Book Title: Samveg Margna Punaha Pravartak Tran Punjabi Mahapurusho
Author(s): Shilchandrasuri
Publisher: Bhadrankaroday Shikshan Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/007108/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMvegamArganA punaH pravartaka traNa paMjAbI mahApuruSo AcArya zrIvijayazIlacandrasUrijI Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAsanasamrATa bhavana graMthamAlA - 14 (guruguNagAnamaya pravacanamALA saMpuTa-2) saMvegamArganA punaH pravartaka traNa paMjAbI mahApuruSo : pravacanakAra : AcArya zrIvijayazIlacandrasUrijI : prakAzaka : zrIbhadrakarodaya zikSaNa TrasTa, godharA vi.saM. 2072 I.sa. 2016 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMvega mArganA punaH pravartaka traNa paMjAbI mahApuruSo vaktAH AcArya zrI vijayazIlacandrasUrijI pravacana - samaya tathA sthaLa : mAgasara vadi 9, saM. 2072, tA. 3-1-2016, ravivAra sAbaramatI, amadAvAda prata: 1000 (c) sarvAdhikAra surakSita prakAzakaH zrI bhadraMkarodaya zikSaNa TrasTa C/o. yazobhadra zubhaMkara jJAnazALA jaina sosAyaTI, godharA (paMcamahAla) - 389001 prAptisthAnaH 1) sarasvatI pustaka bhaMDAra 112, hAthIkhAnA, ratanapoLa, amadAvAda-1 phona : 079-25356692 2) zrIvijayanemisUri jaina svAdhyAyamaMdira 12, bhagatabAga, jainanagara, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7 phona: 079-2662246pa zrIvijayanemisUri jJAnazALA zAsanasamrATa bhavana, haThIbhAInI vADI, dilhI daravAjA bahAra, zAhIbAga roDa, amadAvAda-4. phona: 079-22168554 mUlya : 2 200-00 (seTa) eka pustakanuM 240-00 mudrakaH kirITa grAphiksa - phona 079-2533005 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzakIya amArA parama upakArI gurubhagavaMta zrIvijayasUryodayasUrIzvarajI ma.nI nizrAmAM, teonA ziSya zrIvijayazIlacandrasUrijInI preraNA anusAra sthApavAmAM AvelA amArA TrasTanA upakrame Aja sudhImAM ghaNAM pustako prakAzita thayelAM che. te zRMkhalAmAM Aje A pravacanamALAnI pustikAono bIjo saMpuTa prakAzita karavAno lAbha amane maLyo che, te mATe amo pUjya AcAryazrInA atyaMta RNI rahIzuM. vizeSa karIne, navI zarU thayelI 'zAsanasamrATa bhavana graMthamALA'nAM prathama cha prakAzano amArA TrasTanA upakrame thayAM hatAM. ane te ja zrRMkhalAnAM AgaLanAM prakAzano paNa amArA TrasTanA upakrame thAya che, tenuM amAre mana ghaNuM gaurava che. A prakAzanamAM zrIsAbaramatI-rAmanagara jaina zve.mU.pU. saMgha - amadAvAda taraphathI potAnA jJAnakhAtAmAMthI udAra Arthika sahayoga maLyo che, te mATe teono paNa amo AbhAra mAnIe chIe. sughaDa mudraNa mATe kirITa grAphiksano AbhAra mAnIe chIe. [et. zrIbhadraMkarodaya zikSaNa TrasTa, godharA -no TrasTIgaNa Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAsaMgika saM. 2072nA varSe mAgasara mAsamAM sAbaramatI rAmanagaranA zrIsaMghanI vinaMtIthI tyAM javAno yoga thayo. saMghanA mobhIonI bhAvanA hatI ke tame sUrata, vaDodarA vagere sthAne pravacanamALA goThavI tevI amAre tyAM paNa goThavo. amAre sAMbhaLavuM che. emanI e bhAvanAne anurUpa ame eka pravacanamALA goThavI, ane badhA munioe je bhinna bhinna mahApuruSo viSe pravacano ApyAM te badhAM A pustikAonA rUpamAM have pragaTa thaI rahyAM che. 2071nA cAturmAsamAM vaDodarA-akoTA upAzrayamAM paNa AvI pravacanamALA yojAI hatI. ane keTalAka viSayo yathAvata rAkhIne te ja pravacanamALA sAbaramatImAM paNa yojAI. te baMne sthAnanAM pravacanonuM saMkalana A pustikAomAM thayuM che, ane te rIte eka suMdara pravacanazreNi taiyAra thaI che. pravacanamALAnA bahAne ApaNane mahAna jyotirdhara pUjya puruSonA guNagAnanI anupama taka maLI teno ghero AnaMda che. sAthe ja anya bAhyapravRttirUpa-anuSThAnone badale AvAM antarmukhatA vadhAranAra anuSThAno paNa saphaLa thaI zake che teno ahesAsa haiye che ja. A pUrve prakAzita thayelA pravacanamALAnA prathama saMpuTane caturvidha zrIsaMgha taraphathI ghaNo ja AvakAra maLyo che. ane aneka jijJAsu jIvo tenA vAMcanathI lAbhAnvita thayA che. teonI ghaNA samayathI te prakAranAM anya prakAzano mATenI mAMgaNI hatI. jijJAsuonI e zubha bhAvanAno pratisAda ApyAnA AnaMda sAthe. ASADha, 2002 - zIlacandravijaya Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMvegamArganA punaH pravartaka traNa paMjAbI mahApuruSo - vijayazIlacandrasUri ajJAnatimirAndhAnAM jJAnAJjanazalAkayA / netramunmIlitaM yena tasmai zrIgurave namaH // parama maMgalamaya zrIvItarAga paramAtmAnuM zAsana ! e zAsananA traNa AdhArastaMbha : deva, guru ane dharma. A traNa staMbho paikI guru nAmanA staMbhanI ApaNe vAto karavA beThA chIe. koI paNa kaMpanI calAvavI hoya to enA ejaMTa hovA anivArya che. sarakhAmaNI nathI karato, kAraNa ke evI sarakhAmaNI karavI e barAbara nathI. paNa kaMIka enA jevuM ema kahevAno bhAva che. kaMpanIo to enA ema.DI. nI hAjarImAM ja enA ejaMTo dvArA cAle. ahIMyA tIrthaMkaranI anupasthitimAM A prabhunuM zAsana calAvavuM hoya to eka mAdhyama, eka 1 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AlaMbana, eka AdhAra joIe; ane e AlaMbananuM nAma che gurutattva, guru bhagavaMto. emane gurupade koNe sthApyA e khabara che? guru "guru" kema kahevAyA? barAbara samajajo. guru guru eTalA mATe kahevAyA ke tIrthakara bhagavaMte emane e sthitimAM, e pada para mUkyA che. tIrthakare gurutattva na batADyuM hota to sAdhu guru na hota. gurutattva koNe batADyuM ? paramAtmAe batADyuM. e paramAtmAnA mArge cAle, e mArgane apanAve, e mArga pramANe jIvavAnI kozIza kare, enuM nAma sAdhu. ane e sAdhu te ja guru. e gurutattva dvArA A bhagavAnanuM zAsana saikAothI, seMkaDo varSothI ApaNA sudhI cAlyuM che. nigraMtha gaccha : zrI sudharmAsvAmI mahArAja; emano koI gaccha nahoto, paNa A emano gaNa hato. badhA ja muni nigraMtha hatA, temano gaNa. tamAma gaNadharoe potAnA ziSya parivAro sudharmAsvAmIne havAle karyA, ne temano saudharma athavA nigraMtha evo gaccha kahevAyo. nigraMtha eTale saMpUrNapaNe graMthithI mukta evA mahAtmAo. amArI jema graMtha ane graMthiothI gherAyelA nahi. graMthi eTale gAMTho. nigraMtha eTale gAMTho vagaranA. koI gAMTha nahi : rAganI paNa nahi, dveSanI paNa nahi. e nigraMthonI paraMparA cAlatI rahI. pachI e thayo kauTika gaNa. kauTika ane kAkaMdika e be zabdo tame kalpasUtramAM sAMbhaLyA haze. dIkSA koI le, tyAre paNa bolAya : koTika gaNa, vajI zAkhA, caMdra kula ! jo tame dhyAna mAMDIne sAMbhaLatA ho to AvuM AvuM bolAtuM hoya che. paNa ApaNane uchAmaNInA AMkaDA sivAya have bIjuM badhuM Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAMbhaLavAmAM rasa ocho hoya che. jo sAMbhaLavAnI kozIza karo to ghaNuM ghaNuM maLe, bahu samajavA maLe. to ema kahevAya che ke kroDa vakhata gurubhagavaMte sUrimaMtranI sAdhanA karI mATe koTika gaNa evuM nAma, nirgatha gacchanuM paDyuM. tyAra pachI AvyuM caMdra kula : caMdra gaccha. vanavAsI gaccha. eka ja nigraMtha paraMparAne sthAnabheda, vyavasthAbhede, paristhitinA bhede judAM judAM nAme oLakhAvavAmAM AvI. paraMparA eka ja, zrIsudharmAsvAmI mahArAjanI. tamane khabara che, seMkaDo zAkhAo hatI e? zAkhA : Faculty. seMkaDo kuLa hatAM. seMkaDo gaNa hatA. tame "AyariyauvajhAe" sUtra bolo cho. emAM pahelI ja gAthAmAM bolo : sIse sAhamie pachI "kula gaNe a". AmAM kula ane gaNa zabda bolo cho. kula eTale mAruM kuLa : huM caMdrakuLano. jeTalA sAdhu caMdrakuLanA hoya te mArA kuLanA gaNAya. huM tapagacchano. jeTalA sAdhu tapagacchanA hoya e badhA mArA gaNAya. ame sAdharmika gaNAIe. AkhI vyavasthA che A. to AvAM keTalAMya kuLa hatAM. eka eka gaNamAM aneka kuLa ane zAkhAo hatI. ekeka kuLamAM tathA zAkhAmAM seMkaDo ne hajAro sAdhu-sAdhvIo hatAM. ghaNAM kuLa, ghaNI zAkhA, ghaNA gaNa: A badhuM vyavasthAno eka bhAga che. eka skUla hoya temAM eka zikSaka vadhumAM vadhu keTalA vidyArthIone averI zake ? 50 ke 60, barAbara? ene eka lakSyAMka Apyo hoya ke tamAre 45 bALakone saMbhALavAnAM. have sAtamA dhoraNamAM 4 klAsa hoya to darekamAM 45-4pa saMkhyA pramANe varga vadhatA jAya. eTale tame kaho ke 7 8, 7 ba, 7 ka, 7 gha, barAbara che? Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e ja rIte amAre tyAM zAkhAo che, kuLa che, gaNo che, e paNa pelA vargonI jema vyavasthAnA bhAgarUpe ja hoya che. kALAMtare e badhAM judAjudA gacchomAM pheravAyAM. 84 gaccha. vaDagaccha - bRhadgaccha. nigraMtha gacchanuM ja nAma pAchaLathI vaDagaccha thayuM. vaTavRkSanI jema pAMgaryo A gaccha eTale vaDagaccha. vaTavRkSanI nIce 8-8 ziSyone AcAryapada ApavAmAM AvyuM eTale vaDagaccha. gurubhagavaMtane sUjhyuM ke A ghaDI-paLa sAdhI levA jevAM che. tAtkAlika potAnA ziSyone bhegA karyA ane tyAM ne tyAM, koI ja goThavaNa vagara temane padavI ApI dIdhI. tethI thayo vaDagaccha moTo gaccha. - e ja vaDagacchanI paraMparA AgaLa vadhI ane teramA saikAmAM jagaccandrasUri mahArAja thayA. parama samatAbhAvI mahApuruSa. tapasvI ane jJAnI mahApuruSa. emaNe ugra tapazcaryA AdarI. cittoDanA mahArANAe emanA tapathI prabhAvita thaIne kIdhuM ke tame to 'tapA' cho - 'hIralA tapA' cho; Ama 'tapA' nuM birUda ApyuM mahArANAe, ane tyArathI vaDagaccha tapAgacchamAM pariNamyo. e tapAgacchanI Aje thoDIka vAto karavI che. jagaccandrasUri mahArAja pachI A gacchamAM aneka mahApuruSo thayA. eka gaccha evo nathI ke jemAM mahAna AcArya bhagavaMto nA thayA hoya. dareka gacchanuM A zAsananI prabhAvanAmAM, A zAsananA vikAsamAM, A zAsananI rakSAmAM yogadAna che. eka paNa gacchanI kiMmata ochI na AMkI zakAya. sAmAcArI judI judI che e vAta sAcI. paNa pahelAM kIdhuM ema e vyavasthA che. sAmAcArI bhale judI hoya paNa kaMpanInA DAyarekTara athavA mAlika eka ja che. deva-guru ane dharma e traNa tattvomAM eka Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa gacchane matabheda nathI. mahAvIra svAmI ja tIrthakara che emAM koIne matAMtara nathI. to tapAgacchamAM eka ekathI caDhiyAtA pUjayapuruSo thayA che. thoDAMka nAmo bolI jauM. amastA moDhe caDe che e bolI jauM. devasuMdarasUri mahArAja, temanA ziSya somasuMdarasUrijI, munisuMdarasUri mahArAja. A bahu jANItuM nAma che, tame roja bolo cho : "muNisuMdarasUrizuamahimA". sahasrAvadhAnI. keTalAM avadhAna kare ? so nahi, baso-pAMcaso nahi, paNa eka hajAra avadhAna ! ane sUrimaMtranI eTalI ja utkaTa ArAdhanA. emanA banAvelA saMtikara stotrathI nagaramAM vyApelA mArI-marakInA upadravo zamyA hatA. enuM pANI chAMTo, eno pATha karo ne badhuM zAMta thaI jAya ! AvA munisuMdarasUri mahArAja. pachI lakSmIsAgarasUri mahArAja. hemavimalasUri mahArAja: mANibhadra devanA guru, sthApaka. tapAgacchanA adhiSThAyaka deva tarIke mANibhadrajInI sthApanA emaNe karI. pachI AnaMdavimalasUri mahArAja. kriyoddhAra karyo emaNe. e pachI Ave dAnasUri dAdA ane hIravijayasUri dAdA. vijayasenasUri, vijayadevasUri, vijayasiMhasUri. ane A badhAM nAmo to ekadama jIbhe caDhI AvelAM nAmo che. A bAkI to AkhI zreNI che AcAryonI, gacchanAyakonI, mahApuruSonI. koI mahAna tapasvI, koI mahAna jJAnI, mahAna prabhAvaka : badhA pavitra ! A jeTalAM nAmo lIdhAM te badhA ja parama pavitra mahAtmAo. emanI pavitratA Unbeatable ! emAM kyAMya tame AMgaLI cIMdhI na zako. vijayadevasUri mahArAja pachI ApaNe tyAM be paraMparA pravartI. eka yati paraMparA, mukhya dhArA, zrIpUjyonI paraMparA. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yati eTale gAdIpati. zrIpUjya eTale AcArya. AcArya zrIpUjya ja thAya. koI bhavitavyatAnA yoge saMyamapAlanamAM thoDIka zithilatA pravezI, ane AcAra-vicAramAM ApaNane prazno thAya evI paristhiti sarjAI. paNa hatA jJAnI. Akhoya gaccha emanA tAbAmAM, emanI AjJAmAM, sakala saMgha emanI nizrAmAM. e AjJA kare e ja thAya. e AjJA kare ke A sAdhune tamAre vaMdana nahi karavAnuM, to e sAdhu bhUkhyo mare; ene gocarI paNa na maLe ! e kahe ke tamAre ahIM amuka kSetramAM comAsuM nahi karavAnuM, pachI huM karuM to te saMgha mane rAkhe nahi, mane sthAna na maLe. Avo eka jabaradasta prabhAva ane paraMparA. paNa keTalAka mahApuruSone mananI aMdara ema thayuM ke bhale zrIpUjyanI AjJAmAM ApaNe vartIe, paNa ApaNe zuddha saMyama kema na pALI zakIe ? emanI AjJA na choDIe e barAbara che. tyAM guruparaMparA che, pATaparaMparA che, ApaNe emanI AjJA pALIe eno vAMdho nathI, paNa ApaNe zuddha cAritra pALavuM hoya to kema na pALI zakIe? ane vijayasiMhasUri mahArAje A vAta joI. teo hatA paTTadhara, atyaMta kriyArucivALA. jJAnI to kharA ja. to ja paTTadhara banAvyA hoya. cAritranA khapI. emanA ziSya paMnyAsa satyavijayajI hatA. vAta evI che ke satyavijayajIne AcAryapadavI levAno Agraha karavAmAM Avyo. devasUri mahArAje, sihasUri mahArAje kahyuM ke tame AcArya thAo. tyAre satyavijayajIe kIdhuM ke mane padavImAM rasa nathI. mane kriyAmAM rasa che. mane saMyamanA pAlanamAM rasa che. ane emano vadhato jato saMvega, vairAgya, cAritrapAlananI jabaradasta dhakhanA, e badhuM joIne siMhasUri mahArAje Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ emane AjJA karI ke tame kriyoddhAra karo, saMvegamArga pAcho jIvato karo. thoDoka nabaLo paDyo che, dabAyo che, ene pAcho prakAzamAna banAvo. satyavijayajIe bIDuM jhaDapI lIdhuM. tyAre siMhasUri mahArAje upAdhyAya yazovijayajI jevA sAdhuone Adeza karyo ke tamAre satyavijayajIne sahAyaka thavuM. ane e rIte emaNe kriyoddhAra karyo. satyavijayajI mahArAje zuM karyuM ? emaNe, eka je paraMparA cAlatI'tI zrIpUjyanI, enI samAMtare A saMvegI munionI paraMparA punaH pravartAvI. tame stavanamAM bolo cho : "saMvegaraMgataraMga jhIle" e saMvega : daDha vairAgya, saMyamamAM, saMyama-pAlanamAM tIvra zraddhA. emano eka eka AcAra jJAnathI maghamaghato AcAra. ajJAnamUlaka AcAra nahi, jJAnathI chalakAto AcAra ! varSo sudhI bhaNyA che. khUba jJAna saMpAdana karyuM che. tamAma zAstrone ghoLIne pI gayAM che. e zAstronAM tAtparyo, pUrvAparanAM vAkyo ane zabdonAM AlaMbane emaNe kriyoddhAra karyo che. ema ne ema, game tema kriyoddhAra na thAya. game te na karI zake. huM kAle ahIMyA besIne borDa upara lakhAvI dauM ke Aje meM kriyoddhAra karyo che, karavA mAMDyo che, to ? to zuM? huM durgatimAM javAno ! eTale game tyAre game te AvuM kArya na karI zake. e satyavijayajInI AkhI paraMparA cAlI. paNa saMvegamArga sahelo nahoto. yationI sattA bahu prabaLa hatI. saMvegIone sukha paDavA na de. pachI to zuM thaI gayuM? be sattA sAmasAmI thaI gaI. sAmasAme eTale thoDoka saMgharSa, thoDuMka gharSaNa. saMvegI paraMparAvALA vicAre ke je zrIpUjya saMvegamArgane svIkAratA nathI, saMvegI jevo saMyama pALatA nathI, emane Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ amAre zA mATe mAnavA ke pUjavA joIe ? zA mATe emane vaMdana karavAM joIe ? zAstronI AjJA che ke kone vaMdana karavuM ? kone na karavuM ? kevo AcAra pALavo ? kevo na pALavo ? zAstronAM vacana che, AjJA che. eTale A dvidhA. ane Ane lIdhe doDha so-baso varaso pahelAMno e samaya jaina saMgha mATe aMdhakArayuga gaNAyo. mahAna jJAnIo thayA, to paNa saMgharSono kALa ! vijayadevasUri pachI lagabhaga poNA baso varSono kALa. eTaluM jabarUM e yationuM zAsana ke upAdhyAya vinayavijayajI ane yazovijayajI jevA keTalAya mahAtmAo enA saMgharSamAM AvI gayA. sAmasAmA saMgharSa, prAyazcitta, zikSA, mAphIpatro, ekabIjAnI viruddha AkSepo, gharSaNo, mArAmArI - badhuM ghaNuM ghaNuM. e aMdhakArayuganI vAto vAMcIe ne tyAre ema thAya ke Aje to ApaNe ghaNA sArA chIe. AvI mArAmArI to nathI karatA ! huM mArA gacchamAM chuM, tame tamArA gacchamAM cho. ApaNe kyAMya mArAmArI nathI. huM tamane mAravA mATe cAra jaNAne uzkerIne mokaluM evuM kazuM ja nathI. to A be paraMparA sAmasAme - samAMtare cAlI. emAM yationI sattA prabaLa hatI. juo, vAta evI che ke yatio pAse eka to sattA ane adhikAra hatAM. gacchanI gAdI hatI. tamane saMghe athavA vaDIloe bhegA thaIne hoddo Apyo hoya; have e mane mAnya hoya ke na hoya; mAnya na hoya to huM tamane herAna karuM, tamane satata ghoMcaparoNo karyA karuM, paNa jAheramAM to mAre tamane e hoddedAra tarIke svIkAravA ja paDe ! kema ke saMghe tamane nImyA che, emAM huM tamAro inkAra kevI rIte karI zakuM ? evuM ja yationuM hatuM. sarva sattA emanA hAthamAM hatI; AjJA emanA hAthamAM. kone kyAM comAsuM karavAnuM e teo nakkI kare. 8 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sakala saMgha emanI AjJAmAM. saMghane e kahe ke A sAdhune vyAkhyAna nahi vAMcavA devAnuM, to e na vAMcI zake. Ama eka bAju emanI sattA ane bIjI bAju saMvegamArga jhIlavo ane jALavavo. bahu kaparuM kAma ! vikaTa kAma ! gocarI, pANI, rahevuM - badhAmAM nirdoSatA jALavavI e mAnIe chIe eTaluM saheluM nathI. zAstranI ane sAmAcArInI vAto, enA zabdone anusarIne jIvavuM e khAvAnA khela nathI, khAMDAnA khela che. e pramANe jIvavAno dAvo karI zakAya che, jIvI nathI zakAtuM; jIvavAno dekhAva racI zakAya che, jIvAtuM nathI hotuM. ame jIvIe chIe eTale amane khabara che ke ame keTalI taDajoDa karIe chIe, keTalI bAMdhachoDa karIe chIe ! ane ene lIdhe amArAM pariNAmo keTalAM melAM thaI gayAM che ! amane khabara che. to, saMvegamArganA sAdhu ghaTatA cAlyA, saMkhyA ghaTatI gaI. ane eka tabakko evo Avyo, 19mI sadIno pAchalo bhAga evo Avyo ke A tapAgacchamAM, gujarAtamAM ja sAdhuo rahyA. Aje che tevA gujarAta-rAjasthAnanA bheda te vakhate nahotA. Akho muMbaI IlAko Bombay Province gaNAto. emAM muMbaIthI AphrikAnA eDana zahera sudhI eka tarapha, to bIjI bAju jesalamerathI AgaLa sudhI badhuM bombe presiDensI gaNAtuM. eTale gujarAta ane rAjasthAna vacce bhASA-bheda je hato te hato; bIjo koI bheda nahoto. A to svataMtratA maLyA pachI ApaNe - bhArata sarakAre vyavasthA karI ke ahIMyAthI gujarAtanI borDara zarU thAya, ne tyAM mAravADanI hada pUrI thAya vagere. to A AkhA pradezamAM kula maLIne 30 thI 35 saMvegI sAdhu hatA. sAdhvIjI paNa bahu ochAM. sAdhu bhagavaMto paNa jhAjho Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vihAra na kare. amadAvAda ne sUrata ne eTalA eTalAmAM vicare, ne potAnI ArAdhanA kare. tapAgaccha-AkhAnI sthiti maMdaprANa ! ahIM eka zabda vAparyo che : maMdaprANa. jema koI mANasanI uMmara thAya ane enuM hArTa nabaLuM paDe, narvasa thaI jAya, enAM phephasAM kAma na karatAM hoya, tethI ene zvAsa levAmAM jarA mahenata paDe; Ama beTho hoya to paNa ene zvAsa caDhI jAya, Ane kahevAya maMdaprANa. enA prANa jarAka moLA paDe, nabaLA paDe. tapAgacchanI paNa A sthiti thaI gaI. sAdhuo ochA. saMvegabhAva ghaTyo. yatisaMsthAnuM prabhutva prabaLa, pracaMDa. Ama juo to bahu ja viSama kALa : saMkrAntikALa ! ane Ama paDatIno kALa. jyAM jAva tyAM zrIpUjayanuM ja zAsana ! dhAro ke mAruM comAsuM sAbaramatI nakkI thayuM che. have A sAdhunI IcchA paNa ahIM ja rahevAnI che. have mane zrIpUjyano Adeza thayo che ke tamAre be ThANAe sAbaramatI rahevAnuM che, ne Amane be ThANAne jAmanagaramAM rahevAno Adeza thayo che. paNa A sAdhune ahIM rahevuM che, mAre ahIM rahevuM nathI. athavA mAre ahIM rahevuM ke bIje rahevuM, mane koI pharaka nathI paDato. ane A mArI pAse Ave ne mane phoDe. phoDe eTale mArA comAsAnuM khetara kharIde, e peTe be rUpiyA mane Ape. e vakhatanA be rUpiyA, atyAranA hajAro rUpiyA thAya. Ama ATApATAmAM e emanuM kSetra mane ApI de ane mAruM kSetra e laI le. AvA khela cAle. Ane aMge pachI gacchapatie eTale ke zrIpUjyajIe kSetrAdezapaTTaka bahAra pADavA paDatA. dareka comAse kSetrAdezanuM Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka moTuM oLiyuM bahAra paDe. emAM lakhe : phalANo sAdhu : sAthe AMkaDo lakhyo hoya 2, 3, 5, 1 ema jeTalA ThANA hoya te AMka; ene A gAmamAM rahevuM. ANe pelA gAmamAM rahevuM. e Akho paTTo badhA sAdhunAM comAsAno jAhera thAya. emAM nIce lakhavAmAM Ave ke AmAM je ATApATA karaze, sodAbAjI karaze, pheraphAra karaze, ene daMDa thaze. gacchapatinI maMjUrI lIdhA vinA koI pheraphAra karI zakAya nahi. AvI viSama paristhiti, kaho ke aMdhAdhUMdhI sarjAI hatI te kALamAM. tyAre jarUra hatI saMvegamArgane pAcho dhabakato karavAnI, tapAgacchane pAcho Avato ane jaLahaLato karavAnI. koNa kare A? koNa kare ? A vAtone ApaNe AjanI paristhiti sAthe sarakhAvIe. Aje keTalA sAdhu? seMkaDo ! have to "hajAro mAM paNa bolI zakAya. 2 hajAra ema bAMdhyA bhAre bolI zakIe. be hajAra jeTalA sAdhuo haze, ane sAta hajAra sAdhvIo haze. badhuM maLIne 9-10 hajAra thaI jAya. have te jamAnAmAM kula 35-40 sAdhuo hatA. sAdhvIjIo to bahu alpa. saMvegamArga sAva jhAMkho - DIma lAITa jevo. eve vakhate A gacchane jIvato koNa kare ? AjanI sthitinI vAta joIe to Aje paNa tame badhA vicAro cho ane bolo paNa cho ke sAheba, koI vyavasthA to hovI joIe. amAre kone pUchavuM ? konuM mAnavuM ? chellAM keTalAMya varSothI huM to AvuM sAMbhaLato Avyo chuM. zreNikabhAI zeThathI mAMDIne rojanA sAmAyika-pratikramaNa karanArA zrAvako sudhInA tamAma loko amane A pUchatA hoya che ke sAheba, amAre konuM mAnavuM? pelA Ama kahe, bIjA bIjuM kahe, trIjA 11 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trIjI vAta kare, amAre pUchavAnuM kone ? barAbara che ne ? A to Aje je vAstavikatA che tenuM citra batADuM chuM. koI niMdA ke TIkAnI vAta nathI. to, Aje paNa ghaNAne ema lAge che ke sAheba ! tapAgacchamAM kaMI ekatA thavI joIe. kaMIka evI vyavasthA goThavavI joIe ke je vyavasthAne lIdhe Akho saMgha mArgadarzana pAme ane vyavasthita rIte badhAM kAmo karI zake. AvI vicAradhArA ApaNe tyAM vyApakapaNe lokomAM pravarte che. eka jhaMkhanA che ke apekSA che. te jamAnAmAM AvI koI dvidhA nahotI. paNa tapAgaccha nabaLo paDyo'to te hakIkata hatI. samayanI mAMga hatI ke koIka evo vIralo mahAtmA pArka, pedA thAya, je A gacchane pAcho jIvato kare, pAcho jAgRta kare, ane pAchI e A gacchanI cetanAne saMvegamArganA pravAhamAM evI to paloTe ke jaina zAsanano DaMko vAge. gujarAta ke mAravADamAM e samaye AvuM kAma karI zake tevuM koI vyaktitva na hatuM. koI sAdhu, koI sAdhvI, koI gRhastha evAM nahotAM. amadAvAdamAM nagarazeTha hemAbhAI hatA. zrAvaka varganA moTA AgevAna. emano prabhAva paNa rAjasattAmAM ghaNo paDato. dilhI sarakAramAM, aMgreja sarakAramAM emano moTo prabhAva. badhuM kharuM. paNa dharmanuM kSetra Ave eTale badhAya eka sAmAnya mANasanI jema hAtha joDIne besI rahe. sAheba, dharma je AjJA kare temAM amArAthI kAMI thAya nahi. ane koNa jhaMDo pakaDe ? eve samaye.... eve samaye paMjAbamAMthI traNa mahApuruSo ahIMyA AvyA. kyAMthI AvyA ? gujarAtathI nahIM. rAjasthAnathI paNa nahi, 12 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paMjAbathI. ApaNAM be mukhya kendro che - gujarAta ane mAravADa. jaina zAsananAM be mukhya kendra. mahArASTra vagere bIjAM badhAM kSetro kharAM, paNa mukhya kendra to A be ja. ane tyAM sAdhuo nahotA ema nahi. vIravijayajI mahArAja jevA ghaNA saMto hatA. badhA kavi hatA. uttama cAritravaMta hatA. paNa gacchamAM prANa phUMke evuM koI nahi. e kAma A paMjAbI tripuTIe karyuM. bUTerAyajI mahArAja, mULacaMdajI mahArAja ane vRddhicaMdrajI mahArAja. A traNa te paMjAbI tripuTI. A emanAM mULa nAmo che - sthAnakamArganAM; ApaNAvALAM nAmo pachI Avaze, dIkSA leze pachI. traNeya mahApuruSoe sthAnakavAsI dIkSA lIdhelI. bUTerAyajI ma. nI vAta karuM. pote paMjAbanA vatanI. saMvat 1863mAM janma. keTalAM varasa thayAM? 1863-1963-20632071, to 200 karatAM vadhAre varasa thayAM. 1878mAM vairAgyabhAva jAgyo. paMdara varasanI uMmare mAne kIdhuM ke "mane tArA ghara-saMsAramAM koI rasa nathI. mane gamatuM nathI. mAre sAdhu thavuM che. mAre bhagavAnane bhajavA che". ane emane mA paNa evI maLI ke eNe kahyuM ke "beTA! tAre sAdhu thavuM che ? to mArI rajA che. paNa eka vAta mArI mAnaje. game tevo sAdhu na thato. sAdhu thAya to pAcho tyAM saMsAra Ubho na karato. bhekha lIdhA pachI pAcho jo saMsAra mAMDavAno hoya to mAre tane sAdhu nathI thavA devo. sAdhu thaI jANaje." e sAMbhaLIne emaNe mAne kIdhuM ke tuM rajA Ape to huM gurunI zodha karuM. rajA maLI. 10 varasa gurunI zodhamAM rakhaDyA che bUTerAyajI. pote jATa komanA kSatriya hatA. hindu dharmanA hatA. jaina dharmI nahotA. eTale hindu saMto, saMnyAsIonI vacce 10 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ varSa sudhI pharyA. badhe jAya, rahe, satsaMga kare, jJAna meLave, emanAM pravacano sAMbhaLe, emanA AzramomAM rahe. paraMtu thoDA divasamAM ja mana upaDe ke nA, nA, ahIM vairAgyano raMga dekhAto nathI; saMsArano ja raMga che. vairAgya dekhADavo eka vAta che, ane vairAgyano raMga hovo e bIjI vAta che. vairAgyanI vAto bolI zakAya jarUra. huM vyAkhyAna evuM vAMcuM ke tamane - bhalabhalAne dIkSAnA bhAva thaI jAya. paNa jayAM enuM AcaraNa karavAnuM Ave tyAM eno raMga jo badalAya to samajavAnuM ke hAthInA dAMta dekhADavAnA judA ne cAvavAnA judA che. vairAgya to bahu AkarI vAta che. tenI vAto bolavI sahelI, bolIne tamane paTAvavA ane aSTamapaSTama samajAvavA bahu sahelI vAta che. paNa mArI jAtane vairAgyanA raMgamAM raMgavAnuM bahu kaThina che. ratnAkarasUri mahArAje to kahI dIdhuM ApaNA jevA mATe ke vaizAyara pavanaya - mAro vairAgya-raMga zene mATe ? to ratnAkara paccIzImAM kahyuM ke lokone chetaravAnA mATe ! A zabdo sAMbhaLyA che ne ? bolo paNa cho ne ? to vairAgyano raMga duniyAne chetaravA mATe che ane A vAta seMkaDo varasa agAu ratnAkarasUri mahArAja lakhI gayA che. ane Aje ApaNe mAnIe, ghaNA loko mAne che ke amAro vairAgya to o... ho...! namo arihaMtANaM..... paNa yAda rAkhavuM ke vairAgya e eTalI badhI sahelI vastu nathI ja. to A daza varSa sudhI vairAgyanA raMganI zodhamAM pharyA, tyAre chevaTe emane eka sthAnakamArgI jaina saMtano paricaya thaI gayo. e RSi nAgaramalajI nAmanA sAdhupuruSa hatA. emanI pAse rahyA. tyAM emane lAgyuM ke vAha ! ahIMyA kaMcana nathI, 14 Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAminI paNa nathI. saMsAranI mULa vAto be : sonuM ane strI. e bemAMthI ekeya AmanI pAse nathI. zveta vastro paheryA che. ane moM para kapaDuM bAdheluM joI pUchyuM ke A zA mATe bAMdho? to javAba maLyo ke jIvonI jayaNA pALavA mATe - rakSA mATe. to badhAMya jIvonI rakSA kare che. kazo parigraha nathI ane bhikSAjIvI che, bhikSA mAgIne khAya che. A sAcA sAdhu che ! emaNe tyAM dIkSA lIdhI, 1888mAM, 25 varSanI uMmare. saMsAramAM be sthiti che. kAM to ApaNe gurunI zodha karIe, kAM guru ApaNI zodha kare. kAM to huM gurunA zaraNe jAuM, kAM to guru mAruM varaNa kare. kyAreka evuM bane che ke ociMtA ja guru ApaNane pakaDI le, hemacandrAcArya mATe evuM kahI zakAya. devacaMdragurue pAhiNI mAtAne kIdhuM ke A chokaro tAre mane ApI devAno che. bappabhaTTasUri mATe evuM kahI zakAya. gurubhagavaMte kIdhuM ke A tamAruM bALaka amane soMpI devAnuM che. to kyAreka Ama guru varaNa kare ziSyanuM, to kyAreka ziSya gurunuM zaraNa svIkAre. ahIM ziSya gurune svIkAryA che. dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA pachI jJAnamArgamAM UMDo rasa. kriyAmArgamAM paNa khUba rasa. AgamonA thokaDA bhaNe. e loko 32 Agamo ja mAne. e 32 AgamonuM pArAyaNa kare. gurujI zIkhavADe. zIkhe, vAMce, ane eTalA badhA tINa-medhAvI ke vAMce, sAMbhaLe ema manamAM zaMkAo saLavaLe ane pUchatA jAya. zabda zabdano artha samajavA mAge. guru samajAve te karatAM judo artha potAne lAge to pUche. guru samajAve ke bhAI, A artha paNa thAya kharo, paNa ApaNI paraMparA e artha svIkAre nahi. Ama badhuM cAlatuM rahe. pahelAM 3 comAsAM dilhI karyA. gurujI bimAra hatA. emanI sAthe traNa comAsAM. pachI vicAra thayo ke mAre kaMIka vadhu 15. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jANavuM che, eTale gurunI maMjUrI laIne eka comAsuM terApaMthI sAdhuo sAthe karyuM : emanI paraMparA, emanuM jJAna, emano vairAgya badhuM kevuM che e samajavA mATe tyAM rahyAM. paNa comAsA pachI tarata pAchA pharyA ke nA, nA, AmAM kAMI jAmatuM nathI. pAchA gurunI pAse be comAsAM karyAM. teo gurujI sAthe carcA khUba kare che. guru ekadama samabhAvI che, vicArazIla che. khAnagImAM kahe che ke beTA, tArA vicAro sAcA che. paNa samajI-vicArIne vartaje. nahitara paraMparA bahu vicitra hoya che. A pachI bimAra guru kALadharma pAmI gayA. viyoga thayo. paraMtu potAnuM vAMcana ane zAstrAdhyayana barAbara cAle che. manamAM saMzayo paNa jAgatA rahe che. 'A muhapatti bAMdhIe chIe e vAjabI che ke nahi ? ApaNe mUrtine kema nathI mAnatA ?' A be mukhya saMzaya. pote graMtho vAMce ane ema thAya ke AmAM vAta to mUrtine mAnavAnI ja che ! 32 sUtromAM paNa aneka pATho ane aneka zabdo evA che ke je muhapatti bAMdhavAno niSedha sUcave che ane mUrtinI pUjA karavAnuM sUcave che. varSo sudhI A maMthana cAlyuM che. 1888mAM dIkSA che. 1897mAM emanA manamAM spaSTa thaI gayuM ke ame je rasto svIkAryo che e barAbara nathI. rasto to A ja sAco che. eTale emaNe 1897mAM sanmArganuM pratipAdana zarU karyuM, jAheramAM. have moDhe muhapatti bAMdhI hoya, sthAnakavAsI saMtano bhekha lIdho hoya, ane derAvAsI sAdhu bole evuM bolavuM! tame vicAro ke huM ahIMyA beTho houM ane bIjI paraMparAnuM boluM to tame tageDI mUko ke bIjuM kAMI karo ? bahu svAbhAvika che. 16 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 varSa sudhI saMgharSa karyo. satyanI khoja ! muhapatti bAMdhavI e barAbara nathI. keTalAya zrAvako maLyA enI joDe zAstrArtha, keTalAya sAdhuo maLyA enI joDe zAstrArtha ! zAstrArtha to kare, paNa dhamakIo maLe. eTaluM ja nahi, rAtre charo laIne mArI nAkhavA mATe hatyArAo mokalavAmAM Ave. bUTerAyajI mahArAja saMthArI gayA hoya ane pelo hatyAro charo laIne Ave mAravAne.... ane kone khabara, kevAM puNya tyAre emanAM jAge ! rAtre pelo charo laIne mArI nAkhavA mATe Avyo che. saMpradAyanA sAdhuoe ane lokoe ene mokalyo che. mahArAjazrI saMthArI gayA che. paNa emanA caherA upara pavitratA lIMpAyelI dekhAI rahI che. tame kuTila cho ke saraLa cho, e tamArA caherA para vaMcAtuM hoya che. ahIM pelAe pavitratA joI, nirdoSatA joI, ane ene thayuM ke oho ! AvA sAdhune mAre mArI nAkhavAnA ? A vicAramAM ne vicAramAM enAthI ajANatAM ja kyAMka athaDAI jatAM avAja thaI gayo. e avAja sAMbhaLatAM ja bUTerAyajI beThA thaI gayA. tarata bolyA: "kauna ho bhaiyA?" have zuM thAya? pelo gabharAyo. hAthamAMthI charo paDI gayo. e mahArAjanI pAse gayo dhrujato kAMpato. mahArAje kahyuM ke "Daro mata, muje mAraneko AyA ho na ? mAra do. ye baiThA huM mai tamAre mane mArI nAkhavo che ne? tame mArI zako cho mane. huM pratikAra nahi karuM. A beTho. tamAruM kAma patAvI do. tane koIke A kAma soMpyuM haze ne ! tArI AjIvikA che. tane te loko daza-vIsa rUpiyA ApavAnA haze. tAre je karavuM hoya te kara. mane vAMdho nathI. huM tane rokIza nahiM. 17 Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pelo to stabdha che. hataprabha che. e praNAma karIne kahe ke bApajI ! huM bahu pApI chuM. pApanAM kAma ja karuM . paNa tamArA jevA saMtane Aje mAre mArI nAkhavAnA che, e pApa karIne huM kyAM jaIza ? kayA janamamAM chUTIza? mane phalANA mahArAje, amuka vyaktie A kAma soMpyuM che. paNa tamane maLyA pachI, tamane joyA pachI AvuM pApa karavAnI mArAmAM hiMmata nathI rahI. tame ArAma karo. huM jAuM chuM. paraMtu A lokothI tame sAvadha rahejo." Ama kahI, mAphI mAgIne e jato rahyo. Ama aneka rIte upadravo thayA. emanA vyAkhyAnamAM dhamAla macAve che. je kAMI paNa herAnagati karI zakAya te badhI ja thaI. paNa bUTerAyajI aDola ! satyanI khoja ane satyano rasto - e mAre choDavA nathI. varSo sudhI e ja veSamAM rahIne paNa sAcA mArganI prarUpaNA karI. mUrtinI prarUpaNA karI. muhapatti toDI nahi, paNa muhapatti na baMdhAya evI prarUpaNA karI. hajI ekalA ja che. saMvata 1902 mAM ziyAlakoTanA osavALa zrAvakano putra mULacaMda emanI pAse Avyo, ene dikSA ApI. nAma pADyuM, mULacaMdajI mahArAja. guru jATakSatriya, ziSya vaNika ane te paNa osavALa. banne prabaLa, majabUta. banne jaNe carcAo karI, nakkI karyuM, ane 1903mAM bannee muhapatti toDI, e ja paMjAbamAM virodhIonI vacamAM rahIne. ane pachI khulleAma badhe vicaryA. 1904mAM rAmanagaranA zrAvaka kRpArAmanI dIkSA thaI. nAma pADyuM vRddhicaMdrajI mahArAja. dilhImAM varaghoDo kADhIne emaNe dIkSA lIdhI. kevI rIte dIkSA lIdhI, khabara che? emane Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAva thayo ke mAre dIkSA levI che, sAdhu thavuM che. pote sthAnakavAsI jaina hatA. emanA mAtA-pitAe kIdhuM ke tuM mahArAja sAheba pAse jA, rahe. tAre dIkSA levAnI hoya tyAre amane kahevaDAvaje. ame AvazuM ane dIkSA apAvaze. sAva sAdo vyavahAra. koI ATApATA nahi. koI ADaMbara nahi. pelA gayA dilhI. mahArAjazrI pAse rahyA. emAM aSADha zuda teraze emane bhAva jAgyo ke mAre dIkSA levI che, ne laI lIdhI. koNa mA ne koNa bApa ! koIne pUchavAnuM nahi ne koIne kahevAnuM nahi. ane mA-bApane comAsAmAM khabara paDI ke dIkSA thaI gaI che, to kahe H sAruM karyuM dIkSA lIdhI te. levAnI ja hatI ne ! A badhuM huM ahIM bolI jauM chuM. eTaluM saheluM nathI hoM. to benA traNa sAdhu thayA. bIjA paNa eka premacaMdajI ma. hatA, bIjA paNa thayA. paNa ApaNe e vigatamAM javuM nathI. ApaNe mULa pravAhamAM ja AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. : 1909nuM varSa AvyuM. have zodha kare che ke sAco mArga saMvegano kevo hoya ? kyAM haze ? amane kAMI ja khabara nathI. sUtramAM lakhyuM ke mUrtine mAnavI joIe, to mAnavAnI. sUtrAdhAre nakkI thayuM ke muhapatti baMdhAya nahi, to te paNa choDI nAkhI. A badhuM to sAcuM, paraMtu sAco, samyag saMvegamArga kevo hoya ? enI AcaraNA kyAM ? kevI rIte ? tIrthaMkare ema kahyuM ke 21 hajAra varSa sudhI zAsana rahevAnuM che, eTale zAsana kyAMya hoya to kharUM ja. e zAsana kyAM che ? zemAM che ? zAsana zemAM che bhAI ? derAsaramAM ? upAzrayamAM ? ke saMvegabhAvamAM ? saMvega H deva, guru ane dharma pratye avihaDa zraddhA te saMvega. bhavano tIvra nirveda te saMvega. vairAgyanI Atyantika 19 Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tIvratA te saMvega. e saMvegamArga kyAM che? amAre jANavo che, zodhavo che. zodha kare che, paNa kazo sAMdho sUjhato nathI. emaNe vicAra karyo ke ApaNe vihAra karIe. paMjAba choDIne bIje kyAMka vicarIe. zodha karavA nIkaLIe, to kyAMka ApaNane sAco mArga maLI jaze. ane 1909mAM vihAra karyo. ajamera AvyA. tyAMthI eka saMgha jato hato cha'rI pALato - kesariyAjI jAtrA mATe. ajamerathI kesariyAjI. ajameramAM emane eka mUrtipUjaka zrAvaka maLyA. emaNe pUchyuM, "mahArAja ! tame koNa?' to kahe ke "ame jaina sAdhu'. kevA jaina sAdhu? tamArAM kapaDAM terApaMthI-sthAnakavAsI jevAM che, ane moDhe vastra bAMdhyuM nathI eTale derAvAsI jevA lAgo cho ! kapaDAM paheryA che eTale digaMbara nathI lAgatA. to tame kayA paMthanA sAdhu cho? nathI zvetAMbara lAgatA, nathI digaMbara, nathI sthAnakavALA lAgatA ke nahi terApaMthanA; to tame koNa? tamAro ogho vaLI lAMbo che daMDAsaNa jevo ! A badhAmAM mane kAMI samaja nathI paDatI. tyAre mahArAjazrIe samajAvyuM ke "bhAI, ame to paMjAbanA sAdhu chIe. sthAnakavAsI matamAM sAdhu hatA. amane saMvegamArganI zodha karavI che ane A mATe ame nIkaLyA chIe." zrAvake pharI pUchyuM : "sAheba, saMvegI sAdhu kevA hoya tenI Apane khabara che?" to kahe che ke "nA, amane kAMI ja khabara nathI." zrAvake kahyuM ke, "evA sAdhu amArA gujarAtamAM che." mahArAje kahyuM ke "to amAre gujarAta javuM che, saMvegI sAdhunAM darzana karavAM che amAre." zrAvaka kahe ke "to cAlo amArI sAthe." Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bUTerAyajI mahArAja to eTalA talapApaDa thaI gayA ke kyAre gujarAta pahoMcIe ! e gayA kesariyAjI - saMgha sAthe. tyAM gujarAtanA Ilola gAmethI eka saMgha Avelo. Ilola IDara pAsenuM eka gAma che. tyAM eka zeTha : becaradAsa mAnacaMda. temaNe IlolathI kesariyAjIno saMgha kADhelo. pelo saMgha tyAMthI Avyo, ne A saMgha ahIMthI gayo. e becarabhAIne mahArAjazrI maLyA. paricaya thayo. vAta jANatAM becarabhAIe kIdhuM ke "mArI sAthe cAlo amadAvAda. tyAM tamane saMvegI sAdhu maLaze". padhAryA - amadAvAda, amadAvAda AvIne sIdhA haThIbhAInI vADImAM gayA, tyAM mukAma karyo. pote be ja ThANA AvyA hatA. mULacaMdajIne ajamerathI nAgoranA raste mokalyA che. pote kesariyAjI thaIne AvyA che. nagarazeTha hemAbhAIne khabara paDI ke paMjAbathI be sAdhuo AvyA che. tarata pote tyAM pahoMcyA. zaheramAM padhAravAnI vinaMti karI. haThIbhAInI vADI te vakhate gAmanI bahAra. bahAranI vADI ja kahevAya che ne ! zaheranI-daravAjAnI bahAranI vADI. daravAjA bahArano vistAra jaMgala jevo. bAvana jinAlaya kadI zaheranI vacamAM na baMdhAya, evI maryAdA. bAvana jinAlaya hamezAM nagaranI bahAra ja baMdhAya. A paNa nagaranI bahAra ja hatuM. have nagara vasI gayuM e judI vAta che. have to aDAlaja sudhI amadAvAda phelAI gayuM che. pahelAM to nemisUri mahArAja tabiyatane aMge jAsudabAI seneToriyamamAM mahino mahino rahetA hatA. amadAvAdathI e giradharanagara keTaluM dUra hatuM ! jaMgalamAM gaNAtuM. Aje e amadAvAdanuM senTara thaI gayuM. zeTha emane vihAra karAvIne zaheramAM laI gayA, tyAM ujamaphoInI dharmazALAmAM teo birAjamAna thayA. te vakhate 21 Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saubhAgyavijayajI mahArAja DahelAnA upAzraye hatA. temane vaMdana karyA. teo bahu rAjI thayA ke "tame zuddha satya mArganI khojamAM AvyA cho, bahu sAruM karyuM che'. * zatruMjayano mahimA khUba sAMbhaLyo hato. eTale kahe ke bIjI badhI vAta pachI, pahelAM zatruMjayane bheTavo che; bIjI dIkSA vagerenI vAta pachI, pahelAM jAtrA karavI che. e vakhate amadAvAdathI saMgha nIkaLato hato, temAM joDAI gayA. ATha dahADe ja saMgha amadAvAdathI zatruMjaya pahoMcyo. te vakhate kAMI DAmaranA roDa nahotA. A badhA vihArakSetro nahotAM. aDAbIDa rastA, gADAkeDA. roja cAle to 8 dahADe pAlItANA pahoMcI jAya. Aje to ApaNe pAlItANA ghaNuM lAMbuM karI nAkhyuM che. 18 dahADA thAya che heDatAM. to teo 8 dahADe pAlItANA pahoMcyA, ane zatruMjayanI jhAMkhI maLI, tyAre kalpanA karo ke emanI manodazA kevI thaI haze ? ame nAnA hatA tyAre eka gIta sAMbhaLeluM : "jema tarasyAne vagaDAmAM pANI maLe, jema DUbatAne sAmo kinAro maLe, tuM cho mujane paNa tema, have choDuM nA ema; paMthadarza maLyo che mujane tAraliyA..." jene zatruMjaya jiMdagImAM pahelI vakhata jovA maLe tenI hAlatanuM varNana che. A gItamAM ! 1863mAM janmelo mANasa 1909 pachI yAtrA kare ! keTalAM varasa? A 9 ane pelAM 37 = 46. ane atyAra sudhI zatruMjayanI yAtrA eTalA mATe nahotI karI ke teo "zatruMjayane mAnavo e mithyAtva che' evuM ja zIkhyA hatA. saMjogo na hoya ane yAtrA na thAya e AkhI vAta judI che. paNa ahIM to zIkhavADyuM che ke zatruMjaya jAya to mithyAtva lAge, mATe nathI gayA. tame AtmArAmajInuM stavana kadI sAMbhaLyuM che? Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aba to pAra bhaye hama sAdho, zrI siddhAcala da2za karI re.... AtmArAmajI mahArAja raDatAM jAya. DuMgara caDatAM jAya, tyAre codhAra AMsue raDatAM jAya ane A stavana lalakAre. ema kahe ke "bhagavAna, durvyavya jIvone paNa tame tAryA. pApIone paNa tame tAryA che. paNa 'muja sarIkhA niMdaka jo tAro'.... kone tAro ? meM to sAheba, AkhI jiMdagI zatruMjayanI niMdA karI che, virodha karyo che, zatruMjayane jue ene mithyAtva lAge evI prarUpaNA karI che. AvA niMdakane tame jo tAro to tamArI vaDAI !' to, e rIte bUTerAyajIe yAtrA karI. yAtrA karyA pachI paheluM comAsuM bhAvanagaramAM karyuM. hajI sthAnakadIkSA je lIdhelI che temAM ja varte che, saMvegI dIkSA lIdhI nathI. bhAvanagarano saMgha bahu rAjI thayo. bahu bhakti karI. bahu svIkAryA. comAsAmAM emaNe zAstronuM vAMcana karyuM. upAdhyAya yazovijayajI ane haribhadrasUri mahArAjanA graMthonuM vAMcana karyuM, ane emane khabara paDI ke saMvegamArga kone kahevAya ? kevo hoya ? samajyA pote. have maMthana cAlyuM : dIkSA to levI che. saMvegI sAdhu to thavuM che. paNa konI pAse thavuM ? guru to joIe ja. guru vagara to sAdhu thavAya ja nahi. guru koNa joIe - kevA joIe ? AvA celAone celA banAvavA e kAcApocAnuM kAma nathI. siMhaNanuM dUdha che. evo saMvega, evo saMvega, Akaro saMvega, saMveganA haNahaNatA ghoDA ! Aje to e saMvegano chAMToya jovA nathI maLato, evo tIvra saMvega ! vicAra kare che ke kyAMka ne kyAMka, kAMIka garabaDa che ja. ame je A yazovijayajInA ne haribhadrasUrinA graMtho vAMcyA, 23 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ emAM je sAmAcArI batADI che, e sAmAcArI to kyAMya jovA nathI maLatI, pAlanamAM - eplIkezanamAM. koIka Ama kare che, koIka tema kare che. badhe pharaka jovA maLe che, ApaNe zuM karavuM? chevaTe, doDheka varasanA manomaMthana pachI teo amadAvAda AvyA. tyAM be sAdhu bhagavaMta hatA, saubhAgyavijayajI ane maNivijayajI. nAma sAMbhaLyuM che ne ? maNivijayajI dAdA. jAva DahelAnA upAzraye, tyAM emanI chabI che, joI Avajo. vidyAzALA e zuM che? e judo upAzraya nahoto. nAma zuM che? vidyAzALA. jema ke tame ahIM saMgha calAvo cho, ane bAjumAM eka makAna che temAM tame pAThazALA calAvo cho. enuM nAma tame sAmAyikazALA, vidyAzALA, pAThazALA evuM kAMI ApyuM. have kALAMtare saMghamAM taDa paDe ane sthAna judAM thAya. evuM ahIM thayuM che. vidyAzALA e DahelAnA upAzrayanI pAThazALA hatI. asalamAM bApajI mahArAja paNa DahelAnA upAzrayanA ja hatA. maNivijaya dAdAnA ziSya. kALAMtare vibhAjana thayuM ane be upAzraya sAmasAmA judA thayA. bAkI e svataMtra upAzraya hato ja nahi. vidyAzALAe zrAvako posaha karatA. keTalA zrAvako pauSadha kare ? to caudaze 500 thI 600 zrAvako posaha kare. bahenonI vAta nathI karato; e to bahenonA upAzraye jAya; A to phakta zrAvakonI vAta karuM chuM. savAranA pahoramAM 500 jaNA pauSadha letAM hoya tyAM kevo mAhola banato haze? ahIM to ApaNe tarata ja rekorDabrekanI vAto cAlu thaI jAya ke amArI nizrAmAM 500 jaNAe posA karyA! be mukhya zrAvako hatA : subAjI ravacaMda jecaMda ane jhaverI choTAlAla lallubhAI. "subAjI' e birUda hatuM. AvA zrAvako pauSadha laI nIce kaTAsaNuM pAtharI bese; Akho dahADo kriyA hoya, ane baporanA traNa kalAka choTAbhAI jhaverI hAthamAM 24 Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ muhapatti rAkhIne graMtha vAMce. samarAditya kevalIno rAsa, zrIcaMdrakavalIno rAsa - AvA rAsanuM gAna ane vAMcana kare, ane 500 poSAtIo sAMbhaLe. A rIte tyAM pauSadha thatAM. bhaNavAnuM kAma tyAM thAya mATe vidyAzALA nAma. to, bUTerAyajIe joyuM ke maNivijayajI zAMta svabhAvI che, nirdoSa jIvana che, pavitra puruSa che, ApaNe emane guru banAvIe. hemAbhAI nagarazeThanI salAha lIdhI. hemAbhAIe kIdhuM ke tamAro vicAra bahu ja yogya che. gayA maNivijayajI pAse. hemAbhAI zeThe bhalAmaNa karI. ane maNivijayajI dAdAe dIkSA ApI. bUTerAyajInuM nAma buddhivijayajI pADyuM. mULacaMdajInuM muktivijayajI ane vRddhicaMdrajInuM nAma pADyuM vRddhivijayajI. paNa te badhA pahelAMnA nAme ja oLakhAtA rahyA che. buddhivijayajI kaho to koI oLakhe nahi ! bUTerAyajI kahIe to tarata khyAla Ave. 1912 mAM dIkSA lIdhI. joga vahyA ne vaDIdIkSA thaI hovAno spaSTa nirdeza maLato nathI. kadAca A dIkSA te vaDIdikSA ja hoya to banI zake. evo paNa nirdeza to maLe che. tathya to jJAnIo jANe. saMyamane lagatAM kArya ATopAyAM ke tarata ja temaNe DahelAno upAzraya choDI dIdho. kAraNa ke emanA haiyAmAM saMvegamArganI je dhAraNAo, samajaNa ane zAstranI AjJAo beThelI hatI te pramANe tyAM temane saMtoSa ke samAdhAna thAya evuM nahotuM. eTale teo ujamaphaInI dharmazALAmAM AvIne rahyA. nagarazeThe emane samarthana ApyuM, saMmati ApI. pachInuM emanuM kAma te bahu moTuM kAma hatuM. juo, 25 Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka bAju saMvegamArganI jabbaradasta paraMparA calAvavAnI. to bIjI bAju saMvegI sAdhuomAM pravartatI zithilatAo sAme jhuMbeza upADavAnI. trIjI bAju yationI sattA toDavAnI. to cothI bAju zAMtisAgarajI jevA ekAMta nizcayanayavAdI sAdhuo ke jemaNe kriyAmArgano sarvathA viplava karyo hato kriyA karAya ja nahi, kriyAnI jarUrata ja nathI; mana caMgA to katharoTameM gaMgA; basa, tamAruM mana cokhyuM che to basa. hamaNAM ApaNe tyAM cAle che ne dAdA bhagavAnanuM ke "huM AtmA chuM' basa, tame AtmAne jANo. bIjuM kAMI ja karavAnI jarUra nahi. AvA nizcayamata jaina zAsananA saMvegamArgane hAni pahoMcADatA hatA, tenuM nivAraNa temaNe karavAnuM hatuM. pAMcamI bAjue saMvegI sAdhuo zAsanamAM nahotA te vadhAravAnA hatA. Ama emaNe aneka kAryo karavAnAM hatAM. -- teo ekavAra lIMbaDI gayA. tyAM koI zrAvake gocarImAM rIMgaNAnuM zAka pAtrAmAM horAvI dIdhuM. sAdhue upAzraye AvIne kIdhuM ke "mahArAjajI, Aje to A zrAvake A zAka pAtrAmAM nAkhI dIdhuM. zuM karavuM?" bUTerAyajIe A vAtane gaMbhIratA thI lIdhI. badhA sAdhuone bhegA karyA che. "mUlA !" mUlacaMdajI mahArAjane kahe che ke "mUlA ! dekha, jevA upadezaka hoya evo mArga cAle. Aje upadezako zithila che. yationuM sAmrAjya che. ne sthAnakavAsI AcAra e mArga-viruddha AcAra che. ahIMyA enI prathA che eTale A zrAvaka Ama vahorAve ja. Ane dUra karavuM haze to saMvegamArga pravartAvavo paDaze. saMvegamArga pravartAvavA mATe zuddha cAritra-saMpanna TakorAbaMdha sAdhuo pedA karavA paDaze. mArI AjJA che ke tuM ane vRddhicaMdra - tame be bhegA maLIne sAdhuo vadhAro !" 26 Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bannee gurubhagavaMtanI AjJA zirodhArya karI, ane pahele ja dhaDAke 3 sAdhuone dIkSA ApI. 1912mAM pote A mArge AvyA, ne 1913mAM 3 ne dIkSA ApI. 1915mAM pAlItANA padhAryA. tyAM eka banAva banyo. A badhA mULa paMjAbI sAdhu. amArI jevA nahi ke ardho kapa dUdha pIe ne jhADA thaI jAya ! ApaNe badhA mAyakAMgalA. pelA to assala paMjAbI. tamArA jevA 25 sAme AvyA hoya ane teo eka dhakko mAre to e 25 khaDI paDe ! AvI tAkAtavALA e loko. zuddha kSatriya. ane tame amAro loTa joyo che koI dahADo ? moTI tarapaNIne loTa kahevAya. lAkaDAno hoya. Aje ghaNA sAdhuo ghaDAne badale loTa vApare che. eTalo moTo loTa bharIne dUdha eka ghUMTaDe gaTagaTAvI jAya tevA te majabUta sAdhuo. paNa kAyama ekAsaNAM kare, khUTerAyajI. kyAreka sAdhu vahoravA jAya, to kyAreka pote paNa jAya. amArA mahArAjajI naMdanasUri mahArAja amane kahetAM ke "teo amadAvAdamAM birAjamAna hoya tyAre ratanapoLamAM nagarazeThanI havelI hatI tyAM vahoravA jAya. have mahArAjajIne khabara nahi ke A je vahorAve che te hemAbhAI zeThanAM zeThANI che, gharavALAM che. emane kAMI ja levAdevA nahi. kAmavALI vahorAve ke zeThANI, ne kaDhI vahorAve ke dUdhapAka - koI pharaka na paDe. dUdhapAkane kaDhI kahe, ne kaDhIne dUdhapAka samajI le. mAtra pAtrAmAM letAM pahelAM joI letA ke 42 doSa to lAgatA nathI ne? nirdoSa che ne? pachI ja vahore. roTalI, zAka, kaDhI tathA je paNa levAnuM hoya te eka ja pAtrAmAM laI letA, ane upAzraye jaIne e badhuM ekabIjA sAthe bheLavI ekarasa karIne eka ja pAtramAM ekAsaNuM karI levAnuM. koI ja phariyAda nahi karavAnI. kyAreka dUdha maLe, kadIka dALa 27 Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maLe, to kyAreka kaDhI hoya. je vakhate je nirdoSa maLe te laI levAnuM. cAno to te vakhatamAM koI cAla na hato. AvA umadA e sAdhu." to banyuM evuM ke eka dahADo pAlItANAmAM sAdhu dUdha horI AvyA. mahArAjajIe te moMmAM nAkhyuM. temaNe tarata kIdhuM, "are mUlA, ye dUdha to kahuA lagatA hai. jarA dekha, ye kyA hai?" mULacaMdajIe tarata loTa kheMcI lIdho. jarAka cAkhatAM ja teone khyAla AvI gayo ke bahene mUTho bharIne khAMDane badale mIThuM nAkhI dIdhuM che. eTaluM mIThuM ke dUdha kaDavuM thaI gayuM! temaNe kIdhuM ke "sAhebajI ! A dUdha pIvuM te ApanuM kAma nathI. ame vAparI jaIzuM." tyAM vRddhicaMdajI bAjumAM ja beThA hatA. temaNe kahyuM, "bhAI sAheba ! kyA hai jarA mujhe dikhAo !" ane emaNe loTa kheMcyo. cAkhyuM. tarata kahe, "moTA bhAI, AmAM to koIke bhAre namaka nAkhI dIdhuM che ! juo moTA bhAI ! gurubhagavaMtanuM AmAM kAma nahi. AvI vastu emane vaparAvAya nahi. ane tame gacchapati cho. zAsananA nAyaka cho. tamArAthI AvuM vaparAya nahi. ane paraThavuM to zakya ja nathI. mIThAvALuM dUdha paraThavIe to asaMkhya jIvonI virAdhanA thAya." Ama bolIne loTanuM dUdha badhuM pAtrAmAM ThalavIne vRddhicaMdrajI ekIzvAse gaTagaTAvI gayA. mULacaMdajI hAM hAM karatA rahyA ne A pI gayA. pariNAma zuM AvyuM ? temanI kAyA nabaLI hatI, koTho paNa nabaLo. traNeyamAM sazakta kAyA mULacaMdajInI ja hatI. bUTerAyajI vRddha avasthA hatI ane A nabaLA hatA. emaNe jevuM te dUdha pIdhuM ke tarata ja jhADA zarU thaI gayA ! 50 thI 60 vAra ThallA thaI gayA. e ja divasathI temane saMgrahaNIno vyAdhi lAgu paDI gayo te 11 varSa sudhI, pote jIvyA tyAM sudhI rahyo. roja 50-60 vAra Thalle javuM paDe. vihAra karavAnI zakyatA na 28 Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rahI. pote bhAvanagara padhAryA ane tyAMnA zrAvakoe temane bhAvanagaramAM rokI lIdhA. gurujIne kahyuM ke "sAheba, Amane vihAra na karAvo. bhale have amAre tyAM ja rahetA." e tyAM rahyA, ane tyArathI tyAM vRddhicaMdrajInI pATa sthapAI. temaNe AkhA saMghane keLavyo ane bhaNAvyo. tyAM kuMvarajI ANaMdajI jevA paMDita ne amaracaMda jasarAja jevA zrAvako pedA thayA. Aje bhAvanagara koI paNa rIte vakhaNAtuM hoya to enA pAyAmAM vRddhicaMdrajI mahArAja che. A bAju mULacaMdajI mahArAja hatA. temaNe zAsananAM ghaNAM kAryo AraMbhyAM. TUMkamAM e badhI vAto joIe. mULacaMdajInI gaNipadavI paM. dayAvimalajI mahArAjanA hAthe 1923mAM thaI. bUTerAyajI paMjAba gayA, be sAdhune laIne. tyAM vicaryA, ane mUrti-mArganuM maMDana karyuM. keTalAMya derAsaro karAvyAM. pratimAo gujarAtathI maMgAvIne tyAM padharAvI. kyAMka kyAMka to evuM karyuM ke pabAsaNamAM upara nIce ema be bhAga karyA. upara pabAsaNamAM pArzvanAthanI mUrti ne nIce gokhalAmAM guru nAnakanI chabI. ghaNA mULa jaino zIkha thaI gayelA. teone jaina banAvavA hoya to zuM karAya? to teo gurunAnakane page lAgavA Ave, ne e bahAne bhagavAnane paNa praNAma kare. Ama karIne ghaNAyane temaNe jaina mArge doryA. kalpanA karo ke A mahApuruSe kevAM kevAM kAma karyA che ! A bAju haThIbhAInI vADIe eka bahenanI dIkSA hatI, paMnyAsa ratnavijayajI DelAvALAnA hAthe. ghaNA sAdhu hatA. bUTerAyajIne paNa AmaMtraNa ApyuM. temaNe javAnuM mana nahotuM, paNa pachI ziSyonA AgrahathI 69 sAdhuone laIne gayA. dIkSArthI bahena AvI. ApaNe tyAM rivAja che tema pahelAM 29 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAmaLI vahorAve ne pachI gurupUjana kare. pelI bahene rUpiyA kADhyA ane ratnavijayajIne nava aMge pUjA karavA mAMDyAM. A jotAM ja bUTerAyajI UbhA thaI gayA ane tyAM ja jAheramAM paDakAra karyo ke "A zithilAcAra ? A saMvegamArga ?" bahu dalIlabAjI cAlI sAmasAmI. hIravijayasUri mahArAjanuM gurupUjana thayuM hovAno dAkhalo apAyo. bUTerAyajIe kahyuM ke "koI yugapradhAna jevA AcAryanuM koI rAjA-mahArAjA A rIte pUjana kare eTale ApaNA jevA gAMgA telI jevA paNa pUjana karAve e zithilAcAra che, ane zAstramaryAdAno sareAma bhaMga che." ane teo tyAM ja dIkSAno prasaMga choDIne sAdhuo sAthe tyAMthI nIkaLI gayA. paDakAra pheMkavAnI paNa tAkAta joIe. mAra paDe to khAvAnI taiyArI joIe. tyAM paDakAra pheMkyo ke "A zithilAcAra che, saMvegamArga nathI. sAdhune ne rUpiyAne zuM levAdevA ? enI pUjA hoya ja kevI rIte ? sAdhunI bhakti hoya, pUjA nA hoya. pUjA hoya to te paNa zAstrokta rIte vastrapAtrAdi paDilAbhavArUpa pUjA hoya; nava aMge paisAnI pUjA na hoya." Ama niSedha karyo. pAlItANA tarapha vicaryA. comAsuM sihora karyuM. tyAM marudevA mAtAnI TUMka che. zatruMjayanI je 21 TUMko che temAM zAMteza2InI TUMka, marudevAnI TUMka evI badhI TUMko che. pote sihora rahyA tyAre mULacaMdajI mahArAja roja bapore marudevAnI TekarI para jaIne tyAM prabhu AdinAthanAM pagalAM hatAM tyAM bAjunI guphAmAM jaIne traNa kalAka dhyAnasAdhanA karatA. Aje to tyAM ApaNI TUMka, ApaNAM pagalAM - e badhuM itara lokone mATe mAtAjInuM maMdira thaI gayuM che. eTale ApaNuM - jainonuM koI astitva ja nathI rahyuM, nathI rahevA dIdhuM. - 30 Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ emaNe dIkSA ApavA mAMDI hatI. saM. 1932mAM AtmArAmajI mahArAja 18 sAdhune laIne mULacaMdajI pAse AvyA ke amane ApanA ziSya banAvo. have vAta evI che ke jyAre gurue mULacaMdajI ane vRddhicaMdrajIne AjJA karI ke sAdhuo banAvo, tyAre e bannee ekAMtamAM besIne pratijJA karelI ke "sAdhuo vadhAravA kharA, paNa ApaNA bemAMthI ekeyanA celA banAvavA nahi. je sAdhu thAya te bUTerAyajI mahArAjanA celA thAya. ApaNA celA nahi." banne jaNAe gAMTha vALI. ane atyAre ? huM tamane kahuM ke jarA pelAne samajAvo ne ke mAro celo thAya ! atyAranI vRtti ja jANe ke bhraSTa thaI gaI ! ne A banne bhAIoe pratijJA karI ke sAdhu thAya to ene guru ma.no ja celo banAvIzuM, amAro nahi. pachI to dIkSArthIone bhagADe. bhAgIne Ave tene dIkSA ApI de. AtmArAmajI 18 jaNAne laIne AvelA. badhAe muhapatti toDelI. kahe ke "hama Apake cele bananeko Aye hai" mahArAjajI kahe ke "mere cele nahi, gurujI ke cele bano ! mere gurubhAI banAne meM mujhe gaurava hai." have AtmArAmajI jo mUlacaMdajInA ziSya thayA hota to ? to Aje saMghanI sthiti kadAca judI ja hota. paNa emaNe emane gurubhAI ja banAvyA. niHspRhatAno eka eka mApadaMDa to tapAso ! eka dahADo be chokarA AvyA - dIkSA levA. bannene vRddhicaMdrajI pratye AkarSaNa thayuM. emaNe kahyuM ke amAre emanA celA thavuM che. gurujIe tarata AjJA karI ke "mUlA, ye donoM; vRddhicaMdrake cele banAnA." Adeza ! eka ja vAta H Adeza eTale Adeza. emAM dalIla-apIla cAle nahi. karyA celA. paNa vRddhicaMdrajIne khATI gaI ke A to khoTuM. moTAbhAIne celA nahi 31 Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ne mAre celA? e sAruM lAge ? jo jo, A kevI prIti che ! kevI samajaNa che ! emaNe khAnagImAM bUTerAyajI ma. ne kIdhuM ke sAheba ! moTA bhAIne eka paNa celo nahi ne mane celA thAya e kevuM lAge !" sAheba kahe, "aisA hai? jAva, abhI jo dIkSArthI Ave to mUlacaMdakA celA banAnA." basa, A rIte emaNe sAdhuo vadhAravA mAMDyA. ekavAra Ama ja eka vIseka varasanA chokarAne dIkSA levI che, paNa gherathI rajA nathI maLatI. ghare trAsa Ape. atyAre jene onara kiliMga kahe che e prakArano trAsa! chokaro dIkSAnI vAta kare to mAre, pIDe, kanaDe, herAna kare. A saMjogomAM koIka be cAra jaNe bhAgIne dIkSA laI lIdhI. eTale amadAvAdanA saMghamAM UhApoha thaI gayo ke A to kAMI sAdhu kahevAya ? AvI rIte bhagADIne dIkSA apAtI haze kAMI ? A sAdhuono bahiSkAra karo ! te vakhate premAbhAI nagarazeTha hatA. emane vinaMti thaI ke saMgha bhego karo, A vAtano niveDo lAvo ! ane Akho saMgha bhego thayo. zene mATe ? to dIkSA rokavA mATe. paNa majAnI vAta e hatI ke e saMghamAM ratnavijayajI, bUTerAyajI vagere badhA sAdhuone paNa notaruM ApeluM. badhA bhegA thAya to ja saMgha gaNAya ne ? badhAne bhegA karyA. mahArAjajIne vAta karI ke A rIte bhagADIne tame dIkSA Apo cho te barAbara nathI. A na cAle. baMdha karo. mULacaMdajIe kIdhuM ke "barAbara che. saMgha je AjJA kare te mAre ziromAnya che. A saMgha che ane ene huM utthApIza nahi, paNa mAre thoDIka rajUAta karavI che, tame kaho to karuM." saMghe hA kahI. eTale temaNe kahyuM : "ahIMyA 25-30 sAdhuo beThA che. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ratnavijayajI, saubhAgyavijayajI vagere. mAre emane vinaMti karIne pUchavuM che ke "tame dIkSA lIdhI tyAre gharethI rajA maLI'tI ne lIdhI che ke bhAgIne lIdhI'tI ?" be traNa munine bAda karatAM badhAe bhAgIne ja lIdhI hatI, badhA bhAgeDU hatA, eTale bolyA ke "nA, amane rajA nahotI, ame paNa bhAgIne ja lIdhI che." have sAdhuoe to jevuM hatuM tevuM kahI dIdhuM. eTale mULacaMdajI mahArAje kIdhuM ke "juo, A badhAya Aje uttama sAdhuo che. pATa zobhAve che. gaccha zobhAve che. zAsana zobhAve che. tame badhA emane pUjya gaNo cho. gocarI vahorAvo cho. vaMdana karo cho. comAsuM laI jAo cho. barAbara ne ? tamane sAdhu joIe. pAchA pUjaya joIe, jJAnI joIe, vaktA joIe. ane tamAre chokarAone rajA nathI ApavI ! UlaTAnA chokarA dIkSA levA mAgatA hoya to mAravA che ! eTale saMgha jo nakkI kare ke koIne dIkSA na ApavI, to huM saMghane utthApIza nahi. paNa mArI saMghane vinaMti che ke tame rajA ApatAM pahelAM chokarAnI kasoTI karo. emanI AkarI tAvaNI karo. paNa emane mAro nahi. trAsa na Apo. e kasoTImAM pasAra thAya to tamane yogya lAge to rajA Apo. nahitara sAdhu vadhaze nahi. ne to A saMvegI paraMparA jIvatI kevI rIte raheze?" badhA mauna ! nagarazeThe kIdhuM, "bolo, bhAIo ! kAMI kahevuM hoya to kaho !" paNa badhA ja cUpa ! Ama badhAnI mauna saMmati maLI. emaNe dIkSA lIdhI tyAre 30 thI 35 sAdhu ja hatA ApaNe tyAM. ane mULacaMdajI mahArAja je divase kALadharma pAmyA te divase emanI pAse 96 sAdhu to mAtra potAnA ja hatA. bIjA judA. 33 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dIkSAyugaranuM pravartana kone kahevAya e samajAya che ? dIkSAyuga kevI rIte pravartAvI zakAya? to A rIte. pAlItANA gayA. tyAM nagarazeThanA be chokarAo. dIkSAnA bhAva thayA. yatioe tyAre vAMdho lIdho ke A saMvegI sAdhuone vaMdana karavA nahi javAnuM koIe. emanuM vyAkhyAna nA thavuM joIe. have Akho saMgha yationI zehamAM taNAyo. nagarazeThe Adeza jAhera karyo. saMgha bhego karI TharAva karyo ke "saMvegI sAdhuone koIe page lAgavA javuM nahi. koIe AhAra-pANI vahorAvavA nahi. je page lAgavA jaze te saMghabahAra jAhera thaze." AmAM 20 ghara judAM paDyAM ke ame saMghano TharAva nahi svIkArIe. ame jaIzuM nahi, paNa TharAva nahi mAnIe. pheravicAra karo. nagarazeTha ghare jamavA gayA. evo niyama ke zeTha ne chokarA eka ja thALImAM sAthe jame. chokarA te divase jamavA na AvyA. traNa dahADA sudhI roja na Ave. zeThe pUchyuM ke "chokarAo zuM kAmamAM che ? kema nathI AvatA ? upavAsa karyA che ?' to zeThANIe kIdhuM ke "emaNe ghIno tyAga karyo che." "kema? emane bolAvo." bolAvyA. AvyA. pUchyuM to kahyuM ke "bApujI, tame amane manAI karI che eTale ame mahArAjane vaMdana karavA jaI zakatA nathI. amAre niyama che ke vaMdana karyA vinA vAparavuM nahi, eTale ame ghIno tyAga karyo che. tame rajA Apazo to vaMdana karIzuM. nahi to ame jAvajIva ghI choDI daIzuM." zeTha raDI paDyA. zeThe kIdhuM ke "tamAre chAnAmAnA vaMdana karI AvavAnuM. jyAM sudhI saMgha TharAva badale nahi, tyAM sudhI saMtAIne jaI AvavAnuM." 34 Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paga nIce relo Ave tyAre badhAya sudharI jAya ! rajA maLI eTale chokarA vaMdana karavA javA mAMDyA. ema karatAM pharIvAra vAta AvI. saMghanI miTiMga thaI. pelA 20 parivAre makkamatAthI virodha karyo. have eka sAthe 20 gharane saMghabahAra koNa kare ? pariNAme TharAva karyA vagara nagarazeThe jAhera karyuM ke "jene sAdhu pAse javuM hoya te sAdhu pAse jAya, ne jati pAse javuM hoya te jati pAse jAya." Ama, emaNe jatisaMsthAne pahelavahelo phaTako lagAvyo - pAlItANAmAM. niyama evo hato ke "sAdhunuM sAmaiyuM thAya nahi. sAdhu vihAra karIne Ave eTale yatijI pAse javAnuM ane tenA sthApanAcArya upara rUmAla oDhADavAno, athavA emane kAmaLI oDhADavAnI. to ja emane gAmamAM rahevAnI paravAnagI maLe.' A badhI prathA mULacaMdajI mahArAje toDI. emaNe eka paraMparA svIkArI nahi. "ame sAdhu chIe, ne e jati che. ame emanI pUjA nahi karIe." paraMparA toDI. kevI tAkAta haze saMveganI? zAstrAjJAnI? zAMtisAgarajI nizcayavAdI, amadAvAdamAM hatA. kazuMya nahi karavAnuM. sAmAyika paNa nahi. tame beso. jJAna meLavo. basa, badhuM AvI gayuM. emanI sAthe AtmArAmajIe vAda karyo, toya mAnyA nahi. nagarazeTha sAthe emanA saMbaMdho, eTale zeTha kAMI bole nahi. mULacaMdajI mahArAja vicAra kare ke "A sAdhune nagarazeThanuM baLa maLI jAya to saMghanuM baLa maLyuM gaNAya. ane saMghanuM baLa maLe to ekAMtavAda cAle. ne to zAsana kaI rIte calAvIza?" mahArAjajI udAsa che. vahoravA gayA to moTuM paDeluM hatuM. zeThANIe pUchyuM : "sAheba, Aje kema udAsa lAgo cho ?" to 35 Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahe che ke "A tamArA nagarazeThane bahu samajAvuM chuM, paNa e mAnatA nathI." zeThANIe kahyuM ke "sAruM mahArAja !' zeTha jamavA AvyA. zeThANIe thALI mUkI. thALImAM be cUDIo ne eka cUMdaDI mUkyAM. cUDI eTale baMgaDI. zeTha kahe ke kema zeThANI, Aje A zuM che ?" zeThANI kahe ke "e tamAre paheravAnI che." "kema ?" "to zAsanano droha thAya tyAre zAsanane bacAvavAnI javAbadArI nagarazeThanI hoya, chatAM tame gurubhagavaMtanI yogya vAta paNa svIkAro nahi, to tame baMgaDI paherI lyo e ja barAbara che." zeTha UbhA thaI gayA. tatkALa bhojakane Adeza karyo ke "saMgha bhego karo." saMgha bhego karI mULacaMdajI mahArAjane bolAvyA. carcA karAvI ne chevaTe zAMtisAgaranI nasIhata karAvI. pariNAme saMgha zAMtisAgara tarapha DhaLato hato te pAcho vaLI gayo. jo jo tame, A mahApuruSanI vAto barAbara sAMbhaLajo ! tristutika mata. te vakhate enuM paNa bahu cAlatuM hatuM. saMghamAM khUba vyAmoha thavA mAMDyo hato. enI sAme paNa mahArAjajIe pagalAM lIdhAM che. rAdhanapuramAM tristutika sAthe zAstrArtha thayo ne temAM temane parAsta karyA. e vakhate viturthastutiniya nAme graMtha lakhAyo. AtmArAmajI pAse te lakhAvyo. jhaverasAgarajI madhyapradezamAM hatA, tyAM paNa temanI sAthe teono vAdavivAda thayo. kharataragacchanA sAdhune lavAda karIne nImelA banne pakSa - 3 thoya ane 4 thoya - bannenI vAta tame sAMbhaLo ane koNa sAcuM te niveDo Apo. temaNe banne pakSane sAMbhaLyA. sAmasAmI dalIlo ne zAstronAM pramANo paNa sAMbhaLyAM. chevaTe "jhaverasAgarajI sAcA che, tapAgacchavALA arthAt 4 thoya vALA sAcA che" evo nirNaya Apyo. te Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nirNaya ke jajamenTa Apato nirNayapramA' nAmano graMtha te kharataragacchanA sAdhue lakhIne Apyo. pAlItANA ThAkora ane jaino vacce gharSaNa cAlyA karatuM hatuM. ekavAra tyAMnA ThAkora sAhebe ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhInA munImane pakaDyo. pakaDIne khAMDaNiyAmAM tenA hAtha mUkAvIne dastA vaDe khaMDAvI nAkhyA. kalpanA karI zako cho - peDhInA munIma thavAnuM jokhama ? peDhIvALAnI rAja sAme paDavAnI hiMmata AmAM kema thAya ? vRddhicaMdrajI mahArAja te vakhate pAlItANAmAM hatA. emaNe peDhIne taiyAra karI. pelo munIma game tema karIne ThAkoranI pakaDamAMthI chaTakI gayo. ene choDAvIne ghera mokalI dIdho AthI ThAkora khUba gusse thaI gayA. paNa kAMI vaLyuM nahi. e daramyAna ThAkora mahAbaLezvara pharavA gayA hatA. ThAkora mAnasiMhajI hatA. A munIma bhAgI gayAnA samAcAra maLatAM gussAmAM ja te pAchA vaLyA, ane pAchA vaLatAM rastAmAM ja temane hArTa pheIla thatAM marI gayA. pachI to sarakAramAM kAnUnI kAryavAhI thaI, ne chevaTe rAjye jainonI mAphI mAgavI paDI. vRddhicaMdrajIe tIrthanI rakSA mATe A kAryamAM pUrI mahenata karI. A bUTerAyajI, mULacaMdajI, vRddhicaMdrajI ane cothA AtmArAmajI mahArAja. Aje je sAdhuonI mukhya paraMparAo che te A 4 ne AbhArI che : 3 gurubhAI ane 1 guru. moTA bhAganI paraMparA konI ? to A lokonI ja. ane jhaverasAgarajI paNa mULacaMdajI mahArAja pAse ja Agamo bhaNyA che, bhAvanagaramAM. to A ApaNI paraMparA. 37 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ emanuM anuzAsana paNa kevuM che ! be-traNa vAto anuzAsananI karUM. eka sAdhu hatA, nAnA. mahArAjajIne bahu vahAlA. eka chokaro emanI pAse Ave vaMdana karavA. roja Ave. ene pelA sAdhue pUchyuM ke "tuM janmyo tyAre keTalAM hAMDalAM phUTyAM'tAM ? chokaro kAMI na bolyo. bIje dahADe pharI e ja prazna pUchyo, paNa pelo kAMI na bolyo. trIje dahADe sAdhue pAcho e prazna karyo. have chokarAne caDI rIsa ! eNe to potAno paga upADyo ane sAdhunA peTamAM lAta mArI. pachADyA, ane gaDadApATu cAlu karI dIdhA ! "mane AvuM kaho cho tame?" vAta pahoMcI mULacaMdajI mahArAja pAse. pUchyuM : "A chokarAe tane mAryo zA mATe ? te zuM karyuM ke e mAravA Avyo? vAtanA mULamAM UtaryA to khabara paDI ke e AvA zabdo bolatA'tA. sAhebe kahyuM ke "teM bhASAsamitino upayoga gumAvyo mATe tAre mAra khAvo paDyo ne ! jA, AjathI aDhama kara !" eka sAdhu hatA : zivavijayajI. ekavAra gocarI vadhI. moTo samudAya hato, ne paMjAbI tathA khaDatala mANaso hatA, eTale gocarI paNa ochI to na vadhe. khUba vadhe. paNa luo AhAra hato. bhAve evuM nahotuM. paNa vAparavo to paDe ja. mahArAjajIe badhA sAdhune bolAvyA. badhAya vAparIne UbhA thaI gayelA, pAchA AvyA. besADyA, ane roTalI vagere AhAra badhAne thoDo thoDo vaheMcI Apyo. have tyAM badhA AvyA, paNa pelA zivavijaya na AvyA. kahe ke "mane anukULatA nathI; huM to patAvIne UThI gayo chuM, have na phAve." sAruM." 38 Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahino-be mahinA gayA, ne zIyALo Avyo. gocarImAM mevo Avyo. yoga evo ke mevo vadhI paDyo. AhAra karIne UbhA thayelA sau, paNa A vastu vadhyAnI khabara paDatAM mahArAjajIe badhAne pAchA besADyA, ne kahyuM, "badhA thoDo thoDo laI lo to patI jAya. paraThavavo na paDe. e vakhate pelA sAdhuzivavijaya paNa badhA sAthe AvIne besI gayA. mahArAjajIe kIdhuM ke "alyA, te dahADe Ubho thaI gayo'to to nahoto Avyo, ne Aje paNa UThI to gayelo toya kema Avyo ? te dahADe bhAve evuM nahotuM eTale nahoto Avyo, ne A bhAve che eTale ne? jA, kAlathI mAsakSamaNa karaje." karyuM. mAsakhamaNa karavuM paDyuM. mahArAjajInA kaDaka Adezane utthApavAnI koInIya tAkAta nahi. koI sAdhu-sAdhvI emanI vAta uvekhI zake nahi. eka bhaktivijaya nAmanA sAdhu. bahu rUpALA. yuvAna. bhaNelA. paraNelA, paNa patnI sAthe kaDavA saMbaMdha, ane pachI dIkSA lIdhI. mahArAjajIne atyaMta vahAlA sAdhu. vairAgya paNa jabaro. bUTerAyajIe eka dahADo enI parIkSA karI : "dIkarA A tArI patnI, A tAruM ghara, tAro parivAra - badhuM bahu sarasa che. tuM paNa bahu rUpALo che. saMsAra bhogavI zake evI badhI sthiti che, to jAne ghera; zuM A sAdhu thaIne beTho che !" bhaktivijaya mahArAja zuM javAba Ape che e khabara che? e kahe che ke "sAheba ! ghera badhuM ja che. huM hamaNAM jato rahuM. paNa tyAM tamArA jevA bApA nathI. tame jo mArI sAthe ghera AvatA ho to huM jAuM." AvI prIti guru-ziSyanI hatI. - have emanI pAse emanI patnI vAMdavA ne zAtA pUchavA Ave. Ave tyAre hamezAM chaNakA ne chAziyA kare 39 Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhaktivijayajI. mUlacaMdajI mahArAja roja ene Toke ke "have te dikSA laI lIdhI. tArI gharavALI sAthe, gharanA loko sAthe koI vyavahAra have tAre rAkhavAno nahi Ave to kema cho ? zAtAmAM cho" kahIne patAvI devAnuM. kaDavAzanI vAto have na hoya. saMsAra bhUlI javAno." paNa pelA bhUle nahi. eka dahADo e vAta mahArAja sAMbhaLI gayA, joI gayA. tarata ja kahI dIdhuM: "jA, jato rahe. Avo sAdhu mArA makAnamAM joIe ja nahi." samudAya-bahAra karI dIdho ene. kADhI mUkyo. kADhI mUkyA pachI jAya kyAM ? UbhA to rahevAya nahi, nIkaLavuM ja paDe. haThIbhAInI vADIe gayA. vADIno mukhya daravAjo, te upara burajImAM rUmo che. atyAre to nAno TukaDo ja che. pahelAM tyAM apAsaro hato. nemisUri mahArAje e burajImAM comAsuM kareluM. enI nIce je ghara che tyAM mahAkavi nhAnAlAlanA dIkarA rahetA'tA. e mahesUlI adhikArI hatA. e upAzrayamAM eka rUmamAM jaIne A sAdhu aMdara beThA. khAya nahi, pIe nahi, nIce Utare nahi. basa, raDyA kare, raDyA ja kare. have dhoLazA jhaverI nAmanA zrAvaka vADIe darzana karavA gayA, trIje dahADe. to mANasoe kIdhuM ke eka mahArAja ahIM upara AvyA che ne e kAMI khAtA nathI, pItA nathI, bolatA nathI, vahoravA jatA nathI, phakta royA kare che. zeTha sAheba, jarA tapAsa karo ne ! zeTha gayA upara. joyuM to bhaktivijayajI. "bApajI ! tame? ahIM? ekalA ? kema ?" mahArAja to zeThane joIne emane bAjhI ja paDyA ne dhrusake ne dhrusake raDavA mAMDyA. zeThe A0 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Azvasta karyA, chAnA rAkhyA. vAta pUchI ke "ekalA kema ahIM? keTalA divasa thayA?" mahArAje kIdhuM : "3 divasathI ahIM chuM. upavAsa che. khAdhuM pIdhuM nathI. 3 dahADAthI mahArAjajInuM moM nathI joyuM, vAparuM kaI rIte? meM bhUla karI che ne mahArAjajIe sajA karI che. emano vAMka nathI. paNa emanA vinA huM nahi jIvI zakuM." dhoLazA zeTha doDatA gayA mULacaMdajI mahArAja pAse ne kahyuM, "sAheba ! pelA chokarAne mArI nAkhazo tame !' to kahe, "zuM thayuM ?" "have eNe upavAsa mAMDyA che, ne khAto nathI, pIto nathI, ne raDyA kare che ke mArI bhUla thaI ne guru mahArAja mane mApha nahi kare ? to mAruM zuM thaze? ema valopAta kare che." mahArAjajI A sAMbhaLIne dravI UThyA. kahe ke "dhoLazA, jA jA, jaladI e chokarAne mArI pAse laI Ava." bolAvI lIdho, Azvasta karIne pAcho saMghADAmAM laI lIdho. A anuzAsana. zrAvakanI paNa vAta karuM. eka zrAvaka. bhAvanagara gayo. pAlItANAnI jAtrA karIne vRddhicaMdrajIne vAMdavA mATe. have te vakhate vRddhicaMdra mahArAja Thalle jaIne AvyA ane eka moTI tarapaNI bharelA pANI vaDe paga dhoyA. kAma patAvIne pelo amadAvAda Avyo. e ujamaphoInI dharmazALAe gayo mULacaMdajI mahArAjane vAMdavA. have banyuM evuM ke te gayo tyAre ja mahArAjajI Thalle jaIne padhAryA hatA. temaNe eka nAnI kAcalI jeTalA pANIthI paga dhoI lIdhA. Asana para birAjamAna thayA. eTale pelo zrAvaka kahe ke "sAheba, bhAvanagara gayo hato.' tarata mahArAjajIe pUchyuM : "mAro bhAI tyAM che, e 31 Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAtAmAM che ne ? "sAheba, Apane vaMdanA kahevaDAvI che.' mahArAjajI to oLaghoLa ! jarAvAra rahIne pelA zrAvake pUchayuM : "sAheba, eka vAta pUchuM?" "hA pUcha "to sAheba, vRddhicaMdrajI mahArAja Thalle jaIne AvyA to emaNe ATaluM badhuM pANI DhoLyuM ! ane tamane joyA to tame to jarAka pANImAM ja patAvI dIdhuM ! sAheba, sAdhuthI ATaluM badhuM pANI DhoLAya ? tyAre mahArAjajIe ene javAba Apyo te sAMbhaLavA jevo che. temaNe kahyuM ke "enuM kAraNa e che ke vRddhicaMdrajI gayA janamamAM brAhmaNa hatA, tethI te jarA cokhaliyA hoya, zaucavAdI, eTale emaNe dhovuM paDe. huM chuM e gayA bhavamAM rAjapUta hato, eTale mAre bahu pANInI jarUra nahi. ane tuM che te gayA bhavamAM caMDALa hato, tethI tane A sAdhunA AcAravicAra jovAnuM na sUjhayuM paNa enAM chIMDAM jovAnuM ja sUjhayuM !" kADhI mUkyo ene. to AvA kaDaka anuzAsaka hatA e mahApuruSa. AtmArAmajI mahArAjane pAlItANAmAM hajAronI medanI vacce AcAryapadavI maLI. parANe "AcArya tarIke jAhera karyA, emanI nA uparAMta. pachI vihAra karIne teo amadAvAda padhAryA. gulAbavijayajI mahArAja emanA vaDIla. temanI joDe ja mULacaMdajI mahArAja beThelA. temaNe teone vaMdana karavA mAMDyAM. mahArAjajI kahe ke "aba to Apa AcArya ho gaye ho, aba hamako vaMdana nahi karanA cAhie." tyAre AtmArAmajI mahArAje kahyuM ke "hama to baniyoke AcArya haiM, hamAre sabake AcArya to ye mUlacaMdajI mahArAja baiThe haiM. hama Apake dAsa haiM, Apake ziSya hai." ane badhAne vaMdana karyuM. 42 Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ premAbhAI nagarazeThe mUlacaMdajI mahArAjane kIdhuM ke "sAheba, tame AcAryapadavI lo." tyAre temaNe kahyuM : "upAdhyAya yazovijayajIe AcAryapadavI nathI lIdhI. AvA mahAna, prakhara, zAsanadhorI puruSoe jo AcAryapadavI na lIdhI hoya to mArA jevo raMka mANasa AcAryapadavI kaI rIte le?" paNa emane AcAryapadavI bhale nahotI, paNa e AcAryonA paNa AcArya hatA. AkhA tapAgacchane ekasUtre emaNe joDyo. saMvegI mArganI punaHsthApanA karI. sAdhuo vadhAryA. dIkSAnuM eka AkhuM taMtra UbhuM karyuM. dIkSAyuganI pravartanA karI. moghe kALe dAna Apo to zAbAzI maLe. badhe dIkSA maLatI ke apAtI hoya, ghaNA letA hoya, ane lenArAe pasaMdagI karavAnI hoya ke ahIM lauM ke tyAM lauM? tyAre emAM zAbAzI na maLe. to ApaNA samayamAM dikSAyuganA kharA pravartako te A mahApuruSo - zrI mULacaMdajI mahArAja. emanA avadhUta guru bUTerAyajI mahArAja, ane parama saMtapuruSa vRddhicaMdrajI mahArAja, e traNa ja che. bUTerAyajI saM. 1939mAM amadAvAdamAM kALadharma pAmyA. mULacaMdajI saM. 1945mAM ane vRddhicaMdrajI 1949mAM kALadharma pAmyA. te banne bhAvanagaramAM kALa pAmyA. Aje paNa bhAvanagaramAM dAdAsAhebamAM emanA agnisaMskAra thayelA tyAM emanAM pagalAnI derI che. AvA mahApuruSonI paraMparA ApaNane maLI che e tapAgacchanI paraMparAmAM ApaNe sahu pharIthI zAsanano pravAha, saMvegano pravAha jIvato - jaLahaLato thAya tevo udyama karIe eja maMgala kAmanA. Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jijJAsuo avazya vAMce saddharmasaMrakSaka kartA - paM. zrIhIrAlAlajI duggaDa prakAzaka - bhadraMkarodaya zikSaNa TrasTa - godharA pRSTha - 224 mUlya - 150 rU. prakAzana varSa - saM. 2070 vIsamI sadInA jainadharmasaMrakSaka mahAna munirAja zrIbUTerAyajI ma. (zrIbuddhivijayajI)nuM hiMdI jIvanacaritra. Adarza gacchAdhirAja kartA - muni zrIdarzanavijayajI prakAzaka - bhadraMkarodaya zikSaNa TrasTa - godharA pRSTha - 160 mUlya - 80 rU. prakAzana varSa - saM. 2070 vIsamI sadInA pUrvArdhanA tapAgacchanA adhinAyaka mahApuruSa zrImUlacaMdajI (zrImuktivijayajI)nuM jIvanacaritra. paMjAbaratna gurudeva kartA - paM. kuMvarajI ANaMdajI prakAzaka - bhadraMkarodaya zikSaNa TrasTa - godharA pRSTha - 116 mUlya - 80 rU. prakAzana varSa - saM. 2070 samagra saurASTranA parama upakArI parama gurudeva zrIvRddhicaMdajI ma. (zrIvRddhivijayajI)nuM jIvanacaritra. uparokta traNe jIvanacaritro "aisA guru duniyA meM milanA kaThina hai' e zIrSaka heThaLa eka seTamAM prakAzita thayAM che. A pustako zrIvijayanemisuri jJAnazALA ane zrIvijayanemisUri jaina svAdhyAyamaMdirathI meLavI zakAze. 44 Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAsanasamrATa bhavana graMthamALAnAM prakAzano guruguNagAnamaya pravacanamALA : saMpuTa 1 1. zrIharibhadrasUrIzvarajInI sAhitya-prasAdI 2. zrI hemacandrAcAryanI sAhitya-prasAdI 3. somasuMdarayuganI sAhitya-prasAdI 4. hIrayuganI sAhitya-prasAdI 5. upAdhyAyajInI sAhitya-prasAdI 6. zAsanasamrATa ane temanA ziSyonI sAhitya-prasAdI ' Adarza gaccha Adarza gacchanAyaka jayavaMtuM jinazAsana zAsanasamrAT bhavana kI punita yAdeM ')guruguNagAnamaya pravacanamALA : saMpuTa 2 1. siddhasena divAkarasUri jIvana ane sAhitya sarjana 2. vairAgyarasanA uddagAtA zrIsiddharSi gaNi 3. jIvadayA jyotirdhara zrI hemacandrAcArya 4. vastupAlanA ghaDavaiyA gurubhagavaMto pa. saMvegamArganA punaH pravartaka traNa paMjAbI mahApuruSo PS zAsanasamrATa A bhavana KIRIT GRAPHICS 09898490091