Book Title: Papni Saja Bhare Part 07
Author(s): Arunvijaymuni
Publisher: Dharmanath Po He Jainnagar Swe Mu Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001492/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ :adAdA6 paraMgraha | pAvAda paNa tapatA HIST mAyA lobha rANa kalaha azvagA6N darad (13 paSTaparivAda siMdhyAtva zakya 9 pravacanakAra pU.a7. 9ii subodhasUe.. GYZ viraz pU. muja8768 98ii a321vijaya.saM. mAyAmupAvAda 'il | 1 papa jA bhAre daMgI #gSya gad SRgad INGRID taNAgati "abrahmasevana--eka mahApApa" vi, saM. 2045 tA. 27-9-89 - zrAvaNa vada 11 ww.lainelibrary.org RvavAra Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana-7 cevuM pApasthAnaka maithuna-sevana abrahmasevana eka "mahApApa parama pUjyapAda prAtaHsmaraNIya paramapitA paramAtmA carama tIrthapati zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInA caraNakamaLamAM namaskAra pUrvaka...... mUlameyamahammassa mahAdosasamussayaM / tamhA mehuNasasagaM, nigga thA vajjayaMti NaM // nirmantha munie maithuna saMsarUpa abrahmane tyAga kare che, kAraNa ke kharekhara maithuna eTale abrahma. e ja adharmanuM mULa che ane moTA moTA doSenuM sthAna che. anAdi anaMta A saMsAramAM sarva jI potapotAnI zubhAzubha puNya pApanI pravRtti anusAre sArA ane kharAba kAryo kare che ane te karAyelA kAryone anusAra sukha dukha rUpa phalane prApta kare che cAritra guNu Avaka mehanIya karma" anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta cAritra Adi ATha mahAguNothI yukata evA cetana-AtmAne jyAre paNa A saMsAramAM rahevuM hoya che, tyAre keIne ke zarIramAM ja rahevuM paDe che. kharekhara saMsAra te jIvonI khANa che. nigodanI khANamAMthI nIkaLelA jIva ananta saMsAranA 84 lAkha yoninA cakakaramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. anaMta cAritra guNamAM Avela "cAritra" zabda "ra jAti mATa' dhAtuthI banyo che. gatyarthaka dhAtuo jJAnArthaka paNa hoya che. eTale caravuM gati karavI, jJAnArthaka pravRtti Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 272 karavI, athavA khAvA mATe pravRtti karavI. jevI rIte gAya care chejAya che, tevI jarIte sAdhu paNa gheADo AhAra letA letA sarva gharAmAM jAya che. Ane geAcarI kahevAya che. AtmAnA anaMta jJAna, daza na guNAmAM, svasvarUpamAM lIna rahevu', svabhAvamAM masta rahevu', athavA cAkhyAta eTale jevu' kahyuM che tevA AtmasvarUpamAM lIna rahevuM. A yathAkhyAta svarUpa guNa athavA ananta cAritra guNa kahevAya che. AtmA ane paramAtmAne kharekhara 'brahma' paNa kahevAya che. brahmamAM lIna rahevuM, brahmajJAnamAM ja magna rahevuM, Ama brahma zabdanI sAthe cara dhAtunu rUpa joDIne brahmaca zabda banyA che. brahma' zabdanA bIjo atha 'kuzalAnuSThAna' paNa thAya che, jema ke sthAnAMgasUtramAM kahyuM che ke, "trA - 1 rANAnuSThAna, tapa taparyaM' cADaDa semiti prAcacem'" brahma zabdanA artha kuzalAnuSThAna ane enu sevana karavuM, AcaraNa karavuM" e brahmacaya kahevAya che." * ahI' kuzala, anuSThAna zammuthI AhuitakArI kriyA samajavI joIe. AthI ja brahmacarya e AtmAnA guNa che ane te ananta cAritra athavA cathAkhyAta svarUpa evA bIjA nAmeAthI paNa oLakhAya che. Atma svarUpamAM lIna rahevuM, AtmAnA jJAnAdi guNAmAM caravuM, masta rahevu e paN brahmacaya che. * paraMtu saMsArI jIvane bhinna bhinna zarIramAM rahevAnu che. zarIra paNa jIvane ja banAvavAnu che. tenA mATe AhArAdi grahaNa karavA jarUrI che, AthI ja jIva AhAra vagerenA pudgala samuhane grahaNa karavA lAgyA. pAtAnAthI anya evA padArtha grahaNa karavAthI AtmAmAM rAgAdi bhAva utpanna thayA. AhArAdi grahaNa karIne zarIra banAvyuM. zarIramAM paNa khArI-bAraNA svarUpa IndriyA banAvI. A zarIrane TakAvavA mATe jIva, satata zvAseAvAsa paNa levA, mUkavA lAgyA. sa'sAramAM peAtAnA vyavahAra calAvavA mATe, 8 grahaNa ceAgya vA emAMthI bhASAvagaNAne grahaN karIne temAMthI bhASA banAvIne zabda prayAga svarUpa bhASA vyavahAra karavA lAgyA. have mAlatI vakhate ceAgyAAgyanA vicAra karavAnI jarUra paDI, te mATe maneAvagaNAnA pudgalene kheMcI mana banAvyuM. have A zarIrane nizcitakALanI Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 273 maryAdA sudhI rAkhavAne mATe, AyuSyakarma dvArA kALa maryAdA nizcita karI nAma, jAti, rUpa, Indriye zarIra vigere mATe nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. vaLI UMca-nIca kuLamAM utpanana thavAnA kAraNabhUta gotrakarma bAMdhyuM. tyAM vedanIyakarma janita sukhaduHkhanI prApti thaI. have saMsAramAM anya jIvonI sAthe athavA pudgalajanya paugalika padArthonI sAthe AkarSaNa ane apAkarSaNanA hetubhUta rAga ane dveSanI pravRttithI jIve meha ane mamatA karI. A rAgadveSanI pravRttithI utpanna thayelA meha ane mamatvathI AtmAno anaMta cAritra guNa AcchAdita thayA. yathAkhyAta eTale je yathArtha-vAstavika AtmAnuM parama zuddha svarUpa hatuM, tenA upara sUrya upara vAdaLanI jema eka AvaraNa AvI gayuM, chavAI gayuM. Ane mehanIya karma kahevAya che. AvI rIte saMsAramAM rahelAM saMsArI pratyeka ja ATha karmothI lepAyelA che, gherAyelA che. anAdikALathI pahelethI ja karmagrasta ava sthAvALA saMsAramAM rahyAM che ane potAnI pravRtti karI rahyA che. eka janmathI bIjA janmamAM, eka gatithI bIjI gatimAM, eka zarIrathI bIjA zarIramAM AvI rIte jIvAtmAnuM paribhramaNa satata cAlu che. ATha karmomAM pradhAna evA mehanIya karme AtmAnA ananta caritra guNane dabAvIne rAga-dveSanI pravRtti karAvavI zarU karI. jo ke rAga-dveSanI vRttithI ja mehanIya karma banyuM che athavA bIjA zabdomAM kahIe te brahmalIna-brahmajJAna magna A AtmAnA brahmacarya guNane dabAvIne AtmAne abrahma pratye pravRtti karAvavA mATe mehanIya karma jhuMbeza upADI. have pariNAma e AvyuM ke AtmA AtmasvarUpane cheDIne, brahmajJAnane bhUlIne, abrahmamAM, AtmAthI bhinna zarIra pravRttimAM magna banyo. A pramANe jIva svabhAvadazAne cheDIne vibhAvadazAmAM ramaNatA karavA lAgyo. AmabAhya zarIranI pravRttimAM jIvane rasa AvavA lAgyA. vaibhAvika sukhanI anubhUti thavA lAgI. AvI rIte mehanIya karmo vibhAvadazAnA vaibhAvika sukhanA kAraNe AtmAne bAhyA bhimukha ja rAkhe. dehAbhimukha banAvI dIdhe, Aje anAdikALathI dehAdhyAsa-deharAganI tIvra AsakitamAM jIva paDe che. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 274 mehanIya karmanA mukhya kArya bheda darzana mehanIya cAritra mahaya (25) kaSAya mehanIya 16 veda mehanIya hAsyAdiSaka mohanIya 6 | 3 hAsya rati, arati zAka, bhaya, jugusA rAga mAyA-labha-krodha-mAna-4 strIveda purUSada napuM. veda darzana mohanIsakarme AtmAnA samyagadarzana guNane dabAvyuM che. ane tenA phaLa svarUpa AtmAne satya tava upara zraddhA thatI nathI. bIjI bAju cAritra mohanIya karma AcaraNa zuddhi svarUpa cAritra guNane dabAve che ane tethI zraddhAne anurUpa zuddha kiyAnuM jIvana mAM AcaraNa karavuM athavA cAritra pALavuM azakaya bane che. arthAt AtmAne brahmacaryamAM lIna nathI rahevA dete ane jIvane abrahma tarapha cAritra mehanIya karmanA be bheda che (1) kaSAya mohanIya ane (2) ne kaSAya mohanIca. cAritra mihanIya karma (25) kaSAya mohanIya (16) kaSAya mohanIya (9) -- | veda mehanIya (3) + hAsyAdi (6) niSAyane artha che sahAyaka kaSAya. A kaSAye mukhya kalAne sahAya kare che. uttejIta kare che. nekaSAya mohanIyanA gharamAM sauthI prabala kaSAya veda mehanIya karma che. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 275 veda mohanIyakarma "vi6 jANavuM evA artha vALA dhAtu uparathI banelA veda zabdane artha "jJAna" thAya che. jevI rIte Ayurveda eTale Ayu vijJAnane jANavA mATenuM zAstra Ayurveda. brahmavid brahmaveda eTale AtmA paramAtmAne jANavA mATenuM zAstra brahmazAstra. hindu dharmamAM juveda Adi cAra veda che. jainadarzanamAM vaparAyelA vedane uparokata artha nathI. paraMtu viSaya, vAsanA, kAmavAsanA, vaiSayika rAga, strI-puruSanA jAtIya bheganA AkarSaNanA arthamAM veda zabda vaparAyele che. bhogecchAne veda kahevAya che, A nizcita artha (kAmAbhilASa) mAM ja veda zabdano prayoga jANa. samasta jIvanuM 3 vedamAM vibhAgIkaraNa saMsAramAM cAre gatimAM ekedriyathI mAMDIne paMceMdriya sudhImAM jeTalA jIve che te badhA jIvanuM 3 vedamAM vibhAjana karAya che. egaviha duvihA tivihA, caubvihA paMca chavvihA jIvA / ceyaNa tasa iyarehiM, veya gai karaNa-kAehiM // navatatva prakaraNamAM 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, prakAranA jInuM vagI. karaNa karatAM vedanI dRSTithI jIvenA 3 prakAra batAvyA che. A traNa bhedamAM cAre gatinA sarva jIvene samAveza thAya che. vedane artha nIce pramANe che. (1) strIveda karmanA udayathI purUSanI sAthe maithuna sevana karavAnI IcchA thAya che. bhoga bhegavavAnI IcachAmAM kAraNa rUpa A strI veda kamane udaya che. (2) purUSada karmanA udayathI strInI sAthe maithuna sevana karavAnI IcchA thAya che. strI zarIranA upabhegathI vaiSayika sukhanI IcchA je karmanA udayathI thAya che te puruSaveda mohanIya karma kahevAya che. (3) napuMsakaveda karmanA udayathI sI-puruSa baMnenI sAthe maithuna sevananI IcchA thAya che. baMnenA lega dvArA viSaya vAsanAne saMtoSavAnI IcchA jenA vaDe thAya che tene napuMsakaveda mohanIya karma kahevAya che. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 276 veya tiya tiri naresu, itthI purisoM ya cauviha suresu / thira vigala nAraesu, napuMsaveo habai ego // - tiryaMca gatinA hAthI, gheDA, pazu-pakSI vagere jIvomAM tathA manuSya gatinA strI-puruSa manuSyamAM strI-puruSa ane napuMsaka ema traNe veda hoya che. bhavanapati, vyaMtara, jyotiSI ane vaimAnika A cAra prakAranA devatAomAM mAtra strIveda ane puruSaveda e be ja vedane udaya hoya che. pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu ane vanaspati A pAMca sthAvara mAM mAtra eka napuMsaka vedane udaya hoya che. kRmi, aLasIyA Adi beIndriya jIvamAM kIDI, maMkeDA, mAMkaDa, jU Adi teIndriya jIvomAM mAkhI, macchara, bhamarA vi. cauridriya jIvemAM A traNe vikeleMdriya jIvomAM napuMsakavedane udaya hoya che ane zeSa bAkI rahelA sAte narakanA nArakI ne napuMsakaveda mehanIyane tIvra udaya hoya che. "nava-saMmRdine navuM najAni ? eka nAraka jIva bIjA nAraka jIvane jue che ane manamAM jAtIya vRtti pedA thAya che. viSaya vAsanAne A vega AvatAM ja te tenI sAthe bhega bhegavAnI IrachA rAkhe che tyAM maryAdAnA koI baMdhana to che ja nahIM tIvra kAmecachAthI bIjA nArakI jIva upara jyAre keI paDe che ane bhoga bhegavavA mATe lAlAyita thAya che. teTalAmAM tA paramAdhAmI Ave che ane pATu mArIne tene adhamUo karI nAMkhe che nAraka jIne eka kSaNanI paNa zAMti hatI nathI eka to ahIM mahAbhayaMkara pApa karmo karIne narakamAM jAya che ane vaLI tyAM paNa viSaca vAsanAnuM pApa to chUTatuM nathI. pharI te pApa, pharI ne sajA Ama caka cAlyA kare che. A rIte cAre gatimAM ekendriyathI mAMDIne paMcendriya sudhI ane devathI mAMDIne nArakInA jIva sudhI 84 lAkha javAnivALA sarva mAM viSaya vAsanA kAmanI IcchA-bheganI IcchA paDelI che. vanaspatikAyanA vRkSa-cheDa paNa A veda (IchA)thI dUra nathI. tenAmAM paNa A vRtti paDelI che. keI strInA sparzathI vadhavAvALI lajAmaNI vanaspati ane strInI lAtathI vadhavAvALI latAmaNI vanaspati Adi aneka prakAranI vanaspatio che. aneka velelatAo, e pramANe vRkSa cheDo paNa che. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 277 tiya ca gatimAM maithuna : sevana - '' tiryaMca gatimAM vikalendriyamAM paNa ghaNIvAra joyuM che. eka mAkhI paNa bIjI mAkhInI upara besIne peAtAnI kAmanI IcchA pUrNa kare che. e rIte pazu-pakSI rUpa tiya`ca gatimAM paNa maithuna sevananI pravRtti satata dekhAya che. manuSyanI jema ja pazu-pakSIomAM kAma pravRtti che. e kAraNathI kahevAyu che ke " bAra-nidrA-mayamaithuna 2 sAmAnya metana pazcaminALAm! AhAra, nidrA, bhaya, maithuna e cAre saMjJA, cAre vRttie, cAre pravRttie manuSya ane pazu-pakSIomAM samAnarUpe paDI che. cakalA cakalImAM paNa A kriyA Ape joI haze. kALI dADhIvALA cakalA (puli'ga) haiAya che ane dADhI vagaranI cakalI (zrIliMga) hAya che. cakalA-cakalInI upara, kabUtara-kabUtarInI upara caDhIne-besIne peAtAnI bhAganI IcchA pUrI kare che. e rIte pADA-bheMsanI sAthe, maLada--gAyanI sAthe bakarA-khakarInI sAthe e rIte pazu-pakSImAM sarva tiyA~ca jIva maithuna sevana kare che, kAmanI IcchA pUrNa kare che. tiya ca pazu-pakSIomAM te keI bhedajJAna ja nathI ane keI prakAranuM vivekajJAna nathI, eka kUtarIe 4-6 baccAMne janma ApyA. temane peAtAnuM dUdha pIvaDAvIne moTA karyAM. eka divasa te ja kUtarInA baccA meATA thaIne bhUlI jAya che ke A amane janma ApanArI mAtA che ane tenI sAthe ja peAtAnI kAmavAsanA sa MtASavAnuM pApa kare che, eTA ja mAnI sAthe sabhAga kare che. bakarInu baccuM akaruM thatu meTuM thAya che ke peAtAnI kAmavAsanA jAgrata thAya che ane te peAtAnI ja janmadAtA mAtA bakarIne paNa cheDatuM nathI ane tenI sAthe maithuna sevana kare che. A sthiti pakSIAmAM paNa che. kabutarI mALA manAvIne iMDA rAkhe che, iMDAnuM sevana kare che. baccAM mahAra nIkaLe che kabutarI e baccAMne pAtAnuM dUdha pIvaDAvIne meTA kare che. eka divasa te kabutara peAtAnI ja janmadAtA mAtA kabutarI sAthe maithuna sevana karIne peAtAnI kAmanI icchA pUrNa kare che. e rIte tiyaca pazu-pakSI gatimAM nAma mAtra paNa viveka nathI. tyAM mAtA-bahena-bhAI-mApanuM ToI bhedajJAna ja nathI ane bhedanI maryAdA paNa nathI...e kAraNuthI te Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 278 pazu kahevAya che. jarAka vicArIe! janmadAtA mAtAnI sAthe maithuna sevana e zuM pApa nathI? evuM pApa karIne teonI gati kaI thaze? maithuna zabdanI vyAkhyA - mitha" zabda saMskRtamAM parasparanA arthamAM che. "mithuna zabda saMskRta che ene artha che, yugala joDuM strI-puruSa benuM joDuM. A mithuna (yugala) rUpa strI-puruSanI paraspara kAmakrIDAne maithuna kahevAya che. A te zabdArtha thaye. have bhAvArtha joIe. veda mehanIyanA udayathI strI-puruSane saMyoga sahavAsathI thavAvALI paraspara kAmaceSTA rUpa rati krIDAne maithuna kahevAya che. umAsvAti mahArAje tavArtha sUtramAM "maithunama ?? maithunanA arthamAM paryAyavAcI bIje zabda "abrahma" no prAga karyo che. jene pALavAthI ahiMsAdi AdhyAtmika guNenI vRddhi thAya tene "brahma" kahevAya ane jene sevavAthI ahiMsA kSamA, samatA, saMtoSa Adi AdhyAtmika guNone hAsa athavA nAza thAya che. koIpaNa prakAranI kAmaceSTA AdirUpa maithunanA sevanathI AdhyAtmika guNene nAza thAya che. hAla thAya che. AthI te abrA kahevAya che. abrane tyAga ja brahma kahevAya che. e kAraNathI jevI rIte brahmAcarya-brahma-Atmika guNanuM AcaraNa batAvyuM e rIte tenAthI viparIta abrahma" sAMsArika vaiSayika sukha-bhegenuM AcaraNa "abrahmacarya" zabdathI batAvyuM. saMsAramAM cAra gationA sarva jImAM A maithuna saMjJA paDelI che. keIpaNa gatinA keIpaNa ja A saMjJAthI A vRttithI mukata nathI. manuSyagatimAM kAma saMjJA : manuSya gatinA strI-puruSamAM paNa A maithuna saMjJA tIvra paDelI che. strIonuM puruSo tarapha AkarSaNa ati tIvra che. e rIte puruSanuM paNa strI tarapha AkarSaNa atyaMta tIvra anurAgathI bhareluM che. eTaluM ja nahIM napuMsaka jIva paNa manuSya gatimAM che jene napuMsaka veda mehanIyane udaya che. te strI-puruSa baMnenI sAthe maithuna sevana kare che. manuSyanI kAmaceSTAnA seMkaDo prakAra che. zarIra saMbaMdhInI kAmakrIDAne ratikrI DA, maithuna kahevAya che. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 279 svagIya devagatimAM maithuna sevana :-- Apa evuM na samajaze| ke devagati bahu sArI che. nA evuM nathI jevu maithuna sevana ahI`manuSya gatimAM che evA prakAranu ane evu ja maithuna sevana svagIya deva-devIomAM paN che. tyAM paNa eka-bIjAnI devI-apsarAnu` apaharaNa thAya che, baLAtkAra thAya che. bhayaMkara anurAga tIvra AkarSaNa-prati AkaSa Na-atikAma Adi tyAM paNa badhuM che. devagatinAM devA / bhavanapati jyaMtara jyAtiSTha vaimAnika kalpApana kalpAtIta 77 A rIte samagra devagatinA daivA upara khatAvela cAra nikAyamAM vahecAyelA che tyAM devA paNa che ane devIe paNa che. devAMganA apsarAe che. hA, eTaluM jarUra che ke ahIM kAi napuMsaka nathI. na devA badhA strI veda ane puruSa veda e e bhedavALA ja che. A cAre deva niyimAM manuSyanI jema zarIra saba Mdha ane kAmaceSTA-kAmakrIDA, kAmavAsanA-sa'jJA maithuna krIDA badhuM ja DhAya che tattvArthasUtramAM kahyu` che ke '"jrAcAvIvArA A jJAnAt'' ( 4-8 ) prAvIcAra-zabdane atha che maithuna sevana IzAna devaleAka sudhInA devatAomAM zarIra saMbaMdhI maithuna sevananI pravRttinA vyavahAra che. bhavanapatinA 10 arakumAra Adi devA e pramANe 15 prakAra paramAdhAmInA devAmAM e rIte 8 vyaMtara, 8 vANuSyaMtara, 10 tiyaka jAMbhakanI vyaMtara nikAyana devAne ane caiAtiSka maMDaLanA sUrya-candra-graha-nakSatratArAvAsI deve.ne jyAre pazu kAmavAsanA jAgrata thAya che tyAre manuSyanI jena zarIra sabaMdhathI maithuna sevananI krIDA karIne IcchAnI pUrti kare che. have vaimAnika devagatimAM be bheda che kahapeApana ane 5AtIta. 9 grevecaka ane 5 anuttara vimAnavAI deva te sarvathA zuddha brahmacArI che. tyAM devIe utpanna thatI nathI ane tyAM apsarAo jatI Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 280 paNa nathI tethI teo te sarvathA maithuna krIDAthI mukta che. zubha ciMtanamAM lIna sAcA arthamAM pUrA brahmacArI hoya che, have kalpapanna devalokamAM 12 devaloka che. temAM 1- pahele saudharma devaloka ane 2- bIje IzAna devaloka A devaleka sudhI te "kAya pravIcAra' zarIra saMbaMdhI maithuna sevana karavAnI pravRtti manuSyanI jema ja che devIonI utpatti be devaloka sudhI ja che. sadharma ane IzAna-A be devaleka sudhImAM ja devIo utpanna thAya che. basa AnI uparanA trIjA cethA Adi devalokamAM tathA uparanA badhA devalokamAM devIo janmathI utpana thatI nathI. upara uparanAM devaloka adhika- adhika sArA che. adhika- adhika pudayathI prApta thAya che. AthI devIonI prApti be devalekanI pachI nathI te paNa AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke A devIo upara- uparanA devalokamAM paNa cAlI jAya che e devaleka sudhI ja janme che paNa ATha devaka sudhI haravA-pharavA ane devane prasanna karavA, khuza karavA, peAtAnA nATaka nRtya Adi batAvavAne mATe cAlI jAya che. A kAraNathI 12 devaloka sudhInA kalapepana mAnika deve maithuna sevana Adi kAmakrIDA kare che. pahelAM be (1-2) devalokanA de to zarIrathI maithuna seve che. AgaLanA devonA viSayamAM kahe che ke "oSa : # 8 dara maraH kavIrAja coH (4-6)" trIja-cothA devalokanA deve pAMcamA chaThThA devakanA de rUpa joIne sAtamA AThamA devalokanA deve mIThA zabda sAMbhaLIne 9, 10, 11, 12, devalokanA deve manathI mAnasika smaraNa mAtrathI ja vaiSayika ane anubhava kare che. e rIte nIce-nIcenA devenI kAmasaMjJA uttarottara vadhu ochI thatI jAya che. bAra devaka sudhI te mAnasika rUpathI viSaya bhegenuM smaraNa paNa che tyArapachI te te paNa nathI. " vivAra' kapAtItanA code prakAranA deve A kAmavRtti viSayavAsanAthI sarvathA mukta che. te te devalokanA devene manamAM jyAre kAmavAsanA- bheganI IrachA utpanna thAya che tyAre teo te devalokanA devo koI devIonAM sparza mAtrathI. AliMganathI ein-Education International Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 281 ane pamA 6ThThAnA devA devoenA maneAhara rUpa mAtra joIne ane 7-8nA devA devIonA mIThA madhura gIta-soMgIta ni sAMbhaLIne tRpta thAya che tyArabAda 9 thI 12 devalAkanA devA te! mAtra devIenI kalpanA karIne saMkalpathI ja mAnasika sukhAnA anubhava karI le che, e rIte peAtAnI kAmavAsanAne zAMta kare che. pahelAM e-saudharma ane IzAna devalAkamAM 2-e prakAranI devIe. che. -(1) parigrahItA, (2) aparigRhItA te-te devanI patnInA rUpamAM rahelI devIe parigRhItA kahevAya che ane sarva sAmAnya badhA devenA upabhegamAM AvatI vezyA jevI devIe aparigRhatA kahevAya. che. je aparigrahItA prakAranI vezyA jevI devIe uparanA devaleAkanA devAnI IcchAnusAra temanI pAse jAya che ane te devonI icchA pUchuM kare che. evI rIte devagatinA devo paN kAmavAsanAthI bharelA paDayA che, tyAM paNa maithuna sevana che. vezyA jevI devIe paNa che, badhuM ja che. evu na samajaze! ke devagatimAM gayA eTale viSaya-vAsanA-- maithuna sevananA pApathI mukta thaI gayA nA, evuM nathI. bhUta-pretavyaMtara Adi te strInA zarIramAM paNa kAmavAsanAthI Ave che. eka srInA zarIramAM jyAre eka bhUta AvyuM. tA tene kAraNu khatAvatA evuM kahyuM ke- A strInu rUpa sauMdaya' mane khUba pasaMda che eTale hu A strInA zarIramAM Avu chu Avu kahIne tene peAtAnA paricaya paNa ApyuM. hu' eka niSNAta (pAka) preta chuM- vagere 77 - " savvaM bhaMte mehuNa paccakkhAmi se divyaM vA mANusa vA tirikkha' jANi vA ne meruLe. vabiMdu pAse, taM naphA-ccatro, vittatro, jAjo, bhAvao / davvaoNa mehUNe rUvesu vA svasahagaesu vA / khittao jaM meduLe-pUroj vA, doho vA,iiAjo vA 1Aro na mehuNe di vA rAo vA / bhAMvao NaM mehuNe rAgeNa vA doseNa vA // sarvathA sa`pUrNa rUpathI brahmacaya nI pratijJA svIkAravAvALA sAdhu bhagavAnanI pAse pratijJA karatAM kahe che he bhagavata huM... savathA maithunanA tyAga Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 282 karU chuM" te deva manuSya ane tiya "cayeAni sa''dhI keAIpaNa prakAranA maithunanA tyAganI pratijJA kare che. te maithuna cAra prakAre che, dravya kSetra kALa ane bhAvanA nikSepathI cAre prakAranA maithunane tyAga karavo joIe. dravyathI nijIva citra AdinA rUpamAM athavA sajIva kAI zrI AdinA rUpa vagerenA paNa huM tyAga karU chuM. kSetrathI uvalAkanA merU parvatanA vanakha'DamAM tathA saudhama Adi devaleAkamAM ane adheleAkamAM bhavanapatinA bhavana Adi saMbaMdhI tiA~lAkamAM aneka dvIpa-samudra-pava ta Adi kSetrAmAM paNa tayA kALathI divase athavA rAtre bhAvathI mAyA ane leAbha rUpa rAgathI, athavA kreAdha ane mAna rUpa dveSathI paN mana-vacana-kAyAthI karavA karAvavA ane anumedana rUpa IcchA mAtrathI maithunanA pazu tyAga karU chuM. mana tattva vacamAM che eTale manathI IcchA mAtrathI paNa mAnasika maithunanu sevana thaI zake che! mAnasika- vAcika ane kAyika (zArIrika) traNa prakAre maithuna batAvAyuM che. dhruva manuSya ane tiyaa saMbaMdhI paNa maithunanA traNe kAraNAnI sa'bhAvanA che. dAkhalA tarIke tiya`ca gatinA pazu-pakSIonI cenine joIne mAnasika vicAradhArA bagaDI zake che. tyAM mAnasika tiya "ca sa'kha'dhI maithunanu kAraNa banyuM, e rIte mAnasika kalpanAethI svapnamAM e ja IcchA karIne deva-daivI apsarAe sakhadhI paNa maithunanu mAnasika sevana thaI zake che. lakSmaNA sAdhvIne tiryaMca pakSI enI kAmakrIDA joIne ja tA mAnasika viSayanI vRtti utpanna thai hatI ane teNe kaMIka evu' vicAyu. je hitakara nahAtu aMtamAM te vicAra saMbaMdhi prAyazcita paNa lIdhuM. zabda-rUpa-2sa Adi paNa maithunanAM ja aMga che. pratikramamAM sAdhu mahArAja je zramaNa sUtra khele che emAM pAMca kAmaguNene batAvatAM kahyuM- "vad kAmanuLadde sapheLa, lekha, roLa, 1 cena, meLa" zabda- rUpa, rasa, ga Mdha ane spa e pAMca kAmaNu che evu paNa (paDiyAmi) pratikramaNa karavu joIe, manuSya jo ke pa Mcendriya prANI che. tene pAMce IndriyA pUrI Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 283 che. have A IndriyanuM kAryakSetra zuM che? te te viSayane grahaNa karavAnuM jema ke, (1) prathama zendriya - (cAmaDI) ne 8 prakArane sparzane anubhava (2) bIjI rasanendriya - (jIbha) ne 5 prakAranA rasane anubhava (3) trIjI prANendriya - (nAka) ne 2 prakAranA gaMdhane anubhava. (4) cethI cakSuIndriya - (AMkha)ne 5 prakAranA rUpano anubhava. (5) pAMcamI zravaNendriya- (kAna) ne 3 prakAranA zabdano anubhava. A rIte pAMce indriyo vaDe 23 prakAranA viSayene anubhava thAya che. sArA padArthane anubhava rAga pioSaka bane che. jevI rIte suMdara rUpa jevAthI, sugaMdhI padArtha suMghavAthI, suMdara, mIThA, madhura rAga-gIta (zabda) sAMbhaLavAthI manamAM rAga utpana thAya che priya lAge che. AnaMda Ave che ane abhi- apriya viSayenA anubhavathI aprIti dveSa utpana thAya che kALIkarUpa strIne joIne dudhanA anubhavathI karkaza, tIkhA, rAga vagaranA zabdo sAMbhaLIne manamAM glAni utpana thAya che. dveSa upanna thAya che. AthI pAMce IdriyonA A 23 viSaya kAmane utpanna karavAmAM sahAyaka che. AthI viSaya maithunanuM paNa. uttejaka nimitta che. manamAM viSaya-vAsanAne jagAvavAnuM kAma A kare che AthI kAmaguNa kahevAya che. AthI lagna-jAna vi-prasaMge para yathAyogya pAMca prakAranA Indrane poSaNa karanArA viSayane utpanna karAya che. kyAMka te sUrIlA madhura gItanA vAjA vagADAya che, kayAMka te premathI bharelA mIThA madhura gIta gavAya che, gavaDAvAya che, rUpa raMgane mATe Aje TI.vI. AvyuM che. tenI upara AvatA citrarUpa paNa manane manahara lAge che. amArA manane meha pamADe che, kheMce che. mIThA madhura charasanI mIThAI Adi pakavAna banAvAya che. attara Adi sugaMdhI chaMTakAva thAya che, lagAvAya che. A rIte badhA prakAranA viSayonuM pradazana AvI rIte karAya che ke jethI manamAM kAma jAge. mAnasika Adi uttejanA vadhe. AthI A pAMca zabda Adi guNe kAmane vadhArakaranArA guNa che. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 284 brahmacArIoe AnAthI paNa bacavuM joIe - zrI dazavaikAlika AgamamAM zramaNa-nigraMtha sAdhune mATe ahIM sudhI kahyuM che ke, "sAdhu divAla upara lagADelA strIonA aMgapradarzaka kAma uttejaka citrane paNa na jue. lAkaDA AdinI banAvelI putaLIne -sparza paNa na kare" hA, jo ke putaLI jaDa che te paNa te amArI vAsanAne jagADavAmAM-mananAM suSupta kAmane uttejIta karavAmAM nimitta banI zake che. je jaDa lAkaDAnI putaLInA sparzane tathA AMkhethI A citra...Adi jevAno paNa niSedha karyo che, te vaLI sajIva strInA rUpa-raMga Adi sauMdaryane jevuM, tene sparza Adi karavuM te te keTaluM khataranAka siddha thaI zake che? ethI AgamamAM sAdhune mATe strIne sparza te zuM, paNa strInA vastrono paNa sparza karavAno niSedha karyo che. keI e prazna kare ke potAnI kanyAno sparza karavAmAM zuM doSa che? hA, vAta te sAcI che. vicArIe ! kanyA te pitAnI che te paNa zarIra te strI jAtinuM che, ane tenA aMga Adine jovAthI manamAM pUrvabhUta kAmane jagADavAnuM nimitta paNa banI zake che. manane zuM bharoso che? mananuM zuM ThekANuM che? te to kyAre, kaI tarapha phare? te kahevAya nahI. to pachI kanyAne UMcakavI, khoLAmAM besADavI, ramADavI khavaDAvavuM Adi kriyAomAM aneka rAgAdi utpanna thavAnI saMbhAvanA rahevAnI. leka vyavahAramAM paNa saMsAthI virakta tyAgI sAdhu je pitAnI ja kema na hoya, tevI kanyAne upADIne phare to te kayAM sudhI ucita lAge ! vicAre! AthI zAsakAra maharSie aneka doSanI saMbhAvanA joIne 5za vigerene niSedha karyo che ! spazendriyanI prabalatA - je ke Indriya pAMca che. te paNa emAM Aje prabala kAmanuM kAraNa kaI Indriya che? sparzendriya sparzane anubhava tIvra kAmarAga gaNAya che. vicAre! bIjI, trIja, cothIpAMcamI Indriya vinA te aneka aneka bhava A saMsAramAM thayA. kaNendriya ja na maLI evI rIte kAna vinA caurindriyamAM mAkhImacharanA janmane bahu thayA. e rIte caurindriya-cethI Indriya AMkha vinA teIndriya AdinA janma paNa ghaNA thayA. paNa zuM prathama sparzendriya vinA ekapaNa janma thayo? nA, saMbhava ja nathI. bIjI badhI IndriAnA abhAvamAM janma saMbhava che paNa pahelI sparzendriya Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 285 vinA to janma saMbhava ja nathI ne? ekendriyane paNa janma maLyo, ekendriya zarIra paNa maLyuM tyAre sparzendriya te avazya hatI ja Akhare AkhA zarIra upara phelAyelI sauthI moTI lAMbI pahoLI Indriya je kaI hoya te sparzendriya (cAmaDI) che. kAna te nAnA che, AMkha enAthI paNuM nAnI che ane nAka paNa nAnuM che. jIbha paNa eka nizcita sthAnamAM baMdha che. paNa spazendriya (tvacA) te mAthAthI laIne paga sudhI sarvatra AkhA zarIra upara lAgelI che, phelAyelI che. AthI sparzani anubhava te cAre bAjuthI kayAMyathI paNa thaI zake che. eTaluM ja nahIM, Indriyano viSayemAM sparzendriyano ja viSaya sauthI vadhAre che. ane keInA 5, 2, 5, 3 prakAra che, paNa spaze te 8 prakAre che. (1) ThaMDe, (2) garama, (3) laghu, (4) bhAre, (5) kamaLa, (6) karkaza, (7) cIkaNe ane (8) rUkSa, A rIte sparza 8 prakAre che. AthI sparzendriyane prabhAva ghaNe che. bIjI vAta e che ke ananta janma sparzendriyanI sAthe thayA che. ethI janma-janmAtomAM paNa spazedriyanA je saMskAra ati prabala che. jyAre AnI tulanAmAM bIjI IndriA ochI prabaLa che. kema ke AMkha-kAna Adi te koI janmamAM maLe ane koI janmamAM na paNa maLe, paNa ekeya janma evo nathI gayo jemAM spazendriya na maLI hoya, arthAt badhA (ananta) janmamAM avazya maLI ja che. AthI Aje ananta janmamAM spazendriyanA anubhavanA saMskAra prabala che ane te rIte paNa tame jANe che ke AMkhathI rUpa-saudarya joIne rAjI paNa thaIe paraMtu jyAM sudhI sparzendriyathI tenA sparza-- sukhano anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI te sukha adhUruM kahevAya che. kAmI purUSane kevaLa strInA rUpa-sauMdaryane joIne ja mAtra theDI tRpti thaI jAya che? nA, chellI IcchA to sparza sukhanI ja rahe che. e rIte sparzedriyanA sparzanuM anubhava sukha ati prabala che. mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI saMbhUti munine cakavatI-panI sahita vaMdana karavA AvyA. vaMdana karatAM cakavatInI paTTarANInuM dhyAna na rahyuM ane tenA vALane sparza munine thaI ga. phakta eka kSaNa mAtra tenA sparza mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI muninA manamAM suSupta kAmane jagADaze ane te tapasvIe evuM niyANuM karyuM ane AgalA janmamAM huM paNa A strI ratanane upabhokatA banuM sAthIdAra citra munie bahu samajAvyuM paNa saMbhUti Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 286 munie pIche haTha na karI sArI evI tapazcaya vecIne te niyANuM karyuM ane AgAmI janmamAM brahmadatta cakravatI thaIne aneka pApa karIne sAtamI narakamAM gayA. are ! zuM pariNAma AvyuM ? eka kSaNanA kSaNika sparza sukhanuM kevuM bhayaMkara pariNAma? AthI kAmanA tyAgI,rAganA tyAgI, vairAgI sAdhu A pAMce IndriyonA 23 viSayane paNa tyAga kare A pAMca kAmaguNemAM Asakta na thatAM tene pITha karIne cAle. enAthI vimukha banIne potAnI sAdhanA kare. prabhu bhakitamAM sinemAnI tajane paNuM tyAga kareH Aja eka moTuM dUSaNa e cAlI rahyuM che ke pUjA-pUjana ane e pramANe maMdiramAM jinezvara paramAtmAnI bhaktinA samaye je stavana elAya che emAM ke e stavanone philamI rAga upara jamAvIne pachI bAle che. je phi9ma Ape joI che athavA je gIta Ape sAMbhaLyuM che tenA rAga upara stavana banAvIne athavA prAcIna stavanane te rAga upara besADIne besavuM te kayAM sudhI ucita che? e vicAraNIya che. te rAga, te taba pitAne ane bIjAne sAMbhaLavAvALAnA manane te philma sudhI laI jaze. kemake Akhare badhAe joelI te philma hoya che athavA Akhare lekee 2500 vAra kayAMya paNa sAMbhaLelI hoya che. premIonA premanuM gIta che. have pariNAma zuM Avaze? AMkhanI sAme bhagavAna jIbha parathI zabda te bhagavAnanA bhajananA nIkaLaze paNa mana tyAM philamanuM drazya jovAmAM paDayuM haze ! smaraNa zakti te praNaya prasaMgane yAda karI rahI che. na te bhAva rahyo, na bhakti thaI. ethI je A sudhAre karAya ke ame prabhubhaktinA bhajanamAM te philmI Dhabane na laIe ane mAtra kaMThanA ja rAgane mahatva na ApatA hRdayanA bhAvane adhika mahatva ApIe te amArI bhakti jarUra phaLa ApanArI banaze. saphaLa-sArthaka thaze. amane adhika lAbha ane AnaMda thaze. amArA mananA rAgane ane bIjA sAMbhaLavAvALAnA rAgane paNa piSaNa nahIM maLe kharekhara joIe te A rIte cethA vratanA sAdhaka-vairAgIne mATe praNaya gItanA rAga di doSa rUpa che. pAkSika sUtra spaSTa kahe che ke - sA - javA - rA - baMdhar-wiALa-vicAraNA mehuNassa veramaNe esa vutte aikkame // Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 287 madhura gIta AdinA zabda, strI AdinuM manohara rUpa, mIThe rasa, kula vigerenI sugaMdha, e pramANe strI Adine sukomaLa sparza ItyAdi pAMceya mukhya viSaye (23 bheda sahita)ne rAga, maithunanA tyAgI sAdhakane doSarUpa che. AthI maithuna saMjJAmAM sahAyaka rUpa ane tenA urojaka-vyaMjaka e pAMcathI dUra rahevuM, saMbhALIne cAlavuM ja hitAvaha che. dravya ane bhAva veda. vedanA ja dravya ane bhAva e rIte be bheda che. strIpurUSanA zarIrane bAhya AkAra e dravya veda che. nAma karma anusAra banelA zarIranI samAnatA hovA chatAM paNa dravya vedane anusAra strI-purUSanA zarIranI racanAnA aMgopAMgamAM thoDo bheda che. strIpurUSanI oLakhANa rUpa te te cihna (liMga) che. tenA AdhAre ke strI, kaI purUSa e pramANe trIje napuMsaka oLakhAya che. A zarIranuM bAhya AkArarUpa cihma e dravya veda che. jethI strI-purUSanA bhedanI oLakhANa thAya che. jIvanamAM paDelI maithuna-sevananI IcchA e bhAva veda che. Antarika veda che. A vedamehanIya karma anusAra hoya che. dravya veda rUSa strI dehanI sAthe maithuna sevananI IcchA purUSa veda karma che ane dravya veda rUpa purUSa vedanI sAthe maithuna sevananI IcchA strIveda karma che ane bannenI sAthenI IcchA napuMsaka veda che. traNe vedomAM baLavattaratA : sarva jIvamAM vedane udaya te heya ja che. anAdi kALathI viSaya-vAsanAnA saMskAra to tIvra rUpamAM janma-janmAntaramAM niraMtara sarvatra sAthe Ave ja che. e kAraNathI janmanI paraMparA vadhI ane aneka bhava bagaDyA che. kSaNika sukha! eka-be kSaNa mAtranA sukhanI IrachAne mATe aneka prakAranA pApanuM sevana karavAne badale zuM teno tyAga nathI thaI zakato ? A te eTaluM prabala che ke kayAreya paNa tRpti thatI ja nathI. traNe vedomAM kaye veda vizeSa prabala che? traNemAM kAmanI IcchA konI vadhAre che? eno javAba eka draSTAtathI Ape che-jevI rIte agni utpanna thAya che ane zAMta thAya che, tenI sAthe vedanI tulanA karatA kahyuM ke-tRNa agni-jevI rIte ghAsanA taNakhalAmAM agni jaladIthI utpanna thAya che ane thoDIvAramAM te sAce ghAsa jaladIthI baLI jAya che ane agni zAMta thaI jAya che. tevI rIte Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 288 purUSanI kAmanI IcchA tIvra utpanna thAya che ane tIvra zAMta paNa thaI jAya che. paNa gAyanA chANamAM athavA moTA lAkaDAmAM agnine pragaTa thavAmAM vAra lAge che ane pragaTa thayA pachI dhIme dhIme saLagelo ja rahe che. kalAka sudhI te chANamAM athavA meTA lAkaDAmAM agni rahe che. te ghAsanA taNakhalAMnI jema zIdhra zAMta nathI thato. evI rIte strIonI kAmavAsanA chANa athavA lAkaDAnAM agni jevI che. strIomAM kAma ghaNuM samaye jAgrata thAya che. ane jAgrata thayA bAda tene zAMta (tRpta). thavAmAM paNa lAMbA samaya lAge che. AthI purUSanI apekSAe strIonI vAsanA kaMIka gaNI adhika hoya che ane enAthI paNa adhika napuMsakanI che. jevI rIte-nagaradAha thAya. AkhA zaheramAM Aga lAgI jAya to tene zAMta thavAmAM keTalo samaya lAge? keTalAMye divase pachI paNa nagaradAha zAMta nathI thato. e rIte napuMsake paNa kAma jaladIthI zAMta vatA nathI. ghaNA lAMbA samaya sudhI cAle che. e rIte sauthI o che kAma purUSano che. zIdhra utpati ane zIdhra zAMta. enAthI ghaNe prabala kAma strIno ane enAthI paNa atyaMta adhika prabala napuMsakane e rIte kAmavAsanAnI baLavattaratA rahe che. "IT 7 muMba vayameva " A paMktimAM sAcuM ja kahyuM che ke are! bhega bhegavavA gayA paNa bhega te na bhegavAyA paraMtu ame ja bhagavAyA! e amAre ja bhega laI lIdhe! vicAre! hema kuMDanA agnimAM jeTaluM paNa ghI nAMkhe te agni vadhate ja jaze. agni te pANIthI zAMta thAya che. ghI nAkhavAthI kayAreya zAMta nathI thatuM, UlaTuM adhika prajavalita thAya che. e rIte viSaya-bhaga agninA jevA ja che. viSaya bhegene jeTalA paNa bhegavI le, zuM kayAreya tRpti thaI che? pacAsa varSa sudhI viSaya bhegane khUba upabhegA karyA pachI zuM koIpaNa Aja divasa sudhI saMsAramAM tRpta thayA che? saMbhava ja nathI. vRddha (buThTho) keNa thAya che? zarIra ke mana? mana te kayAre paNa vRddha thatuM nathI. mana te sadA yuvAna ja che. paNa zarIra kSINa thatuM jAya che. vIrya zaktinA nAzathI dhIre--dhIre zarIra durbalakuza-kSINa thatuM jAya che ane vRddhAvasthA AvI jAya che. paNa zuM A vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa mana vRddha thayuM che ? nA, zuM mana viSayabhoga bhUlI gayuM che? nA, kahe che ke - Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 289 agaM galitaM muMDaM palitaM dazanavihInaM jAtaM tuNDam / vRddho yAti gRhitvA daNDa, tadapi na muMcatyAzA piNDa // aMga (zarIra) lathaDI gayuM che. DekathI mAthuM namI paDayuM che ane badhAM dAMta paDI javAthI mukhamAM khADA paDayA che. vRddhAvasthA paNa AvI gaI che, hAthamAM lAkaDI levAthI vRddhatvamAM namI gayelA zarIrathI samajI zakAya che ke tame muzkelIthI cAlI rahyA che. zarIranI A dayAjanaka sthiti thaI cUkI che to paNa mana navajuvAna-yuvAna che. mananI tRSNAo-AzAo Aje paNa chUTatI nathI. vicAro ! kAma keTale prabala che? hamaNAM hamaNAM chApAmAM vAMcyuM che ke eka gRhastha 89 vAra lagna karyA. potAnA eka jIvanamAM 89 vAra lagna karavAvALAe chellAM lagna hamaNAM vRddhAvasthAmAM eka 18 varSanI kanyA sAthe karyA. zuM tene tRpti thaI gaI? saMbhaLAya che ke paradezamAM muslIma dezamAM 80-90 varSanI meTI vayamAM paNa nAnI uMmaranI kanyA sAthe lagna kare che. Ane artha e thayo ke ene kAma keTalo prabaLa haze ! emanI atRpta vAsanA keTalI prabaLa haze ! eka rANI laMgaDAnI sAthe bhAgI gaI caMpApurInA rAjA chatazatrune bhayaMkara vikaTa paristhitimAM pitAnI rANu sukumAlikAne jIvatI rAkhavA mATe, bacAvavA mATe samaya upa- sthita thaye, pitAnI jAMghane kApI tenuM mAMsa khavaDAvI dIdhuM. are ! pitAnI rANIne jIvatI rAkhavA mATe eTalI hada sudhI ke potAnuM lehI paNa pIvaDAvI dIdhuM ane rANI bacI gaI, jIvI gaI dhIre dhIre badhuM sAruM thaI gayuM. paraMtu, vikaTa paristhitimAM rANI pitAnI prabala kAmecchAne kAraNe rAjAne choDIne eka pAMgaLA purUSanI sAthe bhAgavAne vicAra karavA lAgI. te laMgaDA puruSathI rANIne dehasateSa maLato hato. laMgaDo zarIrathI laMgaDe hatuM paraMtu kAma kalAmAM hoMziyAra hatA. bannee maLIne rAjAne eka divasa ghaNe tIvra dArU pIvaDAvyo ane gaMgAnA vahetA pravAhamAM dhakake mArIne pADI dIdhuM. zarAbanA nazAmAM nidrAdhIna rAja eka zabanI jema pANI para vahevA lAgyo. cetanA AvI-rAjA jAgRta thaye...taratA taratA kaI rIte.eka dezanA kinAre AvyA. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 290 eka vRkSanI nIce sUtA hatA. paraMtu saubhAgyavaza hAthIe AvIne rAjyAbhiSeka karyo. te nagarane rAjA mRtyu pAmyuM hatuM. AthI hAthI, jenA upara kalazane abhiSeka kare tene rAjA banAva e nirNaya. nagarajanoe lIdho hato. bhAgya khUlI gayuM te pharI rAjA thayA. A bAju rANI te laMgaDA puruSanI sAthe kAmaganuM sevana karatI pharatI rahI.... tene paNa keTalIye vAra uThAvIne pharatI. laMgaDo gIta gAvAmAM hoMziyAra hatA. teo paNa pharatAM pharatAM bhAgyavaza A rAjyamAM AvyA. gIta vAjIMtranI sArI maMDaLInI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne maMtrIoe AmaMtraNa ApIne rAjamahelamAM bolAvyA. laMgaDe gAvA lAgyo. rANI nAcavA lAgI. eTalAmAM rAjAnI sAthe AMkha maLI. rAjA paNa badhuM samajI gayo. ane rANI paNa AMkhamAM badhuM samajI gaI. rAjAe pUchayuM -he svarUpavatI ! tuM AvA laMgaDA puruSanI sAthe A rIte kema phare che? strIe javAba Ape-he mahArAjA! pitAe je patinI sAthe lagna karI ApyA che tene ja devatulya mAnIne satItvanuM jIvana jIvavuM e satI strInuM kartavya che. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAe kahyuM aho ! zuM javAba. che? zuM tA satItva? Akhare rAjAe rANInA caritrane ghaTasphoTa karyo laMgaDAe paNa satya hakIkata kahI dIdhI. rANIne deza nikAla karIne strIcaritrane joIne atRpta kAma vAsanAnA mahApApane joIne saMsArathI virakta thaI jitazatru rAjAe saMsAra choDIne dIkSA lIdhI. Atama-sAdhanAnA mArge pitAne janma saphaLa banAvyo. kharekhara !viSaya viSatuya ja che. manohara suMdara lAla TameTA jevA kipAka phaLa svAdamAM te ghaNA mIThAM hoya che. jaMgalamAM thAya che. suMdara dekhIne kaI khAI le te tene vizvanI asara thAya che ane je khAya che tenA prANa jatA ja rahe che. maraNane zaraNa thAya che. Aja hAlata viSaya bhegenI che. kAmaga paNa ApAtaramaNIya che. upara-uparathI joIe te kiMpAkanA phaLanI jema khUba sarasa lAge che. paraMtu viSaya bhoga paNa aMte viSanI asara utpanna kare che. zarUAtamAM suMdara lAgatA bhoga phaLasvarUpa kiMpAkanA phaLa jevAM che. aMte viSanI samAna viSaya che. koNe kahyuM bhegamAM tRpti che? - hA, Aja kAla bhautikavAdI jamAnAmAM evA banI beThelA bhegI Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 291 bhagavAnanuM kathana che ke bhAgamAM ja tRpti che. yathecchA bhAga bhogave, DarA nahI. manane dakhAve nahI. mananI IcchAne Aka'Tha lAgavA. khUba bhAgavA. bhAgAnI tRpti pUrNa bhAgavI lIdhA pachI ja thaze. ane aMte sabhAgathI samAdhI" batAvI. vicArA ! AvA kahevAtA bhaga vAna ane peAtAnI jAte manI beThelA bhagavAnanuM mana keTaluM bhagapriya haze ? tenuM mana keTalu vikRta haze ? vikArothI ja bharelu' lAge che ane A khaTTam tenA jIvanamAMthI Ave che. jiMdagI sudhI aneka strIenI sAthe bhAga leAgarA...madanAmI paNa lIdhI. bhegI bhagavAnane keAI saMbhAgI bhagavAna paNa kahe che Akhare bicArAne bhAratathI bhAgavu paDayuM. tenI bhAgalIlA anAya dezamAM cAlI tenA zabdonI pAchaLa anekAe mukta sahacAra prArabha karyAM 'ati kAma' apanAvyuM paNa Aja dina sudhI te kaI tRpta nathI thayuM. A Aya. dezanI sanAtana saMskRtinA badhA dharmAe eka ja vAta batAvI che ke mene rena maca' are ! bhAgamAM tA rAganA bhaya che. bhAgeAne bhogavavAthI kayAreya tRpti nathI thatI. AgamAM ghI nAMkhavAthI jema Aga vadhe che tevI ja rIte bhAga paNa vadhatA ja jAya che, bhAgathI mananI tRSNA paNa vadhatI ja jAya che. tRpti tA nAma mAtra dekhAtI nathI.... bhUtakALamAM yayAti ane pANDu rAjAnI zuM sthiti thaI kAmazAstrIya, mAnasazAstrIya sigmana kroIDa'nI mAnasadhArA -vicAradhArA upara cAlavAvALA se'kaDA leAkeA kharakhAda thaI gayA. Aje evA bhagavAna bicArA svayaM bhayakara gupta rAgeAthI jakaDAyelA che. tenA aneka anuyAyIomAM bhayaMkara jAtIya rAga phelAyelA che. vAMdarAne zarAba pIvaDAvAya e rIte kAmI leAkeAne paNa dharmanA nAma upara bhAganI prApti mahA anatha kArI thAya che. AvA dhama kayAre paNa cAlatA nathI. AvA bhagavAna kAraya TakI zakatA nathI. tenA vinAza nizcita ja DAya che, sanAtana saMskRtie bhAganA tyAgamAM ja dhama matAnyeA che. aneka janmAmAM bhegavelA bhAganI tRpti vagI ya devabhavamAM paNa nathI thaI. te Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 292 Aje zuM thavAnI che? sAcuM ja kahyuM che ke "mA na maLatA vameva muttara ." mahAkAmI sanInI durdazA: bharata kSetranA caMpAnagarInA anaMga nAmanA eka dhanADhaya zrImaMta senI sArU ya dhana khacIne jyAre paNa je paNa rUpa ane saudaryavatI kanyAne kayAMya paNa jue te tene kaI paNa rIte kharIdI lAve...ane tenI sAthe lagna karIne saMsA2nuM sukha bhogave e rIte lagabhaga 500 strIone teNe patnI banAvI hatI. badhAne eka vADAmAM rAkhatA hate. kayAreya koIne paNa bahAra nIkaLavA dete na hato. mahAkrodhI-tIvra kaSAya vRttivALo hate. tenI IcchAnusAra ja badhAne calAvatA na hatA. ekavAra ati gussAmAM teNe eka strIne eTalI mArI ke te bicArI tyAM ja marI gaI. A joIne bIjI 499 strIoe paNa hAthamAM arIse vagere je maLyuM tenAthI te sanIne mAryo ane badhAe maLIne e mAryo ke te mahAkAmI sanI tyAM ja mRtyu pAmyA ane aMte 499 strIo e paNa Aga lagAvIne sAmUhika AtmahatyA paNa karI lIdhI. sonI marIne tiryaMca pazunI gatimAM gayo. pahelI strI marIne koI brAhmaNanA gharamAM kanyAnA rUpamAM janmI ane sonIne jIva paNa pazu mAMthI mArIne ahIM AvyA ane te brAhmaNa kanyAno bhAI ke. gayA janmanA pati-panI Aje bhAI bahena banyA ane 499 strIo marI ne era kulamAM putrarUpe utpanna thaI. raDato bahenane zAMta karavAne mATe bhAI pitAnI bahenanI sAthe alIla ceSTA karavA lAgyo. tenA guA aMgone yaza Adi karate joIne pitAe mArapITa karIne gharathI kADhI mUko. te bhaTakate jaMgalamAM gayo ane bhAgyavaza te 49 coranI sAthe maLI gayo. gayA janmanAM badhA 500 Aja ahIM bhegA thayA. te pAMcase ceAroe maLIne te brAhmaNa strInuM apaharaNa karyuM. tene uThAvI gayA ane pAMcaso cera te eka brAhmaNa strI sAthe saMbaMdha karavA lAgyA. coro bIjIvAra eka bIjI strIne lUMTI lAvyA. have pAMcasenI vacce be strI thaI gaI paNa mahAkAmI te pahelI brAhmaNa strIe bIjIne kuvAmAM pheMkI dIdhI. ekavAra samavasaraNamAM bhagavAna Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 293 mahAvIrane dezanA ApatA joIne te cora yuvake prabhune pUchayuM sAMketika zabdomAM pUchayuM, "je-te prabhue kahyuM "te te" hA, te tArI bahena che te coranuM mana badalAI gayuM, are...are! mArI bahenanI sAthe meM bhaga bhogavya, dhikkAra che mane. tene prabhunI pAse dIkSA lIdhI. pApanuM prAyazcita karatAM jJAna prApta karyuM ane cora pallImAM jaIne te 49 ne paNa upadeza ApIne dIkSA apAvI. Akhare vAsanA choDavI eja uttama pakSa che. hitakara che. AhAra ane nidrAnI jema vAsanAnuM paNa evuM ja che. viSaya vAsanAnI paNa kaI maryAdA nathI. jeTalI vadhAre teTalI vadhI paNa zake che ane jeTalI ghaTADe teTalI ghaTI paNa zake che A te manuSyane pitAnA hAthanI vAta che. bhega ane upabhega jagatanI je sAmagrIe ekavAra upayogamAM Ave ane samApta thaI jAya te bhega sAmagrI kahevAya. jevI rIte bhejana karyuM. te mIThAI Adi sAmagrIne eka ja vAra upaga karI zakAya che. AthI te bhega sAmagrI kahevAya che paraMtu je jaDa athavA cetana padArtho athavA dravyane ekavAra upayoga karavA mAtrathI tene nAza nathI thato ane manuSya tene vAraMvAra upayoga kare che te upabhoga kahevAya che. jevI rIte kapaDAM, Aje paheryuM che te zuM ekavAra paherIne pachI pheMkI deze? nA, kAle dhoIne pharIthI paherazuM. e rIte varSo sudhI paherazuM. vAsaNa vAraMvAra vAparIe chIe. e rIte strI paNa che. antara eTaluM ja che ke anya sAmagrI jaDa che. paNa purUSanA sukhamAM je vAraMvAra upayogamAM Ave che te strI sukhanI cetana sAmagrI che. AvI rIte sIne vAraMvAra upayoga karAya che. AthI strI upaganI sAmagrI thaI ane strIne upabhega karavALe purUSa che. kriyA karanAra te che. AthI purUSa upalektA -bhoktA thayela ane strI bhegya bhegane egya thaI strIne je kAMI rUpa-sauMdayaM zarIra sauSThava vagere maLyuM che, paraMtu te pote te tene bhegA karI zakatI nathI. strIne paNa purUSanA saMsargathI ja sukha maLe che. e rIte strI-purUSa baMnene a nya paraspara ekabIjAthI sukha maLe che. AthI A mAnIne mithuna-yugala maithuna krIDA karavA lAgyA. A maithunanI kriyA bhegarUpa thaImanamAM paDelI kAmavAsanA uddIpta thAya che Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 294 ane te deha saMbaMdhathI kSaNika sukhanI tRpti thAya che. paNa A bhegonI pAchaLa keTalA javAnI hiMsA thatI haze? keTalA jIva utpanna thatA haze maratA haze ? tene vicAra bhegIone kayAM Ave che ! methunamAM hiMsAnuM pramANa yoniyaMtra samutpannAH susUkSmA janturAzaya / pIDyamAnA vipadyante yatra tanmaithunaM tyajet / / raktajA kRmayaH sUkSmA, mRdumadhyAdhizaktayaH / janmavama su kaDUti janayanti tathAvidhAm / / - prANIne janma ApavAne mAga athavA upara sthAna je ni che. te candrAkAra niyaMtramAM svabhAvathI utpanna thavAvALA aneka sUkSma jIva hoya che ke jeo AMkhathI joI zakatA nathI. lehIthI utpanna thatAM sUma, kRmio- mRdu madhyama ane adhika zakitavALA sUkSma kRmi strInI nimAM utpana thAya che ane tenI evA prakAranI khujalIthI kAmAgni utpanna thAya che. maithuna sevananI krIDAmAM te jIvene nAza thAya che cagazAstramAM draSTAnta ApatAM kahyuM che ke rUthI bharelI naLImAM garama tapAvele saLIyo nAMkhavAmAM Ave te tenA nAMkhavAthI badhu rU jevI rIte baLIne bhasma thaI jAya che tevI rIte strInI nimAM aneka jatu hoya che. jina AgAmeAmAM tyAM sudhI kahyuM che ke- be lAkhathI mAMDIne nava lAkha sudhI atyaMta sUma trasa jIvAdi utpanna thAya che. purUSanA saMsargathI tIvra agnimAM teo mare che, e rIte purUSanA saMbaMdhathI strInI yonimAM be thI nava lAkha sudhInI saMkhyAmAM utkRSTathI manuSya jIvanI utpatti thAya che ane tIvra saMgharSamAM prAyaH mRlsa pAme che. keI-kayAreka bhAgyavaza je bacI jAya che te strInA gamAM praveza pAmIne surakSita rahe che. te lA mahinAnA samaya bAda janma pAme che, e rIte maithuna sevanamAM keTalI badhI hiMsAnuM pramANa che te paNe samajavuM joIe. (zrI upadezaprAsAda granthanA bIjA bhAganA 89nA vyAkhyAnamAM pUjya lakSamI sUrae A vAta kahI che). emanuM te tyAM sudhI kahevuM che ke cothA vratanA bhaMgamAM anya badhA vratano bhaMga thAya che. keIpaNa vrata bacatuM nathI. upara lakhyA Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 25 mujaba maithuna evanamAM jIvahiMsAnuM paNa pramANa ghaNuM badhuM batAvyuM che. viSayAsakata kAmI sahajamAM ja juThuM paNa jaladIthI bele che. corIchUpIthI koInI sAthe kAma-krIDA karavAmAM corIne paNa bhAgIdAra bane che. cothuM vrata te gayeluM ja che ane pAMcamuM parigrahanuM pApa paNa jIrAgathI lAge che. strInA rAganA kAraNe Akho ghara saMsAra Ubho karavo paDe che, temAM paNa sarva pApanuM sevana karavuM paDe che. "jAmAM naiva rUri? saMsAramAM aneka prakAranA anya batAvAyA che jemAM janmajAta aMdha, dhanAva, madAdha ane krAdhAnya e pramANe kAmAnya Adi aneka prakAra che. janmathI jeone AMkhe ja nathI ane anya che te bicArA dayAne pAtra che. kamanI sajA che. paraMtu keTalAka te dhana-paisAnA nazAmAM abdha bane che, tene dIna-duHkhI- garIba te dekhAtA ja nathI. mAnapAna- sattA- pratiSThAmAM paNa keTalAka anya bane che ane tIvra krodhamAM paNa vyakti sAme rahelAne nathI jete ke sAme koNa che. ane kAmAnya je viSaya-vAsanAmAM grasta che te kAmAdhi paNa kaMI jete nathI. tenI mati-buddhi bhraSTa thaI jAya che. viveka jJAna nAza pAme che. kAmI adha banI jAya che. pachI te potAnI bahena, putrI athavA mA keIne paNa jotuM nathI. Aje chApAmAM vAMcIe chIe ke-pitAe potAnI nAnI putrI upara baLAtkAra karyo. 5-7 varSanI kanyA je Aje nAnI chokarI che tenA upara paNa kAmAnya kAmI potAnI vAsanAne saMtoSavAne mATe lAlAcita thaI jAya che. kAmanuM pariNAma kevuM Ave che? te chokarInA zarIramAMthI lehI vahevA lAge che ane raDI raDIne bezuddha banI jAya che. hospiTalamAM laI javAya che. TAMkA levAya che. muzkelIthI bace che. AvA paNa prasaMga keTalIkavAra sAMbhaLavAmAM-vAMcavAmAM Ave che ke kAmAndha adhama nara pizAce pitAnI kSaNika vAsanAne saMtoSavAne mATe baLAkAra te karyo pachI potAnA pApanI gaMdha na Ave te mATe gaLuM dabAvIne mArI nAMkhe che. charIthI khUna karIne kuvAmAM pheMkI de che, jamInamAM dATI de che. hAya! A kAmAjyamAM keTalI narAdhamatA che ke te kAmavAsanAnA kAraNe ATalo krUra banI jAya che! kaI sImA sudhI pahoMcI jAya che ! Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 eka ja janmamAM potAnI mA-bahena Adi sAthe saMbaMdha mathurA nagarInI kuberanA nAmanI vezyA yauvananA prAraMbhamAM ja garbhavatI thaI. garbhane mArI nAMkhavAnA seMkaDe vicAre pachI vezyAe aMtima nirNaya laIne be chokarAone janma Ape. eka chokaro ane bIjI chokarI. vicAryuM ke are ! A saMtAna mArA vyavasAyamAM bAdhaka banaze. AthI baMnenA hAthamAM nAma lakhIne vITIo paherAvI dIdhI bALakanuM nAma rAkhyuM kuberadatta ane pAlikAnuM nAma rAkhyuM kuberadattA ane eka lAkaDAnI piTImAM baMdha karIne yamunA nadInA pravAhamAM bhagavAna bharose mUkI dIdhA. sauryapura zaheranA nadI kinAre be vepArI mitro beThA hatA. temaNe peTI jeIne lIdhI, kholI ane joyuM te be jIvatAM bALaka hatA. saMtAna vagaranA te baMne vepArIoe eka eka laI lIdhA. pALI piSIne moTA karyA ane eka divasa yauvana vayamAM AvatA te baMnenA lagna karAvI dIdhA. vidhinI kevI vicitratA! bhAI bahena Aje pati-patnI banyA. saMsAranuM sukha bhegavatA copATa ramatAM eka divasa baMnee pota-potAnI vIMTI I baMnenI samAnatA Adi upara vicAra vimarza karyA pachI tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI ke banne bhAIbahena che. A jANune ghaNuM duHkha thayuM. baMnee apavitra lagna saMbaMdha toDI nAMkhyA. bhAI kuberadatta vyApArane mATe mathurA zaheramAM ga. vyApAra zarU karyo. paNa bhAgyavaza kuberasenA vezyAne tyAM ja AvIne rahyo ane tenI sAthe viSaya bhegane saMbaMdha karate rahyo. hAya ! bhAgya keTaluM vicitra ke bahenathI chUTa to mAtAnI sAthe deha saMbaMdha zarU thayo. samaya vyatIta thatA mAtA kuberasenAe putrane janma paNa ApyuM. A bAju kuberadattA bahenane nagaramAM kaI sAdavajIno paricaya tha. saMsAranuM svarUpa sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA te vairAgI banI, dIkSA lIdhI. sAvI banIpotAnA pApone pazcAtApa karI tenuM prAyazciya karatAM avadhijJAna utpanna thayuM. teNe vicAryuM, arere ! bhAgya keTaluM baLavAna che!, potAnA jJAnathI bhAI ane mAtAno aniSTa saMbaMdha joIne turata vihAra karIne sAdavajI mathurA padhAryA ane vezyAne ghera jaIne dvAra para beThelA raDatAM bALakane zAMta karavAnA bahAne tene saMbodhanathI kahevA Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 197 lAgI he khALaka! tuM kema raDe che? huM tArI mAtA chuM zAMta thA tArA. pitA mArA bhAI paNa che ane pati paNa che. tArI mAtA e mArI paNa mAtA che, mATe tuM mArA nAneA bhAI paNa che. A rIte judA judA prakAranA aDhAra sabadhA gaNAvyA. eTalAmAM kuberasenA adarathI A vAsanAnA dhu sAMbhaLIne AvI. A bAju kuberadatta paNa Agye. te paNa sAdhvI tA mAlatI ja rahI ! Akhare teoe sAdhvIne kahyuM, are e sAdhvI ! tuM kema amAre tyAM Avo asabadha pralApa kare che? paraMtu sAvIe adhI vAta spaSTa kahI dIdhI. badhAne samajAvyA. badhA samajIne avAk thai gayA! arere ! dhikkAra che A saMsArane, eka viSaya pApanA kAraNe ame kevA vamaLamAM phasAyA chIe ? manane jAgRta karIne kuberadatte dIkSA lIdhI. Atma sAdhanAmAM lAgyuM. vezyA kuberasenAe pApa vyApAra cheADIne gRhastha dharma svIkAra karyAM ane zrAvikA banI. kAmI kAmAnya anIne, rAgI rAgAMdha banIne sa`sAranA aniSTa badhA pApone karI bese che ! tIthakara bhagavAnanA upadezelA dhama - zuM tIkara bhagavAne badhAne evo upadeza ApyA che ke tame badhA jIva sarvathA saMpUrNa brahmacaya pALeA ? badhA dIkSA laI leA ? are ! A kevI rIte saMbhave ? vicArIe tIrthaMkara bhagavAna paN kevaLajJAnI che, sajJa che. sana prabhu potAnA jJAnathI sarva jIvonA manogata bhAvone sArI rIte jANe che. sUkSma jIvathI zarU karIne sthUla moTA jIva sudhInA, kumi-kIDA patagIyAthI mAMDI moTAthI moTA devarAja cakravatI manuSya sudhInA sava"nA bhAvone jANe che, save jIvo vaidya meAhanIyanA kamathI jakaDAyelA che, sarva jIvomAM pota-potAnA karmAnusAra viSaya. vAsanA--kAmasa'jJA teA paDelI ja che, hA, keAInAmAM echI te, keAInAmAM vadhAre jarUra che! tIthaMkarane potAne paNa potAnA bhAgAvalI ka nA udayanA kAraNe saMsAramAM rahevu paDayu, lagna karavA paDayAM. are ! bIjAnI vAta te kayAM karavI? bhagavAna pArzvanAtha ne paNa peAtAnA yauvanakALamAM prabhAvatI rAjakumArI sAthe lagna karavA paDayA.e rIte vadhamAna mahAvIrane. paNa tenA mAtA-pitA trizalA devI ane rAjA siddhAthe rAjakumArI yazeAdA sAthe pANi grahaN karAvyuM. potAnA karmAnusAra niyata kALa sudhI Jain Education.International Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 298 mahAvIrane paNa saMsAramAM rahevuM paDayuM. yazodAnI sAthe saMsAra sukha bhegavatA tene eka kanyAnI prApti paNa thaI. priyadarzanane moTI karIne jamAlInI sAthe pANi grahaNa paNa karAvavuM paDayuM. A rIte saMsAranuM kArya pUruM karIne vardhamAnakumAra saMsArathI mahAbhiniSkramaNa karIne nIkaLyAM. bhagavAna RSabhadevanAM paNa lagna thayA hatA. temane bhArata bAhubali Adi so putra paNa hatA... A rIte jyAre svayaM tIrthakarane paNa potapotAnA kALamAM saMsAramAM karmavaza badhuM ja karavuM paDayuM, te ja tIrthakara bhagavAna sarvajJa -banIne zuM amArA badhAnA manobhAvone jANatA Avo upadeza kevI rIte Apaze ke save dIkSA laI le? nahIM.... nahIM .. lagna karavA e mahA pApa che. kaI paNa lagna na kare. nA ..... AvuM bhagavAna kayAreya nahIM kahe. koI paNa tIrthakaree kayAreya AvuM kahyuM nathI ane bhaviSyamAM kaheze nahIM. keI tIrthaMkaranA upadezathI saMsAranA sarve jIvoe dIkSA lIdhI nathI ane bhaviSyamAM kayAreya evuM banavAnuM nathI ke tIrthaMkaranA upadezathI saMsAranA sarve dIkSA laI le. A paNa saMbhava nathI. hA, paNa bhagavAna evuM paNa nahIM kahe ke badhAM lagna karI le. nA, A paNa saMbhava nathI. tIrthakara bhagavAne ja caturvidha saMghanI (tIrthanI) sthApanA karI che. sAdhu-sAvI-zrAvaka-zrAvikAnI sthApanA karIne zrAvaka-zrAvikA gya dharmanuM svarUpa paNa temaNe ja batAvyuM che. hA ... sarvajJa prabhue A rIte upadeza Ape che ... ke he bhavya prANIo ! A saMsAra asAra che. A asAra saMsAramAM kaI sAra nathI bhega bhegavatA keIpaNa jIvone tRpti thatI nathI ... paraMtu tRNa vadhatI ja jAya che. atRpta vAsanA aneka pAponI jaDa che. mithuna sevana eka evuM mahA pApa che ke jenI pAchaLa saghaLA pApo kheMcAIne Ave che. AthI he bhavya prANIo ! je zakaya hoya te, e ApanAthI pALI zakAya te sarvathA A jIvana zaithunano tyAga karI zuddha saMpUrNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karo tyAgamAM ja kalyANa che. bhegamAM to saMsAranI mahAparaMparA che. cAritrano svIkAra karIne mukti mArga para AgaLa vadhe. A rIte prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLIne kaMIka bhavyAtmAo je samartha hatA, zaktimAna hatA. teoe AjIvana Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 299 brahAcaryanI pratijJA laIne jIvanamAMthI maithunano (kAma) jaDamULathI tilAMjali ApIne cAritra grahaNa karIne Atma kalyANa karyuM! have je bAkI rahyA che. (bacyA che) tenI vAta Ave che. Akhare A saMkhyA ghaNI moTI che. prabhunA caraNomAM AnaMda-kAmadeva-zataka mahAzataka Adi upAsakee vinamra vinaMti karI che ke he karUNAsAgara ! ame Aje saMsAra choDavAmAM asamartha chIe, te zuM amArA mATe ApanA zAsanamAM kaI vyavasthA che ? ApanA dharmamAM zuM amAruM koIpaNa sthAna che? anaMta upakArI prabhue pharamAvyuM ... he Ananda jarUra ... jarUra ! jo tame mahAvrata na laI zakatA hoya te dezavirati dharmanA svIkAra karo te mahAvratane kaMIka alpa mAtrAmAM grahaNa karo. dA. ta. tame je sarvathA saMpUrNa maithunano tyAga na karI zake che. parastrIne sarvathA tyAga kare ane svastrImAM paNa saMtoSa mAno ! enAthI paNa AgaLa vadhe ane svastrImAM paNa maryAdita sImita bheganI mAtrA rAkho. parvatithi moTA parva AdinA divase ... brahmacarya pALe ! e rIte svastrImAM paNa bheganI mAtrA dhIre ... dhIre ghaTADatA-ghaTADatA ... eka divasa sarvathA tyAgI banI zakaze ! jinezvare kahelA maithuna tyAgane dhama | (2). sarva virati mahAvrata sarvathA maithunanA tyAgIAjIvana brahmacArI-sAdhu deza virati-ANuvrata a5 maithuna tyAgI- svapatnI saMtoSI zrAvaka svadArA saMteSa vrata svadArAmAM paNa adhika tyAga zrAvaka je dezaviratidhara upAsaka che tene anurUpa maithuna tyAgane dharma batAvatA bhagavAne kahyuM-potAnI IcchAne sImita kare. IcchA para niyaMtraNa nahIM rAkho te A IchA te AkAzanA jeTalI ananta Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 300 che... ene kaI aMta ja nathI, koI sImA ja nathI. ahIM sudhI ke ahIMyA beThA beThA ... svagIya asarAone paNa bhegavavAnA svapna Avaze. mAnasika IcchAnI koI sImA nathI. kAmInA mananA kAma vicAro te pragaTa karavA jevAM hatAM ja nathI. jIvana vyavahAramAM roja aneka strIone joIne ... ane temAM paNa eka-eka rUpavatI sauMdaryavatI strIne joIne tene bhegavavAnI IcchA karavA lAge che ane vicArIe ke je kaI pitAnI IcchAne na rokI zake... ane IcchAne gulAma banIne IchAne AdhIna (vaza) banIne kaMIka karI bese che. te te pachI anya aneka strIo sAthe aneka prakAranI anAcAra karI bese. Aje A jamAnAmAM paNa ApaNane evA yuvaka, evA purUSe paNa maLaze jeoe seMkaDe strIo sAthe vyabhicAra karyo haze. teo keIne paNa cheDatAM nathI. aneka kuMvArI kanyAone paNa jIvana barabAda karI de che. badhA prakAranI IcchAomAM kAmecchA ja prabala ane khataranAka che. aneka prakAranuM mahApApa karAve che. temAM vaLI parastrIgamana ane vezyA gamana Adi aneka pApa vadhe che. baLAtkAra-vyabhicAra-durAcAra Adi aneka prakAranA pApa vadhe che. - bhagavAna pArzvanAthanI ja dasa bhavanI paraMparA ane temAM paNa kimaThanA vaimanasyanI paraMparAnuM mULa kAraNa je tapAsIe te A hatuM. pahelA bhavamAM marubhUti ane kamaTha bane eka mAtAnA be putra-sagA bhAI hatA. kamaTha meTo bhAI hato marubhUti nAno bhAI hatA. marubhUtinuM mana dharmamAM lAgyuM, paNa marubhutinI patnInuM mana dhamamAM na lAgyuM. e rIte kamaThanuM mana dharmamAM na lAgyuM ane tenI patnI khUba dharmiSTha hatI. eka divasa meTA bhAI kamaThe nAnA bhAI marubhUtinI patnInI sAthe anAcAra sevyo. Akhare pApano ghaDe phUTaye A vAta nagaranA rAjA araviMdanI pAse gaI. araviMdarAjAe AvA kAmI purUSane gadheDA upara besADIne apamAnita karIne dezanikAla kace. basa A kAraNathI kamaThe nAnA bhAI upara dumanatA rAkhI. te saMnyAsI tApasa bane. vividha tapa karIne niyANuM karIne maryo. ane pariNAme dasa-dasa bhava sudhI te vaimanasya rAkhIne ja cAlyA. badhA janmamAM marubhUtine mArate rahyo. Akhare marubhUtie saMyamanI sAdhanA karI. zAMti rAkhI. atamAM dasamAM bhavamAM pArzvanAtha banIne mekSamAM gayAM. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 301 AthI bhagavAne kahyuM paragnIgamana, parasIsevana, vezyA-vidhavAnI sAthe, kumArikA kanyA AdinI sAthe maithunanA tyAga karavAnuM vrata pratyeka gRhasthI kare teA khUba ja uttama che. bhagavAne zrAvakane mATe A vratanuM AvuM ja svarUpa batAvyu che....Atho paranA tyAga karIne svImAM ja sateSa mAne, leAka vyavahAramAM jenI sAthe peAtAnA lagna thayA che te strInI sAthe peAtAnuM maithuna sevana rahe. anya jagatanI badho sI peAtAne mATe mAtA ahena putrI samAna gaNAya che, jagatanA ahIM badhI vAta purUSanI pradhAnatAne laIne karavAmAM AvI che. AdhI strIomAM paNa e rIte samajavAnuM ke peAtAnA je purUSa sAthe lagna thayA che te purUSanI sAthe deha sa MbaMdha raheze. anya badhA purUSa mArA mATe bhAI-pitA-putra samAna che. A rIte bhagavAne zrAvaka cAgya maithuna viramaNa vratanuM svarUpa batAvyuM ane kahyuM ke A svasrInI pratijJAmAM paNa pete pazu na aneA !.... svasrImAM paNa maryAdA saMtASa rAkhavA svInI chUTa maLI gaI che eTale evuM na samajaze....ke tamane badhA prakAranI yatheccha kAma bhegavavAnI chUTa maLI gai che !.... nA....nA. evuM paNa nathI.... kAma che, keTalA paNa bhAgavA kayAreya paNa satASa thatA ja nathI. A tA Apa sava thA brahmacarya nuM vrata levAmAM asamartha che. AthI svasrInI maryAdA bAMdhI che. paraMtu svImAM paNa amaryAdita, amApa maithunanu sevana nahI' karavuM eie. paNa keAI kAmI tA....tIvra kAmavRttivALA hAya che je eka rAtamAM paNa strI sAthe be-traNavAra saMbadha kare che. eTaluM ja nahI, divase cheDatA nathI. divase paNa saMbaMdha kare che. strInI bimArI AdinA paNa khyAla nathI rAkhateA. are! tenA RtukAlanA traNa divasane paNa DatA nathI. nItikAra ane Ayurveda zAsramAM paNa RtukAlamAM A sabaMdhanA ghaNA gaMbhIra kharAba pariNAma khatAvyA che. bhayaMkara phaLa batAvyA che. peAtAnA zarIrane nAza, aneka rogAnI utpatti, atyaMta azakti e pramANe sauthI mATuM duSpariNAma tA bhAvi saMtAnanI upara thavAnu khatAvyu che. Aje AvuM pariNAma teA sasAramAM pratyakSa che. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 302 nisteja prajA, savahIna saMtAna nirmAlya saMtAna, rogISTa saMtAna Adi bhayaMkara phaLa dekhAya che. have varSonA duHkha bhegavavA sArAM? ke eka kSaNanA kSaNika sukhane cheDavuM sArUM? vicAre! tIvra kAmanA Avegane niyaMtrita kare! thoDuMka saMbhALe ! kSaNika sukhanI pAchaLa.. bhAvimAM himAlayanA jeTalA meTA duHkhanA parvate UbhA thaI jaze. theDI dhIraja rAkhe !.... paraMtu "jAmI jaiva pati" e kahevatane paNa keTalIye vAra spaSTa joI che. ahIM keI yuvaka prazna kare che, te zuM traNa-cAra divasa sudhI ame rahIe ?....bIjI tarapha te Apa.parastrI-vezyA-vidhavAgamanane paNa niSedha kare che. te paNa na kare ane svastrImAM paNa traNa-cAra divasane saMyama.....are bApa re ! jema mAne ke himAlaya tUTI paDaze....! are bhAI sAheba! ATalA varSothI maithuna sevana karatAM AvyA che..... pachI paNa traNa-cAra divasa sudhI rahI nathI zakatA ?... hAya.. aphasesa ! te pachI tamArA bhAvimAM du:kha ja bhegavavAnuM lakhAyeluM che. Aje A pariNAma AvyuM che ke seMkaDo yuvaka azakata banI gayA che. zarIrathI kSINa thaI gayA che. garajImAMthI rasa nIcovIne kADhI lIdhA pachI zeSa bacelA kacarA jevuM nirateja nIrasa jIvana keTalAyanuM thaI gayuM che. pachI tenA zarIranI azakti ane bhegAzakti joIne. vaidya hakIma DekaTare, tenI azakita ane kamajorIne phAyado uThAve che. te garama-garama teja davAo Ape che. kAraMjaka geLIonI salAha Ape che, koI jIvana banAvI Ape che, ke IMjekazana Ape che. A viSayanI salAha Ape che. zA mATe vivAhIta jIvanamAM Apa nirAza che?...A...ApanI samasyA hala thaI jaze. jAherakhabaranA A jamAnAmAM...jayAM jAherAtanI paNa spardhA lAge che tyAM bicArA gumarAha navajuvAna temane zikAra banI jAya che. te yuvaka athavA yuvati te kAmerojaka goLIo khAya che. temAM paNa kRtrima garamI nirmANa karavAnI zakita hoya che. pachI bicAro purUSa kAmuka bane che. jevI rIte AgamAM ghI nAMkhIe, tela nAMkhIe ane be kSaNamAM te vAlAe vadhI jAya.....pachI agni zAMta...e rIte evI kAmottejaka...vAsanA Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 303 uttejaka geALIe....purUSamAM mAM.....gheADIvAra sudhI garamI vadhe.... pachI te kAmane mATe utsuka ane....jAgRta mane ane pachI eka kSaNamAM ja zakti (vIya) nA nAza pachI marelA maDadAMnI jema paDayA rahe che. tAva zarIranI zakitanI kSINatA, azakita ane tIvra AsakitanA kAraNe roga pratikAraka zakita paNa prAyaH naSTa thaI Aya che. bicArA yuvaka vAraMvAra kAIne kAI rAgathI gherAI jAya che. vAravAra Ave che. khAMsI vadhe che. hAtha-paga tUTe che....Adi aneka prakAranA rAgaiAthI gherAI jAya che. AvI sthitimAM yuvaka vyasanAnI tarapha jhUkI jAya che. bIDI-sigAreTa, taMbAku-kAI tAgAMjo-carasa-aphINu ane turAina je Aje nIkaLyuM che. tenA para caDI jAya che, ane AgaLa vadhelA leAke tIvra teja madirA-zarAkhanu sevana kare che, paraMtu te kRtrima vyasana paNa Akhare kayAM sudhI ?te paNa peAtAnA zarIrane sazakata tA nathI ja manAvI zakatA. hA, gheADIvAra mATe lAhImAM garamI lAvI de che ! ane te kRtrima garamIthI pharI bicArA yuvaka kAmAgnithI kheMcAya che. Akhare manamAMthI kAma threDo zAMta thayeA che? mana tha uN azakata thAya che ? zarIra azakata thAya che, kSINa thAya che. koIpaNa rIte cAbuka mArI-mArIne gheADAne calAvavA jAya che. ane eTalA vyasanAmAM caDhI jAya che ke keAI tA evA paNa joyA che ke eka eka divasamAM seA.... se....bIDI-sigAreTa pIe che, koI tA seAnI upara paNa pAna khAya che. harAIna jevI teja nazAvALI cIja Aje videzamAMthI dANacArI dvArA ahIMyA AvI rahI che. ghaNI khataranAka vastu Aje AvI che. temAM vepArIonI vRtti jue !!! kutrima rUpathI teja jalada kemIkala meLavIne paNa-herAIna Adi banAvIne vece che. paisAnA paisA jAya che. yuvaka khicA pIne muzkelIthI gheADA samaya mATe pharI leAhImAM kRtrima garamI meLave che. magajanA majjAtaMtu ane jJAnataMtu upara ghaNI khatara nAka asara A vyasane kare che. UMgha nathI AvatI, UDI jAya che. anidrAnA rogamAM paDacA....paDaye ! zuM vicAraze ? zuM ane kevA vicAra karaze ?...Apa kaheze.....sAhitya vAMcaze !...are bhagavAna ! mAnI lIdhu.....caaA sAhitya vAMcaze..vicArA kevuM sAhitya vAMcaze? AjakAla halaku sAhitya keTaluM vadhI gayu che ? nagna citronA 3 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 304 sAptAhika-mAsika, azlIla vAtAnuM sAmayika, gaM--kRtrima navalakathAe, upanyAsa Adi...sinemAnA sAptAhika patra Adi. pachI bicArA yuvakanI kAmavRtti bhaDakaze (jAgrata thaze). kAmuka kAma vikArathI vikRta mAnasavALA banI jaze. vivAhIta che ane patnI che teA paNa te pazu vRttithI kAmanuM sevana karaze. patnI nahI. haiAya teA parastrIgamana vezyAgamana karaze ! vidhavAone ane kanyA ene praleAbhana ApIne, paisA ApIne paNa peAtAnI kAmavRttione sASavA jaze. ane te paNa nahIM thAya, ta| sRSTi virUddha hasta maithuna Adi kukRtyA dvArA vIca nAza karIne jIvana barakhAda karaze ! kSaNika sukha te paN sukha nahIM', sukhAbhAsa mAtra ja....tenI pAchaLa paDIne keTalA UuMDA khADAmAM paDaze ! vicAra! ! dayA Ave che enI dayanIya sthiti joIne !.eTaluM ja nahI. kAipaNa rIte cAbUka mArI-mArIne gheADAne calAvavAnI jema vyasanonI besumAra mArathI-kRtrima gALIAnA sevanathI....kAIpaNa rIte te peAtAnu jIvana calAvavA jaze. A eka pApanI pAchaLa keTalI bhaya kara pApanI paraMparA UbhI thaze ? pachI vyasanI peAtAnI vastu lAvavAne mATe paisA kayAMthI lAvavA e ciMtAmAM paDaze. badhA te sukhIsapanna nathI. koI leATarI, kaiAi jugAranA maTakA....saTTA...AdinA cakkaramAM phasAya che. tyAM paNa bhAgya sAtha ApatuM nathI ane keIpaN rIte paisA lAvavAne mATe Akhare cArI....DAku khIsA kApavA Adi aneka pApeAnI pAchaLa paDe che. pachI juThThuM mele. cArImAM vaLI hiMsA mArapITa pyUna sudhI paheAMcI jAya che. A rIte sArA-sArA-meATA gharanA navajuvAna navayuvaka nAnI uMmaramAM aramAda thaI jAya che. antamAM bicArA....tIvra vyasane aAdinA kAraNe mahAvyAdhi grasta paNa thaI jAya che. te ja vyasanA pharI tenA zarIrane kensara, blaDa prezara, TI.bI, tapekrika, rAjaya dama (asthamA) ane hRdaya rAga Adine zakAra manAve che. kAIpaNa rIte mAtanI sAthe saMghaSa khelatA samudranA khaDakothI TakarAtI laherAnI jema jIvana vitAvatA sekaDeA yuvake Aje jIvI rahyA che. peAtAnA jIvananuM aDadhuM AyuSya paNa pUrU nathI karI zakatA ane keI tA jIMdagIthI kaMTALI jAya che....antamAM jyAre AzAnu kAI kiraNu nathI rahetu. tyAre pharI evI sthitimAM AtmahatyA karIne jIvana lIlA samApta kare che. para`tu mRtyunI pachInA . Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 305 jIvananA keI ja samAcAra nathI. sarvathA ajJAta che. aMdhakArathI bhareluM jIvana che ane AgaLa te mahA aMdhArUM...moTA khADe che Akhare anta kayAM che? lAkha yuvaka-yuvatIo gupta rogathI pIDAya che - punAnI kelejamAM yuvaka-yuvatIonA lohInI tapAsa karAvAI. zArIrika tapAsa karI jemAM 70 TakA thI 80 TakA pratizata kolejanA yuvaka yuvatIo bhayaMkara gupta rogothI pIDAya che. eTaluM ja nahIM. skUlemAM nAnI kizorAvasthAnA navayuvAna potAnA yauvanamAM praveza karatAM pahelAM ja barabAdInA zikAra banI jAya che. kaI skUlenA hAyara sekanDrI Adi 10-11 mAMnA dhoraNanA chekarAonI zArIrika tapAsa karAI to temAM 40 TakA thI 50 TakA pratizata guptaroganI bimArIthI pIDita jaNAyA che. A che A dezanI rItarasama. kevI te zikSaNanI nItio che? dasamuM-bAramuM dhoraNa pAsa karIne vidyAthI AgaLa kolejamAM praveza meLavavAne mATe prayatna kare che. keI vizeSa. ' meDikala Adi zikSaNanA hetuthI jyAM jyAM te te viSayanI koleja che, tyAM pravezane mATe Avedana patra bharIne, vinaMti patrathI prayatna kare che. paraMtu tyAM paNa navA prakArane bhraSTAcAra che. koIpaNa rIte cAra-pAMca hajAra sudhI lAMca-ruzvata khavaDAvIne paNa praveza meLave che. pachI hosTele -be DagamAM rahevuM paDe che ja-hoTala athavA kenTInenuM tela maracAvALuM bhajana karavuM paDe che. tAmasika prakRti bane che. 15-16-17 varSanI kizorAvasthAnI nAdAna vaye bAlaka mAtA-pitAnA premane choDIne mitronI sobatamAM rahe che. have vicAro ke mAtA-pitA taraphathI maLanArA saMskArothI te te vaMcita rahe ane mitro taraphathI jevA vicAra jevA saMrakAra maLaze tevuM tenA jIvanamAM amalIkaraNa thaze, Aje sArA, kalyANa mitrone te duSkALa hoya evuM lAge che. heTala mitra, sinemA mitra, khela-kUdanA mitra ane strI-mitra A mitronI vacamAM bicAro na yuvaka phasAI jAya che ane e dizAmAM haLavA lAge che. hA, ThIka che, te kolejanuM zikSaNa pAmaze. keTaluM pAmaze? zuM pAmaze ? ane kevI rIte pAmaze te to Apa jANe ja che. paisA khavaDAvIne pAsa thavAnuM, anya bheTa Adi ApIne pAsa thavAnuM Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 306 athavA putrane pAsa karAvavAnA ane keIpaNa rIte DIgrIe prApta karavI e AjanuM lakSa banI gayu` che. DigrIdhArI banyA ke khasa kayAMya sArI nAkarI maLI jaze ane nAkarI sArI maLI jaze te keAI che.karI paNa jarUra maLI jaze. masa phakta nAkarI-ane chekarInI prAptinA lakSavALu AjanuM zikSaNa manI cUkayuM che ane A hetune hAMsala karavAne mATe bhayaMkara anAcAra, kevI beImAnI cAlI rahI che e Aje ApanAthI chupAyeluM nathI. bIjI khAju AjanA sahazikSaNe kevA savanAza ane satyAnAza karyAM che enuM paNa pariNAma joIe te dimAga cakkara khAI jAya che. sahazikSa, sahajIvana, sahacitra daza na, vigerenuM evuM viSamaya praduSaNa AjanA kALamAM phelAyelu che ke enI teA vAta karavI e paNa dilane du:khI karavA samAna che. yuvAna ane yuvatienuM mana abhyAsane badale eka bIjAnI tarapha vadhu AkarSita rahe che kAmane uzkerATa ene divasa paryaMta rahete heAya che. skula-kelejanA keTalAya yuvAna yuvatie Aje vyasanAnI dizAmAM ghaNA AgaLa vadhI gayA che. yuvatIe Aje sigareTa, durAIna ke dArU pIe che. A saMkhyA paNa vadhatI ja rahI che. vicArI, vinAzakAle viparita buddhi" nA spaSTa cinhA dekhAI rahyA che. keleja cAlu hAya che ane yuvAna-yuvatie medAnamAM bagIcAnA vRkSa, gheADAnI pAchaLa pAtAne chupAvIne pharatA hoya che. sahuvAsI jIvana ane sahu--zikSaNanA seMkaDo dekhA khadha! ahI AvI gayA che, ane vaLI ante pAsa thavu hAya che. have zuM kare? ahIM sudhI ke zikSaka varga paNa Adaza nathI rahyo. te paNa me-cAra vArane mATe yuvatine zayyAbhAgI khanavAne mATe preraNA kare che. pachIthI naMbara ApIne pAsa kare che, hAya ! vidyAdAtA gurUenI AvI adhama kakSA che tyAre tA samajIe ke badhuM satyAnAzane Are AvIne UbhuM che AvI kele jomAMthI, tyAMnA saMDAsa, mAtharUma ane rastAe uparathI nirAdhanA sAdhana kacarAmAM jovA maLe che. patananI parAkASThA dekhAya che. sArIsArI sAsAyaTInA kharAkha-kADuvAyelA-kacarAnA DhagalAmAM nirodhanA sAdhana ghaNI mAtrAmAM dekhAya che eTalu ja nahIM, navajAta zizunA AkhanI prApti Aja-kAla kacarA peTImAMthI thAya che. vicAro, kumArI mAtA, avivAhita mAtAonI saMkhyA vadhI rahI che. A bAju sarakAre Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 307 paNa garbhapAtane kAyadAthI rakSaNa ApyuM che. jAherakhabara ghaNI spardhAmAM thaI rahI che. AvI sthitimAM-yuvatio mAtA-pitAthI jabarAI karIne tyAM cAlI jAya che. mAne kahe che zAkabhAjI levA bajAramAM jAuM chuM, bahenapaNIne maLavA jAuM chuM ane ahIMyA garbhapAta kendra para AvI jAya che. vijJAne paNa ApanA A pApane chupAvavA mATe keTalI sagavaDa upasthita karI che. Ave-phakta 1 kalAkamAM garbhapAta karAvIne ghera jAo. bilakula Adhunika rItathI karAI rahyo che. have kene bhaya rahe? Aje A svataMtra dezamAM strIoe jyArathI svataMtratA ane purUSonI samakakSa samAnatAne pAmI tyArathI pApa paNa svataMtra banI gayuM che. have badhA prakAranA pApa nirbhaya, niraMkuza che. pApIne cAre bAjuthI sAtha che, sahayoga che, e samaya Avyo che. ane A vayika yuganI ja A dena che ke amerikA Adi videzomAM 14,15,16,17 varSanA 70 TakAthI 80 TakA-pratizata kolejanI avivAhita yuvatIo be-traNa vAra garbhapAta karAvI cUkI che. Aje pavitra sItAne zodhavI e paNa mUrkhatA che. A pariNAma che ke amerikA jevA dezamAM strIone stananuM kensara, strIonA gupta aMgonA kensaranuM pramANa paNa atyaMta adhika vadhatuM rahyuM che dara 100 yuvatiomAM 15 thI 17 (athavA te thoDI vadhAre) yuvatie AvA kAraNathI kensara grasta bane che dhUmrapAna-Adi vyasananA kAraNe thatAM kensara Adi moTA rogathI prativarSa lAkha loke mare che. kutarAnA mote mare che. 80 TakA semAMthI upara gupta rogonI bimArIono cepa phelAyelo che. A bhayaMkara saDe cAre bAju jaladIthI phelAI rahyo che. vicAre! A kevI tarakIba che? A konI tarakIba che? samAjanI ? dezanI zikSAkSetranI? athavA vijJAnanI ? vijJAnanI tarakIba-vijJAnane vikAsa joIe-sarvanAza-ane mahAvinAzanA mukha upara lAvIne Aje sArI mAnavajAtane rAkhI dIdhI che. jyAM pratidina saMzodhana karIne navI-navI davAo banAvAI rahI che tyAM navA-navA roga paNa utpanna thaI rahyAM che. keTalAMka rega to Aje mAtra davAothI ja utpanna thaI rahyA che-jene Drug Disease kahevAya che. hAza....Aje pragatinI, vikAsanI vyAkhyA paNa badalAI Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 308 gaI che. pazcimanI saMskRtinuM aMdha anukaraNa kahe ane pitAnI sAcI Arya saMskRtino tyAga kare, choDo A anAArya saMskRta have Out of Date gaNAya che. enI hAMsI-majAka uDAvAya rahI che. yuvaka mitro ! A paNa vicAre ke tamArI AvI dayanIya dazA upara hasavuM paNa ghaNuM muzkela thaI gayuM che. A vijJAne T.V. ane Video nI bheTa ApI. paraMtu vicAre zuM pariNAma AvyuM ? Aje pAnavAlAnI dukAna upara avadha buphime jevAnI bhIDa mera che. Aje ghera-ghera citrapaTanuM vAtAvaraNa banI gayuM che. samaya nathI ema kahevAvALAkalAka sudhI tyAM gharamAM athavA bahAra T. V. upara cITakIne besI rahe che. Aje bApa-beTA, mA-beTI, bhAI-bahena. sAsu-vahu, mitra badhA bhegA maLIne ekI sAthe TI. vI. jue che. vicAre ! je dazya badhAe ekI sAthe jevuM ucita paNa nathI. te Aje jovAI rahyuM che ane tenuM evuM bhayaMkara pariNAma paNa dekhAya che ke gharamAM bhAIbahenanA saMbaMdha paNa pavitra nathI rahyA. mApha karaje-rAkhaDI je bhAIbahenanuM premanuM pratika hatuM te paNa eka pavitra dorI Aje vikRta thaI gaI che. Aje to koIne bahena banAvAya che. keI bahena keIne bhAI banAve che ane te paNa rakSAbaMdhananA nAma upara ane te rAkhaDInA nAmanI nIce....bhAI-bahenanA pavitra zabdonA nepathyanI pAchaLa azlIla saMbaMdha sevAI rahyA che. anAcAra vadhI rahyo che ! are....re.... A viSa caka kayAM aTakaze ! kAma vAsanAe badhA kSetromAM vijaya meLavI lIdhe che evuM lAge che. Aje to kAmadeva ja badhA khaMDene vijetA banIne mahA samrATa cakravatI banI gayo che... jANe evuM lAge che. Aje dhamI ene mATe ghaNuM kaThina samaya Avyo che ane adhamImahApApI-mahAkAmIne mATe to ghaNe suMdara samaya AvyA che. dhamane mATe badhuM vAtAvaraNa pratikULa che-jyAre kAmI ane pApIne mATe badhuM vAtAvaraNa anukuLa che! eka samaya evo hato jyAre 10-12 varSanA chokarAo vastra vinA nagna thaIne-nadI taLAvamAM nhAtA hatA, galIomAM pharatAM hatAM to paNa vAsanA-vikAra zuM cIja che tenuM teone jJAna hetuM, kema ke te samaye tevuM vAtAvaraNa hatuM ane Aje 1-2 varSanA chokarA-chokarIone vastra vinA rAkhavA paNa anucitta che. jyAre sAMbhaLIe chIe ane samAcAra patramAM vAMcIe Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 309 chIe ke 3-5 ane 7 varSanI chekarI upara baLAtkAra thAya che. tyAre tene vastra vagara kevI rIte rAkhavA ? A 5 varSanA karA tA sekaDe! pikacaranA gIta gAya che. keTalAka hIrAnA nAma tene yAda che. te gharamAM Disco Dance kare che. mAtA-pitA prasanna thAya che. vicAra !....kevI avadazA AvI che! vastronI phezananuM mahApApa H-- pratyeka nimittanI asara mAnavInA mana upara paDe che! AvI sthitimAM AjanI vezabhUSA kevI thaI gaI che ? jAti-kula-dharma vaza deza vagerene anurUpa ucita vezabhUSA gRhasthAe rAkhavI joItI hatI enA badale....ulTI gaMgA cAlI rahI che. atyaMta bhAre kiMmatavALA kapaDAMnI kharIdI ane tenA upara bhAre ki matavALI silAI paNa hAya che. AvA kiMmatI vastro sukhI sa`panna leAkeA pahere che. hAya....tA paNa aphase.sa e vAtane: che ke kapaDAM paheravAnA je hetu hateA ke zarIranA aMgeApAMgAne DhAMkavAnA ! zarIranI maryAdAne DhAMkavAnA! paNa UTu ja thaI rahyu che. vastra evI rIte paherAya che ke uparathI aMgeApAMga dekhAya vizeSarUpathI a MgopAMga jANIbUjhIne dekhADavAnI hariphAI cAlI rahI che. vicAra ! jyAre avivAhita kumArikA peAtAnA aMgenuM praznana karavA lAgI tyAre yuvakanuM mana kheMcAze ke nahIM? zA mATe kAInA manane mahekAvavAnA Apa meke ApA che ? pachI maLAtkAranI prakriyA ochI thaze ke vadhaze? amerikAmAM eka yuvakane baLAtkAranA aparAdha svarUpa pakaDayA. kATamAM jajanI sAme upasthita karAye!! phariyAda pakSanI yuvatie kahyu nAmadAra sAhema ! Ane kaDaka sajA Apo ! jaje yuvakane pUchyu kema bhAI tame baLAtkAra karyAM che ?....yuvake aparAdhanA svIkAra karyAM ! jaze pUchyuM-khIju kaMI kahevA mAMgeA che ?....nA, khasa eTalu ja kahevA icchuM chuM ke-mArA sAthIdArA-se...kaDA yuvAne bacAvavA hoya te A yuvatine kahejo AvA aMgane pradazana karanArA uttejaka vasro na pahere. jaje kahyu are yuvati ! tame te divase kevI vezabhUSA paherI hatI? te kapaDAM paherIne Ave. eka kalAkamAM te yuvata te (Dhavase paherelAM kapaDAM paherIne AvI ! kAmAM AvatI joine...jaja paNa Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 310 maMtramugdha jevA thaI gayA ! te yutinA pAraDhaka varSomAMthI tenAM agApAMgeAne joIne UbhA thatAM jaje turata nAkara pAse khArIne paDadA khe'cAvaDAvIne tenuM zarIra DhaMkAvyu, ane kesanA niNya ApatA jaje ....hajArAnI medanInI sAme kahyuM ke A yuvaka nirdoSa che....tene nirparAdha cheDI devAmAM Ave che. badhA ja aparAdha A cutanA che. peparamAM peAtAnA nyAyane chapAvatAM jaje lakhyu ke jo dezanA yuvaka rUpI dhanane bacAvavuM hAya, jo navajuvAnAnI rakSA karavI hAya tA.... kAI paNa sthitimAM yuvationI upara kaDaka zAsana karIne tenI vezabhUSAne sudhAravI ja paDaze. amAre kAyado karavA ja paDaze ke cuvatie saMpUrNa zarIra DhAMkIne jAya. AvA kapaDAM paherIne ja Ave. paraMtu A kAyado Aje paNa nathI thaI rahyo ! kAyado yuvAnI sajAne mATe thaI rahyo che. ekavAranA maLAtkArathI yuvakane pakaDIne jelamAM dhakelI devAya che. have tenA mATe sudharavAnA dvAra teA badha thaI gayA ! ane khicAza aparAdhI-kedI manIne sA~bhava che ke anya prakAranA aparAdhI ane. jIvana barabAda thaI jaze. A rIte Aje aneka dezanuM yuvAna dhana sApha thaI rahyu che. naSTa thai rahyuM che. thu duHkhanI vAta che. mULa kAraNane nathI jovAtu, mULakAraNa udbhaTa vezanI tarapha tA pUrI upekSAnI dRSTithI jovAya che. eTalu ja nahIM, Aje jajanI karI hAya athavA miniSkaranI hAya athavA je keAInI che.karI hAya badhI A vezabhUSAnI spardhAmAM lAgelI che, aMgeApAMga daka, pAradaka vezabhUSA paheravAnI phezanamAM Aje badhA prAyaH pratispardhI banIne spardhAmAM UbhAM che. vicAraza, jyAre AkAza ja phATI gayuM che tyAre amArI sAI-DhArAno nAnA prayatna AkAzane kevI rIte sIvI zakaze ? ghaNu Azcaya' che. Aje ghera-ghera lUMgInI phezana purUSAmAM AvI gaI che. gharamAM bhAkhA divasa ane rAtre lUMgI paherI rAkhavAnI phezana AvI che. temAM paNa strInI sADIthI lUMgI banAvavAnI phezana AvI che. eTalu ja nahIM, yuvatie Aje purUSe nA peTa-zUTa paheravA lAgI che. A paNa eka AMdhaLuM anukaraNa cAlI rahyuM che. jenA phaLasvarUpa strIomAM paNa judA-judA prakAranA aparAdhAnI sakhyA vadhI rahI che. Apa jANeA che ane peparamAM vAMcA che ke Aje strIe cArInA kAryakSetramAM, khUna-hiMsA vagere kSetramAM paNa aparAdhI Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 311 anIne pakaDAI rahI che. jeleAmAM Aje khAdya aparAdhI ane zrI kendrInI sakhyAmAM paNa vRddhi ja thaI rahI che ! Aje pradhAna maMtrInu' zrI keTTInA meATI saMkhyAnA AMka sAMbhaLIne mana asvastha thayu che. ane judIjudI sAmAjika zrI sasthAonI srIeno mAnasika sudhArA karavA mATe...teone aparAdha karatI rAkavAne mATe bacAvavAnI kezIza karatA prastAva nodhyA che. A mAju trIjI tarapha....rASTrapatie ene sa Mbadhana karatA peAtAnA bhASaNamAM A apIla karI che ke mAtAee bALaka pAMsethI peAtAnu dudha na cheDAvavuM khALakane dUdha pUrUM pIvaDAvavuM. peAtAnuM ja pIvaDAvavuM bajAranu dUdha pIvaDAvavAnA Agraha na rAkhave. peAtAnA saMtAnane peAtAnuM dUdha na pIvaDAvavuM' ane peAtAnA zarIranuM sauSThava sauMdaya vadhAravu'...A kevI ajJAnatA AvI gai che? AjanI suzikSita mAtAnI evI mAnyatAe vadhI rahI che ke saMtAnane peAtAnuM dUdha pIvaDAvavAthI mAtAnu zarIra kSINa thaI jAya che. zarIranI taMdurastI echI thAya che. sauMdaya ghaTI jAya che ane vRddhatva jaladI Ave che. sAcuM pUchIe te A mUrkha mAnyatA che. UlTu jo dUdha na pIvaDAve te stana kensaranuM pramANa vadhe che. kema ke putra-premanA kAraNe dUdha utpanna te thAya ja che ane AvI sthitimAM mAtA je petAnA dUdhanI cArI kare che ane te paNa phakta saMtAnanI sAme....vacAra! pachI kensaranuM pramANa vadhaze ke ghaTaze ? bhUtakALamAM mAtAe sauthI vadhAre bALakane peAtAnuM ja dUdha pIvaDAvatI hatI....jenA pariNAme bALaka sudRDha, sughaDa ane zarIrathI paNa majabUta thatuM hatuM. para Mtu AjanI prajA nisteja-vIya rahita ane savahIna banI rahI che. trIjI khAju Aje videzIone e kahevu paDayu che ke...bhAratIceAmAM sparzI vinA dUthI namaskAra karavAnI je prathA che te kharekhara ja ekadama sArI che. tenA aneka phAyadA che. paraMtu amArA briTinamAM videzI gerI prajAmAM cuMbana karavAnI je prathA che tenI apekSAe me hAtha joDIne mastaka namAvIne praNAma karavAnI prathA ghaNI ja suMdara che. anukaraNIya che (A humaNA hamaNA peparamAM chapAyu' che) vicArA ! eka bAju tA bhAratIya Aya prajA videzeAnI pazcima saMskRtinu Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 312 andhAnukaraNa karIne bagaDI rahI che. pitAnA saMskArane cheDI rahI che. AnAthI vadhIne bIjI vadhu mUrkhatA zuM hoI zake? jyAre bIjI bAju videzI ke bhAratIya saMskAronI prazaMsA karI rahyA che. ahIMnI kauTuMbika vyavasthAnI khUba prazaMsA karI rahyA che, kema ke temanAmAM kauTuMbikanI vyavasthA jevI vastu ja nathI. chokarA-chokarI paMdara-vIsa varSanA yuvAna thayA ke pachI teo svataMtra manovRttivALA banI jAya che. koIpaNa keInI sAthe saMbaMdha kare lagna kare kayAMya paNa jAya. kyAreya paNa Ave keoIpaNa prakAranI kacakaca nathI. mAtApitAnuM paNa koI niyaMtraNa nathI Akhare rahe kayAMthI? temanuM paNa jIvana tevA prakAranuM che. eka to mAtA-pitAnuM ThekANuM ja nathI rahetuM. pAMca sAtavAra chUTAcheDA ApIne pitAe navA navA lagna karyAM hoya che. putronuM pitAnA lagnamAM vAraMvAra javuM e A jamAnAnuM AbhUSaNa banI gayuM che. vicAre! mAtA-pitAnI AvI sthiti joIne putrane mAtA-pitA tarapha zuM sadabhAva-pUjyabhAva raheze? zakayatA ja nathI. na te putrane pitAnI paDI hoya che ane na te pitAne putranI paDI hoya che. badhA mAtra pita-pitAnAmAM paDelA che. pitA pitAnA zayanakhaMDamAM che, game tyAre UThIne pitAnI dinacarcA pUrI karIne nIkaLI jAya che. putra-putro game tyAre Ave che, jAya che. paraspara prema nathI, samAna nathI ane maryAdA paNa nathI. mAtra pazu jevuM jIvana banI gayuM che. kAma vAsanA sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja rahyuM nathI. AMtarajAtIya lagnanA duSpariNAma AMtara jAtIya lagna, pitAnAthI bhinna jAtinA lagna, AMtara khaMDIya lagna, ane pitAnA dharmathI bhinana dhama, pitAnI bhASAthI bhinna bhASAvALA sAthe lagna, potAnA samAjathI bahAra bhina samAjamAM lagna, e rIte pitAnA AhAra ane raheNIkaraNIthI virUddha AhAra ane raheNI karaNIvALA sAthe lagna je Aje A jamAnAnuM pradAna che. kaliyuganI je phezana che enuM keTaluM bhayaMkara duSTa pariNAma AvyuM che ? e te AkhenI sAme pratyakSa ja che. sara- kAra protsAhana Ape che. ucca varNavALA je harIjana-zUdra sAthe lagna kare che tene sarakAra InAma Ape che. pachI.. nasabaMdhI karAve te paNa Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 313 InAma Ape che. garbhapAta maphatamAM karAvavAnI sagavaDatA Ape che, arere....pahelA bagADavAnuM pachI InAma ApavAnuM ?..vAha! zuM sarakArI nIti che? are! ATalA paisA je sarakAra sAmAjika kalyANanI pAchaLa Ape lekenuM sAruM thAya tene mATe Ape te paNa keTalAyanuM sArUM thaI zake che. paraMtu aphasosa! UlaTu asamAjika tattvanuM pradAna e paNa sarakAranuM ane jamAnAnuM ja pradAna che. kolejamAM bhaNatAM prema thaI gaye ane lagna karI lIdhA. ophisamAM nokarI karatA hatA, tyAM prema thaI gayo ane lagna karyA...! pachI te koIpaNa hoya? kevA paNa hoya?... keIpaNa jJAti-jAti dharmanA hoya kaMI ja javAnuM nahIM...nA A Ucita nathI. mAtra sapheda cAmaThI joI, thoDAM kapaDAM jayA, thADA sA joyA ane lagna karI lIdhA nA! A. kayAreka dhekhe ApI deze. Apa mAtra cAmaDI jevAvALA camAra na bano, guNa jovAvALA guNavAna bane muMbaI Adi meTA zaheromAM darajIne tyAMthI, bebIne tyAMthI navA haiyelA kapaDAM eka be divasa mATe bhADethI laIne kaI paTela paMpa para savIsa mATe AvelI gADIne laIne asAmAjika guMDA kalejenI sAme philmI sitArAnI adAmAM Ave che ane chokarIone phasAve che. premanI pAgala yuvatio gADI-kapaDAM vagere jeIne bhamarAnI jema mugdha thaI jAya che. prema prakaraNa tyAMthI zarU thaI jAya che ane lagna paNa thaI jAya che. pachIthI jyAre te guMDAnI jhUMpaDapaTTInA gharamAM vahu banIne Ave che tyAre AMkhe khUle che. paraMtu jyAre vicAra karavA lAge che tyAre ghaNe samaya vyatIta thaI gayo hoya che. AvA guMDAe keTalAka divase sudhI saMsAranA. raMga-rAgamAM ramIne..pachI chokarIone vecI nAMkhe che. evuM paNa sAMbhaLyuM che ke avaidha rUpase chekarIo vecavAne vyavasAya cAlI rahyo che. keTalIka chokarIo vezyAone tyAM vecI devAya che. teone jelanA kedInI jema baMdha rAkhIne vezyAvRti karAvAya che. devadAsI paNa eka vezyAnuM ja bIjuM nAma che. ane zALAnI kaMIka che karIe yuvatio devadAsI bane che, banAvAya che ane keTalIka yuvatio samudranA pele. pAra videzomAM mekalI apAya che. arabastAna vagere dezomAM jayAM jamInamAMthI nIkaLelA peTrolanI Avaka1 kalAkanA 2 karoDa rUpiyAnI Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 314 che. teone zuM takalIpha che ? teone hAtha-paga calAvavAnI paNa Avaz cUkatA nathI. zahenazAha ThAThamAM rahevAvALA tee surA ane su MdarImAM mazagula rahe che. bhArata ane anya dezamAMthI AvI ejanTa yuvatione jhUma karIne laI javAya che ane sTImara mAraphata tyAM mekalAya che. eka eka strInI pAchaLa pAMca-dasa hajAranI kiMmata maLe che ane tyAMnA AsurI vRttivALA kAmI narAdhame bIjI sArI srI maLI jAya te tene nAkaraDIdAsInA rUpamAM vecI de che. e rIte videzeAnuM grInakArDa batAvIne lagnanI jAherakhabara ApIne....sArI yuvatienI sAthe lagna karIne, videzeAmAM jaIne vecavI vezyAvRtti karAvavI vagere vyavasAyamAM lagADavAnu Aje pracalita thaI gayuM che. videzamAM lagnane baMdhana manAya che. pAMca-sAta-dasa vAra chUTAcheDA ApavAnA ane bIjI apanAvavAnI vAta Aje tyAM saraLa thaI gai che. strIe jyAM phakta upabhAganu sAdhana mAtra che, purUSane mATe phakta mana bahelAvavAnuM ramakaDuM mAtra che phakta kAmabhAganI tRptinu sAghana mAtra manAyuM che. strI svAtaMtryanI vAtA karavAvALAoe paNa kayAM strIone te U Mcu sanmAna ApyuM che ?--manusmRtimAM manu ahIM sudhI kahe che. yatra nAryastu pUjyante, ramante tatra devatAH / yatraitAstu na pUjyante, sarvAstatrAphalA kriyAH // je ghara athavA dezamAM srIono satkAra thAya che te kula-ghara athavA dezamAM vidhAyukta daivI purUSa smAnandathI krIDA kare che ane jyAM sIeno satkAra nathI thatA tyAM badhI kriyA niSphaLa jAya che. zocanti jAmayo yatra, vinazyatyAzu tatkulam ! na zocanti tu yatraitA vardhate taddhi sarvadA // je ghara-kula-dezamAM vezyAgamana, atyAcAra, vyabhicAra khaLAtkAra vagere kAraNeAsara ezeAkAtura rahe che, te kula-ghara zIdhra nAza pAme che ane jyAM strIo saMtuSTa AnadI sanmAnita che. te kula-ghara-savadA vRddhi pAme che. Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 315 AthI gRharatha jIvana cogya mArgonusAranA pAMtrIza guNonuM vivecana karatAM aneka zAstromAM "gya lagna" ne niyama batAvyuM che. jenA kula-zIyaLa netra-khAnadAnI vagere UMcA che teonI sAthe ja lagna karavA ucita che. khAnadAnI UMcI hoya, dharma bannene samAna hoya jAti ane bhASA samAna hovI joIe. e rIte deza paNa samAna have joIe. kanyAnuM netra juduM hovuM joIe. suzIla-dharma saMskArI. kanyAnI sAthe cagya uMmare lagna yogya lagna' kahevAya che. lagna eka pavitra saMbaMdha che. strI paNa eka pativratA dharmathI potAnA patine (pati de bhava) deva tulya pati mAnIne eka mAtra patinI sAthe ja mana-vacana-kAyAthI saMbaMdha rAkhe. paraMtu para purUSanI sAthe pitA tulya. putranI jema bhAInI samAna vyavahAra rAkhe, potAnA patine pitAnA cAritranA viSayamAM zaMkA paNa UbhI thAya e vyavahAra jarApaNa na khe. saMsAramAM rahyAA chatAM paNa je eka pativratAnuM pavitra jIvana jIve che to tevI strI satI-mahAsatI" kahevAya che. ame savAranA samayamAM bharaphesaranI sakjhAya bolatI vakhate prAcIna samayanI sItA, sulasA, caMdanabALA, manoramA, madana rekhA, damayaMti, rAjumati, kalAvati, aMjanAsatI, prabhAvatI, satI subhadrA, celaNa rANI, dropadI, devakI vagere aneka satI mahAsatI sanArIonA je nAma gaNAvyA che teone ame prAtaH samaye vaMdanA karIe chIe. paraNelI strIo hatI to paNa jIvana keTaluM pavitra hatuM? kAcA sUtaranA dorAmAM, leTa cALavAnI cALaNuM laIne kuvAmAMthI pANI kADhIne nagaranA dvAra khelavAne camakAra paNa satIoe ja karyo che. Aryadezane ItihAsa AvI aneka satIonA satItvanA prabhAvathI bharele paDe che. Aje A vartamAna kaliyugamAM koI satI sanArInuM nAma Ape sAMbhaLyuM che? A kaliyuga te zuM? kAmayuga che! kAma vAsanAnI pradhAnatAne samaya che. kayAMthI satI mahAsatI bane? satIpaNAne mATe jIvanaparyata akhaMDa eka pativratanuM vrata pALavuM paDe che. eka kSaNa mATe paNa parapurUSa sAthe saMbaMdha kare to tenuM satItva na rahe. te kulaTA kulane nAza karanArI bane che. Aje te satItvanI vAta A jamAnAmAM karavI...paNa mUrkhatA manAya che. bhale, Apa je paNa mAne te sAcuM ke jamAne AvyA che? Aje UMcA AdarzanI, dharmanI, satyanI vAta karavI paNa Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 316 anucita manAya che. Out of Date. kahIne loke majAka kare che. paraMtu bIjI bAju anyAya, anIti-durAcAra, vyabhicAra, anAcAra vagere aneka pApanuM mahAduHkha-mahAga, bhAre sajA, azAMti Adi bhagave ja che. dharmazAstra e lagna nahIM karavA evuM nathI kahyuM paraMtu lagnanA viSayamAM paNa dhameM ucita vyavasthA batAvI che. saMtAna prAptinA hetubhuta maryAdita sI saMbaMdha pachI brahmacarya pALavuM joIe. paraMtu pAzavI, atikAmI, avivekI vAsanAnA kIDA te na banavuM joIe. evI paNa vAta nathI ke phakta strIoe ja brahmacarya pALavuM joIe. strI ja satI bane ane eka pativratA dharma pALatI rahe ane purUSa kaMIpaNa kare? purUSa ke paNa anAcArI hoya, paraMtu AvA purUSanI sAme strI te satI ja hovI joIe nA, strI hoya ke purUSa Akhare banne eka rathanA be paiDA banIne ghara saMsAra rUpI rathane calAvaze te ja jIvanayAtrA saphaLa banaze, nahItara saMsAra bagaDI jaze. jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM che tyAM sudhI saMsAra paNa sAro, mIThe banAvIne rAkho. saMsArane viSamaya, kaDavo, hoLInI jema baLato na rAkho. Apano saMsAra bhale nAnuM hoya ke meTo hoya,paisA-sukha-saMpatti ochI heya ke vadhAre hoya, saMtAna echA hoya ke vadhAre hoya athavA karmavaza na paNa hoya, paraMtu saMsArI jIvana paNa niSpA5 pavitra heca, sukhI saMtoSI jIvana hoya, sukha-zAMtithI jItAyelA jIvanamAM paNa yathAzakti dharma dhyAna-ArAdhanA karatA hoya, AnaMdathI bhareluM jIvana hoya te paNa Apa ghaNA bhAgyazALI mAnaze. ane saMsAra jarUra cheDa che. A udAra bhAva rAkhatA, aMtarathI saMsAra eka kedakhAnuM che, pApathI bhareluM che ane bhavAnI paraMparAne vadhAravAvALuM che. amAruM aMtima dhyeya to mokSa prAptinuM che. AthI tadanusAra, amAre mekSAnalakSI dharma sAdhanA karavI joIe. evI bhAvanAthI cAlIe Arya dezanI Arya saMskRtinI Arya prajAmAM artha ane kAma gauNa hoya che, paraMtu dharma ane mokSa purUSArtha ja pradhAna rahe che. mekSane kendramAM rAkhIne paridhinI cAre bAju dhama purUSArthanuM AyeAjana karavAnuM che. artha ane kAma paNa dharmanI chAyAthI (yukata) bharelA hAya, gauNa hAya te paNa dhamamAM upayegI thAya e rIte sevana karavuM joIe. saMsAra Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 317 iMDavA che tenA matalaba e nathI ke sasAra bagADIne cheDavA nA, lIlAchama suMdara, madhura-mIThA sa'sAra choDavA emAM potAnI bahAdurI che. Aje paNa videzanA lAkhA leAkeA bhAratIya parivAranA jIvananI tarapha AkarSAya che. amArI parivAranI vyavasthA saMyukata kuTuMbanI vyavasthA, parivArane prema, putrasneha, mAtRvAtsalya, mAtRbhakita, pitRbhakita vagere aneka guNeAnI tarapha AkarSAya che. ghaNAM ja prabhAvita che. vizvanuM sauthI meATuM Azcaya' mAne che ane jyAre videzAmAM parivAranI vyavasthA jevI keAI vastu ja nathI, mAtA-pitAnI bhakitasevA jevI keAI vAta ja videzeAmAM nathI....A vAtathI ghaNAM leAkeA duHkhI paNa che. anAya dezeAmAM mAtra a ane kAmanI ja pradhAnatA che. Aje ghaNAM pramANamAM sukha-sa'pati-sukhanA seMkaDo sAdhana hovA chatAM paNa bicArA sukha-zAMti zuM cIja che ? enAthI aparicita che, AMtarika jIvanamAM ghaNAM ja du:khI che. ghaNA trAsa pAmelA che. A bAju bhAratIyA kauTuMbika sukha-zAMtinI vyavasthAnI pAchaLa paNa dhama nuM ceAgadAna ghaNuM badhu che. dhame peAtAnA parivAramAM paNa vyavasthA banAvI che. zarIra samAnatAthI badhI strIe ja che. paraMtu dhama bheda jJAnathI caiAnya vyavahAra zIkhavADatAM kahe che ke eka strI mAtA che. tenA tarapha pUjya bhAva-bhakti bhAva rAkheA, temanA caraNAnA sparza karIne AzovaMdane mAMge, bIjI bahena che. mahenanI rakSA karA, Adara bhAva rAkhe. trIjI bhAbhI che, bhAbhIne paNa mAtAno jema Adara bhAvathI jue. mAtAnI jema te paNa sanmAnane ceAgya che. eka putrI-kanyA paNa che. tenI tarapha vAtsalyabhAvathI jue. mAtra eka strI ja patnI che. patnInI tarapha premapUrNa dRSTithI jue. A rIte badhI strI ja che. zarIrathI teA samAna che. paratu dhama e A vyavasthA karI che. ane kAnA tarapha kevu aucitya rAkhavuM e zIkhavADayu che. AthI Aje Aya dezamAM pArivArika vyavasthA sArI rIte goThavAI gaI. AnA adheA yaza dharmanA phALe jAya che. 1 Aje strI svAtaMtryanI vAtA karavAvALAoe ja strIonuM sthAna ghaNuM nIcuM karI nAkhyuM che. jyAM jue tyAM strIonA zarIranuM kAma peASaka kaTapUtaLInI jema lIlAma(vecANa) thaI rahyu che. pratyeka jAhera Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 318 khakharAmAM, sinemAnA peAsTarAmAM, pepara, sAmAyika, mAsika sAptAhika satra, kapaDAnI jAhera khakharAmAM badhe strInI jAherakhakhara, khakhara nahI. kema Avazyaka mAnI lIdhI che? AvA kharAba gaMdA pesTa chApe che. phakata vyApAra nIti....nA kAraNe mAMga vadhe e hetuthI sAmA cakra-mAsikanA mukhya pAnA upara nagna-anagna azlIla citra chApI de che ane yuvakanu mana lalacAya jAya che. e rIte mAMga vadhe che. videzamAM karADo akho rUpiyA phakata AvA nagna citrAne chApIne eka-be sAmayika vALAoe kamAI lIdhA che. Akhare zu? Aje ghera ghera ze! rUmamAM DroiMgarUmamAM, zayana khaDAmAM citra, kelenDara phoTo, kalAkRti paNa evI kharAba--gaDhI rAkhavAmAM Ave che ke gharamAM potAnA putrane paNa kAma uttpanna thaI jAya. pitAe putrI upara, bhAIe mhena upara baLAtkAra karyAM che evA te seMkaDA prasaMga chApAmAM chapAI gayA che. have mAtra putre mAtA upara baLAtkAra karyAM heAya e chApavAnuM khAkI rahI gayu che. sa`sAramAM koi pApa chupAyeluM nathI. A saMsAranI ATalI mATI dharatInA vizAla sTeja para kismatanA AdhA nATaka bhajavAI gayA che. kAI pApa bAkI rahyu nathI ane Aje A kaliyugamAM te pApanI kAI rIta, keAI yukti, koI prakAra bAkI rahyo hAya evu lAgatuM ja nathI. prakAranA are bhAi! mAnI le. ke rAvaNa sItAne uThAvIne laI gayeA hatA hA, A rAvaNe jarUra kharAba karyuM. ghaNuM kharAkha kayuM. paraMtu rAvaNe sItAnA satItvane, zIyaLane kha MDita tA nathI karyuM. rAvaNa vAra vAra sItAnI sAme bheAganI prAthanA karate rahyo, yAcanA karatA rahyo, sItAne samajAvavAnA, manAvavAnA hajAro prayatno karatA rahyo. paNa sItAno sparza zuddhA nathI karyAM. sItAnI IcchAnI viruddha baLAtkAra nathI karyAM. rAvaN herAna thaI gayA hatA, thAkI gayeA hate. rAvaNane salAha ApatAM keAIe kahyuM-are ! ApanI pAse te ahurUpI vidyA che. Apa rAmanuM rUpa laine sItAnI sAme jAva ane sItAne vaza kare emAM zu meATI vAta che? rAvaNe pratyuttara ApatAM kahyuM....are ! hajAro pratyeAgemAM A prayAga paNa meM karI joyA. jyAre huM rAmanu rUpa laIne garcA tyAre baLAtkAranI IcchA ja nathI thatI, vAsanA ja Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 319 marI jAya che ane rAvaNa banIne jAuM chuM te tene sparza paNa karavA nathI pAmate. AvI sthiti che zuM karuM? A prasaMga upara vicAre ! rAmAyaNane rAvaNa kharAba che ke Aje kaliyuganA rAkSasI rAvaNe kharAba che? je strInuM apaharaNa karI jAya che. ane baLAtkAra paNa kare che ane tenuM khUna-hatyA karIne kuvAmAM pheMkI paNa de che. ke kharAba che? sItAnI te agni parIkSA paNa thaI gaI. ane Aje paNa sItA mahAsatInA rUpamAM ItihAsanA pAnAo upara suvarNAkSarathI aMkita che. paraMtu AjanA kAmayuganA mahAkAmI rAkSasI rAvaNenuM kalaMkita jIvana te zuM ? nAma paNa jIbhathI levAthI se vAra gaMgAmAM nhAvuM paDaze. AzcaryanI vAta te evI che ke-Aje badhAne sItA jevI pavitra Adaza satI sI patnInA rUpamAM joIe chIe, paraMtu rAma koIne banavuM nathI. rAvaNu thaIne sItA joIe che. A kevI rIte zakaya che ? are sItA jevI satI joIe te rAma banavAnI sAdhanA karo. mayaNAsuMdarI jevI patnI joIe te zrI pALa banavAnI sAdhanA karo, dhavalazeTha banavAnI nahIM. A vAta bIjI bAju eTalI ja UMdhI paNa che. Aje yuvatiene rAma jevo pati joIe. che paNa sItA banavA koI taiyAra nathI sinemAnI hIroIna banIne pharavAvALIne te svapnAmAM paNa rAma, zrIpALa kayAMthI dekhAze ? pachI Aje te sinemAnA hIro ja dekhAze. evuM Aje dekhAI rahyuM che ke yuvatio, chekarIo sinemAnA abhinetA ane yuvake sinemAnI abhinetrIonA pheTAne ArAdhya devanI jema gaLe lagAve che, pasaM--pAkITa-pustakamAM rAkhIne phare che. vicAre, AvA ArAdhya deva-devIonA upAsakane pachI kevAM maLaze ? kevI maLaze? mApha karaje-Aje satva ane sAtviktA khatama thavAnA kinAre pahoMcI gaI che. dharma zAstra kahyuM strIne strInI maryAdAmAM ja rAkhavI ucita che. kanyAnA rUpamAM mAtA-pitA rakSA kare che. vivAhita patnInA rUpamAM pati -sasare strInA ziyaLanI rakSA kare che. meTI thayA pachI athavA vidhavA thAya tyAre putra rakSA kare che. vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa badhA dAdImAM Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 320 kahIne sevA kare che. A rIte strI nAnapaNathI mRtyu sudhI rakSAne yogya che, rakSaNIya che, Aje te kayAM te vAta che? gherathI pustaka laIne keleja bhaNavA mATe jAuM chuM. ema kahIne gaI che. paraMtu kelejanA bahAne... bagIcAmAM....sinemA-nATakamAM, yuvAna mitronI sAthe ahIMtahIM jatI, pharatI yuvationA mAtA-pitAne putrInI khabara levAnI kayAM kurasada che? samaya ja kayAM che? pachI pariNAma zuM Ave? hAthanA karyA haiye vAge che. tyAre mAthuM pachADIne raDavuM paDe che. strI svAtaMtryanI vAta kaMIka aMza sudhI te svIkArya che ja. paraMtu Aje te svataMtratAnA nAma upara svacchatAne mArga apanAvAI rahyo che. svataMtratA te theDI sArI paNa hatI. paraMtu svachaMdatAe te sarvanAza ja karI dIdhuM che. AthI strI svAtaMtryanA samarthaka strIne svacchaMdatAnA zikhara upara pahoMcADe che. Akhare yAda rAkhe ! maryAdA dharmanI pUrI AvazyakatA che. lajajA-maryAdAne dhama ja strItva TakAvI zakaze. anyathA jyArathI maryAdA tUTI gaI che. strI e ghara choDIne nokarI zarU karI che. koI sAhebanA hAtha nIce, basanI AjJAnusAra ophisamAM vagere jagyAe dhanopArjanamAM lAgI che tyArathI tenuM zarIra bhraSTa thaI cUkayuM che. Ijata lUMTAI rahI che. ziyaLa-brahmacarya--satItva badhuM luMTAI rahyuM che. A kAraNa che ke Aje satI-mahAsatInA darzana ja nathI thatA. ne abhizApa, ne AzIrvAda kaMI paNa nahIM! purUSoe paNa naiSThika brahmacarya pALavuM joIe jevI rIte eka satI strInA brahmacaryane, satItvane, ziyaLane prabhAva heAya che tevI rIte naiSThika brahmacArI purUSanA brahmacaryanA pAlanane mahimA paNa zAstrakAroe mukatakaMThe gAya che. tenI paNa camatkArika prabhAvanI vAte ItihAsanA pAnA upara amara che. sAdhu-saMta muni mahAtmAnA meDhethI ekavAra bradAcaryano upadeza be bhAIoe sAMbhaLyo. devacandra te dIkSA laI lIdhI. ane moTA bhAI kumAracandrane saMsAramAM rahevuM paDyuM. teNe patnI saMtoSa vrata lIdhuM ane bhAvimAM akhaMDa brahmacarya pALavAnI mahattvAkAMkSAthI Aje paNa manathI brahmacArInI jema raheto ane phakta svastrInI IcchAne saMteSate pitAnI Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 321 sAdhanA karate hato. ekavAra nAnA bhAI devacandra muni vihAra karatAM trIpura nagaranI bahAra udyAnamAM padhAryA. rAjA kumAracaMdra jaldIthI darzanArthe gayA ane bhAvapUrvaka vaMdanA karIne pAcho pharyo. AvIne patnI rANIne kahyuM. tuM paNa jaIne Ava. vaMdanA karI le. bIjA divase savAre ane konI sAthe rANa jyAre vaMdana karavA nIkaLI tyAre vacamAM nadImAM moTuM pura AveluM joyuM AthI pAchA pharI AvIne rAjAne vAta karI. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM -devI tame jAo ane nadIne kaheje. ke-"he nadI ! je rAjA zuddha brahmacArI hoya te mArga Apa." rANune bahu Azcarya thayuM. navAInI vAta hatI. are zuM huM nathI jANatI? ke rAjA brahmacArI che ke nahIM? mArI sAthe saMbaMdha karavA chatAM paNa brahmacArI kevI rIte rAjAe kahyuM-devItuM jaIne kahIne te je !.. rAnI nadI kinAre gaI ane te ja zabdo kahetAM hAtha joDIne prArthanA karI-eka kSaNamAM-jetA jotAmAM Azcarya--ke nadInI vacamAM mAga thaI gayo. aDadhuM pANI eka tarapha ane aDadhuM pANI bIjI tarapha ! vacamAMthI rANI gaI, badhA gayA ane pharI nadI vahevA lAgI. devaca% munine vaMdanA karIne pAchuM pharavuM hatuM tethI sAdhu munirAjane pUchayuM mahArAja ! AvatI vakhate te patinA brAcaryanA prabhAvathI AvI gaI-have pAchI kevI rIte jAuM ? sAdhu mahArAje kahyuM -devI ! jAo nadIne kaheje- A sAdhu nitya upavAsI hoya to he nadI ! javAne mArga Apa ! rANIe AvIne te zabdone prayoga karyo ane nadIe mArga Aye...rANI rAjamahelamAM AvI gaI. A banne camakArethI rANInuM mana cakkara khAI rahyuM hatuM. are ! A kevI rIte zakaya hoI zake? rAjA nitya brahmacArI? ane sAdhu nitya upavAsI ?... A vAta samajamAM nathI AvatI. Akhare sAdhu mahAtmAe samajAyuM-dehavyavahArathI te kriyAne karatA paNa, audAsInya bhAvathI. anirachAthI karatAM paNa bhAva mane tenAthI alipta hoya, anAsakta hoya te te kriyAthI mukata paNa hoI zake che. AthI jema huM AhAra paNa anAsakitathI dehane bhADuM ApavAnI jema nirasa lauM chuM. tevI ja rIte rAjA paNa manathI vairAgI che. virakata-brahmacaryanI bhAvanAvALA che. phakata tamArA kAraNe saMsAramAM rahevuM paDayuM che. AthI Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 322 rahe che. paraMtu bhAvathI cAritrane sparza karI rahyA che. kharekhara A 2hasya che. A rahasyane samajavuM joIe. - Aje yuvakee A samajavuM joIe. naiSThika brahmacaryanuM pAlana ja ekamAtra vikalpa che. brahmacarya ja jIvanane sAtvika pavitra banAvaze. amArI vIrya zakita badhI nAza na pAmavI joIe. vIrya nAza pAme te samajavuM ke ame bhraSTa thaI gayA chIe. gRhasthAzramamAM praveza karatAM pahelAM brahmacaryAzrama batAvyA che. jyAM sudhI lagna nathI thayAM tyAM sudhI to zuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana avazya karavuM joIe. sRSTi virUddha kukarma hastamaithuna, svapnamaithuna ane mAnasikamaithunathI bacIne paNa svavIryanI rakSA karavI e potAno dharma samajavuM joIe. pegasUtranA bIjA padanA 38 mAM sUtrane nitya yAda kare-"travargatiSThAcAM vIrthagrAma * brahmacaryanI pratiSThA sthApanA (pAlana) mAM virya lAbha che, zArIrika mAnasika pUro lAbha che. aneka guNa che. vIrya rakSAne jIvana maMtra ja banAvI do ke "citra vAvita vistutAra" | vIryanA eka biMdunA nAzamAM meta che ane eka eka biMdunA rakSaNamAM jIvana che. manu smRtimAM manunA zabdone na bhule-- ekaH zayIta sarvatra na retaH skandayetkvacit / kAmAddhi skandayanre to hinasti vratamAtmanaH // svapne sivatvAbrahmacArI dvijaH zukrabhakAmataH / haMmezA ekalA sUvuM joIe. vIryapAta kayAre paNa na tha joIe. kAmavRttithI vIryapAta karavAthI brahmacarya vratano nAza thAya che. brahmacArI brAhmaNa ajANapaNe svapnamAM paNa khalanA na thavA de evI brahmacaryanI zuddhi rAkhavI joIe. vIryarakSAmAM ja jIvana che. anyathA meta sAme che. Apa vicAre! Ayurveda zAstra kahe che. eka maNa AhAranA kherAkamAMthI eka zera lehI bane che, ane temAMthI eka te ja vIrya bane che. ane ekavAranA vIryapAtamAM aDhI tolA vIrya nAza pAme che. cAlyuM jAya che. jevI rIte vepArI gRhasthane Avaka ochI hoya ane kharca aDhI gaNuM vadhAre hoya te zuM pariNAma Avaze? tevI sthiti Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 323 ahIM che. ahIM zArIrika zaktinuM devALuM nIkaLI jaze. je vIya zarIrane rAjA (King of Body) che. tene Asana prANAyAmanI cuMga sAdhanAthI udarvagAmI banAvavuM joIe agAmI te badhA banAve che. vIryazakti adhagAmI banIne nAzanA mArge cAlI jAya tenI apekSAe urdhvagAmI banIne magaja sudhI pahoMcI jAya te hajAro pAMkhaDIvALuM kamaLa khIlI jAya. sAdhakanuM kapALa sUryanI jema tejasvI banI jAya. mukha rUpI kamaLa parAkrama ane tejathI bharAI jAya prAcInakALanA mahApurUSonA tailacitra chAyAcitra paNa joIe chIe te phoTA para zuM parAkrama ane teja dekhAya che? keTale gaMbhIra cahero ! caherA uparathI teja jANe ke sUryanA kiraNe cAre tarapha phelAI rahyA hoya tevI rIte prasare che. AthI brahmacarya pAlananA seMkaDo lAbha che ane abrahmamaithuna sevanamAM mahApApa che. hajAro nukazAna che. AjanA Adhunika DokaTara kahI de che....nA....nA...A to maLa-mUtra-kapha-ghUMkanI jema vIrya nIkaLI paNa jAya te kaI vAMdho nathI. zarIrane zArIrika dharma che. kudaratI hAjatanI jema che. jAya te javA de ! hAza..arere! jyAre AvA ja DekaTara yuvakone maLaze te vicAro, zuM vIrya rakSA thaze? pachI te satyAnAza-sarvanAza ja che. vinAzakALe viparIta buddhinA jevI A vAta thaze. - vIryapAta keI mala-mUtranI jema svAbhAvika prakriyA nathI. rogane upAya na jANatAM hoya te potAnA ajJAnane pragaTa na kare. rogane paNu Arogya kahI prajA sAthe kapaTa na khelo keInA jIvananI sAthe vizvAsaghAtanuM nATaka karavAnI dhRSTatA te na kare. A meTo prajAdroha thaze. AvA pracArathI anekanA jIvana barabAda thaze! are...are pApInA ghare sApa mahemAna banIne Ave te pachI zuM bAkI rahe? zuddha brahmacaryane pALIne svazaktine jJAna-dayAna-svAdhyAyamAM ekatrita karatA sAdhusaMto vagere koI pAgala nathI. kudaratI hAjatane te eka-be divasa reke to Apa meta sudhI pahoMce che. paraMtu vIryapAta e kudaratI hAjata nathI. ene rAkhIne te varSo sudhI jIvI zake che. tejasvI banI zake che. virUddha pracArathI ja prajA namAlI, nirateja, rogagrasta banI. zuddha sAtvika baLavALe kaI Aje kayAM che ? kayAM che te zakti je dharatIne halAvI zake? Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 324 brahmacaya pAlananA aneka phAyadA che praNabhUta cariasya para brahmekakAraNakam / samAcaran brahmacarya pUjitairapi pUjyate // cirAyuSaH susaMsthAnA dRr3hasaMhananA nazaH / tejasvino mahAvIryAH bhaveyurbrahamacarSataH || yogazAstramAM hemacandrAcArya jI kahe che- cAritra dharmanA (saviraticAritra athavA dezavirati cAritranA, prANabhUta athavA cAritra (jIvana)nA prANabhUta ane parabrahma-paramAtmApadanI prAptinI ekamAtra asAdhAraNa kAraNabhUta brahmacaya nu naSThika zuddhupAlana karavAvALA mAtra sAmAnya manuSyA dvArA ja nahIM, para tu sura-asura ane rAjA vagerethI pUjAyelAM pUjayeAthI paNa pUjAya che, sanmAna pAme che. "namo (namo) vamavacadhArina" nA matrAccAra karIne arthAt Indra paNa brahmacarya vratadhArIne namaskAra karyA pachI peAtAnA siMhAsana para bese che. " ni ta samati / '' deve paNa temane namaskAra kare che, brahmacaryaMnA pAlanathI lAMbA AyuSyavALA, nirAgI AyuSyavALA, sArA zreSTha deha saMsthAnavALA, majabUta hADakAonA atyaMta suDela zarIravALA eTale zubha sasthAna-saMghacaNavALA, tejasvI, kAMtivALA, mahAparAkramI-mahAzaktizALI bane che. naiSThika brahmacaya pALavAvALA kAmanA vijetA. jitendriya ane manane paNa kAbumAM rAkhavAvALA bane che. huMmezA smRti vALA ane ALasa rahita bane che. jIvananI dinacaryAmAM samayanI pALa ane che. brahmacarya yukta tapa-japamatra sAdhanA-cAga-dhyAna vagere phaLadAyI bane che. brahmacayathI ma`tranI siddhi turata ja thAya che. jIvanamAM vacana siddhi Adi aneka siddhi prApta thAya che. brahmacArInu puNya-pratApa teja vANI ane kArya veSaka hAya che. temAM zakti hAya che. prabhAva hAya che....A leAka-paraleAkamAM paNa sukha-saMpatti-sati vagere se'kaDA lAbha batAvAyA che. AthI zuddha-sAtvika naiSThika brahmacArI banavuM joIe. anyathA Aja-kAlanA da'bhI brahmacArI sva-para tenI marabAdI kare che. 8 ya naSTa parAnnAzayati " Aje evA nAma mAtra brahmacArI che je hajArAne Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 325 phasAve che, manAve che, madanAma kare che. pAtAne AleAka, paraleAka bagADe che. abrahmasevananA mahAdoSa : kampaH svedaH zramo mUrcchA, mragiglAniba lakSayaH / rAjayakSmAdi rogAzca bhaveyumai thunotthitAH // SaNDhatvamindriyaccheda, vIkSyabrahmA brahmaphalaM sudhIH // maithuna sevI tIvrakAmInI zArIrika-mAnasika sthiti vikRta thaI jAya che. zarIramAM dhrujArI vadhavA lAge che. zarIramAM kRtrima garamI vadhe che kAma rUpI javarathI grasta thayelA te tAvanI jema zarIramAM mereAmemAM Aga phelAvatA atyaMta khaLatA rahe che. dinaparyaMta thAkanA anubhava karatA atyaMta thAkelA paDaye rahe che. mUrchA Ave che, hIsTerIyA Ave che, ci MtAtura thaIne paDayA rahe che, zarIra bhamavA mAMDe che, cakkara Ave che, zarIra dukha`La. kSINa, azakta thaI jAya che. aMgAnA sAMdhA tUTavA lAge che. jANe nAnI vayanA yauvanamAM ja vRddhatva Avyu hAya ! baLa nAza pAme che, jIvana nisteja-niSkriya thAya che. ALasa ane pramAdamAM paDayA rahe che. jIvanamAM dizAzUnya banI jAya che, vikAsa paNa nathI sAdhI zakate!. sapUrNa utsAha nAza pAme che. jIvanamAM hatAzA patharAI jAya che. cittabhrama-yaMga-citta thaI jAya che. anya kAI kAmamAM mana ja nathI lAgatuM. ci MtAgrasta mana vicorAnA taragomAM vahI rahyuM che. ane sannipAta-unmattapaNAnI avasthA sudhI paNa paheAMcI jAya che. rAjyamA (tapekSiya TI.bI.) bhagaMdara, krama (asthamA) khAMsI-zvAsa vagere mahArAgAthI gherAyelAM mRtyu sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. atRpta kAma AtmahatyA sudhI paheAMcI jAya che. jIvanamAM na te keAI sAdhanA karI zake che, na tA koI siddhi prApta kare che. pazu jIvananI jema jIvana vyartha jAya che. A lAka teA agaDe ja che, paraMtu paraleAka paNa bagaDe che varaM jvaladayastambha - parirambho vidhIyate / na punarnarakadvAra - rAmAjaghana * sevananuM -- Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 326 AgathI tapelA lADhAnA thAMbhalAne Ali Mgana karavuM sArUM' che para Mtu narakanA dvAra samAna srInuM sevana karavuM sArUM nathI. tIvrakAmI-parI gAmAM naraka gatimAM paDe che. jyAM leADhAthI tapelA lAla thAMbhalA sAthe anene AliMgana devaDAve che. chedana-bhedana-kApavu vagere mahAvedanA emAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. paramAdhAmInA hAthathI khacavuM ghaNu muzkela thaI jAya che. AgAmImAM napuMsakanA bhava dhAraNa karavA paDe che, atRpta vAsanAthI adhUrI Iccha.mAM AtmahatyA karavAvALAne bhUta-preta vyaMtara-cUDelane janma levAnA vakhata Ave che. eka kSaNanA sukhanI pAchaLa mahApApa....mahAdu:kha janma-janmanA duHkheAnI para'parA UbhI thaI jAya che. pUrvanA mahApurUSonA jIvana caritrAnu` smaraNa karI : have A mahApApathI bacavAne mATe amAre pahelAnA sekaDA mahApurUSonA pavitra jIvana prasaMgAnuM smaraNa karavuM paDaze. temanA preraka jIvanathI kaMIka preraNA prApta karIne-- "maTThAnano cena rAtaH savasthAH" mahApurUSo je mAge gayAM che te mArga ApaNe paNa apanAvIe. te mAga upara cAlIne mahAna banavAnA prayatna karIe. bhUtakALane eka samaya teve paNa hatA jyAre mAtAe putrane Adaza ciratrA saMbhaLAvI hatI, jIvanamAM preraNA karanArI vArtAo saMbhaLAvatI hatI. jenA phaLa svarUpa bALaka parAkramI-tejasvI-zuddha-sAtvika banatA hatA. paratu hAya, apha sAsa ! AjanI mAtAo pAse te jJAna paNa nathI ane te kaLA pazu nathI, rahI. AjanI mAtAe sinemAnI vArtA saMbhaLAve che, dekhADe che. vicAre ! mALakanu bhAvi kevu banaze ? kuMvArI mAtAnA A kaliyugamAM mAtAe teA seMkaDA o bane che paraMtu mAtRtvanI pharaja bajAvavAvALI keTalI mAtA che ? putrane janma ApavA mAtrathI mAtA manI javuM ghaNu' sahelu` che. paraMtu mAtRtvapaNa nibhAvavu' sahelu nathI. Aje A ghaNuM badhuM Avazyaka che. amane kaMIka preraNA maLe - evA dRSTAMtAthI A dezanI sauMskRtinA itihAsa bharelA che. ujjavala seAnerI ItihAsa che. ghaNAM Adarza jIvananA dRSTAMta che. pararaMtu e khakhara nathI ke Aje vartamAnakALanA ItihAsa keve! lakhAze ? pratyeka vartamAna kALanA eka divasa bhUtakALa rUpe bane ja che badhA bhAvinA divase anukrame eka Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 327 pachI eka vamAnamAM AvIne bhUtakALanA mahAsAgaramAM nadIonI jema maLI jAya che. amAruM jIvana te tevu` preraNAdAyI nathI paraMtu ame te phAInA jIvanamAMthI preraNA laie. Adaza brahmacArI-vijaya zeTha vijayA zeThANI ! kaccha dezanA bhadrezvara tImAM adAma zreSThine ekanA eka putra devakumAra samAna vijayakumAra hateA. eka divasa cauvana vayamAM guru mahArAja pAse vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gayA. brahmacaya nA mahimAnuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gayA. brahmacaryanA mahimAnuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne bhAvanA jAgRta thaI ane zrAvaka jIvananuM cAthuM vrata lIdhuM. lagna na thAya tyAM sudhI zuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIza ane lagna pachI svasrI sAthe paNa mahenAnA 15 divasa zukala pakSamAM brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIza. te nagaranI dhanAvaha zeThanI kanyA vijayAe paNa peAtAnA manamAM kRSNupakSanA 15 divasa brahmacarya pAlavAnA saMkalpa karyAM, pratijJA karI. bhAgya sayAgavaza bhaviSyamAM A enA lagna thayA pahelI rAtrinA samaye baMnee paraspara vAta karI ane koInuM mana duHkhI na thayuM. tee atRpta kAma tRSNAnA bhAgI nahetA. ananta janmamAM maithuna sencu che AthI satASa mAnIne ghaNA AnaMda sAthe brahmacarya pALavA lAgyA. bannee vicAra karI lIdhA ke ApaNe A vAta gupta rAkhavI che. koI ne paNa na kahevI ane je ApaNI vAta pragaTa thai jAya te te divase dIkSA lai levI sAthe rahetA baMnee varSo sudhI evu zuddha brahmacaryAM pALyuM ke caMpAnagarImAM padhArelA vimalasena kevalajJAnIne nagarazeTha jinadAse vinati karatAM pUchyuM huM kRpALu meM 84 hajAra sAdhu mahArAjAne ekI sAthe gocarI vaheArAvavAnA abhigraha karyAM che. varSo vItI gayA che te have huM zuM karUM ? mAre abhigraha kevI rIte pUrA thaze? kevalajJAnI bhagavate kahyu.. kaccha dezanA vijaya zeTha ane vijayA zeThANI je mahAna brahmacArI che tenI bhakti kare, tenAthI 84 hajAra sAdhuone AhAra-pANI-gAcarI vaheArAvyA jeTale puNya lAbha tame uSAna. karaze| jinadAsa zeThe tema ja karyu. vijaya zeTha ane vijayA zeThANInI pratijJA pUrNa thatA ja teoe paNa dIkSA lIdhI. vicAra ketra' pavitra jIvana ? kevu zuddha pavitra brahmacaya dAMpatya jIvanamAM pALyuM haze ke kevalajJAnI e paNa praza'sA karI. Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 328 bhAvi patnIne bahena karIne mAnI je kanyAnI sAthe sAMje lagna thavAnA che tene gAmanI bahAra pANI bharatI joIne ajJAna bheLA bhecanadAse pUchayuM e bahena! A gAmamAM....amuka zeThanuM ghara kayAM AvyuM che? baMne ekabIjAthI ajANa hatA. AjanA jamAnAnI to vAta ja judI che. lagnanA pahelAM ja badhuM pUrNa thaI jAya che. lecanadAsa gAmamAM sasarAne ghera pahoMcyA, sAMje lagna thayA rAtre patnInuM meTuM joIne Azcaryacakita thaI gayA. are..! meM to Apane bahena kahIne bolAvI hatI. have huM bahenI sAthe kevI rIte anucita vyavahAra karuM? baMne te vAta upara taiyAra thaI gayA duniyA bhale pati-patnI mAne paNa ApaNe te bhAI-bahenanA ucca AdazathI ja jIvana vitAvavuM zreyakara che. baMne saMmata thaI gayA ane tevuM ja jIvana vitAvyuM. vAha...kevuM pavitra jIvana rAkhyuM haze ?....... sau..sau..vAra mAthuM jhukI jAya che. 84 grevIzI sudhI amara thulibhadrasavA mI bhUtakALanA itihAsanI seMkaDe AyakAraka vAte leka mAnasanA paTa parathI adazya paNa ja thaI jaze, A badhuM zakaya che, paraMtu 84 vIzI sudhI amara rahevAvALA mahAkAma vijetA thUlibhadranuM nAma nahIM bhUlI javAya #AruM mAvAna vA'' nA lekamAM bhagavAna mahAvIranI pachI gautama svAmI ane tenA pachI jina sthUlibhadra svAmI mahAna kAmavijetAnuM nAma kalpasUtra jevA pavitra AgamazAstramAM suva kSarethI lakhAI gayuM che. kezA vezyAne tyAM bAra varSa raMgarAgane rasi kAmanA kIDA banelA zAkaDAlamaMtrInA putra sthalibhadde savayaM dIkSA grahaNa karI... ane paheluM mAsu kozA vezyAnA ghare karavA mATe gurU pAsethI AjJA laIne gayA. jenI sAthe tIvrarAgamAM 12 varSa eka bhegInA rUpamAM vitAvyA hatA. tenI sAme keTalAka divasomAM eka mahAna yogI banIne cAturmAsa mATe AvyA che 4-6 mahinAnuM pUruM comAsu seTInuM agni parIkSAnuM vItyu, himAlayanI guphAmAM athavA jaMgalomAM athavA. AzramamAM jaIne te kAmane jItavuM ghaNuM saraLa hoya che. paraMtu dhanya hatA te sthUlibhadra jee kAmathI baLatA gharamAM rahIne paNa na banyA, na ja DagyA. ane kezA vezyAne paNa eka Adarza zrAvikA banAvIne Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 329 pachI tyAMthI nIkaLyA ane duSkara duSkarakAraka hai sthUlibhadra! dhanya che tamane !...A rIte gurUnA mukhathI prazaMsAne pAtra banyA Aje kAmI viSayAsakata bhAgI AvA prakhala zakti samUha Adarza mahA purUSAnu prabhAta samaye ane sUtI vakhate smaraNa paNa kare te jIvana dhanya banI jAya. jIvanamAMthI viSaya vAsanAne tilAMjali ApavAmAM madada maLaze. ASADhAbhUti akimuni, na diSeNa muni.vagere vezyAnA nimitte kAravaza cAritrathI paDayA. paraMtu paDIne paNa...keTale UMce Adaza banAvyuM ? vezyAnA ghare besIne pratyeka divase 10 bhAvika mumukSuene cAritrane mATe samajAvIne taiyAra karIne prabhunI pAse dIkSA levA mATe meAkalatA hatA. thAMDu mAthu khaMjavALIne paNa vicArIe ! zu eka patita sthAnamAM rahIne, zuM eka vezyAnA gharamAM rahIne, keI rAja dasa jaNane dIkSAne mATe taiyAra karIne mekalI zake che? zuM saheluM che ? sAdhAraNa vAta che? Apa potAnA sArA UMcA gharamAMthI paNa ekane pratyeka vise te zuM ? jiMdagImAM paNa na mekalI zake te pachI savAla ja kayAM rahe ? te ja na kriSaNa vi. mahAtmA jyAre utkRSa pAmyA tyAre kevI rIte pAmyA ? eka kSaNanI paNa vAra na lAgI. brahmacArInI zAlanA prabhAva H~~ A kAma khaMbhAta zaheramAM keI dhanADhya zeThe akala zrI saMdha samakSa akhaMDa brahmacarya vrata patnInI sAthe lIdhuM ane enI khuzAlImAM mitrone bheTamAM zAla meAkalI. emAM eka zAla maMtrIzvara pethaDane paNa mekalI. pethaDazA te. kamATamAM rAkhIne rAja te zAlanuM daCna karatA, namaskAra karatA. eka divase patnIe pUchI ja lIdhuM, "are patideva! A zuM tame zAlane rAja namaskAra kare! che, tA atyAre ThaMDInA divaseAmAM eDhatA kema nathI ?'" pethaDazAe kahyuM. "are, ApaNAmAM evI yeAgyatA kayAM che? A tA brahmacArInI zAla che ane ApaNe te Aje paNa abrahma sevI chIe. huM teA rAja prArthanA karatA hAtha joDIne namaskAra karU chuM ke ApaNe paNa evA cAgya brahmacArI manIe." patnI samajI gaI ane e ja kSaNe teNe paNa hAtha joDI lIdhA. manee hAtha joDIne AjIvana zuddha brahmacarya pALavAnA paccakkhANa karyAM. vAha!' kevA dhanya tee hatA. brahmacArI banavAmAM phakta 1 mInITa lAgI. Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 330 "A kAmane tathA badhAne dhikkAra che. bhartRharI / yo cintayAmi satataM mayi sA viraktA, sApyanyamicchati jana sajanoDhanyasaktaH / asmatkRte ca parituSyati kAcidanyA, dhik tAM ca taM ca madanaM ca imAM ca mAM ca / / kAmI strInA vicitra caritrano vicAra karIne paNa A saMsAnathI virakata banavuM kharekhara zreyaskara che. A viSayamAM rAjA bhartRharIne prasaMga joIe--patAnI patnI piMgalA rANI upara atyaMta rAga hatuM, rAjA-rANane sukhI saMsAra sArI rIte cAlI rahyo hato. paraMtu atyaMta kAmI-mahAkAmI rANIe eka mahAvatane pitAne bIje premI (cAra) banAvIne enI sAthe gupta svarUpe maithuna sevana karavA lAgI. rAjAe ApeluM eka divya phaLa rANIe premathI mahAvatane ApI dIdhuM ane mahAvata paNa mahAkAmI hate. ene eka vezyA upara atyadhika prema hato. kAmInA kAmano anta kayAM che ? kayAM saMtoSa che? rANunI sAthe saMbaMdha karatAM paNa kAma zAMta na thA, tRpta na thaye ane te pelI vezyAmAM paNa Asakata thaze. teNe te phala vezyAne khAvA mATe AvyuM paraMtu vezyAe vicAryuM ke huM te Ama paNa mahApApa karIne peTa bharI rahI chuM te huM A phaLane khAIne dIrghajIvI, amara banIne zuM karIza? enA karatAM te bIjAne khAvA mATe ApI dauM te ja uttama che. paraMtu tene dauM ? rAjAne ApuM e ja zreSTha che, rAjA bhartuharI paropakArI, prajApriya, uttama rAjA che. te vadhAre jIve te ucita che. Ama vicArIne kalA vezyAe te rAjAne bheTa ApyuM. rAjAe phaLa joIne Azcarya vyakata karyuM....are vezyA ! A tArI pAse kayAMthI AvyuM ? rAjAne tIvra jhaMdha joIne vezyA gabharAI gaI ane bhayathI sAcuM kahI dIdhuM. rAjAe mahAvatane bolAvyo. sakhata sajAne bhaya batAvavAthI mahAvata paNa sAcuM bolI gaye-ke mane rANIe ApyuM che. have rAjAnI AMkhe jANe phATI gaI. rAjAe rANIne mArI kAvatru pakaDAI gayuM ane te samaye rAjAnA moMmAMthI uparokata kaleka nIkaLI paDayA ane potAnA bhAgyane dhikkAratA rAjAe A ja kahyuM.. are... "vi ta ra ta ra manaM 2 dRmAM mAM " te rANIne paNa dhikAra che, pilA mahAvatane paNa dhikkAra che. viSaya-vAsanAnA deva Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 331 kAmadevane paNa dhikAra che. A vezyAne paNa dhikAra che. ane e ja rIte mane paNa dhikkAra che. - strIo pahelAM prema utpanna kare che. netrabANethI koInA hadayano zikAra kare che. pachI abhimAna utpanna karIne tene bahekAve che. pachI enI sAthe ramata rame che. ane aMte tene viSAdamAM cheDI de che. eha dayAvAna purUSonA hRdayamAM praveza karIne pharI tene bhamAve che. bicAro purUSa strInA dore baMdhAyelo laphTanI jema nAcate rahe che. strIonA kAmavAsanAthI bharapura caritra joIne buddhimAna purUSe viSayethI virakata thavuM ja zreyaskara che. kAraNa ke viSaya te viSa tulya che. viSasya viSayANAM ca pazyatAM mahadantaram / upabhuktaM viSaM hanti, viSayAH smaraNAdapi // viSa ane viSayamAM bahu moTuM aMtara che. viSa to khAdhuM hoya ane te peTamAM jAya te mAta thAya che. paraMtu viSaya to smaraNa mAtrathI, mAre che. kAmadeva madananA paNa kAma bANe che, tenAthI te haNe che. darzanAt sparzanAt zleSAt yA hanti samajIvitam / heyopaviSanAgIva vanitA sA vivekibhiH // je kAmadevanI patnI strIne kAma daSTithI jovAthI, sparza karavAthI ane AliMgana karavAthI jIvananI samatA ane svacchatA kSaNabharamAM nAza pAmI jAya che. evI kamI kamAMganA-vAmAMganAne vivekI purUSa yathArtha samajIne tyAga karI devI joIe. bhartuharIe to rANI ane saMsArane tyAga karIne saMnyAsa laI lIdhe. seMkaDo mahApurUSoe cAritra dharma svIkAra karyo che. tyAganA rAgamAM ane rAganA tyAgamAM je majA che. te jagatamAM kayAMya nathI. aMte nA, jeNe samajI vicArIne tyAga nathI karyo enI te durdazA, durgati khenI sAme ja che. kahevAya che ke rAjA pradezane sUryakAMtA, rANIe AliMgananA bahAne gaLuM dabAvIne mArI nAkhyo hato. kAmarAgI vezyAoe ja araNika muni, ASADhAbhUti, naMdiSeNa jevA mahA sunIene patana karAvyuM hatuM, cAritrathI padabhraSTa karIne pADayA hatA. A rIte vairAgya zatakathI vairAgyane bedha laIne manane A rIte vairAgya bhAvanAthI Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33ra samajAvIne bacAvI levuM joIe. bhartuharIe vairAgyazataka je suMdara graMtha lakhyo che. bhega bhegavavAthI koInI bhegatRSNA tRpta nathI thaI, kadAca hajAra lAkha varSa sudhI bhega bhegavatA rahe te paNa zuM phAyado ? are, tamane jANune Azcarya thaze ke, ka5vAsI dene eka vakhatanA viSaya sevanamAM be hajAra varSa paNa pasAra thaI jAya che te paNa tRpti kayAM che? saMtoSa kayAM che? emanAthI nIcenA devane pAMca varSa eka vakhatanI bhegakrIDAmAM pasAra thaI jAya che. sUrya caMdrAdi, jatiSka maMDaLanA devone doDha hajAra varSa pasAra thaI jAya che, vyaMtara devane eka hajAra varSa ane asurakumAra vigere bhavanapati nikAyanA devene ekavAra viSaya sukha jogavatA pAMca varSa pasAra thaI jAya che. (A pramANe upadeza prAsAda mahAgraMthamAM pU lakSamI sUrI mahArAja 89mA vyAkhyAnamAM kahe che.) hA eonuM AyuSya paNa ghaNuM lAMbu heAya che. viSaya bheganI paNa ATalI moTI avadhi hovA chatAM paNa saMtoSa nathI, tRpti nathI. thatI Aje samAcArapatramAM je vAta chApI che tene anusAra vartamAnakALamAM, paradezamAM keIe pitAnI patnI sAthe 48 kalAka be divasa sudhI satata cuMbana karIne vizvavikrama sthApyo hato. are, aphasa che ke A kaliyugamAM AvA prakAranA vikrama sthApita karAya che. vicAro ke teonI mehanI sthiti, premanI mAtrA keTalI tIvra haze ! A vicAravuM jarUrI che ke hADa, mAMsa, maLa, mUtra ane lehInI A azucimaya kAcA upara lapeTAyelI A cAdara (cAmaDI) upara he mana ! tuM zA mATe ATale mugdha bane che? dudha DhALIne pIvAvALI bilADI, pitAne kaMDe laIne mAranAra keI ubhuM che e jotI nathI. te ja rIte kAmI sAMsArika kSaNika sukhane svargIya sukha mAnI laIne narakanI durdazA, karmanI sajA ne bhUlI jAya che. vivekI ane dIrdhadazI e bhaviSyane vicAra karIne potAnuM jIvana banAvavuM joIe, atikAmI tIvra kAmI banIne parastrIgamana, vezyAvidhavAgamana nA mahApApanA duSTa pariNAma jANIne enAthI bacavuM ja hitakara che. svadAra saMtoSanuM vrata jeNe lIdhuM che te zrAvaka cothA zratanA pAMca aticArane paNa tyAga kare. Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 333 cothA vratanA 5 aticAra aparigrahItA Ivara parigrahItA anaMgakrIDA vivAhakaraNa tIvrAnurAga gamana gamana (1) vidhavA-kanyA kumArikAnI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhave, (2) vavazIkRta-dAsI, nekara ke vezyAnI sAthe sevana karavuM. (3) anaMga eTale kAma krIDA karavI. (4) pArakA chokarA-chokarIonA lagna karAvavA. (5) kAmanA viSayamAM tIvra Asakti rAkhavI. A pAMce ya zratadhArI zrAvakane mATe doSarUpa aticAra che. ene tyAga kara, enAthI bacavuM e ja zratadhArIne dharma che. zuddha brahmacaryanA pAlanathI ja zuddha pavitra niSpApa jIvana banaze. brahmacaryanI mahattA sarvatra che. - ajunamALI je pApI hatyAre paNa naiSThika brahmacarya nA baLathI zebhatA sudarzana yuvAnane joIne ratabdha banI gaye, enI kaSAya vRtti zAMta thaI gaI, prabhu mahAvIranA caraNenA zaraNuthI tenuM paNa kalyANa thayuM. dAsI putra cilAtI jeNe lagnanI cerImAM zeThanI kanyA suSamAnuM apaharaNa karyuM hatuM kAraNake tenI bhegechA tenI sAthe hatI paraMtu have te maLI zake tema na hovAthI rastAmAM talavArathI tenuM gaLuM kApI nAkhyuM. sAdhu mahArAjathI traNa zabdane dharma maLe. upazama viveka saMvara...ane pitAnA pApe peIne zuddha banyo. panInI pAchaLa unmatta tulasI eka divasa saMta tulasIdAsa banyA, kAmAMdha bilavamaMgaLa ja saMta sUradAsa banyA. laMpaTa kapile paNa kapila kevaLI banIne mokSa meLavyuM. hiTalara, nepoliyana jevA paNa brahmacaryane mahatva ApatA hatA. ane A vAtanuM kaDaka anuzAsana pitAnA samAM rAkhyuM hatuM. Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 344 AcArya zrI ratnAkara sUri mahArAje AdIzvara prabhu samakSa AtmaniMdAnI paccIsa-2nAkara prArthanAmAM atyaMta aznapUrNa uddagAra kADhIne potAnA pApene atIva pazcAttApa karyo che. jemAM kAma vicAra saMbaMdhI lAgelA doSone paNa pazcAttApa vyakta karyo che. cidAnaMda brAhmaNa parivAra sahita brahmadatta cakravartInA dhare bhajana karyuM ane rAtanA badhAnI vRttimAM kAme praveza karyo. tenA pariNAme putre mAtA sAthe, pitAe putrI sAthe A rIte badhAe anAcAranuM sevana ekabIjA sAthe karyuM. vikRtiothI paripUrNa tAmasika AhAra, auSTika vigaIone AhAra je pacAvI zakavAmAM na Ave te vigaIe. vikAra utpanna karIne jIvana barabAda karIne deze. AthI AhAra niyaMtraNa paNa brahmacarya mATe atyaMta jarUrI che. pAlo patti khAta hai, unhe satAve kAma / nizadina halavA nigalate, unakI jAne rAma // agni madhya balavo bhalo bhalo hI viSa kI pAna / zIla khaMDavo nahI bhalo nahIM kacha zIla samAna // Ano artha suspaSTa che, brahmacaryanI nava vADonuM pAlana karatA saMyamI sAdhu mahArAja jevI rIte pitAnA brahmacaryanI rakSA kare che, tevI rIte sarva janoe brahmacarya guNanI rakSA karavI joIe. teo aDhAra hajA2 zIlAMga rathanA dhA2ka che. brahmacaryanI prazaMsA karatA tenA aDhAra hajAra prakAra batAvyA che. ene mahImA jagatamAM addabhUta che. e vrata jagamAM dIve che...." meva vrataM zrAda, zrAva kAtra ? - A eka ja vrata evuM che ke je traNe lokamAM prazaMsanIya che. pUjavA cagya che. enA vinA badhuM nirarthaka che. brahmacArIne mATe badhuM ja sAdhya che, dharatIkaMpa karavAnI zaktI brahmacArImAM che... vItarAgI paramAtmAnA caraNemAM keTi....keTi prArthanA che, ke he prabhu! amane sarvane zuddha brahmacArI banavAnI buddhi ane zakti Ape. Wan zivamastu sarva jagataHWan " namo bamavayadhAriNa" Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viSayaka F zrI dharme nAthasvAmine namaH | 5. pU. 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