Book Title: Gyansara
Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Divya Gyan Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005897/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parNASTaka citrabhAnuM Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJA. 6L sA. 2 : pra va ca na kA 2 : pU. munizrI candraprabhasAgarajI mahArAja . citrabhAnu Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : kAntilAla nahAlaca da divya jJAna saMgha kavInsa nyU, vAlakezvara muMbaI-6 mulya : rUA. 1=50 mudraka : hiMmatalAla lalubhAI zAha bIpIna prinTarI goMDala roDa, rAjakeTa. Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - parama bhegI AnaMdaghane sAcuM ja kahyuM che. "paramanidhAna pragaTa huja AgaLa jagata oLaMgyuM jAya" khajAno to sAme ja paDe che paNa vRttiomAM aMdha banela jagata A nidhAnane oLaMgIne jAya che. ene dekhADanAra keI ti ke daSTI maLe te ja dekhAya. .. - jJAnasArano khajAne asIma che. pu. munizrI citrabhAnue kRpA karI ane prathamAMza pUrNASTa dekhADavAne prayatna copATInA cAturmAsamAM karyo hato tenI A nedha che. saMvata 2017 divyajJAna saMghanA TrasTIo Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUrNASTaka (1) aindrazrIsukhamagnena, lIlAlagnamivAkhilam / saccidAnandapUrNena, pUrNa jagadavekSyate // tatvane zodhavA zAMti, ekAMta ane sthiratAnI anivArya AvazyaktA che. jeTalI vizALatA eTale ja prakAza ane eTalI je havA maLe che, tattvagaSaNane kSudra, maryAdita, saMkucita mana kAma na lAge, mana ane vicAranI vizALatA ja kAma lAge manane manana dvArA vizALa karavA ane vicArone vyApaka karavA jJAnasAra je graMtha jarUra sahAyaka bane. A graMthano prAraMbha ja pUrNathI thAya che. ApaNane pratIti thAya ke huM pUrNa chuM te ApaNI apUrNa pratyenI deTa ochI thAya. jayAM sudhI ApaNI oLakha ApaNane thAya nahi tyAM sudhI ApaNuM vastune sAcavavA mATenI abhiruci paNa na jAge. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra prathama aSTakamAM AtmAnI pUrNatAne e khyAla ApavAmAM Avyo che. dareka zakitanuM bIjamaMtra hoya che, e zakitane nimaMtravA bIjamaMtra kAma lAge che. "" e sarasvatIne bIjamaMtra che. mAtA sarasvatI devIne nimaMtraNa ApIne graMthakAra AgaLa vadhe che. - Indrane bIjo artha A paNa thAya. bhautika sukhanI chellAmAM chellI parAkASTA eTale Indra. paNa e Indrane ya AMtarika zrI -lakSmI che ke nahi te te eka prazna ja che. ahIM te AMtarika zrInI vAta cAle che. eTale cetanAnI AMtarika lakSmInA sukhamAM magna evo A AtmA pUrNa ja jue. ApaNe AtmA ke che? AMtarika zrInA sukhamAM masta che. e sAmAnya ke 'tuccha nathI. AMtarika zrI ApaNA AtmAmAM bharelI che paNa e zrInI kene anubhUti thAya che ?. je AtmA sat, cit ane AnaMdanI pUNI anubhUti svamAM kare che tene thAya che. A traNa zabdo ApaNA AtmAnI oLakha Ape che. tuM ke che ? tAruM svarUpa zuM che? * sat, cit ane AnaMda e mAruM rUpa che, mAruM svarUpa che. mArAmAM e che ane huM ene svAmI chuM. mANasa jyAre pitAnuM svarUpa bhUlI jAya che tyAre e bIjI ja vastune vaLagI paDe che. je vastune mANasa lAMbA kALathI vicAra karato hoya te dhIme dhIme e thaI jAya che. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra huM sat chuM, zAzvata chuM. vivanI badhI vastuo badalAI jAya to ya huM nahi badalAuM, badhI vastuo jalI jAya te ya huM nahi jaluM, badhuM khatama thaI jAya tyAre paNa huM rahevAno. sane keI naSTa karI zakatuM nathI, bhAMgI zakatuM nathI, khalAsa karI zakatuM nathI, mArI zakatuM nathI. traNe kALamAM rahe tenuM nAma sat. kevI rIte rahe? AkAra badalAI jAya; deha badalAI jAya; nAma, gAma ane mukAma badalAI jAya paNa sat, rahe. - AtmA A zarIramAMthI gaye paNa kyAM gaye ? eka ThekANethI gayA, paNa bIje ThekANe thayA ! vizvamAMthI nathI gayo. cauda rAjalokamAM ja che. ' - A jagatamAM ApaNe A badhuM navuM sagapaNa UbhuM karyuM che. bALapaNathI e zIkhavADavAmAM Ave che. A eka ApaNu che, ApaNe A badhuM laI beThA chIe. A saMskAra dhIredhIre tIvra banI gayA che. saMskArane kAraNe ApaNe e dehamaya banI gayA chIe. ane eTale ja Akho dahADo maryA karIe chIe; jAtanA nAme, gAmanA nAme, komanA nAme, ke paMthanA nAme. je divase AtmA sat che, zAzvata che, rahevAne che e samajAya pachI svajananA mRtyumAM paNa navAI na lAge. e jANI. gaye ke janma pahelAM paNa jIvana hatuM ane maraNa pachI paNa jIvana che. jIvana maratuM nathI, deha mare che. jIvana te zAzvata che. e je jANe che ene kAMi aphasesa nathI. - je ghaDIe tame A samajI jAo pachI tamane AMcako lAge ja nahi. saMsAranA banAvothI vadhAre vairAgya Ave. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jJAnasAra AMcake ke AghAta lAge evA banAvo bane, tyAre cetanA vadhAre prAjJa bane. manamAM thAya ke jJAnIo je kahetA hatA e sAcuM paDyuM. atyAra sudhI pustakiyuM jJAna hatuM, have mane darzana thayuM. huM sat chuM, maravAne nathI, A viveka jAgatAM A dehanI mamatAne kAraNe Aje je duHkha thAya che te dUra thaze. khyAla Avaze ke AtmAnuM svarUpa dehathI juduM ja che. je maryo che te janma levAno ja che. maryo eTale kAMI jato nathI rahyo. "pAcho thaye", ahIMthI gayo paNa kayAMka pAcho thaI gaye, bIje ThekANe janma laI lIdhe, emAM du:khI thavAnuM zuM ? satno anubhava thAya eTale jIvana pratyenI mUcha ochI thAya ane mRtyune bhaya nIkaLI jAya. senuM e sata che. dAgInAne bhAMgI nAkho, egALI nAkhe paNa senuM to rahe ja ne? jUno dAgIno teMDAvI na banAve. jUnuM gayuM, navuM thayuM paNa sonuM to rahyuM che. senuM traNe kALamAM che. ema ApaNA deha badalAtA jAya che. janma janmAMtaramAM anaMta AkAra letA AvyA, paNa aMdaranuM tatva te ja taTastha svarUpe che. mULatattvane sparza thatAM huM ke ke kevI nathI rahetuM: AtmA svastha che. pu eTale zahera ane uSa eTale vasavuM. pitAmAM vase te puruSa. AtmA strI nathI. puruSa nathI, nAnyatara nathI. AtmA to AtmA che. AtmAne puruSa kahyo che eTale puruSano AkAra nahi. AtmAnA guNone khIlavavA mATe, vikasAvavA mATe, meLavavA Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra mATe je koI vyakita prayatna kare e puruSArthavAna vyakita puruSa kahevAya che. AtmAnA guNa mATe puruSArtha kare te puruSa. je kaI AtmA mahenata kare, AtmA tarapha javA mATe udyamavaMta bane, potAnA puruSArthane prakaTa kare e badhA ja puruSa kahevAya che. AnaMdaghanajIe ThIka ja kahyuM : jeNe te jityA re teNe huM jItI, puruSa kISyo muja nAma ?" he bhagavAna, je kaSAyane, je kAmane teM jItI lIdhA enAthI te huM jItAI gayo chuM te pachI mAruM nAma puruSa zenuM ? jene tame jItyA ene huM jatuM te puruSa kahevAuM. A puruSArtha pragaTatAM, sAmAnya mANasa asAmAnya banI jAya. ApaNe saguNamAM saMkoca pAmyA ane mahApuruSo saguNamAM vistAra pAmyA che. jema jema saddaguNane vistAra karatA jaIe tema tema aMdarathI meTAI AvatI jAya. meTAI mATe bhIkha mAgavI nathI paDatI. mAgelI meTAI cirakALa nahi rahe. - sat pachI Ave che cita, cita eTale jJAna. huM ajJAnI saMthI. ajJAna te eka AvaraNa che. ajJAna e mehanI parAkASTAenuM pariNAma che. jyAre jyAre ajJAna vadhI jAya che tyAre smRti sarakI jAya che. cittamAM UbhI thatI vikalatA sAme paDelI vastune paNa jevA detI nathI. jeTalA jeTalA athaDAya che e vikalatAvALA mANaso che. svastha te joIne Ave, vicArIne cAle. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A vikalatAne dUra karavA mULa huM jJAnamaya chuM, ajJAnanuM AvaraNa jJAnasAra svarUpane samajavAnuM che. mahAranu che, caiAta kALI nathI paNa cImanI kALI thaI che. cImanI upara meza lAgI che. AtmA upara jJAnAvaraNIyanI meza caDhI che. jema jema jJAnAvaraNIya karma caDhatAM .jAya,tema tema caitanyanI jJAnanI zakita DhaMkAtI jAya, ane e jJAnanI zakita jeTalI jeTalI DhaMkAtI jAya tema tema mANasane lAge ke huM ajJAnI chuM. Christianity kahe che: "tuM pApI che ane jagatanA tAraNahAra tane pApamAMthI mukata karaze." jaina darzana kahe che: "tuM cinmaya prakAzamaya che, paramAtmA che." che, jJAnamaya che, vAnaraveDA nIkaLI tuM te jJAnathI bharelA chuM, tuM pApI zenA? pApI te pelI cImanI che, ene teADI nAkha, vAsanAone kADhI nAkha, vRttione cheDI nAkha, manane zuddha kara. huM teA jJAnI chuM e pratIti thatAM javAnA, vyasane bhAgI javAnAM. kae AvaraNa che, AtmA e kama nathI, ke jaDa che, AtmA caitanya che. caitanya ane jaDane bhAgIdArI thai che. A .bhAgIdArI ja nukazAnakAraka che. AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che, ApaNI aMdara te AnaMda ja AnaMda che. paNa kAI bahAranuM AvIne kAMi kahe eTale duHkha thAya che, bahArathI Ave che. e akrUra nathI. duHkha Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra tame zAMtithI beThA ho ane bahArathI tAramAM (TeligrAmamAM) kharAba samAcAra Ave ane tame duHkhI thaI jAo. bahAranI vastu AvI ane du:kha UbhuM thayuM, duHkha badhuM bahAra che, aMdara te AnaMda che. bahAranA dhakakAo ane paranA AMcakAe tame na lo. te tame sadA AnaMdamAM che. je mANasa bahu bahAra nathI rahete ane sadA aMdara rahe che te ja sukhI che. duniyAnA bahAranA viSAdamaya ane dukhamaya samAcAra AvIne Ananda pUrNa cetanAne duHkha pUrNa banAvI de che. - sat, cit ane AnaMdathI pUrNa evA AtmAne AkhuM jagata pUrNa lAge che. pote pUrNa che eTale jagata AkhAne jJAna, darzana ane caritrayamAM UMcuM AvatuM hoya tevuM pUrNa dekhe; paNa atyAre karmavaza banI bALaceSTA karatuM lIlAmAM lAgyuM hoya, evuM ene dekhAya. - rAjAne dIkare nA hoya tyAre dhULamAM rame paNa jharUkhAmAMthI je te rAjA te jANe ja che ke gAmanA bALaka sAthe dhULamAM ramate A kuMvara ja mArA siMhAsana upara birAjavAne che.. - ema je saccidAnaMdathI pUrNa che emane samagra jagata lIlAmAM lAgeluM na hoya tema lAge che. keI kAmamAM te keI kodhamAM kaI mehamAM te kaI mAyAmAM, keI vinodamAM te ke vikAramAM-jI ramI rahayA che. paNa mULe te badhA sata, cita ane AnaMdathI pUrNa che. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra tamArAmAM pUrNatA hoya te AkhuM jagata tamane pUrNa dekhAya, tamArAmAM apUrNatA hoya te jagata khAmIothI, truTIothI, dRSathI ja bhareluM lAge, kayAMya sAruM na dekhAya. saMsArane joI jIva bALavA jevuM nathI. jagatamAM pUrNa paNa che ane apUrNa paNa che. je pUrNa che te UghaDI gayeluM che, je apUrNa che te DhaMkAyeluM che. AtmAnA guNe jema jema ughaDatA jAya tema tema pUrNa banatuM jAya, jema jema AtmAnAM guNe DhaMkAtA jAya tema tema apUrNa banatuM jAya. apUrNa . dhULathI DhaMkAI gayo che, dhULa khaMkherIne UbhuM thAya to e paNa pUrNa che, quality e ja che, phera avasthAne che. eTale ja pUrNa mAne che ke eka divasa badhA ja mAre paMthe AvavAnA che. mokSe janArA, sarvajJa thanArA, tIrthakara thanArA AtmAo A khANamAMthI ja bahAra Ave che, uparathI nahi Ave. . evI kaI paLa AvatAM Ajano kharAbamAM kharAba mANasa kAle sAro thaI jAya. apaNane khabara nathI ke kya AtmA, kayA prabhAtanI kai kSaNe jAgI javAnuM che. e jovAnI zakita apUrNamAM nathI. je sata, cit ane AnaMdathI paripUrNa hoya tene ja A pUrNatA dekhAya. bAkI kAgaDAne to cAMdA sivAya zuM dekhAya ? to evuM kema na bane ke ApaNe badhA Aje kodhamAM, mohamAM, mAna mAM, mamatAmAM paDelA-bALakonI jema dhULamAM ALoTatA AtmAo-koIka divasa paramAtmAnA paMthe prayANa karIe? AtmAnI kevaLazrInA sukhamAM magna ane dana, jJAna ane cAritrathI pUrNa evA saccidAnaMdathI paripUrNa AtmAne AkhuM jagata jANe lIlAmAM lAgyuM na hoya tevuM pUrNa lAge. Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra pUrNASTaka (ra) pUrNatA yA paropAdheH, sA yAcitakamaNDanam / - yA tu svAbhAvikI saiva jAtyaratnavibhAnibhA // pUrNatA be prakAranI che, bhaitika ane AdhyAtmika. bhautika pUrNatA dekhAya che, AdhyAtmika sthaLabuddhithI dekhAtI nathI. je dekhAtI hoya enI pAchaLa duniyA deDe che, je dekhAtI nathI e lekenA samajamAM jaladI nathI UtaratI. ' dekhAya che enI kiMmata bahu sthaLa che, je nathI dekhAtI enI kiMmata sUkSama che. rUpiyAnuM paracUraNa bheguM kare to Akho hAtha bharAI jAya, hajAranI neTa hAthamAM hoya te khabare ya na paDe. bALakane hajAranI noTa ApavA jAo to kaheze ke mAre kAgaLiyuM nathI joItuM! mane be AnA Apo. mAre AIsakrIma kenDI levI che ! ene hajAranI noTa nakAmI che. e be AnImAM rAja che. . jene mAtra viSayomAM AhAra, nidrA, bhayamAM jIvana pUruM karavuM che ene mATe AdhyAtmika vAto hajAranI noTa jevI che. paNa hajAranI neTanA cAhako paNa che ja. ene tame be AnA Ape te pheMkI deze ane ke kaheze huM kAMI AIsa Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 jJAnasAra krIma kenDI cUsuM e bALaka nathI. A varga AgaLa nidrAnI, bheganI, tRSNanI vAta kare te ene kaMTALo Ave, ene thAya emAM che zuM ? e te pazuo paNa karI zake che huM e mATe nathI jamya, mAro janma zreSTha hetu mATe che. A vAta jene samajAI jAya che e zarIranI tRSNA jenAthI pUrI thAya evA viSaye ane vikAramAM ja jIvanane pUruM karatA nathI. - be prakAranA mANasa che. be prakAranI pUrNatAnA cAhaka che. AdhyAtmika ane bhautika bhautika pUrNatA pArakI upAdhithI ladAyelI che jyAre AdhyAtmika pUrNatA svAbhAvika che. pArakI upAdhithI UbhI thayelI pUrNatA mAgI lAvelAM ghareNAM jevI che. rUpa, yauvana, dhana, aizvarya, sattA, pratiSThA, padavI-A badhI bahAranI upAdhio che. bIjAo de to tamane maLe. ghaDIbhara mANasa enAthI sAro lAge. zyAmamAM zyAma mANasa paNa make-up kare tyAre prakAzanA jhagamagATamAM suMdara lAge; vAmaNo mANasa paNa minisTara bane te bIje dahADe chApAmAM phaTAe Ave; A badhI, vizeSaNa thI UbhI thayelI pUrNatA che. mAgI lAvela dAgIne game teTalo suMdara hoya te paNa parakIya cIja che. ene sAcavavAnI bahu bIka rahe che, AkheM divasa hAtha gaLA upara ja rahe. sAcA hIrAno hAra keIne lAvyA ho ane ekAduM naMga paThI jAya to tamArI maitrImAM ja viSanAM biMdu paDe, saMbaMdhanI mIThAza kaDavAzamAM pheravAI jAya. eka divasanI zubhA khAtara jIvanabhara revAnuM UbhuM thAya. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra dAgInAothI sarasa dekhAze paNa manamAM zAMti ke nirbhayatA nahi hoya, e mukitathI vicArI nahi zake, kAraNa ke aMdara te dhabakArA thayA ja kare che ke keIne khabara na paDI jAya, kaI kahI na jAya ! varSo pahelAnI vAta che, gAmaDAmAM ghasAI gayelA nagarazeThane tyAM lagnaprasaMga Avyo. zeThane thayuMH ThaThera te karo joIe. potAnI pAse hoya nahi ane pomp rAkho emAM duHkha bahu thAya. zeThe badhethI AbhUSaNe bhegAM karavA mAMDayAM, eka hajAmane tyAM rAjAe ApelI jarInI kImatI zAla hatI, zeThe e mAgI lIdhI ane kahyuM : paNa koIne kahete nahi." dIkarAne zAla oDhADI, meTa varaghaDe kADho, badhA kahevA lAgyA "bhAMgyuM te paNa bharUca ! zeTha khalAsa thaI gayA te ya aMdarathI jUnI jUnI vastuo kevI nIkaLe che? zAla kevI sarasa che? hajAmane paNa varagheDAmAM nimaMtraNa ApeluM. e kAna daIne sAMbhaLe. hajAmathI rahevAyuM nahi,belI UThayA, "zAla sArI che? ApaNuM che, zeThane ApI che, paNa tamAre keIne vAta nahi karavI, meM zeThane vacana ApeluM che ke huM keIne nahi kahuM," ema kaheto e AkhA varaghoDAmAM pharI vanyA ! bAhya upAdhithI e sAre lAge paNa ene te ciMtA rahyA kare. pArakI vastuonI rAtadivasa ciMtA rahe. keI laI na jAya,daMDI na jAya, khAI na jAya. svajanothI ya sAvadhAna rahe. ' bApane thAya ke dIkare lakSamI khAI na jAya, bhAIne thAya ke mAre bhAI paisA haDapa karI na jAya. - paisAthI sukhI dekhAya, paNa tamane khabara nathI ke enI ciMtA keTalI meTI che.? A te mRgajaLa jevuM che. sAruM che Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12 jJAnasAra ke karADAdhipati ane akhajopatinI AMtarika duniyAmAM tamane praveza maLatA nathI. aMdara jAe, UMDA UtarA, aMdara ekabIjA mATenI lAgaNIonuM vizleSaNu karA, ekabIjA mATe UbhuM thatA tiraskAra jue ane svArthanI lUTAlUMTa jue teA lAge ke ApaNe kharAkha nathI; paNa lakSmI, sattA ane prabhutA AvIne mANasanAM manane judAM pADI nAkhe che. mANasA kadI kharAba nathI. jevA garIba heAya evA ja zrImaMta hAya. mANasA khadhA sarakhA ja che. doSa mANasa karatAM vastunA vadhAre che. je vastu ApaNI pAse Ave che e vastune lIdhe jIvanamAM viSa AvI jAya che. keTalIkavAra sAmAnya sthitimAM je sukha hoya che, e vastue bhegI thatAM cAlyuM jAya che. vastu tarapha sahu kendrita thAya pachI vyakita taraph kaiAnuM lakSa jAya ? bahArathI ANelI pUrNatA pachI e rUpanI hoya, sattAnI hAya, DigrInI hAya ke paDhavInI hAya-e upAdhirUpa che. manamAM satata ciMtA rahe, harIphAI karIne emAM kAI AgaLa nIkaLI na jAya enI ja ciMtA rahe. A ciMtAne lIdhe bahAranI pUNatAne mAgI lAvelAM ghareNAM jevI kahI che. paNa mANasanI svAbhAvika pUrNatA, aMdaranI pUrNatA e jAtivaCta ratnanI prabhA jevI che, jAtivata ratnanA cUrecUrA karo, kaTakA karA paNa dareka kaTakAnI aMdara jAtivata ratnanI kAMti, vibhA bharelI ja heAya che. aMtaranA guNAnI pUrNatA AvI ja che. mANasanI pAse je Atmika jJAna che, e bhADUtI ke mAgI lAveluM nathI, keAie ApyuM paNa nathI ane koI cArI jAya ema paNa nathI. Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 13 mATe ja tattvajJAnIo, vinA aMlakAre paNa jagatamAM zebhe che. vidvatva ca nRpatvaM ca naiva tulyaM kadAcana / svadeze pUjyate rAjA bidvAn sarvatra pUjyate // . rAjA te pitAnA dezamAM pujAya, paNa vidvAna te duniyAnA game te cheDe jAya paNa e pujAya. vidyAnI upAsanA karavA mATe sarva taiiyAra che. jJAnanI A zakti che. - dasADAnA mArA comAsAmAM darabAra sAheba Ave, divAna Ave, nagarazeTha Ave eTale gAmanA badhA ja Ave. rAjA Ave ne AkhuM sabhAgRha UbhuM thaI jAya. tyAMthI huM amadAvAda gayA ane darabAra tyAM maLavA AvyA. poLomAM karI karIne thAkayA, aMte eka kalAka pachI upAzraye AvyA. kahe : "Apane zedhavAmAM kalAka nIkaLI gayo." meM pUchayuM: "kema? kaI batAvavA na AvyuM ?" "eka kaheH "DAbI bAju jAo." bIjo kaheH jamaNI bAju jAo keI batAvavA na Ave," meM kahyuM: "tame te darabArazrI cho ne ?" e kahe, "darabAra dasADAnA, ahIM koNa pUche ?" - keTalAka mANase koI ThekANe everything heya, badhAthI pujAya, puchAya. tyAMthI thoDeka dUra jAya eTale something DAka. emane jeNe. ethI dUra jAya eTale nothing koI ja na jANe. - dhananI, sattAnI pratiSThAnI A maryAdA che. premamAMthI, vAtsalyamAMthI, ekabIjAnA bhAIcArAmAMthI, dhamamAMthI, samajaNamAMthI AvatI pUrNatA amaryAda che. A Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 jJAnasAra badhI aMdaranI vastuo che emAM kAMI aNasamaja nahi, upadrava nahi. aMdaranI pUrNatA Ave che samajaNathI. ' be samartha, jJAnI paMDita baMdhuo rahetA hatA. vRddhAvasthAmAM eke kahyuM, "jamIna che, paiso che e vahecI chokarAMene ApI daIe, jethI karAMo zAMtithI rahe."meTAbhAIne traNa dIkarA ane nAnAbhAIne eka dIkare, meTAMbhAIe vahecaNuM karI, barAbara aDadhA be bhAga pADayA, kahyuM : "aDadhI lakSmI tArAne, aDadhI mArAne. nAnAbhAIe kahyuM : "Aja sudhI tamArA nyAya para mane vizvAsa hato, paNa Aja mane duHkha thayuM che." moTo DaghAI gaye, "mArI vaheMcaNImAM anyAya?" nAnAbhAIe kahyuM: "bhAI, A vaheMcaNI tamArA ke mArA mATe nathI. A vahecaNI konA mATe che ? chokarAonA bhAganI vahecaNI che. milkatanA cAra bhAga thavA joIe. tame be bhAga kevI rIte karyA? jUdA ApaNe nahi, dIkarAo paDe che, enA cAra bhAga thAya te ja nyAya thAya." jyAM AvI aMdaranI samajaNa Ave che tyAM maLelI lakSmI choDavAmAM paNa AnaMda Ave che. samaju mANasa vicAre ke huM bahAra jaIne dAna karuM, to gharamAM vaheMcaNI vakhate zA mATe zreSa karavo ? aMdaranI samajaNa, aMdaranuM jJAna ratnanI prabhA jevuM che; A jJAnaprakAzathI A lokamAMya ajavALuM thAya. A leka bagaDe che. jhaghaDA thAya che. aMdara adaMra loko bAjhe che, eka kheALAmAM UcharelA bhAIo sattA, dhana, padavIo Ave tyAre judA paDI jAya che kAraNa ke aMdaranI samaja nathI, aMdara Ave koI prakAza pragaTa nathI. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 15 aMdaranI pUrNatA e potAnI pUrNatA che, e potAnA hadayanA pUrva AkAzamAM ja udaya pAme che. jyAM A jJAnane udaya thayo tyAM vyakitamAM truTIo, bhUlo joIne paNa karuNuM Avaze. ajJAna e paDa che. jJAna e mukti che. duHkha kayAM che? pakaDavAmAM. choDayuM te sukhI thayA. prabhu mahAvIre ziSyone A ja vAta kahIH "je pakaDI rAkhe che e duHkhI thAya che, choDe che e sukhI thAya che." ziSya A vAtane yAda karate AhAra levA jAya che. eka vAta jyAM sudhI haiye jace nahi, tyAM sudhI bahu vAtane na pakaDavI. eka vAtane ghUMTayA karIe to e vAta ApaNI banI jAya che. ekano kabajo karyA pachI bIjAnI vAta. ziSya A vAkya vicArate vicArate jAya che. rastAmAM eka hADakAne TUkaDe pa hato, enA upara paMdara kUtarAM tUTI paDayAM. eka jabarajasta kUtarAe hAMDakuM moDhAmAM lIdhuM te bAkInAM cauda eka thaI eka para tUTI paDayAM. pelo kataro herAna herAna thaI gayA, thAkI gayo. hADakuM mUkIne khUNAmAM bhAgye. tyAM caudamAMnA je eke hADakuM pakaDayuM. eTale tera enA para tUTI paDayAM, eNe paNa thAkIne hADakuM mUkayuM. khUNAmAM bhAgye, have je hADakAno kaTako pakaDe enA upara bAkInAM tUTI paDatAM. hADakuM pakaDe e ga. bAkInAM eka. lUMTamAM je mitra e ja vaheMcaNImAM verI. levAnuM Ave te eka, vaheMcavAnuM Ave tyAM jhaghaDe. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 mAnasAra AdhyAtmika puruSane jJAnanI, cAritryanI, suvicArAnI, bhaktinI, zubhakAryo karyAnI pUrNatAnA saMtASa che. A kArya nI tA harIphAimAM paNa majA Ave. duniyAnI vastuonI harIphAImAM jhaghaDA thAya paNa AtmAnI vAtamAM te AnaMda thAya. ArAdhanA sAthe karatAM kevA apUrva AhlAda thAya che! paNa tamArI jema bIjA koine paisA maLI jAya te! tamane kevuM thAya ? hu thayeA evA e kema thaI gayA ? have enAmAM ane mArAmAM phera zu bhautika vastuo prApta thatAM irSA ane paraspara sUkSma tiraskAra jAge ja. paryuSaNamAM pratikramaNa kareA, micchAmi dukkaDaM de, paNu manamAMthI kAMI nIkaLatuM nathI, meDhAmAMthI ghaNuM nIkaLe che. manamAMthI viSa, dhikkAra ane tiraskAra dUra karavA to pU`tA ja kAma lAge. aMdaranI pUrNatA Ave che tyAre khIjAe zuM karyuM te nathI jovAtu paNa me' zuM karyuM' te jovAya che. thADAM varSo pahelAM e zakarAcAryAM maThanA adhipati kANu ?-e mATe korTe gayA. nyAyAdhIze pUchyuM: "AvI nAnI ane tuccha vastu mATe zuM karavAM laDA cheA ?" kahe: "hakkanA prazna che." pelAe hasIne kahyuM: "e te AtmAnI vastuthI para che. AtmA mATe kaMi karavuM nathI ane gAdI mATe laDavu che?" chADe te jyAM bese tyAM gAdI UbhI thAya. tamane tamArAmAM vizvAsa heAya te AvA sA mA UbhA karI zako.. paNa mANasane mAha che, kAraNa ke mANasane peAtAnAmAM vizvAsa nathI. tame tamArI bhUla zeAdhavAne badale vicArA cheH "sAmA Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 17 mANasa kema kSamA mAgatuM nathI ? e kema sudharate nathI? e bhUla kema kabUla karato nathI?" sAmAne to hajI upadeza Utaryo nathI, sAme hajI samaye nathI, paNa tuM te samajo che ne ! je apekSA rAkhe enA karatAM tuM je samaye to tuM ja zarU kare te zuM khoTuM ?" chelle tamane evuM na thAya ke je vastune huM rAkhavA mAgato hato e te choDavI paDe che ane je levAnI hatI e to bhUlI ja gaye. lAMbI musApharIe jatI vakhate peka karelA DabbAomAMthI laI javAne rahI jAya ane rAkhavAne laI javAya te kevI paristhiti UbhI thAya ? mArgamAM bhUkha lAge tyAre DabbA khele ane emAMthI pUrI, khAkharA ne badale daLAvavA mATe kADhelA ghauM nIkaLe te kevI hAlata thAya? tema A AtmA paNa mAtra puNyanA udaye maLelI A bhautika pUrNatAmAM ja rAce ane ratnanI kAMti jevI Atmika pUrNatA prApta na kare te paralokamAM pastAvavuM paDe ne ? Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 : jJAnasAra pUrNASTaka (3) avAstavI vikalpaiH syAt, puurnntaa'bdherivorbhibhi:| pUrNA nanda stu bhagavAM sti mi to da ghi sannibha : // .. saMka9pa ane vika9pothI, manamAM AvatA sArAM ane kharAba taraMgothI ApaNuM aMdaranI, sthiratA, zAMti ane svasthatA DahoLAI jAya che. jIvana eka dariye banI jAya che jemAM bharatI ane oTanAM tophAno cAlyA karatAM hoya che. taraMgamAM taLiyuM na dekhAya. jIvanamAM saMkalpa ane vika95nA taraMga ja taraMga hoya tyAM svanuM darzana kayAMthI thAya ? pANI pAradarzaka hovA chatAM taraMga hoya tyAre enuM tala na dekhAya. evI ja rIte Ubharo Ave che tyAre mApa nIkaLatuM nathI. mArA pitAzrIe kahelA A prasaMga che. e nAnA hatA, gharamAM cAra bheMza hatI; mArAM dAdImAM savAre dUdha dohavA bese tyAre loTo laIne e jatA. dAdImAM dUdha bharIne ApatAM, meDI upara jaIne e pIvA besatA, eTalIvAramAM uparanAM badhAM phINa besI jatAM, bharelo loTo paNa thaI jate. leTa bharIne dUdha kema na ApyuM ema kahI emaNe ekavAra loTa pachADa; tyAre dAdImAe kaheluM : " dIkarA! phINa hoya tyAre mApa nIkaLatuM nathI. loTa khAlI thAya tyAre pAcho Ape te bharI ApuM paNa Ubhare hoya tyAre mApa kema nIkaLe ?" Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra ApaNA ciMtanamAM A vacana anubhavane sahakAra Ape che. Ubhare hoya tyAre mApa kema nIkaLe ? goTA hoya tyAM mananuM te zuM, dUdhanuM paNa mApa nIkaLatuM nathI; mANasa kayAM che e khabara paDatI nathI. vastu che enA karatAM cogaNI dekhAya che. paNa jyAre Ubhare besI jAya che, phINa besI jAya che tyAre ja e vastunuM spaSTa darzana thAya che. jyAM sudhI Ubho che tyAM sudhI vastunuM mApa nahi nIkaLe. ahIM vilpa zabda vAparyo che. vikalpa e taraMga che. taraMga Ave che tyAre taLiyuM dekhAtuM nathI. taraMga DahoLANane lIdhe Ave che. - simeMTathI bAMdhele jaLakuMDa hoya, tame nAhavA gayA he ane AMgaLImAMthI hIrAnI vIMTI sarakI emAM paDI jAya ane pANI taraMgavALuM hoya, taraMge cAlatA ja hoya te taLiye paDelI vIMTI paNa dekhAtI nathI. vIMTI kADhavA mATe kAM te jaLakuMDa khAlI karavo paDe agara te pANIne sthira karavuM paDe. pANI pAradarzaka heya ane tarago zamI jAya to taLiye paDelI vIMTI tarata dekhAya. ' ' vITI tyAM che, pANI paNa cokhuM che, dekhanArI AMkha paNa tyAM che, tema chatAM dekhAtuM nathI, kAraNake vacce taraMge che. ema ApaNA khajAnAmAM jJAna, darzana ane cAritrarUpI traNa rane che, dekhanAro AtmA che, jevuM che, paNa taraMge nA aMtarAya obstacle ne lIdhe dekhAtuM nathI. eka taraMga jAya tyAM bIjo Ave, bIje jAya tyAM trIje Ave. taraMga taraMgane lAve che. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra bhagavAnanI bhakitamAM ke mALAnA japamAM, pustakanA vAcanamAM ke dhyAnanI ekAgratAmAM, DahoLANa kone lIdhe thAya che ? taraMgone lIdhe ja ne ? prabhune vicAra karo tyAM oNphisa ne taraMga, mALAmAM mIlano taraMga, paramAtmAmAM pagArane taraMga ema aneka taraMgo eka pachI eka AvyA ja kare. jema jema taraMga avasthA vadhatI jAya tema mana azAMta banatuM jAya che. mananI azAMti samagra zarIra upara asara kare che. tamane thAka lAge che. sAMja thAya eTale zarIra tUTe che, kema tUTe che ? A zarIramAM tUTavA jevuM kAMI nathI. jyAM sudhI cAle tyAM sudhI cAle, na cAle tyAre lAMbuM thaI jAya. paNa zarIramAM thAka lAge che, bagAsAM Ave che, kaMTALo Ave che. enuM kAraNa zuM che ? manane je dizAmAM javuM che, ene ekasarakhI dizA maLatI nathI, mArgamAM avarodha AvyA kare che, ghaDIe ghaDIe ene TakarAvuM paDe che, ThukarAvuM paDe che, athaDAvuM paDe che. je vegavaMtI gatithI jAya che e ja vegathI pAchA AvavuM paDe che. manane bahu dhakkA lAge che. koI vAra dIkarA taraphathI lAge, kone kahe? koIvAra patnI taraphathI lAge tyAre thAya ke A pacAsa varSa chUTAcheDA paNa kema levAya ? koIvAra bhAgIdArathI IcchA viruddha thAya, mana asvastha thaI jAya. Ama ghaNI ghaNI AghAtenI thapATa lAgatI hoya che, e thapATane lIdhe thAkI jAo che. meTuM lAla rAkhavA mATe duniyAmAM bele, hase, khuzI kare paNa e hAsya aMdarathI nathI AvatuM. aMdara te asvasthatA che, aMdara taragenI hAramALA che. mANasa game tyAM jAya paNa duHkha sAthe ja che. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra , jeTalI bhautika upAdhio vadhAre, eTalAM mAna, sanmAna ane pratiSThA vadhAre. paNa e bicAre jANato hoya che ke huM aMdarathI keTale duHkhI chuM. koIne kahetA nathI, kahevAthI me status ochuM thAya. duniyAmAM duHkhane sAMbhaLIne AMsu vahAvanArA thaDA che, pAchaLathI hasI lenArA ghaNuM che. manamAM duHkhe paDayAM che, azAMti che. emAM paNa keTalAkane te duHkha che, azAMti che enI khabara ja nathI. savArathI UThIne deDa lagAve. ene to yAda paNa na Ave ke huM chuM. yAda Ave ke na Ave, paNa mananA upara te badhI ja asara thatI ja jAya che. " mana TeparekorDara jevuM che. jANatAM ke ajANatAM game te bele zuM bole che enI khabara hoya ke na hoya tenI sAthe Tepa-rekarDa2 tape-recorder ne kAMI levA devA nathI. e te enuM kAma kare jAya che, e te badhuM ja pakaDavAnuM. e nathI vicAratuM ke A zabda bAda kare ane A pakaDI le. viveka karavAnuM kAma enuM nathI. I koI kahetuM hoya ke mana nathI, te e aNasamaja che mana nAmanI zakita bahu jabarajasta che. mAnavIne AgaLa pAchaLa kuMdAvanAra mana che. mana nathI ema kahe ene AtmAnuM jJAna ja nathI. mana zakitazALI che, paNa AtmAnI daSTie UtaratuM subordinate che. jyAM sudhI AtmA jAgRta na thAya tyAM sudhI mananI zakita bahu kAma kare che. * duniyAnA badhA banAvonI asara mana upara paDatI jAya che. e sukharUpe hoya ke duHkha rUpe; AnaMdarUpe ke zeka Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rara - jJAnasAra rUpe; asara cAlu ja che. ene saMgraha tamArA divasa bharanA kAya upara paDyA kare che. mANase bahAra gAma havA khAvA jAya che. tyAMthI ghaNIvAra svastha thaIne Ave che, kAraNa ke tyAM tAra nahi, TapAla nahi, bajAranAM lapharAM nahi, anicchanIya vAta nahi, koInuM vyavahArika dabANa nahi; mANasa potAnI rIte jIvI zake. mana relax thAya che eTale skUrti Ave che, moDhA upara surakhI Ave che. mana svataMtra vAtAvaraNamAM rahe che, mANasa taMdurasta thaIne Ave che. tyAM pitAne, potAnA vicArane anukULa jIvana jIvavAnI sagavaDatA maLe che. Ave tyAre leAko pUcheH kema, havA khAI AvyA ? te zuM havA bIje ThekANe nahatI? havA te uttarathI dakSiNa deDaDyA ja kare che. havA badhe che, paNa e havA jhIlavA mATe mananI je avasthA joItI hatI e avasthA ahIM nahatI. ahIM potAnA vicArone anurUpa jIvana jIvavAnI sagavaDatA nathI. gharathI nIkaLe, ophise jAya, be-cAra TapAla jue, emAM koI pILuM kAgaLiyuM Ave, mana khATuM thaI jAya. ATaluM badhuM assessment? sukhane badale dukhano anubhava thAya; khAdheluM, zAMti ane AnaMda badhuM baLI jAya. jene pAMcathI sAta hajAra rUpiyA raLIne rahevAnuM che ene dhanapationA duHkhanI bhayaMkara bhaThThI kevI cAle che enI kalpanA paNa nathI. Indriya upara keTaluM dabANa AvatuM haze ? AkhA zarIranI avasthA, mAnasika avasthA ja upset thaI jaya. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra ciMtakoe A avasthA joi mArnIsaka vAtAvaraNane naSTa kare e sukhethI jIvazuM. cAritryapadanI pUjAnI 23 ane kahyuM ke je amArA vAta ja nahi joie. eka kaDI Ave che: "tRNu pare SaTa khaDa cheADIne cakravartI paNa variyA, e cAritra akSaya sukha kAraNa, te meM cittamAM dhariyeA." cakravartIne paNa A tAAnAnI anubhUti thaI, taraMgAnI thapATo khAdhI ane joi lIdhuM ke AmAM sukha nathI. emane anubhava thayA eTale cha khaMDanI samRddhine paNa taNakhaluM samajIne cheADI dIdhI ane manamAM eka ja prArthanA karI ke akSaya sukha ApanAra cAritrya e ja parama jIvana che. jJAnI samaje che ke jemAM leAkAne sukha dekhAya che emAM mAre pAtAne mATe teA duHkha ja che. ghaNI vastu lAkAne dekhADavA mATe che, peAtAne mATe nahi. unALAmAM maheneA dAgInA pahere, leAko rAjI thAya paNa paheranArAne khakhara che ke aMdara keTalA parasevA thaI rahyo che. huM nAnA hatA tyAre mArA pitAjIe mane navA bhAre chUTa apAvyAM, ane eka jANItI vyaktinA lagna samAra'bhamAM sAthe laI gayA. mane aMdara Da`kha vAgyA ja karatA hatA. mane thayuM, A bUTa kADhIne aDavANA kruM, paNa khApujI kahe : kevA bhAre chUTa che? A te kaDhAtA haze ?' huM aMdara dubhAtA hateA. lAko mArA bUTa sAme jue ane kahe, kevI sarasa joDa paherIne ALye che ! paNa mane khabara ke aMdara zuM thaI rahyuM hatuM. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24. jJAnasAra keTalIkavAra bIjAnA sukhanuM kAraNa pitAnA duHkhanuM kAraNa banI jAya che. bahAra sAruM dekhAya paNa aMdara zuM hoya che e te je anubhave che te ja jANe che. ' dunyavI sAdhananI pUrNatA, lekonI daSTimAM dekhAtI pUrNatA AvI ja che. A taraMgathI sAgara kSubdha thAya tyAre e kSubdhatAne lIdhe bharatI khUba dekhAya paNa emAM svasthatA nathI; ema ghaNAnA jIvanamAM bharatI dekhAya paNa svasthatA na hoya. rUpiyA udhAra lAvI gharane koI prasaMga Ujave tyAre e khuza khuza lAge. lekone maLe, hAtha milAve, svAgata kare. badhuM pUruM thayA pachI AIskrImanuM bIla, maMDapanuM bIla cUkavatAM manamAM thAyaH "A lokoe mAre mAtra jIva ja bAkI rahevA dIdhuM che. mane kharcAvIne khAkhuM karI nAkhyo." gamAra paisA udhAra laI lagnamAM kharacate heAya tyAre vicAre nahi ke pacIsa varSa sudhI paisA cUkavatAM-cUkavatAM dama nIkaLI jaze. sAgaramAM Urmine lIdhe khAlI bharatI dekhAya che ema be-cAra divasanA vikalpanA taraMgane lIdhe bharatI dekhAya paNa aMte duHkha te ekalAne ja anubhavavuM paDe. pAchaLathI duHkhane A anubhava karatAM karatAM ene saMsAranA svarUpanuM jJAna thAya paNa kharuM, paNa e jJAna lAMbu rahetuM nathI. tamane koI divasa vairAgya nathI AvyA e huM nathI mAnato. saMsArIne vairAgya kAI dahADe na Ave e te accheruM kahevAya. Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra - 25 mitro, mitro na rahyA; mArI kone paDI che. huM kevI rIte sahana karuM chuM e to huM ja jANuM chuM, ema vicArI bharyA bharyA kuTuMba vacce ekalatAne anubhava keTalAyane thatA hoya che. paNa e ekalatA kevI che ? gheDe caMdI khAtAM khAtAM kAMkare Ave ane camakI jAya. be ghaDI cAvavAnuM baMdha karI de. jIbha pheravIne kAMkare kADhI pAche caMdI khAvA maMDI jAya. pachI ene yAda paNa na Ave ke kAMkare AvyA hatA. evI rIte koIkavAra tamane saMsAra kaDavo lAge, duHkhathI bharelo lAge ane vairAgya Ave, paNa jyAM e kAMkare nIkaLI gayA eTale pAcho hate te ne te. pUcho ke kAMI thayuM hatuM ? nahi, e to badhuM bhulAI gayuM. bhulAI gayuM eno artha e nathI ke pharIthI nahi Ave. - saMsAramAM sukha karatAM duHkha vadhAre che. jema pRthvImAM jamIna karatAM paNa vadhAre che ema saMsAramAM sukhane bhAga De che; duHkhane bhAga maTe che. e game tyAMthI chAlaka mArane AvI jAya che. eTale ja satata jAgRtimAM rahevAnuM che, svasthatAthI vicAra karavAnuM che. je bahAranI pUrNatA rUpe prasiddhi ane padArtho maLyAM che e bhale maLyAM, vAMdho nathI; paNa huM enAthI alipta rahuM ema jAgRta rahevuM joIe. alipta rahIza te sukhanA divasamAM AnaMdathI rahI zakIza ane duHkhanA divasamAM muMjhAIza nahi evA kaparA samayamAM paNa svasthatA TakI raheze. A taraMga vagaranA sthira sarevaranAM zAMta pANI, bilerInA kAca jevAM pAradarzaka hoya. enA kinAre bese teya Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 jJAnasAra emAM tamAru* pratibiMkha dekhAya, ema jyAre mananA taragA zAMta thai jAya che, ane jIvana khileArI kAca jevuM khanI jAya che tyAre je AnaMda aMdarathI Ave che e. avanIya che. enI anubhUti thatAM mANusa manamAM ne manamAM malakAya, zAMta taraga vagaranA sarovaranA jevI avasthA mANasanA cittamAM thAya che tyAre ja aMdaranA malakATa Ave che. A avasthA utpanna karatAM ghaNIvAra lAge che, ene mATe satata mahenata karavI paDe che, jAgRta rahevuM paDe che. ekavAra dizA jaDavI joie, lArgavu joIe ke huM have AgaLa vadhI zakIza. patnInA kahevAthI pati vyAkhyAnamAM Ave paNa ene rasa nathI, thAya ke cAlI jAuM,bhAgI jAuM. ema karatAM karatAM ene rasa paDI jAya, pachI kahevu paDatuM nathI ke cAlA vyAkhyAnamAM. pachI te kahe che ke huM ja jAuM chuM. rastA jaDI jAya, jIvananI zAMtinA mArga maLI jAya pachI bIjI game teTalI vastuo tamArA mArgamAM Ave, tame nahi paDeA. keTalIka vastuomAM sukhanuM dana thAya paNa hAya nahi. keTalAkamAM jaladI dekhAya nahi paNa hAya che ja. evI rIte pratiSThA ane prasiddhirUpa padArthamAM zAMtinuM darzana thAya paNa anubhava karavA jAo te lAMbe gALe lAge ke emAM mAtra duHkha ja che. duniyAmAM ghaNA ya pujAya che, puchAya che bhautika padArthothI. paNa e uparathI, dekhAtA banAvAthI saMsAranuM mApa Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 27 - - - - na kADhaze, saMsAramAM dareka vastunI amuka prasaMge jarUra paDe, paNa enI jarUriyAta e vAta pUratI maryAdita che, enA uparathI enI mahattA na aMkAya. rastA uparathI pasAra thatA eka rAjAe eka ThekANe gaMdakI paDelI joI. chaganane belA, kacaro sApha karavA kahyuM. ghare jaIne chagana patnIne kahevA lAgyuM ke mArA vinA rAjAne cAlatuM nathI. huM to mArI dhUnamAM cAlyo jate hato tyAM rAjAe pote ja mane belA. mane rAjAnI zuM paDI che? chagana mAnI beThe ke e anivAya indispensable che, paNa rAjAe bolAvIne kahyuM zuM?. "A kacare kADhI nAkha," eTale duniyAmAM koI koIvAra, chagananI paNa jarUra paDe che. paNa enA - uparathI e mAnI le ke mArA vinA rAjA jIvI na zake te e harijananI vAta barAbara nathI. * duniyAmAM bhautika padArthonI jarUra paDe che paNa keTalI? mATe ja dareka vastunuM valuation karo. enI kiMmata kayAM sudhI? tame ene zAzvata mUlya eternal value Ape che emAM ja dharmane virodha che. * " jJAnIo ema nathI kahetA ke pitAnI kismata kAMI ja nathI, kAyAnI kismata kAMI ja nathI, pAMca Indriya maLI che ene naSTa karI nAkhe. emaNe badhAnI kismata value gayuM che. * paise puNyathI maLe che. emane ema nathI maLatuM. puNya e sArAM kRtyenuM pariNAma che. paNa e puNyathI maLelA paisAne mekSanI nisaraNa na mAnIza. jIva mekSe jAya che tyAre puNya ane pApa ane pAchAM vaLI jAya che, eTale puNyanI paNa maryAdA limit batAvI. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 - jJAnasAra tamane je vastu maLI che e bahu kAmanI che paNa kayAM sudhI kAmanI che eTaluM samaje. tame enI maryAdA limit bhUlI gayA cho ane zAzvata mAnIne beThA, tyAM ja bhUla khAdhI. jJAnIoe kahyuM ke pAMce Indriya mahApuNyathI maLe che. sAthe . sAthe ema kahyuM ke pAMce Indriyone vALatAM zIkhe. "paMcadiya saMvaraNe eIndriyone khalAsa na karaze e indriya kAmanI che. jIvadayA pALavA AMkha jevuM uttama sAdhana eka paNa nathI. uttamamAM uttama jIva hoya paNa e aMdha hoya te dIkSA ene na apAya. kAraNa ke dIkSAmAM mukhya udeza jIvadayA pALavAne che ane AtmasAdhanAmAM nirbhara rahevAne che. IndriyonI kiMmata mahApuruSae AMkelI che. Indriya sAdhanA mATe che paNa e IndriyonuM lAlanapAlana kare, badhI ja chUTa Ape te e Indriye vikAsakramamAM sAthI thavAne badale avarodhaka bane. mATe mahApuNya kerA puMjathI maLela A deha ane pAMca Indriyane uttama rIte upayoga thAya te jevAnuM che. jaMgalamAMthI eka philasUpha deDate Avato hato tyAM sAme be vepArIo maLyA. pUchayuM, "zuM che aMdara ? vAgha che, rIMcha che?" philasUphe kahyuM "mANasamAra che." vepArIone thayuM ke A mANasamAra koI navA prakAranuM jAnavara haze. e sAvadhAnIpUrvaka jhADInI aMdara gayA te moTI senAnI pATa paDI hatI. emane thayuM ? philasUpha gAMDe lAge che. senAnI pATane mANasamAra kahe che. sukhanuM sAdhana joI ane gAMDA thaI gayA. philasUphe judI daSTithI joyuM, vepArIoe judI daSTithI joyuM. je mANasa evI enI vastunI kiMmata. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 29 vepArIonA manamAM vikalpe zarU thayA. pATa UMcakavA gayA paNa khUba bhAre nIkaLI, apAranA be vAgyA hatA, laI jAya to gAmamAM sahune khakhara paDe ane upADavAnI tAkAta naheAtI. nakakI karyu ke eke gAmamAM jai hatheADI, chINI laine AvavuM. pATanA traNa kaTakA karI gAmamAM laI javI. chINI Ave te pahelAM ja A bannenA vicArAmAM bhaMgANu paDayu. eka gAmamAM gayA, khIjo pATa AgaLa beThA. gAmamAM gayA tene vicAra AnyA : AvaDI meATI pATanA be bhAga thAya tA mArA bhAgamAM zuM Ave? AkhI pATa maLI jAya to kAma thaI jAya nA ? bajAramAMthI mIThAI lIdhI, emAM seAmala bheLavI dIdhuM. chINI, hatheADA ane mIThAi laine e AnyA. pelA vepArIne thayu ke sAMjane samaya thavA AvyA che, bAjumAM kUvA che, nirjana ekAnta che, mIThAI khAdhA pachI pANI pIvAnA bahAne kUvA AgaLa jai dhakako mAruM te e TaLe ane AkhI ja prATa hAIyAM karI jAuM. cAlAkI cAlAkIne janmAve che. eke jhera khavaDAvyuM. teA khIjAe pANInA bahArane kUvAmAM dhakako mAryAM. eka kUvAmAM maryAM te bIjo viSa caDhavAthI maryAM. bIje divase philasUpha tapAsa karavA nIkaLyA tA eka kUvAmAM ane bIjo sAnAnI pATa upara marelA paDelA. philasUphane thayu, A seAnAne sAdhana mAnyuM ha|ta ane AtmA ne sAdhya mAnyuM hota tA kaheta ke thADuM tu khA ane gheADuMka huM paNa khAuM nItithI vaheMcIne khAIe. paNa lakSmImAM, vaibhavamAM AvI buddhi rahevI hu muzkela che. dhama yugamAM kaikeyIne rAjya mATe abhIpsA jAge teA saMsAranA sAmAnya mANasAne AvI tRSNA jAge emAM zu navAi? Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 jJAnasAra paNa jene A jJAna thAya che, tenA manamAMthI bhautika padArtho mATenI lAlasA nIkaLI jAya che. ene thAya ke UrmiothI AvelI A pUrNatA e kRtrima che, banAvaTI che. eka nabaLe vicAra AvyA eTale pachI nabaLA vicAronI paraMparA zarU thaI jAya che. nAvamAM eka kANuM . paDayuM pachI to pANI aMdarathI AvyAM ja kare che. ' eka bhAI kahe : " A kevuM vicitra ! mArA zayanakhaMDamAM meM A khIMTI mArI che te ahIM rahevAnI ane huM cAlyA javAne !" vAta sAcI che. ATalI mamatAthI bhegI karelI vastuo mUkI detAM parasevo chUTe che. paNa te parAyI vastu che eTale mUkavI ja paDe. paNa je jJAnasAranI A vAta pacI jAya to mRtyu Ave to jarAya asvastha thayA vinA kahe, "huM taiyAra chuM." A jJAna lehImAM avatarI jAya. cetanAmAM UtarI jAya te saMsAra sAgara tarI javAya. duniyAnI mUDI mRtyuthI DarAve che, jJAnane khajAna Ave pachI koInAthI gabharAvAnuM nathI. A eka mAnasika maneyatna che. A zravaNa karatAM karatAM ApaNAmAM rahelI pUrNatAno anubhava karIe te saMsAra paNa madhura bane. sAdhanonI kismata samajanAra pUrNa bane che tyAre aMdarathI AnaMda UbharAya che ane nizcaLa taraMga vagaranA sthira evA sAgara-saravara jevI mAnasika bhUmikA prApta thAya che. sAgarane kinAre jaLa jyAM chIcharAM hoya tyAM khUba taraMga dekhAya te sAgaranuM vAstavika darzana nathI. zAMta ane svastha e hoya tyAre ja enI pUrNatAnuM sAcuM darzana thAya che. taraMga vagaranI nizcala avasthA e ja pUrNAnaMda svarUpa AtmAnI svasthatA che. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 31 araNa karAve maraNa e ja nazAmAM koNa che ? pUrNASTaka (4) jAgarti jJAnadaSTizcet tRSNAkRSNAhijAGagulI / pUrNAnandasya tatU kiM syAd danyavRzcikavedanA // sata, cit ane AnaMdane anubhava karanAra AtmA Aje jagatamAM asat, ajJAna ane duHkhano anubhava karI rahyo che enuM kAraNa zuM che? svarUpanuM vismaraNa thayuM che. svarUpanuM vismaraNa e ja dukha ane svarUpanuM smaraNa e ja sukha. A kaleka svarUpanuM smaraNa karAve che. tuM koNa cho ? pUrNananda cho. paNa tuM madirAnA nazAmAM AvI gayA che ane tAro svabhAva, tAruM ghara, badhuM ja bhUlI gayA che. tAre nazo UtarI jAya te tane khabara paDe ke tuM koNa cho. - 1 1 ekavAra eka khAnadAne gharane, sukhI gharane chokare gADImAM AvatuM hatuM. e kAbU I beThe, gADI athaDAI ane e UchaLIne khADAmAM paDyo. bhAgyayoge kAMI khAsa vAgyuM nahi. khADAmAM paDyo paNa pAchA UbhA thavAnI zakita nahi. vicAravAnI paNa zakita nahi. e ja vakhate huM tyAMthI pasAra thato hato. ene UbhuM karavA prayatna karyo, paNa Ubhe thAya zene? dArUnI tIvra gaMdhathI meM gaMdhAtuM hatuM. pUchyuM, javAba te e zuM Ape? paNa ene ja khabara nahi : "huM kayAM chuM !" khUba madirApAna kareluM eTale bApaDo svanuM bhAna ja bhUlI gaye. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 jJAnasAra ene jema madirAne kepha caDhaye hatA tema mANasane Aje mehane kepha caDhayA che, ane game tyAM ALeTayA kare, game tema bolyA kare, game tema varyA kare, meDhAmAMthI na zobhe evA zabdo cAlyA Ave. meDhAmAM niMdA, vAtamAM gaMdakI, AMkhamAM IrSA, AnuM kAraNa zuM ? mehene kepha caDhayo che, nahitara jenAmAM paramAtmA birAjamAna che evo mANasa A kema? . mANasa pite kharAba nathI, naze kharAba che. eka ciMtake ThIka ja kahyuM : jillA mehamayI-pramA-mahilA, , 3 -mUrta yAt" mohanI pramAda rUpI AkarI madirA pIne mAnava unmatta banyA che. ene potAnI avasthAnuM bhAna nathI. e na jovAnuM jue che, na bolavAnuM bele che ane na karavAnuM kare che. ene bhAna ja nathI. A bhAna kema Ave? jJAnadaSTi UghaDI jAya te. - tRSNArUpI kALI nAgaNa samasta duniyAne DaMkhI rahI che. emAM ya vArdhakayamAM enuM jora vadhI jAya che. vArdhakayamAM khAvAnI, pacAvavAnI, jevAnI, cAlavAnI-A badhI zaktio ghaTatI jAya, paNa tRSNA vadhatI jAya. thAya ke mArA putra mATe bheguM karuM; patra mATe mUkI jAuM. bicAro pautre vicAra kare che, potAne nahi. AnA jevo gamAra koNa ? je, avasthA thavA chatAM paNa pitAne vicAra na kare tene zuM kahevuM ? tuM piTalAM bAMdhIne ApIne jAya paNa enuM bhAgya nahi hoya te rahevAnuM nathI Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra uha ane tuM nahi Ape te ya enuM bhAgya haze te e bhUkhyA rahevAne nathI. tame nathI joyuM ? bApA mALA baMdhAvI gayA, kahetA gayA : "beTA! mALAnuM bhADuM khAje." paNa e ja mALA gIre mukAyA ane beTA bhADAnI oraDImAM rahe che. ane bIjI bAju thoDAM varSo pUrve nAnI oraDImAM rahenArA, moTA phaleTamAM rahe che. jIvananA be pAsAM che, bhAgyanA prakAra che. A tatvajJAna jANyA pachI tamArA vinA pAchaLanA duHkhI thaze e azraddhA nIkaLI jaze. jevuM bhAgyanuM nirmANa haze evuM ja thavAnuM che. koI koIne jIvADI zakatuM nathI. jene karmavAda upara vizvAsa che e potAnA chokarAone apaMga mAnavAnI bhUla kadI karato nathI. ghaNAkharAM mA-bApa dIkarAone apaMga kare che agara mAnIne beThAM che. "mArA chokarAnuM zuM thaze ?" zuM lUlAM-laMgaDAM che? Aje te bhUlAM-laMgaDAM paNa jIvI rahyA che. jyAre Ane to pAMce Indrio che, tuM zuM karavA enI ciMtA karyA kare che? . jene potAnAmAM vizvAsa nathI ene jagatamAM kayAMya vizvAsa nathI. | nakakI karo ke bhAgya pramANe, karma pramANe thavAnuM che; leNadeNu pramANe bhegavavAnuM che. RNAnubaMdha pUrAM thatAM badhuM samApta. A vizvAsa utpanna thAya pachI pote bIjAnA vicAre herAna thatuM nathI. juvAnImAM raLavAnI zakita heya paNa ghaDapaNamAM e zakita ochI thatAM bheguM karavAnI Asakita vadhe. Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 jJAnasAra tRSNane jJAnIoe kALI nAgaNa kahI che. bIjA sarpanI pakaDamAMthI mANasa kadAca chUTI jAya paNa kALI nAgaNanA bharaDAmAMthI na chuTAya. enA bharaDAmAMthI chUTavA mArga che : jAMguli maMtra. madArIo pAse jAMguli nAmano maMtra hoya che. A maMtranA prabhAvathI sarSa vaza thaI jAya che ane karI hoya te enuM jhera UtarI jAya. tRSNArUpI kALI nAgaNane vaza karavA mATe jAgRta jJAnadaSTi e jAMgulimaMtranuM kAma kare che. * * - A jAgRta jJAnadaSTi zuM che? mANasane vicAra Ave ke mArI vAsanA A vastuomAM rahI jaze te bhaTakIne, pharIne, rakhaDIne pAchA ahIM AvavuM paDaze; mAruM bhavabhramaNa vadhI jaze; tRSNAnA tAMtaNe taNAvuM paDaze. jIvane vAraMvAra janma levA paDe che, enuM kAraNa che tRSNa. mekSe jAya che emane janma levA nathI paDatA, kAraNa ke emanI tRSNA chUTI gaI che. janma levAnuM kAraNa tRSNanuM deraDuM che. e mANasane pAcho laI Ave che. dharmasAdhanAthI tRSNanuM deraDuM teDavAnuM che. e deraDuM tUTe te ja mANasa mukata bane. deraDuM na chUTe te halesAM mAravAM nakAmAM che. * kAzIthI be paMDayAo naukAmAM besIne bIje gAma javA nIkaLyA. dasa mAIla dUra javAnuM hatuM. cAMdanI rAta hatI. emane thayuM ? lAva, jarA bhAMga pIe. gaMgAmAMthI pANI lIdhuM, bhAMga pIsI, ane bebe leTA bharI pI gayA. pachI halesAM mAravAnuM zarU karyuM. AkhI rAta halesAM mAryA. savAranA pAMca vAgyA, ghATa upara lokonI avarajavara zarU thaI. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 35 jJAnasAra 66 bhAMganA kepha paNa UtaravA AbyA hatA. thayu` ke cAleA gAma AvI gayuM. paNa joyuM te paricita mANA dekhAyA, ghATa paNa e ja lAgyA. pUchyuM : A kayA ghATa che ?"" koIe kahyuM : " kema bhUlI gayA? kAzIne dazAzvamedha ghATa che." " are, tyAMthI ja te ame beThA hatA ! AkhI rAta nAva calAvI, halesAM mAryA tenu zuM ?" doraDu ja naheAtuM choDayu ! nAkA pravAhamAM taNAi na jAya mATe seA hAthanA dAraDAthI ene ghATa sAthe bAMdhavAmAM Ave che. naukA krU kharI paNa sA hAthamAM ja, gAMTha na choDe tA nAkA kema AgaLa vadhe ? mANasA pravacana sAMbhaLe che; samatAnI vAtA kare che; AtmAnI carcA kare che; paNa dAraDuM na cheADe. kahe : "tame halesAM mArI jue, vAMdhA nathI. ame ahIM ja chIe." doraDuM khAMdhIne AvyA chIe, adA khase ja nahi, halesAM mAranArA rAjI thAya ke naukA cAle che, paNa AgaLa vadhe che ? ke mAtra cakakara ja mAryo kare che ? doraDu tADavAnu che, tRSNAnu doraDu cheADavAnu che. jyAM sudhI e mamatvanA ghATanI sAthe baMdhAyuM che tyAM sudhI zrama karo, mahenata karI paNa naukA koI divya bhUmi prati AgaLa.na vadhI zake, kinArA cheADI na zake, kadIka te vicAra kareA ? pacAsa varSamAM keTalAM sAmAyika karyAM' ? keTalI pUjA karI? keTalI jAtrA karI ? haju paNa kAI kaI kahe te kevA krodhathI chaMcheDAI jAo che ? kAi jarAka apamAna kare teA bhagavAna upara, maMdira upara, kahenAra Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * jJAnasAra upara ane pravacana upara kevAM risAmaNuM AvI jAya che ? A badhuM te emanuM ema paDayuM che kAraNa ke doraDAMchoDayAM nathI. deraDAM cheDavAM nathI te sAme gAma kema pahoMcAze ? - tRSNAnAM doraDAnA kAraNe jIve tyAM ne tyAM ja paribhramaNa kare che. zravaNa karatAM karatAM gharamAM jenI sAthe jIvatA hoIe enA svabhAva jANI levA. je aDadhe gAMDA jevo heya enI sAthe zuM karavA carcAmAM Utare che ? svabhAva jANIne kalaha ke AtmAne udvega thAya evA nimittamAM na UtaravuM. jIva kaSAyamAM Ave che tyAre bhAna rahetuM nathI. e eTalo AvezamAM AvI jAya che ke bIjAne te zuM, pitAne nukazAna karI bese che. je potAne nukazAna karI bese e bIjAne nukazAna kema na kare? "mAruM ke maruM; kAM huM nahi kAM tuM nahi." phiTa jevI kaSAyanI hAlata che. e vakhate kAMI ja khabara na paDe. maMdiramAM hoya ke pravacanamAM; AvezamAM e Ubho thaI jAya, na karavAnuM karI bese. jItavAnuM kene che? kaSAyane. dharmanuM zravaNa karyA pachI game te vyakita maLe paNa tamAre eka ja vicAra karavAneH "samatAthI sahana karI karma khapAvavAne A avasara che." paNa mRtyune, bhAgI javAne, kaMTALI javAne ke jIvanane jhera karavAno vicAra kadI na karo. game tyAM jaze paNa jyAM sudhI karma pUrAM nathI thayAM, devuM cUkavAyuM nathI tyAM sudhI e tamane nahi choDe. bIjA bhavamAM paNa pIcho pakaDaze. devuM te cUkvavuM ja paDaze. Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAre 37 je maravAne, kaMTALIne ApaghAta karavAno vicAra kare che, UMghanI goLIo levAno vicAra kare che ane A jJAnadaSTi maLI nathI. dharmanuM zravaNa karatAM karatAM jenI jJAnadaSTi jAgatI hoya ene duHkhamAM paNa jIvana jIvavAnuM baLa Ave che. jema jema sahana karatA jAo ema tapavRddhi thatI jAya. kaSAya te jJAnI ane ajJAnI badhAne AvavAnA. jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM che tyAM sudhI badhA kaSAyo mANasanA manamAM beThA che. koI kahetuM hoya ke mane kaSAya nathI, to kAM e daMbhI che, kAM ajJAnI. daMbhI jUThAthI svIkAratA nathI, ajJAnI jANa nathI. je kaSAye tamArAmAM beThA che, e ja kaSAye sAdhumAM beThA che. paNa sAdhu zuM kare ? samajAvI, paTAvIne zAMta karI besADI de. jJAnadaSTi ahIM sahAyaka bane che. pitta aMdara paDayuM hoya tyAM sudhI vAMdho nahi; paNa upara AvI jAya tyAre mAthuM caDhe, ulaTI Ave. kaSAye paNa upara AvatA A muzIbata UbhI thAya. : jyAre jyAre kaSAye udayamAM Ave tyAre eTaluM na vicAre ? A kaSAya kema AvyA ? A jJAnadaSTi che. | eka gharamAM sAsu vahu krodhamAM AvI na bolavAnuM bele, banne laThI paDe. vahue pADozIne vAta karI, pUchyuM : "evo kaI maMtra che jethI mArI sAsunuM magaja zAMta thaI jAya ?" name arihaMtANuMne maMtra ApyuM ane kahyuM : "maMtra sAre che. paNa sAthe pathya pALavuM paDaze. jyAM sudhI tArI sAsunuM magaja garama rahe tyAM sudhI moDhAmAM ThaMDA pANIne kAgaLa bharI rAkhaveH moDhAmAM pANI ane manamAM Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 - jJAnasAra name arihaMtANuM. tArA meDhAmAM rahelA ThaMDA pANIne lIdhe sAsunA magajamAM ThaMDaka Avaze ane koI zAMta thaze." pelI bAI bhaNelI na hatI paNa zraddhALu hatI. sAsu bolavAnuM zarU kare eTale deDIne moDhAmAM ThaMDuM pANI rAkhe ane manamAM maMtra zarU kare. sAsu belI belIne thAkI jAya. kahe "tame to kevAM patharA jevAM cho ? ATaluM badhuM kahyuM te paNa belatAM nathI ! jAo, tamArI sAthe mAthApheDa koNa kare ?" jevAM sAsu ThaMDA thaIne bese eTale pelI bAI meM khAlI kare. pachI pADezIne kahe ke tAre maMtra bahu jabare che; have te sAsu belIbolIne ThaMDA thaI jAya che. ene khabara nahi ke meDhAmAM pANI hoya tyAre belAya ja nahi. jhaghaDo kare hoya te be joIe, ekalo mANasa krodha kare te gAMDAmAM khape. ' kaSAyanA samayamAM uttara nahi Apa e ja sArI vAta che. jene kaSAya. Ave ene khabara nathI hotI. enI sAthe ApaNe paNa kaSAyamAM AvI jaIe te ApaNI hAlata paNa sAmA jevI ja thAya ne ? e paLa nIkaLI jAya pachI bIjI paLe kaSAya karanAro bIjI sthitimAM ja hoya che. ene pazcAttApa thAya. "meM ATaluM kahI nAkhyuM ! AvuM kahI nAkhyuM, na bolavAnuM bolyA !" kAMI nahi. ene e vakhate khabara nahatI. na besavAnuM belyA ! paNa ene ATaluM samajAyuM e paNa samajanI zarUAta che. ' japa karanAre tapa karavAnuM che. tapa karanArane japa phaLe che. kayuM tapa ? jJAnadaSTinuM tapa. jJAna daSTi e moTAmAM moTuM tapa che. enA jevuM tapa ekeya nathI. badhI ja pravRttinA Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra mULamAM jJAnardiSTa hovI joIe. jJAnadiSTa lagADA te vastu tamane judI lAgavAnI. jyAM saMsAra judA lAgyA pachI tame bhale sa`sAramAM raheA paNa kabyathI raheA, jAgatA raheA, javAbadArIthI raheA, addhara raheA, kIcaDamAM DUbe nahi. tamArA badhA praznAnA uttara jJAnaSTi che. 39 jagatamAM e ja tattva che : AtmA ane karma. adhA caitanya e AtmA che, jaDa ekama che. aneka ane AtmAnA joDANane lIdhe saMsAra che. kAMi gUMca che ja nahi. jJAnaSTi Ave che ane jIva A tattvanA vicAra karatA thAya che. pachI dareka pravRtti kare paNa e jaLakamaLanI mAphka alipta rahI saMsAranuM A rIte avalAMkana karatA AgaLa vadhe che ane jIvana yAtrA suMdara rIte pUrI kare che. varSo te pUrAM thavAnAM, raDatAM raDatAM ke hasatAM hasatAM, mAthAM kUTatAM ke avihina carcA karatAM. jo divaseA pUrA ja thavAnA che teA zA mATe du:khI thaIne pUrA karavA ? jAgRtimAM prabuddha thaI divasa kADhIe te e ddivasa samatAmAM jAya. samatAnI samajaNa Ave enA jevuM sukha kAi nathI. khAvA roTalA maLe, paheravA kapaDAM maLe, rahevA eTaleA maLe ene khIju: kAi duHkha hoya te e UbhuM kareluM duHkha che. A traNa dehanI jarUriyAtanAM du:khA che. A traNa hoya tema chatAM paNa jo duHkha hoya teA e ajJAnamAMthI janmelA mAhanu che. leAkeA A ajJAnane kAraNe vastuone abhAva kalpI du:khI thatA hoya che. jJAnaSTi AvatAM A bhautika duHkhA paNa ochAM thatAM jAya. aMdarathI sukha AvatuM jAya. e vicAre : cAlA, Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 - jJAnasAra - zarIra DhAMkavA vastra che, rahevA makAna che, khAvA reTelo che; have mAla pANIne yAda karI A roTalAne AnaMda zAne gumAvo ? sukhane vicAra kare te tRSNa ochI thatI jAya. bAkI te A tRSNane khADe bharatA jAo ema UMDe. Utarato jAya. eka bhAIe zerabajAramAM navANuM lAkha banAvelAM paNa karoDapati banavAnI abhilASA. gAmanA lokoe ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa na mAnyA. kaheH navANuM lAkha UbhA karyA te eka lAkha zuM hisAbamAM ? jeje, huM karoDapati thaIne AvuM chuM." eka lAkha levA jatAM navANuM lAkha mUkIne AvyA. jenAM kabATe neTanI thokaDIothI bharelAM rahetAM ene mahine kema calAvo e prazna UbhuM thaye; zUnya round figure karavA jatAM pite ja zUnya round thaI gayA. saMsAra eka cakkI che. vyasanI ke veThio potAnI sAdhanA mATe samaya na meLavI zake te jAka mAnI zakAya. paNa zeThiye thaIne kahe ke zuM karuM, samaya maLato nathI. te A anukULa sAdhanane atha ze ? sukhI mANasa to dharma vadhAre karI zake ! A jJAna, zravaNa, ciMtana vAraMvAra kyAM maLavAnuM che ? jJAnanI gaMgA jarUra vahe paNa sAMbhaLanAranuM ja bhAgya na hoya tenuM zuM ? jyAre svAdhyAya, ciMtanane lAbha maLe tyAre e na cUke. jJAnathI, dhyAnathI je pitAnA cittane taiyAra kare che enI tRSNa ochI thatI jAya che. je jAgRta che e pUrNAnaMdI che, ene dInatA rUpI Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra vIMchaNanI vedanA thAya ja kema? | dInatA e vIMchaNa che. eAchuM AvatAM mANasanA manamAM ne manamAM DaMkhanI vedanA thAya. tame madhyama varganA he, sagAne tyAM lagnamAM jAo, tame gaLAmAM sAmAnya mALA paherI hoya ane lagnamAM AvelA tamArA sukhI snehIe hIrAne hAra paheryo hoya to tame lagnamAM pharo paNa jIva aMdara banyA kare. "Ano hAra kevo caLake che ane mAre hAra ?" bhAgyane paMgatamAM chelle besavuM paDe tyAre te thAya ja ke mArI pAse dAgInA nahi, paisA nahi eTale chele jagyA maLI. e beThe beThe khAya khare paNa jIva baLyA kare, DaMkha lAgyA kare, duHkha thayA kare. A duHkha mAtra duHkhInuM ja che evuM nathI. vadhAre sukhInuM paNa duHkha che. tamArA sukhanuM kaI cokakasa dhAraNa nathI. e mAtra bIjA sAthenI sarakhAmaNI ja che. jeNe mUlya mAtra saMpattithI karyA che e lApati karoDapati AgaLa phikaka lAge. ane e kaDapati abajapati AgaLa ziyAviyA thAya. jhUkIne kahe ame zuM hisAbamAM? kAraNa ke e AtmAnI vAta jANatuM nathI. gAmaDAmAM rahete lAkhane dhaNI zaheramAM Ave, milamAlikane jue ane dIna thaI jAya. milamAlika enA karatAM vadhu dhanavAnane jue te enI mila ene milaDI lAge. ane e dhanavAna amerikA jAya ane tyAM reMkaphelara Rocke- fellerne jue, enuM helikopTara helicopter jue ane thAya ke ApaNuM jIvanamAM zuM majA che ? zuM Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra sukha che? dhanavAna kahevAte A jIva duHkhI thaI jAya. bApaDo bIjAnAM sukha joI joIne duHkhI thAya. e dukhamAM, e tRSNAmAM herAna thAya.' | marInaDrAIvanI pALa upara beThA beThA ghaNAM jIvaM bALyA kare, "A hA hA ! marInaDrAIva para rahenArA kevA sukhI che, meTI lAITa dekhAya, badhuM meTuM dekhAya." paNa e moTA gharamAM nAnI vastuo mATe ke kajiye thAye e zuM jANe ? - gharamAM pAMca gADI ane sAta membara. ekane bahAra javA gADI na maLe te dhamAla thAya, kajiye thAya. zuM kahe ? "tame gADI laI jAo ane amAre TekasImAM maravAnuM ?" TekasImAM jAya paNa kahe ke maravAnuM ! jene gADI ja nathI e te cAlatA cAlatA AvI gayA, koI jhaghaDe ja nahi. jyAM sudhI jJAna na Ave, samaja na Ave tyAM sudhI dInatArUpI vIMchaNanA jhINA jhINA DaMkha vAgyA ja kare. sarpa karaDe te mANasane jhera caDhe, mUchI Ave, bebhAna thaI jAya, bele nahi. paNa vIMchI karaDe te dhAMdhala, dhamAla karI nAkhe. jene tRSNa lAgI e badhAnuM haDapa karavAno vicAra kare, paNa jene dInatArUpI vIMchaNa karaDe e aMdarathI, nAnI nAnI vAta mATe jIva bALyA kare. " ene eka yA bIjI rIte khoTuM lAgatuM ja hoya. dhAre ke ravivAre tame tamArA sukhI sagAne maLavA jAo. paga Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra * 43 mUke ane bhAgyAge e bicArAne bahAra javAnuM hoya. eTale "mApha karaje." kahI tamArI sAthe UtarI paDe. tame zuM kahe? "ApaNu pAse paisA nathI eTale cahAnuM pANa sarakhuM paNa na pAyuM !" ghare Ava, duHkhI thAo, e mANasa pratye dhikakAra jAge. thAya ke paisAdAranAM moDhAM kALAM. ravivArane holIDe heLIomAM pheravAI jAya ne? ema kema mAnavuM ke eNe jANI joIne cahA nathI pAI? ahIM syAdavAdane upayoga karavAnuM che. syAdvAdanI daSTi hoya te kahezeH "haze, e paNa keIkavAra bicAre duHkhI hoya, mAre zuM kAma che ? meM mAruM kartavya bajAvyuM." meDhA upara kaTutAnI rekhA upasI na Ave, dInatAnA DaMkhathI DaMkhAyelA na ha to koIka divasa e jarUra pAcho AvIne kaheze : "e divase tame mAre tyAM AvyA paNa utAvaLa hovAthI mAre nIkaLI javuM paDayuM, svAgata paNa na karyuM, mApha karaze." ' e kayAre bane? je tamArA moDhA upara dInatAne DaMkha na dekhAya te. - tRSNArUpI kALI nAgaNanA jherane utAranAra jAMgulimaMtra samAna jJAnadaSTi jenI jAgRta che evA pUrNanandIne dInatArUpI vIMchInA DaMkhanI vedanA thAya ja kema ? Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 pUrNASTaka (5) pUryante yena-kRpaNA stadupekSaiva pUrNatA / pUrNAnandasudhA snigdhA, dRSTireSA manISiNAm // jJAnasAra tu' dIna na mana. tAre dvIna khanavAnu kAi kAraNa nathI. tane garIba, kaMgAla ke nirdhana kANu kahI zake ? karI zake ? tuM tA dhanapatine paNa dhanapati che; tuM te addabhuta sa patinA svAmI che; paNa tArI saMpatinuM tane bhAna nathI, tArI sapatti zu che e tuM samantyA nathI eTale tane lAge che ke tArI pAse kAMI nathI. paNa tane jo e sapattinA khyAla AvI jAya te tuM kAinI AgaLa dIna ke rAMka nahi ane, manamAM echu nahi ANe. . puNyanI prakRti kevI vividha che ! zALIbhadrane tyAM rAjA zreNika Ave che,nAkarAnA khaMDamAM ArasanI jaLatara`gavALI lAdIe jotAM zraNikane sa'zaya paDayA : A pANI che ke paththara. e jANavA mATe eNe vIMTI mArI, vIMTI athaDAi ne pAchI AvI tyAre jANyuM ke A pANI nahi, ArasanI zilAo che. e upara jAya che. zALIbhadranI mA zALIbhadrane nIce khelAve che, enuM zarIra pArijAtaka jevuM sukumAra che. anaMta samRddhi che. ghaDIbhara zreNikane thayuM: "huM A magadhanA rAjA, je nathI mANatA e zALIbhadranA sevako mANe che !" tyAM ene bhagavAna mahAvIra yAda AvyA. emaNe kahelI puNyanI vividhatAnI vAta sAMbharI AvI. kanI Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 45 prakRtionA bhinna bhinna prakAre te AnuM nAma. puNya bhegavavAnI prakRtio-judI che. koI rAjA banI jAya paNa zAtAvedanIya sukha na anubhavI zake ane kaI zAtAvedanIya anubhavato hoya paNa rAjA na hoya. ekane bhegAvaLI puNyanuM sukha che, bIjAne rAjyanuM anuzAsana karavAnuM parAghAta nAmanuM karma che. zreNike vicAra karyoH "mane anuzAsananuM, hukama karavAnuM puNya maLyuM che, je zALIbhadrane nathI maLyuM. ane enI pAse vaibhavanA upabheganuM puNya che te mArI pAse nathI. enI duniyAmAM e samRddha che, mArI duniyAmAM huM samRddha chuM." manamAM baLatarA nahi, IrSyA nahi. eTale ja zALabhadrane lUMTIne rAjya bhaDAra bharavAne vicAra ene na AvyuM. Aje A jJAna vagaranA, adhyAtma vagaranA bhUkhyAene bolAve te tamArA duHkhanuM kAraNa ja bane ne? paNa je karmavAdane jANatA hoya e duniyAmAM rahe khare paNa tRpta heya. dharma samajAI jAya to jIvananI dizA badalAI jAya. . duniyAmAM kaMjUsane kRpaNa kahevAya paNa ahIM maMda buddhivALe kRpaNa kahevAya. e rAta divasa sAcuM-jUThuM karIne, AdhyAna karIne, mitrane dago daIne, bIjAne mATe paiso bhego kare ane pitAne mATe durgatinuM bhAtuM bAMdhe enA je kamaakkala bIje keNa? mAkhIonI jema gunaguna karI madhapUDo taiyAra kare ane kaI rIMcha AvI, hAtha mArIne badhuM laI jAya, badhuM khAI jAya; e AtmA kRpaNa nahi te bIjuM zuM kahevAya ? - sAcAM mA-bApa to chokarAMone sarasa ucca keLavaNuM - Ape, saMskAro Ape ane kahe : "have tame tamAruM bhAgya Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 jJAnasAra nirmANa kare, pApathI bheguM kareluM tamane ApIne mAre tamane durgatimAM nathI mekalavA." kRpaNa zAnI apekSA karatA hoya che ? dhananI. pArakI vastu maLe te kAma lAgaze mAnI pUratA jAya, bharatA jAya, potAnI jAtane sukhI mAnatA jAya, paNa jJAnIo kahe che ke , jenAthI kRpaNa pitAne bharAto mAne che, pUrNa mAne che, gaDha: jItI gaye mAne che enI tuM upekSA kara. kRpaNa mAne che te bhrama che. e gaDhamAM jaze tyAre khabara paDaze ke gaDha che ke gartA! sAsu jyAre vahune laIne gharamAM Ave che tyAre kUdatAM hoya che, "AhAhA ! jANe gaDha jItI AvyAM ! khUba rAjI hoya. bAra mahInA pachI juo, kyAM ane ke gaDha jItI AvyAM ? jenAthI e mAne ke purAI gayA, bharAI gayA, sukhI thayA enAthI koI purAtuM nathI. pauddagalika vastuothI kaI pUrNa banyuM che kharuM ? ataranI pUrNatA zuM che? jenAthI kamaakakalavALA mANaso "bharAI bharAI gayA" ema mAne che enI upekSA karavI, enI sAme negligent banavuM, indifferent banavuM, e ja pUrNa banavAnI suMdara ane TUMkI rIta che. manathI je apUrNa che e potAne maLyuM tene te vicAra ja nahi kare, paNa na hoya tene ja satata vicAra karaze. "AnI pAse ATaluM badhuM che, ke sukhI che ! mArI pAse kAMI nathI." "are bhAI! tane enA sukhanI zI khabara? e eka roTalI khAI zakatA nathI ane tuM pAMca jeTalI khAI jAya che! ene khAtAM pahelAM IjekSana injection khAvuM paDe che, tuM te vagara Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra vicAre jhApaTe ja rAkhe che." Deka vicAra kara. tane keTaluM sarasa zarIra maLyuM che. maLelI anukULatAno vicAra karazo to lAgaze ke kaMIka puNya karyuM te ATaluM maLyuM. have je puNya ane pApo kSaya thaI jAya to te sIdhe mekSe ja pahoMcI jAuM. ApaNane mekSamAM pahoMcavAnI parama zakita maLI che, dharma karavAnI anukULa sAmagrI maLI che; ApaNu jevuM bhAgyazALI keNa ? - dharmasahita, duniyAmAM dAsa banavuM kabUla che, paNa dharmavarjita karoDapati banavuM nakAmuM che. dharmavarjita karoDapati marIne durgatie jAya jayAre dharmasahita nokarI karanAra sadagatie jAya. 4 tamAruM puNya judI prakRtinuM hoya ane tame keInA sukhanI jhaMkhanA kare, to enA jevuM maLe nahi ane tame tamArA jevA rahe nahi. "bIjAnA anukaraNamAM bIjAnA jevA thavAtuM nathI ane je che te rahevAtuM nathI. kAgaDe mera banavA bese to te mera banI zakatuM nathI ane kAgaDAnI duniyAmAM praveza meLavI zakatA nathI. mATe mANase pote pitAnI avasthAno vicAra karavo joIe. bIjAnA dhananI apekSA karavI enA karatAM upekSA karavI sArI - tamArAmAM Aje bIjAnI apekSA che. apekSAne lIdhe AkhuM jIvana kaTu banI gayuM che. darekanI pAse apekSA. "A mane praNAma kema karato nathI, pelo mane bolAvato kema nathI, te AmaMtraNa mekala kema nathI ? sarvatra ekalI apekSA ja che. patnI ema Icche ke pati mAre mATe alaMkAra lAve, pati ema Icche ke huM raLIne | Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 jJAnasAra AvuM tyAre e mane sneha ane hAsyathI kema na 'AvakAre ? gharaDAM Icche ke chekarAe amArA paDayA kheAla jhIle ane sAsu Icche ke vahu mArA khyAla rAkhe. A apekSAo pUrI thatI nathI, dhAyuM thatuM nathI. eTale aMdara kreAdhanA, viSanA ane kaSAyanA dAvAnaLa saLagavA mAMDe che. "kaMpanI IcchA tema sama * chAyA kRpa samANI bhAMgI." jhADanI chAyA pathikane maLe, kUvAnI chAyA koine na maLe, emAM ja pUrI thAya. tema apekSA paNa aMdara pUrI thAya. mANasa manamAM taraMgeA UbhA kare ane e taragAnI hAramALAmAM jIvana pUruM thaI jAya. jenAthI duniyA pUrNa thavA mAge che enI upekSA karatAM zIkhaze te tamArA manamAM kadApi maLatarA UbhI nahi thAya. sadA saMtASI ane sukhI rahI zakazeA. bIjAnAM sukhane joine tamArI AMkheAmAM amI UbharAze. je satya ane asatya; sAcuM ane khATuM; zAzvata ane azAzvatanA viveka karI zake ene manISI, prAjJa kahevAya. enI dRSTi phevI hoya ? kRpaNA jenI jhaMkhanA karatA hoya enI apekSA nahi, upekSA. enI dRSTi pUrNAnaMdanI sudhAthI mRdu khanI gai hAya che, mIThI ane sukumAra banI gaI hoya che, bhAvAtmaka ane snehAda banI gaI hAya che. Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAna sAthe 49 jema baLatI AMkhomAM mAM AvIne kAjala Aje ane emAM ThaMDaka vaLe tema pUrNAnaMdanI daSTi nayanomAM Ave ane amRta jevI ThaMDaka vaLe. AvI AMkhomAM zItaLatA ane snigdhatA hoya. e samajato hoya che ke vizvamAM je vividhatA dekhAya che e sahu sahunA puNyane prakAza che. judAM judAM karmone lIdhe judI judI vyakitao vikAsa pAmI rahI che. eka sarakhuM vyakitatva keInuM nahi maLe. bApa je dIkare dekhAya khare paNa svabhAvamAM nahi. ema ja je heta to tIrthakaranA badhA putra tIrthakara ane gAMdhIjInA badhA dIkarA gAMdhIjI banI gayA hota, paNa evuM kadI banatuM nathI. puNyanA cAra prakAra che, mAtAnA sadAcAranA puNyathI saMtAna saMskArI bane, pitAnA buddhinA puNyathI putra kuzaLa bane, kuLanA udAratAnA puNyathI saMtAna udAradila bane ane AtmAnA pitAnA puNyathI ene paraloka sudharI jAya. jene A bhava nathI sudharyo tene parabhava kevI rIte sudhare? paNa sudharavuM eTale badhA paisAdAra thaI jAya, meTA hoddA upara AvI jAya ema nathI samajavAnuM. paiso Avya, moTAI AvI, pratiSThA meLavI e badhuM bahAranuM che, ethI aMdaranI jAgRti kyAMthI Ave ? daSTi aMdarathI snigdha-amIbharI thAya pachI jagatane joine, jagatanI vibhUtimattAne joIne manamAM AnaMda thAya. vicAra Ave ke bhagavAne puNya keTalA prakAranuM batAvyuM che ! emAM keTalI vividhatA che ! cAra bahene heya; eka karoDapatine tyAM jAya, bIjI Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra madhyama vargamAM, trIjI mahine mAMDa pUru kare ane ceAthI divasanu paNa mAMDa meLave. badhI ja baheneA, paNa puNyanI prakRti judI. jJAnIne A vAta samajAya. alakhatta! puNyanI prakRtimAM phera che; keAIne tyAM vadhArA tA kAine tyAM ghaTADA; e tA sa`sAramAM cAlyA karaze paNa AtmAmAM kAMi phera nathI. A jJAnadRSTi Ave te A paLa, A divasa, A jIvana sASathI sudhare. jenAmAM A jJAnaSTi che ene A madiza, zAstro, upAzraya, jJAna ane darzana kAma lAge, jene nathI ene kAMI kAma na lAge. e bhale pravacana zravaNa kare paNa gharamAM praveze eTale jevA hatA tevA ne tevA ja. 50 eka ajJAnI rAja gharamAM jhaghaDA kare, laDhe, e jAtrAe javA taiyAra thayA. enA jJAnI mitre kahyuM : "tame jAtrAe jAe che te eka kAma na kare ? A tuMbaDu' letA jaze ? jyAM jyAM jAo tyAM bhagavAnanAM dana A tuMbaDAne karAvajo ane pavitra nadIonAM pANImAM snAna karAvajo, jethI A tuMbaDuM chappana tItha jaine Ave. pachI Ane samArIne enu zAka banAvIne khAIzuM te amArAmAM saddabuddhi Avaze, " ajJAnI tukhaDu laine gayA. gaMgA, yamunA, sarasvatI, geAdAvarI khadhe nhevaDAvyuM, dana karAvyAM. pharatA pharatA himAlayathI . haradvAra sudhInA pavitra dhAmAmAM e pharI AnyA, tuMbaDAne paNa pheravI AvyA. yAtrAthI pAcheA, AngeA eTale mitre jamavAnuM nimaMtraNa ApyuM, tuMbaDAne samArIne zAka anAvyuM. mADhAmAM mUkayu tyAM moDhuM kaDavuM kaDavuM thai gayuM, thU cU karavA lAgyA. mitrane kahyuM : "bhAi ! pANI ApA, mAre mehu cAkhkhuM karavuM che. zAka karatAM pahelAM keAIe cAkhyuM paNa nahi ?" Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 51 mitre kahyuM : "bhAI ! emAM jovAnuM zuM hoya ? bajAramAMthI lAvyA ho to jovAnuM hoya paNa A to chappana tIrthanI yAtrA karI AveluM, darzana karI AveluM, pavitra nadIomAM snAna karI AveluM, paryaTana karI AveluM tuMbaDuM che. AmAM tapAsavAnuM zuM ?" yAtrAe jaI AvelA ajJAnIe jJAnabharyo javAba Apyo : "darzana ane snAna te bahArathI karAvyAM ethI aMdarane bhAga kevI rIte sudhare ?" tyAre mitre kahyuM: "aMdaranI daSTi nahi palaTAya, tRSNa ochI nahi thAya to bahAra game tyAM game teTalAM tIrthe jaI AvIzuM paNa aMdara svabhAva nahi palaTAya." zAka kaDavuM hoya to bhejananI majA mAre ema jIvana kaDavuM hoya (daSTi vikRta hoya) te jIvananI majA mAre. svabhAvane palaTAvavAno che, e palaTAya che tyAM jIvana juduM bane che. jIvanamAM jIvavAnI paNa majA Ave che. ApaNe A duniyAmAM janmyA, te duniyAne banAvavA mATe nathI AvyA. ApaNe ApaNuM vikAsa mATe AvyA chIe. ThIka che, meLe UbhuM thaI gayAM, paNa e dhyeya nathI. - ahIMthI pAlitANA jAo, musApharI karatAM TreInamAM pAMca dasa mitro banI jAya. jAtrA mATe sAthe caDhe, jAtrA karo paNa UtaravAno samaya thatAM tame keInI vATa nathI jotA. jAtrAmAM badhA bhegA, paNa potAnuM sTezana AvatAM sahu sahunA bistarA laI UtarI javAnA. A AtmA vizvayAtrAmAM ekalA AvyuM hatuM ane badhA maLI gayA. kaI patirUpe Ave, keI patnI rUpe Ave, keAI mA rUpe Ave. badhAM bhegAM thayAM. tame A yAtrAnA Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para jJAnasAra pravAsI che, badhAnI sAthe mIThA, kumAzabharyAM, pramANikatA ane niSThAbharyAM sa`khadha rAkheA jethI chUTA paDIne pAchA kayAMka maLeA tA e sabhAre, "kema? ApaNe kayAMka maLyA hatA ne?" emanI sAthe dagAkhAjI ke luccAi * kaza aa kaheze ke A teA khissAkAtarU, pAlitANAmAM maLyA hatA te che. ApaNe pahelAM maLyA hatA, Aje maLyA chIe ane pharIthI kayAMka maLavAnA chIe. sahunI sAthe sArI rIte vartyA haze te ekabIjAne jotAnI sAthe AtmAmAM ullAsa thavAnA. ekane joIne AnaMda thAya, khIjAne joine duHkha thAya, kAraNa ? jenI sAthe gayA janmamAM sArI rIte vartyA ene joIne manamAM ullAsa, AnaMda ane bhAva jAge. jenI sAthe sArI rIte nathI va ene joine thAya ."A kayAM?" e kaMTALAjanaka lAge. mANasamAM phera nathI. mANase khAMdhelA puNya ane pApanAM pariNAmeAne lIdhe ekane joIne ullAsa thAya, bIjAne joine dhikakAra chUTe. evuM paNa bane ke eka gharamAM kAI kAinA mATe kAMI na kare ane bahAra hajArAnu kare. eka kaMjusa mANasa ahIthI pAyanI javuM hoya te cAlIne jAya paNa ene ekanI sAthe evI leNadeNa ke ene jarUra hoya tA e pacIsa rUpiyA kADhIne ApI de. e bhAi kaheH "mahArAja ! game te hoya paNa ene - jouM chuM ane ApavAnuM mana thai jAya che. enI garIbI kaho, kahevAnI rIta kaho paNa e mAge te ApI ja . kadAca meM gayA janmamAM enI pAsethI lIdhuM haze, bAkI huM' amastA eka paisA paNa vAparatA nathI." Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 53 jJAnasAra mANasa kAI kAIne nathI ApatA. Ape che te mAtra leNadArane ja Ape che. jJAnIoe kahyuM : "sneha, vera te kAraNe dekhI paraspara hoya. " pUrva janmanA puNyane lIdhe sneha utpanna thAya, pApane lIdhe dveSa utpanna thAya. tame jene mATe karA che. e kAMI enA upara upakAra nathI karatA ! eNe kAMika ApeluM eTale tame ene mATe karI che. jIvanapravAsamAM sahu sAthe sarasa vana rAkhatAM rAkhatAM aMdara dhyAna rAkhavuM ke huM javAneA chuM. A jIvanamAM ekalA AbyA chuM; lAkone rAjI karavA, leAkeA pAsethI praza'sA meLavavA ke mAnapatra levA nathI janmyA. kartavyanI keDI para mAre cAlyA javAnu che. vikAsa e jIvananA hetu che. vikAsa karatAM karatAM pUrNatAne pAmIe te ApaNA snehIAne paNa enA lAbha maLe. kadAca prazna thAya ke A teA selfish motive kahevAya, svArthavRtti kahevAya. tamAru ja karI leA khIjAnuM kAMI nahi ! AtmAthI svAthI kharA paNu, e ja khare paramAthI ane che. sAru jIvana jIve, nItithI jIve, pramANikatA hAya, svajanAne sArA mArge lai jAya ane enA jIvananA prakAzathI AsapAsanA svajanonAM jIvanane raMgI nAkhe. e zuM sAcA paramAthI nathI ? paNa jenA peAtAnA ja jIvanamAM kAMi na heAya tA e sAthIone, patnIne, putrane zu ApavAne che ? jIvana suMdara manAvI, jIvananI suMdaratAnA lAbha svajanAne maLe e mATe vikAsanA vicAra che. Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 jJAnasAra huM A jagatamAM vikAsa karavA Avyo chuM. sahu AtmA potapotAnI samajanA prakAza pramANe vikAsa karI rahyA che. jagata vividhatAthI bhareluM che. jeTalA jIve che eTalA puNyanI prakRtinA bheda che. ' ' . saMsAramAM ekasarakhA be mANase nahi maLe, bahArathI dekhAya paNa vigatathI jevA jAo te eka sarakhA nahi maLe. sI. AI. DI. ne abhaNa mANasanI levAmAM AvatI aMgUThAnI chApa (thumb impression) viSe pUchayuM te kahe "mArA jIvanamAM pacAsa hajAra caeNra, DAku ane khUnInI thumb impression lIdhI che paNa eke ya print Aja sudhI bIjAnI sAthe maLatI nathI AvI." nAnA-zA aMgUThAmAM ATalA phera te AkAra, vicAra ane svabhAvamAM phera kema na hoya ? * , paNa tame te ema ja kahe che, "mArA jevA tuM thA." e kevI rIte bane ? sahu potapotAnA karma pramANe bane che. A daSTi kone Ave che ? je vicAra kare che tene maLe che. badhAne nathI maLatI. A sAMbhaLe ghaNuM, paNa jenuM puNya hoya e ja sAce manISI bane che. e sAMbhaLIne vicAreH "je zravaNa karyuM enI sAthe mAro saMbaMdha zuM che ?" vicAranA daredere e cAlyA jAya. * je manISI nathI emane dere tUTI jAya. eka dahADe raMgamAM AvI jAya paNa be cAra divase je hato te ne tevo. je manISI che e vicAranA vikAsakramamAM AgaLa vadhe che. savane A daSTi nathI maLatI. je vicAra kare tene ja Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra papa AvI AMtaradaSTi maLe che. jyAM AMtaradaSTi maLI tyAM bAhyadaSTino raMga jude lAge. bahAranI najara cAmaDAnI che. aMdaranI najara AtmAnI che. yAtrAe saMgha jatuM hatuM, emanI sAthe eka aMdha bhAI paNa cAlyA jato hato. koIke pUchayuM : "tuM kyAM Ave che ?" ApanI sAthe yAtrAe." "are, ame te bhagavAnanAM darzana karavA jaIe chIe ane tuM to AMdhaLatuM zuM jevAne ?" je kahevAnuM hoya te ja kahe paNa cagya rIte kahe. ghaNIvAra AMdhaLo kahenArA dekhatA nathI hotA. aMdhabhAI samaju hatA, AMtaradaSTi khUlI hatI. eNe kahyuM : "huM bhagavAnane nahi jouM paNa bhagavAna to mane joze ne mArI A sthaLe AMkhomAM bhagavAna nahi Ave paNa huM to bhagavAnanI divya najaramAM AvI jaIza ne ? huM bhagavAnanI najaremAM vasavA mAguM chuM." ApaNA manamAM bhagavAna vase te karatAM ApaNe bhagavAnanA manamAM vasI jaIe e bahu moTI vAta che. bhagavAnanA manamAM vasavuM e kAMI nAnIsUnI vAta nathI. A AMtaradaSTi che. ApaNe bhagavAnanI najaramAM AvIe, bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM vasIe, emanA caraNomAM ApaNuM sthAna hoya evuM jIvana jIvIe te ja tyAM sthAna maLe. " birabala garIba hato. e akabara pAse gaye. sarasa vAta karI. akabarane prasanna karyo. akabare pUchayuM : "zuM joIe che?" birabale kahyuM: "bIjuM kAMI nahi, Apa jyAre siMhAsana upara besavA jAo tyAre kAnamAM ATaluM na kahe Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 56 jJAnasAra ke alyA birabala, kema che ?" ApanA tukArA mAruM mana khUba che." akabara kahe: "are, AmAM tAruM zuM vaLavAnuM ? kahe te gheADA paisA ApuM." birabale kahyuM : "jahAMpanAha! roTalA karatAM mana tRpta thAya e bahu mATI vAta che." akakhare "hA" pADI. e rathamAMthI UtarI siMhAsana upara besavA jAya tyAre e pUche, "khirakhala ! kema che ?" AvuM be-cAra divasa cAlyuM. dhIme dhIme gAmamAM vAta prasarI gai. khirabala khAdazAhanA mAnItA che, rAjA siMhAsana upara besatAM pahelAM ene ja pUche : "kema che ?" enuM sthAna khAdazAhanA manamAM keTaluM mATu haze ! sau mirakhalane kheAlAvavA lAgyA. zrImatA, meATA sAmA sau birabalane salAma bhare, "jene khAdazAha jAheramAM pUche ene ekAMtamAM te keTalA maLatA haze ? ApaNI vAta kare teA ApaNuM kAma thAya. enI maherabAnI meLavA, akabaranI maherakhAnI nahi maLe paNa kharakhalanI tA jarUra maLI zake." dhIme dhIme e meTA thavA lAgyA, bheTA AvavA lAgI. akakharane thayuM : mAganArA ghaNA AvyA paNa khirakhale kAMI ja na mAgyuM. eka maherakhAnI ja mAgI." paNa kharI rIte eNe te ghaNuM mAgI lIdhuM. eka divasa akabare khirakhalane pUchyuM: "birabala ! meM tane kAMI Apyu' nathI tema chatAM tuM masta kema rahe che?" jahAMpanAha ! tamArI najarezamAM AvI gayA, eTale gAmanI najarAmAM vasI gayA." AnuM nAma AMtaradRSTi. pUrNAnaMdanI sudhA eTale amRtathI snigdha anelI, sukumAra, bhAvAtmaka anelI dRSTi manISInI che. A dRSTimAM pUrNatA che, A dRSTimAM divyatA che. Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra pUrNASTaka (6) apUrNa : pUrNatAmeti, pUryamANastu hIyate / pUrNAnandasvabhAvADaya~, jagadadbhutadAyaka : / / 57 karmA anAdikALathI ApaNA AtmAnI sAthe hatAM ane che. ghaNAnA manamAM prazna thAya che: jo kama AtmAne lAgyAM, te lAgatAM pahelAM AtmA kevA hatA ? ane e zuddha AtmAne karmA zA mATe lAgyAM ? AtmA je nirmaLa ane zuddha hatA te AtmAne kama lAgavAnI zI jarUra paDI ? ane A vAta svIkArIe te mekSe gayA pachI, zuddha thayA pachI paNa pAchAM AtmAne karmo nahi lAge ? uttara A che : . karmA AtmAne lAgyAM nathI paNa lAgelAM ja hatAM. 'lAgyAM' eTale nizcita samaya, amuka point :of time nakkI karavAmAM Ave che. paNa 'lAgelAM ja hatAM ema.kahetAM anAdikALa infinite time nA ullekha thAya che. AtmA ane kama anatakALathI nigeAdamAM maLelAM ja paDayAM hatAM. ema na ja kahevAya ke amuka samaye ka ane AtmA. bhegAM thayAM. bhegAM ja hatAM ema svIkArIne AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. te tame sAnAnI khANu (goldmine)mAM Ae tyAMthI nIkaLatI camakatI raja joine tamane nahi lAge ke A sAnu che. sarasa che. tamane te ema ja thAya ke ghare vAsaNa Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 jJAnasAra mAMjavA kAma lAgaze. adhikArI kaheze : "bhAI sAheba!A kAMI dhULa nathI. A te senuM che." kaI avasthAmAM che ? dhULanI avasthAmAM che, gross element nI sAthe tenuM maLeluM che. koI pUche ke kayAre maLyuM? keTalA hajAra varSa pahelAM maLyuM? keNe meLavyuM ? zA mATe meLavyuM? te zuM uttara maLaze ? sonuM dhULanI sAthe anAdikALathI bheguM hatuM ja, je samayane maryAdA ja na ApI zakAya. jevI rIte senuM dhULanI sAthe maLeluM che ema AtmA karmanI sAthe maLelo che. kaI pUche ke "AtmAne janma kayAre thaze ? keTalAM karoDa varSa pahelAM thaye ?" e bicArAne philasUphInI kAMI khabara ja nathI. vijJAnane A eka siddhAMta chejene janma thaye enuM mRtyu thavAnuM ja ApaNe kahIe chIe ke AtmA amara che te pachI AtmAne janma kayAMthI ? AtmAne keIe banAvyo nathI. jyAM banAvyuM ema svIkAryuM tyAM ene aMta samajI ja levAne. jenuM sarjana thAya enuM visarjana thavAnuM ja. sarjana construction ane visarjana destruction e eka vastunA be cheDA che. je AtmAne vinAza nathI enuM sarjana keNe karyuM ? A karmanI asarane lIdhe mANasanI vRttiomAM pheraphAra thAya che. kama nacAvata tema hI nAcata." A isntinct keNa Ape che ? vRttio kaeNNa UbhI kare che? IcchAo kema utpanna thAya che ? AtmA para ATha karmanI asara che ane dareka karmanuM pariNAma ane rUpAntara : Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra " 59 (result ane manifestation) judAM judAM che. dareka karma pitAnA udaya pramANe manane nacAve che. tame karmanA hAthamAM AvI gayA pachI karmanA IzArA pramANe ja tamAre nAcavuM paDe che. ekavAra tame vAhananuM selection karyuM, nakakI karyuM pachI vAhananA hAthamAM tame AvI jAo che. A TreInamAM besI gayA ane adhavacce taraMga Ave ke sTezana AvatAM pahelAM ja mAre UtarI javuM che te tame nahi UtarI zake, bIjA sTezana sudhI javuM ja paDaze. vacce gADI UbhI na rahe. tame ema kahe ke mArA manamAM thayuM ke lAva, vagaDAmAM UtarI jAuM, eTale meM sAMkaLa kheMcI. to kAM daMDa bharavAnuM kahe, kAM gAMDAmAM khapI hospiTala bhegAM thavuM paDe ! kalpanA AvI eTale kAMI adhavacce utarAya ? tame plenamAM beThA, plena AkAzamAM UDavA lAge ane tame kaho don't like it, mane nathI gamatuM mAre UtarI javuM che te nahi cAle. tamArA ekanI khAtara plena nIce nahi Utare. - juo, paisA tame ApyA che, plena tame pasaMda karyuM che paNa beThA pachI tame ene AdhIna banI gayA. pachI tamAruM kAMI ja na cAle. . . evI rIte A jIva karmarUpI vAhanamAM goThavAI jAya che pachI karma pramANe uDDayana karavuM paDe che. tame kaho ke A . nahi cAle, te te nahi cAle, tamAre calAvavuM ja paDaze. Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra A karmanI bhinna bhinna prakRtio che, enI pariNatio e ja instinct che. "To be or not to be" thavuM ke na thavuM, e praznamAM ja AkhuM jIvana pUruM thaI jAya che. jemane cittanI svasthatA, mananI samaja ane jIvanano tAga nathI maLyo e ja AvA prazno kare che. paNa karmavAda samajAI jAya to CH@ To be zurechea al z4g Hai 2121; Not to be ai prazna ja nathI. jyAM rautanya dhabakAra karatuM hoya tyAM Not to be no prazna Ave ja kayAMthI ? , jIvana jyAre koI instinct pramANe, keI vRtti pramANe, kaI dhakkA pramANe kAma karatuM hoya tyAre enI pAchaLa ATha karmomAMthI ekAduM kama kAma karI rahyuM hoya che. ajJAna hoya tyAre jANavuM ke jJAnAvaraNIya karma kAma kare che; bhUkha khUba lAgI hoya tyAre vedanIya karma kAma karatuM hoya che; vAsanAomAM mana bahu doDatuM hoya te vedamohanIyano udaya samajavo. A karmonI prakRti shades judI judI che. eka eka kama mANasane kevI vicAraNAmAM ane jIvananI judI judI paristhitimAM mUkI de che! AkhuM jagata karmanI asara influence pramANe kAma karatuM lAge che. hamaNAM amerikAmAM navuM drink nIkaLyuM che, "ela esa DI" kahevAya che. Hippies khUba le che. e lIdhA pachI judA judA vicAronA udyane Ave. paMdarame mALe beThelAne paNa lIdhA pachI thAya ke have huM pakSI thaI gaye chuM, Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra A gagana mArA UDavA mATe che. ema karIne bArI AgaLathI hAtha lAMbA karI kaheH "A UDayo", e kayAM jAya? TheTha nIce -taLiyAmAM. keTalAkane vaLI A jagata mRdu lAge, judA raMgothI raMgAyuM dekhAya, havAmAna suvAsita lAge ane padArtho pAradarzaka dekhAya. mana judI ja bhUmikAmAM jAya. pINAnI asara nIce AvatA mAnavI pAgala bane che. e ene na karavAnuM prere che, dere che, ane kayAMka laI jAya che. e vakhate e vyakita je bhUla kare che, e vyakita nathI karatI paNa enA upara pelA pINAnI asara che eTale e kare che. ene khabara nathI ke drink enI pAse A karAve che. ema A jIva pilAM karmanI asarane lIdhe na karavAnuM kare che. ghaNane ema thAya ke A na karuM, A sAruM nathI, choDavA lAyaka che. paNa e ghaDI AvatAM e karI bese che. enAthI thaI jAya che. kema thAya che ? je jAtanAM karma karyA che e jAtanI instinct UbhI thAya che. ' sArAmAM sAre mANasa gAMDA jevI vAta karavA lAge che. Avo DAhyA, A prajJa, AvI nAdAna ceSTA kema kare che? e nAdAna ceSTA sAre mANasa nathI karato paNa enAmAM raheluM karma ene e rIte karAvI rahyuM che. keIkavAra enuM AyuSya pUruM thavAnuM hoya tyAre sArAmAM sAre ane DAhyAmAM DAhyA mANasa nAnI vAtamAM ApaghAta vicAra karI bese che. baLavAna nimitta maLI jAya to e bacI paNa jAya che. Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra upAdAna hovA chatAM nimittanI mahattA ane zreSThatAM gaNavAmAM AvI che. bAkI karmane udaya te AvavAno ja. e vakhate dhyAna rAkhI vicAra karavo rahyA ke A udaya kema AvyA? jJAnanI jAgRtimAM kayuM karma kevI rIte AvIne kaI rIte kAma karAvI rahyuM che enI samajaNa Ave che. arne e samajaNane kAraNe e vicAra karate thAya ke A audoyika bhAvonI asara nIce mane kevA kevA vicAro AvI rahyA che ! mArA jevA mANasane AvA vicAro kema? jayAre e audoyika bhAvanI asara pUrI thAya che tyAre e pAcho mULa svabhAvamAM, jJAnamAM AvIne UbhuM rahe che. AtmA jema jema karmathI vadhAre ladAya che tema tema saMsAramAM vadhAre paribhramaNa karatA phare che; jema jema enAM kama ochAM thatAM jAya che tema tema e haLavo ane gara banatuM jAya che. AtmAe aMdara A kharAba jaDa karma tattva bharI rAkheluM che eTale ja e apUrNa che. rastAno bhikhArI potAnI jhoLImAM kAgaLanA DUcA bhare, DabalAM bhare; paNa enI kiMmata value jevA jAo te kAMI nathI. sonI noTa nAnakaDI hoya paNa e kevI kiMmatI? pastInA Dhagale DhagalA mUke te paNa enI kiMmata na thAya. ema ApaNe keTaluM badhuM bheguM karyuM, paNa te pastI jevuM. dekhAya khUba paNa kAma kAMI nahi lAge. hamaNAM upaDavAne vAro Ave te badhuM mUkIne javuM paDe. Ama ne Ama rahI jAya. e TaLavaLate rahe, dekhate rahe, dubhAte rahe paNa ene kAma na lAge. Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra eNe evuM bheguM karyuM che jene jIvanabhara sAcavavAnI ciMtA ane jAya tyAre sAthe kAMI na Ave. enI ciMtA keTalI? aparigrahane kevuM sukha! sADA nave te UMghI jAya. tamane UMgha kema nathI AvatI? ciMtA che. kAle zuM Avaze ? paisA kema goThavavA? kayAM rekavA? kyAM vyAja vadhAre maLaze? jemAM invest karavA mAguM chuM e kaMpanI DUbI jAya evI to nathI ne ? e khAdhamAM jAya te mArA badhA zera DUbI jAya. A kaMpanIne eka zera levo hoya te AkhI kaMpanInuM bajeTa ane balance sheet joI jAya. enAM menejiMga DirekaTara keNu vagere badhuM vicAre. - eka mATe keTalAnI ciMtA? jene hajAranA ane lAkhonA zera rAkhavA paDatA haze ene zuM sukhiyo kahe ? hA, tame ene sukhI mAne che ! - keIke ThIka ja kahyuM: baheta vaNaja, baheta beTiyAM, de nArI bharathAra, usaka kyA aba mArIe, mAra rahyA kiratAra . jene ghaNuM vepAra hoya, gAmegAma ghaNI peDhIo hAya ene bicArAne to kiratAra pote ja mArI rahyo che; evAne tamAre mAravAnI zI jarUra che ? * paNa tame te ati vyApAra karanArane sukhI mAne che, paNa enA mana upara, enA jJAnataMtuo upara keTalI tANuM paDI rahI hoya che enI to tamane kalpanA ce zenI hoya ? jIvana na tUTyuM hoya te paNa tUTI jAya. - A padArthane sAcavavAmAM, enI vyavasthA karavAmAM, Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra AkhI jiMdagI upAdhi karavI paDe. ane khUbInI vAta e che ke mRtyu Ave te be miniTamAM badhuM mUkIne cAlyA javuM paDe. badhuM Investment cAlyuM jAya ! - A jIve keTaluM badhuM bheguM karyuM, keTalI badhI ciMtA karI, chatAM e bicAro apUrNa ja rahyo. have karavAnuM zuM che ? je bahArathI bharyuM che te bahAra kADhavAnuM che. sonAne dhULathI juduM pADavAnuM che, AtmAne karmathI judo pADavAno che. AtmAnA eka eka pradezamAM anaMta kama bharAI gayAM che. AtmA jema jema karmathI bharAte jAya, vAsanAthI ladAte jAya tema tema e kSINa thatuM jAya che. karmavAsanAthI tene judA pADe te e zuddha thAya. senAne dhULathI juduM pADe te zuddha suvarNa thAya. malina sonuM hoya ke AtmA, eno zuddha bhAva nahi Ave. jeTalA pramANamAM azuddha tatva maLeluM che eTalI enI kiMmata ochI. jeTalA pramANamAM zuddha tatva vadhatuM jAya eTalI enI kiMmata vadhatI jAya. ApaNo AtmA jeTalA pramANamAM vAsanAothI, vRttiethI, vikArethI, karmathI, parigrahathI, saMgrahathI bhareluM hoya teTalA pramANamAM AdhyAtmadaSTie enI kiMmata ochI thatI jAya. duniyA konI kiMmata AMke che te na joze. e te game tenI game te kiMmata kare ke kahe, paNa AdhyAtmika jagatamAM te je vAsanAthI apUrNa che e ja pUrNa che. kenAthI apUrNa ? karmathI apUrNa. jenAM karma kharI gayAM, je karmathI zuddha thaye ane je karma vagarane banI gayA te ja pUrNatA pAmI gayA ! Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jJAnasAra je hAtha choDe ke tarata e paTTIo tUTI jAya ane badhuM bahAra nIkaLI Ave. evI ja ApaNI mAnasika avasthA che. sArI sArI vAte aMdara rahI zakatI nathI, tarata bhulAI jAya che ane kharAba vAto eTalI badhI che ke bahAra nIkaLatI nathI. bhagavAnanI pAse zA mATe jaIe chIe ? kAraNa ke e pUrNa che. je kAMI emane kamanuM devuM cUkavavAnuM hatuM te emaNe cUkavI dIdhuM. emaNe kahyuM: "laI le." tame jyAre cUkavavA beso tyAre leNadAro hAjara ja heya zAhukAra pAse levA jAya paNa pATa khalAsa ja thaI hoya te loke zuM kahe ? "have enI pAse zuM che ? nakAmo peTrolano kharo thaze, hamaNAM paisA Ape tema nathI." jevI lokone khabara paDe ke AsAmI. cUkavavA taiyAra che te leNadAro doDAdeDa karI mUke. "cAla have e devA mATe taiyAra thaye che to ApaNuM leNuM ApaNe pahelAM laI laIe." ke je mANasa karmanA devAthI chUTo thavA mAge che enI pAse kama levA Ave che, "mAruM pahelAM ApI do." je dharmanA mArge jAya tene bahu musIbata paDe che, je sAce mAge . jAya tene bahu du:kha paDe ane je AtmAne mArge jAya tene na dhArelI vipattio AvIne kasoTI kare che. tyAre leke zuM kahe ? juo, dhamane ghare dhADa paDI ane pApIne ghare paiDA." vAta sAcI che. prAmANikane ApavuM che ane devALiyAne ApavuM nathI. A to taiyAra thaI gayela che Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra laI lo, have huM jAuM chuM, huM AkhA vizvanAM (gravitationnA) karmanA niyamamAMthI chUTA thavA mAguM chuM." bhagavAna mahAvIra trIza varSa gRhasthAzramamAM rahyA, tyAM sagavaDa ane sukhanI choLo UchaLatI hatI. paNa je divase dIkSA lIdhI te rAtathI ja upadrava zaru thayAM. sADAbAra varSa sudhI AkarI kasoTI thaI. nirmaLa thayA, mukata thayA, te duHkhane badale AnaMdarUpa banI gayA. eka DezImAM karmavAdamAM samaje nahi ane AvIne kaheH bicArA mahAvIra te duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA." ene bhagavAna upara dayA AvI! "gharamAM trIza varSa sudhI rahyA tyAM sudhI duHkha na paDayuM ane bicArA sAdhu thayA eTale duHkhI ja duHkhI.' ' , tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM emaNe nekaranA kAnamAM sIsuM reDAvyuM hatuM te karma jhabakIne AvyuM. "lAva, Aja huM tamArA kAnamAM khIlA nAkhuM." bhagavAna samatA rAkhe che. te tuM paNa laI jA. tuM khIlA nathI mArata, devuM le che." devuM ja devAnuM hatuM, bAkI kAMI nahi. na manamAM draSa, na dhikakAra ke na tiraskAra ! . ApaNane te eka kIDI karaDe ane UMcA nIcA thaI jaIe. sAmAyika nahi karI zake, mALA nahi gaNI zake. dhyAnamAM che ane pahele navakAre kaDI caTake to zuM tame traNa navakAra sudhI kIDIne lohI pIvA dezo? TAIma bahu lAMbo nathI paNa tame keTalI dhIraja rAkhI zake? tame te kahe zubhasya zIghrama " pahelAM ene kADhe ! Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra jema jema karmathI prabhu khAlI thatA gayA tema tema pUrNa banatA gayA. pUrNatAnI A eka navI viziSTatA che. je AtmA karmathI apUrNa bane che, badhA ja karmone khaMkherI nAkhe che, aMdara bharelA karmone kADhI nAkhe che te aMdarathI pUrNa thato jAya che. | mATe ja verajherane jUnA kalezane kADhI nAkho koI yAda karAve to kaheH have e vAtane javA de, bhUlI jAo. jhaghaDA thayA hatA; thayA haze, kaI sAlamAM thayA hatA ? 1960 mAM thayA hatA, to atyAre 198 cAle che, ATha varSa thaI gayAM. e karyo mUrkha haze je jUnA ghAne kApo karIne pAcho jIvate kare ? leke jUnI jUnI vAta ja yAda karatA hoya che. "ANe mane Ama kahyuM, ANe mAruM apamAna karyuM." - AvI jUnI vAto magajamAM bharIbharIne ApaNe skUrtimaya, suMdara, tAjI vAte vasAvI zakatA nathI. suMdara tAjI vAtane lAvavA ane vasAvavA A saDelI vastuone kADhavI paDaze. - - tamAre koInI sAthe pAcho sAro saMbaMdha thayela hoya te bIjo AvIne yAda karAveH "tame enI sAthe besatA thaI gayA ? tamAre to enI sAthe jhaghaDA thayA hatA ne ? bhUlI gayA?" zuM evuM viSapAna karAvanArA nathI ? - paNa je DAhyA che e te kaheH "bhUlI jAo." Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jJAnasAra jeTalA herAna karanArA che e badhA ya leNiyAto che. je leNiyAta na hoya te tamAre ane ene bheTe thAya ja kema? tamAre ane ene saMga thAya ja kema ? leNiyAta che to saMga che. leNiyAtane je levuM hoya te bhale laI jAya; paNa tame tamArA mananI sthiratA rAkho. e vakhate vadhAre draSi, vadhAre tiraskAra, vadhAre kalezanI pastI AtmAmAM na bhare te ja sArI vastu mATe tyAM avakAza raheze. . je khAlI che, jene kamane kacaro nIkaLI gaye che e AnaMdathI pUrNa che. dvASathI apUrNa eTale premAnandathI pUrNa ! eka kUvAmAMthI gAmanA mANaso pANI ane kacara kADhatA hatA, kUvAne khAlI karatA hatA. pUchyuM: "zuM kare che ?" "kUvAne suMdara pANIthI bharavuM che." pUchayuM: "kevI rIte? kaheH "A kacare, gaMdu pANI ane ulecIne kADhI nAkhIzuM te pAtALa kUvAmAMthI no pravAha (flow) phUTaze. jyAM sudhI A kacaro che ane gaMdu pANI che tyAM sudhI pAtALanuM navuM pANI aMdara nahi Ave." nirmaLa pANI Ave kayAre ? kacare, gaMdu pANI nIkaLe tyAre; apUrNa thAya tyAre pUrNa thAya. kacaro kADhayA vinA chUTako nathI. kacaro rAkho ane pUrNa banavuM e be kadI banatuM nathI. vera rAkhavuM, dhikkAra rAkhave ane dharma kare e kadI nahi banI zake. jene dhamI banavuM che ene te badhuM ja kADhavuM joIe, khAlI thavuM joIe. apUrNa thayA eTale pUrNatA aMdarathI UbharAze. Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra paNa je tame pUravA mAMDazo, bahArathI bharavA mAMDaze, uparathI kacaro nAkhavA mAMDaze to dhIme dhIme ochuM thaze, kSaya thaze ane adhUruM thaI jaze. je aMdarathI pUrNa banIne AnaMdasvarUpa banyA che. e pUrNAnaMda AtmAone A addabhuta svabhAva che. addabhuta zA mATe? kAraNa ke jagatamAM AvuM kadI banyuM nathI, jagatamAM te kAMI juduM ja bane che. jagatamAM vastuothI bharAyele mANasa pUrNa kahevAya che jyAre ahIM apUrNa mANasa pUrNa bane che. A vAta jagatamAM addabhuta ane AzcaryakAraka che. ApaNe atyAra sudhIno abhyAsa, saMskAra ane vicAra, duniyAmAM je bharela che, vadhAre sAdhanavALo che ene pUrNa kahe che. leke zuM kahe ? "tamane zuM khAmI che? tame te pUrepUrA sukhI che." sukhI te kharA paNa pUrepUrA sukhI ! atyAra sudhI jamaNA hAthe lakhatA AvyA che, have DAbA hAthe lakhavAnI jarUriyAta UbhI thAya te zuM thAya ? akSara jaladI paDatA nathI ane paDe to akSara sIdhA AvatA 'nathI. * * * ema atyAra sudhInI bharavAnI, saMgharavAnI Teva, rastAmAM * DabaluM paDayuM hoya te ya kokavAra kAma lAgaze samajIne vINavAnI Teva che ene choDavI paDaze. saMgrahanI vRttimAMthI nIkaLavuM paDaze. * AtmA jema jema vRttio, viSaye ane vAsanAothI - bharAte jAya tema tema e potAnA svabhAvane ocho karate jAya che. vAsanA, vRttio, vicArothI khAlI thAya te ja aMdarathI bharAya. Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70 jJAnasAra khAlI AtmA bharAI jAya che ane bharAyele AtmA khAlI thAya che. duniyAnA dareka dharmamAM, bhASAmAM sArA mANaso thayA che. sArA mANase na hoya te e deza, e prajA jIvI ja na zake. aMdaranI pUrNatA bahAranA vibhavanA bhabhakAne upahAsa kare che. mAnavI evI kakSAe pahoMce che tyAre senuM paNa emanI AgaLa zaramAI jAya che. prabhunA caraNemAM sonuM paNa ALoTatuM hatuM, kahe, "mArA upara paga mUke te huM paNa dhanya thaI jAuM." jeNe badhuM choDayuM enA caraNa AgaLa kamaLa paNa senAnAM thaI gayAM. AtmAnI A bhUmikA che. A bhUmikAne sparza thatAM tenA pratyenI mUcha, mamatA nIkaLatAM vAra nahi lAge. - bharata mahArAje bharAvelI suvarNa ane ratnanI pratimAne ene guphAmAM mUkavI paDI. zA mATe? lokanAM mana bhagavAnane javAne badale ratna ane senAne jovA lAgyAM. bhagavAnane ja leke vecI khAvA taiyAra thayA. - lokomAM akakala nathI. pharI pAchA senA cAMdInA bhagavAna banAvavA lAgyA. paisA addharanA Ave eTale buddhi paNa saddhara thavAne badale addhara thAya.. derAsaramAM corone vadhAro kare. pachI chApAmAM Ave ke bhagavAna cerAI gayAbhagavAna nathI gherAyA, sonuM ane cAMdI corAyAM che. bhagavAna te kadI Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 71 cirAtA haze ? bhagavAnane coranAre te tarI jAya. paNa e to senA cAMdIne cora che. arabastAnamAM rAbiyA nAmanI sajanabAIne paramAtmAmAM khUba vizvAsa. eno niyama ke rejanuM joIe eTaluM rAkhe, bAkInuM ApI de; saMgraha nahi, saMgraha kare te levAvALA Ave. jyAM saMgraha tyAM kIDIo. eka dhanikane thayuM ke rAbiyA bicArI bahu garIba che, roja bhagavAnanuM nAma le che paNa bicArInI garIbI TaLatI nathI. azaraphIothI bharelI, jarInI nAnI thelI laIne e rAbiyAne bAraNe AvyuM. vicAra AvyA "Ane ApavI kema? enI hiMmata ja na cAle. rAbiyAnAM teja, ekAgratA ane prasannatA AgaLa e pote ja nAne lAgavA lAgyA. enI AgaLa A vastu dharavI kema? eTalAmAM rAbiyAnA aMtevAsIne Avate je. eNe pUchyuM: "zAhukAra Apa ahIM kema UbhA che ?" bhAI ! mAre A bheTa dharavI che, rAbiyAne A azaraphIo dharavI che, mAruM A kAma tame na kare?" eNe hA kahI ane aMdara ApavA gaye. praNAma karI rAbiyAne kahyuM: "rAbiyA ! Apane eka dhanavAna zeTha kAMIka bheTa dharavA mAge che." "zuM bheTa dharavA mAge che ? AtmAnI kAMI vAta Ape che? keI no saMdeze lAvyA che ? mArA manamAM vaselAnI koI vAta che?" "nA nA, e te eka nAnI azaraphIonI thelI laIne AvyA che." rAbiyAe kahyuM: "tuM ATalA divasathI mArI pAse Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7ra jJAnasAra Ave che chatAM mane samajAtuM nathI ? azaraphIe rAkhIza te care AvavA mAMDaze. pachI ahIM AvanAra lokonI AMkhamAM prabhune prema nahi; paiso haze; zraddhA nahiM, sonuM haze. tuM sAMbhaLa? je bhagavAnane nathI mAnatA, je IzvaranA virodhI che emane paNa khAvA, oDhavA ane rahevA maLe che te je covIse kalAka bhagavAnanA guNa gAya che, enAM caraNamAM jeNe potAnuM jIvana ApI dIdhuM che ene zuM khAvA, pIvA ane rahevA nahi maLe? nathI mAnatA ene je maLe che te huM te ene mAnanAra chuM! mane nahi maLe e mAre avizvAsa zA mATe rAkhavuM joIe?". AvI asIma zraddhA keTalI sAdhanA pachI Ave che? AvI zraddhAno udaya thayA pachI vAta paNa enI, vicAraNA paNa enI, svapnAM paNa enAM. * , jIvanamAM keka evI paLe te AvI haze jyAre thayuM haze ke have kAle zuM karIza? pachI beMkanA paisA bharavAnA hoyake keI AsAmInA paisA cUkavavAnA hoya; ghare lagna prasaMga Avyo hoya ke kaI sArA prasaMge keIne ApavAnuM hoya. tamane ema kadIka te thayuM ja haze ke kAle zuM karIzuM ? koNa jANe kema, rAtanA agara savAranA keI Ave ane tamane e vastu ApI jAya. tame zuM kaho? "bhagavAne lAja rAkhI." * tamArAmAM tamane pUrepUro vizvAsa haze te e vizvAsa vastune kheMcIne, lAvIne tamArI AgaLa mUkI deze. paNa mANasa pAse e vizvAsa nathI. dareka bAbatamAM zaMkA, dareka kAma zaMkAthI ja zarU karavAmAM Ave to te pAra kema Utare ? Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra , 73 zaMkA ane kaMkA e to darzanAcAranA aticAra gaNuvAmAM AvyA che. je kAMI kAma kare te zraddhAthI kare te ja tame jarUra pAra UtarI jAo. A take nukazAna paNa karyuM che, keI bAbatamAM e daDhatAthI vizvAsa ja karI zakato nathI. badhI bAbatamAM bhayathI vicAre, "A thAze ke nahi thAya?" "nahi thAya e vAkaya chelle Ave che eTale lagabhaga chelluM vAkaya ja UbhuM rahe. paNa je nakakI karIne jAya che, "thaze ja ene saphaLatA maLyA vinA rahetI nathI. - . A zaMkAonA kacarAne kADhIne khAlI thAo, apUrNa bane te zraddhA aMdara AvIne nivAsasthAna karaze. jyAM zraddhA AvIne vasI tyAM pAra vinAne prakAza che. - Aje eTalA badhA maMtre zaru thayAM che ke mULa tattva ja cAlI gayuM. ke'ka devalAne gaNe, ko'ka devalIno gaNe. ema karatAM mULa maMtra name arihaMtANuMonI zraddhA cAlI gaI. * ene khabara nathI ke duniyAnA badhA ja de ane devIo arihaMtanA, jeNe aMdaranA zatruone haNI nAkhyA che tenA caraNanuM prakSAlana karI rahyA che. jenA caraNomAM devadevIe besIne ArAdhanA kare e arihaMta tamArA manamAM vasyA che? to bIjA devadevIonI zI jarUra ? paNa ApaNane ema ke "namo arihaMtANuM" e te common maMtra che, ApaNane to special maMtra joIe. have e special maMtra kayAMthI kADhavo? eTale bApaDA mahArAje Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 74 jJAnasAra AgaLa pAchaLa che, hIM AvuM kAMIka goThavIne Ape. ke laI jA, A tAre mATe special maMtra. mANasane zraddhA ApavAnI che. jema daradI DokaTaranI pAse jAya ane kaheH "sAheba, A davA kAmanI nathI, bIjI Apa." DokaTara zuM kare ? bIje raMga nAkhI Ape, bIju kare paNa zuM ? mane lAge che ke navakAra je zakitazALI ane mahAmaMtra eke nathI roja . evI zraddhAthI gaNe ane kaheH "A ja mAruM sarvasva che." jyAM arihaMtane nAme na thAya te bIjAnA nAme zuM thaI zake ? paNa e vasI javuM joIe. , jyAM sudhI zaMkA paDI che tyAM sudhI siddhi thatI nathI. siddhi ane zaMkAne saMbaMdha ja nathI. jyAre zaMkA kADhI nAkhe che tyAre ja siddhi avatare che. pahelA tame zaMkAne ane viSayanA kacarAne kADhI. nAkhe. eTale apUrNa banaze. jyAM apUrNa banyA pachI pUrNa banavAmAM vAra nathI lAgatI. pUrNASTaka (7) parasvatva kRtAnmAthA bhUnAthA nyUnatekSiNa : svasvatvasukhapUrNasya, nyUnatA na harerapi / je pArakuM che ene pitAnuM mAne, enA upara svAmitvano adhikAra kare, ene potAnAmAM samAvI de ane pArakAmAM pote ekarUpa banI jAya, A che unmAdaavasthA. jyAM sudhI pite potAnI avasthAmAM hoya tyAM sudhI e svastha che paNa jyA pArakI vastumAM svatvane ane svAmitvano adhikAra - Ave eTale unmAda utpanna thAya. parasvatva Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 7pa khaccara upara nAnI pAlakhImAM viThebAnI pratimA goThavI bhakate eka maMdirathI bIje maMdira laI jaI rahyA hatA. bajAra Ave tyAM badhA dukAnadAre praNAma karavA UbhA thAya. vAjAM vAge, Dhola vAge ane cAre bAjuthI zeThiyAo UtarI UtarIne darzana karavA Ave. khaccarane thayuM H ATalA ATalA loko mArI AgaLa cAle, Dhola, nagArAM vAgI rahyAM che, are, mArI te mane kiMmata ja nahotI, mArA te bhAva jabarA che ! khaccara raMgamAM AvI gayuM. Dhela vAgatuM jAya ane khaccaranA paga tAla purAvatA jAya. khaccara khaccara na rahyuM. tyAM maMdira AvyuM, pratimAne UtArI khaccarane chUTuM karyuM. khaccara te chAtI kADhatuM bajAramAM gayuM. cAle, pelA vepArIone tyAM jAuM, mana bhAvatI vastumAM meTuM nAkhuM ane peTa bharIne khAI lauM. moDhuM nAkhyuM tyAM to dukAnadAre mAravA ja mAMDayA. have khaccarane khAvA de ? khaccara e na samajyu ke Dhola vAgatAM hatAM, vaMdana thatAM hatAM e sanmAna tane na hatuM, tArA upara je tattva hatuM tene hatuM. tuM judo hato, e tatva juduM hatuM. viThebAnI pratimA tArA upara hatI. tuM kayAM viThebA hato ? - tamArI pAse paise Ave. sattA Ave ke je. pI. (.J. P.)nI padavI Ave te loko savArathI sahI karAvavA Ave. tamane thAya "vAhavAha! mAre tyAM te lokonI katAra lAge che !" manamAM unmAda AvI jAya. are bhAI! kaI tArA darzane nathI AvatuM. zA mATe Ave che ? tArI pAse je pharaphariyuM tane sarakAra taraphathI maLyuM che tene lIdhe Ave che. Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra A vastu ane pote, A bene judAM pADavAM joIe. judA pADI zakatA nathI-jIvananI ajJAnatA tyAM ja che. pArakAne maLatuM mAna potAne mAnI le che. varSo pahelAMnI A vAta che. garIba bhAI, bahenane tyAM gaye. bahene jematema jamADIne ravAnA karyo.. bhAI dhaMdho karavA bahAragAma gaye. dhanavAna thayA. pAchA vaLatAM bahenane tyAM gayA. bahene umaLakAbhera svAgata karyuM. sanmAna karyuM, jamatI vakhate bhAIe bhANa AgaLa.gInIo goThavI. bahene pUchyuM: "tuM A zuM kare che?" "kema ?, jemane mATe A bhajana che temane goThavuM chuM. A mane kyAM che? traNa varSa pahelAM paNa huM ja hatuM tyAre roTalo ya pUro nahoto. Aje pAMca pakavAna, mIThAIo che. A badhuM gInIone nathI? sonAmahore ! tame peTa bharIne khAo, tamAre mATe Aje rasavaMtI raI che, mAre mATe te jeTalo hato." kokavAra ko'ka vastune lIdhe mAna maLe, sanmAna maLe, pujAya, puchAya. paNa A jIva kevo ajJAnI! e mAnI le H "oha, mAre bhAva keTalo badho ! zuM mAna maLI rahyuM che!" manamAM phulAya, chAtI kADhIne phare. emAM kadIka kAI apamAna kare, bolAve nahi te joI lo enuM meTuM ! tamArI sAme paNa nahi jue. mAruM apamAna ? mAna ke apamAna tane hatuM ja kyAM? paisA hatA, paisAne mAna hatuM. paisA gayA, tuM te pAchA ene e ja. paisA gayA, mAna gayuM te have apamAna sivAya zuM rahyuM ? pArakI vastu upara A jIva mamatva AropaNa kare che, Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 77 jema jema ene pitAnI banAvate jAya che tema tema bhUkha UghaDatI jAya che. pachI e bhUnAtha hoya ke rAjAone rAjA hoya paNa ene badhe nyUnatA dekhAya, manamAM ochuM lAge. pitAnA rAjyamAM potAnI vastuomAM badhe eAchuM lAge. mArI pAse keTaluM badhuM ochuM che, pilAnI pAse keTaluM badhuM che ! eka rAjA moTuM lazkara laIne yuddha karavA nIkaLe. rastAmAM eka masta ciMtaka beTho hato. rAjAe praNAma karyA. ciMtake UMcuM joyuM, "rAjana ! kayAM cAlyA ?" "bIjA deza upara caDhAI karavA." "zA mATe ?" "vijaya meLavavA." "pachI zuM karaze ?" "bIje deza jItavA nIkaLIza." "tyAMthI kayAM jaze ?" "tyAMthI AgaLa vadhato jaIza." "ATalA badhA dezo jItyA pachI zuM karaze?" pachI ArAma karIza. pachI chellA divasamAM zAMtithI jIvanayAtrA pUrI karIza." ciMtake hasIne kahyuM : "ATaluM yuddha karIne, ATalA mANasono saMhAra karIne, ATalI lehInI nadIo vahAvIne pachI paNa zAMti levAnA ho to AjathI ja zAMti kema letA nathI ? Aje tamArI zAMtine tamArA sivAya keNa naSTa kare che ? tamAre aMtyAre zuM ochuM che? khAvA bhejana che, mATe rAjya bhaMDAra che, rahevA mahela che, zarIra DhAMkavA suMdara vastra che te pachI tamArI zAMtimAM keNa ADuM Ave che ?" "vaLI zuM tamane khAtarI che ke tame jIta meLavIne pAchA Avaze ja?" . rAjA te AgaLa vadhyuM, yuddha karyuM. yuddhamAM e mAryo Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 78 jJAnasAra gaye. mahelamAM zAMti na maLI te zAMti ene raNanA smazAnamAM maLI. mANasamAM rahelI nyUnatAnI daSTine lIdhe e AkhI jiMdagI sudhI doDAdoDa kare che. e nathI doDate paNa enAmAM ochapa che, e doDAve che. zuM nyUna che e ene khabara nathI. paNa nyUnatA satata lAgyA kare che. potAnA mApane potAne ja khyAla nathI. tame muMbaI AvyA tyAre zuM vicAra hite? pacAsa hajAra rUpiyA maLI jAya, rahevA mATe Dabala rUma maLI jAya te sarasa, zAMtithI jIvazuM. Aje pacAsa hajAra upara keTalAya mIMDAM vadhI gayA paNa zAMti nathI. | mANasa mAne che ke mArA jeTalI akakala ke InAmAM nathI ane sAmA mANasanA jeTalA paise potAnI pAse nathI paisAmAM ochA ane akakalamAM vadhAre. nAnuM bALaka zuM kahe ? pappA, tame nahi samaje. mammI tuM zuM karavA mAthAphoDa kare che? tuM A bAbata nahi samaje." "hA bhAI! tuM ja badhuM samaje che, ame nahi samajIe." A vAta paisAmAM hoya te sArI che. paNa nA, paisAmAM UMdhuM che. tyAM te huM garIba chuM, A keTale paisAdAra ! amArI pAse to mAMDa lAkha rUpica haze. bIjAnI gaNatarImAM pitAne nAcIja mAnI lIdho che. potAnI bAbatamAM nyUnatAne ja jue, ochuM ja dekhAya. Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 79 lagnanA receptionmAM tame joyuM hazeH sarasa hIrAnA hAra paherIne bAI AvI hoya paNa enI najara pitAnA hAra upara nahi, paNa bIjAnA hAra upara hoya "eNe ke sarasa kiMmatI hAra paheryo che! - pArake bhANe lADavo moTo.' bIje ThekANe vastu sarasa dekhAya, tamAre ghera kAMI paNa na lAge. Ama laghutAgraMthi (Inferiority complex) vadhe. A laghutAnI ciMtAmAM AkhI jiMdagImAM kadI aMdaranI pUrNatAno anubhava ja na kare. pArakI vastuone potAnI banAvIne, enA upara mamatva rAkhIne bhUnAtha banI gayA, duniyAnI daSTie meTA banI gayA, paNa aMdara nyUnatA ja che. aDhAra varSa pahelAnI vAta che. huM eka gAmaDAmAM hato. tyAM eka musalamAna bhAI TinanA DabbAo repair kare. sAMje pAchA AvatAM e rastAmAM maLe. hAtha joDe. pUchuM, miyAM kaisA hai?" " kahe, "allAkI barakata hai." AkhA divasamAM e rUpiyA, savA rUpiyAthI vadhAre nahAto kamAte. paNa enA vicAromAM barakata hatI, vRddhi hatI. - tamane ? rejanA pacIsa-pacAsamAM paNa barakata na lAge. kaI pUche: "kema cho ?" zuM kaho ! "marI gayA! sarakAre mArI nAkhyA." mukhamAM AnaMdane zabda nahi. sAruM che, zuM khoTuM che? khAvA anna che, paheravA vastro che, rahevA makAna che. AthI vadhAre zuM joIe ? Ama kahenArA keTalA ? Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra puNiyAnI mUDI keTalI ? sADAbAra dokaDA, paNu masta. e AnAmAM barakata, AnaMda ja Ana 80 bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLe, bhakita kare, pravacana sAMbhaLe ane sAdharmika bhakita paNa kare. khavaDAvIne khAya. e sADAbAra dokaDAmAM masta! tamane sAMDAbAra seMkaDA maLe teA ya phariyAda ! A harIphAinA yugamAM mANasa doDI doDIne kayA raNamAM khalAsa nahi thAya e ja prazna che. Aje AnI sAthe harIphAI teA kAle pelAnI sAthe. samatAnuM sukha, zAMtinuM sukha, mananI aMdara rahelA saMteASanuM sukha. A sukha keAnuM che? tamAruM che. AMtarika guNeA jema jema AtA jaze, aMdara khIlatA jaze tema tema svatvanAM sukhathI pUrNa banatA jaze. pachI iMdranI samRddhi jovAthI paNa tamane manamAM nyUnatA nahi lAge. pachI thaze, iMdranI sapatti heAya te paNa mAre zuM? huM te mArI saMpattimAM masta chuM. peAtAnA sukhamAM pUrNa thAya pachI ene keAInIya sa'patti aDatI nathI. AtmAne paramAtmAnA sparza thatAM krodha, mAna, ahaMkAra ane tRSNAmAM jhaMkhatuM zarIra paramAtmAmAM lIna khanI evuM ekarasa bane che ke AtmA ja paramAtmarUpa suvarNanI zuddhatA anubhave che. jenuM jIvana dvivyatAnA sparze suvarNa banyuM nathI e Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra . rAjA hovA chatAM nyUnatA anubhave che, jyAre svanA sukhamAM pUrNa banelA AtmAne kayAMya nyUnatA dekhAtI nathI. tamArAmAM je bhagavaMta svarUpa che ene anubhava kare. pArakI vastune potAnI mAnIne je rAjA banyA che te rAjAo banavA chatAM temanA manamAM uNapa ane hRdayamAM bhikSaka vRtti che. sukhI, pUrNa sukhI te ja che je svasattAmAM svastha che. so p q rakSaNe, rAtre 7 samaTAti . tatte savAdhyakSa:, pUnaHvi : : | - pUrNASTaka (8) - ApaNe AtmAnA uttaraguNo vize sAmAnya jANatA hoIe paNa mULa guNo vize ajJAna chIe. ApaNe mULane choDIne DALane pakaDIe chIe. DALe game teTalI moTI hoya paNa mULanI barAbara na thAya. AtmAnA mULa guNa jANavAthI. uttaraguNa jIvanamAM sahaja rIte ja AvatA jAya. mULa guNono khyAla AvatAM nIti, sadAcAra to sahaja banI jAya. ene mATe bahArathI ladAyelA sarakAranA kAyadAono koI artha nathI. aMdaranI jAgRtithI e vicAre cheH huM svarUpe pUrNa zuddha hovA chatAM A kevA dhaMdhA karI rahyo chuM ? potAnA gunhAthI potAne ja zarama Ave evI paristhiti jyAM sudhI utpanna na thAya tyAM sudhI bahAranA kAyadAone zuM artha ? bahArathI sArA thavA mAMDIe tyAM ja duHkha UbhuM thAya che. aMdara palaTo Ave nahi te bahAranI vastu keTalIka cAle ? Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 82 ' 'jJAnasAra bImAra mANasane sArA kapaDAM paherAvIe, kelana-voTara chAMTIne, pAvaDara copaDIne tAjAmAje karI besADIe te e kelana-vITara ane pAvaDaranI surakhI kyAM sudhI rahevAnI ? bImArI aMdara paDelI che, palaTo aMdara lAvavAnuM che.. samAjamAM bIjuM badhuM ghaNuM vadhI gayuM paNuM aMdaranA palaTAno abhAva che. eTale ja devadevIo khUba vadhyAM che, devatA guma thayA che. devatA guma thAya tyAre ja devadevIo potAnuM sthAna jamAve. devatA eka ja hoya-niSThA. devadevI aneka hoya-zaMkAo. jene ekanuM jJAna thayuM te aneka jANe paNa jene ekano khyAla nathI te anekamAM aTavAI jAya che. AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa zuM? saccidAnaMda. e A bhUlI gayA ane bAhya vastuo enI AsapAsa cArebAjuthI pharI vaLI. bAhya vastuone saMgraha vadhate ja gaye. lokee tArI vastuonAM vakhANa karyA ane te mAnI lIdhuM ke A ja sukha che, che. lokoe tene bheLavyA, tuM bheLavAI gaye. Thaga zuM kare? bALakanA hAthamAM pAMca pacIsa cokaleTa pakaDAvI de ane dhIme rahIne enA hAthamAMthI sonAnuM kaDuM sarakAvI le. hAthamAM candy ke cekaleTa AvI eTale bALaka rAjI rAjI thAya, kUdate kUdate jAya, ghare AvI kahe mammI, juo huM keTalI badhI candy lAvyA ! mammI jue ke candy AvI paNa kaDuM sarakI gayuM. bALakanI jema A jIva vastuo bhegI kare, rAjI rAjI Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra thAya. oho! keTalA paisA, keTaluM dhana, keTalI samRddhi, keTalI kIrti ! muMbaI AvyA tyAre dorI loTo hato, bIjuM kAMI nahi ane Aje...rAjI rAjI thAya. muMbaI AvyA tyAranI vAta yAda kare, AjanI avasthA sAthe sarakhAve, potAnA beMkanA ekAunTane joI ghelo ghele thAya. badhuM AvyuM paNa kAMDAmAMthI jJAna, darzana ane cArivyanuM kaDuM te sarakI gayuM. bhegI karelI candy ane cokaleTa te ogaLI javAnI. A havA ja evI che e badhAne ja lAgu paDe. pachI e sAdhu hoya ke saMsArI, upAdhyAya hoya ke AcArya, A zaradInI havA badhAne " lAge. pudgala prAptinA pravAhamAM badhA ja taNAya. ApaNe na taNAIe te zuM kahe? "tamane vahevArano khyAla nathI, ekalA nizcayamAM ja beThA che. vyavahAramAM jema cAlatuM hoya ema kare. pravAhanI sAmA na thAo." cAre bAju pudagalanI ja mahattA, Ice cream candy nI ja pratiSThA. mULa vastu ja guma. - ApaNe mULa vastune zodhavAnI che, jANavAnI che. amAsamAMthI pUrNimAM prati prayANa karavAnuM che. kRSNa pakSanuM aMdhAriyuM kSINa thatAM ane zukala pakSanA ajavALiyAne udaya thatAM sarva jagata samakSa pUrNAnaMdarUpI caMdramAnI kaLA soLe kaLAe khIlI UThe che. duniTamAM kRSNa akSa eTale caMdramAnI kaLAne dhIre dhIre asta ane zukalapakSa eTale caMdramAnI kaLAno dhIre dhIre Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 84 jJAnasAra udaya. jaina tattvajJAnamAM A vAta AtmAnA guNane lAgu paDe che. jenA bhavabhramaNanI maryAdA hajI nakakI na thaI hoya evA prakAranA jIvane kRSNapakSavALA jIva kahevAya. jyArathI samyakatva thAya, hRdayamAM samajaNabharI zraddhAnA prakAza thAya, tyArathI e zukalapakSI kahevAya. . akho maNa adhArA karatAM ratIbhAra prakAza vadhI jAya. mithyAtvagheryA hadayamAM AtmajJAnanA eka taNakhA pragaTe e samyakatva, samyakatva tarattamanA bhede pAMca prakAranAM che. pAMca prakAramAMthI game te samyakatva hAya paNa e taNakhA adhArAbharI guphAmAM ajavALuM kare che. bheALAnAthe zuM gAyuM ? "eka ja de cinagArI" eka cinagArI maLe te badhA ja kacarA saLagI jAya, paNa cinagArI kayAM che? gAmaDAmAM dIvAsaLI na heAya te zuM kare ? paDeAzamAM cUlA cAlatA heAya te emAMthI chANAmAM eka aMgArA lai Ave, enAthI AkhAya gharanI rasAi thAya. eka taNakhA Ave teA jIvana AkhuM uSmAthI bharAi jAya. he mahAnala ! he paramAtmA ! tArI pAse pUrNa samyakatvakSAyika samyakatva che enAmAMthI mAtra eka taNakhA mAguM chuM. A cinagArI na maLe teA khadhu' maLyuM, na maLyA kharAkhara che, ane e maLI jAya ane kadAca duniyAnI harIphAImAM AgaLa na nIkaLeA tAya kaI vAMdhA nahi. je mATe AvyA hatA te te maLI gayuM! Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 85 jJAnasAra A samyakatvanI anubhUti pachI ja janma-maraNanA pherA nakakI thAya. A samyakatva pachI game e pApI hoya te paNa e adhapugala parAvartAmAM te mokSe jAya ja. pudgalaparAvarta eTale A caudarAjakamAM jIva eka ThekANethI marIne, bhamIne pAcho enI bAjumAM Ave, ema karatAM karatAM caudarAjakanuM cakakara pUruM kare tyAre eka pugalaparAvarta.. copATImAM janma lIdhe pachI pAyadhunImAM janma le ema nahi, paNa pATImAM je ThekANe janma lIdhe enI bAjumAM hajAre bhava bhamI bhamIne Ave ane tyAM janma le. ema karatAM karatAM caudarAjalakanA badhA pradeze pUro kare tyAre eka cakakara pUruM thAya. habakI javA jevI vAta che! paNa nA. samyakatva thAya pachI e jIvanA bhava nakakI thAya. samyakatva thayA pachI vadhAremAM vadhAre ardhapudgalaparAvartamAM to A jIva mese javAne ja. " : keI jIva pragatinA mArge tIvratAthI jate hoya, sAdhanA utkRSTa karate hoya te sAta ke ATha bhAvamAM paNa mokSe jAya, nahitara chevaTe ardha pudagalaparAvartamAM te jAya, jAya ane jarUra jAya. " AvuM samyakatva jene thAya e jIvane zukalapakSI kahevAya. . je ghaDIthI AtmAmAM A jAtanI samyakatvanI anubhUti thaI te samayathI e zukalapakSamAM AgaLa vadhI rahyo che. Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jJAnasAra ene Aja sudhI pudgalanI mamatA hatI, havethI AtmAnI samajaNa zarU thaI AtmAnI samajaNuM eTale khudaMgala mUkI ja de ema nathI. kAraNa ke jyAre badhAM karmo pUrAM thAya tyAre ja AtmA pudagalanI pakaDamAMthI chUTI zake. paNa samajaNa AvatAM hRdayamAM daDha saMkalpa le. e jagatamAM rahe khare, paNa judI daSTithI rahe. - Asakita ane anAsakitane A vicAra cAle che, tyAre thoDA samaya para banelo eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. moTI uMmaranA eka bhAI plenamAM AvI rahyA hatA havAmAna kharAba thatAM plenanAM ups ane downs vadhI gayAM. plena ekAeka upara jAya ane tarata ja nIce jAya. Pilot sAvadhAna chatAM bhayabhIta banI gayo, paraseve parasevo chUTe, mRtyu najIka dekhAyuM. plenamAM beThelAM A bhAIe thoDAMka vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLelAM, anubhavarasano ghUMTaDo pIdhela. vicAravA lAgyA : atyAre bUma pADavI nakAmI che. keIja bacAvI zake tema nathI, bacAvanAre pote ja muzkelImAM mukAI gayA che. bIju kaI yAda AvatuM nathI. arihaMtanuM zaraNuM lIdhuM. je thavAnuM hoya te thAya. "he prabhu! A zarIra tAre caraNe seMpI dauM chuM. tArA sivAya mAruM bIju keI nathI, zaraNAgati svIkArI jIvanane sarpita karI nAkhyuM. prabhunA smaraNamAM ne smaraNamAM jANe UMDI guphAmAM UtaratA hoya tema e UMDe ne UMDe UtaravA lAgyA. zAMtimAM aMdara UtarI gayA. aMdara anubhUti thaI, jANe mRtyune aDI AvyA. Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 87 sADA pAMca-cha phITanA mANasamAM aMdara abaje phITanuM UMDANa paDayuM che. fathomless che, enuM mApa kADhavuM ja azakaya che. e zaraNAgatimAM deha sAthe saMbaMdha tUTI gayA ane paramatatva sAthe saMbaMdha joDAI gaye. A mAnasika anubhUti abhuta hatI. thoDIka kSaNamAM havAmAna sudharI gayuM. plena barAbara UDavA lAgyuM. AMkha kholI to cetavaNI (warning)nI lAla nizAnI (light) baMdha thaI gaI hatI. badhuM ja barAbara cAlatuM hatuM. plena nIce UtaryuM ane e bhAI badhAM kAmane paDatAM mUkI sIdhA mArI pAse AvyA. emanA mukha para anubhavanI surakhI kaI judI ja hatI. ' mahArAjazrI ! jIvanane eka na anubhava thaye. tame vyAkhyAnamAM ghaNIvAra aMdara UtaravAnI vAta karI hatI, paramAtmAnI sAthe joDANa karavAnI vAta karI hatI, paNa mArA manamAM besatuM nahotuM, kevI rIte e anubhava thAya ?" Aje ene ja anubhava thayo. anubhava jhAMkho na paDe, smRtimAMthI saMrakI na jAya eTale badhAM kAma bAjumAM mUkIne huM ApanI pAse doDI AvyA. " "Aje mane samajAyuM ke jIvanamAM koI kAma mahatvanuM (important) nathI. game teTalAM mahatvanAM kAma hoya paNa je vimAna tUTI gayuM to e adhUrAM kAmanuM zuM thAta? AjathI meM nakakI karyuM che ke duniyAmAM koI kAma AtmAnAM kAma karatAM mahatvanuM nathI. mAre je karavAnuM che e mArI zAMti Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra mATe karavAnuM che. keI kahe ke A kAma mahatvanuM che, enA vagara rahI zakAya ema nathI. te kahIza, "nA, evuM nathI. sulehanuM mahatvabharyuM kAma karanArA, zAMti sthApavA mATe janArA saMyukata rASTranA maMtrI Dag HammarskjoldnuM plena tUTatAM mRtyu thayuM. te enI jagyAe bIjA AvIne UbhA rahyA. emanuM kAma bIjAe hAthamAM lIdhuM. mATe A jagatamAM kaI kAma evuM anivArya to nathI ja e mane samajAyuM. Aja sudhI huM mAnato hato ke mArA vinA mArI ophisamAM zuM thaze? huM nahi jAuM te bahAranA call koNa leze?. ceka para sahI koNa karaze? dhaMdhe keNa saMbhALaze? paNa je vimAna tUTI gayuM hota to A badhuM karavA kahyuM AvavAnuM hatuM ? mArI jAtane huM je rIte beTI mahattA Apato hato e gavano vicAra nIkaLI gaye. plenamAM jyAre badhA gabharAyA, bUmAbUma karavA lAgyA tyAre AtmA aMge meM je sAMbhaLyuM hatuM, vAMcyuM hatuM e yAda AvyuM. "AvI paLa AvatAM aMdara kema UtavuM e samajAyuM. vIjaLInI jema e vicAra camaka. bUmAbUma karatAM karatAM paramatattvane pakaDIne aMdara kema na UtaravuM? e ekatva bhAvanAmAM eTale aMdara gayo ke jene sparza nahote karyo ene sparza thaye, jene mAtra vicAra ja karyo hato enI anubhUti thaI. anubhavanI je duniyAmAM paga paNa naheto mUkyo tyAM Akhe ne Akho pahoMcI gayA. ekAgratAthI dIvAlo toDIne amaratvanAM dvAra sudhI pahoMcI gayA. - AjasudhI mRtyune bhayaMkara mAnate hate. mRtyunI bIka lAgatI hatI, e bIka ja na rahI. samajAyuM ke mRtyu bIjuM Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 89 kAMI nathI paNa eka adazya (unseen) mahAsAgaramAM ahIM DUbakI mArIne kyAMka nIkaLI javAnuM che. taranAro jANe che, kayAMka DUbakI mAre ane kyAMka nIkaLI jAya. vaccene pacIsa hAthane paTa emane ema viMdhAI jAya. ko'kane thAya ke ahIM DUbakI mArIne kayAM gaye ? paNa DUbakI mAranAre jANe che. UMDANamAM gaye, aMdara tarIne bahAra nIkaLI gayA. mRtyu e bIjuM kAMI nathI, A pArathI pele pAra javAnuM che. - " ApaNe sahu A jagatamAM DUbakI mArIe chIe ane bIje ThekANe nIkaLIe chIe. jenI short sight che ene dekhAtuM nathI. paNa e to Aghe nIkaLI gayo. bahu dUra gaye, narI AMkhethI na dekhAya, e jovA mATe dUrabIna joIe. A dUrabIna keNa che? prabhune sparza e ja dUrabIna che. dUrabIna batAve che ke koI marI gayuM nathI. badhA ye beThA che, mAtra sthAna badalAI gayuM che. meM ciMtA karavAnuM choDI dIdhuM. A jJAna AvyuM. anubhava thaye ane ciMtA cAlI nIkaLI. ekAgra bane, UMDANamAM Utaryo, mRtyune sparzavA gaye te mRtyunuM ja mRtyu thayuM." - AjanA tarkavAdanA yugamAM paramAtmA pratyenuM samarpaNa aMdhazraddhA (blind faith) lAge. paNa takanI amuka maryAdA che. evI paNa jagyA Ave che jyAM tarkanI dIvAla tUTI jAya che ane zraddhA sAthe joDANa thAya che. anubhUti thAya ke ahIM taka karma lAge tema nathI. Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra jyAM sudhI buddhi cAlatI hoya, vastune buddhithI grahaNa karI zakAtI hoya tyAM sudhI tarka kare e sArI vAta che. paNa jIvanamAM evI kSaNa Ave jyAM tarka nathI karAte, bolavAnuM . baMdha thaI jAya che, tyAM mAtra anubhava ja rahe che. . AvI anubhavanI kSaNa jIvanamAM kayAre Ave ? vipa. ttie AvyA vinA A dehamAM rahelAM tarkanAM baMdhana tUTatAM nathI. te mATe ja kahyuM che ke keTalIkavAra vipattio saMpatti banI jAya che, Hardships are blessings in disguise. - ekalI saMpatti bahu kharAba che. ekaluM sukha bahu nukasAnakAraka che, ekalo paise mANasane gAMDe karI mUke che. A badhuM thoDuM thoDuM Ave te sAruM. kerI khAo cho te sAthe kArelAM nathI khAtAM? nahitara ekalI kerIthI peTamAM karamiyA ja janme. babane lempamAM lagADa hoya te sAkeTamAM gaLa pheravo paDe che. jyAM sudhI centre maLe nahi tyAM sudhI pheravyA karo. pheravatAM pheravatAM joDAI jAya tyAM tarata prakAza thAya. jIvanamAM badhA ja divaso sarakhA nathI hotA. koI eka evI paLa Ave che ane e paLamAM AtmAnuM paramAtmA sAthe joDANa thAya. e paLane prApta karavA mATeno ja A prayatna che. ahIM ja Ave che. doDAdoDIne Ave che. reja derAsara javAnuM, reja pravacana zravaNa karavAnAM, manana karavAnuM, zA mATe ? e paLa mATe ke je paLamAM A balba saukeTamAM besI jAya ! kendra maLe to prakAza thAya. Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 1 Aje keTalI badhI ciMtA laIne beThA che. sAmAyika kare paNa jIva zAkamAM hAya. dhyAna dharavA bese ane zAkane vicAra karo te paramAtmA pAse kevI rIte jaI zake? AvI ghaNI vAte laIne beThA che. nakAmI vAte magajamAMthI kADhayA vinA sArI vastu nahi Ave. manamAM dhikAra che, dAvapeca che, verajhera che. A badhuM laIne bhagavAna pAse kevI rIte javAya? A dAvapeca ane pUrvagrahanI dIvAla toDavA ekAgra thavAnuM che. ekAgratAthI dIvAla teDavAnI che. koI paNa vAtane vIMdhavI hoya te emAM UMDe UtaravuM paDe che, enA upara ekAgra thavuM paDe che. ekAgratA jeTalI vadhatI jAya eTaluM bahAranuM hArda samajAtuM jAya. UMDANamAM UtaryA vinA tyAM sudhI nathI pahoMcAtuM. The longest journey is the journey inwards. badhe pahoMcAya paNa aMtaranI musApharI sahathI lAMbI che. tyAM ekAgratA ane ekacitta vinA na pahoMcAya. A anubhUtino viSaya che, zabdone nahi. jJAnasAra sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM anubhavavAnuM che, vivecana nathI karavAnuM. bahAranuM badhuM sameTI laIne anubhava karIe, DUbakI mArIe te ja taLiye pahoMcAya ane khetI pamAya. - zukalapakSane udaya thAya tema aMdhakAra kSINa thAya. prakAza sAme aMdhAruM UbhuM paNa rahI na zake. samyakatvanA udaya sAthe mithyAtva kSINa thAya. dhIre dhIre prakAza vadhatuM ja jAya. . AtmAne mArga utAvaLiyAono nathI. e mAga bahu zAMtine, bahu dhIrajane che. AtmajJAna prazAnta sAgara che. Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra, * kaI kahe ke AtmajJAna ekadama thaI jAya te ene kahe che ke surya paNa dhIme dhIme Uge che. bAra vAge jeTale prakhara tApa hoya che e savAranA je cha vAge hoya te prakAzanI tIvratAthI loko AMdhaLA thaI jAya. . 10 jAva. * * - divALIne divasa hate. AkhI rAta aMdhakAramAM ame prabhunA nAmasmaraNamAM vItAvI. vahelI savAre maMdiramAM darzana karavA gayA te tyAM eTalI badhI Tayuba lAITa cAlu karelI ke amane tejanAM tammara AvyAM ane AMkhe kaMI ja na jue. AtmajJAnane prakAza ekadama thAya te mANasa gAMDo thaI jAya, e jhIlI na zake. dhIme dhIme e prakAza ApaNAmAM Ave; zAMtithI udaya pAme te e nAnakaDA taNakhAmAMthI mahAna jyoti bane. pUrNAnaMdarUpI caMdranI kaLA dhIme dhIme khIlatI jAya che. bIjanI kaLA khIlatI dekhAya che, paNa ekame kaLA nathI ema na mAnaze. kaLA to ekame paNa che, paNa e kaLA eTalI sUkSma che ke leke joI zakatA nathI ane bIjanI kaLA badhAne dekhAya che. ame nAnA hatA tyAre bIjanA caMdranAM darzana avazya karatA. eka rAtre bIjane caMdra jarA suMdara dekhAya. huM mArI phaIne hAtha kheMcIne bahAra AvyuM. kahyuM : "phaIbA, juo bIjane caMdra." phaIbA kahe : "bhAI! mane te kayAMya dekhAte nathI. kayAM che?" AMkhe khUba kholI paNa dekhAya zAne ? emane metiyA AvyA hatA. ema ja ajJAnano motiyo hoya tyAre AtmAne candra paNa ajJAnIne kayAMthI dekhAya ? Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra 93 ekamathI zarU thatI bIjarekhA pUrNimA AvatAM soLe kaLAe pUrNa khIle. ema keIkavAra ApaNAmAM udaya thaye hoya paNa ApaNane na dekhAya. paNa eTaluM cokakasa ke e ApaNAmAM che ane eTale ja enA tarapha ApaNI abhiruci che. - pUjA karavA gayA ho ane bAjumAM pravacana cAlatuM heya. thAya, lAva sAMbhaLuM to khare! sAMbhaLavAnuM mana kema thayuM ? kAraNa ke ekamanI kaLA che. ene khabara nathI ke huM AtmA mATe sAMbhaLuM chuM, paNa enAmAM e ruci che. eTale ja e tarapha mana kheMcAya che. jyArathI kheMcANa A bAju thAya che tyArathI anubhUti zarU thAya che. - jema pUrNAnaMdarUpI caMdranI kaLA dhIme dhIme vadhatI jAya che, ekamano caMdra vadhatAM vadhatAM pUrNa prakAza pAthare che ema pUrNatAne paMthe prayANa karate AtmA pUrNa thAya che, saMpUrNa caMdra bane che, e ja kevaLa jJAna che, e vakhate enAM badhAM dvAre khulI gayAM heya. . * - pUrNimAnA caMdrane eka paNa kALI kinArI che? badhI ja rUperI ane prakAzathI bharelI, prakAza maDhelI. ApaNo AtmA pUrNa kSAyika samyakatvano dhaNI bane tyAre AtmAmAM e ja pUrNatA Ave che. vAsanAonI badhI ja kALI kinAro naSTa thAya che. bhagavAnanuM jJAna, bhagavAnane prakAza e mAtra emanA - pUratuM ja nahotuM. jeTalA jeTalA emanA samAgamamAM AvatA, Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnasAra emanA sAnnidhyamAM vasatA, emanI vANInuM pAna karatAM e badhAne lAgatuM ke A AmAM saMpUrNa vikAsa pAme che, A khIlele pUrNa caMdra che. je kAI AvatAM te ekAgra banI prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLatA. " ekadA eka vRddhA mAthe bhAre laIne khetarathI AvI rahI hatI. bhAre vajanadAra hatuM eTale e thAkI gaI hatI. evAmAM prabhunI vANInA sUra che enA kAnamAM paDayA, aMdara UtaryA, enA manane bhAvI gayA. enuM mana kahevA lAgyuM: lAva, sAMbhaLI levA de. bhAra te jiMdaIne che. AvI madhuravANI pharI kayAre sAMbhaLavA maLaze ? mAjI ekarUpa banIne sAMbhaLavA lAgyAM. e bhUlI gayAM ke mAthe bhAre che. jyAre dezanA pUrI thaI tyAM bhAra lAgavA mAMDe. are ! huM bhAre uMcakIne ja sAMbhaLatI hatI ? vItarAgarUpa pUrNa caMdranI caMdrikAnA A jAdu sakalaadhyakSa che ne ? Aje paNa tame sukhI gharanA, erakaMDIzananA che jJAnasAra vahAluM lAgatAM bhIMsAIne bese che ne ? A guphA jevA khaMDamAM besIne paNa sAMbhaLavA taiyAra che. A mahApuruSanI vANIne prabhAva che. bIje ThekANe javAnuM hoya te eka divasamAM tebA tobA pokArI UThe. paNa A jJAnarasane lIdhe sahana karatAM sukha thAya che, sahana karavAmAM karmanI nirjarA thAya che. pudagaLa te rojanuM che, ene theDI agavaDa bhale paDe, paNa prabhunI vANI kayAM vAraMvAra sAMbhaLavA maLe che! Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 95 upAdhyAyajI mahArAja kevaLajJAnI naheAtA, chatAM emanI vANImAM ATalA badhA AnaMda Ave, te kevaLajJAnInI vANImAM te zuM nuM zu\bhayu` haze ? jarA kalpI teA jue. je vANI mAlakASamAM vahetI hoya te vANI hadayane kevuM jaDI rAkhatI haze! jJAnasAra pUrNAnaMdanI kaLA badhAnA dekhatAM khIle che ane badhAne dekhatAM e khIle che-emAM phera che. AvIza varSoMnA bhAI beThA beThA sArI ane DAhI vAte karatA hatA tyAM bIjA bhAI AvyA. vAtavAtamAM kahyuM: "meM khIDI pItAM tane joce." "heM !" "hA." yuvAna je bhAI khoDI nahetA pItA evA dekhAva karatA hatA paNa vyasanI hatA. gabharAI gayA. eNe cArIthI bIDI pIdhI hatI, manamAM phaphaDATa UbhA thayA. kabUla karyuM. page paDIne kahyuM: "tame mahArAjazrIne kaheze| nahi. mArAM makhApa tyAM rAja janArAM che, e emane kaheze te mAruM zuM thaze ?" pUchyuM: "tame mane kayAM joyA ?'' mIntabhAie hasIne kahyu ke me bIDI pItA tane joye hatA. 'huM pAte bIDI pIte hatA e vakhate me' tane joyeA.' tu bIDI pIteA hateA ema naheAtu kahyuM, paNa me' aDI SItAM pItAM tane joyA ema kahyuM. vAkaya ekaja che paNa a bhinna che. AkarA pakaDAI gayA. sahunA dekhatAM kaLA khIle che ane kaLA khIlatAM e sahune jue che. Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * * * jJAnasAra AtmAnI kaLA pUrNa khIle tyAre sahunA dekhatAM khIle, sahu ene jue. paNa e AtmA sahune dekhato thaI jAya. sahu kema jIve che? zuM vicAre che? pudagaLane zuM svabhAva che? - kRSNa pakSa kSINa thatAM zukalapakSane udaya thAya che ane jagata samakSa A pUrNAnaMdane caMdra saMpUrNa teja snAthI khIlI UThe che. pheravA jJAnasAranA sparzathI Apa sauno kRSNapakSa zuklapakSamAM ane pUrNAnandanI anubhUti kare e prArthanA... Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjanAM | cintanasabhara puratA dharmaratnanAM ajavALAM (kartavyanuM darzana). A. trIjI 3-50 pUrNa nA pagathAre . | (jIvananuM darzana) ,. bIjI 3-00 Urmi ane udadhi (prArthanAo) .. | pahelI . 2-00 pUrNi mA pAchI UgI (pravacano) | | pahelI 2-25 have to jAge (pravacana) pAMcamI 2-00 saurabha (cintanakaNikAo) chaThThI 2-00 jIvanamAMgalyA (mananIya pravacano) chaThThI '1-75 cAra sAdhana (pravacano). trIjI 1-5O bhavanuM bhAtuM (vArtAo) cAthI 1-50 biMdumAM siMdhu (prasago) chaThThI 0-75 preraNAnI paraba (ratnakaNikAo) 0-50 baMdhana ane mukita (pravacana) , 2 thI 0-50 AMtara vaibhava 1-50 trIjI 0-0 0-40 0-21 jIvana pAtheya prathama AvRti badhana aura mukti jIvana mAMgalya IN ENGLISH The Beacon Lotus Bloom Fountain of Inspiration Bondage & Freedom To the citizens of To-morrow Inspiring Anecdotes Essence & Spirit of Jainism Training the Mind 4-00 4-00 4-00 4-50 1-00 4-50 1-00 1-00