhate samAdhi joItI hoya to jIvanamAM karelAM pAporUpI zalyanI AlocanA levAthI ja samAdhi prApta thAya che. Alocana levI khUbaja kaThina che. bhUla karavI e to manuSyano svabhAva che paraMtu bhUla karyA pachI teno svIkAra karavo e ja uttamamAM uttama che. manuSyanI moTAmAM moTI nabaLAI A ja che ke te bhUla karyA pachI teno ekarAra karatAM Dare che. vadhAre to temAM ahaMkArabhAva ADo Ave che. caMDakauzika.... caMDakoziyo pUrvabhavamAM mAsakSamaNane pAraNe mAsakSamaNa kare che. paraMtu eka vAra vahoravA jatAM eka deDakI paga nIce kacaDAI jAya che. sAthe rahelA nAnA sAdhu mahArAja temane batAve che ke mahArAja ! A deDakI paga nIce AvI gaI. paNa tyAM bhUla svIkAravAne badale gussAmAM bole che ke zuM A ghaNIe deDakIo marelI paDelI che, te badhI meM mArI che? pachI sAMjanA samaye pratikramaNa nAnA sAdhu mahArAja deDakI marI javAthI lAgeluM pApa yAda karAve che tyAre ekadama krodhamAM e sAdhune mAravA mATe doDe che ane koI thAMbhalA sAthe athaDAtA kALadharma pAme che. krodhamAM marIne te caMDakoziyo nAga bane che. bhUla svIkAravI keTalI kaThina che? te AnA parathI samajAze. AlocanA ApanAra gurUne zAstramAM aparizrAvI kahevAmAM Ave che. mATInA ghaDAmAM Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa7 raheluM pANI jharyA kare che paNa tAMbAnA ghaDAmAM rahelA pANI nuM eka biMdu paNa bahAra na Ave tema sAMbhaLanAra AcArya mahArAja tAMbAnA ghaDA jevA hovA joIe. DokTara koI paNa duHkhane oparezanathI bahAra kADhe che tema AlocanA manamAM rahelA pApane bahAra kADhe che. pratikramaNamAM "devasie AlouM? " e pATha Ave che tyAM pahelAnA jamAnAmAM ziSyo divasa daramyAna lAgelA potAnA doSo gurUmahArAjane kahe, AlocanA - sUkSmabuddhithI... eka gAmamAM upAzrayamAM keTalAka sAdhu bhagavaMto birAjamAna che. tyAM koI gItArtha gurUmahArAja padhAre che. rAtre pratikramaNanA samaye eka pachI eka sAdhumahArAja gurUmahArAja pAse AvIne AlocanA mAMge che. paNa gurUmahArAja jJAnI nahotA. tethI te ziSyone kahetA ke vAha A ziSyo kevA saraLa che? potAnA badhA doSo kahI de che. Ama A ziSyo roja enI e bhUla kare ane roja gurUmahArAja pAse AvIne kahe. Ama be-traNa divasa cAlyuM. gItArtha gurUmahArAja A jUe che pote sUkSmabuddhithI vicAre che ke A rIte doSonuM prAyazcita na hoya. Ama karatAM to Akho saMghADo khalAsa thaI jaze. teo badhA sAdhumahArAjane bhegA kare che ane eka dRSTAMta Ape che. eka nagaramAM eka mANasa raheto hato. te agnidevano bhakta hovAthI agnidevane khuza karavA mATe roja kaMIkane kaMIka saLagAvIne devane tarpaNa karato hato koI divasa ghAsano pULo, koI divasa jIrNa-zIrNa thayeluM makAna vagere. rAjA paNa tenI agnideva taraphanI bhaktine protsAhana Apato hato chevaTe eka vakhata evo Avyo ke teNe eka jhuMpaDI saLagAvI pavana phUMkAyo ane Aga kAbUmAM rahI nahIM, Akho mahollo baLIne sApha thaI gayo. A rIte gItArtha gurUmahArAja kahe che ke ziSyone doSonuM prAyazcita ApavAne badale tame to roja emanA pApane protsAhana Apo cho. Aje eka ziSya karaze. kAle bIjo ziSya enAM e pApo karaze. jema pelo mahollo baLIne khAkha thaI gayo tema tamAro Akho samudAya khalAsa thaI jaze. A rIte sUkSmabuddhivALA gItArtha gurUmahArAje bIjA chIcharI buddhivALA sAdhumahArAjane bodha Apyo. Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 AtmA e paramAtmA che tethI ApaNe koIpaNa khoTuM kArya karatA hoIe to eka vakhata to aMdarathI avAja uThe ke tuM A khoTuM kare che. paNa ApaNe e avAjane bahAra AvavA detA nathI, aMdara ja dabAvI daIe chIe. AvI prAmANikatA nakAmI.. eka mANase kahyuM ke vyAkhyAnamAM AvelA mANaso khUbaja pramANika kahevAya. tyAM bIjA bhAIe pUchayuM ke bhAI kevI rIte ? pelo mANasa kahe ke bhAI jo gharamAM ratnonA DhagalA paDayA hoya kiMmatImAM kiMmatI dAgInA chUTA paDyA hoya evA gharamAM koI mANasa aMdara dAkhala thAya ane A badhI cIjo para najara nAkhyA vinA ja pAcho pharato ApaNe tene kevo kahIe ? pramANika ja ne ? hA, to sAMbhaLo, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLanAra zrotAo vyAkhyAnamAM amUlya jhaverAtathI paNa kaMI kiMmatI evA dharmarUpI jhaverAtane hAtha paNa lagADyA vagara are ! najara paNa nAkhyA vagara pAchA phare che ne! AvA lokone pramANika na kahevA to kevA kahevA...? tRSNA haMmezA vadhe che. e kayAreya ghaTatI nathI. haMmezAM ghaTanArI cIja AyuSya che. Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa suda 4 pAyAnAM tattvo dayA.... dharma jyAre sUkSmabuddhithI vicArIe tyAre khyAla Ave ke dharma jagatane zAMti Ape che. koI paNa jIvane pIDA karavI e dharma nathI. ahiMsA vagerenI upAsanA e bhagavAnanI upAsanA che. dayA dharmakA mUla hai, pApa mUla abhimAna, talasI dayA na chAMDiye, jaba laga ghaTameM prANa. dayA e dharmanuM mULa che. dharmanI mAtA che. pApanuM mULa abhimAna che. tulasIdAsa A pramANe kahe che. jyAM sudhI AtmAmAM prANa che. tyAM sudhI dharma choDazo nahiM. dharmanAM mULa pAyAnAM tattvo - ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya, niSparigrahatA. A mahattvanA pAMca tattvo che. sAdhu dharmanA A pAMca mahAvrato che. ahiMsA.. AkhA bhAratavarSanI aMdara pataMjalie racela yogagrantha prakhyAta che. emAM A pAMca tattvanI vyAkhyA bahu sarasa karelI che. ahiMsA - jenI ahiMsAnI sAdhanA parAkASThAe pahoMcelI hoya evI vyaktinI pAse jatAM bIjA mANasanA badhA vairavikAro naSTa thAya che. vairabhAvanA ja dUra thAya che. jo samAgama mAtrathI AvA dUSaNothI bacI javAtuM hoya to jIvanamAM ahiMsA Ave to jIvana keTaluM pavitra banI jAya ! bhagavAna mahAvIranI ahiMsAnI sAdhanA parAkASThAe pahoMcelI hatI. tethI samavasaraNamAM vAgha ane bakarI banne sAthe besatA hatA. satya..... je mANasanI satyanI sAdhanA parAkASThAe pahoMcelI hoya tenAmAM vacanasiddhi pragaTa thAya che. are te mUMgA mANasanA mastaka para hAtha mUke to te paNa bolato thaI jAya. AvI siddhi tenAmAM pragaTe che. jemAM yudhiSThira Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0 prakhyAta che. te satyavAdI tarIke prakhyAta hatA. naro vA kuMjaro vA.. eka vakhata jyAre kaurava ane pAMDavonuM yuddha cAle che. sAme droNAcArya bANono mAro calAvI rahyA che. badhAnA gurU droNAcAryane yuddhanA medAnamAMthI khaseDavA kevI rIte ? tyAre kRSNa AvIne yudhiSThirane kahyuM ke jo tame jarA jUThuM bolo to thaI zake. tame ema kaho ke azvatthAmA marAyo. azvatthAmAM droNAcAryano putra hato. mATe putranA AghAtathI te potAnA hathiyAra heThAM mukaze. ghaNuM samajAvyA tyAre yudhiSThara taiyAra thayA. have bane che evuM ke azvatthAmA nAmano eka hAthI paNa hato. A hAthI yudhdhamAM marAyo tethI badhe pokAra uThayo ke azvatthAmA marAyo, azvatthAmA marAyo. have A vAta sAcI che ke khoTI tenI khAtarI karavA droNAcArya cAlu yuddha yudhiSThirane puchavA AvyA che. zuM yudhiSThira ! mAro putra azvatthAmA marAyo che? have yudhiSThira mATe dharmasaMkaTa AvyuM. tethI temaNe kahyuM ke "naro vA kuMjaro vA' azvatthAmAM marAyo paNa mANasa ke hAthI te huM jANato nathI. basa ATaluM bhaLatuM bolavAthI je potAno ratha satyathI AkAzamAM adhdhara cAlato hato te ekadama nIce paTakAyo. kAraNa ke manamAM jANatA hatA ke azvatthAmA hAthI marAyo che. jIvanamAM eka jarAka khoTuM bolatA satyanI je siddhi hoya che te cAlI jAya che. A badhA vrato bhagavAnanuM ja eka svarUpa che. - sAco satyavAdI hoya tenA pratApathI agni paNa khaMbhita thaI jAya che. vratonI zakti.... pAMca mahAvratomAM rahelI tAkAta kaMI jevI tevI nathI. AkhI pRthvIne hacamacAvI nAkhavAnI tAkAta temAM rahelI che. teja rIte temAM AvelI jarA jeTalI paNa khAmI AkhI bhavabhramaNAne paNa vadhArI de tevI che. vasurAjA... sIrakadaMbaka nAmanA AcArya pAse nArada tathA rAjakumAra vasu ane potAno putra parvata Ama traNa vidyArthIo abhyAsa karatA hatA. eka divasa Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyayana karIne rAtrinA samaye thAkelA evA badhA agAzImAM sUtA che tyAM acAnaka AcAryanA kAne cAraNamaharSino avAja saMbhaLAya che ke A traNa vidyArthIomAMthI eka svargagAmI che ane be narakagAmI . A sAMbhaLatAM ja AcArya vicAra kare che ke A traNamAMthI koNa be narakamAM jaze ane koNa svargamAM jaze ? AnI khAtarI karavA mATe savAre AcAryo lAkhathI bharelo ane loTathI banAvelo eka-eka kUkaDo traNene Apyo ane kahyuM ke jyAM koI na jue tyAM Ano vadha karavo. traNe jaNA kUkaDo laIne nirjana sthAnamAM javA nIkaLe che. vasu ane parvata koI nirjana pradezamAM jaIne kUkaDAno vadha kare che. nArada paNa nirjana sthAne jAya che. paraMtu tyAM gayA pachI vicAre che ke A kUkaDo pote jUe che, huM jouM chuM, jJAnI bhagavaMto jUe che. vidyAdharo jUe che. tethI Ano vadha kema karAya? vaLI pUjyo kayAreya Avo hiMsaka Adeza Ape ja nahiM. nakakI AmAM kAMI rahasya haze. tethI vadha karyA vinA ja pAcho phare che. traNe jaNA AcArya pAse Ave che. vasu ane parvata ne AcArya khUba Thapako Ape che. AnA parathI AcArya jANI le che ke mAro putra tathA rAjakumAra banne narakagAmI . potAnA putrane narakagAmI jANIne emane potAne saMsAra para vairAgya jAge che. pote saMsAra choDI de che. ghaNA varSo vahI gayAM, vasu rAjA bane che ane nArada potAnA sthAne cAlyo jAya che tathA adhyApakaMsthAne parvata Ave che. vidyArthIo parvata pAse bhaNavA Ave che. eka divasa nArada pharatA pharatA tyAM AvI caDayA che. parvata vidyArthIone bhaNAvI rahyo che temAM ajA zabdano artha bakaro kare che, vAta ema cAlI rahI che ke yajJamAM ajano homa karavo joIe. ajAnA be artha che. gauNa artha che aja eTale pharI nahIM ugatI traNa varSanI jUnI DAMgara. ane mukhya artha che bakaro. AcArye aja eTale traNa varSanI jUnI DAMgara artha karelo. ahIM teNe bakarI artha karyo. banne vacce vivAda thayo. parvata kahe gurUjIe bakaro artha karyo. banne vacce vivAda thayo. parvata kahe gurUjIe bakaro ja artha karelo. jyAre nArada kahe DAMgara karelo. A banne jaNAe zarata karI ke ApaNA sAkSI tarIke vasurAjA. temanI pAse jaIe. zaratamAM je hAre teNe Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6 2 potAnI jIbha kApI nAkhavAnI... A zarata parvatanI mAtAe sAMbhaLI. temaNe ekAMtamAM parvatane bolAvIne kahyuM ke beTA ! te bahu utAvaLa karI. tArA pitAjIe aja eTale DAMgara artha karelo je meM paNa gharakAma karatAM sAMbhaLelo. have zuM thaze ! mA paNa putramohanA kAraNe gupta - rIte vasurAjA pAse jAya che. A badhI vivAdanI vAta kare che ane khoTI sAkSI ApavA - dabANa kare che. vasurAjAnI e vakhate satyavAdI tarIke prasiddhi hatI. ane tenuM siMhAsana sphaTikanI zilA para rahetuM. jonArane to e AkAzamAM ja che tema lAgatuM. lokomAM to evI ja prasiddhi hatI ke satyanA prabhAvathI - vasurAjAnuM siMhAsana dharatIthI adhdhara rahe che. bIjA divase rAjasabhAmAM nArada ane parvata Ave che. bannenA pakSo rajU karavAmAM Ave che. sabhyo tarIke rahelA purUSo rAjAne kahe che ke he rAjan ! tame satyavAdI cho, mATe je hoya te satya kaho ! tyAre jIvanamAM kayAreya paNa jUTha nahIM bolanAra vasurAjA khoTI sAkSI Ape che ke gurUjIe aja eTale bakaro artha karelo... basa ATaluM ja bolatAMnI sAthe najIka rahelA kuladevatAo kopAyamAna thayA ane rAjAne siMhAsana parathI nIce paTakayo... lohInuM vamana karato rAja tatkALa ja narakagAmI thayo. eTaluM ja nahIM tenI rAjagAdIe AvanAra tenA ATha ATha vaMzajo sudhI dareka rAjA A rIte ja mRtyu pAmIne narakagAmI thayA. Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa suda 9 saMpUrNa zarIra - dharma yogya yauvanavaya dharma mATe.. have dharmane yogya banavAno bIjo guNa - pAMce indriyo saMpUrNa hoya. eka bAju dharma karatA hoya ane bIjI bAju kaDavA zabdo dvArA bIjAnuM kALajuM vIMdhI nAkhatA hoya. A kevA prakArano dharma kahevo ? dharma karanAra vyakita to kevo mIThA bolo ane saumya hoya. jenA aMgopAMga saMpUrNa hoya. e mANasa dharmane yogya che. lUlAM-pAMgaLAM, dharma to karI zake paraMtu je mANasa saMpUrNa 2 gopAMga vALo hoya ane e dharma kare to enI majA koI ora ja hoya. mahApurUSo pharamAve che ke jyAM sudhI jarA AvI nathI tyAM sudhI dharma karI lo. jema dhaMdho karavA yauvanavaya khUba ja yogya che paNa dhaMdho to eka mAmUlI cIja che. jyAre dharma jevI mahAna cIja meLavavA mATe yauvanavaya ja khUba upayogI che. Aje mANaso ema mAne che ke dharma to cheka pAchalI avasthAmAM karavAno hoya. mANasa atyAre dhananI ja pAchaLa gAMDo bane che. jyAre dharmane te sAva bhUlI jAya che. badhA karmomAM vedanIya karmane vadhAre hisso maLe che. kevaLajJAnI hoya tene kAMI Akho divasa ema nathI lAgatuM ke huM kevaLajJAnI chuM. jyAre mANasa vedanIya karma bhogavato hoya tene kSaNe kSaNe are samaye samaye e karma sAMbhare che. eka jarA jeTalI jo vedanA zarIramAM utpanna thAya to mana e vedanA sahevAmAM ja rokAyeluM hoya pachI bhagavAnanI bhakti zI rIte thAya ? moTA bhAge vRddhAvasthAmAM vedanIya karma vadhAre Ave che. mATe mahApurUSo kahe che tyAre tamArAthI dharma nahIM thAya. je mANasa kAne bahero hoya e dharmatattvane kevI rIte sAMbhaLI zake ? AMkhe jhaMkhAza AvI jAya to mANasa bhagavAnanA darzana, tathA pustakanuM vAMcana kevI rIte karI zake? bhoga e eka jAtano roga ja che. tame rogane maTADavAnI davA karo ke pachI rogane vadhAravAnI davA karo ? anAthiyuni." Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 64 zreNika mahArAja pharavA mATe nIkaLe che. Ama to bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA jatA hatA. bhagavAnanI sevAmAM eka karoDa devo ochAmAM ochA tyAM hAjara hoya. bhagavAnane evo atizaya hoya che game teTalA devo hoya paNa tyAM samAI jAya. tyAM rastAmAM eka yuvAna purUSa sAdhuno veza aMgIkAra karIne dhyAnamAM ubhelo che. zreNika mahArAjanI najara tyAM gaI. tethI temaNe potAnA vAhanamAMthI utarIne tyAM jaIne sAdhumahAtmAne namaskAra karyA. e kALanI viziSTatA kaho ke game te, paNa game tyAM sAdhumahArAjane jue ke rAjA jevo rAja paNa namI paDato. zreNika mahArAje emane pUchayuM ke bhagavad Ape ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM A mArga kema svIkArI lIdho? saMsAra bhogavyA pachI nIkaLavuM hatuM ne. tamAruM nAma zuM ? sAdhu mahArAja kahe che - rAjanuM mAruM nAma "anAthimuni' che. rAjA kahe kema tame kayAM anAtha cho. AkhA dezano rAja evo huM ahIM beTho chuM tame anAtha kevI rIte ? muni kahe huM ekalo nahIM tame paNa anAtha cho. A sAMbhaLI rAjA kahevA lAgyo ke muni mahArAja ApanuM kathana samajAtuM nathI. tethI munie kahyuM ke rAjan ! sAMbhaLo : huM eka dezano rAjakumAra chuM, yuvAna vayamAM Avyo tyAre mArA jIvanamAM eka moTo vyAdhi lAgu paDayo. vyAdhi dUra karavA vaidyo, hakImo badhA chUTI paDayA. koI IlAjalAgu paDato nathI. mA-bApa badhA raDe che. juvAna patnI paNa raDe che paraMtu mArI pIDAmAM bhAga paDAvanAra koI nathI. basa tarata ja mane vicAra Avyo ke A saMsAra asahAya che. koI koInA duHkhomAM bhAga paDAvI zakatuM nathI. jIve je karma bAMdhyAM hoya te teNe ja bhogavavA paDe che. je karaja kare teNe ja te karaja cUkavavuM paDe che. mArI koI nAtha nathI. mane vicAra Avyo ke jIvanamAM sAcA nAtha koNa ? saMbhAravAmAM chellA, bhUlavAmAM pahelA... jyAre ApaNane duHkha paDe tyAre ApaNe bhagavAnane saMbhArIe chIe. mANasa jIvanamAM bhagavAnane kyAre yAda kare che ? sauthI pahelA ke sauthI chellA? jyAre koI ja AdhAra na rahe tyAre bhagavAnane yAda kare che ane jyAre Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi TaLI jAya eTale sauthI pahelAM bhUlIe chIe Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 65 kone? bhagavAnane, saMbhArIe chIe sauthI chellAM ane bhUlIe chIe sauthI pahelAM. mATe ja ApaNo bhagavAna sAthe saMbaMdha joDAto nathI. caMDakoziyo jyAre bhagavAnane karaDavA Ave che tyAre pahelAM to pote sAme najara nAkhe che. paNa kAMI thayuM nahI tethI sUrya sAme joIne najara nAkhe che. chatAM tenAthI kaMI vaLyuM nahIM. Akhare DaMkha dIdho. paNa camatkAra sarjAyo. ATalA-ATalA mAravAnA upAyo karanAra para paNa kevI karUNA ! bujha bujha caMDakoziyA - samaja samaja caMDakauzika ! keTalA premathI e udgAro nIkaLyA che ke eka krodhImAM krodhI - jherImAM jherI sarpane paNa thaMbhAvI de che. ane e caMDakoziyAe anazana svIkAryuM ane svargamAM pahoMcI gayo. AvA sarpane paNa sAme jaIne temaNe tAryo. ApaNe jo snehathI temanI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhIe to e saMbaMdhane e koI divasa toDaze nahIM. ApaNe kadAca toDI nAkhazuM to paNa... anAthimunino saMkalpa muni mahArAja kahe che ke maraNa pathArIe paDayA paDayA meM manamAM saMkalpa karyo ke jo A kAyA nIrogI thaI jAya to bhagavAnane samarpita thaI jAuM. marAThImAM eka kahevata che ke "satyasaMkalpAcA dAtA bhagavAna Ahe' saMkalpa sAco hoya to bhagavAna pUrNa kare che. bhagavAna tenI madade AvyA. AtmAnI aMdara ja paramAtmA vaselA che. kAMI bhagavAna bahArathI AvatA nathI. vyAdhi zAMta paDI gayo. cha-cha mahinAnA rogane naSTa thatAM jarAye vAra na lAgI, nIrogI thayA pachI gharanA mANaso pAse rajA mAge che. ane kahe che ke huM jAuM chuM. Aje ApaNe eka niyama paNa akhaMDita pALI zakatA nathI. ApaNe niyamamAM bAMdhachoDa karIe chIe tethI bhagavAna paNa ApaNI sAthe bAMdhachoDa kare che. bhagavAnanI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhatA ja nathI. muni mahArAjano dRDha saMkalpa hato. ApaNA jevo nahIM ke have sAjA thaI gayA eTale patI gayuM. mA-bApa-strI-prajAjano badhA sAme AvI gayA. javA mATe koI rajA ApatuM nathI. mAta-pitA snehI-svajanonA rokavA chatAM te pote nIkaLIne bhagavAnane samarpita thaI jAya che. Ama jyAre aMgopAMga saMpUrNa hoya, buddhi barAbara kAma ApatI hoya tyAre dharma karI lo. zAstramAM paNa che je Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahApurUSo nAnI uMmaramAM nIkaLI paDayA che, te kevA zAsananA camakatA sitArA banI gayA che. haribhadrasUri mahArAja, hemacaMdrAcArya, hIrasUrimahArAja, upAdhyAya zrIyazovijayajI mahArAja. zrAvakanI vyAkhyA.. saMskRtamAM zru nAmano dhAtu che. tene " pratyaya lAgavAthI tenI vRddhi, zru + - zrI + a zrAve, zuti ti zrAva, je haMmezA jinavANI sAMbhaLe te zrAvaka kahevAya. haMmezA zA mATe sAMbhaLavI joIe? mANasane roga thAya to teNe niyamita davA levI joIe. ApaNe paNa rAga, dveSa, kAma, krodha vagere keTalAya rogothI bharelA chIe. A badhA rogonuM auSadha che "zAstra zravaNa'. auSadhanuM pAna nitya karavAnuM hoya vacamAM khADo pADIe to te kAma na Ape. noravela - jinavANI... sApa ane noLiyo sAma-sAme Ave tyAre banne khUba ja jhagaDe che. sApa tene DaMkha mAre, noLiyo tene bacakA bhare. have sarpa tene karaDe tyAre te bhAgIne noravela nAmanI vanaspatine jaI sudhI Ave che je noLiyo pote ja jANe ane tene suMdhI te potAnuM jhera utArI de che. A rIte jhera utArI pAcho jhagaDavA mATe Ave, A rIte vAraMvAra jhagaDe che ane Akhare sarpane te mArI nAkhe che. ApaNA zarIramAM paNa kSaNe kSaNe indriyo dvArA jhera caDe che. kAne sAMbhaLIe to paNa ane AMkhe joIe to paNa jhera caDe. koInuM sukha joIe ke tarata ja ApaNA manamAM lAlasA jAge. jyAM sudhI evuM sukha meLavIe nahIM tyAM sudhI jIvanamAM zAMti vyApe ja nahIM. badhuM bIjAnuM joIne ApaNane meLavavAnuM mana thAya. paraMtu koI divasa sAdhuno veza joIne evo vicAra Avyo ke kayAre ApaNe sAdhu banI jaIe? sAdhunuM sukha to saMsAranA sukha karatAM anekagaNuM vadhAre che. e sukhanI koI divasa IcchA thAya che. badhI indriyothI caDatA jherane dUra karavAnI eka "zAstra rUpI' vanaspati che. je dararoja sAMbhaLavAthI mohanuM jhera kaMIka ochuM thAya na sAMbhaLe to jIvanamAM Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 67 vadhAre ne vadhAre jhera vyApatuM jAya che. zrAvakanI bIjI vyAkhyA... zraddhA, vinaya ane kriyA A traNa vastuo bhegI thAya tyAre zrAvaka bane che. anAthI muninI vAta sAMbhaLI ke zreNika mahArAjane thayuM ke huM sAcesAca anAtha chuM. basa badhAno eka ja nAtha che "mahAvIra'. bhUla karavI e to manuSyano savabhAva che paraMtu bhUla karyA pachI teno svIkAra karavo e ja uttama che. CITTTTI Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa suda 8 rase jIte jItaM sarvama saMyama pAMca para.... dharma karanAra zrAvakano bIjo guNa cAlI rahyo che. zrAvaka pAMca indriyothI paripUrNa hovo joIe. sAthe pAMca indriyo para saMyama rAkhanAro hovo joIe. jo indriyo para saMyama na hoya to mANasa kayAMno kayAM pheMkAI jAya che. eka para cArano AdhAra...... rasanendriya para cAre indriyono AdhAra che. jo thoDA divasa khorAka baMdha hoya to eke indriya kAma nahIM Ape. mANasa AhAra choDe che eTale viSayo badhA zAMta paDI jAya che. paNa viSayo taraphano rasa eno chUTato nathI. koI mANasa upavAsa kare che eTale te divase to te AhAra choDe che paNa pAraNAmAM tophAna zarU thAya che. eka vastu ochI Ave athavA ThaMDI Ave to mijAja cAlyo jAya che. to e rasa kayAre chUTe ? jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke jo paramAtmAno rasa ApaNA jIvanamAM jAgI jAya to badhAya rasa chUTI jAya. A rasanendriyathI to yugapradhAna Arya maMgu kevA paTakAI gayA. Arya maMga... Arya maMgu nAmanA eka mahAna AcArya thaI gayA. zAstranA jANakAra yugapradhAna purUSa hatA. e samaye mathurA e jainadharmanuM kendrasthAna hatuM. tethI AcArya bhagavaMta avAra-navAra tyAM AvIne rahetA hatA. AvA yugapradhAna purUSa padhAratA hoya eTale loko cArebAjuthI umaTI paDe ane bhaktithI sArAmAM sArI vAnagIo temanA ziSyone varAve. teo pote mahAjJAnI hatA. paNa lapasaNI jagyA para paga AvI jAya to mANasa thira rahI zake kharo ? lapasI ja jAya ne ? temaja indriyo e lapasaNI che. thoDA vakhata to AcArya mahArAja nirlepa rahyA. paNa rasanendriye jora karyuM. eTale have to lagabhaga mathurAmAM ja vAraMvAra vAsa karavA lAgyA. bhalA bhoLA loko to AcAryabhagavaMtanI khuba bhAvathI judA judA pakavAno dvArA bhakti kare Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. vRddhAvasthA AvI. AvA bhojana khUba bhAvavA lAgyA. eTale AcArya AsaktithI te bhojana karavA lAgyAM. tyAM kALarAjAnuM elArma vAgyuM. AcAryazrI kALa karI gayA. mathurA nagarInI bahAra eka moTI gaTara che, sAdhuo roja tyAM aMDila javA jatA. have sAdhuo tyAM jAya che ane eka vikarALa AkRti dekhAya che. A rIte ATha-dasa divasa sudhI cAlyuM. sAdhuo to DarI gayA. paNa pachI badhAe bhegA thaIne nirNaya karyo ke Aje to ApaNe badhA sAthe tyAM jaIe. badhA sAthe maLIne jAya che. pelI vikarALa AkRti ke jenA moMmAthI moTI jIbha bahAra nIkaLIne lapakArA mArI rahI che te dekhAya che. sAdhuo hiMmata ekaThI karIne pUche che ke tame koNa cho ? ane amane badhAne zA mATe bIvaDAvo che ? tyAM pelI vikarALa AkRti bolI ke "huM tamAro gurU Arya maMgu chuM.'' tamane bIvaDAvavA mATe nathI Avato, paNa upadeza ApavA Avyo chuM ke rasanendriyanI lAlasA choDI do. e lAlasAthI huM gaTara para vyaMtara deva tarIke utpanna thayo chuM. tamArI paNa AvI dazA na thAya mATe tamane cetavavA Avyo chuM, tame badhA tarata ja ahIMthI vihAra karI do. ane bhaviSyamAM paNa jIbhanA svAdamAM Asakti karatA nahiM. AvA Arya maMgu jevA jJAnI yugapradhAnanI paNa jo AvI dazA thAya to pachI ApaNI kevI dazA thaze ? be kAma jIbhane.. jIbhane bhagavAne be kAma soMpyA che. eka khAvAnuM ane bIjuM bolavAnuM je mANasane jIbha para kAbU nathI hoto, tenA jIvanamAM sadAcAra, tapa ke tyAga kaMI nahIM jovA maLe. A badhA jhaghaDA thAya che te zenAthI? eka jIbhathI ja ne ! are hADakAM vinAnI A jIbha anekanA hADakAM bhaMgAvatA vAra nathI lagADatI. eka vakhata dAMta ane jIbha vacce saMvAda thayo. dAMte jIbhane kahyuM ke jIbha ! tuM chAnImAnI besa. kAraNa ke tuM batrIsa rAkSasonI vacce rahelI che jo amArA batrIsenI vacce AvI jaIza to kacarAI jaIza. tyAre jIbha kahe che ane rAkSaso ! tame paNa sIdhA cAlajo , nahIMtara tamane badhAne eka Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAthe pADI nAkhatAM vicAra nahIM karuM. jo bolavA para kAbU na hoya to batrIzI paNa paDI jAya. A ja jIbha lAkho lokonuM kalyANa paNa karI zake che. indriyomAM rasanendriyane jItavI atiduSkara che. guptimAM manoguptine jItavI duSkara che ane vratamAM brahmacaryavratane jItavuM duSkara che. dharmanAM mULa pAyAnAM tattvo - ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahAcarya, nimparagrahavA. Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa suda 9 parizIlanathI prApti... ghAsa dUdha bana.... dharmane jIvanamAM evI rIte vaNavo joIe ke ApaNA jIvanamAMthI koIne dharmanI ja prApti thAya ane toja ApaNane dharma maLavo sulabha bane. paNa jo ApaNAthI bIjAne adharmanI prApti thAya to dharma maLavo paNa durlabha banI jAya. vyAkhyAna kayAre barAbara pace ? jo tenuM vAraMvAra parAvartana ciMtana thAya to ja enuM sAcuM rahasya samajAya. gAya paNa pahelAM jhaDapathI khAya che ane pachI nirAMtanI paLomAM tene vAgoLatI hoya che tyAre ja ApaNane dudhanI prApti thAya che. bhagavAna vajasvAmI zemAMthI banyA jANo cho... eka ja vAtanuM pa0 vAra parizIlana karyuM... ane tenAthI padAnusAriNI labdhi meLavI. gautamasvAmi aSTApade.... ekavAra bhagavAne dezanAmAM kahyuM ke je potAnI labdhithI aSTApada para jAya che te te ja bhavamAM mokSe jAya che. gautamasvAmIne thayuM ke bhagavAna mane kahe che ke gautama tu tadbhava mokSagAmI che. to lAvane huM have mArI labdhithI aSTApada para jAuM ane khAtarI karUM. tethI sUryanuM kiraNa pakaDIne aSTApada para pahoMcyA ane tyAM 'jagaciMtAmaNI' stotranI racanA karI. pachI darzana karIne pote eka vRkSanI nIce beThA che. tyAM devo darzana karavA mATe Ave che. temAM kuberabhaMDArI deva paNa che. gautamasvAmI dezanA Ape che temAM deva-gurUnuM svarUpa samajAve che. gurUnuM svarUpa samajAvatAM kahe che ke gurU niSparigrahI hoya, tapasvI hoya, lukhkhuM-sukuM bhojana karanArA hoya... vagere. A varNana sAMbhaLIne kuberadevane gautamasvAmInI hraSTa-puSTa kAyA joIne hasavuM Ave che. gautamasvAmI haMmezAM chaTThanA pAraNe chaThTha karatA hatA. paraMtu bhagavAnanA AzIrvAdathI, jJAnathI, samatAthI ane prasannatAthI emanuM zarIra hRSTa-puSTa hatuM... kaMI khorAkathI temanuM zarIra vadheluM nahotuM. prasannatA - Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eja AtmAno-dehano sAco khorAka che. gautamasvAmI samajI jAya che ke mArI kAyA joIne A deva mArA vacana para hase che. tenA saMzayane dUra karavA mATe kaMDarIka-puMDarIkanuM dRSTAMta Ape che. kaMDarIka - puMDarIka... kaMDarIka ane puMDarIka rAjaputro hatA. baMne bhAIo hatA. baMne jaNA koI sthavira mahAtmAno upadeza sAMbhaLI vairAgya pAmyA hatA. ghare AvIne baMne bhAIo vacce cAritra levA mATe vivAda thayelo. kevo haze e samaya? jyAM be bhAIo saMsAra choDavA mATe mITho jhaghaDo karatA. Aje bhAI-bhAInI sAme paisA khAtara korTe caDe ne rIvolvarathI bhAIne zUTa karI nAMkhe che. A banne bhAIomAMthI aMte nAnA bhAIe dIkSA lIdhI ane te kaMDarIkamuni banyA. anukrame gurU sAthe vihAra karatAM teo khUba ucca koTinuM saMyama jIvana pALavA lAgyA. sAthe tapanI sAdhanA paNa joradAra cAlu karelI. eka hajAra varSa sudhI A rIte tapa karatAM karatAM zarIra sUkAI gayuM. aMta prAMta bhojanathI roga paNa aneka thayelA che. paNa AtmAno AnaMda apUrva che. eka vakhata vihAra karatAM potAnA saMsArI bhAI puMDarIka rAjAnI nagarI puMDarIkiNImAM padhAre che. puMDarIka rAjA gurUvaMdanArthe upavanamAM Ave che. potAnA bhAI mahArAjane atyaMta sUkAyelA joI gurUdevane vinaMtI kare che. gurUdeva ! mArA baMdhumunine thoDA divasaahIM sthiratA karAvo to sevAno lAbha maLe. gurUe Agraha joI AjJA ApI. A bAju kaMDarIka muninuM zarIra rAja taraphathI thatI sevA ane rojabarojanA mevA-mIThAInA AhAra-pANIthI puSTa bane che. paNa cAritra jIvanamAM zithilAcAra vadhato jAya che. AtmAnA pariNAma nabaLA paDI jAya che. puMDarIkane A vAtanI khabara paDI tyAre tene AghAta lAge che, paNa muni vihAranuM nAma nathI letA. puMDarIka emane vihAra karavA mATe yuktipUrvaka preraNA kare che. eTale kaMDarIkamuni nA chUTake kamane vihAra kare che. paraMtu sukhazIla jIvana thaI javAthI have cAritranA kaThina jIvanathI kaMTALI gayA che eTale thoDA samaya pachI gurUthI chuTA paDIne pAchA phare che. pharI potAnI nagarInA udyAnamAM AvI sAdhuveSanI eka poTalI bAMdhI jhADa Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 73 para laTakAvI daI nirAza dilathI tyAM bese che. rAjAnI dAsIe joI lIdhuM ke A kaMDarIka muni ja che. rAjAne samAcAra ApyA eTale rAjA pote ja Ave che. dUrathI ja joI lIdhuM ke kAMIka garabaDa che. kaMDarIkane ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa e na mAnyA aMte puMDarIka ene rAjya gAdIe besADIne pote cAritra le che. A bAju kaMDarIka cAritra choDI rAjamahelamAM AvelA eTale parivAranA loko paNa ene tiraskArathI joI rahyAM che. koI emanuM mAnatuM nathI. kaMDarIke teja divase khUba rasapUrvaka karAMjI-karAMjI ne khAdhuM. paNa pacyuM nahi. rAte peTamAM bhayaMkara zULa upaDI. eka tarapha peTanI vedanA ane bIjI bAju rAjyanA mANasono anAdara. banne bAjuthI yAtanA bhogavatA kaMDarIka ati tIvra azubha adhyavasAye caDe che. e vicAra kare che ke A vedanAmAMthI mukta banuM to savAre A badhAne mArIne ThIka karIza. AvA lezayukta pariNAmamAM ja mRtyu pAmI sAtamI narake pahoMcI gayA. ane puMDarIka ArAdhanA karIne sarvArthasiddha devalokamAM utpanna thayAM. pachI mokSamAM jaze. A pramANe dezanAmAM gautamasvAmI kuberane kahe che ke bhAI zubhaazubhanuM dhyAna e puNya-pApanuM kAraNa che. zarIra parathI kAMI nirNaya thaI zakato nathI. paNa adhyavasAya para badho AdhAra rAkhe che. sAdhunI kAyA e to bahAranuM svarUpa che, jyAre dhyAna e abhyattara svarUpa che. dezanA purI thAya che. gautamasvAmI pote nIce Ave che. kubera paNa tyAMthI cAlyA gayAM. A vAtanuM sAthe rahelA devomAMthI eka deve 500 vakhata parizIlana karyuM. ane e deva tyAMthI cyavane vajasvAmI bane che. uttama parizIlanathI paNa mANasamAM kevA saMskAro reDAya che. vyAkhyAna zravaNa pachI ciMtana khUba ja jarUrI che. paNa ApaNe to zravaNathI ja aTakI gayA chIe. Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa suda 10 prakRtithI socca adIThe kalyANakarA.... dharmane yogya zrAvakano trIjo guNa - prakRtithI saumya. dharma karanAra vyakti prakRtithI saumya hovo joIe. zAMta hoya. niSkapaTI hoya. je mANaso dharma kahevAya che teo game teTalo dharma karatA hoya paraMtu temanA svabhAvamAM jarAye saraLatA na hoya, jarAye saumyatA na hoya, to temane dharmI kahevo zI rIte? krodhamAM mANasa khUba ja kaTu vacana bole che. AvA mANasane zAstramAM kAMTALA vRkSanI upamA ApI che. bAvaLiyo dekhAvamAM lIlochama hoya che paNa pAse jaIe to kAMTA bhoMkAyA vagara rahe ja nahIM. bIjuM eka vAkaya Ave che ke AvI tyAra . emane nahIM jovAmAM ja kalyANa che. AvA mANaso game teTalo dharma kare paNa e azAMtinuM ja kAraNa bane che. kriyAkAMDa e to dharmanuM bAhya svarUpa che. jJAna ane kriyAthI mokSa thAya che te sAcI vAta paNa jJAna eTale zuM? ane kriyA eTale zuM? krodhae kharAba che A samajaNa te jJAna che ane teno tyAga karavo te kriyA che. nava prakAranA kAusagna... zAstramAM kAusagnanA nava prakAra kahyA che. (1) ubho-ubho- ubho thaIne kAusagna karato hoya ane enI vicAradhArA paNa uMcI hoya. (2) ubho-beTho-kAusagga ubho ubho karato hoya paNa vicAradhArA nIcalI kakSAnI cAlatI hoya. (3) ubho-sUto-kAusagga ubho ubho karato hoya paNa pramAdamAM vyasta hoya. ArtadhyAnamAM DUbelo hoya. (4) beTho-ubho-zarIranI zithilatAe kAusagna beThAM beThAM karato hoya paNa vicAradhArA khUba uMcI cAlatI hoya. (5) beTho-beTho-kAusagga beThAM beThAM karato hoya ane vicAradhArA paNa nimnakoTinI hoya. Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7pa (6) beTho-sUto-kAusagga beThAM beThAM karato hoya ane pramAdamAM athavA ArtadhyAnamAM DUbelo hoya. (7) sUto-ubho-koI mAMdagInA kAraNe kAusagga sUtAM sUtAM karato hoya paNa vicAradhArA khUba uMcI cAlatI hoya. (8) sUto-beTho-sUtAM sUtAM kAusagga karato hoya ane mana bhaTakatuM hoya. (9) sUto sUto - eka to sUtAM sUtAM karato hoya ane emAMya jarAye ThekANuM na hoya. A rIte mANase samajIne dharma karavo joIe. saraLatA.. dharma karanAra mANasa saraLa hovo joIe. eka bAI koI saMta pAse gaI. saMta mahAtmAne kahyuM ke bhagavad mane zAMti thAya evo koI maMtra Apo. saMte tene eka maMtra Apyo. "OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya' maMtra eNe lIdho to kharo. paNa bAI bahu ja bhoLI saraLa hatI. tenA patinuM nAma vAsudeva hatuM. teNe vicAra karyo ke mAre patinuM nAma kevI rIte levuM. patinuM nAma strI kayAre paNa letI nahIM. tethI teNe eka rasto zodhI kADhayo. maMtramAM pheraphAra karyo. "OM namo bhagavate bAbalAnA bApAya' kevI saraLatA che? paDachAyo nahIM vastune pakaDo... - chaThTha karIne sAta jAtrA karanAro mANasa keTaluM kaSTa veThe che. Avo mANasa pADozI sAthe manaduHkha thAya to tenA traNa pagathiyA caDIne tene khamAvavA jaI zakato nathI. kAraNa tenA hAthamAM dharmano AbhAsa Avelo che. bhagavAnanI sAthe jyAre sAcuM joDANa thAya che tyAre hRdayanI graMthi (verajheranI) bhedAI jAya che. je kALamAM pratikramaNa nahotuM, comAsuM nahotuM ke koI parva nahotAM ke khamAvavAnI koI viziSTaparva kriyA nahotI chatAM te kALamAM ghaNA pramANamAM mokSe jatA hatA. jyAre A kALamAM roja savAra-sAMjanuM pratikramaNa che, chatAM koI mokSamAM jatA nathI. ghaNo dharma karavA chatAM ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke mANasa dharmane ke paramAtmAne sAcA arthamAM pAmI zakato nathI. kAraNa mANase khAlI dharmano paDachAyo ja pakaDelo che. teNe vastu choDI dIdhI Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. jema dharma utkRSTamAM utkRSTa maMgala che tema svabhAvanI saumyatA paNa utkRSTamAM utkRSTa maMgaLa che. sAdhanA-zAMti Ape te sAdhu. saMta kone kahevAya? zAMti pamADe te saMta kahevAya. sAdhanA karAve te sAdhu. ApaNe sAdhu-saMta kahIe chIe. eTale sAdhanA ane zAMti bannene ApanAra. eka mahAtmA hatA. rAta-divasa jagatanuM kalyANa karanArAonA paNa keTalAka niMdako hoya che. A mahAtmA gAmamAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA che. tyAM koIka oTalA para beThelo eka mANasa bolI uThayo. jo bhAmaTo nIkaLyo jo ThagAro nIkaLI paDayo. jone potAno parivAra vadhAravA nIkaLI paDayo che. saMta mahAtmA bahu ja saMtoSI hatA. bahuja zAMta hatA tethI temaNe vicAra karyo ke bhale te bolyo mane mArI to nathI nAkhyo ne? saMtanI kevI saumyatA indriyomAM rasanendriyane jItavI atiduSkara che. guptimAM manoguptine jItavI duSkara che ane vratamAM brahmacaryavratana jItavu duSkara che. Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa suda 11 samatAnI sAdhanA jarUrI svabhAva parivartana... mANasane jyAre samyakatva samajAya ane samyatvamAM niraMtara sthiratAdRDhatA Ave to moTA bhAge eno sAta-ATha bhavamAM mokSa thAya. zAstramAM vAta Ave che ke A jIve janmAMtaramAM merU parvata jeTalA oghA grahaNa karyA haze. vrata-paccakhANa karyA haze, parisahone sahana karyA haze, chatAM A jIvano mokSa kema na thayo ? kAraNa dareka janmamAM-jIvanamAM tAttvikadharmanI prApti thaI nathI mATe jIvane A saMsAramAM bhaTakavuM paDyuM che. mANasane koI divasa evo vicAra Ave che kharo ke mAre mAro svabhAva badalavA jevo che. darekane ema ja lAge che mAro to svabhAva sAro che bIjAnA svabhAvano ja doSa che. ApaNe pazcima tarapha javuM hoya to pazcimamAM ja cAlavuM paDaze. ApaNA mATe kaMI pazcimano rasto pUrvamAM nahIM AvI jAya. gADuM hoya to tene pUrvamAMthI pazcimamAM pheravI zakAze. paraMtu gAma pazcimamAM hoya to tene pUrvamAM nahIM pheravAya. tame sAmA mANasane pharevavAno ke enA svabhAvane badalAvavAno vicAra na karo. paraMtu tamArA svabhAva tarapha, tamArA ja doSa tarapha najara nAkho. tuM dAjhayo nathI ne? eka mANase moTA-moTA mANasone jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. pote paNa sAro evo dhanika hato. pATalA goThavAI gayA. badhA jamavA mATe besI gayA che. dUdhapAka taiyAra che. zeTha rasoIyAne hukama kare che peluM dUdhapAkanuM tapeluM lAva. rasoIyo levA mATe jAya che paraMtu tapeluM lAvatAM badho dUdhapAka bhaThThImAM DhoLAI jAya che. zeTha ekadama chalAMga mArI ane jaIne ekadama rasoIyAno hAtha pakaDayo ane kahyuM ke bhAI tuM kayAMya dAjhayo nathI ne ! bhale dUdhapAka DhoLAI gayo. badhA to A sAMbhaLIne chakaka thaI gayA. badhAne to ema hatuM ke hamaNAM rasoIyAne be cAra lAphA lagAvI deze. paraMtu tenA svabhAvamAM Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 78 saumyatA hatI. teNe AvIne badhAne kahyuM ke bhAIo mane mApha karajo. je bInA banI gaI tenAthI huM dilagIra chuM, have bAkInI je rasoI che te tamane pIrasI dauM chuM. badhA to tenI vAha vAha bolavA lAgyA ke zeThajI dUdhapAka to ghaNIvAra khAdho che, paNa AvI sajajanatA ane svabhAvamAM AvI saumyatA kayAMya joI nathI. mahAtmA aMgarSi... prakRtinI saumyatAthI mANasa kevaLajJAna sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. be vidyArthIo gurU pAse bhaNatA hatA. temAM eka prakRtithI saumya che ane bIjo uddhata che. gurUkuLamAM rahelA banne jaNA gurUnI badhI ja sevA karatA hatA. vanamAM lAkaDA levA jAya... rasoI banAve... vagere. eka divasa banne jaNA vanamAM lAkaDA levA gayA che. prakRtithI saumya evo aMgarSi vanamAM dUra lAkaDA levA jAya che. pelo uddhata vidyArthI rastAmAM lAkaDAno bhAro laIne jatI DosInI pAsethI bhAro paDAvIne gurUmahArAjanI pAse vahelo pahoMcI jAya che. ane jaIne gurUmahArAjane kahe che ke aMgarSi to koI DosIne mArIne teno bhAro paDAvI laIne AvI rahyo che. gurUmahArAja sAcuM mAne che. tethI aMgarSi AvatAM ja gurUmahArAja gussAmAM tene khUba Thapako Ape che. bhUla hoya ane Thapako maLe to paNa ApaNe sahana karI zakatA nathI... to A to vagara bhUle Thapako sAMbhaLavAno samaya hato. tame ho to zuM karo ? rAtA pILA thaI jAo ne ! paNa A to saumya prakRtivALo aMgarSi hato. eNe vicAryuM ke mArAthI gurUmahArAjano zuM avinaya thaI gayo haze. arere ! mArA lIdhe gurUmahArAjane ArtadhyAna thayuM, gusso Avyo. AvA zubhavicAromAM caDe che... eTale sudhI caDayo ke badhAM ja karmono bhukko bolAvI dIdho ane kSaNavAramAM ja kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. juo A saumya prakRti mANasane kayAM sudhI laI gaI.... cheka mokSa sudhI.. samadraSTithI sAcI zAMti.... je mANasa huM sAco chuM - huM sAro chuM, AnI kharekharI karavA jAya Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 79 che, te kyAreya UMce AvI zakato ja nathI. jIvanamAM sAcI zAMti meLavavI hoya to mAna-apamAnane sarakhA gaNe.mAnathI phlAya nahIM. ane apamAnathI karamAya nahIM. sonuM-paththarane sarakhA gaNe toja zAMti maLe. jema krodha tyAjya che. tema mAna paNa eTaluM ja tyAjya che. krodhane kaDavA jheranI upamA ApI che. bhAmaDala-AbhAmaMDala.... bhagavAnanI pAchaLa je bhAmaMDala hoya che te kyAMthI Ave che, te jANo cho ? e badhA guNonuM maMDaLa che. samatAnI sAdhanA... ! saraLatAnI sAdhanA... ! kSamAnI sAdhanA... ! jJAnanI sAdhanA ! A badhI sAdhanAmAMthI eka guNonI AbhA ubhI thAya che. tema svabhAvanuM paNa eka AbhAmaMDala ubhuM thAya che. IrSyALu sadA duHkhI... mANasa potAnA duHkhe duHkhI hoya e to barAbara che paraMtu Aja mANasa pArakAnA sukhe duHkhI che. AkhA jagatamAM Aja durgaNa vyApIne rahelo che. koInI caDhatI Rddhi joIne IrSyALunA peTamAM tela reDAya. G.O.K.... eka mANasa IMglenDanI eka hospiTalamAM pharavA mATe nIkaLelo e hospiTalamAM evI vyavasthA hatI ke dareka khATalA para je daradI hoya enI bAjumAM borDa lagADeluM ke kSaya, TI.bI. vagere emAM eNe pharatA-pharatA joyuM ke eka be borDa para G.O.K. e pramANe lakheluM. A mANasane ema thayuM ke vaLI A kaI jAtano roga. eNe DokTarane pUchyuM ke A roga kaI jAtano. ke DokaTara kahe ke `God Only Knowes' arthAta phakata bhagavAna ja jANe che. ApaNane paNa IrSA Adi svabhAvagata doSono eka evo vyAdhi lAgu paDelo che ke eno IlAja gurU bhagavato jJAno mahAtmAo ja jANe che. Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa-suda 12-13 priyavANI... mANasanA svabhAvamAM jo saumyatA haze to enI vANI paNa mIThI haze. anata puNyanA udaye ApaNane vANI maLI che, vANIno upayoga priya bolavA tathA bhagavAnanI stuti karavA mATe joIe. jyAre ApaNe to teno upoyaga jema-tema bolavAmAM arthAt patharA keMkavAmAM ja karIe chIe. hemacaMdrasUri mahArAje cAritranI be vyAkhyA karI che. eka to e ke pAMca mahAvrata ane bIjI aSTa pravacanamAtA. AmAM paNa bhASAsamiti para vadhAre bhAra mUkyo che. kAraNa ke... mANasanI mati, kuLa vagere tenI vANI parathI pArakhI zakAya. jyAre ApaNe to kaDavI vANI rUpI bANo ja sAmAne mArIe chIe. jarAye sabhyatA nahIM. bhagavAna kevaLajJAna pAmyA, zenA baLathI ? maunanA ja ne ? maunanI sAdhanAmAM khUbaja tAkAta che. vANI sAcI temaja hitakArI bolavI joIe. bIjAnI hiMsA karanArI, ahita karanArI, sAcI vANI paNa bolavI jAIe nahIM. saccAI sarvatra satya paNa asatya.... eka tApasa hato. satyavAdI hato. ane te gAmanI bahAra raheto hato. have evAmAM banyuM evuM ke dhADa-pADuo dhADa pADavA mATe A gAmamAM AvyA. gAma lokone AgaLathI khabara paDavAthI badhA potAnA dara-dAgInA laIne gAmanI bahAra moTI jhADI hatI temAM bharAI gayA. have dhADa-pADuo AvyA. gAmamAM joyuM. gAma AkhuM khAlI eTale teoe vicAra karyo ke gAmanI bahAra rahelA tApasane pUchIe. e satyavAdI che mATe satya kaheze. teoe tApasane pUchyuM. eTale tApase pahelAM to kahyuM ke je jANe che te bolatI nathI ane je jANatI nathI te bole che. AMkha jANe che paNa bolatI nathI. jIbha jANatI nathI paNa bole che A pramANe vAraMvAra bolavA lAgyo eTale coroe kahyuM ke tame satya bolo, tamArI satyavAdI tarIke prasiddhi che. kAM to asatya bolo, tamArI prasiddhi bhale maTI jAya. A mahAtmAe vicAra karyo ke khoTuM bolIza to mArI prasiddhi dhULamAM maLI jaze. mATe teNe satya kahI dIdhuM ke Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 81 A jhADImAM bharAyA che, chevaTe pariNAma e AvyuM ke coroe badhAne lUTI lIdhA ane mArI nAkhyA. A kauzika nAmano RSi sAtamI narake gayo. mahAtmAo kahe che AvuM satya na bolavuM jenAthI asaMkhyanA jIvana roLAI jAya. nItinuM dhana. jIvanamAM jeTalI vANInI saccAI jarUrI che, teTalI ja nyAya ane nItinI paNa jarUra che. nItithI karelI kamANI mANasane satkArya karavA prere che. eka zeTha hatA. zeThane tyAM moTo kariyANAno vepAra cAle A zeThe karyuM zuM? levAnAM ane devAnAM banne kATalAM judAM rAkhe. zeThane be putra hatA temAM ekanuM nAma vadhiyo rAkheluM ane bIjAnuM nAma ghaTiyo rAkheluM A zeThane jyAre mAla levAno hoya tyAre vadhiyAne kahe maNIkuM lAva. eTale te moTuM maNikuM lAve ane jyAre devAnuM hoya tyAre ghaTiyAne bUma pADe tethI nAnuM maNikuM lAve. A anItinA vepArathI zeTha khuza thAya. have moTo chokarAne paraNAvyo vahu gharamAM AvI. eka divasa vahae sasarAne kahyuM ke bApujI Apa vadhiyA ane ghaTiyA ema kahIne kone bolAvo cho ? evuM to koInuM nAma ApaNA gharamAM che nahIM. eTale sasarAe badhI vAta vahune karI vahu dharmane pAmelI hato. tene thayuM ke A anItinA paisAthI ja gharamAMthI mAMdagI jatI nathI. ene purUM khAvA maLatuM nathI. mATe teNe potAnA sasarAne kahyuM ke tame nyAyathI vepAra karo. A anItinA paisA Ave che mATe ja AvA kaMkAsa gharamAM cAlI rahyA che. sasarAne gaLe vAta utarI teNe nItithI vepAra zarU karyo. cAre bAju zeThanI pramANikatAnA vakhANa thavA lAgyA. gharAkI sArA pramANamAM rahevA lAgI. ane thoDA ja vakhatanI aMdara sAcA zeTha tarIke prasiddhi thaI ane khUba AbAdI vadhavA lAgI. sukhI thaI gayA. zeThane pachI pratitI thaI ke A vahu lakSaNavaMtI che ane tenAthI ja A gharanI AbAdI vadhI che, gharamAM khUba ja tenuM mAna vadhyuM. eka vakhata vahue kahyuM ke tame eka sonAnI pAMcazerI banAvo. tenI para "sAcA zeTha" evuM nAma lakho. tene bajAranI vacce mUkI do. pachI juo A nitInuM dhana. zeThe te pramANe karyuM. to koI mANasa doDato doDato AvIne kahe zeTha Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 82 A tamArI pAMcazerI bajAramAM rakhaDatI hatI upara tamAruM nAma che. pachI bIjI vakhata A zeTha te pAMcazerI taLAvamAM phekI de che. taLAvamAM mAthuMluM gaLI jAya che. e mAchaluM mAchImArane tyAM jAya che mAchImAranA hAthamAM pAMcazerI Ave che, nAma vAMce che. doDato zeThane AvIne kahe che- zeTha ! A tamArI pAMcazerI che laI lo, jUo nItinuM dhana jyAM haze tyAMthI pAchuM ja AvavAnuM che. zeThane nItinA vepArI pratitI thaI pachI zeThane khUbaja sukha sukha thaI gayuM mANasa kAMI laIne Avyo nathI. ane kAMI laIne javAno nathI. kevaLa puNya ane pApane laIne jAya che. Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa suda 15 AMtara darzana AMtaravaibhava akhUTa Aje mANaso Dekorezana pAchaLa lAkho rUpiyA kharce che paNa eka saLagatA dilane sAMtvana ApavA eka Ano kharcavA taiyAra nathI. paNa A bahAranA vaibhavane mANasa jema-jema vadhArato jAya che. tema-tema tenI bhUkha vadhatI jAya che. tene jIvanamAM apUrNatA ja lAge che. jyAre mANasa jo potAnI aMdarano vaibhava vadhAre to jIvana eTaluM badhu sukhamaya banI jaze ke tenI kalpanA paNa nahIM Ave. AMtaravaibhavanuM sukha evuM che ke tame jemajema koIne sukha Apo ke tamAruM sukha vadhatuM jaze. jyAre bahAranA vaibhavanuM sukha avuM che ke tame jema jema Apazo tema khUTI jaze. kadAca vRddhi pAmaze to paNa AMtara vaibhava jeTaluM to nahIM. tame sAmAne jeTalo prema Apazo tema tamAro premavRddhi pAmato jaze. bahAranI cIjono tame jema jema vadhAro karatA rahezo tema tema tame apUrNa banatA jazo. jyAre AMtara vaibhava jema jema ApatA jazo tama-tema pUrNa banatA jazo. anukaMpA. samaktinI mukhya nizAnI anukaMpA che.. anukaMpA eTale dayA nahIM. paraMtu bIjAnuM duHkha joIne e AkuLa-vyAkuLa banI jAya che. tenuM hRdaya kaMpavA lAge te anukaMpA. dayAno tenAthI ghaNo utarato darajjo che. bhagavAnanA hRdayamAM anukaMpA cikkAra bharelI hoya che. basa dhyAna dharatAM paNa temanA magajamAM eka ja vicAra ghUmI rahyo hato ke huM A jagatanA jIvone kevI rIte duHkhathI mukta karUM? tenuM kema hita karUM? basa Aja eka laganI hatI. tyAre to e jagatanA tamAma jIvone mATe pUjya banI gayA. dharmano prANa karUNA che. jyAre saMgamadeve mahAvIra bhagavAnane cha cha mahinA sudhI upasargo karyA. tyAre to koI divasa bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM pANInuM eka biMduye AvyuM nathI. paraMtu jyAre A saMgama vidAya le che tyAre bhagavAnanI AMkho karUNAthI Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 84 chalakAI uThe che. basa emane e ja vicAra Ave che ke A bicAro che che mahinA mArA saMsargamAM rahyo chatAM durgatimAM jaze. kevI bhagavAnanI karUNA...! ATa-ATalA upasargo karyA chatAM tenA para kevI ajoDa prema...! dehanI nahi devanI pUjA. hiMsA karavAthI mANasa durgatimAM jAya che, mAMsAhAra karavAthI, mahAraMbhane karavAthI - mahAparigraha karavAthI nArakImAM jAya che. zAstramAM paMdara karmAdAna Ave che. je narakamAM laI janArAM che. karmAdAna eTale zuM? karmanuM AdAna. karma bAMdhavAno vepAra, parigrahanI IcchAthI ja mANasa AvA karmAdAnonuM sevana karato hoya che. kAraNa ke IcchA to AkAza jeTalI anaMta che. parigrahane ocho karI na zako to kAMI nahIM paraMtu IcchAnuM to parimANa karo. ApaNuM zarIra AkhuM azucithI ja bhareluM che. mANasane saMDAsamAM besI rahevAnuM mana thAya kharuM? game tevuM uttamamAM uttama bhojana paNa A zarIrarUpI gaTaramAM jatA kevI durgadhavALuM banI jAya che. are ApaNe jamyA pachI paNa ApaNane vomiTa thAya to enI sAme ApaNe eka kSaNa mATe joIe kharA? tyAMthI bhAgI chUTIe. duniyAmAM badhA mazIna kAcA mAlamAMthI pAko mAla bahAra pADe che. jyAre A zarArarUpI akaja mazIna evuM che ke te pAkA mAlane kAco karIne bahAra phaka che. ane e mAlane jovo paNa na game. uttamamAM uttama miSTAna peTamAM jatAM ja viSTA rUpe pariNAma pAme che. bahArathI suMdara dekhAtA A zarIramAM keTalI azuci bharelI paDI che. mahApurUSo kahe che ke A zarIra paMpALavA mATe nathI. arthAta poSavA mATe nathI paNa zoSavA mATe che. ApaNe divasa ane rAta dehanI pUjAmAM ja paDyA chIe. jyAre zAstrakAro pharamAve che dehanI nahIM paraMtu devanI pUjA karo.. mANasone badho vaibhava maLe eTale e ema ja mAne che ke mAro janma saphaLa.. paNa mahApurUSo kahe che ke janma saphaLa nahIM paNa dharma vinA niSphaLa.. paramAtmAnA rUpa sivAya jagatamAM koI evuM adbhuta rUpa nathI. A zarIramAMthI samyakajJAna, samyakdazarna ane samyaphacAritra rUpI traNa ratno kADhI lo. jema samudramAM agAdha pANI raheluM che tema.. A AtmAmAM akhUTa khajAno bharelo che. Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8pa be roga... bhavaroga ane bhAvaroga. A be moTA rogo ApaNane lAgelA che. ApaNA cittanA eTalA kaluSita pariNAmo che ke rAga-dveSa ne mohamAM citta khUba ja vyAkuLa baneluM che. jyAM sudhI A bhAvarogo che tyAM sudhI bhavaroga rahevAno. dharmarUpI jhaverAta kamAvA mATe gaNono vaibhava joIze. jo gaNo rUpI vaibhava nahIM hoya to dharmarUpI jhaverAta meLavI nahIM zako. mANasa hamezAM nAmane amara banAvavA Icche che. nAmane nahIM paNa kAmane amara banAvatAM zIkho. evA satkAryo karo ke tamAruM kAma amara banI jAya. jIvananI siddhi dharmarUpI dhana kamAvAmAM rahelI che. nahIM ke paiso kamAvAmAM. khAvAnuM pIvAnuM kAma to A jIva dareka yonimAM karato Avyo che. A jIvanamAM paNa enuM e ja kArya cAlu raheze to pachI saMsAranA pherA kyAMthI TaLavAnA ? jyAre dharmanuM mahattva samajAya che tyAre A jIvana koI ucca koTInuM banI jAya che. Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa vada - 2 lokapriyatA... | have dharmane yogya banavA mATeno cotho guNa... lokapriyatA.. dharma karanAra mANasa lokomAM priya hovo joIe. eka bAju khUba ja tapazcaryA karato hoya ane bIjI bAju kaMjusano kAko hoya to tenA vakhANa thAya ke hAMsI.. je mANasa dharma karato hoya e koI divasa koInuM ghasAtuM bole nahIM ane enuM paNa kadAca koI ghasAtuM bole to paNa kadIe tenA para gusse thAya nahIM. lokapriya mANasa banavuM hoya to nIcenI bAbato dhyAnamAM rAkhavI joIe. Ihaloka virUdhdha niMdA.. Ihaloka virUdhdha ane paraloka virUdhdha koIpaNa kArya na karo. Ihaloka virUdhdha - jIvanamAM koInI paNa niMdA na karavI. duniyAmAM sauthI vadhAre gaLI cIja kaI to garaja. garaje gadheDAne paNa bApa kahevo paDe. ane AnAthI paNa gaLI cIja niMdA che. niMdAno rasa evo che ne ke mANasa kalAkonA kalAko sudhI sAMbhaLyA kare ne to paNa tene kaMTALo Ave nahIM. niMdAnA bolyA mahApApa re.... eka gAmamAM eka muni mahArAja rahetA hatA. teo mAsakSamaNane pAraNe mAsakSamaNa karatA hatA. lokomAM khUba ja khyAti hatI. kevA tapasvI... kevA tyAgI... evAmAM koI bIjA sAdhu mahArAja tyAM pharatAM-pharatAM AvI caDayA. comAsAno samaya najIka hato. tethI teja gAmamAM comAsA mATe rahe che. upAzrayamAM A mahArAjanI upara utare che. A mahArAja dararoja vahoravA mATe sADI parathI nIce utare che. temanA manamAM eka ja vicAra Ave che are re.. kyAM A tapasvI ane kyAM huM ? kevo zithila... uttamakuLamAM avataryA chatAM tapa-tyAga karI zakato nathI. A rIte dararoja teo potAnA AtmAne niMde che. jyAre dararoja traNa-traNa vakhata vahoravA jatA A mahArAjane joIne pelA tapasI mahArAja vicAre che ke A kevo Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 41). jIbhane paravaza che, dhikkAra che A bhUkhaDI bArasa ne ! A pramANe enI niMdA ja karyA kare che... gAmanA zrAvako Ave tyAre paNa temanI pAse tapasvI mahArAja AnIja niMdA karyA kare che. have comAsuM pUrU thayuM. A pATaliputranI vAta che. tyAM koIka kevaLI bhagavaMta padhAre che. gAmanA loko dezanA sAMbhaLavA jAya che. dezanA sAMbhaLIne gurU mahArAjane pUche che ke bhagavaMta A vakhate comAsAmAM be sAdhu bhagavaMta ahIM rahyA hatA. emAM eka tapasvI hatA. ane bIjA khAudharA A benI kaI gati thaze? A sAMbhaLI gurUbhagavaMta kahe che ke sAMbhaLo je tapasvI muni hatA. te marIne durgatimAM jaze ane saMsAramAM ghaNuM bhaTakaze. jyAre tame jene khAudharo kaho cho e thoDA kALa pachI mokSe jaze. A sAMbhaLIne gAma loko Azcaryacakti thaI gayAM. gurU bhagavaMte kahyuM ke je tapasvI muni hatA temaNe Akho divasa niMdAno ja dhaMdho karyo. jyAre pelA sAdhue potAnA AtmAne niMdyo. niMdA karavAthI tathA ahaMkAra AvavAthI mANasa hajAro varSanA tapane dhoI nAkhe che. bAhubalI ne kevaLajJAna thavAmAM ahaMkAra ja ADo Avyo hato ne...! nahi to kevI ugra tapazcaryA hatI... paNa jyAM ahaMkAra bhAgyo ke tarata ja kevalajJAna ...! khAlI namavAno vicAra paNa mANasane cheka kyAM sudhI laI jAya che? guNavAnanI niMdA karavI e to ati bhayaMkara pApa che. saraLa hRdayanI prArthanA bhagavAnanI pAse saraLa hRdayanI prArthanA jaldI pahoMce che. eka maMdiramAM dharmagurU prArthanA karAvatA hatA. badhA sArI rIte prArthanA jhIlatA hatA. temAM eka nAno chokaro hato. te paNa potAnA hAthanA maTakAthI... prArthanA karato hato... dharmagurUe tene kahyuM ke alyA tuM zuM kare che? tane zuM prArthanA karatAM AvaDe che ? pelo chokaro kahe che ke juo badhI prArthanA to svara ane vyaMjana athavA bArakhaDImAMthI ja banelI che... huM bhagavAnane AkhI bArakhaDI kahI daI chuM ane kahuM chuM ke bhagavAna A bArakhaDImAMthI tame tamArI prArthanA banAvI lejo.. A sAMbhaLI dharmagurU hasI paDayA.. kevuM saraLa hRdaya ! Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa vada 5 paramanI yAtrA bahirAtmA... AtmAnA traNa prakAra che... bahirAtmA .. aMtarAtmA... paramAtmA... jeno AtmAbahAra che eTale ke jeNe AtmAne oLakhyo nathI. te basa huM padamAM ja rAcato hoya. dhana ja jANe eno AtmA na hoya... temaja kaMcana, kAminI, kuTuMba, kAyA kIrti basa A ja eno AtmA hoya... tene bahirAtmA kahevAya. tano badho saMbaMdha bahAranA padArtho sAthe ja hoya. A kAyAne ja zaNagAravAmAM ja tenI AkhI jiMdagI kharcAI jAya... mANasanuM jarAka jo zarIra ghaTe to tarata te kaheze huM ogaLI gayo chuM. arthAt zarIra e huM chuM. jyAre huM eTale AtmA... chatAM mANasa saMpattine, patnIne, A badhAne ja huM mAne che... moTA bhAganA jagatanA jIvo bahirAtmadazAmAM ja jIve che... bahAranA padArthomAM vRddhi eTale khuzakhuzAla ane temAM ghaTADo thAya ke tarata poka mUkIne rovA besaze. kAraNa teno AtmA e ja che. eka zeTha hatAM temano jabarajasta moTo dhaMdho hato. temAM daza lAkhano napho thavAno hato. tyAM rAtre khabara paDI ke bhAva ghaTI gayA che. jo ke toya pAMca lAkhano napho to thavAno ja hato. chatAM zeThane AghAta lAgyo ane ekadama bUmo pADavA lAgyA ke huM pAyamAla thaI gayo.. pAyamAla thaI gayo. AjubAjunA loko bhegA thaI gayA.. bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM, zeThANIne pUchayuM ke zeTha kema bUmo pADe che...? zeThANI kahe che... emane daza lAkhano napho thavAno hato tenA badale pAMca lAkhano napho thayo mATe... vicAra karo eno AtmA kyAM hato? paisAmAM ja. aMtarAtmA... . jyAre je mANasa aMtara AtmAvALo hoya to tarata ja tene vicAra Avaze ke mArAmAM saguNo keTalA che, durguNo keTalA che, ane potAnA durguNone choDavA mATe ane saddaguNone meLavavA mATe ja tenI doDadhAma hoya mAruM kyAM ApuM chuM? Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 89 eka mANasa dAna Apato hato. te hamezAM tenuM moM nIce rAkhIne dAna Apato.. tethI eka vakhata eka jaNAe pUchayuM ke bhAI tameM nIcuM moM rAkhIne kema dAna Apo cho ? kAraNa...zaramAvuM joIe to paNa lenArane, denArane zA mATe ? tyAre pelA bhAIe kahyuM ke are bhAI huM dAna ApuM chuM te kAMI mArU dhana nathI... bhagavAne ApeluM che. chatAM loko mArA guNa gAya che. bhagavAnane koI yAda karatuM nathI. tethI mane zarama Ave che. huM je dAna ApuM chuM te bhagavAne mane ApyuM tyAre huM ApI zakyo ne...? mATe... prabhu ja bara che... eka mahAn saddagurU hatA... hamezAM basa potAnAmAM masta... koI divasa mAna-sanmAnano paNa vicAra nahIM... ane paramAtmA je ene mana mahAna hatA. ahaMkAre enA jIvanano sparza karyo ja nahoto. basa paramAtmAnI bhakti eja enuM kAma hatuM. chevaTe bhaktithI tenAmAM evI labdhio pragaTa thaI ke te avanavAM kAryo karavA lAgyA. devomAM tenI prasiddhi phelAI. devo tenAM darzana karavA mATe AvyA.. devo khuza-khuza thaI gayA. deva tene varadAna mAMgavA kahe che ke mAMgo je joIe te mAMgo kAraNa devanuM darzana kyAreya niSphaLa jatu nathI. A saMta kahe che ke mAre to mArA paramAtmA maLyA eTale basa, mAre bIjuM kAMI nathI joItuM. vipatti na sastu thatuM.... A pAMca pAMDavanI mAtA kuMtie zuM mAgeluM khabara che? teNe devanI pAse mAgeluM ke mane hamezAM vipatti Apajo. kAraNa vipatti haze to ja huM bhagavAnane yAda karIza tame deva maLe tyAre saMpatti mAgo ke vipatti...? pavitra chAyA... A bAju deve kahyuM ke tamArAmAM huM evI camatkAra-zakti mUkIza ke jethI lokomAM tamArI khUba ja prasiddhi thaze. A sAMbhaLI saMta kahe che ke nahIM mAre evI prasiddhi nathI joItI kAraNa ke tethI loko mArI pAchaLa paDaze... bhagavAnane bhUlI jaze... mATe mAre evI zakti nathI joItI. mAre to mArA hAthe jagatanuM khUba ja kalyANa thAya chatAM mane khabara paNa na paDe evI koI camatkArIka zakti Apo. kAraNa ke mane ema thAya ke huM camatkAra karI jANuM Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 90 chuM to mArAmAM ahaMkAra AvI jAya to..? A deva tathAstu kahIne cAlyA gayA.. A bAju A saMta jyAre bahAra nIkaLe tyAre temanA paDachAyAmAM je koI mANasa Ave to te rogI hoya to nIrogI banI jAya. du:khI hoya to zrImaMta banI jAya. AMdhaLo hoyato dekhato banI jAya. A pramANe tenA paDachAyAnI aMdara je koI Ave te mAlA-mAla thaI jatA. loko temane "pavitra chAyA" tarIke ja oLakhavA lAgyA. jyAre mANasanI aMtarAtmA tarapha dRSTi jAya che tyAre tene potAnI prasiddhi gamatI nathI. tene bhagavAnanI ja prasiddhi game che. paramAtmA... jyAre mANasa AvI rIte aMtarmukha bane che pachI teno prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha joDAya che. ane e saMbaMdha jyAre utkRSTakoTIno bane che tyAre teno AtmA paramAtmA banI jAya che. jo ke AtmA-paramAtmA to che ja paraMtu ApaNe. tene sAcA arthamAM samajI zakatA nathI... ApaNAmAM rahelA bhagavAnane ApaNe oLakhI zakatA nathI. ane mAtra maMdiromAM tIrthomAM zodhavA mATe nIkaLIe chIe. prabhunI mastImAM DUbelA mANasane koInoya bhaya hoto nathI. vo hi Aza karo...... akabara rAjAnA darabAramAM ghaNA kavio hatA. temAM eka gaMga nAmano kavi hato. A kavi rIja bhagavAnanI stuti kare tathA koI sAdhu-saMtonI stuti kare paNa kyAreya koI rAjAmahArAjanI stuti karatA nahotA. bIjA badhA kavio akabarane khuza rAkhavA tenI stuti karatA hatA. have eka divasa IrSyAthI prerAIne keTalAka kavioe bhegA thaIne rAjAne kahyuM ke rAjan ! A gaMga kavi koI divasa tamArI stuti karatA ja nathI. tamAre jovuM- jANavuM hoyato parIkSA karo. akabara rAjAe parIkSA mATe eka samasyA pUrI karavAno koyaDo sabhAmAM mUkyo. A curo sarvazI A samasyAne pUrI karavA judA-judA kavioe judI-judI paMktio rajU karI. rAjAe gaMgakavine pUchyuM. gaMga kahe kAle vAta. bIjA divase sabhA cikkAra bharelI che. gaMgakavi potAnA paMkti rajU kare che, kenisa ri vizvAsa nahIM vo dI Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 91 mAsa ra #varI | enI prabhumAM keTalI mastI haze ke je akabara jevAM bAdazAhane A rIte kahI zakyo. jyAre jIvanamAM sadguNo pragaTe tyAreja AtmAnI sAcI oLakhANa thAya... niMdyapravRttino tyAga mANase lokapriya banavuM hoya to A loka virUdhdha ke paraloka virUdhdha koI AcaraNa na karavuM temaja saraLa svabhAvI banavuM. chatIzaktie paNa, je du:khI hoya tene eka pAInI paNa madada na kare to e lokomAM tiraskRta bane che... temaja te koI kharAba vyasanI na hovo joIe. teNe dArUno dhaMdho ke evo koI halako dhaMdho na karavo joIe. eka mANasa eka bAju dharma karato hoya ane bIjI bAju varalI-maTakA jevA dhaMdhA karato hoya. Avo mANasa dharmanA kAmamAM pAMca paccIsa hajAra kharce to paNa te ane dharma ane lokomAM tiraskArane pAtra bane che. cetanA - upayoga... A cetanA eka raMgIna cIja che tene jevA padArthano saMyoga karAvIe tevo raMga lAge. sadguNothI raMgIe to saddaguNo Ave ane dugargothI raMgIe to durguNo Ave.. ka Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvaNa vada -6 | lokapriya dharmanA arthI zrAvako cotho guNa che loka priya AkhA vizvanA lokomAM eka jhaMkhanA paDI che ke huM lokone priya kema banuM? jene lokapriya banavuM hoya eNe loka virUddha kriyA karavI joIe nahIM. lokapriya banavA mATe vANI parano saMyama khUbaja jarUrI che. vANIno vyaya karavo nahIM te prathama sAdhanA che. Aje to moTe bhAge vANIno apavyaya ja thaI rahyo che. eka kahevata che ke "bahu bole te jUThuM ane bahu khAya te lakhuM." je mANasa bahu bolato hoya temAM satyano aMza ocho hoya tema je ghaNuM khAto hoya temAM kAMI rasa rahe nahIM. limITa puratuM khAya to ja khAvAnI majA Ave. vANIrUpI mUDIno jema tema vyaya karavAthI te ahIM ja samApta thaI jaze. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA paNa pahelAM vANI rUpI mUDI ekaThI kare che. ane pachI dezanA Ape che. jo kevaLajJAna pahelAM dezanA Ape to emanI vANI rUpI mUDInI zakti che te badhI kharcAI jAya. mauna zabda paNa muni parathI ja paDelo che muninI saghaLI pravRtti maunathI ja cAlatI hoya. vacana gupti ane bhASAsamiti A bannenuM nirmANa zA mATe ? vacanagupti eTale ke bane tyAM sudhI bolazo ja nahIM ane kadAca bolavuM ja paDe tema hoya to bhASAsamiti arthAt upayoga pUrvaka bolajo. saMsAramAM saghaLA kalezonuM mULa vANIno apavyaya ja che ne ! ghaDA cAra prakAranA... cAra jAtanA ghaDA che. pahelo ghaDo evo che ke je amRtathI bharelo che: ane DhAMkaNa paNa amRtanuM che. bIjo evo che ke amRtathI bharelo che ane DhAMkaNa jheranuM che. trIjo prakArano ghaDo jherathI bharelo che ane DhAMkaNa amRtanuM che. jyAre cotho ghaDo jherathI bharelo che ane jhera yukta DhAMkaNavALo che. A ghaDA pramANe mANaso paNa cAra jAtanA che. (1) utamottama- jemanA dayamAM sadAya amRta bhareluM che ane vANImAM paNa amRta varase che. AmAM saMta parUpono naMbara Ave. (2) uttama - hRdaya amRtamaya ane vANI kaDavI. pitA ane putra. Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pitAnA hRdayamAM amRta bhareluM hoya paNa putrane zikhAmaNa mATe kaDavA zabdo kahevA paNa paDe. (3) adhama - hRdayamAM jhera bhareluM hoya ane vANImAM amRta. AvA mANaso ghaNA hoya che. ane AvA mANasothI ja cetavA jevuM che. mANasa krodhI hoya,lobhI hoya ke mAnI hoyato khabara paDe paNa mAyAvI mANasanI khabara ja na paDe. (4) adhamAdhama - hRdayamAM paNa jhera ane vANImAM paNa jhera. durjana mANaso haLAhaLa jherathI bharelA hoya che. sAco dharmI hoya te ja lokapriya bane che jagatane vaza karavuM hoya to dAnathI thaI zake che. zruta ane zIlanI mULa kasoTI e vinaya che. vinaya...' kAzImAM eka vidvAna paMDita hatAM. ekavAra zAstranuM parAvartana karatAM temane eka zaMkA ubhI thaI. ghaNI mahenata karI paNa zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thayuM nahIM. temane khabara paDI ke eka brAhmaNa che te paNa khUba abhyAsI che, kadAca te A zaMkAnuM samAdhAna kare ? AvA mahAvidvAnane eka sAmAnya brAhmaNa pAse pUchavA javuM eTale keTalI hiMmata bhegI karavI paDe chatAM pUchavA mATe nIkaLe che. manamAM vicAraNA cAlu ja che. te brAhmaNanA ghara pAse pahoMce che, brAhmaNa potAnA kAmamAM vyasta hato. bahAra DelIethI aMdara najara karI ane brAhmaNa para najara paDatAM ja A vidvAnane potAnI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna maLI gayuM tethI brAhmaNane maLyA vinA ja pAchA phare che. have gurUpUrNimAno divasa Ave che. ziSyonA ToLA sAthe jAte hAthamAM AratI laIne brAhmaNane ghera pahoMce che. pelo brAhmaNa to Abho ja banI jAya che. kAzInA AvA mahAna paMDita potAne tyAM padhAre eTale e to gAMDo-ghelo banI gayo che. vidvAna kahe che ke tame beso... AratI utAra che. pelo brAhmaNa Azcaryacakti banIne pUche che - paNa che zuM? mArA jevA eka sAmAnya brAhmaNanI Apa AratI utAro cho. pelA paMDita badhI vAta kare che kahe che ke tamArA darzana mAtrathI ja mArI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thaI gayuM. tethI tame mArA gurU cho. Avo pracaMDa vinaya jIvanamAM hoya to vidvAna-mahAna banAya che. vinaya e sAmAnya guNa nathI. zAstranuM mULa ja vinaya che. vinayathI-namratAthI ja mANasa lokapriya bane che. Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________