Maa Baap Chhokarano Vyavahar Sankshipt

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008858/1

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra vaDhIne nahIM, premathI sudhAro. mA-bApa chokarAMne sudhAravA mATe badhuM phekacara karI nAkhe che. ApaNe chokyo mATe bhAva karyA karavA ke chokarAMnI badri savaLI karo. ema karatAM jatAM bahu dahADA thAya ne, asara paDyA vagara rahetI nathI. e to dhIme dhIme samajaze, tamAre bhAvanA kyAM karavI. emanI kheMca karazo to avaLo cAlaze, ane chokarAne to mArazo ja nahIM. koI bhUlacUka thAyane, to dhIme rahIne mAthe hAtha pheravIne samajaNa pADavAnI jarUra che. prema Ape tyAre chokaruM DAhyuM thAya, bAkI A saMsAra jema tema karIne nAmAvI levA jaivo che. * dAdAzrI iiiii/

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anukramaNikA samarpaNa anAdithI mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra; rAga-dveSanA baMdhane, mamatAno mAra ! na sahevAya, na kahevAya, zuM thAya ? kone pUche, koNa batADe eno upAya ? mUMjhAyelA rAma, dazaratha ne zreNika; zravaNane joI, mA-bAponA haiye cIMkha ! paraNyA pachI pala pale pUche 'gurune; trikoNa sarjAya, na sUjhe kema karuM re ! AjanAM chokarAM ya mUMjhAya mA-bApathI; moTuM aMtara, re "janarezana gepa'thI ! mokSano dhyeya, teNe taravo saMsAra; koNa bane sukAnI, machavo majhadhAra ! Aja sudhInA jJAnIoe cIMdhyo vairAga; haiyAMvALAM aTakyAM, kema thavuM vItarAga ? na koIe dekhADyo saMsAra sAthe mokSa mArga; kaLikALe AcheruM 'dAdA'e dIdho akrama mArga ! saMsAramAM rahI, thavAya vItarAga; pote thaI, 'dAdA'e pragaTAvyo cIrAga ! e cIrAganI rozanImAM puge mokSe mumukSu ! sAcA khapI pAme nize ahIM divyacakSu ! e rozanInA kiraNo pragaTyA 'A' graMthamAM ! 'mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra' ukele paMthamAM ! dIvAthI dIvA pragaTe pratyeka ghaTamAM; jagane samarpaNa A graMtha, pAma jhaTamAM ! chokarAM pratye mA-bApato vyavahAra (pUrvArdha) (1) siMcana saMskAranAM (2) pharajiyAtamAM gAvAnuM zuM? (3) na jhaghaDAya bALakonI hAjarImAM.. (4) asarTiphAIDa phAdharsa enDa madharsa! (5) samajAvavAthI sudhare suputro.... premathI sudhAro bhUlakAMne! (7) 'avaLAM' Ama chUTI jAya! (8) navI janarezana, helthI mAInDavALI! (9) madhara-phAdharanI phariyAdo ! (10) zaMkAnAM zULa ! (11) vArasAmAM chokarAMne keTaluM ? (12) mohanA mArathI maryA anaMtIvAra! (13) bhaluM thayuM, na baMdhAI jaMjALa.... (14) sagAI rIleTIva ke rIyala? (15) e che leNadeNa, na sagAI! mA-bApa pratye chokarAno vyavahAra (uttarArdha) (16) TInejarsa sAthe 'dAdAzrI' (17) patnInI pasaMdagI! (18) patinI pasaMdagI! (19) saMsAramAM sukha sadhAya sevAthI! vizeSa sUcana dareka jagyAe kausamAM ApelA AMkaDAo mULa vistRta graMthanA pRSTha naMbara che.

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saMpAdakIya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna kyA avatAramAM chokarAM nathI thayAM ? mA-bApa vinA konuM astitva hoI zake ? bhagavAno paNa mAne peTe ja janmyA hatA. Ama mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra anAdi anaMta che. e vyavahAramAM AdarzatA kema karIne Ave te mATe badhA dina-rAta mathatA dekhavAmAM Ave che. temAM ya A kaLikALamAM to vAta vAtamAM mA-bApa chokarAM vacce matabheda bhALavAmAM Ave che tyAre arerATI vyApI jAya. saMyugamAM ya bhagavAna rAma ane lava-kuzano vyavahAra kevo hato ? RSabhadeva bhagavAnathI aLago paMtha kADhanAra marIci kyAM na hatA ? dhRtarASTranI mamatA ne duryodhanano svachaMda kyAM jANIto nathI ? mahAvIranA vakhatamAM zreNika rAjA ane putra koNIka mogalonI yAda apAve tema hatuM. mogala bAdazAho jagaprakhyAta thayA tyAre eka bAju bAbara hato ke jeNe humAyunA jIvana mATe potAnA jIvanane sATAmAM ApavAnI allAne baMdagI karelI ? tyAre bIjI bAju zAhajahAMne jelamAM nAkhIne auraMgajheba gAdI para beThelo. to rAma bApane khAtara ja vanavAsa cAlyA gayA hatA. zravaNe mA-bApane kAvaDamAM besADI jAte UMcakIne jAtrA karAvelI. (mukhapRSTha) Ama rAga-dveSanI vacce jholAM khAto mA-bApa ane chokarAMno vyavahAra dareka kALamAM hoya che. A kALamAM dveSano vyavahAra vizeSa vizeSa jovAmAM Ave che. AvA kALamAM samatAmAM rahI Adarza vyavahAra karI nIkaLI javAno rasto akrama vijJAnI saMpUjya dAdAzrIe atre prarUpyo che. AjanA yuvAvarganuM mAnasa saMpUrNapaNe jANI temane jItavAno rasto sUjhADyo che. paradezamAM vasatA bhAratIya mA-bApo tema ja bALakonI be dezanA bhinna bhinna kalcara vacce jIvana jIvavAnI kaThIna samasyAno suMdara ukela prasaMge prasaMge vAtacIta karatAM khullo karyo che. je sujJa vaDIla vAMcakone temaja yuvAvargane khUba khUba upayogI banaze, emanAM Adarza jIvana jIvavA mATe. prastuta graMtha be vibhAgamAM saMkalana thaI prakAzita thAya che. pUrvArdha : mA-bApano chokarAM pratye vyavahAra. uttarArdha : chokarAMno mA-bApa pratye vyavahAra. pUrvArdhamAM parama pUjaya dAdAzrI mA-bApa sAthe satsaMga kare che. mA-bApanI aneka mUMjhavaNo saMpUjayazrI sAme aneka prasaMgoe rajU thayelI. jenA sacoTa solyuzana pUjayazrIe ApyAM che. jemAM mA-bApane vyavahArika gUMcavADAnAM samAdhAna maLe, temanAM potAnA aMgata jIvanamAM jAtane sudhAravAnI cAvIo maLe temaja bALako sAthe vyavahAramAM paDatI muzkelIomAM aneka ukela prApta thAya che ane jethI saMsAra vyavahAra sukhamaya pUro thAya. mA-bApa ane chokarAM vacce je rileTiva saMbaMdha che, tattva draSTie je vAstavikatAo che, e samaja paNa jJAnI puruSa Ape che. jethI mokSa mArge AgaLa vadhavAmAM mAbApane mUrchA UDI jAya ane jAgRti khIle. te sarva graMthanA pUrvArdhamAM saMkalita thayuM che. jyAre uttarArdhamAM parama pUjaya dAdAzrI bALako, yuvAna chokarAchokarIo joDe satsaMga kare che ane temaNe potAnA jIvananI aMgata mUMjhavaNonA samAdhAna meLavyAM che. mA-bApa sAthe kevo vyavahAra karavo tenI samajaNa prApta thAya che, paraNavAnI bAbatamAM samaja evI sarasa prApta thAya che ke yuvAno potAnA jIvanamAM sAcI vAta samajIne pachI vyavahArano pUrepUro ukela lAvI zake. bALako potAnA mA-bApanI sevAnuM mahAbhya ane pariNAma samaje tenI samajaNa graMthanA uttarArdhamAM samAveza thAya che. mA-bApanI mUMjhavaNo jevI ke chokarAM mATe ATaluM badhuM karyuM chatAM chokarAM sAmAM thAya che tenuM zuM ? chokarAM moTAM thaIne AvAM saMskArI

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thaze tevAM thaze vi. vi. svapnA bhAMgI jatAM jue tyAre je AghAta anubhave tenuM samAdhAna kevI rIte levuM ? keTalAMka chokarAM to mA-bApanA lagnajIvananuM sukha(!) joIne paraNavAnI ja nA pADe tyAM zuM karavuM ? mA-bApe kaI rIte saMskAra sIMcana karavuM ? pote kaI rIte enuM jJAna meLavavuM ? kyAMthI meLavavuM ? bagaDelA bALakone kaI rIte sudhAravA ? vAte vAte mA-bApa chokarAM vaccenI athaDAmaNothI aTakAya zI rIte ? chokarAMne mA-bApa bosIjhama karatAM lAge che ne mA-bApane chokarAM vaMThI gayelAM lAge che; have Ano rasto zuM ? chokarAMne sAruM zIkhavADavA kahevuM to paDe ja, tene chokarAM kacakaca mAnIne sAmAM ArgyumenTasa kare tyAM zuM karavuM ? nAnA chokarAM, moTAM chokarAM sAthe kaI rIte judo judo vyavahAra goThavavo ? gharanI bhinna bhinna prakRtiono sAco mALI kaI rIte banAya ? eno lAbha kaI samajaNathI UThAvI zakAya ? koI lobhI to koI lApho, koI cora, to koI oNliyo, AvI bhinna bhinna gharamAM chokarAMonI prakRtio hoya tenAM vaDIle zuM samajavuM ne zuM karavuM? bApane dArU, bIDInuM vyasana paDI gayuM hoya tyAM kaI rIte tenAMthI chUTavuM ke jethI karIne chokarAMne tenI kharAba asarathI bacAvI zakAya ? chokarAM divase, moDI rAta sudhI TI.vI. sInemA joyA kare tyAM kaI rIte temane bacAvavAM ? navI janarezananI kaI sArI vastune dhyAnamAM laI teno kaI rIte lAbha UThAvavo ? kAlanA kaSAyI ane vartamAnanA viSayI janarezananI gepa kaI rIte pUravI ? ekabAju AjanI janarezananuM 'helthI mAInDa' joI garadana jhUkI jAya tema lAge ne bIjI bAju viSayAMdha dekhAya, tyAM zuM thaI zake ? moDA UThanAra chokarAMne kaI rIte sudhAravAM ? bhaNavAmAM 'Dala' chokarAMne kaI rIte 'ImUva karavAM ? emane kaI rIte bhaNavAmAM 'enkareja' karavAM ? chokarA joDe vyavahAra karatAM paTTA tUTI jAya to kaI rIte 'kAunTara pulI' goThavavI ? chokarAM aMdaroaMdara laDe to kaI rIte taTastha rahI nyAya toLavo ? chokarAM rIsAya tyAre zuM karavuM ? chokarAMnA krodhane baMdha karavA zuM karavuM ? chokarAMne Takora karAya ? chokarAMne vaDhAya ? vaDhAya ke Takora karAya to kaI rIte ? chokarAne vaDhe to kayuM karma baMdhAya ? emane du:kha thAya teno upAya zuM ? chokarAMne marAya ? mArI devAya to zuM upAya ? kAca jevA bAlamAnasane kevI 'kera'thI 'henDala' karAya ? mA-bApa kALI majUrI karI kamAya ne chokarAM UDAve to zuM eDajasTamenTa levuM ? bALakone svataMtratA apAya ? apAya to keTalI hada sudhInI ? chokaro dArUDiyo hoya to zuM pagalAM levAM ? vahu gALo de to zuM karavuM ? mokSano dhyeya lakSamAM rAkhIne adhyAtma ane mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahArano kaI rIte samanvaya karavo ? mA-bApa chokarAthI judAM thAya to ? - chokarIo rAtre moDI Ave to ? lapharAMvALI thaI gaI hoya to zuM karavuM ? paramAtamAM choDI paiNI gaI to zuM karavuM ? choDI para zaMkA rahyA kare tenuM zuM ? vIla karavuM ? kevuM karavuM ? kone keTaluM ApavuM ? maratAM pahelAM ApavuM ke pachI ? chokarA paisA mAge to zuM karavuM ? gharajamAI karAya ? chokarAM para keTalo moha rakhAya ? lAgaNI, mamatA enuM zuM rahasya che ? keTalI phAyadAkAraka ? 'guru' AvatAM ja dIkaro pATalI badalI de tyAre zuM karavuM ? - jene chokarA nA hoya tenuM karma kevuM kahevAya ? chokarAM nA hoya to ? zrAddha sarAvI mukti koNa karAve ? nAnI uMmaramAM bhUlakAM marI jAya tyAM mA-bApe kema karIne sahI levuM ? tenA mATe zuM karavuM ? pUjya dAdAzrInAM bALako marI gayA tyAre temaNe zuM kareluM ? rIlezana phATatAM oya to kaI rIte sAMdhavuM ? jJAnIo kayA jJAnathI saMsAra sAgara taravAno e rasto batAve che ?

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prastAvanA kaLIne khIlavavAnI kaLA jJAnInI kevIka hoya te uttarArdhamAM jovA maLe che. ahIM be varSathI bAra varSanA bhUlakAMne khIlavatAM joIe to khUba khUba zIkhavA maLe ! prema, samatA ne AtmIyatAnA raMga ! DaoN. nIrubahena amIna chokarAMne bhaNatara, gaNatara ne ghaDatara traNe ya kaI rIte apAya ? chokarAM paraNavAlAyaka thAya tyAre moTo prazna AvIne khaDo thAya che, pAtranI pasaMdagI kevI ne kaI rIte karavI ? pUjyazrI, chokarAone temaja chokarIone khuba ja suMdara mArgadarzana Ape che jethI mA-bApa, chokarAM vacce sumeLa rahI pAtranI pasaMdagI thAya ! chokarIone sAsarImAM badhAne premathI vaza karavAnI suMdara cAvIo pUjyazrI pUrI pADe che. mA-bApanI sevA, vinaya, emano rAjIpo levo, tenuM mahatva zuM ne kaI rIte levAya ? aMtamAM gharaDAMonI vyathA ne tenA ukelamAM gharaDAMgharanI jarUriyAta ne adhyAtma jIvana kema jIvavuM tenuM suMdara mArgadarzana prastuta graMthamAM saMkalita thAya che je vAMcIne samajatA mA-bApa ane chokarAo bannene Adarza vyavahAramAM mUkI de che. mA-bApa chokarAMno thayo vyavahAra; anaMtakALathI, na to ya Avyo pAra ! meM ucheryAbhaNAvyA', na bolAya; 'tamane koNe bhaNAvyA ?" tyAM zuM thAya? chokarAnI pharajo badhI che pharajiyAta ! tAruM badhuM karanAro hato ja ne bApa ? amasto dabaDAvIne nA Apa tApa; moTAM thaIne chokarAM karaze tAruM zAka! chokarAM AvAM hoya tema khoLe; pote kevAM banne jhagaDe, te na tole! mA mULo ne bApa hoya gAjara ! chokarAM sapharajaMda kyAMthI propara ? eka bALaka ucheravAnI javAbadArI; bhAratanA vaDApradhAna karatAM bhArI ! 'tArA karatAM joI meM vadhAre divALI; chokarAM kahe, 'tame koDIyAmAM ne ame vIjaLI! mA-bApanA jhaghaDA, bagADe bALa mAnasa; paDe AMTIo, mAne emane bogasa! vaDhIne na sudhare AjanAM chokarAM kadi; premathI vaLI, ujALaze be hajAranI sadI! mAro-vaDho to ya na ghaTe prema; premathI ja thAya bALa, mahAvIra jema! - jaya saccidAnaMda

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navI janarezana helthI mAInDavALI; che viSayI, na kaSAyI evA mAlavALI ! gussAnA paDaghAM, jhIle chokarAM; bApa karatAM banne savAyA, AkarAM! ghera ghera prAkRtika khetarAM satyugamAM; bhinna bhinna phulonAM bagIcA kaLiyugamAM! mALI bane to bagIco suMdara sarja; nahi to bagaDI gayA, kaSAyo bhaje! na karAya choDI para kadi zaMkA; sAMbhaLI le barabAdInA ThaMkA! chokarAMne vArasAmAM apAya keTaluM? ApaNane bApa pAsethI maLeluM teTaluM! vadhAre Apazo to thaze uDAu; dArUDiyo thaI ka2ze tane ja myAMu! jeTalo chokarAM para rAga ubharAya; eTalo ja dveSa 'rIpe'mAM bhogavAya! rAgadveSathI chUTavA thA vItarAga; bhavapAra thavAno A eka ja mArga! mokSa mATe vAMjhIyA mahApuNyazALI; khoLo nahi paNa copaDo lAvyo khAlI! kayA bhavamAM na jagyA baccAM; have to jaMpa, bana mumukSu saccA! mA-bApa chokarAM che rIleTIva sagAI; vAraso nA Ape to korTamAM tagAI! TaiDakAve be kalAka to kAyamanI kITTA! samajI jA smazAna pUratA A che beTTA! AtmA sivAya na koI potAno; duHkhe deha ne dAMta, hisAba khAtAno! na hoya kadi draSTimAM badhAM chokarAM sarakhAM; leNa-deNa, rAga-dveSanAM baMdhana mujaba pharakAM! hisAba cUkavatAM na javAya trAsI; have samajIne patAva, nahi to phAMsI! ghaNAM kahe, mAne chorAM sahu samAna; rAga-dveSa e leNa-deNanA pramANa! mA-bApa eka ne chokarAM bhinna bhinna; varSA sarakhI chatAM bI mujaba sIna! 'laoN'thI eka kuTuMbamAM bheLAM thAya; maLatA paramANuo ja kheMcAya! thAya bhegAM dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva; ghaTe ghaTanA 'vyavasthita'no svabhAva! zreNika rAjAne jelamAM nAkhyo dIkarAe; dIkarAnA DarathI hIro cUsI maryA e! AtmAno nathI koI dIkaro; choDI mAyA parabhava sudhAro! //////////

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra mA-bApato chokarAM pratye vyavahAra (pUrvArdha) tyAre saMyama hato badho. A to saMyama vagaranA hoya. praznakartA : A chokarAMo badhAM moTAM thAya to e lokone ApaNe dharmanuM jJAna kevI rIte ApavuM ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe dharma svarUpa thaI jaIe eTale thaI jAya. ApaNA jevAM guNa hoya ne tevAM chokarAM zIkhe. eTale ApaNe ja dharmiSTha thaI javAnuM. zIkhe ApaNe joI joIne. jo ApaNe sigAreTa pItAM hoya to sigareTa pItAM zIkhe, ApaNe dArU pItAM hoya to dArU pItAM zIkhe. mAMsa khAtAM hoya to mAMsa khAtAM zIkhe, je karatA hoya evuM zIkhe e. e jANe ke enAthI savAyo thauM. evuM kahe. praznakartA : sArI skUlamAM mUkavAthI sArA saMskAra nathI AvatA ? dAdAzrI : paNa e badhA saMskAra nathI. chokarAM, mA-bApa sivAya koInA saMskAra nA pAme. saMskAra mA-bApanAM, gurunAM. ane enuM sarkala thoDuM ghaNuM hoya, phrenDasarkala, saMyogo enA. bAkI moTAmAM moTA saMskAra mA-bApanAM ! mA-bApa saMskArI hoya to te chokarAM saMskArI thAya. nahIM to saMskAra hoya ja nahIM ne ? (1) siMcata, saMskAratAM... praznakartA : ahIMyAM AjubAju amerikAmAM paiso che, paNa saMskAra nathI ane ahIMnuM AjubAjunuM vAtAvaraNa evuM che, to te mATe zuM karavuM? dAdAzrI : pahelAM mA-bApe saMskArI thavuM joIe. e chokarAM bahAra jAya ja nahIM. mA-bApa evAM hoya ke prema joIne ahIMthI khase ja nahIM. mA-bApe evuM premamaya thavuM joIe. chokarAM jo sudhAravo hoya to tame javAbadAra cho. chokarAMnI joDe tame pharajathI baMdhAyelA cho. tamane samajaNa nA paDI ? (mULa graMtha pAnA naM. 2) ApaNA lokoe chokarAMone saMskAra bahu UMcI jAtanA ApavA joIe. ghaNAM mANaso amerikAmAM kahetAM hatAM ke amArAM chokarAM che te mAMsAhAra kare che ane e badhuM kare che. tyAre meM ene pUchayuM, tame karo cho ? tyAre kahe, hA, ame karIe chIe. tyAre meM kahyuM, te to haMmezAM chokarAMo karaze ja. ApaNA saMskAra ! ane chatAM ApaNe nA karatAM hoya to ya kare. paNa e bIjI jagyAe. paNa ApaNI pharaja ATalI, ApaNe jo saMskArI banAvavA hoya to ApaNI pharaja ApaNe cUkavI nA joIe. (3) have chokarAone to bIjI rIte, sArI rIte ApaNe e AvuM tevuM ahIMno khorAka na khAya e badhuM ApaNe enuM che te dhyAna rAkhavAnuM. ane ApaNe jo khAtA hoIe to have A jJAna maLyA pachI e ApaNe badhuM baMdha karI devuM joIe. eTale emane ApaNA saMskAra dekhe evuM e kare. pahelAM ApaNA mA-bApa saMskArI kema kahevAtA hatAM ? e bahu niyamavALA hatA ane praznakartA : ApaNe chokarAMone "InDiyA' bhaNavA mokalI daIe, to ApaNe ApaNI javAbadArI nathI cUkatA ? dAdAzrI : nA. cUkatA nathI. ApaNe eno kharco-barco badho ApIe, tyAM AgaLa to, tyAM to evI skUlo che ke jyAM hindustAnanAM loko ya chokarAMne tyAM mUke che. jamavA karavAnuM tyAM ane rahevAnuM ya tyAM. evI sarasa skUlo che !!! (10) praznakartA: dAdA, gharasaMsAra badho zAMtithI rahe ne aMtarAtmAnuM sacavAya evuM karI Apo. dAdAzrI : gharasaMsAra zAMtithI rahe eTaluM ja nahIM, paNa chokarAM paNa ApaNuM joIne vadhAre saMskArI thAya evuM che. A to badhuM mA-bApanuM gAMDapaNa joIne chokarAM paNa gAMDA thaI gayAM che. kAraNa ke mA-bApanA AcAra-vicAra paddhatisara nathI. dhaNI-dhaNiyANI ya chokarAM beThAM hoya tyAre cenacALA kare

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mA-bApa chokarAno vyavahAra eTale chokarAM bagaDe nahIM to zuM thAya ? chokarAMne kevA saMskAra paDe ? maryAdA to rAkhavI joIe ne ? A devatAno kevo A~ paDe che ? nAnuM chokaruM ya devatAno A~ rAkhe che ne ? mA-bApanAM mana 'phrekacara' thaI gayAM che. mana vihvaLa thaI gayAM che. vANI game tevI bole che, sAmAne duHkhadAyI thaI paDe tevI vANI bole che, eTale chokarAMo kharAba thaI jAya. ApaNe evuM bolIe ke dhaNIne duHkha thAya ne dhaNI evuM bole ke ApaNane duHkha thAya. hindustAnanAM mA-bApa kevAM hoya ? te chokarAMne ghaDe te badhA saMskAra to tene paMdara varSamAM ja ApI dIdhA hoya. 3 praznakartA : have e je enuM A saMskAranuM che ne, paDa ochuM thavA mAMDyuM che. enI A badhI bhAMjagaDa che. dAdAzrI : nA, nA. saMskAra ja UDI javA mAMDyA. AmAM pAchA dAdA maLyA eTale pharI mULa saMskAramAM lAvaze. satyugamAM hatA evA saMskAra pAchA. A hindustAnanuM eka chokaruM AkhA vizvanuM vajana UMcakI zake eTalI zakti dharAve che. phakta ene poSaNa ApavAnI jarUra che. A to bhakSaka nIkaLyA, bhakSaka eTale potAnAM sukhane mATe bIjAne badhI rIte lUMTI le ! je potAnuM sukha tyAgIne beTho che, e sarvasva bIjAne sukha ApI zake ! paNa A to zeTha Akho dahADo lakSmInA ne lakSmInA vicAromAM ghUmyA kare ! eTale mAre zeThane kahevuM paDe che ke, 'zeTha, tame lakSmI pAchaLa paDyA cho ? ghara badhuM bhelAI gayuM che ! choDIo moTara laIne Ama jatI hoya, chokarAo tema jAya ne zeThANI A bAju jAya. zeTha, tame to badhI rIte lUMTAI gayA cho !' tyAre zeThe pUchayuM, "mAre karavuM zuM ?" meM kahyuM, 'vAtane samajo ne kevI rIte jIvana jIvavuM e samajo. ekalA paisA pAchaLa nA paDo. zarIranuM dhyAna rAkhatA raho. nahIM to hArTa-pheIla thaze. zarIranuM dhyAna, paisAnuM dhyAna, chokarIonA saMskAranuM dhyAna, badhA khUNA vALavAnA che. eka khUNo tame vALa vALa karo cho, have baMgalAmAM eka ja khUNo jhApaTa jhApaTa karIe ne bIje badhe pUMjo paDyo hoya to kevuM thAya ? badhA ja khUNA vALavAnA che. A rIte to jIvana kema jivAya ?" mATe emanI joDe sAruM vartana, UMcA saMskArI banAvo. A chokarAone UMcA saMskArI banAvo. ApaNe pote tapa karo. paNa saMskArI banAvo. (17) praznakartA : ApaNe prayatno to badhA karIe chIe, ene sudhAravA mATe mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra tema chatAM ya pelo nA sudhare, to pachI enuM prArabdha karIne choDI devuM, Adarza pitAe ? 4 dAdAzrI : nA, paNa prayatna te, tame tamArI rIte karo cho ne ? sarTiphikeTa che tamArI pAse ? mane dekhADo ? praznakartA : amArI buddhimAM jeTalA Ave evA prayatno karIe. dAdAzrI : tamArI buddhi eTale jo huM tamane kahI dauM ke eka mANasa jaja pote hoya, AropI pote hoya, ane vakIla pote hoya, to kevo nyAya kare ? bAkI choDI nA devuM joIe, koI dA'Do ya. enI pAchaLa dhyAna rAkhyA karavuM joIe. choDI daIe to to pachI e khalAsa thaI jAya. potAnA saMskAra to laIne ja Ave che chokaruM. paNa emAM tamAre helpa karI ane A saMskArane raMga ApavAnI jarUra che. praznakartA : hA, to e karIe chIe pachI lAsTa sTeje, e prArabdha para choDI devuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : nA, choDAya nahIM. e choDavAnuM thAya tyAre mArI pAse teDI lAvajo. huM oparezana karI ApIza. choDI nA devAya, jokhamadArI che. (19) eka bApane to chokaro mUcho kheMcato hato, te bApA khuza thaI gayA. kahe che, kevo bAbo ! juone, mArI mUcho kheMcI ! le ? pachI enuM kaheluM karIe to chokaro mUcho jhAle ne kheMca kheMca kare to ya ApaNe kazuM nA bolIe, tyAre zuM thAya pachI ? bIjuM kazuM nA karIe, to jarA cUMTI khaNIe, cUMTI khaNavAthI e jANe ke A vAta khoTI che. huM je karI rahyo chuM A vartana, 'e khoTuM che' evuM ene jJAna thAya. bahu mAravAnuM nahIM. sAdhAraNa cUMTI khaNavAnI. (20) bApe bAbAnI mammIne bolAvI. tyAre pelI roTalI vaNatI hatI. te kahe che, 'zuM kAma che ? huM roTalI vaNuM chuM.' 'tuM ahIMyAM Aya, jaladI Aya, jaladI Aya, jaladI Aya.' pelI doDatI doDatI AvI. zuM che ? tyAre kahe, jo, jo, bAbo keTalo hoziyAra thaI gayo. jo paganI eDIo UMcI karI ane mahIMthI A paccIsa paisA kADhyA'. eTale bAbo joIne kahe, 'sAluM, A

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra sarasamAM sarasa kAma meM Aje kyuM. AvuM kAma huM zIkhI gayo have.' eTale pachI cora thayo, pachI zuM thAya ? pharI 'gajavAmAMthI kADhavuM e sAruM che' evuM ene jJAna pragaTa thaI gayuM. temane kema lAge che ? kema bolatA nathI ? AvuM karavuM joIe ? (21) mera cakkara, ghanacakkara AvA kaMIthI pAkyA ! A bApa thaI beThA ! zarama nathI AvatI ? A bAbAne kevuM uttejana maLyuM e samajAya che ? bAbAe joyA karyuM ke ApaNe bahu moTuM parAkrama karyuM ! AvuM AvuM lUMTAI jAya te zobhe ApaNane ? zuM bolavAthI chokarAMne sAruM 'enkarejamenTa' thAya ne zuM bolavAthI tene nukasAna thAya, enuM bhAna to hovuM joIe ne ? A to, 'anTesTeDa phAdhara' ne 'anTesTeDa madhara' che. bApa mULo ne mA gAjara, pachI bolo, chokarAM kevAM pAke ? kaMI sapharajana ochAM thAya ?! (22) eTale A kaLiyuganAM mA-bApane to badhuM AvaDatuM ya nathI AvuM tevuM. ene khoTuM enkarejamenTa Ape che keTaluMka to. laI laIne phare che. pelI baI kahe ne Amane ke, bAbAne UMcakI lo. bhaIne kahe, to bAbAne laI le. zuM thAya te ? ane e te pAcho kaDaka hoya ne nA leto hoya. te baI kaheze, kaMI mArAM ekalInAM che ke tyAre ? sahiyArAM rAkhavAnAM'. evuM tevuM bole. te pachI bAbAne UMcakI levo ja paDe ne, pelAne. chUTako che kyAM jAya che ? jAya kyAM ? UMcakI UMcakIne sinemA jovAnA, doDadhAma karavAnI te ! chokarAMne zI rIte saMskAra paDe ? eka benkano menejara kahe che, dAdAjI, huM to koI dahADo ya vAIphane ke chokarAne ke choDIne eka akSare ya bolyo nathI. game tevI bhUlo kare, game te karatAM hoya, paNa mAre bolavAnuM nahIM. e ema samajyo ke dAdAjI, mane evI pAghaDI paherAvI deze sarasa ! e zuM AzA rAkhato hato, samajAyuM ne ? ane mane enI para khUba rIsa caDhI ke tamane koNe benkanA menejara banAvyA te A? tamane choDI-chokarAM sAcavatAM nathI AvaDatAM ne vahu sAcavatAM nathI AvaDatI ! te e to gabharAI gayo bicAro. paNa meM temane kahyuM, 'tame chellAmAM chellA prakAranA nakAmA mANasa cho. A duniyAmAM kazA kAmanA tame nathI.' pelo mANasa manamAM samaje ke huM AvuM kahIza eTale A 'dAdA' mane moTuM InAma ApI deze. mera gAMDiyA, AnuM InAma hotuM haze ? chokaro UMdhuM karato hoya, tyAre ene ApaNe 'kema AvuM karyuM ? have AvuM nahIM karavAnuM.' ema nATakIya bolavAnuM. nahIM to bAbo ema ja jANe ke ApaNe je kaMI karIe chIe te 'karekTa' ja che. kAraNa ke bApAe 'eksepTa karyuM che. A nA bolyA, tethI to gharanAM phATI gayAM che. bolavAnuM badhuM paNa nATakIya ! chokarAone rAtre besADI samajAvIe, vAtacIta karIe. gharanAM badhA khUNAno paMjo to vALavo paDaze ne ? chokarAone jarAka halAvavAnI ja jarUra hoya che. Ama saMskAra to hoya che, paNa halAvavuM paDe. temane halAvavAmAM kazo guno che ? (24) nAnAM chokarAM-chokarIone samajAvavuM ke savAre nAhIdhoIne bhagavAnanI pUjA karavI, ne roja TUMkAmAM bole ke, "mane tathA jagatane sabudhdhi Apo, jagatakalyANa karo.' ATaluM bole to temane saMskAra maLyA kahevAya, ane mAbApanuM karmabaMdhana chUTayuM. bIjuM chokarAMne A tamAre 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' roja bolAvavuM joIe. eTalA badhAM hindustAnanAM chokarAM sudharI gayAM che ke sinemAmAM jatA nathI. paheluM be-traNa dahADA jarA vAMkAcUkAM thAya, paNa pachI be-traNa dahADA pachI rAge paDyA pachI mahIM jo svAda utaryA pachI e ulaTAM saMbhAre. (24) (2) pharajiyAtamAM gAvAnuM zuM ? marajiyAtanuM InAma hoya. eka bhaI pharajiyAtanuM InAma khoLavA mAMgatA hatA ! AkhuM jagata InAma khoLe che ne ke "meM ATaluM ATaluM karyuM, tamane bhAna nathI, tamane guNa nathI mAro." alyA mUA, zAno guNane khoLe che, A to je karyuM, e to pharajiyAta teM karyuM ! eka jaNa chokarAMnI joDe bolato hato. kUdAkUda karato hato, huM vaDyo pachI. pelo kaheto hato, 'devuM karIne meM tane bhaNAvyo. nahIM to huM devuM nA karata to tuM zuM bhaNavAno hato, rakhaDI marata.' mUA, zuM karavA bola bola kare che, amatho vagara kAmano ? e to pharajiyAta che, AvuM bolAya nahIM ! eTale chokaro DAhyo che ne ? tamane koNe bhaNAvyA ema pUche to zuM kahuM ? gAMDuM bole che ke, loko ? abhaNa loko, samajaNa nahIM, bhAna vagaranAM. (30) chokarAnuM badhuM ya karavuM joIe. paNa chokarAM kahe ke nA, bApujI have bahu thaI gayuM. to ya bApo choDe nahIM pAcho. to zuM thAya ? chokarAM lAla vAvaTo (23)

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra dhare to ApaNe nA samajavuM joIe ? tamane kema lAge che ? pachI e kaheze, mAre dhaMdho karavo che. to ApaNe ene kaMIka dhaMdhAno rasto karI ApavAno. pachI vadhAre UMDA utare e bApa mUrakha. agara to e nokarImAM lAgI gayo eTale potAnI pAse je hoya e gAMThe mUkI devAya. koI phero aDacaNamAM Ave to be hajAra mokalavA pAchA. A to ene pUcha pUcha kare pAcho. tyAre chokaro kaheze, 'tamane nA kahuM chuM ne, mArAmAM Dakhala nA karazo.' tyAre A zuM kaheze, 'haju akkala nathI ne eTale AvuM bole che.' alyA, A to nivRta thaI gayA, bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa. e pote ja nA kahe che ne (37) praznakartA : sAco rasto kayo ? amAre tyAM chokarAo sAcavavA ke amAruM potAnuM kalyANa karavA mATe satsaMgamAM AvavuM. dAdAzrI : chokarAM to sacavAI rahyAM che. chokarAMne tame zuM sAcavavAnA ? tamAruM kalyANa karavuM e ja mukhya dharma. bAkI A chokarAM to sacavAI rahelAM che ne. chokarAM ne kaMI moTAM tame karo cho ? bagIcAmAM gulAbanA choDa badhA ropyA hoya te rAte UMcA thAya ke nA thAya ? e to ApaNe samajIe ke gulAba mAruM, paNa gulAba to ema ja samaje ne ke huM pote ja che. koInuM ya nathI. pote potAnA svArthathI badhA AgaLa che. atyAre to ApaNe ahaMkAra karIe gAMDa, gAMDapaNa karIe. praznakartA : ApaNe jo gulAbane pANI nA reDIe to gulAba to karamAI jAya ? dAdAzrI : nA reDIe evuM bane ja nahIM ne. nA reDIe to bacakuM bhare chokaro. nahIM to DhekhALo mAre. (39) have, saMsAranI pharaja bajAvatI vakhate dharma kArya vacce samanvaya zI rIte thAya ? tyAre kahe che ke, chokaro avaLuM bolato hoya, to ya ApaNe ApaNo dharma cUkyA vagara pharaja bajAvavI. ApaNo dharma cUkyA vagara. tamAro dharma zuM ? ke chokarAne pAlana-poSaNa moTo karavo, ene saste caDhAvavo. have e avaLuM bolato hoya to tame avaLuM bolo to zuM thAya ? e bagaDI jAya. eTale tamAre premathI ene pharI samajaNa pADavI ke besa bhaI, Ama che, tema che. eTale badhI pharajomAM dharma hovo ja joIe. dharma nahIM pesavA do to e vekyumamAM adharma pesI jaze. khAlI oraDI nahIM rahI zake. atyAre ApaNe ahIM khAlI oraDIo rAkhI hoya to tALAo UghADIne pesI jAya ke nA pesI jAya ? (39) gharamAM strIono sAco dharma kyo ? ke AjubAjunI badhI strIo, AjubAjunA badhA puruSo ema kahe ke kahevuM paDe A baI ! evI pharajo bajAve ke AjubAjunA loko khuza thaI jAya. eTale strIno sAco dharma che te chokarAMne moTA karavAM, chokarAMne saMskAra ApavA, dhaNImAM saMskAra ochA hoya to saMskAra reDavA. badhuM sudhAravuM ApaNuM, enuM nAma dharma. nA sudhAravuM paDe ? (41) keTalAka to zuM kare che ? bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM tanmayAkAra rahe ane chokarAM dekhe ne cIDa caDhe. jemAM bhagavAna pragaTa thayAM evAM chokarAM dekhe ne cIDa caDhe ane tyAM pelA bhagavAnanI bhakti karyA kare enuM nAma bhagata ! A chokarAM upara ciDAvAtuM haze ? A AmAM to bhagavAna pragaTa che. (41). (3) ta jhaghaDAya bALakonI hAjarImAM... ApaNe mAMsAhAra nA karIe, dArU nA pIe ane gharamAM strI joDe athaDAmaNa nA karIe. eTale chokarAo jue ke pappA bahu sArA che. pelAnA pappA-mammI laDatAM hatAM. mArAM mammI-pappA laDatA nathI. eTaluM jue eTale pachI chokarAo zIkhe. | (47) roja bairI joDe jhaghaDe, te chokarAM Ama joyA kare. 'A pappA ja evo che" kahe. kAraNa ke bhalene AvaDuM hoya to ya nyAyAdhIza buddhi hoya enAmAM. chokarIomAM nyAyAdhIza buddhi nA hoya. chokarIo game tyAre enI mAno ja pakSa kheMce. paNa A to nyAyAdhIza buddhivALAM, pappAno doSa che ! be-cAra jaNa hoya ne, te pachI pappAno doSa kahetAM kahetAM, pachI nakkI ya pAcho pote kare moTo thaIza ne ApIza ! pachI Ape nirAMte. jA terI hI thApaNa pAchI. (48) emanI hAjarImAM laDavuM nA joIe. saMskArI thavuM joIe. tamArI bhUla thAya to ya bena kaheze, "kaMI vAMdho nahi." ane emanI bhUla thAya to tame kaho, kaMI vAMdho nahIM.' chokarAo AvuM jue to badhA olarAITa thatA jAya. ne pachI laDavuM ja hoya to silaka rahevA devI, ne pachI e pAchA chokarA skUlamAM jAya, tyAra pachI laDavuM eka kalAka. paNa AvuM A chokarAnI hAjarImAM laDavADa thAya

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra to e joyA kare ane pachI enAM manamAM pappA mATe ke mammI mATe avaLI bhAvanA atyArathI ja cAle, ene enuM pojhiTivapaNuM chUTI jaIne negeTivapaNuM zarU ja thaI jAya. eTale chokarAMne bagADanAra mA-bApa che atyAre ! eTale ApaNe vaDhavuM hoya to ekAMtamAM vaDhavuM, paNa enI hAjarImAM nahIM. ekAMtamAM bAraNA vAsIne lAkaDI laIne beu jaNA sAmasAmI dAMDiyA (49) ramavA. moMghA bhAvanI kerIo lAvyo hoyane, ane pachI kerIno rasa, roTalI badhuM bene mUkeluM hoya taiyAra ane khAvAnI zarUAta thaI ane thoDuMka khAdhuM ane kaDhImAM hAtha ghAlyo jarA khArI lAgI ke tyAMthI Tebala pachADe mUo. naryuM kaTuM khAruM karI nAkhyuM che. mera cakkara, pAMsaro rahIne jamane ! gharano dhaNI e, koI tyAM uparI nathI. e pote ja bosa, eTale kUdAkUda karI mele. chokarAMo bhaDakI jAya ke pappA AvA kema gAMDA thaI gayA, ke zuM kaheze ? paNa bolAya nahIM. chokarAM dabAyelAM bicArAM, manamAM abhiprAya to bAMdhI de ke pappo gAMDo lAge che ! (51) eTale chokarA badhA kaMTALI gayA che. phAdhara-madhara paiNelA che, emanA sukha joI ane ame kaMTALI gayA chIe, kahe che. meM kahyuM, 'kema ? zuM joyuM ?" tyAre e kahe roja kakaLATa. eTale ame jANIe ke paiNavAthI duHkha Ave che. evuM paiNavuM nathI have amane. (53) (4) asarTiphAIDa phAdharsa enDa madharsa ! eka bApa kahe che, 'A chokarA badhA mArI sAmA thaI jAya che.' meM kahyuM, 'tamArAmAM barakata nathI, e khulluM thAya che.' tamArAmAM barakata hoya to chokarA sAmA zI rIte thAya te ? mATe evI AbarU ja nA UghADazo. (57) ane chokarAMne vaDhavaDha karIe to bagaDI jAya. ene sudhA2vA hoya to amArI pAse bolAvaDAvI aDadho kalAka vAtacIta karAvaDAvIe eTale sudharI (58) jAya ! eTale meM pustakamAM lakhyuM che ke 'annkvaoNliphAIDa phAdharsa enDa anunkvaoNliphAIDa madharsa.' pachI chokarAMo AvAM ja thaI jAya ne ! eTale mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra mAre kahevuM paDyuM, phAdhara thavAnI lAyakAtanuM sarTiphikeTa levuM ne pachI paiNavuM joIe. (59) 10 A to jIvana jIvatAM ya nahIM AvaDatuM, kazuM ene AvaDatuM ja nathI. A duniyA kevI rIte calAvavI te ja nathI AvaDatuM. eTale pachI chokarAMne mAra mAra kare. alyA mUA, dhIbuM chuM te A lUgaDAM che te mAra mAra kare che ?! chokarAne sudhArIe, mAra mAra karIe, te A kaMI rIta che ? eTale jANe pApaDano loTa nA bAMdhatA hoya, pelA ghaNathI pApaDano loTa bAMdhatA hoya evI rIte mAra mAra karatAM eka jaNane dekhyo. (62) mA-bApa to tenuM nAma kahevAya ke chokaro kharAba lAIne caDhyo hoya chatAM ya eka dahADo mA-bApa kaheze, bhaI, A ApaNane zobhe nahIM, A teM zuM karyuM ?" te bIje dahADethI enuM baMdha thaI jAya ! evo prema ja kyAM che ? A to prema vagaranAM mA-bApa. A jagata premathI ja vaza thAya. A mA-bApane chokarAM para keTalo prema che-gulAbanA choDa pa2 mALIno prema keTalo hoya teTalo ! Ane mA-bApa kema kahevAya ? (63) praznakartA : chokarAMnA ghaDatara mATe ke saMskAra mATe ApaNe kazo vicAra ja nahIM karavAno ? dAdAzrI : vicAra karavA mATe vAMdho nathI. praznakartA : bhaNatara to skUlamAM thAya, paNa ghaDataranuM zuM ? dAdAzrI : ghaDatara sonIne soMpI devAnuM, enA ghaDavaiyA hoya te ghaDe. chokaro paMdara varasano thAya tyAM sudhI ene ApaNe kahevuM, tyAM sudhI ApaNe jevAM chIe evo tene ghaDI ApIe. pachI ene enI vahu ja ghaDI Apaze. A ghaDatAM nathI AvaDatuM, chatAM loka thaDe ja che ne ? ethI ghaDatara sAruM thatuM nathI. mUrti sArI thatI nathI. nAka aDhI IMcanuM hoya tyAre sADA cAra IMcanuM karI nAkhe ! pachI enI vAIpha Avaze te kApIne sarakhuM karavA jaze. pachI pelo ya pelInuM kApaze ne kaheze, 'AvI jA.' (64) praznakartA : 'sarTiphAIDa phAdhara-madhara'nI vyAkhyA zuM ? dAdAzrI : 'ansarTiphAIDa' mA-bApa eTale potAnAM chokarAM potAnA

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 11 kahyA pramANe cAle nahIM, potAnAM chokarAM potAnA upara bhAva rAkhe nahIM, herAna kare ! te mA-bApa 'anUsarTiphAIDa' ja kahevAya ne ? (69) nahIM to chokarAM AvAM hoya ja nahIM, chokarAM kahyAgaro hoya. A to mA-bApa ja ThekANAM vagaranAM che. jamIna evI che, bIja evuM che, mAla rAzI che ! uparathI kahe ke 'mArAM chokarAM mahAvIra pAkavAnAM che !' mahAvIra te pAktA haze ? mahAvIranI mA to kevI hoya !! bApa vAMkA-cUkAM hoya to cAle, paNa mA kevI hoya ! (70) gamI vAta AmAMnI koI tamane, vAta gamI koI ? praznakartA : A gamI jAya che, tyAre enI asara thaI ja jAya. dAdAzrI : ghaNA loko chokarAne kahe che, "tuM mAruM kahyuM mAnato nathI." meM kahyuM, 'tamArI vANI gamatI nathI ene. game to asara thaI ja jAya." ane pelo pappA kahe che, "tuM mAruM kahyuM mAnato nathI.' alyA mUA, pappo thatAM tane AvaDyuM nathI. A kaLiyugamAM dazA to juo lokonI ! nahIM to satyugamAM kevA phAdhara ne madhara hatA ! huM e zIkhavADavA mAMguM chuM, tame evuM bolo ke, chokarAne tamArI vAtamAM InTaresTa paDe eTale tamAruM kahyuM karaze ja. tame kahyuM mane ke tamArI vAta mane game che ja. to tamArAthI eTaluM thAya. praznakartA : ApanI vANInI asara evI thAya che ke je buddhi pajhala ukelI nA zake, te A vANI ukelI zake che. dAdAzrI : hRdaya sparzatI vANI. hRdaya sparzatI vANI to madharalI (mAtRtvavALI) kahevAya. hRdaya sparzatI vANI jo koI bApa chokarAne kahe e sarTiphAIDa phAdhara kahevAya ! praznakartA : bahu sahelAIthI nahIM mAne chokarAM. dAdAzrI to hITalarIjhamathI mAne ? e helpaphula nathI. hITalarI-jhamathI jo karIe to helpaphula nathI. praznakartA : mAne che, paNa bahu samajAvyA pachI. mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra dAdAzrI : to vAMdho nahIM. e kAyadesara kahevAya. bahu samajAvavuM paDe che. enuM kAraNa zuM ? ke tame pote samajatA nathI. mATe vadhAre samajAvavuM paDe. samajatA mANasane eka phero samajAvavuM paDe. te ApaNe nA samajI jaIe ? bahu samajAvo cho paNa pachI samaje che ne ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : e rasto sArAmAM sAro. A to mArI ThokIne samajAvavA mAMge che ! jema bApa thaI beTho, te jANe atyAra sudhI koIno duniyAmAM koI dahADo koI bApa ja nahIM hoya ! eTale je samajAvIne AvuM le che tene mAre ankvaoNliphAIDa nathI kahevA. (73) 'bApa thavuM' e savyavahAra kevo hovo joIe ? chokarA joDe dAdAgIrI to nahIM, paNa sakhtAI ya nA joIe, enuM nAma bApa kahevAya. praznakartA : chokarAM pajave to ? chokarAM pajave to pachI bApe zuM karavuM joIe ? to ya bApe sakhtAI nahIM rAkhavAnI ? dAdAzrI : chokarAM A bApane lIdhe ja pajave che. bApanAmAM nAlAyakI hoya to ja chokarAM pajave. A duniyAno kAyado evo ! bApanAmAM barakata nA hoya to chokarA pajavyA vagara rahe nahIM. praznakartA : dIkaro bApanuM nA mAne to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : "ApaNI bhUla che' ema mAnIne mUkI devAnuM ! ApaNI bhUla hoya to ja nA mAne ne ? bApa thatAM AvaDyuM hoya, eno chokaro nA mAne evuM hotuM haze ? paNa bApa thatA AvaDatuM ja nathI ne ? praznakartA : eka vAra phAdhara thaI gayA pachI kaMI galUDiyAM choDe ? dAdAzrI : choDatAM haze ? galUDiyAM to AkhI jiMdagI evA DaoNga ne DaoNgInane beune joyA ja kare, ke A bhasa bhasa kare ane A (DaoNgIna) bacakAM bhara bhara karyA kare. DaoNga bhasyA vagara rahe nahIM. paNa chevaTe doSa pelA DaoNgano nIkaLe. chokarAM enA mA taraphI hoya. eTale meM eka jaNane kaheluM, 'moTAM thaIne A chokarAM tane mAraze. mATe dhaNIyANI joDe pAMsaro raheje !" e to chokarAM joyA kare te ghaDIe, emano paga nA pahoMce ne tyAM sudhI ane paga pahoMce

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra eTale to oraDImAM ghAlIne mAre. te evuM banyuM hauM lokone ! chokarAe te dahADAthI niyANuM ja kareluM hoya ke huM moTo thAuM ke bApane ApuM ! mAruM sarvasva jajo paNa A kArya thAva, e niyANuM. A ya samajavA jevuM che ne ? (74) praznakartA : eTale badho doSa bApano ja ? 13 dAdAzrI : bApano ja ! doSa ja bApano. bApanAmAM bApa thavAnI barakata nA hoya tyAre vahu sAmI thAya. bApanAmAM barakata nA hoya tyAre ja AvuM bane ne ? mArI-ThokIne gADuM rAge pADe. kyAM sudhI samAjanI bIkanA mAryA rahe. praznakartA : evuM ja hoya ke bApanI bhUla ja hoya ? dAdAzrI : bApanI ja bhUla hoya che. ene bApa thatAM AvaDatuM nathI, eTale A badhuM bhelAI gayuM. gharamAM jo bApa thavuM hoya to, strI enI pAse viSayanI bhIkha mAMge evI draSTi thAya tyAre bApa thaI zake. praznakartA : bApa gharamAM vaDIlapaNuM nA rAkhe, bApapaNuM nA rAkhe to ya enI bhUla gaNAya ? dAdAzrI : to rAge paDI jAya. praznakartA : chatAM chokarAo bApanAM kahyAmAM raheze, enI khAtrI zuM ? dAdAzrI : kharI ne ! ApaNuM kerekTara(cAritra) to AkhuM jagata kerekTaravALuM. praznakartA : chokarAM chellI koTInAM nIkaLe temAM bApa zuM kare ? dAdAzrI : mULa doSa bApano ja. te bhogave che zAthI? AgaLe ya AcAra bagaDyA che tethI A dazA thaI che ne ? jeno kaMTrola koI avatAramAM bagaDato nathI, tene AvuM hoya nahIM, ame e kahevA mAMgIe chIe ! pUrvakarma to zAthI thayuM ? ApaNo mULa kaMTrola nathI tyAre ne ? eTale ame AmAM, kaMTrolamAM mAnIe chIe. kaMTrola mAnavA mATe tamAre badhA enA kAyadA samajavA joIe. A chokarAMo arIso che. chokarAMo uparathI khabara paDe ke ApaNAmAM keTalI bhUla che ! (75) mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra jo ApaNAmAM zIla nAmano guNa hoya, to vAgha paNa ThekANe rahe. to chokarAonuM zuM gajuM ? ApaNA zIlamAM ThekANuM nathI tenI A badhI bhAMjagaDa che. zIlamAM samajI gayA ne ? 14 praznakartA : zIla kone kahevuM, jarA vistArathI kaho ne, badhAne samajAya evuM ! dAdAzrI : kiMcit mAtra duHkha devAnA bhAva nA hoya. kiMcit potAnA duzmanane paNa duHkha devAnA bhAva na hoya. enI mahIM che te sinsiyAriTI hoya, morAliTI hoya. badhA ja guNo bhegA thAya. kiMcit mAtra hiMsaka bhAva nA hoya. tyAre 'zIla' kahevAya. tyAM vAgha ThaMDo thaI jAya. praznakartA : evuM to kyAMthI lAve AjakAlanAM mA-bApa ? dAdAzrI : to paNa thoDA-ghaNA, emAMthI ApaNe paccIsa TakA joIe ke nA joIe ? paNa ApaNe A kALane laIne sAva AIskrImanI DIzo khAdhA kare evA thaI gayA che. (76) praznakartA : phAdharanuM kevuM cAritra hovuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : chokarA roja kahe ke pappAjI amane bahAra nathI gamatuM. tamArI joDe ja bahu game che evuM cAritra hovuM joIe. praznakartA : A to UMdhuM, bApa gharamAM hoya to chokaro bahAra jAya ane bApa bahAra jAya to chokaro gharamAM hoya. dAdAzrI : chokarAne game nahIM pappAjI vagara. praznakartA : to evuM thavA mATe zuM karavuM, pappAe ? dAdAzrI : have mane chokarA maLe che ne te chokarAne gamatuM nathI mArA vagara. paiDA maLe che te caiDAone ya gamatuM nathI mArA vagara. juvAna maLe che te juvAnane ya gamatuM nathI mArA vagara. praznakartA : amAre tamArA jevuM ja thayuM che. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa e to tame A mArA jevuM nakala karo to thaI jAya.

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 15 mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra ApaNe kahIe, 'pepsI lAvo.' to kaheze, 'nathI.' to ya kaMI vAMdho nahIM, pANI laI Avo. A to kaheze, "kema lAvIne rAkhI nahIM ?" e Dakho karyo pAcho. amane to bapore jamavAno TAIma thayo hoya ane kaheze, "Aja to jamavAnuM karyuM nathI. huM kahuM ke 'bhaI barobara, sAruM karyuM. lAya jarA pANI-bANI pI laIe, basa." tame kema nathI karyuM ? e phojadAra thaI gayo. phojadAra thaI jAya tyAM AgaLa. (5) samajAvavAthI sudhare suputro.. A kacakaca karyA karatAM mauna keLavavuM sAruM, nA bolavuM sAruM. sudhAravA karatAM bagaDe, mATe akSare ya na kahevAya. bagaDe enI javAbadArI ApaNI. samajAya evI vAta che A ? (84) ApaNe kahIe ke nA karIza, tyAre e bhaI UlaTuM kare. 'karIza, jAva thAya e karo." e vadhAre bagADe che UlaTAM ! chokarAMo dhULadhANI karI nAkhe che. A InDiyano ene jIvatAM nahIM AvaDyuM ! A bApa thatAM AvaDyuM nahIM ane bApa thaI beThA che. eTale jema tema mAre samajAvavA paDe che, pustako mAre bahAra pADavAM paDe che. eTale ApaNuM jJAna lIdheluM che, e to sarasa chokarAM banAvI zake, besADIne, hAtha pheravIne ene pUcha ke 'bhAI, tane nathI lAgatuM A bhUla thaI evuM ! (87) pAchI InDiyana phIlosophI kevI hoya che, eka jaNa vaDhavA taiyAra thAya tyAre pelo uparANuM che. eTale peluM sudharatuM hoya to ya sudharavAnuM to kaMI gayuM, chokaro ema jANe ke "mammI sArI che ane pappA kharAba che. mArIza moTo thaIza tyAre." (88) chokarAMne sudhAravo hoya to A amArI AjJA pramANe cAlo. chokarAM pUche to ja bolavAnuM ane te paNa temane kahI devAnuM ke mane nA pUcho to sAruM ane chokarAM mATe avaLo vicAra Ave to tenuM tarata ja pratikramaNa karI nAkhavuM. koIne sudhAravAnI zakti A kALamAM khalAsa thaI gaI che. mATe sudhAravAnI AzA choDI do. kAraNa ke mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekAtmavRtti hoya to ja sAmo sudharI zake. manamAM jevuM hoya tevuM vANImAM nIkaLe ne tevuM ja vartanamAM hoya to ja sAmo sudhare. atyAre evuM che nahIM. gharamAM darekanI joDe kevuM valaNa rAkhavuM tenI 'normAliTI' lAvI nAkho. AcAra, vicAra ne uccAramAM savaLo pheraphAra thato jAya, to pote paramAtmA thaI zake che ne avaLo pheraphAra thAya to rAkSasa paNa thaI zake che. loko sAmAne sudhAravA mATe badhuM phrekacara karI nAkhe che. pahelAM pote sudhare te bIjAne sudhArI zake. paNa pote sudharyA vagara sAmo kemano sudhare ? (93) ApaNe chokarAo mATe bhAva karyA karavA ke chokarAnI buddhi savaLI karo. ema karatAM karatAM bahu dahADA thAya ne, asara paDyA vagara rahetI nathI. e to dhIme dhIme samajaze. tamAre bhAvanA karyA karavI. emanI kheMca karazo to avaLAM cAlaze. bAkI saMsAra nabhAvI levA jevo che jema tema karIne. (96) chokaro tamane duHkha deto hoya ne, dArU pIne AvIne, to tame mane kaho ke A chokaro mane bahu duHkha de. huM kahuM ke bhUla tamArI che. mATe zAMtipUrvaka bhogavI lo chAnAmAnA, bhAva bagADyA sivAya. A mahAvIrano kAyado ane jagatano kAyado judo che. jagatamAM loka kaheze ke 'chokarAnI bhUla che evuM kahenArA tamane maLI Avaze ane tame paNa TAITa thaI jazo ke "ohoho ! chokarAnI bhUla ja che. A mArI samajaNa sAcI che." moTA samajaNavALA ! bhagavAna kahe che, "tArI bhUla che." tame phrenDazIpa karazo to sudharaze. phrenDazIpa haze te chokarAM sudharaze. bAkI phAdhara-madhara tarIke raho cho, ropha pADavA jAva cho, e jokhama che badhuM ! phrenDazIpa tarIke rahevuM joIe ane bahAra phrenDa khoLe ja nahIM, e rIte rahevuM joIe. A phrenDa to e... pAnA ramavA joIe, badhuM ja enI joDe karavuM joIe ! tuM AvyA pachI ame cA pIzuM, evuM kahevuM joIe. ApaNe badhAe sAthe cA pIvAnI. 'yora phrenDa' hoya e rIte vartavuM joIe to e chokarAM tamArAM raheze. nahIM to chokarAM tamArAM-koI chokaruM koInuM thAya ja nahIM. koI marI gayo, enI pAchaLa chokaro marI gayo ? badhA ya ghera AvIne nAsto kare, A chokarAM e chokarAM che nahIM. A to khAlI kudaratI niyamane AdhAre dekhAya che eTaluM ja. 'yora phrenDa' tarIke rahevuM joIe. pahelAM phrenDa tarIke tame nakkI karo to rahI zakAya. jema phrenDane rIsa caDe evuM bolatA nathI. e avaLuM karato hoya to ApaNe phrenDane samajAvIe keTaluM ? e mAne tyAM sudhI. nA mAne to ApaNe pachI kahIe, tArI marajInI vAta ! ane manamAM phrenDa thavA

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 18 mATe paheluM zuM karavuM paDe ? bAhya vyavahAramAM huM eno phAdhara chuM, paNa aMdarakhAne manamAM ApaNe mAnavuM ke huM eno chokaro chuM. tyAre phrenDazIpa thAya, nahIM to thAya nahIM ! phAdhara phrenDa kevI rIte thAya ? tyAre kahe, levala laIe tyAre. levala kevI rIte levAya ? tyAre kahe, enA manamAM evuM mAne ke huM Ano chokaro thauM chuM, enuM kahe to kAma thaI jAya. keTalAka loko kahe che ne kAma thaI ya jAya che ! praznakartA : Ape kahyuM ne soLa varSa pachI enA phrenDa thavAnuM, paNa soLa varSa pahelAM paNa phrenDazIpa ja rAkhavAnI ? dAdAzrI : e to bahu sAruM. paNa daza-agiyAra varSa sudhI to ApaNe phrenDazIpa rakhAya nahIM. tyAM sudhI bhUlacUka thAya. eTale ene samajaNa pADavI joIe. ekAda dhola mAravI ya paDe daza-agiyAra varSa sudhI. e bApanI mUcho kheMcato hoya to dhola mAravI paDe. bApa thavA gayelAne, e mAra khaIne marI gayelA. (17) sudhAravAnA to prayatna badhAe karavA joIe. dareka mANase, paNa prayatno saphaLa thavA joIe. bApa thayo ane chokarAne sudhAravA mATe e bApapaNuM choDI de ema che ? "huM phAdhara chuM' e choDI de kharo ? praznakartA: jo e sudharato hoya to, aham bhAva, dveSa badhuM kADhIne ene sudhAravAno prayatno karavo joIe. dAdAzrI : tamAre bApa tarIkenA bhAva choDI devA paDe. praznakartA : 'A mAro dIkaro' ema mAnavAnuM nahIM ne 'huM bApa chuM" ema nahIM mAnavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : to to enA jevo eke ya niyama ja nahIM. (101) evA be-cAra jaNa hatA te mane premathI dAdA kahe, te mAro svabhAva badho premavALo ane bIjA badhA to upalaka 'dAdA kyAranA AvyA cho ?' huM kahuM ke parama dahADa Avyo. e pachI kazuM ya nahIM, laTakatI salAma. paNa A to regyulara salAma kare che. meM zodhakhoLa karI ke e mane dAdA kahe, ne huM manathI ene dAdA mAnuM. e jyAre mane dAdA kahe tyAre huM ene manathI dAdA mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra kahuM eTale plasa-mAInasa karyA karuM. cheda uDADI dauM. huM ene manathI dAdA kahuM. eTale mAruM mana bahu sAruM rahevA mAMDyuM. halakuM thavA mAMDyuM. tema tema pelAne eTrekzana vadhAre thavA mAMDyuM. huM dAdA ene manathI mAnuM eTale pachI enA manamAM mArI vAta pahoMce ne ! ohoho ! keTalo mArI upara bhAva che emane. A bahu samajavA jevI vAta che. AvI TUMkI vAta Ama nIkaLe koI vakhata. to A kahI dauM. tamane AvI jo goThavaNI karatAM AvaDe to kalyANa thaI jAya evuM che. eTale pachI zuM karyuM ? Avo vyavahAra cAle eTale enA manamAM ema ja lAge ke dAdA jevA koI mANasa maLe nahIM koI. (103) praznakartA : bApa evuM vicAre ke chokaro mane kema eDajasTa nA thAya ? dAdAzrI : e to enuM bApapaNuM che eTale. bebhAnapaNuM che. bApapaNuM eTale bebhAnapaNuM. dhaNIpaNuM e bebhAnapaNuM. jyAM 'paNuM AvyuM e bebhAnapaNuM. praznakartA : UlaTo bApa ema kahe ke huM tAro bApa chuM, tuM mAruM nA mAnuM? mAruM mAna nA rAkhuM ? dAdAzrI : 'tuM jANato nathI, huM tAro bApa thAuM?" tyAre kahe, 'tamArA bApA ya jANatA hatA." eka jaNane to meM evuM kahetAM sAMbhaLelo, 'tuM jANato nathI, huM tAro bApa thAuM ?" kaMI jAtanA cakkaro pAkyA che ? AvuM ya kahevuM paDe ? je jJAna pragaTa AkhI duniyA jANe che, te ya kahevuM paDe ? praznakartA : dAdA, enI AgaLano DAyaloga paNa meM sAMbhaLelo ke tamane koNe kIdhuM hatuM ke pedA karo amane !! dAdAzrI : evuM kahe eTale ApaNI AbarU zuM rahI pachI ? (107) () premathI sudhAro bhUlakAMte ! praznakartA : Takora karavI paDene, jo enI bhUla thatI hoya to ? dAdAzrI : te ApaNe emane ema pUchavuM ke tame A badhuM karo cho e tamane ThIka lAge che, tame vicArIne karyuM A badhuM ? tyAre e kahe ke, mane ThIka nahIM lAgatuM. to ApaNe kahIe ke bhaI, to zA mATe ApaNe

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20 mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 19 nakAmuM Ama karavuM ? ema pote jarA vicArIne kahone, pote nyAyAdhIza hoya che badhAM, samaje che badhAM, pote khoTuM thayuM hoya ne to ene samaje to kharo ja. paNa tame ema kaho ke tuM mUrkha chuM ane gadheDo chuM. teM A kema karyuM ? tyAre UlaTo pakaDa pakaDe. nA, 'huM karuM chuM' e ja kharuM che, jAva kaheze. UMdhuM kare pachI kema ghara calAvavuM te AvaDatuM nathI. jIvana kema jIvavuM te AvaDatuM nathI. eTale jIvana jIvavAnI cAvI mUkelI che badhI AmAM, kema karIne jIvana jIvavuM che ? (110) sAmAno ahaMkAra Ubho ja nA thAya. sattAvAhI avAja amAro nA hoya. eTale sattA nA hovI joIe. chokarAne tame kahone to sattAvAhI avAja nA hovo joIe. (111) praznakartA : saMsAramAM rahyA pachI keTalIka javAbadArIo bajAvavI paDe che ane javAbadArIo adA karavI e eka dharma che. e dharma bajAvatAM kAraNe ke akAraNe kaTu vacana bolavAM paDe, to e pApa ke doSa che ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, kaDavuM vacana bolIe te ghaDIe ApaNuM moTuM kevuM thaI jAya ? gulAbanA phUla jevuM, nahIM ? ApaNuM moTuM bagaDe to jANavuM ke pApa lAgyuM. ApaNuM moTuM bagaDe evI vANI nIkaLI tyAM ja jANavuM ke pApa lAgyuM. kaDavA vacana nA bolAya, dhIme rahIne Aste rahIne bolo. thoDAM vAkyo bolo paNa Aste rahIne samajIne kaho, prema rAkho, eka dahADo jItI zakazo. kaDavAzathI jItI nahIM zako. paNa e sAmo thaze ne avaLAM pariNAma bAMdhaze. e chokaro avaLAM pariNAma bAMdhe. "atyAre to nAnI uMmarano chuM te mane AvuM TaiDakAve che. moTI uMmarano thaIza eTale ApIza.' evA pariNAma mahIM bAMdhe. mATe AvuM nA karo, ene samajAvo. eka dahADo prema jItaze. be dahADAmAM ja enuM phaLa nahIM Ave. daza dahADe, paMdara dahADe, mahinA sudhI prema rAkhyA karo. juo, A premanuM zuM phaLa Ave e to juo. praznakartA : ApaNe anekavAra samajAvIe, chatAM e nA samaje to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : samajAvavAnI jarUra ja nathI. prema rAkho chatAM ApaNe ene samajaNa pADIe dhIme rahIne. ApaNA paDozIne ya evuM kaDavuM vacana bolIe chIe ApaNe ? (112) jema devatAne mATe zuM karIe chIe ? cIpiyAthI pachI pakaDIe chIe ne ? e cIpiyo rAkho cho ne, tame ? cIpiyo nathI rAkhatA ? tyAre emane ema devatA hAthamAM jhAlavA jaIe to zuM thAya ? praznakartA : dAjhI ja javAya. dAdAzrI : eTale cIpiyo rAkhavo paDe. praznakartA : to e kaI jAtano cIpiyo rAkhavo joIe ? dAdAzrI : ApaNA gharano eka mANasa cIpiyA jevo che, e pote dAjhato nathI ane sAmAne dAjhelAne pakaDe che, ene bolAvIe ne kahIe ke 'bhaI, AnI joDe huM vAta karuM ne, tyAre tuM te ghaDIe TApazI pUravA lAgaje." eTale pachI e rAge pADI Apaze. kaMIka rasto karavo paDe. ema ne ema devatAne hAthe pakaDavA jaIe to zuM thAya ? (114) ApaNuM boleluM phaLatuM nA hoya to ApaNe baMdha thaI javuM joIe. ApaNe mUrkha chIe, ApaNane bolatAM nathI AvaDatuM. mATe baMdha thaI javuM joIe. ApaNuM boleluM phaLe nahIM ane UlaTuM ApaNuM mana bagaDe, ApaNo AtmA bagaDe. AvuM koNa kare che ? (116) praznakartA : mA-bApa potAnA bALako mATe je rIte lAgaNI batAve che, to ghaNI vakhata lAge che ke khUba batAvatAM hoya che. dAdAzrI : e Imozanala ja che badhuM. ochI batAvanAre ya Imozanala kahevAya. normala joIe. normala eTale banAvaTa khAlI, DrAmeTika ! DrAmAnI strI joDe DrAmA karavAno te asala, ekjhakTa, loko ema samaje ke saheja bhUla nathI karI. paNa bahAra nIkaLatI vakhate ene kahIe, 'heMDa mArI joDe to ?" nA Ave e. A to DrAmA pUratuM ja hatuM kahe. e samajAyuM ne ? (118) A jagatane sudhAravAno rasto ja prema che. jagata jene prema kahe che te prema nathI, te to Asakti che. A bebI para prema karo, paNa te pyAlo phoDe to prema rahe ? tyAre to ciDAya. mATe e Asakti che. chokarAM prema khoLe

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 21 mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra che, paNa prema temane maLato nathI. eTale pachI emanI muzkelI e ja jANe, kahevAya nahIM ne sahevAya nahIM. AjanA juvAniyAo mATeno rasto amArI pAse che. A vahANanuM sukAna kaI rIte levuM te amane ahIMthI ja rasto maLe che. mArI pAse prema evo utpanna thayo che ke je vadhe nahIM ne ghaTe paNa nahIM. vadhaghaTa thAya tene Asakti kahevAya. je vadha-ghaTa nA thAya te paramAtma prema che. eTale game te mANasa vaza thaI jAya. mAre koIne vaza karavA nathI, chatAM premane sahu koI vaza rahyA kare che. jene sAco prema kahevAmAM Ave che ne, e jovA nahIM maLe. prema jagate joyo nathI. ko'ka phero jJAnI puruSa ke bhagavAna hoya tyAre prema dekhe. premamAM vadhaghaTa nA hoya, anAsakti hoya. e ja prema, e jJAnIono prema e ja paramAtmA che. (119) chokarAo joDe bahu phAve. nAnA chokarAo joDe phAve amAre to. mArI joDe phrenDazIpa kare. ahIM AgaLa pesatA hatA ne ? tyAre pelo AvaDo bAbo hato te teDavA Avyo, ThaMDo kahe che. ahIM pesatAM ja teDavA Avyo. amArI joDe phrenDazIpa kare. tame to lADa laDAva karo. ame lADa nA laDAvIe, prema karIe. praznakartA : e jarA samajaNa pADone dAdA, lADa laDAvAnuM ane prema karavAnuM. badhuM jarA dAkhalA ApIne samajAvo. dAdAzrI : are, eka mANase to emanA bAbAne evo dabAvyo, Ama chAtIe. be varSathI bhego thayo nahoto, ane UMcakIne Ama dabAvyo ! te pachI bAbo khUba dabAI gayo, eTale ene pachI chUTako nA rahyo, eTale bacakuM bharI lIdhuM. A rIta che A te ? A lokone to bApA thatAM nahIM AvaDatuM ! praznakartA : ane premavALo zuM kare ? je premavALo hoya, e zuM kare ? dAdAzrI : hA. te hAtha pherave Ama tema. gAle TapalI mAre, Ama tema kare ane ene pAchaLa laIne Ama jarA khabho Thoke, ema khuza kare. ene Ama dabAvI devAnuM ? pachI e bicAro guMgaLAya eTale bacakuM bharI lene nA bharI le guMgaLAya eTale ? (121) ane chokarAne to mArazo ja nahIM. koI bhUlacUka thAyane, samajaNa pADavAnI jarUra ane dhIme rahIne mAthe hAtha pheravI ane samajaNa pADavAnI jarUra. prema Ape tyAre chokaruM DAhyuM thAya. (123) (7) "avaLAM' Ama chUTI jAya ! A koTho eMTho karo cho ne ? DrIMksa kazuM... ? praznakartA : koIka koIkavAra. eTale gharamAM thAya tyAre. sAcuM boluM chuM. dAdAzrI : e baMdha karI deje. paravaza thaI gayo. ApaNane nA cAle, ApaNane joIe nahIM. laIza ja nahIM, aDIza ja nahIM tuM. dAdAnI AjJA che, mATe aDavAnuM nahIM. to tAruM jIvana bahu sAruM jaze. kAraNa ke tane jarUra nahIM paDe have. A caraNavidhi ne badhuM vAMcIza eTale tane e jarUre ya nahIM paDe ane Ama AnaMda puSkaLa raheze, bahu AnaMda raheze. samajAyuM che ne tane ? samajAyuM ke nahIM ? (126) praznakartA : vyasanathI mukta kevI rIte rahevuM ? dAdAzrI : vyasanathI mukta thavA 'vyasana e khoTI cIja che' evI ApaNane pratiti thavI joIe. e pratiti khasavI nA joIe. ApaNo nizcaya nA khasavo joIe. pachI vyasanathI dUra ja rahe che mANasa. 'emAM kaMI vAMdho nahIM." evuM kahe tyArathI coMTyuM. (127) praznakartA : bahu vakhata koIe dArU pIdho hoya ke pelA Dragsa lIdhA hoya. to kahe, enI asara ApaNA breIna upara paDe to pachI baMdha karI de, paNa enI asara to rahe. to e asaromAMthI mukta thavA mATe dAdA zuM kahe che ? kaI rIte nIkaLavuM bahAra, ene mATe kaI che rasto ? dAdAzrI : nA, paNa pachI che te rIekzana AvyuM pharI. paramANu che te badhA cokhkhAM thavAM joIene. pIvAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM che ne ? have ene karavAnuM zuM ? 'dArU pIvo kharAba che.' evuM kAyama bolavuM, kahIe. hA, pachI ya bolavAnuM. 'sAro che' evuM koI dahADo nA bolIza. nahIM to pharI ene asara thaze pachI. praznakartA : A pIvAthI magajane nukasAna kaI rIte thAya che ? dAdAzrI : e bhAna bhUlAve ne, e vakhate mahIM jAgRti upara AvaraNa AvI jAya che. pachI kAyama mATe e AvaraNa khasatuM nathI. ApaNe manamAM ema

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 23 mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra lAge ke khasI gayuM. paNa nathI khasatuM e. ema karatuM karatuM AvaraNa AvatuM AvatuM badhuM pachI... mANasa jaDa jevo thaI jAya. pachI ene sArA sArA vicArabicAra kazuM Ave nahIM. eTale je Devalapa thayelA che, te AmAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA pachI enuM breIna bahu sAruM Devalapa thayeluM hoya ! pharI pAchuM bagADavuM nA joIe. praznakartA : A dArU pIdhAthI je badhuM Demeja thayuM hoya magajane. magajanA paramANune je Demeja thaI gayuM hoya, to e Demeja bhAga pharIthI rIpera kevI rIte thAya ? dAdAzrI : e kaMI rasto ja nathI eno. e to TAIma ja pasAra thaze tema tema e thaze. pIdhA vagarano TAIma jaze, pasAra thaze tema tema e badhuM khulluM thatuM jaze. ekadama nA thAya. dArU ne A mAMsAhArathI je devuM thAya che, e dArU-mAMsAhAramAMthI A sukha bhogave che, e sukha 'rIpa' karatI vakhate jAnavaramAM javuM paDe che. A dareka sukha jeTalAM che ne, jeTalA sukha tame lo cho e "rIpa' karavA paDaze evI javAbadArI ApaNe samajavI joIe. A poluM nathI jagata ! A rIpavALuM jagata che. phakta A AMtarika sukhanuM ja rIpe karavuM nathI paDatuM ! bIjA badhAM bahAranAM sukho e badhAM rIpe karavAnAM che. jeTalI ApaNe jame levI hoya eTalI levI ane pachI ApavI paDaze !! praznakartA : AvatA janmamAM rIpe karavuM paDaze janAvara thaIne, e barAbara paNa A bhavamAM zuM thaze ? A bhavanA zuM pariNAma che ? dAdAzrI : A bhavamAM che te ene potAne AvaraNa AvI jAya eTale jaDa jevo, jAnavara jevo thaI gayelo ja hoya. lokomAM presTIja nA rahe lokomAM mAna nA rahe, kazuM ja nA rahe ! (127) IDAM hoya ane baccAM hoya e beu eka ja che badhuM. koInuM IMDuM khAvuM ane koInuM baccuM khAvuM emAM phera nathI. baccAM khAvAnuM pasaMda kharuM tane ? koInA baccAM khaI javAnuM pasaMda kharuM ? (129). praznakartA : emAM IMDAM paNa zAkAhArI IDAM hoya che, evI lokonI mAnyatA hoya che. dAdAzrI : nA, e to roMga mAnyatA che e IDAMne nirjIva IMDAM kahe che, e jIva vagaranI vastu. jemAM jIva nA hoya e vastu khavAya nahIM. praznakartA : A judI vAta lAge che. dAdAzrI : judI eTale ekjhakTa vAta che. A to sAyanTisToe kahyuM hatuM ke haMmezAM nirjIva koI vastu khavAya nahIM ane jIva hoya to khavAya. emAM jIva kharo paNa amuka jAtano jIva. eTale A to e lokoe khoTo lAbha uThAvyo che jagatano. ene aDAya ja nahIM ane AvAM chokarAMone IDAM khavaDAvAthI zuM thAya, zarIra pachI eTaluM badhuM uzkerATavALuM thAya ke pachI mANasanA kaMTrolamAM rahe nahIM. amuka ApaNuM vejITeriyana phUDa to bahu sAruM hoya, kAcuM bhale rahyuM. DaoNkaTarono emAM doSa nathI hoto. DaoNkaTara to enI buddhi ane enI samajaNa pramANe karyA kare. ApaNe ApaNA saMskAra sAcavavAnA ne. ApaNe saMskArI gharavALA loko chIe. (13) dAdAzrI : hA, emanAM mA-bApa phariyAda karavA AvyA ke A chokarAM amArA bagaDI javA beThA che, enuM zuM karIzuM ? meM kahyuM, tame kyAre sudharelA hatA te vaLI pAchA chokarA bagaDI gayA ! tame mAMsAhAra karo cho ? tyAre kahe, koIka dahADo. peluM pIvAnuM ? tyAre kahe, koIka dahADo. eTale A chokarA jANe ke mArA bApA kare che eTale hitakArI vastu che A. hitakArI hoya te ja mAro bApa kare ne, kaheze. eTale tamane zobhe nahIM A badhuM. eTale pachI e chokarAne mAMsAhAra choDAvI dIdho. emane kahyuM, chokarAone ke 'bhaI A baTAkA tuM kApI zakuM ? A papaiyo tuM kApI zakuM ? A badhA epala kApI zakuM ? A badhuM tuM kApI zakuM ?' 'hA, badhuM kApI nAkhuM." kahyuM, 'koLuM AvaDuM hoya to ?" 'te e ya kApI zakuM.' kAkaDI AvaDI hoya te ya kApI zakuM e ? te ghaDIe hArTane asara thAya? tyAre kahe, "nA." paNa kahyuM, 'bakarI kApI zakuM ?" nA. "maraghI kApI zakuM ?" tyAre kahe 'nA kapAya mArAthI.' mATe ja tAruM hArTa eksepTa kare che kApavAmAM, eTalI ja vastu tuM khAje. tAruM hArTa eksepTa na karatuM hoya, hArTane game ja nahIM, ruce nahIM e vastu khAIza nahIM. nahIM to enA parINAma UMdhA Ave che ane te paramANu tane hArTa upara asara karaze. eTale chokarAo sArI rIte samajI gayA ane choDI dIdhuM. (131) barnADa zaoNne eka jaNe pUchyuM ke tame mAMsAhAra kema karatA nathI ? tyAre kahe, mAruM zarIra e che te kastAna nathI. A maraghA-kUkaDAnuM kabrastAna nathI e. te paNa emAM zuM phAyado ? tyAre kahe, "AI vonTa Tu bI e sivilAIjhaDa

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 25 mena.' chatAMya kare che. kSatriyone adhikAra che, paNa kSatriyapaNuM rahyuM hoya to adhikAra che. (132) praznakartA : A nAnA chokarAMone magasa khavaDAyA kare che, te khavaDAvAya ? dAdAzrI : nA khavaDAvAya, magasa nA khavaDAvAya. nAnA chokarAone magasane, guMdarapAka, dagaDA nA khavaDAvAya. emane sAdo khorAka Apavo ane dUdha paNa thoDuM ApavuM joIe. chokarAne nA apAya AvuM badhuM-ApaNA loko to badhA dUdhanI cIjo khavaDAya khavaDAya kare che. mUA nA khavaDAvAya. uzkerATa vadhaze ane bAra varasano thayo tyArathI draSTi bagaDaze mUAnI. uzkerATa ocho thAya evo khorAka Apavo joIe. chokarAone, bALakone A to badhuM khyAlamAM nathI. jIvana kema jIvavuM te bhAna ja nathI ne ? (132) praznakartA : barAbara che, paNa bhale ApaNe kaMI kahevuM na hoya, paNa ApaNe ema mAnIe ke ApaNo dIkaro hoya, corI karato hoya, to corI karavA devI ? dAdAzrI : dekhAvamAM virodha, mahIM aMdara samabhAva. bahAra dekhAvamAM virodha ane te e corI kare tenI upara ApaNe nirdayatA saheja paNa na thavI joIe. jo aMda2 samabhAva tUTI jaze to nirdayatA thaze ane jagata AkhuM nirdaya thaI jAya che. (135) jene tyAM corI karI tenuM pratikramaNa Ama karaje ane pratikramaNa keTalAM karyAM te mane kaheje. to pachI pelo rAge paDI jAya. pachI corI nahIM karavAnI evI pratijJA le tuM. pharI nahIM karuM ane thaI gaI tenI mAphI mAMguM chuM. evuM vAre ghaDIe samajaNa pADa pADa karIe ne, to e jJAna phITa thAya. eTale Avato bhava pachI corI na thAya. A to iphekTa che te pUrI bhajavAI jAya ane iphekTa che te ekalI ja. pAchuM bIjuM navuM ApaNe zIkhavADIe nahIM. to have navuM UbhuM thAya nahIM. (136) A chokaro amArI pAse badhI bhUlo kabUla kare, corI kare to te ya kabUla karI le che. AlocanA to gajabano puruSa hoya tyAM ja thAya. hindustAnano kaMI ajAyaba 'sTeja'mAM pheraphAra thaI jaze ! (141) nathI ? mA-bApa chokarAno vyavahAra (8) navI jatarezata, helthI mAInDavALI ! dAdAzrI : ravivAre tamArA najIkamAM ja satsaMga hoya che to kema AvatA praznakartA : ravivAre TI.vI. jovAnuM hoyane, dAdA ! dAdAzrI : TI.vI.ne tamAre zuM saMbaMdha ? A cazmAM AvyAM che to ya TI.vI. juo cho ? ApaNo deza evo che ke TI.vI. nA jovuM paDe, nATaka nA jovuM paDe, badhuM A ahIM ne ahIM rastA para thayA kare che ne ? praznakartA : e raste pahocIzuM tyAre e baMdha thazene ? dAdAzrI : kRSNa bhagavAna gItAmAM e ja kahI gayA ke manuSyo anartha TAIma veDaphI rahyA che. kamAvA mATe nokarIe jAya e to kaMI anarthapUrvakanuM nA kahevAya. jyAM sudhI pelI draSTi maLe nahI tyAM sudhI A draSTi chUTe nahIM ne ? loka zarIre gaMdhAto kAdava kyAre copaDe ? ene lahAya baLe tyAre evuM A TI.vI., sinemA, badhuM gaMdhAtA kAdava kahevAya. emAMthI kazo sAra nA nIkaLe. amane TI.vI. joDe bhAMjagaDa nathI. dareka vastu jovAnI chUTa hoya che. paNa eka bAju pAMca ne dasa miniTe TI.vI. hoya ne eka bAju pAMca ne dasa miniTe satsaMga hoya. to zuM game ? agiyAra vAge parIkSA hoya ne agiyAra vAge jamavAnuM hoya to zuM karo ? evI samajaNa hovI joIe ! praznakartA : rAte moDe sudhI TI.vI. jotAM hoya eTale pachI sUve ja nahIMne ? dAdAzrI : paNa TI.vI. to tame vecAtuM lAvyA, tyAre juene ? tame ya chokarAMone phaTavyAM che ne badhA. A tame mAbApe chokarAMone phaTavyAM che ane TI.vI. lAvyA pAchAM ! e tophAna nahotuM te pAchuM vadhAryuM tophAna. (142) navuM penTa paherIne arIsAmAM jo jo karyA kare. alyA, arIsAmAM zuM jue che ? A konI nakala kare che. te to juo ? adhyAtmavALAnI nakala karI ke bhautikavALAnI nakala karI ? jo bhautikavALAnI nakala karavI hoya to A pelA AphrikAnA che, emanI kema nathI karatAM ? paNa A to sAheba jevA lAgIe... eTale nakalo karI. paNa tArAmAM barakata to che nahi ! zAno

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 'sAheba' thavA phare che? paNa sAheba thavA mATe Ama arIsAmAM jue, paTiyAM pADa pADa kare. ne pote mAne ke have olarAITa thaI gayo chuM. pAcho pATaluna paherIne Ama pAchaLa thabokA mAra mAra kare. alyA, zuM kAma vagara kAmano mAra mAra kare che ?! koI bApo ya jonAra nathI, sahu sahunA kAmamAM paDyA che. sahu sahunI ciMtAmAM paDyA che. tane jovA navaruM ya koNa che ? sahu sahunI mAthAkUTamAM paDyA che. paNa potAnI jAtane zuM ya mAnI beThAM che ? (144) jUnI peDhIvALAM jo chokarAMone kacakaca karatAM hoya to huM ene pUchuM ke tame nAnA hatA tyAre tamArA bApa kazuM tamane kahetA hatA ke ? tyAre kaheze, bApA ya kacakaca karatA hatA. e bApAne pUchIe tame nAnA hatA tyAre ? to kaheze, amArA bApA ya kacakaca karatA hatA. e A 'Age se calI ApI che'. allAnI kUNI jevuM, Age se calI ApI! chokaro jUnI vAta svIkAravA taiyAra nathI. eTale ApaNe badhA, vAMdhA paDI gayA che. bApane huM morDana thavAnuM kahuM chuM, to thatA nathI. e zI rIte thAya ? morDana thavuM e kaMI sahelI vAta nathI. (149) ApaNo deza yujhalesa thaI gayo, je eTalo badho tiraskAra, halakI nAtano. pATIdAra vANiyAnI joDe brAhmaNo bese nahIM ne brAhmaNanI joDe vANiyo bese nahIM. UMcA hAthe prasAda Ape. paNa atyAranI A prajA helvI mAinDavALI che, bahu sarasa che ! chokarAo mATe sArI bhAvanA ja karyA karone. e badhA saMjogo bhegA thaI jaze. bAkI A chokarAMomAM kazuM vaLe evuM nathI. chokarAM vaLaze, paNa te enI meLe kudarata vALaze. chokarAM sArAmAM sArAM che. koI kALe nahotAM evAM chokarAM che atyAre. zuM guNo haze te huM evuM kahuM chuM ke koI kALe nahotAM evAM guNo che ! koI jAtano bicArAne tiraskAra nathI, kazuM nathI. khAlI mohI, bhaTakabhaTaka kare che sinemAmAM ne badhe. ane pahelAnA kALamAM te tiraskAra eTalA badhA ke brAhmaNanuM chokaruM pelAne aDe nahIM. che atyAre kazI bhAMjagaDa ? praznakartA : evuM kaMI nathI. jarA ya nathI. mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra dAdAzrI : te badho cokhkho thaI gayo mAla ane lobhe ya nathI, mAnanI e paDI nathI. ane pelo atyAra sudhI to badho juThTho mAla. mAnI-krodhIlobhI ! ane A to mohI bicArAM, jIvaDAM jevA che. praznakartA : Apa kaho cho ke atyAranI janarezana helthI mAInDanI che ane bIjI bAju juo to badhA vyasanI che ne badhA keTaluM badhuM che. dAdAzrI : bhale e vyasanI dekhAya, paNa emane bicArane rasto nA maLe ne to zuM thAya mANasa ? emanuM mAInDa helthI che. praznakartA : heldI mAInDa eTale zuM ? dAdAzrI : heldI mAInDa eTale mArAM-tArAnI bahu nA paDelI hoya ane ame to nAnA hatA ne, tyAMthI bahAra koIkanuM kazuM paDeluM hoya, kaMIka Apo te laI levAnI icchA. koIkane tyAM gayA jamavA, to thoDuM vadhAre khaIe, ghera khAtAM hoya tenA karatAM. nAnA chokarAMthI mAMDIne TheTha haiDiyAMo sudhI badhA mamatAvALA. (156) alyA, A Dabala beDa te hiMdustAnamAM hotAM haze ? kaI jAtanA jAnavaro che ? hindustAnanA strI-puruSo koI dahADo bhegA eka rUmamAM hotA ja nathI ! haMmezAM judI ja rUmamAM rahetA hatA ! tene badale A jo to kharAM !! atyAre A bApa ja beDarUma karI Ape, DabalabeDa ! te pelAM samajI gayA ke A duniyA AvI ja cAlyA kare che. tamane khabara che ke pahelAM strI-puruSonI judI rUmomAM pathArIo rahetI hatI. tamane khabara nathI. e badhuM meM joyeluM A. tame e Dabala beDa joyelA ? hai ? zuM kahe che ? (158) (9) madhara-phAdharatI phariyAdo ! eka bhaI kahe che, amAro bhatrIjo roja nava vAge UThe che. gharamAM kazuM kAma thatuM nathI. pachI gharanAM badhAM mANasone pUchayuM ke A vahelo nathI UThato e tamane badhAne nathI gamatuM ? tyAre badhAM ya kahe che ke amane nathI gamatuM, chatAM ya e vahelo UThato ja nathIne. meM kahyuM ke sUryanArAyaNa AvyA pachI to UThe che ke nathI UThato ? tyAre kahe che ke tyAra pachI ya eka kalAke UThe che. eTale meM kahyuM ke sUryanArAyaNanI ya maryAdA nathI rAkhato ? mATe

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 29 30 mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra praznakartA : dAdA, emAM vAtAvaraNano doSa kharo ke nahi ? dAdAzrI : nA, vAtAvaraNano doSa nahIM. mA-bApane mA-bApa thatAM ja AvaDyuM nathI. mA-bApa thavuM e to bahu moTAmAM moTI javAbadArI che, vaDApradhAna thavuM e javAbadArI ochI hoya. praznakartA : e kaI rIte ? to e bahu moTo mANasa haze ne ? nahIM to loka to sUryanArAyaNa AvatA pahelAM pote UThI jAya, paNa A to sUryanArAyaNane ya nahIM gAMThato. pachI e loko kahe che, have tame kaMIka Thapako Apo. meM kahyuM ke amAre Thapako nA apAya. ame Thapako ApavA nathI AvyA. ame samajaNa ApavA AvyA chIe. amAro ThapakAno vepAra ja nahIM. amAre to samajaNa ApavAno vepAra. pachI e chokarAMne kahyuM ke darzana karI le, pachI bolaje ke dAdA, mane vaheluM UThavAnI zakti Apo. eTaluM karAvyA pachI gharanAM badhA mANasone kahyuM ke have e cAnA TAIme nA UThe to ApaNe pUchavuM ke oDhADuM bhaI tane. vakhate ziyALAnI ThaMDI che te oDhavuM hoya to oDhADuM. eTale mazkarI khAtara nahIM, rItasaranuM ene ApaNe oDhADavuM. gharanAM mANasoe evuM karyuM. te cha mahinAmAM eTalo badho vahelo UThe che e bhaI, ke gharanAM badhA mANasonI bUma maTI gaI. (169) praznakartA : AjanA chokarAMo bhaNavA karatAM ramatamAM dhyAna vadhAre Ape che, teone bhaNatara tarapha doravAM temanI pAsethI kevI rIte kAma levuM, jethI chokarAMo pratye kaMkAsa Ubho nA thAya ? dAdAzrI : InAmanI yojanA kADho ne. chokarAne kahIe ke pahelo naMbara Avaze tene ATaluM InAma ApIza ane chaThTho naMbara Avaze tene ATaluM InAma. ane pAsa thaze tene ATaluM InAma. kaMIka ene dekhADo. hamaNe tarata ja vepAra thAya ane temAM napho thAya evuM kaMIka dekhADo ene to lalakAraze. bIjo rasto zuM karavAno ? nahIM to prema rAkho. jo prema hoya ne to chokarAM badhuM ya mAne. mArI joDe chokarAMo badhuM ya mAne che. huM je kahuM e karavA taiyAra che. nahIM to pachI ApaNe ene samajaNa pADa pADa karavI paDe. pachI je kare e sAcuM. (171) praznakartA : mULa prazna ema che ke chokarAMone ApaNe ghaNI rIte samajAvIe bhaNavA mATe. paNa ApaNe kahIe to ya e loko samajatAM nathI, ApaNuM sAMbhaLatA nathI. dAdAzrI : nA, te nathI sAMbhaLatA eTale mA thatAM AvaDyuM nahIM tethI. mA thatAM AvaDe to kema nA sAMbhaLe ? kema eno chokaro mAnato nathI ? tyAre kahe, 'enA mA-bApanuM eNe mAnyuM ja nahotuM ne." dAdAzrI : vaDApradhAna thavAnuM e to lokonuM oparezana thavAnuM. A to potAnAM chokarAMnuM ja oparezana thavAnuM. gharamAM pesIe bAbA-bebI badhAM khuza khuza thaI jAya. ane atyAre to chokarAM zuM kahe ? "amArA phAdhara nA Ave to sAruM gharamAM.alyA mUA, zuM thAya tyAre ? (172) tethI ApaNe lokoe kahyuM ke bhaI, soLa varSa pachI, amuka varSa pachI phreMDa tarIke svIkArajo ema kahyuM, nathI kahyuM ? phreMDalI TonamAM hoya to ApaNo Tona sAro nIkaLe. nahIM to roja bApa thavA jaIe ne, to bhalIvAra Ave nahIM. cAlIsa varSano thaI gayo hoya ane ApaNe bApa thavA pharIe, to zuM thAya ? (176) praznakartA : paNa dAdA, gharaDAM mANasa paNa ApaNI sAthe evuM vartana kare, emanA maMtavyo pelAM jUnAM baMdhAI gayAM hoya, to paNa kevI rIte ApaNe emanI sAthe henDala karavuM joIe ? kevI buddhithI ? dAdAzrI : A gADIne pazcara paDe, khare TAIme utAvaLa hoya ne, to ApaNe pachI enA vhilane mAra-mAra karavuM ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : khare TAIme utAvaLa hoya ne, gADIne paMkacara paDyuM. to hilane kaMI marAya ? e to jhaTapaTa sAcavIne ApaNe kAma karI levAnuM. gADI to bicArI paMkacara paDe ja. ema paiDA mANasanAmAM paMkacara paDe ja. ApaNe sAcavI levAnuM. gADIne mAra mAra karAya ? (177) praznakartA : be dikarAo aMdara aMdara laDatA hoya. ApaNe jANIe ke A koI samajavAnuM nathI. to tyAM ApaNe zuM karavuM ?

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 31 dAdAzrI : eka phero bannene besADIne kahI devuM ke mAMhyomAMhya vaDhavAmAM phAyado nahIM, lakSmI jatI raheze. praznakartA : pachI e mAnavA ja taiyAra na hoya to zuM karavuM, dAdA ? dAdAzrI : rahevA devuM. jema che tema rahevA do. praznakartA : chokarAo ApasamAM laDhe, emAMthI moTuM thaI jAya, ApaNe ema kahIe ke A kema thaI gayuM Ama ? dAdAzrI : emane upadeza levA done, ApasamAM laDhIne emanI meLe ja khabara paDaze, bhAna thaze ne ? Ama AMtara AMtara karIe ne, tyAM sudhI upadeza maLe nahIM. jagata to joyA karavA jevuM che ! (177) koInAM chokarAM ja nathI hotAM A badhAM, A to mAthe paDelI jaMjALa che, eTale ApaNe madada karavI emanI. paNa mahIM DrAmeTika rahevuM. (178) paheluM phariyAda karavA koNa Ave? kaLiyugamAM to gunegAra hoya, te ja pahelo phariyAda karavA Ave ! ane satyugamAM je sAco hoya te pahelA phariyAda karavA Ave. A kaLiyugamAM nyAya karanArA paNa evA ke jenuM paheluM sAMbhaLyuM enA pakSamAM besI jAya ! (178) gharamAM cAra chokarAM hoya. temAM benI kaMI bhUla nA hoya to ya bApa emane TaiDakAya kaiDakAyA kare ane bIjA be bhUlo karyA ja kare, to paNa ene kaMI nA kare. A badhuM enI pAchaLanA "rUTakojhane laIne che. potAne ghera be chokarAM hoya, paNa beu sarakhAM lAgavAM joIe. ApaNe koInA pakSamAM hoIzuM ke "A moTo jarA dayALa che ne A nAno kAco paDI jAya che. to e badhuM bagaDI gayuM. beu sarakhAM lAgavAM joIe. tamane haju pelo pakSa rahyo che ne ? (179) praznakartA : bAbo jaladI thoDI thoDI vAre rIsAI jAya che. dAdAzrI : moMghA bahune ? moMghA bahu eTale pachI zuM thAya ? bebI sastI te rIsAya nahIM bicArI. praznakartA : A rIsAvAnuM zAthI thatuM haze, dAdA ? dAdAzrI : A pelA pharI bolAve eTale. mArI pAse rIsAya joIe ? koI rIsAyeluM ja nahIM mArI joDe. pharI bolAvuM ja nahIM ne ! pharI bolAvuM nahIM. khAya ke nA khAya to ya pharI bolAvuM nahIM. e huM jANuM ke kuTeva paDI jAya UlaTI, vadhAre kuTeva paDI jAya. nA, nA, bAbA jamI le, bAbA jamI le. are, enI meLe bhUkha lAgaze eTale bAbo jamaze. kyAM javAno che ? tamAre AvuM nA karavuM paDe, ema to amane to bIjI kaLA AvaDe. bahu ADuM thayuM hoya, to bhUkhyuM thAya to ya nA khAya. eTale ame pAchA enA AtmA sAthe mahIM vidhi mUkIe pachI. tamAre AvuM nA karavuM. tame to je karo cho e karo. bAkI rIsAya nahIM mArI joDe ! ne rIsAIne zuM kADhe ? praznakartA : mATe zIkhavADone dAdA e kaLA. kAraNa ke A rIsAvAnuMmanAvAnuM to badhAne rojanuM hoya dAdA. to A cAvI ekAdI ApI do to badhAne Ukela AvI jAya ne ? dAdAzrI : e to ApaNe bahu garajAva hoya tyAre e rIsAya. eTalI badhI garaja zI vaLI ? praznakartA : eTale zuM, nA samajAyuM, bahu garajAva hoya tyAre rIsAya ? kone garaja hoya ? dAdAzrI : sAmAne garaja. A rIsAnAro mANasa, sAmAne enI garaja hoya tyAre rIsAya. praznakartA : eTale ApaNe garaja ja nahIM dekhADavAnI. dAdAzrI : garaja hoya ja nahIM. garaja zenI vaLI te ? karmanA udaya je banavAnuM haze e banaze, enI garaja keTalI rAkhavAnI ? ane pAchAM karmanA udaya ja che. garaja dekhADavAthI haThe caDhe UlaTuM. (179) praznakartA : nAnAM bALakone gusso dUra karavA TUMkANamAM kevI rIte kahevuM? dAdAzrI : emano gusso dUra karIne zuM phAyado ? praznakartA : jhaghaDe nahIM ApaNI joDe.

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mA-bApakarAMno vyavahAra 33 34 mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra dAdAzrI : enA mATe to davA bIjI karavA karatAM enA mA-bApe gussAno dekhAva na dekhe evI rIte rahevuM joIe. e dekhIne thAya che ke mArA phAdhara kare che, huM enA karatAM savAyo gusso karuM tyAre kharo. e to tamAre baMdha karI do, to enI meLe baMdha thaI jaze. A meM baMdha karyo che, mAro baMdha thaI gayo che, to koI mArI joDe karatuM ja nathI. huM kahuM ke gusse thAva to paNa nahIM thatAM. chokarAo yu nahIM thatAM, huM mArIza to ya nahIM thAya gusse. (181) praznakartA : chokarAne sArA mArge vALavA mA-bApanI pharaja to pUrI pADavI joIene, eTale gusso to karavo paDe ne ? dAdAzrI : gusso zuM karavAM karavo paDe ? ema ne ema samajAvIne kahevAmAM zuM vAMdho che ? gusso tame karatA nathI. gusso thaI jAya che tamane. karelo gusso e gusso gaNAto nathI. ApaNe jAte karIe gusso, e to ApaNe dabaDAvIe e nahIM, e gusso na kahevAya. eTale gusso karajo. paNa gusse thaI jAva cho tame. gusso karatA hoIe to vAMdho nahIM. (181) praznakartA : gusse thaI javAnuM kAraNa zuM ? dAdAzrI : vikanesa. e vikanesa che ! eTale e pote gusse thato nathI. e gusse thaI gayA pachI potAne khabara paDe che, A sAluM khoTuM thaI gayuM, AvuM nA thavuM joIe. eTale enA hAthamAM kAbU nathI. A mazIna garama thaI gayuM che, reIjha thaI gayuM che. eTale ApaNe te ghaDIe jarA ThaMDuM rahevuM. enI meLe TATuM thAya eTale hAtha ghAlavo. (182) chokarAo joDe tame ciDAo to enI navI lona lIdhI kahevAya. kAraNa ke ciDAvAno vAMdho nathI, paNa tame pote ciDhAo cho te vAMdho che. praznakartA chokarAo che te vaDhIe nahIM tyAM sudhI zAMta ja nA thAyane, eTale vaDhavuM paDe ? dAdAzrI : nA, vaDhavAne mATe vAMdho nathI. paNa jAte vaDho cho eTale tamAruM moDhuM bagaDI jAya che, eTale javAbadArI che. tamAruM moDhuM bagaDe nahIM ne vaDhone, moTuM sAruM rAkhIne vaDho, khUba vaDho ! tamAruM moDhuM bagaDe che eTale tame je vaDhavAnuM che te tame ahaMkAra karIne vaDho cho ! praznakartA : to to chokarAone ema lAge ke A khoTuM khoTuM vaDhe che ? dAdAzrI : to e eTaluM jANe to bahu thaI gayuM. to ene asara paDaze, nahIM to asara ja nahIM paDe. tame khUba vaDho eTale e jANe ke A nabaLA mANasa che. e loko mane kahe che, amArA phAdhara bahu nabaLA mANasa che, bahu ciDAya-ciDAya kare che. (183) praznakartA : evuM vaDhavAnuM nA thavuM joIe ke ApaNane potAne ja manamAM vicAro AvyA kare ane potAne asara rahyA kare ! dAdAzrI : e to khoTuM che. evuM vaDhavAnuM nA thavuM joIe. vaDhavAnuM suparaphaluasa, jema ke A nATakamAM laDhe che evI rItanuM hoya. nATakamAM laDe che, "kema tuM Ama karuM chuM ne Ama tema' badhuM bole, paNa mahIM kazuM ya nA hoya evuM vaDhavAnuM hoya. (186) praznakartA : chokarAMone kahevA jevuM lAge to vaDhIe, to ene duHkha paNa lAge to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : pachI ApaNe aMdara mAphI mAgI levI. A benane vadhAre paDatuM kahevAI gayuM hoya ne duHkha thaI gayuM hoya to tamAre benane kahevuM ke, mAphI mAguM chuM. evuM nA kahevA jevuM hoya to atikramaNa karyuM eTale aMdarathI pratikramaNa karo. te tame to "zuddhAtmA' cho. te tamAre caMdulAlane kahevuM ke 'pratikramaNa karo. tamAre beu judA bhAga rAkhavA." ApaNe khAnagImAM aMdara potAnI jAtane bolIe ke 'sAmAne duHkha nA thAya evuM bolajo. ane tema chatAM chokarAne duHkha thAya to caMdubhAIne kahIe ke 'pratikramaNa karo.' praznakartA : paNa ApaNAthI nAno hoya, ApaNo dikaro hoya to e kema mAphI mAMgavI ? dAdAzrI : aMdarathI mAphI mAMgavI. hRdayathI mAphI mAMgavI. dAdA Ama dekhAya ane emanI sAkSIe AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna e chokarAnAM karIe to tarata pahoMcI jAya. (186) praznakartA : ApaNe koIne vaDhIe, paNa enA sArA mATe vaDhatAM hoIe. have chokarAMne vaDhIe to e pachI pApa gaNAya ?

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra, 35 36 dAdAzrI : nA. e puNya baMdhAya. chokarAnA hitane mATe vaDhIe, mArIe to ya puNya baMdhAya. e krodha karelAnuM puNya baMdhAya che. tyAM bhagavAnane ghera to anyAya hoya ja nahIM ne ? chokarAne hitane mATe potAne akaLAmaNa thaI, chokaro AvuM kare che eTalA mATe akaLAmaNa thaI ane e chokarAnA hitane mATe ene be dholo mArI, to ya enuM puNya baMdhAya. evuM jo e pApa gaNAtuM hoya to A kramikamArganA badhA sAdhu- AcAryo koI mokSe ja nA jAya. Akho dahADo ziSya joDe akaLAyA kare, paNa badhuM puNya baMdhAya. kAraNa ke pArakAnA hitane mATe e krodha kare che. potAnA hitane mATe krodha karavo enuM nAma pApa. te nyAya kevo sarasa che A ! keTaluM badhuM nyAyI che ! bhagavAna mahAvIrano nyAya kevI suMdara che, e nyAya to dharmano kAMTo ja che ne !! eTale chokarAMne vaDhatAM hoya, mAratAM hoya enA bhalA mATe to puNya baMdhAya. paNa enAM jo pAchA bhAga paDe. 'huM bApa chuM, ene to jarA mAravuM paDe' evo bApano bhAva mahIM Avyo hoya to pAchuM pApa baMdhAya. eTale jo samajaNa nA hoya to pAchuM bhAga paDI jAya !! eTale bApa chokarA para akaLAya to tenuM phaLa zuM Ave ? puNya baMdhAya. praznakartA : bApa to akaLAya, paNa chokaro sAme akaLAya to zuM thAya ? dAdAzrI : chokaro pApa bAMdhe. kramika mArgamAM 'jJAnI puruSa' ziSya upara akaLAya to enuM jabarajasta puNya baMdhAya, puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya. e akaLAmaNa kaMI nakAmI jatI nathI. nathI emanAM chokarAM, nathI emane levAdevA, chatAM ziSya upara akaLAya che ! ApaNe ahIM vaDhavAnuM bilakula nahIMne? vaDhavAthI mANase cokhkhuM kahe nahIM ne pachI kapaTa kare. A badhA kapaTa tethI UbhAM thayAM che jagatamAM ! vaDhavAnI jarUra nathI jagatamAM. chokaro sinemA joIne Aje Avyo hoya ane ApaNe tene vaDhIe to bIje dA'De bIjuM kaMI kahIne, mArI skUlamAM kaMIka hatuM tema karIne sinemA joI Ave ! jenA gharamAM mAM kaDaka hoya tenA chokarAne vyavahAra nA AvaDa. (188) praznakartA : bahu pepsI pIe, bahu koka pIve, cokaleTa bahu khAya tyAre mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra dAdAzrI : te vaDhavAnI zI jarUra, ene samajaNa pADIe ke bahu khAvAthI nukasAna thaze. tane koNa vaDhe che ? A to uparIpaNAno ahaMkAra che khoTo. mA" thaIne beThAM moTAM !! mA thatAM AvaDatuM nathI ane chokarAne vaDha-vaDha karyA kare Akho dahADo ya ! e to sAsu vaDhatI hoya ne tyAre khabara paDe. chokarAne vaDhavAnuM koIne sAruM lAgatuM hoya ! chokarAne ya manamAM ema thAya ke A sAsu karatAM ya bhUMDI che. eTale vaDhavAnuM baMdha karI de chokarAne. dhIme rahIne samajaNa pADavI ke A nA khavAya, zarIra tAruM bagaDaze amathuM. (191) e khoTuM karato hoya, to ene dhIba dhIba karavAno nA hoya. khoTuM karato hoya ane ene dhIba dhIba karIe to zuM thAya ? eka jaNa to lugaDAM dhue ema dhoto'to. alyA mUA ! bApa thaIne A chokarAnI A dazA zuM kare che ? chokaro manamAM zuM nakkI kare che te jANo cho te ghaDIe ? sahana nA thAya ne, te kahe, 'moTo thauM eTale tamane mAruM, joI lo." mahIM niyANuM karI nAkhe e ! pachI ene mAra mAra ja kare roja moTo thaIne pachI! (196) mAravAthI jagata nA sudhare, vaDAvAthI ke ciDhAvAthI koI sudhare nahIM. karI batAvavAthI sudhare che. jeTaluM bolyA teTaluM gAMDapaNa. (19) eka bhAI hatA. te rAtre be vAge zuM zuM karIne ghera AvatA haze tenuM varNana karavA jevuM nathI. tame jANI jAo. te pachI gharamAM badhAMe nizcaya karyo ke Amane vaDhavuM ke gharamAM pesavA nA devA ? zo upAya karavo? te teno anubhava karI AvyA. moTAbhAI kahevA gayA, to e moTAbhAIne kahe ke, 'tamane mAryA vagara choDIza nahIM.' pachI gharanAM badhAM mane pUchavA AvyA ke, "AnuM zuM karavuM ? A to AvuM bole che.' tyAre meM gharanAMne kahI dIdhuM ke, "koIe tene akSare ya kahevAnuM nahIM. tame bolazo to e vadhAre 'phreTa' thaI jaze, ane gharamAM pesavA nahIM do to e bahAravaTuM karaze. ane jyAre AvavuM hoya tyAre Ave ne jyAre javuM hoya tyAre jAya. ApaNe rAITe ya nahIM bolavAnuM ne roMge ya nahIM bolavAnuM. rAge ya nahIM rAkhavAno ne dveSe ya nahIM rAkhavAno. samatA rAkhavAnI, karuNA rAkhavAnI.' te traNa-cAra varSa pachI e bhAI sarasa thaI gayo ! Aje e bhAI dhaMdhAmAM bahu madadarUpa thAya che ! jagata nAkAmanuM nathI, paNa kAma letAM AvaDavuM joIe. badhA ja bhagavAna che, ane dareka judA judA kAma laIne beThA che, mATe nA gamatuM rAkhazo nahIM. | (200)

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 33 38 mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra eka mANasa saMDAsanA bAraNAMne lAto mAra mAra karato hato. meM kahyuM ke kema lAto mAro cho ? tyAre kahe che ke bahu sApha karuM , to ya gaMdhAya che. khUba sApha karuM chuM to ya gaMdhAya che. bolo, have e mUrkhAI keTalI badhI kahevAya ? jAjarUnA bAraNAne lAto mArIe to ya gaMdhAya che. temAM bhUla konI ? (201) keTalAka to chokarAne mAra mAra kare, A marAtI haze cIja ?! A to glAsavera che. glAsavera to dhIme rahIne mUkAya. glAsaverane Ama pheMke to ? henDala vItha kera ! eTale dhIme rahIne mUkavAnuM. have AvuM nA karAya.(204) evuM che, ke A to atyAranAM chokarAMonI ciMtA ApaNe karavI joIe. paNa gayA avatAramAM chokarAM hatAM, tenuM zuM karyuM ? dareka avatAramAM baccAM mUkI mUkIne AvyA che, je avatAramAM AvyA te avatAramAM baccAM mUkI mUkIne Avyo che, te nAnA nAnA AvaDAM rakhaDI jAya evuM mUkIne Avyo che. tyAMthI javAnuM jarA ya gamatuM nahotuM to ya tyAMthI AvyA. pachI bhUlI gayo ne pAchAM A avatAramAM bIjA baccAM ! eTale baccAMno kakaLATa zuM karavA karo cho ? dharmane raste vALI do emane, sArAM thaI jaze. (29) eka chokaro to, evo ADo hato, te kaDavI davA pAya, te pIve nahIM, utAre nahIM gaLe evo ADo thayelo. tyAre enI mAe bahu pAkI hatI. e to jema chokaruM ADuM hoya to enI mA kaMI kAcI hoya ke ! te mAe zuM karyuM, nAka dabAvyuM. te huDahuDa karIne UtarI gayuM. eTale chokaro vadhAre pAko thaI gayo. eTale bIje dahADe jyAre pAtI hatI ne, tyAre mA nAka dabAvA gaI, to ANe phUuuu karIne AMkhamAM pheMkyuM ! A to AnI A kavaoNliTI ! peTamAM nava mahinA naphAmAM rahe vagara bhADe ane vaLI pAchA uparathI pAchA phUMkArA mAre, mUA ! vidhAuTa enI renTa nAIna mantha ! (221) eka bApa amane kahetA hatA ke "A mAro trIjA naMbarano chokaro bahu ja kharAba che. be chokarA sArA che.' meM kahyuM, 'A kharAba che, to tame zuM karazo ?" tyAre kahe, 'zuM kare baLyuM A ? paNa be chokarAne mAre kazuM kahevuM nathI paDatuM ane A trIjA chokarA mATe mArI AkhI jIMdagI ja kharAba thavA mAMDI che" meM kahyuM, 'zuM kare che e chokaro tamAro ?" tyAre e kahe, "rAtre doDha vAge Ave che, dArU DhIMcIne Ave mUo. meM kahyuM, 'pachI tame zuM karo cho ?" tyAre kahe, 'huM jouM chuM, jo ene moTuM dekhADuM to e gALo bhAMDe. huM cheTo rahIne bArImAM rahIne joyA karuM ke zuM kare che !' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'doDha vAge ghare AvIne pachI zuM kare che ? tyAre kahe che, "khAvA karavAnI kazI vAta nahIM karavAnI, AvIne pathArI enI karI ApavAnI, mahIM suI javAnuM eNe tarata ane sUI jAya che ne, tarata nAkhorAM bole che.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'tamArI zI dazA thAya che ?" tyAre e kahe, 'e sUI jAya ne tarata UMghI jAya naphikaro' meM kahyuM, to phikara koNa kare che ?" tyAre kahe, 'te to huM ja karuM chuM.' pachI kahe che, "mane to AkhI rAta UMgha nahIM AvatI, eno A veza joIne." meM kahyuM, 'A doSa tamAro che. e to sUI jAya che nirAMte. tamAro doSa te tame bhogavo cho. A pUrvabhave zIkhavADanAro tuM, A dArUnuM vyasana.' pelAne zIkhavADIne khasI gayA. zA hAruM zIkhavADe ? lAlacanA mATe. te A gayA avatAre phaTavyo che, UMdhe raste caDhAvyo che. te e zIkhavADyAnuM phaLa AvyuM A phere. te have phaLa nirAMte bhogavo ! te bhogave enI bhUla. jo pelo DhoMgaro to suI gayo che ne nirAMte ? ane bApa AkhI rAta upAdhi karato karato, pAcho doDha vAge jANe ya kharo. Avelo che, jANe ne bolAya nahIM pAcho. bole to kahe, AvaDI gALo Ape ane suI jAya to pAcho nAkhorA haDahaDATa bole, pAcho sIgareTa pIIne sUI jAya nirAMte. jone konA bApanI paDelI che ? te bhogave pelo. bhUla enI. (222) vahu jANe ke sasarA pelA rUmamAM beThA che. eTale vahu bIjA joDe vAta kare ke 'sasarAmAM jarAka akkala ochI che." have ApaNe te ghaDIe tyAM AgaLa UbhA hoya to ApaNane A sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave. to ApaNI mahIM e roga peTho. to tyAM ApaNe zo hisAba kADhavAno ke ApaNe pelA rUmamAM tyAM beThA hota to zuM thAta ? to kazo roga Ubho nA thAta. eTale ahIM AvyA te bhUlano roga che ! ApaNe e bhUlla bhAMgI nAkhIe. ApaNe ema mAnIne ke tyAM ja beThA hatA. ne A nahotuM sAMbhaLyuM eTale e bhUla bhAMgI nAkhIe. mahAvIra bhagavAnanI ya pAchaLa to loko bolatA hatA. e to bole loka. ApaNe ApaNI bhUla bhAMgI nAMkhavI. ene phAve evuM bole ane ApaNA karmanA udaya hoya, to ja enAthI AvuM bolAya. ApaNA udaya rAzI hoya to ja bolAya. (223)

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mA-bApa chokarAno vyavahAra chokarAMno ahaMkAra jAge, tyAra pachI tene kazuM kahevAya nahIM ane ApaNe zuM kAma kahIe ? Thokara vAgaze to zIkhaze. chokarAM pAMca varSanAM thAya tyAM sudhI kahevAnI chUTa. ane pAMcathI soLa varSavALAne vakhate be TapalI mAravI ya paDe. paNa vIsa varSano juvAna thayA pachI enuM nAme ya na levAya, kazuM akSare ya bolAya nahIM, bolavuM e guno kahevAya. nahIM to ko'ka dahADo baMdUka mArI de. (225) 39 'vaNamAgI salAha ApavI nahIM' evuM ame lakhyuM che kharuM ! eTale koI kahe, ApaNane pUche, to ApaNe salAha ApavI ane te ghaDIe ApaNane ThIka lAge evuM ApaNe kahI chUTavuM ane salAha ApyA pachI ApaNe ema kahIe ke tamane anukULa Ave ema karajo. ame to A tamane kahI chUTIe. eTale ene pachI kaMI kharAba lAge evI vastu nathI. eTale ApaNe A je badhuM karavAnuM che ne enI pAchaLa vinaya rAkhavAno che. A kALamAM ochuM bolavuM enA jevuM eke ya nathI. A kALamAM bola paththara jevA vAge evA nIkaLe che, ane darekanA evA ja hoya. eTale bolavAnuM ochuM karI nAkhavuM sAruM. koIne kazuM kahevA jevuM nathI. kahevAthI vadhAre bagaDe che. ene kahIe ke, 'gADIe vahelo jA.' to e moDo jAya ane kazuM nA kahIe to TAIme jAya. ApaNe nA hoIe to badhuM cAle evuM che. A to potAno khoTo ahaMkAra che. je dahADAthI chokarAM joDe kacakaca karavAnuM tame baMdha karazo, te dahADAthI chokarAM sudharaze. tamArA bola sArA nIkaLatA nathI, enAthI sAmo akaLAya che. tamAro bola e saMgharato nathI, UlaTA e bola pAchAM Ave che. ApaNe to chokarAMne khAvAnuM-pIvAnuM banAvI ApIe ne ApaNI pharaja bajAvIe, bIjuM kahevA jevuM nathI. kahevAthI phAyado nathI, evuM tamane tAraNa nIkaLe che ? chokarAM moTAM thayAM che e kaMI dAdarethI paDI jAya che ? tame tamAro Atmadharma zuM karavA cUko cho ? A chokarAM joDeno to 'rileTiva' dharma che. tyAM khoTI mAthAkUTa karavA jevI nathI. kakaLATa karo cho, tenA karatAM mauna rahezo to vadhAre sAruM raheze. kakaLATathI to potAnuM magaja bagaDI jAya ne sAmAnuM paNa bagaDI jAya. (226) e tamane kharAba kahe, tame emane kharAba kaho. ane pachI vAtAvaraNa dUSita thatuM cAlyuM ane pachI bhaDakA thaze AmAM. eTale tamAre emane sArAM mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra kahevA, kaI draSTie ? eka draSTi manamAM samajI lo ke 'AphaTara ola hI ijha e guDa mena.' (aMte to e sArA mANasa che.) (228) praznakartA : athaDAmaNa jyAre thAya tyAre chokarAMo sAthe kevuM vartana karavuM ? 40 dAdAzrI : rAga-dveSa nA thavo joIe, eNe kaMI bagADyuM hoya ke nukasAna karyuM hoya, to ya enI upara dveSa thavo joIe ane ene 'zuddhAtmA' rIte jovo joIe basa. rAga-dveSa nA thAya eTale badho niveDo AvI gayo ane ApaNuM jJAna rAga-dveSa nA thAya evuM che. (228) ApaNuM mana saheja gUMcAya, te e gUMca bIjAnI nahIM, ApaNI ja. te eTale ApaNe samajI javuM ke A gUMca ApaNI che. zAthI gUMca paDI ? e ApaNane jotAM nA AvaDyuM tethI, ApaNe 'zuddhAtmA' ja jovo. gUMca ApaNe bhAMgI nAkhavAnI. 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM', bIjuM badhuM 'vyavasthita' che. A 'solyuzana' meM ApyuM che. (229) e, AvyA pachI kaMTALIe to cAle nahIM, te pahelAM cetIe. bhegAM rAkhazo to kleza UbhA thaze ane enuM jIvana bagaDaze ane ApaNuM bagADaze. jo prema joIto hoya to ene judo rAkhI ane prema sAcavo, nahIM to jIvana bagADazo. nahIM to AmAM prema ghaTI jaze. haMmezAM enI vAIpha AvI hoya ne, to ApaNe ema bhego rAkhavA jaIe to vAIphanuM kaheluM e mAnaze, tamAruM nahIM mAne. ane vAIpha kaheze, ke 'Aja to bA che te AvuM bolatAM hatAM ane tevuM bolatAM hatAM.' tyAre kahe, 'hA, bA evA ja che.' e cAlyuM tophAna. cheTethI badhuM sAruM. (234) praznakartA : chokarAM paradeza che e yAda AvyA kare, ciMtA thAya che emanI. dAdAzrI : e chokarAMo to tyAM khAI-pIne majhA karatAM haze, bAne yAda paNa nA karatAM hoya ane A bA ahIM ciMtA karyA kare, A konA gharanI vAta ? praznakartA : e chokarAMo tyAMthI lakhe che ke tame ahIM AvI jAva. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa javuM kaMI ApaNA hAthamAM che ? enA karatAM ApaNe

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra ja jema che tema goThavI daIe, e zuM khoTuM ? enuM ene ghera, ApaNuM ApaNe ghera ! A peTe avatAra thayo mATe kaMI e badhAM ApaNAM che ? ApaNAM hoya to ApaNI joDe Ave. paNa koI Ave A duniyAmAM ? (235) 41 gharamAM pacAsa mANasa hoya, paNa ApaNane oLakhatAM AvaDyuM nahIM, eTale Dakho thayAM kare, ene oLakhavA joIe ne ? ke A gulAbano choDa che ke A to zeno choDa che, evI tapAsa nA karavI joIe ? pahelAM zuM hatuM ? satyugamAM eka ghera badhAM gulAba ane bIjAne ghera badhA mogarA, trIjAne ghera caMpo ! atyAre zuM thayuM che eka ghare mogaro che, gulAba che ! jo gulAba haze to kAMTA haze ane mogaro haze to kAMTA nahIM hoya, mogarAnuM phUla sapheda haze, pelAnuM gulAbI haze, lAla haze. ema dareka judA judA choDavA che atyAre. Apane samajamAM AvI e vAta ? satyugamAM je khetarAM hatA te kaLiyugamAM bagIcArUpe thayuM che ! paNa ene jotAM nathI AvaDatuM, enuM zuM thAya ? jene jotAM nA AvaDe tene duHkha ja paDe ne ? te A jagatanI draSTi nathI A jovAnI. koI kharAba hotuM ja nathI. A matabheda to potAnA ahaMkAra che. jotA nathI AvaDatuM tenA ahaMkAra che. jotAM AvaDe to du:kha ja nathI. mane AkhI duniyA joDe matabheda nathI paDato. mane jotAM AvaDe che ke bhaI, A gulAba che ke A mogaro che. A pelo dhatUro che ke kaDavI gIloDInAM phUla che, evuM badhuM oLakhuM pAcho. (239) A prakRti oLakhatA nathI. eTale meM pustaka lakhyuM che, 'ghara bagIco thayo che. mATe kAma kADhI lo A vakhatamAM.' A pote jo nobala hoya ane chokaro cIkaNo hoya to kaheze, 'alyA, sAva cIkaNo che, mAro ene.' ene e mArI-ThokIne enI jema nobala karavA mAMge, nA thAya. e mAla ja judo che. mA-bApa potAnA jevA karavA mAMge. alyA, ene khIlavA do. enI zaktio zuM che ? khIlavo. konAmAM kayo svabhAva che e joI levAno. mUA laDo cho zenA mATe ? eTale A bagIco oLakhavA jevo che. bagIco kahuM chuM te tyAre loko tapAsa kare chene, pachI chokarAne oLakhe che. prakRtine oLakhane mUA ! oLakhI jAne ekavAra chokarAne ane pachI e pramANe varta ne ? enI prakRti mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra joIne vartIe to zuM thAya ? bhAIbaMdhanI prakRtine eDajasTa thAya che ke nahIM thatA ? evuM prakRtine jovI paDe, prakRti oLakhavI paDe. oLakhIne pachI cAlIe. to gharamAM bhAMjagaDa nA thAya. nahIM to badhAne, mArI-jhuDIne mArA jevA ja thAva, kahe che. zI rIte thAya te pelAM ? (243) 42 AkhuM jagata AvuM vyavahAra jJAna khoLe che ane A dharma nathI. A saMsAramAM rahevAno upAya che. saMsAramAM rahevAno, eDajasTa thavAno upAya che. vAIpha joDenAM eDajasTamenTa kema levAM ? chokarA joDe eDajasTamenTa kema levAM ?" tenA upAya che. gharamAM bhAMjagaDo thAya, te A vANInA zabdo evA che ke badhAne bhAMjagaDo maTI gaI. eTale A vANIthI badhuM rAge paDe che. jenAthI duHkha jAya e vANI khoLe che loko. kAraNa ke koIe AvA upAya ja nathI batAvyA ne ! sIdhA eplAya thAya evA upAya ja nathIne ! (247) (10) zaMkAtAM zULa ! eka mANasa mArI pAse Avato. te ene eka choDI hatI. tene meM pahelethI ja samajAvyuM hatuM ke A to kaLiyuga che, emAM kaLiyuganI asara choDIne ya thAya. mATe cetato raheje. te e mANasa samajI gayo ane jyAre enI choDI bIjA joDe nAsI gaI. tyAre e mANase mane yAda karyo. ne mArI pAse Avyo ne kahevA lAgyo. 'tame kahI hatI te vAta sAcI. jo tame mane AvI vAta nA jaNAvI hota to mAre jhera pIvuM paData.' AvuM che A jagata polaMpola. je thAya te svIkArya karI levuM paDe. emAM te kaMI jhera pIvAya ? nA mUA ! e to tuM gAMDo gaNAIza. A to kapaDAM DhAMkIne AbarU rAkhe che ane kahe che ke ame khAnadAna ! (249) eka amAro khAsa sago hato, tene cAra choDIo hatI. te jAgRta bahu. te mane kahe, 'A choDIo moTI thaI, kolejamAM gaI, te mane vizvAsa nathI raheto.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'joDe jajo. kolejamAM joDe jaIe ane e kolejamAMthI nIkaLe tyAre pAchaLa Avaje.' e to eka dahADo jaIza. paNa bIjI vakhata zuM karIza ? vahune mokalaje (!) alyA, vizvAsa kyAM rAkhavo ne kyAM rAkhavo nahIM eTaluM ya nathI samajato ? ahIMthI ApaNe kahI devAnuM, 'bena jo, ApaNe

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 43 levuM. sArA mANasa, ApaNe khAnadAna, kuLavAna chIe.' Ama ene ApaNe cetavI devAnuM. pachI je banyuM e 'karekTa'. zaMkA nahIM karavAnI. keTalAka zaMkA karatA haze ? je jAgrata hoya te zaMkA karyA kare. evo saMzaya rAkhe kyAre pAra Ave ? mATe game tevI zaMkA to utpanna thatAM pahelAM ja tene ukhADIne pheMkI devI. A to A choDIo bahAra pharavA jAya, ramavA jAya, enI zaMkA kare. ane zaMkA utpanna thaI ke tyAM sukha ApaNane bahu varte kharuM ? (250) eTale koI phero choDI rAte moDI Ave to paNa zaMkA nA karIe, zaMkA kADhI nAkhIe, to keTalo phAyado kare ? vagara kAmanI bhaDaka rAkhyAno zo artha che ? eka avatAramAM kazo pheraphAra thavAno nathI. pelI chokarIone vagara kAmanuM duHkha dezo nahIM, chokarAone du:kha dezo nahIM. phakta moDhe ema kahevuM kharuM ke, 'bena tuM bahAra jAya che te moDuM nA thavuM joIe. ApaNe khAnadAna gAmanAM, ApaNane A zobhe nahIM. mATe ATaluM moDuM nA karazo.' Amatema badhI vAtacIta karavI, samajAvIe karIe. paNa zaMkA karyo pAlave nahIM ke "konI joDe pharatI haze, zuM karatI haze." ane pachI rAte bAra vAge Ave to ya pAchuM bIje dahADe kahevAnuM ke, "bena, AvuM nA thavuM joIe !" tene jo kADhI mUkIe to e kone tyAM jaze enuM ThekANuM nahIM. phAyado zemAM ? ochAmAM ochuM. nukasAna thAya emAM phAyado ne ? eTale meM badhAne kahyuM che ke moDI Ave to ya choDIone gharamAM pesavA dejo, emane kADhI nA mUkazo. nahIM to bahArathI kADhI mele, A kaDaka mijAjanA loko evA kharA ke ? kALa kevo vicitra che ! keTalI baLatarAvALo kALa che !! ne pAcho A kaLiyuga che, eTale gharamAM besADIne pachI samajAvavuM. (255) praznakartA H have sAmo koI ApaNA upara saMzaya rAkhe to eno kevI rIte pote ukela lAve ? dAdAzrI : e saMzaya rAkhe che evuM ApaNe jJAna ja bhUlI javAnuM. e je jJAna che ApaNane, e jJAna ja bhUlI javAnuM. praznakartA : ene ApaNA para saMzaya Avyo hoya, to ApaNe pUchavuM paDe ke kema saMzaya Avyo ? dAdAzrI : pUchavAmAM majA ja nahIM. e pUchavuM nahIM. ApaNe tarata ja mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra samajI javuM ke ApaNo kaMIka doSa che. nahIM to zaMkA kema AvI ? (256) 'bhogave enI bhUla' e vAkya lagADI dIdhuM ke ukela AvI gayo. zaMkA karanAra che te bhogave che ke zaMkA jenI para thAya che te bhogave che, e joI (257) (11) vArasAmAM chokarAMte keTaluM ? praznakartA : puNyanA udaye, joIe tenA karatAM vadhAre lakSmInI prApti thAya to ? dAdAzrI : to vAparI nAkhavI. chokarAM hAruM bahu rAkhavI nahi. emane bhaNAvavA, gaNAvavA, badhuM kathvITa karI, emane sarvise lagAvI dIdhAM. eTale pachI e DALe (kAma) lAgyAM, eTale bahu rAkhavI nahi. eTaluM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM ke jeTaluM ApaNI joDe Ave eTaluM ja ApaNuM. (259) praznakartA : A bhAI ahIMthI joDe joDe laI jaI zakaze kharA ? dAdAzrI : have zuM laI jAya ? joDe hatuM te ahIM vAparI khAdhuM? have A kaMIka mokSanuM mArI pAsethI AvIne maLe to dahADo vaLe. haju jiMdagI che, hajI lAIpha Tarna kare, jAgyA tyAMthI savAra. tyAM laI javAmAM kaI vastu Ave che ? ahIM je tame vAparyuM te badhuM gaTaramAM gayuM. tamArA mojazokha mATe, tamArA rahevA mATe je badhuM karo, e badhuM gaTaramAM gayuM. phakta pArakAM mATe je kaMI karyuM, eTalo ja tamAro ovaraDrAphaTa (260) eka mANase mane prazna karyo ke "chokarAMne kazuM nA ApavuM ?" meM kahyuM, chokarAMne ApavAnuM. ApaNA bApe ApaNane ApyuM e badhuM ja ApavuM. vacalo je mAla che te ApaNe phAve tyAM dharmAdAmAM vAparI nAkhIe.' praznakartA : amArA vakIlanA kAyadAmAM ya evuM kharuM ke vaDIlopArjita proparTI (milakata) kharI te chokarAne ApavI ja paDe, ane svopArjita tenI aMdara bApane je karavuM hoya te kare. dAdAzrI : hA, je karavuM hoya te kare. hAthe ja karI levuM. ApaNo mArga

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra zuM kahe che ke tAro potAno hoya te mAla tuM judo karIne vApara, to te tArI joDe Ave. kAraNa ke A 'jJAna' lIdhA pachI haju eka-be avatAra bAkI rahyA che te joDe joIze ne ? bahAragAma jaIe chIe to thoDAM DhebarAM laI jaIe chIe. to A nA joIe badhuM ? 45 eTale chokarAne to phakta zuM ApavA-karavAnuM. eka phaleTa ApavAno. ApaNe rahetA hoIe te. te ya hoya to ApavuM. ApaNe batAvI devuM ke 'bhaI, ame nA hoIe ke te dahADe tAruM, tyAM sudhI mAlikI mArI ! gAMDA karIza to kADhI melIza, kahIe. vahu sAthe kADhI melIza. ame chIe tyAM sudhI tAruM nahi. amArA gayA pachI badhuM tAruM. vIla badhuM karI nAkhavuM. ApaNA bApe ApyuM hoya eTaluM ApaNe ene ApavAnuM. eTalo hakkadAra che. TheTha sudhI chokarAne manamAM ema rahe ke haju ke bApA pAse haju pacAseka hajAra che.' ApaNI pAse hoya to lAkha. paNa e manamAM jANe ke 40-50 hajAra Apaze. e lAlacamAM rAkhavo TheTha. enI vahune kaheze, 'jA, pharsTa klAsa bApAne jamADa, cA-nAstA lAva.' rophabhera rahevuM ApaNe. eTale ApaNA bApAe je kaMI oraDI ApI hoya te ene ApI do. (262) koI joDe laI javA detA nathI. ApaNane bALe che jatI vakhate. to pachI chokarAM mATe bahu mUkI jAya to ? chokarAM mATe bahu mUkI jAya to chokarAM zuM kare ? have dhaMdhA-nokarI karavAnI jarUra nathI. pIvAnuM rAkhe ane nirAMte emAMthI dArUDiyA thAya badhAM. kAraNa ke sobata evI maLI Ave pachI. A dArUDiyA ja thayelA che ne badhAM ? eTale chokarAMne to ApaNe padhdhatasaranuM ApavuM joIe. A vadhAre ApIe to durUpayoga thAya. haMmezAM joba (nokarI)mAM ja rahe evuM karI ApavuM joIe. navaro paDe to dArU pIve ne ? (263) koI bIjhanesa ene gamato hoya to karI Apavo. kyo dhaMdho game che te pUchI ane ene je dhaMdho ThIka lAge e karI ApavAno. ane paccIsa-trIsa hajAra beMkanA laI ApavA. lona upara te bharyA kare enI meLe ane thoDAka ApaNe ApI devA. ene joItI hoya temAM aDadhI rakama ApaNe ApavI ne aDadhI beMkanI lona bharyA kare. eTale paccIsa hajAranI kahIe beMkamAMthI lona le. e lona tuM haptA bharaje, kahIe. eTale haptA bhare, e chokaro DAhyo thAya. (266) mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra eTale chokarAne rItasara padhdhatisara ApI ane bIjuM sAre raste ApaNe lokonAM sukhane mATe vAparI devuM. lokone sukha kema paDe, lokonA dila ThAravAthI, e tamArI joDe Avaze milakata. Ama rokaDuM nathI AvatuM, paNa A ovaraDrAphaTa rIte Ave che. rokaDuM to javA ja nA de ne tyAM AgaLa ! Ama ovaraDrAphaTa kare, lokone khavaDAvI de, badhAnuM dila ThAre, koIne aDacaNa hoya to bhAMge. A rasto che AgaLathI DrAphaTa mokalavAno. eTale paisAno sadupayoga karo. varIjha-barIjha karavAnI nahIM. khAvo-pIvo, khAvA-pIvAmAM aDacaNa nA karo. eTale huM kahuM chuM ke, 'vAparI nAkho, ne ovaraDrAphaTa lo. (271) * meM emanA chokarAne pUchyuM ke tamArA bApAe A badhI milakata karI che, te tamArA mATe karI che, potaDIo paherIne ! tyAre kahe che, 'tame amArA bApAne oLakhatA ja nathI.' meM kahyuM ke, 'kema ?" tyAre kahe che ke, "jo ahIMthI laI javAnuM hota ne, to mArA bApA, ahIM lokonI pAse devuM karIne dasa lAkha laI jAta. AvA pAkA che ! dasa lAkhanuM devuM karIne jAya evA che, mATe bahu manamAM rAkhavA jevA nathI A.' eTale enA chokarAe ja mane AvI samajaNa pADI. meM kahyuM ke, 'have sAcI vAta maLI mane ! huM zuM jANavA mAMguM chuM e mane maLI gayuM. (272) ekano eka chokaro che te vArasadArane sopyuM. bhaI A badhuM tAruM, have ame be che te dharma karIe. A milakata badhuM enuM ja che ne, evuM bolazo to phajeto thaze ! kAraNake ene milakata ApavAthI zuM thAya ? pelA bhaI milakata ApIne UbhA rahe, ekano eka chokaro. eTale pachI chokaro pelA be jaNane sAthe rAkhe. paNa chokaro eka dahADo kaheze, 'tamane akkala nathI, tame eka jagyAe besI raho ahIM AgaLa te.' eTale te ghaDIe pelAnA manamAM ema thAya ke A meM Ane kyAM hAthamAM lagAma ApI ? e pastAvo thAya ne, enA karatAM ApaNe kUMcI ApaNI pAse rAkhavI. (274) AmaNe emanA chokarAne kahyuM ke, badhI milakata ene ApavAnI che. tyAre e kahe che ke, tamArI milakatanI meM AzA rAkhI nathI. e tamane jyAM yujha karavI hoya tyAM karajo. pachI to kudaratanuM nirmANa e judI vastu che. paNa nizcaya Avo eno abhiprAya ApI dIdho che ne, eTale thaI gayo sarTiphAIDa ane moja-zokha kazuM rahyuM nathI have. (288)

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48 mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 47 (12) mohatA mArathI maryA anaMtIvAra ! praznakartA : chokarAM moTAM thaze, pachI ApaNA raheze ke nahIM e kone khabara ? dAdAzrI : hA, te koI ApaNuM koI kazuM rahetuM haze ? A deha ja ApaNo nathI raheto to ! A deha ja laI le che pachI ApaNI pAsethI. kAraNa ke pArakI cIja ApaNI pAse keTalA dahADA rahe ? (292) e mohane lIdhe to "pappAjI, pappAjI" evuM bAbo bole, eTale pappAjI UMco ne UMco caDhato jAya. ne bAbo "mammI, mammI" kare eTale pelI mammI ya UMce caDhatI jAya. pappAjInI mUcho kheMce to ya pappo bole nahIM. A nAnAM chokarAM to badhuM bahu kAma kare. e pappA-mammIno jhaghaDo thayelo hoya ne to e bAbo ja lavAda tarIke nikAla karI Ape. jhaghaDo to haMmezAM thavAno ja ne ? strI-puruSane amathI bhAMjagaDa to paDyA ja karavAnIne ? to bAbo kevI rIte nikAla karI Ape ? savAramAM pelAM cA pItA nA hoya, jarA rIsAyA hoya, to pelI baI bAbAne zuM kaheze ? ke jA pappAjIne kahe "mArI mammI cA pIvA bolAve che, pappAjI cAlo.' eTale A chokaro pappAjI pAse jaIne bolyo ke "pappAjI, pappAjI' ke pelo badhuM bhUlI jAya ne tarata cA pIvA Ave. evI rIte badhuM cAlyA kare. 'pappAjI bolyo ke jANe ohoho ! jANe zuM ye maMtra bolyo ! alyA, hamaNe to kaheto hato ke mAre cA nathI pIvI ? (292) koI koIno chokaro thayo nathI varlDamAM. AkhA varlDamAM evo koI chokaro khoLI lAvo ke jenI joDe bApa traNa kalAka laDe ane chokaro kaheze, 'he pUjya pitAzrI, Apa game teTaluM laDo to ya tame ne huM eka ja chIe." evuM bole evo chokaro khoLI lAvazo ? A to aDadho kalAka TesTamAM lIdho hoya tyAra pahelAM to phUTI jAya. A baMkiyo TeTo phUTatAM vAra lAge, paNa A tarata phUTI jAya. jarA vaDhavA mAMDIe te pahelAM phUTI jAya ke nA phUTI jAya ? (293) chokaro "pappAjI, pappAjI' kare to te kaDavuM lAgavuM joIe. jo mIThuM lAgyuM to ene uchInuM sukha lIdhuM kahevAya. e pachI duHkharUpe pAchuM ApavuM paDaze. chokaro moTo thaze, tyAre tamane kaheze ke, 'tame akkala vagaranA cho.' tyAre thAya ke Ama kema ? te peluM tame uchInuM lIdhuM hatuM te pAchuM le che. mATe pahelethI ceto. ame to uchInuM sukha levAno vyavahAra ja mUkI dIdhelo. aho, potAnA AtmAmAM anaMta sukha che ! e mUkIne A bhayaMkara gaMdavADAmAM paDavAnuM? (295) te eka paiDAM mAjI hatAM, sittera varSanAM bahAra AvIne kakaLATa karavA mAMDyAM. baLyo, A saMsAra khAro dava jevo, mane to A gamato ja nathI. te bhagavAna ! tuM mane laI le. tyAre ko'ka chokaro hato ne te kahe che, mAjI roja kahetAM hatAM, bahu sAro che ne Aja khAro kema thaI gayo ? roja mITho darAkha jevo lAgato hato. ane Aja khAro kema thaI gayo chokarAe pUchayuM, tyAre kahe, baLyo, mArI joDe kakaLATa kare che chokaro ane ghaDapaNamAM paNa kahe che, tuM jatI rahe ahIMthI. (297) A kALamAM upakArI ghera beThAM janmyAM che. pahelAM khoLavA javAM paDatAM hatAM bahAra ane upakArI ghera beThAM janmyAM che eTale nirAMte chokaro Ape eTaluM laI levuM. ane mahAvIra bhagavAnane ya upakArI maLatA nahotA. Arya dezamAM upakArI maLatA nahotA. te pachI anAryamAM vicaravuM paDyuM, sAITha mAIla cheTe ane ApaNe to ghera beThAM upakArI che. chokaro kaheze, amAre moDuM-vaheluM thAya to tamAre kacakaca nA karavI. tamAre sUvuM hoya to sUI raho chAnAmAnA. have sUI rahIza kahIe, huM nA jANuM AvuM tevuM, nahIM to mAMData ja nahIM A. mAMDyuM to mAMDyuM kahIe have. A pahelI khabara nA paDe ne ApaNane, te pahelAM to mAMDI daIe ane pachI phasAIe ! praznakartA : nA gamatuM Ave ene AtmAnA upayogamAM levAnuM, evo artha thayo ? dAdAzrI : nA gamatuM Ave te AtmAnA hitakara ja hoya. e AtmAnuM vITAmIna ja che. bhIMsa AvI ke tarata AtmAmAM rahe ne ? hamaNe koI gALa bhADe ne te ghaDIe e saMsAramAM nA rahe potAnA AtmAmAM ja eka thaI jAya. paNa jeNe AtmA jAmyo che tene ! (298)

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 49 praznakartA : chaiDapaNamAM cAkarI koNa kare, to pachI ? dAdAzrI : cAkarInI AzA zuM karavAnI ? bhAkharI nA kare to sArAM che. cAkarInI AzA rAkhavI nahIM. koI mANasa sekaDe pAMca TakA sAruM maLI Ave, bAkI 95 TakA to bhAkharI kare evAM che. (299) are ! chokaro to zuM kare, eka chokarAe enA bApane kahyuM ke tame mAro bhAga ApI do, roja roja kacakaca karo cho mane nahIM posAya. to eno bApa kahe che, te mane eTalo badho herAna karyo che ke 'huM tane kazuM bhAga ja nathI ApavAno'. (302) 'huM tane mArI jAtanI kamANI che eTale milakata nahIM ApuM. tyAre pelo kahe, A badhuM to mArA dAdAnI che eTale huM dAvo mAMDIza korTamAM. huM korTamAM laDI laIza. paNa choDIza nahIM.' eTale kharekhara A chokarAM potAnAM hoya. (302) hamaNAM bApa chokarA joDe eka kalAka laDe, AvaDI AvaDI gALo bhAMDe, to chokaro zuM kahe ? zuM samajo cho tame ? vArasAnI milakata mATe korTamAM dAvo hauM mAMDe. pachI e chokarA mATe ciMtA thAya ? mamatA chUTI gaI ke ciMtA chUTI. chokarAnI mamatA chUTI gaI. mUo e chokaro, mAre nahIM joIto have. A ciMtA thAya che ne te mamatAvALA ne thAya che. (305) eno sADhu hoya ne, to bAra vakhata davAkhAnAmAM joI Ave ane bApA hoya tyAre traNa vakhata gayo hoya. alyA mUA, evI te kaI cAvI ne AdhAre tuM AvuM karuM chuM te ! gharamAM bIbI cAvI phe2ve, mArA banevIne jotA Avajo ! te bIbIe cAvI pheravI eTale ekAkAra. te bIbIne AdhIna che jagata. (307) Ama to chokaro sAro hoya, paNa jo ene guru nA maLavAnA hoya to. paNa guru maLyA vagara rahe nahIM ne ?pachI paradezI guru AvI ke inDiyAnI hoya, to ya paNa mAruM kahevAnuM ke pachI ApaNA hAthamAM kAbu nA rahe. mATe lagAmane paddhatisara rAkhavI joie. (307) praznakartA H gayA avatAramAM koInI joDe vera bAMdhyuM hoya, to te koI bhavamAM tene bhegAM thaIne cUkavavuM paDe ne ? mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra dAdAzrI : nA, evuM nathI. evI rIte badalo vaLato nathI. vera baMdhAya eTale mahIM rAga-dveSa thAya. gayA avatAramAM chokarA joDe vera bAMdhyuM hoya to ApaNe vicAra karIe ke e kayA avatAramAM vaLaze ? AvI rIte pAchA kyAre bhegAM thaIzuM ? e chokaro to A bhavamAM bilADI thaIne Ave. tene tame dUdha dharo to e tamArA moDhAM para nakha mArI jAya ! A evuM che badhuM ! Ama tamAruM vera cUkavAI jAya. paripAka kALano niyama che eTale TUMka samayamAM hisAba pUro thAya. keTalAka to verabhAve Ave ne, te chokaro ApaNane verabhAve tela kADhI nAkhe. samaja paDIne ? evuM bane ke nA bane, duzmana bhAve Ave to ! (314) pa praznakartA : mArI traNa chokarIo che, e traNa chokarIonI mane ciMtA rahe che ke enA bhaviSyanuM zuM ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe AgaLanA vicAra karavAnA ne, tenA karatAM Aje sephasAIDa karavI sArI, roja-da22oja sephasAIDa karavI sArI. AgaLanAM vicAra je karo cho ne e vicAra helsiMga nathI koI rIte, nukasAnakAraka che. enA karatAM ApaNe sephasAIDa dararoja karatAM ja rahevuM e ja moTAmAM moTo upAya. (324) chokarA-chokarI che, tenA tamAre vAlI tarIke, TrasTI rahevAnuM che. ene paiNAvAnI ciMtA karavAnI nA hoya. (326) choDIe eno hisAba laIne AvelI hoya che. choDInI varIjha tamAre karavAnI nahIM. choDInA tame pAlaka cho, choDI ene mATe chokaro ya laIne AvelI hoya che. ApaNe koIne kahevA nA javuM paDe ke chokaro jaNajo. amAre chokarI che tene mATe chokaro jaNajo, evuM kahevA javuM paDe ? eTale badho sAmAna taiyAra laIne AvelI hoya che. tyAre bApA kaheze, 'A paccIsa varSanI thaI, hajI enuM kaMI ThekANuM paDatuM nathI, Ama che, tema che'. te Akho dahADo gA gA karyA karaze. alyA, tyAM AgaLa chokaro sattAvIsa varSano thayelo che, paNa tane jaDato nathI, to bUmAbUma zuM karavA kare che ? sUI jAne, chAnomAno ! e choDI enuM TAImIMga badhuM goThavIne AvelI che. (326) ciMtA karavAthI to aMtarAya karma paDe che UlaTuM, e kAma lAMbuM thAya che.

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 51 ApaNane koIke kahyuM hoya ke phalANI jagyAe chokaro che, to ApaNe prayatna karavo. ciMtA karavAnI bhagavAne nA pADI che. ciMtA karavAthI to eka aMtarAya vadhAre paDe che ane vItarAga bhagavAne zuM kahyuM che ke, 'bhAI, ciMtA tame karo cho, to tame ja mAlika cho ? tame ja duniyA calAvo cho ?" Ane Ama jovA jAya to khabara paDe ke potAne saMDAza javAnI paNa svataMtra zakti nathI, e to jyAre baMdha thAya tyAre DaoNkaTarane bolAvavo paDe. tyAM sudhI e zakti ApaNI che evuM ApaNane lAgyA kare, paNa e zakti ApaNI nathI. e zakti kone Adhina che, e badhuM jANI rAkhavuM nA paDe ? (329) A to maravA jevo khATalAmAM paDyo hoya to ya nAnI bebInI ciMtA karyA kare ke Ane paraNAvavAnI rahI gaI. te ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM mare eTale pachI jAnavaramAM jAya. jAnavarano avatAra nAlezIbharelo che. paNa manuSya avatAramAM ya sama nA rahe te zuM thAya ? (331) (13) bhaluM thayuM, na baMdhAI jaMjALa.. ciMtA-biMtA koI dahADo karo cho ? praznakartA : ciMtA bahu nahIM, koIka vakhata ema thAya ke Ama to badhuM ja che, paNa bALaka nathI. mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra eTaluM jANI levuM ke AvyA che te jAya, tyAre zuM zuM thAya ? mATe AjathI hasavuM ja nahIM. pachI bhAMjagaDa ja nahIM ne ? (339). baccAM e to ApaNo hisAba rAga-dveSano hoya, paisAno hisAba nahIM, rAga-dveSanA RNAnubaMdha hoya che. rAga-dveSanA hisAba cUkavavA mATe A baccAM bApAnuM tela kADhe, avaLI ghANIe !! zreNika rAjAne banyuM hatuM ke, te roja phaTakAratuM hatuM, jelamAM haluM ghAlI detA hatA. pAchA ko'ka kaheze ke mAre chokarAM nathI. mUA, chokarAMne zuM topane bAre caDhAvavAM che ? AvAM chokarAM hoya te pajave te zA kAmano ? enA karatAM to zera mATI nA hoya te sAruM ane kyA avatAramAM muA tAre zera mATI nahotI ? A eka manuSya avatAra mahAparANe maLyo che tyAM to mUA pAMsaro mara ne ! ane kaMIka mokSanuM sAdhana khoLI kADha, ne kAma kADhI le. (341) praznakartA : gaye varase eno eka bAbo gujarI gayo ne tyAre kahe che mane bahu ja du:kha thayeluM ne bahu ja menTalI bahu sahana karavuM paDeluM. to ke evuM ApaNane jANavAnuM mana thAya ke ApaNe evuM zuM haze ke jethI karIne AvuM thAya ema. gayA bhavamAM zuM karyuM hoya to AvuM Ave ApaNane ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne ke jeTalo jeno hisAba eTalA ja ApaNI joDe rahe e hisAba patI jAya eTale copaDAmAMthI judA thaI jAya. basa A Ano kAyado che. praznakartA : koI bALaka janmIne tarata marI jAya che, to te enuM eTaluM ja leNadeNa ? dAdAzrI : ohoho ! eTale khAnAro nathI. A badhuM che to ya, khAvAnuM badhuM che paNa khAnAra nA hoya to e ya pAchI upAdhine ? (336) ko'ka avatAra, bahu puNyazALIno avatAra hoya tyAre banyuM nA hoya. kAraNa ke e copaDAno hisAba che baccAM ke nA baccAMno. A avatAramAM mahAna puNyazALI cho ke tamane chokaruM nA thayuM ! te mahAna puNyazALI kahevAya !! tyAre mUA A koNe zIkhavADyuM? tyAre kahe, mArI zeThANI roja kaca kaca karyA kare che. meM kahyuM, huM AvIza, tyAM AgaLa. pachI zeThANIne samajaNa pADI, pachI DAhyI thaI gaI. zeThane bahu bhAMjagaDa nathI. tamAre to copaDAmAM khAtAM nathI, te sAruM che, nahIM ? eTale parama sukhiyA ja cho. (337) ekya chokaruM nA hoya ne chokaro janme to te hasAvaDAve, bhAIne khUba AnaMda karAvaDAve. tyAre e jAya tyAre raDAveDAve ya eTaluM ja. mATe ApaNe dAdAzrI : jeno jeTalo hisAba hoya che mA-bApa joDe rAga-dveSano eTalo pUro thaI gayo, te mA-bApane raDAvIne jAya, khUba raDAve. mAthA uM phoDAve. pachI DokaTara pAse davAnA paisA kharcAvaDAve, badhuM karAvIne chokaro jato (348) - chokarAM marI gayA pachI enI pAchaLa enI ciMtA karavAthI ene du: paDe che. ApaNA loko ajJAnatAthI AvuM badhuM kare che, eTale tamAre jema che tema jANIne zAMtipUrvaka rahevuM joIe. khoTI mAthAkUTa karIe eno artha zo rahe !

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mA-bApa chokarAno vyavahAra che te ? badhe ja chokarAM maryA vagara koI hoya ja nahIM ! A to saMsAranA RNAnubaMdha che, hisAba levAdevAnA che. amAre ya bAbA-bebI hatAM, paNa te marI gayAM. mahemAna Avyo hato te mahemAna gayo, e ApaNo sAmAna ja kyAM che ? ApaNe hau nathI javAnuM ? ApaNe jIvatAM hoya ene zAMti Apo, gayuM e to gayuM, ene saMbhAravAnuM ya choDI do. ahIM jIvatAM hoya, jeTalAM Azrita hoya ene zAMti ApIe, eTalI ApaNI pharaja. A to gayelAMne saMbhArIe ane Amane zAMti nA apAya, e kevuM ? eTale pha2jo cUko cho badhI. tamane evuM lAge che kharuM ? gayuM e to gayuM. gajavAmAMthI lAkha rUpiyA paDI gayA ne pachI nA jaDe eTale ApaNe zuM karavAnuM ? mAthuM phoDavAnuM ? praznakartA : bhUlI javAnuM. 53 dAdAzrI : hA, eTale A badhI aNasamajaNa che. ApaNe bApa-dIkarA koI rIte hotA ja nathI. dIkaro mare to ciMtA karavA jevuM che ja nahIM. kharI rIte jo ciMtA karavA jevI hoya jagatamAM to mA-bApa mare to ja manamAM ciMtA thavI joIe. chokaro marI jAya, to chokarA ne ane ApaNe zuM levAdevA ? mA-bApe to ApaNI upara upakAra karyo hato, mAe to ApaNane peTamAM nava mahinA rAkhyA pachI moTo karyo. bApAe bhaNavA mATe phIo ApI che, bIjuM badhuM ApyuM che. (351) tamane mArI vAta samajAya chene ? mATe jyAre yAda Avene, tyAre eTaluM bolajo ne ke 'he dAdA bhagavAna A chokaro tamane soMpyo !' eTale teno ukela Avaze. tamArA dIkarAne saMbhArIne enA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya evuM manamAM bolyA karajo, AMkhamAM pANI nA AvavA dezo. tame to jaina thIarIvALA mANaso cho. tame to jANo ke AtmA gayA pachI evI bhAvanA bhAvavI joIe ke, 'emanA AtmAnuM kalyANa ho ! he kRpALudeva, emanA AtmAnuM kalyANa karo.' tene badale ApaNe manamAM DhIlA thaIe te poSAya nahIM. ApaNA ja potAnA svajanane duHkhamAM mUkIe te ApaNuM kAma nahIM. tame to DahApaNavALA, vicArazIla, saMskArI loko, eTale jyAre jyAre yAda Ave tyAre AvuM bolavuM ke, 'emanA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAva. he vItarAga bhagavAna, emanA AtmAnuM kalyANa karo.' eTaluM bolyA karavuM. kRpALudevanuM nAma lezo, dAdA bhagavAna kahezo to ya kAma thaze. kAraNa ke dAdA bhagavAna ane kRpALudeva AtmArUpe eka ja che ! dehathI mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra judA dekhAya che. AMkhomAM judA dekhAya, paNa vastu tarIke eka ja che. eTale mahAvIra bhagavAnanuM nAma dezo, to ya ekanuM eka ja che. emanA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAva eTalI ja ApaNe niraMtara bhAvanA rAkhavAnI. ApaNe jenA joDe niraMtara rahyA, joDe khAdhuM pIdhuM, to ApaNe emanuM kema kalyANa thAya evI bhAvanA bhAvIe. ApaNe pArakA mATe sArI bhAvanA bhAvIe, to A to ApaNA potAnA mANasane mATe to zuM nA karIe ? (353) 54 ATalA mATe pustakomAM A badhuM ApaNe lakhyuM che ke 'kalpa'nA aMta sudhI bhaTakavAnuM thaze tAre. enuM nAma kalpAMta. kalpAMtano artha koIe karyo nathI ne ? tame Aja pahelI vakhata sAMbhaLyone ? praznakartA : pahelI vakhata sAMbhaLyo. dAdAzrI : eTale A 'kalpa' nA aMta sudhI bhaTakavAnuM thAya ane loka zuM kahe ? bahu kalpAMta kare. are mUA, kalpAMta eTale pUcha to kharo, ke kalpAMta eTale zuM ? te ko'ka ja mANasa kalpAMta kare. kalpAMta to ekano eka chokaro hoya ne, AvI sthiti hoya ne to ja bane kalpAMta. (358) praznakartA : dAdAnAM chokarAM keTalAM ? dAdAzrI : eka chokaro ne eka chokarI hatAM. chokarAno janma thayo tyAre meM bhaIbaMdhone peMDA khavaDAvyA. 1928mAM janmelo. pachI ekatrIsamAM e opha thaI gayo. eTale pachI meM badhAne peMDA khavaDAvyA. te pahelAM to badhAM ema ja samajyA ke A to bIjo kaMI chokaro haze, tethI A peMDA khavaDAvatA haze. peMDA khavaDAvatAM sudhI meM phoDa nA pADyo. khavaDAvyA pachI meM badhAne kahyuM, 'pelA bhAI, gesTa AvyA hatA ne te gayA !!' jo mAnabhera AvyA hatA, to mAnabhera kADho ApaNe. eTale A mAna ApyuM. te mane badhA vaDhavA ja mAMDyA. are, nA vaDhAya, mAnabhera javA devA joIe. pachI bebIbena AvyAM hatAM. te emane mAnabhera bolAvyAM ane mAnabhera kADhyAM. je badhA AvyA te jAya badhAM. pachI to koI che nahIM. huM (360) ne hIrAbA be ja chIe. jJAna thatAM pahelAM hIrAbA kahe. 'chokarAM marI gayAM te have chokarAM

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 55 nathI. zuM karIzuM ApaNe ? paiDapaNamAM sevA koNa karaze ?' emane hau mUMjhave ! nA mUMjhave ? tyAre meM temane kahyuM, 'AjanAM chokarAMo dama kADhaze tamAro. e dArU pIne Avaze te tamane gamaze ?" tyAre e kahe, "nA e to nA game." tyAre meM kahyuM, 'dArU pIne Avaze. A AvyA hatA te gayAM. tethI meM peMDA khavaDAvyA. te pachI jyAre emane anubhava thayo tyAre mane kahe che, 'badhAnAM chokarAM bahu du:kha de che." tyAre meM kahyuM, "ame tamane pahelethI kahetA paNa tame nahotAM mAnatAM !" - A pArakuM te vaLI potAnuM thatuM haze koI dahADo ya ? nakAmI hoya, hAya, hAya karIe. A deha jyAM pArako, te dehanAM pAchAM e sagAM. pArako ane pArakAnI pAchI mUDI, te potAnI thatI haze ? (362) praznakartA : eka ja chokaro che, judo thaI gayo che. dAdAzrI : e to traNa hota to ya judA thaI jAta ane nA judA thAya to ApaNe javuM paDaze pAchuM. e pAchA bhegA rahelA hoyane, to ya javuM paDaze, ApaNe melIne. melIne nahIM javuM paDe ? tyAMnI hAya hAya zuM ? gayA avatAranAM chokarAM kyAM gayAM ? gayA avatAranAM chokarAM kyAM rahe che ? praznakartA : bhagavAnane khabara. dAdAzrI : lyo ! gayA avatAranAM chokarAMnuM ThekANuM nathI, A avatAranAM chokarAMnuM pAchuM AvuM thayuM. jyAre pAra Avaze Ano ? mokSe javAnI vAta karone, nakAmAM adhogatimAM jatA rahezo. upAdhi, kaMTALo Avene, te upAdhimAM zenA avatAra thAya ? ahIMthI pachI manuSyamAMthI zeno avatAra thAya ? jAnavarano avatAra, narkagatimAM jato rahe. narkagati ne jAnavaragati badhI game che ? (363) eka-eka avatAramAM bhayaMkara mAra khAdho che, paNa pAchalo mAra khAdhelo bhUlato jAya che ane navo mAra khAto jAya che. gayA avatAranAM chokarAM mUkato Ave che. ne navA A avatAramAM vaLagADato jAya che ! (364) (14) sagAI, rIleTiva ke rIyala ? rIleTiva che A saMbaMdha ! sAcavI sAcavIne kAma levAnuM che. A rIleTiva saMbaMdha che, eTale tame jevuM rIleTiva rAkho tevuM e raheze. tamAre jevuM rAkhazo evuM raheze, AnuM nAma vyavahAra kahevAya che. tame jANo ke mAro chokaro che. eTale kyAM javAno che ? alyA mUA, chokaro che, paNa ghaDIvAramAM sAmo thaI jaze. koI AtmA bApa-beTo thAya nahIM. A to hisAba che sAmAsAmI leNa-deNanA. jone ghera jaIne evuM kaheto nahIM ke tame mArA bApa nahIM, evuM ! e vyavahArathI to kharA ja ne ? (370) ola dhIsa rIleTisa Ara TempararI eDajasTamenTa. te ApaNe eDajasTamenTa rahe tyAM sudhI sAruM che ! ApaNI dAnata kevI rAkhavI ke e toDavA phare to ya ApaNe sAMdha sAMdha karavuM. ema karatAM karatAM rahe thoDo vakhata ane jyAre ApaNane ema lAge ke A badhuM UDI javAnuM che, to e phADe tyAre ApaNe ya phADI nAkhavAnuM. bane tyAM sudhI sAcavavuM. (371) saMsAramAM DrAmeTika rahevAnuM che. 'Avo bena', 'Ava bebI', Ama te ya badhuM che te suparaphalyuasa karavAnuM che. tyAre ajJAnI zuM kare ke soDamAM ghAla ghAla kare, to pelI bebI ya enI para ciDAyA kare. ane jJAnI puruSa vyavahAramAM 'suparaphalyuasa' rahe to badhA ya khuza rahe emanI para. kAraNa ke lokone 'suparaphalyuasa' joIe che. bahu Asakti lokone nathI gamatI. eTale ApaNe paNa badhuM 'suparaphalyuasa' rahevuM, A badhA tophAnomAM paDavuM nahIM. jJAnI' zuM samaje ? ke bebI paiNI, te paNa vyavahAra ane bebI bicArI rAMDI, te paNa vyavahAra. "rIyala' na hoya A. e banne vyavahAra che, "rIleTiva' che ane koIthI pheravI nA zakAya evuM pAchuM !! have A loka zuM karaze ? jamAI marI gayo ne pAchaLa mAthAM phoDe ? te UlaTA DaoNkaTarane bolAvavA paDe. eTale e rAga-dveSane AdhIna che ne ? vyavahAra vyavahAra samajAyo nathI tethI ne ? chokarAMne vaDhavuM paDe, baIne be zabda kahevA paDe. paNa nATakIya bhASAmAM, ThaMDakathI gusso karavAno. nATakIya bhASA eTale zuM ke ThaMDakanI sAMkaLa kheMcIne gusso karavAno enuM nAma nATaka ! (378) (15) e che leNa-deNa, ta sagAI ! bairI-chokarAM jo potAnAM hoya ne, to A zarIrane game teTalI gabharAmaNa

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mA-bApakarAMno vyavahAra 58 mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra thatI hota to vAIpha thoDI laI leta, ardhAganA kahevAya che ne ? lakavo thaI gayo hoya to chokaro laI le ? paNa koI le nahIM. A to hisAba che badho. bApA pAse mAMgato hato, teTaluM ja tamane maLyuM che. (384) eka chokarAne enI mA che te kazuM kharAba nA karato hoya to ya mAramAra karatI hoya. ane eka chokaro ATalo badho tophAna karato hoya to ya ene ramADe ramADa karatI hoya. chokarA badhA enA hoya, pAMceva. pAMceva joDe juduM juduM vartana hoya. enuM zuM kAraNa ? praznakartA : enA darekanA karmanA udaya judA haze? dAdAzrI : e to hisAba ja cUkta thAya che ane A che te mAre pAMce pAMca chokarA para sarakho bhAva rAkhavo joIe, paNa e zI rIte rahe ? ane pachI chokarA kaheze, mArI mA che te AnA pakSamAM che. evI bUmo pADe. enA jhaghaDI che A duniyAmAM. praznakartA : to e pelI madharane evo bhAva kema thAya che pelA chokarA joDe. dAdAzrI : kerIomAM ya juduM juduM hoya, tamAre eTalI badhI sUkSmatA nahIM, tamArI samajavAnI zakti nahIM. bAkI badhI dareka kerImAM judo judo svAda, dareka pAMdaDAmAM ya pheraphAra. eka ja jAtanA dekhAya, eka ja jAtanI sugaMdha hoya paNa pheraphAra kaMI ne kaMI. kAraNa ke A duniyAno niyama evo che ke spesa badalAya eTale pheraphAra thAya. spesa badalI eTale pheraphAra hoya (40) praznakartA : eka janarala vAta kahe che ne ke A badhA kuTuMbo hoya che ne, te eka vaMza paraMparA bhegA thAya che. dAdAzrI : hA, e to badhA ApaNA oLakhANavALA ja. ApaNuM ja sarkala badhuM joDe rahevAnuM. sarakhA guNavALuM che, eTale tyAM AgaLa rAga-dveSane laIne janma thAya che ane te bhAvo cUkavavA mATe bhegA thAya che. bAkI AMkhe AvuM dekhAya che e bhrAMtithI che ane jJAnathI tevuM nathI. (403) praznakartA : A je janma lenAra che e enA karmothI janma le che ne? dAdAzrI : basa, e goro che ke kALo che ke ThIMgaNo che ke UMco che, e enAM karmathI che. tyAre A to lokoe eDajasTamenTa lIdhuM, A AMkhe dekheluM ke A nAka to ekajhekTa sarakhuM ja dekhAya che, eTale bApanA ja guNa chokarAmAM UtaryA che, kaheze ! to bApa kRSNa bhagavAna thaI gayA, eTale chokaro kRpaNa bhagavAna thaI gayo duniyAmAM ? AvA to karoDo kRSNa bhagavAna thaI gayA. badhA pragaTa puruSa kRSNa bhagavAna ja kahevAya. paNa eke ya chokaro kRSNa bhagavAna thayo ? eTale A to samajaNa vagaranI vAta che ! (44) jo bApanA guNa chokarAmAM AvatA hoya, to to badhA chokarAmAM sarakhA Ave. A to bApane je pUrvabhave oLakhANavALA che, enA guNa maLatA AvatA hoya, tamArA oLakhANavALA badhA kevA hoya ? tamArI buddhine maLatA AvatA hoya, tamArA Azayane maLatA AvatA hoya, to tamane maLatA AvatA hoya, te A bhavamAM pAchA chokarA thAya. eTale eno guNa tamane maLatA AvatA hoya, paNa kharekhara e to enA potAnA ja guNo dhAraNa kare che. sAyaMTisTone ema lAge che ke A paramANumAMthI Ave che. paNa e to enA potAnA ja guNo dhAraNa kare che. pachI koI naThAro, nAlAyaka hoya to dArUDiyo dAdAzrI : te ene kaMI pUrvanuM vera che. pelAno pUrvano rAga che. eTale rAga sUcave che. loka nyAya khoLe che ke pAMce chokarA sarakhA nahIM, ene ? (389) ane keTalAka chokarA mA-bApanI sevA kare che, evI sevA kare, khAdhApIdhA vagare ya sevA kare che. temane mATe evuM nathI. badho ApaNo ja hisAba che. ApaNA vAMkathI bheguM thayuM ApaNane. A kaLiyugamAM zuM karavA ApaNe AvyA ? sayuga nahoto ? sayugamAM badhA pAMsarA hatA. kaLiyugamAM badhA vAMkA maLI Ave. chokaro sAro tyAre vevAI rAzI male, te vaDhavaDhA kare. vahu rAzI male te vaDhavaDhA kare. ko'kanuM ko'ka rAzI maLe ane A gharamAM cAlyA ja kare sTava, vaDhavADano sTava saLagyA ja kare. (397) praznakartA : ApaNe A vanaspatimAM paNa jIva che evuM kahe che, have A AMbo hoya, AMbAne jeTalI kerIo hoya, te badhI kerIono svAda eka ja jAtano hoya, jyAre A manuSyamAM pAMca chokarA hoya to pAMce ya chokarAnA judA judA vicAra-vANI-vartana evuM kema ?

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mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra ya nIkaLe. kAraNa ke jevA jevA saMjoga eNe bhegA karyA che, evuM ja tyAM AgaLa bane che, koI jIvane vArasAImAM kazuM akSare ya nA maLe. eTale vArasAI e to eka dekhAva mAtra che. bAkI pUrvabhave je enA oLakhANavALA hatA te ja AvyA che. (404) 59 praznakartA : eTale je bhAva cUkavavAnA hoya che. RNAnubaMdha cUkavavAnA hoya te apAIne jatA rahe che ? dAdAzrI : hA, e apAI ja jAya badhA. eTale mAre tyAM AgaLa A vijJAna badhuM khulluM karavuM paDayuM ke alyA, bApano te zo doSa che ? tuM krodhI, tAro bApa krodhI, paNa A tAro bhAI kema ThaMDo che ? jo tArAmAM tArA bApano guNa utpanna thayo hoya to A tAro bhAI ThaMDo kema che ? eTale A nahIM samajAvAthI loka ThokAThoka kare che ane je upara dekhAya ene satya mAne che. vAta bahu samajavA jevI che. A bahu UMDI vAta che. A to meM kahI eTalI nathI. A bahu UMDI vAta che ! bhagavAna paNa ATaluM na ApI zake. A to badhA hisAba ja levAya che ne che ! (409) cUkavAya AtmA koIno chokaro thAya nahIM ne AtmA koIno pitA thAya nahIM. AtmA koInI vAIpha thAya nahIM ke AtmA koIno dhaNI thAya nahIM. A badhuM RNAnubaMdha che. karmanA udayathI bheguM thayeluM che. have lokone e bhAsyuM che ne ApaNane ya e bhAsyuM ane e bhAse che eTaluM ja. kharI rIte dekhAtuM ya nathI. kharI rIte hoya ne to koI vaDhe ja nahIM. A to kalAkamAM ja bhAMjagaDa paDI jAya, matabheda paDI jAya to vaDhI paDe ke nA vaDhI paDe ? 'mArI, tArI' kare ke nA kare pachI ? praznakartA : kare. dAdAzrI : mATe bhAsyamAna che, ekjhekTa nathI. kaLiyugamAM AzA nA rAkhazo. kaLiyugamAM AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya evuM karo, nahIM to A vakhata bahu vicitra AvI rahyo che, AgaLa upara bhayaMkara vicitra AvI rahyo che. haju hajAreka varSa sArAM che. paNa pachI bahu AgaLa bhayaMkara AvavAnA che. pachI kyAre ghATamAM Avaze ? eTale ApaNe kaMIka AtmAnuM karI lo. (410) 60 mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra chokarAMto mA-bApa pratye vyavahAra (uttarArdha) (16) TInejarsa sAthe 'dAdAzrI' ! praznakartA : Adarza vidyArthInAM jIvanamAM kyA kyA lakSaNonI jarUra che ? dAdAzrI : vidyArthIne, gharamAM jeTalAM mANaso hoya e badhAMne rAjI rAkhavAnI jarUra ane pachI skUlamAM paNa je mANaso joDe e hoya, ApaNe je beno-beno badhAnI joDe e badhAne rAjI rAkhavAnI jarUra. jyAM jaIe tyAM ApaNe badhAne rAjI rAkhavA ane potAnAM bhaNataramAM ja dhyAna rAkhavuM. (419) jIvaDAM mArelAM ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : kyAM mArelAM ? praznakartA : bagIcAmAM pAchaLa, vADAmAM. dAdAzrI : zuM hoya jIvaDAM ? vaMdA-vaMdAne evuM tevuM hoya ? praznakartA : badhuM ja mAreluM. dAdAzrI : mANasanA chokarAne mArI nAkhuM kharo ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : nA marAya chokarAne ? A ko'kano chokaro hoya to mArI nA nakhAya ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : kema ema ? have te jIvaDuM mAryuM, tevuM eka banAvI ApIza tuM mane ? lAkha rUpiyA InAma ApavuM che ke koI jo banAvI Ape to ene lAkha rUpiyA InAma ApuM. tuM banAvI ApIza ? nA bane ? praznakartA : nA.

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dAdAzrI : to pachI marAya zI rIte ApaNe ? tyAre koI duniyAmAM banAvI Ape kharo, sAyeTIsTa loko ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : to pachI je banAvI nA zakIe ne tene mArI zakAya nahIM ApaNAthI. A khurazI banAvIe, A badhuM banAvIe, eno nAza karI zakIe. tane samajaNa paDI ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : have zuM karIza ? praznakartA: nahIM mAruM. dAdAzrI : e jIvaDAne maravAno bhaya lAge kharo ? ApaNe mAravA jaIe to nAsI jAya kharuM ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : to pachI kema marAya ? ane A ghauM, bAjarI ne bhaya nA lAge, ene vAMdho nahIM, zuM kahyuM? ghauM, bAjarI badhuM, A dUdhI kaMI nAsI jAya ? ApaNe cappa laIne jaIe to dUdhI nAsI jAya ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : to ene zAka karIne khavAya. tane maravAno bhaya lAge ke nA lAge ? dAdAzrI : hA, barobara. laI javAno vicAre ya nahi karavAno. koI strI pratye AkarSaNa thAya to ya, 'he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane mApha karo' kahIe. | (425) eTale e chokarAone mATe mA-bApe zuM karavuM joIe ? ke bahAra mAna khoLe nahIM evI rIte rAkhavuM joIe. e mAnanA bhUkhyA nA hoya ne bahAra peluM mAna khAvA jAya nahIM, mAnanI hoTalomAM. eTalA mATe zuM karavAnuM ? ghera Ave to Ama bolAvAno, bAbA tuM to DAhyo chuM, Ama chuM. tema chuM, ene thoDuM mAna ApavuM eTale phreMDazIpa jevuM valaNa rAkhavuM joIe. ene mAthe hAtha pheravIne besavuM, ApaNe 'beTA le heMDa, jamavA besIe, ApaNe nAsto karIe sAthe." evuM tevuM badhuM hovuM joIe. to pachI bahAra prema khoLe nahIM pachI. ame to pAMca varSanuM chokaruM hoya to enI joDe prema karIe, enI joDe phreMDazIpa jevuM rAkhIe. (429) praznakartA : pappA ke mammI gusse bharAya to zuM karavuM ? mammI mArA upara gusso kare tyAre mAre zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : 'saccidAnaMda' bolavAnuM, 'saccidAnaMda, saccidAnaMda, saccidAnaMda, jaya saccidAnaMda' bolavAnuM bolaze to TADhI paDaze. (433) pappA, mammI joDe vaDhavADa karavA phare tyAre chokarAo badhA "saccidAnaMda, saccidAnaMda' kahe eTale badhuM baMdha thaI jAya. beu zaramAI jAya bicArA ! bhayanI elArma kheMce che eTale tarata baMdha thaI jAya. (433) have gharanAM mANaso badhAMne tArAthI AnaMda thAya evuM rAkhavuM. tane enAthI du:kha thAya teno ApaNe 'samabhAve nikAla' karavAno ane tArAthI e badhAne AnaMda thAya evuM rAkhavuM. pachI e lokono prema joje tuM, kevo prema che ! A tuM prema brekaDAuna karI nAkhuM chuM. e lokono prema hoya tene tuM uparathI paththarA nAkha nAkha karuM to badhuM tUTI jAya prema. (437) praznakartA : to vaDIlo ja kema vadhAre garama thaI jatA haze? dAdAzrI : e to khaTAro gADI thaI gayelI hoya, gADI jUnI thaI hoya to pachI garama thaI jAya ne Akho dahADo. e to navI gADI hoya to nA praznakartA : lAge. dAdAzrI : haM. to evuM ene ya lAge. (423) aNahakkano khADo to bahu UMDo ! pAchuM upara avAya ja nahIM. mATe cetIne cAlavuM sAruM. mATe tuM cetI jaje. A javAnI che, buDhApo AvavAno hoya tene ame nA kahIe, mATe A bhaya-signala tane batAvIe chIe. praznakartA : hA, hA, nahIM laI jAuM, bIjAnI bairI nahIM laI jAuM.

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thAya. eTale vaDIlone to bicArAne zuM.... ane gADI garama thaI jAya. to ene ApaNe TADhI nA pADavI paDe ? bahArathI kaMIka koIkanI joDa bhAMjagaDa thaI hoya, rastAmAM polIsavALA joDe, to moDhA upara che te thaI gayA hoya Imozanala. tame moTuM juo tyAre tame zuM kaho ? 'tamAruM moTuM ja baLyuM, A jyAM ne tyAM utareluM ne utareluM kAyamane mATe.' evuM nA bolAya. ApaNe samajI javAnuM kaMIka muzkelImAM AvyA che. eTale pachI ApaNe ema ne ema gADIne TADhI pADavA mATe UbhI nahIM rAkhatA ? (444) A vaDIlonI sevA karavI e to moTAmAM moTo dharma che. juvAniyAno dharma zuM? tyAre kahe, vaDIlonI sevA karavI. junI gADIone dhakelIne laI javI ane to ja ApaNe paiDA thaIzuM to ApaNane dhakelanArA malaze. e to ApIne levAnuM che. ApaNe paiDAonI sevA karIe to ApaNI sevA karanArA maLI Ave ane ApaNe paiDAone hAMka hAMka karIe to ApaNane hAMka hAMka karanArA maLI Ave. je karavuM hoya te chUTa che. (445) (17) patnInI pasaMdagI ! je yojanA thayelI che, emAM kaMI pheraphAra thavAno nathI ! jo paiNavAnI yojanA thayelI che, to atyAre ApaNe nakkI karIe ke mAre nathI paiNavuM, to e mIniMgalesa vAta che. emAM cAle nahIM ne pAchuM paiNavuM to paDe ja ! praznakartA : A bhavamAM ApaNe je bhAvanA karelI hoya te pachI AvatA bhave phaLe ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, A bhave bhAvanA kare to Avate bhave phaLe, paNa atyAre to eno chUTako ja nahIM ! atyAre emAM cAle nahIM, koInuM ya nA cAle ne ! bhagavAne ya vALavA jAya ne ke nA paiNIza, to bhagavAnanuM paNa tyAM AgaLa cAle nahIM ! gayA bhavamAM nA paiNavAnI yojanA karI ja nathI. mATe nA paiNavAnuM nahIM Ave. je yojanA karI haze te ja Avaze ! (449) jema saMDAsa vinA koIne na cAle tema paraNyA vinA cAle tema nathI ! tAru mana kuMvAruM hoya to vAMdho nathI. paNa jyAM mana paraNeluM hoya tyAM paraNyA vagara na cAle ane ToLAMvAda vagara manuSyo rahI nA zake. ToLAMvAda vagara rahI zake koNa ? "jJAnI puruSa" ekalA ja, koI nA hoya tyAM AgaLa ya. kAraNa ke pote nirAlaMba thayelA che. koI avalaMbananI emane jarUra ja nathI. bAkI manuSyo to bicArA hUMpha vagara jIvI zake nahIM. vIsa lAkha rUpiyAno moTo baMgalo hoya ane ekalo suI javAnuM kahe to ? eTale ene huMpha joIe. manuSyone hUMpha joIe, tethI to A lagna karavAnAM ne ! lagnano kAyado kaI khoTo kAyado nathI. e to kudaratano niyama che. eTale paiNavAmAM sahaja prayatna rAkhavo, manamAM bhAvanA rAkhavI ke lagna karavuM che, sArI jagyAe. pachI e sTezana Ave tyAre UtaravAnuM. sTezana AvatAM pahelAM doDadhAma karIe to... tAre pahelI doDadhAma karavI che ? praznakartA : nA. sTezana Ave tyAre. dAdAzrI : haM... sTezanane ApaNI garaja che ne ApaNane sTezananI garaja ! kaMI sTezananI ApaNane ekalAne ja garaja nathI. sTezanane ApaNI garaja kharI ke nahi ? praznakartA : ApanA saMghamAM bhaLanAra yuvAna-yuvatIo lagnanI nA pADe, to Apa zuM upadeza teone khAnagImAM Apo cho ? dAdAzrI : huM khAnagImAM paiNavAnuM kahuM chuM emane. huM khAnagImAM e lokone lagna karavAnuM kahI dauM chuM ke bhaI thoDI choDIo ochI thaI jAya to niveDo Ave. mAre ahIM vAMdho nathI, mAre to paiNIne Avone to A mArga, mokSano mArga paNelAne mATe ja che A. huM to emane kahuM chuM ke paraNo to chokarIo ochI thAya. ane ahIMyAM mokSa, paiNavAthI aTake che evuM nathI ! paNa emaNe zuM zodhakhoLa karI che, ke paiNavAnI upAdhi bahu hoya che. kahe che, ame amArA mA-bApanuM sukha joyuM che. eTale e sukha amane gamatuM nathI. eTale mA-bApano purAvo Ape che. (451) chokarAne dabANa karazo nahIM. nahIM to tAre mAthe Avaze ke mArA bApAe bagADyuM. ene calAvatAM nA AvaDe tethI bagaDe ne ApaNe mAthe Ave. (453) . (450)

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bolAvavo ene ane kahevuM, 'amane pasaMda paDI have, tane pasaMda paDe to kahe ane nahIM to rahevA daIe ApaNe.' to e kaheze, 'mane nathI gamatI'. to ene rahevA daIe. sahI to karAvI levI chokarA pAse, nahIM to chokaro ya sAmo thAya. (453) praznakartA : A lavamereja e pApa gaNAya ? dAdAzrI : nA. TempararI lavamereja e pApa gaNAya. paramenanTa lavamereja hoya to nahIM. eTale lAIpha loMga lavamereja hoya to vAMdho nahIM. TempararI lavamereja eTale phora vana yara, phora Tu yara. paraNavuM hoya to ekane ja paraNavuM joIe. phrenDazIpa bahu nahIM karavI joIe. nahIM to narke javuM paDe. (455) pahelAM jyAre phAdhare kahyuM ke, "A lapharuM zuM kAma karavA mAMDyuM che ?" tyAre A ADuMavaLuM bolyo eTale enA phAdhare jANyuM ke "enI meLe meLe ja anubhava thavA dene. ApaNo anubhava levA taiyAra nathI. to ene potAne anubhava thavA do.' te AvuM bIjA joDe sinemAmAM dekhene, eTale anubhava thAyane ? eTale pachI pastAya ke phAdhara kahetA hatA e sAcI vAta che. sAluM lapharuM ja che A to. (4pa7). praznakartA : moha ane prema e bannenI bhedarekhA zuM che ? dAdAzrI : A phUduM che ne ? phUduM dIvAnI pAchaLa paDI ane 'yA homa' thaI jAya che ne ? e potAnI jIMdagI khalAsa karI nAkhe che. e moha kahevAya. jyAre prema e Take, prema TakAu hoya, jo ke emAM ya thoDI AsaktinAM darda hoya. paNa to ya TakAu hoya e moha nA hoya. | (458) ahIM bAra mahinA sudhI AvaDuM gumaDuM thAyane to moTuM nA jue, moha chUTI jAya ne jyAre kharo prema hoya to eka gumaDuM, are be gumaDAM thAya to ya nA chUTe. te Avo prema khoLI kADhajo. nahIM to zAdI ja nA karazo. nahIM to phasAI jazo. pachI e moTuM caDhAvaze tyAre kaheze, 'AnuM moTuM jovAnuM mane nathI gamatuM." tyAre alyA sAruM joyuM hatuM tethI tane gamyuM hatuM. ne have AvuM nathI gamatuM ? A to mIThuM bolatA hoyane, eTale game ane kaDavuM bolatA hoyane to kahe "mane tArA joDe gamatuM ja nathI ?" (459) praznakartA : A DeTiMga cAlu thaI gayuM hoya pachI have kemanuM baMdha karavuM ene ? zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : e baMdha karI devAnuM nakkI karo atyAre ke A baMdha karI nAkhavuM che. ApaNe kahIe ke ahIM chetarAuM , to chetarAvAnuM pachI baMdha karI daIe. navesarathI chetarAvAnuM baMdha. jyArathI jAgyA tyArathI savAra. jyArathI samajaNa paDI ke A khoTuM thaI rahyuM che eTale baMdha karI devuM joIe. vAIlDa lAIpha nahIM hovI joIe. InDiyana lAIpha hovI joIe. tame cokhkhA hazo to tamane vAIpha paNa cokhkhI maLaze ! enuM nAma ja 'vyavasthita', je ekjhakTa hoya ! (459) praznakartA : game e cAle, huM kaI kalara-balaramAM nathI mAnato. je sArI chokarI hoya, amerikana hoya ke inDiyana hoya, to ya vAMdho nahIM. dAdAzrI : paNa evuM che ne, A kerIo amerikana ane ApaNI kerImAM ya phera hoya che evuM tuM nA jANuM ? zuM phera hoya che ApaNI kerImAM ne....? praznakartA : ApaNI mIThI hoya. dAdAzrI : hA, tyAre pachI jojo. e mIThI cAkhI to jo ApaNI inDiyananI. praznakartA : haju cAkhyuM nathI. dAdAzrI : nA. paNa pesIza nahIM AmAM amerikanamAM pesavA jevuM nathI. jo, tArI mammIne ne phAdharane teM joyAM ne ? to e bene koI dahADo matabheda paDe ke nA paDe ? praznakartA : matabheda to paDe. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa te ghaDIe tArI mammI jatI rahe che koI dahADo yu ? praznakartA : nA, nA. dAdAzrI : ane pelI to 'yU yu' karIne Ama baMdUka dekhADe, jatI rahe

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ane AkhI jIMdagI rahe A. eTale ame tamane samajaNa pADIe ke bhaI, A AvuM karazo nahIM A bAju, pachI peThA pachI pastAzo. A to TheTha sudhI rahe huM ke, vaDhavaDhA karIne savAramAM pAchuM rIpera. praznakartA : vAta sAcI che. dAdAzrI : mATe have nakkI kara ke mAre inDiyana leDI joDe paiNavuM che, inDiyanamAM tuM game te, brAhmaNa, vANiyaNa, tane je phAve te vAMdho nathI. (461) praznakartA : ApaNI nAtamAM ja lagna karavAnA phAyadA zuM ? e jarA kaho. dAdAzrI : ApaNI komyunITInI vAIpha hoyane to ApaNA svabhAvane maLatuM Ave. ApaNe kaMsAra lIdho hoya ane thI vadhAre joItuM hoya ApaNA lokone. have koI evA nAtanIne paiNI lAvyo, to te mele nahIM Ama, nIcuM namAvatA ja enA hAthamAM duHkhe eTale enA judA judA guNo joDe TakarAmaNa thAya Akho dahADo ya ane A ApaNI jAtanI joDe kazuM nA thAya. samajaNa paDIne ? bhASA pelI bolene, te ya cIpI cIpIne bole ane ApaNo doSa kADhe ke tamane bolatA nathI AvaDatuM, evuM trAgAM kare. enA karatAM ApaNI sArI ke kaMI kahe to nahIM, ApaNane vaDhe nahIM. praznakartA : Apa kaho cho ke eka jAtinI hoya tyAM jhaghaDo nA thAya, paNa eka jAtinI hoya tyAM ya jhaghaDo to thAya che, enuM zuM kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : jhaghaDo thAya paNa eno nikAle thAya. paNa pelo Akho dahADo game enI joDe ane pelA joDe to game nahIM pachI, eka kalAka game ane pachI kaMTALo AvyA kare. e Ave ne kaMTALo Ave, e Ave ne tarata kaMTALo Ave. potAnI jAtanI hoya to game, nahIM to game ja nahIM. kaMTALo Ave, bhUtaDI jevI lAge. A badhA je pastAyelAne tenA dAkhalA kahuM chuM. A badhA bahu phasAyelA, A loko vadhu phasAyelA. (463) hato. InTarakAsTa mereja karavAmAM vAMdho nathI have. pahelAM karavAmAM jarA vAMdho (467) praznakartA : ApaNA hAthamAM kyAM che ? ApaNA hAthamAM nathI ne amerikana pese ke nahIM e ? dAdAzrI : hAthamAM nathI to ya e kaMI vahetuM mUkAya kaMI ? kahevuM to paDe ne, e ya... e amerikana chokarI joDe pharazo nahIM tame. ApaNuM kAma nahIM.' evuM tevuM amathA amathA DaphaLAya DaphaLAya karIe to enI meLe asara thAya, iphekTa thAya. nahIM to e jANe ke Aya pharAya ne Aya pharAya. kahevAmAM zuM vAMdho che ane latto kharAba Ave che ne, latto kharAba inDiyAmAM hoya che, to tyAM borDa mAre che, 'bivera opha thIvsa.' zA mATe evuM kahe che ? ke jene cetavuM hoya te cete. kAma lAge ke nA lAge zabda ? kema samajaNa nA paDI tane ? (468) jAti-kuLanuM mikScara thAya tyAre saMskAra Ave. ekalI jAti hoya, ane kuLa nA hoya to ya saMskAra nA hoya. ekaluM kuLa hoya, jAti nA hoya to ya saMskAra nA hoya. jAti ane kuLa benuM mikScara, ekajhekTanesa hoya tyAre saMskArI mANaso janme. (470) have phAdhara pakSane kuLa kahyuM ane mA pakSane jAti kahI. A beu pakSo sArA bhegA thayA hoya to vAta pUchavI, bIjI vAtamAM majhA nahi. (470) eTale mA jAtavAna hovI joIe. bApa kuLavAna hovo joIe. e prajA bahu UMcI hoya. jAtimAM guNa nA hoya avaLA ane bApanA kuLavAna prajAnA guNa hoya. kuLanA ThaThArA sahita, ko'kane mATe ghasAya. lokonA mATe ghasAya. bahu UMcA kuLavAna koNa, banne bAju ghasAya. AvatAM ya vere ne jatAM ya vere ane nahIM to jagatanA loko kuLavAna kevA kahevAya ? eka bAju verAya pote. letI vakhate pUruM le paNa ApatI vakhate jarA sAruM Ape, tolo ya vadhAre Ape. pelA ya cAlIsa tolA de, paNa pote ektAlIsa tolA Ape. jyAre Dabala kuLavAna koNa kahevAya ? pote ogaNacAlIsa tolA le. eka tolo tyAM ocho le ane ahIM eka tolo vadhAre Ape e Dabala kuLavAna kahevAya. beu bAju ghasAya eTale tyAM ochuM zA mATe le ? pelo enI jAtano duHkhI che, javA do ne ! enuM duHkha kADhavA mATe ! ahIMyA ya lAgaNI ne tyAM ya lAgaNI. evA mANasane jouM tyAre zuM kaheto hato, A dvApariyA AvyA. (472)

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have UMcuM kuLa hoya ane ahaMkAra kare kuLano, to nIcA kuLamAM janma thAya, bIjI vAra ene nIcuM kuLa hoya ane namratA keLave to UMcAmAM Ave. basa ApaNI ne ApaNI ja A keLavaNI che, khetIvADI ApaNI ne ApaNI ja. pelA guNo kaMI ApaNe prApta karavA nahIM paDatA, sahaja prApta thAya che, tyAM UMcA kuLamAM janme eTale ApaNane janmathI ja A badhA saMskAra maLe ! (473) A badhI vyavahAramAM kAmanI vAto. A kaMI jJAnanI vAto nathI. paNa vyavahAramAM, vyavahAra joIe ne ? praznakartA : paNa dAdA Ape kIdhuM barAbara che, vyavahAramAM jJAnanI vAto paNa jJAnanI agAsI sudhI pahoMcatA vyavahAramAM chIe, to vyavahAranI aMdara A vAto ya kAmamAM lAge ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, kAmamAM Ave ne ? vyavahArathI ya sAruM cAle. e 'jJAnI purUSanI' pAse, 'jJAnI puruSa'mAM vizeSatA hoya, bodhakaLA ane jJAnakaLA banne kaLA hoya. A bodhakaLA e sUjhathI utpanna thayelI che. ane jJAnakaLA jJAnathI utpanna thaI eTale tyAM ApaNo niveDo Ave. koI dahADo AvI vAtacIta karI hoya. to vAMdho zuM emAM? ApaNane zuM nukasAna javAnuM che? 'dAdA' ya beThA hoya che, emanI phI hotI nathI. phI hoya to vAMdho Ave. (473) praznakartA : yuvAna-yuvatIoe lagnajIvanamAM pravezatAM pahelAM strI agara puruSanI pasaMdagI kevI rIte karavI ? ane zuM karavuM ? zuM jovuM ? guNo kevI rIte jovA ? enI carcA karo. dAdAzrI : te bahu jovAnI jarUra nathI. yuvaka-yuvatIo jovA jaIe ane AkarSaNa nA thAya to baMdha rAkhavuM. bIjI DIjhAIna jovAnI jarUra nathI. AkarSaNa thAya che ke nahIM eTaluM ja jovAnuM. praznakartA : kaI jAtanuM AkarSaNa ? dAdAzrI : A AMkhanuM AkarSaNa thAya, mahIM eTrekzana thAya. tame koI vastu evI levAnA hoya bajAramAM, to e vastunuM eTrekzana thAya nahIM to tame laI zako ja nahIM. eTale eno hisAba hoya to ja eTrekzana thAya. kudaratanA hisAba vagara koI paiNI zakato nathI. eTale eTrekzana thavuM joIe. (479) kevaDI moTI mazkarI ! A mazkarI karavAno jamAno che, te strIonI mazkarI thaI rahI che. Ama pharo, tema pharo. atyAre to chokarAo chokarInI pasaMdagI karatA pahelAM bahu cUMthe che. 'bahu UMcI che, bahu nIcI che, bahu jADI che, bahu pAtaLI che, jarA kALI che.' mera cakkara, eka chokaro AvuM bolato hato, tene meM to khakhaDAvyo. meM kahyuM 'tArI madhara hau vahu thatI hatI. tuM kaI jAtano mANasa che te ?" strIonuM ATaluM badhuM ghora apamAna ! - jo loko kahe ke tamane chUTa che jAva, A chokarAne je kahevuM hoya te kaho, e chokaro kahe ke mane kahevuM hoya te kaho, to huM kahuM ke mUA bheMsa che te AvuM jouM chuM ? bheMsane cogaradamathI jovAnI hoya. (480) eTale Ano badalo kyAre Ave che strIo, e jANo cho ? A mazkarI karI teno ? eTale pachI AnuM phaLa zuM maLe che e chokarAone ? (481) te A strIo vadhelI che. tethI bicArInI A kiMmata ghaTI che. kudarata ja AvuM karAve che. have AnuM rIekzana kyAre Ave ? badalo kyAre maLe che ? jayAre strIo ghaTI jAya che ane puruSo vadhI jAya che, tyAre strIo zuM kahe che ? svayaMvarapaNuM karo. eTale e paiNanArI ekalI ane A ekasone vIsa. svayaMvaramAM badhA pheMTA-baeNTA paherIne TAITa thaIne AvyA hoya ne mUcha Ama Ama karatA hoya ! pelInI rAha jotA hoya ke A kyAre mane varamALA paherAve. pelI jotI jotI Ave. pelo jANe ke mane paherAvaze. Ama DokuM hala AgaLa karavA jAya. paNa pelI gAMThe ja nahIMne ! pachI jyAre enuM dila mahIM ekAkAra thAya, kheMcANa thAya, tene varamALA paherAve. pachI e mUcho AmaLato hoya ke nA AmaLato hoya. e pachI mazkarI thAya. A DAgalA mukhaM thaIne cAlyA jAya pachI, Ama Ama karIne, te A evI mazkarI thayelI, A sAmo badalo (482) tadana sodAbAjI thaI gaI, sodAbAjI ! prema kyAM rahyo ne sodAbAjI thaI gaI ! eka bAju rUpiyA mUko ne eka bAju amAro chokaro, to ja paiNaze, kahe che. eka trAjavAmAM rUpiyA mUkavA paDe. trAjavAnI tole mApatA hatA. (486) maLe che.

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(18) patinI pasaMLI ! paravazatA, narI paravazatA ! jyAM juo tyAM paravaza ! phAdhara kAyama ghera rAkhe nahi. kaheze, enA sAsare ja zobhe ane sAsarAmAM to badhAM sAva besI rahyA hoya vaDhatAM. tuM ya kahyuM ke, 'mAjI, tamAruM mAre zuM karavuM ? mAre to dhaNI ja ekalo joIto'to ? tyAre kahe, "nA, dhaNI-baNI ekalAnuM nA cAle, A to lazkara Avaze joDe. lAva-lazkara sahita." (490) paiNavA mATe vAMdho nathI. paiNavuM paNa samajIne paiNo ke, 'AvuM ja nIkaLavAnuM che.' ema samajIne pachI paiNo. paiNavAno to chUTako nathI ane ko'kane che te evuM bhAva karIne AvelI hoya ke "mAre dIkSA levI che ke mAre brahmacarya levuM che.' to vAta judI che. bAkI paiNavAnuM to chUTako ja nathI. paNa pahelethI nakkI karIne paiNIene e mAhyarAmAM ke AvuM thavAnuM che eTale pachI bhAMjagaDa nahi, pachI Azcarya nA lAge. eTale nakkI karIne pesIe ane sukha ja mAnIne pesIe, to pachI narI upAdhi ja lAge ! A to du:khano samudra che. sAsunA gharamAM pesavuM e to kaMI sahelI vAta che ? have dhaNI koI jagyAe ja ekalo hoya ke enAM mA-bApa marI gayAM hoya ? (490) sivilAIjhaDa e laDe nahI. e rAte banne sUI jAya, vaDhavaDha nahIM. je asivilAIjhaDa lAge che ke manuSyo, te A jhaghaDA kare, kakaLATa thAya badhuM ! (492) praznakartA : ame amerikana chokarAo joDenI pArTImAM have nathI jatAM. kAraNa ke ame e pArTImAM jaIe to loko badhuM pIvAnuM ne badhuM hoya, khAvAnuM hoya, eTale ame e lokonI pArTImAM nathI jatAM, paNa 'inDiyana' je chokarAo hoya e loko pArTI kare te emAM jaIe chIe. dAdAzrI : haM. praznakartA ane badhAne, ekabIjAnA mammI-pappA badhAne oLakhe che. dAdAzrI : paNa AmAM zuM phAyado maLe ? praznakartA : enjoyamenTa-majA Ave ! dAdAzrI : enjoyamenTa !! enjoya to khAvAmAM, bahu enjoyamenTa hoya. paNa e khAvAmAM zuM karavuM joIe, ene kaMTrola karavo joIe ke bhaI, ATaluM ja maLaze tane. pachI e dhIme dhIme enjoya karato karato khAya. A to chUTa Ape che ne eTale enjoya karatAM nathI. koI bIjI jagyAe 'enjoya' khoLe che, eTale khAvAno pahelA kanTrola karavo joIe ke ATaluM ja maLaze have, vadhAre nahIM maLe. praznakartA : amAre e lokone AvI 'pArTIo'mAM javA devA ? AvI pArTIomAM varasamAM keTalI vAra javA devA amAre ? dAdAzrI : kone ? praznakartA : chokarAone, chokarIone ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, chokarIoe emanA mA-bApanA kahevA pramANe cAlavuM joIe, ApaNA anubhavIonI zodhakhoLa che ke chokarIoe haMmezAM emanA mA-bApanA kahevA pramANe cAlavuM joIe. paiNyA pachI dhaNInA kahevA pramANe cAlavuM joIe. paNa potAnI marajIthI nA karavuM joIe. AvuM ApaNA anubhavIonI kahevata che. praznakartA chokarAone AvuM karavAnuM ? chokarA hoya, e lokoe mAbApanA kahyA pramANe karavAnuM ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : chokarAone ya mA-bApanA kahyA pramANe cAlavAnuM paNa chokarAne, to DhIla, jarA dhImuM rAkho to cAle ! kAraNa ke chokarAne rAtre bAra vAge kahyuM hoya, to ekalo jAya to vAMdho nahIM ! tane to rAtre bAra vAge kahyuM hoya to ekalI jauM tuM ? praznakartA : nA jauM, bIka lAge. dAdAzrI : ane chokaro hoya to vAMdho nahI kAraNa ke chokarAne chUTa vadhAre hovI joIe. ane benone chUTa ochI hovI joIe. kAraNa ke tame bAra vAge jaI zako nahIM. eTale A tamArA bhaviSyanA sukhane mATe kahe che, phayucaranA sukhane mATe

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e, A tamane nA kahe che. atyAre tame A bhAMjagaDamAM paDazone to phayucara bagADI nAkhazo. tamane phayucaramAM sukha UDI jaze. eTale 'phayucara" (bhaviSya)ne nahIM bagADavA mATe e kahe che tamane ke 'bIvera, bIvera, bIvera." (498) praznakartA : ApaNA hindu phemIlImAM kahe che, "chokarI pArake ghare jatI rahevAnI che ane chokaro kamAIne khavaDAvAno che ke ApaNo sahAro thavAno che. evI apekSAo che e draSTi rAkhI ane chokarIne mATe che to prema nA rAkhe e barAbara kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : prema nA rAkhe e bolanArI ja khoTI che. A vAMdho ja khoTo che. e ja aNasamajaNa che ne prema nA rAkhe evAM koI mA-bApa ja nA hoya. A ene samajaNa ja nathI eTale zuM thAya te ! AvuM prema nA rAkhe kahe to mA-bApane keTaluM duHkha lAge ke nAnapaNathI ucherI zuM karavA, tane prema nahoto rAkhavAno to ? praznakartA : to pachI mane AvuM phIMlIMga kema thayuM ke mane mA-bApa prema nathI karatA ? mane AvI draSTi kyAMthI AvI ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, sahu AvA badhA prazno UbhA kare, zuM thAya te ? nAnI hoya to eDIe dAbI de, paNa moTI thaI eTale zuM karavAnuM? have ame joI zakIe ene A akkala maLI che ne, buddhi bahAranI maLI che ne te UMdhI buddhi che. eTale e ya duHkhI thAya ne bIjAne du:khI (502). praznakartA : hA. AjakAla choDIo ya vaheluM vivAha karavA taiyAra nA thAya ne ? dAdAzrI : choDIo taiyAra nA thAya. eTale uMmara to, bane tyAM sudhI lagna vaheluM thAya to sAruM. A bhaNavAnuM patI javA AvyuM hoya, bhaNavAnuM patI jAya ane A lagna pUruM thaI jAya evI rIte banI jAya to sAruM, beu sAthe thaI jAya. agara lagna thAya pachI varasa dahADA pachI bhaNavAnuM puruM thatuM hoya to ya vAMdho nahIM. paNa lagnathI baMdhAI jaIe ne to 'lAIpha' sArI jAya, nahIM to 'lAIpha' pAchalI bahu duHkhI thAya che. (504) te phrenDa upara moha eTale sakhInI vAta karuM chuM ke sakho ? praznakartA : nahIM, banne rIte. dAdAzrI : sakho hau ! mUMchavALo hau ? praznakartA : hA. banne. dAdAzrI : barAbara che. to enI joDe ApaNe samabhAve rahevAnuM, te ghaDIe tArI jAgRti rahevI joIe. te ghaDIe bhAna nA bhUlI javuM joIe. banatAM sudhI jene brahmacarya pALavAnuM che, jene mokSa joIe che, te strIoe puruSono paricaya ochAmAM ocho karavo, nA chUTake ja. jene mokSe javuM che, eNe eTalI kALajI levI joIe. evuM tane lAge che ke nahIM lAgatuM ? tane kema lAge che ? praznakartA : levI joIe. dAdAzrI : ke mokSe javuM nathI hamaNe ? cAle evuM che ? praznakartA : nA, mokSe javuM che. dAdAzrI : to pachI AmAM zuM karavAnuM, A naryo eMThavADa ! strIonI sAthe pharo-haro, khAvA-pIvo. nirAMte majA karo. (505) praznakartA : dAdA, eka bena pUche che ke ApaNe chokarAo joDe phrenDalI rIlezana hoya, chatAM mA-bApane zaMkA kema paDatI hoya che ? dAdAzrI : nA, phrenDalI rIlezana rakhAya ja nahIM. chokarAo joDe phrenDalI rIlezana e guno che. praznakartA : emAM zuM guno che ? dAdAzrI : peTrola ane divAsaLI. devatA be sAthe mUkAya nahIM ne ? e banne ya lAga khoLatA hoya. A mArA lAgamAM kyAre Ave ane pelo e jANe ke A mArA lAgamAM kyAre Ave ? zikAra karavAnuM khoLatA hoya, zikArI kahevAya banne ya !

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praznakartA : chokarA ane chokarIoe dostI tame kIdhuM ke nahIM karavI joIe. dAdAzrI : bilakula nahIM karavI joIe. praznakartA : bilakula nahIM karavI joIe, te e lokone saMtoSa nahIM thayo. dAdAzrI : e phrenDazIpa chevaTe poIjhanarUpa thaze, chevaTe poIjhana ja thAya. chokarIne maravAno vakhata Ave. chokarAnuM kazuM jAya nahIM. eTale chokarA joDe to UbhuM ja nA rahevuM joIe. chokarAnI phrenDazIpa koI karazo nahi, nahIM to e poIjhana che. lAkha rUpiyA Ape to ya phrenDazIpa na karavI. pachI chevaTe jhera khAIne maravuM paDe che. keTalI ya chokarIo jhera khAIne marI jAya che. (56) eTale ApaNe uMmaralAyaka thaIe, eTale ApaNe kahI devuM gharamAM phAdharamadharane ke mAruM che te joInTa karI nAkho. ane sArA mANasa joDe, pharI tUTI nA jAya evuM joInTa karI nAkho. mAruM have lagna mATe khoLI kADho. dAdA bhagavAne mane kahyuM che ke tame kahejo. evuM kahIe, zaramamAM nA rahIe tyAre e jANe ke baccAnI khuzI che, have cAlo paiNAvI daIe. pachI be varSa pachI paNI javAnuM sAmasAmI pAsa karIne joInTa karI nAkhavuM. khIle baMdhAI gayA pachI koI jue nahIM ApaNane kaheze enuM to nakkI thaI gayuM ! A to nahIM sAruM. loka to dagA-phaTakAvALA hoya. koInI joDe mitrAcArI benapaNIonI karIe, bIjA lokonI puruSanI mitrAcArI nA karavI. dago karIne badhA cAlyA jAya. badhA koI sagAM nA thAya. badhA dagAkhora, eke ya sAco nA hoya. vizvAsa nA karazo. khIle baMdhAI javuM sAruM. Ama Ama phara phara karIe emAM nA bhalIvAra Ave. tArA phAdhara-madhara khIle baMdhAyA che. to che kazI bhAMjagaDa ? evuM tAre paNa khIle baMdhAI javuM, ne nA game, khIle baMdhAvAnuM tane game nahIM ? chUTuM rahevAnuM game ? nA samaja paDI ? (509). chokarIone kahyuM ke kema paiNatI nathI ? tyAre kahe ke "zuM dAdA tame AvuM kaho cho, amane paiNavAnuM kaho cho ?" meM kahyuM, "paiNyA vagara nahIM cAle A jagata. kAM to brahmacarya pALavuM che. evuM DisAIDa karo ane te cokkasa khAtarIpUrvaka karavuM joIe kAM to paiNI nAkho. paNa ema bemAMthI ekamAM AvI jAva. tyAre kahe che, "zuM paiNo kaho che ?" meM kahyuM, 'kema vAMdho zuM Ave che ? koI sArA chokarAM..." tyAre kahe "chokarA kyAM sArA... babUcaka mUA che ! A babUcako joDe zuM paiNavAnuM ?" eTale huM camakyo. meM kahyuM, A chokarIo kevI ? eTale atyArathI eno pAvara ATalo che, to pachI ene jIvavA zI rIte de bicArAMne ! tethI A chokarA ghaNA kahe, zAdI nathI karavI. ane e chokarAone paganI pIMDIo evI nathI hotI, kaMtAI gayelI hoya che. zuM kahe che ? babUcakane zuM paNuM? meM kahyuM, 'nA bolIza. tArA manamAMthI e babUcaka che e kADhI nAkha. kAraNa ke paiNyA vagara chUTako nathI." cAle nahIM. manamAM babUcaka ghUsI gayuM ne te pachI kAyama vaDhavADo thAya. e babUcaka lAgyA kare ene ? (510) jagata AkhuM mokSe ja jaI rahyuM che paNa mokSamAM jatA A badhuM helpIMga thatA nathI. vaDhavaDhA karIne UlaTAM breka mAre che. nahIM to unALAno svabhAva ja evo ke comAsAne kheMcI lAve. jyAM hoya tyAMthI kheMcI lAve. unALAno svabhAva vadhato vadhato jAya, comAsAne kheMcI lAve. bhaDakI maravA jevuM nathI. eTale A badhuM A saMsArano svabhAva evo che ke mokSa tarapha laI jAya ApaNane, mokSane kheMcI lAve che. saMsAra jema kaDaka vadhAre thAya ne, ema mokSa vahelo Ave. paNa kaDaka thAya tyAre ApaNe bagaDI nA javuM joIe, sTeja upara rahevuM joIe. sAcA upAya karavA jevuM che, khoTA upAya karavAthI pAchuM paDI jAya. du:kha paDyuM eTale ema ja mAnavuM ke mArA AtmAnuM viTAmIna maLyuM ane sukha paDyuM eTale dehanuM viTAmIna maLyuM. evI rIte cAlavAnuM. e roje ya viTAmIna maLe ApaNane. ame to evuM mAnIne TesTathI cAlelA nAnapaNamAMthI. tuM to eka ja jAtanAM viTAmInane viTAmIna kahuM, e buddhinuM viTAmIna che. jJAna bannene viTAmIna kahe che. e viTAmIna sAruM ke loko khuba jamavAnuM hoya to ya tapa kare che. sarasa badhuM zAka-bAka hoya to ya tapa kare che. tapa kare che eTale zuM, duHkha vede che. AtmAnuM viTAmIna maLe. e badhuM sAMbhaLavAmAM nathI AvyuM tamAre ?

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praznakartA : hA, AvyuM che, dAdA. dAdAzrI : to A to enI meLe ghera beThAM maLe che. (522) lava mereja ekaluM pasaMda karavA jevI cIja nathI. kAle Ano mijAja kevo nIkaLe te zI khabara paDe ? mA-bApa khoLI Ape te jovuM, ke DaphoLa chokaro che ke DiphekTavALo che ? DaphoLa nA hovo joIe. DaphoLa hoya kharA ke ? ApaNane kaMI game evuM joIe. kaMIka ApaNA manane game evuM joIe. buddhinI limiTamAM AvI javo joIe. ahaMkAra eksepTa kare evo joIe ane citta coMTe evo joIe. citta coMTe evo joIe ne ? eTale e kare to vAMdho nathI. paNa ene ApaNe joI levo joIe. praznakartA : ko'ka vAra mA-bApa paNa chokaro zodhavAmAM bhUla karI zake ? dAdAzrI : emano IrAdo nathI, emano IrAdo to sAruM ja karavAno che. pachI bhUla thaI e ApaNA prArabdhanA khela che. zuM karavuM ? ane A tame svataMtra khoLo emAM bhUla thavAnA saMbhava che. ghaNA dAkhalA pheIla gayelA. (525) ApaNA eka mahAtmA hatAM. eno ekano eka chokaro, meM kahyuM, 'alyA, tAre paiNavuM che ke nahIM paiNavuM ?" tyAre kahe, "paiNIza dAdAjI. kevI pAsa karI lAvIza ?" to kahe, 'tame kaho ema karuM.' enI meLe ja pAchuM kahevA mAMDyo. 'mArI mammI to pAsa karavAmAM hoziyAra che'. e lokoe mahIM DIsAIDa karI (527) lIdheluM, mammI je pAsa kare te, to AvI rIte hoya. praznakartA : A mArI nAnI dIkarI pUche che, ema ne ema kevI rIte paraNAya, pachI ApaNI AkhI lAIpha ja bagaDe ne ? to pahelAM chokarAne barAbara joIe-karIe ema. pachI kahe che khabara paDe ne ke chokaro sAro che ke nahIM. pachI lagna thAya. evuM A mane prazna pUchayA kare. to dAdA enuM solyuzana zuM A chokarAo mATe ? dAdAzrI : badhA joIne ja paiNe che ne pachI mAramAra ne vaDhavaDhA. joyA vagaranA paiNelA te bahu sArA cAle che. kAraNa ke kudarate ApeluM che, ane peluM pote DahApaNa karyuM che. (528) ApaNA eka mahAtmAnI chokarI zuM kare ? enA phAdharane kahe che ke mane A chokaro nathI gamato.' have chokaro bhaNelo-karelo. have phAdharanuM, madharanuM dila Thare evo, badhAnuM dila Thare evo. eTale pelA phAdharane akaLAmaNa thaI gaI ke mahAparANe Avo sAro chokaro jaDyo tyAre pAchI choDI nA pADe che. thAkelo mANasa pachI bAvaLiyAnA nIce bese. thAkelo mANasa te kyAM bese ? bAvaLiyA nIce ! tyAre zuM thAya te ! pachI emaNe mane kahyuM. eTale meM kahyuM, 'e choDIne mArI pAse bolAvo.' meM kahyuM, 'bena zuM vAMdho Avyo mane kahene. zuM vAMdho che ? UMco paDe che ? jADo paDe che ? pAtaLo paDe che ?' tyAre kahe, 'nA. jarA blekIza che.' meM kahyuM, e to huM UjaLo karI nAkhIza, bIjuM kazuM tane naDe che ? tyAre kahe, "nA, bIjuM kazuM ya nahIM.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'to hA pADI dene. pachI UjaLo huM karI ApIza.' pachI e choDI enA pappAjIne kahe che, "tame dAdAjI sudhI mArI phariyAda karo ?" to zuM kare tyAre ? paiNyA pachI meM kahyuM, 'bena UjaLo karavA sAbu maMgAvuM ke ?' tyAre bena kahe che, 'nA dAdAjI, UjaLo ja che.' vagara kAmanuM blekIza, blekIza ! e to bleka kaMI copaDe to kALo dekhAya jarA ane yallo copaDe to yallo dekhAya ! bAkI chokaro sAro hato. mane sAro lAgyo. ene javA kema devAya ? pelI zuM jANe ? moLo che jarA. karI nAkhaje pachI, paNa AvuM pharI nahIM maLe !! (531) praznakartA : ijha DeTIMga e sIna ? DeTIMga eTale A loko, chokarIo chokarAo sAthe jAya bahAra ane chokarAo chokarIo sAthe bahAra jAya, to e pApa che ? emAM kaMI vAMdho che ? dAdAzrI : hA. chokarAo sAthe pharavAnI icchA thAya to lagna karI levuM. pachI eka ja chokaro nakkI karavo. eka nakkI thayelo hovo joIe. nahIM to evo guno nahIM karavo joIe, jyAM sudhI lagna nA thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe chokarAo joDe pharavuM nahIM joIe. praznakartA : ahIMyAM to evuM che ke chokarA-chokarIo cauda varSanA thAya eTale pachI bahAra jAya pharavA. pachI che to meLa paDe. emAMthI AgaLa paNa vadhe. emAM pachI koIne kaMIka bagaDI jAya, ekabIjAne meLa nA paDe to pAchA

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bIjA chokarA joDe phare. pachI enI joDe nA paDe to trIjA, ema karatuM cakkara cAle ane eka sAthe be-be, cAra-cAra jaNAM joDe ya phare. dAdAzrI : dheTa Ijha a vAIlDanesa, vAIlDa lAIpha ! praznakartA : to zuM karavuM e loko e ? dAdAzrI : eka chokarAne sinsiyara rahevuM joIe ane chokaro ApaNane sinsiyara rahe, evI lAIpha hovI joIe. IsinsiyaralI lAIpha e roMga lAIpha che. praznakartA : have emAM thAya evuM ke sinsiyara kemano rahe ? eka chokarA joDe pharatA hoya, pachI pAchuM emAMthI Isinsiyara chokaro thaI jAya ke chokarI thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : to pharavAnuM ja baMdha karI devuM joIe ne ? lagna ja karavuM joIe. AphaTara ola vI Ara inDIyana. noTa vAIlDa lAIpha. ApaNe lagna karyA pachI AkhI jIMdagI sAthe sinsiyaralI rahIe chIe beu sAthe. eTale jo sinsiyaralI rahevuM hoya to pahelethI bIjA mANasanI phrenDazIpa nahIM hovI joIe. bahu kaDaka rahevuM joIe. emAM koI chokarA sAthe pharavuM nahIM joIe ane pharavuM hoya to eka chokaro nakkI karo ke bhaI AnI sAthe lagna karIza. mA-bApane kahI devuM ke huM lagna karIza to AnI joDe ja karIza, mAre bIjAnI joDe karavuM nathI. Inasinsiyara lAIpha Ijha vAIlDa lAIpha. (532) cAritra kharAba hoya, vyasanI hoya. badhI jAtanI upAdhio hoya. vyasanI game ke nA game ? praznakartA : bilakula nahIM. dAdAzrI : ane cAritra sAruM hoya ne vyasanI hoya to ? praznakartA : sigareTa sudhI calAvI levAya. dAdAzrI : kharuM kahe che, tyAM sudhI nabhAvI levAya, pachI AgaLanuM zI rIte, peluM brAMDInA kapa bharIne pIve, zI rIte poSAya ? sIgareTa sudhI calAvI levAya, barobara che. kharI vAta che. enuM hada hoya, sIgareTa sudhI calAvI levAnuM ! ane cAritra to bahu moTI vastu che. tuM mAnuM chuM bena, cAritramAM ? cAritrane pasaMda karuM chuM tuM ? praznakartA : enA vagara jIvAya ja kema ? dAdAzrI : hA, juo, ATaluM hindustAnanI strIo, chokarIo samaje ne to kAma kADhI nAkhe. cAritrane jo samaje to kAma kADhI nAkhe. praznakartA : amArA ATalA ucca vicAro sArA vAMcanathI thayA che. dAdAzrI : game tenA vAMcanathI, ATalA saMskAra paDyA ne ! sArA vicAronA ! (536) bAkI A to dagA-phaTakA che. tamane badhAMne nA dekhAya. mane to dekhAya badhuM. naryA dagA-phaTakA badhA che ane dago hoya, tyAM sukha nA hoya koI dahADo ya ! sinsIyara rahevuM joIe. ApaNI paiNyA pahelAM bhUlo thaI hoya. e beu jaNanI eksepTa karI devaDAvIe ame ane pachI emane egrImenTa karI ApIe e pharI sinsIyara. jovAnuM nahIM bIjI jagyAe. game ke nA game paNa pachI sinsIyara rahevAnuM. ApaNI madhara nA gamatI hoya. to paNa ene sinsIyara rahIe chIe ne ? eno svabhAva kharAba hoya madharano, to ya sinsIyara rahIe chIene ? (540) praznakartA : saMsAra vyavahAramAM pUrvanA karmodaye je thayAM hoya te mujabanuM cAlatuM hoya badhuM emAM koI prapaMca mAlama paDyo ke ApaNI sAme A prapaMca thaI rahyo che to enI sAme kaI bhUmikAthI UbhA rahevAya ? 'samabhAve nikAla' karavA mATe ? dAdAzrI : vAMko dhaNI maLyo che to ene kema karIne jItavo ? kAraNa prArabdha lakhelo te choDe nahIM ne ? ne ApaNuM dhAryuM thAya nahIM evuM A jagata. to mane kahI de je ke, 'dAdA dhaNI Avo maLyo che.' to tane tarata ja huM badhuM rIpera karI ApIza ane tane cAvI ApI daIza.

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auraMgAbAdamAM eka musalamAnanI chokarI AvI, meM pUchayuM, zuM nAma ?" tyAre kahe che, "dAdAjI, mAruM nAma mazarUra." kahyuM, 'Ava. ahIM besa pAse, kema AvI tuM ?" te AvI. pachI AvIne enAM manamAM ThIka lAgyuM, jarA jotAMnI sAthe ja ThIka lAgyuM, aMtara karyuM enuM ke khudAnA AsisTanTa jevA to lAge ja che e. ene lAgyuM eTale pachI beThI. pachI bIjI vAto nIkaLI. pachI meM kahyuM, 'zuM karuM chuM tuM ?" tyAre kahe, 'huM lekacarara chuM. tyAre meM kahyuM, 'zAdI-bAdI karI ke nathI karI ?" tyAre kahe, 'nA. zAdI karI nathI, paNa vivAha thayelA che.' kahyuM, 'kyAM thayelAM che, muMbaImAM ?" tyAre kahe "nA, pAkistAnamAM.' 'paNa have kyAre paiNavAnI chuM ?" tyAre kahe, 'have cha mahinAmAM ja.' meM kahyuM, 'konI joDe ? dhaNI kevo khoLI kADhyo che ?" tyAre kahe, 'laoNyara che." pachI kahyuM ke, 'e dhaNI karIne pachI tane kaMI du:kha nahIM Ape ? atyAre tane kazuM du:kha che nahIM ane dhaNI karavA jaIza ne dhaNI du:kha Apaze to ?" kahyuM, "enI joDe zAdI karyA pachI tAro projekTa zo che ? enI joDe zAdI thaI pahelAM tuM projekTa to karI rAkhe ne ? ke enI joDe AvI rIte vartavuM ? ke nA karI rAkhe ? tyAM paiNyA pachI kaMI te taiyArI rAkhI melI che kazI ? paiNyA pachI e laoNyara joDe meLa kema paDaze ke nahIM tenI ?' tyAre e kahe che, "meM badhI taiyArI karI rAkhI che, e jarAka Ama bolaze to huM sAmo Avo javAba ApIza, e Ama kaheze to huM Ama kahIza, e Ama kaheze to eka-eka badhA javAbo mArI pAse taiyAra che.' A jeTalI A raziyAe taiyArI karI nAkhI che ne, eTalI ja taiyArIo karI rAkhI che. phula taiyArIo banne jaNAe. te A matabheda pADavAnI ja taiyArIo karI rAkhI hatI. pelo jhaghaDo kare te pahelAM ja phoDe ! jema A amerikAnI sAme raziyAe badhI taiyArI rAkhI melI che ne, evI eNe taiyArI rAkhelI ke e peluM Ama saLagAve to ApaNe Ama saLagAvavAnuM. eTale jatAM pahelAM ja hullaDane ? e Ama tIra choDe. tyAre ApaNe A bAju choDavAnuM raDAra. e AmanuM choDe tyAre ApaNe A bAju choDavAnuM. meM kahyuM, A to kolDa vaoNra teM UbhI karI. kyAre zame e ? kolDa vaoNra baMdha thAya kharI ? A juone thatI nathIne moTA sAmrAjayavALAne raziyA-amerikAne ? A chokarIo badhuM evuM kare, e goThavI rAkhe badhuM. A chokarAo to bicArA bhoLA ! chokarAo e goThave kare nahIM ane te ghaDIe che te avasthAno mAra khAI jAya, bhoLA kharAne ? A tame je kaho cho ne prapaMca sAme taiyArI zuM karI rAkhavAnI ? paNa pelI bAIe to taiyArI badhI karI rAkhelI, baoNmbArDIMga badhuM ja. e Ama bole to eTeka, Ama bole to eTeka. badhI ja taiyArI rAkhI melI che, kahe che ! pachI vacce ene meM kahyuM, 'A koNe zIkhavADyuM che tane ? kADhI melaze ne DAyavorsa laI leze ane pelo ApI deze tallAka ' tallAka ApI de ke nA de? meM kahI dIdhuM ke A rItathI to cha mahinAmAM tallAka maLaze. tAre tallAka levA che ? A rIta khoTI che. pachI meM ene kahyuM, tallAka tane nA Ape, eTalA mATe tane zIkhavADuM. tyAre kahe che, "dAdAjI, e nA karuM to zuM karuM ? nahIM to e to dabAvI de." kahyuM, 'e zuM dabAvavAno hato ? laoNyara bhamaraDo e tane zuM dabAvavAno hato ?" pachI kahyuM, 'bena, mAruM kaheluM mAnIza ? tAre sukhI thavuM che ke du:khI thavuM che ? bAkI je baIo badhI taiyArI karIne to enA dhaNI pAse gayelI. paNa chevaTe duHkhI thayelI. tuM mArA kahyAthI jAne, bilakuleya kazI taiyArI karyA vagara jA." pachI ene samajAvyuM. gharamAM roja kakaLATa thAya tyAre vakIla kaheze, 'mUI baLI enA karatAM bIjI lAvuM." emAM pAchA TITa phora TeTa (jevA sAthe tevA) che A ? premanA sodA karavAnA che tyAM AvuM ? sodA zAnA karavAnA che ? praznakartA : premanA. dAdAzrI : premanA. bhale AsaktimAM hoya paNa kaMIka prema jevuM che ne kaMIka. enI upara dveSa to nathI Avato ne ? meM kahyuM, AvuM nA karAya. tuM to ema bhaNelI eTale AvI taiyArIo karI rAkhuM chuM ? A vaoNra che ?

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hindustAna ne pAkistAnanI vaoNra che A kaMI ? ane jagatamAM e ja karI rahyA che badhA. A choDIo-boDIo, chokarAo badhAM e ja, pachI e bannenuM jIvana bagaDe. pachI ene samajaNa pADI badhI. dhaNI joDe AvI rIte vartana karavuM joIe. AvI rIte eTale e vAMkA thAya to tuM sIdhI cAlaje. enuM samAdhAna karavuM joIe, ukela lAvavo joIe. enI bAjhavAnI taiyArImAM ApaNe ekatA rAkhavI joIe. e juduM pADe to ya ApaNe ekatA rAkhavI joIe. e juduM pADa pADa kare to ya kahevuM ApaNe eka chIe. kAraNa ke A badhI rIleTIva sagAIo che, e phADI nAkhe to ApaNe phADI nAkhIe to chUTI jAya kAle savAre. eTale tallAka ApI deze. tyAre kahe, 'mAre zuM karavAnuM ?" meM ene samajaNa pADI, eno mUDa joIne cAlavAnuM, kahyuM. eno mUDa joje ane atyAre mUDamAM nA hoya, to ApaNe aMdara 'allAha'nuM nAma lIdhA karavuM ane mUDe phare, eTale ApaNe enI joDe vAtacIta cAlu karavI. e mUDamAM nA hoya ane tuM saLI karuM, eTale bhaDako thaze kaMI. ene nirdoSa tAre jovA. e tane avaLuM bole to ya tAre zAMti rAkhavI, prema sAco hovo joIe. AsaktimAM to cha-bAra mahinAmAM pachI pAchuM tUTI ja javAnuM. prema sahanazIlatAvALo hovo joIe, eDajasTebala hovo joIe. te mazarUrane meM to bhaNAvI dIdhI, evI bhaNAvI dIdhI. meM kahyuM, kazuM ya nahIM, e AmanuM tIra Thoke to ApaNe sthiratA pakaDIne 'dAdA, dAdA' karyA karaje. pharI AmanuM Thoke to sthiratA pakaDIne 'dAdA, dAdA' karaje. tuM nA eke ya pheMkIza, kahyuM ! meM vaLI vidhi karI ApI. pachI pUchayuM ke, 'tAre gharamAM koNa koNa che ?" tyAre kahe, 'mAre sAsu che.' 'sAsu joDe tuM kemanuM eDajasTamenTa laIza ?" to kahe, 'e enI joDe ya huM pahoMcI vaLIza, sAsune.' paNa pachI meM ene samajaNa pADIne. pachI kahe che, 'hA, dAdAjI mane gamyuM A badhI vAta.' 'tyAre tuM A pramANe karaje to tallAka nA Ape, ne sAsu joDe rAge paDe." ane pachI eka sukhaDanI mALA lAvI hatI. te mALA mane paherAvI. meM kahyuM, 'A mALA tuM laI jaje ane tyAM AgaLa mUkI rAkhaje ane mALAnA darzana karIne pachI A tAro vyavahAra calAvaje. dhaNI joDe tAro vyavahAra che te karaje to bahu suMdara cAlaze.' te mALA atyAre ya mUkI rAkhI che. ene cAritrabaLanI vAta karelI. e dhaNI game te bole, game evuM tane kare, to ya te ghaDIe tuM mauna pakaDuM ane zAMta bhAve joyA karuM, to tArAmAM cAritrabaLa utpanna thaze ane eno prabhAva paDaze enA upara. laoNyara hoya to ya. e game tevuM vaDhe, to tuM dAdAnuM nAma leje ane sthira raheje ! manamAM ema thaze ke A kevI ! A to hAratI ja nathI. pachI e hAre. eTale paNa karyuM evuM, chokarI evI hatI. dAdA jevA zIkhavADanAra maLe to pachI zuM rahyuM have ! nahIM to eDajasTamenTa AvuM hatuM paheluM, raziyA ne amerikA jevuM. tarata tyAM baTana dAbatAMnI sAthe saLage badhuM, haDahaDATa, A to kaMI mANasAI che? zene mATe Daro cho ? zene mATe jIvana hoya ? saMjogo ja evA che ke, have A zuM kare te ! saMjogo evA che pAchA ! ene A jItavAnI taiyArI kare che ne, te cAritrabaLa 'lUjha' thaI jAya. ame koI jAtanI taiyArI nA karIe. bAkI cAritrane vAparavuM, ene tame taiyArI kaho cho, paNa enAthI tamArAmAM je cAritrabaLa che e 'lUjha' thaI jAya che ane jo cAritrabaLa khalAsa thaI jaze to tyAM tArA dhaNI AgaLa tArI kiMmata ja nahIM rahe. eTale e bAIne sArI samaja paDI gaI. eTale mane kahe che ke 'have dAdAjI, huM koI dahADo ya hArIza nahIM. AvI gerenTI ApuM chuM.' ApaNI sAme koI prapaMca karatuM hoya ne emAM sAmuM taiyArI karIe ne to ApaNuM cAritrabaLa tUTI jAya. game eTalA prapaMca kare to potAnA prapaMcathI pote ja phasAya che. paNa jo tame che te taiyArI karavA jazo to tame ja enA prapaMcamAM phasAzo. amArA sAmuM to badhA bahu lokoe prapaMca karelA. paNa e prapaMcIo phasAyelA. kAraNa ke amane kazuM ya eka ghaDIvAra vicAra nA Ave. nahIM to taiyArI karavAnA vicAra Ave ne to ya ApaNuM cAritrabaLa tUTI jAya. zIlavAnapaNuM tUTI jAya. zIlavAna eTale zuM ? ke e gALo devA Avyo hoya ne te ahI Ave ne besI rahe. ApaNe kahIe ke kaMIka bolo. bolone, paNa enAthI akSare ya bolAya nahIM. e zIlano prabhAva ! eTale ApaNe taiyArI karIe ne to zIla

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tUTI jAya. eTale taiyArI nahIM karavAnI. jene je karavuM hoya te karo. badhe huM ja chuM, kahIe. (pa42) prapaMcanI sAmuM taiyArI karavA mATe ApaNe navA prapaMca ubhA karavA paDe ane pachI ApaNe slipa thaI jaIe ! ApaNI pAse e hathiyAra ja nathI ne ! have e hathiyAra ApaNI pAse nathI. enI pAse to e hathiyAra che to e bhale kare ne ! chatAM e 'vyavasthita' che ne, paNa to ya enuM hathiyAra ene vAge, evuM 'vyavasthita che !! ene samajaNa badhI mahIM phITa thaI gaI. dAdAjIe DroiMga karIne ApyuM. mane kahe che, "AvuM DroIga kahevA mAMgo cho ?" meM kahyuM, hA. evuM koIga." kahevuM paDe ! pachI choDIe enA bApAne, mAne vAta karI. te bApA DaoNkTarane, te darzana karavA AvyA. jo Ama to dAdAjIne kaMI vAra lAge che ? mazarUra AvavI joIe ahIM AgaLa. AvI gaI to oparezana thaI gayuM haDahaDATa. jo kAyama tyAM AgaLa 'dAdAjI, dAdAjI' roja saMbhAre che ne ! (549) badhA nikAla AvI jAya. amAro eka eka zabda che te badhA nikAla jaladI lAvanArA, e mokSe laI jAya TheTha. 'eDajasTa evarIvhera !! (550) ' (19) saMsAmAM sukha sadhAya sevAthI ! je mANasa mA-bApano doSa jue, emanAmAM koI dA'Do bhalIvAra ja nA Ave. paisAvALo thAya vakhate, paNa enI AdhyAtmika unnati kyAre paNa nA thAya. mA-bApano doSa jovAya nahIM. upakAra to bhUlAya ja zI rIte ? koIe cA pAI hoya to upakAra bhUlAya nahIM. ApaNe to mA-bApano upakAra to bhUlAya ja zI rIte ? tuM samajI gayo ? haM... eTale bahu upakAra mAnavo joIe. sevA bahu karavI. phAdhara-madharanI bahu sevA karavI joIe. e avaLuM bole to ApaNe ene zuM karavAnuM ? ignora karavAnuM e avaLuM bole to, kAraNa ke moTA che ne ? ke tAre avaLuM bolavuM joIe ? praznakartA : nA bolavuM joIe. paNa bolI javAya tenuM zuM? misTeka thaI jAya to zuM? dAdAzrI : hA, kema lapasI nahIM paDAtuM ? tyAM pAko rahuM chuM ane evuM lapasI paDayuM to te phAdhare ya samajI jaze ke A lapasI paDayo bicAro. A to jANI joIne tuM e karavA jauM, to 'tuM ahIM kema lapasI paDyo ?" te huM javAba mAMguM. kharuM-khoTuM ? eTale ejha phAra ejha posIbala ApaNane hovuM nA ghaTe ane tema chatAM ya tArAthI, tArI zakti bahAra thaI gayuM haze to to e badhAM samajI jaze, ke AvuM kare nahIM A. emane khuza rAkhavA. e tane khuza rAkhavA phare ke nahIM ? tane sukhI rAkhavAnI icchA kharI ke nahIM emane ? (563) praznakartA : hA. eTale dAdA ema thAya ke emane kacakaca karavAnI Teva ja paDI gaI che. dAdAzrI : hA, to ethI karIne e tArI bhUla che emAM, bhUla tArI che. eTale mA-bApane kema duHkha thayuM enuM pratikramaNa karavuM joIe. duHkha thavuM to nA joIe, have 'sukha ApavA AvI chuM" evuM manamAM hovuM joIe. 'mArI evI zI bhUla thaI' ke mA-bApane du:kha thayuM. (pa64) bApA kharAba lAgatA nathI ? e lAgaze tyAre zuM karIza ? eTale kharAba evuM duniyAmAM kazuM hotuM nathI, ApaNane bheguM thayuM e badhuM sArI cIja hoya che. kAraNa ke ApaNA prArabdhanuM che. mA maLI te ya sArI. game tevI kALI hoya, to ya ApaNI mA e sArI. kAraNa ke ApaNane prArabdhamAM maLI e sArI. evI bIjI badalI levAya ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : bajAramAM maLe nahIM mA bIjI, nahIM ? ane maLe to kAmanI ya nahIM. gorI gamatI hoya to ya ApaNane zuM kAmanI ? hamaNAM che e sArI. bIjAnI gorI joIne "ApaNe kharAba che" evuM nA bolavuM joIe. 'mArI mA. to bahu sarasa che' evuM kahevuM joIe.

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praznakartA : bhaI pUche che ke pappAnuM zuM mAnavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : pappAnuM ? e zemAM rAjI rahe evuM rAkhajene emane. rAjI rAkhatAM nA AvaDe ? e rAjI rahe evuM karaje. pa64) mA-bApa eTale mA-bApa. A duniyAmAM pahelAmAM pahelI sevA karavA jevuM sAdhana hoya to mA-bApa. sevA karIza emanI ? praznakartA : hA, cAlu ja che sevA. gharakAmamAM madada karuM chuM. (pa65) dAdAzrI : zuM karazo zAMtinuM ? lAvavI che ke nathI lAvavI ? praznakartA : lAvavI che. dAdAzrI : lAvI ApIe paNa mA-bApanI sevA karI che koI dahADo ? mA-bApanI sevA kare to zAMti nA jatI rahe. paNa Aja sAcA dilathI mAbApanI sevA nathI karatA. trIsa varSano thayo ne "guru"(patnI) AvyA. to kahe che, mane nave ghera laI jAva, guru joyelA tame ? pacIsa-trIsa varSe 'guru' maLI Ave ane 'guru" maLyA eTale badalAI jAya. guru kahe ke, bAne tame oLakhatA ja nathI. e eka phero nA gAMThe. pahelI vakhata to nA gAMThe paNa be-traNa vakhata kahe, to pachI pATo vALI le. bAkI mA-bApanI zuddha sevA kare ne, ene azAMti thAya nahIM evuM A jagata che. A kaMI jagata kADhI nAkhavA jevuM nathI. tyAre loka pUche ne, chokarAno ja doSa ne.... chokarA sevA nathI karatA mA-bApanI, emAM mA-bApano zo doSa ? meM kahyuM ke emaNe mA-bApanI sevA nahIM karelI, eTale emane prApta thatI nathI. eTale A vAraso ja khoTo che. have navesarathI vArasAnI jagyAe cAle to sarasa thAya. (566) vaDIlonI sevA karavAthI ApaNuM vijJAna khIle che. kaMI mUrtionI sevA thAya che ? mUrtionAM kaMI paga du:khe che ? sevA to vAlI, vaDIlo ke guru hoya temanI karavAnI hoya.. (pa67). mA-bApanI sevA karavI e dharma che. e to game tevo hisAba hoya paNa A sevA karavI e ApaNo dharma che. ane jeTalo ApaNo dharma pALIe eTaluM sukha ApaNane utpanna thAya. vaDIlonI sevA to thAya e thAya, joDe joDe sukha utpanna thAya. mA-bApane sukha ApIe to ApaNane sukha utpanna thAya. mAbApane sukhI kare e mANaso kAyama koI dahADo du:khI hotA ja nathI. eka bhAI mane eka moTA AzramamAM bhegA thayA. meM temane pUchyuM ke, 'ahIM kyAMthI tame ?" tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke, 'huM A AzramamAM chellA dasa varSathI rahuM chuM.' tyAre meM temane kahyuM ke 'tamArAM mA-bApa gAmamAM bahu ja garIbImAM chellI avasthAmAM duHkhI thAya che." tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke, "emAM huM zuM karuM ? huM emanuM karavA jAuM to mAro dharma karavAno rahI jAya.' Ane dharma kema kahevAya ? dharma to tenuM nAma ke mA-bApane bolAve, bhAIne bolAve. badhAne bolAve. vyavahAra Adarza hovo joIe. je vyavahAra potAnA dharmane tarachoDe, mA-bApanA saMbaMdhane paNa tarachoDe, tene dharma kema kahevAya ? (pa69) meM ya bAnI sevA karelI. vIsa varSanI uMmara hatI, eTale juvAnajodha uMmara hatI. eTale mAjInI sevA thaI. bApujIne khabhe caDhAvIne laI gayelA, eTalI sevA thayelI. pachI hisAba jaDayo, mUA AvA to keTalAya bApujI thayA. have zuM karIzuM ? tyAre kahe, je che emanI sevA kara. pachI gayA e gona. paNa atyAre huM emanI sevA karI hoya to, nA hoya to ciMtA nA karIza. badhA bahu thaI gayA. bhUlyA tyAMthI pharI gaNo. mA-bApanI sevA, e pratyakSa rokaDuM che. bhagavAna dekhAto nathI, A to dekhAya che. bhagavAna kyAM dekhAya che ? ane A mA-bApa to dekhAya che.. atyAre to vadhumAM vadhu duHkhI hoyane to eka to 65 varSanI umaranA mANaso bahu duHkhI che atyAre. paNa kone kahe e ? chokarAMo gAMThatA nathI. vAMdhA bahu paDI gayelA, jUno jamAno ne navo jamAno. Doso jUno jamAno choDato nathI. mAra khAya to ya nA choDe. praznakartA : dareka pAMsaThe enI e ja hAlata rahene ? dAdAzrI : hA. evI ne evI ja hAlata. AnI A ja hAlata. eTale kharI rIte karavA jevuM zuM che A jamAnAmAM ? ke koI jagyAe AvA vaDIla lokone mATe ja rahevAnuM sthAna rAkhyuM hoya ne to bahu sAruM. eTale ame vicAra karyo hato. meM kahyuM, evuM kaMIka karyuM hoya ne to paheluM A jJAna ApI devuM.

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pachI emane jamavA-karavAnI vyavasthA to ApaNe ahIM pablikane bIjI sAmAjI katAmAM soMpI daIe to cAle. paNa jJAna ApyuM hoya to darzana karyA kare to ya kAma to cAle. ne A "jJAna' ApyuM hoya to zAMti rahe bicArAne, nahIM to zA AdhAre zAMti rahe ? tamane kema lAge che ? (570) tamAre ghera chokarAMone kevA saMskAra paDe have ? tame tamArA phAdharamadharane namaskAra karo. ATalAM varSe, dhoLAM AvyAM to ya, to chokarAMnA manamAM vicAra nA Ave ke bApA to lAbha uThAve che, to huM kema na lAbha uThAvuM? to tamane page lAge ke nA lAge ? (573) praznakartA : AjanA chokarAo mA-bApane page lAgatAM nathI. saMkoca anubhave che. dAdAzrI : evuM che, mA-bApane page lAgatAM nathI. mA-bApanA dUSaNa joI le che chokarAMo. eTale page lAgavA jevAM nathI evuM emanA manamAM mAne che. eTale nathI lAgatAM. jo emanAmAM kaMIka enA potAnA AcAravicAro UMcA besTa lAge to haMmezAM page lAge ja. paNa AjanA mA-bApa to beu chokarAM UbhAM hoya ne mA-bApa laDatAM hoya, mA-bApa laDe ke nA laDe ? have e chokarAnA manamAM kaMI rahe emanA mATe je mAna hoya che ? (574) A duniyAmAM traNano mahAna upakAra che. e upakAra choDavAno ja nathI. phAdhara, madhara ane guruno ! ApaNane jemaNe raste caDhAvyA hoya, te A traNano upakAra bhUlAya evo nathI. (575) - jaya saccidAnaMda (saMparkasUtra) pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna tathA Aptaputra dIpakabhAI desAI aDAlaja : sImaMdhara sITI, trimaMdira saMkula, amadAvAda-kalola hAIve, aDAlaja, jI. gAMdhInagara-382421. phona : (079) 2397 4100 amadAvAda muMbaI dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, navagujarAta kolejanI pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, dAdAsAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se.re.), amadAvAda - 380014. muMbaI - 400014. phonaH (079)27540408, 27543979| phona : (022) 241376 16 E-Mail: info@dadabhagwan.org rAjakoTa : zrI atula mAladhArI, mAdhavaprema epArTamenTa, mAI maMdiranI sAme, 11, manahara ploTa, rAjakoTa. phona : (0281) 2468830, 2238924 surata : zrI viThThalabhAI paTela, 35, zAMtivana sosAyaTI, laMbe hanumAna roDa, paMcaratna TAvara pAchaLa, surata. phona : (0261) 2544964 godharA : zrI ghanazyAma varIyA, sI-11, AnaMdanagara sosAyaTI, sAyansa kolejanI pAchaLa, godharA. phona : 94260-14003 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 100, SW Redbud Lane, Topeka, Kansas 66606, U.S.A. Tel : 785-271-0869, E-mail: bamin@cox.net Dr. Shirish Patel, 2659, Raven Circle, Corona, CA 92882 Tel.: 951-734-4715, E-mail : shirishpatel@sbcglobal.net U.K. : Mr. Maganbhai Patel, 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield. Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH, U.K. Tel: 020-8245-1751 Mr. Ramesh Patel, 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow. Tel.:020-8204-0746, E-mail: dadabhagwan_uk@yahoo.com Canada : Mr. Bipin Purohit, 151, Trillium Road, Montreal, Quebec H9B 1T3. Tel. : 514-421-0522 Africa : Mr. Manu savla, PIsU & Co., Box No. 18219, Nairobi, Kenya. (R) 254-020- 3744943 (O) 254-2-554836 Website: (1) www.dadabhagwan.org (2) www.dadashri.org (3) www.ultimatespirituality.org