Samyak Tapnu Swarup

Author(s): Narvahanvijay
Publisher: Narvahanvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009188/1

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samyaktapanuM svarUpa muni zrI naravAhanavijayajI yatra brahma jinArcA ca, kaSAyANAM tathA hRtiH / sAnubandhA jinAjJA ca, tattapaH zuddhamiSyate // anaMta upakArI zrI jinezvara devonA zAsanamAM tapano mahimA kevo anero che, te vAta samajAvatAM nyAyAcArya mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjAe je vAta samajAvavAnI koziza karI che. te vAta A utsava daramiyAna samajAvavAnI mArI bhAvanA che. zrI jaina zAsananI sthApanA, jagatamAM je bhAgyazAlIone mokSa meLavavAnI icchA thAya tevA jIvo mATe thai che. jema saMsAra anAdithI cAle che. saMsAra calAvanAra mArga paNa anAdithI cAle che. tevI rItie A saMsAramAM koipaNa kALe zrI arihaMta paramAtmAno abhAva hoto nathI. temaja zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA zAsanano paNa abhAva hoto nathI. jema saMsAra mArga anAdithI cAlu che tema mokSamArga paNa anAdithI cAlu che. te mokSamArgane jIvaMta ane dIptimaMta rAkhanArA koipaNa mahApuruSa hoya to te zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo ja che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAno AtmA zrI arihaMta paramAtmA tarIke kyAre thAya che ? ke e paramatArakonA AtmAone "sArAye jagatane saMsArathI pAra pamADI mokSe mokalavAnI utkRSTa koTinI bhAvadayA janme che." te tArakonA AtmAo sArA ya jagatane zAsana rasI eTalA mATe banAvavA icche che ke. zAsana rasI banyA vinA koipaNa jIvane mokSanI bhAvanA thai nathI ane thavAnI paNa nathI. A vAta je aMtaramAM bese to ja zrI jinazAsanamAM kramAvelA dAna-zIla-tapano mahimA aMtaramAM utare. dAna-zIla-tapa te pravRttivALo dharma che ke je jagatane jovAmAM Ave tevI koTino dharma che. jyAre bhAvadharma evo dharma che, ke je sIdhI rIte jovAmAM Avato. nathI. je jIva bhAvadharmane pAme nahi. te abajonuM dAna de chatAM vAstavika dAna dharma pAmato nathI. te ja rItie jene bhAvadharmanI prApti na thai hoya, te bhavobhava zIladharmanuM pAlana kare to paNa tene zIladharmanI prApti thatI nathI. temaja ghora tapa tape to paNa tene tapa dharmanI prApti thatI nathI. te bhAvadharmanuM svarUpa mAvatA anaMtajJAnI zrI jinezvaradevo kahe che ke- "jyAM sudhI A sukhamaya. saMsAra para AtmAne jugupsA janma nahi. jugupsA eTale ke sArA mArge cAlyA jatA hoie ane vacamAM azuci padArthanA Dhaga AvI caDhe to jema nAka maraDAya, moM vikRta thAya ane moM para hAtha ke rUmAlAdi DhAMkI dUra cAlyA javuM tenuM nAma jugupsA. tevI rIte A sukhamaya saMsAranI jene juguptA pedA thAya ane mokSanI icchA pedA thAya che." Page 1 of 77

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sukhamaya saMsAra choDavAnA ane mokSa pAmavAnA hetuthI je koi pravRtti karavAnuM mana thAya tenuM nAma bhAva. A bhAva pamADanAra jo jagatamAM koipaNa zAsana hoya to te zrI jinazAsana ja che. ane te ja zrI arihaMta paramAtmAno moTAmAM moTo jagata upara upakAra che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmA ane zrI jinazAsana jagatamAM sadA mATe vidhamAna ja che. bhale A bharata kSetramAM ke airAvata kSetramAM kAyamI na hoya parantu mahAvideha kSetramAM to zAsana sadAjIvatuM hoya che ane te zAsanane jAgatuM rAkhanArA zrI arihaMta paramAtmA paNa vidhamAna hoya che, te rIte zAsanano abhAva kadi hoto nathI. te zAsananI prApti ApaNane thai che. te zAsanane pAmelA tame A sukhamaya saMsArane choDavAnI ane vahelAmAM vahelA mokSane pAmavAnI icchAvALA banI jAva to bhAvadharma pAmI gayA kahevAva. pachI te zakti mujaba dAna-zIla-tapa dharmanuM ArAdhana kare ja. A bhAvanA vALo nirjarA sAdhyA vinA rahe nahi. A tapa dharmano mahotsava zarU thayo che. temAM A bAhyatapanuM udhA5na che. bAhyatapa jo atyaMtara tapane anukULa hoya to ja zrI jinazAsanamAM prazaMsApAtra che. A tapa zuM cIja che ? tapa zA mATe che ? tapa koNa karI zake ? tapa karanAranuM mAnasa kevuM hoya ? tenI vartamAnakALanI sthiti kevI hoya ? bhaviSyakALanI sthiti kevI hoya ? kevI sthiti hoya to keTalI nirjarA sAdhI mokSapadano svAmI bane te have. gurUvAra : vaizAkha suda -3 : tA. 25-4-74 zrI zrIpAlanagara jaina upAzraya. * yatra brahma jinAca ca, Page 2 of 77

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kaSAyANAM tathA hRtiH / sAnubandhA zrI jinAjJA ca, tattapaH zudhamiSyate // anaMta upakArI zAsrakAra paramarSi mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI gaNivara samyapanuM svarUpa samajAvI rahyA che ke - zrI jinezvara paramAtmAo evuM punya ArAdhI AvyA hoya che, evI taiyArI karI AvyA che, ArAdhanAno teo ucca abhyAsa banAvI AvyA hoya che. jenuM varNana na thAya. varSItapano tapa A avasarpiNInA prathama tIrthapati zrI RSabhadevasvAmI bhagavAne AcaryoM ane AjanA divase pAraNuM karyuM. A tapa evI jAtinI AjJA mujabano che ke nirdoSa AhAra pANI male to teno saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM nirvAha karavo, jo nirdoSa azana pAna na male to tene mATe upavAsa che. tethI AgaLa azana male pAna na male to azanathI calAvavuM; pAna male azana na male to pAnathI calAvavuM, azana-pAna beya na male to beya vinA calAvavuM e ja moTAmAM moTo tapa che. pahelI vAta e che ke na cAle tyAre meLavavA jAya chatAMya na male to tapa kare keTalo bhAre icchAnirodha tapa ! bhagavAna zrI RSabhadevasvAmIe phAgaNavadI-7 thI tapa zarU karela. bIjA varSanA vaizAkha suda-3nA pAraNuM karyuM. e parama tAraka dararoja bhikSAe jatA, loka bhikSA zuM e jANatuM na hatuM, bhagavAnane khudane badhA jagatanA dAdA tarIke pIchANe, prajAno e punyapuruSa para premano pAra nahi. bhagavAna bhikSAe jAya eTale loka prANathI paNa pyArI cIjo sAme dhare. bhagavAnane zuM khape che ? zuM joie che ? te sahRdayI loka jANe nahi, eTale pUjyabhAvathI loka hIrA, pannA, Adi kiMmatI cIja hoya te Ape, paraMtu cAra jJAnanA dhaNI evA tribhuvanatilaka e cIjo tarapha AMkha sarakhI na kare. paMratu pAchA AvI dhyAnamAM ubhA rahe. A rItano emano tapa 13-13 mahinA thayo. e zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtonA zAsanane samarpita muni bhagavaMto e parama tArakonI AjJA mujaba cAle. ApaNe tyAM AjJAnuM pAlana eja eonI moTAmAM moTI bhakti che, pUjA che. jenA hRdayamAM A prakAranuM bhagavAna pratye bahumAna janmI jAya ane tenuM samajaNapUrvaka AcaraNa karavA mAMDe to kAma thai jAya. jaina zAsanamAM tapa zuM che zA mATe karavAno che e vAta Aje samajAvavI che. tapa e moTAmAM moTo dharma che ne ? jenAthI banI zake e badhAe karavAno che. dAna-zIla-tapa-bhAvanA rUpI jJAnIoe je dharma kahyo te dareke zaktimujaba AcaravAno che. bIjA kema nathI karatA tenI ciMtA karyA vagara huM dharma nahi karuM to mAruM zuM thaze tenI jene ciMtA hoya tene A tapa karavA jevo lAge. ApaNe dharma na karIe to dharmane zuM nukzAna thavAnuM che ? dharma to anaMtakAlathI che ane anaMtakAla vidhamAna rahevAno che. mATe ApaNe dharma na karIe to zuM thaze te ciMtA hoya te ja jIva dAna-zIla-tapa kare bhAvanA bhAve to lAbha thAya. Page 3 of 77

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bhAvanA bhavano bhaya pedA kare mATe bhAvavAnI. je karmo bhava pedA karyo te karmane tapAvIne bALI mUkavA mATe tapa karavAno che, tapa zIlavALo hoya to ja zobhe. bhAvadharmathI vAsita thayelo jIva sArAmAM sArI rIte tapanuM AcaraNa karato hoya to te zIlasaMpanna hoya temAM navAi hoya ! te zakti mujaba dAnadharmano ArAdhaka ja hoya bhAvanA bhavano nAza karavA mATe karavAnI che, bhava je karmo pedA karyo te karmanA nAza mATe tapa che, tapa zIlathI zobhe che. bhavanA nAza mATe karmano nAza karavA je AtmA tapa Acare che te zIlasaMpanna hoya ja ? te zakti mujaba dAna dharmanI ArAdhanA karato hoya temAM zaMkA kharI ? zAstromAM draSTAMto Ave che ke zakti mujaba dAna na kare, dAna na apAya tenuM duHkha na hoya. tenA zIla, tapa ane bhAvanA anaMta jJAnInI AjJA mujaba hovAno saMbhava nathI. vAstavika koTinA hovAno saMbhava nathI. jaina zAsane je tapa varNavyA ane mahApuruSoe jenI mahattA gAi che te tapa zuM che, zA mATe che te samajAvavuM che. Aje ghaNA bhAgyazAlIo tapa kare che. tame badhA tapanA mahApremI cho. tapasvIne pAraNuM karAvatA vicAra Avavo joie ke- "meM kema na karyo ? zakti nathI mATe ? kema bhAvanA nathI. thatI ?" Avo vicAra na Ave to pAraNuM karAvavAthI lAbha na male. bhagavAnano dharma evo che ke sArA kALamAM jIvane aMtarmuhUrtamAM ayogI banAvI mokSe mokalI Ape. jaina zAsanano tapa karanAra jIva tapa na karatA hoya tenA tarapha tiraskAra na kare. kemake jenA zAsanane pAmela kyAre tapa na kare ? tapa na thato hoya to ja ne ! mAsakSamaNa karanAra navakArazI karanAranI niMdA na kare. je jIvo tapa karanArA che, je jIvAthI tapa nathI thai zakato te tapa karavAnI bhAvanAvALA to kharAM ne ? varSItapanA pAraNA karAvanArane varSItapa karavAnI bhAvanA na hoya ? potAnI zakti hoya to varSItapa karavAnuM mana na hoya ? ghaNA bhAgyazAlI jIvo varSothI varSItapa kare che. jaina zAsananI balihArI che ke tapanI zaktivALA svayaM tapa kare che, zaktinA abhAvavALA tapa karanArane anukULatA karI Ape che, je loko A beya na karI zake te anumodanA kare. tapano kharca vyavahAra mAnI kare to te tapa karavA chatAM hArI jAya. mAro tapa pUrNa thayo tenA AnaMdamAM jeTaluM kharca te to lAbhadAyI thAya, tenI irSyA kare tenoya nAza thAya. tapa karIza to mAre dhana kharacavuM paDaze Avo vicAra dhananA DhagalA paDyA hoya tene Ave, to to mane lAge che ke te mithyAtva ja che. zaktihInanI koi TIkA karatuM nathI. paraMtu je zaktihIna mANaso ema vicAre ke mAre karavuM paDe ane na karuM to mAruM khoTuM dekhAya mATe zaktisaMpannoe paNa na karavuM to te bhavAMtaramAM gADha pApa bAMdhI Avyo che ane ahIM bAMdhI rahyo che. zaktisaMpanna paNa A vAtanI puSTi karatA hoya to teya. tenA jevo che. AgaLa ame joyA che ke tapanI to jeTalI ujavaNI sArI thAya tema sAruM eTale kharcA Page 4 of 77

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paNa premathI karatA. zAstre kahyuM che ke tapa karanAra jo vyavahAramAM kharca karato hoya te aucitya samajI kare to khUba lAbha thAya. vyavahArane dharma banAvavo te dharmAtmAnuM kAma che. ekalo vyavahAra mAnI cAle te ajJAnI che. tapa karanAra jJAnI hovo joie, tene bhagavAnanI AjJAnI khabara hovI joie jethI lokavyavahAramAM paNa AjJA mujabanuM aucitya sAcave jethI snehI saMbaMdhIone pote je dharmakriyAdi kare che te tarapha bahumAna thAya, sadbhAva pedA thAya eTale te badhAne evA rAjI kare ke tenI dharmakriyAo joi rAjI thAya, e rItano ucita vyavahAra paNa dharma banI jAya ane aneka jIvone dharmAbhimukha banAvavAnuM aMga bane. ghaNA jIvo nAmanA, kIrti mATe hajAro rUpiyA kharce che paraMtu sIdAtA snehI tarapha najara paNa nathI karatA tenA dAnanI koi ja kiMmata zAstra AMkI nathI paraMtu dharma virAdhaka kahyA che. je jIva bhagavAnanI AjJA samajato hoya che te yathAzakti snehI sAdharmikane sahAya karato ja hoya che. je tapa anaMtajJAnIoe pharamAvyo che ta tapa karanAra brahmacarya pAlanAra niyamA hoya. tapanA divasamAM tapa karanAra brahmacArI hoya. brahmacaryano sAmAnya artha zIla pALanAra ane viziSTa artha AtmAmAM ramaNa karanAro che. jIva tapa kema kare ? karma tapAvavA mATe. karma tapAvavA mATe tapa karanArane mArA AtmAnuM svarUpa zuM te samaja nahi ? karme sarjelA svarUpamAM te rAcanAra hoya ? ramanAra hoya ? to e zemAM rAce ane rame ? potAnA svarUpamAM. je tapamAM AvuM brahmacarya hoya te tapa jinazAsanamAM zudhdha kahevAya che. svasvarUpane pedA karavA mATe tapa karato hoya te jIva sAmAnya ane viziSTa rIte brahmacaryano pAlaka hoya, to tethI tenA tapathI nirjarA thAya ane nirjarAthI svarUpa pragaTa thAya. tamAruM svarUpa zuM ? sohaM te huM chuM. murakha chuM mATe N rahyo chuM. jeTale aMze tapathI svasvarUpa pragaTe teno AnaMda hoya ane adhika pragaTa karavAnuM mana thAya. je tapamAM brahmacarya hoya te zudhdha koTino tapa gaNAya. Avo jIva potAnI zakti mujaba jinanI pUjA karanAra hoya. mATe upAdhyAyajI mahArAje kahyuM 'yaMtra brAninArvA va' tapasvI zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtonI potAnI zaktimujaba arcA nAma pUjA karyA vagara rahe kharo ? tapamAM tenI pUjA vizeSa prakAranI hoya. dravyapUjA karanAra dravya pUrvakanI bhAva pUjA vizeSa prakAre kare ekalA bhAvapUjAnA adhikArI bhAvapUjA vizeSa prakAre kare. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM bhAvadharma bhavano virodhI che, eTalA mATe jaina zAsanamAM tapa bhavanuM nirmANa karanAra karmane tapAvavA che. tapasvI zIlasaMpanna hoya, zakti mujaba dAna dharmanuM AcaraNa karanAra hoya. je tapa karanAra hoya te tapanA divasomAM jinanI pUjA vizeSa prakAre kare. tano khAvAno kharco vadhe ke pUjAno kharco vadhAre hoya ? tapa bhAvathI ja thAya ne ? mAtra bhagavAnanI pUjA suMdara prakAre karavAthI kAMi lAbha na thAya ne? jemAM brahmacarya hoya, zrI jinezvaradevanI arcA suMdara prakAre hoya. 'SAyALAM tathA hRti:' je tapamAM kaSAyonI hInatA hoya, kaSAyono hatyA thatI hoya, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha pITyA jAtA hoya ! tapa karanArA tapanA divasomAM mArAthI lobha na karAya, mAyA na ramAya, mAna na AvI Page 5 of 77

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jAya, gusso na Ave tenI khAsa kALajI rAkhe ne ? tapa karanAre kaSAyone evA nabaLA pADyA hoya ke pAse ja na Ave. pra. tapasvI krodhI kema hoya che ? u. tapasvIne tapanI kiMmata na hoya. bhagavAnanA tapane kema karavo te samajyo na hoya, tenAmAM AtmaramaNatArUpa brahmacarya na hoya, zrI jinanI bhakti dravya-bhAvapUrvaka vizeSa prakAre na hoya mATe. zAstrakAroe krodhane tapanuM ajIrNa kahyuM che. sArI cIjo vApare ane na pace to ajIrNa thAya eTaluM nahi mATuM gaMdhAya ane peTa paNa bagaDe. kaSAyono saMpUrNanAza to dazamA guNaThANAne aMte thavAno che paraMtu kaSAyonuM sAmarthya haNAi jAya, kaSAyoe Aja sudhI je julama gujAryA te have na gujAre. pahelA tapa na hato karato tyAre kaSAyone mitra mAnelA paraMtu tapa karanAra have kaSAyone zatru samaje che. badhA tapa karanArAoe A vastu dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che. A rIte tapa kare to eka tapasvIthI AkhuM ghara bhagavAnanA dharmanuM anuyAyI thai jAya. tapa karanArane paNa thAya ke pahelA huM kevo hato ane have tapa karavAthI kevo suMdara dekhAuM chuM kaSAyone jIte tenuM ja jagatamAM gaurava ghaNuM vadhI jAya ne ! krodha karanAra badhAne potAnA na banAvI zake paraMtu kSamA karanAra badhAne potAnA banAve. dharma karavo hoya to badhAne potAnA banAvavA paDe ne ? potAno banAvavo hoya to zuM zuM karavuM paDe ? ADatIyA pAse sAruM kAma karAvanArA evA tamane A jAtano anubhava che. koine potAno banAvavA zuM zuM karavuM paDe te tamane bhaNAvavuM paDe ke tame amane bhaNAvo ? tapa karanAra kaSAyone zatru tarIke mAnatA hoya, kaSAyone khUNAmAM besADe. kaSAyane samajAve tame Aja sudhI mArI kharAbI karI che, mane pAgala karyo che, mane kharAba banAvyo che. paraMtu meM have tamane oLakhI lIdhA che eTale AvA ja rahejo. vacamAM AvyA to khabara lai nAMkhIza. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha tene AdhIna hoya paraMtu te krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhane AdhIna na hoya. jenuM mAthuM zAMta hoya te tapasvI Atma svarUpanI ramaNatA karato hoya. Atma svarUpanI. ramaNatA Ave eTale mAthu zAMta hoya. jainazAsanamAM bhAvatapa samajAvavA mahAmahopAdhyAyajI mahArAje je vizeSaNo ApyA te ApaNe joi rahyA chIe. ATha prabhAvakamAM pAMcamo prabhAvaka zAstra "tapasvI' kahyo che ane tenI oLakha upAdhyAyajI mahArAje banAvela sajhAyamAM A rIte che ke"tapaguNa opere rope dharmane, gope navi jina ANI Azrava lopa renavi kope kadA, paMcama tapasI te jANa " Page 6 of 77

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Avo pAMcamo tapasvI jinazAsanano prabhAvaka che. tapaguNane ope, tapane te dIpAve. tapathI dIpanArA ArAdhaka kahevAya ane tapane dIpAvanArA prabhAvaka kahevAya. tame ArAdhaka cho ke prabhAvaka ? tapathI kyAre zobhe ? svasvarUpamAM ramato hoya, jinano parama bhagata hoya, kaSAyono pakko vairI hoya. je guNane dIpAve te prabhAvaka thAya. jyAM jAya tyAM dharmane rope, je koi tenA paricayamAM Ave te dharma pAmIne jAya. pAraNuM karAvanAra udAra ane tapano bhagata hoya, potAnI zakti hoya to 101 cIja banAve. kharekharA tapasvI AvI gayA hoya to tene anubhUti thAya ke kharekhara tapasvI che koi cIja nathI leto. tame badhA pAraNuM karAvanAre je banAvyuM tene nyAya Apavo temAM amAruM DahApaNa che ema mAno cho. paraMtu je rIte tame upayoga karo temAM karAvanAranA bhAva vadhe ke ghaTe ? tapaguNa ope, guNane dIpAve, saghaLA Azravane roke, game tevI sthitimAM kadI paNa na kope e ja prabhAvaka banI zake. sAdhuvandhA nizAzA " jinanI AjJA evI pALe ke jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rahe tyAM sudhI jinanI AjJA sAthe ne sAthe rahe che. pra. upadhAna karanAra rAtribhojana na kare to prabhAvanA thAya. u. upadhAna karanAra rAte khAnAra hoya ? varSItapa karanAra paNa rAte khAnAra hoya ? Aje to A tamArI mAnyatA che. tapa karyo-tapasvI gaNAyo-bhagavAnanI AjJAthI virudhdha jeTaluM vartana kare tethI tenAthI dharmanI je hAni thAya che te bIjAothI nathI thatI. je je tapa kare tene bhagavAnanI AjJA zuM te samajavuM joie. badhI bAio bhagavAnanI AjJA samaje to anupamA devI jevI bane tevI che kemake bAio moTebhAge tapa-japa vadhAre kare che. AvA dharma karanAranI gharamAM chApa zuM hoya ? gharanA moTA mANaso tene salAhakAra mAne. vastupAla tejapAla mahAmaMtrI jevA UMcA sthAne hovA chatAM anupamAdevIne pUchayA vinA koi dharmanuM kAma nahatA karatA. ArAdhaka jIvane saMsAranI koi cIjano bahu khapa na hoya. vastupAla tejapAla maMtrI nathI thayA tyAranI vAta che. be ya buddhizALI che. anupamAM nAnAbhAi tejapAlanA patnI che chatAM vastupAla dharmanI bAbata temane pUchIne ja kare che kemake dharmamAM teNInI akkala bahu cAle che. jyAre tIrthayAtrAe javuM che to anupamAdevInI pUche che kai rIte javuM ane sAthe zuM zuM lai javuM? anupamAM kahe pAchA AvIe tyAre thoDuM jarUrI rAkho bAkI badhuM lai cAlo. AvI bAi tamArA gharamAM nathI te sAruM che ne ? badhI milkata lai sAthe nIkaLyA. tIrthayAtrA karatA karatA rAjA vIradhavalanI rAjadhAnImAM AvyA tyAre mAtra traNa lAkha sonaiyA hatA. Aje sAruM che tamArI pAse eTale nathI nahi to tamane sanepAta thayo hota ! paisAe tamArI kevI hAlata karI ? paisAe tamane kevA banAvyA che ? jenI pAse paisA vadhyA tenI dharmabudhdhi girave mUkAi che. vIradhavalanI rAjadhAnImAM AvyA, dharmazAlAmAM utaryA che. rAte devIe rAjAne kahyuM be Page 7 of 77

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bhAgyazAlI jIvo tArA rAjamAM AvyA che rAjya vadhAre tevA che. rAjanA maMtrI banAvaje. dharmAtmAnI pUMThe devatA , dharmAtmA devatAne bolAve ? bhIkha mAMganAranI pUMThe devatA doDatA ja nathI. vIradhavale savAre teone satkAra pUrvaka AmaMtraNa ApI rAjasabhAmAM bolAvyA ane maMtrI mudrA ane senApatimudrA dharI. mudrAthI lobhAya e vastupAla tejapAla nahi. beya vinaya pUrvaka ubhA thAya che. vastupAla jyeSTha che eTale kahe che - Ape mudrikA ApI che saMsAramAM beThA chIe eTale kAMi kAma karavAnuM che eTale mudrikAnA pAlanamAM harakata nathI paraMtu e pahelA amane oLakhI lo. ame zrI jinane vecANa chIe; zrI jinanI AjJA mujaba cAlanArA sAdhu bhagavaMtone vecANA chIe ane zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtoe prarUpelA dharmane vecANA chIe. A traNanI AjJAne bAdha Ave tevI ApanI koipaNa AjJA manAze nahi. temaja prajAnuM paNa ahita thAya tevI ApanI koi AjJA manAze nahi. amAro khapa hoyato rAkho nahi to A mudrA pAchI lo.rAjA vIradhavala vicAre che. je deva-guru-dharmane vaphAdAra che te mArI vaphAdArI cUke ! ane je prajAnuM hita jue che ahita karavA taiyAra nathI te mAruM ahita kara ! rAjAe temane AkhI rAjanI dhurA soMpI. mAnavatthA ninAjJA ' tenI vAta karavI che. A vAta kone thAya ? jinAjJAnA AvA premI hoya tene, rAjAthI muMjhAi jinAjJAne dhakko na mAre, rAjAnI AgaLa hAjI hA karavA prajAnuM ahita na kare. AvI jinAjJA jenA hRdayamAM beThI che tenuM jIvana sudhare, maraNa sudhare, paraloka sudhare. te ja tapa jaina zAsanamAM zudhdha manAya che. zudhdha gaNAya che. varSItapa e zrI RSabhadevasvAmI bhagavAnanA tapanuM anukaraNa che. bhagavAne 13-13 mahinA azana-pAna nathI lIdhA, pAchA sUtA sUtA nathI karyo paraMtu pAchA AvI sAta pahora dhyAna dharatA, tevA bhagavAnanA tapanuM anukaraNa cAle che. jeoe e tapa vidhipUrvaka karyo hoya, AtmAmAM ramyo hoya, jinanI bhakti khUba ja karI hoya, kaSAyo para kAbU meLavyo hoya, jinAjJA hRdayanA romaromamAM vyApI hoya tevA jIvonA tapane anumodIe. jinAjJAne dhakko mArI sAruM kAma karavA jAya te traNakAlamAM karI zakvAno nathI." ApaNAthI zAsana nathI paraMtu zAsanathI ApaNe chIe A vAta magajamAM AvI jAya to kalyANa thai jAya. tapanI zaktivALA vidhi mujaba tapa kare, tapa karanArane anukuLatA Ape ane tapa ane tapasvInuM anumodana kare to traNenuM kalyANa thAya. jethI ApaNo saMsArathI vahelAmAM vahelo nikhAra thAya. sauno A saMsArathI vahelAmAM vahelo vistAra thAya ane sau paramAtamapadanA bhoktA bano te ja sadAnI ekanI eka hArdika zubhAbhilASA. Page 8 of 77

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sikalAgama rahasyavedI, sva.pa.pU.A.bha. zrImadvijaya dAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA paTTadhara siddhAnta mahodadhi sva.pa.pU. A.bha. zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA paTTadhararatna, parama zAsana prabhAvaka, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati, pUjyapAda AcAryadeveza zrImadvijaya rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI paramapunIta nizrAmAM, nAsika nagare varSItapanA pAraNA prasaMge vaizAkha suda-3 ravivAra tA.ra-pa-76 nA roja kunDa hAiskUlanA kampAunDamAM Apela pravacananuM sArabhUta avataraNa : zrI jinAjJA viruddha ke zrI pUjyapAdazrIjInA Azaya viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to trividha micchAmi dukkaDam - avataraNakAra] yatra brahma jinArcA ca kaSAyANAM tathA hRtiH / sAnubandhA jinAjJA ca tattapaH zuddhamiSyate // anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAonA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA paramarSio. kramAve che ke, zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo evI jAtinA uttama koTinA AtmAo che jemanI sarakhAmaNI koinI sAthe thai zake tema nathI. bhagavAna zrI kaSabhadeva svAmI A avasarpiNI kALanA prathama tIrthaMkara thayA, temanA tapanA anukaraNa nimitte A tapanI ArAdhanA vartamAnamAM paNa cAlu che. e paramatArake kevI rIte tapa karyo tenuM varNana ApaNe karI AvyA. cAlu varSanA phAgaNa vada-6 nA AhAra karyo, phAgaNa vada-7 thI AhAra baMdha karyo ane bIjA varSanA vaizAkha suda-3 nA pAraNuM karyuM. evo tapa to e ja karI zake. e badhA divasomAM eo bhikSAe jatAM, parantu loka bhikSA zuM ? Page 9 of 77

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sAdhu zuM ? sAdhune zuM cIja kalpe ane zuM cIja na kalpa enAthI ajANa hatuM. bhagavAnane loko rAjA mAne, dAdA tarIke oLakhe eTale potAnI kimaMtImAM kiMmatI cIjo bhagavAna AgaLa dharatA, parantu sAdhune mATe e badhI cIjo akalpanIya hovAthI bhagavAna pAchA pharatA ane pAchA sAta prahara sudhI dhyAnamAM UbhA rahetA. bhagavAne je rIte ArAdhanA karI che te aMge jJAnIo jaNAve che ke, AvI ArAdhanA zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA AtmAo ja karI zake. ApaNe e tapanA anukaraNa nimitte je tapa karIe chIe, te zuddha koTino kyAre bane, tenA mATe anaMtajJAnIoe cAra vAto kahI che. sautho prathama je jIvane tapa karavo hoya, tene pahelA to zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI AjJAne samarpita thavuM paDe. e tArakanI AjJAne samarpita thavA mATe zrI arihaMta paramAtmAne oLakhavA paDe. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAne oLakhanAro, zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI AjJAne samajanAro vAstavika rIte A tapa karI zake. A tapa karanAra jIvanA haiyAmAM saMsAra pratye abhAva hovo joie, mokSanI tIvra lAlasA janmI hovI joie. tene thavuM joie ke, bhagavAna jevI zakti mArAmAM che nahi paNa mAre mArI zakti gopavyA vinA, AjJA mujaba tapa karavo joie, kemake mArA bhagavAna amArA mATe mokSamArga mUkI mokSamAM gayA ane amane saune kahIne gayA ke, 'A saMsAra rahevA jevo nathI, mokSe ja javA jevuM che. A saMsAramAM bhaTakAvanAra bhautika sukha che, tene laine jIva pApa Acare che ane enA pariNAme duHkhI thAya che.' A vAta jenA haiyAmAM jace te ja A tapanuM suMdaramAM suMdara ArAdhana karI zake. tevI rIte ArAdhavAno hetu pedA thAya toya jIvane jIvatAM AvaDe, pachI tene mATe durgatinA dvAra baMdha thAya, sadgatinA dvAra khullA thAya. dharmanA saMskAra suMdara rIte AtmAmAM paDyA hoya eTale sadgatimAM bhautika sukha maLe toya te AtmAne mUMjhavI ke phsAvI na zake. sukha bhUMDu ja che e vAta tenA haiyAmAM barAbara beThI hoya eTale karmayoge sukha bhogavavuM paDe toya temAM rAgathI raMgAya nahi ane tAkAta Ave to teno tyAga kare ane pApanA yoge AvatA duHkhane majhethI bhogave ema karatAM karatAM saghaLAM ya karma khapAvI trIje-pAMcame ke sAtame bhave mokSe paNa cAlyo jAya. je A tapanA ArAdhaka bhAi-baheno che te badhA bhagavAnanI AjJAne samarpita che ema mAnIne A vAta cAle che. te badhAne A saMsAra Avato nathI, jhaTa mokSe ja javuM che e vAta mAnavAmAM harakata kharI ? temane AjJA pALavI che mATe A tapa kare che ne ? cAlu tapamAM te brahmacArI ja hoya, zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtonI suMdaramAM suMdara bhakti karanAro hoya, AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja zrI jinanI kharI bhakti che. jene bhagavAnanI AjJA game tene bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAnuM game. bhaktimAM teno raMga apUrvakoTino hoya. pachI to jema jema bhaktimAM, tapasyAmAM AgaLa vadhato jAya tema tema tenA kaSAyono nAza thato jAya. tame jANo che ke kaSAyo cAra prakAranA che krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha. te cAranA paNa cAra prakAra che. anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhyAnI, pratyAkhyAnI ane saMjvalananA bhedathI. jyAM sudhI anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nabaLA na paDe tyAM sudhI bhagavAna game nahi, bhagavAnanI AjJA game nahi, tapAdi paNa game nahi. tevo jIva tapAdi karato hoya to eTalA mATe ke, tene pApa karavA chatAM duHkha na Ave ane sukha maLyA kare. tevo jIva tapAdi karavA chatAM saMsAra vadhAre che. Page 10 of 77

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Aje moTebhAge dharma karanArano A ja bhAva hoya tevuM dekhAya che. tame loko besatuM varSe ke moTA parvanA divase pANIdAra nALiyera laine maMdire jAva cho. to te lai javAno tamAro Azaya zuM che tema koi pUche to zuM javAba Apo ? duHkha na Ave ane sukha banyuM rahe mATe ne ? kadAca paralokane mAnatA hoya to bhavAMtara sAro bhautika sukha sAmagrI vALo bane mATe ne ? Aje moTo bhAga paralokane mAnato nathI ane paralokane mAnanArA paNa mAro paraloka na bagaDe te rIte jIve che kharA ? huM pApa karuM to mAro paraloka bagaDe A ciMtA badhAne che ? tamane paraloka kyAre yAda Ave che ? duniyAnuM kharAba kAma karatI vakhate ya paraloka yAda Ave kharo ? ane kharAba kAma karatAM haiyuM kaMpI UThe evuM bane ? je loko paraloka nathI mAnatA tene to bAju para rAkho. parantu A badhA svarga-narakane mAnanArA che. parantu svargamAM ke narakamAM zuM karIe to javAya tema pUchIe to kAne hAtha devo paDe evI AjanA moTA bhAganI manodazA che. jJAnIoe je narakanA kAraNo kahyA che tenI Aje bolabAlA che. jarAka sukhI thayA eTale karmadAnanAM kAma karavA taiyAra. je kAma kare tenAM udhdhATana thAya, badhA jeno bhAga che. sArAmAM sAro gaNAto jaina teno pramukha bane ane tenA vakhANa kare, bhUri bhUri anumodanA kare, hajAro kArakhAnA karatAM thAva tema icche. te vakhate tene ema paNa na thAya ke A mahAraMbhanA kAma mane narake lai janAra che ! Avo suMdara tapa karanArA ahIMthI durgatimAM jAya te amane pasaMda nathI. amArA paricayamAM AvelA durgatimAM na jAya tene mATe A badhI vAta cAle che. sabhAmAMthI :- zrI kumArapAla mahArAjA zuM yudhdhamAM nathI gayA ? u :- zrI kumArapALa mahArAjA yudhdha karavA kyAre gayA ? temane yudhdha kema karavuM paDyuM ? e vAta tame jANo cho. zrI kumArapALa mahArAjA yudhdhamAM javA mATe ghoDA para caDhavA lAgyA. tyAre pUMjaNIthI ghoDAnI palANa pUMjI (khesathI zarIra pUMjI) pachI ghoDA para bese che. A joine temanA senAdhipatithI hasI javAyuM ke, AvI jIvadayA pALanAra yudhdha zI rIte karI zakaze ? zrI kumArapALe A joyuM ane senAdhipatinuM hasavAnuM kAraNa samajI gayA. senAdhipatine pAse bolAvI, bhAthAmAMthI bANa kheMcI, dUra paDela loDhAnI kaDhAi para kyuM to bANa kaDhAimAM kANuM pADI jamInamAM pesI gayuM. pachI senAdhipatine kahe ke- A baLa maLyuM che te niraparAdhIne mAravA mATe maLyuM che ? A joi senApati mAphI mAge che. baLavAna mANasa jene tene herAna kare? pachI zrI kumArapALa yudhdhamAM gayA che. baMnne pakSanA sainiko goThavAi gayA che. sAmA pakSe zrI kumArapALano banevI che. te zrI kumArapALanI bahena sAthe sogaThAM ramatAM "mArI' zabda bolyo. zrI kumArapALano bahene temane mArI' zabda na bolavA samajAvyA. paNa A vAta mAnI nahi tenA kAraNe A yuddha thayuM. zrI kumArapALanA banevIe joyuM ke zrI kumArapALa sAme huM jItI zakuM tema nathI eTale rAtorAta sauneyA verI AkhI kumArapALanI senAne phoDI nAkhI. savAranA beya senAo yudhdha mATe bhegI thAya che, hathiyAra uThAvAno orDara apAya che, sAmI senAnA hathiyAro UThe che, zrI kumArapALanI senA emane ema UbhI che e joi zrI kumArapALa samajI jAya che ke kAMika garabaDa thai che. pote paTTahastI para beThA che, mahAvatane pUche che zuM banyuM che ? mahAvata kahe che ke- mahArAja ! senA phTI gai che. eTale kumArapALa pUche che ke tuM kevo che ? mahAvata kahe - mahArAja ! huM ane A hAthI ApanA che. Page 11 of 77

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bAkI koi nathI. zrI kumArapALa kahe - tuM sAco che ne ? calAva hAthI. mahAvata hAthIne calAve che eTale sAmethI siMhanAda Ave che, te sAMbhaLI hAthI pAcho che. A joi zrI kumArapALa pUche che ke-zuM hAthI paNa phUTI gayo che ? mahAvata kahe- mahArAja ! tema nathI parantu sAmethI siMhanAda Ave che eTale hAthI pAcho che. zrI kumArapALa kahe - hAthInA kAnamAM DucA nAMkhI hAthI calAva. mahAvata te pramANe kare che ane hAthI AgaLa calAve che A joi sAmA pakSanI senAnuM aDadhuM baLa osarI jAya che ane vicAre che ke vakhate phUTelI A senA pAchaLathI hallo kare to ! kumArapALa hAthIne sAmA pakSanA rAjA pAse lai jAya che ane rAjAne pakaDIne tenI pAse suleha karAve che. vagara vAMke koine mAravo nahi ane sakAraNa yudhdhamAM gayelA evA zrI kumArapALanuM nAma devAno AjanA ajJAnIone adhikAra nathI. zrI kumArapALa mahArAjA yudhdhane pApa mAnatA AjanA zrImaMto potAnI zrImaMtAine pApa mAne che ? zrI kumArapALa mahArAjAe potAnA agiyAra lAkha ghoDAne temaja bIjA paNa janAvarone gaLIne pANI pAvAnI vyavasthA karI hatI jAnavarone paNa aLagaNa pANI pIvarAvatA na hatA. teo to gaNadhara thavAnA che. tevA AtmAone karmayoge pApanI kriyA karavI ya paDatI hoya to paNa tenA draSTAMta levAya nahi. tame karmayoge kArakhAnAM kholo cho ke lobhane AdhIna thaine kholo cho ? krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha bhUMDA lAge tyAre samajavuM ke anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya mAMdA paDyA che, teno upazama ke kSayopazama ke kSaya thAya tyAre aupazamika-kSAyopazamika ke kSAyika samyaktva Ave. karmathI AvatA duHkha majhethI bhogave ane karmayoge maLatA sukhane, tAkAta hoya to lAta mArI pheMkI de, na pheMkI zakAya ane bhogavavuM paDe toya pApano udaya mAnI bhogave, temAM Asakti na thavA de, tavo jIva samakita pAme. ane jALavI zake. anaMtAnubaMdhInA kaSAya jAya tyAre samakita Ave, apratyAkhyAnI kaSAya jAya tyAre dezavirati Ave, pratyAkhyAnI kaSAya jAya tyAre sarvavirati Ave ane saMjvalananA kaSAya jAya tyAre vItarAgatA Ave. pahelI cokaDI samyaktva na AvavA de, bIjI cokaDI dezavirati roka, trIjI cokaDI sarvaviratipaNuM roke, cothI cokaDI vItarAgatA roke. have kaho ke kaSAyone mAravA che ke jIvatA rAkhavA che ? A tapa kaSAyone mAravA mATe karyo che ke jIvatAM rAkhavA ? A kaSAyo para gusso na Ave, sukhanA rAga para gusso kaho ke duHkhanA dveSa para gusso kaho te aka ja che. te gusso na Ave tyAM sudhI samakita thAya nahi. A tapa kaSAyonA nAza mATe karavAno che. tamAre mokSe javuM che ? vahelA ke moDA ? mokSe javAnI UtAvaLa che kharI ? te mATe ayogI thavuM che ? ayogI thavA kevaLajJAnI thavuM che ? kevaLajJAnI thavA mATe vItarAga thavuM che ? votarAga thavA mATe badhA kaSAyone mAravAnI zakti meLavavI che ? te mATe sAdhupaNAmAM apramatta banavuM che ? sAdhupaNAmAM apramattapaNuM meLavavA sukhanAM rAga para ane duHkhanAM dveSa para gusso Ave che ? AvI dazA AvyA vinA AtmAno mokSa thavAno nathI. bhAvathI paNa sAdhupaNuM na pAme, tevo jIva duniyAmAM game teTalo apramatta hoya to paNa saMsAramAM rakhaDI maravAno che. Page 12 of 77

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saMsAranI mamatA utarI jAya, kaSAyo ghaTI jAya, sAdhupaNuM maLe te mATe A tapa karo cho ? A bhAvanA na janmI hoya, to te pedA karavA A tapa karo cho ? sAdhupaNuM kyAre Ave ? maLelA saghaLAM ya sukhone lAta mAravAnuM mana thAya ane pApanA yoge AvatAM duHkhone sArI rIte sahana karavAnuM (veThavAnuM) mana thAya tyAre Ave. puNyathI maLela sAmagrI rAkhI sAdhu thai zakAya nahi. sAdhune ghara-peDhI, jamIna-jAgIra hoya nahi, koinI pAse rakhAvelI paNa na hoya ane je koi rAkhatA hoya te sArA che tema tenA haiyAnA khUNAmAM paNa na hoya. Ama manamAM thAya to paNa sAdhupaNuM dUSita (khaMDita) thAya. AvI suMdara bhAvanAthI tapa karanAra jIva brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare, zakti mujaba zrI jinanI bhakti karato hoya, kaSAyono saMhAra karato hoya to tene tapa karatAMya AnaMda Ave. tene thAya ke bhagavAnanI AjJA apUrva koTino che mane A duHkhamaya saMsAramAM paNa sukhI banAvI dIdho. bhagavAna mAve che ke, je jIva dharma kare te cakravartI karatAM ya sukhI hoya. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba dAna karanArane zrImaMta du:khI lAge, zIla pALanArane devatA jevA bhogI paNa duHkhI lAge, tapa karanArane khAvA-pIvAdinI mojamajAmAM paDelA loko duHkhI lAge. A rIte jene bhagavAnanI AjJA game nahi, AjJA para prema thAya nahi tene sAnubandha jinAjJA Ave nahi. huM saMsAramAM rahuM tyAM sudhI mArA haiyAmAMthI bhagavAnanI AjJA nIkaLe nahi evo AtmA sAnubandha jinAjJA pAme. AjanA dAtArone lakSmI bhUMDI lAgI hota to zrImaMto kalpataru banI jAta ! pachI to AvA zrImaMto jyAM rahetA hoya tyAM koi bhUkhe sUvata nahi. AvA zrImaMtonI lakSmI jenA hAthamAM jAya tenI ya budhdhi sudharI jAya. Aje dAna denArAmAMthI lakSmIne bhUMDI mAnanArA hajAre paNa eka maLe to ya rAjI thavAnuM. eka kALa evo hato ke dAna denArA moTe bhAge lakSyone bhUMDI mAnanArA hatA, kyAre chUTe tevI mAnyatAvALA hatA. ahIM moTobhAga A tapa karanArAone pAraNA karAvavA Avyo che. tamane badhAne A mArI vAta jacI jAya to ya ahIM AvyA te saphLa thAya. dAna denArane lakSmI bhUMDI lAge, zIla pALanArane bhoga bhUMDA lAge, tapa karanArane pAMce indriyonI gulAmI bhayaMkara lAge, tevo jIva bhAvanAvALo kahevAya. te jIva AkhA bhavane bhUMDo mAne. tevA jIvane devalokamAM besADe to, devaloka paNa jela lAge. tame badhA ema mAnatA thai jAva ke A dharma jyAM sudhI pUrNapaNe na thAya tyAM sudhI e dharmathI baMdhAyelA puNyanA prabhAve kaho ke- amane svarga maLe to bhale maLe, paisA TakAdi maLe to bhale maLe parantu dharmanA phLa tarIke to te cIjo nathI ja joitI. A vAta je samaje te jinAjJA samajyo kahevAya. jinAjJAne samajela garIbane je AnaMda haze, tevo AnaMda zrI jinAjJAne nahi samajela zrImaMtane ya nahi hoya. te garIba majhethI sUto haze ane zrImaMtane tyAM kAM phonanAM bhUMgaLA vAgatA haze kAM to te ALoTato haze. saMtoSI garIba jeTalo sukhI haze teTalo lobhI zrImaMta sukhI nathI. tamane lAge che ke paisAmAM sukha ApavAnI zakti nathI. paiso bhUMDo lAge tyAre ja kharo AnaMda Ave. jaina mAtrane thavuM joie ke-amArA puNya AgaLa, duniyAno moTo camarabaMdhI ke abajopati paNa heTha che ! tamane jainaphLa maLyAno bahu ja AnaMda ? tamane abajopati thavAnuM mana paNa nathI thatuM ne ? bhagavAne paisA jenI pAse hoya tene dAna devAno upadeza Apyo che. paisAthI bacavA mATe dAna Page 13 of 77

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eja upAya che. jene dAna devAnuM mana na thAya tevo pasAvALo bIjo dharma karato hoya to samajI levuM ke tene dharma sAthe kAMi ja levA devA nathI. tenA dharmamAM kAMi mAla nathI. Aje sAcA dAnAdi dharmo nAza pAmI rahyA che. mAre tamane sAnubandhA jinAjJA samajAvavI che. tamane dAna detAM AnaMda Ave, jeTaluM devAya te ochuM lAge, pAse rahe te kharAba lAge tyAre dAna guNa Ave. duniyAnA bhogomAM zuM banyuM che, pAMca indriyonA manohara viSayo AtmAnA bhAvaprANono nAza karanArA che Ama thAya tyAre zIlaguNa Ave. khAvApIvAnA rase mArI indriyo bhaTakatI thai che, A tapanA prabhAve mArAmAM evI zakti Ave ke mArI lAlasAo marI jAya, icchAono nAza thAya. AvuM mana thAya tyAre tapa guNa Ave. pachI to tene bhagavAnanI AjJA para bahumAna thAya, AjJA mujaba vartana karAya teno AnaMda thAya, AjJA mujaba na vartAtuM hoya tenuM du:kha rahyA kare kyAre AjJA mujaba vartAya evuM mana thayA kare tevo jIva sAnubandhA jinAjJAvALo kahevAya. A cAre guNo jenAmAM Ave teno tapa zudhdha koTino kahevAya. moTobhAga tapanAM pAraNAM karAvavA Avyo che to te vyavahArathI Avyo che ? temane thAya ke, dharmI bhAioe dharmanA kAmamAM sahAya ApavA mane AmaMtraNa ApyuM te mAruM ahobhAgya che. A bhAgazALIoe 13-13 mahinA tapa karyo ane huM evo akkaramI chuM ke mane tapa karavAnuM mana paNa thatuM nathI. tapanA pAraNA karAvavA AvelA ahIM kharekhara jaina tarIke jIvatAM haze ne ? rAtanA khAtA nahi hoya ne ? mAre tamane bhagavAnanI AjJAno mahimA samajAvavo che. roja khAya te sukhI ke tapa kare te sukhI ? A tapa karanArA jIvane brahmacaryamAM AnaMda Avyo eTale ghaNA tapasvI sadA mATe brahmacArI thavAnA ! zrI jinanI bhaktipaNa anupama karavAnA ! sukhI loko jyAM vasatA hoya tyAM sAdhAraNanA DALAM karavA paDe ? je dravya jyAM upayogamAM Ave tyAMja upayogamAM levAya te aMge meM yojanA batAvI che. 12 mahine je 1000 rUA. khAtA hoya te 25 rUA. sAdhAraNa khAte ApI de. badhA ja udAra thai jAya ane khAdhA kharacI mujaba paccIzI ApatAM hoya to, tamane lAge che ke jainasaMgha daridrI che ? Aje jyAM jaie tyAM sAdhAraNanAM toTAno pokAra sAMbhaLavo paDe che. tame loko sAdhunI bhaktiA karo, moTA moTA sAmaiyA kADho temAM je sAdhu rAjI thAya te moTebhAge durgatimAM javAno. tame A paccIzInI yojanAno svIkAra karo to pachI TIpa karavI paDe nahi. aSTa prakAranI pUjAnI bolIo. zaru kema karavI paDI ? kesara, caMdananA paisA khUTatA hatA mATe. paisA kema khUTatA hatA ? badhA sukhI loko mojamajAmAM paDI gayA mATa. ame joyuM che ke, AgaLa DozIo darzana karavA jatI to ghI laine jatI. tenuM vecANa thAya to maMdirano nirvAha thAya teTalA paisA upajatA. sAdhu jo sukhI gRhasthonI dayA khAya to te sAdhane parigrahanuM pApa lAge ane potAnA kAma mATe gRhastha pAse paisA kharacAve to parigrahano doSa lAge. A tapa karanArAne indriyono nigraha karavAno, kaSAyo para kAbU meLavavAno bhAva thAya to ya A janama sudharI jAya. pachI to te zrImaMta hoya to udAra bane ane garIba hoya to saMtoSI bane. ane paramAtmAnI AjJAnA pAlanano evo AnaMda Ave ke maratAM sudhI AnaMdamAM jIve, maratI vakhate Page 14 of 77

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paNa AnaMdamAM hoya, teno paraloka suMdara bane ane paramapada najIka bane. A cAre vastu je jIvamAM Ave teno tapa zuddha koTino bane. sau koi te pramANe tapa karatA thAya ane zrI jinAjJAne jIvanamAM utAre te bhAvanA sAthe pUrNa karavAmAM Ave che. siM. 2032 nA zrAvaNa vada-5 ne ravivAra tA.15-8-76 nA roja mAsakSamaNAdi tapazcaryA karanAra tapasvionA pAraNA prasaMge Apela prAsaMgika pravacana :] zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM dAna-zIla-tapa ane bhAvarUpa cAra prakArano dharma kahyo che. temAM tapa dharmanuM mAhAbhya UMcAmAM UMcuM che. kharekhara vicAra karavAmAM Ave to tapa e zarIranI mUccha utAravA mATe karavAno che. anAdi kALathI AtmA para beThelo moha aneka jAtinI pApasvarUpa icchAo pedA karAve che, A icchAono virodha karavo eja vAstavika koTino tapa che. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM kramAvela tapa jo Page 15 of 77

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zrI jinanI AjJA mujaba karavAmAM Ave to te mohano nAza kayA vinA rahe nahi. mATe ja zAstra kahyuM che ke- rAgAdi apAyone nAza karavA mATe tapa eja uttamamAM uttama koTinuM sAdhana che. zrI jinezvara devonI AjJAnuM ArAdhana eTale ke zrI jinezvaradevonI pUjA-bhakti karavI, brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM. AtmabhAvamAM rAcavuM teja UMcAmAM UMcI koTinuM brahmacaya che. zAstra kahe che ke- je jIva UMcI jAtinI tapazcaryA kare che, niraMtara vidhimujaba zrI jinezvara devonI pUjA-bhakti kare che, AtmabhAvamAM ramaNatA kare che, bhagavAnanI AjJAne samajI jAya che ane AjJA sAthe evo otaprota banI jAya che ke, jJAnI kahe che ke-tenA mATe mokSa cheTe nathI. mokSe pahoMcavA mATe jIve yoganirodha karyo eTale ke-caudamuM guNasthAnaka meLavyuM ane e guNasthAnakano kALa pUrNa thayA pachI eka ja samayamAM mokSe pahoMcavAno che. paNa yogano nirodha karavA mATe kevaLajJAnI banavuM paDe che, kevaLajJAna pAmavA mATe vItarAga thavuM paDe, vItarAga thavA mATe mohane mAravA paDe che ane A mohane mAravA mATe ja zrI jinezvara devoe pharamAvela sarvavirati-dezavirati rUpa dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. tapa paNa mohane mAravA mATe ja karavAno che. mohane mAravAno bhAva na hoya to te jIva game teTalo tapa kare to paNa te sAco tapa nathI. AjJA mujaba karAtA dAna-zIla-taparUpa dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM mukti ApavAnI zakti che. parantu jJAnio kahe che ke-je jIvanI dAna karavAnI, zIla pALavAnI, tapa AcaravAnI zakti na hoya to tenA mATe bhAvadharma e UMcAmAM UMcu sAdhana che. AjJAmujaba karAtA bhAvadharmamAM evI adbhUta tAkAta che ke dAna-zIla-tapa dharmanuM AcaraNa karyA vinA paNa jIvane mokSa pamADI zake che. AvI rIte bhAvadharmane pAmIne anaMtAjIvo Aja sudhImAM mokSe gayA che. je jIvonI AjJAnusAra anuSThAna AcaravAnI zakti hovA chatAM kahe ke- huM to bhAvathI sAdhu chuM. dAnanI zaktivALo kahe ke-dAnanI zI jarUra che ? tapanI zaktivALo kahe ke- tapanI zI jarUra che ? zolanI zaktivALo kahe ke- zIlanI zI jarUra che ? to zAstra kahe che ke AvuM kahenArA badhA gADhamithyAdraSTi che. zAstre kahyuM che ke- 'bhAva vinA karAtuM dAna-zIla-tapa dharmanuM ArAdhana saMsAra vadhAranAruM che ane bhAvapUrvaka karAtuM dAna-zIla-tapa dharmanuM ArAdhana mokSane ApanAruM che.' jIvanI mukti kyAra thAya ? koipaNa paudgalika icchA pedA na thAya, icchA pedA thAya to tene hAMkI mUkavAno abhyAsa kare ane ema karatAM karatAM evI avasthA Ave ke mohajanya icchA kadI pedA thAya ja nahi. AvI dazAne pAmavA mATe ja tapa karavAno che. je je bhAgyazAlioe A tapa karyo che tenuM anumodana karavA A prasaMga che. to je je bhAgyazAlioe tapa karyo che ane jeo tenI ujavaNI karI rahyA che, te be ya jo bhAvadharmane samajI jAya ane jIvanamAM utAravA mADe to beyanuM kalyANa thAya. sau koi bhAvadharmane pAmo ane AjJAmujaba anuSThAnonuM ArAdhana karI vahelAmAM vahelA muktipadane pAmo eja ekanI eka zubhAbhilASA. Page 16 of 77

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[2033 nA dvi. zrA. su. 15 ne ravivAra tA. 28-8-77 nA roja aThThAi tapanA pUjaNA prasaMganI pUjyapAdazrInI prAsaMgika hitazikSA.] anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAonA zAsanamAM tapa dharmano mahImA ghaNo che. ApaNe tyAM zrI paryuSaNa parva Ave tyAre ghaNA AtmAo ATha, daza, soLa, mAsakSamaNAdi tapa kare che. temane mATe koine ya kalpanA Ave kharI ke, A loko rAte khAtA haze ! abhakSya khAtA haze ! navakArazI covihAra paNa nahi karatA hoya ! parantu Aje te kalpanA sAcI che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana je vAta kahe che te khoTI dekhAya che. icchAmAtrano virodha karavA mATe tapa che. khAvA pIvAdinI majA chUTI jAya te mATe tapa che. aNAhArI pada maLI jAya te mATe tapa che. Avo tapa karanArane rAte khAvuM ja paDe ? gharamAM virodha hoya to ekavAra khAi le. sAMje na khAya to na cAle ? paNa, Aje to paryuSaNamAM tapa karyo eTale pachI game tyAre khAvAmAM vAMdho nahi tevuM mAnanAro varga vadhI gayo che. bhagavAnanA zAsanano tapa kare tene to jIvanabhara tapa thai ja jAya. navakArazI covihAra to te kare ja. rAte te khAya nahi paNa, Aje te vAta badalAi gai che. tapa karanArA bAre mahinA marajI Ave tema vartatA hoya che. -rAte khAya, abhakSya paNa khAya, dera (darzana karavAya) jAya nahi, pUjA ya kare nahi, te khoTuM che. tapa karanAra ane mahotsava karIne anumodanA karanAra rAtribhojana kare ? navakArazI-covihAra na kare te bane ? A saMskAra paDe to ya gati sudharI jAya. Page 17 of 77

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bhagavAnanA zAsanano tapa kAyamI che. te Ave to sAruM sAruM khAvA-pIvAno, paheravA-oDhavAno jhaghaDo maTI jAya. badhI icchAo choDavA mATe tapa che. vAstavika koTino tapa jo jIvanamAM Ave to dAnaguNa paNa Ave, zIlaguNa paNa Ave ane bhAva to sadA jhaLahaLato ja rahe. je ApaNAmAM kharekharA dAna-zIla-bhAva guNane pedA kare tenuM nAma tapa ! A badhA guNo ApaNAmAM Ave to kalyANa thAya. sahu koi A badhA guNo meLavavAno prayatna kare ane vahelAmAM vaheluM AtmakalyANa sAdhe teja AzA sAthe pUrNa karuM chuM. siM. 2033 ne pra. zrAvaNavadi 5 ne gurUvAra tA. 4-8-77 nA roja vividha prakAranI tapazcaryA karanArAone Apela hitazikSA:] juo ! zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM dAna-zIla-tapa ane bhAva, e cAreya prakAranA dharmanuM sArAmAM sArI rItie pAlana karavuM te ja kharekharI zrI jinezvaradevonI bhakti che. temAM tapa e karmakSayanuM apUrvakoTinuM sAdhana che. temAM bAhya tapano mahimA eTalA mATe che ke, te atyaMtara tapane pedA karanAra che, ane pedA thayelA atyaMtara tapane nirmaLa karanAra che. bAhyatapa karanArA bhAgyazALI AtmAo potAnAmAM atyaMtara tapa pedA thAya tevI jAtino prayatna teo kare to, temanuM avazyameva kalyANa thAya temAM koi zaMkA nathI. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke- icchAnirodha e ja kharekhara tapa che. jeTalI bhautika icchAo che te badhI nAza pAme te ja tapanuM UMcAmAM UMcu pariNAma che. game teTalo tapa karavAmAM Ave, paNa jo bhautika Page 18 of 77

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icchAo nAza na pAme to te tapa AtmAnuM kalyANa karato nathI ane AtmAne saMsAramAM bhaTakavAnuM cAluM rahe che. "sArA padArtho pratyenI icchAono ane kharAba padArtho pratyenA dveSano nAza karavAno che." te rIte je koi AtmAo A tapanI ArAdhanA kare che teo zrI jinezvaradevanA dharmanI kharekhare bhakti kare che. tapanuM kharekhara phaLa zuM ? upasargA kSayaM yAnti, chidyante vidhnavallayaH / manaH prasannatAmeti, pUjyamAne jinezvare // zrI jinezvara devanI je sadA mATe pujA kare che, tene kAM to upasargo Ave nahi ane kadAca upasargo Ave to, te evI rIte upasargone sahana kare ke tene upasargo ii Ave nahi. tevI ja rIte te jIvane vighno Ave nahi ane kadAca vighno tene Ave to te vighnono evI rIte sAmano kare ke jethI tenA vighno nAza pAmI jAya. ane pharI tene vighno Ave nahi. upasargo ane vighnonI hAjarImAM ya tenA mananI prasannatA ja hoya eTale tene jo koi karma naDe nahi to te sIdho mokSe cAlyo jAya nahi to sadgatinI paraMparA sAdhIne vahelAmAM vahelo mokSe pahoMcI jAya. A rIte tapa karanArAo ane tapanuM udyApana karanArAo evI bhAvanA rAkhatA thai jAya ke- 'mArAmAM evI zakti kyAre Ave ke jethI, je tapa karIe te karatA karatA mArI saghaLIya icchAono nirodha thAya ane mAro A saMsAra jhaTa chUTI jAya. amArI sadgati nakkI thai jAya ane durgati baMdha thai jAya. sadgati sukha mATe nathI joitI paNa mokSa mArganI ArAdhanA cAlu rahe mATe joie che.' AvI bhAvanA rAkhI je koi jIva tapa kare kAM tapa karanArAonuM anumodana kare te vahelAmAM vahelo muktipadane pAme. tamo sau A rIte suMdara bhAvanApUrvaka ArAdhanAmAM lIna banI jAo ane vahelAmAM vahelA mokSane pAmo e ja sadAnI zubhAbhilASA sAtha pUrNa karuM chuM. [saM. 2033 nA pra.zrA.vadi-6 ne zukravAra tA. 6-8-77 a.sau. suzrAvikA bhAnumatIbena kundanalAla jhaverInA mAsakSamaNa nA pAraNA prasaMge pUjyapAdazrIjIe Apela prAsaMgika hitazikSA :] zrI arihaMta paramAtmAonA zAsanamAM tapadharmane eTalA mATe mahattvano mAnyo che ka Page 19 of 77

Page #20
tapadharmathI nirjarAdharmanI sAdhanA thAya che. kharekhara aNAhArI pada pAmavAnA irAdAthI ane duniyAnA paugalika padArthonA irachAnAzanA zubhairAdAthI tapa karavAmAM Ave to evI uttama nirjarA sadhAya che ane evo puNyabaMdha thAya che, ke jenA pratApe te jIvano saMsAra parimita thai jAya che, durgati baMdha thai jAya che ane sadgati sunizcita thai jAya che. ane bhavAMtaramAM tenA mATe zrI arihaMta deva, nirgatha gurU ane zuddhadharmano yoga sulabha thAya che ane tyAM paNa te jIva deva-gurU ane dharmanI sAmagrIno evo sadupayoga kare che ke tenI vahelAmAM vahelI mukti thAya che. A to tapa karanAranI vAta thai. paNa je AtmAo AvA prakArano tapa na karI zake paNa tapa karanAranI anumodanA kareanumodanA eTale ? tene thai jAya ke, "dhanya che A jIvone ! Avo adbhUta tyAga kare che ! AvA kaSTo veThe che ! ApaNI tAkAta nathI. paNa AvA uttama jIvonI anumodanA karIne huM paNa Avo tapA karanAra kyAre thAuM ?' AvI bhAvanA rAkhI anumodanA karavAthI tene paNa tapasvInA jevI. nirjarA thAya che. tapamAM sahAya karanArane paNa nirjarA thAya che ane tenA pratApe bhavAMtaramAM tene paNa tapanI evI suMdara sAmagrI maLe che ke vahelAmAM vahelI mukti sAdhI zake che. ApaNe tyAM zAe kahyuM che ke- karanAra, karanArane sahAya karanAra ane karanAranI sAcI anumodanA karanAra, A traNe sarakhI nirjarA sAdhe che, sarakho puNyabaMdha thAya che ane traNeno saMsAra parimita thAya che. tapa karanAra, tapamAM sahAya karanAra ane tapanI anumodanA karanArA bhAgyazALIo vahelAmAM vahelA muktipadane pAmanArA bano e ja eka zubhAbhilASA. Page 20 of 77

Page #21
[2033 bhA.su. 45 zanivAra, chAparIyA zerI, surata.] kSamApanAno marma anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo mAne che ke A vArSika parva upazama sAdhavA mATe che. koipaNa jIvanI sAthe svArtha khAtara kharAba bolAyuM hoya, manathI ya tenuM kharAba ciMtavAyuM hoya, koinuM ya mana dubhAyuM hoya. vacanathI koine duHkha thAya tevuM karyuM hoya, koinI sAthe kAMipaNa aNabanAva thayo hoya to tenI haiyApUrvaka mAphI mAMgavAnI che. vAstavika to evuM che ke je vakhate jenI sAthe aNabanAva banyo ke manaduHkha Adi thayuM hoya te ja vakhate tenI mAphI mAMgavI joie. ema na thai zakatuM hoya to dara paMdara divase to mAphI mAgI levI joie. ema paNa na banyuM to cAra mahine to mAphI mAgI zudhdha banavuM joie. pachI jo bAra mahine paNa tenI mAphI na mAgIe to kaSAyo anaMtAnubaMdhInA thai jAya, samakita Adi AtmaguNo nAza pAme ane bhavabhramaNa vadhI jAya. moTebhAge jeno to bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM rahelA jIvo sAthe paricayamAM rahe che, bIjAo sAthe jhAjho paricaya karatA nathI. eTale mana-vacana-kAyAthI kAMipaNa khoTuM thAya to te bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM rahelA jIvo sAthe thAya che. eTale tevuM thatAM tene khamAvI devo joie. tenA manane zAMti pamADavI joie, tenA haiyAne sAMtvana maLe tema karavuM joie. tenA manane zAMti thai ke nahi tenI khAtrI karavA te na bolAvato hoya to paNa tene sAmethI premapUrvaka bolAvavo joie, vAraMvAra tenA pratye premabhAva pradarzita karavo joie. gRhastha hoya to tene ghare jamavA bolAvavo. tenI suMdara bhakti karavI joie. AvuM karavA chatAM paNa jo teno vairabhAva na nIkaLe to te virAdhaka che, te ArAdhaka nathI banI zakato. je khame che, je upazame che teja ArAdhaka che. koinA pratye dubhava na thai jAya tenI kALajI rAkhIne jIvavuM joie chatAMya koinA pratye durbhAva thai jAya to AvA uttama prasaMgo pAmIne tene kADhI nAkhavAnI mahenata karavI joie. sAmo jIva kadAca na samaje, na mAne ane teno durbhAva na jAya to paNa ApaNI to ArAdhanA ja che. koi ayogya jIva sAthe aNabanAva thai gayo hoya to te aNabanAva na rahe tenI kALajI rAkhavI joie. tene khamAvI devo joie, nahi to te varabhAva sAthe ja Avaze. ane je je bhavamAM jaizuM tyAM je je sAruM karIzuM -dharma karIzuM to te vighna ja karaze. te vakhate jo ApaNuM ThekANuM nahi hoya ane bhAna bhUlIzuM to ApaNe ja hArI jaizuM. zrI pArzvanAtha svAmi bhagavAna ane kamaTha; agnizama ane guNasenanA draSTAMto prasiddha che ! Page 21 of 77

Page #22
ApaNe paNa jo kaSAyone kAbUmAM to ApaNo paNa saMsAra vadhI na lai zakIe ane tenI AdhInatAmAM bhUla karI besIe jAya ! A parva upazama pradhAnaparva che. je kaSAyone upazamAve che te A parvano ArAdhaka che. je jIva kaSAyone upazamAvI zakato nathI tene mATe A parva ArAdhanAnuM parva banI zakatuM nathI. sau kSamApanAnA A marmane samajI, A parvanA sAcA ArAdhaka banI vahelAmAM vahelA zAzvata sukhanA svAmI bano eja zubhAbhilASA. Page 22 of 77

Page #23
[2033 bhA.su. 7 ne somavAra, zrImatI lalitAbena lallubhAi jhaverI pauSadhazALA, chAparIyAzerI, surata. pUjaya munirAja zrI kIrtibhUSaNavi.ma. nAM 45 upavAsanI tapazcaryAnI pUrNAhuti nimitte Apela prAsaMgika:] anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM mokSanI ArAdhanA mATe saMvara ane nirjarA nAmanA dharmano upadeza pradhAna che. bhagavAne mAvelI saghaLIye samyaka kriyAo, saghaLAya samyaphagaNo, e badhA mohanIyAdi karmonA Azravane rokanArA che ane saMvara ane nirjarA dharmanI. ArAdhanA karAvanArA che. paraMta AtmA para lAgelA karmone kADhavA mATe bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM tapa nAmano UMcAmAM UMco dharma jJAnIoe upadezyo che. tenA dvArA ja UMcAmAM UMcI nirjarAnI sAdhanA thai zake che. saMpUrNa saMvara ane saMpUrNa nirjarA to caudame guNasthAnake sAdhI zakAya che. tene pAmavAne mATe bAra prakArano tapa jaina zAsanamAM vihita che. e tapa dharmamAM anazana nAmanAM tapano pahelo naMbara che. kemake jIva azanamAM ja paDelo che. khAdhA (AhAra) vinA cAle ja nahi, evI jIvanI anAdinI kuTeva che. jIva utpanna thAya ke tarata ja tene pahelo AhAra joie che. AhAra nAmanI saMjJA evI bhayaMkara che ke, te AkhA jagatane rakhaDAve che. e AhArano saMpUrNa tyAga tenuM nAma ja anazana che. ! bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM cha mahinAnA anazanano vidhi che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAe chA mahinAno tapa karyo hato. mATe temanA zAsanamAM cha mahinAnA tapano vidhi che. bhagavAna zrI kaSabhadevasvAmInA zAsanamAM bAra mahinAnA tapano ane bAkInA bAvIsa zrI tIrthakara paramAtmAonA zAsanamAM ATha mahinAnA tapano vidhi che. badhA AtmAonI A anazana karavAnI zakti na hoya, tevA AtmAo mATe UNodarI rasatyAga, kAyakaleza, parisaMlInatA ane vRttisaMkSepa nAmano bAhyatapa ane prAyazcita vinaya, vaiyAvacca, svAdhyAya, kAyotsarga ane dhyAna e cha prakArano atyaMtara tapa upadezela che. A badho tapa mahAnirjarAnuM kAraNa che. munirAjazrI kIrtibhUSaNa vijayajIe 83mI cAlu oLI para A doDha mAsano tapa karyo che. ane Aje pAraNuM paNa teo AyaMbIlathI ja karavAnA che. A rItie jo AtmA baLavAna thai jAya, azanano virodhI thai jAya to tenuM ghaNuM kalyANa thai jAya. jeNe aNAhArI banavuM haze, tene azananA virodhI banavuM ja paDaze. azananA virodhI banyA vinA nahi cAle. "saghaLAMya pAponuM mULa AhAra che. AhAra ja saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che. AhArathI veda vadhe che. AhArathI saMjJA vadhe che, AhArathI saghaLAM pApo vadhe che." eka AhAra saMjJA jItAi jAya to bAkInI badhI saMjJAo maravA ja paDelI che. parigraha, mithuna ane bhaya e traNeya saMjJA nAza pAme che. AhAra saMjJA jItAi gayA pachI parigraha saMjJAnuM zuM kAma ? pachI to AtmA evo Page 23 of 77

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nirbhaya banI jAya ke tenuM varNana na thAya. paNa kharI vAta to e che ke, vartamAnamAM tapa karyuM eTale tapa karyo, paNa tapa pUro thayA pachI tapa sAthe jANe kAMi lAge-vaLage nahi tapa sAthe saMbaMdha ja pUro thayo evI jAtinI hAlata thai jAya che. eTale te lAMbA tapane phAyadAkAraka banAvI zake nahi. jeo AvA tapa kare, cauda-cauda varSa lukhkho AhAra khAya, paNa jyAre te oLInAM pAraNAmAM Ave tyAre chaye vigaio tenI chAtI para caDhI bese, tene tapamAM rasa Avato nathI, tapanI jarUra paNa lAgatI nathI. azana mAtrano tyAga karavAnI vRtti AvI javI joie. badhA tapano abhyAsa tenA mATe ja karavAno che. A zarIrathI saMyama sAdhavAnuM che ane A zarIra AhAra vinA cAle evuM nathI. eTale A zarIrane bhADArUpe AhAra ApI devAno che. thoDuM evI rIte ApI devAnuM ke zuM ApyuM tenI khabara ja paDe nahi. A AhAranI koi asara AtmAne na thAya. AvI jAtinI manovRtti keLavAi jAya. toya kalyANa thai jAya. A rIte A bhavanI ArAdhanA thai jAya, to mukti vahelAmAM vahelI thai jAya. AvA abhyAsavALo AtmA samyaktvamAM AyuSya bAMdhe to ahIMthI devalokamAM jai pachI manuSyamAM AvIne muktie jAya ane kadAca samyaktva vI jAya to ahIMthI mahAvidehamAM jai saMyama pAmIne muktie jAya. saMsAramAM mukti sAdhavI konA mATe sahelI che ? je jIvane rasanA kAbumAM Ave tenA mATe. karmomAM jema mohanIya sauthI moTuM che. tema indriyomAM rasanA e sauthI bhAre indriya che. rasanA indriya kAbumAM AvI jAya eTale mohanIyAdi karmo kAbumAM AvI jAya. tapa e rasanAne jItavA mATe che ane rasanAne eTalA mATe jItavI che ke mohanIyAdi karmo jItavA che. A Adarza haiyAmAM rAkhI, tapa dharmano zakti mujaba suMdaramAM suMdara amala thai jAya pachI to A saMsAra chUTavAmAM kAMi vAra nathI. A jIvana sudharI jAya maraNa suMdara banI jAya, paraloka sArAmAM sAro maLI jAya to mukti vahelAmAM vahelI thAya. AvI rItinA AvA suMdara tapanA sau abhyAsI banI vahelAmAM vaheluM kalyANa sAdhI, A saMsArathI chUTI, muktipadane pAmo e ja eka mAtra zubhAbhilASA sAthe pUrNa karuM chuM. Page 24 of 77

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[2033 bhA.su. 10ne gurUvAra, chAparIyA zerI, surata. su. prakAzacandra maNIlAlanA dharmapatnI a.sau. sUryakAntAbenanA 16 upavAsanI tapazcaryA nimitte pUjayapAdazrIjIe Apela prAsaMgika hitazikSA :] Aje A tapano mahimA ujavAya che. zrI jainazAsanamAM tapa e paNa eka mahimAvaMto dharma che. AtmAne kamarahita banAvavAnuM UMcAmuM UMcu sAdhana tapa che. AvA tapadharmanuM vAstavika svarUpa jyAM sadhI samajAya nahi, tyAM sudhI bhale kAmacalAu te tapadharma karavAmAM Ave paNa vAstavika kAryasiddhi thAya nahi.' zrI jainazAsanane pAmelA AtmAonA haiyAmAM sadAmATe tapa beTho hoya. te mATe anaMtajJAnIoe bAra prakArano tapa vihita karelo che. jainazAsanane pAmelo jIva sadAya mokSanA dhyAnamAM ja hoya che "mAro saMsAra kyAre chu ! mane mokSanI prApti kyAre thAya !" pradhAnapaNe A sivAya bIjA vicArone tenA haiyAmAM sthAna hotuM nathI. e sivAya je bIjA vicAro Ave temAM A. saMsArathI chuTavAno ane mokSane pAmavAno ja hetu pradhAna hoya che. tenA pratApe te moTebhAge zubhadhyAnamAM rahe che ane nirjarA sAdhe che ane sAro puNyabaMdha kare che. tevA zubhavicAramAM magna evo jIva game tyAM rahelo hoya ane AyuSya bAMdhe to sagatinuM ja bAMdhe che.devalokamAM gayelA e AtmAne cena nathI paDatuM. tyAM paNa A devaloka kyAre chUTe? jhaTa manuSyabhavane pAmuM, sAdhu thAu, AjJA mujaba jIvana jIvI jhaTa A saMsArathI chUTI mokSe jAlyo jAuM' e ja vicAro hoya che. tenA pratApe te tyAM paNa apUrva nirjarA sAdhe che ane suMdara puNyabaMdha kare che. eTale tyAM rahelo te suMdarakoTino puNyabaMdha karI, manuSyapaNAnuM AyuSya bAMdhI, manuSyapaNAmAM pUrepUrI ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI pAmI, sAdhupaNuM lai suMdara prakAre ArAdhI, kevaLajJAna pAmI, te ja bhavamAM mokSe cAlyo jAya che ane jo haju saMsAramAM rahevAnuM bAkI hoya to devalokamAM jAya che te rIte sadgatinI paraMparA Page 25 of 77

Page #26
sAdhI mokSe jAya che. zrI jainazAsanano pAmelo ane tenI yathAzakti ArAdhanA karanAro jIva sAdhu hoya ke zrAvaka hoya, paNa te sAta-ATha bhAvathI vadhAre saMsAramAM raheto nathI. sAta ATha bhavamAM jarUra mokSe cAlyo jAya che. te badho pratApa zubha dhyAnano che. te zubha dhyAnanI prApti mATe anazana karavAnuM che, uNodarI karavAnI che, rasatyAga, vRttisaMkSepa, kAyakaleza ane saMlInatA paNa e zubha dhyAna mATe ja karavAnA che. jainazAsanane A rIte pAmelo jIva prAyazcita, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, svAdhyAya, ane kAyotsarga e atyaMtara taponI ArAdhanA paNa A zubha dhyAna mATe ja kare ! A rIte zubha dhyAnamAM rahela te jIva evI nirjarA sAdhe che ke te saMsAramAM rahyo hoya te ya karma yoge ja. bAkI te saMsAranA mahemAna jevo hoya ! AvI dazA pAmavA mATe tene khAvA-pIvAnuM maLyuM hovA chatAM, upabhoga-paribhoganI sukhasAmagrI maLI hovA chatAM anazanAdi bAra prakArano tapa suMdara rIte ArAdhe che. A anAdithI vaLagelo saMsAra kyAre chUTI jAya ane mokSa kyAre maLe te sivAya teno bIjo koi hetu hotA nathI. jema duniyAmAM paNa vepArIne vepAranA vicAra sadA cAlu hoya che, kAmIne kAmanA vicAro, arthIne arthaprAptinA vicAro satata cAlu hoya che tema jJAnI purUSo mAve che ke jene bhagavAnanuM zAsana maLI gayuM che, bhagavAnanuM anupama zAsana haiyAmAM pariNAma pAmI gayuM che tene A saMsAra vadhAravAno, saMsArane khIlavavAno, saMsAramAM rahIne mojamajA karavAno ke sukha bhogavavAno vicAra hoya ja nahi. tene to A saMsArathI kyAre chUTakAro pAmuM, kyAre muktine pAmuM e ja vicAra hoya che. A rIte tapa karanAra AtmAo, tapadharmanI sAcA bhAve anumodanA karanArA AtmAo A bhAvanAmAM sadA mATe ramatA thai jAya ane e bhAvanAnA baLe bhagavAnanA zAsananI yathAzakti saMdaramAM suMdara rItie ArAdhanA karanAra thai jAya to te badhA jIvonuM avazya AtmakalyANa thayA vinA rahe nahi. tamo sau A saMsAra sAgarathI chUTI, vahelAmAM vahelA mukti sukhanA bhoktA bano eja eka zubhAbhilASA. Page 26 of 77

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[2034, phAgaNavadi - 1, zanivAra, tA.-25-3-78 su. bakubhAi maNIlAlane baMgale amadAvAda.] anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo kramAve che ke mahApuNyano udaya hoya tyAre ja Avo dharmasAmagrIsaMpanna manuSya janma maLe che. A manuSya janma evo uttama koTino che ke jo ene jIvatAM AvaDe to A manuSyajanma narakagati ane tiryaMca gati baMdha karI de evo che ane jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rahevAnuM hoya tyAM sudhI devagati ane manuSyagati ja nakkI karI de tevo che. A rIte pAMca-sAta bhavamAM te jIvano saMsArathI chUTakAro thai jAya che. Avo manuSya janma ApaNane badhAnA maLyo che. jJAnIo kahe che ke- A manuSyajanmano saMsAranI sAdhanAmAM upayoga karavo te teno bhAremAM bhAre durUpayoga che. A manuSyajanmamAM saMsAranI sAdhanA kare tenA mATe A janmA saMkhyAta-asaMkhyAta-anaMtakALa sudhI durlabha thai jAya che. ApaNe kamamAM kama eTaluM to karavuM ja joie jethI A manuSyajanma durlabha na thatAM sulabha bane. paNa A kyAre bane ? A manuSya janmamAM saMsAranI sAdhanA karavA jevI ja nathI. e karavI paDe to te mAro bhAremAM bhAre pApodaya che. AvI jene haiyAthI pratitI thai jAya tene mATe bane. Avo jIva saMsAramAM rahe to paNa saMsAranI pravRtti karavAnuM tenuM mana hoya nahi paNa karmayoge te pravRtti tene karavI paDe. mATe ja zrI jainazAsanamAM sAdhu-sAdhvI zrAvaka-zrAvikAnI eka ja gati kahI che. sAdhu-sAdhvI sArA ArAdhaka hoya ane badhI anukULa sAmagrI hoya to te ja bhavamAM muktie cAlyA jAya tema zrAvaka-zrAvikA paNa sArA ArAdhaka hoya ane kALAdi badhI sAmagrI anukULa maLI hoya to tenI paNa te ja bhavamAM mukti thayA vinA rahe nahi ane jo kALa vigere sAmagrI anukaLa na hoya to te badhA vaimAnikamAM to niyamA ja jAya. Avo sAro A manuSyajanma che. temAM samajune saMsAranI sAdhanA karavAnuM mana hoya nahi. paNa karma evA bhUMDA che ke samajunI pAse paNa saMsAranI sAdhanA karAve ja. te vakhate tenuM haiyuM mAne ke huM bahu nabaLo chuM tethI A karma mArI pAse mAruM mana na hovA chatAM baLAtkAre A pravRtti karAve che. haiyAthI te pravRtti nahi karato hovAthI, saMsAranI pravRtti karavA chatAM te jIva karmane khapAve che. AvA jIva mATe A janma sulabha che. bAkI A manuSyajanmamAM je jIvo saMsAranI sAdhanA kare che, saMsAra sukhamAM majhA kare che temanA mATe A janma bhayaMkara nukzAna karanAra che. bhaviSyamAM durlabha thanAra che. bhagavAnano sAco zrAvaka to kahI ja zake ke-"meM A manuSya- janmano upayoga Page 27 of 77

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icchApUrvaka hRdayapUrvaka saMsAranI sAdhanAmAM karyuM ja nathI. meM je kAMi saMsAranI pravRtti karI che te karmanA hukamathI karI che. mAro evo ja pApodaya hato ke huM karmanA hukamane avagaNI zakyo nahi, mATe ja mAre saMsAranI sAdhanA karavI paDI che.' Aje AvuM tamArAthI bolI zakAya evuM che ? nA. kema ? roja bhagavAnanA darzana karavA chatAM, bhagavAnanI pUjA-bhakti karavA chatAM, sAdhuonI sevA karavA chatAM, aneka prakAranI dharmapravRtti karavA chatAM A pratitI ja thai nathI. A saMsAranI sAdhanA karavA jevI ja nathI evI haiyAnI pratitI thai che ? cothe ane pAMcame guNaThANe rahelA jIvone saMsAramAM ja rahevAnuM che. te badhA jIvo kahe che ke- saMsAranI sAdhanA amArI icchAthI nahi paNa karmanA hukamathI ja karIe chIe. tevA jIva mATe manuSya janma sulabha che. te jIvanI mukti na thAya tyAM sudhI tenI UMcI UMcI devagati ane manuSyagati thavAnI che. AvA jIvane saMsAramAM saMsArI tarIke jIvavAmAM AnaMda nathI. tene to mokSanA ArAdhaka tarIke jIvavAmAM AnaMda che. teja jIva sAco dharmI che. bhagavAna zrI jinezvara devano sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA rUpa zrI saMgha saMsArano mahemAna che. zrAvaka-zrAvikA saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM saMsAranA mahemAna tarIke jIve che, kAraNake saMsAramAM hRdayapUrvaka nathI raheto. hRdayapUrvaka to te mokSe ja javA icche che. AvI dazA meLavavI ApaNA mATe sulabha che. mAtra ApaNuM mana pharI javuM joie. jo mana na to kAma na thAya. jenuM mana pharI jAya te to kahI zake ke, huM saMsAranI sAdhanA manapUrvaka nathI karato. huM haiyAthI to mokSanI ja sAdhanA karuM chuM. te mATe dharmanI sAdhanA karuM chuM. AvA jIvanI jeTalI dharmanI pravRtti che te paNa badhI mokSa mATe che tema saMsAranI pravRtti paNa mokSa mATe che. saMsArathI chUTavA mATe che. tevA jIvanI karmayoge thatI saghaLI saMsAranI pravRtti, karma khapAvanArI ja bane che. jJAnI mahApurUSo mAve che ke, samakita draSTi jIva saMsAramAM rahe kharo paNa saMsAramAM rame nahi. tenuM zarIra saMsAramAM hoya paNa mana mokSamAM ja hoya. tenI badhI saMsAranI pravRtti karmanirjarA mATe ja thAya. te bhogave sukha chatAM tene puNyabaMdha ja thAya, karmanirjarA thAya ane guNasthAnaka pratyayika je pApabaMdha thAya te paNa alpa thAya. bhagavAnanA sAdhu-sAdhvI-zrAvaka-zrAvikA mokSanA ja sAdhaka kahevAya che. zaktivALAe ghara-bArAdi choDI dIdhA che ane zaktivagaranA gharamAM beThA che. paNa gharamAM rahevuM nathI. jema dhAvamAtA hoya ane te rAjAnA putrane pALe, moTo kare, lAlanapAlana kare paNa tene rAga to potAnA putra para ja hoya. tema samyadraSTi jIva kuTuMbanuM pAlana kare, saMsAranI pravRtti Adi kare paNa teno rAga mokSa para ja hoya. tenI saMsAranI badhI pravRtti dharmamaya hoya. tene koi nikAcIta karma na naDe to mokSe cAlyo ja samajo. musAphTa hoya te visAmo levA bese to te besavA mATe ke adhika cAlavA mATe ? ApaNe to mAtra manovRtti ja badalavAnI che. badhA ja sAdhu thai jAya, badhA ja mAsakhamaNanA pAraNe mAsakhamaNano tapa karI zake evuM bane nahi. tevI badhAnI zakti hoya paNa nahi. jIva sAdhu na thayo eTale te mokSano ArAdhaka nathI paNa saMsArano sAdhaka che ema kahevAya ja nahi. tame badhA saMsAranI sAdhanA karo cho ne ? tame badhA navakAramaMtrane gaNanArA cho te dvArA paMca Page 28 of 77

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parameSThIne namaskAra karanArA cho, upAsanA karanArA cho. paMca parameSThIno upAsaka saMsAranI sAdhanA kare kharo ? ApaNA paMca parameSThI saMsArathI para che temanI ArAdhanA karanAro saMsAranI ArAdhanA karanAro hoya? samakita evo UMco guNa che ke jIvana AkhuM sAthe rahe, maratAMya sAthe rahe. paralokamAM ya sAthe Ave ane ema karatAM TheTha mokSe mUkI Ave. A manuSya janma saMsAranI sAdhanA mATe nathI paNa mokSanI sAdhanA mATe ja che. emAM saMsAranI sAdhanA karavI paDe te bhAre pApodaya hoya to ja karavI paDe paNa te karavA jevI nathI ja. AvuM haiyAmAM nizciMta thai jAya to beDo pAra thai jAya. A vAta samajI jIvanamAM jIvatA thAva to A manuSyajanma sulabha bane ane vahelAmAM vahelI muktinI prApti thai jAya. sau AvI dazAne pAmo te ja zubhAbhilASA. Page 29 of 77

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[2034, ravivAra, zrA.su. 2.] anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAonA zAsanamAM, uttamamAM uttama nirjarA sAdhIne AtmAnuM kalyANa sAdhavAno uttama upAya jJAna pUrvakano tapa kahyo che. A tapa je atmAone sAcA bhAve pariNAma pAme tenA kaSAyo kSINa thayA vinA rahe nahi. kaSAyakSINa thayA vinA AtmA AgaLa vadhato ja nathI. ApaNe tyAM samyakatva pAmavA ke dezavirati pAmavA ke sarvavirati pAmavA ke vItarAgatA pAmavA kaSAyone mAravA ja paDe che. kaSAyone mAravAno adbhuta upAya tapa che. te paNa saMvarapUrvakano hoya to AtmAno vahelo nistAra kare che. to mArI bhalAmaNa che ke je koi AtmAnI zakti hoya te tapa dharmanuM ArAdhana karI, prayatnapUrvaka kaSAyone nirmala karI, AtmaguNone pAmI vahelAmAM vahelA muktipadane pAmo te ja sadAnI zubhAbhilASA. [zanivAra, tA. 19-8-76, 2034, zrAvaNa vadi-1.] anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAoe A bhayAnaka saMsArathI pAra pAmavA dAna-zIla-tapa-bhAva svarUpa cAra prakArano dharma kahyo che. te dAna-zIla ane tapa jo karavAmAM Ave to te dAna-zIla-tapa, AtmAne saMsArathI bacAvI mokSe pahoMcADavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. bhagavAne tapa dharma eTalA mATe kahyo che ke, AtmA anAdikALathI aneka jAtinI icchA ane tRSNAmAM pIDAi rahyo che. te tapanA prabhAvathI tRSNA baLI jAya che ane icchAo nAza pAme che. jenA kAraNe jIvano jo vIrSollAsa vadhI jAya to ratnatrayI paNa pAmI zake che ane suMdara ArAdhI. zake che. "anAdithI bhayaMkara koTinA karmo AtmAmAM paDyA che tene halAvIne nAza kare, jethI saMsAranI mamatA utarI jAya." A hetu siddha na thAya to te bhagavAnanA zAsanano tapa ja nathI. bhagavAne saMsArane asAra kahI sukha mAtrane asAra kahyuM che. sArI cIjInI icchA thAya tene ya pApa Page 30 of 77

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kahyuM che. saMsAranI sArAmAM sArI cIjonI icchA pApanA udayathI ja thAya che. ApaNane kevI kevI icchAo thAya che tenuM varNana thAya tema che ? te saghaLIya icchAono nAza karavAnuM sAmarthya tapamAM che. te tapa kharekhara jo AtmAmAM pariNAma pAme to saMsAra tenA mATe bhayaMkara nathI ane mokSa najIka che. A tapa sulabha banAvavA saghaLI tRSNA ane icchAono nAza karavA abhyAsa keLavo jarUrI che. AtmA tRSNA-icchAthI para bane, Atma svarUpamAM ramaNatA kare ane AjJA mujaba tapa dharmanuM ArAdhana kare to teno vahelAmAM vahelo nistAra thAya. sau A vAta samajI te mujaba karavA prayatnazIla bano te ja zubhAbhilASA. Page 31 of 77

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[2034 zrAvaNa vadi-7 ne gurUvAra, tA. 24-8-78 su. ramaNalAla vajecaMdane baMgale.] anaMta upakArI zrI jinezvara devonA zAsanamAM tapanuM UMcAmAM UMcu sthAna che. kemake, vinA tape karmanirjarA thatI nathI. "bAhya tapano hetu indriyo ane kaSAyo para vijaya meLavavAno che." AtmA jo indriyo ane kaSAyo para vijaya meLave nahi to UMcAmAM UMco tapa, je suMdara koTinuM mAnasika dhyAna che tene te pAmI zakato nathI. "manane saMsArathI uThAvI mokSamAM sthApana karavuM te ja sAcuM dhyAna che." jJAnI kahe che ke samyagdaSTi AtmAnuM zarIra saMsAramAM hoya che ane mana mokSamAM hoya che. duniyAnI koipaNa pravRtti karato hovA chatAM tenuM mana te pravRttimAM hotuM ja nathI. "A saMsAra nathI joito ane mokSa ja joie che.' AvuM mana banAvavuM te ja UMcAmAM UMcI koTinuM dhyAna che. A dhyAnanA ja baLe vAMsaDA para nAcatA nAcatA, rAjagAdI para beThA beThA, strIne zaNagAratA zaNagAratA kevaLajJAna pAmyAnA dAkhalA ApaNe tyAM che. te jAtinuM dhyAna meLavavA AkhA saMsArathI mana uThAvavuM paDe. A kyAre bane ? indriyo ane kaSAya ApaNe AdhIna bane to. koipaNa cIja para mana coMTe ja nahi. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ApaNe karavA hoya to ja karIe; nahi to nahi ja. A viSaya ane kaSAya para kAbU meLavavA ja zrI jainazAsanamAM bAhyatapano mahimA ghaNo che. ghaNA bhAgyazALI AtmAo 8-16-30 upavAsAdi bAhyatapa karI zAsanane dIpAve che. jo te AtmAoe indriya-kaSAya para vijaya meLavyo hoya to te tapa lekhe lAge che ane jo te indriya-kaSAya para vijaya na meLavyo hoya to te tapa kAyakaSTa mAtra ja che, te nirjarAnuM kAraNa banato nathI. manane mokSamAM ja rAkhavuM ane saMsAranI pravRtti karavA chatAM, temAM pesavA na devuM te saheluM kAma che ? indriya ane kaSAya para vijaya meLavyA vinA bane tema nathI. ane te be para vijaya meLavavA bAhyatapa paNa jarUrI che. "rasanA" para vijaya na Ave to AyaMbila tapa na thAya. AyaMbila eTale ja rasanAno tyAga. cha mAMthI eka vigai vaparAya nahi. te vigainA tyAgapUrvaka jIvavuM ane indriya-kaSAya para vijaya meLavavo che; te dhyeya na hoya to varSo sudhI-mahinAo sudhI AyaMbila tapa karanArA indriyo ane kaSAya para kAbU meLavI zakatA nathI. indriyo ane kaSAya para vijaya meLavavA zrI vItarAganA zAsanamAM bhAvapUrvaka bAhyatAnuM vidhAna che. pahelA zrI tIrthaMkara devanA zAsanamAM 12 mahinA, carama zrI tIrthapatinA zAsanamAM cha mahinA ane bAvIza zrI tIrthaMkara devonA zAsanamAM ATha mahinAnA upavAsa jIvo karI zake che. mATe ja te bAhyatAno ghaNo mahimA che ane viSaya-kaSAya para vijaya meLavavAnuM adbhuta sAdhana A bAhyata: che. mATe A tapano mahimA samajI je bhAgyazALIo A tapa kare che temanuM dana che. je bhAgyazALIo zaktinA abhAve tevA prakArano tapa nathI karI zakatA; paNa tevo tapa karavAnA bhAva rAkhe te ya prazaMsanIya che. A tapa karI e pariNAma meLavavAnuM che ke, mana saMsAramAMthI UThAvI mokSamAM karavAnuM che. Page 32 of 77

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mokSa ja sAdhavo che, te kAma sAdhIe to beDo pAra thai jAya. tamAruM mana kyAM che ? mokSamAM ke saMsAramAM ? mana mokSa tarapha jAya to paramAtmA tarapha dhyAna jAya. ApaNane bhagavAna zrI arahiMtadevo zA mATe game che ? mokSamArga batAvyo mATe ne ? e ja temano moTAmAM moTo upakAra che mATe ne ? zrI siddha paramAtmAA karatAMya paheluM pada zA mATe zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnuM mUkyuM ? zrI siddha paramAtmAo saghaLAM ya karmothI rahita che jyAre zrI arihaMta paramAtmA to cAra ja karmothI rahita che. chatAM zrI navakAra mahAmaMtramAM prathama pade kema ? mokSamArga batAvyo mATe. zrI sidhdhapaNuM e zrI arihaMtapaNAnuM phaLa che ema zAtre kahyuM che. kemake zrI arihaMta paramAtmAe upadezelA mokSamArge cAlI mokSe gayA che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmA para prema na jAge to A saMsAra parathI mana na UThe. A saMsAra parathI mana na UThe ane tapa kare toya saMsAra vadhe, A indriyo ane kaSAya para kAbU Ave nahi. tapa karanAre roja AtmAna pUchavAnuM ke indriya ane kaSAya para kAbU Avyo che ? jo te be para kAbU nathI to kAbU meLavavA prayatna kara. zAe kahyuM che ke, krodha te tapanuM ajIrNa che, abhimAna e jJAnanuM ajIrNa che. ajIrNa zAthI ? zrI arihaMta paramAtmA na gamyA, temano mokSamArga na gamyo mATe. zrI arihaMta devane ane mokSane mAnyA vinA tapa kare to te lekhe lAgato nathI. mana saMsArathI uThADI mokSe sthApita karavA ya A tapa kare to ya ghaNI nirjarA thAya. A rIte tapano mahimA samajI, manane samajAvI samajAvIne indriya-kaSAyathI dUra karI, mokSamAM ja sthApita karavAno je koi prayatna kare te jhaTa moze pahoMce che. sau koi A samajI mokSane meLavavA ja yatnazIla bano ane vahelAmAM vahelA paramapadane pAmo e ja zubhAbhilASA. Page 33 of 77

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[2034 zrAvaNavadi-8, somavAra, tA.28-8-08.] anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM bhAvapUrvakano tapadharma, e eTalo badho anupama che ke, tenA yoge, AtmA karmono kSaya karIne guNone pAme che ane pariNAme muktipadane pAme che. bAhyatapano mahimA varNavyo che, te eTalA mATe ke, te AtmAnA-atyaMtara tapane jagADanAra che, atyaMtara tapanuM poSaNa karanAra che ane atyaMtara tapanI chellI kakSAe pahoMcADavAnI tAkAta dharAvanAra che. atyaMtara tapa vinA AtmAnA ekapaNa guNanI prApti jIvane thatI nathI. tapamAM kaSAyono nAza karavAnI zakti che. paNa te kaSAyono nAza karavAnI zakti kyAre Ave ? AtmA viSayothI parAgamukha bane to. khAvA-pIvAdinI, moja-majAdinI icchAono nAza karavAnI tAkAta bAhyatAmAM che. paNa jIva tano te mATe upayoga kare to. viSayavAsanA nAza pAme to kaSAyo nAza pAmavAnA ja che. viSayo- mojamajA ane tenI icchAo jo bhaMDI na lAge to A bAhyatapa, atyaMtara tapa jagADavAnI zakti dharAvato nathI. mAtra tenAthI pUNyabaMdha thAya che paNa tenA udayakALamAM jIvane bhAna bhUlAvIne phrI durgatinA darzana karAve che. bAhyatapa, atyaMtara tapane kyAre jagADe ? jIva viSayothI parAgamukha bane to. pAMce indriyomAM rasanA indriya bhayaMkara che, teno vijaya na meLave to badho tapa nakAmo che. rasanAnA vijaya mATe bAhyatapa jarUrI che. te atyaMtara tapane tyAre ja jagADe ke-mokSanI ja icchA thAya ane saMsAranI icchA nAza pAme to. A saMsAra nathI joito ane mokSa ja joie che." AvI jAtinI vicAraNA svarUpa dhyAnamAM evI zakti che ke, te anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyone moLA pADe che, mithyAtvane khaseDe che ane samakitane pamADe che. te ja dhyAna kramasara dezavirati ane sarvaviratine paNa pamADe che. A dhyAna Ave to mana mokSamAMja sthira thAya eTale bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanA vicAromAM sthira thAya. dharmadhyAnanI prApti Page 34 of 77

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AjJA mujabanA padArthonI samajathI thAya che. jema jema samaja vadhe, vicAraNA vadhe tema tema dravya guNa ane paryAyomAM mana vadhu sthira thAya ane tenA pratApe AtmA zreNi para ArUDha thAya, jethI mohanIyA mare, vItarAga bane, kevaLajJAna pAmI, ayogI thai mokSane pAme. zrI jinazAsanamAM viSayavAsanAne mAravA mATe, mohajanya icchAono nAza karavA mATe bAhya tapano mahimA ghaNo che. mATe A rIte sau bAhyatAno mahimA samajI, zakti anusAra te tapa karavAno purUSArtha Adare to viSayanA vijetA bane ane kaSAyanA vijetA banavAne purUSArtha kare, jenA pariNAme prAyazcita, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, svAdhyAya, dhyAna ane kAussagna svarUpa atyaMtara tapanI avasthAne pAmI muktipadane pAme. [2034 zrAvaNavadI - 11, maMgaLavAra, tA. 29-8-78 pa3 upavAsanA pAraNA prasaMge], anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM bAhyatAnuM vidhAna eTalA mATe che ke mArA AtmAne atyaMtara tapa pAmavAmAM aMtarAya karanAra jeTalA karmo che teno te nAza karanAra che. jyAM sudhI sakala karmono nAza na thAya tyAM sudhI mukti maLe nahi. paNa tyAM sudhI mArI sadgati kAyamI banI rahe-jethI mokSamArganI ArAdhanA cAlu rahe-te irAdAthI bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM karAto tapa khUba khUba prazaMsApAtra che. te tapane laine ja temanuM bahumAna-sanmAna thAya che. jenA gharamAM AvA suMdara tapa karanArA hoya, te ghara bhagavAnanA zAsanane samarpita ja hoya. tenA gharamAM jainAcAra jIvatAM ja hoya. tenA gharamAM koi rAtribhojana kare nahi, abhakSya bhakSaNa hoya nahi, navakArazIne covihAra to hoya ja. tapa karanAra pote sagurU yoga hoya to jinavANI zravaNa kare, ubhaya kALa Avazyaka kare, svAdhyAyAdi kare to tapa karanAranA gharo jaina zAsanane samarpita banyA vinA rahe nahi. jeo Avo tapa na karI zake, teotapanuM ane tapasvInuM anumodana kare ke"dhanya Amane ! amArAmAM paNa zakti Ave to ame ya AvI ArAdhanA karIe to temane ya lAbha thAya. jo dareka jaina gharomAM navakArazI ane covihAra tapa cAlu hota ane AgaLanA tapa karavAnI Page 35 of 77

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bhAvanA hota to badhA ja dhIme dhIme tapamAM AgaLa vadhe ane te paNa AvA tapasvI bane. ApaNe AvA tapanI anumodanArthe bhegA thayA chIe. to A vAta samajI, bAhyatapanuM Asevana karI, atyaMtara tapa-mokSa pAmavAnuM ane saMsAra choDavAnuM lakSa karI; tenA sAdhana samyagajJAna, samyagdarzana ane samyakracAritra che - tene pAmavAno purUSArtha kare to A saMsAra tene mATe sAgara nathI paNa khAbociyuM che. tenA laMghavAmAM khAmI Ave nahi ane muktipadano svAmI bane. sau bAhyatAno mahimA samajI tenA Asevana dvArA atyaMtara tapane pAmI vahelAmAM vahelAM paramapadane pAmo e ja zubhecchA. [2034, bhAdaravA sudi-1 ne ravivAra, tA. 2-9-78. dazA poravADa sosA.] anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAoe bhavya jIvonA nitAra mATe aneka prakArano dharma upadezyo che. temAM mAvelo A tapadharma evo uccakoTino dharma che ke, jene e tapadharmanI suMdaramAM suMdara prakAre ArAdhanA karatAM AvaDI jAya to te jarUra thoDA ja vakhatamAM A saMsArathI. vistAra pAmI paramapadane pAmI zake che. temAM bAhyatapa paNa eTalA mATe mahimAvaMto che ke, te Page 36 of 77

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atyaMtara tapane poSanAro che, atyaMtara tapane nirmaLa banAvanAro che. AkhA saMsAranA je sukho ane te sukhanI saghaLI ya sAmagrI, tenI je icchA, e icchAno. nirodha e ja moTAmAM moTI vastu che. e icchAono nirodha karavA mATenuM adbhuta sAdhana jo koi hoya to e ApaNA bhagavAnanA zAsanano bAhyatapa che. je jIvo A vAta samaje nahi, jeonA haiyAmAM A vAta asthimajjA banI nathI ane khAlI bAhyatapa karyA kare che ane atyaMtara tapa pAmavAnuM jemanuM lakSa paNa nathI teone A bAhyatama kAMi lAbha na kare. tenAthI to temane thoDuM ghaNuM puNya baMdhAi jAya che. paNa te puNyathI prApta thayelI sukhasAmagrI tene saMsAranA bhUlAvAmAM nAkhyA vagara rahe ja nahi. A saMsAranA sukha ane sukhanI saghaLIya sAmagrI evI bhUMDAmAM bhUMDI che ke te AtmAnA svarUpane samajavA detI nathI, AtmAnuM virUpa zuM te jANavA detI nathI, AtmAnA hitAhitano vicAra ja karavA detI nathI, paraloka ke mokSanI yAdI ja thavA detI nathI. tevA A saMsAranA sukha ane sakhanI sAmagrInI icchAo marI jAya te mATe zrI jinazAsanamAM bAhya tapano ghaNo ja mahimA che. te vinA atyaMtara tapanI prApti thavAnI nathI. jeo khAvApIvAdinI mojamajAmAM paDyA che, jeo saMsAranI sukhasAmagrIone majethI vaLagI paDyA che, jeo AtmAnA hitanI ciMtA sadaMtara bhUlI gayA che, jeo mAtra zarIranI ja sArasaMbhALamAM paDI gayA che teo kadi A zAsananA atyaMtara tapane pAmI zakavAnA ja nathI. A bAhyatapa dvArA viSayasukha ane kaSAyasukha tarapha jema jema abhAva thato jAya che tema tema jIvo atyaMtara tapa pAmatA jAya che. ema karatA karatA A bhavane aMte evI dazAne pAme che ke temane manohara maraNanI prApti thAya che, jenA pratApe paraloka paNa evo suMdara bane che ke tyAM paNa teo bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanA dharmanA mArge vadhune vadhu AgaLa vadhatA jAya che. tenA pratApe teo thoDA ja bhavamAM potAnA AtmAnA sAcA svarUpane pAmI jAya che. mATe sau tapano mahimA samajI, zakti mujaba jIvanamAM jIvI vahelAmAM vahelA paramapadane pAmo e ja zubhAbhilASA. [2034, bhAdaravA sudi-3 ne maMgaLavAra, tA. 4-9-78.] Page 37 of 77

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ApaNA saunA mahAbhAgyano udaya che ke ApaNe sahu bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnuM zAsana pAmyA chIe. A zAsananI vAstavika prApti thai ema kyAre kahevAya ? jene thAya ke- "A saMsAra rahevA jevo nathI. AtmAnuM sAcuM sthAna mokSa ja che. A saMsAra to karme vaLagADyo che." ATalI pratIti thAya to bhagavAna haiyAmAM vasI gayA kahevAya. A bhakti paNa tyAre ja Le. ApaNe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM chIe mATe temane je vAta kahI, te ja vAtA anaMtA zrI arihaMta paramAtmAoe kahI che ke- "A saMsAra kameM saryo che. karma na hota to A saMsAra na hota. anAdithI karma vaLagyA che mATe ApaNe bhaTakIe chIe. A saMsAra jIvanuM sthAna nathI. jIvane du:kha vinAnuM, kadi nAza na pAme tevuM. koi cIjanI jarUra na paDe tevuM sukha joie che. te sukha mokSa vinA kazuM nathI. bicArA jIvo sukha mATe, saMsAramAM phAMphA mAre che paNa kyAMya sAcuM sukha maLatuM nathI. thoDuM ghaNuM bhautika sukha maLe to temAM gAMDA thai, saMsAramAM bhaTakavA cAlyA jAya che." jJAnIo mAne che ke- 'dAna e lakSmIthI chUTavA mATe che, zIla e bhogathI chUTavA mATe che ane tapa e saMsAranAM sukha ane sukhanI sAmagrInI icchA maTI jAya - kemake te icchA ja saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanArI che - te mATe tapa che." A dAna-zIla ane tapa kyAre Le ? ke "A saMsAra rahevA jevo nathI, mokSa ja meLavavA jevo che." Avo bhAva pragaTe to. dAna kare paNa dhananI mUcchano abhAva nA thAya, zIla pALe paNa bhogano abhAva na thAya, tapa kare paNa khAvA-pIvAdinI mojamajAno abhAva nA thAya to bhagavAnanI vAta bese nahi, bhagavAnanI vAta bese nahi to jIvanamAM Ave nahi. jIvanamAM Ave nahi to cAra gati rUpa saMsAramAM bhaTakI bhaTakIne dama nIkaLI jAya. ahIMthI kyAM javAnA chIe tenI jo khAlI hoya to to ApaNe bhAgyazALI chIe. tevI khAtrI na hoya to paNa ApaNe kahevuM che ke- have ame ahIMthI marIne naraka-tiryaMcamAM javAnA nathI paNa deva-manuSyagatimAM javAnA chIe, kemake ApaNane bhagavAna maLyA che, bhagavAnanuM zAsana maLyuM che. deva-manuSya gatimAM paNa zrI arihaMta paramAtmA vinA koi zaraNa nathI. temane mAvela dAna-zIla-tapa vinA AcaravA jevI. koi cIja nathI. A bhAva Ave to haiyAmAM bhagavAna vase, sau A bhAva pedA thAya tevI zakti pAmo e ja zubhAbhilASA. Page 38 of 77

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[2034, bhAdaravA suda-4 ne budhavAra, tA. 6-8-78.] je je bhAgyazAlIoe aThThama-aThThAi ke tethI adhika tapa karyo che ane Avo tapa karavAnI zaktivALA jIvo ghaNA bhAgyazALI che. AvuM parva pAmIne zakti anusAra je jIvo tapa kare che te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. AvA jIvonI bhakti karavAno paNa zAstra upadeza Apyo che. zrI paryuSaNA mahAparvamAM Avo tapa karI zakanAranA jIvanamAM have rAtribhojana-abhakSyabhakSaNa baMdha thai javAnuM ? navakArazI ane covihAra zarU thavAnA ? Avo tapa karanArA jo - rAte khAvAmAM, abhakSyabhakSaNamAM vAMdho nahi, navakArazInI zI jarUra che ema ja mAnatA hoya to to teno eka ja artha che ke - tene bhagavAnanuM zAsana samajAyuM nathI. saMsAra parathI udvega jAgyo nathI, mokSanI icchA thai nathI. tame sau AvuM suMdara bhagavAnanuM zAsana pAmyA cho, AvI tapa karavAnI zakti maLI che, to te badhA - ekavAra paNa maLe to ya cAle Avo nirNaya kare to tapano mahimA jagatamAM gAje, vartamAnamAM tapa karanAranI niMdA karavAmAM Ave che. temane khoTA pADavA bhAre paDe che. loka kahe che ke"zenA tapasvI ! rAte khAya che. abhakSya khAya che. khAvA-pIvAmAM ya viveka nathI.' Ama bolavAnI taka na Ave, tema tapa karanArA samajI jAya ane zAsana haiyAmAM UtAre toya tapa dIpI UThe. ApaNe tyAM AjJA ja pradhAna che. ApaNe AjJA mujaba cAlavuM che. koi bhUla batAve to sudhAravI che. paNa koi bhUla karAvavA mAge to kadi karavI nathI. tapa karavAnI zaktivALA tapa pote jIvanamAM utAre, potAnA sAthI-saMbaMdhImAM paNa AvI. zakti hoya to temane ya tapa karavA prere. pachI temane rAtribhojana ane abhakSyabhakSaNa vagara na ja cAle tema bane ? tene pachI baraAiskrImanA zokha zA ? je-te jovAnA zokha zA ? bhagavAnano dharma jANe ane Acare teno vyavahAra kevo majeno hoya ? koi doSa na hoya evuM AcaraNa thAya to. ja bhagavAnanuM zAsana dIpe. sAdhu-sAdhvIne kaleza vagere thAya nahi. UMcA svare bolavAno saMbhava na hoya. kadAcita kajIyAno udaya Ave, kajIyA jevuM thAya - kaTu bhASAmAM bolAya to nAnae moTAne khamAvavuM joie. nAnA kadAca ADo thAya ane na khamAve to paNa moTAe nAnAne khamAvavo joie. koie aparAdha karyo hoya ane gusso Avyo te gusso kADhavo, koine gussAnuM nimitta ApyuM hoya ane tene gusso thayo hoya to tenI pAse jai khamAvavuM ke- mArI bhUla thai gai, AvezamAM AvI bolAi gayuM, mATe mane kSamA Apo ane Apa zAMti pAmo. poteya upazama pAmavuM ane sAmAne upazama pamADavo e ja A parvanuM mahattvanuM kRtya che. sAmo upazama pAmyo che ke nahi, te mATe tene - vAraMvAra maLavuM, kAmakAja pUchavuM, te takalI kyAM hoya to sahAya karavI, mAMdo hoya to Page 39 of 77

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bhakti karavI, jethI tenA haiyAmAM DaMkha rahyo to nIkaLI jAya. sAmAne upazama pamADavAnI bhagavAnanI bhArapUrvaknI AjJA che. je upazama pAme che - kare che tenI ja ArAdhanA sAcI thAya che. je upazama nathI pAmato te sAco ArAdhaka nathI banI zakato. bhagavAne amane ghara-bArAdino tyAga karAvI kema jIvavuM te samajAvyuM che, tevuM tamane tamArA mA-bApe ya nahi zIkhavyuM hoya. tamane ke tamArA mA-bApane saMtAnanI ciMtA ja hotI nathI. saMtAna bhaNI-gaNIne kamAtA thAya teTalI ja ciMtA hoya che. tamArA AtmAnuM zuM thaze tenI ciMtA ja thatI nathI. bhagavAne AtmakalyANa mATe saMsArano tyAga karavAnuM kahyuM che. je upazama kare che tenI ArAdhanA che, je upazama nathI karato tenI ArAdhanA nathI. bhagavAnanuM zAsana upazamamaya che, jenAmAM upazama nahi te zAsana ArAdhI zakato nathI. bhagavAnazrI mahAvIradeve je AcaraNA kahI te sAdhu-sAdhvI jIve, zrAvaka-zrAvikA te pAmavAnA hetuthI sahAya kare, anumodanA kare ane teo sArI rIte pALe tevo pote vyavahAra kare to sAro kALa hoya to to te ja bhave mokSa pAme. karma bAkI hoya to trIje-pAMcame bhave mokSe jAya. saMsAramAM lAMbo kALa Take ja nahi. bhagavAne je AcAra batAvyo te barAbara pALIe to saMsAramAM lAMbo kALa rahe ja nahi. to ApaNe sau pota-potAnA sthAna mujaba je-je AcAra batAvyo te pALIe, na paLAya te kyAre paLAya tenI bhAvanAmAM rahe ane te mATe mahenata kare tema tame A mArganI zraddhA rAkho ane zakti mujaba Acaro to tamAruM ya kalyANa thAya. sau mArga ArAdhI vahelA muktipadane pAmo e ja zubhAbhilASA. Page 40 of 77

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[2034 bhAdaravA suda-5 ne gurUvAra, tA. 7-9-78.] anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAoe mAvyuM che ke- A saMsAramAM utkRSTamAM utkRSTa maMgala jo koI hoya to te dharma ja che. dharma sivAya bIjuM koi utkRSTa maMgala nathI. e dharma ahiMsA-saMyama ane tapamaya che. teo mAne che ke ahiMsA-saMyama ane tapa svarUpa utkRSTa maMgalA evo dharma jenA aMtaramAM vaselo che teone devatAo paNa namaskAra kare che. kAraNa ke, devagatimAM rahelA e devatAo game teTalI zaktinA svAmI hoya paNa temanAthI A ahiMsA-saMyama ane tapa svarUpa dharmanI AcaraNA thai zakatI ja nathI. ApaNe bahu bhAgyazALI chIe. ApaNuM bhAgya e devatAo karatAM ghaNuM UMcuM che ke ApaNana AvuM suMdara bhagavAna zrI vItarAgadevanuM zAsana maLyuM che. ramapade birAjamAna zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo ane zrI siddha bhagavaMto e baMnne deva tarIke maLyA che. temanI AjJA mujaba jIvanamAM eka mokSamArganI ArAdhanA karatAM evA nigraMtha mahApurUSono yoga maLyo che. temaNe mAvelo tyAga-tapa-saMyamamaya evo dharma maLyo che. e zAsananI ArAdhanA karavAnA badhA uttama saMyogo maLyA che eTale ApaNA puNyanI to koi avadhi nathI e kabUla karavuM ja rahyuM. ema chatAM paNa ahiMsA pAlanano vicAra Avato nathI. tenA mATe ati jarUrI evuM je saMyamAM che tenA pAlananuM mana paNa thatuM nathI ane te saMyamadharmanA suMdara pAlana mATe anivArya evA tapadharmane zakti mujaba ArAdhavAnuM mana thatuM nathI, teno vicAra paNa Avato nathI. enuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke ApaNe bhUtakALamAM dharma ghaNo karyo che, tethI puNya paNa jarUra sAruM baMdhAyeluM paNa sAthe sAthe evuM Page 41 of 77

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joradAra pApa baMdhAyuM che ke jenA pratApe A badhuM maLavA chatAM A zAsanane samajavAnuM mana ja thatuM nathI. pachI tenI zraddhA thavAnI to vAta ja zI karavI ? ane e zraddhA na thAya to amala karavAnuM to dUra ja rahyuM ne ? hamaNAM ja ApaNuM uttama paryuSaNA parva pUrNa thayuM. temAM ghaNA bhAgyazAlI-zaktisaMpanna AtmAoe suMdara tapa dharmanI ArAdhanA paNa karI che. te badhA tapa karanArAone mAre pUchavuM che ke-A badho tapa tame zA mATe karyo ? to eno e ja javAba maLe ke- 'mAre jhaTa mokSe javuM che. te mATe jhaTa saMsArathI chUTI javuM che. te mATe atyaMta jarUrI evo ahiMsA dharma pALavo che, saMyamadharma suMdara ArAdhavo che.' A badhuM karavAnI zakti pedA thAya mATe meM A tapadharmanI ArAdhanA karI che. Avo jeno bhAva hoya ane te mAsakSamaNa-paMdara-daza-ATha-traNa upavAsa karI zake tevI tAkAtavALo hoya, evo jainakuLamAM janmelo jIva have kadi rAtribhojana kare ? kadi abhakSyabhakSaNa kare ? tenAthI covihAra ane navakArazI na thai zake tevuM bane ? tenA mATe to A badhuM saheluM ja thai jAya. Avo bahu sahelAmAM sahelo ane ghaNAM ghaNAM pApothI bacAvI le tevo ApaNA vItarAganA zAsanano tapadharma che. chatAM kayA kAraNathI moTAbhAganA jainakuLamAM janmelAne te karavAnuM mana ja thatuM nathI, te buddhimAM besatuM nathI. puNya jarUra sAruM laine AvyA cho paNa pApa sAthe evuM gADha bAMdhIne AvyA cho ke AvI sArI sAmagrI maLavA chatAM dharma ArAdhanA karavAnA bhAva aMtaramAM uThatAM ja nathI, dharma karavAnuM mana pedA thatuM nathI, pApathI chUTavAnuM mana thatuM nathI, adharmathI kema banyuM tevo vicAra jAgato nathI-eTale mAre ahIMthI javAnuM che ane javAnuM to cokkasa che paNa kyAM javAnuM che te vAta sAva bhUlAi gai che. pachI to evI jagyAe ahIMthI javuM paDaze ke vakhate saMkhyAta-asaMkhyAta-anaMtakALa sudhI koi khabara pUchanAra nahi maLe, koi bacAvanAra paNa nahi maLe, bhaTakI bhaTakIne dama nIkaLI jaze. tame nakkI karo ke ApaNe tema nathI thavA devuM to bAjI hajI hAthamAM che. ApaNe tapa dharmanI anumodanArthe bhegA thayA chIe. tamane ya Avo tapa dharma bahu gamI gayo ne ? jene Avo suMdara tapadharma gamI jAya tene saMyama dharma gamyA vinA rahe ? Avo saMyamadharma gamI jAya pachI tene ahiMsA dharmanA pAlana mATe kevo ullAsa jAge ? AvA bhAvita banelA jIvane karmanA udayathI saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe to rahe paNa tene saMsAranI koi cIja para premabhAva jAge ja nahi. teno rAga to vItarAga deva-nigraMtha gurU-ahiMsA-saMyama ane tapa svarUpa dharma, te dharmanI sAmagrI ane e dharmane ArAdhatA uttama AtmAo para jIvato ane jAgato rahe. A rIte samasta jIvana evuM suMdara jIvAya ke tenuM maraNa mahotsava jevuM thai jAya ane paralokamAM durgatinA dvAra baMdha thai jAya, sadgati nizciMta thAya. A rIte sadgatine pAmelo AtmA thoDA ja bhavomAM anaMta ane zAzvata sukhano bhoktA banI jAya che. sau tapadharmanI mahattAne samajI, yathAzakti tenA pAlana dvArA vahelAmA vahelA zIvasukhanA svAmI bano e ja zubhAbhilASA. Page 42 of 77

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[2034 bhAdaravA sudi-6 ne zukravAra, tA.8-9-78.] ApaNA sauno mahApuNyano yoga che. jene laine zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnuM zAsana Page 43 of 77

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samajavAnI-sahavAnI ane AcaravAnI saghaLI sAmagrI ApaNane maLI che. teno jo sadupayoga na thAya ane virAdhanA thai jAya to ApaNo saMsAra vadhI jAya. Aja sudhImAM anaMtA zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo thayA, jemaNe ApaNe sau "namo arihaMtANaM' kahI namaskAra karIe chIe. te saghaLA zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo mokSe gayA, eTaluM ja nahi paNa ApaNA mATe mokSamArga mUkIne gayA. vartamAnamAM chellA zAsanapati zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnuM zAsana cAle che jenA pratApe ApaNe sahu ArAdhanA karI zakIe chIe. sAco ArAdhaka koNa kahevAya ? jene A saMsAra rUce nahi, jhaTa mAro mokSa kyAre thAya" AvI jenA haiyAmAM icchA jAge te ja sAcI rIte ArAdhaka bane. AvI bhAvanA vALo jIva anyatra-anya darzanamAM hoya to paNa ArAdhaka kahevAya che to tamane to jaina kulAdi sAmagrI sArAmAM sArI maLI che. paNa jo A bhAva na jAge keA saMsAra rahevA jevo nathI ane mokSa ja meLavavA jevo che.' to te sAco bhagata nathI ApaNaneya A vAta na bese to ApaNe ya sAcA bhagata nathI. A bhAva jo haiyAmAM Ave, sAcI bhakti jo aMtaramAM jace to dAna-zIla-tapanI rIta badalAi jAya, bhAva to tenA aMtaramAM ramato ja hoya. tevA jIvane lakSmI sAthe rahevuM to rahe paNa lakSmI meLavavI game nahi; bhoga karavA paDe to kare paNa kyAre chUTe te ja tAlAvelI hoya; khAvuM pIvuM paDe saMsAranI moja karavI paDe to kyAre chUTe te ja bhAvanA hoya. AvI rIte jo bAhyatama karavAmAM Ave to te atyaMtara tapano sAco poSaka banI zake che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnuM zAsana maLyuM che, tenI chAyA paDI jAya ane samajI jAva to A bhAvanA pedA thAya. te bhAva pedA thavA chatAM saMsArathI jhaTa chUTAya, mokSe pahoMcAya te mATe dAna-zIla-tapa karatA thAva. lakSmInI mUccha maTe, bhoganI vAsanA maTe, khAvA-pIvAdinI mojamajA nAza pAme, AtmA saMyama ane tapomaya banI jAya te bhAvanAthI A dAnAdi karavAmAM Ave to jhaTa mokSa thAya. so A bhAvanAmaya banI vahelAmAM vahelA saMpUrNa saMvara-nirjarAmaya bano te ja zabhAbhilASA. VVVVV Page 44 of 77

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[2034 bhAdaravA sudi-8 ne ravivAra, tA. 10-9-78.] ApaNo mahApuNyodaya che, ke jene laine zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnuM zAsana samajI zakIe, tenA para zraddhA thAya ane zakti mujaba amala karI zakIe tevI badhI sAmagrI ApaNane maLI che. mATe ApaNA puNyamAM khAmI nathI. je kAMi khAmI hoya te ApaNI potAnI che. AvuM suMdara zAsanA maLyuM hoya, chatAM tene jANavAnI, samajavAnI zradhdhA karavAnI ane zakti jeTalo amala karavAnI paNa icchA sarakhI ya na thAya te keTalo badho pApoya kahevAya ! ApaNe puNya sArAmAM sAruM bAMdhela paNa sAthe sAthe pApa paNa gADha bAMdhela, ke jenA pratApe jaina kuLamAM-jAtimAM janamavA chatAM, samajavAnI zakti hovA chatAM jaina zAsana zuM che te sAMbhaLavAnI icchA nathI; sAMbhaLavA maLI jAya to ya samajavAnuM mana nathI, samajAi jAya to zradhdhA besatI nathI ane ArAdhavAnI vAta Ave tyAM to A-A kAraNe karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. A je bhAre pApodaya che tene dhakko mArIne samajavAnI koziSa karo, zradhdhA keLavo ane zakti mujaba amala karo to A bhava sarjI thAya, maravAnI bhIti na rahe, maraNa mahotsavarUpa thAya ane AnA karatAMya sArI sAmagrI maLe ane pAMca-sAta bhavomAM to. jenA darzana-pUjana karo cho te jyAM che tyAM pahoMcI jAva. tame maMdiramAM jAva to icchA thAya ke "Apa jyAM pahoMcyA tyAM javuM che.' tame maMdiramAM kema jAva cho ? bhagavAna jyAM gayA tyAM javuM che mATe tenA darzana pUjanAdi karuM chuM ema kaho ke emanA darzanAdi karavAthI bajAramAM saphaLatA maLe, AgaLa vadhAya tema kaho ? bhagavAnanA darzana-pUjanAdi karavA chatAM, bhagavAna jyAM gayA tyAM javuM che tema na kahe, sAdhuno yoga thAya, sAdhune vaMdanAdi kare paNa sAdhu thavuM che tema na thAya, jeTalo dharma karuM chuM, te bhagavAnano dharma pAmavo che mATe karuM chuM tema na thAya - jo tema thAya to ghara-bArAdi choDavA paDe, paNa te choDavA nathI, maratA maratA ya choDavA nathI. mAruM mAruM karatAM marI javuM che, -to A sAmagrI kAma na Ave. bhAre durgati thAya. keTalA kALe AvI sAmagrI maLe te kAMi kahI na zakAya. Avo sodo ApaNane poSAya tema che ? tamAre AtmAne roja kahevAnuM ke- "bahu bhAgyazALI chuM. AvI sAmagrI maLI che. amArA jeTalA zrI arihaMta paramAtmA thayA te badhA mokSamArga sthApI sthApIne mokSe gayA che. "namo arihaMtANaM' bolavA chatAM temano mokSamArga hajI gamyo nathI, joituM nathI. "namo sidhdhANaM' pada to yAda ja AvatuM nathI. mAthA para anaMtA zrI sidhdha bhagavaMto hovA chatAM tyAM javAnuM mana nathI. sAdhuomAM akkala na hatI mATe ghara-bArAdi choDyA ane tame badhA akkalavALA cho mATe gharamAM rahyA cho ? moTo bhAga AvuM mAnIne ke- amArAthI dUra rahejo-sAdhune hAtha joDe che. vepArIne - zrImaMtane joi vepArI ke zrImaMta thavAnuM mana thAya che paNa sAdhune joi sAdhu thavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. ane dharmakriyA badhI ThekANA vagaranI thAya che.' A samajaNa AvI jAyato ya beDo pAra thai jAya. tamArAmAM samajaNa nathI, buddhi nathI tema nathI. paNa tamArI samajaNa ane buddhi UMdhe mArge che. Page 45 of 77

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game te rIte paisA kamAvavA che, moja karavI che, maravAnuM to yAda ja nathI, tenuM A pariNAma che. moTA moTA mAdhAMtAo marI jAya che, tenA maDadAne ya koi rAkhatuM nathI, bALI Ave che tema tamAruM thavAnuM che. tamAre ya mUkIne javAnuM che, te chatAM meLavavA doDadhAma karo cho, te tamane mUrkhAi nathI lAgatI ! mUkhaMi ja lAgI jAya to to kAma thai jAya. mATe mArI bhalAmaNa che ke, A sAmagrI maLI che tene samajavAnI koziza karo, samajAya tenI zraddhA keLavo ane zaktimujaba AcaratA thAva to maratI vakhate AnaMdamAM hazo, maraNa majenuM thaze. paraloka sudharaze ane sadgatinI paraMparA sAdhI paramapadane pAmazo. Aje tamArA jIvanamAM majA nathI. jIvanamAM keTalI upAdhi che tenI khabara che ? paNa lobhanA mAryA badhuM veTho cho. A vicAra karI jIvana sudhAravAnI koziza karo ane sAvaceta thai, dhAryuM kAma sAdhI jAva te ja zubhAbhilASA. [2034 bhAdaravA sudi-15 ne zanivAra, tA. 16-9-78. gajarAvALA phaleTsa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda.] anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo jevA A jagatamAM koi upakAraka thayA nathI, thatA nathI ane thaze paNa nahi. A rIte zrI arihaMta paramAtmAne oLakhanArA AtmAone A saMsAramAM rahevuM game nahi, mokSamAM ja javuM game. temano snAtra mahotsava bhaktibhAvathI karanArA jIvo, snAtranI je je kaDIo bole ane AnaMda pAme to A vAta haiyAmAM jacI ja hoya ne ? zrI arihaMta paramAtmA bhaktipAtra banyA zAthI ? temane AkhA jagatanA jIvone saMsAramAMthI Page 46 of 77

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bahAra kADhI mokSe mokalavAnI icchA thai mATe. e tArakonA haiyAmAM e bhAva Avyo ke, "mArAmAM jo zakti Ave to badhAnA haiyAmAMthI saMsArano rasa kADhI, mokSano rasa bharI dauM.' haiyAmAM jo zAsanano rasa na Ave tA mokSa meLavavAnuM mana thavAnuM nathI, mokSa mATe udhama thavAno nathI ane mokSa maLavAno nathI. A upakAra zrI arihaMta paramAtmAono che temano A snAtra mahotsava che. tamAro chokaro pUche ke, A saMsAra rahevA jevo nathI ane mokSa ja meLavavA jevo che tema bhagavAna kahI gayA che. to tame saMtAnone kaho ne ke- "A manuSyabhava mokSa meLavavA mATe ja che, te mATe sAdhu thavA mATe che. te maLe mATe ja A snAtra pUjA, bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAnI che." A vAta tame saMtAnone kahI che ? AtmAne paNa kahI che ? jo A vAta tame saMtAnone na kaho, AtmAne ya na kaho to teno eka ja artha che ke, A "snAtra' tame rivAja mujaba bhaNAvo cho eTaluM ja nahi paNa bhagavAne jeno tyAga karavAnuM kahyuM te meLavavA mATe bhaNAvo cho mATe AjJAno bhaMga karo cho. A rIte karo to saMsAra ghaTe ke vadhe ? saMsAra ghaTADanAra kriyA saMsAra vadhAravA kare te buddhimAna kahevAya ? besatuM varSa, besate mahine, dara ravivAre, dararoja snAtra bhaNAvanArano saMsArano rasa uDI ja javo joie. "saMsArano rasa ja na hoya te saMgha" bhagavAnanA saMghamAM tenI ja gaNanA thAya, jenA haiyAmAM saMsArano rasa na hoya. jenA haiyAmAM saMsArano rasa hoya to te-sAdhu hoya to sAdhu nathI, sAdhvI hoya to sAdhvI nathI, zrAvaka hoya to zrAvaka nathI, zrAvikA hoya to zrAvikA nathI. amAre sAcA sAdhu-sAdhvI banavuM che, tamAre sAcA zrAvaka-zrAvikA banavuM che temAM zaMkA che ? ATalI sArI sAmagrI maLyA pachI paNa sAdhu-sAdhvI kahevAtA sAdhu-sAdhvI na bane, zrAvaka-zrAvikA kahevAtA. zrAvaka-zrAvikA na bane to A janma eLe jAya ema nahi paNa mahAnukzAna karanAra thAya. ApaNAM anaMtA zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo mokSe gayA, temanI AjJA pALI pALIne bIjA anaMtA AtmAo mokSe gayA, sadA AtmasvarUpamAM ramaNatA kare che, tevA sthAne pahoMcI zakAya tevI saghaLI sAmagrI ApaNane maLI che chatAM tyAM javAnuM mana na thAya to samajI levuM ke ApaNe bhArekarmI chIe. ApaNAM bhArekarma halakA banAvavA e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana ane bhagavAne batAvelI dharmakriyAo karmane halakA banAvanAra che. A vAta samajAi jAya to zAsanane pAmelo je AtmA zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA kare to tenuM mana sadA prasanna ja hoya. duHkhamAM te majAmAM hoya, sukhamAM tene majA Ave nahi. "sukhanI majA AtmAne amajA pedA karanArI che. jene du:khamAM majA Ave ane sukhamAM majA na Ave, te jIva sadA majAmAM hoya." ApaNane sukhamAM majA Ave che ane du:khamAM amajA Ave che. ApaNe A dazA palaTavI che. A dazA jo palaTAi jAya to pachI upasargo upasarga na rahe, vipno vighna na bane. tene to upasargo mokSe mokalanArA bane ane vijJo AtmAne baLavAna banAvanArA bane. "upasargo: kSaya yAtti, dhitte vijJavallayaH | mana:prasannatAmati, pUjyamAne jinezvare " zlokano A ja bhAva che. tame jinezvaranI pUjA roja ekadA be kalAka karo cho. paNa mAre to kahevuM che ke covIzeyA kalAka bhagavAnanI pUjA karo cho. "A saMsAranA koi kAma karavA jevA nathI, kyAre chUTe, tevI Page 47 of 77

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bhAvanA e paNa bhagavAnanI pUjA che. saMsAranuM sukha bhogavavA chatAM bhogavavA jevuM nathI Avo vicAra paNa bhagavAnanI pUjA che.' AvA jIvane duHkha Ave to ya gabharAmaNa na thAya, upasarga Ave to ya majethI veThe ane vighnothI to Dare ja nahi. tame paNa tevI dazA bhagavAnanA bhagata banI keLavo to upasargo upasarga na rahe, vighno vighna na rahe ane sadA prasannatAmAM ja rahe. pachI tevo jIva sAdhu na thai zake toya maratI vakhate AnaMdamAM hoya kemake choDavA lAyaka choDyuM nahi te bhUla karI. have choDavAno dA'Do Avyo teno AnaMda hoya. Avo vicAra paNa roja choDavAno vicAra hoya tene Ave. tame sau AvI dazAne pAmo. tame badhA bhagavAna AgaLa rAga kADhI gAva cho, nAco cho, kUdo cho to ema mAno cho ke bhagavAna oLakhatA nahi hoya ? tame badhA bhagavAna AgaLa nAcI, kUdI bhagavAnanI AjJAthI virUdhdha varto to bhagavAnane ThagyA kahevAya ne ? bhagavAnane ThaganArAnI pUjA phle ? ApaNane AvI sArI sAmagrI maLI che, tene saphLa karI jIvIe ane marIe to durgati baMdha thAya, sadgati kAyamI thAya ane ThAma ThAma bhagavAnano dharma maLe. jethI thoDA ja kALamAM saMsArathI chUTI, mokSe pahoMcI jaie. sau A samajI AjJA mujaba jIvana jIvI vahelAmAM vahelA mokSane pAmo te ja zubhAbhilASA. Page 48 of 77

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[2034 bhAdaravA sudi-15, zanivAra, tA. 16-9-78. candrakAntabhAi coksIne tyAM, amadAvAda.] A snAtra mahotsava bhagavAnanA janma vakhate zrI indrAdi devatAo kare che. A snAtra mahotsava zrI arihaMta paramAtmAono ja thAya che. jagatano udhdhAra karavA jagatamAM zrI jaina zAsananI sthApanA karanAra jagata udhdhAraka AtmAno janma thayelo jANI, AnaMdamAM Avela zrI indrAdi devatAo temano A snAtra mahotsava kare che. temanA AtmAo zrI arihaMtanA bhavathI trIjA bhavamAM evI utkRSTa koTinI bhAvadayA kare che ke 'mAruM cAle to jagatanA saghaLAya jIvone zAsana rasI banAvI muktimAM pahoMcADI dauM.' A bhAvanAnA baLe ja teo zrI arihaMta thAya che. AvA zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnuM snAtra bhaNAvanAranI bhAvanA zuM hoya ? zrI arihaMta thavA ja bhaNAvatA hoya ke saMsAranA sukha mATe bhaNAvatA hoya ? saMsAranA sukha mATe bhaNAve to to AjJAno bhaMga thayo kahevAya. te badhAnI icchA to zrI arihaMta thavAnI ja hoya ne ? tevI lAyakAta na hoya to sidhdha thavAnI to hoya ja ne ? te be pada sAdhupaNuM pAmyA vinA thavAya ? sAdhupaNuM ja pAmavuM che tema jo aMtaramAM hoya te ja sAcuM snAtra bhaNAvI zake. bAkI game tevo moTo ADaMbara kare to ya lAbha na thAya. 'mADaMvaro lo pUnyate' lokottara zAsanamAM to khoTA ADaMbaranI kAMi kiMmata nathI. jo te bhAvapUrvaka hoya to bhakti che ane saMsAranA sukha mATe hoya to ADaMbara che ane saMsAramAM bhaTakAvanAra che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAno upakAra uttama jIvo para thAya che, AvA khoTA ADaMbaro karanAra para nahi. zrI arihaMta paramAtmA konA AtmAmAM vase ? zrI arihaMta ke zrI siddha thavuM hoya, te mATe sAdhuM thavuM hoya tenA AtmAmAM. A traNa pada pAmavAnI icchA ja na hoya tenA AtmAmAM zrI arihaMta paramAtmA vase ja nahi. te sAcI rIte bhakti karI zake ja nahi. mahApurUSoe A bhaktino je prakAra batAvyo che te eTalA mATe ke, 'tame badhA saMsArathI - sukhathI - virAgI bano, saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe to sukhamAM Asakti na thAya tema jIvo to sadgati sulabha bane ane mukti najIka thAya.' te mATe A mahotsava che A bhAva haiyAmAM vasI jAya tema prayatna karo to jhaTa kalyANa thAya. sau A bhAva haiyAmAM vasAvo te ja zubhAbhilASA. Page 49 of 77

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[2034 bhAdaravA vada-12 ne zukravAra, tA. 29-9-78. dazA poravADa sosA. upAzraya, amadAvAda.] anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM eka vAta bhArapUrvaka mAvavAmAM AvI che ke, jyAM sudhI kaSAyAdinI nirjarA thAya nahi tyAM sudhI AtmAmAM vAstavika koTino koi guNa pedA thato nathI. e kaSAyAdinI nirjarA mATenuM apUrva sAdhana bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM mAvela tapadharma che. temAMya atyaMtara tapa pradhAna che. te atyaMtara tapane pAmavA mATe, sArI rIte puSTa karavA mATe bAhyatapa atizaya upayogI che, kalyANakArI che. mATe ja tenI zrI jinazAsanamAM mahattA gaNAya che. Aje bAhyatapa karanArA jIvo moTebhAge atyaMtara tapane bhUlI gayA che. teo jo jAgRta thai jAya ane samaja pUrvaka bAhyatapa kare to temane thai jAya ke 'mArA AtmAmAM je aneka jAtinA doSo paDyA che ane te doSone mArA AtmAmAM lAvanAra je bhayaMkara koTinA karma paDyA che; te karmonI nirjarA karyA vinA mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya ema nathI.' A bhAvanA vagara cha mahinA, be mahinA-mAsakSamaNa-upavAsa-AyaMbila Adi game teTalo bAhyatapa kare toya tene lAbha thAya nahi. A karmonI nirjarA kyAre thAya ? A karmoMe AtmAne icchA nAmanI DAkaNa evI vaLagADI che ke jIva temAM ja pAyamAla thai gayo che. teno nirodha karavA A bAhyatapa atyaMta jarUrI che. A bAhyatapane AtmA jema jema tape, tema tema pApano bhIrU bane. AvA pApabhIrU banelA AtmAmAM ja 'prAyazcita' nAmano pahelo atyaMtara tapa Ave. AvuM prAyazcita levuM hoya te bhAremAM bhAre namra hoya. te namratA Ave eTale vinaya Avyo ja samajo. eTale tenAmAM 'vinaya' nAmano bIjo atyaMtara tapa pedA thAya. vinaya Ave tenAmAM 'vaiyAvacca' nAmano trIjo atyaMtara tapa svAbhAvika pedA thAya. pachI to tene 'svAdhyAya' tapamAM bhAre raMga Ave. te raMganA pratApe AtmA saMsAranI paNa pravRtti karato hoya to ya 'zubhadhyAna' mAMja nimagna hoya. te zubhadhyAnamAM nimagna bane tenAmAM evI tAkAta che ke, karmonI bhAramAM bhAre nirjarA karAve. jema sAdhu-sAdhvI A zubhadhyAnanA pratApe covIzeya kalAka nirjarA kare tema zrAvaka-zrAvikA paNa saMsAranI pravRtti karavA Page 50 of 77

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chatAM, zubhadhyAnamAM nimagna bane to ghaNo karmakSaya karI zake che. AvI sthiti pedA thAya to bAhyatapano mahimA ghaNo lAbhadAyI thAya. A bAhyatapa paNa sahelo nathI. A bAhyatapanI upekSA kare cAle tema nathI. tame vicAra karo to samajAya. A bAhyatapa je kare tene khabara paDe. A tapa karavAthI zarIraneya kaSTa paDe, bhukha-tarasa veThavA paDe, zarIrane zrama paNa paDe. te paNa veThavo paDe. A bAhyatapa paNa bhAre upakAraka che. te tapa karanAranuM jo atyaMtara tapa pAmavAnuM lakSa hoya to AtmAmAM aneka guNo pedA karI cheka muktinI najIka jIvane lai jAya che. pachI te jIva AgaLa vadhato vadhato ratnatrayIne paNa pAme che ane te tapanA prabhAve ratnatrayIne paNa ujjavala banAve che. pachI to te jIvanI evI sthiti pedA thAya ke te ahIMthI niyamA devalokamAM jAya che. tyAMthI manuSyamA AvI saMyama pAme che ane bIjA bhAre nikAcita karmo na hoya to teja bhavamAM mukti pAme che. ane karmo bAkI hoya to sadgatinI paraMparA sAdhI muktine pAme che. AvI adbhuta zaktivALA uttama koTino tapadharma ArAdhavAno sau yathAzakti prayatna karo ane vahelAmAM vahelA zAzvatasukhanA bhoktA bano e ja sadAnI zubhAbhilASA. Page 51 of 77

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siM. 2034 poSa suda-9 maMgaLavAra, 17-1-78. caMdra-dIpaka dharmazALA pAlItANA.]. anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAonA zAsanamAM dAna-zIla-tapa ane bhAva e cAra prakArano dharma mAvyo che. dAna dharma lakSmInI mUccha utAravA mATe che, zIla dharma bhoga pratye sUga pedA thAya tevI dazA pAmavAne mATe che, tapa dharma saMsAranI saghaLI icchAono nAza karavA mATe che ane bhAva dharma evI UMcI koTino che ke, te jene sparzI jAya tene Akho ya saMsAra bhayaMkara lAgyA vinA rahe nahi. A bhAvadharma pedA nathI thayo mATe ja A saMsAra pratye joie tevo abhAva pedA nathI. thayo. tene pariNAme mokSa pratye rUci pedA nathI thai. Aje ghaNo bhAga dAna-zIla-tapa dharma karavA chatAM tene bhAvadharma pedA thayo nathI. saMsAranI badhI pravRttimAM viSaya-kaSAyanAM tophAna che. AvA tophAnamAM lIna bane tenA mATe narakAdi durgati che. A rIte karatA karatA saMsAramAM anaMtakALa ApaNe pasAra karyo che. have saMsArathI chUTavuM che ane jhaTa mokSe javuM che ? A bhAvadharmane AtmAmAM sadA mATe vasAvavo che ? kayo bhAva dharma !"duniyAnI sArAmAM sArI cIja gamI jAya te paNa duHkha mATe che ane kharAba cIja gamatI nathI te paNa duHkha mATe che. "duniyAnI sArI cIja gamavI te ya bhUMDuM che ane kharAba cIja na te paNa bhUMDuM che. AvI manodazA pedA thAya te bhAvadharma che." Avo jIva dAna lakSmI nAmanI DAkaNathI chUTavA mATe kare. zIladharmamAM potAnI evI zakti joDe ke jethI bhoganI badhI vAsanA nAza pAme ane tapa dharmathI evI zakti pedA kare ka saMsAranI badhI icchAo saLagavA mAMDe. pachI te jIvano saMsAra chUTI jAya ane mokSa najIka thAya. A rIte anaMtA AtmAo mokSe gayA tema ApaNI paNa jhaTa mukti thAya te mATe bhAvadharmane samajI zakti mujaba dAna-zIla-tapa dharmanI ArAdhanA karo ane vahelAmAM vahelA paramapadane pAmo e ja zubhAbhilASA. Page 52 of 77

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[2036 bhAdaravA vadi 23 zukravAra, tA. 26-9-80. rAjakoTa.] yatra brahma jinArcA ca kaSAyANAM tathA hRtiH / sAnubandhA jinAjJA ca tattapaH zuddhamiSyate // anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo Aja sudhImAM anaMtA thai gayA, vartamAnamAM vIzA vicare che ane bhaviSyamAM anaMtA thavAnA che. dareke dareka zrI arihaMta paramAtmAonAM zAsanamAM karmanI nirjarA mATe tapanuM mahatva ghaNuM ghaNuM gAvAmAM AvyuM che. parantu te tapa zuddha koTino kyAre bane te aMge mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjA, jJAnasAramAM tapASTakamAM kramAvI rahyA che ke, je tapamAM "brahma' AtmAnI ramaNatA hoya. eTale ke je jIvanI jagatanA paugalika bhAvonI bhAvanA nAza na pAme, te pratye tiraskAra bhAva pedA na thAya to AtmabhAvamAM ramaNatA AvavI duSkara che. parantu je jIvo bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba zuddha bhAve tapa kare che temanI paugalika bhAvanA maryA vinA ane AtmaramaNatA pedA thayA vinA rahetI nathI. A bhAvanA pedA karavA mATe anAdi kALathI. AtmAne saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha rUpa je kaSAyo, ke je rAga-dveSanA dikarA che. te rAga-dveSa mohanA dikarA che tene AkhA saMsArane evo pAgala banAvyo che ke, bhAgye ja koi jIva bacyo hoya. parantu je jIvo AvA tapane pAme che, Atma ramaNatAmAM lIna bane che, tenA kaSAyo nAza thayA vinA rahetA nathI. jema jema jIvano tapa vadhe tema tema tenA kaSAyo nAza pAme che ane Page 53 of 77

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jyAM sudhI zukladhyAna nAmano tapa Ave nahi tyAM sudhI saMpUrNapaNe kaSAyo maratA nathI. have je jIvanA saMpUrNapaNe kaSAyo nAza na pAme ane bhava bAkI hoya ane saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe to tene "sAnubandhA jinAjJA' hoya. tene bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanA tapanA prabhAve bhagavAnanI AjJA evI otaprota thai hoya ke, te jIva devalokamAM jAya to paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA tenA haiyAmAM jIvatI-jAgatI hoya ane te jIvane kadAca pahelA narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAyuM hoya ane narakamAM jAya to tyAM paNa AjJA jIvatI jAgatI hoya. mATe ja eka mahApurUSe kahyuM ke- "he bhagavana ! huM devalokamAM jAuM paNa jo tArI AjJA mArA haiyAmAM na hoya to te mAre mana naraka samAna che. kemake, paraMparAe te devaloka paNa narakamAM lai janAra che. ane kadAca mAre pApayoge narakamAM javuM paDe, paNa tyAM ya tArI AjJA mArA haiyAmAM hoya to te naraka paNa mAre mATe devaloka che. kemake, tyAMthI nIkaLI, manuSyagati pAmI, tAruM zAsana pAmI yogyatA janme to to te ja bhavamAM mokSe pahoMcI jAuM. ane kadAca tevI yogyatA na janma ane mokSamAM na jAuM to paNa deva ane manuSyagatinI paraMparA sAdhI mokSe jAuM.' A rIte je tapamAM Atma ramaNatA rUpa brahmacaryanuM pAlana, zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA-bhakti hoya, kaSAyono nAza ane zrI jinanI AjJA sAnubandha bane to te tapa zrI jainazAsanamAM zudhdha koTino tapa gaNAya che. A je tapano prasaMga che ane tapanuM udhApana karavA bhegA thayA cho to jeo zakti mujaba A. rIte tapa kare che ane jeonI zakti na hoya paNa AvA udhApanAdi dvArA tapanA premI che te badhA AtmAo vahelA-moDA paNa bhagavAnanA zAsananA zuddha tapane pAmavAnA, Atma ramaNatA karavAnA, kaSAyone mAravAnA ane zrI jinAjJAne AtmasAta karI, AjJA mujaba jIvana jIvI mohane mArI, vItarAga thai, kevaLajJAna pAmI, ayogI thaine mokSamAM javAnA. sau koi AvI avasthAne vahelAmAM vahelA pAmo e ja zubhAbhilASA. Page 54 of 77

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siM. 2036 Aso vadi-11 somavAra, tA. 3-11-80 rAjakoTa.] anaMta upakArI zrI vItarAgadevanA zAsanamAM je tapa dharma varNavAmAM Avyo che, te AtmAmAM anAdi kALathI bharAyelA karmone kADhavA mATe adbhuta upAya che. jo "khAvA-pIvAdi je mojamajhA te ja saMsAranuM mULa che." A vAta samajAya nahi, haiyAmAM utare nahi, tenA uparanI zraddhA paNa majabuta thAya nahi to game tevA moTA tapa kare, mAsakSamaNAdine pAraNe mAsakSamaNa kare to paNa tenuM bhaluM thAya nahi. parantu jenA haiyAmAM ema beThuM che ke, "mAro khAvAno rasa-svAda nAza pAme, indriyonA viSayo mare, kaSAyo paNa mare" to te nAnAmAM nAno tapa kare toya lAbhadAyI bane. parantu jo A. vAta haiyAmAM beThI na hoya to te moTA moTA tapa kare to paNa pAraNAmAM gAMDo thayA vinA rahe nahi. A rIte tapa kare ane pAchuM pAraNAmAM gAMDapaNa kare-seve to tenA saMsArano aMta Ave nahi. saMsArano aMta lAvavo hoya to svAdane mAravo paDe, viSayanI vAsanAone paNa mAravI paDe, kaSAyono paNa nAza karavo paDe. je jIvane bhUtakALanI virAdhanAdinA kAraNe tapano evA ja prakArano aMtarAya baMdhAyelo chatAM tapanA uparanA premane kAraNe potAnuM kAma sAdhI gayA. zrI kUragaDu munine sau jANe che. te mahAtmAne tapano evo aMtarAya hato ke, navakArazI paNa mahAmuzIbate karatA. chatAM temanA aMtaramAM eka vAta beThI hatI ke- "mAro mahApApano udaya che ke A khAvA-pIvAdinI lata nAza pAmatI nathI. kevo bhAre aMtarAya bAMdhIne Avyo chuM ke bhukha jarA paNa veThI zakato nathI.' ane ethI ja jyAre mahAparvanA divase bhIkSA vahorIne lAvyA che, tyAre sahavartI cAra mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI munione tenA upara gusso Ave che ane te mahAtmA bhIkSA batAve che to pAtramAM ghUMke che. te chatAM A mahAtmA vicAre che ke, AvA mahAmunione gusso Ave te saMbhavita che. mArA pAtramAM thaMkyA to ya te mAne ke, mane amI maLyuM. A bhAvanAmAM caDhavAne kAraNe hAthamAM koLiyo rahI gayo ane haiyAmAM kevaLajJAna pragaTI gayuM. Page 55 of 77

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A khAvA-pIvAdi je mojamajhA tenI je mamatA che teno nAza karavA mATe tapa che. A moja majhAdinI mamatAno nAza paNa eTalA mATe karavo che ke, viSayanI vAsanA nAza pAme, kyAyo paNa nAza pAme ane ema karatA karatA evo vIcallAsa pragaTe ke jenA pratApe mithyAtva paNa nAza pAme, samyaktva pragaTe, sarvavirati pAme, kSapakazreNI mAMDe, mohane mArI, vItarAga thai, kevaLajJAna pAmI, ayogI thai jIva mokSane pAme. mATe mArI saune bhalAmaNa che ke, tapo je hetu tene lakSamAM rAkhI tapa karatA thAva, moja-majhAdimAM paDyA cho to tethI dUra thAva ane A je zAsana maLyuM che tenI ArAdhanA karavA mAMDo to nistAra thayA vinA rahe nahi. saune saMsArathI pAra pamADavAnI bhAvanAthI bhagavAne moja majhAdine mAravA, je tapa-japano upadeza Apyo tenuM zakti mujaba pAlana karatA thai kalyANane pAmo e ja zubhAbhilASA. Page 56 of 77

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[2037 kArataka sudi-2 ravivAra, tA. 9-11-80 rAjakoTa.] anaMta upakArI zrI vItarAgadevanA zAsananuM tapa e karmonA nAza mATeno adbhuta upAya che. zAe kahyuM che ke, badhI indriyomAM rasanA indriyane jItavI kaThIna che. tenA mATe ja A tapa che. jo rasanA indriya jIvane AdhIna na thAya to bAkInI indriyo paNa jIvane AdhIna na thAya. te jIva game teTalo tapa kare to paNa indriyo tene AdhIna na rahe parantu vadhu bahekI UThe. mATe ja anAdinI viSayonI vAsanAne mAravA mATe, indriyone kAbUmAM levA mATe bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM kramAvela nAnAmAM nAno paNa jo tapa karavAmAM Ave to te kalyANanuM kAraNa bane che. paraMtu jo A hetu nA hoya to te ja tapa nukzAnakAraka bane che. cha prakAranA bAhyatApamAM prathama anazana che, bIjuM uNodarI che, trIjuM vRttisaMkSepa che, cothuM rasatyAga nAmano tapa che. jo A cAra tapa na Ave to zarIranI mamatA paNa utare nahi, te na utare eTale kAyakaleza nAmanuM tapa na Ave, te tapa na Ave to indriyonI, kaSAyanI saMlInatA paNa na Ave, A cha ye tapa na Ave to samyagdarzana-samyajJAna ane samyakracAritranI paNa prApti na thAya. A samyagdarzanAdinI prApti na thAya to sAco tapa paNa na thAya, joie tevI nirjarA paNa sadhAya nahi ane jIvanI mukti paNa thAya nahi. muktinI prApti mATe anAdinI vAsanA mare, kaSAyo mare toja jIva mokSamAM pahoMce. sau koi AvI bhAvanA pUrvaka tapa kare ane vahelAmAM vahelA mokSe pahoMce te ja zubhAbhilASA. a aa aa aa aa PSEURPSPSs Page 57 of 77

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[2039 dvitIya phAgaNa suda-3 guruvAra, tA. 17-3-83. dazAporavADa jaina sosAyaTI, pAlaDI, amadAvAda.]. yatra brahma jinArcA ca kaSAyANAM tathA hRtiH / sAnubandhA jinAjJA ca tattapaH zuddhamiSyate // AvI suMdara dharmasAmagrI saMpanna manuSyajanma je ApaNane maLyo che tenI anaMtajJAnIoe khUba khUba prazaMsA karI che. AvA manuSya janmanI durlabhatA zAe daza daza draSTAMtothI varNavI che. AvI suMdara sAmagrI yukta manuSyajanma pAmela jIva saMsArano rasiyo hoya te cAle ? mokSano arthI na hoya te bane ? roja sAMbhaLe ke- 'A saMsAra rahevA jevo nathI, mokSa ja meLavavA jevo che te mATe sAdhu ja thavA jevuM che. to sAdhupaNuM pAmavAnI utkRSTa icchA na hoya te banavA joga che? Aje badhA AvA tapanA-vardhamAna tapanI somI oLInA pAraNAnA-prasaMge bhegA thayA cho. jene mokSe ja javuM Page 58 of 77

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hoya to mokSane mATe nirjarA tattva jarUrI che. saMpUrNa nirjarA vinA mokSa thato nathI. saMpUrNa nirjarA bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba sArI rIte tapanI ArAdhanA kare te ja karI zake, bIjA nahi. nirjarAnA sAdhana tarIke anaMtajJAnIoe tapane vakhANyo che. A je anazanAdi tapa che te bAhya tapa che te jo atyaMtara tapano poSaka hoya to ja tenI kiMmata che, te mATe zrI jaina zAsanamAM kayA tapane zuddha koTino kahyo che te vAta samajAvavI che. je tapamAM brahmacaryanuM pAlana hoya, zrI jinezvara devonI arcanA nAma pUjA hoya, kaSAyonI bhAremAM bhAre hatyA thatI hoya ane zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA AtmasAt thai hoya te ja zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM zuddhakoTino tapa kahevAya che. zrI jainazAsanane pAmelo AtmA hatyA konI kare ? kaSAyonI ja ne ? saMsAramAM bhaTakAvanAra kaSAyo che. te konA baLe jIve che ? viSayonA. viSayo kaSAyone jIvADanAra che. viSayo evA che ke te saMsArI jIvone bebhAna jevA ja rAkhe. jAgatAM hovA chatAM bhAnamAM na hoya te bebhAna kahevAya. je bhAnamAM hoya tene viSayo game ? jJAnIoe viSayone viSa jevA kahyA che. viSa to evuM che ke mAtra eka ja janmamAM mAre. viSayo to janama janamamAM mAre ane anaMtA janmo vadhAre. viSayo jenA khIlelA hoya tenA kaSAyo joradAra ja hoya, te badhA bebhAna jevA ja hoya, AvA tapanA varNana cAla tene jANanAra ane sAMbhaLanAra saMsAranA viSayomAM ja masta hoya to tene behoza ja kahevAya. A janama temAM ja jAya to mAruM zuM thAya ? tevo vicAra paNa tene Ave nahi. anaMtajJAnIo kahe che ke, brahmacarya eTale saMsAranA saghaLAMya pudgalabhAvothI chUTo thaine AtmA, AtmabhAvamAM rame. 'brahmaNi-jJAtmanivarya teti brahmavarya:' -AtmAmAM ramavuM te ja kharekhara brahmacarya che. AvuM brahmacarya Arya dezamAM, AryajAtimAM, Arya saMskAro jIvatAM hoya tenAmAM jIvatuM hatuM. to ApaNe to zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA zAsanane ane jainattvanA saMskArane pAmelA chIe to ApaNane AvA tapa vinA cena paDe ? jene pudgala ramaNatA, viSayAsakti, kaSAyanI AdhInatA vaLagI hoya tene tapa karavAnuM mana thAya ? Aje moTAbhAgane tapa karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. zakti saMpanna hovA chatAM paNa ghaNA tapa karatAM nathI. tapasvIne jUe, tapanI vAto kare tenA gIta gAya tene uchALo ya na Ave ke huM tapa karuM ? anaMtajJAnIoe mAvela bAre prakArano tapa tamArAthI thai zake tema nathI mATe nathI karatA ke karavAnuM mana nathI mATe nathI karatA ? jJAnIoe A manuSyabhavanI durlabhatA varNavatA kahyuM ke- tamane badhAne puNyayoge jema saMsAranI sAmagrI sArI malI che tema dharmanI sAmagrI paNa malI che to tamArI prIti saMsAranI sAmagrI para che ke dharmanI sAmagrI para che ? tamAro DhALa kai tarapha che ? kai sAmagrInA yoge tame majAmAM dekhAva cho ? AnaMdathI haro cho-ro cho ? sabhA. sukhanI sAmagrI sArI hoya to dharma sAro thAya ne ? u. jenI pAse sukhanI sAmagrI ghaNI ghaNI che te badhA ja ahIM Ave che ? je Ave che teya sukhano tyAga karavA Ave che ? jenAthI sukhano tyAga thato nathI tenuM du:kha thAya che. sukha ja kharAba che, choDavA jevuM che te vAta sAMbhaLavA samajavA maLe, tenuM jJAna thAya to choDavAnI zakti Ave te mATe ya Ave che ? pra. amAruM koi dhyeya nathI ? Page 59 of 77

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u. dhyeya vagaranA kAmanA kahevAya ? te mUrakhA kahevAya ke DAhyA kahevAya ? tame badhA to bhaNelA gaNelAM cho duniyAnuM koi kAma dhyeya vinA karatA nathI ane ahIM koi ja dhyeya nathI te cAle ? mULa vAta e che ke sAmagrI sArI malI hoya paNa pApano udaya joradAra jIvaMta hoya teno saMsArano rasa jIvatone jAgato ja hoya. te dharma paNa sArA kuLamAM janmyo, ToLAmAM rahevuM paDe mATe kare paNa dharma sArA thavA kadi kare nahi. tene dharmano sAco rasa to jAge ja nahi. A saMsAranuM sukha AtmAnuM nikaMdana kADhanAra che. te sukha ja dharma pAmavA detuM nathI, dharma pAmyA pachI pALavA detuM nathI, cheka agiyArame guNaThANethI AtmAne paTake che. karmane khabara che ke, A jIva jAya che to tene dharma nahi pAmavA devAnI zakti mArAmAM che. saghaLAMya karmomAM moha pradhAna che mATe mohane rAjA kahevAya che. jeno moha mare nahi te badhAne janama levo paDe. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAne paNa kema janamavuM paDe ? temano paNa moha-mohanIya karma jIvato hato mATe. tamane badhAne puNyathI janama maLe te yAda che paNa janama pApanA udayathI thAya te yAda nathI. mATe tame janmane ujavo te bIjA hetuthI ujavo cho. A janama maraNathI bacAvanAra che, janmano nAza karanAra che, janma ghaTADanAra che te mATe janmanI ujavaNI karo to vakhANa paNa karAya. tame tamArI varSagAMTha zA mATe ujavo cho ? janama ja jIvane saMsAramAM bhaTakAvanAra che. janmano nAza tenuM nAma ja mokSa che. ekavAra maryA pachI janamavAnuM nahi te ja uttama koTinuM maraNa che. samaju jIva maraNane apamaMgala na mAne paNa maraNane maMgalarUpa mAne. te vinA sadgati ke muktimAM na javAya. maraNa jevuM tevuM karAya, janma to parAdhInatAthI levo paDe. maraNane sAruM banAvavuM te konA hAthamAM che ? Aje to badhA ja bhAgyazAlIo maraNathI gabharAya che. maravuM te ApaNA hAthamAM che, janamavuM te ApaNA hAthamAM nathI. karma jyAM nAMkhe tyAM janamavuM paDe, nahi to tame daridrIne ghera, sAmAnyane ghara janmo ? tamane kyAM janamavuM tema pUchavAmAM Ave to tame kyAM janma levAnuM pasaMda karo ? tamAre to ghaNuM ghaNuM maLe tyAM janma joie che. paNa te tamArA hAthamAM nathI. jyAre maraNa sAruM banAvavuM te hAthamAM che. to maraNathI gabharAvuM te jarUrI che ? maraNathI gabharAya te DAhyo kahevAya ke gAMDo kahevAya ? Aje to jarAka du:kha Ave to hAya voya kare, marI gayo. tema kahe : tevA dharmahIna jIve toya zuM phAyado ? tame vadhAre jIvo to zuM karo ? A janama pApa karavA. mATe nathI paNa dharma karavA mATe ja che. A janmanA pApamAM ja upayoga kare teno janma na vakhANAya anAryadeza-jAti-kulamAM janamanArAne moTebhAge durgatimAM ja javA mATe manuSyajanma maLe che. tevI rIte anaMtIvAra janma pAmI anaMtIvAra narakAdi durgatimAM bhaTakyA. ApaNe paNa te mATe ja jamyA chIe ? manuSyajanma ane pApa te beno meLa khAya ? Aryadeza, AryajAti ane AryakulamAM janmelA ane AryasaMskAra pAmelAAno siddhAMto hoya che ke, saMsAra choDyA vinA marAya ja nahi. temane tyAM paNa cAra Azrama che. te ya ghara-mbArAdi choDI, sarvatyAgI thaine ja mare, jyAre ApaNe tyAM to zAe ATha varSe dIkSAnuM vidhAna karyuM che. zrAvakakuLamAM janmelo ATha varSe dIkSA na pAme to roja vicAre ke- "huM phlAi gayo, ThagAi gayo, mohe mane phsAvI dIdho che.' tame A vicAra karo cho ? tamArA ghare je saMtAna janme te ya pApa ja karava ( ' ' Page 60 of 77

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karavAnA ne ? zrAvakane ghera janme te saMtAna konA ? zrAvaka paNa konA ? ghara-bAra, kuTuMba-parivAra, paisA-TakAdinA ke bhagavAnanA zAsananA ? zAstra zrAvakane sAdhu-sAdhvInA dalAla kahyA che. sAdhu paNa bhagavAnane samarpita joie.jenA vicAra, jenuM vartana ane jenI vANI bhagavAnanI AjJAne anusaranArA hoya te sAdhu. jenA vartana-vANI ane vicAramAM bhagavAnanI AjJAthI viruddha kAMi na hoya te sAdhu. zAstra jainakuLonI ghaNI mahattA gAi che, paNa Aje dekhAtI nathI. jainakuLamAM janmelAM to dharmanA ja arthI hoya, te mATe sAdhupaNAnA ja arthI hoya. jyAre Aje to jaina kuLamAM janmelAM dharmanI vAta paNa karatA nathI. Arya jo mokSano arthI hoya to jaina to mokSano ja arthI hoya temAM zaMkA kharI ? jaina mokSa mATe ja taraphkato hoya tema na bane ? zAstra kahyuM cha ke- 'tehe dhane dumhe haiM sarvasaMsArInAM rati:' -saghaLAya saMsArI jIvone zarIra, dhana ane kuTuMbamAM ja rati hoya che. jyAre 'nine binamate saphte puna: mokSAmilASiH' -zrI jinezvaradevamAM, zrI jinezvaradevanA matamAM-zAsanamAM ane saMghamAM mokSAbhilASI jIvane ja rati hoya che. tamArI rati kyAM che ? zarIra, dhana ane kuTuMba para tamAro zuM bhAva che ? 'A badhA amAro nAza karanAra che, amane kharAba karanAra che, amane saMsAramAM bhaTakAvanAra che' te ja ne ? zarIra tamArI pAse zuM zuM karAve che ? dhana mATe tame zuM zuM karo cho ? kuTuMba khAtara paNa tame zuM zuM karo cho ? tame badhA tapanA vakhANa karo to tamArAmAM paNa tapa joie ne ? tame vardhamAna tapanI AvI oLI na karo te banavA joga che. paNa banI zake tevo ya tapa karavAnA ke nahi ? je A saMsAranA sukhamAM mahAle tene tapanI sAthe lAgevaLage zuM ? badhA tAlI pADe eTale te ya tAlI pADe, badhA je bAle eTale teya je bole. jene tapa game te rAte khAto hoya ? abhakSya khAto hoya ? navakArazI na kare tema bane ? navakArazI karanAro parvatithie navakArazIthI AgaLa na vadhe ? tamAre ekama-bIja, cotha-pAMcama, sAtama-AThama, dazama-agiyArasa, teraza-caudazAdi parvatithimAM phera kharo ? badhI tithi sarakhI mAne te mUrakha kahevAya ke DAhyA kahevAya ? mUrakhAone to badhuM ya sarakhuM hoya te cAle ? roja savAre 'gha gatithi:' -Aje kai tithi che ? te yAda karavAnI vidhi che. tame te yAda karo cho ? tamane tithi yAda che ke tArIkha yAda che ? jene tithi yAda nahi tene jaina paNa kahevAya nahi. Aje AmAM muzkelI ghaNI che. ApaNe tapanI anumodanA karIe to AtmA sAthe vAta karavI paDe ne ? jaina zAsananA jIvo to tapasvI hoya. tapa na thAya tenuM bhAre duHkha hoya. te tapa karanArane yAda karyA vinA khAya-pIe nahi. huM pAmara chuM, khAdhAM-pIdhAM vinA cAle tema nathI tevuM mAnIne khAya te khAvA-pIvAdimAM Tesa karatAM haze ? Aje to Tesa vadhI gayA mATe badhuM bhUlAi gayuM. Tesa vadhI gayA mATe jaino bahAranuM na khAya, hoTalamAM na jAya te bane ? ekakALe koi jainane kadAca hoTalamAM javuM paDe to AjubAju joine, koi na jANe tema jatA. bahAra nIkaLatAM ya koi jANI na jAya tema nIkaLatA. cAMllo rahI gayo hoya to bhUMsI nAMkhatA. koi jANe to kharAba kahevAya tema te mAnatA. jyAre Aje to gajaba thai gayo che. lagabhaga bhAna bhUlAi gayuM che. Page 61 of 77

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tevA kALe AvA tapanI anumodanA karo te AnaMdano viSaya che. to tapanI anumodanA karanArA te ochAmAM ochA rAtribhojananA tyAgI, abhakSyabhakSaNanA tyAgI, navakArazI covihAra karanArA, covihAra na thai zake to tivihAra karanArA ane davA khAvI paDe to duvihAra karanArA keTalA ? teno ja artha che ke, mugala ramaNatA khUba vadhI gai che. viSaya-kaSAyanI majA sArI lAgI. che paNa kharAba lAgatI nathI, indriyonA viSayomAM khUba majA Ave che, lobha to khUba vadhI gayo che. lobha khUba vadhI javAnA kAraNe eka vepArI evo na maLe ke-je kahI zake, "huM jUThuM boluM nahi, khoTuM lakhuM nahi, khoTuM bolavA ke lakhavA karatAM marI jAuM." eka kALe vepArInI AbarU hatI ke vepArI jUThuM bole nahi, khoTuM lakhe nahi. tene tyAM sA varSanA copaDAM rahetA hatA. kAcAM ane pAkAM be ya. copaDAmAM lakhAtuM ke bhUlacUka so e varSe levI devI. Aje Ama kema thai gayuM? pudgala ramaNatA vadhI gai, AtmaramaNatA gai mATe. tame badhA zarIranA premI cho ke AtmAnA premI cho ? sAdhu paNa zarIrano premI hoya ke AtmAno premI hoya ? zarIrano saMyoga che, je du:kha che, ame sAdhu kema thayA ? A zarIra nAmanuM bhUta vaLage nahi mATe. te bhUta nathI vaLagavAnuM tema lAge to AnaMda thAya. bhUta hajI vaLagavAnuM che to evI rIte maravA mAMgIe ke jethI bhUtane kAbumAM rAkhI zakIe jethI herAna na karI zake. A bhUta karme vaLagADyuM che. tenI sAthe ApaNane pAMca DAkaNo vaLagADI che. te DAkaNo tamArI pAse zuM zuM karAve che ? zAe tene moharAjAnI dUtI kahI che. te tamArI pAse bhayaMkara pApa karAvI tamane narakAdi durgatimAM nAkhI AvanAra che. tamArI AjJAmAM te che ke tame tenI AjJAmAM cho ? Ajano varga duzmananI dUtIne tAbe thayo che. ghara-kuTuMba, parivAra, paisau-Tako "mAro' te moha bolAve che. te moha tamAro mitra che ke duzmana che ? te mohe tamane te DAkaNomAM phlAvI durgatimAM mokalavAnuM nakkI karyuM che. tamAre ahIMthI durgatimAM javuM che ? A pAMce DAkaNone AdhIna thayelA durgatimAM ja jAya. A pAMce DAkaNone AdhIna kaSAya nAmanA caMDALane AdhIna ja hoya. te mahAlobhI hoya. te jarUra paDe mAyA ya kare. temAM saphaLa thayA pachI chAtI kADhIne cAle. tenA mAnano pAra ja na hoya. A vAta to tamArA anubhavanI che. AjanA zrImaMto sAmAnya mANasanI kiMmata ja AMkatA nathI paNa haTakke caDhAve che. garIba maLe to apazukana mAne. AjanA garIbane hajI sAmAnyane gherathI bhIkha maLe paNa moTA zrImaMtanA ghare to paTAvALAM ja bahAra kADhe. AvI zrImaMtAi hoya ? jarUravALA du:khI kone ghera jAya ? sUkAM taLAvamAM ke lIlAM taLAvamAM jAya ? sukhIne ghera jarUravALo du:khI na jAya to bIjA kone tyAM jAya ? AjanA sukhI, du:khI garIbane coraTAM ne luccA kahe che to te badhA zAhukAranA bApa che ? bhikhArIne coraTAM kahenArA zrImaMto mahAcoraTAM che ! AgaLa to zrImaMtone ghera bhikhArIonA ToLAM AvatA, koi nirAza thaine jatuM nahi. meM mArA jIvana kALamAM evo zrImaMta joyo che je potAnA dhanano vadhu bhAga dharmamAM ja kharacato. tenA gharanA AMgaNamAM eTalA badhA bhikhArI AvatAM ke te moTo TATa laine bahAra Avato ane badhAne Apato. pApayoge paristhiti evI pedA thai ke, badhaM khalAsa thai javA AvyuM. sArA mANaso devALa nathI kADhatA. tene potAnI gADI paNa vecavA kADhI. te vakhate itara zeThIyAo tenI pAse AvyA ane kahyuM ke- "zeTha A zuM karo cho ? ame beThAM chIe. amArI pAsethI lo. ame tamane sahAyaka thaie. Page 62 of 77

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tame jema jIvo cho tema ja jIvo.' Aje zI hAlata che ? Aje koi nabaLo paDe to tame tene Teko Apo ke pADo ? te zeTha kahe, mAre kAMi joituM nathI. bhikhArIone zI khabara ke zeThanI sthiti pharI gai che, tethI badhA bahAra AvI ubhelAM che. to zeTha nAnI tAsaka laine ApavA AvyA che. bhikhArIne ApyAvinA na khAvuM te gRhasthano dharma che. tame sIdhA khAvA beso cho te gRhasthadharma bhUlI gayA cho. bhikhArIo paNa nAnI tAsaka joi samajI gayA ke zeThanI sthitimAM parivartana AvyuM lAge che. eTale hAtha joDI kahe ke, ame bhikSA mAMgavA nathI AvyA paNa ApanA darzana karavA AvyA choe. zeTha kahe, Aje to badhA prasAda laine jAva. badhA bhikhArI hAtha joDIne jAya che. bhikhArI kema coraTA thayA ? eTalA mATe ke pudgalano raMga ghaTe to A bane. mahAtapasvI to haMmezA AtmabhAvamAM rame. tene pudgalanI vAta to game ja nahi. je tapamAM AtmaramaNatA che, zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA che, kaSAyonI hatyA che. kharekhara tapasvI AtmAo to kaSAyone evA pIle ke tenI pAse ya AvI zake nahi, tenAthI AghA ja ubhA rahe. tapasvIne krodha kevo ? mAna kevuM ? AjanA tapasvI to mAna karI zake ja nahi. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM ghaNAM ghaNAM tapasvI thayA tenI AgaLa ApaNo tapa zuM che ? tame badhA zrI dhanA kAkaMdIne oLakho cho ? sArthavAhano dikaro che, zrImaMtAinI choLomAM ucharyo che. ekavAranI dezanA sAMbhaLIne tene virAga pedA thayo che. mAtAne samajAvIne dIkSA levA taiyAra thayo che. dIkSA lIdhA pachI te ja vakhate pratijJA kare che ke-jIvanabhara chaThThane pAraNe chaThTha karIza. pAraNe AyaMbila karIza. AyaMbilamAM paNa mAkhI na bese tevo khorAka laiza. AvA tapanA varNano sAMbhaLe tene ApaNA tapanI kiMmata lAge ? tene ema na thAya ke bhagavAnanA zAsananA mahAtapasvI kyAM ane ame kyAM ? AvA tapanuM anumodana karanArA jo rAte khAtAM hoya, abhakSya khAtAM hoya, je-te khAtAM hoya, hoTalomAM jatAM hoya, sInemA gamatI hoya to te bhayaMkara vAta che. tapa karanArA-tapanuM anumodana karanArAnA paNa krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha maraNa pathArIe ja joie. tene te krodhAdi bhUMDA ja lAgavA joie. krodhAdi karAya ja nahi, te bhUMDA ja che ema tame bolI zako cho ? indriyo bhayaMkara che tema mAne te ja krodhAdine bhUMDA bolI zake. tame indriyone rAjI rAkho cho ke zikSA karo cho ? indriyo je mAge te Apo ke je jarUrI hoya te ja Apo ? zAstra kahyuM che ke, AvA jIvane zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA para ja prema hoya. te jyAM jAya tyAM AjJA tenI sAthene sAthe ja hoya evI rIta AjJA AtmasAt thai gai hoya. zAstre kahyuM che ke, bhagavAnano cAre prakArano saMgha kharekhara tapasvI che. tapasvI na hoya tema bane ja nahi. te kadAca tapa na karI zake to paNa tapanI bhAvanAvALo to hoya ja. cothe guNaThANe - avirata samyadraSTi guNaThANe rahelA jIvo evuM ghora pApa bAMdhIne AvyA hoya che ke, te vrata-paccakkhANa rUpa virati paNa na karI zake. te chatAM paNa tenI pApa sAme laData cAlu ja hoya che. te tapasvI na paNa hoya to paNa tapa nathI thato tenuM pArAvAra du:kha hoya che. samakitI kevA hoya ? lahera karanArA ? rAgI ? majA karanArA ? khAvA-pIvAdinA rasiyA ? samakitI mATe zAstre lakhyuM ke'mokSAMzaitAna:' mokSanI AkAMkSA- icchA e ja eka tAna jenI evA samakitI hoya che. 'mokSa kyAre maLe... mokSa kyAre maLe, te ja dhArA hoya tevA jIvane gharamAM rahevuM paDe mATe rahe. Page 63 of 77

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kuTuMba-pAlanAdi karavA paDe mATe kare toya tene evo pApabaMdha thato nathI je nukzAna kare. te jIva mohathI kuTuMba pALato nathI paNa dayAthI-anukaMpAthI pALe che, dharma mArge caDhe mATe pALe che. te gAMDAdhelAnI jema potAnA saMtAnone paradeza na mokale." tamane Aryadeza-AryajAti-AryakuLa maLyuM che. temAMya jainakuLa maLyuM che. te paNa evI jagAe jyAM bhagavAnanA aneka maMdiro che tame iccho ke na iccho paNa sAdhuonuM AvAgamana cAlu che. roja "saMsAra bhaMDo-mokSa meLavavA jevo-sAdhu ja thavA jevuM" A vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe che. to AvI sAmagrImAM janmelAM tamane tamArA saMtAnane paradeza mokalavAnuM mana thAya ? AjanA bhaNelAM moTe bhAge mUrakha... corIthI pAsa thayelA. mAstara tenI AjJAmAM rahe to jIvI zake. pote dhAre tyAre skUla baMdha karAve, nApAsa thAya to mAstaranI ThAThaDI kADhe. tenA mA-bApa paNa rAjI thAya to te mA-bApane tenA zatru kahevAya ke hitasvI? tapa eTalA mATe che ke, nirjarAnuM sAdhana che ane muktinuM parama sAdhana che. muktinA arthI vinAnA tapanI kAMi kiMmata nathI. mAsakSamaNane pAraNe mAsakSamaNa kare paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAthI ulTA varte to teno ya anaMta saMsAra vadhe. tamane bAhyavastuo game ke AtmAnI ? koipaNa jIvane pUchIe to te maravA icchato hoya ? tame badhAya jIvavA ja iccho cho ne ? saMsAramAM sadA jIvavAnuM hoya ? maraNa na joituM hoya ane saMdA jIvavAnuM joie to A saMsAramAM nathI. 'so nIvA nIvituM chatta' devalokamAM jAva to ya maravuM paDe. to jIvavAnuM sadA kyAM ? mokSamAM. sadA jIvavAnI icchAvALo mokSa icche ke saMsAra icche ? tamAre ahIM jIvavA mATe zuM zuM joie che ? tame jo bolo to tamArI icchA koi pUrI karI zake nahi. tamAre jIvavA ghaNuM ghaNuM joie che mATe pApa cAluM che. tamAruM pUrvanuM puNya jIvatuM che mATe sarakAra paNa tamArA jogI maLI che mATe tame moTaramAM phrI zako cho ane baMgalAmAM rahI zako cho. nahi to Aje jelamAM ja hota. tame to peTa mATe ya pApa karavuM paDe che tema bolI zako ema nathI. peTano vAMka kADhatA nahi. tamArA peTanI paNa phariyAda che ke, mAre kazuM joituM nathI. peTa zuM mAMge che ? pAzera anAja tame to nItinA badhA niyama dhoLI pIdhA. bhukha lAgyA vinA khavAya nahi. Aje khAvA-pIvA mATe ghaNuM ghaNuM joie tethI pApa vadhI gayA, tenI A kharAbI che. bhagavAnanI AjJA zI che ? AjIvikA mATe jarUra hoya ne paiso kamAvo paDe to kevI vidhi bAMdhI ? "paisA kamAvA joie, paiso kamAva" tema zAsse nathI kahyuM. paNa paisA kamAvA paDe to kevI rIte kamAvA tema kahyuM che. mAnava anIti kare te saMbhavita nathI tema zAe lakhyuM che. A vAta vAMcI jagatamAM najara karIe to zuM dekhAya ? tarata ja lakhyuM ke, jagatamAM traNa prakAranA mAnava hoya che. uttama, madhyama ane adhama, te anIti kare ja nahi. uttama mAnavano svabhAva ja evo hoya che je kadi anIti kare nahi. madhyamane anItino vakhata Ave to paraloka tenI AMkha sAme Ave. eTale paralokanA bhayathI te paNa anIti na kare. adhamane jyAre anIti karavAno prasaMga Ave tyAre te vicAre ke- meM anIti karI ema AjabAjavALA jANe to mArAthI jIvAya zI rIte ? eTale AlokanA DarathI te paNa anIti na kare. majethI khAnArAM, pInArAM, lahera karanArAMna pUchavuM che ke ahIMthI maryA pachI mAruM thaze zuM te vicAra kadi karyo che ? pApano udaya Ave to ahIM paNa khAvA Page 64 of 77

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nahi maLe. mAnava anIti na ja kare ne ? Aje kema kare che ? uttamatA che nahi, paralokano Dara nathI, A lokamAM AbarUno khapa nathI, paisAmAM AbarU AvI gai che tevI mAnyatA che. AvA loko tapanI zuM anumodanA kare ? je tapa karanAra che te pudgalanI ramaNatA choDI de, AtmAmAM ja ramaNatA kare. AtmAnA guNomAM ja rame. AtmAmAM evA evA guNo che je Ave to AtmAne saMsAramAM paNa mokSa sukhano anubhava thAya. . sukhI paNa jo virAgI hoya to ja sukhI che. te sukhano sAmagrIvALo jo rAgI hoya to ya sukhI nahi. A-te mAruM nathI mAnatA te phariyAda cAlu ja hoya. te koTipati hoya toya duHkhI che. AjanA koTipatine majuro ane sarakAra keTalAM herAna kare che. Aje korTo, sarakAra paNa bagaDI che, te majUra ane nokaranA ja pakSanI che. tame Aje thoDA phkavo cho te sArA cho mATe ke paisA Apo cho mATe ? rAjanA nokarone coraTTA banAve to ja tamAruM puNya phle tevuM che. rAjanA adhikArIone cora banAvyA te vepArIoe. AjanA moTA zrImaMto pradhAnone khIssAmAM rAkhe che. amArA hAtha lAMbA che tema kahenArA jIve che. te puNya kharuM. paNa phLavAnuM mahApApa kare toja. A vAta kaDavI che. ghaNAMne nahi gamatI paNa hoya. amAre to tamArA haiyAmAM zAsana ghAlavuM che. to khoTI vAta na nIkaLe to zAsana na pese. anItine bhUMDI na mAne, ame anIti karIe te khoTuM che, karavA jevI nathI, pApano udaya che mATe karIe chIe adhika lobhI chIe mATe karIe chIe : Ama mAno to zAsana pesavAnI jagyA che. A na mAno to khuda zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA paNa tamArA haiyAmAM zAsana ghAlI zake nahi. zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne paNa badhAe mAnyA nathI. ApaNA zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAo paNa laghumati ja hatA, kadi bahumatimAM hatA ja nahi. bahumati sAcI hoya ja nahi. bahumati cAle tyAM DAhyAe kadi paga mUkavo joie nahi. kadAca koi jAya to tene lAta khAine kAM kharAba thaine bahAra nIkaLavuM paDe. ghaNAM bahumatimAM gayA to mAra khAi gayA. ghaNAM DAhyA khasI gayA. chatAM gAMDAone hajI javuM che. te pAyamAla thaze kAM lAto khAze. tamArI sagI AMkhe Aje badhuM dekhAya che. laghumati hajI sArI hoi zake. paNa sAcI to zAstramati ja hoya. bahumati haMmezA khoTAMnI hoya. gharamAM ya bahumati na cAle. cAle to roja kajIyA thAya to dharmamAM to bahumati cAle ja kema ? mATe mArI bhalAmaNa che ke tame badhA DAhyA thAva. AvA tapanI anumodanA karavA bhegA thayA cho to sAcI vAta samajo. jemAM Atma ramaNatA hoya, zrI jinezvara devonI pUjA hoya, kaSAyono saMhAra hoya ane bhagavAnanI AjJA sAthene sAthe rahenArI hoya H tevuM je tapa che te bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM zuddhakoTinuM gaNAya che. bAhyatapa atyaMtara tapano poSaka ja hoya. AvA tapa karanAramAM vinaya kevo hoya ? vaiyAvacca kevI hoya ? jarAka pApa lAgyuM to prAyazcita karyA vinA rahe ? svAdhyAyano kevo premI hoya ? te kevo dhyAnI hoya ? cAlatAM-cAlatAM, kAjo letAM-letAM ya kevaLajJAna pAme. palAMThIvALI bese tethI dhyAna na Ave. dhyAna koNa karI zake ? bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba jIvana jIve te. ane A kAyAno tyAga karavAno che to te tenA abhyAsa mATe kAusagga kare. A kAyAnI mamatA utare te ja pariSahane seve, upasargone veThe, mohane mArI, kevaLajJAna pAmIne mokSe jAya. Page 65 of 77

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zrI jainazAsanamAM tapa mahattvano che, UMcI koTino che, nirjarAnuM kAraNa che, mokSanuM parama sAdhana che. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba je kare te bhAgyazALI che, tenA vakhANa karAya. to zakti majaba tapa karatA thAva to kalyANa thAya. to bhagavAnanA zAsananA tapanA svarUpane samajI zakti mujaba karI, vahelAmAM vahelA sau saMpUrNa nirjarA sAdhI paramapadane pAmo te ja eka zubhAbhilASA. Page 66 of 77

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[2042 bhA.su. 13 maMgaLavAra, 16-9-86. lAlabAga, muMbai.] zAstra mAve che ke-dharmanI pravRtti mokSanA arthInI ja saphLa thAya, bIjAnI nahi. dharmanI avajJAnuM, AjJAnI avajJAnuM pApa eTaluM bhayaMkara che ke, suMdara ArAdhanAne paNa jhera banAve, badhA jIvono saMsAra paryAya karmathI cAle che ane mokSa paryAya karma jAya tyAre thAya. karmane AdhIna jIvo, kaSAyo ane indriyone AdhIna hoya che. kaSAyane na jIte, indriyone na jIte to kAma thAya nahi. indriyone jItavA manazuddhi joie. te pedA na thAya tyAM sudhI ThekANuM na paDe. jenAmAM manazuddhi na hoya te AtmA game teTalI dharmakriyA kare, game teTaluM bhaNe, game teTalo tapa kare to te badhuM rAkhamAM ghI nAkhavA samAna che. zAstra ATalo badho bhAra manazuddhi upara mUkyo che. anaMtajJAnio manazuddhinI ATalI badhI mahattA samajAve to paNa ApaNe manamAM saMsAranA sukhanI ja lAlasA rAkhIe, te meLavavA ja dharma karIe to te dharma ApaNuM rakSaNa na karI zake. sukha ApIne saMsAranA jaMgalamAM choDI de. saMsAranA sukhanI sAmagrI te ja moTuM jaMgala che. temAM hiMsaka janAvaro ghaNA che, bahAra nIkaLavuM kaThIna che. te jaMgalamAM evA aTavAie, evA pAyamAla thaie ke, tyAM paNa sukha nahi ! bIjAnA sukhathI saLage tene game teTaluM sukha hAya toya sukha lAge ? ghaNA pAse zrImaMtAi hovA chatAMya bIjA pAse adhika sukha che tenuM duHkha che. bIjAne mAna maLe to tene AnaMda nahi. A A nathI mAnato tema rIbAyA kare. duniyAnA sukhamAM paNa sukhI koNa ? potAne je sukha maLyuM temAM jene saMtoSa hoya te. bIjAnuM sukha joi duHkhI thAya tene sukhI koNa kare ? kAma-bhogAdi evA zatruo che, je jIvane sukhI rahevA de nahi. devo chellAM cha mahinA je duHkha bhogave che, to chaThThInuM dhAvaNa nIkaLI jAya che. je sukha bhogavyuM te badhuM dhULa kare che. mithyAdraSTi ane saMsAranA sukhanA bhukhyA jIvone game tyAM mokalo te sukhI nahi. tame kalpanA karo ke, vartamAnamAM je zrImaMta che temAMsukhI keTalA ? jene indriyo jItavI haze, kaSAyo jItavA haze tene mananI zuddhi meLavavI paDe. mananI zuddhi na hoya te game teTalI dharmapravRtti kare, te dharmapravRtti tene sukha Ape tevo niyama nahi. kadAca sukha maLe toya ribAi ribAine mare ane durgatimAM jAya. A saMsAranuM sukha mArakaNuM che, mokSanuM sukha ja meLavavA lAyaka che. mokSanuM sukha meLavavA bhagavAnanI AjJA paLAya tene Atmika sukhano anubhava thAya. je Atmika sukhamAM rame mokSasukhane pAme. saMsAramAM je rame tene Atmika sukhano to anubhava ja nathI. saMtoSI garIba hoya to ya sukhI. asaMtoSI zrImaMta hoya toya duHkhI ! sukhanI sAmagrI jeTalA jeTalAne maLe te badhA sukhI ja hoya tema mAnatA nahi, nahi to tame tene joyA ja karazo. pachI tamane deva, guru ane dharma jovo nahi game, kemake, sukhI jevA thavuM che. saMsAranuM sukha ane te sAmagrI sArI Page 67 of 77

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che ke bhUMDI che ? manazuddhi lAvavA mATe A mahenata karyA vinA chUTako nathI. A vicAraNA na Ave to manazuddhi na thAya. te na thAya to indriyo kAbUmAM na rahe. jenI indriyo kAbUmAM rahe tenI ja indriyo tene mokSamAM lai jAya. jenI indriyo kAbUmAM na hoya te jIva game teTalo dharma karato hoya to paNa te dharma mATe dharma nathI karato paNa saMsAranA sukha mATe dharma kare che. darekane potAnA anubhavathI samajAya tevI A cIja che chatAM samajAtI kema nathI ? duniyAnuM sukha te ja duHkhanuM mULa che. saMsAranA sukhano gADha rAga ane pApanA udaye AvatAM du:kha uparano dveSa te ja moTAmAM moTI karmanI gAMTha che. te gAMTha bhedAyA vinA sAcI samajaNa Ave ja nahi. saMsAranA sukhano ja bhukhyo ghaNAM ghaNAM pApa kare, ghaNAne duHkhI kare ane pachI tene ja jo duHkhA Ave tyAre mAthA pachADe te cAle ? tevo AdamI kyAre paNa sukhI hoya kharo. Aje huM je bhAvadharmanI vAta karuM chuM te ghaNAne gamatI nathI. ghaNA sAdhuone paNa gamatI nathI. Aje moTAbhAgane bhAvadharma sAthe jANe kAMi levA devA ja nathI ! A daniyAnA padArtho uparanI mamatA jAya nahi tyAM sudhI bhAvadharma Ave paNa nahi. A duniyAnuM sukha to Aje che ane kAle nathI mATe AnA upara rAga karavo te bevakuphI che tema lAge che ? gharathI chUTavA maMdire javAnuM che. peDhIthI chUTavA upAzraye javAnuM che. sAdharmika bhakti karo te saMbaMdhiothI chUTavA karavAnI che. dAna te paisAthI chUTavA che. zIla pALavuM te bhogathI bhAgI chUTavA mATe pALavAnuM che, khAvA-pIvAdinI icchAothI chUTavA tapadharma che ane AkhA bhavathI bhAgI chUTavA mATe bhAvadharma che - A badhI vAto tame keTalI vAra sAMbhaLI che ? paNa cho tyAMnA tyAMja cho ne ? A indriyo paripUrNa na maLe tyAM sudhI mukti na thAya paNa te AtmAnA kAbUmAM hoya to mukti Ape. te indriyonA kAbUmAM ApaNe jaie to narakAdi durgatimAM javuM paDe. A indriyo durgatimAM lai janArI che tema lAge che ? AMkhathI dharma vadhAre karo ke pApa vadhAre karo ? kAnathI dharmanI vAto vadhAre sAMbhaLo ke pApanI ? tamArA gharamAM dharmanI vAta kyAre thAya ? ame ekalA dharmanI vAta karyA karIe ane dharmathI A A sukha maLe tema na kahIe to ameya na paravaDIe. AmanI vAta to bhIkhamaMgA banAve tevo che - tema mAne. AjanA ghaNA suzrAvako ! nI. A mAnyatA che ke- "mahArAja to kahyA kare. mahArAjanuM kahyuM karIe to ghara-bAra na cAle. mahArAjanI vAta sAMbhaLavAnI paNa jIvavAnuM to ApaNe jIvIe tema ja jIvavAnuM. temAM phara nahi karavAno !" roja dharma sAMbhaLe ane te kahe ke- "anIti karyA vinA to cAle ja nahi. nIti karIe to bhukhyA ja marIe.' -Ama je bole te vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLanAro kahevAya ke vyAkhyAnanI viTaMbaNA karanAro kahevAya ? mATe ja bhArapUrvaka samajAvI rahyA che ke- manazuddhi vinA to cAle ja nahi. manazuddhi Ave to guNa na hoya te ya AvI jAya. ane manazuddhi na hoya to je guNa hoya teya doSarUpa thai jAya. sArA guNane bagADanAra A manazuddhi nathI tevI dazA che. manazuddhi nathI mATe guNa paNa AvatA nathI. kharI vAta e che ke Aje moTAbhAganA mananuM ja ThekANuM nathI. tamAre zuM meLavavAnI icchA che ? to je kahe ke- "mokSa vinA bIjuM kAMi ja joituM nathI. mokSe jhaTa javuM che mATe durgatimAM javuM nathI. tyAM duHkha ghaNuM che mATe te duHkhathI DarIne nahi paNa dharma karavAnI sAmagrI maLe nahi mATe ane sadgatimAM javuM Page 68 of 77

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che te tyAM ghaNI sukha sAmagrI che mATe nahi paNa sArI rIte dharma karI zakAya mATe." AvuM je kahe-mAne tenuM mana zuddha kahevAya ! sAdhapaNuM ane zrAvakapaNuM evI umadA cIja che ke, tenAthI jarA paNa khoTuM thAya to tarata ja gabharAmaNa thAya. dharma karanArA ja majethI adharma kare to te mahApApI che. je dharma nathI karatA te to ajJAna che mATe bhale game tema jIve. paNa maMdira-upAzraye janAra, sAdhunI sevA-bhakti karanAra mAre kema jIvavuM te kema na samaje ? manazuddhi Ave to doSa paNa guNa thai jAya ane te na hoya to guNa paNa doSa thai jAya. te vAta draSTAntathI samajAve che ke, manazuddhi nahi karanArA, game teTalo tapa karatA hoya to paNa te nAvA choDIne bhUjAthI sAgara taravA nIkaLyA che. bhUjAthI sAgara tarAya ? mAre mukti vinA bIjuM kAMi ja joituM nathI-ATalI icchA thai jAya to manazuddhi AvyA vinA na rahe. [2042 bhAdaravA suda-15 guruvAra, tA.18-9-86. zeTha motIzA lAlabAga jaina upAzraya, muMbai.] anAdikALathI karmane paravaza paDelo jIva kaSAya ane indriyone AdhIna che. te benI AdhInatA rahe to te saMsAramAM ja bhaTakavAno. anAdikALathI Aja sudhI huM bhaTakyo tenuM bhAna" thAya ane have mAre bhaTakavuM nathI tevo bhaya pedA thAya to jIvanuM ThekANuM paDe ! A vAta jenA haiyAmAM na bese teno udhdhAra karavAnI zakti khuda zrI tIrthaMkaradevomAM paNa nathI. mATe samajo ke-A Page 69 of 77

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pAMce indriyo je maLI che, teno jo sadupayoga nahi karIe to pharI phI naraka-nigodamAM javuM paDe. hajI bAjI hAthamAM che. je jIva kaSAyo ane indriyone jIte teja mokSe jai zake. te bene jItavA eTale kaSAya ane indriyone AdhIna na thavuM te ! khAvuM ane rasa na Ave te kyAre bane ? sArI cIja meLavavI, majethI teno bhogavaTo karavo ane tenAthI paNa adhika sArI maLe tema icchavuM-A badhuM indriyonI AdhInatA che. ApaNe jo sArA nahi banIe to ApaNuM ThekANuM nahi paDe. ApaNAmAM ghaNI ghaNI kharAbI che tema lAge che ? tame badhA jo zAMtithI vicAro to ApaNI jAta kevI che te oLakhAyA vinA na rahe. jene kaSAyone jItavA hoya tene indriyone jItavI paDe. jene indriyone jItavI hoya tene manazuddhi karavI paDe. te mATe zuM karavAnuM ? anAdithI vaLagelA rAga ane dveSane jItavA paDe. januM mana zuddha na hoya te game teTaluM bhaNelo hoya toya abhaNa che. mATe ja zAstra, navapUrvIne ajJAnI kahetAM acakAyuM nathI. jenuM mana zuddha hoya te thoDuM paNa jANe to ya tene jJAnI kahe che. ApaNAmAM rAga che ke nahi ? dveSa che ke nahi ? ApaNane rAga konI konI upara che ? dveSa konA konA upara che ? te rAga ane dveSa nakkI thAya to ApaNI jAta dharmI che ke adharmI te nakkI thAya. je jIva game teTalo dharma kare paNa teno rAga jo duniyAnI cIjo upara hoya. anukULatA upara ja rAga hoya ane pratikULatA upara dveSa hoya to tene ya dharmI nathI kahyo. tevo jIva dharma karIne ya pApa ja karavAno che. ATaluM samajyA pachI have ApaNo rAga zrI vItarAgadeva upara che, zrI vItarAgadevanA sAdhu upara che, zrI vItarAgadevanA dharma upara che, te dharma ArAdhe tenA upara che e dharmanI sAmagrI upara ja che, duniyAnI bIjI cIjo upara rAga thato nathI. rAga thAya to bhUMDo ja lAge che- tema kahI zakIe kharA ? maMdirane nukzAna thAya to AghAta lAge ke gharane ? upAzraya upara muzkelI Ave to duHkha thAya ke peDhI upara muzkelI Ave to du:kha thAya ? baMnnemAM duHkha thAya tema kahe te mAtra bolavAnuM che paNa haiyAthI amala to bIjA upara ja kare ne ? tamArI zakti hoya to deva-guru-dharmanI Apatti vakhata rakSaNa mATe UbhA raho kharA ? vakhate ghara-bArAdi phnA karavA paDe to phnA thAva kharA ? zarIrane bacAvavA, ghara saLage to bhusako paNa mAro ne ? ApaNane rAga konA upara che ? prAmANikapaNe bolI zako kharA ke- zrI vItarAgadeva upara, zrI vItarAga devanA sAcA mArge cAlanAra sAdhu upara ane zrI vItarAgadevanA dharma upara, zrI vItarAgadevanA dharmane ArAdhatA dharmI upara ane dharmanAM sAdhano upara ja rAga che, bAkI duniyAnA padArtho upara rAga thAya to phkATa thai jAya che. ghara uparano rAga tAre ke DUbADe ? peDhI uparano rAga tAre ke mAre ? paisA-TakAdino rAga tAre ke DUbADe ? tame badhA bolI zako ka- 'ghara DUbADanAra che ane maMdira tAranAra che, peDhI DUbADanAra ce ane upAzraya tAranAra che. dhana DUbADanAra ane dharma tAranAra che, saMbaMdhI DUbADanAra che ane sAdharmIka tAranAra che.' jo huM sAvadha na rahuM to peDhI pApa karAvanAra che, narake mokalI ApanAra che. peDhInA rakSaNa mATe keTalAM pApa karo cho ? Aje to vepArI cora tarIke oLakhAya che. mUDI vagarano peDhI khole to te harAmakhora ja hoya ne ? pArakI mUDIe peDhI khole, moTaramAM re, mojamajA kare, kamANI badhI levAnI ane ApavAnuM hoya to Ape Page 70 of 77

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ya kharA ane na paNa Ape tene kevA kahevAya ? jene duniyAdArInI cIjo upara prema hoya tene dharma upara prema na hoya. duniyAdArIno prema khaTake to samajavuM ke-dharma Avyo lAge che. bApanI bhakti karavAnI AjJA kharI paNa svArthanA kAraNe bApanI bhakti karavI te pApa che. AtmAnA kharekharA zatru rAga ane dveSa be che. A rAga ane dveSe ApaNane pAgala banAvyA che. je ApaNane sAcave tenA upara rAga, je na sAcave tenA upara dveSa. je ApaNA kAmamAM Ave tenA upara rAga, je kAmamAM na Ave tenA upara dveSa. AvA rAga-dveSa jIvatA hoya tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM bhaTakavuM ja paDe, icchA hoya ke na hoya to paNa narakAdimAM javuM ja paDe. te rAga-dveSano bApa moha che. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, kAma, IrSyAdi teno parivAra che. te tamArI pAse hiMsA, corI, jUTha Adi badhAM ja pApo majethI karAve, karavA jevA manAve. tamArI pAse besanAra paNa jo khoTuM kare to tene sAcuM kahevAnI tamArI trevaDa che kharI ? tame jANo toya tenI sAthe bagADo kharA ? je mANasa sAro hoyatene kharAba mANasa game zI rIte ? tenI sAthe bolavuM paNa zI rIte phAve ? paNa jo te tamane nukzAna karanAra lAge to tenI sAthe saMbaMdha toDI paNa nAkho ne ? tamane jo tamArA ja nukzAnanI kiMmata hoya ane dharmanA nukzAnanI kiMmata paNa na hoya to tamane dharmI paNa koNa kahe ? bhagavAnanI sevA karanArane, bhagavAnanI niMdA kare tenI sAthe besavAnuM mana thAya kharuM ? gurunI sevA kare tene gurunI niMdA kare tenI sAthe besavAnuM mana thAya kharuM? je dharma karIe te dharmanI niMdA kare tenI sAthe paNa besavAnuM mana thAya? AvuM thAya to te jIva dharma pAmelo kahevAya ? moha rAjAe potAnuM AkhuM rAjya rAga-dveSane soMpI dIdhuM che. dareke dareka AtmAmAM rAga-dveSa beselA che. saMsAranA badhAM tophAna rAga-dveSathI che. je AtmA bhagavAnano dharma pAme te ja majAmAM hoya, duniyAnA sukhano ane te sukhanA sAdhana uparano rAga bhaMDo lAge to samajI levuM ke te AdamI dharma pAmavA lAyaka che. tamane tamArA paisA-TakA-baMgalA-bagIcA-kuTuMba-parivAra, zarIra Adi upara rAga thAya to lAge ke- A mArI nAkhaze. zarIrAdi upara rAga vadhAre che ke dharma upara rAga vadhAre che ? zarIrathI dharma vadhAre karo ke zarIra mATe dharmane choDI paNa do ? dharma khAtara marI. jAya paNa dharma na choDe tevA keTalA maLe ? potAnI khUba sevA-bhakti kare te khoTe mArge jato hoya to te ya na game tevA koNa hoya ? je deva-guru-dharmanI sevA barAbara na kare, adharma majethI kare to tene ya choDI do kharA ? tene ya kahI zako ke-A gamatuM nathI. tamAre tamArI sAthe beThanArA kevA joie ? bhagavAnanA kahevarAve ane bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAne tene zuM pUjavAnA che ? bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAne te sAdhupaNuM pALIne ya durgatimAM javAnA che. kadAca sadgatimAM jAya to saMsAramAM vadhAre bhaTakavuM che mATe jAya. ApaNe kaSAyone jItavA che. te mATe indriyone jItavI che. te jItavA mana zuddha karavuM che. te mATe rAga-dveSa jItavA che. ApaNo rAga kyAM che ? deva-guru-dharma-dharmI ane dharmanAM sAdhano upara ja che ne ? deva koNa ? zrI arihaMta paramAtmA ja. guru koNa ? zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI AjJA mujaba jIvanArA ja. dharma kayo ? zrI arihaMta paramAtmAe kahyo te ja, bIjo nahi. A badhA upara ja rAga Page 71 of 77

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che ne ? A badhA upara rAga na hoya te sago chokaro hoya toya game nahi ne ? tene samajAvavA chatAMya na samaje ane viparIta thAya to kahI do ke "tuM cAlyo jA. tuM mAro dikaro nahi ane huM tAro bApa nahi.' potAno ja sago dikaro deva-guru-dharmane na mAne te dharmI bApane game kharuM ? Ane ja samakitI kahevo che. dharmIne dharmIno ja sahavAsa game, adharmIno sahavAsa na game. dharmIne deva-gurdharmanA niMdaka sAthe besavAnuM paNa na game ke mana paNa na thAya. tamArI peDhI upara devALiyo Ave to vAta karo kharA ? tene paNa kahI do ne ke, "vAta karavI hoya to ghera Ava je. nahi to mArI peDhI paNa uDaze. AvI akkala dharAvanArA tame deva-guru-dharmanA niMdaka sAthe beso te cAle ? ApaNA badhAmAM rAga ane dveSa che tene oLakhavA paDaze. konA upara mane ati rAga che ? kono sahavAsa mane game che ? konI sAthe bolavuM-beThavuM-UThavuM mane game che ? A badho vicAra karo to na samajAya tevuM che ? tame badhA DAhyA ane samaju cho paNa irAdApUrvaka samajaNano upayoga nathI karatA ne ? jene sAcuM-khoTuM samajavAnI icchA nahi tene dharmano rAga che tema kahevAya nahi. jene na samajAya te jJAnI kahe tema kare to tenuM kalyANa thai jAya. mAre ADe mArge cAlavuM nathI, UMdhuM kAMi karavuM nathI to te dharma pAmI jAya. mana zuddhi karavI haze tene potAnA rAga ane dveSa oLakhavA paDaze. rAga kyAM karavA jevo che, dveSa paNa kyAM karavA jevo che-te nakkI karavuM paDe. tamane ghara maLyuM te puNyodaya paNa gharamAM rahyA cho te pApodaya che, ghara sAruM maLyuM te puNyodaya paNa ghara game te pApodaya-A vAta samajAi che ne ? ApaNAmAM hajI rAga-dveSa che, te rAga-dveSa khoTI jagyAe hoya to ApaNane mAraze. avasare tame konA pakSamAM raho ? bhagavAnanA ke game tenA ? sAcuM-khoTuM samajyA vinA koino paNa Agraha karo kharA ? A bAbatamAM huM kAMi jANato nathI, samajato nathI mATe mArA guru mahArAjane pUchIne kahIza-tema paNa kaho kharA ? je dharma karanArA ajJAna hoya paNa potAnA guru mahArAjane pUchI pUchIne varte, to tenuM kalyANa thai jAya.paNa je svayaM samaje nahi, jJAnIne pUche paNa nahi ane Thoke rAkhe, game tema varte to tenuM to akalyANa ja thAya. satyano arthI kevo hoya ? na samajAya tyAM sudhI huM samajyo chuM tema kahe nahi, na samajyo hoya tevI vAta kadi bole paNa nahi ane samajyA pachI satya mATe paNa ApavA paNa taiyAra thai jAya. je na samajAya tyAM sudhI kAMipaNa bole nahi to te sAro che paNa vagara samaje je bakabaka kare te to pote ya DUbe ane bIjAne paNa DUbADe. ame paNa zAstra na samajAya to bolIe nahi. samajAyA pachI ja bolIe. ApaNA bhagavAne to sukhamaya saMsArane paNa bhUMDo kahyo che. sukhamaya paNa saMsAra bhUMDo ja che tema haiyAmAM bese to dharma Ave. saMsAra majeno lAge to tamane tamAro pApodaya lAgavo joie paNa saMsAra sAro to na ja kahevAya. A asAra saMsAramAM sAra dharmanI sAmagrI che tema kahyuM che paNa saMsAra sAro nathI kahyo. rAga-dveSanI parAdhInatA, viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatA te ja saMsAra che ne ? A saMsAra koi rIte sAro nahi, nahi ne nahi ja ne ? jo amane ya saMsAranuM sukha game to ogho lAje. tamane ya saMsAranuM sukha game to cAMllo lAje. tamArI pUjA pahelI ane bhagavAnanI pUjA pachI, kema ? bhagavAnanI AjJA mAthe caDAvyA. Page 72 of 77

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vinA bhagavAnane aDAya paNa nahi te khabara che ne ? "bhagavAna je kahI gayA che te ja sAcuM che ane zaMkA vinAnuM che, AvuM jene samajAyuM hoya tene ja bhagavAnane aDavAno sAco haka che. je bhaNelAne paNa AvuM na samajAyuM hoya tene bhagavAnane aDavAno haka nathI. je bhaNelA bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAne te to ApoApa zrI saMghanI bahAra che, zrI saMghamAM pesI gayelA che. maMdira-upAzraye jAya, bhagavAnanI AjJA mAne nahi, susAdhunI AjJA mAne nahi, phAvatA gurunI AjJA mAne te zrI. jainazAsanamAM cAle ja nahi. jenuM manayudhdha hoya tene ja A badhuM samajAya, bIjAne nahi. mATe manazuddha karavA prayatna karo te ja zubhecchA. Page 73 of 77

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[2042 Aso vada-12 guruvAra, tA. 30-10-1986. zeTha zrI motIzA lAlabAga jaina upAzraya, bhUlezvara, muMbai-400004.] AtmAmAM coMTelAM karmone kADhavA mATe nirjarA jarUrI che. jevA kilaSTa pariNAme karma bAMdhyA che tenA karatAMya utkRSTa pariNAme karma kADhavAnA che. te kADhavA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke-jema sonuM mATIvALuM hovA chatAM tene diptimAna agnimAM mUkavAmAM Ave to te so TacanuM paNa thAya che. tevI rItie jJAninI AjJAmujaba karAtA A taparUpI agnithI AtmAne zuddha karavAmAM Ave to karmo cAlyA jAya che. te mATe bAra prakArano tapa kahyo che. dharmI mAtrane bAra prakArano tapa khUba game. tenA nAma badhA dharmone yAda hovA joie. atyaMtara tapa pAmavA mATe bAhyatapa jarUrI che tema bAhyatapa upara anurAga na Ave te atyaMtara tapa paNa pAme nahi. jIvane moTAmAM moTuM vyasana hoya to khAvAnuM che. janme tyArathI jIva khAuM khAuM kare che eTaluM nahi jIva jyAM utpanna thAya tyAM pahelA samayathI ja khAvAnuM zarU karI le che. tame badhA bhaNyA nathI eTale zuM thAya ? jo moTAmAM moTuM pApa hoya to khAvA-pIvAno rasa che te che. zAstre kahyuM che kerasanA indriya jIte. tenI badhI indriyo jItAi jAya. mokSanuM nAma aNAhArI pada che. saMsArI jIva game tyAM jAya pahelA tene AhAra joie. AhAra vinA cAle nahi. A janmamAM manuSyone AhAranI evI bhukha jAgI che ke-peTa karatAMya jIbhane saMtoSavA keTalAM pApa kare badhuM ja anukULa joie. che ? bAhyatapamAM AhAranA tyAganI mahattA che. zarIranA ane AtmAnA doSone chUTathI, majethI sevyA kare to atyaMtara tapa paNa zI rIte Ave ? atyaMtara tapamAM dhyAna chelluM che. dhyAnamAM AtmA sthira thAya to zukladhyAna pAme. te pachI karyuM nAza pAme ane mukti thAya. zrI jainazAsanamAM sauthI pahelA moTAmAM moTI vAta hoya to khAvA-pIvAdi upara kanTrola rAkhavAnI che. jainanI AbarU hoya ke-kadi te na khAvAnuM khAya nahi, je te khAya nahi, jyAre-tyAre khAya nahi. mArI tRSNA ja mane rakhaDAvanArI che. tamArI tRSNA pUrI thai che ? game teTalI sAmagrI hoya to paNa tamArI bhUkha ochI thAya kharI ? zAstre kahyuM che ke, anuttaravimAnavAsI devo evA che ke jeoe tRSNA upara kAbU meLavyo che. jeonuM saMyama sAruM na hoya paNa meluM hoya, jenAmAM samyaktva na hoya te tyAM jai zake paNa nahi. Page 74 of 77

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anuttara vimAnamAM to zuddha saMyama pALanArA ane samakitadhArI AtmAo ja jai zake.temAM ya sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM to evI evI manohara sukhanI sAmagrI che ke, varNana na thAya. motI hAle ane saMgItanA sUra nIkaLe. chatAM paNa te AtmAone AkarSI zakatI nathI. tattvaciMtanamAM ja samaya pasAra kare che. zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA janmathI, nAcI UThe che. niyamAM ekAvanArI che. tyAMthI ahIM manuSyamAM AvI mokSe javAnA che. A saMsAramAM vadhAremAM vadhAre paugalika sukhanI sAmagrI tyAM hovA chatAMya teone tenI asara nathI, te choDI zakatA nathI tenuM pUrNa du:kha hoya che. tyAM virati AvI zakatI nathI paNa viratinI icchA eTalI tIvra hoya che ke, varNana na thAya. zrI. tIrthaMkaraparamAtmAnA dIkSA kalyANakamAM to rocyAmAM harSathI nAcI UThe che. tamane virati maLI zake tema hovA chatAMya moTAbhAgane virati joitI paNa nathI. virati pAmavAnuM mana thatuM nathI tenuM du:kha paNa nathI. zrAvakakuLamAM janmelA navakArazI na kare, rAtribhojana na kare, abhakSyano tyAga na kare te bane ? jene bAhyatAno prema nathI te atyaMtara tapanI vAta kare to te banAvaTI che. tadubhava muktigAmI jIvoe paNa kevo kevo tapa karyo che te jANatA nathI ? bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM jIva cha mahinAno tapa karI zake che. Aje paNa tapa karanArA ko'ka ko'ka maLe. che ne ? cha mahinAnA upavAsanI ciMtA kAne che ? tame tapaciMtavaNi kAussagna karo cho ? AhAra saMjJAnI lAlasA te ja badhA pApanuM mULa che. jainakuLamAM janmelA navakArazI-covihAra paNa na kare, na thAya tenuM du:kha paNa na thAya ane na karIe to cAle tema mAne, abhakSya paNa khAya, rAte ya majethI khAya ane te badhuM cAle tema kahe te bhagavAnanI pUjA kare to ya mahApApI che ! teno saMsAramAM bhaTakavA mATeno pApa khUTI gayo che mATe pApa bAMdhavA ahIM Avyo che. tenI bhagavAnanI pUjA paNa DhoMga che. lokone DhagavAnI kriyA che. bhagavAna pAse je na maMgAya te paNa mAMgavAnI-meLavavAnI icchA che. duniyAnA pApathI chUTavAne badale vadhu pApa karavA pUjA kare to te pApa ja kare che tema kahevAya ne ? corI karuM paNa pakaDAi na jAuM tevI bhAvanAthI pUjA kare to kevo kahevAya ? tamane je je game te te meLavavA pUjA karo to tamAro naMbara paNa temAM gaNAya ne ? tevA harAmakhorane to maMdiramAM paNa pesavA na devAya ! sArI paNa kriyA khoTA hetuthI kare to ? jagatamAM paNa kahevAya che ke-bahu hAtha joDe, salAma bhare tenA vizvAsamAM paDatA nahi. "dagalabAja dUnA name !' bhagavAne jenI nA kahI te paNa karavuM paDe to tenuM duHkha hoya, kyAre chUTe tenI ciMtA hoya, te badhAthI chUTavA mahenata kare tenI pUjA lekhe lAge. paisA khUba khUba maLe, mojamajA karI zakAya, harI-phrI zakAya te mATe bhagavAnanI pUjA kare to tenI pUjA te pApa che ! bhagavAna jevA bhagavAna tapa kare. bhagavAna zrI kaSabhadevanA zAsanamAM bAra mahinAno, bAvIza zrI tIrthaMkaradevanA zAsanamAM ATha mahinAno ane bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM cha mahinAno tapa kahyo che. bAhyatapa zA mATe che ? AhAra saMjJAno nAza karavA mATe che. tapa ciMtavaNInA kAussagnamAM A ja vAta vicAravAnI che. tapa vinAno jeTalo samaya jAya te badho phogaTa che. zAe kahyuM che ke, dareke dareka AtmAe jeTalo tapa karavAnI zakti hoya teTalo tapa karavo Page 75 of 77

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joie. jainazAsanane pAmelAne to tapa karavAnuM ja mana hoya. khAvAnI je kuTeva paDI che, zarIrane aMge je je kuTevo vaLagI che te choDavA mATe A tapa karavAnuM vidhAna che. tapasvI tenuM nAma jene tapanA dADAmAM AnaMda Ave ane khAvAno dADo Ave, khAvuM paDe to du:kha lAge. khAvA mATe keTalI upAdhi che ! khAdhA pachI ya keTalo upAdhi che ! bAhyatapamAM je anazana tapa che tenA karatAM UNodarI tapa UMco che. UNodarI karatAM vRttisaMkSepa tapa UMco che. vRttisaMkSepa karatAM rasatyAga tapa karavo UMco che. te badhA karatAM kAyakaleza tapa karavo kaThIna che. irAdApUrvaka, samajapUrvaka kAyAne takalIpha paDe te kAma karavuM saheluM che ? tenA karatAMya saMlInatA tapa UMco che. saMlInatA samajo cho ? A zarIrane, indriyone, kaSAyone kAbUmAM levA te saMlInatA nAmano tapa che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA AtmAe evo dAkhalo Apyo che ke, na karI zakAya tema bolI zakAya tema nathI. jIva abhyAsa kare to badhuM karI zake. navakArazI na karI zakanArA avasara Ave bhukhyA ya rahe che. mATe karmane kADhavA hoya to tapa jevuM eka sAdhana nathI. khAvAnA rasiyAne A vAta phAve ja nahi. sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA khAvAnA rasiyA hoya nahi. khAvAnA rasiyA hoya te sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA hoya toya dharmI nathI. dharma pAmyAnuM lakSaNa zuM ? potAnI pAse sArI cIja hoya ane te bIjAnA upayogamAM Ave to ApatA kadi saMkoca na thAya tevuM audArya hoya. sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA khAvAne pApa mAne che, anazanane dharma mAne che. tame khAvAne zuM mAno cho ? khAvAne je pApa mAne nahi te jaina paNa nahi. khAvuM paDe ane khAya to khAtAM pahelA tapasvione hAtha joDe eTale khAtAM khAtAM ya nirjarA kare, paNa Aje khAvAno roga jAgyo che ke, zuM khAya ane zuM pIe tenuM varNana paNa karI zakAya tema nathI. Aje jaina samAjamAM badhuM abhakSya AvI gayuM. bahu sukhI tene ghera bahu tophAna ! bahu bhaNelAM badhuM ja kare. je bhaNatara AtmAne, mokSane, paralokane yAda na karAve te bhaNatara bhUMDuM ! ahIM paNa je bhaNelAne mokSayAda na Ave tenuM AgamanuM jJAna paNa ajJAna ! thoDuM bhaNelAne mokSa ja yAda Ave, tapa-saMyama yAda Ave to te dharmI ! khAvuM te moTo roga che. khAvAnA rogathI ja badhA roga thAya che. khAvAno roga maTI jAya to ghaNA roga maTI jAya. Aje to tame nirogI raho te Azcarya !rogI na hova te navAi ! bhagavAnanA mArgane pAmelo jIva, jo AjJA mujaba jIve, jIbhane AdhIna na thAya to tene roga Ave nahi. kadAca nikAcita karmanA yoge Ave te judI vAta. tevo bhagavAnano mArga majeno che. je sAdhu lokone game, tevo upadeza Ape to te sAco sAdhu nathI paNa veSadhArI che. upadeza bhagavAne kahyA mujabano apAya, tamane game te na apAya. pra. Aje to kahe che ke, zAstra mujaba upadeza Ape te "rUDhicusta" ane lokone game tevo upadeza Ape tene samayane oLakhyo kahevAya. u. marIe toya bhagavAnanI AjJA na mUkAya. tene "rUDhicusta' kahe te "alaMkAra' che. tene "kalaMka' mAne te bhUMDA che. dharmanA upadeza vinA bIjo upadeza na Ape te guru, bIjA gora ! Page 76 of 77

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AjJA mujaba tapa karanAro vinaya-vaiyAvaccavALo hoya, svAdhyAya to teno prANa hoya. dhyAna to tene sahaja hoya ane A kAyAno tyAga karatAM to vAra nahi. Avo tapa te zuddha pariNAmarUpa che ane UMcI koTinA zuddhapariNAmanuM kAraNa che. mATe AjJA mujabanA tapanA Asevana dvArA sAcI nirjarAnA bhAgI bano ane vahelA mokSane pAmo te ja zubhAbhilASA. VVVVV. samaH Page 77 of 77