Vachnamrut Rahasya

Author(s): Vitrag Sat Sahitya Prasarak Trust
Publisher: Vitrag Sat Sahitya Prasarak Trust
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QyAmud rahasya hai AtmA ! tameM badhAM paramAtmA thAoN !! zrI mahAvIra svAmI digaMbara jina maMdi-nAIgrevI

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Bian Bian Bian Bian Bian Bian Bian Bian dzvanAmUd 2hasya (pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmInA nAyarobImAM thayelAM bahenazrInA vacanAmRta uparanA pravacano) prakAzaka vItarAga sat sAhitya prasAraka TrasTa bhAvanagara Lian Lian Lian Lian Lian Lian Lian

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prakAzaka: vitarAga sasAhitya prasAraka TrasTa 580, jUnI mANekavADI, pUjya kAnajI svAmI mArga bhAvanagara-364001 prAptisthAna: (1) vItarAga sasAhitya prasAraka TrasTa 580, jUnI mANekavADI, pUjya kAnajI svAmI mArga bhAvanagara-364001 phona : (0278) 423207 (2) zrI AdinAtha kuMdakuMda kahAna digaMbara jaina TrasTa 'vimalAcala' harinagara, alIgaDha. phonaH (0571) 410010/11/12 prathamavRtti H 6.11-2002 (sonagaDha - mAnastaMbhajI abhiSeka prasaMge) pRSTha saMkhyA : 8 + 252 = 260 (prata-1000) paDatara kiMmata : 30/vecANa kiMmata : 25/ lesara TAIpa seTiMga : pUjA iprezansa ploTa naM. 1075-e, mAtRchAyA', AMbAvADI bhAvanagara-364001 phona : (0278) 203470 mudraka : bhagavatI ophaseTa 15, sI. baMsIdhara mila kampAunDa, bAraDolapurA, amadAvAda-380004 phona : 2173492/2167603

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adhyAtmayugasRSTA pUjaya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI

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prakAzakIya vacanAmRta rahasya' nAmaka A laghukAya graMtha prakAzita karatAM amone atyaMta harSa thAya che. saddharmaprabhAvaka, niSkAraNa karuNAmUrti pUjya gurudevazrIe bhAratavarSamAM gAme-gAma pravacanonI amRtavarSA karIne bhavya jIvone mokSamArganI sAcI dizA batAvI parama parama upakAra karyo che. pUjya gurudevazrImAM sAtizaya labdhiyukta jJAna, temanI asAdhAraNa pratibhA, zAstranA sUkSma siddhAMto ukelavAnI vicakSaNatA, niSkAraNa karUNAzIla hRdaya, jinamArga pratyeno prema ityAdi anekAneka guNonA darzana thAya che. pUjya gurudevazrInI dharma prabhAvanA mATenI bhAvanA pratyeka pravacanomAM vyakta thAya che. A ja bhAvanAnA phaLasvarUpe nAyarobInA mumukSuonI vinaMtIne mAna ApIne videzagamana karI tyAMnI dharAne paNa pavitra karI ane pravacanonI amRtavarSA karI. - pUjya gurudevazrInA nAIrobInA vihAra vakhate pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAInA sUcanathI ane eka mumukSunA prayatnathI tyAMnAM mumukSu maMDaLe pUjya gurudevazrInAM viDIyo pravacano utAravAno nirNaya lIdho ane ekAda-be divasa pachI viDIyo UtAravAnuM zarU karavAmAM Avela. tadartha nAIrobI mumukSu maMDaLano atre AbhAra mAnavAmAM Ave che. pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAInI A dUraMdezitA pratye upakRta lAgaNI utpanna thAya che ane A pustaka prakAzana prasaMge teozrInA upakArane smaraNamAM laI koTi koTi vaMdana karIe chIe. . vartamAnamAM pUjya gurudevazrInI anaupasthitimAM temanA nAyarobImAM thayelAM pravacanonI thoDI-ghaNI upalabdha viDIyo keseTa tathA sI.DI. teozrInA darzana karAvavAmAM nimitta thAya che. teozrInA hAvabhAva, teozrInI pratyeka ceSTA, karuNArasa nitaratI prasanna mukhamudrA, nitya AtmadarzananI jhAMkhI karAvI jAya che. jeoe pUjya gurudevazrIne joyA paNa nathI teo mATe to A eka ja sAdhana darzana arthe upalabdha che. pUjya gurudevazrInA A

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viDIyo pravacano jotAM tathA teozrInI Atmarasa jharatI vANI zravaNa karatAM evI pratIti thAya che ke, "kahAna tArI baMsImAM Dole naranAra !" AkhI sabhAne AvI Atmarasa jharatI vANI hiloLe caDAvatI hoya tevo pratyakSa anubhava thAya che. - nAyarobImAM thayelAM pravacanomAM pUjya gurudevazrIe pUjya bahenazrInI muktakaMThe prazaMsA karI che tathA pUjya bahenazrInI aMtaraMga dazA bAbata paNa aneka vakhata ullekha karela che. pUjya bahenazrInI anubhUti bAbata tathA teozrInA jAtismaraNajJAna bAbata atyaMta pramoda vyakta karyo che. evA pUjya bahenazrInA vacanAmRta uparanA A pravacano prakAzita karatAM atyaMta AnaMdanI lAgaNI thAya che. - pUjya bahenazrInA vacanAmRta e mumukSujIva mATe kharekhara amRta tulya ja che. je vacanarUpI amRtane pIvAthI mumukSujIva amara thaI jAya che eTale ke janma-maraNathI mukta thaI sAdi anaMtakALa mATe samAdhi sukhamAM birAjamAna thAya che. mumukSu jIvane mokSamArga paryata pahoMcavA sudhInuM mArgadarzana atyaMta sAdI bhASAmAM paraMtu ghaNuM UMDANathI Avela che. - pUjya gurudevazrInA pratyeka pravacano viDIyomAM upalabdha nathI paraMtu oNDiyo sI.DI. mAMthI A pravacanone oNDiyo keseTamAM rUpAMtara karI akSarazaH lakhI levAmAM Ave che. tyArabAda saMpAdana karatI vakhate pratyeka pravacanone sAMbhaLIne saMpAdana karavAmAM Ave che. pUrNarUpe jyAre pravacana taiyAra thaI jAya che tyAre pharI ekavAra anya mumukSu dvArA tene keseTa sAthe meLavI levAmAM Ave che. jethI koI kSati rahI javA na pAme. A pustakanA pravacanone jhaDapathI lakhI ApavA badala zrI kanubhAI lakSmIcaMda zAha, amadAvAdano AbhAra mAnavAmAM Ave che. tathA anya mumukSuo dvArA je sahakAra prApta thayela che temano paNa atre AbhAra mAnavAmAM Ave che. A pustakanA prakAzanArtha prApta dAnarAzinuM anyatra sAbhAra vivaraNa ApavAmAM Avela che. pravacanonA prakAzana kAryamAM pramAdavaza ke ajAgRtivaza koI kSati rahI

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javA pAmI hoya to vItarAga deva, gura, zAstranI zuddha aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka kSamA yAcIe chIe. tathA pAThakavargane koI kSati najaramAM Ave to teo avazya jaNAve jethI bhaviSyamAM kSatimAM sudhAro karavAmAM Ave. aMtataH A amRta varSAmAM pratyeka mumukSu snAna karIne amRtane prApta karI amRtamaya thaI jAya evI bhAvanA sAthe virAma pAmIe chIe. parama puruSa prabhu saguru, parama jJAna sukhadhAma, jeNe ApyuM bhAna nija, tene sadA praNAma." tA. 7-10-2002 TrasTIgaNa vItarAga sat sAhitya prasAraka TrasTa

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pravacana anukramaNikA vacanAmRta naMbara pRSTha saMkhyA pravacana kramAMka . 021 * * * * * * * * * * * 04) 059 kaM 8 8 OM 8 8 8 8 8 ke huM vacanAmRta-1 thI 4 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 001 vacanAmRta-6 thI 12 . . . . . * * * * * * * * vacanAmRta-13 thI 20 . . . . . 040 vacanAmRta-21 thI 25 . . . . vacanAmRta-26 thI 3) * * * * * * . . 078 vacanAmRta-31 thI 33 . . . . . . . 095 vacanAmRta-34 thI 36 . . . . vacanAmRta-36 thI 39 vacanAmRta-40 thI 44 vacanAmRta-45 thI 47 . . . vacanAmRta-47 thI 50 . . . vacanAmRta-50 thI pa6 . . . . . . vacanAmRta-412-413 . . . . . . ) thI 44 . . . . . . . * * * * * * * 112 * * * * * 191 vacanAmRta rahasya' pustakanA prakAzanArthe Avela dAnarAzi (sva. maMgaLAbahena manasukhalAla jainanA smaraNArthe) ha. zrI nileSabhAI manasukhalAla jaina, bhAvanagara 5.5OOLtathA zrI pArthivabhAI manasukhalAla jaina, muMbaI 5,500/sva. nyAlacaMda vIracaMda vorA parivAra, bhAvanagara 5,OOO/eka mumukSu, bhAvanagara 5,0OO/eka mumukSu, muMbaI 5,OOO/zrI hemaMtabhAI sI. zAha, muMbaI 2,500/zrImatI vimalAdevI hIrAlAla jaina, bhAvanagara 2,100/zrImatI lakSmIbena kAMtilAla zAha, bhAvanagara 3,00/

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prazamamUrti pUjaya bahenazrI caMpAbahena

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huM jJAna mAtra chuM. sukhadhAma anaMta susaMta cahI, dinarAtra rahe tadhyAna mahI; prazAMti anaMta sudhAmaya je, praNamuM pada te varate jaya te. pAvana madhura abhuta aho ! guruvadanathI amRta jharyA, zravaNo maLyAM sadbhAgyathI nitye aho ! cisa bharyA. gurudeva tAraNahArathI AtmArthI bhavasAgara taryA, guNamUrtinA guNagaNataNAM smaraNo hRdayamAM ramI rahyAM. huM eka zuddha sadA arUpI, jJAnadarzanamaya khare; kaMI anya te mAruM jarI, paramANumAtra nathI are. sahajAnmasvarUpa sarvadeva paramaguru

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8 - - A saMsAramAM jIva ekalo janme che, ekalo mare che, ekalo paribhramaNa kare che, ekalo mukta thAya che. tene koIno sAtha nathI. mAtra bhramaNAthI te bIjAnI otha ne Azraya mAne che. Ama coda brahmAMDamAM ekalA bhamatAM jIve eTalAM maraNa karyA che ke tenA maraNanA duHkhe tenI mAtAnI AMkhamAMthI je AMsu vahyAM tenAthI samudro bharAya. bhavaparivartana karatAM karatAM mAMDamAMDa tane A manuSyabhava maLyo che, Avo uttama joga maLyo che, temAM AtmAnuM hita karI levA jevuM che, vIjaLInA jhabakAre motI parovI levA jevuM che. A manuSyabhava ne uttama saMyogo vIjaLInA jhabakArAnI jema alpa kALamAM cAlyA jaze. mATe jema tuM ekalo ja duHkhI thaI rahyo che, tema ekalo ja sukhanA paMthe jA, ekalo ja muktine prApta karI le. (bahenazrInA vacanAmRta-357)

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smaraNAMjalI manasukhalAla monajI jaina maMgaLAbahena manasukhalAla jaina anaMta anaMta upakArI adhyAtmayugasRSTA parama pUjya sadgurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmInI pAvana janmabhUmi umarALAmAM Apano janma thayo hato tathA bALapaNa paNa tyAM vItyuM hatuM. Ape ApanA jIvanamAM pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI dvArA upadiSTa vItarAga digaMbara jaina dharma aMgIkAra karela. Apa bannene pUjya gurudevazrI, prazamamUrti pUjya bahenazrI caMpAbahena tathA sonagaDha sAdhanAbhUmi pratye ananya zraddhA, bhakti ane samarpaNatA hatI. je Apa bannee ApanA jIvananA aMta samaya sudhI TakAvI rAkhI hatI. bAhyamAM deva, zAstra, guru ane aMtaramAM nija jJAyaka svarUpane sadA zaraNarUpa samajI atyaMta zAMta pariNAmasaha dehatyAga karyo hato. Ape ama bALakonA jIvanamAM susaMskAronuM siMcana karIne nija AtmAnI ArAdhanA karavAnI prabaLa preraNA ane jIvanamAM kyAreya vItarAga deva, guru, zAstra pratyenI zraddhAmAM aMzamAtra paNa kamI na lAvavAnI salAha ApI amone yogya saMskAronuM siMcana karela. zrI jinendradeva dvArA, prarUpita tathA pUjya gurudevazrI dvArA upadiSTa vItarAga mArge cAlI Apa banne zAzvata sukhane pAmo evI pavitra bhAvanA saha. putro: prakAzabhAI, nileSabhAI, putravadhu : pallavIbahena, cArUbahena, jinalabahena pArthivabhAI putrIo : zailAbahena ghanazyAmabhAI lIMbaDIyA harSAbahena dilipabhAI gosalIyA pautro-pautrIo : vidhi, Agama, pUjA, tIrtheza dohitro-dohitrIo rInitA, kuMjala, videhI, hArdika, ciMtana

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OM vItarAgAya namaH he jIva ! tane kyAMya na gamatuM hoya tA tAro upayoga palaTAvI nAkha ane AtmAmAM gamADa. AtmAmAM game tevuM che. AtmAmAM AnaMda bharyo che; tyAM jarUra gamaze. jagatamAM kyAMya game tevuM nathI paNa eka AtmAmAM jarUra game tevuM che. mATe tuM AtmAmAM gamADa.' 1. pravacana-1, vacanAmRta-1 thI 4 A benanAM vacanAmRta che. tamA2A ta2phathI mAgaNI karI hatI ke bapore A vAMcana karavuM. bena che emanI uMmara to vartamAna(mAM) 66 cAle che. paNa emane pUrvabhavanuM asaMkhya abaja varSanuM jJAna che. jagatane vizvAsa besavo kaThaNa che (paNa satya vAta che). A pahelAM kAlanuM jema yAda Ave ema asaMkhya abaja varSa pahelAMnuM yAda Ave che. nava bhava che nava bhavanuM jJAna che. A svargano bhava asaMkhya varSano hoya che. emanI nIce 64 bALa brahmacArI dIkarIo che. bALa brahmacArI ! emAM rAte thoDuM bole, emAM tarata lakhI lIdheluM. nahitara e to pote kAMI lakhavAnuM kahe nahi ! ene bahAra paDavAnI vAta nahi. e to atIndriya AnaMdamAM majA kare che. anubhava - samyagdarzana jene kahIe e jhINI vastu che. e samyagdarzanamAM dharmanI pahelI zreNI - pahelI dhArAmAM AtmAno anubhava thAya. anubhava thatAM emAM AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda Ave. A duniyAnA je jaDanAM svAda

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[vacanAmRta-1] che - ke kalpanAnA sukhanA svAda (che) e to duHkha che. aMtaramAM AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che enuM bhAna thatAM . prathama dharma (pragaTa thatAM . prathama samyagdarzana thatAM, e atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha prabhu (che) paryAyamAM enA AnaMdano svAda Ave. ene anubhava kahe che. AhA...hA...! jhINI vAta che, prabhu anubhava ratna ciMtAmaNI, anubhava hai rasakUpa, anubhava mArga mokSano, anubhava mokSasvarUpa." "anubhava ratna ciMtAmaNI" . AtmAno anubhava e dharma che. rAgathI, puNyathI - dayA, dAna, vratanA vikalpathI judo pADIne aMtara AtmAno anubhava karavo ane AnaMdanuM vedana levuM, ene ahIMyA samyagdarzana - dharmanI prathama zreNI - dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM kahevAmAM Ave che. Aha...hAM...... benAne) AnaMdano anubhava che. e anubhavamAM (A) bolelAM, lokoe thoDuM lakhI lIdhuM. emAM vaLI A vAta bahAra AvI gaI ! nahitara e to bahAra paDe nahi. bahArathI) maDadAM jevAM - marI gayelAM (dekhAya) ! jyAre AtmAne prathama samyagdarzana thAya che tyAre aMtaramAM atIndriya AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa jagatanAM badhA svAdo chUTI jAya che. badhA svAdanI mIThAza chUTI jAya che. tyAre ene AnaMdanA svAdamAM je kAMI vANI Ave che (tene) "anubhava vANI' kahevAmAM Ave che. e A "anubhava vANI' che ! dAktaroe to nA pADI che ke emaNe bahu pharavuM nahi. nahitara to ahIMyA AvavAno bhAva hato). lokono Agraha hato. paNa ArAma levo, bahAra nIkaLavuM nahi (ema dAktaranuM kahevuM hatuM. eTale AvI zakyA nathI. paNa emanI A copaDI 60,000 chapAI gaI che. (bahenazrInA vacanAmRta'no) pracAra ghaNo che. 60,000 pustako bahAra AvyA che. paNa samajavA mATe jarI pahelo bola ApaNe laIe. pahelo bola - he jIva ! AhA...hA....! (jIvane saMbodhana karyuM che - he prabhu! jIva eTale AtmA ! prabhu he jIva ! tane kyAMya na gamatuM hoya....' paNa kyAMya na gamatuM hoya to ! kyAMya gamatuM hoya to to aMtaramAM nahi jaI zake. kyAMya dhULamAM ne paisAmAM ne bAyaDI ne chokarA ne AbarU ne kIrti - emAM jo tane majA lAgatI hoya to tuM aMdaramAM jaI zakIza - - - = - - - - - * * * * * - - - = = = = = = * =

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- - *-ka mAM ' na- - - karI : vacanAmRta rahasya nahi. tane dharma nahi thaI zake. paNa (jo) tane kyAMya na gamatuM hoya to.... A eka zarata che. A eka zarata che). benanI vANI rAte thoDI nIkaLI gaI hatI, emAM 64 bALa brahmacArI bena - dIkarIyuM che. pacAsa-pacAsa lAkhanI (pedAza hoya evA gharanI) dIkarIyuM che. bALa brahmacArI evI 64 dIkarIyuM tyAM che. moTo pracAra che. emAM A bolelAM ne thoDuM (benoe) lakheluM ne emanAM bhAIe bahAra pADyuM! - "he jIva !" A pahelI - zarUAtanI vAta karI che). tane kyAMya na gamatuM hoya to...' A zarata (che). AtmA sivAya koI cIjamAM tane goThatuM na hoya to. AhA...hA...! A zarata ! ..to tAro upayoga palaTAvI nAkha...' jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! eTale ke tAro je aMdara upayoga che - je jANavA - dekhavAnuM kAma kare che e atyAre) paramAM kAma kare che. anAdithI rAga ne dveSa ne vikalpamAM kAma kare che. e saMsAra che, duHkha che, rajhaLavAnAM patha che. paNa tane tyAM na goThatuM hoya to... AhA..hAhA...! tAro upayoga palaTAvI nAkha... e jANavA - dekhavAno je bhAva che e puramAM gayo che - paramAM vaLI gayelo che, temAM tane jo na goThatuM hoya to sUkSma upayoga karIne aMtaramAM jA ! AhA...hA...! jANavA - dekhavAno je upayoga che (tene palaTAvI nAkha). A zenI vAta cAle che ? paryAyanI ? (zrotA : gharanI) gharanI ! A bhagavAna AtmA....! prabhu ! zuM kahIe ? A AkhI duniyAthI judI jAtanI vAta che. AtmA sivAya kyAMya tane rucatuM na hoya to.... e zarata ! puNya paNa ruce nahi, pApa paNa rUce nahi, viSaya ruce nahi, bhoga ruce nahi, AbarU ruce nahi to....! A zarata ! upayogane aMdara laI jA, bhAI ! AhA...hA...he...! jANavA - dekhavAnuM je kArya thaI rahyuM che e jANavA - dekhavAnuM kArya paranuM kare che, (Ama) to potAmAM kare che, paNa para tarapha vaLeluM kAma kare che. aMtara AnaMdano nAtha prabhu tenI taraphanuM enuM valaNa eka sekaMDa paNa koI di karyuM nathI ane tene karavAnI darakAra anaMtakALamAM karI paNa nathI. tethI kahe che tAro upayoga - jANavA-dekhavAno bhAva palaTAvI nAkha. AhA...hA...hA...! A pahelo bola Avyo che.

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[vacanAmRta-1] pahelo bola A che. prabhu ! tuM Ama che ne (eTale ke, tArA jANavA - dekhavAno bhAva che ne e Ama (bahAra) vaLela che ne (arthAtu) puNya ane pApa, puNya-pApanA phaLamAM zarIra, indriya, viSaya, bhoga, bAyaDI, chokarAM, kuTuMba, vepAra, dhaMdho emAM vaLelo che e to pApano upayoga che. paNa ethI AgaLa vadhIne dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAmAM vaLelo hoya to e puNya upayoga che. have bannemAM tane na gamatuM hoya to.... AhA...hA...hA...! tAro " upayoga palaTAvI nAkha. (A) zabdo che, prabhu ! (paNa) zabdomAM bhAva bharyA che. AhA...! anubhavanI vANI che. anubhavanA AnaMdanA svAda sahitanI A vANI che. dharma - samyagdarzana evI koI cIja che....! bahu jhINI - sUkSma che. dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM ! emAM anubhavanI zarUAtathI ja dharma thAya che. e AtmAno anubhava - AnaMdano anubhava karavA mATe upayogane palaTAvIne tyAM (AtmAmAM) laI jA. (ema kahe che). AhA...hA..! Ama upayoga jANavA-dekhavAnuM kAma bahAramAM kare che, e to savAramAM AvyuM hatuM ke bahArane jANe che e potAnI paryAya che. e kAMI parane jANatuM nathI. e jANe che to enI potAnI paryAya. kAraNake potAnI paryAyanA - dazAnA astitvamAM e jaNAya che. jANanAranI paryAya che e potAnI che. e (para) jaNAtuM nathI kharekhara to potAnI) paryAya jaNAya che. paNa paryAyamAM paranuM jJAna jaNAya che ane prabhu ! ekavAra upayogane palaTAva. arere...! anaMtakALathI prabhu te kAma nathI karyuM. (to) ekavAra upayogane palaTAvI nAkha ane AtmAmAM gamADa.' Aha........! bahAramAM jarIka kAMIka pAMca-pacIza lAkha rUpiyA ke pAMca-pacIza karoDa rUpiyA lyo ne ! thAya to paNa) A rIte anaMtavAra thayuM che. e koI navI cIja nathI. tyAM tane na goThatuM hoya to have ahIM Ava, (ema) kahe che. have pahelI ja zarata A che. ane upayogane palaTAvI nAkha. e kaMI vAtu nathI, bApA ! AhA...hA..! e koI paise (ke) zarIre kAma thaI zake evuM nathI. aMtarano jANavAno upayoga Ama je (bahAranI bAju vaLela che ene sUkSma karI, dhULa upayoga kare che tethI bahAramAM bhaTakyA kare che (te upayogane) sUkSma karIne aMtaramAM jo. AhA..hA...! ane AtmAmAM gamADa. "AtmAmAM

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vacanAmRta rahasya game tevuM che.' AtmAmAM game evuM che (ema kahe che.) aMdara AnaMda che prabhu ! Aya...jI........! AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa, batrIsa lAkha vimAnano svAmI indra che, eka-eka vimAnamAM asaMkhya deva che eno lADo je indra (che) (e) samakitI che, AtmajJAnI che. bhale (bahAramAM) e (badhI) cIja hoya paNa AtmAnuM bhAna che ane paramAM sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. e jIva paNa bhagavAna pAse sAMbhaLavA Ave che. mahAvidehakSetramAM 52mAtmA birAje che. bena tyAM hatAM. tyAMthI AvyAM che. jarI kapaTa thaI gayuM hatuM ethI strIno deha (maLyo che). (je) strIpaNuM maLyuM e pUrvanI mAyAne kAraNe che. mAyAkapaTa thaI gayuM. emAMthI AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM to strI thaI gayAM. bhagavAna pAse hatAM. atyAre bhagavAna birAje che. mahAvidehamAM mojUda samavasaraNamAM Ama birAje che. emAM hatAM, zeThanA dIkarA hatAM. paNa chelle deha chUTatAM jarI asthiratA thaI gaI, thoDI mAyA thaI gaI (eTale) strIpaNe AvI gayA che. pachI emane (saMvata) 1989nI sAlamAM pUrvabhavanuM jJAna thayuM che. jAtismaraNa(mAM) pahelAM pAMca bhavanuM jJAna AvyuM. pachI pahelAM cA2 bhavanuM AvyuM. (ema) nava bhavanuM jJAna (che). yAda Ave che ema asaMkhya abaja varSanI yAda Ave che. enA (A) vacano che. ahIM mAgaNI hatI, AvavAno vicAra paNa hato. paNa emAM zarIra evuM che ke bahu pharavuM nahi (kemake) aMdara Heart upara kaMIka asara che. potAne to AnaMda che, hoM ! ene kAMI na maLe. e to AnaMda.... AnaMda... ne AnaMda.... atIndriya AnaMdamAM che). basa ! hamaNAM pAMca varSa kAlanI vAta jema atIndriya AnaMdanA anubhavamAM ema kahe che AtmAmAM game tevuM che.' paNa 'AtmA' koNa che ? e jANyA vinA game kyAMthI ene ? e cIja zuM che ? e cIja khyAlamAM AvyA vinA enI ruci kyAMthI thAya ? je cIja khyAlamAM ja AvI nathI jJAnamAM khyAlamAM AvI nathI to enI ruci ane poSANa kyAMthI thAya ? AhA...hA..hA...! thoDI jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! (paNa) che tArA gharanI vAta. prabhu cho tuM to bApu ! paNa tane tArI khabara nathI. ethI ahIM kahe che AhA...hA..hA..! tane 'AtmAmAM game tevuM che.' -

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[vacanAmRta-1] kema (game tevuM che ? (kemake) AtmAmAM AnaMda bharyo che.. AhA.......! A zuM ? koI cIja hoya to e cIjano svabhAva hoya ke nahi ? vastu hoya emAM - vastumAM vastuno vaselo guNa hoya ke nahi ? to AtmA vastu che to emAM vaselA guNo paNa che). vastumAM vaselI - rahelI zaktione guNa kahe che. to e AtmAmAM eka AnaMda guNa pUro bharelo che. AhA...hA...hA...! have A vAta kema bese ? kaI rIte bese ? bahAramAM Ama dhULamAM sukha) mAnatA hoya. mahine pAMca-pacAsa lAkhanI pedAza thatI hoya ane abajopati mANasa hoya). (ene Ama kema bese ?) jene emAM mIThAza che, ene AtmAmAM AnaMda che e vAta ene ruce paNa nahi. kAraNa ke ene mApa karatAM AvaDatuM nathI. AhA...hA...! AhA...hA...! eka chokaro hato. ravivArano divasa hato. eno bApa, AlapAkano koTa Ave che ne ? AlapAka ! A AlapAkanuM kapaDuM Ave che ne ? (e) pacAsa hAthanuM kapaDuM laI Avelo. (ane) chokarAne ApyuM ane kahyuM, AnA have ApaNe koTa karo. eNe pacAsa hAthanuM kapaDuM) mApyuM. chokaro ATha varSano (hato), (teNe) potAnA hAthe mApa karyuM ane kahyuM, "bApujI ! tame pacAsa hAthano kaho cho ema nathI, paNa A to so hAthanuM che.' bApujIe kahyuM beTA ! tArA hAtha mApamAM kAma na Ave. amArA vepAramAM tArA hAtha kAma na Ave. e to amArA hAtha kAmamAM Ave.' ema jJAnI kahe che ke tArI kalpanA che e satyane samajavAmAM kAma nahi Ave. tuM kalpanA karIne vikalpamAM doDyo jAya che enAthI A (satyanuM) mApa nahi Ave. tenuM mApa AvavA mATe aMtaramAM gamIne gamADIne) upayogane aMdaramAM laI jA to mApa Ave evuM che. jhINuM che bhagavAna ! AhA...hA...! (ahIMyA kahe che, "AtmAmAM AnaMda bharyo che.... AhA...! jema sAkaramAM gaLapaNa che aphINamAM kaDavAza che, prabhumAM (AtmAmAM) Anada che - du:kha nathI. e duHkha to teNe anAdi ajJAnathI vikAra utpanna karyo che. tenuM che). (paMcendriyanA) viSayamAM strImAM, paisAmAM, AbarUmAM-puramAM sukha che evI kalpanA ajJAnIe, mUDhapaNe svanA bhAna vinA, sva sattAnI oLakhANa vinA paramAM sukhanI kalpanA karIne) corAzI lAkha yonImAM rakhaDI rahyo che. e upayoga have palaTAva bApu ! tane Avo manuSyabhava maLyo. (e) upayoga

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vacanAmRta rahasya (palaTAva) kemake "AtmAmAM AnaMda bharyo che, tyAM jarUra gamaze. AA........! are...! kyAM ahIM jarI thoDuM bahAramAM upayogamAM AnaMda... AnaMda... lAgato hoya. cha chokarAM, ATha chokarAM hoya, eka-eka chokarAM pAMca-pacIza lAkhanI mahinAnI pedAza karatAM hoya ane e AnaMdamAM A kyAM zodhavA jAya ke AtmAmAM AnaMda che. A...hA...hA...hA...! "anaMtakALathI AthaDyo vinA bhAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahi guru saMtane mUkyA nahi abhimAna' - abhimAna mUkyA nahi ke huM jANato nathI, bApu vastu kAMI bIjI che jenI mane khabara nathI. abhimAnamAM ne abhimAnamAM caDI gayo. "mane AvaDe che, mane khabara che, e badhuM Ama che . emane ema ajJAnamAM ne ajJAnamAM . mUDha(tA)mAM marI gayo che. anaMtakALathI AthaDyo vinA bhAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahi guru saMtane . guru - saMta kone kahevAya e samajavuM kaThaNa vAta che. jene samyagdarzana, jJAna ne cAritra thayAM hoya athavA samyagdarzana, jJAna thayAM hoya ene ahIMyA guru kahevAya. hajI potAne khabara nathI ke samyagdarzana zuM hoya ? to paranI oLakhANa kyAMthI karI zake ? e ahIM kahe che - "tArAmAM AnaMda bharyo che." ema tane guru kahe che. AhA..hA...hA...! kyAM bharyo haze . (A AnaMda) ? 'AtmAmAM AnaMda bharyo che, tyAM jarUra gamaze. jagatamAM kyAMya game tevuM nathI....AhA...hA...hA...! eTale ? AtmA sivAya kyAMya tane prema thAya, ' AnaMda maLe evI koI cIja nathI. AtmA sivAya koI para cIjamAM AnaMda thAya, majA paDe evI koI jagatamAM cIja che ja nahi. AhA...hA...hA..! AkhA jagatathI UlaTuM karIne gulAMTa khAvI che, Ama paDyo che ene gulAMTa khavaDAvavI che. (ahIM) kahe che "jagatamAM kyAMya game tevuM nathI....' kahyuM che bhAI ? paNa eka AtmAmAM jarUra game tevuM che. AhA...hA..hA...! paNa tuM AtmAne oLakha to prabhu (tane jarUra game tevuM che). bAkI to bahAranAM badhAM thothAM anaMtavAra karyA ane anaMtavAra gayAM ane marIne gayo cAra gatimAM rakhaDavA ! moTo abajapati hoya (te) marIne bhUMDa thAya ! moTo abajapati hoya e marIne kUtaro thAya, kAgaDo thAya ne kUtaro thAya. corAzInA avatAramAM evAM (avatAra) anaMtavAra karyo. AhAhA...!

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vicanAmRta-1] jene AtmAnI khabara na maLe ene puNya ne pApanA bhAva(nA) je phaLarUpe Ave e ene cAragati(mAMthI) (koI eka) gati maLe. puNya kaMIka (karyA) hoya to manuSyapaNuM ne A devaAdi thAya. pApa (karyA hoya to narakamAM (jAya) ne Dhora thAya, paNa cAra gatimAM rakhaDyA kare. (mATe ahIMyA kahe che, jo tane AtmAmAM game AhA..hA...hA...! (to) ...AtmAmAM jarUra game tevuM che. mATe tuM AtmAmAM gamADa.' A pahelo bola che. anubhavapUrvakano (bola) che. AhA...hA...! benanI to vAta ja judI che. hindustAnamAM (emanA jevI) atyAre bIjI cIja nathI. evI cIja che ! evA koI aMtara anubhavanA AnaMdamAM AvatAM (A vAto AvI gaI che). jhINI vAta che. bhagavAna pAse hatAM. tyAMthI e Avela che. pUrvanAM ame mitra hatAM eTale vAta kare. nahi to vAta paNa kare nahi. kaMI paDI ja nathI, bolavuM (ochuM), eka ja AnaMda... AnaMda... ne AnaMda basa ! atIndriya AnaMdanA vedana AgaLa koI page lAge, hAtha joDe to paNa)-sAmuM jove nahi ! eka AnaMdanI laheramAM paDyAM che. e A bolI gayAM che ke game tema (paNa) 'tuM AtmAmAM gamADa. AhA....ha...! strIno deha ke zarIrano deha e kAMI. AtmA nathI, AtmA to judI cIja che.. A deha to bahAranAM hADakAnAM pUtaLAM dekhAya che. hADakAM, mAMsa ne cAmaDAnAM pUtaLAM dekhAya che. paiso dhULa dekhAya che. AtmA to enAthI bhinna che). are...! puNya-pApanA vikalpanA rAgathI paNa bhinna che). tyAM tuM) jA, (tyAM tane gamaze. (kemake tyAM AnaMda che. AhA...hA...hA...! AvyuM ne ? 'tuM AtmAmAM gamADa.' e pahelo bola thayo.

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vacanAmRta rahasya : je "aMtaranA UMDANathI potAnuM hita sAdhavA je AtmA jAgyo ane jene AtmAnI kharekharI laganI lAgI, tenI AtmalaganI ja teno mArga karI deze. AtmAnI kharekharI laganI lAge ne aMdaramAM mArga na thAya ema bane ja nahi. AtmAnI laganI lAgavI joIe; tenI pAchaLa lAgavuM joIe. AtmAne dhyeyarUpa rAkhIne dina-rAta satata prayatna karavo joIe. mAruM hita kema thAya?, huM AtmAne kaI rIte jANuM?' - ema laganI vadhArIne prayatna kare to jarUra mArga hAtha Ave." 2. (have, bIjo bola. "aMtaranA UMDANathI.... AhA......! "aMtaranA UMDANathI....' UMDANathI (arthAtu) aMdaramAM puNya-pApanA bhAvathI AgaLa jatAM, AhA....... ....potAnuM hita sAdhavA je AtmA jAgyo..." "aMtaranA UMDANathI potAnuM hita sAdhavA je AtmA jAgyo ane jene AtmAnI kharekharI laganI lAgI..' AhA.....! mA-dIkaro cAlatAM hoya ne chokaro nAnI umarano cha-sAta varSano hoya ane Ama pharatAM hoya emAMthI AMgaLIethI chokaro chUTo paDI jAya, enI mA kyAMka AghI cAlI gaI hoya ane chUTo paDI gayo hoya to bA-bA' karyA kare. bA-bA' (karyA kare). ene game te pUcho to (ema ja kahe, "mArI bA'. evuM ekavAra porabaMdaramAM) thayeluM. eka choDI apAsarAnI pAse khovAI gayelI. sipAhI (ene) pUche "koNa cho ?" to (kahe) "mArI bA" "kaI zerImAM rahe che ?" (to) kahe "mArI bA,' 'tArI bahenapaNI koNa ?" (to kahe "mArI bA).' kAraNa ke kaMI zerImAM rahe che e oLakhe to polIsa tyAM mUke ne ? (ema e "bA-bA' ja karyA kare. ema jene aMtaramAM "AtmA-AtmAnI laganI lAgI che tenI vAta kare che). AhA...hA..hA...! . ****!

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10 - [vacanAmRta-2] (ahIMyA kahe che) ..potAnuM hita sAdhavA je AtmA jAgyo..... jAgyo aMdarathI ! AhA...hA...! are...! huM to AnaMda ne jJAnanI mUrti chuM ! mArA svarUpamAM rAga paNa nathI, dayA, dAnanA vikalpo mArI cIjamAM nathI, to A dhULa-paisA ane zarIra-mATI-dhULa e to aMdaramAM te hatI ja kyAM ? AhA..hA...! paNa enA prema ane prItimAM dorAI gayo che. have kahe che UMDANamAM utara ! AhA...hA....! . . "...jene AtmAnI kharekharI laganI lAgI, tenI AtmalaganI ja teno mArga karI deze. AtmAnI laganI lAgavI joIe. bApA ! AhA...hA...! enI laganI lAge to e ene mArga karI deze. ene mArga thaye chUTako! AhA...hA...! paNa laganI lAgavI joIe. AhA...hA...! "...kharekharI laganI lAgI, tenI AtmalaganI ja teno mArga karI deze." AtmAnI kharekharI laganI lAge ne aMdaramAM mArga na thAya ema bane ja nahi. keTalAka kahe che . "ame bahu mahenata karIe chIe paNa samajAtuM - nathI." to e mahenata ja bIjI jAtanI (kare che. jene pakaDavo joIe evI (ene oLakhavAnI) mahenata hoya to pakaDAyA vinA rahe ja nahi. samajAya che kAMI ? (ene pakaDavA) upayogane sUkSma karavo paDe, prabhu ! bahu jhINo karavo paDe. jANavA-dekhavAnI dazAne bahu jhINI karavI paDe ane jhINo kare to jhINI cIja che e hAthamAM Ave. judI jAta che, prabhu ! Aha.....hA...! (mATe kahe che".....AtmalaganI ja teno mArga karI deze. AtmAnI kharekharI laganI lAge ne aMdaramAM mArga na thAya ema bane ja nahi. AtmAnI laganI lAgavI joIe... aMdarathI laganI lAgavI joIe. AhA...hA...! eka ja AtmA.... AtmA.... AtmA....! sapanAmAM AtmA.... jAgRtimAM AtmA.... vicAramAM AtmA.... kalpanAmAM AtmA... AhA...hA...! ema jene laganI lAge (tene mArga maLe che. "...tenI pAchaLa lAgavuM joIe.' AtmAnI pAchaLa lAgavuM joIe. jema paisA ne bAyaDI ne chokarAnI pAchaLa lAgyo che, ema AtmAnI pAchaLa lAgavuM joIe. AhA...hA.... (ema) .tenI pAchaLa lAgavuM joIe. AtmAne dhyeyarUpa rAkhIne zuM kahe che ? AtmAne dhyeyarUpa rAkhIne) eTale lakSamAM laIne, dhyeya banAvIne dRSTimAM tene dhyeya banAvIne, tene : ,

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vacanAmRta rahasya 11 lakSamAM levA mATe ....dina-rAta satata prayatna karavo joIe. AvI vAta che bApA AhA...hA..! e koI zAstranuM jANapaNuM thaI jAya eTale AtmA (prApta) thaI jAya ema paNa nathI. (tenA mATe to) aMtaranuM jJAna joIe. aMtaramAM UtaravuM joIe. AhA...hA...! bhagavAna aMdara atIndriya AnaMdathI bharyo paDyo che. jeno namUno aMtaramAM AnaMdanA svAdano Ave tyAre teNe "AtmA jANyo ema kahevAmAM Ave. AhA...hA...hA...! aMtaramAM AnaMda che - atIndriya AnaMda che (enI sAme) IndranA indrAsano paNa saDelAM kUtarA jevA lAge ! e sukha (evuM lAge) ! samyagdarzana thatAM, anubhava thatAM, anubhavI dharmanI pahelI zreNIvALAne, dharmanA pahelAM sopAna - pagathiyAvALAne potAnAM sukha AgaLa indranA sukha paNa jhera jevA lAge ! AhA..hA...! - have emAM (ajJAnIne) bahAramAM mIThAza lAge (ane ahIMyA kahe che dharmIne) e jhera jevA lAge che. paNa kone lAge ? mIMDhave to lAge) ne ! AtmAno AnaMda mIMDhave ke A (AtmA) to AnaMdamUrti che ane A (rAgAdi) badhAM to jhera che. A rIte enI sAthe meLave to ene AnaMda (sAme jhera lAge. paNa meLave ja nahi - jANe ja nahi to ene jhera kyAMthI lAge ? AhA...hA...! AvI vAto che. A benanAM vacano jarI nIkaLI gayAM che. aMdara anubhavathI siddhAMtarUpe nIkaLyAM che. anubhavanI vANI che. pustaka to 60,000 bahAra paDI gayAM che. eka zabda (vAkya) to (evuM) Ave che. che ahIM ? cAkaLA nathI ? muMbaImAM sabhAmAM badhe cAre kora cAkaLA thaI gayAM che. "jAgato jIva Ubho che' - e zabda che. AmAM che kyAMka. keTalAmuM pAnuM ? AmAM che. 306 (naMbarano) bola (che). pAnuM 103. pahelI lITI (che) - "jAgato jIva Ubho che." zuM kahe che ? jJAyaka - jANaka svabhAva jIva Ubho (che) eTale dhruva che. A badhuM anitya ane asthira che. prabhu ! aMdara dhruva che. jAgato... jAgato.... jAgato.... jJAyaka caitanyamUrti prabhu ! Ubho che ne ! Ubho che ne aMdara ! Ubho che. eTale dhruve che ne ! A...hA...hA...hA...! "jAgato jIva Ubho che te kyAM jAya ?' kyAM jAya ? zarIramAM jAya ?. rAgamAM Ave ? jAya kyA e ? AhA...hA...hA...! jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! enA zabdo

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12 vicanAmRta-2] (aMtaranA UMDANanA amRtanA che !! "jAgato jIva Ubho che te kyAM jAya? jarUra prApta thAya ja.' e dhruva upara najara kare to prApta thayA vinA rahe nahi. Ubho che ne ? "Ubho eTale dhruva che ne ! caitanya bhagavAna aMdara dhruva che, nitya che, anAdi - anaMta che, svataHsiddha che. e Ubho - dhruva che ene jo pahoMcI vaLe to jarUra tane AnaMda maLe. AhA...hA...! e vinA bIjo koI rasto che nahi. AhA...hA...hA...! zabdo to ghaNAM (gaMbhIra) che ! ahIM (kahe che) AtmAne dhyeyarUpa rAkhIne... prema eTale lakSa rAkhIne. ...dina-rAta satata prayatna karavo joIe.' A cAlatI vAta. bIjo bola (cAle che). "mAruM hita kema thAya ?" AhA...hA...! huM AtmA chuM, mAruM hita kema thAya ? ema ene laganI lAgavI joIe. che ? "huM AtmAne kaI rIte jANuM ? ema mAnIne laganI ne prayatna kare che. ema laganI vadhArIne prayatna kare to jarUra mArga hAtha Ave. jarUra mArga (prApta) thAya, thAya ne thAya ja. AhA...hA...! zuM kare (jyAM) lapa badhI vaLagI karoLiyAne ! AhA...hA...! eka ThekANe evuM lakhyuM che ke mANasane be paga che. e mANasa che e bAyaDI paraNe tyAre ene cAra paga thAya, be ne be = cAra eTale e Dhora thayo ! Dhorane cAra paga hoya ne ? (AvuM) zAstramAM lakhANa che. ene vaLI chokaro thAya to cha paga thAya. jyAre cha paga thAya (tyAre) e bhamaro thayo. bhamarAne cha paga hoya ane emAM vaLI e paraNe ne bAyaDI thAya eTale ATha paga thAya, tyAre e karoLiyo thayo. karoLiyAne ATha paga hoya. khabara che koI di' ? khabara paNa nahi hoya. karoLiyAne ATha paga hoya, bhamarAne che paga hoya, Dhorane cAra paga hoya (ne) mANasane be paga hoya, (ema) jyAM vaLagyo eka, be traNa ne cAra...! AhA....hA...hA...! e to kahe che pachI e karoLiyAnI lALamAM viMTAI gayo. lALa moDhAmAM kADhe ne emAM ne emAM viMTAIne marI jAya, thaI rahyuM....! ahIM kahe che ke tuM prayatnane vadhAra. AtmAnI laganI kara prabhu ! AtmA.... AtmA... AtmAnI oLakhANa kara. bIjuM badhuM choDIne prayatnathI AtmAnI khoLakhANa kara. (to) tane jarUra mArga hAtha Ave. be bola thayAM. bIje ja choDI thayA

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vacanAmRta rahasya Soo che 70 0 ( jJAnInI pariNati sahaja hoya che. prasaMge prasaMge bhedajJAnane yAda karIne temane gokhavuM nathI paDatuM, paNa temane to evuM sahaja pariNamana ja thaI gayuM hoya che . AtmAmAM ekadhAruM pariNamana varyA ja kare che." 3. 0 trIjo bola. "jJAnInI pariNati sahaja hoya che. zuM kahyuM e ? jene dharma thAya che tene AtmajJAna thAya che. te AtmAnuM jJAna ane varte che. tethI te dharmIne jJAnInI pariNati nAma avasthA, pariNati eTale dazA, jJAnInI dazA sahaja hoya che. te svAbhAvika jANanAra - dekhanAra rahIne AnaMdamAM rahe che. AhA...hA...hA...! Avo mArga che. jJAnInI pariNati.... eTale paryAya. jJAnInI pariNati eTale paryAya - avasthA. .....sahaja hoya che.' tyAM haMTha nathI hotI. AhA...hA...! aMdara jJAnAnaMda, sahajAnaMda prabhunuM jyAM jJAna ane bhAna thayuM ane dharmanI zarUAta thaI e sahaja thAya che. enI e dazA sahaja hoya che, kRtrima nathI. "prasaMge prasaMge bhedajJAnane yAda karIne temane gokhavuM nathI paDatuM... zuM kahe che ? jene bhedajJAna (thaIne) AtmajJAna thayuM tene prasaMge prasaMge A rAgathI juduM pADavAno prasaMga pachI nathI raheto. judo paDyo e paDyo. pachI ene navuM bhedajJAna vikalpAtmaka) karavuM paDatuM nathI. are...! are....! AtmA AnaMdamUrti bhagavAna aMdarathI judo paDyo tene have prasaMge prasaMge bhedajJAnane yAda karIne gokhavuM nathI paDatuM. eTale ? A rAga huM nahi, puNya huM nahi ema vAraMvAra pachI jJAnIne karavuM paDatuM nathI. AhA...hA...hA...! - e rAganA vikalpathI cAhe to dayA, dAna, ne vratano vikalpa - rAga hoya enAthI paNa dharmInI dazA - pariNati judI hoya che. ene judI gokhavI

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14 [vacanAmRta-3] nathI paDatI ke, A rAgathI huM judo chuM, rAgathI huM judo chuM. rAgathI judI enI dazA - pariNati thayA ja kare che. evo eno sahaja svabhAva che. AhA..hAM... AvI dharmanI vAta che. AkaruM paDe...! (bahAramAM pravAha bIjo cAle che ane mArga kaMIka bIjo che. eTale AkaruM lAge. . .. paNa temane to evuM sahaja pariNamana ja thaI gayuM hoya che.....' ema dharmIne - jJAnIne to AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM che tethI te jJAnamAM rAgane have judo pADavo paDato nathI. judo pADyo e pADyo. juduM pariNamana thayAM kare che. dharmIne rAganA vikalpathI judo pADatAM, pADyA pachI tene rAgathI judo pADavAno prayatna pharIne karavo paDato nathI. AhA...hA..hA..! bheda paDyo e paDyo. bheda ema ne ema thayA - ramyA ja kare che. (eTale ke rAgathI bhinna jJAna ne AnaMdamAM ramyA ja kare che. bhale bole, hAle, cAle paNa e kyiAthI bhinna aMdara thayA kare che. A...hA...hA...hA...! Avo mArga che). hajI vyavahAranA ThekANAM na hoya ene AvI vAta kAne paDatAM (AkarI) lAge. ....paNa temane to evuM sahaja pariNamana ja thaI gayuM hoya che. ke AtmAmAM ekavAra (AvuM) pariNamana (thayA pachI) varyA ja kare che. dharmIne rAgathI judo paDatAM, rAgathI judo paDatAM rAgathI pachI judo pADavo paDato nathI. AhA...! AnaMdanI dhArA, jJAnanI dhArA dharmIne ekadhArI sadAya varyA ja kare che. ene dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. AkaruM che bhAI ! AhA...hA...! hajI sAMbhaLyuM paNa na hoya (e) vicAra aMdara ke di kare ? aMdaramAM ruci kyAre kare ? ene sAMbhaLavA na maLe. ' (ahIM) kahe che (jJAnIne) - AtmAmAM ekadhAruM pariNamana varyA ja kare che. ekadhAruM ! che ne ? ....ekadhAruM pariNamana varyA ja kare che.' AA . ha...!

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vacanAmRta rahasya 6 jJAna ane vairAgya ekabIjAne protsAhana ApanArAM che. jJAna vagarano vairAgya te kharekhara verAgya nathI paNa ruMdhAyelo kaSAya che. paraMtu jJAna nahi hovAthI jIva kaSAyane oLakhI zakato nathI. jJAna pote mArgane oLakhe che, ane vairAgya che te jJAnane kyAMya phasAvA deto nathI paNa badhAthI nispRha ane svanI mojamAM TakAvI rAkhe che. jJAna sahitanuM jIvana niyamathI verAgyamaya ja hoya che." 4. have cotho bola. "jJAna ane vairAgya ekabIjAne protsAhana ApanArAM che. e zuM kahe che ? AtmAnuM jJAna (eTale zuddha AnaMda svarUpanuM (jJAna) ane puNya-pApanA rAgano vairAgya. (arthAtu) puNya-pApanA premathI chUTI ane rAgathI virakta thayo e rAgathI virakta thayo te vairAgya ane AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM te jJAna, e jJAna ane virAgya ekabIjAne protsAhana Ape che. Aha.. ...dha...! che ? "jJAna ane vairAgya....' vairAgya ene kahIe ke AtmAnuM jJAna je che te rAga rahita thayuM evuM jJAna ane rAgamAM je puNya ane pApanA bhAva che e bannemAMthI chUTIne virakta thAya. (arthAta) rAgamAM rakta che tenAthI virakta thAya. puSya ne pApanA pariNAmamAMthI), puNyanA pariNAmamAM rakta che tenAthI virakta thAya ene vairAgya kahIe. bAyaDI - chokarAM choDe, dukAna choDIne beTho, sAdhu thaI gayo mATe vairAgI che, ema nathI, ema kahe che. aMtaranAM puNya ne pApanA bhAvathI virakta thAya te vairAgya che). che ? "jJAna ane vairAgya ekabIjAne protsAhana ApanArAM che.' jJAna vagarano vairAgya te kharekhara vairAgya nathI....' (arthAtu) jene aMdara AtmajJAna thayuM nathI, jene aMdara AtmAnubhava nathI, eno vairAgya te vairAgya - * * * * * * * * *

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16 vicanAmRta-4] nathI. e kuTuMba ne kabIlA choDIne sAdhu thAya to e sAdhu nathI. kemake evuM sAdhupaNuM to anaMtavAra lIdhuM che. 'munivrata dhAra anaMta bera, triveka upajAyo, pai AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo' anaMtavAra munipaNuM dhAraNa karyuM, 28 mULaguNa pALyAM, (pAMca) mahAvrata lIdhAM paNa e mahAvratAdinAM pariNAma to rAga ne Asava ne duHkha che. AhA...hA..hA...! eno vairAgya jyAre thAya tyAre puSya ne pApanAM banne pariNAmathI virakta thAya ane AtmAmAM rakta thAya. (Ama) AtmAnuM jJAna (te jJAnI ane puNya-pApa (nA pariNAmathI) virakta te vairAgya (che), banne ekabIjAne madada karanArA che. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! - A to sAdI bhASAmAM bena bolI gayelAM che ane A lakhAI gayuM che. pustaka bahAra ghaNAM AvI gayAM che. ahIMyA paNa ghaNAM AvyAM haze. (zrotA : traNa hajAra AvyAM che). 60,000 chapAI gayAM che. muMbaI, kalakattA, dilhI. cArekora gayAM che. laMDana, amerikA badhe pustaka gayAM che. paNa (A vAta) thoDI jhINI paDe. (kemake) bIjo pracAra ghaNo ane A vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi e vicAre ke di ne aMdara nivRtti ke di le ? AhA... ahIM kahe che "jJAna vagarano vairAgya...' eTale zuM? jene AtmAnuM jJAna (thayuM hoya) (eTale ke) rAgathI bhinna, dayA, dAna ne vratanAM pariNAmanAM vikalpathI paNa bhinna evuM jene jJAna hoya tene tenI sAthe rAgano vairAgya (eTale ke viraktabhAva hoya ja. jhINI vAta che. AhA...hA...! 'jJAna vagarano vairAgya te kharekhara verAgya nathI. AtmAnA anubhava vinAno vairAgya e vairAgya nathI. e bhale kuTuMba-kabIlA choDIne, dukAna choDIne, pAMca-pacAsa lAkhanI pedAza hoya e choDIne sAdhu thaIne) beTho hoya, paMca mahAvrata pALato hoya chatAM paNa AtmAno anubhava nathI to e ajJAnI che. zrotA :- AtmAnA anubhavanI kiMmata che. pUjya gurudevazrI - anubhavanI kiMmata che. prathama samyagdarzananI kiMmata che. anubhava kaho ke samakita kaho (banne ekArtha che). jJAna eTale AtmA. (AtmAnA) jJAna vagarano vairAgya te kharekhara vairAgya nathI. paNa rUMdhAyelo kaSAya che. (eTale ke) dAbelo kaSAya che. rUMdhAyelo eTale dAbelo che. (rAga) khasyo nathI, rAga gayo nathI. (paNa) dALyo che. e udayamAM Avaze (temAM joDAIne pAcho) cAra gatimAM rakhaDaze. AhA...hA..hA...! jhINI vAta che paNa

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vacanAmRta rahasya bApu ! sAcI vAta to A che. - 64 bALa brahmacArI bena - dIkarIyuM che emAM bena A bolelAM ane nava dIkarIyue lakhI lIdheluM te bahAra AvyuM. nahitara to bahAra Ave ja nahi. ene potAne bahAra paDavAno bhAva nahi, koI lakhe che enI paNa ene khabara nahi. lakhe che to bahAra pADe to enI ene khabara nahi. paNa A vAta atyAre bahAra AvI gaI. (ahIM) kahe che "jJAna vagarano verAgya te kharekhara verAgya nathI... e zuM kahyuM prabhu ? jene rAganA, dayA, dAnanA vikalpathI bhinna AtmA (che) evA AtmAnuM jene anubhava ane jJAna nathI teno vairAgya te ruMdhAyelo (kaSAya che, eTale kaSAyane dAvyo che. kaSAya gayo nathI, TaLyo nathI (paNa) dAvyo che. (eTale) pAcho eno Ubharo Avaze. AhA...hA...! bahArathI vairAgya dekhAya bAyaDI - chokarAM choDI beTho hoya eTale) vairAgI dekhAya paNa aMdaramAM AtmajJAna nathI e vairAgya (nathI). ene yathArtha vairAgya che ja nahi. jJAna vagarano vairAgya ruMdhAyelo che . dabAyelo kaSAya che. AhA..hA...! paraMtu jJAna nahi hovAthI jIva kaSAyane oLakhI zakato nathI. AhA...hA...! e zuM kahe che ? aMdara AtmA jJAnamUrti, cidAnaMda atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa - ene je jANato nathI tethI te jJAna vinA kaSAyane oLakhI zakato nathI. kaSAya kone kahevo ? dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAmane paNa kaSAya kahevAya che. e vAta) e jANI zakato nathI. A...hA...hA...hA...! " aMtaranA AtmAnA jJAna vinA vairAgya hoto nathI. paraMtu jJAna nahi hovAthI te jIva kaSAyane oLakhato paNa nathI. ene kaSAya thAya che. mahAvratanA pariNAma e kaSAya che. A..hA...hA...hA...! (AvuM sAMbhaLIne rADa nAkhI jAya ne ! e vikalpa UThe che. vrata, ahiMsA, satya e vRtti : vikalpa che. bhagavAna (AtmA) to vikalpathI rahita che. evA nirvikalpa caitanyanA jJAna vinA juM kAMI vairAgya dekhAya te dAbelo kaSAya che. (have kahe che, "jJAna pote mArgane oLakhe che..... ane jJAna vinA (arthAtu) aMtara samyakajJAna vinA A kaSAya che, rAga che - ema oLakhI zake nahi. jJAnano svAda rAganA svAdathI judo che . evuM jeNe jANyuM nathI te rAganA svAdane oLakhI zakato nathI. AhA...hA...hA....! Avo upadeza have...! mArga

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18 [vacanAmRta-4] to Avo che bhAI ! ajJAnI (jIvana) jJAna nahi hovAthI kaSAyane oLakhI zakato nathI. jJAna pote mArgane oLakhe che....... rAgathI, vikalpathI bhinna paDatuM jJAna (arthAtu) caitanyarasa (svarU5) AtmA e caitanyarasana - AnaMdano anubhava thayo e kaSAyone oLakhe che ke A rAga che te duHkharUpa che (ane) mAruM svarUpa te AnaMdarUpa che. AnaMda ane rAganA bhAgane (svAdane bannene judA pADIne jANe che. ajJAnIne kaSAyanuM jJAna nathI. AhA...hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? AvI jhINI vAtuM ! - amAre tyAM sonagaDhamAM to kAyama (AvuM) cAle. 45 varSathI cAle che. kAyama A cAle che. kAyama loko savAra-sAMja (Ave che. ahIMyA to pahelA - vahelA AvyAM chIe. eTale ajANyA mANasane AkaruM lAge evuM che. (paNa) ene kAne to paDe ! (ke) kAMIka cIja bIjI che. A...hA...hA...hA...! 'jJAna pote mArgane oLakhe che....' rAganA vikalpathI juduM paDeluM AtmAnuM jJAna, ene je-jJAna thayuM te jJAna rAgane oLakhe che ke A rAga che e mArI cIja nathI. ajJAnIne rAganI khabara nathI. kemake rAgathI judA AtmAnuM jJAna ne AnaMda nathI. AnaMda nathI to AnaMda sAthe duHkhane zI rIte meLave? rAga che te duHkha che. cAhe to zubharAga ho, puNya - rAga ho (paNa e) dukha che. AhA..hA...! - AnaMdanA svAdanI AgaLa, dharmanI pahelI sIDhInA AnaMdamAM rAga duHkharUpa lAge tyAre te rAgane jANe che. jJAna vinA rAgane jANI zake nahi. jene AtmajJAna nathI te rAgane jANI zake nahi. ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! ..ane vairAgya che te jJAnane kyAMya phasAvA deto nathI... zuM kahyuM e ? jJAnasvarUpa aMdara jANyuM, rAgathI (huM) bhinna chuM enuM bhAna thayuM tethI te rAgane oLakhe che ane e sAthe vairAgya che e rAgathI virakta che. (mATe) te vairAgya rAgamAM phasAto nathI. che ? ....vairAgya che te jJAnane kyAMya phsAvA deto nathI...." jJAna rAgane jANe che paNa rAgathI virakta thayelo evo vairAgya te rAgamAM phasAto nathI. A...hA...hA...hA....! A to TUMkA zabdo che. mahAmaMtra che ! thoDA AkarA lAge evA che. bahAranI mahimA - bhabhakA AgaLa aMtara AtmA kyAM che e to kyAMya paDyo rahyo bicAro ! bahAranI mahimAmAM

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vacanAmRta rahasya 19 ema ne ema gUMcAIne marI gayo. emAM vaLI pAMca-pacAsa lAkha karoDa be karoDa, pAMca-dasa karoDa thAya....! thaI rahyuM......! AMkhyuM pahoLI thaI jAya !! AA ...! arere...! prabhu ! e jJAna vinAno rAga che ane tuM oLakhI zakIza nahi. mATe paheluM AtmAnuM jJAna kara ! ane jJAna kara to tuM rAgane oLakhI zakIza ane tethI rAgane oLakhatAM enI sAthe rAgathI virakta je vairAgya che, e vairAgya rAgamAM phasAze nahi. samajAya che kAMI ? A...hA...hA..hA..! ....vairAgya che te jJAnane kyAMya phasAvA deto nathI paNa badhAthI nispRha.... jene AtmajJAna thayuM, samakita thayuM e puNya-pApanA bhAvathI rakta hato e virakta thayo. e have kyAMya phasAto nathI) - kyAya rAjI thato nathI. duniyAnI koI cIjamAM tene ruci thatI nathI. koI cIjamAM ene poSAtuM nathI. kema ke ruci anuyAyI vIrya ! jene jenI ruci thAya teno puruSArtha te ruci tarapha vaLyA vinA rahe nahi. jene jenuM poSANa thAya e poSANa tarapha enuM vIrya vaLyA vinA rahe nahi. ema jo AtmAnuM poSANa thAya to enuM vIrya AtmA tarapha vaLyA vinA rahe nahi. rUci anuyAyI vIrya ! jenI jyAM ruci tyAM enuM vIrya kAma karaze. AhA..hA..hA..! bahAramAM rUci che. to ene tyAM vIrya kAma karaze - rAgane dveSa ne puNya ne pApamAM. dhamAlamAM paDaze. A...hA..hA...hA...! AkaruM kAma che ! - A to anubhavanI vANI che. jagatathI judI jAta che. "...badhAthI nispRha ane svanI mojamAM TakAvI rAkhe che." (eTale) svanA AnaMdamAM TakAvI rAkhe che. AhA...! AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM ane rAgathI virakta thayo tene kyAMya moja lAgatI nathI. bIjA sthAnamAM kyAMya moja lAgatI nathI. paraMtu) "jharavanI mojamAM TakAvI rAkhe che. potAnA atIndriya AnaMdamAM raheto, (tene) rAga Ave tenA upara paNa prema raheto nathI. ene rAganI ruci nathI). dayA dAna, vratanI ruci paNa hotI nathI. (rAga) Ave kharo ! paNa (teno) svAmI na thAya, dhaNI na thAya. svarUpanA e dhaNI che, e svarUpano dhaNI rahe. e rAgano dhaNI na thAya. eka myAnamAM be talavAra rahI zake nahi. ema jene rAgathI virakta (evo) vairAgya che, e vairAgya rAgamAM phasAI jAya ema nahi. e jJAna AtmAne jANe ane vairAgya che e rAgamAM phasAya

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20 vicanAmRta-4] nahi. e rIte ....svanI mojamAM TakAvI rAkhe che. (have kahe che, jJAna sahitanuM jIvana niyamathI vairAgyamaya ja hoya che.' A...hA...hA...hA...! jene AtmajJAna thayuM samyagdarzana thayuM evA jJAna sahitanA vairAgyane vairAgya kahIe. tenuM vairAgyamaya ja jIvana hoya che. ane rAgamaya jIvana hotuM nathI. vizeSa kaheze.... jema dUdhapAkanA svAda AgaLa lAla juvAranA roTalAno svAda na Ave tema jeNe prabhu AnaMda svarUpa che enA svAda lIdhA che tene jagatanI koI cIjamAM prema lAgato nathI, rasa Avato nathI. ekAkArapaNuM thatuM nathI. sva svabhAva sivAya jeTalA vikalpa ane bAhya zeyo te badhAno rasa tUTI gayo che. dhyAnamAM utare tyAM jJAtA-jJAna-ya eka thaIne AnaMdano rasa Ave, eTalI mokaLAza rAkhIne rAgamAM-bahAramAM Ave (paramAgamasAra-355)

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"svabhAvanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM soMsaravaTa kALaje ghA paDI jAya, "svabhAva" zabda sAMbhaLatAM zarIranI soMsaravaTa kALajAmAM UtarI jAya. ruvAMTe ruvAMTAM khaDAM thaI jAya eTaluM hRdayamAM thAya, ane svabhAva prApta karyA vinA cena na paDe, sukha na lAge, lIdhe ja chUTako. yathArtha bhUmikAmAM AvuM hoya che. 6 pravacana-2, vacanAmRta-6 thI 12 benanAM vacanAmRto. cAra bola cAlyA che. pAMcamo vAMcI levo. (have, chaThTho bola. chathI laIe chIe. chaThTho bola - A vacanAmRtano chaThTho bola. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! apUrva vAta che ! anaMta kALamAM aMdara caitanya AtmA svabhAva zuM che enI ene mahimA - mAhAsya AvyuM nathI. (zAstranAM) jANapaNA paNa anaMtavAra karyo, kriyA-kAMDa paNa anaMtavAra karyA, paMca mahAvrata AdinA pariNAma paNa anaMtavAra dhAraNa karyA paNa vastusvarUpanA svabhAvane pratItamAM ane anubhavamAM na lIdho. (anubhava na thAya) tyAM sudhI ene janma-maraNanAM aMta Ave nahi. samyagdarzana vinA janma-maraNanAM aMta na Ave. tyAre e samyagdarzana) kema thAya ? (e kahe che). svabhAvanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM... AtmA(no) sva-bhAva. Atma vastu e svabhAvavAna (che). eno svabhAva jJAna ne AnaMda che). e jJAna ne AnaMda jeno svabhAva che e vAta sAMbhaLatAM ....soMsaravaTa kALaje ghA paDI jAya." AhA....! aMdaramAM ghA vAge ke aMdara AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che. rAgathI rahita che, vikalpathI rahita che. ahIM (to) vastudharmanI vAta che, bhAI ! ahIMyA

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22 vicanAmRta-6] kAMI pApa choDIne puNya karo ne puNyathI kAMIka tamane (kalyANa) thAze, e vAta ahIM nathI. e vAta anaMtavAra karI ne lokoe anaMtavAra bhogavI. puNya-pApanA bhAva sivAya bhinna AtmasvabhAvanI vAta sAMbhaLI nathI). zabdo thoDA che (paNa) bhAva AmAM ghaNo UMco che. "svabhAvanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM soMsaravaTa kALaje ghA paDI jAya.' AhA...hA...hA...! aMtaramAM AtmA AnaMda ne jJAnasvarUpa che - evo aMdaramAM ghA paDI jAya. puSyane pApanI bIjI vAta eka kora raho, paryAyanI paNa apekSA jyAM nathI evA) trikALI jJAyaka svabhAvanI A to vAta che. trikALI jJAyaka ne AnaMda jeno svabhAva (che) e vAta sAMbhaLatAM soMsaravaTa kALaje ghA paDI jAya. svabhAva' zabda sAMbhaLatAM zarIranI soMsaravaTa kALajAmAM UtarI jAya." jhINI vAta che. A...hA...hA...hA...! aMdaramAM AtmA AnaMda ne jJAnano nAtha pUrNAnaMda prabhu che. anaMta AnaMda ne anaMta zAMti... jemAM apAra zAMti ane apAra AnaMdu paDyo che evo je bhagavAna AtmA ! enA svabhAvanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM, (e) bhAva ene zarIrathI judo soMsaravaTa UtarI jAya (ema). kahe che. tyAre tenI prApti thAya nahitara enI prApti thAya ema che nahi. A...hA...hA...hA...! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! (paNa) apUrva vAta che. AhA...! "ruvAMTe ruvAMTAM khaDAM thaI jAya....' aMdara ruvAMTAM kheDAM thaI jAya. aMdara svarUpamAM sthira thatAM, AnaMda ne jJAnano anubhava thatAM ruvAMTAM khaDAM thaI jAya. e vAta Ave che. yAda che ? ToDaramalamAM 'rahasyapUrNa ciThThI' mAM Ave che). "romAMca thAya che . ema Ave che. khabara che. vAta sAMbhaLatAM aMdara romAMca khaDAM thaI jAya. AhA...hA..hA...! A AtmA !! atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara ! aMtara' atIndriya jJAnano anaMta mahimAvaMta prabhu ! zuM che A !! 'evI enI aMdara soMsaravaTa vAta UtarI jAya. "..ruvAMTe ruvAMTAM khaDAM thaI jAya. AhAM...! bahAranI koI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ene hoMza ne utsAha AvI jAya che ne ? ema A vAta sAMbhaLatAM aMtaramAM utsAha ne hoMza Ave. AhA...hA...! ...eTaluM hRdayamAM thAya,.... ATaluM jyAre hRdayamAM thAya. ...ane svabhAva prApta karyA vinA cena na paDe .' A........! " A to bena thoDuM bena-dIkarIyuMnI aMdara bolI gayelAM. e A lakhAyelI vAta bahAra AvI gaI. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne aMtara anubhava thayo

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vacanAmRta rahasya 23 (e) anubhavathI A vANI AvI che. jagatane jhINI paDe, bahAranA pravAhanA badhAM dora (cAle) che e karatAM judI jAta lAge ethI ene AkarI lAge. taddana anabhyAsavALAne to AkarI lAge. paNa prabhu A kare chUTako che. nahi to janma-maraNano aMta-Aro nahi Ave. e ahIM kahe che. ....eTaluM hRdayamAM thAya, ane svabhAva prApta karyA vinA cena na paDe,....' AhA...hA...! bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa prApta thayA vinA ene cena na paDe, '....sukha na lAge...' ene enA vinA AtmA vinA kyAMya sukha na lAge, koIpaNa cIjamAM sukha lAge nahi. '....lIdhe ja chUTako.'aMtaramAM AtmAnA sukhano svabhAva prApta kare ja chUTako. yathArtha bhUmikAmAM AvuM hoya che.' samyagdarzana pAmavA pahelAM AvI yathArtha bhUmikA hoya che (ema kahe che). A...hA..hA..hA...! dharma - samyagdarzana to dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. pahelI pahelI sapANa che. enA pahelAM A sthiti (A) bhUmikA aMdaramAM AvavI joIe. AhA...hA..hA...! yathArtha bhUmikAmAM AvuM hoya che.' e bhUmikA Ave tyAre te AtmAne aMtaranI anubhava dazA prApta thAya che. tyAre tene samyagdarzana ne samyajJAna vedanamAM Ave che. je dhAraNAmAM hatuM ke A AtmA Avo che. ne tevo che' - e dhAraNAmAM vAta hatI e chUTIne vedanamAM AvI jAya che. AhA. hA..! bahu jhINuM paDe. emanI (sAthe) to phakta dIkarIyuM beThI hatI, emAM rAte 'thoDuM bolyAM haze te ene kAMI khabara nathI ke koI lakhI le che. benu-dIkarIyuM e lakhI lIdhuM. lakhI lIdhuM te bahAra AvyuM. nahi to sonagaDha taraphathI to bAvIsa lAkha pustaka bahAra paDyAM che. ATha lAkha pustaka jayapura taraphathI bahAra paDyAM che. (ema) trIsa lAkha pustaka (bahAra) paDyAM che. paNa meM koIne kahyuM nathI ke A pustaka banAvo. ApaNe e sabaMdhamAM kyAMya paMDatA ja nathI. eka vyAkhyAna sivAya (kAMI karatAM nathI). duniyA duniyAnuM kare ne e jANe. paNa A jyAM hAthamAM AvyuM - benanI vANI jyAM hAthamAM AvI tyAre meM kahyuM, bhAI ! A lAkha pustako chapAvo !! trIsa lAkha (pustako) "chapANAM emAM meM koI di' kahyuM nathI hoM ! ke A karo ! A makAna (maMdiro) ATalA karoDo rUpiyA kharcIne tyAM (sonagaDhamAM) banAvyAM che. 26 lAkhanuM

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24 [vacanAmRta-7] to eka makAna (paramAgama maMdira) hamaNAM banAvyuM ! 26 lAkhanuM !! meM koIne kahyuM nathI ke banAvo ne tame ahIMyA paisA do ne ahIM vAparo ! ahIM to eka upadeza karIe, basa eTaluM ! A vAta - A zabda jyAM kAne paDyAM - jyAM lakSamAM AvyAM (tyAre) kahyuM, "bhAI ! A pustaka apUrva che ane lAkha chapAvo !' 60 hajAra to chapAI gayAM che ane hajI ghaNAM chapAvavAnI taiyArI che. AvI bhUmikA hoya ene AtmAno AnaMda svabhAva - anubhava(mAM) prApta thayA vinA rahe nahi. e vinA ekalA kriyAkAMDa ke ekalA jANapaNAnI khUba dhAraNA kare, ethI AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda AvI jAya, ema che nahi. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! e chaThTho bola thayo. : 70-00 jagatamAM jema kahe che ke Dagale ne pagale paisAnI jarUra paDe che, tema AtmAmAM Dagale ne pagale eTale ke paryAye paryAye puruSArtha ja joIe che. puruSArtha vagara eka paNa paryAya pragaTatI nathI. eTale rucithI mAMDI TheTha kevaLajJAna sudhI puruSArtha ja joIe che." 7. sAtamo bola). jagatamAM jema kahe che ke Dagale ne pagale paisAnI jarUra paDe che... duniyA to ema kahe che ne ? paisA vinA zAka maLe nahi, paisA vinA dUdha maLe nahi, paisA vinA makAna maLe nahi, paisA vinA bhADe rahevAnuM maLe nahi. ema paisA vinA cAle nahi, ema duniyA vAta kare che. A to dRSTAMta che. ' ' tema AtmAmAM Dagale ne pagale eTale ke paryAye paryAye puruSArtha ja joIe che. AhA..hA...hA...! enI samaya-samayanI je paryAya che temAM AtmA taraphano puruSArtha samaye samaye joIe. tyAre te prApta thAya evI cIja che.

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vacanAmRta rahasya 25 paheluM enuM jJAna to kare. enuM jJAna to kare ke mArga A che ! e sivAya bIjo mArga - rasto che nahi. e jJAna kare to enA khyAlamAM Ave to pachI aMdara prayoga kare. paNa hajI sAcI samajaNanA ThekANA na maLe e kyAM prayoga kare ? ne konI tarapha enI dizA vaLe ? ahIM kahe che "jagatamAM jema kahe che ke Dagale ne pagale paisAnI jarUra paDe che, tema AtmAmAM Dagale ne pagale eTale ke paryAye paryAye puruSArtha ja joIe che.' AhA..hA...! aMtaramAM puruSArthanI jAgRti joIe. jagatamAM kema hoMza AvI jAya che. pAMca-pacIsa karoDanI mUDI hoya, chokarAnA lagna hoya pacAsa lAkha - karoDa kharcavA hoya to hoMzano pAra na hoya), harakhano pAra na hoya. ene ema hoya ke ame zuM karIe chIe ! che ekaluM pApa ! e kahe che ke Dagale ne pagale jyAre tane emAM paisA vinA cAlatuM nathI ema ahIMyA aMdaramAM Dagale ne pagale puruSArtha vinA cAlatuM nathI. aMtaramAM paryAye paryAye puruSArtha joIe. e paheluM enA jJAnamAM AvavuM joIe. AhA...hA...! puruSArtha vagara eka paNa paryAya pragaTatI nathI. puruSArtha vagara eka paNa paryAya pragaTatI nathI (ema kahe che). enI meLAe AtmA pragaTa thaI jaze, ema nathI. tyAre "kramabaddha' che ne ? kramabaddha che ne e eka mahA siddhAMta che. paNa e kramabaddhamAM akartAno puruSArtha che. AhA...! rAgano puruSArtha paNa nathI karavAno paNa paryAya tarapha paNa lakSa nathI. aMtara bhagavAna sacidAnaMda prabhu paramAtmasvarUpe zakti e . svabhAve caitanyasiMha birAje che. e caitanyasiMha che ! eka aMza jAgatAM - thApaDa mAratAM karmano bhUko UDAvI de evI enAmAM tAkAta che. samajAya che kAMI ? vAta to AvI che. bApu ! pelA (ajJAnI) kahe ke ame pApI chIe (mATe) pApa ghaTADavA puNya (karavAnuM) to kaho ! paNa puNya ne pApa banne anaMtavAra karyo che, prabhu ! ahIM to dharmanI vAta che. pApa choDIne puNya kare to e paNa saMsAra che. e kAMI AtmA nathI. A...hA..hA..hA...! ahIM e kahe che -rucithI mAMDI TheTha kevaLajJAna sudhI. ruci anuyAyI vIrya ! bhagavAna AtmA zuddha caitanyamUrti ! evI enI aMtara ruci thatAM

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rUpiyAno mAla to traNa rUpiyA vicanAmRta-7] teno puruSArtha eTale vIrya aMtara svabhAva tarapha vaLyA vinA rahe nahi. para taraphathI khasI jAya ane sva taraphamAM vasI jAya. AhA...hA...hA...! puruSArtha para taraphathI khasI jAya ane sva taraphamAM vaLI jAya. "..rucithI mAMDI..' (arthAtu) AtmA AnaMda svarUpa jJAnanI ruci. ruci eTale poSANa. vANiyAne jemAM poSANa hoya e mAla levA jAya. traNa rUpiyAnuM naMga hoya ne ahIMyA (te) vecAtAM sADA traNa ne cAra (rUpiyA) maLe to e mAla poSAya. paNa traNa rUpiyAno mAla lAve ne ahIMyA traNa (rUpiye) khape ke aDhI (rUpiye) khape, e mAla lAve ? e mAla ene poSAya ? traNa rUpiyAno mAla lAve, traNa rUpiyA to sAdhAraNa (kahevAya). A to pahelAnI vAta che. atyAre to traNa rUpiyA jevuM kAMI gaNAtuM ja nathI). pahelA to bAra AnAnI maNa juvAra hatI. aDhI rUpiye sAkara hatI. sADA traNa rUpiye UMcAmAM UMcI sAkara maLatI. sADA traNa rUpiye maNa ! mArI dIkSA vakhate eka gADuM sAkara maMgAvI hatI - 25 maNa ! sADA traNa rUpiyAnI maNa ! paNa patarI bahu UMcI. amArA moTA bhAIe ghare dIkSA ApI, te di ghare ApI hatI. ene 67 varSa thaI gayAM. dIkSAM detAM e vakhate - te di' be hajAra rUpiyA kharyA hatAM. e sAkara sADA traNanI maNa, paNa kevI ? ke aMdara patarI jevI ! e sAkaranI paNa jyAre ATalI kiMmata che, atyAre to have bahu vadhI gaI, eTale to have kilo maLe ! atyAre to sADA traNa rUpiye paNa kilo maLatI nathI. have pAMca rUpiye kilo maLe che). enI kiMmata vadhI che ema (enI) kiMmata jANe che to kiMmata daIne vastu le che. to AtmAnI kiMmata ? A...hA...hA...! jenA svabhAvanA sAgaranI mahimAno - mAhAsyano pAra nathI enI zI kiMmata karavI ? enI zI kiMmata ? aMtaramAM puruSArthanuM valaNa thAya ane samaye samaye paryAya aMtara AtmA (tarapha) vaLe ene AtmA prApta thayA vinA rahe nahi. ene samyagdarzana thayA vinA rahe nahi. eTale rucithI mAMDI TheTha kevaLajJAna sudhI puruSArtha ja joIe che. (e) sAta bola thayAM. AThamo vAMcI levA jevo che.

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vacanAmRta rahasya 27 : "puruSArtha karavAnI kaLa sUjhI jAya to mArganI mUMjhavaNa TaLI jAya. pachI kaLe kamAya, dhana dhanane kamAve . dhana raLe to DhagalA thAya, tema AtmAmAM puruSArtha karavAnI kaLa AvI gaI eTale koI vAra to aMtaramAM DhagalAnA DhagalA thaI jAya. ane kyAreka sahaja jema hoya tema rahe." 9 * navamo bola. puruSArtha karavAnI kaLa sUjhI jAya....' benanA zabdo bahu TUMkA che. aMtaramAM puruSArtha karavAnI kaLa sUjhI jAya (eTale) kaLA sUjhI jAya, jJAnamAM tenuM bhAna sUjhI jAya ...to mArganI mUMjhavaNa TaLI jAya.' mUMjhAvA jevuM nathI. ke AvuM AkaruM che mATe nahi maLe e mUMjhavaNa karavA jevuM nathI. e sahaja sahajAnaMdamUrti prabhu ! jene paranI apekSA che nahi evI cIja aMdara paDI che, jAgatI jyota paDI che enA puruSArthanI kaLa sUjhavI joIe, ema kahe che. A..hA...hA...hA..! e taraphanI kaLA sUjhavI joIe. para taraphanI kaLAmAM je huziyArI vApare che ema AtmAmAM kaLAnI huziyArI vApare to e prApta thAya evuM che. AhA..hA..! che ? ' * 'pachI kaLe kamAya..." aMdara kaLa pragaTe (ke) AnaMda svarUpa chuM. 'puNya ne pApanA vikalpamAM duHkha che, e duHkhathI aMdara AnaMda svarUpa bhinna che. zubhabhAva ho ke azubha (bhAva) to banne duHkha che. banne AkuLatA che. enAthI rahita jJAna ne AnaMdanI kaLA jo sUjhe (to) aMdaramAM jAya (ane) to e puruSArpa karyA vinA rahe nahi. dhana raLe ne DhagalA thAya . ema nathI kahetA ? duniyA nathI kaheta? ke "dhana raLe ne DhagalA thAya." pachI buddhinI kaMI jarUra nahi. paisA-poce karoDa ke dasa karoDa thayA pachI karoDa rUpiyA vadhatAM ja jAya. e dhana raLe ne DhagalA thAya' ema ApaNe gujarAtImAM kahevAya che.

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[vacanAmRta-9] (jema) ahIMyA dhana raLe to DhagalA thAya che...tema AtmAmAM puruSArtha karavAnI kaLa AvI gaI. AhA...hA...hA..! jhINI vAta ghaNI paNa UMcI che, bhAI ! e atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna vItarAgamUrti che. vItarAga svarUpe pragaTa thAya che e kaMI bahArathI AvatuM nathI. aMtaramAM che te bahAra Ave che. prAptanI prApti che. pote aMdara vItarAgamUrti caitanyaprabhu che, AhA...hAM...hA...! pote paramezvaranI nAtanI jAtano che. kema bese...? be bIDI sarakhI pIe to bhAIsA'bane pAyakhAne dasta utare ! AvA jenA apalakhaNa ene Avo AtmA kahevo !! sigAreTa pIe che ne ? dizAmAM beTho hoya jaMgalamAM to paNa enA hAthamAM bIDI hoya ! to jaMgala utare sarakhuM !! ATalA to apalakhaNa !! ene A kahevuM ke Avo AtmA aMdara che. atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha, sAgara bharelo che, prabhu ! "tArI najarane ALase re...." ema tyAM kahevAya che . 'najarane ALase re, meM nIrakhyA na nayaNe heri mArI najarane ALase re, meM nIrakhyA na najare hari hari e koNa ? AtmA. hari kema kahyuM ? ke ajJAna ane rAga-dveSane hare te hari. mithyAbhrAMti, ajJAna ane rAga-dveSano nAza kare te hari. e pote hari che. AhA..hA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? e najarane ALase re, nIrakhyA na nayaNe hari karmanuM jora (che) ne phalANAne kAraNe aTakyo, ema nahi enI najaranI ALasane laIne aMdaramAM jato nathI. e najaranI ALasa TaLatAM, kaLA sUjhatAM ....AtmAmAM puruSArtha karavAnI kaLa AvI gaI eTale koI vAra to aMtaramAM DhagalAnA DhagalA thaI jAya... AhA...hA...hA...! eTale zuM kahe che ? aMdara rAgathI rahita caitanya svarUpano puruSArtha jAgyo ane jo emAM aMtaramAM gayo to paryAyamAM atIndriya AnaMdano Dhagalo thaI jAya. paryAyamAM atIndriya AnaMdanuM AkhuM vedana AvI jAya ane koI vAra emane ema rahe (eTale) jeTaluM vedana che eTaluM rahe. che? ...ane kyAreka sahaja jema hoya tema rahe. koI vakhate DhagalA thAya ane koI vakhate jema che tema teTaluM paNa rahe, AgaLa puruSArtha vadhyo na hoya to. are...! AvI vAtuM have...! tattva AkhuM aMdara paDyuM che. dAkhalo Apyo nahoto ? lIMDI pIpara - A choTIpIpara. kada nAnI, raMge kALI, guNe cosaTha pahorI tIkhAza hoya che). guNa cosaTha pahorI (che). cosaTha

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vacanAmRta rahasya 29 pahorI eTale ? soLa AnA. eTale rUpiyo. eTale pUrepUrI. e kada nAnuM, raMge kALI chatAM tIkhAza pUrI bharI che. bahAramAM kALo raMga che) paNa aMdaramAM lIlo raMga che. lIlo raMga ane tIkhAza pUrI soLa AnA bharI che. kada ATalI nAnI chatAM ! A bhagavAna AtmA to zarIra pramANe che. eTaluM kada hovA chatAM aMdaramAM anaMta jJAna, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta zAMti, anaMta vItarAgatA, anaMta prabhutAnA DhagalA paDyAM che. A...hA...hA...hA...! mukhya - mULa AtmAne mUkIne ghaNI vAtuM cAle che. eTale AtmA zuM che ? enuM ene mAhAtma AvatuM nathI. A karo ne A karo ne A karo ne A karo........ (cAle che). paNa ahIM to jANavuM - dekhavuM e AtmAnuM svarUpa che . evI je kaLA aMdara jAgI to koI vakhate to aMtaramAM utaratAM AnaMdanI dhArA ekadama vahe ! ane koI vakhate AnaMdanI dhArA jevI che eTalI paNa rahe. AhA..hA..hA...! * A benanA vacano !! bena bhagavAna pAse hatAM. sImaMdharaprabhu birAje che. mahAvidehamAM sImaMdhara bhagavAna birAje che. atyAre che. abajo varSa thaI gayAM ane hajI abajo varSa rahevAnA che. (ahIMyA bharatakSetranAM) vasamAM munisuvrata (bhagavAnanAM vakhatamAM temaNe dIkSA lIdhI che ane ahIM AvatAM (AvatI covIzInAM) teramA tIrthaMkara thaze tyAre mokSa jaze. eTalA abajo varSa sudhI tyAM mahAvidehamAM kevaLajJAnamAM atyAre prabhu birAje che. bena) tyAM hatAM. tyAM jarI bhUla thaI gaI, mAyA ne kapaTa chelle (thaI gayA, tethI ahIMyA strI thaI gayAM che. paNa pachI aMtaramAM ghaNI ja nAnI uMmaramAM aMtaranAM umaLakA AvatAM aMdara anubhava Avyo che. (saMvata) 1989nI sAlamAM (anubhava thayo che). AhA..hA...hA...! keTalAM varSa thayAM ? 47 (varSa thayAM). e dhArA vahe che...! jyArathI thaI che te dhArA (tyArathI temane apratikata vahe che !! e (dhArAmAM) A zabdo nIkaLI gayAM che. AhA...! che ? kyAreka to DhagalA thAya. AhA..hA...! e nava tamo bola pUro thayo). - - - - - - -

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uO [vacanAmRta-10] ame badhAne siddhapaNe ja dekhIe chIe, ame to badhAne : caitanya ja dekhI rahyAM chIe. koIne ame rAgadveSavALA dekhatA : ja nathI. e bhalene potAne game tevA mAnatA hoya, paNa jene caiitanya . AtmA UghaDyo che tene badhuM caitanyamaya ja bhAse che." 10. dasamo bola). "ame badhAne siddhapaNe ja dekhIe chIe.... AhA.....! badhAM bhagavAna che aMdara !! enI paryAyamAM - avasthAmAM bhUla che. e to eka samayanI bhUla che. bAkI vastu je dravya che e to caitanyamUrti siddhasvarUpa bhagavAna che. jenI paryAyaSTi gaI te badhAMne aMtaramAM dravyadRSTithI siddha samAna jove che. AkarI vAta che, bhagavAna ! ame badhAne siddhapaNe ja... siddhapaNe ja dekhIe chIe. A bena ema kahe che - ame to badhAne siddhapaNe ja dekhIe chIe ! kema ? (kemake) ....ame to badhAne caitanya ja dekhI rahyAM chIe. amAro caitanya ame joyo ethI badhAno Akho evo ja caitanya che. evI rIte ame dravyadRSTithI ene - dravyane joIe chIe. enI paryAyamAM bhUla che, saMsAra che . e vAta enA ghare rahI gaI, e e jANe. AhA...! paNa eno je svabhAva che, e zuddha caitanya (svabhAva) jema mAro pragaTyo che, paryAyabuddhi TaLIne vastu(nI) dravyabuddhi thaI che, tevAM ja te bhagavAna (che). dravyabuddhie badhAM evA che. badhAM AtmAo bhagavAna siddha samAna che. A...hA..hA..! zrImadbhAM Ave che ne ? "sarva jIva che siddha sama.' zrImad rAjacaMdra thaI gayAM che. 33 varSamAM deha chUTI gayo che. ekAvanArI thaI atyAre svargamAM gayA che. vaimAnika svarga che tyAM gayA che. tyAMthI manuSya thaIne mokSa javAnA che, kevaLa pAmIne mokSa javAnA che, jhaverAtano

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vacanAmRta rahasya 31 dhaMdho hato. lAkho rUpiyAnA moTA dhaMdhA (hatA). te di' hoM ! te vakhatamAM ! A to 50nI sAlanI vAta che. e vakhate eNe kaheluM AhA..hA....! 'azeSa karmano bhoga che, bhogavavo avazeSa re.'kaMIka rAga bhAva rahI jAya che, hajI rAga chUTato nathI, tethI amane ema lAge che ke azeSa karmano bhoga che, bhogavavo avazeSa re, tethI deha eka dhArIne jAzuM svarUpa svadeza re.' ekAda deha manuSyano dhAraNa karIne svadezamAM paramAtmA thavAnA chIe. AhA..hA...hA...! gRhasthAzramamAM hatAM, samakitI hatAM, strI hatI, dIkarA-dIkarI hatAM, lAkhonA dhaMdhA (hatA), muMbaImAM jhaverAtano dhaMdho hato. paNa nALiyeramAM jema goTo chUTo rahe, nALiye2mAM gaDagaDiyuM nALiyera (hoya) ema chUTo goTo rahe. ema samakitIno AtmA zarIramAM rAgathI chUTo goTo rahe che. A...hA..hA..hA...! bhagavAna ! tArI cIjanI) aMdara balihArI che ! aMdara alaukika vAta che !! kahe che ke, amane to thoDo rAga dekhAya che (eTale) evuM lAge che ke ekAda deha dhAraNa karavo paDaze ane deha dhArIne jAzuM svarUpa svadeza. amArA svarUpanA svadezamAM ame jazuM. benamAM e lakhANa che. kyAMka (Ave) che ne ? aMdara kyAMka che. ce ThekANe (che) ? keTalAmo che ? kyAMka che kharA. 152 pAnuM - 401 bola. barAbara...barAbara. zuM kahe che ? 'jJAnInuM pariNamana vibhAvathI pAchuM vaLI svarUpa tarapha DhaLI rahyuM che.' che ? dharmI jIvanuM valaNa, aMtaramAM AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAnamAM puruSArthanuM valaNa vaLI rahyuM che. jJAnI nija svarUpamAM paripUrNapaNe TharI javA talase che.' dharmI aMda2mAM pUrNa sthira thavA talase che. 'A vibhAvabhAva amAro deza nathI.' zuM kahe che ? jema zrImade kahyuM ne ? ke deha eka dhArIne jAzuM (svarUpa) svadeza' - svadeza eTale AtmA. ane puNya ne pApa e paradeza che, paradeza che...! AhA..hA..! juo ! (zuM kahyuM) ? A vibhAvabhAva amAro deza nathI.' A...hA..hA...hA..! puNya ne pApa evo je vikalpa UThe che prabhu ! e AtmAno svadeza nahi. are...! A paradezamAM ame kyAM AvI caDyA ?' che aMdara ? AhA...hA...! zubharAgamAM paNa AvatAM (ema thAya che ke) are...! ame 52dezamAM kyAM AvI caDyA ? zubhamAM (Ama thAya che) hoM...! dayA, dAna, bhaktinA rAgamAM AvatAM paNa are..! ame kyAM amArA dezane choDIne AvI gayA ? A..hA..hA...! AvI vAta che. prabhu ! jhINI to che paNa -

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32 [vacanAmRta-10] parama satya che. e satyane sAMbhaLavAnuM maLavuM paNa mahAdurlabha che ! bhAgya hoya to maLe evuM che bApA ! AhA..hA...! A vibhAvabhAva amAro deza nathI. A paradezamAM ame kyAM AvI caDyA ? amane ahIM goThatuM nathI. AhA..hA..! aMdara zubhano bhAva Ave, dharmIne paNa Ave, bhaktino, dayAno, dAnano (bhAva Ave, paNa amane emAM goThatuM nathI. AhA..hA...! che ? "ahIM amAruM koI nathI." e puNyanA pariNAmamAM amAruM koI nathI. "jyAM jJAna, zraddhA, cAritra, AnaMda,..." jJAna, zraddhA eTale samakita, AnaMda, ...varyAdi anaMtaguNarUpa amAro parivAra vase che......... A..hA..hA...! jyAM aMtaramAM jJAna, darzana ne AnaMda (vase che) e amAro parivAra che. puNya-pApa parivAra e AtmAno parivAra nahi. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAta che. bhagavAna ! AhA..hA...! "te amAro svadeza che." zrImade kahyuM ne ke, (ame) svadezamAM jAzuM, to A svadeza che. AhA..hA...! zubha ke azubhabhAva Ave, dharmIne paNa hoya (che) paNa tyAM ene ruce nahi, goThe nahi. goThe ane rUce che e AtmA aMdaramAM rUce ne goThe che. AhA...hA...! ene ahIMyA samakitI ane dharmanI dazAvaMta kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...! "te amAro svadeza che. ame have te svarUpasvadeza tarapha jaI rahyAM chIe. Aha..hA.......! pustaka to bahAra AvI gayuM che. vAMcyuM che ? AkhuM vAMcyuM ? bahAra to ghaNAM vakhatathI AvI gayuM che). AhA..hA...! (ahIM kahe che). te svarUpasvadeza tarapha jaI rahyAM chIe. amAre tvarAthI ... A..hA..hA...! amAre have tvarAthI (eTale) zIdhrapaNe ...amArA mULa vatanamAM jaIne... mULa vatana (kahyuM) ! e AnaMda ne jJAnano dhaNI (che) e mULa vatana (che). A..hA..hA...! e puNya ne pApanA bhAva e mAruM mULa vatana nahi. A...hA...hA...! A mahAjanano deza choDIne ahIM AphrikAmAM AvI gayA, A vatana tamAruM nahi ! ahIM kahe che ke je amAro deza che tyAM ame have javA mAgIe chIe. paradezamAM have rahevA mAMgatA nathI. AhA..hA...! "amAre tvarAthI amArA mULa vatanamAM jaIne... mULa vatana (A) AtmA ! AhA...hA...! atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna e AtmAnuM mULa vatana che. zarIra, vANI, mana,

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vacanAmRta rahasya puNya-pApa e AtmAnuM (mULa) vatana nathI, nAtha ! AhA..hA.... ....mULa vatanamAM jaIne nirAMte vasavuM che jyAM badhAM amArAM che.' aMtaramAM jyAM ame vatanamAM javA mAMgIe chIe tyAM badhAM amArAM che. jJAna, darzana, AnaMda, zAMti, svacchatA, prabhutA e amAro deza che, e badhAM amArAM che. puNya ne pApa e amArAM nathI. AhA...hA...! samyagdarzana thatAM - anubhava thatAM A rIta ane A rIte jAgRti dazA hoya che. AhA...hA....! dharma e koI sAdhAraNa (vAta nathI) ke A pUjA karI ne bhakti karI ne pAMca-pacIsa lAkha kharcA mATe thaI gayo dharma ! evuM nathI). AhA...hA...! ahIM to amAro deza jyAM che tyAM badhAM) amArAM che. tyAM amAruM vatana che, e amAro deza ne e amAruM sthAna che. e amAro deza (che) tyAM amAre jAvuM che. AhA...hA...! ahIM to ApaNe ahIMthI lIdhuM ne ? AhA...ahIM AvyuM ne ? "ame badhAne siddhapaNe ja dekhIe chIe. ApaNo cAlato dasamo bola. eTale zuM ? ke siddhapaNuM je che, e sarva jIva siddha samAna svarUpe che. puNya ne pApano rAga e kAMI potAnuM svarUpa nathI. ethI ame badhAne siddhapaNe ja dekhIe chIe...." hADakAM koInA strInA hoya ne koInA hADakAM zarIranA hoya, e AtmA kAMI hADakAmaya thato nathI. koIne puNya - pApanA bhAva tIvra hoya ne koIne maMda hoya, paNa AtmA puNya-pAparUpe thato nathI. e to anAdi anaMta nirlepa ane nirAvaraNa (che). sakaLa nirAvaraNa akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya avinazvara zuddha pariNAmika paramabhAva lakSaNa nija paramAtmadravya te svadeza che. A...hA...hA...hA...! AvuM sAMbhaLavuM kaThaNa paDe. mumukSu :- bhAgyavAnane ja maLe AvuM ! pUjya gurudevazrI :- (bhAgyavAnane) maLe evuM che, vAta to sAcI (che). bApA AhA...! A vastu evI che, bApu ! bIjAne bhale na lAge. dhaMdhA ADe navarAza na maLe. emAM A vAta AvI taddana (ajANI lAge). bApu ! koI kahe ke ame pApamAM paDyA chIe to amane kAMIka puNyamAM to lAvo ! paNa ahIM amArI pAse puSya ne pApanI vAta nathI, ahIM to dharmanI vAta che. jene dharma samajavo hoya, jene dharma karavAnI bhAvanA hoya, dharmanI ruci thaI hoya tene mATe A vAta che. prabhu ! puNya ne pApa to anaMtavAra

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34 [vacanAmRta-10] karyA ne anaMtavAra rakhaDI maryo. ahIM kahe che "ame badhAne caitanya ja dekhI rahyA chIe. AhA.....! badhA AtmAo caitanyasvarUpa che. enI paryAyamAM bhUla che e to avasthA che. dravya je che e to caitanya siddha svarUpa ja che. trikALa nirAvaraNa (che). vastu je che e trikALa nirAvaraNa ekhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya che. e caitanya jema potAne jaNAyo ema ame badhAMne caitanya dekhIe chIe ke aMdaramAM caitanya prabhu A che. bahAranI cIjane bhale e potAnI mAne. paNa A AtmAnI) paryAyadRSTi TaLatAM bIjA(ne) paNa paryAyadRSTithI joto nathI. paryAyanuM jJAna kare. paNa eno Adara na kare. aMdaramAM caitanya siddha samAna che. A..hA...hA..! che ? AvyuM ne ? e bhale ne potAne game tevA mAne (paNa) "koIne ame rAgadveSavALA dekhatA ja nathI.' e zuM kIdhuM ? vastu je che caitanya prabhu ! e rAgadveSarUpe che ja nahi. rAgadveSa to paryAyamAM bhinna - judI cIja che. eTale jene caitanyanuM jJAna thayuM e-bIjAne caitanya jove che. e caitanya prabhu che ! rAga che, dveSa (che) e kAMI enA caitanyanuM nathI. e pote caitanyane caitanya dekhe che, ema bIjAne paNa caitanyapaNe ja dekhe che. AhA..hA...hA...! koIne ame rAgadveSavALA dekhatA ja nathI. AhA..hA...! zuM kahyuM e ? A prabhu AtmA che e zuddha (svarUpe che). rAga, dveSa, puNya-pApanA vikalpa vinAno che. enuM jene jJAna thayuM, bhAna thayuM te rIte ja bIjA badhAM AtmAne AtmA evo che' ema jove che. e (sAmevALo) AtmA bhale potAne ema na mAne, e bhale rAgadveSane potAnAM mAne, zarIrane potAnAM mAne, paNa caitanya che e, e rUpe thayo nathI. ethI A AtmA ene caitanyamaya dekhe che. ene rAgadveSavALo e mAne che, paNa A (dharmIjIva) e mAnato nathI. potAne rAgadveSavALo mAnato nathI tethI parane paNa rAgadveSavALo AtmA mAnato nathI. A..hA..hA...! Avo upadeza che ! 'e bhalene potAne game tevA mAnatA hoya, paNa jene caitanya - AtmA UghaDyo che....' zuM kIdhuM ? caitanyanuM jene aMdarathI bhAna thayuM, caitanya UghaDyo hoya, rAgathI pRthaku jene caitanyano anubhava thayo hoya, ane caitanyanA AnaMdano svAda jyAM samyagdarzana thatA Avyo hoya te badhAMne caitanya ja

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vacanAmRta rahasya 35 dekhe che). game te jIva bhale potAne (game tevA) mAnatA hoya, loko bhale potAne game te mAne. ....paNa jene caitanya AtmA UghaDyo che....' A...hA...hA...! jene caitanya svabhAvanuM jJAna ane samyagdarzana thayuM che UghaDyo che' eTale e. aMtaramAM AnaMdano svAda Ave che e svAda che te AtmA che. to e rIte badhAnA AtmA evAM dekhe che. AhA..hA..hA...! Avo samyakdaSTino viSaya che. samyagdarzana koI sAdhAraNa cIja nathI. samyagdarzana vinA jJAna paNa jUThAM, cAritra paNa jUThAM, vrata ne tapa ne bhakti badhAM ekaDA vinAnAM mIMDA che. AhA...hA...! ahIMyA e kahe che ....jene caitanya AtmA UghaDyo che tene badhuM caitanyamaya ja bhAse che.' dravya tarIke hoM...! AhA..hA...! e bhagavAna AtmA che, caitanyasvarUpa che, AnaMdasvarUpa che e bhale paramAM AnaMda mAne. paNa vastu enI AnaMda (svarUpa) maTIne kAMI paramAM duHkharUpa thaI nathI. jenI paryAyaSTi gaI che ane AtmadRSTi thaI che e bIjAne paryAyadaSTi na jotAM tenI dravyadRSTi dravya zuddha che tene pote caitanya jove che. te AtmA che. puNya-pApa e Atma tattva nathI. (kemake) nava tattvamAM puNya - pApa bhinna tattva che. nava tattva che ke nahi ? jIva, ajIva, puNya-pApa, Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ne mokSa. to Atma tattvathI puNya-pApa tattva bhinna che. to jeNe bhinna tattvane bhALyuM e bIjAne paNa bhinna tattvathI jove che. AhA...hA...hA...! AvI jhINI vAtuM ! koI di' sAMbhaLavA maLyuM na hoya. duniyAnI veTha AgaLa (navarAza na maLe.) Akho di' badhI veThu - majUrI kare. moTI majUrI ! savArathI sAMja ! A karuM ne A karuM ne A karuM...! Akho di' kaSAyanI badhI majUrI (kare) che ! AhA...! - - - .....jene caitanya - AtmA UghaDyo che tene badhuM caitanyamaya ja bhAse che.' AhA..hA..hA...! e dasa bola thayAM. agiyAramo bola jarI jhINo che eTale nahi samajAya. jagatane apavAda (mArga) ne utsargamArga samajavuM kaThaNa paDaze. e pravacanasArano adhikAra che.

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vicanAmRta-12] So on "dravyadRSTi pragaTI tene have caitanyanA taLa upara ja dRSTi che. temAM pariNati ekameka thaI gaI che. caitanyataLiyAmAM ja sahaja daSTi che. svAnubhUtinA kALe ke bahAra upayoga hoya tyAre paNa taLa uparathI dRSTi chUTatI nathI, daSTi bahAra jatI ja nathI. jJAnI caitanyanA pAtALamAM pahoMcI gayA che; - UMDI UMDI guphAmAM, UMDe UMDe pahoMcI gayA che; sAdhanAnI sahaja dazA sAdhelI che." 12. have bArama bola. dravyadRSTi pragaTI.... eTale A caitanyasvarUpa bhagavAna zuddha pavitra che ane puNya-pApanA rAgathI te bhinna che, ema jene dharmadRSTi thaI che. dharmadraSTi kaho ke dravyadRSTi kaho ke samakita kaho (badhuM ekArtha che). dravyadRSTi pragaTI tene have caitanyanA taLa upara ja dRSTi che. zuM kahe che e ? AtmAmAM je rAga che ane rAgane jANavAnI je vartamAna paryAya che, e paryAyanI pAchaLa vastu che te tenuM taLa che, taLiyuM che, enuM pAtALa rAgane jANavAnI atyAre je jJAnanI paryAya che, e eka samayanI paryAyane (pAchaLa) aMtaramAM, pAtALa jema che tema, aMtaramAM pAtALa aMtara AtmA che. e enuM taLiyuM che. jagatanA (bIjI vastunAM) pAtALa hAtha Ave, dariyAne heThe pAtALa hoya che pachI upara (pANI hoya che, AnuM (AtmAnuM) to taLiyuM hAtha AvavuM kaThaNa che, (ema) kahe che. eka samayanI paryAya dravya upara taratI che, dravya nAma vastu upara taratI che tethI te paryAyAnI) taLa upara - dravya upara tenI dRSTi paDI che. AhA...hA...hA...! AvuM AkaruM lAge ! tamArA taraphathI ja A vAtane chApavAmAM AvI che. AhA...!

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37 A vAta prasiddha karI che. A vAta ja kyAM hatI ? - vAta sAcI (che). ...caitanyanA taLa upara ja dRSTi che.' eTale ? bhagavAna AtmA je zuddha caitanya taLa che, aMdara (AvI) jenI bhUmi (che), enI upara je paryAya che ane enA upara je rAga che, e rAgane na jotAM, paryAyane na jotAM, paryAya enuM taLiyuM eTale dhruvane jove che. e paryAya che e dhruvane jove che. e enuM taLiyuM che. AhA...hA...! che ? '...taLa upara ja dRSTi che. temAM pariNati ekameka thaI gaI che.' eTale ? dhruva je cIja che, nityAnaMda prabhu ! emAM enI vartamAna paryAya e tarapha DhaLI che. ekameka thaI gaI che' eTale paryAya ne dravya ekameka (thaI gayA che ema nathI). (paraMtu) rAgamAM ekatva hatuM te (chUTIne) dravyamAM ekatva thayuM, e mATe ekameka thaI' ema kahevAmAM Ave che. bAkI paryAya je che e dravyamAM ekameka thatI nathI. paryAya paryAyapaNe rahe che (ane) dravya dravyapaNe rahe che. artha kaThaNa che. vacanAmRta rahasya mumukSu :- Ape ja pUjya gurudevazrI ....pariNati ekameka thaI gaI che.' pariNati ekameka thaI che - eno artha ? vartamAna aMdara caitanyane jotAM enI vartamAna dazA aMdara caitanya tarapha DhaLI gaI che. DhaLI gaI che (tene) ekameka thaI (gaI) che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. nahitara paryAya ne dravya (banne) kaMI ekameka thatAM nathI. banne bhinna cIja che. paryAyanI mughna eka samayanI che ane dhruvanI mudata trikALa che. be cIja ja bhinna che, aMdaramAM bhinna che. rAgathI to bhinna che paNa paryAyathI paNa aMdara dravya bhinna che te bhinna che. paryAyamAM dravya AvatuM nathI. AhA...hA...! jarI jhINI vAta AvI che. e dhruva enuM taLiyuM che. e paryAya taLane jove che. (have kahe che) 'caitanyataLiyAmAM ja sahaja dRSTi che.' dharmanI dRSTi caitanyanA taLiyAmAM (che). eTale dhruva che tyAM dRSTi paDI che. AhA..hA..hA...! Avo upadeza....! pelI sthULa vAta sAMbhaLI hoya - vrata karo, apavAsa karo, tyAga karo, tapasyA karo e jhaTa samajAya. kAraNa ke anAdinuM karyu che. eka sekaMDa paNa aMdara A caitanyatattva koNa che enI sAmuM joyuM nathI ne karyuM nathI (mATe) corAzInI rakhaDapaTTI karI che.

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38 vicanAmRta-12] ahIM to kahe che - (caitanya) taLamAM enI paryAya ekameka thaI che. je Ama rAgamAM ekatva (hatuM) te rAgathI chUTIne enI paryAya AtmA sAthe ekameka thaI che. ekameka (thaI che) eTale te tarapha DhaLI gaI che. 'ekameka'no artha te tarapha DhaLI gaI che. paryAya ane dravya eka thatAM nathI. paryAya che e dravya upara tare che. paryAya dravyamAM pesatI nathI. e paryAya dravyane jANeche. dravyanuM jeTaluM sAmarthya che eTaluM paryAya jANe che. chatAM e paryAya. dravyamAM gaI nathI. tema te paryAyamAM te dravya AvyuM nathI. te dravyanuM sAmarthya che te (jANavAmAM - pratItimAM AvyuM che. jhINuM che, bhAI ! AhA...hA...! A badho adhikAra jhINo che. ' "cetanyataLiyAmAM ja sahaja dRSTi che. dharmAnI (daSTi) to caitanyataLiyuM eTale dhruva (temAM ja che). eka samayanI avasthA uparathI dRSTi choDI ane trikALa dhruva upara dRSTi che. ' " "svAnubhUtinA kALe ke bahAra upayoga hoya tyAre paNa....' zuM kahe che? AtmA potAno anubhava karato hoya tyAre ke anubhavamAM na hoya ne rAga paNa Ave che te vakhate paNa enI dRSTi to caitanyanA) taLiyA upara ja che. trikALI svabhAva upara dRSTi che. e anubhavamAM hoya to (paNa) ema che ane roga Avyo to jANe che), chatAM dRSTi to taLiyA upara che (eTale) dravya upara che. AvI badhI bhASA....! " o to hajAro pustako bahAra AvI gayAM che. tamAre ahIM AvyA ne ? traNa hajAra to ahIM AvyAM che. traNa hajAra AvyAM che . sAMbhaLyuM (che). AhA..hA..! * * "svAnubhUtinA kALe ke bahAra upayoga hoya tyAre paNa taLa uparathI dRSTi chUTatI nathI....... kahe che ? cetajavastu je dhruva nityAnaMda prabhu enI je samyadRSTi thaI che. te anubhava karato hoya to paNa dRSTi dhruva upara che ane anubhavamAMthI nIkaLIne kadAca rAga paNa Ave to kharo, azubha TALavAzubharAga Ave. azubharAga paNa Ave nabaLAI che eTale. chatAM tenI dRSTi zubha azubha (bhAva)ne paryAya upara nathI. tenI daSTi aMdara dhruva trikALI cIja che tenA upara. che. ene dharmI ane (AtmAno) anubhUti karanAra samakitI kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...hA..! AvI jhINI vAto

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vacanAmRta rahasya che. 39 ...daSTi bahAra jatI ja nathI.' A...hA...hA...! caitanya dhruva svarUpa je che tyAM dRSTi paDI che tethI te dRSTi dhruva uparathI khasatI ja nathI. bhale anubhava vakhate ho ke rAga Avato ho, chatAM dRSTinAM viSayamAM to dhruva ja che. AhA..hA..hA...! che ? jJAnI caitanyanA pAtALamAM pahoMcI gayA che;....' AhA..hA...! pAtALa eTale dhruva (svarUpa). paryAya je vartamAna avasthA che enuM pAtALa dhruva che. e paryAya pAtALane pahoMcI gaI che. AhA..hA..hA..! bhASA paNa navI ane bhAva paNa navA !! AhA..hA...hA...! jJAnI caitanyanA pAtALamAM pahoMcI gayA che....' ...UMDI UMDI guphAmAM....' caitanya bhagavAna jyAM aMdara birAje che e tyAM guphAmAM ....UMDe UMDe pahoMcI gayA che;...' A...hAM.......! '...sAdhanAnI sahaja dazA sAdhelI che.' sAdhanAnI sahaja dazA sAdhelI che. sAdhavuM e sAdhana maLe navuM karavuM ema nahi paNa bheda paDI ja gayo che. svarUpanI sAdhanAnI (sahaja dazA) pragaTa thaI gaI che. e sAdhanAthI have paramAtmA thavAnA che. have eTaluM pAchuM haTavAnuM nathI. vizeSa kaheze.... A manuSyabhava maLyo che te bhavanA abhAva mATe maLyo che, paisA kamAvA mATe A bhava maLyo nathI, tethI mRtyu pahelA AtmakalyANanuM A kArya karI le. (paramAgamasAra-350)

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: : "huM zAyaka ne A para, bAkI badhAM jANavAnAM paDakhAM che. huM jJAyaka chuM, bAkI badhuM para' . A eka dhArAe UpaDe to emAM badhuM AvI jAya che, paNa pote UMDo Utarato ja nathI, karavA dhArato nathI, eTale agharuM lAge." 13. * pravacana-3, vacanAmRta-13 thI 20 vacanAmRta 13mo bola. 12mo bola cAlyo che. huM jJAyaka ne A para..." huM eka jANanAra jJAyaka ane badhI cIjo rAgathI mAMDIne AkhI duniyA - e badhI para. ....bAkI badhAM jANavAnAM paDakhAM che.' AdaravAnuM to A jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAna trikALI jJAna AnaMda svarUpa dhruva che. e eka ja AdaraNIya ne svIkAravA lAyaka che. AhA...hA..hA...! che ? "bAkI badhAM jANavAnA paDakhAM "jJAyaka chuM, bAkI badhuM para' - A eka dhArAe UpaDe,... AhA......! huM to eka jANanAra... jANanAra... jANanAra... (chuM) e sivAya bIjI badhI cIjo mArI nahi. ema eka dhArAe (eTale) eka ja prakAre aMtarmukha thaIne UpaDe to emAM badhuM AvI jAya che. eka jJAyakane jANatAM egaM jANI, savuM jANI." jeNe ekane jANyo eNe badhAMne jANyAM. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! eka jJAyaka dhruva hoM...! paryAya paNa nahi. jANanAra paryAya - avasthA (che) paNa jaNAvA yogya jJAyaka te huM chuM. bAkI badhAM jANavAnAM ghaNAM paDakhAM Ave. AdaraNIya to eka jJAyaka chuM. AhA...hA...! ...paNa pote UMDo Utarato ja nathI....... AhA..hA...! uparane upara rahe che, aMdaramAM javAno prayatna ja karato nathI. bahAranA kriyAkAMDa ane bahAranA

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41 vacanAmRta rahasya vikalponI lAgaNImAM phasyo (phasAyo) (mATe) aMtaramAM utaravAno prayatna karato nathI. AhA....! che ? ....paNa pote UMDo...' UMDo eTale ? upara je paryAya che ne upara je rAga che tenAthI UMDo (eTale) jenuM AkhuM taLa cetana che, atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara bhagavAna che. enA aMtaramAM to jAto nathI. kAraNa ke ? "....Utarato ja nathI, karavA dhArato nathI,... AhA...hA...! huM eka jANanAra chuM evuM karavA dhArato nathI, eTale agharuM lAge." agharuM lAge che ne ? ke A badhuM zuM ? cAra naya ne cAra nayane vyavahAra - bheda ne e niSedha ne AtmA eka jJAyaka vidyamAna artha - e badhuM AkaruM kema lAge che ? ke aMdaramAM UMDo utarato nathI. AhA...hA..! upara Tapake badhAM vikalpanI lAgaNIo (cAle che). sAMbhaLavuM vAMcavuM, vicAravuM kahevuM e badhI lAgaNIomAM rokAto UMDo utarato nathI. AhA..hA...! kAraNa karavA dhArato nathI. eTale agharuM lAge. AhA..hA..! eTale agharuM lAge. karavA dhArato nathI, eTale agharuM lAge. karavA dhAre to agharuM na lAge ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! jhINI vAta che. anubhavamAMthI zabdo nIkaLI gayA che. beno-dIkarIonI vacce rAtre bolI gayAM emAMthI lakhAI gayeluM che. e A bahAra AvyuM che. aMtara AnaMdanA anubhavanI bhUmikAmAMthI pANI nIkaLI che. eka deha strIno che. bAkI aMdaramAM strIpaNuM, rAga ne vikalpa paNa mAro nathI e to anubhavamAM - AnaMdamAM rahe che. e huM chuM bAkI badhuM mAruM kAMI nathI. AhA...hA..! 13 (thayo). nAma : : : "huM chuM ema potAthI potAnuM astitvanuM jora Ave, pote potAne oLakhe. pahelAM upara uparathI astitvanuM jora Ave, pachI astitvanuM UMDANathI jora Ave; e vikalparUpa hoya paNa bhAvanA joradAra hoya eTale sahajarUpe jora Ave. : bhAvanAnI ugratA hoya to sAcuM AvavAno avakAza che." 14.

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[vacanAmRta-14] (have) 14. "huM chuM ema potAthI potAnuM astitvanuM jora Ave... zuM kahe che ? "huM ema potAthI (jora Ave), vikalpathI nahi. potAthI potAne che" (ema) astitvanuM jora Ave. AhA..hA..hA...! huM eka AnaMda kaMda prabhu chuM. sacidAnaMda AtmA chuM. evuM potAne pote potAnA puruSArthathI jora Ave. "..pote potAne oLakhe...' evuM jora Ave to potAne oLakhe. AhA...hA..! che ? pahelAM upara uparathI astitvanuM jora Ave..." eTale zuM ? ke pahelAM anubhava na kare. pahelAM aMdara jANanArI cIja che', jANanAro e anAdi anaMta nitya dhruva che . ema pahelAM uparathI eTale vikalpathI paheluM jora Ave. ....pachI astitvanuM UMDANathI jora Ave... AhA...hA...! 'che' bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu evuM jo UMDANamAMthI astitvanuM jora Ave, sattA che," A che'. bIjI badhI sattAone to huM jANanAro chuM e paNa vyavahAra. (kAraNa ke mArI paryAyamAM jaNAya che. (ane) e paryAyane huM jANanAro chuM ane paryAyano jANanAro (kahetAM) paNa dravyane jANanAro huM chuM. parane to huM jANato nathI ja. mArI paryAyamAM para jaNAya che e mArA potAnA potAnI paryAyanA sAmarthyathI jaNAya che, e jaNAtuM nathI. AhA...hA...! AvuM AkaruM have....! pote upara uparathI kare che. ' ...astitvanuM UMDANathI jora Ave; e vikalparUpa hoya.... "vikalparUpa hoya. e zuM kIdhuM ? aMdaramAM UMDANamAM jJAyaka che.... jJAyaka che.... jJAyaka che.... paryAyanI pAchaLa jJAyaka che, vikalpathI pAra che - evuM eka vikalpathI jora Ave. bhale vikalpa pahelo Ave . rAgano aMza pahelo Ave. "e vikalparUpa hoya paNa bhAvanA joradAra hoya.... (arthAtu) aMdara javAnI bhAvanA jo joradAra hoya. "....eTale sahajarUpe jora Ave.' jhINI vAta che. ekalI anubhavanI (vAta) che. paheluM astitva che' (evuM) uparathI (eTale ke) vikalpathI lakSamAM Ave ke A koI cIja aMdara che pachI vikalpa tUTIne aMdaramAM jora jAya tyAre "bhAvanAnI ugratA hoya....' (arthAta) AtmAnA cetana svabhAvanI bhAvanA eTale ekAgratA jo hoya to sAruM AvavAno avakAza che." sAcuM AvavAno eTale satya AvavAno tyAM avakAza che. tene AtmA anubhavamAM AvI zake evo) tyAM avakAza che. AhA...hA...hA...! AvI vAto che.

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43 vacanAmRta rahasya ekalI sAdI bhASA (che). dIkarIomAM bolAI gaI, e lakhAI gayuM ane bahAra AvyuM che. samajavA mATe ghaNI dhIraja joIe. jene potAnuM (hita) karavuM che. ene uparathI to pahelAM A mahAprabhu kAMIka che, lokAlokane jANanAruM sarvajJa zaktivALuM tattva che. (ema lAge). (jevA) sarvajJa paramaguru (che) evo sarvajJa (huM chuM). huM ja sarvajJa paramaguru (chuM. badhAthI UMcAmAM UMco huM - ema jo aMdaramAM jora Ave, AhA..hA..hA..! ...to sAcuM AvavAno avakAza che. to aMtara AnaMdanA anubhavamAM AvavAno ene avakAza che. bhASA to sAdI che paNa bhAva jarI UMDo che. UMDAM bhAva (che). AhA..hA...! e 14 bola thayA. 6 . 0 tIrthaMkaradevanI divyadhvani ke je jaDa che tene paNa kevI upamA ApI che ! amRtavANInI mIThAza joI dvAkSo zaramAIne vanavAsamAM cAlI gaI ane zeraDI abhimAna choDIne cicoDAmAM pilAI gaI ! Avo to jinendravANIno mahimA gAyo che. to jinendradevanA caitanyanA mahimAnI to zI vAta karavI !" 15. (have, paMdaramo - "tIrthaMkaradevanI divyadhvani ke je jaDa che..... dhvani che - avAja, OM dhvani (e) jaDa che. A avAja nIkaLe che (te) jaDa che. ema vItarAgano % no avAja nIkaLe e jaDa che. ...tene paNa kevI upamA ApI che ! e vANIne (kevI upamA ApI che !) "amRtavANInI mIThAza joI..." e vItarAganI vANIne mIThAza joI ...drAkSo zaramAIne vanavAsamAM cAlI gaI.... (AvI) upamA ApI che ! sarvajJa trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradevanI dhvani - vItarAganI vANI chUTIne (jeNe)

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44 vicanAmRta-15] sAMbhaLI, e kahe che ke vANImAM eTaluM amRtanuM jora AvyuM AhA..hA..hA...! ke drAkSa che te vanavAsamAM cAlI gaI. AnI mIThAza AgaLa e mIThAza cAlI gaI. AhA...hA...! hajI to vANInI vAta che hoM...! AtmAnI (to) pachI (vAta). amRtavANInI mIThAza joI drAkSo zaramAIne vanavAsamAM cAlI gaI ane zeraDI abhimAna choDIne cicoDAmAM pilAI gaI." cicoDAmAM pilAI gaI! (ema kahe che). bhagavAnanI vANInuM amRta ! AhA...hA...! jyAM aMdaramAM ghUMTaDe ghUMTaDe vANI Ave ene laIne to kahe che ke zeraDI paNa cicoDAmAM pIlAI gaI ! (ene ema lAgyuM keamAro rasa ene nahi lAgu paDe, evI vItarAganI vANIno rasa che ! AhA..hA...! Avo to jinendravANIno mahimA gAyo che. A to vANIno mahimA gAyo, AhA..hA...! Avo to jinendravANIno mahimA gAyo ! "to jinendradevanA caitanyanA mahimAnI to zI vAta karavI !" Au.....! vANInI pAra, vikalpanI pAra aMdara cIja (paDI che). pAtALamAM anaMta (jJAnano sAgara ane anaMta AnaMdano dariyo bharyo che. e caitanyanI to zuM vAta karavI ! jyAM tIrthakaranI vANIne paNa ATalI upamA apAya, to enA caitananA svabhAvane to zuM kahevuM ! (ema) kahe che. e to aMdara amRtano sAgara bharyo che. AhA..hA...! bhASA sAdI che paNa tattva ghaNuM UMcuM che ! vItarAganI vANI jyAre AvI hoya to jinendradevanA caitanyanA mahimAnI to zI vAta karavI ! enI vANI AvI hoya to eno AtmA kevo haze aMdara ! sarvajJa svabhAvI Ama pragaTa thaI gayo ! cetana jyoti... jhaLahaLa jayoti... 'jhaLahaLa jyoti... sarvajJa (prabhu) enA AtmAnI to zuM vAta karavI ! bhASA to sAdI che paNa bhAva jarI UMDA che. AhA..hA...!

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vacanAmRta rahasya 45 t0 EIjI 0 0 0 0 0 ( // "jJAna-vairAgyarUpI pANI aMdara siMcavAthI amRta maLaze, tArA sukhano phuvAro chUTaze; rAga siMcavAthI duHkha maLaze. mATe jJAna-vairAgyarUpI jaLanuM siMcana karI muktisukharUpI amRta meLava." 16. * * * * * - (have, soLamo (bola). "jJAna-vairAgyarUpI pANI aMdara siMcavAthI amRta maLaze...' bhagavAna AtmAnuM jJAna ane puNya-pApanA bhAvano vairAgya. zuM kahyuM e ? zubha-azubhabhAvamAM 2kta che, tenAthI virakta (thAya) e vairAgya (che). vairAgya eTale bAyaDI - chokarAM choDI, dukAna choDIne bese mATe vairAgya ema vairAgya nahi. aMdara zubha ke azubhabhAva thAya emAM je rakta che, tenAthI virakta thAya enuM nAma vairAgya (che). ane aMtaramAM AtmAnI sanmukhamAM jAya tenuM (nAma) jJAna. jJAna ane vairAgya - enuM pANI aMdara siMcavAthI AhA..hA...! samyajJAna ne vairAgyane aMdara siMcavAthI amRta maLaze. bhagavAna amRtano sAgara che. AhA..hA...! zrImad ekavAra lakhe che ke, duniyA(e) bahAranI nALiyerI dekhIne vakhANa karyA paNa ahIM to aMdara AkhI amRtanI nALiyerI che. AhA..hA...! aMdara amRtano sAgara bhagavAna Dole che. enI najaruM karI nathI, enI sAmuM joyuM nathI. e vAta sAMbhaLatAM rasa ne prema aMtarathI ugyo nathI. AhA..hA....! (jene) uge (ee) amRta Ave, ene amRta maLe. AhA..hA..! jJAna ne vairAgyarUpI pANI aMdara siMce (arthAtu) svarUpanuM jJAna ane puNya-pApano vairAgya eTale puNya-pApanA bhAvathI viraktApaNuM) e be jo aMdara ricavAmAM Ave to amRta svarUpa bhagavAnanAM AnaMdano anubhava AvyA vinA rahe nahi. AhA..hA...! zabdo to sAdA che. amRta maLaze amRta ! (ema kahyuM). amRta eTale ? e amRta koI

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[vacanAmRta-16] di mare nahi, amRta koIne mAre nahi, amRta koIthI mare nahi. zuM kahyuM e ? a...mRta che ne ? aMdara amRta svarUpa bhagavAna (che) ene sAcuM jJAna ane vairAgya siMce to e cIja (e) amRta evuM che ke (e) kAMI cIjathI mare nahi, enuM astitva jAya nahi, tenuM astitva koIne mAre nahi. AhA..hA..! ane tenA astitvane koI mArI zake nahi ane tenuM astitva koIne mArI zake nahi. bIjAnuM astitva ene mArI zake nahi ane amRtanuM astitva bIjAne mArI zake nahi. AhA..hA...! mATe ene a...mRta kahe che. AhA..hA...! AvI TADhI vANI che. TADhI ThAre tevI) vANI che) ! jJAna - vairAgyarUpI pANI aMdara siMcavAthI amRta maLaze, tArA sukhano phuvAro chUTaze. AhA..hA...! phuvAro jema chUTe che ema aMdara AnaMdanAM sAgaramAM jo jAya (eTale ke) lakSa kare ane jJAna ane vairAgya siMce to AnaMdano phuvAro chUTe. atIndriya AnaMdano phuvAro paryAyamAM phuTe - phATe. (eTale ke paryAyamAM atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana AvI jAya. e dhruvamAM amRta paDyuM che. je dhruvamAM amRta paDyuM che ane jJAna-vairAgya jo siMcavAmAM Ave to enI paryAyamAM amRtapaNuM Ave. amRtano svAda AvatAM koI di' mare nahi ne koI di (koIne) mAre nahi evI dazA enI pragaTa thaI jAya. AhA..hA...! bhASA to bahu TUMkI che paNa (bhAva ghaNAM UMDA che. tamArI mAgaNI che ne A ? sukhano phuvAro phuTaze. AhA...hA...hA...! aMdara AnaMdano sAgara (che). samyagdarzana jJAna ne aMtarathI jenA taLiyA hAtha AvyAM eno sukhano phuvAro paryAyamAM phaTe ane aMtaramAM AnaMda Ave. tyAre jANavuM ke A AtmA ANe jANyo, tyAre jANyuM ke ANe AtmAno anubhava karyo. e anubhavamAM AtmA AnaMdamaya jaNAya tyAre AtmA jANyo ema kahevAya. AhA..hA...! che ? ....rAga siMcavAthI duHkha maLaze." rAgamAM game te zubha rAga ho ke azubha rAga ho, bhagavAna pratyeno rAga (ho) (to) paNa duHkha maLaze. AhA..hA..hA...! mokSapAhuDamAM 16mI gAthAmAM kahyuM che "paravAmo durAruM tAruM sva dravyanuM lakSa jo para dravya upara jAze, bhagavAna ema kahe che ke amArA upara paNa tAruM jo lakSa jaze to caitanyanI gati nahi thatAM rAganI durgati thaze. AA .hA...!

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47 vacanAmRta rahasya ' zuM kIdhuM e ? 'parAo yuna - evo pATha che. savavvAo supa paramAtmA trilokanAtha jinendradeva ema pharamAve (che) ke ame tArAthI para dravya chIe. amArA upara jo tAruM lakSa gayuM to tane rAga thAze ane rAga thAze te caitanyanI gati nathI, e caitanyanI durgati che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che ! 'paravabAo TunA - tArAthI ame para dravya chIe. tArA dravyamAM (rahIza to) 'saddavAo suna aMdaramAM sva dravyamAM ekAgratAnuM siMcana kara to tane AnaMdanI sugati pragaTa thAya. e sugati (che). deva (gati) e sugati nahi. zeThAI ke abajopati mANasa thAya ke rAja (thAya, ke) moTo deva thAya. e sugati nahi. e to durgati che. e durgati che ! AhA..hA...! sugati to AtmAnA AnaMdamAM rAga rahita thaIne caitanyanI pariNati pragaTa thAya tene ahIMyA sugati kahevAmAM Ave che ane 52 dravya upara lakSa jAya, rAga thAya ene durgati kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che. saddavAo su amRtano sAgara bhagavAna (AtmA) enI dRSTi, ekAgratA ne jJAna kare to tArI sugati - caitana pariNati pragaTe. paNa tArA cetanane bhUlIne 52 dravya upara lakSa kara to rAga thaze. e caitananI gatithI viparIta gati che. enI durgati che. AhA..hA..hA.. ! e bhagavAna pratyenI bhaktino rAga paNa kharekhara durgati che. (rAga) Ave, jyAM sudhI (pUrNa) vItarAga (thayA) nathI tyAM sudhI samyagdaSTine paNa vItarAganI bhaktino bhAva, smaraNano (ane) pUjAno bhAva Ave, paNa e rAga che caitananI gati nahi, cetananI jAta nahi. AhA...hA..! amRtanA nAthathI enI jAta judI che. (mATe ahIM kahe che) 'rAga siMcavAthI duHkha maLaze.' vairAgya ane jJAna siMcavAthI amRta maLaze. ane rAga karavAthI - cAhe to zubharAga hoya (to paNa) rAga karavAthI duHkha maLaze ane duHkhanI ene khabara nathI ke ame duHkhI chIe nahi ? e rAga veThe che. e rAga vede che e duHkha veThe che. A paisAvALAo ke rAjAo ke zeThIyAe ke deva e badhAM duHkhI che. rAganA vedanamAM paDyA che (e badhAM duHkhI che). A mAruM ne huM eno enI majAno ene je rAga Ave che, e rAga tadana duHkha che, AtmAnI zAMtino verI che ! AhA..hA..! AvI vAta besavI, sAMbhaLavI kaThaNa paDe. mATe 'jJAna vairAgyarUpI jaLanuM siMcana karI...' AtmA jJAnAnaMda sat -

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48 [vacanAmRta-17] cidAnaMda prabhu, tenuM jJAna (karI) ane rAgathI virakta thaI, enAM jJAna ne vairAgyanA jaLanuM siMcana karI .muktisukharUpI amRta meLava.' AhA..hA..! A amRtanI vyAkhyA karI ! amRta zuM (che) ? (to kahe che) 'muktisukha rUpI amRta....' mokSarUpI - sukharUpI amRtane meLave. vairAgyathI ane jJAnathI muktirUpI sukhanA amRtane meLave. rAga ane dveSathI durgatinuM duHkha maLaze. AhA..hA..! e 16 (pUro) thayo. "jema vRkSanuM mULa pakaDavAthI badhuM hAtha Ave che, tema jJAyakabhAvane pakaDavAthI badhuM hAtha Avaze. zubha pariNAma karavAthI kAMI hAtha nahi Ave. jo mULa svabhAvane pakaDyo haze to game te prasaMgo Ave te samaye zAMti - samAdhAna raheze, jJAtA-draSTApaNe rahI zakAze.'' 17. sattaramo (bola). jema vRkSanuM mULa pakaDavAthI badhuM hAtha Ave che,....' vRkSanuM mULa pakaDavAthI badhuM hAtha Ave che '....tema jJAyakabhAvane pakaDavAthI badhuM hAtha Avaze.' AhA...hA...! vRkSanuM mULa pakaDavAthI enA badhAM pAMdaDAM, phaLa-phUla ene hAtha Ave che. ema A AtmAnuM jJAyakapaNuM pakaDavAthI AhA..hA...! badhuM hAtha Avaze. amRtano sAgara ane anaMtA guNano bharelo dariyo e jJAyakanI dRSTi karatAM anaMtA guNo paryAyamAM pragaTa thaze ane e paryAyamAM anaMta AnaMda paNa sAthe Avaze ane dareka AnaMdamAM prabhutA paNa bharelI (haze). dareka guNanI paryAya pragaTa thatAM temAM prabhutA paNa sAthe pragaTa thaze. AhA..hA...! rAga karatAM rAMkAI pragaTa thaze. AvAM TUMkA sUtro....! AhA...! vAta to AkarI che bApA ! aMtara mArga koI evo alaukika che ke atyAre to sAMbhaLavo muzkela thaI paDyo che. (AvuM) sAMbhaLatA ene ema lAge ke

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49 vacanAmRta rahasya A zuM paNa AvI vAtuM che ? AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che ke je vRkSanuM mULa pakaDyuM ene) badhuM hAtha Ave. (ema) ....jJAyakabhAvane pakaDavAthI badhuM hAtha Avaze.' parane nahi, rAgane nahi, paryAyane nahi, jJAyakabhAva trikALa dravya ! trikALI dravya pakaDatAM badhuM hAtha Avaze. emAM badhuM bharyuM che. AhA...hA...! bhASA to bahu TUMkI che paNa. bhAva aMdaramAM UMDA bharyA che. anubhavathI vANI AvI che. AnaMdanA vedanamAMthI A vANI AvI che. bena anubhavI che (ane A anubhavanI vANI che. A dhArelI vANI ne sAMbhaLelI vANI nathI. AhA..hA...! e vANI samajavI, sAMbhaLavI e mahAbhAgya (hoya) to maLe tevuM che. sAkSAt trilokanA nAthanI pAse hatAM. bhUla thaIne tyAMthI ahIM AvI gayA. paNa e e bhUla pachI nIkaLI gaI. pachI A amRta aMdarathI hAtha AvyuM tyAre A vANI nIkaLI gaI. (ahIM kahe che) "zubha pariNAma karavAthI kAMI hAtha nahi Ave. lyo...! ghaNAM to ema kahe che ke ame pApamAM paDyA chIe e karatAM puNyamAM to lAvo ! paNa puNya paNa anaMtavAra karyA che ne pApa paNa anaMtavAra karyA che. (paNa) bhava bhramaNano nAza kyAM che emAM ? jemAM bhava bhramaNano nAza nathI to naraka ne nigoda thaze. kadAcita be-cAra kalAka koI zubhabhAva karyA hoya ne koI puNya thayuM hoya to svarga AdimAM jAya tyAMthI pAcho tiryaMcamAM - DhIramAM jAze ne tyAMthI marIne narakamAM jAze ne cAragati(mAM) rakhaDaze. jeNe bhavano nAza karyo nathI enA bhavanA paribhramaNano Aro - kyAMya aMta nahi Ave. AhA..hA...! ahIM to (kahe che) jJAyaka bhAvane pakaDavAthI badhuM hAtha Avaze. "zubha pariNAma karavAthI kAMI hAtha nahi Ave." Namo arihaMtANaM Namo siddhANaM, evuM pAMca navakAranA smaraNa karavAthI ke pratimA AdinI pUjA karavAthI, bhagavAnanAM darzana karavAthI je zubhabhAva thAya te "zubha pariNAma karavAthI kAMI hAtha nahi Ave." mumukSu : e karatAM karatAM Avaze. pUjya gurudevazrI : rAga-jhera karatAM karatAM, lasaNa khAtAM khAtAM kasturIno oDakAra Avaze. ema che ? lasaNa khAtAM kasturIno oDakAra Avaze ! na =jAma

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pa0 [vacanAmRta-17] ema zubha pariNAma karatAM karatAM AtmAmAM zuddhanuM pariNAma Avaze ! e traNakALamAM nahi Ave. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! zubha pariNAma karavAmAM kAMI hAtha Ave nahi. jo mULa svabhAvane pakaDyo haze... AhA..hA...! cetana svabhAva, jJAyakabhAva, nitya anubhava bhAva, anubhavavAne lAyaka evo je trikALI bhAva ene jo pakaDyo haze to game te prasaMgo Ave....' (arthAtu) game tevA prasaMgo Ave zarIramAM roga Ave, pratikULa apamAna Ave, duniyA, anAdara kare, chatAM jo AtmAne pakaDyo haze ....to game te prasaMgo Ave te samaye zAMti . samAdhAna raheze,... AhA..hA...! pratikULa saMyoga to eka zeya che, e paNa vyavahAre zeya che. nizcayathI zeya to tenuM jJAna (je) potAne thAya che, te jJAna tenuM zeya AtmAnuM jJAna, parane jANavAnuM thayuM te jJAna potAnuM Seya che e zeyane jANanAruM jJAna jJAna che. AhA...! zuM (kahe) che ? "...mULa svabhAvane pakaDyo haze to game-te prasaMgo Ave te samaye zAMti - samAdhAna raheze, jJAtA - dRSTApaNe rahI zakAze. AhA..hA..hA..! aMte karavAnuM to A che. game te prasaMgamAM paNa jANanAra - jJAtA-daSTA rahe e ene karavAnuM che. emAMthI ene dharmanuM mULa pAkatAM kevaLajJAna thavAnuM che. bAkI badhI vAtuM che. zubha pariNAma game teTalAM kare enA phaLa tarIke kadAcita svarga ne A paisAdhULa (Adi) maLe paNa e badhAM tyAMthI marIne pAchAM naraka ne nigodamAM javAnAM. AhA...hA...! bhavanAM mULa jeNe che kyAM nathI, pAMdaDAM toDyAM paNa mULa toDyuM nathI, pAMdaDAM toDyAM ne mULa toDyuM nathI to e pAMdaDAM paMdara die pAMgaraze. paMdara divase e pAchAM Avaze. ema jeNe uparanAM zubhabhAvanAM pAMdaDAM toDyAM che paNa zuddha bhAvanuM mULiyuM pakaDyuM nathI. AhA...hA...! ene cAragati pAMgaraze. zubhabhAvamAM to gati - cAragati pAMgaraze. bhale koI azubha (bhAva) hoya to naraka ne nigoda maLe, zubha hoya to A manuSya ne svarga maLe paNa gati - cAragati (tene maLaze). bhava bhayathI Dara joIe ema kahyuM che. ene cAragatinA bhavano Dara joIe. ene A nirbhaya AtmA taraphanuM lakSa jAya. Aha......!

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vacanAmRta rahasya pa1 ene koIpaNa bhavano bhaya lAge arere...! deha chUTIne kyAM jaIza ? AtmA to anAdi anaMta che. e kAMI nAza thAya evo nathI. to ahIMthI chUTIne jaIza kyAM ? ema bhavano bhaya lAge to ene AtmA upara dRSTi gayA vinA rahe nahi. AhA..hA...! paNa jene bhavano Dara ne bhaya nathI ene AtmA zuM che ? e tarapha javAnuM ene valaNa che nahi, AhA..hA..! ...jJAtA-daSTApaNe rahI zakAze. lyo ! (e 17mo pUro thayo). " / "dRSTi dravya upara rAkhavAnI che. vikalpo Ave paNa dRSTi : eka dravya upara che. jema pataMga AkAzamAM UDe paNa dora hAthamAM hoya che, tema caitanya chuM e dora hAthamAM rAkhavo. vikalpo Ave, paNa caitanyatattva te huM chuM . evo vAraMvAra abhyAsa karavAthI daDhatA thAya." 18. haCD00 0 0 0 0 0 18 (bho bola). dRSTi dravya upara rAkhavAnI che. ekalo mAla che ! dRSTi dravya eTale trikALa vastu je che, trikALI jJAyaka dravya vastu che e paryAyathI paNa bhinna che. tenA upara daSTi (rAkhavAnI che) eTale paryAya(nI) daSTi tenA upara rAkhavAnI che. jemAM paryAya nathI temAM paryAya ne dRSTi rAkhavAnI che. emAM rAga to nathI eTale jJAyakabhAvamAM rAga to nathI paNa vartamAna paryAya che e (paNa) emAM nathI. e paryAyane enAmAM joDavI - e taraphI vALavI chatAM paryAyamAM dravya AvatuM nathI. chatAM paryAyamAM dravyanuM sAmarthya che. tenuM jJAna ne anubhava Ave (che). eTale ema kahe che ke dravya upara dRSTi rAkhavAnI che. "vikalpo Ave paNa dRSTi eka dravya upara che. vikalpa to Ave - zubha Ave, azubha Ave, puNya-pApanAM pariNAma paNa Ave, paNa daSTi to aMdara dravya upara paDI che. dhruvanA dhyeya uparathI dRSTi phare nahi. dariyAmAM

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para [vacanAmRta-18] vahANa cAle che (2) dhruvanA tAre cAle che. dhruvano tAro eka sarakho ja rahe che. enA upara vahANa cAle. ema A dhruva cetana bhagavAna . enI daSTi rAkhIne game te pariNAma Ave paNa dRSTi dhruva upara rahe to enuM vahANa hAle, nahitara enuM vahANa nahi hAle. mokSano mArga to hAlaze nahi to nahi hAle, ema kahe che. AhA..hA..! dRSTi dravya upara rAkhavI. dravya eTale A paiso nahi hoM...! dravya eTale vastu. jemAM zarIra to nathI, vANI to nathI, rAga to nathI, huM paryAya paNa nathI. evuM je trikALI dravya enA upara paryAyanI dRSTi rAkhavI. dRSTi che e paryAya che. paNa eno viSaya che te dravya che. AhA..hA...! AvuM jhINuM paDe che. 'daSTi dravya upara rAkhavAnI che. vikalpo Ave paNa dRSTi eka dravya upara che. jema pataMga AkAzamAM UDe....' dAkhalo Ave che. pataMga che e AkAzamAM UDe chatAM ...paNa dora hAthamAM hoya che....' dora hAthamAM hoya. pataMga bhale UDe, Athe jAya paNa dora hAthamAM hoya. AhA...hA...! .tema caitanya chuM e dora hAthamAM rAkhavo. AhA..hA...! huM to eka jANanAra dekhanAra, jJAtAdRSTA caitanarasanA rasathI bharelo bhagavAna e huM chuM. e dRSTi rAkhIne pachI vikalpa bhale ho ! pataMga bhale UDe paNa doro hAthamAM che. ema dRSTi dravya upara rAkhIne vikalpa bhale ho to ene jANe paNa ene potAnA mAne nahi, AhA..hA...! jema pataMga AkAzamAM UDe paNa dora hAthamAM hoya che, tema caitanya chuM e dora hAthamAM rAkhavo. A to rAte bolAI gayeluM ne thoDuM thoDuM lakhAyeluM che ekalo mAla bharyo che ! AhA..hA...! gujarAtI bhASA (che) paNa sAdhAraNa (che) (eTale hindImAM samajAya evuM che. hindImAM na samajAya evuM nathI. mumukSu : Apa hindImAM bolo to gujarAtIvALA samajI zake che. pUjya gurudevazrI : hindIvALA ne samajAya, gujarAtIvALA barAbara na samaje. jema pataMga AkAzamAM UDe paNa dora hAthamAM hoya che, tema caitanya chuM e dora hAthamAM rAkhavo." vikalpo Ave, paNa caitanyatattva te huM E :

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vacanAmRta rahasya pa3 chuM. - cetanatattva te huM chuM. jANanAra-dekhanAra tattva je AtmA che, jenI sattAnA hovAmAM (A badhuM jaNAya che e jANanAro che e jANavAnI (jaNAvA yogya) cIjathI bhinna che, enA upara dRSTi rAkhavI. jANanAro jaNAnAra cIjathI bhinna che, enA upara dRSTi rAkhavI. je jaNAya che tenA upara dRSTi. na rAkhavI. AhA..hA..hA...! olI to sahelI vAta hatI . vrata karavA ne apavAsa karavA ne pUjA karavI ne bhakti karavI ne dAna karavuM ne dayA karavI, saheluM saTa hatuM lyo ! ane A AvuM moMghuM nIkaLyuM ! saheluM kaMI na hatuM rakhaDavAnuM badhuM hatuM ! e karI karI ne cAragatinA bhava karyA che. AhA....! anaMtavAra munipaNuM paNa dhAraNa karyuM. Ave che ne ? pUrve anaMtavAra munipaNuM dhAraNa karyuM paNa kriyAkAMDa para dRSTi (hatI). je dayA-dAna-vrata, bhakti ne pUjA enA (. upara dRSTi (hatI). (to) e to rAga upara dRSTi che. AtmA upara dRSTi nahi. "munivrata dhAra anaMta bera triveka upajAyo munivrata dhAra - munivratane dhArIne, anekavAra griveka upajAyo. navamI grivekamAM gayo. "paNa Atma jJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo." paNa AtmAnA jJAna vinA, rAgathI bhinna paDyAM vinA AtmAno AnaMda na Avyo. kemake paMca mahAvratanAM pariNAma (che) e paNa du:kharUpa che. AhA..hA...! paMcamahAvratanAM pariNAma e Asava che. e zubhabhAva che, e duHkha che. tethI kahyuM ke munivrata dhAra anaMta bera jhiveka upajAyo." paNa AMtmAnA jJAna vinA ene AnaMdanA aMzano svAda Avyo nahi. paMcamahAvratanA pariNAmamAM AnaMda nathI duHkha (che) ne rAga che. AhA..hA...! AvuM AkaruM bese zI rIte ? hajI bahAranAM nivRttimAM kAMI ThekANAM na maLe ene bese zI rIte ? bApu ! karavuM paDaze A ! A vinA ene sukha nahIM maLe). je je divaso jAya che te te mRtyunI samIpe jAya che. je dehanI je mudata laIne Avyo che te mudata che e pAkI che eka samaya phare evo nathI. je kSetre, je kALe, je nimitte je saMyogamAM deha chUTavAno te chUTavAno, - chaTavAno ne chaTavAno lAkha indro Ave topaNa eno eka samayeno pheraphAra e karI zake evuM nathI. to dehanI--(rithatinAM jeTalAM samayo divaso

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54 [vacanAmRta-18] jAya te mRtyunI samIpe jAya che. e mRtyu AvIne ekavAra UbhuM raheze to A deha chUTI jaze.... phaDAka daIne...! badhuMya enuM paDyuM raheze. rUpiyA, bAyaDI ne chokarAM.... AhA...hA...! . eka vAra nhotuM gAyuM ? ekavAra bhAvanagarathI) (eka) vairAgI Avyo hato. (e ema gAto hato) "UMcA maMdirane mALIyA - soDa tANIne sUto, kADho kADho re ene sau kahe. jANe ke janmyo ja nhoto." "UMcA maMdirane mALiyA UMcA maMdirane mALiyA soDa tANIne sUto (eTale) marI gayo e ! AhA..hA...! ene koNa zaraNa che ? pachI kahe che ke "A re kAyAmAM have kAMI nathI." strI jove che A kAyAmAM have kAMI nathI. ema Taga-Taga UbhI jotAM dhrusake dhrusake rove hAya..hAya...! A laI gayA ! bApu ! e to dehanI sthiti che ne e thavAnI ja ! thavAnI ja....! emAM pheraphAra thavAno nathI. kramabaddhamAM dehanI sthitino (chUTavAno) je samaya (che) te Avye ja chUTako che. emAM - kramabaddhamAM koI pheraphAra paDe evuM nathI. AhA..hA...! dAktaranAM InvekSana kAma na Ave tyAM ! mumukSu : kramabaddhamAM jIvI jAvAnuM hoya to kAma Ave ne ! pUjya gurudevazrI : (topaNa) kAmamAM na Ave. dAktara pote marI jAya che ne ! bhAvanagarano moTo dAktara hato. e Ama oparezana karato hato. emAM (kahe ke mane kAMIka thAya che. mane kAMIka duHkha thAya che. ema kIdhuM tyAM khurazIe beTho ane deha chUTI gayo. dAktara AkhI IspITAlano sara (hato) moTo ! koNa dAktara ? davA zuM kare ? ne tyAM dAktara paNa zuM kare ? dAktarano deha chUTaze to ene khabara paNa nahi paDe ke kema chUTayo A ? AhA...hA...! ahIM e kahe che. caitanya chuM e dora hAthamAM rAkhavo. vilpo Ave, paNa caitanyatattva te huM chuM - evo vAraMvAra abhyAsa karavAthI daDhatA thAya." huM to jANanAra dekhanAra chuM.' vikalpa Ave e mArI cIja nathI. rAga Ave, puNya pApano bhAva thAya paNa e mArI cIja nathI. ema jANatAM dRDhatA thAyaH AtmAmAM enI daDhatA thAya. jJAyaka....jJAyaka..... jJAyaka....gAyaka.... " jJAyaka....jJAyaka.... enuM pariNamana thaI jAya. jJAyaka...jJAyaka....jJAyaka... thatAM

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vacanAmRta rahasya papa jJAyakanuM pariNamana thaI jAya. pariNamana (thaI jAya) eTale AnaMdanI dazA pariNamI jAya. enuM nAma samyagdarzana (che). ane kramabaddhanI aMdara avasthAnuM phaLa e AvyuM. AhA..hA...! enA kramamAM e (samyagdarzana) AvyuM. te kALe tene te dRSTi jo dravya upara jAya to ene AnaMdano anubhava thAya. enA kramabaddhamAM e phaLa Ave. kAraNa ke kramabaddhavALo dRSTi dravya upara rAkhe che. AhA..hA... ! krame krame thavAnuM te ja thaze, emAM koI pheraphAra thavAno nathI. enI dRSTi dravya upara jAya che, (arthAtu) jJAyaka - caitanya upara jAya che. ethI jJAyakane AnaMdamAM anubhavatA eno deha chUTe che paNa jene A jJAyakanI khabara nathI e bhagavAna.... bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karatAM deha chUTe to paNa te zubhabhAva che, e kAMI dharma nathI. " e ahIM kahe che "....vikalpo Ave, paNa caitanyatattva te huM chuM . evo vAraMvAra abhyAsa karavAthI daDhatA thAya. AhA..hA..! have jarI thoDuM AkaruM AvyuM. L 70 0 0 jJAnIne abhiprAyamAM rAga che te jhera che, kALo sarpa che. haju Asaktine laIne jJAnI bahAra thoDA UbhA che, rAga che, paNa abhiprAyamAM kALo sarSa lAge che. jJAnIo vibhAvanI vacce UbhA hovA chatAM vibhAvathI judA che, jyArA che." 19." jJAnIne...' (arthAtu) dharmIne (eTale ke jene AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM che tene AtmA jene jANavAmAM Avyo tene ....abhiprAyamAM rAga che te jhera chesamayasAra mokSa adhikAramAM kahyuM che zubharAga che e viSakuMbha che, jherano ghaDo che. e samayasAranA mokSa adhikAramAM dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinAM pariNAmane jhera kahyAM che. e viSano ghaDo kahyo che ! jherano ghaDo..AhA..hA...!

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56 [vacanAmRta-19] kema bese ? viSakuMbha Ave che ne ? samayasAra mokSa adhikAra ! viSakuMbha che. e ahIM kahe che. = mumukSu : e to munine lAgu paDe ne ? pUjya gurudevazrI : A to ajJAnIne lAgu paDe enI vAta che. ajJAnI rAgane jhera mAne nahi ne mIThAza mAne to mithyAdRSTi che. jJAnIne abhiprAyamAM rAga che te jhera che,..... ajJAnIne abhiprAyamAM rAga te amRta che. rAga te sarvasva che. eNe rAga sivAyanI aMdara cIja che e to joI nathI ane jovAno prayatna karyo nathI. AhA..hA..! e kahyuM ne pahelAM ? munivrata dhAra anaMta baira griveka upajAyo, paNa AtmajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo.'AtmAnA jJAna vinA aMze paNa AnaMdano svAda ene Avyo nahi. e ahIM kahe che dharmIne abhiprAyamAM rAga che te jhera che, '....kALo sarpa che.' kALo nAga che ! AhA..hA...! have ahIMyA to (ajJAnI loko) zubha bhAvamAM dharma manAve che ! zubhabhAva Ave, azubha TALavA - azubhathI bacavA zubha(bhAva) Ave, jJAnIne paNa Ave; bhaktino, vaMdanAno, pUjAno bhAva Ave, paNa che te jhera ! AtmAnA amRta svarUpathI viruddha che (mATe) ene jhera kahevAmAM Ave che. jherathI viruddha AtmAnuM svarUpa (che) tene amRta kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA..hAM...! AkaruM paDe gatane..! jJAnIne abhiprAyamAM.....' abhiprAyamAM eTale zuM ? zraddhAmAM - pratItimAM rAga che te jhera che, kALo nAga che. AhA..hA..hA..! 'hajI Asaktine laIne jJAnI bahAra thoDA UbhA che,....' AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM, samakita thayuM chatAM hajI Asakti hoya che, rAga hoya che. (pUrNa) vItarAga thAya nahi tyAM sudhI tene rAga Ave. paNa e rAgane jhera tarIke jANe che. (svarUpamAMthI) bahAra thoDA Ave, AtmAnA svarUpamAMthI nIkaLIne dharmIne paNa jarI rAga Ave to kharo. jyAM sudhI pUrNa vItarAga na thAya tyAM sudhI rAga Ave. paNa e rAga abhiprAyamAM kALo sarpa lAge. kALo sarpa eTale kALo nAga jema jherIlo (hoya evo lAge). AhA..hA...hA...! hamaNAM tyAM sonagaDha IspItAlamAM (eka prasaMga banI gayo). IspItAla che ne ? kSaya, kSayanI ! emAM eka moTo dAktara hato, lyo ThIka ! e

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pa7 vacanAmRta rahasya dAktara Ama beTho emAM nIce nAgaNI nIkaLI haze. (to) besavAmAM nAgaNI upara Ama paga AvI gayo. nAgaNI nIkaLIne paga. Avyo (eTale nAgaNI e) vaMza mAryo. ne tyAM ne tyAM marI gayo ! hamaNAM tyAM sonagaDhamAM banyuM che. dAktarane sarpa , nAgaNI karaDyo ! tarata marI gayo, nAgaNI jIvatI rahI ! bIjA AsapAsanA. mANaso bhegAM thayA ne ! paga dabAI gayo ne jarI upacAra karIne jIvavA dIdhI (eTale) marI na gaI ane A dAktara marI gayo ! karaDyo bhego ! nAgaNIe Ama paga karaDyo ne deha chUTI gayo. hamaNAM sonagaDhamAM banyuM che. e (jema) jhera che, ema rAga paNa jhera che. e jherane (rAgane) jo potAno mAne to DaMkha (mArI ema) marI gayA. enA AtmAnA svarUpanI zAMti marI jAya che. eno jJAyaka bhAva sattAmAM marI jAya che. enI zraddhA ene rahetI nathI. AhA..hA...! rAgane jo kAMIpaNa ThIka mAne to rAga vinAnI cIjane te aThIka mAne che ! (teno) anAdara kare che. AhA..hA...! 'dveSa arocaka bhAva.' AtmA pratye jene rAga nathI - prema nathI ane rAga pratye jene prema che. tene AtmA pratye dveSa che, samajAya che kAMI ? jene rAga pratye prema che. tene AtmA pratye dveSa che, AtmA pratye tene aruci che. rAga pratye jene ruci che - jene rAga pratye ruci che, tene AtmA pratye aruci che. arUci che te dveSa che. AhA..hA...! zvetAMbaramAM AnaMdaghanajI eka thaI gayA che. eNe e zabdo lIdhAM che ke dveSa arocaka bhAva' . tane jJAyaka svarUpa na ruce ane rAga jo ruce to tane AtmA upara TheSa che. AhA..hA...! "breSa arocaka bhAva' - AtmA sukha (svabhAvI) AnaMdakaMda che, e ruce. nahi .. e ja dveSa che. e arocaka (bhAva) che te ja TheSa che ane dveSa che te jhera che. AhA..hA...! AkarI vAta che, bhAI ! lokomAM zubhabhAvo ne to dharma manAve che. (kahe che) zubhabhAva karo - karatAM-karatAM (dharma) thaze ! lasaNa khAtAM khAtAM kasturIno oDakAra Avaze.. ! evuM che. (ahIM kahe che) ....Asaktine laIne jJAnI bahAra thoDA UbhA che, rAga che paNa abhiprAyamAM kALo sarSa lAge che. AhA..hA...! dharmI jIvane abhiprAyamAM rAga nAga jevo - kALA nAga jevo dekhAya che AhA..hA....! ajJAnIne rAgathI prema (che), (tenA premavALo che, ene rAgano ja prema che. -

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pa8' [vacanAmRta-19] AtmA pratye tene dveSa che. AhA..hA...! AvuM sAMbhaLavuM kaThaNa paDe aMdara ! ahIM to zubhabhAvane jhera kIdho che. abhiprAyamAM kALo sarpa (lAge che). jJAnIo vibhAvanI vacce UbhA hovA chatAM dharmI jIvane, AtmAnuM jJAna svarUpa rAgathI bhinna che, evo anubhava thayo hovA) chatAM, rAganA saMyoganI vacce UbhA hoya tevA dekhAya) chatAM ...vibhAvathI judA che...' AhA..hA...! vibhAvanA pariNAmamAM Ubho che chatAM tenAthI judo che. e vibhAva mAro nathI, vibhAva svabhAva e vikAra ne jhera che. . mAruM amRta svarUpa e vibhAvathI juduM che. ema dharmIne - samakitIne anubhavamAM AvyA vinA rahetuM nathI. ane anubhavamAM ema na Ave ane zagano prema rahe to (tene) AtmA pratye dveSa che ne (te) mithyASTi che. AhA.....! pachI bhale jaina saMpradAyamAM janmyo hoya. paNa rAga pratye prema che ne svabhAva pratye dveSa che to te mithyAdRSTi che). vizeSa kaheze.... E: 2 A AtmA che te jJAyaka akhaMDa svarUpa che. temAM rAga, karma ke zarIra to tenA nathI paNa paryAyamAM khaMDakhaMDa jJAna che te paNa tenuM nathI. jaDa-Indriya to tenA nathI paNa bhAva-Indriya ne bhAva-mana paNa tenA nathI. eka eka viSayane jANatI jJAnanI paryAya che e khaMDakhaMDa jJAna che. e parAdhInatA che, che paravazatA che, e duHkha che. paramAgamasAra-38 6)

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S(r)e : * caitanyane caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI bhAvanA eTale ke rAga-dveSamAMthI nahi UgelI bhAvanA . evI yathArtha bhAvanA : hoya to te bhAvanA phaLe ja chUTako. jo na phaLe to jagatane . coda brahmAMDane zUnya thavuM paDe, agara to A dravyano nAza thaI jAya. paraMtu ema bane ja nahi..caitanyanA pariNAmanI sAthe kudarata baMdhAyelI che . evo ja vastuno svabhAva che. A, anaMtA tIrthakaroe kahelI vAta che." 21. ' pravacana-4, vacanAmRta-21thI 25 A vacanAmRta, 21mo bola che, 20 bola) to cAlyAM. vicAra karavAmAM jarI avakAza hoya ene samajavA mATe A vAta che, bApu ! AhA..! jene hajI laukika nItinAM ThekANAM na hoya ene A vAta sAMbhaLavA paNa maLe nahi. sAMbhaLavA maLe to ene e rUce paNa nahi. laukika nIti (eTale) jene dArU, mAMsa ne parastrIno tyAga e anaitikano to tyAga pahelo che. - dArU, zarAba, mAMsa ane parastrI. eno tyAga to pahelethI (jo) na hoya to e narakagAmI jIva che. ene mATe A vAta nathI. AhA..ho...! - cetanyane caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI bhAvanA.... che zabda ? e zuM kahe che ? A caitanya AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna (evA) caitanane caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI (arthAtu) aMtaramAMthI thayelI dazA. jene saMsAranA pApanA pariNAma to jANe na hoya, paNa jene puNyanA pariNAma(nI) paNa rUci aMdaramAM na hoya. jene pApanAM pariNAma tIvra che ene to A sAMbhaLavAmAM paNa aMtara(mAM)

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60 [vacanAmRta-21] na ruce. evI cIja che bhagavAna ! mumukSu : amane chUTavA mATe to kaMI rasto to joIe ne ? pUjya gurudevazrI : A rasto che). e ja kahe che ne bhagavAna ! "caitanyane caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI bhAvanA.... A chUTavAno rasto ! pahelA zabdamAM benanI vANI. anubhavanI vANI che. asaMkhya abaja varSanuM jAtismaraNa jJAna che. jAtismaraNa eTale A jAti pahelA bhava... pahelA bhava... pahelA bhava... pahelA bhava... evA nava bhava, enuM bahenane pratyakSa jJAna che enAM asaMkhya abaja varSa thAya che. kemake sudharma svargamAM gayA hatAM. emAM emane kAlanI vAta jema yAda Ave ema asaMkhya abaja (varSanI) vAto yAda AvI che. e vAta AvatAM ene pahelethI evuM aMdarathI UgyuM ke laukika nItinA jene ThekANAM nathI ene to A caitanyanI vAta koI rIte besaze nahi. samajAya che kAMI ? jene dArU, mAMsa, mAchalA ane parastrIno tyAga nathI. ene to naitika jIvananAM paNa ThekANAM nathI. AhA..hA..! ahIM to lokottara nItinI vAta cAle che. e laukika nIti che. evuM to sAdhAraNa sajjana jIvane evI sthiti hoya nahi. dArU, mAMsa, mAchalI, parastrI e sAdhAraNa laukika naitika jIvanamAM paNa te vAta hoI zake nahi. AhA...! ahIMyA to e uparAMta jene AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya (enI vAta che). olAmAM to naraka ne nigodamAM bhava che. jene caitanyane caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI... e kIdhuM ? cetanya svarUpa je puNya ne pApanA vikalpathI rahita che. tevA caitanyane caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI (eTale emAMthI thayelI dazA. AhA..hA...! jarI jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! (paNa) vAta to evI che. A kAMI navI nathI. jaina paramezvara tIrthaMkaradeva trilokanAtha anAdithI e vAta karI rahyAM che. e vAta kAMI navI che nahi. ene samajavA mATe navI lAge paNa paramAtmAnI vANI - jinezvara trilokanAtha enI divyadhvani mahAvidehamAM to anAdithI cAle che. ahIMyA (bharata kSetramAM) tIrthaMkarano viraha paDe. mahAvidehamAM koI di tIrthakarano viraha na hoya. AhA..hA...! tyAM paNa anaMtavAra janmyo che ane samosaraNamAM paNa gayo che. paNa aMtaramAM aMdara AtmAmAM ghA vAgyo nathI. AhA..hA...! e bahAranAM

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61 vacanAmRta rahasya premanI rucimAM paDI ne tyAMne tyAM athaDANo ! AhA..hA..hA...! ahIM kahe che (e) jarI sUkSma vAta che. bena thoDuM bolI gayA. emAM dIkarIo beThI haze. benanI nIce 64 bAla brahmacArI dIkarIo che. bALa brahmacArI hoM...! ghaNAM lAkhopatinI dIkarIyuM ane aMgrejI bhaNatara, A bhaNatara zuM tamAruM kahevAya e ? (grejyueTa) grejyueTa lo ! bhASA tamArI bhUlI javAya che ! A dharmanI bhASA AvatAM A laukika bhASA bhUlI javAya che. e grejyueTa... grejyueTa... thayelI dIkarIyuM che ! enI pAse A bolelAM emaNe (A) thoDuM lakhI lIdheluM, te A bahAra AvyuM. nahitara to (bahAra) Ave nahi. e to bahArathI marI gayelAM che. (cAlatAM juo to jANe) maDaduM hAle ! aMtara atIndriya AnaMda eTalo ubharyo che ke jenA rasa AgaLa koNa sAmuM jove che ne koNa page lAge che, enI darakAra kAMI nathI ! emAM rAtrImAM A vacana nIkaLI gayAM che ! prabhu ! caitanyane (eTale) A AtmAne caitanyamAMthI (eTale) AtmAmAMthI pariNamelI (bhAvanA), pariNamelI kema kIdhuM ? ke ekalI kalpanA - jANapaNAnI dhAraNA karI ane rAkhI ema nahi, paNa te aMdara pariNamyuM che. AtmA jJAnAnaMda che te dazA thaI. che. jANapaNuM.dhAraNA rAkhIne vAta karI nathI. AhA...hA...! "caitanyane caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI....' zabdo thoDAM che paNa bhAva ghaNAM UMcA che ! AhA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? caitanyane (ema kahyuM to) caitanya kahevo kone ? (ke) e parama AnaMda ne parama jJAnanI zaktino piMDalo, atIndriya AnaMda ne sacidAnaMda prabhu, dravya svabhAva je anAdi anaMta (che) e cIja ne to AvaraNa paNa nathI evI cIja aMdara che. evI cIjanI dRSTi thaIne caitanyane caitanyamAMthI (eTale emAMthI pariNamelI dazA. AhA....! eTale ke samyagdarzananI paryAya pragaTa karavAnI bhAvanA. samajAya che kAMI? vAta to ahIM bApu ! bhavanA abhAvanI che prabhu ! bAkI badhuM ghaNuM joyuM che ahIM to ! A cIjane ame 72 varSathI to joIe chIe. gharanI dukAna hatI tyAM paNa huM to zAstra ja vAMcato. gharanI moTI dukAna cAle che, pAlejamAM che. pAMca varSa tyAM dukAna calAvI paNa huM to A zAstra ja vAMcato. pUrvanAM saMskAra hatA ne ! tyArathI aMdarathI UgelI

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[vacanAmRta-21] vAta che ke "caitanyane caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI....... AhA....hA...! rAga--ddhava nahi, puNya-pApa nahi. AhA...! jenAM naitika jIvana paNa UMcA hoya che, e jIvana taraphanuM paNa lakSa nahi. AhA..hA..! aMtaranA caitanamAMthI caitana vastu che tevI dRSTi thatAM temAMthI nIkaLelI pariNamelI dazA. AhA..hA...! e caitanyanA pravAhamAMthI pariNatimAMthI avasthAno pravAha Avyo. jema kuvAmAMthI aveDAmAM pANI Ave e prAptanI prApti che. e kUvAmAM hatuM e aveDAmAM AvyuM. aveDo kahe che ne ? AhA..hA...! ema caitanyamAM aMdara vastuthI AhA..hA..hA...! emAMthI pariNamIta thayelI dazA e "...bhAvanA eTale ke rAga-dveSamAMthI nahi UgelI.. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAta to che prabhu ! tArI prabhutAnI vAta to bApA bhagavAna paNa pUrNa kahI zakyA nathI. AhA.....! je svarUpa sarvaze dIThuM jJAnamAM je svarUpa sarvajJa dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahi te paNa zrI bhagavAna jo. te vANIne anya vANI te zuM kahe ! anubhavagocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo.' zrImad rAjacaMdra thaI gayAM che. 33 varSanI umare deha chUTI gayo che. paNa e ekAvatArI thaI gayAM che. muMbaImAM lAkhono jhaverAtano vepAra hato. chatAM aMdaramAM bhinna paDI gayelAM. nALiyerano goLo jema chUTo paDe ema dharmIne samyagdarzanamAM rAgathI ane dehathI aMdara (caitanya) goLo bhinna paDI gayo hoya che. AhA..hA...! e zrImad 33 varSanI umaramAM deha chUTI gayo chatAM paNa A anubhavanI dRSTinA jorathI eTaluM badhuM AvyuM hatuM ke amAre have ekAda bhava karavAno che, bApu ! ame have amArA svadezamAM javAnA chIe. amAro svadeza aMdara A cetana bhagavAna e amAro deza che. A (bahArano) deza nahi. are..! puNya ne pApanA pariNAma paNa prabhu amAro deza nahi. e vAta aMdara bahenanA (vacanAmRtamAMthI) AvI gaI, parama di kahI hatI. 401 bola che. AhA..hA...! A to saMsArathI pAgala thAya tenI vAtuM che ! (ahIMyA) kahe che ke jenI bhAvanA caitanyasvarUpa bhagavAna (AtmA) ! emAMthI Ugelo, pragaTelo aMkuro pariNamIne te paryAya - bhAvanA kevI hoya

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== = = = == = -- . . = = :... ---- - vacanAmRta rahasya che ? ke jemAM puNya ne pApa, rAga-dveSa rahita bhAvanA hoya che. AhA..hA...! che (aMdara) "...eTale ke rAga-dveSamAMthI nahi UgelI bhAvanA.... AhA..hA..hA..! arere...! Avo avatAra maLyo ne emAM jo AtmAnuM hita kAMI karyuM nahi (to) pharIne manuSyapaNuM prabhu kyAre maLaze ? corAsInA avatAramAM anaMta kALathI rakhaDI maryo che. naraka ne nigodanAM duHkho....! tArA duHkho dekhI dekhanAra ne roNAM AvyA che bApA ! evAM duHkho sahana karyA che. paNa bhUlI gayo ! jarI kAMI bahAranI sagavaDatA maLI, be-pAMca karoDa rUpiyA maLyA ne chokarAM-chokarI kaMIka ThIka thayA ne zarIra jarI rUpALuM maLyuM ne thaI rahyuM... marI gayo emAM ! mArI cIja aMdara koNa che ? ene jovA mATe, vicAravA mATe avakAza paNa leto nathI ahIM kahe che ke AhA..hA...! caitanyamAMthI UgelI bhAvanA rAga-dveSa rahita hoya che). rAga-dveSa rahita...! AhA...! ahIM to dharmanI vAta che ne prabhu ! dharma (prApta thayAM) pahelAM naitikanI to vAta karI. naitika jIvana to hovuM ja joIe. sAdhAraNa prANI - sajajana jene kahIe ene paNa dArU, mAMsa ne parastrI to hoya ja nahi. sarva (strIo) dIkarIyuM, mAtA ne bena samAna ene to hoya che. AhA..hA...! evuM to jenuM naitika jIvana hoya evA jIvanamAMthI jyAre caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI paryAya Ave che, e rAga ne dveSa vinAnI thayelI dazA Ave che. AhA..hA..! thoDuM AkaruM lAge paNa prabhu ! sAMbhaLaje hoM...! kaThaNa lAge topaNa....! bIjI vAta zuM karIe ? ahIM to 45 varSathI A vAta hAle che, 45 varSa thayAM ! 45 A thayAM ne 4pa A thayAM (eTale) saMsAramAM 45 thaI gayAM. saMsAramAM to 23 varSa thayAM paNa pachI A saMpradAyamAM AmAM (muhapattImAM) rahI gayAM ne ! ema karIne 4pa thayAM ne 45 ahIM (sonagaDhamAM) thayAM. paNa A vAta UgelI....! AhA........! rAga ane dveSa vinAnI thayelI bhAvanA che ? ....evI yathArtha bhAvanA hA..' evI yathArtha bhAvanA - yathArtha bhAvanA kema kIdhuM ? ke zAstranuM jANapaNuM karIne vAta dhArI hoya paNa aMdaranI bhAvanA na hoya. AhA..hA...! zAstrone vAMcIne dhArI rAkhyuM hoya paNa aMdaramAM rAga-dveSa rahita thaI ne

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64 [vacanAmRta-21] caiitanyanI bhAvanA pariNamelI na hoya. (ahIM to yathArtha bhAvanA thaI hoya) evA jIvanI vAta lIdhI che. ' e jIva jyAre caitanyamAM pariName che AhA..hA...! bhagavAna aMdara caiitanyanA nUranuM pUra che ! caitanyano dhruva pravAha che. pANIno pravAha jema ekadhAro Ama cAlyo jAya che. nadInuM pANI jyAre dhodhamAra be kAMThe Ave...! amArA umarALA . janma dhAmamAM moTI nadI che. pANI Ave tyAre 45 mAthoDAM pANI Ave. kAMTho bharAI jAya, sAmuM joI zakAya nahi eTaluM pANI....! ahIM e kahe che ke nadInuM pUra eTaluM jorathI Ama pravAhamAM cAlatuM hoya enA karatAM paNa anaMta guNo pravAha aMdara Atama(no) caitanyapravAha che ! AhA...! caitanyanA tejanA - prakAzanA nUranuM pUra che ! arere...! emAMthI UgelI bhAvanA (eTale) ....evI yathArtha bhAvanA hoya,... ahIM yathArtha upara vajana che. kalpanA karIne (kaMI pariNamana thayuM che) e nahi paNa yathArtha (bhAvanA che. jevI cIja che tevI aMdara bhAvanA hoya ....to te bhAvanA phaLe ja chUTako. 'to te bhAvanA phaLe ja chUTako !" (arthAta) te bhAvanAmAMthI kevaLajJAna Ave ja chUTako ! bIja UgI hoya ne pUnama na thAya ema traNakALamAM bane nahi, zuM kIdhuM e ? bIja Uge che ne ? bIja (UgyA) pachI tera divase pUnama thAya ja. e pUnama na thAya ema koI di bane nahi. AhA..hA...hA...! ema jene AtmAnA samyakarUpI bIjaDAM jyAM aMdara UgyAM....! bhagavAna caitanyamUrti AnaMdano nAtha ! aMtaramAM rAga ne dveSanA bhAvathI rahita thaI aMdara caitanyanuM bIja UgyuM....! AhA..hA..! pariNamelI dazA UgI e bIja che. e bIja jema pUnama thaye chUTako, ema A samyagdarzananI pariNati thaye kevaLajJAna lIdhe chUTako che. jema A bIja terame divase pUrNa pariNamIne) Ave ema Ane eka ke be bhavamAM kevaLajJAna AvyA vinA rahetuM nathI. AhA..hA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che bhAI ! che (aMdara) ? (caitanyamAMthI) UgelI bhAvanA evI yathArtha hoya to te bhAvanA phaLe ja chUTako. AhA..hA..hA...! bahena vicArIne anubhavamAMthI bolatAM hatAM ke, ....jo na phaLe to jagatane . cauda brahmAMDane zUnya thavuM paDe....' zuM kIdhuM e ? AhA..hA...! caitanyanI bhAvanA

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vacanAmRta rahasya (eTale ke rAga-dveSathI rahita thaIne aMdara caitanya svarUpa prabhunI bhAvanA thaIne phaLe ja chUTako, (arthAtu) kevaLajJAna thaye ja chUTako. na phaLe to jagatane - cauda brahmAMDane zUnya thavuM paDe. kemake e bhAvanAnuM phaLa na Ave to-to jagata zUnya thaI jAya. kemake dareka (dravyanI) paryAyanuM (jo) phaLa na Ave to to jagata zUnya thaI jAya. A...hA..hA.hA..! pApanAM pariNAmanuM phaLa paNa naraka, nigoda na Ave, puNyanuM phaLa paNa svarga ne manuSyapaNuM na Ave ane caitanyanA pariNAmanuM phaLa kevaLajJAna na Ave (to) jagatane zUnya thavuM paDe !! AhA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? pApanA bIjaDAM vAvyAM ane naraka ne nigoda na maLe, puNyanA bhAva thayAM ane jo svarga ke manuSyapaNuM na maLe ane caitanyanI bhAvanA thaI ne kevaLajJAna na maLe (to) jagatane zUnya thavuM paDe !! (paraMtu, evuM traNa kALamAM bane nahi. AhA..hA..hA...! jhINI vAta che bhagavAna ! duniyAthI judI jAta lAge paNa vAta to A che prabhu ! AhA..hA..! ene manuSyapaNuM maLyuM che to manuSya kone kahIe ? gomaTasAmAM eka pATha che. manuSya kone kahIe ? AhA..hA...! "jJAyaka te iti manuSya" (arthAta) aAtmAnuM caitanya svarUpa jANe tene manuSya kahIe, bAkI badhAMne pazuM kahIe. AhA..hA.. gomaTasAramAM (Ave che. jJAyaka te iti manuSya AtmA caitanya svarUpa che tene jANe e manuSya kahevAya. manana karte iti manuSyaH cetananuM manana kare, dhyAna kare te manuSya (che). bAkI e vinAnAM pazu kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! zAstramAM to tyAM sudhI pATha che ke jene cetanI bhAvanA - samyagdarzana nathI - e cAlatAM maDadAM che !! mokSapAhuDamAM che. aSTapAhuDa che ne ? enI aMdara e che . cAlatAM maDadAM che. marI gayelAM ne jema masANamAM upADIne laI jAya che. ema A paNa cAlatAM maDadAM che !! caitanyasvarUpa aMdara bhagavAna pUrNa vItarAgamUrti ! enI jene ruci nathI, tenA taraphanuM valaNa nathI, tenA taraphano jhukAva nathI, tenA taraphano prema nathI, e badhAM cAlatAM maDadAM che. AvuM che, bApA ! AhA..hA..! e ahIM kahe che ke ...coda brahmAMDane zUnya thavuM paDe,... eTale ? je je bhAvanA hoya) tenuM phaLa na Ave to jagata rahe nahi. pApa kare (ene) - -

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vicanAmRta-21] naraka, nigoda na maLe to jagata rahe nahi. puNya kare ne manuSyapaNuM - svarga na maLe to jagata rahe nahi. ema AtmAnI bhAvanA kare ne kevaLajJAna na thAya to tattva rahe nahi ne jagata rahe nahi ! AhA..hA...! bApu ! mArga to koI judAM che prabhu ! AhA..hA...! A to AmaMtraNa hatuM ne AvI paDyA chIe ! bAkI sonagaDhathI bahAra...! mumukSu : amArA ahobhAgya ke amane samajavA maLyuM !! pUjya gurudevazrI : bApu ! A to 'vananI mArI koyala' judI paDe ema koyala AvI gaI che. AhA..hA... ahIMyA to kahe che prabhu ! ekavAra sAMbhaLa ! jene AtmAnI bhAvanA thAya tenuM phaLa sarvajJapaNuM na Ave to jagatamAM pApanuM phaLa naraka, nigoda ane puNyanuM phaLa (manuSya) - svarga e badhuM nAza thaI jAya. samajAya che. kAMI ? A zabdonI aMdara evI bhAvanA bharI che ! AhAhA...! mumukSu : ghaNo sAro artha Avyo. pUjya gurudevazrI : zuM kIdhuM ? mumukSu : ghaNo sAro artha Avyo Aje ! pUjya gurudevazrI : vastu AvI che, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! pApanA pariNAma kare ane ene naraka ne nigoda na maLe to to e vastu, naraka ne nigoda ja nahi rahe. puNyanA pariNAma kare ane svarga ne manuSyapaNA na maLe to e vastu ja na rahe. ema caitanyanA pariNAma kare ane kevaLajJAna na thAya to e vastu ja na rahe. AhA..hA...! bola Avyo che UMco ! cauda brahmAMDane zUnya thavuM paDe eno artha A (che) hoM...! zuM kIdhuM samajANuM emAM ? jagata che, puNya ne pApanA phaLarUpe svarga - naraka che ane AtmAnI bhAvanAnA phaLa rUpe siddhapada che, to evI) je vastu che (eTale ke, siddhapada che, naraka - nigoda che, svarga, manuSya che . e bhAvanA pramANamAM na maLe to to e vastuo rahetI nathI. ema caitanyanI bhAvanA thaI ane kevaLajJAna na thAya to siddhapada rahetuM nathI. AhA..hA..! bIja Uge ne pUnama na thAya to e bIja UgI ja nathI. AhA..hA..! ema bhagavAna AtmA ! (jeNe) caitananAM bIjaDAM aMdara vAvyA ne Uge nahi ane kevaLajJAna na thAya to

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vacanAmRta rahasya e AtmA ja rahI zake nahi. A..hA..hA..! AvI vAto che, prabhu ! ....cauda brahmAMDane zUnya thavuM paDe, agara to A dravyano nAza thaI jAya.' joyuM ? kAraNa ke enI paryAya che ane enuM) phaLa na Ave to dravya ja na rahe. je AtmAe je naraka nigodanA bhAva karyA, e bhAva pramANe narakamAM (na jAya to e dravya ja na rahe). brahmadatta cakravartI ! cha khaMDano dhaNI ! 96 hajAra strI ane 96 karoDa pAyadaLa...! eno nAyaka marIne sAtamI narake gayo. (ahIM) kahe che ke e pApanuM phaLa jo na Ave to e jagata ja rahe nahi ema kahe che. vAta samajAya che ne ? ema puNyanA phaLa tarIke svargAdi, manuSyaAdi na maLe to e vastu ja na rahe, ema caitanyanA pariNAma thayAM ane kevaLajJAna na thAya to e vastu ja na rahe, jagata zUnya thaI jAya. AhA..hA..! bahu UMDI ane jhINI vAta che. "paraMtu ema bane ja nahi. AhA..hA...! "agara to A dravyano nAza thaI jAya. eTale ? pariNAma che tenuM phaLa na Ave to dravya ja rahI zake nahi. je paryAya karI tenuM phaLa na Ave to paryAya vinAnuM dravya ja na rahI zake, dravyano nAza thaI jAya. jarI jhINI vAta che paNa UMcI vAta che. AhA..hA...! paraMtu ema bane ja nahi." AhA...hA..hA...! jevAM pariNAma karyA tevuM phaLa AvyA vinA rahe ja nahi. AhA...! cAragati ane siddhagati - e pariNAmanuM phaLa che. e pariNAmanuM phaLa na Ave to e cAragati ane siddhagati ja na rahI zake. AhA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? ema AtmAmAM rAga ane dveSa vinAnI cetana svarUpanI zraddhA ane jJAnanI bhAvanA (jene thaI ene kevaLajJAna ne paramAtmapada na thAya to te paryAya vinAnuM dravya nAza thaI jAya, eno nAza thatAM jagatano paNa nAza thaI jAya. ema aMdara kahe che, juo ! che? caitanyanA pariNAmanI sAthe kudarata baMdhAyelI che - pApa karyA hoya to narakanigoda, puNya karyA hoya to svargAdi ane caitanyanA pariNAma karyA hoya to mukti maLyA vinA rahe nahi). ema... che ? "caitanyanA pariNAmanI sAthe kudarata baMdhAyelI che ? kudaratamAM enuM phaLa AvyA vinA rahe ja nahi. AhA..hA...! jene caitananI bhAvanA pragaTI ane mokSa thayA vinA rahe ja nahi, bIja UgI ene pUnama thayA vinA rahe ja nahi. AhA..hA...! vAta to jarI jhINI (che) paNa....! benanAM zabdo che. tame badhAe lakhAvyA che - - - - .

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[vacanAmRta-21] ne ! ke bapore A vAMcavuM ! tyAM kAgaLa Avyo hato. savAramAM samayasAra ane bapore A (vacanAmRta vAMcavA). AhA...hA...! ....pariNAmanI sAthe kudarata baMdhAyelI che .' eTale zuM kIdhuM ? jevAM e puNya, pApanAM ane dharmanAM pariNAma kare tenAM pramANe tenuM phaLa jagatamAM Ave - ema kudarata baMdhAyelI che. mumukSu : mahA siddhAMta che ! ' pUjya gurudevazrI : enuM phaLa AvyAM vinA rahe ja nahi. AhA..hA..hA..! mAMsa, dArU ne macchIne khAya, parastrIne bhogave ane e narakamAM na jAya (to) jagatane zUnya thavuM paDe. enA pariNAma tarIke (je) gati che e gati nahi rahI zake. ema jeNe puNyanA pariNAma karyA ne ene svarga na maLe to e svarga ja na rahI zake. ema jeNe caitanyanAM pariNAma karyA hoya) ne (tene) mukti na maLe to e siddha rahI zake nahi AhA..hA..! jhINuM che paNa prabhu ! tArA gharanuM che ! tArA gharanI vAta che, prabhu ! AhA..hA...! evo ja vastuno svabhAva che." kIdhuM ne ? zubha azubhane zuddha e pariNAmanuM phaLa A jagata che. evo ja vastuno svabhAva che. AhA..hA...! "A, anaMtA tIrthakaroe kahelI vAta che." che emAM ? bena to tIrthaMkara pAse hatAM. mahAvidehamAM bhagavAna birAje che enI pAse hatAM. tyAM amArI sAthe hatAM. (bena) ema kahe che ke jo A pariNAmanuM phaLa AvuM na Ave AhA..hA.... to anaMtA tIrthakaroe karelI vAta jUThI paDe ! A vAta anaMtA tIrthakaroe kahelI che. ke je pApanAM pariNAma kare ene naraka, nigoda maLe, puNyanAM pariNAma kare to svargAdi maLe ane pachI bhale rakhaDe cAragatimAM ! ane cetananAM pariNAma kare to ene mukti maLe - anaMtA tIrthakaroe A vAta karela che. che ne emAM prabhu ? A...hA..hA..! arere...! darakAra kyAM karI che ? emAM vaLI paiso jarI pa-50 lAkha, karoDa.be karoDa maLI jAya eTale thaI rahyuM... huM pahoLo ne zerI sAMkaDI thaI jAya ! gUMcAI jAya.... emAM gUMcAI jAya. ahIM kahe che ke enA pariNAmanuM phaLa jagatamAM na Ave to jagatane zUnya thavuM paDe. jagata jagatapaNe rahI zake nahi. puNya-pApanA phaLa ane

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vacanAmRta rahasya dharmanuM phaLa na maLe to A duniyA - jagata rahI zake nahi. cAragati ne siddhapada rahI zake nahi. AhA..hA...! je jeNe vAvyuM tenuM bIja UgyA vinA rahe nahi ane Uge nahi to to e bIja ja vAvyuM nathI ane Uge to te bIja vAvyuM ane enuM phaLa AvyuM to enuM phaLa AvIne e jagata TakI rahyuM. ema jagatamAM jevAM pariNAma karyA evAM enAM phaLa AvyAM to jagata ema ne ema TakI rahyuM che. AhA..hA...! "A, anaMtA tIrthakaroe kahelI vAta che. A eka bolamAM ATalo vakhata gayo ! AvI vAta che. . prabhu ! tuM cho ne ! e to trikALI dravya che. have tArAM vartamAna pariNAma thAya e pariNAmanuM phaLa na Ave to to A jagatamAM svarga, naraka ja na rahe. ane mokSanAM pariNAmanA kara ane mokSa na Ave to siddhapura (- siddha)gati ja na rahe. e cAragati ne siddhagati badhI nAza thaI jAya. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che prabhu ! A anubhavanI vAta che. e 21mo bola thayo. chao o see gurudevane tIrthakara jevo udaya varte che. vANIno prabhAva evo che ke hajAro jIvo samajI jAya che. tIrthaMkaranI vANI jevo joga che. vANI joradAra che. game teTalI vAra sAMbhaLIe topaNa kaMTALo na Ave. pote ja eTalA rasakasathI bole che ke jethI sAMbhaLanArano rasa paNa jaLavAI rahe che; rasabasatI vANI che." 22. 22mo bola vAMcavA jevo che. mumukSu : raramo paNa bhale ne vaMcAya. " pUjya gurudevazrI : 22mAM mAruM nAma emAM Ave che mATe) emAM amAruM kAma nahi ! bene to pote kahyuM hoya paNa mArA mukhathI e vAta kahevI zobhe nahi. bene to pote potAnA bhAvamAM AvyuM hatuM te kahyuM. e vAta

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vicanAmRta-22] emane ema rahI. mArAthI mArI vAta na kahevAya. samuccaya vAta thAya. samuccaya samajAya che ? nahitara to kyAMthI ame AvyA ne ahIMthI kyAM javAnA chIe e badhuM aMdarathI nakkI thaI gayeluM che ! aMdarathI nakkI thaI gayeluM che !! ema che, bApA ! (badhuM nakkI thaI gayeluM che. mumukSu : amane have kaho ! pUjya gurudevazrI: mahAvidehamAMthI AvyAM chIe. prabhu birAje che, sarvajJadeva sImaMdhara prabhu samosaraNamAM mahAvidehamAM birAje che. tyAM rAjakumAra tarIke hatAM. pitAjIne hAthI ne ghoDA (ne) abajonI pedAza hatI. mahinAnI abajonI pedAza ane ghare hAthI ghoDA hatAM. teno huM rAjakumAra hato. kuMdakuMdaAcArya saMvata 49mAM ahIMthI bhagavAna pAse gayA hatAM. tyAre huM paNa hAthIne hode bhagavAnanAM darzana karavAM, kuMdakuMdaAcAryanAM darzana karavAM samosaraNamAM gayelo. A..hA..hA..! AvI vAta che, bApu ! bahu jhINI vAtuM che ! ane bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelI vAtuM che. evI vAtuM che ke A jI . mumukSu : bena koNa hatA ? pUjya gurudevazrI : bena tyAM nagarazeThanA dIkarA hatAM. ame cAra jaNAM tyAM hatAM. eka e hatAM, eka zAMtAbena che, e paNa zeThanA dIkarA hatAM. eka nAraNabhAI hatA emaNe (ahIMyA) mArI pAse dIkSA lIdhelI, gujarI gayA che. e tyAM vezyAnA dIkarA hatAM. huM rAjakumAra hato. tyAM (ame) cAra jaNAM hatAM, tyAMthI ahIM bharatamAM AvyAM chIe. have ahIMthI vAta eka kora (rahI... amArI vAta bahu jhINI che, evI vAto bahu moDhe kahevI zobhe nahi. bAkI ahIMthI ame marIne svargamAM javAnA chIe. ahIMthI deva thavAnA chIe. bIjA bhavamAM tIrthakaranA putra tarIkeno avatAra che. trIjA bhavamAM svarga che. cothA bhavamAM tIrthakara thaIne kevaLa pAmIne mokSa javAnuM che. A bhAIe pUchayuM, A zeThe pUchayuM eTale javAba ApIe chIe. mumukSu : ame to ApanA chokarA kahevAIe ! pUjya gurudevazrI : mAre to badhAM moTA zeTha ja kahevAya ne ! mumukSu : gurudeva ! sabhAmAM prathama vakhata Ape jAhera karyuM che ! pUjya gurudevazrI : AvI vAta na kahevAya. A to bene AmAM lakhyuM

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vacanAmRta rahasya 71 che. ethI e jarIka kahyuM, bApu ! ethI jhINI vAtuM to bahu AghI che. amane to aMdara pratyakSa thaI gayelI che !! paNa hajI thoDuM jIvana che tyAM sudhI A vAta Avaze. pachI to svargamAM jAvAnuM che, devalokamAM.... vaimAnikamAM....! vaimAnika...! vaimAnika deva che ! deva cAra che. bhavanapati, vyaMtara, jyotiSa ane vaimAnika (ema) cAra prakAranA deva che. te mAro vaimAnikamAM avatAra che. have e vAta eka kora.....! : - "upalaka upalaka vAMcana-vicAra AdithI kAMI na thAya, : aMdara AMtaraDImAMthI bhAvanA UThe to mArga saraLa thAya. jJAyakano aMta:sthaLamAMthI khUba mahimA Avavo joIe." ra3. utaravuM paDaze. A samajAya, have ahIM 23mo bola (laIe). 23mo bola ! 'upalaka upalaka vAMcanavicAra AdithI kAMI na thAya,...." AhA..hA...! upara uparathI (kAMIka). vAMcI lIdhuM ne thoDo vicAra karyo emAM kAMI maLe tevuM nathI, bApu ! aMdara UMDuM utaravuM paDaze. AhA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? A..hA..hA..! upalaka upalaka vAMcana, sAMbhaLavuM, vicAra Adi. "Adi zabda che ne ? upara uparathI sAMbhaLyuM hoya ethI kAMI maLe tevuM nathI. AhA..hA...! ene AtmAmAM utAravuM paDaze, prabhu ! aMdaramAM utAravAnI pahelI zraddhA ane bhAvanA to ene karavI paDaze. zraddhAmAM jJAnamAM to levuM paDaze ke A AtmAmAM utarIza tyAre mAruM kalyANa thaze. evo to pahelAM eNe jJAnamAM nirNaya karavo joze. bhale karI zake nahi paNa enA jJAnamAM Avo nirNaya to pahelo Avavo joIe ke mAre A dravya AtmA che temAM gaye ja chUTako che.' e sivAya mAruM kalyANa che nahi. AhA..hA..hA..jhINI vAtuM che, bApA ! *

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[vacanAmRta-23] (have kahe che) 'aMdara AMtaraDImAMthI bhAvanA UThe..... AhA..hA...! aMda2mAMthI bhAvanA UThe (ema) kahe che. upa2 upa2thI vAMcana ne zravaNa ne manana (kare) e nahi. AhA..hA...! aMdaramAMthI bhAvanA UThe, AtmAmAMthI jAgRta dazA thAya ....to mArga saraLa thAya.' to mArga saraLa thAya. 'jJAyakano aMtaHsthaLamAMthI khUba mahimA Avavo joIe.' AhA..hA..! prabhu ! je jJAyaka che, je jANanAra caitanya jyota che, aMdara jaLahaLa jyoti baLe che, prabhu ! cetananAM pUra - jJAnanAM pUra bharyAM che, jema pANIno pravAha Ama jAya che, ema A caitanyanuM nUra dhruva...dhruva...dhruva....dhruva.... Ama jAya che. evuM je caitanyanA pUranuM dhruvapaNuM AhA...! enI aMta2mAMthI bhAvanA UThe to mArga saraLa, thAya. AhA..hA..! paheluM ene sAMbhaLavuM to joIe ne prabhu ! sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi e jAya kyAM ? A..hA..hA...! 72 'jJAyakano aMtaHsthaLamAMthI khUba mahimA Avavo joIe.' Aya..hA...! zAstra paNa dhAryA hoya, vAMcyA hoya paNa e to upara TapakenI vAta che. AhA...hA...! aMtaramAM jJAyakabhAva....! aMtaHsthaLamAM. jJAnajyoti caitanya dhruva birAje che, prabhu ! eno aMtaHsthaLamAMthI khUba mahimA Avavo joIe. tyAre ene aMtaramAM praveza thaIne samyagdarzana thAya, tyAre ene dharmanI pahelI dazA thAya. pahelI dazA...! AhA..hA..! thoDA zabdamAM UMDuM ghaNuM bharyuM che ! zuM kIdhuM e ? (ke) 'aMtaHsthaLamAMthI khUba mahimA Ave.' bahArathI nahi, puNya-pApanA bhAvanA phaLanI mahimA e dhULanI mahimA (che). (ahIMyA to) AtmA(nuM) aMtaHsthaLa je kSetra che, je kSetramAM AnaMdano pAka che. (tenA mahimAnI vAta che). jagatamAM paNa... zuM kahevAya e ? cokhA sivAya oluM.....! tamArA nAma paNa bhUlI javAya che ! kaLathI...! kaLathInAM khetara jamIna sAdhAraNa hoya che ane cokhAnAM khetara UMcA hoya che. sArA khetaramAM cokhA pAke. kaLathI sArA khetaramAM na pAke. e sAdhAraNa paththaranI jamInamAMthI kaLathI pAke. amAre tyAM joDe (sAthe-bAjumAM) gAma che, tyAM kaLathI pAke che, cokhA pAke che tyAM badhuM joDe che. ema A AtmA atIndriya AnaMdano pAka thAya evuM khetara che. AhA..hA..! ane puNyapApanuM khetara e saMsAranI gati phaLe evuM e khetara che. AhA..hA..! puNya ne pApanA bhAva, e khetara che e cAragatimAM 2khaDavAnuM (khetara) jamIna (arthAt) aMtaHsthaLa A w - -

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vacanAmRta rahasya che ane A aMtara khetara je che AhA...! emAM AnaMdano pAka thAya evuM e khetara che. emAMthI atIndriya AnaMdanAM aMkuro phUTe ! AhA..hA....! evuM Atma-taLa aMdara taLiyuM che vartamAna paryAyathI aMdaramAM jotAM, enuM taLa - taLiyuM eTale dhruva (svarU5) jotAM tenI paryAyamAM AnaMdanAM aMkura phUTe evuM e kSetra che, evuM e AtmA taLiyuM che. are...are...! AvI vAtuM have...! ahI to bahAramAM kAMIka paisA thAya tyAM thaI rahyuM....! khAvA - pIvAnA ThekANAM na maLe, abhakSa khAIe chIe ke nahi.... (enI khabara na maLe). A Ave che ne A zuM kahevAya) ? iMDAM ne AhA...! mAchalInAM tela ne koDalIvara Ave che ne ! ghaNI badhI khabara che ne ! evuM Ave e duniyA vApare...! ararara...! tenAM phaLa bApA naraka che. e narakanAM duHkhanuM varNana prabhu kare che. prabhu ! tArAM kSaNanAM duHkha....! prabhu kahe che narakamAM duHkhonuM varNana huM zuM karuM ? karoDo bhava ane karoDo varSathI, karoDa jIbhathI kahIe to pUruM na paDe eTale tyAM duHkhanuM vedana che ! narakamAM....! eka mANasanuM khUna kare (ane) e khUnanI sAkSI maLe to rAjA ene kadAca ekavAra phAMsI Ape paNa teNe 25-50-100 (mANasa) nAM khUna karyA hoya to rAjA ene (100 vAra) zI rIte phAMsI Ape ? zuM karI zake ? ' 100 vAra phAMsI Ape ? ekavAra khUna karyuM hoya ene ekavAra phAMsI ane 25-50 khUna karyA hoya ene mATe zuM ? ene mATe kudaratamAM naraka che. ahIM enuM phaLa rAjA ApI zake nahi. ene 25 vAra phAMsIe caDAvI zake nahi. AhA..hA..hA...! enuM phaLa aMdara (narakamAM) che. AhA..hA..! e . !kahe che ke aMdaramAMthI bhAvanA UThavI joIe. uparaTapake vicAra (cAlatAM) hAya enuM phaLa kAMI Ave nahi. (aMdara AMtaraDImAMthI bhAvanA UThe to mArga saraLa thAya. jJAyakano aMta:sthaLamAMthI khUba mahimA Avavo joIe. AhA..hA... (23 pUro thayo).

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vicanAmRta-24] 0 0 AtmArthIe svAdhyAya karavo, vicAra-manana karavAM; e ja AtmArthIno khorAka che." 24. 0 0 0 kA (have) 24. "AtmArthIe svAdhyAya karavo,.... benanI bhASA che, (ke) svAdhyAya karavo. be - cAra kalAka zAstra vAMcavA vakhata levo. ekAda kalAka, ardhA phelAka-vAMcI jAya emAM kAMI pAra na Ave. saMsAra mATe - pApa mATe kema covIsa kalAka kADhe che ? to emAMthI be-cAra kalAka AtmAnA zAstranA vAMcana (mATe) vakhata levo joIe. bhagavAne kahelAM Agama, traNalokanA nAtha jinezvaradevanI divyadhvani - vANI - AgamanuM vAMcana karavuM joIe, teno vicAra karavo joIe, tenuM manana karavuM joIe. e ja AtmArthIno khorAka che.' AhA..hA...! e vinA ene game nahi, goThe nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? be lITImAM ATalI vAta bharI che !! . "AtmArthIe svAdhyAya karavo,.." svAdhyAya eTale A zAstra (svAdhyAya). svAdhyAyamAM be prakAra che. eka vAMcana, zravaNa, manana e svAdhyAya ane eka svAdhyAya eTale AtmA - svanuM aMdara manana (ane) AnaMdano anubhava e svAdhyAya (che) - e nizcaya svAdhyAya (che). AhA..hA...! ane zAstra vAMcana Adi karavuM e vyavahAra svAdhyAya (che). paNa pahelo vyavahAra svAdhyAya Avavo joIe. vAMcana joIe, vicAra joIe, manana joIe,_ciMtavana joIe. (mATe kahe che ke svAdhyAya karavo joIe. AhA..hA..! vAMcaNI karavI, pUchavuM, praznotara karavAM, eno vicAra karavo. evuM paheluM ene AvavuM joIe, bApu! bhagavAnanAM kahelAM Agama - zAstrane vicAravAM joIe. AhA..hA..! ahIM to 64nI sAlathI zAstranuM vAMcana che. 64nI sAlathI ! pitAjInI

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vacanAmRta rahasya gharanI dukAna che ne ! tyAM pAlejamAM dukAna che. atyAre dukAna cAle che. moTI dukAna che. 40 lAkha rUpiyA che. 4 lAkhanI pedAza che. paNa huM to (tyAM) svAdhyAya karato. 19 varSanI umarathI A zAstrono svAdhyAya karuM chuM. dasavaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana AcAraMga, sUyagaDAMga AhI. hA ! e badhuM vAMcyuM che. emAM jyAre 78mAM "samayasAra' hAtha AvyuM tyAM to pokAra UThyo ane kahyuM ke "bApu ! A zarIra rahita thavuM hoya to A pustaka che !! dAmanagaramAM eka zeTha hatAM. ane meM kaheluM "zeTha ! A samayasAra zarIra rahita thavAnI cIja che ! 78nI sAlanI vAta che. keTalAM varSa thayAM ? pa7 thayAM ne ! te dinI vAta che. kIdhuM ke zarIra rahita thavuM hoya to A samayasAra che. emAM AtmAnI vAta che ne AtmAno mokSa kema thAya ? (a) samyagdarzana (kema thAya) ? e cIja AmAM che. evI cIja bIje kyAMya che nahi. ahIM kahe che "AtmArthIe svAdhyAya karavo,..' joIe. AhA..hA..! vAMcana karavuM, vicAra karavo, pUchavuM. paryaTana karavuM. AhA..hA..! bIjA pAse e vAta camUkavI ke A kema che ? "....vicAra - manana karavAM; e je AtmArthIno khorAka che. AtmArthIno khorAka A che ! zikhaMDa, pUrI ne pattaravelIyAM...! pattaravelIyAM samajAya che ? aLavInAM bhajIyAM ! aLavInAM bhajIyAMne pattaravelIyAM kahe che ne ! zikhaMDa ne pUrI ne pattaravelIyAnAM bhajIyAM...! aLavInAM pAMdaDAM thAya che ne ? pachI emAM caNAno loTa nAkhIne vATA kare che ne ! vATA karIne kaTakA kare ! badhuM joyuM che ne ! karyuM nathI kAMI ! (paNa) joyuM che badhuM! e pattaravelIyAMnA kaTakA - baTAkAne ghImAM taLelAM - hoya ne ahIM zikhaMDa (hoya)....! to jANe ema thaI jAya ke) AhA..hA..hA..! badhI vAtuM joI che. bApu ! eka-eka ! eka strInA lagna karyA nathI eTalo phera che. e sivAya ghaNuM badhuM joyuM che. ahIM e kahe che ke AtmArthIno to A khorAka che. 24 kalAkamAMthI svAdhyAya, mananano vakhata levo joIe. game te rIte be-cAra kalAka kADhavA joIe. e 24 mo bola thayo.

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' 76 vicanAmRta-25] cheeo : " "pahelI bhUmikAmAM zAstravAMcana-zravaNa-manana Adi badhuM : hoya, paNa aMdara te zubha bhAvathI saMtoSAI na javuM. A kAryanI sAthe ja evI khaTaka rahevI joIe ke A badhuM che paNa mArga to koI judo ja che. zubhAzubha bhAvathI rahita mArga aMdara che - e khaTaka sAthe ja rahevI joIe." ra5. (have) 25mo bola). pahelI bhUmikAmAM zAstravAMcana-zravaNa-manana Adi badhuM hoya, paheluM (A badhuM) hoya. ekadama anubhava thaI zake, ema nahi. pahelI bhUmikAmAM zAstra vAMcana (eTale ke bhagavAnanAM kahelAM zAstranuM vAMcana, enuM zravaNa . sAMbhaLavuM, enuM manana Adi badhuM hoya. "..paNa aMdara te zubhabhAvathI saMtoSAI na javuM. AhA..hA...! evo je bhAva e badho zubhabhAva che, puNya che. enAthI saMtoSAI na jAya. AhA..hA...! hoya kharuM A...! pahelI bhUmikAmAM zAstra vAMcana-zravaNa-manana Adi badhuM hoya, paNa aMdara te zubha bhAvathI saMtoSAI na javuM. ke ApaNe khUba vAMcana karyuM, khUba zravaNa karyuM, have ghaNuM dhAryuM che . (ema) saMtoSa na karavo. 'A kAryanI sAthe ja evI khaTaka rahevI joIe...." zuM kArya ? vAMcana, zravaNa ne manana. zAstranuM manana. . A kAryanI sAthe ja evI khaTaka rahevI joIe. ke A badhuM che paNa mArga to koI judo ja che. zAstra vAMcana kare, sAMbhaLe, vicAre paNa aMdaramAMthI jove ke bhAI ! mArga to aMdara kaMIka judo che. e zuMbhanA vikalpathI paNa kAMI (mokSa) mArga nathI. zubhabhAva (hoya) paNa e kAMI mArga nathI. evI khaTaka to aMdara rahevI joIe. AhA..hA...! A (ghaNAMne) to zAstra vAMcananAM paNa ThekANAM na hoya ! (AtmArthIne) pahelI bhUmikAmAM zAstra vAMcana (nAM bhAva) Ave paNa aMdara

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vacanAmRta rahasya zubhabhAvathI saMtoSAI na jAya. (e badhAM kAryanI sAthe khaTaka rahevI joIe. ke ".... A badhuM che paNa mArga to koI judo ja che.' AhA..hA...! zAstra vAMce, sAMbhaLe paNa jANe ke A to zubha vikalpa che. aMdarathI mArga koI judo che. aMdara zubha rAgathI khasIne aMdara cetana svarUpamAM javuM, e mArga koI judI jAtano che. zAstra vAMcana karyuM mATe mArga thaI gayo ema ene evo saMtoSa na levo. AhA..hA...! evuM paNa (hajI to keTalAMkane ThekANuM nathI ! A to (A badhuM) hoya ene (kahe che ke, paNa khaTaka to aMdaranI rahevI joIe. AhA..hA..! (ke) ....mArga to kAMI judo ja che. zubhAzubha bhAvathI rahita mArga aMdara che .' zubha ke azubha, puNya ne pApanAM vikalpo - bhAva che, te) banne bhAvathI rahita AhA..hA...! aMdara mArga che. e zubhAzubha bhAvamAM mArga nathI. puNya pApanA bhAvamAM mArga nathI. (koI ema kahe ke ame pApI chIe mATe pahelAM puNyamAM to AvIe, paNa puNya Ave to (paNa) evuM puNya to anaMtavAra karyuM che. e koI mArga nathI. jene janmamaraNa rahita thavuM hoya ene mATe e mArga nathI. A..hA..hA...! e khaTaka sAthe ja rahevI joIe. A badhAmAM A khaTaka to rahevI ja joIe. zAstra vAMcana kare, vicAra kare, kahe, bole, kathA kare paNa khaTaka to rahevI joIe ke A vikalpathI mArga aMdara koI judo che. evI khaTaka vinA e vicAramAM aTakI jAya to AgaLa nahi vadhI zake. eTale A vAMcanamAM paNa khaTaka to aMdara (rahevI joIe). zubhAzubha bhAvathI judo mArga che . tema rahevuM joIe. vizeSa kaheze. E _= . S = * vikAranI tucchatA bhAse to vIrya tyAMthI khase, ane svabhAvanI mahimA bhAse to vIrya tyAM DhaLe. (paramAgamasAra-213)

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ja ' 0 0 0 0 aMdara Atmadeva birAje che tenI saMbhALa kara. have aMtaramAM jA, ne tRpta thA. anaMtaguNasvarUpa AtmAne jo, tenI saMbhALa kara. vItarAgI AnaMdathI bharelA svabhAvamAM krIDA kara, te AnaMdarUpa sarovaramAM kelI kara - temAM ramaNa kara." 26. : * --pravacana-5, vacanAmRta-26 thI 30 vacanAmRta, 26mo bola che. 25mo pUro) thayo. A pahelAM je Ama kahyuM ne ? ke Namo loe savya trikALavartI arihaMtANaM." pATha to atyAre eTalo che ke aNamo arihaMtANe. paNa chello pATha evo che ke Namo loe savva sAhUNaM' (ema) Ave che ne ? e ("saO') badhAM padane lAgu paDe che ane e uparAMta dhavala (zAstramAM) eka vAta che ke, Namo loe savva trikALavartI arihaMtANaM evo pATha che. Namo loe savya trikALavartI arihaMtANe bhUtakALanA, bhaviSyanA ane vartamAna arihaMtone namaskAra ! ema Namo loe savva trikALavartI siddhANaM' . je siddha thayAM, thAya che ane thaze ene paNa atyArathI namaskAra karuM chuM. ema Namo loe savva trikALavartI AyariyANaM' . tema AcArya... Ama to AtmAmAM pAMca pada bharela che, jhINI vAta che. AtmAmAM pAMca pada bharyA che. ene ahIMyA samyakudRSTi namaskAra kare che ke, traNakALamAM vartatAM je sarva AcArya ne upAdhyAyane ane atyAre koI jIva narakamAM paNa hoya to tene huM namaskAra karuM chuM). - -

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vacanAmRta rahasya 79 jema tIrthaMkara zreNika rAjA atyAre pahelI narakamAM che. AvatI covIzImAM pahelAM tIrthakara thavAnAM che. e paNa atyAre trikALavartI namaskAramAM AvI jAya che. AhA...hA...! traNe kALamAM birAjatAM paMca parameSThI, bhUtakALa - vartamAna ne bhaviSya - traNakALamAM vartatAM sarva paMca parameSThIone namaskAra karIne vacanAmRtanI zarUAta karIe chIe. emAM A 26mo bola Avyo che. AhA..hA..hA...! aMdara Atmadeva birAje che.. AkaruM paDe jagatane ! (kemake) abhyAsa na maLe. duniyAnA abhyAsa ADe A vAta ja eka kora paDI rahI ! saMsAramAM 2khaDavAnA bhAva - mithyAtva ane zubhAzubha bhAva, e to cAra gatimAM rakhaDavAnA bhAva che. ahIMyA kahe che ke aMdara Atmadeva birAje che.... badhAmAM ho...! AhA...hA..hA..! aMtara divya zakti, jevI divya nAma pradhAna zakti paMca parameSThInI thavA lAyaka che, tevI zakti A AtmAmAM) aMtaramAM birAjamAna che. AhA.....! "....tenI saMbhALa kara." AA..hA.....! bhagavAna AtmA aMtara(mAM) birAje che. A deha, vANI, mana, paiso, lakSmI, AbarU, kIrti - jaDa e to dhULa che . para (che). aMdara puNya ne pApanA bhAva thAya e paNa para ne vikAra ne saMsAranuM kAraNa ne saMsAra che. enAthI aMdara bhinna AtmA birAje che. e Atmadeva che ! (ema) kahe che. A..hA..hA...! sApa karatAM kema AvaDe ? kadI karato nathI ane karavAnI darakAra karI nathI. (mATe kahe che, have tenI saMbhALa kara." badhAMnI saMbhALa karavA tuM tatpara thaI rahyo cho paNa A bhagavAna aMtaramAM birAje che tenI saMbhALa kara. ekavAra enI sAmuM to jo ! ke, aMdara koNa che? Aha....! bAhyanI vyavasthA karavA (ADe) navaro nahi. Akho di' e vyavasthA - A dhULanI ne paisAnI ne bAyaDInI ne chokarAnI ne kuTuMbanI vyavasthA (pAchaLa) ekaluM pApa (kare che). dharma to nahi paNa puNya paNa nahi !! puNya to kyAre thAya ? ke jyAre cAra-cAra kalAka, traNa-cAra kalAka satsamAgama kare, vAMcana kare, zravaNa kare to bhale dharma na thAya paNa ene puNya thAya. paNa ahIM to kahe che ke e puNyanI paNa pAra aMdara AtmA birAjamAna che. A..hA..hA...! - ka-1 ---*. * *

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- - [vacanAmRta-26] ..tenI saMbhALa kara. enI saMbhALa kara (ema kahe che). AhA...hA...! huM eka AnaMdamUrti prabhu chuM ! enI rUci ane dRSTi anaMta kALamAM eka sekaMDa. mAtra karI nathI. enI to saMbhALa kara. have aMtaramAM jA.' aMdara UMDANamAM - pAtALamAM bhagavAna paramAtmA birAje che. AhAhA..hA..! vartamAna paryAya zubhAzubha bhAvanI pAchaLa aMtarAtmA bhagavAna birAje che. tyAM jA. che ? aMtaramAM jA." AvuM karavAnI) kyAM navarAza hatI ? bhakti, pUjA, vrata, tapa Adi badhAM bhAva (e) zubhabhAva che. e koI dharma nathI. Ave... dharmI jIvane paNa e bhAva Ave kharAM, chatAM tene heya jANI aMdara cidAnaMda bhagavAnanI e saMbhALa rAkhe che. dharmI jIva ene kahIe ke aMtaramAM caitanya bhagavAna birAjamAna che. tene saMbhALI ne aMtaramAM jAya che. A, ha.....! (mATe ahIMyA kahe che) aMtaramAM jA, ne tRpta thA." bahAramAM prabhu tane kyAMya tRpti nahi maLe. AhA..hA...! aMdara zubha ke azubhanA vikalpanA rAganI pAchaLa caitanyadeva divyazaktino (dhAraka) bhagavAna AtmA birAje che. AhA..! jene paramAtmasvarUpa paNa kahe che. e paramAtmA - svabhAva - zakti aMdara birAje che. paramAtmA pote siMha samAna che. (evuM) paramAtmAnuM baLa aMdara bharyuM che. enI saMbhALa kara. prabhu ! ane tRpta thA. tyAM tane zAMti maLaze, tyAM tRpti thaze. ahIM bahAramAM tane pAMca-pacIza, lAkha, karoDa - be karoDa . pAMca karoDa maLe to tRpti nahi thAya, tArA bhikhArAveDA nahi jAya. mAgaNa thaI gayo che mAgaNa...! A lAva... A lAva... A lAva....... A lAva... A lAva... * eka vakhata kahyuM hatuM ne ? (vAMcanamAM) bhAvanagara darabAra AvyAM hatAM. enI eka varSanI karoDanI Upaja che, pedAza che. amArI joDe ja che - sonagaDhanI joDe (che). vyAkhyAnamAM AvyAM hatAM tyAre kahyuM hatuM 'darabAra ! je mahine lAkha ne be lAkha mAge e nAno mAgaNa che, karoDa mAge e moTo mAgaNa, bhikhArI che. ahIM to (amAre) enI pAsethI kAMI levuM. devuM na maLe, (e) rAjI thAya to kAMI paiso ApI jAya). ahIM to kAMI che nahi. AhA...! darabAra pote sAMbhaLavA AvyAM hatAM. emaNe kahyuM, "sAcI vAta, mahArAja !' meM kahyuM "bApA ! A dhULa che tArI ! A rAjanI eka

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81 vacanAmRta rahasya varSanI karoDanI pedAza e dhULa che ! aMdaramAM bhagavAna birAje che ene na jotAM mAgaNa (thaI ne bahAramAM bhIkha mAMge che). mAgaNa... mAgaNa samaje? bhikhArIne mAgaNa kahe che ne ! e mAge... mAge. bhikhArI A lAva... A lAva... A lAva... A lAva... A lAva... ahIM kahe che ke bhAI ! e mAgaNapaNuM choDI de ! ane (aMdara AtmAmAM) tRpta thA. aMdaramAM tRpti thAya evI cIja paDI che, prabhu ! uparanAM zarIrane tuM na jo ! strInA, puruSanAM napusakanA, tiryaMcanA, DhoranA, siMha-nAganA zarIrane na jo ! eno AtmA aMdara jue to e caitanyadeva birAjamAna che. AhA..hA...! (mATe kahe che ke, "....aMtaramAM jA, ne tRpta thA." tyAM tane tRpti thaze. aMtaramAM jA, tyAM tane tRpti thaze, ema kahe che. AhA..hA..! bahAramAM - dhULamAM kyAMya tRpti nahi thAya. karoDa-karoDanI pedAza mahinAnI haze to paNa bhikhArAveDA (kare).... vadhAre karuM... vadhAre karuM... vadhAre karuM... mAgaNanI peThe bhikhArI (thaIne phare che). zAstramAM tene 'varAMkA' kahyA che. zAstramAM varAMkA eTale bhikhArI kahyA che. A siddhAMtamAM pATha che. "varAMkA' zabda Ave che - "varAMkA' ! AhA...hA...! ahIM kahe che, prabhu ! tuM aMtaramAM jo to kharo ekavAra ! "anaMtaguNasvarUpa AtmAne jo...." aMdara anaMtaguNa svarUpa AtmA che. A...hA..hA.... eka guNarUpa nahi, rAgarUpa nahi, anaMtA... anaMtA guNasvarUpa (che). ekavAra kahyuM hatuM - AkAzanA jeTalA)_pradeza che. ethI anaMta guNA guNa eka jIvamAM che. jagatane besavuM kaThaNa paDe. (kemake koI di') sAMbhaLyuM nathI. jIvanI saMkhyA anaMta che. enA karatAM A paramANunI saMkhyA anaMtaguNI che. A AMgaLI) eka cIja nathI, A to anaMta paramANunuM daLa che. kaTakA karatAM.. karatAM.. chello paramANu rahe tene jinezvaradeva paramANu kahe che. e anaMta paramANuno A piMDa che. AtmAnI saMkhyA karatAM paramANunI saMkhyA anaMtaguNI che. AhA..hA..! ethI anaMtaguNA traNa kALanA samaya che. eka sekaMDamAM asaMkhya samaya jAya. evA traNakALanA samaya, paramANunI saMkhyA karatAM anaMtaguNA che. ethI anaMtaguNA AkAzanA pradeza che. A coda brahmAMDa che. eTalAmAM jIva, jaDa ne cha dravya rahe che. tene loka kahe che. lokonI) bahAra khAlI bhAga che), khAlI...khAlI... kyAMya jeno aMta nathI, evuM daze dizAmAM AkAza

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82 [vacanAmRta-26] (rahyuM che. anaMta...anaMta...anaMta..anaMta....anaMta...anaMta... AkAzaemAM eka paramANune mUke. (ane e) jeTalA bhAgane (roke tene) pradeza kahe che). e AkAzanA je pradeza che tenAthI anaMtaguNA guNa eka jIvamAM che. AhA...hA..hA...! che ? anaMtaguNa svarUpa AtmAne jo..... A..hA..hA...! navarAza kyAM paNa ? phurasada kyAM ? AhA...! vIMTAI gayelo che . puSya ne pApamAM vIMTAI gayelo che. aMdara bhinna bhagavAna che enI ekavAra saMbhALa kara ! ....tenI saMbhALa kara. vItarAgI AnaMdathI bharelA svabhAvamAM krIDA kara,.... A..hA..hA...! zuM kahyuM e ? . aMdara vItarAgI AnaMda paDyo che. anAdi anaMta vItarAgI AnaMdanI mUrti ja prabhu che. enI vartamAna dazAmAM badhAM goTA che. puNya ne pApa ne saMsAra ne naraka ne nigoda (nA goTA che. vastu che e to vItarAgI AnaMdathI bharelo svabhAva che. AhA...! emAM krIDA kara - emAM ramata kara, emAM jaIne moja mANa. bIje kyAMya moja che nahi. A..hA..hA...hA...! juo ! A bena anubhavathI bolelAM che. atIndriya AnaMdanA anubhavamAMthI bolelAM che). bALa brahmacArI 64 dIkarIyuM che. lAkhopatinI moTI dIkarIyuM che. keTalIka Graduate thayelI che. emAM bena A bolelAM, (e) lakheluM, emAM A bahAra AvI gayuM. AhA...! paNa bolyAM che aMtaranA anubhavanA nAdathI ! nAda aMdara Avyo che, e dIkarIoe sAMbhaLyo che, tene lakhI lIdho. vItarAgI AnaMdathI bharelA...." zuM kahyuM ? vItarAgI AnaMdathI bharelo svabhAva che. rAga ne puNya-pApathI bharelo svabhAva nathI. puNya ane pApa to kRtrima navA bhAva vikAra - jhera utpanna kare che. puNya ane pApanA bhAva e to jhera che. pahelAM AvI gayuM che. (bola-19) zubhabhAva te kALo nAga che, jhera che. pahelAM AvI gayuM hatuM. AhA..hA..! kema bese A vAta ? AtmA aMdara koNa che ? enI kAMI khabaru na maLe. ahIM kahe che, "vItarAgI AnaMdathI bharelA svabhAvamAM kriIDA kara,... sAra che, sAra - ekalo A to !! ....te AnaMdarUpa sarovaramAM....' aMdara AnaMdarUpa sarovara che, prabhu ! tyAM najara karI ane tyAM "...kelI kara - temAM ramaNa

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vacanAmRta rahasya kara." AnuM nAma samyagdarzana ane samyakajJAna che. AhA..! dharmanI pahelI sIDhI AnuM nAma che. vAtu kare kAMI vaDA thAya evuM nathI ! ApaNe) amathuM nathI kahevAtuM ke, "vAte vaDA thAya nahi ! e vaDA banAvavAnI cIja joIe - loTa, ghI-tela ke evI koI cIja joIe). ema vAte vaDA thAya nahi. A to bhASAe kAMI maLe nahi. aMtaramAM bhagavAna AtmAnI aMdara UtaratAM emAM krIDA kara, tyAM ramaNa kara. tyAM tane AnaMda thaze ane tyAM tArA duHkhanA ArA (aMta AvI jaze. A..hA..hA...! e 26 (pUro thayo). 27mo bola tamAre vAMcI levAno. - - - che. "bhaviSyanuM citarAmaNa kevuM karavuM te tArA hAthanI vAta che. mATe kahyuM che ke, "baMdha samaya jIva cetIe, udaya samaya zA ucATa." 28. ji00 0 0 0 0 0 28mo bola. zuM kahe che have ? "bhaviSyanuM citarAmaNa kevuM karavuM te tArA hAthanI vAta che. Aja pachI bhaviSyanuM citarAmaNa karavuM - narakanuM, tiryaMcanuM manuSyanuM, devanuM ke siddhanuM - e pAMca prakAranuM citarAmaNa karavuM e vartamAna tArA hAthamAM che (ema kahe che). pUrvanAM karma che e to khalAsa thaI gayAM. have kahe che navAM karma bAMdhavAM hoya to zubhAzubha bhAva (kara) ane mokSa joIto hoya to siddha bhAva (pragaTa kara). ahIM to bhaviSyanA citarAmaNamAM pAMceya gati AvI jAya che. vartamAnamAM narakanAM pariNAma karIza to naraka maLaze, tiryaMcanA bhAva karIza to Dhora thaIza, manuSyanA bhAva karIza to manuSya thaIza, devanA bhAva karIza to deva thaIza, siddhanA bhAva karIza to siddha thaIza. e pAMceya gatinuM

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vicanAmRta-28] citarAmaNa tArA hAthamAM che. tuM jevuM citara evo thaIza. A..hA..hA...! ...te tArA hAthanI vAta che, mATe kahyuM che ke, baMdha samaya jIva cetIe, udaya samaya zA ucATa.' 'saluNA....! baMdha samaya jIva cetIe." baMdha samaya vakhate ceta. puNya-pApanA bhAva baMdha thAya te vakhate ceta. "baMdha samaya jIva cetIe . e eka stuti che . devacaMdajInuM stavana che. devacaMdajI (karIne) eka (sAdhu) zvetAMbaramAM thaI gayAM che. enuM kareluM A eka stavana che. baMdha samaya jIva cetIe, udaya samaya zA ucATa, saluNA." e udaya Ave e vakhate tuM zuM karIza ? e udaya to Avye ja chUTako (che) ane enA phaLa tAre bhogavavA ja paDaze. e vakhate ciMtA karIza to kAMI kAma nahi Ave. "udaya samaya zA ucATa.' (arthAtu) karmanA udaya vakhate tuM ciMtavanA kara ke are...! TaLI jAya to sAruM). mane na maLe e nahi kAma Ave. e vakhate tArI ciMtA kAma nahi karI zake. AhA..hA..hA..! e 28 pUro thayo). : : : "jJAnane dhIruM karIne sUkSmatAthI aMdara jo to AtmA pakaDAya evo che. eka vAra vikalpanI jALa toDIne aMdarathI chUTo paDI jA, pachI jALa coMTaze nahi." ra9. 29 (bola)"jJAnane dhIruM karIne....... AhA..hA...! je A jJAna che - jANavAnI dazA che ene dhIru karI (eTale ke, e jJAnanI dazA je puNya - pApamAM vaLIne DhaLI gaI che, e saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnA lakhaNa che. AhA..hA..! jJAnane dhIru karI (eTale) aMtara jANapaNAmAM sUkSmatA lAvI, aMtaramAM DhaLI zake tevI bhAvanA karI. AhA...! " ra jo.. are...! are...! AvI bhASA

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85 vacanAmRta rahasya jJAnane - jANapaNAne dhIruM (karI), para tarapha vaLe che tene dhIru karI ane jenI e paryAya che tene tuM jo. e paryAyanI pAchaLa pAtALa . caitanya pAtALa bhagavAna birAje che. AhA..hA...! ahIM to pAMca-pacIza lAkha jyAM maLe tyAM to rAjI rAjI thaI jAya. (kahe) lApasInA AMdhaNa karo Aja ! 25 lAkha pedA thayAM che ! eka karoDa pedA thayAM ! karo lApasInA AMdhaNa ! lApasI mUko ! jhera badhuM saLagyuM che tyAM ! AhA...! ahIM kahe che ke, enI aMdara jA. "...AtmA pakaDAya evo che." A..hA..hA..hA...! jJAnane jhINuM ne dhIru karI, bahAramAM bhaTakatAM jJAnane jJAnanI vartamAna dazA, bahAramAM bhaTakatAM jJAnane aMdaramAM lAvavA dhIruM kara prabhu! sUkSma kara ! dhIro thA ! jJAnane dhIruM karIne sUkSmatAthI aMdara jo.." "sUmatAthI aMdara jo ! sthULa upayogamAM) aMdara nahi jovAya. sthULa upayogathI) to rAga ne dveSa ne A anAdithI rakhaDato saMsAra che e dekhAze. AhA..hA...! zabdo thoDA che (paNa) bhAva ghaNAM UMDA bharelAM che. anubhavamAMthI - AnaMdanA vedanamAMthI AvelI vANI che atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana kare che. jJAnI atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana kare che. e vedanamAMthI vANI(no) vikalpa Ave che e rAga che. A...hA...hA...! paNa emAM A AvyuM - jJAnane dhIru karI, sUkSma karI aMdara jo, ... to AtmA pakaDAya evo che. aMdara bhagavAna AtmA pakaDAya evo che eTale anubhava thaI zake evo che. AhA..hA...! "eka vAra vikalpanI jALa toDIne....' rAga ne puNyapApanA jheranI je jALa (che) ene eka vAra toDI eTale enI mahimA ne kiMmatane toDI, aMdaramAM caitanyanI mahimAmAM jA ! tane aMdara bhagavAna maLaze !! AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. vacanAmRta mAkhaNa che ! aMdara jo to AtmA pakaDAya evo che. AhA...! je sthitie - sUkSma upayogathI) pakaDAya te rIte aMdara jo to pakaDAya evo che. puNya ne pApanA vikalpathI te pakaDAya evo nathI. A...hA...hA..hA..! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA AdinA pariNAmathI e pakaDAya evo prabhu nathI. 'sANase sarpa pakaDAya" paNa jhINA motI pakaDavAmAM sANasA kAma na Ave. motI pakaDavA (mATe)

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[vacanAmRta-29] sonInI nAnI pAtaLI savANI hoya che kAM hAtha hoya. bena-dIkarIyuM A toraNa kare ne ? toraNa...toraNa....! sarpane pakaDavAnA sANasA vaDe motI pakaDAya ? sonInI jhINI savANI hoya kAM hAtha hoya tenAthI) dhImethI goThave. motInA kare che ne ? zuM kahevAya e ? toraNa...toraNa...! tamArA nAma paNa bhUlI jaIe chIe. toraNa kare tyAre emAM dhImethI motI goThave che, e hAthathI pakaDIne goThave che, lAkaDAthI pakaDIne nahi. ema bhagavAnane pakaDavo. hoya to puNya-pApa (bhAvathI) nahi pakaDAya. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! ahIM to saMsArano abhAva (karavAnI) vAtuM che, prabhu ! jemAM janmamaraNa na TaLe te vAtamAM kAMI mAla nathI. e marIne naraka ne nigoda (mAM jaze). karoDopati - abajopati marIne pazu thAze. hAthI, ghoDA ne bhUMDa thAze, ane bhUMDa tyAM viSTA khAIne marIne pachI narakamAM jAze ! bhUMDa bahu viSTA khAya. AhA...! evA bhava te anaMtavAra karyA, prabhu ! (have, ekavAra aMdaramAM jo ! AtmA pakaDAya evo che. "ekavAra vikalpanI jALa toDIne aMdarathI chUTo paDI jA,... A..hA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che ! sUkSmamAM sUkSma aMdara vikalpa - rAgano je bhAva che ene paNa choDIne, e vikalpanI pAchaLa bhagavAna cidAnaMda birAje che, aMdaramAM pAtALamAM, enA taLiyAmAM prabhu birAje che. upara upara rAga dekhAya che, aMdaramAM bhagavAna che, tyAM jA ! tyAM jA, tenI saMbhALa kara ne vikalpanI jALa toDa, aMdarathI chUTo paDI jA, ....pachI jALa coMTaze nahi. A........! karoLiyo hoya che ne karoLiyo ? ene ATha paga hoya che ane e ATha pagathI ene evI Ama lALa nIkaLe ke e lALamAM gUMcAI jAya. karoLiyo....! (hindImAM, zuM kahe che ? makaDI. A be pagavALA mANasane mANasa kahIe, paNa bAyaDI paraNIne cAra pagavALo thayo to e Dhora thayo ! cAra thayA ne ? cAra paga. ane emAM chokaro thAya to cha paga thayA to bhamarAne cha paga hoya. pachI bhamarAnI peThe bhUkyA kare - A mAro dIkaro che ne A mAro A che, A mArI bAyaDI che, A mAro dhaMdho che ne A mArI nokarI cAle che ne A (mane) pacAsa hajAranI nokarI maLe che ne lAkhanI pedAza eka varSanI che. (ema) bhamarAnI jema bhUkyA kare ! ane vaLI e

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vacanAmRta rahasya 87 chokarAne paraNAve tyAre ATha paga thayAM. e karoLiyAne ATha paga hoya, joyuM che koI di' ? bhamarAne cha paga hoya, karoLiyAne ATha hoya, ne ATha pagavALo) thayo eTale lALa kADhIne emAM ne emAM marI jAya ! lALa kADhIne emAM vIMTAI jAya. makaDI' kahe che ke tamAre zuM kahe che (hindImAM)? makaDI ! ema ahIMyA kahe che ke paramAM A pramANe ja cho, e karatAM ene choDIne aMdara AtmAmAM jA ne ! AhA..hA...! jyAM siddhapada prApta thAya evI aMdara dazA che. ekavAra vikalpanI jALa toDI ne aMdarathI chUTo paDI jA, pachI jALa coMTaze nahi. je caNo zekAI gayo e caNo pharIne Ugaze nahi. je caNo dALiyA thayAM.... dALiyA kahe che ne ? caNo zekAya ene (pachI) dALiyA kahe che ne ? zuM kahe che tamAre ? (dALiyA...dALiyA), dALiyA thayAM e have Uge nahi. ema eka vAra aMtarathI AtmajJAna thayuM ane rAgane bALyo, e have pharIne Uge nahi. (arthAtu) ene avatAra hoI zake nahi. eka-be avatAra thAya paNa ene breya tarIke jANe ane potAnA AnaMdamAM rahIne ene zeya tarIke jANIne ene choDe. A..hA...hA ! e jALa pharIne coMTaze nahi. AhA..hA...! e zakyA caNA pharIne Ugaze nahi. ema eka vAra ajJAnane bALyuM ane jo AtmajJAna karyuM. e (ajJAna) pharIne Ugaze nahi. ene bhavabhramaNa nahi thAya, ene corAzImAM rakhaDavuM nahi thAya. (jo ajJAna na bALyuM) to marIne corAzImAM (rakhaDavA) jAze. AhA..hA..hA...! - brahmadatta cakravartI ! 96 karoDa pAyadaLa, 72 hajAra nagara, 48 hajAra pATaNa, 96 karoDa gAma, 96 karoDa pAyadaLa enI moja mANatAM, hIrAnA....! zuM kahevAya tamAre? Dholiyo. Dholiyo bhUlAI jAya che ! A hIrAnA DholiyA ! emAM sUto hato. emAM ene mamatA eTalI hatI ke A mAruM... A mAruM... A mAruM.... rANIne yAda karI, rANIne....! eka rANI hatI, jenI (eka) hajAra deva sevA kare, evI 64 hajAra (rANI) hoya (che) paNa eka rANI evI hoya che). e rANIne yAda karatAM, deha chUTatAM sAtamI narake cAlyo gayo !! atyAre sAtamI narakamAM che. 33 sAgaranI (AyuSyanI sthitimAM che. hajI 85 hajAra varSa gayA. ethI asaMkhya abajo varSa hajI to tyAM rahevAnuM che. AhA..hA...! AvA avatAra anaMtavAra karyo che. prabhu ! teM paNa anaMtavArI

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88 vacanAmRta-30] evA karyA che. (have eka vAra (aMdara AtmAne) jo ane vikalpanI jALane toDa to e jALa coMTaze nahi. pachI jALa coMTaze nahi. zekelA caNA Ugaze nahi. AhA..! e 29 (pUro) thayo. : Nccha 0 0 0 0 0 "jema bIja vAve che temAM pragaTarUpe kAMI dekhAtuM nathI, chatAM vizvAsa che ke A bIjamAMthI vRkSa phalaze, temAMthI DALAM pAMdaDAM-phaLa vagere Avaze, pachI teno vicAra Avato nathI; tema mULa zaktirUpa dravyane yathArtha vizvAsapUrvaka grahaNa karavAthI nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thAya che; dravyamAM pragaTarUpe kAMI dekhAtuM nathI tethI vizvAsa vinA zuM pragaTaze ema thAya, paNa dravyasvabhAvano vizvAsa karavAthI nirmaLatA pragaTavA lAge che." 30. S Nccha 0 0 0 30 (mo bola). jema bIja vAve che temAM pragaTarUpe kAMI dekhAtuM nathI... zuM kahe che ? bIja...bIja vAve emAM pragaTa atyAre kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. chatAM vizvAsa che ke "A bIjamAMthI vRkSa phAlaze,'-' bIja vAvyuM enuM vRkSa thaze. temAMthI DALAM-pAMdaDAM-phaLa vagere Avaze,'--.' emAMthI tenA phaLa paNa thaze. ghauno dANo vAvyo to ghaunuM phaLa paNa thaze. eka ghauMnAM ghaNA ghauM thaze. eka dANo vAvyo enA ghaNA thaze. ema eno ene vizvAsa che. AhA....! eka bAjarAno dANo vAvyo hato ane vizvAsa che ke AmAMthI kUMDuM thAze emAM seMkaDo bAjaro pAkaze. evo ene emAM vizvAsa che. A..hA..hA..! A bIjamAMthI vRkSa phAlaze, temAMthI phaLa vagere Avaze. . pachI tene vicAra Avato nathI.......AhA..hA...! pachI ene vizvAsa AvI gayo ane phaLa phaLyuM pachI

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89 vacanAmRta rahasya e vicAra AvatA nathI. tema mULa zaktirUpa dravyane yathArtha vizvAsapUrvaka...' A...hA....! bIjanI peThe, dravyasvarUpa bhagavAnane eka vAra pakaDavAthI, eno vizvAsa AvavAthI ke AmAMthI mane siddhapada maLaze, AmAMthI mane kevaLajJAna thaze, AmAMthI have mane anaMta AnaMda (maLaze), evuM samakitarUpI bIjaDuM jo vAvyuM.... AhA..hA...! e bIjamAM eTalI tAkAta che ke jema eka bIjamAMthI hajAro dANA pAke che, ema A samakitarUpI bIja, emAMthI kevaLajJAnano pAka thaze. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che A ! kevI jAtano upadeza A ?, A karo ne A karo ne A karo ne A karo ne - e upadeza to (bIje) cAlyA kare che. (a) anAdithI e karyA kare che. paNa kAMI karavuM nathI, aMdaramAM TharavuM che - e cIjane eNe sAMbhaLI paNa nathI. rucipUrvaka sAMbhaLI nathI. ethI ahIM kahe che ke, "....mULa zaktirUpa dravyane yathArtha vizvAsapUrvaka grahaNa karavAthI.... (arthAtu) bhagavAna AtmAne samyagdarzana ne samyajJAna dvArA pakaDavAthI - anubhavavAthI, vizvAsapUrvaka grahaNa karavAthI...' ema kIdhuM che ne ? ekalA dravyane nahi paNa dravyano vizvAsa karIne. samyagdarzanajJAnano vikAsa karIne. AhA..hA...! che ? ....dravyane yathArtha vizvAsapUrvaka grahaNa karavAthI nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thAya che....' bIja vAvyAthI jema phaLa thAya che ema bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthane bIjarUpe pakaDavAthI, jema bahAramAM caMdramAmAM bIja thAya (Uge) to pUnama thayA vinA rahe nahi, ema caitanyamUrti bhagavAna (AtmA) rAgathI rahita (che), (evuM) ekavAra aMdara bIjaDuM vAvyuM to e bIjamAMthI kevaLajJAna thayA vinA rahe nahi. e (karyA vinA bIjA koI rastA leze to cAra gatimAM rakhaDavAnAM rastA che. AhA..hA...! naraka ne nigoda ne ekendriya.... AhA..hA...! mULA...! mULo samaje ? A kAMdo. emAM paDyo hato (tyAre) maphatamAM vecANo che. pahelAM cAra paisAnA zera (maLatAM hatAM. atyAre vaLI moMghuM thaI gayuM che. cAra paisAnI zera dUdhI ! be zera dUdhI lIdhI hoya, chokaro joDe (sAthe) hoya, (ane chokaro kahe, bApA ! mane A mULo apAvo !' to (zAkavALo) eka mULo maphatamAM Ape. mULo....! e (mULAnI aMdara e maphatamAM beTho hato ! (e rIte) maphatamAM vecANo che. AhA..hA...! jenI kiMmata paNa ApI nathI, pelA rIMgaNAM ke

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90 [vacanAmRta-30] dUdhInAM zeranA cAra paisA ApyA che. atyAre to ahIM moMghuM che ane tamAre to vaLI ahIM (nAyarobImAM bahu moMghuM che. ahIMnI vAta sAMbhaLI che ke, ahIM to bahu moMghu (che) ! o..ho..ho..ho...! tyAM sapharajana cha AnAnuM maLe che, ahIM kahe che ke sapharajana pAMca rUpiyAnuM ne cha rUpiyAnuM maLe (che) eTalI to kiMmata vadhI gaI che. AhA..hA...! A bahAranI kiMmata vadhArI nAkhI che. jema A dezamAM enI kiMmata vadhI che, evI kAThiyAvADamAM (enI) kiMmata (vadhI) nathI. ema AtmAe potAnI kiMmata choDIne paranI kiMmata vadhArI dIdhI che. zarIranI, vANInI, paisAnI, puNyanI, pApanI - e kiMmata vadhArIne AtmAnI kiMmata choDI dIdhI che. AhA..hA...hA...! e ahIM kahe che ...mULa zaktirUpa dravyane yathArtha vizvAsapUrvaka grahaNa karavAthI vizvAsapUrvaka eTale samyagdarzanapUrvaka. ekalo pakaDI zakAya nahi, ema kahe che. AhA..hA...! A to bena-dIkarIyuMmAM bolAI gayuM che, e A lakhIne bahAra AvyuM che. anubhavanI vANI che. (ame) jyAre nAnI umaranAM hatAM, te di dasa-bAra varSanI umara (haze), tyAre amArA eka brAhmaNa pADozI hatAM. e brAhmaNa nAhatAM... pachI oluM paherene zuM kahevAya e ? khabhoTiyuM ! tyAre khabhoTiyuM paheratAM paheratAM bolatAM hatAM . "anubhavIne eTaluM AnaMdamAM rahevuM re..., bhajavA paribrahmane bIjuM kAMI na kahevuM re...' ATha varSanI - dasa varSanI umare A sAMbhaLeluM ! mane ema thayuM, A zuM bole che, mAmA ? kAraNa ke amArI bAnA (gAmanA) hatA to ame e brAhmaNane "mAmA' kahetAM. meM kahyuM, "mAmA ! tame zuM A bolo cho ?" "anubhavIne eTaluM..." to kahe "mane bahu khabara nathI - anubhavI eTale.. huM to bhASA boluM chuM." "anubhavIne eTaluM AnaMdamAM rahevuM re..." A bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda (svarU5) che tenuM jJAna karIne AnaMdamAM rahevuM. AhA..hA..! "bhajavA paribrahma...." pari nAma sarvathA prakAre moTo AnaMdano nAthe, sAgara AtmA ! "bhajavA paribrahmane bIjuM kAMI na kahevuM....' A vANI brAhmaNamAM che. brAhmaNa nahAya ne tyAre A bole che. badhuM sAMbhaLeluM... ghaNuM sAMbhaLeluM ! nAnI umarathI . ATha ne nava varSanI umarathI...! A to nevuM ne ekANuM thayAM ! A..hA..hA...! dhULamAM paNa kyAMya bahAramAM nathI emAM...!

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vacanAmRta rahasya aMdaramAM birAje che. 'anubhavIne eTaluM AnaMdamAM rahevuM re..." ema kahe che tyAre, lyo ! ene kAMI bhAna nahotuM ! bhASA evI AvatI. ema ahIM to kahe che ke, anubhavIne (eTale) vizvAsapUrvaka - AtmAno vizvAsa karIne - samyagdarzana pragaTa karIne, mithyAtvane TALIne, rAgane bALIne, ....vizvAsapUrvaka grahaNa karavAthI nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thAya che....' tene AnaMdanI nirmaLa dazA pragaTa thAya che. A..hA..hA..hA...! A AtamarAma che ! e AtamarAmanI vAta che. AhA..hA..! "nijapada rame so rAma kahIe...." je AnaMdamUrti prabhu AtmA che, emAM reme tene (rAma kahIe). nija padAmAM) rame tene AtmA kahIe. rAgamAM rame tene harAmI" kahIe !! AhA..hA...! bhAre vAtuM, bApA ! kahe che ke, puNya ne pApa bhAvamAM rame e harAmI che, kAraNa ke e anAtmA che . e puNya-pApa bhAva AtmA nathI. AtmA to puNya-pApathI rahita aMdara caitanyamUrti AnaMda che. tene grahaNa karavAthI nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thAya che. AhA..hA...! jema bIja vAvyAthI phaLa Ave che ema AtmAno svabhAva anaMta guNano bharelo bhaMDAra che) eno eka vAra paNa anubhava karavAthI anaMtaphaLa pAke che ane siddhanI paryAya pragaTa thAya che. dravyamAM pragaTarUpe kAMI dekhAtuM nathI....' bIja vAvatA vakhate phaLa, phUla kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. zuM kIdhuM ? bIja vAvatAM vakhate kAMI phaLa, phUla dekhAtAM nathI. ema aMdara AtmA tarapha jatAM pahelAM kAMI na dekhAya. paNa pachI e bIjano vizvAsa kare ke "A bIja che mATe phaLaze ja." AhA...! ema 'dravyamAM pragaTarUpe kAMI dekhAtuM nathI tethI vizvAsa vinA "zuM pragaTaze ema thAya...' ene vizvAsa to Avato nathI. anAdithI bahAranA vizvAsamAM bhamI rahyo che. AhA..hA..! tethI vizvAsa vinA zuM pragaTaze ema thAya,... ene pahelAM ema lAge. A bIja vAvuM chuM, e atyAre to dekhAtuM nathI paNa phaLa AvyA vinA nahi rahe. ema ekavAra AtmAne pragaTa karavAthI, bhale astitvapaNe pahelAM bhAse pachI eno vizvAsa Ave, e pahelAM vizvAsa na Ave. paNa vizvAsa Ave (pachI) ke nakkI AmAMthI pragaTa thAze. "....paNa dravya svabhAvano vizvAsa karavAthI nirmaLatA pragaTavA lAge che."

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92. [vacanAmRta-30] vastuno vizvAsa karavAthI nirmaLatA pragaTe che). bhAI ! jhINI vAta che, bApA ! AhA..hA..! A bahAranI hoLI saLagI che, emAM A vAta besavI....! AhA..hA...! A moTI kiMmatI cIja to ahIM paDI che !! eno tane vizvAsa nathI ke, jo huM AtmAnI pratIti karuM to kevaLajJAna thayA vinA raheze ja nahi, jo AtmAne (huM) anubhavuM ane AtmAne barAbara vizvAsathI pakaDuM to siddhapada (pragaTa) thayA vinA raheze nahi, evo vizvAsa karato nathI. (bahAranI cIjano) vizvAsa kare che. AhA...! (mATe kahe che ke) ...dravya svabhAvano vizvAsa karavAthI nirmaLatA pragaTavA lAge che. bIjanI vAvyAthI, bIjanI zraddhA karavAthI phaLa phaLaze ja . ema vizvAsa che. ema A caitanya bhagavAna puNya ne pApanA rAgathI bhinna che) . enI zraddhA karavAthI, vizvAsa karavAthI, AmAMthI kevaLajJAna ane paramAtma(pada) thaze ja, evo tene vizvAsa thayA vinA raheto nathI. paNa pakaDe to vizvAsa thAya ne ? pakaDyA vinA vizvAsa kono karavo ? je vastu dekhANI nathI, je vastu jJAnamAM jaNANI nathI, eno vizvAsa zI rIte Ave ? - A to aMdaramAM jJAnamAM jaNAya, jJAnanI paryAya sUkSma karatAM, e jJAnamAM - 'A cIja AnaMdamayI ane zuddha che,' ema jaNAya - ene vizvAsa Ave ane eno vizvAsa te samakitadarzana kahevAya. ane e samakitadarzanamAMthI kevaLajJAna pragaTyA vinA rahe nahi. AhA..hA..! dukAnamAM dhaMdhAnAM phaLamAM ene vizvAsa (che) ke, ApaNe dasa lAkhanuM kApaDa rAkhIe chIe ane emAMthI varasovarasa be lAkhanI pedAza to thAya ja che. eno ene vizvAsa (che) !! | mumukSu : ApanI vANIthI amane ema thAya che ke A badhuM mUkI devuM. paNa mUkAtuM nathI enuM zuM karavuM ? amane ema lAge che ke amArA AgalA bhavanA karma paNa ghaNAM haze, eTale A pakaDI zakatAM nathI. pUjya gurudevazrI : e kAMI nahi, e choDI devAnuM enuM phaLa choDI devAnuM. pUrvanAM karmanuM lakSa choDI devuM ! atyAre huM mahAna AtmA chuM.' - enuM lakSa karavuM, basa ! pUrvanAM karma hatAM e (vAta) mArI pAse che nahi. huM to eka AtmA chuM. AtmAne karma aDatAM nathI. AtmA karmane sparza karato nathI." A..hA..hA...! samayasAranI trIjI gAthAmAM prabhue evuM kIdhuM che, samayasAra ! ApaNe *

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G vacanAmRta rahasya savAre vAMcIe chIe ne ? emAM evI vAta che ke, eka dravya bIjA dravyane cUMbatuM nathI. AtmA paramANune aDato nathI. karmane AtmA aDato nathI. karma jIvane aDatA nathI. dareka dravya potAnAM je guNa ane paryAya che tene te sparze che, tene te cUMbe che. samayasAra che ne ? (emAM) trIjI gAthAmAM che, trIjI gAthA....! dareka tattva potAnAM guNa ane paryAyane sparze che. parane aDyo ja nathI ne aDato paNa nathI. (phakta) mAnyatA karI che ke huM Ane aDuM chuM ne Ane Ama karuM chuM. AhA...hA...! mumukSu : e to nizcayanI vAta che, vyavahArathI aDe che. pUjya gurudevazrI : vyavahArathI aDe che, bilakula nahi, jUThI vAta che. vyavahArathI aDe . e bole che, e kathana ja jUThuM che. AkarI vAta che, bhagavAna ! eka tattva bIjA tattvane aDatuM nathI. e aDe che, ema ajJAnInI kalpanA maphata(nI) che. kemake eka tattva che e bIjA tattvanA abhAva svarUpa che. A AMgaLI che e A AMgaLInA abhAvasvarUpa che. Ano AmAM abhAva che. Ano AmAM abhAva che. abhAva che to A Ane aDe ema banI zake nahi. Ane aDe to Ano AmAM bhAva thaI jAya. Ano AmAM abhAva che. ema eka tattvamAM bIjA tattvano abhAve che. ene laIne eka tattva bIjA tattvane traNa kALamAM aDatuM nathI. AhA..hA...! samayasAranI trIjI gAthA che. paramAtmAnI vANI che. trilokanAtha jinezvaradeva divyadhvanimAM e pharamAvyuM che ke, prabhu ! ame jJAnamAM joyuM che, AhA...hA...! "prabhu tuma jANaga rIti, sahu jaga dekhatA ho lAla,....' prabhu tuma jANaga rIti, sahu jaga dekhatA ho lAla, nija sattAe zuddha amane pekhatA ho lAla' prabhu ! Apa traNa kALa traNa lokane juo cho emAM amArI A sattAne tame zuddha juo cho ! A AtmA zuddha - pavitra che, ema tame juo cho !! aMdara puNya-pApa che e AtmA che, ema Apa jotAM ja nathI. AhA..hA...! "prabhu tuma jANaga rIti, sahu jaga dekhatA ho lAla,....' sImaMdhara svAmI paramAtmA bhagavAna birAje che. mahAvidehamAM vartamAna birAje che. 500 dhanuSano deha che, karoDa pUrvanuM AyuSya che. AhA..hA...! samajAya che ? e prabhu ema kahetAM. AhA..hA...! A vANI bhartu nI che. "prabhu tuma jANaga rIti . prabhu ! tArA jJAnI rIta amArA ha - --- -

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94 [vacanAmRta-30] AtmAne, tame amArI sattA zuddha che, pavitra che, siddha samAna che, tema juo cho, AhA..hA... rAgAdine puNya-pApamAM nAkhI do cho. e AtmA che - ema Apa kahetAM nathI ane dekhatA nathI. amArA AtmAne tame Ama dekho cho. A...hA..hA...! to jema bhagavAna dekhe ema jo potAnA) AtmAne dekhe to samyagdarzana thAya. AhA..hA...ahIM to AvI vAto che, bApu ! AA ...! AnaMdaghanajI kahe che - kRSNa kone kahIe ? 'karma kRSei te kRSNa' (eTale) karmane, rAga-dveSane kuSI nAkhe eTale khela karIne nAza karI nAkhe tene kRSNa kahIe. rAma kone kahIe ? 'nijapada rame so rAma kahIe" (eTale) potAnA AnaMdamAM rame tene rAma kahIe, bAkI rAga ne puNyamAM rame tene harAma kahIe. AhA..hA...! ahIM to bahAramAM lyo-phAlyo dekhAto hoya ! moTA makAna pAMca-pAMca karoDanA ne dasa-dasa karoDanA ! dekhyuM che ke ame to badhuM ! kevuM kahevAya e ? maisUra. maisUramAM sADA traNa karoDanuM eka makAna che. sADA traNa karoDanuM...! eka rAjAnuM hatuM (e) sarakAre laI lIdhuM. eTale khAlI paDyuM hatuM, to jovA gayA hatAM. sADA traNa karoDanuM eka makAna ! rAjA hato paNa sarakAre ene khAlI karI (nakhAvyuM) - tArA tAbAnuM nahi, have choDI de ! raiyatane Apa ! (pachI) choDI dIdhuM. sADA traNa karoDanuM....! rAjAne ema thayuM hAya...! hAya...! mArI cIja AvI banAvI ne cAlI gaI ! e bacAro raDe....! ema anAdi kALathI paravastu mArI che ema mAnyuM che, eTale e jyAM kAMIka moLI paDe ke kAMIka pheraphAra thAya tyAM rove....raDe....! AhA..hA...! (ahIMyA kahe che) dravyamAM pragaTarUpe kAMI dekhAtuM nathI tethI vizvAsa vinA "zuM pragaTaze'-' vizvAsa Avavo joIe. anaMtA paramAtmA thaI gayAM che. anaMtA AtmAmAMthI anaMtamA bhAganAM anaMtA paramAtmA thaI gayAM che. tuM paNa paramAtmA thavAne lAyaka cho ne prabhu ! eTalo vizvAsa to lAva ! ane vizvAsa lAvatAM rAgano ne puNya-pApano vizvAsa choDI de che, e kaMI mArI cIja nathI ne mArAmAM nathI. (vizeSa kaheze....)

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.BACCA samyagdaSTine jJAna-vairAgyanI evI zakti pragaTI che ke gRhasthAzramamAM hovA chatAM, badhAM ja kAryomAM UbhA hovA chatAM, lepa lAgato nathI, nirlepa rahe che; jJAnadhArA ne udayadhArA be judI pariName che; alpa asthiratA che te potAnA puruSArthanI nabaLAIthI thAya che, tenA paNa jJAtA rahe che." 31. pravacana-6, vacanAmRta-31 thI 33 vacanAmRtano 31mo bola. 30 bola cAlyAM che. "samyakdaSTine jJAnavairAgyanI evI zakti pragaTI che....... (A) benanA aMdaranA (aMtaranA) vacano che. samyadRSTi ene kahIe ke jene AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa, akhaMDa abheda svarUpa, savAramAM kahyuM hatuM anubhUti..., AtmA cidAnaMda svarUpa che teno anubhava thAya, evo anubhava thaIne pratIta thAya, te zarUAtanA samyadRSTi jIva kahevAmAM Ave che. pahelI - zarUAtano e samyadRSTi jIva kahevAmAM Ave che. (dharmanI) zarUAta tyAMthI thAya che. pahelAM e akhaMDa abheda cIja che enI upara dRSTi paDatAM paryAya ne rAga gauNa thatAM zuddha caitanyano anubhava thAya, temAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Ave, tene samyadRSTi kahe che. AhA...! e samyakdaSTine jJAnavairAgyanI zakti pragaTI hoya che. (arthAtu) AtmAnuM jJAna ane puNya-pApanA bhAvathI virakta - vairAgya (pragaTyo che). vairAgyanI A vyAkhyA che.

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96 [vacanAmRta-31] samayasAranA puNya-pApa adhikAramAM e adhikAra lIdho che ke vairAgya kahevo kone ? ke, aMtaramAM zubha ne azubha rAga thAya tenAthI virakta thAya (eTale) rakta che te virakta thAya ane sva sanmukhanuM jJAna thAya tene ahIMyA vairAgya kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA..! AvI vyAkhyA che. samyakudRSTine jJAna-vairAgyanI (evI zakti pragaTI che). ' A to jene janma-maraNanAM aMta lAvavAM hoya enI vAta che. bAkI anaMtakALathI janma-maraNa karyA kare che. azubhabhAva kare to naraka, nigodamAM jAya che. zubhabhAva kare to koI svarga Adi ke A dhULanA zeThiyA Adi bane. paNa e pAchA cAra gatimAM rakhaDe. corAzInA avatAramAM naraka ne nigodamAM ne ekendriyamAM jAya. AhA..hA..! ethI bacavA) jene dharmanI pahelI garaja che tene samyagdarzana paheluM pragaTa karavuM joIe ane A samyagdarzana thatAM jJAna ne vairAgyanI evI zakti pragaTI hoya. AhA..hA..hA...! AtmA taraphanI dhUna lAgI ane rAga taraphano vairAgya thayo, ene ahIMyA jJAna ane vairAgya kahe che. samajAya che ? AhA...! bhagavAna AtmA ! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! enuM jene jJAna ne dRSTi thaI che tene jJAna kahIe. ane puNya-pApanA zubha-azubha bhAva enAthI virakta thAya tene vairAgya kahIe. (samyakdRSTine) e jJAna ne vairAgyanI zakti pragaTI che. ....gRhasthAzramamAM hovA chatAM,.. samyakudRSTi gRhasthAzramamAM hovA chatAM AhA..hA..! zreNika rAjA ! bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM thaI gayAM che. jene hajAro rAjA cAmara DhALatAM evo moTo rAjA hato, zreNika rAjA...! hajAro rANIo hatI. 32 hajAra rAjAo cAmara DhALatAM evuM moTuM rAja ! eka muni hatAM, dhyAnamAM hatAM emAM sarpane - marI gayelA sarpane (zreNika rAjAe emanA DokamAM nAkhyo. (rAjA) bauddhadharmI hato. DokamAM nAkhyo, emAM lAkho kIDIo thaI. ghare bairAne AvIne kahe che. celaNA rANI samakitI che. strI che paNa AtmajJAnI che. ene kahe che ke, huM tArA gurune (Doke) nAga nAkhI Avyo chuM ! e eNe kADhI nAkhyo haze." celaNA kahe che, "annadAtA !" dhaNIne kahe che, "mArAM guru evA na hoya, upasarga hoya ene kADhI nAkhe evA na hoya. cAla ! tAre jovuM hoya to." (rAjAne) laIne jyAM (muni pAse che) Ave che, tyAM muni dhyAnamAM, atIndriya AnaMdanA sAgaramAM aMdara e mArA guru evA che . rAjA

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vacanAmRta rahasya DUbI gayAM che. atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdamAM, A sarpa che ke nahi, upasarga Avyo che ke nahi, karoDo kIDIo thaI che ke nahi, enI paNa jene khabara nathI. evA dhyAnamAM hatAM. celaNAM AvI, zreNika AvyA . banne AvyA - dhaNI-dhaNiyANI. celaNA kahe ke, "juo ! svAmI ! A muni dhyAnamAM che. A upasarganI ene khabara paNa nathI !" (pachI) marelA nAgane kADhayo ane pachI muni dhyAnamAMthI bahAra AvyAM. joyuM ke A rAjA ne rANI AvyAM che. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke, sAheba oho..ho....! AvuM tamAruM dhyAna !! ke sarSa AvIne kroDo kIDIo thaI che chatAM tamAruM bahAramAM lakSa nahi. AnaMdanAM dhAmamAM masta cho to prabhu ! tamAro mArga zuM che ?" evo bauddhadharmI mithyAdaSTi zreNika rAjA hato. enI calaNA rANI samakitI hatI. e samakita pamADavA mATe muni pAse laI gayAM. e muni che, AvuM kAma kareluM ane pachI upadeza Ape che. upadeza Ape che tyAM e samakita pAme che ! A...hA...hA...! ema nahi ke eNe eTalAM pApa karyA che) mATe nahi thaI zake. AtmA aMdara taiyAra che. savAramAM kahyuM hatuM. mahAvIra bhagavAnano (pUrvano) dasamo bhava siMhano (hato). e siMha Ama haraNane khAto hato. e vakhate be muni uparathI utaryA ane eNe kahyuM, "are...! siMha ! tuM koNa cho ? tAro AtmA to mahAvIrano AtmA (che). dasame bhave tuM tIrthakara thavAno che." have e bhASA munie kevI kahI haze ane siMha kema samajI gayo haze !! A..hA..hA...! e siMhanI keTalI pAtratA haze ke (e) muni uparathI utaryA (emanI) bhASA kaI haze ? e siMha samajI gayo !! "A zuM karyuM te A ? tAro AtmA tIrthakarano AtmA che. dasame bhave tuM mahAvIra thavAno che !" ema jyAM sAMbhaLyuM tyAM.... peTamAM haraNanAM mAMsanAM baTakAM hatAM, chatAM jyAM (A) sAMbhaLyuM aMdarathI (tyAM) gulAMTa khAI gayo aMdaramAMthI ! ekadama gulAMTa khAI gayo aMdaramAM !! caitanyamUrti AtmA ! are...! munirAje mane ghaNo upadeza karyo. Avo pApI prANI kSaNamAM samakita pAmyo !ene mATe kAMI kALanI mudatanI jarUra nathI. eka aMtarmuhUrta - kSaNamAM paNa paranI dizA taraphanI je dazA che... paranI dizA taraphanI dazA eTale ? rAga ane dveSanI dazA para dizA tarapha che ane samyagdarzananI dazA sva tarapha che. A...hA..hA...! samajAya

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98 [vacanAmRta-31] che kAMI ? bannenI dazAnI dizA phera che. rAga ane dveSa karanAranAM lakSa (nI) dizA bahAra tarapha che ane samyagdarzana pAmavAnA kALamAM tenI dazAnI dizA dravya upa2 jAya che. trikALI caitanyamUrti u52 te kSaNe (lakSa) gayuM ane siMha(nI) AMkhamAMthI AMsu cAlyA jatAM hatAM. AhA..hA..hA..! A pApa...! ema aMdaramAM UtarIne te kSaNe samakita pAmyo che. eTale samakita pAmavA mATe amuka jAtanI zailI joIe ne amuka jAtanI ghaNI nivRtti joIe, evuM kAMI che nahi. te ja kSaNe AtmA tarapha jyAM aMdara jhUke che, e ahIM kahe che ke (tyAM e) samyakdaSTa thayo ! zreNika rAjA...! tyAM samakita pAmyo ! ane pachI bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmAnA samavasaraNamAM gayo (ane) tyAM AgaLa eNe tIrthaMkara gotra bAMdhyuM - zubhabhAvathI tIrthaMkara gotra bAMdhyuM. paNa tene pahelAM narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM hatuM - munine nAga nAkhIne sAtamI narakanuM AyuSya baMdhANuM hatuM. paNa jyAre AtmajJAna ne dharma eka kSaNamAM aMdara badale che (pragaTe che) A..hA..hA..! (tyAM) sAtamI narakanI sthiti toDI nAkhI ! samyagdarzana thayuM ne corAzI hajAra varSanI sthiti rahI. lADavo (banAvyo) hoya. emAM je ghI, sAkara ne goLa ke loTa nAkhyo hoya, emAMthI ghI kADhIne bIjuM kAMI thAya nahi. e to ghI enuM e hoya e hoya. e to lADavo khAdhe chUTako. ema narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM e to bhogavye chUTako. sthiti ghaTADI 33 sAgaranI hatI e corAzI hajAra varSanI rAkhI. paNa e lADavAmAMthI ghI bahAra kADhIne pUrI taLAya ke loTa kADhIne roTalI thAya, ema na thAya. ema e narakanuM AyuSya baMdhANuM e phare nahi, sthiti pharI gaI. corAzI hajAra varSanI sthiti rahI. atyAre pahelI narakamAM che. samakitI che, narakamAM gayela che. AvatI covIzImAM tIrthaMkara thavAnAM che. tyAMthI nIkaLIne pahelAM tIrthaMkara thavAnAM che. e badho pratApa samyagdarzanano che ! A..hA..hA..hA...! mumukSu sthitino krama tUTI gayo ne ? pUjya gurudevazrI kramabaddha ja thayuM che, tUTyuM kAMI nathI. kramabaddhamAM e AvyuM hatuM. enI dRSTi jyAM dravya u52 gaI tyAre kramabaddhamAM ene samyagdarzana thayuM. enA svarUpanI dRSTimAM jyAM jAya che (tyAM samyagdarzana

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9 vacanAmRta rahasya pragaTa thaI jAya che). bhAI ! paNa e (svarUpanuM) mAhAsya koI judI cIja che. zuM thAya ? duniyAe sAMbhaLyuM nathI, duniyA te taraphanA lakSanA premamAM nathI, jagatanA rasanA rasIlAone AtmAno rasa zuM che ? enI ene khabara nathI. e ahIMyA AtmAnA rasamAM aMdara utaryo evo zreNika rAjA teNe) tIrthakara gotra bAMdhyuM. (atyAre) narakamAM gayA che. paNa tyAMthI nIkaLIne pahelAM tIrthakara thavAnAM che. AhA...! e badho samyagdarzanano pratApa che !! e samyagdarzana - cothuM guNasthAna (che) hajI ! zrAvakanuM pAMcamuM ane muninuM chachuM, e to koI judI jAta(nI) vAta che ! A vADAmAM zrAvaka che e kAMI zrAvaka nathI. e badhAM che - sAvaja ! rAgane potAno mAne e badhAM sAvaja che. sAvaja eTale siMha. e zikAra kare che vikArono ! vikArano zikAra karIne vikArane khAya che. samajAya che kAMI ? AhA..hA.. ahIM to AvI vAto che, bApA ! AhA..hA..! A to taLiyAnI vAtuM che. jenA janma-maraNa rahe, eka paNa avatAra thAya to emAMthI pAchA aneka avatAra thAze. ahIMthI marIne kyAM jaze ? AtmA anaMtakALa rahevAno che. e dehano nAza thaze. paNa AtmA anAdi anaMta kALa raheze. (to) raheze kyAM ? jo daSTi rAga ne puNya upara paDI hoya, pApa upara paDI hoya to dRSTi mithyAtvamAM raheze ane mithyAtvamAM raheze to anaMtA naraka ne nigadanA bhava karaze. mithyAtva e ja saMsAra che. mithyAtva e ja anaMtA janma-maraNanuM garbha che. e garbhamAMthI anaMtA bhava dhAraNa thAya che. AhA..hA..! e mitvanA garbhano jeNe nAza karI ane samyagdarzana pragaTa karyuM che tene jJAna-vairAgyanI zakti pragaTI che, te (bhale) gRhasthAzramamAM ho. zreNika rAjA gRhasthAzramamAM hatAM. are...! bharata cakravartI....! samakitI hatAM, AtmajJAnI hatAM. enA nAnA bhAI bAhubalI e paNa samakitI hatAM, AtmajJAnI hatAM, chatAM banne yuddhe caDelAM ! rAga che, Asakti che (paraMtu) aMdaramAM bhAna che ke A rAga-dveSa che, pApa che, mArI nabaLAI che. e mAruM svarUpa nathI. paNa be jaNA laDAImAM caDyAM. bAhubalIne mAravA bhArate cakra calAvyuM. paNa bAhubalIjI carama zarIrI hatAM, te bhave mokSa janAra hatAM. to enuM cakra kAma na karyuM. cakra pAchuM pharI gayuM ! bAhubalI upara nAkhyuM

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1OO [vacanAmRta-31] hatuM e cakra pAchuM bharata upara AvI gayuM. kAraNa ke e carama zarIrI jIvane cakra lAgu na paDe. sagA be bhAI ! samyadRSTi !! chatAM laDAIe caDyAM ! chatAM aMdaramAM samyagdarzanane bhUlyAM nathI !! AhA..hA...! e cIja zuM che, bApu ! loko bahArathI tyAga ane bahAranI kriyAkAMDamAM badhuM mAne che paNa aMdaranI cIja koI bIjI che. " e ahIM kahe che ke, ...gRhasthAzramamAM hovA chatAM, badhAM ja kAryomAM UbhA hovA chatAM,...' (arthAtu) badhAM kArya hoya che. vepAra hoya che, dhaMdho hoya che. are...! bharatane cakravartInuM rAja hatuM ! 96 hajAra to jene strI hatI paraMtu) aMdaramAM nirlepa che. AhA...! nALiyeramAM jema goLo....! gaDagaDiyuM nALiyera (hoya) eno goTo chUTo paDe, ema samyadRSTino AtmA rAgathI ne zarIrathI goLo chUTo paDI jAya che. A..hA..hA..! samajAya che kAMI ? e (samyakradRSTi) gRhasthAzramamAM hoya, .....badhAM ja kAryomAM UbhA hovA chatAM...' saMsAranAM badhAM kAryamAM Ubho hoya chatAM, "....lepa lAgato nathI... A.hA..hA..! mumukSu : gurudeva ! paNa pApanAM kArya kare to paNa emane na lAge ? pUjya gurudevazrI : nA, pApanuM kArya hoya paNa ene kAMI lAgatuM nathI. e rAgane jANe che ke A mAruM svarUpa nathI. ema che, bhAI ! pApanAM - laDAInAM pariNAma thayAM to paNa jANe che ke, A mArI jAta nathI, A to pApa che. enAthI aMdaramAM nirlepa che !! mumukSu : to pachI ame paNa karIe to vAMdho nahi ne ? pUjya gurudevazrI : ahIM to samyadRSTinI vAta che. A to samyadRSTinI vAta (che), bApA ! samyakdRSTinI vAta che). mithyAdRSTi rAgane potAno mAne, e pApamAM paDyAM che). e to naraka ne nigodamAM javAnA ! AhA..hA..! A to samyadRSTiAnI vAta cAle che). pahelo zabda e lIdho che ne ! mumukSu : mithyAdRSTie pApa choDavuM, samyadRSTie pApa na choDavuM ! pUjya gurudevazrI : nabaLAI Ave che, eTale Ave. choDavuM - nahi choDavuM (e to) chUTeluM ja paDyuM che. mAruM e che ja nahi, huM eno kartA nathI. kharekhara e (samyakudRSTi) teno kartA nathI ! A..hA..hA..! "kare karama so hi karatArA, _jo jAne so jAnanArA, jAne so karatA nahi hoI, karatA

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vacanAmRta rahasya 101 so jAne nahi koI' e rAga Ave chatAM samyaSTi teno kartA thato nathI. jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna A..hA..hA...hA...! e rAgano kartA thato nathI, teno jANanAra rahe che. jJAnasvarUpamAM e jANe che ke huM jJAna ne A rAga bhinna cIja che. evuM aMdara bhedajJAna (vartI rahyuM che). be (vacce). taDa paDI gaI che. rAga ane AtmA vacce taDa - saMdhi paDI gaI che. rAga ane AtmA vacce sAMdha che, taDa che. e samyagdarzana thatAM taDamAM be judAM paDI jAya, phaDAka daIne...! AhA..hA..hA..! e rAga hovA chatAM tene tenuM alpa baMdhana che. e kaheze, juo ! ....gRhasthAzramamAM hovA chatAM, badhAM ja kAryomAM UbhA hovA chatAM, lepa lAgato nathI, nirlepa rahe che; jJAnadhArA ne udayadhArA be judI pariName che;... jJAnadhArA ane rAga - banne dhArA eka sAthe Ave che. dharmI che, hajI vItarAga thayo nathI, AtmajJAna thayuM che to jJAnadhArA paNa sAthe che ane rAgadhArA paNa joDe sAthe ja che. A..hA..hA..! A vAta bese (kevI rIte) ? ....jJAnadhArA ne udayadhArA be judI pariName che;....' (arthAt be judAM rahe che, banne eka thatAM nathI, AhA..hA:..! jyAM aMtara caitanya goLo (caitanya) prabhune chUTo jANyo, ene pachI rAganAM pariNAma AvyAM chatAM kahe che ke, e judo ja rahe che. jhINI vAta che, AhA..hA..! sabhyaSTi jIvo kare kuTuMba pratipAla, aMtaraMgase nyAro rahe, jema dhAva khilAve bALa' (eTale ke) bALakane enI mAtA dhavarAve...., pote (enI) mAtA na hoya, marI gaI hoya ane bIjI mAtA (dhavarAve to) paNa e ema na mAne ke, A mAro dIkaro che. dhavarAve, badhuM kAma kare paNa chokaro ko'ka no che ema mAne (che). ema dharmI(ne) AtmAnuM jJAna thatAM rAganI dhArA hoya che. udayadhArA kIdhI ne ? jJAnadhArA hoya che ane udayadhArA (hoya che). banne hoya che. AhA...hA...! vItarAga thAya tyAre eka jJAnadhArA hoya che. mithyAdaSTi hoya che tyA2e ekalI karmadhArA hoya che. samyakdaSTi thAya che tyAre jJAnadhArA ane karmadhArA banne hoya che. samajAya che kAMI ? A...hA..hA...! - sarvajJa vItarAga paramAtmA thAya tyAre ekalo AnaMda ane jJAnadhArA rahe. mithyAddaSTi rAgane potAno mAne ane jyAM sudhI temAM rasa che tyAM tene ekalI karmadhArA - vikA2dhA2A rahe che. samyakdaSTi thayo, (pUrNa) vItarAga

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102 [vacanAmRta-31] thayo nathI tene be dhArA hoya che. aMtara taraphanI (jJAna)dhArA hoya che ane bahAra taraphanA rAgano vikalpa paNa hoya che. chatAM te vikalpane potAno mAnato nathI ne potAno jANIne anubhavato nathI. AhA..hA..! "kare karama so hI karatArA, e rAgano kartA thAya to e kartA (che), (paraMtu) e kartA thato nathI, jJAtA rahe che. gajaba vAta che, bApA ! AhA..hA....! dhAvamAtA koI bALakane dhavarAve paNa ene ema khyAla che ke chokaro moTo thaIne mane pALaze nahi. e to ko'kano chokaro che. A to dhavarAvavA ahIMyA lAvyA che. ema samakitIne saMsAranAM kAma vakhate rAga Ave chatAM e rAga mArI cIja nathI. huM emAM Avato nathI. mArI cIja_pharIne, AtmAnubhavamAMthI nIkaLIne rAgamAM ekAkAra thato nathI. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! mAragaDAM judAM che, bhAI ! A to bhavanA aMta nahi thAya to bhava karI-karIne marI jaze. mANasa marane Dhora thAze, Dhora thaIne - tiryaMca thaIne narakamAM jaze ane tyAM pAchA anaMta bhava (karaze). narakamAMthI nIkaLIne vaLI Dhora thAze, sAtamI narake jAya e tyAM marIne pharIne pAcho ekavAra to sAtamI narake jAya ja. evo paTha che. bahu pApa karyA hoya ne sAtamI narake gayo hoya e tyAMthI nIkaLIne tiryaMca thAya, manuSya na thAya ane e tiryaMca marIne pharIne tyAM sAtamI narakamAM ja jAya. AhA..hA....! evo siddhAMta vItarAganI vANImAM Avyo che. evA pApa jeNe karyA che ene be vAra to sAtamI narakamAM jAvuM paDe. (zreNika rAjA) samyadRSTi 84 hajAra varSanI sthitie (narakamAM gayA che paNa tyAMthI nIkaLIne AvatI covIzInA pahelAM tIrthakara thavAnA che. tyAMthI nIkaLIne jyAM mAtAnA peTamAM Avaze to indra ne indrANI (mAtAnA) peTane sApha karaze. (kemake) prabhu padhAravAnA che. AhA..hA..hA..! hajI to samyagdarzana che ! tyAMthI nIkaLIne mAtAnA peTamAM Avaze to indra ne indrANI mAtAnuM peTa sApha karI, jema moTo puruSa AvavAno hoya ne makAnane sApha kare, ema A bhagavAnano AtmA tArA peTamAM AvavAno che, e pahelAM sApha kare che. savA nava mahinA peTamAM rahe che, (e) savA nava mahinA ratnanI dhArA - varSA varasAve che. indra savA nava mahinA ratnanI dhAra varasAve che. AhA..hA..! ane enA cha mahinA pahelAM paNa ratnanI dhArA

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103 vacanAmRta rahasya varase che. mAtAnA peTamAM AvyAM pahelAM paNa samakitadaSTi jIva hato ane tIrthakara thavAno mATe enA cha mahinA pahelAM ratna varasAve che. paMdara mahinA ratnanI vRSTi varase ! AhA...hA...hA..! e janme tyAre ene indro ema kahe, "mAtA ! A jagatano pitA che ! e tAro ekalo putra nathI (paraMtu) jagatanA tAraNahAra che ! mAtA ! enuM dhyAna rAkhajo !" (tyAM) eka deva rAkhe che. mAtAnA peTamAM Ave tyAre ene jALavavA enI sAthe eka deva rAkhe che. e badho samyagdarzanano pratApa che !! A..hA..hA..! e samyagdarzana zuM cIja che, bApu ! e ahIM kahe che. ene (samyadRSTine) ....jJAnadhArA ne udayadhArA be judI pariName che; alpa asthiratA che; joyuM ? asthiratA che rAga Ave che paNa e alpa che. ene anaMtAnubaMdhIno kaSAya nathI. anaMta saMsAra vadhAre evo ene kaSAya - nathI, AhA..! ....alpa asthiratA che. e laDAI karI to paNa alpa asthiratA che. aMdaramAM samakita thayuM che to anaMtAnubaMdhI gayuM che ane AtmAnA AnaMdanA anubhavanuM vedana varte che. ...te potAnA puruSArthanI nabaLAIthI thAya che.....' ema e jANe che. mArAM puruSArthanI kamajorI che ethI A jarI rAga thAya che, paNa e mArI cIja nathI. huM to AnaMdasvarUpa chuM. evuM samyakdaSTine pahelI bhUmikAmAM A thAya che. AhA..hA..! e vinA badhuM thothA che. samyagdarzana vinA je kAMI bahAranI pravRtti ne kriyAkAMDamAM puNya Adi thAya e badho saMsAra che, dharma nahi. dharma to A samyagdarzana thAya tyAre zarU thAya che. e ahIM kahe che. ....potAnA puruSArthanI nabaLAIthI thAya che, tenA paNa jJAtA rahe che." che ? A zI rIte bese ? sarpane sANase pakaDe paNa jANe che ke A choDavA jevo che, gharamAM rAkhavA jevo nathI - ema mAne che). gharamAM rAkhavA jevo che ? pakaDe kharo....! are...! huziyAra mANasa hoya to to hAthe pakaDe che. e hAlato hoya to Ama moTuM UMcethI pakaDI le (eTale) enuM moDhuM ene karaDI na zake, ane pachI ema ne ema nAkhI Ave. AvA mANaso che. sarpa cAlato hoya, ene Ama moDhA AgaLathI pakaDe (eTale) moTuM Ama karaDavA vaLI na zake ane bahAra nAkhI Ave. ene jhera caDe nahi ane * * * 1.

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104 [vacanAmRta-32] jhera ene kaMI karI zake nahi. ema samakitIne rAga pakaDatA rAganuM jhera caDe nahi. e rAgane choDavA jevo mAnIne choDI de che. jhINI vAta che, prabhu duniyAnI rIta ane (A) mArganI rIta koI judI jAta che. ene mATe to ghaNo satsamAgamuM joIe...zAstra vAMcana joIe, manana (ciMtana) joIe, evA prakAra hoya tyAre to ene zuM cIja che ? e enA khyAlamAM Ave. pachI anubhava to te rAgathI rahita thAya tyAre thAya. e ahIM kahe che ke (samakitIne rAga Ave te nabaLAI che, tenA paNa jJAtA rahe che. e 31 (thayo). ka - - je "samyakdaSTine, AtmAne choDIne bahAra kyAMya sAruM lAgatuM nathI, jagatanI koI cIja suMdara lAgatI nathI. jene caitanyano mahimA ne rasa lAgyo che tene bAhya viSayono rasa tUTI gayo che, koI padArtha suMdara ke sArA lAgatA nathI. anAdinA abhyAsane laIne, asthiratAne laIne svarUpamAM aMdara rahI zakAtuM nathI eTale upayoga bahAra Ave che paNa rasa vinA . badhuM niHsAra, photarAM samAna, rasa-kasa vagaranuM hoya evA bhAve - bahAra UbhA che." 32. s 32mo bola). "samyagdaSTine, AtmAne choDIne bahAra kyAMya sAruM lAgatuM nathI." AhA..hA..! aMtara AtmAnA AnaMdano jene svAda Avyo ane samyadRSTi kahIe, ene dharmanI zarUAtavALo kahIe ene AtmAnA) AnaMda sivAya bahAra kyAMya goThatuM nathI. AhA..hA...! 96 hajAra strI hoya to paNa tene temAM rasa nathI. rasa UDI gayo che, A...hA..hA...! sarpane pakaDe to che paNa e choDavA mATe pakaDe che. ema (samakitIne) rAga Ave che e choDavA mATe Ave che, rAkhavA mATe Avato nathI. e ahIM 32 (bolamAM)

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105 vacanAmRta rahasya kahe che. 'samaSTine, AtmAne choDIne bahAra kyAMya sAruM lAgatuM nathI.....' kyAMya eTale ene puNyanA pariNAmamAM paNa sAruM lAgatuM nathI. pApanAM pariNAmamAM paNa nabaLAIne laIne, hInatA dekhIne tenAM (paNa) jJAtA rahe che. bahAranI koI paNa cIjamAM tene utsAha ane vIryamAM prIti lAgatI nathI. AhA..hA...! AvuM samyagdarzana, bApu ! enI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLI nathI (to) e kyAre prayatna kare ? AhA..hA..! mumukSu : samyagdarzana alaukika cIja che ! pUjya gurudevazrI : evI cIja che ! emAM vaLI A AphrikA ane paradeza ! kyAM deza ne kyAM paradeza ! Akho di' ekalA dhaMdhAmAM mazagUla ! ane emAM pAMca-pacIza lAkha maLatAM hoya mahine ke varSe to emAM thaI rahyuM....! gUMcAI jAya....! thaI rahyuM....! AhA..hA...! ame to muMbaImAM ghaNAM mANaso - moTA karoDapatio joyA che ne ! emAM gUMcAI jAya. sAMbhaLavA Ave paNa rasa paDe nahi. AhA..hA..hA...! hamaNAM eka (bhAI) muMbaImAM Avyo hato. vaiSNava che paNa ene ghare badhAM bairAo zvetAMbara jaina. muMbaImAM che. vaiSNava che). (tyAM) jaIe eTale darzana karavA Ave, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Ave. vaiSNava hoya to zuM thayuM? ahIM to tattvanI vAta che, ahIM kyAM koI pakSanI vAta che? (e) sAMbhaLavA Ave...! eka vakhata kahyuM, "mahArAja ! ame vaiSNava chIe (Izvara) kartA mAnIe chIe ne ?" (ame kahyuM, "bApu ! kartA mAno cho, to tamArA narasiMha mahetA junAgaDhamAM thaI gayAM che, to eNe to ema kahyuM che ke "jyAM lagI AtamA tattva cInyo nahi, tyAM lagI sAdhanA sarva jUThI, "jyAM lagI AtamA tattva jANyo nahi, tyAM lagI sAdhanA sarva jUThI, zuM karyuM tIrtha ne tapa karavA thakI ?' tIrtha ne tapa ne badhAM puNya pariNAma che. e koI bhavanA abhAvanuM kAraNa che nahi. sAMbhaLatAM hatAM, sAMbhaLe to kharA ne ! amAre kyAM enI pAsethI paisA levA hoya ? pacAsa karoDavALo hoya ke abajavALo hoya...! Avyo hato bacAro...! | mumukSu : kharekhara che ne ApanA jevA AtmAo ahIMyA bahu ochA Ave che. ahIM AvyAM ja nathI ane ahIMyA jamIna sArI che paNa enAmAM

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106 [vacanAmRta-32] kheDa nathI thaI! - pUjya gurudevazrI : to sAruM ne, bApA ! vAta to evI che, bApA ! Aha.....! mumukSu : vaNakheDelI jamIna che. kAraNake ApanA jevA koI padhAratAM nathI. pUjya gurudevazrI : A to vaLI mAgaNI hatI ne AvyAM ! kudarate banavAnuM hoya che . kSetra sparzanA....! nahitara ame to tyAM kAThiyAvADamAM rahenArAM...! ane amArI dukAna paNa gujarAtamAM - pAleja. amAro Akho dhaMdho-pANI gujarAtamAM ! nahi to A bAjumAM to AvavAno kadi vicAra paNa nahoto. A vaLI kudarate (AvI gayA). mumukSu : amArA nasIbe (ApanuM AvavuM thayuM ! pUjya gurudevazrI : vAta sAcI che ! A sAMbhaLavA maLe e bhAgyazALI che....! A to traNalokanA nAthanI vItarAganI vANI che !! paramAtmA birAje che tenI A vANI che. bena tyAMthI AvyAM che. (pahelAM) kahyuM hatuM, bena tyAM nagarazeThanAM dIkarA hatAM. paNa jarI kapaTa thaI gayuM hatuM to strI thaI gayAM che. paNa pUrvanuM badhuM yAda AvyuM che. kAlanI vAta jema yAda Ave tema badhI vAta pratyakSa yAda AvI che. paNa marI gayelAM che ! tene bahAramAM kAMI rucatuM nathI, goThatuM nathI. ene koI page lAge to (enI) sAmuM jovAnI darakAra nathI. aMdaramAM AnaMdamAM masta...masta... che !! dIkarIoe vANI lakhI lIdhelI te A pustakamAM bahAra AvI gayuM. nahi to bahAra paNa Ave nahi ! Ama hAle to maDadAM jevuM dekhAya Ave !! e aMdaranI mastImAM - AnaMdanI mastImAM bahAranI badhI ruci ja UDI gaI che. che deha strIno ! 66 varSanI umara.... 66 varSa ! paNa aMdaramAM varSa-pharasa kAMI na maLe ! e bena A kahe che. ...jagatanI koI cIja suMdara lAgatI nathI.' AhA..hA..! jene AtmAno rasa caDyo... AhA..hA..! ene jagatanI koI cIjamAM rasa Avato nathI. devalokamAM indra ne indrANInAM sthAna maLe to paNa temAM tene rasa lAgato nathI. samakitI marIne svargamAM ja jAya, vaimAnika (devalokamAM) jAya. bhavanapati, vyaMtara, jyotiSa ane vaimAnika - e devanAM cAra prakAra che. emAM samyadRSTi

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107. vacanAmRta rahasya marIne vaimAnika devamAM ja jAya. bhavanapati, vyaMtara, jyotiSamAM e na jAya. mithyAdRSTi hoya ne virAdhanA thaI hoya to nIce jAya. samakitadaSTi to vaimAnikamAM jAya che. atyAre vaimAnikano deva je che . sudharmadevaloka, 3ra lAkha vimAna ! paheluM devaloka che. 32 lAkha vimAna (che). eka vimAnamAM asaMkhya deva ! eno e lADo AtmajJAnI che. devalokamAM 32 lAkha vimAnano svAmI A samakitI che !! paNa e parane aDavA deto nathI. (arthAtu) e devane rANI ne devAMganA e badhAM para (che), e mAruM svarUpa che nahi. (ema bhinna rahe che). devalokamAMthI bhagavAna pAse sAMbhaLavA Ave che. A caMdra, sUrya che enA upara sudharma devaloka che. sudharma devaloka, IzAna, sanatakumAra, mahendra devaloka che, che ne ? tyAMthI atyAre bhagavAna pAse sAMbhaLavA Ave che. prabhu pAse che. e indra ekAvatArI che ! eka bhava karIne mokSa janAra che. A..hA..hA...! Ama (bahArathI) juo to 32 lAkha vimAna che paNa aMdaramAM lepa nathI. (arthAtu) mAruM kAMI nathI. mAruM mArAmAM che, mAro parivAra mArAmAM che. rAga Adi mAro parivAra nahi. benanuM ApaNe na lIdhuM ? rAga amAro deza nahi. e puNya ne pApanA pariNAma amAro deza nahi. are...! ame kyAM paradezamAM AvI caDyA ? ema jJAnIne rAgamAM AvatAM ema lAge che. rasa lAgato nathI. AhA..hA...! vAMcyuM hatuM ne ApaNe ? vaMcAvyuM hatuM. ame kyAM AvI caDyAM ? arerere....! amAro AnaMdano nAtha emAM ruci ne dRSTi hovA chatAM, asthiratAthI ame A kyAM paradezamAM AvI caDyAM) ? e puNyanA pariNAmamAM AvyAM to kahe, ame paradezamAM AvI caDyAM chIe. amAro e parivAra nathI. amAro parivAra to aMdaramAM AnaMda, jJAna ne zAMtino sAgara (che). e parivAra aMdara paDyo che. e amAruM vatana che, e amAruM sthAna che, e amAruM ghara che, tyAM amAro parivAra vase che, tyAM ame javA mAgIe chIe. A....hA...hA..hA...! ajJAnIne bahAramAM bAyaDI ne chokarA ne A paisA Adi) - kAMIka maLe emAM khUba rasa AvI jAya. e rasa jJAnIne hoto nathI. e (ahIM) kahe che. ....jagatanI koI cIja suMdara lAgatI nathI. jene caitanyano mahimA ne

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108 [vacanAmRta-32] rasa lAgyo... AhA..hA..! paheluM jJAna to kare ke A aMdara caitanya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda sacidAnaMda prabhu che. enI dazAmAM - paryAyamAM puNya-pApano, mithyAtvanA bhAva che, vastumAM nathI. vastu to trikALa nirAvaraNa, akhaMDa eka svarUpa avinazvara parama svabhAvabhAva nija paramAtmadravya te huM chuM. ema samakitInI mAnyatA AvI hoya che. AhA..hA..! e ahIM kahe che, jene caitanyano mahimA ne rasa lAgyo che tene bAhya viSayono rasa tUTI gayo che..... AhA..hA...! jeNe dUdhapAka khAdhAM...! dUdhapAka kahe che ne ?... ene lAla juvAranAM photarAnA roTalA sArA na lAge. juvAra be prakAranI hoya che. amAre to badho anubhava thayo che ne ! eka dhoLI juvAra - eka pILI (juvAra). enA uparanA photarA pILA hoya che. ame to sthAnakavAsImAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI to game tyAM oravA jaIe. to eka pherI viramagAma jatAM hatAM to (vacce) gAmaDuM AvyuM to tyAM) pILI (juvAranA) photarAno roTalo maLyo !. vANiyAnA ghara nahotA. to ene tyAM gayA to e maLyAM. paNa eno rasa ane dUdhapAkano rasa jeNe cAkhyo hoya, ene pILI juvAranA photarAnA roTalAno rasa lAge nahi. ema (jene AtmAno rasa lAgyo hoya ene rAgano rasa lAge nahi. A..hA..hA..! eka myAnamAM be talavAra na rahI zake, jene parano rasa che ene AtmAno rasa na Ave ane jene AtmAno rasa che tene parano rasa Ave nahi. rAga Ave paNa rasa Ave nahi. emAM ekAkAra na thaI jAya, evo be (vacce) AMtaro aMdara rahe che. AhA..hA...! che ? .....tene bAhya viSayono rasa tUTI gayo che.....' "...koI padArtha suMdara ke sArA lAgatA tathI.' AhA...hA...! indra ne indrANInuM pada paNa sAruM lAgatuM nathI. "anAdinA abhyAsane laIne, asthiratAne laIne svarUpamAM aMdara rahI zakAtuM nathI.... bhAna hovA chatAM svarUpamAM upayoga jAmato na hoya to rAga Ave - zubharAga Ave, azubharAga Ave. e kahe che. ...upayoga bahAra Ave che paNa rasa vinA - badhuM niHsAra, photarAM samAna, rasa-kasa vagaranuM hoya... che. mithyASTine saMsArano rasa caDI gayelo ja hoya che. AhA..hA..! bhale e zubharAga, kare paNa ene eno rasa caDI gayo

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vacanAmRta rahasya 109 che. AtmAno rasa UDI gayo che, enI pAse AtmAno rasa che ja nahi. ane AtmAno jyAM rasa che ene A photarAno rasa UDI gayo che. che ? "....paNa rasa vinA - badhuM niHsAra, photarAM samAna...." A.hA..hA..! ".rarakasa vagaranuM hoya evA bhAve . bahAra UbhA che. dharmI AvA bahAranA rasa-kasa vinAnA bhAvamAM UbhA rahe. bhAva Ave kharA), zubha Ave azubha paNa Ave, ArtadhyAna thAya, chatAM e aMdaramAM nirlepa rahe. eno kartA - bhoktA na thAya. AvI vAta che, prabhu ! AhA..hA...! e 32 thayo. Seo on to maccha jene lAgI che tene ja lAgI che ...paraMtu bahu kheda na : karavo. vastu pariNamanazIla che, kUTastha nathI; zubhAzubha pariNAma A to thaze. tene choDavA jaIza to zUnya athavA zuSka thaI jaIza. je mATe ekadama utAvaLa na karavI. mumukSu jIva ullAsanAM kAryomAM paNa joDAya. sAthe sAthe aMdarathI UMDANamAM khaTaka rahyA je kare, saMtoSa na thAya. haju mAre je karavAnuM che te bAkI rahI jAya che . evI UMDI khaTaka niraMtara rahyA ja kare che, tethI bahAramAM kyAMya tene saMtoSa thato nathI; ane aMdara jJAyakavastu hAtha AvatI nathI, eTale mUMjhavaNa to thAya; paNa ADoavaLo nahi : jatAM mUMjhavaNamAMthI te mArga zodhI kADhe che." 33. 0 0 0 20 0 0 0 0 0 (33mo bola) jene lAgI che tene ja lAgI che....... AhA...! che ? jene lAgI che tene ja lAgI che....paraMtu bahu kheda na karavo. bahu kheda na karavo ke ararara....! kema jhaTa thatuM nathI ? dhIraja karavI...... dhIraja karavI. dhIraja karavI. "vastu pariNamanazIla che...." paryAya pariName che. phUTastha nathI..." phUTastha nAma badalatI nathI evI dazA nathI. eTale "zubhAzubha pariNAma

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110 [vacanAmRta-33] to thaze. zubhAzubha pariNAma thaze. tene choDavA jaIza to zUnya athavA zuSka thaI jaIza." jhINI vAta che thoDI ! (kema Ama kahyuM ?) kemake tane dRSTinI khabara nathI ane zubhAzubhabhAva upara lakSa karIne choDavA jaIza to ema) chUTaze nahi. (to) zuSka thaI jaIza. (kemake) aMtaranI (svarUpanI) dRSTi thaI nathI. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! - A to dIkarIyuMmAM anubhavanI thoDI vANI nIkaLI gaI ane A bahAra AvI che. nahitara to AvI vAta bahAra Ave nahi. bena to aMdaramAM samAI gayelAM che ! A deha chUTIne vaimAnikamAM javAnAM che. vaimAnika deva thavAnAM che. strIpaNuM nAza thaI jaze. vaimAnikamAM puruSadeva tarIke thavAnAM che. badhuM nakkI thaI gayeluM che. AhA...! (ahIM kahe che, jene lAgI che tene ja lAgI che. paraMtu bahu kheda na karavo. vastu pariNamanazIla che, kUTastha nathI;...." (mATe) zubhAzubha pariNAma to thAya. zubhAzubha pariNAma hoya. tene choDavA jaIza. enI upara lakSa karavA jaIza (to) nAstika thaI jaIza. e to ahIM (svarUpanI) dRSTi thaze to zubhAzubha pariNAma) chUTaze. paNa tuM zubhAzubha upara lakSa rAkhIne choDavA jaIza to zuSka thaI jaIza. jarI jhINI vAta karI che. zuM kIdhuM ? zubha ne azubha pariNAma thaze. tene choDavA jaIza (eTale ke) enA upara lakSa karIne choDavA jaIza to zUnya thaI jaIza. kAraNa ke samyagdarzana che nahi, AtmAno rasa Avyo nathI ane zubhAzubha pariNAma choDavA jaIza to zUnya thaI jaIza. Ave (kharA paNa) mUjhAvuM nahi. zubhAzubha pariNAma Ave (paNa) ene mUMjhAvuM nahi, emAMthI nIkaLIne aMdaramAM javAno prayAsa karavo. AhA..hA..! jarI jhINI vAta karI che. tene choDavA jaIza to zunya athavA zuSka thaI jaIza.' AtmAnI dRSTi thaI nathI ane ekalAM zubhaazubha pariNAma choDavA jaIza to zuSka thaI jaIza. jhINI vAta che thoDI ! aMdaranI anubhavanI vAta che. AhA..hA..! zuddha caitanya svarUpano anubhava hoya tyAre to zubhAzubha pariNAma) chUTA ja paDyAM che, paNa tenI dRSTi thaI nathI ane tuM zubhAzubha ekadama choDavA jaIza, (ema) zubhAzubha choDavA jaIza (to tArI) dRSTi to AtmA upara *ka - = . .

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vacanAmRta rahasya 111 che nahi (to) zuSka thaI jaIza. samajAya che kAMI ? AhA...! zUnya thaI jaIza....! zubhAzubha choDavA jaIza (ane) zubhAzubha rahita AtmA dRSTimAM to che nahi. (to tuM) zUnya thaI jaIza. thoDI jhINI vAta karI che. kAle AvI hatI ? pa2ma di' (AvI hatI) ? pelo 21mo bola. 21mo bola....! caitanyanAM pariNAma zuddha pariNAma thayAM ane siddha gati na thAya (to) jagata zUnya thaI jaze. zubhAzubha pariNAma thayAM ane enI gati naraka ne svarga na hoya (to) zUnya thaI jaze. - (e) gati zUnya thaI jaze. gati rahita A jagata zUnya thaI jaze ane pariNAma thayAM enuM phaLa na hoya to e pariNAma jUThAM thaI jaze, (e) dravya ja nAza thaI jaze. tAruM dravya ja nahi rahe ! AhA..hA..hA...! anubhavathI vAta thaI che jarI...! tuM ekalo paranI upara jovA jaIza ane svanI khabara nathI to zuSka thaI jaIza. A vANI jarI jhINI che. zubha-azubhathI rahita zuddha caitanyanI dRSTi hoya to to zubhAzubha chUTA paDyAM che ane choDavA jaIza tyAM chUTI jaze. paNa dRSTi tyAM nathI, AkhuM astitva je paramAtmasvarUpa che te astitva to zraddhAmAM - sattAmAM AvyuM nathI ane zubhAzubha choDavA jaIza to raheze zuM ? (ema) choDavA jaIza to zuSka thaI jaIza kAM zUnya thaI jaIza. jhINI vAta che. samajAya che kAMI AmAM ? mumukSu : bahu pakaDAyuM nahi. pUjya gurudevazrI : pharIne kahIe chIe. ApaNe tyAM kyAM kaMI (utAvaLa che)...! bhagavAna AtmA ! pUrNa zuddha che tenI dRSTi karI nathI ane zubhAzubha pariNAmane choDavA jaIza to, zuddhamAM to Avyo nathI (ane) zubhAzubha choDavA jaIza to zUnya thaI jaIza. zubhAzubha rahita eTale tuM AtmA ja nathI ema thaI jaze. zubhAzubha rahita tuM zuSka thaI jaIza kAM zUnya thaI jaIza. zubhAzubha rahita (thavA jaIza) ane ahIM dravya upara to dRSTi che nahi (ane ema) zubhAzubha choDavA jaIza to zUnya thaI jaIza. zUnya thaI jaIza 24....! mumukSu : zubhAzubhano abhAva to thavAno ja nathI. pUjya gurudevazrI : abhAva to (svarUpanI) dRSTi kare to abhAva thAya. ahIM to (kahe che) dRSTi karI nathI ane choDavA jaIza to zUnya thaI

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112 vicanAmRta-33] jaIza. mumukSu : zUnya kevI rIte thaze ? kemake zubhAzubha kAyama raheze. pUjya gurudevazrI : e ja kahe che ahIMyA ! zubhAzubha pariNAmane zuddha svabhAvanA lakSa vinA choDavA jaIza, tyAM raheze zuM ? zuddha to dRSTimAM che nahi (ane) zubhAzubha choDavA jaIza to zUnya thaI jaIza, zuSka thaI jaIza. jhINI vAta che. A..hA..hA..! dhIrethI vAta samajavI), bApu ! A vArtA nathI. prabhu ! A to AtmAnI aMtaranI vAtuM che. AhA..hA..hA..! zuM kahyuM ? zuddha svarUpanI dRSTi thaI nathI ane mUMjhavaNamAM zubhAzubhabhAvane choDavA jaIza to ahIM zuddha svarUpanI dRSTi) che nahi (ane) zubhAzubha choDavA jaIza to zuSka thaI jaIza kAM zUnya thaI jaIza. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAta mUkI che thoDI, jhINI vAta che thoDI ! be astitva che. eka trikALa (svarUpanuM astitva ane eka puNya-pApanuM astitva. have kahe che ke tane trikALa astitvane jANavAnI icchA hoya to jANavA jA. paNa jANavA pahelAM zubhAzubhane jANyA vinA ekalo choDavA jaze to zuddhatA nahi Ave hAthamAM, zubhAzubha nahi chUTe (ane) zUnya thaI jaIza, zuSka thaI jaIza. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAta che thoDI. benanAM aMtaramAMthI vAta AvI che. 64 dIkarIyuMmAM e vAta karI hatI. AhA..hA....! zuM kahyuM e ? "vastu pariNamanazIla che....' (mATe) zubhAzubha pariNAma) thaze. .-stha nathI." (eTale) na pariNamana thAya evuM nathI. pariNamana to thaze. "zubhAzubha pariNAma to thaze. tene choDavA jaIza to...' (AtmAnI) lagana lAgyAM vinA (choDavA jaIza) AhA..hA..! "....to zUnya athavA zuSka thaI jaIza. mATe ekadama utAvaLa na karavI. dhImethI AtmA tarapha vaLavA mATe prayatna karavo. paNa AtmA (tarapha vaLavA) mATe prayatna na karatAM, zubhAzubhane choDavA jaIza tyAM, nahi rahe AtmA (ke nahi rahe zubhAzubha bhAva ! zuSka thaI jaIza ! samajAya che AmAM ? benanI vANI to anubhavanI che. AhA...! aMtaranI cIjane joI nathI ane mUMjhANo che ke, "ararara...! have A zubhAzubha chUTI jAya." paNa aMtaranI dRSTi thaI nathI, tenA taraphanuM valaNa

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vacanAmRta rahasya 113 paNa nathI, ane zubhAzubha choDavA jaIza to, ahIM zuddha (svarUpanuM lakSa) to che nahi, ane zubhAzubha choDavA jaIza tyAM zubhAzubha rahita zuSka thaI jaIza, zUnya thaI jaIza. tAro AtmA ja nahi rahe. A..hA..hA...! jhINI vAta AvI thoDI ! pelA pariNAma jevI AvI che. - (21mo bola). caitanyanAM pariNAmanuM phaLa na Ave to jagata zUnya thaI jaze. AvyuM hatuM ne ? ema A vAta che. A..hA..hA..! (have kahe che, "mumukSu jIva ullAsanAM kAryomAM paNa joDAya. sAthe sAthe aMdarathI UMDANamAM khaTaka rahyAM ja kare...' che ? mumukSu jIva (arthAtu) AtmAnI jene pipAsA paDI che evo mumukSu jIva, ...ullAsanAM kAryomAM paNa joDAya. sAthe sAthe aMdarathI UMDANamAM khaTaka rahyA ja kare.. (ke) A nahi... A. nahi... A nahi... A nahi... mArI vastu judI che. ema khaTaka rahyAM ja kare to samyagdarzana pAmavAne lAyaka thAya. A..hA..hA..! jhINI vAta che thoDI. sthULadaSTivALAne samajavuM kaThaNa paDe evuM che. paNa have A vAta aMdarathI AvI che. AvI evI mUkavI to paDe ja ne ! AhA..hA..! (ullAsanAM kAryomAM joDAya to paNa aMdarathI UMDANamAM khaTaka rahyAM ja kare. zubhAzubha pariNAma e tamAruM svarU5) nahi, mArI cIja to bhinna che. (evI) khaTaka to aMdara rahyAM ja kare. A..hA..hA...! "....saMtoSa na thAya.' thoDuMka zubha ghaTADyuM mATe saMtoSa na thAya, khaTaka rahyA ja kare ke, A zubha (thI) paNa chUTIne aMdaramAM jAuM e kharI) cIja che. zubhathI chUTIne paNa aMtaramAM jAvuM - e mAruM svarUpa che. e mAro nijadeza ane mAruM nija ghare che. e mUMjhAya nahi. jhaTa na jAya to dhImethI rAgano Adara choDIne aMdaranA AdaramAM jAya. AhA..hA...! | 'haju mAre je karavAnuM che te bAkI rahI jAya che .' mumukSune ema che - rAgAdi ghaTADavA jAya ne na ghaTe ane dRSTi na thAya to ene ema thAya ke mAre to haju ghaNuM karavAnuM bAkI che. rAga ghaTADIne svarUpamAM javAnuM ghaNuM karavAnuM bAkI che. zubhabhAva karyo mATe meM ghaNuM karyuM. emAM kAMI nathI. bhASA rI (jhINI che). . evI UMDI khaTaka niraMtara rahyA ja kare che,....' mumukSu jIvane (eTale ke jene AtmAnI paDI che ene AvI khaTaka to sadAya - niraMtara rahyAM

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114 nayA* ------ -- - a ma -- - - - [vacanAmRta-33] . ja kare. AhA..hA..! "....tethI bahAramAM kyAMya tene saMtoSa thato nathI .' bahAramAM dekhAya che paNa kyAMya ene saMtoSa thato nathI. mArA ghara sivAya A paramAM mAruM svarUpa nathI. AhA..hA...! ...ane aMdara jJAyakavastu hAtha AvatI nathI..." zuM kIdhuM ? ....UMDI khaTaka niraMtara rahyA ja kare che, tethI bahAramAM kyAMya tene saMtoSa thato nathI; ane aMdara jJAyakavastu hAtha AvatI nathI, eTale mUMjhavaNa to thAya; paNa ADoavaLo nahi jatAM....' (arthAtu) mUMjhavaNa karIne mUMjhAI na jatAM dhIme-dhIme dhIrajathI rAgane rahita karavA aMdara prayatna karavo. ekadama mUMjhavaNamAM mUMjhAvuM nahi. (ema) kahe che. rAga rahita ekadama na thavAya to mUMjhavaNa na karavI. dhImethI ene AtmAnA lakSamAM javA mATe dhIrajathI kAma levuM. nahitara mUiMjhavaNamAM jaIza to mUDha thaI jaIza, AhA..hA...! A to jene aMdaranI khaTaka paDI hoya enI vAtuM che, bApA ! A kAMI vArtA= =kathA nathI, AA .! (mATe kahe che) ....eTale mUMjhavaNa to thAya; paNa ADoavaLo nahi jatAM mUMjhavaNamAMthI te mArga zodhI kADhe che.' rAga tUTe nahi, aMdaramAM javAya nahi (mATe) mUMjhavaNa thAya paNa mUMjhavaNamAMthI mArga zodhI le. mUMjhAIne tyAM mUDha na thaI jAya. dhImethI.... aMdara vastu che, zuddha caitanya che, rAganI maMdatA mArAthI jhaTa khasatI nathI paNa dhIrethI aMdaramAM jatAM te rAga khasI jaze ane AtmAno anubhava thaze, ema vicArI) eNe mUMjhavaNa karavI nahi. AhA..hA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI AmAM ? A jhINI vAta AvI gaI che. (kahe che) ....ADo avaLo nahi jatAM mUMjhavaNamAMthI te mArga zodhI kADhe che." kaThaNa paDatuM hoya, ema) ene lAgatuM hoya to paNa mUMjhAya nahi. dhImethI . rAgane maMda karIne AtmAnI zuddhatA tarapha DhaLavAno prayatna teNe mUkavo nahi ane mUMjhAvuM paNa nahi. enA tarapha javAno prayatna mUkavo nahi ane rAga Ave ane na chUTe to mUMjhAvuM paNa nahi. evI dazAnI vAta ahIMyA karI che. e madhyama dazA, samyagdarzana pAmavA pahelAM AvI dazA hoya che. paNa e dazAvaMta aMdaramAM jatAM rAganI mUMjhavaNa ene TaLI jAya ane AtmAnuM_ jJAna thaI jAya che. vizeSa kaheze....) - - -

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s/ mumukSune prathama bhUmikAmAM thoDI mUMjhavaNa paNa hoya, paraMtu te evI mUMjhavaNa na kare ke jethI mUDhatA thaI jAya. tene sukhanuM vedana joIe che te maLatuM nathI ne bahAra rahevuM poSAtuM nathI mATe muMjhavaNa thAya, paNa mUMjhavaNamAMthI te mArga zodhI le che. jeTalo puruSArtha upADe teTaluM vIrya aMdara kAma kare. AtmArthI haTha na kare ke mAre jhaTajhaTa karavuM che. haTha svabhAvamAM kAma na Ave. mArga sahaja che, khoTI utAvaLe prApta na thAya." 34. ............... pravacana-7, vacanAmRta-34 thI 36 e mokSanI jene icchA che. (evo je) mumukSu che, tene prathama bhUmikAmAM thoDI mUMjhavaNa paNa hoya. ekadama mArga nIkaLe nahi, zubha-azubha bhAvathI chUTo paDIne aMdaramAM jaI zake nahi eTale thoDI mUMjhavaNa thAya. (A) vAta to aMdara zarUAtanI che. zarUAtamAM kema thAya che ane pachI enuM pariNAma zuM Ave che, enI vAta che. prathama mUMjhavaNa paNa thAya. aMdara AnaMdamAM jaI zake nahi ane puNya ne pApanA pariNAmamAM e rokAI gayelo che ane icchA to "mokSa nI che. mokSa eTale ? mukta dazA. (arthAtu) anaMta AnaMdanA lAbhanI bhAvanA che. paNa aMdaramAM jaI zakato nathI, puNya-pApamAMthI haThI zakato nathI tethI jarI mUMjhavaNa thAya. ....paraMtu te evI mUMjhavaNa na kare ke jethI mUDhatA thaI jAya. Aha....!

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116 [vacanAmRta-34] A nahi ja samajAya ane huM pAgala rahIza, ema mUMjhAya nahi haLavehaLave eno rasto kADhe. dhIme-dhIme rAganI maMdatA karatAM svabhAva taraphanuM lakSa karIne prayatna kare, mUMjhAya nahi. AhA..hA...! A zarUAtanI vAta che. ...evI mUMjhavaNa na kare ke jethI mUDhatA thaI jAya. tene sukhanuM vedana joIe che. mumukSune atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana joIe che. tenuM nAma "mumukSu'. ene puNya ne svarga joItuM nathI, ene zeThAI ke duniyAnI moTapa joItI nathI. mumukSu ene kahIe ke jene ekalA AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda joIe che. AhA..hA..hA..! jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna ! ene bIjI mUMjhavaNa nathI. eka atIndriya AnaMdano svAda joIe che. e praya-pApanA bhAvamAMthI nIkaLato nathI eTale mUMjhavaNa Ave che. aMdaramAM javAno prayatna thaI zakato nathI to mUMjhavaNa Ave. paraMtu tene sukhanuM vedana joIe che..... atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedanuM joIe che. A..hA..hA..! tiryaMca che tiryaMca....! aDhI dvIpa bahAra hajAra-hajAra jojananA lAMbA mAchalA (che). bhagavAna kahe che ke tyAM e paNa samakitI che. AtamajJAna (prApta thayelAM che ane paMcama guNasthAnavALAM che ! eNe paNa aMdara mArga kADhI nAkhyo ! hajAra jojanano maccha ! svayaMbhUramaNa chello dariyo che tyAM evA maccha ne magaramaccha ghaNAM che. e jIvoe, asaMkhya jIvomAMthI koI jIve aMdaramAMthI mArga kADhI nAkhyo ! AhA..hA..! mUMjhANA nahi ke, ame tiryaMca thaI gayA chIe, have dharma kema pAmaze ? Dhora-pazu chIe . ema mUMjhANA nahi. AhA.hA..! to manuSyane mUMjhavaNa Ave ema kema kahe che ? ahIM to sAMbhaLavAnI sagavaDatA, zAstranI evI jogavAI paNa che. ene te jogavAI nathI. chatAM e aMtarathI rastA kADhe che. hajAra jojananA maccha ne magaramaccha ! cAra-cAra hajAra gAunA lAMbA....! svayaMbhUramaNa samudra chello...! svayaMbhU ! moTo asaMkhya jojanano lAMbo dariyo (che) ! e jIva paNa aMdaramAM mArga kADhe che. pUrva sAMbhaLyuM hatuM paNa ame karI zakyA nathI. e gurue amane kaheluM ke tAro AtmA atIndriya AnaMda ne sukhano sAgara che ! sukhano dariyo che, e sAMbhaLeluM paNa ame prayatna karyo nahi. ema tiryaMcane paNa smaraNamAM

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vacanAmRta rahasya 117 AvatAM, keTalAkane to jAtismaraNa (jJAna) thAya che. kone ? tiryaMcane....! are...! siMha ane vAgha....! aDhI dvIpa bahAra siMha ane vAgha Adi che - asaMkhya (che). emAM evo asaMkhyamo bhAga ! paNa asaMkhya siMha ane vAgha paNa samakitI che. A......! ahIM to kahe che ke tuM to manuSya cho ! tane sAMbhaLavAno joga maLe che. kAne sat sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe che. ene to bacArAne kAMI sAdhana nathI. vAgha ne siMhanA avatAra thaI gayA. koI evA kaSAyanA pariNAma karelAM (to) e marIne siMha ane vAgha thayA. chatAM pUrve sAMbhaLeluM e ekadama smaraNamAM AvI jAya che. smaraNamAM AvatAM ekadama aMtaramAM UtarI jAya che. AhA..hA...! e tiryaMca paNa sAdhana ne sAmagrI vinAnAM... A...hA..hA..! e paNa aMdaramAM UtarI jAya che !! evI enA AtmAmAM tAkAta che. to jenI mokSanI abhilASA hoya e mUMjhAya nahi, (ema) kahe che. e aMdarathI mArga kADhI ja le. haLave...haLave..haLave... dhIme..dhIme... (bhArga kADhI ja le ! AhA..hA...! che ? tene sukhanuM vedana joIe che.... mumukSunI vyAkhyA karI ke, mumukSu ene kahIe ke jene atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana joIe che. ene nathI svarge joItuM nathI zeThAI joItI, nathI abajopatipaNAnI buddhinI zeThAI joItI, nathI duniyAnI mahattA ne mahimA joItI (paraMtu, eka AtmAno atIndriya AnaMda joIe che . ene mumukSu kahIe chIe. A..hA..hA..! pachI ATha varSanI bAlikA hoya to paNa e samakita pAmI zake che. ATha varSanI bAlikA paNa jo mumukSu hoya (eTale ke AtmAnA AnaMdanA lAbhanI bhAvanA hoya), e paNa mUMjhavaNa choDI daIne aMtaramAM dhIme... dhIme.... jatAM mArga kADhI lya che. (ahIMyA kahe che) tene sukhanuM vedana joIe che te maLatuM nathI ne bahAra rahevuM poSAtuM nathI....... A..hA..hA..! bahAramAM goThatuM nathI, A..hA..hA..! aMdaramAM javAtuM nathI, bahAramAM goThatuM nathI. AhA...hA...! mArga bahu jhINo, prabhu ! bahAranI duniyAnA A ThATha-mATha to badhAM masANanA ThATha che ! AhA..ho...! masANanA ThATha che badhAM !! aMdaramAM atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara bhagavAna ! sukhano dariyo !

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-pakavAna 118 [vacanAmRta-34] AhA..hA...! atIndriya AnaMdathI bharelo - bharelo bhagavAna ! mumukSune eka ja vAta . ene e joIe che. bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI. ene kyAMya "...bahAra rahevuM poSAtuM nathI mATe mUMjhavaNa thAya... mUMjhavaNa thAya...... ....paNa mUMjhavaNamAMthI te mArga zodhI le che." A... ...! are...! huM garIba mANasa thayo, manuSya thayo, are...! strI thayo - ema pachI muMjhAto nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? huM e thayo ja nathI. mAruM svarUpa to aMdara juduM che. evI rIte) mUMjhavaNa kADhI nAkhI ane mUMjhavaNa paNa thAya (to) paNa muMjhavaNamAMthI mArga zodhI le che. A...hA..hA..! aMtaranI vAtuM che A ! bhagavAna ! aMdaramAM javA mATe prayatna kare che, paryAyamAM rAganuM je ghara karI nAkhyuM che (arthAtu) vartamAna avasthAmAM rAga ne vikAranuM je ekatvapaNuM karI rAkhyuM che, emAMthI ene AnaMdanuM ekatva joIe che. mUMjhavaNa thAya, jhaTa na thAya chatAM te mArga zodhI le che. dhImethI aMdaramAM jaI, kALa thoDo lAge paNa mArga zodhI le che). samayasAramAM kahyuM che.... samayasAramAM ! huM tArI aMtaramAM javAnI rucithI jo (8) jA, eno prayatna kare to jaghanya aMtarmuhUrtamAM - utkRSTa cha mahinAmAM tane prApta thaze, thaze ne thaze ja !! samayasAramAM zloka che. zloka che ne ? cha mAsa - cha mahinA to prayatna kara, prabhu ! bahAranA prayatna karIne te badhAM kALa gALyA - dIkarAM ne dIkarIyuM ne bAyaDI ne chokarAMne pasA, dukAna ne moTaruM ne - badhI bahAranI hoLI saLagI, (ema) kahe che. AhA...! paNa ekavAra aMdaramAM to jA ! e bALaka hoya to paNa aMdaramAM javA mAge che ! ane ATha varSanI bAlikA samyagdarzana pAme che. AhA..hA..! e IndranA caLAvyA caLe nahi eTalI - evI zakti aMdaramAM hoya che ! paNa e aMdaramAM mUMjhavaNa karyA vinA dhIme...dhIme...dhIme... mUMjhavaNa thAya (to) paNa mUMjhavaNamAMthI (mArga zodhI le che. jeTalo puruSArtha upADe... AhA..hA....! aMtaramAM prayatna karavAno jeTalo puruSArtha upADe). ruci anuyAyI vIrya' jo tenI - cetanI ruci thAya to tenuM vIrya ruci anuyAyI pramANe kArya karyA vinA rahe nahi. jo rAganA ne puNyanI ruci hoya to tenA taraphanuM kArya ane mUMjhavaNano vikAra thayA vinA rahe nahi. ahIMyA je caitanya svabhAva che tenI jo ruci thAya to

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vacanAmRta rahasya 119 teno puruSArtha thayA vinA rahe nahi. ruci anuyAyI vIrya' ! jevI ruci (haze) te tarapha tenA puruSArthanI gati thAya. A..hA..hA..! tyAM kaMI bahu bhaNataranI jarU2 nathI, tyAM koI puNyanI kriyAkAMDanI jarUra nathI. tyAM aMdara to traNalokano nAtha birAje che, prabhu ! A..hA..hA...! ene dhIme...dhImethI rAgathI khasIne, mUMjhavaNa choDIne aMta2mAM mArgane zodhI le che. A..hA..hA..! bhASA to sAdI che, bhAva to (je che te che). AhA..hA..! "mA - bahu sAdI bhASAmAM dIkarIyuMmAM bolelAM. 64 bALa brahmacArI dIkarIyuM che. emanI pAse 64 bALa brahmacArI dIkarIyuM (rahe che). lAkhopatinI dIkarIyuM keTalIka grejyueTa thayelI che. emanI pAse A bolela, emAM khAnagI(mAM) ko'ke lakhI lIdhuM e emanA bhAInA hAthamAM AvyuM ane (emane thayuM ke) A cIja kAMIka judI che. jagata pAse mUkAya to (lAbhanuM kAraNa thAya). sAdI bhASA che. (eTale) pustako chapANAM. tamAre ahIM AvyAM che. traNa hajAra AvyAM che. AhA..hA...! (ahIMyA kahe che) jeTalo puruSArtha upADe teTaluM vIrya aMdara kAma kare.' zuM kahe che ? tuM thoDo puruSArtha karIne aMdara anubhava karavA mAga (to) nahi thAya. tArA prayatnamAM aMdaramAM javAno jeTalo puruSArtha joIe teTalo puruSArtha haze to aMdaramAM jaI zakIza. zarata che A zarata ! thoDo puruSArtha karIne aMdaramAM javA mAgIza to nahi jaI zake. A..hA..hA...! caitanya bhagavAna satcidAnaMda prabhunA jene darzana karavAM che, eno jene bheTo ka2vo che, eno jene sAkSAtkAra karavo che, enA atIndriya AnaMdanA vedananI jene jhaMkhanA che, atIndriya AnaMdanI jhaMkhanA jene che, te aMdara kAma puruSArthathI kare che. '....puruSArtha upADe teTaluM vIrya aMdara kAma kare. enI meLAe karma khasI jAya ne kAma thAya, ema nathI ema kahe che. puruSArtha - kare ane aMdaramAM jAya to kAma thayA vinA rahe nahi. AhA..hA...! AtmArthI haTha na kare....' zuM kahe che ? dhImethI kAma (levuM) joIe. ekadama haTha na kare ke aMdara nathI javAtuM (to) mUka paDatuM have ! samajAya che kAMI AmAM ? aMdara bhagavAna sat cidAnaMda prabhu (birAje che) tyAM aMtara(mAM) javAtuM nathI, samyagdarzana (thatuM nathI) to mUka paDatuM have ! ema mUMjhAya nahi. A..hA..hA...! dhIme..dhImethI enuM kAma le, haTha na kare ke jo jhaTa maLe

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- - 120 [vacanAmRta-34] to ThIka, nahi to paDatuM mUka, mAre kAMI kAma nathI ! ema haTha na kare. A aMdaranA nyAyanA viSaya che. ....(haTha na kare ke, mAre jhaTajhaTa karavuM che. haTha svabhAvamAM kAma na Ave.' aMdara svabhAva - bhagavAna paDyo che, bApu dariyo bharyo che. koI di' sAmuM joyuM nathI. koI di teno ullAsa Avyo nathI. bahAranA ullAsamAM rokAIne teno anAdara karyo che. AhA..hA..! caitanya bhagavAnano anAdara karyo che ! AhA..! jene rAga ane puNyanI ruci che tene AtmA pratye dveSa che. AhA..hA..hA...! dhIrAnuM kAma che, bApu ! rAgano prema ane ruci rAkhe ane AtmAmAM javA mAge (to) nahi jaI zake. ene AtmA upara dveSa thaI gayo che. rAga upara jene ruci ne prema che tene AtmA pratyeno dveSa che. AtmA pratyeno jene prema che tene rAganI ruci haThI gaI che. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! A mULa mArga(nI) zarUAtanI vAta che. AhA..hA..! heThe svabhAvamAM kAma na Ave. mArga sahaja che....." sahaja svabhAva sanmukha (thavA mATe) dhIrethI....dhImethI... bahAranA koIpaNa padArthanA premano utsAha, ullAsa ghaTADIne, aMdaramAM javAnA ullAsane vadhArIne aMdara kAma kare. e sahaja kAma che, haTha vinAnuM kAma che. A..hA..hA...! ...khoTI utAvaLe prApta na thAya. zuM kahe che ? aMdara javAmAM jeTalo puruSArtha joIe eTalo puruSArtha na hoya ane haTha kare (to) ema prApta na thAya. AhA..hA...! aMdaranI vAtuM che A ! jeTalo prayatna svabhAva sanmukha thavAmAM joIe teTalo prayatna kare nahi ane khoTI utAvaLa kare, ema na bane. ema vastu prApta na thAya. A..hA..hA..! zabdo sAdA che, bhASA to sAdI che, prabhu ! AhA.....! ahIM to sUkSma tattvanI vAtuM che, nAtha ! savAramAM nahotuM kahyuM? AcAryae ema kahyuM, AcAryae hoM...! zuM kahyuM hatuM ? AcAryae ema kahyuM ke, tane mArI vAta jhINI paDe, (huM) brahmacaryanI jhINI vAtuM karIza. aMdara AnaMdano nAtha che emAM ramaNatA kara enuM nAma brahmacarya che. strInuM sevana na kara, mATe brahmacarya che, ema nathI. jAva jIva strInuM sevana karyuM nathI mATe brahmacArI che, ema nathI. e to zarIranI kriyA

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1 21 vacanAmRta rahasya nathI thaI, paNa aMdaramAM rAganI ekatA tUTI nathI. AhA..hA...! mATe rAgathI bhinna paDI ane aMdaramAM javA mATe je prayatna joIe teTalo kara to aMdara kAma karIza. evI vAta jyAre karI tyAre kahyuM....! AcArya ho...! mahA muni saMta bhAvaliMgI...! AcAryae kahyuM ke amArI vAta tane sUkSma paDe to mAphI mAgIe chIe !! mApha karajo...! paNa bIjo mArga kyAMthI kADhIe ? AhA..hA... padmanaMdi paMcaviMzatI che. 26 adhikAra che. 26mo adhikAra A brahmacaryano che, paNa nAma ApyuM che. - paMcaviMzatI. padmanaMdI AcArya muni thaI gayAM, AnaMdadAyaka digaMbara saMta jaMgalamAM vasanArA ! siddhanI sAthe vAtuM karanArA !! AhA..hA..hA...! e kahe che ke, ame tamane sUkSma vAta karIe chIe (to) prabhu ! tamane aNagamo na thavo joIe, hoM....ane tane aNagamo lAge to amArI pAsethI zuM AzA rAkhIza ? ame to muni chIe, ame to AnaMdamAM ramanArA chIe. tane AnaMdamAM ramavAmAM laI javA mAgIe chIe. e tane na goThe to mApha karaje ! A..hA..hA...! Ama kahyuM che. * - padmanaMdI paMcaviMzatI zAstra che. ahIM nahi hoya, che AmAM ? padmanaMdI...! (emAM) brahmacaryano chello adhikAra che. emAM A adhikAra mUkyo che. AcArya pote digaMbara saMta...! muni...saMta... kevaLajJAna levAnI taiyArIvALA !! jyAre e bahu sUkSma vAta karI tyAre ema kahyuM, prabhu ! tuM juvAna cho, strI-kuTuMbano tane prema - rasa lAgyo che, e rasa choDIne ame (tene) aMdaramAM javAnuM kahIe chIe, prabhu tane mUMjhavaNa thaze, tane sUkSmatA lAgaze paNa prabhu....! ame muni chIe. amArI pAsethI zuM AzA rAkhIza ? ame tane puNyamAM dharma manAvIe ane pApamAM dharma manAvIe. e vAta amArI pAse to che nRhi. AhA..hA..! ke, bhAI ! ATalAM dAna kare ne ATalAM puNya kare tene samakita thAya, e vAta to prabhu ! amArI pAse che nahi. amArI pAse prabhu aMdara sacidAnaMda che, puNya ne pApa vinAno che. tyAM javA mATe amAro to upadeza che. A..hA..hA...! AcArya jevA paNa Ama bole !! samAjane dekhIne kahe che, tamane sUkSmatA lAge to mApha karajo, prabhu ! bIjuM zuM karIe ame ? amArI pAse to sasvarUpa A che. kaMdoInI dukAne aphINano movo levA jAya to maLaze ? tyAM to dUdhano mAvo maLe.' ema sahune raste javAmAM setunA paMthanI vAta maLaze. tyAM puNya ne pApanA rastAnI vAta nahi maLe.

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122 [vacanAmRta-34] A...jI..jI...! ahIM kahe che ke, haTha svabhAvamAM kAma na Ave, mArga sahaja che,...' A..hA..hA...! ....khoTI utAvaLe prApta na thAya.' khoTI utAvaLe prApta na thAya, (paraMtu) sAcI utAvaLe prApta thAya ! aMdara jeTalo - je puruSArtha joIe teTalo kara to prApta thAya. khoTI utAvaLa karavA jA to prApta nahi thAya. AhA..hA...! che ? e 34mo (thayo). AhA...! vacanAmRta che ! sAdhAraNa janatAne paNa pakaDAya evuM che. ghaNAM pustako bahAra paDI gayAM che. AhA...! nAnA-nAnA copAniyAM paNa bahAra paDyAM che. bIjuM zuM kahe ? olA pAMdaDAM....! kelenDara che, bIjA badhAM (keseTamAM rAkhavAnA kavara) ...ghaNI-ghaNI jAtanAM paDI gayAM che. olA tADapatra...! hA... tADapatra ! tADapatra para lakhAI gayelAM che ! tADapatra 52 A zabdo lakhAI gayelAM che. evA lagabhaga 60,000 bahAra paDI gayAM che !! bahu pracAra che, hindustAnamAM A pracAra bahu thaI gayo che. "anaMta kALathI jIvane azubha bhAvanI Teva paDI gaI che, eTale tene azubha bhAva sahaja che. vaLI zubhane vAraMvAra karatAM zubha bhAva paNa sahaja thaI jAya che. paraMtu potAno svabhAva je kharekhara sahaja che teno jIvane khyAla Avato nathI, khabara paDatI nathI. upayogane sUkSma karIne sahaja svabhAva pakaDavo joIe.'' rUpa 35mo bola. 'anaMta kALathI jIvane azubha bhAvanI Teva paDI gaI che,...' A..hA...hA...! anaMta kALathI jIvane hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSaya, bhoga, parigraha, mamatA, kAma, krodha, mAyA, lobha, rAga, rita, zoka, du:kha, dilagIrI evA

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kitanA, navyA ja kare . hAlanI Teva paDI vacanAmRta rahasya * 123 azubha bhAvanI Teva anaMtakALathI paDI gaI che. AhA..hA..! "....eTale tene azubha bhAva sahaja che." pApano bhAva to tene sahaja thaI gayo che. AhA..hA..! pApa to ene sahaja AvyA ja kare che. pApanA pariNAma - paisAnA, AbarUnA, kIrtinA, duniyAmAM mArI niMdA na thAya ne mArI prazaMsA thAya . e azubha bhAvanA to AvyA ja kare che, (ema) kahe che. kAraNake e to ene sahaja Teva paDI gayelI che. AhA..hA..hA...! anaMta kALathI jIvane azubha bhAvanI Teva paDI gaI che, eTale tene azubha bhAva sahaja che.' sahaja eTale ? ene svAbhAvika thaI gayuM che. azubha bhAva pherI..pharI..pharI...pharI... Akho di eka ja Teva paDI gaI che. AhA..! are...! "....zubhane vAraMvAra karatAM zubha bhAva paNa sahaja thaI jAya che." zuM kahe che ? AhA...! zubhabhAvane paNa vAraMvAra karatAM... puNya - zubha bhAva - dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA, Adino bhAva e bhAva paNa sahaja thaI gayo che. kema ke vAraMvAra e karyA che. puNyanA bhAva anaMta gatimAM anaMta vAra karyA che. navamI DrivekamAM anaMtavAra gayo, oho...ho...! e kaMI puNya vinA jAya ? keTaluM puNya karyuM haze (tyAre) svargamAM jAya ! sAdhu - digaMbara sAdhu paMca mahAvratadhArI ! (thayo). paNa AtmajJAna nahi, AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda nahi. AhA..hA..! samyagdarzana vinA evA paMca mahAvrata Adi dhAraNa karyA, samiti, gupti dhAraNa karyAM, zarIra brahmacarya paNa (pALyA), bALa brahmacArI tarIke paNa anatavAra rahyo, - e badho zubhabhAva che. zarIranI kriyAthI rahyo che. aMdaramAM to hajI rAganI ekatA paDI che. rAganI ekatA paDI che e ja moTuM mithyAtva ne abrahmacarya che. rAganI ekatA e ja mithyAtva, abrahmacarya ne e ja viSaya sevana che ! rAganuM sevana e viSaya sevana che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAtuM....! (ahIyA) e kahe che, zubha bhAva paNa vAraMvAra karatAM zubha bhAva paNa sahaja thaI jAya che.' saheje zubhabhAva AvyA kare, e kriyAmAM joDAI jAya, sAdhu thAya, vratadhArI thaI jAya emAM e zubha bhAva thayA kare che. parata potAno svabhAva je kharekhara sahaja che teno jIvane khyAla Avato nathI....... AhA..hA...zubha ne azubhano khyAla vAraMvAra AvyA kare. tenAthI rahita aMdara caitanya svabhAva, sUkSma amUrta, atIndriya AnaMdakaMda jenI sattAmAM,

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( 24 . [vacanAmRta-35] jenA astitvamAM anaMta jJAna ne anaMta AnaMda (paDyAM che). parane jANavuM e paNa jene vyavahAra che, potAnA jANavAmAM ene sva-para jaNAI jAya che. evI sattAnA sAmarthyavALo prabhu bhagavAna ! enA tarapha javAnI eNe darakAra karI nathI. teno jIvane khyAla Avato nathI....... AhA..hA...! bahAramAM ho..hA...! dharmane nAme dhamAdhAma calI, jJAnamArga rahyo dUra...!' dharmane nAme bahAranI dhamAdhama calI paNa aMdara jJAnamArga dUra rahI gayo. (eTale ke, aMtaramAM javuM e dUra rahI gayuM. AhA..hA..! e kahe che potAno svabhAva je kharekhara sahaja che teno jIvane khyAla Avato nathI... AhA..hA..! sAdI bhASA che, prabhu ! AhA..ahIM to prabhu tarIke bolAve che ! bALaka ho, vRddha ho, harijana ho ke vANiyo hoya badhAM aMdara to prabhu che ! aMdaramAM AtmA prabhu jo na hoya to prabhu thaI zakaze kyAMthI ? bahArathI prabhutA Avaze ? AhA..hA...! lIMDI pIparamAM cosaTha pahorI tAkAta bharI che to ghUMTe bahAra Avaze. ema aMdaramAM paramAtmapada bharyuM che to ene aMtaramAM puruSArtha karyethI bahAra Avaze. kAMI bahArathI Ave evI e kAMI cIja nathI. paNa vizvAsa kyAMthI Ave ? bahArano vizvAsa Ave ke, (davA) laIza to tAva maTI jaze, roTalo khAIza to bhUkha maTI jaze, davA karIza to phalANuM Ama thaI jaze, cAmaDIne Ama (lepa) copaDIza to cAmaDI suMvALI thaI jaze - e badhI zraddhA Ave. mumukSu : evuM thAya che ne ! pUjya gurudevazrI : e thAya to paNa enI meLAe kramabaddha thavAnuM che te thAya che. enA puruSArthathI thatuM nathI. jaDanI kriyA kramabaddha tenA (thavAnA) samaye, thavAne kALe te thayA kare che. eno krama toDavA koI jIva (ke) kevaLI paNa samartha nathI. AhA..hA..! jaDanI paryAya je kSaNe, je prakAre thavAnI te ? prakAre, te kSetre, te kALe, te saMyoge, te nimitte tyAM thavAnI. ene pheraphAra karavA indra ne jinendra paNa samartha nathI ! AhA..! e svAmi kArtikeyamAM Ave che. svAmi kArtikeyamAM Ave che ke, bhagavAne je dIThuM te pramANe thAya. ene pheravavA jinendra samartha nathI. AhA..hA...! ADI-avaLI paryAya karavA paNa AtmA samartha nathI, ema kahe che, jhINI vAta che.

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vacanAmRta rahasya kramabaddhanI vAta bahu jhINI che. emAM koka ne evuM lAge ke puruSArtha UDI jAya che. paNa e kramabaddha (mAnavAmAM) ja anaMta puruSArtha che. je samaye jyAM (je) thavAnuM te thavAnuM. temAM mAruM kartApaNuM kAma nahi Ave. huM eka AtmA - jJAtA chuM. evo artApaNAno puruSArtha siddha thatAM, tenA AtmAno puruSArtha svabhAva tarapha vaLI jAya che. tyAre ene e kramabaddhano nirNaya sAco thAya. nahitara kramabaddhano sAco nirNaya thato nathI. dareka AtmA ane dareka paramANunI je samaye je kSaNe, je prakAranI paryAya thavAnI ta thavAnI, thavAnI ne thavAnI. evI jo nirNaya karavA jAya to e jJAyaka svabhAva AtmA parano akartA che evI ene akartA buddhi thAya, tene svabhAvabuddhi thAya, tene samakita thAya ane tene mokSano mArga khullo thaI jAya. AhA..hA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che A ! AhA..hA..! bahAranA Ama thoDA ThATha-bATha dekhe ne moTaruM ne A ne A ne ho..hA...! A..hA..hA..! jANe ame sukhI thaI gayA ! ahIMyA kahe che potAno svabhAva je kharekhara sahaja che teno jIvane khyAla Avato nathI. khabara paDatI nathI. A...hA..hA...! bahArane samajavA mATe jeTalo prayatna kare che te prayatna) teno sahaja thaI gayo che. aMdaramAM prayatna karavAnI vAtanI tene sUjha paDatI nathI. AhA..! bolavuM ne cAlavuM ne e badhI jaDanI kriyA thavAnI te thayA kare che. AtmA teno kartA nathI. o bolavAnI kriyAno AtmA kartA nathI. paga hale teno kartA AtmA nathI. A..hA..hA...! jhINI vAta che. mumukSu : jevuM nimitta maLe evI kriyA thAya. pUjya gurudevazrI : bilakula jUThI vAta che. jevI paryAya thAya tevuM tene anukULa nimitta hoya. nimitta) hoya bhale. paNa enAthI paryAya phare. e traNa kALamAM na thAya. mumukSu : Apa yahAM Aye taba to hama yahAM Aye ! pUjaya gurudevazrI : nA, nA ! e to aMdaramAM samaje to A nimitta kahevAya. enI upAdAnanI paryAya pragaTa kare to nimitta kahevAya. nimittathI bIjAmAM kAMI na thAya. mumukSu : Apa yahA~ nahIM to hama yahAM bilakula nahIM Ate ! *

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nAna che 126 [vacanAmRta-35] pUjya gurudevazrI : bilakula na thAya nimittathI nimitta vastu che paNa nimittanI paryAya nimitta kare ane upAdAnanI paryAya, upAdAna kare. emAM nimittanI hAjarI ho chatAM nimitta upAdAnanAM kAryane kare nahi. AhA..hA..! A hAtha hAle che, juo ! A ! emAM AtmAnI preraNA bilakula nathI. AtmAnI icchA bilakula enuM kAma karatI nathI. e pramANunI paryAya te kALe A pramANe thavAnI che te thAya che. bhASAnI paryAya paNa te kALe. bhASAnI thavAnI te thAya che. AtmA teno kartA - hartA che nahi. jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! A..hA..hA...! jyAM tyAM huM karuM huM karuM e ja ajJAna che, zakuTano bhAra jem thAna tANe - gADuM hoya, be baLada joDelAM hoya, gADuM cAlatuM hoya, enA ThAThe heThe kUtaruM hoya ane kUtarAne ThAThuM aDatuM hoya to ene laIne kUtaruM jANe ke A gADuM mAre laIne hAle che !! samajANuM AmAM kAMI ? gADuM hoya ne gADuM ? (ene) baLada hAMkatA hoya ane ThAThaDe nIce che te kUtaro hoya. e kUtarAne hUMThuM aDe (to) e (kUtaruM) jANe ke A gADuM mAre laIne hAle che ! ema A jagatanA kAma vakhate Ubhelo AdamI (ema mAne che ke, A kAma mArAthI thAya che. (ema) e kUtarA jevo che !! ahIM to A vAta che, bhagavAna ! - mumukSu : atyAre amArI evI hAlata che ! - pUjya gurudevazrI : A to samajavAnI vAta che, bApA ! jagatunA je kArya tene kALe, tene kAraNe thAya ene e mAne ke mArI ziyArIne laIne A dukAnadArI barAbara cAle che. dukAnamAM thaDe barAbara besuM chuM, nokara bese to evuM kAma karI zakato nathI, nAno bhAI bese to paNa evuM kAma karI zakato nathI. paNa huM dukAne besuM to barAbara vyavasthita kAma karI zakuM. e abhimAna mithyAtva ane ajJAna che. e paranI vyavasthAmAM bilakula eno hAtha - adhikAra kAma karato nathI. paranI vyavasthA - tenI te samayanI avasthA. te tenI vyavasthA (che). jaDanI ane caitanyanI je samaye (je) avasthA (che) te tenI vyavasthA che. e vyavasthAne bIjo kare ema mAne e mithyASTi ne mUDha che. AkarI vAtuM che AvI ! AhA..! 'huM karuM huM karuM e ja ajJAna che, zakaTano bhAra jema zvAna tANe = = =

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: 127 vacanAmRta rahasya (arthAtu) e kUtaruM jANe ke mAre laIne gADuM cAle che ! (ema) thaDe beThelo mANasa jANe ke mAre laIne A dukAna hAle che ! A...hA..hA..! jaDanI paryAya jaDane kAraNe tyAM thAya. (dukAnamAM) kApaDa Ave ene kAraNe Ave = ne kApaDa ene kAraNe jAya. vacce beThelo mANasa ema mAne ke huM lAvyo che ne meM veMcyuM ne emAMthI meM pAMcaso, hajAra, be hajAra pedA karyA . e mAnyatA mizrAdaSTinI che), ajJAnadazA che. A..hA..hA...! AkaruM paDe evuM che. - e ja ahIMyA kahe che ke, jIvane potAno khyAla Avato nathI ke huM jJAna chuM. jagatanI kriyAno jANanAre chuM - e paNa vyavahAra che. jagatanI kriyA mArAmAM jaNAya e to mArA jJAnanA svabhAvane huM jANuM chuM, pane pa nahi . * niyamasAramAM ema kahyuM che ne ? ke, kevaLI vyavahAranave parane jANe che. tethI teno artha keTalAka evo kare che ke, nizcayathI bhagavAna para jANatA nathI. ema eno artha) nathI. vyavahArano artha ke temAM tanmaya thaIne tene jANatA nathI. paNa jevo lokAlokano svabhAva che) evuM kevaLajJAna potAnA sAmarthyathI potAne jANatA emAM jaNAI jAya che. parane aDato paNa nathI, lokAlokane tenuM jJAna aDatuM paNa nathI. tethI lokAlokane jANavuM (e) vyavahAra che ema) kahI ane tenI potAnI paryAyane jANe (che), te nizcaya kadho che. AhA...hA...! AvuM jhINuM (che) ! pUrane jANavuM e paNa vyavahAra kahe che, karavAnI to vAta ja zI ? AhA..hA..! - AtmA para padArthane kaMI paNa kare ! e mAnyatA mithyA che). paga DagaluM je bhare e AtmAnI preraNAthI Ama pagaluM bharAya che - e vAtamAM so e so TakA jUThAI che. AhA..hA..! A vAta kema bese ? e DagaluM jamInane aDe che. e vAta so e so TakA jUThI che. jamInane paga aDato nathI, paga jIvane aDato nathI. paga potAnI kriyA karato paryAyanuM kAm kare che. ema na mAnatAM . ame A paganuM kAma karIe chIe, hAlavAnuM cAlavAnuM, bolavAnuM badhuM ame karIe chIe to ahIMyA) kahe che ke, e kriyA karavAno tene sahaja ajJAnano svabhAva thaI gayo che. paNa A sahaja (jJAna) svabhAva che tenI tane dRSTi che nahi. A..hA...hA... bhAre AkaruM kAma ! o. ho...ho..! mumukSu : Apane samajAyA taba esI bAta samajameM AyI. UP

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[vacanAmRta-35] pUjya gurudevazrI : e samajavAnI yogyatA hatI tethI (samajamAM) AvI che. trilokanAthanI divyadhvani kAne paDatAM je jJAna thayA. e vANIne laIne nahi. potAnI te samaye, te prakAranA jJAnanI paryAyano kALa che, te paryAya potAne thAya che. vANIne laIne nahi, divyadhvani sAMbhaLe tene laIne nahi. 128 AA..hA...! e ahIM kahe che ke, tane e Teva paDI gaI che. paranI Teva paDI gaI che ke, mane parane laIne thAya che..... mane parane laIne thAya che. tArI dRSTi para upara paDelI che. (tene laIne) tene jJAnano khyAla Avato nathI. paDatI nathI.' A...hA..hA..! jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna ! khabara 9 ---- .. xx ame to ghaNuM badhuM joyuM che. bApu ! ahIM to 40-40 hajA2 (mANasonI) sabhAmAM vyAkhyAna dIdhAM che ! cAlIsa-cAlIsa hajAra !! bhopAlamAM gayAM hatAM ne ! bhopAlamAM paMca kalyANaka hatAM. sabhAmAM cAlIsa hajAra mANasa ! paNa amArI to A vAta che. goThe na goThe, saMsArI svataMtra che. bIjuM to amArI pAse che nahi. satya to A che. ene samajyuM jagatane chUTako che, bApu ! te vinA janma-maraNanAM dhANA pilAI gayAM che, bApA ! ghANamAM jema tala pilAya...! prabhu ! tane khabara paDI nathI. tuM cAra gatinA duHkhamAM pilAI gayo cho ane pilAvAnAM pariNAma tane sahaja thaI gayAM che. azubha bhAva sahaja thaI gayo che. ema zubha bhAva paNa karyo to enuM phaLa svarga che. paNa pravacanasAra(mAM) kahe che ke, svarganA sukhane je sukha mAne ane nrakanA duHkhane du:kha mAne te mUDha che. kAraNake svargamAM je sukhanI kalpanA che te azubha bhAva che. azubha bhAva che ! e pApa che. AhA..hA..! A paisAmAM paNa sukha mAnavAnI kalpanA te pApa che. ene e mAne che. ke, mane ThIka thAya che. devalokanAM sukha te paNa duHkha che. AhA..hA...! zeThAInA sukha to du:kha ja che paNa devalokanA sukhane (paNa du:kha kahyuM che). bhagavAna kuMdakuMdaAcAryae pravacanasAramAM kahyuM che ke jenA phaLa duHkha che, (eTale ke) zubhanuM phaLa svarga paNa duHkha che to puNyanA phaLa ne pApanA phaLamAM tane phera kema lAge che ? samajANuM kAMI AmAM ? zuM kahyuM e ? puNyanA phaLamAM zeThAIne svarga maLe e tane ThIka lAge che ane pApanA phaLamAM tane naraka ne tiryaMca maLavuM e aThIka lAge che ... tane kema AvuM

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129 vacanAmRta rahasya thayuM ? kemake banne duHkharUpa che. svarganA sukha paNa duHkharUpa dazA che. narakanI dazA e duHkharUpa dazA che. e puNyanuM phaLa svarga ane pApanuM phaLa naraka - evA be nA du:khamAM tane AMtarA paDe che kema ? A..hA..hA..! ene tyAM pravacanasAramAM mithyASTi kIdho che. puNya ane pApamAM, emAM - puNya ThIka ane pApa aThIka evo AMtaro pADaze te mithyASTi yora saMsAramAM rakhaDaze. naraka ne nigoda ne ekendriyamAM jaze. hA..hA..! AkaruM bahu ! AkaruM nathI paNa ene e tarapha valaNa ja nathI. jenA tarapha valaNa che e ene sahaja thaI gayuM che ane A bAju valaNa nathI eTale ene kaThaNa thaI gayuM che. ahIM kahe che ke, "upayogane sUkSma karIne.. AhA..hA..! jANavA-dekhavAno je upayoga che prabhu! e zubha - azubha bhAvamAMthI khasIne zubha-azubha bhAva e chULa upayoga che, duHkhano upayoga che, zubha ne azubha pariNAma e duHkhano vepAra che. A..hA..hA..hA..! aMdaramAM hoM...! upayogane sUkSma karIne | mATe zubha-azubha bhAvamAMthI khasI jaI (upayogane) sUkSma ane jarI jhINo re karI, sUkSma ane pAtaLo karI, AtmA tarapha jA ! zULa upayoga e bahAra tarapha jAya che. paNa sUkSma upayoga kara to aMtaramAM jaze. jhINI vAta che. che (aMdara) upayogane sUkSma karIne A enI kaLA ! A..hA..hA...! jANavA-dekhavAno je vepAra che e zubha-azubhamAM che, e to tane sahaja thaI gayuM che, paNa e upayoga to du:kharUpa che. ane enA phaLa paNa duHkha che). saMsAra duHkha che. cAra gati duHkharUpa che. svarga paNa duHkharUpa che. mATe upayogane zubha-azubha bhAvathI jarI haThAvI sUkSma kara ! AhA..hA..! have A karavuM...! (upayogane sUkSma karIne) .....sahaja svabhAva pakaDavo joIe.' che ? AhA...hA...! bhUSA sAdI che paNa bhAva UMco che ! je jJAnanA upayogathI - AtmA pakaDAya te upayogane sUkSma kahevAmAM Ave che. je upayogamAM zubha ne azubha bhAve pakaDAya tene sthaLa upayoga ne jADo upayoga ne jUDa kahevAmAM Ave che. zubha - azubha bhAva jaDa che. caitanyanI zaktino enAmAM abhAva che. zubha ne azubha bhAvamAM caitanya zaktino abhAva che. ethI zubha-azubha bhAva te ajIva ne jaDa che. A..hA..hA..! jhINI vAta che.

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130 -- - = - - - vicanAmRta-35] samayasAra 72 gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke, zubha ke azubha bhAva banne azuci - mela che. zubha ne azubha bhAva banne azuci ne mela che. aMdara prabhu - AtmA nirmaLa che. e melathI bhinna che. bIjo bola. zubha ne azubha bhAva jaDa che. pahelo bola maLa che - mela che (ema) kIdhuM. bIjo bola - zubha ne azubha bhAva te ajIva - juDa che. kemake emAM caitanyanA prakAzano aMza nathI. rAga che te aMdhAruM che. zubha ne azubha rAga AhA..hA..! e aMdhAruM che. ethI ene bhagavAne jaDa kIdhAM che. A..hA..hA...! bhagavAna AtmA ! jJAnasvarUpe hovAthI cetanya che. e jaDathI judo che. olA melathI judo che tema jaDathI judo che. AhA..hA...! ane puNya-pApanA bhAva e du:kha che. e duHkhanuM kAraNa AtmA nathI. e du:kha AtmAnuM kArya nathI. e ajJAnanuM kArya che. AhA..hA...! e traNa bola che. 7ra gAthAmAM to "bhagavAna" tarIke bolAvyo - - = AcArya mahArAje sabhAmAM he bhagavAna ! tArA puNya-pApanA mela to ajIva cheduHkha che, mela che. prabhu ! tuM aMdara nirmaLa cho ! jIva cho ! AnaMda cho ! ema bhagavAna' kahIne traNa vAra bolAvyo che. AcAryae ! mahA nigraMtha munie ! digaMbara saMta ! AtmAnA anubhavI alpa kALamAM kevaLa laIne mokSa janArA ! eNe bhagavAna AtmA' kahIne bolAvyA che. samayasAmAM 7ra gAthA che. AhA..! nirmaLAnaMda prabhu che. e zubha ke azubha bhAva to malina, azuci, mela che ane zubha ke azubha bhAva juDa che. kemake zubha-azubha bhAva rAga che e kAMI jANatuM nathI. rAga potAne jANato nathI, rAga joDe caitanya prabhu che ene jANato nathI. mATe rAga jaDa che. bhagavAna potAne jANe che ane rAga judI cIja che ema jANe che. e caitanya prabhu bhagavAna che. AhA..hA...! 7ra gAthA che emAM ? che. emAM ? hA, haze. tame AmAM chapAvI) haze. juo ! tyAM che, 72 (gAthAmAM) che. "bhagavAna AtmA' che ? pahelA (rAgane azuci kahIne pachI bhagavAna' (kahyo che. juo ! emAM che, e 72 gAthA che. ahIM tamArA taraphathI chapANI che. chapANI paNa, chapANI tyAM ne tyAM rahI gaI che. 'bhagavAna AtmA' ema kahIne bolAvyo che. emAM juo ! che ? zubha - azubha bhAva mela che - bhagavAna nirmaLa che. zubha - azubha bhagavAna nimala emAM juo,

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vacanAmRta rahasya 131 bhAva jaDa che - prabhu caitanya che. zubha azubha bhAva duHkha che - prabhu AnaMda che. (ema) traNa bola lIdhAM che. bhagavAna tarIke AtmAne bolAvyo che !! vANiyo cho, tuM garIba cho, tuM tavaMgara cho, te zeThiyA cho - ema bolAvyo nathI. AhA..hA..hA..! (paNa) "bhagavAna" tarIke bolAvyo che. bhagavAna ! tArAmAM to nirmaLatA bharI che ke prabhu ! e puNya-pApanA melamAM aDIne - rahIne duHkhI kema thAya che tuM ? tArAmAM to AnaMda bharyo che ne ! prabhu ! tuM caitanya jAta che ne ! AhA..! e puNya-pApa jaDa che. emAM kema rokAI gayo tuM ? je acetana che, jemAM caitanyanI gaMdha nathI, zubha ne azubha bhAva, dayA, dAna, vrata bhAva e zubha che, jaDu che, emAM caitanya prakAzanA nUrano abhAva che. mATe te jaDa che. enAthI bhinna bhagavAna AtmA te caitanya che. ema traNavAra AvyuM che. juo ! che ? lAvo...! ahIM tamAre chapAyuM che. juo ! zevALanI mAphaka . pANImAM jema zevALa hoya (ema) zevALanI mAphaka Asavo melapaNe anubhavAtAM hovAthI. pANImAM zevALa hoya che ne zevALa ? (e) mela che. ema AtmAmAM puNya-pApAnA) bhAva thAya che, e zevALa che, mela che, azuci che. anubhavatAM azuci che. ane bhagavAna AtmA ! juo ! e tamArA copAniyAM chapANI emAM 16me pAne (che). AhA...! bhagavAna AtmA to ati nirmaLa caitanya svabhAvapaNe jJAyaka hovAthI e to zuddha atyaMta zuddha che. A hA hA ! evI sahaja dRSTi prabhu ! tane anaMtakALamAM thaI nathI. ane karavAnuM hoya to A che. bAkI badhA thothA che). AhA..hA..! e abajopati hoya ne abajo zuM moTA... enA pachI Ave che khara, nikhara... amArA bhaNatara vakhate AvatuM hatuM. abaja pachI khara, nikhara (Ave). so abajanuM khara (thAya). so kharanuM nikhara (thAya. (evuM ghaNuM badhuM. amArA bhaNatara vakhate AvatuM. evA lAkha ne karoDa tArA abaja hoya to e) dhULe che. e to dhULa che paNa tArA puNya ne pApa paNa mela ne dhULa che. Aha........! bhagavAna AtmA to sadA ati nirmaLAnaMda che. A 72 (gAthAmAM) chapAyuM che. emAM traNa vAra (ve) che.

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132 [vacanAmRta-36] bIjI rIte kahe che, bhagavAna AtmA to potAno sadAya vijJAnadhana svabhAva hovAthI jJAtA che. bhagavAna AtmA to sadAya nirAkuLatA - svabhAvane lIdhe koInuM kArya tema ja koInuM kAraNa nathI. AtmA koInuM kArya nathI. AtmA koInuM kAraNa nathI. jagatanA kAmamAM AtmAnuM kAraNa nathI. tema AtmA jagatanA koI kAraNathI thAya, ema nathI. AtmA paranA kAraNa ane paranA kArya vinAno che. ene ahIMyA bhagavAna AtmA kahevAmAM Ave che evuM lAMbu lakhANa che. ahIMyA to tamAre chapAyuM che. ahIM ema kahe che, "upayogane sUkSma karIne sahaja svabhAva pakaDavo joIe. AhA...hA...! 35 (thayo). 0 C je prathama upayogano palaTo karavA mAge che paNa aMtaraga rucine palaTAvato nathI, tene mArgano khyAla nathI. prathama rucino palaTo kare to upayogano palaTo sahaja thaI jaze. mArganI yathArtha vidhino A krama che." 36. 0 0 | (36mo bola) je prathama upayogano palaTo karavA mAge che paNa aMtaraMga rucine palaTAvato nathI,... (arthAtu) jANavA - dekhavAnA upayogane aMdara laI javA mAge che paNa ruci pheravato nathI to aMdara nahi jaI zake. A..hA.. hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! prabhu ! A bahAranA ThATha-mATha to badhAM dhULa - masANa (che). AhA. hA..! - nAnI umaranA jyAre bALaka hatAM tyAre dasa-bAra varSanI umara (hatI). te vakhate to zarIra to bahu rUpALuM hatuM. A to nevuM varSa) atyAre thayAM. eTale bahAra masANa (smazAna) tarapha jovA jaIe to nA pADe tyAM jazo - - -

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vacanAmRta rahasya 133 nahi. (ame pUchIe) zuM che ? (to kahe) tyAM bhUtaDAM che. olA hADakAM paDyAM hoya ne enI phAsa-phUsa nIkaLe ne ! zuM kahevAya e ? (phospharasa) hADakAM paDyAM hoya ne emAMthI cakamaka - cakamaka nIkaLe. eTale bALakane ema kahe e bhUtaDAM che ! tane khAI jaze, tyAM na jAIza ! A to bALakanI umaranI vAta che. ema A badhAM masANanA bhUtaDAM che ! jo emAM pakaDANo to marI jaIza !! aMdara caitanya svarUpane pakaDa to tane AnaMda ne zAMti maLaze !! vagere kahevAze.... jJAyakasvabhAvanuM jyAM aMtaramAM bhAna thayuM, jANanAro jAgIne UThyo ke huM to eka jJAyakasvarUpa chuM-ema jyAM anubhavamAM AvyuM tyAM jJAnadhArAne koI rokI zakatuM nathI. game tevo roga Ave paNa e to zarIramAM che. e cAM AtmAmAM che ? roga che tene AtmAe jANyo che paNa emAM bhaLIne AtmAe jANyuM nathI, (paramAgamasAra-387)

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pravacana-8, vacanAmRta-36 thI 39 na = nAma. vAta che bhagavaTAvato nathI ane upayogane palaTAvaTAvA mAge che ? vacanAmRta 36mo bola (cAle che). sAdI bhASA che paNa aMdara UMDANamAM rahasya che. je prathama upayogano palaTo karavA mAge che..... zuM kahe che ? je jANavA-dekhavAno A vepAra che (eTale ke) upayoga e je para tarapha che, ene prathama aMtaramAM vALavA mAge che. AhA..hA...! "....paNa aMtaraMga rucine palaTAvato nathI... zuM kahe che ? (ke) upayogane palaTAvavA mAge che ke para taraphathI khasIne aMdaramAM AvuM paNa rUcine palaTAvato nathI. rUci eTale AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che, jJAyakasvarUpa che. enI taraphanI ruci karato nathI ane upayogane palaTAvavA mAge che. (to). te upayoga nahi palaTe, jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna ! AhA..hA...! - rucine palaTAvato nathI eTale) aMtara AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna enuM poSANa ne ruci karato nathI ane upayogane palaTAvavA mAge che, eTale jANapaNAnA bhAvane parathI (pheravI), svamAM lAvavA : palaTAvA mAge che paNa ruci karyA vinA te palaTaze nahi. rUci anuyAyI vIrya aMtara AnaMda svarUpa, jJAyaka svarUpa enI ene rucine poSANa thAya to upayoga aMdara jAya. paramAMthI (khasIne) svamAM jAya paNa ruci ja palaTe nahi to eno upayoga palaTI zakaze nahi. jhINI vAta che. AhA...hA..! AmAM bahAranuM zuM karavuM ne ? kyAM javuM Akho di A dhaMdhA-pANI ne vepAra... AhA..hA...! (koI) kahetA ke Akho di' A pApamAM paDyA chIe. A to bIjI jAta che, bhagavAna ! ahIM to jene janma-maraNano aMta lAvavo hoya tenA mATe vAta che, kAraNa ke A deha chUTyA pachI jAvuM to che kyAMka. deha chUTe paNa AtmA chUTI jaze ? AtmA to nitya che. to jaze kyAM ? deha chUTyA pachI AtmA nitya che. e jaze kyAM ? eno vicAra Avyo che ? ke A deha chUTyA pachI huM kyAM jaIza ? kyAM avatarIza. ? kyAM mArI dazA thaze ? e vicAra Ave to para taraphano upayoga che tene sva tarapha

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vacanAmRta rahasya 13pa vALavA mathe paNa ruci palaTe nahi to svamAM upayoga jaI zake nahi. AhA..hA..hA..! che ? .tene mArgano khyAla nathI." AhA..hA...! aMtara AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna e taraphanI rUci nathI. to jANavA. dekhavAnA upayogane palaTAvI zakato nathI. e bahAramAM ja palaTA mAryA karaze. rAga ne dveSa ne vikalpa ne saMkalpavikalpa, rati ne arati ne zoka ne duHkhamAM ja palaTA mAryA karaze). jhINI vAta che prabhu ! prathama rucino palaTo kare to upayogano palaTo sahaja thaI jaze." . - ruci aMdara thavI joIe. bahArano je rasa lAgI gayo che. Akho di' tenA ja rasanA vikalpa AvyAM kare che, AhA..hA...! AtmA aMdara jJAyaka sattAsvarUpa vastu che enI rUci jAge to upayoga palaTI zake, to jANavAno upayoga sva tarapha DhaLe. AhA..hA..! te prathama rucino palaTo kare to upayogano palaTo sahaja thaI jaze. AtmA - rucaze (eTale ke jo AnaMda ane jJAna (rucaze) to eno vartamAna vepAra " para tarapha DhaLyo che, e sva tarapha DhaLyA vinA raheze nahi. AhA..hA..hA..! ke AvI vAta che ! zuM karavuM ? A bahAranuM kaMIka karavuM ke emAMthI koIka thAya evuM che ? bahAranI to dhamAdhama hAle che, bApu ! aMdaramAM upayogano pelaTo mAravo e karavAnuM che. paNa e upayogano palaTo kyAre thAya ? ene atara svabhAvanuM mAhobhya Ave ke huM eka AnaMda ne sahajAnaMda anaMta guNano piDe che. e mArI sattA ne e mAruM sat ne e mAruM sattva che. AtmA sat che ane anaMta guNa tenuM sattva che. sat nuM sattva e che. Ama to paryAyane paNa sattva kahyuM hatuM. AvyuM hatuM ? chaThThI gAthAnA bhAvArthamAM AvyuM hatuM. paNa e eka samayanI paryAyanuM sat che ane vastu che e trikALI sat che. satunuM trikALI sattva eTale guNa che. e jJAna ne AnaMda je sanuM sattva che, enI jo ruci thAya to te upayogI palaTI zake. upayogano palaTo sahaja thaI jaze. mArganI yathArtha vidhino A krama che. AhA..hA..! mArganI vidhino yathArtha krama A che. e vinA bIjuM karavAM jaze to thaze nahi. AhA..hA..! AkaruM kAma bahu ! - ---- na - - ra -- * -- ---- -- - * R ja ja

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- - - 136 - [vacanAmRta-36] anaMtakALa thayA janma-maraNa karatAM-karatAM) AhA..hA...! trasanI sthitimAM be hajAra sAgara rahe, zuM kahyuM ? be indriya, traNa indriya, coindriya paMcendriya - A trasa che. manuSya nArakI, deva, tiryaMca - pazu, e trasamAM be hajAra sAgara ja rahe. e be hajAra sAgaramAM (maLelAM) manuSyapaNAmAM jo kAMI na karyuM (to) nigodamAM jaze. samajAya che kAMI ? paramAtmA jinezvaradeva trilokanAthe kevaLajJAnamAM joIne kahyuM - prabhu ! tuM ekendriyamAMthI nIkaLIne mAMDa trasamAM Avyo ane e trasanI aMdaramAM be indriya thI paMcendriyanA bhava jhAjhAM hoya to be hajAra sAgara karIza, paNa pachI to nigodamAM jaIza. jo A manuSyanuM kartavya (eTale ke) AtmAno anubhava na karyo, AtmAnI pratIti, vizvAsa ne anubhava na ryo to te paribhramaNamAM nigodamAM jaze. A...hA..hA...! kemake deha nAza thaze paNa AtmAno kAMI nAza thAya evo nathI. to (A) deha (chUTI gayA pachI jaze kyAM ?-jene jenI ruci tenAmAM teno janma thAze. AhA..hA..hA..! AkarI vAta che. jagatamAM (jIrvo) A bahAramAM majAmAM ne bahAranA mohamAM mUMjhAI gyAM. aMtara vastu rahI gaI. sAdhu thayo hoya to paNa aMtara (vastu) rahI gaI ! aMtaranAM mAhAsya je joIe te mAhAmsa AvyAM nahi. AhA..hA..! e (ahIM kahe che, "mArganI yathArtha vidhino A krama che." upayoga eTale jANavA dekhavAno je bhAva che te anAdithI para tarapha vaLelo che. ene sva tarapha vALavo hoya to caitanya svarUpa zuM che ? tenI tene ruci hovI joIe ane rUci hoya to te upayogano palaTo thAya. bhASA samajAya che ke nahi ? bhASA to badhI sAdI dezI (bhASA) che. bhale gujarAtI (che) paNa bhASA to sAdI che. AhA..hA...! ja upayogane aMdara palaTAvavo hoya to (pahelA) rucine palaTAva. badhethI ruci uThAvI de ! ane aMtaramAM AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna che) tenI ruci kara to para taraphano upayoga aMdaramAM vaLaze. A mArgano krama che. AthI bIjo krama karavA jAya to e vastu maLaze nahi. AhA..! e 36mo bola thayo.

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vacanAmRta rahasya 137 \ "huM abaddha chuM. jJAyaka chuM e vikalpo paNa duHkharUpa lAge che, zAMti maLatI nathI, vikalpa mAtramAM duHkha-duHkha bhAse che, tyAre apUrva puruSArtha upADatAM, vastusvabhAvamAM lIna thatAM, AtmArthI jIvane badhA vikalpo chUTI jAya che ane AnaMdanuM vedana thAya che." 3. L 37mo (bola). huM abaddha chuM, 'jJAyaka chuM e vikalpo paNa huM duHkharUpa lAge che..... AhA...hA...! samayasAramAM 142 (gAthAmAM kahyuM ne ? ke jene vyavahArano - (eTale ke, paryAyano, rAgano pakSa che teno to ame niSedha karatAM AvyAM chIe. paNa nizcaya svarUpa je AtmA jJAyaka ane abaddha svarUpa che. tenI ame vAta karIe chIe, paNa enA pakSamAM - vikalpamAM jo Ubho raheze to ene paNa vastunI prApti nahi thAya, vyavahArano to ame niSedha karatAM AvyAM ja chIe. tyAM 142 (gAthA)mAM (Ama kahyuM che) paryAya ne rAgano to niSedha karatAM AvyA chIe. (kAraNa ke e dRSTi karavA lAyaka nathI. paNa trikALI jJAyakamAM dRSTi karatAM 'huM abaddha ne jJAyaka chuM evo je vikalpa nAma rAga UThe, tethI zuM ? zuM saMskRta che ? "tat vim - saMskRtamAM ema che. tat viru - tethI zuM ? bApu! A..hA ..! savAramAM (samayasAranI) 14mI gAthAmAM "abaddha' AvyuM ne ? e ebaddha chuM, jJAyaka chuM evo je vikalpa - rAga che, tethI zuM prabhu ? e aMdaramAM Avyo nathI. e to bahAramAM ne bahAramAM bhamyA kare che. AhA..hA..! ja kAma bahu AkaruM lAge...! emAM paradezamAM raLavAmAM mUMjhAI gayA hoya, AhA... pa-25 lAkhanI pedAza thAya..... thaI rahyuM.....! jANe.... oho..ho....! huM vadhI gayo ! rakhaDavAmAM.... (vadhyo che. eka zabda evo kahyo hato ke

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138 [vacanAmRta-37] paiso che te puNyathI maLe che. puNya vinA prayatnathI maLato nathI. eTalAM evA mANasa joyA che..... ahIM to lAkhono paricaya che. muMbaI, kalakattA, dillI badhe ThekANe vyAkhyAna ApyAM che. moTA moTA zaheromAM badhe ThekANe gayAM chIe. bhopAlamAM 40-40 hajAra mANasanI aMdara vyAkhyAna ApyuM che. e bahAranI vAtamAM rokAtAM aMdara AtmA vastu zuM che ? eno vicAra karavAno avasara ja maLato nathI. amane jhINuM lAge che.... amane jhINuM lAge che.... amane sUkSma lAge che. AhA..! ema karIne bahAramAM ne bahAramAM eno upayoga rahyAM kare che. paNa aMdaramAM javA mATe upayoga navaro thato nathI). A bahAranAM sabhA dekhIne mohI gayo che, mUMjhAI gayo che, gulAMTa khAto nathI. je ahIM to kahe che huM abaddha chuM, "jJAyaka chuM e vikalpo paNa duHkharUpa lAge che.... AhA..hA..! vyavahAra bhale te lakSamAMthI choDyo ane vyavahAra choDAvatAM AvyAM chIe, paNa nizcayamAM abaddha ne jJAyaka svarUpa che, teno paNa jo vikalpa ne rAga raheze (to) tethI zuM ? tethI tane AtmAnI prApti zuM thaze ? tethI AtmA bhaviSyamAM naraka ne nigodamAMthI nahi nIkaLI zake. AhA..hA...! e vikalpane toDI aMdara jA). abaddha ne jJAyaka chuM evA) vikalpamAM rahe to 'zAMti maLatI nathI. AhA..hA...! kaho ! jJAyaka ne abaddhano vikalpa paNa nukasAnakAraka che !! A kahyuM hatuM ne ? 14 prakArano aMtara parigraha che, 10 prakArano bAhya parigraha che. zAstramAM 24 prakArano parigraha varNavyo che. samajAya che kAMI ? A vikalpathI mAMDIne paiso, makAna, strI, kuTuMba Adi (maLavAM) e puNyanAM phaLa che, paNa che pApa ! AhA..! siddhAMtamAM lekha che ke 24 parigrahamAM lakSmI, sonuM, rUpuM, maNiratna (Ave che). evA ghaNAM dasa-dasa karoDavALA mANaso (joyA) che. paNa ahIMyA) kahe che ke ame ene parigrahamAM kahIe chIe ne tene ame pApa kahIe chIe. AhA..hA...hA...! " - jJAyaka ne abaddha evo vikalpa paNa duHkharUpa che. paNa A paisA Adi maLyAM - karoDa, be karoDa ne abaja dhULa maLI e paisAne bhagavAne gommadasAramAM 10 prakAranAM bAhya parigrahamAM gaNyo che. to paisA Adi che tene pApa kahyuM che ane pApanA svAmIne pApI kahyAM che. ! ara22...! A AkaruM lAge !

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vacanAmRta rahasya 139 vItarAga sarvajJadeva trilokanAtha 24 prakArano parigraha kahe che. hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSaya bhoga ne parigraha. emAM parigrahanA 24 prakAra kahe che. emAM 14 (prakArano parigraha) to aMtaramAM che. mithyAtva, rAga, dveSa, hAsya, rati Adi aMtara parigraha (che). ane bAhya (parigraha) lakSmI, makAna, AbarU, kIrti Adi bahAra che . (bAhya parigraha che). e badhuM puNyanuM phaLa kharuM. paNa e che pote pApa ! ararara...! AvuM AkaruM lAge ! e pApano svAmI thAya (arthAtu) e pApa mArAM che, paisA mArAM che - ema dhaNI thAya ene traNalokanA nAthano pokAra che ke te pApI prANI che. ThIka lAge na lAge, jagatane ThIka lAge na lAge e mATe kAMI paramAtmA, baMdhAyelA nathI !! paramAtmAnI vANImAM to satyano pracAra (Avyo che). sat zuM che - e Ave che. AhA..hA..! duniyA ene puNyazALI kahe. vItarAga kahe ke e parigraha che parigraha che. te pApa che ne pApano svAmI thAya te pApI che. eka mumukSu : to pachI saMsAramAM AnA vagara karavuM zuM amAre ? pUjya gurudevazrI : e mArAM nathI, ema bhagavAna ! ema mAnavuM. ema aMdara ruci pheravI nAkhavI. e bAhya cIja (che) - para che. mArI cIja para che e cIja para che. e para (cIjo mArI che nahi. para ne paramAtmAe pApa kahyuM che. e pApa mAruM nahi. huM to AtmA jJAnasvarUpa chuM. ema eNe rUci palaTAvI devI prabhu ! AhA..hA..! AhA..hA...! e zuM che paNa bApu ? karoDapati ? nirjarA adhikAramAM lIdhuM che. samayasAramAM nirjarA adhikAramAM e adhikAra lIdho che ke, je koI prANI 'e ajIva che e mArA che' ema mAne to e jIve, ajIva che - jIva nathI. AkarI vAta che, bApu ! A to jagatathI judI vAta che. nirjarA adhikAramAM Ave che. huM ajIva thAuM (Ave che ? zloka che. ke jo rAga ane lakSmI mArAM thAya ne mArAM mAnuM to huM ajIva thaI jAuM! A..hA..hA..hA..! AkarI vAta che ! paisAvALAne pApI mAnavA ! mumukSu : AvuM sAMbhaLIne aMtaramAM khaLabhaLATa thAya che. pUjya gurudevazrI : khaLabhaLATa thAya che ! vAta sAcI, bhagavAna ! aMdara khaLabhaLATa thaI jAya che. ema kahe che) !

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ma la ka --- - - - - 14) vicanAmRta-37] traNalokanA nAthano pokAra che. jinendradevano indra ne narendranI vacce, cakravartI ne baLadevanI vacceno paramAtmAno pokAra che ke tArA AtmA sivAya para padArtha je ajIva che "e ajIva che e mArAM che', ema mAnIza to tuM ajIva cho jIva nathI ! bheMsano....! bheMsano dhaNI pADo hoya. bheMsano dhaNI pADo hoya. ema ajIvano svAmI ajIva hoya. ajIva mArAM che ema mAne to tuM ajIva - jaDa cho, (ema) kahe che ane mAna ke na mAna paNa e vastu (tArI nathI). tArI dRSTi para (upara) che. AhA..hA..! vItarAga ne kyAM paDI che jagatanI ke A jagatane ThIka lAge ke na lAge ! munione kyAM paDI che jagatanI digaMbara saMtone kyAM paDI che ! 'nAgA te bAdazAha thI AghA. bAdazAhanI paNa jene paravA nathI !! AhA..hA.hA..! meM ekavAra kahyuM nahotuM ? tyAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA darabAra AvyAM hatAM, bhAvanagara darabAra ! 19 mAIla che ne ? sonagaDhathI bhAvanagara ! eka varSanI karoDa rUpiyAnI Upaja che. karoDa rUpiyAno rAjA ! badhAM vyAkhyAnamAM Ave. jyAM jaIe tyAM moTA rAjAo hoya e badhAM vyAkhyAnamAM to Ave. vaDhavANa, lakhatara, rAjakoTa jyAM jaIe tyAM je darabAro hoya e vyAkhyAnamAM to Ave, ekavAra to Ave. eka vAra to sAMbhaLavA Ave : --- *--*= === == ' e darabAra vyAkhyAnamAM AvelA, bhAvanagara darabAra...! 1 karoDanI pedAza, Upaja, hoM ! rAja moTuM che, eka karoDanI pedAza (che). (meM kIdhuM - darabAra ! eka varSamAM eka lAkha mAge ke be lAkha mAge te nAno mAgaNa che ! ane karoDa mAge e moTo mAgaNa che !! amAre kyAM enI pAsethI paisA levA hatAM ke rAjA khuzI thaI jAya to.... beTho hato... sAme sAMbhaLato hato ! be bhAIo AvyAM hatAM. eka eno nAno bhAI hato. rAjA ne rAjakumAra banne sabhAmAM AvyAM hatAM. je kAMI jhAjhuM mAge e moTo mAgaNa ! thoDuM mAge e nAno mAgaNa ! thoDuM mAge te nAno bhikhArI ! jhAjhuM mAge te moTo bhikhArI ! mAgaNa eTale bhikhArI !! AhA..hA...! (Ama kahyuM, paNa amArI pAse zuM kare ? ahIM amArI pAse kaMI levuM. devuM che ? ke bhAI e khuzI thAya to kharaDo baraDo karo paisAno....! sAcI vAta mahArAja ! ema bicArAM kahe hoM ! darabAra pote (ema kahe) ! (ene)

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vacanAmRta rahasya 141 kIdhuM ke moTI....moTI.... mAgaNa kare, jhAjhI mAgaNa kare e moTo bhikhArI !! vItarAga tene pApanA svAmIne pApI kahe che. ane puNya kare ane puNyano dhaNI thAya to te puNyano svAmI paNa jaDa che !! kemake puNya paNa zubhabhAva (che). (e zubha) rAga caitanyanA abhAva svabhAva che. e rAga (eTale ke) caitanyanA abhAva svabhAvane potAno mAne te ajIva thaI jAya che. mAnyatAmAM ajIva thaI jAya che hoM ! kAMI jIva palaTIne ajIva thaI jato nathI. AhA..hA..! AkarI vAta che ! AphrikAmAM nAIrobImAM A vAta sAMbhaLavI....! AkarI vAta, bhagavAna ! ahIM to AkhA kAThIyAvADamAM (pharyA chIe). moTA-moTA zahero kalaktA, dilhI badhe gayelA chIe. badhe hajAro mANaso (Ave). babbe hajA2, pAMcapAMca hajAra, dasa-dasa hajAra mANaso sabhAmAM hoya che vAta to rucavI, goThavI e bahu alaukika vAta che AhA..hA..! A !! ahIM to abaddha ne jJAyaka chuM - evo vikalpa paNa duHkharUpa lAge che. AhA..hA..! paiso, lakSmI ke AbarU ke maNI-ratnanAM DhagalAM ke paTArAM bharyAM hoya... maNI ratananAM....! AhA..hA..! e badhAM sonA ne ratna ne maNI ratnanA paTArAM bharyAM hoya paNa (e badhAM) bhikhArAM che. pa2nAM mAgaNa (che), 52nuM mAge (che). ahIM to (kahe che) jJAyaka ne abaddha chuM evo paNa vikalpa kare to e duHkharUpa ne vikArI che. AhA..hA..! gayA zvetAMbaramAM eka nathI kahetAM zuM kahe che ? vastupAla ne tejapAla ! karoDo rUpiyA (hatAM). (e loko) jAtrA karavAM nIkaLyAM. keTalAM (rUpiyA hatAM) ? to abajo rUpiyA ! potAnA makAnamAM jagyA khAlI haze. tyAM khodIne dATavA ema ke ApaNe bahAra jAvuM che ne ahIM rUpiyA Ama khullA paDyAM raheze (enA karatAM) ahIM dATI daIe. e khodavA jAya che tyAM (bIjA) karoDo ne karoDo rUpiyA nIkaLyAM !! hajI to e dATavA jAya che tyAM karoDo nIkaLyAM ! bairAM ema kahe che...! bairAM..! ke tamane A khodavAmAM ATalAM nIkaLyAM (to) tame dATo cho zuM ? ahIM vAparone dharmane nAme, to puNya to thaze. A pApa to eka kora rahI gayuM tAruM ! AhA..hA...! bairAMe ene kahyuM ! AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che ke abaddha ne jJAyaka (chuM) evAM vikalpa paNa duHkharUpa -

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142 [vacanAmRta-37] lAge A..hA..hA..! tyAre ene aMtara svabhAva sanmukha thavAnI dRSTi jAya AhA..hA...! evAM to ghaNAM jIvo che. ghaNAM joyAM....ghaNAM joyAM che, AkhuM kAThIyAvADa (joyuM che). ghaNAM moTA moTAM rAjAo paNa vyAkhyAnamAM Ave. lakhatara, vaDhavANa badhe ame jaIe to vyAkhyAnamAM to Ave ja te. sAMbhaLyuM na hoya koI di' paNa sAMbhaLIne bicArA(ne ema lAge) A zuM vAta kare che A mahArAja ! ene kAMI levuM-devuM nathI ne A kahe che zuM ? mArga A che ! deha chUTI ne jAvuM che kyAMka (to) e utArA kyAM ka2vA che tAre ? deha to chUTI jaze. A to jaDa che - mATI (che). enI mudata che. e mudatamAM eka samaya paNa vadhe evuM nathI. jeTalAM divaso ne mahinA jAya che e badhAM mRtyunI samIpa jAya che. je eno - mRtyuno niyama che - je samaye, je kSetre, je kALe, je pramANe (deha chUTavAno) tenI samIpa A AyuSya jAya che. e enA samIpe jAya che. "mA" kahe che ke moTo thayo. prabhu kahe che ke mRtyunI samIpa gayo ! are...are... A vAta ! duniyAthI UMdhI che ! ahIMyA to bena ema kahe che ke tuM abaddha chuM, jJAyaka chuM - ahIM sudhI Avyo ho topaNa te vikalpa duHkharUpa che. AhA...hA...! zAMti maLatI nI......' e vikalpamAM paNa zAMti nathI prabhu ! AhA..! bhagavAna aMdara zAMtino sAgara, AnaMdano sAgara birAje ene tuM vikalpathI pakaDavA jA (to ema e) nahi pakaDAya, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! zubharAganI lAgaNI che, e duHkharUpa che (ane) bhagavAna AnaMda rUpa che to du:khathI AnaMda nahi bhaLI zake, AhA..hA...! duHkhathI AnaMda maLe ? duHkhanuM sAdhana rAga ane enAthI nirmaLa AnaMda maLe ? kahe che ke vikalpa che te duHkharUpa che, zAMti maLatI nathI. AhA..hA...! ahIM sudhI Avyo to paNa kahe che ke, zAMti maLatI nathI. hajI bahAramAM rakhaDapaTTI kare che enI to vAta ja zuM karavI ? e to duHkhanAM poTalAmAM paDyAM che hajI ! '.....vikalpa mAtramAM duHkha-duHkha bhAse che,....' AhA..hA...! aMtarmukha javAmAM zAMtino sAgara bhagavAna AtmA ! are...! kema bese ? moTo dariyo - samudra hoya, ene kAMThe gayo hoya ane eka cAra hAthano....! zuM kahevAya e ? parado paDyo hoya. cAra hAthano parado hoya. (to) enI najaramAM e parado

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vacanAmRta rahasya 143 Ave. vastu-dariyo najara nahi Ave. cAra hAthanuM kapaDuM haze to ADazamAM ene e parado dekhAze. vastu nahi dekhAya. ema aMdara AnaMda sAgara bhagavAna che. e rAganA paradAmAM jo rokANo to ene AtmA nahi jaNAya ne duHkha jaNAze AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che ! duniyAne to AkarI paDe. paNa zuM che, bApu ! A vastu che. deha chUTIne prabhu ! tAre kyAM jAvuM che ? A deha to chUTI jaze. 2550-60 varSa thayAM eTalAM to pharIne have nIkaLavAnA nathI. 50-60 thayAM e kAMI (have) nIkaLavAnAM nathI. thoDo vakhata che. kyAM jAvuM che, bApA ! AhA..hA...! jo AtmAmAM jAvuM hoya to vikalpa(mAM) duHkha lAgavuM paDaze. (pachI) vikalpa choDIne aMdaramAM (jaIza) to (tyAM) zAMti maLaze. e vinA kyAMya zAMti maLe evI nathI. AhA..hA...! 'vikalpa mAtramAM duHkha duHkha bhAse che,....' AhA..hA..! jJAnIne...!'....tyAre apUrva puruSArtha upADatAM,....' apUrva nAma pUrve nahi karelo (evo) puruSArtha. aMdara caitana rAjA darabAra bAdazAha birAje che. AhA..hA..! enA bheTA karavA che.. vikalpanA du:kha ne choDI ane aMda2mAM jAya to enA bheTA ene maLaze. bahAranAM vikalpathI teno bheTo nahi maLe AhA..hA...! ahIM (to) dagA(ne) prapaMcane... AhA...hA...! paisA mATe dagA prapaMca, kleza, kapaTa, mAyA, kuTilatA.... AhA..hA...! prabhu ! enA du:khano to pAra na maLe, paNa jJAyakane mATe jo vikalpa uThAvyo (to) te (paNa) duHkha che. ' e (ahIM kahe che). `....apUrva puruSArtha upADatAM....' (arthAt) e vikalpano paNa puruSArtha choDI daIne, AhA..hA...! jJAna to kare, jANapaNuM to kare ke mArga A che. sAMbhaLyAM vinA mArganI khabare paDe nahIM, emane ema A jagata hAlyuM jAya che. AhA..hA...! ....tyAre apUrva puruSArtha upADatAM, vastu svabhAvamAM lIna thatAM..... AhA..hA..! abaddha ane jJAyakanI vRtti UThe che. e paNa vikalpa - rAga che, du:kha che. prabhu .to amRtano sAgara AnaMda che. e amRta koIne mArato nathI, amRta koIthI maratuM nathI. AhA..! e amRtano sAgara bhagavAna aMdara paDyo che, Dole (che). paNa najara vinA nidhAna dekhAtuM nathI. enI najara karyA vinA nidhAna paDyuM dekhAtuM nathI. vastu Ama sAmI. hoya paNa najara na kare to dekhAtI nathI. ema aMdara -- -- :

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" 144 vicanAmRta-3] anya nAnA nAma . " - - - - - - bhagavAna AtmA AbALa-gopALa ne (anubhavamAM AvI ja rahyo che. e 17-18 gAthI Avaze. AmAM to (hajI) 1pamI levAnI che ne ? 14mI pachI 15mI pachI 17-18 (che) emAM Ave che . "AbALa-gopALa ! 1718 vAMcanamAM levuM ema tame) lakhyuM che. tyAM evuM lIdhuM che - AbALa-gopALa , bALakathI mAMDIne vRddhane enI jJAnanI paryAyamAM AtmA jaNAya che. ajJAnIne paNa jJAnanI paryAyamAM AtmA jaNAya che. thoDI jhINI vAta che. 17.18 gAthAmAM Avaze. e jJAnanI paryAya - dazA je che eno svapara prakAzaka svabhAva hovAthI, te jJAnanI paryAyamAM prabhu jaNAya che paNa tArI najara tyAM nathI. A..hA..hA..! samajAya che kAMI ? je jJAnanI paryAya che ne ! A vicAra - je vyakta jJAna (che). je jANavAnI pragaTa . pragaTa paryAya che ne ! e paryAyano svabhAva svapara jANavAno che. bhagavAna trilokanAthano pokAra che ke e ajJAnInI jJAnanI paryAya paNa AtmAne jANe che. ajJAnInA jJAnanI paryAya paNa trikALI - trilokanA nAtha AtmAne jANe che. chatAM tenI najara tyAM nathI, ethI paryAyamAM rokAtAM, rAgamAM rokAtAM najare cIja paDI che ene joto nathI. AhA..hA..! AkarI vAta che ! A to karaDo puruSArtha upADe to A kAma cAle evuM che. sAdhAraNa puruSArthathI A kAma cAle tevuM nathI. AhA..hA..hA..! ahIM to dharmanI vAta che, prabhu ! jenAthI bhava ghaTe ne bhavano nAza thAya e vAta che. bhava karaze to nigodamAM jAze. AhA..hA...! pahelAM kahyuM ne ? trasamAM rahe to 2000 sAgara raheze. A nigodamAMthI - ekendriyamAMthI bahAra Avyo che ne ! e bahAramAM 2000 sAgara raheze. e 2OOO sAgara jo A mamatA ne mamatAmAM pUrA thayAM (to) pAcho nigodamAM jAze. e lasaNa ne DuMgaLImAM javAnA ! A..hA..hA..! AvyuM che ne ? be hajAra sAgaranI) trasAnI sthitimAM manuSyanAM bhava kare to 48 (bhAva) kare. manuSyano bhava uparA upara kare to AThe kare. A manuSya marIne manuSya, manuSya marIne manuSya evI rIte kare to ATha bhava kare. evo zAstra pATha che. evA ATha bhava anaMtavAra thaI gayAM, anaMtavAra...! paNa 2000 sAgara je trasanI sthiti che. trasamAM 20OO(sAgara) rahe che, emAM paNa 8-8 manuSyanAM bhava karatAM, 6 vAra 8-8 eTale 48 bhava kare. samajANuM kAMI ? zuM kahyuM che? kara =

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145 * * - - - - - - - - - vacanAmRta rahasya ekendriyamAMthI nIkaLIne jyAM paMcendriyAmAM Avyo che, be indriya, traNa indriya, cAra indriya, e 2000 sAgara sudhI raheze. pachI (trasamAMthI) nIkaLIne ekendriyamAM javAno. emAM kahe che ke 2000 sAgaramAM manuSyanAM bhava uparA-upara karyA to 8 karyA ane e ATha paNa cha vAra karyA (eTale) 48 karyA. paNa AtmAnuM hita) karyuM nahi. 48 bhava 2000 sAgaranI aMdara karyA !! AhA..hA..! 2000 sAgaramAM paNa asaMkhya abaja varSa che. emAM 48 vAra manuSya thayo che, (ema) kahe che. uparA-upara thAya to tuM vora (thAya). paNa pachI 8 vAra thaIne vaLI pAcho bIjAmAM naraka-tiryaMcamAM jAya, vaLI pAcho manuSya thAya, evA bhava kare to AkhA 2000 sAgaramAM (manuSyanAM) 48 bhava kare. pachI marIne nigoda ke narakamAM jAya, AhA..hA..! ja eNe AtmAnuM kAma na karyuM. arere... enI jo gati na sudhArI (to pAcho nigodamAM jAze. ahIM e kahe che ke apUrva puruSArtha upADa ! "....vastu svabhAvamAM lIna thatAM.....' AhA..hA...! bhagavAna AtmA ! eno vastuno svabhAva je che - jJAna, darzana ne AnaMda emAM lInatA thatAM ..AtmArthI jIvane badhAM vikalpo chUTI jAya che... AhA..hA..! A paMcama ArAmAM badho avasara AvI cUkyo che . saba avasara Ana milA hai. emAM A jo nahi kare, vikalpa toDaze nahi ane nirvikalpa dRSTi karaze nahi to eno Aro kyAMya nahi Ave ! e ahI kahe che "AtmArthI jIvane badhAM vikalpo chUTI jAya che...' AhA..hA...! jJAyaka chuM, abaddha chuM, zuddha chuM, pUrNa chuM, pavitratAno piMDa chuM evo paNa eka vikalpa nAma rAga ekAMta duHkharUpa che. A..hA..hA..! to bahAranI cIjane mATe utpanna thayelAM rAga-dveSanI vAta to zuM karavI ? e to duHkhano dariyo che, bApA ! AhA..hA..! aMdara jJAyaka ne abaddha Adino vikalpa paNa duHkharUpa che. tethI badhAM vikalpo chUTI jAya che. "....ane AnaMdanuM vedana thAya che. tyAre tene samyagdarzana thAya che. AhA...! samyagdarzana eTale zuM ? ema koI bhAI pUchatAM hatAM. samyagdarzana eTale aMtara (AtmAno anubhava karavo. rAga choDIne vikalpa choDIne cetanano anubhava karavo ane emAM pratIti karavI enuM nAma samyagdarzana (che). huM paramAtma svarUpa chuM. huM jJAtAdRSTA chuM, mArA svabhAvamAM vikalpa ane alpatA lo. pAlikA nA ekatA ane che - - = = - - - -

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146 vicanAmRta-38] che nahi. vikalpa ne alpatA che nahi (ema kahyuM) ! AhA..hA..! evA pUrNa svabhAvanI aMtaramAM vikalpa rahita pratIti thavI) tene ahIMyA sAcI zraddhA ane samyagdarzana ane dharmanI pahelI sIDhI - zarUAta kahevAmAM Ave che. hA..hA..! bahAra rakhaDIne bahArathI kAMIka mAnI bese. jyAM jAvuM che. tyAM jato nathI ne bahAramAM bhaTakyA kare che. AhA..hA..! .ane AnaMdanuM vadana thAya che" vikalpo badhAM chUTI jAya to bhagavAnamAM AnaMda che, enuM vadana thAya che. tyAre tene dharmanI dazA thAya che. tyAre te prANI bhavano aMta karIne muktine pAme che. e vinA bhavano aMta Avato nathI. AhA..hA..! e 37 thayo. - "AtmAne meLavavAno jene daDha nizcaya thayo che teNe pratikULa saMyogomAM paNa tIvra ne karaDo puruSArtha upADyuM ja chUTako che. sadgurunAM gaMbhIra ane mULa vastusvarUpa samajAya evAM rahasyothI bharapUra vAkyonuM kharo mumukSu khUba UMDuM maMthana karIne mULa mArgane zodhI kADhe che." 38. * AtmAne meLavavAno jene dRDha nizcaya thayo che.... paiso meLavavAno ne bAyaDI meLavavAno ne AbarU meLavavAno, e (vAta) nahi. AhA..hA..! 'AtmAne meLavavAno jene daDha nizcaya thayo che teNe pratikULa saMyogomAM paNa...' A..hA..hA..! zarIramAM roga Ave ! juone ! (eka bhAIne tyAM gayA tyAM) bicArA rovA maMDyA, AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDavAM lAgyAM. Aje eka bhAI AvyAM hatAM. AvA zarIra thaI jAya. kAma karI zake nahi, AtmAnuM karI zake nahi ne bahAranuM karI zake nahi. AhA..hA...! AvA bhava paNa anaMta thayAM che.

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147 - panA vacanAmRta rahasya A bhava pahelo nathI evA to anaMtavAra thayAM che. eTale (ahIMyA kahe che, "AtmAne meLavavAno jene daDha nizcaya thayo che.' (arthAtu) mAre to AtmA joIe bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI AhA..hA...! tene pratikULa saMyogomAM (arthAtu) zarIramAM) AhA..hA..! pakSaghAta thAya, roga thAya, magaja pharI jAya - evA pratikULa saMyogomAM paNa AhA..hA..! tIvra ane karaDo puruSArtha....' karavo joIe. karaDo eTale Akaro AhA..hA..! gujarAtI bhASA che ne ! karaDo (eTale). tIkho. (karaDo) puruSArtha karavo. e ...upAce ja chUTako che. che ne ? ...karaDo puruSArtha upADye ja chUTako che.' game teTalI pratikULatA ho ! jagatamAM nIMdA thAvuM_pratikULatA thAva, zarIramAM roga thAva, kSaya roga lAgu paDe, (e) zarIrane paDe che. eNe tIvra puruSArtha karIne AtmAmAM jAvuM. ene meLavavAno A upAya che, bIjo...koI upAya che nahi. AhA..! e tIvra puruSArtha upADye ja chUTako che. sadgurunAM gaMbhIra ane mULa vastusvarUpa samajAya evAM rahasyothI bharapUra vAkyonuM kharo mumukSu khUba UMDuM maMthana karIne... dharmAtmAnAM vacano ghaNAM gaMbhIra hoya che, UMDAM hoya che. dharmI jIvananAM) rahasyothI bharapUra vAkyonuM kharo mumukSu khUba UMDuM maMthana karIne mULa mArgane zodhI kADhe che.' Aho..hA..! aMtaramAM cetana bhagavAna jAgRta jyota paDI che ! paramezvara svarUpa che ! 38mI gAthAmAM kahyuM che ne ? 38 gAthA. e potAnA paramezvarane bhUlI gayo. bIjA paramezvarane vaLagI gayo . bhagavAna ne tIrthakara ne paNa e to para che. parane vaLagyo tyAM rAga che. A..hA..hA..! potAnA paramezvarane bhUlI gayo ane bIjAnAM paramezvarane moTapa mAnIne tyAM aTakI gayo. AhA..! ahIM kahe che ke dharmAtmAnA (vastusvarUpa) samajAya - evAM rahasyothI bharapUra vAkyonuM kharo mumukSu khUba UMDuM maMthana karIne...' ema kahe che). khUba UMDuM maMthana karIne....' AhA..hA..! aMdaramAM javAmAM khUba puruSArtha karI. A to benanAM aMdaranAM vacana che ne ! "....mULa mArgane zodhI kADhe che). aMdaramAM khUba maMthana karIne, vikalpathI rahita thaIne prabhune zodhI kADhe che. A bhagavAna caitanya AnaMda mUrti che. ene samakitI, ema dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo vikalpane toDI saMpUrNane pAmI jAya che. saMpUrNa evuM Atmatattva - tene meLavI le che. e meLavI le che te AtmA che te samakitI che, te sAcI zraddhAvALe che. . -

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148 [vacanAmRta-38] te mokSane mArge che. e saMsAramAM aMtamAM AvI gayo che. enA saMsArano aMta - bhavano aMta AvI gayo che. A..hA..hA...! 5 jhAjhAM aTakavAnAM sAdhana anaMta - chUTavAnuM sAdhana eka ! e zuM kahyuM ? bahAramAM aTakavAnAM sAdhana anaMta ! rAga ne dveSa ne puNya ne zarIra ne vANI ne mana ne strI ne kuTuMba ne paisAne AbarU ne kIrti, dIkarI ne, dIkarIne vahu ne moTuM lapasIMdara ! (e) bahAramAM aTakavAnAM (sthAna che). chokarA lAMbA hoya ne... emAMthI enI bAyaDInuM ne enAM chokarAM ne A aTakavAnA sAdhana ghaNAM, prabhu ! chUTavAnuM sAdhana eka. e caitanamUrti bhagavAna tarapha jAvuM e chUTavAnuM eka sAdhana. AhA..hA..! mArga A che. e mArgano khyAla to kare, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! ghaNAM joyAM che - karoDapatio "ne abajopatio AhA..! paNa bicArAM(ne) kAMI khabara na maLe. magajamAM khabara na maLe. kahyuM nahotuM ? hamaNAM muMbaImAM eka vaiSNava AvyAM hato. darzana karavAM Avyo hato. vaiSNava (hato) ane ghare bairAMo badhAM ApaNA jaina, zvetAMbara jainanI dIkarIyuM ane jeTalAM AdamIo (e) badhAM vaiSNava, e kartA mAne ne ! darzana karavAM Avyo (tyAre kahyuM) mahArAja ! paramezvara kartA che ke nahi ?" (meM kahyuM) prabhu ! narasiMha mahetAe kahyuM che ke jyAM lagI AtmA tattva cinyo nahi, tyAM lagI sAdhanA sarva jUThI.........' AtmAne na jANe tyAM sudhI badhuM mithyA bhrama che. junAgaDhamAM vaiSNavamAM eka narasiMha mahetA thaI gayAM che. narasiMha maheto, bhagata harinA, junAgaDhanA rahevAsI (ema) Ave che, moTI vAta Ave che. e ema kahe (che) ke, jyAM lagI AtmA tattva cinyo nahi' jyAM lagI AtmAne aMtara(mAM) jANavAno prayatna karyo nahi, ene oLakhyo nahi, tyAM sudhI teNe zuM karyuM tIrtha ne tapa karavA thakI ? zuM karyuM jAtrAne dAna karavA thakI ?" enAthI kAMI koI AtmA prApta thAya evI e koI cIja nathI. - AA..hA..! ahIM e kahe che ke. (kharo mumukSu) '....UMDuM maMthana karIne mULa mArgane zodhI kADhe che.' AhA...hA...! e 38 (thayo).

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vacanAmRta rahasya 149 sahaja dazAne vikalpa karIne jALavI rAkhavI paDatI nathI. jo vikalpa karI jALavI rAkhavI paDe to te sahaja dazA ja nathI. vaLI pragaTelI dazAne jALavavAno koI judo puruSArtha karavo paDato nathI; kema ke vadhavAno puruSArtha kare che tethI te dazA to saheje TakI rahe che." 39. : 39 (bola). 'sahaja dazAne vikalpa karIne jALavI rAkhavI paDatI nathI.' zuM kahe che ? AtmA aMdara rAga vinAno, vikalpanI lAgaNI vinAno che ema jANavAmAM AvyuM, ene pharIne have e kAMI bheda karavo paDato nathI. bhedajJAna niraMtara cAlyA ja kare che. bhale khAto hoya, pIto hoya, bolato hoya paNa aMdarathI rAgathI bhinna paDelo che, te bhedajJAna sadA niraMtara rahyAM ja kare che. che (aMdara) ? "sahaja dazAne vikalpa karIne jALavI rAkhavI paDatI nathI.' rAgathI bhinna paDyo evo je bhagavAna ! enuM jene samyagdarzana ne jJAna thayuM tene vikalpa karIne (dazA) jALavI rAkhavI paDatI) nathI. jo vikalpa karIne jALavI rAkhavI paDe to te sahaja dazA ja nathI. AhAhA...! bahu jhINI vAta che. rAga karIne (dazA rAkhavI paDe to) e sahaja dazA ja nathI. sahaja dazA ! AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna rAgathI bhinna paDyo ene sahaja dazA thaI che. ene have rAgane bhinna karavAno navo prayatna karavo paDato nathI. bhinna karyo te have bhinna thayA ja kare che, AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM have ! sAdhAraNa samAja ! prabhu ! samAja sAdhAraNa che, AtmA sAdhAraNa nathI. AtmA to moTo bhagavAna che ! savAre nahotuM kahyuM? ke dharmadhyAnano vicAra karanAra avAyavALo ema

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150 [vacanAmRta-39] vicAra kare...! dravyasaMgrahamAM che. dravyasaMgraha lAvyAM cho ? che emAM, 'avAyanuM kADho...! emAM dharmadhyAnano avAyano vicAra che. amAre to hajAro graMtho vaMcAI gayAM che ne ! hajAro ! karoDo zloko...! emAM eka lekha che - dharmadhyAnano ! avAya vicaya - samakitI rAgathI bhinna paDIne jyAre AtmAno vicAra kare che, "avAya' eTale vicAra kare che . "huM zuddha caitanyadhana AnaMdakaMda chuM ane huM have pUrNa thavA mAguM chuM, mArI dazA have siddha thavAnI che. mArI to thavAnI che. paNa e evo vicAra karuNAthI kare che ke badhAM AtmAo bhagavAna thAo !!! AhA...! ema che. aMdara, juo ! dharmadhyAna che. tevI ja rIte virAgI ratnatrayanI bhAvanAnA baLathI amArA athavA anya jIvonA karmono nAza kyAre thAya ? te prakAranuM ciMtana tene avAya vicaya kahe che. koI prANI rakhaDo ne duHkhI thAo ema dharmI vicAra na kare. AhA..hA...! AmAM che. amArA ane bIjAnAM jIvonAM karmono nAza kyAre thAya ? e prakAranuM ciMtana avAya vicaya nAmanuM bIjuM dharmadhyAna jANavuM. dravyasaMgraha che. cha dravyanI vyAkhyA che, emAM dharmadhyAnanA "avAya bolanI vyAkhyA che. 'ame paNa cetana prabhu chIe. ame paNa pUrNa paramAtmA thavAnA chIe ane badhAM AtmAo pUrNa thAo ! bhagavaMta thAo ! evI bhAvanA dharmIne hoya che. koI prANI duHkhI thAva ne rakhaDo, AhA..hA..! evA vicAranI bhAvanA dharmIne hotI nathI. evuM ahIM che. gAthA che. kaI gAthA che ? 48mI gAthA che. 48 gAthA dravyasaMgraha ! zuM kahyuM samajANuM emAM ? AhA...! rAgathI bhinna paDIne AtmAnA vicAranI dhArA vahe che tyAre dharmI ema vicAre che ke, huM have pUrNa thavAno chuM, paramAtmA thavAno chuM ! bhale eka be bhava karavA paDe paNa aMte mArI dazA siddha thavAnI ja che. huM to siddha thaIza paNa badhAM jIvo karmono nAza karIne siddha thAo ! A..hA..hA..hA..! evuM lakhANa che. badhAM jIvo...! AhA..hA..! dharmadhyAnano bIjo bola ! ArtadhyAna), raudradhyAna e choDavA lAyaka che. dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAna AdaravA lAyaka che. dharmadhyAna pahele naMbare AdaravA lAyaka che. zukaladhyAna sarvathA AdaravA lAyaka che. e dharmadhyAnanA avAyano A bola che. kara -- - * AhA..hA..hA..!

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151 vacanAmRta rahasya huM paNa alpa kALamAM paramAtmA thavAno chuM ! e cokkasa che - ema dharmI aMdara vicAre che. paNa bIjAM badhAM prANIo karmono nAza karIne paramAtmA thAo ! AhA..hA..hA..! juo ! A dharmadhyAnano vicAra ! koI prANI pratye verabuddhi nathI, koI prANI pratye duzmanabuddhi nathI, koI prANI pratye alpa-halakI buddhi nathI. ene dravya svabhAva che enA upara dRSTi che ke A eno dravya svabhAva che. ene pakaDIne e paNa mukti pAme !! AhA..hA..hA...! A bhAvanA.... dharmInI A bhAvanA hoya che. dharmIne koI duzmana hoto nathI, dharmIne koI verI-zatru hoto nathI. e verI-zatru mAnato hoya enI paNa mukti thAo !! e paNa baMdhana ne duHkhathI chUTI jAo !! ema dharmInI bhAvanA avAya nAma vicAradhArAmAM cAlatI hoya che. A..hA....! e ahIM kahyuM 'sahaja dazAne vikalpa karIne jALavI rAkhavI paDatI nathI." (evI) sahaja dazA che. vaLI pragaTelI dazAne jALavavAno koI judo puruSArtha karavo paDato nathI; kema ke vadhavAno puruSArtha kare che.... vadhavAno puruSArtha) cAle ja che. zuM kahe che ? jyAM rAgathI bhinna paDIne A bhedajJAna thayuM, e bhedajJAna(nI) dhArA to niraMtara cAlyA ja kare che. ene navo puruSArtha karavo paDato nathI. puruSArtha svabhAva tarapha vaLelo ja che. puruSArtha svabhAva tarapha vaLelo ja che, e vaLelo vadhato ja jAya che. ene aMdaramAM rAga thAya tene jANe, paNa rAgamAM rokAya nahi. evI dharmadhyAnanI dhArA... A..hA..hA..! pragaTe tethI te dazA to saheje TakI rahe che.' aMtaramAM vadhavAthI, rAgathI bhinna paDIne, svabhAva sanmukhanI dazAthI tene navo puruSArtha karavo paDato nathI. emAM vadhatI dazA Ave che. te dazA to saheje TakI rahe che. sahaja svabhAva TakI rahe che. enuM nAma samyagdarzana ne samyakajJAna ane tene dharmInI dazA kahevAmAM Ave che. tene bhavano aMta thaI jaze ane bIjAnA bhavano aMta thAya evI bhAvanA karaze, tene ahIMyA dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che. vizeSa kaheze....)

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ke "sAdhanadazAmAM zubha bhAva vacce Ave che, paNa sAdhaka tene choDato jAya che; sAdhyanuM lakSa cUkato nathI. - jema musAphara eka nagarathI bIjA nagare jAya che tyAre vacce bIjAM bIjAM nagara Ave tene choDato jAya che. tyAM rokAto nathI; jyAM javuM che, tenuM ja lakSa rahe che." 40. 0i**** ---- pravacana-9, vacanAmRta- 40 thI 44 - vacanAmRta, 40 mo bola. 39 cAlyAM che. (have) 40. A to zAMtino mArga che, bhAI ! dhIrajathI (samajavA jevo che. sAdhakadazAmAM.... zuM kahe che ? AtmA paramAnaMda zuddha caitanya vastunI dRSTi thaI, teno Adara thayo, teno svIkAra - satkAra thayo ane rAgAdino Adara chUTI gayo. tene ahIMyA sAdhakadazA - gharmane sAdhanArI dazA kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! 'sAdhanadazAmAM...' sAdhakadazA eTale A ! aMtara zuddha svarUpa che, tenA upara dRSTi paDI che ane tenA taraphanA prayatnamAM paDyo che, tene sAdhaka (kahIe), dharmano karanAra sAdhakajIva kahIe. A enI zarata che. sAdhakadazAnI A zaratuM che, A..hA..hA..! tene ..zubha bhAva vacce Ave che . dharmIne paNa bhaktino, pUjAno vagere zubha bhAva Ave. jyAM sudhI (pUrNa) vItarAga (thayAM) nathI, tyAM sudhI ene zubha bhAva Ave. che (aMdara) ? ..paNa sAdhaka tene choDato jAya che... A..hA..hA..! eno Adara karato

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153 vacanAmRta rahasya nathI (paNa) choDato jAya che. aMtara svarUpamAM javA prayatna karI rahyo che. tethI te rAgane choDato jAya che. AhA..hA..! che ? "..sAdhyanuM lakSa cUkato nathI.' sAdhya nAma dhruva je dhyeya - sat cidAnaMda prabhu nirmaLAnaMda AnaMdakaMda bhagavat svarUpa te sAdhya che, te dhyeya che, tene dharmI cUkato - bhUlato nathI. AhA...! zubha bhAva Ave, to paNa te zuddha dhyeyane cUkato nathI. enuM nAma sAdhaka dazA ane dharma dazA kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA..hA...! che ? "....sAdhyanuM lakSa cUkato nathI.' (have) dRSTAMta (de che). jema musAphara....' rastAmAM nIkaLelo musAphara - mANasa, ...eka nagarathI bIjA nagare jAya.... eka nagarathI bIjA nagare jAya chatAM ....tyAre vacce bIjAM bIjAM nagara Ave tene choDato jAya che...." (arthAtuM) jyAM javuM che te nagaranuM dhyeya che. vacamAM bIjAM) nagara Ave tene choDato jAya. AhA..hA..! sAdhaka dazA, bApu ! (koI alaukika che) ! anaMtakALamAM teNe dharmanuM dhyeya je AtmA (ene) lakSamAM lIdho nathI. bAkI badhA kriyAkAMDa ane zubha - azubha bhAva anaMtavAra karIne anaMtavAra svarga ne narakamAM gayo che. AhA..! kema ke deha chUTatAM (to) deha chUTaze paNa AtmA kAMI chUTaze ? nAza pAmaze ? loko deha chUTatAM ema kahe ke, e...jIva gayo ! ema kahe ne ? ke jIva marI gayo ema kahe ? mumukSu : pAcho thayo ema kahe che. pUjya gurudevazrI : sAcI vAta che. pAcho thayo eTale bIjo bhava dhAraNa karaze. bhAInuM kahevuM sAruM che. pAcho thayo- (ema) kahe che. eka bhavamAMthI - ahIMthI deha chUTyo eTale bIjA bhavamAM jaze ja. kAraNa ke (AtmA) nitya vastu che ane aMdara (nitya) vastunuM smaraNa ke dhyAna nathI, zuM cIja che tenI khabara nathI, ethI naraka ne nigoda ke ekendriyamAM 'pAcho thayo - eTale marIne tyAM jAze. A..hA...hA..! che ? - jema musAphara eka nagarathI bIjA nagare jAya che tyAre vacce bIjAM bIjAM nagara Ave tene choDato jAya che, tyAM rokAto nathI, jyAM javuM che.... A..hA..hA..! je nagaramAM javuM che te dhyAnamAMthI cUkato nathI. vacamAM game te teTalAM zahera Adi Ave, paNa tyAM jovA rokAto nathI. AhA..hA..! ....tenuM ja lakSa rahe che. je ThekANe jAvuM che tenuM ja lakSa rahe che. vacamAM game

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154 [vacanAmRta-40] te Ave..... AhA...hA...! saDaka upara cAlatAM jhADanA chAMyA Ave jhADa vAvyA hoya ane Ama cAlato jAya emAM vacce) chAyA Ave, paNa e chAyA choDato jAya che. chAyAmAM rokAto nathI. je ThekANe ene jAvuM che te dhyeya caMto nathI. A..hA..hA...! ema dharmI sAdhaka jIva AtmAnA pUrNAnaMdanA dhyeyamAM bahAranA kAraNo AvI paDe ene choDato jAya che, paNa aMtaramAM zuddhiAnI) vRddhi(nA) prayatnamAM cAlyo jAya che. A..hA..hA..! benanI bhASA sAdI che paNa aMtarana che. anubhava mATe koI vidvattAnI jarUra nathI ke koI bahu vidvAna hoya to e anubhavI zake. aMdarano anubhava e vidvattA mAgato nathI. aMtaranI dRSTi ane ruci mAge che. AhA..hA..! aMtara bhagavAna sat cidAnaMda prabhu ! eka samayanI paryAya - vartamAna avasthA tenA pAtALamAM eTale aMdaramAM, enA pAtALamAM jatAM enuM taLa hAthamAM AMvatAM tenI (dharmInI) daSTi tyAM paDI hoya che. AhA..hA..! ethI vacamAM zubha bhAva Ave; ahIM to e ja vAta karI che, paNa azubha(bhAva) paNa Ave. jyAM sudhI vItarAga na thAya tyAM sudhI vacamAM zubha bhAva paNa Ave paNa tyAM rokAya nahi. mAre jyAM jAvuM che te A nahi. A..hA..hA..! jJAnAnaMda sahajAnaMda prabhu ! jenA dhyeyamAMthI dhruva khato nathI. jenA dhyeyamAMthI dhruva - nityAnaMda prabhu jenA dhyeyamAMthI khasato nathI. e game tevA prasaMga Ave te prasaMgane e choDato jAya che ane dhyeyamAM pahoMcavA mATe (te)tenA lakSamAM hovAthI tyAM cAlyo jAya che. A..hA..hA...! AvI vAta ....jyAM javuM che, tenuM ja lakSa rahe che. eTalA zabdomAM to ghaNuM bharI dIdhuM che !!

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vacanAmRta rahasya / kharI tAlAvelI thAya to mArga maLe ja, mArga : na maLe ema bane nahi. jeTaluM kAraNa Ape eTaluM :kArya thAya ja. aMdara vedanA sahita bhAvanA hoya to * mArga zodhe.' 41. .. : : *** AGS 41 (bola). kharI tAlAvelI thAya.... A..hA..hA..! caitanyane pakaDavAne, samajavAne, anubhavavAne kharI tAlAvelI thAya, AhA..hA..! "..to mArga maLe chUTako. to "...mArga maLe ja, mArga na maLe ema bane nahi. AhA..hA..! * dariyAmAM eka hoDI hatI. emAM badhuM kuTuMba beTheluM. emAM eka nAno ATha varSa - dasa varSano chokaro hato. teNe Ama hoDInI bahAra paga mUkelo. evAmAM eka magaramaccha Avyo (teNe) paga pakaDyo ! have e hoDIno nAyaka kahe che . bhAI ! have tame e chokarAne choDI do ! nahitara A magaramaccha evo che ke jo teNe) kheMcyuM to AkhI nAva aMdara DUbI jaze !! e vakhate) bhAI ! enA mA ne bApa....! A..hA..hA..! eve TANe chokaro raDato ne roto (hato). (tene) upADIne dariyAmAM nAkhavo paDyo ! eno paga pakaDyo hato e moTo magaramaccha hato. ethI eno jo na choDe to magaramaccha Ama kheMce (to) AkhI hoDI UDI jAta ! AhA..hA..! ema AtmAnA svabhAvamAM jatAM rAga vacce Ave paNa rAga e kheMcI na jAya. e aMdaramAM ja rahe che. rAga(mAM kheMcAI jAya to magaramacchanA (moDhAmAM jaIne marI javAno e ! A..hA..hA..! rAga ane puNya-pApanA bhAva vacce Ave paNa jo tyAM kheMcANo - pakaDAI gayo hato) marI javAno ! cAra gatimAM rakhaDavAno e ! AhA..hA..hA...! jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! AtmAnI vAta to bahu jhINI, prabhu ! A to benanAM sAdA vacana che eTale kahevAya

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156 [vacanAmRta-41] che. AA...ya...! (ahIMyA kahe che), kharI tAlAvelI thAya to mArga maLe ja, mArga na maLe ema bane nahi.' kema ? jeTaluM kAraNa Ape eTaluM kArya thAya ja.' jeTaluM aMtaramAM kAraNa Ape...! AhA..hA..! (arthAt zuddha cidAnaMda mUrtimAM jeTaluM kAraNa - puruSArtha Ape eTaluM kArya thayA vinA rahe ja nahi. AhA..! rAganu kAraNa Ape to duHkha thayA vinA rahe nahi. svabhAvanuM kAraNa Ape to AnaMda thayA vinA rahe nahi. AhA..hA..! AvI jAta che, bApu ! lokoe dharma bahArathI kalpI, A kriyAkAMDamAM dhamAdhama calI ane emAM dharma mAnI beThA ! dharma kAMIka bIjI cIja rahI gaI ! mAnavI jAtA e ahIM kahe che, aMdara vedanA sahita bhAvanA hoya..... AhA..hA..! aMtara bhagavAna AnaMdanuM vedana hoya, jene rAgathI chUTI ane arAga evA caitanyanA AnaMdanuM vedana hoya, AhA..hA..! enuM jJAna to kare ke vastu A che e aMdara vedanA sahita bhAvanA hoya to mArga zodhe.' (zodhe) chUTako aMdara mArga zodhe. aMdara rAganuM vedana Ave (tene) choDIne aMtara (jJAna) vedanamAM jAya. ene A mArga maLyA vinA rahe nahi. AhA..hA..! puNya ne pApanA be bhAva vacamAM Ave paNa tenA vedanamAM na rahetAM, aMta2 sukhanA vedanamAM jatAM, ene eno mArga maLyA vinA rahe nahi. hA..hA..! bhASA taddana sAdI che ! mULa to sAdhakanI bhASAnI vAta che. anubhavanI bhASA che. anubhavIne eTaluM re AnaMdamAM rahevuM re.' eka pherI kahyuM hatuM. nAnI maramAM dasa-bAra varSanI umara hatI. A to eMsI varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. eka amArA pADozI hatAM, aArI bAnA mosALanA kuTuMbI (hatAM). (emanA gAmanA (hatAM) eTale 'mAmA' kahetAM. (ekavAra pUchyuM) 'tame nhAva cho tyAre zuM bolo cho " e (ema) bolatAM ke anubhavIne eTaluM re AnaMdamAM rahevuM re...., bhajavA paribrahmane bIjuM kAMI na kahevuM re, 'anubhavIne eTaluM re AnaMdamAM rahevuM re' e samaje nahi kAMI....hoM ! paNa nAhIne lUgaDuM pahere eTale Ama bolatAM jAya, meM pUchyuM ke, tame bolo cho zuM A ? e kahe, mane kAMI khabara nathI ahIM kahe che ke, jene AtmajJAnI lAgI che, jene AtmAnA svabhAvanI -

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nA vacanAmRta rahasya 157 ruci jAmI che. e lAgI che e lAgI che), have e choDI (chUTe nahi), koI e choDAvI zakavA samartha che nahi ! AhA..! game tevA pratikULa prasaMga Ave chatAM AnaMdanI lAgI che te chUTaze nahi ane AnaMdamAM vRddhi karIne AgaLa cAlyo jaze. paNa aMtaranI tAlAvelI lAgavI joIe. bApA ! AhA..hA..! jema A dhULanI tAlAvelI lAgI che....! dhULa..dhULa...! tamArI ! A paisA....! zarIramAM khIlo vAge ke cUka vAge, kATa...kATa... (vAge) tyAre koI ema kahe ke, mArI mATI pANI che to pANI aDavA dezo nahi. kahe che ne ? mArI mATI pAkaNI che, pANI aDavA dezo nahi. e vakhate ema kahe ke, A mATI che ane vaLI samaje ke zarIra mAruM che !! mArI mATI pAkaNI che, khIlo vAgyo che, aMdara kATa che. mATe pANI aDavA dezo nahi. pANI aDaze to pAkI jaze. ema bolatAM mArI mATI pAke evI che, ema bole che. paNa Ama juo to kahe, mATI-zarIra huM chuM. aMdara AtmA koI cIja che, e bhUlI jAya ! A..hA..hA..! A to dhULa-mATI che. A to masANamAM rAkha thavAnI che. agni nIkaLavAnI che ahIMthI ! A...hA.hA..! A ja bhavamAM ! A ja bhavamAM ke nahi ? agni phUTaze, bApA ! saLagaze A...! A..hA..hA...! aMdara caitanya bhagavAna che enI jene laganI lAgI nathI, e maraNa TANe tyAM marI jaze. zarIramAM potApaNuM) mAnIne !! tene AtmAnI tAlAvelI lAgI nathI. ahIM kahe che ke, jene AtmAnI tAlAvelI lAgI che, e maraNa TANe paNa tenA upara dhyAna Apato nathI ! A...hA..hAM...! rAjakoTamAM eka myunisipAliTIno moTo mANasa hato. e kyAMka jAnamAM gayelo (tyAM) miSTAnna khAdheluM, emAM AkhA zarIramAM kapha thaI gayo ! pachI Ama zvAsa upaDyo ne duHkhano pAra na maLe ! AhA..hA...! (pachI kahyuM, mahArAjane bolAvo !" (pote) zvetAMbara hatAM. paNa emane badhAMne to mArA upara prema hato. zvetAMbara hatAM paNa kahe, "mahArAjane bolAvo ! mAMgalika sAMbhaLIe !" huM jyAM gayo, tyAM khATale enI sAthe enI vahu beThelI, badhuM pUchatI hatI ke, AnuM ? AnuM zuM ? meM kIdhuM - are....! paNa have maravA beTho, A zarIra chUTe che, rove che A, ane pAchaLathI A karavuM - - --

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158 vicanAmRta-41] ne A karavuM e pUcho cho ! tame zuM karo cho A ? taLAImAM sUtelo (ane A roga...! ane AMkhamAMthI pIDAnA AMsu cAlyAM jAya....! myunisipAliTIno moTo nAyaka hato ane e ja vakhate relanA moTA nAyaka hoya che ne, e Avyo ane kahe ke "rAva sAhebano ilakAba ene maLe che !" have ahIM mare che ! "rAvasAhebano ilakAba sarakAra taraphathI ene Aje maLe che !" huM tyAM beThelo. enI vahu ene pUchatI hatI. meM ene kahyuM "elA ! paNa tame zuM karo cho A tame Ane ?" (e pUchatI hatI) 'amAre A chokarAnuM zuM karavuM ? pachI Ano bhAga kema pADavo ? dIkarAne zuM devuM ? sALAne zuM ApavuM ? A mAMDI teM, paNa olo kyAMka marIne jAya che ! niyamasAramAM kahyuM che, kuTuMbI - mA-bApa to ThIka paNa dIkarA, dIkarI ne vahuM. badhAM - e tane dhutArAnI ToLI maLI, prabhu ! niyamasAramAM che. kuMdakuMdaAcAryanuM niyamasAra zAstra che ne ! emAM ema lakhyuM che ke, e badhI dhutArAnI ToLI che ! tane dhUtavA mATe beThAM che ! tAruM zuM thAya ? tenI kAMI ciMtA nathI.. amane sagavaDatA Apo amane A phalANuM Apo..amane A phalANuM Apo...! e AjIvikA mATe maLelI) badhI dhutArAnI ToLI che ! A...he...! e TANe paNa jo dharmI - sAdhaka hoya to paranI sAmuM na jotAM, aMdara potAnA dhyeyane pakaDe. akhaMDAnaMdano nAtha, sat cidAnaMda prabhu ! ene aMdara pakaDIne bahAranI darakAra choDI de. e ahIMyA kahe che ke, bhAvanA hoya to mArga thAya ja. aMdara mArga maLyA vinA rahe nahi, / "yathArtha ruci sahitanA zubha bhAvo vairAgya ane : upazamarasathI taraboLa hoya che; ane yathArtha ruci vinA, tenA te zubha bhAvo lUkhA ane caMcaLatAvALA hoya che." 42.

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vacanAmRta rahasya 159 42 (bola). yathArtha ruci sahitanA zubha bhAvo vairAgya ane upazamarasathI taraboLa hoya che. jarI jhINI (vAta) che. jo yathArtha dRSTi thaI hoya ene je rAga (Ave che te) vairAgya ane upazamarasathI taraboLa hoya che. zuM kahe che ? ' dharmanI jene dRSTi thaI che, samyagdarzana thayuM che, jeNe rAgathI bhinna paDIne AtmAne joyo, jANyo, anubhavyo (che) - eno rAga, vairAgya ane upazamarasathI taraboLa hoya che. kaSAyanI maMdatA nahi, paNa kaSAyanA abhAvathI taraboLa hoya che. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAtuM che, bApu ! duniyAthI judI jAta che. duniyAne sAMbhaLavA maLavuM muzkela paDe, e vicAre ke di ? ane aMdara rucimAM jAya ke di ? e kahe che, "yathArtha ruci sahitanA zubha bhAvo vairAgya ane upazamarasathI...." kaSAya . krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobhathI) rahitano upazamazAMta rasa.... A...hA..hA...! e zAMtarasathI eno rAga ane vairAgya taraboLa ' hoya che. rAga vakhate paNa zAMtarasa hoya che ane vairAgya vakhate paNa aMdara zAMtarasamAM hoya che. A..hA..hA..! bhASA bahu sAdI (ane) TUMkI che. 'taraboLa' kahevAno Azaya che. dharmIne aMdara jJAnAnaMda AtmA rucyo ene rAga Ave to paNa zAMti rahe che ane vairAgya hoya to paNa zAMti rahe che. e zAMtimAMthI khasatAM nathI. aMtara zAMta svarUpa (che) tenAmAM e paDyo che. tene bahAranI koI darakAra nathI. kuTuMba, kabIlA, paisA-lakSmI, AbarU, kIti... dhULadhANI enA upara enI najaruM nathI. enI najara upazamarasa upara che. AhA..hA..! - stavanamAM Ave che . *upazamarasa varase re prabhu tArA nayanamAM bhajanamAM Ave che. upazamarasa varase re prabhu tArA nayanamAM." A..hA..hA..! prabhu ! tArI AMkhamAM upazamarasa dekhAya che ! aMtaramAM kaSAya rahita upazamabhAva paDyo che ane zarIramAM zAMta...zAMta...zAMta... dekhAya che. evI vItarAga bhagavAnanI dazA che ! jagatamAM jeTalAM UMcAmAM UMcA paramANu hoya e ' bhagavAnanAM zarIramAM AvIne zAMta rasapaNe pariNamyA hoya che ! bhaktAmara (stotramAM Ave che. bhaktAmaramAM...! jagatamAM jeTalAM paramANuo zAMtapaNe pariNamavAnA hoya, zAMta eTale aMdara sthiratA . e zAMta...zAMta... paramANuo

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160 - - - [vacanAmRta-42] (AvI ne vasyA hoya). zarIramAM zAMti dekhAya ! aMtaramAM zAMtinI jhalaka ! (sAthe) zarIramAM zAMti dekhAya ! evA 'upazamarasa varase re prabhu tArA nayanamAM ! tArI AMkhamAM nAtha ! upazama jhare che...!! - ema dharmane aMdaramAM rAga ane vairAgyane TANe upazamarasa jharato hoya che. A..hA..hA...! AvuM kyAM yAda rAkhavuM ? e kahe che, "yathArtha ruci sahitanA.. (eTale) jene AtmAnI dRSTi thaI che tenA ..zubha bhAvo vairAgya ane upazamarasathI taraboLa hoya che, ane yathArtha ruci vinA....' bhagavAna AtmA ! dhruvanA aMtaramAM dhyeya vinA. dhruvanA dhyeyanA dhyAnanI dhagaza vinA... A..hA..hA...! dhruvanA dhyAnanI dhUNI dhagaza ane dhIrajathI (dhakhAvyA) vinA, jeTalAM rAgAdi thAya tenAmAM e bhaLI jaze. paNa aMdara jene dhruva dRSTimAM pakaDANo che enA zAMtarasamAMthI e nahi khase. AhA..hA..! bhale rAga Ave, bhale bahArano vairAgya hoya - emAM nahi (taNAya). (kemake) e paNa eka paryAya che, vairAgya paNa eka paryAya che, rAga paNa eka paryAya che. eka vakhate bhAvanagaramAM A banAvyuM hatuM. dhruvadhAmanA dhyeyanA dhyAnanI dhakhatI dhUNI dhagaza ane dhIrajathI dhakhAvanAra dharmano dhAraka dharmI dhanya che." badhAM 'dha.dhdhA che. bhAvanagaramAM eka vAra tAva Avyo hato. e vakhate A banAvyuM hatuM. bhAvanagara gayA tyAre banAvyuM hatuM). zuM kIdhuM ? dhruvanA dhAmanA - aMdara dhruvanuM dhAma - je sthAna, tenA dhyeyanA dhyAnanI dhakhatI dhUNI dhagaza ane dhIrajathI dhakhAvanAra te dharmano dhAraka dharmI dhanya che. A pAnA ahIM AvyAM haze ? AvyAM che ? A to mArAM che. A zabdo to bhAvanagara karelAM. AhA..hA...! A pAnAM ghaNAM chapAI gayAM che. ahIM AvyAM haze. dhruva dhAma...! AhA..hA..! nitya evuM dhAma, enuM dhyeya (eTale) enuM lakSa, (tenA) dhyAnanI dhakhatI dhUNI dhagaza ane dhIrajathI dhakhAvavI te dharmano dhAraka dharmI dhanya che ! A to hajAro chapAI gayA che. mumukSu : khIsAmAM rAkhIe to lAbha thAya ne ? pUjya gurudevazrI : khIsAmAM rAkhe lAbha zuM thAya ? AtmAmAM nAkhe lAbha thAya ! khIsuM to jaDa che mATI che, dhULa che. AhA..hA..! dharmanA dhyeyanI dhUNI dhagaza ane dhIrajathI dhakhAva. aMdara tane zAMtarasa Avaze. rAganI dhUNI dhakhAvatAM, rAga-dveSa karatAM duHkhanI javALAmAM baLI jazo ! A..hA..hA..!

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vacanAmRta rahasya . 161 bahAramAM e agni nahi dekhAya paNa rAga che e agni che. puNya ane pApanA rAga e agni che. agninI aMdara zAMti baLe che. A..hA..hA..hA..! e choDIne eka vAra prabhu ! aMdara dhakhatI dhUNI dhakhAva. aMdara AnaMdano nAtha paDyo che, A..hA..hA...! enA upara jA !' (ahIMyA kahe che) (yathArtha rUci vinA, tenA) te zubha bhAvo lUkhA ane caMcaLatAvALA hoya che. aMtaranI jene laganI lAgI che e zubha bhAva ane azubha bhAvamAM ekAkAra thato nathI. (jyAre). ajJAnIne (tenA te). zubha bhAvo caMcaLatAvALA lAge che. dharmanI jene khabara nathI ene rAga Ave paNa e capaLatAno rAga che, caMcaLatAno rAga che. e zAMtarasa (thI) taraboLa nathI. AhA..hA..! A zuM vAta ! aMtaramAM jeNe zAMtarasane pakaDyo che, ene rAga ane vairAgya zAMtarasathI taraboLa hoya che. ajJAnIne zubharAga ane azubha rAga saLagatI dhagatI agninI dhUNI che. A..hA..hA...! bahAranAM hajI bhapakAM dekhAya tyAM) AvuM sAMbhaLavuM hajI kaThaNa (paDe). eka pherI maisUra gayA hatAM. tyAM sADA traNa karoDanuM eka makAna hatuM. sADA traNa karoDanuM....! sarakAre rAjAne khAlI karAvyuM. sarakAre jyAre UThAvI dIdhAM, khAlI (karAvyuM tyAre rAjA roto bahAra nIkaLI gayo ! sADA traNa karoDanuM eka makAna ! A to ghaNAM varSa pahelAMnI vAta che, hoM ! atyAre to abaja (rUpiye) paNa maLe nahi. evuM makAna jovA gayAM hatAM. (meM kahyuM, juo ! A masANamAM janArA AvI sADA traNa karoDanI makAnanI bhUmine choDIne cAlyAM gayAM che. AhA..! kyAMya pakaDANAM nathI ke kyAMya) ene pakaDI rAkhyA nathI. AhA..hA..! ema rAgamAM (je) pakaDAI gayAM che e agninI javALAmAM saLagI rahyAM che ! ahIMyA kahe che, rAgathI bhinna AtmAnuM jene dhyeya pakaDAyuM che, e zAMtarasamAM taraboLa che ! AhA..hA..! che ? ....ane yathArtha ruci vinA, tenA te zubha bhAvo... bhale zubha bhAva hoya . dayA, dAna, bhaktino paNa jo yathArtha dRSTi ane ruci nathI to teno te bhAva lUkho ane caMcaLatAvALo hoya che. AhA..hA...! zuM kahyuM ? ke jene AtmAnI ruci ane dRSTi thaI che enA zubhabhAva ane vairAgya

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162 vicanAmRta-43] ane zAMtarasathI taraboLa dekhAya che. jene AtmAnI rUci nathI ane vairAgya ane zAMtarasathI taraboLa dekhAya che. jene AtmAnI rUci nathI ane rAganI rUci che, ene rAganI rucimAM - e rAga ekalo caMcaLatAvALo ane lUkho che. bhale zubha hoya paNa lUkho ane caMcaLatAvALo che. zAMti ane acaMcaLatA emAM bilakula nathI. AhA....! AvI vAtuM che. zubha rAga hoM ! A kriyA ! A badhI zubhanI kriyA che ne ! (tenI vAta kare che). dharma to zubhathI para che. aMdaramAM dharma che. dharma kAMI bahArathI thAto nathI. (dharmIne paNa) e zubha bhAva vacce Ave. pUrNa (vItarAgatA) nuM hoya tyAM AvyAM vinA rahe nahi. paNa (e)-lUkhA-lAge, emAM cIkAza hoya, emAM rasa na hoya, emAM ekAkAra na hoya, AhA..hA..! ane ajJAnIne to zubha bhAvo lUkhA ane caMcaLatAvALA hoya che. AhA..hA... C jema koI bALaka mAtAthI vikhUTo paDI gayo hoya tene pUchIe ke "tAruM nAma zuM ? to kahe "mArI bAjI, tAruM gAma kyuM ? to kahe "mArI bA, 'tArAM mAtA-pitA koNa ? to kahe "mArI bA'; tema jene AtmAnI kharI rucithI jJAyakasvabhAva prApta karavo che tene dareka prasaMge jJAyakasvabhAva....jJAyakasvabhAva . evuM raTaNa rahyA ja kare, tenI ja niraMtara ruci ne bhAvanA rahe." 43. N o o o o o 43 (bola). jema koI bALaka mAtAthI vikhUTo paDI gayo hoya...." mAtAnI Ama AMgaLI jhAlIne cAlatAM hoya, jhAjhA mANasamAM AMgaLI chUTI gaI ane mA AghI cAlI gaI ne chokaro kyAMka dUra rahI gayo. A to ame porabaMdaramAM najare joyeluM. porabaMdara comAsuM hatuM. eka choDI khovAI gayelI.

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vacanAmRta rahasya 163 tyAM UbhI hatI). enI mA AvI cAlI gaI. polIsa (ene) pUche- 'choDI kyA gharanI ? tuM kaI zerInI ?" to kahe "mArI bA !" "tAruM nAma zuM?" to kahe "mArI bA', 'tArI goThaNa (bahenapaNI) koNa ?" to kahe "mArI bA basa ! e "mArI bA....!", "mArI bA...!" karyA kare. game te pUche to eka ja javAba) ! "tAruM nAma zuM ? to kahe "mArI bA. polIso to tapAsa kare ne ! koI zerInI hoya to e zerImAM laI jaIe. (ema). kaI zerInI che ? enI goThaNa koNa che ? tame kaI nAtanA cho ? game te pUche paNa e to ema ja kahe mArI bA...mArI bA...! karyA kare. e ahIM kahe che, jema koI bALaka mAtAthI vikhUTo paDI gayo hoya tene pUchIe ke tAruM nAma zuM ? to kahe "mArI bA'--' eka ja dhUna lAgI che . mArI bA gaI... mArI bA gaI... kyAM gaI mArI bA ? bA kyAM gaI ? AhA...! tAruM nAma zuM ? to kahe "mArI bA', ..tArA mAtA-pitA koNa ? to kahe "mArI bA', darekano eka ja javAba Ape. AhA..hA..! tema jene AtmAnI kharI rucithI jJAyakasvabhAva prApta karavo che...' AhA..hA..! aMdara jJAyaka AtmA eTale jANanAra rasa, jJAnarasa, jJAnanuM pUra ane jJAnanuM nUranuM - tejanuM pUra che. AhA..hA..! jema nadInA pANInA pUra Ama vahe che, ema AtmAnuM jJAna pUra Ama dhruva... dhruva...dhruva...dhruva...dhruva.... vahe che. aMdara jJAnano pravAha dhruva vahe che. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAtuM che. - "tema jene AtmAnI kharI rucithI jJAyakasvabhAva prApta karavo che.... A...hA..hA...! kahevA mAtra nahi ne duniyAne samajAvavA mATe nahi ne duniyA moTo mAne mATe nahi, AhA..hA...! paNa jene kharI ruci lAgI che, (eka) "...jJAyakasvabhAva prApta karavo che." aMdara jANanAra jJAyaka cidAnaMda prabhu ! dhruva nitya prabhu birAje che. ene jene pakaDavo che ane prApta karavo che, ....tene dareka prasaMge "jJAyakavabhAva....jJAyakasvabhAva.... - evuM raTaNa rahyA ja kare...' A..hA..hA..! huM to jJAyakavabhAva chuM. rAga nahi, zarIra nahi, vANI nahi, kuTuMba nahi, kabIlo nahi, deza nahi, koI nahi. 'huM to jJAyaka chuM ema raTaNa rahyA ja kare. pelI bAIne (choDIne) jema bA..bA.. rahyA kare A....hA..hA...! (tema Ane jJAyakanuM raTaNa rahyA kare. aMtarano AtmA nityAnaMda prabhu paramezvara che, e bhagavatuM svarUpa che,

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: - - - - - 164 vacanAmRta-43] e atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara - nAyaka che, A..hA..hA...! enI jene ruci thaI ene kSaNe ne paLe jJAyaka....jJAyaka...jJAyaka....jJAyaka.... (rahyA kare. A..hA..hA...! che? .. jJAyakasvabhAva...jJAyakasvabhAva - evuM raTaNa rahyA ja kare, tenI ja niraMtara rUci ne bhAvanA rahe. niraMtara (rahe. bhale saMyoga ho, bhale zubha ne azubha bhAva Ave chatAM jJAyakabhAvanI ruci ane dRSTi chUTe nahi. jene jJAyakanI ruci jAmI che ane jJAyakanI dRSTi thaI_cheenuM dhyeya tene game te prasaMgamAM paNa chUTatuM nathI--AhA..... Avo eno svabhAva che. A dharma...! ' karavuM zuM paNa AmAM amAre ? karavuM e prabhu ! ke, e jJAyakabhAva aMdara bhagavAna che, ene pakaDavo ane enAmAM rahevuM, rUci karavI - e karavAnuM che. ruci karIne pachI emAM TharavuM e karavAnuM che. bAkI badhI dhULa ne dhANI che! AhA..hA..! (e kahe che). - evuM raTaNa rahyA ja kare, tenI ja niraMtara ruci ne bhAvanA rahe. AhA..hA..! A benanAM aMdara anubhavathI bolAI gayelA vacano che. emanI nIce 64 bALa brahmacArI dIkarIyuM che. 64 dIkarIyuM, bALa brahmacArI...! enI vacce A kAMIka thoDuM bolelA, e lakhAyeluM, e A bahAra AvI gayuM che. e to kAMI bahAra paDavAnA kAmI nathI ane bolavAnA paNa kAMI nahi. maDadAMnI jema cAle) ! aMtaranA AnaMdamAM rasamAM ene bahAranI kAMI sUjha paDatI nathI !! ekalo AtmA..AtmA... AtmA... AtmA... AnaMdano rasa che mAro nAtha, ene mUkIne ene kyAMya rasa paDato nathI. dharmIne jJAyakanA rasa sivAya bIje kyAMya rasa paDato nathI. bhale zubha bhAva Ave paNa emAM ene rasa Avato nathI. A..hA..hA...! zubha bhAva asaMkhya prakAranA che . dayAno, dAnano, bhaktino, pUjAno evA asaMkhya prakAranA bhAva che. ema azubha bhAva paNa asaMkhya prakAranA che. paNa jJAnIne eka jJAyakabhAvanA prema AgaLa e asaMkhya prakAranA bhAvamAM ene ruci hotI nathI. ene dRSTimAM ane dhyeyamAM letA nathI. e gaNakAryA vinA choDI de che ! AhA..hA..! Avo jhINo mArga ! (lokone vakhata maLe nahi. A......! karavAnuM to A che. prabhu ! bAkI badhAM thothAM che. ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA

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ja = vacanAmRta rahasya - 165 che. lAkha mIMDAM kare paNa emAM eno ekaDo na thAya. kore kAgaLe lAkha mIMDA lakhe to kAMI ekaDo thAya ? ane eka ekaDo hoya to paNa ekano naMbara AvI jAya. ema AtmAnI dRSTi ane dhyeya) vinA jeTaluM karavAmAM Ave e badhAM ekaDA vinAnA mIMDAM che. A..hA..hA... AtmAnI ruci-ane dRSTi karI tyAM ekaDo Avyo ane emAM jo sthira thayo to mIMDuM AvyuM. to dasa(10) thaI gayo ! (ekaDA) pachI mIMDuM Ave to dasa thaI jAya. ekaDA upara mIMDuM Ave to (dasa thaI jAya). ekalA lAkha mIMDA Ave to paNa ekaDo na thAya. ema samyagdarzana (eTale ke) AtmAnuM darzana ane AtmAnI dRSTi thaI pachI ja emAM sthiratA Ave to jema eka upara mIMDuM AvatAM dasa thAya, ema sthiratA vadhatAM enI aMdara zAMti vadhI jAya. samajAya che kAMI ? AvuM che A ! A paisAmAM kyAMya dharma haze ? (game teTalA paisA kharce) paNa (te kAMI) dharma nathI. dhULamAM dharma kyAM hato ? AhA..hA...! prazna : kAMIka thoDuM to hoya ne ? samAdhAna : che ne, zubha rAga che. kAMIka che - rAganI maMdatA che, zubha bhAva che. enI mamatA che te azubha che ane e to ApaNe padmanaMdInI vAta nahotI karI ! padmanaMdI (paMzaviMzatImAMe dRSTAMta che ke, mANasa jyAre cokhA ne khIcaDI rAMdhIne khAya. pachI ukaDIyA je hoya e kAgaDAne, kUtarAne (khAvA mATe) bahAra kADhe. amAre pAlejamAM hatuM. pAchaLa paththara mUkI rAkhatAM. ukaDIyA hoya e emAM nAkhe. ukaDIyA samajAya che ? chelle (tapelImAM) coMTelA, dAjhelA cokhA (hoya tene ukaDIyA kahevAya. e ukaDIyA hoya tene pAchaLa paththara hoya emAM nAkhatAM. eka kUtaro khAvA Ave tyAre bIjo Ave to vaDhe ! paNa eka kAgaDo jo Avyo to e (khAtAM khAtAM bIjAM kAgaDAne bolAve. kAuM...kAu...kAuM... karIne bIjAM) dasa-paMdara kAgaDAne bolAve ane pote bhego khAya. ema AcArya padmanaMdImAM kahe che. tene pUrvanA puNyane laIne A pAMcapacAsa lAkha maLyAM ne dhULa maLI, (e) jo ekalo khAIza ane rAga maMda karIne dharmanA anurAgamAM nahi vApura (to) kAgaDAmAMthI tuM jaIza !! jyAre

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166 vicanAmRta-43] zubhabhAvanI vyAkhyA karavI hoya tyAre e Ave ne ! AvI vyAkhyA che, pATha che ha Avo padmanaMdI tyAM sonagaDhamAM) AkhuM vaMcAI gayuM che. kAgaDo paNa ekalo ukaDIyA khAto nathI. ema tArA puNya che e dAjhelA ukaDIyA che. e zuM kahyuM ? je puNya che, e pUrve teM je zubha bhAva karelo, e zubha bhAvamAM zAMti dAjhelI tene laIne puNya baMdhANuM. (paNa tyAM) zAMti dAjhI che ! zubha bhAva che te ukaDIyA che ! enuM phaLa puNya ane enuM phaLa A dhULa ! paiso) ! ekalo (saMsAra arthe) jo e vAparIza (ane dharmanA anurAga mATe nahi vApara (to kAgaDAmAMthI paNa jaIza. tyAM to zubha bhAva karAvavo hoya tyAre to e samajAve ke nahi ? ane azubha ghaTADIne je * vakhate je bhAva (kahevo) hoya e batAve ke nahi ? chatAM e zubha bhAva upara jJAnIne ruci na hoya. samajAya che kAMI ? kahe che ke, jo evo kAgaDo (paNa) ekalo na khAya ane tane A pAMca-pacIsa lAkha ke karoDa - be karoDanI dhULa maLI, emAM ekalo khAIza to kAgaDAmAMthI jAIza ! AhA..hA..! padmanaMdI paMcaviMzatImAM moTo dAnano adhikAra che. AkhuM vyAkhyAnamAM vaMcAI gayuM che. kAgaDAmAMthI jaIza ema (kahyuM che). munine zuM paDI che ! ke A bIjAne khoTuM lAgaze ke nahi lAge ! ApaNe padmanaMdImAMthI e vAta karI hatI ke, ame tane (A) vAta karIe chIe, tane ThIka na paDe to prabhu ! kSamA karaje !! tuM krodha karIza nahi, aNagamo lAvIza nahi, prabhu ! A vAta ja amArI koI alaukika (che) ! janma-maraNa rahita thavAnuM vAtuM che. tane jhINI paDe ke aNagamo lAge, aruci lAge, go nahi ane ekanI eka vAta jANe AvatI hoya ema tane lAgyA kare, bhinna-bhinnapaNe AvatI hoya chatAM tane ema lAgyA kare, tane goThe nahi to mApha karaje. A..hA..hA..! AcArya...! muni...! ekAvatArI - eka bhave mokSa janArA ! pAnaMdI (AcArya) (atyAre) svargamAM gayAM che ane e to evuM lAge che ke, enI dazA tIrthakara thavAnI lAge che ! bhaviSyamAM tIrthakara thaze !! evI emAM zailI che. jotAM, vAMcana karatAM evuM lAge che. e jIva tIrthaMkara thaze. bhaktAmara karanAro puruSa paNa tIrthakara thavAno hoya, evI zailI lAge che. bhaktAmara stotramAM evI zailI che ! bhaviSyamAM eka ke be bhave tIrthakara

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vacanAmRta rahasya 167 thaIne mokSa javAnAM che.' e A padmanaMdImAM (AcArya) pote kahe che, prabhu ! tane jhINI vAta lAge, sUkSma lAge, te na jANIne sAMbhaLI na hoya ethI tane ajANI lAge) ane aNagamo lAge (to) prabhu ! mApha karaje ! bApu ! amArI pAse tuM zuM levA AvIza ? kaMdoInI dukAne aphINano mAvo nahIM maLe ! A aphINano mAvo kahe che ne ? aphINa pIe ne ? pachI kahe che ne ! caDyo...caDyo...caDyo... ema kahe tyAre caDe ! khabara che ? aphINa che ne aphINa...! A to badhuM amAruM joyeluM che. goMDala jatAM rIbaDA (gAma Ave che. tyAM utaryA hatAM. rIbaDAmAM eka bAvo hato e aphINa ghoLato hato. pachI pIdhuM pIdhA pachI caDyo...caDyo...caDyo... ema kahe to caDe ! e utarI gayo ema kahe to caDe nahi ! ema Ane jo caDyo, caDyAnuM jo kahe (ane aMdarathI caDI jAya to yathArtha che. DhIlI vAta kare to goThe nahi. dharmIne (ane) jene AtmAnI dRSTi ane rUci karavI che, ene DhIlI ane moLI vAta jarIe goThe nahi ! aphINa pIve chatAM koI ema kahe ke, e nahi caDe, to na caDe ! evI sthiti che ! A rIbaDAmAM corAmAM utarelA, ane joDe garAziyAno Delo hato. e aphINa pIto bolato hato. amArI upara to prema hato. emane tyAM utAryA hatAM. vANiyAnA ghara nahotA eTale tyAM utaryA hatAM. aphINa pIdhA pachI Ama eTalI khumArI caDe...! caDyo...! ema jo kahe to ThIka. nahi to utarI jAya ! pIdho hoya) chatAM caDI zake nahi. ema jene aMtaramAM AtmAno rasa nathI ene game teTalI vAta karo to paNa aMdara nahi jaI zake. DhIlo Dhapha thaI jaze e-to !! AhA....hA...! ghaNuM joyuM, ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM. 67 varSa to dIkSA lIdhAne thayAM, dukAna choDyAM 67 varSa thayAM. huM to dukAna upara paNa zAstra vAMcato. nAnI umaramAM dukAnamAM ghaNAM zAstra rAkhelAM. 19-20 varSanI umaramAM ! AcArAMga, sUyagaDAMga,... badhAM vAMcelAM, dhaMdhAmAM paNa huM A karato ! paNa 'samayasAra jyAM hAtha AvyuM...! A..hA..hA..! are...! A to zarIra rahita (thavAnI) vastu che !! samyagdarzana (pAmavAnI) ane zarIra rahita (thavAnI) A cIja che !! meM to kahyuM zeThiyAone,

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168 [vacanAmRta-44] sthAnakavAsI hUMDhiyAne paNa kahyuM - 'zarIra rahita thavuM hoya, siddha thavuM hoya to A vastu che !!bAkI khoTuM lAge to, mApha karajo, bhAI ! bAkI vastu A che. jene zarIra rahita thaIne siddha thavuM hoya to A 'samayasAra mAM bhareluM tattva che, ene samajo ane oLakho to samyagdarzana thAya ane zarIra rahita thayA vinA rahe nahi. A..hA..hA...! e 43 thayo. | 0 0 0 * V "rucimAM kharekhara potAne jarUriyAta lAge to vastunI prApti thayA vinA rahe ja nahi. tene covIse kalAka eka ja ciMtana, gholana, khaTaka cAlu rahe. jema koIne "bA" no prema hoya to tene bAnI yAda, tenI khaTaka niraMtara rahyA ja kare che, tema jene AtmAno prema hoya te bhale zubhamAM ullAsathI bhAga leto hoya chatAM aMdaramAM khaTaka to AtmAnI ja hoya. bA" nA premavALo bhale kuTuMba-kabIlAnA ToLAmAM beTho hoya, AnaMda karato hoya, paNa mana to bA mAM ja rahyuM hoya che : are ! mArI bA...mArI bA !'; evI ja rIte AtmAnI khaTaka rahevI joIe. game te prasaMgamAM mAro AtmA... mAro AtmA !" e ja khaTaka ne ruci rahevI joIe. evI khaTaka : rahyA kare to "Atma-bA" maLyA vagara rahe ja nahi." 44. N(r)chao o o o o - 44 (bola). rucimAM kharekhara potAne jarUriyAta lAge to vastunI prApti thayA vinA rahe ja nahi.' (arthAtu) rucimAM poSANa thAya), ruce. AhA..hA..! jene aphINa ruce che ene aphINamAM prema Ave che, jene zAkanI ruci hoya) ene zAkamAM majA Ave, jene pattaravelIyAnAM bhajIyA ane dUdhapAka (bhAva) ene emAM majA Ave ane eno rasa caDI jAya, tRpta...tRpta (thaI gayo jANe) ! Ama o... (oDakAra) khAya ! AhA..hA..! ema jene aMdarathI AtmAnA

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vacanAmRta rahasya 169 AnaMdano rasa Ave ane aMdaramAM tRpti tRpti thaI jAya. samajAya che kAMI ? Aha..gha...! rucimAM kharekhara potAne jarUriyAta lAge to vastunI prApti thayA vinA rahe ja nahi, tene covIze kalAka eka ja ciMtana,....' (cAlu), A..hA, hA,,! AtmA..AtmA,..AtmA,.. aMdara AnaMdano nAtha, sAgara...! covIze kalAka bhale gRhasthAzramamAM ho, paNa jenuM covIze kalAka eka ja ciMtana (cAle che) e ciMtana rahyAM ja kare. AhA...! enuM ',,,lana...' rahyAM ja kare, enI '....khaTaka cAlu rahe.' (eTale ke) aMtaranI dRSTinI - rucinI khaTaka to rahyAM ja kare, Adya..jI..! (have daSTAMta Ape che) jema koIne bAno prema hoya to tene bAnI yAda, tenI khaTaka niraMtara rahyAM ja kare che,,' (jema) mArI mA... mArI mA... mArI mA.... rahyAM kare). AhA..hA..! ....tema jene AtmAno prema hoya te bhale zubhamAM ullAsathI bhAga leto hoya....' zuM kahe che ? AtmA zuddha caitanyamUrtinI ruci ane dRSTi thaI chatAM ene bhakti Adino zubha bhAva Ave, ullAsa paNa dekhAya, chatAM tene rucimAM teno bhAva nathI. eka naMdIzvaradvIpa che. ApaNe jaMbudvIpamAM chIe.. AThamo naMdIzvaradvIpa, che. tyAM bAvana jinAlaya che. eka eka jinAlayamAM 108 ratananI pratimAo kArataka suda AThamathI pUnama, aSADa suda AThamathI pUnama, phAgaNa suda AThamathI pUnama - (ema) traNavAra indro tyAM jAya che. AThamA dvIpamAM bAvana jinAlaya che. eka eka jinAlayamAM 108 ratananI pratimA che. ekAvatArI indro paNa tyAM ATha di' nI dhUnI lagAve che e paNa nAce che ! paNa khyAlamAM che ke A bhAva zubha che. mAro svabhAva bhinna che. ema bhAnamAM rAce che. e (ahIMyA) kahe che. juo ! '....zubhamAM ullAsathI bhAga leto hoya chatAM...' - zubhamAM ullAsathI bhAga leto hoya chatAM, ullAsa dekhAya, jJAnIne bahAramAM zubhabhAvamAM ullAsa dekhAya. '....chatAM aMdaramAM khaTaka to AtmAnI ja hoya.' chatAM aMdaramAM khaTaka to bhagavAna....bhagavAna,bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa....! AhA,.hA...! sva-svabhAvanI ruci ane khaTaka to rahyAM ja kare che. AA..ya..!

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170: [vacanAmRta-44] vyabhicArIne - vyabhicAra jenI sAthe hoya enI khaTaka rahyA ja kare. game evA kAma hoya to paNa rahyA ja kare. ema A avyabhicArI AtmAnI jene dRSTi thaI, enI khaTaka to aMdara rahyA ja kare. bahAranA zubha bhAvamAM ullAsa dekhAya, bhaktimAM ullAsa dekhAya, vaMdanamAM dekhAya, bhagavAna pAse nAcatA dekhAya paNa aMdaramAM rAganI ruci hotI nathI. ullAsa dekhAya kharo, paNa aMdaramAM AtmAnI rUci khasatI nathI. khareka to AtmAnI ja hoya che. ' . . . . . ' ' bAnA premavALo bhale kuTuMba-kabIlAnA ToLAmAM beTho hoya, AnaMda karato hoya, paNa mana to bA mAM ja rahyuM hoya che. mArI janetA . mAtA... mArI mA kyAM che ? ....mArI mA kyAM che ? ...mArI mA kyAM che ? e chokarAne mA no prema hoya, ene. mA vinA kyAMya gohe nahi. ema jene AtmAno prema che, ene rAgamAM ruci goThatI nathI ane AtmA vinA kyAMya goThatuM nathI. AvI vAtuM che ! zuM pharavuM AmAM 2 o bahAramAM kAMI karavAthI thAtuM haze ke nahi ? " (maMdira baMdhAve, emAM paisA kharcIne ema mAne ke emAM dharma thaI jaze to, ema nathI. ame to pahelethI ja kahetAM AvyAM chIe. chatAM maMdira thavA kALe thAya ene karanArano zubha bhAva paNa hoya ane teNe zubhamAM ruci rAkhavI na joIe. ruci rAkhavI joIe AtmAmAM. bhAva to Ave, bhAva thAya, dayAno bhAva thAya, dAnano (bhAva) thAya, paranI dayAno bhAva (A), (paNa) paranI dayA karI zake nahi. AtmA paranI dayA karI zake nahi. kemake para vastunuM AtmA kAMI karI zake nahi. paNa paranI dayAno bhAva Ave ene paNa rAga ane hiMsA kahe che. AtmAnI zAMti emAM baLe che ! A..hA..hA..hA...! chatAM dharmIne bhAva Ave paNa tenA pratyenI ruci na hoya. Aho..! A to ATalo badho phera ! olA kahe ." "dayA te sukhanI velaDI, dayA te sukhanI khaNa, anaMta jIva muktie gayo, dayA taNA pramANa.' ahIM! kahe che paranI dayAmAM rAga che. tArI dayAmAM vItarAgatA che. tArI dayA eTale ? rAga vinAno anaMta guNano dhaNI, zuddha AnaMdakaMda ! "siddha samAna sadA pada mero' 'cetanarUpa anupa amUrata, siddha samAna, sUdA jUdu mero moha mahAtama Atama aMga, kiyo parasaMga mahAtama ghero, jJAnakalA UpajI aba : : :

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vacanAmRta. rahasya 171 moku, kahuM nATaka Agama kero, tAsu prasAda sadhe ziva mAraga, vede miTe ghaTa vAsa vasero. (eTale) A ghaTa hADakAMmAM rahyo che. e kalaMka che AA..jI..! OM AnaMdano nAtha ! amRtano sAgara ! e hADakAM ane cAmaDAmAM AvIne aMdara Ubho che, e bhava kalaMka che ! .A..hA..hA..! e kalaMka enuM UDI jAya che, (ema) kahe che. jene AtmAno rasa lAgyo, cetanarUpa, anupa, amUrata', cetana rUpa anupa (arthAt) jenI upamA nathI. siddha samAna sadA pada mero' mero pada to siddha samAna sadAya che. AhA..hA..! 'moha mahAtama Atama aMga` - paNa paramAM mohane laIne, AtmanA aMgano avayava rAga, emAM huM gUMcAI gayo. "moha mahAtama Atama aMga, kiyo prasaMga....' - meM rAgano paNa saMga karyo, parasaMga (karyo). "kiyo parasaMga mahAtama ghero' - e rAganA gherAmAM huM gherAI gayo. rAganA raMgamAM huM gherAi gayo. 'jJAnakalA UpajI aba moTuM' - dharmI kahe che, have to huM rAgathI rahita, rAga hovA chatAM mArI cIja to AnaMda che, "jJAnakalA UpajI aba moku, kahyuM nATaka Agama kero' samayasAra nATaka kahIza. AhA...! 4 - 'tAsu prasAda...' tenA prasAde '...sadhe ziva mAraga' ziva (eTale) mokSano mArga sadhe ane ghaTamAM vasavuM enuM maTI jAya. AhA..hA..! yogIndradevanA, doharAmAM (Ave) che. bhava che te kalaMka che. jIvane janma e kalaMka che. prabhu ! vItarAgamUrti AnaMda ! ara22...! ene A DhoranA, A gadheDAnA saDelAM zrIra emAM ene rahevuM... kalaMka che ! (ema) kahe che. AA..! jene aMdara AtmAnI lAgI che, ene lAgI e lAgI ja che, kahe che. AhA..hA..! game te prasaMgamAM 'mAro AtmA...mAro AtmA !'e ja khaTaka ne ruci rahevI joIe. evI khaTaka rahyA kare to 'AtmA-bA' maLyA vagara rahe ja nahi.' AvI khaTaka hoya to anubhava thayA evI khaTaka na hoya to saMsAra maLyA vinA rahe vinA rahe nahi ane nahi. vizeSa kaheze.... 34 -

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V "aMtaranAM taLiyAM tapAsIne AtmAne oLakha. zubha pariNAma, dhAraNA vagereno thoDo puruSArtha karI meM ghaNuM ja karyuM che ema mAnI, jIva AgaLa vadhavAne badale aTakI jAya che. ajJAnIne jarAka kAMIka AvaDe, dhAraNAthI yAda rahe, tyAM tene abhimAna thaI jAya che; kAraNa ke vastunA agAdha svarUpano tene khyAla ja nathI; tethI te buddhinA ughADa AdimAM saMtoSAI, aTakI jAya che. jJAnIne pUrNatAnuM lakSa hovAthI te aMzamAM aTakato nathI. pUrNa paryAya pragaTa thAya topaNa svabhAva hato te pragaTyo temAM navIna zuM ? tethI jJAnIne abhimAna thatuM nathI." 5. pravacana-10, vacanAmRta-45 thI 47 - vacanAmRta, 45mo bola che. bhASA sAdI che. paNa aMtara sparze che). aMtaranAM taLiyAM tapAsIne.... aMtaranuM taLiyuM eTale dhruva (svarU5). paryAya che e dravyanI upara upara tare che. rAga ane vikalpa che e to upara che (ja) paNa enI paryAya je avasthA che, e paNa dravyathI upara upara tare che. AhA..hA...! e paryAyanAM taLiyAMmAM - aMtaramAM jo ! AhA..hA..! AvI vAta have ! aMtaranAM taLiyAM tapAsIne....' e dhruvane joIne ...AtmAne oLakha.' A sAra che. aMtaramAM dhruva che ene tapAsIne, dhruvane joIne AtmAne oLakha.

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varcanAmRta rahasya 173 A..hA..hA..! e zuM kahyuM ? paryAyane oLakhIne ke rAgane oLakhIne. AtmA oLakha, ema na kahyuM. kAraNa ke paryAya to eka samayanI che. rAga che e to vikAra che. e paryAyanI aMtaramAM-taLiyAM aMdara tapAsa. AhA..hA..! ghaNI sAdI bhASA paNa UMDuM ghaNuM che. enuM taLiyuM - paryAyanuM taLiyuM aMtaramAM tapAsIne AtmAne oLakha. e vinA AtmAne oLakhavAnI koI rIta nathI. AhA..hA..! AvuM AkaruM paDe mANasane ! zubha pariNAma, dhAraNA vagereno thoDo puruSArtha karI...' (arthAt kaMIka kaSAyane maMda (karyo), kaMIka zubha pariNAma karyAM ne zAstra vAMcIne kAMIka dhAraNA karI, (ema) ' thoDo puruSArtha karI meM ghaNuM ja karyuM che... ema ene thaI jAya che. AhA..hA..! aMdaramAM bhagavAna anaMta AnaMdano nAtha (birAje che). anaMta....anaMta... zaktio ane eka eka zaktinuM anaMta anaMta baLa, evI je aMdara dhruva vastu ene jANyAM vinA, zubha pariNAma ane thoDo jANapaNAno puruSArtha karI, meM ghaNuM ja karyuM che' ema mAnI, jIva AgaLa vadhavAne badale aTakI jAya che. A..hA...hA...! e maMda rAganI kriyA karI ane zAstranA vAMcana AdithI kAMIka jANapaNuM karI tyAM aTakI jAya che. saMtoSAI jAya che ke, ApaNe kAMIka karyuM ! AhA...! paNa e cIja to anaMtavAra karI che. e zubha rAga ane dhAraNA bannenI aMdara (pAtALamAM) taLiyAmAM AtmA vase che (tenI oLakhANa na karI). AhA..hA..! ? st * ---= * (have kahe che) 'ajJAnIne jarAka kAMIka AvaDe, dhAraNAthI yAda rahe,...' A jarI jhINI vAta karI thoDI ! .......tyAM tene abhimAna thaI jAya che;...' AhA..hA..! behada (sAmarthyano dhaNI) bhagavAne aMdara birAje che. anaMta anaMta zAMtinA 2sano kaMda prabhu birAje che. enA sAmuM jovAno prayatna karato nathI, ane kaMIka zubha kriyAnA pariNAma karI, zAstranA zabdonI) kaMIka dhAraNA karI tyAM aTakI jAya che ane meM ghaNuM karyuM' ema mAne che. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAta AvI A ! - zAstranI dhAraNA karI che e paNa eka bIjI cIja che. zubha bhAva e paNa eka bIjI cIja che. eTaluM karIne saMtoSa mAne e AtmAne aMdarathI yAda karI zake nahi. dhAraNAthI yAda rahe tyAM tene abhimAna thaI jAya

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174 [vacanAmRta-45] kAraNa ke vastanA agAdha svarUpano tene khyAla ja nathI.... A......! zuM kahyuM e ? rAganI maMdatAno zubha bhAva ane kAMIka jANapaNAnI dhAraNA (karI lIdhI paNa, enAthI bhinna, vastuno agAdha svabhAva aMdara che. agAdhA gaMbhIra cIja paDI che. prabhu ! A..hA...hA..! jenA taLiyAM jotAM anaMtatAno pAra na Ave, evAM je anaMta guNano dhaNI prabhu aMdara birAje che. tyAM tenI najaruM jAtI nathI. rAganI maMdatA ane kaMIka dhAraNA karIne tyAM saMtoSAI jAya che. A...hA..hA..! jANe ame ghaNuM karyuM ! ame dharma karIe chIe. ema abhimAnamAM tyAM rokAI jAya che. kAraNa ke vastunA agAdha svarUpano tene khyAla ja nathI....' thoDI zubha bhAvanA karI ane kaMIka dhAraNA karI, paNa vastu to agAdha che. AhA..hA..! aMtara jJAna AnaMda ne zAMtino sAgara (che). anaMta...anaMta...anaMta... (sAmarthyathI bharapUra svabhAva) paryAyanI pAchaLa aMtara taLamAM birAje che. enI upara najara karavAno vakhata leto nathI. mULa cIja A che. navamI triveka anaMta vAra gayo, agiyAra aMganA jANapaNA karyA, paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma karyo. nagna dazA dhAraNa karI, pariSaha ane upasarga AvatAM. sahana karyAM. paNa e badho paralakSI rAga che. AhA..hA..! agAdha vastu aMdara che, aMdara dariyo bharyo che. eka samayanI paryAyanI pAchaLa agAdha dariyo (bharyo che). anaMta jJAna ane AnaMdano dariyo bharyo che. AhA..! "tethI te buddhinA ughADa AdimAM saMtoSAI, aTakI jAya che.' agAdha svabhAvanI jene kiMmata nathI, aMdarano agAdha dravya svabhAva.... A..hA..hAM...! behada svabhAvano piMDa tenI jene kiMmata nathI, ....te buddhinA ughADa AdimAM saMtoSAI, aTakI jAya che. AhA..hA..! bhASA sAdI che paNa vastu aMdaranI che. AhA...! kyAM aTakyo che ? te batAve che). aTakavAnA kAraNo anaMta che ane (chUTavAnuM kAraNa eka agAdha svabhAvane pakaDavo e che. agAdha svabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAna ene pakaDavo ane ene anubhavavo, e vAstavika cIja che. bAkI badhI uparanI cIjo teM anaMta vAra karI. e badhI hadavALI ane maryAdAvALI cIja hatI. rAganI maMdatA ane zAstranI dhAraNA e maryAdita hatI. amaryAdita evo svabhAva 3 -

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vacanAmRta rahasya 175 tenA anubhavanA) saMtoSamAM na Avyo. ene saMtoSamAM (e AvyuM ke, e dhAraNA thaI emAM saMtoSAI gayo. aMtara AnaMdakaMda prabhu bhagavAna che. tenA tarapha enI najaruM karavAno vakhata paNa eNe lIdho nathI. AhA..hA..! jJAnIne pUrNatAnuM lakSa hovAthI... dharmI Ane kahIe, prabhu ! AkarI vAta che. bhagavAna ! atyAre to badhI bahArathI dhamAdhama cAle ane kriyAkAMDamAM (dharma) manAvI de che. kaMIka zAstranI dhAraNA thaI gaI tyAM mAnI bese ke ame samakitI chIe ! (paNa) e cIja ema nathI. AhA..hA...! , | 'jJAnIne pUrNatAnuM lakSa hovAthI.... ajJAnIne agAdha svabhAvanI khabara nathI. tethI rAganI maMdatA ane zAstranI dhAraNAthI saMtoSAI jAya che. A....... "jJAnIne pUrNatAnuM lakSa.... (hovAthI kyAMya saMtoSa thato nathI). pUrNa svarUpa prabhu che. paramAtmasvarUpa ja che. AtmA ! . . . . (samayasAranI), 38mI gAthAmAM kahyuM hatuM ne ? che emAM 38 gAthA ? potAnA paramezvarane bhUlI gayo - ema zabda che. potAnA paramezvarane bhUlIne badhI vAtuM kare. bhale rAga maMda kare - dayA, dAna, vrata, pUjA, bhakti, giranAra ne zetruMjaya ne sammadazIkharanI jAtrA karI). paraMtu potAnA paramezvarane bhUlIne) ! AhA..hA...! che ne emAM ? zuM kIdhuM che ? (juo ! potAnA paramezvara AtmAne bhUlI gayo.... paramezvara e potAno AtmA ! AhA..hA..! anaMta anaMta Rddhi, AnaMda Adi anaMta saMpadAno svAmI prabhu to ene najaramAM Avyo nahi, enI najaruM karI nahi ane rAganI maMdatAmAM saMtoSAI gayo. jJAnIne pUrNatAnuM lakSa che. (eTale) mAro prabhu pUrNa svabhAve bharelo che. AhA..hA..! (sevA) pUrNa svabhAvanuM ...lakSa hovAthI te aMzamAM aTakato nathI.. (arthAtu) te samyagdarzana, jJAna Adi thAya te aMzamAM aTakato nathI. AhA..hA..! dhAraNAmAM to aTakato nathI, maMda rAgamAM to aTakato nathI, paNa samyagdarzana ane jJAna(nI) dazA pragaTa) thAya, eTalAmAM e aTakato nathI. pUrNa svarUpamAM enuM maMthana che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavI kaThaNa paDe...! (A cIjano) abhyAsa nahi. (ane bahArano abhyAsa (che. eTale kaThaNa paDe). AhA...! kahe che ke (jJAnI) ...aMzamAM aTakato nathI. pUrNa paryAya pragaTa thAya....' kahe che ke bhale aMdarathI kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya...! A..hA..hA..! ...topaNa - -- - -..

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176 [vacanAmRta-45] svabhAva hato te pragaTyo..... che. e kAMI navI cIja nathI. e to sarvajJa svabhAva ja eno che. 'sarvajJadeva 52maguru' e A ! 'sarvajJadeva paramaguru ! (arthAtA) pote ja potAno sarvajJadeva paramaguru che. AhA..hA..! ene jeNe joyo ane pUrNa (svabhAvanuM) jene lakSa che te pUrNa svabhAva pragaTyo navIna zuM ?" A..dha..hA..! temAM anaMta kevaLajJAna, anaMta kevaLa darzana, anaMta AnaMda ane anaMta vIrya, - evuM anaMtapaNuM pragaTyuM topaNa emAM navInatA zuM ? e to hatI te cIja (pragaTamAM) AvI che. aMdaramAM hatI te bahAra AvI che. prAptanI prApti che. hoya tenI prApti che, na hoya tenI prApti koI di' hoI zake nahi. 'kUvAmAM pANI hoya e aveDAmAM Ave' ema aMta2mAM jo pUrNa svabhAva hoya to paryAyamAM pUrNatA Ave. AhA..hA..! Avo upadeza che ! AphrikAmAM - nAyarobImAM Avo upadeza !! tamArI mAMgaNIthI ja AvyAM chIe. AhA..! mAragaDA bApA...! aMtaranI zailI sAMbhaLavA (meLavI) paNa muzkela che. - AyaNa ! kahe che ke, kadAcit kevaLajJAna pragaTe (topaNa jJAnIne navInatA lAgatI nathI). aMtaramAM ekalA jJAnarasano piMDa prabhu che, emAMthI svabhAvanI dazAmAM pUrNa svabhAva pragaTe topaNa navIna zuM (thayuM) ? (temAM) navIna zuM ? e (aMdaramAM) hatuM e AvyuM che. prAptanI prApti che. aMdara hatuM te bahAra AvyuM che. AhA...hA...! jJAnIne pUrNatAmAM saMtoSa Avato nathI. e pUrNatAnA dhyeyane cUkato nathI. pUrNatAnA dhyeyane cUkato nathI ane pUrNatA pragaTe topaNa tene navIna lAgatuM nathI. AhA...hA...! che ? ...temAM navIna zuM ? tethI jJAnIne abhimAna thatuM nathI. AhA...hA...! cauda pUrva ane bAra aMganuM jJAna thAya, ane munipaNAnI traNa kaSAyanA abhAvanI dazA pragaTa thAya topaNa tene tenuM abhimAna AvatuM nathI. Aya..ya..! svAmI kArtikeyAnuprekSAmAM eka lekha che. kArtikeya svAmI ! je kALe je thavAnuM ema badhuM Ave che ne ? kramabaddhanuM ? emAM eka evo lekha che, svAmI kArtikeyamAM ! ke, jene AtmAnA darzana thAya che. e potAne paryAyamAM pAmara mAne che. zuM kahyuM ? aMdara (jene) AtmajJAna thAya che, rAgathI ane

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vacanAmRta rahasya 177 paryAyathI bhinna dravyanI pUrNatAnI dRSTi thAya che ane e pUrNatAnA svarUpano anubhava thAya che. topaNa te potAnI paryAyamAM pAmaratI mAne che. (evI) gAthA che, svAmI kArtikeyamAM ! svAmI kArtikeyAnuprekSA pustaka che ne ! emAM A gAthA che. AhA..hA...! cAra jJAna ane cauda pUrvanuM jJAne ughaDe ane traNa kaSAyanA abhAvanI vItarAgatA Ave to paNa huM paryAyamAM pAmara chuM ! kyAM kevaLajJAne ! kevaLadarzana ! kevaLa AnaMda ! ane kevaLa pUrNa puruSArtha !! anaMta catuSTayanI vyaktatA AgaLa potAnI te paryAyanI te pAmaratA mAne che. ajJAnIne thoDuM jANapaNuM ane zubha bhAva thAya tyAM kUdako mAre che ! ke ame to kAMIka karyuM ne ame kAMIka AgaLa cAlyAM !! AhA..hA! AvI (jJAnI - ajJAnI vacce phera che ! A benanI vANI A che ! (ahIMyA kahe che ke, tethI jJAnIne abhimAna thatuM nathI.' hatuM te pragaTyuM. AhA..hA..! lIMDI pIparamAM cosaTha pahorI tIkhAza bharI che. hindImAM caraparAI' (kahe che). amAre gujarAtImAM 'tIkhAza' (kahe che). lIMDI pIparamAM cosaTha pahorI caraparAI - tIkhAza bharI che. kade nAnI, raMge kALI, paNa zaktie pUrNa ! zaktie tIkhAza ane lIlA raMgathI pUrNa che - e pUrNa cosaTha pahora eTale rUpiye rUpiyo - soLa AnA. evI zakti aMdara paDI che ! e jyAre ghUMTIne bahAra) Ave che to e prAptanI prApti che. ghUMTavAthI AvatuM hoya to to lAkaDAne (a) patharAne ghUMTe, cosaTha pahorI tIkhAza AvavI joIe. paraMtu, jemAM nathI tyAMthI kevI rIte Ave ? A...hA..hA..! (tevI ja rIte) AtmAmAM jJAna, darzana ane AnaMda che. e lIMDI pIparamAM jema cosaTha pahorI eTale rUpiye rUpiyo tIkho ane lIlo raMga che to bahAra Ave che. ema AtmAnI aMdara paramezvara pada paDyuM che, AhA..hA..! kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana, anaMta AnaMda, (anaMta vIrya) - (e) catuSTaya zaktirUpe paDyAM che, tenI vyaktatA thAya che. che tenI vyastatA thAya che. maLeluM che temAMthI meLavAya che. AhAhA..! have Avo mArga....! eTalI pUrNatA pragaTa thAya to paNa dharmIne navInatA ane abhutatA kaMI lAgatI nathI. AhA...hA...! samayasAramAM pAchaLa be zloka che. emAM) Ave che - "mamatAmata ! enI dazAmAM amutAmata' pragaTI topaNa tene tenI vismayatA nathI. e to mAro svabhAva hato. mAro prabhu pUrNa

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178 [vacanAmRta-46] hato, a paryAyamAM pUrNapaNe bahAra Avyo che. AhA..hA...! e 45 bola (pUro thayo.. * "jIvana AtmAmaya ja karI levuM joIe. bhale upayoga * sUkSma thaIne kArya karI zakato na hoya paNa pratItimAM ema * ja hoya ke A kArya karyuM ja lAbha che, mAre A ja karavuM che; te vartamAna pAtra che." 46. 0 0 0 46 mo-bola). jIvana AtmAmaya ja karI levuM joIe. A.......! zuM kahe che ? gRhasthAzramamAM rahyAM chatAM jIvanane AtmAmaya karI levuM joIe. AtmAmaya ja karI levuM joIe, ema kahyuM che). ene rAga, lakSmI to kyAMya rahI gayAM), eno to e kartA paNa nathI ane enI e cIja paNa nathI. lakSmI mArI che, ema mAne e jaDane potAnuM mAne che. e caitanyane - potAne mAnato nathI. AhA..hA..! (samayasAra) nirjarA adhikAramAM e Ave che . huM evA rAgane mAro mAnuM to huM ajIva thaI jAuM ! to A lakSmIjaDa-dhULa to kyAMya rahI gaI ! e mArI che ane huM eno chuM - e moTI mithyAdRSTi che. AhA...hA..! moTI jUThI dRSTi che ane enA phaLamAM ene jUTho saMsAra rakhaDavAno maLaze. AA.....! mATe ahIMyA kahe che, "jIvana AtmAmaya ja karI levuM joIe.. (bahAramAM) game te cIjano saMyoga hoya te uparanuM lakSa choDI daI ane jIvanamAM AtmA ja chuM). glAyaka chuM. zuddha chuM. caitanya chuM. AnaMda chuM, pUrNa chuM ama jIvanane AtmAmaya ja karI levuM joIe. AtmAmaya ja karI levuM joIe ema kahyuM che), A..hA..hA...! bhale gRhasthAzramamAM ho !

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:vacanAmRta rahasya 179 bharata cakravartI gRhasthAzramamAM hatAM chatAM ene AtmajJAna ane (svarUpa) lInatA hatI. be bhAIo laDAI karatA (hatAM) topaNa AtmAnI aMdara lInatA hatI ! laDAInA bhAvane paNa potAnAM kartA na mAnatA, (mAtra) jANatAM hatAM. AhA..hA...! be bhAIo vacce laDAI !! banne samakitI !! banne jJAnI !! banne e bhave mokSa janArA !! AhA..hA...! jyAM cakra mAryuM,..! bharate jyAM bAhubaLane cakra mAryuM...! cakra UbhuM rahI gayuM. carama zarIrI jIva che (eTale) cakra na lAgyuM. A bhAI-bhAI vacce Avo 2Aga ! e rAganeM paNa aMdarathI bhinna jANe che. 'huM e nahi, A mAruM nahi, A to nabaLAIno rAga Avyo e duHkhadAyaka dazA (che). mArI to AnaMda svarUpadazA (che). A duHkha dazA e mArI nahi, mArAmAM nahi, (huM) eno nahi, e mArAmAM nahi, emAM huM nahi' AhA..hA..! AvI dRSTi thayuM jIvana AtmAmaya ja karI levuM joIe. bhale upayoga sUkSma thaIne kArya karI zakato na hoya.... zuM kahe che ? aMdara jANavAno upayoga, caitanyane pakaDavAno upayoga kArya karI zakato na hoya to '....paNa pratItimAM ema ja hoya ke A kArya karye ja lAbha che...... aMtara svarUpamAM jaye, aMtara (svabhAva) prApta thAya te ja lAbha che. bAkI bAhya cIjamAM kyAMya lAbha che nahi. AhA...hA...! (Ama) pratItimAM ene AvavuM joIe. zuM AvyuM ? ....upayoga sUkSma thaIne kArya karI zakato na hoya....' (arthAt jJAnano upayoga aMdara hajI kaMI pakaDI na zakato hoya, ....paNa pratItimAM ema ja hoya ke A kArya karye ja lAbha che,....' rAgathI ane eka samayanI paryAyathI paNa, agiyAra aMganA jANapaNAthI paNa (mArga judo che) ane zubharAganI kriyA - A pUjA, bhakti badho zubha rAga che, e koI dharma nathI. AhA..hA..! Ave. zubha rAga Ave, (ane) 'bhale upayoga sUkSma thaIne kArya karI zakato na hoya paNa pratItimAM ema ja hoya ke A kArya karye ja lAbha che,....' (eTale ke) rAgathI khasIne aMta2mAM javuM tyAM AtmA che. bIje kyAMya AtmA che nahi. AI AhA...! benanA vacano che A ! bena anubhavamAMthI bolela che. anubhavamAMthI A rasa Avyo che. AhA..hA..hA...! 3

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18) vicanAmRta-47] (kahe che ke) ....pratItimAM ema ja hoya ke A kArya karyuM ja lAbha che. mAre A ja karavuM che... A...hA..hA...! mAre to e AtmAnuM jJAna ane AnaMda ja (pragaTa) karavA che. evI jene pratIti ane jora Ave te vartamAna pAtra che. te jIva vartamAna pAtra che. e pAtratAmAM e AtmAno lAbha laI zakaze. AvI pAtratA nathI tene AtmAno lAbha maLI zakaze nahi. AhA...hA..! juo ! A pAtratA kIdhI che. AvA jIva to pAtra che ! ke jene AtmAnI) eTalI laganI lAgI che ke eno sUkSma upayoga kadAcit kAma na kare paNa pratItimAM eTaluM varte che ke AmAM gaye chUTako ane ene meLavya chUTako ! evo jeno pratIti bhAva che ke, sarva dharmakArya karatI vakhate lAbha to mArA AtmAno thavo te che. (mATe) "mAre A ja karavuM che; te vartamAna pAtra che." (arthAtu) te vartamAnamAM samakitadarzana pAmavAne pAtra che. samyagdarzana pAmavAne pAtra . lAyaka che. A..hA....! je samyagdarzana - vaMsa mUto gho - je darzana cAritra (35) dharmanuM mULa che. e samakita AvA pAtra jIvane prApta thAya evuM che. AhA..hA..! e 46 (bola pUro thayo). * * * * * trikALI dhruva dravya kadI baMdhAyuM nathI. mukta che ke baMdhAyeluM che te vyavahAranayathI che, te paryAya che. jema karoLiyo lALamAM - baMdhAyela che te chUTavA mAge to chUTI zake che, jema gharamAM raheto mANasa aneka kAryomAM, upAdhiomAM, jaMjALamAM phasAyelo che paNa mANasa tarIke chUTo che; tema jIva vibhAvanI joLamAM baMdhAyela che, phasAyela che paNa prayatna kare to pote chUTo ja che ema jaNAya. caitanyapadArtha to chUTo ja che. caitanya to jJAnaAnaMdanI mUrti - jJAyakamUrti che, paNa pote potAne bhUlI gayo che. vibhAvanI jALa pAtharelI che. vibhAvanI jALamAM phasAI gayo che, paNa prayatna kare to chUTo ja che. dravya baMdhAyela : nathI." 47. 'are!

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vacanAmRta rahasya 181 47. trikALI dhruva dravya kadI baMdhAyuM nathI. zuM kahe che ? trikALI dravya je bhagavAna dravya svarUpa (tenI vAta kare che). dravya eTale A tamArA paisA nahIM hoM ! sonagaDhamAM svAdhyAya maMdiramAM 'dravyadRSTi te samyadRSTi' (ema lakheluM che ne ! dravyadRSTi te samyakdaSTi !" ekavAra eka mANasa Avyo. e Ama beThelo ane A - 'dravyadRSTi te samyakdRSTi' vAMcyuM. (pachI) pUchyuM - mahArAja ! A dravyadRSTi te samakitadRSTi (lakhyuM che) to dravya (eTale) lakSmI te samyakudRSTi ! A kyAMthI AvyuM !?' AvI to jainamAM janmelAMne khabaruM !! aMdara dravyadRSTi vAMcIne ene ema thayuM ke) dravya eTale paisAnI dRSTi ! ahIM badhAM karoDopati Ave che mATe e badhAM paisAvALA e samakitadRSTi ? are...! prabhu ! tame A zuM kaho cho ? ahIM tamArA dravya - paisAnuM kyAM kAma che !? paisAno svAmI thAya e to mUDha ane mUrkha che moTo !! AhA..! samajAya che kAMI ? - je jaDa che. ajIva che, are...! rAgano svAmI thAya te mithyASTi che. ! zubha rAgano dhaNI thAya te paNa mithyASTi che to pachI lakSmI strI, kuTuMba, parivAranI to vAtuM zuM karavuM ? AhA..hA..! e to para cIja che. parane kAraNe AvI che ane ene kAraNe Take ne badale che. tArA adhikAramAM e cIja che nahi. chatAM potAno adhikAra - svAmIpaNuM emAM mAne to moTI mUDhatA che ! ema vItarAga kahe che. mUDha jIva che e ! mUrkha che ! A...hA..hA..! cAra gatimAM) rakhaDavAnA enA lakhaNa che, (ema) kahe che. "mUDha jIva' Ave che ne ? samayasAramAM Ave che . mUDha jIva che e ! A..hA..hA..! ahIM e kahe che, "trikALI dhruva dravya kadI baMdhAyuM nathI.' zuM kahe che ? savAramAM (samayasAra-14 gAthAmAM) "abaddhaskRSTa' AvyuM hatuM ne ? e abaddhaskRSTa nAstithI vAta che ane "mukta" che te astithI vAta che. kharekhara (to) vastu che e mukta ja che. ene AvaraNa paNa nathI, e baMdhAyelo nathI. A. ...! Atmadravya je che, AtmapadArtha je che, bhagavAne jene AtmA kahyo te AtmA baMdhAyelo ane AvaraNavALo nathI. e kadI baMdhAyuM nathI. AhA..hA..! enI paryAyamAM rAga ne dveSathI baMdhana mAne che. vastu baMdhAyelI nathI. trikALa ,

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182 [vacanAmRta-47] nirAvaraNa paramAtmA aMdara paDyo che. AhA..hA..! 'trikALa nirAvaraNa akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya avinazvara zuddha pAriNAmika paraMmabhAvalakSaNa nija paramAtmadravya te huM chuM.' AhA..hA..! AvI ddaSTi thAya tene dravya kadI baMdhAyuM nathI - ema jANavAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA..! (have kahe che) 'mukta che ke baMdhAyeluM che..... (arthAt) paryAyamAM mukta che ke paryAyamAM baMdhAyela che, ....te vyavahAranayathI che,....' A..hA..hA..! baMdha ane muktanI dazA vyavahAra che. nizcayamAM dravya baMdhAyela ane mukta che nahi, e to muktasvarUpa ja che ! paryAyamAM mukta thavuM ane paryAyamAM baMdhana thavuM, e to vyavahAranayanuM upacarita vartamAna kathana che. trikALa vastu baMdhAyelI che nahi. arere...! AvI vAta have...! Akho di' duniyAnA dhaMdhAmAM rasa-kasamAM paDyo hoya, AhA..hA...! kApaDanA poTalAM pherave ne emAM 200-500nI dararoja pedAza thatI hoya....! 500-1000-2000-5000-10,000nI pedAza thAya, emAM zuM che ? dasa-dasa hajAranI eka divasanI pedAza hoya ! e zuM che ? (e to) jaDa che, dhULa che. ahIMyA to kahe che, AtmAne baMdhAyelo ane mukta mAnavo, e vyavahAranaya' che. e vyavahAranaya heya nAma choDavA lAyaka che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavI kaThaNa paDe ! karo...karo...! A karo... A karo...AM karo...A karo...! prabhu ahIM kahe che ke paNa (e) karo to eka ko2 rahyuM paNa mukta dazA paNa vyavahAranaya che !! rAga karo e to kartApaNuM - mithyAtva che...! AhA..hAM..! paNa muktapaNAnI paryAyane - mukta paryAya che te nizcayanayano viSaya mAnavo, e mithyAtva che !! (kema ke e to) vyavahAranayano viSaya che. eka samayanI paryAya, kevaLajJAnanI eka samaya(nI) paryAya paNa vyavahAra che. A..hA..ho..! samajAya che kAMI ? " paisA ne A zarIra (to) mATI ne dhULa (che). A to mATI che. e to kyAMya rahI gayA ! bAyaDI, chokarA ne kuTuMba ne enA AtmA ane zarIranA 2jakaNo to kyAMya judAM rahI gayA ! ene potAnA mAne e to moTo mUrakha ane mUDha che. AhA..hA..! ahIM to karyuM che. jIvane paryAyamAM mukta mAnavo e vyavahAranaya che.

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vacanAmRta rahasya 183 zuM kahyuM ? paryAyamAM mukta thAze te nizcaya nathI paNa e vyavahAra che. kemake paryAya che. paryAyamAtra vyavahAra (che). vastu dravya che te nizcaya (che). paMcAdhyAyI (zAstramAM) be bola lIdhAM che, dravya te nizcaya ane paryAya te vyavahAra cAhe to mukta paryAya hoya, cAhe to kevaLajJAna hoya, cAhe to anaMta AnaMda hoya, paNa e paryAya vyavahAra che. A..hA.hA..! enA uparanI dRSTi rAkhavA jevI nathI. AhA..hA..! dRSTimAM to trikALI dhruva, trikALa mukta svarUpa ja che. mukta avasthA thaze e to vyavahAra che. mukta svarUpa che te nizcaya che. AhA..hA..! AvuM A nAyarobImAM sAMbhaLavuM !! kApaDanAM dhaMdhAmAM badhAM gUMcI gayelAM hoya aMdarathI ! (emAM A sAMbhaLavuM) !!! mumukSu :- amArA bhAgya pAkyA hatAM ne ! nahi to tame kyAMthI Avo ? pUjya gurudevazrI :- vAta sAcI...! bhAI ! vAta sAcI '!' A vacano bApA puNyazALIone maLe evAM che ! o..ho..ho...! mumukSu :- Apano amArA upara parama upakAra che !! pUjya gurudevazrI :- A vastu evI che !! ahIM kahe che,' baMdhAyeluM che e vyavahAranaya ane mukta che e (paNa) vyavahAranaya (che). arere...! koNa mAne A ? rAga che, rAgathI baMdhAyelo (che) e paNa vyavahAra che ane kevaLajJAna mukta paryAya thAya te paNa vyavahAra che. paryAyamAtrane vyavahAra kahevAmAM Ave che ane eka 'samayanI paryAya(thI) rahita trikALa dravya che tene nizcaya kahevAmAM Ave che. nizcaya eTale sAcuM ane vyavahAra eTale kSaNika avasthA che tene vyavahAra kahevo (ane) te upacAra che. A...hA..hA..! kAne to paDavA do A ! kevI vAta che !! are...! manuSyabhava maLyo... cAlyo jAya che. kyAM jaze ? AhA..hA..! mumukSu :- utArA kyAM thaze khabara nathI ? pUjya gurudevazrI :- mATe ja utArAno niMrNaya karo (ema) kahe che. utArAno nirNaya karo ke huM trikALa mukta svarUpa chuM. mAro utAro muktimAM jaze. deha to chUTaze, prabhu ! dehanI to muta che. tuM AtmA (cho). (tenI) mudata che nahi. e to anAdi anaMta che. (to) kyAM jaze ? kyAM raheze ? Aja pachInA anaMtakALa raheze kyAM ? jeNe rAgane (ane) 52ne potAnuM mAnyuM

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184 [vacanAmRta-4] che e naraka ane nigodamAM raheze, AhA..hA..! ane jaiNe rAgane ane muktine paNa paryAyanayano viSaya jANI, dhruva upara dRSTi karI che te alpa kALamAM mokSane pAmaze. e zloka Avyo che ne (padmanaMdI paMcavizatImAM) ? "tatpati prItivijona vena vArtA fpa ri sutA' - AvI je abaMdha (svarUpanI) vAta () (tene) prIti karIne suNe - sAMbhaLe. abaMdha (eTale) muktasvarUpa - trikALa mukta svarUpa ! mukta thavuM e to paryAya che. (huM to, mukta svarUpa ja chuM. evI je aMdaramAM dRSTi thavI.... A..hA..hA...! e bhAgyazALIne thAya che, (ama) kahe che. AhA..! ane tene alpa kALamAM anaMta saMsAra tUTIne anaMta kevaLajJAnanI prApti (thaze). bhaviSyamAM anaMta kALa jJAna(mAM) (arthAtu) kevaLajJAnamAM raheze. ahIMthI (deha) chUTaze ane pachI sAdhakapaNuM rAkhyuM haze to sAdhaka(paNuM) chUTIne sAdhya - kevaLajJAna) thaze. ane anaMta kALa kevaLajJAnamAM raheze ane A na samajayo ane rAgane ane pUrane potAnA mAnIne mithyAtvane jeNe sevyAM che, prabhu ! (e saMsAramAM rakhaDaze). AhA..hA..! (eka) kalAka pUjA ne bhakti karI mATe dharma thaI gayo ema mAne, bhagavAnanI pUjA kalAka karI e to rAga (che), zubha rAga che, tyAM dharma kyAM hato ? AhA...hA...! zubha bhAva Ave (paNa e kAMI) dharma nathI. prazna :- to pachI maMdiro zA mATe banAve che ? pUjya gurudevazrI :- e maMdira. to ene kAraNe bane che. karanArano (mAtra) zubha bhAva che eTaluM. bhAva hoya to (e) zubha che eTaluM. bAkI e to ene kAraNe racAya. rajakaNanI paryAya ene kAraNe racAya che. e rajakaNanI paryAya bIjo race e traNa kALamAM banaze nahi. AhA..hA..! . prazna :- patharA emane ema khaDakAI jatAM haze ? samAdhAna : enA meLAe khaDakAya che. eka eka paramANu te kSetre, te kALe, te avasthA tene thavAnI, te te kALe tene kAraNe thAze. bIjo kahe ke, mAre kAraNe A maMdira thAya ane huM maMdirane banAvI zakuM chuM, e vAtamAM kAMI mAla nathI, bApu ! AhA..hA..! vAta e che ke lAkho (ApI de) ke karoDa daI de, e to rAganI maMdatA karIza to zubha che. paNa e paisA mArA che ane meM dIdhA, evI mAnyatA to mithyASTinI mUDhanI che. ahIM

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vacanAmRta rahasya 185 kAMI mAkhaNa nathI copaDatA) bApu ! AhA...! vItarAgane kAMI koInI paDI nathI. vItarAga to satya che tene jAhera kare che. AhA...! tArA karoDa zuM pAMca karoDa ane abaja ApI de, emAM paNa jo rAganI maMdatA karI hoya to puNya (che). ane e "meM ApyAM, e mArA hatAM ema mAne to mithyASTi che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM ! mumukSu :- paisA Ape ane pAchA mUDha kahevA! pUjya gurudevazrI : paisA paNa ke di' ApyAM che) ? paisA kyAM enA hatAM ? paisA jaDanA che. cetanyanA che ? rAga caitanyano nathI tyAM vaLI paisA enA kyAMthI AvyAM ? rAga maMda karyo hoya e rAga AtmAno nathI AtmA to nirmaLAnaMda sat cidAnaMda prabhu che. paryAyamAM rAga thAya che te kalaMka ne doSa che. | niyamasAramAM be ThekANe ema kahyuM che ke, zubha bhAva ghora saMsAra che! ema kahyuM che. AhA..hA...! are...! (AvuM sAMbhaLavA kyAM maLe ? zubhabhAva ! e bhakti Adino zubha bhAva ! ene "ghora saMsAra' niyamasAramAM be ThekANe kahyo che. (te) hoya che, paNa che saMsAra ! AhA..hA...! ---- ahIMyA kahe che ke, enAthI bhinna aMdara bhagavAna che). baMdhAyelo ane mukta e to vyavahAranayathI che. te to paryAya che. mukti ane baMdha to paryAya che. A..hA..hA..! samajAya che kAMI ? zuM kahyuM? bhagavAna AtmA ! seMkaDanA asaMkhyamAM bhAgamAM eka seMkaDamAM pUrNa mukta svarUpa che. tene AtmA kahIe. tene nizcayanayAthI) AtmA kahIe. niyamasAranI 38 gAthAmAM ema AvyuM che ke, trilokanAtha (sImaMdhara bhagavAnanI) vANI kuMdakuMdaAcAryadeve suNI ane aMtarAmAM) anubhava to hato, e ema vAta kahevA mAge che ke, je kAMI AtmA (vastu che), (arthAtu) jene ame "AtmA' kahIe e to paryAya vinAno je trikALI che tene ame "AtmA kahIe chIe. rAga vinAno to ThIka, paNa saMvara, nirjarA ne mokSa(nI) paryAya vinAno) (ame "AtmA' kahI chIe). (vAta thoDI) jhINI paDaze, prabhu ! zuM kahyuM ? saMvara, nirjarA ane mokSa ! (eTale ke) mokSano mArga (saMvara, nirjarA) ane mokSa traNe nAzavAna che. tethI traNe vyavahAranayano viSaya che. nizcaya

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186 vacanAmRta-4hyuM AtmA te saMvara, nirjarA ane mokSathI bhinna che. AhA..hA..! have ahIM laI javA...! A aMdara (AtmA) rAma sudhI laI javA che. AhA..hA...! L. (niyamasAra) 38mI gAthAmAM ema AvyuM che ke, nava tattva che te nAzavAna che. eka tattva je trikALI paramAtmA te dhruva che. e navamAM saMvara, nirjarA (arthAtu) dharma-mokSano mArga, mokSa, kevaLajJAna, anaMta AnaMda e paNa paryAyamAM nAkhIne nAzavAne kIdhAM che. A....hA..hA..! avinAzI to aMdara trikALa dhruva che te avinAzI che. AhA...tenI dRSTi karavA jevI che, bApu ! AhA..hA..! tyAM (sonagaDhamAM) to badhAM graMtho vaMcAI gayA che ne ! 45 varSathI tyAM ghaNAM zAstro vaMcAI gayAM che. AhA..hA..! niyamasAra che ahIMyA, enI aMdara che. be ThekANe zubharAgane) "ghora saMsAra' (kahyo che). ane niyamasAranA zuddhabhAva adhikAranI 30mI gAthA - pahelI gAthAmAM to jene AtmAnuM jJAna, darzana ane cAritra thayAM che ane mokSa dazA thaI che - kahe che ke, e mokSa dazA ane saMvara, nirjarA (eTale) dharma ane dharmanuM phaLa mokSa - e badhuM nAzavAna che, kemake e paryAya che. jhINI vAta che, bApA ! A...hA..hA..! prabhu ! tArI vAta jhINI che bahu, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! bahAramAM badhuM enuM cAle che ane emAM loko rAjI rAjI thaIne rahe (che), khIcaDo kare che ! ahIM to traNa lokano nAtha, indra ane gaNadharonI sabhAmAM divyadhvani dvArA ema kahetAM hatAM, e (vAta) kuMdakuMdaAcArya kahe che ke, saMvara, nirjarA ane mokSa - samyagdarzana, jJAna ane cAritra je samyak - sAcuM che ane tenuM phaLa mokSa - banne nAzavAna che, kemake e paryAya che. Asava, baMdhanI to zuM vAta karavI ? A..hA..hA..! puNya ne pApanA bhAva je kare e kAMI kalyANa (nathI). bhakti karI, pUjA karI, tyAM thaI kyo dharma ! (ema mAne che). (paNa) e to zubha bhAva che, te (paNa) rAkhyo hoya to ! dharma to kyAM hato tyAM ? AhA..hA...! eka kalAka jarI pUjA, bhakti kare tyAM mAne ke) thaI gayo. dharma ! have trevIsa kalAka karo pApa !! AhA..hA..! trilokanAtha paramAtmAnI divyadhvani ema che ke, "nizcaya AtmA' ene kahIe chIe ke, saMvara, nirjarA ane mokSano paNa jemAM abhAva che ! trikALa cIja che tene ame nizcaya AtmA kahIe chIe. saMvara, nirjarA ane mokSane

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187 vacanAmRta rahasya ame vyavahAra AtmA kahIe chIe. A..hA..hA..! ahIM e ja kahyuM ne, juone ! "mukta che ke baMdhAyeluM che te vyavahAranayathI che, te paryAya che.' A..hA..hA..! samajAya che kAMI ? "samajAya che kAMI ?" e visAmAnuM vAkya che. eka cha-sAta varasano nAno chokaro enI mAM ne kaheto hato ke, "samajAya che kAMI ? kahe che e "mahArAja kyAM che ?! "samajAya che ?' ema eka mahArAja kahe che, e mahArAja kyAM che ? pAMca-cha varSano chokaro hato. A..hA..hA..! prabhu ! A to koI alaukika zAMtino mArga che !!! ahIM to kahe che, saMvara, nirjarA ane mokSa; - Asava, - puNya ne pApanI vAta to zuM karavI ? e to duHkha ne jhera che, - paNa saMvara ne nirjarA amRta che ane mokSa che e amRtanI pUrNa dazA che, chatAM te traNe nAzavAna che, kemake e paryAya che. paryAyanI mudata eka samayanI che. bhale kevaLajJAna thAya paNa e kevaLajJAna eka samaya rahe. bIje samaye te kevaLajJAna nahi rahe. bIje samaye bIjuM kevaLajJAna thaze, trIje samaye trIjuM kevaLajJAna thaze. kevaLajJAna bIje samaye nahi rahe. ararara...! AvI vAtuM ha! kevaLajJAna nAzavAna che ! ararara....! eka samayanI mudata che ne eTale (nAzavAna kahyuM). paryAyanI (mudata) eka samaya ja hoya che. eka sekaMDano asaMkhyamo bhAga evo eka samaya. (e) eka samaya kevaLajJAna rahe. bIje samaye bIjuM thAya. e nahi rahe. evuM e nahi. evuM raheze paNa e nahi. e apekSAe (kevaLajJAna) paryAyane nAzavAna kIdhI che. A..hA..hA..! * ahIM e ja kahe che (ke), e paryAya che mATe tene ame vyavahAranaya kahIe chIe. AhA..hA..! A benanAM zabda che, olA niyamasAra(nAM) bhagavAnanAM zabda che. nizcaya AtmA ame ene kahIe chIe, kharekhara AtmA ene kahIe chIe ke je puNya, pApa, Asava, baMdha, saMvara, nirjarA ane mokSathI bhinna che. kemake eka samayanI paryAyathI te trikALa dravya bhinna che. e bhinna che tene ame nizcaya AtmA kahIe chIe. saMvara, nirjarA ane mokSane paNa ame vyavahAra AtmA kahIe chIe. te vyavahAranayano viSaya che, (te) bhedarUpe che. jyAre) trikALI dravya te abhedarUpe (che) ane nizcayanayano viSaya che. AhA..hA...!

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188 [vacanAmRta-47] . prazna :- gurudeva ! savAre anubhUtine AtmA kaho ane atyAre anubhUtine AtmA nathI kahetA !? samAdhAna :- e anubhUtine AtmA kIdho, e rAga (AtmA) nathI, mATe (anubhUtine) AtmA kahyo ane ahIM saMvara, nirjarA, ane mokSane paNa nAzavAna (kahyAM). eka samayanI paryAya che mATe nAzavAna kahe che. anubhUti paNa eka samayanI dazA che. 'prazna :- savAranA AtmA ane atyAre anAtmA thaI gayo ! samAdhAna :- e AtmA kaI rIte kahyo ? (ke) rAga AtmA nathI mATe te nirmaLa anubhavane AtmA kahyo. paNa ahIMyA to have trikALI dhruvanI apekSAe nirmaLa anubhavane nAzavAna kahyo). pelA rAganI apekSAe anubhUtine AtmA kahyo hato. dayA, dAna ne bhaktinA rAganA pariNAma che, e baMdhananuM kAraNa che. e apekSAe anubhUti AtmA che, ema kahyuM hatuM. atyAre ahIM kahe che, e anubhUti zuM mokSa paNa eka samayanI paryAya che ! A...hA...hA...! siddhapaNuM paNa eka samayanI paryAya (che). bIje samaye bIjuM, trIje samaye trIjuM (siddhapaNuM che). AvI vAta che. kAne paDavI muzkela paDe evI che !! | mumukSu :- uttama ane maMgala (vAta) che ! - pUjya gurudevazrI :- bhAgyavAna hoya ene kAne paDe evI vAtuM che !! AhA..hA..! e Ave che ne ? "bhavi bhAga joga !" stutimAM Ave che. bhavi bhAgana joga' vItarAganI vANI nIkaLe che ! bhavya (jIvanA) bhAgyanA joge vItarAgInI vANI Ave che !! "bhavi bhAgana joga e Ave che. hindI stutimAM e Ave che. "bhavi bhAgana joga' vItarAganI vANI nIkaLe che. ene kAMI bolavuM nathI, e to jJAnarUpa che. e vANInA kartA paNa nathI. bhavya prANI (ne) yoga che, prANInI pAtratA che . ene mATe vItarAganI vANIno dhvani Ave che. 'OM kAra dhuni sunI, artha gaNadhara vicAre - bhagavAnane dhvani Ave ! ene AvI (zabdAtmaka) vANI na hoya. AvI vANI bhagavAnane na hoya. rAgavALo hoya ene AvI khaMDavALI vANI hoya. vItarAga hoya ene khaMDavALI vANI na hoya. ene AkhA zarIramAMthI akhaMDa OMnI dhvani chUTe.

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189 vacanAmRta rahasya 'OM kAra dhuni sunI, artha gaNadhara vicAre AhA...! "raci Agama upadeza, bhavika jIva saMzaya nivAre.' (gaNadharadeva divyadhvaninAM) Agama racIne, bhavya prANI hoya e mithyAtvane TALIne AtmAno anubhava kare. AhA..! paNa e Agama vacana sAMbhaLIne ! bIjAnI vANIne sAMbhaLIne nahi. sarvajJa trilokanAthanI vANI sAMbhaLIne jeNe mithyAtva TALyuM che te muktine pAmavAne lAyaka che. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ahIMyA zuM kahyuM? mukta che ke baMdhAyeluM che te vyavahAranayathI che, te paryAya che. jema karoLiyo lALamAM baMdhAyela che te chUTavA mAge to chUTI zake che.... karoLiyAno dAkhalo Apyo. "makaDI' kahe che ke tamAre (hindImAM)? karoLiyo ! e eka pherI kahyuM hatuM. be pagAne mANasa kahyo. mANasa, bAyaDI paraNe tyAre cAra pago thAya eTale Dhora thAya ane ene chokaro thAya (eTale) be paga vadhyAM eTale cha pago bhamaro thAya. bhamaro ...bhuM.. karyA kare - mAro chokaro che ne mAro Ama che ne Ama ramADavo, ne Ama karavuM ! ane e chokaro bAyaDI paraNe tyAre ATha pago karoLiyo thAya. karoLiyAne ATha paga hoya che. AvuM sAMbhaLyuM paNa nahi hoya ! karoLiyA nathI thAtAM ? makaDI ! ene ATha paga hoya che. bhamarAne cha paga hoya che. e ahIM kahe che, jema karoLiyo lALamAM baMdhAyela che te chUTavA mAge to chUTI zake che.....' kemake pote lALamAM baMdhAyela che. UMdhAM puruSArthathI lALamAM baMdhAyela che. savaLo puruSArtha karIne baMdhana choDI zake che. che ? (pahelA) karoLiyAno dAkhalo Apyo. (have kahe che) ....jema gharamAM raheto mANasa aneka kAryomAM, upAdhiomAM...." A..hA..hA..! che ? jema gharamAM raheto mANasa...' ema kahIne) ahIM bIjuM kahevuM che ke, mANasa game tevAM kAma kare paNa e mANasa, mANasa maTIne kAMI e vakhate nArakI thAya che ? mANasa to mANasa che. mANasa game teTalAM bahAranAM kArya kare paNa e mANasa phITIne kAMI te kALe Dhora thAya che ? pachI enuM pariNAma (phaLa) Ave ne bhale DhoramAM jAya. kaSAyanI tIvratA seve, mAMsa-dArU na khAya to DhoramAM jAya). mAyA-lobha (e) rAga, krodha-mAna (e) dveSa - e seve to AtmAnI ADoDAI karI. ADoDAI eTale A manuSya zarIra UbhA che (ane Dhora-gAya, bheMsa ne khisakolI...

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19o vicanAmRta-47] zuM kahevAya che e ? khisakolI nathI thAtI ? e Ama ADA...ADA hoya che. enA zarIra ADA hoya che. kemake pUrve ADoDAI bahu karI che. kaSAya bahu sevyo che. mAMsa khAdhuM nathI. mAMsa khAya to narakamAM jAya. krodha ne mAna ne mAyA sevI che, ene laIne e tIrachAM zarIra - ADA zarIra pAmyAM, (Ama) ADA...! mANasa Ama UbhA che. olA ADA thayAM. tethI tene tiryaMca kahe che. gommadasArAmAM Ave che). tiryaMca eTale tIracho. ADA thayA kemake ADoDAI karI mATe ADA thayAM. AhA..hA..! paMcendriya tiryaMcanI saMkhyA ghaNI che. ghaNAM jIvo to tyAM upajavAnA. kAraNa ke dharma nathI, AtmAnuM jJAna nathI ane evo be-cAra-cha kalAka(no) sAco satsamAgama ke zAstravAMcana nathI, ene to puNya paNa nathI ! eka kalAka (vAMcI) jAya, ekAda kalAka bhakti-pUjA karI le, e to....zuM kahevAya ? 'eraNanI corI ne soyanuM dAna ! sonInI eraNa nathI hotI ? eraNa moTI loDhAnI ! e 'eraNanI corI ne soyanuM dAna' (enA jevuM che. ema trevIsa kalAke pApa kare ane eka kalAka puNya-zubha bhAva karyA to e to aMdara baLI jaze ! emAM tArA puNya UMcA nahi Ave. eTale ahIM kahe che ke, "....jema gharamAM raheto mANasa aneka kAryomAM, upAdhiomAM--jaMjALamAM phasAyelo che paNa mANasa tarIke chUTo che...' mANasa pharIne e kAMI Dhora thayo nathI! ema AtmA game tevA kAryamAM joDAya chatAM, AtmA to AtmA rahyo che. e pAmI zake evI enAmAM tAkAta che. vizeSa kaheze........ - - - - VbhAI ! tuM vizvAsa lAva ke mArA AnaMda AgaLa badhI pratikULatA ane AkhI duniyA bhulAI jAya evI vastu huM (pamAgamacAra-197)

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pravacana-11, vacanAmRta-47 thI 10 " (vacanAmRta) 47 bola pharIne (laIe chIe). trikALI dhruva dravya kadI baMdhAyuM nathI." zuM kahe che ? prabhu ! A AtmA che aMdara e vastu che, vastu. vastu ene kahIe ke jemAM anaMta anaMta guNa vaselA che, rahelAM che. evo bhagavAna AtmA sarvajJa jinezvaradeve kahyo che, joyo che . e jIva dhruva (che), trikALI dhruva che. e dhruva dravya kadI baMdhAyuM nathI. AkarI vAta che, prabhu ! paryAyamAM baMdhana ane paryAyamAM mukti dekhAya che. paryAya eTale zuM? avasthA. vastu eTale zuM ? trikALa rahenAruM tattva, e trikALI raheluM tattva kadI baMdhAyuM nathI. AhA..hA..! che ? | mukta che ke baMdhAyeluM che te vyavahAranayathI che...." jhINIsvAta che, prabhu ! anaMta kALathI satyane sAMbhaLyuM nathI. A dehamAM bhagavAna birAje che. caitanya dravya tarIke vastu che vastu.. e vastu che dravya tarIke tattva tarIke, e pote baMdhAyela nathI tema ja mukta nathI. vastu to aMdara baMdha ane muktanI paryAyathI rahita che. AhA...! AvI vAta ! prabhu ! tArI moTapano pAra nathI. tuM aMdaramAM eka samayanI avasthAne joyA vinA trikALIne jo to e trikALI cIja to baMdhAyela ke mukta che nahi. baMdhAyela ke muktapaNuM e to eka samayanI paryAyamAM vartamAna vyavahAranayano upacarita viSaya che. AhA..! AvI vAta che, prabhu ! A tattva aMtaramAM (mojUda che), anaMtakALamAM eka sekaMDa mAtra paNa e tattva zuM che ? tenA upara lakSa ane tenA upara dhyAna gayuM nathI. bahAranI pravRttimAM rokAIne pote zuM cIja che ? tenI eNe saMbhALe karI nathI. e ahIM kahe A benanAM vacana che ! benane nava bhavanuM jJAna che. asaMkhya abaja varSanuM pUrvabhavanuM jAtismaraNa (jJAna) che. jhINI vAta che, bApA ! bhagavAna sImaMdhara

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192 [vacanAmRta-47] paramAtmA birAje che. tyAM hatAM tyAMthI AvyAM che ane aMdaramAM anubhava thaIne rAgathI bhinna paDI caitanyanuM cosaluM, nALiyeramAM goLo jema gaDagaDa chUTo paDe, ema samyagdarzana thatAM, dharmanI pahelI dazA thatAM rAgathI ane zarIrathI bhagavAna-goLo judo dekhAya ! A..hA..hA..! AkarI vAta che, prabhu! tArI prabhutAthI bhareluM je tattva che, vastu jene kahIe, te baMdhANI ane mukti e to paryAyamAM - avasthAmAM che. vastu trikALa nirAvaraNa che. AhA..hA..! A vAta zI rIte bese ? bahAranI pravRttimAM gaLA bahAra DUbI gayo (che) ! emAM A tattva aMdara kevI rIte bese ? baMdhAyeluM ke mUkAyeluM e vyavahAranayathI che, te to paryAya che. te to dravyanI vartamAna dazA che. paNa trikALI cIja che, e to trikALa nirAvaraNa akhaMDAnaMda prabhu (che). jinezvaradeve sarvajJa svabhAvamAM (Ama) joyuM che. kAle kahyuM hatuM "prabhu tuma jANaga rIti....' prabhu ! mahAvidehamAM sImaMdhara paramAtmA, sarvajJa paramAtmA birAje che. jemanI loko sAmAyika ke pratikramaNa (karatI) vakhate AjJA le che. e to ThIka, paNa paramAtmA birAje che. enA mukhathI nIkaLelI A divyadhvani che. e benane aMdaramAMthI AvI che. e koI vakhate bolAI gayeluM. (bena) ema kahe che ke, je kAMI AtmA che, trikALI dravya je padArtha che, te to baMdhAyela ke mUkAyela paryAyamAM che, avasthAmAM che. vastumAM nathI. e zuM haze ? vastumAM nathI ane paryAyamAM che ! koI di sAMbhaLyuM na hoya che ? - jema karoLiyo lALamAM baMdhAyela che te chUTavA mAge to chUTI zake che...' karoLiyo ! "....jema gharamAM raheto mANasa aneka kAryomAM, upAdhiomAM, jaMjALamAM phasAyelo che paNa mANasa tarIke chUTo che;....' mANasa tarIke e kaMI (maTI nathI gayo. paranA vepAra TANe kaMI mANasa phITIne paranA vepAramAM garI (ghusI) jato nathI ! mANasa to mANasa tarIke ja sadAya che. e badhAM vepAra-dhaMdhA Adi game te prakAranI avasthAmAM hoya paNa e kaMI manuSyapaNuM chUTIne Dhora ke bIjI dazA thaI nathI. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! mANasa to mANasa ja che. ....tema jIva vibhAvanI jALamAM baMdhAyela che..." A...hA..hA..! bhagavAna

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vacanAmRta rahasya 193 AtmA ! ahIM to AtmAne bhagavAna' tarIke prabhu saMbodhe che !! trilokanAtha paramAtmA sarvajJadeva ane saMto AtmAne 'bhagavAna'tarIke bolAve che ! (samayasAra) 72 gAthAmAM che bhagavAna AtmA ! AhA...hA..! kema bese aMdara ? eka bIDI sarakhI pIve tyAM majA lAge, emAM pAMca-pacIza lAkha kAMIka maLyAM, be-pAMca karoDa rUpiyA (maLe) emAM jene majA lAge, have ene A AtmA aMdara parathI judo che, (e) kema bese ? AhA..hA..! e jaMjALamAM pakaDANo nathI. ....jIva vibhAvanI jALamAM baMdhAyela che, phasAyela che paNa prayatna kare to pote chUTo ja che....' AhA..hA..! nALiyeramAM jema goLo chUTo che tema A rAga ane zarI2nI vacce aMdara prabhu bhinna (birAje che). samyagdarzana thatAM, dharmanI pahelI dazA thatAM, dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM thatAM, AtmA rAgathI chUTo goLo jANavAmAM Ave che. tyAre tene hajI samyagdarzana ane dharmanI pahelI sIDhI - pahelI zreNI kahevAmAM Ave che. Aka2I vAta che, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! bahAranI jaMjALamAM gUMcAIne aMdara marI gayo che ! aMdara caitanya bhagavAna traNa lokano nAtha anaMta AnaMdane anaMta jJAnathI bhareluM tattva (mojUda che). (ahIMyA kahyuM, jIva) vibhAvanI jALamAM baMdhAyela che. vibhAva eTale vikAra, puNya ane pApanA vikalpanI jALa. karoLiyo jema jALamAM baMdhAyela che, ema A (AtmA) puNya ane pApanA vikalpanA rAganI jALamAM baMdhAyelo che. paryAyamAM (baMdhAyelo che) ! vastumAM to vastu chUTI che. A have (kevI) rIte bese ? A sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi ! are...! prabhu ! kahe che ke, '.....paNa prayatna kare to pote chUTo ja che ema jaNAya.' samyagdarzana thatAM, dharmanI pahelI dazA thatAM, rAgathI ane dehathI aMdara bhinna (caitanya) goLo jaNAya. evI rIte e cIja che. AhA...hA...! chUTo goLo aMdara paDyo che, (ema) kahe che. koI di' najaruM karI nathI, prabhu ! teM tArI aMdara caitanyanI sattAmAM najara rAkhI nathI ke zuM e cIja che ? AhA..hA..! ethI ahIM kahe che ke, jIva vibhAvanI jALamAM baMdhAyela che paNa prayatna jo ka2e to pote chUTo ja che. AhA..hA..! nALiyeramAM (jema) goLo gaDagaDiyo thaIne chUTo thAya, tema prabhu rAga ane zarIrathI judo aMdara jANe to e

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ma : - - - - - - - 194 [vacanAmRta-4] chUTo ja paDyo che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAta have sAMbhaLavA maLavI muzkela paDe, tyAM prabhu ene samaje ke di? zuM thAya ? emAM AvA anAryadezamAM ! AvI cIja aMdara zuM che ? te samajavuM kaThaNa paDe). AhA...! ahIM kahe che, prabhu ! caitanya padArtha to aMdara chUTo ja che. caitanya to jJAna, AnaMdanI mUrti (che) ! A..hA...hA...! e aMdara AtmA je che e to atIndriya jJAna ane AnaMdanI mUrti eTale enuM svarUpa ja aMdara e che. tArI najara temAM gaI nathI. najaramAM rAga ne dveSa ne puNya ne pApa ne puNya-pApanA phaLa bahAramAM) dhULa (paisA) Adi (che). A rAja maLe, poTa maLe ke abajo rUpiyAnI pedAza maLe, e badhI dhULa - puNyanA phaLa tarIke (maLI che). tArI najaruM tyAM gaI che. tArI najaruM aMdara rAgathI bhinna caitanya che tyAM koI di karI nathI. tenuM te lakSa karyuM nathI, tenI jAtane jANavA, jALavavA ane jANavA, te tattvane jALavavA ane jANavA kadI prayatna karyo nathI. AhA..hA..! AkarI vAta che. che ? - caitanyapadArtha to chUTo ja che. caitanya to jJAna-AnaMdanI mUrti....' A..hA..hA..! jema sAkaramAM gaLapaNa bharyuM che, emAM hAthano mela dekhAya e judo che. bALakane roTalImAM sAkaranAM gAMgaDA Ape, ene hAtha aDADe to mela caDe, mela jevuM dekhAya, paNa e to upara che. sAkara mULa cIja che emAM gaLapaNa bhareluM che. ema A bhagavAna AtmA....! prabhu ! jhINI vAta che. ahIM amAre to tyAM (sonagaDhamAM) 45 varSathI cAle che. A vAta kAMI navI nathI. 45 varSathI cAle che ! aDhAra vAra to (samayasAra) akSare akSaranA artho sonagaDhamAM vaMcAI gayA che. hajAro mANasanI vacce ! mumukSu :- gurudeva ! bhajanamAM ema kahe che ke, he bhagata ! A navI , vAta tuM kyAMthI lAvyo !? Apa kaho cho jUnI vAta che ! pUjya gurudevazrI ke. e vAta karI hatI, prabhu ! potAnI jAtanI vAta bahu na karAya ! samajAya che ? sAdhAraNa sAdhAraNa vAta potAnI karAya. bAkI to ame mahAvidehamAM prabhu pAse hatAM ! tyAM rAjakumAra tarIke hatAM, prabhu ! abajonI pedAza hatI. paNa deha chUTatAM roga evo Avyo, sahana thayuM nahi, marIne ahIM kAThiyAvADamAM umarALe janma thaI gayo. bhAvanagara pAse umarALA che. tyAM tera varSa rahyo. pAlejamAM amArI dukAna che, bharUca

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vacanAmRta rahasya 195 ane vaDodarA vacce... tyAM nava varSa (rahyo). tyAM pUrvanuM yAda AvatuM hatuM. paNa zuM Ave che enI bahu khabara paDatI nahotI. pachI aMdarathI benane jyAre jAtismaraNa thayuM (emAM) nava bhavanuM pratyakSa (smaraNa AvyuM. tyAre emane badhuM khyAlamAM AvyuM ke kyAMthI ame AvyAM chIe ? ahIMthI kyAM javAnA chIe ? badhuM nakkI thaI gayeluM che. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! besavI kaThaNa che. tyAMthI lAvelI bhagavAna pAsethI AvI che !! AhA...! traNa lokanA nAtha birAje che, karoDa pUrvanuM AyuSya che, pAMcaso dhanuSano deha, be hajAra hAtha UMcA prabhu che ! Ama samavasaraNamAM birAje che. AhA..! tyAM AgaLa saMvata 49mAM kuMdakuMdaAcArya gayelA. tyAre amArI tyAM hAjarI hatI. tyAM ame samavasaraNamAM emanI sAthe gayelA. bahu jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! bahu vAta lAMbI che. A to sAdhAraNa vAta karIe chIe. AhA..hA..! ahIM kahe che ke, AtmA caitanya chUTo che, prabhu ! ema traNa lokanA nAtha pha2mAvatA hatAM. jinezvaradeva sImaMdhara paramAtmA vIsa tIrthaMkara tarIke mahAvidehamAM sAkSAt birAje che. emAM sImaMdhara paramAtmA pahelAM che. bIjAM naMbaranA, trIjA naMbaranA (ema) vIsa tIrthaMkaro che. vartamAnamAM mahAvidehamAM birAje che. e kahe che te A benanI vANImAM AvyuM che !! A..hA.hA..! jarI AkaruM lAge, bApA ! AkaruM lAge bApA ! jarI, paNa have sAMbhaLavuM to paDe ne ! prazna :- prabhujI ! paNa have amArI uMmara bahu moTI thaI gaI. have ame zuM karIe ? samAdhAna :- TharI jAvuM.... TharI jAvuM bApA ! have TharI jAo! prazna :- pAke ghaDe kAMThA caDAvavA' ? samAdhAna :- pAke ghaDe kAMThA caDaze', bApA ! ahIM to vRddhAvasthAmAM hoya topaNa kevaLajJAna pAme che, ema prabhu kahe che !! vRddhAvasthA ! atyAre to sAdhAraNa avasthA che. paNa (pahelAM) karoDa pUrvanI avasthA hatI ane (atyAre) tyAM che. ahIM paNa jyAre pahelAM tIrthaMkara hatAM tyAre karoDa pUrvanuM AyuSya hatuM. karoDa pUrvamAM to eka pUrvamAM sittera lAkha karoDa chappana hajAra karoDa varSa jAya ! eTalAM gayAM hoya topaNa chelle samaye aMtarmuhUrtamAM paNa kevaLajJAna pAmIne muktie cAlyAM jAya che ! gulAMTa khAvI joIe jarI !

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196 [vacanAmRta-47] je bahAramAM - jaMjALamAM Ama rakhaDe che, ema ahIM aMdaramAM gulAMTa khAvI jarI ! AkarI vAta che, prabhu ! ahIM kahe che, caitanya to chUTo ja che. caitanya to jJAna, AnaMdanI mUrti, jJAyakamUrti prabhu aMdara birAje che. AhA...hA...! ...paNa pote potAne bhUlI gayo che. vibhAvanI jALa pAtharelI che,... AhA...! puNya ne pApanA vikalpa eTale rAga. e vibhAva eTale vikAra. vikAranI jALa pAtharIne tyAM paDyo che, AhA...hA...! paNa aMdara pote vikArathI rahita che, tenI sAme najara karI nathI, A..hA..hA...! vibhAvanI jALa pAtharelI che, vibhAvanI jALamAM phasAI gayo che, paNa prayatna kare to chUTo ja che." prayatna kare, aMdaramAM jovA jAya, paNa bApu ! e kaMI sAdhAraNa vAto nathI, kAMI sAdhAraNa puruSArthathI maLe evuM nathI. anaMta anaMta prayatnano puruSArtha joIe, tyAre aMdara rAgathI chUTo paDe, tyAre ene AnaMdano nAtha goLo, AnaMdano goLo jaNAya. tyAre tene samyagdarzana ane dharmanI pahelI dazA thAya. te vinA dharmanI dazA hoI zake nahi. jagata (bhale tenAthI UMdhuM) mAne ane manAve, e anAdithI cAlyuM Ave che, paNa rAganA vikalpathI, dayA, dAna ne vrata, bhaktinA pariNAmanA rAgathI paNa prabhu aMdara bhinna judo che. evI jyAM sudhI aMdara najara na kare tyAM sudhI teno AtmA tenI najaramAM Ave nahi. samajAya che kAMI? AhA..hA...! e ahIM kahe che, "....paNa prayatna kare to chUTo ja che." A..dha..dha..! paNa prayatna - puruSArtha aMdaramAM joIe, bApA ! bhagavaMta ! tAruM svarUpa to aMdara pUrNAnaMdathI bhareluM che. A rAga ne Sa e to duHkhanI dazA dekhAya che. puNya ane pApanA bhAva, prabhu ! e to rAga ane duHkha che. duHkhanI pAchaLa AnaMdano nAtha bharelo che. atIndriya AnaMdathI bharelo prabhu ! (che). enI sAmuM jo, jo to tane prApta thAya evuM che. aMtarmuhUrtamAM gulAMTa khAI jAya, aMtarmuhUrtamAM AtmAne kevaLajJAna thaIne mukta thAya, evI enI tAkAta che !! paNa e tAkAta puruSArtha kare to (pragaTa thAya). (hava kahe che 'dravya baMdhAyela nathI.') che chelle aMdara ? vastu che e baMdhAyela nathI, prabhu ! e trikALa nirAvaraNa che. kAle kahyuM hatuM. samayasAranI 320 gAthA che, enA arthamAM e che ke, trikALa nirAvaraNa che, aMdara vastu

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vacanAmRta rahasya 197 che e trikALa nirAvaraNa prabhu che. paNa vartamAna paryAya dazAnI dRSTimAM tene te cIja dekhAtI nathI. jema dariyo pANIthI bharelo che paNa kAMThe (jo) cAra hAthanuM kapaDuM ke (paDado) ADo rAkhe to kapaDuM AMkhamAM - najaramAM Ave. dariyo najaramAM Avato nathI. ema aMdara bhagavAna anaMta AnaMda ane jJAnathI bharelo che, paNa rAga ne puNya-pApa (u52). najara che, e najarane laIne bhagavAna dekhAto nathI. AhA..hA..! vAtuM AvI che, bApu ! ahIM to 45 varSathI (A) hAle che. 45 varSa sonagaDha gayAne (thayAM). 90 varSa cAle che zarIrane to 90 varSa cAle che. AkhI jiMdagI A ja karyuM che. dukAna che... pAlejamAM dukAna che, bharUca ane vaDodarA vacce, moTI dukAna che. tyAM pAMca varSa dukAna calAvI hatI. paNa aDhAra varSanI uMmarathI trevIsa (varSa sudhI) (ema) pAMca (varSa calAvI). trevIsa varSe choDI dIdhuM. dukAna moTI che. cAlIsa lAkha rUpiyA che, cAra lAkhanI pedAza che, atyAre che. atyAre cAra lAkhanI to pedAza che ! bharUca ane vaDodarA vacce pAleja che. tyAM jaIe chIe koIvAra, phaInA dIkarA bhAgIdAra hatAM enA chokarAMo che. amArAmAMnA koI na maLe. paNa A to amAro tyA2thI aMdarathI paricaya che. bottera varSa pahelAM ! zAstra vAMcato. pitAjInI gharanI dukAna (hatI), tyAM vAMcato hato. e pUrvanA saMskAra hatAM !!' emAMthI aMdara jaNAtuM hatuM... A....hA..hA...! ke A AtmA to trikALI AnaMdakaMda ne zuddha che ! e puNya ne pApanI je jALa dekhAya chaeN, e vikalpanI jALa (che) e lALa che. e AtmA nahi. arere...! kyAre ene bese ? prabhu ! A jagatanI jaMjALa...! emAM bepAMca-dasa karoDa rUpiyA hoya, ene (ema thAya ke) A..hA..hA..! karoLiyo jema lALamAM gUMcAI jAya ema bacAro gUMcANo che. AhA..hA..! - dInAnAthano dayALa ! paramAtmAe to dayAthI, karuNAthI vAta karI che, akaSAya karuNAthI (vAta karI che) ! akaSAya karuNA !! AhA...! traNa lokano nAtha paramAtmA birAje che, emanI vAtanI dhunI - (vANImAM), emanA sAramAM A AveluM hatuM. e yAda AvyuM hatuM te A lakhANuM che !! benane yAdamAM (smaraNamAM) tadna eTaluM yAda AvyuM che... ke asaMkhya abaja varSanI vAta, kAlanI (vAta) yAda Ave, tema yAda Ave che !! paNa bahAra nIkaLavAnI

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198 [vacanAmRta-47] (DaoNkTaro dvArA) manAI che. tyAM sonagaDha rahe che. A emanA zabdo che ! ahIM kahe che dravya baMdhAyela nathI." A..hA..hA..! kema bese A ? dravya zuM ? ne paryAya zuM ? paryAya eTale prabhu ! paryAya eTale avasthA. jaima sonuM che ne sonuM ? e sonuM che e vastu che ane sonAmAMthI je kaDA, kuMDaLa, vIMTI thAya te badhI avasthAo che. avasthAone paryAya kahevAmAM Ave che ane trikALI sonAne sonuM - dravya kahevAmAM Ave che. ema AtmAmAM rAga-dveSa, puNya-pApa thAya tene vikArI paryAya kahevAmAM Ave che ane enAthI rahita aMdara trikALa paDyo che tene Atmadravya kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA..! benanA olAmAM (vacanAmRtamAM eka zabda Avyo hato, "kaMcanane kATa lAge nahi.' AvyuM hatuM ? zuM traNa zabda hatAM ne ? traNa che ne ? 'agnimAM UdhaI hoya nahi A..hA..hA..! "kaMcanane kATa lAge nahi, agnimAM UdhaI hoya nahi . trIjo bola che ne kAMIka ? traNa bola kahyAM hatAM ne ? "prabhune AvaraNa hoya nahi. prabhu ! AkaruM lAgaze, bhagavAna ! ahIM to aMdaranI bhagavAnanI vAta che, nAtha ! AhA..hA..! zrotA :- AvaraNa, uNapa ke azuddhatA AvatI nathI. pUjya gurudevazrI :- AvaraNa (ke) azuddhatA emAM che ja nahi. e to trikALI AnaMdano nAtha aMdara birAje che....! A..hA..hA..! 380 bola che. jema kaMcanane kATa lAgato nathI....." . sonAne kATa hoI zake nahi. loDhAne kATa hoya. AhA..hA..! "agnine UdhaI lAgatI nathI,..." A UdhaI nathI thAtI jhINI ? jIvAta... jhINI jIvAta... dhoLI ? jema taDako lAge tema khaDa-khaDa thaIne baLI jAya. ema agnimAM UdhaI hotI nathI. tema jJAyaka svabhAvamAM AvaraNa, UNapa ke azuddhi AvatI nathI.' jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! navuM sAMbhaLe ene AkaruM lAge evuM che, nAtha ! prabhu ! tArI vAta ja judI che, bApA ! AhA...! paNa enI prabhutAnI ene khabara nathI. rAMkAI karIne mAnI beTho che. eka jarIka rAga kare tyAM ema thaI jAya ke jANe ame (kAMI karyuM) ! puNya karyuM tyAM zuM ya ame karyuM jANe !lAkha-be lAkha-pAMca lAkha kAMIka kharce... (tyAM jANe zuMya karI nAkhyuM) !! paNa vAta e che ke, tArA paccIsa-pacAsa karoDa de ne ! paNa emAM dharma traNa kALamAM nathI. emAM rAganI maMdatA kara. to puNya che, paNa dharma nathI.

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vacanAmRta rahasya - 199 AhA..hA..! e to pahelethI vAta karI hatI. evA to karoDopati ghaNAM tyAM Ave che, abajopati Ave che. dhULanA dhaNI !! AhA..! - A AtmA aMdara che, ene kATa nathI, (ema) kahe che. AhA..! (jema) kaMcanane kATa nathI, ema aMdara traNa lokanA nAthane rAga nathI. aMtara paramAtmA svarUpa bhareluM che, prabhu ! agnimAM UdhaI nathI, ema prabhumAM rAga ne dveSanI UdhaI nathI. '...jJAyaka svabhAvamAM AvaraNa, UNapa ke azuddhi AvatI nathI. tuM tene oLakhI temAM lIna thA to tArAM sarva guNaratnonI camaka pragaTa thaze.' AhA.....! A benanI vANI che ! A to AkhI copaDI... kudarate bolelAM paNa ene khabara paNa nahi; cosaTha bALa brahmacArI dIkarIyuM che, emanI nIce lAkhopati - pacAsa-pacAsa lAkhanI pedAzavALAnI dIkarIyuM bALa brahmacArI che. emAMthI nava dIkarIoe lakhI lIdheluM. Ane benane khabara nahi ke A lakhe che emAMthI emanA bhAIne hAtha AvI gayuM. emaNe pachI A bahAra pADyuM. nahitara e pote to bahAra paDavAnuM ke lakhAvavAnI vAta kare nahi. bahAra paDavuM, e vAta nahi. e ahIM kahe che, "....prayatna kare to chUTo ja che. dravya baMdhAyela nathI." che 47 bolamAM ? AhA..hA..! AvuM AkaruM lAge, bApA ! emAM A badhI) dhamAdhama ! ja * "vikalpamAM pUrepUruM duHkha lAgavuM joIe. vikalpamAM jarA paNa zAMti ne sukha nathI ema jIvane aMdarathI lAgavuM joIe. eka vikalpamAM duHkha lAge che ne bIjA maMda vikalpamAM zAMti manAI jAya che, paNa vikalpamAtramAM tIvra duHkha lAge to aMdara mArga maLyAM vinA rahe nahi." 48. ....

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2OO [vacanAmRta-48] 48(mo) bola. vikalpamAM pUrepUruM duHkha lAgavuM joIe.' zuM kahe che ? puNya ane pApano bhAva, zubha ke azubhano bhAva, temAM duHkha lAgavuM joIe. kemake e duHkhasvarUpa che. bhagavAna enAthI bhinna AnaMda svarUpa che. AhA..hA..! che ? vikalpa eTale rAga. puNya ne pApanI vRtti je UThe che, emAM pUrepUruM duHkha lAgavuM joIe. AhA..hA..! 'e to vikalpa vinAno prabhu ! AnaMdamUrti che ! jo vikalpamAM duHkha lAge to vikalpa rahita AnaMdanI mUrtimAM aMdara najara kare. paNa ene vikalpa eTale zuM ? ne duHkha eTale zuM ? enI paNa khabaruM na maLe ! e jANe ke vikalpa UThe eTale zuM ? vikalpa eTale zuM ? vikalpa eTale rAga, pachI dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino rAga ho ke hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSayano rAga ho - bannemAM) pUrepUruM duHkha lAgavuM joIe. AhA..hA..! AvI vAta ! (have kahe che) vikalpamAM jarA paNa zAMti ne sukha nathI...' (arthAtu) puNya ane pApanI vRttimAM - rAgamAM jarI (paNa) sukha ane zAMti nathI. dhULamAM to nathI.., dhULa eTale zuM ? A paisA ! e to mATI-dhULa che ! emAM to kAMI nathI. A zarIra paNa) mATI che ne ! kIdhuM nahotuM ? - zarIramAM kATavALo khIlo vAge tyAre ema kahe ke, "mArI mATI pAkaNI che to pANI aDavA dezo nahi." "mArI mATI pAkaNI' ema bole ! bole kharA paNa samaje nahi kAMI !! Ama bole ke, "mArI mATI pANI che." kAMTavALo khIlo vAgyo hoya, (ane) jo ene pANI aDe to pAkI jAya. (tyAre) ema kahe, "mArI mATI pAkaNI (che) eTale pANI aDavA dezo nahi.' vaLI kahe, "zarIra mAruM che !" eka kora mATI kahe che ane eka kora zarIra mAruM che . ema kahe che !! A zarIra jaDa, mATI, dhULa che, A to ! A badhI je kriyA - hAlavA, cAlavAnI thAya e jaDanI kriyA (che). e AtmAnI kriyA che ja nahi. AhA..hA..! (ahIMyA kahe che). "vikalpamAM pUrepUruM duHkha lAgavuM joIe. vikalpamAM jarA paNa zAMti ne sukha nathI ema jIvane aMdarathI lAgavuM joIe. arere...! paNa kyAre e vicAra kare ? kyAre e nivRtta thaIne vicAra kare ane vakhata le ? eka to pApathI to nivRtta thato nathI. ema (koIka) kahetuM hatuM ne ? eka to bahArathI pApathI hajI nivRtta nathI ! AhA..hA..! bApu ! bhagavAna !

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201 vacanAmRta rahasya amArI pAse to A vAta che. paramAtmAnA gharanI A vAta che ! traNa lokano nAtha tIrthaMkaradevanI divyadhvani, e A samavasaraNamAM sAme birAje che, prabhu ! enI A dhvani che ! AhA..hA..! e vAta A zabdomAM benanAM mukhethI nIkaLI che !! (kahe che ke, "vikalpamAM jarA paNa zAMti ne sukha nathI.... (eTale) rAgano aMza Ave, bhale tene dayA, dAna ne bhaktino (bhAva) Ave, pacAsa lAkha ne karoDa ne be karoDa ApyAM hoya, chatAM emAM rAga maMda karyo hoya to puNya che, paNa e puNya che e duHkha che. ararara....! A vAta kema bese ? lakSmI to jaDa che, e to dhULa che. prabhu caitanya che. prabhu arUpI che, lakSmI rUpI, dhULa, mATI che. paNa aMdara puNya ne pApano vikalpa thAya e paNa acetana che. caitanya AnaMdano nAtha emAM che nahi. rAganA bhAvamAM caitanya prakAzanuM nUra nathI). caitanyanA nUranuM pUra aMdara bharyuM che. e caitanyano aMza puNya ne pApanA vikalpamAM nathI. mATe tene ajIva ane jaDa kahevAmAM Ave che. arere...re...! A vAta ! | 'vikalpamAM jarA paNa zAMti ne sukha nathI, ema jIvane aMdarathI lAgavuM joIe. eka vikalpamAM duHkha lAge che ne bIjAM maMda vikalpamAM zAMti manAI jAya che. zuM kIdhuM e ? A viSayano - bhogano eka azubha rAga hoya (ke) raLavAno (to) kadAcit emAM ene ema lAge ke, A pApa che. paNa puNyano jyAM vikalpa Ave, emAM ene zAMti manAI jAya che ke, "zubha rAga karIe chIe, ame bIjAM karatAM zubha rAga karIe chIe ne, amane eTalI to zAMti che ne !" dhULa paNa zAMti nathI, sAMbhaLa ne ! AhA..hA...! bIjAM maMda vikalpa eTale zubha bhAva. emAM ene zAMti lAge che e bhrama che, e ajJAna che, e mithyAtva che, e jainadharmathI viruddha vAta che ! e rAgamAM jainadharma nathI. AhA..hA...! che (aMdara) ? ...paNa vikalpamAtramAM tIvra duHkha lAge.... rAgamAtramAM ene duHkha lAge, AhA....! "...to aMdara mArga maLyA vinA rahe nahi." A zarata ! A enI zarata ! ke zubha ane azubha rAgamAM jo duHkha lAge to aMdaramAM gayAM vinA rahe nahi. AhA..hA..! vikalpamAtramAM tIvra duHkha lAge, (ema kahyuM)! prabhu ! AkaruM lAge che, nAtha ! paNa vastu A che. bIje raste jaIza

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202 vicanAmRta-48]. to chetarAI jaIza, hoM....! A manuSyabhava hAlyo jaze ane manuSyabhava nAza thatAM kAMI AtmA nAza nahi thAya. AtmA to A bhava choDIne bIje jaze. jevAM ajJAnanAM bhAva karyA haze tevAM duHkha AvatAM bhAvamAM bhogavaze. kAraNa ke deha chUTIne AtmA to cAlyo jaze. AtmA to nitya che. A deha pachI paNa anaMtakALa AtmA rahevAno che. (to) kyAM raheze ? rAga ne puNyamAM jo duHkha (nahi) lAgyuM hoya to tyAM raheze ane saMsAramAM rakhaDaze. A..hA..hA..! AvI vAta che, prabhu ! jhINuM lAge nAtha ! e kahyuM nahotuM? munie brahmacaryanI bahu vAta karI. 'padmanaMdI paMcaviMzatI' (zAstra) che. (emAM) brahmacaryanI vAta karatAM karatAM (AcArya mahArAja kahe che) ke, zarIrathI zIyaLa pALe e brahmacarya nahi. zarIrathI zIyaLa to anaMtavAra pALyuM che. brahmacarya ene kahIe, brahma nAma AnaMda ane carya nAma ramavuM. atIndriya AnaMdanA nAthamAM ramaNa kare tene brahmacarya kahIe. evI brahmacaryanI sUkSma vyAkhyA karatAM karatAM AcArya mahArAja kahe che, prabhu ! mArI vAta juvAnIvALAne, bhoganA rasavALAne ThIka na lAgatI hoya.... (to) prabhu ! mApha karaje !! amArI pAse bIjI zuM AzA rAkhIza ? ame to tane satya vAta kahenArA ane satya vAta mAnanArA chIe. emAM asatya vAta amArI pAsethI tuM levA mAgIza to Avaze nahi.' AhA..hA..! batAvyuM hatuM ne? padmanaMdI pacaviMzatI !" (emAM) gAthA che. brahmacaryanI vyAkhyA evI karI... evI karI... (ke) zarIra ane manathI pALato hoya e brahmacarya nahi ! . paramAtmA kahe che, brahmacarya ene kahIe - brahma nAma AtmA - atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha ene caravuM nAma (emAM) rame, enuM nAma brahmacarya kahIe. e tane na goThe ane tane na ruce to ame to muni chIe, mApha karaje ! amArI pAse bIjI AzA na rAkhIza. tane goThe e vAta nahi Ave. tane goThe e vAta nahi Ave ! padmanaMdImAM pATha che. 26 adhyayananuM AkhuM zAstra che. munie banAveluM che. AhA..hA..! ahIM kahe che, vikalpamAM tIvra duHkha lAge, A..hA..hA...! to aMdara mArga maLyA vinA rahe nahi. zuM kahe che, prabhu ? puNya ane pApano bhAva e vikalpa ne rAga che. prabhu ! jo tane rAgamAM du:kha lAge to e duHkhathI aMdara AnaMdasvarUpa bhinna che, ene tuM gotyAM vinA - zodhyA vinA rahIza

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vacanAmRta rahasya 203 nahi. paNa jo tane vikalpamAM du:kha na lAge to tyAM ne tyAM paDyo rahIza to corAzImAM rakhaDIza. AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che ! kaI jAtano upadeza A ? amAre tyAM sonagaDhamAM 45 varSathI hAle che. A kAMI paheluM-vaheluM nathI. 45 va2se gayA hatAM ane 45 (pachInAM). nevuM varSa thayA A zarIrane ! zarIrane nevuM varSa thayAM ! aMdara bhagavAna AtmA to anAdi anaMta che. tyAM ene kyAM varSa lAgu paDe che ! AhA..hA..! ahIM kahe che ke, vikalpamAM jo duHkha lAge...., saMyoganI vAta nahi (arthAt) pratikULatA, nirdhanatA e nahi (paNa) vikalpa je puNya-pApano UThe che emAM prabhu ! jo tane duHkha lAge, e vikalpa(mAM) tane AkuLatA jaNAya, to tuM AnaMdane gotyA vinA nahi rahe to AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che tene huM gotIza. paNa vikalpamAM (jo) du:kha nahi lAge to AnaMdane gotIza nahi ane tyAM ne tyAM paDyo rahIza ne corAzImAM rakhaDIza. AhA..hA..! AvI vAta kAne paDatAM kaThaNa paDe ! e aMdaramAM kyAre jAya ? ane kyAre vicAre ? vastunI sthiti evI che, bApu ! A..hA..hA..! - "AkhA divasamAM AtmArthane poSaNa maLe tevA pariNAma keTalA che ne bIjA pariNAma keTalA che te tapAsI puruSArtha tarapha vaLavuM. ciMtavana khAsa karavuM joIe. kaSAyanA vegamAM taNAtAM aTakavuM, guNagrAhI banavuM.' 49. 49mo bola. 'AkhA divasamAM AtmArthane poSaNa maLe tevA pariNAma keTalA....' karyAM ? e koI di' tapAsyuM che ? ema kahe che. AkhA divasamAM AtmAne poSaNa maLe, AnaMdane, zAMtine (poSaNa maLe) evA (pariNAma) keTalAM

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204 [vacanAmRta-49] kya ? ....ne bIjA pariNAma keTalA che te tapAsI.... tenI tapAsa karI, ...puruSArtha tarapha vaLavuM.' (arthAtu) aMtaramAM vaLavuM. "ciMtavana khAsa karavuM joIe.' bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu che. sat cidAnaMda che ! sat nAma zAzvat. cidAnaMda = cida nAma jJAna ane AnaMda. e prabhu to aMdara cidAnaMda (arthAtu) jJAna ne AnaMdanI mUrti che. AhA..hA..! are...! kema bese ? ahIM jarI mesuba ne pattaraveliyAM jyAM khAto hoya tyAM o... majA paDI gaI...! ema mAne ! dUdhapAka ne pUrI khAto hoya tyAM majA...majA... paDI, ema mAne ! AhA..hA..! bahAranI vAtamAM jene majA dekhAya che, ene (rAgamAM) duHkha lAgatuM nathI. tethI aMtaramAM AnaMda che, emAM e jovA - samyagdarzana karavA jato nathI. samyagdarzana (arthAtu) samyak nAma sAcuM darzana - samakita eTale sAcuM darzana, sAcI zraddhA. je AnaMdano nAtha aMdara bhagavAna (che) tenI samyak prakAre pratIti - zraddhA aMdara vikalpamAM duHkha lAge to tenI zraddhAmAM jAya. paNa duHkha na lAge to aMdaranI zraddhAmAM jato nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? A "samajAya che kAMI ? eTale ? samajaNa to judI vastu che. paNa kaI paddhatithI hevAya che ? kaI DhabathI kahevAya che ? e khyAlamAM Ave che ? eTalI vAta che. AhA..hA...! samajAya jAya to to kalyANa thaIne saMsAra chUTI jAya ! paNa kaI rIte ne paddhati, kaI kaLAthI kahevAya che ? e khyAlamAM Ave to ene aMdaramAM javAno puruSArtha ane prayatna thAya. A......! ahIM kahe che, zuddha AtmAne poSaNanA keTalAM pariNAma thayA ? ane azubha ne zubha (bhAva) je azuddha che; - zuM kahyuM e ? zubha bhAva ane azubha bhAva banne azuddha che ane AtmA zuddha che, to zuddhane poSaNanA kevAM, keTalAM pariNAma thayA ? ane zubha-azubha je azuddha che, enA kevA (keTalAM) pariNAma thayA ? eno te vicAra karyo nathI. AhA..hA...! che ? ..te tapAsI puruSArtha tarapha vaLavuM. AhA..hA..! zuM karavuM AmAM sUjha paDe nahi. bahArathI zuM karavuM ? bahAranuM zuM dhULa kare ? zarIrane AtmA halavI paNa zakato nathI ! prabhu ! zuM kahIe ? A zarIra jaDa che. A je hAle che e jaDanI kriyA che, AtmAthI

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vacanAmRta rahasya 205 thatI nathI. AtmA jaDano kartA traNa kALamAM nathI. jaDano kartA AtmA thaI jAya to AtmA pote jaDa thaI jAya ! AhA..hA..! zarIranI A kriyA - hAlavA, cAlavAnI, bolavAnI e to jaDanI-mATInI kriyA che. e AtmAnI kriyA nathI. e to nathI paNa aMdara puSya ne pApanA bhAva thAya e AtmAnI kriyA nathI. AhA..hA..! e ahIM kahe che, (ke) e pariNAma keTalAM thayAM ? (arthAtu) potAnA AtmAne zuddhatAnA poSaNa karanArA ane azuddhatAnA zubhAzubha pariNAma keTalAM thayAM ? ene tapAsIne puruSArtha tarapha vaLa ! AtmA tarapha vaLa ! enI kora Dhaba ! A...hA...! puNya ane pApanA pariNAma tarapha tAro jhukAvI che, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! e jhukAva have AtmA tarapha le ! jo tane sukhI (thAvuM hoya) ane janma-maraNa TALavAM hoya to. zarata A ! janma-maraNa na TALavA hoya to to) anaMtakALathI rakhaDI (ja) maryo che. AhA..! sAdhu paNa anaMtavAra thayo che. paNa ene AtmajJAna (na thayuM). AtmA zuM ? e AtmajJAna karyuM nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! anaMtavAra munipaNuM lIdhuM che. paNa AtmA rAganI kriyAthI bhinna che, e vAta ene beThI nathI... AhA..hA..! e badhI rAganI kriyAmAM ja phasAI gayo che. je zubharAga che e paNa saMsAra che. AkaruM lAge, prabhu ! rAgathI bhinna aMdara bhagavAna che ane te keTalAM pariNAmathI popyo ? ane puNya-pApanA azuddha pariNAmathI keTaluM poSaNa karyuM ? ene tapAsI puruSArtha tarapha vaLa ! aMdara vaLa have ! (ema kahe che). AhA..hA..! ciMtavane khAsa karavuM joIe. kaSAyanA vegamAM taNAtAM aTakavuM..." A..ho..hA...! "kaSAya eTale "kaSa' eTale saMsAra. 'A' eTale lAbha. "kaSAya zabda che. (emAM) "kaSa' eTale saMsAra ane "Aya' eTale lAbha. puNya-pApano bhAva kaSAya che. tethI te saMsArano lAbha che. e rakhaDavAno lAbha che. AhA...hA...! ene kaSAya kahe che. kaSAyanA be prakAra che. rAga ane dveSa, dveSanA be prakAra che - krodha ane mAna. rAganA be prakAra che - mAyA ane lobha. mAyA, lobha, krodha, ane mAna thaIne rAga-dveSa che. rAga-dveSa thaIne moha che. e mohanA pariNAmamAM anAdithI rahyo che. paNa e mohanA pariNAma rahita svarUpa zuM che ? te

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206 [vacanAmRta-49] tupha tenI darakAra ane prayatna karyo nathI. sAMbhaLavA maLyuM tyAre ema karIne (kADhI) nAkhyuM che ke e to jhINI vAta che, jhINI vAta che. ApaNuM kAma nahi emAM !" ema karIne kADhI nAkhyuM che. AhA..hA..! e to aMdara ghaNI jhINI vAtuM che. e to tyAgI thAya ene samajAya ! AvI kAMI ApaNane the samajAya ?" mumukSu - sukha ja pote jhINuM che ne ! pUjya gurudevazrI :- (sAcA) du:kha(nI) ja paNa aMdara khabara paDatI nathI ke duHkha kone kahevuM ?! viSaya-bhogano azubha rAga thAya e rAga duHkha(rUpa) che. AhA...! ane paisAnuM mAna karavuM e duHkha che. ane zubharAga karavo e paNa duHkha che. arere...re..! e vAta kema bese ? e zubhAzubha rAga te duHkha che, tenAthI (pAcho) pharI jA ! che ? vegamAM taNAtAM aTakavuM.' -- ....kaSAyanA vegamAM taNAtAM aTakavuM,....' zabda che ? '....guNagrAhI banavuM.' aMtara AtmAmAM AnaMda che te guNagrAhI banavuM. aMtaranAM guNane pakaDanAra banavuM. AhA..hA.! jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! puNya-pApa kaSAyano je bhAva che tene choDIne guNagrAhI (banavuM). (arthAt) AtmA AnaMda, jJAna ne zAMtino sAgara che te guNane grahavA. tethI tane AtmA prApta thaze. te vinA AtmA prApta thaze nahi. e vinA pahelI samyagdarzananI dazA paNa zarU nahi thAya. AhA..hA..! che ? c/ - ...guNagrAhI banavuM.' guNagrAhI eTale ? bIjAnAM guNa (grahavA) ema nahi. puNya ne pApanA be bhAva (che). prabhu ! e banne kaSAya che. banne (thI) saMsAranI gatimAM rakhaDavAno lAbha maLe che. te kaSAyathI bhinna paDI ane guNagrAhI (banavuM). (eTale ke) AtmA AnaMda ane zAna che, te guNanA grAhI banavuM. e guNane pakaDavA aMdara jAvuM. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! bhASA to A sAdI (che) paNa enA bhAva gaMbhIra che che ? banavuM.' AhA...! e 49 (pUro thayo). * ..guNagrAhI '----- ....

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vacanAmRta rahasya "tuM satnI UMDI jijJAsA kara jethI tAro prayatna barAbara cAlaze; tArI mati saraLa ane savaLI thaI AtmAmAM pariNamI jaze. sattA saMskAra UMDA nAkhyA haze to chevaTe bIjI gatimAM paNa sat pragaTaze. mATe sattA UMDA saMskAra reDa." 50. 207 50 (mo bola). 'tuM satnI UMDI jijJAsA kara...' AhA..hA..! sat (eTale) sattA. aMdara caitanyanI sattA che - trikALI hovApaNuM che, evA satne zodhavA jA ! tevA sane tapAsa ! AhA...! satnI UMDI jijJAsA kara. sat eTale ? puNya ne pApanA vikalpa te asatya che. za2I2, vANI, mananI to vAta ja ahIM nathI. e to jaDa che. paNa emAM thatAM puNya-pApanA bhAva paNa caitanyasvarUpanA bhAvathI bhinna vikalpanI jALa che, tene choDIne aMtaramAM UMDA vicAramAM jA ! A..hA..hA..! UMDI.... UMDI... jijJAsA kara ! '....jethI tAro prayatna barAbara cAlaze;....' aMdaramAM UMDe... UMDe... jA ! aMdara e rAganA taLiye nIce bhagavAna birAje che. rAga upara upara che. jema pANImAM telanA biMduo u52 upa2 che. pANInA daLamAM telanA biMdu upara che. e pANInA daLamAM pesatA nathI. ema bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpamAM puNya-pApanA pariNAma te tela jevAM biMdu che. te aMdaramAM praveza karatAM nathI. A..hA..hA..! are...! AvI vAtuM kyAMthI (AvI) ?! (paNa) evI vAta che, prabhu ! ahIM to A ghare to A (vAta) che. eka pherI vAta karI hatI ne ? aba hama kabahu na nija ghara Aye,' aba hama kabahu na nija ghara Aye, para ghara bhamata aneka nAma banAye, parabhAva bhamatA aneka nAma dharAye, paNa abahu kabahu na nijadhara Arya.

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208 [vacanAmRta-50] nijaghara - aMdara AnaMdano nAtha prabhu birAje che, tenA gharamAM javAno prayatna to karyo nahi. paNa tyAM javuM yogya che . evI jijJAsA paNa karI nahi ! emAM javA lAyaka che, tevI jijJAsA paNa karI nahi !! e ahIM kahe che - tuM sannI) UMDI...UMDI... jijJAsA kara ! AhA..hA..! bena to atIndriya AnaMdanA anubhavamAM... rAte thoDuM bolAI gayeluM. e khAnagImAM lakhI lIdhuM. ene to khabara nathI ke A lakhANuM (che) ! nava brahmacArI dIkarIoe lakheluM. pachI vAta bahAra AvI gaI. ApaNI taraphathI - sonagaDhathI bAvIsa lAkha pustaka bahAra paDyuM che ! ATha lAkha jayapurathI paDyuM che. paNa koI di' ApaNe kAMI kahyuM nathI ke, A karo ke pustaka banAvo ke makAna banAvo - derAsara karo. ahIM to tattvano upadeza (che) ! sAMbhaLavo hoya e sAMbhaLe ane karavuM hoya e karo !! ahIM koIne kahevAnuM nathI ke, ahIM pAMca hajAra de ne dasa hajAra de ! e vAta ahIM koI di na maLe ! e bahAranI kriyA to banavAnI hoya ema bane. ahIM to AtmAnI vAta karavAnI che ! ' (ahIMyA kahe che), (tuM sanI) UMDI...UMDI.... jijJAsA kara "...jethI tAro prayatna barAbara cAlaze; tArI mati saraLa ane savaLI thaI.... A...he....! prabhu ! tArI mati saraLa ane savaLI karI, vikAra vakra ane avaLI choDI daI (ema kahe che. A...hA..hA..! tArI mati saraLa ane savaLI thaI AtmAmAM pariNamI jaze. (arthAtu) jo AtmAne rAgathI bhinna karI saraLa ane sIdhI dazAthI jaIza to AtmA tane maLI jaze. AtmA AnaMdapaNe pariNamI jaze. A..hA....! che ? "sanA saMskAra UMDA nAkhyA haze....' (arthAtu) sat cidAnaMda prabhu ! sarvajJa jinezvara paramezvare kahyo te ! e vinA bIjA koIe kahyo e (nahi). paramezvara traNa lokano nAtha arihaMtadeva birAje che, emaNe kahyo evo AtmA, enA jo saMskAra nAkhyAM haze, A..hA..hA..! "sanA saMskAra UMDA nAkhyA haze to chevaTe bIjI gatimAM. (eTale ke chevaTe A bhavamAM samakita na thAya to bIjA bhAvamAM paNa saMskAra (nAkhyAM haze to tyAM jaIne) pAmaze. AhA..hA..! A dhULanI vAtuM to kyAMya rahI gaI ! paNa aMdara puNyanA pariNAmanA paNa jo saMskAra rahI gayA (to) rakhaDI marIza cAra gatimAM ! corAzInA

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vacanAmRta rahasya 209 avatAramAM ! paNa jo saMskAra (nAkhyA haze) to bIjI gatimAM paNa sat pragaTaze. 'puNya-pApathI (huM) judo chuM' - evA saMskAra nAkhyA haze (to bIjI gatimAM paNa sata pragaTaze). jema zakoru koru hoya, emAM pahelAM pANI nAkhe to cUsI jAya. paNa bharAI jAya pachI pANI upara AvI jAya. ema (A) saMskAra nAkhatAMnAkhatAM.... AhA..hA..! pahelAM aMdaramAM saMskAra nAkhatAM upa2 upara raheze. pachI saMskAra nAkhatAM aMdara taLiyAmAM jAze ! AtmA AnaMdano nAtha che tenuM samyagdarzanamAM bhAna thaI jaze. paNa jo enA taraphano prayatna ane puruSArtha kara to ! bahAranA puruSArtha karI karIne anaMta kALathI marI gayo ! AA..jI...! svarganA devanA bhava anaMtA karyAM che. manuSyanA anaMtA bhava karyAM. enAthI asaMkhyaguNA nArakInA anaMtA karyAM. ethI asaMkhyaguNA anaMtA devanA karyAM. ethI anaMtaguNA anaMtA nigodanA lasaNa ne DuMgaLInA karyAM. AhA...! paNa kyAMya eNe AtmAno vicAra karyo nahoto, bApu ! AhA..hA..! AvA bhava karyAM che, prabhu ! kAraNa ke atyAra sudhI bhava vinA rahyo nathI. jo bhava vinA rahyo hoya to, zekela caNo jema Uge nahi, kAco caNo hoya to turAza Ape ane Uge, paNa caNo zekyo hoya to turAza chUTI jAya, mIThAza Ape ane Uge nahi, ema ajJAnamAM duHkha thAya ane janmamaraNa thAya, ane jJAnamAM sukha thAya ane janma-maraNa maTe. AhA..hA..! arere...! AvI vAtuM, prabhu ! vAtuM to tArA gharanI che, nAtha ! paNa tane rucavI joIe. bahAranI pravRttinAM badhAM thokaDAM to jagatamAM hAle che. (ahIMyA kahe che) '....bIjI gatimAM paNa sat pragaTaze. mATe sattA UMDA saMskAra reDa.' (arthAt aMdaramAM puNya-pApathI rahita (AtmA che) tenA saMskAra nAkha ! to AgaLa bhavamAM - olA bhavamAM paNa tane samakita thaze ane bhavano aMta Avaze. (vizeSa kaheze....)

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"AkAza-pAtALa bhale eka thAya paNa bhAI ! tArA dhyeyane tuM cUkIza nahi, tArA prayatnane choDIza nahi. AtmArthane poSaNa maLe te kArya karavuM. je dhyeye caDyo te pUrNa karaje, jarUra siddhi thaze.'' 51. pravacana-12, vacanAmRta-50 thI 56 vacanAmRta, 51mo bola che. 50 thayA (ne) ahIMyA to mukhya vAta che ke, A AtmA je che e nirmaLa (che). aMdara trikALa nirAvaraNa nirmaLa che. enA dhyeyane cUkIza nahi (ema A bolamAM kaheze). 51mo bola. AkAza-pAtALa bhale eka thAya....' AhA...hA...! AkAza ne pAtALa bhale eka thAya, ..paNa bhAI ! tArA dhyeyane tuM cUkIza nahi,....' jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! dhyeya je AtmA che, sat cidAnaMda prabhu ! maMgalika, uttama ane zaraNa e aMdara dhruva svarUpa che. evA dhyeyane tuM cUkIza nahi. lAkha vAta Ave, prabhu ! AkAzane pAtALa kadAcit eka thAya topaNa tArA dhyeyane tuM cUkIza nahi. A muddAnI 2kama che ! che ? ....tArA prayatnane choDIza nahi.' aMda2mAM je prayatna zuddha svarUpa sanmukha thAya (te kharo prayatna che). jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna ! aMdaramAM zuddha svarUpa (sanmukha thavAno) je prayatna thAya, tene choDIza nahi. AtmArthane poSaNa maLe te kArya karavuM.' (arthAt) AtmAnA svabhAvane poSaNa maLe e kArya karavuM. aMtaramAM darzana, jJAna, badhuM vIrya aMtara caitanyanA 6

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vacanAmRta rahasya 211 svabhAvamAM (vALa). zraddhA, jJAnamAM dhyeyane cUkIza nahi. karavAnuM e che. e vinA janma-maraNanA ArA, corAzInA avatAra maTaze nahi. che ? AtmArthane poSaNa maLe te kArya karavuM je dhyeye caDyo.... (arthAtu) AtmAnA dravya svabhAvanA dhyeye caDyo, "..te pUrNa karaje... AhA...! A dhyeya che. bAkI A vacamAM zubha bhAva Ave e badhAM choDavA jevAM che. AhA...! vaTemArgune jyAM jAvuM che temAM vacamAM (bIja) mArga Ave te choDavA jevA che. AhA..hA..! - ATha varSanI bAlikA paNa samyagdarzana pAme che ! tyAre AtmA sat cidAnaMda dhruva zuddha (che) te dhyeyane pakaDe che ane e dhyeya pakaDatAM prayatna te tarapha DhaLe che. te pUrNa karaje, je dhyeye caDyo tene pUrNa karaje. AhA..hA..! ...jarUra siddhi thaze.' jarUra mukti thaze. AhA...! zabdo to sAdA che (paNa) bhAva to aMdaranA anubhavanA che. anubhavamAMthI vANI nIkaLelI che. AnaMdanA anubhavamAM bolAI gayuM che e A vANI nIkaLI gaI. atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava che). samyadRSTine samyakajJAnamAM atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana - anubhava hoya che. AhA..hA..! tyAre tene dharmanI zarUAta kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..! e AnaMdanI laheramAM, atIndriya AnaMdanA dhyeyamAM paDelo AtmA, bAhyamAM aneka prakAranA vikalpo Ave chatAM tene choDato jAya che. teno Adara karato nathI. A vastu che. (ahIMyA kahe che) .....jarUra siddhi thaze." dhyeyane pakaDIne aMdaramAM jaIza to jarUra tane mukti thaze. emAM saMdehane sthAna che nahi. paNa e dhyeya pakaDavuM joIe. AhA..hA..! savAramAM to AvyuM hatuM ne ? prathama AtmAne jANavo joIe. ema kahyuM hatuM. bIjI badhI vAta choDI deje ! pahelAmAM pahelo (AtmAne jANI ! beMgavAna aMdara pUrNa AnaMda, pUrNa jJAna ane pUrNa vItarAga svabhAvathI bhareluM dravya che. e trikALI dravya to nirAvaraNa che. tene daSTimAM letAM. beyane pakaDatAM, paryAyamAM je AnaMda Ave evA dhyeyane choDIza nahi. A..hA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che ! ...jarUra siddhi thaze. 21mo bola (pUro thayo. kalA adara pUrNa Ama to nirAvara choDIza nahi

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212 vicanAmRta-pa2] S0 0 0 0 0 RSSchao 0 0 : V "zarIra zarIranuM kArya kare che, AtmA AtmAnuM kArya kare che. banne bhinna bhinna svataMtra che, temAM "A zarIrAdi mArAM ema mAnI sukha-duHkha na kara, jJAtA thaI jA. dehane khAtara anaMta bhava vyatIta thayA; have, saMto kahe che ke tArA AtmAne khAtara A jIvana arpaNa kara." para. 0 -- pa2mo bola). "zarIra zarIranuM kArya kare che....' kahe che ? A zarIra - A hAlavuM, cAlavuM, A bolavuM e badhuM zarIranuM kAma zarIra kare che, AtmA nahi. AhA..hA..! zarIra zarIranuM kArya eTale paryAya kare che. zarIranI paryAya - A hAlavuM, A cAlavuM, bolavuM e badhuM kArya . zarIranI paryAyarUpI kArya che. e AtmAnuM kArya nathI. AhA..hA..! .AtmA AtmAnuM kArya kare che. AtmA jJAnAnaMda svarUpa e jJAna ne AnaMdanA anubhavane kare che. bannenAM kArya eka kSaNamAM taddana bhegAM hovAM chatAM, bannenA kArya bhinna che. have ahIM sudhI jAvuM....! vacalAM A badhAM kimanuM lakSa choDIne tyAM jAvuM che. karavAnuM e mukhya che. AhA...! ....AtmA AtmAnuM kArya kare che. banne bhinna bhinna svataMtra che....' AhA..hA..! A hoTha hale e paNa jaDanI kriyA che, AtmAnI nahi. vANI nIkaLe che e jaDanI kriyA (che). bhASA vargaNAnI kriyA che, AtmAnI nahi. AhA..hA..! cazmA ahIM nAka upara Ave che, e cazmAnuM kArya che. AtmAnuM nahi. AhA..hA..! AvuM gaLe utAravuM....! ' '(kahe che ke, banne bhinna bhinna svataMtra che. paramANu AtmAne kAraNe nahi ane AtmA paramANune kAraNe nahi,AtmAmAM AtmAnA-laze je AnaMda _ Ave te koI zarIranI ke rAganI apekSAthI nathI. ane zarIra ne vANIthI - - - - -

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vacanAmRta rahasya kriyA thAya temAM AtmAnI apekSA nahi, AhA..hA..! ...temAM A zarIrAdi mArAM'. zarIrAdi mArAM (kahyuM, emAM) AdimAM dIkarAM-dIkarI, paisA, AbarU, kIrti, makAna badhuM (AvI jAya). AhA..hA..! eka caitanyatattvane choDIne rAgathI mAMDIne jeTalAM bAhya tattvo che te badhAM mArAM, e mAnyatA mithyAtva ane viparIta zraddhA che. AhA. .hA..! pahelo ja.e eno mithyAtvano mahAna doSa che. e doSane TALavA zarI2 za2I2nuM kAma kare, AtmA AtmAnuM kAma kare' karavuM paDaze. AhA...! ""," - ema ene (bannenI) bhinna(tAnuM) jJAna - ....temAM A zarIrAdi mArAM' ema mAnI sukha-duHkha na kara,....' (arthAt) zarIramAM anukULatA dekhI, viSayAdinA sAdhano dekhI, mane ThIka paDe che, majA paDe che' ema na kara, prabhu ! e badhuM duHkha che. pratikULatAnA sAdhanamAM - zarIramAM roga Ave, zarIranA kaTakA thAya, bhUkA thAya, AhA..hA..! gADAmAM pilAya, hAthInA paga nIce kacarAya (e joI du:khI na thA). - ToDaramalajIne hAthInA paga nIce kacaryA hatAM. mokSamArga prakAzaka' che, jeNe banAvyuM che eNe spaSTa vAta karI che. e vAta rAjAne,-keTalAMkane goThI nahi. mokSamArga prakAzaka' ! je satya hatuM te aMdaramAM mUkyuM. bahAramAM A (zAstra) AveluM (to) keTalAMkane (vAta) na goThI (eTale) rAjA pAse cADI karI (ke) sAheba ! A to satyanuM badhuM nukasAna kare che ! zivanI mUrtine guMjAmAM rAkhe che ! ane eno anAdara kare che !' nAkhelI pote ! (A sAMbhaLIne) rAjAe hukama karyo ke ene hAthInA paga taLe kacaro !' a22...! e kALa kevo haze ? jaina haze... jainanA mANaso haze ! chatAM e kALa evo hato (to) e rAjAe hukama karyo (ke) 'hAthInA paga nIce (kacaro) !' hAthI Avyo. hAthI paNa paga mUkatAM jarI acakAya che. pote kahe che, are...hAthI ! rAjAe jyAre hukama karyo che, tyAre tuM zuM karavA acakAya che ? bhAI !' A..hA..hA...! Ama zarIra paDyuM che. enI upara paga mUka tuM !' AhA....! 'mAro AnaMdano nAtha temAM nahi kacarAya ! mAro prabhu enAthI bhinna che.' AhA...! paga mUkatAM e hAthI acakAto hato ! AvA juvAna mANasane ararara...! paga mUkavo ! (ToDaramalajI kahe che) bhAI ! rAjAne - jyAre A rIte buddhi sUjhI che to tuM zuM karavA acakAya che ? bhAI !' 213 -

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[vacanAmRta-52] AhA..hA..! jarI paNa dveSa nathI hAthI u52 ! tema rAjA upara ! je kALe je paryAya thavAnI tene koNa roke ? huM eka caitanya AtmA jJAtA-dRSTA chuM ! emAM koInI asara (thatI nathI), ane koI aDacaNa ka2nA2 che nahiM !' (ema samAdhAna varte che). AhA..hA..! === 214 bhAI ! e hAthI Ama Ave che, paga mUke che, deha chUTI jAya che. AhA..hA..! svargamAM cAlyAM jAya che. mokSamArga prakAzaka'nA kartA ! zarIra uparanI mamatA paNa chUTI gaI che. zarIra mAruM nathI. ene rahevAnuM hoya to rahe ane na rahevAnuM hoya to na rahe. mArA adhikAranI vAta nathI. mAro adhikAra to mArA AtmA mATe che. AhA..hA..! AvI aMdara dravyanI dRSTi, AtmAnA dhyeyanI dRSTi karyA vinA, AvI samatA AvA kALamAM rahI zake nahi ! e AnaMda (svarUpanI) jyAM dravyadRSTi thaI che, e hAthI paga (mUke) che chatAM pote AnaMdamAM che!! AhA..hA..! *** dehathI bhinna jeNe AtmAne jANyo che evA samyaSTi, pachI bhale ATha varSanI bAlikA hoya, ke kUtarAnuM baccuM hoya paNa samakita pAme che. aDhI dvIpa bahAra asaMkhya tiryaMco samakitI che. A manuSyakSetra che (e) 45 lAkha jojana(mAM) (che). eTalAMmAM ja manuSya che. pachI aDhI dvIpa bahAra asaMkhya dvIpa che ane asaMkhya samudra che. e badhAMmAM ekalAM tiryaMca ja vase che. e tiryaMcamAM paNa asaMkhyamAM bhAge keTalAMka samakitI che. asaMkhyaguNA mithyAdaSTi che. e tiryaMca samakitI che ! AhA..hA..! * mIMdaDI hoya ene samakita-thAya ane vAgha khAvA Ave (to) Dare nahi, nIDa25Ne aMdara (rahe che) ke, zarIra mAruM nathI. zarIranI sthiti (mArI nahi) ! zrImamAM Ave che ne ? ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM, vaLI parvatamAM vAgha siMha saMyoga jo,' AhA...! mArI dazA evI Ave, game te pratikULa prasaMga bane...! ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM, vaLI parvatamAM vAgha siMha saMyoga jo, aDola Asana ne manamAM nahi kSobhatA'

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215 vacanAmRta rahasya zrImad rAjacaMdra gRhasthAzramamAM kahe che !! aDola Asana ne manamAM nahi kSobhatA, parama mitrano jANe pAmyA yoga jo !' X* * mitrano joga maLyo ! mAre zarIra jotuM nathI ne ene joIe che (to) bhale laI jAya !! AhA..hA..! (paNa) e kyAre thAya prabhu ? zarIrathI AtmAne judo jANyo hoya tyAre e vAta thAya. zarIra neM vANI ne mana ne rAgamAM raMgAI gayelAMne A vAta na bese. AhA..hA..! rAga ne zarIra ne vANI, A jaDa-mATI enA jene raMga caDyAM ene AtmAno raMga nahi lAge ane jene AtmAno raMga lAgyo che ene za2I2 Adino raMga chUTI jAya che. AhA..hA..! e kahe che ke jo A deha siMha laI jAya to (e) mAro mitra che. mAre deha joIto nathI ne ene joIe che (to e) mAro mitra che ! A..hA......! gRhasthAzramamAM (hatAM) ! lAkho rUpiyAnA jhaverAtano dhaMdho hato. enuM naitika jIvana to alaukika hatuM !! zrImad rAjacaMdra ! ekavAra koInI sAthe hIrAno sodo karelo. emAM je hIrAno sodo karelo e -hIrAnI (badale) bIjAM hIrAnuM paDIkuM sAmA mANasathI apAI gayeluM. sAdhAraNa hIrAno vepAra karelo. sAdhAraNa (hIrA) mAgelAM. ema nakkI kareluM ke, A hIrA (levAM). ene ThekANe olAe bhUlIne moTA mahA kiMmatI hIrAnuM paDIkuM ApyuM. e ghare ke dukAne joe che... tyAM.... A zuM ? lAkho rUpiyAnI jemAM pedAza (hatI) ! je kiMmatanA je hIrAno dhaMdho hato e nahi ne A zuM ? arere...! jenA che e Avaze hamaNAM ! emane ema mUkI rAkhyuM. paDIkuM choDIne emane ema bAMdhI rAkhyuM. pelo levA Avyo - (ane kahyuM) "prabhu ! ApaNe je sodo karyo e (A) nathI. A cIja to (kiMmatI) hIrA-mANeka che. AmAM to lAkho rUpiyAnI kiMmatanA (hIrA) AvI gayAM che !' (zrImad kahe che) 'bhAI ! A paDIkuM rahyuM, bApu ! e mAruM nathI. ApaNe Ano dhaMdho karyo nahoto. prabhu ! A laI jA tAruM !!' A..hA..hA..! A to keTalAM varSa (pahelAMnI) vAta thaI) ! A 57 varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. saMvata 1957 varSa pahelAM !! atyAre to AkhuM jIvana badalAI gayuM che. te vakhate to keTalAMka naitika jIvana paNa hatAM. evA jIvanamAM

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216 [vacanAmRta-52] lAkhonI pedAza eka paDIkAmAM hatI. paNa Ama joyuM.... ne bAMdhIne pAchuM mUkyuM ! tyAM pelo levA Avyo ane kahyuM, "sAheba ! ApaNe Ano dhaMdho nathI karyo. (zrImad kahe che, "bhAI A paDyAM, bApA ! laI lyo !!" olo kahe ke, A che koNa !? "50nI sAlamAM jemAM lAkhonI pedAza ! atyAre to lAkha eTale sAdhAraNa gaNAya. pahelAMnA lAkha ane atyAranA paccIza lAkha ! badhA sarakhA gaNAya ! e vakhate evI lAkhanI pedAza choDI detAM,... paisA lenArane to ema thayuM ke "A che koNa ? A te... A..hA..hA..! A puruSa koNa che ?! ke jene meM paDIkuM ApyuM ane na lIdhuM ane bAMdhIne rAkhyuM che !" evuM to samakitInuM naitika jIvana hoya che !! samakitInuM - dharmanuM naitika jIvana evuM hoya che !! jene paisA AdinI darakAra nathI. anaitikapaNuM bilakula hoI zake nahi. parastrIno tyAga hoya. sapanAmAM paNa parastrI na hoya. e mAMsa, dArU, zarAba e vAtane aDe nahi. enI sAmuM jove nahi. A..hA..hA..! jene AtmA hAtha Avyo che, kahe che ke "zarIra zarIranuM kAma kare.' A zarIrAdi mArAM ema mAnI sukha-duHkha na kara... AhA..hA..! munione ghANImAM pIlI nAkhyA che ! e vakhate kevo kALa haze ? jaina haze paNa koIthI bolANuM nahi hoya. munione ! mahA saMtane ! digaMbara muni ! Atma dhyAnI AnaMdamAM ramanArAM, enA upara rAjAno eNma Avelo ke rANI sAthe Ane kAMIka vAta-cIta che ke kAMIka (bIjuM) che ! (mATe) ghANImAM pIlo ! ghANImAM pIlyAM ! talane pIle ema pIlyAM ! paNa (munirAja to) aMtara AtmAnA AnaMdanA dhyAnamAM lIna che) ! A..hA..hA..! mAro AnaMda che e mArI pAse che. zarIrane huM aDato nathI ane e pIlanAra paNa zarIrane aDato nathI. mArI cIja to enAthI judI che. AhA..! AvuM samyagdarzana thatAM 'zarIrAdi mArAM nathI' (evo anubhava thAya che). che ? A zarIrAdi mArAM ema mAnI sukha-duHkha na kara, jJAtA thaI jA.' A..hA..hA..! karavAnuM to A che. bhAI ! lAkha vAta bIjI bahAranI hoya (paNa) karavAnuM to A che. jJAtA thaI jA. jANanAra dekhanAra (thaI jA) ! koI kriyAno bilakula karanAra nahi ane e kriyA mane aDatI paNa nathI. AhA..hA..! huM to azarIrI caitanyamUrti bhagavAna AtmA che. evo eka - - -

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vacanAmRta rahasya 217 ? kSaNavAra to thaI jA ! pADozI to thaI jA ! AhA..hA..! zarIra ane vANIno. paracIjano pADozI thaI jA ! AhA..! che dehane khAtara anaMta bhava vyatIta thayA;....' A che). haDa khAtara AtmAe anaMtA bhava karyAM. anaMtA...anaMtA... bhava karyAM. AhA..! kIDI, kAgaDA, vItarAga kahe che jenA du:kha sAMbhaLyAM jAya nahi duHkhanA jonArane AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA hAlI evAM du:kha prabhu te anaMta bhavamAM bhogavyAM che). paNa (AvuM badhuM) kAMI nathI, ema mAnanAra pachI bhaviSyamAM zuM thaze (ema) nahi mAnanArAne prabhu ! paNa AtmA cho ne nAtha ! anAdi choDyuM paNa tAro AtmA bhaviSyamAM chUTI jaze ? bhaviSyamAM raheze (to) e kyAM raheze ? prabhu ! e enuM sthAna kyAM raheze ? enuM dhAma kyAM raheze ? jo AtmAne rAgathI (ane) parathI judo jANyo haze to enuM sthAna AtmAmAM bhaviSyamAM paNa raheze ane zarIrane ne rAgane potAnA mAnyAM haze to) bhaviSyamAM mithyAdaSTimAM duHkhamAM raheze. AhA..hA..! A deha to amuka kALa sudhI rahevAno che. pachI AtmA to anAdi anaMta che, eno kAMI nAza nathI. AhA..hA..! AkarI vAta che. A kAMI nahi bese. anaMta AtmA cho. zarIra AtmA to AtmA rUpe kyAM jaze ? A choDIne vAkya zrImamAM (Ave dehanI mamatA khAtara kUtarA, naraka, nigoda... ane e duHkha veThatAM, che ! #ro e kahe che. dehane khAtara anaMta bhava vyatIta thayAM,...' dehanI mamatA ane vANInI mamatA khAtara, prabhu ! tane anaMtA bhava thayAM. have, saMto kahe che....' tArI sattA aMdara judI che ema saMto kahe che. have, saMto kahe che ke tArA AtmAne khAtara A jIvana arpaNa kara.' AhA..hA..! AtmAne khAtara aMdara ekavAra jA ! tAruM hita tyAM che. bahAra koI puNya-pApa ne puNya-pApanA phaLamAM prabhu ! tAruM hita nathI. AhA..! tane na goThe, tane na ruce, paNa aMte rucavuM paDaze. jo hita karavuM (hoya to) A (kAma) upADe chUTako che. bahAramAM kyAMya talamAtramAM sukha nathI. AhA..hA..! ...AtmAne khAtara A jIvana arpaNa kara.' AhA..hA..!

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218 [vacanAmRta-53] "nivRttimaya jIvanamAM pravRttimaya jIvana na game. zarIrano roga maTavo hoya to maTe, paNa tene mATe pravRtti na game. bahAranuM kArya upAdhi lAge, ruce nahi.' 53. (53 mo bola) 'nivRttimaya jIvanamAM pravRttimaya jIvana na game.' zuM kahe. che ? je aMtaramAM rAgathI ane zarIrathI judo (AtmAne) jANyo, evAM nivRttimaya AtmAne rAga AdinI pravRtti ruce nahi. AhA..hA..! rAga Ave kharo, rAga hoya kharo, paNa ruce nahi e kahe che, joyuM ? nivRttimaya jIvanamAM pravRttimaya jIvana na game.' (arthAt puNya ane pApanA bhAvanI pravRtti (nivRttimaya AtmAne na game). AhA..hA..! zarIranI pravRtti to zarIramAM rahI. AtmAnI paryAyamAM (e nathI). e zarIra ne karma ne strI ne kuTuMba tArI paryAyamAM paNa nathI. zuM kahyuM e ? tAruM je trikALI caitanya dravya che emAM to e cIja che nahi paNa tArI vartamAna dazA che, vartamAna paryAya che, vartamAna hAlata che, emAM zarIra, karma, strI, kuTuMba e paryAyamAM (paNa) che nahi. samajAya che kAMI ? e to enA sthAnamAM che. tArI paryAyamAM paNa nathI ! za2I2, vANI, mana, lakSmI, AbarU, kIrti, makAna e tArI paryAyamAM paNa nathI. 52dravya (potAnI) paryAyamAM kyAMthI hoya ? paradravya to 5radravyamAM che. AhA..hA..! tArI paryAyamAM avasthAmAM hoya to rAga-dveSa ne ajJAna che. AhA..hA..! samajAya che kAMI ? bhagavAna ! 'aMdara dravya, guNa, paryAyanAM nAma paNa barAbara sAMbhaLyAM na hoya ! dravya kone kahIe ? guNa kone kahIe ? paryAya kone kahIe? dravya to anaMta guNano piMDa te trikALa dravya ane e dravyanI zakti

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vacanAmRta rahasya 219 svabhAva guNa te guNa ane tenI badalatI - palaTatI avasthA te paryAya. te palaTatI avasthAmAM zarIra ne karma ne strI ne kuTuMba emAM che nahi. dravya, guNamAM to nathI paNa tArI paryAyamAM paNa e nathI ! AhA..hA..! AvI vAta A badhA zarIra ne cazmA ne hADakAM ne lugaDAM ne kapaDAM ne, e badhAM AtmAnI paryAyamAM paNa nathI. zuM kIdhuM samajAya che ? AtmAnI je vartamAna dazA che, bhale (temAM) puNya-pApanI pravRtti hoya, e puNya-pApanI pravRtti tArI paryAyamAM che paNa A zIra, vANI, karma ne e cIja tArI paryAyamAM paNa nathI. AhA..hA..! jenI paryAyamAM paNa je vastu nathI ene potAnI mAnavI (e) moTI ghelachAI che ! - ---- ahIM to kahe che ke, paryAyamAM puNya ne pApa ne ajJAna che (ene) paNa potAnuM mAnavuM te mithyAtva che, to paryAyamAM je cIja nathI zarIra, karma, paiso, AbarU, kIrti, dhULa, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra e AtmAnI paryAyanI bahAra varte che (tene potAnAM mAnavA te to mahA mithyAtva che) ! AhA..hA..! samajAya che kAI ? bhASA to sAdI che, prabhu ! paNa vastu to bahu jhINI che. prabhu ! tuM dravya, guNa ne paryAya traNamAM cho. dravya eTale trikALI cIja guNa eTale enI zakti ane svabhAva. paryAya eTale badalatI avasthA. e avasthAmAM zarIra nathI, karma nathI, makAna nathI, AbarU nathI, paisA nathI, strI nathI, kuTuMba nathI - paryAyamAM e cIja che ja nahi. AhA..hA..! paryAyamAM hoya to 'e mArAM che,' 'huM eno chuM' evI mithyAdaSTipaNAnI (mAnyatA) paryAyamAM che. AhA..hA..! bhASA to sAdI che. samajAya evuM che. A badhI cIjonuM hovApaNuM AtmAnA dravya-guNamAM to nathI, AtmA je trikALI dravya ne guNamAM to enI paryAya paNa nathI. zuM kahyuM ? AtmA trikALI dravya (che) ane emAM trikALI guNa (che). AnaMda Adi trikALI guNa (che). emAM enI vartamAna paryAya bhale nirmaLa ke rAgAdi (vALI hoya) e paryAya dravya-guNamAM nathI. paryAya eTale enI avasthA te avasthAmAM che. e avasthAmAM za2I2, vANI, mana, karma Adi che nahi, to bAyaDI, chokarAM, kuTuMba to kyAMya rahI gayA ! tArI paryAyamAM e koI di' AvatAM paNa nathI ! AhA..hA..! je paryAyamAM nathI tene mArA mAnavA e to mahA x

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220 [vacanAmRta-53] mithyAdaSTinuM gAMDapaNuM - ghelachA che. paNa paryAyamAM rAga-dveSa ne ajJAna che e paNa potAnuM mAnavuM te mithyAtva ane ajJAna che. AhA.hA..! e ahIM kahe che, nivRttimaya jIvanamAM....' (eTale ke) rAgathI (huM) bhinna chuM, evuM jyAM aMtara(mAM) nivRttimaya jIvana thayuM, ene pravRttimaya jIvana na game. ene aMdara rAga ane dveSanA pariNAma Ave evI pravRtti ene na game. bahAranI pravRtti to karI zakato ja nathI. A dhaMdhA karI zakato haze ke nahi ? nahi..? A kApaDanA lAkhonA vepAra, dasa-dasa, vIsa-vIsa, paccIsapaccIsa lAkhanA kApaDanAM moTA kapATa bharyAM hoya, lAkhonAM vepAra thatAM hoya, e AtmAnI paryAyamAM haze ke nahi ? rAga che, e cIja nathI. cIja to dUra che. e mArAM che' evo rAga enI paryAyamAM che. A..hA..hA..! vAtuM judI jAta(nI) che, bApA ! ahIM to AvI paDyAM chIe, AphrikAmAM kyAMthI kyAM !? ahobhAgya amArAM !! mumukSu pUjya gurudevazrI :- tamArI mAMgaNI hatI. kudarate e banavAnuM hatuM. e banavA kALa che. je kSetre sparza thavAno (hoya) e kaMI phare evuM nathI. je kSetre je paryAya AvavAnI te kSetra traNa kALamAM pharavAnuM nathI. e (paryAya karI thatI nathI. AhA..hA..! jene zAstra 'kSetra sparzanA' kahe che. sparzanAna artha aDatuM nathI. paNa te kSetre javAnuM hoya te kSetre te tyAM jAya ja. A..hA..hA.. ahIM kahe che, prabhu tArI paryAyamAM paNa jyAre zarIra, vANI, karma ne strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, ke pati-patnI ke kAMI (tArI) paryAyamAM nathI, prabhu paryAyamAM hoya to e 'e mArAM che,' 'huM eno chuM,' evI mithyA bhrAiM tArI paryAyamAM che. AhA..hA..! e bhrAMtinI paryAyane ekavAra cheda ne prabhu ! AvA avasara pharI pharIne maLavA muzkela che, nAtha ! AvAM manuSyapaNa maLavAM durlabha che ! emAM paNa sAco sattamAgama ane vItarAga jinavANImaLavuM e to mahA muzkela che !! A..hA..hA...! ekavAra to kahe che ke, nivRttimaya jIvanamAM pravRttimaya jIvana na game. jene rAga ane dveSa, paryAyamAM hovA chatAM dravyanI dRSTie emAM che nahi evAM jenAM samyak jIvana thaI gayAM, ene rAganI pravRttimaya jIvana gau nahi. paranI kriyAnI pravRtti(no) kartA to ajJAnI paNa che nahi. kapaDAMna

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vacanAmRta rahasya 221 vepAra ne A badhAM kapaDAM pheravavA, kapATamAM goThavavAM e kriyA AtmA karI zakato nathI. phakta e mArAM ane huM karI zakuM chuM evI vibhramaNA enI paryAyamAM che. paNa jeNe e vibhrama TALyo evA nivRttimaya jIvanamAM e pravRttino rAga Ave (paNa) goThe nahi, game nahi, ruce nahi, duHkharUpa lAge. jema rA(no) dhI paDatI hoya, zarIra upara jema charAno ghA paDe ema nivRttimaya jIvanavALAne rAga ane dveSanAM pariNAma, charAnAM ghA jevAM du:kha(rU5) lAge (che) ! AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che, prabhu ! AvA nAyarobI zaheramAM AvI vAtuM !! bhAgya vinA bApu ! e maLe evI nathI ! A..hA..hA..! bhagavAna AtmA ! trikALa nivRttamaya che. dravya che e to trikALa nivRttamaya ja che. paryAyamAM rAga ho, (paNa) paryAyamAM para vastu nathI. paryAyamAM rAga ho paNa dravyamAM te nathI. dravya to trikALa nirAvaraNa che. evA nirAvaraNa (dravyanI dRSTi thaI ene pravRttimaya jIvana na game. (have kahe che ke, "zarIrano roga maTavo hoya to maTe, A...ha..! samakitIne nivRtta jIvana che, ene zarIramAM roga Ave to maTavo hoya to maTe ! enI ene ciMtA hoya nahi ! AhA..hA..! (kemake) e mArI vastu nathI. mArI nathI emAM thavuM hoya te) thAya. mAre zuM che ? AhA..hA..! rAjA mahelamAM raheto hoya ane joDe (raheluM) jhUMpaDuM koI baLatuM hoya to ethI karIne e duHkhI thAya ? e jhUMpaDuM enuM che - koka garIbanuM che, enuM haze ! mAruM makAna kAMI baLatuM nathI. ema zarIra, mana, vANImAM koIpaNa roga Adi AvatAM... AhA..hA..! roga maTyo ke na maTyo, ene mATe pravRtti na game. ghaNuM jhINuM che, prabhu ! A to benane aMdarathI AveluM che. 64 brahmacArI benuM . dIkarIyuM che. emAM A bolAI gayuM hatuM ane emAM A AvI gayuM che. bena to atyAre eka pavitra mUrti che ! hindustAnamAM bIjo jIva evo strImAM maLavo muzkela che ! evo e jIva che ! evAM koI saMskAra laIne Avela che ke kaMI paNa ene goThatuM nathI. e bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM bese ane ullAsa dekhAya, paNa aMdaramAM ene rucatuM nathI !! AhA..hA..! are...! bena ahIM AvI zakyA nahi. dAktare nA pADI (che) ke bahAra pharavuM nahi. AhA..! tethI ahIMthI pahelAM sonagaDha jAvuM paDaze. bIjAnI ghaNI mAgaNI che paNa bena AvI zakyA

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222 [vacanAmRta-53] nathI. eTale vacamAM mahinA - savA mahinAno viraha paDI gayo che ! eTale paheluM to muMbaI thaIne sonagaDha jAvuM paDaze. pachI bIje (jAvAnuM thaze). vaDodaramAM maMdira thavAnuM che. vaDodaramAM eka maMdira thayuM che. enuM phAgaNa suda-13nuM muhUrta che. tyAM jAvuM paDaze, evuM atyAre lAge che. enI aDhAra mAIla cheTe tyAM amAruM "pAleja vepAranuM gAma hatuM, e pAleja joDe che. (tyAM chokarAMo che, to e loko bacArA be-cAra divasa mAge che to jAvuM paDaze !! AhI..hA..! ahIM kahe che, koNa kyAM jAya ? koNa kyAM rahe ? e to zarIranI sthiti jyAM rahevAnI hoya tyAM rahe ane na rahevAnI hoya tyAM na rahe. AtmA zarIrane laI jAya ke AtmA zarIrane hAlatAM jato aTakAvI de. e AtmAnA adhikAranI vAta nathI. AhA..hA..! AvuM sAMbhaLavuM kaThaNa paDe ! (topaNa) benuM-dIkarIyuM baMdhAM utsAhathI sAMbhaLe che ! AdamIo paNa utsAhathI sAMbhaLe che. AhA...! AvI vAta che, prabhu ! ekavAra 'hA' to pADa ! hA pADIza to hAlata thaze. satya A ja che ane bIjo koI mArga nathI, ema jo aMdaramAMthI bahAra Avaze to 'hA'mAMthI lata" thaIne "hAlata' nAma paryAya thaze !! hAmAMthI hAlata thaze ! paNa nAmAMthI naraka thaze !! "nA' pADIza to naraka ne nigoda thaze. AhA..hA..! AvuM svarUpa che, prabhu ! benanI bhASA TUMkI che paNa emAM UMDuM bahu che !! AhA..! (ahIMyA kahe che, zarIramAM roga Ave) "....paNa tene mATe pravRtti nA game. zarIramAM roga Ave, ene maTADavAnI pravRtti paNa na goTha. AhA..hA...! bahAranuM kArya upAdhi lAge... bahAranA jeTalAM kAma che e badhAM upAdhi lAge. ruce nahi.' AhA...hA..! aMtaramAM ene ruce nahi. rAga ane puNyapApanA vikalpathI prabhu ! tuM judo cho. ene eka vAra rucava to kharo ! poSANa to kara ! vANiyAne vepAramAM pAMca rUpiyAno maNa mAla maLato hoya ane ahIM jo sADA pAMca-cha (rUpiye) jo khape to lAve, to poSAya. paNa pAMca rUpiye laIne ahIM cAre khapatuM hoya ne pAMca paNa maLatAM na hoya, e mAla lAve ? e vANiyAne poSAya ? pAMca rUpiyAnA maNanuM bhale so maNa (lAve) ke hajAra

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vacanAmRta rahasya 223 maNa lAve, paNa ahIM cha rUpiyA upajatA hoya ke sADA pAMca upajatA hoya to lAve. ema aMdaramAM AtmAne... AhA..hA..! rAga ane puNya-pApa ruce nahi, ene goThatA nathI. enuM poSANa to AtmAmAM che. AtmA poSAya che. A..hA..hA...! vAta jhINI, prabhu ! ' tArI prabhutAnI vAtuM zuM karavI nAtha ! aMdara bhagavat svarUpa che ! paNa atyAre e vAtuM bahu ochI thaI gaI, badalI gaI. pravRttimAM badhuM manAI gayuM. eTale aMdara nivRttimaya koNa che ? e tattvanI vAta ja guma thaI gaI ! AhA..hA..! ahIM kahe che, "bahAranuM kArya upAdhi lAge, ruce nahi. A..hA.hA..! 2 V "anukULatAmAM nathI samajato to bhAI ! have ' pratikULatAmAM to samaja....samaja. koI rIte samaja..... samaja, ne vairAgya lAvI AtmAmAM jA." 54 pa4mo bola). anukULatAmAM nathI samajato to bhAI ! have pratikULatAmAM to samaja " zarIramAM roga Ave, zvAsa caDe....ghA paDe . AhA...hA...+ aMdaramAM rogamAM rADuM paDe, ruvAMTe ruvAMTe rADa paDe ! zarIra Amane Ama hoya paNa aMdaramAM taNakhA mAre... evAM taNakhA mAre..! e zarIramAM jo) agni (paNa) baLe, paNa aMdara AtmAnuM jo jJAna kare to e anukULatAmAM nathI samajyo to pratikULatA vakhate to samaja (ke) AvI sthiti AvIne UbhI rahI che e jaDanI che mArI nathI. mAre kAraNe AvI nathI. e to enA kAraNe kramabaddha avasthAmAM (enA) kAraNe te avasthA banI che. mArAmAM e che nahi. Aha....! zarIramAM jIvaDAM paDe ! ekavAra kahyuM hatuM ne ? eka aDhAra varSanI

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224 vicanAmRta-54] bAI hatI. be varSanuM paraNetara hatuM. enA dhaNIne e bIjI (strI) hatI. amAre to tyAM ghaNo paricaya (che). emAM ene zItaLA nIkaLyAM. "zItaLA' samajAya che ? e zItaLAmAM dANe-dANe iyaLa paDI ! kANe-kANe jIva paDyAM ! iyaLa ! AkhA zarIramAM....! aDhAra varSanI uMmara ! enetaLAImAM suvADe, Ama pherave to Ama hajAro iyaLo (paDe), Ama (bIjI bAju) pherave tyAM hajAro (iyaLo paDe) !! e (iyaLo) baTakA bhare !! e (enI bAne kahe che) "bA !....' ema kahetI. lAThInI vAta che. che lAThInA koI ? dhIrubhAInA DelAmAM . ghaNAM varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. bAIne iyaLo thayelI e (kahe che) "bA ! meM AvAM pApa A bhavamAM karyA nathI ! zuM AvIne paDyuM ? mArAMthI sahana thatuM nathI ! sUvAtuM nathI, pharAtuM nathI, rahevAtuM nathI, zarIra pharatuM nathI." zarIra Ama paDe to iyaLo baTakAM bhare ! AhA.hA..! AkhA zarIramAM, (pachI to) deha chUTI gayo. evAM duHkho Ave to paNa kahe che, samakitIne enI darakAra rahe nahi ! ema kahe che, A..hA..hA...! jeNe jIvane rAga ane zarIrathI judAM jANyAM enA zarIramAM evI iyaLo paDe.... koI evI) azAtAno udaya Ave.... AhA...hA..! topaNa temAMthI ene pravRtti ruce nahi, ene goThe paNa nahi. A..hA..hA..! che ? anukuLatAmAM nathI samajato. to bhAI ! have pratikULatAmAM to samaja....samaja. koI rIte samaja...samaja, ne vairAgya lAvI AtmAmAM jA." AhA...hA...! zarIramAM roga Ave to e pratikULatA vakhate prabhu ! ekavAra Ama aMdara jA ne ! aMdra bhagavAna birAje che ! are...! kema bese ? hajI "ekaDo AvaDe nahi ene A badhI vAtuM (kema) bese ? bhagavAna ! besADavI paDaze, prabhu ! nahitara A bhava cAlyo jaze. zarIrano nAza thaIne masANanI rAkhuM thavAnI !! AnI to rAkhuM (thavAnI che) ! ahIMthI agni nIkaLavAnI !! AhA! A (zarIra) kAMI sonuM nathI, sonuM hoya topaNa zuM ? AhA..hA..! e zarIrathI judo che, ema) prabhu ! ekavAra nakkI kara ! nakkI karIne zarIramAM duHkha Ave te TANe to samaja, : anukULatAmAM na samaja to pratikULatA TANe to samaja, ema kahe che. AhA..hA..! bApu ! bIjAne pratikULatA AvI ema mAnIne, mane nahi Ave, ema = = -nika '

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vacanAmRta rahasya 225 rahevA de. samajANuM kAMI ? evI avasthA prabhu ! anaMtavAra tane AvI che. e tuM bhUlI gayo. bhUlI gayo eTale nahotuM ema kema kahevAya ? nAtha ! pUrvamAM pratikULatA anaMta vAra AvI che. evI AvI ke roTalAnuM baTakuM maLe nahi ane zarIramAM iyaLo-kIDA paDe, deha chUTe nahi, pAMca-paccIsa varSa ema ne ema rogamAM rahevuM paDe. have eve TANe to AtmAne judo mAna ! ema kahe che. AhA..hA..! che ne ? ...vairAgya lAvI AtmAmAM jA. AhA..hA..! para pratyeno vairAgya lAvI, sva je caitanyanuM ghara che, e nijagharamAM jA ! Dhorane savAramAM bahAra laI jAya che. ane sAMje jyAre Dhora ghare Ave (tyAre) bAraNuM baMdha hoya to bAraNAmAM mAthuM mAre ! joyuM che ke nahi ? bahAra, vagaDAmAM carAvavA laI jAya che ne ? emAM (sAMje pAchA) Ave ane aMdara berAMne khabara na hoya ke AvyuM che, bAraNuM baMdha hoya to mAthuM mAre ! kAraNa ke ahIM cAra pahora rAte nirAMte rahevuM che. e khAtara mAthuM mAre ane pachI nirAMte aMdara rahe ! elA tane pratikULatA AvI mAthuM mAne eka vAra ! ane aMdara nivRttimaya (svarUpamAM) jA ne ! ema kahe che. ...verAgya lAvI... AhA....! ahIM to A vAta che, prabhu ! vairAgya lAvIne eka vAra to aMdaramAM jo ! tyAM prabhu birAje che ! tuM bhagavaMta svarUpa cho, prabhu ! munirAje tane "bhagavAna" tarIke to bolAvyo che ! che ? emAM (samayasAramAM) 72mI gAthAmAM che. "bhagavAna" tarIke bolAvyo (che). traNa vAra "bhagavAna" tarIke bolAvyo che. AhA..hA..! bhagavAna ! tuM to puNya-pApanA mela vinAno cho ne nAtha ! ema tyAM kIdhuM che. che emAM ? prabhu ! puNya-pApanA bhAva e azuci ne mela che ne, prabhu ! tuM e nathI. bhagavAna ! tuM to nirmaLa cho ne aMdara ! tyAM najara kara ne nAtha ! AhA..hA..! munirAja jagatanAM prANIne "bhagavAna" tarIke saMbodhe che ! AhA....! 'dravya saMgrahanuM ekavAra nahotuM kahyuM ? 'dravya saMgraha ! dharmadhyAnano avAya eka bheda che. dharmadhyAnanA vicAra karatAM 'avAya eka bheda che. emAM dharmadhyAnano vicAra karanAra evuM vicAre che ke, huM to paramAtmA chuM ja ! AtmajJAna thayuM che, alpakALamAM have siddha thavAno chuM !! to he AtmAo !

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226 [vacanAmRta-55] tame badhAM paramAtmA thAo ! evI vAta che, lyo A ! A..hA..hA..hA...! 'dravya saMgraha (mAM) che. 'dravya saMgrahamAM batAvyuM hatuM ne ! 'dravya saMgrahamAM e che. 'tame bhagavAna thAo ! prabhu ! A bhUlI jAo ! deha-strIno, napuMsakano ne Dhorano - e deha to jaDanAM che, bhUlI jA, nAtha ! aMdara caitanya AnaMdano sAgara bhagavAna birAje che, enI sAmuM ko'ka di najara to kara ! e tuM Akho paramAtmA (cho) ! tArA gANAM gAtAM paramAtmA thAkI jAya che !! AhA..hA..! arere...! sAMbhaLavuM muzkela paDe. prabhu ! tyAM huM eka vAra jo to kharo ! najara to kara ! e ahIMyA kahe che, "....vairAgya lAvI AtmAmAM jA. e 54 thayo. : caitanyanI bhAvanA kadI niSphaLa jatI nathI, saphaLa ja thAya che. bhale thoDo vakhata lAge, paNa bhAvanA saphaLa thAya ja." papa. N00 0 0 0 0 0 papa(bho bola). "caitanyanI bhAvanA kadI niSphaLa jatI nathI.... zuM kIdhuM? bhagavAna caitanyasvarUpanI jene aMdura laganI lAgI, bhAvanA tathaI) e niSphaLa jatI nathI. bIja vAvyuM e niSphaLa jatuM. nathI. bIjanuM vRkSa thAya, thAya ne thAya. bIja vAve e niSphaLa na jAya. ema jeNe AtmAnuM samyakarUpI bIja ropyuM, samyak bhAvanA karI e niSphaLa jatI nathI. ....saphaLa ja thAya che.' bIja vAvyuM enuM vRkSa thAya ja che ane enA karatAM asaMkhyaguNA phaLa Avaze. bAjaro eka hoya paNa enA kUMDAmAM seMkaDo bAjarA thAya. ema ekavAra tArA AtmAmAM) AnaMdanuM bIja ropa to anaMta AnaMda tane (phAlaze).!AhA..hA..! prabhu ! tane anaMta AnaMda Avaze. A..hA..hA..! che ? "..saphaLa ja thAya che. bhale thoDo vakhata lAge . dhIme...dhIme...dhIme..

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vacanAmRta rahasya 227 aMdaramAM javAmAM thoDo vakhata lAge, paNa e karavAmAM matha ! "....paNa bhAvanA saphaLa thAya ja. aMtaranI bhAvanA che e saphaLa thayA vinA rahe nahi. A..........! SS0 0 0 / "jIva pote Akho khovAI gayo te joto nathI, ne eka vastu khovANI tyAM pote Akho khovAI gayo, rokAI gayo; rUpiyA, ghara, zarIra, putra AdimAM tuM rokAI gayo. are ! tuM vicAra to kara ke tuM Akho divasa kyAM rokAI gayo! bahAramAM ne bahAramAM rokAI gayo, tyAM bhAI ! AtmaprApti : kevI rIte thAya ?' para. ' ' ' * 56 (mo bola). have eka vAta kare che . jIva pote Akho khovAI gayo te joto nathI.....eka vastu khovAI gaI hoya to maMthana kare (ke) kyAM gaI?_AhA...hA..! eka vastu khovAI gaI hoya to ene mATe (gotavAnI mahenata) kare. are... dIkarI be-traNa-cAra hoya; traNa-cAra chokarAM hoya ne khATalA pAtharyA hoya ane (rAtanA) va ne dasa thAya ane eka khATalo khAlI dekhe to pUche ke, A choDI kema nathI AvI, ? kyAM che ? khATalo kema khAlI che ? choDI kema nathI AvI ? ene rAte gote ! paNa A AtmA khovAI gayo ene gotato nathI !! vastu khovAI gaI ene gotavA mathe che, je para cIja che. AhA...hA..! (e ahIM kahe che ke, "jIva pote Akho khovAI gayo te joto nathI, ne eka vastu khovANI tyAM pote Akho khovAI gayo,..." emAM ne emAM jANe rokAI gayo ! rokAIne tyAM ne tyAM rahI jAya. AhA..hA..! emAM ....rokAI gayo....'

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228 vicanAmRta-56] have rokAvAnA sthAna batAve che. rUpiyA, ghara, zarIra, putra AdimAM tuM rokAI gayo. nAtha ! AhA...! dIkarIyuM moTI thaI che, ThekANe pADyuM chUTako che, chokarAM moTA thayAM che. sArA ghare mAre varAvavA che, nahitara ApaNI AbarU na rahe, sArA gharanI dIkarI Ave to ThIka ! mALo ! mathe te mathe ! dIkarIne ThekANe pADavI che paNa sAre ghare nAkhavI che ane dIkaro paraNAvatAM (vakhate) pacAsa-so nA kaheNa AvyAM hoya, (sAme karoDapatine) dIkaro na hoya ne dIkarI pAMca lAkha-paccIsa lAkha laIne AvatI hoya to enuM (kaheNa) paheluM (svIkAre). moTAnuM kaheNa svIkAre ! ahIM kahe che traNa lokanA nAtha moTAnuM veNa to ekavAra svIkAra !! AhA..hA..! rUpiyA, ghara, zarIra, putra AdimAM tuM rokAI gayo. are ! tuM vicAra to kara ke tuM Akho divasa kyAM rokAI gayo ' kyAM gayo paNa tuM ? bahAramAM ne bahAramAM rokAI gayo. tyAM bhAI ! AtmaprApti kevI rIte thAya ?' bahAramAM rokAI gayo, emAM AtmA kema maLe ? vizeSa kaheze...! dehanI sthiti paNa maryAdita che, karmanI sthiti paNa maryAdita che ne vikAranI sthiti paNa maryAdita che. potAnI paryAyamAM je kArya thAya che e paNa maryAdita che. aMdaramAM eTale ke svabhAvamAM maryAdA na hoya. prabhu ! vastusvabhAva, jJAnasvabhAva Adi trikALI svabhAvanI maryAdA na hoya. dharmInI daSTi e amaryAdita svabhAva upara hoya che. bahAranA kAryamAM dharmI dekhAya paNa e to amaryAdita svabhAvamAM jhUle che. tyAM tenI dRSTi coMTI gaI hoya che. (paramAgamasAra-441)

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te che ' "maraNa to AvavAnuM ja che jyAre badhuMya chUTI jaze. bahAranI eka cIja choDatAM tane duHkha thAya che, to bahAranAM badhAMya dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva ekasAthe chUTatAM tane keTaluM duHkha thaze ? maraNanI vedanA paNa keTalI haze ? mane koI bacAvo ema tAruM hRdaya pokAratuM haze. paNa zuM tane koI bacAvI zakaze ? tuM bhale dhananA DhagalA kare, vaidya-dAktaro bhale sarva prayatna karI chUTe, ToLe vaLIne UbhelAM sagAMsaMbaMdhIo tarapha tuM bhale dInatAthI Tagara Tagara joI rahe, topaNa zuM koI tane zaraNabhUta thAya ema che ? jo te zAzvata svayaMrakSita jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnI pratIti - anubhUti karI AtmaArAdhanA karI haze, AtmAmAMthI zAMti pragaTa karI haze, to te eka ja tane zaraNa Apaze. mATe atyArathI ja te prayatna kara. mAthe mota bhame che ema vAraMvAra smaraNamAM lAvIne paNa te puruSArtha upADa ke jethI aba hama amara bhaye, na mareMge evA bhAvamAM tuM samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAga karI zake. jIvanamAM eka zuddha AtmA ja upAdeya che." 412. .i ........ pravacana-13, vacanAmRta-41 2 thI 413 (vacanAmRta) 412 bola). (A bolamAM) vairAgyanI vAta che. maraNa to AvavAnuM ja che....' dehane chUTavAno samaya nakkI che. e samayamAM pheraphAra

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230 [vacanAmRta-412] paDe evo nathI. e game teTalI davA karAve ke dAktara (bolAve. maraNano samaya kramabaddhamAM je samaye, je kSetre je kALe je nimitte, je saMyoge deha chUTavAno te chUTavAno, chUTavAno ne chUTavAno. eno eka samaya mAtrAno) paNa pheraphAra karavA koI samartha nathI). indra, jinendra (paNa), samartha nathI ! svAmI kArtikeyamAM Ave che. eka samayanI) je dravyanI paryAya thAya che, tene pheraphAra karavA indra, jinendra paNa samartha nathI. A..hA..hA..! to maraNano samaya pheravavA traNa kALamAM koInI tAkAta nathI. AhA...! bahAranI eka cIja choDatA tane duHkha thAya che,...' kahe che. bahAranI eka cIja choDatAM duHkha thAya (ke) arere...! strI choDI, phalANuM khAvAnuM choDyuM, makAna choDyAM, ghara choDyAM, paradezamAM gayA.... (ema) eka cIja choDatAM tane duHkha lAge che ....to bahAranAM badhAMya dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva ekasAthe chUTatAM...." A..hA..hA..! bahAranAM saMyoga - dravya, kALa ane bhAva, eka samaya(mAM) badhuM chUTI jaze. je samaye chUTavAno (che) te samaye chUTI jaze. emAM pheraphAra karavAne koI samartha nathI. AhA...! ...tane keTaluM duHkha thaze ?' eka cIja choDatAM duHkha thAya (paNa) badhuM chUTI jaze. A dehano zvAsa paNa nahi rahe. e enA hAthamAM nahi rahe. zvAsamAM paNa caitanyanAM pradeza che. zuM kIdhuM ? je A zvAsa cAle che ne ? (emAM) ekalAM jaDanA paramANu nathI. emAM cetanyanA pradeza che. zvAsa potAne kAraNe cAle che. AhA...hA...! A zvAsa cAle che ne zvAsa ? jaDanA paramANunI paryAya (che), paNa emAM AtmAnA pradeza che. paNa e zvAsa (paNa) baMdha thaze tyAre AtmAnA pradeza te zvAsane halAvavA kAma nahi kare. AhA..ho..hA..! zvAsa halAvavAnuM kAma e nahi kare tyAre e bIjuM kyu (kAma) karaze ? AhA...! Akho di kartA..kartA...kartA... (thaIne phare che). phalANuM meM karyuM... phalANuM meM karyuM.... phalANuM meM karyuM.... A paisA meLavyA ne Avo vepAra karyo ne AvA nokara bheLA karyA, nokara sArA maLyA ! zuM che A ? A bhramaNA tane thaI che, kyAM tAre jAvuM che ? AhA..hA..! ' paramAtmA to ema kahe che - je mAMsa ane dArU Adi khAya, zarAba pIe e to marIne narakamAM javAnA. emAM koI pheraphAra thAya evo nathI.

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231 vicanAmRta rahasya paNa jene e nathI paNa krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha (Adi) kaSAya che ane dharma nathI, AtmajJAna nathI, tema rAganI maMdatA paNa nathI . evA jIvo marIne tiryaMca nAma Dhora thAya. AhA..hA..! ahIM moTo karoDAdhipati hoya e paNa maraNa pachI deha chUTIne ghoDAnI kUkhe ke gAyanI kUkhe jaIne avatare ! A..hA..hA..! AvA maraNa prabhu ! anaMtavAra karyA che. paNa teM tArI ciMtA karI nathI ke mAruM zuM thaze ? bahAranI vAtumAM gUMcavAI gayo che. AhA..hA..!. (ahIMyA) kahe che "tane keTaluM duHkha thaze ? maraNanI vedanA paNa keTalI haze ? A..hA..hA...! zvAsa hAle nahi, aMdaramAM ruvAMTe ruvAMTe rADa nAkhe evI tIkhAza - duHkhanI vedanA haze. A..hA..hA..! pahelethI jo cetyo nathI, kriyAkAMDa nahi paNa AtmAne rAgathI bhinna jANIne sat cidAnaMda prabhu mAruM svarUpa (che, ema jANavuM paDaze). anubhUti (svarU5) bhagavAna AtmA ! savAramAM AvyuM hatuM. anubhUti (svarU5) bhagavAna AtmA (eka) samayanI (jJAnanI) paryAyamAM jaNAya che, darekane jaNAya che. chatAM tenuM jANavA taraphanuM lakSa nathI. AhA..hA..! paramAtmA ema kahe che ke te-te samayamAM AtmA (ja jaNAya che. enI paryAyano evo dharma che (ke) emAM bhagavAna AtmA ja jaNAya che. paNa te enI tarapha joto nathI. jaNAya che tene joto nathI ane nathI jaNAtuM tene jotAM maraNa kare che. AhA....! e badhAM tiryaMca ne narakamAM anaMtavAra avatAra karyA ne karaze. tyAM enA paisA, abaja ke karoDa rUpiyA) ADA nahi Ave. dAna karyA haze, (emAM paNa) rAganI maMdatA karI hoya to saheja zubha (bhAva) thAya. paNa e badhuM) "eraNanI corI ne soyanA dAna jevuM che). (arthAtu) Akho di nA pApa ane emAM eka-be ghaDI kAMIka zubha bhAva, (karyA hoya to tenI) koI gaNatarI nathI. e zubha bhAva phITI jaze. . prabhu ! deha chUTyA pachI kyAM jaIza ? (ahIMyA) kahe che, maraNanI vedana paNa dohyalI (haze). mane koI bacAvo (ema tane thAtuM haze). - rAjakoTamAM ekavAra eka bhAIne ekadama aMdara kAMIka thaI gayuM. badhuM kuTuMba bheguM thayuM. badhAM karoDapati mANasa ! ane aMdara pIDA (thAya). nAnI umara (hatI), navo paraNelo... AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA hAlI jAya. bIjA . kahe, "bolAvo mahArAjane !" AhA..hA..! juvAna mANasa Ama ! (paNa)

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232 [vacanAmRta-412] pIDA...pIDA...pIDA... karoDopati badhAM kuTuMbI bhegA thayA. AkhuM ghara bharAI gayeluM ane AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA hAlI jAya...! (bolato hato. mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI, mane aMdara eTalI vedanA che, zuM kahuM ?" ema karatAM karatAM ekadama asAdhya thaI gayo. enA bhAI hatAM ene ema thayuM ke enA hAthe) mahArAjane kAMIka Ape to kAMIka puNya to bAMdhe ! (eTale enA hAthamAM mosaMbI ke (evuM) kAMIka ApyuM. paNa hAtha dhruje ane aMdara maraNanI vedanA !! juvAna mANasa... e vedanA bApu ! sahI na jAya. bahAra koI tane madada nahi kare. AhA..hA..hA...! e "maraNanI vedanA keTalI haze ? mane koI bacAvo... ......! ema rADyuM pADaze. ....ema tAruM hRdaya pokAratuM haze. paNa zuM tane koI bacAvI zakaze ?" are...! karavAnuM prabhu...! rAgathI bhinna karavAnuM kartavya che. e jo na karyuM A..hA..hA..! kyAM jAvuM ? Akho di baLatarA ! ane Akho di kartA buddhi - A karyuM ne A karyuM ne A karyuM....! dIkarAne mATe Ama karyuM ne dIkarI mATe Ama karyuM ! bApu ! maratAM bhIMsa paDaze !! tArA duHkhane sahana karatAM dekhanArA roze ! evI pIDA jagatamAM anaMtavAra thaI che. e ahIM kahe che ke, tane koI bacAvI zakaze nahi. (rAjakoTamAM to) A najare joyeluM. badhAM bicArA Ama jotAM hatAM. kuTuMbI karoDapati badhAM bhegAM thayAM. pelAnI maravAnI taiyArI...! hAya..hAya...! AMsunI dhArA hAlI jAya...! koNa bacAve prabhu ? zarIranI sthitino je chUTavAno ne vedanAno samaya che. tene koI pheraphAra karI zakaze nahi. koI bUcAvI zakatuM nathI, "tuM bhale dhananA DhagalA kare,. karoDo rUpiyAnI lakSmI, tyAM kharce to paNa) e kAMI duHkhathI chUTaze nahi. AhA..hA.! vaidya-dAktaro bhale sarva prayatna karI chUTe. mumukSu : (DaoNkaTara loga) roja kaIko bacAte hai ! - pUjya gurudevazrI : vahI bAta karate haiM. kisIko bacA sakate nahIM. A..hA..hA..! e vAta aMdaramAM pesavI joIe, hoM...! upara uparathI vAta kare emAM kAMI vaLe evuM nathI ! AhA..hA..! ahIM to bene vairAgyanI vAta karatAM A vAta lIdhI che. are...! tuM -- - . ga, - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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233 vacanAmRta rahasya bhale dhananA DhagalA kare.... A karoDa (rUpiyA) ApuM, koI dAktara bacAve ! eka ghaDInA ATalA paisA ApuM - pAMca lAkha - dasa lAkha (Apu) (jo) koI bacAve (to) ! e samaye bacAvavAne koI samartha nathI. tArA abajo (rUpiyAnA) DhagalA paDyA haze, paNa tArI e) dhULa paDI raheze. hAlIne hAlyo jAIza DhoramAM !! mAMsane dArU kadAca khAdhAM nahi hoya to paNa maraNa karIne pazumAM jaze. - siddhAMtamAM evo lekha che ke ghaNAM jIvo tiryaMca - pazumAM avataravAnA ! kemake dharma nathI eTale ke, samyagdarzana nathI, tema Akho di' pApa karyA che, puNyanA paNa ThekANA nathI, eka-be ghaDI puNya bAMdhyuM hoya ane 23 kalAka pApa (karyA hoya) ! A..hA..hA..! e badhAM) marIne DhoramAM - tiryaMcamAM - pazumAM avataravAnA ! manuSyanI moTI saMkhyA marIne tiryaMcamAM avataraze. - evA siddhAMtamAM lekha che. AhA..hA... pazu thaze, pachI kyAre manuSyapaNuM maLaze? kyAre tene jinavANI sAMbhaLavA maLaze ? (pachI Atmahita karavAnA) TANA ene nahi rahe. AhA..hA..! ahIMyA kahe che ....vedya-dAktaro bhale sarva prayatna karI chUTe, ToLe vaLIne UbhelAM sagAMsaMbaMdhIo.... A to badhuM najare joyeluM ! A..hA..hA..! sagAvahAlAMono Akho oraDo bharelo. olo rove ne maravAnI taiyArI ! AhA..hA..! bAyaDI navI paraNelo ne duHkhano pAra na maLe....! dharma karyo nahoto, dharma sAMbhaLavAnA joge darakAra (karI) nahi. be ghaDI kadAcit kyAMya gayo hoya ne pAchI 23 kalAka hoLI saLagatI hoya !! A..hA..hA..! e 23 kalAkanA pApa (enI sAme) tArA be ghaDInA puNya baLI javAnA. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! e ahIMyA kahe che ....ToLe vaLIne UbhelAM sagAMsaMbaMdhIo tarapha tuM bhale dInatAthI Tagara Tagara joI rahe.... A..hA...hA..! "eka re divasa evo Avaze.... AhA...! eka re divasa evo Avaze tyAre koI tArI sAmuM nahi jove. AhA...! strI Ama joze... arere...! A kAyAmAM have kAMI nathI. ema dhrusake dhrusake... roze ! chatAM eno eka samaya badalaze nahi. A..hA..hA..! eka re divasa evo Avaze, jANe janmyA ja nahotA jI. sagI re nArI re tArI kAmanI, e UbhI Taga Taga joze jI, A re kAyAmAM have kAMI

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- - - 234 [vacanAmRta-412] nathI, ema dhrusake dhrusake roze jI...' dehathI chUTA (AtmAnuM) jJAna karyuM nathI ane deha ne rAganI ekatAbuddhimAM jiMdagI gALI che. bhale (zAstranA) jANapaNA karyA hoya, kriyAkAMDa karI hoya e kAMI tyAM zaraNabhUta nathI. zubhabhAva , karyA hoya to puNyanA paramANu baMdhANAM hoya, ene vartamAnamAM to zubha bhAva che nahi. maratAM maratI vakhate) pUrve puNya-pApa karyA hoya enA paramANu paDyAM hoya. e paramANu zuM zaraNa Ape ? AhA...hA...! samajAya che kAMI? - have to samayasAra vAMcavAnuM Avaze. ethI A jarI chellI vAta benanA vacanAmRtanI lIdhI. kAle savAramAM to vyAkhyAna nathI. bapore samayasAra cAlaze. AhA..hA..! ....sagAMsaMbaMdhIo tarapha tuM bhale dInatAthI Tagara Tagara joI rahe, topaNa zuM koI tane zaraNabhUta thAya ema che ?' A..hA...hA...! e (badhA) jove ke, A have nahi bace. thaI rahyuM.... e UbhAM UbhAM jove ne rove ! ane te paNa e marIne kyAM gayo, tene mATe rotAM nathI. e marIne kaI gatimAM gayo ? DhoramAM ke narakamAM (gayo, ene rotAM nathI ! enI potAnI vartamAna sagavaDatA jAya che, enA taraphathI sagavaDatA maLatI hatI, ene (e) rove che !! A..hA..hA...! koIe ema pUchayuM che ke, A marIne kyAM gayo ? ema vicAra karyo che maratAM ? A tiryaMcamAM gayo ke ekendriyamAM gayo ke lIlotarImAM gayo ? AhA..hA..! (e) maratAM eNe koI Avo vicAra karyo che ? A..hA..hA...! phakta e dukAnane sAcavato ane viSayamAM anukULa hato, e sagavaDatA gaI ene e rove che. e marIne narakamAM gayo to mAre kyAM (narakamAM) jAvuM che !A...hA..hA..hA..! e marIne narakamAM gayo ke tiryaMcamAM gayo . koI di vicAra karyo che ? bAyaDI marI, chokaro maryo, choDI marI, vahuo marI... A marIne kyA sthAne gaI haze ? eno vicAra karyo che ? amArI sagavaDatA gaI ene rove che ! e bhale narakamAM gayo hoya, tiryaMcamAM - DhoramAM gayo hoya....! A..hA..hA...! AvI saMsAranI sthiti che !! emAM jo A AtmAnI bhAvanA (na karI), rAgathI bhinna pADavAnA saMskAra (prApta) na karyo... AhA..hA...! vikAranA vedanathI prabhunuM AnaMdanuM vedana juduM che, evA saMskAra jo prApta) na karyA to) prabhu ! (tArI) gati bagaDI jaze.

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vacanAmRta rahasya 235 tyAM koI sahAro ne sathavAro nathI. tyAM koI jagatanI saphAraza lAgu paDatI nathI ke, bhAIe bahu AvuM karyuM hatuM, amAruM (Ama) karyuM hatuM. amAruM tema). karyuM hatuM, amArI nAtamAM agresara hato, amAro pramukha hato. amAro phalANo hato tyAM koI AvI) saphAraza kAma Ave evuM nathI, AhA..hA..! e mIne ekalo TaLavaLato..... TaLavaLato.. chUTIne cAlyo jaze ! deha ne rAga ane AtmA tanna bhinna che evA saMskAra jeNe nAkhyAM nathI, (AtmAno) anubhava to bhale na ho, paNa saMskAra paNa nAkhyAM nathI AhA...! bahAranI anukULatAnI cIjamAM rAjIpo karIne rakhaDI maryo che. e ahIM kahe che, "....Tagara Tagara joI rahe, topaNa zuM koI tane zaraNabhUta thAya ema che ? jo teM zAzvata svayaMrakSita jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnI....' A..hA..hA...! A karavAnuM che. lAkha vAtanI vAta...! cha DhALAmAM Ave che. lAkha vAtanI vAta, nizcaya ura. ANo, choDI jagata dhaMdha-kuMda nija Atma ura dhyAvo' . e vinA badhAM thothe-thAthA (che). roIne - marIne badhAM javAnAM DhoramAM !! AhA..hA..! Arya mANasa hoya eTale mAMsa ne dArU to na khAtAM hoya eTale ene tiryaMcanI - DhoranI . pazunI vacalI dazA AvavAnI. anaMte kALe emAMthI pAchuM manuSyapaNuM kyAre maLaze ? A..hA..hA..! are...! eNe vicAra karyA nathI. paranA vicAra ne paranA kAryamAM rokAIne pote potAnuM bagADyuM che. enI ene khabara nathI ke huM mAruM bagADuM chuM !! AhA..! "jo teM zAzvata svayaMrakSita....' aMdara zAzvata bhagavAna che (e) svayaMrakSita che. ene surakSita) rAkhe to rahe, evuM nathI. (evo) caitanya bhagavAna svayaM rakSita che. svayaM - pote potAthI rakSAyelo che. A..hA...hA..! ...svayaMrakSita jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa..." atIndriya jJAna ne atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa evA ...AtmAnI pratIti - anubhUti karI AtmaArAdhanA karI haze....' A..hA..hA..! A karavAnuM che) ! bIjuM badhuM to bahAranI dhamAla ne game te ho ! AhA..hA..! zuM kahyuM ? 'zAzvata svayaMrakSita...' bhagavAna (AtmA) to aMdara svayaMrakSita che. koI rAkhe to rahe, na rAkhe to na rahe (evuM nathI. e to nityAnaMda prabhu che ! sat cidAnaMda prabhu ! deha devaLamAM birAjamAna svayaMrakSita che. AhA..hA...! enI sAmuM jo! ene jo ! kAMIka che aMdara !! aMdaramAM nidhAna bharyuM

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236 [vacanAmRta-412] che !! AhA..hA..! e nidhAna jovAne navaro thato nathI. AhA..! bahAranI hoMzu ne harakha (ADe nidhAna jovA navaro thato nathI ! - stavana che.... eka stavana ! cAra sajhAyamALA che, cAra svAdhyAya che. eka-ekamAM 200-300 svAdhyAya che. eka-eka svAdhyAyamAM dasa-dasa, paMdaravIsa zloka che. evA cAra (svAdhyAya che). huM to dukAna para hato (tyAre) meM magAvyAM hatAM. vIsa varSanI umare...! badhAM vAMcelAM. emAM eka A AvyuM hatuM. hoMziDA hoza na kIjie . he jIva ! tArI caitanyanI sattA choDIne paranI hoMzamAM hoMza na karIza prabhu ! A..hA..hA..! sakjhAya che. cAra sakjhAya mALA che, zvetAMbaramAM che. te vakhate to dukAna upara badhAM pustaka magAvelA. eka-ekamAM 250-300 sakjhAya (che) evI cAra sakjhAyamALA che. emAM eka A hatuM. A..hA..hA..! prabhu ! tuM hoMza kyAM kare che ? tAruM svarUpa aMdara jJAnAnaMda bharyuM che, enA taraphanI tane hoMza Ave nahi, enA taraphano tane prayatna Ave nahi, enA taraphano tane harakha Ave nahi ane enA vinA tane A puNya ne pApa ane tenA phaLamAM harakha ne hoMze Ave che) ! prabhu ! marI gayo tuM ! AhA..hA..hA..! che ? ...svayaMrakSita jJAnAnaMda svarUpa AtmAnI pratIti.... e pratIti kema thAya ? e vAta to ApaNe Akho di' cAle che. deha paNa huM nahi, vANI huM nahi, mana huM nahi, pApanA pariNAma huM nahi, puNyanA pariNAma huM nahi, eka samayanI paryAya upara dRSTi nahi, A..hA..hA..! huM (to) trikALI svasaMvedana svayaMrakSita AtmA chuM. tenI pratIti karI hoya.... te svarUpanI pratIti (pote) paryAya che, paNa pratIti karavI konI ? trikALa jJAyakasvarUpanI ! AhA..hA..! have AmAM bahAramAM hoLI haLagatI hoya, paccIsa-pacAsa lAkha pedA thatAM hoya, (eka) divasanI lAkhonI pedAza hoya (emAM) e mUMjhAI gayo. chokarAM sArA pAkyA hoya.... thaI rahyuM ! jANe ame kyAMya caDI gayA ! bApu...! e badhuM nAzavAna che, bhAI ! A svayaMrakSita prabhu jJAnAnaMda svabhAvanI pratIti tenI anubhUti be (zabda) che ne ? tenI pratIti ane tenI anubhUti. karI AtmaArAdhanA karI haze.... A..hA..hA..! "AtmaArAdhanA' ! puNyanI ArAdhanA ne rAganI ArAdhanA, vyavahAranI ArAdhanA - e nahi. Ave vyavahAra, vacce Ave. - 4 - S. . :-- - - -- -

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vacanAmRta rahasya 237 paNa e badhuM heya (che) - choDavA lAyaka che. AhA..hA...! aMtarano svayaM AnaMda svabhAva (che, tenI) ....anubhUti karI AtmaArAdhanA karI haze, AtmAmAMthI zAMti pragaTa karI haze.... A karavAnuM che. lAkha vAtanI vAta - nija Atama ura dhyAvo ! AhA..hA..! cha DhALAmAM Ave che ne ? lAkha vAtanI vAta nahi... anaMta vAtanI vAta ! karoDa vAtanI vAta nahi, anaMta vAtanI vAta ! anaMtI vAtanI (vAta) nija Atama ura dhyAvo !" aMdara mAro AtmA prabhu jJAnAnaMda svabhAva che, enA upara dRSTi karIne enuM sevana kara, to tArA janma-maraNanA AMTA maTaze. naihitara janma-maraNanA AMTA, corAzInA avatAra evAne evA UbhA che ane evAne evA UbhA raheze. A..hA..hA..! navarAza kyAM che paNa e ? sAMbhaLavA maLe topaNa) tyAMne tyAM paDyo rahe. AhA.hA..! (ahIM) kahe che ke, ..AtmAmAMthI zAMti pragaTa karI haze, AtmAmAM zAMtarasa paDyo che, AtmAmAM akaSAya rasa paDyo che. akaSAya rasa kaho, zAMta rasa kaho, cAritra guNa kaho, aMdara ramaNatA nAmano guNa kaho - evo guNa (paDyo che). evo zAMtarasa anAdi anaMta paDyo che. AhA ..hA..! e AtmAmAMthI zAMti pragaTa karI haze,... paNa e zaktirUpe zAMti che. AhA..! svabhAvamAM zAMti paDI che. ene paryAyamAM vyakta - pragaTa karI... AhA..! (samayasAra) 49 gAthAmAM to tyAM sudhI kahyuM che - AtmA paryAyane sparzato nathI ! A..hA..hA..! zuM kahyuM ? dravya svabhAva rAgane to sparzato nathI paNa e paryAyane sparzato nathI !! ane enI e paryAya dravyane aDatI nathI. 49 gAthA.... "avyakta...!" avyaktanA cha bola che. emAM Ave che). vyakta ne avyaktanuM jJAna hovA chatAM, vyakta nAma paryAya ane avyakta nAma dravya, be nuM jJAna hovA chatAM te AtmA vyakta nAma paryAyane sparzato nathI. ararara....! A vAta sAMbhaLavI kaThaNa paDe ! zuM kahyuM ? AtmA trikALI svarUpa che tene tyAM avyakta _kIdhuM che. ane pragaTa paryAyane vyakta kIdhuM che. e pragaTa paryAya je che tenuM ane avyaktanuM jJAna hovA chatAM, vyakta nAma paryAyane dravya sparzatuM nathI. A..hA..hA..! gajaba vAta che ! (ema mAnavAne) ThekANe, ene Ama aDADuM chuM ne zarIrane Ama karuM chuM zarIrathI bhoga lauM chuM.... ema mAne che). A..hA..hA..! prabhu.. prabhu... = = -.

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238 [vacanAmRta-412] prabhu...! gajaba vAtuM che bApu | sarvajJa trilokanAtha paramAtmAnuM satya (A che ke vyakti paryAyane paNa avyakta - trikALI dravya, zuddha sacidAnaMda, zAMtino sAgara sparzato nathI ! AhA..hA..! e paryAyane aDato nathI. A zuM vAta che !! samayasAra 49 gAthAmAM che. "avyaktanA cha bola che. AhA..! AtmA trikAla che - e vyakta nathI. paNa vartamAna paryAya pragaTa che tene vyakta kahIe. ane trikALa je pragaTa nathI tene avyakta kahIe. ene paryAyanI apekSAe avyakta kahIe, apragaTa kahIe. vastunI apekSAe tene pragaTa kahIe. are....! are....! A kyAM sAMbhaLyuM jAya ! A aMtara(mAM) pakaDyA vinA enA janma-maraNanA ArA, corAzInA pherA pharavAnA maTatAM nathI, bApu ! e bahAramAM game te rIte manAve ane mAne ke Ama karyuM ne phalANuM karyuM ne ame Ama karyuM, dAnamAM karoDo paisA kharcA mATe amArA janma-maraNa kAMIka ghaTaze ema mAnavuM) harAma che, (ema) kahe che. A..hA.... ahIyA kahe che ke, zAMtino sAgara prabhu che, kema bese....? kemake enAmAM ema cAritra nAmano guNa anAdithI) che. e cAritraguNanuM svarUpa zAMta che. cAritraguNanuM svarUpa akaSAya che. e akaSAya zAMta bhAva trikALa che. e zAMta bhAvane sparyA vinA eTale pragaTa karyA vinA (janma-maraNa nahi maTe). (pragaTa thayelo zAMta bhAva trikALIne sparzato nathI. jarI jhINuM paDe. paramArtha dharmanI zAMtinI je paryAya che. e trikALa zAMtasvarUpa prabhu che. tene te aDatI nathI. A..hA..hA...! kemake dravyanuM vadana hotuM nathI. vedana paryAyanuM hoya che ane tethI to ema kahyuM che ke AnaMda ane zAMtinuM je vedana hoya te AtmA (che) ! amAre to te AtmA (che). rAga Adi to AtmA nahi paNa dravya paNa AtmA amAre nahi !! amAre dravya AtmA nahi ! (ema kahyuM) A..hA..hA..! pravacanasAra - 172gAthAmAM) vIsamA bolamAM kahyuM - rAga- dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA e to AtmA nahi, e to anAtmA che. AhA..hA..! paNa eka samayanI paryAya e paNa dravya nahi - vastu nahi. nirmaLa paryAya - samyagdarzana(nI) jJAnanI, zAMtinI nirmaLa paryAya - e paryAyane

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239 vacanAmRta rahasya dravya sparzatuM nathI. dharmIne paryAya vedanamAM Ave che. zAMti...zAMti...zAMti... zAMti... bIjI rIte kahIe to (e) akaSAya bhAva che). AhA..hA..! - CM ekavAra e kahyuM hatuM - jema nirmaLatA 2e sphaTika taNI, jema nirmaLatA 2e sphaTika taNI, tema ja jIva svabhAva re.... zrI jinavIre dharma prakAziyo, zrI jinavIe dharma prakAziyo, prabaLa kaSAya abhAva re...' e puNya - pApanA bhAva kaSAya che. eno abhAva (thavo) tene bhagavAne dharma kahyo che. samajANuM kAMI ? A maMdiro banAve ne lAkho rUpiyA kharce ne karoDo rUpiyA kharce ethI karIne ene dharma thaI jAya, enA janma-maraNa maTe (evuM nathI). A..hA..hA..! ahIMyA aMdara zAMta rasathI (bharelo) prabhu paDyo che ne ! akaSAya svarUpa kaho ke zAMta kaho ke cAritra kaho evo ene anAdi anaMta cAritrano svabhAva aMdara paDyo che. enA upara najara karatAM paryAyamAM je zAMti pragaTe, te zAMtine - muktinA mArgane samyagdarzana kahe che. . A samyagdarzana vinA je kAMI karavAmAM Ave e badhuM ekaDA vinAnA mIMDAM che.' kore kAgaLe ekaDA vinAnA karoDa mIMDAM (kare) (to) enI koI saMkhyA (thatI) nathI. A..hA..hA...! AkarI vAta che, prabhu ! G 4) aMdara zAMta...zAMta...zAMta... svarakSita bhagavAna birAje che). ene rAkhe to rahe, evuM nathI. e to svarakSita ja che ane jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa che. maraNa TANe prabhu ! jo A tane yAda na Ave... AhA..hA..! maraNa TANe jo A sAdhakapaNuM pragaTyuM nahi hoya (to) e maraNa TANe (tuM) bhiMsAI jaIza, duHkhamAM bhiMsAI jaIza, pIDAIza ane marIne Dhora ne narakamAM javuM paDaze. AhA..hA..! are..! eno vicAra (paNa) ke di' karyo che ? (ke) mAruM zuM thaze ? huM ahIMthI (kyAM jaIza) ? deha to chUTaze paNa huM kAMI chUTavAno chuM ? chUTavAno chuM (paNa) dehathI (chUTavAno chuM). deha chUTe (tyAre) mANasa ema kahe che ne ke, e jIva gayo ! ema kahe che ke jIva marI gayo ? daha chUTe tyAre ema kahe che ne ke, Pulse hAtha AvatA nathI, bApu ! jIva gayo lAge che. AmAM jIva lAgato nathI. (ahIMthI) gayo tyAre (bIje) kyAMka rahyo che ke nahi ? ahIMthI gayo tyAre kyAMka rahyo che ke nahi ? (to) kyAM rahyo che ? e AtmAnA bhAna vinA kaSAya karyA hoya to marIne DhoramAM rahyo haze ! AhA..hA..! jeNe AtmAnuM samyagdarzana ane samyagdarzananA

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24) vacanAmRta-412] saMskAra aMtaramAM nahi nAkhyAM hoya ane bahAranA saMskAranAM gherAmAM gherAyelo haze... ... hA..! e maraNa karIne kyAMya cAlyo) jaze. AhAhA..! (mATe ahIMyA kahe che) ...AtmAmAMthI zAMti pragaTa karI haze, to te eka ja tane zaraNa Apaze. siddhAMtamAM to e lekha che : maMgalikamAM Ave che ne ? arihaMtA zaraNe siddhA zaraNe, sAhu zaraNe, kevaLIpatto dhammo zaraNaM' e cAre bola vikalpa che. e nizcayathI zaraNa nathI. arihaMta zaraNa nathI, siddha zaraNa nathI, sAdhu zaraNa nathI, are...! kevaLIe prarUpelo dharma e to paryAya che, e paNa zaraNa nathI ! aMdara cidAnaMda bhagavAna | (AtmA) zaraNa che !! AhA..hA..! uttama maMgalika, uttama zaraNa ne uttama dAtA...! AhA..hA...! e prabhu aMdara bharyo che, bhAI ! paNa tane khabara nathI. AhA..hA..! evo tuM bhagavAna cho ! e pAmara thaIne phare...? AhA..! e kahe che : (AtmAmAMthI) zAMti pragaTa karI haze (to) e eka ja tane zaraNa Apaze.. "eka ja (zaraNa Apaze) ! "Namo arihaMtANaM Namo arihaMtANaMkara to paNa e zaraNa nahi Ave, (ema) kahe che. AhA..hA..! bhagavAnanuM nAma lyo. bhagavAnanuM nAma lyo, bhAI ! (ema loko kahe che ne ?) AhA..hA..! bhagavAnanuM nAma levuM e vikalpa paNa rAga che. A.hA..hA..! aMtara AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna che enuM jJAna karIne lakSa to kara ! bIjA taraphanuM lakSa choDI de ! bIjAthI kaMI paNa kalyANa ne zreya nathI. AtmAmAM e saMskAra nAkhyA vinA AgaLa jaIne samakita pAmaze nahi. AgaLa jaIne mithyAtvamAM cAra gatimAM pAcho rakhaDaze. manuSyapaNuM hArI jaze. e (ahIMyA) kahe che . ....te eka ja tane zaraNa Apaze. e cAra maMgalikane paNa 'amaMgalika kahyAM che ! AhA..hA..! padmanaMdI paMcaviMzatImAM ekatva saptati' nAmano adhikAra che. tyAM ema lIdhuM che ke, e cAra zaraNa nathI. zaraNa aMdara bhagavAna AtmA che ! AhA..hA..! aMdara akhaMDAnaMda prabhu zAMtino sAgara, atIndriya tenA prakAzavALo . cetananA prakAzano pUMja prabhu aMdara che. paNa tArI najaruM gayA vinA tane nidhAna dekhAze nahi. AhA...! rAga ane paryAyanA premamAM rokAI jaI ane svane bhUlIne e rakhaDe che. sAdhu thayo ! digaMbara sAdhu..., nagna muni (thayo) ! aThThAvIsa mUlaguNa pALyAM, paMca mahAvrata dhAraNa karyA paNa AtmajJAna vinA zUnya thayuM. AhA.hA..!

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241 - - - - - - - - vacanAmRta rahasya enA vinA eka samaya (paNa) zAMti na maLI. e ahIM kahe che ke jo AtmAmAMthI) zAMti pragaTa karI haze, te. te eka je tane zaraNa Apaze. mATe atyArathI ja te prayatna kara.' pachI karIza.... pachI karIza, ema vAyado rahevA de ! 'jene jenI ruci hoya tene tenA vAyadA na hoya, jemAM jene ruci hoya teno vAyado na hoya. A...hA...hA..! ema jo AtmAnI ruci hoya to ene vAyado nahi hoya ke, hamaNAM nahi, pachI karazuM. pachI karazuM.... pachI karazuM... ane pachI karazuM raheze! samajANu kAI ? AhA...hAM..! eka dAkhalo Ave che. vANiyAnuM jamaNa hatuM, emAM bAroTa AvyAM, bAroTa kahe ke, "amane paNa jamADo, tamArA pAMca-pAMca hajAra mANasa jame che emAM bhegAM ame pAMcaso bAroTa chIe (amane paNa) jamADo !' vANiyAe kahyuM "Aja nahi kAle ! kAle vAta Aje nahi !' bAroTa) bIjA divase (pAchA) AvyAM, (tyAre vANiyAe kahyuM, "zuM lakhyuM che A ? - Aja nahi kAla !? e kAla koI Ave nahi ne bAroTa koI di' jame nahi. AhA..hA.....! ema hamaNAM nahi... hamaNAM nahi... hamaNAM nahi.... je kare che enI) pachI pahelAM Ave nahi ane hamaNAM nahi.. hamaNAM nahi... (karatAM karatAM emane ema marIne hAlyo jaIza corAzInA avatAramAM !! AhA...! (jema) bAroTane jamavAnuM maLe nahi, ema Ane sAcuM koI di' thAya nahi. AhA..hA...! hamaNAM nahi pachI vAta. thoDuM dIkarA-dIkarIyuMnuM karI laIe (pachI vAta). dIkaro na hoya to kokano dIkaro le ! zuM kahevAya (ene ? dattaka... dattaka..! dattaka le ! A..hA...hA...! are...! dIkarI na hoya to, dIkarIno dIkaro hoya ene sAcave ! AhA..hA...! paNa ene sAcavIne e tyAM ne tyAM rokAya. bhagavAna AtmA aMdara kyAM cIja che ? (e zodhato nathI). A.hA..hA..! arere...! anaMtavAra teM (e badhuM) karyuM, prabhu ! ahIMyA kahe che ...te prayatna kara.' eka ja prayatna kara - Atma svabhAva zuddha caitanya che tenA taraphano puruSArtha kara ! e puruSArthathI prApta thAya evo che. 'kramabaddha', bhale ho. paNa kramabaddhamAM puruSArtha che. kramabaddhamAM akartApaNAno puruSArtha che. akartApaNuM thAya to jJAtApaNuM thAya. akartA niSedhathI (nAstithI) che. jJAtApaNuM astithI che. je samaye je thavAnuM (evA kramabaddhano

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242 vicanAmRta-412] jyAM nirNaya kare tyAre AtmA rAgano ane vartamAna paryAyano paNa kartA nahi. AhA..hA..! tyAre te paryAyano paNa jJAtA-draSTA thaI jaze, gajaba vAta che, bhAI ! " e ahIM kahe che . aMdaramAM e prayatna kara, bApu ! AhAhA..! mAthe mota bhame che... A..hA...hA...! kSaNe-kSaNe mota to bhame che. kyAre deha chUTaze tenI khabara nathI), eka mumukSu vAta karatAM hatAM, mArI umarano 28 varSano mAro mitra mArI pAse beTho hato. ame banne vAtuM karatAM hatAM. ene roga nahi, kAMI nahi. vAtuM karatAM hatAM tyAM phU.... eTaluM thayuM ! meM tyAM Ama joyuM to - marI gayo !! kAMI karatAM kAMI nahi. Ama phU.... (thayuM, sthiti pUrI thaI gaI ! phU.... eTaluM thayuM tyAM deha chUTI gayo. hajI to vAtacIta karatAM hatAM. deha chUTavAne kALe pahelA koI prasaMga Avaze ke, have huM - maraNa AvuM chuM, hoM...! ema kahIne) maraNa nahi Ave. maraNa tyAM pUchavA nahi Ave. AhA..hA..! akALe ja Ama mRtyu thaI jaze. "akALe zabda - tane khyAlamAM nathI e apekSAe (akALa che). bAkI to kALe to te ja kALa che. AhA..hA..! mAthe mota bhame che ema vAraMvAra smaraNamAM lAvIne... che ? -ema vAraMvAra smaraNamAM lAvIne.... A..he..hA...! ...paNa tuM puruSArtha upADa... e motane vAraMvAra yAda karIne paNa puruSArtha upADa (ema kahe che). ".......ke jevI aba hama amara bhaye, na mareMge...' A....hA..hA...! jene e AtmAnuM jJAna thAya.... 'aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge - hama maratA nahi. hama to amara ho gaye. amAro AtmA amara che). ame amarane jANyo, amarane anubhavyo, amaranI pratIti karI - aba hama na mareMge.' e AnaMdaghanajInuM vacana che. zvetAMbaramAM eka AnaMdaghanajI thaI gayA che. "aba hama kabahu na mareMge !" A.........! e kahe che, juo ! "aba hama amara bhaye, na mareMge... zAMtinA nAthanuM jo aMdara raTaNa haze, aMtara jJAtA-dRSTA ne AnaMdanuM jo raTaNa haze to "aba hama amara bhaye . AtmA amara che. AtmA koI di marato nathI. AhA..hA..! AtmA to amRtano sAgara che. eTale ? amRta eTale ? je

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vacanAmRta rahasya 243 koIthI marato nathI, amRta - e koIne mArato nathI. koIthI te maryo jAto nathI, evo e amRtasAgara che. AhA..hA..! evA AtmAnuM jene aMtaramAM raTaNa thayuM, jene laganI lAgI, jene saMskAra paDyAM, jenA smaraNamAM vAraMvAra jJAyaka chuM.... jJAyaka chuM... jJAyaka chuM.... evA saMskAra nAkhyAM hoya, ene jJAyakanuM bhAna thatAM... ema kahe che, juo ! che ? AhA..hA..! ..evAM bhAvamAM tuM samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAga karI zake." "aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge - AtmA amara - nitya che, e nityanuM jyAM. aMtara(mAM) jJAna ane samyagdarzana thayuM (e kahe che) aba hama na mareMge.' che. evA bhAvamAM tuM samAdhipUrvaka...' (arthAtu) zAMti...zAMti...zAMti... (pUrvaka deha choDIza). eka jaNa marato hato, deha chUTato hato (e) jANapaNAvALo hato. (tyAre) ene bIjA saMbhaLAvatAM hatAM. (tyAre teNe kahyuM, 'bhAI ! saMbhaLAvavuM mUkI de ! have mane saMbhaLAvavuM mUkI de. huM to mArA dhyAnamAM chuM." saMbhaLAvavAmAM paNa sAmuM lakSa (che), (e) rAga che, sAMbhaLavAmAM paNa rAga che. e rAgamAM raheze to paNa enuM mRtyu satya (samyaphaprakAre). nahi thAya. "rAgathI rahita huM mArA dhyAnamAM chuM. mane have koI saMbhaLAvazo nahi, mAruM kAMI sAMbhaLavuM nathI. mAre A (bhAro) prabhu aMdara che. AhA.....! samajAya che ? Ama eka jaNAne mRtyu thayuM hatuM. * e ahIM kahe che ....(evA bhAvamAM tuM samAdhipUrvaka deha tyAga karI zake. jIvanamAM eka zuddha AtmA ja upAdeya che. - jIvanamAM eka zuddha AtmA ja upAdeya che. juo ! A saravALo ! nimitta che te upAdeya - AdaraNIya nathI. zubha rAga paNa AdaraNIya nathI, eka samayanI paryAya paNa AdaraNIya nathI, AhA..hA..hA.. eka trikALI zuddha AtmA ja aMgIkAra karavA lAyaka che. kyAre bese...? che chello zabda ? "...eka zuddha AtmA ja...' koNa AtmA ? jIvanamAM eka zuddha AtmA ja upAdeya che), aMdara zuddha svarUpa prabhu (AtmA birAjamAna che. jema DAbalAmAM hIro judo paDyo hoya ema rAga ane zarIrathI bhinna aMdara bhagavAna hIro - caitanya hIralo paDyo che. enI jeNe dRSTi ane saMskAra karyo ane have maraNanI bIka rahI nahi. ene have bhava karavAnuM rahyuM nahi. e AtmAnuM zaraNa karaze to, e vinA hajI to arihaMta ne siddhanuM zaraNa karavA (levAM) jaze to e paNa) rAga

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244 [vacanAmRta-413] che. A..hA..hA..! e 412 thayo. "sarvajJabhagavAna paripUrNajJAnarUpe pariNamI gayA che. teo potAne pUrNapaNe e potAnA sarvaguNonA bhUta-vartamAna-bhAvI : paryAyonA avibhAga pratiSThado sahita - pratyakSa jANe che. sAthe sAthe teo svakSetramAM rahIne, para samIpa gayA vinA, parasammukha thayA vinA, nirALA rahIne lokAlokanA sarva padArthone atIndriyapaNe pratyakSa jANe che. parane jANavA mATe teo parasammukha thatA nathI. parasammukha thavAthI to jJAna dabAI jAya che . rokAI jAya che, khIlatuM nathI. pUrNarUpe pariNamI gayeluM jJAna koIne jANyA vinA rahetuM nathI. te jJAna svacaitanyakSetramAM rahyAM rahyAM, traNe kALanAM tema ja lokAlokanAM badhAM sva-para zeyo jANe ke jJAnamAM kotarAI gayAM hoya tema, samasta svIparane eka samayamAM sahajapaNe pratyakSa jANe che; je vItI gayuM che te badhAne paNa pUruM jANe che, je have pachI thavAnuM che te badhAne paNa pUruM jANe che. jJAnazakti adbhuta che." 413. * * * 413. 'sarvajJa bhagavAna paripUrNajJAnarUpe pariNamI gayA che. traNa lokanA nAtha A ja AtmA sarvajJapaNe thayAM che). A..hA..hA...! A thaI gayA enI vAta che. teo potAne pUrNapaNe . potAnA sarvaguNonA.... potAnA sarvaguNonA ! "...bhUta-vartamAna-bhAvI paryAyonA avibhAga praticchedo sahita....' e zuM kahyuM ? prabhuno svabhAva to sarvajJa che. 47 zaktimAM lIdhuM che. 47

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- -- vacanAmRta rahasya 245 zakti che ne ? A (AtmAmAM) sarvajJa zakti che. AtmA sarvajJa svabhAvI ja che. evuM jene bhAna thayuM ane emAM jene raTaNatA lAgI e sarvajJa thayAM. evA anaMtA sarvajJa thaI gayAM. e sarvajJa potAnA anaMtA guNonI, anaMtI paryAyane ane eka-eka paryAyanAM anaMtA avibhAga praticchedane (jANe che). (avibhAga pratiraccheda kahyuM) e zuM? eka samayanA jJAnamAM traNa kALa traNa loka jaNAya, to eka paryAyamAM keTalA bhAga paDyAM ?! eka kevaLajJAnanI paryAyamAM traNa kALa traNa loka jaNAya. eka paryAyamAM eTalI tAkAta che). ! enA eTalA bhAga pADo to anaMtA avibhAga praticcheda thAya). ' a-vibhAga eTale bhAga na karAya evA praticcheda nAma aMzo. kevaLajJAnanI eka samayanI eka paryAyamAM anaMtA- praticcheda che. evAM evAM anaMtA guNonI anaMtI paryAyamAM, eka eka paryAyamAM anaMtA praticcheda che. ene paNa bhagavAna eka samayamAM jANe che.. A...hA..hA...! evI tAkAtavALo tuM cho ema batAve che ! are.... paNa bese kema ? AhA...! A jagatanI jALa... Akho di' jALamAM - pApAmAM) rokANo. dharma to nathI paNa puNyanA paNa ThekANAM nathI ! ekAda) kalAka pUjA-bhakti Adi zubha bhAva karI le (pachI) Akho di pApamAM....! thaI rahyuM....! e puNya (paNa) dhovAI jAya, (e) puNya baLI jAya ! A..hA..hA..! ane olA pApanI adhikAI thaI jAya. e pApanI adhikatAthI marIne jAya halakI gatimAM ! ahIM kahe che (je) sarvajJa thayA (e) ....potAnA sarvaguNonA bhUta-vartamAnabhAvI paryAyonA avibhAga praticchedo sahita - pratyakSa jANe che.' kevaLajJAnI traNa kALa traNa loka jANe che. "je je dekhI vItarAganete te hosI, vIrA A...hA..hA...! bhagavAnanAM jJAnamAM je AvyuM che te samaye te paryAya thavAnI ja che. evI paryAyanuM jJAna sarvajJane eka samayamAM AvI gayuM che. e sarvajJa bIjAnI paryAyanA kurtA nathI, jJAyaka che - kartA nathI. bhagavAne jANyuM mATe paramAM paryAya thaI, ema nathI ane paramAM paryAya thaI mATe sarvajJane jANavAnuM thayuM ema paNa nathI. AhA..hA..! * svanI jANavAnI paryAyanI tAkAta eTalI che ke, svanA anaMtA (avibhAga) praticcheda, anaMtA guNo ane dravya - badhAMne) eka samayamAM * * nAma

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246 vicanAmRta-413] potAnA jJAnanA sAmarthyathI jANe che, enuM nAma sarvajJa paramAtmA kahevAya che. AhA..! e sarvajJa paramAtmAnI jene pratIti thAya tene samyagdarzana thayAM vinA rahe nahi. kemake sarvajJa svabhAva ja AtmAno che ! AhA..hA...! AvuM AkaruM che. e pote ja sarvajJa svarUpa che. samayasAra = 47 zaktimAM sarvajJa svabhAvamAM ema kahyuM che ke, "sarva zabda bhale ame lagADyo paNa che "AtmajJa. kevaLI traNa kALa traNa lokane jANe (che) ema ame kahyuM e to eka upacArathI kahyuM. bAkI e che - "AtmajJa !" AtmAnI paryAyane jANanAra emAM lokAloka to saheje jaNAI gayA che. enI loka upara najara nathI. evI sarvajJa zakti dareka AtmAmAM birAjamAna che. e zaktinI saMbhALa kare to samyagdarzana ane sarvajJa thayA vinA rahe nahi. vizeSa kaheze......... he bhavya ! rAga e mAruM kArya che. rAga te huM chuM - evo akArya kolAhala choDI de. zubharAga che e paNa tAruM kArya nathI. rAga e tAruM akArya che. dayA-dAna-vrata-tapa-bhaktino rAga ho ke guNa-guNInA bhedano vikalpa-rAga ho paNa e nakAmo kolAhala che. e kolAhalathI tane zo lAbha che prabhu! e kolAhalathI tuM virakta thA. puNyanA pariNAmanA kAryathI tuM chUTo thA. (paramAgamasAra-437)

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zrI vItarAga satsAhitya prasAraka TrasTa upalabdha prakAzana (hindI) graMtha kA nAma evaM vivaraNa mUlya 08.00 03 30.00 06.00 06.00 10.00 04.00 08.00 10.00 15.00 20.00 01 jiNasAsaNaM savvaM (jJAnIpuruSa viSayaka vacanAmRtoMkA saMkalana) dravyadRSTiprakAza (tInoM bhAga - pUjya zrI nihAlacaMdrajI sogAnIjIke patra evaM tattvacarcA) 03 dUsarA kucha na khoja (pratyakSa satpuruSa viSayaka vacanAmRtoMkA saMkalana) 04 daMsaNamUlo dhammo (samyaktva mahimA viSayaka AgamoMke AdhAra) 05 nirdhAMta darzanakI pagaDaMDI (le. pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAI) 06 paramAgamasAra (pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmIke 1008 vacanAmRta) 07 prayojana siddhi (le. pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAI) 08 mUlameM bhUla (pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmIke vividha pravacana) 09 vidhi vijJAna (vidhi viSayaka vacanAmRtoMkA saMkalana) 10 samyakjJAnadIpikA (le. zrI dharmadAsajI kSullaka) 11 tattvAnuzIlana (bhAga 1-2-3) (le. pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAI) 12 anubhava prakAza (le. dIpacaMdajI kAsalIvAla) 13 jJAnAmRta (zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthameM se cayana kiye gaye vacanAmRta) 14 mumukSutA ArohaNa krama (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka-254 para pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAIke pravacana) 15 samyagdarzanake sarvotkRSTa nivAsabhUta cha: padoMkA amRta patra (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka-493 para pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAIke pravacana) 16 Atmayoga (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka-569, 491, 609 para pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAIke pravacana) 17 paribhramaNake pratyAkhyAna (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka-195, 128, 264 para pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAIke pravacana) 18 anubhava saMjIvanI (pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAI dvArA likhe gaye vacanAmRtoMkA saMkalana) 19 dhanya ArAdhanA (zrImad rAjacaMdrajIkI aMtaraMga adhyAtma dazA para pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAI dvArA vivecana) 20 siddhapadakA sarvazreSTha upAya 21 kuTumba pratibaMdha 22. guru girA gaurava 18.00 20.00 20.00 150.00 25.00 25.00 40.00

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vItarAga satsAhitya prasAraka TrasTa upalabdha prakAzana (gujarAtI) graMthanuM nAma temaja vivaraNa 01 guruguNa saMbhAraNA (pUjya bahenazrInA zrImukhethI sphurita gurubhakti) 02 jisAsaNa savva (jJAnIpuruSa viSayaka vacanAmRtonuM saMkalana) dvAdaza anuprekSA (zrImad bhagavat kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva viracita) 03 05 04 dravyadRSTiprakAza bhAga-3 (pUjya zrI nihAlacaMdrajI sogAnIjInI tattvacarcA) dasalakSaNa dharma (uttama kSamAdi dasa dharmo para pU. gurudevazrInAM pravacano) dhanya ArAdhanA (zrImad rAjacaMdrajInI aMtaraMga adhyAtma dazA upara pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAI dvArA vivecana) Ox 10-00 10-00 07 nizcaMta darzananI keDIe (le. pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAI) paramAtmaprakAza (zrImad yogIndradeva viracita) 08 15-00 09 11-25 paramAgamasAra (pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmInA 1008 vacanAmRta) 10 pravacana navanIta bhAga-1 (pUjya gurudevazrInA khAsa pravacano) pravacana navanIta bhAga-2 (pUjya gurudevazrInA khAsa pravacano) anupalabdha 11 25-00 12 35-00 pravacana navanIta bhAga-3 (pUjya gurudevazrInA 47 naya upara khAsa pravacano) 13 pravacana navanIta bhAga-4 (pUjya gurudevazrInA 47 zaktio upara khAsa pravacano) 75-00 pravacana prasAda bhAga-1-2 (paMcAstikAyasaMgraha para pUjya gurudevazrInA pravacano) 65-00 14 15 prayojana siddhi (le. pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAI) 03-00 16 vidhi vijJAna (vidhi viSayaka vacanAmRtonuM saMkalana) 07-00 07-00 17 bhagavAna AtmA (dravyadRSTi viSayaka vacanAmRtonuM saMkalana) patha prakAza (mArgadarzana viSayaka vacanAmRtonuM saMkalana) 18 06-00 19 sabhyajJAnadIpikA (le. zrI dharmadAsajI kSullaka) 15-00 20 AdhyAtmika patra (pUjya zrI nihAlacaMdrajI sogAnIjInA patro) adhyAtma saMdeza (pUjya gurudevazrInA vividha pravacano) 22 jJAnAmRta (zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthamAMthI cUMTelA vacanAmRto) 21 23 bIjuM kAMI zodha mA (pratyakSa satpuruSa viSayaka vacanAmRtonuM saMkalana) 24 mumukSutA ArohaNa krama (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka-254 52 pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAInA pravacano) mUlya 05-00 08-00 02-00 04-00 06-00 25 samyagdarzananA nivAsanA sarvotkRSTa nivAsabhuta cha padano amRta patra (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka-493 para pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAInA pravacano) 02-00 presamAM 06-00 06-00 15-00 20-00

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20.00 20:00 150.00 26 Atmayoga (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka-569, 491, 609 para pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAInA pravacano) 27 paribhramaNanA pratyAkhyAna (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka-195, 128 tathA 264 para pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAInA pravacano) 28 anubhava saMjIvanI pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAI dvArA likhita vacanAmRtonuM saMkalana) siddhapadano sarvazreSTha upAya (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka-147, 194, 200 511, 560 tathA 819 para pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAInA pravacano 30 kuTuMba pratibaMdha (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka-103, 332, 510, pa28, 537 tathA 374 para pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAInA pravacano) 31 guru girA gaurava - dravyadRSTiprakAza graMthanA vividha vacanAmRto tathA pUjya nihAlacaMdrajI sogAnI dvArA likhita vividha patro upara pUjya bhAIzrI zazIbhAInA pravacano 25.00 25.00 80.00

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vItarAga sat sAhitya prasAraka TrasTameM se prakAzita huI pustakoMkI prata saMkhyA pravacanasAra (gujarAtI) pravacanasAra (hindI) 01 02 03 paMcAstikAyasaMgraha (gujarAtI) 04 paMcAstikAyasaMgraha (hindI) 05 samayasAra nATaka (hindI) 06 aSTapAhuDa (hindI) 07 anubhava prakAza 08 paramAtmaprakAza 09 samayasAra kalazaTIkA (hindI) 10 Atmaavalokana 11 samAdhitaMtra (gujarAtI) 12 bRhada dravyasaMgraha (hindI) 13 jJAnAmRta (gujarAtI) 14 yogasAra 15 adhyAtmasaMdeza 16 padmanaMdIpaMcaviMzatI 17 samayasAra 18 samayasAra (hindI) 19 adhyAtmika patro (pUjya nihAlacaMdrajI sogAnI dvArA likhita) 20 dravyadRSTi prakAza (gujarAtI) 21 dravyadRSTi prakAza (hindI) 22 puruSArthasiddiupAya (gujarAtI) 23 kramabaddhaparyAya (gujarAtI) 24 adhyAtmaparAga (gujarAtI) 25 dhanya avatAra (gujarAtI) 26 dhanya avatAra (hindI) 27 paramAgamasAra (gujarAtI) 28 paramAgamasAra (hindI) 29 vacanAmRta pravacana bhAga 1-2 30 nirbhrAta darzananI keDIe (gujarAtI) 31 nirbhrAta darzanakI pagaDaMDI (hindI) 1500 4200 9000 2500 3000 2000 2100 4100 2000 2000 2000 3000 10,000 2000 2000 3000 3100 2500 3000 10,000 6600 6100 8000 3000 3700 8000 5000 4000 5000 4500 7000

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32 anubhava prakAza (hindI) guruguNa saMbhAraNA (gujarAtI) 33 34 jiNa sAsaNaM savvaM (gujarAtI) 35 jiNa sAsaNaM savvaM (hindI) 36 dvAdaza anuprekSA (gujarAtI) 37 dasa lakSaNa dharma (gujarAtI) 38 dhanya ArAdhanA (gujarAtI) 39 dhanya ArAdhanA (hindI) 40 pravacana navanIta bhAga - 1 4 41 pravacana prasAda bhAga- 1-2 42 patha prakAza (gujarAtI) 43 prayojana siddhi (gujarAtI) 44 prayojana siddhi (hindI) 45 vidhi vijJAna (gujarAtI) 46 vidhi vijJAna (hindI) 47 bhagavAna AtmA (gujarAtI) 48 samyakjJAnadIpikA (gujarAtI) 49 samyakjJAnadIpikA (hindI) 50 tattvAnuzIlana (gujarAtI) 51 tattvAnuzIlana (hindI) 52 bIjuM kAMI zodha mA (gujarAtI) 53 dUsarA kucha na khoja (hindI) 54 mumukSutA ArohaNa krama (gujarAtI) 55 mumukSutA ArohaNa krama (hindI) 56 amRta patra (gujarAtI) 57 amRta patra (hindI) 58 paribhramaNanA pratyAkhyAna (gujarAtI) 59 paribhramaNake pratyAkhyAna (hindI) 60 Atmayoga (gujarAtI) 61 Atmayoga (hindI) 62 anubhava saMjIvanI (gujarAtI) 63 anubhava saMjIvanI (hindI) 64 jJAnAmRta (hindI) 2000 3000 2000 2000 2000 2000 1000 1500 5850 1500 2000 3500 2500 2000 2000 2000 1000 1500 4000 2000 4000 2000 2500 3500 2000 2000 1500 2000 1500 2000 1000 1000 1500

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vAcakonI aMgata noMdha mATe

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1 . . hItarAga . raka ja bhAvanagara vItarAga sata sAhitya prasAraka TrasTa bhAvanagara