Pati Patni No Divya Vyavahar Sankshipt

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008867/1

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita che pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (saMkSipta) na nanane A che hindustAnanuM Arya nArItva " ApaNA saMskAra che A to. laDhatA laDhatA eMsI varSa thAya beune, toya paNa marI gayA pachI mAjI teramAMnA dA'De saravaNImAM, 'kAkAne A bhAvatuM hatuM, te bhAvatuM hatuM? badhuM muMbaIthI maMgAvIne muke. tyAre eka chokaro kahe che, "mAjI, A kAkAe to tamane cha mahinA upara pADI nAkhyA hatA. to tame te ghaDIe avaLuM bolatA hatA kAkAnuM?' toya paNa AvA dhaNI pharI nahIM maLe!' evuM kahe e DosImA. -dAdAzrI TET 1 H 942 g 7 88 89 25433

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tsumuzi dAdA bhagavAna kathita prakAzaka : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana vatI zrI ajita sI. paTela 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta koleja pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-380014. phona - (079) 7540408, 7543979 TelI pheksa - (079) 7545420 E-Mail: dimple @ad1.vsnl.net.in, dadashri @im.eth.net : saMpAdakane svAdhIna pati-patnIno dIvya vyavahAra prathama sAta AvRtio : 35,OOO 8mI AvRti : 1,5OO jAnyuArI, 2GO mArca, 2003 (saMkSipta) bhAva mUlya : "parama vinaya' ane 'huM kaMI ja jANato nathI' e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 15 rUpiyA (rAhata dare) lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, amadAvAda. mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTIMga DIvIjhana). bhoMyarAmAM, pArzvanAtha cembarsa, navI rijharva beMka pAse, InkamaTeksa, amadAvAda. phona : 7542964) saMkalana : DaoN. nIrubahena amIta

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dAdA bhagavAna koNa ? trimaMtra pragaTyA "dAdA bhagavAna' 1958mAM ! jUna ogaNIsso ahIvananI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM. 3 paranAM relvenAM bAMkaDA para beThelA aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame, akrama svarUpe kaMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA "dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ! ane kudarate e samaye saryuM adhyAtmanuM adbhUta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAgyuM ! jagata zuM che ? kevI rIte cAle che? ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM ? mukti zuM ? vi.vi. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyo ! Ama kudarate jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa pUrNa darzana dharyuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, carotaranAM bhAdaraNa gAmanA pATIdAra, kaMTrAkTano dhaMdho karanAra, chatAM pUrNa vItarAga purUSa ! akramamatI addabhUta kudaratanI bheTa ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta sidhdha thayelA jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. akrama eTale krama vinAno ane krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAno ! akrama eTale liphaTa mArga ! zorTakaTa ! dAdA bhagavAta koNa ? teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa'no phoDa pADatA kahetAM, "A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nhoya. dAdA bhagavAna to caudalokanA nAtha che. e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. paNa tamArAmAM pragaTa nathI thayelA, tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne 'ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM namaskAra karuM chuM." huM koNa chuM ? anaMta avatArathI 'pote potAthI ja gupta rahelo che ! pote koNa che e

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jANavA mATe A avatAra che. e jANavAnI zuM methaDa ? huM koNa ? mAruM zuM? 1 e vastu svarUpa che ne My saMyoga svarUpa che. 1 e bhagavAna ne My e mAyA. -44My name sedal Body My body. My mind, My speech, My ego, My intellect, My wife, My children, My rCney, My house kahevAya. paNa 1 arm house kahevAya ?jagatamAM je je che e badhuM My mAM jAya che. 1 mAM zuM Ave che ? bIjuM kaMI ja nahi. 1 ekalo ja che, Absolute che. e 1 ApaNe pote ja chIe, riyala chIe, paramenanTa chIe ne My badhuM pArakuM che, rIleTIva che, TempararI che. rIyalamAM ApaNe je chIe te jANavAnuM che. 1 e AtmA che, My e saMsAranI vaLagaNo che. jagatakartAtI vAstavikatAo ! 21 S ucj? God is not creator of this world at all. Ily scientific circunstancial evidences 69 24. bhagavAna jo krIyeTara hoya, ane A duniyA e calAvato hoya to te kAyamano uparI Tharata. pachI mokSa jevI, karma jevI vastu ja nA hota. mokSa ane uparI be virodhAbhAsa vAta che. je duniyA calAve tene mAthe javAbadArI. pachI ApaNane karma jevuM rahe ja nahIM ne! jagata bhagavAne banAvyuM, to bhagavAnane koNe banAvyo? jagata anAdi-anaMta che. Eternal che. eno koI kartA nathI ke calAvanAra nathI. It happens.cluery El. The world is the puzzle itself. God has not puzzled this world at all. God is in every creature whether visible or invisible, not in man Trade creation ! bhagavAna bIja kyAMya nathI, jIvamAtranI mahIM rahelA che! rtA, naimittika kartA ! A jagatamAM koI svataMtra kartA nathI. paNa naimittika kartA che. A jagatamAM koI janyuM nathI ke jene saMDAza javAnI paNa svataMtra zakti hoya! e to aTake tyAre khabara paDe ke ApaNI zakti hatI ke nahi! bhalabhalA DaoNkaTarane ya ene aTake tyAre bIjA DaoNkaTaranI madada levI paDe ke nahi? jyAM bIjAnI kiMcitmAtra helpa levI paDe che te vastu pote ja puravAra kare che ke ApaNI svataMtra zakti kyAMya nathI. keTalAM badhAM saMyogo bhegAM thAya tyAre eka kArya bane che. koI eka saMyogathI koI kArya na bane! sAdI cA banAvavI hoya to keTalI badhI cIjavastuonI jarUra paDe? AmAM ApaNe keTalA kartA? eka nAnI amastI dIvAsaLI nA hoya to? tapeluM nA hoya to? sTava nA hoya to? ApaNe svataMtra kartA hoIe to koI cIjanI jarUra vagara ja karI zakIe. paNa jagatamAM koI svataMtra kartA nathI. badhAM naimittika kartA che. jJAtInAM lakSaNo prakAzyAM bALapaNathI ja... pUjyazrIno janma 7 navembara 1907, vaDodarA pAsenA tarasALI gAmamAM. pitAzrI mULajIbhAI ane mAtA jhaverabA, patnI hIrAbA. bALapaNathI ja divya lakSaNo. mAtAe kaMThI bAMdhavAnI kahI to teozrIe nA pADI ! mAtAe kahyuM ke "kaMThI baMdhAvIza nahIM to nugaro (gurU vinAno) kahevAIza." pUjyazrIe kahyuM, 'mane je jJAna Ape, te mArA gurU kaMThI bAMdhavAthI thoDA gurU thaI jAya ?!' te temaNe vaiSNavanI kaMThI nA baMdhAvI te nA ja baMdhAvI. skulamAM la.sA.a. (L.C. M.) prathamavAra zikSake zIkhavyuM ke A badhI rakamomAM nAnAmAM nAnI avibhAjya tathA badhAmAM samAyelI hoya, te 2kama khoLI kADho. e eno la.sA.a. kahevAze. pUjayazrIe tarata ja UbhA thaIne bolyA, 'mAstara, mAstara ! A vyAkhyA parathI to mane bhagavAna jaDI gayA ! badhAmAM samAyelA, nAnAmAM nAnA ne avibhAjya to bhagavAna ja che ne ! terame varase eka saMte emane ArzivAda ApatAM kahyuM, 'jA baccA, bhagavAna tumako mokSameM le jAyegA.' tyAre emaNe kahyuM, 'bhagavAna mane mokSe laI jAya evo mokSa mAre nA joIe. bhagavAna mokSe laI jAya eTale mAthe e uparI Tharyo. uparI ane mokSa be virodhAbhAsa che !' meTrIkamAM jANI-joIne nApAsa thayAM ! kema ? pitAzrIne baMdhuzrI sAthe vAta karatA sAMbhaLI gayA ke meTrIka pAsa thAya eTale aMbAlAlane vilAyata mokalI sUbo banAvIzuM. eTale pote nakkI karyuM ke meTrIkamAM jANI-joIne nApAsa thavAnuM. kAraNake nokarI to jIMdagImAM karavI nathI ! mAthe bosa nA joIe. paraNatI vakhate mAthethI sApho khasyo ne vicAra Avyo, 'A lagnanuM enDa rIjhalTa zuM? bemAMthI ekane to rAMDavAnuM ja ne !' paiNa caDhayuM hoya evA mohanA prasaMge utkRSTa vairAgyano kevo adbhUta vicAra !

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bAbo-bebI janmyA pachI ..... vIsame varase bAbo jabhyo. mitrone hoTalamAM pArTI ApI. be varasa pachI pAchI hoTalamAM pArTI ApI. badhAe pUchyuM, 'zenI pArTI?" pUjyazrIe kahyuM, mahemAna AvyA te gayA!' pAchI bebI janmI te vakhate paNa pArTI ApI. cha mahinA pachI bIjI pArTI ApI. zenI? 'mahemAna AvyAM, te gayAM! adhyAtma tarapha vaLyuM jIvana ! bAvIsame varSe zrImad rAjacaMdranuM pustaka vAMcavAmAM AvyuM. tyArathI AtmAnI khoja cAlu thaI, te pUrI thaI 1958mAM. tyArabAda hajArone jJAna ApI mokSanA dvAre pahoMcADyA ! jIvana sAduM-saraLa, koIpaNa jAtanAM bAhya ADaMbara rahita. koInA gurU thayA nahIM. laghuttama padamAM ja sadA rahyA. koI vADo nahi, saMpradAya nahi. kevaLa AtmadharmanI ja prApti karAvAno abhUtapUrva sidhdhAMta! 1988mAM sthULa dehavilaya. sUkSmadehe vizvamAM vyApI jagata kalyANanuM avirata kArya vadhu vege vadhAvI rahyA che! paisAnA vyavahArato dAdAzrIno sidhdhAMta 'vepAramAM dharma ghaTe, dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe' e sidhdhAMtathI teo AkhuM jIvana jIvI gayAM. jIvanamAM kyAre ya emaNe koInI pAsethI paiso lIdho nathI. urdu dhaMdhAnI vadhArAnI kamANIthI bhaktone jAtrA karAvatA ! prastAvanA nigodamAMthI ekendriya ane ekendriyamAMthI paMcendriya ne temAMthI mAnavInuM utkrAMtimAM pariNamyuM tyArathI yugalika strI ane puruSa sAthe ja jamyA, paraNyA ne paravAryA... Ama pati-patnIno vyavahAra mAnavInA udayamAM AvI gayo ! satyugadvApara ne tretAyugamAM prAkRtika saraLatAne kAraNe pati-patnImAM problemsa jIvanamAM kyAreka ja thatAM ! Aje dararoja kleza, kakaLATa ne matabheda pati-patnI vacce mahad aMze badhe jovA maLe che, kaLikALamAM !!! AmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI pati-patnInuM jIvana Adarza zI rIte jIvAya enuM mArgadarzana A kALane anurUpa kyA zAstromAM maLe ? tyAM have zuM karavuM ? Aja lokonAM vartamAna prazno ane temanI bhASAmAM ja ukelavAnA saraLa upAyo to A kALanA pragaTa jJAnI ja ApI zake. evA pragaTa jJAnI parama pUjaya dAdAzrIe emanA jJAna avasthAnA trIsa varSomAM pati-patnI vaccenA gharSaNanA samAdhAna arthe pUchAyelA hajAro praznomAMthI saMkalana karI atre prastuta graMtha prakAzita karavAmAM Ave che. pati-patnI vaccenI aneka jaTila samasyAonA ukelasama hRdayasparzI ane kAyamI samAdhAna ApatI vANI atre sunnavAcakane tenA lagnajIvanamAM deva ane jevI draSTi ekabIjA mATe utpanna acUka karI de tema che, dilathI vAMcIne samajavAthI ja! zAstromAM UMDuM tattvajJAna maLe paNa te tattvajJAna zabdomAM ja maLe. ethI AgaLa zAstra laI jaI nA zake, vyavahAra jIvanamAM paMkacarane sAMdhavAnuM to teno eksaparTa anubhavI ja zIkhavI zake ! pUjyazrI saMpUrNa AtmajJAnI patnI sAthenA Adarza vyavahArane saMpUrNa anubhavIne anubhavavANIthI ukelo Ape che je sacoTa rIte kAma kare che ! A kALanA akramajJAnInI A jagatane ajoDa bheTa che, vyavahArajJAnanI bodhakaLAnI ! saMpUjya dAdAzrI sAthe aneka patioe ke patnIe ke kapalsa duHkhI saMsAranI samasyAo rajU karelI, kyAreka khAnagImAM ke kyAreka jAhera satsaMgamAM. vizeSa vAto to amerikAmAM nIkaLelI ke jyAM phrIlI, opanalI (khulle Ama muktatAthI) badhAM aMgata jIvana vize bolI zake ! nimittAdhIna pU. dAdAzrInI anubhavavANI vahI jenuM saMkalana dareka pati-patnIne mArgadarzaka bane tema che ! kyAreka patine ThapakAratA to kyAreka patnIne jhApaTatA, je nimittane je kahevAnI jarUra hoya te ArapAra dekhI pUjayazrI tAraNa kADhI vacanabaLathI roga kADhatA. suzavAcakane vinaMtI ke gerasamajathI durupayoga na karI besatA ke dAdAe to strIno ja vAMka kADhavo che ke dhaNIpaNAne ja doSita kahyA che ! dhaNIne dhaNIpaNAnA doSo kADhatI vANI ne patnIne patnInAM prakRtika doSo kADhatI vANI dAdAmukhe sarelI, tene savaLI rIte laI potAnI jAtane ja cokhkhI karavA manana, citana karavA vinaMtI ! - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna AtmajJAna prAptinI pratyakSa lIMka parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. teozrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amInane AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. parama pUjya dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda Aje paNa pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna temanA pagale pagale te ja rIte mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvI rahyA che, jeno lAbha laIne hajAro mokSArthI saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI AtmaramaNatA anubhave che.

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saMpAdakIya miyAM ne bIbInI zAdI, mANe jIvanamAM AbAdI; hiMdumAM juo tyAM tyAM, paraNyA pachI barabAdI ! miyAMbhAI sAcave bIbI juga joDe cho jhaghaDo, he jhulAve hiMDoLe, rAkhe prema saMbaMdha tagaDo ! - DaoN. nIrubahena amIta paraNyA ne phrI opha kosTa maLI rasoyaNa; maphata jhADuvALI, potAvALI ne vaLI dhobaNa ! covIsa kalAka narsarI ne patine sinsiyara, apanAve sAsaruM, mUkI mA-bApa bhAMDu piyara ! hiMdu gharamAM zUrA, mAre khIle bAMdhelI gAyane; aMte viphare gAya jayAre, vAghaNano veha thAya ne ! pacAsa varasa sudhI DAthIyo, bhasyA kare dinarAta, kurakurIyAM DAghIyaNa pakSe kare vasUlAta ! na mAMge pagAra - bonasa - kamIzana ke bakSisa; kyAreka mAMge sADI temAM zAne patine caDhe rIsa ? chokarAM aDadhA bhAgIye chatAM DIlIvarI kone ? nAma pAchaLa patinuM chatAM zAne navAje ToNe ? 'apakSamAM mUo rahyo pachI, khAya khattA gharanAMnA; marane pAMsaro, meLava sadgatinA paravAnA ! pati jADo, khoLe 'phIgara', rUpALIno vaTa, jeNe vakhANI vahu, bhogavAI manathI laMpaTa ! be ja bhUla strInI kaDhAya, cAritra ke bheMlADe ghara; kaDhI khArI ke toDyAM kAca, najIvI bhUla na dhara ! patnI vaMkAya tyAre enA guNa balidAna gaNa, ghara, vahu saMbhALa sadA, puruSa tAruM moTuM mana ! pahelAM guru skUlamAM, pachI banAvI vahune guru; pahelAM naDatA cazmA, pachI banAvI 'camA vahu' ! nija pAtranI pasaMdagImAM karyo kaccaraghANa, paraNyA pachI pastAyA, pasaMdagImAM ThagANa ? patine kyAM sudhI mAnIza bhoLo ne akkala viNo; joI jANI jAte tuM pasaMda karI lAvI managamaNo ! pasaMdagImAM pati mAMgyo potAthI vayamAM moTo, UTha-besa karata, jo keDamAM lAvI hota choTo ! bahu kleza vahu saMge, to kara viSaya baMdha; varSAnta rijhalTa jo, draSTi khUle viSaya aMdha ! brahmacaryanA niyamo khape, paiNelA lahe lakSa, davA pIvAya kyAre, jyAre tAva caDhe banne pakSa ! rUpa UMcAI bhaNatara mAMgyo supIriyara; na calAvyo babUcaka-bAvaracI khape supara ! paraNyA pachI tuM Avo-tuM tevo, kema karAya ? rAkhe supIriyara cheka sudhI, to saMsAra zobhAya ! mIThI davA mATe vAre vAre na pIvAya dardI; tyAre pI pramANasara bannene caDhe tAva-sardI ! jyAM eka patnIvrata, draSTi paNa na bagaDe bIje; A kALanuM brahmacarya gaNa, jJAnI puruSa dAdA kathe !

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vAMkI patnI ne huM DAhyo, bemAM konI puNyAI ? DAhyo maLyo paccethI ne tArA pApe patnI vaMkAI ! kono guno ? koNa jaja ? ahIM bhogave tenI bhUla, kudaratI nyAya samajyA jyAM, UMDe bhUlanuM mULa ! sAcave mitrane, gAmane, gharamAM lakkAbAjI; alyA sAcave je jiMdagIbhara, tyAM cukyo te pAjI ! AbarU sAcave bahAra, gharamAM bane beAbarU, UMdho nyAya, suMdara jamaNamAM bane kAMkaruM ! mArI vahu mArI'nA mAryA mamata AMTA mAMhyare ! 'hoya mArI' karatAM Ukale bhogavaTo aMtare ! pati kahe paraNIne, tuja vINa kema jIvAya ?!! maryA pachI na ko' mo sato, sati tha have na dekhAya ! anukramaNikA (1) vana phemilI (2) gharamAM kleza (3) pati-patnImAM matabheda (4) khAtI vakhate khITa-pITa (5) dhaNI khape, dhaNIpaNuM nahIM (6) sAmAnI bhUla kADhavAnI Teva ! (7) 'gADI'no garama mUDa (8) sudhAravuM ke sudharavuM ? (9) komanasensathI, eDajasTa evarIvhera ! (10) be DipArTamenTa nokhA..... (11) zaMkA bALe sonAnI laMkA (12) dhaNIpaNAnA gunAo (13) dAdAI draSTie cAlo, patio.. (14) 'mArI'nA AMTA ukelAya Ama ! (15) paramAtma premanI pichANa (16) paraNyA eTale 'promisa Tu pe" (17) vAIpha joDe vaDhavADa (18) vAIpha vALe tola sAthe (19) patnInI phariyAdo (20) pariNAmo chUTAcheDAnAM (21) saptapadIno sAra... (22) pati-patnInA prAkRtika paryAyo (23) viSaya baMdha tyAM prema saMbaMdha (24) rahasya RNAnubaMdha taNA... (25) Adarza vyavahAra jIvanamAM vizeSa sUcana : dareka jagyAe kausamAM ApelA AMkaDAo mULa vistRta graMthanA pRSTha naMbara che. A to Asakti pudgalanI, hoya kadi sAco prema ! na dekhe doSa, na apekSA, na Sa, tyAM zuddha prema ! tuM Avo, tuM tevI, abheda ToLImAM kyAM Avyo bheda ? jarIke bheda peTho, baLatarA-zAMtino tyAM cheda ! eka AMkhamAM prema ne bIjI AMkhamAM kaDakAI; banne AMkhathI jue patnI, jAya saMsAra jItAI ! 'vana phemili' karI jIvo, na karAya mArI-tArI, nIkaLyo vahune sudhAravA, zuM jAtane te sudhArI ? AryanArI kapALe cAMllo, eka patinuM ja dhyAna; karavA paDe AkhA kapALe, moMDhe paradezaNa ! bhUlo nabhAve anyonya te premanuM lagnajIvana, na ghaTa, na vadha, je thAya te sAco prema darzana.

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (saMkSipta) (1) vata phemilI jIvana jIvavAnuM sAruM kyAre lAge ke Akho dahADo upAdhi nA lAge. jIvane zAMtimAM jAya, tyAre jIvavAnuM game. A to gharamAM DakhADakha thAya eTale jIvana jIvavAnuM zI rIte phAve te ?! A to poSAya ja nahIM ne ! gharamAM DakhADakha hoya nahIM. pADozI joDe thAya vakhate, bahAranAM joDe thAya, paNa gharamAM ya ?! gharamAM phemilI tarIke lAIpha jIvavI joIe. phemilI lAIpha kevI hoya ? gharamAM prema, prema ne prema ja UbharAto hoya. A to phemilI lAIpha ja kyAM che ?! dALa khArI thaI to kakaLATa karI mele. pAchuM 'dALa khArI" bole ! aMDaraDevalarDa (ardha vikasita) prajA ! DevalaDa kevA hoya ke dALa khArI thaI to bAjue mUkI de ane bIjuM badhuM jamI le. nA thAya evuM ?! dALa bAjue mUkIne bIjuM jamAya nahIM ? dhIsa Ijha phemilI lAIpha. bahAra bhAMjagaDa karone ! mAya phemilIno artha zuM ke amArAmAM bhAMjagaDa nahIM koI jAtanI. eDajasTamenTa levuM joIe. potAnA phemilInI aMdara eDajasTa thatAM AvaDavuM joIe, eDajasTa evarIvhera. 'phemilI orgenAijhezana'nuM jJAna che tamArI pAse ? ApaNA hindustAnane 'hAu Tu orgenAijhezana phemilI' e jJAna ja khUTe che. 'phorena'vALA to 'phemilI' jevuM samajatA ja nathI. e to jemsa vIsa varasano thayo eTale enAM mAbApa viliyama ne merI, jemsane kaheze ke, tuM tAre judo ne ame be popaTa ane popaTI judAM ! emane 'phemilI orgenAijha' karavAnI bahu Teva ja nathIne ? ane emanI 'phemilI' to cokhuM ja bole. merI joDe karavuM. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra viliyamsane nA phAvyuM eTale 'DAivorsa'nI ja vAta ! ane ApaNe to kyAM 'DAIvorsa'nI vAta ?! ApaNe to joDe ne joDe ja rahevAnuM. kakaLATa karavAno ne pAchuM sUvAnuM ya tyAM ja, enI e ja rUmamAM ! A jIvanano rasto nathI. A 'phemilI lAIpha' nA kahevAya. ane tyAM InDiyAmAM to phemilI DaoNkTara halu rAkhe che loka. alyA, phemilI thayuM nathI haju, tyAM tuM kyAM DaoNkTara rAkhe che ! A loko phemilI DaoNkTara rAkhe paNa ahIM vahu phemilI nahIM ! kaheze, 'amArA phemilI DaoNkTara AvyA !' to enI joDe kacakaca nahIM. DaoNkTara bila moTuM mUke toya kacakaca nahIM. kaheze, "amArA phemilI DaoNkTara che ne !' enA manamAM ema ke mAro ropha paDI gayo, phemilI DaoNkTara rAkhyA che eTale ! (5) phemilInA mANasano Ama hAtha athADe to ApaNe enI joDe laDhIe ? nA. eka phemilI rIte rahevuM. banAvaTa nahIM karavAnI. A to loka banAvaTa kare che, evuM nahIM. eka phemilI... tArA vagara mane gamatuM nathI ema kahevuM. e vaDhene ApaNane, tyAra pachI thoDIvAra pachI kahI devuM, 'tuM game te vaTuM, toya paNa tArA vagara mane gamatuM nathI.' ema kahI devuM. ATalo guru maMtra kahI devo. evuM koI dahADo bolatA ja nathIne ! tamane bolavAmAM vAMdho zuM ? tArA vagara gamatuM nathI ! manamAM rAkhIne prema kharo, paNa thoDuM khulluM (6) (2) gharamAM kleza koI dahADo gharamAM kleza thAya che ? tamane kema lAge che, gharamAM kleza thAya te game ? praznakartA : kakaLATa vagara to cAle nahIM duniyA. dAdAzrI : to pachI bhagavAna to rahe ja nahIM tyAM AgaLa. jyAM kleza che tyAM bhagavAna nA rahe. praznakartA : e to paNa koI koIvAra to thavuM joIe ne evuM kakaLATa. dAdAzrI : nA, e kakaLATa hovo ja nA joIe. kakaLATa kema hoya

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra mANasane tyAM ! kakaLATa zene mATe hoya ? ane kleza hoya to phAve ? tamane keTalA mahinA phAve, kleza hoya to ? praznakartA : bilakula nahIM. dAdAzrI : mahino ya nA phAve, nahIM ? khAvAnuM sAruM sAruM, sonAnI jaNaso paheravAnI ane pAcho kakaLATa karavAno. eTale jIvana jIvatA AvaDatuM nathI, teno A kakaLATa che. jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA jANatA nathI, eno A kakaLATa che. ApaNe to kaLA zemAM jANIe chIe ke zI rIte DaoNlara maLe ! emAM ja vicAra vicAra karIe, paNa jIvana jIvavAmAM vicAra nathI karyo. nA vicAravuM joIe ? praznakartA : vicAravuM joIe. paNa badhAnI rIta judI judI hoya che. dAdAzrI : nA, e badhAnI rIta judI judI nA hoya, eka ja jAtanI. DaoNlara, DaoNlara. ane jayAre hAthamAM Ave tyAre hajAra DaoNlara tyAM AgaLa sToramAM jaIne ApI Ave pAcho. pachI ghera lAvIne vasAve. pachI ahIM zuM ene kaMIe vasAvyuM ane jojo karavAnuM hoya ? pAchuM jUnuM thaI jAya, pAchuM bIjuM laI Ave. Akho dahADo ghaDabhAMja, ghaDabhAMja, du:kha, duHkha ne duHkha trAsa, trAsa ne trAsa. alyA baLyuM, A kema jIvana jIvAya te ! manuSyapaNuM zobhe te AvuM ? kleza nA thavo joIe, kaMkAsa nA thavo joIe. kazuM thavuM nA joIe. praznakartA : paNa kleza kone kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : oho.... Ama gharanA joDe, bahAravALA joDe, vAIpha joDe TakarAya e kleza kahevAya. mana TakarAya ane pachI thoDo vakhata cheTo rahe, enuM nAma phleza. be-traNa kalAka TakarAya ne tarata bhego thAya to vAMdho nahIM. paNa TakarAya ne cheTo rahe eTale kleza kahevAya. bAra kalAka cheTo rahe to AkhI rAta klezamAM jAya. praznakartA : haM. A kaMkAsanI vAta karI te puruSamAM vadhAre che ke strImAM vadhAre che ? dAdAzrI : e to strImAM vadhAre hoya, kaMkAsa. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra praznakartA : enuM kAraNa zuM ? dAdAzrI : evuM chene, ko'ka phero bhAMjagaDa thaI jAya tyAre kleza thaI jAya. kleza thavo eTale zuM, jhaTa saLagIne olavAI javuM. te A puruSa ne strI vacce kleza thaI gayo. pachI puruSa che te choDI de to ya pelI ene jhaTa choDe nahIM e pAchuM kaMkAsamAM thaI gayuM. e prapo choDI de paNa A strIo choDe nahIM pAchI ane klezano karI de kaMkAsa. ane te moDhuM caDhAvIne pharyA kare. jANe ApaNe ene traNa dA'DA bhUkhI rAkhI hoya evuM karyA kare. (13) praznakartA : to pachI A kaMkAsa dUra karavA mATe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : kaMkAsa to, ApaNe kleza nA karavo eTale kaMkAsa nahIM thAya. mULa saLagAvIe chIe ApaNe ja kleza karIne, Aja khAvAnuM bhAvatuM nathI, Aja moTuM bagaDI gayuM mAruM to, Amatema karIne kleza Ubho karo ane pachI e kaMkAsa kare. (14) praznakartA : mukhya vastu e ke gharamAM zAMti rahevI joIe. dAdAzrI : zAMti kevI rIte rahe paNa ? zAMti to choDInuM (chokarInuM) nAma pADIe to ya zAMti nA rahe. enA mATe to dharma samajavo joIe. gharamAM mANaso badhAMne kahevuM joIe ke 'bhaI, ApaNe badhAM gharanAM mANaso koI koInAM veravI nathI, koI koIno jhaghaDo nathI. ApaNe matabheda karavAnI kaMI jarUra nathI. vaheMcI vaheMcIne zAMtipUrvaka khaI lo. AnaMda karo, majhA karo.' evI rIte ApaNe vicArIne badhuM karavuM joIe. gharanA mANaso joDe kakaLATa kyAreya nA karavo joIe. e ja oraDImAM paDI rahevAnuM tyAM kakaLATa zA kAmano ? koIne pajavIne pote sukhI thAya e kyAreya nA bane ne ApaNe to sukha ApIne sukha levuM che. ApaNe gharamAM sukha ApIe to ja sukha maLe ne cA-pANI ya barobara banAvIne Ape, nahIM to paNa bagADIne Ape. A to keTalI ciMtA-UkaLATa ! kazo ya matabheda jato nathI, to ya manamAM mAne ke meM keTalo dharma karyo ! alyA, ghera matabheda TaLyo ? ocho ya thayo che ? ciMtA ochI thaI ? kaMI zAMti AvI ? tyAre kahe, "nA, paNa meM dharma to karyo ja ne ?! alyA, zAne dharma kahe che tuM ? dharma to mahIM zAMti Ape, Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi nA thAya, enuM nAma dharma ! svabhAva bhaNI javuM, (11)

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra p enuM nAma dharma kahevAya. A to kleza pariNAma vadhAre ne vadhAre thayA kare che ! vAIphanA hAthe che te paMdara-vIsa AvaDI AvaDI kAcanI Dizo hatI te ane glAsavera hatA te paDI gayAM. te vakhate tamane kazI asara thAya kharI ? (15) duHkha thAya eTale kazuM babaDyA vagara raho nahIMne ! A reDiyo vagADyA vagara rahe ja nahIM. du:kha thayuM ke reDiyo bole, eTale pelIne du:kha thAya pachI. tyAra pachI pelI ya zuM kahe, huM... tamArA hAthe kaMI phUTavAnuM thatuM nahIM hoya pachI. A samajavAnI vAta che ke Dizo paDI jAya chene ? ene ApaNe kahIe ke tuM phoDI nAkha to nA phoDe. phoDe kharI ? e koNa phoDatuM haze ? A varlDamAM koI mANasa eka paNa Diza phoDI zakavAnI zakti dharAvato nathI. A to badhA hisAba cUkavAya che. e tUTI jAya, eTale ApaNe kahevuM ke vAgyuM nathIne tane ?! (16) jo sophAne lIdhe jhaghaDo thato hoya to sophAne nAkhI do bahAra. e sopho to baso ke traNaso rUpiyAno hoya, mUA eno jhaghaDo thato haze ? jeNe phADyo tenI para dveSa Ave. alyA mUA, nAkhI Ava. je vastu gharamAM vaDhavADa lAvene e vastu bahAra nAkhI Ava. (17) jeTaluM manAya eTale zraddhA bese. eTaluM e phaLa Ape, helpa kare. zraddhA nA bese te helpa nA kare. eTale samajIne cAlo to ApaNuM jIvana sukhI thAya ane enuM e ya sukhI thAya. are, kevAM kevAM bhajiyAM ne jalebI nahIM karI ApatAM ?! praznakartA H karI Ape che. dAdAzrI : hA to pachI ? eno upakAra nA mAnIe, kAraNa ke e pArTanara che, emAM eno upakAra zo ? emAM ApaNe paisA lAvIe evuM ApaNane e A karI Ape, AmAM beu pArTanarazIpa cAle che. chokarAM ya pArTanarazIpamAM kaMI enI ekalInAM ochAM che ?! suvAvaDa eNe karI che mATe enI ekalInA che ? ApaNA beunA hoya chokarAMo. bannenAM ke ekalInAM ? pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra praznakartA : beunAM. dAdAzrI : huM. suvAvaDa kaMI puruSa karavAnA hatA ? eTale samajavA jevuM che A jagata ! keTalIka bAbatamAM samajavA jevuM che. ane te jJAnI puruSa samajaNa pADe, emane kazuM levAdevA nA hoya, eTale e samajaNa pADe ke A bhaI ApaNA hitanuM, to ghera kakaLATa ocho thAya, toDaphoDa ochI thAya.(18) kRSNa bhagavAne kahyuM che be prakAranI buddhi, avyabhicAriNI ane vyabhicAriNI. vyabhicAriNI eTale duHkha ja Ape ane avyabhicAriNI buddhi sukha ja Ape, duHkhamAMthI sukha khoLI kADhe. ane A to bAsamatInA cokhAmAM kAMkarA nAMkhIne khAya pachI. ahIM amerikAnuM khAvAnuM keTaluM sarasa ne cokhkhA ghI maLe, dahIM maLe, kevo sarasa khorAka ! jiMdagI saraLa che chatAM ya jIvana jIvatAM nA AvaDe eTale mAra khaIe pachI. ApaNane hitakArI zuM che eTalo to vicAra karavo joIe ne ! paiNyA te dahADAno AnaMda saMbhArIe to hitakArI ke rAMDyA te dahADAno zoka saMbhArIe to hitakArI ! (21) amAre to paiNatI vakhate ja raMDApAno vicAra Avelone ! te paiNatI vakhate navo sApho bAMdhelo. ame kSatriyaputra kahevAIene, te dahADe pheMTo paheratA hatA ane paheraNa paherIne 15-16 varSano chokaro e ya rUpALA baMba jevA dekhAya. ane kSatriyaputro eTale cogaradama bharelAM hoya. pachI pelo pheMTo khasI gayA pachI mahIM vicAra Avyo ke A paiNavA to mAMDyuM, che to sArAM, maMDAyuM kharuM, paNa have bemAMthI eka to rAMDazene ! praznakartA : eTalI uMmare tamane evA vicAra AvelA ? dAdAzrI : hA, nA Ave baLyuM A ? eka to bhAMgene paiDuM, baLyuM ? maMDAyuM e daMDAyA vagara rahe nahIM. praznakartA : paNa paiNatI vakhate to paiNa caDhyuM hoya, keTalo badho moha hoya, emAM Avo vairAgya vicAra kyAMthI hoya ? dAdAzrI : paNa te vakhate vicAra Avyo ke A maMDAyuM ne pachI raMDApo to Avaze baLyo. bemAMthI ekane to raMDApo Avaze. kAM to emane Avaze

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra kAM to mane Avaze. (22) badhAMnI hAjarImAM, sUryanArAyaNanI sAkSIe, goranI sAkSIe paiNyo tyAre gore sodA karyA ke 'samaya varte sAvadhAna'. te tane sAvadha thatAMya nathI AvaDatuM ? samaya pramANe sAvadha thavuM joIe. gora bole che, samaya varte sAvadhAna'. te gora samaje, paraNanAro zuM samaje ?! sAvadhAnano artha zuM ? to kahe, 'bIbI ugra thaI hoya tyAre tuM ThaMDo thaI jaje, sAvadha thaje.' 'samaya varte sAvadhAna'. te jevo samaya Ave, evuM sAvadha rahevAnI jarUra. to ja saMsAramAM paiNAya. e jo uchaLI gaI hoya ane ApaNe uchaLIe to asAvadhapaNuM kahevAya. e uchaLe tyAre ApaNe TADhuM pADI devAnuM. sAvadha rahevAnI jarUra nahIM ? te ame sAvadha rahelA. phATa-bATa paDavA nA daIe. phATa paDavAnI thaI ke velDiMga seTa cAlu pAchuM. (23) praznakartA : kleza thavAnuM mULa kAraNa zuM ? dAdAzrI : bhayaMkara ajJAnatA ! ene saMsAramAM jIvatAM nathI AvaDatuM. dIkarAno bApa thatAM nathI AvaDatuM, vahuno dhaNI thatAM nathI AvaDatuM. jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA ja AvaDatI nathI ! A to chate sukhe sukha bhogavI zakatAM nathI. praznakartA : paNa kaMkAsa Ubho thavAnuM kAraNa svabhAva nA maLe tethI ? dAdAzrI : ajJAnatA che tethI. saMsAra tenuM nAma te koI koInA svabhAva maLe ja nahIM ! A 'jJAna' maLe to tene eka ja rasto che, 'eDajasTa evarIvhera !'. jyAM kleza hoya tyAM bhagavAnano vAsa rahe nahIM. eTale ApaNe bhagavAnane kahIe, 'sAheba tame maMdiramAM rahejo, mAre ghera Avazo nahIM ! ame maMdira baMdhAvIzuM paNa ghera Avazo nahIM !!' jyAM kleza na hoya tyAM bhagavAnano vAsa nakkI che, enI tamane huM 'geranTI' ApuM chuM. kleza thayo ke bhagavAna jatAM rahe. ane bhagavAna jAya eTale loka ApaNe zuM kaheze, dhaMdhAmAM kaMI barakata nathI AvatI. alyA, bhagavAna gayA mATe barakata nathI AvatI. bhagavAna jo hoyane tyAM sudhI dhaMdhAmAM barakata ne badhuM Ave. tamane game che. kakaLATa ? praznakartA : nA. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra dAdAzrI : to ya thaI jAya che ne ? praznakartA : ko'ka vAra. dAdAzrI : to e to divALI ya ko'ka dA'Do ja Ave ne, kaMI roja Ave che e ! praznakartA : pachI paMdara miniTamAM ThaMDuM paDI jAya, kakaLATa besI jAya. dAdAzrI : ApaNAmAMthI kleza kADhI nAkho. jene tyAM gharamAM kleza tyAM mANasapaNuM jatuM rahe pachI. te Ama ghaNAM puNyathI mANasapaNuM Ave, te ya hindustAnanuM mANasapaNuM ane te pAchAM ahIM (amerikAmAM) tamane, e tyAMnA loko hindustAnamAM to cokhkhuM ghI khoLe che to ya jaDatuM nathI ane tamane roja cokhkhuM ja maLe che. meluM khoLo to ya jaDe nahIM, keTalA puNyazALI cho ! te puNya paNa, khoTuM durUpayoga thAya pachI to. ApaNA gharamAM klezarahita jIvana jIvavuM joIe, eTalI to ApaNane AvaData AvaDavI joIe. bIjuM kaMI nahIM AvaDe to tene ApaNe samajaNa pADavI ke, kleza thaze to ApaNA gharamAMthI bhagavAna jatAM raheze. mATe tuM nakkI kara ke amAre kleza nathI karavo !' ne ApaNe nakkI karavuM ke kleza nathI karavo. nakkI karyA pachI kleza thaI jAya to jANavuM ke AmAM ApaNI sattA bahAra thayeluM che. eTale ApaNe e kleza karato hoya toya oDhIne sUI javuM. eya thoDI vAra pachI sUI jaze. ane ApaNe paNa sAmuM bolavA lAgIe to ? kleza nA thAya evuM nakkI karo ne ! traNa dahADA mATe to nakkI karI juo ne ! akhataro karavAmAM zuM vAMdho che ? traNa divasanA upavAsa kare chene tabiyata mATe ? tema A paNa nakkI to karI juo. ApaNe gharamAM badhAM bhegAM thaIne nakkI karo ke 'dAdA vAta karatA hatA, te vAta mane gamI che. to ApaNe kleza AjathI bhAMgIe !' pachI juo. (25) praznakartA : ahIMyA amerikAmAM bairAMo paNa nokarI karene eTale jarAka vadhAre pAvara AvI jAya strIone, eTale hasabanDa-vAIphane vadhAre cakaca thAya.

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 9 dAdAzrI : pAvara Ave to sAruM UlaTuM, ApaNe to ema jANavuM ke ohoho ! pAvara vagaranA hatA te pAvara Avyo te sAruM thayuM ApaNe ! gADuM sAruM cAlene ? A gADAnA baLada DhIlAM hoya to sAruM ke pAvaravALA ? praznakartA : paNa khoTo pAvara kare tyAre kharAba cAlene ? pAvara sAro karatAM hoya to sAruM. dAdAzrI : evuM chene, pAvarane mAnanAro nA hoya, to eno pAvara bhIMtamAM vAge. Ama ropha mAratI ne tema ropha mAratI paNa ApaNA peTamAM pANI nA hAle to eno pAvara badho bhIMtamAM vAge ne pachI ene vAge pAcho. praznakartA H tamAro kahevAno matalaba evo ke amAre sAMbhaLavAnuM nahIM bairAonuM, evuM. dAdAzrI : sAMbhaLo, badhuM sArI rIte sAMbhaLo, ApaNA hitanI vAta hoya to badhI sAMbhaLo ane pAvara jo athaDAto hoya, te ghaDIe mauna rahevAnuM. te ApaNe joI lo ke keTaluM keTaluM pIdhuM che. pIdhA pramANe pAvara vApare ne ? praznakartA : barAbara che. evI ja rIte jyAre puruSo khoTo pAvara karatAM hoya tyAre. dAdAzrI : tyAre ApaNe jarA dhyAna rAkhavuM. haM... Aje vaMThyuM che evuM manamAM kahevuM, kazuM moDhe nA kahevuM. praznakartA : huM... nahIM to vadhAre vaMThe. dAdAzrI : Aja vaMcuM che, kahe che... AvuM nA hovuM joIe. kevuM suMdara... be mitro hoya te AvuM karatA haze ? to mitrAcArI rahe kharI, AvuM kare to ? mATe A be mitro ja kahevAya. strI-puruSa eTale e mitrAcArIthI ghara calAvavAnuM che ane AvI dazA karI nAkhI. ATalA hAru choDIo paiNAvatA haze loko grInakArDavALAne ?! AvuM karavAM hAru ? to pachI A zobhe ApaNane ? tamane kema lAge che ? nA zobhe ApaNane ! saMskArI kone kahevAya ? gharamAM kleza hoya te saMskArI kahevAya ke kleza nA hoya te ? (27) pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra gharamAM eka to kleza nA thavo joIe ane thato hoya to vALI levo joIe. jarA thAya evuM hoya, ApaNane lAge ke hamaNAM bhaDako thaze te pahelAM jarAka pANI nAkhIne TADhuM karI devuM. pahelAMnA jevuM klezavALuM jIvana jIvIe emAM zuM phAyado ? eno artha ja zuM ? klezavALuM jIvana nA hovuM joIene ? zuM vaheMcIne laI javAnuM che. gharamAM bheguM khAvuM-pIvuM ne kakaLATa zA kAmano ? ane ko'ka dhaNInuM kazuM bole to rIsa caDhe ke mArA dhaNIne AvuM bole che ane pote dhaNIne kahe ke tame AvA cho ne tevA cho, evuM badhuM nA hovuM joIe. dhaNIe ya AvuM nA karavuM joIe. tamAro kleza hoyane, to chokarAnA jIvana para asara paDe. kumaLAM chokarAM, enI para asara thAya badhI. eTale kleza javo joIe. kleza jAya tyAre gharanAM chokarAM ya sArA thAya. A to chokarAM badhAM bagaDI gayA che ! (30) 10 amane to jJAna thayuM tyArathI, vIsa varSathI to kleza nathI ja paNa enAM vIsa varSa pahelAM ya kleza na hato. pahelAMthI klezane to ame kADhelo ja, koI paNa raste kleza karavA jevuM nathI A jagata. (31) have tame vicArIne karajo ne ! agara dAdA bhagavAnanuM nAma lejo. huM ja dAdA bhagavAnanuM nAma laIne kAma karuM chuM ne badhuM. dAdA bhagavAnanuM nAma lezo to tarata ja tamAruM dhAryuM thaI jaze. (35) (3) pati-patnImAM matabheda ! ApaNe to mULa krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha jAya, matabheda ochA thAya evuM joIe. ApaNe ahIM pUrNatA karavAnI che, prakAza karavAno che. ahIM kyAM sudhI aMdhArAmAM rahevuM ? krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanI nirbaLatAo, matabheda joyelA tame ? praznakartA : ghaNAM. dAdAzrI : kyAM ? korTamAM ? praznakartA : ghare, korTamAM, badhe ThekANe. dAdAzrI : gharamAM to zuM hoya ? gharamAM to tame traNa jaNa, tyAM matabheda zAnAnA ? nathI bebIo be-cAra ke pAMca, evuM tevuM to kazuM che nahIM. tame

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra traNa jaNa emAM matabheda zAnA ? 11 praznakartA H nA, paNa traNa jaNamAM ja ghaNA matabheda che. dAdAzrI : A traNamAM ja ?! ema ! praznakartA : jo konphalIkTa nA thAya jiMdagImAM, to jiMdagInI majA nA Ave ! dAdAzrI : ohoho... majA tethI Ave che ? to pachI roja ja karavAnuM rAkho ne ! A koNe zodhakhoLa karI che ? kayA phaLadrupa bhejAe zodhakhoLa karI che ? to pachI roja matabheda karavA joIe, konphalIkTanI majA levI hoya to ! praznakartA H e to nA game. dAdAzrI : A to potAnI jAtanuM rakSaNa karyuM che mANasoe ! matabheda sasto thAya ke moMgho ? thoDA pramANamAM ke vadhAre pramANamAM? praznakartA : thoDA pramANamAM thAya ane vadhAre pramANamAM ya thAya. dAdAzrI : koIka phero divALI ane koI dahADo hoLI, emAM majA Ave che ke majA mArI jAya che ? (39) praznakartA : e to saMsAranuM cakra evuM che. dAdAzrI : nA, A lokone bahAnA kADhavAmAM sAruM jaDyuM che. saMsAra cakra evuM che, ema bahAnuM kADhe che. paNa ema nathI kaheto ke mArI nabaLAI che. praznakartA : nabaLAI to kharI ja. nabaLAI che tyAre ja to takalIpha thAya chene ! dAdAzrI : hA basa, eTale loko saMsAranuM cakra kahI ane peluM DhAMkavA jAya che. eTale DhAMkyAthI e UbhuM rahyuM che. e nabaLAI zuM kahe che ke jyAM sudhI mane oLakhazo nahIM, tyAM sudhI huM javAnI nathI. saMsAra kazo ya aDato nathI. saMsAra nirpekSa che. sApekSe ya che ane nirpekSa ya che. e ApaNe Ama 12 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra karIe to Ama ne Ama nahIM kare to kazuM ya nahIM, kazuM levA-devA nathI. matabheda e to keTalI badhI nabaLAI che. praznakartA : paNa gharamAM matabheda to cAlyA kare, e to saMsAra chene! dAdAzrI : ApaNA loko to basa, roja vaDhavADa thAya chene, toya kahe che paNa e to cAlyA kare. alyA, paNa emAM DevalapamenTa (pragati) na thAya. zAthI thAya che ? zAthI thAya che ? kema AvuM bole che, zuM thAya che ? tenI tapAsa karavI paDe. (40) gharamAM matabheda koI phero paDe che tyAre zuM davA copaDo cho ? davAnI boTala rAkho cho ? praznakartA : matabhedanI koI davA nathI. dAdAzrI : haiM, zuM kaho cho ? to pachI tame A rUmamAM bolo nahIM. bena pelI rUmamAM bole nahIM, ema abolA thaIne sUI rahevAnuM ? davA copaDyA vagara ? pachI e zI rIte maTI jato haze ? ghA rUjhAI jato haze ke ? e mane kaho ke jo davA copaDI nathI to ghA rUjhAyo kevI rIte ? te savAramAM ya ghA rUjhAto nathI. savAramAM ya cAno kapa mUkatI vakhate Ama taNacho mAre. tame ya samajI jAva ke haju rAtano ghA rUjhAyo nathI. bane ke nA bane AvuM ? A vAta Ama kaMI anubhavanI bahAra ochI che ? ApaNe badhA sarakhA ja chIe ! eTale zAthI AvuM karyuM ke hajI e matabhedano ghA paDelo che. (41) paNa roja roja e ghA paDelo rahe baLyuM. ghA jAya nahIM ne, ghA paDelo to rahene ! gobA paDelA hoya, mATe gobA ja nA paDavA devA. kAraNa ke atyAre gobA pADyA hoyane, te ApaNuM dhaiDapaNa Ave tyAre bairI pAchI gobA pADe ApaNane ! atyAre to manamAM kahe ke joradAra che bhaI, eTale thoDAka vakhata cAlavA deze. pachI eno vAro Ave tyAre ApaNane samajAI deze. enA karatAM vepAra evo rAkhavo ke e ApaNane prema kare, ApaNe emane prema karIe. bhUlacUka to badhAnI thAya ja ne ! bhUlacUka na thAya ? bhUlacUka thAya emAM matabheda karIne zuM kAma che ? matabheda pADavo hoya to jabarA joDe jaIne vaDhavuM eTale ApaNane tarata hAjara javAba maLI jAya.

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14 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 13 ahIMyA hAjara javAba ja na maLe koI dahADo. eTale beu jaNA samajI lejo. AvAM matabheda nA pADazo. je koI matabheda pADe ke ApaNe kahevuM ke dAdAjI zuM kahetA hatA, AvuM zA hAru bagADo cho ?! mata ja nahIM rAkhavo joIe. vaLI bannee zAdI karI pachI mata judo kevo ? bannee zAdI karI pachI mata judo rakhAto haze ? praznakartA : rakhAya nahIM paNa rahe. dAdAzrI : te ApaNe kADhI nAkhavAno. judo mata rakhAto haze ? nahIM to zAdI nahotI karavI. zAdI karI to eka thaI jAva. (44) eTale A jIvana jIvatAM ya nA AvaDyuM ! akaLAmaNathI jIvo cho ! ekalo mUo chuM ? tyAre kahe, nA, paiNelo chuM. tyAre mUA vAIpha che toya tArI akaLAmaNa nA maTI ! akaLAmaNa nA javI joIe ? A badhuM meM vicArI nAkheluM. lokoe nA vicAravuM joIe AvuM badhuM ? bahu moTuM vizALa jagata che, paNa A jagata potAnA rUma aMdara che eTaluM ja mAnI lIdhuM che ane tyAMya jo jagata mAnato hoya to ya sAruM, paNa tyAM ya 'vAIpha' joDe laThThAbAjI uDADe ! (47) praznakartA : be tapelAM hoya to raNakAra thAya ne pachI zamI jAya ! dAdAzrI : raNakAra thAya to majA Ave kharI ! chAMTo ya akkala nathI evuM hau bole. praznakartA : e to pAchuM bIjuM ya bolene ke tamArA sivAya mane bIjuM koI gamatuM ja nathI. dAdAzrI : hA, evuM ya bole ! praznakartA : paNa vAsaNa gharamAM khakhaDe ja ne ? dAdAzrI : vAsaNa roja roja khakhaDavAnuM kemanuM phAve ? A to samajato nathI tethI phAve che. jAgRta hoya tene to eka matabheda paDyo to AkhI rAta UMgha nA Ave ! A vAsaNone to spaMdano che, te rAtre sUtAM sUtAM ya spaMdano karyA kare ke "A to AvAM che, vAMkA che, UMdhA che, nAlAyaka che, kADhI melavA pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra jevA che !" ane pelAM vAsaNone kaMI spaMdana che ? ApaNA loka samajyA vagara TApasI pUre ke be vAsaNo joDe hoya to khakhaDe ! maracakkara, ApaNe kaMI vAsaNa chIe ke ApaNane khakhaDATa hoya ? A 'dAdA'ne koIe eka dahADo khakhaDATamAM joyA nA hoya ! svapnaya nA AvyuM hoya evuM !! khakhaDATa zeno ? A khakhaDATa to ApaNI potAnI jokhamadArI upara che. khakhaDATa kaMI ko'kanI jokhamadArI para che ? cA jaladI AvI nA hoya to ApaNe Tebala para traNa vAra ThokIe e jokhamadArI konI ? enA karatAM ApaNe babucaka thaIne besI rahIe. cA maLI to ThIka, nahIM to jaIzuM ophise. zuM khoTuM ? cAno ya kaMI kALa to haze ne ? A jagata niyamanI bahAra to nahIM hoya ne ? eTale ame kahyuM che ke vyavasthita' ! eno TAIma thaze eTale cA maLaze. tamAre ThokavuM nahIM paDe. tame spaMdana UbhAM nahIM karo to cA AvIne UbhI raheze ane spaMdana UbhAM karazo to ya e Avaze. paNa spaMdanothI pAchAM vAIphanA copaDAmAM hisAba jame thaze ke tame te dahADe Tebala ThokatA hatA ne ! (49). - gharamAM vAIpha joDe matabheda thAya to tenuM samAdhAna karatAM AvaDe nahIM, chokarA joDe matabheda Ubho thAya to tenuM samAdhAna karatAM nA AvaDe ane guMcAyA kare. praznakartA: dhaNI to ema ja kahene, ke 'vAIpha' samAdhAna kare, huM nahIM dAdAzrI : haMa, eTale 'limiTa pUrI thaI gaI. 'vAIpha' samAdhAna kare ne ApaNe nA karIe to ApaNI 'limiTa' thaI gaI pUrI. puruSa hoyane te to AvuM bole ke 'vAIpha' rAjI thaI jAya ane ema karIne gADI AgaLa cAlu karI de ane tame to paMdara-paMdara dahADA, mahinA-mahinA sudhI gADI besADI rAkho, te nA cAle. jyAM sudhI sAmAnA mananuM samAdhAna nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI tamAre muzkelI che mATe samAdhAna karavuM. Ama gharamAM matabheda paDe te kema cAle ? baI kahe ke huM tamArI chuM" ne dhaNI kahe ke "huM tAro chuM" pachI matabheda kema ? tamArA benI aMdara 'problema vadhe tema juduM thatuM jAya. "problema" "solva' thaI jAya pachI juduM nA jAya. judAIthI du:kha che. ane badhAMne 'problema UbhA thavAnA, tamAre

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra ekalAne thAya che evuM nathI. jeTalAMe zAdI karI, tene 'problema' UbhA thayA vagara rahe nahIM. vahunI joDe matabheda paDato hoya mUAne ! jenI joDe... Dabala beDa hoya che ke eka pathArI hoya che ? praznakartA : nA, mApha karajo. eka ja hoya che. dAdAzrI : to pachI enI joDe A jhaghaDA thAya to rAte lAta mAre tyAre zuM karIe ? praznakartA: nIce. dAdAzrI : to enI joDe ekatA rAkhavAnI. 'vAIpha' joDe paNa matabheda thAya tyAM ya ekatA nA rahe to pachI bIje kyAM rAkhavAnI ? ekatA eTale zuM ke kyAreya matabheda nA paDe ! A eka jaNa joDe nakkI karavuM ke tamAre ne mAre matabheda nA paDe, eTalI ekatA karavI joIe. evI ekatA karI che. tame ? praznakartA H AvuM koI dahADo vicAreluM nahIM. A pahelI vAra vicAruM chuM. dAdAzrI : hA, te vicAravuM paDaze ne ? bhagavAna keTalA vicAra karI karIne mokSe gayA ! vAtacIta karIne ! kaMI khulAsA thaze AmAM. A to joga beTho che te bhegA thayA, nahIM to bhegA thavAya nahIM A to !! eTale kazI vAtacIta karone ! emAM vAMdho zo ? ApaNe badhA eka ja chIe. tamane judAI lAge che A badhI, kAraNa ke bhedabuddhithI mANasane juduM lAge. bAkI badhuM che eka ja. mANasane bhedabuddhi hoyane ! vAIpha joDe to bhedabuddhi nathI hotIne ? praznakartA : hA, e ja thaI jAya che ! dAdAzrI : A vAIphanI joDe bheda koNa pADe che ? buddhi ja ! bairI ne eno dhaNI beu pADozI joDe laDhe tyAre kevAM abheda thaIne laDhe che ? beu jaNa Ama hAtha karIne ke tame AvAM ne tame tevAM. beu jaNa Ama hAtha kare. eTale ApaNe jANIe ke ohoho ! A bemAM ATalI badhI 16 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra ekatA !! A korporezana abheda che, evuM ApaNane lAge. ane pachI gharamAM pesIne beu vaDhe tyAre zuM kaheze ? ghera pelA vaDhe ke nA vaDhe ? ko'ka dahADo to vaDhe ne ? e korporezana mAMhyomAMhIM jyAre jhaghaDe ne, 'tuM AvI ne tame AvA, tuM AvI ne tame AvA.' ...pachI gharamAM jAmene ! tyAre to kahe, 'tuM jatI rahe, ahIMthI ghera jatI rahe, mAre joIe ja nahIM ! have A aNasamajaNa nahIM ? tamane kema lAge che ? te abheda hatAM te tUTI gayA ane bheda utpanna thayo. eTale vAIpha joDe ya 'mArI-tArI' thaI jAya. 'tuM AvI chuM ne tuM AvI chuM !" tyAre e kaheze, 'tame kyAM pAMsarA cho ?" eTale gharamAM ya huM ne tuM thaI jAya. 'ne tuM, ne tuM, huM ne tuM', te pahelAM. ame hatAM, ame be eka chIe, ame Ama chIe, ame tema chIe. amAruM ja che A. tenuM 'huM ne tuM' thayA ! have huM tane tuM thayA eTale huMsAtuMsI thAya. e huMsAtuMsI pachI kyAM pahoMce ? TheTha haladIghATInI laDAI zarU thaI jAya. sarva vinAzane notaravAnuM sAdhana e huMsAtusI ! eTale huMsAtuMsI to koInI joDe thavA nA (51) roja "mArI vAIpha, mArI vAIpha' kahIe ane eka dahADo vAIphe che te, potAnAM kapaDAM dhaNInI begamAM mUkI dIdhAM. bIje divase dhaNI zuM kahe ? mArI begamAM teM sADIo mukI ja kema ?!" A AbarUdAranA chokarA ! enI sADIo Ane khaI gaI ! paNa enuM potAnuM juduM astitva che ne ! eTale vAIpha ane hasabanDa e to bijhanesane laIne eka thayA. konTrAkTa che e. e juduM astitva kaMI chUTI jAya ? astitva juduM ja rahe che. 'mArI peTImAM sADIo kema mUke che" evuM kahe ke nA kahe ? praznakartA : kahe, kahe. (52) dAdAzrI : A to kakaLATa kare ke mArI begamAM tArI sADIo mUkI ja kema ? eTale baI kaheze, "ko'ka dahADo enI begamAM hAtha ghAlIe to AvuM ne AvuM goTALA vALe che. baLyo, A dhaNI khoLavAmAM mane bhUlacUka thaI gaI lAge che. Avo dhaNI kyAMthI maLyo ?" paNa have zuM kare ? khIle baMdhAyuM ! merI" hoya to jatI rahe bIje dahADe, paNa InDiyana zI rIte jatI rahe ? khIle baMdhAyelA !! jhaghaDo karavAnI jagyA ja nathI, spesa ja nathI evI tyAM devI.

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17 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra jhaghaDo kare to jhaghaDo karavAnI jagyA hoya to mArI ja nAkhene A loko ! ' are, nahIM to joDe joDe bego mUkelI hoyane toya kaheze, 'uThAvI le tuM tArI bega ahIMthI'. alyA mUA, paiNelo chuM, A zAdI karI che, eka cho ke nahIM ?! ane pAcho lakhe zuM ? adhAMginI lakhe. mUA, kaI jAtanA cho te A ?! hA, tyAre muA adhAMginI zuM karavA lakhe che ? emAM arthe aMga nahIM A begamAM ! ApaNe konI mazkarI karIe chIe puruSonI ke strIonI ? evuM kahene, adhAMginI nathI kahetAM ?! praznakartA : kahe ne ! dAdAzrI : ane Ama pharI jAya pAchAM. strIo Dakhala nahIM kare. strIonI begamAM jo kadI ApaNA dhotiyAM mUkyAM hoyane, to Dakhala nahIM kare ane A to bahu ene ahaMkAra. Ama AMkaDo ja UMco ne UMco, vIMchInI peTha, jarAka mAre to DaMkha mArI de haDahaDATa. A to mArI vItI boluM chuM huM che. A mArI ApavItI boluM chuM. eTale tamane badhAne potAne samajaNa paDe ke Amane vItelI AvI haze. tame ema ne ema sIdhI rIte kabUla karo nahIM, e to huM kabUla karI dauM. praznakartA : Apa bolo eTale badhAne potAno pAcho khyAla AvI jAya ne kabUla kare. dAdAzrI : nA, paNa tame kabUla nA karo paNa huM to kabUla karI dauM ke mArI vItelI che, ApavItI nahIM vItelI ? are, mAre DaMkha te kevo DaMkha mAre, tuM tAre ghera jatI raheje, kahe che. alyA mUA, jatI rahe to tArI zI dazA thAya ? e to A karmathI baMdhAyelI che. kyAM jAya bicArI ? paNa boluM chuM te nakAmuM nahIM jAya, A enA hArTa upara DAgha paDaze, pachI e DAgha tArI upara paDaze mUo. A karmo bhogavavA paDaze. e to ema jANe ke kaMI javAnI che have ?! AvuM nA bolAya. ane evuM bolatA hoya to e bhUla ja kahevAyane ! thoDA ghaNAM to ToNAM mArelAM ke nahIM mArelAM badhAe ? praznakartA : hA, mArelA, badhAe mArelAM. emAM apavAda nA hoya. ochuM-vadhatuM hoya pramANa, paNa apavAda nA hoya. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra dAdAzrI : eTale AvuM che badhuM. have A badhAne DAhyA banAvavAnA bolo have. A zI rIte DAhyA thAya ?! jo DheDaphajeto, DheDaphajeto ! moDhAM para divela pharI vaLelAM che ! sarasa sarasa dudhapAka ne sArI sArI rasoI jame che to ya moDhAM para divela pIdhuM hoyane evA ne evAM dekhAya che. divelA to moghuM thayuM che te kyAMthI lAvIne pIvuM? A to ema ne ema ja moDhAM para divela pharI vaLe che ! (54) praznakartA : gharamAM matabheda dUra karavA zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : matabheda zenA paDe che e tapAsa karavI pahelI. koI dA'Do evo matabheda paDe che ke eka chokaro ne eka choDI hoya, to pachI be chokarA nathI eno matabheda paDe che ? praznakartA : nA. Ama to nAnI nAnI vAtamAM matabheda thAya. dAdAzrI : are, A nAnI vAtamAM to, e to Igoijhama che. eTale e bole ne Ama che, tyAre kahevuM, 'barobara che'. ema kahIe eTale pachI kazuMya nahIM pAchuM. paNa ApaNe tyAM ApaNI akkala UbhI karIe chIe. akkale akkala laDhe eTale matabheda thAya. praznakartA: 'e barAbara che evuM moDhethI bolavA mATe zuM karavuM joIe? e bolAtuM nathI, e alma kevI rIte dUra karavo ? dAdAzrI : e have bolAya nahIM pAchuM, kharuM kahe che. e thoDA dA'DA prekTisa levI paDe. A kahuM chuM ne e upAya karavA mATe thoDA dA'DA prekTisa lo ne ! pachI e phITa thaI jaze, ekadama nahIM thAya. praznakartA : matabheda kema paDe che, enuM kAraNa zuM? dAdAzrI : matabheda paDe eTale pelo jANe ke huM akkalavALo ane pelI jANe huM akkalavALI. akkalanA kothaLA AvyA ! vecavA jaIe to cAra AnA Ave nahIM, akkalanA bAradAna kahevAya che ene. enA karatAM ApaNe DAhyA thaI jaIe, enI akkalane ApaNe joyA karIe ke ohoho... kevI akkalavALI che ! to e ya TADhI paDI jAya pachI. paNa ApaNe ya akkalavALA ane e ya akkalavALI, akkala ja jyAM laDavA mAMDI tyAM zuM

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra thAya te ?! 19 (56) tamAre matabheda vadhAre paDe ke emane vadhAre paDe che ? praznakartA : emane vadhAre paDe che. dAdAzrI : ohoho ! matabheda eTale zuM ? matabhedano artha tamane samajAvuM. A dora kheMcavAnI ramata hoya chene, te joyelI tame ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : be-cAra jaNa A bAju kheMce, be-cAra jaNa pelI bAju kheMce. matabheda eTale dora kheMcavo. eTale ApaNe joI levuM ke A ghera bena khUba jorathI kheMce che ane ApaNe jorathI kheMcIzuM, beu jaNa kheMcIe to pachI zuM jAya ? praznakartA H tUTI jAya. dAdAzrI : ane tUTI jAya to gAMTha vALavI paDe. to gAMTha vALIne pachI calAvavuM, enAM karatAM AkhI rAkhIe e zuM khoTuM ? eTale bahu kheMcene, eTale ApaNe mUkI devuM. praznakartA : paNa bemAMthI mUke koNa ? dAdAzrI : samajaNavALo, jene akkala vadhAre hoya te mUke ane ochI akkalavALo kheMcyA vagara rahe ja nahIM ! eTale ApaNe akkalavALAe mUkI devuM. mUkI devuM te pAchuM ekadama nahIM choDI devuM. ekadama choDI dene to paDI jAya peluM. eTale dhIme dhIme dhIme dhIme mUkavAnuM. eTale mArI joDe koI kheMca karene to dhIme dhIme choDI dauM, nahIM to paDI jAya bicAro. have tame A choDI dezo AvuM ? have choDI detAM AvaDaze ? choDI dezone ? choDI do, nahIM to pachI gAMTha vALIne calAvavuM paDe doraDuM. roja roja gAMTho vALavI e sAruM dekhAya ? pAchuM gAMTha to vALavI ja paDene ! doraDuM to pAchuM calAvavuM ja paDe ne ! tamane kema lAge che ? (60) gharamAM matabheda thato haze ? eka aMze ya nA thavo joIe !! gharamAM jo matabheda thAya to yu Ara anaphITa phora, jo hasabanDa AvuM kare e anaphITa phora hasabanDa ane vAIpha AvuM kare to anaphITa phora vAIpha. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra praznakartA : pati-patnInA jhaghaDAMthI chokarAM para zuM asara thAya ? dAdAzrI : ohoho ! bahu kharAba asara thAya. AvaDo nAno bAbo hoyane, te ya ema joyA kare. A pappo bahu bola bola kare che mArI mammI joDe. pappo ja kharAba che. paNa moMDhe bole nahIM. e jANe ke bolIza to mAraze mane. manamAM noMdha A, noTeDa iTasa kanTenTasa. paNa gharamAM AvuM tophAna jue pachI manamAM rAkhI mele. 'moTo thaIza eTale pappAne ApIza !' nakkI kare ApaNA hAru atyArathI. pachI e moTo thAya eTale Ape ! 'evuM mAravA hAru meM tamane moTAM karyA ?!' 'to tamane koNe moTAM karyA hatA ?" kaheze. 'alyA, tyAM sudhI, mArAM bApA sudhI pahoMcyo ?" tyAre kahe, 'tamArAM dAdA sudhI pahoMcIza.' ApaNe skopa Apyo tyAre ne ?! evI gAMTha vALavA daIe to ApaNI ja bhUla che ne ! gharamAM vaDhIe zuM karavA ? ene vaDhIe ja nahIM eTale bAbo jue ke A kahevuM paDe, pappA keTalA sArAM che ! (61) 20 chokarAo, paraNavAnuM kema nA pADo cho ? meM emane pUchyuM ke, zuM che tamane harakata, te mane kahone ? ke strI tamane gamatI ja nathI ke strI joDe, tame puruSa nathI ke zuM che hakIkata, vAstavikatA ? mane kaho. tyAre kahe, 'nA, amAre lagna nathI karavuM.' meM kahyuM, kema ? tyAre kahe, 'lagnamAM sukha che nahIM evuM ame joI lIdhuM che.' meM kahyuM, 'haju uMmaranAM nathI thayA, paiNyA vagara tane zI rIte khabara paDI, anubhava thayo ?" tyAre kahe, 'amArA mA-bApanuM sukha(!) ame jotAM AvyA chIe.' eTale ame jANI gayA A lokonuM sukha ! A lokone ja sukha nathI to ApaNe paiNIzuM to ApaNe vadhAre duHkhI thaIzuM. eTale evuM bane kharuM ? (64) evuM che ne, atyAre huM kahuM ke bhaI, atyAre bahAra aMdhAruM thaI gayuM che. tyAre A bhaI kahe, nA, ajavALuM che. tyAre huM kahuM ke bhaI, huM tamane rIkvesTa (vinaMtI) karuM, vinaMtI karuM chuM tame pharI juone ! tyAre kahe, 'nA, ajavALuM che.' eTale huM jANuM ke Amane jevuM dekhAya che evuM bole che. mANasanI draSTinI bahAra AgaLa draSTi jaI zake nahIM. eTale pachI huM ene kahI dauM ke tamArA vyUpoInTathI tame barAbara ja cho. have bIjuM mAruM kAma hoya to kaho. eTaluM ja kahyuM, 'yasa, yu Ara karekTa bAya yora vyUpoInTa !' (hA, tame tamArA draSTibiMduthI sAcA cho.) kahIne, huM AgaLa cAlavA mAMDuM.

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra AmanI joDe AkhI rAta kyAM besI rahuM? e to AvA ne AvA ja rahevAnA che. AvI rIte matabhedano ukela lAvI nAkhavAno. (65) - ema mAnIne ke ahIMthI pAMcaso phUTa che. ApaNe eka ekadama sarasa sapheda evo ghoDo Ubho rAkhyo che ane ahIM AgaLa darekane ApaNe dekhADIe ke peluM zuM dekhAya che ? tyAre koI gAya kahe, to ApaNe ene zuM karavuM ? ApaNA ghoDAne koI gAya kahe te ghaDIe ApaNe ene mAravo ke zuM karavuM ? praznakartA : mAravAno nahIM. dAdAzrI : zAthI ? praznakartA : enI draSTithI gAya dekhAI. dAdAzrI : hA... enA cazmA evA che. ApaNe samajI javAnuM ke Ane bicArAne naMbara lAgelA che. eTale eno doSa nathI. eTale ApaNe vaDhAya nahIM. kahevuM ke bhaI, barAbara che tamArI vAta. pachI bIjAne kahIe ke zuM dekhAya che? tyAre kahe ke ghoDo dekhAya che, to ApaNe jANIe ke Ane naMbara nathI. pachI bIjAne kahIe ke zuM dekhAya che ? tyAre kahe, "moTo baLada hoya evuM dekhAya che.' to ApaNe naMbara samajI jaIe enA. nA dekhAya eTale naMbara samajI levA. tamane zuM lAge che ? (66) amAre paiye paMcAvana varSa thayAM. te paccIsa-trIsa varSanI uMmara sudhI jarA bhUlacUka thaI haze jJAna pahelAM, nAnI umaramAM ame hau amuka uMmara sudhI sANasI laIne Ama phaTa daIne pheMkatA'tA. AbarUdAra lokane ! khAnadAna !! cha gAmanA paTela !!! pachI khabara paDI ke mArI A khAnadAnI nIkaLI gaI. AbarUnuM lilAma thaI gayuM. sANasI mArI tyAMthI AbarUnuM lilAma nA thayuM kahevAya ? strIne sANasI mAre ApaNA loka ? aNasamajaNano kothaLo ! te kazuM bIjuM nA jaDyuM to sANasI mArI ! A te kaMI zobhe ApaNane ? praznakartA: sANasI mArI e to eka mAryA pachI patI gayuM. paNa pelA AMtarika matabheda je hoya te bIheviyaramAM (vartanamAM) enuM pariNAma pAme. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra e to bahu bhayaMkara kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : AMtarika matabhedone ? e to bahu bhayaMkara ! paNa meM zodhakhoLa karelI ke A AMtarika matabhedano koI upAya che? to koI zAstramAM jaDyo nahIM. eTale pachI meM zodhakhoLa karI jAte ke Ano upAya ATalo ja che ke huM mArA matane ja kADhI nAkhuM to matabheda nahIM paDe. mAro mata ja nahIM, tamArA mate mata. (69) te mAre eka phero hIrAbA joDe matabheda paDI gayo. huM hau phasAmaNamAM AvI gayo. mArI vAIphane huM 'hIrAbA' kahuM chuM. ame to jJAnI puruSa, amAre to badhAne bA kahevAya ane A bIjI choDIo kahevAya. eTale vAta sAMbhaLavI hoya to kahuM, A to bahu lAMbI vAta nathI, TUMkI vAta che. praznakartA : hA, e vAta kaho ne ! dAdAzrI : eka dahADo matabheda thaI gayo hato. te mArI ja bhUla thaI gaI hatI, emanI bhUla nahotI. praznakartA : e to emanI thaI gaI haze paNa tame kaho cho, mArI bhUla thaI gaI hatI. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa emanI bhUla thaI nathI, mArI bhUla. mAre ja matabheda nathI pADavo. emane to paDe to ya vAMdho nahIM ne nA paDe toya vAMdho nathI. mAre nathI pADavo eTale mArI ja bhUla kahevAya ne ! A Ama karyuM to khurazIne vAgyuM ke mane ? praznakartA : tamane. dAdAzrI : te mAre samajavuM joIe ne ! te pachI eka dahADo matabheda paDyo. huM phasAyo. mane kahe che, "mArA bhAInI cAra choDIo paiNavAnI che, temAM A pahelI choDI paiNe che te ApaNe lagnamAM zuM ApIzuM ?" to AvuM nA pUche to cAle. je Ape te huM 'nA' kahuM nahIM. mane pUchayuM eTale pachI mArI akkala pramANe cAluM. emanA jevI mArAmAM akkala kyAMthI hoya ? pUchayuM eTale meM zuM kahyuM? 'A kabATamAM

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24 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra mahIM cAMdInuM paDyuM chene te Apajone navuM banAvyA karatAM ! A cAMdInA vAsaNa kabATamAM paDI rahyAM che nAnA nAnA, te Apajone ekAda-be !' eTale emaNe mane zuM kahyuM jANo cho ? amArA gharamAM mArI-tArI zabda nA nIkaLe. ApaNuM-ApaNAM ja bolAya. te e evuM bolyAM ke 'tamArA mAmAnI dIkarAnI choDIo paiNe che, tyAM to AvaDA AvaDA cAMdInA tATa Apo cho ne !" have mArA ne tamArA bolyA te dahADe, kAyama ApaNuM ja bole. mArA-tamArA bheda nA bole. pelA bolyA. meM kahyuM, Aje ApaNe phasAI gayA ! huM tarata samajI gayo. eTale huM lAga khoLuM AmAMthI nIkaLavAno, have zI rIte Ane samuM karI levuM ! lohI nIkaLavA mAMDyuM eTale paTTI zI rIte coDavI ke lohI baMdha thaI jAya, e amane AvaDe ! eTale mArI-tArI thaI te dahADe ! 'tamArA mAmAnA dIkarA' kahyuM, ATale sudhI A dazA thaI, mArI aNasamajaNa ATalI UMdhI ! meM kahyuM, "A Thokara vAgavAnI thaI Aja to !" eTale huM tarata ja pharI gayo ! pharI javAno vAMdho nathI. matabheda pADavo tenAM karatAM pharI javuM sAruM. tarata ja pharI gayo Akho ya. meM kahyuM, 'evuM nathI kahevA mAMgato." huM jUThuM bolyo, meM kahyuM, "mArI vAta judI che ne tamArI samajaNamAM jarA phera paDI gayo. evuM huM nathI kaheto !' tyAre kahe, 'to zuM kaho cho ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, 'A cAMdInuM vAsaNa nAnuM Apajo ane bIjA rokaDA pAMcaso rUpiyA Apajo. e emane kAma lAgaze." 'tame to bhoLA cho. ATaluM badhuM apAtuM haze ?" eTale huM samajI gayo ApaNe jItyA ! pachI meM kahyuM, 'to tamAre jeTalA ApavA hoya eTalA Apajo. cAreva bhatrIjI ApaNI choDIo che !" eTale khuza thaI gayA. 'deva jevA che' kahe che ! jo paTTI mArI dIdhIne ! huM samajuM ke ApaNe pAMcaso kahIe to Ape evA mANasa nathI A ! eTale ApaNe emane ja kabajo soMpI do ne ! huM svabhAva jANuM. huM pAMcaso ApuM to e traNaso ApI Ave. eTale bolo, mAre sattA soMpavAmAM vAMdho kharo ? (4) khAtI vakhate khITapITa ! pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra karanAranI bhUla thAya ke nA karanAranI ? praznakartA : karanAranI. dAdAzrI : to 'kaTuM khAruM che' evI nA bhUla kaDhAya. e kaDhI bAjue mUkIne ApaNe bIjuM badhuM khaI levAnuM. kAraNa ke ene Teva che ke AvuM kaMIka e bhula khoLI kADhIne ene dabaDAvavuM. e Adata che ene eTale. paNa te A bahene ya kaMI kAcI nathI. A amerikA Ama kare, to raziyA Ama kare. eTale amerikA-raziyA jevuM thaI gayuM A, kuTuMbamAM, phemilImAM. eTale kolDavaoNra cAlyA ja kare niraMtara mahIM. evuM nahIM, phemilI karI nAkho. eTale huM tamane samajAvIza ke phemilI tarIke kema rahevAya ! A to ghera ghera kakaLATa che. kaDhI khArI thaI, te ApaNe nA bolIe to nA cAle ? opInIyana nA ApIe to e lokone khabara nA paDe ke ApaNe ja kahevuM paDe ? ApaNe tyAM mahemAna AvyA hoyane, mahemAnone ya khAvA nA de. te ApaNe vaLI evA zuM karavA thaIe ? e khAze, to ene khabara nahIM paDe, te vaLI ApaNe bhUMgaLuM vagADavuM ?! praznakartA: kaDhI khArI hoya to "khArI' kahevI ja paDe ne ! dAdAzrI : pachI jIvana khAruM ja thaI jAyane ! tame "khArI' kahIne sAmAne che te apamAna karo cho. e phemilI nA kahevAya ! (83) praznakartA potAnA mANasa hoya to kahevAyane, bIjAne thoDuM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : eTale potAnA mANasane godA mAravA ! praznakartA : kahIe to bIjIvAra sAruM karene ema. dAdAzrI : e sAruM kare ke nA kare. e vAta badhI gappAM che. zA AdhAre thAya che ? e huM jANuM chuM. nathI banAvanAranA hAthamAM sattA ke nathI tamArA kahenAranA hAthamAM sattA. A badhuM sattA kayA AdhAre cAle che ? mATe akSare ya bolavA jevo nathI. (85) tuM thoDo DAhyo thayo ke nA thayo ? thoDo gaNo DAhyo thayo ke nathI thayo haju? thaI javAzene ? DAhyo ! saMpUrNa DAhyo thaI javAnuM. ghera 'vAIpha' kaheze, (75) gharamAM zuM karavA A Dakhala karuM chuM ? kaMI bhUla nA thAya mANasanI !

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 25 are, evAM dhaNI pharI pharI maLajo.' mane atyAra sudhImAM eka bene kahyuM, 'dAdA, dhaNI maLe to Ano A ja maLajo'. 'tuM ekalI bena maLI mane." moDhe bole, paNa pAchaLathI to AvaDuM copaDe. mAre tyAM noMdha che, eka kahenArI maLI ! bAkI strIne vAre ghaDIe ADacheTa ADacheTa nA karAya. 'zAka TADhuM kema thaI gayuM ? dALamAM vaghAra barobara nathI karyo' ema kacakaca zuM karavA kare che ? bAra mahinAmAM ekAda dahADo ekAda zabda bolyA hoya to ThIka che, A to roja ?! "bhAbho bhAramAM to vahu lAjamAM'. ApaNe bhAramAM rahevuM joIe. dALa sArI nA thaI hoya, zAka TATuM thaI gayuM hoya to te kAyadAne AdhIna thAya che. ane bahu thAya tyAre dhIme rahIne vAta karavI hoya to karIe koI vakhata ke, "A zAka roja garama hoya che, tyAre bahu sarasa lAge che." AvI vAta karIe to e Takora samajI jAya. (90) amAre to gharamAM ya koI jANe nahIM ke "dAdA'ne A bhAvatuM nathI ke bhAve che. A rasoI banAvavI te zuM banAvanAranA hAthano khela che ? e to khAnAranA 'vyavasthita'nA hisAbe thALImAM Ave che, temAM Dakho nA karavo joIe. (5) dhaNI khape, dhaNIpaNuM nahIM ! lagna karatI vakhate jue, teno vAMdho nathI, juo. paNa tevI e rahevAnI hoya AkhI jiMdagI, to juo. evI rahe kharI ? jevI joI evI ? paNa pheraphAra thayA vagara rahe ? pachI pheraphAra thazene te sahana nahIM thAya, akaLAmaNa thaI paDe. pachI javuM kyAM ? AvI phasAyA, bhaI, AvI phasAyA ! te paiNavAnuM zAnA hAru? ApaNe bahArathI kamAI lAvIe. e gharanuM kAma kare ne ApaNe saMsAra cAle ne dharma cAle, eTalA hAru paiNavAnuM. ane te baI kahetI hoya ke eka-be bAbAnI jarUra che. to eTalo niveDo lAvI Apo. pachI rAma tArI mAyA ! paNa A to pachI dhaNI thavA bese. mUA, dhaNI zeno thavA besuM chuM te ?! tArAmAM barakata nathI ne dhaNI thavA beTho ! 'huM to dhaNI thauM" kaheze. moTA AvyA dhaNI ! moDhAM juo AmanA, dhaNInAM ! pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra paNa loko to dhaNIpaNuM bajAve chene ? gAyano dhaNI thaI bese, bheMsano paNa, te gAyo ya svIkAratI nathI tamane dhaNI tarIke. e to tame manamAM mAno cho ke A mArI gAya che ! tame to kapAsane ya mArA kaho cho. 'A kapAsa mAro che' kaheze. te kapAsa jANatA ya nathI bicArA. tamArA hoya to tamane dekhatAM vadhe ane tame ghera jAo to nA vadhe, paNa A to rAte hau vadhe kapAsa. kapAsa rAte vadhe ke nA vadhe ? praznakartA : vadhe, vadhe. dAdAzrI : emane kaMI tamArI jarUra nathI. emane to varasAdanI jarUra che. varasAda nA hoya to sUkAI jAya bicArA... praznakartA : paNa, emaNe ApaNuM badhuM dhyAna kema nahIM rAkhavuM ? dAdAzrI : ohoho ! bairI dhyAna rAkhavA hAru pelA lAvyA haze ?! praznakartA : eTalA mATe ja bairI ghera lAvyA chIene ! dAdAzrI : evuM chene, zAstrakAroe kahyuM che ke dhaNIpaNuM karazo nahIM. kharekhara tame dhaNI nathI, pArTanarazIpa che. e to ahIM vyavahAramAM bolAya che ke, vahu ne vara, dhaNI ne dhaNIyANI ! bAkI kharekhara pArTanarazIpa che. dhaNI cho, eTale tamAro hakka-dAvo nathI tamAro, dAvo nA karAya. samajAvI samajAvIne badhuM kAma karIe. praznakartA : kanyAdAna karyuM, dAnamAM kanyA ApI, eTale pachI ApaNe enAM dhaNI ja thaI gayA ne ? dAdAzrI : e sudharelA samAjanuM kAma nathI, e vAIlDa samAjanuM kAma che. ApaNe sudharelA samAje, strIone saheja paNa aDacaNa nA paDe e jovuM joIe, nahIM to tame sukhI nahIM thAva. strIne du:kha ApIne koI sukhI nahIM thayelo. ane je strIe patine kaMI paNa duHkha ApyuM haze, te strIo ya sukhI nahIM thayelI ! (97) e dhaNIpaNAne laIne to A cage che mUo. have dhaNIpaNuM e

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27 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra bhogavavAnuM che, bhogavaTo che A, pArTanarazIpa che. vAIpha joDe pArTanarazIpa che, mAlikIpaNuM nathI. 98). praznakartA : A vAIpha che to baoNsa thaI bese che, tenuM zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : e vAMdho nahIM. e to jalebI-bhajiyAM karI Ape vAIpha. ApaNe kahIe ke ohoho ! teM to bhajiyAM-jalebI karI khavaDAvyA ne ! ema karIne phulAya, pachI kAle TADhI paDI jaze enI meLe, enI gabharAmaNa nahIM rAkhavAnI. e caDhI bese kyAre ? ene jo mUcho Uge to caDhI bese. paNa mUcho UgavAnI che ? game eTalAM DAhyAM thAya, to ya mUcho Uge ? (101) bAkI eka bhava to tamAro hisAba che eTaluM ja pataze. bIjo lAMbo lAMbo hisAba thavAno ja nathI. eka bhava to hisAba cokkasa ja che, to pachI ApaNe zA mATe ThaMDA peTe nA rahevuM ? (102) hinduo to mULathI ja klezI svabhAvanA. tethI kahe chene, hinduo gALe jIvana klezamAM ! paNa musalamAno to evA pAkAM ke bahAra jhaghaDI Ave, paNa ghera bIbI joDe jhaghaDo nA kare. have to amuka muslima lokoya hinduo joDe rahIne bagaDI gayA che. paNa hinduo karatAM A bAbatamAM mane teo DAhyA lAgelA. are, keTalAMka musalamAno to bIbIne hIMcako hau nAkhe ! praznakartA : e hIMcako nAkhatA hatA, miMyAbhAI pelA hIMcako nAkhe e vAta karone ! dAdAzrI : hA. eka dahADo tyAM gayelA, te miyAMbhAIe bIbIne hIMcako nAkhavA mAMDyo ! te meM pUchyuM ke, 'tame AvuM karo cho te caDhI besatI nathI ?" tyAre e kahe ke "e zuM caDhI besavAnI hatI ? enI pAse hathiyAra nathI kazuM nathI." meM kahyuM ke, "amArA hindune to bIka lAge ke bairI caDhI besaze to zuM thaze ? eTale ame hIMcako nathI nAkhatA.' tyAre miyAMbhAI kahe ke, "A hIMcako nAkhavAnuM kAraNa tame jANo cho ?" e to evuM baneluM ke 1943-44mAM ame konTekTa lIdhelo gavarmenTano, temAM eka kaDiyA kAmano uparI hato lebara konTekTavALo. teNe peTA konTekTa laI lIdhelo. enuM nAma ahamadamiyAM, te ahamadamiyAM keTalAMya 28 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra vakhatathI kahe ke sAheba, mere ghara Apa Avo, mere ghara, jhUMpaDImeM Avo. jhUMpaDI bole bicAro. bahu sArA DAhyA hoya bolavAmAM, vartanamAM hoya judI vAta ne na paNa hoya, paNa bolavAmAM jyAM svArtha nA hoya tyAM sAruM lAge. te ahamadamiyAM eka dahADo kahe che, zeTha, Aja amAre ghera ApanA pagalAM pADo. mAre tyAM padhAro to amArI bIbI-baccAM badhAMne AnaMda thAya. tyAre to jJAna-bAna nahIM paNa pelA vicAro bahu suMdara, lAgaNI bahu sarasa badhAne mATe. ApaNe ghera kamAto hoya to ene sAruM, kema karIne kamAya evI paNa bhAvanA ! ane e du:khamAMthI mukta thaI sukhI thaI jAya evI bhAvanA ! A to A joyeluM meM, e kamyuniTImAM zuM zuM enA guNa kevA hoya che te ! meM kahyuM, 'kema nA AvuM ? tAre tyAM pahelo AvuM.' tyAre kahe, 'mAre tyAM to eka ja rUma che, tamane kyAM besADuM ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, 'huM tyAM besI rahIza. mAre to eka khurazI ja joIe. nahIM to khurazI nA hoya to ya mAre cAle, tAre tyAM avazya AvuM. tArI icchA che to huM AvIza." eTale huM to gayo. amAre 'konTrAkTara'no dhaMdho eTale amAre musalamAnane ghera paNa javAnuM thAya, ame tenI cA pIe ya kharA ! amAre koInI joDe judAI nA hoya. (106) meM kahyuM, 'alyA, A ... eka ja rUma moTI che ane A bIjI to A saMDAsa jeTalI ja nAnI che.' tyAre kahe, 'sAheba kyA kare ! hamAre garIba ke lIye itanA bahota hai.' kahyuM, 'tArA vAIpha kyAM suI jAya che ?" tyAre kahe, 'ye hI ja rUmameM. ye beDarUma kaho, ye DAIniMga rUma kaho, ye saba ye hI." meM kahyuM, 'ahamadamiyAM, orata ke sAtha kucha jhaghaDA-baghaDA hotA nahIM hai ke ?" "ye kyA bolA ?" meM kahyuM, 'zuM ?" tyAre e kahe, "kabhI nahIM hotA hai. aisA murkha AdamI nahIM hama.' 'alyA, matabheda ?' tyAre kahe, 'nahIM, matabheda orata ke sAtha nahIM." zuM kahe che, bIbI joDe mAre vaDhavADa nA hoya. meM kahyuM, 'koI dahADo bIbI gusse thaI jAya tyAre ?" to kahe, "pyArI, A bahAra pelo sAheba herAna kare che ne tuM pAchuM herAna karIzane to mAruM zuM thaze ?' eTale cUpa thaI jAya ! meM kahyuM, 'matabheda paDato nathI, eTale bhAMjagaDa nahIMne ?" tyAre kahe,

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29 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra nA, matabheda paDe to, e kyAM sUI jAya ane huM kyAM sUI jAuM? ahIM be-traNa mALa hoya to huM jANuM ke trIje mALa jato rahuM ! paNa A to enI e ja rUmamAM sUI javAnuM. e AmanI pharIne sUI jAya ne huM Amano pharIne sUI jAuM pachI zuM majA Ave ? AkhI rAta UMgha nA Ave. paNa atyAre to zeTha huM kyAM jAuM ?! eTale A bIbIne to koI dahADo huM du:kha ApuM nahIM. bIbI mane mAre to ya du:kha na ApuM. eTale huM bahAra badhAMnI joDe vaDhI AvuM, paNa bIbI joDe 'kliyara rAkhavAnuM ! vAIphane kazuM nA karAya.' caLa AvatI hoya to bahAra vaDhIne Ave paNa ahIM gharamAM nahIM. bIbIe saliyAne gosa lAvavA kahyuM hoya, have saliyAne pagAra ocho maLato hoya, te bicAro gosa zI rIte lAve ? saliyAne bIbI mahinAthI kahe kahe karatI hoya ke A chokarAMone badhAne bicArAne sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa kare che, have gosa to laI Avo. pachI eka dahADo bIbI manamAM bahu akaLAya tyAre pelo kahe, Aja to laIne AvIza. miyAMbhAI pAse javAba rokaDo e jANe ke javAba udhAra daIza to gALAgALI deze. te pachI kahI de ke Aja lAuMgA. ema kahIne chaTakIne Ave. jo javAba Ape nahIM to jatI vakhate bIbI kaca kaca kare. eTale tarata pojhiTiva javAba ApI de ke Aja le AuMgA. kidhara se bhI le AuMgA. eTale bIbI jANe ke Aje to laIne Ave eTale pachI rAMdhIe. paNa pelo Ave ne khAlI hAthe dekhe eTale bIbI bUmAbUma karavA mAMDe. saliyo Ama to bahu pAko hoya eTale bIbIne samajAvI de ke, "yAra merI hAlata maiM jAnatA huM, tuma kyA samaje !' evA eka-be vAkya bole pachI bIbI kaheze, 'sAruM, pharI lAvajo.' paNa dazapaMdara dahADe pharI bIbI bUmo pADe to pAcho "merI hAlata meM jAnatA huM' evuM bole ne to bIbI khuza thaI jAya. e koI dahADo jhaghaDo nA kare. ane ApaNA loka to te ghaDIe kaheze ke tuM mane dabAya dabAya karuM chuM ? alyA, AvuM strI pAse nA bolAya. eno artha ja iTaselpha bole che, tuM dabAyelo chuM. alyA, paNa tane zI rIte dabAve ? jyAM paiNatI vakhate paNa tAro hAtha upara to rAkhe che, to tane e zI rIte dabAve ? hAtha upara rAkhIne paraNyo che te vakhate e Aja dabAvI jAya to ApaNe zAMta rahevAnuM. jene nirbaLatA hoya e cIDhAI jAya. (107) pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra pachI che te eka hakImano chokaro Avyo hato, auraMgAbAdamAM. eNe jANyuM haze ke A dAdA pAse kaMIka adhyAtmajJAna jANavA jevuM che. eTale e chokaro Avyo, paccIsa ja varSanI uMmarano. te meM to satsaMganI badhI vAta karI A jagatanI. kAraNa ke vaijJAnika rIta sArI che, ApaNe sAMbhaLavA jevI che. atyAra sudhI cAlyuM te jamAnA pramANe lakhAyeluM che. jevo jamAno hato ne tevuM varNana kareluM che. eTale jamAno jema jema pharato jAya tema varNana vadhatuM jAya. ane payagaMbara sAheba eTale zuM ? khudAno paigAma ahIM lAvI ane badhAMne pahoMcADe enuM nAma payagaMbara sAheba. meM to gammata karI enI. meM kahyuM, 'alyA, zAdI-bAdI karI che ke ema ne ema pharyA karuM chuM ?" "zAdI karI che' kahe che. meM kahyuM, 'kyAre karI ? mane bolAvyo nahIM teM ?" 'dAdAjI, huM jANuM nahIM tamane, nahIM to huM te dahADe bolAvata. cha mahinA ja thayA haju zAdI karyAne' kahe che. gammata karI jarA. keTalA vakhata namAja paDhuM ? sAheba, pAMce pAMca vakhata' kahe che. alyA, rAtre zI rIte tane namAja phAve che traNa vAge ? 'karavAnI ja, emAM cAle ja nahIM' kahe che. traNa vAge UThIne karavAnI. mArI nAnI uMmaramAMya karato Avyo chuM. mArA phAdhara hakIma sAhebeya karatA ! have pachI meM kahyuM, 'have to bIbI AvI, have zI rIte bIbI karavA de tane traNa vAge ?" bIbIe ya mane kahyuM che, 'tamArI namAja paDhI levI." tyAre meM kahyuM, 'bIbI joDe jhaghaDo thato nathI ?" "e zuM bolyA ? e zuM bolyA ?" meM kahyuM, 'kema ?" ohoho ! bIbI to muMha kA pAna ! e mane vaDhe to huM calAvI lauM. sAheba, bIbI thakI to huM jIvuM chuM. bIbI mane khUba sukha Ape che. khUba sAruM sAruM bhojana banAvIne jamADe che, ene du:kha kema devAya ? have ATaluM samaje to ya bahu sAruM. bIbI upara jora nA kare. nA samajavuM joIe ? bIbIno kaMI guno che ? "muMha kA pAna' gAlI de toya vAMdho nahIM. bIjo koI gAlI de to joI lauM, le tyAre e lokone keTalI kiMmata che ? (111) (6) sAmAnI bhUla kADhavAnI Teva ! praznakartA : bhUla kADhIe to kharAba lAge ene ane nA kADhe to ya kharAba lAge. dAdAzrI : nA, nA, nA, kharAba nA lAge. ApaNe bhUla nA kADhIe, to

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31 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra e kaheze, 'kaDhI khArI thaI to ya bolyA nahIM !" tyAre kahIe, 'tamane khabara paDaze ne, mAre zuM karavA kahevuM ?" paNa A to kaDhI khArI thaI gaI hoya to moDhuM bagADe, kaTuM khAruM thayuM che. mUA, A kaI jAtanA mANaso che. Ane dhaNI tarIke kema rakhAya te ?! kADhI melavo joIe dhaNIne to ! AvA nabaLA dhaNIo ! alyA, e baI nathI samajatI, te tuM vaLI kahuM chuM ? mAthAphoDa karuM chuM? e to emane chAtIe ghA nA lAge, baLyuM ! manamAM kaheze, A kaMI huM na hatI samajatI ?! A to mane bANa mAre che, mUo. A mUo kALamUkho, roja mArI bhUlo ja kADha kADha kare che. to ApaNA loko jANI joIne A bhUlo kADhe che tethI A saMsAra vadhAre bagaDato jAya che. tamane kema lAge che ? eTale thoDuM ApaNe vicAra karIe to zuM vAMdho che? (114) praznakartA : AvI bhUla kADhIe to pachI enAthI pharIthI bhUla nA thAyane ? dAdAzrI : ohoho, eTale upadezanuM kAraNa thAya eTalA mATe ! huM, te bhUla kADhavAno vAMdho nathI, huM tamane zuM kahuM chuM, bhUla kADho paNa e pote upakAra mAne to bhUla kADho ke tame sAruM thayuM A mane bhUla dekhADI. mane to khabara ja nahIM. te upakAra mAno cho ?! bena, tuM emano upakAra mAnuM chuM? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : to pachI eno artha zuM kADhavAno ? je bhUla e jANatI hoya, tene tamAre kADhavAno artha zuM che ? ene kALamukhA kahe che strIo, ke mUo kALamukho jyAre tyAre bolIne Ubho rahe che. e je jANatI hoya bhUla e ApaNAthI kaDhAya nahIM. bIjuM kaMI paNa thayuM hoya ke kaDhI khArI thaI hoya pachI zAka bagaDI gayuM hoya, to e khAya to e jANe ke nA jANe ? mATe ApaNe kahevAnI jarUra nA hoya ! paNa bhUla e nA jANatI hoya, te ApaNe kahIe to e upakAra mAne. bAkI e jANatI hoya te bhUla kADhavI e to guno che. ApaNA loko inDiyano ja kADhe che. (115) huM to sAMtAkrUjhamAM trIje mALe beTho houM to cA Ave. te jarA koI dahADo khAMDa bhUlI gayA hoya to huM pI javuM ane te ya dAdAnA nAmathI. mahIM dAdAne kahyuM, 'cAnI mahIM khAMDa nAkho, sAheba.' te dAdA nAkhI Ape ! eTale pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra khAMDa vagaranI cA Ave to pI jaIe, basa. amAre to kazo Dakho ja nahIM ne ! ane pachI pelAM khAMDa laIne doDadhAma karIne Ave. meM kahyuM, 'bhaI, kema khAMDa lAvyo ? A cAnA kapa-rakAbI laI jA." tyAre kahe, 'tame cA moLI hatI te khAMDa mAMgI nahIM !' kahyuM, 'huM zuM karavA kahuM ?" tamane samajaNa paDe evI vAta che ?! (116) eka bhAIne pUchyuM, 'gharamAM koI divasa vAIphanI bhUla kADhuM chuM ?" tyAre kahe, 'e che bhUlavALI eTale bhUla ja kADhavI paDe ne !' meM kahyuM, 'akkalano kothaLo Avyo A ! vecavA jaIe to cAra AnA bAradAnanA Ave nahIM ane e mAnI beTho ke A vahu bhUlavALI, le !' (117) praznakartA H ghaNAM potAnI bhUla samajatA hoya, chatAM sudhare nahIM to? dAdAzrI : e kahevAthI sudhare nahIM. kahevAthI to avaLo thAya ulaTo. e to ko'ka phero jyAre vicAravA gayo hoya tyAre ApaNe kahIe ke A bhUla kevI rIte sudhare ? sAmAsAmI vAtacIta karo, Ama phrenDazIpanI peTha. vAIpha joDe phrenDazIpa rAkhavI joIe. nA rAkhavI joIe ? bIjA joDe phrenDazIpa rAkho cho. phrenDanI joDe AvuM kakaLATa karyA karo cho roja roja ? enI bhUla DirekTa dekhADa dekhADa karAvatA hazo ? nA ! kAraNa ke phrenDazIpa TakAvavI che. ane A to paiNelI kyAM jatI rahevAnI che ?! AvuM ApaNane zobhe nahIM. jIvana evuM banAvo ke bagIcA jevuM. gharamAM matabheda nA hoya, kazuM nA hoya, evuM ghara Ama bagIcA jevuM lAge ne gharamAM jarAya Dakhala nA thavA daIe koIne. sahejeya nAnA chokarAnI bhUlla e jo jANato hoya to nA dekhADAya. nA jANato hoya te ja bhUla dekhADAya. (118) e to khoTuM gAMDapaNa hatuM dhaNIpaNuM thavAnuM. eTale dhaNIpaNuM nA bajAvavuM joIe. dhaNIpaNuM to enuM nAma kahevAya ke sAmo pratikAra nA thAya, tyAre jANavuM ke dhaNIpaNuM che. A to tarata pratikAra ! gharamAM to strIne to sahu koI kaTa kaTa kare, e vIranI nizAnI nathI. vIra to koNa kahevAya ke strIne ke gharamAM chokarAMne koIne ya harakata na thAya. chokaruM jarA ADe bole paNa mA-bApa bagaDe nahIM tyAre kharuM kahevAya. chokaruM to bALaka kahevAya. tamane kema lAge che, nyAya zuM kahe che ? (119)

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra kyA guNane mATe ApaNe Takora karavI paDe ke jenI ene samajaNa nA hoya ! te ApaNe ene samajaNa ApavI joIe. ene potAnI samajaNa che, tene ApaNe kahIe eTale eno IgoIjhama ghavAya pachI. ane pachI e tamAre mATe lAga jue, ke mArA bhAgamAM AvavA done eka dahADo. lAganI rAha jue. te AvuM zA mATe karavAnI jarUra ? eTale e je jemAM samajI zake evuM che tyAM AgaLa ApaNe Takora mAravAnI jarUra nA hoya. (12) vadhAre kaDavuM hoya to ApaNe ekalAe pI javuM. paNa strIone kema pIvA devAya ? kAraNa ke AphaTara oNla ApaNe mahAdevajI chIe. na hoya mahAdevajI ApaNe ? puruSo mahAdevajI jevA hoya. vadhAre paDatuM kaDavuM hoya to kahIe, 'tuM tArI meLe sUI jA, huM pI jaIza.' beno ya mahIM saMsAramAM sahakAra nathI ApatI bicArI ? pachI enI joDe kema Dakhala thAya ? ene kaMIka du:kha apAI gayuM hoya to ApaNe pazcAtApa karavo joIe khAnagImAM ke have nahIM duHkha ApuM kahIe. mArI bhUla thaI A. gharamAM kayA prakAranA duHkho thAya che ? kayA prakAranA jhaghaDA thAya che ? kayA prakAranA matabheda thAya che ? e jo banne jaNa lakhI lAvatA hoyane to ene eka kalAkamAM ja badhAno niveDo lAvI ApuM. aNasamajaNathI ja UbhAM thAya che ? bIjuM kazuM nahIM. (123) ApaNA gharanI vAta gharamAM rahe evuM phemilI tarIke jIvana jIvavuM joIe. eTaluM pheraphAra karo to bahu sAruM kahevAya. kleza to hovo ja nA joIe. ApaNe jeTalA DaoNlara Ave eTalAmAM samAveza karI levAno. ane tamAre che te paisAnI sagavaDa nA hoya to sADIo mATe utAvaLa nahIM karavI joIe. tamAreya vicAra karavo joIe ke dhaNIne aDacaNamAM, muzkelImAM nahIM mUkavo joIe. chUTa hoya to vAparavA. (7) gADI'to gama mUDa A to rAtre koI vakhata dhaNIne ghera AvatAM moDuM thaI jAya, koIka saMjogomAM, haM... ATaluM badhuM moDuM avAtuM haze ? to e nathI jANatA. e moDuM thAya che ? emane mahIM cUna cUna thatuM hoya, bahuM moDuM thayuM, bahu moDuM thayuM. temAM pAchAM A vAIpha evuM gAya ke ATaluM badhuM moDuM avAtuM haze ! 34 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra bicArA ! A miniMgalesa vAto badhI AvI karavI ! tane samajAya che evuM? eTale ApaNe e A moDA Avene, te dahADe ApaNe joI levuM ke mUDa kemano che ! eTale pachI tarata ja kahevuM ke pahelI cA-bA pIne pachI jamavA beso eTale mUDamAM Ave pachI. mUDa avaLo hoya to ApaNe jarA emane cA-pANI karIne khuza karIe. jema polIsavALo Avyo hoya, ApaNe mUDa nA hoya to ya cA-pANI nathI karatA ? A to potAno eTale khuza nahIM karavAno ? potAno eTale khuza karavo paDe ! ghaNAM kharAM tamane badhAne khabara haze, kadAca gADI mUDamAM nathI hotI evuM nathI banatuM ? garama thaI gayelI. to ApaNe ene lAkaDI mAra mAra karIe to ! ene mUDamAM lAvavA mATe ThaMDI mUkI devAnI jarA, e reDieTara pheravavAnuM, paMkho pheravavAno. nA karAya ? (13) praznakartA : brAnDI baMdha karAvavI kevI rItanA ? dAdAzrI : tamArA gharamAM prema dekhe eTale badhuM ya choDI de. premanI khAtara dareka vastu choDI devA taiyAra che. A prema nA dekhe eTale brAnDI joDe prema kare, phalANA joDe prema kare, nahIM to bIca upara pharyA kare. 'alyA mUA, ahIM zuM tArA bApe dADhyuM che, gharamAM jAne !' tyAre kahe, 'ghera to mane gamatuM ja nathI." (131) (8) sudhAravuM ke sudharavuM ? eTale A sagAI rileTiva che. eTale ghaNA mANaso zuM kare che ke bairIne sudhAravA mATe eTalA badhA jakke caDhe che ke te premanI dora tuTI jAya tyAM sudhI jakke caDhe che. e zuM jANe che ke A mAre sudhAravI ja joIe ane, alyA mUA, tuM sudharane ! tuM sudhara ekavAra. ane A to riyala nathI, rileTiva che ! chUTuM thaI jaze. mATe ApaNe jUThuM to jUThuM paNa enI gADI pATA para caDhAvI de ne ! ahIMthI pATe caDhI gaI eTale sTezane pahoMcI jaze, haDahaDATa. eTale A rileTiva che ane sAcavIne-manAvIne Ama ukela lAvI devAno. (136) praznakartA : prakRti nA sudhare, paNa vyavahAra to sudhAravo joIene ? (126)

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 35 dAdAzrI : vyavahAra to lokone AvaDato ja nathI. vyavahAra ko'ka dahADo AvaDyo hota, are, aDadho kalAke ya AvaDyo hota to ya ghaNuM thaI gayuM ! vyavahAra to samajyA ja nathI. vyavahAra eTale zuM ? upalaka ! vyavahAra eTale satya nahIM. A to vyavahArane satya ja mAnI lIdhuM che. vyavahAramAM satya eTale 'rileTiva' satya. te ahIMnI noTo sAcI hoya ke khoTI hoya, beu 'tyAM'nA sTezane kAma lAgatI nathI. mATe mela pULo Ane ane ApaNe 'ApaNuM' kAma kADhI lo. vyavahAra eTale dIdheluM pAchuM ApIe te. hamaNAM koI kahe ke, 'bhaI, tamArAmAM akkala nathI.' to ApaNe jANIe ke A dIdheluM ja pAchuM AvyuM ?! A jo samajo to tenuM nAma vyavahAra kahevAya. atyAre vyavahAra koIne che ja nahIM. jene vyavahAra vyavahAra che, eno nizcaya nizcaya che. (145) koI kaheze ke, 'bhaI, ene sIdhI karo.' are, ene sIdhI karavA jaIza to tuM vAMko thaI jaIza. mATe 'vAIpha'ne sIdhI karavA jazo nahIM, jevI hoya tene 'karekTa' kahIe. ApaNe enI joDe kAyamanuM sAduM-sahiyAruM hoya to judI vAta che, A to eka avatAra pachI to kyAMya vikharAI paDaze. baMnenA maraNakALa judAM, baMnenA karama judAM ! kazuM levAya nahIM ne devAya nahIM ! ahIMthI te kone tyAM jaze tenI zI khabara ? ApaNe sIdhI karIe ne AvatA janme jAya ko'kane bhAge ! (145) pote sIdho thayo hoya te ja sAmAne sudhArI zake. prakRti dhAkadhamakIthI nA sudhare ke nA vaza thAya. dhAkadhamakIthI to jagata UbhuM thayuM che. dhAkadhamakIthI to prakRti vizeSa bagaDe. sAmAne sudhAravA mATe tame dayALu ho to vaDhazo nahIM. ene sudhAravA to mAthuM toDI nAkhe evo maLI ja jaze. je ApaNA rakSaNamAM hoya, tenuM bhakSaNa kyAMthI karAya ? je potAnA hAtha nIce Avyo tenuM to rakSaNa karavuM, e ja moTAmAM moTo dhyeya hovo joIe. eno guno thayo hoya to ya enuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe. A pAkistAnI sainiko atyAre badhA ahIM kedI che, chatAM ya temane kevuM rakSaNa Ape che ! tyAre A to gharanAM ja chene ? A to bahAranA joDe miMyAuM thaI jAya, tyAM jhaghaDo nA kare ne ghera ja badhuM kare. (147) 36 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (9) komanasensathI, eDajasTa evarIvhera ! koInI joDe matabheda paDavo ane bhIMta joDe athaDAvuM e be sarakhI vastu che, e bemAM phera nathI. A bhIMtanI joDe athaDAya che, e nahIM dekhAvAthI athaDAya che ne pelo matabheda paDe che te paNa nahIM dekhAvAthI matabheda paDe che. AgaLanuM ene dekhAtuM nathI, AgaLanuM ene solyuzana jaDatuM nathI eTale matabheda paDe che. A krodha thAya che, te paNa nahIM dekhAvAthI krodha thAya che. A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha badhuM kare che e nahIM dekhAvAthI ja badhuM kare che ! te Ama vAtane samajavI joIene ! vAge teno doSane, bhIMtano kaMI doSa kharo ? te A jagatamAM badhI bhIMto ja che. bhIMta athaDAya eTale ApaNe kharI-khoTI karavA enI joDe nathI jatAMne ? ke A mAruM kharuM che (176) evuM laDhavA mATe bhAMjagaDa nathI karatAMne ? je athaDAya chene te ApaNe samajIe ke e bhIMto ja che. pachI bAraNuM kyAM che enI tapAsa karavI to aMdhArAmAM ya bAraNuM jaDe. Ama hAtha halAvatAM halAvatAM jaIe to bAraNuM jaDe ke nA jaDe ? ane tyAMthI pachI chaTakI javAnuM. athaDAvuM nathI evo kAyado pALo joIe ke koInI athaDAmaNamAM AvavuM (177) nathI. (10) be DipArTamenTa tokhAM... puruSe strInI bAbatamAM hAtha nA ghAlavo ne strIe puruSanI bAbatamAM hAtha nA ghAlavo. dareke potapotAnAM 'DipArTamenTa'mAM ja rahevuM. praznakartA : strInuM DipArTamenTa karyuM ? zemAM zemAM puruSoe hAtha nA ghAlavo ? dAdAzrI : evuM che, khAvAnuM zuM karavuM, ghara kema calAvavuM te badhuM strInuM DipArTamenTa che. ghauM kyAMthI lAve che, kyAMthI nathI lAvatI te ApaNe jANavAnI zI jarUra ? e jo ApaNane kahetA hoya ke ghauM lAvavAmAM aDacaNa paDe che to e vAta judI che. paNa ApaNane e kahetAM nA hoya, rezana batAvatAM nA hoya, to ApaNe 'DipArTamenTamAM hAtha ghAlavAnI jarUra ja zI? 'Aje dUdhapAka karajo, Aje jalebI karajo', e ya ApaNe kahevAnI jarUra zI ?

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 37 TAIma Avaze tyAre e mUkaze. emanuM 'DipArTamenTa' e emanuM svataMtra ! vakhate bahu icchA thaI hoya to kahevuM ke, "Aje lADu banAvaje.' kahevA mATe nA nathI kaheto, paNa bIjI ADI-avaLI, amathI amathI bUmAbUma kare ke 'kaDhI khArI thaI, khArI thaI te badhuM gama vagaranuM che. (182) eTale kharo mANasa to gharanI bAbatamAM hAtha ja nA ghAle, ene puruSa kahevAya ! nahIM to strI jevo hoya. keTalAka mANaso to gharamAM jaIne masAlAnAM DabbAmAM jue ke, "A be mahinA para lAvyA hatA te eTalI vAramAM thaI rahyA." alyA, AvuM jue che te kyAre pAra Ave ? e jenuM 'DipArTamenTa' hoya, tene ciMtA nA hoya ? kAraNa ke vastu to vaparAyA kare ne levAyA ya kare. paNa A vagara kAmano doDha DAhyo thavA jAya ! emanAM rasoDA DipArTamenTamAM hAtha ghAlavo joIe nahIM. (183) zarUAtanAM trIsa varSa sudhI jarA bhAMjagaDa thayelI. pachI vINI vINIne badhuM kADhI nAkhyuM ne Divijhana karI nAkhyA ke rasoDA khAtuM tamAruM ane kamANI khAtuM amAruM, kamAvavAnuM amAre. tamArA khAtAmAM amAre hAtha ghAlavAno nahIM. amArA khAtAmAM tamAre hAtha nahIM ghAlavAno. zAkabhAjI emaNe laI AvavAnI. paNa amArA gharano rivAja tame joyo hoya to bahu suMdara lAge. hIrAbA jyAM sudhI zarIra sAruM hatuM tyAM sudhI bahAra poLane nAke che te zAkanI dukAna, tyAM jAte zAka levA jAya. to ApaNe beThA hoya to hIrAbA mane pUche, "zuM zAka lAvuM ?" tyAre huM emane kahyuM, 'tamane ThIka lAge che.' pachI e laI Ave. paNa evuM ne evuM roja cAle, eTale pachI mANasa zuM thaI jAya ? e pachI pUchavAnuM baMdha rAkhe. baLyuM, ApaNane e zuM kahe che, tamane ThIka lAge che. te pAMca-sAta dahADA nA pUche, eTale pachI eka dahADo huM kahuM ke, 'kema A kArelA lAvyA ?" tyAre e kahe che, "huM to pUchuM chuM tyAre kaho cho, tamane ThIka lAge che ane have zuM lAvI tyAre tame bhUla kADho cho ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, 'nA, ApaNe evo rivAja rAkhavAno. tamAre mane pUchavuM, zuM zAka lAvuM ? tyAre huM tamane kahuM ke tamane ThIka lAge che. e ApaNo rivAja cAlu rAkhajo.' te emaNe TheTha sudhI cAlu rAkhelo. AmAM besanArane ya zobhA lAge pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra ke kahevuM paDe, A gharano rivAja ! eTale ApaNo vyavahAra bahAra sAro dekhAvo joIe. ekapakSI nA thavuM joIe. mahAvIra bhagavAna kevA pAko hatA ! vyavahAra ane nizcaya banne ya judA, ekapakSI nahIM. nA jue vyavahArane ? loko jue ya kharA ne rojeya. "roja e bAbata tamane pUche ?" meM kahyuM, 'hA, roja pUche." "to thAkI nA jAya ?" kahe che. meM kahyuM, 'alyA, zAnA thAkavAnA bA ! kaMI meDA caDhavAnA ke DuMgara upara caDhavAnA hatA te ?" ApaNA beno vyavahAra loko dekhe evuM karo. (187) praznakartA : strIe puruSanI kaI bAbatamAM hAtha nA ghAlavo ? dAdAzrI : puruSanI koI bAbatamAM Dakho ja nA karavo. 'dukAnamAM keTalo mAla Avyo ? keTalo gayo ? Aje moDA kema AvyA ?" pelAne pachI kahevuM paDe ke, "Aje navanI gADI cUkI gayo." tyAre bena kaheze ke, "evA kevA pharo cho ke gADI cUkI javAya ?" eTale pachI pelA ciDhAI jAya. pelAne manamAM ema thAya ke AvuM bhagavAna paNa pUchanAra hota to tene mArata. paNa ahIM AgaLa zuM kare have ? eTale vagara kAmanA DakhA kare che. bAsamatInA cokhA sarasa rAMdhe ne pachI mahIM kAMkarA nAkhIne khAya ! emAM zuM svAda Ave ? strI-puruSe ekamekane 'helpa' karavI joIe. dhaNIne ciMtA-varIjha rahetI hoya, to tene kema karIne varIjha nA thAya evuM strI bolatI hoya. ane dhaNI paNa bairI muzkelImAM nA mUkAya evuM joto hoya. dhaNIe paNa samajavuM joIe ke strIne ghera chokarAM keTalAM herAna karatAM haze ? gharamAM tUTa-phUTe to puruSe bUma nA pADavI joIe. paNa te ya loko bUmo pADe ke "gaye vakhate sarasamAM sarasa Dajhana kapa-rakAbI lAvyo hato, te tame e badhA kema toDI nAkhyA ? badhuM khalAsa karI nAkhyuM.' eTale pelI benane manamAM lAge ke, "meM toDI nAkhyA ? mAre kaMI ene khaI javA hatAM ? tUTI gayA te tUTI gayA, temAM huM zuM karuM ?" 'mI kAya karuM ?" kaheze. have tyAM vaDhavADo. jyAM kazI levAya nahIM ne devAya nahIM. jyAM vaDhavAnuM koI kAraNa ja nathI tyAM ya laDhavAnuM ?! (10) | Divijhana to meM pahelethI, nAnapaNamAMthI pADI dIdhelAM ke bhaI, A rasoDA khAtuM emanuM ane dhaMdhAnuM khAtuM mAruM. nAnapaNamAM mane dhaMdhAmAM hisAba pUche, gharanI strI hoya to mAruM magaja pharI jAya. kAraNa ke tamArI lAIna nahIM. tame vidhAuTa enI kanekzana pUcho cho ? kanekzana (anusaMdhAna)

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39 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra sahita hovuM joIe. e pUche, "A sAla zuM kamAyA ?" meM kahyuM, 'AvuM nA pUchAya tamArAthI. A to amArI parsanala meTara thaI. tame AvuM pUcho cho ? to kAle savAre pAMcaso rUpiyA koIne ApI Avyo houM to tame mAruM tela kADhI nAkho." ko'kane ApI AvyA to kaheze, 'AvuM lokone Apo cho ne paisA jatA raheze.' evuM tame tela kADhI nAkho. eTale parsanala meTaramAM tamAre hAtha nahIM ghAlavAno. (192) (11) zaMkA bALe sonAnI laMkA gharamAM moTA bhAganI vaDhavADo atyAre zaMkAthI UbhI thaI jAya che. A kevuM che ke zaMkAthI spaMdano UDe ne e spaMdanonA bhaDakA jAge. ane jo niHzaMka thAyane to bhaDakA enI meLe zamI jAya. dhaNI-dhaNiyANI beu zaMkAvALA thAya to pachI bhaDakA zI rIte zame ? ekane niHzaMka thaye ja chUTako. mA-bAponI vaDhavADothI bALakonA saMskAra bagaDe. mATe bALakanA saMskAra nA bagaDe eTalA mATe banne jaNAe samajIne nikAla lAvavo joIe. A zaMkA kADhe koNa ? ApaNuM A "jJAna" to saMpUrNa niHzaMka banAve tevuM che ! (209) eka dhaNIne enI vAipha para zaMkA paDelI. e baMdha thAya ? nA. e lAIpha TAIma zaMkA kahevAya. kAma thaI gayuMne, puNyazALI (!) puNyazALI mANasane thAya ne ! evI vAIphane ya dhaNI para zaMkA paDI, te ya AkhI lAIpha TAIma nA jAya. praznakartA : na karavI hoya ne chatAM thAya e zuM ? dAdAzrI : potApaNuM, mAlikIpaNuM. mAro dhaNI che. dhaNI bhale hoya, dhaNIno vAMdho nathI. mAro kahevAmAM vAMdho nathI, mamatA rAkhavI nahIM. mAro kahevAno, mAro dhaNI ema bolavAnuM paNa mamatA nahIM rAkhavI. (212) A duniyAmAM be vastu rAkhavI. UparacoTiyA (upalaka) khAtarI khoLavI ane UparacoTiyA zaMkA karavI. UMDA UtaravuM nahIM. ane aMte to khAtarI karanAro pachI meDa thAya, menTala haoNspiTalamAM loka ghAlI de. A vahune eka dahADo kahe, 'tuM cokhkhI chuM, enI khAtarI zuM ?" tyAre vahu zuM kahe, "jaMgalI mUo che.' 40 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra A choDIo bahAra jatI hoya, bhaNavA jatI hoya to ya Ama zaMkA. 'vAIpha' upara ya zaMkA. evo badho dago ! gharamAM ya dago ja chene atyAre ! A kaLiyugamAM potAnA gharamAM ja dago hoya. kaLiyuga eTale dagAno kALa. kapaTa ne dago, kapaTa ne dago, kapaTa ne dago ! emAM zuM sukhane mATe kare che? te ya bhAna vagara, bebhAnapaNe ! nirmaLa buddhizALIne tyAM kapaTa ne dago nA hoya. A to 'phUliza' mANasane tyAM atyAre dago ne kapaTa hoya. kaLiyuga eTale 'phUliza" je bhegAM thayA che ne ! (214) lokoe kahyuM hoya, A nAlAyaka mANasa che, to ya ApaNe ene lAyaka kahevo. kAraNa ke vakhate nAlAyaka nA paNa hoya ne ene nAlAyaka kahezo to bahu doSa besaze. sati hoya ne jo vezyA kahevAI gaI to bhayaMkara guno, tenuM keTalAMya avatAra sudhI bhogavyA karavuM paDaze. mATe koInA ya cAritra saMbaMdhamAM bolazo nahIM. kAraNa ke e khoTuM nIkaLe to ? lokanA kahevAthI ApaNe ya kahevA lAgIe, to emAM ApaNI zI kiMmata rahI ? ame to evuM koI dahADo ya koInuM bolIe nahIM ne koIne ya bolyo nathI. huM to hAtha ja nA ghAluM ne ! e javAbadArI koNa che ? koInA cAritra saMbaMdhI zaMkA nA karAya. moTuM jokhama che. zaMkA to ame kyAreya lAvIe nahIM. jokhama ApaNe zuM karavA laIe ? eka jaNane enI 'vAipha para zaMkA AvyA kare. tene meM kahyuM ke zaMkA zene lIdhe thAya che ? te joyuM tene lIdhe zaMkA thAya che ? zuM nahotuM joyuM tyAre nahotuM banatuM AvuM ? ApaNA loko to pakaDAya tene cora kahe, paNa pakaDAyo nathI te badhA mahIMthI cora ja che. paNa A to pakaDAyo tene cora kahe che. alyA, ene zuM karavA cora kahe che ? e to suMvALo hato. ochI corI karI che tethI pakaDAyo. vadhAre corI karanAra pakaDAtAM haze ? (215) mATe jene bairInA cAritrya saMbaMdhI zAMti joItI hoya to teNe raMge ekadama kALI chuMdaNAvALI bairI lAvavI ke jethI enuM koI gharAka ja nA thAya, koI ene saMghare ja nahIM. ane e ja ema kahe ke, "mane koI saMgharanArA nathI. A eka dhaNI maLyA e ja saMghare che." eTale e tamane 'sinsiyara' rahe, bahu 'sinsiyara' rahe. bAkI, rUpALI hoya tene to loka bhogave ja. rUpALI hoya eTale lokonI draSTi bagaDavAnI ja ! koI rUpALI vahu lAve to

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra amane e ja vicAra Ave ke AnI zI dazA thaze ! kALI chUMdaNAvALI hoya to ja 'sephasAIDa' rahe. vahu bahu rUpALI hoya tyAre pelo bhagavAna bhUle ne ?! ane dhaNI bahu rUpALo hoya to e baI ya bhagavAna bhUle ! mATe rItasara badhuM sAruM. ApaNA gheDiyA to evuM kahetA ke "khetara rAkhavuM copATa ane bairuM rAkhavuM kobADa." (217) A loka to kevAM che ke jyAM 'haoNTala' dekhe tyAM 'jame'. mATe zaMkA rAkhavA jevuM jagata nathI. zaMkA ja duHkhadAyI che. 218) ane A loka to 'vAipha" saheja moDI Ave to ya zaMkA karyA kare. zaMkA karavA jevI nathI. RNAnubaMdhanI bahAra kazuM ja thavAnuM nathI. e ghera Ave eTale ene samaja pADavI, paNa zaMkA karavI nahIM. zaMkA to UlaTuM pANI vadhAre chAMTe. hA, cetavavuM paDe kharuM paNa zaMkA kazI rAkhavI nahIM. zaMkA rAkhanAra mokSa khoI bese che. eTale ApaNe jo chUTavuM hoya, mokSe javuM hoya to ApaNe zaMkA karavI nahIM. koI bIjo mANasa tamArI 'vAipha'nA gaLe hAtha nAkhIne pharato hoya ne e tamArA jovAmAM AvyuM. to zuM ApaNe jhera (219) eTale koI paNa vastumAM zaMkA paDe te zaMkAo nahIM rAkhavI. ApaNe jAgRta rahevuM, paNa sAmA upara zaMkAo nahIM rAkhavI. zaMkA ApaNane mArI nAkhe. sAmAnuM je thavAnuM hoya te thAya, paNa ApaNane to e zaMkA ja mArI nAkhe. kAraNa ke e zaMkA to mANasa marI jAya tyAM sudhI ene choDe nahIM. zaMkA paDe eTale mANasanuM vajana vadhe ke ? mANasa maDadAnI jema jIvatA hoya tenA jevuM thAya. (220) (12) dhaNIpaNAtA gunAo 42 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra praznakartA : nikAla karavo che to kaI rIte thAya ? manamAM bhAva karavo ke A pUrvanuM AvyuM che ? dAdAzrI : eTalAthI nikAla nA thAya. nikAla eTale to sAmAnI joDe phona karavo paDe, enA AtmAne khabara ApavI paDe. te AtmAnI pAse ApaNe bhUla karI che evuM kabUla-eksepTa karavuM paDe. eTale pratikramaNa moTuM karavuM paDe. praznakartA : sAmo mANasa ApaNuM apamAna kare to paNa ApaNe tenuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : apamAna kare to ja pratikramaNa karavAnuM, ApaNane mAna Ape tyAre nahIM karavAnuM. pratikramaNa karIe eTale sAmA para dveSabhAva to thAya ja nahIM. uparathI enI para sArI asara thAya. ApaNI joDe dveSabhAva nA thAya e to jANe paheluM sTepa, paNa pachI ene khabara paNa pahoMce che. praznakartA : enA AtmAne pahoMce kharuM? dAdAzrI : hA, jarUra pahoMce. pachI e AtmA enA pudgalane paNa dhakele che ke "bhaI, phona Avyo tAro." ApaNe A pratikramaNa che te atikramaNa uparanuM che, kramaNa upara nathI. praznakartA : ghaNAM pratikramaNo karavAM paDe ? dAdAzrI : jeTaluM spIDamAM ApaNe makAna bAMdhavuM hoya eTalA kaDiyA ApaNe vadhAravAnA. evuM chene, ke A bahAranA loko joDe pratikramaNa nahIM thAya to cAlaze, paNa ApaNI AjubAjunAM ne najIkanAM gharanAM che emanAM pratikramaNa vadhAre karavAM. gharanAM mATe manamAM bhAva rAkhavA ke mArI joDe jamyA che, joDe rahe che te ko'ka dahADo A mokSamArga upara Ave. (224) eka bhaI mArI pAse AvelA. te mane kahe, 'dAdA, huM paraNyo to kharo paNa mane mArI bairI gamatI nathI." meM kahyuM, "kema bhAI, nA gamavAnuM zuM kAraNa ?" tyAre kahe che, "e jarA page laMgaDI che, laMgaDAya che.' 'te tArI bairIne tuM game che ke nahIM ?" tyAre kahe ke, 'dAdA, huM to gamuM tevo ja chuM ne ! rUpALo chuM, bhaNelo-gaNelo chuM, kamAuM chuM ne khoDakhAMpaNa vagarano chuM. te khAvuM ? praznakartA : keTalAka strIthI kaMTALIne gharathI bhAgI chUTe che, te kevuM ? dAdAzrI : nA, bhAgeDu zA mATe thaIe ? ApaNe paramAtmA chIe. ApaNe bhAgeDu thavAnI zI jarUra che ? ApaNe eno "samabhAve nikAla karI nAkhavo.

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 43 emAM bhUla tArI ja. te evI te kevI bhUla karelI ke tane laMgaDI maLI ne eNe kevAM sarasa puNya karelAM ke tuM Avo sAro tene maLyo ? alyA, A to potAnAM karelAM ja potAnI AgaLa Ave che, temAM sAmAno zo doSa jue che ? jA, tArI bhUla bhogavI le ne pharI navI bhUla nA karato. te bhaI samajI gayo ane tenI phrekcara thatI lAIpha aTakI gaIne sudharI gaI ! (225) (13) dAdAI draSTie cAlo, patio... praznakartA : vAipha ema kahe ke tamArAM perenTasane ApaNI sAthe nathI rAkhavAnAM ke nathI bolAvAnA, to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : to samajAvIne kAma levuM, DemokreTIka rIte kAma levuM. enA perenTasane bolAvAnAM, khUba sevA karI ApavI... praznakartA : mA-bApa gharaDAM hoya, moTI uMmaranA vaDIla hoya, eka tarapha mA-bApa che ane bIjI tarapha vAipha che to e banne vacce pahelI vAta konI sAMbhaLavI ? dAdAzrI : vAiphanI joDe evo sarasa saMbaMdha karI devo ke vAipha ApaNane ema kahe ke tamArAM mA-bApanuM dhyAna rAkho ne ! Ama zuM karo cho ? e vAipha pAse mA-bApanuM jarA avaLuM bolavuM. ApaNA loka to zuM kahe ? e mArI mA jevI koInI mA nathI. tuM bola bola nA karIza. pachI pelI avaLI phare to ApaNe ya kahIe, mAno svabhAva AjathI evo ja thaI gayo che. inDiyana mAinDa avaLuM pharavAnI Teva hoya, inDiyana mAinDa che. tuM jANe che ke loko vAiphane guru kare evA che ? praznakartA : hAjI, jANuM chuM. dAdAzrI : te guru karavA jevuM nathI, nahIM to mA-bApa ne AkhuM kuTuMba muzkelImAM mUkAya. ane guru karyA eTale pote ya muzkelImAM mUkAya. ene ya ramakaDuM tarIke ramavuM paDene ?! paNa mArI pAse AvelAMne evuM nA bane. mArI pAse ola rAITa ! hiMsaka bhAva ja UDI jAya ne ! hiMsA karavAno vicAra ja nA thAya. kema karIne sukha ApavuM e ja vicAra thAya ! (227) praznakartA : A leDIjha kAma karIne thAkI bahu jAya. kAma kahIene to pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra bahAnA batAve ke huM thAkI gaI, mAthuM du:khe che, keDo duHkhe che ! dAdAzrI : evuM chene, te ApaNe ene savArathI ja kahIe, "jo tArAthI kAma nahIM thAya, tuM thAkI gayelI chuM.' tyAre ene pANI caDhaze ke nA, tame besI raho chAnAmAnA, huM karI laIza. eTale ApaNane kaLathI kAma letAM AvaDavuM joIe. A zAka samAravAmAM ya kaLa nA hoyane, to ahIM lohI nIkaLeluM hoya. (232) 44 praznakartA : gADImAM besIzuM ame, tyAre e mane kahe kahe karaze ke gADI kyAM AgaLa vALavI, kyAre breka mAravI evuM gADImAM mane kahyAM ja karaze. eTale Toke gADImAM, Ama calAvo, Ama calAvo ! dAdAzrI : to emane hAthamAM ApI devuM. emane soMpI devI gADI. bhAMjagaDa ja nahIM, DAhyo mANasa ! kacakaca karato hoyane to ene kahIe, 'alyA, tuM calAva, bA !' praznakartA : tyAre e kaheze, 'mAro jIva nA cAle.' dAdAzrI : kema ? tyAre kahIe, tamane zuM thAya pAcho vAMdho ? tyAre tyAM tane zuM UMcI bAMdhI che ke tuM Toka Toka kare che ! e to ene soMpI de. A to DrAivara hoya ne tyAre khabara paDe TokavA jauM to, A to gharanA mANasa eTale Toka Toka karuM chuM. (233) praznakartA : patnIno pakSa nA laIe to gharamAM jhaghaDo thAya ne ? dAdAzrI : patnIno ja pakSa levAno. patnIno lejone, kazo vAMdho nahIM. kAraNa ke patnIno pakSa laIe to ja rAte sUI rahevAyane nirAMte, nahIM to sUvAya zI rIte ? tyAM kAjI-bAjI nA thavuM. praznakartA : pADozIno pakSa to levAya ja nahIMne ? dAdAzrI : nA, ApaNe haMmezAM vAdInA ja vakIla rahevuM, prativAdInA vakIla nA thavuM. ApaNe je gharanuM khaIe tenA ja... ane sAmAnA gharanI vakIlAta karIe, khaIe A ghera. eTale sAmAne nyAya tolIe nahIM te ghaDIe ! anyAyamAM ApaNI vAipha hoya to ya ApaNe enA hisAbe ja cAlavuM. tyAM nyAya karavA jevuM nahIM ke A tArAmAM ja akkala nathI tethI

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 45. A... kAla jamavAnuM tyAM AgaLa che, tuM tArI kaMpanImAM ja vakIlAta karuM chuM ! eTale prativAdInA vakIla thaI jAya. (234) praznakartA : sAmAnuM samAdhAna thayuM kevI rIte kahevAya ? sAmAnuM samAdhAna thAya, paNa temAM tenuM ahita hoya to ? dAdAzrI : e tamAre jovAnuM nahIM. sAmAnuM ahita hoya te to sAmAne jovAnuM che. tamAre sAmAnuM hitAhita jovuM paNa tame hita jonArAmAM, tamArAmAM zakti zI che ? tame tamAruM ja hita joI zakatA nathI, te bIjAnuM hita zuM juo cho ?!! sahu sahunA gajA pramANe hita jue che, eTaluM hita jovuM joIe. paNa sAmAnA hitanI khAtara athaDAmaNa UbhI thAya evuM hovuM nA joIe. praznakartA : sAmAnuM samAdhAna karavAno ApaNe prayatna karIe, paNa temAM pariNAma juduM AvavAnuM evI ApaNane khabara hoya to enuM zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : pariNAma game te Ave, ApaNe to 'sAmAnuM samAdhAna karavuM che" eTaluM nakkI rAkhavuM. 'samabhAve nikAla' karavAnuM nakkI karo, pachI nikAla thAya ke nA thAya te pahelethI jovAnuM nahIM. ane nikAla thaze ! Aje nahIM to bIje dahADe thaze, trIje dahADe thaze. cIkaNuM hoya to be varSe, traNa varSe ke pAMca varSe ya thaze. 'vAipha'nA RNAnubaMdha bahu cIkaNAM hoya, chokarAMonA cIkaNAM hoya, mA-bApanA cIkaNAM hoya tyAM jarAka vadhu samaya lAge. A badhA ApaNI joDe ne joDe ja hoya tyAM nikAla dhIme dhIme thAya. paNa ApaNe nakkI karyuM che ke jyAre tyAre 'ApaNe samabhAve nikAla karavo che" eTale eka dahADo e nikAla thaI raheze, eno aMta Avaze. (240). (14) "mArI'nA AMTA ukelAya Ama ! pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra have 'nhoya mArI, nhoya mArI' evA ajapA jApa bola ! 'A strI mArI na hoya, na hoya mArI' eTale AMTA ukalI jaze. pacAsa hajAra 'mArI mArI' karIne AMTA mAryA hoya, te "nhoya mArI'nA pacAsa hajAra AMTA mAre to chUTuM thaI gayuM ! A zuM bhUta che vagara kAmanuM? te eNe zuM karyuM? traNa dahADA sudhI 'nhoya mArI, nhoya mArI bolyA ja karyuM ane raTaNa karyA kare. pelo raDato pachI baMdha thaI gayo ! A to badhA khAlI AMTA ja vIMTyA che ane teno A DheDaphajeto thayo che. eTale A badhuM kalpita che badhuM. tamane samajAI mArI vAta ? have Avo saraLa rasto koNa batAve ? (245) Akho dahADo kAma karatAM karatAM dhaNInuM pratikramaNa karyA karavAnuM. eka dahADAmAM cha mahinAnuM vera kapAI jAya ane ardho dahADo thAya to mAno ne traNa mahinA to kapAI jAya che. paraNyA pahelAM dhaNI joDa mamatA hatI ? nA. to mamatA kyArathI baMdhAI ? lagna vakhate corImAM sAmasAmI beThA eTale te nakkI karyuM ke A mArA dhaNI AvyA, jarA jADA che ne zAmaLA che. A pachI emaNe ya nakkI karyuM ke A amArAM dhaNIyANI AvyAM." tyArathI "mArA, mArA'nA je AMTA vAgyA, te AMTA vAga vAga kare che. te paMdara varSanI philma che tene 'nhoya mArA, nhoya mArA' karIza tyAre e AMTA ukelAze ne mamatA tUTaze. A to lagna thayA tyArathI abhiprAyo UbhA thayA, ' priDisa' Ubho thayo ke "A AvA che, tevA che." te pahelAM kaMI hatuM ? have to ApaNe manamAM nakkI karavuM ke, "je che te A che.' ane ApaNe jAte pasaMda karIne lAvyA chIe. have kaMI dhaNI badalAya ? (248) (15) paramAtma premanI pichANa A saMsAramAM jo koI kaheze, 'A strIno prema e prema nhoya ?" tyAre huM samajAvuM ke je prema vadhe-ghaTe e sAco prema hoya. tame hIrAnA kApa lAvI Apo te dahADe bahu prema vadhI jAya ane pachI kApa nA lAvo to prema ghaTI jAya, enuM nAma prema nA kahevAya. praznakartA : sAco prema vadha-ghaTa nA hoya to tenuM svarUpa kevuM hoya ? dAdAzrI : e vadha-ghaTa nA thAya. jyAre juo tyAre prema evo ne evo ja dekhAya. to tamAruM kAma karI Ape tyAM sudhI eno tamArI joDe prema paiNatI vakhate corImAM bese ? corImAM bese eTale Ama jue. hA, A mArI vAipha, eTale AMTo mAre pahelo. 'mArI vAipha, mArI vAipha, mArI vAipha' paiNavA beTho tyAMthI ja AMTA mAra mAra kare, te atyAra sudhI AMTA mAra mAra kare te kaMI keTalAya AMTA vAgI gayA hoya ! have zI rIte e AMTA ukale ? mamatAnAM AMTA vAgyA ! (244)

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra rahe ane kAma nA karI Ape to prema tUTI jAya, ene prema kahevAya ja kema ? eTale jyAM svArtha nA hoya tyAM AgaLa zuddha prema hoya, svArtha kyAre nA hoya ? mArI-tArI nA hoya tyAre svArtha nA hoya. 'jJAna' hoya tyAre mArItArI nA hoya. 'jJAna' vagara to mArI-tArI kharI ja ne ? (254) A to badhI 'roMga bilipho' che. 'huM caMdubhAI chuM" e roMga bilipha che. pachI ghera jaIe tyAre ApaNe kahIe, 'A koNa che ?" tyAre e kahe che, "nA oLakhyA ? e baIno huM dhaNI thauM." ohohoho... ! moTA dhaNI AvyA ! jANe dhaNIno dhaNI ja nA hoya evI vAta kare che ne ? dhaNIno dhaNI hoya nahIM ? to pachI upalA dhaNInI vaLI dhaNiyANI thaI ne ApaNA dhaNiyANI A thayA, A zuM dhAMdhalamAM paDIe ? dhaNI ja zuM karavA thaIe ? amArA 'karmeniyana che' kahIe pachI zuM vAMdho ? praznakartA : dAdAe bahu moDarna' bhASA vAparI. dAdAzrI : tyAre zuM ? Tasala ochI thaI jAya ! hA, eka rUmamAM 'karmeniyana' be rahetA hoya, te pelo eka jaNa cA banAve ne bIjo pIve tyAre bIjo ene mATe enuM kAma karI Ape. ema karIne 'karmeniyana' cAlu rahe. praznakartA : 'kampaniyana'mAM Asakti hoya che ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : emAM Asakti hoya paNa e Asakti agni jevI nahIM. A to zabdo ja evA gADha AsaktivALA che. dhaNIpaNuM ane dhaNiyANI" e zabdomAM ja eTalI gADha Asakti che ne 'karmeniyana' kahe to Asakti ochI thaI jAya. eka mANasane emanA vAipha vIsa varSa para marI gayA hatA. te eka jaNa mane kahe ke, 'A kAkAne raDAvuM ?" meM kahyuM, 'zI rIte raDAvazo ? ATalI uMmare to nA caDe.' tyAre e kahe che, "juo, e kevA sensiTIva che ?!pachI pelA bolyA, 'zuM kAkA, kAkInI vAta thAya nahIM ! zuM emano svabhAva !" AvuM e bolatA hatAM tyAM e kAkA kharekhara raDI paDyA ! alyA, zuM A cakkaro ! sATha varSe haju vahanuM raDavuM Ave che ! A to kaI jAtanA cakkaro che ? A loka to tyAM sinemAmAM hau raDe che ne ? emAM kaMI marI gayuM hoya 48 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra to jonAra hau raDI UThe ! praznakartA : to e Asakti chUTatI kema nathI ? dAdAzrI : e to nA chUTe. 'mArI, mArI' karIne karyuM ne, te have 'njoya mArI, nhoya mArI" enA japa karIe eTale baMdha thaI jAya. e to je je AMTA vAgelA hoya te te choDavA ja paDe che ne ! eTale A to khAlI Asakti che. cetana jevI vastu ja nathI. A to badhAM cAvI ApelA pUtaLAM che. ane jyAM Asakti hoya tyAM AkSepo thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM. e Asaktino svabhAva che. Asakti thAya eTale AkSepo thayA ja kare ne ke, 'tame AvA cho ne tame tevA cho ? tame AvA ne tuM AvI' evuM nA bole, nahIM ? tamArA gAmamAM tyAM nA bole ke bole ? bole e Asaktine lIdhe. A chokarIo dhaNI pAsa kare che, Ama joI karIne pAsa kare che pachI vaDhatI nahIM hoya ? vaDhe kharI ? to ene prema kahevAya ja nahIM ne ! prema to kAyamano ja hoya. jyAre jue tyAre e ja prema, evo ja dekhAya, enuM nAma prema kahevAya ane tyAM AzvAsana levAya. A to ApaNane prema Avato hoya ane eka dahADo e risAIne beThI hoya. tyAre baLyo tAro prema ! nAkha gaTaramAM ahIMthI !! moDhuM caDhAvIne pharatA hoya tevA premane zuM karavAno ? tamane kema lAge che ? jyAM bahu prema Ave tyAM ja aNagamo thAya e mAnava svabhAva che. (264) A to sinemAmAM jatI vakhate AsaktinA kAnamAM ne tAnamAM ne AvatI vakhate 'akkala vagaranI che' kaheze. tyAre pelI kaheze, 'tamArAmAM kyAM vetA che ?' ema vAto karatAM karatAM ghera Ave. A akkala khoLe tyAre pelI vetA jotI hoya ! (265) ane premathI sudhare. A badhuM sudhAravAnuM hoyane to premathI sudhare. A badhAne huM sudhAruM chuMne, e premathI sudhAruM chuM. A ame premathI ja kahIe eTale vastu bagaDe nahIM. ane saheja dveSathI kahIe ke e vastu bagaDI jAya.

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 49 dUdhamAM dahIM paDyuM nA hoya ane amathI jarA havA lAgI gaI to ya e dUdhanuM dahIM thaI jAya. (266) praznakartA: AmAM prema ane Asaktino bheda jarA samajAvo. dAdAzrI : je vikRta prema, enuM nAma ja Asakti. A jagatamAM je prema ApaNe kahIe chIe e vikata prema kahevAya che ane ene Asakti ja kahevAya. A to soya ane lohacuMbaka bene jevI Asakti che evI A Asakti che. emAM prema jevI vastu ja nathI. prema hoya ja nahIMne koI jagyAe. A to soya ane lohacuMbakanA kheMcANane laIne tamane ema lAge che ke mane prema che tethI mAruM kheMcAya che. paNa e prema jevI vastu ja nathI. prema to jJAnI puruSano prema e prema kahevAya. (269) A duniyAmAM zuddha prema e ja paramAtmA che, e sivAya paramAtmA bIjo koI duniyAmAM thayo ya nathI, thaze ya nahIM ane tyAM dila Thare ne tyAre dilAvarI kAma thAya. nahIM to dilAvarI kAma nA thAya. be prakAre dila TharavAnuM bane che. adhogatimAM javuM hoya to koI strI joDe dila ThAraje ane urdhvagatimAM javuM hoya to jJAnI puruSa joDe dila ThAraje. ane e to tane mokSe laI jaze. beu jagyAe dilanI jarUra paDaze, to dilAvarI prApta thAya. eTale je premamAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kazuMya nathI, strI nathI, puruSa nathI, je prema samAna ekasarakho rahe che evo zuddha prema jue, tyAre mANasanuM dila Thare. (271) huM premasvarUpa thaI gayelo chuM. e premamAM ja tame masta thaI jazo to jagata bhUlI ja jazo, jagata badhuM bhUlAtuM jaze. premamAM masta thAya eTale saMsAra tamAro bahu sarasa cAlaze pachI, Adarza cAlaze. (272) (16) paraNyA eTale promisa Tu pe' hIrAbAnI eka AMkha 1943nI sAlamAM jatI rahI. DaoNkTara jarA kazuM karavA gayA, emane jhAmaranuM darda hatuM, te jhAmaranuM karavA gayA te AMkhane asara thaI. tene nukasAna thayuM. (274) pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra eTale lokonA manamAM ema ke A 'navo' vara Ubho thayo. pharI paiNAvo. kanyAnI bahu chUTane ! ane kanyAnA mA-bApanI icchA evI ke jema tema karIne paNa kUvAmAM nAkhIne paNa ukela lAvavo. te eka bhAdaraNanA paTela AvyA. te emanA sALAnI choDI haze. teTalA mATe AvyA. meM kahyuM, 'zuM che tamAre ?" tyAre e kahe, 'AvuM tamAruM thayuM ?" have te dahADe '44mAM mArI uMmara 36 varSanI. tyAre meM kahyuM, 'kema tame Ama pUchavA AvyA cho ?" tyAre e kahe, "eka to hIrAbAnI AMkha gaI che, bIjuM prajA kazuM nathI." meM kahyuM, 'prajA nathI paNa mArI pAse kazuM sTeTa nathI. baroDA sTeTa nathI ke mAre temane ApavAnuM che. sTeTa hoya to chokarAne ApeluM ya kAmanuM. A kaMI ekAda chAparuM hoya ke thoDIka jamIna hoya. ane te ya ApaNane pAchuM kheDUta ja banAve ne ! jo sTeTa hoya to jANe ThIka che. vaLI temane meM kahyuM, ke "have zenA hAru tame A kaho cho ? ane A hIrAbAne to ame promisa kareluM che, paiNyo hato tyAre. eTale eka AMkha jatI rahI eTale zuM kare have ! be jatI raheze to ya hAtha pakaDIne huM doravIza." (275) praznakartA : mArA lagna thayAM pachI ame banne vyaktio ekabIjAne oLakhIe chIe ane lAge che ke pasaMdagImAM bhUla thaI gaI, koInA svabhAvano koI meLa khAto nathI, to bannenA meLa kema ane kaI kaI rIte karavA ke jethI sukhI thavAya ? dAdAzrI : A tame je kaho chone. AmAM ekeya vAkya sAcuM nathI. paheluM vAkya to lagna thayA pachI banne vyakti ekabIjAne oLakhe, paNa e nAme yu oLakhatA nathI. jo oLakhANa thAya to A bhAMjagaDa ja nA thAya. jarAya oLakhatA nathI. meM to eka buddhinA DivijhanathI, badho matabheda baMdha karI dIdhelo. paNa hIrAbAnI oLakhANa mane kyAre paDI ? sAMTha varSe hIrAbAnI oLakhANa paDI ! paMdara varSano hato tyAre paiNyo, pIstALIsa varSa sudhI emane nirIkSaNa kara kara karyA tyAre oLakhyA meM Amane ke AvAM che ! praznakartA : eTale jJAna thayA pachI oLakhAyA? dAdAzrI : hA. jJAna thayA pachI oLakhAyA. nahIM to oLakhANa ja nA

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 51 paDe, mANasa oLakhI zake ja nahIM. mANasa potAnI jAtane oLakhI zakato nathI ke huM kevo chuM ! eTale A vAkya 'ekabIjAne oLakhe che.' e badhI vAtamAM kazuM mAla nathI ane pasaMdagImAM bhUla thaI nathI. (276) praznakartA : e samajAvo ke kaI rIte oLakhavuM ? patie patnIne dhIme dhIme sUkSma rIte premathI kevI rIte oLakhavI, e samajAvo. dAdAzrI : oLakhAya kyAre ? eka to sarakhApaNAno dAva ApIe tyAre. ene spesa ApavI joIe. jema ApaNe ramavA besIne sAmAsAmI cokaThAM, te ghaDIe sarakhApaNAno dAva hoya che, to ramatamAM majhA Ave. paNa A to sarakhApaNAno dAva zuM Ape ? ame sarakhApaNAno dAva ApIe. praznakartA : kaI rIte Apo ? prekTikalI kevI rIte Apo ? dAdAzrI : manathI emane juduM jANavA nA daIe. e avaLuM-havaLuM bole to ya paNa sarakhAM hoya evI rIte eTale presara nA lAvIe. eTale sAmAnI prakRti oLakhI levAnI ke A prakRti AvI che ne AvI che. pachI bIjI rIto khoLI kADhavAnI. huM bIjI rIte kAma nathI leto badhA lokonI pAse ? mAruM kaheluM kare ke nA kare badhA ? kare. kAraNa ke e AvaData hatI eTale nahIM, huM bIjI rIte kAma lauM chuM. gharamAM besavAnuM game nahIM to ya pachI kahevuM ke tArA vagara mane gamatuM nathI. tyAre e ya kahe ke tamArA vagara mane gamatuM nathI. to mokSe javAze. dAdA maLyA chene, to mokSe javAze. praznakartA : tame hIrAbAne kaho cho ? dAdAzrI : hA. hIrAbAne, huM haju ya kahuM chuM ne ! A ame hauM, huM ATalI uMmare hIrAbAne kahuM chuM, tamArA vagara huM bahAragAma jauM chuM te mane ya gamatuM nathI. have e manamAM zuM jANe, mane game che ne emane kema nahIM gamatuM hoya ? AvuM kahIe to saMsAra nA paDI jAya. have tuM ghI reDane baLyuM ahIMthI, nA reDIza to lukhkhuM Avaze ! reDa suMdara bhAva ! A beThAne, huM kahuMne ! mane kahe che, 'huM hau tamane sAMbharuM ?" meM kahyuM, para pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra sArI rIte. loka sAMbhare to tame na sAMbharo ?!' ane kharekhara sAMbhare ya kharAM, na sAMbhare evuM nahIM ! Adarza hoya amArI lAipha, hIrAbA ya kahe, 'tame vahelAM Avajo.' (278) bAIno dhaNI thatAM AvaDyuM kyAre kahevAya ke bAI niraMtara pUjyatA anubhavatI hoya ! dhaNI to kevo hoya ? koI dahADo strIne, chokarAMne harakata na paDavA de evo hoya. strI kevI hoya ? koI dahADo dhaNIne harakata nA paDavA de, enA ja vicAramAM jIvatI hoya. (283) (17) vAIpha joDe vaDhavADa ! be jaNA mastI-tophAna karatAM hoya e vaDhe-kare paNa aMdara aMdara dAvo nA mAMDe. ane ApaNe vacce paDIe to e eno dhaMdho karAvI le ane e loka to ekanAM eka ja pAchAM. bIje ghera rahevA nA jAya, ene popaTamastI kahevAya. ame tarata samajI jaIe ke A be jaNe popaTamastI karavA mAMDI. (287) eka kalAka nokarane, chokarAMne ke baIne TaiDakAva TaiDakAva karyA hoya to pachI e dhaNI thaIne ke sAsu thaIne tamane AkhI jiMdagI kacaDa kacaDa karaze ! nyAya to joIe ke nA joIe ? A ja bhogavavAnuM che. tame koIne duHkha Apazo to duHkha tamAre mATe AkhI jiMdagInuM Avaze, eka ja kalAka duHkha Apo to tenuM phaLa AkhI jiMdagI maLaze. pachI bUmo pADo ke 'vahu mane Ama kema kare che ? vahune ema thAya ke 'A dhaNI joDe mArAthI Ama kema thAya che ?' ene paNa duHkha thAya, paNa zuM thAya ? pachI meM temane pUchayuM ke 'vahu tamane khoLI lAvI hatI ke tame vahune khoLI lAvyA hatA !' tyAre e kahe ke, 'huM khoLI lAvyo hato.' tyAre eno zo doSa bicArIno ? laI AvyA pachI avaLuM nIkaLe, emAM te zuM kare, kyAM jAya pachI ? (289) praznakartA : abolA laI vAtane TALavAthI eno nikAla thaI zake ? dAdAzrI : nA thaI zake. ApaNe to sAmo maLe to kema cho ? kema nahIM ?' ema kahevuM. sAmo jarA bUmAbUma kare to ApaNe jarA dhIme rahIne

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 53 'samabhAve nikAla' karavo. eno nikAla to karavo ja paDazene jyAre tyAre ? abolA raho tethI kaMI nikAla thaI gayo ? e nikAla thato nathI eTale to abolA UbhA thAya che. abolA eTale bojo, jeno nikAla nA thayo eno bojo. ApaNe to tarata ene UbhA rAkhIne kahIe, 'UbhA rahone ! amArI kaMI bhUla hoya to mane kaho. mArI bahu bhUlo thAya che. tame to bahu hoMziyAra-bhaNelA, te tamArI nA thAya paNa huM bhaNelo ocho eTale mArI bahu bhUlo thAya.' ema kahIe eTale e rAjI thaI jAya. praznakartA : evuM kahevAthI ya e narama nA paDe to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : narama nA paDe to ApaNe zuM karavAnuM ? ApaNe kahI chUTavAnuM. pachI zo upAya ? jyAre tyAre ko'ka dahADo narama thaze. TaiDakAvIne narama karo to tenAthI kazuM narama thAya nahIM. Aje narama dekhAya, paNa e manamAM noMdha rAkhI mele ne ApaNe jyAre narama thaIe te dahADe te badhuM pAchuM kADhe. eTale jagata veravALuM che. kudaratano niyama evo che ke dareka jIva mahIM vera rAkhe ja. mahIM paramANuo saMgrahI rAkhe. mATe ApaNe pUrepUro kesa UMce mUkI devo. (294) praznakartA : to pachI kazuM kahevAnuM ja nahIM ? dAdAzrI : kahevAnuM, paNa samyak kahevuM jo bolatAM AvaDe to. nahIM to kUtarAnI peTha bhasa bhasa karavAno artha zuM ? mATe samyak kahevuM. praznakartA : samyak eTale kevI rItanuM ? dAdAzrI : 'ohoho ! tame A bAbAne kema pheMkyo ? zuM kAraNa enuM ?" tyAre e kaheze ke, jANI-joIne huM kaMI pheMkuM ? e te mArA hAthamAMthI chaTakI gayo ne pheMkAI gayo ? praznakartA : e to, e khoTuM bolyA ne ? dAdAzrI : e jUThuM bole e ApaNe jovAnuM nahIM. jUThThuM bole ke sAcuM bole e enA AdhIna che, e ApaNA AdhIna nathI. praznakartA : kahetAM nA AvaDe to pachI zuM karavuM ? cUpa besavuM ? pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra dAdAzrI : mauna rahevuM ane joyA karavuM ke 'kyA hotA hai ?" sinemAmAM chokarAM pachADe che tyAre zuM karIe chIe ApaNe ? kahevAno adhikAra kharo badhAMno, paNa kakaLATa vadhe nahIM evI rIte kahevAno adhikAra, bAkI je kahevAthI kakaLATa vadhe e to mUrkhAnuM kAma che. (295) 54 praznakartA : ApaNe jhaghaDo nA karavo hoya, ApaNe koI dahADo jhaghaDo ja nA karatAM hoIe chatAM gharamAM badhAM jhaghaDA sAmethI roja karyA kare to tyAM zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe 'jhaghaDAprUpha' thaI javuM. 'jhaghaDAprUpha' thaIe to ja A saMsAramAM rahevAze. ame tamane 'jhaghaDAprUpha' karI ApIzuM. jhaghaDo karanAro ya kaMTALI jAya evuM ApaNuM svarUpa hovuM joIe. 'varlDa'mAMya koI ApaNane 'Dipresa' nA karI zake evuM hovuM joIe. ApaNe 'jhaghaDAprUpha' thaI gayA pachI bhAMjagaDa ja nahIMne ? lokone jhaghaDA karavAM hoya, gALo ApavI hoya to ya vAMdho nahIM ane chatAM ya naphaphaTa kahevAya nahIM, ulaTI jAgRti khUba vadhaze. pUrve je jhaghaDA karelA tenAM vera baMdhAya che ane te Aje jhaghaDA rUpe cUkavAya che. jhaghaDo thAya te ja ghaDIe veranuM bIja paDI jAya, te Avate bhave Ugaze. praznakartA H to e bIja kevI rIte dUra thAya ? dAdAzrI : dhIme dhIme 'samabhAve nikAla' karyA karo to dUra thAya. bahu bhAre bIja paDyuM hoya to vAra lAge, zAMti rAkhavI paDe. pratikramaNa khUba karavAM paDe. ApaNuM koI kazuM letuM nathI. khAvAnuM be TAIma maLe, kapaDAM maLe, pachI zuM joIe ? oraDIne tALuM mArIne jAya, paNa ApaNane be TAIma khAvAnuM maLe che ke nathI maLatuM eTaluM ja jovuM. ApaNane pUrIne jAya to ya kaMI nahIM, ApaNe sUI jaIe. pUrvabhavanAM vera evAM baMdhAyelAM hoya ke ApaNane tALAmAM baMdha karIne jAya ! vera ane pAchuM aNasamajaNathI baMdhAyeluM ! samajaNavALuM hoya to ApaNe samajI jaIe ke A samajaNavALuM che, to ya ukela AvI jAya. have aNasamajaNanuM hoya tyAM zI rIte ukela Ave ? eTale tyAM vAtane choDI devI. have vera badhAM choDI nAkhavAnAM. mATe ko'ka phero amArI pAsethI

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 55 'svarUpa jJAna meLavI lejo eTale badhAM vera chUTI jAya. A bhavamAM ne A bhavamAM ja badhAM vera choDI devAnAM. ame tamane rasto dekhADIzuM. (302) mAkaNa keDe che, e to bicArA bahu sArA che paNa hai.... A dhaNI bairIne keDe che ne bairI dhaNIne keDe che e bahu vasamuM hoya che. zuM ? keDe ke nA keDe ? praznakartA : keDe. dAdAzrI : to e kaiDavAnuM baMdha karavAnuM che. mAkaNa keDe che e to keDIne jatAM rahe. bicArA e mahIM dharAI gayo eTale jatAM rahe. paNa bairI to kAyama kaDatI ja hoya. eka jaNa to mane kahe che, mArI vAIpha mane sApaNanI peTha keDe che ! tyAre mUA paiNyo to zuM karavA te sApaNanI joDe ?! te e sApa nahIM hoya, mUA ?! ema ne ema sApaNa AvatI haze ? sApa hoya tyAre sApaNa Ave ne ! (303) ame to eTaluM jANIe ke A jhaghaDyA pachI 'vAipha'nI joDe vahevAra ja nA mAMDavAno hoya to judI vAta che. paNa pharI bolavAnuM che to pachI vaccenI badhI ja bhASA khoTI che. amAre A lakSamAM ja hoya ke be kalAka pachI pharI bolavAnuM che, eTale enI kacakaca nA karIe. A to tamAre abhiprAya pharI badalavAno nA hoya to judI vAta che. abhiprAya ApaNo badalAya nahIM to ApaNuM kareluM kharuM che. pharI jo 'vAipha' joDe besavAnA ja nA ho to jhaghaDyA e kharuM che. paNa A to AvatI kAle pharI joDe besIne jamavAnA che. to pachI kAle nATaka karyuM tenuM zuM? e vicAra karavo paDe ne ? (304) sathI pahelA dhaNIe mAphI mAgavI. dhaNI moTA manano hoya. baI pahelI nA mAMge. praznakartA : dhaNI moTA manano kahyuM eTale e khuza thaI gayA. dAdAzrI : nA, e moTA manano ja hoya. enuM vizALa mana hoya ane strIo sAhajika hoya. sAhajika hoya eTale mahIMthI udaya Avyo to mAphI mAMge, nA ya mAMge. paNa jo tame mAMgo to tarata mAMgI leze. ane tame udaya pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra karmanA AdhIna nahIM rahevAnA. tame jAgRtinA AdhIna rahevAnA ane A udayakarmanA AdhIna rahe. e sahaja kahevAya ne ! strI sahaja kahevAya. tamArAmAM sahajatA nA Ave. sahaja thAya to bahu sukhI hoya. (35) praznakartA : A aham khoTo che, evuM ApaNe kahevAmAM Ave che ane badhuM sAMbhaLIe che ne saMta puruSo kahe che, chatAM e aham jato kema nathI ? dAdAzrI : aham jAya kyAre, ene khoTo che evuM ApaNe eksepTa karIe tyAre jAya. vAiphanI joDe kakaLATa thato hoya, to ApaNe samajI javuM ke A ApaNo aham khoTo che. eTale ApaNe roja e ahamUthI ja pachI enI mAphI mAMga mAMga karavI aMdara, eTale e aham jato rahe. kaMI upAya to karavo joIene ? (36) ame A saraLa ne sIdho rasto batADI daIe chIe ane A athaDAmaNa kaMI roja roja thAya che ? e to jyAre ApaNAM karmanA udaya hoya tyAre thAya, teTalA pUratuM ApaNe "eDajasTa' thavAnuM. gharamAM vAipha joDe jhaghaDo thayo hoya to jhaghaDo thayA pachI vAiphane haoNTalamAM laI jaIne, jamADIne khuza karIe. have tAMto nA rahevo joIe. eTale 'A' jJAna hoya to pachI e bhAMjagaDa nA rahe. jJAna hoya to ApaNe savAranA pahoramAM darzana ja karIe ne ? vAiphanI mahIM ya bhagavAnanAM darzana karavA ja paDe ne ? vahumAM ya dAdA dekhAya to kalyANa thaI gayuM. vahune jouM to A 'dAdA' dekhAyane ! enI mahIM zuddhAtmAM dekhAyane ! eTale kalyANa thaI gayuM ! (307) mATe jema tema karIne "eDajasTa' thaIne TAIma pasAra karI nAkhavo eTale devuM vaLI jAya. koInuM paccIsa varSanuM, koInuM paMdara varSanuM, koInuM trIsa varSanuM, nA chUTake ya ApaNe devuM pUruM karavuM paDe. nA game to ya enI e ja oraDImAM joDe rahevuM paDe. ahIM pathArI bAIsAhebanI ne ahIM pathArI bhAIsAhebanI ! moDhAM vAMkAM pheravIne sUI jAya to ya vicAramAM to bAIsAhebane bhAIsAheba ja Avane ! chUTako nathI. A jagata ja AvuM che. emAM ya ApaNane e ekalAM nathI gamatAM evuM nathI. emane ya pAchA ApaNe nA gamatA hoIe ! eTale AmAM majhA kADhavA jevuM nathI.

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 57 | DaoNnTa sI laoNjha, plIjha seTala' (kAyadA nA jozo, samAdhAna karo). sAmAne 'seTalamenTa' levA kahevAnuM. 'tame Ama karo, tema karo' evuM kahevA mATe TAIma ja kyAM hoya ? sAmAnI so bhUla hoya to ya ApaNe to potAnI ja bhUla kahIne AgaLa nIkaLI javAnuM. A kALamAM 'laoN' (kAyadAo) to jovAtA haze ? A to chelle pATale AvI gayeluM che ! (308) praznakartA : ghaNIvAra moTI laDhavADa gharamAM thaI jAya che to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : DAhyo mANasa hoyane to lAkha rUpiyA Ape to ya vaDhavADa nA kare ! ne A to vagara paise laDhavADa kare, to e anADI nahIM to zuM ? bhagavAna mahAvIrane karmo khapAvavA sATha mAIla cAlIne anADI kSetramAM javuM paDeluM ne AjanA loka puNyazALI te ghera beThAM anADIkSetra che ! kevAM dhanya bhAgya ! A to atyaMta lAbhadAyI che. karmo khapAvavA mATe, jo pAMsaro rahe to. gharamAM sAmo pUche, salAha mAge to ja javAba Apavo. vagara pUchaye salAha ApavA besI jAya ene bhagavAne ahaMkAra kahyo che. dhaNI pUche ke, 'A pyAlA kyAM mUkavAnA che ?" to baI javAba Ape ke, "phalANI jagyAe mUko." te ApaNe tyAM mUkI devA. tene badale e kahe ke, 'tane ekala nathI, ahIM pAchuM kyAM mUkavAnuM tuM kahe che ?" eTale bai kahe ke, "akkala nathI tyAre to meM tamane AvuM kahyuM, have tamArI akkalathI mUko.' Ano kyAre pAra Ave ? A saMyogonI athaDAmaNa che khAlI ! te bhamaraDA khAtI vakhate, UThatI vakhate athaDAyA ja kare ! bhamaraDA pachI TIcAya che ne cholAya che ne lohI nIkaLe che !! A to mAnasika lohI nIkaLavAnuM ne ! peluM lohI nIkaLatuM hoya to sAruM. paTTI mArIe eTale besI jAya. A mAnasika ghA para to paTTI ya nA lAge koI ! (311) gharanAM badhAMne patnIne, nAnI bebIne, koI paNa jIvane tarachoDa mArIne mokSe nA javAya. saheja paNa tarachoDa vAge e mokSano mArga na hoya. praznakartA : tiraskAra ane tarachoDa e bemAM zuM phera ? dAdAzrI : tarachoDa ane tiraskAramAM tiraskAra to vakhate khabara nA ya paDe. tarachoDa AgaLa tiraskAra e bilakula mAilDa vastu che, jyAre tarachoDanuM to bahu ja ugra svarUpa che, tarachoDathI to tarata ja lohI nIkaLe evuM che. A pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra dehanuM lohI nA nIkaLe, paNa mananuM lohI nIkaLe evI tarachoDo bhAre vastu che. (312). eka bena che te mane kahe che, tame mArA phAdhara hoya evuM lAge che gayA avatAranA. bena bahu sarasa bahu saMskArI. pachI benane kahyuM ke A dhaNI joDe zI rIte meLa paDe che ? tyAre kahe, 'e koI dahADo bole nahIM. kazuM bole nahIM.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'koIka dahADo kazuMka to thatuM hazene ?! tyAre kahe, "nA, koIka dahADo ToNo mAre.' hA, eTale samajI gayo. tyAre meM pUchayuM ke e ToNo mAre tyAre tame zuM karo ? tame te ghaDIe lAkaDI laI Avo ke nahIM ? tyAre e kahe ke "nA, huM emane kahyuM ke karmanA udaye tame ane huM bhegA thayA chIe. huM judI, tame judA. have Ama zuM karavA karo cho ?" zenA mATe ToNA mAravAnA ane A badhuM zuM che ? AmAM koInA ya doSa nathI. e badhuM karmanA udayano doSa che. mATe ToNA mAro enA karatAM karmane ApaNe cUkate karI nAkhone ! e vaDhavADa sArI kahevAyane ! atyAra sudhI to badhI bahu baIo joI, paNa AvI UMcI samajavALI to A baI ekalI ja joI. (315) mAro svabhAva mULa kSatriya svabhAva, te kSatriya blaDa amAruM, te uparIne TaiDakAvAnI Teva, anDarahenDane sAcavavAnI Teva. A kSatriyapaNuM mULa guNa, te anDarahenDane rakSaNa karavAnI Teva. eTale vAipha ne e badhAM to anDarahenDa eTale emanuM rakSaNa karavAnI Teva. e avaLuM-savaLuM kare to ya paNa rakSaNa karavAnI Teva. nokaro hoyane te badhAnuM rakSaNa karavAnuM enI bhUla thaI hoyane, to ya ene bicArAne nahIM kahuM ane uparI hoya to mAthA toDI nAkhyuM. ane jagata AkhuM aMDarahenDanI joDe kaca kaca kare. alyA mUA, bairI jevo che tuM ! bairI AvuM kare anDarahenDane ! A tamane kema lAge che ? (317) ApaNe gharamAM paiNI lAvyA ane bairIne vaDha vaDha karyA karIe, te zenA jevuM che ? ke gAyane khIle bAMdhIne pachI mAra mAra karIe. khIle bAMdhIe ne mAra mAra karIe to ? AmathI mArIe to pelI bAju jAya bicArI ! A eka khIle bAMdhelI kyAM javAnI che ?! A samAjano khIlo evo jabaro che ke bhAgI ya nA zake. khIle bAMdhelIne mArIe to bahu pApa lAge. khIle nA bAMdhI hoya to hAthamAM ja nA Ave ! A to samAjane laIne dabAyelI rahI che, nahIM to kyAranI ya bhAgIne jatI raheta. Divorsa lIdhA pachI mAra

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra joIe ? to zuM thAya ? (318) 'miniTe' ya bhAMjagaDa nA paDe, enuM nAma dhaNI. mitra joDe jema bagaDavA nathI detA tema sAcavavuM. mitra joDe nA sAcave to mitratA tUTI jAya. mitrAcArI eTale mitrAcArI. emane zarta kahI devAnI, 'tuM mitrAcArImAM jo AuTa opha mitrAcArI thaI jAuM to guno lAgI jaze. saMpIne mitrAcArI rAkha !" phrenDa joDe sinsiyara rahe che, ema ke phrenDa tyAM rahyo rahyo kahe ke mAro phrenDa Avo. mArA mATe kharAba vicAra kare ja nahIM. tema AnA mATe kharAba vicAra nA thAya. phrenDa karatAM vadhAre nA kahevAya ? (322) (18) vAIpha vALe tola sAthe ! have rAte che te bena joDe bhAMjagaDa thaI hoya tamAre, to e tAMto ene rahe, te savAramAM cA mUke to TacakAro mAre Ama. heya.... e tame samajI jAva ke haM... tAMto haju to che, TADhA paDyA nathI. Ama TacakAro mAre, enuM nAma 60 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra badhI cIja saDI jAya, paNa AmanI cIja nA saDe ! strIne ApaNe ApyuM hoya to te asala jagyAe rAkhI mele kALajAnI mahIM, mATe Apazo-karazo nahIM. nathI ApavA jevI cIja A. cetatA rahevA jevuM che. (326) haMmezAM strIne jeTaluM tame kaho, enI javAbadArI Ave. kAraNa ke e ApaNe jyAM sudhI zarIra sAruM majabUta hoyane, tyAM sudhI ja sahana karyA kare ane manamAM zuM kahe ? e gAtara (sAMdhA) DhIlAM paDaze eTale rAge pADI daIza. A badhAMnAM gAtara DhIlA paDyAMne tene badhAne rAge pADI dIdhelAM, meM joyelAM ya kharA. eTale huM lokone salAha ApuM, nA karIza, mUA, bairI joDe to vaDhavADa nA karIza. bairI joDe vera nA bAMdhIza, nahIM to mUA veSa thaI paDaze. 328). ApaNI strI jAti mULa saMskAramAM Ave, to e to devI che. paNa A to bahAranA saMskAra aDyA chene, eTale vipharI che have. viphare !! tethI zAstrakAroe kahyuM, ramA ramADavI sahela che, vipharI to mahAmuzkela thaI jAya ane viphare evuM kare che ApaNAM loko. saLI karIne vipharAvaDAve ane viphare to pachI vAghaNa jevI kahevAya. tyAM sudhI na javuM joIe ApaNe. maryAdA jovI joIe ane tyAM ApaNe strIne cheDa cheDa karIe to kyAM jAya e bicArI ? eTale pachI vakare ! pahelAM vakare ane pachI viphare ane vipharI ke pachI thaI rahyuM ! mATe ene chaMcheDazo nahIM. leTa go karavuM. (332) ane strI to vipharaze, te tArI buddhi nahIM cAle, tArI buddhi ane bAMdhI zakaze nahIM. mATe viphare nahIM evI rIte tuM vAto karaje. AMkhamAM prema jabarajasta rAkhaje. vakhate e avaLuM-havaLuM bolene to e to strI jAti che, mATe leTa go karaje. eTale eka AMkhamAM saMpUrNa prema rAkhavAno, bIjI AMkhamAM jarAka kaDakAI rAkhavAnI, evI rIte rahevuM joIe. je vakhate je jarUra hoya tevuM, bilakula kaDakAI roja karAya nahIM. e to eka AMkhamAM kaDakAI ane eka AMkhamAM devI tarIke mAnavuM, devI tarIke. samaja paDIne ? praznakartA: eka AMkhamAM kaDakAI ane eka AMkhamAM devI, e be eTa e TAIma kaI rItanA rahe ? dAdAzrI : e to puruSane badhuM AvaDe ! huM trIsa-pAMtrIsa varSano hato tyAre ghera AvuMne, te hIrAbA ekalA nahIM, badhI strIo mane dekhe te eka tAMto. 'A e zuM kare che, zAthI A kare che ? e tamane dabAvA phare che. ane tuM gusse thaI jauM eTale e jANe ke hA, cAlo ThaMDo, narama thaI gayo. paNa gusse nA thauM, to e vadhAre kare pachI...." AvuM kakaLATa chatAM gusse nA thAya pelo, to pachI aMdara jaI ane be-cAra vAsaNone Ama karIne pADe. e khaNaNaNa.... avAja thAya eTale pAcho pelo ciDhAya. jo to ya nA ciDhAyo to bAbAne cUMTI khaNI le eTale raDAve. pachI pelo ciDhAya, pappo. 'tuM bAbAnI pAchaLa paDI chuM. bAbAne zuM karavA vacce lAve che ?" Ama tema, eTale pelI jANe ke haM, A TADho paDI gayo. (323) puruSo prasaMgo bhUlI jAya ane strIonI noMdha AkhI jiMdagI rahe. puruSo bhoLA hoya, moTA mananA hoya, bhadrika hoya, te bhUlI jAya bicArA. strIo to bolI jAya hau, ke 'te dahADe tame AvuM bolyA hatA, te mAre kALaje vAgeluM che. alyA, vIsa varSa thayA to ya noMdha tAjI !! bAbo vIsa varasano moTo thayo, paiNavA jevo thayo to ya hajI pelI vAta rAkhI melI ?'

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61 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra AMkhamAM kaDakAI dekhe ane eka AMkhamAM pUjyatA dekhe, to badhI strIo mAthe oDhIne bese ane Amatema TAITa thaI jAya badhI, ane hIrAbA to mahIM, gharamAM pesatAM pahelAM bhaDake. bUTa khakhaDyo ke bhaDakATa pesI jAya. eka AMkhamAM kaDaka, ekamAM narama. enA vagara strI rahe ja nahIM. tethI hIrAbA kahe, 'dAdA kevA che ?" praznakartA: tIkhA bhamarA jevA. dAdAzrI : tIkhA bhamarA jevA che evuM kAyama rAkhIe. ema saheje thatharAvAnuM nahIM. gharamAM pesIe.... ke cUpa, badhuM ThaMDuMgAra jevuM thaI jAya, bUTa khakhaDe ke tarata ! kaDakAI zAthI ke e Thokara nA khaI jAya eTalA mATe kaDakAI rAkhaje. eTalA mATe eka AMkhamAM kaDakAI ane eka AMkhamAM prema rAkhavo. praznakartA eTale saMskRtamAM mUkyuM, "yatra nAryastu pUyaMte ramaMte tatra devatA !" dAdAzrI : hA, basa ! eTale huM jyAre AvuM boluM chuM, tyAre badhAM mane loko kahe che ke dAdA, tame strIonAM taraphI cho, pakSapAtI cho ? have huM zuM kahyuM ke, strIone pUjo, eno artha evo nahIM ke savAramAM jaIne AratI utArajo, evuM karIza to e tAruM tela kADhI nAkhaze. enAM arthamAM zuM che ? eka AMkhamAM prema ane eka AMkhamAM kaDakAI rAkhaje. eTale pUjA nA karIza, evI lAyakAta nathI. eTale manathI pUjA karaje. (343). eTale vahune kahejo ke, 'tAre jeTaluM laDhavuM hoya eTaluM laDhaje. mane to dAdAe laDhavAnI nA pADI che. dAdAe mane AjJA karI che. huM A beTho chuM, tAre je kaMI bolavuM hoya te bola have.' evuM ene kahI devuM. praznakartA : paNa e bole ja nahIM ne pachI. dAdAzrI : dAdAnuM nAma Ave ke cUpa ja thaI jAya. bIjAM koI hathiyAra nA vAparIza. A ja hathiyAra vAparaje. (350) pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra eka bahene to mane kahyuM hatuM, 'paNI tyAre e bahu lAMTa (jabarA) hatA.' kahyuM, 'have ?!' tyAre kahe, 'dAdA, tame badhuM strI cAritra badhuM samajo cho, mArI pAse zuM kahevaDAvo cho !mArI pAse koI sukha joItuM hoya emane, tyAre huM ene kahyuM, "bhaIsA'ba kaho." eTale bhaIsA'ba kahevaDAvuM tyAre ! emAM mAro zuM vAMka ? pahelA e mane bhaIsA'ba kahevaDAvatA hatA ane have huM bhaIsA'ba kahevaDAvuM chuM. samajAya che ? (351) A amaladAro ya oNphisethI akaLAIne ghera Avene, tyAre baI sAheba zuM kaheze ke "doDha kalAka leTa thayA? kyAM gayA hatA ?" le !! enI baI che te eka phero emane DaphaLAvatI'tI, tyAre Avo siMha jevo mANasa jenAthI AkhuM gujarAta bhaDake, ene ya bhaDakAve che, juone ! AkhuM gujarAtamAM koI nAma nA de, paNa enI baI gAMThatI ja nathI ane ene hau TeDakAvI nAkhatI hatI ! pachI meM ene eka dahADo kahyuM, 'bena, A dhaNI che te tane ekalI mUkIne dasa-bAra-paMdara dahADA bahAragAma jAya to ? tyAre kahe, "mane to bIka lAge.' have zenI bIka lAge ? tyAre kahe che, "mahIM bIjA rUmamAM pyAlo khakhaDene to ya mArA manamAM ema lAge ke bhUta AvyuM haze !' eka UMdaraDI pyAlo khakhaDAve to ya bIka lAge. ane A dhaNI ATalo ! dhaNIne lIdhe tane bIka nahIM lAgatI. e dhaNIne pAcho tuM TaiDakAva TaiDakAva karuM chuM. vAgha jevA dhaNInuM tela kADhI nAkhe ! (355) eka mANasa traNa hajAra rUpiyAnI ghoDI lAvyo hato. roja to Ama ghoDI upara bApa besato hato. ene chokaro covIsa varSano hato. eka dahADo chokaro ghoDI upara beTho ane taLAva upara laI gayo. pelI ghoDIne jarAka saLI karI ! have ghoDI traNa hajAra rUpiyAnI, ene saLI karavA lAyaka hoya (!) ene saLI karAya nahIM, enI cAlamAM ja cAlavA devI paDe. te pelAe to saLI karI, te ghoDI haDahaDATa UbhI thaI gaI. ghoDI UbhI thaI ke pelo paDI gayo ! poTaluM nIce paDyuM ! e poTaluM ghera AvIne zuM bolavA mAMDyuM ke "A ghoDI vecI do, ghoDI kharAba che." ene besatAM nathI AvaDatuM ne ghoDInuM nAma de che ?! enuM nAma dhaNI ! A badhAM dhaNI !! pachI meM kahyuM, 'hove, e ghoDI kharAba hatI (traNa) hajAranI ghoDI ! alyA, tane besatA nathI AvaDatuM, emAM ghoDIne zuM karavA vagove che ?" besatA nA AvaDavuM

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra joIe ? ghoDIne vagove che ? eka phera dhaNI jo strInI sAme thAya to teno vakkara ja nA rahe. ApaNuM ghara sArI rIte cAlatuM hoya, chokarAM bhaNatAM hoya sArI rIte, kazI bhAMjagaDa nA hoya ane ApaNane temAM avaLuM dekhAyuM ane vagara kAmanA sAmA thaIe eTale ApaNI akkalano kImiyo strI samajI jAya ke AnAmAM barakata nathI. (356) tamane strIo joDe 'DIliMga' karatAM nathI AvaDatuM. tamane vepArIone gharAka joDe DIliMga karatAM nA AvaDe to e tamArI pAse nA Ave. eTale ApaNA loka nathI kahetA ke "selsamena' sAro rAkho ? sAro, dekhAvaDo, hoziyAra 'selsamena' hoya to loka thoDo bhAva paNa vadhAre ApI de. evI rIte ApaNane strI joDe 'DIliMga' karatAM AvaDavuM joIe. (357) A to strI jAti che to badhuM jagatanuM nUra che, nahIM to gharamAM bAvA karatAM ya bhUMDAM raho. savAramAM paMjo ja nA vALyo hoya ! cAnuM ThekANuM nA paDatuM hoya !! e to vAipha che to kaheze, eTale tarata vahelo vahelo nAhI le. ene lIdhe zobhA che badhI. ane emanI zobhA Amane lIdhe che. (358) strI eTale sahaja prakRti. eTale dhaNIne pAMca karoDanI khoTa gayelI hoyane, to dhaNI Akho dahADo ciMtA karyA karato hoya, dukAna khoTamAM jatI hoya to ghera khAtA-pItA nA hoya paNa strI to ghera AvIne kaheze, lyo, UTho. have bahu hAya-hAya nA karazo, tame cA pIo ne khAva nirAMte. to aDadhI pArTanarazIpa hoya paNa ene kema ciMtA nathI ? tyAre kahe sAhajIka che. eTale A sahajanI joDe rahIe to jIvAya, nahIM to jIvAya nahIM. ane beu che te puruSo rahetA hoya to marI jAya sAmAsAmI. eTale strI to sahaja che. tethI to A gharamAM AnaMda rahe che thoDo ghaNo. (329) strI to daivI zakti che paNa jo puruSane samajaNa paDatI hoya to kAma nIkaLI jAya. strIno doSa nathI, ApaNI UMdhI samajaNano doSa che. strIo to devIo che paNa devIthI nIce nahIM utAravAnI. devI che, kahIe. ane uttara pradezamAM keTalIka jagyAe to "Avo devI' kahe che. hajI ya kahe che, 'zAradAdevI AyA, phalANA, maNIdevI AyA !' amuka amuka dezomAM nathI pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra kahetA ? (360) ane puruSo cAra jaNa rahetA hoyane sAmAsAmI, eka jaNa khAvAnuM kare, eka jaNa... e gharamAM bhalIvAra nA hoya. eka puruSa ne eka strI rahetI hoyane to ghara suMdara dekhAya. strI sajAvaTe bahu sarasa kare. praznakartA : tame strIonuM ja ekalInuM nA kheMca kheMca karazo. dAdAzrI : strIonuM kheMcato nathI. A puruSonuM kheMcuM chuM, paNa Ama strIone ema lAge ke amAruM kheMce che paNa kheMcuM chuM puruSanuM. kAraNa ke phemilInA mAlika tame cho. zI Ijha noTa dha onara opha phemilI. yu Ara onara. loko muMbaImAM kahene, 'kema tame puruSono pakSa nahIM letAM ne strIono pakSa lo cho ?" kahyuM, 'emane peTe mahAvIra pAkyA che, tamArA peTe koNa pAke che ? vagara kAmanA tame laI beThAM cho !' praznakartA chatAM tame strIonuM bahu kheMco cho, evuM amAruM mAnavuM che. dAdAzrI : hA, e jarAka mArI para AkSepa che, badhe ya thaI jAya che. e AkSepa mane lokoe besADelo che, paNa joDe joDe puruSone eTaluM badhuM ApuM chuM ke strIo mAna Ape che pachI. evuM goThavI ApuM chuM. Ama dekhAva dekhAvamAM che te strIonuM khecuM chuM paNa aMdarakhAne puruSonuM hoya che. eTale A badhuM, A kema goThavaNI karavI enA rastA hovA joIe. bannene saMtoSa thavo joIe. mAre to strIo joDe ya bahu phAve, puruSo joDe ya bahu phAve. bAkI ame to strIonA ya pakSamAM nA hoIe ne puruSonA pakSamAM nA hoIe. beu sarakhuM calAvo gADuM. pahelAMnA lokoe strIone heThe pADI dIdhI. strIo to helDiMga che. e nA hoya ne tAruM ghara kevuM cAle ? (361) (19) patnInI phariyAdo tuM phariyAda karIza to tuM phariyAdI thaI jaIza. huM to je phariyAda karavA Ave tene ja gunegAra gaNuM. tAre phariyAda karavAno vakhata ja kema Avyo ? phariyAdI ghaNAMkharAM gunegAra ja hoya che. pote gunegAra hoya to phariyAda karavA Ave. tuM phariyAda karIza to tuM phariyAdI thaI jaIza ane sAmo

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 65 AropI thaze. eTale enI draSTimAM AropI tuM TharIza mATe koInI viruddha phariyAda nA karavI. pelo bhAgAkAra karato hoya to ApaNe guNAkAra karavA eTale 2kama UDI jAya. sAmA mANasa mATe vicAra karavo ke eNe mane Ama kahyuM, tema kahyuM, e ja guno che. A rastAmAM jatI vakhate bhIMta athaDAya to tene kema vaDhatA nathI ? jhADane jaDa kema kahevAya ? je vAge e badhAM lIlAM jhADa ja che ? gAyano paga ApaNA upara paDe to ApaNe kaMI kahIe chIe ? evuM A badhA lokonuM che, 'jJAnI puruSa' badhAne zI rIte mAphI Ape ? e samaje A bicArAM samajatAM nathI, jhADa jevA che ne samajaNavALAne to kahevuM ja nA paDe, e to mahIM tarata pratikramaNa karI nAkhe. (363) dhaNI apamAna kare to zuM karo cho pachI ? dAvo mAMDo ? praznakartA : evuM kaMI karAya ? e to thatuM haze ? ! dAdAzrI : tyAre zuM karo ? mArA AzIrvAda che, karIne sUI javAnuM tuM bena sUI rahevAnIne ke manamAM gALo bhAMDabhAMDa karuM ? manamAM ja bhAMDa bhAMDa (365) kare. ane pachI traNa hajAranI sADI joI, te ghera AvIne moDhuM bagaDI jAya. e dekhAya to ApaNe kahIe, 'kema Ama thaI gayuM ?" e sADImAM khovAI gayA hoya. jo lAvI Ape tyAre choDe, nahIM to tyAM sudhI kakaLATa nA choDe. AvuM nA hovuM joIe. (366) vahu kaheze ke, 'A ApaNA sophAnI DijhAIna sArI nathI. A tamArA bhAIbaMdhane tyAM gayA hatAne, tyAM kevI sarasa DijhAIna hatI !' alyA, A sophA che, temAM tane sukha paDatuM nathI ? tyAre kahe ke, nA, meM peluM joyuM temAM sukha paDe che.' te dhaNIne pAcho pelA jevo sopho lAvavo paDe ! have pelo navo lAve tyAre ko'ka phe2 chokaro bleDa mUke ne kaMI kApI nAkhe ke pAcho mahIM jANe AtmA kapAI jAya ! chokarAM sophAne kApe kharAM ke nahIM ? ane enI upara kUde kharA ke ? ane kUde te ghaDIe jANe enI chAtI upara kUdato hoya evuM lAge ! eTale A moha che. te moha ja tamane kaiDI kaiDIne tela kADhI nAkhaze ! (367) pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra A amatho bhava bagaDI jAya AmAM to ane bIjuM benone kahuM chuM ke, zopiMga karazo nahIM. zopiMga baMdha karI do. A to DaoNlara AvyA eTale.... alyA, nA levAnuM hoya to zuM karavA lauM chuM, yujhalesa. koI sAre mArge paiso javo joIe ke nA javo joIe ? koInI phemilImAM aDacaNa hoya ane e bicArAne nA hoya to, pacAsa-so DaoNlara ApIe to kevuM sarasa lAgaze ! ane zopiMgamAM khoTAM nAkhI Avo cho ane ghera dhamAla-dhamAla paDeluM rahe che (368) badhuM bheguM. 66 praznakartA : pachI trAgAM kare. strIo trAgAM kare ! dAdAzrI : trAgAM to strIo nahIM, puruSo mUA kare che. atyAre to trAgAM bahu nathI karatAM. trAgAM eTale zuM ? potAne kazuM bhogavI levuM hoya to sAmAne dabaDAvIne bhogavI le. dhAryuM karAve ! (370) praznakartA : badhe kema bairAMono ja vAMka Ave che ane puruSone nahIM Avato ? dAdAzrI : strIone to evuM chene, puruSanA hAthamAM kAyado hato eTale strIone ja nukasAna karyuM che. A to pustako dhaNIoe lakhelAMne eTale dhaNIne ja emAM te AgaLa ghAlyo che. strIone UDADI melI che. temAM te enI velyu UDADI dIdhI che e lokoe. have mAre ya evo khAdho che. narke ya A ja jAya che. ahIMthI ja jAya che narke. strIone evuM nA hoya. bhale strInI prakRti judI che, paNa enI prakRti pramANe e ya phaLa Ape che ane A ya phaLa Ape che. enI ajAgRta prakRti che. ajAgRta eTale sahaja prakRti. (371) praznakartA : keTalA vakhata Ama ApaNe sahana karavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : sahana karavAthI to zakti bahu vadhe. praznakartA : eTale sahana ja karyA karavuM ema ? dAdAzrI : sahana karavA karatAM enI upara vicAravuM sAruM che. vicArathI enuM solyuzana lAvo. bAkI sahana karavuM e guno che. bahu sahanazIlatA thAyane

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68 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra karIne pachI vALe. te pachI be hathoDIo mAre eTalAmAM vaLI jAya. ApaNe jevuM banAvavuM hoya ne evuM banI jAya. dareka vastu garama thAya eTale vaLe ja haMmezAM. jeTalI garamI eTalo nabaLo ane nabaLo eTale eka-be hathoDI mArI ke ApaNe e dhaNInI jevI DijhAIna ApaNe joItI hoya, evI DijhAIna karI nAkhavI joIe. praznakartA H kevI DijhAIna karavI joIe, dAdA ? hAthamAM AvyA pachI pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra te sprIMganI peTha UchaLe pachI te AkhuM ghara badhuM khedAna-medAna karI nAkhe. sahanazIlatA to strIMga che. strIMga upara loDa nahIM mukavo koI dahADo ya. e to ThIka che thoDA pUratuM. have rastAmAM kokanI joDe jatAM-AvatAM e thayuM hoya, tyAM jarAka e strIMga vAparavAnI che. ahIM gharanA mANaso upara loDa mUkAya nahIM. gharanA mANasonuM sahana karuM to zuM thAya ? sprIMga kUde e to. praznakartA: sahanazIlatAnI limiTa keTalI rAkhavAnI ? dAdAzrI : ene amuka hada sudhI sahana karavuM. pachI vicArIne eNe tapAsa karavI ke zuM che A hakIkatamAM, vicArazo eTale khabara paDaze ke AnI pAchaLa zuM raheluM che ! ekaluM sahana kara kara karazo to sprIMga kUdaze. vicAravAnI jarUra che. avicAra karIne sahana karavuM paDe che. vicAro to samajAze ke AmAM bhUla kyAM thAya che ! e badhuM enuM samAdhAna karI Apaze. mahIM aMdara anaMta zakti che, anaMta zakti. tame mAMgo e zakti maLe evI che. A to aMdara zakti khoLato nathI ne bahAra zakti khoLe che. bahAra zuM zakti che ? ghera ghera bhaDakA sahana karavAthI ja thAya che. huM keTaluM sahana karuM, manamAM ema ja mAne che. bAkI vicArIne rasto kADhavo joIe. je saMjogo bAjhayA che, jo saMjogo kudaratanuM nirmANa che ane tuM have zI rIte chaTakI nAsIza ? navA vera baMdhAya nahIM ane jUnAM vera choDI devAM hoya to, eno rasto kADhavo joIe. A avatAra vera choDavA mATe che. ane vera choDavA mATeno rasto che, dareka joDe samabhAve nikAla ! pachI tamArA chokarAo kevAM sArA saMskArI thAya ! (372) praznakartA : mArI benapaNIe prazna pUchAvyo ne ! temanA pati haMmezAM temanA upara gusse thAya che to enuM zuM kAraNa haze ? dAdAzrI : te sAruM, loko gusse thAya, tenA karatAM pati thAya e sAruM. gharanAM mANasa che ne ! evuM che, A luhAra loko jADuM lokhaMDa hoya ane ene vALavuM hoya to garama kare. zuM kAma kare ? Ama ThaMDuM nA vaLe evuM hoya, to lokhaMDane garama dAdAzrI : ApaNe jevI banAvI hoya evI bane DijhAIna. enA dhaNIne popaTa jevo banAvI de. "AyA rAma' baI kaheze tyAre e ya kaheze, AyA rAma'. 'gayA rAma' tyAre kahe, 'gayA rAma'. evo popaTa jevo banI jaze, paNa loko hathoDI mAravAnuM jANatA nathI ne ! e badhuM nabaLAI che, gusso thaI javo e badhuM nabaLAIo che badhI. (373) tame AvatAM hoya ane A makAna uparathI eka paththara paDyo mAthA para, ne te lohI nIkaLyuM, to te ghaDIe gusso bahu karo ? praznakartA H nahIM, e to "hepana' (banI gayuM) che. dAdAzrI : nA, paNa gusso kema karatAM nathI tyAM AgaLa ?! eTale pote koIne dekho nahIM, eTale gusso kevI rIte thAya ? praznakartA : koIe jANI-joIne mAryo nathI. dAdAzrI : eTale ApaNI pAse kaMTrola che krodhano. to ApaNe ema jANIe chIe ke jANI-joIne koIe mAryo nathI, eTale tyAM kaMTrola rAkhI zakIe chIe. kaMTrola to che ja. pachI kahe che, "mane gusso AvI jAya che.' muA, tyAM kema nathI Avato ? polIsavALA joDe, polIsavALA deDakAve te ghaDIe kema gusso nathI Avato ? ene vahu joDe gusso Ave, chokarAM para gusso Ave, pADozI para, anDarahenDa' (hAtha nIcenA) joDe gusso Ave ne 'bosa' (sAheba) joDe kema nathI Avato ? gusso mANasane AvI zakato nathI. A to e enuM dhAryuM karavuM che. (375) praznakartA : gharamAM ke bahAra phrenDamAM badhe darekanA mata judA judA hoya

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 69 ane emAM ApaNA dhAryA pramANe nA thAya, to pachI ApaNane gusso kema Ave ? tyAre zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : badhA mANasa potAnA dhAryA pramANe karavA jAya, to zuM thAya ? Avo vicAra ja kema Ave te ? tarata ja vicAra Avavo joIe ke badhAya jo enA dhAryA pramANe karavA jaze to ahIM AgaLa vAsaNo toDI nAkhaze sAmasAmI ane khAvAnuM nahIM rahe. mATe dhAryA pramANe koI dA'Do karavuM nahIM. dhAravuM ja nahIM, eTale khoTuM paDe ja nahIM. jene garaja hoya te dhAraze, evuM rAkhavuM. (376) praznakartA : ApaNe game eTalA zAMta rahIe, paNa puruSo gusse thaI jAya to ApaNe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : e gusse thaI jAya ne vaDhavaDhA karavI hoya to ApaNe ya gusso karavo, nahIM to baMdha karavuM. philma baMdha karavI hoya to ThaMDuM paDI javuM. philma baMdha nA karavI hoya to AkhI rAta cAlavA devI, koNa nA pADe che ? game che kharI, philma ? praznakartA : nA, philma nathI gamatI. dAdAzrI : gusse thaIne zuM karavAnuM ? e mANasa pote gusse thato nathI, A to mikenikala eDajasTamenTa gusse thAya che. pote gusse thatAM nathI. potAne pachI manamAM pastAvo thAya ke A gusso nA thayo hota to sAro. praznakartA : ene ThaMDA pADavAno upAya zuM ? dAdAzrI : e vaLI mazIna garama thayuM hoya, ene ThaMDuM pADavuM hoya to enI meLe thoDIvAra rahevA de, eTale mazIna TADhuM paDI jAya ane hAtha aDADIe ane godA mArIe to dajhAI marIe ApaNe. praznakartA : mane ne mArAM hasabaMDane gusso ne caDasAcaDasI thaI jAya che, jIbhAjoDI ne e badhuM. to zuM karavuM mAre ? dAdAzrI : te gusso tuM karuM chuM ke e ? gusso koNa kare che ? praznakartA : e pachI mArAthI paNa thaI jAya che. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra dAdAzrI : to ApaNe mahIM ja potAne Thapako ApavAno, 'kema tuM AvuM karuM chuM ?' karelA te bhogavavA ja paDe ne ! paNa A pratikramaNa(pastAvo) kare to badhAM doSa khalAsa thAya. nahIM to ApaNA ja godA mArelA te ApaNe pAchA bhogavavA paDe. paNa pratikramaNa karavAthI jarA TADhuM paDI jAya. (377) praznakartA : paNa pati-patnI vacce thoDuM gusse to thavuM ja joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : nA. evo kaMI kAyado nathI. pati-patnImAM to bahu zAMti rahevI joIe. A duHkha thAya e pati-patnI ja na hoya. phrenDazIpamAM nathI thatuM. sAcI phrenDazIpamAM thatuM nathI. to A to moTAmAM moTI phrenDazIpa kahevAya ! ahIM nA thAya, A to lokoe ThokI besADeluM. potAne thAya eTale ThokI besADeluM. kAyado Avo ja che, kaheze ! pati-patnImAM to bilakula nA thavuM joIe, bIje badhe thAya. (378) 70 praznakartA : ApaNAM zAstromAM lakhyuM che, ke strIe patine ja paramezvara tarIke mAnavo ane enI AjJAmAM rahIne cAlavuM. to atyAre A kALamAM kevI rItanA e pALavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : e to pati jo rAma jevA hoya to ApaNe sItA thavuM joIe. pati vAMko thayo to ApaNe vAMkA nA thaIe to zI rIte cAle ? sIdhuM rahevAya to uttama, paNa sIdhuM rahevAya nahIM ne ! mANasa zI rIte sIdho rahI zake, godA mAra-mAra kare pachI ! pachI patnI te zuM kare bicArI ? e to patie patidharma pALavo joIe ane patnIe patnIdharma pALavo joIe. agara patinI thoDI bhUlo hoya to nabhAvI le e strI kahevAya. paNa ATaluM badhuM AvIne gALo bhAMDavA mAMDe, to A patnI zuM kare bicArI ? praznakartA : pati e ja paramAtmA che, e zuM khoTuM che ? dAdAzrI : AjanA patione paramAtmA mAne to e gAMDA thaIne phare evAM che ! (394) praznakartA : A pati paramezvara kahevAya ? enA roja darzana karAya ? enuM caraNAmRta pIvAya ? dAdAzrI : e emane paramezvara kahe, paNa e marI nA jAya to te

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 71 paramezvara. marI javAnA te zenA paramezvara ?! pati zenA paramezvara te ?! atyAranA pati paramezvara hotAM haze ? praznakartA : huM to roja page lAguM chuM, patine. dAdAzrI : e to chetaratI haze ema karIne patine chetare Ama karIne, page lAgIne. pati eTale pati ane paramezvara eTale paramezvara. e pati ja kyAM kahe che, 'huM paramezvara !" 'huM to dhaNI chuM" evuM ja kahe che ne ? praznakartA : hA, dhaNI chuM. dAdAzrI : haM. e to gAyano ya dhaNI hoya, badhAnA dhaNI hoya. AtmA ekalo ja paramezvara che, zuddhAtmA. praznakartA : caraNAmRta pIvAya ? dAdAzrI : AjanA mANaso, gaMdhAtA mANasonA caraNa kema pIvAya te ? A mANasa gaMdhAya, Ama beTho hoya to ya gaMdhAya. e to pelA sugaMdhIvALA mANasa hatA tyAranI vAta judI hatI. Aja to mANasa badhA gaMdhAya che. ApaNuM mAthuM hale caDhI jAya. jema tema karIne dekhAva karavAno ke pati-patnI chIe ame. praznakartA : have badhAe chekI nAkhyuM che, dAdA. have badhI bhaNIne eTale badhAe cokaDI mUkI dIdhI. dAdAzrI : pati paramezvara thaI beThA, juone ! emanA hAthamAM copaDI lakhavAnI eTale koNa kahevAnuM, eka tarapha karI nAkhyuM ne ? AvuM nA hovuM joIe. praznakartA : Aja kAlanA bairAM potAnA dhaNIne pahelAnA bairAM jevuM mAna nathI ApatA. dAdAzrI : hA, pahelAnA dhaNI rAma hatA ane atyAre marA che. praznakartA : A kahe che jamarA. (395) praznakartA : patinI pratye strInI pharaja zuM e samajAvo. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra dAdAzrI : strIe haMmezAM patine sinsiyara rahevuM joIe. patie patnIne kahevuM joIe ke, 'tame sinsiyara nahIM raho to mAruM magaja bagaDI jaze." ene to cetavaNI ApavI joIe. 'bIvera' (cetavavAnA) karavAnA, paNa dabANa nA karAya ke tame sinsiyara raho. paNa 'bIvera" kahevAya. sinsiyara rahevuM joIe AkhI jiMdagI. rAta-divasa sinsiyara, emanI ja ciMtA hovI joIe. tAre enI ciMtA rAkhavI joIe, to ja saMsAra sAro cAle. praznakartA: patideva sinsiyara nA rahe, pachI patnInuM magaja bagaDe. to pApa nA lAge ne ?! dAdAzrI : magaja bagaDe to svAda cAkhe ne !! pAcho dhaNIe cAkhe ne pachI ! evuM nA karavuM joIe. 'ejha phAra ejha posibala" (banatAM sudhI) ane patinI icchA nA hoya ne bhUlacUka thaI jatI hoya to enI patie mAphI mAMgI levI joIe ke huM mAphI mAguM chuM. pharI nahIM thAya AvuM. sinsiyara to rahevuM joIene mANase ?! sinsiyara nA rahe e kemanuM cAle? praznakartA : mAphI mAMgI le pati, vAtavAtamAM mAphI mAMgI le, paNa pAchAM evuM ja karatAM hoya to ? dAdAzrI : dhaNI mAphI mAMge to nA samajIe, ke keTalo bicAro lAcArI bhogave che ! eTale leTa go karavAnuM ! e kaMI ene 'hebITa' (Teva) nahIM paDelI. 'hebiTyuTeDa' (TevAI) nahIM thaI gayelo. ene ya nA game paNa zuM kare? parANe AvuM thaI jAya. bhUlacUka tyAre thAya ne ! praznakartA : patine hebITa thaI gaI hoya to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : zuM karavAnuM pachI ? kADhI melAya kaMI ene ! kADhI mele to DheDaphajeto thAya bahAra, UlaTuM DhAMkI rAkhavAnuM, bIjuM zuM thAya te ?! gaTarane DhAMkIe chIe ke UghADI karIe chIe ? A gaTarone DhAMkaNuM mUkI devAnuM hoya ke UghADuM rAkhavAnuM hoya ? praznakartA baMdha rAkhavAnuM. dAdAzrI : nahIM to UghADIe to gaMdhAya, ApaNuM mAthuM caDhI jAya.

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93 74 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra praznakartA : A cAMdalo karavAnuM zA mATe, amerikAnI ghaNI strIo, amane pUche ke tame loko ahIMyA cAMdalo kema karo cho ? dAdAzrI : hA. cAMdalo eTale, ame che te AryastrIo chIe eTale. ame anArya nathI. Arya strIo cAMdalAvALI hoya. eTale dhaNI joDe jhaghaDo thAya game teTalo, to ya e jatI nA rahe ane pachI cAMdalA vagaranI to bIje ja dahADe jatI rahe. ane A to sTeDI rahe, cAMdalAvALI. ahIMyA mananuM sthAna che, te eka patimAM mana ekAgra rahe eTale. (397) praznakartA : strIoe zuM karavuM joIe ? puruSanuM to tame kahyuM, paNa strIoe be AMkhamAM zuM rAkhavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : strIoe to, ene game tevo pati maLyo hoyane, pati je maLyA e ApaNA hisAbano che. pati maLavo e kaMI gamyuM nathI. mATe je pati maLyo enA tarapha eka pativratA thavAno prayatna karajo. ane evuM jo nA thAya to enI pAchA kSamApanA lo. paNa tArI draSTi AvI hovI joIe. ane pati joDe pArTanarazIpamAM kema AgaLa vadhAya, urdhvagati thAya, kema mokSe javAya evA vicAro kara. (398) (20) pariNAmo chUTAcheDAnAM matabheda game che ? matabheda thAya tyAre jhaghaDA thAya, ciMtA thAya. to manabhedamAM zuM thAya ? manabheda thAya to, 'Divorsa' le ane tanabheda thAya tyAre nanAmI nIkaLe ! praznakartA : vyavahArika bAbatamAM matabheda hoya e vicArabheda kahevAya ke matabheda kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : e matabheda kahevAya. A jJAna lIdhuM hoya tene vicArabheda kahevAya, nahIM to matabheda kahevAya. matabhedathI to jhATako vAge ! praznakartA : matabheda ocho rahe to e sAruM ne ? dAdAzrI : mANasane matabheda to hovA ja na joIe. jo matabheda che to e mANasAI ja nA kahevAya. kAraNa ke matabhedathI to koI phero manabheda thaI pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra jAya. matabhedamAM manabheda thaI jAya eTale 'tuM Ama che ne tuM tAre ghera jatI rahe' ema cAle. AmAM pachI majA nA rahe. jema tema nabhAvI levuM. (42) praznakartA H atyAre to TheTha matabheda sudhI pahoMcI gayuM che. dAdAzrI : te ja kahuM chuM e badhuM sAruM nahIM. bahAra zobhe nahIM. Ano kaMI artha nahIM. haju sudhArI zakAya che. ApaNe manuSyamAM chIene, te sudhArI zakAya. A zA mATe AvuM hovuM joIe ? mUA, DheDaphajeto karyA kare che te ? thoDuM samajavuM to paDe ne ? A badhAmAM suparaphaluasa (upalaka) rahevAnuM che, tyAre A vahunA dhaNI thaI beThAM keTalAMka mANaso to. alyA mUA, dhaNIpaNuM zuM karavA bajAve che ? A to ahIM jIvyo tyAM sudhI dhaNI ane e kAle DAIvorsa nA le tyAM sudhI dhaNI. kAle DAIvorsa le tuM zAno dhaNI ? (404) praznakartA : AjakAla badhA DAivorsa le che, chUTAcheDA le che. te nAnAM nAnAM chokarAo mUkIne chUTAcheDA le che, to eno nisAso nA lAge ? dAdAzrI : lAge ne badhuM ya, paNa zuM kare che ? kharI rIte nA levA joIe. kharI rIte to nabhAvI levuM joIe AkhuM. chokarAM thatAM pahelAM lIdhA hota to vAMdho nahoto, paNa A chokarAo thayA pachI le, to chokarAno nisAso lAgene ! praznakartA : chokarAnA bApanuM magaja jarAya cAlatuM nA hoya, kazuM kAmakAja karatAM nA hoya, moTala calAvatA nA AvaDatI hoya ane cAra divAlanI vacce gharamAM besI raheto hoya, to zuM karavAnuM? dAdAzrI : zuM karavuM paNa te ?! bIjo pAMsaro maLaze ke nahIM enI khAtarI zuM ? praznakartA : e to nahIM ja vaLI... dAdAzrI : bIjo vaLI ethI enA moDhAmAM thuMke evo maLe tyAre zuM karavuM ? ghaNAM lokone maLeluM evuM. pahelo hato, te sAro hato. pAchuM maracakkara tyAM paDI rahevuM hatuM ne ! mahIMthI e samajavuM paDe ke nA samajavuM paDe ?! praznakartA : dAdAne soMpI daIe to pachI bIjo pAMsaro maLe ne ?

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 35 dAdAzrI : sAro maLyo ane traNa varSa pachI ene eTeka Avyo, to zuM karazo ? A naryuM bhayavALA jagatamAM zA hAru A... ! je banyuM e karekTa kahIne calAvI lo to sAruM. (405) pahelo dhaNI sAro nIkaLe haMmezAM, paNa bIjo to rakhaDela ja mUo hoya. kAraNa ke e ya AvuM khoLato hoya, rakhaDato khoLato hoya ane e ya rakhaDela hoya, tyAre be bheguM thAya ne ! rakhaDela Dhoro be bhegAM thaI jAya. enAM karatAM pahelo hoya te sAro ! ApaNo jANelo to kharone ! mUo Avo to nathI ja ! e rAte gaLuM to nahIM dabAvI de ne ! evI tamane khAtarI hoya ne ! ane pelo to gaLuM hau dabAvI de ! baccAonI khAtare ya potAne samajavuM joIe. eka ke be hoya, paNa e bicArA noMdhArA ja thaI jAyane ! noMdhArA nA gaNAya ? praznakartA : noMdhArA ja gaNAya ne ! dAdAzrI : mA kyAM gaI ? pappA kyAM gayA ? eka vAra potAne eka A paga kapAI gayo hoya, to eka avatAra nabhAvI nahIM letA ke ApaghAta karavo ? (407) dhaNI kharAba lAgato nathI ! e lAgaze tyAre zuM karIza ? pachI dhaNInuM jarA magaja ADuM-avaLuM hoya, paNa Ama paiNyA eTale ApaNo dhaNI, eTale ApaNo sArAmAM sAro - besTa, ema kahevuM. eTale kharAba evuM duniyAmAM kazuM hotuM nathI. praznakartA : besTa evuM kahIe to dhaNI cagI jAya. dAdAzrI : nA, cage ja nahIM. e Akho dahADo bicArA bahAra kAma karyA kare e zuM cage ? dhaNI to ApaNane je maLyA hoyane e ja nabhAvI levAnA, kaMI bIjA levA javAya ? vecAtA maLe kaMI ? ane peluM UMdhuM-cattuM karo, Divorsa karavuM paDe e to khoTuM dekhAya UbhuM. pelo ya pUche ke DivorsavALI che. tyAre bIje kyAM jaIe ?! enA karatAM eka karI paDyA e nikAla karI nAkhavAno tyAM AgaLa. eTale badhe evuM hoya ane ApaNAthI nA phAvatuM hoya, paNa zuM kare ? jAya kyAM have ? mATe A ja nikAla karI nAkhavAno. 36 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra ApaNe inDiyano, keTalA dhaNI badalIe ? A eka ja karyo te... je maLyo e sAco. tene UMcuM mUkI devAno, kesa ! ane puruSone strI jevI maLI hoya kakaLATa karatI hoya to paNa enI joDe nikAla karI nAkhavo sAro. e kaMI peTamAM bacakAM bharavAnI che ? e to bahArathI bUmAbUma kare ke moMDhe gALo de, peTamAM pesIne bacakAM bhare tyAre ApaNe zuM karIe, enA jevuM che A badhuM. reDiyo ja che. paNa A tamane Ama khabara nA paDe ke A kharekhara... tamane to ema ja lAge ke A kharekhara e ja kare che A. pachI ene ya pastAvo thAya che, ke sAluM mAre nahotuM kahevA jevuM ne kahevAI gayuM. to to e kare che ke reDiyo kare che ? (408) eka jaNIno saMsAra muMbaImAM phrekcara thaI jato hato. pelAe khAnagI bIjo saMbaMdha rAkhyo haze. ane A baI, e to jANI gaI eTale jabarajasta jhaghaDA thavA mAMDyA. pachI mane baIe kahI dIdhuM, 'A AvAM che, mAre zuM karavuM ? mane nAsI chUTavuM che !" meM kahyuM, 'eka patnIvratano kAyado pALato hoya evo maLe to nAsI chUTaje, nahIM to bIjo kayo sAro maLaze ? Ama to eka ja rAkhI chene ?" tyAre kahe, 'hA, eka ja.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'bahu sAruM. leTa go (calAvI le) kara. moTuM mana karI nAkha. tane bIjo AthI sAro nA maLe.' (409) kaLiyugamAM to dhaNIe sAro nA maLe ane vahue sArI nA maLe. A badho mAla ja kacaro hoyane ! mAla pasaMda karavA jevo hoya ja nahIM. mATe A pasaMda karavAno nathI, A tAre to ukela lAvavAno che. A hisAba karmono cUkate karavAno che te ukela lAvavAno che. tyAre loka laherathI jANe dhaNIdhaNiyANI thavA phare che. alyA mUA, ukela lAvane ahIMthI. je te raste kleza ocho thAya evI rIte ukela lAvavAno. praznakartA : dAdA, ene evo saMyoga thayo haze, te hisAbano ja thayo haze ne ? dAdAzrI : hisAba vagara to A bheguM ja nA thAyane ! saMsAra che eTale ghA to paDavAnA ja ne ? ne baIsAheba paNa kaheze kharAM ke have ghA rUjhAze nahIM. paNa saMsAramAM paDe eTale pAchAM ghA rUjhAI jAya.

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra mUrSitapaNuM kharuM ne ! mohane laIne mUrzitapaNuM che. mohane laIne ghA rUjhAI jAya. jo ghA nA rUjhAya to vairAgya ja AvI jAya ne ?! moha zenuM nAma kahevAya ? badhA anubhava thayA hoya paNa bhUlI jAya. 'Divorsa" letI vakhate nakkI kare ke have koI strIne paraNavuM nathI, to ya pharI pAcho jhaMpalAve ! (410) praznakartA : huM emane bolato hato ke ApaNA pariNIta jIvanamAM navvANuM TakA kajoDAM che. dAdAzrI : haMmezAM jene kajoDuM kahevAmAM Ave chene, kaLiyugamAM jo kajoDuM thayeluM hoya to e kajoDuM che to UMce laI jAya ke kAM to sAva adhogatimAM laI jAya. bemAMthI eka kAryakArI hoya ane sajoDuM kAryakArI nA hoya. kajoDuM thayuM eTale UMcI gatimAM laI jAya. ane sajoDuM to Ama rajhaLapATa karAvaDAve joDe joDe ! (411) kajoDAMne zuM hovuM joIe ke e bagaDe to ApaNe zAMta rahevuM joIe, jo ApaNe bhAre chIe to. paNa e bagaDe ne ApaNe bagaDIe emAM rahyuM zuM? praznakartA : Divorsa evA kayA saMjogomAM thAya ke Divorsa levAya ? dAdAzrI : A Divorsa to hamaNAM nIkaLyuM, baLyuM. pahelAM Divorsa hatA ja kyAM che ? praznakartA : atyAranA to thAya che ne ? eTale kayA saMjogomAM e badhuM karavuM ?! dAdAzrI : kaMI meLa paDato nA hoya to chUTuM thaI javuM sAruM. eDajasTebala ja nA hoya to chUTuM thaI javuM sAruM. ane nahIM to ame to eka ja vastu kahIe ke "eDajasTa evarIbera'. kAraNa ke guNAkAra gaNavA nA jazo ke be jaNane "Avo che ne tevo che'. praznakartA : A amerikAmAM je Divorsa le che e kharAba kahevAya ke banatuM nA hoyane e loko Divorsa le che te ? dAdAzrI : Divorsa levAno artha ja zuM che te ! A kaMI kapa-rakAbIo che? kapa-rakAbIo vaheMcAya nahIM, ene Divorsa nA karAya, to A mANasono pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra strIono to Divorsa karAto haze ?! e lokone amerikanone mATe cAle, paNa tame to inDiyana kahevAo. jyAM eka patnIvrata ne eka pativratanA niyamo hatA. eka patnI sivAya bIjI strIne joIza nahIM evuM kahe, evAM vicAro hatA. tyAM DivorsanA vicAro zobhe ? Divorsa eTale A eThAM vAsaNo badalavA. khAdhelAM eThAM vAsaNa hoya to bIjAne ApavAM pAchAM, pachI trIjAne ApavA. naryA eThAM vAsaNo badalyA karavA, enuM nAma Divorsa. game che tane Divorsa ? kutarAM-jAnavaro badhAM ya DivorsavALA che ane A pAchAM mANaso emAM peThA eTale pachI phera zo rahyo ? mANasa bIsTa (jAnavara) tarIke rahyo. ApaNA hindustAnamAM to eka lagna karyA pachI bIjuM lagna nahotA karatA. e jo patnI marI jAya to lagna paNa nA kare evA mANaso hatA. kevA pavitra mANaso janmelA ! are, chUTAcheDA lenArAne huM kalAkamAM samo karI ApuM pAcho ! chUTAcheDA levAnA hoya ne, tene mArI pAse lAve to huM eka ja kalAkamAM samA karI ApuM. eTale pAchAM e beu jaNA coMTI ja rahe, khAlI bhaDaka aNasamajaNanI. ghaNAM chUTA paDI gayelA rAge paDI gayA AmAM. (413) ApaNA saMskAra che A to. laDhatA laDhatA eMsI varSa thAya beune, to ya paNa marI gayA pachI teramAne dA'De saravaNI kare. saravaNImAM kAkAne A bhAvatuM hatuM, te bhAvatuM hatuM, badhuM muMbaIthI maMgAvIne mUke. tyAre eka chokaro hatone, te eMsI varSanA kAkIne kahe che, "mAjI, A kAkAe to tamane cha mahinA upara pADI nAkhyA hatA. to tame te ghaDIe avaLuM bolatA hatA kAkAnuM.' 'to ya paNa AvA dhaNI pharI nahIM maLe' kahe che. evuM kahe e DosImA. AkhI jiMdagInA anubhavamAM khoLI kADhe ke paNa aMdarakhAne bahu sArA hatA. A prakRti vAMkI hatI paNa aMdarakhAne.... (414) loka ApaNI noMdha kare evuM jIvana hovuM joIe ApaNuM. ApaNe InDiyana chIe. ApaNe amerikana nathI. ApaNe strIne nabhAvIe ane strI ApaNane nabhAve, ema karatAM karatAM eMsI varSa sudhI cAle. ane pelI (phorenarsa) to eka kalAka nA nabhAve ane pelo ya kalAka nA nabhAve. (415)

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39 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra sahu sahunI prakRtinA phaTAkaDA phUTe che. A phaTAkaDA kyAMthI AvyA? praznakartA : sahu sahunI prakRtinA che. dAdAzrI : ane ApaNe jANIe ke 'A ja phUTaze' tyAre surasuriyuM ja thaI gayuM hoya ! surasura.... surasuriyuM thaI jAya. te mUo surasuriyo thaI jAya ke ? ane mana bUma pADe 'keTaluM badhuM bolI gayA, keTaluM badhuM e thaI gayuM." tyAre kahe, 'sUI jAne, e hamaNe rUjhAI jaze'. rUjhAI jAya tarata... che ne, te khabhA thAbaDIe eTale sUI jAya. tAre rUjhAI gayuM ne badhuM ! nahIM ? ghA paDelAM che ? (416) praznakartA : jhaghaDo thAya to paNa bharelo mAla nIkaLe ? dAdAzrI : jhaghaDo thAya tyAre mahIM navo mAla pese. paNa te A ApaNuM jJAna ApyA pachI bharelo mAla nIkaLI jAya. praznakartA : Ama to mANasa jhaghaDo karato hoya to huM pratikramaNa karatI hou to ? dAdAzrI : vAMdho nahIM. praznakartA : to bharelo mAla nIkaLI jAyane badho ? dAdAzrI : to badho nIkaLI jAya. pratikramaNa jyAM hoya tyAM mAla nIkaLI jAya. pratikramaNa ekalo ja upAya che A jagatamAM. (417) dhaNI vaDhe to zuM karuM tuM have ? praznakartA: samabhAve nikAla karI devAno. dAdAzrI : ema ! jatI nA rahuM have ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : e jatA rahe tyAre zuM karuM tuM have ?! mane tArI joDe nahIM phAve to ? praznakartA : bolAvI lAvavAnA. mAphI mAMgIne page lAgIne bolAvI 80 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra lAvavAnA. dAdAzrI : hA. bolAvI lAvavAnA. aTAvI-paTAvIne mAthe hAtha mUke, mAthe hAtha pheravI...... Ama Ameya karavuM ke cUpa pAchuM. akkalathI ja kAma thatuM hoya to akkala vAparavI. pachI bIje dahADe ApaNane kahe, 'jo mArA pagane aDI hatIne ?" to e vAta judI hatI kahIe. tame kema bhAgI jatAM'tA, gAMDA kADhatAM hatA, tethI aDI ! e jANe ke A kAyamane mATe aDI, e to tapuratI. ona dhI momenTa (tatsaNa) hatI ! (418) (21) saptapadIto sAra... jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA A kALamAM nA hoya. mokSano mArga to javA do, paNa jIvana jIvatAM to AvaDavuM joIene ? vAto ja samajavAnI che ke A raste AvuM che ne A raste Ave che. pachI nakkI karavAnuM che ke kaye raste javuM ? nA samajAya to 'dAdA'ne pUchavuM, to 'dAdA' tamane batAvaze ke A traNa rastA jokhamavALA che ne A rasto binajokhamI che. te raste amArA AzIrvAda laIne cAlavAnuM che. paiNelA jANe ke ApaNe to A phasAyA, ulTA ! nA paiNelA jANe ke A loko to phAvI gayA ! A banne vacceno gALo koNa kADhI Ape ane paiNyA vagara cAle evuM ya nathI A jagata ! to zA mATe paiNIne du:khI thavAnuM ? tyAre kahe, duHkhI nathI thatAM, espIrIyansa (anubhava) le che. saMsAra sAco che ke khoTo che, sukha che ke nathI !? e hisAba kADhavA mATe saMsAra che. tame kADhyo thoDoka hisAba copaDAmAM ? AkhuM jagata ghANI svarUpa che. puruSo baLadanI jagyAe che ke strIo ghAMcInI jagyAe che. pelAmAM ghAMcI gAya ne ahIM strI gAya ne baLadiyo AMkhe dAbaDA ghAlIne tAnamAM ne tAnamAM cAle ! goLa goLa pharyA kare. tevuM Akho dahADo A bahAra kAma kare. te jANe ke, kAzIe pahoMcI gayA hoIzuM !! te dAbaDA kholIne jue to bhAI TheranA Thera !! pachI e baLadane zuM kare pelI ghAMcI ! pachI khoLanuM DhekuM baLadiyAne khavaDAve eTale baLadiyo

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81 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra khuza thaIne pharI cAlu thaI jAya pAcho. tema AmAM A bairI hAMDavAnuM DhekuM ApI de eTale bhAI nirAMte khaIne cAlu ! bAkI A dahADA zI rIte kADhavA e ya muzkela thaI paDyuM che. dhaNI Ave ne kaheze ke, "mArA hArTamAM du:khe che." chokarAM Ave ne kaheze ke, "huM nApAsa thayo." dhaNIne hArTamAM duHkhe che tyAre ene vicAra Ave ke "hArTa pheIla" thaI jaze to zuM thaze, badhA ja vicAro pharI vaLe. jaMpavA nA de. (420) paiNavAnI kiMmata kyAre hota ? lAkho mANasomAM ekAda jaNane paiNavAnuM maLyuM hoya to. A to badhA ja paiNe emAM zuM ? strI-puruSano (paraNyA pachIno) vyavahAra kema karavo, enI to bahu moTI kaoNleja che. A to bhaNyA vagara paiNI jAya che. (421) eka phero apamAna thAya te have apamAna sahana karavAno vAMdho nathI, paNa apamAna lakSamAM rAkhavAnI jarUra che ke zuM A apamAnane mATe jIvana che ? apamAnano vAMdho nathI, mAnanI ya jarUra nathI ne apamAnanI ya jarUra nathI. paNa ApaNuM jIvana zuM apamAnane mATe che evuM lakSa to hovuM joIene ? bIbI rIsAyelI hoya tyAM sudhI 'yA allAha paravaradigAra' kare ane bIbI bolavA AvI eTale bhAI taiyAra ! pachI allAha ne bIjuM badhuM bAjue rahe ! keTalI mUMjhavaNa ! ema kaMI du:kha maTI javAnAM che ? saMsAra eTale zuM ? jaMjALa. A deha vaLagyo che te ya jaMjALa che ! jaMjALano te vaLI zokha hoto haze ? Ano zokha lAge che e ya ajAyabI che ne ! mAchalAMnI jALa judI ne A jALa judI ! mAchalAMnI jALamAMthI kApI karIne nIkaLAya paNa kharuM, paNa AmAMthI nIkaLAya ja nahIM. TheTha nanAmI nIkaLe tyAre nIkaLAya ! (427) | 'jJAnI puruSa' A saMsAra jALamAMthI chUTavAno rasto dekhADe, mokSano mArga dekhADe ane rastA upara caDhAvI de ane ApaNane lAge ke ApaNe A upAdhimAMthI chUTyA ! Ane jIvana kema kahevAya ? jIvana keTaluM suzobhita hoya ! eka-eka pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra mANasanI sugaMdha AvavI joIe. AjubAju kIrti prasarelI hoya ke kahevuM paDe, A zeTha rahe chene, e kevA suMdara ! emanI vAto kevI suMdara !! emanuM vartana kevuM suMdara !!! evI kIrti badhe dekhAya che ? evI sugaMdha Ave che lokonI ? praznakartA : koI koIvAra koI koI lokonI sugaMdha Ave. dAdAzrI : koI koI mANasanI, paNa te ya keTalI ? te pAchAM ene ghera pUchone, to gaMdhAto hoya, bahAra sugaMdha Ave paNa ene ghera pUcho tyAre kaheze ke, "enuM nAma ja javA do', enI to vAta ja nA karazo. eTale A sugaMdha nA kahevAya. jIvana to helDiMga mATe ja javuM joIe. A agarabattI saLage che, emAM potAnI sugaMdha le che e ? (431) ane A saMsAra je che e badhuM myujhiyama che. te myujhiyamamAM zarata zuM che ? pesatAM ja lakhelI che ke bhaI, tamAre je khAvuM-pIvuM hoya, bhoga kaMI bhogavavA hoya to aMdara bhogavajo. kazuM bahAra laIne nIkaLavAnuM nahIM ane vaDhavAnuM nahIM. koInI joDe rAga-dveSa nahIM karavAnA. khAjo-pIjo badhuM paNa rAga-dveSa nahIM. tyAre A to aMdara jaIne paiNe che. alyA mUA, kyAM paiNyA ?! A to bahAra jatI vakhate veSa thaI paDaze ! te A pachI kaheze, 'huM baMdhAyo.' te kAyadA pramANe mahIM jaIe ne khaIe-pIe, strI karIe to ya vAMdho nathI. strIne kahI devAnuM jo saMgrahasthAna che, emAM rAga-dveSa nahIM karavAnA. jyAM sudhI anukULa AvyuM to pharavuM, paNa chevaTe ApaNe rAga-dveSa vagara nIkaLI javAnuM. enI para dveSa nahIM. kAle savAre bIjA joDe pharatI hoya to ya ene dveSa nahIM ? A saMgrahasthAna AvuM che. pachI ApaNe jeTalA jeTalA kImiyA karavA hoya eTalA karo. have saMgrahasthAna nA kADhI naMkhAya. je banI gayuM e kharuM have to. ApaNe saMskArI dezamAM janmyAM ne ! eTale merejabereja badhuM paddhatasaranuM. (434) (22) pati-patnInA prAkRtika paryAyo praznakartA : strIone AtmajJAna thAya ke nahIM ? samati thaI zake ? dAdAzrI : na thAya e kharI rIte, paNa A ame karAvaDAvIe chIe.

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83 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra kAraNa ke e dhoraNa ja evuM che prakRtinuM ke AtmajJAna pahoMce ja nahIM. kAraNa ke strIomAM e kapaTanI graMthi evaDI moTI hoya che, moha ane kapaTanIe be graMthio AtmajJAnane nA aDavA de. praznakartA : eTale anyAya thayone vyavasthitano e to ? dAdAzrI : nA, e che te bIje avatAre puruSa thaIne pachI jAya mo. A badhA kahe che strIo mokSe nA jAya eTale ekAMtika vAta nathI e. puruSa thaIne pachI jAya. evo koI kAyado nathI ke strIo strI ja rahevAnI che evuM. e puruSa jevI kyAre thAya ke puruSanI joDa harIphAImAM rahI hoya ane ahaMkAra vadhato jato hoya ane krodha vadhato ja hoya to e peluM e UDI jAya. ahaMkAra ne krodhanI prakRti puruSanI ane mAyA ane lobhanI prakRti strInI, ema karIne A cAlyuM gADuM. paNa A ApaNuM akrama vijJAna evuM kahe che ke strIono paNa mokSa thAya. kAraNa ke AtmA jagADe che A. AtmajJAna na thAya to ya vAMdho nahIM paNa AtmAne jagADe che ke keTalI strIo evI hoya che ke dAdA niraMtara covIseya kalAka yAda ! hiMdustAnamAM keTalIya ne amerikAmAM keTalIya haze ke dAdA covIseya kalAka yAda ! praznakartA : eTale AtmAne to kaI jAti ja nathI ne ! dAdAzrI : AtmAne jAti hoya ja nahIM ne ! prakRtine jAti hoya. ujaLo mAla bharyo hoya to ujaLo nIkaLe. kALo bharyo hoya to kALo nIkaLe. prakRti e paNa bharelo mAla. je mAla bharyo enuM nAma prakRti ne Ama pudgala kahevAya. eTale puraNa karyuM e galana thayA kare. jamavAnuM puraNa karyuM eTale saMDAsamAM galana thAya. pANI pIdhuM eTale pezAbamAM, zvAsozvAsa badhuM A pudgala paramANu. (436) e puruSa thavuM hoya to A be guNa chUTe to thAya, moha ane kapaTa. moha ane kapaTa be jAtanA paramANu bhegA thAya eTale strI thAya ane krodhamAna be bhegA thAya to puruSa thAya. eTale paramANunA AdhAre A badhuM thaI rahyuM che. (439) eka phero mane bahenoe kahyuM ke amArAmAM khAsa amuka amuka doSo hoya che, temAM khAsa vadhu doSa nuksAnakartA kayo ? tyAre meM kahyuM, dhAryA pramANe pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra karAvavA phare che te. badhI benonI icchA evI hoya, potAnA dhAryA pramANe karAvaDAve. dhaNIne hau avaLo pheravIne pachI enI pAse dhAryuM karAvaDAve. eTale A khoTuM, UMdho rasto che. meM emane lakhAvyuM che ke A rasto na hovo joIe. dhAryA pramANe karAvavAno artha zuM che ! bahu nukasAnakAraka ! praznakartA : kuTuMbanuM bhaluM thatuM hoya, evuM ApaNe karAvIe to emAM zuM khoTuM ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, e bhaluM karI zake ja nahIMne ! je dhAryA pramANe karatA hoyane, te kuTuMbanuM bhaluM nA kare koI dA'Doya. kuTuMbanuM bhaluM koNa kare ke badhAnuM dhAryuM thAya evI rIte thAya to sAruM. e kuTuMbanuM bhaluM kare. badhAnuM, ekeyanuM mana nA dubhAya evI rIte thAya to. dhAryA pramANe karAvavA phare, e to kuTuMbanuM bahu nukasAna kare che. ane e vaDhavaDhA ne jhaghaDA karAvavAnuM sAdhana badhuM. potAnuM dhAryuM nA thAya ne eTale khAya nahIM pAchI. aDadhuM DamI cUmaIne besI rahe pAchI. kone mAravA jAya, cUmaIne besI rahe pAchI. pachI bIje dA'De kapaTa kare pAchuM. e kaMI jAta te dhAryA pramANe karavA jAya paNa nA thAya to zuM thAya ? evuM badhuM nA rAkhavuM joIe. beno, have moTA mananAM thAva. praznakartA strIo potAnAM AMsu dvArA puruSone pIgaLAvI de che ane potAnuM khoTuM che e sAcuM TharAvI de che, e bAbatamAM ApanuM zuM kahevAnuM che ? dAdAzrI : vAta sAcI che. eno guno ene lAgu thAya che ane AvuM kheMca karene, eTale vizvAsa jato rahe. (441) koInAM dhaNI bhoLA hoya te AMgaLI UMcI karo joIe. A AMgaLI UMcI karI ne, e khAnagImAM kahI de, "amAre bhoLA che, badhA ja bhoLA che', e iTaselpha sUcave che ke A to ramakaDA ramADe che strIo. A to pachI UghADuM karatAM khoTuM dekhAya. nA khoTuM dekhAya ?! badhuM bahu nA kahevAya. khAnagImAM strIone pUchIene ke 'bena, tamArA dhaNI bhoLA ?' 'bahu bhoLA." mAla kapaTano tethI, paNa e bolAya nahIM, khoTuM dekhAya. bIjA guNo bahu suMdara che. (442) praznakartA : strIne eka bAju lakSmI kahe che ne bIjI bAju kapaTavALI, mohavALI...

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 5 dAdAzrI : lakSmI kahe. tyAre kaMI e jevI tevI che, tyAre dhaNI nArAyaNa kahevAya to e zuM kahevAya ? eTale e joDIne lakSmInArAyaNa kahe che ! tyAre e kaMI halakI che, strI te kaMI ? e tIrthaMkaranI mA che. jeTalA tIrthaMkaro thayAne covIsa, emanI mA koNa ? praznakartA : strIo. dAdAzrI : tyAre emane kema halakI kahevAya ? moha to hoya ja haMmezAM strI thaI eTale. paNa janma kone Apyo, moTA moTA tIrthaMkarone badhA.... janma ja moTA lokone to e Ape che, ene kema ApaNathI vagovAya ? te ApaNA loka vagove che. (443) praznakartA : haMmezAM ApaNe strIne ja kahIe chIe ke tAre maryAdA rAkhavI joIe, ApaNe puruSane nathI kahetAM. dAdAzrI : e to potAnA manuSyapaNAno khoTo durupayoga karyo che. sattAno durupayoga karyo che. sattAnA be upayoga thaI zake. eka sadupayoga thaI zake ane bIjo durupayoga. sadupayoga kare to sukha varte paNa haju durupayoga karo cho, to duHkhI thAya. je sattAno durupayoga karIe, to e sattA hAthamAMthI jAya ane jo e sattA rAkhavI hoya kAyamane mATe, puruSa ja jo tamAre rahevuM hoya kAyamane mATe, to sattAno durupayoga na karazo, nahIM to Avate bhava strI thavuM paDaze sattAdhIzone ! sattAno durupayoga kare eTale sattA jAya. (446) game tevuM bane, dhaNI nA hoya, dhaNI jato rahelo hoya, to ya paNa bIjA pAse jAya nahIM. e jo game tevo hoya, khuda bhagavAna puruSa thaIne Avyo hoya paNa nA. 'mane mAro dhaNI che, dhaNIvALI chuM' e satI kahevAya. atyAre satIpaNuM kahevAya evuM che A lokonuM ? kAyama nathI evuM, nahIM ? jamAno judI jAtano che ne ! satyugamAM evo TAIma ko'ka phero Ave che. satIone mATe ja. tethI satIonuM nAma le chene ApaNA loka !! praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : e satI thavAnI icchAthI. enuM nAma lIdhuM hoya to ko'ka dahADo satI thAya ane viSaya to baMgaDIonA bhAvathI vecAya che. evuM tame jANo ? e samajyA nahIM mAruM kahevAnuM ? 6 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra praznakartA : hA, baMgaDIonA bhAvathI vecAya che. dAdAzrI : kayA bajAramAM ? kaoNlejomAM ! kayA bhAvathI vecAya che ? sonAnA bhAve baMgaDIo vecAya. pelI hIrAnA bhAve baMgaDIo vecAya ! badhe evo maLI Ave, nahIM ? badhe evuM nathI. keTalIka to sonuM Ape to ya nA le. game tevuM Apo to ya nA le ! paNa bIjI to vecAya kharI, AjanI strIo. sonAnA bhAve nA hoya to bIjAnA bhAve paNa vecAya ! eTale A viSayane laIne strI thayo che, phakta ekalA ja viSayathI ja ane puruSa bhogavI levA mATe ene enkareja karI ane bicArIne bagADI. barakata nA hoya to ya enAmAM barakata hoyane evuM manamAM mAnI le. tyAre kaheze, mAnI zAthI lIdhuM ? zI rIte mAne ? puruSoe kahe kahe karyuM ja. eTale e jANe ke A kahe che emAM khoTuM zuM che ! enA meLe mAnI lIdheluM nA hoya. tame kahyuM hoya, tuM bahu sarasa che, tArA jevI to strI hotI ja nathI. ene kahIe ke tuM rUpALI chuM, to e rUpALI mAnI le. A puruSoe strIone strI tarIke rAkhI. ane strI manamAM jANe ke huM puruSone banAvuM chuM, mUrkha banAvuM chuM. Ama karIne puruSo bhogavIne chUTA thaI jAya che. (449) praznakartA : eTale evuM nathI ke strI je che e lAMbA janama sudhI strInA avatAramAM raheze, evuM nakkI nathI. paNa e lokone khabara paDatI nathI eTale eno upAya thato nathI. dAdAzrI : upAya thAya to strI, puruSa ja che. e gAMThane jANatI ja nathI bicArI ane tyAM AgaLa inTaresTa Ave che, tyAM majA Ave che eTale paDI rahe che ane koI rasto AvuM jANe nahIM. eTale dekhADe nahIM. e phakta satI strIo ekalI jANe, satIone enA dhaNI e eka dhaNI sivAya bIjA koIno vicAra ja nA kare ane e kyAreya paNa nahIM, eno dhaNI tarata opha thaI jAya, jato rahe toya nahIM. e ja dhaNIne dhaNI jANe. have e strIonuM badhuM kapaTa ogaLI jAya. (450) satIpaNuM to karyuM eTale kapaTa to javA ja mAMDe enI meLe ja. tamAre kazuM kahevuM nA paDe. to pelI mULa satIe janmathI satI hoya. eTale ene kazuM pahelAno DAgha hoya nahIM. ane tamAre pahelAnAM DAgha rahI jAya ane pharI

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra pAchA puruSa thAva. paNa puruSamAM puruSa che te thayA pachI, badhA puruSa sarakhA nA hoya. keTalAMka strI jevA paNa puruSa hoya. e thoDA strInA lakSaNa rahI jAya ane pachI kapaTa jo ogaLI gayuM. pachI vakhate satIpaNuM jo Ave, to khalAsa thaI jAya. puruSa hoya to satI jevuM kliyara thatuM jAya, to khalAsa thaI jAya. satIpaNAthI badhuM khalAsa thaI jAya. jeTalI satIo thayelI, enuM badhuM khalAsa thaI jAya ane e mokSe jAya. samajAya che thoDuM ? mokSe jatAM satI thavuM paDaze. hA, jeTalI satIo thaI e mokSe gaI, nahIM to puruSa thavuM paDe. puruSo bhoLA hoya bicArA jema nacAve tema nAce bicArA. badhA puruSone strIoe nacAvelA. strIomAM eka satI ekalI nA nacAve. satI to paramezvara (bhagavAna) mAne patine ! praznakartA : AvuM jIvana bahu ochAnuM jovA maLe. dAdAzrI : hoya kyAMthI A kaLiyugamAM ? satyugamAM ya koIka ja satIo hoya, atyAre kaLiyugamAM kyAMthI hoya ? (461) eTale strIono doSa nathI, strIo to devI jevI che ! strIo ane puruSomAM AtmA e to AtmA ja che, phakta khokhAMno phera che. 'Dipharansa opha pekiMga !' strI e eka jAtanI 'iphekTa che. te AtmA para strInI 'iphekTa varte. AnI 'iphekTa ApaNA upara nA paDe tyAre kharuM. strI e to zakti che. A dezamAM kevI kevI strIo rAjanItimAM thaI gaI ! ane A dharmakSetre strI paDI te to kevI hoya ?! A kSetrathI jagatanuM kalyANa ja karI nAkhe ! strImAM to jagatakalyANanI zakti bharI paDI che ! tenAmAM potAnuM kalyANa karI laIne bIjAnuM kalyANa karavAnI zakti che ! (463) (23) viSaya baMdha tyAM prema saMbaMdha lagnajIvana dIpe kyAre ke tAva bannene caDhe ane e davA pIve tyAre. tAva vagara davA pIve nahIM. ekane tAva vagara davA pIve e lagnajIvana dIpe nahIM. bannene tAva caDhe tyAre ja davA pIve. dhIsa Ijha dha onlI meDisina (A mAtra davA ja che). meDisina gaLI hoya tethI kaMI roja pIvA jevI nA hoya. lagnajIvana dIpAvavuM hoya, eTale saMyamI puruSanI jarUra che. A badhAM jAnavaro asaMyamI kahevAya. ApaNuM to saMyamI joIe ! A badhAM je 88 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra AgaLa rAma-sItA ne e badhAM thaI gayA, te badhAM puruSo saMyamavALA. strI sAthe saMyamI ! tyAre A asaMyama e kaMI daivI guNa che ? nA. e pAzavI guNa che. manuSyamAM AvAM nA hoya. manuSya asaMyamI nA hovo joIe. jagatane samaja ja nathI ke viSaya zuM che ! eka viSayamAM pAMca-pAMca lAkha jIva marI jAya che, vana TAImamAM, te samajaNa nahIM hovAthI ahIMyA majA mANe che. samajatAM nathI ne ! na chUTake jIva mare evuM hovuM joIe. paNa samajaNa nA hoya tyAre zuM thAya ? (455) badhA dharmoe guMcavADo Ubho karyo ke strIone choDI do. alyA, strIne choDI dauM to huM kyAM jAuM ? mane khAvAnuM koNa karI Ape ? huM A mAro vepAra karuM ke ghera cUlo karuM ? lagnajIvanane vakhANyuM che e lokoe. zAstrakAroe lagnajIvanane kaMI vagovyuM nathI. lagna sivAya bIjuM Itara je bhraSTAcAra che, tene vagovyo che. (459) praznakartA : viSaya chokarAnI utpatti pUrato ja hovo joIe ke pachI bartha kaMTrola karIne viSaya bhogavAya ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA. e to RSi-munionA vakhatamAM, pahelAM to patipatnIno vyavahAra Avo na hato. RSimunio to paiNatA hatA, te lagna ja karavAnI nA pADatA hatA. eTale A RSipatnIe kahyuM, ke tame ekalAM, tamAre saMsAra sArI rIte cAlaze nahIM, prakRti sArI rIte thaze nahIM, mATe amArI pArTanarazIpa rAkho strInI, to tamArI bhakti ya thaze ane saMsAre ya cAlaze. eTale e lokoe eksepTa karyuM, paNa kahe che ame saMsAra tArI joDe mAMDIzuM nahIM. tyAre e lokoe kahyuM, ke nA, amane eka putradAna ane eka putrIdAna - be dAna Apajo phakta. te e dAna pUrato ja saMga, bIjo koI saMga nahIM. pachI amAre tamArI joDe saMsAramAM pachI phrenDazIpa. eTale e lokoe eksepTa karyuM ane pachI che te phrenDazIpanI peTha ja rahetA hatA. pachI patnI tarIke nahIM. e badhuM gharanuM kAma nabhAvI le, A bahAranuM kAma nabhAvI le, pachI banne bhakti karavA bese sAthe. paNa atyAre to badhuM, dhaMdho ja badho Akho e thaI gayo. eTale bagaDI gayuM badhuM. RSimunio to niyamavALA hatA.

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra atyAre eka putra ke putrI mATe hoya lagna, to vAMdho nathI. pachI mitrAcArInI peTha rahe. pachI duHkhadAyI nahIM. A to sukha khoLe pachI to evuM ja ne ! dAvA ja mAMDe ne ! RSimunio bahu judI jAtanA hatA. (460) eka patnIvrata pALazo ne ? tyAre kahe, 'pALIza". to tamAro mokSa che ne bIjI strIno saheja vicAra Avyo tyAMthI mokSa gayo. kAraNa ke e aNahakkanuM che. hakkanuM tyAM mokSa ane aNahakkanuM tyAM jAnavarapaNuM. pAchuM viSayanI limiTa hovI joIe. strI-puruSanA viSaya kyAM sudhI hovo joIe ? parastrI nA hovI joIe ane parapuruSa nA hovo joIe. ane vakhate eno vicAra Ave to ene pratikramaNathI dhoI nAkhavA joIe. moTAmAM moTuM jokhama hoya to ATaluM ja, parastrI ane parapuruSa ! potAnI strI e jokhama nathI. have amArI AmAM kyAM bhUla che ? ame vaDhIe chIe koI rIte ? emAM kazuM guno che ? A amArI sAyanTiphika zodhakhoLa che ! nahIM to sAdhuone eTale sudhI kahyuM che ke strInI lAkaDAMnI pUtaLI hoya tene paNa jozo nahIM. strI beThI hoya e jagyAe besazo nahIM. paNa meM evo tevo Dakho nathI karyo ne ? (462). A kALamAM eka patnIvratane ame brahmacarya kahIe chIe ane tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM je brahmacaryanuM phaLa maLatuM hatuM te ja phaLa pAmaze, enI ame gerenTI ApIe chIe ! praznakartA : eka patnIvrata kahyuM te sUkSmathI paNa ke ekaluM dhULa ? mana to jAya evuM che ne ? dAdAzrI : sUkSmathI paNa hovuM joIe ane vakhate mana jAya to manathI chUTuM rahevuM joIe ane enA pratikramaNa kara kara karavAM paDe. mokSe javAnI limiTa kaI ? eka patnIvrata ane eka pativrata. jo tuM saMsArI houM to tArA hakkano viSaya bhogavaje, paNa aNahakkano viSaya to nA ja bhogavIza. kAraNa ke AnuM phaLa bhayaMkara che. (462) hakkanuM choDIne bIjI jagyAe 'prasaMga' thAya, to e strI jyAM jAya tyAM ApaNe avatAra levo paDe. e adhogatimAM jAya to ApaNe tyAM javuM 90 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra paDe. AjakAla bahAra to badhe evuM ja thAya che. kyAM avatAra thaze tenuM ThekANuM ja nathI. aNahakkanA viSaya jeNe bhogavyA tene to bhayaMkara yAtanAo bhogavavI paDe. tenI choDI paNa ekAda avatAramAM cAritrahIna thAya. niyama kevo che ke jenI joDe aNahakkanAM viSaya bhogavyA hoya te ja pachI mAM thAya ke choDI thAya. aNahakkanuM lIdhuM tyArathI ja manuSyapaNuM jAya. aNahakkano viSaya e to bhayaMkara doSa kahevAya. pote bIjAnuM bhogave to potAnI choDIo loko bhogave. ApaNe ko'kanuM bhogavI laIe eTale potAnI choDIo ko'ka bhogave, tenI ciMtA ja nathI ne ! aNahakkanA viSayamAM haMmezAM kaSAyo hoya, ne kaSAyo hoya eTale narkamAM javuM paDe. paNa A khabara paDe nahI lokone ! eTale pachI bItA nathI, bhaDake ya nathI lAgatI koI jAtanI. atyAre A manuSyabhava to, gayA avatAre sAruM kareluM tenuM phaLa che. (464) viSayo e AsaktithI utpanna thAya che ne pachI emAMthI vikarSaNa thAya che. vikarSaNa thAya eTale vera baMdhAya che ane veranA 'phAunDezana' para A jagata UbhuM rahyuM che. (465). lakSmI uparathI vera baMdhAya che, ahaMkAra uparathI vera baMdhAya che, paNa A viSayanuM vera bahu jherI hoya che. e viSayamAMthI Ubho thayelo cAritramoha. e pachI jJAnane ne badhAMne uDADI mele. eTale atyAra sudhI viSayathI ja A badhuM aTakyuM che. mULa viSaya che ane temAMthI A lakSmI upara rAga beTho ane teno ahaMkAra che. eTale mULa viSaya jo jato rahe, to badhuM jatuM rahe. (466) praznakartA : to bIjane zekI nAkhatAM AvaDavuM joIe, paNa te kevI rIte zekavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : e to ApaNuM A pratikramaNathI, AlocanA-pratikramaNapratyAkhyAnathI. praznakartA : e ja. bIjo upAya nahIM ? dAdAzrI : bIjo koI upAya nathI. tapa karavAthI to puNya baMdhAya ane

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 91 bIjane zekavAthI ukela Ave. A samabhAve nikAla karavAno kAyado zuM kahe che, tuM game te raste enI joDe vera nA baMdhAya evI rIte karI nAkha. verathI mukta thaI jA. praznakartA : emAM vera kevI rIte baMdhAya ? anaMtakALanuM vera bIja paDe che e kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : evuM chene ke A marelA puruSa ke marelI strI hoya to ema mAnone ke emAM koI davAo bharI ane puruSa puruSa jevo ja raheto hoya ne strI strI jevI ja rahetI hoya to vAMdho nahIM, enI joDe vera nahIM baMdhAya. kAraNa ke e jIvatuM nathI. ane A to jIvatuM che. tyAM vera baMdhAya che. praznakartA : te zAthI baMdhAya che ? dAdAzrI : abhiprAya 'Dipharansa' che tethI. tame kaho ke, mAre atyAre sinemA jovA javuM che.' tyAre e kaheze ke, 'nA, Aja to mAre nATaka jovA javuM che.' eTalA TAImiMga nahIM maLI rahe. jo ekjhekTa TAImiMge TAImiMga maLI rahe to ja paNaje. (467) evuM che ne, A avalaMbananuM jeTaluM sukha ApaNe lIdhuM e badhuM uchInuM lIdheluM sukha che, lona upara. ane lona eTale 'rI pe' (cUkavaNI) karavI paDe (468) che. AtmA pAse sukha nathI bhogavatA ane pudgala pAse sukha mAMgyuM tame. AtmAnuM sukha hoya to vAMdho ja nathI, paNa pudgala pAse bhIkha mAMgelI te ApavuM paDaze. e lona che. jeTalI mIThAza paDe che, eTalI ja emAMthI kaDavAza bhogavavI paDaze. kAraNa pudgala pAse lona lIdhelI che. te ene 'rI-pe' karatI vakhate eTalI ja kaDavAza Avaze. pudgala pAsethI lIdheluM hoya eTale pudgalane ja 'rI pe' karavAnuM. atyAre to mane keTalAMya kahI jAya che ApaNA mahAtmAo ke, 'mane kAlAvAlA karAvaDAve.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'mUA, tAro vakkara jato rahyo, zuM karAvaDAve tyAre ? samajane haju, haju yogI thaI jA ne !' have Ane kyAMthI pahoMcI vaLAya ? A duniyAne kaMI pahoMcI vaLAya ?! pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra eka strI enA dhaNIne cAra vakhata sASTAMga karAvaDAve che, tyAre eka vakhata aDavA de che. tyAre mUo, enA karatAM A samAdhi leto hoya to zuM khoTuM ?! dariyAmAM samAdhi le, to sIdho dariyo to kharo ! bhAMjagaDa to (470) nahIM ! A hAru cAra vakhata sASTAMga ! 92 praznakartA : gayA janamamAM enI sAthe ame athaDAyAM hatA. A janmamAM amArI sAthe e athaDAya. paNa eno rasto to kADhavo paDe ne ? solyuzana to zodhavuM paDe ne ? dAdAzrI : enuM solyuzana to hoya che paNa loko che te, lokonAM manobaLa kAcAM hoya chene ! vikArI bhAga baMdha karI devAno. to enI meLe ja badhuM baMdha thaI jAya. ene laIne A kAyama cAlyA kare kakaLATa. (473) praznakartA : have kaI rIte A karavuM ? ema. A baMdha kaI rIte karavuM ? dAdAzrI : viSaya jItavAno. praznakartA : viSaya nathI jItAto eTale to ame tamArA zaraNe AvyA. dAdAzrI : keTalA varSathI viSaya.... gharaDAM thavA AvyA to ya viSaya ? jyAre juo tyAre viSaya, viSaya ne viSaya ! praznakartA : A viSayo baMdha karavA chatAM athaDAmaNa nA TaLatI hoya eTale to ame tamArA caraNe AvyA. dAdAzrI : thAya ja nahIM. viSaya jyAM baMdha che te meM joyuM, jeTalAM jeTalAM puruSo majabUta mananAM che tene to strI to bilakula Ama kahyAmAM rahe che. (474) enI joDe viSaya baMdha karyA sivAya bIjo upAya jaDyo ja nathI. kAraNa ke A jagatamAM rAga-dveSanuM mULa kAraNa ja A che, maulika kAraNa ja A che. ahIMthI ja badho rAga-dveSa Ubho thayo. saMsAra badho ahIMthI ja Ubho thayo che. eTale saMsAra ja baMdha karavo hoya to ahIMthI ja baMdha karI devo paDe. (475)

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 93 jene kleza karavo nathI, je klezano pakSa kheMcato nathI ene kleza thAya paNa dhIme dhIme bahu ocho thato jAya. A to kleza karavo ja joIe ema mAne che tyAM sudhI kleza vadhAre thAya. klezanA pakSakAra ApaNe nA banavuM joIe. kleza nathI ja karavo evo jeno nizcaya che, tene kleza ochAmAM ocho AvIne paDe che. ane jyAM kleza che tyAM bhagavAna to UbhAM ja nA rahe ne ! (476). Dabala beDanI sisTama baMdha karo ne siMgala beDanI sisTama rAkho. A to badhA kaheze, 'Dabala beDa banAvo, Dabala beDa...' pahelAM hindustAnamAM koI mANasa AvI rIte sUto nathI. koI paNa kSatriya nahIM. kSatriya to bahu kaDaka hoya paNa vaizya ya nahIM. brAhmaNo ya AvI rIte nahIM sUve, eka paNa mANasa nahIM ! jo kALa kevo vicitra Avyo ? (479) jyAre hIrAbAnI sAthe viSaya mAro baMdha thayelo haze tyArathI huM hIrAbA kahuM chuM emane. tyAra pachI amAre kaMI khAsa aDacaNa AvI nathI. ane pahelAM je hatI te viSayanI sAthamAM, sobatamAM to popaTamastI thAya thoDI ghaNI. paNa e popaTamastI hoya. loka jANe ke A popaTe e popaTIne mAravA mAMDyuM ! paNa hoya popaTamastI. paNa jyAM sudhI viSayano DaMkha che, tyAM sudhI e jAya nahIM. e DaMkha chUTo thAya tyAre jAya. amAro jAtaanubhava kahIe chIe. A to ApaNuM jJAna che. tene laIne ThIka che. nahIM to jJAna nA hoya to DaMkha mAryA ja kare. tyAre to ahaMkArane ! emAM ahaMkArano eka bhoga bhAga hoya ke emaNe mane bhogavI lIdho. ane A kaheze, "eNe mane bhogavI lIdhI." ane ahIM AgaLa (A jJAna pachI) nikAla kare che e, to ya paNa pelI DiscArja kacakaca to kharI ja. paNa te ya amAre nahotI, evo matabheda nahoto koI jAtano. vijJAna to juo ! jagata joDe jhaghaDA ja baMdha thaI jAya. bairI joDe to jhaghaDA nahIM, paNa AkhA jagata joDe jhaghaDA baMdha thaI jAya. A vijJAna ja evuM ane jhaghaDA baMdha thAya eTale chUTyo. (482) (24) rahasya RNAnubaMdha taNA.. eTale A lagna e to kharekharuM baMdhana che. bheMsane DabbAmAM pUre che 94 pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra evI dazA thAya che. e phasAmaNamAM nA pasAya e uttama. peThA hoya to ya nIkaLI javAya to vadhu uttama. ane nahIM to ya chevaTe phaLa cAkhyA pachI nIkaLI javuM joIe. bAkI AtmA koIno dhaNI ke strI, puruSa ke koIno chokaro thaI zakato nathI, phakta A karmo badhAM thaI rahyAM che. AtmAmAM to kazuM AmAM pheraphAra thato nathI. AtmA to AtmA ja che, paramAtmA ja che. te ApaNe mAnI beThAM ke A amArI strI ! (483). A cakalA suMdara mALo gUMthe che te temane koNa zIkhavADavA gayeluM ? A saMsAra calAvavAnuM to ApameLe ja AvaDe evuM che. hA, 'svarUpajJAna meLavavA puruSArtha karavAnI jarUra che. saMsArane calAvavA kazuM ja karavAnI jarUra nathI. A manuSyo ekalAM ja bahu doDhaDAhyA che. A pazu-pakSIone zuM bairIchokarAM nathI ? temane paraNAvavA paDe che ? A to manuSyone ja bairI-chokarAM thayAM che, manuSyo ja paraNAvavAmAM paDyA che. A gAyo-bheMsomAM ya paNe che, chokarAM badhuM ya hoya che paNa che tyAM dhaNI ? e ya sasarA thayA hoya che, sAsu thaI hoya che, paNa e kaMI buddhizALInI peTha goThavI de che kazuMya ? koI evuM kahe che ke huM Ano saMsaro thauM ? chatAM ApaNA jevo ja badho vyavahAra chene, eya dhavaDAve kare, vAcharaDAne cATatI hoya che ! ApaNA akkalavALA cATe nahIM. (484) tame pote zuddhAtmA ne badhA vyavahAro uparachallA eTale ke 'suparaphaluasa' karavAnA che. pote 'homa DipArTamenTamAM rahevuM ane 'phorena'mAM suparaphaluasa' rahevuM. 'suparaphaluasa' eTale tanmayAkAra vRtti nahIM te, 'DrAmeTika'. te khAlI A DrAmA ja bhajavavAno che. 'DrAmA'mAM khoTa gaI to paNa hasavAnuM ne napho Ave to paNa hasavAnuM. 'DrAmA'mAM dekhAva paNa karavo paDe. khoTa gaI hoya to tevo dekhAva karavo paDe, moMDhe bolIe kharA ke bahu nukasAna thayuM, paNa mahIM tanmayAkAra nA thaIe. ApaNe 'laTakatI salAma' rAkhavAnI. ghaNAM nathI kahetA ke bhaI, mAre to AnI joDe 'laTakatI salAma' jevo saMbaMdha che ?! evI ja rIte AkhA jagata joDe rahevAnuM. jene 'laTakatI, salAma' AkhA jagata joDe AvaDI e jJAnI thaI gayo. A deha joDe paNa 'laTakatI salAma', ame niraMtara badhA joDe 'laTakatI salAma' rAkhIe chIe toya badhA kahe ke, 'tame amArA para bahu sAro bhAva rAkho cho.' huM vyavahAra

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 95 badhAya karuM chuM paNa AtmAmAM rahIne. (491) praznakartA : evuM bane kharuM ke patnInA puNyathI puruSanuM cAlatuM hoya ? kahe che ne bairInA puNyathI A lakSmI che ke badhuM sAruM che, evuM bane kharuM ? dAdAzrI : e to ApaNA lokoe koI mANasa bairIne bahu mArato hoyane, tene samajaNa pADI ke mUA, A tArI bairInuM nasIba to jo ! zuM karavA bUmo pADuM chuM ! enuM puNya che to tuM khAuM chuM, ema karIne cAlu thaI gayuM. badhA jIvamAtra potAnA puNyanuM ja khAya che. tamane samajAI gayuMne ! e to badhuM AvuM karavuM paDe to ja rAge paDene ! sahu sahunA potAnA puNyanuM ja badhuM bhogave che ane potAnuM pApe ya pote ja bhogave che. koIne kazuM levAdevA ya nathI pachI. eka kiMcit vALa pUratI ya bhAMjagaDa nathI. praznakartA : koI zubha karma kare, dAkhalA tarIke puruSa dAna kare, paNa strIno emAM sahakAra hoya, to bannene phaLa maLe ? dAdAzrI : hAstone, karanAra ane sahakAra eTale karAvanAra agara to kartA pratye anumodanAra, A badhAne puNya maLe. traNeyane karanAra, karAvanAra ane kartA pratye anumodanAra. tame jene kahyuM hoya ke A karajo, karavA jevuM che e karAvanAra kahevAya, tame karanAra kahevAo ane strI vAMdho nA uThAve e anumodanAra. badhAMne puNya maLe. paNa karanArane bhoge pacAsa TakA ane pelA pacAsa TakA be jaNane vaheMcAI jAya. (492) praznakartA: pUrvajanmanA RNAnubaMdhamAMthI chUTavA mATe zuM karavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe jenI joDe pUrvanuM RNAnubaMdha hoya ane te ApaNane gamatuM ja na hoya, enI joDe sahavAsa na ja gamato hoya ane sahavAsamAM rahevuM ja paDatuM hoya pharajiyAta, to zuM karavuM joIe ! ke bahArano vyavahAra enI joDe rAkhavo joIe kharo paNa aMdara enA nAmanA pratikramaNa karavA joIe. kAraNa ke ApaNe AgalA avatAramAM atikramaNa kareluM hatuM tenuM A pariNAma che. kaoNjhIjha zuM karyA hatA ? to kahe, atikramaNa karyuM hatuM enI joDe pUrvabhavamAM, tenuM A bhavamAM phaLa AvyuM eTale enuM pratikramaNa karIe to e plasa-mAinasa thaI jAya. eTale aMdara enI tame mAphI mAMgI lo, mAMga mAMga karyA karo ke meM je doSa karyA hoya tenI mAphI mAMguM chuM. koI paNa pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, to badhuM khalAsa thaI jaze nahIM to pachI zuM thAya che, enA tarapha bahu doSita jovAthI, koI puruSane strI doSita bahu jo jo kare eTale tiraskAra vadhe ane tiraskAra chUTe eTale bhaya lAge. jeno ApaNane tiraskAra hoyane teno bhaya lAgaze tamane. e dekho ke tamane gabharAmaNa thAya, eTale jANIe ke A tiraskAra che. eTale tiraskAra choDavA mATe ApaNe aMdara mAphI mAMga mAMga karo. be ja dahADAmAM e tiraskAra baMdha thaI jaze. e nA jANe, tame aMdara mAphI mAMga mAMga karo enA nAmanI, enA tarapha je je doSo karyA hoya, tenI "he bhagavAna huM kSamA mAguM chuM.' A doSanuM pariNAma che mane. koI paNa mANasa joDe je je doSa karyA hoya, tenI aMdara tame mAphI mAMga mAMga karo bhagavAna pAsethI to badhuM dhovAI jaze. praznakartA : ApaNe dharmanA mArge javuM hoya to, gharasaMsAra choDavo paDe. e dharmanA kAma mATe sAruM kahevAya paNa gharanA lokone duHkha thAya paNa potAne mATe gharasaMsAra choDe e sAruM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : nA. gharavALAno hisAba cUkavavo ja paDe. emano hisAba cUkavyA pachI e badhAM khuza thaIne kahe ke 'tame jAva' to vAMdho nathI. paNa emane duHkha thAya evuM karavAnuM nahIM. kAraNa ke e egrImenTa(karAra)no bhaMga karI zakAya nahIM. (494) praznakartA : bhautika saMsAra choDI devAnuM mana thAya che, to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : bhautika saMsAramAM pesavAnuM mana thatuM hatuMne, eka dahADo ! praznakartA : e to tyAre jJAna nahotuM, have to jJAna AvyuM che eTale emAM pharaka paDe che. dAdAzrI : hA, emAM pharaka paDe paNa jo e peThA eTale have nIkaLavAno rasto khoLavo paDe. ema ne ema bhAgI nA javAya. (45) praznakartA : dareka divasa ocho thato jAya che. dAdAzrI : mAruM kahIne maravAnuM. mAruM che nahIM pAchuM e vahelI jAya to ApaNe ekalA besI rahevAnuM. sAcuM hoya to be sAthe ja javuM joIene ? ane vakhate dhaNInI pAchaLa satI thAya to ya e kaye mArge gaI ane A dhaNI

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra kaye mArge gayo hoya ? sahu sahunA karmanA hisAbe gati thavAnI. koI jAnavaramAM jAya ne koI manuSyamAM jAya, koI devagatimAM jAya. emAM sati kaheze ke huM tamArI joDe marI jAuM to tamArI joDe mAro janma thAya. paNa evuM kazuM bane nahIM. A to badhI ghelachA che. A dhaNI-bairI evuM kazuM che nahIM. A to buddhizALI lokoe goThavaNI karI che. (497) praznakartA : bhaI kahe che ke jo koI jAtanI takarAra nA thAya, to AvatA janma pAchuM sAthe rahevAya kharuM ? dAdAzrI : A janmamAM ja rahevAnuM nahIM. A janmamAM ja DAyavorsa (chUTAcheDA) thaI jAya che te vaLI AvatA bhavanI zI vAta karo cho ? evo prema ja nA hoya ne ! AvatA janmanA premavALAmAM to kakaLATa ja nA hoya. e to ijhI lAipha (saraLa jiMdagI) hoya. bahu premanI jiMdagI hoya. bhUla ja nA dekhAya. bhUla kare to ya nA dekhAya evo prema hoya. praznakartA: to e premavALI jiMdagI hoya to pachI AvatA bhavamAM pAchAM enA e bhegA thAya ke nA thAya ? dAdAzrI : hA thAyane, koI evI jiMdagI hoya to thAya. AkhI jiMdagI kakaLATa na thayo hoya to thAya. (499) (25) Adarza vyavahAra jIvanamAM dAdAzrI : jiMdagIne sudhAravAnI zI rIte ? praznakartA : sAcA mArge javAthI. dAdAzrI : keTalA varSa sudhI sudhAravAnI ? AkhI jiMdagI keTalA varSa, keTalA divasa, keTalA kalAka zI rIte sudhare e badhuM ? praznakartA : khabara nahIM mane. dAdAzrI : haM, tethI sudharatuM nathI ne ! ane kharI rIte be ja divasa sudhAravAnA che. eka varkiMga De (kAma para javAno divasa) ane eka che te rajAno divasa, holI De (rajAno divasa). be ja divasa sudhAravAnA savArathI sAMja sudhI. be pheraphAra kare eTale badhA ya pheraphAra thaI jAya. benI goThavaNI pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra karI dIdhI ke badhA e pramANe cAle pachI. ane e pramANe cAlIe eTale A badhuM rAge paDI jAya. pheraphAra lAMbo karavAno ja nathI. A badhAya kaMI rojanA pheraphAra nathI karatAM. A benI goThavaNI ja karI devAnI che. be divasanI goThavaNI karene eTale badhA divasa AvI gayA. praznakartA : e goThavaNI kevI rIte karavAnI ? dAdAzrI : kema ? savAramAM UThIe, eTale UThyA eTale pahelAM che te bhagavAnanuM smaraNa je karavuM hoya te karI levuM. eka to savAramAM vaheluM UThavAnuM rivAja rAkhavo joIe. kAraNa ke lagabhaga pAMca vAgyAthI UThavuM joIe mANase. te aDadho kalAka che te potAnI ekAgratAnuM sevana karavuM joIe. koI iSTadeva ke game te hoya enI paNa bhakti kaMI ekAda aDadho kalAka evI goThavaNI karavAnI. evuM roja cAlyA kare pachI. pachI che te UThIne pachI braza ne e badhuM karI levAnuM. brazamAM ya sisTama goThavI devAnI. ApaNe jAte ja braza levuM ne jAte e karavuM. koIne e nahIM kahevuM joIe. pachI mAMdA-sAjA hoya tyAre judI vastu che. pachI cA-pANI Ave. to kakaLATa nahIM mAMDavAno ne je kaMI Ave e pI levAnuM. jarA kAlathI vadhAre nAkhajo, kahIe. cetavaNI ApavI ApaNe. kakaLATa nA mAMDavo. cA pIdhA pachI nAsto-bAsto je karavAno hoya te kaMI karI lIdho ane pachI jamIne joba para javAnuM thAya te jamIne joba para gayA eTale joba para ApaNe tyAMnI pharaja bajAvavAnI. ahIM gherathI kakaLATa karyA vagara nIkaLavAnuM ane pachI joba karIne pAchAM AvyA eTale jobamAM che te bosa joDe bhAMjagaDa thaI hoya te pachI rastAmAM zAMta karI devI. A breInane (magajanI) ceka naTa dabAvI devI. e reIjha thaI gaI hoya to. ane zAMta thaIne gharamAM pesI javuM, eTale kakaLATa kazo gharamAM nahIM karavAno. bosa joDe laDhe che, temAM bairIno zo doSa bicArIno ? tAre bosa joDe jhaghaDo thAya ke nA thAya ? praznakartA : thAya ne ! dAdAzrI : to strIno zo doSa ? tyAM laDhIne Avyo hoya to strI samajI jAya ke Aja mUDamAM nathI mUo. mUDamAM nA hoya ne ?

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pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : eTale AvI goThavaNI eka divasanI A karI hoya, varkiMga De nI ane eka holIDe nI. be ja jAtanA divasa Ave che. trIjo dahADo koI Avato nathIne ? eTale be divasa goThavaNI karI e pramANe cAlyA kare pachI. 9 praznakartA : have rajAnA dahADe zuM karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : rajAnA divase ApaNe nakkI karavuM ke Aja rajAno divasa che eTale Aja chokarAM-baccAM, vAiphane, badhAne kaMI pharavAnuM nA maLatuM hoya to ApaNe pharavA teDI javA joIe, badhuM jamIne pachI. sAruM sAruM jamavAnuM banAvavuM joIe. pachI jamIne pharavA teDI javA joIe. pharIne pachI bahu limiTa rAkhavAnI ke bhaI, holIDene divase ATalo ja kharca ! koI vakhate eksTrA (vadhAre) karavo paDe to ApaNe bajeTa karIzuM kahIe paNa bAkI nahIM to ATalo ja kharca. e badhuM nakkI karavuM joIe ApaNe. vAipha pAse ja nakkI karAvavuM ApaNe. praznakartA : e kahe che ghera veDhamI khAvI joIe, pIjhA khAvA nahIM javAnuM bahAra. dAdAzrI : khuzI, khuzIthI veDhamI khAva, badhuM khAva. DhokaLAM khAva, jalebI khAva je phAve e khAva. praznakartA : paNa haoNTalamAM pIjhA khAvA nahIM javAnuM. dAdAzrI : pIjhA khAvA ?! te ApaNAthI khavAya kema karIne ? ApaNe to Arya prajA. chatAM zokha hoya to be-cAra vakhata khavaDAvIne pachI dhIme dhIme choDAvI devA. dhIme dhIme choDAvI daIe. ekadama ApaNe baMdha karI daIe e khoTuM kahevAya. ApaNe joDe khAvA lAgIne pachI choDAvI devuM dhIme dhIme praznakartA : vAiphane banAvavAno zokha nA hoya to ApaNe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe bIjo zokha badalI nAkhavo. bIjI bahu cIjo che ApaNe tyAM. bIjo zokha badalI nAkhavAno. ane raI-methInA vaghAranuM nA bhAvatuM hoya to pachI taja ne mariyAno vaghAra karI devaDAvavo. eTale sAruM pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 100 lAge. pIjhAmAM to zuM khAvAnuM hoya ?! eTale goThavaNI kare to badhuM jIvana sAruM jAya ane savAramAM kaMIka aDadhA kalAka bhagavAnanI bhakti kaMIka kare to kAma rAge paDe. tane to jJAna maLI gayuM eTale tuM to thaI gayo DAhyo have. paNa bIjAne jJAna nA maLyuM hoya tene kaMI bhakti karavI joIe ne ! tAruM to rAge paDI gayuM ne ! (507) A 'akrama vijJAna' vyavahArane chaMcheDatuM nathI. dareka 'jJAna' vyavahArane tarachoDe che. A vijJAna vyavahArane kiMcitmAtra tarachoDatuM nathI. ane potAnI 'riyAliTI'mAM saMpUrNa rahIne vyavahArane tarachoDatuM nathI ! vyavahArane tarachoDe nahIM te ja saiddhAMtika vastu hoya. saiddhAMtika vastu kone kahevAya ke je kyAreya paNa asiddhAMtapaNAne nA pAme tenuM nAma siddhAMta kahevAya, koI evo khUNo nathI ke asiddhAMtapaNAne pAme. eTale A 'riyala sAyansa' che, 'kamplITa sAyansa' che. vyavahArane kiMcitmAtra nA tarachoDAve ! (503) koIne saheja paNa duHkha nA thAya, e chellI 'lAITa' kahevAya. virodhIne paNa zAMti thAya. ApaNo virodhI hoyane e ema to kahe ke bhAI Amane ane mAre matabheda che, paNa emanA tarapha mane bhAva che, mAna che' evuM kahe chevaTe ! virodha to hoya ja. haMmezAM virodha to rahevAno. 360 DigrIno ne 356 DigrIno paNa virodha hoya che ja ! evI rIte A badhe virodha to hoya. eka ja DigrI para badhA mANasa nA AvI zake. eka ja vicAra zreNI para mANasa AvI zake nahIM. kAraNa ke manuSyonI vicAra zreNInI caudalAkha yonio che. bolo, keTalA 'eDajasTa' thaI zake ApaNane ? amuka ja yoni 'eDajasTa' thaI zake, badhI nA thaI zake ! gharamAM to suMdara vyavahAra karI nAkhavo joIe. 'vAipha'nA manamAM ema thAya ke Avo dhaNI nahIM maLe koI dahADo ane dhaNInA manamAM ema thAya ke AvI 'vAipha' paNa kyAreya nA maLe ! evo hisAba lAvI nAkhIe tyAre ApaNe kharAM !! (514) praznakartA : adhyAtmamAM to ApanI vAta mATe kaMI kahevAnuM ja nathI. paNa vyavahAramAM ya ApanI vAta 'Topa'nI vAta che. dAdAzrI : evuM chene, ke vyavahAramAM 'Topa'nuM samajyA sivAya koI

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101 (nityakramo pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra mokSe gayelo nahIM. game teTaluM bAra lAkhanuM AtmajJAna hoya paNa vyavahAra samajyA sivAya koI mokSe gayelo nahIM ! kAraNa ke vyavahAra choDanAra chene ? e nA choDe to tame zuM karo ? tame 'zuddhAtmA' cho ja, paNa vyavahAra choDe to ne ? tame vyavahArane gUMcava gUMcava karo cho. jhaTapaTa ukela lAvone ! (515) - jaya saccidAnaMda () prAtaHvidhi zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra. vAtsalyamUrti dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra. prApta mana, vacana, kAyAthI A jagatanA koI paNa jIvane kiMcitmAtra duHkha na ho, na ho, na ho. kevaLa zuddhAtmAnubhava sivAya A jagatanI koI paNa vinAzI cIja mane khapatI nathI. pragaTa jJAnI puruSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM ja niraMtara rahevAnI paramazakti prApta ho, prApta ho, prApta ho. (5) namaskAravidhi - pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna'nI sAkSIe, vartamAna mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA, tIrthakara bhagavAna "zrI sImaMdhara svAmI' ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM pati-patnIne ekbIjAnA doSa dekhAya tyAre dAdAzrIe sUcavelI pratikramaNa vidhi (5) pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna'nI sAkSIe ke nA mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga, bhAvakarma-dvavyakarma-nokarmathI bhinna evA he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! ApanI sAkSIe, Aja dina sudhI je je + + doSa thayA che, tenI kSamA mAMguM chuM. pazcAtApa karuM chuM, AlocanApratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM ne pharI AvAM doSo kyAreya paNa nahIM karuM evo draDha nizcaya karuM chuM. mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamAM karo. pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAna mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM vicaratA 'OM parameSTi bhagavaMto'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) - pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAna mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM vicaratA 'paMca parameSTi bhagavaMto'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane evo koI paNa doSa na karavAnI parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo. ke jenI pratye doSa thayo hoya te sAmI vyaktinuM nAma levuM. ** je doSa thayA hoya te manamAM jAhera karavA. ( tame zuddhAtmA ane je doSa kare tenI pAse pratikramaNa karAvavuM. 'caMdulAla" pAse doSonuM pratikramaNa karAvaDAvuM.) pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe vartamAna mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM viharamAna 'tIrtha kara sAhebo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM (5) "vItarAga zAsana deva-devIone atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra " 'niSpakSapAtI zAsana devI-devIo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM " covIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtone atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. - 'zrIkRSNa bhagavAnane atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. dareke

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- bharatakSetre hAla vicaratA sarvajJa 'zrI dAdA bhagavAnane nizcayathI atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. - 'dAdA bhagavAna'nA sarve 'samaktidhArI mahAtmAone atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. " AkhA brahmAMDanA jIvamAtranA "rIyala' svarUpane atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. rIyala' svarUpa e bhagavat svarUpa che jethI AkhA jagatane bhagavat svarUpe' darzana karuM chuM. " "rIyala' svarUpa e zuddhAtma svarUpa che, jethI AkhA jagatane zuddhAtmA svarUpe darzana karuM chuM. rIyala' svarUpa e tattva svarUpa che, jethI AkhA jagatane tattvajJAne karIne darzana karuM chuM. (vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne parama pUjya zrI 'dAdA bhagavAna'nA mAdhyama dvArA pratyakSa namaskAra pahoce che. kausamAM lakhelI saMkhyA hoya teTalA vakhata divasamAM ekavAra vAMcavuM) tava kalamo 1. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAne kiMcitmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya, na dubhAvAya ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane koI dehadhArI jIvAtmAno kiMcitmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya evI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ane sArvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 2. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAya, na dubhAvAya, ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane koI paNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAvAya evI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ane svAvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 3. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI, upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI ke AcAryano avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye kiMcitmAtra paNa abhAva, tiraskAra kyAreya paNa na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. 5. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA sAthe kyAre ya paNa kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA na bolAya, na bolAvAya ke bolavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. koI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA bole to mane mRdu Rju bhASA bolavAnI zaktio Apo. 6. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye strI, puruSa agara napuMsaka game te liMgadhArI hoya, to tenA saMbaMdhI kiMcitmAtra paNa viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhI doSo, icchAo, ceSTAo ke vicAra saMbaMdhI doSo na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane niraMtara nirvikAra rahevAnI parama zakti Apo. 7. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa rasamAM lubdhapaNuM na karAya evI zakti Apo, samarasI khorAka levAya evI parama zakti Apo. 8. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI dehadhArI jIvAtmAno, pratyakSa agara parokSa, jIvaMta agara mRtyu pAmelAno, koIno kiMcitmAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha avinaya na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. 9, he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane jagata kalyANa karavAnuM nimita banavAnI parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo. ATaluM tamAre 'dAdA" pAse mAMgavAnuM. A dararoja vAMcavAnI cIja na hoya, aMtaramAM rAkhavAnI cIja che. A dararoja upayogapUrvaka bhAvavAnI cIja che. ATalA pAThamAM tamAma zAstrono sAra AvI jAya che. zuddhAtmA pratye prArthanA he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA ! Apa dareka jIvamAtramAM birAjamAna cho, temaja mArAmAM paNa birAjelA cho. ApanuM svarUpa te ja mAruM svarUpa che. mAruM svarUpa zuddhAtmA che. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! huM Apane abheda bhAve atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. ajJAnatAe karIne meM je je ja doSo karyA che, te sarva doSone ApanI samakSa jAhera karuM chuM. teno hRdayapUvarka khUba pastAvo karuM chuM. ane ApanI pAse kSamAM prAthuM chuM. he prabhu ! mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo ane pharI evA doSo nA karuM evI Apa mane zakti Apo...

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he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! Apa evI kRpA karo ke amane bhedabhAva chUTI jAya ane abheda-svarUpa prApta thAya. ame tamArAmAM abheda svarUpe tanmayAkAra rahIe. ** (je doSa thayA hoya te manamAM jAhera karavA) jJAna sAkSAtkAra pAmavA mATenI vyavahAra vidhi pragaTa 'jJAnI puruSa' 'dAdA bhagavAna'ne atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM. pragaTa 'jJAnI puruSa' thakI 'sat' prApta thayuM che jemane, te 'sat puruSo'ne atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM. sarve niSpakSapAtI 'deva-devIone' atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM. he pragaTa jJAnI puruSa tathA he sat puruSo ! Aje A bhaDake baLatA jagatanuM kalyANa karo, kalyANa karo, kalyANa karo ane huM temAM nimitta banuM evI zuddha bhAvanAthI ApanI samakSa mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekAgratAthI prArthanAvidhi karuM chuM. je AtyaMtika saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo. he dAdA bhagavAna ! ApanA zuddha jJAnamAM avalokana thayelAM ane ApanA zrImukhethI pragaTelAM zuddha jJAnasUtro nIce mujabanAM che. "mana, vacana, kAyAnA tamAma lepAyamAna bhAvo je Ave tenAthI 'zuddha (3) cetana' sarvathA nirlepa ja che." "mana, vacana, kAyAnI tamAma saMgI kriyAothI 'zuddha cetana' sAva asaMga ja che.' (3) "mana, vacana, kAyAnI Tevo ane tenA svabhAvane 'zuddha cetana' jANe che ane potAnA sva-svabhAvane paNa 'zuddha cetana' jANe che. kAraNa ke te sva-para prakAzaka che.'' (3) che.' "AhArI AhAra kare che ane nirAhArI 'zuddha cetana' mAtra tene jANe (3) "sthULa saMyogo, sUkSma saMyogo, vANInA saMyogo para che ane parAdhIna che, ane 'zuddha cetana' tenuM jJAtA-draSTA mAtra che." (3) "sthULattamathI sUkSmattama sudhInI tamAma saMsArika avasthAonuM 'zuddha cetana' jJAtA-draSTA mAtra che, TaMkotkIrNa che, AnaMdasvarUpa che'' (3) "mana, vacana, kAyAnI avasthA mAtra kudaratI racanA (only Scientific circumstantial Evidence) che jeno koI bApoya racanAra nathI ane te 'vyavasthita' che.'' (3) "nizcetana-cetanano eka paNa guNa 'zuddha cetana'mAM nathI ane 'zuddha cetana'no eka paNa guNa nizcetana-cetanamAM nathI. banne sarvathA sAva judAM che.'' (3) 'caMcaLa bhAganA je je bhAvo che te nizcetana-cetananA bhAvo che ane 'zuddha cetana' ke je acaLa che tenA bhAvo nathI.'' (3) he prabhu ! bhrAMtithI mane 'zuddha cetana'nA bhAvo uparanAM sUtro mujaba 'A' ja che ema yathArtha, jema che tema samajAyuM nathI, kAraNa ke niSpakSapAtI bhAve mane mArI jAtane jotAM samajAyuM ke mArAmAMthI aMtarakaleza tathA kaDhApo-ajaMpo gayela nathI, he prabhu ! mATe mArA aMtarakalezane zamAvavA parama zakti Apo. have mArA A zuddha bhAvone jema che tema samajavA sivAya koI kAmanA nathI, huM kevaLa mokSano ja kAmI chuM. te arthe mArI draDha abhilASA che ke huM 'sat puruSonA vinaya'mAM ane 'jJAnI puruSanA parama vinaya'mAM rahI, huM kaMI ja jANato nathI, e bhAvamAM ja rahuM. uparanAM jJAnasUtro mujabanA zuddha bhAvo mArI zraddhAmAM AvatA nathI ane jJAnamAM AvatA nathI. jo e bhAvo mArI draDha zraddhAmAM Avaze to ja huM anubhavIza ke mane yathArtha samyakdarzana thayuM che. A mATe be ja cIjanI mukhya jarUra che. (1) 'huM parama-satya jANavAno ja kAmI chuM' e bhAva-niSThA. (2) 'parama satya' 'jJAnI puruSa'nI AjJAnA saMpUrNa ArAdhanathI ja prApta thAya che. 'jJAnI puruSa'nA pratyakSa yoga sivAya anya koI ja mArga nathI, mATe pratyakSa 'jJAnI puruSa'nI zodhamAM rahuM ane temano yoga prApta thaye huM temanI ja AjJAnI ArAdhanAmAM rahevAno draDha nirNaya-nizcaya karuM chuM. te mArI kAmanA saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo. .. AtmavijJAnI puruSa 'e. ema. paTela'nI mahIM pragaTa thayelA "dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho" (dararoja ochAmAM ochuM 10 miniTathI 50 miniTa sudhI moTethI bolavuM)

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| dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezananA prakAzano ciMtA 1. bhogavatIbhUla(gu-aM,hiM) 20. vANIno siddhAMta (graM, saM.) banyuM te nyAya (gu., e., hiM.) 21. karmanuM vijJAna 3. eDajasTa evarIvhera (gu. .,hiM.) 22. pApa-puNya 4. athaDAmaNaTALo (gu.paM,hiM.) 23. satya-asatyanA rahasyo 24. ahiMsA 6. krodha 25. prema mAnavadharma 26. camatkAra 8. sevA-paropakAra 27. vANI, vyavahAramAM. 9. huM koNa chuM ? 28. nijadoSadarzanathI, nirdoSa 10. trimaMtra 29. guru-ziSya 11. dAna 30. AptavANI - 1 thI 12 12. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI 31. AptasUtra 13. bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 37. The essence of all religion 14. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 33. Generation Gap 15. paisAno vyavahAra (caM., saM.) 34. Who aml? 16. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (graM., saM.) 35. UltimateKnowledge 17. mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra (, saM) u. dAdA bhagavAnakA AtmavijJAna 18. pratikramaNa (graMtha, saMkSipta) 37. jJAna-bhaktinAM pado 19. samajathI prApta brahmacarya(graM, saM.) 'dAdAvANI' megejhina dara mahine prakAzita thAya che ) prAptisthAna muMbaI : pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna, 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, dAdA sAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se.re.), muMbaI-400014 phona : (022) 4137616 Mobile : 9820-153953 amadAvAda : zrI dIpakabhAI desAI, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kolejanI pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-380014. phona : (079) 7540408, 7543979. pheksa : 7545420 E-Mail: dimple @ add.vsnl.net.in vaDodarA : zrI dhIrajabhAI paTela, 'jJAnAMjana', sI-17, pallava pArka sosAyaTI, vI.AI.pI. roDa, kArelIbAga, vaDodarA. phona : (02 65) 441627 rAjakoTa : zrI rUpeza mahetA, e-3, naMdanavana epArTamenTa, gujarAta samAcAra presanI sAme, rAjakoTa. phona : (0281) 234597 surata : zrI viThThalabhAI paTela, 35, zAMtivana sosAyaTI, laMbe hanumAna roDa, paMcaratna TAvara pAchaLa, surata. phona : (0261) 244964 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 902 SW Mifflin Rd, Topeka, Kansas 66606. Tel.: (785) 271-0869 Fax : (785) 271-86411 E-mail : bamin@kscable.com, shuddha@kscable.com Dr. Shirish Patel, 2659 Raven Circle, Corona, CA 91720 Tel.: (909) 734-4715. Fax: (909) 134-4411 U.K. : Mr. Maganbhai Patel, 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH U.K. Tel : 20 8245-1751 Mr. Ramesh Patel, 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow. Tel.: 20 8204-0746 Fax:20 8907-4885 E-mail : rameshpatel@636kenton.freeserve.co.uk Canada : Mr. Suryakant N. Patel, 1497, Wilson Ave, Appt.#308, Downsview, Onterio, Toronto. M3M 1K2, CANADA. Tel.: (416) 247-8309 : Mr. Manu Savla, PISU & Co., Box No. 18219, Nairobi, Kenya, Tel : (R) (254 25 744943 (O) 554835 Fax : 545237 Africa Internet websites : www.dadashri.org, www.dadabhagwan.org