Book Title: Papni Saja Bhare Part 13
Author(s): Arunvijaymuni
Publisher: Dharmanath Po He Jainnagar Swe Mu Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001498/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAMka adattAdAthI paraMvAhaka kadha kRSAvAda Unicu HIS sAcA lobha raMga kaha acAcA61-- rIdarati ka parasparivAda siMdhyAtva zakya ja pravacaLakATa : pU.A.nI subombraSTi.ma. vizeez pU. muLjaPZ68 jhIarUNAviya.ma. filan SUE mAyAmupAvAda UIU ? BIY Guie devagati [Sya gati Takagati MilliLaT tirarAgata. - AmAnA khataranAka zatra "rAga' | vi. saM. 2045 (13) to tA. 15-1-89 Aso vadU-1 ravivAre Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana-13 dasamuM pApa sthAnaka "rAga AtmAne khataranAka zatra "rAga anuvAdaka : pU. parama viduSI sAdevIjI lAvaNyazrIjI ma. sA. nA praziSyA pU. naMdiyazAzrIjI ma. sA. (luhAranI poLa, upAzrayavALA) parama pUjyapAda anaMtajJAnI mahAvItarAgI mahAvairAgI sarvajJa arihaMta prabhu mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAnanA caraNa kamalamAM koTIzaH namaskAra pUrvaka rAgo ya doso vi ya kammabIya, kammaM ca mohappabhavaM vayanti / kamma ca jAImaraNassa mUlaM, dukkhaM ca jAImaraNaM vayanti / -carama tIrthapati zrI viraprabhu potAnI aMtIma dezanAmAM jinAgama zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 32 mAM adhyayanamAM pharamAve che ke rAga ane dveSa e karmanA bIja che ane karma mohathI utpanna thAya che. janma ane maraNanuM mULa paNa karma ja che ane janma-maraNa ja du:kharUpa che. navatatvamAM AmAnuM svarUpa- mULabhUta drazya jaDa (ajIva, anAtmA) (jIva) cetana (AtmA) samagra anaMta saMsAramAM mULabhUta be ja dravya che. eka jaDa ane bIju cetana. A bethI atirikta koI trIjA dravyanuM te astitva ja nathI. cha dravya kahIe athavA paMcAstikAya kahIe, Akhare badhAne samAveza mULa A bemAM ja thAya che. cetana-AtmA sivAya badhuM ajIva ja che. A jaDa-cetananA saMga-viyegane vyavahAra e saMsAra che. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 528 jaDa-ajIva tattvamAM kAma ! vaNAnA je pudgalA paramANue che tene AtmA grahaNa karIne kama rUpe pariNAma pamADe che. hakIkatamAM kAma z vaNA e karmAMnI kAcI dhAtu che temAMthI karyAM bane che. kama jevI ke.I taiyAra vastu vizvamAM astitva dharAvatI nathI paNa cauda rAjaleAkamAM kAmaNava jJAnA pudgalA ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelA che temAMthI jIva rAga-dveSanI cIkAza vaDe (kaSAyathI) te kAma vagaNAnA amuka purvAMgalAmAM prakRti, sthiti. rasa dAkhala kare che ane teTalA pradeze! pachI kama anIne AtmAnI joDe kSIranIranI jema ekameka thaI jAya che ane bhavAMtaramAM paNa jIvanI sAthe jAya che. karmo bAMdhIne jIva game tyAM bhAgI jAya te paNa kama tA enI sAthe ja rahe che. lAkhA gAyamAM vAcharaDu jema peAtAnI mAtAne zodhI kADhe che tema anaMtA jIvAmAM paNa ApaNA AMdhelA karyAM ApaNane vipAka khatAvIne ja rahe che. duniyAmAM e tattvane ApaNe chetarI zakatA nathI eka te savajJa bhagavAna ane khIju' tattva che kama sattA, ApaNe anubhavANI, vicAra ane vatana karIe ane zubha karma AMdhI laIe evuM trikALamAM nakhane ane zubha ceAga vaDe pApa paNa kadI na baMdhAya, Ama jevA bhAvA thAya tevu' ja Ale. khana kAmaNava chAmAM thAya che ane te kama bane che. hA, pachI emAM zubhAzubha adhyavasAyathI saMkramaNa, sthitighAta, rasaghAta, apavattanA vigere pheraphAra jarUrathI thaI zake che nahitara meAkSamArga zI rIte manata? jIva mAkSa kevI rIte pAmata ? paNa eka vakhata te kamanuM astittva svIkAravuM ja paDe che. samasta saMsAra ka`maya che. jIvane kamanI sAthe saoNMcAga te ja saMsAra che ane karma'ne sathA chuTakAro eTale ke vicAga te ja meAkSa che. AthI jIvanA kanI sAthe sacaiAga thavAthI ja puNya-pApa, Azrava ane baMdhatattva vacamAM Ave che ane A karmAMne AvatA aTakAve tene savara tattva kahevAmAM Ave che. navA kama nu AvAgamana sa`varatattva dvArA adha karyAM pachI zeSa rahelA karmAMnA kSayanAzanI prakriyA nirjarA tattvanA gharathI zarU thAya che thADA gheADA kanA kSaya thavA e deza nirjarA che, AMzika nirjarA che ane aMtamAM karmAMnA yuddhamAM vijaya prApta karIne sarvathA mukta thaIne sarvathA karati thavu e ja mAkSa che. A rIte navatAnA kendramAM ekameka mULabhUta phrenca athavA tattva te AtmA che, te cetana che. Ama AtmAne kendramAM Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa29 rAkhIne anulakSIne saMpUrNa dharmazAstra cAlI rahyuM che. saMpUrNa AkhyAtmika zAstra athavA gazAstra athavA sarva AgamazAstra AtmAne dRSTi samakSa kendrita karIne saMbaMdhita kare che jIvane A bedha karAve che ke- he cetana! tu anata zaktimAna, ane ananta jJAnAdi anA guNAthI paripUrNa tattva che. tAre parama zAzvatadhAma nivAsa sthAna te mekSa che. siddhazIlA upara che ane tuM A saMsAramAM kayAM phasAyelA che? tuM saMsAramAM A karma zatrunI jALamAM phasAI kema bhaTakyA kare che? A duSTamitra karmanI saMgatathI Aja tAruM svarUpa keTaluM vikRta thaI gayuM che ? tArI A kevI zocanIya dayanIya dazA thaI gaI che ! jarA vicAra, kaMIka samaja ane A karmanI jALathI chuTakAro meLavI bahAra nIkaLa-AmA ja tAru bhaluM che. AmAM ja tArI zobhA che. evI rIte anantajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavaMte ane enA Agame e anantakALathI suSupta A cetana tatva (jIva) ne saMbodhana karIne jAgRta karavAne satata prayatna karyo che. sarva zAstra Aja kahe che. ananta jJAnAdi guNavAna AtmAnuM svarUpa HOO cyla.. .ramata rana * . " :: C sthiti - - TABACOMTP '*KsAdaPPS ja. * :- 1 1 40 be." 1 1 'G (1) ananya jJAna, (2) ananta darzana, (3) ananta cAritra, (4) anaMta vIrya, (5) anAmI arUpIpaNuM, (6) agurulaghupaNuM, Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 530 (7) ananta sukha ane (8) akSaya sthiti. A mukhya rU5 AtmAna mULabhUta guNa che. ATha guNenA samuhane eka piMDa dravya AtmA-cetana che. mULabhUta svarUpamAM te A zuddha cetana dravya che. eka eka guNa anantanA svarUpamAM paDe che, A guNa anata jJAnAdi jaDamAM nathI. AthI jaDane cetanathI bhinna karanAra A mukhya jJAnAdi bhedaka guNa che. jJAnAdi ja jIvanI mukhya oLakha che. evI rIte anya guNa paNa cheAtma dravyanI racanA : jema kapaDA vaNAya che. emAM eka tAra sIdhe ubhe ane bIje tAra ADe evI rIte lUmamAM kapaDA vaNAya che ane saMpUrNa kapaDA taiyAra thAya che. jemAM sIdhe ubhe tAra ADA tAranI rekhAne krosa kare che ane saMpUrNa kapaDuM bane che evI ja rIte eka eka karIne asaMkhya pradezanA samuhathI baneluM Atma dravya che. eka e akhaMDa dravya che. jemAM cAre tarapha ubhA ane ADA tAranA kosa kendronI jema pradezanI racanA che. e A asaMkhya pradeza cetana (jIva) Atma dravya che. enA eka eka pradezamAM anaMta anaMta jJAnadarzana cAritra vIrya (zakti) giri - - - - : : - - , , rohi.' : ETEJes, mi. :::: :: ::::Bieb , RETRIE: JS, ES : pachI * * * * eka * * da Education International Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 531 Adi guNa bharelA che. A eka akhaMDa zAzvata dravya che. anantakALathI jIve A saMsAramAM karmanA saMcagavaza keTalI thappaDa khAdhI anaMtavAra cAre gatimAM bhaTakatA cAre gatimAM ananta janma-maraNa dhAraNa karyA. nAraka gatimAM nArakI bane tyAM paramadhAmienA hAthathI bhayaMkara sajA bhogavI. atyanta pIDA sahana karI tyAM agninI aMdara jIvatA nAMkhavAmAM Ave che, ukaLatA telanI kaDAImAM bhajIyAnI jema nArakanA zarIrane taLavAmAM Ave che, zarIranA nAnA-nAnA TukaDA karIne Ama tema phekI devAmAM Ave che. vigere seMkaDe prahAranI tIvra vedanAne sahana karavI paDe che ane A jIve sahana paNa karI. hA, vedanA atyaMta tIvra hatI, duHkha ane pIDA asahya hatI emAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI. paraMtu Ama dravyanI racanA ja evA prakArathI che ke jenA kAraNe anaMtAnaMta kALathI duHkhone sahana kazyA chatAM paNa AtmAne eka pradeza khaMDIta nathI thaye. TUTIne chuTo nathI paDI gaye ane je eka pradeza baLI gaye hata athavA kapAI gaye heta athavA khaMDita thaI naSTa thayo hota te Aja AtmAne avazeSa paNa na bacata. nAmazeSa paNa na raheta. kAraNa ke kALa anata vItyo che. AtmAnA janma maraNapaNa ananta thayA che ane anantavAra mahA vedanAo sahana karI che. jyAre A anantanI sAme AtmAnA pradezatane phakta asaMkhya ja che ane je A asaMkhyAmAMthI eka eka pradeza naSTa thaye hota te Aje zuM zeSa raheta? kaMI paNa nahIM. AthI ananta akhaMDa svarUpanI ja balihArI che. AmA eka eve sapradeza-asaMkhya-pradezI akhaMDa pradezI dravya che jemAM eka pradeza paNa kayAreya paNa naSTa nathI thatuM. cAhe agnimAM bALe cAhe mane vizleTa kare, cAhe AtmA upara himAlaya paDe athavA samudramAM paDe anantakALa pachI paNa eka pradeza paNa kyAreya naSTa nahIM thAya e A saMpradezI asaMkhya pradezI akhaMDa dravya che. eTale ja kahyuM ane chedya, abhedya, akAya, adAdya Adi AtmAnuM svarUpa che. AtmAne chedI nathI zakAte, bhedI nathI zakAte. chedana-bhedanathI paNa eka paNa pradeza kayAreya paNa naSTa nathI thatuM. akAya che? eTale charI-cAkuthI paNa eka pradeza kapAya jatA nathI. ane adAhya kahyo che tethI kyAreya agnimAM bALI nathI zakatA AtmAnuM A svarUpa sarvajJa kevaLajJAnIe kahyuM che. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 532 saMkeca vikAsazIla guNavAna AtmA ! AtmAmAM saMkoca-vikAsane guNa paNa gajaba paDe che. jarUra paDe te AmA pitAnA asaMkhya pradezane eTale vadhAre saMkela karI zake che ke ene je eka kIDInuM nAnuM zarIra maLe athavA amIbAnuM nAnuM zarIra maLe athavA enAthI paNa nAnuM prathvIkAyAmAM mIThAnA nAnA kaNamAM rahevuM paDe te paNa rahI zake che. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa pANInA eka biMdumAM paNa rahevuM paDe te paNa asaMkhya jIve bhegA thaIne rahI zake che. have vicAre keTaluM vadhAre saMkoca thaI zake ? eTaluM ja nahIM maga-caNAne je pANImAM bhIMjAvI 2khAya che ane enI upara je aMkurA phuTe che eTalA aMkurAmAM anaMta AtmAo ekaThA thaIne rahI zake che, ane rahe che. eTalA mATe A aMkurAne tathA gAjara-mULA, baTAkA, kAMdA, zakarIyA lasaNa vagere aMnata kAya nAma ApavAmAM AvyuM che. jenI saMkhyA anaMta che. mATe anaMta ane kAya eTale zarIra ! eTale ke eka zarIramAM jyAM anaMta AtmAo ekaThAM thaIne rahetA hoya evA anaMtakAya padArthanuM bhakSaNa nahIM karavuM joIe. kAraNa ke anaMta jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. evA anaMtakaya padArthone kApavAthI chedana-bhedana karavAthI khAvAthI cUlA upara caDhAvIne garama karavAthI anaMta jIvonI nIze hiMsA thAya che. anaMta AtmAo duHkha pAme che. tethI anaMtajJAnI tItha kare e ahiMsA dharmanI prarUpaNa karatA kahyuM che ke anaMtakAyanI hiMsA na karavI joIe. jenuM amAre avazya pAlana karavuM ja joIe. A anaMtakAya ja sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya che. je sthUla che. sUkama sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya je nIgodanI saMjJAthI oLakhAya che. A nagadanA asaMkhya goLA che ane eka eka gALAmAM anaMta anaMta jI rahe che. vicAre ke jIvAtmAe potAnuM svarUpa keTaluM saMkecI nAkhyuM ? eja AtmA je potAnA pradezane vistAra kare te vistAra keTale thaI zake che? jemake eka pakSI je potAnI pAMkha saMkecIne bese che ane pAMkha phelAvIne ArAmathI bese to keTaluM meTuM lAge che. tevI ja rIte AtmA je pitAnA asaMkhya Atma pradezane phelAve vistAra kare te cauda rAjalaka pramANa vistAra karI zake che. cauda rAjalakamAM eka Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 533 rAjakathI bIjA rAjalekanI vacce asaMkhya yojananuM aMtara che. evA cauda rAjaloka che te vicAre ke vistAra keTalo lAMbe paheLe thaye? ane eka emA pitAnA asaMkhya Atma pradezane vistAra kare to cauda rAjaloka pramANa karI zake che. jemake kevaLI samudyAta vakhate kevaLI bhagavAna kare che. have juo ke 14 rAjalaka pramANa Atma pradezane phelAvavAmAM AtmAne keTalo samaya lAge che? kalA, mahInAo, athavA varSe nathI lAgatA? mAtra cAra samaya vistAra karavAmAM ane cAra samaya punaH saMkecavAmAM kevaLa ATha samayamAM badhuM ja kArya samApta thaI jAya che. A AtmAno saMca vistArane svabhAva che. ritI sthApakane AtmAne guNa che. je guNa prakAzamAM che. 1000 Tana vIjaLInA goLAne prakAzIta karIne eka meTA holamAM lagADI to prakAza keTalA kSetramAM raheze? hola jeTalA moTA kSetramAM! eka phaleza beTriIne je dUra sudhI pheMkavAmAM Ave to tene prakAza 1 kI. mI. sudhI paNa jaI zake che ane tene ja je eka peTImAM baMdha karavAmAM Ave to have prakAza keTalA kSetramAM raheze? 1000 TanA goLAne paNa je eka nAnI peTImAM mUkavAmAM Ave te tene paNa prakAza teTalI peTImAM ja sImita raheze. tevI ja rIte AtmAne je nAnuM zarIra maLe to te temAM saMkocAIne rahe che ane te ja AmAne je meTA hAthI-jebrA athavA tethI paNa vadhAre pa00 dhanuSanI kAyA maLe te emAM phelAIne rahe che. A AtmAnI vizeSatA che. tenA viziSTa keTIne guNa che. AtmAne karmane baMdha tamane thaze ke evI anaMta zaktivALe AtmA, aMnata jJAnAdi guNethI paripUrNa vizuddha AtmA ane a je ene A karmanA baMdhanamAM baMdhAIne eka pAmarahIna-hIna-hAlatamAM bicArAnA rUpamAM rahevuM paDe che tenuM zuM kAraNa che? zuM pahelAM AtmA zuddha hato ane pachI kameM lAgyAM? zuM zuddha vizuddha AtmAne karma lAgyA ane te azuddha thaIne saMsAramAM A ? nA, je evuM kahIzuM te mokSamAM gayelA zuddha-buddha-siddha AtmAne paNa kama caTaze ane te paNa azuddha banIne saMsAramAM AvI jaze. te pachI AvA methI paNa zuM lAbha? jyAMthI pAchA karmo lAge ane pAchuM AtmAne saMsAramAM paDavuM paDe? yadyApi siddhazilAnA Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 534 kSetramAM jayAM anannA muktAtmA, siddhAtmA che. tyAM paNa kAmaNa AdI AThe vaNAo che. sAthe sAthe ekendriyanA pRthvI pANI agni vAyu vanaspatikAyanA sama svarUpavALA jI paNa siddha zilA upara che. temane je vargaNAonI AvazyaktA paDe che. tene te grahaNa kare che. ene artha e ke te vargaNAo tyAM che. have A nakkI thaI gayuM ne? tethI ema kahI zakAya che AThe vaNAo ni tyAM che. te paNa anaMtanI saMkhyAmAM che. A AThe vagaNAmAM chelle naMbara kAmaNa vargane che. arthAt karmANa vagaNa paNa tyAM bharelI che. ane siddhanA che paNa che. te pachI te vargaNAo siddhanA jIvane kema coMTatI nathI? emane karmabaMdha kema thatuM nathI? Ane javAba e ja che ke tyAM siddhAtmAomAM karmabaMdhanuM mukhya kAraNa athavA kArmaNa vagaNane potAnAmAM AkarSita karavAnI mULabhUta zakti je rAga dveSanI vRtti che. tene ja abhAva che. mekSamAM nathI te karma, nathI zarIra, na rAga ke nathI TheSa, nathI sukha ke nathI dukha nathI te janma ke nathI maraNa nathI mana ke nathI vacana vagere AtmaguNothI atirikta badAranI koIpaNa vastu nathI. jIvanA mukhya be bheda mukta (siddha) azarIrI sava karma rahita janma-maraNa rahita mana-vacana-rahita rAga-dveSa rahita sukha-duHkha rahita Ayu prANa-cenI gati rahita saMsArI sazarIrI sarva karma sahita janma-maraNa sahita mana-vacana sahita rAga-dveSa sahita sukha-duHkha sahita Ayu-prANa-cenI gati sahita. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 535 evI rIte jIvanA be bheda karIe te A be mAM mukhya akhtara A prakAranuM che. AthI muktAtmA mana-vacana-zarIra rahita che. ane mukhya te rAga-dveSa rahita ja che. te pachI kamabaMdhane savAla ja kayAM rahe? ane karmabaMdha ja nathI te pachI saMsAramAM pharI AvavAnuM athavA tyAMthI paDavAno prazna ja ubhe ja nathI thato, ane je tyAMthI paDato ja nathI tene artha ja e thAya che ke siddhAtmA muktAtmA mekSamAM siddha zIlA upara pitAnA nizcita sthAna para AkAza pradeza para anaMta kAla sudhI sthira rahe che. have rahI vAta saMsArI jIvanI saMsArI jIvane kamane baMdha :jema senuM khANamAMthI kAvyuM tyAre kevuM mATI sAthe mizrita hatuM ? hIro khANamAMthI nIkaLe tyAre ke rapha baMde hato? kAca hate? evI rIte nigada e jIvonI khANa che, ! jevI rIte hIrAnI khANamAMthI hIrA kaDhAya che. tevI rIte nigadamAMthI jIva nIkaLe che. nigodanI prAthamika mULabhUta avasthAthI ja jIva mAtra karmamaLa yukta ja che? evuM nathI ke pahelAM AtmA zuddha hatuM ane pachI karma lAgyA ane azuddha tha? nahI ! khANamAMthI kADheluM senuM pahelAthI ja karmamaLa yukta ja che? kayArathI kama lAgyA che? anAdikALathI lAgelA che. anAdine artha ja Adi rahita che. te pachI pahelA kukaDe ke pahelA iMDuM? pahelA vRkSa athavA bIjane prazna ubho thaze. tema pahelA AtmA ke karma ? pahelA karma ke AtmA? karmathI te AbhAjanya nathI. AtmAthI ja karma janya che. jagatamAM jaDa-cetana baMne padArthonuM astitva anAdi anantakALathI ja che. pahelethI ja bane tatva che. eTale pahelAM pachIne prazna nathI thatuM? je divasathI AtmA saMsAmAM che te divasathI ja karma saMyukta ja che. karma sahita ja che. emAM zaMkA nathI. emAM anantakALa vItI go che. ane jenI keI Adi ja nathI te anAdi anantakALa che? AvI anAdi anantakALathI AtmA ane karma ( jaDa ane cetana ) mULabhUta astitvamAM ja che ane baMne saMyukta che. AthI AtmA saMsAramAM karmathI baMdhAyela che. karma sahita Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 rAga dveSa mAhavaza kema atha AtmA jyArathI saMsAramAM che tyArathI sArIrI ja che. zarIramAM ja che. zarIra ja AtmAne rahevAne mAtra AdhAra pAtra che ! zarIra vinA tA keipaNa AtmA saMsAramAM rahIja nathI zakto. zarIravinA azarIrI AtmA tA siddhAtmA-mukatAtmA kahevAze. AthI saMsArI hAya ane azarIrI hAya evuM te! saMbhavI ja nathI zakatu. sUryAMya thayA hrAya ane rAta hAya e kayAre paNa saMbhavIta nathI. evI rIte AtmA vinA zarIra sauMsAramAM rahe tevA saMbhava ja nathI, jevI rIte glAsa, vATakI, thALI, khAdI, zailI, kAThI dhaDA athavA TAMkI je kaI paNa AdhAra pAtramAM pANI rahe te ja te pravAhI rahI zake che, anyathA AdhAra vinA pravAhI pANI jevA padArthoM kayAre paNa rahI zakatA nathI. evI rIte cetana dravya AtmA, zarIra vinA kayAre paNa rahI zakatA nathI. have zarIra kevI rIte banyuM? keNe manAvyuM ? nathI koI Izvare anAvyuM ke nahIM koI adrazya zaktie! AtmAe ja peAtAne rahevA mATe ghararUpa zarIra banAvyuM, have A zarIra teA jaDa pudgalane piDa che, pArthiva che. audArika zarIra yAgya vaLAne kheMcIne bhegI karIne zarIra banAvyuM che. A AdgArAdi va NAmAMthI maLela AhArane grahaN karI pudgala paramANuAthI zarIra manAve che. have zarIra banAvyu tA enA mATe bArI-bAraNA paNa banAvavA Avazyaka che. tethI IMdriyA banAvI, iMdricA banAvI te zvAsocchavAsa vagerenI AvazyakatA paDI te te zvAseAcchavAsa vaNAnA pudgaleAne grahaNa karyAM, evI rIte jema ema jarUra paDI tema cAra pAMca athava 6 paryAptae jIve purI karI, e dRe paryAptie ne purI karavA mATe jIve bhinna-bhinna vaNA enA samuhunA Azraya lIdhA ane te te vagaNAonA samuhane kheMcI kheMcI AtmAe te te praryApti pUrNa karI emAM rahevA lAgyuM, Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 537 AtmAnA ATha guNe ane tenA AvAraka ATha kameka 1 AtmAnA ATha guNa ane tenA Avaka 1 -ATha kamenTa - - - nAvaraNayaDa AyuSyakameH. da akSayasthiti * ananta zAna anaMta : proto O 3 anacvArika - anAmI -- nA vIrya nAma Dama 14 paraMtu A vicArIe ke A vargaNAone kheMcavA mATe AtmAne konI jarUra paDI ? jyAre AtmAe potAnA mULabhUta yathArtha AtmaguNenI eka tarapha upekSA karIne svasvarUpathI bahAra vibhAvadazAmAM ga, te zA mATe gayA ? kAraNa ke dehAdinI racanA karavAnI IcchA thaI, bAhya varNa-gaMdha-rasa sparza yukta pudgalanA pratye AkarSaNa eja jIvane rAga bhAva che, AkarSaNa-pratyAkarSaNa ja rAga-dveSanI vRtti che. jIve A rAga-dveSanI vRttithI je kAmaNa vagaMNAne kheMcI ane pitAnI aMdara samAvI ane eka eka Amapradeza para ananata ananta kAmaNa vaNane Dhagalo ubhe karyo teja karma kahevAya che. jevI rIte dUdha-cAnA tapelA upara DhAMkaNa rAkhI DhAMkI devAya che. jema gharamAM TAiphasa para dhULanA rajakaNa chavAya jAya che evI rIte AmAe svabhAvane bhUlIne vibhAva dazAmAM jaIne je kAmaNa vargane grahaNa karI te AtmAnA eka eka pradeza para chavAI jAya che ane A kriyA karatA anaMta kALa vItI gayA. Aje te pratyeka AtmAnA Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa38 eka eka pradeza para anaMta anaMta kAmeNu vagaNane Dhagale thaI gayA che. e ja karma che. te kema AtmAne potAne bAMdhe che. rAga-dveSanI kriyA (pravRti) thI ja bAMdhe che. vaMditta sUtramAM kahyuM che ke - gvuM kavidaM va Avosa samakinna ?' rAgadveSathI upajita karela ATha karma ane prazamaratikAra paNa spaSTa kahe che ke - rAgadveSopahatasya kevalaM karmabandha evAsya / nAnyaH ravalo'pi guNo'sti yA paroha ca zreyAn // rAga ane dveSathI yukta jIvane phakta karma baMdha ja thAya che. enA sivAya thoDe paNa guNa nathI thatuM. arthAt rAga-dveSanI pravRtimAM zeDo paNa phAyado nathI thatA. je A loka ane paralokamAM lAbhakArI kalyANakArI thAya. AthI A rAgadveSanI pravRtimAM paDavAthI jIva AtmAnI upara eka eka evA AvaraNanI jALa bichAvI de che ke jethI AtmAnA sarva guNa DhAMkI de che. AcchAdita karI de che ane pachI AtmAnA guNa nahI paNa bahAranuM AvaraNa mAtra dekhAya che. AvaraNa (AcchAdaka) A B 3 C 3 3 | ( - . ' Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 539 jema sUryanI sAme vAdaLa AvI javAthI sUrya nahI vAdaLa dekhAya che. cA-dUdhanI tapelI upara DhAMkaNa AvavAthI have phakta DhAMkaNu, ja dekhAya che. gharanI TAIlsa para dhULa-rajakaNu AvavAthI phakta dhULa ja dekhAya che, Aja dazA jIvanI thAya che, ATha tapelA para rAkhelA AThe (AvaraNa) AcchAdaka DhAMkaNAnI jema AtmAnA ATha guNeA para ATha AvaraNa AvI jAya che, ATha AvaraNu ja ATha kanA nAmathI oLakhAya che. ATha guNonA AvaraNa 8 kama : AtmAnA AThe guNa, 37 (1) ananta jJAna guNanuM AcchAdana (ra) ananta dazana gunu (3) ananta cAritra guNanu (4) ananta vIya guNanu (5) anAmI arupI guNanu (6) aguru ladhu guNanuM (7) anaMta (avyAbAdha) sukha (8) akSaya sthiti guNanuM "" "" "" "" "" "" ATha kama jJAnAvaraNIya kama danAvaraNIya kama mAhanIya kama aMtarAya kama nAmakama gAtrakama anata cAritra guNanuM Avaraka mAhanIya kama AtmAnA ATha mukhya guNemAM trIjo guNa ananta cAritra che. enuM khIju nAma cathAjyAta svarUpa che. satta kevaLI bhagavattAe AtmAnu je zuddha svarUpa atAvyu che. evA vizuddha svarUpamAM AtmAnuM rahevuM eja yathAkhyAta ravarUpa guNa che. arthAt AtmAnA peAtAnA mULabhUta zuddha svarUpamAM, svabhAva dazAnI ramaNatAmAM lIna-taddIna rahevu! paraMtu rAga-dveSanA AdhIna (vaza) thaI ne AtmA sva svarUpa ramaNatAne, svabhAva dazAne cheDIne mahAra vibhAvadazAmAM jAya che e ja AtmAnI rAga-dveSanI pravRtti che. ane enAthI meAhu-mamatva ulleA kare che. svetara bAhya vedanIya ka AyuSya krama Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 540 jaDa bhautika padgalika padArtho upara rAga rAkhavo eja mehadazA che! svabhAvadazA svaguNemAM rakta rahevuM. svasvarUpamAM ja masta rahevuM eja AtmAnuM cAritra guNa che. AtmA (eTale brahma) temAM lIna rahevuM. te avasthAmAM ja cAlavuM, gati karavI (lIna rahevuM) eja cAritra guNa che, A ananta cAritra rUpa guNa che. paraMtu mehavaza jIva svabhAva, sva svarUpa joDIne bAhya padArthonA mehamAM gaye, tyAM phasAye, eja jIvanI mehadazA che. cAritraguNanI upara ja (rajakaNa, dhULakaNa] kAmaNa vargaNa) nuM AvaraNa AvyuM, te mehanIya karmanA nAmathI oLakhAya che, jIvane potAnAthI bhinna bAhya padArtha para mohamamava eja mehanIya karma che, cAhe te bhale jIva dravya hoya ke ajIva dravya hoya, tyAM je mArA paNAnI, mamatava buddhi,adhikArI buddhi athavArAga-Azakti bhAvanA e ja mehanIya karma che. mohanIya kAme zuM karyuM? madirA-dArUe zuM karyuM? je vivekI sIdhA samajadAra manuSya hate-dAru pItA ja te bhAna bhUlI gaye. viveka dazA bhUlI gayA ane na bolavA jevuM bolavA lAgya, na karavA jevuM vartana ane bibhatsa ceSTA karavA lAgyo. mAne pAnI ane patnIne mA bahene bhAbhI ane bhAbhI ane bahena, chokarIne bahena ane patanI evI rIte jema tema uMdhu mAnI ne bolavA lAgyA, ane vyavahAra paNa e karavA lAgyuM je madirA pAnanuM pariNAma che. ThIka evuM ja arthAt madirApAnanI jevuM mehanIya che. mehanIya kameM paNa jIvane potAnuM bhAna bhulAvI dIdhuM che. sva svarUpa-svaguNa, svabhAvadazA bhulAvI dIdhI ane vibhAvadazAmAM laI gayA je mAru nathI tene mAru manAvyuM, je mArAthI bhinna che. mArAthI bhinna jAtinuM che, jaDa che, je mArAthI bhinna viparIta gaNavALuM che, varNa -gaMdha-rasa-sparzavALuM che. emAM mamatva utpanna karAvyuM. emAM mArApaNane bhAva utpanna karAvyA. svataMga bhina je strI napuMsaka madirA jevuM ka Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 541 * vagere che emAM paNa mArA paNAnI mamatva buddhi utpanna karAvI. mAru mAnavAnA bhAva thaye, ane jIvanI Azakti vadhI ane te srI vageremAM mukhya banyA evI rIte je anaMta sukha mArA peAtAnAmAM paDeluM che, ene bhulAvI je mAhya jaDa paudgalika, bhautika padArtha che. emAM jIvane mugdha banAvyA ane jIve Aja mAnI lIdhuM che ke A khAhya jaDa padArthanI prAptImAM ane enA upabhAgamAM ja sukha che, majA che, ane pariNAma e Avyu ke jIva Aja divasa sudhI bhAna bhUlIne jaDa ane paudagalika padArthAMmAM zrI putramAM ja meAha rAkhI, Azakata thaIne beThA che. are bhAI ! madirAnA naze! dasa-vIsa kalAka pachI paNa utare ane mANasa ThekANe Ave che. pachI e vicAravA lAge che. paNa mAhanIya karmoneA nazA te Aja sudhI utaryAM nathI. Aja sudhI paNa jIva bhAnamAM zuddhimAM nathI AvyeA. AthI maMdirAthI paNu keTaluM bhAre khataranAka meAhanIca kama che. ananta janma paNa jIva atyAra sudhI bhAnamAM nathI AvyA. ThekANe nathI Avye. AmA peAtAnA mUla svabhAvamAM hajI sudhI pAche. nathI pharyAM ! A kevI bhayAnaka mAha dazA che. vItyA pachI rAganA paryAyavAcI nAma : icchA mUrcchA kAma, snehA gAye mamatvamabhinandaH abhilASa ityanekAni rAmapAMca-racanAni || prazamaratimAM vAcakavajI je zabdAne rAganA paryAyavAcI rUpamAM batAvI rahyA che ene joIne jarUra Azvaya thaze ke rAganI mAtrA kacA kayA zabdomAM keTalI samAI che. te che icchA, mUrchA, kAma, sneha, abhinanda abhilASA ane rati, anurAga, tRSNA, Asakti mamatva prema vAtsalya vagere rAganA paryAyavAcI nAma che. jue, lagabhaga A zabdo ApaNA upacAgamAM haMmezAM Ave che ane saMsAranA sarva jIva prAya : A zabdonA athanI pravRttimAM kayAMyane kayAMya phasAyelA hAya che, aMdhAyelA hAca che. vastunI prApti eTale ke suMdara strI vagerenI prAptimAM je rAga thAya che. ene icchA kahe che khAdya padArthA joDe ekameka Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 542 thavA rUpa je Asakti pariNAma che ene mUcchI kahe che. ISTa vastunI abhilASAne kAma kahe che. vaiSayika vRttionI tarapha lAlAyita evI mananI vRttine paNa kAma kahevAya che. viziSTa prema vagerene sneha kahe che. strInA pratye vaiSiyaka prItine prema, anyanI pratye sAmAnya anurAgane paNa sarva sAmAnya prema, ane putranI prati mamatvane sneha kahe che. aprApta vastunI IcchAne gArya kahe che. A vastu mArI che. huM ene. mAlika chuM e mamatva che. priya vastunI prAptithI je AnaMda thAya che. ene abhinanda kahe che. ane ISTa vastunI prApti thAya evA mane rathane abhilASA kahe che. tevI ja rIte rAganI pAchaLa rAga vadhArate je jIva ne kheMcI jAya tene anurAga kahe che. evI rIte rati ane anuti paNa che. A pramANe thoDA thoDA athe parivartanathI rAganA bhinna bhinna paryAyavAcI nAma che. A zabda sarvanA jIvanavyavahAramAM prayukta thAya che. mehavRkSanuM bIja rAga-dvepa che jema keI vRkSanA aMgopAMga avayave joIe te bIja-mULatAMtaNA-zAkhA-prazAkhA-pAMdaDA ane phaLa-phula che. evI rIte AkhA saMsAranuM mULa, AdhAra mohavRkSa che. enA bIjanA rupamAM rAga-dveSa (jIje 2 vo vica ma vIce) A bIjamAMthI kamanuM mULa nIkaLe che ane bahAra rAgadveSanuM baneluM je mULa kaMda che te majabUta mehanuM kaMda che sthaMbha jema majabUta che. jenI upara saMpUrNa vRkSane AdhAra che. enI upara zAkhA prazAkhA vagere che te mehanA thaDa mAMthI pragaTelI che te viSaya kaSAyanI che. ane upara je pAMdaDA che te hAsyAdi viSayanA che ane suMdara suvAsita kula che te phakta mehanuM rUpa che. enuM phaLa saMsAra che. evI rIte rAga-dveSa eka mULa bIjanI be zAkhA nIkaLI ane mehanuM eka thaDa banyuM ane AgaLa mehanA mULa thaDanI be zAkhA nIkaLI jemAM eka kaSAyanI bIjI viSayanI basa enuM nAma saMsAra che. jema ApaNe skulamAM bhaNyA ke pANuM kema bane che? H20 = water. hAIDrojananA be bhAga ane okasIjanane eka bhAga maLI pANI bane che. evI rIte je tamane pUchavAmAM Ave ke saMsAra kevI Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 543 rIte bane che? te enA javAbamAM dharmazAstranuM A sUtra che ke "viSaya + kaSAya = saMsAra" viSaya ane kaSAya e be maLI saMsAra bane che. zeka bhaya jugu. strI puruSa che. hAsya, ti, ati ! krodha mAna mAyA labha veda 3 1 hAsyAdi kaSAya viSaya , Akhare viSayamAM mukhya rAganI mAtrA vadhAre che. kAma rAga vagere viSayanA aMga che ane kaSAya paNa zuM che? kaSAya paNa rAga-dveSanI ja upaja che. kaSAyonI utpatti paNa rAga-dveSa ja che. mAyA lobha kaSAyazcetyetad rAga saMjJita dvandvam / krodho mAnabhya punarvRSa iti samAsa nirdiSTa // saMkSepamAM vicAra karIe te mAyA ane lebha A be yugala kaSAnuM ja nAma "rAga" rAkhyuM che. ane evI rIte krodha tathA mAna Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 544 kaSAya yugalanuM nAma dveSa rAkhyu che. vAta paNa sAcI che. spaSTa anubhava thAya che ke mAyA ane leAbhanI pravRttimAM rAganI mAtrA vadhAre che ane krodha ane mAnanI pravRtti athavA vRttimAM dveSanI gaMdha Ave che. e kAraNathI A cAra kaSAyeAnu` mULa uddabhava sthAna A rAga-dveSa ja che. Akhare Aja saMsAra che. tame jo thoDA UMDA utarIne dhArIne joze te! sa MsAramAM tamane sahuthI mATI e mukhya pravRtti najaramAM Avaze. eka viSayanI ane bIjI kaSAyanI prAyaH 80% a! nI pravRttio che. enAthI atirikta anya sava pravRttionA phakta 20% mAM samAveza thAya che. have vicAra! AkhA saMsAra upara eka akhaDa mAhe rAjAnu' sAmrAjaya che ke nahI? mAha rAjA eka che ane viSaya-kaSAya enI senA che? sa`sAramAM jo koinuM rAjya ghaNu cAlatu hoya athavA Tayu hAya te te mAtra mAhurAjAnu, ne ke anAdikALathI eka chatrIya zAsana cAlatuM Ave che ane eka be upara nahI" paNa samagra sa`sAra upara ana ta jIvA upara rAjya calAvI rahyo che. peAtAnI sattA jamAvI rahyo che. enAthI sArA-sArA bhalabhalA jIvA dakhAyelA che. enI jALamAM ApaNe badhA phasAyelA chIe. rAga dveSanu mULa bIja maMtra zuM che ? mamakArAhaGkArAveSAM mUlaM padadvayaM bhavati / rAga-dveSAvityapi tasyaivAnyastu paryAya : // / " A mAruM che" e rIte mamatva ne mamakAra kahe che. mArApaNAnA A mamatvamAM mAyA ane lAbhanA aMza chupAyeleA che. evI rIte ahaMkArane gava kahe che. mama=merA !! te mAru kahevAvALA kANu ? "duM ?' badhuM =hu mamakAranI sAthe ahaMkAranA anAdi sa`kha'dha che. A e sAthe ja cAle che. aha'kAramAM krAya ane mAnanI gadha spaSTa Ave che. eTale A enA samAveza rAga-dveSamAM ja thAya che. AthI mamakAra ane ahaMkAra ane rAga-dveSanI ja bhASA che. rAganI bhASA8 mamakAra "" mAru-mAruM mamatva buddhinI bhASA che. ane dveSanI bhASA ahu kAra '" che huM huM e pramANe ahuM pradhAnabhASA che. jIvanI pratyeka pravRttimAM aha* kendrasthAne rahe che. eja jIvanI anAdikALanI vRtti "" Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 545 che. anAdi kALathI jIva ahaM-mamane jApa karate A che spaSTa kahyuM che ke ahaM-mameti mantro'yaM, mohasya jagadAndhakRt / ayameva hi na-pUrvo'piH pratimantro'pi mAha jit / / rAga-dveSathI utpanna meha vRkSanI chAyAmAM beselA sarva jIva evI rAga-dveSanI chAyAnI asara nIce AvI gayA che ke anAdi-anantakALathI ekaja maMtrano jApa karI rahyA che. ane e che 836 jama aha mama sarva pita pitAnI bhASAmAM satata raTaNa karI rahyA che. saMskRta bhASAmAM " ja ra mama | hindI bhASAmAM " aura merA " gujarAtI bhASAmAM "huM ane mAru" marAThI bhASAmAM " mA mAni jAkSA" aMgrejI bhASAmAM "I and My" | game tevA prakAranI bhASA bolanAra manuSya hoya, sarvatra sarva jIve pita-patAnI bhASAmAM Ane ja satata akhaMDa jApanA rUpamAM raTaNa karI rahyA che. jo ke pata-patAnI bhASAnI zabda racanA bhinna-bhina hoya paraMtu mamakArane ahaMkAranI ja mAtrA nizcita che. e ja rAgacheSa rUpa mehanI bhASA che evuM lAge che ke navakAra mahAmaMtrathI paNa vadhAre A zAzvata che ane navakArathI paNa vadhAre ane satata akhaMDa jApa-TaNa cAlI rahyuM che. arthAt sarva jIvone A moha jALa kevuM jakaDI lIdhuM che? sArA sArA cakavatInI upara paNa meharAjAnuM eka cakI zAsana cAlI rahyuM che. ane je koI virala vibhUti A mohajALathI chuTI bhAgI gayA te sIdhA mekSamAM pahoMcI gayA. anantanA dhAmamAM sthira thaI gayA ! A mohajALathI chuTavAne maMtra ghaNuM saheluM che. te paNa jJAnasAranA A plAkanA uttarArdhamAM pUjya upAdhyAyajI mahArAje batAvI dIdhuM che. emaNe kahyuM ke je mehano maMtra che ma mama basa enA AgaLa niSedha vAcI "raNa" lagAvI arthAt uMdhe karI jApa zarU karI de. arthAt " nANuM mama" ! ("na huM, nahI mAruM") (hIndImAM) "na bhai ne me" gujarAtImAM huM keIne nathI ne mAru paNa keI nathI" marAThImAM "mira khAvA nAdI mannA hI nA " Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 546 evI rIte tame badhI ja bhASAmAM meAhanA ma`travAcI je zabda che enI AgaLa niSedhavAcI 'na' lagAvI jApa karA. pariNAma svarUpa anAdi anantakALathI mehanA sainyane tame jItI zakaze| ane parama mukitanA dhAma meAkSamAM cAlyA jaze. ! rAganA viSaya karyAM che? jo tamane pUchavAmAM Ave ke tamAne kayA kayA viSayamAM rAga che ? kai dizAmAM rAga che ? athavA tamArA rAganA nimitta kayA-kayA che? te enA javAbamAM kadAca tame mAthuM khaMjavALavA lAgaze ? kAnu nAma Apu ane kanuM na Apu? 2-4 nimitta hAya tA ThIka paNa jyAM se'kaDA viSaya hAya tyAM zuM kahevuM? te paNa rAgathI saMbaMdhita keAI nimittonA nAmanuM cakra ahI manAvyu che. te tamA jue. IndriyarAga--kAmarAga----saMsAra-deharAga-dhana- avaya | viSayarAga sAdhana-sAmagrI | pazu-pakSI rAga mitravarga sagAsnehI - gharamAra patnI vastu e rIte A eka bhacakara rAganuM cakra cAlI rahyuM che. jIva mAtra sa'sAramAM evA vividha rAganA adhanAmAM phasAyela che. jevI rIte kAI pazu gAya--bheMsa kAI khIlImAM dorIthI bAMdhelA che te peAtAnA divasarAta tyAM ja vitAve che. keAI si`hu citto paNa jo prANi gharamAM pAMjarAmAM madha che te peAtAnI jIMdagI tyAM ja vitAve che. eka pApaTa jevuM pakSI paNa khaMdha pAMjarAmAM peAtAnI jIMdagI vitAve che. evI ja rIte snehanA taMtu rAganA AMdhanamAM mAMdhelA manuSya paNa peAtAnA rAganA adhanAmAM ja vitAve che. bhale te rAga putranA hAya athavA patnInA ? sa'bhava che. emAMthI kAIne 1-2 rAga ochA hAya kAIne 1-2 rAga vadhAre paNa DAI zake. vaibhava putrAdi Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 547 karmanI vicitratAthI banele saMsAra che. keI nA gharamAM saMtAna nathIne paisA ghaNA che ane koInI pAse paisA nathIne saMtAna vadhAre che. evI rIte nyUnAdhika vastuonI prApti karI saMsAra sarvatra phelA cele che. keIne tyAM khAvAnuM ghaNuM che. to pAchaLa khAnArAja nathI. te paNa duHkhI che ane keIne tyAM khAvAvALA ghaNAM che to khAvA mATe kiMI ja nathI. ThekANuM ja nathI. vicAro ke A kevI karmanI vicitratA che? Akhare saMsAramAM kaI paNa sukhI nathI. sarvatra duHkha ja dukha bhareluM che. sukha prAptinA mATe rAga rAkhe che saMsAramAM to koIne paNa pUchaze ke kema bhAI ! rAganI zI jarUra che ? rAganI AvazyakatA zI che? ene javAba A che ke sukhanI prAptine mATe sukhanI anubhUtine mATe rAga Ubhe che. gAyane thoDuM ghAsa nAMkhI deje te khIlInI pAse AvI ubhI thaI jaze eTalAmAM mAlika gaLAmAM doraDuM bAMdhI deze. gAya ghAsa khAtI raheze. paNa tene e khabara nathI ke ghAsa te 1-2 kalAka khAvAnuM che ane doraDuM te AkhI rAta che. tevI ja rIte manuSya paNa rAganAM baMdhanamAM phasAya jAya che. viSaya sukha ke deha sukha te kSaNa mAtra mATe che. paraMtu jIdagIbhara zrImatinI gulAmI karavI paDe che. saMtAnane rAga paNa joradAra che. saMtAnathI sukha kayAM sudhI maLaze? maLaze ke nahIM maLe? te paNa khabara nathI chatAM AzA rU5 rAganA tAMtaNAothI baMdhAyele manuSya saMtAna prApti mATe AkAza pAtALa eka karI nAMkhe che. saMtAna prApti pachI paNa khavarAvavuM pIvarAvavuM pAlana-paSaNa vagere hajAro dukhe sahana karIne paNa te saMtAnane moTuM kare che. lAkha rUpiyA kharcIne saMtAnane bhaNAvye gaNAvyuM hoMziyAra banAvye lagna karAvyA pachI basa! chokarAe meM pheravI lIdhuM have tene patnI ja dekhAya che. mA-bApa te dekhAtA ja nathI. sukhano AzAthI pitAe badhuM ja karyuM. paraMtu eka divasa e Avyo ke putra-pitAthI judo rahevA gaye ane pitAnI himAlaya jevI meTI AzAe baraphanI jema ogaLI gaI. rAganI dhaniSTatA kAMI ochI duHkhadAyI nathI. "saMbhAvanA" dhAro ke " ene amane bahu ja rAga che. je ene rAga na hota to Aje amArI A dazA ja na heta je ame A viSaya upara nibaMdha lakhavA besIe ke A paise ja na heta ! evI ja rIte badhA viSayemAM rAga rAkhIne AgaLa vadhavAthI evuM lAge che ke mArA ja rAge mane dago dIdhe. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 548 zuM rAga vizvAsaghAta kare che? zuM rAga paNa keIne dago Ape che? zuM rAgathI dage thAya che? hA ghaNIvAra thAya che. tamArI ja vahAlI pani tamane dago Ape che. ahI surendradatta rAjAnuM draSTAMta yAda Ave che ke rAjAnI rANI paraMtu rAgavaza thayelI tenI sAthe ? rAjAnA hAthIne mahAvata kubaDe. tenA rAgamAM raMgAyelI tenI patnI nayanAvalI pitAnA patine pAnAmAM jhera ApIne mArI nAkhe che. keTalI hada sudhIne dago rAgavRttimAM tIvra rAgamAM tamane phasAvIne mIThA mIThA zabdo dvArA lUMTI le che. tamAro ja vizvAsu putra tamane Thage che. tamAre ja vizvAsa pAtra nekara munima, mahetA, mitra vigere zuM tamArAthI vizvAsaghAta kare che? evuM lAge che ke jANe vizvAsa ja vizvAsaghAta karavAnuM sauthI moTuM nimitta che. A vizvAsanA oThA nIce ja lAge ke e lAkhe lokone ThagyA che, banAvyA che. rAganI chAyAmAM ja rAgI ThagAI jAya che. mohanI vAtomAM ja mehI phasAI che. kAraNa ke kapaTa karavAvALa kapaTI mAyAvI vRttine Azraya le che ane A mAyA rAgane prakAra che. te rAganA gharamAM rahe che. AthI tamane chetaranAra tamArA gharamAM evI rIte dhUsaze ke jANe ke tamAro vizvAsa tenAmAM aMkita thaI jAya macAvI kapaTI tamArA gharamAM te zuM paNa tamArA dilamAM paNa tyAM sudhI praveza karI leze ke pAchalA page kamADa vAsIne te tamAruM sarvasva lUMTI leze to paNa tamane tenI khabara nahIM paDe ghaNI vakhata manuSya tIvra rAga ane daDha vizvAsamAM ja ThagAI jAya che, lUMTAI jAya che. zuM tame rAga vinA jIvI ja nathI zakatA? keTalAka ivene evI pratIti hoya che ke ame rAga vinA jIvI ja nathI zakatA ! jevI rIte, jANe mRtyunI zayyA para rahelA kaI dadInA nAkamAMthI je okisajananI naLI kADhI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te saMbhava che ke te tarata ja marI jAya kAraNa ke tenuM jIvana ekisajananI naLI upara ja nirbhara hatuM evI ja rIte saMsArI manuSya rAganA kisajana upara jIvI rahyo che. ene e Dara che ke rAga vinA huM eka kSaNa paNa jIvI zakatuM nathI, pachI te game tene rAga kema na hoya? zuM paisA cAlyA jAya te tame jIvI zake che? patnI na hoya to Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 549 zuM thAya? putra maraNa pAme te zuM thAya? bhayaMkara AmaraNAMta rega thaI jAya te deharAganI zI dazA thAya? mitra-maMDaLa ane sagAvhAlA tamArA duzmana banI jAya to zuM thAya ? AvA aneka viSaya saMbaMdhamAM ApaNe e mAnI lIdhuM che ke rAga vinA jIvana saMbhavita ja nathI. jIvananuM cAlaka baLa rAga ja che. rAgathI ja pravRtti thaI zake che rAga vinA jIvananuM astitva ja TakI zakatuM nathI. rAganA kendra upara ja kaMcana, kuTuMba, kAyA, kAmInI, kIrtinuM vartuLa derI zakAya che. paNa A mAnyatA atyaMta bhUla bharelI che. zuM tamArI sAme ja sAdhu, saMta, tyAgI, bairAgI, nispRhI, niHsvArtha mahAtmAe nathI jIvatA? teonI pAse paisA nathI, patnI nathI, saMtAna nathI kuTuMba-kabIla nathI gharabAra, gADI, vADI kazuM ja nathI. te paNa teo jIve che ke nahIM ? teo game te rIte jIvana pasAra kare che evuM paNa nathI ulaTuM tame jyAre rAganI ciMtAmAM jIvI rahyA che tyAre teo tyAganI ciMtanamAM jIvI rahyA che tyAre teo tyAganA ciMtanamAM AnaMdathI jIvanane mANI rahyA che. saMsArI jIvana pasAra kare che. vyartha rAganI pAchaLa sArthaka evA jIvananuM balidAna de che jyAre saMte jIvI jANe che AtmAnaMdanAM AdazanI pAchaLa jIvanane jhajhumI jANe che ane cidAnaMdanI mastImAM jIvananuM paryavasAna ANe che ane mATe ja tame sau sAdhu saMtonA caraNomAM mUkI jAva cho. keI sAdhu tyAgI tapasvI saMsArInA caraNomAM mUkatA nathI. tame ja saM tenI pAse ArzivAda levA mATe utsuka hoya che. saMtenI amIdaSTinuM pAna karavA mATe Atura ho cho. paNa Aja divasa sudhI evuM jovAmAM AvyuM nathI ke kaI sAdhu, saMsArInI pAse AzirvAda levA gayA hoya! tyAgI. kayAre ya paNa rAtrInI sAme parAjaya kabUla karatuM nathI. tenI chAyAmAM AvI jatuM nathI ane te rogI ja dayApAtra bane che, tyAgI te rAgInI dayanIya sthitine vicAra karIne rAganI asAratAne samaje che, samajAve che. AthI tyAga rAgathI mahAna che. rAga adhama che, pApa che duHkhadAyI che. "TTdho naiva para, rAgAMdha mANasane kAMI paNa dekhAtuM nathI jugArIne jemAM jugAra ja dekhAya che, sonIne jema sarvatra senuM ja dekhAya che kAmIne haMmezA.. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 550 kAma ja dekhAtA hoya che, kamaLA rogavALA dadIne jema satra pILuM ja dekhAya che evIja rIte rAgamAM andha thayelA manuSyane pratyeka kSetra ane pratyeka kALamAM rAga ja dekhAya che. rAganI vyAkhyA ja e che ke koI paNa jaDa-cetana padArthoM pratye mamatvanI buddhi (vRtti) nI je Asakti che te ja rAga che kharekhara rAga badhanakartA che. rAga avivekI che. rAgAsakta na karavA yAgya paNa karI bese che. madyapAnanI jema te rAgI unmAdrI banIne gumasAna ane che. rAganA nazAnI aMdara kheMcA celeA rahe che. jyAre rAganI IcchA purI na thAya tyAre saMghaSa thAya che. ane pariNAme keTalIya vAra rAganu dveSamAM pavasAna thAya che, rAganuM dveSamAM rUpAMtara :-- chevaTe dveSa Avye kayAMthI ? keTalIka vAra rAgamAMthI rUpAMtarita thaIne dveSa AvatA dekhAya che dveSane svataMtra paga nathI hAtA, te rAganA khabhA upara besIne Ave che ghaNI vakhata rAga ja dveSamAM badalAtA jovAmAM Ave che, eka yuvakane eka yuvati upara prema hatA, te tenI pAchaLa pAgala hatA tenI pAchaLa sarvasva gumAvI beThA hatA ane acAnaka te yuvatie khIjAnI joDe lagna karI lIdhA. have zuM thaze ? pariNAma e AvyuM ke te yuvAna te yutine duzmananI jema dveSaSTithI jovA lAgyA ! yuvAnanI AMkhAmAM dveSa taravaratA hatA ane saMbhava che ke kaI aceAgya kArya paNa te karI bese ane sasAramAM AvuM ja ApaNe joIe chIe. vaDodarAmAM koi eka rUpasuMdarI srInI meDhA upara koie tejAma nAkhI dIdheA, bicArInI AMkhA cAlI gaI. te AMdhaLI banI gaI. tenA mAMnI cAmaDI baLI gaI ane tamAma rUpa, sauMdaryAM, lAvaNya nAza pAmI gayuM. have te khIcArInI jI MdagI kevI pAyamAla thaI gaI ? mAtA-pitAnA mRtyu pachI pitAnI milakata pAchaLa badhAbhAi milkatanI prApti mATe laDe che, jhaghaDe che badhAmAM leAbha rahelA che. badhAM ja tIvra rAga mAha-mamavathI bharelAM che. pariNAma e Avaze ke jenI pAse miktanI cAvI che te vadhAre levA Icchaze, tene pacAvI pADavAnuM mana thaze ane te kadAca cArI paNa karaze, arthAt khIjA bhAI AnI sAthe duzmanAvaTa UbhI thaze pariNAma e Avaze ke bhAIcArAne badale pratyekanI AMkheAmAM dveSanI vRtti DIkIcAM karatI dekhAze ane kadAca gALAgALIthI vadhIne mArAmArI paNa thai jAya ane khUna karavA Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 551 sudhI paNa jIva pahoMcI zake che. ke'mAM jaIne vinAzanA mAge AgekUca kare che. koI paNa vastune rAga keTalIya vAra dveSamAM pariName che, ane sasAramAM rAganA bIjo kinArA dveSa banatA jovAmAM Ave che. eTale sa'sArasamudranA rAga-dveSa rUpI be kAMThA taiyAra thAya che. mAnasarovaranA nirmaLa, madhura, pavitra pANImAMthI gaMgA nIkaLI, paraMtu gaMgAnA te srota vahIne khArA samudramAM bhaLI gaye. ga gAe peAtAnA astitvanuM samudramAM vileApana karyuM ane tyAM jatAM gaMgAnuM madhura, pANI khAruM anI gayuM. A ja rIte rAganI kahevAtI madhuratAthI zarU thayelI jIvanayAtrA paNa ghaNIvAra aMte te dveSanA khArA pANImAM maLe che. rAganu dveSamAM rUpAMtara ghaNIvAra jovA maLe che, paraMtu dveSa rAgamAM pariNAma pAme evuM tA kayAreka ja jovA maLe che. rAgadveSanI para parAnA saMsAra -- chevaTe, eka vAta tA nizcita che ke sa'sAra rAga-dveSathI ja ane che ane rAgadveSathI cAle che ane tenA dvaMdvathI ja te Take che ane te rAga-dveSathI ja khagaDe paNa che. A rIte sauMsAranI cAre bAju jovAmAM Ave te mAtra eka rAga-dveSa ja najare caDe che. are, kAInA paNa saMsAra jue, bhalabhalAnA sasAramAM daSTipAta karIe te temanA saMsAra vRkSanA mULamAM rAga-dveSanI mAtrA avazya hoya che. zrI neminAtha bhagavAna ane rAjulanI vacce nava bhavane rAga hatA. nava nava bhavanI prItanA snehuba dhanathI tee ekabIjAthI joDAyelA hatA. nave bhavamAM nAmakumAra pati banyA che ane rAjula temanI patnI banI che. svaga mAM gayA tA paNa tyAM deva-devInA svarUpamAM sAthe rahe che. aMtima bhavamAM zrI neminAtha bhagavAne peAtAnA jJAnathI badhI pUrvajanmanI vAtane pragaTa karatA uparAkata vAta kahI hatI. nava janmanA rAganA A sasAra hatA. e pramANe pRthvIca dra-guNasAgaranA 21 janmane rAganA saMsAra cAlye!, dveSanA nahIM. kayAreka zarUAtamAM evu lAgyuM! paraMtu pachInA aneka janmamAM teo pati-patnI manyA, sagAbhAI banyA, ane khIjA paNa saMba"dha rahyA. paratu rAganI ja satra pradhAnatA hatI. A rIte rAganA anumA janmAjanma cAle che. e ja pramANe dveSanI para`parA paNa cAlatI jovA maLe che kamaTe ane marUbhUtinI 10 bhava sudhI dveSanI paraMparA cAlI. vairanu niyANu Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 552 karIne sa'sAramAM pratyeka bhavamAM kamaTha peAtAnA ja nAnA bhAI marubhUtine mArate rahyo. paraMtu aMte marubhUti dasamA janmamAM pArzvanAtha tItha kara banIne mekSamAM gayA ane tyAM A vairanI paraparAnA anta AvyuM. e ja pramANe bIjI vairanI paraparA agnizamAM ane gusenanI nava nava bhava sudhI cAlI. pratyeka janmamAM agnizarmAnA jIva guNusenane varSa karatA rahyo te zuM pariNAma AvI zake? dveSa niyANAnA A saMsAra ha. A teA tIrthaMkarAnA jIvananI vAta thaI tee mAkSagAmI hatA chatAM tenI bhavaparaparA jo AvI cAle te Aje ApaNI te zuM dazA thaze? zuM Aje kAI eka paNa jIva evA jovA maLe ke jenA jIvanamAM rAga ane dveSanA leza paNa na hoya ? samudranuM pANI hAya ane khArUM' na heAya evuM banI zake kharU? evI ja rIte saMsAramAM saMsArI jIvane rAga-dveSa na heAya evu kaI rIte banI zake? rAgathI paNa nukazAna thAya che * dveSathI bhayaMkara nukazAna thAya che e teA pratyakSa anubhavanI vAta che. paNa rAgathI nukazAna thAya che e vAta mAnavA mATe ghaNA taiyAra nathI. jo rAgathI sasArane ratha saDasaDATa cAlatA hoya te te leAkeAne priya bane che. leAkeA temAM Asakta bane che, ane e ja emanu lakSya ane che. paNa A gabhIra bhUla che, rAgI prazna kare che ke amAre pati-patnIne! samadha kayAreya kaSAyathI praduSita nathI thayeA, jhaghaDAnu nAma mAtra paNa ame sAMbhaLyuM nathI teA pachI te sukhada saMsArane manehara zA mATe na mAnavA ? emAM khATuM zuM che? paN ahIM jJAnInA divya cakSuthI avalAkana karavAnI jarUra che, cAkkasa tame tamArA gadheDAnI apekSAe gheADAne sArI kaheA che. athavA sApanI apekSAe uMdarane sArA kaheA che. ? paraMtu zu gheADA ke uMdara nukazAna nathI karatA? jevI rIte gadheDo lAta mAre che, tevI ja rIte gheADe paNa lAta mAre che. gheADA paNa potAnI pITha uparathI kayAreka savArane pADI paNa nAkhe che! ane tyAre vAge paN che hADakAM khAkharA thaI jatAM hAya che. dveSa sApanAM jevA che. sIdhA ja DaMkhe che, ane tenA viSanI asarathI mANasa marI paNa jAya che. paraMtu u Mdara DaMkha nathI dete. enAmAM jhera paNa nathI. niviSa dara tame uMghatA hai tyAre phUMka mArIne tamArA paganI cAmaDI kApI le che tamane khabara paNa na paDe, paraMtu dhIre dhIre Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ papa3 jheranI asara lAMbA kALa pachI thatI hoya che. paNa jyAre uMdara karaDato phAya che. tyAre paNa ghaNuM mIThuM lAge che. jevI rIte khujalInuM darda thayuM hoya ane khaMjavALa karavAmAM Ave te te game che, tevI rIte rAga lokene ghaNe game che, ISTa lAge che. paraMtu dveSa te kaDave jhera je lAge che. paraMtu ghaNuM jhera svAdamAM madhura hoya che ane yamarAjAne 'ghara pahoMcADatA vAra paNa karatAM nathI. jaMgalamAM vipAkanuM phaLa jevA maLe che. tevAmAM atyaMta lAla, radara nayanaramya hoya che ane khAvAmAM paNa svAdiSTa hoya che. paraMtu jherI hoya che. te khAtAM ja manuSya mRtyunA zaraNe pahoMcI jAya che. sagapaNa kiMpAkanA phaLa je che rAganuM svarUpa ramaNIya hoya che. ene upaga AhalAdajanaka hoya che paraMtu enI jherI asarathI bhava paraMparA vadhatI hoya che. enAthI saMsAra lIlAchama rahe che. AthI ja rAgae Slow Cold Poision che. na have vidhAyaka dRSTithI AtmAnuM svarUpa vicArIne pachI rAganA phaLane vicAra kare. AtmAnuM svarUpa kevuM che? anaMta jJAna darzana cAritradi svarUpavAna AtmAne rAganI jarUriyAta ja kayAM che? AthI AtmAe te pitA ne zuddha svarUpamAM lIna rahevuM joIe. AmAe svanI sAdhanAmAM svarUpa ramatAmAM sthira rahevuM joIe. paraMtu AmAM rAgabhAvamAM AvIne mahadazAne vaza thaIne pitAnuM kartavya bhUlo jAya che. ane bAhya mUDha padArtho pratye mUDha bane che ane potAnAthI bhinna evI sajAtIya vyaktio ane vijAtIya padArtho pratye rAgane AdhInapaNe Azakita rAkhIne pitAne janma bagADe che. jo tame AdhyAtmika daSTikoNathI Atma svarUpanA dRSTikoNathI rAgane jeze. te AtmAne rAga e pitAne khataranAka zatru jarUrathI lAgaze. bhayaMkara nukazAna prada sAbita thaze ane jo tame saMsArano dRSTikoNathI rAgane tapAsaze te te sa ra lAgaze ane A ja kAraNathI bhalabhalA sAdhake. paNa 2gane oLakhI zakatA nathI. tIva rAgavaza devabhava paNa bagaDe che. - cAre gatimAM svarga gatie uttama che. devagatimAM paNa vaimAnika kapa panna ane kapAtIta devaloka anukrame vadhAre sukhI ane zreSTha manAya che. kapAnna devalokamAM 12 devaloka che ane tenI upara kalpAtIta devalokanA 14 devaloka atyaMta UMcI kakSAnA che. jo ke devaka e uttama gati che. paraMtu kapapapanna devakanA bAra vibhAgamAM rAga-- Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 554 -anurAganI vRtti paDelI che. te hajI samApta thaI nathI. temAM paNa be devaloka sudhI te devIo utpanna thAya che. tyAM paNa manuSya gatinI jema kAma bhega dehasaMbaMdha vagere badhuM ja che. tyArabAda tenI uparanA devalokamAM devIo utpanna thatI nathI paraMtu devI upara jarUra jAya che. manehara, varNa, gaMdha rasa, sparza, zabdanA rAgathI tathA nRtyagAna AliMganathI devatAonAM manamAM anurAgautpanna karAvatI mane raMjana karAve che. AthI kAma rAga che. viSaya rAga che. ka95nanA bAra devalAka sudhI A rAba anurAga pedA kare che. basa tyAra pachI uttarottara kalpAtIta devalokamAM kAma rAga ke viSayarAgane saMcAra mAtra paNa nathI. AvA vaimAnika kalpapapanna devalokanA devatAo paNa keTalIyavAra tIvra rAgavaza athavA kAmarAgamAM AdhIna thaIne jIvanuM tyAMthI patana karAve che. bIjA nI vAta bAju para mUkIne bhagavAna RSabhadevanA pUrva janmanI vAta karIe! zrI bASabhadeva prabhunA 13 bhava thayA che. jyAre teo tIrthakara thayA na hatA evA pUrva janmomAM te temane paNa rAga-dveSanI mAtrA hatI ane tenAthI temanuM patana paNa thayela. bhagavAna zrI rASabhadeva pitAnA pAMcamA bhavamAM bIjA IzAna devalokanA deva tarIke utpanna thayA hatA. emanuM nAma lalitAMga deva hatu. apAra maibhava-ezvaryathI paripUrNa devajanmanAM sukha bhogavatAM temane kALa pasAra thatuM hatuM. eTalAmAM atyaMta rUpa-lAvaNya-sauMdaryavatI svayaMprabhA nAmanI devI joDe temane saMbaMdha thaze, lalitAMgadeva e svayaMprabhA devInI joDe atyaMta mehita thayo. tenAthI tene ghaNo saMtoSa hato. atyaMta tIvra anurAganA kAraNe lalitAMga deva eTale badhe Asakta thayela ke svayaM prabhA sivAya saMpUrNa duniyAne te bhUlI gayo. tenA jIvananuM madhyavatI kendrasthAna svayaM prabhAe meLavyuM hatuM. kAmarAganI keTalI prabaLatA che !!! kALakrame evuM thayuM ke badAmanI baraphImAM kAMkarAnI jema tenA sukhamAM avarodha AvyuM. devI svayaMprabhAnuM AyuSya pUrNa thatAM teNe pitAnI jIvanalIlA saMkelI lIdhI ane e devalokamAMthI mArIne mRbhulokanA ghAtakI khaMDamAM pUrva videha kSetranA naMdi nAmanA gAmamAM daridra nAgila nA gharamAM enI patnI nAgazrInI 6 putrIonI upara sAtamI putrI rUpe janmI tyAM tenuM nAma nirnAmikA rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. A bAju sukhanA prAraMbhakALe acAnaka svayaMprabhA devInA mRtyuthI Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ papapa lalitAgadevane AghAta lAge ane te gAMDA jevuM banI gayuM. kAmarAganI.. tIvratAe evI vicitra sthitinuM sarjana karyuM ke samasta IzAna. devalokamAM unmatanI jema he priyA! he priyA ! bolate bhaTakavA lAgyA. mUcchita thaIne paDI gaye. vAraMvAra vilApa karavA lAgyA. basa, have kaIpaNa kAryamAM tenuM mana ja lAgatuM nathI, basa eka ja svayaMprabhA devIne yAda karIne vilApa karato te bhaTakate rahyo. tene teNInA sivAya bIjuM kAMI paNa dekhAtuM na hatuM. mehanI rAgadazA eTalI prabaLa hoya che ke eka devane paNa unmatta banAvI de che! eTalAmAM pUrvajanmane pitAnA avayaM buddha maMtrI paNa cAritranI sAdhanA karI mRtyu pAmIne tyAM ja bIjA devalokamAM dudharmA nAmane deva baLe. te acAnaka lalitAMga devane maLe ane avadhijJAna vaDe pUrvabhavanA pitAnA rAjAne oLakhI lIdhA ane nehavaza temane samajAvavA lAgyA ke, are bhAI! tuM A zuM kare che? A asthira kema banI gayo che? tuM zAMtIthI saMgene svIkAra kara saMcogone sAmane karavAthI AdhyAna thAya che ane saMyogane zAMta svIkAra karavAthI AtmAnI samatA banI rahe che. tuM dhIrajadhara, badhuM sArUM thaze. A pramANe sAMtvana ApIne avadhijJAnano upayoga mUkavA kahyuM. te tema karatAM jaNAyuM ke svayaM prabhA devIne jIve te nAgila daridranI sAtamI kanyArUpe janma lIdho che. te bicArI atyanta duHkhI che. A joIne lalitAMgane paNa atyaMta duHkha thayuM. baMnee maLIne upAya vicAryo. lalitAMga deva nIce pRthvI upara nirnAmikA pAse Avye, pitAnuM rUpa-saudaya ane azvaya batADIne pUrvajanmanI yAda karAvatA kahyuM he mArI vahAlI ! tArA virahAnalathI huM baLI rahyo chuM. AthI tuM jaladI pharI devI banIne devalekamAM AvI jA niyANuM karIne tuM svargamAM Ava. A bAju ninAmikA yugadhara kevalI prabhu pAse potAnI jIMdagInuM duHkha vyakta karIne temanA AlaMbanathI anazananI tapazcaryA karatI hatI teTalAmAM AvIne lalitAMga deve uparokta vAta karI chevaTe mehavaza rAganuM niyANuM karIne tyAMthI marIne te bIjA devalokamAM pharI svayaMprabhAnA sthAne devI banI ane tyAre jANe zabamAM saMjIvanInI jema lalitAMga devamAM prANene saMcAra thaye, pharI tIna rAgavaza svayaMprabhA devInI Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 556 sAthe AsaktipUrvaka kAma kIDAmAM mazagula banI gayA samaya te akhalita gatie pasAra thaI rahyo che. eTalAmAM lalitAMga devanuM AyuSya pUrNa thayuM. jinezvara bhagavaMtanA kalyANakenI bhakti vigere karIne lalitAMga deva tyAMthI cyavI, jabUdvIpanI puSkalAvatI vijayamAM suvarNajadha rAjAne ghare vAjaMga rAjaputra rUpe utpanna thayo. A te rAganA saMbaMdhamAM kaSabhadeva bhagavAnanA pAMcamA bhavanI vAta thaI. A rAge devabhavamAM paNa keTaluM nukazAna karyuM che ? kaI dazA karI che? tyAM sudhI ke devagatinA devatAe tIvra meha vaza tyAMthI mArIne eke kriya jAtimAM hIrA, motI, sonA, cAMdI rUpe utpanna thAya che. tiryaMcagatimAM ekedriyamAM janma le che. vicAre ke paMceMdriyamAMthI sIdhA ekedriyamAM janma keTaluM nIce utaravuM paDyuM. temAM mAtra rAga ja kAraNa che. pratikSaNe asaMkhya devo eve che ane bahulatAe pRthvI kAya, apakAya ane vanaspatikAyamAM janma le che. AnuM kAraNa e che ke tyAM temanI Asakti hatI. devalokanI vAvaDIomAM, ratnAnI vastumAM ane bagIcAmAM Asakti hovAthI, jyAM Asakti tyAM utpattie nyAyathI emane tyAM utpanna thavuM paDe che. have Asakti paNa prIti vinA thatI nathI. prItinI gADhatama avasthA eja Asakti che. prItimAM te vastu game che ane AsaktimAM te vastu vagara cAlatuM nathI. dA. ta. ghaNAne cA game che. ane ghaNAne cA sivAya cAle ja nahI, have A prIti paNa paricayathI prApta thAya che. eTale jene paricaya tenI prIti, jenI prIti tenI Asakti ane jyAM Asakti tyAM utpatti devatAoe divya bhegane paricaya karyo. prIti Asakti thatAM tyAM utpatti thAya che ane sIdhAekendriyamAM utpana thAya che. have A siddhAMtanuM uvIkaraNa karavAmAM Ave to prabhune paricaya sau prathama karavo paDe prabhunA vAstavika paricaya pachI prIti ane Asakti avazya thAya che ane ApaNe svayaM prabhutAne pAmIe chIe. dhanarAgavaza ekedriyamAM janma aneka labdhinA nidhAna gurU gautama svAmIe ekavAra zrI zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIrane prazna pUchaye, he kRpALu ! kayA kAraNathI jIva paMce. driya hovA chatAM marIne sIdhA patana pAmI ekedriyamAM janma le che? Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ papa7 Ane pratyuttara pharamAvatAM karUNAsAgara zrI mahAvIra prabhue kahyuM he gautama! nA meLo ti, annA , mahAmAM ! tayA egi die jammA, samma jANAhi goyamA // he gautama! jene atyanta tIvra mehane udaya varte che. jenI rAgadazA atyanta tIvra hoya che ane jenuM ajJAna mahAbhayaMkara kakSAmAM pahoMcI gayuM che. evI sthitimAM bAjI bagaDI jAya che ane jIva ekedriya gatimAM pahoMcI jAya che. tIvra mehano udaya ane ajJAna A baMne ja AtmAnA mahAzatru che. AtmAnI durdazA ane durgati karavAvALA bhayaMkara zatru che. | mahIsAranagaranA mohanadAsa zeTha atyata dhanADhya hovA chatAM paNa mahA kaMjUsa hatA. emane putra pitAthI bilakula viparIta guNavALo arthAta ghaNuM ja udAra hatA. te dAna ApavA lAgyA tyAre pitAe tene 2. putre pitAne samajAvyA. he pitAjI ! mRtyu thaze tyAre kaMI ja sAthe AvavAnuM nathI. ATalI dhanasaMpattinI mRtyu pachI zuM sthiti thaze? dAna-puNyathI paropakAra kare ja zreyakara che. paraMtu pitAjInuM mana na badalAyuM-temanA vicAromAM kaMI ja pheraphAra na tha. dhana pratyene rAga-Asakti ochI hoya te ja tyAga thaI zake che, dAna karI zakAya che. chevaTe tIvra meha ane atyaMta 2Agavaza pitA mehanadAsa dhanarAga ane patnI rAgavaza mAruM mAruM karIne marIne ekedriyamAM pRthvI kAyamAM senAnI dhAtumAM utpanna thayA ane pRthvIkAyamAMthI marIne apakAya, agnikAya, vAyukAya, vanaspatikAya vageremAM aneka janma karaze. ghaNI muzkelIthI jayAMthI nIkaLIne 84nA cakkaramAM paribhramaNa karatAM manuSya gatimAM AvyA ane tyAM mAtra eka bhava manuSyane karIne pharI ekendriyamAM cAlyA gayA. have keTalA janma karIne pAchA manuSya bhavamAM Avaze. e to jJAnI mahAtmA ja jANI zake. A rIte anaMta janma-maraNane saMsAra cAlatuM rahe che. tIvra dhanarAgathI tiryaMcane bhava bhUtakALanI vAta che. nAgapura nagaranA zeTha dhanadatta potAnA putra dhanadevanI sAthe maLIne vepAra mATe bIjA deza javA mATe nIkaLyA. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 558 rastAmAM jaMgalamAM eka vaDanA vRkSa para sUI gayA. putra rAtrimAM laghu zaMkAne mATe UThIne dUra jaIne beThe. tyAM teNe sapheda AkaDAnuM nAnuM vRkSa joyuM. ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLavAmAM Avela hovAthI tene lAgyuM ke sapheda AMkaDAnA vRkSanI nIce te dhana hoya che. A vicArathI te putra vRkSanI pAse khodakAma karyuM, nIcethI senAne carU nIkaLe. have putra vicAre che ke je A carU pitA joI jaze te laI leze. eTale kayAreka gya samaya upara tene laI laIza. evuM vicArIne pharIthI retI ane dhULathI te carU DhAMkI dIdhuM ane gupacupa AvIne sUI gaye. kalAka pachI pitA jAgyA, te paNa tyAM AvyA ane temaNe paNa senAne carU je mana lalacAI gayuM. te paNa putrathI chupAvavA mAMgate hate ethI temaNe. tyAMthI te carUne kADhIne bIjI jagyAe saMtADI dIdho ane vicAryuM ke cogya samaya para laI laIza. savAre putra UThIne dhana levA gaye. tyAM na levAthI zaMkAthI pitAne pUchayuM. pitA bahAnuM batAvatA hatA. tethI putre jorathI ThaMDo pitAnA mastaka para mAryo ane eka kSaNamAM pitAnuM prANapaMkheruM UDI gayuM. dhanathI bhavaza pitAno jIva marIne jyAM dhana dATayuM hatuM te jagyAmAM sApa maLe. keTalAka dIvasa pachI dhana levA AvelA putre sApane joIne tenA upara prahAra karIne sApane paNa mArI nAkhe. sApa marIne nALIye thaze ane te ja jagyAe rahyo. bIjIvAra dhanadeve noLIyAne paNa mArI nAMkhe. neLIye marIne tyAM samaDI nAme pakSI bace. A rIte mAtra dhananA mehavaza kevI bhayaMkara paraMparA cAlI ? chevaTe municaMdrasUrI jevA jJAnI gItAtha mahAmA maLyA. temanA pratibadhathI jAgRta thaIne badhuM dAna karIne dIkSA laIne Atma kalyANa sAdhyuM. rAga paNa keTale prabaLa hoya che? tiSThedvAyu vedagnicalejjalamapi kvacit / . tathApi prasto rAgAdyairnApto bhavitumarhati // rAga keTalA prabaLa daDha hoya che? AnA viSayamAM kahe che ke je vAya sthira paNa thaI jAya, agni pravAhInA rUpamAM pANI paNa banI jAya ane pANI baLavA paNa lAgI jAya. A azakaya paNa zakaya Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ papa9 banI zake che. paraMtu rogagrasta manuSya kayAreya paNa Apta nathI banI zakato. pUrvakALanA mahApurUSo para thaDo draSTipAta karIe to keTalAka daSTiAnate AMkhanI sAme taratA dekhAya che. | | raghulibhadra svAmI jevA mahApurUSa bAra bAra varSa sudhI kezA vezyAnA raMga-rAgamAM kevA mugdha thaIne paDayA rahyA? jema mAnIe ke rAgane kIDA banI gayA hatA. paNa eka kSaNamAM rAgane tyAga karIne nIkaLI gayA ane dIkSA laIne-cAritra-aMgIkAra karIne te rAgane chatavAne mATe kozA vezyAnA gharamAM ja cAturmAsa karavA AvyA. have te muni sthalibhadra kAma vijetA banIne AvyA hatA. kezAe hajAra prayatna karyA chatAM paNa temane na lebhAvI-lalacAvI zakI. aMte munine jaya thaye, mahAna kAmavijetA banyA. jenuM nAma 84 vIzI sudhI amara raheze. ] naMdiSeNa jevA tyAgI-tapasvI muni paNa vezyAne tyAM paDI gayAM. dharmalAbhanA sthAne arthalAbha ApIne eka ghAsanA taNakhalAmAMthI 12aa kareDa suvarNa mudrAnI vRSTi karAvavALA labdhidhArI muni paNa vezyAnA rAgamAM phasAyA. hAya! rAga keTale prabaLa hoya che? cAritrathI patita thayelA evA paNa muni pitAnI adbhUta upadezanI labdhiIthI dararoja dasa jaNane saMsAra samudrathI tAratA hatA. dararoja dasane pratibodha pamADIne vIra prabhunI pAse cAritrane mATe mokalatA hatA. aMte vezyAnA eka ja vAkayathI teo svayaM jAgRta thaI gayA ane tyAMthI nIkaLI gayA. jAgRta AtmAne keNu pADI zake che? temaNe paNa Atma kalyANa sAdhI lIdhuM. || aSADhAbhUti muni lADavAnA lebhamAM paDI gayA ane bAra varSa raMga-rAgamAM vItAvyA. Akhare eka divasa AtmA jAgRta thaI gaye. ane bharata cakravatInuM nATaka karatAM nakalI nATakane sAca-asalI nATakanA rUpamAM rUpAntara karIne svayaM kevalajJAna pAmI gayA. araNika muni yuvAnImAM patita thayA, paraMtu kapAta karatI mAtA sAthvInI dayAjanaka avasthAe tenuM mana pigaLAvI dIdhuM ane muni pharIthI saMyamanA mArgamAM sthira thaI gayA. prAyazcita karIne Atma zuddhi karI lIdhI. 3 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 560 . 1 Adra dezanA pATavI kuMvara Adra kumAra dIkSA lIdhI. paraMtu kAcA sUtara jevA netAtaMtue temane bAMdhI dIdhA. dveSanI apekSAe rAga vaghAre patananuM kAraNa bane che. chatAM paNa jIvanane saMbhALI lIdhuM. | [] megha munie rAtrinA samaye ArtadhyAna karyuM ane savAre dIkSA choDavAnA vicArathI e vagere veza prabhujIne arpaNa karavA AvyA hatAM. eTalAmAM prabhujIe medhane pUrvabhavanI kathA saMbhaLAvI ane pitAne ja hAthIne pUrvabhava sAMbhaLIne vairAgya vAsita manathI jAti smaraNa jJAna prApta thayuM. badhuM ja najara samakSa dekhAvA lAgyuM ane cAritramAM sthira thaI gayA ane potAnuM AtmakalyANa karyuM. AvA kaMIka daSTAMte che jeoe rAganA kAraNe patana thatA jIvanane saMbhALI lIdhuM ane sAdhanA karIne jIvana saphaLa banAvyuM. rAga kara ja hoya te prazasta rAga karo - saMsArano badhe rAga aprazasta che. je kamabaMdha karAve che, saMsAra vadhAre che, bhavanI paraMparA vadhAre che. te aprazasta rAga che. putrarAga, deharAga, dhanarAga, kAmarAga vagere aprazasta rAga che. aprazasta rAganI pAchaLa kaSAyanI mAtrA paNa chUpAyelI rahe che. jyAre prazasta rAga te. prazaMsanIya sAro hoya che. bhava saMsArane vadhAratuM nathI. AthI upAdhyA- . yajI mahArAja sajajhAyamAM spaSTa kahe che ke-" ja jaro re nara zuM re, ravi vAya to te muni ?"...are bhAI! koI . keInI sAthe rAga na karaze paraMtu je rAga karyA vinA na ja rahI zakAya te muni-saMta-sAdhune rAga karajo. tenI sAthe prItithI joDAjo. jenAthI tamArA manane paNa zAMti maLaze, IcchA pUrI thaze ane citta prasanna thaze. AthI kahyuM che ke deva-gurU-dharmane rAga kare e prazastarAga che. arihatesu a rAgo, rAgo sAhusu babhayArIsu / esa pasattho rAgoM, ajja sarAgANa sAhuNa // jagatanA mahAna tyAgI, vItarAgI-vairAgI arihaMta paramAtmA pratye je rAga rAkhIe karIe, brahmacArI sAdhu saMtanI sAthe rAga rAkhave te prazasta rAga che. jema ke gautamasvAmIne bhagavAna mahAvIra upara rAga hate. keTale rAga hase ? trIsa varSa sudhI prabhu mahAvIra sAthe rahyA ane aMte jayAre devazarmA brAhmaNane pratibaMdha karavA javuM paDayuM Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 261 ane vahelI savAre jyAre pAchA pharI rahyA hatA tyAre pAchA pharatA rastAmAM temane mahAvIra prabhunA nivANanA samAcAra maLyA tyAre gautama svAmInA vIra prabhu pratyene atyaMta roganA kAraNe teo raDavA lAgyA. mananI divAlone teDIne rAga ekAeka pragaTa thaye ane bALaka jevI rIte mAtAnA viyegamAM raDe tevI rIte gautamasvAmI vilApa karavA lAgyA ane emano bhaktirAga AMsu banIne anarAdhAra vahevA lAgyuM raDatAM raDatAM he vIra, he vIra. A zuM karyuM? mane ahIM ekalA choDIne zA mATe cAlyA gayA ? ItyAdi vilApanA zabdo bolatAM ja zabdone bhedIne camakAranuM sarjana thayuM "vI mAMthI "vIta' ane "2' mAMthI "rAga" zabda nIkaLatAM.. vIra vIra ja na hatA paNa vIra . vItarAga hatA. basa A vItarAga zabdanI bhAvasparzanA thatAM abhede- pAsanA dvArA gautama paNa rAganA gurUtvAkarSaNamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA, rAgane tyAga karI dIdhuM ane potAnI jAta upara aphasesa karavA lAgyA ke are re... meM A zuM vicAryuM ? ane bAjI AkhI palTI gaI pite kSapakazreNI upara caDayA, zukaladhyAnanI dhArAmAM lekAleka prakAzaka kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI. ahIM prazasta rAga hatuM ane te paNa parAkASThAne, mATe ja kevaLajJAnamAM te sahAyaka bane parivartana thavAmAM vAra na lAgI nahI to ATalA tIvra rAgamAMthI mukta banatA ghaNe samaya pasAra thaI jAta. * | mAtA marUdevIne rASabha putra pratye keTale tIvra rAga hato? je ke putra RSaNe dIkSA kayAre lIdhI? vRddhAvasthAmAM lIdhI. 83 lAkha - pUrva varSa saMsAramAM vItyA pachI mAtra 1 lAkha pUrva varSa AyuSyanA ! bAkI rahyA tyAre dIkSA lIdhI. arthAt 100 putranA pitA vRddha hatA ke , nahIM ? chatAM paNa marUdevI mAtAne keTalo tIvra rAga hato ke raDo-raDIne - AMkhe paNa I beThA hatA..... ane tIvra IcchAthI pautra bharatane "kahyuM- beTA! mane rASabhanI pAse laI te jA. bharatajI hAthInI aMbADI - upara besADIne darzanArthe laI jaI rahyA hatA eTalAmAM apUrva vininAM daivI vAjAo sAMbhaLIne marUdevI mAtAe bharatane pUchayuM- he bhasta! AvAM vAjA te kayAreya nathI sAMbhaLyA ane A vAjAo kayAM vAgI rahyA che?, bharate kahyuM - mAtAjI! tame jemanA viyegamAM rAgavaza raDI rahyA hatA tenA vAjAM ahIM vAgI rahyA che. pitAjIne kevaLajJAna thayuM Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ane e kevalajJAna mahotsavamAM padhArelA devatAonAM vAjA che... basa! A sAMbhaLIne mAtAjI paNa pazcAtApanI dhArAmAM caDI gayA. anitya-ekatavAdi bhAvanAnI dhArAmAM potAnA rAgane pazcAtApa karatAM zukaladhyAnanI dhArAmAM caDI gayA ane kevalajJAna prApta karyuM. be ghaDImAM ja AyuSya pUrNa thatAM ja mekSamAM paNa pahoMcI gayA. Akhare rAgane tyAga ja lAbhadAyI che. rAgane pApasthAnaka zA mATe gaNavAmAM AvyuM ? ATaluM varNana karyA pachI tame have sArI rIte samajI gayA haze ke rAgane pApa zA mATe kahyuM che? tame ja kaheze ke rAga vagara te saMsAra cAlI ja nathI zakate to zuM ame putra, patnI upara rAga na rAkhIe? te zuM TheSa rAkhIe? nA... nA... rAga na rAkhavAne atha e nathI thatuM ke cheSa rAkhave AvuM keNe kahyuM ke dveSa rAkhe? paraMtu tIvra Asakti paNa na rAkhIe jenAthI te daDha rAga athavA tIvra rAga pitAne ja janma bagADe, potAnI gati bagADe. tamAre marIne tamArA ja putranA putra banavAne divasa na Ave potAnA ja gharamAM kutarA banIne rahevAno divasa na Ave. A yAna rAkhavuM ja joIe. rAga paNa bIjA pApanI jema kamabaMdha karAve che. AtmaguNenuM bhAna bhUlAvIne vibhAvadazAmAM laI jAya che, aneka pApa karAvavAnuM A mULa kAraNa paNa che. panInA premavaza tamAre ghaNuM badhuM karavuM paDatuM hoya che. putra mehavaza keTalIkavAra tamAre na karavA gya paNa karavuM paDatuM hoya che. aneka ja deharAgavaza ghaNA pApa kare che. badhAM rAgamAM deharAga sauthI vadhAre bhayaMkara che ane temAM paNa tamane tamArAja deharAgathI kayAM saMtoSa che? tamane te bIjAnA dehane paNa ghaNA vadhAre rAga che. tene paNa upayoga rAgavaza ja thAya che dhananA rAge zuM karyuM? tamArI zuM dazA karI che? keTaluM pApa karAvyuM che? A badhuM vicAravA jaIe te ema lAge ke rAga vagara te kaI pA5 thatuM ja nathI. rAga badhA pApanuM mULa jaDa che ane te paNa badhAne potapotAnI AsaktinI mAtrA para AdhArita che. AthI je AtmAnuM ahita kare che. jIvanI gati bagADe che, aneka pApa karAve che te avazya pApasthAna che. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 523 rAga karI upara adhika rAga che. A praznanA javAkha zu tame saMsAramAM jue cAlatu ja hAya rAmanA tyAga karI ane tyAganA kayAreka e paNa vicArI ke tamane bIjA athavA khIjAne tamArA upara adhika rAga che ? che? khIjAne mArA upara keTaleA rAga che ? e te ja che. tamArI gerahAjarImAM paNa madhAtu madhu kAma che. tamArI hAjarImAM paNa badhAM badhuM karatAM ja hoya che. khAya che, pIe che, AnaMda kare che evuM teA che ja nahI ke tamArA vagara saMsAra cAlI nathI zakto, madhuM ja cAle che, chatAM paNa tame evu mAnI lIdhu che. rAgavaza tamane tamArI mAnyatA evI thaI gaI che ke mAza vagara sa`sAra cAlavAne ja nathI, tethI tamane bIjA upara rAga vadhAre che. A puN zakaya tA che ke tamane bhrama hAi zake a Mte temAM vizvAsaghAta hoya che. AthI rAganA tyAga karavA ja paDaze ane rAganA tyAga karavA mATe prathama tA tyAga ( tyAgadha ) ne rAga jAgRta karavA paDaze. AthI tamAre tyAgI-tapasvIonA rAga tA karavA ja paDaze ane tenA rAga thaze tyAre tyAganA rAga jAgaze tyAgadhama keTalA UMcA che ? emAM kevI majA che? e tyAre anubhavamAM Avaze tyAga AtmakalyANakAraka che. jyAre rAga ghAtaka ane adhanakartA che. vItarAgane rAga kareA vorAgI (bairAgI) nA rAga karA-- ekAeka sathA te rAga chUTavAnA nathI. AthI pahelethI ja cADA-thADA AchA karatA jaIe. have eche kaI rIte thaze ? ema vicAra karIne mAthe hAtha daI ne ciMtA karatA rahezeA te pazu kaMI nahI thAya tenI prakriyA ghaNI saraLa sIdhI- sAdI ane sahelI che tame dhama tarapha rAga vadhAratA jAe svAbhAvika che ke dhIre-dhIre saMsAra taraphanA rAga ghaTate jaze ane UlaTuM karIe te! jo tame dhanA rAga ghaTADatA jaththA te saMsAra taraphanA rAga vadhatA jaze. tethI tamAre zuM karavuM che? kezane rAga vadhAravA che ane kAnA ghaTADavAnA che? enA niNaeNya tamAre ja karavA joIe. saMsAranA rAga te anAdikAlathI karatAM ja AvyA chIe AthI ja teA anAdinI rAgadveSanI graMthI (gAMTha) khaMdhAI gaI che je hajI paNa chUTI nathI. jenA kAraNe Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 *. mithyAtvanI dazAmAM beThelA chIe AthI saMsAranA rAga Aje joke sarvathA na paNa chUTa para tu thADA-thADe Ache! paNa thAya te paNa davA phAyado karI rahI che-- asara karI rahI che ema samajIe, rAgane ghaTADavAne mATe sauthI pahelA te tamAre vIrAgI-vairAgI nA saMga karavA joIe. saMta samAgamamAM vairAgya bhAvanA vadhArIe. vairAgI tarapha roga vadhArIe te saMsArI- rAgInA uparanA rAga jarUra ghaTaze-A thaze. A jagatane niyama che ke- ekanI upara rAga Ache. thAya te. khIjA upara rAga vadhI zake che athavA ekanI upara rAga vadhe te svAbhAvika rIte aa paranA rAga ghaTI jAya. jema ke tamArI patnIne tamArA upara prema kayAre eche! thAya che? jyAre mIjA kaiAInI sAthe prema thaI jAya che tyAre Acho thAya che. bIjA para prema vadhavAthI tamArA upara prema eThe thate jAya che. jo ke kRtrimatA vadhAre dekhAze..tevI rIte koI purUSane koi anya premikA para prema. vadhe che tyAre peAtAnI patnI parathI prema A thaI jAya che. A ja jagatanI vicitratA che rAganI nadI sauMsAramAM AvI rIte vahe che. have tame paNa A niyama upara cAle tame sa'sAranA rAga Adeza. karavA ghaTADavA Icche che teA vItarAgI arihaMta bhagavAna para rAga vadhAre. rAgo dveSI deva-devIe para athavA je vItarAgI sarvajJa nathI evA bhagavAna para rAga na vadhArA kema ke te svayaM ja rAgadveSathI bharelA che. e temanA jIvana caritramAM spaSTa jovA maLe che. rAgIdveSI deva (bhagavAna) rAga-dveSanI lIlA para ja cAle che. temane mAnIe eTale peAtAnA ja rAga dveSane sa MsAra vadhAravA jeve che. jene peAtAnA rAga-dveSa che!DavA che teNe rAgI-dveSI deva taraphathI keAI preraNA pretsAhana athavA upadeza paNa maLavAnA nathI vicAre ! AjanA kaLIyuganA bhAgI gayelA bhagavAnanI kai dazA thaI? are ! potAnI jAtane bhagavAna kahevaDAvavALA bicArA bhagavAnanI tathA bhagavAna banI beThelAnA anuyAyIonI zI dazA thaI ? jIvana barabAda thai gayuM . keTalAyanu zIyaLa cAritra bhraSTa thaI gayu` mAtra manamAM dakhAyelI viSacavAsanAnI tRSNAne tRpta karavAne A mAga hatA. AnA dehanI bhUkha sa tASavA mATenA vikalpa rUpa catra mAtra hatuM. AvA dharma TakI zakto nathI chevaTe peAtAnA ja hAthe peAtAne peAtAnA dhamanI . Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa65 parisamApti karavI paDI badhuM bALIne nAza karavuM paDayuM ane huM dharmane samApta karUM chuM evuM jAhera karavuM paDayuM na kare te bicAro zuM kare ? AMtarika saMgharSanI javAlA atyaMta khataranAka hatI. khUna karavuM karAvavuM tyAM sudhIno saMgharSa hato. mArA mArI tathA kApA kApI mAM tene aMta hatuM. chevaTe rAgI draSIonI bhega-lIlAnuM A pariNAma Ave che. AthI tyAga dharma ja zreSTha che. vItarAgI sarvajJa bhagavAna ja sarvazreSTha, sAtama, leke.ttama mahApurUSa che. AthI ApaNe bhagavAna paNa kevA mAnyA che? arihaMta bhagavAna "ari eTale zatru ! AmanA AMtara zatru arthAt rAga dveSa "haMta" eTale haNyA che; kSaya karyA che. jemaNe pitAnA rAga dveSano sarvathA kSaya karyo che. temane ja ApaNe bhagavAna kahIe chIe bhagavAnanuM bIju vizeSaNa vItarAga che. vita H 21 : camat sa : vautarAH eTale ke jemAMthI rAga sarvadhA cAlI gayela che te "vItarAga rAga ane cheSa baMnethI rahita che. paraMtu TUMkamAM rAganA eka zabdathI bIjA dAnA nAme paNa samajI levA joIe. eTale prabhumAM eka paNa deva nathI ane sarva guNe pUrNatAthI samANa che, mAM ja vAta zrI bhakatAmara stotramAM batAvI che ke, ko vismayoDana yadi nAma guNairazeSaiH, tva sazcitaH niravakAzatayA munIMza; doSairupattivividhAzraya jAtagavaiH, svapnAMtareDapi na kadAcidapIkSitoDati. he prabhu ! emAM Azcarya zuM che ke je samarata guNe vaDe bIje jagyA nahi maLavAthI (niravakAzayA) tuM Azraya kare che ! ane vividha prakAranA sarva jemAM Azraya lIdhe hovAthI garviSTha thayela do ghaDe kayAreya svapnamAM paNa tuM jovA nathI ! ! ! Ama prabhu e guNane bhaMDAra che ane mATe ja guNa pUjA karavAnI che e traNa rIte thAya guNanI pUjA, guNa mATe pUjA ane guNo vaDe pUjA. prabhu guNavAna che mATe pUjA karavAnI che, eTaluM pUratuM nathI. ApaNAmAM guNa prApta thAya te mATe guNonuM AlaMbana levAnuM che ane pachI kSapazama bhAve guNe keLavIne te te guNe vaDe prabhunI pUjA karavAnI Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 566 che. bhagavAnanI A zreSTha pUjA che jene samavatAra kSAyika che prAptimAM thAya che. eTale niSkarSa e AvyuM ke vItarAgI e bhagavAnane ja bhagavAna mAnavA ane te paNa ApaNe rAga-dveSa banavA mATe prabhune pUjavA e samyagadazana che. A ja che che. A ja sAcI zraddhA che. vItarAganI pAse rAganI prArthanA na karo vItarAgI sarvajJa arihaMta prabhunI pAse kayAreya rAgapoSaka na karavI joIe. pitAne rAga vadhe, rAganI vRtti-pravRtti vadhe che vadhe evI prArthana na karo. dhanarAganI vRttinA mAdhyamathI upAsanA karavAnI nathI. vAsanAnA nAza mATe ja jinezvaranI sanA karavI joIe. rAgatyAga mATe vItarAganI upAsanA karavA rAga ane bheganI sukhasaMpattinI prArthanA je prabhu pAse. - te samajajo ke tamAro saMsAra vadhI jaze. AthI vI. rAga ane bhega prAptinI prArthanA karavI athavA sukha karavI e mithyA upAsanA che. tenAthI bhinna sukha-. tyAganI bhAvanAthI prArthanA karavI. prApta bhega, prApta tyAga mATe sadbuddhi prApta thAya evI prArthanA karavI upAsanA che. rAganA mahApApathI bacavA mATe vairAgyane uttama che. ApaNe sarvathA rAgane tyAga karIne vItarAgI nanirAja zakIe, chatAM paNa thoDA ghaNA pramANamAM paNa rAgane tyajI 1 bairAgI virAgI te banI ja zakIe! sarve bhavyAtmAo zibi kramaNa karIne mukitapathanA pravAsI bane e ja zubha maneka sumaM mavatuM sarvasva | F Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ F zo dharma nAthasvAmine nama : - pa. pU. AcArya deva zrImad vijaya subodhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA pa. pU. munirAja zrI aravijayajI mahArAja (rASTrabhASA 2na-vardhA, sAhityaratna-prayAga, nyAya daza"nAcArya -mubaI ), - Adi muni maMDaLanA vi. saM. 2045 nA jananagara zrI saMghamAM cAlu mAsa daramyAna zrI dharmanAtha . he. jainanagara , sU. jaina | saMgha-amadAvAda, -tarathI cojAyela 16 ravivArIya pa. pU. AcAryadeva vijaya pa. pU. munirAjazrI subodhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. arUNavijayajI ma. sA ja cAturmAsika ravivArIya dhArmika zikSaNa zibira ja nI aMtagata cAlatI 5. pU. munirAja zrI arUNavijayajI mahArAjanA kaf "pA.pa6[, sajA, bhAre - viSayaka ravivArIya sacitra jAhera pravacana zreNi nI prastuta teramI pustikA zrI dharma nAtha po. he. jenanagara . mU. jaina saMdha taraphathI jenanagara-zAradAmaMdira roDa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7 prastuta pravacana puritako chapAvI prasiddha karavAmAM AvI che, Jain Education ubrary.org