Guru Shishya

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008853/1

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dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita guru - ziSya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna | guru te jJAtImAM phera ATalo! A badhA guruono dhaMdho zuM hoya? kema karIne moTA thavuM, gurupaNuM vadhAravuM. laghu bhaNI nA jAya. vyavahAramAM gurupaNuM vadhatuM gayuM, nAma nIkaLyuM ke 'bhaI, Amane ekaso ATha ziSya che.' eTale nizcayamAM eTaluM laghu thayuM, laghutama thatuM jAya che. vyavahAramAM guru thavA mAMDyA e paDavAnI nizAnI che. | mArI jAtane AkhA jagatano ziSya mAnuM chuM ane laghutama svarUpa chuM. A sivAya mAruM bIjuM koI svarUpa nathI. ane 'dAdA bhagavAna' e bhagavAna che, aMdara pragaTa thayA che te! -dAdAzrI

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dAdA bhagavAna' kathita tattvajJAna tathA vyavahAra jJAta saMbaMdhI vANItAM graMtho 1) dAdA bhagavAnanuM AtmavijJAna : 'huM koNa chuM'nI oLakha mATe, AtmajJAna prApti mATenI tamAma pAyAnI taiyArIo karAvatI vANInuM saMkalana. (pRSTha - 66) 2) pratikramaNa : jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale thatAM doSomAMthI mukta thavAnuM ane AtmajJAnanA mArge pragati karavA sAdI, saraLa, sacoTa ne TUMkamAM ApeluM mArgadarzana. (pRSTha - 488) saMkSipta H (pRSTha-72) 3) tIjadoSa darzanathI.... tirdoSaH pArakAMnA doSo jovAthI karma baMdhana ne potAnAM ja doSo jovAthI mukti." A sidhdhAMta para potAnAM sthULatamathI mAMDIne sUkSmatama doSo kevAM hoya che, tenI suMdara chaNAvaTa atre agopita thAya che. (pRSTha - 128) 4) paisAno vyavahAra : agiyAramA prANanuM sthAna pAmelA paisAe kyAM ne kone kera vartAvyo nathI ? paisA pAchaLanI hAyavarALane hImanI jema ThArI nAkhatI vANI. (pRSTha - 418) saMkSipta H (pRSTha - 74). 5) pati-patnIno vyavahAra : kaLiyugamAM pati-patnInI khaTapITono anubhava paraNelAMone kaMI pUchavAno hoya ? enuM samAdhAna pAmI satyuganAM rAma-sItA jevuM jIvana jIvatA anekone karI detI vANI. (pRSTha - 514) saMkSipta : (pRSTha - 112). 6) mA-bApa chokarAMto vyavahAra : pazcimanI havA, TI.vI., muvInI gaherI asarothI vikRtine pAmelAM AjanAM bALako ane pAchalI saMskRtinAM mA-bApa vaccenuM aMtara ane temAMthI thatAM gharSaNomAMthI AbAda mukta thaI Adarza vyavahAra karatAM mUkI detI vANI. (pRSTha - 576) saMkSipta H (pRSTha - 90) 7) vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI : brahmAMDanA bhUgoLanuM jJAnIpuruSanI dIvyadraSTie avalokana, vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI ke je hAlamAM che, bIjI pRthvI para, mahAvideha kSetramAM sadehe vicarI rahyA che, temanI saMpUrNa mAhitI, parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnanA DAyarekTa anusaMdhAna dvArA je maLI che tenuM varNana. (pRSTha - 118) <) "Who Am I?" : "Who am I ?" is a burning question since the begining of our being in the universe ! Answer to it is here... (Page-128) 9) AptavANI zreNI - 1 thI 11 : AtmajJAna prAptinI bhUmikA taiyAra karAvIne TheTha kevaLajJAnanI zreNIo caDhAvatI tattvajJAnanI vANInuM caDhatA krame raju karatAM graMtho...... guhya jJAnane sAdI, saraLa ne taLapadI bhASAmAM praznotarI rUpe raju thAya che, je sAdhakonAM potAnAM ja prazno vAMcatA vAMcatA ukelAtA jAya che ne mokSamArganI zreNIo caDhAvatAM jAya che. mokSamArganA sAdhakone khUba ja saraLa ane saheluM thaI paDe tevI gAIDa. 10) mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI : mRtyu pahelAM, mRtyu samaye ne pachI AtmAnI zI sthiti, te mATenI zI jAgRti potAnI ne sagAMvahAlAMnI, tema ja zrAddha, saravaNI, vagerenI satyatAne khullI karatI gUDha vANI. (pRSTha - 184) 11) vANIto siddhAMta: vANI koNa bole che ? kaI rIte utpanna thAya che ?" teno vaijJAnika siddhAMta ke je kyAMya pragaTa thayo nathI, te A pustakamAM khullo thayo che. kaThora, kaDavI, mIThI vANInA svarUpo ane madhurI vANInI prApti Adi tamAma rahasyo A pustakamAM aMkita thayA 12) samajathI prApta brahmacarya : jyAM viSaya vikAranA sukhamAM loka gaLADUba racyA rahe che tevA kALamAM viSayanA doSo-jokhamonuM bhAna karAvatI ane saMpUrNa brahmacaryamAM rahevA mATenA mArgadarzananI suMdara samajaNa pADatI vANI. 13) karmanuM vijJAna : 'karma' zabdanuM vaijJAnika ekasaplenezana zuM che ? karmabaMdhana zuM che ? ne karmothI mukti kaI rIte thaI zake ? karmono bhogavaTo kone che ? vi. aneka praznonA uttara ApatI draSTAMto sAthenI sAdI saraLa taLapadI bhASAmAM samajaNa pADatI vANI.

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dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho pragaTyA "dAdA bhagavAna' 1958mAM ! jUna ogaNIso aThAvananI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM: 3 paranAM relvenAM bAMkaDA para beThelA aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame akrama svarUpe kaMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ! ane kudarate e samaye sarSe adhyAtmanuM addabhUta Azcarya! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM! jagata zuM che ? kevI rIte cAle che ? ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM ? mukti zuM? vi.vi. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA ! Ama kudarate, jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa pUrNa darzana dharyuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, carotaranAM bhAdaraNa gAmanA pATIdAra, koMTrAkTano dhaMdho karanAra, chatAM pUrNa vItarAga purUSa ! akramamArganI adbhuta kudaratanI bheTa ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta sidhdha thayelA jJAnaprayogathI ! ene ekrama mArga kahyo. akrama eTale krama vinAno ane krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAno ! akrama eTale liphaTa mArga ! zorTakaTa ! e jANavA mATe A avatAra che. e jANavAnI zuM methaDa ? huM koNa? mArU) zuM ? e vastu svarUpa che ne w saMyoga svarUpa che. Ie bhagavAna ne e mAyA. nAmane My name kahIe. Body ne My body. My mind. My speech, My ego, My intellect, My wife, My children, My money, My house kahevAya. paNa I am house kahevAya ? jagatamAM je je che e badhuM yay mAM jAya che. ImAM zuM Ave che ? bIjuM kaMI ja nahi. I ekalo ja che, Absolute che. e ApaNe pote ja chIe, rIyala chIe, paramenanTa chIe ne , badhuM pArakuM che, rileTIva che, TempararI che. riyalamAM ApaNe je chIe te jANavAnuM che. Ie AtmA che, y e saMsAranI vaLagaNo che. jagatakartAnI vAstavikatAo ! BALOld SRL 04-10? God is not creator of this world at all. Only scientific circumstancial evidences Bl. bhagavAna jo krIyeTara hoya, ane A duniyA e calAvato hoya to te kAyamano uparI Tharate. pachI mokSa jevI, karma jevI vastu ja nA hota. mokSa ane uparI be virodhAbhAsa vAta che. je duniyA calAve tene mAthe javAbadArI. pachI ApaNane karma jevuM rahe ja nahIM ne! jagata bhagavAne banAvyuM, to bhagavAnane koNe banAvyo? jagata anAdi-anaMta che. Eternal che. eno koI kartA nathI ke calAvanAra nathI. It happens, badhuM svayaMbhU 9. The world is the puzzle itself. God has not puzzled this world at all. God is in every creature whether visible or invisible, not in man made creation ! LALO1% 5414 nathI, jIvamAtranI mahIM rahelA che ! kartA, naimittika kartA ! A jagatamAM koI svataMtra kartA nathI. paNa naimittika kartA che. A jagatamAM koI jagyuM nathI ke jene saMDAsa javAnI paNa svataMtra zakti hoya ! e to aTake tyAre khabara paDe ke ApaNI zakti hatI ke nahi! bhalabhalA DaoNkaTarane ya enuM aTake tyAre bIjA DaoNkaTaranI madada levI paDe ke nahi? jyAM bIjAnI kiMcit mAtra helpa levI paDe che te vastu pote ja pUravAra kare che ke ApaNI svataMtra zakti kyAMya nathI. keTalAM badhAM saMyogo bhegAM thAya tyAre eka kArya bane che. koI eka saMyogathI koI kArya na bane ! sAdI cA banAvavI) dAdA bhagavAta koNa ? teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa'no phoDa pADatA kahetAM, A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nhoya. dAdA bhagavAna to caudaloknA nAtha che, e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. paNa tamArAmAM pragaTa nathI thayelA, tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne "ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM namaskAra karuM chuM." huM koNa chuM ? anaMta avatArathI 'pote' potAthI ja gupta rahelo che ! pote koNa che

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hoya to keTalI badhI cIjavastuonI jarUra paDe ? AmAM ApaNe keTalA kartA ? eka nAnI amastI dIvAsaLI nA hoya to ? tapeluM nA hoya to? sTava nA hoya to ? ApaNe svataMtra kartA hoIe to koI cIjanI jarUra vagara ja karI zakIe. paNa jagatamAM koI svataMtra kartA nathI. badhAM naimittika kartA che. jJAtInAM lakSaNo prakAzyAM bALapaNathI ja.. - pUjyazrIno janma 7 navembara 1907, vaDodarA pAsenA tarasALI gAmamAM. pitAzrI muLajIbhAI ane mAtA jhaverabo, patnI hIrAbA. bALapaNathI ja divya lakSaNo. mAtAe kaMThI bAMdhavAnI kahI to teozrIe nA pADI ! mAtAe kahyuM ke "kaMThI baMdhAvIza nahIM to nugaro (gurU vinAno) kahevAIza." pUjyazrIe kahyuM, 'mane je jJAna Ape, te mArA gurU kaMThI bAMdhavAthI thoDA gurU thaI jAya ?!" te temaNe vaiSNavanI kaMThI nA baMdhAvI te nA ja baMdhAvI. - skulamAM la.sA.a. (LCM) prathamavAra zikSake zIkhavyuM ke A badhI rakamomAM nAnAmAM nAnI avibhAjya tathA badhAmAM samAyelI hoya, te rakama khoLI kADho. e eno la.sA.a. kahevAze. pUjyazrIe tarata ja UbhA thaIne bolyA, 'mAstara, mAstara ! A vyAkhyA parathI to mane bhagavAna jaDI gayA ! badhAmAM samAyelA, nAnAmAM nAnA ne avibhAjaya to bhagavAna ja che ne ! terame varase eka saMte emane ArzivAda ApatAM kahyuM, 'jA baccA, bhagavAna tumako mokSameM le jAyegA.' tyAre emaNe kahyuM, 'bhagavAna mane mokSe laI jAya evo mokSa mATe nA joIe. bhagavAna mokSe laI jAya eTale mAthe e uparI Tharyo. uparI ane mokSa be virodhAbhAsa che !" meTrIkamAM jANI joIne nApAsa thayAM ! kema ? pitAzrI ne baMdhuzrI ne vAta karatA sAMbhaLI gayA ke meTrIka pAsa thAya eTale aMbAlAlane vilAyata mokalI sUbo banAvIzuM. eTale pote nakkI karyuM ke meTrIkamAM jANIjoIne nApAsa thavAnuM. kAraNake nokarI to jIMdagImAM karavI nathI ! mAthe bosa nA joIe. paraNatI vakhate mAthethI sApho khasyo ne vicAra Avyo, 'A lagnanuM enDa rIjhalTa zuM ? bemAMthI ekane to raDavAnuM ja ne !! paiNa cahyuM hoya evA mohanA prasaMge utkRSTa vairAgyano kevo adbhUta vicAra ! bAbA-bebI jamyA pachI .. vIsame varase bAbo jabhyo. mitrone hoTalamAM pArTI ApI. be varasa pachI pAchI hoTalamAM pArTI ApI. badhAe pUchayuM, "zenI pArTI ?" pUjyazrIe kahyuM, 'mahemAna AvyA te gayA !! pAchI bebI janmI te vakhate paNa pArTI ApI. cha mahinA pachI bIjI pArTI ApI. zenI ? mahemAna AvyAM, te gayAM !' adhyAtma tarapha vaLyuM jIvana ! bAvIsame varSe zrImad rAjacaMdranuM pustaka vAMcavAmAM AvyuM. tyArathI AtmAnI khoja cAlu thaI, te pUrI thaI 1958mAM. hajArone tyArabAda jJAna ApI mokSanA dvAre pahoMcADyA ! jIvana sAduM, saraLa, koIpaNa jAtanAM bAhya ADaMbara rahita. koInA gurU thayA nahIM. laghuttama padamAM ja sadA rahyA. koI vADo nahi, saMpradAya nahi. kevaLa AtmadharmanI ja prApti karAvAno abhUtapUrva sidhdhAMta ! 1988mAM sthULa dehavilaya. sUkSyadehe vizvamAM vyApI jagata kalyANanuM avirata kArya vadhu vege vadhAvI rahyA che ! paisAtA vyavahArato dAdAzrIto sidhdhAMta 'vepAramAM dharma ghaTe, dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe e sidhdhAMtathI teo AkhuM jIvana jIvI gayAM. jIvanamAM kyAre ya emaNe koInI pAsethI paiso lIdho nathI. urdu dhaMdhAnI vadhArAnI kamANIthI bhaktone jAtrA karAvatA ! AtmajJAna prAtinI vartamAne pratyakSa lIMka parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. teozrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amInane svarUpajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. teozrInA dehavilaya bAda Aje paNa pU. DaoN. nIrubena amIna gAmegAma dezavideza pharIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvI rahyA che, jeno lAbha hajAro mokSArthI laIne dhanyatA anubhave che. - jaya saccidAnaMda.

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parama guru kone kahevAya ? - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna eka divasa dAdAzrI nIrune kahe che, "nIrubahena, tame eka ziSya rAkho ne !' nIrUe kahyuM, 'dAdA, Apa Aje AvuM kema kaho cho ? Apa to kAyama amane badhAne kahetA AvyA cho ke huM AkhA jagatanA jIva mAtrano ziSya thayo tyAre mane A jJAna pragaTa thayuM che ! to Aje mane Apa guru thavAnuM kema kaho cho ?" tyAre dAdAzrIe hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, 'paNa eka ziSya rAkho ne ! eka ziSya rAkhavAmAM tamane zuM vAMdho che ?" tyAre nIrue kahyuM, 'nA dAdA, mane ja ApanA caraNomAM, sevAmAM rahevA do ne ! A ziSyane kyAM huM vIMDhALuM ? mane e poSAya ema ja nathI." tyAre dAdAzrI bolyA, 'paNa mArI vAta to samajo !' 'dAdA, AmAM zuM samajavAnuM ? guru to mArAthI thavAtuM haze ?" tyAre pharIthI dAdAzrI bolyA, 'paNa huM zuM kahevA mAMguM chuM te to samajo ! ema karo ne, A nIrubahenane ja tamArA ziSya banAvI do ne !' ohoho ! dAdA ! tame to kamAla karI dIdhI ! 'sahajAtmasvarUpa parama guru'no yathArtha phoDa anubhavyo ! "huM" guru padamAM ane nIru ziSya ! pachI dAdAzrIe vizeSa phoDa pADyo, "juo nIrubahena, eka guru enA ziSyanuM keTaluM badhuM dhyAna rAkhe. kema karIne mAro ziSya AgaLa Ave enuM satata dhyAna rAkhe. ema tamAre have A nIrubahenanuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM. tame to 'zuddhAtmA" thaI gayA, paNa have A nIrubahenane UMcA nahIM lAvavAnA ?!" e dinathI dAdAzrIe mAro ane nIruno guruziSyano vyavahAra cAlu karAvI dIdho ! tyAre jJAnInI gahanatAno yathArtha khyAla Avyo ke jJAnInI draSTi guruziSya mATenI kaI hade hoya che ! kyAM laukika guru karavAnI vAta ne kyAM potAnAM ja AtmAne gurupade sthApavAnI vAta ! ane kharA guru are ene ja parama guru kahevAya ! bIjA badhA bahAranA guru to kalAka be kalAka upadeza ApIne jatA rahe. e emanA ghera ne ApaNe ApaNA ghera ! pachI ApaNe kaMI emane gAMThIe evA chIe ?! emaNe kahyA pramANe cAlIe evA chIe ?! A to potAno ja pragaTa thayelo AtmA potAno parama guru ! je covIse ya kalAka hAja2. ne hAjara e jarAya mokSamArgathI ADAavaLA casakavA nA de eTalo to emano jApto hoya ! AvA parama guru sthapAya to ja mokSa thAya, tyAM sudhI phAMphAM to mAravA ja rahyA ! guruziSyanI carama bhedarekhA te Ane kahevAya !!! trimaMtra

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saMpAdakIya - DaoN. nIrubahena amIta laukika jagatamAM bApa-beTo, mA-dIkaro ke dIkarI, pati-patnI vi. saMbaMdho hoya che. temAM guru-ziSya paNa eka nAjuka saMbaMdha che. je gurune samarpaNa thayA bAda AkhI jiMdagI tene ja vaphAdAra rahI, parama vinaya sudhI pahoMcI, guru AjJA pramANe sAdhanA karI siddhi prApta karavAnI rahe che. tyAM sAcA gurunA lakSaNo temaja sAcA ziSyanA lakSaNo kevA hoya tenI suMdara chaNAvaTa atre rajU thAya che. jagatamAM vividha vividha mAnyatAo guru mATe pravarte che ane tyAre AvA kALamAM yathArtha guru karavA mATe loka muMjhAI jAya che. atre evI muMjhavaNonI praznakartA dvArA "jJAnI puruSa'ne pRcchA thaI che ane samAdhAnI phoDa rUpI uttaronI prApti thaI che. ane ziSyapadanI sukSma jAgRti sudhInI tamAma samajaNa tathA gurunA kevA vyavahArathI potAnuM ane ziSyanuM hita thAya ane ziSya potAnA hita mATe kaI draSTipUrvaka guru pAse rahevuM joIe, tema ja ziSya gurupada kayAM sthApana karavuM joIe ke jethI ene jJAna prApti thaI pariName ane gurumAM kyA kayA roga na hovA joIe, jethI evA guru enA ziSyanuM hita karavAne samartha thAya, ekalavya jevI guru bhakti kaLikALamAM kyAMthI jaDe ? tema ja 'jJAnI puruSa' guru karyA che ke nahIM, emaNe ziSyo banAvyA che ke nahIM, pote kayA padamAM varte che, vi. vi. tamAma praznonA saMpUrNa samAdhAna vartAvanArA pratyuttaro saMpUjya dAdAzrInA zrImukhethI vahelI vANI dvArA maLe che ! sAmAnya samajamAM guru, sadguru ane jJAnI puruSa traNevane ekamekamAM bheLavI devAmAM Ave che. jyAre atre A traNe vacceno ekkekTa phoDa paDe che. adhyAtmanI vATa bhomiyA viNa zIdane kapAya ? e bhomiyA eTale ke gAIDa eTale ja mokSa mArgasTa nettAraM bherAre sarva karmANAma jJAtAram sarva tatvAnAm tamma zrI sadguru nama: ATalAmAM mokSa mArganA netA, guru kevA hovA joIe ? te samajAya. guru ane ziSya banne kalyANanA mArge prayANa karI zake te arthe tamAma draSTikoNothI guru-ziSyanA anyonya saMbaMdhanI samajaNa, laghutama chatAM abheda evA gajabanA padamAM vartatA "jJAnI puruSa'nI vANI dvArA prakAzamAna thaI, te atre saMkalita thaI che, je mokSamArge cAlatA pathikane mArgadarzaka (guru) thaI paDaze. - jaya saccidAnaMda 'jJAnI puruSa' eTale jagatanA vyavahAra svarupanI temaja vAstavika vijJAna svarUpanI onjharveTarI ! evA 'jJAnI puruSa'nA zrImukhe - guru pada eTale zuM ? gurunI adhyAtmamAM jarUra kharI ? jarUra hoya to keTalI ? gurunAM lakSaNo zAM zAM hovAM joIe ? gurutama ke laghutama ? gurukillI sAthe che ? lobha lAlacamAM ke mohamAM guru phasAyelA che ? lakSmI viSaya ke ziSyonI bhIkha hajI che emanAmAM ? gurunI pasaMdagI kaI rIte thAya ? guru kone karavA ? keTalA karavA ? eka karyA pachI bIjA karAya? guru nAlAyaka nIkaLyA to zuM karavuM ? Ama gurupadanA jokhamothI mAMDIne, ziSyapada eTale zuM? ziSya kevA hovA joIe ?

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guru - ziSya guru eTale gAIDa praznakartA : huM ghaNI jagyAe pharyo ane badhe meM prazna karyA ke guru eTale zuM ? paNa mane kaMI saMtoSakAraka javAba nathI maLyo. dAdAzrI : ApaNe ahIMthI sTezane javuM hoya to raste cAlatA cAlatA gUMcAI jaIe ane rasto jaDe nahIM. rastAmAM bhUlA paDyA hoya to koIne pUchavAnI jarUra kharI ? konI jarUra paDe ? praznakartA : jANakAranI. dAdAzrI : e jANakAra eTale guru ! jyAM sudhI rasto nA jANato hoya tyAM sudhI rastAmAM koIne pUchavAnI jarUra paDe, koI nAnA chokarAne paNa pUchavuM paDe. jene jene pUchavuM paDe e guru kahevAya. guru hoya to ja rasto jaDe che. A AMkho nA hoya to zuM thAya ?! guru e bIjI AMkha che ! guru eTale ApaNane AgaLanI sUjha pADe. gurutI garaja kone ? praznakartA : ApanuM evuM kahevuM che ke guru jarUrI che ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, je rasto pote bhUlyo, ne te rasto potAne khabara nA paDe. sTezanano rasto nA jANatA hoya tyAM sudhI muzkelI paDe. paNa rastAno jANakAra joDe maLI gayo to ApaNe tarata sTezana para pahoMcI jaIe ne ? guru-ziSya praznakartA : hA, barobara. dAdAzrI : eTale jANakAranI jarUra che. rasto batADanAra ema nathI kahetA ke tame amane rasto pUcho ! ApaNI garaje pUchIe chIe ne ?! konI garaje pUchIe chIe ? praznakartA : ApaNI garaje. dAdAzrI : nahIM to pUchyA vagara cAlo ne, pUcho nahIM ne ema ne ema cAlajo ne, koI anubhava karI jo ne ! e anubhava zIkhavADaze tamane ke guru karavAnI jarUra che. mAre zIkhavADavuM nahIM paDe. ke eTale rasto che, paNa ene dekhADanAra nathI ne ! dekhADanAra hoya to kAma ThaMDe ne ! guru eTale ko'ka dekhADanAra bhomiyo joIe ke nahIM ? je guru che, enA ApaNe pholoarsa kahevAIe. e AgaLa cAle ne ApaNane AgaLano rasto dekhADatA jAya, ene bhomiyA kahevAya. eka mANasa suratanA sTezana upara javA mATe A bAju pharI gayo. ahIMthI A raste nIkaLyo ne pelo roDa Avyo ke tarata A dizAne badale A bIjI dizAmAM jato rahe, pachI e surata khoLavA jAya to jaDe ke ? phara phara kare to ya nA jaDe. rAta paDe, dahADo paDe to ya nA jaDe ! evo A gUMcavADo che. bhUlAvAmAM bhomiyo bheru ! praznakartA : koI guruo sAco rasto batADatA nathI. dAdAzrI : paNa e guruo ja rasto jANatA nathI tyAM zuM thAya te ?! bhomiyo ja koI maLyo nathI. bhomiyo maLyo hota to A upAdhi ja nA hota. bhomiyo maLyo hota to ahIM ApaNane sTezana hau dekhADe ke 'A sTezana, have tuM A gADImAM besa.' badhuM dekhADIne pUruM karI Ape. A to e ya bhUlo paDelo ne ApaNe ya bhUlA paDelA, eTale bhaTaka bhaTaka karyA kare che. mATe sAco bhomiyo khoLI kADho, to e sTezana dekhADe. nahIM to

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guru-ziSya guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : rastAmAM TheTha sudhI gurunI jarUra paDaze. gurune emanA gurunI jarUra paDe. ane ApaNane A skUlamAM mAstaronI kyAre jarUra hoya ? ApaNe bhaNavuM hoya to ne ? ane bhaNavuM nA hoya to ?! eTale ApaNane bIjo kazo lAbha joIto nA hoya to guru karavAnI jarUra ja nathI. jo lAbha joIto hoya to guru karavA. eTale e kaMI pharajiyAta nathI. A badhuM tamAre marajiyAta che. tamAre bhaNavuM hoya to mAstara karo. tamAre AdhyAtmika jANavuM hoya to guru karavA joIe ane nA jANavuM hoya to kazuM nahIM. kaMI kAyado nathI ke Ama ja karo. - ahIM AgaLa sTezana para javuM hoya to tyAM ya guru joIe, to dharma mATe guru nA joIe ? eTale guru to ApaNane dareka zreNImAM joIe aDasaTTe aDasaTTe rajhaLAva rajhaLAva kare. A eka AMdhaLo bIjA AMdhaLAne laI jAya, to e kyAM laI jAya ? ane sAco bhomiyo to tarata batADe. e UdhArIyuM nA hoya, e to rokaDuM ja hoya badhuM. eTale bhomiyo maLyo nathI. mATe bhomiyo khoLo. praznakartA : paNa bhomiyo e uparI kharo ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : bhomiyo uparI kharo, paNa kyAM sudhI ? ApaNane mULa sthAne laI jAya tyAM sudhI. eTale mAthe uparI joIe ja, dekhADanAro joIe, bhomiyo joIe, gAIDa joIe ja haMmezAM. jyAM juo tyAM gAIDa joIze. gAIDa vagara koI kAma thaze nahIM. ApaNe ahIMthI dilhI gayA hoya ane gAIDane khoLIe, to e koNa kahevAya ? guru ! e guru ja kahevAya. paisA ApIe eTale gAIDa thaI jAya. guru eTale je ApaNane mArga dekhADe, gAIDa tarIke. praznakartA : eTale mArgadarzananI jarUra to paDe ja ! dAdAzrI : hA, mArgadarzana Ape e guru kahevAya. e rasto dekhADanAra koI paNa hoya, e guru kahevAya. | sarva zreNI guru avalaMbita ! praznakartA: guru rasto batAvI de e raste cAlavAnuM. pachI gurunI jarUra ke gurune choDI devAnA ? dAdAzrI : nA, jarUra TheTha sudhI. praznakartA : pachI zuM jarUra ? dAdAzrI : A gADImAM breka hatI eTale athaDAyA nahIM, eTale A breka kADhI nAkhavAnI ? praznakartA : e rasto batADI de pachI ApaNe pakaDI rAkhavAnI zI jarUra ? guru vitA "jJAta' nahIM ! eTale koI paNa jJAna guru vagara prApta thAya evuM che ja nahIM. sAMsArIka jJAna paNa guru vagara nahIM thAya ane AdhyAtmika jJAna paNa guru vagara thAya evuM nathI. guru vagara jJAnanI AzA rAkhIe e badhI khoTI vAta che. praznakartA : eka bhAI kahe che ke "jJAna levAnuM nA hoya, jJAna devAnuM ya nA hoya, jJAna thAya.' to e samajAvo. - dAdAzrI : A mUchata lokonI zodhakhoLa che. mUchata loko hoya ne, tenI A zodhakhoLa che ke "jJAna levAnuM nA hoya, devAnuM nA hoya, jJAna ApoApa thAya.' paNa te mUcha kyAreya paNa jAya nahIM. kAraNa ke nAnapaNamAM je bhaNyo te ya jJAna leto leto Avyo che, mAstare tane ApyuM ane te lIdhuM. vaLI pAchuM te bIjAne ApyuM. letIdetInAM svabhAvavALuM jagata che. mAstare tamane jJAna nahIM ApeluM ? ane tame bIjAne ApeluM, te letIdetIno svabhAva che. praznakartA: paNa potAne jJAna ApoApa thAya ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : ApoApa to ko'kane ja jJAna thAya paNa te apavAda

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guru-ziSya guru-ziSya rUpe hoya ane A bhavamAM guru nA maLyA hoya paNa pUrva bhave to guru maLelA ja hoya. bAkI badhuM nimittanA AdhIna che. amArA jevA koka nimitta maLI Ave, to tamAruM kAma thaI jAya. tyAM sudhI tamAre Devalapa thayA karavAnuM. ane pachI 'jJAnI puruSa'nuM nimitta maLe to e nimittane AdhIna badhuM pragaTa thaI jAya. praznakartA : eTale mANasa svayaM kadI paNa prApta na karI zake ! dAdAzrI : svayaM kazuM prApta nA thAya. A duniyAmAM koIne thayeluM ya nahIM. jo anubhUti ApaNe jAte karavAnI che, to pachI skUlonI jarUra ja nathI ne ?! kolejonI jarUra ja nathI ne ?! svayaMbuddhe ya sApekSa ! praznakartA : A tIrthakaro to svayaMbuddha kahevAya che ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, tIrthaMkaro badhA svayaMbhuddha hoya. paNa AgalA avatAromAM gurunA thakI emane tIrthakara gotra baMdhAyeluM hoya che. eTale svayaMbuddha to e apekSAe kahevAya che ke A avatAramAM emane guru nA maLyA eTale svayaMbuddha kahevAyA. e sApekSa vastu che. ane Aje je svayaMbuddha thayelA, e badhA AgalA avatAramAM pUchI pUchIne AvelA. eTale badhuM pUchI pUchIne ja jagata cAlyA kare che. ApoApa ko'kane ja, svayaMbuddhane thAya che te apavAda che. bAkI guru vagara to jJAna ja nathI. praznakartA : ema kahevAya che ke RSabhadeva bhagavAne potAnAM baMdhano pote ja toDyAM. eTale emane bIjA koInI jarUra rahI nahIM ne ? dAdAzrI : paNa emaNe madada lIdhelI, bahu pahelAM lIdhelI. emaNe be-traNa avatAra pahelAM gurunI madada lIdhelI. madada lIdhA vagara koI chUTelo nahIM. AmAM ya nimitta to hoya ja. A to RSabhadevanA bhavamAM evuM dekhAyuM lokone ke emanI meLe jAte ja baMdhana toDyAM, paNa pote potAthI na bane, kyAreya paNa koIthI banyuM nathI ne banaze nahIM. eTale nimitta joIze ja haMmezAM. praznakartA : mahAvIra svAmInA koNa guruo hatA ? dAdAzrI : mahAvIra svAmInA badhA bahu guruo thayelA. paNa te chellA eka-be avatAramAM nahIM thayelA. ema ne ema te kaMI lADavA khAvAnA khela che ? tIrthaMkaranA chellA avatAramAM emane gurunI jarUra nahIM. kyAM sudhI guru jarUrI ? praznakartA : ekalavyane guru na hovA chatAM eNe siddhi prApta karelI, e zuM zakya nathI ? dAdAzrI : ekalavyane je siddhi thaI e ekasepzanala, apavAda che. e kAyamano niyama nathI. dareka niyamane apavAda hoI zake. be-pAMca TakA Ame ya thAya. paNa tethI karIne evuM ApaNe mAnI na laIe ke Aja niyama che. A bhavamAM guru nA hoya to pUrva bhave guru maLelA ja hoya ! praznakartA : ekalavyane droNagurue nhoto bhaNAvyo ne e gurunI mUrti pAsethI zIkhyo ! dAdAzrI : e to badhuM AgalA bhavamAM zIkhelA. atyAre to A mUrti e nimitta hoya. guru to dareka avatAramAM joIe ja. praznakartA : to pachI evuM kahI zakAya ke 'AgalA bhavanA mArA guru haze e ja karaze mAruM.' to A bhave guru karavAnI jarUra kharI ? dAdAzrI : paNa A bhavamAM e guru nA ya maLe, ne jarUrI ya nA hoya ane pachI bIjA avatAramAM ya e pharI maLI Ave. paNa evuM che ne, haju to rasto AgaLa keTalo ya cAlavAno rahyo, haju to guru keTalAMya joIze. jyAM sudhI mokSa nA thAya tyAM sudhI guru joIze. yathArtha samakita thayA pachI guru nahIM joIe. A poluM nathI, guru vagara to cAle ja nahIM. guru bina jarUrI, e vAta khoTI ! praznakartA : keTalAMka saMto evuM kahe che ke guru banAvavAnI jarUra nathI.

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guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : 'gurunI jarUra nathI' evuM kahenArA emanI potAnI vAta kare che. loko e vAtane 'eksepTa' nahIM kare. AkhI duniyA gurune 'ekasepTa kare che. kharAba guru hoya e to vakhate bane. paNa 'guru" zabda ja kADhI nAkhavo e to cAle ja nahIM ne ! praznakartA : ghaNA loko guru nathI banAvatA. dAdAzrI : guru banAvatA nathI evuM hotuM ja nathI. A lokoe upadeza ApavA mAMDyo ke 'guru karazo nahIM.' tyArathI ja AvuM hindustAnamAM thaI gayuM che. nahIM to hindustAna deza to pahelethI ja gurune mAnya kare ke game te eka guru paNa karaje. UMdhuM zIkhavyuM, te ya guru ! praznakartA : guru hoya agara nA hoya, e bemAM phera zuM paDe ?! dAdAzrI : guru nA hoya to raste cAlatA cAlatA sAta rastA AvyA to tame kaye raste jAva ? praznakartA : e to mana kabUla karatuM hoya e rasto pakaDIe. dAdAzrI : nA, mana to bhaTakavAnuM khoLI kADhIne kabUla kare. e kaMI rasto nA kahevAya. eTale pUchavuM paDe, guru karavA paDe. guru karIne pUchavuM paDe ke kaye raste mAre javuM ! eTale guru vagara to A duniyAmAM eka, ATaluM ya, ahIMthI tyAM sudhI ya nA cAle. skUlamAM mAstara rAkhavA paDyA hatA ke hotA rAkhavA paDyA ? praznakartA: hA. dAdAzrI : jayAM jAva tyAM mAstara joIe ja. kyAM AgaLa mAstaranI jarUra nA paDI e mane kaho ? pachI kolejamAM prophesara joIe ke nA joIe ? praznakartA : joIe. guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : eTale manuSya tarIke janmyo tyArathI ja ene mAthA para guru joIze. skUlamAM gayo to ya guru joIze, kolejamAM gayo to ya guru joIze. temAM guru pAchA jAtajAtanA. meTrikamAM bhaNatA hoya tene meTrikano guru joIe, pharsTa sTAnDarDavALo guru pAcho kAma nA lAge. eTale guru paNa judA judA hoya. darekane eka ja jAtanA guru nA hoya. 'kayAM bhaNe che" te upara AdhAra rAkhe che. pachI pustaka vAMco cho, tyAre pustaka e tamArA guru hoya ? pustaka e guru hoya tyAre ja vAMce ne ? kaMIka zIkhavADatuM hoya, kaMI lAbha karatuM hoya tyAre ja vAMce ne ?! praznakartA: hA, barobara ! dAdAzrI : pustako pAse zIkho cho, e pustakonAM AdhAre tamane lAbha thayo. koI pustake ApaNane mArgadarzana ApyuM, to e guru kahevAya. eTale pustake ya tamAro guru che. mAstara pAse, pustaka pAse, mANaso pAse tame zIkho cho, ene guru ja kahevAya. eTale AkhuM ya jagata guru ja che ne ! praznakartA : AjanuM manovijJAna kahe che ke vyaktie bahArano AdhAra choDI potAnA AdhAra para AvavuM joIe. bahArano AdhAra e pachI game te ho, paNa jijJAsu teno AdhAra pakaDI pAMgaLo bane che. dAdAzrI : bahArano AdhAra laIne pAMgaLo bane che, evuM nA thavuM joIe. bahArano AdhAra choDIne potAnA AdhAra para ja rahevAnuM che. paNa potAno AdhAra nA thAya tyAM sudhI bahArano naimittika AdhAra levAno che. naimittika ! koI pustaka nimitta svarUpe thaI paDe che ke nathI thaI paDatuM ? badhuM nimittarUpa nathI thaI paDatuM? eTale A AjanuM manovijJAna je kahetuM hoya AdhAra choDavAnuM, te amuka pramANamAM eno AdhAra choDI devAno. paNa amuka pramANamAM AdhAra levo paDe, pustakano levo paDe, bIjo AdhAra levo paDe, trIjo AdhAra levo paDe. eka sAheba kahe che ke "guru nA joIe.' kahyuM, 'kone guru nhotA te

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guru-ziSya ? te mane kaho. mAe je saMskAra ApyA te guru kharI ne ? 'Ama karaje bAbA haM, joje, Ama joje.' e guru nahIM tyAre bIjuM koNa ?' praznakartA : barobara che. dAdAzrI : eTale madhara prathama guru thAya ke 'bAbA, A caDDI paherI le, Ama che, tema che.' tyAre e paNa pelAe zIkhavuM paDe. bA zIkhavADe. cAlatAM zIkhavADe, bIjuM zIkhavADe. kayAM avatAramAM nathI cAlyo ? anaMta avatAramAM cAlyo che, paNa pharI A enuM e ja zIkhavAnuM. gharamAM vAIpha nA hoya ne ekalA hoIe to kaDhI banAvavI hoya to ya ko'kane to pUchavuM paDe ke mahIM zuM zuM nAkhavAnuM ! jene jene pUchyuM e guru kahevAya badhAM. eTale gurunI to jyAM ne tyAM Dagale ne pagale jarUra ja hoya. guru to darekamAM joIe ja. atyAre A korTamAM kAma paDe to A vakIlane ja guru kare to ja tamAruM kAma cAle ne ?! eTale jemAM ne temAM, jyAM jaIe tyAM gurunI jarUra. vAta vAtamAM gurunI jarUra ! praznakartA : eTale TheTha sudhI javuM hoya to ya guru joIe. dAdAzrI : jyAM javuM hoya tyAM guru joIe. ApaNe ahIMthI gADI laIne jatAM hoIe ane 'hAIve' nA raste javuM hoya to koIne pUchIe tyAre e laI jAya, nahIM to UMdhe raste jAya. eTale saMsAranI bAbatamAM ya guru joIe ane nizcayanI bAbatamAM ya guru joIe. eTale A 'guru zuM che, zene kahevAya' e samajavAnI jarUra che. jyAMthI zIkhyA, te ya guru ! praznakartA : to dharmanI bAbatamAM guru eka ja karavo ke badhe ja guru karavA ? dAdAzrI : evuM che, ke ziSyabhAva badhe ya rAkhavo. kharI rIte AkhA jagatane guru karavA joIe. jhADa pAse paNa jANavAnuM maLe. A AMbAne ApaNe zuM karIe chIe ? kerI khAvAne mATe ene jhUDIe chIe to ya e phaLa Ape che, mAra khAIne paNa phaLa Ape che ! eTalo emano guNa 10 guru-ziSya jo ApaNAmAM AvI jAya to keTaluM sarasa kAma thAya ! e ya jIva ja che ne ! e kaMI ochuM lAkaDuM che ?! praznakartA H dattAtraye amuka prANIone potAnA guru banAvelA, e kayA arthamAM ? dAdAzrI : e to dattAtraya ekalA ja nahIM, badhA ya loko banAve che. ekeeka mANasa prANIone guru banAve che. paNa A loko prANIone guru kahe nahIM ane dattAtraye prANIone guru kahyAM ! prANIne ko'ka mAre ne, eTale e nAsI jAya. evuM loko ya zIkhelA ke ApaNane mAre eTale nAsI javuM. e prANI pAsethI zIkhelA che. ane e prANIo ekalA pAse guru kahIne nikAla nA thAya, AkhA jagatanA jIvamAtrane guru kare to ja chUTakAro che. AkhA jagatanA tamAma jIvone guru kare, jenI pAsethI je kaMI jANavAnuM maLe te svIkAra kare, to mukti che. badhA jIvamAtramAM bhagavAna rahelA che, eTale tyAM badhethI ApaNe kaMIka saMpAdana karIe to mukti che. tamane gurunI bAbatamAM samajaNa paDIne ? praznakartA : barobara che. dAdAzrI : tamArA anubhava e paNa tamArA guru che. jeTalo anubhava thayo e tamane upadeza Apaze. ane jo anubhava upadezanuM kAraNa na thatuM hoya to te anubhava nathI. mATe A badhA guru ja che. are, eka mANasa laMgaDAto hato ane bIjo eka enI mazkarI karIne hasyo. pachI thoDI vAra pachI e mane bhego thayo. e mane kahe che ke Aje to huM A mazkarI karIne hasyo. paNa eTale huM jAgRta thaI gayo ke are, A tuM AtmA jue che ke zuM jue che ?! mane A jJAna Avyu, to kharo cetI gayo. eTale dareka vastu upadeza Ape che. haMmezAM dareka anubhava upadeza ApIne ja jAya. eka phero sArI rIte beThA hoya ane gajavuM kapAyuM hoya

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guru-ziSya eTale pachI e upadeza ApaNI pAse rahI ja jAya. A kUtarAmAMthI ya jANavAnuM maLe to jANI levuM. eTale A kUtarA paNa guru kahevAya. A kUtaruM che, te doDha kalAkathI besI rahyuM hoya. paNa jo khAvAnuM ATaluM badhuM nAkhIe, to ya e khavAya eTaluM ja khAya ne bIjuM badhuM rahevA daIne cAlyuM jAya. e kaMI parigraha bAMdhatuM jAya nahIM, ke 'lAva, huM Ama karuM.' emanI pAsethI ya ApaNane zIkhavAnuM maLe. eTale dareka vastu pAsethI ApaNane zIkhavAnuM maLatuM hoya, te badhAne ApaNe guru mAnIe. kUtarAne kaMI guru thavuM nathI. ene jo ApaNe guru mAnIe to eno upadeza ApaNane pariNAma pAme. kharI rIte ja A che ! A Thokara paNa guru kahevAya. guru sivAya to mANasa AgaLa vadhe ja kevI rIte te ?! ApaNane raste cAlatAM Thokara vAge to Thokarane ya ema thAya ke 'tuM nIce joIne cAlato hoya to zuM khoTuM ?" eTale dareka guru, jyAM ne tyAM badhAM mane guru lAgelA. e to jyAMthI lAbha thayo hoya tene guru mAnavo. ThokarathI jo lAbha thayo to ApaNe Thokarane guru mAnIe. e eTale meM to AvI rIte lAbha prApta karelA che badhA. bAkI, guru upara cIDha nA joIe. guru uparanI cIDhathI to Aje jJAna aTakyAM che badhAM !! guru-virodhI pUrvagrahathI grahAyelA ! eTale guru karyA vagara cAle evuM nathI. 'guru vagara cAle evuM che" kahenAra virodhAbhAsamAM che. A duniyAmAM koI dahADo ya guru karyA vagara kazuM cAle evuM nathI, pachI e Tekanikala ho ke game te bAbata ho. 'gurunI jarUra nathI' e vAkya lakhavA jevuM nathI. eTale lokoe mane pUchayuM, 'A keTalAMka AvuM kema kahe che ?" meM kahyuM, jANI-joIne nathI kahetA, doSapUrvaka nathI kahetA. potAne je guru pratyenI cIDha che, te gayA avatAranI cIDha Aje jAhera kare che. praznakartA : gurunI cIDha kema caDhI haze ? dAdAzrI : A je je loko ema kahe che ke 'gurunI jarUra nathI" guru-ziSya e zenA jevI vAta che ? eka phero nAnapaNamAM huM dUdhapAka khAto hato ne, te UlaTI thaI gaI. have UlaTI bIjA kAraNothI thaI, dUdhapAkanA kAraNathI nahIM. paNa mane dUdhapAka upara cIDha caDhI gaI, pharI dUdhapAka dekhuM ne gabharAmaNa thaI jAya. eTale pachI dUdhapAka mAre ghera kare tyAre bAne kahyuM ke, "mAre A gaLyuM khAvAnuM nahIM phAve, to tame zuM Apazo ?" tyAre bA kahe che, "bhaI, bAjarInuM moLiyuM che. bIjuM tuM ghI-goLa khauM to ApuM." tyAre meM kahyuM ke, "nA, mAre ghI-goLa nA joIe.' to madha Ape tyAre ja huM khAuM, paNa dUdhapAkane to aDuM ja nahIM. pachI bAe mane samajAvyo ke, "bhaI, sAsarImAM jaIza tyAre kaheze ke zuM enI mAe dUdhapAka nathI khavaDAvyo koI dahADo ? tyAM tane dUdhapAka mUkaze ne tuM nahIM khAya to kharAba dekhAya. mATe thoDuM thoDuM khAvAnuM zaru kara." Ama tema mane paTAva paTAva karyo. paNa kazuM dahADo vaLe nahIM. e cIDha pesI gaI e pesI gaI. evI A cIDha pesI gaI. praznakartA : paNa guru pratye kema cIDha pesI gaI ? dAdAzrI : e to gayA avatAre guruo joDe bhAMjagaDa paDelI, te Aje enI cIDha caDhe che. dareka jAtanI cIDho pesI jAya che ne ! keTalAMkane to guru pratye nahIM, bhagavAna para cIDha hoya che. te evI rIte A gurunI nA pADe che, jema pelI UlaTI bIjA kAraNone laIne thaI ne dUdhapAka para cIDha pesI gaI, evuM. bAkI, 'guru vagara cAle" evuM kahenArA AkhI duniyAnA virodhI che. kAraNa ke potAnI bhUla bIjA upara nAkhavA phare che. tamane kema lAge che vAta ?! praznakartA : barobara che. dAdAzrI : koI guru joDe athaDAmaNa AvI gaI hoya te pachI manamAM nakkI thaI jAya ke guru karavA jevA nathI. have pote guruthI dAjhayA hoya to pote guru nA kare, paNa potAno anubhava bIjA upara nA mUkAya. koI guru joDe mane kaDavo anubhava thayo hoya tethI mAre kahevuM nA joIe ke badhAe guru nA karavA. potAno pUrvagraha potAnI pAse rahevA devo

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guru-ziSya 13 joIe. lokone A vAta nA kahevI joIe. lokone upadeza nA ApI zakAya ke Ama na karAya. kAraNa ke AkhI duniyAne guru vagara to cAle ja nahIM. kayAM rahIne nIkaLavAnuM e ya pUchavuM paDe ke nA pUchavuM paDe ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : A duniyAmAM koI mANasa evo nathI nIkaLyo ke je guruno virodhI hoya. 'guru nahIM joIe' e zabda koI paNa mANasathI bolAya ja nahIM. eTale guru joIe nahIM, e badhI virodhAbhAsI vAta kahevAya. koI evuM kahe ke 'gurunI jarUra nathI' to e eka draSTi che, eno draSTirAga che. eTale vastu ATalI samajavAnI jarUra che ke A jagatamAM gurunI to jarUra che. guru para cIDha caDhAvavAnI jarUra nathI. guru zabdathI loko eTalA badhA bhaDakI gayA che ! have emAM mukhya tattvane ane ene vAMdho zuM ?! gurutI jarUra to TheTha sudhI ! A to 'gurunI jarUra nathI' kahIne emano 'vyu poInTa' mUkyo che. bIjuM kazuM nahIM. koIka anubhava evo thayelo che ke badhe phara phara karyA pachI, ema karatAM karatAM karatAM karatAM potAne mahIMthI ja samAdhAna maLavA mAMDayuM, e zreNImAM AvyA ! eTale pachI manamAM ema lAgyuM ke guru karavo e boja nakAmo che. praznakartA : 'gurunI jarUra nathI' kahe che e amuka sTejamAM pahoMcyA pachI guru kAmamAM nathI AvatA. pachI to tamArA potA upara AdhAra che. dAdAzrI : e to kabIre ya badhuM kahyuM ke : 'kabIra hadakA guru hai, behadakA guru nahIM !' eTale jAya che. guru to TheTha sudhI joIze. behada AvatAM to tela nIkaLI praznakartA : sAMsArika kAmomAM gurunI jarUra che, vyavahArika jJAnamAM 14 guru-ziSya gurunI jarUra che. paNa potAnI jAtane jema che tema jovA mATe gurunI jarUra nathI. evuM thayuM ne ? dAdAzrI : saMsAramAM ya guru joIe ane mokSamArgamAM ya guru joIe. e to ko'ka ja mANasa bole ke 'gurunI jarUra nathI.' guru vagara to cAle ja nahIM. guru eTale to ajavALuM kahevAya. TheTha sudhI guru joIze. zrImad rAjacaMdre kahyuM ke bAramA guMThANA sudhI gurunI jarUra paDaze. bAramA guNasthAnaka, bhagavAna thatAM sudhI gurunI jarUra paDaze. praznakartA : guruono virodha karavAno mAro prazna nathI. huM to e samajavA mAguM chuM. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa gurunI khAsa jarUra che A duniyAmAM. mAre ya haju guru che ne ! huM AkhA jagatano ziSya thaIne beThelo chuM. to mAro guru koNa ? loko ! eTale gurunI to TheTha sudhI jarUra. je vAta satya hoya, e satya kahevAmAM vAMdho zo che ! 'jJAnI puruSa' to, khoTuM hoya to tarata ene khoTuM kahe. e pachI rAjAnuM hoya ke game tenuM ! tamAre nA mAnavuM hoya to ya mane vAMdho nathI. paNa huM nA cAlavA dauM. huM to AkhA varlDane phekTa kahevA Avyo chuM. kAraNa ke atyAra sudhI polapola cAlyuM, te A dazA thaI hindustAnanI. juo to kharA ! amAre poluM nA bolAya. have jagata zuM khoLe che ? poluM bolIne ya paNa ThaMDaka rAkho, poluM bolIne ya paNa ahIM Dakho nA thAya to sAruM. paNa amArAthI eka zabda ya nA bolAya evo. nahIM to amane to e ya AvaDatuM hatuM paNa nA bolAya. amArAthI to che ene che' kahevuM paDe ne 'nathI ene nathI' kahevuM paDe. nathI ene che kahevAya nahIM ne che ene nathI kahevAya nahIM. guru pote ja kahe che ke 'guru karazo nahIM.' to tame koNa A jagyAe ?! evI rIte A bAju kaheze "nimittanI jarUra nathI.' tyAre tame koNa atyAre ?!

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guru-ziSya 15 16 guru-ziSya timita ja mahA upakArI ! praznakartA: hA, upAdAna hoya to oTomeTika nimitta maLI jAya, e vAta phelAyelI che. dAdAzrI : upAdAna to ApaNe tyAM ghaNAM mANasone eTaluM badhuM UMcuM che, paNa emane nimitta nahIM maLavAthI bhaTaka bhaTaka kare che. eTale e vAkya ja bhUlavALuM che, ke 'upAdAna thaze to nimitta enI meLe AvI maLaze.' A vAkya e bhayaMkara jokhamadArIvALuM vAkya che. paNa jJAnanI virAdhanA karavI hoya to AvuM vAkya bole ! praznakartA : nimitta ane upAdAna vize jarA cokhavaTa samajAvo. jo upAdAna taiyAra hoya to nimitta enI meLe maLI jAya. ane nimitta jo maLyA kare paNa upAdAna ja taiyAra nA hoya to pachI nimitta zuM kare ?!. dAdAzrI : e badhI vAto lakhelI che ne, e vAto karekTa nathI. karekTamAM eka ja vastu che ke nimittanI jarUra che ane upAdAnanI jarUra kharI, paNa upAdAna ochuM hoya paNa nimitta maLe ene, to upAdAna UMcuM thaI jAya. nimitta che. have A badhA pustako, derAsaro nA hoya to A upAdAnanuM zuM thAya ? eTale nimitta hoya to ja kAma thAya, nahIM to kAma thAya nahIM. covIsa tIrthaMkaroe e ja kahe kahe karyuM che ke 'nimittane bhajo. upAdAna ochuM haze to, nimitta maLaze to upAdAna enuM jAgRta thaI jaze." chatAM upAdAnanuM to eTalA mATe kahevA mAge che ke jo tane nimitta maLyA pachI paNa upAdAna tuM ajAgRta rAkhIza, jo tuM upAdAna jAgRta nahIM rAkhe ne tuM jhokuM khAIza, to tAruM kAma nahIM thAya ane tane maLeluM nimitta nakAmuM jaze. to kALajI rAkhaje. evuM kahevA mAge che. upAdAna eTale zuM ? ke ghI mUkavuM, diveTo mUkavI, badhuM taiyAra rAkhe AkhuM. evuM taiyAra to anaMta avatArathI A lokoe rAkheluM che. paNa phakta dIvo peTAvanAro nathI maLyo. ghI-diveTo badhuM taiyAra che paNa peTAvanAra joIe ! eTale mokSe laI janArA nimittanAM zAstro nathI maLyAM, mokSe laI janArA nimitta evAM jJAnI puruSa nathI maLyA, e badhA sAdhano bhegAM thatAM nathI. e nimitta jene kahevAmAM Ave che, tenA vagara to bhaTaka bhaTaka kare che. loka nimittane evI rIte samajyA che ke "upAdAna haze to nimitta tane te ghaDIe maLI Avaze." paNa maLI AvavuM eno artha evo nathI thato. bhAvanA hovI ja joIe. bhAvanA vagara to nimitte ya bheguM nA thAya. A to vAtano durupayoga thayo che badho. nimitta evuM bole che ke nimittanI jarUra nathI ! pote nimitta hovA chatAM AvuM bole che. praznakartA : hA, evuM zrImad rAjacaMdra paNa kahe che. dAdAzrI : zrImad rAjacaMdra ekalA nahIM, tIrthaMkaroe paNa e ja kahyuM che ke nimitta vagara kazuM kAma thaze nahIM. eTale 'upAdAna haze to nimitta AvI maLaze.' nimittanI jarUra nathI" e tIrthakaronI vAta hoya ke zrImad rAjacaMdranI vAta hoya. evI vAta je bole tenI jokhamadArI che. emAM bIjA koInI jokhamadArI nathI. nimitta ja upakArI che. A skulo kADhI nAkhavAmAM Ave to ? evuM samaje ke 'chokarA haze, upAdAna haze, e vakhate nimitta AvI maLaze." mATe skUlo badhuM kADhI nAkhavAmAM Ave to ? praznakartA : e to nA cAle. paNa A to vyavahAranI vAta thaI AkhI. dAdAzrI : nA, vyavahAramAM ya e vAta ne AmAM ya evI ja vAta ne ! AmAM ya nimittanI pahelI jarUra ! ahIM skUlo kADhI nAkhavAmAM Ave, copaDIo kADhI nAkhavAmAM Ave, to kazuM koI mANasa bhaNe nahIM, gaNe nahIM. nimitta hoya to ApaNuM kAma AgaLa cAle, nahIM to kAma cAle nahIM. te nimittamAM zuM zuM che ? pustako nimitta che, maMdiro nimitta che, derAsara nimitta che, jJAnI puruSa

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guru-ziSya kRpALudeve eka ja kahyuM ke 'bIjuM kAMI zodha mA. eka mAtra satpuruSane zodhIne tenAM caraNakamaLamAM sarva bhAva arpaNa karI daI varto jA. pachI jo mokSa nA maLe to mArI pAsethI leje.' nahIM to ema ja lakhata ke tuM tArI meLe ghera sUI raheje to nimitta tane maLI Avaze ane upAdAna jAgRta kara kara karyA karaje. e vAta kharI, paNa nizcayamAM ! praznakartA : bIjI eka evI paNa mAnyatA che ke 'nimittanI AvazyakatA to svIkArya che ja. paNa nimitta kAMI karI zakatuM nathI ne !' 17 dAdAzrI : nimitta kaMI nathI karI zakatuM evuM jo kadI hoya ne, to pachI kazuM khoLavAnuM ja nA rahyuM ne ?! pustaka vAMcavAnI jarUra zI rahI ?! derAsara javAnI jarUra ja kayAM rahI ?! koI akkalavALA kahe ne, ke 'sAheba, tyAre ahIM zuM karavA beThA cho ?! tamAruM amane zuM kAma che ? pustako zuM karavA chapAvyAM che ? A maMdira zenAM sAru bAMdhyuM che ? kAraNa ke nimitta kaMI karI zakatuM ja nathI ne !' evuM kahenAra koI nIkaLe ke nA nIkaLe ?! AMdhaLo mANasa evuM kahe ke 'huM mArI AMkho banAvIza ane huM joIza tyAre kharo.' te ApaNe hasIe ke nA hasIe ? evI A badhI vAto kare che. skUlamAM eka prophesara che. emane chokarAonI jarUra kharI, paNa chokarAone prophesaranI jarUra nathI (!) zuM eka navo 'menIyA' cAlyo che ! je nimitta kahevAya, jJAnI puruSa ke guru, e badhAM nimitta kahevAya, tene UDADI mUke che !! 'jJAnI puruSa' nimitta che ane tamAruM upAdAna che. upAdAna game eTaluM taiyAra haze, paNa 'jJAnI puruSa'nA nimitta sivAya kArya nahIM thAya. kAraNa ke A eka ja kArya evuM che AdhyAtmika vidyA ke nimitta sivAya pragaTa thAya nahIM. jo ke nimitta sivAya pragaTa nahIM thAya ema kahevAno mAro bhAvArtha che. paNa te nAInTI nAIna parasenTa ema ja che. paNa eka Tako emAM ya chUTa hoya che. nimitta vagere ya pragaTa thaI jAya. paNa e kaMI kAyadAmAM nA gaNAya, e kAyadAmAM levAya nahIM. kAyadAmAM to nimittathI ja pragaTa thAya. apavAda e vastu judI che. niyamamAM haMmezAM 18 guru-ziSya apavAda hovo ja joIe, enuM nAma niyama kahevAya ! tyAre AmAM loko kyAM sudhI laI gayA che ke 'vastu badhI judI che, eka vastu bIjI vastune kazuM kAma karI zakatI nathI.' tenI joDe A joInTa karyuM che. eTale pelAne ema ja lAge che ke bIjuM koI koInuM karI zakatuM nathI. che. praznakartA : e loko ema ja kahe che ke koI koInuM karI zake nahIM. dAdAzrI : have e vAkya eTaluM badhuM bhayaMkara gunegArIvALuM vAkya praznakartA : zAstramAM je ema kahyuM che ke koI koInuM karI zake nahIM, te zuM che ? dAdAzrI : e to vAta judI che. zAstra juduM kahevA mAge che ne loka samajyA juduM ! copaDavAnI davA pI jAya ane marI jAya, emAM koI zuM kare ? emAM DaoNkTarano zo doSa ? koI koInuM karI zake nahIM evuM hoya, to to vakIlo kAma ja nA lAge ne ?! A DaoNkTaro kAma ja nA lAge ne ?! bairI kAma lAge nahIM ne ?! A to badhA ya ekabIjAne kAma lAge che. praznakartA : koI koInuM karI zake nahIM, e je vAta lakhI che e kayA saMdarbhamAM lakhI che ? dAdAzrI : e to nizcayamAM kahelI che, e vAta vyavahAramAM nathI. vyavahAramAM levAdevA che ja badhAnI joDe ane nizcayamAM koI koInuM kazuM karI zakatuM nathI. eka tattva bIjA tattvane kazI helpa karatuM nathI, e paNa nizcayanI vAta che. paNa vyavahArathI badhuM ja thAya che. A to avaLAM vAkya samaja pADIne A pablikane bahu nukasAna thayeluM che. praznakartA : eTale e vastu ja samajavA mAguM chuM. dAdAzrI : e to koI tattva koIne helpa kazI karatuM nathI, nukasAna

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guru-ziSya karI zakatuM nathI, koI tattva bheLuM thatuM nathI, evuM kahevA mAge che. tene badale e vAta loko vyavahAramAM kheMcI lAvyA. bAkI, vyavahAramAM to vahu vagara nA cAle, vahune dhaNI vagara nA cAle. vyavahAra badho parAzrita che, nizcaya parAzrita nathI. nizcaya svAzrita che. have vyavahAramAM pelo nizcaya lAve to zI dazA thAya ?! 19 'khoTA'tuM jJAta jarUrI ! Apane samajAya che A vAta ? mArI vAta kharI nathI karAvavI. A tamane kharI lAge to svIkArajo. huM koI vAta kharI karAvavA mAMgato ja nathI. Apane ThIka lAge to svIkAro ne nA svIkAro to e ya mane vAMdho nathI. mAre to koI paNa saMjogomAM satya bolavuM joIe. nahIM to AvuM badhuM ja A lokoe calAvI dIdhuM che ne ! praznakartA : paNa A to emano vyu poInTa che ne ? dAdAzrI : e barobara che. paNa A satya jo huM opana nahIM karuM to loka to A satyane DhAMkavA phare che ane A satya koI hiMmatabhera bolI zakato nathI. 'A khoTuM che' evuM lAgyuM ke nA lAgyuM ? praznakartA : hA, dAdA. dAdAzrI : khoTAnuM jJAna thavuM joIe. eka bhAIe mane kahyuM ke, 'A khoTuM che' evuM mane jJAna thaI gayuM. mAre to ATaluM ja joItuM hatuM. kAraNa ke A to adabada rahe, zaMkA rahe ke A ye thoDuM sAcuM che ne A ye thoDuM sAcuM che. tyAM sudhI to AmAM kaMI svAda nahIM kADho. 'A khoTuM che' evuM jJAnathI lAgavuM joIe, tyAra pachI sAruM cAle ! evuM che ne, A koI bole nahIM ne badhA ya calAvye rAkhe. mArA jevA 'jJAnI puruSa' cokhkhuM bolI zake ane jema che tema amArAthI bolAya. che 'timitta', chatAM 'sarvasva' ja ! pUcho badhuM, badhuM pUchAya. dareka prazno pUchAya. pharI A saMjoga bAjhaze nahIM. mATe badhuM pUcho. prazno sArA che ane A badhuM bahAra paDe tema loko 20 guru-ziSya jANe ne ! ame TheTha sudhInI vAta karIzuM. tame pUcho eTale ame javAba ApIe. praznakartA : ema paNa kahevAya che ke jJAna guruthI paNa na thAya ne guru vagara paNa na thAya. e samajAvo. dAdAzrI : vAta to kharI che ne ! jo kadI guru ema kahe ke 'mAre lIdhe thayuM' to khoTI vAta che ane pelo kahe ke 'guru vagara thayuM' to e ya khoTI vAta che. ame zuM kahyuM che ? ke A tamAruM ja tamane ApIe chIe. amAruM kazuM ApatAM ja nathI. praznakartA : AmAM Apa nimitta to kharAM ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, nimitta to kharuM ne ! ame to pote ja tamane kahIe chIe ne, ke ame to nimitta chIe. khAlI nimitta ! paNa tame nimitta mAno to tamane nuksAna thaze. kAraNa ke upakArI bhAva jato rahe. jeTalo upakArI bhAva eTaluM pariNAma vadhAre pAme. upakArI bhAvane bhakti kahI che. praznakartA : Apane nimitta mAnIe to upakArI bhAva jato rahe, e nA samajAyuM. dAdAzrI : ame to tamane kahIe chIe ke ame nimitta chIe. paNa jo tame nimitta mAno to tamane lAbha nA maLe. tame upakAra mAno to pariNAma pAme. e niyama che A duniyAnAM. paNa A nimitta evAM che ke mokSe laI janArA nimitta che. mATe mahAna mahAna upakAra mAnajo. tyAM arpaNa karavAnuM kahyuM che. upakAra mAnavAnuM ekaluM nahIM, paNa AkhuM mana-vacana-kAyA arpaNa karajo. sarvasva arpaNa karatAM vAra nA lAge evo bhAva Avavo joIe. vItarAgoe paNa kaheluM ke jJAnI puruSa to ema bole ke 'huM to nimitta chuM.' paNa mumukSue pote 'e nimitta che' evuM nA mAnavuM. mumukSue nimitta bhAva dekhADavo nA joIe koI dahADo ke "oho, tame to nimitta cho. emAM tame zuM karavAnA cho ?!' 'e ja amArA sarvasva che' evuM bolavuM. nahIM to A vyavahAra cUkyA kahevAya. tamAre to 'e ja mokSe

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guru-ziSya guru-ziSya laI janArA che" ema kahevuM. ane jJAnI puruSa ema kahe ke 'huM nimitta chuM.' Ama beuno vyavahAra kahevAya che. eTale vastusthitimAM A ATalo sahelo mArga che, samabhAvI che, kazuM upAdhirUpa nathI ane pAchAM mArga batAvanArA ane kRpA karanArA pote zuM kahe che ? ke 'huM nimitta chuM." jo mAthe pAghaDI paheratA nathI, nahIM ?! nahIM to keTalo moTo pAghaDo ghAlIne pharyA kare ?! eTale ame ApanAre ya nathI, nimitta chIe. DaoNkTarane tyAM jaIe tyAre to roga kaMIka maTe ane suthArane tyAM jaIe to roga maTe ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : eTale jenAM jenAM nimitta che tyAM jaIe tyAre ApaNuM kAma thAya. eTale krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha dUra karavA hoya, A badhuM ajJAna dUra karavuM hoya to jJAnI pAse javuM paDe. sat sAdhata, samAyA "jJAnI'mAM ! tethI kahyuM ke sasAdhana joIe. sasAdhana eTale zuM ? sahUdeva, sadharma ne sadguru ! kharekhara to zAstra ya sasAdhana nathI, mUrti e ya sasAdhana nathI. jJAnI puruSa ekalA ja sasAdhana che. emAM badhuM AvI gayuM. sadeva, sadaguru ne sadharma e traNeya bheguM thAya, enuM nAma jJAnI puruSa ! jyAre vidhi karIe tyAre e sadeva, bole tyAre sadguru ane sAMbhaLIe tyAre sadharma, traNeya enuM e ja ! eka ja ArAdhavAnuM, bIjI bhAMjagaDa ja nahIM. nahIM to traNa ArAdhavA paDe. ane A to ekamAM ja badhuM AvI gayuM. praznakartA : jainIjhamamAM gurubhAva jevuM to kaMI che ja nahIM. dAdAzrI : nA, tame kaho cho evuM nathI. bAkI deva, guru ne dharma upara to enuM sthApana ja che. sadeva, sadguru ane sastudharma enA para eno badho AdhAra che. bhagavAna mahAvIre, covIsa tIrthaMkaroe zuM kahyuM? ke guru vagara to A duniyAmAM cAle nahIM. mATe sadeva, sadguru ane sadharma A traNa sAthe haze to mokSa thaze. evuM sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM che thoDuM ?! sadharma eTale bhagavAnanAM kahelA zAstro-Agamo e satudharma ! sadharma to che, bhagavAnanAM kahelAM zAstro che paNa guru vagara samajaNa koNa pADe ?! ne sadguru to, ApaNA ahIM badhA sadguruo hoya che, te paNa atyAre sadguruo rahyA nathI. kAraNa ke emane AtmajJAna nathI eTale ! bAkI, sadguru to joIe ja. tamAre tyAM e vahoravA Ave ne tamAre khAvAnuM ApavAnuM. enA badalAmAM tamAre tyAM bhaNavA javAnuM. AvuM bhagavAne goThaveluM che. dareka mANasane, eMsI varSanAM mANasane ya sadguru joIe. ne sadeva eTale zuM ? ke vItarAga bhagavAna. have e hAjara nA hoya to emanI mUrti rAkhe. paNa sadguru to hAjara joIe. emanI mUrti cAle nahIM. matathI mAteluM to cAle ! praznakartA : guru karavA joIe e vAta sAcI. paNa ApaNe manathI koIne guru mAnI laIe to cAle ? dAdAzrI : kazuM cAle nahIM. ene sAmo kahenAra joIe ke te A bhUla karI che ane jo manathI mAnI lo, to evuM che ne, A bairIne manathI mAnI lo ne ! eka chokarIne joI ane pachI mAnI lo ne, ke huM paiNI gayo chuM ! ne pachI nA paiNe to cAle ?! praznakartA : dAkhalA tarIke koI guru paradezamAM jaIne kAyama mATe vasI gayA hoya ane ahIM AvavAnA ja nA hoya ne mAre emane guru mAnavA hoya to huM emano phoTo rAkhIne guru tarIke nA mAnI zakuM ? dAdAzrI : nA. emAM dahADo vaLe nahIM. guru to rasto batADe e guru. phoTo rasto nA batADe, mATe e guru kAmanA nahIM. ApaNe mAMdA thaIe to DaoNkTarano phoTo mUkIe ane enuM dhyAna karyA karIe to roga maTI jAya ?! ApatA' guru koNa ? praznakartA : Apane jJAna pragaTa thayuM to Ape koIne guru karelA ?! dAdAzrI : koI jIvatA guru to maLyA nathI. kharA guru kone

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guru-ziSya kahevAya ? jIvatA maLe to. nahIM to citrapaTa to A badhAM che ja ne ! kRSNa bhagavAna jIvatA maLe to kAmanA. nahIM to citrapaTa to lokoe veceluM ne ApaNe maDhAveluM ! amane A bhavamAM DIsAIDeDa guru nathI thayA, ke A ja guru che. bAkI je pratyakSa hoya ne e pratyakSanuM dhAraNa kare ane cha mahinAbAra mahinA e bemAM guru-ziSyano saMbaMdha baMdhAyo hoya, ene guru kahevAya. amAre evo kaMI saMbaMdha baMdhAyo nathI, pratyakSa koI maLyA nathI. 23 kRpALudeva upara bhAva vadhAre hato. paNa e pratyakSa nahotA eTale guru tarIke svIkAra nA karuM. huM guru tarIke svIkAra kone kahuM ? ke pratyakSa mane kahe, pratyakSa Adeza Ape, upadeza Ape ene huM guru kahuM. kRpALudeva jo eka pAMca ja miniTa maLyA hota mane, to emane meM mArA gurupade sthApana karI dIdhA hota, evuM samajAyeluM mane ! meM gurupade koIneya sthApana karyA nhotA. bIjA saMtonAM darzana karyA hatA. paNa te gurupade to mAruM aMtara Thare to huM guru karuM, nahIM to guru karuM nahIM. saMto sAcA hatA, e vAta cokkasa. paNa ApaNuM dIla TharavuM joIe ne ! upakAra, pUrvetA guruoto ! have, mAre A bhavamAM guru nathI, eno artha evo nathI ke guru kyAreya nahotA. praznakartA : to gayA bhavamAM tamAre guru hatA ? dAdAzrI : guru vagara to mANasa AgaLa Ave ja nahIM. dareka guru, guru vagara to AgaLa AvyA ja nathI hotA. mAruM kahevAnuM ke guru vagara to koI hato ja nahIM. praznakartA : gayA avatAre koNa hatA ApanA guru ? dAdAzrI : e bahu sArA guru haze. paNa atyAre zuM khabara paDe ApaNane ! praznakartA : zrImad rAjacaMdrane paNa guru to hatA ja ne ? guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : emane A bhavamAM guru maLyA nathI. emaNe eTaluM lakhyuM che ke jo amane sadguru maLyA hota to emanI pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlyA jAta ! paNa emanuM jJAna sAcuM che. emane chellI dazAmAM je jJAna utpanna thayuM, te AtmajJAna utpanna thayuM. praznakartA : Apane paNa je jJAna thayuM e guru vagara ja thayuM ne ?! dAdAzrI : e pAchalo hisAba badho kaMIka laIne AvelA. pAchaLa guruo maLelA, jJAnIo maLelA, temAMthI sAmAna laIne AvelA ane kazAMka vAMke aTakI gayuM hoya. eTale A avatAramAM guru nA thayA, paNa gayA avatAranA guru to haze ne ?! gayA avatAramAM guru bhegA thayA haze ne A avatAramAM jJAna pragaTa thaI gayuM ! 24 paNa mane A bhavamAM khAtarI nahotI ke AvuM moTuM jJAna utpanna thaze. chatAM e suratanA sTezane ekadama bhabhUkayuM. tyAre mane khAtarI thaI ke A to ajAyaba vijJAna che ! A lokonuM kaMI puNya jAgyuM haze. nimitta to koIne banAvavo paDe ne ?! have lokoe jANyuM ke Amane jJAna ema ne ema pragaTa thayuM. paNa nA, AgalA avatAramAM guru karelA, tenuM phaLa AvyuM che A. eTale guru vagara to kazuM vaLe evuM nathI. guru paraMparA cAlu ja rahevAnI. mahattA ja jIvaMta gurutI ! praznakartA : guru hayAta nA hoya to paNa potAnA ziSyane mArgadarzana Ape ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : pratyakSa hoya to ja kAmanA. parokSa to kAmanA ja nahIM. sadehe hAjara nA hoya evA parokSa guru kazuM ya helpa kare nahIM. chatAM parokSa kaI rIte helpa kare ? je guru ApaNane bhegA thayA hoya ne daza-paMdara varSa ApaNane lAbha Apyo hoya, ApaNe emanI sevA karI hoya ne daza-paMdara varSa ekatA thaI hoya, ne pachI opha thaI gayA hoya to kaMIka lAbha kare. bAkI kazoya lAbha kare nahIM, mAthAphoDa kare to ya ! praznakartA : to je guru ApaNe joyA nA hoya, te kazuM helpa kare

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guru-ziSya ja nahIM ? 25 dAdAzrI : e be AnI helpa kare. ekAgratAnuM phaLa maLe ane te ya bhautika phaLa maLe. enAM karatAM atyAre 'cAra AnI ochA' vALA hoya te sArA. praznakartA : je gurue samAdhi lIdhI hoya, te guru ApaNane pachI madada kare ? dAdAzrI : je gurue samAdhi lIdhI hoya, te gurunAM jIvatAM ja emanI joDe ApaNo saMbaMdha thayelo hoya, emano prema jItelo hoya, emanI kRpA meLavelI hoya, to e guru kALa karI jAya pachI emanI samAdhi hoya to ya kAma thAya ne ! eka phero oLakhANa thavI joIe. jeNe joyA nA hoya tene kAma nA thAya, pachI enI pAchaLa samAdhi para mAthAM phoDo to ya emAM kazuM vaLe nahIM. A to mahAvIranA phoTA ya kazuM kAma kare nahIM ne kRSNa bhagavAnanA phoTA ya kazuM kAma kare nahIM. pratyakSa hoya to ja kAma kare. keTalAMya avatArathI kRSNa bhagavAnane bhaje che, loka mahAvIrane bhaje che. lokoe kaMI ochuM karyuM che ?! bhajI bhajIne thAkI gayAM. roja derAsara gayA to ya paNa jo dharmadhyAna baMdhAtuM nathI ! pAchuM AmAM ya mudata hoya che. A davAonI ya mudata nAkhelI hoya che, te tame jANo cho ne ?! eksapAyarI DeTa ! evuM AmAM paNa hoya che. paNa loko to je gayA emanAM ja nAma samajyA vagara gA gA ja karyA kare. praznakartA : jIvaMta gurunI ATalI badhI apekSA kema rahetI haze ? dAdAzrI : jIvaMta guru nA hoya to kazuM thAya nahIM, kaMI vaLe nahIM. phakta enAthI bhautika lAbha thAya. kAraNa ke eTalo TAIma sArA kAmamAM rahyo. e badala lAbha thAya. guru ahIM jAte hoya to ja e tamArA doSa kADhI Ape, tamArA doSa dekhADe. potAnI badhI bhUlo potAne dekhAya, tyAra pachI ene guru nA joIe. amArI bhUlo amane dekhAtI hoya eTale amAre ekalAne ja gurunI jarUra nA paDe, AkhI duniyAmAM. bAkI badhAne guru guru-ziSya joIe. ane je gayA tenI pAchaLa tame gAyA ja karo ne, kazuM vaLe nahIM. praznakartA : eTale guru tarIke mUrti ke phoTo hoya to ya nA cAle ! dAdAzrI : kazuM ya cAle nahIM. e citrapaTa sahI kare nahIM. Aje A indirA gAMdhIno phoTo laIne ApaNe besIe to sahI thAya kharI ? eTale Aje je jIvatA che e ja joIe. eTale Aja indirA kazuM helpa nahIM kare ke javAhara kazuM helpa nahIM kare. atyAre to hAjara je che, te helpa karaze. bIjA koI helpa nahIM kare. hAjara haze enI sahI cAlaze. AkhI sahI nahIM hoya ane khAlI inizyalsa haze to ya cAlaze. ane indirAnI AkhI sahI haze to ya nahIM cAle. 26 mUrti, e ya parokSa bhakti ! praznakartA : eka saMta kahe che ke A je jaDa vastuo che, mUrti-phoTA, enuM avalaMbana levAnuM nA hoya. tamArI najara sAme jIvatA dekhAya, tenuM avalaMbana lo. dAdAzrI : e to kharuM kahe che A ke jo jIvato guru sAro maLe to ApaNane saMtoSa thAya. paNa gurunuM ThekANuM nA paDe tyAM sudhI mUrtinAM darzana karavAM. mUrti e pagathiyuM che, choDazo nahIM. jyAM sudhI amUrta prApta nA thAya tyAM sudhI mUrti choDazo nahIM. mUrti haMmezAM mUrtane Apaze. mUrti amUrtane Ape nahIM. potAno je guNadharma hoya te ja bajAve ne ! kAraNa ke mUrti e parokSa bhakti che. A guru e ya parokSa bhakti che. paNa gurumAM jaldI pratyakSa bhakti thavAnuM sAdhana che. jIvaMta mUrti che e. eTale pratyakSa hoya tyAM AgaLa jaje. bhagavAnanI mUrtinAM ya darzana karajo, darzana karavAmAM vAMdho nahIM. emAM ApaNI bhAvanA che ane puNya baMdhAya che. eTale mUrtinAM darzana karIe to cAle ApaNuM. paNa mUrti bole nahIM ApaNI joDe kazuM. kahenAra to joIe ne, kaMI ?! koI kahenAra nA joIe ? evA koI khoLI kADhyA nathI ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : to kyAre khoLI kADhazo have ?!

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guru- ziSya guru-ziSya enAthI mokSa nahIM maLe' ema ApaNe kahIe to e bIje ramI ramavA jato raheze, UMdhe raste jato raheze. enAM karatAM A kare che e sAruM che. paNa kRpALudevanA kahevA pramANe cAlo. pratyakSa saMguru khoLo ! eTale kRpALudeve bahu ThokI ThokIne kahe kahe karyuM che ke bhaI, sajIvana mUrti vagara kazuM nA karIza. e svachaMda che, na svachaMda che ! je potAnAM ja DahApaNathI AgaLa cAlI rahyo che, te mokSa to koI dahADo ya nA pAme. kAraNa ke mAthe koI uparI nathI. mAthe koI guru ke jJAnI nA hoya tyAM sudhI zuM kahevAya ? svachaMda ! jeno svachaMda rokAya eno mokSa thAya. ema ne ema mokSa nA thAya. svacchaMda rokAya, pratyakSa AdhIna ja ! tethI kaheluM ne, ke sajIvana mUrti vagara ekalo nA paDI rahIza. koI sajIvana mUrti khoLI kADhaje, ne tyAM pachI pAse besaje. tArA karatAM kaMIka be AnI e sArA hoya, tuM bAra AnI hoya to cauda AnI mUrti pAse besaje. je thaI gayA, e doSa dekhADavA Aje Ave nahIM. sajIvana hoya te ja doSa dekhADe. tethI kRpALudeve kahyuM ne, sajIvana mUrtinA lakSa vagara je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che, te jIvane baMdhana che. A amAruM hRdaya che.' A eka ja vAkya ITaselpha badhuM samajAvI de che. kAraNa ke sajIvana mUrti vagara je paNa kaMI karo e svachaMda che. pratyakSa jo hAjara hoya to ja svachaMda rokAya. nahIM to svaccheda koIno rokAya nahIM. praznakartA : paNa pratyakSa saguru yoga nA hoya to pachI je sadguruo thaI gayA che, emanAM je vacano hoya, eno AdhAra laIne jIva puruSArtha kare to ene samakita prApta thAya, ema paNa kahyuM che. e vAta satya che ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : e to kare ja che ne ! ane samati thAya tyAre to tAva utarI gayelo khabara paDaze ne ! samakita thAya to tAva utarI gayelo khabara nA paDe ? tAva caDhelI sthiti ane tAva utarelI sthitimAM khabara paDe ke nA paDe ? draSTiphera thaI ke nahIM e khabara nA paDe ? samakti eTale draSTira vakhate eksezana, koIne apavAda thAya. paNa ApaNe ahIM apavAdanI vAta nathI karatA. badhA ApaNe to sAmAnya rIte vAta karIe chIe. praznakartA: sadgurunAM je vacano che, eno AdhAra laIne kaMI puruSArtha karavAmAM Ave to mANasa pAmI zake ne ? dAdAzrI : kazuM vaLe nahIM ne ! to to kRpALudevanuM vAkya kADhI nakhAvaDAvo ke 'sajIvana mUrtinA lakSa vagara je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che, te jIvane baMdhana che. A amAruM hRdaya che.' kevaDuM moTuM vAkya che !! chatAM loko je kare che e khoTuM nathI. 'A tame karo cho e khoTuM che, sahuthI sArAmAM sAruM to gurune pUchavuM joIe. guru to A vakhatamAM kyAMthI evA lAve ? to enA karatAM game te eka mANasane guru karavo, to paNa cAle. tamArA karatAM moTAM hoya ane tamAruM dhyAna rAkhatA hoya ne tamane thAya ke "mAruM dIla ahIM Thare che' to tyAM besI jajo ane sthApanA karI dejo. vakhate eka-be bhUla emanI hoya to nabhAvI lejo. tame AkhA bhUlavALA bharyA cho ne emanI to eka-be bhula hoya, temAM tame zuM karavA nyAyAdhIza thAva cho ?! tamArAthI moTA che, to tamane uMce laI jaze ja. pote nyAyAdhIza thAya e bhayaMkara guno che. jyAM sudhI samyakdarzana thAya nahIM tyAM sudhI svacchaMda jAya nahIM. agara to ko'ka gurunA AdhIna vartatA hoya to eno chUTakAro thAya. paNa tadana AdhIna, sarvAdhInapaNe vartato hoya to ! gurune AdhIna raheto hoya enI to vAta ja judI che. bhale guru mithyAtvI haze teno vAMdho nathI. paNa ziSya gurunA AdhIna, sarvAdhIna rahe to eno svachaMda jAya. kRpALudeve to bahu sAcuM lakhyuM che, paNa have e ya samajAvuM muzkela che ne ! jyAM sudhI svacchaMda jAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI zI rIte samajAya te ?! ane svacchaMda javo sahelI vastu che ?! praznakartA : e to jJAnI na maLe tyAM sudhI svaccheda jAya ja nahIMne ! dAdAzrI : nA, gAMDoghelo ya paNa guru mAthe rAkhyo hoya ane ziSya potAno ziSyapaNAno vinaya AkhI jiMdagI kyAreya nA cUke to eno

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guru-ziSya 29 30 guru-ziSya svaccheda gayo kahevAya. gurunA sAmA thaIne A lokoe gALo bhAMDI che. manuSyanuM evuM gajuM nathI ke e vinaya cUkyA vagara rahe. kAraNa ke saheja avaLuM-haLavuM dekhe ke buddhi gAMDA kADhe ja ! mAthe jJAnI nA maLe to guru ye joIe. nahIM to mANasa svacchede vihAra karyA kare. A pataMgano dora choDI daIe pachI pataMganI zI dazA thAya ? praznakartA : gulAMTa khAya. dAdAzrI : hA, te pataMgano dora choDyA jevuM che. jyAM sudhI AtmA hAthamAM Avyo nathI tyAM sudhI pataMgano dora chUTo che. tamane samajAyuM ne ? jovAthI ziza jhUkI jAya ! praznakartA : hA, guru karavA ja joIe. guru vagara jJAna nA maLe, e siddhAMta barobara che. dAdAzrI : barobara che. have 'guru" e vizeSaNa che. "guru" zabda ja guru nathI. "guru"nA vizeSaNathI guru che, ke AvA vizeSaNavALA hoya to e guru ane AvA vizeSaNavALA hoya to bhagavAna ! praznakartA : sAcA gurunAM lakSaNa kyAM ? dAdAzrI : je guru prema rAkhe, je guru ApaNA hitamAM hoya, e ja sAcA guru hoya. AvAM sAcA guruo kyAMthI maLe ! gurune Ama jotAM ja ApaNuM AkhuM zarIra Ama vicAryA vagara ja namI jAya. tethI lakhyuM che ne, 'guru te kone kahevAya, jene jovAthI ziza jhukI jAya.' jotAMnI sAthe ja ApaNuM mastaka namI jAya, enuM nAma guru. eTale guru hoya to virATa svarUpa hovA joIe. to ApaNI mukti thAya, nahIM to mukti nA thAya. guru AMkhamAM samAya evA praznakartA: guru kone karavA, e ya prazna che ne ? dAdAzrI : jyAM ApaNuM dIla Thare to emane guru karavA. dIla nA Thare tyAM sudhI guru karavA nahIM. eTale ame zuM kahyuM ke guru jo kare to AMkhamAM samAya evA karaje. praznakartA: 'AMkhamAM samAya evA' eTale zuM ? dAdAzrI : A loka paiNe che te chokarIo jo jo kare che, te zuM jue che e ?! chokarI AMkhamAM samAya evI khoLe che. jo jADI hoya to enAM vajanamAM jora lAge, AMkhamAM ja jora paDe, vajana lAge ! pAtaLI hoya to ene duHkha thAya, AMkhamAM jotAM ja samajAya. te 'guru AMkhamAM samAya evA' eTale ? ke ApaNI AMkhane badhI rIte phITa thAya, emanI vANI phITa thAya, emanuM vartana phITa thAya, evA guru karaje ! praznakartA H hA, barobara che. evA guru hoya to ja ene AzritapaNuM rahe emanuM. dAdAzrI : hA, jo guru kadI ApaNane dilamAM vase evA hoya, emanI kahelI vAta ApaNane badhI gamatI hoya, to emano e Azrita thaI jAya. pachI ene duHkha nA hoya. guru, e to bahu moTI vastu che. ApaNuM dila Thare evuM lAgavuM joIe, ApaNane jagata bhUlAvaDAve ene guru karavA. jotAMnI sAthe ApaNe jagata bhUlI jaIe, jagata vismRta thaI jAya ApaNane, to tene guru karavA. nahIM to gurunuM mAhAsya ja nA hoya ne ! e killI samajI levI ! gurunuM mAhabhya bahu che. paNa A to kaLiyugane lIdhe A badhuM AvuM thaI gayuM che. A to duSamakALane lIdhe guruomAM barakata rahI nathI. vejITebala ghI jevA guru thaI gayA che. eTale kAma nathI thatuM ne ! ane badhAya guruo gurukillI vagara pharyA kare che. hA, te eka jaNa to mane kahe che, 'tame to amArA guru kahevAo." meM kahyuM, "nA bhaI, mane guru

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guru-ziSya guru-ziSya 31 nA kahIza. mane gamatuM nathI. guru, eno artha zuM ? bahAra pUchI Ava badhe." guruno artha bhAre ke halako ? praznakartA : bhAre. dAdAzrI : to bhAre eTale avazya DUbe. e to DUbe to DUbe, paNa enI para beThAM hoya te badhAnI jaLasamAdhi thayelI. A jagatamAM e ja thaI rahyuM che. eTale mane guru kyAM karo cho ! eTale gurune ApaNe pUchavuM joIe ke 'he guru mahArAja, ApanI pAse DUbAya nahIM evI gurukillI che ? Apa bhAre cho eTale DakhyA vagara rahezo nahIM ane amane ya DUbADazo. to ApanI pAse gurukillI che ? Apa DUbo evA nathI ne ? to huM tamArI joDe besuM." e 'hA' kahe to besavuM. praznakartA koI evuM to kahe ja nahIM ne, ke huM DUbuM evo chuM ? dAdAzrI : hA, paNa ApaNe kahIe ne, ke "tamArAmAM sAheba, akkala jarA ochI che." eTaluM kahIe eTale tarata khabara paDI jAya ke A DUbe evA che ke nahIM te ! nahIM to gurukillI vagaranAM badhA guru DULyA. te DULyA, paNa badhA ziSyone ya DUbADyA. pAchuM kyAM jaze tenuM ThekANuM nathI. guru pAse gurukillI hoya to e nA DUbe. kAraNa ke pahelAMnA vakhatamAM guruonA guru hoya ne, te paraMparAthI kaMcI ApatA jAya. potAnA ziSyone zuM kahe ? tame guru thajo, paNa 'A' gukillI pAse rAkhajo. to Dabazo nahIM ne DabADazo nahIM. te atyAre A guruone pUchuM chuM ke 'killI che kazI ?" "e zAnI killI ?' tyAre A to rakhaDI maryA ! nA besavA daIza upara koIne. A gurukillI to bhUlI gayA. gurulliInuM ja ThekANuM nathI. A kaLiyuga che mATe DUbe, satyugamAM nahotuM DUbatuM. praznakartA : paNa guru to tAraNahAra hoya, te DUbADe nahIM. dAdAzrI : nA, paNa enI pAse gurukillI hoya to e tare ne bIjAne tAre. ane gurukillI nahIM hoya ne, to tuM lAMbo thaI jaIza. loka to vAha vAha kare ja che, paNa pachI e gurunuM magaja phATe. magajanI nasa tUTI jAya pachI. A mane zuM vAha vAha nA kare loko ?! eTale gurukillI hoya to kAmanuM che. gurukillI eTale evuM kaMIka potAnI pAse sAdhana hoya ke je killI DUbavA nA de. e killI nAmanI samajaNa che, ne guruo khAnagI-prAIveTalI Ape che. je mahAna guruo che, jJAnI puruSa, e prAIveTalI Ape ke tame A rIte tamArA ziSyo joDe kAma lezo to tame DUbazo nahIM ne bIjA DUbaze nahIM. praznakartA : guru thavA mATe gurukillI joIe, to e gurukillI zuM che ? dAdAzrI : jJAnI puruSa ene evI samajaNa pADI de ke "tuM Ama che ne A badhuM Ama che. tuM A guru thaI beTho nathI. nAmadhArI guru thaI beTho che. tuM anAmI che. tuM laghutama rahIne gurutA karaje, to tuM tarIza ane bIjA lokone tArIza." A to gukillI emanI pAse che nahIM ne guru thaI beThA che. gurukillI "jJAnI" pAse samajI levI joIe. 'jJAnI puruSa pAsethI gurukillI laI AvavI joIe, to enI sephasAIDa. eTale loko amane kahe che ke, 'tame zuM cho ?" meM kahyuM, 'huM to laghutama puruSa chuM. mArAthI A duniyAmAM koI nAno jIva ja bIjo nathI.' have laghutama puruSa koI jagyAe DUbe ? praznakartA : nA DUbe. dAdAzrI : laghutama ! eTale khAlI sparza thAya, paNa DUbe nahIM. ane mArI joDe beThAM te ya nA DUbe. kAraNa ke jJAnI puruSa pote laghutama hoya ane taraNatAraNahAra thayelA hoya, pote taryA che ne aneka lokone tAravAne sarmatha hoya. phera guru ane jJAtImAM..... praznakartA: guru ane jJAnI puruSa e beno taphAvata samajAvo. dAdAzrI : jJAnI puruSa ane gurumAM to bahu phera ! haMmezAM guru saMsArane mATe ja karavAmAM Ave che. mukti mATe to jJAnI puruSa sivAya

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guru-ziSya 33 mukti ja nathI. guru to ApaNane saMsAramAM AgaLa laI jAya ne pote jevA che evA ApaNane banAvI de. ethI AgaLanuM nA ApI zake. ane mukti to jJAnI puruSa Ape. mATe vyavahAramAM gurunI jarUra che ane nizcayamAM jJAnI puruSanI jarUra che. bannenI jarUra che. guru to zuM karatA jAya ? pote AgaLa bhaNatA jAya ane pAchaLavALAne bhaNAvatA jAya. ne huM to jJAnI puruSa chuM, bhaNavuM-bhaNAvavuM e mAro dhaMdho nhoya. huM to, tamAre mokSa joIto hoya to badho Ukela lAvI ApuM, draSTi pheravI ApuM. ame to, je sukha ame pAmyA chIe te sukha ene pamADIe ane khasI jaIe. guru jJAna Ape ane jJAnI puruSa vijJAna Ape. jJAna saMsAramAM puchya baMdhAve, rasto batAvaDAve badho. vijJAna mokSe laI jAya. guru to eka jAtanA mAstaro kahevAya. pote kaMIka niyama lIdhelA hoya ane vANI sArI hoya to sAmAne niyamamAM lAvI nAkhe. bIjuM kazuM dhoLe nahIM. paNa tethI saMsAramAM e mANasa sukhI thAya. kAraNa ke e niyamamAM Avyo eTale. ane jJAnI puruSa to mokSe laI jAya. kAraNa ke mokSanuM lAyasansa emanI pAse che. guru sAMsArika guru hoya teno vAMdho nathI. sAMsArika to rAkhavA ja joIe, ke jene ApaNe pholo thaIe. paNa jJAnI, e to guru nA kahevAya. jJAnI to paramAtmA kahevAya, dehadhArIrUpe paramAtmA !! kAraNa ke dehanA mAlika nA hoya e pote. dehanA mAlika nA hoya, mananA mAlika nA hoya, vANInA mAlika nA hoya. gurune to jJAnI puruSanI pAse javuM paDe. kAraNa ke gurunI aMdara krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanI nabaLAIo hoya, ahaMkAra ne mamatA hoya. ApaNe kazuMka (cIjavastu) ApIe to e dhIme rahIne mahIM mUkAvaDAve. ahaMkAra ne mamatA, jyAM juo tyAM hoya ja ! paNa lokone guruonI ya jarUra kharIne ! atAsakta guru kALatA ! praznakartA : eTale Asakti vagaranA guru joIe, evo artha thayo ne ? 34 guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : hA, Asakti vagaranA joIe. AsaktivALA hoya, dhananI Asakti hoya ke bIjI Asakti hoya, e zuM kAmanA ?! ApaNane je roga che, ene ya e roga che, beu rogI. davAkhAnAmAM javuM paDe ! e menTala hospITalanA dardI kahevAya. koI jAtanI Asakti nA hoya, to evA guru karelA kAmanA. roja bhajiyAM khAto hoya ke lADavA khAto hoya to ya vAMdho nathI, Asakti che ke nahIM eTaluM ja joI levAnuM. are, koI ekaluM dUdha pIne rahetA hoya, paNa Asakti che ke nahIM eTaluM ja jovAnuM. A to badhA guruoe jAtajAtanA cALA dekhADelA. 'hama ye nahIM khAtA, hama vo nahIM khAtA !' melane, pULo. khA ne, ahIMthI. khAvAnuM nathI maLatuM ke nathI khAto ?! A to lokonI pAse cALA dekhADavA che. A to eka jAtanuM borDa che ke 'hama ye nahIM khAtA, hama ye nahIM karatA.' A to lokone potAnI tarapha kheMcavAnAM borDa rAkhyAM che. AvAM bahu borDa meM joyAM hindustAnamAM. bAkI Asakti vagaranAM guru joIe. pachI e khAto hoya ke nA khAto hoya, ApaNe e jovAnI jarUra nathI. jene kiMcitmAtra Asakti hoya, te guru karelA kAmamAM lAgaze nahIM. A AsaktivALA guru maLavAthI to badhuM jagata athaDAI maryuM che. Asaktino roga nA hoya tyAre guru kahevAya. kiMcitmAtra Asakti nA hovI joIe. kyAM sudhItI kacAza tabhAvAya ? praznakartA : gurunI gati gahana hoya che, eTale eno pUrva paricaya thAya tyAre samajaNa paDe. nahIM to bAhya ADaMbarathI khabara nA paDe. dAdAzrI : dasa-paMdara dahADA joDe raho tyAre caMcaLatA mAlama paDe ane jyAM sudhI e caMcaLa che ne, tyAM sudhI ApaNo dahADo vaLe nahIM. e acaLa thayelo hovo joIe. bIjuM, emanAmAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanuM kaMI paNa paramANu nA rahevuM joIe agara to thoDuMka kaMIka aMze ghaTeluM hoya to cAle, calAvI

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guru-ziSya 35 guru-ziSya levAya. paNa ekadama jozabaMdha hoya to pachI ApaNAmAM ya che ne enAmAM ya che, pachI ApaNI pAse zuM AvyuM ?! eTale je kaSAyanA bharelA che, emane guru karAya nahIM. jarAka saLI karo ne pheNa mAMDe, to guru tarIke rakhAya nahIM ene, je akaSAyI hoya agara to maMda kaSAyavALo hoya, to e guru rakhAya. maMda kaSAya eTale vALI levAya evI dazA hoya, potAne krodha AvatAM pahelAM krodha vALI le, eTale potAnA kaMTrolamAM AvelA hovA joIe. to evA guru cAle. jyAre jJAnI puruSamAM to krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha hoya ja nahIM, e paramANu ja nA hoya. kAraNa ke pote chUTA rahe che, A dehathI-manathI-vANIthI badhAMthI chUTA rahe che ! sazuru kone kahevAya ? praznakartA : have sadguru kone kahevo ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, sadguru kone kahevo e bahu moTI muzkelI che. sadguru kone kahevAya che, zAstrIya bhASAmAM ? ke sat eTale AtmA, e jene prApta thayo che evA guru, e sadguru ! eTale sadguru e to AtmajJAnI ja kahevAya, AtmAno anubhava thayelo hoya emane. badhA guruone AtmajJAna nA hoya. eTale je niraMtara satumAM ja rahe che, avinAzI tattvamAM rahe che e sadguru ! eTale saddaguru e to jJAnI puruSa hoya. praznakartA : zrImad rAjacaMdra kahI gayA che ke pratyakSa sadguru vinA mokSa thAya ja nahIM. dAdAzrI : hA, tyAra vagara mokSa thAya ja nahIM. ane sadguru kevA hovA joIe ? kaSAyarahita hovA joIe, jemanAmAM kaSAya ja nA hoya. ApaNe mArIe, gALo bhAMDIe, to ya kaSAya nA kare. ekalA kaSAya rahita ja nahIM, paNa buddhi khalAsa thaI javI joIe. buddhi nA hovI joIe. A buddhizALIo pAse ApaNe mokSa levA jaIe, to mokSa eno ja thayelo nathI to tamAro kema thAya ?! eTale dhola mAre to ya asara nahIM, gALo bhAMDe to ya asara nahIM, mAra mAre to ya asara nahIM, jelamAM ghAle to ya asara nahIM. vaMdvathI para hoya. taMdra samajyA tame ? napho-khoTa, sukhadu:kha, dayA-nirdayatA. eka hoya tyAre bIjuM hoya ja, enuM nAma laMka ! eTale je guru vaMdvAtIta hoya, tene sadguru kahevAya. A kALamAM sadguru hoya nahIM. ko'ka jagyAe, koI phero hoya. bAkI sadguru hoya ja nahIM ne ! eTale A loko gurune ja UMdhI rIte sadguru mAnI beThAM che. tene lIdhe A badhuM phasAyeluM che te ! nahIM to sadguru maLyA pachI ciMtA thatI haze ?!, moTo phera guru ane sadgamAM ! praznakartA : dareka loko potAnA gurune sadguru laI maMDyA che, e zuM che ? dAdAzrI : ApaNA hindustAnamAM badhA dharmovALA potapotAnA gurune sadguru ja kahe che. koI ekalA guru nathI kahetA. paNa eno artha laukika bhASAmAM che. saMsAramAM je bahu UMcA cAritravALA guru hoya, ene ApaNA loko sadguru kahe che. paNa kharekhara e saddaguru nA kahevAya. ene prakRtinA guNo bahu UMcA hoya, khAvA-pIvAmAM samatA rahe, vyavahAramAM samatA hoya, vyavahAramAM cAritraguNa bahu UMcA hoya, paNa ene AtmA prApta thayelo nA hoya. e sadguru nA kahevAya. evuM che ne, guru be prakAranA. eka gAIDa rUpI guru hoya. gAIDa eTale ene ApaNe pholo karavAnuM hoya. e AgaLa AgaLa cAle moniTaranI peTha. ene guru kahevAya. moniTara eTale tame samajyA ? jene ApaNe pholo karyA karIe. traNa rastA AvyA hoya to e DIsAIDa kare ke 'bhAI, A raste nahIM. pele raste cAlo.' eTale ApaNe e raste cAlIe. ene pholo karavAnuM hoya. paNa e ApaNI AgaLa ja hoya. bIje kaze AghApAchA nA hoya ane bIjA sadguru ! sadguru eTale ApaNane A jagatanA sarva duHkhothI mukti apAvaDAve. kAraNa ke e pote mukta thayelA hoya ! e ApaNane enA pholoarsa tarIke nA rAkhe. ane gurune to pholo karyA karavuM paDe ApaNe. enA vizvAse cAlavAnuM. tyAM ApaNuM DahApaNa nahIM vAparavuM ane gurune sinsIyara rahevuM. jeTalAM sinsIyara hoya

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guru-ziSya eTalI zAMti rahe. guru to ApaNe ahIMthI skUlamAM bhaNavA jaIe chIe ne, tyArathI gurunI zaruAta thAya che, te TheTha adhyAtmanA bArA sudhI guru laI jAya che. paNa adhyAtmanI aMdara pesavA detuM nathI. kAraNa ke guru ja adhyAtma khoLatA hoya. adhyAtma eTale zuM ? AtmAnI sanmukha thavuM te. sadguru to ApaNane AtmAnI sanmukha banAve. eTale A guru ane sadgurumAM phera ! 37 evA guru maLe to ya sAruM !! A to loka gurune samajyA ja nathI. hindustAnanA loko gurune samajyA ja nathI ke guru kone kahevAya te ! je koI paNa bhagavAM kapaDAM paherIne beTho hoya to ene ApaNA loko 'guru' kahI de che. zAstranA be-cAra zabdo bole eTale ene ApaNA loko 'guru' kahe che. paNa e guru nathI. eka mANasa kahe che, 'meM guru karyA che.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'tArA guru kevA che' e mane kahe. ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna na thatAM hoya e guru. e sivAya bIjA koIne guru kahevA e guno che. ene sAdhu mahArAja kahevAya, tyAgI kahevAya, paNa guru kahevA e guno che. nahIM to pachI saMsArika samajaNa joItI hoya to vakIle ya guru, badhA ya guru ja che ne, pachI to ! je guru dharmadhyAna karAvI zake, enuM nAma guru kahevAya. dharmadhyAna koNa karAvI zake ? je ArtadhyAna choDAvI zake ne raudradhyAna choDAvI zake, te dharmadhyAna karAvI zake. je gurune ko'ka gALa bhAMDe to raudradhyAna nA thAya tyAre jANavuM ke ahIM guru karavA jevA che. Aje AhAra nA maLyo hoya to ArtadhyAna nA thAya tyAre jANavuM ke ahIM guru karavA jevA che. praznakartA : ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna na thatAM hoya to pachI ene sadguru nA kahevAya ? guru-ziSya je dAdAzrI : sadguru e to bhagavAnanuM pratinidhitva dharAvatA hoya. mukta puruSa hoya, te sadguru kahevAya. gurune to badhAM haju jAtajAtanAM badhAM karmo khapAvavAnAM hoya ane sadgurue to karmo ghaNAMkharAM khapAvI dIdhelAM hoya. eTale ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna na thatAM hoya to e guru ane hAthamAM mokSa Ape e sadguru. sadguru maLavA muzkela ! paNa guru maLe to ya bahu sAruM. 38 sadguru zaraNe, AtyaMtika kalyANa ! praznakartA : to konA Azare javuM ? sadgurunA ke gurunA ? dAdAzrI : sadguru maLe to enA jevuM ekuMya nahIM, ne sadguru nA maLe to pachI guru to karavo ja. bheda vijJAnI hoya ene sadguru kahevAya. praznakartA : to pahelA guru joIe ke sadguru ? dAdAzrI : guru hoya to raste caDhe ne ! ane sadguru maLe to to kalyANa ja karI nAkhe. pachI guru ene maLyA hoya ke nA maLyA hoya, paNa sadguru to badhAnuM kalyANa ja karI nAkhe. jo guru maLyA to e raste caDhyo hoya, pachI ene vAra nA lAge. bIjA avaLAM lakSaNa nA hoya enAmAM. paNa sadguruno jene hAtha aDe tenuM kalyANa ja thaI gayuM. praznakartA : sat prApta thayelAM mANaso che kharAM ? dAdAzrI : hoya nahIM. A kALamAM to jUja hoya koI jagyAe. bAkI hoya nahIM ne ! e to kyAMthI lAve ?! e mAla hoya to to pachI A duniyA khIlI nA UThe ?! ajavALuM nA thAya ?! praznakartA : to sadguru vagara to bhavajaMjALa Utare kema ?! dAdAzrI : hA, sadguru nathI tethI to A badhuM aTakyuM che ne ! praznakartA : zrImadbhu kahe che ke sadgurune caraNe cAlyo jA, navame bhave mokSa maLaze, e zuM kahevA mAge che ? dAdAzrI : sadguru khoLavA muzkela che ne ! e sadguru to ahIM

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guru-ziSya 39 maLe evA che nahIM. e sahelI cIja nathI. sadguru jJAnI hovA joIe. jJAnI nA hoya evA guru hoya, paNa te pUrepUruM samaje nahIM. ane jJAnI to saMpUrNa samajAve tamane, badhI ja hakIkata samajAve. koI cIja jANavAnI bAkI nA hoya enuM nAma jJAnI ! jaina ekalAnuM ja jANe che evuM nahIM, badhuM ja jANe che enuM nAma jJAnI !! ane emane maLe to navame bhave mokSa thAya, be avatAramAM ya mokSa thAya. paNa sadguru maLavA muzkela che ne ! atyAre to sAcA guru ja nathI, tyAM sadguru kyAMthI hoya te ?! ane zrImad rAjacaMdra jevA sadguru hatA tyAre loko emane oLakhI zakyA nahIM. pichANa pachI ja zaraNuM praznakartA: evA saddagurunI pichANa zuM che? oLakhavA kaI rIte ?! dAdAzrI : e to UghADA dIvA jevo pichANavALo hoya. enI sugaMdha Ave, bahu sugaMdha Ave. praznakartA : paNa sadguru oLakhavA kevI rIte ke, A sAcA sadaguru 40 guru-ziSya chaMcheDyA sivAya. eTale ApaNe bIjI dukAna khoLavI, trIjI dukAna khoLavI ema karatAM karatAM koI dahADo sAcI dukAna maLI Avaze. praznakartA : paNa ApaNo vikAsa thayA vagara ApaNe saddagurune oLakhI kevI rIte zakIe ! dAdAzrI : ApaNe pahelethI ja pUchIe ke, 'sAheba, mAre vepAra joIto nathI. mAre muktinI jarUra che. to Apa mukta thayA ho to huM ahIM AgaLa ApanI sevAmAM besI jauM ?!" to vAMdho zuM che ? paNa koI evuM kahenAra che ke huM tamane mukti apAvuM ?! pachI sAkSI-bAkSInI jarUra nathI. emane tarata tamAre kahI devuM ke, 'huM cha mahinA besIza ane ApanA kahyA pramANe karIza. ane phaLa nahIM Ave to huM jato rahIza." paNa koI AvuM bolaze nahIM, varlDamAM ya koI bolaze nahIM. pUchavAmAM zuM vAMdho ?! sAheba, ApanI mukti thaI hoya to mane kaho. mAre mukti joIe che. mane bIjAM sTezano paravaDatAM nathI. vacalA sTezanonuM mAre kAma nathI." evuM cokhkhuM kahI daIe. eTale e kaheze, 'huM ja bhaI vacalA sTezane chuM.' eTale ApaNe samajIe ne, ke ApaNane vacaluM sTezana joItuM nathI. eTale e uparathI khoLIe to ja jaDe. bAkI jaDe nahIM. Ama vinayapUrvaka emane pUchIe. bAkI pUchyA vagara besIe, ethI to anaMta avatAra bhaTakyA ja chIene, atyAra sudhI ! e sAheba vacala sTezane rahetA hoya ne ApaNe ya tyAM rahIe, emAM bhalIvAra kyAre Ave ?! praznakartA : to sadguru zodhavAmAM pustakanuM jJAna kyAMthI kAma lAge ? dAdAzrI : e kAma lAge nahIM ne ! tethI to A bhaTakavAnuM badhuM. anaMta avatAra pustakanAM jJAna karyA to ya bhaTaka bhaTaka bhaTaka ! saddaguru maLavA e to bahu moTI vastu che. paNa jene chUTavAnI kAmanA che, ene badhuM maLI Ave. chUTavAnI kAmanA joIe. ane pUjAvAnI kAmanAvALAne vAra lAge, keTalAMya avatAra sudhI bhaTakavuM paDe. Apane samajAyuM ne ? zenI kAmanA che ?! mAna-pujAdinI kAmanA ! "Avo, Avo, Avo zeTha !" kahe. garvarasa cAkhe. e svAda cAkhavAno ya lokone rahI jAya che ne ! dAdAzrI : evuM che, ke pote jo jhaverI hoya to emane e AMkhathI oLakhI zake. emanAM vANI-vartana ane vinaya manohara hoya, mananuM haraNa karI le evuM hoya. ApaNane ema lAge ke oho ! ApaNA mananuM haraNa thAya che. praznakartA H keTalIka vakhata gumAM-sadgurumAM emano vyavahAra evo hoya che ke e joIne mANasano nizcaya Dagamaga thAya, to e mATe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra joIne nizcaya Dagamaga thAya, to pachI jhINavaTapUrvaka badhI tapAsa karavI ke ApaNI zaMkA che te sAcI che ke khoTI che. badhI rIte ApaNI buddhithI mapAya eTaluM mApI levuM. tema chatAM ya jo kadI ApaNane anukULa nA Ave to ApaNe bIjI dukAne javuM, emane

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guru-ziSya e cAkhavAnI majhA ya evI ora ja Ave che ne ! sadguru maLyA e ja lAyakAta ! praznakartA : sadguru maLyA pachI sadgurunA Adeza pramANe sAdhanA to karavI paDe ne ? 41 dAdAzrI : sAdhanA, eno aMta hoya. cha mahinA ke bAra mahinA hoya. emAM cAlIsa-cAlIsa varSa nA jatAM rahe. praznakartA : e to jenI jevI lAyakAta. dAdAzrI : lAyakAtanI jarUra ja nathI. jo sadguru maLyA to lAyakAtanI jarUra nathI. ane sadguru nathI maLyA to lAyakAtanI jarUra ! sadguru jo bI.e. thayelA hoya to eTalI lAyakAta ane bI.e.bI.TI. thayA hoya to teTalI lAyakAta. AmAM ApaNI lAyakAtanI jarUra ja nA hoya. praznakartA : A duniyAdArInI lAyakAta nahIM. paNa AnI lAyakAta judI ne ?! dAdAzrI : nA. sadguru maLyA eTale koI lAyakAtanI jarUra nathI. sadguru maLyA e ja enI moTI puNya kahevAya. praznakartA : paNa sadguru maLyA pachI koI sAdhanA karavAnI ja nahIM ? mAtra sadguruthI ja thAya ? dAdAzrI : nA, e sAdhana badhAM batAve e ja karavAnAM hoya paNa lAyakAtanI jarUra nahIM. lAyakAtavALAne to manamAM ema hoya ke 'have huM to samajuM ja chuM ne !' lAyakAta to UlaTI kepha caDhAve. lAyakAta hoya to pheMkI devA jevI nahIM, e hoya to sArI vAta che. paNa ApaNe e samajavuM joIe ke kepha hoya to kepha kADhI nAkhavo joIe. e lAyakAta ane sadgurune bene bhegAM thavAmAM vacce kepha naDe che. ane lAyakAtavALA ataDA rahe. ane pelo ochI lAyakAtavALo hoya ne, e to ema ja kahe, 'sAheba, mArAmAM to akkala nathI. have tamAre mAthe paDyo chuM. tame ukela 42 guru-ziSya lAvI Apo.' to pachI sadguru rAjI thaI jAya. ATaluM ja kahevAnI jarUra che. sadguru bIjuM kazuM mAgatA nathI ke bIjI lAyakAto khoLatA nathI. sadgurune sarva samarpaNa ! praznakartA : sadgurunI bhakti ekalI ja hovI joIe, e ja kahevA mAgo cho ne ? dAdAzrI : arpaNatA joIe badhI. praznakartA : sadguru pratye pUrepUrA samarpaNabhAvathI rahe to ? dAdAzrI : to kAma thaI jAya. samarpaNabhAva hoya to badhuM kAma thaI jAya. pachI kazuM bAkI rahe ja nahIM. paNa mana-vacana-kAyAnuM samarpaNa joIe. praznakartA : evuM samarpaNa to kRSNa bhagavAna ke mahAvIra bhagavAnanI kakSAnA hoya to ja e samartha kahevAya ne ? ke pachI game te sAdhAraNane karIe to ya cAle ?! dAdAzrI : e to tamane Ama virATa puruSa lAge to karavuM. tamane lAge ke A mahAna puruSa che ane emanAM kAryo badhAM evAM virATa lAge, to ApaNe emane samarpaNa karavuM. praznakartA : je mahAna puruSo thaI gayA che, hajAro varSa pUrve thaI gayelA che, emane ApaNe samarpaNa karIe, to e samarpaNa kareluM kahevAya ? athavA enAthI ApaNo vikAsa thAya kharo ? ke pratyakSa mahApuruSa ja joIe ? dAdAzrI : parokSathI paNa vikAsa thAya ane pratyakSa maLe to to tarata kalyANa ja thaI jAya. parokSa vikAsanuM phaLa Ape ane kalyANa pratyakSa vagara nathI. samarpaNa karyA pachI ApaNe kazuM karavAnuM nA hoya. bALaka ApaNe tyAM janmyo eTale bALakane kazuM karavAnuM nA hoya, ema samarpaNa karyA pachI kazuM ApaNe karavAnuM nA hoya.

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guru-ziSya guru-ziSya tame jene samarpaNabuddhi karo, tenAmAM je tAkAta hoya e ApaNane prApta thaI jAya. samarpaNa karyuM enuM badhuM ApaNane prApta thAya. jema eka TAMkI joDe bIjI TAMkIne jarA pAIpathI joInTa karIe ne, to eka TAMkImAM game eTalo mAla bharelo hoya, paNa bIjI TAMkImAM levala pakaDI le. e samarpaNa bhAva enA jevuM kahevAya. jeno mokSa thayelo hoya, je pote mokSanuM dAna ApavA nIkaLyA hoya, te ja mokSa ApI zake. te ame mokSanuM dAna ApavA nIkaLelA chIe. te ame mokSa ApI zakIe. bAkI koI mokSanuM dAna ApI zake nahIM. praznakartA : zuM sadguru e rileTiva nathI ? dAdAzrI : sadguru e rileTiva che, paNa sadguru je jJAna Ape che te riyala che. e riyalathI AtmaraMjana thAya. te chellAmAM chello AnaMda ! riyala eTale paramenanTa vastu ane rileTiva eTale TempararI vastuo. rileTivathI manoraMjana thAya. praznakartA: to pachI sadguru e manoraMjananuM sAdhana thayuM ? dAdAzrI : hAsto ne ! sadgurumAM jJAna hoya to AtmaraMjananuM sAdhana ane jJAna nA hoya to manoraMjananuM sAdhana ! AtmajJAnI guru hoya to AtmaraMjananuM sAdhana. AtmajJAnI sadguru hoya ne, to te niraMtara yAda ja rahe, e ja riyala ane nahIM to sadguru yAda ja nA Ave. praznakartA : sAcA gurune potAnuM sarvasva soMpI devuM, tenAthI sarva kArya siddha thAya che. e vyavahAramAM keTale aMze satya che ? dAdAzrI : A to vyavahAramAM tadana sAcuM che. gurune soMpe to eka avatAra eno sIdho jAya. kAraNa ke gurune soMpyuM eTale gurunI AjJA pramANe cAlyo, te potAne du:kha Ave nahIM. pariNAmo, gurukRpA taNA..... praznakartA: guru ane gurukRpAnI vAta karIe to evo prazna Ubho thAya ke gurukRpA e zuM che ? emAM kaMI tathya che ke kema ?! dAdAzrI : jeTalI zaktio che ne, e badhAmAM tathya ja hoya che, atathya nathI hotuM. e badhI zakti che ane zaktio haMmezAM amuka varSa cAle ne pachI ogaLIne khalAsa thaI jAya. praznakartA H gurunI kRpA prApta karavA mATe ziSyae zuM karavuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : ziSya to, kRpA prApta karavA mATe gurune rAjI rAkhavAnA, bIjuM kaMI nahIM. je raste rAjI rahetA hoya te raste rAjI rAkhavAnA. rAjI kare eTale kRpA hoya ja emanA para. paNa kRpA keTalI prApta thAya ? jeTaluM TAMkImAM hoya, jeTalA gelana hoya e gelananA pramANamAM ApaNuM thAya. kRpAdraSTi eTale zuM? potAnA kahyA pramANe karato hoya eTale e rAjI rahe, enuM nAma kRpAdraSTi. ane kahyAthI avaLuM kare eTale ItarAjI thAya. praznakartA : to gurunI kRpA badhA upara hoya, ke evuM kaMI nahIM ? dAdAzrI : nA, e to kRpA keTalAMkanI upara nA ya hoya, e ADuM kare to nA ya hoya. praznakartA: to pachI e guru kema kahevAya ?! gurunI draSTi to badhAM upara sarakhI hovI joIe. dAdAzrI : hA, sarakhI hovI joIe. paNa e mANasa guru joDe ADuM karato hoya to zuM kare ?! e to jJAnI hoya to sarakhuM hoya. paNa A guru hoya, to jarAka tame AvuM karo to tamArI upara AvaDI UlaTI karI nAkhe. praznakartA : ekane kRpA kare ne ekane kRpA nA kare evuM nA bane. guru to badhA para samAna kRpA rAkhe ne ? dAdAzrI : nA. chatAM paNa mahIM che te potAnuM phaLa potAne maLe che. pote UMdhuM kare to UMdhuM ja phaLa maLe. jyAre jJAnI puruSa to vItarAga kahevAya. ene tame dhola mAro to ya tamArI upara e samAna draSTi nA toDe. paNa je tame nAkho, eka gALa do to so gALa pAchI maLe, eka phUla nAkho to so phUla pAchAM maLe.

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guru-ziSya dhoLe nahIM e. praznakartA : gurunuM ApeluM nAmasmaraNa hoya to te sAdhAraNa manuSyanA ApelA karatAM AnI zakti vadhAre hoya ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : e ApeluM hoya to sAruM phaLa Ape. e jevA jevA guru. e guru upara AdhAra rAkhe che. gurunuM dhyAna dharavuM hitakArI ! praznakartA : keTalAMka guru emanuM potAnuM dhyAna dharavAnuM kahe che, e yogya che ke nahIM ? guru-ziSya 45 ahaMkAra jAya kRpAthI ke puruSArthathI ? praznakartA : ahaMkArathI mukta thavA mATe svapuruSArthanI jarUra che ke gurunI kRpA jarUrI che ? dAdAzrI : kRpAnI jarUra che. jeno ahaMkAra gayelo hoya evA sadgurunI kRpAnI jarUra che, to ahaMkAra jAya. ahaMkArano nAza karavo e gurunuM kAma nathI, tyAM to jJAnInuM kAma che ! guru evuM jJAna kyAMthI lAve ?! emane ja ahaMkAra jAya nahIM ne ! jenI mamatA gaI nathI, eno ahaMkAra kyAre jAya te ?! e to jJAnI puruSa maLe ane je jJAnImAM buddhino chAMTo nA hoya tyAre tyAM emanI pAse ahaMkAra jAya. praznakartA : saMcita karmo guru dvArA kaLiyugamAM naSTa pAme ? dAdAzrI : guru dvArA to naSTa nA pAme. paNa jJAnI puruSa hovA joIe, bhedavijJAnI ! jenAmAM ahaMkAra nA hoya, buddhi nA hoya evAM bhedavijJAnI hoya to karmo nAza pAme. ane guru to ahaMkArI hoya to tyAM sudhI kazuM evuM nA thAya. praznakartA : zAstromAM ya evuM lakheluM che ke gurugamya ja jANavuM. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa gurugamya eTale zuM ? AtmA dekhAya to ja e gurugamya kahevAya. nahIM to gurugamya to badhA bahu ye laIne phare che. AtmAno anubhava karAvaDAve to gurugamya kAmanuM ! e to Agama ne AgamathI upara hoya, evA jJAnI puruSa maLe tyAre gurugamya prApta thAya. gurumaMtra, na de lapasavA ! praznakartA : dareka saMpradAyamAM potapotAnA gurue gumaMtra Apelo hoya che, e zuM che ? dAdAzrI : badhA paDI nA jAya, lapasI nA jAya teTalA mATe kareluM. gurumaMtra jo sAcavI rAkhe to e lapasI nA paDe ne ! paNa mokSanuM kazuM dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, dhyAna to eTalA mATe karavAnuM che ke gurunA sukha mATe nahIM, ApaNane ekAgratA rahe ne zAMti rahe eTalA sAruM dhyAna karavAnuM che. paNa guru kevA hovA joIe ? dhyAna ApaNuM Take evA hovA joIe. praznakartA: paNa dhyAna saddagurunuM karavuM yogya che ke koI bhagavAnanA bIjA svarUpanuM ? dAdAzrI : bhagavAnanuM dhyAna khabara ja nathI tyAM zuM karazo ?! enAM karatAM gurunuM dhyAna karavuM. emanuM moTuM dekhAya to kharuM ! AmAM sadgurunuM dhyAna karavuM sAruM. kAraNa ke bhagavAna to dekhAtA che nahIM. bhagavAna to huM dekhADuM tyAra pachI bhagavAnanuM dhyAna thAya. tyAM sudhI je sadugaru dhArelA hoya emanuM ja karajo. huM bhagavAna dekhADuM tyAra pachI tamAre karavuM nahIM paDe. jyAM sudhI karavAnuM che tyAM sudhI bhaTakavAnuM che. kaMI paNa karavuM paDe, dhyAna paNa karavuM paDe, tyAM sudhI bhaTakavAnuM. dhyAna sahaja thAya. sahaja eTale kaMI paNa karavuM nA paDe, enI meLe ja thayA kare, tyAre jANavuM ke chUTakAro thayo. zaktipAta ke AtmajJAta? praznakartA H guruo zaktipAta kare che te zuM kriyA che ? tenAthI ziSyane zuM phAyado thAya che ? e siddhi AtmajJAna mATe TUMko rasto che ?

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guru-ziSya 48 dAdAzrI : AtmajJAna ja prApta karavuM chene tamAre ? tamAre AtmajJAnanI ja jarUra che ne ? to ene mATe zaktipAtanI kaMI jarUra nathI. zakti bahu DIma (khalAsa) thaI gaI che ? to viTAmina lo !! praznakartA : nA, nA. guru zaktipAta kare che e zuM kriyA che ? dAdAzrI : Ama pAMca phUTano veMkaDo hoya ne kUdI nA javAto hoya, vAreghaDIe pAcho paDato hoya, tyAre ApaNe kahIe, "are kUdI jA, huM chuM tArI pAchaLa." to e kUdI jAya pAcho !! eTale guru Ama hiMmata karAvaDAve. bIjuM to zuM kare ! hiMmata bhAMgI gaI che tamArI ?! praznakartA : guru vagara to hiMmata bhAMgI ja jAya ne ! dAdAzrI : to koI gurune kahejo, e hiMmata Apaze. ane guru rAjI nA hoya to mArI pAse Avajo. guru rAjI rahe to mArI pAse nA Avazo. rAjIpo ja levAno che A jagatamAM ! kAraNa ke emane to, gurune zuM laI javuM che ?! phakta tamane kema karIne sukha prApta thAya, kema tamane AtmajJAna prApta thAya evo emano hetu hoya. praznakartA : ghaNAM guru zaktipAta kare che eTale A prazna pUchayo che. dAdAzrI : e barobara che. e kare che te huM ya jANuM chuM paNa e jarUra kyAM sudhI che ? e guruo zaktipAta karIne pachI khasI jAya che, TheTha sudhI sAtha nathI ApatA. evuM zuM kAmanuM ?! sAtha Ape e guru ApaNA. praznakartA : camatkArI guru hoya to tyAM javuM ? dAdAzrI : jene kaMI lAlaco hoya teNe tyAM javuM. te badhI lAlaco ApaNI pUrI karI Ape. jene vAstavika joItuM hoya tene tyAM javAnI jarUra nahIM. camatkAro karIne mANasone sthira kare chene, paNa sAcA buddhizALIone to AvuM dekhe eTale ene vikalpa Ubho thAya ! guru kyAM sudhI pahoMcADe ? guru-ziSya be rastA che. eka pagathiye pagathiye caDavAno rasto, krame krame, kramikamArga ane A akramamArga che, A liphaTamArga che. eTale pachI AmAM bIjuM kazuM karavAnuM nahIM. peluM krame krame, temAM jeTalA guru karyA hoya eTalA guru ApaNane caDhAve. pachI pAchA guru ya AgaLa vadhatAM jAya ne A ya vadhatAM jAya. ema karatAM karatAM TheTha pahoMce. paNa pahelI draSTi badalAya tyAMthI e sAcA guru ane sAco ziSya. draSTi nA badalAya tyAM sudhI badhuM bALamaMdira ! hA, guru para moha hoya kharo, paNa Asakti nA hovI joIe. Asakti hoya e to bahu ja khoTuM kahevAya. Asakti to tyAM cAle ja nahIM ne ! praznakartA : guru upara moha hoya to e aTakAve ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : moha to phakta 'mAruM kalyANa kare che' eTalA pUratuM ja ! koI kaheze, 'gurumAM abhiniveSa hoya to ?" teno vAMdho nahIM. e to sAruM. guru jyAM sudhI gayA hoya tyAM sudhI to pahoMcADe. ApaNe jene bhajIe, te jyAM sudhI gayA tyAM sudhI ApaNane pahoMcADaze. praznakartA : jyAM sudhI pahoMcyA hoya tyAM sudhI ja laI jaI zake ? dAdAzrI : hA, ApaNA zAstro eTaluM ja kahe che ke jyAM sudhI gayA hoya tyAM sudhI pahoMcADaze. pachI AgaLa bIjA maLI Avaze. ane guru to e jeTalA pagathiyAM caDyA hoya, eTalA pagathiyAM ApaNane caDhAvI de e daza pagathiyAM caDhyA hoya ane ApaNe sAta pagathiyAM caDhyA hoya to ApaNane dasa sudhI caDhAvI de, ane haju to keTalAya, karoDo pagathiyAM caDhavAnA che. A kaMI thoDA ghaNA pagathiyAM nathI ! guru karatAM celo savAyo... praznakartA: guru pote TheTha pahoMcelA nA hoya, chatAM ziSyano eTalo bhaktibhAva hoya to e guru karatAM ya AgaLa na pahoMcI jAya ?! dAdAzrI : hA, paNa ko'ka ja ! badhA na pahoMce. ene AgaLa bIjA guru karavA paDe. ko'ka evo hoziMyAra hoya ne, to enuM magaja e bAju phare to mArge caDhI jAya, e cAlIne TheTha jato rahe. paNa te apavAda ja !

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guru-ziSya praznakartA : gurunA upadezathI ziSya mukti pAmI jAya ane guru tyAMnA tyAM ja rahe evuM ya bane kharuM ?! 49 dAdAzrI : hA, evuM bane. guru tyAMnA tyAM ja rahyA hoya ne ziSya AgaLa vadhI jAya. praznakartA : emAM puNyano udaya kAma kare che ?! dAdAzrI : hA, puNyano ja udaya ! are, guru zikhavADe tyAre keTalAMka ziSya to kahe che, 'AvuM hoya nahIM !' tyAre ene 'zuM hoya' e vicAra Ave ke 'AvuM hovuM joIe.' te tarata ja jJAna UbhuM thaI jAya ! 'AvuM hoya nahIM' evuM thayuM nA hota to ene jJAna nA thAta. praznakartA : 'AvuM hoya nahIM' e vikalpa UbhuM karavAnuM ene nimitta maLyuM ? dAdAzrI : hA, e nimitta maLyuM, basa ! eTale enA jJAnano udaya thayo ke 'AvuM hoya. AvuM nA hoya, mATe AvuM hoya.' eTale puNye jAtajAtanAM cenja mArI de che. puNye zuM nA kare ! A puNyAnubaMdhI puNya joIe. tyAre saMpUrNa zuddhi thAya ! kramika mArgamAM vyavahAra kevo che ? ke guru pote jeTalo tyAga kare ne, eTaluM pelA ziSyone karavAnuM kahe ke 'ATaluM karo, ATalo tame tyAga karo.' eTale tyAM tapa-tyAga badhI kasoTImAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe. paNa gurunI kRpAthI ene bIjI mahIM upAdhi lAgyA nA kare ane e gurunuM emanA gurunI kRpAthI cAlyA kare. paNa A pAghaDIno vaLa cheDe Avato nathI, eTale Ama ne Ama gADuM cAlyA kare. badhA ya guruo sApha kare. eka guru jo karyo hoya eTale e guru tamAro badho mela kADhI nAkhe ane eno potAno ja mela hoya te tamArAmAM mUkI de. pachI bIjA guru maLyA te pAcho ApaNo je mela che e kADhI Ape ane pachI emano mela nAkhatA jAya. A guru paraMparA ! 50 guru-ziSya jema kapaDuM che, te ene dhovA mATe sAbu ghAlIe. A sAbu zuM kare che ? kapaDAno mela kADhe che, paNa sAbu potAno mela ghAle che. to sAbuno mela koNa kADhe ?! pachI loka zuM kahe ? 'alyA, sAbu ghAlyo, paNa TInopola nathI nAkhyo ?" 'paNa TInopola zuM karavA nAkhuM ?! sAbuthI mela kADhI nAkhyo ne !' have A TInopola pAvaDara hoya che ne, ApaNe tyAM ?! te ApaNA loka zuM samajatA haze ?! e ema samajatA haze ke A kapaDAM dhoLAM karavAnI davA haze ?! e to pelA sAbuno mela kADhe che. paNa have TInopola potAno mela mUkI gayo. ene mATe bIjI davA khoLI kADha to TInopolano mela jAya. A duniyAmAM dareka potapotAno mela mUkatA jAya. AvuM kyAM sudhI cAlyA kare ?! jyAM sudhI zuddha sphaTIka davA nA hoya tyAM sudhI ! mAthe guru karyA nathI ane ahIM AvyA eTale A phAyado thayo. jo guru karyA hota to pachI e eno mela caDhAve. eka phakta mela koNa nA Ape ? jJAnI puruSa ! e pote melavALA nA hoya, zuddha svarupe hoya ane sAmAne zuddha ja banAve. bIjI bhAMjagaDa nahIM. jJAnI navo mela nA caDhAve. eTale jJAnI puruSanI pAse saMpUrNa zuddhino mArga che, te chelle jJAnI puruSa maLe tyAre badho mela cokhkho thAya ! kamI cAritrabaLatI ziSyomAM.... kramika mArgamAM guru mAthe hoya ane ziSya emanI joDe be ke traNa hoya, vadhAre nA hoya. kharA ziSya, je gurunA pagale pagale paga mUkanArA evA be ke traNa hoya, evuM ApaNA zAstroe vivecana karyuM che. e mArga to bahu kaThaNa hoya ne ! tyAM kaheze, 'jamavAnI thALI bIjAne ApI devI paDaze.' tyAre kahe, 'nA sAheba, mane poSAze nahIM. huM to mArI meLe ghera jato rahIza.' koNa tyAM Ubho rahe ! tethI zAstrakAroe kahyuM ke kramikamArganA dareka jJAnIo pAchaLa be-cAra ziSya thayA, vadhAre thayA nathI koI. praznakartA : ziSyomAM eTaluM cAritrabaLa nathI ? dAdAzrI : hA, te baLa kyAMthI lAve ?! A badhAnuM to zuM gajuM ! badhAne jamADatA hoya ane ene ekalAne zrIkhaMDa nA mUkyo hoya to akaLAyA kare.

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guru-ziSya 51 pa2 alyA, eka ja dahADo, eka ja TUMkamAM ATalI badhI akaLAmaNa kare che ?! paNa akaLAyA kare ! are, bIjA karatAM zrIkhaMDa ocho mUkyo hoya to ya akaLAyA kare ! A loko cAritrabaLa kyAMthI lAve ?!. ane evuM huM eka dahADo badhAne kahyuM ke "tamane bhAvatuM Ave to tame tarata ja cAkhIne bIjAne ApI dejo ne tamane nA bhAvatuM te lejo.' to zuM thAya ? praznakartA : badhA cAlavA mAMDe. dAdAzrI : hA, cAlavA mAMDe. "Avajo, dAdA' kaheze ! jALIethI je' zrIkRSNa kare pachI !! A kramika mArgamAM guruonuM kevuM hoya ? A je vyavahAra karIe chIe te ja sAco che ane AnA kartA ApaNe chIe. eTale Ano tyAga ApaNe karavAno che. evo vyavahAra hoya. vyavahAra zrAMtivALo ne "jJAna" khoLe che, te jaDe kaMI ?! tamane kema lAge che ? jaDe ? praznakartA : nA. guru-ziSya rahevuM hatuM ne ! guru vagara paDI rahevuM hatuM ke, jo kaiDakAvAno bhaya che to ! nahIM to TaiDakAvAno khorAka levo joIe. TaiDakAvAno khorAka nA cAkhavo joIe ? savAre e ziSyo Ave tyAre emAM be ziSyoe kahyA pramANe karyuM hoya ane eka ziSyathI nA thayuM hoya te tyAM guru pAse jaIne bese paNa te moMDhA parathI ja sAheba oLakhI jAya ke ANe kazuM karyuM nathI. enuM moTuM ja 'kazuM karyuM nathI" evuM dekhAya. eTale sAheba mahIM manamAM ne manamAM akaLAyA kare ke 'kazuM karato nathI, kazuM karato nathI.' ziSyae moDhe nA karyuM hoya eTale tyAM AgaLa ene TaiDakAve pachI ! gurunI lAla AMkha thayelI hoya, AMkha lAlanI lAla rahe. A ziSya kare evo nathI eTale guru ciDAyA kare ane pelo ziSya ryA kare. have Ano meLa kyAre paDe ?! tethI tyAM traNa ja ziSyo, je emanI pAchaLa paDelA hoya, eTalA ja ziSyo poSI zake e. bIjAM badhAM to darzana karIne jatAM rahe loko. kramika mArgamAM TheTha sudhI akaLAmaNa jAya nahIM. guru ne ziSya, beune akaLAmaNa ! paNa A akaLAmaNa e tapa che, eTale moMDhA para teja Ave. kAraNa ke chAsiyA sonAne akaLAmaNa karAvIe pachI thoDuM thoDuM sudharatuM jAya ne ! sAcuM sonuM dekhAtuM jAya ne ?! bheda guru-ziSya vacce... praznakartA : sAmAnya rIte bahAra guru-ziSya vacce aMtara kharuM ne? ke ekAkAra rahe ? dAdAzrI : ekAkAra thAya to to beunuM kalyANa thaI jAya. paNa ziSyathI pyAlo phUTe to guru ciDAyA vagara rahe nahIM. bAkI guru-ziSya jo kadI evA puNyazALI hoya ne beu ekAkAra rahe to beunuM kalyANa thaI jAya. paNa evuM rahe nahIM. are, ghaDIvAra pote potAnI jAta upara ja ene vizvAsa Ave nahIM evuM A jagata che, to ziSyono vizvAsa to Avato haze ?! ane eka dahADo be pyAlA phoDI nAkhyA hoya ne, to guru Ama lAla AMkha karyA kare. dAdAzrI : rasto ja mULa UMdho che tyAM ! ane tethI kramikamArganA jJAnIone ya ciMtA ane ziSyone ya ciMtA ! naryo tApa, tApa ne tApa !! gurune ya tApa !! e traNa ziSyone jo kahyuM hoya ke "Aje tame caraNavidhi moMDhe karI lAvajo, tame ATalA pado moMDhe karI lAvajo." ane pachI eka ziSya hoya te mAthuM khaMjavALe ke have gurue soMpyuM to che, paNa kyAre thaze ?! ghera jaIne moMDhe kare, paNa pachI thAya nahIM ne, eTale AkhI rAta manamAM ajaMpo thayA kare. Ama vAMcato jAya ne kakaLATa karato jAya. ane kakaLATa thAya eTale guru tarapha abhAva Avato jAya ke AvuM zuM kAma bojo Ape che te ! gurue kaheluM karavAnuM nA game, eTale zuM thAya ? abhAva Ave. kramika mArga ja AnuM nAma ! guru ye manamAM vicAra kare ke 'A badhuM moDhe nA kare to Aje ene TeDakAvuM." have ziSya tyAM jAya ne, te jatAM jatAM ja ene phaphaDATa rahe ke "zuM kaheze ne zuM nahIM, zuM kaheze ne zuM nahIM ?!" tyAre alyA guru zuM karavA karyA hatA ?! mela ne, chAla. ema ne ema

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guru-ziSya 53 jo upAdhio, Akho dahADo upAdhio ! ne gurune kahetA ya nathI ke 'sAheba, mArI upAdhio laI lo tame.' hA, emeya pUchAya ke, 'sAheba, ciDAva cho zuM karavA, moTA mANasa thaIne tame ?!' praznakartA : paNa ApaNAthI gurune pUchAya kevI rIte ?! ApaNe to pUchI nA zakIe ne, gurune ?! dAdAzrI : gurune pUchIe nahIM, tyAre gurune zuM karavAnA ! ziSya joDe matabheda paDato hoya, to nA samajIe ke tamAre ziSya joDe matabheda paDe che, to zAnA guru tame ?! jo eka ziSya joDe pAMsarA nathI rahetA to tame duniyA joDe kyAre rahezo te ?! Ama badhAne salAha Ape ke 'bhAI, jhaghaDo kazuM nA karazo.' paNa tamAre to koI saguM nathI, vahAluM nathI, ekalA cho, to ya A ziSyanI joDe zuM karavA, zene mATe tamAre kakaLATa che ?! tamAre peTe avatAra to lIdho nathI, to tamAre bene zAnA kaSAya che ?! kaSAya to A vyavahAravALA lokone hoya. paNa A to bahArathI AvIne bicAro ziSya thayo che, tyAM ya kaSAya karyA karo cho ?! pustaka ADuMavaLuM mUkAI gayuM hoya to guru zuM bole ? keTalAM lapakAM kare ke 'tArAmAM akkala nathI. tane bhAna nathI.' tyAre ziSya zuM kahe ? 'pustaka huM khAI gayo hoIza ?! ahIM ne ahIM paDyuM haze. tamArI jhoLImAM nahIM hoya to khATalA nIce haze.' paNa ziSya 'khAI gayo hoIza ?!' evuM bole ! AnAM karatAM to gharamAM bhAMjagaDa sArI. enAM karatAM bairInA ziSya thavuM, to vaDhe paNa pachI pAchAM bhajiyAM khavaDAve ne ?! kaMIka svataMtratA joIe ne ?! AvA guru maLe, ATalI ATalI cAkarI karIe to ya gAMDuM bole to zuM thAya ? praznakartA : bAIDI svArthanuM vaDhatI hoya ane pelo guru niHsvArthapaNe vaDhatA hoya, e bemAM phera nahIM ? dAdAzrI : gurunuM nisvArtha hoya nahIM. jagatamAM niHsvArthI mANasa koI hoya nahIM. e niHsvArthI dekhAya kharo, paNa jyAMthI ne tyAMthI svArtha karI ane badhuM Ama taiyArI ja karatAM hoya. e badhA svArthI, polampola 54 guru-ziSya che badhuM. e to jarA samajaNamAM bese jene, te oLakhI jAya. bAkI, ziSya ne guru e be vaDhatA ja hoya, bene jAmelI ja hoya Akho dahADo. ApaNe gurune jarA maLavA jaIe ne kahIe ke 'kema, A zuM che ?!' tyAre e kahe, 'pelo sAro nathI. ziSya eTalo badho kharAba maLyo che !' ApaNe e vAta ziSyane jaNAvI nA devI. ane pachI ziSyane ApaNe pUchavuM ke, 'kema bhaI, A zuM hatuM ?!' tyAre e kahe, 'A guru rAzI maLyA che, evA kharAba maLyA che !' AmAM konI vAta sAcI ?! AmAM emano doSa nathI. kAraNa ke kALa evo Avyo che. te kALane laIne A badhuM UbhuM thayuM che. paNa Avo kALa Ave te dahADe jJAnI puruSa pAke ! ziSyane game eTaluM AvaDatuM hoya, paNa A guruo badhA evA maLavAnA ne ! kaLiyuganA guruo kevA hoya ? ziSya hoya te kahe ke 'huM to ajJAnI chuM, huM kazuM jANato nathI' to ya pelA che te A bicArAne mAra mAra kare, AgaLa nA vadhavA de. e guruo maratAM sudhI bhUla kADhe ne ziSyane herAna herAna karI nAkhe, tela kADhI nAkhe. chatAM ya ziSyane mahIM jALavI rAkhanArA koIka hoya che. paNa chevaTe dArUkhAnuM mAnavAnuM, chevaTe eka dahADo phoDyA vagara rahe ja nahIM. A kALamAM ziSyonI sahanazakti nathI, gurumAM evI udAratA nathI. nahIM to gurumAM to bahu udAratA joIe, bahu udAra mana joIe. ziSyanuM badhuM calAvI levAnI udAratA hoya. Ama dharma vagovAI gayo ! ziSyo gALo de to ya samatA rAkhe, enuM nAma guru kahevAya. ziSya to nabaLo che ja paNa guru kaMI nabaLo thAya ?! tamane kema lAge che ? guru to nabaLo nA hoya ne ?! ko'ka dahADo ziSyanI bhUla thaI jAya ne kaMI avaLuM bolI gayo to guru pheNa mAMDe, to pachI ziSya to zI rIte AjJAmAM rahe ?! ziSyanI bhUla thAya ne guru bhUla nA kare tyAre ziSya AjJAmAM rahe. A to gurunI bhUla thAya, to ziSya zI rIte AjJAmAM rahe ?! gurunI eka ja bhUla dekhe ne, to ziSya AjJAmAM nA rahe. paNa to ya jo gurunI AjJAmAM rahyo to thaI gayuM kalyANa !

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guru-ziSya 55 pa6 guru-ziSya badhe ja svacchaMdI thaI gayA che. ziSya gurune gaNato nathI ne guru ziSyane gaNato nathI pAcho ! ziSya manamAM vicAra kare ke 'gurumAM akkala ochI che jarA. ApaNe ApaNI meLe jude juduM vicArI levuM. guru to bole, paNa ApaNe karIe tyAre ne !" evuM thaI gayuM che A badhuM. eTale ziSyane guru kaheze ke 'Ama karaje' to ziSya moMDhe 'hA' kahe, paNa pAcho kare juduM. eTalo badho to svachaMda cAlyo che. ane koI eka zabda sAco pALyo nathI. pAcho ziSya kaheze, 'guru to bole, cakrama che jarA." AvuM badhuM cAle mANasa potAnI jAte kazuM ja karI zake nahIM. praznakartA kRpA gurunI joIe, paNa ziSya ja karavuM to paDe ne ? dAdAzrI : kazuM karavAnuM ja nathI, phakta vinaya karavAno che. A jagatamAM karavAnuM che ya zuM? vinaya karavAno. bIjuM zuM karavAnuM ? A kaMI ramakaDAM ramADavAnA nathI ke devalAM dhovAnAM nathI ke evuM tevuM che nahIM. praznakartA : paNa potAne kazuM karavAnuM ja nahIM ? guru ja badhuM karI nahIM to sAcA guru ne ziSya vacce to premano AMkaDo evo sarasa hoya ke guru je bole e ene game bahu, evo to premano AMkaDo hoya. paNa atyAre to A bannemAM jhaghaDA cAlyA karatA hoya. guru kaheze, 'Ama karaje, huM tane kahuM chuM." paNa ziSya kare nahIM. A to Akho dahADo sAsu-vahunA kacakacanA jhaghaDA jevuM guru-ziSyamAM che tyAM AgaLa. ziSyanAM manamAM ya ema thAya ke 'kyAM nAsI jauM ?!" paNa kyAM nAsI jAya bicAro ?! gherathI to nAsI chUTyo, ghera to AbarU bagADI. have kyAM jAya ? paNa koNa saMghare ene ? nokarImAM ya koI rAkhe nahIM. have AmAM zuM thAya ?! na gurunuM mahAtama rahyuM, na ziSyanuM mahAtama rahyuM, ne Akho dharma vagovAyo !!! ziSya mAtra karavAno, vinaya ! dAdAzrI : guru ja karI Ape. potAne zuM karavAnuM ?! praznakartA : to pachI guru kaI rIte pahoMcADe ?! dAdAzrI : guru enAM guru pAsethI lAvelA hoya, e ene Ape. sAmAsAmI badhuM e to Age se calI AvelI che. eTale guru je Ape te ziSya laI levuM. praznakartA : keTalAMka guruo kahe che ke abhyAsa karo to vastu maLaze. dAdAzrI : hA, e to badhA bahu loko e ja kahe che ne ! bIjuM zuM kahe ?! 'A karo, te karo, te karo." karavAthI koI dahADo bhrAMti jAya ?! gurunA kahyA pramANe karavAnuM ja hoya to to evuM thAya ja nahIM ne ? ko'ke kahyuM ke "Aje sAcuM bolo." paNa sAcuM bolAya ja nahIM ne ? e to pustako ya bole che. pustaka kyAM nathI bolatuM ? emAM kazuM vaLe nahIM ne ? pustakamAM kahe che ne, ke "prAmANikapaNe cAlo." paNa koI cAlyo ?! lAkho avatAra sudhI AnuM A ja karyuM, bIjuM karyuM ja nathI. bhAMgaphoDa, bhAMgaphoDa, bhAMgaphoDa ja karI. varte eTaluM ja vartAvI zake guru pAse jaIe to tyAM ApaNe kaMI pALavAnuM hoya ja nahIM. pALavAnuM hoya to ApaNe ene nA kahIe ke tuM pALa bhaI, huM kyAM pALuM ?! pALI zakuM tema hota to tAre tyAM zuM karavA huM Avyo ?" have bAkI, gurunA AdhAre to keTalIka jagyAe ziSyo hoya. ziSyonI AkhI ciMtA pelA gurune mAthe hoya. evI rIte ziSyonuM cAlyA kare che. keTalAMka sAcA guru hoya che mahIM saMsAramAM, te keTalAMka ziSyono gurune mAthe bojo hoya che ane guru je kare e kharuM. eTale javAbadArI nahIM ne zAMti rahe. koI AdhAra to joIe ja ne ! nirAdhArI mANasa jIvI zake nahIM. praznakartA to tyAM ziSya kaMI karavAnI jarUra ja nahIM ? dAdAzrI : ziSya to, e bicAro zuM karI zake ! e jo karI zakato hoya to to pachI gurunI jarUra ja nA rahe ne ? ziSyathI potAthI kaMI ja thaI zake nahIM. e to gurunI kRpAthI badhuM AgaLa AgaLa vadhye jAya.

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guru-ziSya nathI paLAtuM enuM kAraNa zuM ? A sAmo mANasa je kahenAra che e pote ja pALato nathI. haMmezAM guru pALanAra hoya tyAM ziSya avazya pALe. bAkI, A banAvaTo che badhI. pachI pAchAM guru ApaNane kahe, 'tamArAmAM zakti nathI. tame pALatA nathI.' alyA, mArI zakti zuM karavA tuM khoLe che ? tArI zakti joIe. A badhAne meM kahI dIdheluM, mArI zakti joIe. tamArI zaktinI jarUra nathI.' ane bahAra badhe to evuM ja ! jyAM guru thaI beTho hoya, tene enI potAnI zakti joIe. paNa A to lokone topane bAre caDhAve ke, 'tame kazuM karatA nathI !' alyA bhaI, karato hota to tAre tyAM huM zuM karavA Avata te ?! tAre tyAM zuM karavA athaDAta te ?! paNa A to kaLiyuganAM lokone samajaNa nahIM hovAthI A badhuM tophAna cAle che. nahIM to mArA jevA javAba ApI de ne ?! guru jo cokhkhA hoya to ApaNane avazya thaI ja jAya ane nathI thatuM to guruomAM ja pola che. hA, ekjhekTa pola che, A tamane kahI dauM !! 57 polano artha huM zuM kahevA mAguM chuM ? ke guru khAnagImAM bIDI pItAM hoya to tamArI bIDI nA chUTe. nahIM to kema nA bane ?! ekjhekTalI banI javuM joIe. badhA guruono pahelA rivAja ja e hato. guru eTale zuM ? ke pote badhuM ja pALe eTale sAmAthI sahaja paLAI javAya. e tamArI samajamAM Ave kharuM ?! praznakartA : guru pALe eTale ApaNAthI paLAI javAya, e mArA magajamAM UtaratuM nathI. dAdAzrI : to to enAM karatAM copaDIo sArI. copaDIo evuM ja kahe che ne ? 'Ama karo, tema karo, phalANuM karo.' te pelAM jIvatA karatAM copaDIo sArI. jIvatAne to pAchAM page lAgavuM paDe Ama ! praznakartA : e namratA to keLavAya kharI ne ? dAdAzrI : e namratAne zuM karavAnI ?! jyAM ApaNane kazuM maLe nahIM, ApaNI AkhI jindagI tyAM ne tyAM jAya to ya ApaNuM lUgaDuM kaMI palaLe nahIM, to e pANI zuM kAmanuM te ?! eTale A badhuM yujhalesa, vesTa opha TAIma enDa enarjI ! pura guru-ziSya Apane nA samajAyuM ? huM tamane kahyuM ke "A tame choDI do' ane tamArAthI e chUTe nahIM eTale jANavuM ke mArAmAM doSa che. tamAre nA chUTe to tamAre mArAmAM doSa kADhavo joIe. tamArA badhA prayatna lagADatAM ya nathI chUTatuM, to enuM kAraNa zuM ? mArAmAM doSa che tethI ja ! hA, enuM kAraNa kahenAramAM doSa hovo ja joIe !! 'tame Ama karo, A karo' evuM koI vacanabaLavALo kahe to cAle. A to vacanabaLa ja nathI, tethI pelAnuM gADuM cAlatuM ja nathI. A to eka jAtanI kahevAnI kaTeva paDelI hoya che. e sAmarthyatA ja saghaLuM saMbhALI le ! ane badhe ya kAyado evo ja hovo joIe ke gurue ja karI ApavuM joIe. gurunI pAse loko zA mATe jAya che ? A to guruthI thatuM nathI eTale guruoe pelAne mAthe ThokI besADyuM ke 'tame kaMIka karo. tame karatA nathI, tame karatA nathI.' eTale pachI ApaNA loko evuM mAnI beThAM. guruo Thapako Ape che ne loka sAMbhaLe che ya pAchAM ! are, evAM ThapakA sAMbhaLavAnA nA hoya. paNa A guruo khaIkhapUcIne pAchaLa paDelA, te ziSyone vaDhavaDha ja karyA kare che ke, 'tame kazuM karatA nathI, tame A karatA nathI. ame tamane kahIe ke tame Ama karI lAvo.' sAdhakanI dazA to narama hoya. badhA sAdhako koI evA majabUta hotA nathI. have nabaLo mANasa to bIjuM zuM batADe ? nabaLAI ja batADe. tamAre to ema kahevAnuM ke, "sAheba, tame jevuM amArI pAse mAgo cho evuM ja tame amane karI Apo. tame AvaDA moTA gurupade beThA cho, ne pAchAM mane karI lAvavAnuM kaho cho ? paNa huM to apaMga chuM, huM to pAMgaLo chuM, tamAre mane Ubho karI ApavAno. tamAre mane khabhe UMcakI levAno hoya ke mAre tamane khabhe UMcakI levAnA hoya ?!' evuM guru pAse ApaNe nA bolavuM joIe ? paNa ApaNA dezanA suMvALA loko to guru kahe to kaheze, 'hA, tyAre sAheba, kAle karI lAvIza.' alyA, AvuM cokhkhuM kahI de ne ! AvuM nA bolAya ? kema bolatA nathI ? A huM konA pakSamAM boluM chuM ? huM konA pakSanI vAta karuM chuM ?

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guru-ziSya praznakartA : amArA pakSanI vAta che A. dAdAzrI : hA, tamAre evuM kahevuM joIe ke, "sAheba, tame to baLavAna cho ne huM to nirbaLa chuM. A huM to tame kaho e karavA taiyAra chuM. bAkI mAruM gajuM ja nahIM, eTale tame ja karI Apo ane jo nA karI ApatA hoya to huM bIjI dukAne jauM. tamArAmAM barakata hoya to kahI do ane barakata nA hoya to kahI do, to huM bIjI dukAne jauM. ApanAthI azakya hoya to huM bIjI jagyAe jauM, bIjA guru karuM.' eTale guru konuM nAma kahevAya ? kaMI karavAnuM nA kahe, enuM nAma guru ! A to raste cAlatA guru thaI beThA che. pAchAM kaheze, 'paMguM laMghayate girIm" are AvuM kaho cho, paNa amane tame to kaho cho ke 'tuM cAla." tame ja to mane kaho cho ke "mane tAre khabhe besADI de." guru zuM kahe che ? mane khabhe besADI de." "are huM pAMgaLo ane tame mAre khabhe besavAnuM kaho cho ?" A virodhAbhAsa nA kahevAya ? tamane kema lAge che ? praznakartA : eno artha evo thayo ke ziSya kazI tasdI nahIM levAnI, tasdI gurue ja badhI levAnI ? dAdAzrI : hA, gurue ja karavAnuM. tamAre jo karavAnuM hoya to tamAre ema kahevuM joIe, 'tyAre sAheba, tamAre zuM karavAnuM ? kaho. jo tamAre kazuM karavAnuM nahIM ne A hukama ja karavAno hoya, to enAM karatAM huM mAre ghera mArI vAIphano hukama mAnIza. vAIphe ya pustakamAM joIne kaheze ! tame ya jo pustakamAM joIne, zAstramAM joIne kaho cho, to e ya pustakamAM joIne kaheze. "Ama karo' kahevAthI nahIM cAle. tame kaMIka karavA lAgo. mArAthI nA thAya e tame karo, ne tamArAthI nA thAya e ame karIe. evuM vaheMcaNa karI lo." tyAre pelA guruo zuM kahe ? "ame zAnAM karIe ?' tyAre ApaNe kahIe, 'tyAre tamArI pAse zukkaravAra vaLe nahIM ane zanivAra mAro thAya nahIM." evuM kahI devuM joIe ne ?! praznakartA: paNa sAmevALI vyakti barAbara na hoya to zuM ? dAdAzrI : sAmevALI vyaktine jovAnI jarUra nathI. guru sArA hovA guru-ziSya joIe. vyakti to che ja evI, samartha nathI ja bicArI. e to ema ja kahe che ne ke, "sAheba, huM samartha nathI, tyAre ja tamArI pAse Avyo chuM. ane mAre karavAnuM hotuM haze ?!" tyAre e kahe, "nA, tAre karavuM paDaze." to e guru ja hoya. jo mAre karavuM paDatuM hoya to ApanA zaraNe zuM karavA AvuM ?! ApanA jevA samarthane khoLI zuM karavA kADhata? eTaluM jarA tame vicAro to kharA ! Apa samartha cho ane huM to nabaLo ja chuM. mArAthI thatuM ja nathI tethI to ApanA zaraNe Avyo, ne mAre jo karavApaNuM rahevAnuM hoya to Apa kevA ?! nabaLA ja kahevAone ! Apa samartha kahevAya kema karIne ?! kAraNa ke samartha to badhuM karI zake. A to gurumAM barakata che nahIM, eTale ja sAmI vyaktine bojo hoya. ane guruomAM barakata nathI, tyAre sAmI vyaktino doSa kADhe. dhaNImAM barakata nA hoya to bairIno doSa kADhe. nabaLo dhaNI bairI para zUro, evI kahevata cAle che saMsAramAM. evI rIte A guruo nabaLA che ne. te ziSya para zUrA thAya che ne ziSyanuM tela kADhI nAkhe che ke 'tamArAthI kAMI thatuM nathI.' tyAre tame zuM karavA ahIM AgaLa moTA guru thaIne AvyA cho te ?! are, vagara kAmanA ziSyone zuM karavA vaDho cho ? bicArA e du:khI che tethI to tamArI pAse AvyA che, ne tyAre tame vaDho cho pAchAM uparathI ! ghera bairI vaDhe ane ahIM tame vaDho, tyAre eno pAra kyAre Ave te ?! guru to enuM nAma ke ziSyane vaDhe nahIM, ziSyane rakSA Ape, ziSyane Azaro Ape. A kaLiyuganA guruone guru ja kema kahevAya te ?! Akho dahADo ziSyane godA mAra mAra kare. e rasto ja hoya ne ! bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM koI evuM kahetA nahotA ke 'ATaluM karavuM paDaze.' jyAre A badhA to kaheze, "ATaluM to karavuM paDaze.' tyAre pelA zuM kaheze ? "sAheba, kAMI thatuM nathI, kAMI thatuM nathI." alyA, to to patharo thaI jaIza. kAraNa ke jevuM ciMtave evo thaI jAya. 'kAMI thatuM nathI' evuM ciMtave to evo thaI jAya ke nA thaI jAya ?! e to lokone samajaNa nathI eTale cAle che polampola badhuM. haMmezAM je guru karI ApatA nA hoya te guru mAthe paDelA che. ane tamAre to DaoNkaTarane nA kahevuM paDe ke

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guru-ziSya guru-ziSya 'mane kazuMka darda che, te mane khabara nathI. enI meLe kaMI thaI gayuM che. tame mane dardamukta karI Apo" evuM ? praznakartA : hA, kahevuM joIe. dAdAzrI : eTale gurue ja karI ApavuM joIe. badhuM e zIkhavADI de. pachI vAMcavAnuM kahe ke "ATaluM vAMcIne Avaje.' paNa zIkhavADI de badhuM ya. A to bairI chokarAvALA, nokarIo karatAM hoya, te kyAre karI rahe bicArAM ?! jyAre gurumAM to bahu zakti hoya, apAra zakti hoya, e badhuM ja karI Ape. gurue kahevuM joIe ke, 'tArAmAM samajaNa nA hoya, paNa huM chuM ne ! huM beTho chuM ne ! tAre gabharAvAnuM nahIM. jo tane samajaNa nathI paDatI to tuM mArI pAsethI badhuM laI jA." ane meM paNa A badhAne kahyuM che ke, 'tamAre koIe kazuM karavAnuM nahIM. mAre karavAnuM. tamArAmAM je nabaLAI hoya te badhI mAre kADhavAnI." dAdAe bhelADyuM che jJAta gahana huM to zuM kahuM chuM ?! ke mArI joDe cAlo badhAM. tyAre kahe, "nA, tame eka DagaluM AgaLa.' tyAre huM kahuM ke eka DagaluM AgaLa, paNa mArI joDe cAlo. huM tamane ziSya banAvavA mAgato nathI. huM tamane bhagavAna banAvavA mAguM chuM. tame cho ja bhagavAna, te tamAruM pada tamane apAvavA mAguM chuM. huM kahuM chuM ke tuM mArA jevo thA barobara ! tuM jhaLakATavALo thA. mAre je IcchA che e tuM thaI jA ne !! meM to mArI pAse kazuM rAkhyuM nathI, badhuM tamane ApI dIdhuM che. meM kazuM gajavAmAM rAkhI mUkyuM nathI. je hatuM e badhuM ja ApI dIdhuM che, sarvasva ApI dIdhuM che ! pUrNadazAnuM ApeluM che badhuM. ane amAre to tamArI pAsethI kazuM joItuM nathI. ame to ApavA AvyA chIe, badhuM amAruM jJAna ApavA AvyA chIe. eTale ja A badhuM opana karyuM che. tethI lakhyuM ne, 'dAdA ja bhoLA che, bhelADyuM che jJAna gahana.' jJAna koI bhelADe ja nahIM ne ?! are, A bhelADavA do ne ! to lokone zAMti thAya, TADhaka thAya. ahIM mArI pAse rAkhIne huM zuM karuM ? ene dabAvIne sUI jAuM ?! ane niyama evo che ke A duniyAmAM dareka cIja ApelI e ghaTe, ane phakta jJAna ApeluM e vadhe ! evo svabhAva che. jJAna ekaluM ja ! bIjuM kazuM nahIM. bIjuM badhuM to ghaTe. mane eka jaNa kahe che ke, 'tame jeTaluM jANo cho eTaluM kema kahI do cho ?! thoDuMka dAbaDImAM rAkhatA nathI ?!" meM kahyuM, alyA, ApavAthI to vadhe ! mAruM vadhe ne enuM ya vadhatuM hoya, to zuM khoTa jAya che mArAmAM ?! mAre jJAna dAbaDImAM rAkhIne guru thaI besavuM nathI ke e mArA paga dabAvyA kare. e to pachI aMgrejonAM jevo veza thaze, ke emaNe badhA ya jJAna dAbaDImAM rAkhyA. 'Know-How'nA paNa e lokoe paisA lIdhA. tethI to A jJAna badhuM pANImAM DUbI jaze. ane ApaNA loko Aye rAkhatA hatA, chUTe hAtha ApyuM rAkhatA hatA. AyurvedanA jJAna ApatA hatA, pachI bIjuM jyotiSavidyAnuM jJAna ApatA hatA, adhyAtmajJAna ApatA hatA, badhuM chUTAM hAthe ApatA hatA. ane A kaMI chUpuM rAkheluM jJAna nathI. ahIM vyavahAramAM to guruo oTImAM ghAlI rAkhe thoDuM. kaheze, 'ziSya vAMko che te caDhI bese, sAmo thAya tyAre ApaNe zuM karIzuM ?!' kAraNa ke e gurune vyavahAranuM sukha joItuM hoya. khAvA-pIvAnuM, bIjuM badhuM joItuM hoya. paga phATatA hoya to ziSya paga dabAvatA hoya. te jo pachI ziSya emanA jevo thaI jAya to pachI e paga nA dabAve, to zuM thAya ?! eTale e cAvIo thoDIka rahevA de. tethI guruono mata evo hoya che ke ApaNe dasa TakA ApaNI pAse anAmata rAkhavuM ane pachI bAkInuM ApavuM. emanI pAse sevanTI parasenTa hoya, emAMthI dasa TakA anAmata rAkhe. jyAre mArI pAse paMcANuM TakA che, te badhuM ApI dauM chuM. tamane sayuM to sayuM, nahIM to julAba thaI jaze. paNa te kaMI phAyado thaze to kharo ne ! eTale atyAre guruo evA pesI gayA che ke mahIM dAbaDImAM rahevA daIne pachI bIjuM Ape. eTale ziSya jANe ke 'haju ApaNane maLatuM nathI, dhIme dhIme maLaze." te guru dhIme dhIme Ape. paNa ApI de ne ahIMthI, eTale AnuM rAge paDI jAya. koI Ape ja nahIM ne ! lAlacu loko ApatA

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guru-ziSya haze ?! saMsAranI jene lAlaca che e mANasa e jeTaluM jANato hoya eTaluM jJAna pUrepUruM cokhkhuM cokhkhuM ApI zake nahIM. lAlacanA badalAmAM rahevA de enI pAse. praznakartA : paNa ene ziSya maLyo che e lAlacu ja maLyo che ne ? ene badhuM laI levuM che ne ? dAdAzrI : ziSya to lAlacu ja che. mAruM kahevAnuM ke ziSya to lAlaca ja hoya. ene to bicArAne icchA ja che ke "mane A jJAna maLI jAya to sAruM.' e lAlaca hoya ja. paNa A guru ya lAlacu ?! te kema poSAya ?! eTale pote eDavAnsa thAya ja nahIM, pote AgaLa vadhe nahIM ane ziSyone ya muzkelImAM nAkhe. te evuM thayuM che A hindustAnamAM atyAre. te Ama rANe pADI ApyuM ! guru sArA hoya eTale bIjI bhAMjagaDa nA hoya. A kALamAM cokhkhA guru maLavA, vepArI nA hoya evA guru maLavA bahu puNya kahevAya. nahIM to guru zuM kare che ?! ziSyanI pAsethI enI nabaLAIo jANI le che ane pachI nabaLAInI lagAma pakaDe che, ne herAna herAna karI nAkhe lokone ! nabaLAI to e bicAro guru pAse khullI nA kare to kyAM khullI kare ?! praznakartA H atyAre amuka guruo che, kahevAtA guruo je che, paNa e Ama to kharekhara lokonuM zoSaNa ja karatA hoya che. dAdAzrI : ane ekAda-be guruo sAcA hoya, sIdhA hoya, tyAre AvaData nA hoya. prapaMcI guruo to bahu hoziyAra hoya ane jAtajAtanA Ama veza karatA hoya. praznakartA : koI paNa mANasa mukta thavA mATe guruno Azraya le che, paNa pachI e gurunI pakaDamAMthI mukta thaI zakato nathI. eTale guruthI paNa mukta thavAnI jarUra che, evuM nathI lAgatuM ? dAdAzrI : hA, mane suratamAM eka zeTha maLyA. te mane kahe che, guru-ziSya 'sAheba, mane bacAvo !' meM kahyuM, 'zuM che ? tane kaMI nukasAna thayuM che ?" tyAre e kahe che, "mArA gurue evuM kahyuM ke tane huM khedAna-medAna karI nAkhIza. to e mane evuM karI nAkhaze to huM zuM karIza ? mAruM zuM thaze have ?!" pachI meM pUchyuM, tAro enI joDe zuM vyavahAra thayo che evo ke ATalo badho bhAre zabda kahyo tane ? kaMI lAgatuM-vaLagatuM che enI joDe ? kaMI lAgatuM-vaLagatuM hoya to evuM bole ne ?" tyAre e kahe che, "mArAM guru kahe che ke pacAsa hajAra rUpiyA mokalI Apa, nahIM to huM tane khedAnamedAna karI nAkhIza." "alyA, paisAno vepAra karyo te enI joDe ? dhIradhArA karI che ?" tyAre e kahe che, "nA, dhIradhAra nahIM. paNa e jyAre jyAre kahe ke paccIsa hajAra ApI jA, nahIM to tAruM bagaDaze e tuM jANe, eTale huM bhaDakano mAryo ane rUpiyA ApI AvuM. eTale atyAra sudhImAM savA lAkha rUpiyA gayA che. have bIjAM pacAsa hajAra rUpiyA mArI pAse che nahIM, eTale huM kyAMthI lAvIne ApuM ?! te have emaNe kahevaDAvyuM che ke tAruM badhuM khedAna-medAna karI nAkhIza.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'bhAI, ThaMDa, tane ame rakSaNa ApIzuM. tAruM khedAnamedAna nahIM thAya. tArAM guru je karaze ne, te ame hAtha dharIzuM, tane khedAna medAna nahIM thavA daIe. paNa have tyAM AgaLa kazuM mokalIza nahIM, prema Ave to mokalaje. tane prema Ave, uchALo Ave to mokalaje. paNa bhayanA mAryo nA mokalIza. nahIM to e to vadhAre cagaze. tuM bhaDakIza nahIM. tArA gurunuM avaLuM ciMtavana nA karIza. kAraNa ke tArI bhUlathI A guru laI gayA che. kaMI emanI bhUlathI laI gayA nathI A." enI potAnI bhUlathI ja laI gayA ne ?! ene lAlaca haze kaMIka tyAre ne ?! kaMIka lAlaca haze tyAre A guru rAkhyA hatA ne ?! ane to ja paisA Ape ne?! eTale lAlacathI A ThagyA che. ane A loko badhA hAthamAM AveluM pachI choDe nahIM. duSamakALanAM loka, emane potAnI adhogati thaze ke zuM thaze enI kaMI paDelI nathI. zikAra hAthamAM Avavo joIe. paNa e to zuM kahe che ? 'amArA bhagata che" evuM kahe che ne ? 'zikAra' nathI kahetAM eTaluM sAruM che ane pelA zikArI mANasa to 'zikAra' kahe.

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guru-ziSya guru-ziSya ne ! ApaNe emane nirdoSa ja jovA joIe. ApaNA pUrvanA kaMI pApa haze tyAre phasAyA ne AvA guru maLI AvyA. nahIM to maLe ja nahIM ne ! gayA avatAranuM RNAnubaMdha tethI A bhegA thayA ne ! nahIM to kyAMthI bhegA thAya ?! bIjAM lokone bhegA nathI thayA ne ApaNe bhAga kyAMthI AvyA ?! pachI meM ene kahyuM, 'teM gurunA nAma para kazuM karyuM?" tyAre e kahe che, 'hA, emanAM phoTA je pUjato hato te pachI tApI nadImAM nAkhI Avyo. bahu AvuM pajave eTale mane rIsa caDhI ! tethI nAkhI Avyo.' 'alyA, paNa te pUjyA zuM karavA ? ane pUjyA to pachI tApImAM nAkhyA zuM karavA ? gurue tane ema nahotuM kahyuM ke tuM pUjIne tApImAM nAkhaje. nahIM to pUjIza ja nahIM pahelethI. pUjyA mATe jokhamadArI tArI thaI. A to te khoTuM karyuM. Agale dahADe bhajato hoya ane bIje dahADe nAkhe pANImAM ?! bhajanAro tuM ane ukhADanAro ya tuM, pote ne pote bhajanAro ane pote ukhADanAro ! A guno kharo ke nahIM ? to bhajato hato zuM karavA tyAre ?! ane jo A ukhADavAnuM thayuM to vidhipUrvaka ukhADo. AvuM nA cAle. kAraNa ke je phoTAnI Aje pUjA karato hato, ene kAle nadImAM padharAvI dauM, e hiMsA thaI kahevAya." ApaNe jANIe ke A bhagavAnano phoTo che, ne pachI ApaNe jo DUbADIe to ApaNI bhUla che. nA jANatA hoya, ajANatAM hoya to vAMdho nahIM. praznakartA : gurue evuM karyuM tyAre ene nAkhavuM paDyuM ne ? guru nimitta banyA ne, emAM ? e doSita thayA ne ? dAdAzrI : guru game te kare, paNa ApaNAthI bhUla na thavI joIe. ApaNI bhUlanAM karma ApaNane lAge, emanI bhUlanAM karma emane lAge. tame mAruM apamAna karI jAva, gALo bhAMDo, to huM vaDuM-karuM to mane karma lAge. mAre to evuM karavAnI jarUra ja kyAM che ?! tame to karma bAMdho. tame zrImaMta ho, zaktivALA ho, to bAMdho. amAre evI zakti ya nathI ne amArI zrImaMtAI ya nathI evI ! evI zakti hoya to karma bAMdhe ne ? eTale ApaNAthI evuM nA kahevAya. A kUtaruM bacakuM bhare eTale ApaNe ya bacakuM bharavAnuM ?! e to bhare ja ! praznakartA : evAM gurunA phoTAne nadImAM nAkhI de to pApa zI rIte lAge ? dAdAzrI : AvuM bolAya nahIM, ApaNe nA bolAya. e gurumAM bhagavAna rahelA che. e guru bhale kharAba che, paNa bhagavAna rahelA che eTale pachI meM ene vidhi karI ApI ane kahyuM ke, 'gurunA nAmanuM kharAba bolIza nahIM, enA nAmanuM kharAba vicArIza nahIM, gurunA nAmanuM vera nA rAkhIza.' ene manamAM pratikramaNa karAvaDAvyA, badhuM zIkhavADyuM. e mANasane badho rasto karI Apyo ane nadImAM phoTAM nAkhI Avyo, enI kevI vidhi karavAnI te meM ene batAvyuM. pachI ene rAge paDI gayuM. pachI bAra mahinA sudhI nA gayo eTale gurue jANyuM ke A ko'ke Ane haThAvyo. eTale bAra mahinA pachI gurue kAgaLa lakhyo ke, 'tame Avo. tamane koI jAtanI harakata nahIM karuM." pelI loTa khAvAnI je Teva che te ene mAre che, lAlaca ! have pelo jato nathI. kAraNa ke A mAchalAM eka phero pakaDAyA pachI chUTI jAya, pachI pharI jALamAM phasAya ke ?! je lAlacu hoya tene guru nA karavA. lAlacu nA hoya, svataMtra hoya ene guru. karavA. guru kahe ke "cale jAva' tyAre kahIe ke 'sAba, ApakI marajI. amAruM ghara che ja. nahIM to mArI vAIpheya guru ja che mArI !! nahIM to bairIte ya guru karAya ! guru karavAM nA phAve ane guru vagara jaMpa nA vaLe to bairIne kahevuM 'tuM avaLI pharIne besI jA. huM tane guru tarIke svIkAruM.' moTuM nA dekhavuM, ! "avaLI pharI jA' kahIe ! mUrti to jIvatIne ! hA, eTale bairIne guru karaje. tamAre zuM karavuM che?! paiNyA nathI praznakartA : paiNyo chuM ne ! dAdAzrI tyAre ene guru karavAnI. e ApaNA gharanI to kharI. ghI DhoLAyuM to ya khIcaDImAM !

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guru-ziSya 68 guru-ziSya praznakartA : enAthI phAyado zuM ?! jJAnI joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : tyAre bahAranuM atyAranA guru ya zuM ApI devAnA che ?! bAkI bairIne to badhAMe guru karelI ja hoya. e to moMDhe koI bole nahIM eTaluM ja ! praznakartA : paNa badhAnI vacce bolAya nahIM ne ! dAdAzrI : bole nahIM, paNa huM jANuM badhAne. huM kahuM ye kharo ke haju guru" nathI AvyA tyAM sudhI A DAhyo dekhAya che. te AvavA to do ! ne te vAMdho ya nahIM. paNa ApaNI akkala evI hovI joIe ke eno lAbha nA uThAve. ApaNane bhajiyAM karI Ape, jalebI karI Ape, lADavA karI Ape, pachI ene guru karavAmAM zuM vAMdho ?! eTale bahAra koI guru upara uchALo nA Ave to bairIne kahIe "tuM mArI guru, huM tAro guru, cAla AvI jA !' te uchALo to Ave baLyo ! ene ya uchALo Ave ne ApaNane ya uchALo Ave. jenA para uchALo nA Ave e guru karIe, enA karatAM vahune guru karIe to zuM khoTuM ?! kAraNa ke mahIM bhagavAna beThelA che ! pachI bhaNelI ke nA bhaNelI enI tyAM kiMmata ja nathI. eTale guru sArA nA maLe to chevaTe bairIne ya guru karavA !! kAraNa ke gurune pUchIne cAlIe to sAruM rahe. pUchIe ja nahIM, to pachI e rakhaDI mare. 'tame zuM kaho cho ? tame kaho e pramANe karIe' ema ApaNe kahIe. ane bairIe dhaNImAM guru sthApana karavAnuM ke, 'tame zuM kaho cho e pramANe huM karuM.' A bIjA guruo-prapaMcI guruo karavA tenA karatAM gharamAM prapaMca to nahIM ! eTale bairIne guru karIne paNa sthApana karavuM joIe. paNa eka to guru joIe ne ! guru maLyA chatAM ? praznakartA : gurudeva tarIke meM eka saMtane svIkAryA che. to mAre japa karavA mATe temanA nAmasmaraNa karavAne badale bIjAnuM nAmasmaraNa japa tarIke svIkArI zakuM ? dAdAzrI : Apane jo koI adhUrAza rahetI hoya to bIjAnuM nAma smaraNa levuM. paNa adhUrAza rahe che koI ? nA. eTale krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha rahetA nathI ne ? praznakartA: evuM to mahIM badhuM thAya che. dAdAzrI : ciMtA ? praznakartA : ciMtA rahe, paNa ochI ! dAdAzrI : paNa ciMtA thAya to pachI, jenuM nAma levAthI ciMtA thAya enuM nAma levAno artha ja zo che ? mIniMgalesa ! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha thAya, to e nAma levAno zo artha ? AvuM to A krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha bIjAneya thAya che ne ApaNaneya thAya che, eTale tamAruM kAma pUruM nA thayuM. to pachI have dukAna badalo. kyAM sudhI ekanI eka dukAnamAM paDI rahevuM ? tamAre paDI rahevuM hoya to paDI rahejo. bAkI, huM to A tamane salAha ApuM chuM. tamAruM kAma thayeluM hoya to tyAM vAMdho nahIM. e eka ja jagyAe rahe, to bIjI jagyAe Dakhala karavAnI jarUra nahIM. matabheda paDatA hoya, to pachI gurudeve zuM karyuM? gurudeva enuM nAma ke badhuM duHkha TALe. praznakartA : e gurunI vAta barAbara che paNa A to mArA svayaM aMtaHskUraNAthI meM guru svIkArelA. dAdAzrI : e barAbara che. eno vAMdho nahIM. paNa ApaNe bAra varSa sudhI davA pIdhI ane mahIM roga nA maTyo, tyAre baLyo e DaoNkTara ne davA ya baLI ene ghera rahI ! anaMta avatAra AnuM A ja karyuM che ane bhaTaka bhaTaka karyA che ! praznakartA : paNa AmAM gurudevano vAMka kADhavo ke mAro potAno vAMka ? dAdAzrI : guruno vAMka ! atyAre mArI pAse sAITha hajAra loko che, paNa temAM koIne duHkha thAya to mAro vAMka. emano zAno vAMka

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guru-ziSya bicArAno ? e to dukhiyA che mATe mArI pAse AvyA ane jo sukhiyA nA thAya to pachI mArI bhUla che. 69 A to gurudeve ThokI besADeluM ke potAnAthI bIjAne sukhiyA nA karAya eTale kahe, 'tame vAMkA, AvA vAMkA tethI thAya che AvuM ?" vakIla enA asIlane zuM kahe ke, tAruM karma phUTaluM che tethI AvuM avaLuM thayuM.' bAkI, guru kevA hovA joIe ? sarvasva duHkha laI le ! bIjA to guru kahevAtA haze ?! praznakartA : paNa mane mArI prakRtino vAMka lAge che. ? dAdAzrI : prakRtino vAMdho nathI. guru to game tevI tamArI prakRti hoya paNa laI le. A guru thaI bese che te amathA thaI bese che ? loka to game te dukAnamAM besI jaIne kAlAvAlA karyA kare. ema nA jue ke krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanI TADha vAyA kare. e zuM kAmanuM te ? paNa ApaNA lokone A ja kuTeva che. jenI dukAnamAM paDyo pAtharyo rahe, paNa ema nA jue ke krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha gayA ? nabaLAI gaI ? matabheda ochAM thayA ? kaMI ciMtA ghaTI ? ukaLATa ghaTyo ? Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi ghaTI ?! tyAre kahe, 'kazuM ya ghaTyuM nathI.' tyAre alyA, e melane pULo ahIMthI, A dukAnamAMthI kADhI nAkhane ! evuM nA samajAya baLyuM ?! A to guruonI bhUla che badhI. A koI guru 'hA' pADe nahIM. sAcI vAta kahevA huM Avyo chuM. mane koInI joDe bheda nathI ke koInI joDe bhAMjagaDa nathI ! bAkI, koI guru hA nahIM pADe. kAraNa ke emanI dhajA barobara nathI. guru thaI beThA che, caDI beThA che pablika para ! kleza kADhe te sAcA guru ! guru e ke ApaNane kleza nA thAya evI samajaNa pADe. AkhA mahinAmAM ya kleza nA thAya evI samajaNa pADe, enuM nAma guru kahevAya. ane ApaNane jo kleza thato hoya to samajavuM ke guru maLyo nathI. kaDhApo-ajaMpo thAya to guru karyAno artha zo che te ? ne gurune kahI devuM ke, 'sAheba, tamAro kaDhApo-ajaMpo gayo nathI lAgato. nahIM to mAro guru-ziSya kaDhApo-ajaMpo kema nA jAya ?! mAro jAya evo hoya to ja huM tamArI pAse pharI AvuM. nahIM to 'rAma rAma, jaya saccidAnaMda' kahIe ! AvI dukAno pharI pharIne to atyAra sudhI anaMta avatAra bhaTakyo ! ane kazuM nA thatuM hoya to gurune kahI devAnuM ke, 'sAheba, Apa bahu moTA mANasa maLyA cho, paNa amane kazuM thatuM nathI. mATe jo upAya hoya to karI juo, nahIM to ame jaIe have.' Ama cokhkhuM kahevuM nA joIe ? ApaNe dukAne jaIe to ya kahIe chIe ke, bhaI, rezamI mAla nA hoya to amAre khAdI joItI nathI.' 70 guru to ApaNe jenI samajaNapUrvaka pUjA karI hoya, badhuM ApaNuM mAlikIbhAva soMpyo hoya tyAre e guru kahevAya, nahIM to guru zeno ? ApaNuM aMdhAruM dUra karyuM hoya emanA dekhADyA raste cAlIe to krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha ochAM thatA jatA hoya, matabheda ochA thatA hoya, ciMtA-kleza thAya nahIM bilakuleya. kleza thAya to to guru che ja nahIM mUA, e khoTAM badhAM ! ta veDaphAya eka gurumAM manuSya bhava ! loko to eka guru karIne aTakyA che, ApaNe nA aTakAya. samAdhAna thAya nahIM tyAM guru badalI ja nAkhavAnA. jyAM AgaLa ApaNA mananuM samAdhAna vadhe, asaMtoSa nA thAya, jyAM aTakavAnuM mana thAya tyAM aTakI javuM. bAkI A loko aTakyA che ema mAnIne aTakavuM nahIM. kAraNa ke emAM to anaMta avatAra bagaDyA che. manuSyapaNuM vAreghaDIe hotuM nathI ane tyAM AgaLa aTakIne besI rahIe to ApaNuM nakAmuM jAya. ema karatAM karatAM khoLatAM khoLatAM ko'ka dahADe maLI Avaze. maLI Ave ke nA maLI Ave ? ApaNe mukhya vastu khoLavI che. khoLanArane maLI Ave che. jene khoLavA nathI ne 'A amArA bhAIbaMdha jAya che tyAM jaIzuM' e bagaDI gayuM ! vyavahAramAM guru : tizvayamAM jJAtI ! praznakartA : ApaNe jene guru tarIke svIkAryA hoya, e jJAnI na hoya. jJAnI to Apa kahevAo. to guru ane jJAnI bannene sAcavavAnA

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guru-ziSya ke pachI gurune bhUlI javAnA ?! dAdAzrI : ame 'guru rahevA do' kahIe chIe. guru to joIe ja badhAmAM. vyavahArika guru hoya e to ApaNA hitakartA kahevAya, e ApaNuM hita jue. vyavahAramAM kaMI aDacaNa Ave to pUchavA javuM paDe. vyavahArika guru to joIe ja ApaNane. ene ApaNe khaseDavAnA nahIM. ane jJAnI puruSa to muktinuM sAdhana batADe, kaMI vyavahAramAM Dakho nA kare. eTale jJAnI puruSa to mokSane mATe che. ApaNA guru ane emane kazuM levA-devA nathI. 31 pelA guru choDI nahIM devAnA. guru to rahevA ja devAnA. guru vagara to vyavahAra zI rIte calAvo ?! ane jJAnI puruSa pAse nizcaya jANavA maLe, jo jANavo hoya to. pelA guru saMsAramAM madada kare, saMsAramAM ApaNane je samajaNa joIe te badhI AgaLanI helpa Ape, kaMI aDacaNa hoya to salAha Ape, adharmamAMthI chUTA kare che ane dharma dekhADe che. ane jJAnI to dharma ne adharma beu choDAvI de ane mukti tarapha laI jAya. Apane samajAyuM ne ? e vyavahAranA guru saMsAramAM ApaNane saMsArika dharmo zIkhavADe, zuM sAruM karavuM ne zuM kharAba choDI devuM, e badhI zubhAzubhanI vAto ApaNane samajaNa pADe. saMsAra to Ubho rahevAno, mATe e guru to rahevA devAnA ane ApaNe mokSe javuM che, to ene mATe jJAnI puruSa judA ! jJAnI puruSa e bhagavAnapakSI kahevAya. tA bhUlAya upakAra guruto ! praznakartA : 'dAdA' maLyA pahelAM koIne guru mAnelA hoya to ? to eNe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : to emane tyAM javAnuM ne ! ane nA javuM hoya to javuM evuM pharajiyAta nathI. ApaNe javuM hoya to javuM ne nA javuM hoya to nA javuM. emane duHkha nA thAya eTalA mATe ya javuM joIe. ApaNe vinaya rAkhavo joIe. ahIM AgaLa 'jJAna' letI vakhate pachI mane ko'ka pUche ke, 'have huM gurune choDI dauM ?" tyAre huM kahuM ke, 'nA choDIza, alyA. 72 guru-ziSya e gurunA pratApe to ahIM sudhI Avyo chuM.' gurune laIne mANasa kaMIka maryAdAmAM rahI zake. guru nA hoya ne, to maryAdA ya nA hoya ane gurune kahevAya ke 'mane jJAnI puruSa maLyA che. emanAM darzana karavA jauM chuM.' keTalAMka mANaso to emanA gurune mArI pAse hau teDI lAve che. kAraNa ke gurune ya mokSa joIto hoya ne ! praznakartA : eka vAra guru karyA hoya ne pachI choDI daIe to zuM thAya ? dAdAzrI : paNa gurune choDavAnI jarUra ja nathI. gurune choDIne zuM kAma che ?! ane huM zuM karavA choDavAnuM kahuM ?! e pAchI paMcAtamAM huM kyAM paDuM ?! tenAM avaLAM pariNAma UbhAM thAya teno gunegAra huM TharuM ! have e gurune manAvI laIne ApaNe emanI joDe kAma levuM. evuM banI zake che ApaNAthI. ApaNe A bhAInI pAse kAma nA phAvatuM hoya, meLa nA paDato hoya, to ApaNe emanI pAsenAM kAmo ochAM levAM. paNa amathAM emanI pAse AvavuM-javuM, emAM vAMdho zo che ApaNane ? praznakartA : dhAro ke koIe bIjA guru karyA hoya, pachI Apa maLyA. eTale pelI cA ne A jalebI jevuM thaI jAya, tenuM zuM ? dAdAzrI : e cA-jalebI jevuM thaI jAya e DIpharanTa meTara. e to svAbhAvika thaI jAya. ApaNe jo ema kahIe ke 'ene choDI do' to to avaLA cAlaze. mATe choDI nahIM devAnuM. moLuM lAge to moLuM, paNa choDI nahIM devAnuM. emane duHkha nA thAya eTalA mATe ko'ka dahADo ApaNe jaIne darzana karI AvavAnAM. emane ema nA lAge ke 'A Avato hato ne, paNa pharI gayo.' e jo jANe ke tame bIje jAva cho tyAre kahIe, ApanA ArAdhanathI ja mane e phAyado maLyo che ne ! Ape ja A raste caDhAvI Apyo che ne, mane !' eTale emane AnaMda thAya. Atmasanmukhano mArga kevo che ? koIe eka cAno pyAlo pIvaDAvyo hoya ne, to ene bhUle nahIM. tamane kema lAge che ? praznakartA : samajaNa nA paDI mATe A pUchyuM.

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guru-ziSya dAdAzrI : barobara che. pUchIne cokkasa karyuM hoya to sAruM. dareka vastu pUchIne cokkasa karIe. eTale ApaNe emane tarachoDa nA mAravI. jene guru karyA hoya, tene tarachoDa mArIe e bhayaMkara guno kahevAya. enI pAse kaMIke ya lIdhuM hatuM ne, ApaNe ? kaMIka helpa thaI haze ne ? eNe tamane ekAda pagathiyuM to caDhAvyA haze, mATe tamAre eno upakAra mAnavAno. eTale atyAra sudhI pAmyA, teno upakAra to kharo ne ! kaMIka ApaNane lAbha karyo, te bhUlAya nahIM ne ! eTale gurune choDI devAnA nA hoya. darzana emanAM karavAnAM. ane choDIe to to emane duHkha thAya. e to ApaNo guno kahevAya. tamAro upakAra mArI upara hoya ane huM tamane choDI dauM, to guno kahevAya. eTale choDAya nahIM, kAyama upakAra rAkhavo ja joIe. eka ATalo ya upakAra karyo hoya ne bhUle e mANasa kharo kahevAya nahIM. eTale guru bhale rahyA. gurune rahevA devAnA. gurune khaseDavAnA nahIM. koI paNa guru hoya to ene khaseDavA javuM nahIM. A duniyAmAM khaseDavA jevuM kazuM nathI. khaseDavA jAva to tame jenA AdhAre cAlatA hatA enAM tame virodhI thayA kahevAo. virodhI kaMI thavAnI jarUra nathI. ziSyanI draSTie... praznakartA : to kevA gurune zaraNe gayA hoya to Atma unnati zakya 74 guru-ziSya paDe evo bhAva joIe. viraha lAgavo joIe. gurunuM jJAna jeTaluM kAcuM eTalo TAIma pelA ziSyane vadhAre lAge. ekajhekTa jJAna tarata phaLa ja ApI de ane bhale mane kevaLajJAna thatuM aTakyuM che, paNa bheda jJAna to mArI pAse AvI gayuM ane te tarata phaLa Ape evuM che. guruno prema - rAjIpo ! praznakartA: guru prasanna thayelA kyAre gaNAya ? dAdAzrI : e to ApaNe saMpUrNa AjJAmAM rahIe to prasanna thAya. e prasanna thayelA to ApaNane khabara paDe, rAta-divasa premamAM ja ApaNane rAkhe. praznakartA : guru eka vakhata prasanna thAya eTale Ama amuka vartana joIne, pachI ApaNAM vartanamAM kadAca khAmI Ave, to pAchaLa nArAja paNa thaI zake ne ! dAdAzrI : guru eTale kyAreya paNa AkhI jiMdagI sudhI ApaNuM mana bagaDe nahIM, evAM hovA joIe. jyAre jue tyAre manane ullAsa ja rahyA kare. evA guru jo maLe to emane zaraNe jaje. praznakartA : ApaNane kharAba vicAra Ave ne tarata ApaNe bhAvanA pheravI daIe. paNa AmAM gurukRpA ApaNane keTale aMze madadarUpa thAya ? dAdAzrI : gurukRpAthI to ghaNI madada thAya. paNa evI ApaNI bhAvanA, prema evo joIe. jenA vagara ApaNane game nahIM, cena nA dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, prasanna konuM nAma kahevAya ke nArAja ja kyAreya na thAya. pelA to bhUla karyA ja kare, e nArAja nA thAya. anokhI gurudakSiNA ! praznakartA : AdhyAtmika guru niHspRhI hoya to tene gurudakSiNA kaI rIte ApI zakAya ? dAdAzrI : enI AjJA pALavAthI. enI AjJA jo pALIe ne to ene gurudakSiNA pahoMcI jAya. A ame pAMca AjJA ApIe chIe, te pALe eTale amArI dakSiNA pahoMcI gaI. praznakartA : vidyAguru niHspRhI hoya to tene gurudakSiNA kaI rIte cUkavI zakAya ? dAdAzrI : vidyAguru nispRhI hoya to enI sevA karIne, zArIrika

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guru-ziSya 75 guru-ziSya sevA ane bIjA dhakkA khaIne cUkavAya. bIjI rIte ya badhI bahu hoya che. nispRhIne ya bIje raste sevA karI zakAya evuM che. aMtaryAmI guru ! praznakartA : bAhyaguru ne aMtaryAmI guru-A bannenI upAsanA sAthe karI zakAya ? dAdAzrI : hA. aMtaryAmI guru jo pote tamane mArgadarzana ApyA karatA hoya to pachI bAhyagurunI jarUra nathI. praznakartA: dehadhArI guru hoya to puruSArtha vadhAre thaI zake. dAdAzrI : hA, e to pratyakSa guru hoya to puruSArtha tarata thAya. aMtaryAmI to tamane bahu mArgadarzana ApatA hoya, te bahu UMcuM kahevAya. aMtaryAmI pragaTa thavuM bahu muzkela vastu che. e to bahAranA je guru che, te tamane vadhAre helpa karaze. nahIM to mahIM tamArA AtmAne guru karo, enuM nAma zuddhAtmA. emane kahIe, he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, tame mane doravaNI Apajo, to e Ape. kone jarUra nahIM gurutI ? praznakartA : ApanI pAse yathArtha samakita thaI jAya to pachI gurunI jarUrata nahIM ne ? dAdAzrI : pachI guru nA joIe ! gurunI kone jarUra nahIM ? ke mArA jevA jJAnI puruSane gurunI jarUra nahIM. jene potAnA sarvasva doSo dekhAya che ! praznakartA : Ape jJAna ApyuM te emAM satata jAgrata rahevA mATe guruno satsaMga athavA to gurunuM sAmIpya jarUrI kharuM ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : hA, e badhuM jarUra ne ! pAMca AjJA pALavAnI jarUra, badhI ja jarUra ! praznakartA : eTale gurunI jarUra kharI ja ne ? dAdAzrI : gurunI jarUra nahIM. A sAdhya thayA pachI guru koNa che ? sAdhakane guru hoya. A mane sAITha hajAra mANaso maLyA. emane guru karavAnI jarUra nathI. praznakartA : emane satsaMganI jarUra kharI ? dAdAzrI : hA, satsaMganI jarUra. pachI pAMca AjJA pALavAnI jarUra. praznakartA : ahIM roja Ave, tame jyAre ho tyAre e jarUra ne ? dAdAzrI : huM ahIM houM tyAre lAbha uThAve. ne roja nA Ave ne mahine Ave to ya vAMdho nathI. praznakartA: tamArI gerahAjarImAM e prakAranI jAgRtatAnI jarUra kharI ke nahIM ? satsaMganI jarUra kharI ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : jarUra to kharI ja ne ! paNa bane eTaluM karavuM joIe, jeTaluM bane eTaluM. to tamane vadhAre lAbha thAya. praznakartA H Apa paradeza jAva tyAre ahIMyA bilakula khAlI hoya che. ahIM pachI koI bheguM thatuM nathI. dAdAzrI : evuM to tamane khAlI lAge che. amane koIne khAlI nA lAge. Akho dahADo dAdA bhagavAna joDe ja rahe che. holaDe, niraMtara covIseya kalAka joDe rahe che dAdA bhagavAna. huM tyAM phorena houM to ya ! gopIne jevI rIte kRSNa bhagavAna rahetA hatAne evI rIte rahe che, niraMtara ! enuM nAma ziSya kahevAya ! tamane phoDavAra samaja paDI ke nahIM ? phoDavAra samaja paDe to Ukela Ave. nahIM to Ano Ukela kema Ave ?! je phoDavAra huM samajyo ne je phoDavArathI huM chUTyo chuM, saMpUrNa chUTyo chuM, je rasto meM karyo che e ja rasto meM tamane dekhADyo che.

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guru-ziSya 33 praznakartA : paNa AvI vAta to bahArano mANasa zI rIte samaje ? dAdAzrI : bahAranAe nahIM samajavAnuM. A to tamAre samajavAnuM che. bIjAne samajAya evI vAta nathI. e to jene jeTaluM Utare eTaluM utare ! badhAM nA ye samajI zake. bIjAM badhAMne eTalI zakti hovI joIe ne ! pacAvavAnI zakti hovI joIe ke nA hovI joIe ?! ne A mANasonuM kaMI ThekANuM nahIM. magajanuM ThekANuM nahIM, mananuM ThekANuM nahIM, jyAM ne tyAM ciDAI jAya, jyAM ne tyAM laDhI paDe. e to AgaLanAM manuSyo hatA sthiratAvALA ! bAkI A to roLAI gayelA loka ! peNe bosa TaiDakAve, ghera bairI TaiDakAve. ko'ka ja mANasa AmAMthI bace. bAkI atyAre to roLAI gayeluM ! atyAre to loka guru pAse zenA mATe jAya che ? lAlaca mATe jAya che ke 'mAruM A samuM karajo, ne mAruM Ama thAya ne guru mArI para kaMI kRpA kare ne mAro dahADo vaLe.' praznakartA : to guru karatI vakhate ziSyamAM kevAM guNa hovA joIe ? dAdAzrI : atyAre ziSyamAM guNa kyAMthI sArA hoya ! ane te ya A kaLiyugamAM ?! bAkI, ziSya to kone kahevAya ? ke enA guru gAMDA kADhe to ya paNa zraddhA UThe nahIM, enuM nAma ziSya kahevAya ! guru gAMDA kADhe to ya ApaNI zraddhA nA UThe, e ApaNA ziSya tarIkenAM guNa kahevAya. evuM bane tamAre ? praznakartA : haju evo prasaMga upasthita nathI thayo. dAdAzrI : evuM thAya to zuM karo ? hA, guru para zraddhA mUko to AvI mUko, ke je zraddhA mUkyA pachI UThADavI nA paDe. nahIM to zraddhA mUkavI nahIM pahelethI, e zuM khoTuM ?! Agale dahADe emane loka mAnatA hatA, ne pachI guru gAMDA kADhe eTale gALo devA mAMDyA. AvaDI AvaDI copaDAve. alyA, tyAre temane mAnyA zuM karavA teM ? ane jo mAnyA to copaDavAnI baMdha kara. atyAra 78 guru-ziSya sudhI pANI pAI moTuM karyuM e ja jhADa teM kApyuM. tArI zI dazA thaze ?! gurunuM je thavAnuM haze te thaze, paNa tArI zI dazA thaze ?! praznakartA : ApaNe manamAM guru mATe UMcI kalpanA karI hoya che ne, te khaMDita thaI jAya che eTale AvuM bane che ? dAdAzrI : kAM to guru karazo nahIM, ne karo to guru gAMDA kADhe to ya emAM tamArI draSTi nA bagaDavI joIe. ta jovAyu bhUla kadi gurutI ! A to pAMca dahADAmAM ja gurunI bhUla kADhe. 'tame AvuM kema karo cho ?" alyA, emanI bhUla kADhe che ?! gurunI bhUla kADhe A loko ? praznakartA : gurunI koI divasa bhUla nA kADhavI joIe ! dAdAzrI : hA, paNa te bhUla kADhyA vagara rahe nahIM ne ! A to kaLiyuganAM loko ! eTale pachI adhogatimAM jAya. atyAre guru paraphekTa hoya nahIM. atyAre paraphekTa guru kyAMthI lAve ?! A guru to kevA ?! kaLiyuganA guruo ! guruthI jANe bhUlacUka thaI jAya to paNa eno ya jo tuM ziSya che to have choDIza nahIM. kAraNa ke bIjuM badhuM karmanA udaya hoya che. evI nA samajaNa paDe tamane ? tuM zuM karavA bIjuM jue che ? emanAM padane tuM namaskAra kara ne ! e je kare e tAre jovAnuM nathI. hA, emano udaya Avyo che. ene e bhogave che. temAM tAre zuM levAdevA ? tAre emanuM jovAnI jarUra zuM ! emanAM peTamAM cUMka AvatI hoya to e gurupaNuM jatuM rahyuM ?! emane eka dahADo UlaTI thaI to emanuM gurupaNuM jatuM rahyuM ? ApaNane karmanA udaya hoya to emane karmanA udaya nA hoya ?! tamane kema lAge che ? praznakartA : barobara che. dAdAzrI : peTamAM cUMka thatI hoya to badhA ziSyoe jatAM rahevuM ?! atyAre mane peTamAM cUMka Ave to tame badhAM jatAM raho ?! mATe aparAdhamAM

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guru-ziSya nA paDazo. sAmAvALiyA nA thavuM. jene tame pUjatA hatA, jenA tame pholoarsa hatA, tenA ja sAmAvALiyA thayAM ? to mArI zI dazA thaze ? e gurupada nA javuM joIe, ene bIjI draSTithI nA jozo. paNa Aja to keTalAM jaNa bIjI draSTithI nA jue ?! 39 pUjyatA na tUTe, e ja sAra ! evuM che ne, cAlIsa varSathI je ApaNA guru hoya ane e gurune AvuM thAya, to ya ApaNAmAM kaMI pheraphAra na thavA devo. ApaNe e ja draSTi rAkhIe, je draSTithI pahelA joyelA te ja draSTi rAkhIe. nahIM to A to bhayaMkara aparAdha kahevAya. ame to kahIe chIe ke guru karo to sAvacetIthI karajo. pachI gAMDAghelA nIkaLe to ya tAre emanuM gAMDAyelAMpaNuM nahIM jovAnuM. je dahADe teM karyA hatAM e ja guru pachI jovAnA. huM to emane pUjyA pachI, e mAre-jhUDe athavA e dArU pItA hoya, mAMsAhAra karatA hoya to ye enI pUjA nA choDuM. kAraNa ke meM je joyA hatA, te judA hatA ane Aje A koI prakRtinA vaza thaIne juduM vartana thAya che paNa potAnI icchAnI viruddha che A, evuM samajIe tarata. ApaNe eka phero hIro pAsa karIne lIdho ne pachI zuM ? e che te pAcho kAca thaI jAya ? e to hIro ja che. enA uparathI huM dAkhalo ApuM. ame jAte eka jhADa ropyuM hoya ane tyAM AgaLa amAre ja relve nAkhavAnI hoya ne e jhADa relvenI vacamAM AvatuM hoya ne jo kApavAno prasaMga Ave, to huM kahuM ke meM ropeluM che, meM pANI pAyeluM che, mATe relve pheravo paNa jhADa nA kapAvuM joIe. eTale eka mahArAjane huM page lAgyo houM to e game te kare to ya mArI draSTi huM nA bagADuM. kAraNa ke e to karmAdhIna che. je dekhAya che e badhuM ya karmAdhIna che. huM jANuM ke Amane karmanA udaya pharI vaLyA che. eTale bIjI draSTithI nA jovAya AvuM tevuM. jo jhADa kApavuM hatuM to ucheravuM nahotuM ane ucheravuM che to kApIza nahIM. A amAro siddhAMta pahelethI ! tamAro siddhAMta zuM che ? vakhata Ave to kApI nAkhavuM haDahaDATa ?! eTale jene pUjIe ene khodI nA nAkhazo, nahIM to pachI jene 80 guru-ziSya pUjyA, cAlIsa varSathI pUjyA ne ekatAlIsameM varSe uDADI mUkIe, kApI mUkIe, to cAlIsa varSanuM to gayuM ne uparathI doSa baMdhAyA. tame je' je' karazo nahIM ne karo to pachI emanA pratyenI pUjyatA tUTavI nA joIe. e na tUTe e ja A jagatano sAra che !! ATaluM ja samajavAnuM che. AmAM doSa koto ? praznakartA : paNa A jagatamAM je vastune ApaNe pUjya mAnIe, e jyAM sudhI ApaNA anurUpa thAya tyAM sudhI saMbaMdha rahyo ane thoDuMka pelAnA taraphathI kaMIka avaLuM thayuM ke ApaNo saMbaMdha bagaDyo ! te dAdAzrI : hA, te dhULadhANI thaI jAya. bagaDe eTaluM ja nahIM, paNa sAmAvALiyo thaIne bese. praznakartA : pelA taraphano je bhAva hato, e badho uDI gayo. dAdAzrI : uDI gayo ane uparathI sAmAvALiyo thayo ! praznakartA : tyAre AmAM kono vAMka ? dAdAzrI : jene avaLuM dekhAya ne, teno doSa ! avaLuM che ja nahIM kazuM A jagatamAM. bAkI, jagata to jovA-jANavA jevuM ja che, bIjuM zuM ? avaLuM ne savaLuM tame kone kaho cho ? e to buddhi mahIM lapaDAko mAre che. praznakartA : paNa avaLuM ne savaLuM jonArano doSa che, ema tame kaho cho ne ?! dAdAzrI : hA, e buddhino doSa che. ApaNe samajavuM joIe ke A 'avaLuM-savaLuM' buddhi doSa karAve che. te ApaNe enAthI cheTA rahevuM joIe. buddhi che tyAM sudhI evuM kare to kharI, paNa ApaNe samajavuM joIe ke A kono doSa che ! ApaNI AMkhathI avaLuM jovAI jatuM hoya to ApaNane khabara paDe ke AMkhathI AvuM jovAyuM !!

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satapAta, to ya e ja draSTi ! jJAnI puruSa ke guru ke koIne pUjyA hoya, e pachI jo kadI emane sanepAta thayo hoya ne, to e bacakAM bhare, mAre, gALo ya bhAMDe, to ya emano eka doSa nA jovAya. sanepAta thaI gayo hoya to, gALo bhAMDe to, tyAM keTalA mANasa dhIraja pakaDe evI ?! eTale samajaNa ja nathI evI. e to che enA e ja che paNa A to prakRtino ceMja chegame tene ya. prakRti to sanepAta thatAM vAra nA lAge ne ! kAraNa ke A zarIra zenuM baneluM che ? kapha, vAyu ne pittanuM baneluM che. mahIM kapha, vAyu ne pitte jarA uchALo mAryo ke thaI gayo sanepAta ! guru e pAMcamI ghAtI ! AjanA A pAMcamA ArAnA jIvo badhA che te kevA che ? pUrva virAdhaka jIvo che. eTale gurumAM jo prakRtinA doSe karIne bhUlacUka thaI jAya to avaLuM dekhe ne loka virAdhanA karI nAkhe. to guru karyA pachI jo virAdhanA karavAnA ho, tamArI nabaLAI ja UbhI thavAnI hoya to guru karazo nahIM. nahIM to bhayaMkara doSa che. guru karyA pachI virAdhanA nA karazo. game tevA guru hoya to TheTha sudhI enI ArAdhanAmAM ja rahejo. ArAdhanA nA thAya to virAdhanA to avazya nA karazo. kAraNa ke gurunI bhUla jovI e pAMcamI ghAtI che. tethI to evuM zIkhavADe che ke, 'bhAI, jo guru e pAMcamI ghAtI che. eTale gurunI jo bhUla dekhAI to tuM mAryo gayo jANaje." eka mANasa Avelo kahe che mane gurue kaheluM ke, jato rahe ahIMthI, have ahIM amArI pAse AvIza nahIM. tyArathI mane tyAM javAnuM mana nathI thatuM. tyAre meM ene samajaNa pADI ke nA jAya to ya vAMdho nathI paNa chatAMya gurunI mAphI mAMgI leje ne ! mAphI mAgI le e ahIMthI, A duniyAthI chUTo thAya. moMDhe to mAphI mAgI lIdhI. have manathI mAphI mAgI levAnI ne A kAgaLamAM je lakhI ApyuM che te pramANe pratikramaNa ghera karyA karajo. te pratikramaNa vidhi pachI lakhI ApI. te je guru karyA che, tenI niMdAmAM nA paDIza. kAraNa ke bIjuM badhuM udayakarmane AdhIna che. mANasa kazuM karI zakato ja nathI. have vAMdho nA uThAvavo te ya guno che ! paNa vAMdho vItarAgatAthI UThAvavAno che, AvuM enI para dhULa uDADIne nahIM. 'Ama nA hovuM ghaTe" kahevAya, paNa upalaka ! kAraNa ke te to udayakarmanAM AdhIna che. have eno doSa kADhIne zuM kADhavAnuM ? tamane kema lAge che ? praznakartA : hA, barAbara che. dAdAzrI : pachI guruno je upakAra che ane mAnavo joIe. kAraNa ke eNe tamane A bAunDrInI bahAra kADhyA, e upakAra bhUlazo nahIM. je guru ATalo guNa karyo hoya, emanA guNa kema karIne bhUlAya ? mATe emane tyAM javuM joIe. ane guru to rAkhavA ne eka guru karyA pachI te guru mATe jarAya bhAva bagADavo nA joIe. eTaluM sAcavavuM joIe, basa. avaLuM paNa na vicArAya gurutuM guru che te ziSyane jarAka kahe ke "tArAmAM akkala nathI', to ziSya jato rahe. apamAna lAge eTale jato rahe. tyAM to e sAmo thaI jAya ke tamAruM magaja to cAlatuM nathI ne mArI joDe guru thaI beThA cho ? evuM kahe eTale UlaTuM khoTuM thAya ! kAle page lAgato hoya ne Aje DhekhALA mAre che ? page lAgyo che tene kadI nA marAya. jo mAravAno hoya to pharI page lAgIza nahIM ! guru kaheze, tamAre agiyAra vAge ahIMthI kyAMya javAnuM nahIM. pachI mahIM mana kudAkuda kare to ye nahIM javAnuM. evAM ko'ka kharA, mahIM guru game tema vate paNa e AdhIna rahe. paNa atyAranA gurunuM AdhInapaNuM rahe che, temAM te guru paNa eTalA badhA kAcA ne nabaLA che ke ziSya pachI kaMTALI jaIne kaheze ke "A barakta vagaranA guru maLyA che !" evuM eka ja phero bole ne te badhuM karyuM-karAvyuM dUra thaI jAya !

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gurunuM kareluM badhuM, navANuM varSa sArU karyuM hoya, te phakta cha mahinA avaLuM kare to badhuM ziSya uDADI mUke ! mATe guru pAse jo kadI AdhIna nA rahyo hoya to kSaNavAramAM badhuM uDADI de ! kAraNa ke A dArUkhAnuM che. A bIjI badhI vastu dArukhAnuM nathI. e guru pAse ekalI ja vastu dArukhAnuM che. badhuM karyuM hoya paNa te dArukhAnuM bhAre che. mATe bahu jAgrata raheje, cetato raheje ane jo taNakhuM paDyuM to navvANuM varSanuM kareluM dhULadhANI ! ane dAjhI mare te judo ! tyAM upAya karavo rahyo ! eka mANasa mane kahe che ke, 'eka moTA saMta puruSa che, emane tyAM jauM chuM, emanA darzana karuM chuM. chatAM have mane manamAM emanA mATe kharAba vicAro Ave che.' meM kahyuM, 'zuM vicAro Ave che ?" tyAre e kahe che, 'A nAlAyaka che, durAcArI che, evA badhAM vicAro Ave che.' meM kahyuM, 'tane evA vicAra karavAnA game che ?' tyAre e kahe che, 'nathI gamatuM chatAM ya Ave che. to have zI rIte baMdha thAya ?! eno zuM upAya karavo ?" tame zuM upAya karo ? AmAM doSa kono ? guruno ? praznakartA : jene vicAra AvatAM hoya eno. dAdAzrI : hA, eTale meM ene zuM kahyuM ? ke "bhaI, jo evAM kharAba vicAra Ave ke 'A nAlAyaka che ne AvA kharAba che', to e vicAro Ave che e ApaNA hAthanA khela nathI. to tyAre tAre bolavuM ke bahu upakArI che. mana 'kharAba che' bolyA kare to tAre 'bahu upakArI che' ema bolavuM. eTale plasa-mAInasa thaIne khalAsa thaI jaze. eTale A upAya batADuM chuM." gurubhakti to khojAotI ? te vakhate to meM e khojA lokonuM joyuM ke badhA eka gurune mAnatA hatA, kahe che samartha guru che mArA ! ane amerikAmAM jaIne e guru paiNyA eTale e loko nAlAyaka che, nAlAyaka che kahevA mAMDyA. badhA ziSyo sAmA thaI gayA ke Avo guno na karavo joIe. alyA, tamArA gurune nAlAyaka kaho cho ? tame namaskAra kone karatA hatA ?! tyAre mane kahe che AvA guru nAlAyaka na kahevAya ? meM kahyuM, 'A khojAone pUchI juo. emanI vizeSatA e lAgI ke emanA bhakto bahu UMcAmAM UMcA lAgyA AkhI duniyAmAM. pelAM phorenanI leDI joDe zAdI kare che, toya emanAM bhakto ujavaNI kare che ane ApaNe ahIMnA koI guru enI nAtamAM paiNe toya mArIne DheDaphajeto karI mUke ane pelAM to phorenavALAne paiNe che toya ujavaNI kare che. emanA ziSyo to kaheze, bhaI, emane badho adhikAra ja che, ApaNAthI e kema nA kahevAya ? ApaNe to tarata ujavaNI karavI joIe. te ahIM emanAM badhA pholoarsa khUba khUza thaI gayA ! ahIM to varaghoDA kADhyA lokoe ! guru kare e karavAnuM nahIM, ApaNe guru kahe e karavAnuM. AkhI duniyAmAM guru karatAM jo koine AvaDyA hoya to A khojA lokone ! tamArA guru jo paiNyA hoya, are, paiNyA nA hoya paNa ko'kamAM saLI karI hoya to tyAM tame badhA emane mAra mAra karo. ane A khojA lokanA guru to paiNyA eka yuropiyana leDIne ! ane e badhA lokoe ujavaNI karI ke ApaNA guru eka yuropiyana leDIne paiNe che ! enuM nAma ziSya kahevAya. gurunI khoDa kADhavAnI nA hoya. badhAnI khoDa kADhajo paNa gurunI khoDa nA kADhavAnI hoya, e to bahu moTI jokhamadArI che. nahIM to guru karazo ja nahIM. huM gurunI ArAdhanA karavAnuM nathI kaheto, paNa emanI virAdhanA karazo nahIM. ane jo ArAdhanA kare to kAma ja thai jAya, paNa e ArAdhanAnI zakti eTalI badhI mANasane hoya nahIM. huM zuM kahuM chuM ke gAMDo guru karajo, sAva gAMDo karajo, paNa AkhI jiMdagI ene 'sinsiyara' raho to tamAruM kalyANa thai jaze. taddana gAMDA gurune 'sinsiyara' rahevAmAM tamArA badhA ja kaSAyo khalAsa thai jAya ! paNa eTalI samajaNa paDavI joie ne ! eTalI mati pahoMcavI joie ne ! tethI to tamArA mATe ke 'paththara'nAM deva mUkyA ke A prajA AvI che mATe paththaranA mUko eTale khoDa kADhe nahIM. tyAre kahe, 'nA, paththaramAM paNa khoDa kADhe che ke A AMgI barAbara nathI !' A prajA to bahu vicArazIla ! bahu vicArazIla, te guruno doSa kADhe evA che ! potAnA doSa kADhavAnAM to kyAM gayA, paNa

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guruno ya doSa kADhe ! eTalI badhI to temanI 'elarTanesa' !!! ame 'gerenTI' ApIe chIe ke koi paNa gAMDo guru karo ane jo AkhI jiMdagI ene nabhAvo to mokSa traNa avatAramAM thAya evuM che. guru paNa jIvato hovo joie. tethI to A lokone e nA poSAyuM ne mUrti mUkavAmAM AvI. eTale mAruM zuM kahevAnuM che ke potAnuM DIsAIDa kareluM AvuM nA toDI nAkho. guru karavA e kaMI jevI tevI vAta nathI. nahIM to guru karo to barAbara tapAsa karIne karo. nahIM to ghaDAte batAvo guru ! praznakartA : paNa jyAre guru karyA hoya ne, tyAre emane pUrI samajaNa nA hoya. dAdAzrI : ane A samajaNano kothaLo (!) thayo eTale have gurune naThAro kahevo?! enA karatAM A bhIma hato ne, e bhImanI rIta pakaDavI. bIjA cAra bhAIonI rIta nA pakaDavI ApaNe. kAraNa ke koI guru pAse namaskAra karavAnuM thAya eTale bhImane TADha chUTe, apamAna jevuM lAge. eTale bhIme zuM vicAryuM ? ke "A guruo mane poSAtA nathI. A badhA mArA bhAIo bese che emane kazuM thatuM nathI ane huM to jouM chuM ne mAro ahaMkAra kUdAkUda kare che. mane UMdhA vicAra Ave che. mAre guru to karavA ja joIe. guru vagara mArI dazA zuM thAya ?" eNe rasto zodhI kADhyo. eka mATIno ghaDo hato, te jamInanI aMdara UMdho dATyo ane upara kALo raMga karyo ane lAla akSaramAM lakhyuM ke "namo nemInAthAyaH'. zyAma nemInAtha kALA hatA, eTale bleka raMga karyo ! ane pachI enI bhakti karI. hA, e guru ane pote ziSya ! ahIM AgaLa guru pratyakSa AMkhe dekhAya nahIM. ane pelA pratyakSa AgaLa ene zarama AvatI hatI ane namaskAra nA kare ane ahIM ghaDo UMdho dATIne darzana karyA, eTale bhakti cAlu thaI gaI, to ya phaLa maLyA kare. kAraNa ke poIjhana thavAnuM nahIM. ahIM ye jo uchALo Avato hoya ne, to tamAruM kalyANa thaI jAya ! eTale savAra thAya, sAMja thAya ke bhIma tyAM besI jAya. te A guru sArA ke koI dahADo rIsa to caDhe nahIM ApaNane, bhAMjagaDa to nahIM. rIsa caDhe tyAre ghaDo ukheDI nAkhavo. ane pelI manuSyanI upara to zraddhA beThelI, te to mArI ja nAkhe. kAraNa ke mahIM bhagavAna rahelA che. pelA ghaDA para to khAlI AropaNa ja che, ApaNe bhagavAnano Aropa karyo che. praznakartA : ghaDAne guru karyA to ya lAbha maLyo ? dAdAzrI : lAbha thAya ja ne, paNa ene ! Ama sIdhI rIte nA karyuM. paNa avaLI rIte ya karyuM ne ! nemInAtha bhagavAnane namaskAra karyA ne ! tyAre e to evuM che ke, ahIM AvaDA AvaDA nAnA chokarAM hoya che, tenAM mAbApa ema kahe che ke 'dAdAjIne je' je' kara." paNa bAbo je' je' nathI karato. pachI jyAre bahu kare, to chevaTe Ama pAchaLa rahIne, pharIne je' je" kare. e zuM sucave che ? ahaMkAra che e badho ! evI rIte bhImane paNa ahaMkAra, eTale AvI rIte ghaDo karIne paNa kare che. chatAM lAbha to cokkasa thAya che ene. hA, paNa kharekharuM cAlyuM ! te dahADe nemInAtha bhagavAna jIvatA hatA. praznakartA : eTale e pratyakSa hatA ! dAdAzrI : hA, e pratyakSa hatA. praznakartA : eTale saravALe to emane bhayA. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa e nAmathI ne sthApanAthI bhajyA nemInAtha bhagavAnane ! praznakartA : paNa ghaDAne ApaNe guru karIe, to e jaDa padArtha thaI gayo ne ? dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, A duniyAmAM je AMkhe dekhAya che e badhuM

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ya jaDa che, ekeya cetana dekhAtuM nathI. praznakartA tamane kaMI savAla pUchIe ne Apa javAba Apo cho, evuM ghaDo to javAba nA ja Ape ne ? dAdAzrI : ghaDo javAba nA Ape. paNa pelA guru karIne tame jo gurune rakhaDAvI mAravAnA ho, pAchaLa tame bagADavAnA ho, to guru nA karazo ane tame kAyama pAMsarA rahevAnA ho, to guru karajo. huM to sAcI salAha ApuM. pachI jema karavuM hoya tema karajo. adhavacce kApI nAkho to bahu jokhamadArI che. guruno adhavacce ghAta karavo, tenA karatAM AtmaghAta karavo sAro. utthApata, e to bhayaMkara guto ! gurune guru tarIke mAnIza nahIM ane mAnuM to pachI pUMTha pheravIza nahIM tyAM AgaLa. tane e nA gamatuM hoya to loDhuM mUka ! loTAno vAMdho nahIM Ave. ane je je kara, tyAM pachI buddhi kUdAkUda nA kare, to e tAruM kAma kADhI nAkhe. have ATaluM badhuM kone sAcavatAM AvaDe ?! A badhuM zI rIte samajAya ?! praznakartA H guru karatI vakhate bahu sAro lAge, sadguNI lAge ke AnA jevo koI che ja nahIM. paNa karyA pachI pola nIkaLe tyAre zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : enA karatAM to sthApana karavuM ja nahIM. loDhuM ghAlavuM sAruM, te koI dahADo ukheDavuM to nA paDe. loTAnI bhAMjagaDa ja nahIM ne ! A loTuM kaMI eTaluM badhuM kAma nA kare, paNa helpa bahu kare. praznakartA : gurunI sthApanA to karI dIdhI, paNa buddhi kaMI ekadama jatI rahetI nathI, eTale ene avaLuM dekhAya. ene e zuM kare ? dAdAzrI : dekhAya, paNa sthApanA karI mATe have avaLuM nA thAya. sthApanA karI eTale buddhine kahI devAnuM ke, "ahIM AgaLa tAruM calaNa nahIM rahe. mAruM calaNa che A. ahIM tArI ne mArI benI hariphAI AvI che have. huM chuM ne tuM che.' eka phero sthApana karyA pachI ukheDavuM e to bhayaMkara guno che. tenA doSa beThA che A hindustAnanAM lokone ! ene gurunI sthApanA ja karatAM nathI AvaDatI. Aje sthApana, to kAle ukhADe che. paNa AvuM nA cAle. guru je kaMI karatAM hoya, temAM tuM zuM karavA mAthAkUTa kare che ?! sthApanA karyA pachI ?! eka phero dila TharyuM eTale 'mane vAMdho nathI' ema karIne tame guru karyA. to have gurunA vAMdhA kADho cho ?! vAMdhA kADhanArA koI dahADo mokSe gayA nathI, paNa narkamAM gayA che. pachI guru to doSa ja tA kaDhAya ! eTale koI sArA guru khoLI kADhavA ke je ApaNA dilane game. evA guru khoLavA paDe. ApaNA dilane AnaMda thAya evA guru joIe. kAyamane mATe ApaNuM dila Thare evuM hoya, kyAreya paNa ApaNuM mana emanI pratye bagaDe nahIM guru karyA pachI, evA hoya to guru karavA. hA, nahIM to pachI pAchaLathI emanI joDe ApaNane laThThabAjI UDe. dila TharyA pachI laTTabAjI UDavAnI thAya to ya laThThabAjI karavI nahIM. eka phero dila TharI gayuM ane pachI ApaNe buddhithI mApavA jaIe ke "A guru AvA kevA nIkaLyA ?!' to nA cAle. buddhine kahI devuM ke "e AvA nIkaLe ja nahIM. ApaNe je eka phero joI lIdhA te ja A guru !' eTale ame zuM kahyuM? ke tArI AMkhamAM samAya evA hoya, tene guru karaje. ane pachI guru eka dahADo tArI joDe ciDAI gayA to e nA joIza have. pelA samAyA hatA evA joyA hatA, enA e ja dekhAvA joIe. ApaNe pAsa karyA ne ?! A chokarIo dhaNIne pAsa kare te ghaDIe je rUpa joyuM hoya, te pachI baLiyA bApajI nIkaLe to ya ene peluM rUpa yAda rAkhe pachI e ! zuM kare tyAre ?! to dahADA nIkaLe. nahIM to dahADA nA nIkaLe. tema svaccheda kADhavo hoya, teNe gurune e rIte ja joyA karavuM. gurunI bhUla nahIM jovI joIe. guru karyA eTale karyA, pachI eka paNa doSa dekhAya nahIM evI rIte raheje. ane nahIM to ApaNe bIjI jagyAe jaI zakIe chIe. eTale guru ApaNI AMkhamAM samAya evA khoLI kADhI ane pachI emanA doSa nahIM kADhavAnA. paNa loka jANatA nathI ne guru karI bese che.

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kharekhara to phaLe zraddhA ja... praznakartA : gurumAM ApaNane zraddhA hoya, pachI gurumAM game te hoya, paNa ApaNI zraddhA hoya to te phaLe ke nA phaLe ? dAdAzrI : ApaNI zraddhA phaLe, paNa guru para abhAva nA Ave to ApaNI zraddhA phaLe. guru vakhate gAMDuM kADhe to ya abhAva nA rahe to ApaNI zraddhA phaLe. praznakartA : eTale ApaNo jo bhAva hoya to guru karatAM ApaNe AgaLa vadhIe ne ? dAdAzrI : vadho, cokkasa vadho ! paNa tame tamAro bhAva nA bagADo to. ane gurunI mahIM bhagavAna beThA che jIvatA jAgatA. pelA bhIme loTuM mUkyuM hatuM to ya cAlyuM hatuM. tamArI zraddhA ja kAma kare che ne ! mANase guru karyo hoya ane e guru jyAre ko'ka phero jarAka vAMkuM bole, eTale mANasane pachI bhUla kADhavAnI Teva hoya ne, to e paDI jAya. jo tArAmAM gurune sAcavavAnI zakti hoya, to guru game tevA gAMDA kADhe agara to gurune sanepAta thAya, to ya sAcave to kAmanuM. paNa TheTha sudhI nabhAvatA ja nathI ne ! nabhAvatA AvaDatuM ja nathI ne !! praznakartA : ayogya puruSamAM paNa pUrNa zraddhAthI sthApanA karI hoya, to e phaLa Ape ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : kema nahIM ?! paNa e sthApana karyA pachI ApaNe pharavuM nA joIe. A badhuM zuM che ? tamane kharI hakIkata kahuM ? huM tamane khulluM kahI dauM ? A guru to phaLa nathI ApatA, tamArI zraddhA ja phaLa Ape che. guru game te haze, paNa ApaNI draSTi phaLa Ape che. A mUrti ke phaLa nathI ApatI, tamArI zraddhA ja phaLa Ape che ne jevI jevI tamArI sTroMga zraddhA, tevuM tarata phaLa ! evuM che, A jagatamAM zraddhA Ave ne UDI jAya. eka jJAnI puruSa ekalA ja evA che ke je zraddhAnI ja mUrti, badhAMne zraddhA AvI jAya. emane dekhatAM, vAta karatAM zraddhA AvI jAya. jJAnI puruSo zraddhAnI mUrti kahevAya. e to kalyANa karI nAkhe ! nahIM to ya tamArI zraddhA ja phaLa Ape che. zraddhA rAkhavI ke AvavI joIe ? praznakartA : meM badhA ya dharmamAM mArI najare cakAsaNI karI joyuM che. paNa mane kyAMya zraddhA upajI nathI Aja sudhI e hakIkata che. evuM kema thatuM haze ? tyAM zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : paNa zraddhA upaje evuM sthAna joIe ne ?! tyAM sudhI to zraddhA hitakArI jagyA upara ke ahitakArI jagyA upara bese che e joI levAnuM. ApaNane hitakArI para zraddhA besatI hoya, draDha thatI hoya to vAMdho nahIM. bAkI, ahitakArI para zraddhA na besavI joIe. praznakartA : mane koI paNa rIte koI paNa dharma ke vyaktimAM zraddhA utpanna thatI nathI. AnuM kAraNa zuM ? kahevAtA ucca kakSAnA saMtonA satsaMgamAM paNa zAMti nathI anubhavAtI, temAM doSa kono ? dAdAzrI : jayAM sAcuM sonuM mAnIne ApaNe gayA tyAre tyAM rolDa golDa nIkaLyuM pachI zraddhA ja nA bese ne ! pachI dUdhathI dAjhelo mANasa chAza paNa phUMkI phUMkIne pIve ! praznakartA : zraddhA to guru para rAkhavI joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : nA. zraddhA rAkhavI paDe evuM nahIM, AvavI joIe zraddhA ! zraddhA rAkhavI paDe e guno che. zraddhA ApaNane AvavI joIe. praznakartA : guru upara zraddhA rAkhIe, vadhAre zraddhA rAkhIe, to e zraddhAthI ApaNane vadhAre prApta thAya ne ? dAdAzrI : paNa evuM che ne, zraddhA rAkhelI nA cAle. zraddhA ApaNane AvavI joIe. praznakartA : moTA bhAganA loko pAse jaIe tyAre pahelAM zuM kahe

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che ke 'tame zraddhA rAkho.' dAdAzrI : tyAre huM zraddhA rAkhavAnI nA kahuM chuM. zraddhA rAkhazo ja nahIM mArI para bilakule ya. zraddhA koI jagyAe rAkhavI nahIM. zraddhA to phakta basamAM besatI vakhate rAkhavI, gADImAM besatI vakhate rAkhavI. paNa A mANaso upara zraddhA bahu nA rAkhavI. zraddhA to ApaNane AvavI joIe. praznakartA : kema ? dAdAzrI : pAchaLa guMdara hoya to TikiTa coMTe ne ?! guMdara vagara coMTe ? huM paccIsa varSano hato tyAre eka bApajI pAse gayo hato. e mane kahe che, e to bhaI, zraddhA rAkho to tamane A badhuM samajaNa paDaze. tame mArI para zraddhA rAkhajo.' 'keTalo vakhata ?" tyAre kahe che, 'cha mahinA.' meM kahyuM, 'sAheba, hamaNe ja AvatI nathI ne ! evo koIka guMdara copaDo ke jethI karIne TikiTa mArI coMTe, A to huM coMTADuM chuM, zraddhA coMTADuM chuM ne ukhaDI jAya che, zraddhA coMTADuM chuM ne ukhaDI jAya che. tame evuM kaMIka bolo to mane zraddhA Ave.' tamane kema lAge che ? zraddhA AvavI joIe ke rAkhavI joIe ? praznakartA : AvavI joIe. dAdAzrI : hA, AvavI joIe. 'kaMIka bolo tame' ema meM kahyuM. tyAre e kahe che, 'AvuM te hotuM haze ?! zraddhA rAkhavI paDe. A badhAM ya loko zraddhA rAkhe che ne !' meM kahyuM, 'mane evuM nathI phAvatuM.' ema ne ema thUMka laIne coMTADelI zraddhA keTalA dahADA rahe ?! e to guMdara joIe, jhapATAbaMdha coMTI jAya. jethI karIne pharI ukhaDe ja nahIM ne ! kAgaLIyuM phATe, paNa e nA ukhaDe. evuM jo kahe ke 'tamAro guMdara ocho che.' to ApaNe kahevuM ke, 'nA. guMdara tamAre copaDavAno, TikiTa mArI. A to tame guMdara copaDatA nathI. ane envelapane TikiTa lagADuM chuM ne, te pelo sIkko mAratA pahelAM to TikiTa nIce paDI jAya che ane pachI tyAM daMDa bharavo paDe che. tame TikiTanI pAchaLa kazuM lagADo. guMdara thaI rahyo hoya to lahI lagADo, to coMTe !!' eTale zraddhA to enuM nAma ke coMTADI coMTe, pachI ukhaDe ja nahIM. upara sIkko mAra mAra kare to sIkko thAke, paNa e nA ukhaDe. tyAM zraddhA AvI ja jAya ! praznakartA : zraddhA AvavI e konA AdhAre Ave ? dAdAzrI : enA cAritranA AdhAre Ave. cAritrabaLa hoya ! jyAM vANI, vartana ane vinaya manohara hoya tyAM zraddhA besADavAnI ja nA hoya, zraddhA besI ja javI joIe. huM to lokone kahuM chuM ne, ahIM zraddhA rAkhazo ja nahIM, to ya paNa zraddhA coMTI ja jAya. ane bIjI jagyAe coMTADelI zraddhA 'Ama' karIe ne, to ukhaDI jAya tarata. eTale jyAM vANI, vartana ane vinaya manohara hoya, mananuM haraNa thAya evAM hoya tyAre sAcI zraddhA bese ! praznakartA : zraddhA AvavA mATe mukhya vastu vANI che ? dAdAzrI : e bole ne, to tarata ApaNane zraddhA AvI jAya ke ohoho, A kevI vAta kare che !' bola upara zraddhA besI jAya ne, to to kAma ja nIkaLI gayuM. pachI eka phero zraddhA bese ne eka phero nA bese evuM nA cAle. ApaNe jyAre jaIe tyAre e bole to ApaNane zraddhA AvI jAya. enI vANI Ama pharsTa klAsa hoya. bhale zAmaLA hoya ane zILInAM cAThAM hoya, paNa vANI pharsTa kalAsa bolatA hoya to ApaNe jANIe ke ahIM zraddhA coMTaze. praznakartA : pachI, bIjuM zuM zuM hovuM joIe, zraddhA AvavA mATe ? dAdAzrI : prabhAvazIla evA hoya ke jotAM ja dila TharI jAya. eTale dehakarmI hovAM joIe. ApaNe kahIe ke bhale bolo nahIM, paNa evuM lAvaNya dekhADo ke mane zraddhA AvI jAya. paNa A to lAvaNya ye dekhAtuM nathI, pachI zraddhA kyAMthI Ave ?! eTale tame evA dehakarmI ho to huM tamArA taraphe AkarSAI jauM. mane umaLako ja Avato nathI ne, tamArI para. jo tamAruM moMDhuM rUpALuM hota to ya umaLako Avata. paNa moMDhAM ya rUpALAM nathI, zabda paNa rUpALA nathI. eTale nathI prabhAvazIla ke nathI

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bolatAM AvaDatuM. evuM cAle nahIM ahIM AgaLa to, agara to jJAna rUpALuM hoya to ya zraddhA Ave. mAruM to jJAna rUpALuM che eTale zraddhA coMTe ja. chUTako ja nahIM ! ane bahAra to zabda rUpALA hoya to ya cAle. have bolatAM nA AvaDatuM hoya to ya ApaNe tyAM besIe tyAre mahIM magajamAM ThaMDaka thaI jAya to jANavuM ke ahIM AgaLa zraddhA rAkhavA jevI che. jyAre jaIe tyAre, akaLAmaNamAMthI tyAM jaIe tyAre ThaMDaka thaI jAya tyAre jANavuM ke ahIM zraddhA rAkhavA jevI che. vAtAvaraNa zuddha hoya eTale jANavuM ke A cokhkhA mANasa che, to tyAM zraddhA Ave. khojaka to Avo nA hoya ! zraddhA to evI besI javI joIe ke hathoDA mArIne khaseDe to ya nA khase evI. bAkI je zraddhA besADe te UThe, UThelI hoya tene zraddhA besADavI paDe ne beThelI hoya tene UThADavI paDe. evuM A badhuM UTha-besa, UTha-besa thayA ja karavAnI jagatamAM. eka jagyAe cha mahinA zraddhA rahI, to peNe bIjI jagyAe be varasa zraddhA rahI, to koI jagyAe pAMca varSa zraddhA rahI, paNa UThI jAya pAchI. mATe zraddhA to A jagatamAM rAkhazo nahIM, jayAM rAkhazo tyAM phasAzo. zraddhA enI meLe Ave to ja 'tyAM besajo. zraddhA AvavI joIe. rAkhelI' zraddhA keTalA dahADA coMTe ?! eka zeTha kahe che, "mane to bApajI para bahu zraddhA che." meM kahyuM, 'tamane zA mATe zraddhA che ?! Avo zeTha, Avo zeTha kahIne badhAnI hAjarImAM bolAve che eTale tamane zraddhA besI ja jAya ne !" je khojaka mANasa hoya, te AvI zraddhA besADe ? huM to khojaka hato. meM to bApajIne kahI dIdheluM ke, "evuM kaMIka bolo ke mane zraddhA coMTI jAya. tame sAruM sAruM bolo cho ke Avo aMbAlAlabhaI, tame moTA kaMTrAkTara cho, Ama cho, tema cho, e mane gamatuM nathI. tame mIThuM mIThuM bolIne zraddhA besADo e miniMgalesa vAta che. mane gALo bhAMDIne paNa evuM kaMIka bolo ke mane zraddhA bese." bAkI, A "Avo padhAro' ema kahe eTale lokone zraddhA dhIme dhIme bese, tethI 'ahIM ApaNane sAruM che' ema e kahe. praznakartA : paNa bhaNelA-gaNelA vidvAna mANaso vAtane tarata samajI jAya ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, paNa badhAM bhaNelA mANaso tarata samajI jAya ke A badhuM jUThuM che. jUThuM kayAM sudhI calAve che loko ?! A to zraddhA bese eTalA mATe to 'Avo phalANA zeTha, Avo, Avo" kaheze. paNa A zeThane bolAva bolAva kare che ne kema phalANAbhAIne bolAvatA nathI ? manamAM jANe ke 'A zeTha ko'ka dahADo kAmanA che.' kaMIka camA maMgAvavAnA haze, kaMI joItuM haze to kAmanA che. have e zeTha Ama to kALAbajAra karatA hoya, te bApajI jANe. paNa e manamAM samaje ke 'ApaNe zuM? kALAbajAra kare, to e bhogavaze. paNa ApaNe camA maMgAvavAnA ne !" ane zeTha zuM samaje? ke "kazo ya vAMdho nahIM. juone, bApajI mAna Ape che ne, haju ! ApaNe kaMI bagaDI gayA nathI.' e kyAre bagaDI gayA mAne ? ke bApajI kaheze, "eya, tame AvA dhaMdhA karatA ho to ahIM Avazo nahIM.' tyAre manamAM ema thAya ke dhaMdho badalavo paDaze, A to bApajI pasavA nathI detA. Avo. Avo' kahIne besADelI zraddhA coMTatI haze ?' evI zraddhA keTalA dahADA rahe ? cha-bAra mahinA rahe, ne pachI utarI jAya. evI zraddhA vinA mokSa nathI ! eTale zraddhA to, huM gALo bhAMDuM to ya Ave e sAcI zraddhA. mAnane laIne thoDIvAra zraddhA coMTI hoya, paNa te ukhaDI jAya pachI. apamAna kare tyAM ya paNa zraddhA bese, tyAre e coMTelI zraddhA ukhaDe nahIM. Apane samajamAM AvyuM ne ? eka phero zraddhA beThA pachI ApaNane gALo bhAMDe, mAra mAre, to ya ApaNI zraddhA nA tUTe enuM nAma avicaLa zraddhA kahevAya. evuM bane kharuM ?! ane evI zraddhA beThA vagara mokSa nathI. A tamane gerenTIthI kahuM chuM. bAkI, ApaNane anukULa nA AvyuM ane ghera jatA rahyA, enuM nAma zraddhA ja nA kahevAya. eTale tamArI anukULatA khoLo cho ke mokSa khoLo

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cho ? nA anukULa AvyuM ne jatA rahyA e zraddhA kahevAya ? tamane kema lAge che ? zraddhA eTale to, soMpI dIdhuM badhuM !! "ahI" zraddhA Ave ja ! ane huM ema nathI kaheto ke "mArI para tame zraddhA rAkho.' kAraNa ke huM zraddhA rakhAvanAro mANasa ja nhoya. A pacAsa hajAra mANasa AvatuM haze to amArI vAta mATe zraddhA rAkhavAnI nA pADIe chIe. badhAMne kahIe chIe ke amAro akSare ya mAnazo nahIM, zraddhA amArI para rAkhazo nahIM. tamAro AtmA kabUla kare to ja amArI vAta svIkAra karajo. nahIM to amAre svIkAra karAvavo evuM kazuM nathI. amArI vANIthI ene zraddhA jarUra bese. kAraNa ke satya vastu jANavAnI maLe eTale zraddhA bese, e pachI jAya nahIM. A to satya sAMbhaLavAnuM maLyuM nathI, mATe zraddhA besatI nathI. ane satya sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe eTale zraddhA besyA vagara rahe ja nahIM. ApaNe nA kahIe to ya zraddhA besI jAya. kAraNa ke sAcI vAta to mANasa choDavA taiyAra nathI, gALa bhAMDo to ya. tame 'zraddhA nahIM rAkhavAnuM nakkI karo ne, to paNa pAchI zraddhA ahIM ne ahIM ja Ave. tame kaho ke 'ApaNuM hatuM te zuM khoTuM hatuM ?" paNa to ya zraddhA amArI para pAchI Ave ja. ane tethI ja enA keTalAMya kALanI zraddhA, anaMta avatAranI zraddhA ekadama toDI nAkhavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. zAthI ? ene ema zraddhA ja besI jAya che ke A atyAra sudhI sAMbhaLeluMjANeluM badhuM khoTuM nIkaLyuM. atyAra sudhI sAMbhaLeluM khoTuM Thare, tyAre ApaNane ema nA lAge ke A to atyAra sudhInI mahenata badhI nakAmI jAya che ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : kAraNa ke sAcI vAta para zraddhA coMTe che. coMTya ja chUTako ne ! AMtarA, aTakAve zraddhA ! chatAM ya keTalAMka lokone zraddhA nathI AvatI, enuM zuM kAraNa ? kAraNa ke pote uparathI paDadA goThavelA che. phakta A lobhiyA zeThiyAone ane A ahaMkArI jANakArone zraddhA nA Ave. bAkI, A majurone to tarata zraddhA AvI ja jAya. kAraNa ke majUromAM jANapaNAnI taoNrI nA hoya ane benkano lobha nA hoya. e be nA hoya tene oLakhAI ja jAya. A be rogane lIdhe to aTakyuM che. lokone " "huM jANuM chuM" tenA aMtarAya nAkhyA che. nahIM to jJAnI puruSa para to saheje zraddhA bese. A to pote AMtarA karelA, pArTIzana vola mUkelI eTale ! ne A to hoziyAra, lokone (!) kaMI kAcA nA paDe, paraphekTa thayelA hoya. ane mAro zabda dareka mANasa, je dehadhArI manuSya che ane jene sAdhAraNa buddhinI samaja che, buddhi Devalapa thayelI che, tene avazya kabUla karavo ja paDe. kAraNa ke mAro zabda AvaraNa bhedI che, te badhAM AvaraNane toDIne AtmAne ja pahoMce che. AtmAno AnaMda Ubho kare evuM che. eTale jenAmAM AtmA che, e pachI vaiSNava ho ke jaina ho ke game te, je mArI A vAta sAMbhaLaze, ene zraddhA besavI ja joIe. chatAM ADAI karavI hoya, jANI-joIne UMdhuM bolavuM hoya te judI vastu che. ADA hoya ne ? samaje-jANe to ya ADuM bole ne ?! hindustAnamAM ADA kharA loko ? tame joyelA ? praznakartA : moTA bhAganA evAM ja. dAdAzrI : e ADAI kADhavAnI che. koI jANI-joIne matabheda pADe to huM ene moMDhe kahyuM ke 'tamAro AtmA kabUla kare che, paNa tame ADuM bolo cho A." evuM huM kahuM tyAre pAcho pelo samaje ne kabUla kare ke pote ADuM bole che. kAraNa ke AvuM bolyA vagara rahe nahIM ne ! zAthI ADuM bole ? mAla bharelo eNe, ADAI karavAno mAla bharelo hoya. eTale jenuM puNya ADuM hoya, ene zraddhA nA bese. bAkI, jJAnI puruSa to zraddhAnI mUrti kahevAya. zraddhAtI pratimA jJAtI ! jJAnI puruSa evA hoya ke je mUrti jotAM ja zraddhA besI jAya. zraddhA

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besI ja jAya evI mUrti ! zraddheya kahevAya, jagata AkhAne mATe, AkhA varlDane mATe !! A kALa evo vicitra che ke zraddhAnI mUrti nA jaDe. badhI mUrtio jaDe, paNa zraddhAnI mUrti - kAyamanI zraddhA bese evI mUrti nA jaDe. ko'ka vakhata jagatamAM zraddhAnI mUrtino janma hoya che. zraddhAnI mUrti eTale jovAthI ja zraddhA AvI jAya. kazuM pUchavuM nA paDe, ema ne ema zraddhA AvI jAya. ene zAstrakAroe zraddhAnI mUrti kahI che. ko'ka ja vakhata evo avatAra hoya, te kAma kADhI nAkhe ne !! A amAro avatAra ja evo che ke amArI para ene zraddhA ja besI jAya. zraddhAnI pratimA thavuM joIe. nAlAyaka mANasane ya eka phero moMTuM joyuM ke tarata zraddhA AvI jAya. te ghaDIe enA bhAva, enI pariNati pharI jAya, jotAM ja pharI jAya. evI pratimA, zraddhAnI pratimA ko'ka vakhata pAke che. tIrthaMkara sAhebo hatA evAM ! eTale kevuM thaI javuM joIe ? zraddhAnI pratimA thaI javuM joIe. paNa zraddhA nA Ave, enuM kAraNa zuM haze ? pote ja ! ne A to kaheze, 'loko zraddhA ja nathI rAkhatA, to zuM karuM ?!" have je gurumAM barakata nA hoya, e loko ema kahyA kare ke mArI para zraddhA rAkho." alyA, paNa lokone tArI para zraddhA ja nathI AvatI tenuM zuM ?! tuM evo thaI jA, zraddhAnI pratimA, ke lokone jotAM ja tArI para zraddhA bese. pachI vairAga zI rIte Ave ?! praznakartA : je loko upadeza Ape che emanuM AcaraNa emanA upadezathI juduM hoya che, to zraddhA kyAMthI upaje ?! evuM ya bane ne ? dAdAzrI : eTale A zraddhA besavI e kaMI jevI tevI vAta nathI. ane raMjana mATe ja A badho upadeza hoya che. kAraNa ke sAcA upadeza nathI A. A to potAnAM manoraMjana che badhAM. praznakartA : hA, phakta upadeza raMjana hoya che ane tethI ja vairAgano raMga lAgato nathI. dAdAzrI : have, vairAgano raMga kyAM lAge ? kaI vANImAM lAge ? je vANI satya hoya temAM, je vANI UMdhe raste vaparAtI nA hoya, je vANI samyaka vANI hoya, jene vacanabaLa hoya tyAM raMga lAge. bAkI, Ama vairAga zI rIte Ave ? e to copaDIo bole ja che ne ! jema copaDIo bole che to ya ene vairAga nathI Avato, ema A guruo bole tenAthI vairAga nA Ave. copaDIo jevA guru thaI gayA che. ane jo ApaNane vairAga nA Ave to jANavuM ke A copaDI jevA guru che. vacanabaLa hovuM joIe ne ! emAM bhUla upadezakatI ! praznakartA: ghaNI vakhata evuM bane che ke upadeza sAMbhaLavA paccIsa mANaso beThAM hoya, emAM pAMcane sparzI jAya ne bAkInAM vIsa evAM ne evAM korAM rahe che. emAM upadezakanI bhUla ke grahaNa karanAranI bhUla ? dAdAzrI : AmAM sAMbhaLanAranI zuM bhUla che bicArAnI ?! upadezakanI bhUla che ! sAMbhaLanAra to che ja evAM. e to cokhkhuM ja kahe che ne ke, "sAheba, amane to AvaDatuM nathI, tethI to tamArI pAse AvyAM chIe.' paNa A to upadezakoe rasto khoLI kADhyo che, potAno svabacAva khoLyo che ke 'tame Ama karatAM nathI, tame Ama......" evuM nA kahevAya. tamAre tyAM helpa mATe Avyo ne tame AvuM karo cho ?! A to upadezakonI bhUla che. A skUlanA jevI vAta nathI. skUlanI vAta judI che. skUlamAM jema chokarAM kazuM karatAM nathI, e juduM che ne A juduM che. A to Atmahita mATe AvelA che, jemAM bIjI koI jAtanI kharAba dAnata nathI. saMsArahita mATe nathI AvelA. eTale A upadezake badhuM karavuM joIe. huM to badhAne kahuM chuM ke, 'bhaI, kaMI paNa nA thAya tamArAthI, e mArI bhUla che. tamArI bhUla nathI.' tame mArI pAse ripera karAvavA AvyA ke 'mane A ripera karI Apo." pachI ripera nA thayuM to e bhUla konI ?! praznakartA : paccIsa jaNA beThAM hoya, pAMca pAme ne vIsa nA pAme, to emAM gurunI ja bhUla ?! dAdAzrI : gurunI ja bhUla !

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praznakartA : zuM bhUla thAya che emanI ? dAdAzrI : emanuM cAritrabaLa nathI. emaNe cAritrabaLa keLavavuM joIe. rAtre barapha mUkelo hoya, to samaju ke aNasamaju badhAMne enI asara nA lAge ?! ThaMDaka lAgyA kare ne ?! eTale cAritrabaLa joIe. paNa A to potAnuM cAritrabaLa nathI, eTale A lokoe zodhakhoLa (!) karelI, ne pachI ziSya para ciDAyA kare. eno artha ja nahIM ne ! e to bicArA che ja evA. levA AvyA che, tenI joDe kakaLATa ne kleza nA hoya !! anubhavatI to vAta ja judI ! praznakartA : potAne anubhavathI jJAna prApta thAya ane bIjo upadeza Ape ne jJAna prApta thAya, e banne jarA samajAvo. dAdAzrI : upadezanuM to, ApaNe zAstramAM vAMcIene, enA jevuM upadeza. paNa upadezakamAM jo kadi vacanabaLavALo hoya koI puruSa ke jeno zabda ApaNI mahIM pesI jAya ane te nIkaLe nahIM bAra-bAra mahinA sudhI, to e upadezanI vAta judI che. bAkI A jeno upadeza ahIMthI kAne peTho ne A kAne nIkaLI gayo, enA upadezanI kaMI velyu nathI. e ne pustaka beu sarakhA che. jeno upadeza ne jenA vAkya, jenA zabdo mahIM mahinA-mahinA sudhI guMjyA kare e upadezanI khAsa jarUriyAta ! e adhyAtma viTAminavALo upadeza kahevAya. e ko'ka phero hoI zake. paNa te pote cAritravALA hovA joIe, vyavahAra cAritravALA ! zIlavAna hovA joIe, jenA kaSAya maMda thaI gayelA hovA joIe. zabdo pAchaLa karuNA ja vahI ! bAkI, A badhA je upadeza bole che ke "Ama karo, tema karo." paNa emanA paga upara Ave te ghaDIe ciDAIne UbhA rahe. A to upadezanI vAto karyA kare che. kharI rIte upadeza ApavAno adhikAra kono che? je ciDAto nA hoya, tene A badho upadeza karavAno adhikAra ! A to jarAka sAmuM kahyuM to tarata pheNa mAMDe, 'mArA jevo jANakAra, huM Avo ne huM Avo !" te bhrAMtimAM ja bola bola kare. 'huM, huM, huM, huM.....' tethI sudharatuM nathI ne ! A to vItarAga mArga kahevAya. bahu ja jokhamadArIvALo mArga ! eka zabda paNa bolavo bahu jokhamadArIvALI vastu che. upadezakone to bahu jokhamadArI che atyAre. paNa loko samajatA nathI, jANatA nathI, tethI A upadeza Ape che. have tame upadezaka cho ke nahIM, te tamArI jAtane tapAsI juo. kAraNa ke upadezaka ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAnathI mukta hovo joIe. zukladhyAna nA thayuM hoya to ya vAMdho nathI, kema ke dharmadhyAnanI vizeSatA varte che. paNa pelA be ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna thayAM karatAM hoya, to jokhamadArI potAnI che ne ! bhagavAne kaheluM che ke jo krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha tamArI pAse sillaka hoya, tyAM sudhI koIne upadeza Apazo nahIM. tethI mAre kahevuM paDyuM ke A je vyAkhyAna bolo cho, paNa phakta svAdhyAya karavAno adhikAra che. upadeza ApavAno adhikAra che nahIM. chatAM jo upadeza Apazo to, A upadeza kaSAyasahita hovAthI na jazo. sAMbhaLanAra narka nahIM jAya. mAre jJAnI thaIne kaDaka zabdo bolavA paDe che. enI pAchaLa keTalI karuNA haze ! jJAnIne kaDaka thavAnI zI jarUra ?! jene aharniSa paramAnaMda, aharniSa mokSa varte che, ene kaDaka thavAnI jarUra zuM hoya ?! paNa jJAnI thaIne AvuM kaDaka bolavuM paDe che ke "cetatA rahejo, svAdhyAya karajo.' lokone evuM kahevAya ke 'huM svAdhyAya karuM chuM, tame sAMbhaLo." paNa kaSAyasahita upadeza nA apAya. vacanabaLa to joIe te ! huM tamane upadeza ApyA karuM to nahIM AvaDe. paNa tame mAruM vartana jozo to saheje e AvaDI jaze. eTale upadeza kazuM tyAM cAle nahIM. A to vANI nakAmI jAya che. chatAM pAchuM ApaNe khoTuM kahevAya nahIM. eTale koInuM ya khoTuM nathI. paNa eno artha kazoya nathI, badhuM miniMgalesa che. je bolamAM kazuM vacanabaLa nathI, ene zuM kahevAya ?! evuM ene cokhkhuM kahIe ApaNe ke 'tamAro bola ja khoTo che. nakAmo kema jAya ?! tamAro bola mane ugavo joIe. tamAro bola ugato nathI.' bola keTalA varSano

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che ? jUno bola, te uge nahIM. vANI pyaoNra joIe, vacanabaLavALI joIe. ApaNe kahIe ke 'tamAruM vacana evuM bolo ke jethI mArI mahIM kaMI thaI jAya." vacanabaLa to mukhya vastu che. manuSyane vacanabaLa nA hoya to kAmanuM ja zuM ?! guru to enuM nAma kahevAya ke e vANI bolene, te ApaNane enI meLe ja pariNAma pAme evI vacanabaLavALI hoya !! A to pote krodhamAna-mAyA-lobhamAM hoya ne ApaNane upadeza Ape che ke 'krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha choDo.' tethI A badho mAla bagaDI gayo ne ! sekaDe be-pAMca sArA haze. vacanabaLa eTale moMDhe bole evuM pelAne thaI jAya. have AvuM vacanabaLa nA hoya, te zuM kAmanuM ? huM to nAno hato tyAre ema kaheto hato ke, 'tame je upadeza kaho cho evuM to pustaka kahe che. to tamArAmAM ne emAM phera zuM paDyo te ?! enA karatAM pustaka sAruM. tamane vaLI Ama page lAgIne namavuM. tenA karatAM pustaka sAruM. tame kaMI evuM bolo ke mAre mahIM pariNAma pAme, mAruM citta temAM rahyA kare." A to zuM kahe che ? "karo, karo, karo, karo." A 'karo ne zuM karuM ?! thatuM nathI mArAthI ne uparathI pAchA 'karo, karo karyA karo cho ! e to vacanabaLa joIe, vacanabaLa ! e bole eTaluM pelAne thaI jAya, to e guru kahevAya. nahIM to guru ye kahevAya nahIM. jJAnI puruSa to mokSa Ape. paNa guru kyAre kahevAya ? vacanabaLa hoya. kAraNa ke emanA vacanamAM jUTha-kapaTa evuM nA hoya. emanA vacanamAM vacanabaLa hoya. tamane samajAya che huM zuM kahuM chuM te !! praznakartA : hA, hA. dAdAzrI : bahu UMDI vAta che. paNa A lokone zI rIte samajaNa paDe te ?! cAle che dukAno. cAlavA do ne ! ApaNe kyAM mAthAkUTa karIe ?! kALane laIne cAlyA kare che. bAkI, tame je kaho cho e pustakamAM kahe che. tyAre tamArAmAM ne AmAM phera zo paDyo te !! jo tame jIvatAM kazuM karI zakatA nA ho, to enA karatAM A pustaka sAruM ! pAvara kaMI hoya ke nA hoya ? bhale mokSano pAvara nA hoya, paNa saMsAra vyavahArano to hoya ne ? vyavahAramAM paNa zAMti rahe evuM kaMIka batAvo. tamane jo zAMti thayelI haze to amane thaze. tamane zAMti nahIM hoya to amane kevI rIte thAya te ?! paNa e rIta zIkhavo ! A to guru kaheze, "morala ne sinsIyara thA. bI morala ane bI sinsIyara !" alyA, morala tuM thaIne Ava ne ! tuM morala thauM ne, eTale tAre mane nahIM kahevuM paDe. morala thaIne mane kahe to huM morala thaI jaIza. tane dekhatAMnI sAthe morala thaI jaIza. jevuM joIe, evuM ApaNe thaI ja jaIe. paNa e pote ja thayo nathI ne ! mArAmAM vItarAgatA hoya te tame juo, ne eka phero joI laIe to pachI thAya. kAraNa ke huM tamane karI batAvuM chuM, mATe tamane eDajasTa thaI jAya. eTale huM pyaoNra houM to ja mANasa pyaoNra thaI zake ! eTale pyaoNriTI kampliTa hovI joIe !! huM tamane "morala thAva' ema kahe kahe nathI karato, paNa "morala kema thavAya' te kahuM chuM. huM evuM kaheto ja nathI ke 'tame Ama karo, sAruM karo ke Ama thAva." huM to 'morala kema thavAya' te kahuM chuM, rasto batAvuM chuM ane jyAre lokoe zuM kareluM ? "A rakama ane A javAba." alyA, rIta zIkhavADa ne ! rakama ne javAba to copaDImAM lakhelAM ja che paNa enI rIta zIkhavADa ne ! paNa rIta zIkhavADanAro koI nIkaLyo nathI. rIta zIkhavADanAro nIkaLyo hota to A dazA hindustAnanI hota nahIM. hindustAnanI dazA to juo Aje ! kevI dazA thaI gaI che !!! sAcA gurutA guNo praznakartA : mAre kevI rIte jANavuM ke mArA mATe sAcA guru koNa dAdAzrI : jyAM buddhi nA hoya tyAM ane boDInA onarazipa nA

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hoya. onarazipavALA hoya to. e mAlikIvALA ne ApaNe ya mAlikIvALA, beu athaDAya ! to kAma nA thAya. pachI ApaNA mananuM samAdhAna kare, e ApaNA guru. evAM nA maLe to bIjA guru zuM karavAnA che ? e guru to ApaNane badhI rIte helpa kare evAM joIe. eTale ApaNane dareka bAbatamAM helpa kare. paisAnI muzkelImAM ya helpa kare. jo guru mahArAja pAse hoya te e kahe, 'bhaI laI jA, mArI pAse che." evuM hovuM joIe. guru eTale e hempiMga, mAbApa karatAM vadhAre ApaNI e kALajI rAkhe, to ene guru kahevAya. A to loko paDAvI le che. pAMcapacAsa-so rUpiyA paDAvI le ! pArakAMne mATe jIvana jIvatA hoya evAM guru hovA joIe ! potAnA sAru nahIM ! pachI guru jarA zarIre sudraDha hovAM joIe. jarA dekhAvaDA hovAM joIe. dekhAvaDA nA hoya to ya kaMTALo Ave. 'Amane tyAM ahIM AvIne besavAnuM kyAM thayuM ? pelA bIjA guru kevA sarasa rUpALA hatA ?!" evuM kahe ! evuM bIjAnI joDe sarakhAmaNI nA karavAnA hoya to ja guru karajo. guru karo to sAcavIne karajo. bAkI, guru karavA khAtara karavA evuM jarUrI nathI ! ane emanAmAM to spRhA nA hoya ane nispRhatA ya nA hoya. niHspRha nA hoya to koI spRhA che emane ? nA, emane tamArA paugalika bAbatamAM eTale bhautika bAbatamAM niHspRha che e pote ane AtmAnI bAbatamAM spRhAvALA che. hA, saMpUrNa niHspRha nathI e ! gurune kazuM joItuM nA hoya evA joIe. lakSmI nA joItI hoya ane viSaya nA joItA hoya, be nA joItA hoya. pachI kahIe ke "A tamArA paga dabAvIzuM, mAthuM dabAvIzuM." paga dabAvavAmAM vAMdho nahIM ApaNe. paga dabAvIe, sevA karIe. mokSane mArge to emanA guru AtmajJAnI hovAM joIe. te AtmajJAnI guruo che nahIM, eTale badho kesa baphAyo che. tyAre kahevAya guru maLyA ! eTale huM to koInuM sAMbhaLato ja nahoto. kAraNa ke emanAmAM barakata dekhAtI nathI, emanA moDhAM para teja nathI dekhAtuM, emanAthI pAMca mANasa sudharyA hoya to mane dekhADo ke jenAmAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanI nabaLAI gaI hoya ke matabheda ghaTyo hoya. praznakartA : guru sAcA maLyA che ke nahIM, e jANavAnI zakti ApaNI keTalI ? dAdAzrI : bairI joDe matabheda jAya to jANavuM ke guru maLyA che ene. nahIM to A to bairI joDe ya matabheda thayA ja kare. roja jhaghaDA ne jhaghaDA cAlyA ja kare enI meLe. jo guru maLyA ne kaMI pheraphAra lAMbo thayo nahIM, to kAmanuM ja zuM te ?! A to kleza jato nathI, nabaLAI jatI nathI ane kahe che ke "mane guru maLyA che.' ApaNA gharano kleza jAya, kaMkAsa jAya, enuM nAma guru maLyA kahevAya. nahIM to guru maLyA ja zI rIte kahevAya ?! A to enA pakSano pANo caDhAve ke "ApaNe A pakSanA chIe.' ema e pakSano pANo caDhAve ane gADuM calAve. ahaMkAra A bAjuno hato, te A bAjuno vALe. ApaNane cha ja mahinA sAcA guru maLyA hoya, to guru eTaluM to zIkhavADe ja ke jenAthI gharamAMthI kleza jato rahe. gharamAMthI ja ekalo nahIM, manamAMthI hau kleza jato rahe. manamAM kalezitabhAva nA thAya ne jo phleza thatA hoya to e gurune choDI devAnA. pachI bIjA guru khoLI kADhavA. bAkI, ciMtA-upAdhi thAya, ghera matabheda thAya, e badhAM ja gUMcavADA nA gayA hoya to e guru kAmanA zuM ?! e gurune kahIe ke, 'haju mane gusso Ave che. gharamAM, mAre to choDI-chokarAM joDe ciDAI javAya che, te baMdha karI do. nahIM to pachI Avate varSa kensala karI daIza." gurune AvuM kahevAya ke nA kahevAya ? tamane kevuM lAge che ?! nahIM to A to guruone ya "mIThAI' maLyA kare che nirAMte, haptA maLyA ja kare che ne ! eTale

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A badhuM aMdhera cAle che hindustAnamAM. ApaNA hindustAna dezamAM ja nahIM, paNa badhe ya evuM ja thaI gayuM che. Ama sAyuM 'tANuM" parakhAya ! praznakartA : sAcA guru che, ene mATe Ama cokkasa koI oLakha kharI ? dAdAzrI : oLakhamAM to, ApaNe gALa bhAMDIe to kSamA nA Ape paNa sahaja kSamA hoya. ApaNe mArIe to ya kSamA hoya, game evuM apamAna karIe to ya kSamA hoya. pachI saraLa hoya. temane ApaNI pAse kaMI lAlaca nA hoya, ApaNI pAse paisA saMbaMdhI kaMI mAgaNI karatA nathI. ane ApaNe pUchIe te praznanuM samAdhAna kare ane jo emane chaMcheDIe to ya e pheNa nA mAMDe. vakhate bhUlacUka thaI gaI hoya to ya e pheNa mAMDe nahIM. pheNa mAMDe ene zuM kahevAya ? pheNiyA nAga kahevAya. A badhI oLakha kahI emanI. nahIM to pachI gurunI tapAsa karavI joIe ane pachI guru karavA joIe. game tene guru karI besIe eno zo artha che te ! praznakartA: koNa kevA che e kevI rIte khabara paDe ? dAdAzrI : pahelAMnA boDiyA eDavarDa rUpiyA ne rANI chApa rUpiyA tame joyelA ke ? have e rUpiyA hoya ne, to ya A loko vizvAsa rAkhatA nhotA. alyA, rUpiyA che, vyavahAramAM cAlu calaNa che ne ?! paNa nA, to ya ene paththara joDe ke lokhaMDa joDe athADe ! are, lakSmIne nA athADIza. paNa to ya athADe e ! kema athADato haze ? rUpiyo khakhaDAvIe tyAre kaladAra che ke bahero, e mAlama paDe ke nA paDe ? Ama ThokIe ke 'Thananana......" bole to ApaNe ene kabATamAM-tIjorImAM mUkI daIe ane bahero nIkaLe to kApI nAkhe, kADhI nAkhe. eTale A TesTa jovo, rUpiyo khakhaDAvI jovAno. evuM guruno haMmezAM ya TesTa karo. praznakartA : parIkSA karavAnI ?! dAdAzrI : TesTa ! parIkSA to AvaDe nahIM. bALaka hoya, te prophesaranI parIkSA zI rIte le ? praznakartA : to TesTa ane parIkSAmAM zuM pharaka ? dAdAzrI : TesTamAM ane parIkSAmAM bahu phera. TesTamAM to ApaNe ema ja kahevAnuM ke, "sAheba, Apa bolyA, paNa ekuMya vAta mane sAcI lAgatI nathI." eTaluM ja bolavAnuM. eno TesTa jhaTa nIkaLaze. e pheNa mAMDaze. eTale ApaNe samajavuM ke A pheNiyA che, A dukAna ApaNA mATe nathI. dukAna badalo. dukAna badalavAnI khabara nA paDI jAya ApaNane ?! praznakartA : paNa dAdA, AvuM gurune kahevuM e avinaya nA kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : evuM che, ke avinaya nA karIe to ApaNe kyAM sudhI tyAM ne tyAM besI rahevuM ?! ApaNane silka joIe che, 'Dabala ghoDA'nuM silka joIe che, to dareka dukAne pharatA pharatA jaIe to ko'ka kaheze, 'bhaI, pelAnI dukAne, khAdI bhaMDAramAM jAva.' have, tyAM jaIne ApaNe besI rahIe paNa pUchIe-karIe nahIM, to tyAM kyAM sudhI besI rahevuM ApaNe ?! enA karatAM pUchIe ke, "bhAI, Dabala ghoDAnuM silka hoya to huM besI rahe, pachI cha kalAka besI rahIza paNa che kharuM ApanI pAse ?!" tyAre e kahe, 'nA, nathI." tyAre ApaNe UThIne bIjI dukAne jaIe. chatAM paNa ahIM AgaLa eka guno thAya che pAcho. ATalI mArI samaja laIne chaTakI nahIM javAnuM. jemane tame AvuM karyuM ke 'tamAruM A barAbara nathI' eTale emanA manane duHkha thayuM, eTalA pUrato avinaya gaNAya che. mATe emane kahIe ke, "sAheba, jarA mAruM magaja AvuM koI phero khasI jAya che.' tyAre e kaheze, 'kAMI vAMdho nahIM, kAMI vAMdho nahIM." to ya paNa emanuM mana mahIM dukhAyA karatuM hoya, to pachI ApaNe pAMcapacAsa rUpiyA gajavAmAM rAkhavA paDe ne emane kahevuM joIe ke, "Apane zuM, cazmAM joIe che ? je joItuM hoya te kaho.' nahIM to pachI ApaNe kahIe, "sAheba, eka zAla che teno svIkAra karo. mAthe hAtha mUkI Apo." te zAla ApI AvavI eTale e khuza ! eTale ApaNe jANIe ke A

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rUpiyAne khakhaDAvyo to e sAmo dAvo nathI mAMDato. ane A AmAM dAvo maMDAya, eTale ApaNe zAla ApI AvIe. eTaluM so rUpiyA ghasAI chUTavA paDe. paNa ApaNe e dukAnamAMthI-phasAmaNamAMthI to nIkaLyA ne ! mAruM zuM kahevAnuM che ke kyAM sudhI phasAI rahevuM ? ane jene rAga-dveSa nA thAya e chellA guru ! khAvAnuM mUkIe ne pachI thALI UThAvI laIe ane emanI AMkhamAM kaMI pheraphAra nA dekhAya, AMkhamAM kurakuriyAM nA rame, to jANavuM ke A che 'lAsTa' guru ! bAkI, kurakuriyAM rame e badhAmAM mAla ja nahIM ne ! Apane samaja paDIne ? praznakartA : hA, hI. dAdAzrI : eTale parIkSA hetu mATe nahIM, paNa tapAsa rAkhavI joIe. parIkSA hetu mATe to khoTuM dekhAya. paNa jarA dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe ke kema AmanI AMkhomAM Ama thAya che ! have, A thALI uThAvI lIdhI ne AMkhamAM pheraphAra thAya to tarata kahIe, 'nA, bIjI cAMdInI thALI lAvuM chuM.' paNa ApaNe joI levuM ke 'AMkhomAM pheraphAra thAya che !' tapAsa to karavI ja paDe ne ?! ApaNe chetarAIne mAla lAvIe e zuM kAmano ?! mAla levA gayA, te mAla to eNe jovo paDe ne ! evuM nA jovuM paDe ? jarA kheMcIne jovuM paDe ne ? pachI phATeluM nIkaLe tyAre loka kaheze, 'tame zAla joIne kema lIdhI nahIM ?" evuM kahe ke nA kahe ? tethI zrImad rAjacaMdra kahe che ne, guru barAbara joIne karajo, tapAsIne karajo ! nahIM to rakhaDAvI mAraze. emane ema game tene vaLagI paDe e kAmamAM nA Ave ne ! emane ema to chetarAyA pachI zuM thAya ?! eTale badhI bAju jovuM paDe. UghADI vigato, vItarAgatAthI ! A kaLiyugamAM guru sArA maLaze nahIM ane guru tamAruM zAka karIne khAI jaze. praznakartA : barAbara che. paNa apavAda svarUpa eka to sAcA guru hoya ne ? dAdAzrI : ko'ka sArA guru hoya tyAre e Dabbo hoya. Dabbo eTale samajaNa nA hoya kazI. to e samajaNa vagaranA gurune zuM karIe pAchuM ?! samajaNa hoya che tyAre durUpayoga kare evA hoya che. eTale enA karatAM ghera A pustako hoya te pakaDI enuM manana karyA karavuM sAruM. eTale atyAre che evA guru nA cAle. enA karatAM guru nA karavA sArA, emane ema guru vagara rahevuM sAruM. praznakartA : ApaNI saMskRti mujaba guru vinAno mANasa naguNo kahevAya. dAdAzrI : kyAM sAMbhaLeluM tame A ? praznakartA : saMta puruSo pAsethI sAMbhaLeluM. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa e zuM kahe che ? naguNo nahIM, paNa naguro. agara to nugaro kahe che. nugaro eTale guru vagarano ! guru nA hoya ene ApaNA loko nugaro kahe. bAra varSanI uMmare amArI kaMThI tUTI gayelI, te loka 'nugaro, nugaro' karyA kare ! badhAM kahe, 'kaMThI to paheravI paDe. pharI kaMThI paherAvaDAvIe.' meM kahyuM, 'A lokonI pAse to kaMThI paherAtI haze ?! jene ajavALuM nathI, jenI pAse bIjAne ajavALuM ApavAnI zakti nathI, enI pAse kaMThI kema paherAya ?!' tyAre kahe 'loka nugaro kaheze.' have, nugaro zuM vastu haze ? nugaro eTale koI zabda haze gALa devAno ema jANeluM. e to pachI moTI uMmarano thayo tyAre samajAyuM ke naguru, na guruvALo ! praznakartA : A koIne guru mAnavA hoya, to enI je vidhio hoya, kaMThI baMdhAve, kapaDAM badalAve, evI kaMI jarUra kharI ? dAdAzrI : evI kazI jarUra nathI. praznakartA : dharmaguruo kema kahe che ke kaMThI baMdhAvI hoya emane bhagavAna tAre ane nagurAne koI tAre nahIM. e vAta sAcI ?

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dAdAzrI : A to evuM che, A bharavADoe A vAta phelAvelI. bharavADo gheTAMne A vAta kahe che ke "nugaro thaIne nA pharIza." tyAre gheTAM jANe ke "ohoho ! huM nugaro nahIM. ApaNe kaMThI baMdhAvo ! guru karo !" te A guru karyA. e gheTAM ne pelA bharavADo !! chatAM A zabda amArAthI bolAya nahIM. paNa jyAM opana jANavuM hoya tyAre ekaluM jANavA mATe kahIe. te ya vItarAgatAthI kahIe. tethI ame zabdo bolIe chatAM ya rAga-dveSa nA thAya. ame jJAnI puruSa thayA, ame javAbadAra kahevAIe. amane koI jagyAe saheje ya rAga-dveSa hoya nahIM. praznakartA: mane be-traNa vakhata bAvAo maLyA, te kahetA ke "tame kaMThI baMdhAvo." nA pADI. meM kahyuM, "mAre nathI baMdhAvavI.' dAdAzrI : hA, paNa pAkA, te nA baMdhAve ne ! nahIM to kAco hoya to baMdhAve ne ! praznakartA: gurunI pAse kaMThI nA baMdhAvI hoya, paNa ApaNane koI guru para bhAva jAgyo hoya, tenuM jJAna laIe, to kaMThI baMdhAvyA vagara guruziSyano saMbaMdha sthApita thayo kahevAya ke kema ? keTalAMka zAstro ne AcAryoe kahyuM che ke nugaro hoya to tenuM moTuM paNa nA jovuM. dAdAzrI : evuM che, ke vADAmAM pesavuM hoya to kaMThI bAMdhavI ane chuTA rahevuM hoya to kaMThI nA bAMdhavI. jyAM jJAna ApatA hoya, tenI kaMThI bAMdhavI. vADo eTale zuM kahevA mAge che ke pahelAM tuM A sTAnDarDa taiyAra kara ! A tharDa sTAnDarDa taiyAra kara, tyAM sudhI bIje DAphAM nA mArIza evuM kahevA mAge che. bAkI, nagaro zI rIte kahevAya ?! nagaro to A jamAnAmAM koI che ja nahIM. A to nugaro koNe kaheluM ?! A kaMThIvALA je guru che ne, emaNe nagaro UbhuM kareluM. emanAmAM gharAka ochA nA thaI jAya eTalA hAruM. kaMThI nA bAMdhelI hoya temAM vAMdho nathI. A kaMThI to, eka jAtanI manamAM sAyakolojIkala IphekTa ghAlI de che. eTale A badhA sAMpradAyika mato zuM kare che ? lokone badhI kaMThIo ja ghAla ghAla kare che. pachI pelAne asara thAya ke "huM A saMpradAyano, huM A saMpradAyano !" eTale sAyakolojIkala IphekTa thAya che. paNa e sAruM che, e badhuM khoTuM nathI. e ApaNane nukasAnakartA nathI. tamAre 'nugarA'nI ciMtA nA karavI, 'nugaro' kahe to tamArI Abaru jaze, ema ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : nugarAnI tamane kema ciMtA thaI ? praznakartA : pelI kaMThInI vAta AvIne, eTale. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa kaMThI bAMdhanArAne ema kahevuM ke, "A kaMThI bAMdhelI huM kyAM sudhI rAkhIza ? mane phAyado thaze tyAM sudhI rAkhIza, nahIM to pachI toDI nAkhIza." evuM emanI joDe zarta karavI joIe. e pUche ke 'zo phAyado joIe che tamAre ?" tyAre ApaNe kahIe, 'mArA gharamAM kakaLATa nA thavo joIe, nahIM to kaMThI huM toDI nAkhIza.' evuM pahelethI Ama kahevuM joIe. evuM loko kahetA nahIM hoya ne ? A to kakaLATe yu cAlyA kare ne kaMThI ya cAlyA kare. kaMThI bAMdhIne kleza thayA karato hoya to e kaMThI ApaNe toDI nAkhIe. gurune kahIe ke, 'lo, A tamArI kaMThI pAchI. tamArI kaMThImAM kazo guNa nathI. tamArI kaMThI tame maMtrIne ApI nathI. evI maMtrIne Apo ke mAre ghera vaDhavADo nA thAya." praznakartA : kaMThI bAMdhI nA hoya tyAM sudhI evo upadeza le to paNa jJAna nA Utare evuM e kahe che. dAdAzrI : le ! nahIM bAMdho to tamAre jJAna nahIM thAya (!) keTaluM badhuM TeDakAve che !! A to TaiDakAvI karIne A badhAne sIdhA karI nAkhe che !!! konI vAta te koNe jhAlI ! sAruM che, e raste ya lokone sIdhA kare che ne ! chatAM A loko lapasavA nathI detA eTaluM sAruM che. bAkI, caDhAvavAnI to vAta ja kyAM rahI ?! e guru ja caDhyA nathI ne ! caDhavuM kaMI sahelI vAta che A kaLiyugamAM, duSamakALamAM ?! A Tekaro pAcho Ubho sAva ! paNa lapasI

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javA nathI detA. ane lokone bIjuM maLe nahIM eTale game te dukAnamAM besI ja javuM paDe ne ! Ama AvuM anaMta avatArathI bhaTaka bhaTaka karyA ja kare che ne ! praznakartA : eka bAju ema kahevAya che ke, 'guru-goviMda dono khaDe, kisako lAgu pAya, balihArI guru ApakI, jIsane goviMda diyo batAya.' dAdAzrI : hA, paNa evA gurudeva kone kahevAya ? goviMda batAve, ene gurudeva kahevAya. evuM AmAM kahe che. atyAre to A guruo emanuM gurupaNuM sthApana karavA mATe vAta kare che. paNa ApaNe emane kahevuM joIe ne, ke "sAheba, huM tamane gurudeva kyAre kahuM ? ke tame goviMda mane batAvo to. A lakhyuM che e pramANe jo karI Apo, goviMda batAvI do, to tamArAmAM gurupaNuM sthApana karuM. tame ja haju goviMda khoLatAM ho ne huM ya goviMda khoLuM, to ApaNA beno meLa kyAre paDe ?!' bAkI, Aja to badhA guruo AnuM A ja dhare che AgaLa ! gurue goviMda batAvyA nA hoya ne, to ya AvuM gavaDAve che. eTale guruone 'prasAdI' to maLe ne ! A zabdono bIjA dukAnavALAne lAbha thAya ne. (!) praznakartA : paNa AmAM gurunuM palluM vadhAre bhAravALuM karyuM. dAdAzrI : che bhAravALuM ja, paNa evA guru haju thayA nathI. ne A to probezrara guruo phAvI gayA che AmAM ! eTale probezraro mAnI beThAM ke 'ApaNe have guru, ne bhagavAna dekhADyA, pachI mane pujavA joIe tamAre." paNa probezraro zuM kAmanA ?! ane jenAmAM 'huMkAra' gayo hoya ne, tyAM pachI e ja bhagavAna ! jo kadI vadhAre darzana karavA jevuM pada hoya to A ekaluM ja ke jeno 'huMkAra' gayo hoya, potApaNuM gayuM hoya. jyAM potApaNuM gayuM tyAM badhuM sarvasva gayuM. A 'guru brahmA, guru viSNu, guru mahezvarA' kahe che, e to guruo ja nathI. A to 'guru brahmA, guru viSNu..." e nAmathI emano potAno lAbha UThAvavA phare che. enAthI loko pachI pUje emane ! paNa kharekhara to, A sagurunI vAta che. sadguru eTale jJAnI puruSa mATe A vAta che. je sane jANe che, sanA bhomiyA che, evA gurunI vAta che. tene badale A guruo, raste janArA guruo jhAlI paDyA. bAkI, guru je thaI beThA che emane to kahI devuM ke, 'bhAI sAheba, mAre guru karavA nathI. huM vepArI guru karavA nathI Avyo. huM to jene guru thavuM nathI, tene guru karavA Avyo chuM.' guruto chokaro guru ? praznakartA: pahelAnA jamAnAmAM guru paraMparA je hatI ke guru ziSyane zIkhave, pachI pAcho ziSya guru thaIne enA ziSyane zIkhave...... dAdAzrI : e paraMparA sAcI hatI. paNa atyAre to paraMparA rahI nathI ne ! have to gAdIpati thaI beThA che. guruno chokaro guru thaI jAya, evuM kema mAnI zakAya ! gAdIonA sthApana karyA, te durUpayoga karyo. praznakartA : dharmanI vyavasthAne badale samAja vyavasthA thaI gaI ! dAdAzrI : hA, samAja vyavasthA thaI gaI !! dharma to kyAM rahyo, dharma to dharmanI jagyAe rahyo !!! pAcho kaLiyuga pharI vaLe ne ! ekabe puruSo barAbara sArA hoya. paNa pachI enI pAchaLa gAdIpatio ne e badhuM cAlu thaI jAya. jyAM ne tyAM gAdIpatine ?! gAdIpati zobhe nahIM haMmezAM, dharmamAM gAdI nA hoya. bIjA badhAmAM, badhI kaLAomAM, vepAramAM gAdI hoya paNa A dharmamAM gAdI nA hoya. AmAM to jenI pAse AtmAnuM hoya, e AtmajJAnI hovo joIe ! praznakartA: pahelAM gAdIo nahotI, to A gAdIo nIkaLI kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : e to A akkalavALAnA hAthamAM gayuM ne, tyAre A akkalavALAoe zodhakhoLa karI. bIjA koI rahyA nahIM, eTale emaNe dukAno ghAlI dIdhI. bAkI, AMdhaLAne haiyAphUTA maLI Ave che. A dezamAM

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nahIM jANe kyAMthI maLI Ave che, AvAM ne AvAM tophAno ja calAvyA che lokoe ane heya..... gAdIpati thaIne bese che ! kone adhikAra che gAdIpati thavAno ? jene krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nA hoya tene !! tamane e nyAya nathI lAgato ? nyAyathI zuM hovuM joIe ? praznakartA : barAbara che. dAdAzrI : eTale keTalAMka amane pUche che ke A tame 'akrama' kema kADhyuM ? meM kahyuM, meM nathI kADhyuM A. huM to nimitta banI gayo chuM. huM zuM karavA kADhuM ?! mAre kaMI ahIM AgaLa gAdIo sthApavI che ? ApaNe kaMI gAdI sthApavA mATe AvyA chIe ? koInuM utthAna karIe chIe ApaNe ? nA. ahIM koInuM maMDana karatA nathI, koInuM khaMDana karatA nathI. ahIM to evuM kazuM che ja nahIM ane ahIM gAdI ya nathI ne ! gAdIvALAne bhAMjagaDo badhI. jyAM gAdIo che tyAM mokSa hoya ja nahIM. pUjavAtI kAmatA ja kAmatI ! ane dharmovALA to emanA matArtha dharAvavA mATe, emanI pUjAvAnI dukAno calAvavA mATe A badhAM rastA kADhyA che. eTale lokone bahAra nIkaLavA ja nA dIdhA. emaNe potAne pUjAvavA mATe A badhAM lokone UMdhe cakaraDe caDhAvyA. e bhAMgaphoDIyA loko bIjuM pesavA ya nA de ! bhAMgaphoDIyA eTale pUjAvAnI kAmanAvALA. pUjAvAnI kAmanA e dalAlI ja ne ! dharmanuM pustaka hAthamAM AvyuM ane koIke ene besADyo ke 'have vAMcavAnuM rAkho.' tyArathI ene mahIM kAmanA utpanna thaI jAya ke have mane loko pUjaze. tyAre jo tamane pUjAvAnI kAmanA utpanna thaI, mATe tamane Disamisa karI devA joIe. kAraNa ke jJAnI puruSanA pustakane aDyA pachI kAmanA kema utpanna thaI ? UlaTuM, kAmanA hoya te ya nAza thavI joIe ! A to kAmanAo utpanna thAya che. tamane evI samajaNa paDe che ke lokone mahIM pUjAvAnI ne badhI kAmanAo UbhI thaI che evuM ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : pAchuM mahIM hariphAIo cAle ! loko bIjAne vadhAre pUjatA hoya to Ane game nahIM pAchuM. eTale jANe pUjAvAnuM e ja mokSa (!) hoya evuM mAnI lIdhuM che A lokoe !! A to moTI jokhamadArI che. bAkI, jene A jagatamAM koI joDe vaDhavADa nA thAya to ene pUjelo kAmano ! A guruone to pUjAvAnI kAmanAo UbhI thAya, guru thavAnI kAmanA rahelI hoya. tyAre kRpALudevane kAmanA kevI hatI e to oLakha, ke parama sat jANavAno kAmI chuM !' bIjI koI cIjanI jemane kAmanA nathI !! mane to pUjAvAnI kAmanA AkhI jindagImAM kyAreya UbhI nahIM thayelI. kAraNa ke e to bodharezana kahevAya. pUjavAnI kAmanA joIe, ApaNAthI koI moTA hoya ene ! eka kAno kADhI nAkhavAno che ne ?! basa !! praznakartA : mAna pUjAdi, garvarasa e badhAM potApaNAnI mahephilo ne ? dAdAzrI : e badhI vastuo potApaNAne majabUta karanArI ! ane potApaNAne majabUta kareluM pachI ko'ka dahADo jhaLake ne, ko'kanI joDe ?! tyAre loka kaheze, 'jo pota prakAzyuMne !' potApaNuM enuM prakAzyuM eTale bhalIvAra nA Ave koI dahADo ya ! eTale e pUjAvAnI kAmanA chUTatI nathI, anAdikALathI A bhIkha chUTI nathI. rahyAM tAma ta koInA ! pAchI nAmanI ya bhIkha hoya che, te pustakomAM ya emanAM nAma chapAve che. tyAre enA karatAM paiNavuM hatuM ne, to chokarAM nAma rAkhata. ahIM zuM karavA nAma rAkhavAM che, guru thayA pachI ?! pustakomAM ya nAma ! 'mArA dAdA guru ne mArA bApA guru, ne phalANA guru !' naryA chapAva chapAva kare che. ane A maMdiromAM ya nAma ghAlavA mAMDyA che pAchAM ke 'A gurue A banAvyuM.' are, nAma to rahetAM haze koI dahADo ? saMsArIonAM nathI rahetAM, to sAdhuonAM nAma to rahetAM haze ?! nAma rAkhavAnI to IcchA ya nA hovI joIe. kaMI paNa IcchA e bhIkha che.

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ohoho ! hamaNe apamAna karIe to khabara paDI jAya ke mAnanI bhIkha che ke nahIM te ! vakhate strI saMbaMdhamAM brahmacArI thayo hoya, lakSmI saMbaMdhI ya bhIkha choDI hoya, paNa A bIjI badhI kIrtinI bhIkho hoya. ziSyanI bhIkha hoya, nAmanI bhIkha hoya, badhI pAra vagaranI bhIkho hoya ! ziSyanI ya bhIkha ! kaheze, 'mAre ziSya nathI." tyAre zAstroe zuM kaheluM ? je AvI paDe, khoLyA vagara enI meLe AvI paDe e ziSya !! bhIkhathI bhagavAta cheTA ! dhyeya cUkAyo te peThI bhIkha ! A bhIkha jatI nathI. mAnanI bhIkha, kIrtinI bhIkha, viSayanI bhIkha, lakSmInI bhIkha..... bhIkha, bhIkha ne bhIkha ! bhIkha vagaranA joyelA kharA ? chevaTe derAM baMdhAvAnI ya bhIkha hoya, eTale derAM baMdhAvavAmAM paDe ! kAraNa ke kazo dhaMdho nA jaDe tyAre kIrti mATe badhuM kare ! are, zenA hAruM derAM bAMdho cho ? hindustAnamAM kyAM derAM nathI ?! paNa A to derAM baMdhAvavA hAruM paisA bhegA kara kara kare. bhagavAne kahyuM hatuM ke derAM bAMdhanAra to enA karmanA udaya haze to baMdhAvaze. tuM zuM karavA AmAM paDe che ?! hindustAnano manuSyadharma phakta derAM bAMdhavA mATe nathI. phakta mokSa javA mATe ja hindustAnamAM janma che. eka avatArI thavAya, e bAjuno dhyeya rAkhIne kAma karaje to pacAsa avatAre, so avatAre ke pAMcaso avatAre ya paNa ukela AvI jAya. bIjo dhyeya choDI do. pachI paiNajekaraje, chokarAMno bApa thaje, DaoNkTara thaje, baMgalA baMdhAvaje, eno savAla nathI. paNa dhyeya eka jagyAe ja rAkha, ke hindustAnamAM janma thayo che to mUktine mATenuM sAdhana karI levuM che. A eka dhyeya upara AvI jAva to ukela Ave ! bAkI, koI jAtanI bhIkha nahIM hovI joIe. Ama dharmAdA lakhAvo, phalANuM lakhAvo, evI anumodanAmAM hAtha ghAlavo nA joIe. karavuM, karAvavuM ne anumodavuM tyAM nA hoya. ame to sarva bhIkhathI mukta thaI gayelA chIe. derAM bAMdhavAnI ya bhIkha nathI. kAraNa ke amAre A jagatamAM koI cIja joItI nathI. ame mAnanA bhikhArI nathI, kIrtinA bhikhArI nathI, lakSmInA bhikhArI nathI, sonAnAM bhikhArI nathI, ziSyonAM bhikhArI nathI. viSayonA vicAra nA Ave, lakSmIno vicAra nA Ave. vicAra ja jyAM utpanna nA thAya pachI bhIkha zenI rahe te ?! mAnanI. kIrtinI, koI jAtanI bhIkha nahIM. ane A badhAM manuSya mAtrane kIrtinI bhIkha hoya, mAnanI bhIkha hoya. ApaNe pUchIe 'tamArAmAM keTalI bhIkha che, e tamane khabara paDe ? tamane koI paNa jAtanI bhIkha kharI ?" tyAre kaheze, "nA, bhIkha nahIM." eTale 'bhIkha' zabda huM lakhuM. bIjA loko lakhe nahIM. 'tRSNA' lakhe. alyA, bhIkha lakhane ! to enuM bhikhArIpaNuM chUTe baLyuM. tRSNAno artha zuM che ? tRSNA eTale tarasa. alyA, tarasa to lAgI ke nA lAgI, temAM zuM vAMdho ?! alyA, A to tArI bhIkha che. jyAM bhIkha hoya tyAM AgaLa bhagavAna kema bhegA thAya ?! A 'bhIkha" zabda evo che ke vagara phAMsIe carce phAMsI lAge ! saMpUrNa bhIkha gayA pachI ja A jagata "jema che tema' dekhAya. mArAmAM bhIkha hoya tyAM sudhI mane bIjA bhikhArA lAge nahIM. paNa potAnAmAM bhIkha gaI eTale badhA ya bhikhArA ja lAge. jene sarvasva prakAranI bhIkha maTe, tene jJAnInuM pada maLe. jJAnInuM pada kyAre maLe ? tamAma prakAranI bhIkha khalAsa thaI jAya. lakSmInI bhIkha, viSayonI bhIkha, koI jAtanI bhIkha nA rahe tyAre A pada prApta thAya ! bhIkha nA hoya to bhagavAna ja che, jJAnI che, je kahezo te che. bhIkhane laIne ja A Avo thayo che. kAlAvAlA tethI kare ne ? eka bhIkha kyAM rAkhavAnI che ? jJAnI puruSa pAse ! jJAnI puruSa pAse jaIne kahevuM. ke "bApajI, premanI prasAdI Apajo.' e to ApatA ja hoya, paNa ApaNe mAgIe tyAre vizeSa maLe. jema gALelI cA ne gALyA vagaranI cAmAM phera paDe ne ? eTalo phera paDI jAya. gALelI cAmAM kaco nA Ave pachI.

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pyaoNriTI vitA ta pamAya ! eTale A to bhIkha rahI che tene lIdhe bhAMjagaDa che. pyaoNriTI rahI nathI. jyAM ne tyAM vepAra thaI gayo che. jyAM paisAnI levaDa-devaDa thaI ane jyAM bIjuM peThuM, e badhuM vepArI thaI gayuM. emAM saMsArika lAbha uThAvavAnI taiyArI hoya. bhautika lAbho, e to badhA vepAra kahevAya. bIjuM kazuM letA nA hoya ne mAnanI icchA hoya to ya paNa e lAbha kahevAya. tyAM sudhI badhA vepAra kahevAya. hindustAna deza evo che ke sabakA vepAra calatA hai. paNa vepAramAM jokhamadArI che. ApaNe zuM kahevuM joIe ke A tame AvuM karo cho, paNa AmAM jokhamadArI che. praznakartA : dharmanA nAme ATaluM badhuM dhatiMga kema cAle che ? dAdAzrI : tyAre kayA nAme dhatiMga karavA jAya ? bIjA nAme dhatiMga karavA jAya to loko mAre, bApajI dasa rUpiyA laI gayA, paNa have kaMIka nAma daIe ne bApajI kaMI zrApa ApI de, to zuM thAya ?! eTale dharmanA nAma sivAya bIjuM koI bAruM ja nathI, chaTakabArI evI nathI koI jagyAe. temAM badhA ya evA ja che ema kahevAya evuM nathI. ahIM pAMcadasa TakA bahu sAro mAla che ! paNa tyAre tyAM koI bheguM nA thatuM hoya. kAraNa ke enI vANImAM vacanabaLa nA hoya. ane pelAnI to AMjI nAkhe evI vANI hoya, eTale tyAM badhAM bhegA thayAM. tyAre tyAM enI bhAvanA avaLI hoya, jema tema karIne paisA paDAvI levA evuM tevuM hoya. A prapaMcI dukAnomAMthI zuM levAnuM ?! ne cokhkhI dukAno hoya tyAre tyAM mAla nA hoya to tyAM zuM levAnuM ?! cokhkhA mANasanI pAse dukAnamAM mAla nathI. ane prapaMcI dukAnomAM Ama UMce kAMTe mAla Ape, paNa e bheLaseLavALo mAla hoya che. paNa jyAM koI jAtanI jarUriyAta nA hoya, paisAnI jarUra nA hoya, potAnA Azrama vadhAravAnI ke potAnuM moTuM karavAnI jarUra nA hoya, evA mANasa hoya to vAta judI che. evA mANasa eksepTeDa che. e dukAnane dukAna kahIe to ya tyAM loko lAbha pAme. pachI tyAM AgaLa jJAna nA hoya to ya teno vAMdho nathI paNa mANasa cokhkhA hovA joIe, pyaoNra hovA joIe. ImyaoNriTImAM, koI dahADo ya kazuM koI pAse nahIM. apratibaddhapaNe vicare te jJAtI ! praznakartA : hindusamAjamAM, jainasamAjamAM Azrama paddhati che, e barAbara che ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : e paddhati satyugamAM barAbara hatI, eTale trIjA ane cothA e be ArAmAM barAbara hatI. pAMcamA ArAmAM AzramanI paddhati barAbara nathI. praznakartA : Azrama paddhatithI bhedabheda ane vADAo utpanna thAya che ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : Azrama paddhati vADA UbhA karavAnuM sAdhana ja che ! ane vADA UbhAM karanArA badhA ahaMkArIo che, ovaravAIjha ! navuM UbhuM kare, tRtiyama !! mokSe javAnI kaMI bhAvanA nathI. potAnuM DahApaNa dekhADavuM che. e navA navA bheda pADyA kare ane jJAnIo pAke tyAre bheda badhA baMdha karI de, ochA karI nAkhe. lAkha jJAnIone eka ja abhiprAya hoya ane eka ajJAnIne lAkha abhiprAya hoya. praznakartA : kahevAya Azrama, paNa tyAM parizrama hoya. dAdAzrI : nA, nA. Azramono hindustAnamAM lokoe zuM upayoga ryo e Apane kahuM ? ghera kaMTALyo hoya ne, to te paMdara dahADA tyAM AgaLa nirAMte khAya-pIve ne rahe. e ja dhaMdho karyo che. eTale jene zrama utAravo hoya ane khAvuM-pIvuM ne sUI rahevuM hoya, te Azramo rAkhe. bairI pajavanArI nahIM, koI pajavanAruM nahIM. ghera bairI-chokarAMnI vaDhavADo hoya. tyAM AzramamAM koI vaDhanAra ja nahIM ne, kahenAra ja nahIM ne ! tyAM to ekAMta maLe ne, eTale nAkhorAM kharekharAM bolAve. mAkaNa nahIM, kazuM ya nahIM. ThaMDo

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pavana ! saMsArano thAka lAgelo ne, e tyAM UtAre. have, AvuM khAI-pI ne paDI rahetA hoya to sArA. paNa A to durUpayoga kare che ane tethI enI potAnI adhogati kare che. emAM koIne nukasAna karatA nathI, paNa potAne nukasAna kare che. haze ekAda-be cokhkhA vakhate ! bAkI, Azrama to pola calAvavAnuM sAdhana !! praznakartA : Apa je mArga batAvo cho emAM Azramo-maMdiro e badhAMnI jarUra kharI ? dAdAzrI : ahIM Azrama-bAzrama nA hoya. ahIM Azrama te hoto haze ?! huM to pahelethI koI paNa AzramanA viruddha ! huM to pahelethI zuM kahuM chuM ?! 'mAre to bhaI, AzramanI jarUra nathI.' loko ahIM Azramo bAMdhavA AvelA ne, e lokone nA pADI dIdhelI. mAre AzramanI zene mATe jarUra ? Azrama nA hoya ApaNe tyAM. eTale meM to pahelethI kahyuM che ke jJAnI puruSa konuM nAma kahevAya ke je Azramano zrama nA kare. huM to jhADa nIce besIne satsaMga karuM evo mANasa chuM. ahIM koI jagyAe sAdhana nA hoya to jhADa nIce besIne ya nirAMte satsaMga karIe. amAre kazo vAMdho nathI. ame to udayAdhIna hoIe. ane mahAvIra bhagavAna jhADa nIce ja besIne satsaMga karatA hatA, e kaMI Azrama khoLatA na hotA. amAre oraDI ya joIe nahIM ne kazuM ya joIe nahIM. amAre kaMI jarUra ja nahIM ne ! koI cIjanI jarUra nathI. jJAnI Azramano zrama kare nahIM. n praznakartA : apratibaddha vihArI zabda vaparAyo che emanA mATe. dAdAzrI : hA, ame niraMtara apratibaddhapaNe vicarIe chIe. dravyakSetra-kALa ane bhAvathI niraMtara apratibaddhapaNe vicare che evA jJAnI puruSa !! AkhuM jagata Azrama kare che. mukti karavI hoya to Azramano bhAra nA pAlave. Azrama karatA to bhIkha mAgIne khAvuM sAruM. bhIkha mAgIne khAya tenI bhagavAne chUTa ApelI che. bhagavAne zuM kaheluM ke bhIkSA mAgIne tuM lokonuM kalyANa karaje. tArA peTa pUratI ja bhAMjagaDane ! Azrama to satyugamAM hatA, tyAre pote mokSa mATe ja prayatna karatA hatA ane A kaLiyugamAM to zrama utAravAnuM saMgrahasthAna che. atyAre koIne mokSanI kaMI paDelI nathI. eTale Azramo A kALamAM UbhA karavA jevuM nathI. e bhagavAtane pahocatuM nathI ! ane A to khAlI bIjhanesamAM paDyA che loko. e loko dharmanA bIjhanesamAM paDyA che. emane potAne pUjAvaDAvIne napho kADhavo che. hA, ane evI dukAno to ApaNA hindustAnamAM badhI bahu che. evI kaMI bedukAno ja che ? e to pAra vagaranI dukAno che. have e dukAnadArane ApaNe AvuM kahevAya kema karIne ? e kahe ke 'mAre dukAna kADhavI che' to ApaNe nA ya kema kahevAya ? to gharAkane ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe ? traNa praznakartA : rokavo joIe. dAdAzrI : nA, rokAya nahIM. A to duniyAmAM AvI rIte cAlyA ja karavAnuM. praznakartA : atyAre to karoDo rUpiyA UgharAvIne Azrama baMdhAya che, ne loko enI pAchaLa paDyA che ! dAdAzrI : paNa A rUpiyA ja evA che ne ! rUpiyAmAM barakata nathI tethI. praznakartA : paNa e lakSmIne sAcA raste vApare, zikSaNa kAmamAM vApare ke koI upayogI sevAmAM vApare to ? dAdAzrI : e vaparAya, to ya paNa mAruM kahevAnuM ke emAM bhagavAnane nathI pahoMcatuM kazuM. e sArA raste vaparAya, to temAM jarAka khetaramAM gayuM to ghaNuM vadhAre upaje. paNa emAM ene zo lAbha thayo ?! bAkI, jyAM lakSmI tyAM dharma hoya nahIM. jeTalI lakSmI jyAM AgaLa che eTalo ja dharma kAco che tyAM !

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praznakartA : lakSmI AvI eTale pachI enI pAchaLa dhyAna ApavuM paDe, vyavasthA karavI paDe. dAdAzrI : nA, ema nahIM. enI vyavasthA mATe nahIM. vyavasthA to loko kaheze ke 'ame karI laIzuM.' paNa A lakSmInI hAjarI che tyAM dharma eTalo kAco ! kAraNa ke moTAmAM moTI mAyA, lakSmI ane viSayavikAra ! A be moTAmAM moTI mAyA !! e mAyA che tyAM bhagavAna nA hoya ane bhagavAna hoya tyAM mAyA nA hoya !!! ane e paiso peTho, eTale keTalo pesI jAya enuM zuM ThekANuM ?! ahIM koI kAyadA che ? mATe paiso bilakula jaDamULathI nA hovo joIe. cokhkhA thaIne Avo ! meluM karazo nahIM, dharmamAM ! dharmatI zI dazA Aje ! pAchAM phI rAkhe che badhAM, jANe nATaka hoya evuM ! nATakamAM phI rAkhe evI pAchAM phI rAkhe che. mahIM sekaDe pAMca TakA sArA ya hoya che. bAkI to sonAnA bhAva vadhI gayA evA A 'emanA' ya bhAva vadhI jAyane ?! tethI mAre pustakamAM lakhavuM paDyuM ke jyAM paisAnI levaDadevaDa che tyAM bhagavAna nathI ane dharma ya nathI. jyAM paisAnI levaDadevaDa nathI, vepArI bAju ja nathI, tyAM bhagavAna che ! paiso, levaDadevaDa e vepArI bAju kahevAya. badhe ya paisA, jyAM jAva tyAM paisA, jyAM jAva tyAM paisA ! badhe phI, phI ne phI che !!! hA, tyAre garIboe zo guno karyo bicArAe ? ane phI rAkho to garIbane mATe ema kaho ke, 'bhaI, garIbanI pAse cAra AnA laIzuM, bahu thaI gayuM.' to to garIbathI ya tyAM javAya. A to zrImaMto ja lAbha le. bAkI, jyAM phI Ave tyAM kazo dharma ja nathI. amAre ahIM paiso ya levAno nahIM. ahIM phI rAkhI hoya to zI dazA thAya ? eka phero 'jJAna' levA mATe to tame kharcI nAkho, paNa pachI kahezo, 'jJAna majabUta rIte pALIzuM paNa have pharI phI nA ApIe.' A to ApaNe koInuM nAma levuM e khoTuM kahevAya. A to tamane rUparekhA ApuM chuM ke A dharmanI zI dazA thaI che atyAre. guru je vepArI tarIke thaI beThA che e badhuM khoTuM. jayAM prekTiznara hoya che, phI rAkhe che, ke 'Aje ATha-daza rUpiyA phI che, kAle vIsa rUpiyA phI che' to e badhuM nakAmuM. jyAM paisAno vepAra che tyAM guru nA kahevAya. jyAM TikiTo che, e to badhuM rAmalIlA kahevAya. paNa lokone hamaNe bhAna nathI rahyuM, eTale bicArAM TikiTavALAne tyAM ja pese che. kAraNa ke tyAM AgaLa jUThuM che ne A pote paNa jUTho che, eTale banne eDajasTa thaI jAya che ! eTale sAva jUThuM ne sAva polapola cAlI rahyuM che tadana. A to pAchAM kaheze, 'huM nispRha chuM, huM nispRha chuM.' are, e gA gA zuM karavA kare che te ?! tuM nispRhI che, to tArI para koI zaMkA rAkhanAra nathI ane tuM spRhAvALo cho, to tuM game eTaluM kahIza to ya tArI para zaMkA karyA vagara choDavAnA nathI. kAraNa ke tArI spRhA ja kahI Apaze, tArI dAnata ja kahI Apaze. AmAM khAmI kyAM ? A to badhAM bhIkhane mATe nIkaLelA che. emanuM peTa bharavA nIkaLyA che, sahu sahunuM peTa bharavA mATe nIkaLyA che. agara to peTa nA bharavAnuM hoya to kIrti kADhavI hoya. kIrtinI bhIkha, lakSmInI bhIkha, mAnanI bhIkha ! jo bhIkha vagarano mANasa hoya to enI pAse je mAgo te prApta thAya. bhIkhavALA pAse ApaNe jaIe to e pote ya sudharelo nA hoya ne ApaNane ya sudhAre nahIM. kAraNa ke dukAno cAlu karI che lokoe ane A gharAko maLI Ave che nirAMte ! eka jaNa mane kahe che ke, emAM dukAnadArano doSa ke gharAkano doSa ?" meM kahyuM, gharAkano doSa ! dukAnadAra to game te eka dukAna kADhIne bese. ApaNe nA samajIe ? ATalo loTa TAMkaNImAM copaDIne ghAle che ane pelo macchImAra ene taLAvamAM nAkhe che, temAM macchImArano doSa ke e khAnArano doSa ? jene A lAlaca che teno doSa che ke macchImArano ? je pakaDAya eno doSa ! A ApaNA mANaso badhA

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pakaDAyA ja che ne, A badhA guruothI. lokone pUjAvuM che eTalA mATe vADA UbhA karI dIdhA. AmAM A gharAkono badho ya doSa nathI bicArAno. A dalAlono doSa che. A dalAlonuM peTa bharAtuM ja nathI ne jagatanuM bharavA detA nathI. eTale huM A ughADuM karavA mAguM chuM. A to dalAlIomAM ja laherapANI ne moja karyA kare che ne potapotAnI sephasAIDa ja khoLI che. paNa emane kahevuM nahIM ke tamAro doSa che. kahevAmAM zuM phAyado bhaI ? sAmAne du:kha UbhuM thAya. ApaNe duHkha karAvavA mATe AvyA nathI. ApaNe to samajavAnI jarUra che ke khAmI kyAM che ! have, dalAlo kema UbhA rahyA che ? kAraNa ke gharAkI majabUta che eTale. gharAkI jo nA hoya to dalAlo kyAM jAya ?! jatAM rahe. paNa gharAkIno doSa che ne, mULa to ? eTale mULa doSa to ApaNo ja ne ! dalAla kyAM sudhI UbhA rahe ? gharAkI hoya tyAM sudhI. hamaNe A makAnonA dalAlo kyAM sudhI heDa pheDa karaze ? makAnonAM gharAka hoya tyAM sudhI. nahIM to baMdha, cUpa ! bhamI jAya che. lAlacI nA hoya to koI nA bhame ! jene koI prakAranI lAlaca nathI, ene kaMI bhamavAno vAro Ave nahIM. praznakartA : paNa Aja to guru pAse bhautika sukha mAge che, mukti koI mAgatuM nathI. dAdAzrI : badhe bhautikanI vAto ja che ne ! muktinI vAta ja nathI. A to 'mArA chokarAne ghera chokaro thAya, agara to mAro dhaMdho barAbara cAle, mArA chokarAne nokarI maLe, mane Ama AzirvAda Ape, mAruM phalANuM kare' evI pAra vagaranI lAlaco che badhI. alyA, dharma mATe, mukti mATe Avyo che ke A joIe che badhuM ?! ApaNAmAM kahevata che ne, 'guru lobhI, ziSya lAlacI, donoM khele dAva." evuM nA hovuM joIe. ziSya lAlacu, eTale guru ene kaheze ke 'tumhArA ya ho jAyegA, hamArI kRpAse ya ho jAyegA, ya ho jAyegA.' te lAlaca peThI emAM bhalIvAra Ave nahIM. gurune ghATa na hovo ghaTe ! kaLiyugane laIne gurumAM mAla kazo hoto nathI. kAraNa ke e tamArA karatA vizeSa svArthI hoya che. emAM e potAnuM kAma karAvavA phare che, tame tamAruM kAma karAvavA pharo cho. A rasto guru-ziSyano nA hovo joIe. praznakartA: buddhizALI mANaso ghaNI vakhata AvA khoTA gurune varSo sudhI ema ja mAne che ke A ja sAcA guru che. dAdAzrI : e to lAlaco hoya che badhI. ghaNA kharA loko to lAlacothI ja guruo kare che. atyAranA A guru e kaLiyuganA guru kahevAya. kaMIka ne kaMIka ghATamAM ja hoya, ke "zuM kAmamAM lAgaze" evuM pahelethI ja vicAre ! ApaNA bhegA thatA pahelAM ja vicAre ke zuM kAmamAM lAgaze ? vakhate A DaoNkTara tyAM AgaLa jAya ne, ne emane jue tyArathI vicAra Ave ke ko'ka dahADo lAlaca ja bhamAve ! praznakartA H atyAre guruo paisAnI pAchaLa ja hoya che. dAdAzrI : e to A loko ya evA che ne ? lAkaDAM vAMkAM che eTale A karavatI vAMkI AvI che. A lAkaDAM ya sIdhA nahIM ne ! loka vAMkA cAle tethI guru vAMkA maLe. lokamAM zuM vAMkAI che ? "mAre bAbAne ghera bAbo joIe che." eTale loko lAlacu che eTale A loko caDhI beThA che. alyA, e zuM bAbAne tyAM bAbo ApavAno hato ?! ane e kaMIthI lAvavAno hato ?! e bAIDI-chokarAM vagarano che, e kaMIthI lAvavAno hato ? koI chokarAMvALAne kahe ne ! A to "mArA bAbAne ghera bAbo thAya" eTalA hAruM ene guru kare. eTale loka lAlace che tyAM sudhI A dhutArA caDhI beThA che. lAlacu che, tethI gurunI pAchaLa paDe che. lAlaca ApaNane nA hoya tyAre guru karIe to sAruM ! A to lUgaDAM badalIne lokone bhamAve che ane loka lAlacI eTale

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kAmanA che. eTale 'Avo, Avo DaoNkTara' kaheze. are, tAre zuM kAmanA ? mAMdo thauM tyAre ko'ka dahADo kAma lAge ne !' e badhA ghATavALA kahevAya. ghATavALA pAse koI dahADo kAma nA thAya ApaNuM. jene ghATa nathI, kazuM ja joItuM nathI, tyAM javuM. A ghATavALAmAM to, e svArthI ne ApaNe ya svArthI ! guru-ziSyamAM svArtha hoya, to e gurupaNuM ya nathI ne e ziSyapaNuM ya nathI. svArtha nA hovo joIe. ApaNe jo cokhA chIe to e gurune kahI daIe ke, "sAheba, je dahADe jarA ya svArtha tamArAmAM dekhAze, to huM to jato rahIza. be gALo bhAMDIne ya jato rahIza. mATe tamAre mane joDe rAkhavo hoya to rAkho. hA, khAvA-pIvAnuM joItuM hoya to te tamAre aDacaNa nahIM paDavA dauM, paNa tamAre svArtha nahIM rAkhavAno." hA, svArtha nahIM dekhAya evA guru joIe. paNa atyAre to lobhI guru ne lAlacu ziSya, be bhegA thAya to zuM dahADo vaLe ?! pachI 'donoM khele dAva' evuM cAlyA kare !! mULamAM loka lAlacu che, tethI A dhutArA badhAMnuM cAlyA kare che. sAco guru dhutAro nA hoya. evA sAcI che haju. evA kaMI nathI ? A duniyA kaMI khAlI thaI nathI. paNa evA maLavA ya muzkela che ne ! puNyazALIne maLe ne ! padharAmaNItA ya paisA pachI, keTalAMka padharAmaNI karAvIne paisA paDAvI le che. A guruo pagalAM pADe to ya rUpiyA le ! te A garIbanA ghera pagalAM pADo ne ! garIbane zuM karavA Ama karo cho ? garIbanI sAmuM jovAnuM nahIM ?! te eka pagalAM paDAvanArane meM kahyuM, 'alyA, rUpiyA khove che ne vakhata nakAmo bagADe che. emanA pagalAM pADyA karatAM koI garIbanuM pagaluM pADa ke jemAM daridranArAyaNa padhAryA hoya. A badhAM guruonAM pagalAMne zuM karavAnA ?!" paNa pablika evI lAlace che te kaheze, 'pagalAM pADe to ApaNuM kAma thaI jAya. chokarAMne ghara chokaro thaI jAya, Aja paMdara varSathI nathI to." praznakartA : zraddhA che lokone tethI. dAdAzrI : nahIM, lAlacu che tethI ! zraddhA joya, Ane zraddhA nA kahevAya. lAlacu mANasa to game tenI bAdhA rAkhe. gAMDAnI ya bAdhA rAkhe. koI kahe ke "A gAMDo che, te lokone chokaro Ape che.' to A loko 'bApajI, bApajI' karIne page lAge. tyAra pachI chokaro thaI jAya to kaheze 'Ane lIdhe ja thayo ne !' lAlacu lokone to zuM kahevuM ?! A to mane ya loko kahe che ke, 'dAdAe ja badhuM A ApyuM." tyAre huM kahuM chuM ke 'dAdA to kazuM ApatA haze ?!' paNa badhuM 'dAdA'nA mAthe Aropa kare ! tamAruM puNya ane mAruM yazanAma karma hoya eTale hAtha aDADuM ne tamAruM kAma thaI jAya. tyAre A badhAM kahe che, 'dAdAjI, tame ja karo cho A badhuM.' huM kahuM ke, "nA, huM nathI karato. tAruM ja tane maLyuM che. huM zuM karavA karuM ? huM kyAM A bhAMjagaDo lauM ?! huM kyAM A tophAnomAM paDuM ?!' kAraNa ke mAre kazuM joItuM nathI. jene kazuM joItuM nathI, jene kazI vAMchanA nathI, koI cIjanA bhikhArI nathI, to tyAM tamAruM kAma kADhI lo. huM to zuM kahuM chuM ke amArAM pagalAM paDAvo paNa lakSmInI vAMchanApUrvaka nA karo. ThIka che, evuM kaMIka nimitta hoya, te amArAM pagalAM paDAvo. praznakartA : gharanA uddhArane badale potAno uddhAra thAya evuM to karI zake kharo ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : hA, badhuM karI zake. badhuM ja thaI zake. paNa lakSmInI vAMchanA nA hovI joIe. A dAnata khorI nA hovI joIe ane A tame mane phorsa karIne UThAvI jAva, eno artha pagalAM pADyAM kahevAya ? pagalAM eTale to mArI rAjIkhuzIthI thavAM joIe. pachI bhale tame mane zabdothI rAjI karo ke kapaTajALathI rAjI karo. paNa kapaTajALathI ya huM rAjI thAuM evo nathI. amane chetaranArA Ave che, Ama galIpacIovALA Ave, paNa huM nA chetarAuM ! amArI pAse lAkho mANasa AvatA haze. te galIpacIo

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dAdAzrI : hA, paNa pyaoNra thayo hoya to bole ne ! nahIM to e zI rIte bole ?! emane to A duniyAnI lAlaca joIe che ane A duniyAnAM sukho joIe che. e zuM bole te ?! eTale pyaoNriTI hovI joIe. AkhA varlDanI cIjo amane Ape to amane enI jarUra nathI, AkhA varlDanuM sonuM amane Ape to ya amane enI jarUra nathI. AkhA varlDanA rUpiyA Ape to amAre jarUra nathI, strI vicAra ja nA Ave. eTale A jagatamAM koI paNa prakAranI amane bhIkha nathI. zuddha AtmadazA sAdhavI, e kaMI sahelI vAta che ?! praznakartA : eTale koI paNa gurunuM vyaktigata cAritra zuddha hovuM joIe ! kare, badhuM kare, paNa rAma tArI mAyA......! ene ahIM gala ja nA maLe ne ! e jANe ke dAdA pAse kaMI phAve evuM che nahIM, eTale pAcho jAya. AvA 'guru' joI lIdhA che, badhA chetaranArA "guru" joI lIdhA che. evA "guru" Ave eTale huM oLakhuM ke A AvyA che. chetaranArAne "guru" ja kahevAya ne ?! tyAre bIjuM koNa che ?! ane chetaranAra' zabda kahevAya ja nahIM, guru" ja kahevAya ne ? praznakartA: hA. dAdAzrI : evA badhA bahu maLyA. ene moDhe kazuM nA kahuM. e enI meLe ja kaMTALI jAya ke "ahIMyA huM kahevA Avyo chuM, paNa kazuM sAMbhaLatA nathI. ATaluM badhuM emane ApavA Avyo chuM.' paNa pachI e kaMTALI jAya ke A dAdA pAse kaMI phAvIe evuM lAgatuM nathI, A bArI bhaviSyamAM ughaDe nahIM." are, mAre kazuM joItuM nathI, zuM karavA bArI kholavA Avyo che ?! jene joItuM hoya tyAM jAne, lAlacu hoya tyAM jA. ahIM to kazI lAlaca ja nathI ne ! game tevA Ave to ya pAchAM kADhI meluM ke 'bhAI, ahIM nahIM !" loka to kahevA Avaze ke "Avo kAkA, tamArA vagara to mane gamatuM nathI. kAkA, tame kaho eTaluM kAma karI AvIza tamAruM, kaho eTaluM badhuM. tamArA paga dAbIza." alyA, A to galIpacI kare che. tyAM baherA thaI javuM. samaja paDIne ? eTale badhuM saraLa thaI paDyuM che, to have ApaNuM kAma pUruM karI lo. eTaluM ja huM kahevA mAguM chuM. bahu saraLa nahIM Ave, ATaluM badhuM saraLa nahIM Ave, Avo cAnsa pharI nahIM Ave. A cAnsa UMco che ne, eTale A bIjI galIpacI ochI thavA do ne ! A galIpacIomAM majhA nathI. galIpacI karanArA loko to maLaze, paNa emAM tamAruM hita nathI. eTale galIpacInA zokha javA do have, A eka avatAra ! have to aDadho ja avatAra rahyo che ne ! have Akho ya avatAra kyAM rahyo che ?!! riTI ja joIe ! praznakartA : Apa AvuM bolyA. bIjo koI AvuM kaheto ya nathI. dAdAzrI : hA, gurunuM cAritra saMpUrNa zuddha hovuM joIe. ziSyanuM cAritra nA paNa hoya, paNa gurunuM cAritra to ekkekTa hovuM joIe. guru jo cAritra vagaranA che to e guru ja nathI, eno artha ja nathI. saMpUrNa cAritra joIe. A agarabattI cAritravALI hoya che, ATalI rUmamAM jo pAMca-daza agarabattI saLagAvI hoya to Akho rUma sugaMdhIvALo thaI jAya. tyAre guru to cAritra vagaranA cAlatA haze ?! guru to sugaMdhIvALA hovA joIe. mukhyapaNuM mokSamArgamAM ! mokSamArgamAM be vastu nA hoya. strInA vicAro ane lakSmInA vicAro ! jyAM strIno vicAra paNa hoya tyAM dharma hoya nahIM, lakSmIno vicAra paNa hoya tyAM dharma hoya nahIM. e be mAyA thakI to A jagata UbhuM rahyuM che. hA, mATe tyAM dharma khoLavo e bhUla che. tyAre atyAre lakSmI vagara keTalAM kendra cAle che ? praznakartA : ekeya nahIM. dAdAzrI : e mAyA chUTatI nathI ne ! gurune ya mAyA pesI gayelI hoya. kaLiyuga che ne ! eTale pesI jAya ne, thoDIghaNI ?! eTale jyAM AgaLa strI saMbaMdhI vicAra che, jyAM paisA saMbaMdhI levaDadevaDa che, tyAM sAco.

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dharma thaI zake nahIM. saMsArIo mATe nahIM, paNa je upadezako hoya che ne, jemanA upadezanA AdhAre cAlIe, tyAM A nA hovuM joIe. nahIM to A saMsArIone tyAM ya e ja che ane tamAre tyAM ya e ja ?! evuM nA hovuM joIe. ane trIjuM kayuM ? samyaSTi hovI joIe. eTale lakSmI ne strI saMbaMdha hoya tyAM AgaLa UbhuM nA rahevuM. guru joIne karavA. likejavALo hoya to karavo nahIM. bilakule ya likeja nA joIe. gADImAM pharatA hoya to ya vAMdho nathI, paNa cAritrano pheIla hoya to vAMdho che. bAkI A ahaMkAra hoya teno vAMdho nathI, ke 'bApajI, bApajI' karIe to khuza thAya teno vAMdho nathI. cAritrano pheIla nA hoya to leTa go karavA joIe. mukhyamAM mukhya vastu cAritra ! praznakartA : lakSmI ane strI e sAcI dhArmikatAnI viruddhamAM che. paNa strIo to vadhAre dhArmika hoya che, evuM kahevAya che. dAdAzrI : strImAM dhArmikatA hoya teno savAla nathI, dharmamAM strIo no vAMdho nathI, paNa kudraSTi mATe vAMdho che, kuvicAra mATe vAMdho che. strIne bhoganuM sthAna mAno cho e vAMdho che. e AtmA che, e bhoganuM sthAna nathI. bAkI, jyAM lakSmI levAmAM Ave che, phI tarIke lakSmI levAmAM Ave che, verA tarIke levAmAM Ave che, bheTa tarIke levAmAM Ave che tyAM dharma nA hoya. paisA hoya tyAM dharma nA hoya ne dharma hoya tyAM paiso nA hoya. eTale samajAya evI vAta che ne ? jyAM viSaya ne paisA hoya tyAM e guru paNa nathI. guru ye have sArA pAkaze. have badhuM ja badalAvAnuM. sArA eTale cokhkhA. hA, gurune paisAnI aDacaNa hoya to ApaNe pUchavuM ke Apane potAne nibhAvaNI mATe zuM jarUra che ?! bAkI, bIjuM kaMI emane nA hovuM joIe agara to 'moTAM thavuM che, phalANA thavuM che' evuM nA hovuM joIe. evuM nAma ja judAI ! A kaMI sukhI loko che ? mULa to duHkhI che loko ane enI pAse rUpiyA lo cho ?! duHkha kADhavA mATe tyAM guru pAse jAya chene ? tyAre tame enA paccIsa rUpiyA laIne enuM duHkha vadhAro cho ! eka paI nA levAya koInI pAsethI. eka rupiyo ya nA levAya. bIjA pAse kaMI paNa levuM, enuM nAma judAI kahevAya. ane tenuM nAma ja saMsAra ! emAM e ja bhaTakelo che, je lenAra mANasa che e bhaTakelo kahevAya. ene pArako jANe che, mATe e paisA le che. A duniyAnI koI paNa cIja, eka rUpiyo paNa jo huM vAparuM to huM eTalo nAdArImAM jauM. bhaktonI eka paI paNa nA vaparAya. A vepAra jeNe kADhyA che e pote nAdAra sTejamAM jaze, eTale je kaMI enI A siddhi prApta che e khoIne jatA raheze. je thoDI ghaNI siddhi prApta thaI, tenA AdhAre mANaso badhAM bhegA thatA hatA. paNa pachI siddhi khalAsa thaI jAya ! koI paNa siddhino durUpayoga karo to siddhi khalAsa thaI jAya. sarva duHkhothI mukti mAgavI, ke.... keTalAMka loko ahIM AvIne paisA mUke che. alyA, ahIM paisA mUkavAnA nA hoya, ahIM mAgavAnA hoya. ahIM mUkavAnuM hotuM haze ?! jyAM brahmAMDano mAlika beThelo che, tyAM to mUkavAnuM hotuM haze ?! ApaNe mAgavAnuM hoya ke mane AvI aDacaNa che te kADhI Apajo. bAkI, paisA to koI gurune mUkaje. emane kaMI lUgaDAM joItAM hoya, bIjuM kazuM joItuM hoya. jJAnI puruSane to kazuM ja joItuM hoya nahIM. eka milanA zeThiyAe, sAMtAkrujha ame rahetA tyAM AvaDI AvaDI traNa peTIo majUra sAthe upara mokalAvI. pachI zeThiyo upara maLavA Avyo. meM kahyuM, 'zuM che A badhuM zeTha ?" tyAre zeTha kahe che, 'kucha nahIM, phUla nahIM paNa phUlanI pAMkhaDI.....' meM kahyuM, 'zene mATe A pAMkhaDI lAvyA cho ?' tyAre e kahe che, 'kucha nahIM, kucha nahIM sAheba.' meM kahyuM, 'tamane kazuM duHkha ke aDacaNa che ?' tyAre e kahe che, 'zera maTTI cAhie.' alyA, zera maTTI kayA avatAramAM nahotI ?! kUtarAmAM gayo tyAM ya baccAM, gadheDAmAM gayo tyAM ya baccAM, vAMdarAmAM gayo tyAM ya baccAM, jyAM gayo tyAM baccAM !! alyA, kayA avatAramAM nhotI A maTTI ?! haju zera maTTI joIe che ? bhagavAna tamArA para rAjI thayA tyAre tame pAchAM maTTI khoLo cho ?! pAchAM

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mane lAMca ApavA AvyA cho ?! A tamArI lIMTa mane copaDavA AvyA cho ?! huM dhaMdhAdArI mANasa ! pAchI mAre lIMTa Ave to huM kone tyAM copaDavA jauM ?! A bahAra badhe guruone copaDI Avo. emane bicArAne lIMTa nathI AvatI. A tophAna ahIM kayAM lAvyA ? tyAre e kahe che, sAheba, kRpA karo." tyAre meM kahyuM, "hA, kRpA karIe, siphArasa karuM.' tamane je duHkha che, te amAre to 'A bAjuno' 'phona' pakaDyo ne A bAju' (deva-devIone) "phona' karavAno ! amAre vacce kazuM nahIM. khAlI ekasacenja karavAnuM. nahIM to amane jJAnI puruSane A hoya ja nahIM ne ! jJAnI puruSa AmAM kaMI hAtha ghAle nahIM. paNa A badhAnAM du:kha sAMbhaLavAM paDyAM che ne ! A duHkha badhAM maTADavA paDayA haze ne ?! aDacaNa paDe to rUpiyA mAgavA Avaje. have, huM to rUpiyA Apato nathI. huM phona karI daIza, bArobAra ! paNa lobha nA karIza. tane aDacaNa hoya to ja Avaje. tArI aDacaNa pUratuM badhuM ja karIza. paNa lobha karavA jaIza, te ghaDIe huM baMdha karI daIza. tamArA du:kho mane soMpI do. ane jo tamane vizvAsa hoya to te tamArI pAse nahIM Ave. mane soMpyA pachI tamAro vizvAsa tUTaze to tamArI pAse pAchAM Avaze. eTale tamAre kaMIka duHkho hoya to mane kahevuM ke, 'dAdA, ATalAM du:kha mane che, te huM tamane soMpI dauM chuM.' e huM laI lauM to niveDo Ave, nahIM to niveDo kema Ave ?! huM A duniyAnA duHkho levA Avyo chuM. tamArA sukha tamArI pAse rahevA do. emAM tamane vAMdho kharo ? tamArA jevA ahIM paisA Ape to mAre paisAnuM zuM karavAnuM ?! huM to du:kha levA Avyo chuM. tamArA paisA tamArI pAse rahevA do, e tamane kAma lAgaze ane jyAM jJAnI hoya tyAM paisAnI levaDadevaDa nA hoya. jJAnI to ulaTAM tamArAM badhAM duHkho kADhavA mATe AvyA hoya, dukha UbhAM karavA mATe nA AvyA hoya. huM to lokonI pAse paisA lauM to mane to loko joIe eTalA paisA Ape. paNa mAre paisAne zuM karavAnA ?! kAraNa ke e badhI bhIkha gayA pachI to mane A jJAnInuM pada maLyuM !! mane amerikAmAM gurupurNimAne dahADe sonAnI ceIna paherAvI jatA hatA, babbe-traNa traNa tolAnI ! paNa huM pAchI ApI deto hato badhAne. kAraNa ke mAre zuM karavI che ? tyAre eka bena raDavA mAMDI, ke "mArI mALA to levI paDaze.' tyAre meM ene kahyuM, 'huM tane eka mALA paherAvuM to tuM paherIza ?" to e bena kahe che, "mane kaMI vAMdho nathI. paNa tamAruM mArAthI nA levAya." tyAre meM kahyuM, 'huM tane bIjA pAsethI paherAvaDAvuM." eka maNa sonAnI mALA karAvIe ane pachI rAte paherIne suI rahevuM paDaze, evI zarata karIe to paherIne sUI jAya kharI ? bIje dahADe kaheze, 'lyo dAdA, A sonuM tamAruM.' sonAmAM sukha hoya to sonuM vadhAre maLe tyAre AnaMda thAya. paNa AmAM sukha che ne, e mAnyatA che tArI, roMga bilipha che. AmAM sukha hotuM haze ? sukha to, koI cIja na levAnI hoya tyAM sukha che. A varlDamAM koI cIja grahaNa karavAnI na hoya tyAM sukha che ! huM to mArA gharanuM, mArA potAnA dhaMdhAnI AvakanuM-mArA prArabdhanuM khAuM chuM ne lUgaDAM paheruM chuM. huM kaMI koIno paiso leto ya nathI ne koInuM ApeluM paherato ya nathI. A dhotiyAM paNa mArI kamANInAM paheruM chuM. ahIMthI muMbaI javAnuM plenanuM bhADuM mArA gharanA paisAnuM ! pachI paisAnI jarUra ja kyAM rahI ?! huM to eka paiso lokonI pAse lauM to mArA zabdo lokone mAnyAmAM ja kema Ave te ?! kAraNa ke enA gharanI eMTha meM khAdhI. amAre kaMI joItuM nathI. jene bhIkha ja nathI koI prakAranI, ene bhagavAne ya zuM ApavAnA hatA ?! eka jaNa mane dhotiyAM ApavA Avyo, eka jaNa phalANuM ApavA Avyo. mAre icchA hoya to vAta judI che, paNa mArA manamAM kazAnI IcchA ja nathI !! mAre to phATeluM hoya to ya cAle. eTale mAruM kahevAnuM ke jeTaluM cokhkhuM rAkhazo eTaluM A jagatane lAbhadAyI thaI paDaze !! pyaoNriTI "jJAtI'tI !

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potAnI svacchatA eTale.... A duniyAmAM jeTalI svacchatA tamArI eTalI duniyA tamArI ! tame mAlika A duniyAnA ! huM A dehano mAlika chavvIsa varSathI thayo nathI, tethI amArI svacchatA pUrepUrI hoya ! mATe svaccha thAva, svaccha !!! praznakartA : svacchatAno khulAso karo. dAdAzrI : svacchatA eTale A duniyAnI koI cIjanI jarUra nA hoya jene, bhikhArIpaNuM ja nA hoya !! gurutA ja game jIvane ! eTale ahIM judI jAtanuM che, A dukAna nhoya. chatAM ya loko to Ane dukAna ja kahe. kAraNa ke 'bIjA badhAMe dukAna kADhI evI tame ya zuM karavA dukAna kADhI ? tamAre zuM garaja ?" mane ya enI garaja to kharI ne, ke huM je sukha pAmyo e tame ya pAmo ! kAraNa ke loko kevA bharahADamAM baphAI rahyAM che. zakkarIyAM bharahADamAM baphAya ema baphAI rahyAM che loko ! agara to mAchalAM pANInI bahAra taraphaDe ema taraphaDI rahyAM che. eTale amAre A badhuM pharaphara karavuM paDe che. ghaNA loko zAMtino mArga pAmI gayA. praznakartA : eTale A garaja nathI, paNa badhAM jIvonuM kalyANa thAya evI bhAvanA thAya ne ! dAdAzrI : kalyANa thAya to sAruM evI bhAvanA hoya. A varlDamAM tIrthaMkarone jJAnI sivAya koIe jagata kalyANanI bhAvanA bhAvelI nahIM. potAnA ja peTanuM ThekANuM nA paDayuM hoya tyAM AgaLa lokono kyAM vicAra kare ?! badhAM lokoe bhAvanA zuM bhAvelI ? UMcuM pada khoLa khoLa kareluM ! sAdhu hoya to mane AcArya kyAre banAve' ane AcArya hoya to 'mane phalANo kyAre banAve' e ja bhAvanA badhAne hoya. tyAre A bAju, lokone kALA bajAra karavAnI bhAvanA ! ne kalekTara hoya to 'mane kamiznara kyAre banAve' e ja bhAvanA hoya !! jagata kalyANanI to koIne ya paDelI nathI. eTale rileTivamAM jagata gurutAmAM paDe che. gurutama to thaI zakatAM nathI. praznakartA : rileTivamAM gurutA eTale zuM ? dAdAzrI : gurutA eTale vadhavA ja mAge che, UMce javA mAge che. e evuM jANe che ke gurutama thaIzuM eTale UMcA thaI gayA, emane rileTivamAM ja gurutA joIe che. e to kyAre ThekANuM paDaze ?! kAraNa ke rileTiva e vinAzI che. eTale gurutA bhegI karelI hoya tethI te moTo thavA phare, paNa kyAre nIce paDI jAya e zuM kahevAya ?! rileTivamAM laghutA joIe. rileTivamAM A badhA guru thavA phare che, emAM kaMI dahADo vaLe nahIM. gurutA ja pachADe aMte ! je bAkI, laghutama je thayo nathI. te gurutama thavAne mATe pAtra nathI. tyAre atyAre eka evA guru nathI ke jemaNe laghutama thavAno prayatna karyo hoya ! badhA ja gurutA bhaNI gayA che. 'kema karIne huM UMce caDhuM !' emAM e koIno doSa nathI. A kALa naDe che, buddhi vAMkI phare che. A badhA guruono dhaMdho zuM hoya ? kema karIne moTA thavuM, gurupaNuM vadhAravuM e emano dhaMdho hoya. laghu bhaNI nA jAya. vyavahAramAM gurupaNuM vadhatuM gayuM, nAma nIkaLyuM ke 'bhaI, Amane ekaso ATha ziSya che' eTale nizcayamAM eTaluM laghu thayuM, laghutama thatuM jAya che. vyavahAramAM guru thavA mAMDyA e paDavAnI nizAnI che. ghera eka bairI hatI ane be chokarAM hatAM, te traNa ghaMTa choDI ane ahIM AgaLa sAdhu thayA ! A traNa ghaMTano kaMTALo Avyo ane tyAM pachI ekaso ne ATha ghaMTa vaLagADyA. paNa A traNa choDI ne pAchA ekasone ATha ghaMTa zuM karavA vaLagADyA ? tyAre pelA zuM khoTA hatA AnA karatAM ?! pelA ghaMTa choDyA ne A navA ghaMTa vaLagADyA ! pelA pittaLanA ghaMTa hatA ne A sonAnA ghaMTa !! pachI A ghaMTa vAga vAga kare ! zenA hAruM A badhAM tophAna mAMDyAM che ?!! Ape ziSyo batAvyA ke tahIM ? praznakartA : dAdAe koIne ziSya banAvyA che ? dAdAzrI : huM AkhI duniyAno ziSya thaIne beTho chuM. ziSyono ya

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ziSya huM chuM. mAre ziSyone zuM karavA che ?! e pachuM kyAM vaLagADuM A badhAMne ?! Ama to pacAsa hajAra mANaso mArI pAchaLa phare che. paNa huM A badhAMno ziSya chuM. thauM ?! 'Apa' guru cho ke nahIM ? praznakartA : to Apa guru nahIM ? dAdAzrI : nA, huM to AkhA jagatano ziSya chuM. huM zuM karavA guru praznakartA : dhAro ke AjathI tamane sAcA guru mAnIe ane samarpaNa karI daIe to ? dAdAzrI : paNa huM to guru thavA navaro ja nathI. huM to tamane ahIM je jJAna ApuM, e jJAnamAM ja rahIne tame tamAre mokSe cAlyA jAva ne, ahIMthI. guru karavAne kyAM besI rahezo ?! mane guru mAnavAnI jarUra nathI. huM gurupada sthApana nahIM thavA dauM. tamane bIjuM badhuM TheTha sudhInuM batADI daIza. pachI vAMdho kharo ?! huM koIno guru thato nathI. mAre guru thaIne zuM kAma che ? huM to jJAnI puruSa chuM. jJAnI puruSa eTale zuM ? objharveTarI kahevAya ! je jANavuM hoya te jaNAya tyAM AgaLa !! samaja paDIne ? praznakartA : jJAnI, guru nA hoI zake ? dAdAzrI : jJAnI koInA guru nA thAya ne ! ame to laghutama hoIe ! huM zI rIte guru thAuM ? kAraNa ke buddhi mArAmAM bilakula che nahIM. ane guru thavuM eTale to buddhi joIe. gurumAM buddhi joIe ke nA joIe ? ane ame to amArA pustakamAM lakhyuM che ke ame abudha chIe. A jagatamAM koIe potAnI jAtane abudha lakhyuM nathI. A ame ekalAe ja paheluM lakhyuM ke ame abudha chIe. ane kharekhara abudha thaIne beThA chIe ! amArAmAM jarAya buddhi nA maLe. buddhi vagara cAle che ne, amAruM gADuM !! e rIte A badhAM guru ! kaMI nyAya lAge che Apane ?! 'huM A badhAMno ziSya chuM' ema kahuM chuM temAM, kaMI nyAya lAge che ? praznakartA : A badhA kaI rIte tamArA guru ? dAdAzrI : A badhA mArA guruo ! kAraNa ke emanI pAse je kaMI prApti hoya te huM tarata ja svIkArI lauM chuM. paNa e jANe ke ame dAdA pAse laIe chIe. A pacAsa hajAra lokone ja nahIM, paNa AkhA varlDanA jIvamAtrane huM guru tarIke mAnuM chuM, AkhA jagatane huM guru tarIke mAnuM chuM. kAraNa ke jyAM kaMI paNa satya hoya, eka kUtaruM jatuM hoya tyAM kUtarAnuM satya paNa svIkArI lauM. ApaNA karatA vizeSatA hoya e svIkArI lauM ! tamane samajAyuM ne ? praznakartA : eTale jyAMthI kaMI paNa prApti thAya e ApaNA guru, ema ? dAdAzrI : hA. e rIte badhA ja mArA guru ! eTale meM to AkhA jagatanA jIvamAtrane guru karyA che. guru to karavAM ja paDaze ne ?! kAraNa ke jJAna badhA lokonI pAse che. prabhu kaMI jAte ahIM AvatA nathI. e evA navarA kaMI nathI ke tamArA mATe ahIM dhakkA khAya. 'A' sivAya ta bIjuM koI svarUpa ! praznakartA : AmAM Apa Apane kaI koTImAM mAno cho ? dAdAzrI : huM mArI jAtane AkhA jagatano ziSya mAnuM chuM ane laghutama svarUpa chuM. A sivAya mAruM bIjuM koI svarUpa nathI. ane 'dAdA bhagavAna' e bhagavAna che, aMdara pragaTa thayA che te ! dizA badalavAtI ja jarUra ! praznakartA : atyAre bhAratamAM ApanI kakSAnI bIjI vibhUtio

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kharI ? dAdAzrI : mane zI rIte khabara paDe ?! e to tame tapAsa karo cho, to tamane khabara paDe. huM tapAsa karavA nathI gayo. praznakartA : Apa zikhara para cho, eTale dekhAya ne ? dAdAzrI : paNa huM je zikhara para chuM, enAthI bIjAM koI zikhara moTA hoya to mane zuM khabara paDe ? dareka zikhara para gayelAoe kaheluM zuM ? ke huM ja chellA zikhara para chuM. paNa meM evuM nathI kahyuM. praznakartA : ApanAthI nAnA zikharo hoya te badhAM dekhAya ne ? dAdAzrI : nAnA dekhAya paNa te nAnA gaNAtAM nathI. vastu to eka ja ne ! kAraNa ke huM je zikhara upara chuM ne, tyAM laghutama thaIne beThelo chuM, vyavahAramAM ! jene vyavahAra kahe che ke, jyAM loko gurutama thavA gayelA, tyAM huM laghutama thayelo chuM. jyAre lokone, gurutama thavA gayelA teno badalo zuM maLe ?! laghu thayA. mAre vyavahAramAM laghutama thayuM mATe nizcayamAM gurutama thaI gayuM ! A varlDamAM ya koI mArAthI ladhu nathI evo laghutama puruSa chuM. jo nAno thAya to to e bahu moTo, bhagavAna thaI jAya. chatAM bhagavAna thavAnuM mane bojArUpa lAge, UlaTI zarama lAge che. ApaNane e pada joItuM nathI. zene mATe e pada joIe ?! ane AvA kALamAM e pada prApta karAya ? AvA kALamAM game tevAM mANaso bhagavAna pada laI beThA che. eTale durUpayoga thAya UlaTo. ApaNe e padane zuM karavuM che ?! huM jJAnI chuM e pada ochuM che ? ane AkhA jagatanA ziSyarUpe jJAnI chuM ! laghutama puruSa chuM !! pachI AthI moTuM pada kayuM ? laghutama padathI kyAre ya paDI nA javAya evuM moTuM pada !! ane jagatano ziSya thaze ne, te gurutama thaze ! rasto ja A che, hA !! A vAkya dizA badalavAnuM kahe che. tame je gurutama ahaMkAra karatA pharo cho, eTale zuM ke 'huM Ama AgaLa vadhuM ane AgaLa moTo kema thauM" evo tame je prayatna karI rahyA cho e gurutama ahaMkAra kahevAya. ene badale 'huM kema nAno thauM' ema laghutama ahaMkAramAM jazo to jJAna jabarajasta pragaTa thaze !! gurutama ahaMkAra haMmezAM jJAnane AvaraNa lAve che ane laghutama ahaMkAra jJAna pragaTa kare che. eTale koIe kahyuM ke, "sAheba, tame to bahu moTA mANasa !" meM kahyuM, 'bhaI, tuM mane oLakhato nathI. mArI moTAIne oLakhato nathI. tuM gALa dauM tyAre khabara paDe ke mArI moTAI che ke nahIM te !! gALa bhAMDe eTale polIsavALAno svabhAva dekhAI jAya ke nA dekhAI jAya ? tyAM 'tuM zuM samaje che ?" evuM kahe to samajavuM ke Avyo polIsavALo ! polIsavALAno svabhAva mArAmAM dekhAya to jANavuM ke mArI moTAI che. ane polIsavALAno svabhAva nA dekhAya to 'huM laghutama chuM' e khAtarI thaI gaIne ! eTale amane koI gALa bhAMDe to ame kahIe ke bhaI, jo tArI gALa che, te amane sparza karatI nathI. ethI ya ame nAnA chIe. mATe tuM evuM kaMI khoLI kADha, amane sparza kare evI gALa bola. tuM amane 'gadheDo che' kahIza, tethI to bahu nAnA chIe ame to tAruM moTuM dukhaze, amane gALa aDe evI jagyA amArI khoLI kADhe. amArI laghutama jagyA che ! jagatanA ziSyate ja jagata svIkAraze ! eTale 'A' to koNa che ? laghutama puruSa ! laghutama puruSanAM darzana kyAMthI hoya ?! AvAM darzana ja nA hoya ne ! varlDamAM eka mANasa khoLI lAvo ke je laghutama hoya ane A pacAsa hajAra mANaso haze, paNa A badhAMnA ziSyo chIe ame Apane samajAyuM ne ? huM pote ziSya karato ja nathI. A meM ziSya nathI karyA. praznakartA: to ApanI pAchaLa zuM thAya pachI ? koI ziSya nA hoya to pachIthI zuM thAya ? dAdAzrI : kazI jarUra ja nathI ne ! amAre ziSya ekya nathI. paNa raDanArA bahu che. ochAmAM ochuM cAlIsa-pacAsa hajAra mANasa 2DanAruM che.

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praznakartA : paNa ApanA pachI koNa ? guru ya nathI ne ziSya ya nathI. ahIM guru-ziSyano rivAja ja nathI. kAraNa ke A to akrama vijJAna che !!! - jaya saccidAnaMda huM to kaMI jANato nathI ane evuM A vicAravA mATe navaro ya nathI. praznakartA H Apa kaho cho ke mArI pAchaLa cAlIsa-pacAsa hajAra 2DanArA haze, paNa ziSya ekuMya nahIM. eTale tame zuM kahevA mAgo cho ? dAdAzrI : mAro ziSya koI nathI. A kaMI gAdI nathI. gAdI hoya to vArasadAra thAya ne ! A gAdI hoya to loka vArasadAra thavA Ave ne ! ahIM to jenuM cAle tenuM ja cAlaze. je badhAno, AkhA jagatano ziSya thaze, tenuM kAma thaze ! ahIM to loka jene "eksepTa karaze, tenuM cAlaze !! evuM A akrama vijJAna ! A guruno mArga hoya ! A koI dharma nathI ke koI vADo nathI. huM to koIno ya guru thayo nathI, thavAno ya nathI. lakSaNa ja mArA guru thavAnAM nathI. je padamAM huM beTho chuM e padamAM tamane besADuM chuM, gurupadaziSyapada meM rAkhyuM nathI. nahIM to badhe to lagAma potAnI pAse rAkhe. jagatano niyama kevo ? lagAma choDI nA de, paNa ahIM to evuM nathI. ahIM to ame je padamAM beThA chIe te padamAM tamane besADuM chuM ! ApaNe judAI nathI. tamArAmAM ne mArAmAM koI judAI nathI. tamane jarA judAI lAge. mane judAI nA lAge. kAraNa ke tamArAmAM huM ja beThelo chuM, emanAmAM ya huM beThelo chuM. pachI mAre judAI kyAM rahI te ?! ane ahIM to gurupUrNimA hoya ja nahIM kharI rIte ! A to gurupUrNimA ujave che eTaluM ja che, eka darzana karavAmAM nimitte ! bAkI ahIM gurupUrNimA nA hoya. A "guru" ya hoya ne 'pUrNimA" ya hoya ! A to laghutama pada che !! ahIM to tamAruM ja svarUpa che A badhuM, A abheda svarUpa che ! ApaNe judA chIe ja nahIM ne ! guru thAya to tame ne huM - ziSya ne guru be bheda paDyA. paNa ahIM guru-ziSya kahevAtuM ja nathI ne ! ahIM