Aptavani 09

Author(s): Gnani Purush Dadashri
Publisher: Gnani Purush Dadashri

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A single seed of suspicion will grow into a whole jungle! As in Algebra, one should cross out the suspicions. Finally, one should remove all suspicions by separating one's Self from the one who suspects, by employing Gnan, and by scolding and threatening the relative self.
When one suspects, the suffering occurs right away. But, at the same time, new seed is sewn that will bring suffering even in the next life!
Suspicion is removed by proper pratikraman. One has to repent against suspicion. One should not become careless about it. The one who did the suspicion, who did the violation, make him the doer of repentance.
After becoming the Self, if the mind shows disorderly things inside; how can we listen to that? All the feelings of attachments are the qualities of the innate self, they are inanimate qualities, relative qualities; they are not the qualities of the pure Soul at all. You are the owner of infinite powers, how can anyone do any thing to You? This fearlessness results in the state free od all suspicion.
It is necessary only to raise the awareness against suspicion. The knower-seer state can only be maintained if there is awareness. And later on, all the suspicion is eradicated.
When someone suspects you, it is not untrue. There, there is some fault in you. The fault may not have occurred now and may be from the past, only then this will happen. The world has not been outside the law of nature even for one second.
Suspicion on the illusory wrong knowledge is produced by Gnani Purush only. And once there is suspicion about that knowledge, that knowledge will be gone. There is never any suspicion about the real knowledge.
"Who am I?" One is not suspecting about his own state of being the owner of the name in each life. That is where one has to have a suspicion. If suspicion is created about one's own deep-rooted wrong beliefs, it is called the beginning of realization of Self.