Chidanand Saraswati Santvani 28

Author(s): Shivanand Adhvaryu
Publisher: Navjivan Prakashan Mandir Ahmedabad
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/006000/1

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saMtavANI graMthAvali 28) svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI

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svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI (Swami Chidananda Saraswati) saMkalana DaoN. zivAnaMda adhvaryu vIranagara (rAjakoTa) 1919 navajIvana prakAzana maMdira amadAvAda-380014

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A graMthAvalinAM 28 pustakonI kiMmata rU.300 thAya che. graMthAvalino saMpuTa kharIdanArane te rU. 200nA rAhata dare ApavAmAM Avaze. prAptisthAna (1) navajIvana prakAzana maMdira gUjarAta vidyApIThanI pAchaLa, po. navajIvana, amadAvAda-14 (2) navajIvana TrasTa (zAkhA), 130, zAmaLadAsa gAMdhI mArga, muMbaI - 400 002 (3) divya jIvana saMgha zivAnaMda Azrama, jodhapura TekarI, zivAnaMda mArga, amadAvAda -15 (4) divya jIvana saMgha zivAnaMda bhavana, rAmajI maMdiranI pALa, sarakArI presa sAme, AnaMdapurA, vaDodarA-390 001 (5) divya jIvana saMgha, zizuvihAra, bhAvanagara-364 001 (6) divya jIvana saMgha, mohana oNpTiziyana, AjhAda coka, valasADa-396 001 bAra rUpiyA (c) gujarAta divya jIvana saMgha trIjI AvRtti, prata 3,000, jUna 1999 punarmudraNa, prata 3, 000, oNkaTobara 2006 kula prata : 6, 000 ISBN 81-7229-237-6 (set) mudraka ane prakAzaka jitendra ThAkorabhAI desAI navajIvana mudraNAlaya, amadAvAda-380 014

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prakAzakanuM nivedana navajIvana ane divya jIvana saMghanA saMyukta upakrame 'saMtavANI graMthAvali'no 28 pustikAono A saMpuTa vAcakonA hAthamAM mUkatAM AnaMda thAya che. sarvadharmasamabhAvanA uddezane dhyAnamAM rAkhI A 'saMtavANI graMthAvali' saMpuTa brahmalIna zrI svAmI zivAnaMdajInI zatAbdI nimitte gujarAta divya jIvana saMgha dvArA taiyAra karavAmAM Avyo hato. te taiyAra karavAmAM aneka mitrono sahakAra maLyo hato. chatAM tenI pAchaLanI ekadhArI mahenata sva. uccharaMgabhAI svAdiyAnI hatI te noMdhavuM joIe. A graMthAvalinI pahelI AvRtti capocapa UpaDI gayA pachI 1985mAM tenuM punarmudraNa karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. paraMtu teya pahelI AvRttinI jema ja jhaDapathI vecAI jatAM graMthAvali ghaNAM varasathI upalabdha na hatI. gAMdhIjI prasthApita saMsthAnI badhA dharmonI sAcI samajaNa phelAvavAnI javAbadArI che. vaLI ucca zikSaNamAM have mUlyazikSaNa tathA tulanAtmaka dharmonA zikSaNanuM mahattva vadhatuM jAya che. kendra sarakAranA yojanA paMce mUlyonA zikSaNane protsAhana ApavAnuM samarthana karyu che. Ane anulakSIne A pustaka saMpuTa sAmAnya vAcako uparAMta ucca zikSaNamAM kArya karatA sahu koIne upayogI thaI paDaze. gujarAta divya jIvana saMghe A graMthAvali A yojanAmAM punarmudraNa mATe sulabha karI te mATe ame temanA AbhArI chIe. 'saMtavANI graMthAvali'nA A pustaka saMpuTanA prakAzanathI gAMdhIjInA sarvadharmasamabhAvano saMdezo sarvatra vasatAM gujarAtI kuTuMbomAM prasaraze evI AzA che. 2-411.84.24.-2 3

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navajIvana TrasTanA dastAvejamAM tenA uddezonI pUrti sAru je je pravRttio karavAnuM sUcaveluM che temAM hindamAM vaselI badhI judI judI komo vacce aikyano pracAra karavAnuM sUcavavAmAM AvyuM che. te hetu mATe navajIvane gUjarAta vidyApIThamAM prasthApita karelA anAmata kozamAMthI A saMtavANI graMthAvali'nuM punarmudraNa jUna 1999mAM prasiddha karI rAhata dare ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. saMtavANI graMthAvali'nI mAMga cAlu rahetAM navajIvana taraphathI tenuM A trIjuM punarmudraNa prasiddha karavAmAM AvI rahyuM che. ane tenI kiMmata sAmAnya vAcakane paravaDe tevI rAkhavAmAM AvI che te noMdhavA jevuM che. amane AzA che ke sarvadharmasamabhAvanA pracArArthe thatA A prakAzanane vAcako taraphathI yogya AvakAra maLavAnuM cAlu raheze. tA. 2- 10 - '06

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anukramaNikA 1. janma ane bALapaNa 2. satyanI zodhamAM 3. zikhyapadanAM vIsa varSo 4. gurudeva sAthenI yugapravartaka yAtrA 5. navI duniyAmAM 6. vizvayAtrA 7. satsaMga 8. padadalitonA sAthI 9. mahAna jAgRtikAra 10. virala divya vyakti 11. jJAnano bhaMDAra 12. paLepaLa divya jIvana 13. upadeza

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1. janma ane bALapaNa zucInAM zrImatAM gehe yogabhraSTo abhijAyate / vikAsa to jIvanano krama che. jyAM sudhI pUrNatA prApta thAya nahIM tyAM sudhI - janmajanmAMtara sudhI - te cAlyA ja karavAno. anukULa vAtAvaraNa ane saMyogo prApta karI vyakti vikAsane paMthe AgaLa pragati kare che. A che vizvano eka aTala niyama.. vizvanA aneka mahApuruSo garIba hovA chatAM saMskArI kuTuMbomAM jamyA hatA. - meMgaloramAM zrInivAsarAva ane sarojinIdevInuM eka Adarza paisApAtra joDuM hatuM. teo banne dharmapremI ane saMskArI hatAM.zrInivAsarAva eka dhanADhya jamInadAra hatA, chatAM emanAmAM saMpattinuM abhimAna hatuM nahIM eTaluM ja nahIM, paraMtu temanAmAM dayA, karuNA vagere saguNo janmathI ja hatA. zrImatI sarojinIdevI eka Adarza bhAratIya dharmapatnI hatAM. temanAmAM dayA, karuNA, dAnavRtti, udAratA, prabhubhakti ane suMdara maLatAvaDo svabhAva hato. AvA Adarza dharmapriya kuTuMbamAM vikasita AtmA ja janma le ema gItAnuM upara mUkela vAkya kahI jAya che. A pavitra brAhmaNa kuTuMbane tyAM tA. 24mI sapTembara, 1916nA pavitra divase eka putrano janma thayo. A kuTuMbanuM A bIjuM saMtAna ane prathama putra hato. A bALakanuM nAma zrIdhararAva rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. bALapaNamAM tenA svabhAvathI bALaka kuTuMbamAM sauno lADIlo - banI gayo.

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zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza sarojinIdevI eka Adarza gRhiNI hatAM. temanI pavitratA ane bhaktinI UMDI chApa nAnA zrIdhara para paDI. mIrAMbAI, raidAsa, kabIra, narasiMha mahetAnAM bhajano gAI mA zrIdharane suvADatAM. mahAbhArata, bhAgavata, rAmAyaNanI kathAo kahI mAtA sarojinI zrIdharamAM saMskAra siMcana karatAM. mIrAMnarasaiyAnI bhaktine mA je rIte varNavatAM te yAda karIne hajuye svAmIjI bhAvavibhora thaI jAya che. zrIdharanA bALajIvanaghaDataramAM be vyaktioe mahattvano bhAga bhajavyo hato. eka hatA zrI anantyA ane bIjA kAkA kRSNarAva. bAlu nAme nokara to bALa zrIdharane yogI samajI tenuM caraNAmRta leto. eka vakhata badhAM moTerAMo bahAra gayelAM tyAre zrIdhare badhAM tenA jevaDAM nAnAM bALakone ekaThAM karI samajAvyuM ke teo sau eka yA bIjI rIte, eka yA bIje vakhate, moTerAMne duH kha pahocADe tevI bhUla karatAM rahyAM che. ane tethI sau pAchAM AvyAM tyAre bALakoe zrIdhare zIkhavyA mujaba nAhIne, bhIne kapaDe pagamAM paDI moTerAMnI mAphI mAgelI. A nATaka mATe vaDIloe nArAjagI batAvelI paNa zrIdharanA vicAro ane vartana vize A prasaMga ghaNuMbadhuM kahI jAya che. zrIdhara jIvanamAM premarasathI bharyo, mazkarI-majAka karato, nirdoSa tophAnI bALa hato. tene cALA pADavAno zokha hato ane sAro nATyakAra hato. harikathA ane dhArmika AkhyAno tathA vyAkhyAno sAMbhaLavAmAM tene rasa paDato. be kathAonI tenA para UMDI chApa paDelI. ekamAM sApa

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satyanI zodhamAM deDakAMne gaLato hoya che tyAre UDatI Avela mAkhIne deDako jIbha vahAvI pakaDavA jAya che! saMsAramAM baddha jIvanA svabhAvanuM A tAdaza udAharaNa pUruM pADe che. bIjI vAtamAM eka cAMdanI patharAyela rAtrie eka mANasa kUvAmAM paDI jato hoya che. tyAM tene tenA kAMThe Ugela jhADanI DALa hAthamAM AvI jatAM tenA para te TiMgAI rahe che. A DALa para te mANasanI najara jAya che. tyAM eka sApa te DALa para vIMTaLAIne tenA tarapha AgaLa vadhato te jue che. upara, bahAra, najara karatAM vAgha tarApa tAkI Ubho hoya che. nIce pANImAM magaramaccha moM pahoLuM karI taiyAra hoya che. teve samaye te DALa paranA madhapUDAmAMthI madha jhare che ane A mANasa te tarapha zarIra jhukAvI madhane jIbha para levA yatna kare che ! saMsAranuM bhayaMkara citra rajU karatI A vAtonI zrIdhara para UMDI chApa paDe che. zrIdharamAM vaselo saMta nAnapaNanA jIvanaprasaMgomAMthI bodhapATha leto rahyo. eka divasa A bIjamAMthI vizALa vaTavRkSa phAlaze, phelAze ane tenI chAyAmAM aneka kSubdha AtmAone, jJAnapipAsuone jIvanarAhadarzana Apaze. 2. satyanI zodhamAM sAtame varSe seMTa ensa kaoNnvenTamAM dAkhala thayA. mAtAe tenA abhyAsa para dhyAna ApavAnuM hAthamAM lIdhuM. pAzcAtya bhaNatara paddhatimAM ja temanuM zikSaNa pAMgaryuM chatAM koI anicchanIya asara na paDI, UlaTAno bALakano svabhAva

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zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza Adhunika dRSTivALo ane sarvadharmasamabhAvavALo thayo. eka varSa seTa ensamAM gALyA bAda te rojhArIo mAdhyamika zALAmAM traNa dhoraNa sudhI bhaNyA. vidyArthIkALamAM teone mahAtmA gAMdhInI khUba najIka besavAnuM sadbhAgya prApta thayeluM. potAnA dAdA ena. veMkaTarAva gAMdhIjInI eka prArthanAsabhAnA pramukha hatA tyAre zrIdhara gAMdhIjI sAthe eka ja vyAsapITha para beThelA. svAmIjInI jiMdagIno A prasaMga avismaraNIya banI rahyo che. zrIdharanA bALapaNano AghAtapUrNa paNa bhulAya nahIM tevo prasaMga hato tenI mAtAnuM nAnI vaye thayeluM mRtyu. 3jI jUna, 1926nA roja 28 varSanI nAnI vaye temanuM avasAna thayuM. zrIdhara daza varSanI kUNI vayano bALa hato. AvA kUNA choDa paranA A kuThArAghAte zrIdharane phAnI duniyA vize vicAra karato karI mUkyo. tenA pitAzrI zrInivAsarAva paNa virakta thaI gayA ane rAmanAma saMkIrtanamAM DUbela rahevA lAgyA. bALakanA bhaNatarano paNa bApane khyAla na rahyo. dAdA-dAdIe tene megalora laI jaI pharI rojhArIo skUlamAM dAkhala karyo. 12 varSanI vaye teNe 'IzvaranI zodhamAM' nAmanuM svAmI rAmadAsanuM pustaka moDhe thaI jAya teTalI vakhata vAMcyuM. tene temAMnI yAtrAnuM varNana ghaNuM rocaka lAgatuM. Izvara ane tenA phirastAo mATeno zrIdharano prema khUba gADha banyo. 1932mAM zrIdhara meMgalora choDI, madrAsamAM tenA pitAzrI sAthe rahevA Avyo ane hAIskUlamAM be varSa gALI S.S.L.C. pUruM karyuM. zrIdhara bhaNataramAM khUba sahelAIthI AgaLa rahevA chatAM

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5 satyanI zodhamAM tenuM dhyAna haMmezAM aMtarmukhI rahetuM. tenA zikSakoe tenA cAritryagaThanamAM karela asara haju paNa svAmIjI yAda kare che ! zrIdharanA sahAdhyAyI DaoN. rAmadAsane yAda che ke, ''sahAdhyAyI tarIke badhAnI mAphaka jIvanano AnaMda lUMTavAmAM zrIdhara paNa badhAno samovaDiyo raheto. tene krikeTano zokha hato. te kimbarlInA eka jUnA bhavya baMgalAmAM raheto ane tenA vizALa paTAMgaNamAM ame krikeTa ramatA. tenA ane amArA vacce e pharaka hato ke te mRdu ane madhura bolato. khoTuM bolavuM-jhaghaDavuM ke sAmAnya vidyArthIo mAphaka zikSaka joDe aDapalAM karavAnuM te kadI vicArato paNa nahIM. koI koI vakhate te amArI sAthe philasUphInI carcA karato. ame te samajI zakatA nahIM tethI tenuM pharI gayuM hoya tema ame mAnatA.'' ghaNAM varSo bAda jyAre zrIdhara AdhyAtmika mahAtmA thayA, duniyA jyAre temane maLavA paDApaDI karavA lAgelI tyAre paNa eka jUnA jigarI dostane maLavAnA umaLakAthI ja svAmI cidAnaMda DaoN. rAmadAsane maLyA. rAmadAsane thayuM ke te koI atimAnavane maLI rahyA che. svAmI veMkaTezAnaMda kahe che tema "zrIdhara zALAmAM utkRSTa vidyArthI ane ghera sAdhu hato.'' savAra kevI paDe che te parathI divasa kevo jaze te jema jANI zakAya tema nAnapaNathI ja zrIdharanI bhalamanasAI ane udAratA jaNAI AvatAM. muMdhumArI nAmanI eka bhikhAraNane zrIdhara haMmezAM jamADato. potAnI khissAkharecImAMthI davA kharIdI garIbagurabAne Apato. raktapittiyAMonI sevA zrIdharane mana kudaratI bakSisa hatI. tenA pitarAI veMkaTarAve pUchyuM ke te AvA raktapittiyAMonI sevAmAM chAyika-3

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zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI RSIkeza kema rasa leto hato tyAre teNe navAI pAmatAM kaheluM, 'kema? te paNa mArA ane tArA jevA mANaso ja che ne ?'' kimbarlInA baMgale zrIdhare bhagavAna rAmakRSNadevanI bhakti mAMDI. dara ravivAre te madrAsamAM mAIlApora rAmakRSNa mizanamAM jato. vivekAnaMdanAM jomabharyAM bhASaNo tenAmAM AdhyAtmika srota vahAvatAM. 1934mAM S.S.L.C. pAsa karI, loyolA kaoNlejamAM itihAsa ane tarkazAstranA viSayo laI BA. karyuM. kaoNlejamAM temaNe bAibalano UMDo abhyAsa karyo. vadhastaMbha parama tyAgano sUcaka che. halakaTa manane mArIne zAzvata mATe jIvavAnI temAMthI teNe preraNA meLavI. saMta phrAnsisanI dareka jIva pratyenI anukaMpAnI zrIdhara para evI sacoTa asara thayelI ke pavitra saMtanA AtmA sAthe te ekatA anubhavato. saMta phrAnsisanI prArthanAnuM zrIdharane mana gurumaMtra jeTaluM mahattva hatuM. 'he prabho ! mane tAro zAMtino dUta banAva; dhikkAranI jagAe prema prasAruM. IjA pahocADanArane mAphI bahyuM; besUruM vAtAvaraNa hoya tyAM saMghabaLa sthApuM, zaMkAnA vAtAvaraNamAM vizvAsa jagADuM; nirAzA ghere tyAM AzA preruM, aMdhakAramAM dIvo banuM. gamagInIne AnaMdamAM pheravuM. he divya svAmI ! AzvAsana mAguM nahIM paNa Apato rahuM;

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satyanI zodhamAM loko mane samaje tema na IcchatAM teone huM samajuM; mane cAhe to bhale paNa huM to temane jarUra cAhuM; ApavAthI ja maLe che, mApha karavAthI ja mAphI maLe che; anya kAje mRtyune vahAluM karavAthI ja amaratva pamAya che.'' AdhyAtmika stare zrIdhara mAnato ke so TakA hiMdu, so TakA khristI hovo ja joIe. A AdhyAtmika sAdhake kimbarlI krikeTa kalaba sthApelI. AzramavAsI thayA pachI paNa te krikeTa ramavA utsuka rahetA. te cunaMdo taravaiyo paNa hato. sAMje krikeTa ramato A yuvAna savAre yogAsano karato. garIba, mAMdA, tarachoDAyela, tiraskRta ane dInahIna lokonI sevAnA mokA te khoLyA ja karato. sevA ane dAna karavA mATeno Avo prema pazupaMkhIo mATe paNa teTalA ja pramANamAM dekhAto. sau jIvaMta rUpone te IzvaranuM virATa svarUpa mAnI sevA karato. rakatapittiyA ane rakhaDela kUtarAonI sevA tenI rojiMdI dinacaryA banI gaI. eka zItaLAnA rogInI lAMbo samaya sevA karavAthI tene zItaLAnA bhoga banavuM paDeluM. jAta para asara thAya tethI tenI sevAno jusso kadI osarato nahIM. have pachI thanAra tenA guru zivAnaMdanI mAphaka garIbo, dInaduHkhIonI lAMbA gALAnI sevAmAM ja tene vyavahAru vedAntI banAvyo, sAdhu to teo ghaNA samaya pachI banyA. tene jJAna thayuM ke mahAtmAonA saMgathI duniyAmAM virati Ave che. teNe tenI gadhyApacIsImAM ja sAdhuono saMga sevelo. gharaAMgaNe "rANAjI veMkaTarAva ane kAkA kRSNarAva IzvaranubhUti

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zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-aSakeza pAmela mahAna bhakto hatA. vajezvarInA siddha svAmI nityAnaMde tenA sAttvika mana para nAnapaNamAM ja UMDI asara pADelI. 1932thI 40nA tenA zaizavakALamAM ja zrI svAmI virajAnaMda, (9moDAvALA), dattAtreyasvarUpa parivrAjaka svAmI purohitajI, svAmI gAyatyAnaMda, zrI ramaNa maharSi, malAyala svAmI, vyAsAzrama(tirupati)nA svAmI asaMgAnaMda, saccidAnaMda saMghanA sthApaka madrAsanA saMta svAmI rAjezvarAnaMda, rAmakRSNa mizananA svAmI azeSAnaMda, AnaMdAzramanA svAmI rAmadAsa vagere saMtonuM khUba nikaTanuM sAMnidhya prApta thayuM tenI UDI AdhyAtmika asara rahI. samRddhimAM ALoTato A AtmA tyAga ane tapasyAnuM jIvana vitAvavAmAM khUba saphaLa rahyo. temaNe padatrANa choDyAM, rezamI kapaDAM vAparavAM baMdha karyo ane tyAga tathA nivRttinuM jIvana gALavA lAgyA. te ghera rahI yogI thayA. temanI dainika jIvanacaryA sevA, satsaMga ane sAdhanAmaya banI rahI. te samaye temaNe saMta jJAnezvara ane tukArAmanI philmo joyelI, jenI temanA jIvana para UMDI asara paDelI. temanA 49mA janmadine, 25 sapTembara, 1965nA roja temaNe haradvArathI be kAra Azrama para mokalI. svAmI kRSNAnaMdajI, mAdhavAnaMdajI vagerene haradvAra saMtanA darzane bolAvI, saMta jJAnezvaranI philma batAvelI ! A saunI navAIno svAmIjIe javAba Apelo ke temanA jIvana para UMDI chApa pADanAra A philma temanA janmadivase batAvIne temaNe traNa pheDavA prayatna karelo !

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satyanI zodhamAM 1940nA gALAnI A asaranA jamAnAmAM ja zrIdhara eka maeNgejhIna levA lAgyA. jemAM svAmI zivAnaMdajI sAdhakone vyAvahArika mArgadarzananA lekho lakhatA. tyAra bAda zrIdhare svAmI zivAnaMdanuM japayoganuM pustaka kharIdhuM ane tene AcaraNamAM mUkavA lAgyA. te ja gALAmAM svAmI zivAnaMdajInAM be pustako AdhyAtmika pATho' ane 'mananuM rahasya ane niyaMtraNa' temane khUba ja preraNAdAyI banelAM. navAInI vAta to e che ke A paisAdAra, bhaNela brahmacArI yuvAnanA lagnanI vAta tenI yogya uMmara thavA chatAM prabhukRpAe kadI thaI ja nahIM. daramiyAna te jIvananA rasathI vimukha thato jato rahelo. joke koIne evI zaMkA gayelI nahIM ke tenI viraktatA tene ghara choDI javA preraze ! 1936mAM inTaramIDiyeTanI parIkSA TANe zrIdhare ghara choDyuM. khUba zodha chatAM zrIdharanI bhALa maLI nahIM. badhAe tenA maLavAnI AzA choDI dIdhelI paNa vizvanAtha nAmano zrInivAsa rAvano nokara vyAsAzrama pahoMcI gayo. ane tyAM zrIdhara maLatAM ja gharanAM kuTuMbIjanonA kalpAMtanI vAta karI. daramiyAna malAyala svAmIe paNa tene thoDI vadhu sAdhanA ghera rahI karavA samajAvela. tethI cupacApa zrIdhara kuTuMbamAM pAcho pharyo. sau kuTuMbIjanoe rAhatano dama kheMcyo. tenA jIvanapaMthadarzaka jevA kRSNarAva kAkAe abhyAsa pUro karI, jIvanamAM AgaLa zuM karavuM teno vicAra karavA salAha ApI. 1938mAM AkhI madrAsa yunivarsiTImAM aMgrejI viSayamAM pAMcame naMbare AvI temaNe B.A.nI parIkSA pAsa karI.

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10 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-kapIkeza tenI nAnIbA suMdarazmAe sarojinIdevI jatAM je AghAta anubhavelo tene kAraNe zrIdhare tene vacana ApeluM ke teonA jIvatAM te saMnyAsI banaze nahIM. 1940mAM zrIdharane raoNyala era phorsamAM pAilaTa tarIke joDAvAnuM AmaMtraNa maLyuM. te AmaMtraNane teNe vivekapUrNa rIte nakAryuM. teNe potAnI jAtanI agniparIkSA karI sAdhunuM jIvana jIvavAnI kSamatA tapAsI lIdhI hatI. teno vairAgya samajaNapUrvakano, dhyAna ane aMtanirIkSaNa pachIno hato. chatAM tenA kuTuMba pratyenI pharajo choDI te nAsI javA Icchato na hato. tenI be nAnI baheno vasudhA ane vatsalA tema ja kAkI mAlatIbAIne teNe vigate vAta karI teno saMsAra choDavAno Azaya samajAvyo. zrIdharanI hRdayapUrvakanI apIlanA aMte samajaNapUrvaka badhAMe tenA jIvananA UrdhvagamanamAM ADe na AvavAnuM jaNAvyuM. teoe kahyuM ke je Izvara zrIdharane teno jIvanarAha batAvI rahyo hato te ja jarUratanA samaye kuTuMbanuM rakSaNa karaze. zrIdharano rAha have niSkaTaka banyo. svAmI zivAnaMdajI sAthe to teNe patravyavahAra karelo ja, tenI anumati paNa maLelI. teNe bIjA cAra saMto ramaNa maharSi, svAmI rAmadAsa, svAmI rAjezvarAnaMda ane rAmakRSNa mizananA svAmI azeSAnaMdane kAgaLo lakhyA. A stutya nirNaya mATe badhAMnA AzIrvAda maLI gayA. sAMIbAbAnA zIraDInA maeNnejarane lakheluM, teNe paNa prasAda mokalyo. have samaya gumAvavo yogya na hato. nArAyaNa upaniSadanA zabdoH ""kAryathI, janmathI, saMpattithI nahIM, tyAgathI ja

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satyanI zodhamAM amara thavAya che'' zrIdharanA kAnamAM guMjatA hatA. 6ThThI mArca, 1947nA divase avarNanIya AnaMdita hRdaye ane zAMta manathI teNe koImbatUranA gharamAMthI paga bahAra mUkyA. svAmI veMkaTezAnaMda kahe che tema "zrIdhare na meLavyuM hoya evuM kaMI meLavavAnuM bAkI na hatuM. koI tyAga karavA lAyaka vastuno tene moha na hato. saMnyAsa levAnI tene jarUrata ja kyAM hatI ? te kadI gRhasthI thayo ja na hato ! saMsAratyAganI jarUrata paDe tevo te kadI saMsArI hato ja nahIM! te moha vagarano yogI, utkRSTa saMnyAsI, mahAna saMta ane te paNa janmathI ja hato.'' A eka janmasiddha puruSa lokasaMgraha mATe ghara choDI cAlI nIkaLyo. koImbatUrathI te tirupati Avyo. ane nAmazeSa karavA tyAM rojadArImAM kAma karyuM. brAhmaNakuTuMbano grejyueTa eka majUra banyo ! yAda rahe ke saMnyAsa dIkSA pahelAM svAmI zivAnaMdajIe paNa dhAlajanA posTamAstarane tyAM rasoIyA tarIke kAma karI ahaMnAzanI prakriyA karelI. tirupatithI zIraDI eka mAsa rahyA. lAIbrerI haoNlanI saphAI ane evAM kAmo karavAmAM kazI nAnapa na anubhavI ! tyAMthI vRMdAvanamAM rAmakRSNa mizanamAM rahI zivAnaMdajIne ghara ane gRhasthI jIvananA tyAganI vAta lakhI. agAu saMnyasta mATe protsAhita karanAra zivAnaMdajIe nA kahetAM lakhyuM ke teNe haju saMsAratyAga karavAmAM samaya javA devo. kharekhara to gurudeva zrIdharano vairAgyabhAva cakAsI rahyA hatA. zrIdhare gurudevanA caraNamAM sevAno teno aphara nizcaya jaNAvyo. gurudeve svIkRti ApI.

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12 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza buddha pUrNimA - 19 me, 1947nA divase khAdIno pAyajAmo ane zarTa paherIne zrIdhara sAMje pAMca vAgye Azrama pahoMcyo. gurudeva upara gayelA tethI rAha jovI paDI. cAMdanIe gaMgAnA jaLane rUperI raMge raMgI dIdhAM tyAre gurudevanAM caraNomAM zrIdhare sASTAMga daMDavat praNAma karyA.... aMte divyamAnavanA caraNomAM tene sevA maLI. 3. ziSyapadanAM vIsa varSo AzramamAM AvyA tyAre zrIdhare jANyuM ke gurudevanA khAsa vizvAsanA ATha svAmIjIo hatA. zrIdhararAva navA AgaMtuka rAvavAmI tarIke oLakhAvA lAgyA. tene koI paNa kAma sope te halakuM lAgatuM ja nahIM. zarUAtamAM 'Divine Life' maeNgejhIna grAhakone pahoMcADavAM, paeNkeTa karavAM tathA TikiTa lagAvavAnuM kAma temane soMpAyuM. pachI te lAIbrerI goThavI sApha rAkhatA. copaDIone pUThAM caDAvatA. A badhuM jANe yogasAdhanA hoya teTalA khaMtathI teo karatA. jamIna vALavAnuM, mahemAno ane daradIonuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM, gaMgAjaLathI TAMkI bharavAnuM, rUmamAM jAjama pAtharavAnuM, jaMgalamAMthI lAkaDAM vADhI lAvavAnuM, rasoDAmAM madada karavAnuM tathA ThAmavAsaNa ghasavAnuM, maMdiramAM pUjA karavAnuM, kAgaLo lakhavAnuM, TAIpa karavAnuM, sAMjanA satsaMgamAMthI UrdhvagAmI pravacano ApavAnuM ane anya dhArmika kAmo teone ApatA. A badhAM kAma karatA chatAM te dhIragaMbhIra ane AdhyAtmika spaMdanothI pUjana karatA rahetA kAraNa A rIta

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ziSyapaThanAM vIsa varSo 13 paNa temane to bhagavAnanuM pUjana ja lAgatI. zrIdharanI ucca sthiti joIne gurudeva tene samaye samaye badhuM kAma choDI, badho samaya sAdhanA mATe ApatA. aMtarnirIkSaNa, jaMgalamAM ghUmavAnuM ane vaizvika layamaya jIvana te samaye teo gALatA. haju to AzramamAM Avye mAMDa dasa divasa thayA haze tyAM loko tene DaoN. rAvajI tarIke oLakhavA lAgyA ! eka unALAnI aMdhArI rAtre eka DozI tenI nAnI bALAne vIMchI karaDyo hovAthI rAvajIsvAmI pAse lAvI. eka TuvAlathI karaDavAnI jagA para ghasyuM ane phakta prabhunuM nAma lIdhA karyuM. chokarIne sAruM thaI gayuM. eka divasa AzramanI oNphisa pAse eka jIvaDAM bharyo, bhAThAMvALo kUtaro paDelo joyo. rAvajIsvAmIne tenI dayA AvI. pATApiMDI karyAM ane AkhI rAta tenI pAse sUtA. gurudeve A jANyuM tyAre kahyuM ke rAvajIsvAmI mAnava nathI. te to dayArdratAnI mUrti che ! lAkSaNika Dhabe gurudeve gurudeve kahyuM, ''DaoN. zivAnaMdane DaoN. rAva vaTAvI gayA !'' nAnapaNathI ja zrIdhara satya, prema ane pavitratAnA triguNane varelA hatA. naiSThika brahmacArI hoI ojasa zaktithI prakAzatA. temane dainika sAdhanAnI jarUrata na hatI paNa loTo UjaLo rAkhavA haMmezAM ene ujALatA rahevAnI totApurInI zIkha temaNe AtmasAt karI hatI. gurudevanI mAphaka te paNa kahetA ke, ''zarIra gadheDA jevuM che, mana marakaTa che. titikSA ane tapasyAno AdhyAtmika cAbuka haMmezAM hAthavago rAkho.'' gurudeva kahetA, ''jIvanamukta hoya teNe paNa sAvaceta rahevuM.'' gurudeva kahetA ke, ma.sa.4

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14 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-aSIkeza rAvasvAmIjI to janmathI ja siddha che, chatAM te haMmezAM navA nizALiyA jevA upavAso kare che, AtmatyAga kare che ane titikSAnA prayogo kare che. zrIdhare Azrama AvavA pahelAM pUratI sahanazakti keLavelI. chatAM eka divasa evo pasAra na thato jyAre koI ne koI AkarI parIkSA te potAnI na le. titikSAne te sAdhunI sAcI mUDI samajatA. ghaNI vakhata gaMgA nadIne pele pAra svargAzramathI sAta mAIla maNikoTa pahADanI pAra nIlakaMTha mahAdevanI yAtrAe jatA ane tyAM lAMbA vakhata sudhI dhyAnamAM besI samAdhistha thatA. koI vakhate svAmI rAmatIrtha rahetA te mahAmusIbate pahoMcAtI brahmapurImAM AkaruM tapa karavA cAlyA jatA. tyAM sApa ane rAnI pazuono vAsa hato. gurudevanI maMjUrIthI phUlacaTTI ke garuDacaTTImAM AMtarika zAMti ane mauna mATe jatA. lokasaMgraha mATe khUba pravRttizIla rahevA chatAM gurudeva hRdayathI kevA virakta saMnyAsI hatA ane vairAgyanI jyota temanA hRdayamAM kevI prajvalita rahetI te khUba najIkathI te jotA. zrIdhare joyuM ke gurudeva kuTira bahAra Ave tyAre AjJA karatA, sUcana karatA, kAma karatA, guru goviMdasiMgha hatA. kuTiranI aMdara teo sahaja avasthAmAM sthita guru nAnaka hatA. rAvasvAmIjI A pATha gurudevane joIne zIkhyA. haju rAvasvAmIjIe bhagavAM dhAraNa karyA na hatAM, paNa mahAtmAo tene namana karatA. bImAronI tenI niHsvArtha sevAe saunAM prema, vakhANa ane kRtajJatA meLavI lIdhelAM. temanA AdhyAtmika dharmotsAha ane jJAnane lIdhe teo saMtonuM

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15 ziSyapadanAM vIsa varSo sanmAna pAmavA lAgelA. 10 julAI, 194tnI gurupUrNimAe sarasvatIonA paMthanA saMnyAsI banI rAvasvAmIjImAMthI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI thayA. svAmI cidAnaMdajI te pahelethI ja jIvanamukta avasthAmAM janmajAta avatarelA che. AzramanA khUba jUnA aMtevAsI, gurudevanA khUba jUnA ziSya, svAmI paramAnaMdajI temane vize kahe che, ''bilADAM-kUtarAM ane vAMdarAne khavaDAvatA ane tenI sevA karatA A svAmIne jovA jevA che. Azrama paisAnI kheMca anubhave te samaye paNa te to mAMdA kUtarAne kImatI IMjekSano ApatA hoya ! keTalAye kAgaLo javAba ApavAnA paDyA hoya tyAre paDozanAM bhUlakAMone te biskiTa, piparamITa daI upadeza ApatA hoya ! potAnI jAtanuM kAma karavA samaya hoya to paNa mAMdA daradI ke koI jIvajaMtu ke rUpALAM phUlanI mAvajatano temane samaya maLe che ! jo svAmI cidAnaMdajInAM jJAna, zakti ane gurudevanA caraNakamaLanA temanA premano eka sahasrAMza paNa mArAmAM hota to huM troTakAcAryanI sthitie pahoMcyo hota !'' svAmI harizaraNAnaMdajI kahe: "svAmI cidAnaMdajI bilADI ane vAMdarAnA aMtyeSThi saMskAra kare che ane te vakhate maMtro tema ja kIrtana gAya che. A che niSkAma sevA; sakaLa vizva pratyeno parama prema. cidAnaMdajInI bhAvanA che ke je koInA saMsargamAM te Ave te nArAyaNa ja hoya che !'' zrI nArAyaNa svAmIe kahyuM, "teNe ghaNI kaLAo hastagata karI che. te Adarza sAdhaka, Adarza ziSya, garIba ane mAMdAno belI che. tattvavettA, rAjayogI ane saMta che.''

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16 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-kapIkeza eka prAdezika divya jIvana pariSadamAM eka bhakta saddayatApUrvaka ane bhaktibhAvathI kahyuM ke tenI IcchA siddhaAtmA pAsethI gurumaMtra levAnI hatI. svAmIjI Apa evA siddhapuruSa cho? svAmIjIe javAba Apyo, "to gurudevano eka adano sevaka chuM ane Izvarano aNaghaDa nokara chuM. mane khabara nathI ke huM Izvara sAkSAtkAra karI cUkyo chuM ke nahIM. Izvara ja A vAta jANato haze. kenopaniSada(2. 3)mAM kahyuM che ke sAkSAtkAra pAmela puruSa AvI jAherAta karavA jeTalo paNa ahaM dharAvato nathI hoto.'' svAmIjInA zabdo batAve che ke te AdhyAtmika stare khUba ucca kakSAe pahoMcavA chatAM bhagavAna ane gurunA caraNamAM sarva nyochAvara karatA rahelA. 1943mAM hajI mAMDa zrIdhara AzramavAsI thayo ane 194mAM to gurudeva vize jeTaluM jANI zakAya te jANI "Light Fountain' - "prakAzano phuvAro'e nAmanuM pustaka 'prijhama'nA takhallusathI lakhyuM. svAmI zivAnaMdajIe kaheluM ke, ""zivAnaMdanuM pArthiva zarIra maraze paNa prakAzano phuvAro' haMmezAM jIvaMta raheze.' Disembara 1947mAM rAvasvAmIjI bImAra paDyA. gurudeve havAphera mATe nAgapura mokalyA. tyAMthI pAchA pharatAM svAmI nijabodhAnaMdajI - je janarala sekreTarI hatA te A bojo uThAvavA zaktimAna rahyA na hatA tethI 1947thI ja temaNe janarala sekreTarI pada saMbhALyuM ane pUrAM paMdara varSa 1963 sudhI te boja vahana karyo. joke svAmI cidAnaMdajIno janmadivasa 24 sapTembare Avato hato paNa gurudeve pheravIne te ra4 jUne UjavavAnuM zarU kareluM, jethI

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17 ziSyapadanAM vIsa varSo 8 sapTembaranA potAnA janmadivasanI najIka thaI javAthI tenuM mahattva gauNa na thAya. 39mo janmadina khAsa AnaMdamaMgaLathI Ujavelo ane tene "adhyAtma jJAnajyoti'no sirapAva Apelo. te vakhate svAmI cidAnaMdajIe kaheluMH ""A eka gurukRpA che. huM to pUtaLuM mAtra chuM. temAM kazI suMdaratA dekhatA ho to tenA mUrtikArane yaza jAya che.'' temanI IcchA have ekAMtavAsa karI, dhyAnamAM samaya gALavAnI hatI. gurudeve temane badarInArAyaNa javA kahyuM. okaTobara 1956mAM dasa divasa nara-nArAyaNa jyAM niraMtara tapa karI rahela che tyAM temaNe vizvazAMti arthe tapazcaryA karI. pharI pAchI svAmIjIne tapa karavAnI laganI lAgI ane 1958nA unALAmAM teo bIjI vAra badarInAtha gayA. A vakhate temaNe nirvikalpa samAdhimAM jaI pArthiva deha choDI devA IcchA darzAvelI. paNa prabhunI IcchAne mAna ApI te Disembara 1958mAM pAchA gurudeva pAse AvyA. gurudeve temane pazcimanA dezo tarapha - yuropa, IMgleMDa ane uttara-dakSiNa amerikApotAnA pratinidhi tarIke mokalyA. navembara 1959thI Disembara '61 sudhI aneka jagyAoe hiMdano AdhyAtmika vAraso samajAvatA teo pharyA. jAnyuArI 1962mAM svadeza pAchA pharyA ane sIdhA gurudeva pAse pahoMcyA. navI duniyAmAM be varSa bAvIsa varSanI doDAdoDI jevAM hatAM. svAmIjI gurudevanI AjJA mAgI ajJAta saMcara mATe parivrAjaka

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18 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-kapIkeza jIvana vitAvavA nIkaLI paDyA, te haju nIkaLatA hatA tyAM gurudevane DaoN. zivAnaMda adhvaryue hRdayathI apIla karI ane svAmIjI rAjakoTa vabrAncamAM thoDo samaya gayA ane muMbaImAM eka bhaktane tyAM jaI roja mAdhukarI laI ajJAtavAsamAM jIvana vitAvavA lAgyA. mahArASTra thaI teo beMgalora AvyA. maisUra ane marakarAthI svAmI kRSNAnaMdajInI janmabhUmi padura gayA. tyAMthI temanI mAtA ane potAnI janmabhUmi meMgalora gayA. tyAMthI dvata matanA pratipAdaka mAdhavAcAryanI janmabhUmi UDIpI gayA. dAsa paraMparAnA saMsthApaka puraMdaradAsa paNa UDIpInA ja che. tyAMthI mukAmbikA ane kahAnagaDha thaI kAnAnora thaI madrAsa ane tirupati gayA. aruNAcalama - zrI ramaNa maharSinI tapobhUmimAM jaI pAvana thayA. te amerikAnA navA jagatamAM hoya ke zivAnaMdAzramamAM hoya ke pachI ajJAta saMcaramAM parivrAjaka jema rahetA hoya, mAMdA ane garIbanI sevAno koI moko te jato karatA nahIM. Ama aneka jagAo pharyA. paTTAmaDAI paNa jaI AvyA. kanyAkumArI jaI vivekAnaMdanI yAda tAjI karI AvyA. khUba pharyA bAda UMDI sAdhanA karavA gaMnAgapuramAM rahyA. 1962nA oNkTobarathI me 1967 sudhI phakata bAjarAnA loTa para rahI sAdhanAmAM pravRtta rahyA. me 196ramAM mAMdA paDyA. muMbaI AvyA. tyAMthI ThIka thaI mathurA ane deharAdUna thaI, hRSIkezane bAjue choDI, badarInAtha tarapha gayA paNa adhavacce ja gurudevane maLavAnI khUba utkaTa

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ziSyapadanAM vIsa varSo 10 bhAvanA thatAM te Azrama prati kheMcAyA. Ama tapa ane ajJAta saMcarano samaya aNadhAryo pUro thayo. 21 jUna, 1963nA svAmIjI Azrama pAchA AvyA. sAdhAraNa rIte svAmIjI gurudevanI bAjumAM kadI besatA nahIM. temaNe kadI gurudeva sAme besI zruti - bodha lIdho na hato. jarUra pUratI ja vAtacIta karI, AmanyA jALavatA. A vakhate gurudeve svAmIjIne potAnI pAse lIdhA ane zaktisaMcAra karyo. have zivAnaMda cidAnaMdamAM samAI gayA. cidAnaMda zivAnaMda svarUpa banI gayA. have cidAnaMdajIe pAchA badarInAtha javA gurudevanI anumati mAgI. svAmIjI te ja divase javAnI taiyArImAM paDyA paNa evo bhAre varasAda paDyo ke temane rokAI javuM paDyuM. te divase satsaMgamAM badhAnA Agrahane vaza thaIne teo gayA. pAchA AvatAM DaoN. devakI kuTTIe gaMbhIratAthI kahyuM ke svAmIjIthI javAze nahIM kAraNa gurudevane pakSAghAtano humalo thayo hato. bahu ja svasthatAthI temaNe nakkI karI nAkhyuM. gurudevanI sevA ja te samaye temano dharma hato. - svAmIjI sAravAramAM rokAyA. gurudevane sAruM thavA lAgyuM. svAmIjInA zabdomAM ""meM pharIthI badarInAtha javAnI taiyArI karI. paNa sArI hAlatamAMthI sthiti vaNasI ane mAre badale gurudeva gayA. ...'' 14mI julAI, 1963nI madharAte svAmIjI gurudevanI pathArI pAse upaniSadanAM mahAvAkyo bolI rahyA hatA. thoDA samaya bAda bahAra AvI svAmIjI bolyA, "khUba suMdara jIvana teo jIvyA. ghaNAnuM jIvana temaNe suMdara banAvyuM.''

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zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza eka paNa AMsu sAryA sivAya paNa khUba gahana ane gaMbhIra aMtarnirIkSita daSTi sAthe svAmIjI AzramavAsIone dilAso ApatA rahyA ane badhuM jarUrI kAmakAja karatA rahyA. 18mI oNgasTa, 1963nA divase TrasTIo maLyA. icchA viruddha svAmI cidAnaMdajIne pramukhapade besADyA. haMmeza jevI ja namratA ane anATyavRttithI temaNe kahyuM, ''bojo upADyo che, have uThAvavo ja rahyo.'' pramukhapada saMbhALatAM temaNe gurudevane prArthanA karI. 'gurudevanA AtmAne mArI prArthanA che ke sahRdayatAthI sevA karavAnI, pharajanA bhAnapUrvaka kAma karavAnI ane tene yogya jIvana jIvavAnI mane zakti Ape. namratAno tema ja niHsvArthapaNAno ane samarpaNabuddhino anugraha A sevaka para haMmezAM varasAvatA rahe !'' 20 A bhAratavarSanI pavitra bhUmi para sadgururUpe divyatAe aneka vAra avataraNa karela che. yogya samarpaNabhAvavALA ziSyo khUba gaNyAgAMThyA pADyA che. svAmI cidAnaMda eka AvA javalle ja maLatA puSpa samA hatA. teo potAnI aMdara sugaMdhI laIne AvyA. gurudevanAM kiraNo pAmatAM ja e puSpa khIlI UThyuM ne jagatane maghamaghatuM karyuM. svAmI cidAnaMdajI zaraNAgati ane gurubhaktinI pratimA che. pavitra gurudevathI emane aLagA pADI zakAya ja nahIM. mAnavatAne zIkhave che ke, ''Izvara sarvocca parama guru che, vizva sadguru che, dazyarUpe A jagata Izvara che. jagata guru che, jIvana ziSyapada che, jagatanI sevA mATe jIvI, jagata pAsethI jJAna pAmavAnuM che. mokSa apAvanAra dharma A ja che.''

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4. gurudeva sAthenI yugapravartaka yAtrA svAmI cidAnaMdajIe aneka vakhata bhAratavarSanA judA judA bhAgonI yAtrA karI che. paraMtu 1950nI gurudeva sAthenI akhila bhArata yAtrA yAda rahI jAya tevI thayelI. gurudevanAM bhASaNo pachI tenI pUrti karavA ane sAdI bhASAmAM vedAntanAM tattvo samajAvavA, hRdaya halAvI nAkhe tevI bhASAmAM pravacano karavAnuM svAmIjI mATe AvatuM. jAte nidarzana karI yogAsano zIkhavatA. khUba moTI saMkhyAmAM AvanAra prekSako ane zrotAonI sAme bolavA tema ja prayogo karavAno A temane pahelo moko hato. hiMdustAnanA khUNe khUNe teo pharyo. vaLatAM trivendramamAM svAmIjIe savArano satsaMga gurudevanI hAjarImAM lIdho. dhyAnamAM saphaLatA mATe temaNe kahyuM: ''juo paNa nIrakho nahIM, sAMbhaLo paNa kAna lagAvIne nahIM, aDako paNa sparze nahIM, cAkho paNa svAdathI nahIM.' Ama jIvavAthI dunyavI vastuonI lagana nahIM lAge ane sAkSIbhAva jAgaze. svAmIjI jaLakamaLavat rahyA. zivAnaMdajIe prabhuno payagAma prajAne pahoMcADyo. ziSya cidAnaMdajIe gurudevanI icchA pramANe vartana karyuM. bannee hiMdanI prajAne vedavAkyonI hAkala pADI ane yAda 21

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22 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza ApyuM ke trASimunionAM saMtAno tarIke temanI, saMskRti mATe marI phITavAnI pharaja hatI. 5. navI duniyAmAM 1950nI akhila hiMda yAtrAthI gurudevane khAtarI thaI gaI ke vizvabharamAM temano saMdezo pahoMcADI zakanAra svAmIjI ja che. joke svAmIjI pote to himAlayanI girikaMdarAomAM, uttega zikharo para parama dhyAnamAM jIvana vitAvatA hatA. 1958nA unALAmAM badarInAthanI yAtrA mATe gurudevanA AziSa paNa meLavyA. tyAM jaI ghaNA mAsa rahI, maMdira baMdha thavAnI ThaMDInA divasonI jAherAta thatAM teo nIce AvyA paNa temanuM mana to upara ja coMTI raheluM. gurudeve A joIne svAmIjI uttara kAzI jaIne rahe tevo prabaMdha karelo paNa vAnakuMvarathI svAmI rAdhA AvyA ane traNacAra mAsa koIne keneDA mokalavA kahyuM. gurudeve svAmIjIne javA AjJA karI. Ama Izvara ane gurunI icchAne zaraNe teoe keneDA javA taiyArI karI. daramiyAna svAmI rAdhA bImAra thaI jatAM rajI navembara, 1959nA roja svAmIjI dilhIthI vimAnamAM amerikA javA UpaDyA. rastAmAM keromAM tyAMnI zAkhAnA mahamada abda allAha ela mehadIne tyAM UtaryA. istaMbUlamAM prakhyAta patrakAra ala rIjhA akIsAnane tyAM UtarI, tukanA presane maLyA. nyU yaoNrka jatAM rastAmAM roma, sujhalaDaoNpha ane laMDana UtaryA

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23 navI duniyAmAM nyU yorkamAM svAmI viSNu devAnaMdajI temane levA AvelA. rajI Disembara, 1959nA roja svAmIjI amerikAnA TI.vI. para jhaLakyA. temaNe tyAMnI prajAjoga saMdezo Apyo ke niHsvArtha sevA, samasta jIvasRSTi pratye prema, udAratA, pavitratA, bhakti ane dhyAna ApameLe apavAda sivAya AtmasAkSAtkAra tathA jJAna apAvaze. gurudeva zivAnaMdano siddhAMta A rIte temaNe samajAvyo. potAnI UMDI sadayatAthI, paramocca pavitratAthI ane gADha namratAthI svAmIjIe tyAMnI prajA para na bhUMsAya tevI chApa pADI. teo milavoMkI, miniyApolisa, laoNsa eMjilisa, sAna phrAnsisko, maoNndriyala, horTalenDa, pazcima keneDAnAM aneka zaheromAM gayA. thoDo samaya pazcima jarmanI jaI pAchA laoNsa eMjilisa AvyA ane te vistAramAM pharIne gurudevanA saMdezano pracAra ane prasAra karyo. mArca 1961 sudhI - lagabhaga doDha varSa temaNe uttara amerikAmAM yoga ane vedAntanuM zikSaNa ApyuM. tyAMthI nyU yaoNrka ane laMDanamAM eka aThavADiyuM gALyuM. tyAMthI eprilamAM sviTjharlenDamAM jhurica, bAjhala ane barna gayA. pAponA darzanArthe ITAlI gayA. pachI urugvamAM maoNnTiviDiyomAM divya jIvana saMghanI zAkhA kholI (27 julAI, 1961). oNkaTobara 196ramAM pAchA amerikA jaI TaphaksAsamAM husTana gayA. judAM judAM sthaLoe satsaMgo, pravacano, yoganA vargo, vedAnta para bhASaNonI eka jhaDI varasI rahI. 1 Disembara, 1961nA divase temaNe hindustAna prati prayANa

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24 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza karyuM. rastAmAM paeNrisa tema ja 500 mAIlanI musApharI karI lujhanA jharAnA pANInI camatkArika asara nihALI. jerusalema AvI, tyAMthI kero thaI hiMda pAchA AvyA. 23 jAnyuArI, 1962nA Azrama pAchA pharI, sIdhA gurudevanI kuTiramAM temanI caraNaraja levA pahoMcI gayA. be varSa pahelAM guruAjJAthI te paradeza gayA. A gALAmAM temaNe je kaMI meLavyuM, je koI sevA karI, mAnavajAta para je asara karI te badhuM temaNe gurucaraNe dharI dIdhuM. 6. vizvayAtrA gurudevanI mahAsamAdhi bAda svAmIjInI pharaja AzramanI vyavasthA para dekharekha rAkhavAnI, judI judI, dezaparadezamAM AvelI asaMkhya zAkhAo sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAnI, aneka bhakto ane sAdhakone doravaNI ApavAnI ane vizvamAM gurudevano saMdezo phelAvavAnI hatI. gurudeva zivAnaMdajIno temane Adeza hato ke temanuM zeSa jIvana lokasaMgraha arthe samarpita karavuM. hinda bahAra silonanA bhakto temane pahelAM kheMcI gayA. 1950mAM gurudeva sAthe te gayelA tyAra bAda 13 jUna, 1965nA roja ratanAlana eNraporTa para svAmI saccidAnaMdajIe temane AvakAryA. eka aThavADiyAmAM te kolaMbo, jAphanA, cunnakama, trikomAlI, battIkolA, kuruegAlA, kaMDI, perAdemiyAmAM silona yunivarsiTI, navalapitiyA ane katAragAmamAM pharyA.

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25 vizvayAtrA temaNe e vAta para bhAra mUkyo ke jIvananuM khUba jarUrI kAma IzvaraprApti hovuM joIe. Izvarane pahoMcavAno rasto satya, pavitratA, prANImAtra pratye prema ane anukaMpA keLavavAno che. badhI ja pravRtti vacce IzvaranuM satata anusaMdhAna rAkhavA temaNe anurodha karyo. divasamAM avAranavAra japa karatA rahI, dareka kAmane IzvarArpaNa lAyaka banAvatA jaI te bhAvathI karatA rahevA svAmIjI kaeNnDI gayA tyAre temanuM bahumAna karavAmAM AvyuM. temaNe kahyuM, ''eka sAdhu IzvaranAM guNagAna gAvA ja jIve che. te kadI mAnaakarAma cAhe ja nahIM.'' mANaso tenA pratye ahobhAvathI joI rahetA kAraNa teo jotA ke A Izvarano oliyo bole che tenAthI vadhu pALe che. laMkAnA pravAsane eka varSa thayuM ane svAmIjI maleziyA javA UpaDyA. svAmI praNavAnaMdajInA Agrahane vaza thaI himAlayathI malAyA vIsa divasa mATe gayA. zivAnaMdAzrama, bAhu guphAomAM 9mI eprile zivAnaMdajInuM bAvaluM khulluM mUkyuM. tyAMthI teo hoMga koMga gayA ane 1966nA unALAmAM pAchA Azrama AvyA. be varSa AzramanA vahIvaTa para dekharekha rAkhIne DarabananA svAmI sahajAnaMdanA Agrahane mAna ApI 23 me, 1960nA roja Adi zaMkarAcAryanA janmadivase dariyAmArge dakSiNa AphrikA tarapha UpaDyA. 13mI mee Darabana AvyA. tyAM zahera taraphathI temanuM bahumAna karyuM. zaherIjIvananI gaDamathalanI vacce rahIne divya

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26 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza jIvana kema jIvavuM te temaNe samajAvyuM ane kahyuM ke sAmAnya lokonI roja-ba-rojanI jIvanavyavahAranI rIta sAthe sAcI pavitra jiMdagIno sumeLa besI zake che. kAraNa mAnavajIvanamAM divya cetanAnI anubhUti rahe te ja divya jIvana che. 1968nA ziyALAnI zarUAta sudhI dakSiNa AphrikA rahI, svAmI vekaTezAnaMdanA AmaMtraNathI teo moriziyasa gayA. tyAMthI pAchA roDeziyA AvyA. mAlAvI (jUnuM nyAsAlenDa)nuM mukhya zahera blAnaTAyara paNa gayA. tyAMthI jhAMbiyA gayA. tyAMthI naDolA thaI maoNmbAsA javAnA hatA kAraNa tyAM eka mITiMgane te uddabodhana karavAnA hatA paNa plena sIdhuM dAresalAma jatuM hatuM. UThyA to kharA paNa dAresalAma jatAM jhAMbiyana eralAinane maoNbAsA UtaravA pharaja paDI ane plena mombAsA UtaratAM tyAMno kAryakrama sacavAI gayo ! svAmIjIe bhaktone jaNAvyuM ke gurudeva akathya madada karyA ja kare che ! dakSiNa AphrikAthI pUrva AphrikA thaI, pazcima jarmanI ane roma gayA. pazcima jarmanImAM DorsahorsananI svAmI zivapremAnaMda saMcAlita zivAnaMda yoga skUla para teo gayA. jarmanIthI svAmIjI esTama gayA. krisTamasa pachI laMDana ane perisa thaI, 10 phebruArI, 1969nA roja popa paoNla '6'ne maLyA. zAMti, prema ane AdhyAtmikatAnA divya jIvana saMghanA AdarzonA prasAra mATe popa paoNle svAmIjIne AzIrvAda AvyA. romathI grIsamAM eNthensa gayA. eka hajAra varSa jUnI sAdhuzALAomAM teo rahyA.

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vizvayAtrA tyAMthI eprila 1969 bAda amerikA ane keneDAmAM oNkaTobara sudhI rahyA. tyAMthI dakSiNa amerikAnI ghaNI jagAoe pharyA jyAM yogavargomAM temaNe samajAvyuM ke yoganAM Asano karanAra mANasa AdhyAtmika na hoya tevuM paNa bane. yoga kaMI phakata mAnasika-zArIrika vijJAna nathI. AdhyAtmikatA keLavyA sivAya yoga na thAya. svAmIjI tyAMthI vesTa inDIjha gayA ane svAmI saccidAnaMdajIne maLyA. temanA copanamA janmadina sudhI svAmIjI navI duniyAmAM vasyA. tyAMthI phIjI thaI, nyUjhIlenDa ane oNsTreliyA gayA. partha, eDaleIDa, siDanI, brisabeIna ane anya sthaLomAM AdhyAtmika spaMdano prasArI traNa aThavADiyAM rahyA. eDaleIDa najIkanA svAmI karuNAnaMdajInA araNya nivAsamAMno temano vasavATa khUba preraNAdAyI rahyo. jyAre IzvarAnubhUtivALA mahAna AtmAo maLe che tyAre temanA zabdo ane hAvabhAva paNa ghaNuM ghaNuM kahI jAya che. navembara mAsa philipinsa ane hoMga koMgamAM gALI, 24 navembare maleziyA AvyA ane tyAMthI 22 Disembara, 1970nA roja pAchA heDa kavArTarsa hRSIkeza AvI gayA. ATalA lAMbA gALe pAchA AvatAM bALaka jema mAne maLavA doDe tema samAdhimaMdiramAM jaI gurudeva pAse zAMtimAM thoDo samaya gALI pAchA jANe eka ke be divasa ja bahAra gayA hoya tema kAme lAgI gayA. loko temane sthitaprajJa kahe temAM zuM navAI ! vizvanI A bIjI yAtrA temanI chellI nathI rahI.

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28 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-kapIkeza avAranavAra te AvatAjatA ja rahe che. 1972mAM lebenona, pazcima jarmanI ane barlina gayelA. 1973mAM bIrata gayA hatA ane tyAM yogasUtra para yogavidyArthIone bhASaNa ApelAM. 1975mAM yogazikSaka zibiramAM bahAmA gayA. dharma ane zAMti mATenI eziyana kaoNnpharansa mATe 1976mAM siMgApora gayelA. ane pAchA sAta mAsanA lAMbA gALA mATe navembara 7thI jUna '78 sudhI dakSiNa AphrikA ane yuropa gayelA. AkhA vizvamAM te divya jIvananI mUrti samA preraNA ApatA phare che; bIjA loko bhale temane bhagavAnano mahAna phirasto kahe; te to potAnI jAtane gurudevanuM sopela kArya karanAra premano saMdezavAhaka Izvara pitA che ane ApaNe sau bhAI bhAI chIe tevI samajaNa prasarAvato sevaka ja gaNAve che. eka dhyAna kheMce tevI vAta e che ke pazcimavAsIo temane koI divasa camatkAro ke varadAnonA mApadaMDathI mApatA nahIM. temane svAmIjInI bhautika hAjarIthI je divya AnaMda ane zakita maLatAM tenI ja jarUrata hatI. pazcimamAM svAmIjIe e vAta khUba spaSTa karI ke AtmajJAna mATenA sAdhakoe anya vizenuM jJAna meLavavuM ja paDe - jagata tema ja samAjanuM jJAna paNa jarUrI banI rahe che. yoga Ama sarvagrAhI prakriyA che. AdhyAtmikatA vizvasaMskRti che. mAnavajAtanuM A aMtima dhyeya hovuM joIe. sAdI bhASAmAM teo samajAvatA ke A sarvagrAhI daSTinuM ja nAma yoga che. je jAtanI vizvavyApI daSTithI ane sArvabhauma prema tathA

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satsaMga samajaNapUrvaka svAmIjI purAtana zAstronI vyAkhyA ApatA tenAthI game te jAta ke saMpradAyanA lokone khUba saMtoSa thato. ekIavAje badhA ja je temane maLatA ane jotA te kahetA ke je te upadeze che te ja jIve che. AvA manuSyo duniyAne DolAvI zake. temaNe jagatane batAvyuM che ke badhA dhamano Azaya mAnavatAne prabhutA pratye UMce uThAvavAno ja che. dhUMdhaLI daSTivALA, azAMta, pazcimane dhIragaMbhIra zAMtinI temaNe khAtarI karAvI ApI. Adhunika vyasta kAryakramavALA jIvanamAM paNa AdhyAtmika unnati sumeLathI sAdhI zakAya te temaNe batAvyuM. himAlayanI UMcAIe jeTalI AdhyAtmikatA keLavI zakAya teTalI ja mahAnagaronA kaoNnkrITanA rAjamArgo para paNa keLavAya tenI rIta temaNe samajAvI. halakI, hiMsaka doDa karatA samAjane temaNe Atmavilopana ane AtmatyAganI mahattA samajAvI, tenAmAM navI zraddhA prerI ane ucca divyajIvanano anero AnaMda dayamAM utAryo. 7. satsaMga be dAyakA thayA svAmI cidAnaMdajIe vizvamAM paribhramaNa karyuM che ane dhUmaketu mAphaka potAnI pAchaLa tejomaya AdhyAtmika jJAnano vAraso jyAM gayA tyAM mUkatA AvyA che. saMto mATe svAmIjIne nAnapaNathI ja UMDuM AkarSaNa rahela che. te mATe teoe kadI bhagavo paheraveza ja jarUrI mAnyo na hato. gAMdhIjIe temane jIvanabhara preraNA pAI che. nAnapaNathI ja

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30 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza gAMdhIjInAM satya, ahiMsA ane pavitratA zrIdharanAM rAhadarzaka tattvo rahelAM. raktapittiyAMonI sevA ane harijanonI bhakti khAsa dhyAna kheMce tevAM tattvo che. 1969mAM gAMdhIjInI zatAbdI nimitte temaNe kaheluM: "A pRthvI para kharA saMtanA AgamananI zatAbdInuM A bhAgyavAna varSa che. gAMdhI varSa rAmanAma varSa che, satyane AcaraNamAM caritArtha karavAnuM varSa che, jemAM vacano pALavAM, AtmanirIkSaNa karavuM, upavAsa karavA, prArthanA karavI ane niHsvArtha sevA karavI - teno samAveza thAya che. gAMdhIjI mAre mana A badhAMnA pratIka che.'' jyAre AzramamAM kailAsa AzramavALA mahAmaMDalezvara svAmI viSNudevAnaMdajI, uttara kAzInA svAmI tapovana mahArAja, dakSiNa hindanA kavi yogI maharSi zuddhAnaMda bhAratI vagere saMto AvatA tyAre cidAnaMdajI jAte ja temanI sevA karatA. zarUAtanAM varSomAM svAmIjI bImAra paDyA tyAre temane gurudeve haradvAra mokalelA. tyAM brahmAnaMdajI mahArAjanA ziSya AtmAnaMdajIno satsaMga karatA. satsaMganuM mahattva svAmIjIne tyArathI ja manamAM ThasI gayeluM. eka vakhata AMkha baLatI hatI tethI gurudeve svAmIjIne svargAzrama mokalyA. tyAM pUrvAzramanA riTAyarDa jaja paramahaMsa nArAyaNa svAmIne maLI satsaMga karI satya ane priyabhASI banavAnuM, tema zuddha AhAra para bhAra mUkavAnuM tyAMthI zIkhyA. tAjetaramAM mA AnaMdamayInA sAnnidhyamAM teo khUba preraNA meLavatA. ekamekane maLavAthI je bhAvanA thatI te juo to ja jANo !

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31 satsaMga game tevI vizvayAtrAmAM gUMthAyelA hoya chatAM svAmIjI saMtasamAgama zodhI levAnuM cUkatA nathI. uttara hindamAM nainitAlanA hanumAnasiddha, nimakarolI bAbA mATe svAmIjIne khUba UMDI lAgaNI che. kocI kAmakoTI pIThanA jagadaguru caMdrazekhara sarasvatI mATe svAmIjIne khUba mAna che. kalakattAmAM eNmahasTa sTrITamAM mahAmilana maThanA ThAkura zrI sItArAma dAsa omakAranAtha mahArAja je mahAmaMtra kIrtananA himAyatI che tenI svAmIjI namratAthI sevA kare che. bAbA omakAranAthanAM darzana mATe svAmIjI uttara kAzI sudhI jAya che. pavitra mAtA kriSNAbAI - rAmadAsa Azrama, kananagaDhanAM pratye - temane pUjyabhAva che. svAmI zAradAnaMdajI mahArAja paNa eka siddha mahAtmA che je gItA bhavana dara varase Ave tyAre cidAnaMdajIne maLavA beeka divasa zivAnaMdAzrama AvatA rahe che. paramArtha niketanavALA zrI svAmI zukadevAnaMdajI ane bhajanAnaMdajI mahArAja ane zAMti AzramavALA svAmI omakArajI mahArAja sAthe AdhyAtmika premanAM baMdhano svAmIjIne hatAM. naimiSAraNyavALA jagadguru svAmI nAradAnaMdajI to svAmIjIne gaMgAnI dhArA ane premanI dhArA kahe che. eka saMta, pachI te maThamAM hoya ke jaMgalamAM, prajAjIvanamAM rahetA hoya ke saMnyasta jIvana gALatA hoya, svAmIjI tenA pratye haMmezAM AkarSAya che. pavanAramAM AcArya vinobA bhAvene paNa

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32 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-kapIkeza koI ucca saMnyAsIne chAje tevA ja bhaktibhAvathI svAmIjI maLyA hatA. bAra varSa maunasAdhanA karanAra, bhuvanezvaramAM kalpataru AzramanA sthApaka bAbAjI rAmadAsa mahArAjanA ziSya, zrI bhAyAbAbAne, svAmIjI rAmadAsa mahArAjanI zatAbdI nimitte koI agAunI goThavaNa sivAya maLyA te vakhatanuM, bane saMto ekabIjAne daMDavat karatA rahyA tenuM dazya addabhuta hatuM. saMtasamAgama ane satsaMganI svAmIjInI na chipAya tevI tRSA jANItI che. 8, padadalitonA sAthI cidAnaMda sevA arthe ja jIve che. pahelAne UMce uThAvanAra ane mAMdAnA mAyALu mitra che. A janmajAta saMtanA divya hRdayamAMthI badhA ja jIvaMta prANIo mATe akhUTa pramANamAM anukaMpA kare che. hRSIkeza ane pADozanA vistAronAM raktapittiyAonA te sAcA rakSaka che. ghaNA AdhyAtmika mahAtmAo ane saMto pote tANa bhogavI anyano rasto ajavALavAno dhaMdho karatA rahyA che. paNa apaMga ane mAMdAnI saMvedanazIla zArIrika mAvajata karavA AkhI jiMdagI tatpara rahenAra to svAmI cidAnaMdajI ja joyA. 1943thI ja cidAnaMdajI zivAnaMda ispitAlamAM sevA ApatA ane raktapittiyAMnI sevAnI taka tyAM ApameLe ja AvI maLI. eka paMjAbI sAdhu rAtanA dasa vAgye raktapittathI pIDAto

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padadalitonA sAthI 33 Azrama pahoMcyo. mA sivAya koI na batAvI zake teTalAM prema ane lAgaNIthI svAmIjIe daradInI mAvajata zarU karI dIdhI. paMdara divasanI satata mAvajatathI daradInA ghAmAM paDela kIDA dUra thayA. A daradI mATe te mitra, DaoNkaTara, narsa rasoIyo ane jhADuvALo - badhuM ekasAthe hatA. A kamanasIba sAdhuno jhADopezAba paNa svAmIjI sApha karatA. A badhuM karavAmAM koIne AjubAju khabara paNa na paDe tenI takedArI hatI; potAnI jAtane A mATe koI abhinaMdanane pAtra teo gaNatA na hatA. te kazI sevAthI kaMTALatA na hatA. anya sAdhuo hAMsI uDAvaze tenI paravA karyA sivAya A daradIne chevaTe sAruM thayuM tyAre ja te jaMpyA. gurudeva badhAne dAkhalo ApatA ke svAmIjI kAmane kevI rIte sevA banAvI de che te juo. 1950nI akhila hiMda yAtrAthI pAchA pharI, mahenata karIne raktapittiyAM mATe brahmapurImAM kaoNlonI mATe jamIna meLavI. 19paramAM caMdrabhAgAnA pUrathI jyAre munI-kI-retInI lepara kaoNlonIne khUba nukasAna thayuM tyAre eka kuSThanivAraka samiti sthApI ane TIharI-gaDhavAlanuM paheluM leprasI rilIpha eNsosiyezana sthApyuM ane brahmapurInA zrIgaNeza maMDAyA. svAmIjInI mahenatathI sarakArI taMtra sAbaduM thayuM ane leparanI sevAmAM, gAMdhI memoriyala leprasI rilIpha phAunDezana, vardhAthI ravIndrakumAra mittala nAme eka zikSita sevaka teo meLavI zakyA. Ama eka niHsvArtha sevAne jIvana samarpita karela sevaka kuSTha rogIone maLyo. 1959mAM brahmapurImAM navI lepara kaoNlonI baMdhAI.

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34 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza svAmIjIne gurudeve navI duniyAmAM yoga, vedAnta ane sanAtana dharmanA prasAra arthe mokalyA tethI A sevAnI pravRttine paNa joma maLyuM. perisanI phezana nirmAtA AMtararASTrIya khyAtanAma madhara sImoneTTA aDhaLaka paisA kamAtI hatI. teNe A samAjathI tarachoDAyelA bImAronI vAta svAmIjIne moDhe paeNrisamAM sAMbhaLI ane teNe potAnI bAkInI jiMdagI A sevAkAmamAM ja vitAvavA nizcaya karyo. zivAnaMdAzrama AvI te anAtha ane samAjathI haDadhUta thayela kuSTha rogIonI sevAmAM lAgI gaI. svAmIjI AvyA tyArathI AzramamAM to davAkhAnAmAM kAma karatA paNa pADozanA pradezamAM AvI davAnI sagavaDa na hoI ghera ghera pharI davA pahoMcADatA. svAmIjI A AdivAsI lokone gherI jaI temane jamADatA, davA ApatA ane temanA ghA para malamapaTTA bAMdhatA. 1973nA varSanA pAchalA bhAgamAM sImoneTTA, pIera rethanIesa, hAnsa ane sItA phrenkale DhALavALA lepara kaoNlonImAM paNa madada karavAnuM mAthe lIdhuM. beljiyamanAM mi. ane misisa baeNla niHsvArtha sevAnI vedI para balidAna devA AvyAM. sImoneTTAe garama sveTara, maphalara, jAjama vagere vaNavAnAM mazIno tyAM vasAvyAM. 1975mAM lakSmaNalA kaoNlonImAM davAkhAnuM zarU thayuM. giradhArI DhALavALA kaoNlonIno eka garIba kuSTha rogI hato. tene AMgaLAM, nAka ke paga na hatAM. tenI patnI paNa kuSTha rogI

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padadalitonA sAthI 35 hatI. tene badhAM ja lokoe dhutkArI kADhI aLago karI dIdhelo. akAraNa karuNAthI prerAI svAmIjI giradhArInI viziSTa sevA karavA lAgyA. vIsa varSa sudhI svAmIjI tene khAvAnuM mokalatA ane tenI badhI rIte dekhabhALa karatA. jyAre paradeza gayA tyAre paNa svAmIjI giradhArIne yAda karI navIna davAo ane nAnI bheTo mokalatA. giradhArI vadhu mAMdo thayo. maraNapathArIe paDela A AtmA maravA pahelAM svAmIjInAM darzana nahIM thAya tevI nirAzAthI khAvuMpIvuM choDI, dhAbaLo oDhI paDyo rahevA lAgyo. madhara ivaoNna labane A khabara paDI. teNe tene samajAvyo paNa kaMI khAvA mAnyo nahIM. tyAre tene kahyuM ke svAmIjI turata pAchA AvavAnA che ane tene maLavAnI icchA hoya to pravAhI le. tarata ja te pIgaLI gayo. svAmIjI pAchA Ave tyAM sudhI giradhArInA jIvavAnI AzA na hatI. paNa IzvarecchAthI svAmIjI aDhI mahinA pahelA pAchA pharyA. giradhArInI sthitithI vAkepha thatAM te sIdhA tenI pAse gayA. navuM blekaTa laI gayelA te oDhADI svAmIjIe kahyuM: ''giradhArI, tuM have zAMtithI tAruM zarIra choDI de.'' thoDo samaya giradhArI gaMbhIra chatAM AnaMdamAM rahyo ane teNe teno mAnavadeha choDI dIdho. AvAM to niHsahAyane sahAya karavAnAM aneka udAharaNo che. talasparzI hRdayormithI premapUrvaka sevA karatA svAmIjI daradIonA dAktara ja nahIM, premALa mAtAnI garaja sAratA rahyA che. te kaDaka bApa, madadanIza mitra ane sauthI vadhu to punarjanmamAMthI choDAvanAra saMta banI rahyA che.

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9. mahAna jAgRtikAra duniyAbharanA asaMkhya bhaktone cidAnaMdajI khAtarI Ape che: "AnaMdamAM raho. jigaravALA bano. huM tamArI sAthe ja chuM. zAzvata aMtaryAmI, mahAna aMtarvAsI jenI sAthe AdhyAtmika rIte huM eka chuM te huM tArI aMdara paNa birAjelo chuM.'' A khAtarI sAthe asatumAMthI samAM, aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM, mRtamAMthI amRtamAM bhaktone te dorI jAya che. potAnI agAdha anukaMpAthI, prabhAvI pavitratAthI, hRdayaMgama bhajanothI divya upadezathI te Adhunika jamAnAnA bhautikavAdIone vIjaLInA AMcakA ApI jagADe che. 1949mAM svAmIjIe saMnyAsa lIdho tyArathI ALasu ane bedhyAne prajAne jagADavAnA mahAna kAryamAM te lAgI gayA che. sAco nirNaya karIne, sAcA paMthe paDIne, AtmasAkSAtkAra prati teo saune dorI rahyA che. zarUAta thaI paTaNAnI divya jIvana saMgha, bihAra zAkhAonI pariSadanA udghATanamAMthI. lagabhaga AkhuM bihAra teo pharyA ane prajAne jagADI AdhyAtmika raste vALI.. 1953mAM hRSIkezamAM sarvadharma pariSada yojAI temAM badhI beThakonuM saMcAlana temaNe saMbhALeluM. svAmIjI potAnA vatI divya jIvana pariSadonuM pramukhasthAna levA badhI jagAoe svAmI cidAnaMdajIne ja mokalatA. 8mI akhila hindu divya jIvana pariSada kalakattAmAM bharAI temAM javA svAmIjIne badarInArAyaNa gayelA tyAMthI pAchA pharavuM

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mahAna jAgRtikAra paDeluM. pahelI ja sabhAne saMbodhatAM teoe kahyuM: ""nitya paripUrNa, nitya zuddha, parama AnaMda svarUpa paramAtmA, sarvazaktimAna AtmAnAM dazya svarUpo !' A saMbodhanoe jema zikAgomAM svAmI vivekAnaMdanAM saMbodhanoe sarvane avAka banAvI dIdhA hatA tevI ja asara karI. zabdo vaparAyA tenA karatAM tenI pAchaLanuM AdhyAtmika dabANa ane divya anugraha ja AvI bhavya sacoTa asara pADI zakyAM haze. svAmIjIe kahyuM ke divya jIvana pariSadanuM prayojana prajAnA hRdaya ane manamAM divyabhAva, Atmika ekatA, vaizvika aikya, bhakti, bhAIcAro ane prema vikasAvavAno che. temaNe kahyuM: ''IzvaranAM sarjananA ziratAja jevo mAnava mahAna buddhizakita dharAve che chatAM tenA svAbhAvane te vaphAdAra raheto nathI. svArtha mATe tenI buddhinI vezyAvRtti te kare che. tenI viSayopabhoganI mAgaNIone te tAbe thAya che ane A duniyAne duHkha ane dardanI khANa banAvI nAkhe che.'' divya jIvana koI gUDha bAbata nathI. niHsvArthapaNuM ane AtmajJAna, lokonI sevA ane prabhubhajana divya jIvana che. svAmIjInI hRdayathI karela apIlanI UMDI asara thaI ane lAMbo vakhata TakI. 1974mAM jyAre svAmIjI rajatajayaMtI vakhate pAchA AvyA tyAre kalakattAmAM lAkho loko temanAM darzane ToLe maLelA. sItArAmadAsa, omakAranAtha, vedavyAsAnaMda, zuddhAnaMda bhAratI ane cinmayAnaMdajI jevA saMtoe A prasaMge

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38 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-kapIkeza cidAnaMdajInA vaiyaktika premane kAraNe hAjarI ApelI. omakArabAbAe svAmI cidAnaMdajIne dazyamAna zivAnaMdajI kahelA ane vedavyAsAnaMde temane Adhunika vivekAnaMda tarIke saMbodhyA. svAmIjIe te vakhate samajAvyuM ke mANasanuM ekeeka kartavya tene Izvara pratye laI janAra banavuM joIe. A jIvanane phekI devAnuM nathI, tene sudhAravAnuM che. 1964mAM, 17mI divya jIvana pariSadamAM, teo pahelI vAra paMjAba gayA. te vakhate mAnavamaherAmaNa para temanA kAranA nAdanI jAduI asara thayelI. amRtasaranA svAmI nirmaLamahArAje jAte A avarNanIya asara vize ullekha karelo. 1965mAM 18mI akhila hinda divya jIvana pariSada maisUramAM bharAI. temAM purI ane dvArakAnA zaMkarAcAryoe divya jIvananA prasAramAM madadarUpa thavA khAtarI ApI hatI. traNa varSanI vizvayAtrA bAda, 1971mAM AMdhra pradezamAM 21mI akhila hiMda divya jIvana pariSadamAM teoe hAjarI Apela. temaNe lokone hAkala karI: "AtmAne bhUlIne nidrAmAM paDelA o jIva ! jAgo. tamAro Izvara sAtheno nAto bhUlazo nahIM.' janarala kariyappA tathA gavarnara khaMDubhAI desAI ane mahAna saMto tathA bhakto ahIMnI pariSadamAM hAjara rahelA. svAmIjIe zrotAone anurodha karyo: ''Izvara sAkSAtkAra mATe maLelo mAnavadeha eLe na jAya tenI kALajI lejo. dareka sUryodaya ane sUryAsta sAthe samaya doDato jAya che. dareka kSaNa vItatI jAya che. badho ja AnaMda-utsava ayogya che. eka varSa vItI gayuM. jAtane pUcho: meM zuM karyuM? amUlya mAnava deha meLavI

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39 mahAna jAgRtikAra huM zuM karI rahyo chuM ! nadIno svadharma che samudra prati prayANa, jIvano svadharma che paramAtmA sAthenuM milana. jIvAtmAe pAchuM ghera pahocavAnuM che.'' beMgaloranI 1975nI pariSadamAM svAmI vizvezvaratIrtha, ziva bAlayogI, zuddhAnaMda bhAratI vagere vacce svAmIjI adbhuta prakAzatA hatA. sadguru zivAnaMdajInA jIvaMta koTAnuM udghATana karatAM temaNe kahyuM: ''mAnavahRdayamAM rahela sadAcAra ane bhAratavarSanI yogaparaMparAnuM Ama udghATana thaI rahyuM che.'' temaNe kahyuM: eka sarvottama AtmAne mAnavajAta pUjI rahela che. koI te allAha, koI khudA, koI ahuramajhha, koI tAo kahe che. te ja che jene nirIzvaravAdIo nakAre che. bAibala, kurAna, graMthasAheba ane vedomAM tenAM vakhANa gAyAM che. syAnAgogsa, carco, masjido ane maMdiromAM te pUjAya che. paraMtu tenuM sauthI mahAna maMdira to mAnava-hRdaya che. dareka jIva mATe anukaMpA hovI joIe. prANImAtra pratye ane ApaNI AsapAsa UgatA ghAsa pratye paNa hamadardI hovI joIe. ApaNuM jIvana prema ane sevA mATe ja gALavuM joIe. tenAmAM AdhyAtmika bhUkha jAgavI joIe jethI te japa karavA, dhyAna dharavA, zAstrAbhyAsa karavA bese. Izvara ane saMtonI kRpAthI ja A bhUkha jAge. te kharIdI zakAtI nathI. 1956mAM kaTakanI UDatI mulAkAte gayA tyAra bAda 1966mAM orisA javAnuM banyuM. jagannAthajInA maMdiramAM temaNe caitanya mahAprabhunI yAda tAjI karAvatuM hRdayaMgama kIrtana karyuM. pachI to 1967-68 ane 1971mAM paNa svAmIjI orisA gayA. temaNe

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40 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza icchA pradarzita karelI ke gurudevano dareka ziSya nitya niraMtara pUjArI hovo joIe. satata nAmasmaraNa tenI Adata hovI joIe. rUDakelAnI audyogika vasAhatamAM temaNe kahyuM: ''mANasanI mahAna pharaja che - potAnA divya svabhAvane oLakhavo, roja - ba-rojanAM jIvanamAM potAnA divya svabhAvane pradarzita karo. AcaraNa zuddha rAkho. satyavAdI bano, satata IzvaranuM smaraNa rAkho. tamArAM dareka kRtyane AdhyAtmika opa Apo. 99 malayeziyAthI UDIne svAmIjI orisAnI raramI akhila hiMdu divya jIvana pariSadamAM hAjarI ApavA sAMbalapura AvelA. pAchA 23mI pariSadamAM pachInA varSe bhuvanezvara AvyA. temanA sAdhakone vicAra karI mUkatA saMdezAmAM teo kahe cheH ''hA ! mArA vahAlA mitro ! keTalI prArthanA karI ke maMtro japyA tenAthI nahIM, keTalA dIvA pragaTAvyA ke AratI karI tenAthI nahIM, keTalo ghaMTArava karyo ke pustako vAMcyAM tenAthI paNa nahIM, paraMtu hRdayamAM kevI Urmio vikasAvI, kevA zabdo tame bolyA, ane jenI sAthe jIvanamAM saMsargamAM Avo tenI sAthe kevo vartAva karyo tenA divya mApathI Izvara tamane mApe che.' "" Ama hiMdabharanA suSupta AtmAone jagADIne temane pharajanA paMthe vALavAmAM svAmIjIe athAga mahenata lIdhI che.

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10. virala divya vyakti gurudeva kahetA : ""svAmI cidAnaMdane tamAre saue guru mAnavA joIe. huM paNa temane guru jevA gaNuM chuM. temanI pAsethI huM asaMkhya bAbato zIkhyo chuM. huM temane cAhuM chuM, temane pUjuM. chuM.' A kaMI charakatAM karela hadathI vadhu udAra vakhANa nathI. kahevAya che ke pRthvI para nitya siddha saMto jagatane mArgadarzana ApavA avAranavAra AvatA rahe che. IzvaranA phirastAonI rIto anokhI hoya che. pazcimanA dezomAM svAmI cidAnaMdane hiMdanA saMta phrAnsisa tarIke loko pUje che. AsIsInA saMta phrAnsisanI prArthanA pramANe svAmIjIe jIvana ghaDyuM che. temanAM hRdayasparzI saMkIrtano ane prANImAtra pratyenA premane kAraNe keTalAka temane Adhunika caitanya mahAprabhu tarIke oLakhAve che. temanuM hRdaya buddha jevuM nirmaLa, prakAzita ane pocuM che. duHkhI prANIne dekhatAM ja te dravI uThe che. UMDI sahAnubhUti ane lAgaNIthI te sabhara che. bilvapatra toDavA jatA bhAIone jhADa parathI pAna toDavAmAM paNa komaLatA dAkhavavAno temano Agraha hoya che. svAmI veMkaTezAnaMda kahe che: "tenuM varNana karavA mathazo nahIM, tame niSphaLa jazo. mauna brahmavAcaka che.'' cidAnaMdajI gurubhaktino utkaTa namUno che. koI sadgurunA caraNe besIne svAmIjI upaniSada vigate zIkhyA nathI. moTA svAmIjI kahetAH ""upaniSado tenAM hRgata che. cidAnaMdajI to brahmasUtra ane gItAnI jIvatI jAgatI pratimA

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42 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-kaSIkeza dAkhalArUpa jIvanathI svAmIjI zIkhave che ke gurubhaktinI DhAlathI ziSyoe potAnuM rakSaNa meLavavuM joIe. eka vakhata temanAM vakhANa thatAM sAMbhaLI temaNe kahyuM, ''tame sau pUtaLAne vakhANo cho. mahimA to ghaDavaiyAno che. pUtaLAmAM dekhAtuM jJAna ane buddhicAturya to mUrtikAranuM che. svAmI zivAnaMdajI mahArAja mUrtikAra che.'' svAmIjIno prayatna haMmezAM potAnI jAtane bhUMsI nAkhavAno, zUnyavat banI javAne, gurudevanI mahattA AgaLa dharavAno rahyo potAne mATe brahmacarya, tapa, AtmatyAga ane kaDaka vrata pAlana rAkhatA. anyane mitratAbharI salAha, bhAI jevo bhaktibhAva ane mAtAnI saMbhALa ApatA. sahRdayI, niHsvArtha sevAthI udaMDa, jiddI mANasonuM hRdayaparivartana thAya che. karmayoga vize sUcano' nAmanA copAniyAmAM gurudeva lakhe cheH ""AvAM badhAM kamoMthI tamAruM hRdaya zuddha thaze, tamAruM hRdaya vizALa thaze. IcchAzakita majabUta thaze. AtmajJAna meLavavA tamAruM mana taiyAra thaze.'' svAmIjInI e mahecchA che ke dArUnI badI ApaNA dezamAMthI taddana nIkaLI jAya. 1 navembara, 1971nA roja kIrtana karatA dArUbaMdhInI padayAtrA para teo gayA. temaNe jaNAvyuM: ""saMpUrNa dArUbaMdhI mATenAM pagalAM Izvarabhakti che. nimna IcchAovALA mANaso mATe mokSa to dUra dUranuM soNaluM che. tAtI jarUriyAta to corI, dArU, daMbha ane jUThANAMthI temane mukti apAvavAnI che.'' svAmIjInI vaDIlonI maryAdA, baheno pratyenI

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43 virala divya vyakti ( 43 vinayazIlatA, bALako mATeno prema hRdayadrAvaka ane udAharaNIya banI jAya che. eka vakhata gurudevanA mAnamAM dilhImAM jasTisa pataMjali zAstrInA adhyakSapaNA nIce meLAvaDo yojAyelo. janarala sekreTarI, svAmIjI tyAM pahoMcyA tyAre haoNla khIcokhIca bharelo. pravezadvAra pAse paNa baheno beThelI. svAmIjIne vyavasthApakoe AgaLa javA kahyuM. temaNe nA pADatAM kahyuM ke bahenone takalIphamAM mUkavI yogya nathI. prasaMga nAno che paNa svAmIjInI anyane takalIpha na pahoMcADavAnI vRtti AmAM tarI Ave che sTezana para eka bAI bhAre boja uThAvI mahAmahenate jatI hatI. bhaktone AghA karI, svAmIjIe te bAI pAsethI baeNga upADI lIdhI. nAno evo A dAkhalo paNa jeNe banato joyo tene sevA mATenI svAmIjInI tatparatA, ziSTAcAranuM kudaratIpaNuM, kAryanI sahajatA ane namrabhAva dhyAna kheMce tevAM lAgyAM. temano mata che ke AdhyAtmika patha para mANasa keTalo AgaLa vadhyo che te tenA tAbedAro, nIcalI kakSAnA mANaso, agaNya prANIo pratyenA valaNamAM dekhAI Ave che. aneka nAnAmoTA prasaMgo svAmIjInA jIvanamAM noMdhAyA che je pahelI daSTie camatkAra ja lAge. svAmIjIne anya mATenI je darakAra, prema ane sevAnI lAgaNI tathA anukaMpA che tene laIne Izvara saMjogo ja evA karI deto lAge che jyAre sAmAnI IcchA aNadhAryA, na banI zake evA saMjogomAM paNa pUrI thAya che. svAmIjIe A camatkAra saryo ema kahIe to te eTaluM ja

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zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza kahe ke tamArI bhakti eTalI UMDI ane utkaTa che ke Izvarane A vyavasthA karI, tamArI IcchA na bane tevA saMjogomAM paNa pUrI karavI paDI ! 1977mAM lakhanaumAM svAmI cinmayAnaMdajIno gItAjJAnayajJa cAlI rahyo hato. temaNe sthitaprajJanAM lakSaNo gaNAvyAM. pro. vama karIne eka zrotAe pravacana bAda svAmI cinmayAnaMdajIne pUchyuM ke tame varNavela sthitaprajJa copaDInA Adarza ja che ke duniyAmAM tamArA dhyAnamAM koI AvI vyaktio che? A vidvAna sAdhu sahelAIthI khuzAmatanA raste jotA paNa nathI. gaMbhIratAthI vicArapUrvaka temaNe kahyuM: "hA, AvI vyaktio che. eka che mA AnaMdamayI, bIjA che svAmI cidAnaMdajI. AvI vyaktionAM darzana karI pAvana thavuM joIe.'' jIvananA aneka prasaMgo varNavI zakAya, jemAM svAmIjInI mAnasika samatulA - sukhadu:khamAM, zaradI-garamImAM, lAbhahAnimAM, hAra-jItamAM, mAna-apamAnamAM kadI DagI na hoya ! svAmI viSNudevAnaMda sAthe vAlamorInamAM hatA tyAM temanI koTaDIne Aga lAgI. temanI badhI ja jarUrI, moghI, kAmanI vastuo baLI gaI. temaNe eTalI svasthatAthI svAmI viSNune A vAta varNavI ke thoDo samaya svAmI viSNu ane eka ramUja ja mAnatA rahyA. svAmIjI kahe te koTaDImAM betraNa karoLiyA hatA te paNa baLI gayA haze tenuM temane duHkha hatuM ! keTalI advitIya saMvedanazIlatA ! keTaluM mananuM saMtulitapaNuM! pleno ane Treno moDAM thavAnAM, plenonA rUTa pharI javAnA, ane

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virala divya vyakita - 45 evA aneka dAkhalA banyA che tethI svAmIjI bhakato mATenA premane kAraNe teo icche te mAgaNI saMtoSI zakatA Izvara AvA saMjogo tenA prema ane niHsvArtha bhAvanAne kAraNe ja banavA detA haze ne ? gItAmAM varNavelA yogI, sthitaprajJa ke jJAnI kevA hoya te tAdaza jovA svAmIjInA jIvananA aneka prasaMgo ane saMjogo banatA jovA paDe. mahAmRtyuMjaya maMtranI zaktinAM darzana svAmIjIe lAkho mANasanI medanImAM kalakattAmAM karAvyAM, badhA ja zrotAone svAmIjIe eka bhAInI bImArImAM madada karavA premapUrvaka, zraddhAthI paropakArArthe hRdayapUrvaka mahAmRtyuMjaya japa 10 vakhata sabhAmAM bolavA kahyuM. badhAe Ama karyuM ane ghaNA aMtare rahelA A bImAra sajjanane tarata phAyado thayo. Ama mRtyuMjayano hRdayapUrvakano pATha zuM karI zake te svAmIjIe caritArtha karI batAvyuM. temanA jIvana dvArA teo e satya darzAve che ke prabhu sarvatra che. te je kaMI kare tenA dvArA te mAnavatAne zIkhave che ke A vizva IzvaranuM vyakta svarUpa che, divya tattva temAM otaprota che. temaNe eka bALakane annaprAzana karAveluM te prasaMge ema hUbahU dekhAyeluM ke bALakane temaNe bAlakRSNa rUpe ja khavaDAveluM! khavaDAvavAno pArthiva prayoga Izvara mAnI karavAno ja ahIM savAla na hato. khavaDAvavAno vicAra pote ja Izvarane khavaDAvatA hovAne thaI jAya to nAnAM bhUlakAMomAM IzvaranAM darzana thAya ! potAnA nijI udAharaNathI te bodha Ape che ke sAdhake mAnavamAM mAdhava jovAno che ane mAnavatAmAMthI devatva prati

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46 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI RSIkeza javAnuM che. svAmIjI duniyAnA loko vacce pharistA tarIke AvyA che te ema samajAvavA ke mAnave dAnava banavAnuM nathI, mAnavatAmAMthI devatva tarapha javAnuM che. jIvanano A ja mukhya hetu che. 11. jJAnano bhaMDAra cidAnaMdajIe temanA himAlayanA sAdhanA kALanA ane ajJAta saMcaranA samaya sivAya badho ja samaya anekavidha pravRttiomAM rokAI, judA judA bhAganA lokone dizAsUcana maLe tevuM vividha lakhANa karyuM che. teo AzramamAM AvyA te ja varasamAM, 'lAITa phAunTana' - "prakAzano kuvAro' nAmathI, gurudevanI jIvanI lakhI. temAM temaNe batAvyuM che ke AdhyAtmika satyo zAstronAM pAnAM para lakhAyelAM vAkyo nathI paNa gurudeva jevA saMtonA jIvananI hovAnI ane karavAnI bAbato che. 1953mAM navarAtrInA nava divasamAM devI mAhAbhyanI UMDI samaja ApatuM, jIvanamAM tene kema caritArtha karavuM tenI samajaNa ApatuM, "Izvara mAtRsvarUpe' God as Mother nAmanuM pustaka prasiddha thayuM. temAM teonAM nava saMbhASaNono saMgraha che. gurudevanI divya pratibhAne samajAvatuM pustaka 'jagadguru zivAnaMda' 1957mAM pragaTa thayuM je tenA 1946nA "kauzika' takhallusathI lakhelA lekhono saMgraha che. saMgrahAlayanI rItano upayoga karI svAmIjIe 'yoga

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'' jJAnano bhaMDAra tenA mArgadarzaka tarIke 'zivAnaMda 47 myujhiyama' goThavyuM. rIgAlIA' pustaka 1958mAM lakhyuM. 1959mAM vidyArthIone eka bhASaNa ApeluM te 'vidyArthIo, AdhyAtmika sAhitya, ane zivAnaMda' e nAmathI prasiddha thayuM che. temano anurodha che ke jIvanavelane svAdhyAyanuM pANI dararoja pAvuM joIe. vidyArthIone sAdhanA mATeno svadezIya kAryakrama Ape che: (1) khorAka, (2) vicAra, (3) vartananI vivekapUrNa Adato. bhautika tema ja AdhyAtmika saMpatti AthI maLaze. 1960mAM 'yoga' nAme pustakamAM svAmIjInAM yoga vedAnta AraNyaka akAdamImAM ApelAM bhASaNo prasiddha thayAM che. svAmIjI khAtarI Ape che ke satsaMga ane svAdhyAya mANasano AMtarika svabhAva ane AMtarika sthiti kharekhara zuddha kare che. tyAra bAda dhyAnanI eka ja beThake nirvikalpa samAdhi sudhI pahoMcI javAya che. svAmIjInA 51mA janmadine 1968mAM svAmI premAnaMdajIe svAmIjInAM lakhANomAMthI 16 viSayo paranAM lakhANo ekaThAM karI 'cidAnaMdanA atyaMga'(Chidananda's Chrsim)nA nAmathI prasiddha kareluM. svAmIjInA 56mA janmadine 'mAnavajAtane saMdeza' nAmanI pustikA bahAra paDelI jemAM sAdhakone teo anurodha kare che ke jIvana ane sAdhanA paryAyavAcI hovAM joIe. jIvana pote ja AdhyAtmika prakriyA banavI joIe. ApaNuM astitva ja yajJanI bhAvanAthI bharyuM hovuM joIe. kRSNAnaMdajI ane mAdhavAnaMdajInI jyubilIonI ujavaNI

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48 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-apIkeza vakhate A bannenA guNonuM darzana svAmIjIe ApIne ApaNane zIkhavyuM che ke ApaNI AsapAsanA sArA loko sAthe namratA ane guNagrAhakatAthI vartavuM joIe. 1973mAM svAmIjInI "dhanyatAno mArga (Path to Blessedness) pustaka bahAra paDyuM. temAM pataMjali maharSinA aSTAMgayoganuM nirUpaNa che. yoganA eka prakhara AcArya tarIke temaNe Adhunika mAnavanI mULabhUta truTIo para bhAra mUkI, sudhAraNAnA rastA batAvyA che. temanA 'umadA jIvana pathadarzaka' (Guide to Noble Living)mAM teo kahe che: ''saguNothI zarU karo, pavitratAmAMthI pasAra thAo ane IzvaraparAyaNatAnI parAkASThAe pahoMco.' 'divya jIvana' mAsikamAM niyamita teo dharmapatro lakhe che. Ane ekaThA karI 'AdhyAtmika jIvana vize salAha'nA nAme eka saMskaraNa 1974mAM prakAzita thayela che. 1975mAM prakAzano pathadarzaka' nAmanuM pustaka prasiddha thayuM. 1976mAM laoNsa eMjilIsamAM svAmIjIe Apela vyAkhyAna "tophAnanuM kendranA nAme bahAra paDela che. rAjya paranAM bhASaNo'nI copaDI 1976mAM prakAzita thaI. pazcimanA dezomAM Apela aNamola mArgadarzanane "zokanI pele pArano mArga' nAme prasiddha karela che. cidAnaMdajInAM badhAM lakhANomAM sevA ane paropakArathI zarU karI, prabhunA nAmasmaraNano mahimA gAI, sAdhakone yoga dvArA vicArazaktine AdhyAtmika banAvavA upara ane vedAntanA tattva - satyane pAmavA vize - mArgadarzana hoya che.

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12. paLepaLa divya jIvana potAnA jAtaanubhava parathI, ane haiyAsUjhathI cidAnaMdajI kahe che, "yoga eTale nirvikalpa samAdhi ja nathI. te to jIvananI kSaNekSaNamAM che.'' cidAnaMdajInuM jIvana niSkalaMka IzvaratvathI prakAze che. kulInatA, namratA, pavitratA ane anukaMpAnI temane kudaratI bakSisa maLela tema kahIe to atizayokti nathI. temanI prakRti to ajJAta vAsamAM rahI. himAlayanI girikaMdarAomAM UMDA dhyAnamAM UtarI pArthiva deha choDI devAnI hatI paNa kudarate kaMI juduM ja nirmANa karavA dhAryuM haze tethI lokasaMgraha arthe teoe paramocca AdhyAtmika sevAmAM jiMdagI arpaNa karI. badho ja samaya, badhI ja vastuomAM, cidAnaMdajI athAka mahenata kare che. samasta jagata divyatAno AviSkAra karAve che. jagata guru che. jIvana ziSyapada che. vizvanI sevAmAM prANa nyochAvara karavAnA che. jagata pAsethI jJAna meLavavAnuM che. A dharma ja mokSa apAvaze. akhUTa anukaMpAthI sarva jIvaMta sRSTinI te sevA kare che, tene prema kare che. te jANe che ke ajJAnavaza loko bhUla kare che. tethI te tenA para nArAja na thatAM tene upara uThAvavA nIce name che. akalpya UMcAIe caDanArA mahAmAnavo mAnavajAtanA mana para na bhUMsAya tevI chApa mArI gayA che. cAra udAtta satyo ane ATha pAMkhaDiyo patha buddha bhagavAnanI deNagI che. aMtima satyano 40

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50 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-aSIkeza pATha zaMkarAcArya zIkhavI gayA. caitanya nAma saMkIrtananI laganI lagADI. zivAnaMde sevA, bhakita, dhyAna ane divya jyotino cAra pAMkhiyo sAdhanAkrama Apyo cidAnaMde potAnA jIvana ane kavanathI batAvyuM ke bIje kaze ja nahIM, sRSTinA aNue aNumAM ja Izvarane nihALo. 13. upadeza jevuM vAvo tevuM laNo! karmano kAyado kahe che ke tame IcchA pramANe game te pAka laNI zako cho, paNa te mATe tamAre jarUrI yogya bIja vAvavAM joIe. A adbhuta niyama ja prema ne nIti, kRpA ne nyAyanuM sAcuM rahasya che. te kahe che ke, ""je vastune mATe tame lAyaka ho te vastuthI tame kadI vaMcita rahI zakazo nahIM. paNa te mATe yogya kArya tame karo eTale vastunI pAchaLa jema teno paDachAyo Ave tevI ja rIte kAryanI pAchaLa pariNAma AvyA vinA rahevAnuM ja nathI. je vastu tamArI che, ane jene mATe tame prayAsa karyo che, te vastu tamane maLatAM aTakAvI zake evI eke zakti AkhI sRSTimAM koI nathI. AkhI duniyA tamArI viruddha paDe topaNa tamane prApta thanArI siddhi chInavI zakavA mATe te asamartha che.'' yogano pAyo paNa A maniyama ja che badhuM divya vijJAna, parama pUrNatA, AMtaraprakAza ane mokSano AdhAra paNa te ja che. tamAruM AkhuM jIvana tame je je vicAra karo, IcchA karo ane te mATe prayAsa karo tenuM pariNAma ja che. icchAne jo tene yogya

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upadeza 51 kAryathI samarthana ApavAmAM Ave, to tethI tame te vastune mATe lAyaka bano cho. A kAraNa-kAryano niyama e manuSyane paramAtmA pAsethI maLelo mahAna vAraso che. tamArA kArya pramANe acUka tenI pratikriyA ke pariNAma AvavAnuM ja, AthI tame pote ja tamArA prArabdhanA ghaDavaiyA bano cho, bhaviSyanI unnatinI cAvI tamArA potAnA ja hAthamAM rahelI che, bIjA koInA hAthamAM nahIM. paNa A mahAna niyamanI samajaNamAM lokonAM ajJAna ke khoTI samaja pravarte che, kema ke teo tene bhayaMkara vastu hoya tema mAne che ane tethI Izvara para paNa anyAyI, hRdayahIna ne dUra hovAno AkSepa kare che. kAraNa ke temanI sAmAnya samajaNa anusAra jIvone karmanA niyamathI ja duHkha, pIDA, upAdhio Adi sahana karavo paDe che. kharekharI rIte to AvuM kAMI che ja nahIM. karmanA niyamathI ja manuSyane duHkha sahana karavo paDe che. evuM koI zAstramAM nathI. A niyama mAtra ATaluM ja kahe che ke 'jene mATe tame lAyaka bano te tamane avazya maLe che.'' karmano niyama e paramAtmAnI tenI sRSTi paranI kRpAnI sAbitI che, kema ke te jIvane mATe divya pUrNatA ne muktino mArga khullo kare che. pRthvI parano mAnava e paramAtmAno putra hovAthI duHkhano nahIM paNa sukha ne AnaMdano adhikArI che. chatAM jo tene duHkha, zoka, vilApa Adi vArasAmAM maLe to te tene mATe nirNAyo nathI. mATe tenuM ane sAthe bIjA badhA jIvonuM jIvana evuM hovuM joIe ke jethI tene avarNanIya AnaMda, prabuddha jJAna, sarvAgI saMpUrNatA maLe ane AvA jIvanamAM to mRtyunuM

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para zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza, paNa mRtyu thaI jAya che, tethI teno paNa kaMI artha raheto nathI. A tamArA badhA mATe IzvarI yojanA che. paNa te mATe tamAre evuM satata bhAna rAkhavuM joIe ke tame IzvaramAMthI utpanna thayA cho ane tenuM divyapada prApta karavuM e ahIMnA mAnavajIvananuM dhyeya che. tene badale ApaNe badhA mATImAMthI utpanna thayA chIe ne mATImAM maLI javAnA chIe evI mAnyatA sAthe jIvana jIvIe chIe. sAdhaka ne guMDAnuM daSTAMta koI bhaktibhAvayukata mumukSu sAdhake eka pavitra mahAtmAne guru karyA hatA. A guru pharatA sAdhu hatA ne temane keTalAka Azramo hatA. AthI temane jude jude sthaLe chavAyelA ziSyo prati dhyAna ApavuM paDatuM hatuM. jyAM A bhAvika ziSya raheto hato te nAnA gAmamAM guru dara varase AvatA. A ziSya kharekhara hato ne guru pratye tene khUba bhAva hato. jyAre jyAre guru tene tyAM AvatA tyAre tyAre te khUba pUjyabhAva sahita temanI sevA karato, temanI tahenAtamAM raheto ane temanI jJAnacarcA sAMbhaLato. eka vAra guru jyAre tene tyAM AvyA tyAre temaNe svAbhAvika rIte ziSyane pUchyuM, "ahIM badhuM kema cAle che ? tamArI sAdhanAnI sthiti kevI che?'' ziSya javAba dIdho, " "bIjuM badhuM to barAbara che, paNa A gAmamAM thoDuMka duHkha che. ahIM bIjA pADozamAM eka guMDA jevo badamAza rahe che. te atyaMta krUra ane anADI hovAthI badhAne duHkha Ape che.'' Ama kahI teNe te mANase bIjAo para je julama ne raMjADa karI hatI te badhA prasaMgonuM bayAna karyuM. A sAMbhaLI gurue kahyuM, ''samaya AvatAM te mANasa sudharaze.

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53 upadeza tenI ciMtA karavAne badale tene mATe prArthanA karavI e sAruM che.'' Ama kahIne temaNe rajA lIdhI. be varSa bAda guru pharIthI te gAmamAM AvyA. ane agAunI mAphaka ziSyanA kuzaLa samAcAra pUkyA. tyAre ziSya kahyuM, "pelo badamAza to sudharavAne badale vadhAre bagaDyo che !'' Ama kahIne tenAM zirajorInAM kRtyonuM varNana karavA mAMDyuM. gurue badhI vAta zAMtithI sAMbhaLIne kahyuM, ''bhAI, gaye vakhate jyAre huM ahIM Avyo tyAre mane tArA saMbaMdhI bahu ciMtA na hatI, kema ke te gAmanA A bhAgamAM rahe che ane pelo guMDo bIjA bhAgamAM raheto hato. AthI tamArA bannenI vacce ATaluM aMtara hatuM. eTale tamArA AdhyAtmika jIvana para tenI asara thAya tema na hatuM, paNa have to vastusthiti gaMbhIra banI gaI che.' ziSya kahyuM, "nA gurujI, hajI te to tyAM ja rahe che.'' gurue kahyuM, '"nA, nA, atyAre to te tamArI aMdara ja rahe che. pahelAM te bahAra ane dUra hato, paNa have to tame tamArI aMdara ja tene sthAna ApyuM che,'' kema ke ziSya potAnA aMtaramAM guruno bodha, IzvaranuM smaraNa, maMtrajapa, prArthanA ke dhyAnane badale te bIjo mANasa ne tenAM kRtyone ja sthAna ApyuM hatuM. A daSTAnta khUba vicAravA lAyaka che. te batAve che ke jIvAtmA potAnA AMtarika kendramAM sthira rahevAne badale bahAranA viSayomAM rasa leto thAya to tenI bhavya siddhi - mokSa mATeno AMtarika vikAsa aTakI jAya che. mATe tamAre satyakendrita thavuM joIe. jo mana tamane aMdaranA kendramAMthI dUra kheMcI jaI pArthiva padAthonA ciMtanamAM ghasaDI jAya, to tame tamArA

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54 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-RSIkeza mATe navAM karmo utpanna karo cho, ane tamArA baMdhananI majabUta jALa graMtho cho, jemAM tamArAM ajJAnajanita khoTAM karmo ne khoTA vicArothI tame gUMcavAI maro cho. mAnasa svabhAvanuM parivartana kevI rIte karavuM ? jo tamAre aMdaranI AdhyAtmika nIrogI avasthA eTale ke AMtaraprakAza, AnaMda, zAMti Adi meLavavAM hoya to mananA svabhAvanuM rUpAMtara karyA vinA bIjo koI upAya nathI. tenuM badhuM vartana evuM karavuM joIe ke jethI te aMdaranA AtmavismRtirUpI roganA sacoTa ilAja tarIke kAma kare. ApaNA pUrvajoe mananA AvA saMpUrNa rUpAMtara mATe je adbhuta vijJAna zodhI kADhyuM che tenuM nAma ja yoga. tenA vinA manuSya kadI AdhyAtmika svasthatA prApta karI zake tema nathI. temAM adbhuta buddhithI zodhI kADhelAM uttarottara caDatAM kramika pagathiyAM dvArA manuSya dhIme dhIme mananA bahirmukha svabhAvane aMtarmukha banAvI zake che. temAM tattvajJAna, sAcI jijJAsA, saMsAranA mAyAvI padArthonI pokaLatA ane te pratyenI AsaktinI mUrkhatA Adino vicAra karatAM karatAM mana kahevA mAMDe che, '"nA, have huM lAMbo samaya mUrkha rahIza nahIM. saMsAranA A badhA padArtho vacce huM anAsaktabhAve temanA svAmI tarIke zAMtithI vicArIza. me temanuM kharuM svarUpa samajI lIdhuM che ! tethI have huM chetarAIza nahIM. Ama viveka, vicAra, nirIkSaNazakti, bIjAnA ne koI vAra potAnA paNa tIvra kaDavA anubhavo bAda mana potAnI mUrkhatA choDI de che ne aMtarmukha banavAne saMmata thAya che. chatAM tenI caMcaLatA jatI nathI, tenuM zuM karavuM ? ,,

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55 upadeza te mATe manuSyanuM sthULa zarIra, tenA zvAsozvAsa, aMdaranA prANa ne mana vacce gADha saMbaMdha rahelo che te dhyAnamAM rAkhIne trASioe addabhuta yoganuM nirmANa kareluM che. A yoganA zarUAtanA tabakkAmAM mumukSue yamaniyamarUpI sadAcAra pALI ke saMyamamAM rahI krame krame zarIra, Indriyo, mana AdinuM vartana pheravI nAkhI niSedhAtmaka ke pratyAghAtI valaNane badale vidheyAtmaka ke unnata mArge javAmAM sahAyaka bane tevuM karavAnuM hoya che. tyAra bAda zarIrane khaDakanI jema taddana sthira banAvavA mATe Asanano viSaya che, pachI AMtarayoga zarU thAya che. manuSyane sthULa zarIra ke annamaya kozathI para prANamaya koza maLelo che. prANAyAma dvArA A kozane zuddha ne baLavAna banAvavAthI tenA dvArA mana para saMyama sAdhI zakAya che. Ama, zarIra ne prANa baMnene sthira karyA bAda dhIme dhIme mananI caMcaLatAne vazamAM lAvI zakAya che ane chevaTe mana para saMpUrNa kAbU meLavI zakAya che. Ama vaza kareluM mana aMtarmukha banatAM pachI tene bAhya vasturUpa viSayanI jarUra paDatI nathI, tyAre dhyAna mATe tenI pAse zAzvata mahAna lakSya kendra tarIke rajU karavAmAM Ave che. atyaMta sUkSma ke tIvra buddhizALI bhAratIya traSimunio sAmAnya mAnavanI tema ja A mArge javA IcchatA mumukSuonI paNa maryAdAo jANatA hatA. AthI temaNe kahyuM ke "zarUAtamAM tamAruM dhyAna kendrita karavA mATe vyApaka zAzvata tattvane badale tenuM sAkAra svarUpa pasaMda karI zako cho. AthI dhyAna karavA mATe paramAtmAnA nirAkAra svarUpane badale prema, karuNA, dayA, kSamA, sauMdarya Adi guNothI alaMkRta puruSa

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56 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-kapIkeza svarUpane ke sAkAra saguNa brahmane lakSya banAvavAmAM AvyuM. hRdayamAM birAjatA A divya Atara puruSa para manane kendrita karavAthI te bAhya viSayapadArthomAM bhaTakatuM aTake che ne saMpUrNapaNe divya bane che, kema ke jenA para manane kendrita karavAmAM Ave che te paramAtmA pote ja divya che. AvI rIte mana bahAranA viSayapadArtho parathI aMtaranA kendramAM, caMcaLatAmAMthI sthiratAmAM, sarvatra vIkharAyelI sthitimAMthI eka padArtha para kendrita sthitimAM ke pArthiva jaDa padArtho parathI sanAtana divya paramAtmA, potAnA Adarza ke hRdayanA priyatama para ekAgra thatAM tenuM saMpUrNa parivartana thAya che. A sAdhanA AgaLa vadhatAM dhIme dhIme te eTalI tIvra ke ekAgra bane che ke mana tenA dhyeyamAM lIna thaI jatAM adazya bane che. pachI te mana rahetuM nathI. vijJAnIo je agnimAMthI tenI dAhakazakti laI le to pachI tene agni kahI zakAya ? pachI to te agni hovA chatAM agni raheto nathI. AvuM mana zuddha AtmacetanAmAM pahoMcavA mATe dhorI mArga samAna bane che, ane aMtarAtmA potAnI vismRti, ajJAnarUpI gADha nidrA ke mAyArUpI rogamAMthI mukta bane che. satyarUpI sUryano udaya thatAM divya jJAnarUpI bhavya prakAza jhaLahaLI UThe che ne mAnava A pRthvI para te kSaNe ja mukta bane che. A sarvathI mahAna siddhi che, ane te prApta karavAnI zakti ApaNA saumAM rahelI che. sAcI AdhyAtmika dRSTi sadA vidyamAna IzvaranI sarvavyApakatAnuM sacoTa bhAna ApaNane hovuM joIe. paramezvare ApelAM sarva kAryone AdhyAtmika sugaMdha

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upadeza pa7. vaDe bharI devAM joIe. ApaNAM kAryo sAmAnya koTinAM ke saMsAra paratvenAM hoya, paraMtu ApaNane to evo ja anubhava thavo joIe ke sarvatra vyApta evA saccidAnaMdanA mahAsAgaramAM sahela karI rahyA chIe. ApaNe jyAM jaIe tyAM IzvaranI hAjarIno anubhava karIe, kAraNa ke te sarvavyApaka che. jagata paranAM kAryonA ApaNA rojiMdA jIvanakrama daramiyAna ApaNe je kAyo karIe chIe te darekamAM IzvaranuM darzana karIe. jyAre ApaNe IzvaranI zAMta ane parama sukhamaye hAjarInI sabhAnatA sAthe ApaNAM kAryo karIe chIe tyAre ApaNAM kAryonuM AdhyAtmIkaraNa thaI jAya che, ane te khUba ja Avazyaka che. ApaNane evo bhAva thavo joIe ke je kaMI ApaNe karI rahyA chIe te badhuM sarva nAmarUpo dvArA je ekamAtra tattvanuM darzana ApaNane thaI rahyuM che tevA sarvavyApaka paramezvaranI ja pUjAarcanA ane bhakti che. jaDa ane cetana badhuM eka ja svarUpa che. A bhAva sAthe dareka vyaktie potAnAM badhAM kAryo karavAM joIe. A bhAva gurudeva svAmI zivAnaMdajI mahArAjanA jIvanamAM khUba ja suMdara rIte abhivyakta thayelo jovA maLe che. je koI temanI pAse AvatAM te sarvamAM teozrI divya AtmatatvanuM darzana karatA. A ja bhAva sAthe teozrI garIbo tathA mAMdAnI sevA karatA. teo sarvamAM jIvatAjAgatA nArAyaNanuM ja darzana karatA, kAraNa ke temane mATe to dareka vyakti IzvaranuM joI zakAya tevuM sAkSAt svarUpa hatI. teone mATe dareka vyakita IzvaranI ja sAkSAt abhivyakita hatI. teozrInA samagra jIvana daramiyAna, jIvananI aMtima ghaDI sudhI A bhAva spaSTa rIte abhivyakata

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58 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-aSIkeza thato jovA maLyo che. ApaNAmAM A bhAva hoya che, chatAM paNa kriyAo sAmAnya rIte manane bahAra tarapha pheke che, ane manane bAhya svarUpamaya banAvI de che. mana jo AtmanirIkSaNa karatuM hoya to teTalo samaya A bhAva pakaDAI rahe che, paraMtu jevuM mana bahirmukha banyuM ke tarata ja te Indriyajanya padAtho sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhe che ane te dareka padArtha mana para na bhUMsI zakAya tevI chApa UbhI karato jAya che. Ama kharo bhAva kSINa banato jAya che, tenA cIlA para navI Urmio uddabhavatI jAya che. Ano upAya zo ? Ano upAya eka ja ke ApaNAmAM UMDI dhagaza, prabaLa utsAha, prAmANikatA, dhIraja ane satata abhyAsa hovAM joIe. jema sTImara game te dizA tarapha gati karatI hovA chatAM paNa nAvikanA dizAsUcaka yaMtranI soya to haMmezAM uttara dizA ja batAve che, tevI ja rIte mana harapaLe bahiraMga banI jatuM hovA chatAM paNa manano thoDoka bhAga mukhya kendramAM sthira thAya tevo prayatna karavo joIe. Ama karavAthI manano AMtarapravAha ati Avazyaka evA mULabhUta bhAvane pakaDI rAkhaze. A bhAvane dhIme dhIme satata abhyAsa vaDe keLavavAno che. game tema hoya paNa te pachI to asaMkhya upAdhio Ave ane mananI sAthe aphaLAya ane manane DagAvI nAkhavAnA prayatno kare chatAM paNa te to tenA kendrabhAvamAM ja sthita raheze. A sthitie pahoMcyA pachI A bhAva kyAreya saMpUrNapaNe DagI jato nathI ke teno viccheda paNa thato nathI. divyabhAva haMmeza TakI raheze. tyAra pachI ApaNuM samagra jIvana sAmAnya jIvanamAMthI bhakitasAdhanA, tapazcaryA ane

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upadeza yogamAM pheravAI jAya che. A ja jIvananuM dhyeya che. sarva jIvo sAthenI ekatAno bhAva divase divase vadhu tIvra banato jAya ane avirata rahe te arthe keTalAMka vyavahAru sUcano ahIM ApavAmAM AvyAM che. jAgIne ApaNA divasanI zarUAta karIe chIe, ane nidrAmAM pravezIne tenI samApti karIe chIe. Ama jyAre ApaNe nidrAmAMthI jAgIne sphUrtimAM AvIe chIe tyAre ApaNA mana para AraMbhanA eka vicAranI chApa UbhI karavA ApaNe prArthanA karavI joIe ke, ''he prabhu, badhAM ja nAma-rUpomAM rahelI tArI sevA, bhakti karavA huM jAgyo chuM.'' prabhunA A virATa vizvarUpanA tame pUjArI cho tevo bhAva UMghamAMthI UThyA pachI tAjA ja mana para daDha karavo joIe, tame tamArI potAnI ja prArthanA ghaDI kADho. "he prabhu ! AkhAye divasa daramyAna jAgratAvasthAmAM huM mana, vacana, karmathI je kaMI karuM te sarva kriyAo ApanI ArAdhanA banI raho !'' manamAM A bhAvane dhAraNa karI ApaNA dainika kAryano AraMbha karIe. jo ApaNe ApaNAM dainika kAryone A bhAva sAthe karIzuM to karma ApaNane baMdhanamAM nAkhaze nahIM. tenAthI UlaTuM ApaNI dainika kriyAo Izvara sAthe ApaNane sAMkaLanArI kaDI banI jaze. 59 " pravRttio daramiyAna navarAzanI paLo maLe tyAre thoDA samaya mATe ApaNI samagra jAtane kendrita karI kahIe ke, "A badhI pUjA che. je kaMI huM karuM chuM te badhuM IzvaranI bhakti ja che.'' sarvamAM prabhunuM darzana karavAno yatna karo. tamArI jAtane avAranavAra yAda Apo ke A tAro bhAva che 'sarvam brahmamavam''. divasane aMte nidrAdevIne zaraNe jAo tyAre divasanAM -

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60 zrI svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI-jhaSakeza tamAma kAryo prabhunAM caraNakamaLomAM samarpita karI devAM. prabhune kaho ke, ""he prabhu, huM tAro chuM, badhuM ja tArI IcchA mujaba thAo.'' evuM anubhavo ke tame prabhunA hAthamAMnuM eka sAdhana cho. ane prabhu ja tamArAM mana, tana ane Indriyo dvArA kArya karI rahyA che. sarva kamoM tathA tenuM phaLa prabhucaraNe arpaNa karo. AtmazaraNAgatino A mArga che. nimitta mAtra banI karma karo. huM rahuM chuM te prabhunuM maMdira che, sarva kriyAo prabhunI ja sevA che evuM anubhavo. tame je zabdo uccAro cho te prabhunA nAmano japa che tevuM anubhavo. jyAM jAo tyAM prabhunI hAjarIno anubhava karo. te tamArAmAM ja che. prabhu tamArA hRdayasiMhAsana para ja birAje che. tamArAM sagAMsaMbaMdhI ke mitro karatAM paNa te tamArI vadhu najIka che. dareka caherAmAM tenAM darzana karo. sUtAM pahelAM Izvarane prArthanA karavAnI Teva pADIe. prabhune prArthanA karIe ke, "he prabhu! mArA hAtha, paga, AMkha, kAna, nAka, jIbha ke mana vaDe je kaMI karma mArA vaDe thayAM che te sarva mArI pUjA-arcanA rUpe tane arpaNa karuM chuM.'' ajAgrata mana para A jAtano bhAva mUkIne sUI jAo. A vastu AdhyAtmika siddhionI prAptimAM tamane sahAyarUpa banaze. A ja jIvananuM vAstavika AdhyAtmIkaraNa che. AgaLa jatAM amuka vizeSa prakAranAM kAryo divasa daramiyAna tame karatA ho tyAre bhinna bhinna dareka kriyAnA AraMbhe tathA aMte tapAsazo to jaNAze ke bhAvanI samagra prakriyAmAMthI tame pasAra thaI rahyA cho. udAharaNa tarIke tame bhojana levA beso cho tyAre te prakriyA thatI jovA

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upadeza 61 maLe che. tame bhojananI dareka sAmagrI prabhune arpaNa karIne ja jamo. bhojanane aMte UThatAM pahelAM paNa tame " "brahmArpaNa'' kaho. jyAre tame patra lakhavA beso tyAre tame mAnasika prArthanA karo ke, "prabhu ! A kArya tArI pUjA bano,'' ane jyAre patra samApta thAya tyAre paNa kaho, ''brahmArpaNa.'' ApaNe sarva kAryano AraMbha prArthanAthI ane samApti samarpaNabhAvathI karavAM joIe. prabhupUjAnuM A sAdAmAM sAduM rahasya che ane divasanAM tamAma kAyone pUjA, bhakti ane tyAgamAM rUpAMtarita karavAno sauthI asarakAraka ane zakitazALI mArga che. ApaNA prAcIna traSimunio tathA saMtoe zodhI kADhelo A mArga che ane teo amUlya vArasA tarIke ApaNane te soMpatA gayA che. zrImad bhagavadgItAmAM paNa eka suMdara zloka che je dareka sAdhake satata yAda rAkhavo joIe. : (arpaNa brahma che. havi brahma che, brahmarUpa agnimAM brahmarUpa hotAe homa karyo te paNa brahma che.) je brahmabhAve sthira rahe che, te brahma ja pAme che. Ama A brahmavettA vyakti potAnAM vANI, vartana ane vicAromAM mananuM sAcuM valaNa zuddha ane sAco bhAva dhAraNa kare che. te saguNa vaDe upara batAvelA sarvottama phaLane prApta kare che.

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kiMmata 12-00 | cha o | cha o 0 | cha o 0 12 - 00 16- 00 16- 0 18- 00 9-0 | b o 9- 00 0 | o 0 | 0 o 0 10 - 00 saMtavANI graMthAvalI - 2006 1. jagadaguru zrI Adi zaMkarAcArya 2. zrI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa 3. svAmI vivekAnaMda 4. zrI zrImA AnaMdamayI mA 5. bhagavAna mahAvIra 6. mahAtmA gAMdhIjI 7. Izu khrista 8. maharSi vinobA bhAve 9. hajarata mahaMmada payagaMbara 10. bhagavAna gautama buddha 11. svAmI sahajAnaMda 12. azo jarathuSTra 13. guru nAnakadeva 14. saMta kabIra 15. mahAprabhu zrIvallabhAcArya 16. zrI svAmI rAmadAsa (kananagaDha-kerAlA) 17. maharSi dayAnaMda 18. zrImad rAjacaMdra 19, sAdhu vAsavANI 20. pUjya zrImoTA 21. zrI ramaNa maharSi 22. maharSi araviMda 23. zrI raNachoDadAsajI mahArAja 24. zrI raMga avadhUta 25. zrI punita mahArAja 26. svAmI muktAnaMda 27. svAmI zivAnaMda sarasvatI (SIkeza) 28. svAmI cidAnaMda sarasvatI 10-00 10 - 00 10 - 00 9-00 10-00 10-00 | 0 9-00 | 0 0 o 12-0 0 o 0 | 0 o | 0 0 o | cha 0 o | cha 9- 00 12-00 12-00 300 - 00 A graMthAvalinAM 28 pustakonI kiMmata rU.300 thAya che. graMthAvalino saMpuTa kharIdanArane te rU.200nA rAhata dare ApavAmAM Avaze. rU.200 (seTanI) ISBN 81-7229-237-6 (set)