Vaheli Sawarno Shankhanad

Author(s): Prashamrativijay
Publisher: Pravachan Prakashan Puna
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009091/1

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lAbhArthI peja prAzakIya vi. saM. 2062. DIsA zaheramAM cAturmAsa. tapAgacchAdhirAja pUjayapAda AcAryabhagavaMta zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA tejasvI ziSyaratno pravacanakAra baMdhubelaDI pU. munirAjazrI vairAgyarativijayajI ma., pU. munirAjazrI prazamarativijayajI ma. nI nizrAmAM sakalazrIsaMgha ullAsaumaMgathI ArAdhanAmAM joDAyo hato. DIsAnuM "rakhevALa' dainika paNa cAturmAsathI bAkAta nahotuM. banAsakAMThAnA taLavistAro sudhI phelAvo dharAvatAM A dainikanAM pAne roja cAturmAsaciMtananAM mathALAtaLe eka lekha chapAto. DaoNkTaro, praoNphesarothI mAMDIne gAmaDAnA pUjArIo sudhI A lekhoe varcasva jamAvyuM hatuM. khAsa A lekho vAMcavA mATe 'rakhevALa' kharIdanArA hatA. A lekho mATe ja rakhevALa-ne pADozInA gherathI corI janArA paNa hatA. A lekho mATe rakhevALane paheluM vAMcavAno mITho jhaghaDo karanArA paNa hatA. A lekhonI kApalIo bhegI karIne phAIla banAvanArA paNa hatA. A lekho Aje pustakAkAre prakAzita thaI rahyA che teno amane aDhaLaka AnaMda che. - pravacana prakAzana

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anukramaNikA ................ ............ ..................... parvanA divaso... AlocanA.... sAdhujIvananAM kTo....... saddha kravAnI zakti : saddha kravAnI kaLa tapasyA .. AjakAla zuM vAMco cho ?..... vItelAM varasanuM saravaiyuM. navAM varase navI vAto... ............. mitranI mulAkAta. sArA mitro: kharAba mitro .... huM kSamA mAMguM chuM kSamApanA.... garIboM kI suno..... draupadI ane sItA dIvaDo dharo re dIvaDo dharo ....................... rAjA ane bhagavAna............... mRtyu nizcita che.......... kyAMka javAnuM che. pAcha **+++++++++++ pANIno glAsa zuM he che ? .. vicAra : AcAra sAcuM kAraNa : khoTuM karaNa. sukha ane zAMtinI vAta................... khoTo sikko................ kale pAchA maLajo. vahelI savArano samaya ... zarUAta sArI kro... AMkhonI mANI ...... puNya zravaNa............ paisAnI pArAzIzI.. zuM che paisAmAM ? udAratA manomaMthana, pratibhAva jovAnI Adata......... parivartana...... jIvanamAM traNa stara ... tame koNa cho ?..... mAruM mRtyu mAruM sapanuM .. be paisAnuM lAk... eka re divasa evo Avaze !.......... evuM ja mAMgu mota. prabhune nivedana............. bhagavAna pAse beso cho ?... paramAtmAne premapatra. prabhujI, ajavALAM dekhADo.. guru caraNe.... dharma kravAnI mosamamAM ........ dharma kravAmAM zuM khUTe che ?.... haju ghaNuM bAkI che..... ......... * i paS + + +++++++

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vahelI savArano samaya zakhanAda thAya. maMdirano pahelo ghaMTanAda dUra dUra saMbhaLAya. sUraja ugavAne hajI veLA hoya. pathArImAM nIMdara gherAyelI rahe. tAralA chello camakAro batAvatA hoya. vAtAvaraNane zItaLatA sAthe dostI thaI hoya. samayano sonerI nahIM paNa rUpALo mijAja. vahelI savAre tame uTho to ghoMghATa nahIM hoya. doDadhAma karanArI gADIo gerejamAM paDI haze. havA cokhkhI haze. gharamAM jANe maMdira jevI zAMti haze. vahelI savAranuM ghara tAjagIbharyuM hoya che. tamArAM gharanA eka khUNe besajo . AMkho baMdha rAkhIne prabhunuM nAma ke abhISTamaMtra yAda karajo. vahelI savArane brAhma muhUrta kahe che. vAtAvaraNanI jema mana paNa zAMta hoya che. vahelI savAre. gharanAM kAmakAja zarU karavAne vAra hoya che. nahAvAdhovA ane pANI bharavA mATenI utAvaLa nathI hotI. A samayano sadupayoga karavAno che. manane pahelo vicAra sAro maLe to Akho divasa tenI dhArA jaLavAI rahe che. vahelI savArano sauthI pahelo vicAra sarasa hovo joIe. vicAromAM aTavAI javAnI tamane Adata che. je vicAra Ave te mahattvano ja lAgato hoya che. tame vicAronuM mULa zodhI zakatA nathI. agharuM paNa che. bIjI rIte kAma karo. savAre vicAravAnI zarUAta thatI hoya che. UMgha ane sapanA pUrA karIne manamAM tAjagI bharI lIdhI hoya che. tame manane taMdurasta vicAra Apo. bane to manane vicArathI dUra rAkho. vicAravAthI AtmAne khalela paDe che. AtmAno svabhAva nirvicAra rahevAno che. zAMta citte maMtra smaraNa karo to uttama ? arthaciMtana sAthe pratikramaNa karo to zreSTha. tame dhAro cho teTalA tame sArA nathI tema tame dhAro cho teTalA tame kharAba paNa nathI. thoDuM niyaMtraNa ochuM che. te UbhuM karI. savAre cA dUdha ja lo cho. dALabhAta nathI letA tame. A je rIte nakkI che te ja rIte savAre karavAno vicAra nakkI ja rAkho. savAre je nathI vicAravAnuM te spaSTra rAkho. vahelI savAre jhaghaDo nahIM karavAno, niMdA nahIM karavAnI, irSAno vicAra nahIM karavAno. vahelI savAre raDavAnuM nahIM ane vadhAre paDatuM hasavAnuM paNa nahIM. vahelI savAre udAsa ke nirAza nahIM rahevAnuM. vahelI savAre paisAnI jhAjhI vAtomAM utaravAnuM nahIM. vahelI savAre khoTuM bolavAnuM nahIM. khoTuM lagADavAnuM nahIM. vahelI savAre avAja UMco na hovo joIe ane vicAra nIco na hovo joIe. vahelI savAre maMdiromAM pUjArIjI pUjAnI taiyArI karatA hoya tyAre tamAre AkhA divasamAM AvI rahetA ghaNA sArA vicAronI pUrvataiyArI karavAnI che. sAruM pravacana ApavA mATe kudaratI rIte bolavuM jarUrI che tema sAro divasa vItAvavA mATe kudaratI rIte sAro vicAra Ave te jarUrI che. vahelI savAre prabhunI mulAkAtano samaya che. vahelI savAre pUjAnAM vastro jevA svaccha ane ujaLA vicAro ja karavAnA. savAranA sathavAre suraja Ave che ne cAre kora ajavAsa phelAya che. savAranA sathavAre taMdurasta ciMtana Ave che ane saMpUrNa divasa enI suvAse maghamadhe che. savArano samaya kevaLa cA pItA pItAM chApAM vAMcIne bagADazo nahIM. savAranA samaye suMdara vicAronI nAnI sarakhI mulAkAta lejo . suprabhAtam.

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zarUAta sArI kro dara vakhate navo saMkalpa karyo che, umaMgabhera navuM kAma zarU karyuM che. thoDuM kAma thayuM paNa che. chevaTe pachI saMkalpa ane kAmanuM phIDaluM vaLI gayuM che. tame saMkalpa karo cho tyAre tamArAmAM Avela hoya che. Ama karI nAkhuM, tema karI nAkhuM. tame kAma zarU karo tyAre ahaM hoya che, A to mArA mATe saheluM che. A jhanUna thoDo vakhata rahe che. asala to kaMTALo Avato hoya che navI javAbadArIno. kazuM navuM na karIe to noMdha na levAya mATe kAMIka karavuM hoya che, gajuM hotuM nathI. bojo UMcakI laIe chIe, thoDo samaya to kheMcI kADhyuM. chelle DhaLI paDyA. tamAre jAte samajavAnuM che. navAM kAma kema pAra paDatA nathI ? dAnatano savAla che. dekhAdekhIthI kAma karI zakAtA nathI. batAvI devA mATe kAma hotA nathI. kAma karavA mATe ja kAma hoya che. kAma zarU karI tyAre A kAma mAre keTalA samayamAM pUruM karavAnuM che tenI dhAraNA bAMdhI lo. A kAma mATe keTalo vakhata mahenata karavAnI che temAM spaSTa banI jAo. A kAma karavA dvArA mane AnaMda maLaze tevI samajaNa ghaDI lo. kaMTALAnAM kAma hAthamAM na levA, hAthamAM lIdhelAM kAmamAM kaMTALo na karavo. thoDuM karo, ochuM karo, paNa rasathI karo. traNa kAma khAsa karajo. eka : thoDA suMdara vicAro zIkhavA che. paisA navA kamAIe to majA Ave tema vicAro navA zIkhIe to majA Ave. Akho divasa eka sarakhA ghaTiyAchApa vicAromAM mastAna rahIe chIe. kazuM navuM vicAravAnuM sUjhatuM ja nathI. satsaMga dvArA navA vicAro zIkhavA che. e vicAro jiMdagIne ane manane zAMti Apaze. e vicAro AtmAne TADhaka Apaze. e vicAro saMskAronuM ghaDatara karaze. be : svArthanI bahArano vicAra karo, ApaNI badhI ja vicAraNA svArthamAM baMdhAyelI che. mane game che te huM karuM. mane phAyado thAya che temAM rasa lauM, mane sAcave che tene mAna ApuM. A svArtha che. kevaLa svArthamAM ja ramyA karavuM ApaNane nA zobhe, bIjAnI saMbhALa levAnuM lakSya sAruM che. e saMbhALa letI vakhate mAre e vyaktimAM koI svArtha jovAno nahIM. moTI rakama dAnamAM Apo to sAruM che. enI prasiddhi ke prazaMsA thAya tevI apekSA nahIM rAkhavAnI. svArtha na sadhAya to nukazAna samajavuM, ema dukAnadAra bhale mAnato. ApaNe dukAnadAra nathI. ApaNe to jAnadAra mANasa chIe. svArthanA bhoge parArtha karo to uttama. svArtha vinAnAM sArAM kAmo karI, vaLataranI apekSA vinA sahAya karo, jAherAtanI apekSA vinA sahAya karo, vAha vAhanI apekSA vinA sevA karo, svArthanI bAdabAkI karI zake te kharo zUravIra. traNa : thoDo bhagavAna vize vicAra karo, bhagavAnanuM svarUpa kevuM che ? bhagavAne ApaNI para keTalA badhA upakAra karyA che ? bhagavAna na hoya to jiMdagImAM keTalo badho khAlIpo AvI jAya ? huM mArA bhagavAna mATe zuM karI zakuM chuM ? A badhuM satata vicAro. A traNa rIte vicArone ghaDavA che. saMkalpa karo, kAma zarU karo. ane mahattvanI vAta. tame A vicAro karazo to tamane bharapUra lAbha thavAno che, eka navo ane nakkara AnaMda tamArI pratIkSA karI rahyo che. tame zarUAta sArI karo.

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AMkhonI kamANI khomAM AkAza nathI samAtuM. AMkho dariyAne mApI zakatI nathI. AMkho sUrajathI aMjAI jAya che. AMkhone ajavALuM game che. AMkhone taDako nathI phAvato. AMkhonI duniyA moTI che. tamArA vicAro AMkho dvArA ghaDAtA hoya che. tamAre jovA mATe AMkhonI jarUra paDe che ane vicAravA mATe jovAnI jarUra paDe che. tame je joyuM nathI tenI kalpanA karo cho. tame joyuM che tene samajo cho ane yAda rAkho cho. tamArI pAse jovAnI zakti nA hoya to tamane kazI ja khabara nA paDe. AMkho vinA, jovAnI zakti vinA jagatu sUmasAma banI jAya che. AMkho che to jagata che. kabIre eka vakhata lakhyuM hatuM : dekhana sarikhI bAta hai bolana sarikhI nAhi, jovA jevuM jovA maLe che tyAre zabdonI bAdabAkI thaI jAya che. tame joyuM haze to tamAre pUchavuM nahIM paDe. tame joyuM haze to tamAre bolavuM nahIM paDe. tame AtmAne maLyA haze to tame zAMta thaI jazo. tame prabhune nihALI lIdhA haze to tamAre zabdonI jarUra nahIM paDe. tame AMkhone vAparo cho. tame AMkhothI kamANI karatA nathI. AMkhone eka sArI jagyAe aTakAvavAnI Adata pADo. AMkho pANInA taraMgo para aTake te karatAM prabhunI AMkho para aTake te vadhu sAruM che. AMkho TIvInA skrIna para aTake te karatAM vadhu sAruM e che ke koI sArAM pustaka para aTake. AMkho mATe sarasa zabda che. darzana. sAkSAt jovuM te darzana che. pratyakSa nihALavuM. sArA mANasonAM saranAmAM meLavo. pratyakSa temane jovA pahoMco. sArA prasaMgonA samAcAra meLavo. tyAM pahoMcIne najare nihALo. AMkho dvArA mana sudhI pahoMce che aMgata. AMkho jenI para sthira haze tenI sAthe mana sthira banavAnuM che. AMkho palaka mAre che kema ke AMkhone satata jovAnuM gamatuM nathI. AMkhone parivartana Apo. e ja badhuM gharabAra ne parivAranuM dRzya AMkhone jovA maLe che. to AMkhone maLatuM kazuM nathI. eka mANasa bhagavAna mATe mahenata kare che. eka mANasa gurunI sevA kare che. eka mANasa gAyane cAro, kUtarAne roTalo Ape che. A badhuM tame joyuM nathI. eka mANase gurunI pAse besIne raDatI AMkhe badhA ja pAponI kabUlAta karI lIdhI. tame e joyuM nathI. eka mANase saMsAra choDI dIdho ke pApano dhaMdho choDI dIdho ke vaira choDI dIdhuM. tame te jovA pAmyA nahIM. tame na joyuM tene lIdhe koI ja kAma aTakyuM nathI. tame na joyuM tene lIdhe tamArI kamANI aTakI che. AMkho dvArA satata zodha cAlavI joIe. sAruM hoya, uttama hoya, umadA hoya te zodhI kADhavAnuM. enI para dhyAna ApavAnuM. tame jotA nathI to tamane nukazAna che. tame zodhatA nathI te tamAre khovAnuM che. zodho, maLavo, nihALo ane AMkhonI kamANI cAlu rAkho. paisAnI kamANImAM ravivAranI rajA hoya che. AMkhonI kamANImAM koI rajA na cAle. AMkhonI kamANImAM koI maryAdA nathI. tame jeTaluM dhAro teTaluM kamAI zako. tame keTaluM kamAo cho te tamArA hAthamAM che.

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puNya zravaNa sAMbhaLatA AnaMda maLe tevI vAto ghaNI hoya che. sAMbhaLatA samajaNa maLe tevI vAto ochI hoya che. ApaNe svArtha mATe sAMbhaLavAnI taiyArI rAkhIzuM. svArtha vinA sAMbhaLavAnuM ApaNuM gajuM nathI. svabhAva thaI gayo che. na game te na sAMbhaLIe, na rUce te na sAMbhaLIe. sAruM bolavuM jema jarUrI che tema sAruM sAMbhaLavuM jarUrI che. tame paramAtmAnuM nAma sAMbhaLo cho, e nAmanI pavitratA tamane sparze che. tamArI samakSa prabhunuM nAma maMtra banIne Ave che, tame kRtArtha bano cho. prabhunI kathA tame sAMbhaLo cho. ghaNAbadhA prasaMgo Ave che. e sAMbhaLIne AhalAda sAMpaDe. prabhunAM nAmanuM ane prabhunAM jIvananuM zravaNa te puNya zravaNa. tame sadguru pAse beso cho. vArtAlApa thAya che. guru dvArA preraNA maLe che. guru tamane pUche che. guru tamane javAba Ape che. guru tamArI samakSa vyAkhyAna pharamAve che. guruno avAja ane gurunI vAto tame sAMbhaLo cho te puNyazravaNa che. tame tamArA mitra sAthe beThA cho. mitra dvArA zubha samAcAra maLe che. mitra sAtheno vArtAlApa satsaMga samo caritArtha che. nAnA moTA mANasonAM jIvanamAM rahelA uttama saguNo ane preraNArUpa prasaMgonI vAto thAya che. paisA ke parivAranI vAto che ja nahIM. suMdara ane niHsvArtha vAto e puNya zravaNa. tame prArthanA ke stavanA ke bhajana sAMbhaLo cho. temAM tame layalIna banI jAo cho. tame gAI rahyAM cho te alaga gaNavAnuM. tame sAMbhaLIne parama AnaMda pAmo cho te mukhya bAbata che. prabhunI bhaktinAM stavano sAMbhaLatA AnaMda Ave te paNa puNya zravaNa. tame sAMbhaLo cho ghaNuM. tame je zabdo kAne dharo cho te zabdo ja tamArA vicAronuM ghaDatara kare che. tamane sArA saMskAra Ape, tamane sArI bhAvanA Ape tamane sArI preraNA Ape tevA zabdonuM zravaNa tame karo cho te tamAruM puNya zravaNa che. saMgItano rasiyo gIto ke gajhalo sAMbhaLIne majA le che. puNya zravaNano premI tattvaciMtananI vAtomAM majA leze. tame jovAmAM AMkhano upayoga karo cho to je na jovuM hoya te na jovA mATe AMkho baMdha karI zako cho. kAnanI bAbatamAM evuM nathI. sAMbhaLavuM hoya ane na sAMbhaLavuM hoya, zabdo to kAne paDavAnA ja che. zabdo dvArA ghaDAto vicAra ke saMskAra nakkI karavAmAM ApaNe svataMtra chIe. tame sAMbhaLeluM je hoya te sAMbhaLyA pachI tamArA manamAM sArI ja anubhUti pAmo te tamAruM puNya zravaNa che. ApaNe bolIe tenI asara bIjAM mANasanA manamAM thAya che. ApaNe kharAba ke ayogya bolIe tenI asara bIjA mANasanAM manamAM kharAba paDe to e ApaNA taraphathI apAyeluM ke pApazravaNa che. ApaNe bolIe tenI sArI ane samucita asara bIjA mANasanAM manamAM paDe te ApaNA taraphathI apAyeluM puNyazravaNa che.

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paisAnI pArAzIzI A duniyAmAM paisAvALAnuM ja jora cAle che te satya hakIkata che ane bIjI satya hakIkata e che ke duniyAmAM zrImaMta lokonI laghumati che. moTAbhAgano janasamAja zrImaMtAIthI dUra che. paisA sAthe joDAyelA zabdo kevA vicitra che. madhyamavargI eTale je garIba nathI ane zrImaMta nathI. matalaba ke paisA hovA chatAM tame zrImaMta nathI gaNAtA. ghaNAbadhA paisA Ave to ja tame zrImaMta gaNAI zako cho. potAno gharakharco pote kADhI zake te chate paise garIba che. kemake tene zrImaMta gaNavAmAM Avato nathI. potAnA gharakharcA uparAMta jenI pAse khUba badhA paisA bace che te zrImaMta che. vAparyA chatAM khUTe nahIM eTalA badhA paisA meLavo cho to tame zrImaMta hovAno dAvo karI zako cho. tamArI pAse AvelA paisA tame vAparo cho. tamArI pAse AvelA paisA tame nathI vAparatA. tamArA paisA vaparAya che. tamArA paisA vaparAtA nathI. AmA pArAzIzI nathI rahetI. tamAruM ghara varase cAlIsa hajArano kharca mAMgI letuM hoya ane tame pacAsa hajAra kamAtA hazo to rU. dasa hajAra bace che. tamAruM ghara varase pAMca lAkhano kharca mAMgI le che ane tame pacIsa lAkha kamAo cho to tamArA vIsa lAkha rUpiyA bace che. dasa hajAra bace te zrImaMtAI nathI. vIsa lAkha bace che te zrImaMtAI che. cAlIsa hajAra ja kharcAya te garIbI che. pAMca lAkha kharcAya te zrImaMtAI che. paisAnuM arthaghaTana kyAreya samajAtuM nathI. tamArA mAthe devuM hoya ke tame bhIkha mAMgatA ho tame garIba gaNAo cho te to samajayA, have. tame thoDAka paisA bacAvI zako cho chatAM tamane zrImaMta gaNavAmAM nathI AvatA. A to sarAsara mAnasika paMgutA che. bhAratIya saMskRti to jarUra pUratA paisA kamAvAnI ja vAta kare che. je paisAnI jarUra nathI te paisAmAM hAtha na nAMkhavo. peTapUratuM anAja ane gharapUratI kamANI e bhAratIya paraMparA che. bAkInI kamANI e anIti che. bIjAnA peTano khADo pUravA je paisA jaI zaktA hatA te tame bInajarUrI kamANI dvArA tamArA gharamAM laI AvyA. bIjA to garIba ja rahyA. tamane paisA maLe che te alaga ghaTanA che ane tame paisA pAchaLa pAgalanI jema macI paDyA cho te bIjI vAta che. mAikrosophTamAsTara bila geTsa bhArata Avyo. enI jamavAnI vyavasthA maoNTI hoTalamAM rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. savA dase jamavAnuM nakkI thayuM hatuM. bhAI sADA dase pahoMcyA. temaNe TAIma maeNnejamaeNnTa tarIke jamavAnuM mokUpha rAkhyuM. badhAe vakhANa karyA ke zuM samayanI zista che. A samAcAra vAMcyA tyAre mane vicAra Avyo ke "A mANasa pAse abajo rUpiyA che, jamavAnI paMdara miniTa paNa je meLavI zakato nathI tenA paisAnI kiMmata zuM ? peTa bharIne khAvA maLe te mATe kamAvAnuM hoya. A bhAI ATaluM kamAyA che ane hajI paisA mATe ja peTane lAta mArI rahyA che, kamAla che.' paisAnuM gaNita sadA aTapaTuM rahyuM che. tame kAyama zrImaMta rahI zakatA nathI. tame kAyama garIba paNa rahI zakavAnA nathI. zerabajAra ane paisAbajAra upara nIce thayA ja karavAnA che. tamAre ja nakkI karavuM paDaze. tamAre zrImaMta banavuM haze athavA zrImaMta pUravAra thavuM haze to keTalA paisAnI kamANI karavI te nakkI thaI zakavAnuM nathI. tame jeTalA kamAzo eTalA ochA lAgaze. tamAre kharekhara ghara mATe ane parivAranI jiMdagI mATe keTalA paisA joIe che teno aMdAja rAkhIne kamANI karavAnI hoya. emAM paNa peTa bharAya tethI vizeSa paisA nA hoya to nArAjI rAkhavAnI nahIM, A duniyAmAM zrImaMta banavuM kaparuM che. jeTalA paisA maLyA temAM sukhI banI rahevuM saheluM che.

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zuM che paisAmAM ? tijorI zabda sAthe dAgInA pachI joDAya che, paisA pahelA joDAya che. paisA mATenI jUnI kahevata che, vasu viNa nara pazu. paisA mATenI navI kahevata che, vasu pAchaLa nara pazu. janAvaro zikArane joyA pachI bIjuM badhuM bhUlI jAya che tema mANasa paisAne joyA pachI tenI pAchaLa evA doDe che ke bIjuM badhuM bhUlI jAya che. paiso ane tamArA saMbaMdhanA traNa tabakkA che. paisA mATe tame mahenata karo cho te bIjo tabakko. paisA joIe che tevuM tame nakkI karo cho te pahelo tabakko. tamArA hAthamAM paisA Ave che te trIjo tabakko. tame pahelA tabakkAmAM hazo ane paisA to joIe che paNa keTalA joIe che e nakkI karavAnuM haze to tamArI pAse AkharI AMkaDo nahIM hoya. tamAre paisA joIe che, ghaNA paisA joIe che paraMtu aMtima AMkaDo tamArI pAse nathI. mANasane pUcho keTaluM jIvavuM che ? to kaheze 100 varasa jIvavuM che. tema keTalA paisA joIe che ema pUcho to spaSTa javAba nathI. javAba e ja hoya che jeTalA maLe eTalA joIe che. AmAM aMtima lakSya nakkI hotuM nathI. mATe tamArAM manamAM satata asaMtoSa rahe che. e pachI spardhA AkramaNa, anIti ane evuM badhuM umerAyA kare che. paisAnI bAbatamAM aMtima saMkhyA nakkI karavI ane taddana prAmANikatA sAthe e saMkhyA nakkI karavI te khUba agharuM kAma che. Ama pahele tabakke ja paisA tamane gUMcavI de che. pachI bIjo tabakko Ave che. tame paisA mATe mahenata karI rahyA cho. tamane be pariNAma jovA maLaze. dhAryA mujaba paisA maLaze. athavA dhAryA karatA vadhAre ke ochA paisA maLaze. A baMne pariNAmomAM koI jagyA evI nathI ke tamane pUrepUro saMtoSa thaI jAya. ochA paisA maLyA haze to tamane tIvra asaMtoSa thaze. pUratA paisA maLyA haze to tamAro AtmavizvAsa vadhaze ane tame vadhAre mahenata karavA taiyAra thazo. AmAM paNa atRpti to rahevAnI ja. saravALe paisA mATenI mahenatanuM aMtima kAMI nathI. navA paisA ane navI mahenata. navI mahenata ane * 11 navA paisA. A paNa eNnDalaeNsa praoNsaeNsa che. tamArA hAthamAM trIjA tabakke paisA Ave che. paisA Avaze te vaparAze. tamane paisA vaparAya temAM majA Avaze. tame paisAno saMgraha karazo to paNa abhimAnane majA Avaze. tame paisA Apazo temAM paNa tamAro ahaM ja saMtoSAze. tamane lAgaze ke A paisA dvArA maLI rahelI majA che to have tame navI majA mATe navA paisAno vicAra karazo. ahIM paNa navI mahenata upara ja tamAruM dhyAna raheze. Ano aMta kyAre Avaze te savAla ja yAda nathI Avato. mATe aMtanI kazI avadhAraNA manamAM rahetI nathI. AgaLa ane AgaLa tame vadhyA karo cho. vadhAre ane vadhAre mahenata tame karatA raho cho. paisA dvArA tame meLavI rahyA cho tevuM tamane lAge che. tamane khabara nathI hotI ke tame paisA pAchaLa ghasaDAI rahyA cho. A jiMdagInAM varaso paisA meLavavA mATe ane maLelA paisA vAparavA mATe vaparAI rahyAM che. paisAnuM mahattva na hoya tevI jagyAo jiMdagImAMthI zodhavAnI hatI te rahI gaI che. paisA vinA ane paisAne yAda karyA vinA meLavI zakAya tevA ghaNA badhA aMtaraMga sukho tame cUkI gayA cho. boTAdanA kavi pravINa desAI kahe che : zuM che paisAmAM ? pAchaLa doDo mA paisA jevuM duHkha denAruM koI nathI duniyAmAM paisA lalacAve ke pAchaLa doDAve dharamane visarAve, zarIrane karamAve pANI thAye lohI taNuM je paiso meLavatA e paisAnI pachavADe koI pAgala thAzo mA zuM che paisAmAM ? pAchaLa doDo mA. 12 2

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udAratA tamAre sArA mANasa banavA mATe guNo meLavavAnA che. tame guNonA rAjAne, udAratAne pahelA maLajo , udAratAno sAmAnya artha paiso vAparavAnI hiMmata evo thAya che. paisAnI kamANI karyA pachI tame sArA mArge na vAparo to tame kaMjUsa cho. tame tamArA ghara, parivAra ane dhaMdhA mATe paisA vAparI zako cho ane satkAryamAM tamAro hAtha baMdhAyelo rahe che to e svArtha che. paisA puNyathI Ave che. paisA vAparavAthI puNya kharcAya che. paisA dvArA satkArya karavAthI navuM puNya UbhuM thAya che. A mahattvanI vAta che. paisA dvArA svArthane sAcave te saMsArano mANasa, paisA dvArA parArtha ane paramArthane sAcave te bhagavAnano mANasa. chUTA hAthe paisAno sadupayoga karavo te udAratA che. ane tamArI sAme ja tamAro pADozI ghaNI badhI kamANI karIne tamArA karatA vadhu zrImaMta banI jAya te vakhate tamArA manamAM irSA na thAya te moTI udAratA che. tamAro duzamana tamane khUba parezAna karI cUkyo hoya, tamArI samakSa ene gunegAra tarIke UbhA rahevuM paDe ane sajA karavAnI saMpUrNa sattA tamArA hAthamAM hoya tyAre tame e gunegArane mApha karI do e udAratA che. tamane jIta maLe ane sAmA pakSanI kharI prazaMsA karavI te udAratA che. hAtha chUTo rAkho ane mana moTuM rAkho A udAratAnuM sUtra che. udAratA mATe bhoLapaNa ane saraLatA jevA zabdo vaparAya che te khoTuM che. udAra vyakti sAmI vyaktine jANI joIne mApha karatI hoya che. gujarAtI bhASAmAM racAtAM khaMDakAvyonA betAja bAdazAha kavi kAMtanAM jIvanamAM prasaMga banyo hato. temaNe eka ajANyA selsamaeNna pAse vastu kharIdI e vastu ochI kiMmatanI hatI. selsamene te vadhAre rUpiyA laIne kAMtane te veMcI. kAMta e vastu laIne ghera AvyA temanA mitra kahe ke tame - 13 bhoLA cho. pelo tamane mUrakha banAvI gayo. kAMte javAba Apyo, e mANase jarUra karatAM vadhAre paisAnI kiMmatamAM vastu mane ApI tenI mane khabara che. e mane khabara nathI paDatI ema samajIne mane mAla pakaDAvI gayo. mane to khabara ja hatI ke A mANasa banAvaTa karI rahyo che paraMtu tene bIcArAne paisAnI jarUra haze ema samajI meM teNe mAMgyA teTalA paisA ApIne vastu laI lIdhI. mane je vastu joItI hatI mane maLI gaI. tene je paisA joItA hatA te tene maLI gayA. huM mUrakha banyo ja nathI. mUrakha to pelo saeNlsamaeNna banyo. te mane ThagavA mAMgato hato. huM samajI gayo hato. te mane ThagI nathI zakyo. meM ene khuza rAkhavA vadhAre paisA ApyA che. kAMtano javAba e udAratA che. potAnI jIda choDI devI e udAratA che. potAno bacAva nA karavo te udAratA che. potAne badale bIjI vyaktine vizeSa mahattva ApavuM te udAratA che. tamArA jIvanamAM udAratA AvI haze to tamArA nAmano DaMko daze dizAmAM vAgaze.

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manomaMthana traNa zabdo che : duHkha, dveSa ane dayA. koI mANasa tamane na gamatuM kAma kare, tamArI mATe asahya hoya tevo vartAva kare, tamArI jiMdagInI zAMtine khAkha karI de. tame e mANasane lIdhe du:kha anubhavo. tame enA taraphathI je maLyuM tene lIdhe vedanA anubhavo cho. tame e du:kha svIkArI zako cho ane mAnI zakatA nathI. tame manamAM hIjarAyA karo cho. du:kha AvyuM te hakIkata che. du:kha jemanA taraphathI AvyuM teno AMcako paNa moTo che. tame manamAM gherI stabdhatA anubhavo cho. tame DhIlA paDo cho. tame nirAzA pAmo cho. tame dhIraja koI beso cho. tamArAthI kazuM sahana thaI zake tevuM nathI. tamane duHkha ane duHkhadAtA satata kheMcyA kare che. du:kha nathI gamatuM. du:khadAtA gamatA nathI. vedanA. tamane duHkha denAro mANasa tamArI mATe AdarapAtra hoI zake nahIM. du:khano denAro game teTalo prItibhAjana hoya paraMtu du:kha ApyuM te mudde to emanI mATe nArAjagI rahe ja che. duHkha dUra na thAya, du:kha badala dilAso na maLe to e du:khanA denArA mATe tamane sadbhAva rahevAno nathI. tamArAM duHkhane samajI na zake tenI mATe tamArA manamAM vidroha jAge che. tamane maLelAM nAnA ke moTAM du:khano hisAba tame mAMgo cho. tamane takalIpha thaI teno tamane satata DaMkha rahe che ane ethI visphoTa thaI zake che. tame dhUMdhavAyelA raho cho. tame badalo levA cAho cho. tame AkrozamAM AvI gayA cho. tame du:khane nApasaMda karo cho. tame duHkhadAtAne dveSa karo cho. tame duHkha ane dveSanI dhAre dhAre vicArI rahyAM cho. tamArI samakSa tamArA svajana che. tamane du:kha emaNe ApyuM. tamAro dveSa temanI para baMdhAyo. tamArI lAgaNIo tamArA hAthamAM rahI nathI. tamane A mukAma para cho. tame e svajananI sAthe saMkaLAI cUkelA tamArAM sukho yAda Ave che. e sukhamAM temano phALo hato. tamane maLelI keTalIya saphaLatAmAM temano hisso che. tame vImAsaNamAM cho. du:kha vAgyuM te saccAI che. sukhano sathavAro bhUtakALano vAstavika aMza che. tame bhIMsamAM Avo cho. tame dveSa choDI zakatA nathI. tame lAgaNI TALI zakatA nathI. tame temane mApha karI do cho chatAM tamArA manamAM jakhama rahe ja che. tame prema karI nathI zakatA ane premane bhUMsI nathI zakatA. tamArI kartavyabhAvanA tamane jhaghaDo karatA roke che. tamArI vedanA tamane pahelAnI jema haLavAbhaLavAnI nA pADe che. tame tamArAM du:khano vicAra karyo tema temanAM du:khano vicAra karo cho. temaNe tamArI sAthe je karyuM che te tamArI mATe svIkArya bhale nathI. tame sajjana mANasa tarIke temane mAphI ApI dIdhI che. have tame emanI pAse koI apekSA nahIM rAkho. have tamArA taraphathI emane koI rIte herAna karavAmAM nahIM Ave. emane je karavuM hoya te kare. tamane emanI mATe sahAnubhUti nathI, lAgaNI nathI. tamArA hAthamAMthI tame je gumAvyuM che te temane herAna karavAthI pAchuM maLavAnuM nathI. tame emane mukta rAkho. tame emanI sAthe saMlagna nahIM rahI zako te sAcuM. tame temanA duzmana nahIM bano te tamArI udAratA haze. lIlIchama hariyALImAM cAlatA cAlatA tamane kAMTo vAgI jAya che to tame kAMTo kADhIne pheMkI do cho. tame hariyALIne doSa detA nathI. tamane du:kha ApanAra mATe tame Akramaka nahIM bano. tame emane choDI do matalaba tame emaNe ApelAM du:khano javAba mAMgavAnuM choDI do. tame Aje thoDuMka gumAvyuM che ne tenI sAme ghaNuM badhuM gumAvyA vinAnuM meLavI lIdhuM che. tamane je maLyuM che te pUratuM che. tamane je maLyuM nathI te thoDuM che. ene mahattva nathI ApavuM. du:kha ane dveSa ane dayAnuM A manomaMthana che. - 15

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pratibhAva jovAnI Adata AtmanirIkSaNa vinAno dharma eTale zvAsa vinAnuM zarIra, dharma karo emAM AtmAne lAbha. dharma dvArA AtmAne yAda karo ke AtmA dvArA dharmane yAda karo. tame zuM karI rahyA cho te sAmo mANasa joI zake. tame zuM karI rahyA cho te tamane dekhAtuM nathI. karavuM che mATe karI lo cho. bolavuM che mATe bolI nAMkho cho. tame je karyuM te bIjA joze, tame je bolyA te bIjA sAMbhaLaze, tame je karazo eno pratibhAva Avaze. tame je bolazo teno paDagho paDaze. tamane sAnukULa nahIM lAge pratibhAva, nArAja thazo, tamane anukULa lAgaze pratibhAva, rAjI thazo. tamAro abhigama koI nathI. pratibhAva mujaba khuza ke nAkhuza thatA rahevAnuM. tamane maLI rahelA pratibhAva kaDavA hoya ane e tamane gamI zakatA na hoya to tame vyathA anubhavazo. A vakhate AtmanirIkSaNa karo. tamane je pratibhAva nathI gamyo te pratibhAva kharAba che e tamane samajAI rahyuM che to have nakkI karI lo ke mArA taraphathI bIjAne Avo pratibhAva nahIM maLe. mane gALa sAMbhaLavI nathI gamatI to huM bIjAne gALa nahIM ApuM. mArI sAthe chaLaprapaMca thAya e mane nathI gamatuM to huM bIjAnI sAthe chaLaprapaMca nahIM karuM. mane Thapako sAMbhaLavo nathI gamato to huM bIjAne Thapako nahIM ApuM. mane badanAmI nathI gamatI to huM bIjAnI badanAmI nahIM karuM. mane mAra khAvo nathI gamato to huM bIjAne mArIza nahIM. sAmI vyakti tamArI sAthe je vartana kare che te phakta vartana nathI. tame bhUtakALamAM e vyakti sAthe je kAMIpaNa karI cUkyA cho teno ja pratibhAva che. tame bhUtakALamAM trAsa Apyo haze to tamane trAsa maLe che, tame bhUtakALamAM upekSA karI haze to tamArI upekSA thAya che. tame bhUtakALamAM bIjAne phasAvyA haze to tamAre phasAvuM paDe che. sAthe rahelI vyaktio pratibhAva Ape che tema ApaNA vartamAna sAthe joDAyelo bhUtakALa paNa pratibhAva Ape che. sahavartI loko kadAca na Ape, bhUtakALa to tamArI kakSA mujabano pratibhAva tamane Apaze ja. dasa divasa jUno bhUtakALa. tame roja zrIkhaMDa khAtA ja rahyA. vartamAna divasa che agiyAramo. tamane zaradI thaze ja. traNa rAtano bhUtakALa. traNe rAta sUtA nahIM, UMdha ja nA lIdhI. cothA divase sakhata thAka lAgaze, bhUtakALano pratibhAva. bhUtakALa dUrano hoya che, najIkano hoya che. e pratibhAva batAve ja che. kAkA kAlelakare sarasa vAta lakhI che. | 'A duniyAmAM badhuM badalAya che. bhUtakALa badalAto nathI. badhuM asthira che, bhUtakALa sthira che.' tamane vyakti ke bhUtakALa pAsethI je maLyA kare che te pratibhAvone oLakhatA raho. tamane nA gamatuM tamArI sAthe bane tyAre tame evuM bIjA sAthe na karavAno saMkalpa karo. tame AgathI dAjhavAnuM pasaMda nathI karatA to bIjAnA gharamAM Aga nA lagADazo. tamArA taraphathI bIjAne maLanAro pratibhAva kharAba hoya to e tamArI javAbadArI banI jaze. tame bIjAne du:kha pahoMcADyuM te ja kSaNe tamArAM bhaviSyamAM du:khano praveza thaze te nakkI thaI gayuM. tamArI javAbadArI e che ke tame tamArA pratibhAvane kAbUmAM lo. loko kahe che ke svabhAva sudhAravo joIe. huM to spaSTa rIte mAnuM chuM. pratibhAva sudhAravA joIe. kharAba pratibhAva haragijha vyakta nA thavo joIe. pratibhAva bagADIne tame sAmA mANasa sAtheno saMbaMdha bagADo cho, khuda tamArI potAnI chApa bagADo cho ane bhaviSyanA eka khuNAne asalAmata banAvo cho. tamane sAMbhaLavA maLe te game tevuM hoya ke nA hoya eno pratibhAva kharAba nIkaLe nahIM tenuM dhyAna rAkhajo. tamArI sAthe thanAruM vartana sAruM hoya ke nA hoya, tamArA taraphathI eno pratibhAva ugra nA ja hovo joIe. kharAba ke tIkho ke ugra ke Akramaka pratibhAva ema pUravAra kare che ke tame sArA mANasa nathI. AkhA divasa daramyAna tamArA taraphathI kharAba pratibhAvo keTalA vyakta thayA che te rAte sUtAM pahelAM zodhI kADho. AvatI kAle e pratibhAvo ripITa nathI karavAnA tevI dhAraNA bAMdho, jAgatA rahejo. - 13 18 che

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parivartana tamAre Atmaparivartana karavuM haze to traNa kAma karavA paDaze. AtmanirIkSaNa, AtmavizvAsa ane Akramaka abhigama. tamArA khAte jamA thayelI bhUlo tamAre jovI paDaze. tame karI hatI ane tame karo cho te bhUlonuM lIsTa banAvo. rItasara kAgaLa ane pena laIne beso. eka eka bhUlone yAda karIne lakho. e bhUlono bacAva karavAnI dAnata rAkhatA nahIM. e bhUlo karI teno khulAso paNa ApavAno nathI. e bhUlo thaI che tenI aMgata kabUlAta karavAnI che. tame potAnI jAtane Thapako ApI zako cho. tame potAnI pAse javAba mAMgI zako cho. zA mATe A bhUlo meM karI haze ? tame e dareka bhUlo badala pastAvo anubhavo. tamArI bhItaramAM valopAta jagADo. tamArI lAcArI ke kamajorI aMge raMja anubhavo. paheluM kAma A che. Atma nirIkSaNa. tame vicAro, hiMmata ke sAthe vicAro. A badhI bhUlo sudharI zake tevI che ke nahIM ? amuka bhUlomAM sudhAro karI zakAya tema che. amuka bhUlomAM tame pote lAcAra cho. e bhUla hamaNAM rahevA do. eno ilAja pachI thaze. je bhUlo sAme tame lAcAra nathI, je bhUlomAM tame ekadama phasAyelA nathI te bhUlone judI tAravo. A bhUlo kharAba che mATe mAre emAM sudhAro karavo che tevuM vicAro. tame jo gabharAzo ke mUMjhAzo to majA nahIM Ave. tame e bhUlonI sAme laDavAmAM saphaLatA meLavI zako cho evuM dRDhapaNe vicAro. tame dhArazo to e bhUlo chUTaze. tame nakkI karazo to e bhUlamAMthI tame jarUra bahAra AvI zakazo. tame DhIlA hazo to meLa nahIM paDe. tamAre majabUta banI rahevAnuM. A bIjuM kAma. AtmavizvAsa. - have tame zarUAta karo. eka bhUla tame choDI rahyA cho. eka kharAba kAmanuM khAtuM tame baMdha karI rahyA cho. eka pApa tame mokUpha rAkhI rahyA cho. kacakacAvIne mahenata karajo. tame gabharAtA hazo to pApa chUTaze nahIM. tamArI AzA akhUTa rAkho. tame navu saMskAradhana arjIta karI rahyA cho. tame navAsavA cho tevuM mAno nahIM. tame AgaLa vadhI rahyA cho. tame pragatinA paMthe cho. tame DaratA nahIM, tame hAratA nahIM, tame TakI rahejo . tame nirNayane vaLagI rahejo . dhIme dhIme goThavAtuM jaze. tamAre parivartana mATe A ja dizAmAM cAlavuM paDaze. tame tamArI bhUlano vicAra nahIM karo to tamArA manamAM parivartanano vicAra nahIM jAgI zake. tame parivartana mATe AtmavizvAsu hazo nahIM to tamArAmAM hiMmata nahIM Ave. hiMmata nahIM Ave to tamArAmAM pharaka AvI nahIM zake, tame Aja sudhI jiMdagI jema tema jIvI cUkyA cho. have pachI tame gaMbhIratApUrvaka nirNaya laIne jIvanane AgaLa vadhAravA mAMgo cho. tamAre parivartana paddhatisara ane surekha Dhabe karavAnuM raheze. tame parivartana karavAno nirNaya karyo che. tame jItavAnA ja cho. besTa oNpha laka. - 19 ra0 ,

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jIvanamAM traNa stara traNa jIvana che. zarIranuM jIvana. mananuM jIvana. AtmAnuM jIvana. zarIra zvAsa le, zvAsa mUke. zarIramAM hRdaya dhabake, raktanuM paribhramaNa thAya. hoTha ane jIbha dvArA zarIra bole che ane khAya che. zarIra AMkho dvArA joI zake che. zarIra kAna dvArA sAMbhaLI zake che. zarIramAM roga thAya che ane maTe che. zarIra thAke che ane phreza thAya che. zarIra juvAna thAya che ane vRddha thAya che. zarIranuM jIvana che. mana vicAre che. mana kalpanA kare che. manamAM AnaMda ane zoka jAge che. manamAM Dara ane saMtoSa vase che. manamAM ciMtA ane hiMmata hoya che.mana pAse nirNaya ane utAvaLa che. mana pAse Ayojana ane rUparekhA che. mana samaje che. mana svIkAre che. mana asvIkAra jAhera kare che. mana mUMjhAya che ane rAhata meLave che. mananI duniyA agocara che. mananuM jIvana che. AtmAnuM jIvana, IMte hacamane zarIra. zAzvata ane avinAzI, gayA janmamAM AtmA hato. A janmamAM e ja AtmA che. AvatA janmamAM AtmA A ja haze. AtmA zarIra ane mananuM adhiSThAna che. AtmA bhItarano bheru che. AtmA paramAtmAnuM prAkaTya karI zake tevo sakSama che. AtmA coryAzInAM cakkaramAM rajhaLapATa kare che. AtmA alakha ane niraMjana che. AtmA avadhUta che. AtmA AMtaracetanA che. AtmAne joI zakAto nathI, anubhavI zakAya che. AtmAne maLI zakAtuM nathI, ene samajI zakAya che. zarIranuM jIvana AtmA calAve che. zarIra dvArA thatI dareka kriyA AtmA dvArA thAya che. UbhA thavuM hoya ke besavuM hoya AtmAnI sahAya zarIrane maLe che. sAMbhaLavuM hoya ke bolavuM hoya AtmA vinA zarIra nahIM cAle. UMghavuM hoya ke jAgavuM hoya, zarIramAM vaselA AtmAno sAtha levo ja paDe che, lakhavuM hoya to AtmAno sAtha joIe che, lakheluM vAMcavuM hoya to AtmAnI sahAya joIe che. jIvavuM hoya to AtmAnI jarUra. maravuM hoya to paNa AtmAnI jarUra. hA, maDadAM nathI maratAM. jIvatA mANaso ja mare che. zarIranuM jIvana AtmA calAve che. AtmA haTI jAya che ane zarIranuM jIvana pUruM thaI jAya che. hara eka sikaMdarakA aMjAma yahIM dekhA miTTImeM mIlI miTTI pAnI meM mIlA pAnI manane AtmA ja cAlatuM rAkhe che. mananI yAdazakti e AtmArAmanI kRpA che. mananI samajazakti AtmAnuM ja avataraNa che. mananI AzA ane nirAzA, AtmAnI cetanA che. mananA saMtoSa ane asaMtoSa, AtmAnA sathavAre vahe che. mana para AtmAnI zaktinuM varcasva che. saMsArane AtmAno Teko che. AtmA zarIra ane manane kAma lAge che. zarIranI eSaNA ane mananI mAgaNIne paMpALatI vakhate AtmAno vicAra thavo joIe. AtmA zarIrane sAcave che. AtmA manane sAcave che. zarIra AtmAne nathI sAcavatuM. mana paNa AtmAne nathI sAcavavuM. zarIra mATe AtmAnI upekSA thatI ja rahe che. zarIra paralokamAM sAthe nahotuM chatAM tenA bhAva bolAya che. AtmA paralokamAM sAthe hato chatAM tenI upekSA thAya che. mana mRtyu pachI bUjhAI javAnuM che. AtmAnI jayota jhaLahaLatI raheze chatAM mananI mAMga pUrI thAya che ane AtmAnI mAMgano vicAra suddhAM thato nathI. AtmAnuM jIvana kiMmatI che. AtmAnuM jIvana ApaNAM astitvanuM mULabhUta ghaTaka che. zarIranI kALajI jema levAya che tema AtmAnI kALajI levI joIe. mananI bhAvanA sacavAya che tema AtmAnI cetanAne sAcavavI joIe. zarIra mATe AtmAnI upekSA na thavI joIe. mananI pAchaLa ja nirNaya doDavA joIe nahIM. AtmA ApaNI oLakha che. zarIra ane mane mahoruM che. AtmA ApaNuM kuTuMba che. zarIra ane mana kevaLa pADozI che. AtmA ja sauthI agatyano che. AtmA ja sarvasva che. ciMtA AtmAnI karavI ghaTe, vicAra AtmAno ja thavo joIe. - 22 - ra

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tame koNa cho ? AjathI thoDAka varasa pUrve tame janma lIdho. AjathI thoDAka varasa pachI tamAruM jIvana pUrNa thaI javAnuM che. janama pUrve tame jIvatA hatA. mRtyu pachI tame jIvatA hazo. tame zarIra nathI, tame AtmA cho. tame Aje paisA pAchaLa mahenata karo cho, e paisA tamAruM ghara sAruM cAle te mATe kAma lAge che. e paisAnA jore samAjamAM tamAruM nAma prasiddha thayuM che. chatAM e paiso tamArI oLakhANa nathI. e paisA chellAmAM chelle tamArI smazAnayAtrA sudhI kAma lAgaze. pachI tame ekalA hazo. tame Aje ghara ane parivAra pAchaLa khAsso badho samaya phALavo cho. tamArI mATe e jIvananuM lakSya banI gayA che. gharamAM rahevA maLe che. parivAra sAthe AnaMda maLe che. ghara ane parivAra sAthenA saMbaMdhanuM AyuSya zAzvata nathI. eka divasa A baMnethI alaga thaI javAnuM che. tamAruM ghara ane tamArI phemilIlAIpha e tamArI sAcI oLakha nathI. tamane yAda na hoya tevA ghaNAM kAmo tame nAnapaNamAM karyA che. tamane khabara na hoya tevI ghaNI ghaTanA duniyAmAM bane che. e baMnenuM astitva jema nakArI zakAtuM nathI ema tamArI aMdara eka AtmA che tenuM astitva tame nakArI nA zako. tame ene yAda nathI karI zakatA, tamane enI hAjarInI anubhUti paNa nathI e judI vAta. AtmA to alaga ane anokho che ja. tamArI samakSa dhaMdhAmAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe dasa ke paMdara varasanuM eka plAnIMga che. e nizcita dorI pramANe tame AgaLa cAlo cho. tamane khabara nathI ke dasapaMdara varasabAda zuM thaze ? tame dhAro cho tevuM pariNAma Avaze ke nahIM Ave, tenI jANa tamane nathI, chatAM tame e aNajANa bhAvi mATe mahenata karo cho. AvI mahenata AtmA mATe thavI joIe. AtmAne najara samakSa rAkhIne dasa paMdara varasa pachInuM koI lakSya nathI hotuM. dasa paMdara varasa pachI navI saphaLatA hAthamAM Avaze ke nahIM Ave te nakkI nathI. e vakhate tamAro AtmA tamArI sAthe haze nakkI che. tamArI saMvedanA ane tamArI cetanA zarIra pUratI sImita nathI. tamAruM mana e tamArI aMtima lAgaNI nathI. tamArI icchA e tamAro mULabhUta avAja nathI. tamArI vedanA e tamArI sAcI oLakha nathI. tamAruM koI vyaktitva che. tamAruM astitva che. tamArI asmitA che. tame hajAro varasa pachI paNa cetanAvAnuM hazo. tamArI sAthe tamArI anubhUti ane saMvedanAo haze. tame tamArI AjanI jiMdagIne bhUlI cUkyA hazo. tamArA AjanAM duHkhe tyAM nahIM hoya. tamArA AjanAM sukha vinA tame jIvaMta hazo. e hajAro varasa pachInI tamArI jiMdagIne calAvato haze e tamAro AtmA haze. tame koNa cho? tame AtmA cho. tame zarIramAM cho. tame AtmA cho. tame zarIra nathI. tame AtmA cho. 23 24 -

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mAruM mRtyu mAruM sapanuM mArA ja zvAsa mane dago deto haze. mArA hRdayanA dhabakArA hAMphatA haze. mArI AMkhonAM popacAM thAkI gayA haze. mArA zarIranuM vajana pathArI para phelAI gayuM haze. mArI jIbha pAse uccAraNa nahIM hoya. mArA hoTho para zabdo goThavAze nahIM. mArAM jIvanano chello divasa haze. chellI ghaDI haze. mArI yAdazakti kamajora haze. manamAM cAlatA vicAro zRMkhalAbaddha nahIM hoya ane chatAM mAruM e mRtyu kevuM hoya e vize mAruM sapanuM che. mArA mRtyu vakhate mArA baMne hAtha khAlI haze. bephAme lakhyuM che tema - khAlI rahyAM' nA hAtha mArA paNa kaphana nIce mRtyunI pachI huM ya sikaMdara banI gayo. mArA maraNa samaye mAruM mana khAlI haze te mAruM sapanuM che. mane koInI mATe dveSa nahIM hoya. saMbaMdha mATe niyata thayelAM varaso pUrA thaI jAya che te ghaDIe e saMbaMdhamAM rahelI khArAza ane kaDavAzanI vidAya paNa nakkI thaI jAya che. vizvamAMthI vidAya lauM te pahelA mArA manamAMthI mArAM nAnakaDAM vizva mATenI mamatA paNa vidAya leze. mArI pAse ApavA jevuM zuM hatuM ? thoDo prema, thoDo Akroza, thoDo gusso, thoDo jusso. meM ApyuM che te badhuM sAruM ja hatuM ke kharAba ja hatuM tevI aMtima avadhAraNA nahIM bAMdhI zakuM. mRtyunA samaye, ApavAno vahevAra pUro thaI jaze. mArA gayA pachI meM ApeluM jIvatuM raheze. huM bhAvanA rAkhIza ke mArI pAchaLa mArAM sArAM pradAno jIve ane mArAM kharAba pradAna bhUMsAI jAya. mane khabara che ke A mArA hAthamAM nathI. meM na karavA jevuM je karI lIdhuM che te mArA gayA pachI paNa mArAM svajanonAM dilamAM jakhama rUpe jIvaze. e loko mane mApha bhale karI de. mane to mArI bhUlano raMja rahevAno ja. maravAnI kSaNe mane mArI bhUlo yAda Avaze. mAro jIva nIkaLe te pUrve mArI AMkhomAMthI pastAvAnAM akhUTa AMsuo nIkaLaze. huM saune yAda karIne manomana mAphI mAMgIza. mArA mATenI tamAma phariyAdonA khulAsA huM karI zakavAno nathI. huM mArI tamAma nirbaLatAonI kabUlAta karI laIza. bolAze to nahIM. huM vicArIza ane svIkArIza. mArI pAse aDhaLaka pazcAtApa haze. mArA manamAM bIjAnI mATe kazo DaMkha nahIM hoya ane saunAM manamAM mArI mATe gerasamaja nA rahe tevI mArI tamannA haze. mane saunI pAsethI khUba badhuM ane ghaNuM badhuM ane khAsse badhuM maLyuM che. mAre teno AbhAra mAnavAno bAkI che. jIvananA AkharI zvAsonI sAthe huM saune kRtajJabhAve nihALIza. mane e sau taraphathI vizvAsa, prema, mArgadarzana, sadUbhAva, samajadArI ane keTaluMya maLyuM che te mane yAda Avaze. mArA romAMca khaDA thaI jaze. mArA jevA pAmara ane mAmUlI mANasane ATalA badhA upakAro varasAvIne saMtuSTa rAkhanArA mArA tamAma svajanone huM atyaMta Adara bhAve nihALIza. mArA AtmA pAse rahelI saMvedanAmAMthI nIpajelI mamatA huM vAgoLIza. saMbaMdho pUrA thaI rahyA haze te sAthe ja mAre mamatA pUrI karavAnI haze. chellA zvAsa mArI mamatAne mAre vidAya ApavAnI che. svajano sAthe nahIM Ave ane emanI mamatA sAthe Avaze to mArA AtmAne asaMtoSa raheze. mAre saMtoSa sAthe javuM che. mamatA rAkhIne jIvavAnuM jIvI lIdhuM. mamatA rAkhIne maravAnuM na hoya. mamatA choDIne ja marAya. jIva saddagate jAya te mATe mamatAnuM vimocana huM karIza. mamatA chUTI jaze pachI mArA AyuSyanAM baMdhana tUTaze. Akhare mAruM zarIra chUTaze. mane khabara nathI huM kyAM jaIza. mane khabara che ke huM jayAM jaIza tyAM vadhu sAro banIne bahAra AvIza. mAruM mRtyu ane mAruM sapanuM sAkAra thAya tevI prabhu prArthanA. 5 26

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be paisAnuM lAkyuM eka sarasa bhajana vAMceluM, varaso pahelAM. enA zabdo dvArA manamAM hilloLa sarjAyelo. Aje paNa te akabaMdha che. bhajananI vAta lAkaDAM para cAlI hatI. ApaNAM jIvanamAM sAco mitra maLe te ApaNuM sabhAgya. jIvatA ane maratAM sAtha Ape te mitra, janma thayo tyArathI cheka mRtyu sudhImAM sauthI vadhu kAma lAgyuM che lAkaDuM. janma pUro thayo pachI paNa sauthI vadhu kAma lAgyuM che lAkaDuM. jUnA jamAnAnI vAta che. ApaNo janma thAya che, sUvA mATe ghoDiyuM rAkhyuM hoya che te lAkaDAnuM hoya che. ramavA mATeno ghugharo lAkaDAno. cAlatA zIkhavA mATe traNa paiDAnI nAnakaDI ThelaNagADI hatI, lAkaDAnI banelI. ramavA mATe vaDavAIo para laTakatA, lAkaDuM. ramata ramatA temAM gillIdaMDA phevarITa hato, lAkaDuM. gAya cAravA jatA, lAThI lAkaDAnI. gAya ke bheMsa tophAne caDe to be paga vacce lAkaDuM laTakAvatA. bahAragAma javuM hoya to gADuM hatuM lAkaDAnuM. khetara kheDavAnuM haLa hatuM lAkaDAnuM. moTA thayA, paisA kamAyA, tijorImAM paisA mUkatA. tijorImAM vaparAtuM, sIsAnuM lAkaDuM. ghara to banAvyuM, bArIbAraNA vinA salAmatI nahotI, bArI ane bAraNAM banyAM lAkaDAnAM. khetaramAM mAMcaDA banAvatA, lAkaDuM. gharamAM rasoI mATeno cUlo hato, lAkaDuM vaparAtuM. prasaMgonI ujavaNImAM gAma bheguM thaIne nAcatuM, rAsa mATenA dAMDiyA ane Dhola vaparAtA tenI banAvaTa lAkaDAnI ja rahetI. ghe2 kapaDAM mUkavA mATenA paTArA hatA, lAkaDAnA, nadI pAra karavA nAva ke tarApo vAparatA, lAkaDuM. kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM tApaNuM karatA, lAkaDuM bALIne. bhara unALe vaDapIMpaLanA chAMyaDe nIMdara letA, lIluM lAkaDuM, rAte jaMpIne UMghI javAno khATalo, lAkaDAno ja to hato. lAkaDuM jiMdagIbhara sAthe rahyuM che. gAmarakhopA mATe hAthamAM rakhAtI kaDiyALI DAMga lAkaDAnI. buDhApAmAM paga DagamagatA hatA tyAre hAthamAM pakaDelI lAThI paNa lAkaDAnI. be paisAnuM lAkaDuM jIMdagIbhara dostI nibhAve che. chAparAnuM ghara ane teno mobha lAkaDAno raheto. lAkaDuM AkhA gharano mobhI hatuM, AkhA jIvanano mobhI hatuM. Aje plAsTikano ane sTIlano sasto jamAno che. lAkaDAnI bhejabhInI dostI AjanI peDhInAM nasIbamAM nathI. jUno jamAno lAkaDAno jore jItyo ane kevaLa jIvavAnI vAta nathI. pati, bhAI, bahena, mAtA, pitA, mitro, paricito, A sau sAthe rahe che, jIvana cAle tyAre sudhI. maryA pachI sau ApaNane vidAya Ape che. maryA bAda ApaNI sAthe lAkaDuM rahe che. ApaNI nanAmI lAkaDAnI hoya che ane e lAkaDuM ApaNI sAthe baLI jAya che. smazAnanuM lAkaDuM paNa ApaNI sAthe ja baLe che. maryA pachI paNa A lAkaDuM sAtha nibhAve che, jiMdagIno sauthI sAco dosta A lAkaDuM che. bhajana majAnI vAta kare che, tame jene potAnA mAnI rahyA cho te dago daI de che. tame jenI noMdha paNa letA nathI te satata tamArI sAthe rahe che. be paisAnuM lAkaDuM ApaNane satata sAcave che. te to ThIka, e lAkaDuM ApaNI pAsethI koI ja apekSA rAkhatuM nathI. e lAkaDuM potAno hakadAvo kyAreya nathI noMdhAvatuM. A bhajananA lakhanAre vijJAnanA niyamano ullekha karyo nathI. vAtAvaraNamAM rahelAM kArbanaDAyoksAIDane gaLI janArAM lIlAM pAMdaDAne A lAkaDuM ugADe che. bhagavAnanA khoLe mUkAtA phUlone nAjuka lAkaDuM ugADe che. svAdanI sahasra vidhA dharAvatAM phaLone lAkaDuM ugADe che. ApaNA hAIve para lIlo kuMjAra chAMyaDo A lAkaDuM pAthare che. bhajananuM kendra lAkaDuM hovA chatAM lAkaDuM nathI. bhajana ema kahe che : A lAka jevo sAtha ane sahakAra Ape che tevo sahakAra parivAra ke paricito pAsethI maLato nathI ane maLavAno nathI. ATalI custa, prAmANika sevA ApanArAM lAkaDAM mATe mane jo mamatA nathI thatI to lAkaDAM karatAM ochI sevA karanArA kuTuMba ane parivAra para mane mamatA nA thavI joIe. parivAra karatAM lAkaDuM vadhu upakArI che. lAkaDuM be paisAnuM lAge che. parivAra to potAno svArtha cUkato ja nathI. tenI kiMmata zuM karavAnI ? 28 -

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eka re divasa evo Avaze ! savAra paDI haze. gharamAM ghaNA loko bhegA thayA haze. smazAne javAnI taiyArI cAlatI haze. gharamAM eka nanAmI paDI haze. eka jIvato mANasa maDaduM banI gayo haze. tene nanAmI para bAMdhavAno haze, ene navaDAvIne dorIthI bAMdhI devAmAM Avaze. e tame hazo. gharamAM sau rotA haze. eka phoTo mUkAyo haze gharamAM. e navA phoTA samakSa dIvo ane agarabattI jalAvyA haze. sukhaDano hAra caDAvyo haze. e phoTAmAM rahelI vyakti khuda tame hazo. nanAmI ucakAze. roDa para cAraso pAMcaso mANasonuM ToLuM cAlatuM haze. badhA ja mANaso jIvatA haze. eka ja mANasa jIvato nahIM hoya. badhA ja cAlatA haze. eka mANasa cAlato nahIM hoya. e tame hazo. citA para nanAmI mukAze. lAkaDAno gaMja khaDakAze. Aga cAMpavAmAM Avaze. AsapAsa ToLe vaLelA loko vAta karatA haze. badhA AgathI dUra beThA haze. AgamAM eka mANasa sUto haze. e tame hazo. Aga zarIra para patharAze. virodha nahIM thAya. cAmaDI baLI jaze. vALa saLagI jaze. AMkho AgamAM haMmeza mATe ogaLI jaze. hADakA sivAya badhuM khAkha thaI jaze. e zarIra jenuM haze te virodha nahIM kare, cIso nahIM paDe, bhAgI nahIM jAya. e tame hazo. roja gharamAM vAta karanAro avAja gAyaba haze. roja savAre UThI janAro mANasa gharamAM hAjara nahIM hoya. roja AkhA gharane mAthe lenArI vyakti gumanAma haze. ghara e ja haze, gharano mAlika hAjara nahIM hoya ane e tame hazo. chApAnAM chellAM pAne jAherAta AvI haze. besaNuM haze teno samaya jAhera thayo haze. parivAranA sabhyonI sahI paNa chApavAmAM AvI haze. jagyA ane tArIkha paNa lakhAyA haze. e jAherAta sAthe eka phoTA chapAyo haze ane e tame hazo. parivArajano emane yAda karatA haze. mitro emanA svabhAvanAM vakhANa karatA haze. oLakhItAo emanI mATe sArA zabdo bolatA haze. duzmano paNa emane mApha karIne ghare besavA AvyA haze. eka vyaktinI pAchaLa eka nAnakaDuM vizva rotuM haze. e koNa haze ? e tame hazo. gharamAM ghaDiyALa cAlatuM ja raheze. divasamAM dasavAra gharano daravAjo ughaDato raheze. navA mahemAno Avaze. navA nirNayo levAze. kaeNlenDaranI tArIkho badalAtI raheze. mahinAo vaheze. varaso vaheze. sau potapotAnI rIte goThavAI jaze. eka vyakti have kevaLa bhUtakALa banI jaze. e tame hazo. tamAruM A eka nizcita bhaviSya che. eka divasa evo AvavAno ja che. tame davAo lIdhI haze, oNparezana karAvyA haze. sArAmAM sArA DaoNkTaro sAthe beThaka yojI haze. deza-videzanA khyAtanAma cikitsako dvArA tamAro upacAra thayo haze. jene jIvavAnI khUba icchA haze ane chatAM je jIvI zakyo nahIM hoya e khuda tame hazo. - 29 30 -

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evuM ja mAMgu mota prabhu pAse hakathI mAMgI zakAya tevI bhakti me karI nathI. prabhune pUjA che, prabhunuM mAthuM rAkhyA che, prabhune AtmasarpaNa karyuM nathI. prabhu mAMgavAnI chUTa Ape to ja mAMgI zakAya. samajo ke prabhue mAMgavAnI chUTa ApI to huM zuM mAMgI zakuM ? karasanadAsa mANekanA zabdo che. evuM ja mAguM mota, hari huM to evuM ja mAMgu mota. bhagavAnane kahevuM che ke mAre mRtyu nathI joItuM. mAre amara thaI javuM che. paraMtu maraNa AvavAnuM ja che to mAre evuM mRtyu joIe che je amara hoya. mRtyu amara hoya, mRtyu mane amara banAve tevuM hoya, mArI A icchA. mRtyu samaye zuM na joIe ? A thayuM hota ne te thayuM hota ne jo peluM thayuM hota aMta same evA oraDAnI hoya na gotAgota mArA mRtyu sAthe ja jIvana sAthenI tamAma vicAraNAo pUrNa thaI gaI haze. mRtyu eTale jIvananI kSaNonI bAdabAkI. samaya ja nathI to mulAkAta zAnI ? mulAkAta ja nathI to oratA zAnA ? mArI adhUrI icchAne lIdhe mArAM manamAM ajaMpo jAgavo joIe nahIM. je karyuM te paNa bhUlI javAnuM. je karavAnuM bAkI rahyuM te paNa bhUlI javAnuM. zuM bAkI rahyuM che te yAda karavAnI kamajorI mRtyu samaye mane nA naDe tevI kRpA karajo bhagavAna. aMtima zvAsalagI AtamanI avicala calavuM gota otaprota houM ApamahI jyAre uDe prANakapota mArA zarIramAMthI mArA AtmAne bahAra nIkaLavuM haze. mArA AtmA sAthe zarIra ane zarIra sAthe saMkaLAyelo vartamAna saMsAra rahevAno ja nathI. e badhuM dhumADAnI jema vIkharAI javAnuM che. mArI sAthe Avaze, meM mAgyuM haze to tamAruM sAMnidhya. mArA zvAsa aTake tyAre prabhu, tame mArAM haiyAmAM vasajo. mAro jIva gabharAya tyAre tame karuNA karIne mArAmAM kAma pUrajo bALamaMdirathI dazamI sudhI eka ja skUlamAM bhaNanAro vidyArthI esa. esa. sI. pAsa thayA pachI skUla choDe che. skUlamAMthI bahAra AvatI vakhate e skUla choDavA badala du:khI hoto nathI. skUla pAsethI meLavavAnuM hatuM e meLavI lIdhuM che. skUlamAM je bAkI rahyuM te have AgaLa vadhAravAnuM che. navI jagyA. navo mukAma. navuM sthAna, navI gatividhi. varaso sudhI eka ja jiMdagInA saMgAthe jIvyA pachI je divase jiMdagIne choDavAnI haze te vakhate mArA manamAM choDavA mATenI vedanA na hoya ane AvI rahelA navA mukAmanI pUrNa taiyArI hoya. evuM ja mAMgu mota. - 1 3ra che

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prabhune nivedana prabhu mArA mRtyunI kSaNe tuM mArI sAthe raheje. mane maravAno Dara nathI. tuM maLI gayo che eno parama saMtoSa che mane. mArAM maraNa vakhate mAre mArA paisA choDI devA paDaze, ghara ane parivAra choDI devA paDaze. mAruM zarIra paNa mAre gumAvI devAnuM che. mArI AkhI jiMdagIne, jiMdagIbharanI mahenatane choDI mUkIne mAre jatA rahevuM paDaze, mane enI khAsa phariyAda nathI. mAre tane choDIne jatA rahevAnuM che teno mane ghaNo raMja che. bIje janma thaze tyAM puNya haze tevuM sthAna maLaze. mane paravA nathI. sArI jagyA maLaze nahIM to cAlI jaze. mane phikara kevaLa eTalI ja che ke e paralokamAM tAro bheTo mane thaze nahIM to mAruM zuM thaze ? atyAre to mane tArI Adata thaI gaI che. tArI pUjA vinA mane khAvAnuM bhAvatuM nathI. tArAM darzana vinA mArI savAra adhUrI lAge che. tArI AratInA sonerI teja vinAnI sAMja mane gamatI nathI. tuM mArA jIvanano hisso banI gayo che. tArA zabdoe mane samajaNa ApI che. tArI hAjarI nathI teno khAlIpo tArI vANI dvArA bhUMsAyo che. mArA mAnasika saMtApone tArI mUrtinAM manohara smita dvArA huM bhUlI zakuM chuM. mArI duniyAdArI niSphaLatAnA samayamAM tArA maMdiranA khoLe besIne behada nirAMta anubhavI che. tAro sAtha mArA jevA pAmara mANasanI mogherI mUDI che. maravAnI ghaDI Ave tyAre huM haoNspiTalamAM hoIza ke roDa eNksIDanTamAM jakhamI thayelo hoIza ke gharanI bhIMto vacce bhIMsAto hoIza ke bIjI hAlatamAM behAla hoIza. zuM thayuM haze tenI mane kalpanA nathI. e kSaNoe zvAsa levAto nahIM hoya. hRdaya dhabakavAmAM thAkatuM haze. magaja vicArI zakatuM nahIM hoya. AMkho para sapheda aMdhakAra patharAto haze. A vakhate mAre tamAro sathavAro joIze, mArA nAtha. meM tamArI mATe kAMI karyuM nathI. meM tamArI bhakti karI che tethI vadhu avajJA karI che. huM tamAro bhakta gaNAvAne lAyaka nathI. mArI jiMdagIne veraNa cheraNa karI nAMkhavAmAM mArA manahUsa svabhAve ja bhAga bhajavyo che. mane maravAnA samaye mAro svabhAva naDI jaze tenI bIka lAge che. mArAM maraNa ane mArA svabhAvanI Takkara thaze tyAre mAruM maraNa jakhamI banIne bagaDI jaze. mArA bhagavAna, mArI tamane vinaMtI che. ke maravAnI ghaDIe mArA svabhAvane to tArA kAbUmAM rAkhaje. mArA manamAM uThatA vicAro, mArA dilamAM uThatI lAgaNI, mArA bhAvanAtaMtramAMthI jAgato avAja A badhuM ja bhagavAna tArI sAthe ekarAga hoya tevI mArI jhaMkhanA che. mane khabara che ke chellI ghaDIe jene bhagavAna maLe tene janamojanama bhagavAna maLe che. chellI ghaDIe prabhuthI vikhUTA rahe tene prabhu kadApi pharI maLatA nathI. tamArAthI judA thavAnI AkharI ghaDIe huM AMkhamAM AMsu bharIne tamArI mAphI mAMgIza, huM prArthanA karIza ke AvatA bhavamAM mane nAnapaNathI prabhu maLe. huM vinaMtI karIza ke prabhu mane AgAmI janmArAmAM pahelethI potAnI najIka rAkhe. mane prabhunI vidAya levAnuM nahIM game. maMdiramAMthI bahAra nIkaLatI vakhate ghaMTa raNakAvuM chuM huM. mArA kAnamAM e kalAko sudhI guMje che. maravAnI ghaDIe tArAthI dUra javAnuM haze, prabhu. tuM tArA hAthe chellI vakhata tArA premano raNakAra saMbhaLAvaje, mane maravAnuM du:kha nathI. mane tArAthI dUra javuM paDaze tenuM du:kha che. maryA pachI huM kyAM jaIza tenI mane khabara nathI. mane kevaLa eTalI khabara che ke mAro navo avatAra jayAM thAya tyAM mArA bhagavAne mAro hAtha pakaDavAno che. mArA vinA prabhunuM aTakavAnuM nathI. prabhu vinA mAruM avazya aTakavAnuM che. mArA para prabhune vizvAsa hoya, mArI prabhu pratyenI zraddhA jo sAcI hoya to mane AvatA janmamAM prabhu pharIvAra maLavA joIe. maLazone prabhu ? - 33 34 che

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bhagavAna pAse beso cho ? savArano samaya che. maMdiramAM prabhumUrti samakSa tame UbhA cho. pAchaLa ghaMTanAda thAya che. dhUpanI dhUmraseranI suvAsa mahorI rahI che. prArthanA ane stutinA zabdo saMbhaLAya che. najara mUrti para sthira che. badhuM ja sAva bhUlI javAya che. zarIramAM hovAnI sabhAnatA kharI paDe che. mobho ane moTAInA khyAla pAchaLa rahI jAya che. bhagavAna kevaLa bhagavAna tarIke ja dekhAya che. bhagavAna pAse mAMgavAnuM yAda nathI AvatuM. bhagavAna pAse mAMgatI vakhate boTAdakaranA zabdo yAda Ave. kadI mAguM toye vagara adhikAre nava maLe. vinA mAgyuM vhAlA ! adhikRti thatA satvara jaDe. mAMgavAno haka nathI. kayAM moDhe mAMgavAnuM ?bhagavAna pAse UbhA rahevAnI paNa yogyatA nathI. mArA pApono paDachAyo mArI mAMgaNImAM paDe che. bhagavAna pAse paisA mAMguM, duniyAdArInI saphaLatA mAMguM, sodAbAjImAM phAyado mAMguM. mAro svArtha sAdhavA prabhuno upayoga karuM, mArI apekSAne pUrI karavA bhagavAnane hAtho banAvuM. bhagavAna mArA kapaTane oLakhe che. bhagavAna Thapako nathI ApatA. bhagavAna to duzmanane paNa AzIrvAda Ape che. bhagavAne Aja sudhI ApaNane bharapUra ApyuM che. bhagavAna pAsethI je maLyuM teno AbhAra mAMgavAne badale bhagavAna pAse navI bhIkha mAMgI che. bhagavAna mArI lAlacane joI zake che. bhagavAna karuNAmaya che. bhagavAna nArAja thatA nathI. mAre bhagavAnanI dRSTi samajIne bolavuM joIe. bhagavAnanuM maMdira duniyAthI alaga che. bhagavAna duniyAnI jhaMjhaTane svArthI ane azAMtimaya mAne che. huM bhagavAna pAse mAMguM chuM to svArtha ane azAMti mAguM chuM. mane bhagavAna pAse AvIne mAruM jagata bhUlatA nathI AvaDatuM. huM maMdiramAM AvatA pahelA cappala bahAra utAruM chuM, paNa saMsAra bahAra UtArato nathI. saMsAra laIne bhagavAna sAme 34 AvuM. bhagavAne potAnA svArthane kacAreya mahattva ApyuM nathI. huM bhagavAnane mahattva ApavAne badale mArA svArthane mahattva ApuM chuM. bhagavAna ane kRpA mahattvanI nathI, mAro svArtha sadhAya te mahattvanuM che. mArI najara bhagavAna sAme nathI. mArI najara mArAM sukha sAme che. mAre bhagavAna sAme jotA zIkhavuM joIe. mArA bhagavAnanI mUrti suMdara mukhamudrA manohara che. bhagavAnanI AMkhomAM teja che. nirdoSatA ane nirmaLatA che. bhagavAnanAM hAsyamAM sAttvikatA che. bhagavAna pAse besIne ekAgra banuM. AMkho sthirabhAve prabhune joyA kare. prabhunI mukharekhA jIvaMta che tevI anubhUti pAmuM. prabhunA hoTho hamaNAM bolI uThaze tevI utsukatA anubhavuM. prabhu mArI vAta sAMbhaLI rahyAM che evo sAkSAAva pAmuM. prabhu mArA AtmAne saMbhALI leze tevI zraddhA bAMdhuM. prabhu pAse roja jauM chuM. mArA samayano eka khUNo prabhu sAthe joDAyo hoya che. prabhune mArI rajeraja khabara che. prabhu samakSa huM raDuM chuM. prabhu samakSa huM kAkalUdI karuM chuM. prabhu sivAya tamAma vicAro visAre paDe che. prabhu ja mArI duniyA. prabhu ja svArtha. prabhu ja mAruM sukha. prabhu pAse mane besatAM AvaDe to prabhu mArAM haiyAmAM bese. 36 *

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paramAtmAne premapatra saranAmuM nathI takalIpha che. bAkI roja lakhavA jevo che paramAtmAne premapatra. AjakAla grITIMganI dukAno khUba cAle che. have to gurupUrNimAnAM grITIMga paNa maLe che. prabhune ApI zakAya tevuM kArDa vecanArI dukAna khUlI nathI. prabhune pahoMcADe tevo TapAlI nathI maLyo. prabhunI kRpAthI jiMdagI sarasa cAlI. rahI che. prabhue ApaNane badhuM ApyuM che. ApaNe prabhune kazuM nathI ApyuM. prabhu to varase che vAdaLa banIne. ApaNe bhIkhArInI jema mAMgatA rahyA, letA rahyA. mora banIne kadI nA bhIMjAyA. cAtaka paMkhI jevI ekAMgI bhakti nA karI zakyA. prabhu duniyAnA rAjarAjezvara che. badhAM sukho temanI pAse che. paripUrNa jJAnacetanAnA e svAmI che. ApaNe prabhune kAgaLa lakhavo che. rameza pArekha to prabhune kAgaLa lakhavA vinaMtI kare che. zabdo majAnA che. avara bIjA koInA akSara nathI ukalatA mane ke kAgaLa hari lakhe to bane prabhue AkhI jiMdagI lakhI che. prabhue ApaNAM dareka sukha para hastAkSara aMkita karyA che. ApaNA saMtoSa para prabhuno hAtha che. ApaNI zAMti prabhunuM sarjana che. prabhu zuM kAma lakhe ? prabhue to sonA jevI jiMdagI lakhIne ApI ja dIdhI che. ApaNe prabhune lakhavuM joIe, pheksa ke esa. ema. esa. nahIM cAle. lAMbo kAgaLa lakhavAno. premapatramAM sAmI vyaktine yAda karIe chIe tevAM vAkyo avazya hoya che. prabhune lakhavAnuM : prabhu vinA gamatuM nathI, prabhuno prasanna cahero satata najara samakSa rahe che, maMdiramAM besIne prabhu sAthe gALelo samaya satata yAda Ave che. prabhu pAsethI hUMpha ane hiMmata maLyA che evI kabUlAta karavAnI. prabhu vinA to jiMdagI khAlIkhama che tevA ekarAra karavAno. prabhu sAthe nathI to keTalI badhI takalIpho paDe che. prabhujI pAsethI hajI keTalI bhAvanAtmaka apekSA che te badhuM laMbANathI lakhavAnuM. premapatra vAMcanArane premapatramAM majA Ave ke nahIM te nakkI na kahevAya. premapatra lakhanArane to puSkaLa majA Ave che. premapatranI lITIe lITImAM e khovAI jAya che. prabhumAM khovAI javAnuM. prabhunAM nAme akSaro ane prabhunAM nAme rajUAta. prabhu para haka rAkhavAno. prabhu sAthe jhaghaDo mAMDavAno. prabhune lakhatA lakhatA raDI paDavAnuM. thoDAM vAkyo evA goThavavAnA je vAMcavAthI prabhune paNa hasavuM AvI jAya. prabhune premapatra lakhIne hAMsila zuM thAya che? prabhu ApaNAM sukhonuM mULa che tevI bhAvanA ghaDAya che prabhunA sahAyaka svabhAvanI asarataLe vicAravAthI svArthabhAvanA ghaTe che. potAnAM du:kha prabhune jaNAvyA che mATe bIjAne duHkha ApavAnI hiMmata cAlatI nathI. prabhu pAse pApo kabUlyAM che mATe pApo pharIvAra karavAnA hoya to zarama Ave che. prabhune patra lakhavAnI A AkhI vAta taddana ja kAlpanika che. paraMtu mIrAMbAI ke zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjA prabhunAM nAmano pukAra karIne dilanI vAto jAhera karI zake che tenI jema ApaNAM manane prabhu sAme kholavAnI bhAvanA adbhuta AnaMda Ape che. premapatra e aMtarAtmAnuM samarpaNa che. premapatra e saMvedanAnuM Avedana che. prabhune premapatra lakho. prabhu pAse jaIne e kAgaLa pharIthI vAMco. e kAgaLa vAMcavAmAM ekAMtanI jarUra paDaze. nirAMte besavAnI pharaja paDaze. e kAgaLa lakhavAmAM potAnI jAta mATe navesarathI vicAravuM paDaze. prabhune zuM game ane zuM na game enI surekha kalpanA karavI paDaze. prabhu sAthe vAto karavAnI javAbadArIno sAco khyAla Avaze. prabhu e kevaLa mUrti nathI balba mUrtimAM vaselo jIvaMta AdhAra che te samajAze. prabhunI bhakti nakkara banI jaze. 39 38 che.

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prabhujI, ajavALAM dekhADo parama prabhu. ApanI sAthe mAro janamajanamano nAto che. Apa mane sAcavatA rahyA cho. Apa mane ugAratA rahyA cho. takalIphomAM Apano saMgAtha che. muMjhavaNamAM ApanI hUMpha che. mArI ghaNI badhI samasyAo ekamAtra Ape ja ukelI che. Apano sathavAro hoya to mANasa garIba ke kamajora hoI zake nahIM. huM evo pAmara chuM ke Apano sathavAro maLyo che chatAM du:khI rahuM chuM. mane ApanI pAsethI zuM apekSA che? mane ApanI dRSTi joIe che. ApanuM jJAna anaMta che. mAruM jJAna sImita che. sarakhAmaNIno koI ja prazna nathI. ApanAM jJAnano aMza eka mane ApI zako to mAre ghaNuM che. mArAM jIvanamAM ghaTanA ane bhAvanAnI jugalabaMdI cAlI rahI che. banavI joIe tevI ghaTanA nathI banatI. jAgavI joIe tevI bhAvanA nathI ja jAgatI. na banavI joIe tevI ghaTanA bane che. na jAgavI joIe tevI bhAvanA jAge che. ghaTanA para mAro kAbu nA hoya. saMyogo ane sAthIdAronuM saMkalana thAya temAMthI ghaTanA nIpaje che. saMyogo para mArI pakaDa nA hoI zake. sAthIdAro para mAruM varcasva, jaDa jevuM varcasva hoI zake nahIM. saravALe ghaTanA kevI hoI zake che tenI huM kalpanA ke tenuM anumAna huM karI zakuM chuM. ghaTanA kevI hovI joIe tenuM sarjana huM nathI karI zakato. ghaTanA to bahAra bane che. ghaTanA mArA zarIrathI bahAra, mArA manathI bahAra AkAra le che. bhAvanAnuM tevuM nathI. bhAvanA mArA manamAM ghoLAya che. bhAvanA mArA aMtarAtmAnI sArI khoTI anubhUti che. bhAvanA mArA kAbUmAM rahetI nathI te hakIkata che. ghaTanAo pramANe bhAvanAo ghaDAya che. ghaTanA badalAya tema bhAvanAo badalAya che. apekSA mArI e che ke ghaTanA para kAbU rahe, e rAkhavAnA prayatno karatAM bhAvanA para kAbU rAkhavAnA mArA prayatno vadhu * 39 upayogI che. ghaTanA ane bhAvanAmAM svataMtratAnI dRSTie vicAruM chuM to bhAvanA para kAma karavAmAM vadhAre svataMtratA che. bhAvanAnuM hovuM ane na hovuM te mArI mAnasikatA para nirbhara che. ghaTanAnuM hovuM ke na hovuM temAM mAro koI ja prabhAva nathI. bhAvanAnI ghaDAmaNa mArA hAthamAM che. ghaTanAne sensara karI zakato nathI. bhAvanAne sensara karI zakuM chuM. mane paisA maLe te ghaTanA che. mane e paisAthI saMtoSa thAya te paNa bhAvanA che ane te paisA joIne mane asaMtoSanI lAgaNI thAya te paNa bhAvanA che. paisA to eka ja che. bhAvanA be AvI. mAre kaMI bhAvanA rAkhavI te nakkI karavAnuM mArA hAthamAM che. huM paisAnI ghaTanAne saMtoSa tarapha laI jAuM te mAro vijaya che. huM paisAnI ghaTanAne asaMtoSa tarapha laI jAuM te mAro parAjaya che. dareka ghaTanA mATe ekathI vadhu bhAvanA jAgatI hoya che. mArI sAthe banatI ghaTanAomAM bhAvanAno DhALa haMmezA sArI dizAno hoya tevI mArI jhaMkhanA che. ghaTanA karatAM bhAvanAnuM mahattva vizeSa che. sukha ane duHkha ghaTanAmAM nathI rahetAM. bhAvanAmAM rahe che. ghaTanA ane bhAvanAne taddana judA pADIne jotA mane nathI AvaDatuM. gUMcavADA thAya che. kALuM bhammara aMdhAruM gherAyeluM rahe che. prabhujI ajavALAM dekhADo.

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guru caraNe ajJAna ane alpatAmAM baMdhAyelA AtamarAmane guru sarbodha Ape che. mAbApa avatAra Ape che. guru sadvicAra Ape che. guru zraddhA jagADe che. guru, zraddhAne jIvaMta rAkhe che. guru Ape che. guru varase che. guru na maLyA tyAra sudhI adhUrA hoIe chIe. guru maLe che te pUrNatAnI pA pA pagalI kahevAya. gurunA khoLe jIvananuM arpaNa karIe to paNa ochuM che. gurue saMskAra ane samajaNa ApI che. guru vinA jagatamAM bhUlA paDI javAya che. mA-bApa ke bhAIbahena lAgaNIvaza bhUla kare che. guru lAgaNIvaza nathI, kaNAvaza che. mATe guru dvArA bhUla thAya ja nahIM. guru pAse aphATa jJAna che. guru pAse agAdha AsthA che. gurunuM jIvana AdarzabhUta che. guru sAthe vAta karI zake te dhanya. guruno javAba meLave te kRtArtha. gurunI AjJA zire caDAve te mahAbhAga. gurunI zodha karavI joIe. samajyA vinA gurune meLavI zakAtA nathI. game te ajANa AdamIne guru tarIke svIkArI zakAya nahIM. gurumAM guNo dekhAvA joIe. guruno sarvazreSTha saguNa hoya niHspRhatA. guru vinA ApaNane na cAle. gurune ApaNA vinA cAlI zake. guru ekalA jIvavA taiyAra che. guru pote ja potAnI javAbadArI saMbhALI le che. guru ApaNI para AdhArita banI jatA nathI. guru aMtaranI aLagA rahIne jIve che. guruthI kazuM chupuM rAkhyuM hoya to guru nArAja nathI thatA kemake guru ApaNAmAM rasa ja letA nathI. guru vyaktigata saMbaMdhanI vyAkhyAmAM baMdhAtA nathI. guru to janmojanmanA saMbaMdhanI milakata che. guru sAme ApaNe bALaka jevA chIe. guru vaDIla ke vAlI nathI. guru mArgadarzaka che, kevaLa. guru ApaNane nathI jotA. guru ApaNAM bhaviSyane tAke che. guru ApaNI sAthe vAta nathI karatA. guru ApaNA bhUtakALa sAthe vAta kare che. guru vartamAna kSaNe tamArA nAma nathI pUchatA, tamArA avAjane nathI sAMbhaLatA, guru tamArA astitvane tapAse che. gurune tamArI pAse koI svArtha nathI. gurunI najaramAM cAlAkI nathI. guru tamArAM hRdayamAM DokiyuM kare che. guru anubhavI che. AtamAnA anahada anubhavI ane saMsAranA aDhaLaka anubhavI. guru tamArAthI prabhAvita nathI thatA. guru tamArAthI gabharAtA nathI. guru tamArI zarama rAkhatA nathI. guru tamArA manane sparze che. guru tamArI bhAvanAne DhaMDhoLe che. guru anubhUtinA AdamI che. gurune bhagavAnanI bhALa che. gurune prema padArathanI pratIti che. gurune ApavuM ane varasavuM game che. guru to gAjayA vinA varase ja che. guruno niHspRhabhAva ja gurunI jIta che. gurunI niHspRhadazA gurune bhagavAna jevI pUjayatA bakSe che. ApaNe svArthI ane sagavaDiyA mANaso chIe. gurunI UMcAIne oLakhavAnuM ApaNuM gajuM nathI. gurunI duniyAmAM ApaNane sthAna maLe che te gurunI kRpA che. guru pAse besavA maLyuM. guru sAthe vArtAlApa thayo ane gurue preraNA ApI te ahobhAgyanI nizAnI. mIrAMbAInA zabdo che. vastu amolI dInI mohe sadaguru kirapA kara apanAyo. ( 41 42 -

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dharma kravAnI mosamamAM rAja savAre bhagavAnanI pUjA karIe chIe, satsaMga kadI cUkatA nathI, sAdhujanonI sevAno lAbha lIdho che, garIbonI dayA kAyama karIe chIe, dharma niyamita sAdhyo che. have dharma to AnaMda Ape, prasannatA Ape. tamAro dharma tamane khUba badhI zAMti ApavA mAge che ane ApI zake che. tame dharma karavA chatAM eka sarerAza AdamI rahyA cho. dharma dvArA tame badalAyA nathI. dharma dvArA tame navesarathI ghaDAyA nathI. - roja dharma karavAno che. enI sAthe eka mAnasika bhUmikA paNa ghaDavAnI che. tame dharma karazo. eka nAnuM lakSa haze manamAM. te pAra pADazo, bIjuM lakSa baMdhAze te pAra pADazo. dhAryA mujaba dharma thAya to teno AnaMda tamane maLaze. AnI samAMtara eka bIjuM kAma karajo. tame je dharma karo cho te dharma karavAnI zakti to tamArAmAM che ja. tame je dharma nathI karI rahyA te dharma karavAnI zakti paNa che tamArAmAM. tame dhyAna Apajo, je dharma nathI thaI zakyo te tarapha. tame ekAsaNuM karyuM haze to yAda karajo ke upavAsa nathI thayo. tame bhagavAnanI AratI karI haze to yAda karajo ke Aje meM mahApUjAno lAbha na lIdho. tame vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM haze to yAda karajo ke Aje navI prArthanA gokhI nathI. bilakula dhaMdhAkIya samIkaraNa che. tame hajAra rUpiyAnI kamANI karo tyAre tamane yAda hoya che ke meM daza hajAranI kamANI nathI karI. sAro vidyArthI trIjo naMbara lAve tyAre ene yAda hoya che ke mAro pahelo naMbara Avyo nathI ane pahelo naMbara lAvanAra vidyArthI paNa yAda rAkhe che ke mAre so TakA meLavavAnA hatA tene badale kevaLa aThThANuM TakA maLyA che. A asaMtoSa che, manamAM baLApo nathI. manamAM jhurApo che, manamAM phariyAda nathI, manamAM vedanA che, manamAM eka sapanuM che. mAre dharma karavo che ane huM dharma karuM chuM ane mArA dvArA dharma thaI zake che. A traNa vAkyo ekabIjAthI judA che. pharI vAMcI lo. tame dharma karavAnuM zarU karyuM tyAre sAva thoDo dharma karatA hatA. Aje tame ghaNo dharma karo cho, zarUAta karatAM Aje dharma vadhyo che te batAve che ke tame dhAro to dharmamAM hajI AgaLa vadhI zako cho. tamane ema lAgatuM hoya ke Aje huM dharma karuM chuM tethI vizeSa dharma karavAnI mArAmAM zakti nathI to e kevaLa bhrama che. tame jo vadhu dharma karI zakatA na hota to Aje tame je dharma karo cho te paNa tame karI zakatA nahIM. Aje tame dharma karo cho te tamArI dharma karavAnI zaktine lIdhe. tamArI A dharma karavAnI zakti vadhI zake che. A niyama majAno che. dharma karavAthI dharma karavAnI zakti vadhe che, dharma karavAnI zaktithI tamAro dharma vadhe che. tame Aje kevaLa dharma karo cho. tamArI javAbadArI che ke tamArI dharmanI zakti vadhe. tamAre dhyAna ApavuM paDaze. tame Aje je dharma karo cho tenA dvArA tamAre tamArA dharmamAM navo umero karavAno che. Aje pUjA karo cho to vizeSa pUjA karavAnI che. Aje niyama lo cho to vizeSa vrata bAkI rahe che. Aje dharmanuM bhaNo cho to sAme ghaNuM badhuM bhaNavAnuM bAkI ja che. Aje dharmamAM paisA kharaco cho to dharmanAM ghaNA kSetromAM paisAnuM vAvetara karavAnuM bAkI rahyuM che. tame je dharma karo cho te dvArA tamAre navA dharmanuM ghaDatara karavAnuM che. dharmano saravALo. dharmano guNAkAra. tame jANo ja cho ke game teTalo dharma karo tema chatAM ghaNo badho dharma karavAno bAkI ja rahevAno che. dharma to dariyo che. game teTaluM khUMdo, eno pAra nahIM Ave. tamArA jIvanamAM Aje je dharma che te tamAruM saubhAgya che. Aje tamArA jIvanamAM je dharma bAkI che te aMge manamAM aphasosa jagADo. Aje je dharma karyo te bhagavAnanI kRpA. Aje je dharma karavAno rahI gayo te mArI ALasa. potAnI jAtane mITho Thapako Apo, dharma karavAnI mosamamAM. - 43

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dharma kravAmAM zuM khUTe che ? dharma Izvara dvArA maLelI bheTa che, sadbhAgyano sathavAro che mATe maLe che. dharma karo eTale IzvaranI kRpA lekhe lAge, sadbhAgyanI suvAsa prasare. sArA mANaso dharma kare che. dharma karanArA potAne sArA mAnI le che. dharma karavAmAM lAbha che te so TakAnI vAta che. dharmanuM AcaraNa khuda bhagavAne karyuM che. dareka ArAdhanAmAM navI tAjagI che. ApaNe dharma karIe chIe, dharmanA prasaMgo mANIe chIe. dharmanI taka vadhAvatA rahIe chIe ane samAMtare kAMIka khUTe che te bhUlI jaIe chIe. dharma karavo che ane dharma karIe chIe ane chatAM dharmamAM khUTe che kazuMka. zodhavuM paDaze. ApaNe dharma karatI vakhate thoDI bekALajI rAkhIe chIe. dharma rojiMdI ghaTanA banI gaI che. eka rUTina. ApaNA dharmamAM kamajorI AvI jAya che. dharmano vAMka nathI, dharma pAse AvanArano vAMka che. dharma karanAro je dharma karavAnuM nakkI kare che te dharma karIne rAjI thaI jAya che. nAnuM bALaka skUlamAM pAsa thAya che ane rAjI thAya che te rIte. ApaNo dharma pUrato che ke nahIM tenI vicAraNA thatI nathI. jIvananA mukAbale, jIvanamAM je hajAro pApo thayA che tenA mukAbale ApaNo dharma sAva thoDo che. ema samajo ke dasa mALanA bilDiMgane Aga lAgI che. ApaNe ene ThAravA mATe phakta eka ja bAladI pANI reDIe chIe. ATaluM pANI Aga bUjhavaze nahIM, tevo vicAra nathI Avato. khAlI saMtoSa mAnIe chIe ke mAre pANI nAkhavAnuM hatuM te meM nAkhyuM. pariNAmanI vicAraNA nathI. karavA khAtara karavAnuM thAya che. vItI cUkelAM varasomAM eTalAM badhAM pApo karI lIdhA che ke hisAba thaI zakavAno nathI. e pApa eka divasa mAthuM UMcuM karaze. e pApa javAba mAMgaze. e pApa paraco batAvaze. eka divasa to badhA ja pApo baMDa pokAravAnA che. sarerAza rojanA trIseka pApo thatAM rahe che. sAme dharmanAM traNa cAra kAmo thAya che. matalaba roja ApaNo dharma, ApaNAM pApa sAme * 45 Azare chavvIsa ranathI hAryA kare che. pApanI dareka pravRtti manamAM pApanA saMskAra pADe che. dharmanI dareka pravRtti manamAM dharmanA saMskAra pADe che. dharma ocho che mATe dharma dvArA ghaDAtA saMskAro ochA che. pApo ghaNAM che mATe pApo ghaDAtA saMskAro ghaNA che. sarakhAvIe. dukAne cha kalAka besAya che maMdiramAM aDadho kalAka. TI.vI. be traNa kalAka jovAya che. satsaMga eka kalAka paisA pAchaLa khAssI mahenata thAya che. bhagavAna pAchaLa thoDI. chApAM niyamita vaMcAya che, sadUgraMtho javalle. jhaghaDA harahaMmeza thAya che, kSamApanA koIka vAra. je je pravRtti karIzuM te darekanI asara mana para paDaze. je pravRtti vadhAre rasathI karIzuM tenI asara vadhu UMDI haze. A mudde sarakhAmaNI karavA jevI che. mIThAI khAvAmAM majA paDe che, upavAsamAM thAka lAge che. pathArImAM UMghatA rahevAmAM majA Ave che, cAlIne tIrthayAtrA karavAmAM zrama. gAmagapATAmAM rasa che, prabhukathA hotI hai, calatI hai. dharma pUrato nathI. dharma je thAya che temAM paNa rasa pUrato nathI. koInA kahevAthI dharma karyo. koInuM joIne dharma karyo. karavA khAtara karI lIdho che. dharma karavAno jusso ke utsAha khUTe che. dharmanI dareka takane turaMta vadhAvI levAnI vRtti khUTe che. dharma karavAmAM mAsTarI AvI nathI. dharma to AtmAnI jAgIra che. dharma e parama pitA paramAtmAno jAjaramAna vAraso che. dharma karavAmAM thAka na hoya. dharma karavAmAM kaMTALo na hoya. dharma karavAmAM utAvaLa na hoya. dharma karavAmAM tIvra AkarSaNa hoya. ApaNuM kAma evuM nathI. ApaNe dharma karIe chIe paraMtu ApaNe karelo dharma apUrato rahe che.

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haju ghaNuM bAkI che pUrapATa vege gADI bhAge che. eka DhAbA pAse gADI UbhI rahe che. gADInA pravAsIo jANe che. hajI ghaNuM bAkI che. ArAma karI lo. pharIthI dauDa zarU karavAnI che. ane gADI AgaLa nIkaLe paNa che. gADIne 500 kilomITaranI musApharI karavAnI che, 30 kilomITara para DhAbuM AvyuM. gADI aTakI nathI, rokAI che. 30 kilomITara pasAra thayA teno saMtoSa che. 20 kilomITara bAkI che tenI sAvadhAnI che. gADI pharI giyaramAM mUkAya che. tame jiMdagInI gADImAM beThA cho. koI saphaLatA maLe che. tame rAjI thAo cho. tamane khuzAlI che. kAma dhAryA mujaba thayuM teno saMtoSa che. tame jiMdagInI bAbatamAM sabhAna che. ekAda saphaLatA maLI te sAruM che. A saphaLatAne aMtima nA manAya. hajI navI saphaLatA maLavAnI che. mahenata cAlu rAkho. sArA ane vyAjabI nirNaya letA raho. rUparekhA nizcita karIne thAkyA vagara kAme lAgo. eka saphaLatAthI saMtoSa na manAya. AgaLa AvI rahelA divasomAM navI saphaLatA maLavI joIe. dharmamAM sUtro ghaNA che. thoDAka moDhe thayAM. saphaLatA maLI. tame saMtoSa mAnI lo cho. zaheranAM eka maMdiramAM ArAmathI darzana karyA. AnaMda maLyo. tame saMtoSa mAnI lo cho. navAM sUtro bhaNavAnA bAkI che. zaheramAM bIjAM ghaNAM maMdira che, tenAM darzana karavAnA bAkI che. tame je karyuM che te sAruM che. tame je nathI karyuM te ghaNuM che. je karyuM teno AnaMda thavo joIe. je karavAnuM bAkI che tenI yAda jIvatI rAkhavI joIe. tamAruM mana jokhamI che. tame je karyuM che teno saMtoSa bAMdhIne e besI jaze. navuM kAma karavAno kaMTALo Avaze. navI mahenata karavAnI ALasa caDaze. je maLyuM che te ghaNuM che tevuM mithyAbhimAna AvI jaze. AvI mAnasikatAne tamAre toDavAnI che. 300 kilomITara para aTakelI gADIne DrAivara 200 kilomITara AgaLa na laI jAya to ene takalIpha paDe che. pravAsIo paNa herAna thAya che. jiMdagImAM evuM nathI banavAnuM. tamAro jeTalo vikAsa thayo che tyAM tame aTakI rahezo to tamArI mATe koI Aphata sarjAvAnI nathI. tamane to majA ja Avaze. maLyuM che te mANavAmAM takalIpha thAya zAnI ? yAda tamAre ja rAkhavuM paDaze. tame ATalA AgaLa AvI pahoMcyA cho to hajI vadhAre AgaLa kema na nIkaLI zako. tame jo dasa hajAra rUpiyA kamAI zakyA cho to tame pacAsa hajAra banAvI zako cho. tame dasahajAra para aTakI jazo to takalIpha koI nathI. kevaLa cAlIsa hajAranI nukazAnI UbhI rahe che. tame Aje guNonAM stare eka jagyAe AvIne aTakI gayA cho. gharamAM navA paisA Ave che. gharamAM navu pharnicara Ave che. parivAramAM navA sabhyo Ave che ane jIvanamAM navA guNo AvatA nathI. tamAruM vyaktitva ane tamArI vicAracetanA navA guNo meLavavA sakSama che. tamArI sAme navA guNo meLavavAnI AvaData che. tame je guNono vicAra karazo te guNone jIvanamAM meLavI zakazo. tamane navA guNa yAda nathI AvatA. tamane navo dharma yAda nathI Avato. tame thoDAka guNo para AvIne aTakI gayA che. tame thoDoka dharma karI rahyA cho. tenI para ja aTakelA cho. tame tamArI kSamatAne anyAya karo cho. tame bhaviSyane phAyado nathI karAvatA. tame tamArA bhUtakALa ane vartamAnane samAna rAkho cho. navuM bhaviSya tame ghaDatA ja nathI. tame je sArAM kAmo karyA che te kharekhara sArA che. tame AnAthI vadhAre sArAM kAmo karI zako cho. moTA bhAI, jarA samajo . hajI ghaNuM bAkI che. 43 48 -

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parvanA divaso sijhanamAM dhaMdho vadhe che tema parvamAM dharma vadhe che. derAsaro ane upAzrayomAM bhIDa chalakAya che. tapasyA vadhe che. maMdiromAM ghaMTanAdanI samayamaryAdA vadhI jAya che. parvanA divaso majAnA hoya che. badhA ja loko dharmamAM taraboLa hoya tyAre ApaNe A pravAhamAM ApoApa vahI jaIe chIe. parvanA divaso thoDA hoya che. bhale. A divaso AkhA varasane bharapUra samRddhi bakSavA Ave che. parvanA divasomAM suMdara vAto sAMbhaLavA maLe che. guru bhagavaMto dharmazAstranI aDhakaLa rahasyamaya bAbato para prakAza pAthare che. AkhI jiMdagI sudhI cAle eTalAM badhAM uttama kAryo gurubhagavaMto upadeze che. dharmane vicArI samajIne jIvanamAM utAravAnI taka pravacanavANI dvArA sAMpaDe che. karavA khAtara dharma karI levAthI AtmAne khAsa kazo lAbha thato nathI. dharma zarIranAM stare thanArI pravRttio pUrato maryAdita nathI. dharma to cheka AtmAnAM UMDANa sudhInI halacala UbhI kare che. samajayA vinA karelo dharma adhUro rahe che. parvanA divasonI sauthI majedAra ghaTanA pravacanavANI che. parvanA divasomAM cArekora utAvaLa hoya che. divasa daramyAna ghaNAbadhAM anuSThAno sAdhavAnA che. darekano lAbha levo che. kAMI cUkavuM nathI. koI vAta bhUlAI nathI. badhI ja kriyAomAM joDAI javuM che. khAvApIvAnI vAto upekSApAtra banI jAya che. upavAsonI hAramALA sarjAya che. rasoI jhaTapaTa banAvI levAya che. jamavAmAM samaya ocho barabAda thAya che. dhaMdho gauNa banI jAya che. parivAra sAthe besavAno samaya raheto nathI. parvanA divaso sakhata vyastatA laIne Ave che. parvanA divasonI savAra vahelI uge che. nahAIne tarata bhagavAna samakSa javAnuM. navo taravarATa ane navo utsAha hoya che. gayAM varasanI tulanAmAM * 49 vizeSa ArAdhanA karavAnI ja vAta che. uchAmaNIo bolAya che. prabhunAM caraNe saMpatti ane sarvasvanuM samarpaNa karI devAnI mIThI spardhA UbhI thAya che. je choDe che te jIte che. je Ape che te pAme che. je samarpaNa kare che te samajadAra pUravAra thAya che. parvanA divasomAM thAka nathI. kaMTALo nathI. ALasa nathI. parvanA divasomAM badhuM ja navu lAge che. mana ane jIvana paNa. parvanA divasomAM rAjIpo khUba hoya che. badhAnI sAthe maLIne bharacaka ArAdhanA karavAnI che teno aDhaLaka AnaMda hoya che. parvanA divaso sAme kALadevatAnuM kazuM cAlatuM nathI. parvanA divaso to sadAbahAra smitamudrA laIne Ave che. bALako, yuvAno, baheno ane vaDIlo sau potapotAnI zaktine lekhe lagADe che. parvanA divasomAM duniyAdArInuM bajAra TADhuM paDe che. parvanA divasomAM bajAra ane hATaDIne thAka aDe che. parvanA divasomAM AraMbha ane samAraMbha para aMkuza Ave che. oTa pachI AvatI bharatInI jema parvanA divasomAM asAdhAraNa ullAsa hoya che. bharatInAM pANI to khArAM hoya che. parvanA divaso madhurA hoya che. enI mIThAza gajave bharI laIzuM to AkhuM varasa nyAla thaI jaze. 50.

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AlocanA taTastha banIne bhUtakALane tapAso. janma thayo tamAro. Aje tamArI uMmara ghaNI moTI che. janmathI mAMDIne Aja sudhI tame satata zvAsa lIdhA che. zvAsa na lIdhA hota to jIvyA ja na hota. tame zvAsanI jema ja jIvanamAM pApone apanAvI lIdhAM che. keTalIya pravRttio tame apanAvI cUkyA che je pApasvarUpa che ane tamane tenA vagara cAlatuM ja nathI. pApanI pravRtti karI laIe pachI bhUlAI jatI nathI. pApano rasa jIvato rahe che. pApanI pravRtti saphaLa bane che tene lIdhe pApa karavAno vizvAsa majabUta thAya che. pApa karyA pachI tarata to phaLa maLatuM nathI mATe pApano Dara raheto nathI. pApa dhImAM jheranI jema dhIme dhIme tamArI adhyAtmabhAvanAne korI nAMkhe che. pApa koThe paDI jAya che. hasatAM ramatAM hoIe te rIte pApano bacAva karavAmAM Ave che. pApa to AtmAne lAgu paDelo gaMbhIra roga che. AtmAne A pApe kuMThita karyo che. A pApanI pravRttimAM koI kAMTA vAgatA nathI. pApa to pAchaLathI DaMkha mAre che. dekhItI rIte pApa kharAba nathI lAgatuM. sApa gayA pachI lIsoTA rahe tema pApa thayA pachI lIsoTA rahe che. pApanI pravRtti AtmA para pApano saMskAra mUke che. pharI vAra pApa karavAnuM yAda Ave che, te A saMskArane lIdhe. pApanuM phaLa to kharAba maLe ja, pApano saMskAra paNa kharAba paDe che. pApane DhIluM pADavuM hoya to pApanI AjJAmAM rahevAnuM choDavuM paDe. pApanI Adata paDI che. pApa to chUTavAnA ja nathI. pApane ghaTADavA mATe mahenata karavAnI che. pApamAM paDyA te phasAyA che ema samajavuM. bahAra nIkaLavA mATe sakhata pasIno pADavAno che. mAnasika bhUmikAe paheluM kAma e thAya ke pApano pastAvo aMtaramAM jagADavo joIe. pApanI tAkAta toDavI hoya to pApanI bhIti UbhI karavI paDaze. tame kareluM pApa cokkasa samayanAM aMtare potAnI sajA karavAnuM ja che. tame e sajA bhogavavAnI rAha jovA nahIM rahetA. * 51 pApa karyuM te sAme AlocanAnuM baLa UbhuM karI lo. tame pApa karyA che tene tame yAda karajo. te pApa na karyA hota to cAlI zakavAnuM hatuM chatAM pApa to karyA ja che. have e pApone ThekANe pADavAnI jarUra che. pApa karIe chIe temAM bhAvanAtmaka joDANa hoya che. pApanA virodhamAM bhAvanAtmaka tAkAta UbhI karavI joIe. tame karelAM pApo te tamAro aparAdha che. karmasattA A aparAdhanI sajA jAte Apaze. e sajA kevI ane keTalI haze te nakkI karavuM muzkela che. tame karelAM pApanI sajA jANavA tame tamArA gurubhagavaMta pAse pahoMcIne tamArA moDhe ja tamArAM pAponuM Atmanivedana karo. tame pApo svIkArI lo ane kabUlAta karI lo te tamArI saccAI che. tamAre tamArAM pApo badala tamArI jAtane sajA karavI che. tamArI bhItaramAM vaselA UMcA AtmAnI A jIta che. gurubhagavaMta tamane samajAvaze ane pApo pharI na thAya tevo upadeza Apaze. pAponI sajA tarIke guru tamane vizeSa ArAdhanA lakhI Apaze. gurue jaNAvelI ArAdhanA tame svIkAro. tame pApanI sajA rUpe AlocanA karo e tamArI uttamatA che. 52

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sAdhujIvananAM kTo tamAre cAlavAnuM che. kAMTA ane kAca patharAyelA hoya to aTakavAnuM nathI. tamAre tarasyA rahevAnuM che, lU varasAvatA unALAnI rAtre pANI pIvAnuM nathI. tamAre pasIno lUchavAno nathI, baLabaLato taDako bhale varase, cAlatA aTakavAnuM nathI. tamArAM mAthe ugelA vALa hAthathI ukhADI kADhavAnA che. tamAre nahAvAnuM nathI. tamAre apekSA rAkhavAnI nathI. tamAre du:kha Ave to raDavAnuM nathI. tamAre apamAna thAya to gusso karavAno nathI. tamAre satata abhyAsa karavAno che, tamAre kAyama tapa karavAnuM che. tamAre niyamo akhaMDa rIte pALavAnA che. sAdhujIvananAM kaSTonI kalpanA karavA jevI che. AkhI rAta kazuM khAdhuM pIdhuM na hoya. vahelI savAre cAra-pAMca kalAka cAlavAnuM, mukAme pahoMcyA pachI Avazyaka kriyAo karavAnI, pANI ukALeluM ja pIvAnuM, je maLe temAM calAvI levAnuM. mahela jevuM makAna hoya ke kacarApaTTI jevI jhUMpaDI hoya samAna bhAve rahevAnuM. raste cAlatA loko bhIkha mAMge ane pachI gALo Ape temAM khoTuM nahIM lagADavAnuM. sAdhu thatAM pahelAM lakhalUTa vaibhava hato te bhUlI javAno, parivAra mATe snehabhAva nahIM rAkhavAno, bhakto mATe pakSapAta nahIM, paisAnI bAbatamAM kazI lappana ke chappana nahIM, Ave tene dharma ApavAno, dharma pAmavA koI Avaze tevI rAha paNa nahIM jovAnI. zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjAno kisso gajaba che. te eka gAmamAM comAsuM hatAM. roja vyAkhyAna Ape. mukhya TrasTI jevA zeTha roja samayasara Ave. emanI hAjarImAM ja vyAkhyAna zarU thAya. eka vAra zeTha AvyA nahotA. vyAkhyAna zarU thaI gayuM, zeTha AvyA. potAnI hAjarI vinA vyAkhyAna kema zarU thayuM enI phariyAda karI. zrI AnaMdaghanajI ma. to alakhanA sAdhaka. pravacanapITha parathI UbhA thayA. zeThane kahyuM : tArI rAha jovA besuM to mAruM sAdhupada lajavAya ane tArI vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI A jagyAe Ubho rahuM to mArI sAdhanA lajavAya. huM have jauM chuM. pharI pAcho kyAreya AvavAno nathI. zrI AnaMdaghanajI ma. nIkaLI gayA gAma choDIne. sAdhujIvananAM kaSTo mIThAM lAge che. kema ke temAM kazo svArtha nathI. ApaNe svArtha mATe badhuM khamIe chIe. svArtha nA sacavAyo tenI phariyAdo laIne jhaghaDA paNa karIe. A kaSTo ApaNe ghaNAM badhAM khamyAM che. niHsvArtha bhAve sAdhanA mATe sahana karavAnuM ApaNane phAvatuM nathI. sAdhu kaSTo pAme che temAM lAcArI nathI, khumArI che. sAdhu kaSTa khame che temAM parAdhInatA nathI, svataMtratA che. sAdhujIvanamAM mamatAno aMza nathI. sAdhujIvanamAM prabhu sivAyanuM lakSya nathI. sAdhujIvanamAM bhikSA che, gocarI che, sAdhujIvanamAM AvazyakatAnI pUrti mATe yAcanA karavAnI hoya che. sAdhu jIvana parAvalaMbI che, mAMgIne meLavavAnuM vrata che sAdhune. ane chatAM koInA bApanI sADAbArI sAdhu rAkhatA nathI. sAdhune mAnasanmAna joradAra maLe che tema kaSTo paNa joradAra maLe che. mAnasanmAnanI paravA na karanArA sAdhu kaSTo veThavA tatpara hoya che. - zarIrane takalIpha paDe ane manane nA kahevI paDe to sAdhu rAjI thAya che. kAma karatAM karatAM thAka caDe temAM sAdhu saMtoSa pAme che. paga cholAya ne Akho deha parizrAMta thAya tene sAdhu svargIya sukha mAne che. - sAdhu thavuM te jIvananuM lakSya che. sAdhu thayA vinA avatAra lekhe lAgato nathI. vAta sArI che. paNa sAdhu thaI nA zako to kamase kama sAdhunAM kaSTone to samajo. ApaNAM jIvanane ALapaMpALamAM bAMdhI lIdhuM che, saMsAre. sAdhune joIzuM to jIvana sAttvika banaze. - 53 pa4 -

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sahana karavAnI zakti : sahana karavAnI kaLA zrama vinA koI kAma thayA nathI, thaI zakatA nathI. zrama karo eTale nakkI karelAM kAma mATe kaSTa uThAvo, zarIrane thAka lAge teTalI mahenata levI. tame kAma karavAnI sAthe sAthe sahana karo cho. tamArI najara kAma dvArA maLI rahelAM pariNAma sAme che mATe tame kaSTa veThI lo cho, duHkha lAgatuM nathI. A sivAya kAraNa vinA kaSTa uThAvavuM hoya to tamane trAsa thAya che. na chUTake sahana karavuM paDe che to tame babAla karI mUko cho. sahana karI levuM te eka vAta che. sahana karatI vakhate hasavuM te bIjI vAta che. tame sahana karI lo cho. ThIka che. sahana karyA pachI tame tamArI jAtane saMbhALI zakatA nathI. sahana karavuM paDyuM tenAM kAraNo tame zodho cho. vAMka ane guno jeno hoya tene pakaDo cho. paDakAro cho, tame. sahana karyA bAda tame phariyAda karo cho tene lIdhe pharIvAra tamArI para duHkha savAra thaI jAya che. du:kha Ave te sahana thAya tevuM hotuM nathI, vedanA thAya che. pArAvAra yAtanA anubhavAya che. kharekharI vAta che. sAdhaka banavuM hoya to sahana karavAmAM manane joDavuM joIe. tamAre duHkhathI dUra bhAgavAnI Adata badalavAnI che. duHkha AvyuM che ne tamAre te sahana karavAnuM ja che. tame duHkhane rokI zakavAnA nathI. tamane takalIpha AmAM ja paDe che. tame duHkhane kADhI mUkavA mAMgo cho. duHkha ravAnA thatuM nathI. tame duHkhane bhUMsI nAMkhavA mAMgo cho. duHkha bhUMsAtuM nathI tame icchA rAkho cho ke duHkha vadhAre nahIM cAle ane duHkha to laMbAyAM ja kare che. tame akaLAIne raDI paDo cho. duHkhanI tIkhAza ane duHkha jatuM nathI tenI kaDavAza, rasoIno svAda bagADI de che. sArI mAnasikatA hovA chatAM paNa tamAre mAthe paDatuM du:kha tamane bhIsyAM ja kare che. tame te na chUTake bhogavI lo cho. A duHkha sahana karatAM karatAM tamAre maravuM paDatuM nathI. tame jIvatA to raho ja cho. Ano artha samajAyo ? Ano artha e che ke tamArI pAse duHkha sahana karatI vakhate jIvI zakavAnI * 55 tAkAta hoya che. tamAruM zarIra duHkhane lIdhe marI jatuM nathI. tamArAM dimAgane duHkhane lIdhe braeNina haeNmareMja thatuM nathI. aNagamatuM hovA chatAM tamArAM zarIra ane mana tene jhIlI zake che ane e tUTI jatA nathI eTale tame sAva ja sahana karI zakatA nathI e vAta sAcI nathI. tame jIvatA jAgatA beThA cho te ja batAve che ke tame sahana karI zako cho. pharaka kevaLa eTalo paDe che ke tamane sahana karavAnuM gamatuM nathI. A mAnasikatAno prazna che. tamAruM valaNa tamane vadhAre duHkhI banAve che. mAre duHkhamAMthI bahAra AvavuM che te mAnasikatA kudaratI che. mArI icchA mujaba du:kha tarata jatuM rahevuM joIe A mAnasikatA taddana khoTI. du:kha rahevA AvyuM che. tamane parezAna karavA AvyuM che. e javAnuM nathI. du:kha sAme tamArI icchAnuM kAMI cAlavAnuM nathI. tame vicAra badalatA zIkho. duHkha na jAya to sahana karI laIza ema vicAro. du:khanI hAjarImAM takalIpha che paNa bhayAnaka jhaMjhAvAta hagijha nathI. sahana karatI vakhate tame dhIraja rAkhI zako to tamArI pAse sahana karavAnI kaLA che. tame sahana to karo ja cho, paraMtu DhIlA paDIne raDo cho to te sahanazakti che, paraMtu kaLA nathI. tame duHkhane jatAM rahevAnuM kahI zakatA nathI. tame du:khane sAmethI bolAvatA nathI. e AvyuM che to TakI rahevA AvyuM che. e duHkhane kamane veThavuM ke duHkhanI sAme prasannatA UbhI rAkhavI te tamAre nakkI karavAnuM che. 56.

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tapasyA zarIra ane paisAnI sarakhAmaNI zakaya nathI. zarIra janmajAta maLe che. paisA vArasAmAM maLe che. zarIranI kamANI nathI ane paisAne nahAvA dhovAnuM nathI. chatAM zarIra ane paisAnI tulanA thavI joIe. paisA dvArA kharAba kAma thAya to paisA veDaphAyo kahevAya. zarIra dvArA kharAba kAma thayuM to zarIra veDaphAyuM tema kahevAya. paisA dvArA sAruM kAma thayuM to paiso lekhe lAgyo tema kahevAya. zarIra dvArA sAruM kAma thayuM to zarIra lekhe lAgyuM tema kahevAya. tapasyA e zarIrano sarvazreSTha sad upayoga che. zarIranuM nirmANa karanArI prathama kSaNa apavitra hoya che. zarIranI bhItaramAM divasarAta gaMdakI khadabade che. A zarIra mAMdu paDe che to davAo khAvI paDe che. A zarIra pasIne kharaDAya che. sAbu ghasIne kapaDAnI jema tene dhovuM paDe che. A zarIramAM peTrola pUro nahIM to paga DhIlA paDI jAya che. zarIra, satata pApa karAve che. A zarIra dvArA thanArAM pAponI sAme puNyanuM baLa UbhuM karavAnuM che. majAnI vAta che. zarIra puNya baMdhAvI zake che. zarIra pApa baMdhAvI zake che. vadhAre paDatuM khAdhu ane peTa taMga thaI gayuM to UMgha caDI che. sAme pakSe kazuM na khAdhuM to peTa khAlI thayuM che ane thAka lAgyo che, UMgha caDI che. zarIra to khAIne paNa thAke che. zarIrane paMpALazuM to te vadhAre thAkaze. zarIrane dAdAgIrIpUrvaka kAme lagADavuM joIe. AzcaryanI vAta e che ke zarIrane tame keLavo to te ghaNAM kaSTo khamI zake che. zarIra haMmezA mananA Adeza pramANe ja varte che. manane majabUta rAkhazo to zarIra dhIme dhIme sahayoga ApavA lAgaze. zrI mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhA pachI 100 thI vadhu divaso sudhI sAdhanA karI temAM upavAsanA divaso 3600 thI vadhu hatA. bhagavAne bAra varasa sudhI tapasyA karI. upavAsa para kendrita thaIne sAdhanA karI. ApaNe dharma karyo haze. ApaNe upavAsa para kendrita thayA nathI. ApaNe to saMsAra ane zarIra para kendrita rahIe chIe. ApaNuM zarIra ApaNA saMsAranuM pratinidhi che. je zarIrane mahattva Ape che te saMsAranAM paribhramaNane ja mahattva Ape che. khAvA pIvAnA vicAro, khAvApIvAnI taiyArI ane khAvApIvAno AnaMda ApaNA AtmAnA mULa svabhAvane DhAMkI rAkhe che. khAvApIvAnI vicAraNAo para saMpUrNa pratibaMdha mUkavAnuM to zakya nathI. tame jeTale aMze A vicAraNAone rokI zakazo eTale aMze AtmacetanAno ughADa thaze. tapasyA dvArA AhAranuM AkarSaNa ghaTe te bhAvanA rAkhavAnI che. tamAro AhAra tamArAM zarIrane calAvato haze, tamAro AhAraparihAra paNa zarIrane calAve che. pAcanataMtrane ArAmanI jarUra hoya che. tapasyA ArAma Ape che. skUlomAM vikaeNzana paDe che te jarUrI hoya che ema tapasyA dvArA zarIrane vaikaeNzana maLe te jarUrI hoya che. upavAsa ane bIjI tapasyAo AhAra ane zarIrane bhUlavAnuM lakSya rAkhIne karIe to, bhUlAyelo AtmA yAda Ave che. pa8

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AjakAla zuM vAMco cho ? tamArA dhaMdhApANInI khabara pUchanArA mitro tamArA vAMcanapANInI bAbatamAM mAthuM mAratA nathI. tame paisA na kamAo e khoTuM. ochuM kamAo e paNa khoTuM. tame vAMcana na karo e khoTuM nathI ? tame ochuM vAMcana karo te khoTuM nathI ? tamArA vicAro sAthe goThavAI zake tevA DhagalAbaMdha muddA vAMcananA abhAve tame gumAvo cho. tamane navuM vAMcatA rahevAnI gaMbhIratA nathI maLI. tame cavAyeluM cavANuM thaI gayelI vAtone vAgoLo cho ane enuM vatesara karatA raho cho. tamArI pAse AvIne bese tene navInakkora vAto sAMbhaLavA maLe tevuM bane che ? tamane ja navI vAto meLavavAnuM gamatuM nathI to bIjAne cAMthI ApavAnA hatA tame ? tame evA lokone maLo cho jemane dhaMdhA sivAya kazuM sUjhatuM nathI. tamArI buddhimattAnI parIkSA thAya evA prazno para carcA karavAnuM tamane phAvatuM nathI. gAmagapATA ane covaTa karavAmAM jIbha ja cAlatI hoya che, dimAga nahIM. tamAre vAMcana karatA rahevAnuM che. mahinAnI eka navI copaDI to vAMcavI ja joIe. tamArA khissAmAM paisAnI relamachela hoya che tema tamArA dimAgamAM vicAronI relamachela hovI joIe. tamAruM mana traNa kAma kare che. smRti, vicAraNA ane kalpanA. manane pIraso te ja mana yAda rAkhe. manane maLaze teno ja mana vicAra karaze ane manane maLyuM haze tenA sahAre manamAM kalpanAo jAgaze. tamAruM mana satata risIva karatuM rahe che. manane yAda rAkhavAnI Teva che. manane yAda karyA karavAmAM majA Ave che. mananI sAthe AMkhoe dostI karI hoya to ja vAMcanamAM rasa paDe. hajAro dukAno khUle che. badhAmAMthI kharIdI thatI nathI. ekAda be dukAnanuM kAunTara tamane paravaDe che. copaDIo seMkaDo bahAra paDe che. tamArA bhAge to eka ke be copaDI ja AvavAnI che. tame badhI copaDI nathI vAMcI zakavAnA. tame keTalI copaDI navI vAMco cho te agatyanuM che tethI vizeSa tame copaDI kevI rIte vAMco cho te agatyanuM che. Who will cry when you die nA lekhaka rAhula zarmA kahe che * 5 ke tamArAM jIvanamAM daza zreSTha pustako hovA joIe. tamane te pustako para rItasarano prema hoya. e pustakane vAMcyA karavAnI tamane ghelachA hoya. tamArA taMdurasta svabhAva mATe A upayogI che. tamArAM mitronI yAdI tamArI pAse che ema tamane gamatAM pustakonI yAdI tamArI pAse hovI joIe. mitro vinAnuM jIvana jo adhUruM che to pustakonI prIta vinAnuM mana adhUruM che. tamArI bhASA ane tamArI vicArazailI vAMcana dvArA ghaDAya che. tamArI mUrkhatAone vAMcana dvArA bhUMsI zakAya. vAMcana tamane tamArI bhUlo samajAvI de. vAMcana tamArA samayano veDaphATa bacAve. vAMcana tamane laDavAnA vyAjabI muddA Ape. vAMcana tamane tamArI bIbADhALa duniyAthI alaga pADe. vAMcana tamArI parIkSA kare. vAMcana dvArA tame pAsa ke nApAsa thayA tenI khabara paDe. vAMcana e mAthe paDeluM bhaNatara nathI. vAMcana to vadhAvavA jevuM vaheNa che. vAMcana magajane agaNita dizAo Ape che. vAMcana dvArA tamAruM mana zistabaddha bane che. vAMcana karyA pachInA kalAkonA kalAko sudhI vAMcana manamAM ghoLAtuM rahe che. vAMcana mATenuM pustaka pUruM thAya te pachI vaMcAI gayelAM pAnAo para najara pheravIne badhuM ja sahIsalAmata manobaddha karavAnI AtmavizvAsu majA tamAre meLavavI ja joIe. vAMcana karIne navuM navuM zIkhatA rahevAnI preraNA ApavA sureza dalAle sarasa gIta lakhyuM che. kyArano huM to sAda dauM chuM baMdha bArIo kholo AjakAla ? bahAra Ubho rAha jue che eka havAno oLo. A kavi pustakone vizva tarapha ughaDatI kSitija kahe che. zuM vAMco cho, 6.

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vItelAM varasanuM saravaiyuM mane navA varasanI pahelI tithi sudhI pahoMcADanArI chellI tithio cAlI rahI che. be divasa pachI cAlu varasa gayA varasamAM pheravAI jaze. gayA varasanI sADAtraNasothI vadhu tithio sAthe mAro vahevAra kevo rahyo che ? roja savArano sUraja 24 kalAka laIne Avyo. meM keTalA kalAko lekhe lakhADyA ane keTalA kalAko bagADyA te pUchavA jevuM nathI. mArA kalAkonI meM bharapUra barabAdI karI che. A kalAko ghaNuM ApI zakatA hatA te meM meLavyuM nathI. kalAkonI jema keTalAya divaso meM bagADyA che. Akho divasa pANInA relAnI jema bekAra vahI gayo che. vAraMvAra AvuM banyuM che. vIteluM varasa meM lagabhaga barabAda karyuM che. 100 TakAne badale mAMDa 40 TakA rijhalTa AvyuM che, vItelA A varasanuM. mAre A viphaLatAnuM mULa Aje zodhavuM che. huM vItelAM varasa daramyAna jhaDapathI nirNayo laI nathI zakyo. vadhu paDatuM vicAravAnuM vaLagaNa mane naDyuM che. meM AtmavizvAsathI kAma karavAnuM rAkhyuM hota to kAma saheluM hatuM. huM to bIjAnI spardhAmAM rahIne kAma karato hato. bIjAne joIne potAnuM mUlyAMkana karanAro potAnI tAkAta pramANe kAma nathI karI zakato. mane mArI tAkAtanuM Aja sudhI bhAna nathI. badhA kare te ja huM karuM chuM. mArAthI na thAya tevA kAma upADI lauM chuM. mArAthI thaI zake tevA kAma choDI dauM chuM. mArI bAbatamAM vicAruM chuM. mane avazya evuM lAge che ke huM mArI jAtane anyAya karato rahyo chuM. vItelAM varasa daramyAna mArA hAthe sArAM kAmo ochA thayA che. meM e kAmo karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhI hota to kAma thaI jAta. mane sArAM kAmamAM rasa paDyo nahIM. meM jANI joIne TALI dIdhelAM sArAM kAmonI saMkhyA moTI che. mAro svabhAva ja vicitra che. mane sAcI rIte vicAratAM AvaDatuM ja nathI. huM bhUlI rahyo chuM, mArA svatvane. huM bhUlI cUkyo chuM. mArI AtmacetanAne. mArA kAmakAja badhA pAra paDe che. mArAM sArAM kAmo huM nathI karI zakato. mArA bUrAM kAmo huM rokato nathI. meM kadI tALo meLavyo nathI. huM gUMcavAyelo rahyo chuM. mArA vItelAM varasa pAsethI mane hitazikSA maLI che ke sArAM kAmanI pUrvataiyArI nahIM karo to sArAM kAma tamArA hAthe thaI zakaze nahIM. vItelAM varasa pAsethI mane thoDuM AzvAsana paNa maLe che. amArA jIvanamAM dharma thoDo to che ja. vizvAsa, hUMpha ApavAnuM kartavya cUkyo nathI. paisA maLyA paNa che ane vAparyA paNa che. mArI samaja mujabanI AtmAthI kALajI rAkhI che. mAruM ajJAna ane bAMdhI rAkhe temAM huM zuM karuM? meM to mArI pahoMca anusAra AtmAmAM rasa lIdho che. mArA phALe AveluM du:kha vadhAvIne huM bIjAnAM duHkha ghaTADI zakyo chuM. huM svArthI chuM paNa lucco nathI. huM jUTha ane prapaMcamAM rAcuM chuM paNa moTA daMbha nathI karato. mArI vyaktimattAmAM jamApAsuM paNa che ane udhArapAsuM paNa che. gayA varase jamApAsuM jarA jarA jAmyuM che tenI khuzI. gayA varase udhAra pAse mAthe caDyuM che teno aphasosa. 62

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navAM varase navI vAto navuM varasa sattAvAra rIte zarU thAya che. tame navAM kapaDA ane mahemAno ane zubhecchA mulAkAto ane bajArabhramaNamAM Akho divasa vItAvI do cho. navAM varasathI tamArA hAthamAM navAnakkora divasonI moTI phaeNkTarI mUkAya che. tame ujavaNInI dhUnamAM 360 divasa mATenuM kazuM ja plAnIMga karatA nathI. besatA varasanI sAMja paDe che ane rAte AvI pahoMce che. tamane AkhA divasano thAka lAgyo hoya che. tame khuzakhuzAla cahere UMdhI javAnA cho. tamane AjanA divase AkhA varasa mATenI pUrvataiyArI karavAnI phurasada nA maLI. tame varasabharanuM thIMkIga bajeTa nakkI nA karyuM. pahelo divasa phlopa gayo ane nUtanavarSAbhinaMdanano phuggo phUTI gayo. AvuM badhuM nathI thavA devuM. navAM varase navI vAto zarU karavAnI che. Aje thoDIka mastamajAnI vAtonI raMgoLI navAM varasanA daravAje pUravAnI che. eka, tamArI pAse vicAro samajavAnI ane zIkhavAnI pracaMDa bauddhika kSamatA che. tamArA manamAM tamArI zailI mujaba navA vicAro umerI Ape evo mitra A varase zodhI levo che. du:khane zodhIne dUra kare tevA mitra maLavA muzkela che. maLI jAya. nabaLA vicArane zodhI dUra kare tevA mitranI zodha karavAnI che. navuM varasa A navA mitra pAchaLa kurabAna che. navo mitra paNa tamArAM navAM varasanI A tarotAjA maitrI para kurabAna haze. be, tamArA jIvanamAM tame saMbaMdhonI mAnajata karavAmAM saphaLa rahyAM nathI. tamAre tamArA tamAma svajanono eka eka supara spezyala sadguNa zodhI kADhavAno che. e saddaguNane lIdhe e svajanane je kAMI lAbha thayA che te bilakula prAmANiktApUrvaka jovAnA. temanA saguNanI bAbatamAM spaSTa thaI gayA bAda temanI pAse jaIne temanA e sadguNa badala temane dhanyavAda Apajo. ThAlA vakhANa karavAnA nathI. temanA e sadaguNanI kadara karavAnI che. ekathI vadhAre svajano che. ekathI vadhAre saguNo che. prazaMsA karo ane sadaguNo jIto. traNa, jUnI vAtone yAda karIne jAtane kyAra sudhI kosyA karazo ? vaparAI cUkelA paisA pAchA AvatA nathI. navI kamANI ja karavI paDe. vItI cUkelA prasaMgo badalAtA nathI. navI duniyA ane navA prasaMgo ja zodhavA paDe. AmAM kazI lAcArI nathI. tamArI marajInA tame rAjA cho. tame navA ane taMdurasta prayatno karo. jUnI vAto gayAM varasanA varatArAnI jema ja bhUlI jAo. jiMdagI bahu majAnI che. cAra, A varase cArathI pAMca navI sAttvika kitAbo vAMcavI che. e kitAbanI lITIe lITIe moDhe thaI jAya che e rIte vAraMvAra vAMcavAnI. sArI maeNca joyA pachI ekzana riplemAM majA AvyA ja kare che tema sAruM pustaka vAMcyA pachI tenuM ripiTezana majA karAve che. tamArA cIlAcAlu vicAromAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne tAjagIsabhara havAthI zvAso bharI levAnI mArI tamane aMgata bhalAmaNa che. navA pustako. navo romAMca. navAM varase A cAra vicAra karajo.

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mitranI mulAkAta mitratAmAM sathavAro ane sadhiyAro hoya. mitratAmAM vajana vinAnuM vaLatara hoya. mitratAmAM kArya hoya paNa svArtha kaze nA hoya che. cAra, mitra kyAreya tamArA kuTuMbano duzmana hoI zake nahIM. mitrane tamArAM gharanI vAto khabara hoya. mitra tamAro bacAva kare tema tamArA parivAranI ekatAno paNa khyAla rAkhe. mitra bhaMgANuM pADe nahIM. mitra bhAgalA roke. mitrane kAraNe bhaMgANa paDatuM hoya to mitrane choDI parivArane sAcavavo. parivAramAM bhaMgANa paDatuM haze tyAre mitranI hUMpha pAmIne koI sAco nirNaya levAnuM phAvaze. pAMca, mitranI sAthe beso ane vAta karo. tamArI ane mitranI bhUlo arasaparasa jANavA maLe tevI nikhAlasatA keLavo. tamane mitra pAsethI kazuMka sAruM maLe ane mitrane tamArI pAsethI kazuMka sarasa maLe to mitranI mulAkAta sAcI che. janmatAveta maLelA saMbaMdho janamabhara nIbhAvI zakAya che. temAM sneha hoya to paNa janmajAta. samajadArI AvyA pachI saMbaMdho bane che temAM svIkRti ane spaSTatA hoya che. parivArika saMbaMdho karatAM alaga hoya che ane pArivArika saMbaMdha karatA vizeSa hoya che mitratAno saMbaMdha. parivAranA saMbaMdhomAM pUrvagraha haze. mitra sAthe pUrvagraha nA hoya. parivAranA saMbaMdhomAM nAnAmoTAno bhedabhAva haze. mitrano saMbaMdha nAnAmoTAno nathI hoto. mitrane maLavAmAM upacAra ke vahevAra nathI hoto. A janmamAM janmelo ane A janmane ajavALe tevo saMbaMdha te mitratAno saMbaMdha. Ama to A saMbaMdhamAM samIkaraNa ke zaratane sthAna nathI. mitra mATe mahattvanI ane mahattvanA mitra mATenI thoDI Tipsa sAthe besIne vAMcIe. eka, mitratAnI mukhya kaDI che samAna uddeza, be mitro potAnAM jIvana mATe eka sarakho uddeza rAkhatA nahIM hoya to dostI lAMbo vakhata cAlI zakaze nahIM. uddeza ke hetu ke lakSyanI ekatA ja mitratAne ciraMjIva banAve che. jo ke, kazA ja uddeza, hetu ke lakSya vinAnI nisargadatta maitrI paNa lAMbo vakhata cAle che. jo uddeza samAna hoya to A vAta maitrI mATe mahattvanI che. be, mitratA jema jUnI bane tema majabUta bane che. mitratAmAM jAnanuM balidAna devAno mAmalo lagabhaga Avato nathI. mitratA mAMge che vizvAsa, tame kaho te sAMbhaLIne tamane saMbhALavAmAM Avaze A mitratAnuM prathama sUtra che. tamane maLatuM sanmAna e tamArI lAgaNInI svIkRti che. tamArI bhAvanAone Thesa nahIM pahoMce tenI khAtarI mitratA Ape che. mitratAmAM vicAra karatA saMbhAvanuM sthAna vizeSa che. traNa, mitratAmAM levaDadevaDano vahevAra hoto nathI, mitratAne dhaMdhAnI bhAgIdArImAM badalI zakAya nahIM. mitratAmAM cAMdalAno vahevAra nA hoya. 65

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sArA mitro : kharAba mitro tamArI sAthe besanAro tamAro mitra che. tame tene tamArA mananI vAta karI zako cho. e potAnI vAta tamane kare che. arasaparasano meLa che. tamArI lAgaNI mATe tamArI pAse spaSTatA nathI hotI. tamAro mitra tamArI lAgaNI spaSTa karI Ape che. tamArA mudA adhUrA hoya to mitra pUrA karI Ape che. tamArI rajUAta kAcI hoya to mitra sudhArI Ape che. tALImitro hasAhasamAM kAma lAge che. e muzkelImAM hAthatALI ApI de che. thALImitro AnaMdapramodamAM kAma lAge che. takalIphamAM hoIe tyAre e bIje jamavA jatA rahe che. tamArA mitro tamArI oLakhANa chatI kare che. tamane maLelA mitromAM temane bagADe tevA mitro haze. tamAre tenAM lakSaNo zodhI kADhavAnA che. tame khoTI zaramamAM rahezo to mitro tamane kharAba kAmamAM phasAvI deze. tame sArA mitrane zodhajo . tame samajIne vahevAramAM vartajo . svArthanI bAdabAkI vinA maitrI pAMgaratI nathI. ahaMne bAju para mUkI na zako to maitrI jAmI na zake. tamAro dosta, tamAro duzmana banI zake che mATe varasI paDo nahIM. tamAro dosta tamAro parivArajana nathI mATe gharanI badhI vAto tenI samakSa jAhera mata karo. tamAro mitra tamArI kamajorIne paMpALato hoya te tamane nA gamavuM joIe. tamArA mitrane tamArI kamajorI game che teno artha e che ke te sAro mANasa nathI. tamAro mitra tamArI bhUla mATe tamane samajAvaze. tamAro mitra tamane rokaze ane Tokaze. sAco mitra parivAranI virodhamAM laI na jAya. sAco mitra khoTA dhaMdhAmAM sahakAra na Ape. mudde, mitratA vastulakSI nathI. mitratA to hRdayanI bhASA che. tamArI samajaNane sparze tevI vAto karanAro sAthIdAra tamAro mitra hoI zake che. tamArI lAgaNIne vALI zake te kharo mitra che. mitro hA pADavA mATe che. mitra nA pADavA mATe che. mitra mAMgato nathI. mitra Ape che. mitra muzkelImAM sobata Ape che. mitra mAyAjALathI dUra rahe che. mitra mATe upacAra ke vahevAra gauNa bAbata che. mitra kyAreya khoTuM lagADato nathI. mitra tamArI AMkho joIne tamArI vedanA vAMcI zake che. mitra pAse raDavuM paDatuM nathI. mitra tamArAM AMsune pahelethI oLakhI le che. mitra gusso kare che to game che. mitra gusso karatI vakhate bhItaramAM valovAya che. mitro nArAjagI batAvIne tamane samajAve che. mitra pAse mAtAnI mamatA nathI hotI. babbe mAtAnuM mana hoya che. mitra ArapAra samajI zake che. badhuM ja, mitra vinA cAlI zake che. ane chatAM mitra vinA badhuM ja adhUruM lAge che. mitra samajadAra hoya. mitra mAhitagAra hoya, mitra udAra hoya. mitra tame cho to tamAre sArA mANasa banavuM. mitra tamAro che to tene sAro mANasa banAvavo. mitrane sAro banAvIne jaMpe te mitra. mitrane kharAba banAvIne jaMpe te dumana. tamAre mitra banavAnuM che, duzmana nahIM. tamAre mitra rAkhavAnA che, duzmana nahIM. 68 *

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huM kSamA mAMguM chuM priya svajana, tane patra lakhatI vakhate mArI AMkho bhInI che. AkhuM varasa ApaNe sAthe rahyA. tArI mATe meM mahenata karI. mArI mATe te mahenata karI, sAthe rahIne nirNayo lIdhA che. chUTA paDavA mATe jhaghaDyA nathI. nArAjagI vahoravAno prazna Avyo nathI. saMbaMdhonA pAyAmAM rahelA vizvAsane jIvato rAkhyo che. khUba sabhAna rahyA chIe paraspara, tAruM du:kha samajIne tane sAcavyo che. mAruM duHkha tuM samaje che tema mAnI tArA khabhe mAthuM mUkI AMsu sAryA che. jiMdagInA nAnAM moTAM tuphAna vacce arasaparasano sathavAro akhaMDa rAkhavAnI jIda rAkhI che. lokonA kahevAthI tene anyAya nathI karyo. tane khuza rAkhavA lokone nArAja karavAnI hiMmata rAkhI che. nAnapaNanI nirdoSa maitrI jevI pavitra ekatA jIvaMta rAkhavAnI che ApaNe. joke, mANasa mAtra potAnI lAgaNIthI jIve che. tArI dareka lAgaNIne huM samajI zakuM tevuM kema karIne bane ? ghaNI vakhata mane mArI ja lAgaNI samajAI nathI. huM tArI mATe jIvuM chuM ane tArI lAgaNI samajayA vinA game tevA AkSepo karI besuM chuM. tane samajAtuM nathI A badhuM. tane mArI mATe sneha che. tuM mAro roSa joIne stabdha banI jAya che. tane mArI para aDhaLaka prema che. tuM mAro gusso joIne nirAza banI jAya che. mane gusso Avyo tene lIdhe tane pastAvo thAya che. tArA para Avo mAnasika atyAcAra meM satata karyo che. mAre tArI lAgaNInI mAvajata karavI joIe. jiMdagInA chevADe mota rAha joIne UbhuM che enI sAthe mulAkAta thaze tyAre ApaNo saMbaMdha pUro thaI javAno che. trIsa ke cAlIsa varasano ja A sathavAro che. A varasone bagADavA nathI. tArAmAM ane mArAmAM vaselo snehasaMbaMdha motane lIdhe tUTI javAno che. pachI kayAre maLIzuM tenI khabara nathI, khAtarI nathI, atyAre tArI mArI duniyA najIka che. mArI vAto tane du:khI kare te mane maMjUra nathI. mAro svabhAva sAro nathI. tuM mane saMbhALI le che mATe ApaNo nAto atUTa che. mArI haradama icchA rahI che ke ApaNo e saMgAtha sadAbahAra rahe. mAro ahaM, mArI apekSAo mane satAve che. tame paNa mArA svabhAvano kALo paDachAyo parezAna kare che. tuM khamI khAya che, tuM mArI bhUlo mApha karI de che. tArI A udAratA joIne mane mArA svabhAva aMge vizeSa du:kha thAya che. mane samajanAra jo koI hoya to kevaLa tuM ja che. tArI samakSa meM kAMI kapaTa karyuM nathI. koI jUTha calAvyuM nathI. mArI tArI vacce daMbhano paDado nathI. ApaNe jayAra sudhI jIvIzuM, A daMbha vinA ja jIvIzuM. - tArI lAgaNIne mArA taraphathI khalela paDyA karI che. mArA taraphathI tArI saraLatAne du:kha pahoMcyuM che. meM tane nirAza karyo. nArAja karyo. eka vAta tuM lakhI rAkhaje tArI DAyarImAM. mane tArI para gusso Avyo haze paraMtu gussAnAM mULamAM koI dveSa nathI. mArA gussAmAM premane paDagho paDe che. tuM mArA gussAne yAda rAkhIne du:khI rahIza mA. mArA manamAM koI DaMkha ke asaMtoSa nathI. huM adhUro AdamI chuM. tArA sathavAre mAre AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. tArA sahAre mAre sArA mANasa banavAnuM che. mArA vicitra svabhAvane badale mArA snehabhAvane joIne tuM mArI para khuza raheje. tane mAro AtmA mAnuM chuM huM, tArI mAphI mAMgavI te ApaNA saMbaMdhanuM apamAna che ane mArI lAgaNI karatAM tArI lAgaNIne vadhu mahattva ApavuM te ApaNA saMbaMdhanuM sAcuM sanmAna che. AjanA maMgala divase tArI lAgaNIne sanmAnavA huM kSamAyAcanA karuM chuM. tAro ane mAro saMbaMdha niHsvArtha ane nirdoSa ane nirdabha banI rahe te mATe huM kSamA mAMgu chuM.

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kSamApanA emaNe mane duHkha ApyuM che. mane nArAja karIne temaNe potAnuM ja dhAryuM karyuM che. mArI phariyAda temane kema samajAya? mArA manamAM temanI mATe lAgaNI che, sabhAva che. mane koI ja bAbatamAM temaNe sanmAna ApyuM nathI. mAre to temanI pAsethI takalIpho ja bhogavavAnI AvI che. meM kayAreya jANI joIne temane takalIpha ApI nathI. meM emane duHkha ApavAnuM lakSya rAkhIne kadI ugratA dAkhavI nathI. mane temanAM du:khano vicAra pahelo Ave che. emane mArAM du:khanI vicAra pahelo Ave che? emane mArAM du:khanI phikara che? e to potAnI dhUnamAM jIve che. mArA manamAM baLApo che. mAruM mana roI rahyuM che. mAre mAphI mAMgavI paDe tevuM kAMI ja banyuM nathI. temaNe je karyuM che te badhuM ja mApha na karI zakAya evuM ugra ane tIvra che. mAro svabhAva sAro che. emano svabhAva vicitra che. mAre temane kaMI rIte samajAvavA te ja samajAtuM nathI. huM emanI dRSTie temanA vicAra karI zakuM. mArI vAtane mArI dRSTie vicAruM to citra alaga hoya. mArI vAtane emanI dRSTie vicAruM to citra alaga bane. mane dekhAya che te mArI dRSTi che. mArI daSTimAM na AvyuM hoya tevuM ghaNuM banI zake che. mArI vedanAne meM mArI ja dRSTie mUlavI che. mArI phariyAdanI pAchaLa kevaLa mAro ja dRSTikoNa che. mAre dareka ghaTanAne emanI dRSTie cakAsavI joIe. emane je samajAtuM hoya te mane na samajAyuM hoya. emane na dekhAtuM hoya te mane dekhAyuM hoya, mAre vicAravuM joIe. meM emane doSa Apyo che. emane samajavAno prayAsa nathI karyo. meM Aropa karyo te sAco hovAnuM meM mAnI lIdhuM che. kadAca mArI ja bhUla hoya ne mane khabara nA hoya, mArI apekSAo vadhAre paDatI hoya eTale mane duHkha thatuM hoya. mArI phariyAda svArthamAMthI nIpajI hoya tevuM paNa banI zake che. mAre samajavAnuM che. huM samajavAno prayAsa na karuM te khoTuM che. mAre dhyAnapUrvaka samajavAnuM che badhuM. mArI sAthe rahenAro AdamI, mArI sAme paDe temAM mArI kacAza ja kAraNa bane che. mArI AvaData ochI che mATe saMbaMdhomAM tanAva Ave che. mAre kema sudhAro meLavavo tenI AtmaciMtA huM karuM e vyAjabI raheze. mAre temanI sAthe laDAya nahIM, jhaghaDAya nahIM. mAre temane doSita TheravavAnI vRtti rAkhavAnI nA hoya. mAre to arasaparasa saMbaMdha majabUta rahe tema ja vicAravAnuM hoya, nAnI nAnI vAto manamAM noMdhAya tenI asara manamAM halacala macAve. manamAM ja huM hatAzA pAmuM ke laDAI karuM. sAmA mANasane pratipakSa mAnavAne badale potAno AdamI mAnuM to phariyAda nA UbhI thAya. emanA taraphathI paDatAM du:khonuM kAraNa zodhavuM. e du:kho Ape che tenA vyAjabI kAraNo che tema vicArI temano manomana bacAva karavo. emane du:kha ApavAnuM mana thayuM te mArI lAgaNInI niSphaLatA che tema jAte kabUlavuM. mAre mArA manamAM temanI mATe koI ja kacavATe jIvato rAkhavo nathI. huM temane sadbhAva ja ApIza. emaNe mAphI mAMgavI joIe tevo vicAra karIne huM temane gunegAra banAvuM to mAro prema svArthI banI jAya. mAre ja temane mApha karI devA che, tema vicAruM e samarpaNa che. emaNe du:kha ApyAM te bhale. emaNe takalIpha ApI te bhale. emanI bhUlo para mArI najara nathI. mArI najara kevaLa lAgaNI tarapha che. mArA manamAM emanI mATe saMvedanA hoya to mAre temane doSa ApavAno hoya ja nahIM. mArI lAgaNI sAcI che. mAro prema sAco che. mAruM mana prAmANika che. huM temane koI ja doSa Apato nathI. mArI kacAzane sudhAravAno mAro saMkalpa che. kSamApanA. - 1 72

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garIboM kI suno divALInA divaso Ave che, mIThAI ane phaTAkaDAnuM bajAra udhaDe che. garIbonI jhUMpaDImAM divALIno jhagamagATa nathI hoto. e AkAzamAM jhabakatA phaTAkaDAnI sero joIne divALI mAnavI le che. bhIkha mAMgIne vAsI mIThAI cAkhe che ne divALI ujave che. tamArA gAmamAM garIbo vasatA hoya temanI divALIno vicAra tame karajo . tamArA kuTuMbanA dareka sabhyo divALInI sijhanamAM ghaNI jAtanI mIThAIo cAkhaze. tamArA gAmanA rahevAsIo tamArA pADozI che, temanAM khoraDe Akho parivAra vase che. nAnA che ane moTA che. paisAnI khoTa tIvra che. garIbIno ochAyo emanAM manane nirAza rAkhe che. emano harakha nakalI ane nAno hoya che. emanA icchAo saMtoSAtI nathI eTale emano AnaMda paNa khAbociyA jevo sasto ane khobA jevaDo sImita hoya che. havelI, baMgalA, TaeNnAmenTa ane phalaeNTsa emanAM jIvanamAM nathI. melAM kapaDAM, chAparAmAM bAkoruM. bhIMtomAM tirADo ane tALA vagaranA daravAjA. A emanI oLakha che. divALInA divasomAM emane rAjIpo ApavA tame zuM karI zako ? e vAta pachI che. e lokonA caherA para tamArAM nimitte hAsyanI rekhA phUTI nIkaLe te tamane game tevuM nathI ? temane mIThAI Apo. e lokonI garIba AMkhomAM tamArI mIThAIne lIdhe camakAro Avaze. tame mIThuM moTuM karAvyuM tene lIdhe temanuM AkhuM navuM varasa taravarATa sAthe vItaze. emanI sUmasAma jiMdagImAM tamArI ronakadAra bheTathI khuzanumA vAtAvaraNa UbhuM thaze. emane mAMgatA AvaDe che. emane meLavatAM nathI AvaDatuM. emane bhIkha mAMgavAnuM game che. emanI mATe bIjo koI mArga nathI jIvanamAM. emanuM kamanasIba ja emane pIDA ApI rahyuM che. gayA janmanAM aparaMpAra pAponI sajA emane bhogavavAnI AvI che. tame emane jIvanabhara sAcavI lo tevuM temanuM puNya paNa nathI ane tamArI taiyArI paNa nathI. tamAre emanI divALIne mIThAIthI bharavAnI che. tamArA paisA, tamArA sagAone mIThAI vaheMcavAmAM vaparAya te nagada svArtha che. tamane 93 koI mIThAI Ape che te sAme tame mIThAI Apo cho. A letIdetImAM lAgaNI che, ahaMnI paritRpti che, mamatAno svArtha che. garIbane tame mIThAI Apo cho tyAre tame vaLataranI apekSA nathI rAkhatA, nAmanAnI icchA nathI, prazaMsAnI bhUkha nathI. e garIba lokone rAjIpo maLe teTalI ja eka tamannA hoya che. duHkhI lokonuM du:kha thoDuMka ochuM thAya, tamArA hAthe ochuM thAya, te mIThAI karatAM moMghI ane mIThI ghaTanA che. tamArAM du:khane dUra karavAnI tAkAta tamArAmAM che. temanAmAM potAnAM duHkha dUra karavAnI tAkAta nathI. bIjAnAM du:khane dUra karavAnI tAkAta tamArAmAM che. temanAmAM bIjAnAM du:kha sudhI pahoMcavAnI daSTi ja nathI. potAnAM du:khamAM sariyAma DUbelA che e loko bIjAnAM du:khane jovAnI ja hAma nathI to du:kha dUra zuM kare ? AvA mANasone dayAnI najare joIe tyAM sudhI cAle. tuccha ane hIna mAnIne emanAthI dUra bhAgI zakAya nahIM. emane lAgaNIthI jovAnA. emanAM dardanI sahAnubhUti jAge te tamArI sajjanatA. emanAM du:khathI tame gaLagaLA bano to tamArI sajjanatA. emanuM du:kha tamane potAnuM duHkha lAge te tamArI moTAI. parivAramAM mAMdA mANasanuM je lAgaNIthI jatana thAya evI rIte ja tamArA hAthe tame emane mIThAI Apo e tamAruM kartavya divALInA giphTa baoNksa zrImaMto ekabIjAne mokale che ane ekabIjAnA DAyAbITIsamAM vadhAro kare che. A mIThAInA giphTa baoNksa garIbone mokalavA joIe. garIbone praoNTIna paNa pUratuM nathI maLatuM. garIbo bolI nathI zakatA ke amAre divALInI tAjI mIThAI khAvI che. tame to sAMbhaLI zako cho ne ? tame divALIne damadAra banAvo. mIThAI khAvAthI mIThI lAge, vaheMcavAthI vadhAre mIThI lAge. 74 -

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draupadI ane sItA ApadAone hasatA moDhe veThI levAnI vAto karavI sahelI che. kharekhara ApadA Ave tyAre bhalabhalA mANasonA paga DhIlA paDI jAya che. ApadA kahetAM takalIpha Ave te vakhate manamAM takalIpha ApanAra mATe phariyAda jAge che. potAnA hAthe e takalIpha sAme laData zarU thAya che. e takalIphamAMthI bacAvanAro koI maLI jAya to e bhagavAna jevo lAge che. vyAsajInAM mahAbhAratamAM draupadInI kathA che. vAlmikInAM rAmAyaNamAM sItAnI kathA che. A mahAsatIo abhUtapUrva kaTokaTImAM mUkAya che. draupadIne herAna karanArA che kauravo. sItAne herAna kare che rAvaNa. baMne potapotAnI rIte sahIsalAmata bahAra AvI gaI te badhA jANe che. A be mahAsatIne abaLA mAnIne bhUlI zakAya nahIM. emaNe kaTokaTIno sAmano karyo temAMthI koIka maeNsaeNja maLe che. ApaNane takalIpha ApanAra potAnI sajjanatA cUkI rahyo che te nakkI che. ApaNuM apamAna thAya ke ApaNane anyAya thAya temAM cokkasa vyaktinI tuccha cAlAkI kAma kare che. ApaNe viTaMbaNAmAM paDyA. ApaNane takalIphamAM mUkanAra e vyakti najara samakSa AvI. kudaratI pratibhAva e ja che ke ApaNe te vyakti para jhanUnathI tUTI paDIe. draupadIe vastrAharaNa vakhate kauravone TanabaMdha gALo ApI che, kauravo, bhISma, drauNa ane karNa to ThIka, pAMca pAMDavo paNa draupadInA Akrozano bhoga banyA. sItAnA kissAmAM AvuM rAvaNa sAme thayuM. rAvaNa ane azokavananI rAkSasIo sAme sItAe tIvra aNagamo vyakta karyo hato. baMnee ApadA lAvanArAne vakhoDyA. baMnee ApadAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA mathAmaNa karI. baMne potapotAnA duzmanone satata dhutkAratA rahyA. pariNAmanI dRSTie vicArIe to draupadI ke sItAno Akroza viparIta paristhitine badalI nA zakyo. kRSNa AvyA pachI draupadIjI bacyA. rAma AvyA pachI ja sItAjI mukta thayA. 94 draupadI ane sItA takalIphamAM mUkAyA. pote kazuM nA karI zakyA. emane bacAvanAra koIka hatuM te AvyA pachI ja bacyA. draupadI ke sItAno svataMtra pratikAra kAma lAgyo nathI. AjanI draupadIo ane sItAo svataMtra pratikAra kare che. sAsu sAthe jhaghaDe che, sasarA sAme tumAkhI rAkhe che, potAnA patideva para varcasva jamAve che, gharamAM ekahaththu sattA rAkhe che, potAne duHkha na paDe, potAne parAdhIna thavuM nA paDe tenI mATe Avo svataMtra pratikAra thAya che. pariNAma zuM Ave che ? gharamAM saMbaMdho vikSipta thAya che. mA ane dIkaro-draupadI ke sItAnA mudde jhaghaDe che. jUnA jamAnAmAM rAme, sItA mATe rAvaNa sAthe laDAI karI. Ajano rAma sItA mATe sagI mA sAthe laDe che. AkhuM cakkara pheravAI gayuM che. dareka nArI potAnuM svataMtra vyaktitva dharAve che. enI bhAvanA ane enI icchA mahattvanI paNa hoya che. savAla kevaLa pratikArano che. AjanI nArI parivAranA sabhyo sAthe svataMtra pratikAranI bhASAmAM vAta kare te ThIka nathI. thoDI moTAI maLatI haze, thoDo damAma jaLavAto haze, paNa e tumAkhI eka parivAranAM zAMta vAtAvaraNane DahoLI nAkhe che. draupadI thAkIne Dhagalo thaI gaI pachI kRSNa dvArA bacI. sItAjI laMkAnAM vanamAM lAMbo vakhata rahyA pachI rAma dvArA mukta thayA. ApaNane je bAbata takalIpha lAge che te ukelavA ApaNe ekalA ja laDavA lAgIe teno kazo artha nathI. vANImAM mIThAza ane haiyAmAM vizvAsa jIvato rAkho. takalIphane vyaktigata saMdarbhathI nahIM paraMtu kauTuMbika vyApathI tapAso. thoDo samaya vItAvavo ja paDaze. thoDI dhIraja rAkhavI ja paDaze. ekalA hAthe nirNaya karI zakAze nahIM. 6.

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dIvaDo dharo dIvaDo dharo jhUpaDapaTTImAM ekalA DosImA rahe che. eka bhAI e DosImAnAM jhUMpaDe gayA. DosImAne eka navI sADI ApIne kahyuM "mA, bIjuM kAMI joIe ?' e DosImAe jhAMkhI AMkhe e bhAIne joyA. bolyA, "beTA tuM zuM bolyo, pharIvAra bola.' e bhAI kahe : ""mA, bIjuM kAMI joIe ?' DosImA raDI paDyA. e bhAIe raDavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. DosImA kahe : "beTA, ATha varasathI A jhUMpaDImAM ekalI rahuM chuM. mane mA kahenArI tuM ATha varasamAM pahelo maLyo. mAro dIkaro Avyo hoya evo AnaMda mane thayo.' e bhAI A sAMbhaLIne gaLagaLA thaI gayA. emaNe DosImAne bIjI sADI ApI. DosImAe e sADI nA lIdhI. bhAIe Agraha karyo to DosImAe bamaNA jozathI nA pADI. bhAIe nArAjagI sAthe kahyuM ke "tame nA pADo cho to mane duHkha thAya che.' DosImAe sAmo javAba Apyo. e javAbamAM garIbI na hotI. e javAbamAM abajopati mahilAno raNakAra hato. DosImAe kahyuM : "mane ApelI sADI pAMca varasa cAlaze. A bIjI sADI pelI jhUMpaDImAM rahe che te kAkIne Apo. emane mArA karatAM vadhAre takalIpha che. mArI pAse sADI paDI raheze. emane e sADI maLaze to e sukhI thaze.' potAne maLI rahelI maphatanI sADI na lenArA DosImAM mahAnuM ke maphatanA bhAve selamAM maLatI sADI levA paDApaDI karanArA zrImatIjIo mahAnuM? (2) relve sTezana para TreIna UbhI rahI. bArI pAse nAno chokaro bhIkha mAMgavA lAgyo. bArI pAse beselA aMkale chokarAne cAra pAMca sapharajana ApyA. chokaro to rAjI rAjI thaI gayo. e bhAgato bhAgato sTezananA chevADe beselA bhIkhArI pAse gayo. sapharajana ene ApI dIdhA. aMkale joyuM. e chokaro bIjA DabbA pAse bhIkha mAMgato hato. aMkale ene bolAvIne pUchyuM 'sapharajana pelA bhIkhArIne kema ApI dIdhA. tAre nathI khAvA ?' chokaro cabarAka hato. te tarata bolyo "e bhAIne meM sapharajana ApI dIdhA. mAre nathI khAvA.' e bhAI AMdhaLA che. temane dekhAtuM nathI. emane koI sapharajana ApatuM nathI. meM mArA sapharajana emane ApI dIdhA. e khuza thaze." aMkale pUchyuM "e AMdhaLAbhAI tArA zuM thAya ?" chokarAe kahyuM "e mArA sagA nathI. ame sAthe bhIkha mAMgIe chIe eTaluM ja.' sAthe bhIkha mAMganArA bhIkhArIne ekabIjAnAM du:khanI samaja paDe che ane sAthe gharamAM rahenArA kuTuMbanA sabhyone ekabIjAnA duHkhanI kazI khabara paDatI nathI. garIba koNa ? bhIkhArI ke kahevAtA zrImaMto ? (3). roja cAnI kaeNnTina pAse gADI UbhI rahe. zeTha utare. cA pIe. paisA cUkavI sAmenI haoNTelamAM jatA rahe. eka divasa zeThanuM paisAnuM pAkITa khovAI gayuM. zeTha yAda kare che ke pAkITa kyAM paDyuM haze ? te ja vakhate rUmanA daravAje TakorA vAgyA. zeThe daravAjo kholyo. kenTinavALo nAno chokaro pAkITa laIne Avelo. e chokaro kahe, 'tame gADImAMthI utaryA tyAre pAkITa paDI gayeluM. mArA zeTha joI le to rAkhI le. tame mArA zeThane kahetA nahIM. tamAruM pAkITa tame rAkhI lo. mAre javuM che." zeThe e chokarAne 50 rUA. nI noTa ApI, chokarAe levAnI nA pADI. zeThe pUchyuM, 'kema nathI leto ?' e nAnakaDo chokaro kahe : "mArA dAdImAe kahyuM che ke pasIno pADyA vinAnA paisA laIe to pApa lAge.' A paisA mATe meM pasIno nathI pADyo. tamArA pasInAnA paisA tame rAkho. mArAthI e levAya nahIM.' nAnI uMmare moTI majAnI vAta karanArA A choTe bahAduranI sAme AjanA anItikhora rAjakAraNIo keTalA vAmaNA lAge che ? 38 che

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rAjA ane bhagavAna rAjAne cAra rANI hatI. yuddha karavA jatI vakhate rAjA traNa rANIne maLyo hato. cothI rANI aNamAnItI hatI. tene maLyo nahIM. rAjA yuddhakSetramAM pahoMcyo. lAMbI laDAI cAlI. rAjA bhAre saMgharSa bAda jIta pAmyo. cAreya rANIne rAjAe saMdezo mokalyo, je joIe te maMgAvavA kahyuM. thoDA divaso pachI rAjAe nagarapraveza karyo. pahelI rANIne sonAnA dAgInA ApyA. bIjI rANIne moMghAM vastro ApyAM. trIjI rANIne sonAnAM vAsaNo ApyA. traNe rANI beThI beThI hasI rahI hatI kemake cothI rANIne rAjAe kAMI ja ApyuM nahotuM, traNeya rANIe A cothI rANInI mazkarI karI, bapora pachI sAMja UgI. traNa rANIo rAjAnI pratIkSA karI rahI hatI. rAjA sAMje cothI rANInA mahelamAM gayo. rAjAe cothI rANIne kahyuM ke 'huM have tArA ja mahelamAM rahevAno chuM.' traNa rANIne badale A cothI rANIne rAjAe vizeSa mahattva ApyuM tenuM kAraNa ajaba hatuM. rANIe cAreya rANIne mAMgavA kahyuM hatuM. traNa rANIe judI judI vastuo maMgAvI hatI. cothI rANIe rAjAno prema mAMgyo hato. rAjAne cothI rANInI bhAvanA sparzI gaI. rAjA pAse je mAMgo te rAjA Ape. rAjA pAse kAMI ja na mAMgo to rAjA jAte AvIne maLe. bhagavAna ane rAjAmAM A dRSTie kAMI pharaka nathI. bhagavAna pAse tame koI vastu mAMgo cho to e vastu maLe che paNa bhagavAna dUra rahI jAya che. bhagavAna pAse tame vastu nathI mAMgatA to tame sAkSAtuM bhagavAnane pAmI zako cho. bhagavAnane maLo te vakhate tame tamArA aMgata svArthane gauNa karI zako to tamArI jIta thAya. tame bhagavAna pAse paNa potAnI ja kahAnI raTyA karo cho. tamane bhagavAnamAM bhagavAna nathI dekhAtA. tamane bhagavAnamAM tamArA aihika svArtho dekhAya che. tame khUba kamajora cho. tamane AvaDatuM kazuM nathI. tame kevaLa potAnI dhUnamAM vicAro cho. tamArI bhUlone lIdhe tamane duHkha maLe che. tamane duHkha joItAM nathI ane bhUla tamAre sudhAravI nathI. tame bhUlonI thALI bharIne bhagavAna pAse Avo cho. bhUlanI - 9 bAbatamAM tamAre pheravicAraNA karavI nathI. bhagavAna pAse bhUlano bacAva karIne duHkhathI chaTakavAnI vAto tame karo cho. tamane bhagavAna pAse besatA nathI AvaDatuM. mAMgatA nathI AvaDatuM ane bhagavAnane samajavAnuM paNa tame zIkhyA nathI. tamArI mATe bhagavAna rAjA jevA che. tame prasanna rahenArA bhagavAna samakSa hAtha laMbAvo cho. tame hAro cho. tame prasanna rahenArA bhagavAnano hAtha potAnAM mAthe mUkAvo cho. tame jIto cho. tame jItavA ke hAravA mATe bhagavAna samakSa jatA nathI. tame bhagavAnane maLavA mATe jAo cho. bhagavAna pAsethI kazuMka meLavavAnI vRtti tamAre rAkhavI joIe nahIM, bhagavAnane pAmavAnuM lakSya tamAre rAkhavuM ghaTe, bhagavAna pAse bIjuM kAMI pAmavAno vicAra tamAre karavAno. nathI. bhagavAna tamane jANe che. tamArA karmo tamAruM bhaviSya ghaDe che. tame karelAM sArAM ane narasAM kAma tamane jIvanabhara javAba Ape che. tame bhagavAnanAM mAthe javAbadArI DhoLI do te vyAjabI nathI. tame tamArI jAte ja tamArI pAtratAnI parakha rAkho. tamAre bhagavAna pAse kevaLa karaNI mAMgavAnI che. bhagavAnanI sevA karavAnI zakti ane pAtratA maLe e sivAya bIjuM kAMI mAMgavAnI jarUra nathI. 8o

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mRtyu nizcita che eka rAjakumAra hato. ene hajAro varasa jIvavuM hatuM. potAnA parivAra vacce so varasa ja jIvAze ema vicArIne te gherathI bhAgI nIkaLyo. lAMbI vATa pasAra karI. jamInano cheDo Avyo. dariyAkAMThe e pahoMcyo. uchaLatAM mojA joIne te potAnuM sapanuM yAda karato rahyo. teNe dariyAkinAre cAlavA mAMDyuM. ene eka mANasa maLyo. e dariyAne camacIthI ulecI rahyo hato. rAjakumAre pUchyuM, 'tuM dariyo khAlI karavA mAge che ?' pelAe hA pADI. rAjakumAre pUchyuM ke 'tuM A rIte dariyo khAlI karavA mAMge che to keTalA varase dariyo khAlI thaze ?' pelo kahe, 'mane to eka hajAra varasa jIvavAnuM varadAna che. tuM mArI sAthe rahIza to A varadAna tane paNa maLaze.' rAjakumAra rAjI thayo. eka hajAra varSa jIvavAno jAdu joIne rAjakumAra tyAM ja rokAI gayo. thoDA samayamAM rAjakumArane thayuM ke hajAra varasa pachI to maravuM ja paDaze. so varasa pachI maro ke hajAra varasa pachI maro. sarakhuM ja che badhuM. mAre to vadhAre jIvavuM che. rAjakumAra tyAMthI nIkaLI gayo. dUra dUra eka jaMgala AvyuM. UMcAM UMcAM jhADa hatAM. aDAbIDa aTavI hatI. vRkSono pAra nahoto. rAjakumAre jaMgalamAM eka mANasane joyo. e kuhADIthI jhADa toDI rahyo hato. rAjakumAre tene pUchyuM to te kahe ke 'mane dasa hajAra varasa jIvavAnuM varadAna che. Akhu jaMgala kApI nAMkhIza. pachI ja marIza. tuM mArI sAthe rahe to tane paNa dasa hajAra varasanuM jIvana maLaze.' rAjakumAra tenI sAthe rokAI gayo. thoDAM samayamAM ja tene samajAI gayuM ke hajAra varase maro ke dasa hajAra varase maro, pharaka nathI paDato. rAjakumAra cAlI nIkaLyo. AgaLa uttuMga pahADa Avyo. eka mANasa hathoDA mArIne pahADanA paththaro toDI rahyo hato. ene eka lAkha varasa jIvavAnuM varadAna hatuM ane e pahADa toDIne pachI ja maravA mAMgato hato. rAjakumAra tenI sAthe rokAyo. eka lAkha varasa pachI paNa maravuM ja paDaze tema vicArI e tyAMthI paNa nIkaLI gayo. khUba pharyo. eka nadIkinAre tene eka vayovRddha kAkA maLyA. kAkAe kahyuM ke 'mArI sAthe rahenAra kyAreya nathI marato. * 81 zarata eTalI ja ke tAre huM kahuM te pramANe ja karavuM paDaze.' rAjakumAra tyAM rokAI gayo. lAkho varasa vItyAM rAjakumArane maravAnI ciMtA ja nahotI. e sadAkALa jIvavAnI siddhi meLavI cUkyo hato. paNa Akhare e mANasa hato. eka divasa tene potAno deza ane potAnuM ghara yAda AvyuM. ene potAno mulaka jovAnI icchA kAkAne jaNAvI. kAkAe kahyuM ke 'tuM na jAya to sAruM che. paraMtu tAre javuM ja hoya to A sapheda ghoDA para besIne jA.' A ghoDA parathI nIce utaravAnuM nahIM. rAjakumAra ghoDA para besIne nIkaLyo. pahADanA TukaDA joyA. kapAyelA lAkaDA joyAM. sUkAI gayelo dariyo joyo. sapheda ghoDo tene tenAM gAme laI Avyo. badhuM badalAI gayuM hatuM. hajAronI vasati jyAM ArAma karatI hatI tyAM bAvaLanAM jhUMDa sivAya kAMI ja bacyuM nahotuM. rAjakumAra hatAza thayo. pote ciraMjIva che teno saMtoSa laIne pAcho nIkaLyo. rastAmAM sAmethI eka gADuM AvI rahyuM hatuM. be baLada e gADAne kheMcatA hatA. eka gharaDo Doso ene calAvI rahyo hato. ghoDAnI barobara sAme AvIne e gADuM aTakyuM. baLada jamIna para besI gayA. DosAe rAza kheMcI, cAbUko mArI, paNa baLada UbhA ja na thayA. DosAe rAjakumArane kahyuM ke 'mArA baLadane UbhA karo to mane sahAya maLaze.' rAjakumAre sapheda ghoDAne nahIM choDavAnI sUcanA yAda karI. ekadama sAvacetI rAkhIne ghoDA para ja Ubho thayo. eka paga ghoDAnA peMgaDA para rAkhIne bIjo paga jamInane aDADyo. baLada to UbhA na thayA. paNa pelo Doso capaLatAthI rAjakumAra para kUdyo. rAjakumAra jamIna para paTakAyo. DosAe rAjakumAranuM gaLuM dabAvatA kahyuM. 'huM keTalA varasathI tArI pAchaLa pharI rahyo chuM. A gADAmAM cappalanI seMkaDo joDa paDI che te tArI pAchaLa cAlatA cAlatA ghasAI gaI che. Aje tuM mArA hAthamAM Avyo che. have tuM chaTakI zakavAno nathI." rAjakumAre pUchyuM. 'tame koNa cho ?' DosAe kahyuM. 'mAruM nAma che mRtyu. tuM lAkho varasathI mane mUrakha banAvato rahyo. Aje meM tane mUrakha banAvyo che.' ITAlInI A lokakathA ema kahe che. na gAtI hai, na gunagunAtI hai, mauta AtI hai, to cUpacApa AtI hai ra.

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kyAMka javAnuM che eka jaMgalamAM rAtavAso karavA cAra puruSo bhegA thaI gayA. pahelo suthAra hato. bIjo darajI hato. trIjo sonI hato. cotho tAMtrika sAdhu hato. vArtA dhAraNA pramANe ja cAle che. rAtrinA samaye cAre jaNAe eka eka pahora jAgavAnA vArA nakkI karyA. pahelA pahore suthAra jAgyo. TAIma pAsa karavA mATe teNe lAkaDuM hAthamAM lIdhuM. nAnakaDI DhIMgalI jevI mUrti banAvI. bIjA pahore darajIe e mUrtinAM kapaDAM sIvyAM. trIjA pahore sonIe dAgInA paherAvyA. have A rIte darajI kapaDAM sIvI le ane sonI dAgInA banAvI le te to zakya ja nathI. vArtAmAM to AvuM ja bane. cotho tAMtrika, A suMdara mUrtine joIne rAjI thayo. teNe mUrtine jIvaMta banAvI. savAra paDI. ajavALuM thayuM. cAre jaNAnI vacce eka jIvaMta vyakti hAjara hatI. enI para haka kono te prazna Ubho thayo. khUba carcA thaI. Akhare nakkI thayuM ke bAjunAM gAmamAM jaIne nyAyAdhIzane pUchavuM. nyAyAdhIze dhyAnathI e pAMcamI vyaktine joIne jAhera karyuM ke A to mArAM gharethI corI karIne bhAgI gayelI nokarANI che.' have cAra vacceno jhaghaDo cAra viruddha ekano jhaghaDo thaI gayo. atyAra sudhI cUpa rahelIe jIvaMta strIe pAMceyane vinaMtI karI. gAma bahAra moTA camatkArI jhADane savAla pUchavAno saue nirNaya lIdho. varaghoDo vAjayA vagara ane gAjayA vagara gAma bahAranAM vRkSa nIce Avyo. e strIe jhADanI sAme joIne prArthanA karI. jhADanuM thaDa daravAjAnI jema khUlI gayuM. strI daravAjAmAM pesI gaI. daravAjo baMdha thaI gayo. jhADanuM thaDa hatuM emanuM ema UbhuM rahyuM. pAMceya jaNA cillAyA. AkAzavANI thaI. "A strI jhADanAM lAkaDAmAMthI AvI hatI. e pAchI jhADanAM lAkaDAmAM samAI gaI che. enI mATe tamAre jhaghaDavAnuM nathI. tame jyAMthI AvyA cho tyAM tamAre pAchA rahevAnuM che. A strInI jema tamAre paNa eka divasa smazAnanAM lAkaDAmAM khovAI javAnuM che te yAda rAkhajo.' camatkAra hato. devavANI hatI. pAMce pAMcanI mati sudharI gaI. eka ajANI strI pAMca samajadAra mANaso vacce jhaghaDo lagAvI rahI hatI. pAMcamAMthI koI samajI zakyuM nahIM. tamArI jiMdagImAM koI jhaghaDo Ave tyAre tame konA lIdhe jhaghaDo cho ane konI sAthe jhaghaDo cho tenI sarakhAmaNI karajo . tame jenI sAthe jhaghaDatA hazo te vyakti najIkanI haze. tame jenA lIdhe jhaghaDatA hazo te vyakti dUranI haze. tame jenI sAthe jhaghaDatA hazo te vyakti dUranI haze. tame jenA lIdhe jhaghaDatA hazo te najIkanI vyakti haze. tame jenA lIdhe, jenI mATe jhaghaDo vaho te vyakti ja che. tame jenI sAthe, jenI sAme jhaghaDo cAlu karyo te vyakti ja che. A badhI vyaktio tamArI sAthe rahI che. e tamArI sAthe janamI nathI. e tamArI sAthe marI nathI. e vyaktio eka divasa A duniyA choDI devAnI che. tamAre eka divasa A saMbaMdho choDI devAnA che. A bhAvanAo ane phariyAdo ane apekSAo ane mathAmaNo eka divasa haMmeza mATe khatama thaI javAnA che. tame ane e badhA bIjI duniyAmAMthI AvyA che ane bIjI duniyAmAM pahoMcI javAnA che. tame tamArI jAtane saMbhALI lo. tame bIjA koInI sAthe jarA paNa bagADazo nahIM. tamAre sArA banI rahevAnuM che. tamAre bIjA koIne kharAba pUravAra karavAnA nathI. thoDA varaso mATe ATApATA ane saMgharSo baMdha karo. badhuM pUruM thaI javAnuM che. tamAre to bIje kyAMka javAnuM che. 83 84 )

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pANIno glAsa zuM kahe che ? eka rAjA che, tene traNa dIkarA che, rAjAe nivRtti levAnuM vicAryuM. savAla e hato ke rAjaya kone soMpavuM ? khUba mahenata karIne rAjaya jamAvyuM hatuM. nAnakaDI riyAsata hatI, temAMthI vizALa sAmrAjaya khaDuM karyuM hatuM. rAjakumAra traNa che, rAjaya eka che, je sauthI vadhu tejasvI hoya tene ja rAjaya ApavAnuM rAjA vicAre che. traNa rAjakumArone bolAvyA, traNeyane pANI bharelA kAcanA glAsa ApyA. kahyuM : tamAre A glAsa laIne bajAramAM pharavAnuM che. eka pachI eka nIkaLajo. judA judA rastethI pharIne eka kalAkamAM pAchA Avajo, je rAjakumArano glAsa pANIthI bharelo haze tene rAjaya maLaze, jeNe pANI DhoLyuM te nApAsa. jUnA jamAnAnI kathA che. pahelo rAjakumAra Akho glAsa bharelo rAkhIne pAcho AvI jAya che. bIjo rAjakumAra Ave che paNa tenA glAsamAMthI thoDuM pANI DhoLAI gayuM che. Thesa vAgI ane glAsa chalakAI paDyo. trIjo rAjakumAra AvI rahyo che. AvI rAjAnI ane traNa rAjakumAranI vArtAo ghaNI che. dareka vArtAmAM trIjo rAjakumAra ja majA lAve che. trIjo Avyo. teno glAsa sAva khAlI che. rAjAe ene pUchyuM, teNe sarasa javAba Apyo. e kahe che : "pitAjI ! Ape mane glAsa Apyo te kAcano hato, sAva sasto, Ape mane pANI ApyuM te to maphatamAM maLe. AvI mAmUlI cIjane sAcavavAnA badalAmAM sAmrAjya bheTa ApavAnI Ape vAta karI. mane vicAra Avyo, AmAM vastunuM mahattva nathI. vastunA viniyoganuM ja mahattva che. tamane maLelI vastu tamArA hAthamAM rahe te kevaLa salAmatI che, mAtra DiphensIva rola. tamArI vastu khoTI rIte vaparAya to veDaphATa che. mArA be bhAIonA kissAmAM Ama banyuM che. mAre to parIkSA ApavAnI hatI. huM taka zodhato bahAra nIkaLyo. sadnasIbe mane taka maLI gaI. rastAnI dhAre ja eka mAMdo mANasa cattopATa paDyo hato. eTalo gaMdo hato ke enI sAme koI joI zakyuM nahotuM. badhA moTuM bagADIne nIkaLI jatA hatA. huM enI pAse gayo, beTho. enAM zarIra para beselI asaMkhya mAkhIo meM uDADI. eNe AMkha kholIne mArI sAme joyuM. tenAmAM bolavAnA hoMza nahotA. tene tarasa lAgI hatI. teNe izArAthI pANI mAgyuM. mArI hAlata vicitra thaI gaI. mAre pANI Apane parata ApavAnuM hatuM. pANI na rahe to mArA hAthamAMthI sAmrAjaya chInavAI jatuM hatuM. pachI mane tarata vicAra Avyo, A bhIkhArIne pANI na maLe to te marI jaze. mane rAjaya nahIM maLe to huM marI javAno nathI. mane rAjaya maLe te karatAM vadhu mahattvanuM e che ke Ane pANI maLe, basa meM tene pANI pAI dIdhuM." rAjA trIjA rAjakumArane bheTI paDyo. kahevAnI jarUra nathI ke ene rAjaya maLyuM. kathAno saMdeza sarasa che. tamArA hAthamAM rahelI dareka taka traNa rIte pasAra thAya che, eka, te taka vaparAtI nathI. be, eka taka veDaphAI jAya che, traNa, e takano buddhipUrvakano upayoga thAya che. tamArI samakSa jiMdagInAM cAlIsa-pacAsa varaso che. tame A varasone kaMI rIte vAparo cho te tamArA ja hAthamAM che. kAcano glAsa che, pANI bhareluM che, vaparAze nahIM to matalaba nathI. DhoLAze to veDaphAze. bIjAne pIvA maLaze to tamane rAjaya maLaze. zAMti ane prasannatAnuM sAmrAjaya. rAjA to parIkSA levA game te zarata mUkaze. vicAra tamAre karavAno che. mAnavano avatAra amUlya che. je sAdhanA A janmamAM thaI zake te bIjA janmamAM thaI zakavAnI nathI. tamArA hAthe tamArA hAthamAM rahelI takano sArAmAM sAro upayoga thavo joIe. trIjo dIkaro rAjA banyo. tame paNa rAjA bano, tamArI jiMdagInA ane tamArAM prasanna bhaviSyanA rAjA. 85

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vicAra : AcAra sata mAMdA paDyA. eka yuvAne sevA karI to saMta sAjA thaI gayA. saMte prasanna thaIne yuvAnane pArasamaNi bheTamAM ApI kahyuM, 'A ratna lokhaMDane aDaze to lokhaMDanuM sonuM thaI jaze." yuvAna garIba hato. pArasamaNi laIne potAnAM ghare pahocyo. saMta tIrthayAtrAe nIkaLyA. be pAMca varase pharatAM pharatAM pelA yuvAnanAM ghare AvyA. e yuvAna hajI paNa garIba hato. pArasamaNino camatkAra dekhAto nahoto. saMte yuvAnane pUchayuM, tArI pAse pArasamaNi che to sonuM banAvIne zrImaMta kema banato nathI ? yuvAne javAba Apyo, hamaNAM bajAramAM lokhaMDanA bhAva vadhAre che, lokhaMDanA bhAva ghaTaze pachI lokhaMDa kharIdIne sonuM banAvIza, mahAtmAjI to avAcaka thaI gayA. lokhaMDanuM sonuM banI zake che to moMghA bhAve lIdheluM lokhaMha paNa maphatanA bhAve paDe che. e yuvAnane lokhaMDa modhuM che eTaluM ja yAda rahyuM. garIba hato. garIba ja rahyo. tamArI pAse AvanArI sArI vAto pArasamaNi jevI che. tame saddaguru pAsethI sarasa vAto sAMbhaLo cho. tamane majA Ave che. tame te yAda rAkhI lo cho. pArasamaNi tamArA hAthamAM Ave che. tame e sArI vAtono upayoga karatA nathI. e vAto dvArA jIvanamAM sudhAro nathI lAvatA. e vAto dvArA bhUla sudhAratA nathI. e vAto dvArA tame navI zarUAta nathI karatA. jevA cho tevA ja raho cho. e vAto tamArI pAse AvI hovA chatAM niSphaLa jAya che. tame sArI vAtano saMgraha karo cho. tene vAparatA nathI tame kaMjUsa cho. tame sArI vAto sAMbhaLI lo cho. sudharatA nathI. tame jaDatAnA pUjArI raho cho. bIjA lokone sArI vAto sAMbhaLavA nathI maLatI. tamArI pAse to sArI vAto che to paNa tame sudharatA nathI. tame chate paise garIba cho. tame thALImAM roTalI hovA chatAM bhUkhyA cho. tame varasAdanI vacce korAdhAkora cho. tame kevaLa vAtabahAdura cho. tamAre karavuM kAMI nathI, tamAre phakta moTI moTI vAto ja karavI che. tame daMbhI banI rahyA cho, sArI vAto tamArA jIvanane sparze che. sArI vAto tamArA hRdayane DhaMDhoLe che, tame e sArI vAtone asarakAraka banavA detA nathI. tame e vAto sAMbhaLo cho. eno svIkAra karavAnuM TALo cho. kevI vicitra vAta ? tame sAMbhaLyuM ke jUThuM nA bolAya. tame e yAda rAkhyuM paNa tame eno svIkAra nathI karyo. tame jUThuM bolavAnuM baMdha karyuM nathI. je vAta tame svIkArI zakatA nathI te vAta adharI haze, azakya nathI. tame eno amala karavAnI hiMmata karatA nathI. A takalIpha che. tame sAMbhaLo cho ke anIti nA karAya. dhaMdhAmAM anIti baMdha thatI nathI, tame sAMbhaLo cho ke ke jhaghaDo nA karAya, ghare jhaghaDo thAya ja che. tame sArI vAta sAMbhaLo te pUratuM nathI. tamAre e sArI vAtane jIvanamAM utAravAnuM lakSya rAkhavAnuM che. tame sAMbhaLelI vAtane jIvanamAM utAravA mATe tame svataMtra cho. tamane koI rokatuM nathI. tamane koIno Dara nathI. tame phakta dekhAva karo cho. tame tamArI jAta mATe khoTo saMtoSa bAMdhI lIdho che. tamArAmAM sudhArAno avakAza che. tamArAmAM ghaNuM badhuM khUTe che. tame sArI vAto sAMbhaLIne sudhAro ane umero karo to sAruM che. kevaLa sAMbhaLI lezo to tamArAmAM ane rekaoNrDiMga mazInamAM koI ja pharaka nahIM rahe. ( 83 88 -

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sAcuM kAraNa : khoTuM kAraNa keneDAnI kaMpanIno eka adhikArI dilhInA raoNDa para gADI calAvI rahyo che. rAta DhaLI cUkI che. hAIve para sarakatI gADInI heDalAImAM teNe joyuM. eka AdamI ArAmathI roDa para cAlI rahyo hato. raoNDa kraoNsa karavAne badale bagIcAmAM pharato hoya evI nirAMte e cAlato hato. e vicAre che : 'AvA mANasone sIdhA karavA joIe.' gADIno dhakko tene lAgI jAya te pUrve mahAmahenate breka mArIne gADI aTakAve che. e rakhaDela mANasa pAse jaIne adhikArI jhaghaDo ja mAMDe che. pelo bAghAnI jema joyA kare che. adhikArIne vadhAre gusso Ave che. e pelAne pUche che javAba kema Apato nathI. pelo mANasa javAba Ape che to visphoTa thAya che. adhikArI stabdha banI jAya che. pelo mANasa eka ja vAkya bole che : 'huM aMdha chuM.' adhikArInA zabdo thIjI jAya che. cUpacApa e adhikArI pelA aMdhane tenA ghara sudhI pahoMcADI de che. adhikArInI UMgha harAma thaI jAya che. tene pote karelA gussAno pastAvo thAya che. tene pelA aMdhanI dayAnA vicAro AvyA kare che. e moTI kaMpanIno maeNnejara che. ene eka navo ja vicAra Ave che. rAtre hAIve para TrAphika maeNgnejamaeNnTanAM je nAnAM nAnAM baoNrDa mUkelAM hoya che tenI para lAla raMga camakato hoya che. e adhikArI vicAre che aMdhArAmAM camake tevA lAla raMganA TIzarTa bane, te aMdha mANasone paheravA maLe to rAte akasmAtano Dara naDe nahIM. dUrathI AvatI gADI enA TIzarTa para camakatA lAlaraMgane joIne aTakI jAya athavA sAIDa badalI le. adhikArIe potAno vicAra lAMbI mahenata pachI pUro karyo. lAlaraMganA TIzarTa banyA. pANI ke pasInAthI ukhaDe nahIM tevA lAla raMganA TIzarTa dilhImAM rahetA pacIsahajAra aMdhajanone te TIzarTa apAyA. adhikArIne saMtoSa thayo. eka aMdha para khoTo gusso karelo teno sAco pazcAttApa A rIte karyo. prasaMga sAco che. bodha jarA judo che. ApaNI samakSa je paristhiti Ave che tene ApaNe kevaLa ApaNI potAnI ja najare mUlavIe chIe. je kAMI bane che tenAM kAraNa zuM hoI zake te ApaNe nakkI karIe chIe. e kAraNa sAcuM che tema mAnIne ja cAlIe chIe. e paristhitinuM sAcuM kAraNakoI juduM che te ApaNe vicArI zakatA nathI. ApaNI mAnyatA ane ApaNA pUrvagrahane lIdhe ApaNe je vicAryuM che te ApaNane khoTuM nahIM lAge. hakIkata judI haze. ApaNe khoTAM kAraNo vicAratA hoIzuM. sAcAM kAraNo zodhavAnuM ApaNe vicArI nahIM zakIe kema ke khoTAM kAraNoe mana upara pakaDa jamAvI lIdhI haze. sAcAM kAraNa sudhI pahoMcavA mATe vicArazaktine dhIragaMbhIra rIte kAme lagADavI paDe che. tarata ja uchaLI paDavAnI manovRtti haze to sAcAM kAraNo jaDaze nahIM. ApaNI samakSa banI rahelo prasaMga, ApaNI pAse AvelI vAta kevI che te vicAravuM. A prasaMga ane A vAta kema AvyA tenuM kAraNa zodhavuM. sAcA kAraNo meLavIzuM to khoTA pagalAM nahIM laI zakAya. paga aTakI jaze. adhikArIe aMdhane pahelI vAra joyo to chaMcheDAyo. khoTuM kAraNa hatuM, manamAM. pachI ene sAcuM kAraNa jANavA maLyuM. vAta badalAI gaI. eNe pacIsa hajAra aMdhajanonI jiMdagI salAmata banAvato nirNaya lIdho. ApaNe je pratibhAva ApIe chIe te koI kAraNasara ja ApIe chIe. ApaNe nakkI karelAM kAraNo judA hoya che ane hakIkatamAM honArAM kAraNo judAM hoya che. ApaNAM kAraNo haMmezA vyAjabI hovA joIe. khoTA kAraNasara kareluM sAruM kAma paNa lAMbo phAyado ApI zakatuM nathI. vyAjabI kAraNasara kareluM nAnuM kAma paNa phAyado Ape che. ApaNAM kAraNo ane vAstavika kAraNo vacce bheda hoya che te zodhIe. bacI jaIzuM. * 89 CO

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sukha ane zAMtinI vArtA marAThI bhASAnA labdhapratiSThita lekhaka khAMDekara sAhebanI vArtA che. eka rAjA che. tene zAMti meLavavI che. ghaNA prayatna karyA. manane zAMti maLatI nathI. rAjA vicAre che : mAre sArA mANasonI salAha levI joIe. maLyo ghaNA lokone. eka vRddha mANase salAha ApI : 'tuM Aje bahAra pharavA nIkaLe tyAre pahelo je maLe tenI pAse bhikSA mAMgaje.' rAjAe salAha mAnI. lIdhI. rAjA vAjate gAjate mahelanI bahAra nIkaLyo. savArI rastA para AvI. rAjAnI najara pharI rahI che ke pahelo sAme koNa Ave che. rAjAe joyuM ke sauthI pahelo eka bhikhArI AvI rahyo che. rAjA utaryo. bhikhArInI pAse doDI gayo. bhikhArInA pagamAM paDyo. bhikSA mAMgI. bhikhArInI hAlata sArI nahotI. ene keTalAka divasathI rasoI khAvA maLI na hatI. enI patnIe Aje enI dholAI karI hatI, jhoLImAM cokhAnA so-doDhaso dANA bharIne e nIkaLyo hato, eNe rAjAne potAnI pAse Avato joyo. bhikhArIne manamAM hatuM ke pote rAjA pAse bhikSA mAMgaze. banyuM UMdhuM. rAjAe bhikhArInI pAse bhikSA mAMgI. bhikhArIe koI divasa dAna ApyuM nahotuM. rAjAe koI divasa bhIkha mAMgI nahotI. baMnenA anubhava navA hatA. baMne gUMcavAyA hatA. bhikhArIe vicArIne rAjAne pUchyuM : 'huM tane zuM ApuM ?" rAjAe kahyuM : 'tAre je ApavuM hoya te ApI de.' bhikhArI pAse thoDA cokhA hatA. bhikhArIne lAgyuM ke Aje mAro phero niSphaLa che. mAre ja rAjA pAse mAMgavuM joIe tene badale A rAjA mArI pAse mAMge che. huM to pUro phasAyo chuM. bhikhArIe jhoLImAM hAtha nAMkhI cokhAno eka dANo rAjAne Apyo. rAjA dAna mAthe caDAvIne nIkaLI gayo. bhikhArI thoDuM rakhaDIne ghera Avyo. patnIne cokhA pAchA ApIne rAjAnI bhikSA mAMgavAnI kathA saMbhaLAvI. patnI moTuM caDAvIne cokhA vINavA beThI. patnInI najara camakI. patnIe patine rAjAnI vAta pharI pUchI. bhikhArI pharIvAra AkhI vAta jaNAve te pahelA ja patnIe pUchyuM ke 'tame rAjAne kazuM ApyuM hatuM.' bhikhArI kahe che : 'mAre to levAnuM hatuM. e mArI pAse mAMge to huM to zuM ApI zakavAno. meM to jhoLImAMthI eka cokhAno dANo ApI dIdho.' patnI mAthuM paTakIne rovA lAgI. bhikhArI pUche che "zuM thayuM?' patnI kahe che : 'huM cokhA vINavA beThI temAMthI eka dANo sonAno nIkaLyo che. tame badhA cokhA ApI dIdhA hota to badhA ja dANA sonAnA banIne pAchA maLata. tame eka dANo maLyo. hAya re ! hAya, tamane bhIkha mAMgatA paNa na AvaDI. dAna detA paNa na AvaDyuM.' bhikhArIe kapALa kUTyuM. have rAjA bhikSA mAMgavAno nahoto. A vArtA ema kahe che ke - tamArA jIvanamAM je prasaMgo bane che tene sArA banavA devA ke kharAba banAvavA te tamArA hAthamAM che. prasaMga je bane che. e prasaMgamAM tamAro phALo prazasya hovo joIe. tamArI sAtheno vahevAra sAro bhale nA hoya. tamAro vahevAra sAro ja hovo ghaTe. tamArI pAse bIjuM kAMI hoya ke na hoya, tamArI bhAvanA to sArI ja hovI joIe. bhikhArI garIba hato. gauNa vAta che. bhikhArIe dAna ApavAmAM kacAza rAkhI te mukhya vAta che. te cUkI gayo. tame sajajanatAnI bAbatamAM thoDI paNa kacAza rAkhI to cUkazo. 1

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khoTo sikko zIkabajAramAM eka kAkA kothamIra vece che. sArI ane tAjI kothamIra levA niyamita gharAko Ave che. eka gharAka vicitra che. thoDA thoDA divase e khoTo paiso ApIne kothamIra laI jAya che. ATha dasa khoTA sikkA te kAkAe bhegA karIne rAkhyA che. emanA mitrane khabara paDI. pUchyuM : 'AvA khoTA sikkA kema bhegA karo cho ?' kAkAe sarasa javAba Apyo. kahyuM : 'thoDA varaso pachI mAruM maraNa Avaze. mAre bhagavAna pAse javAnuM che. mArA jIvanamAM to meM khAsa koI dharma karyo nathI. bhagavAna sAme jauM to bhagavAna mAro svIkAra na karI zake kema ke huM bahu pApI chuM. eTale meM A sikkA bhegA karI rAkhyA che.' mitra pUche che : 'khoTA sikkAne ane bhagavAnane zuM levA devA ?' kAkA kahe che : 'maryA pachI huM bhagavAna sAme Ubho rahIza. bhagavAna mArAM pApone joIne mAro asvIkAra ja karavAnA che. huM e vakhate mArA bhagavAnane kahIza. mArA dukAne AvanArA dharAkanA khoTA sikkA meM rAkhI lIdhA hatA. pAchA ApyA nahotA. Aje huM tamArI sAme khoTo sikko banIne Avyo chuM. huM to nAno mANasa chuM. meM koIno khoTo sikko rAkhI lIdho hoya to tame to bhagavAna cho. tame mArA jevA khoTA sikkAne pAcho kADhazo nahIM. tame mane khoTo sikko mAnatA ho to paNa tamArI pAse rAkhI lejo. mAre bhagavAna pAse rahevuM che eTale A khoTA sikkA sAcavI rAkhuM chuM.' kAkAnI vAta ajabanI che. jIvana jIvo to mRtyune yAda rAkhIne jIvo. mRtyune yAda karo to bhagavAnane kendramAM rAkhIne karo. bhagavAnane kendramAM rAkho to bhagavAna mATe tame svIkArya cho ke nahIM tenI kalpanA karatA raho. tame kaho te pramANe cAlanArA tamane svIkArya hoya che. tema bhagavAna kahe te mujaba cAlanArA bhagavAnane svIkArya hoya che. tame kahyuM tenAthI UMdhu kare te tamArA mATe svIkArya nathI hotA ema bhagavAna kahe tenAthI UMdhu kare te bhagavAna mATe asvIkArya hoya *93 che. tamAre bhagavAnane svIkArya banavAnuM che. tamArA hAthamAM kazuM nakkara AvyuM nathI. tame janmyA tyAre nirdoSa hatA. Aje nathI. tame janmyA tyAre sAttvika hatA. Aje nathI. tame AjasudhI jiMdagInAM nAme kevaLa gumAvyuM che. tame mAno cho ke tamane ghaNuM maLyuM che. hakIkatamAM tamane maLeluM badhuM ja khoTA sikkA jevuM che. tamArA paisA paNa khoTA sikkA jevA che. tamAre tamAma vahevArane bhagavAnanI najare jovAno che. maryA pachI je kAma nathI lAgatuM te khoTA sikkA jevuM che. maryA pachI kAma lAge tevuM tamArI pAse kazuM ja nathI. bhagavAnanI sAme tame khoTo sikko pUravAra thaI rahyA cho. bhagavAna khoTA sikkAne svIkAre te bhagavAnanI karuNA che. tame bhagavAna sAme khoTo sikko banIne jAo te tamArI karuNatA che. tame bhagavAna sAme UbhA raho. ane bhagavAna tamArI pAse javAba mAMge A vibhAvanAmAM kalpanA tattva raheluM che. ema chatAM A muddo vicAravA jevo che. bhagavAnanI apekSAthI viruddha hoya tevuM tamArA dvArA thayA kare temAM tamAro sikko khoTo paDe che. tame bhagavAnanA zabdo mujaba vartI zakatA na ho to tamArA sikkAnI camaka nakalI che. tame je karo cho te dekhAva che, svabhAva nathI. tamAre sahaja rIte sArA ane samajadAra banavAnuM che. potAnI najare jagatane nihALazo to pAmara rahezo. bhagavAnanI najare jagatane nihALazo to sazakta pUravAra thazo. tamArI pAse sikkA ochA haze to cAlaze. tamArA sikkA khoTA haze te nahIM ja cAle. 94.

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kAle pAchA maLajo tame rojanA joDIdAra nathI. tamArI sAthe thoDA divaso mATe dostI baMdhAI che. eka sabhAmAM sAthe pravacano sAMbhaLyA. eka upAzrayamAM sAthe rahIne dharmasAdhanA karI. vidhi ane avidhino bheda sAthe besIne samajayA. have chUTA paDavAnA divaso AvI pahoMcyA che. tame ane ame have cheka AvatAM varase bhegA thaIzuM. tame mane oLakhI nahIM zako. huM tamane nahIM oLakhI zakuM. dara varase sAthe besavAnuM nakkI che to thoDA divaso pachI AkhuM varasa judA rahevAnuM nakkI che. paLa be paLano saMga che. niraMjana bhagata kahe che tema ApaNo ghaDIka saMga. tamArI sAthe bahu vAto thaI nathI. dUra beThA tamAro avAja sAMbhaLyo che. mAro avAja tamArA kAne paDyo haze. ekabIjAne maLavAnI jarUra paDI nathI ane maLyA paNa nathI, eka chata ane eka makAnano paDachAyo ApaNane eka banAvI rAkhato hato. have ApaNe potapotAnI chata ane potapotAnA makAnamAM baMdhAI javAnA chIe. tamArI ane mArI oLakhANa nathI mATe na phariyAda che, na AkarSaNa che. saMbaMdha ke paricaya nathI to duzmanI ke spardhA paNa nathI. phakta ane phakta pahecAna che. marAThI bhASAmAM eka zabda che. toMDaoLakhe. eno artha thAya che ke huM tamane joIne oLakhuM chuM. jovA sivAyanI oLakha nathI. to sAva ajANyA nathI ApaNe. joyA che tenI upalaka oLakha che. zAyada eka taka hatI. eka kalyANamaitrI zarU thavAnI hatI. meM tamane nAma pUchIne zarUAta karI hota to eka Akhu dharmAtmAnuM saMskArajagata mArI samakSa ughaDI AvavAnuM hatuM. tame mane nAma pUchIne zarUAta karI hota to mArA mananI vAto tamane jANavA maLavAnI hatI. eka najadIkIno avasara hato. na tame vAta zarU karI. na meM vAta zarU karI. sAthe hatA. vikhUTA hatA. sAthe hatA nahIM. mATe vikhUTA paDyA nahIM. have AvatAM varase bhegA thavAnuM che. atyAre to lAMbA samayano alpavirAma Avyo che. tame tamArA raste nIkaLI rahyA cho. huM mArA raste nIkaLI rahyo chuM. koI divasa bajAramAM bhegA thaI jaIzuM to Amane sAmane hasI laIzuM. rastA vacce maLIzuM to kema cho ke kema nahIM to nahIM bolIe, AMkhonI oLakhANa haze ja. saMdAnA saMgAthI vikhUTA paDyA pachI pAchA maLe che tyAre bhUtakALa ane vedanA navajIvita thAya che. ApaNe bhegA maLIzuM tyAre thoDIka kSaNo tAjI banaze. thoDo samaya, thoDIka sekaMDo ekabIjAnI noMdha levAze. nAnI ane noMdhapAtratA vinAnI e paLo haze. e paLo mane gamaze. kemake mane tamArI mATe na roSa che, na duHkha. mane tamArA taraphathI na Dara che, na ciMtA. tamane mArA taraphathI kazI bhIti hoya evuM paNa nathI. vAste A mokaLAza mane game che. ApaNe eka bIjAne svArtha vinA oLakhIe chIe. teno rAjIpo khUba che, mArA manamAM evuM paNa banata ke vAto cAlu karI hota to pachI svArthavALI levaDadevaDa zarU thaI jAta. pachI ApaNI vacce kaDavAza AvI jAta, dveSa ane doSAropaNano silasilo zarU thaI jAta. oLakhANamAM gajagrAha AvI gayo hota. ApaNe dUranA dUra chIe. sAruM che. ekabIjA mATe pUrNa Adara che. eka bIjAne sArA ane uttama mANasa mAnIe chIe. ApaNe bahu najIka nathI AvyA. sAruM che. ApaNI oLakhANa ochI che. ApaNo kahevA pUrato saMbaMdha che. tame mane joyA bAda AgaLa na vadhyA. huM tamane joyA bAda AgaLa na vadhyo, saMbaMdho vikasAvyA nahIM. vAtacItano dora baMdhAyo ja nahIM. sAruM ja che. AjathI have chUTA paDIe che. A taMdurastI sAthe kAle pAchA maLajo. - 95. CE .