Papni Saja Bhare Part 15

Author(s): Arunvijaymuni
Publisher: Dharmanath Po He Jainnagar Swe Mu Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001500/1

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pravacana-15 "bAramuM pApasthAnaka" "kalaha "kalaha nuM pariNAma parama vaMdanIya pUjyapAda ArAdhyadeva mahAvItarAgI mahAvI dveSI sarvajJa prabhu zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInA caraNAraviMdamAM keTizaH namaskAra pUrvaka - AtmAnaM tApayennitya, tApayecca parAnapi / ubhayodu: khakRtklezo, yathoSNareNukA kSitau // jevI rIte tapI gayelI garama retI pitAne paNa tapAve che ane pRthvIne paNa tapAve che, tevI rIte je pitAnA AtmAne haMmezA tapAve ane bIjAne paNa tapAve arthAt garama (uSNa) kare e kaleza (kaji) baMnene duHkha ApavAvALe thAya che. bAramuM pApasthAnaka- "kalaha" aDhAra pA5sthAnaka je kramazaH rAkhavAmAM AvyA che. temAM pahelA pAMca-ekathI pAMca pApasthAnaka dravya pApa che. cha thI agiyAra sudhInA cha pApasthAnaka bhAvapApa che, AMtarika che. pahelA 1 thI 5 bAhya pApa che. have ahIM mAramAM kalaha pApasthAnakathI cha pApasthAnaka arthAta bArathI sattara sudhInA pApone vyavahAra pApasyAnakamAM gaNavAmAM Ave che. aDhAramuM pApasthAnaka mithyAtvazalya e Atmika che. AtmAnA jJAnamAM rahevAvALI deva-gurU-dharma pratyenI viparIta vRtti te mithyA jJAna che, mithyAtva che. pahelAnA prANAtipAta vagere pAMca pApasthAnane arthAt dravya (bAhya) pApone AtyaMtara (6 thI 11) thI ghaNe vega maLe che. ghInI Ahuti jevI rIte agnine prajavalita kare che tevI ja rIte

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108 A abhya tara bhAva pApakarma dravya pApane pradIpta kare che, prajavalita kare che. kalahathI laIne (11 thI 17 sudhI) mAyA mRSAvAda sudhInA cha vyavahAra pApasthAnakene krodhAdi cha bhAva pAponuM pIThabaLa maLe che. tenI sahAyatAthI kalaha vagere pApa prajavalita thAya che. kalaha vagere pApa vyavahAramAM nimittarUpe utpanna thAya che. paraMtu tenI pAchaLa baLataNanuM kAma A krodhAdi kare che. tethI vyavahAra pA5rathAnakenuM saMcAlana bhAva pApasthAnakonA hAthamAM che. ahIM sudhI zakayatA che ke dravya ane bhAva ane pApasthAnakanA mizraNathI ane teonI madadathI vyavahAra pApasthAnaka ubhA rahe che. ane Take che, dA. ta. jevI rIte dravya pApasthAnakamAMthI bIju mRSAvAda laIe ane bhAva pApasthAnakamAMthI AThamuM "mAyA" laIe. A bannenA maLavAthI (mizraNathI) sattaramuM mAyAmRSAvAdanuM pApasthAnaka UbhuM thAya che. evI rIte kalaha, abhyAkhyAna, pizunya, rati- arati, para-parivAda, mAyA-mRSAvAda A badhAmAM krodhAdi atyantara pApathAnaka mizrita che, maLelA che. abhyantara bhAva pApanI mAtrA vyavahAra pApamAM che, AthI kalaha vagere baLavAna bane che. jevI rIte gADImAMthI peTela khalAsa thaI jAya te gADInuM cAlavuM zakaya nathI tevI rIte krodhAdi vagara kalaha vagere thavo zakaya ja nathI. kalahamAM kaSAyonI kAraNutA - kalahane artha che jhagaDo. A kalahamAM mULabhUta kAraNa kaSAye che. badhA kaSAye sAthe maLIne athavA svataMtra rUpe kalahamAM cokkasa rIte nimitta kAraNa bane che. kayAreka kalahamAM krodha vadhAre bhAga bhajave che te kayAreka-kayAreka mAna, mAyA athavA lebha, athavA rAga-dveSa paNa kalahamAM nimitta kAraNa banI zake che. mAnI vyakita apamAnita thAya che tyAre paNa kalaha utpatinI zakayatA che. mAyAvI te Ama paNa kalahazIla hoya che ane lebhI mANasane te jhagaDo karavAmAM vAra ja nathI lAgatI. Ama rAga-dveSa paNa kalahane mULa AdhAra che. saMbhava che ke tamArA manamAM e prazna ubho thAya ke jyAre krodhamAna-mAyA-labha-rAga-dveSane svataMtra rUpe judA-judA pApasthAnaka rUpe gaNAvyA che te pachI kalahane juduM svataMtra pApasthAnaka gaNAvavAnI zuM AvazyakatA hatI? sAcI vAta che. tamAre prazna sAce che. paraMtu

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krodhAdi badhA pitapotAnA sthAna paNa judA che ane svataMtra pApasthAna che. jyAre kalaha te badhAnuM eka sAmUhika rUpa che. kalahamAM badhA kaSAya bhegA thAya che tethI kalaha badhA kaSAyenuM mizrita rUpa che. kaSAyo vagara jhagaDe zakaya ja nathI, ane kaSAyo vagara thavAvALA kalahane kilaha kahevAtuM ja nathI. dravya ane vyavahAra pApanA paccakakhANa thaI zake che - prANAtipAta vagere pAMce dravyabAhya pApanuM paccakhANa karavuM zikaya che, ane e pApa na karavAnI pratijJAne ja vrata kahevAmAM Ave che. e pApane sarvathA na karavuM e ja mahAvrata che ane tene ja dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. tevI rIte mumukSu sAdhaka kalaha vagere vyavahAra pApanuM paNa AcaraNa na karavAnuM paccakhANa (pratijJA) karI zake che. jevI rIte meM pratijJA karI ke mAre keInI sAthe jhagaDe kare nahIM to AvI pratijJA keIpaNa karI zake che. abhyAkhyAna, pazunya vagerenuM paNa paccakakhANa thaI zake che. ApaNe karI zakIe chIe. sulabha che. paraMtu krodhAdinuM paccakakhANa karavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. paccakhANane artha che tyAga. huM krodha nahIM karUM e saMkalpa thaDA samaya mATe sahelo che. paraMtu sarvathA tyAganuM paccakakhANa karavAnuM sAdhune mATe paNa bahu muzkela che. krodhanI jema mAyA, mAna, lobha, rAga, dveSanuM paccakhANa karavuM bahu ja muzkela che. hA, kalpasUtramAM A vAta jarUra lakhelI che ke-tIrthakara bhagavAna dIkSA le che tyAre A prakAranI pratijJA kare che ke jIvanaparyata keIpaNa anukULa athavA pratikULa prasaMgomAM paNa kaSAya na kare. tethI prabhu dravyathI vALane loca, vastrane tyAga vagere tyAga kare che ane bhAvathI rAgadveSane tyAga kare che. bhAvathI keIpaNa jIva para krodhAdi kaSAya na karavA evI pratijJA kare che. AthI keIpaNa tIrthakaranuM jIvanacaritra vAMcIe te dIkSA pachI AjIvana paryata kaSAyano eka nAne paNa prasaMga jovA nathI maLato. tIrthakarene mATe A sulabha che paraMtu amAre mATe to bahu ja muzkela che. hA, vyavahAra pA5nA kalahaabhyAkhyAna vagere jeTalA pApa che tenA paccakakhANa ApaNe karI . zakIe chIe. keInI sAthe jhagaDavuM nahIM athavA koInA para jUko

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610 Aropa na kare, keinI cADI na khAvI, koInI niMdA na karavI vagere paccakkhANa sulabha che. kSamA kura- gurue arjunane pATha Age ke-"mA guru (kSamA kare bIjA aneka ziSyane pATha Apyo hato. bIjA badhA zivyAe to jaladIthI pATha karIne ApI dIdhuM. be zabdone yAda rAkhavAmAM keTalI vAra lAge? be miniTamAM pATha ApI dIdhuM. paraMtu arjunane pATha na thayo. eka divasa pasAra thayA. gurUjIe pUchayuM-paraMtu arjune kahyuMgurUjI! hajI sudhI pATha nathI thaye. bIjA divase paNa A ja javAba ApyA. trIjA divase gurUjIe jorathI be thappaDa mArI. mAratAMnI sAthe ja eka miniTamAM pATha thaI gaye. gurUjIe pUchayuM-kema have eka miniTamAM ke pADa thaI gaye? arjune kahyuM-gurUjI! "kSamA ? kSamA kare e pATha che. mAtra cepaDInA zabdo gokhavAthI zuM thAya? AthI meM jIvanamAM-AcaraNamAM utAravAno, pATha karyo. paraMtu pATha thaI gaye e te huM kevI rIte kahI zakuM? athavA kayAre kahI zakuM? jyAre koI kSamA karavAne ane rAkhavAno prasaMge prApta thAya tyAre ja khabara paDe! gurUjI ! tame be thappaDa mArI tyAre huM kSamA rAkhI zakaye, mane kodha-gusse na Avyo. AthI huM ema kahI zakuM chuM ke pATha thaI gayA che. sAcA arthamAM . thaI gaye che. kalahamAM krodha kaSAyanI prabaLatA- kaleza, kalaha, jhagaDe vagere paryAyavAcI zabda che. gujarAtImAM kaMkAsa, kajiye paNa kahevAya che. kalaha be cAra athavA dasa-vIsanI vacce thAya chenimitta keInA pratye krodhAdi kaSAyanuM hoya che. prAyaH kalahamAM krodha kaSAya ja prabaLa hoya che. krodha ja jhagaDAne utpana kare che, ane jhagaDAne vadhAre paNa che. nAnA chokarAo skUlethI raDatAM-raDatAM ghare AvyA. skUlamAM zikSake e chokarAone mAryA hatA. tophAnanA kAraNe mAravA paDayA. AthI chokarAo raDI rahyA hatA. chokarAe ghera AvatAM ja mAtA kopAyamAna thaI. chokarAo pratye je mamatva hatuM,

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611 meha hato te jAgRta thaye. are ! mArA chokarAone mAranAra A zikSaka koNa che? chokarAone kahyuM-ghera besI jAo, kAlathI skUle nA jaze. A rIte kahIne chokarAonA ghaNA pustaka laIne saLagatI evI sagaDImAM nAkhI dIdhA. bALI nAMkhyA. sAMje pati ghare AvyA tyAre temane khabara paDI te patinane cIDAyApati - are! te A zuM karyuM? AvuM zA mATe karyuM? patnI - AvuM na karuM te zuM karuM? mArA chokarAone mAranAra te meTo keNa che ? tene zuM adhikAra che? pati - are ! tophAna karatAM haze te mAryA haze. emAM zuM thaI gayuM? te ja chokarAo sudharaze. patnI - nA, AvuM na cAle. mArA chokarAo kAlathI skUle nahIM jAya. tame ja gharamAM bhaNAvaje. pati - are! to pachI huM kAma-dhaMdhA para kevI rIte jaIza? kayAre jaIza? badhuM kevI rIte karIza? panI - jevI rIte karavuM hoya tevI rIte karaje. paraMtu chokarAone te kAlathI skUle nahIM ja ekaluM. pati - to pachI chokarIo bhaNyA vagaranA mUkha raheze. meTA thaze tyAre temanI sAthe lagna koNa karaze? bhaNAvyA vagara chokarAone AvA abhaNu ja rAkhyA ane meTA thatAM lagnane samaya Avye.] pati - have tuM lagna kara. koNa kanyA Apaze? mUrkha chokarAonI sAthe keNa, lagna karaze? patnI - to emAM mAre zuM doSa che? tame zA mATe na bhaNAvyA? pati - are pApi!! pApa tAruM ane mane zA mATe kahe che? te ja bhaNavA na dIdhA. patnI - pApI-pApI-tAre bApa! mane zuM kahe che? (AgathI lAlALa thaIne patnI gussAmAM gALo bolavA lAgI) krodhathI kalahathI AgamAM ghI paDyuM.

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612 pati - are! avinayI-avivekI tuM mArI sAme manamAM Ave tema bolavA mAMDe che. bApanA nAma para gALa Ape che? patine khUba ja gusso Avyo. najIkamAM paDelA pattharane upADIne patnInA mAthA para pheka. patnInuM mAthuM phUTI gayuM, lehI vahevA mAMDyuM ane te mRtyu pAmI. eka bAju jJAnanI AzAtanA ane bIjI bAju amaryAdita krodhamAM gALo ApIne kalaha vaDe pApakarma bAMdhIne ane marIne varadatta ane guNamaMjarI banyA. pati-patnInA vacamAM jhagaDAnuM ane jJAnAvaraNIyakarma bAMdhavAnuM kevuM phaLa maLyuM ke bane mUMgA baherA jamyA. saMbaMdhamAM saMgharSa- kalaha prAyaH saMbaMdhomAM thAya che. pitA-putra, mAtA-putra, mAtAputrI, sAsu-vahu, pati-patnI, bhAI-bhAI, kAkA-bhatrIjA, sasarA-jamAI vagere bhinna-bhinna saMbaMdhamAM ja saMgharSa thAya che. jo ke aparicita ajJAna lekonI vacce paNa kyAreka-kyAreka AvuM nimitta kAraNa maLavAthI jhagaDe vadhI zake che. chatAM paNa vAraMvAra saMbaMdhanI vacce saMgharSanuM pramANa vadhAre rahe che. patnI-putra-sAsu-vahunI vaccenA saMdharSa te evuM lAge che jANe samudranI laherenI jema avirata cAlu ja rahe che. keTalAka parivAramAM te Aje paNa evuM jovA maLe che ke laDAI-jhagaDA vagarane eka paNa divasa khAlI nathI jate. saMbaMdhanI vacamAM saMgharSane vAra ja nathI lAgatI. vAta thatAMnI sAthe ja jhagaDo thaI jAya che. kema ke eka tarapha saMbaMdhanI AtmIyatA che. sneha-prema-rAga-meha che. tethI ghaNuM vakhata maryAdAne pAtaLe paDado saMgharSanI aMdara jaladIthI phATI jAya che. vAraMvAra pitA-putramAM jhagaDe te jovA maLe che. AvA manuSya rastAmAM cAlatA koI paNa rAhadArInI sAthe laDI-jhagaDI nathI zakatA. saMbaMdhamAM saMgharSa sahelo rahe che. sAhajikatA rahe che "ripavicAravajJA' nI kahevatanI jema che. arthAt atyaMta paricayathI atizaya paricayathI avajJA thavAnI saMbhAvanA vadhAre rahe che. saMgharSanI bhASA kalahamAM prAyaH asabhya bhASAne ja vyavahAra vadhAre jovA maLe che.

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613 eka bAju to manuSya krodhAdi kaSAyonA AvezamAM rahe che. AvezamAM ja je jhagaDe zarU thAya to pachI manuSya maryAdAnA baMdhana toDI nAMkhe che. tyAM pachI vinaya-vivekanI maryAdA paNa nathI rahetI. bhASAe bhAvane pragaTa karanAra mAdhyama che bhAvanI malinatAnA kAraNe bhASA paNa malIna bane che. azlIla bhASAno upayoga karatA leke saheja paNa khacakATane anubhava karatA nathI. gALa e to temanA mATe atyaMta sAmAnya ane jarUrI vastu banI jAya che. halakI kakSAnI bhASA e kalahanI jamAvaTa karavAmAM baLa Ape che kalahazIla vyakita na bolavA cogya na sAMbhaLavA gya apriya kaDavI halakI, bibhatsa azlIla bhASAne upayoga chuTathI kare che. upAdhyAyajI mahArAja sajajhAyamAM udAharaNanA rUpamAM A vAta raju karatAM kahe che ke, "zuM suMdarI tuM na kare sAra, na kare Ape kaMI gamArA krodhamukhI tuM tujane dhikakAra, tujathI adhika kuNa kalikAla sAmu bele pApI nitya, pApI tuja pitA juo citto" pati-patnI baMne jhagaDI rahyA che. tyAre ekabIjA upara doSA repaNanI bhASA kevI bole che? bhASAmAM Akroza keTalo che? kalahamAM kaSAyanI mAtrA keTalI che? e A sajajhAyanI paMktiomAM spaSTa dekhAya che- pati-he suMdarI! tuM gharanI saMbhALa zA mATe sArI rIte nathI karatI? patnI-he gamAra tuM pote ja kema nathI karI lete? pati-he krodhamukhI ! tane dhikkAra che ke ATale krodha kare che. patnI-to A kalikALamAM tArAthI vadhAre kharAba bIjuM koNa che? pati-he pApiNi! tuM A rIte zA mATe mArI sAme bole che ? patnI-are ! jarA meTuM saMbhALIne belaje. pApI tAre bApa....nahIM te AthI vadhAre sAMbhaLIza. A artha uparokta sajajhAyanI paMktione che. pati patnI vaccenA kalahanI bhASAne saMvAda ahIM Apyo che. krodhamukhI kalahapriya strInI

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614 bhASA kevI AganI jema saLagatI vALA jevI hoya che? AvA dAMpatya jIvanamAM sukha-zAMtinI AzA athavA apekSA paNa zuM rAkhI zake ? sukha-zAMtinI gaMdhanI paNa zakayatA nathI ane ahIMthI mRtyunI pachI durgatinI ja saMbhAvanA vadhAre che. kalahazIlanI durgati vAraMvAra jovA maLe che kalahazIlanI durgati "kalaha te bAramuM pApanuM sthAna durgati bananuM mUla nidAna" A sajajhAyanI paMktimAM upAdhyAyajI mahArAja kahe che ke kalaha e durgatirUpI vananuM mULa che. jo ke durgati be che. tiryaMca ane narakagati e baMne durgati kahevAya che. cAra gati para che. emAM uparanI deva ane manuSya e be sadgati suMdara gati che. jyAre nIcenI be durgati che. sagatimAM manuSya ane devagatinI prAptine mATe te ghaNI UMcI sAdhanAnI AvazyakatA che. priya manahara premabharI madhura sanmAnAthI bhASA bAlavAthI zubha bhAva banI rahe che. A zubha bhAvathI sagati zakaya che. jyAre kalahamAM prAyaH asabhya azubha bhASA ja bolAtI hoya che. gaMdA halakA zabdono ja prayoga karAto hoya che. halakI kakSAnI gALe apAya che. azubha nimittonI upamA apAya che. krodhAdino Aveza hoya che athavA abhimAnane naze hoya che. AthI paNa sArI bhASAnI saMbhAvanA kalahamAM nathI rahetI. tethI durgatine baMdha saraLatAthI thAya che. sadgatimAM javA mATe sArA zubha puNyanI AvazyakatA rahe che. jyAre durgatimAM javA mATe azubha pApakarmo ja kAraNabhUta che. kalahazIla manuSya kharAba bhASAnA prayAgamAM puNya upArjana kare che te zakaya ja nathI. chevaTe bhASAnA anusAra adhyavasAya paNa bagaDe ja che ane AvA bagaDelA kharAba bhAvanI tIvratAmAM durgatinuM AyuSya jIva bAMdhI de che. tenA pariNAma svarUpe durgatimAM javAnA divase Ave che bhale ahIM pitAnA mRtyu pachI ame svargavAsa " athavA "sadgati" lakhIne chApAmAM chapAvIe paraMtu eka vAta to nizcita che ke badhAnI gati potapotAnA karmAnusAre thAya che. je jIve jevA sArA kharAba karma bAMdhyA haze tenA anusAra ja badhAnI sagati athavA durgati thaze.

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*: 615 pati patnInA saMsAra ane jIMdagI paryaMta AvuM ja cAlatuM rahe che. have jo temanA mRtyu pachI temanA putra jo svargavAsa athavA sadgati lakhe athavA chApAmAM chapAve teA zuM sadgati zakaya che? zuM mAtA-pitAnI gati putranA hAthamAM che ? .. nA, temanA karmone AdhIna che ane jo mAtApitAe bhaya kara pApa karyAMnA udayathI azubha pApakama ja upArjana karyu haze te putranA svargavAsa athavA sadgati lakhavAthI paNa dugati ja thaze. Aje svaga vAsa e zabda svamAM vAsa, svarga mAM gamana e atha mAM na rahetA mRtyunA amAM sArA zabda tarIke vaparAya che. tethI mRtyune ja paryAyavAcI zabda banI gaye che. ,, kalahanA pUrA AdhAra bhASA para ja che manuSya sAmAjika prANI che. samAjanI vacamAM te rahe che. ele jaMgalamAM rahIne jiMdagI pasAra kare e zakaya paNa nathI. have jyAre samAjamAM rahe che tyAre tene sAmAjika vyavahAra paNa nibhAvavA paDe che. eka vAta nizcita che ke sAmAjika vyavahAra nibhAvavAmAM tene bhASAne prayAga vadhAre ne vadhAre karavA paDe che. badhA AdhAra bhASA para jache jo sanmAnAthI sArI sabhya ane madhura bhASA meAlI zake| tA te badhAne priya lAgaze. madhura bhASAmAM ja vazIkaraNanI vidyA che. sIDI priya bhASA melIne ApaNe duzmanane paNa vaza karI zakIe chIe. jo badhA ja madhura-priya bhASA eTalI zakatA haidhRta tA tA saMsAramAM kalanI sabhAvanA ja nahatI. keIne keAInI sAthe vera vaimanasya hata ja nahIM. para Mtu kaleza kaSAya kalahanuM ja nAma saMsAra che, kama sattAnA eka nizcita niyama che ke jo ApaNe keinuM sanmAna karIe athavA rAkhIe te ApaNuM paNa sanmAna thAya ane jo ApaNe khIjAnuM apamAna tiraskAra karIe te! ApaNu paNa apamAna tiraskAra ja thAya. sanmAnane sa bhava ja nathI. paraMtu Azcaya tA e che ke sanmAna . .

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616 priya sanmAnane Icchaka ane kene apamAna tiraskAra karate ja cAlate, hoya che. A UlTI gaMgA kevI rIte cAlaze? tame keIne namaskAra karaze te sAruM paraMtu jo tame ja tiraskAra karaze te tamane koNa namaskAra karaze? tethI manuSya evuM Icche ke jevI apekSA ame bIjA pAsethI rAkhIe chIe tenuM AcaraNa-pAlana ApaNe pote ja karIe te ja bIjA pAsethI ApaNe apekSA rAkhI zakIe. TUMkamAM tamane je gamatuM nathI tevuM AcaraNa bIjA pratye na karavuM. AtmanaH pratikUlAni pareSAM, na samAcaret / A niyama mujaba tame vicAra karaje ke amArI bhASA kevI hovI joIe? eka vAta nizcita che ke kalahane 90 TakA AdhAra bhASA para ja che. vacana prayoga para ja che. kalahane janma bhASAnA zabdomAMthI thAya che. tame kevA zabdone praveza kare che? tamAre belavAne Azaya ane hetu zuM che? tenA para kalahano AdhAra rahe che je tamArA zo kharAba haze, hetu kharAba haze te samajI levuM ke bAjI bagaDavAnI saMbhAvanA vadhAre che. je tamArI bhASAmAM vyaMga che, kaTAkSa che te paNa sAmevALo samajI jaze ane saMgharSa zarU thaze. lAITaranA dabAvavAthI ja gesa Aga pakaDI le che ane javALAo pragaTavA lAge che. Aga lAgavAmAM te DI vAra paNa lAge che. paraMtu zabdonA saMgharSa (TakarAvA) thI kalaha thavAmAM vAra nathI lAgatI. hRdayadrAvaka zabda prayoga bAjI bagADI nAMkhe che. tame juo-mahAbhAratanA mahAyuddhanA mULamAM nAnuM ja kAraNa bhASAnA prAganuM hatuM. "AMdhaLAnA chokarAo AMdhaLA ja hoya che. AvA zabdae keInA dilamAM Aga lagADI dIdhI ane bAjI bagaDI gaI. AganI javALAo AsamAne pahoMcavA lAgI. mahAbhAratanA yuddhanuM nirmANa thayuM ane karoDo lekanI jAnahAni thaI gaI kalaha ja yuddhanuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che - jyAre kayAMya paNa Aga lAge che, jo ke te ghaNA bhayaMkara vikarALa svarUpamAM dekhAya che, paraMtu A meTA vikarALa svarUpanuM paNa mULa AdhAra to eka nAnI cinagArI ja che. eka taNakhaluM paNa moTI bhayAnaka Aga lagADI zake che. tevI rIte be zabdonI vAta paNa

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617 bhayaMkara yuddhanuM vAtAvaraNa UbhuM karI de che. atihAsika seMkaDo yuddhonuM mULa tapAsavA jaIe te prAyaH temAM paNa sAmAnya nAnI vAta ja jovA maLe che. bhArata ane bAhubali ane eka ja pitAnA putra hatA chatAM keTaluM laDayA? keTalA varSo sudhI laDyA? keTaluM bhayaMkara yuddha cAlyuM? 12 varSanA yuddhamAM keTalA maryA? magadhanA samrATa zreNika sAthenA yuddhamAM paNa keTalAne nAza thaye? ane yavanenA rAjyakALanA yuddhamAM keTale nAza thaye? yuddha te nAza karavAnuM ja kAma kare che. tevI rIte AkhI duniyAmAM jyAM jyAM paNa yuddho joIe tyAM ke nAza thaye che? keTale vinAza thaye che? pachI te yuddha hiTalaranuM hoya athavA sIjharanuM hoya, athavA lenina-musolina, carcilanuM hoya athavA keInuM paNa heya. viyeTanAma ane viyatakeganuM yuddha 12 varSa cAlyuM. Aje paNa IrAna-IrAkanuM yuddha cAlI rahyuM che. keTalA varSo vItyA? chatAM paNa cAlI ja rahyuM che. vAraMvAra ApaNane e anubhava thAya che ke be zabdo ke be vAkyonI vAta kalahanuM kAraNa banI jAya che athavA jamIna paNa kAraNa bane che. gujarAtImAM kahevata che ke-"jara-jamInane jerU, e kajIyAnA che." gujarAtImAM kalahane "kaji' kahe che. kajIyAnA mukhya traNa kAraNe batAvyA che. jara-arthAta jhaverAta, ghareNAM dAginA vagere ane jamIna tathA jerU eTale patnI e traNe kalahanA kAraNa che. Ama to paristhitinuM avalokana karIe to jhagaDe zA mATe thAya che? kaI vAtone laIne thAya che? ane vAtanI pAchaLa kaI vastu kAraNabhUta che? vAraMvAra bhAI-bhAIne vacamAM thatA jhagaDA ane pitA-putra, mAtA-putra vagerenI vacce thatA jhagaDAnuM mukhya nimitta kAraNa dhanasaMpatti, paisA, jamIna ane patni bane che. prAyaH AnA mATe ja jhagaDA thatA hoya che. pitAnA mRtyu pachI temanI saMpattine bhAga pADavAmAM traNa-cAra bhAIo vacce jhagaDA thaI jatA hoya che. nyAya te e che ke badhA bhAIo samAna hakavALA che, samAna bhAgI. dAra che tethI ekasarakhe bhAga pADIne vaheMcI levo joIe. paraMtu mAyA. -leviza teo kaMIka juduM ja kahevAne IcchatA hoya che. lobhavaza te evuM kahe che ke huM ja badhuM laIne dAbI dauM, khAI lauM, bIjAne na ApuM. basa! ahIMthI ja kalahanA bIja vavAya jAya che. have varSo sudhI teo laDatA-jhagaDatA ja rahe che. ekanA manamAM dabAvavAne

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618 vicAra AvyuM ane bIjA bhAIne kaMI ja na ApavuM arthAt kalahane AmaMtraNa ApavuM. have te saMpattine mATe eka bhAInI virUddhamAM bIjA bhAIo laDaze, jhagaDaze, kerTa-kacerImAM jaze zakaya che ke varSo sudhI tenA mATe laDe. emAM pariNAma zuM Avaze? pitAnI milakata to hAthamAM kayAre Avaze ? keTalI Avaze ? e khabara nathI. paraMtu laDavA-jhagaDavAmAM korTa-kacerImAM to potAnI gAMThanI saMpatti paNe cAlI jaze tethI kalaha nAza karavAvALA ja che. kalahanA gharamAM lakSamI paNuM vAsa nathI karatI- daMta kalaha je gharamAM hoya, lakSmI nivAsa tihAM navi je." sajajhAyanI A paMktimAM upAdhyAyajI mahArAja spaSTa kahe che ke je gharamAM vAyuddha haMmezA cAlatuM hoya tyAM lakSmI paNa vAsa nathI karatI. daMta kalahane artha che jhagaDo. daMta zabdano prayoga kalahanI AgaLa vizeSarUpamAM karyo che. tema kalaha zabdane artha ja jhagaDe thAya che chatAM paNa daMta zabda vizeSa lagADIne ema kahevA mAMge che ke ahIM dAMtone kacakacAvIne vAraMvAra jhaghaDatA rahevAnuM bane che. jyAM dAMtane zAMta rahevAne avasara ja prApta thatuM nathI jyAM dAMtone dAMte sAthe haMmezA 2karAvAnuM bane che arthAta kalahanI akhaMDitatA, sAtatya AnAthI sUcita thAya che. lAMbe jhaghaDo dararoja jenA gharamAM thate heya, arthAt jenA gharamAM kalahane vAsa hoya tenA gharamAM prAyaH lakSamIne vAsa thato nathI. ane kadAca heAya te paNa kerTa kacerImAM tene nAza thAya che athavA benA jhaghaDAmAM trIjAne phAyado thAya che, mAla-sAmAna paDe paze saDI jAya che, ghara-makAna paNa bhUtAviSTa thaI jAya che ane jIva sarvanAzane notare che jaMgama ane sthAvara milakta keTalAyanI naSTa thaI gaI evA seMkaDo draSTAMta AMkhe sAme pratyakSa jovA maLe che. prasaMga e ja che eka zeThane rAtrinA chelA praharamAM lakSmIe AvIne svapna ApyuM ane kahyuM-zeThajI je ke tamAruM puNya teja Aje paNa che paraMtu tamArA gharamAM daMtakalaha have rojane thaI gaye che tethI have kaSTanA divase vitAvavA karatA huM zAMtithI javAne IcchuM chuM. tamAre je joIe te tame kAle mAMgI lejo. zeThe prAtaH samaye pitAnI

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cAre vahuonA parivAranI sAme A vAtanI 2jUAta karI. have zuM mAMgIe ? pahelI meTI vahue kapaDA latAnI yAdI banAvI lIdhI. bIjI vahue senA-cAMdInA ghareNAnI yAdI banAvI. trIjI vahue hIrA-motI jhaverAta vagerenI lAMbI yAdI banAvo. have jyAre cethI vahune naMbara Avyo ane zeThe pUchayuM tyAre vahue kahyuM- he pitAjI ! tame mane nA pUche huM je kahIza te tame mAMgaze ja nahIM ane tamane kharAba lAgaze. zeThanA mana para pahelethI ja e chApa hatI ke ethI vahu vadhAre hoMziyAra che, catura che. zeThe tene vadhAre Agraha karyo vahue kahyuM-zeThajI ! huM evuM mAMgIza ke lakSmI haMmezA gharamAM ja raheze. ghara choDIne nahIM jaI zake ane je A traNe vahuonI yAdI anusAra mAMgaze to lakSmI Aje senA-cAMdI-hIrA-matI ApIne cAlI jaze pachI Avaze ja nahIM. ane mAnI le ke kAle koI cora ApaNuM badhuM dhana carI jaze zuM karIzuM ? AthI tame zuM Icche che ? lakSamI haMmezA rahe e sAru che ke ApIne cAlI jAya e sAruM che ? zeThe kahyuM-lakSmI rahe e ja sAru che to zeThajI ! tame lakSmIne eTaluM ja kahe che-amArA gharamAM daMtakalaha na thAya evuM varadAna Apa ! prAtaH kALa laphamInA AvatAM ja zeThe A kahI dIdhuM. tyAre lakSamIe kahyuM-mArA nAma para, dhanasaMpattinA kAraNe je haMmezA jhaghaDatA rahe che tenuM kAlathI dAna karavA lAge, tyAga karo-te gharamAM kalaha eka che thaI jaze ane zAMtinI sthApanA thaI jaze pachI eka bAju dAna ane bIjI bAju zAMti thaI jaze te mATe javAnuM kAraNa ja nahIM rahe ane temaja thayuM. kalahanuM mULa kAraNa dhana-paisA che, mAla- mikta che. A kAra Na ja na rahe te pachI kArya te kayAMthI rahe? Aga ja na lAge to pachI dhUmADe kayAMthI Ave? prAyaH Aje saMsAramAM seMkaDo ghare evA jovA maLe che ke jyAM lakSmInA nAma para ja jhagaDA satata cAlatA hoya che. kayAMka bApa-dAdAnI lakSmI paDI hoya te temAM paNa bhAgIdArInA nAme ke upArjananA nAme ke kharcanA nAme saMgharSa cAlu che. koI to vaLI rakSaNanA bahAne saMgharSa kare che cAre bAju saMgharSa cAlu che. nAnA-moTA, chatA-achatA nimittane pAmIne jIva saMgharSa kare che. tethI 80% kalahanuM kAraNa te dhana-saMpatti paisA che. kalaha . jhaghaDo eTalA lAMbA samaya sudhI cAle che ke, eTalA varSo sudhI .

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20 keTa mAM kese cAle che ke varSAM vItI jAya, laDavAvALA mRtyu pAme che. chatAM paNa tenI pachI tenA chekarA AgaLa laDe che ane tee paNa kaI meLavatA nathI. kalezanA vAtAvaraNane dUra karavu. heAya te emAMthI eka vyakitae zAMti dhAraNa karavI joie. mahAna tatvaciMtaka sAkreTIsanI patnI atyaMta krAdhI, kalahapriya hatI. paNa zAMta, saumya svabhAvavALA seAkreTIsa pAse evuM kaMI cAlatuM nathI. nItizAstra anusAra Aga AgaLa pANI ane jANa AgaLa ajAN" banavAthI ja vikAsa zakaya aneche. eka divasa thAkIne meDA AvelA sokreTIsa upara temanA dharma (kama` ?) patnIe atyaMta gussA karyA. eka sarakhA Adeza karavA chatAM paNa tene zAMtI nahAtI thatI. seAkreTIsa ardhuM sAMbhaLe che. uttara ApatAM nathI. tethI te khamaNI vakrI ane kadAca kAMI aniSTa thaI jaze evI za'kAthI maunapaNe seAkreTIsa gharanI bahAra cAlyA gayA. kalahane TALavA mATe kALakSepa kare che. paNa tyAM patnI teA vadhu tADukI ane nIce jaI rahelA sAkreTIsa upara gaTaranI Dola uparathI ThAlavI dIdhI, tarata ja sokreTIsa upara AvyA ane kahyuM ke tame kudaratanA niyama kharAkhara pALyA che, nisagamAM paNa pahelAM gAjavIja thAya ane pachI varasAda thAya. khasa tame tevI rIte pahelAM gAjavIja karI ane pachI varasAdanI ThaMDaka karI. AvI apratima samatA pAse tenI patnI avAk manI gaI. TUMkamAM e sAra lejo ke kalahane zAMta karavAnI kaLA zIkho paNa kalahane bahekAvavAnI kaLA teA kayAre paNa zIkhaze nahI. pazu-pakSIAmAM paraspara jhaghaDA kalahavRttinAM mULa javAnAM manamAM bahu ja UDe sudhI jaI cUkayA che ane tyAM sudhI ke A janmanA kalahanA saMskAra janma-janmamAM sAthe paNa Ave che. aMte A paNa mAhu kama nA kaSAyAnI pravRtti che, agninu kAya. jevI rIte badhuM khALIne bhasma karI devAnu -dhUmADA banAvIne uDAvI devAnuM tevI ja rIte kaSAya mULa kAraNa che ane laha tenuM kAya che, jevI rIte gharanI sagaDImAM bhaThThImAM paDayA-paDayA maLatA evA aMgArAe najIkamAM UbhelAne garamI Ape che, tevI ja rIte kaSAya paNa najIkamAM rahelAne kalaha karAve che. prAya: leAkeA kaSAyanA upayega kalahamAM vize

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621 kare che. temAM paNa krodha-mAnamAM te jhaghaDA vAraMvAra thAya che. A svabhAva ahIMthI bIjI gatimAM jatAM sAthe Ave che. kadAca jIva tiryaMca gatimAM pazu-pakSImAM jAya che te tyAM paNa sAthe Ave che. DhaSIo te bahAranA loko sAthe laDe-jhaghaDe che. paraMtu kalahazIla manuSya te pitAnA sagA --saMbaMdhI-snehI-mitra-potAnI vyaktio vagere sAthe laDaze-jhaghaDaze. - kalahazIlanA mATe keIpaNa vyakti, keI paNa saMbaMdha bAkAta nathI. A svabhAva, Aja saMskAra je pazu-pakSInA janmamAM sAthe Avaze to tyAM te ghaNuM vadhAre pramANamAM kalaha che. tame jANe che ke kabUtara zAMtino dUta che. vAta sAcI che. paraMtu tame kayAreka paNa dhyAnathI joyuM haze ke kabutara paNa paraspara jhaghaDe che. eka bIjAnI cAMca ghAyala karI de che ghaNI moTI pALI ke chata hoya te paNa te temAM ekalA besavAnuM pasaMda kare che. bIjA koInA astitvane te sahI zakatA nathI. ghaNI vakhata cakalI paNa bIjI cakalI joDe jhaghaDe che. ghaNI vakhata te cakalI darpaNamAM pitAnA pratibiMbane paNa anya cakalI samajIne tenI joDe jhaghaDe che mAMkhIo paNa paraspara jhaghaDe che. te ja rIte jaMgalamAM pazu jhaghaDe che. sAMDha, baLada, gAya, gheTA-bakarA badhA pota potAnA jAti bhAI joDe jhaghaDe che. gheDA, gadheDA paNa laDe che vana kesarI siMha, vAgha cittA paNa ekabIjA joDe jhaghaDatA jovA maLe che. tathA bIjA cheDe paNa laDAI karatAM jovA maLe che. game te baLIyuM hoya paNa jIvanI mane vRtti to kAryazIla rahe che. cAre gatimAM kalaha che saMsAramAM cAra gati che-deva-manuSya-naraka-tiryaMca A cAre gati saMsAramAM gaNavAmAM AvI che. devagati paNa saMsAracakramAM ja Ave che. cAre bAju kalaha che tethI saMsAra che. ane saMsAramAM badhA che tethI sarvatra kalaha che. tiryaMca gatimAM jyAM joIe tyAM masyagalAgala nyAya che moTI mAchalI nAnI mAchalIne khAI jAya che. baLavAna pazu vana kezarI-siMha vagere ochA baLavALA pazu haraNa, gAya, bheMsane mArIne khAI jAya che. tevuM pakSIomAM paNa che. meTA-moTA bAja vagere pakSIo nAnA-nAnA pakSIone mArIne khAI jAya che. ghaNIvAra ApaNe joyuM che ke kaI strI eka roTalIne TukaDe hAthamAM laIne UbhI

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622 rahe che ane ku-ku-ku-kubUma pADe che. acAnaka 4-6 kutarAe AvI. jAya che. have roTalI eka che ane kutarAo 4-6 che zuM thAya ? jhaghaDe thAya e vAta barAbara ja che ne ? ane je baLavAna haze te bhabha karate reTalI laIne bhAgI jaze. kayAreka evuM paNa banatuM hoya che ke : kutarAo laDatAM ja rahe che ane vAMdare temanI roTalI khAIne bhAgI. jAya che. vastuo ochI che ane tene bhegavavALA loko vadhAre che. tethI saMsAra haMmezA saMgharSamaya ja raheze. purUnuM zuM thAya che ? kolejamAM be-cAra chokarAe eka chokarInI pAchaLa pAgala banI jAya che. chokarI paNa badhAne hAthamAM rAkhe che. potAnA rUpa-sauMdaryanI pAchaLa badhAne meha pamADIne nacAve che. badhAnI sAthe paricaya-saMparka karI le che. pachI evuM bane che ke be-traNa chokarAo te chokarI sAthe lagna karavA lAlAyita bane che. paraMtu eTaluM te nakkI hoya che ke lagna te ekanI sAthe ja thavAnA hoya che. chatAMpaNa nATaka cAlyA ja kare che. chevaTe chokarI kaMIka mAyA-kapaTa kare che. bahAnA batAve che, chaLa-prapaMcanI jALa race che ane pachI ekanI sAthe lagna kare che ane bIjAnI sAme jUhuM paNa bole che, laTakAve che. phasAve che, vizvAsaghAta kare che. AnuM pariNAma zuM Avaze ? ke bIje chokare kAdhanA AvezamAM AvIne pahelAM chekarAne mAravA prayatna karaze, bIje laDaze ane chokarI to. keI trIjAnI sAthe bhAgI jaze basa ! kutarAo jeTalI mATe laDayA. ane purUSe strIo pAchaLa laDayA, zuM pharaka paDe ? mAtra vastune ja pharaka paDaze paraMtu saMgharSanuM svarUpa te te ja rahyuM. A rIte kalahane saMgharSa cAlyA kare che te tyAM sudhI ke A kalahacaka janma-janmAtaramAM paNa duHkhadAyi bane che. svarganA devagatienA devatAomAM paNa eka-bIjAnI apsarAnA nimitte saMgharSa thAya che. laDe-jhaghaDe che ekabIjAnI apsarAone uThAvI paNa jAya che, apaharaNa paNa thAya che ane pachI laDAI-jhaghaDA cAle che. tevI rIte sattA, saMpatti ane suMdarInI pAchaLa te saMgharSa anAdi-anaMta kALathI cAlato ja AvyA che. bhUta-preta-pizAca-vyaMtara vageremAM te jiMdagI ja saMgharSanI che. tevI rIte naraka gatinA nArakI jIvanI paNa A ja hAlata che tyAM te AnAthI paNa kharAba dazA che. kema ke eka

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623. te nArakIonI vezyAe ja kharAba hoya che. kaSAyanI mAtrA vadhAre hoya che, adhyavasAya vadhAre azubha-kharAba hoya che. badhAM napusaka hoya che. AthI saMgharSa -vaDavA-jhaghaDavAne tyAM janmajAta svabhAva ja banI gayo che jyAM aMdhakAra-aMdhakAra ja patharAyeluM che evI narakamAM te cAlatAM ekabIjAnI sAthe athaDAtA ja laDavA-jhaghaDavA lAgI jAya che. vAra ja nathI lAgatI. satata saMgharSamaya tyAMnuM jIvana banI gayuM che. cha lezyAonuM svarUpa - za8i : mA I - * - -- - - - - - -- - 'huM - - / - - - 5 --- 1 - - -- -- . II , ' phrI karADa mA | mana monI WWW.jainelibrary.org

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624 vaizyAnA atha che vicArAnI taratamatA. manuSya e vicArazIla prANI che. badhAM vicArA kare che. paraMtu adhAnI vicAradhArAmAM ArAha-avarA rahe che. vicArAmAM paNa zubha-azubhane bheda rahe che, tIvra-madanA bheda rahe che. krAdha-mAna-mAyA-leAla vagere kaSAyeAnI avasthAmAM paNa jyAre vicAradhArA cAlatI ja rahe che tyAre paNa tIvra-tIvratara, mantra-mantratama vagerenI taratamatAnA bheda rahe che. jo ke ame vicArIne jANI nathI zakatA koinA vicArAne samajI nathI zakatA chatAM paNa zAstrakAra maharSi Ae raMganA udAharaNathI lezyAne cha prakAranI batAvI che. cha vezyA T | azubha zubha / nIla (2) kApAta (3) pIta (4) patra (pa) zukala (6) kRSNa (1) cha vezyAmAM traNa azubha che. ane traNa kaMIka zubha che. azubhanI apekSAe khIjI traNa zubha che. ahI' cha nAma ra'gAnA batAvyA che. citramAM ApelA dRSTAMtathI A sArI rIte samajI zakAya che. cha mitra che. badhAne kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI che. te chae mitrA gAmanI bahAra agIcAmAM AvyA. tyAM eka jAMbuDAnuM vRkSa joyuM. badhAnuM mana lalacAi gayuM. te khAvA mATe doDayA. pahelA naMbaranA mitre te AvatAnI sAthe ja kahI dIdhuM ke kuhADAthI Akhu' vRkSa ja ukhADIne teDIne nIce pADI do. AkhuM vRkSa ja kApI nAMkheA pachI beThA-beThA khAIzu. A pahelA nakharanI kRSNa vaizyA che. jAbu khAvA mATe AkhuM vRkSa kApavA Icche che. khIjAe kahyu-are bhAI ! AnI mukhya zAkhAe ja kApI nAMkheA. A khIjA na MbaranI nIla lezyA che. je pahelAM jeTalI kALI nathI. kALAza ochI thai gaI ane nIla banI gaI. trIjAe kahyu AnI nAnI-nAnI DALIe ja tADI nAMkheA. mULapayata zAkhAe teADavAnu zu' pratyeAjana che ? A trIjI kApAta lesyAnA manuSya che. kApAtanA artha che kabutara. kApAta TecAnAra'ga TaeNbutara jevA che. ceAthI lecAthI zubha

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625 lezyAnI zarUAta thAya che. cethAe kahyuM-kAMI ja kApavAnI jarUra nathI. mAtra jumakhAM ja teDI laIe A papIta vezyA che. te pILA raMganI che. pAMcamAe kahyuM-jumakhAmAM paNa jeTalA pAkelA-pAkelA jAMbu che teTalA ja toDe kAcAne ApaNe zuM karazuM ? te eka-be divasamAM pAkI jaze. A paddha lesyA che. arthAt saphedAInI tarapha AgaLa vadhe che. paraMtu hamaNAM ahIM pAMcamI padma lesyA sudhI AvyA chIe. padmane artha che kamaLa tene raMga kamaLanA jevuM kaMIka hake pILe che. aMte chaThTho mitre kahyuM-tame badhA mUrkha che. ATalI jAMbu khAvAnI ja IcchA che te te ATalA jAMbu te nIce ja paDelA che. khAI laIe jAMbuthI kayAM peTa bharAvAnuM che ? toDavAnI ane kApavAnI vAta ja zA mATe kare che ? zuM AvazyakatA che teDavAnI ane kApavAnI ? te te jamIna para paDelA jAbue laIne khAvA lAgyuM. A daSTAMtamAM batAvelA cha purUSanI vicAradhArA para tame dhyAnane kendrita karyuM haze to khabara paDaze ke hetu badhAne eka ja che. chatAM paNa vicAradhArA judI-judI che. Ane ja lezyA kahevAya che. jevI rIte mAtA gharamAM eka putra para ane eka nokara para krodha kare che. vicAro bane para karelA kodhamAM keTalo pharaka paDe ? keTaluM aMtara che. A je tIvra-maMda tIvratara-maMdataranI taratamAtA che e ja vezyA che. pratyeka jIva A prakAranI lephsAvALA che. kayAre kaMIlezyA rahe che? e tenA vicAro para vRtti para AdhAra rAkhe che. kaleza-kaSAya-kalahamAM paNa A lezyAo para AdhAra rahe che. je vezyAo kharAba haze to e nizcita samajavuM ke jhaghaDo ugra rUpa leze, lAMbe cAlaze, ane je lezyA zubha haze te kalaha zAMta thaI jaze, ThaMDo paDaze ane theDI ja vAramAM samApta thaI jaze. yuddhanuM vAtAvaraNa che. "juo ene mAre" ne kAyado kRSNa lezyAne AMdhaLo kAyado che. emAM koI vicAra karavAno ja nathI. vagara vicAryuM koIne jotAM ja baMdUka calAvavAnI che. emAM badhAne mAravAnI vicAradhArA atyaMta kharAba che. bIjI nIla zyAmAM pahelAnI apekSAe vicArIe to kaMIka narama che bALakane choDI de-na mAro trIjI kApata lezyAvALA kaheze-bhAI ! strIone paNa cheDI do. strIo avadhya hoya che. cothI pIta vezyAvALA kaheze- zaraNArthIne na mAre pAMcamI padama

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lezyAvALA kaheze-nidene choDI de ane je sAmano kare che tenI sAthe mAtra laDo. eTalAmAM sauthI vadhAre zuddha chaThThI lezyAvALA kahe che-bhAI! hIne na mAro. premathI besIne samajaNa karI lo. tamane dekhAze ke e lezyAmAM pahelA karatA bIjI.bIjAthI AgaLa trIjI e rIte AgaLa kramazaH zuddha-zuddhatara thatI jAya che. jyAre chaThThA karatAM pAMcamI vadhAre azuddha che. pAMcamA karatAM cethI vadhAre azuddha che. e rIte kramazaH pahelI te sauthI vadhAre kharAba che. A cha vezyAo kalaha vagere sarvatra sarva kSetromAM vicAradhArAnI zuddhi-azuddhimAM kAma kare che. jevI vezyA te kalaha hoya che. A cha lazyAnI sAthe cAra kaSAya krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ane be mukhya rAga-dveSa tathA Arta-raudra dhyAnanI azubhatAnA kAraNe kalahamAM nyUnAdhikatA, tIvra-maMdatA rahe che. mIThe jhaghaDe- jevI rIte kavInAInanI kaDavI gALI upara sAkaranuM paDa caDhAvavAmAM Ave che athavA lImaDAnA pAMdaDAnA kaDavA rasamAM geLa athavA sAkara meLavIne pIvaDAvavAmAM Ave to te mIThe lAge che tevI ja rIte kyAreka-kayAreka tame paNa joyuM haze ke jemAM zreSanI mAtrA nathI e rAgane kalaha mIThe jhaghaDo kahevAya che. pati-patnInI vacce mIThe jhaghaDe paNa hoya che. be bhAIonI vacce nAnapaNamAM kapaDAM, pataMga athavA pIparamITane mATe nAne sAmAnya jhaghaDe thAya che te mIThe jhagaDo hoya che. pAMca-dasa miniTa mATe laDaze-mArAmArI-phAITIMga paNa karaze. paraMtu koI ugra rUpa nahI le. mAtA putranI vayamAM paNa kayAreka-kayAreka mIThe jhaghaDo thAya che. temAM rAga-premanI mAtrA vadhAre hoya che. tethI thoDAka zAMta jhaghaDAmAM paNa mAmalo ukelAI jAya che. jo ke A rAgane mIThe jhaghaDe haMmezA thAya te zakaya che ke eka divasa te ugra rUpa paNa laI zake che. emAM bAjI bagaDI zake che. jhaghaDAnuM rU5 zarUAtamAM te nAnuM ja hoya che. paraMtu tene rabaranI jema kheMcIne moTuM banAvavAmAM Ave che.

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627 kalahazIla jhaghaDALu svabhAva- "nitye kalahe hoye kohaNazIla, bhaMDanazIla, vivAdanazIla" / haMmezA nAnA-nAnA jhaghaDA karatA-karatA manuSyane svabhAva kalahazIla banI jAya che, ane te kalakapriya banatuM jAya che. ahIM upAdhyAyajI mahArAje traNa zabdone praveza karyo che. kehaNazIla phAdhavALA kAdhI, laMDanazIla-bhAMDavAvALA, jhaghaDALu ane trIju vivAdanazIla arthAt vAda-vivAdapriya manuSya udAharaNa ApatA kahe che-"kAMTe kAMTe thAya vADa, bece-tye vAdhe rADa" jevI rIte kAMTAnI para kAMTe nAkhatA jaIe to kAMTAnI vADa banI jAya che tevI rIte zabda pachI zabda belatA ja jaIe te eka zabdanI sAme be zabda, ane be zabdonI sAme cAra zabda, be gALanI sAme cAra gALa-A rIte ApatA ja jAya to zabda-zabdane kalaha vadhI jAya che. jhaghaDe vadhI jAya che. pachIthI te ravabhAva ja te banI jAya che. pachI gALa-bALanI bhASA sahaja banI jAya che. prasaMga e che ke-eka mIyAbhAI pitAnA putranI sAthe jaI rahyA hatA. eTalAmAM koI musAphare pUchyuM-kema mIyA sAheba ! A tamAre putra che? zuM mAre nathI te tArA bApane che? musAphare kahyuM ghaNuM sAruM. alA-khudA tene sArI rAkhe. mIyA sAhebe uttara Ape to zuM tArUM cAle te mArI nAMkhe? A rIte jhaghaDALu svabhAva ja evuM banI jAya che ke pachI te vAta vAtamAM bhASA eTalI vaka, halkI-kharAba ane jhaghaDAnA rUpamAM bolatA hoya evuM lAge che. AvA jhaghaDALu leke vIMchI athavA sApanI jevA gaNAya che. te kahe che ke bhAI ! A sUtelA sApane nA jagADaze A vIMchIne nA satAvaze. cUpacApa zAMtithI nIkaLI javA do. nahIMtara nirarthaka DaMkhaze. AvA sApane dUdha pIvaDAvavuM e paNa jevI rIte viSane vadhAravA jevuM che tevuM ja kalahazIla jhaghaDALune paNa mIThA ThaMDA sArA zabdothI bolAvavAmAM, sa bedhana karAvavAmAM paNa kayAreka-kyAreka sUtelA sApane jagADavA jevI vAta che. tethI AvA mANasethI dUra rahevuM e ja hitAvaha che. vAvadUka-baDabaDa karavAvALe- atyaMta vadhAre belavAnI TevavALA-vAvadUka kahevAya che. belatAM

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628 ja rahevuM, samaya, prasaMga kaMI ja na jevuM. AvazyakatA-anAvazyakatA kaMI ja na javuM ane bolatA ja rahevuM. jeTaluM vadhAre belAya che temAM asatyanA aMze paNa ghaNuM vadhAre hoya che ane anAvazyaka anupAgI zabdone prayoga paNa vadhAre rahe che. nirarthaka belavAmAM hAsya-vinoda-mazkarI ThaThThA vadhAre thAya che. hAsya kayAreka jarUrI paNa bane che te samayasUcakatAnI sAthe prasaMga upara hAsya thatuM hoya te te ucita jaNAya che. kAraNake meTuM caDAvavuM, taMbUre kulAva, rIsALa vRtti e doSa che ane enI badale prasanna, mitapUrNa meM e zobhA Ape che. paraMtu vAte vAte hasavuM robhatuM nathI. ghaNIvAra hasavAmAMthI khasavuM paNa thaI jAya che. eka kahevata che ke - __ "roga kA mUla khAMsI aura kalaha kA mUla hAMsI' je tamane khAMsI baMdha nathI thatI athavA maTI nathI jatI athavA te vadhatI ja rahe te samajavuM ke khAMsI e moTA TI.bI. jevA reganI nizAnI che. kSaya rAjyamAM, tapedika vagere meTA rogonuM mULa lakSaNa khAsI batAvyuM che tevI ja rIte kalahanuM mULa hAMsI batAvyuM che. hasavAnI vAtevAtamAMthI jhaghaDe vadhI jAya che. hAsya-majAka ane vinodamAM koInI paTTI utAravAmAM jeo paraspara mazagula che teone te majA Ave che paraMtu jenA viSayamAM vAta thaI rahI che tenA manamAM to ghaNuM duHkha thaI rahyuM hoya che te ghaNe ja duHkhI thAya che. zakaya che ke te manamAM gAMTha bAMdhI le ane vakhata Ave badale levAnI bhAvanA paNa rAkhe athavA te samaye jhaghaDI bese che. kema ke tene pitAnuM apamAna lAgI rahyuM che. A apamAna tene kalaha karavA mATe utsAhita kare che. gharamAM vRddha mAtAe paNa ghaNIvAra kahetI hoya che ke tame Aje bahu hasyA che ne te samajajo ke raDavAnA divase jaladI Avaze. svapna zAstra paNa kahe che ke jo tame svapnamAM hasatA hoya te samajavuM ke raDavAnuM phaLa sAme AvavAnI saMbhAvanA vadhAre che. kAraNa ke vAtavAtamAM vAtAvaraNamAM garamI AvI jAya che ane saMgharSanuM vAtAvaraNa UbhuM thaI jAya che. tethI atyaMta ochuM belavuM, Avazyaka -jarUra pUratuM ja besavuM e kalaha TALavAno zreSTha upAya che.

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629 kalezanA kAraNe ja saMsAra che- tamane pUchavAmAM Ave ke sAdhu mahArAja saMsAramAM che ke saMyamamAM ? tene javAba nA chekare paNa sahelAIthI ApI zake che. te paNa kahe che ke sAdhu mahArAja saMsAramAM ceDA che? nA, nA, te te tyAgI-tapasvI-saMyamI che. paraMtu evabhUta nayanI draSTithI upAdhyAyajI yazavijayajI vAcaka vAsupUjya svAmI bhagavAnanA eka stavanamAM lakhe. kaleze vAsita mana saMsAra, kaleza rahita mana heya bhavapAra, jo, vizuddha mana ghara tame AyA, to prabhu ame nava nidhi riddhi pAyA.. jenuM mana kaleza-kaSAya-kalahathI vAsita che te samajI levuM kete sAdhu hovA chatAM paNa saMsArI ja che. saMsAramAM ja che. bhale bahA-. rathI sAdhu veSa dhAraNa karyo paNa hoya te paNa phAyado zuM ? kaleza-. kalahanI vRtti kaSAya vadhAre che ane kaSa-saMsAra, ane Aya-lAbha arthAt jenAthI saMsArane lAbha thAya, saMsAra vadhe te kaSAya kahevAya. che. tethI jenuM mana kaleza-kalahamAM bhame che te saMsAramAM gaNAya che. ane sAcA arthamAM je kaleza rahita manavALA banI gayA hoIe te. tene bhavapAra kahyuM che je kaleza-kaSAya-kalahathI bacI zake che te. saMsAranI vRddhithI bacI jAya che ema samajavuM. tene beDo bhavarUpI. samudrathI pAra UtarI jAya che. AthI kahyuM ke - he prabhu! AvA atyaMta zuddha manamAM arthAt kaleza-kaSAya-kalaha rahita manamAM he prabhu! Apa Ave te samajIe ke nava nidhi-riddhi badhu hu pAmyo chuM. tethI mana zuddhine mATe ane cittanI zAMti mATe paNa kalahathI bacavuM anivArya che. kalahathI sukha-zAMti nAza pAme che - daMta kalaha Ima jene thAya, te daMpattIne sukha kuNa thAya? sAcuM ja kahyuM che ke je daMpattinA jIvanamAM kalaha haMmezane thaI gaye che tyAM sukha-zAMti kyAMthI raheze? daMpatti-arthAt pati-panInI vAta ahIMyA eTalA mATe levAI che ke-pati-panImAM ja adhika prema hoya che. premane sAro saMbaMdha hovAthI daMpattinuM udAharaNa ahIM lIdhuM

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630 che. paraMtu AvA premanA saMbaMdhamAM paNa je kaleza-kalaha haMmezA rahetA hoya te premane zuM artha? te prema paNa kadAca kRtrima-banAvaTI haze. upara-uparano mAtra dekhAve ja haze. tethI jyAM kalaha hoya che tyAM sukha zAMtinuM rahevuM zakaya ja nathI. eka myAnamAM jema be talavAra rahI nathI zakatI. eka guphAmAM jema siMha ane gAya nathI rahI zakatA, eka bIlamAM jema sA5 ane naLI nathI rahI zaktA tevI ja rIte kaleza kaSAya ane kalahanI sAthe sukha zAMti kayAreya rahI zakatA nathI asaMbhava che kema ke - citta saMtApa dhare je ema, saMyama kare nirarthaka tema." kaleza-kaSAya-kalaha jyAM paNa rahe, haze tyAM te manamAM saMtApa Ubho karI de che. kalahanI vRttithI mana haMmezA UMcuM ne UcuM ja rahe che, udvegane anubhava thAya che, nArAjagInA kAraNe manamAM udAsInatA rahe che, keInI paNa sAthe jhaghaDo thayA pachI mana udAsa rahe che. plAnI anubhavIe chIe, ane vAraMvAra mAnasika vicAradhArA paNa te ja cAlatI rahe che. AvI sthitimAM udvega vadhe che. vara-vaimanasya vadhe che je ke keInI vacamAM paDIne jhaghaDo to zAMta karI daIe chIe paraMtu haju paNa mana kayAM ThaMDu paDyuM che ? mana to eTaluM ja garama che. tethI aMdara-aMdara mAnasika saMgharSa cAle che. mAnasika kalaha je ke kalaha mana-vacana ane kAyA e traNe kAraNenI sahAyatAthI thAya che. manathI kalaha mAnasika vicAradhArAmAM cAle che. vacanathI vAyuddha cAle che. jemAM zabda-bhASA arthAt vacanayoga kAraNarUpa rahe che. mAe taLAve kapaDA dhovA javA mATe putrane mATe bhojananI thALI bharIne upara mUkI dIdhI. putra skulathI AvyuM. gharamAM mAne na joI ane khAvAnuM paNa kaMI na joyu. bhUkha kakaDIne lAgI hatI. te bebAkaLe thaI gaye. gusso AvI gayo. kalAka pachI mA pAchI AvI tyAre putre gussAmAM kahyuM- are ! zuM tane keIe phAMsIe laTakAvI hatI ke ATalI vAra pAchI AvI? kayAM marI gaI hatI ? eTalAmAM mAe paNa krodhanA AvezamAM javAba Ape are ! tArA hAtha kapAI gayA hatA.

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631 ke tane uparathI thALI levAmAM zuM takalIpha paDatItI? sa ! sAmasAmenA kalahamAM doSArApaNa thaI rahyuM hatuM. A bhASA keTalI kharAba che ? ane te paNa mAtA-putranI vacce ? vicAre! gautama pRcchAmAM kama taNI gati nyArI batAvatAM kahyu che ke-jevuM khelAyuM hatuM tevu. ja thayuM. eka divasa cArI vagerenA pApamAM pakaDAI gayA. putrane phAMsInI sajA maLI ane AvA ja aparAdhamAM pakaDAyelI mAtAnA banne hAtha kapAyA. A vacana ceAganA kama'nu' pApa phaLa che. kAyika kalahamAM paraspara laDavu" mArapITa karavI. jo ke kalahunA traNe prakAra kheATA che. jyAre jhaghaDA mATA sAthe thAya che ane jyAM maryAdA vacamAM bAdhaka bane che tyAM mAnasika ane vAcika kalahu ja vadhAre cAle che. nAnA putra pratyenA rAgabhAvathI kAusaggadhyAnamAM UbhelA prasanna caMdra rAjaSi paNa mAnasika yuddhamAM caDhI gayA ke jenu keI ThekANu ja na rahyuM. sUryanI sAme dRSTi mAMDIne, be hAtha uMcA karIne, eka paga para ubhelA tapasvI prasannacaMdra rAjaSi nu rastAnA mANaseAnI vacce thatI vAtA sAMbhaLIne putrapremathI mana udvigna thaI gayu. ane mAnasika yuddhanI dhArA para caDhI gayA. vicAranuM yuddha paNa eTalu` bhayaMkara hatuM ke sAta narakamAM javA sudhInI karmAMnI vaga NAe bhegI thaI gaI hatI. paraMtu aMte peAtAnA AtmAne sabhALI lIdheA ane pazcAttApanA agni para caDhatA thADI ja vAramAM kevaLajJAna prApta thaI gayuM. mAnasika kalaha satata saMtApa karAve che. manamAM eka prakAranI Aga pragaTAve che. e Aga ThaMDI thavI te! muzkela che, tethI dvega satata rahe che. aMdarane aMdara Aga khaLatI rahe che. A dAmAM maLatA manuSyane kalezanI asara tenA zarIra para paDe che. pAcana taMtra bagaDI jAya che ane bhUkha-tarasa kaMIpaNa lAgatu nathI. khAvAnI IcchA nathI thatI. zarIra dubaLu pAtaLu kRza thatuM jAya che. manamAM lAgelI ceTa gherI banatI jAya che. mAnasika satApa anidrAnA roga UbheA karI de che. pathArImAM paDayA rahe che para Mtu UMgha nathI AvatI. vicArAnAM yuddha cAle che, bhayaMkara saMghaSa cAle che ane kadAca UMgha AvI jAya te paNa kayAreka kayAreka AvA kalaDuzIla manuSya U MghamAM paNa jhaghaDatA "hAya che, baDamaDa karatA heAya che. UMghamAM gALeA paNa khelavA lAge che.

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632 AvA manuSyenI mAnasika sthiti bahu ja vikRta thatI jAya che. te huMmezA asvastha, udAsa ane ciMtAgrasta rahe che. magaja para kheMcANu vadhAre rahe che. ziyALa ane deDakAnuM eka rUpaka-- kalasuzIla-jhaghaDALu svabhAvanI vyakti kevI hAya che? tenA upara eka rUpaka A prakAre che--ziyALa deDakAnI sAthe kAIpaNa rIte jhaghaDo karavA IcchatA hatA. eTalAmAM eka divasa banne nadInA kinAre pANI pI rahyA hatA. tyAre ziyALe jhaghaDA karavAnI dAnatathI deDakAne kahyu eca ! tuM pANI kema bagADI rahyo che? tu' nI para pANI pI rahyo che eTale gaMdu pANI mArI pAse AvI rahyuM che. deDakAe kahyu "tame tA nadInA uparanA bhAga para che ane huM teA nIcenA bhAga para chuM. pANI vahetu -vahetu uparathI nIce tarapha AvI rahyuM che. pachI mArAthI khagaDelu pANI kevI rIte upara Ave ? vAta te khATI che. ziyALe vAta badalatAM kahyuM ke-10 mahinA pahelAM te mane gALa zA mATe ApI hatI ? A sAMbhaLIne deDakAe hyu -are....re ! mArA janma thayAM hajI 8-9 mahinA thayA che. tethI gALanA prazna ja tyAM Ubhe thAya che ? pachI ziyALe kahyuM-sArUM', te nahIM teA tArA bApe gALa ApI haze ? deDakAe kahyu -are! mArA pitAjIne tA siMhe phADI khAdhA che. e vAtane paNa dasa-agiyAra mahinA thaI gayA. evu' mArI mAe kahyuM hatu. pachI ziyALa garama thaI gayA ane deDakAM para tUTI paDayo-ame eya-tu mArI sAme kema mele che? zu samaje che mane ? mane badhI vAtamAM jUTho ja sAbita kare che? ane eTalAmAM ziyALa deDakAne mAravA lAgyA.vicAra! ! AvA prasaMga keTalIya vAra ApaNA mAnava samAjamAM paN ane che. A tA rUpaka che. vAtA te AthI paNa AgaLa vadhatI jAya che. kalarDamAM samayanI ane vArtAnI e emAMthI ekeyanI maryAdA rahetI nathI. zabda prayAgAnA viveka rahetA nathI, tema ja nAnA-meATAne paNa viveka rahetA nathI. kalahanI udIraNA karavAvALA udIraNAnA artha e che ke atyAre jenA udaya nathI, je vartamAna

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133 kALamAM pragaTa nathI tene AmatraNa ApIne khelAvavu'. vartamAnamAM te jhaghaDA che nahIM chatAM paN kaI rIte jhaghaDAne Ama'traNa ApIne elavave. jevI rIte mAnIe ke peTa ceALIne dardI UbhuM karavuM. tevI rIte ghaNAne kalaha priya heAya che. keTalAkane jhaghaDAmAM majA Ave che. keIkane khagADavAmAM, keAIkane satAvavAmAM majA Ave che. tethI te niSprayeAjana -niraka ja jhaghaDA UbheA karI de che. vAcakavaca jI kahe che ke AvA traNa prakAranA leAkeA che--nAra-nArI-nirdevita, nheM harIre trane nica"----eka teA nArada, pIjI nArI-srI, ane nirdaya cittavALA e traNe huMmezA kalahanI ja udIraNA kare che. strIone paNa kalaha priya batAvI che. A kalpasUtranI TIkA che ke timnivitrAM vatjhadAM, --ioss-f'pUra / e puNa atIhi vasjIddAM, dUddha-jJamApha- sUra 11 sIene je traNa vastu priya che teNe batAvatAM kahyuM che ke-kaliarthAt kalaha, kAjaLa ane si MdUra srIone priya che. tevI rIte dUdha, jamAI ane vAjiMtra (vAdyayaMtra) saMgIta e teA atyaMta priya hAya che. have vicAre ! kalaha-jhaghaDA strIone na jANe kema pasaMda che ? pasaMda te zu ? jhaghaDA karavA e tenA svabhAvamAM ja che. pANI bharavA kuvA para jaze te paNa jhaghaDaze. hamaNAM saurASTramAM eka eve! prasaMga anyA ke strIe kuvA para pANI bharI rahI hatI. eTalAmAM nakhara saMbadhI eka kSaNamAM banne vacce jhaghaDA zarU thayeA. pAMca-dasa miniTamAM te jhaghaDAe ugra svarUpa lIdhu-ane eTalAmAM bIjI strIne te eTale gusse ALye ke eNe gALA daine jhaghaDatI strIne pakaDIne sIdhI ja kuvAmAM phe kI dIdhI. mana upara aMkuza na rahyo ane durghaTanA banI gaI. rajamAMthI gaja thaI gayuM. nAnI ja vAtamAM A jhaghaDAnu kevu. pariNAma ochyu? vAraMvAra AvuM jovA maLe che ke strIe nAnI-nAnI-nirarthaka vArtAmAM paNa ugra rUpa laI le che ane jhaghaDe che. prAyaH paDezInI sAthe jhaghaDavAnuM te svAbhAvika banI gayuM che. peAtAnA paDozI dharma te te samajatI ja natho. tevI rIte sAsu-vahumAM, derANI-jeThANImAM saMdharSa hamezA cAlatA ja hAya che, tenuM kAraNa che ke seA purUSA eka jagyAe. zAMtithI rahI zake che paraMtu cAra-cha strIone eka jagyAe zAMtithI

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634 rahevAnuM bahu ja muzkela che. strIo svayaM jhaghaDe che ane bIjAne paNa laDAve-jhaghaDAve che. patinA kAnamAM evI phUMka mAre che ke pati potAnI mAtAne paNa be zabdo saMbhaLAvavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. A ja kAraNa che ke cAra-pAMca bhAIo ekIsAthe varSo sudhI rahI zake che paraMtu strIone te judA thaIne svataMtra rahevAmAM ja saMtoSa che. sAthe rahevAmAM teonuM mana bahu ja dubhAtuM rahe che. haMmezA kalaha cAlato ja rahe che. strIthI kalahanuM pariNAma samajadAra purUSAe kAcA kAnanA na banavuM joIe. strIonI vAta sAMbhaLIne svayaM koInI sAthe laDavA mATe medAnamAM na utaravuM joIe ene pitAnI patnI sAthe bAjI bagADavI na joIe. pitAnI ja patnInI sAthe aNabanAva kare, na bolavuM, jhaghaDavuM athavA udAsa rahevuM e nukazAnakAraka che, bIjAnI vAta te javA do. paraMtu bhaga vAna mahAvIranI ja vAta joIe. aDhAramAM tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM temanI aneka rANIonI vacce eka evI rANI hatI jenI sAthe rAjA tripRSThane aNabanAva hato. banatuM nahotuM. teo paraspara belavAnuM paNa pasaMda karatA na hatA. rAjA rANIne bolAvatA paNa nahatA. paraMtu uparathI apamAna karatA hatA. AvI apamAnita eka rANI bahu ja udAsa-khana rahetI hatI. bIjI badhI rANIo sAthe prema karatA rAjA para rANIne TheSa hato. te rANI marIne saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatI bhagavAna mahAvIranA 27 mAM bhavamAM tene upasarga karavA mATe kaThaputanA vyaMtarI banIne sAme AvI. kaThaputanA vyaMtarIe tApasInuM rUpa karIne chUTA vALanI jaTAmAM, mahA mahinAnI zIta RtumAM ThaMDu barapha jevuM pANI bharIne dhyAnastha sthira prabhunA zarIra upara chaMTakAva karatI rahI. ThaMDA pANInI sAthe vALAne prahAra vyaMtarI AkhI rAta karatI rahI. aDhAramAM janmane verane badale levA mATe vyaMtarI banIne Aje upasarga karyA vicAro, sAmAnya aNabanAva-kalahanuM pariNAma keTaluM bhayaMkara Ave che? A te bhagavAnanA jIvanamAM banyuM hatuM, ane zAstrakAra maharSie bhagavAna mahAvIrane thayelA bhAre upasargomAM vyaMtarInA A upasargane madhyama kakSAno bhAre upasarga batAvyuM che.

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635 nArada vRttimAM kalaha nAradajInuM nAma badhA sArI rIte jANe che ane hiMdu dharmamAM covIza avatAramAM nAradajIne paNa avatAra mAnavAmAM AvyuM che. paraMtu nAradajInuM kAya ja e che ke ekanI vAta bIjAne kahevAnI. ane bIjAnI vAta pAchI eka jaNane kahevAnI ! ahIMnI vAta tyAM ane tyAMnI vAta ahIM karIne ekabIjAne laDAvavAnA-jhaghaDAvavAnA. e nAradajInI kalA hatI. tethI nAradI vRtti-nAradanA nAmathI ja praca. lita thaI gaI che. zrI kalpasUtramAM dasa aDerAnA prasaMganuM varNana karatAM pAMcamuM acche (AzcaryakArI ghaTanA)-zrI kRSNanuM aparakakAmAM gamana thayuM e batAvyuM che. enA varNanamAM lakhe che ke-mahAbhAratano samaya hato. pAMDenA ghera eka divasa nAradajI AvyA. tyAre pAMDavonI patnI draupadIe asaMyatI jANIne tenuM yathocita pUjana-sakAra na karyuM. kodhI aSi nAradane A apamAna jevuM lAgyuM. manamAM gusse thayA ane vicAryuM ke have huM paNa draupadIne AnI majA cakhADIza. nAradajIe A cejanAne saphaLa karavA mATe draupadInuM eka atyaMta kAmottejaka moha pamADe tevuM citra banAvyuM ane ghAtakI khaMDanA bharata kSetramAM rahelA aparakaMkA nAmanI nagarInA atyaMta mahAkAmI rAjA pakvottarane te citra batAvyuM ane draupadInA adabhUta rUpa-sauMdaryanI prazaMsA karIne rAjAne kAmasuka karyA. rAjA pakvottare devanI sahAyatAthI draupadInuM apaharaNa karAvyuM ane pitAnA rAjyamAM rAkhI. A ghaTanAthI pAMDava ane zrIkRSNajI vagere ciMtAgrasta thaI gayA. kyAMya paNa draupadIne patto ja lAgatuM , te badhA zeAdhI-zeAdhIne thAkI gayA hatA. eTalAmAM RSi nArada paNa tyAM pahoMcyA ane kahyuM ke draupadInuM apaharaNa pakvottara rAjAe karyuM che ane te ghAtakIkhaMDanA bharatakSetranI aparakaMkA nagarImAM rahe che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne zrIkRSNajI vagere yuddhane mATe taiyAra thaI nIkaLI paDayA. daivI sahAyathI be lAkha yojana vistAravALA lavaNa samudrane pAra karIne rAjA pakvottara sAthe bhayaMkara yuddha karyuM. paraMtu prabaLa zaktizALI paTvottara rAjAe pAMDane parAsta karyA. aMte zrIkRSNae narasiMhanuM rUpa laIne zatru rAjAne harAvI dIdhe. draupadInA vacananI rakSAnA hetuthI tene jIvita cheDI dIdhA. zrI-

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636 kRSNa ane pAMDava draupadIne laIne potAnA kSetramAM pAchA pharyA. A rIte nAradajIe kapaTavRttithI bannene laDAvyA. draupadInuM apaharaNa paNa pote ja karAvyuM hatuM ane pite ja A rahasya zrIkRSNa ane pAMDava sAme pragaTa karyuM yuddha paNa karAvyuM ane A rIte pitAnI IcchA pUrI karI. Aje paNa nAradavRttivALA AvA seMkaDe leke saMsAramAM che je nAradavRtti rAkhe che ane A ja vRttithI jIve che be jaNAne laDAvavAjhaghaDAvavAnuM kAma kare che. cerane kahe corI karaje, pilisane kahepakaDavA mATe sAvadhAna raheje ane zAhukArane kahe tame jAgatA raheje. nirarthaka AvuM kapaTavRttinuM nATaka karavAmAM AvA chone zuM majA AvatI haze? e te prabhu ja jANe. tethI nAradavRttivALA kalaha karavAmAM ane karAvavAmAM ane prakAranuM pApakarma upArjana kare che. kalaha potAne te bALe ja che paraMtu sAthe-sAthe bIjAne paNa bALe che. Ane agni jevA kahetAM kahyuM che ke stoko'pyagnirdahatyava kASThAdiprabhUta ghanam / klezalezo'tra tadvacca vRddhitastanudAhakaH / / nAnI paNa agninI cinagArI ghaNA lAkaDAone bALe che. tevI rIte ahIM thaDe paNa kaleza vadhatA-vadhatA te kalaha ApaNane ane bIjAne paNa bALe che. kalahane dAhaka kahyo che. kalahanI agni aMdara aMdarathI pitAnuM dila bALe che, leAhI baLI jAya che. ghaNAnI pharIyAda hoya che ke mAruM badhuM lehI baLI gayuM, nUra uDI gayuM ane zarIrathI paNa te kuza-durbala thato jAya che. kalahane pApasthAnaka zA mATe kahyuM?- AzA che ke ATalA vistArathI vivecana karyA pachI tame sArI rIte samajI gayA haze ke kalahane pApasthAnaka zA mATe kahyuM che? eka vAta to nizcita che ke kalahanI vRttimAM jIva keI puNya upArjana karI zakato nathI. tema ja kalahamAM AtmaguNene vikAsa thaI zakate nathI. temAM AtmAne koI ja lAbha nathI. uparathI kalaha karavAmAM, karA vavAmAM kaSAyono Azraya levo paDe che. vezyAo azubha bane che. adhyavasAyenI dhArA malina thAya che. AdhyAna ane raudradhyAnane

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637 vRttio vadhAre rahe che. AdhyAna ciMtA karAve che ane raudradhyAna hiMsA karAve che. jhaghaDe jyAre ugra svarUpa dhAraNa kare che tyAre mAravAnI vAta para prAyaH leke pahoMcI jAya che. mAravuM, jAnathI khatama kara, khUna karavuM, bALI nAMkhave e badhI kalahanI aMtima avasthA che. je kalaha zAMta na thAya te aMtima avasthAmAM kheMcAI jAya che. pachI raudradhyAna potAnuM svarUpa dekhADe che. hiMsA karAve che. AtmAne kaSAya, azubha lezyA ane Arta-raudranA azubha dhyAna (adhyavasAya) mAM azubha pApa karmane ja baMdha thAya che, tethI kalaha e avazya pApa che. tethI jJAnI gItArthoe Ane pApasthAnaka kahyuM che. A pApasthAnaka nathI ema kaI kahI zakatuM nathI. agninI jema kalaha keTale prajvalita heAya che? jevI rIte agnine AgaLa jeTalA bALavA yogya padArtha maLe che tene laIne : agni kaMIka gaNe AgaLa vadhe che ane prajavalita thato ja jAya che. tevI rIte kalahanuM paNa evuM ja che. ekanI sAthe thayelA jhaghaDAmAM - vacce koI bIjuM-trIju Ave te tenI sAthe paNa jhaghaDI paDe che ane - vAraMvAra potAnA bhAI, bahena, mAtA, pitA, patnI vagerene pakSa | laIne kalahanA medAnamAM kUdI ja paDe che ke potAnA pitAnI vAta juThThI paNa hoya te paNa putra pitAne ja pakSa leze ane pitAnI badale - te belaze, rADa pADaze, buddhi deDAvaze ane huM belIne paNa pitAnI vAtane ja sAcI TharAvaze eTaluM ja nahIM, sagA-saMbaMdhInI jema - A kalaha jAtivAda para paNa thavA lAgaze. eka galImAMthI bhasatA kutarAnA pakSamAM jevI rIte bIjA kutarAo doDatA-deDatA Ave che tevI rIte eka parivAra athavA jAtinA vyaktinA mATe tenA parivAra tathA jAtinA leke paNa tenA pakSamAM AvIne besI jAya che. paraMtu A saMbaMdhane svArtha vyaktine AMdhaLo banAvI de che tene satya dekhAtuMsamajAtuM nathI. tethI kalaha karanAra-jhaghaDALuM vAraMvAra asatya (jUTha)ne paNa Azare le che ane bIjA anya pApasthAnakene paNa Azaro le che tethI ekIsAthe keTalA sAmuhika pApakarma karaze? keTalA karmo bAMdhaze? kalahazIla keTalA pApakarmothI bhAre bane che e te jete ja nathI.

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638 jAtIvAda para pahoMcI gayele kalaha jAtIya-vaimanasyanI hALImAM satata maLatA ja rahe che kAraNa ke Ave kalaharUpI khArAka teA rAja maLatA ja hAya che. peAtAnA (vyaktigata) jhaghaDAne jAtivAda para lai javAnu mahAna pApa kayAreya na karavu joIe ane e pApa thaI jAya te samajavu` ke A keTalAya varSoM sudhI cAlaze, jhaghaDavAvALA be-cAra te marI jaze paraMtu tenI pAchaLa temanA nimitte keTalAya jIvAtuM balidAna bhaviSyamAM levAze. Aje paNa keTalIka jAtiomAM uMdara-bilADI jevu vaimanasya jovA maLe che. paTela ane ThAkora, hiMdu-muslIma vagere keTalIya jAtiemAM AvuM jAtivera, khunnasa jovA maLe che ane tee laDatA-jhaghaDatA ja rahe che. kayAreka kayAreka jAtivAdane javALAmukhI evA phATe che ke sekaDAnA bhAga laI le che, ane kemI saMghaSa jagADe che, tethI ame koI paNa prakAranA kalahune kaiAmI saMghanuM svarUpa na ApIe e amArA hitamAM lAbhamAM ja che. AthI kalahunA bhayaMkara pApane jIvanamAMthI tilAMjalI ApIe e ja hitAvaha che ane tyAre ja mAnavI sukha-zAMtithI ArAmathI sUi zakaze anyathA mahAnukazAna cAlu ja raheze. kulahathI nukazAna kalahazIla peAte ja khATe che tene ja nukazAna che ane aMzamAtra paNa lAbha nathI. sau prathama te bhayaMkara kakha dha thAya che ane eka pApanI sAthe bIjA aneka pApeAnu sevana kare che. A ghaNuM moTu' nukazAna che. kalahazIlane AthI AgaLa vadhIne nukazAna teA e che OM te vinaya-viveka gumAve che, prAyaH kalahazIla avinayI, avivekI khanI jAya che. kajiyA karanAranuM sa MtASa dhana nAza pAme che ane asateSanI AgamAM ja maLatA rahe che. jhaghaDALu mAsa hamezA maryAdAnA bhaMga kare che. kalahazolane prAyaH krodha-mAnAdi kaSAyAne AdhAra levA paDe che, tethI te satata kaSAyeAnI vRttimAM rahe che. kaSAyAnA dADa tene khALatA rahe che. pachI te tApa ja satApa anI jAya che. jhaghaDaLu prAyaH A raudra dhyAnanI azubha vicAradhArAmAM ja rahe che. humezA ciMtAgrasa ja rahe che. tethI zarIra maLatu rahe che ane leAhI paNa garama rahe che. dilamAM dhaDakana vadhI jAya che. huMmezA gabharAmaNane

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anubhava rahe che. blaDapresara vadhI jAya che. zarIra kaMpavA lAge che. AMkhanI bhamaro caDhelI rahe che. mAthAmAM taNAva thAya che. tenA kAraNe anidrAne rega paNa lAgu paDe che. anidrAnI avarathAmAM vicAravAyu thaI jAya che te vicAronI hAramALA UbhI karI de che ane vicAro che eTalA vadhI jAya che ke tenAthI te thAkI jAya che. prAyaH kalahazIlane kharAba vicAra, na kahevAya evA vicAra vadhAre Ave che. te vicAromAM azubha lezyAonuM pramANa vadhAre rahe che. divase UThayA pachI paNa mAthA para bhAra hoya tevuM lAge che. jANe ke hajAra maNane je rAkhyo hoya ! AvI sthitimAM ciMtAgrasta manuSya vyasanI banI jAya che. evuM che ke dArU vagere pIne kaMIka bhUlavAne prayatna karUM. paraMtu A badhuM phegaTa che. kSaNika che. be kalAka mATe be vAte bhUlI paNa jaze. paraMtu trIja kalAke - bIjI be muzkelIo vadhu UbhI thaze. dhIme-dhIme magaja kamajora banatuM jAya che. maraNazakti ghaTatI jAya che, kalahazIla keTalAya rogane zikAra banI jAya che. "janaramA kamaLa-athavA pILIyAne roga thaI jAya che. rogInI jema haMmezA tene cAre bAjunI sapheda vastu paNa pILI ja dekhAya che. kSaNa-kSaNamAM tene te kalahanuM ja citra vAraMvAra AMkhonI sAme dekhAya che. vAtavAtamAM jhaghaDavAnI Teva paDI jAya che. A jhaghaDALu svabhAva banI jAya pachI te samAjamAM, lokeAmAM chApa ja kharAba paDI jAya che. leke tamane eka evI daSTithI joze, evA svarUpamAM joze ke jevI rIte aspRzyane jue, ane tamArI sAthe aspRzya je ja vyavahAra karaze. kalahazIla manuSya samAjanI daSTiethI phekAI gayeluM hoya che, yaza-kIrti pratiSThA e te badhA tenA mATe divA svapna jevA banI jaze. jhaghaDALunI bhASA bahu ja kharAba-halakI hoya che. gALanI gaMdI bhASA vAraMvAra prayogamAM Ave che. UMghamAM paNa baDabaDa kare che ane svabhAva ja eTalo cIDiyA banI jAya che ke vAtavAtamAM te kutarAnI jema bhasavA lAge che. keIne paNa kApavAno ja prayatna kare che. jIvanamAM lapharmadevI paNa risAyelI dekhAya che. dhana-saMpatti badhu vinAzanI dizAmAM cAlyA jAya che. keI sagA-saMbaMdhI tene prema nathI karatA, cAhatA nathI, mitra paNa badhA duzmana banI jAya che ane ekalApaNAne

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640 rAga teNe asahya banI jAya che. jyAre kalahuzIla vyakti peAtAnI sahanazakti kheAI bese che tyAre AtmahatyAnA AzarA le che. vicAre, jIvana keTaluM barabAda thai jAya che? ane jiMdagI duHkhI thaIne pasAra karavI paDe che. AtmahatyAnI pachI bhUta-preta-byaMtaranI gatimAM paNa kayAM zAMti che? tyAM hajAragaNuM duHkha vadhAre che. saMsAranI bhava-paraMparA agaDI jaze ? kulahathI ke badha eka vAta nizcita thaI gaI che ke kalahu e pApasthAnaka che. tethI krama dha avazya thAya che. pApa azubha kama che. tethI AThe karmAMnI azubha prakRtienA baMdha avazya karAve che. cAre ghAtI kama` tA sava thA azubha ja che. tethI jJAnAvaraNIya kamanA baMdha (varadatta-majarInI jema) karAve che. jenA kAraNe jJAnanI prApti thatI nathI, buddhi vadhatI nathI. echI buddhirUpe janma pAme che. mUMgApaNu, baherApaNuM, bekhaDApaNu paNa udayamAM Ave che tevI rIte kalaha karanAradanAvaraNIya kama paNa khAMdhe che, tIvra nidrA vagerene AdhIna banI jAya che. jovAnI-- samajavAnI zakti nAza pAme che ane mAhanIya kama sauthI vadhAre tIvra maMdhAya che, kaSAya meAhanIyane aMdha thAya che, jenA udayathI pharIthI jhaghaDA ja cAle che. pAMce prakAranI dAnAdi zaktine nAza pAme che ane aMtarAya vadhAre rahe che. nAmakama nI azubha prakRtinA baMdha thAya che. jenAthI aMge.pAMga, zarIranA varNAdi vagere kharAkha maLe che. nIca getra, nIca kuLamAM janma thAya che DheDa-bhaMgI-mAcI bane che ane jhupaDapaTTImAM janme che. azAtA vedanIya kA~nA kAraNe ghaNA rAge janma pAme che, tatra zArIrika vedanA thAya che, kADharAga, raktapitta, cAmaDInA roga, mAthAnA roga, meDhAnA rAga vagere aneka rAge! vadhI jAya che. krutinuM AyuSya AMdhe che. A rIte kalahanA pApathI aMdhA kharAma karyAMnA ja adha thAya che. kalaha adhama vadhe che sArA miSTho, sajjaneA, zakti sauMpanna, dharmAMnA upAsako athavA sAdhu-sAvIe paNa kalahanA svabhAvane cheADI na zake tA tA temane aghaDatA joIne trIjA adhama pAmaze. tame keTalA paNa sArA dhamI tapasvI haze| paraMtu kalahanA kAraNe tamArI ijjata dhULa jevI tha 1

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641 jAya che ane loko tamArA tapanI paNa niMdA karaze, dharmanI hAMsI uDAvaze. sAdhu-sAdhvInI apratiSThA thaze ane loke dharmathI vimukha banI jaze. tethI keIne paNa dharmanA mArge caDAvavA hoya, keIne dhamI banAvavA haze to paNa ApaNe kaleza-kalahathI dUra rahevuM joIe. kadAca ApaNe koIne dharmanA mArge na caDhAvI zakIe te kaMI nahIM paraMtu koIne adharmanuM nimitta to na ja ApIe. potAnI samatA ane sahanazIlatAnA kAraNe paNa keTalAka dharmane pAmaze. bIjAne adharma nuM nimitta ApavathI ApaNe pote durlabhabodhI banIe chIe. kalaha-kalezane dUra karavA mATe zuM karIe ? kalahanA viSayamAM ATaluM jANyA pachI tenI davA paNa jANI laI e te lAbha thAya saMsAra to kaleza kaSAyathI bharelo paDayo che. ApaNe temAMthI ApaNI jAtane bacAvI laIe te paNa ghaNuM sAruM che. kalahathI bacavAne zreSTha upAya che vRtti ane pravRttinuM mauna eTale saMkalpa vikalpane baMdha karavA joIe ane vANIthI mauna sevavuM joIe? khabara paDe ke ahIM kalaha thaI rahyo che vadhI rahyo che. hamaNAM ja zarU thavAnI taiyArI che te tarata ja maunane Azraya le joIe. maunanI pratijJA ja karI levI joIe ane bolyA sivAya na rahevAya te chevaTe zeDe kAla kSepa karavo joIe 2 minITa paNa krodhamAM vilaMba thAya che te tenuM 50 TakA jora ochuM thaI jatuM hoya che. eTale kalaha kALe samaya pasAra karavA bahAra nIkaLI javuM joIe. te be kalAka sAdhu saMtone samA gama karI Ave jethI eka vAtAvaraNa ja badalAI jAya na bolavAmAM nava guNa che. lAbha ja che. sAsu-vahunA dararejanA cAlatA jhaghaDAnA kAraNe duHkhI thayelI vahu sAdhu mahArAjane upAya pUche che. sAdhue pAse rahelA eka sapheda geLa patthara upara vAsakSepa nAkhIne vahune Ape ane kahyuM ke je A maMtrita patthara che jyAre paNa sAsu bole tyAre tAre A pattharane chAnemAne moDhAmAM mUkI devAne ane enA prabhAvathI tamAro haMmezane mATe jhaghaDo maTI jaze. vahue jaIne te pramANe karyuM. belatI sAsunI sAme ja ghuMghaTamAM chAnI rIte pathara meMmAM mUkI dIdhe ene prabhAva e paDaye ke vahu sAsunI sAme eka akSara paNa bolI nA zakI. AthI jhaghaDe AgaLa vadhyo ja nahI ene. aMta jhaDapathI AvI gayA. 4-6 divasa sudhI satata A prayoga cAlyo. sAsue

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642 vicAryuM ke vahu te kaMI bolatI ja nathI te huM zA mATe ekalI baDabaDa karUM? te paNa bolatI baMdha thaI gaI. gharamAM zAMti sthapAchuM A upacanuM sevana karavAmAM na AvyuM hatuM te 46 jhiyA- je kahyuM che te sArthaka thAta. AthI "mauna sarvArtha sAdhana ' e kahevatanuM dhyAna rAkhI jIvana jIvavuM joIe. prati divasa je maunanI Adata paDI jaze te ghaNe lAbha thaze. mauna nA arthanI sUkSmatAne samajavI jarUrI che. jJA sAramAM pa. pU. zrI yazovijayajI ma.sA. pharamAvyuM che ke. sulabhaM vAganuccAraM maunamekedriyeSvapi / pudgalaSvapravRttiH yogAnAM maunamuttamam / / na bolavA rUpa mauna to ekedriyAdimAM paNa sulabha che. paNa pu galamAM pravRtti na karavI, ramaNatA na karavI. e gIonuM uttama evuM mauna che. vicAromAM parivartana ANIzuM to uccAramAM jarUrathI zI parivartana AvI zakaze. jIvanamAM janabhakti jIvamaitrI ane jaDavi kitane triveNI saMgama sthapAI jAya te saMkalapa vikalpanI hAramALa baMdha thatA jIvana sva ane parane mATe AzIrvAda rUpa banI zake che. A kalahane je nAza karavA hoya te prabhunuM Agama ApaNuM sahAya kare che. atyAre maLelI paristhiti karma sajIta che evI zraddha thavAthI jIva te paristhiti sahana karavA mATenI mAnasika taiyArI ka zake che. ApaNuM vAveluM ja jyAre ApaNe laNavAnuM che te tene do deve ? bAhya duniyAnI koIpaNa vyakti doSapAtra dekhAtI nathI. pAI kalaha kenI joDe kare? jIva aNahakkanuM levAnI vRttithI gerasama jathI duHkhI thato hoya che. A baMne doSane dUra karIe eTale duHkha thavAnuM paNa enI meLe baMdha thaI jAya che. koIpaNa prasaMganuM zAsacakSuthI avalokana karavAmAM Ave te tya kalahanI keI zakayatA ubhI ja rahetI nathI. dA. ta. mAnI le ke tAre eka saMyukta kuTuMbanA vaDIla che. gharamAM rahIne kuTuMbanA kalyANa mA tame Aja divasa sudhI tanatoDa mahenata karI che. svanA utkarSane pA gauNa samajI kauTuMbika lAgaNIthI tame kuTuMbanI unnati mATe sarva svanuM balidAna karyuM che. have gharamAM tamArI kadara nathI thatI ane yaza

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643 badale apayaza maLe che te tamane tethI asaMtoSa thaze ane temAMthI beda arati udvignatA kalaha vi. ghaNuM thavAnI zakyatA ubhI thAya che paNa A prasaMgane meharAjAnI asara rahita tAtvika rIte vicAravAmAM Ave te kAMI paNa aniSTa banatuM nathI. tamane duHkha paNa thatuM nathI. AvA prasaMge zuM vicAraNA karI zakAya tene pAMca rIte vicArIe. (1) sauthI prathama te jIve vicAravuM joIe ke ghaNA varSo pUrva meM apayaza nAmakarma bAMdhyuM che enuM A phaLa che. meM keIne yaza Ape nathI te mane kyAMthI maLe ? mArA bAMdhelA karmothI A paristhitinuM nirmANa thayuM che. eTale apayaza ApanAra vyakti te nimitta mAtra che. tenuM upAdAna kAraNa te mArA azubhakarmane udaya ja che. ane A udaya zAthI thayo ? meM te karma bAMdhyuM hatuM tethI udaya thayo eTale vartamAna paristhiti mATe saMpUrNa javAbadAra mArA karmabaMdhane udayakALa che. eTale koI jIva jeDe arUcibhAva kare egya nathI. khATalI vicAraNA karavA mATe samayakRtvanA pAMca lakSaNemAMnuM Astikaya ApaNI madade Ave che. Astikya eTale zraddhA. zraddhALu jIvane nIcenI 6 vAtamAM pratIti hoya che. (1) AtmA che 2) AtmA nitya che (3) AtmA pratikSaNa sAtasAta karma bAMdhe che ane AyuSyakarmanA baMdha samaye bhavamAM ekavAra ATha karma bAMdhe che. eTale AtmA karmone kartA che. (4) AtmA pote ja karelA karmanA phaLane bha katA che. A vAtane je hArdika svIkAra thaI jAya te jIvane kalaha, duHkha thavAnI zakayatAne ja nAza thAya che. kAraNa ke have viparIta paristhiti mATe ApaNe karmane ja javAbadAra gaNIe chIe. bAhya vyakti ApaNuM mAnasapaTa uparathI adazya thaI gaI. mAnasazAstrano A eka niyama che ke je vastu mATe tame mAnasika rIte taiyAra ho che, tene jyAre vAstavikatAthI svIkAravAno avasara Ave tyAre tamane ochuM duHkha thAya che. tenA pratyAghAto zAMta bane che. basa Aja rIte huM mArA ja karelA karmanA phaLane bhakatA chuM AvI vAta zraddhAmAM sthIre thatA jIva zAMta bane che. aMtamukha bane che. (5) mekSa che (6) ane mene upAya che. samyagadarzana. samyaga jJAna ane samyaphacAritra e mekSa mAge che. A cha vastunI zraddhA Astika AtmAmAM hoya che. emAM cothA sthAnanI zraddhA thatA jIva saMkalpa-vikalpa rahita banI zake che.

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644 bIjA upara ALa abhyAkhyAna karate aTakI jAya che. Astiya guNane vikAsa karavAthI kamaranA phaLane vizvAsa bese che. ArtadhyAna baMdha thAya che. (2) have A eka apayazanAma karma bAMdhyuM te tamArI prathama bhUla ane bIjI bhUla ke te karmanuM tame saMkamaNa na karyuM. karma bAMdhyA pachI paNa zubhAzubha vicArothI emAM parivartana ANI zakAya che. dA. ta. tame koInI niMdA karI ane nIca netra karma bAMdhyuM pachI gurU mahArAjane yeAga thaye niMdAnA kadArUNa vipAke jANI tamane tame karelI niMdA pratye pazcAtApa thaye tame AlocanA karI zuddha thayA te saMbhava che ke te bAMdhelA te nIca gotra karmamAM sthitighAta ke rasaghAta thaye heya eTale ke tenuM baLa ghaTI gayuM hoya athavA te uMcagetra rUpe saMkamaNa parivartana paNa thayuM hoya. have gharamAM kadara nathI thatI tenuM bIjuM kAraNa karma bAMdhyA pachI tame temAM ghaTADe sudhAro karyo nathI. koIpaNa kAma baMdhAya che tyAre nikAcita baMdhAtu nathI. nikAcIta kameM bahu ochA baMdhAya che. kama bAMdhyA pachI tenI nikAcanA thAya che. eTale koI paNa zubhAzubha ganA pravartana pahelAM khUba abhilASA utsukatA hoya, karatI vakhate AnaMda AsvAda hoya ane karyA pachI tenI bharapeTa anamedanA hoya to A karma nikAcIta baMdhAya che. eTale A vastu batAve che ke karma bAMdhyA pachI paNa temAM pheraphAra thaI zake che. To err is human to confess is divine. mANasa mAtra bhUlane pAtra, paNa tene kabUla karavI e divyatA che. have karma bAMdhyA pachI tame AlecanA, niMdA gaha (gurU sAkSIe nivedana) dvArA tene niSphaLa na karyuM te tamArI bIjI bhUla. (3) A baMne bhUle bhUtakALanI che. have vartamAnakALanI bhUla joIe. tame koIne gALa bele ane te tamane tamAro mAre te karma sudhI lAMbA thavAnI jarUra nathI. vartamAnakALane tamAre avaLe purUSArtha e ja paristhiti mATe javAbadAra che. eTale gharamAM badhuM karyA pachI paNa jazane badale jUtIyAM maLe che te vartamAnakALane tamAre koI avaLe puruSArtha te nathI ne ? tenI tapAsa te karI le. kAmanuM vaitaru te ghaNuM kare che, paNa jIbha kAtara jevI to nathI ne ? bIjAnuM apamAna te nathI karatAM ne? bIjA pratye tiraskAravRttinI jamAvaTa to nathI karIne ? je A badhuM haze te tamArA duSTa svabhAvathI tamane apajaza maLe che to te svabhAva sudhArI laIe eTale apayaza

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645 ogaLI jAya. jagatane sudhAravuM muzkela che, parAdhIna che, jAtane sudhAravI svAdhIna che saraLa che eTale aMtarmukha vRttithI Introspection thI je ApaNI vRtti ane pravRttinuM nirIkSaNa karavAmAM Ave te A paristhiti sudharI jAya. (4) tamArI cethI bhUlamAM tame noMdha leje ke tamArA sAkSIbhAvane abhAva e tamArA du:khanuM kAraNa che. sAkSI bhAva eTale mohanIya karmanI asara rahita avasthA. tamane yazanI IcchA che e ja vAta tamane apayaza veLAe duHkhI kare che. mAnanI IcchA abhimAnIpaNuM e AtmAnI vikRti che. enA kAraNe jIva duHkhI thAya che. jIva je niSkAma, anAsakta karma kare te duHkhI na thAya. gItAmAM paNa A vAta kahI che, varmavera epichAte mA jevu kartavya karatAM rahevuM e ja ApaNI maMjIla che phaLanI IcchA e ja zalya che. asaMgagamAM AvelA jIvane kalahanuM kaI prayajana ja nathI. bIjA cha pratye pharajathI rahevuM paNa mamavathI nahIM. gharamAM saunI sAthe rahevA chatAM sauthI aLagA rahetAM zIkhIe te bIjA badhA pApothI sahaja rIte bacI zakAya che. jyAre ApaNe gharamAM pharajathI jIvIe chIe tyAre bIjA pAsethI vaLataranI IcchA rahetI nathI ane mamatvathI jIvIe chIe tyAre vaLataranI IcchA ubhI rahe che. ane sAmethI ApaNane pratibhAva nathI maLatuM tyAre jIva duHkhI thaI jAya che. kaLatara ubhI thAya che ane maharAjAnuM raunya baLataNanuM kAma kare che. AvI paristhitimAM AtmAe mahArAjAnI maitrI teDI dharmarAjAnI maitrI karavI joIe. eTale ke moharAjAnI doravaNI heThaLa na cAlatA zAstrokta salAhane jIvanamAM prAdhAnya ApavuM joIe. TUMkamAM ema kahI zakAya ke iMgI matsyanI jema jIvavuM joIe. zRMgI e masyanI jAtivizeSa che. temanI vilakSaNatA e che ke khArA samudramAM rahIne paNa mIThA pANIthI jIve che. zI rIte zakya bane? naDhIo jyAre samudramAM maLe che ane pitAnA mIThA pANI jyAM sudhI khAre banatA nathI ne saMgamasthAnamAM A mAchalAo jIve che. basa tevI ja rIte ApaNe paNa duniyAnI kaDavAza rUpI khArA peTamAM rahevA chatAM paNa je prabhunI AjJArUpI mIThA pANInA je saMgamasthAne che temAM rahIe te A badhuM dUra thaI zake che. TUMkamAM ApaNA mAM rahelI moha ane

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646 ajJAnanI vRtti ApaNane duHkhI kare che. tenAthI aLagA thaIe tA kalahu vi. pApasthAnAthI bacI zakAya !!! Aje tamane apayaza maLe che kAraNake khIjA jIveAne tamArA pratye dveSa che ane A dveSanuM kAraNa ke tamArA prema pUchkoTInA anya nathI. jo ApaNA guNA siddhi keTInA ane teA tenAthI bIjA jIvAnA prayeAjananI siddhi thAya che. eTale ke bIjA jIveAmAM te te guNe! AvI jAya che. dA. ta. prabhu mahAvIranI samatA pUrNa kaTInI hatI te tenA samAgamamAM AvanAra nitya nairavALA uMdara-bilADI, sApanALIyA mAM paNa vairane nAza thate hateA. jJAnasAramAM vAta pU. cazeAvijyajI ma. pharamAve che ke -- icchA tadvat kathA prItiH pravRttiH pAlanaM paraM / stharya bAdhaka bhIhAniH sidhyiranyArtha sAdhanam // eTale ApaNA gurU jo Taca kakSAmAM AvI jAya te bIjA jIvemAM te guNeA phelAI zake che. TUMkamAM viSama paristhitimAM sAdhaka AtmAne peAtAnI kSatinuM darzana thAya che. ane tene dUra karavA mATe te utsuka ane che. AthI para joDe kalaha, IrSyA, adekhAi, abhyAkhyAna, vigerenI zakayatA ja UbhI thatI nathI, sAcI zraddhA ne samyajJAnanA baLe jIva game tevI paristhitimAM pagu manaHsthiti ekasarakhI saraLa, zAMta, niSkaSAya rAkhI zake che. A aAkamAM samajAve che ke kAi paNa guNNAnI cAra kakSA che. IcchA, pravRtti, sthiratA ane siddhi. IcchA eTale samatA vi. guNNAnI tathA te guNavALA jIvAnI kathAmAM atyaMta AnaMda AvaveA pachI jIva te te guNeAnI prApti karavA mATe pravRtti kare che te tenI khIjI kakSA che. pravRtti karatAM je khAdhakasyAne Ave che, aMtarAya Ave che, aticArAnu sevana thavAnA prasaga Ave che te vakhate aticAranA bhayathI pAchA na pharavuM te sthiratA kahevAya che ane pachI te te guNe TAca kakSAnA khane che tyAre siddhi keTInA te te guNeAthI khIjAnAM kAryo siddha thAya che. AmAM eka draSTAMta ati upayAgI che. pa. pU vAsvAmI pAse khIjA samudAyanA ziSyA jJAnAdinI prApti mATe upasa'padA sAmAcArI anusAra AvI rahyA che te vakhate prAtaHkALe pU. vajrasvAmIne paNa eka

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647 kavinuM Ave che ke "Aje jenA viSe huM nipAvane ghaDe banI zakuM be ziSya mane maLaze. " AvazyakasUtrane anusAra ziSyanI grahaNa gyatAnA AdhAre gurUnA traNa prakAra paDe che (1) ghInA ghaDA jevA gurU (2) telanA ghaDA jevA gurU ane (3) niSpAvanA (vAlanA) ghaDA jevA gurU. AmAM zreSTha prakAra trIje che. kAraNa ke ghIne ghaDo khAlI karIe te ghaDAmAM thIjeluM coTeluM ghI ghaNuM rahI jAya che. tene ghaDo khAlI karatAM saMpUrNa tela khAlI thaI jAya che paNa tenI cIkAzane paTa to jAmelo ja rahe che. ane vAla (eka kaThaLa dhAnya vizeSa ) no ghaDo khAlI karavAmAM AvatAM te saMpUrNa khAlI thaI jAya che. eTale gurU pitAnuM saMpUrNa jJAna khAlI karI de evA zikhe bhAgyazALI che. have te divase A ziSya pU. vajIsvAmI pAse pahoMcI jAya che. bhaNavA mATe Avyo chuM ema vAta karI paNa sAthe nivedana karyuM ke mArA gurUjIe bhinna vasatimAM (upAzrayamAM) saMthAre (suvA) karavAnI vAta karI che. pa. pU. vAsvAmIe saMmati ApI zAstrone ucca abhyAsa karyA pachI jyAre ziSya pAchA phare che. tyAre pUche che ke mArA gurUjIe AvI zarata zA mATe mUkI hatI ? te vakhate vAsvAmI upaga mUkIne kahe che ke tArA gurUjI atyaMta vicakSaNa ane zAsana premI che. mATe AvI AjJA karela mArI joDe je saMthAro kare che tene aNasaNanA pariNAma jAgRta thAya che ane AtmakalyANa karI AmennatinI ucca zIkharo sara karI jAya che. have tArA jevA samartha ziSe paNa je AtmakalyANano TUM ke mArga apanAvI le te zAsananuM zuM thAya ? eTale zAsananI dAjha khAtara tArA gurUjIe tane A AjJA karela. AthI nakakI thAya che ke vAsvAmIjInA siddhi keTInA vairAgyanI asara sahavAsIne thatI. have ApaNA guNone vikasAvIne je pUrNa keTInA banAvIe to bIjAnA doSa enA cuMbakIya kSetra (Charged field) nI aMdara AvatAM ja nAza pAmI jAya che. Ama AtmAbhimukha daSTithI avalokana karavAmAM Ave te dareka praznonA sukhada samAdhAna maLe che kalahane AMtya tika nAza thAya che ane sva ane para banemAM zAMtInuM zAsana sthapAya che. Ama vividha upAyothI kalahane nivArI zakAya che. | samatA rAkhavI kSamAyAcanAnI vRtti rAkhavI joIe. T sahanazIlatA vadhAravI joIe. koIpaNa saMgomAM manane

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648 samajAvuM joIe ke he mana ! tane kaI gadheDe, vAMdare kahe te zuM tenA kahevAthI tuM gadheDe, vAMdaro thaI gayo? sahanazakti vadhAravAthI samatA vadhaze ane tyAre ja cAre bAjuthI kalahanI zAMtine anubhava thaze. bIjAnI vAtane sAMbhaLavI paNa svIkAravI nahIM. vANa para saMyama rAkhatA zIkhavuM joIe. ziSTa, sabhya, uMcI, AdaraNIya bhASA bolavAnI Teva pADavI joIe. nAnA-meTAnA vinaya-vivekanI maryAdA rAkhavI joIe. maryAdAne bhaMga kayAreya kare na joIe. maryAdA bhaMga thatAM kalahanuM nimitta maLe che. mATe nimittathI dUra rahevuM. kSamApanAne bhAva rAkhavo joIe. "micchAmi dukakaDa" ne maMtra bAlavAthI, kSamAyAcanA karavAthI kalaha turata ja zAMta thaI jAya che. pachIthI AgaLa vadhatuM nathI. tethI kSamAzIla banIne jaldIthI kSamA mAMgI levI joIe. bhUlene kabUla karavAnI eTale ke zAMta bhAve svIkAra karavAnI Teva pADavI joIe. vAtanI zarUAtamAM ja je jaldIthI bhUla svIkArI laIe te jhaghaDAnuM keI kAraNa ja rahetuM nathI. vAta AgaLa vadhatI ja nathI. pratidivasa rAtre sUtI vakhate mAro keI duzmana-vairI che ja nahIM evI suMdara maitrI bhAvanAnI prArthanA karIne sUvuM joIe. ochAmAM ochuM bolavAnI ane pramANapata belavAnI ja Teva pADavI joIe. adhika jarUriyAtathI vadhAre ane nirarthaka belavAthI kalaha vadhe che. tethI ekadama ochuM bolavAthI kalaha ocho thAya che. ItihAsamAM thayelA kalahAnA pariNAmone vicAra kara joIe. pitA dazaratha rAjA je samaye rAmane rAjagAdI ApavAnA hatA, rAmane rAjayAbhiSeka karavAnA hatA tenA badale rAmane vanavAsa maLe enuM paNa kAraNa zuM che ? kayIne kajiyo ! kaikayInI dAsI maMtharAe rANI keyInA kAnamAM phUMka mArI. rANIne caDhAvI. kaikayIe vagara vicArye dAsI maMtharAe kahelI vAta kahI ane tenA AvegamAM dazaratha rAjA sAthe jhaghaDI paDI jhaghaDo zarU thaye varadAna mAMgavAnA samaye teNIe potAnI vAta mUkI. AvA samaye rAjA dazaratha vacanathI baMdhAyelA hatA tethI lAcAra hatA, ane

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648 AMtarika kalahathI eTalA duHkhI thaI gayA ke prANa paNa evA paDayA. bhUtakALanA AvA kelahAnA pariNAmeno vicAra karIne prApta thayela prasaMge bacavAno prayatna karavuM joIe. Adhunika maMtharAnA bhaMga na banI javAya enI kALajI rAkhavI. - gaMgAmAM snAna karIne pAchA pharI rahelA saMnyAsIe dUrathI AvatA caMDAlane joIne tiraskAra-napharata karatAM bUma pADavA lAgyA-are! dUra khasI jA, dUra jato rahe caMDAla ! caMDAla doDA-doDatA AvIne saMnyAsIne gaLe bAjhI paDe. hasatAM-hasatAM kahevA lAgyAAje mAro bhAI varSo pachI maLe che tene mane AnaMda che. A saMgharSane jovA mATe seMkaDe loke bhegA thaI gayA. tamAzAne teDuM hotuM nathI. jhaghaDAmAM sAmasAmI, gALAgALI, mArAmArI, kApAkApI karavAvALA badhA sarakhA ja hoya che. ahIM nAnA-meTAne bhedabhAva bhUMsAI jAya che. AthI jyAre moTA mANase nAnAnI joDe kalaha kare che. tyAre tenI meTAIne nAza thAya che. gurUtA haNAya che. Ijajata AbarU ochI thAya che. mAna-sanmAna ghaTe che. gaMgAmAM snAna karIne AvatAM saMnyAsI upara eka vezyA ghUMkI. svAmIjI bIjIvAra snAna karavA gayA. vezyA bIjI-trIjIvAra paNa dhUkI. svAmIjI sAtavAra gaMgAmAM snAna karI AvyA ane vezyA sAta vAra pAna khAIne temanA para thUkI A joIne lokoe kahyuM-svAmIjI ! Apa ekavAra vezyAne cIDAtA kema nathI ? jarA be zabdo saMbhaLAvIe te tarata bhAgI jaze. saMnyAsIe kahyuM-are ! huM saMnyAsI thaIne vezyA sAthe jhaghaDuM ? keInI sAthe jhaghaDavuM eTale tenA jevA thavuM -banavuM. e mane pasaMda nathI. emAM mane zuM nukazAna che ? nukazAna te bicArI teNIne che-sAta pAna khAvAmAM sAta rUpiyA tenA gayA. mane to gaMgAmAM snAna karavAthI puNya ja maLyuM che. je durjana potAnI duSTatA na cheDe to sajajane e paNa potAnI sajajanatAne na choDavI joIe. gaMbhIra banavAno prayatna karI joIe. jJAna prApta karIne jJAna gaMbhIra banavuM joIe. nirdI -niSkaSAyI banIne seMkaDe saMgharSothI bacI zakIe chIe. badhA pratye pUjyabhAva-AdarabhAva rAkhavAthI kalaha-kaSAya ochA thAya che.

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650 kalaha kaMkAsanuM vicitra svarU5 - kodhAdi mAnasika kaSAyonA kAraNe kalahanuM udbhavasthAna mana che. kalahanuM Ayojana manamAM thAya che. ane pachI vacanayoganA mAdhyamathI bahAra pragaTa thAya che. ghaNuM kalahane pragaTa karIne haiyAmAMthI varALa kADhIne ThaMDA thaI jAya che, jyAre ghaNAM manamAM mAnasika kalaha-kalezane rAkhIne bese che. manamAMthI kADhI nathI zakatA, ane muMjhAyA kare che. rAga-dveSanI tIvratAnI sAthe kalahanI utpatti ane vRddhi thAya che, arthAt jema jema rAga vadhe tema tema kalaha vadhatuM jAya ane jema jema zreSa vadhato jAya tema tema kalahanuM pramANa paNa vadhatu jAya che. krodhAdi kaSAyathI AviSTa thayela manuSyanA vacana egamAM je vAyuddha cAle che. te kalaha kahevAya che. janmajAta mUMgA-baherA mANasa hoya je belI na zakatA hoya tene kalaha pApa lAge ke na lAge? jo na lAgatu hoya te te mUMgAbaherA thavuM sArUM! lAbhamAM che. nA...nA..kalaha kaMkAsanuM svarUpa enA jIvanamAM paNa che. kAraNa ke rAga-dveSa-kaSAye paDayA hoya eTale kalaha thayA vinA rahetuM nathI, mULa kAraNa nA kAraNe kAlpatti thaI jAya che. mUMgA-baherAmAM paNa rAga-dveSa-kaSAyeno udaya che. tethI te kalahane vyakta karavA mATe hAtha-paga-meDhAnA hAva-bhAva Adine upaga kare che. meTu bagADIne hAva bhAvathI pitAne Akroza vyakta kare che, athavA hAtha-paga upADIne, vastu pheMkIne. ane mArAmArI karIne paNa kalahane vyakta kare che. tethI mUMgA-baherAne paNa kalahanuM pApa sthAna lAge che, karma baMdhAya che. kalaha-jhaghaDe karatA-karatA tevA prakArane jhagaDAluM svabhAva banI jAya che. ane kalaha jyAre paNa pragaTa thAya che tyAre tanamAM, manamAM nukazAna kare che. jhagaDe ane ka guNone ghAta kare che. kAraNa ke saMgharSa vakhate jhagaDAmAM banne vyaktio eka sarakhe lAge che, game te sAre uMco-moTo mANasa paNa haze to te paNa jyAre bIjAnI sAthe saMgharSa karIne jhagaDo haze tyAre, te paNa gALAgALI karatA haze ane sAme vALe paNa gALo dete haze tyAre bannemAM taphAvata zuM raheze ane sarakhA lAgaze? bIju sArA IjajatadAra pratiSThita meTA mANasane

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651 paNa bIjAnI sAthe jhagaDavA mATe sAmenI vyaktinA levaNa upara nIce utaravuM paDe che. sAmenI makti je stara upara haze te stara (pagathIyA) upara AvIne tenA jevI gALA vagerenA upayeAga karave paDe che. tevI halakI bhASA elavI paDe che. AvA kalahanA kAraNe kAne nukazAna thAya che? Ijjatta pratiSThA meLavela pratiSThita vyaktine ja nukazAna thAya che, tenI pratiSThA jhakhavAya che. te halakA paDe che. paraMtu sAme jhagaDAkhAra je bAjhavAnI ja vRttipravRttivALA che, jenI chApa ja tevA prakAranI che. tene zu' nukazAna thaze ? tenI samAjamAM Ama paNa ijjata-AbarU--ke pratiSThA teA che ja nahIM mATe tene nukazAna nathI thatuM. parantu sabhya sArA mANasane nukazAna vadhAre lAge che. bhagavA veSadhArI mAvAjI upara raste cAlatA rAhadArIe badanakSInA keTamAM kesa karyAM ane khAvAne korTamAM ghasaDI gayA, tyAre bhagavA veSamAM kArTImAM javuM khAvAjIne bhAre AkarU lAgyu. bhale te sAcA hatA. kesa khATA dveSabhAva janya hateA...khAvAjI manamAM samaje che. parantu sAdhu svarUpe keTamAM keAInI samakSa upasthita thavuM bhAre kharAkha lAgatu hatu. AvA sa MjogemAM sAcA heAvA chatAM ane jItavAnI aNI upara chatAM paNa bAvAjI A kesamAM ja sAme kSamAyAcanA karIne A duniyAthI alipta rahevA vinave che. khasa, himAlayanI guphAmAM jatA rahe evA niya sAthe nIkaLI gayA. manuSya eka sAmAjika prANI che, samAjamAM rahevAnu` che. ane samAjamAM rAja ghaNAMnI sAthe vyavahAra Adi karavA paDe che. emAM ja rAga-dveSI ja rAga-dveSa! jyAM sudhI nAnA svarUpamAM hAya dAyaka nathI nivaDatA, kalahanu' rUpa nathI dhAraNa karatA. parantu jyAre rAga-dveSanuM pramANa ghaNuM vadhI jAya che. tyAre te kalahanu rUpa laI le che. ane emAM niyANA jo baMdhAI jAya tA tA keTalAya janma vItI jAya che? ene anta nathI Avata. badhAnI vacce tene khelavA-cAlavAne thAya che. ane e. che. tyAM sudhI kaSTa IrSyA-dveSa vadhu kalaha karAvanAra che, kalaha manane ane vAtAtaraNane paNa kaluSita kare che. vairanI paraparA vadhAranAra che, mitratA, prema,.

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652 saMbaMdha nehAdine teDanAra che. bagADanAra che. be mitro paNa laDatAjhagaDatA hoya te kALAntare te paNa eka-bIjAnA zatru banI jAya che. evI ja sthiti be bhAI tathA bahenamAM paNa bane che. ane mAtAputrI, pitA-putra, tathA gurU-ziSya AdimAM paNa thAya che, karahakajIyo dhanane nAza karanAra che. eka pitAnA baMne putro ahIM mRtyu pachI dhana mAla milkatanI vaheMcaNInA nimitte keTe gayA, varSo sudhI korTamAM jhagaDatA rahyA. paraMtu ene anna na Avyo, mUDI hAthamAM te na AvI paNa tenA karatA Dabala pisA kerTonA keso pAchaLa kharcAI gayA, pAyamAla banI gayA. ane khAvA-pIvAnA paNa vAMdhA paDI gayA. chatAM paNa laDavAnuM na choDayuM. laDatA-laDatA laDavAmAM ja khuvAra thaI gayA. bhUtakALamAM cothA ArAmAM be bhAIonA, athavA rAjA-rAjAnA yuddhomAM paNa nyAya nItimattAnuM pAlana thatuM hatuM yuddha zuM che? nAnA kalahanuM meTuM vizALa svarUpa che. evA yuddhamAM be rAjAonA AMtarika khaTarAga, ke saMgharSanA nimitto phATI nikaLelA yuddhomAM hajAro-lAkhanI prajA tathA lazkara pAyamAla thaI jAya che, ghaNI moTI muMvArI vaheravI paDe che, prAcIna ItihAsanA yuddhonuM varNana sAMbhaLatA cakkara AvI jAya ema che. ane vinAza lIlAnuM tAMDava nRtya sAMbhaLatA mahApralaya yAda AvI jAya che. ghaNI nagarIonI nagarIo, rAjyonA rAjyanuM Aja astitva paNa nathI rahyuM, vicAra karo keTalA bhayaMkara yuddho sarjAyA haze ? deza ane rASTranA nakSAo ja badalAI gayA che. A dharatIe keTaluM lohI pIdhuM haze? ene vicAra kare! A badhuM kalahanuM vikarALa svarUpa che. hakIkatamAM kalaha e aviveka-avinayanuM pariNAma che. je vinaya vivekanuM purepuruM pAlana karAyuM hota te kalaha bhabhakavAnuM kAraNa ja na raheta. parantu krodha-krodha sAme-sAme TakarAya che, mAna-mAna sAme sAme athaDAya che ane jota jotAmAM kalaha-kaMkAsa vadhI jAya che. jema be patthara athaDAya che ane agninA taNakhalA jhare che ane temAMthI vikarALa Aga paNa bhabhUkI UThe che. evI ja rIte athaDAyelA kodhAdi kaSAyone zabdonA taNakhalAthI bhayaMkara kalaha pragaTa thaI jAya che.

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653 kaSAye na maTe te kalaha ghaNIvAra jindagIbhara paNa nathI karatA. ane gAMTha baMdhAI jAya che. kalahathI dAridraya Ave che. dAridratAne prathama pAye che. asamAdhinuM mukhya kAraNa che. sAcI vAta che ke kalahavRttivALA jIvane samAdhi-zAnti kayAMthI prApta thAya? evA jIva mATe to A divAsvapna jevI vAta che. gharamAM rahele lakSamI paNa kalahamAM nAza pAmI jAya che. kaleza-kaSAya-kalahathI kuLa-khAnadAnI-vaMza-paraMparA-dharma tathA dhana badhAne nAza thAya che. kalahanA jhagaDAmAM sapaDAyela manuSya halakI bhASA vAparIne halakA nIca gotrAdi karmo upArjana karuM chuM. jhagaDAo mAM moTA bhAge asabhya, azlIla gaMdI bhASA vaparAtI hoya che. sabhya sAre vivekI bhASAmAM jhagaDo the asaMbhava jevuM lAge che. hasavAmAMthI mazkarI majAkamAMthI paNa pragaTa thayelo kaMkAsa AganI jema bahu jhaDapathI vadhIne bhAre vinAza sarjI de che. kalahapriya vyakti vizvAsapAtra nathI rahetuM. te sAco hovA chatAM paNa samAjamAMthI pratiSThA gumAvI bese che. kalahavRttinA kAraNe ghaNIvAra svAthI vyakti dharmasthAnamAM paNa avarodha ubhA kare che. ane pitAnA svabhAvanA AdhAre dharma kAryomAM paNa aMtarAya karIne bhAre karma bAMdhe che. kalaha halakA lekanuM pApa che. tuccha pApa che. nimnazreNinA lekenuM AcaraNa che. sabhya sajajana mANasane zobhe tevuM nathI. kalaha sadgatinuM nAza kare che. matine bhraSTa karI nAkhe che. eTale mati bagaDavAnI sAthe sAthe gati paNa bagaDe che. guNenI hAni karIne dezanI vRddhi karanAra kalaha kaSAyathI kene phAyado thaye che? uparathI kaleza kalaha-kaSAya-ke kaMkAsathI jitanArane paNa hAryA che ane hArelAne paNa jItelA je sarakhA ja karI nAMkhe che. kaMI ja pharaka nathI paDato. banne gumAve che. saneha-saMbaMdhaprIti-prema tUTI jAya che. zAstranA ghA te ghaNIvAra rUjhAI paNa jAya che. paraMtu zabdonA ghA eTalA uMDA hoya che ke te varSo vItavA chatAM paNa rUjhAtA nathI.... kalaha jhagaDAmAM thayelI mArA-mArI AdimAM zarIra upara paDelA ghAne varSo sudhI yAda rahe tevI nizAnIo rahI jAya che. pitAthI utpanna thayela ekane eka putra hovA chatAM paNa je te kalaha

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priya, kalahakAraka haze te! te putra paNa apriya banaze. kalahamAM sAmenI vyakti ApaNane zatru tulya bairI lAge che. eTale vaimanasya paNa ghaNu vadhI jAya che. sukhanA seMkaDo sAdhanA-vastue haiAvA chatAM paNa kalahe badhI majA agADI de che. jema dasa maNa dUdhapAkamAM garaiALInI lAranuM eka TIpuM paDatAnI sAthe badhuM ja jhera banAvI de che. tevIja rIte kalaha garoLInI kSAranA TIpA jevA che. amApa dhana-sa`patti-samRddhine viSarUpe pAraNamAvI nAMkhe che. A pramANe hajArA deSAthI duSita evA kalahane jJAnI mahApurUSa e pApasthAna rUpe gaNyA che. kalaha karavAmAM hajAro dASA che teA kalahanA tyAgamAM hajAro lAbha paNa che evA lAbhezane jo rasAsvAda anubhUti karavI hAya te! te kalaDu-kakAsanA tyAga karavAthI ja pragaTe che. mATe sAdhake te dizAmAM ja purUSArtha karavuM hitAvaha che. sajJana-munA-suzI-mahAta,vAre rphe svamAve zAMta // jagatanA madhA jIvA kaleza-kaSAya-kalahathI mace ane vAstavi sukha-zAMtine anubhava karIne sathA kalaha rahita muktidhAmane prApta kare e ja zubha bhAvanA OM zAMti zAMtipu zAMti

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- zrI dharma nAthasvAmine nama : 1 pa. pU. AcArya deva zrImad vijaya subodhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA pa. pU. munirAja zrI arUNavijayajI mahArAja ( rASTrabhASA 2na-vardhA, sAhityaratna-prayAga, nyAya darzanAcArya -muMbaI). Adi muni maMDaLanA vi. saM. 204pa nA jananagarazrI saMghamAM cAtumAsa daramyAna zrI dharmanAtha pa. he, jainanagara 2. mU. jana saMgha-amadAvAda, -taraphathI rojAyela 16 ravivArIya pa. pU. AcArya deva vijaya pa. pU. nirAjazrI subodhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. arUNavijayajI ma. sA. # cAturmAsika ravivArIya dhArmika zikSaNa zibira * A nI aMtagata cAlatI pa. pU. munirAja zrI arUNavijayajI mahArAjanA ka "pA.pa6], a.jA. bhAre" F - viSayaka ravivArIya sacitra jAhera pravacana zreNi nI prastuta paMdaramI pustikA zrI dharmanAtha po. he. jenanagara ve. mU. jaina saMdha taraphathI jananagara-zAradAmaMdira roDa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7 prastuta pravacana pustikA chapAvI prasiddha karavAmAM AvI che. Jaid education celibrary.org