Drusti

Author(s): Tej Saheb
Publisher: Tej Saheb
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009228/1

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zrI mahAvIrAya namaH daSTi Aje ja maMgAvo vAMco vaMcAvo ane prabhAvanA karIne lAbha levAnuM bhUlazo nahIM. prata : prathama AvRtti gujarAtI - 1000 aMgrejI - 1000 dvitIya AvRtti gujarAtI - 2000 saMparka : teja sAheba K-501, azoka nagara sosAyaTI, vajhIrA nAkA, talavarakaranI sAme, borIvalI (vesTa), muMbaI. phona : 9819025415 E-mail : shah_tejsahbj2007@yahoo.co.in prApti sthAna : zrI lalItabhAI bacubhAI mahetA |eo3, pleTInama ArkeDa, gIragAMva, operA hAusa, muMbaI phona : 23691400 / 9323294336 ghATakopara : nItinabhAI badANI - 9223430415 , borIvalI - 982025415 daSTi - teja sAheba

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daSTi! sRSTine svarga jevI anubhavavA Apavazyaka che. daSTimAM nirmaLatA hoya to sRSTi suMdara ane hANavA jevI lAge duniyAmAM sauthI moTo doSa hoya to daSTinI viparItatA jJAnIjanonA saMga dvArA A doSa dUra thaI zake sadgAhitya - sArA pustako dvArA A daSTi doSa samApta thaI zake jyAre daSTi samyak bane che tyAre sRSTinA darzana yathA tathya thavA lAge che. prabhu mahAvIre jaNAvyuM ke duniyA badalavAmAM koI saphaLa banyuM nathI jyAre daSTi badalavAmAM koI niSphaLa gayuM nathI A duniyAmAM kAMI paNa badalI zakavA ApaNe samartha hoIeto te che daSTi ! jovAnI rIta badalAI jAya. vicAravAnI padhdhatI badalAI jAya khatavaNI samyaka banI jAya pojhITIva eproca thaI jAya pachI mRtyu bAda svarga maLavAnuM hatuM te jIvatA ja dharatIpara svarga maLI jAya AvA parama hetu e Apa sarveno sahakAra ane gurUrAjanI kRpAthI "daSTi'nAmanuM A pustaka mArA sarve pustakanA sAra rUpe samAjane arpaNa karatA huM AnaMda anubhavI rahyo chuM. jina AjJA virUdhdha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. - teja sAhebajI

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$IGIgojI parizrama AjanA yugano. mAnavI seMkaDo taNAva vacce jIvI rahyo che dizA - dazAnI khabara nathI ne doDeja jAya che AvI paristhitImAM sAcI rIte, haLavAzA ane AnaMdathI jIvana jIvavAnI aneka daSTikoNa A "daSTi''nAmanA pustakamAM batAvavAmAM AvI che. dhyAnathI vAMcI jIvanane sAcI dizA tarapha vALIzuM to lekhakazrIno. parizrama saphaLa banaze tevuM huM mAnuM chuM. - bhAvanAzIla jIneza - nIzI, borIvalI - pAlanapura nivAsI zrI lalItabhAI bacubhAI mahetA, vAlakezvara zrImatI ramIlAbena hasamukhabhAI jhaverI, borIvalI - zrImatI IndumatI jayaMtilAla khaMdhAra, aMdherI - bharata goDA

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dRSTimAM verANA motI un ne a je ................ v je X 4 8 = . ..... + uh $ daSTi khule tyAre......... svIkAra tyAM samAdhAna.. AMtara zatru para vijaya...... AvaDe to bolavuM nahitara mauna rahevuM.................. pahelA mAnava to bano... TIkA jIravI jANo............... mAnava jIvana ane jainadarzana........... mRtyu pahelA.... tamArA sukhamAM koIne bhAgIdAra banAvo................. parigrahanA grahano tyAga karo... ..... ............... ciMtA nahi ciMtana karatA zIkho........ A traNane daSTimAM rAkho.. saraLatA tyAM saphaLatA........... manane A vAta samajAvo......................... IrSAthI bacavA anumodanA karatA raho. bhedajJAna jarUrI bhedabhAva nahIM.... sauthI vhAluM zuM?................... ahaMkArane ogALe te bhakti......................... jIvana vinAnuM ghaDatara, ghaDatara vinAnuM jIvana........... ahaMkAra nAzanI jaDIbuTTI vinaya......... aba hama amara bhaye. samaya svamaya mATe che.. ........... dharma tuM che tAraNahAra.......... ........ dharmano pAyo mAnavatA.. ........... ............ duHkha che... to... che............ duHkha ne khaMkherI do..... manano utsAha ja utsava che............ bhakti banAve bhagavAna.... cAlo duHkhane vaLAvI daIe. $ = 8 9 8 V 8 9 che ke te

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* bhAvanAzIla jIneza - nIzI, borIvalI. { s rava. zrI zAMtilAla tribhovanadAsa koThArI, borIvalI - mAtuzrI zivakuMvarabena gulAbacaMda desAI ha. desAI parivAra, borIvalI, - zeThazrI amRtalAla kezavalAla kAmadAra ha. atulabhAI mukezabhAI, kAMdIvalI - borIvalI jainolojI grupa - ha. bhupeza rAMbhIyA Mrs. & Mr. Nimmi Kumar Nihalani

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daSTi khule tyAre prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe varaso pahelA ApelA upadezanI vadhu AvazyaktA AjanA lokone che. doDadhAmanI A jiMdagImAM ane seMkaDo Tenzano vacce daTAyelAM mAnavInI jeTalI dayA khAIe eTalI ochI che. prabhue mAnava jIvanane ajavALavAnA aneka mArga banAvyA che. tanAva vacce jIvatA mAnase ajamAvavA jevA IlAjo ne amalI banAvavA paDaze. samaya mANasane badale saMjoga mANasamA parivartana lAve samAja mANasane badalAve. tenA karatA samAja dvArA badalAI javuM vadhu sAruM che. jIvanamAM badalAva tyAre Ave jyAre jJAnI puruSonA kahelA tattvane AtmasAt karavAmAM Ave. Avo ApaNe prabhue banAvelA AnaMdanA aneka mArgamAMno eka mArga vicArIe ane te mArga che "samyak daSTi". tame sAme che te jotA nathI tamArI daSTimAM je che te dekhAya rahyuM che. bIjAnA doSa dekhAya che temAM doSI vyaktino koI doSa nathI temA ApaNI daSTimAM paDelA doSono doSa che. guNIjanamAM tamane guNonA darzana thAya che temA guNIjananI vizeSatA nathI. temA tamArI daSTimAM guNa rahelA che teno prabhAva che. duniyA ke duniyAnI vyakti karatA ApaNI daSTinI. vizeSatA vadhu mahattvanI che. dharma daSTi ughADe che. dharma eTale ja satyadarzana. anyathA saghaLuM pradarzana. jevuM che tevuM darzana karavuM ane te tyAre bane che. jyAre ApaNI daSTi samyak hoya. dharmano prAraMbha paNa A daSTinI nirmaLatAthI thAya che. ApaNI daSTi jyAre samyak hoya che tyAre zatrumAM mitratAnA darzana thavA lAge che, guNamAM bhagavAnanA darzana thavA lAge che, ane bhagavAnamAM. potAnA svarUpanA darzana thavA lAge che. A jagatamAM ApaNe zuM badalAvI zakavA samartha chIe ? bIjAne badalavAnI apekSA ja mithyA che. bIjAne badalI zakavA huM samartha chuM te bhramaNA che. eka dravya bIjA dravyanuM kAMI karavA kyAM samartha che? saghaLu nimitta mAtra ! ApaNe bIjAne badalAvavA, sudhAravA ane sArA banAvavA pAchaLa samaya-zaktine kharcI che tenI aMza zakti ApaNe ApaNane sudhAravA phALavI hota to ajaba gajabano camatkAra sarjAyo hota... khera! have A bhavamAM A bhUla karavAnI nathI. ApaNI apekSA bIjA sArA hovA joIe tevI hoya che tenA badale huM sAro hovo joIe tevI apekSA ubhI karavI joIe. dharmano sAra che daSTinI pavitratA, daSTinI nirmaLatA. dRSTine udAra banAvo saMkucita dRSTi aneka anarthonuM mULa che. mane maLe, mArAne maLe tenA karatA saghaLAne maLe tevI bhAvanA ja jIvananuM sArthakapaNuM che. eka jagyAe vAMcavAmAM AvyuM hatuM Aje mANasa sAMkaDo thato jAya che. ane tenA vicAromAM eTaluM ja hoya che "huM ane mArI vahuM temA AvI gayA sahuM'', pahelAnA samayamAM bhAI mATe, bahena mATe, kuTuMba mATe, jIvana ApI devA taiyAra hatA. samAja mATe, deza mATe, dharma mATe seMkaDo lokoe potAnA jIvananI kurabAnI ApI dIdhAnA udAra jIvanonA ItihAsa vAMcavA maLe che. jyAre daSTi udAra bane che tyAre svArtha sUnya bane che ane paramArtha pUrNa bane che. mArApaNAnI durgadha gAyaba thAya tyAre sarvapaNAnI bhAvanA jIvaMta bane che. bhAgamAM nahI saMvibhAgamA dila AnaMdavibhora thavA lAge. A che udAra daSTinuM pariNAma, udAra daSTivALAne dUzmana karatA mitronI saMkhyA vadhAre hoya che, levA karatA ApavAmAM jene sukha lAge tenI daSTi udAra banI gaI che. temA leza zaMkAne sthAna nathI. bIjAnI saphaLatAmAM jene sukha lAge che. anyanA sukhane joI jenuM hRdaya sukhano anubhava kare che. bIjAnA sanmAna thatA joI anumodanAnA AMsu TapakavA lAgatA hoya, bIjAnA bhalAmAya jenu haiyu khuzAlI manAvatuM hoya. potAne maLavAnuM bIjAne maLI javA chatAM aMtaramAM aphasosa na hoya. - 10

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haka jato karI bIjAne hakkadAra banAvavAmAM jene hAMsa thato hoya. A saghaLo prabhAva che udAra dRSTino. ekavAra udAratAno guNa ApaNI dRSTimAM sthApita karI do pachI juo tamArA jIvananuM parivartana kevuM Ave che. khAvA karatA khavaDAvavAmAM svAda anubhavavA lAgazo. vAparavA karatA vaheMcavAno AnaMda thavA lAgaze. saMkucItatAnuM dahana thayuM samajo. udAra dRSTinA svAmI thayA eTale A mArU ane A parAyuMnA bhAvonI alavIdA. uMcA ane nicAnI vicAranAnuM daphana, A sArU ane A kharAbanI khaTapaTanuM purNa virAma. 'badhA mArA ane mArA e badhA sArA'' AvI udAra dRSTinuM pragaTIkaraNa eja dharmanuM sAcuM phaLa che. kudarata tarapha dRSTi karo sUrya prakAza Ape che. caMdra zItalatA Ape che. vRkSo phaLa Ape che. dharatInIto vAta ja nyArI che. dharatI je Ape che tenuM mUlya AMkavuM kaThIna che to he mAnavI! koI zAstra kholavAnI jarUrata nathI. tArI dRSTi kholI kudaratanI udAratAno vicAra kara. apekSA vinA A kudaratI tattvo jagatane keTa keTaluM Ape che. ane huM A duniyAnA janma dhArIne bIjAne zuM ApuM chuM? thoDuM ApIneye keTaluM abhimAna karU chuM. mane koI na Ape tyAre dilamAM je vedanA thAya che tevI vedanA huM koIne Apato nathI tyAre thAya che? saMgraha karavAnI Adatano tyAga karI udAra dRSTi rAkho. vastu ApavAmAM udAratA rAkho, kSamA ApavAmAM udAratA rAkho. ApavAno avasara Ave tyAre dRSTine udAra banAvo. jIvana nyAla thaI jaze. dRSTine pojhiTIva banAvo skulamAM TIcare vidhArthInI sAme sapheda kAgaLa batAvIne pUchyuM, tamane A kAgaLamAM kAMI dekhAya che? vidhArthI - nA sara A kAgaLamAM kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. tyArabAda TIcare kAgaLanI vacco vacca kALuM TapakuM karIne pUchayuM, bolo mitro A kAgaLamAM have kAMI dekhAya che ? vidyArthI - hA sara kAgaLanI vacce kALuM TapakuM dekhAya che. TIcare vidyArthIone jaNAvyuM ke tamone kAgaLamAM raheluM TapakuM dekhAyuM paNa kAgaLamAM rahelI saphedI kema na dekhAI? juo jIvanamAM saphaLa banavuM hoya 11 to kAgaLamAnI saphedI najaramAM AvavI joIe tamArI dRSTine pojhiTIva banAvavI paDaze. ApaNI dRSTimAM sArI sAIDa dekhAtI nathI kharAba sAIDane tarata joI laIe chIe. negeTIva dRSTino tyAga ane pojhiTIva dRSTino ugADa thavo eja jIvananI saphaLatA che. darekamA be pAsA hoya che. guNa ane doSa banne jovA maLe che, jyAM sudhI jIva karma mukta nahI bane tyAM sudhI doSa mukta thavAno nathI. ane ApaNe ApaNA tarapha juone keTalA doSothI bhareluM che ApaNuM jIvana ? kRpALu deva jaNAvyuM che... "doSa anaMtanuM bhAjana huM" ApaNe anaMta doSothI bharelA chIe. ApaNI dRSTi ApaNI jAta jovAmAM lagADo ane bIjAnI jAtane juo tyAre pojhiTIva rIte juo. temAM rahelA guNone juo. temA rahelI vizeSatAne zodhI kADho. khAmI nahIM khubIone nihALo. kutarI bhale saDelI hoya paNa tenA dAMta kevA dAMDamanI kaDI jevA che A vicAra, A dRSTi kRSNa mahArAjAnI hatI mATe ja temanI dRSTine Aje paNa jagata yAda kare che. dRSTA banatA pahelA ApaNe ApaNI dRSTine vikasAvavI paDaze. pApIne paNa pyAra karavAnI vAta jaina dharmae batAvI che. puNyazALI ane dharmAMto vhAlA lAge temAM ApaNI koI vizeSatA nathI. kAraNa temAM puNya ane dharmanI vizeSatA che. jyAre tame pApIne paNa pyArathI AvakAro cho. pyAra karo cho. tene madadarUpa bano cho. tene vAtsalyathI bhIMjavI do cho temA pApInI nahIM tamArI pojhiTIva dRSTinI vizeSatA che. ApaNI mahAnatA ApaNI dRSTinA vikAsathI nakkI thAya che. ane hA jainadarzane to samyak dRSTi vinA dharmanI zarUAta thatI nathI ane cAritra paNa niSphaLa jAya che tyAM sudhI batAvyuM che. samakitanI prApti vinA sarvajJa banavuM asaMbhava che. zeThane krodha AvI gayo eya! nokara sAmenI bArInA kAca para DAgha che sApha kara. jI sAheba! hamaNAMja sApha karuM chuM. nokare kAca sApha karyo. sAheba DAgha kADhI nAkhyo. 12

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are hajI evone evo DAgha che pANIthI sApha kara. jI sAheba! kahIM nokare pANIthI Akho kAca sApha karyo. have sAheba juo kAca sApha thaI gayo che ne ? are! tane kAma karatA nathI AvaDatuM. DAgha evone evo che barAbara ghasIne sApha kara. jI... sAheba! nokarane Avyo gusso DAgha che nahIM ane sApha kara... sApha kara... kAcane jorajorathI ghasavA lAgyo ne kAca phUTI gayo... basa! zeTha UbhA thayAne nokarano kAna pakaDI nokarane mAravA lAgyA. jema jema nokarane mAra paDavA lAgyo ne nokara vadhune vadhu hasavA lAgyo. zeThano krodha vadhavA lAgyo huM tane mAruM chuM ne raDavAnI jagyAe hasavA lAgyo, tema bolatA jAya ne nokarane zeTha mAratA jAya. tyAM nokare dhaDAko karyo, sAheba hasu nahIM to zuM raDuM? pahelA mane khabara hota ke bArInA kAcamAM DAgha nathI. tame paherelA cazmA para DAgha che to huM ApanA cazmA ja sApha karI Apata. jethI bArInA kAcamAM Apane DAgha dekhAta ja nahIM. nokaranI A vAta sAMbhaLI zeTha ThaMDA paDI gayA. A ramuja vAta e darzAvavA mAge che ApaNI dRSTimAM doSonA DAgha paDyA haze to ja sAmenI vyaktinA ApaNane doSanA dAgha dekhAze. TUMkamAM ApaNI dRSTine pojhiTIva nahIM banAvIe to guNathI bhareluM koInuM jIvana ApaNane dekhAvavuM muzkela che. ''guNathI bharelA guNIjana dekhI haiyu mAruM nRtya kare'' A paMkti tyAre ja sArthaka bane jyAre dRSTi pojhiTIva banI hoya. dRSTino ughADa eTale dharatI paranuM svarga ane dRSTino abhAva e duniyA paranuM narka che, jIvanane sArthaka ane saphaLa banAvavAmAM ApaNI dRSTino mahattvano phALo che. yAda rahe! be AMkhe aMdha mANasane bhale sudarzana kahetA hoIe paNa khullI AMkhe jene samyak jotA nathI AvaDatuM tene to jJAnIoe kudarzanI kahyo che. 13 svIkAra tyAM samAdhAna upasargo ane parISahone karmodaya samajI svIkArI levAnI sAdhanA bahu kaThIna sAdhanA che. paraMtu AdhyAtma jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe anivArya che. saMkalpa vikalpanI hAramALA tenA ja haiyAmAM UThe jenI pAse svIkAra karI levAnI sAdhanAno abhAva hoya che. Ama kema thayuM? Ama thayuM hota to sAruM hatuM. basa pratipaLe AvA aneka taraMgo AtmAne dukhI kare che. r jo have kharA arthamAM sukha anubhavavA mAMgatA ho to tamArA manane kahI do... je thaI gayuM te sAruM hatuM, je thaI rahyuM che te sAruM ja thAya che. ane je thaze te paNa sAruM ja thaze, basa, pachI juo tamAruM haiyuM haLavuM phUla jevuM thatAM vAra nahIM lAge !!! prabhune saMgama taraphathI upasargo AvyA, anAryoe pariSaho phaTakAryAM hatA, to caMDakauzike DaMkhavAnuM bAkI na rAkhyuM, saMgame pagamAM cUlo banAvI khIra banAvI, to pelA govALiyAe kAnamAM khIlA bhoMkyAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne to ApaNu haiyu kaMpI jAya che. AvAMto aneka kaSTo prabhue sAdhanA jIvanamAM AvyAM hatAM chatA prabhue to svayaMno doSa gaNI mAtra svIkArI ja lIdhA hatA! 'hara jalate dIpaka ke tale aMdherA hotA hai, hara aMdherI rAta ke pIche saverA hotA hai, ghabarA jAte hai loga musIbatoM ko dekhakara hara musIbata ke pIche sukha kA DerA hotA hai' dhanya che prabhu ApanI svIkArI levAnI uttama sAdhanAne, koTi koTi vaMdana ApanA caraNa kamaLamAM... vizvavAlezvara tribhuvanaprakAza, devAdhideva prabhu mahAvIra svAmInI sAdhanAnuM prathama sopAna hatuM samatApUrvaka zubhAzubha prasaMgono saharSa svIkAra karI levo. AjanA A yugamAM putra-pitAnI AjJAno svIkAra karavA taiyAra nathI. to sAsu ane vahunI samasyAnuMmamULa kAraNa kaMI hoya to asvIkAra vRtti, gurU ziSTa vacce, pati-patnI vacce thatAM aNabanAvo ane UbhA thatA mana duHkhonI pAchaLa asvIkAranI vRtti ja kAma kare che. 14

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prabhu mahAvIranA saMgamAM Avela zreNika rAjAne juo, sagA pUtranA hAthe 500 phaTakAM paDatA hovA chatAM svayaMno pApodaya gaNI svIkArI levAnI preraNA prabhunA sAnnidhyamAMthI ja meLavelI hatI ne? paristhitino svIkAra karyA vinA ApaNe sukhI nahIM thaIe. sukhI thavA duHkhane svIkAro, duHkhanuM svAgata karo. - sAcuM sukha citta prasannatA prabhu mahAvIrano bIjo zreSTha guNa hato 'upazAnta bhAva ane prazAntA bhAvamAM rahevuM.' kaSTone svIkArI levAnI sAdhanA jeTalI kaThina sAdhanA che tenA karatAM vadhu kaThina sAdhanA che pariSahomAM prasanna citta rAkhavuM. vAha prabhu vAha! pelA govALiyAe khIlA mAravAnA prasaMge Ape kevI adbhuta prasannatA rAkhI hatI, ane ApanuM hRdaya kevuM upazAnta magna hatuM ane hA, bhayAnaka jaMgalamAM Apa nirbhaya banI vicaraNa karI rahyA hatAM, tyAre caMDakauzike badhuM baLa bheguM karI tIvra DaMkha lagAvyo. toya ApanI citta prasannatA akhaMDa rAkhI hatI teNe DaMkha mAryA badala Ape. 'sabukjha, saMbujha'nA zabda puSpo tenA upara varasAvIne tenA haiyAmAM ArAdhanAnuM amRta bharI ApIne kevo. camatkAra sajaryo hato. Indroe ApanI samovasaraNamAM kharA aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka stuti karI, aneka devo ane devIoe ApanI mukta mane prazaMsA karI chatAMya Apa to citta prasannatAnA sAgaramAM magna hatA. TUMkamAM, zubhAzubha prasaMgomAM ane kaDavA mIThA anubhavomAM Ape svakarma doSa gaNI, svIkArI lIdhA ane prasanna citte Apa UbhA rahyA hatAM. kharekhara ApanI ajoDa sAdhanA, ajoDa ArAdhanA hatI, !!! prabhu mahAvIranA sAdhanA jIvanamAMthI preraNA maLe che ke, paristhitano mAtra svIkAra ja karI lo tema nahIM, paraMtu citta prasannatA sAthe svIkAra karo. sUryamukhI dinameM khilatA hai rAtameM nahIM, caMdramukhI rAta meM khilatAM hai prabhAta meM nahIM, aMtarmukhI harakSaNa khIlatA hI rahatA hai, kyoMki usakI muskAna kisIke hAthameM nahIM." lagna pArTIno prasaMga ApaNe svIkArI laIe chIe ane prasanna citte AnaMda mANIe chIe. TI.vI. viDiyonA citro joIe chIe ane AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. paraMtu zarIramAM UbhI thatI vyAdhi, hAthamAMthI chUTI jatA sattA, lUMTAI jatAM rUpiyA, dhaMdhAmAM AvelI moTI khoTa, koInA apamAna bharyA zabdo A badhI bAbata ApaNe svIkAratA nathI. kadAca svIkAra karI laIe to cittanI prasannatA vinA ja, prabhu mahAvIranuM kahevuM che ke, "zubhaprasaMgo svIkAravA jIvane ruce che ane azubha prasaMgo jIvane khUMce che, paristhitino svIkAra karatAM zIkho eTaluM ja nahIM thoDAM AgaLa vadhIne prasanna citte svIkArI lo." sAmano nahIM, sahana karo parama kRpALano trIjo ane ati mahattvano guNa hato, sAmano na karatAM mAtra sahana ja karI levuM. kaMgALathI mAMDIne baLavAna mANaso taraphathI AvelAM kaSTo prabhue sahana karyA. devoe paNa upasargo ApavAmAM bAkI nathI rAkhyuM, to tiryaMco taraphathI maLelA pariSaho koI sAmAnya na hatA. aneka rIte anekavAra Avela kaSTadAyI paristhitino prabhue manathI paNa sAmano karyo nathI, mAtra badhuM sahana ja karyuM ane hA, vadhu Azcarya to e thAya che ke prabhunI pAse aneka labdhio ane zaktio hatI, temaNe dhAryuM hota to bhAMgIne badhAno bhUkko bolAvI dIdho hota, paraMtu kazuM ja na karatAM, chatI. zakti ane labdhie prabhue sahana ja karyuM hatuM ane sahana karavAnI pAchaLa lakSa hatuM AtmazuddhinuM, AtmAnI pUrNatAnuM !!! mauna rAkhIne prasanna citte sahana karavAnI sAdhanA keTalI kaThIna che, e to ApanA jIvanamAM AvatA nAnA moTA prasaMge ja khyAla AvI jAya che ane parAdhInatAe sahana karavAmAM ApaNe kaMI ja bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. have svAdhIna banIne sahavAnI sAdhanA karavAnI che. prabhu mahAvIre badhuM prasanna citta sahana ja karyuM ane temAMya prabhune to lAbha ja lAbha dekhAyA karato hato. 'heMdIne jema jema ghaso, tema tema raMga majIThiyo bane' caMdanane ghasaghasa karo to sugaMdha aura vadhe, tApa sahyA ja kare to jala nabhe jaI caDhe, jema jema sahyA kare tema AtmA zudhdha bane. sADA bAra varasane eka pakhavADiyA sudhI prabhue badhuM svIkAryuM, prasanna - 15 - 16

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AMtara zatru para vijaya citta rAkhyuM ane sahyAM ja karyuM. tenA phaLa svarUpe prabhune kevaLajJAna - kevaLa darzana no divyaprakAza aMtaramAM jhaLahaLI UThayo, prabhu sarvajJa banI gayA. devo, Indro, nAcI UThyA, mAnavo harSaghelA banI gayA, AkhI sRSTi ajavALAthI zobhI UThI, devo ane Indroe maLI samavasaraNa banAvyuM. ane anekanI saMkhyAmAM prabhue pAvana dezanA prakAzavAnuM zarU karyuM . tIrtha sthApyuM, gaNadharonA gurUrAja banyA. basa, cArekora prabhuno jaya jayakAra guMjavA lAgyo, zreNika jevA aneka rAjAne bodhita karyA to zAlIbhadra jevA zreSThIputrone pravajyAnA paMthe caDhAvyA ane caMdanA jevI aneka nArIone nArAyaNI banAvavAnuM Ape bhagIratha kArya karyuM. cauda hajAra sAdhuone saMsAra sAgaranA bhayAnaka tophAnamAMthI ugArI levAno Ape camatkAra sarjayo. tapa e sAdhana che. karmanirjarA thavI te sAdhya che. samAdhi Ape te tapa. oja ane teja pragaTAve te tapa. vikArono vinAza ane nirvikArI banAve te tapa. ahaMkAranuM visarjana karAvI, sva Atma dazAno anubhava karavo te. tapa. tApa bhagADe ane teja pragaTAve te tapa. tapazcaryAnI ghaNI sidhdhio ane labdhio paNa prApta thAya che. tejovezyA meLavavA gozAlake kevI gajaba tapazcaryA karI hatI ? cakravartIo cha khaMDa sAdhavA kevAM aDaga tapamAM joDAya che! tapa vaDe AkAzamAM UDavAnuM paNa saheluM banI jAya che. paraMtu prabhue tapane AcAramAM sthAna ApyuM che. eTale sidhdhio ke labdhio meLavavA mATe tapa karavAnuM nathI, paraMtu tapazcaryA karatAM labdhio ApameLe sAmethI maLI jAya che. tapazcaryAthI moTAmAM moTI siddhi maLe che - "IcchAono nAza". aMtaramAM pratyeka paLe aneka janamanI IcchAne sApha karI de tapasyAnI eka bhAvanA, IcchA ja badhAM duHkhonI jananI che. te AkAzanI jema anaMta sudhI. patharAyelI che. jema AkAzano cheDo nathI Avato, tema badhI IcchAo paNa pUrI nathI thatI. IcchAno virodha karAve te tapa ! IcchAnuM maraNa thaI jAya pachI jIvanamAM upAdhine pravezavAno koI avakAza ja nathI. IcchAno abhAva tyAM Atma samAdhino sadbhAva ane jyAM IcchAno sadbhAva tyAM Atma samAdhino abhAva rahevAno. chellAM ghaNAM samayathI mANasano svabhAva khUba ja badalAI gayo che. vAte vAte magajanuM boIlara tapI jAya che ane kyAreka kyAreka vadhu paDatuM garama thaI jatAM phATI jAya che. garamIne e khyAla nathI Avato ke AjubAjunAM loko dAjhI jaze. mANase krodha Aveza ane tanAvamukta rahevuM joIe. tenAthI magajanAM jJAnataMtuo zithila banI jAya che. je blaDaprezara, hArTaeTeka, DAyAbiTisa, kensara jevA rogone janma Ape che. ane naMdanavana jevuM suMdara jIvana ujjaDa raNa jevuM banI jAya che. krodhanI kSamAnAM eka AbhUSaNathI sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe che ane jIvana maheMkI UThe che. kSamA ApanAra vyakti darekano Adara meLave che. jyAre krodhI vyakti pAse koI pharakavA paNa rAjI thatuM nathI. zitaLa jalane choDIne dAhaka jvALA pAse kadI koI jAya kharuM? !! eka palabharano krodha jiMdagIbharano prema bALIne khAkha karI nAkhe che. ghaNAM gussAne laI magaja phreza karavA mATe vyasanI ane svacachaMdI banI jAya che. dUdhane phrIjamAM mUkIne AIskrIma banAvanAra potAnI khoparIne ThaMDI rAkhI zakato nathI. Aje koI mANasa bIjAnI sAthe lagabhaga dareka vAte garama thaI jAya che. badhAnA magaja hAITempara dharAve che, jarAka aDakyA ke bhaDAko thayo. mANasanuM magaja khoravAI eTale vyakti vyakti vaccenA sneha saMbaMdho paNa khoravAya. aodo paTTa pAseTTa krodha prItino nAza kare che. prathama gussAno janma manamAM thAya che. tyArabAda te vANI para Ave che. pachI te vizALa banIne samagra deha upara sAmrAjya jamAve che. varasonA sAcavelAM prItinA saMbaMdho veramAM pheravAI jAya che. mitratA duzmanAvaTamAM pheravAI jAya che. eka bIjA vinA na cAle tevA madhura saMbaMdho paNa kSata vikSata thaI jAya che. varSo jUnAM saMbaMdho paLamAtranA gussAmAM ogaLI jAya che. paraMtu, jyAre magaja ThaMDu thAya eTale pastAvo thAya, paNa have, thavAnuM hatuM te to thaI gayuM, "huM zuM kAma enI pAse sAme cAlIne jAuM?" uo - 18

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vicArasaraNIne pojhITIva banAvo... negeTIva draSTine alavidA karI do. so kharAbamAMthI eka sAruM zodhavAnI, bAbata pojhITIva che, ane so sArAmAMthI eka kharAba zodhavAnI bAbata negeTIva che. kSamAguNanAM svAmI banavuM hoya to pojhITIva draSTi rAkho. negeTIva draSTino tyAga karo. krodhathI bacavAno bIjo upAya che... ahaMkArano tyAga. mArA kahyA pramANe ke mArA dhAryA pramANe badhuM thavuM ja joIe evo. Agraha choDI do. sauthI vadhu kaMkAsa ahaMkArathI ja thAya che. badhAM durAgraho choDI do. koInI upara khoTo adhikAra na jamAvo, koIne paisAno ahaMkAra, ghamaMDa - abhimAna hoya che. khare dosta, zuM laIne Avyo hato ane zuM laIne javAno che? tAre potAne ja ghamaMDa, ahaMkAra ane krodhathI baMdhAtAM pAponuM poTaluM UMcakIne cAlavuM paDaze. tenA badale kSamA ApavAnuM zIkha, jethI puNyarathamAM birAjIne bhavapAra thaI jA. dhAryuM koInuM thayuM nathI, sAkSAt zrI kRSNa paNa mahAbhAratanuM yuddha aTakAvI zakyA nahotA. are! arjuna paNa abhimanyune bacAvI nA zakyo, potAnuM dhAryuM thAya to paNa bhale ane na thAya to paNa bhale. kadI hatAza na thavuM. jemAM tamAro adhikAra nathI. temAM khoTA valakhAM mAravAthI zo artha? tamArI vicAraNAne samayAnukUla banAvI do, pachI gusso ane krodha mAtra zabdo ja banI raheze, udayamAM nahIM Ave. krodhathI bacavAno trIjo upAya che... manaHsthitine palaTAvavAnI vRtti rAkho. tamArI mananI paristhitine badalo. vahunA hAthe rakAbI phUTI gaI, nokarathI kAca tUTI gayo, dhaMdhAmAM khoTa gaI, je thavAnuM hatuM te thaI gayuM, pachI krodha na karo. kema, dhyAna nathI rakhAtuM? rakAbI keTalI moMghI hatI, kaparakAbIno navo seTa tUTI gayo, tane khabara nathI paDatI ? AvuM badhuM bolIne bIjAnuM dila nA toDo. rakAbI bhale tUTI jAya, navI Avaze. paNa tUTelA dila kadI sAMdhI nahIM zakAya. AvuM tUTeluM bolazo to nokara tUTelAM - 19 dilathI ja kAma karaze. rakAbI phUTI gaI, cAlo je thavAnuM hatuM te thaI gayuM. tane kaMI vAgyuM to nathI ne?rIte kSamA ApavAnI Teva pADo. vyakti dhyAna daIne pUrA dilathI kAma karaze. pharI rakAbI nahIM tUTe. kSamA. karI devAthI tamAruM mana zAMta raheze, citta prasanna banI jaze, vyakti pratyeno prema jaLavAI raheze. gharamAM AvA aneka prasaMgo banavAnA mATe mAnasika sthiti badalI nAMkho to kleza ocho thaI jaze, zAMtino anubhava thaze. jo sauthI vadhu gusso thato hoya, sauthI vadhu kaMkAsa-kleza ane jhaghaDo thato hoya to tenA mATe javAbadAra jIbha che. Aje bhASAnA avivekathI pati-patnI vacce, pitA-pUtra vacce, bhAI-bhAI vacce saMgharSa ane veranI paraMparA sarjAya che, bhASAnA avivekane lIdhe. AkhuM mahAbhArata sarjAyuM draupadInI bolavAnI eka bhUlane kAraNe ! huM kyAM, konI sAme ane keTaluM bolI rahyo chuM? tenuM bhAna rAkho. nahIM to rAIno parvata banatA vAra nahIM lAge. gaye mApa mApocI ajatanApUrvaka bolavAthI pApa baMdhAya che. je bolavAthI koInuM dila duHkhe tevI vANI kadI na bolo. jyAM jarUra paDe tyAM ja bolo. jarUra jeTaluM ja bolo. bolavA jevuM lAge to ja bolo, tolIne bolo, premathI bolo. mANasa mAtra, bhUlane pAtra", A vAta haMmezAM yAda rAkho. dareka vyaktithI bhUla thaI zake che. tethI ApaNe krodha karavo nahIM. tene samajAvo ke bhUlane A rIte sudhArIne kAma kara. gusso kadI na karo. tenA pratye haiyAmAM dveSabhAva rAkhavo nahIM. tene premathI bolAvI kAryamAM lagADI devo, bhUla na karavI sahelI che paraMtu bhUla karanAra pratye prema keLavavo kaThina che. ane tenAM karatA tenA pratye haiyAmAM dveSa na janmavA devo vadhu kaThina che. jisake bhItara meM tela nahIM, vaha dIpa jalegA kaise? jisake mUla me rasa nahIM, vaha phUla khilegA kaise? kSamA dharmakA mUla hai, ye saba kahete hai lekina, jisake dila meM karaNA nahIM, vaha vyavahAra calegA kaise? nokarathI kAcanI bATalI phUTI gaI, pUtrathI kapa tUTI gayo, vahuthI kAca - 20

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phUTI gayo. badhAMye kaMIka bhUla karI che. to tame dareka para judI judI rIte gusso karazo, kharuM ne? ane jo e bATalI tamArAthI ja tUTI gaI to? sahaja bolI nAMkhazo ke phUTavAnuM hatuM te phUTI guyaM. je bhUla mATe je sajA ke tame tamArI jAtane Apo cho, te ja sajA tame bIjAne Apo, tUTI na paDo. sukhI thavAnI IcchA chatAM du:khI kema ? pratyeka mAnavInA manamAM manoratha che sukhI thavAnA, maLeluM sukha cAlyuM na jAya tathA vadhu sukha mane maLI jAya tevI tamannA sAthe vizvanA sarva jIvo jIvI rahyA che. chatAMya A jIvone kaMIka ne kaMIka upAdhi jIvanamAM ja AvI jAya che. jene laIne maLelAM bIjA sukhoya duHkhamAM TrAnsaphara thaI jAya che. jJAnI bhagavaMto kaha che, 'sukha janme che AtmAnA guNothI ane duHkha janme che AtmAne lAgelA doSothI!' doSo je duHkhone janma Ape che. jIvanamAM doSa nahIM to hajAro nimitta chatAM roSa nahIM, doSa ja roSa janmAve che...! zAstramAM krodhane moTA doSa rUpe batAvyo che....! zAstramAM krodha ane agnimAM lAMbo pharaka nathI. agni baLe che ane bALe che tema krodha paNa mAnavIne bALe che, jenA para krodha karavAmAM Ave che tene paNa bALe che, "oddo pittuM paLAsepha'' krodha prItino nAza kare che. jenAmAM A krodhano doSa ghara karI gayo te badhA sukha vacceya dukhane janma Ape che. sukhanA bAgane Aga lagAvavAnuM kukArya Acare che. juo AvA krodhanA doSano bhoga banelA caMDakauzikanA jIvanane...! AcArya banI ziSya upara bhayaMkara krodha karyo... hAya... A krodhanA bhAvamAM ja thAMbhalA sAthe athaDAIne kALadharma pAmyA... anya bhavamAM mALI banyA... krodhano guNAkAra thayo, bAganuM kSetra... Akho divasa je bAganA phUla toDe ke nukasAna kare tene krodha karI bhagADe... tyAMthI mRtyu pAmI bhayAnaka vanamAM caMDakauzika sarpa banyA. kSetramAM... kALamAM... krodhanA bhAvamAM, badhAmAM guNAkAra thayo. jethI AMkhamAM ja jhera nahIM paraMtu AkhAye zarIramAM krodhanuM jhera prasarI gayuM. hoya... teNe prabhu mahAvIrane ya DaMkhavAmAM 21 bAkI na rAkhyuM. paNa nasIba gaNo e caMDakauzikanA ke prabhue karuNA varasAvIne kSamAnA saMskAranuM dAna karyuM ne sarpamAMthI AThamA devalokano svAmI banAvyo...! krodha jo doSa che to kSamA e krodhane jItavAno sarvottama guNa che. tame jevA saMskAro pADavAno prayatna karo tevA pADI zake che. te mATe mahattvanuM che tame konA saMgamAM cho? susaMgamAM cho ke kusaMgamAM cho? yAda rAkhajo nirogI mANasa pAse besavAthI Arogya ApaNuM sAruM rahe ke na paNa rahe paNa kensara, TI.bI. AdinA rogathI bharelA mANasa pAse besavAthI roga na Ave tevuM prAyaH bane nahIM...! basa, susaMskArIno saMga karavAthI saMskAro jIvanamAM Ave ke na paNa Ave paNa kusaMskArI pAse besavAthI kusaMskAro ApaNAmAM na Ave tevuM prAyaH na bane. tArA abhimAnane ogALI de; he AtmA! tuM zAnuM abhimAna kare che? nAzavaMta jagatanA alpa Ayu ane nirmAlya vaibhavane bhegA karIne abhimAnI banI aksDa phare che, paNa kyAM khabara che? ke A to puNyanA khela che. puNyano udaya che, tyAM sudhI tuM ghamaMDa karI zake che, paNa jyAM puNya asta thaze eTale chatI zaktie svajanonI sAme hAtha laMbAvavAnA ane na sahana thAya tevA duHkhada divaso jovAno samaya Avaze. eTale Aje je che te kAyama rahevAnuM che. tevA bhramamAM rahevAnI bhUla kyAreya karazo nahIM. mAruM kaMI ja nathI., mArI pAse kaMI ja nathI, AvI vicAradhArAne AjathI ja apanAvI lo, nahIM to A abhimAnano bhayaMkara zatru mAnavajIvanane raphe daphe karI mUkaze. juo bAhubalIne. bharata sAme yudhdhamAM vijaya lIdho. bhAIne muThThI mAravAnuM mAMDI vALyuM ne paMcamuSTi loca karIne saMyama grahI, vananI vATe sAdhanAmAM magna banyA. bAhubalI bahu ucca sAdhaka AtmA hatA. paNa aMtaramAM bhayAnaka zatru janmI gayo hato. huM mArA nAnA bhAIone nahIM namuM, badhAya mArAthI nAnA che. huM nAnAne kevI rIte vaMdana karI zakuM? varaso sudhI tapa, tyAga, dhyAna, sAdhanAmAM rahyAM paNa kevaLajJAna na thayuM. bAhubalInuM nasIba gaNo ke prabhu RRSabhadeve brAhmI-suMdarI banne sAdhvI 22

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bahenone bAhubalIne pratibodha karAvavAM vanamAM mokalyAM. "vIrA mArA gaja thakI nIce Utaro." A mITho svara kAnamAM relAyo ne bAhubalI saceta thayA. A kono jANIto avAja! huM kyAM hAthI Upara beTho chuM? mane hAthI uparathI UtaravAnuM kema kahe che? basa ciMtananI dhArA cittamAM vahevA lAgIne ahaMkArano hAthI najaramAM AvI gayo... are dhikkAra che. mArA ahaMkArane ! mArA bhAI munivarone hamaNAM vaMdana karI AvuM chuM. basa vaMdana karavA paga upADyo ke kevaLadarzananI amUlya bheTa prApti thaI gaI. jo eka sUkSama ahaMkAra paNa ATalI bhayaMkara tAkAta dharAve che to te mAnavI tArA aMtaranA bhaMDAramAM to DhagalAbaMdha ahaMkAra bharyo che...! tamAma saMsthAonA zubhakAryo aTakIne UbhAM hoya to A ahaMkAranA pApe ja... ! re ahaMkAra...!tArA pApe dharmanA kAryamAMye aMdhAruM chavAyuM che. tuM jenAmAM praveze tenA to bAra vagADI mUke, paNa je je kSetramAM te mANasa praveze te kSetraneya verAnamAM parivartana karI mUke...! A ahaMkAre ja ApaNane ahaMma banavA dIdhA nathI. eTale ja koke kahyuM che, "aham re. ahama tuM jAne marI, tuM jAya pachI je bAkI rahe te hari." ApaNe jANIe chIe ke ahaMkAra A bhavamAM to marI javAno ja nathI, paNa ahaMkAra mare nahIM to kAMI nahIM. tattvajJAnanA mAdhyame tene mAMdo to pADo, jethI vadhu tAkAta tamArI sAme nahIM karI zake...! nahIMtara ahaMkAra tamArA vinaya guNano nAza karI nAMkhaze. mAre vinaya nAza ane hA... A ahaMkAranA moTA avaguNa che. svaprazaMsA ane paraniMdA. bIjAnA guNo mukhethI bolI to na zake paNa kAnethI sAMbhaLI paNa na zake. mAtra ene rasa hoya che. potAnI prazaMsAmAM. ahaMkArIne kAma karavA karatAM nAma karavAmAM vadhAre rasa hoya che. dhArmika kSetramAM ke sAmAjika kSetramAM jyAM jyAM ahaMkAre praveza meLavyo tyAM tyAM moTI honArato sarjI che. mAtra potAnuM hita karavAmAM anekonuM ahita karavAnuM pApa, ahaMkAranA pApathI yojano dUra rahevAmAM ApaNuM hita che. A ahaMkArane jItavA mATe prabhue namratA guNa pragaTAvavAno sacoTa upadeza Apyo che. eTale ke tame tamArA haiyAne namra, vinayI ane guNa saMpanna banAvo. mAyAnI ramata ramIza nA! strIno avatAra maLavAnuM kAraNa jANo cho ? jANatAM ajANatAM karelI. mAyAne laIne strIno avatAra jIvane maLe che...! munivayane saMsAranA kSetranI mAyA ho ke pachI sAdhanAnA kSetranI mAyA ho, zAstramAM A mAyAne zalya tarIke batAvela che. kAMTo hRdayamAM praveze eTale ke prasannatAthI sAdhanA karavI muzkela. mAthA umarAja nAsa. mAyA mitratAno nAza kare che. mAyAthI meLavelI cIjavastuno upayoga karavAmAM AnaMda nahIM mAtra bhaya ane udvega ja haiyAmAM rahyAM kare che. bAhya kSetramAM saphaLatA kadAca mAyA-kapaTanAM AdhAre maLI jAya, jo puNya majabUta hoya to, paraMtu yAda rAkhajo ke AtyaMtara kSetramAM mAyA-kapaTa bhAva rAkhIne kyAreya saphaLatA maLatI nathI. saphaLatA maLe che haiyAne niSkapaTa banAvavAthI. bAhya ane AtyaMtaramAM saphaLatA IcchatA ho to haiyAne phUla karatAM ja komaLa... mAkhaNa karatAM ya kUNuM banAvI devAno AjathI puruSArtha upADo. khyAla che ne mali bhagavatInA jIvanano ? pUrvabhavamAM cha mitro sAthe saMyama svIkAryA bAda eka sarakhuM tapa karavAno badhAe nirNaya lIdhelo. ekavAra malinA AtmAne vicAra Avyo jo eka sarakhuM tapa karIzuM to huM A bhavamAM jema vaDila chuM tema bIjA bhavamAM nahIM banI zakuM. A moTA banavAnA nabaLA vicAre, mAyAnA doSe haiyAmAM janma lIdho. badhAM karatAM eka upavAsa vadhu karyo. jenA pariNAme tIrthakara strI avatAre janma nahIM paraMtu pUrve bAMdhelA A mAyA-kapaTanA karme accheruM sajAryuM ke mallijI strI rUpe tIrthakara banyA...! sAdhanAnAM kSetre karelI mAyA paNa jo kharAba pariNAma lAvI zake che to he mAnava saMsAramAM dhana-kuTuMba ke anya kAraNosara karelI mAyA tArA zuM hAla karaze ? mAyAne aMtarakSetramAMthI vidAya ApavAnI che ane tenA mATeno sacoTa ane zAzvata upAya che, tuM tArA haiyAne saraLa ane jhahaju banAvI de. dareka pravRttimAM niSkapaTa vRttine AgaLa karIne cAlavAthI A mAyAnA doSathI bacI javAze. mATe tame haiyAnA saraLa bano... pachI badhI - 23 - 24

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AvaDe to bolavuM nahitara mauna rahevuM sAdhanA tamArA mATe saraLa banI jaze. lobhanA pUramAM taNAzo nahIM : mANasa duHkhI thato hoya to tenuM agatyanuM kAraNa che abhAva sAme jovAnI vRtti, je che tene mANasa jevA rAjI nathI ane je nathI tene ja joyA kare che. jene kAraNe mANasa badhuM sukha hovA chatAM duHkha UbhuM kare che. bIjAnA kAMDe rahelI ghaDiyALa vadhu AkarSaka lAgatI hoya che, bIjAnuM makAna vadhu sAruM dekhAtuM hoya che, bIjAe paherelAM vastro vadhu gamavA lAge che. manano A vicitra svabhAva che ke tenI pAse je che temAM aNagamo Ubho kare che. mana AkarSaNamAM AkarSaNa UbhuM kare che ane je che temAM AkarSaNa dekhAtI vastu ke vyakti jyAre mana pAse AvI jAya che tyAre te anAkarSaka banI jAya che. jagatanA vaibhavo pAchaLa gAMDA banavAnuM mAMDI vALo nahIM to A vaibhava tamArI zAMti to chInavI leze paNa tamArI sadgati paNa aTakAvI deze. tamo savya visaMo A lobha sarvavinAzakAraka che. mammaNazeThanA lobhanI vAtathI koNa ajANa che ? A lobha nAmano tamArAmAM beThelo kALo kaSAya tamane sukhI banavA deto nathI to anyane sukha ApavA deto nathI A lobhanA pUramAM je taNAyA te A duniyAmAM mahAduHkhI thayA che ane duHkhI thaI rahelAM keTalAya AMkha sAme dekhAI rahyAM che. eka zeThane pUchavAmAM AvyuM ke tame ATaluM badhuM dAna kema karavA lAgyA cho ? zeThe javAba Apyo ke bhAI "huM garIba thaI jAuM to ?' eka kaMjUsane pUchavAmAM AvyuM tame ATalI badhI lakSmInA mAlika chatAM dAna kema. karatAM nathI ? to teNe javAba Apyo, "garIba thaI jAuM to ?' banneno uttara samAna paNa bhAva alaga che. basa ApaNA saMsAra paribhramaNanuM ane mokSamAM Aja dina sukhInAM praveza nahi thavAnuM sAcuM kAraNa samajAI gayuM ne ? A viSayothI ane dAvAnaLa karatAM ya vikarALa A kaSAyothI tamArA AtmAne jojano dura rAkhajo, nahIMtara hajI paNa mokSanAM dvAra tamArA mATe baMdha raheze... "chUTeluM bANa, chUTelAM prANa ane chUTeluM vacana kyAreya pAchAM vaLatAM nathI." tethI bolatAM pahelAM so vAra vicArIne bolo ke, huM je boluM chuM. tethI dAvAnaLa to nahIM sarjAya ne? saMbaMdhomAM kaDavAza to nahIM pedA thAya ne? jo bolavAthI sAruM thavAnuM hoya to ja hoTha halAvajo, nahIM to hoTha halAvavAnuM mAMDI vALajo, kahevata che ke, "bole tenA bora vecAya ane na bolyAmAM nava guNa!" jo bolIne mAtra bora ja vecavAnAM hoya to bolavAnuM mAMDI vALIne nava guNo kema prApta na karIe ? khuda prabhu mahAvIre sAdhanA jIvanamAM sADA bAra varSa ane eka pakhavADiyA sudhI mauna pALyuM hatuM. jenI phalazrutimAM temane kevaLajJAna ane darzanajJAna prApta thayuM hatuM. ane Aje badhAMne bolavAno mahAroga lAgu paDI gayo che, are bhAI, tamane bobaDA banavAnuM koNa kahe che? bolo, paNa jarUra lAge tyAM bolo, satya bolo, asatya na uccAro. madhura bolo, hitakara bolo, paNa nirarthaka bolavAnuM baMdha karo. temAMthI ja aneka anartho sarjAtAM hoya che. ghaNI vakhata satya vAta paNa gamatI nathI hotI, to zuM karavuM? khoTuM khudane nA game, sAcuM game nA lokane, bannene rAkhavA rAjI, dharI levuM sadA maunane. basa tame mauna rAkhavAnI taiyArI rAkho. satya bolIne saMgharSa Ubho thato hoya to viveka keLavavo. bahu bola bola karanAro badhe pUchAya che kharo, paNa kaze pUjAto nathI, mauna rAkhanAra ne koI pUche nahIM evuM banekharuM paNa sAmenA dilamAM tenA pratye pUjyatAnAM bhAva to janmI jAya che. ItihAsamAM jeTalAM saMgharSa thayAM che te badhAM bolavAthI ja sarjAyAM che. eka kUtaro bIjA kUtarAne bhase che, tyAre jo bIjo kUtaro sAme bhasavAnuM cAlu kare to jhaghaDo vadhe che. paNa bIjo kUtaro zAMta tI jAya to pahelo ThaMDo thaI jAya che. jo kUtarAmAMya A niyama lAgu paDato hoya to ApaNe to buddhizALI prANI chIe. zAstra kahe che ke, pracaMDa puNyodaya vinA jIvane vAcA maLatI nathI. to zA mATe teno durupayoga - 26

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karavo? rUpiyA ane dAgInAnI surakSA jo tijorImAM che to jIvananI vadhu surakSA jIbhane dAMtarUpI tijorImAM rAkhI mUkavAmAM ja che ane hA, vadhu bolanAra pAse, satya kyAreya AvatuM nathI. kAraNa ke satyano anubhava maunamAM ja che. dAMta ane jIbhano jhaghaDo ekavAra dAMta ane jIbhano jhaghaDo thayo. moTAI ane tAkAtanuM moTuM yudhdha thayuM. jIbhanuM kahevuM ke, mArI tAkAta vadhu che. ane dAMtanuM kahevuM ke, jIbha karatAM ame vadhu tAkAtavALA chIe. ame batrIsa jaNAM chIe, amArI pAse majabUta killo che.. ame dhArIe to tArA be TUkaDA karI nAMkhIe. paNa tuM ekalI chuM eTale tArI dayA khAIe chIe samajI ? haLaveka rahIne jIbhe dAtane jaDabAtoDa javAba parakhAvyo, huM bhale ekalI chuM. paNa huM gabharAtI nathI, tamane mArI tAkAtanI khabara nathI. draupadImAM rahIne meM mahAbhAratanuM sarjana karyuM che. rAjA dazarathanAM mukhamAM besIne meM rAmane cauda varaso vanavAsa apAvyo che. ane prabhu mahAvIranA mukhamAM sthAna prApta karIne caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karavAnuM sadbhAgya mAruM ja hatuM. tame mArA be TUkaDA karI nAMkhavAnI bhale tAkAta dharAvo, paNa jo huM ADuMavaLuM bakI nAkhIza to tamane batrIsane jaLamULathI paDAvI naMkhAvavAnI marI tAkAta che. samajyA! basa tyArathI ja dAMte parAjaya svIkArI lIdho che. tyArathI A jIbhe samagra deha upara sAmrAjya jamAvI dIdhuM che. jIbhamAM bhale hADakuM nA hoya paNa hADakAM bhaMgAvI nAMkhavAnuM baLa to tenI pAse gajabanuM che. eTalA mATe ja kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke jeNe jIbha para kAbU meLavyo che. teNe samagra jagata para vijya meLavyo che. tethI ja badhI Indriyo karatAM jIbhane vadhu rakSaNa Apela che. vacanaratna mukha koTaDI, hoTha kapAya jaDAya, paheregIra batrIsa che, rakhe paravaza paDI jAya. kiMmatI vacanaratnonI jatanA karo. jarUra vagara mukhanI koTaDImAMthI tene bahAra kADhazo nahIM. krodha jIvananI kamajorI che krodha agni che. krodha AMdhaLo che. agni je sAme Ave tene saLagAvI. nAkhe che. krodhAvezamAM konI sAthe zuM bolI rahyo chuM tenuM bhAna nathI rahetuM. krodha karavAthI sauthI paheluM nukasAna krodha karanArAnA zarIrane thAya che. lohI UkaLI jAya che. mana zAMta bane che tyAre pAcho pastAvo thAya che. are dosta ! jarA DAhyo thaIne zAMta citte tuM tArA aMtaranA UMDANamAM DokiyuM kare ke sauthI vhAluM mAruM A zarIra phakta pAMca miniTanA krodha mATe keTaluM nukasAna veThe che ane chevaTe to pastAvo ja thavAno che! nakkI karo ke mAre krodha nathI ja karavo. koIthI game tevI bhUla thAya, game tevuM tUTI jAya, kUTI jAya tamAruM dhAryuM kare ke nA kare, tamane koI bolAve nA bolAve. tamAruM koI mAne ke na mane paNa tame gusso nahi ja karo. tene kSamA karI do. mAphI ApI do, mana haMmezAM gulAbanI jema suvAsita rAkho. haMmezAM prasanna raho. svabhAva haMmezAM gulAbanI jema suvAsita rAkho. haMmezAM prasanna raho. svabhAva haMmezAM zItaLa rAkho. koI game teTaluM chaMcheDe, khIjAve to paNa kadI gusso na karazo, aMtarane sAgara jevuM vizALa banAvo. dareka pratye prema rAkho. makkama banIne nirNaya karo ke have mAre krodhano paDachAyo paNa na joIe. aMtaramAM kSamAnA sUrajane ugADo. kSamAno praveza eTale krodhanI vidAyano divasa parvanA pAvana sAnnidhyane kSamAdIpa pragaTAvo ane krodhanA aMdhakArane bhagAvo. mAnavI haMmezAM tenAthI kamajora upara ja krodha kare che. ApaNAthI vadhu zaktizALInI sAme ApaNe krodhane zAMta rAkhIe chIe. vadhu paDato krodha ApaNA parivAra upara ja ThAlavIe chIe. nokarImAM ke dhaMdhAmAM jo ApaNane koIka bolI jAya, game tema khakhaDAvI nAMkhe ke koIka bIjo ApaNAM karatAM vadhu sAruM karI batAve athavA to ApaNe jene potAnA hakkakyuM mAnatA hoya ane te vastu ApaNane na maLe to ApaNA sUkSma manamAM A vAta suSupta thaIne paDI rahe che. ISyavRtti, veravRtti ke badalo levAnI bhAvanA suSupta rahe che. ApaNA karatAM nAnI vyakti sAthe ke parivAramAM rahelAM patnI bhAI, bhAbhI, bALako, mA ke bApanI sAme ApaNe tene krodha rUpe ajANatAM ja ThAlavI daIe chIe. tenA lIdhe ApaNe parivArano prema gumAvI besIe chIe. parivAra paNa krodhIlI vyaktithI dUra rahe che. tenI sAthe vAta karavAnuM paNa TALe che. kyAMka bhaDako thaI jAya evA DaranAM mAryA koI tenI najIka javA rAjI nathI hotuM ! - 28 - ra0

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pahelA mAnava to bano. vidvAnoMkI nahIM, kartavyaniSThoMkI kamI hai saMvidhAnoMkI nahIM niSThAvAnoMkI kamI hai caha jamAnA baDA aTapaTA A gayA bhagavAnakI nahIM Aja InsAnoMkI kamI hai. mANasonI vastI khUba vadhatI jAya che paNa sAcA, sArA InsAnanI. koTInA mANaso ghaTatA jAya che! tevuM nathI lAgatuM? InsAna banavAnuM choDI IzvaranI zodhamAM nIkaLelo mANasa hatAza ane niSpharatA sivAya kaMI pAmato nathI. ImArata tyAre Take che jyAre teno pAyo majabUta ane UMDo hoya, vRkSa vAyunA jhapATAmAM paNa aDIkhama rahI zake jo mULiyA UMDA ane majabUta hoya, IzvaranI yAtrAe nIkaLelo mANasa Izvara sudhInI yAtrAmAM tyAre maLI zake che jyAre tenI InsAniyatanA pAyA UMDA ane majabUta hoya... mANasa nathI eka bhikhArI zeThanI dukAna pAse AvIne zeThanI sAmuM joI kahI rahyo hato, zeTha sAheba! mane bahu tarasa lAgI che mAre paisA nahIM eka glAsa pANI joIe che. sAheba pANI pIvaDAvazo ! bhagavAna tamAruM bhaluM karaze. zeThe gAdI para beThA beThA javAba Apyo hamaNAM thoDIvAra Ubho re' mAro mANasa bAjumAM gayo che tene AvavA de. mANasane AvatA ghaNIvAra lAgI tyAre bhikhArI pAcho zeThane kahevA lAgyo zeTha sAheba! tamAro mANasa hajI Avyo nahIM. mane tarasa khUba lAgI che pANI pIvaDAvI do eTale huM ravAnA thaI jAUM. tyAM to zeTha bhikhArI Upara tADUkyA tane kahyune mANasane AvavA de, utAvaLa hoya to ravAnA thA ahIMyAthI, bhikhArIe dhIme rahIne zeThane samajAvyA sAheba tamAro mANasa jyAre Ave tyAre paNa thoDIvAra tame mANasa banI jAva ane pANI pIvaDAvone. A sAMbhaLatAM ja zeThe bhikhArIne vagara pANIe ravAnA karI dIdho. basa vAta ema che DokTara banatA pahelA, vakIla banatA pahelAM, zeTha ke zikSaka banatA pahelAM, sAdhu ke zrAvaka banatA pahelAM mANasane saMbodhIne vAraMvAra kahyuM ke mAnava... mAnava bana... AjanI yunivarsiTI mANasane DokTara-vakIla-sI.e. banAve che paNa mANasa banAvavA tAlIma apAtI nathI. mANasa eTale vyasana mukta, durAcAra ane duSkRtyathI mukta hoya. hiMsA-anyAya-anIti karavAmAM jenuM dila kyAreya taiyAra na hoya, te saMgharSa nahIM samAdhAna zodhato hoya. cAlo ApaNe Izvara banatA pahelAM mANasa banIe. nA hoya jhaMkhanA uttaranI toya pUche che, prazna che ko'ka bIjAno ne uttara ko'ka pUche che, haMmezA hoya che A vizvamAM be jAtanA mAnavo, raDAve ko'ka jIvanamAM ne AMsu ko'ka lUche che. have to yuvAnone bhagavAna ja bacAvI zake. AjanA yuvAno dharmathI dUra jaI rahyAM che. raMgarAga phezana-vyasananI dizAmAM AgaLa vadhI rahyAM che. upAzrayomAM ane saMto pAse AvavA te rAjI nathI. je yuvAna Ave che tenI pAchaLa vaDIlonuM dabANa... athavA to saMtonA Agrahane vaza thaIne te Ave che. zuM yuvAnone dharma ane dharmanuM ghara karatAM saMto nahIM gamatAM hoya? zuM yuvAnone samayano abhAva che? zuM yuvAno nAstika banyAM che? yuvAno dharmathI vimukha thavAnA sAcA kAraNo nIce rajU karuM chuM, je vAMcIne pUnarAvartana choDI daI parivartana karavAmAM Avaze to yuvAna jarUra dharmanI samIpa Avaze tevuM mAruM mAnavuM che... bAkI to bhagavAna jANe...! 1. dharmanA kSetramAM rAjakAraNe praveza lIdho che : pramukho, TrasTIo, maMtrIo je saMghanA saMcAlanakartA che te eka bIjAne pachADavAnAM ane padabhraSTa karavAnI vRttionA kAraNe dharmanI bAbatone bAju para karI rAjakAraNI dAva dharmasthAnakomAM paNa khelavA lAgyAM che. prAyaH pratyeka saMghamAM be pArTIo hoya che. bhAjapa, koMgresa jevAM be pakSa thAya che. pachI dharmanA kSetramAM ekabIjA para AkSepo, Avezo ThAlavavAnA kAmo karI saMghanA vAtAvaraNane dUSita banAvI devAmAM Ave che. A 29 - 30

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vAtAvaraNa saMta-satIjIonI zAMtimAM paNa khalelarUpa bane che. yuvAnane dharma pratye abhAva janmAvavAmAM kAraNabhUta bane che. jo A rAjakAraNavRtti dharmasthAnakomAMthI nIkaLI jAya to yuvAno dharmAbhimUkha thaI zake. 2. dharmamAM dhananuM mahattva : dharmakSetramAM ghUsI gayAM che dhanavAnonA svAgata, bahumAna, dhana uparathI. mUccha utAravAno jorazorathI upadeza levAmAM Ave che. chatAM pratyeka dharmAnuSThAnomAM dhanane praveza ApavAmAM Avyo che. badhAM dharmAnuSThAno pAchaLa dhana goThavAya gayuM che. jApa karo, sAmAyika karo, tapasyA karo, pratikramaNa zIkho, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLo, badhAMnI pAchaLa dhanane sthAna ApavAmAM AvyuM che. pratikramaNa zIkho sAyakala ApavAmAM Avaze. tapasyA karo sonAno cena ApavAmAM Avaze vagere... yuvAno A dhana ane dhanavAnonAM dharmasthAnakamAM thatAM bahumAnone joIne paNa dharmanuM daMbhI paNuM joI rahe che. saMto ane satIjIo pratyakSa yA parokSa rIte A dhananI jALamAM pravezatA hoya che. teono eTalo ja svArtha hoya che "mAtra nAmanA' baghAMne thavuM joIe ke phalANAM padhAryA hatAM ane ATalo dharma thayo hato. saMghano svArtha hoya che saMghanuM nAma cAreya tarapha guMjatuM thaI jAya. AvA dhananA prabhAvane laIne yuvAno dharmathI prabhAvita thatA nathI dhanane jo mahattva na ApavAmAM Ave to yuvAno pharI dharmamArge caDI jAya tevuM lAge che. 3. bAhya kriyAno phUgAvo : dharmanA kSetre mAtra dekhAva che. dharmanI kriyAne ja dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. dharmanI kriyA karanAra dharmiSTha pachI bhale ne te dharmanI kriyA karyA bAda kaMI paNa khoTAM kAma kare! chatAM samAja tenuM dharmiSThanuM biruda Apaze. je dharmakriyA nathI karato tene nAstikamAM... pApImAM... khapAvI devAmAM Ave che. kriyA karavAnI vAta karavAmAM Ave che, tyAre yuvAna kriyAmAM na besI zakavAnA kAraNe dharmasthAnakamAM AvavAnuM TALe che. have jyAM sudhI sAmAyikAdinuM pUrNa mahattva ene samajAvavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI ene bhAva paNa kyAMthI AvavAnA che? dharma-dharmakriyA ane dhyeya A traNeya bAbato jo yuvAnone sacoTa rIte samajAvAya nahIM to dharmanA mArge te AgaLa nahIM AvI zake jIvana padhdhatimAM svabhAve aMzamAtra parivartana nA dekhAvAnA kAraNe yuvAna sahaja bole che ke ame dharma nathI karatAM paNa vAte vAte tamArI jema krodha to nathI karatAM ne? ame koIne naDatararUpa to. nathI banatAM ne? tamArI koI cIja vastu tUTI ke phATI to tame samatA to. rAkhatAM nathI, dharma samajavA chatAM ApanAmAM parivartana kema nahIM? basa, Aje dharmakriyAo, dharmasthAno, dharmaupadezo ane dharmionI bhIDa puSkaLa vadhatI jAya che, paraMtu aMtaraMga dharmanI sparzanA nahIMvata thatI jaNAya che. eTale ke dharmI loko dharmanI chata nIce daMbhAcaraNa karatAM dekhAvAne kAraNe yuvAno dhArminA jIvanamAMthI preraNA levAne badale bhogI banI jatA jaNAya che. have to dharma ane dharmakriyAne judI darzAvI vAstavika upadeza Ape evA saMto ane satIjIo bagaDelI bAjIne sudhArI zake tema che. nahIM to A yuvAno jaina tarIke nahIM to mAnavatAnA guNathI paNa nIce jaIne kAma karatAM acakAze nahIM. have to saMto ja 4. dharmamAM anukaraNavRtti : ANe Ama karyuM ApaNe paNa Ama karo eTale ke samajaNa vagaranuM dhyeya vagaranuM anukaraNa. AvA anukaraNa pAchaLa chUpAyelo hoya che ahaMkAra, sanmAnanI bhAvanA. badhAM mArAM vakhANa kare. ghaNAMne ema lAge. ke A bhAI khUba dharmiSTha che, udAra che, mAruM sAruM dekhAya, mAruM koI ADuM na bole, Ama khoTAM kAmane DhAMkavA mATe anukaraNano Azraya levAmAM Avato hoya che, khoTuM DhaMkAya ane lokomAM dharmiSTha tarIkenI chApa paDe, pachI dharma pravRttinuM anukaraNa koNa choDe? eNe dAna karyuM to ApaNe enAthI Dabala karo. phalANAMe aThThAI tapamAM sAMjI karI, vyAkhyAnamAM hatI karI, ApaNe paNa karo. tenAthI vadhu sAruM dekhAya te mATe saMgha jamaNa karAvo. AvA anukaraNamAM dharma to dUra rahyo paNa mANasa ahaMkAranA pApe karmanA baMdhane baMdhAto jAya che. jo A dekhAdekhIthI zrI saMgha dUra rahe to huM mAnuM cu ke dharmamAM pragati thayAM vinA na rahe. dekhAdekhI nahIM paNa AtmAnA hitane kendramAM rAkhIne anusaraNa thAya to paNa ghaNuM che. dharmamArge vAstavika AtmAnA sukhanA AnaMdano anubhava, mArga batAvavAmAM na AvavAthI te 31 - 32

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dharmathI dUra cAlyo jAya che. 5. bhoganuM vAtAvaraNa : jyAM jyAM najara paDe tyAM manamAM vikRtti sarjAya tevuM AjanuM kalUSita vAtAvaraNa che. ghera ghera TI.vI. cenalo, viDiyo, gharanI divAla para coMTADavAmAM AvelA lmiI kalAkAronA citro, strIonA motavardhaka mekaapa, lajjA rahita cenacALAM, vyasanonA bhoga banelAM yuvAno, phezanebala banatI jatI yuvatio, maryAdAnI badhIe vADo prAyaH veravikhera thaI gaI che. skUlathI mAMDI koleja sudhI ja nahIM, gharathI mAMDI sArAe zahera sudhI, cAre tarapha palakamAM vADone paDatI banAvI devAnI tAkAta dharAvatuM AjanuM vAtAvaraNa che. have yuvAnInA uMbare AvelAne A vAtAvaraNanI manamAM asara na thavA devI koI khAvAnA khela nathI. bhoganA bhayAnaka vAtAvaraNanI manamAM asara na thavA devI koI khAvAnA khela nathI. bhoganA bhayAnaka vAtAvaraNathI bacAvanAra mAtra dharma ja che. A dharmanA kSetranuM vAtAvaraNa paNa dinapratidina bagaDatuM jaNAya che. ahaMkAra, rAga, dveSa, mAruM-tAruM, moha-lobha, mAyA, mamatanA bhayAnaka tAMDavoe paNa dharmakSetrane kalUSita karavAmAM bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. have A navI peDhI kyAM jaze? navI peDhInI sAme AMgaLI cIMdhanArA aDhaLaka mANaso jovA maLe che paNa sAcI dizA tarapha AgaLI cIMdhanArA bahuM ochA jovA maLe che. maMdiromAM ne upAzrayamAM mohavardhaka paheravezo paherI keTalAMka dharmio Ave che. rUpiyAvALAne sau AgaLa jagyA karI Ape che. eTale Aje mAtra bAhya ThaThArAnuM pramANa vadhatuM jovA maLe che. tevA saMjogomAM navI peDhI nathI to dharmanI najIka AvI zakatI nathI to bhoganA AkarSaNa bharyA vAtAvaraNathI chUTI zakatI !!! vAMka kono. 6. kathanI karaNImAM aMtara : bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA siddhAMtonA artha, bhAvArtha, nIti niyamonI mAnyatA pratyeka paMthanI, saMpradAyanI, saMghanI ane saMtanI alaga alaga jovA maLe che. Aje jemanuM comAsu che te prabhunI vANI samajAve te ja bIjA comAsAmAM samajAve paNa bannenA vicAro alaga jovA maLe. eka kahe che kriyA vinA mokSa nahIM, bIjA kahe che jJAna vinA dharma nahIM. trIjA kaMIka judI ja bAbata pharamAve. pratyeka saMpradAya bhagavAnanAM siddhAMtane potAnI rIte samajAve tyAre navI peDhInA manamAM utpanna thaze, AmAM zuM sAcuM haze ? vAta eka, maMtavya aneka. jene kAraNe yuvAnanI samasyA vadhatI ja jAya che. kyA maMtavyane sAcuM mAnavuM ? dharmanA pAyAnA niyamomAM ya AkAza jamInanuM aMtara jaNAya che. eka dharmanA aneka paMtha, aneka mata, aneka siddhAMta, aneka lakSa, aneka pakSa, aneka kriyA. emAMya eka paMthI bIjA paMthInI TIkA... AkSepo... doSo pragaTa kare. jene laIne A yuvA peDhI dharmane jhaMjhaTa samajI tenAthaI dUra thaI vyasana, phezanane ravADe caDI jAya che. pachI A samAja ja bole che yuvA peDhI bagaDI gaI che. are, bagaDI nathI gaI bagADavAmAM AvI rahI che. yuvAnane sAcA raste laI javA mATe saMto-saMpradAyoe taTastha bhAve vicAravuM paDaze nahIMtara bhagavAna jANe yuvAna zuM nahIM kare? cAlo sahu sAthe maLIne yuvAnanI zaktine eka dharmanA raste lAvavAno suMdara, sAtvika prayatna karIe. sArAmAM sAro padArtha paNa je bagaDI zake che to kharAbamAM kharAba vyakti paNa sudharI zake che e vAtamAM zaMkA karazo nahIM. rAMdhelA dhAnane ane mAnavInA manane bagaDatA vAra lAgatI nathI mana tAju hoya tyAM sudhI satkAryo karI levA hitAvaha che. - 33 - 34

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TIkA jIravI jhANo prabhu mahAvIra svAmIno divya saMdeza che : se bala hAcaI he mAnavI ! tArI kAnanI sAMbhaLavAnI zakti pratidina kSaya thaI rahI che. tArI AMkha tejasvItA gumAvI rahI che. to tArI svAda levAnI zakti ghaTatI jAya che. are! AkhI boDInI tAkAta pratikSaNa kSaya thaI rahI che. je Aje eno. khyAla nahIM Ave jyAre sadaMtara sAMbhaLavuM - bolavuM baMdha thaze tyAre . khyAlamAM Avaze ane AvI dazA AvatA pahelA ja prabhunuM kahevuM che ke tAkha dharmo samAcare kSamA - Arjava, mAharta rUpa dharmane A mAnava jIvanamAM sthAna ApI de nahIMtara pastAvA sivAya tArA hAthamAM kAMIja nahIM rahe. A loka paraloka ane ubhaya loka traNeya bhayAnaka banI jaze jo tuM dharmathI vegaLo cAlIza to. mATe ja mahAvIra prabhu vAraMvAra jaNAve che jAgo... jIvo... jIvavA do... kaSAyo jIto. A divya saMdeza jene jIvanamAM apanAvyo teo dharma ArAdhanA mATe. jAgyA che. jIvonI dayA pAmavA lAgyA che ane AtyaMtara zatruo kaSAyane jItavA mATe prayatnazIla banyA che. muddAnI vAta e che tame jyAre dharmAdinA zubha kAma AraMbhazo eTale tamArI sAme be vAvAjhoDA Ave che temAM ekanuM nAma che prazaMsA jyAre bIjAnuM nAma che TIkA. pratyeka mAnavInA jIvanamAM prAyaH A be vAvAjhoDAM AvatAM hoya che. jo temAM phasAya jAya to vyaktinI yAtrA tyAM ja virAma pAmI jAya che. prazaMsA pacAvI jANo to mANasa ne sauthI vadhu potAnI prasaMzA game che ane eTale ja mANasa sauthI vadhu prazaMsAne kAraNe ja chetarAya che. hoMziyAra, budhdhivAna, paMDito, sAdhako ane mokSapaMthe prayANa karI rahelA mokSArthIo ne gabaDAvanAra prazaMsAnuM vAvAjhoDuM che jenA jhApaTAmAM je je AvyA teo patananI khAImAM gabaDyA che. paNa e vAta samajavI joIe ke kAryanI sAcI prazaMsA jyAre karavAmAM Ave che tyAre vyaktinuM vyaktitva pragaTa thatuM hoya che. khoTI khuzAmata ane prazaMsA mANasane UMce laI jAya che. paraMtu khuzAmata ane prazaMsA vaccenI bhedarekhA bahu sukSama che, je samajavI - oLakhavI muzkela che. e vAta nakkI che ke mANasane prazaMsA game che. eTale mANasa koIne koI rIte temAM phasAI jAya che. enAthI bacavAno eka mAtra rasto che ane e che prazaMsAne pAtra banavA mATe mahenata karatA rahevAno. koI kahe ke tame to sAyagala jevuM gAva cho... tamAro svara latA jevo che... tame to TolasToya jevuM lakho cho... tame to sAce ja sAdhu jevA lAgo cho... tamArI chaTA abehUba vivekAnaMda jevI lAge che... vigere... vigere... AvI koI paNa vyakti sAthe tamArI kaLAne joDavAmAM Ave tyAre te vyakti sudhI pahoMcavA mATe mahenata karavAnuM cAlu rAkho paraMtu phUlAI jaIne meLavelI prazaMsAne khoI nAkhavAnI bhUla karazo nahIM. jIvana kSetre ArAdhelA zubha kAryanI prazaMsA havA jevI che. sAmethI AvatI havA AgaLa vadhavAmAM avarodhaka bane che. jyAre pAchaLathI havA sahAyaka bane che. tema kAryanI zarUAtamAM athavA kAryanI pUrNatA pahelA ja maLI jatI prazaMsA AgaLathI AvatI havA che je kAryanI saphaLatA sudhI javA de ke nA paNa javA de... jyAre kAryanI saMpUrNatA e maLatI prazaMsA pAchaLathI AvatI havA jevI che je navA kAryamAM preraka banI rahe che. mAro pahelo naMbara Avyo pappA, huM Aje doDavAnI resamAM pahelA naMbare Avyo. zAbAza ! beTA tArI pragati ne joIne huM bahu khuza chu. mAthA upara hAtha pheravatA pheravatA pitA putrane prazaMsAbharyA zabdo dvArA navAjhe che. ane dikaro phulAI na jAya eTale mIThI zikhAmaNa samaya joIne ApI ke beTA! te kAryanI zarUAta karI che. prathamavAra tuM pahelo naMbara lAvyo che. have mArI eka sUcanA che jo tAre doDaresanA kSetre hajI AgaLa pragati sAdhavI hoya to tuM mitro sAthe pAnanA galle sigAreTa pIve che te baMdha karI de kAraNa ke doDaresamAM sigAreTanuM vyasana avarodhaka banaze! acchA pappA! AjathI huM sigAreTano sadaMtara tyAga karU chuM ane tyArabAda A putra doresamAM prativarSa vijaya tarapha AgaLa vadhavA lAgyo. 35 - 36

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khuzAmatanI havA prAyaH AgaLathI AvatI hoya che. jyAre prazaMsAnI havA vaDilo taraphathI maLatI hoya che je pathamAM patha darzaka banIne kAma karatI hoya che. yAda rAkhajo prazaMsanIya kArya karavA sahelA che. prazaMsanIya kArya badala prazaMsA meLavavI paNa AsAna che paraMtu prazaMsAne jIvanamAM pacAvI jANavI muzkela che. bhojanathI peTapUrti thAya che jyAre prazaMsAthI manapUrti jaldI thatI nathI hotI. tame eTaluM to kahI ja zako tema cho ke karelA kArya karatAM adhika prazaMsAo maLatI hoya tyAre tame game teno tyAga karo eTale mana upara enI asarane mArI nAkho ane ethI AgaLa vadhIne eTaluM to ApaNe badhA kahI zakIe ke ApaNA hAthe thaI gayelA sArA kAmanI ApaNe pote ja potAnI prazaMsA karavAnuM baMdha karI zakIe tema chIe ne? svaprazaMsA mahA anartha sarjanArI bAbata che. pote potAnA vakhANa karavA na besI javuM. bIjo mArI prazaMsA kare te mATe na besI rahevuM. ATaluM thAya to prazaMsAne pacAvavAmAM ApaNe saphaLatA meLavI zakIzuM. mANasa mAtrane potAnI prazaMsA game che. paNa kamanasIbI e che ke, kAyama tene prazaMsA sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI, jeTalI vAra sAruM kAma thAya. eTalIvAra tenI prazaMsA karavA koI navarU nathI hotuM paNa ekAdavAra khoTuM kAma thaI jAya to tarata ja TIkA karavA mATe mANaso umaTI paDe che. mATe AgaLa vikAsa IcchanAre prazaMsA karatA TIkAne jIravavA mATe vadhu taiyAra rahevuM joIe. prazaMsAnI vAta evI che ke pahelA maLe che pachI mANasa ene meLavavA mATe mathe che. ane pachI to mAnavInuM vyasana banI jAya che. tyAre mANasa evI hAlata upara AvI jAya che ke kArya tyAre karavA taiyAra thAya jo e kAryanI prazaMsA maLavAnI hoya nahIMtara bhale ahita sarjAya paNa kAryanI prazaMsA maLavAnI hoya nahIMtara bhale ahita sarjAya paNa kAryanI kaLa hovA chatAM kAryanI upekSA karavA lAgI jAya che. jeoe prazaMsA pacAvavA bAbatanI thApa khAdhI che temanI A dazA jovA maLe che ane prazaMsAnA apacAvALA mANasonI manovRtti evI banI jAya che ke teo temanI TIkA jIravI jANatA hotA nathI , pote e jANatA hoya che ke A mArI bhUla thaI che chatAM bhUlano svIkAra karavAne badale bhUlano bacAva karavAnA prayatno karI letA hoya che jene prazaMsA pacAvI jANI hoya che te TIkAne jIravI jANatA hoya che. jene prazaMsA pacAvI jANI hoya che te TIkAne jIravI jANatA hoya che. ane hA Aja sudhI pRthvI upara janma lenAra koIpaNa vyaktinI TIkA na thaI hoya evuM banyuM nathI. vyakti jeTalI mahAna, eTalI enI TIkA vadhu tIvra ane kaDavI, budhdha, mahAvIra, jIsasa krAIsTa mahAtmA gAMdhI vigere koIpaNa mahApurUSanA jIvana para najara karo TIkAnA tIrano mAro emanA upara satata thato rahyo che. eja rIte vaijJAniko, kalAkAro, lekhako, kavio paNa TIkAothI bacI zakyA nathI. A TIkAnAM tIrane ja pachADI zake che jene TIkA jIravI levAnI kaLA hastagata karI na hatI. bAkI TIkAne jIravI lo to prazaMsA karatAM TIkA vadhu sahAyaka che. TIkA karanArAno A samAjamAM koI toTo nathI, tAkIne beThA hoya che tame kyAM bhUla karo cho ? Ama joIe to TIkA kAro bahu sArA che. jeonI hAjarI mAtrathI ApaNe bhUlathI ugarI jaIe chIe. jene AgaLa vadhavuM che teo mATe A TIkAkAro AzIrvAda rUpa che. ghaNAM mANaso evA hoya che ke emanI TIkA koIe karI eTale sArAM kAmo. karavAnI bAbata paDatI mUkI nAsIpAsa thaI eksAITa thaI jatA hoya che. TIkAthI DaratA mANaso kyAreya koI kSetramAM AgaLa vadhI zakavA samartha banaze nahIM. TIkA nA vRkSa para ja prazaMsAnA phaLo lAgatAM hoya che. te vAta jenA manamAM daDhatApUrvaka samajAI gaI che teo TIkA thavA chatAM paNa vadhu jorathI kArya upADe che. koI vyakti jyAre ApaNI sakhata TIkA kare tyAre uzkerAI javAne badale gabharAI javAne badale TIkAnA paDadA pAchaLa jovA prayatna karavada joIe. TIkA karanAra ApI TIkA zA mATe kare che? TIkA karavAno eno svabhAva che? mArA kAryamAM koI bhUla che ? vigere bAbata para vicAra karavAthI sAcuM kAraNa hAthamAM Avaze paNa TIkAkArane duzmana gaNI. - 3 - 38

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mAnava jIvana ane jaina darzana ApaNe paNa enA jevA banI javAthI ghaNuM meLaveluM gumAvavA jevuM bane mATe tamArI TIkA koI virodhI kare to ethI jarAya subdha thazo nahIM. TuMkamAM eTaluM samajI levuM ke zarIra mATe mIThAza sAthe kaDavAzanI paNa eTalI ja jarUra hoya che tema jIvana vikAsa mATe prazaMsAnI sAthe TIkAnI paNa jarUra hoya che. prazaMsA pacAvatA jAo ane TIkAne jIravatA jAo. jarUra tame tamArI maMjhilane AMbIne rahezo. jaina darzanamAM prazaMsAnI prAptinuM kAraNa puNya batAvyuM che jyAre TIkAnI pAchaLa pApa kAraNabhUta che. jyAre baMnne avasthAmAM mAdhyastha rAkhavAnuM kAma dharmanA hAthanuM che. to dharma sudhI pahoMcI janAra A prazaMsA ane TIkAnA samayamAM vijetA banI zake dehathI jagata chUTe tenuM nAma tyAga, manathI jagata chUTe tenuM nAma vairAga, choDavAnuM have kAMI bAkI nathI rahyuM tenuM nAma vItarAga. "nizA bhale bhayaMkara ho, uSA navI savAra lAve che, patananI hara pagathI eka navuM utthAna lAve che, nirAzA parNa khaMkherI, nita navI AzAo pAMgaratI, zizira ja to 'vasaMta'nI haMmezAM bane che pUrvagAmI." muzkelIo sAme tUTI paDavAne badale TaTAra rahevAnI, svastha rahevAnI kevI pracaMDa preraNA bharI che A paMktio ! saphaLatA te ja sara karI zake ke je parAjayamAM paNa vijayanA vAvetara nihALI zake, pIche haThamAM paNa Age. baDhonA eMdhANa pAmI zake, niSphaLatAnA nArAmAMthI paNa saphaLatAnA saMdeza tAravI zake, ghaNI paristhiti para saphaLatA prApta na thatA, nAsI pAsa thaIne nirAzAno cophALa oDhIne jANe jiMdagI AkhI hArI gayA jevI mAnasika sthiti banAvI, nasIbane doSa detAM laTakatAM mukhaDe gamagInInA gIto gAtAM pharyA kare che. AvA puruSArthanA paMgu puruSo kyAreya sAme AvelI takane oLakhI zakatA nathI ane sarakatA pArAnI jema teonA hAthamAM taka kyAre sarI jAya che te jANatA nathI. jaina darzana' pAMca samavAyane kArya saphaLatAnA pAyArUpe varNave che, juo A rahyAM tenAM ajaba gajaba nA rahasyo... cAlo, tene samajIe ane nirAzAnA vAdaLone dUra karI saphaLatAno sUraja pragaTAvIe. svabhAva :jIva jagata ane jaDa jagata. A banne jagatane teno potAno svataMtra svabhAva che. jagatanuM koIpaNa dazya svabhAvavihIna hotuM nathI. ane jagatanI sarva ghaTanAo A svabhAvane avalaMbe che. kerInI goTalIno svabhAva che ugavAno, jyAre paththarano svabhAva ugavAno nathI. ghaNAM loko paththarane ugADavAno vAMjhIyo purUSArtha karatA hoya che. jamInamAM paththara vAvIne tene khAtara pANI ane tenI anya zuzruSA karatA hoya che. have jyAre paththarane phaNago phUTe ja nahIM tyAre kapALa kUTatA kahetA hoya che. o ho...! ATalo pracaMDa puruSArtha karyo, keTakeTalA nusakhA karyA... paNa - 40 che che je yAda rahe AyaMbIlonI oLIthI koDha maTavo sahelo che paraMtu jIvanano krodha maTavo kaThina che. 0 0 0 mANasa! makAna badale che, vastro badale che. saMbaMdho badale che. chatAM duHkhI che kAraNa! teno svabhAva badalavA te taiyAra nathI, - 39

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hAMya jyAM mAruM nasIba ja vAkuM hoya tyAM zuM thAya? Apa vicArI zako cho ke je dravyano svabhAva ja ugavAno nathI tevA jaDa paththarane bhava Akho khAtara baradAstI karyA karone, paNa paththara kAMI ugatA haze? jaina darzanapaSTa nirdeza kare che ke dareka tattvamAM teno nirjIva svabhAva hoya che ane te tattva tenA svabhAva mujaba ja kArya kare che. tenA svabhAva viruddhanuM koIpaNa kArya te tattvo karI zakatA nathI, mATe prathama svabhAvane jANavo jarUrI che. abhavino svabhAva kyAreya mokSamAM javA mATe banavAno nathI. abhAva sAdhu bane che, sAdhanA kare che, ane zAstrakAra to jaNAve che ke sAdhanA thakI puNyopArjana karIne devalokamAM navaraiveyaka sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. nasIbane jeTaluM samakSa rAkhavAmAM Ave che, purUSArthane paNa jeTalo najarAM. levAmAM Ave che, eTalo A svabhAva prAyaH najaramAM levAmAM Avato nathI. jIvonI tamAma pravRttimAM svabhAva kAma kare che te vAta bhUlavI na joIe. kALa!... kALa eTale samaya... je avirata vaheto ja rahe che.. paNa tenA damanA. niyama mujaba tene nathI bAMdhI zakAto ke nathI tene bhagADI zakAto ke nathI tene sthira karI zakAto. niyatinA dama majuba cAlavAne te baMdhAyelo. che. na eka paLa AgaLa ke na eka paLa pAchaLa. have AvA samayane mAnavI tenI ja matinA gajathI mApavA jAya to kema cAle? ApaNe jANIe chIe ke goTalImAM ugavAno svabhAva che ane te ugavAthI vRkSa ane phaLa maLavuM ja joIe. have kadAca ApaNe kerInI goTalI vAvI pANI paNa pAyuM ane have hukama karIe ke cAla kerI Apa, che ne taddana zekhacallInI vAta ! ''na bhUto... na bhaviSyati' dareka dravyane phaLavA mATe tene jarUrI samaya Apavo ja paDe, teTalo samaya ApaNe dhIraja dharavI ja joIe. ApaNI dharma karavAnI taiyArI che, paraMtu tenA marmane samajavAnI dhIraja nathI. dharmakaraNInA satkarmanA phaLa paNa samayAnusAra ja prApta thAya che. Ama dareka bAbatomAM dhIraja Avazyaka che. badhI bAbatomAM badhuM ja phaTAphaTa thaI javAnI apekSA mANasane niSphaLatAnI khINamAM gabaDAvI de che. TUMkamAM dareka ghaTanAone pariNAmamAM AvavA mATe teno potAno alaga alaga samaya hoya che. "dhIraja dharatA zIkhe je naranAra, bhale hoya AMdhI ke hoya tUphAna, samaja "mANeka' samatAno sAra, pAmavA paramAtmA pada mahAna." sAdhanA karavI sahelI che, paNa dhIraja dharavAnI sAdhanA kaThina che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI jevA mahAna sAdhaka puruSane, jeNe paccIsamAM bhavamAM ja tIrthakara pada nizcita karI lIdhuM hatuM temane paNa skAyavIzamAM bhavamAM 12|| varSa ane 15 divasa sudhI dhIraja dharavI paDI hatI. tIrthakara banavA mATe Ama, dareka mAnavIe, cAhe te ArAdhaka hoya ke sAdhaka hoya paNa kAryanA pariNAma mATe... jIvananI saphaLatA mATe dhIrajathI samayane pasAra thavA devo joIe. samayanA sAgaramAM taro jarUra, taNAva nahIM, kAraNa ke taravuM te purUSArtha che, taNAvuM te "moha' che. kArya karatA raho. kArya thaI javuM ja joIe... e mAnyatA ja bhUla bharela che. kAraNa ke kAryanA pariNAmo - saphaLatAnA e samayane Adhina che. samaya mahattama che... te dhAre to jeTa jhaDape pariNAma ApaNA hAthamAM mUkI de ane te dhAre to jeTa jhaDape pariNAma ApaNA hAthamAM mUkI de ane te dhAre to gokaLagAyanI gatie paNa ApaNI dhIrajanI kasoTI karatA karatA paNa pariNAma Ape. dhIraja hovI joIe eka ciMtake kolejamAM vakatavya ApyuM ke tame kArya karatA raho, paraMtu tenI saphaLatA ke pariNAma mATe dhIraja rAkho, dhIrajanI kalA azakyane jarUra banAve tevI ajabanI che. kolejanA eka vidyArthIe vacce ja prazna karyo ke cAraNImAM pANI bharavAnI mahenata karIe ane varSo sudhI te kAryavAhI cAlu paNa rAkhIe to cAraNImAM pANI bharAze kharUM? A dhIrajanI vAta mArA magajamAM besatI nathI. vidyArthInA prazne ciMtakane kSaNabhara stabdha karI dIdhA. paNa bIjI ja kSaNe svasthatAthI temaNe javAba - 41 - 42

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Apyo - avazya cAraNImAM pANI rahI zake. mAtra pANIno barapha jAme teTalo samaya tamAre dhIraja dharavAnI rahe che. ciMtakanA javAbane vidhArthIoe tALIonA gaDagaDATathI vadhAvI lIdho. dhIrajano guNa Ajano mAnavI jhaDapabhera gumAvI rahyo che. pAMca samavAyamAM svabhAva jeTalo mahattvano che, eTaluM ja mahattava kALa (samaya) paNa che. kALa pAke tyAre ja kArya pariName che athavA pUrNa thAya che. karma : kAryamAM jIvano svabhAva, jIva mATe kALa (samaya)nI jeTalI AvazyaktA che, eTalI ja kAryamAM jIvanA karmanI che. saMcita karmo pramANe ja sukhaduHkhanI ghaTanA ghaTe che, karma vagara kyAreya kArya thatuM nathI ane kAryanA guNAvaguNa mujaba karmanuM avataraNa thAya che, tema ja jIvananuM nirmANa thAya che, sAthe temanI paristhiti paNa udbhave che. jaina darzananA ATha karmomAM mohanIya karma kepTananA sthAne che. pAMca samavAyamAM badhAM jeTalA mahattvanA che, eTaluM ja mahattva karmanuM che. "kattArameva aNujAI kamma" karma kartAne ja anusare che. karma thakI jIva koI paNa kArya karavAne prerAya che. karmano udaya paNa pAMca samavAya jeTalo ja mahattvano che. mATe sAvadhAna raho karma karatAM! karma udayamAM Avye raDavAthI koI ja artha sarato nathI. mAtra svabhAva ane kALathI ja saphaLatA prApta thatI nathI. mATe ja zAstra kahe che ke "karma vihina na phulam na phalam". purUSArtha - jaina dharma purUSArtha pradhAna dharma che. purUSArthathI ja niyatinuM nirmANa thAya che. nasIba para hAtha mUkIne rahenAro, purUSArtha karyA vinA saphaLatA Icche che. tame purUSArtha karatA ja raho, mahenata karatA ja raho saphaLatA tamane zodhatI Avaze. duHkhothI gabharAyA vinA muzkelInA tophAnothI DaryA vinA... duSTonI paravA karyA vinA... basa, tame tamAro purUSArtha karatA ja raho, jarUra tame dhAro cho tyAM pahoMcI zakazo. zreSTha dhanurdhArI banavAnA svapnA laIne gayelA ekalavyane ziSya banAvavAno InkAra gurUdroNAcArye karyo tyAre te tUTI paDyo hota to ! to 43 e zreSTha dhanurdhara kadI na banI zakta. paNa te tUTI paDavAne badale TaTTAra rahyo ane mATInA droNAcArya banAvIne svapna sidhdhio puruSArtha karato rahyo to Akhare arjunane AMTI de tevo zreSTha dhanurdhara thaI gayo. kahevAya che ke krikeTa vizvanA eka saphaLa kepTana klAIva loIDane enI kepTana zIpanA prAraMbhe ja uparAuparI parAjayo maLyA. zuM e A parAjayomAMthI nAsIpAsa thaI gayo? nA eNe vizvAsathI kahyuM hatuM e samaye ke, A parAjayomAMthI mane vijayonuM dvAra kholavAnI cAvI maLI che ane kharekhara e pachInA kALamAM eNe vijayonI hAramALA sarjI. zakya che ke parAjayo na maLyA hota to e saphaLatAnI paraMparA na racI zakayo hota !! evaresTa Arohaka tenasIMgane koIe saphaLatAnI gurU cAvI viSe prazna karyo. abhaNa chatAM anubhavI tenasIMge dhArmika uttara Apyo ke vighno... muzkelI ane samasyAne gauNa karIne AgaLa vadhye ja javuM, teja gurU cAvI che. TUMkamAM, tame tamArA purUSArthane draDha banAvatA jAva... hiMmata bhera kadama bharatA jAva... nirbhayatApUrvaka satyanA mArge AgaLa vadhatA ja raho. jarUra tamo gaMtavya sthAne pahoMcI zakazo. paraMtu tamAro purUSArtha samyak dizAno hovo joIe... satya tarapha hovo joIe...! niyati H jenI sAthe ghaNA badhAe dostI bAMdhI che tenuM nAma niyati! niyati eTale nasIba... je banavAnuM hatuM, jyAre banavAnuM che, je banaze te ja banavAnuM che. ApaNe kAMI ja karI zakatA nathI. banavAvALuM ja bane che, nahIM banavA vALuM kayAreya banatuM nathI. basa A che niyatIno paricaya... paraMtu jaina dharma to bhAra daIne jaNAve che ke ekalI niyatI ja badhuM kare che tevuM kyAreya samajavuM nahIM... koI paNa eka kAryanI pAchaLa svabhAvakALa-karma-purUSArtha ane niyatino phALo hoya che. AmAM koI ekanuM na cAle. pAMca samavAya maLe tyAre ja kAryathAya che te vinA nahIM, mATe ApAMca samavAyane samajIne AgaLa vadhanAra kyAreya hatAza ke nirAza banato nathI. 44

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mRtyu pahelAM... havA kA jhoMkA lagate hI dIpaka bujha jAyegA, sUrya udhya hote hI prakAza phela jAyegA, jIvana ko amara mAnakara mata calo, zvAso kA kyA bharosA? kaba rUka jAyegA. sUryodaya pachI sUryAsta, khIlyAM pachI karamAvavuM. bharatI pachI oTa, taDakA pachI chAyA... basa, jIvana pachI mRtyu nizcita che. jemAM nirAzA ke nAsIpAsa thavAno koI artha nathI. mRtyu e jIvana kevuM jIvyAM teno mApadaMDa che? jIvana jIvyAnuM saravaiyuM kADhavAnI divyadivALI che. mRtyuthI e ja bhAge che-Dare che ke jeNe jIvananI skUlamAM bhaNatara, caNatara ane ghaDatara karyuM nathI. e mANasa mRtyunathI Darato-bhAgato phare che, jeNe jIvanamAM dharmane sthAna ApyuM nathI. jIvanamAM yathA-zakti dharmane sthAna ApyuM hoya, evAM dharmIo to priya atithinI jema mRtyune vadhAvavA sajja hoya che. eka apekSAe mAnavanuM jIvana vidhArthI ane vepArI jevuM che. vidyArthIne jema mAnave dharmanI bArAkhaDI 'a'thI ghUMTavI zarU karavAnI che, ane cheka 'jJa' sudhI pahoMcavAnuM che. A thI jJa sudhI A mahenata dvArA mAnave dharmanA kSetre a-ajJa maTI, jJa-sujJa banavAnuM che. vidyArthInI jema kSaNa-kSaNa ane vepArInI jema kaNa-kaNano hisAba rAkhIne ApaNe jo ApaNA jIvanane vidhA-vaibhava samA dharmathI bharapUra banAvavA mathIe to mRtyuno bhaya samULago nAza pAmI jAya. pachI to mRtyumAM ApaNane ApaNA priya atithinuM darzana thavA mAMDe. yAda rAkhavA jevI bAbata e che ke bhaNataranI saccAI parIkSA dvArA sAbita thAya che, kamANIno che ke bhaNataranI saccAI parIkSA dvArA sAbita thAya che, kamANIno hisAba-aMdAja divALInA divasomAM khyAla Ave che, ema jIvanamAM karelAM dharmanI naDataratA mRtyunI paLe mapAya che. 'lakhI rAkho, jIvana jIvI jANanAro ja mRtyune mANI levAmAM harapaLe taiyAra ja rahe che. bAkI, jIvana mAtra jIvI janAro to mRtyune mANI levAnI vAtato dUra rahI, paraMtu mRtyu samaye hAya-voya karavI parabhavane ghUMghaLo banAve che." akAma maraNa prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe aMtima dezanAmAM uttarAdhyayana sutramAM maraNanA be prakAra batAvyA che. eka akAma maraNa ane bIjuM che sakAma maraNa. akAma maraNano bhoga ApaNo AtmA aneka vAra banyo che. akAma maraNe maravA mATe koI purUSArthanI jarUra nathI. anaMta bhavothI jIva akAma maraNe marato Avyo che. je maraNathI AtmA saMsAranA paraloka para avizvAsa rAkhe che, Aje bhogo mArA hAthamAM ce tene bhogavI lauM, zuM khabara! paraloka che ke nahIM? pachI bhogo maLe ke na paNa maLe. AvA vikalpomAM rahe che te jIva basa-sthAvara jIvananI hiMsA kare che. dhaMdhAmAM asatya ane anIti, sahaja, acakAyA vinA kare che. vRtti rAkhyA vinA je jIvo sadaiva pApamaya jIvana jIvI rahyAM che te jIvo sadaiva pApamaya jIvana jIvI rahyAM che te jIvoavazyameva akAma maraNano bhoga bane che. 'ta se marAntafja, thANe saMta sa matha' ane hAM, jyAre ajJAnI jIvane maraNa najIka dekhAya che, tyAre te pArAvAra saMtApa kare che. mahAbhayaMkara maraNanI vyathA anubhavato e jIva pazcAtApa kera che. hAya! have mAruM zuM thaze ? pApa para pazcAtApa nathI karato paNa pApanA phaLa narakamAM bhogavavA paDaze tyAre mArI hAlata zI thaze ? Ama, bola jIvo potAno janma, jIvana ane mRtyu traNeya bagADe che. eTaluM ja nahIM, paraloka ane anArya vRttino tyAga karI, Aloka, paraloka ane paralokane sudhArI levo te ja A bhavanuM parama kartavya che. parIkSAnA samaye te vidhArthIne tAva Ave che. jeNe bAre mAsa abhyAsa choDIne kevaLa rakhaDapaTTInuM kAma karyuM che. tema ja vepAra samaye ALasa karanArane lamaNe daridratA AvI paDatI hoya che. tema maraNa veLAe te ja raDavA bese che, hAya - voca kare che, poka mUkIne raDe che, jeNe jIvana jIvavAmAM thApa khAdhI che. saMta samAgama, sadghAMcana, kSamAsamatA Adi bhAvothI je vegaLA rahI jIvana jIve che, tene maraNajevI 45 - 46

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hAlata bAla jIvonI che. maraNa Ave tyAre vicAra Ave ke have zuM? mAruM zuM thaze? huM have kyAM jaIza? jenA mATe AkhI jiMdagI kharcI nAkhI. temAnuM kaMIpaNa sAthe AvavAnuM nathI. Ama saMkalpo-vikalpo ane Araudra dhyAnanA vaMToLamAM kheMcAI jaI, uttama bhavane hArI, paralokanI mahAduHkhanI . yAtrAe pahoMcI jAya che. sakAma maraNa : paramAtmana prabhu mahAvIra deva pharamAve che ke 'sasi viyaM niyaM' sRSTinA sarva jIvone dhana, putra, parivAra, sattA, sanmAna A badhuM prANathI pyAruM che. bhale jana samUha uccAre paNa tribhuvanapati vIra bhagavAna to pharamAve che ke jIvone sauthI vahAluM jIvana che. ane hA, jIvana che to ja badhuM che, nahIMtara badhuMya svapnavata che. Azcarya to e vAtanuM che ke mANasane badhuM priya ane kiMmati lAge che. jIvana priya che paraMtu mRtyu apriya che. paMDita jIvone jIvana ane mRtyu baMne bAbatamAM samAdhisamabhAva hoya che. jIvana samAdhiyukta jIvanAra paMDita purUSane mRtyu upAdhivaMta banatuM nathI. paMDito mRtyune paDakAre che, svAgata kare che, nIDara banI mRtyune bheTe che. kAraNa mRtyu upAdhivaMta banatuM nathI. mRtyu AtmAne mArI zakavA asamartha che, e vAta paMDitAtmAo sArI rIte jANatA hoya che. zarIranuM mRtyu thAya temAM AtmAne thAya temAM AtmAne zo lAbha ke nukazAna ? AtmA to amara che. e to mRtyunI pele pAra che. AtmAne na agni bALI zake, na zastra chedI zake, na to yamarAjA eka paNa Atmapradeza ocho karI zake, kAraNa AtmA akhaMDa, amara, ajara ane avinAzI tattva che. A jJAnamagna paMDitone mRtyu veLAe raDavAnuM hotuM nathI. mRtyunI paLo. to teo mATe mahotsava hoya che. paMDitonA mRtyumahotsavanA TAMkaNe devo-Indro paNa ujavaNI karavA hoMze padhAre che. bAla maraNa jIvanA aneka vAra thAya che. paraMtu paMDita maraNa eka vAra thAya che. je maraNa pachI janma jIvana na hoya, te paMDitamaraNa. roja prabhune prArthanA karo ke ""he prabhu! saMthArA yukta paMDita maraNe huM kyAre mRtyune pAmIza ?'' sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikAnA manorathamAM AvI paMDita maraNanI. bhAvanA rajU karavAmAM AvI che. jenuM jIvana tyAga-vairAgya-saMyama ane samAdhivaMta enuM mRtyuM saMpUrNa samAdhivaMta. mRtyune AvakAro... svAgata karo... to tame sAcA paMDita banyA gaNAzo. mArA maraNa vakhate AjanA yugamAM mAnavInI jiMdagI khUba ja jhaDapI, Tenzana yukta ane doDadhAmavALI banI jatAM taMdurastImAM takalIpho UbhI thatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. mRtyu paNa jhaDapathI ane acAnaka thatA jAya che, tyAre koI upAya sUjhato nathI eTale ja pratikSaNa jAgatA rahevAnuM, prabhusmaraNa ane AtmasmaraNa karatA rahevuM hitAvaha che. satata prabhune prArthanA karatA raho ke he prabhu! mArA duHkha samaye tuM madadarUpa na bane to calAvI lIza, mArA darda vakhate tArA taraphathI sahAya nahIM maLe to huM jajhUmI laIza. paraMtu he devAdhideva! trilokInAtha ! mArA maraNa samaye tAruM smaraNa, tAruM dhyAna, tAruM ciMtana, tAruM raTaNa ane tAro AdhAra niraMtara rahe te mArI bhAvanAne tAre saphaLa karavI ja paDaze. jIvanakSetre AvelI upAdhine huM sahI laIza paraMtu maraNa samaye to tAre samAdhinA dAna karavA ja paDaze te vinA nahIM cAle. varSothI niraMtara mArI prArthanA rahI che ke mAruM maraNa tuM sudhAraje. maraNa vakhate tArA zaraNa sivAya anyathA koInuM zaraNa nathI. bhale jIvanamAM badhAM mArA lAgatA hoya paraMtu maraNa samaye to vahAlA prabhu ! tuM ja mAro che, te vAta mArA dilamAM jaDabesalAka besI gaI che. mArA anaMta bhavonA maraNa bagaDI gayA. huM akAma maraNa pAmyo. he prabhu! have A bhave mAruM maraNa vAsanAthI mukta maraNa ho, dehanI mamatva dazAnA tyAMgayukta maraNa ho. sRSTinA koI padArthamAM, vyaktimAM mAro jIva na ho, pUrNa samAdhi maraNa, sakAma maraNa mAruM hojo. basa ! prabhu huM nirAMte jIvana jIvuM chuM. kAraNa, mArA maraNanI javAbadArI AjathI tane soMpI che. maraNa samaye Avajo, mArI bhAvIne sudhArajo... - 4 48

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tamArA sukhamAM koIkane bhAgIdAra banAvo. prabhu mahAvIra svAmI kaI rIte banyAM... teozrInA AtmAe evuM to. zuM karyuM hatuM ke jethI prabhu satyAvIzamAM bhavamAM bhagavAna banyAM... tIrthaMkara banyAM... cAlo, vItarAga devAdhidevano bhUtakALa nihALIe... pAyAnA saMskArane vicArIe... AkhIye bhAratIya saMskRti anyane ApIne, bhAgIdAra banAvIne ja pote bhogavavAnuM zIkhave che. AMgaNe atithinI rAha joI pachI ja jamavA besavAnI saMskRti hatI. kAraNa atithine 'atithi devo bhava:' tarIke mAnavAmAM AvatA hatAM. anyane ApavuM e mAnavIno sahaja guNa hato, je Aje anyanuM laI levuM sahaja guNa banyo che. pahelAM jamI lo pachI bIjAnI vAta. pahelA vicAratA mahemAna Ave. pachI jamIzuM. Aje bole che jamI lo nahIMtara pAchuM koI mahemAna AvI, jaze, prabhuno AtmA nayasAranA bhavamAM hato tyAre sAva nAnakaDo niyama hato. anyane jamADI pachI jamavuM... cAhe bhikSu hoya ke sAdhu-brAhmaNa hoya ke zramaNa, je hoya te, paraMtu jamADyA bAda mAre jamavuM. banyuM evuM ke rAjAno mahela banAvavA mATe jaMgalamAM lAkaDAM kApavAM javAnuM thayuM. have jaMgalamAM koNa AvavAnuM ke koIne khavaDAvI zake? paraMtu yAda rAkhajo, kharA dilanI bhAvanA, sAcA dilanI sevA-bhakti saphaLa thayA vinA rahetI. nathI. svArthanI durgadha nahIM paraMtu niHsvArthano parimala prasaravo joIe. jaina sAdhu bhUlA paDIne jaMgalamAM AvI gayAne nayasAranuM mana nAcavA lAgyuM, AnaMdita banyuM, "hAza ! mAro divasa khAlI na gayo." Ama vicArI saMtone nirdoSa bhojana vahorAvyuM ane bAdamAM gAmamAM javAno rasto batAvyo. basa, muni bhagavaMtoe Atmasukhano mokSamArga batAvyo, teNe teno aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka svIkAra karyo ane pragaTya samyakajJAna, samyakadarzana, prabhuno AtmA samakita pAmyo. tyArathI prabhunA bhavanI. gaNatrInI zarUAta karAI. TUMkamAM, mArA ane tamArA AtmAe anyane ApavA karatA anya pAse levA mATenI ja IcchA karI. have AjanA prabhu nirvANanA divya divase saMkalpa karIe ke "mArA sukhamAM kone bhAgIdAra - 49 banAvIza?" atyAra sudhI potAnA sukha mATe, sagavaDa mATe, mahenata karI. sagavaDatAmAM AnaMdita banyAM. have potAnI sagavaDatAmAM AnaMdita banatA evA ame he prabhu! sukRta pAchaLa AnaMdita banIe to ja Apano nirvANa dina amArA mATe jIvana nirvANano dina banyo gaNAze. saMjoga badalAya paNa bhAva na badalAyA prabhu mahAvIra svAmIno AtmA trIjA bhavamAM traDhaSabhadevanA putra bharata cakravartIne tyAM utpanna thayo. nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM marIci. dAdAnI dezanA sAMbhaLI marIcine saMsArathI vairAgya pragaTa thayo. saMyama dharma prANathI paNa pyAro lAgyo. saharSa anujJA maLatAM marIcikumAra maTI marIcimuni baLyAM. saMcama dharmamAM samaya pasAra thato gayo. muni jIvanamAM saMjogo sarjAtA gayAM. marI cimuni dharmamAM vicaratAM vicaratAM kaSTone kAraNe vicalata baLyA. mana saMkalpo vikalponA vamaLamAM phasAvA lAgyuM. muni jIvanamAM samaya ane saMjogo karavaTa badalatA ja rahyAM ane marIcimuni muMjhAvA lAgyA, taDako sahana thato nathI, ThaMDI gAtro gALI nAMkhe teTalI paDe che, hAya! mAtAnAM vALano loca marIcine akAro lAgavA lAgyo. ghaNAM divasa sudhI marIcie vicAra karyo ke have zuM karavuM? veza choDI ghare javAya tema nathI ane ahIM rahI saMyama jIvana pALI zakAya tema nathI, eka divasa rasto maLI gayo ane marIci banyA tridaMDI saMnyAsI sAdhu. jyAM pagarakhAM, coTI, hAthamAM kamaMDaLa, bhagavA raMganA vastro ! basa, have marIcine jIvanamAM cAha lAgI... ! prabhuno AtmA satyane choDI asatyanA mArge A marIcinA trIjA bhavamAM gayo hato, A che samaya-saMjogonA tophAna. AjanA nirvANa divase saMdeza maLe che, cAhe du:kha maLe yA sukha, kaSTo Ave ke saraLatAM, samajaNapUrvaka sahana karo. manane tattvathI, jJAna-sabhara banAvo. zarIrano rAga karazo nahIM. lIdhelI pratijJA prANa mATe paNa pALavAnI makkamatA keLavo. saMjogo bhalene jIvanamAM badalAyA kare, paNa manane badalavAnI bhUla na karo. jo Atma sAdhanAnA kSetre samajIne thoDuM ghaNuM sahI levA taiyAra thAya to jarUra ene ghaNuM badhuM prApta thAya. AjanA yugamAM mAnavI. - pao

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pAse bhale badhuM vadhyuM hoya, paraMtu mAnavI pAse sahanazakti ghaTatI gaI. jene laI samAja TUkaDAmAM vaheMcAto gayo. saMyukta kuTuMbanI saMskRti chinnabhinna thaI rahI che tenI pAchaLanuM kAraNa jIvanamAM sarjAtA saMyogo sahana karavAnI taiyArI na hovAthI vyaktie vyaktine alaga karyA che. samaja vinAno samAja ane sahanazakti vinAnuM kuTuMba kyAreya pragati sAdhI zakatuM nathI. koInA paNa jIvanamAM karmo saMjogo, savAnA che. samaya badalAvAno che. caDatI-paDatI AvavAnI, bharatI-oTa sarjAvAnI. ethI nAsIpAsa thavAthI ke samAja, ghara choDI devAthI, sukha-zAnti maLavAnI che? yAda rAkhajo, karmo to tame jyAM jazo tyAM paDachAyAnI jema sAthe ja AvavAnA che. mATe saMjogothI bhAgI javAnI vRtti na karatAM, bheTI javAnI hiMmata rAkhajo. nahIMtara mahAvIra svAmIno AtmA trIjA bhavamAM je rIte niSphaLatA pAmyo, tevI hAlata A jIvanIpaNa thaze. zaktinuM pradarzana karazo nahIM zakti e satkAryonuM InAma che eno durapayoga karanAra beImAna che.. juo, paramAtmA mahAvIra svAmI pUrvabhave vizAkhAbhUti rUpe janamyAM hatAM. tyAre temaNe potAnI zaktinuM pradarzana karyuM hatuM ane pariNAma kevuM gojhAruM AvyuM te joIe...! vizAkhAbhUtie saMyama svIkArI khUba ja tapa sAdhanA karI hatI. kaThIna tapasyAne lIdhe zarIra sAva kRza thavA pAmyuM hatuM. rastAmAM jatanApUrvaka cAlI rahyAM hatAM tyAre gAyanI Takkara lAgatA rastA para paDI gayA ane vizAkhAnaMdI e drazya joyuM ane bolyA, "are! kyAM gaI tamArI zakti!. eka mudde koThAnAM jhADanA badhAM phaLa nIce pADanAra ! e baLa kyAM gayuM?'' basa, A zabdo vizAkhAbhUti muninA karNa para paDyAM ane aMdara gUMcaLuM vALIne beThelo ahama saLavaLyo. munie be hAthe gAyanA ziMgaDA pakaDI gAyane AkAzamAM adhdhara ghumAvI nIce pachADI batAvI ApyuM ke huM kamajora nathI ! prabhu mahAvIra svAmInA AtmAne paNa zaktino mada Avyo ane made munipaNAmAM paNa unmAda janmAvyo. A prasaMga saMdeza Ape che zaktinuM koIpaNa mArge pradarzana karazo nahIM. zakti saMyama sAdhanA ane bhagavAna zakti mATe prApta thayela che, nahIM ke duniyAnA lokone dekhADavA, zakti jo koIne dabAvavAmAM vaparAya, koIne pachADavAmAM vaparAya, koIne badanAma karavAmAM vaparAya koIne raDAve ne koIno jIvana bAga ujADe to e zakti AzIrvAdarUpa nathI banatI paraMtu abhiSAparUpa bane che. sattAnI zakti, saMpattinI zakti, kalamanI zakti, pada-pratiSThAnI zaktinuM jIvanamAM kyAreya pradarzana karazo nahIM. Aje mAnavIne zaktione pacAvavA karatAM batAvavAmAM bahu rasa che. yAda rahe, zaktio prApta thAya che jIvanA puNyodaye ane puNya maLe che dharmanA mAdhyame, dharmanI prApti thAya che sadgurunA mAdhyame. pucco khalAsa thatAMnI sAthe zaktio asta thAya che mATe zaktio asta thAya che saddagurunA mAdhyame puyo khalAsa thatAMnI sAthe zaktio asta thAya che mATe zaktino nAza thAya pahelAM avinAzI, akhaMDa sukhanI dizAmAM lAgI javuM to ja zaktino saupayoga karyo gaNAze, uttarAdhyayana sUtranA dazamAM adhyayanamAM prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe jIvone zaktino sadupayoga karI levA jaNAvyuM che, nahIMtara tamAma zaktio cAlI jaze? ( dina pratidina zaktio ochI thaI rahI che. to cAlo, zaktinA pradarzanane baMdha karI zaktine sAdhanAnA mArge joDIe. kAnanI zakti jinavANI zravaNa, AMkhanI zaktine saMta darzana, jIbhanI zaktine guNa kIrtana, zarIranI zaktine sevA-tapamAM ane mananI zakti sarvenuM bhaluM IcchavAmAM, dhana zaktine dAnamAM lagADI anekane sukha ApavAmAM vAparIe. paraMtu A bhavamAM zaktinuM pradarzana karI bhAvI azaktine AmaMtraNa Apazo nahIM. huM jamatA pahelAM anyane ApIne ja jamIza. satyano mArga koIpaNa saMjogomAM huM choDIza nahIM ane puNyodaye maLelI zaktinuM pradarzana to kyAreya karIza nahIM. prabhu! mArA saMkalpomAM TakI rahevAnuM baLa Apaje. prabhu! A sivAya mAre tArI pAse kAMI mAgavuM nathI. - 51 - para

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parigraha nA grahano tyAga karo parigrahanI vRdhdhimAM abhimAna karanAra jIva e bhUlI jAya che ke parigrahanI hAjarI tamArA pusyodhya sudhI ja che. sAdhanA, saMpatti anA sattA A traNeya mahemAnanA sthAne che. mahemAna AvIne javAvALA che, kAyamI rahevAnA nathI. mATe parigrahanI vRdhdhimAM ke hAjarImAM dharatIthI veMta upara cAlavAnI bhUla kyAreya karIza nahIM. mANasa paise Take sukhI thavA lAge eTale enA rUAbamAM ane vANI-vartanamAM dharakhama pheraphAra thavA mAMDe che. e nAnA mANasanI sAme jovA taiyAra nathI hoto. have A dharatI para mAre koInI jarUra nathI rahI, tevuM behUdu vartana karavA lAgI jAya che. saMto kahe che ke puNyodayanA samaye karelI bhUlo ane aparAdho pApodaya thatAM jIvane samajAya che ane tyAre vicAre che keAma na karyuM hoya to sArU hatuM. parigrahanA madanA nazAmAM mANasa zuM karI rahyo che tenI tene khabara ja nathI rahetI, parigraha e madanuM ghara che. koIka viralA ja hoya che ke je puSkaLa sAdhana-sAmagrI vacce paNa namratA-sabhara jIvana jIvatA hoya che. bAkI to parigraha vadhatAnI sAthe ja jIvato mada gajarAja para savAra thAya che. mATe 'madrasya bhavana' madanuM ghara parigraha che tevuM jaNI parigrahanI maryAdA karI levI te ja AtmA mATe hitAvaha che. sarva du:khono janma parigrahamAMthI parigrahano graha ane saMgraha-banne jIvo mATe mahAduHkhakara bane che. putro, patnI ane parivAra mATe rAta-divasa joyA vinA parigraha meLavavA mathAmaNa kare, lohI-ukALA kare ane aDhaLaka sAhyabIno svAmI bane. ghaDapaNamAM jyAre roga Ave tyAre te ja putra, patnI, parivAra tene eka rUmamAM rAkhI de ane sAmuM jovA paNa taiyAra na hoya tyAre e haiyAnI je hAlata thAya che te zabdamAM varNavI zakAya nahIM. jenA mATe rAta-divasa jAnavaranI jema kALI majUrI karI te ja parivAra Aje sAme jovAM taiyAra nathI, ane tyAre baMnne AMkho azrubhInI bane che. haiyuM dhrujI UThe che ane Azcarya anubhave che. na joI zakAya, na sahI zakAya. zI hAlata thAya te samaye ? e to ghAyalanI gata ghAyala ja jANe. hAthanA karyA haiye vAge. A badhI junI kahevato akSarasaH sAcI paDe che. prabhue jaNAvyuM che neva tApaIIra tame tave' tAruM koI tAraNahAra nathI. apAra sAhyabI, vizALa parivAra ane seMkaDo mitro tArA ghaDapaNa samaye ke motanA samaye tAruM rakSaNa karavA ke tane zaraNuM ApavA mATe zaktimAna nathI. mATe, ''he mAnava! ceta, sAvadhAna bana, sAdhano pAchaLanI kAramI doDa baMdha karI sAdhanAmAM purUSArtha kara. karelI sAdhanA A bhava ane AvatA bhavamAM tArU rakSaNa karaze.' parigrahanAM riezano aMtara dhyAnamAM vigraha ane vighnarUpa bane che. dhyAnamAM jIvane ekAgra thavA na de, dharmamAM citta lAgavA na de, dharmadhyAnanA kSetre paNa ArtadhyAna - raudradhyAna karAvavAnuM kAma bAhyAMtyaMtara parigraha kare che. 'dhyAnastha gi' dhyAnano duzmana che A parigraha! durgAnano janma jemAMthI thAya che tevA parigrahanI IcchAto na karAya paNa hAthamAM AvelA paricahamAM mUccha paNa na karAya. mammaNazeThanI dazAno vicAra karI parigrahanA bhAre grahathI dUra rahevAmAM ja sukha che. parigraha vartamAna bhava to upAdhi sabhara banAve che, sAthe sAthe parabhava paNa bheMkAra banAve che. bhale tamane parigrahamAM sukhano vAsa dekhAto hoya paNa jJAnIbhagavaMto jaNAve che ke 'pApathavA niga.' parigrahamAM pApano vAsa che ane parigrahamAM vAsa karanArA jIvono narakamAM vAsa thAya che. je sukha ane zAMtithI jIvavA mAgatA ho to A doDAdoDInA yugamAM jarUriyAta ghaTADo, mojazokha para saMyama rAkho ane IcchAonuM niyaMtraNa karI jIvane dharma dhyAnamAM lagADo. parigrahathI virAma pAmo. jIvanamAM sukhI thavA vyaktie kyAMka to aTakavuM paDaze, kayAreka to thobhavuM paDaze. jo vyakti nahIM aTake, to tene karmo paDakAraze, TukajA... ! karmo aTakAve te pahelAM vyaktie dharmanA mAdhyame, samajaNa ane saMtoSanA mAdhyame aTakavuM hitAvaha che. je aTakatAM nathI te saMsAramAM bhaTakyAM vinA rahetAM nathI. pa3 - pa4

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ciMtA nahi ciMtana karatA zIkho yAda rahe, parigraha meLavavA mATe puca joIe che. parigrahano viyoga pApodayathI thAya che, jyAre parigrahano tyAga dharma-jJAna dvArA thAya che. maMdI, mAMdagI ane moMghavArI vadhAravAmAM bahu moTo phALo che. parigrahanI. lAlasAno, parigrahanI lAlasAnA parityAga vinA jIvanamAM zAnti kyAreya prApta thavAnI nathI. prabhue "rANAno veramai vrata'nuM darzana karAvyuM che. he jIva! parigrahanAM pApathI virAma pAma, thobhI jA. kAraNa ke jIvanamAM tamAma duHkhonA mULamAM A paricahano phALo che. dharma pAmyAnI nizAnI che niSparicahatA, dharma tyAga zIkhavADe che. dharma badhAM vinA jIvatAM zIkhavADe ce. jo tame dharmane kharekhara pAmyA ho to svayaMnuM nirIkSaNa karatA rahejo ke parigraha vadhe che ke ghaTe che? padArtho pratyenuM AkarSaNa vadhe che ke ghaTe che? bAhya parigraha keTalo ocho karyo te jotA raho. sAthe sAthe AvyaMtara kaSAyAdi parigrahamAM keTalo ghaTADo thayo te paNa jotAM raho. bAhyAMtyaMtara, parigrahano ghaTADo thavo te dharmanuM sAcuM phaLa che. mAtra dharmanI vAto karavAthI ke dharmanA guNagAna karavAthI saMsAra sAgara tarAto nathI. saMsAra tarAya che parigrahano bhAra haLavo thavAthI jJAnI kahe che taravA Iccho cho to haLavA bano. haLavA tyAre ja banAze jyAre parigrahanAM bhArane dina pratidina jJAnanA mAdhyame tyAgatA rahIe, cAlo, A parigrahanAM grahane oLakhI, tenA duSTa pariNAmone AMkho sAme rAkhI, parigrahanAM pApathI AtmAne bacAvI laIe e ja dharma jIvananI saphaLatA che. jIvananI eka-eka ghaTanAo jIvane ghaDavA mATe Ave che. sarjAtA prasaMgo jIvane saMsArathI asaMga banAvavAnI dizA Ape che. saMyogo sahAyaka bane, viyogo vairAgya dIpaka pragaTAve, jo jIva pAse samyajJAna, samyagdarzana hoya to. nahitara ghaTanA, prasaMgo, saMyogo ane viyogo jIva mATe rAga-dveSanA kAraNabhUta bane che ane anaMta saMsAra sarjavAmAM kAraNarUpa banI jAya che. mAnavInA jIvanamAM dina pratidina AvI eka nahIM aneka ghaTanAo sarjAtI hoya che, ane tophAno AvatA hoya che. hA, sAgara hoya tyAM tophAna hoya, bharatI-oTano krama hoya, tema saMsAranA sAgaramAM saMyogoviyogo; sukha-duHkha; ane anukULatA-pratikULatA badhuM ja sarjAya ane temAM saphaLatA meLavavAno uttama mArga eTale jinezvarano dharma, A dharmane jeo samajI gayA, pAmI gayA ene vaLI A saMsAra zuM karavAno hato ? saMsAra to tene parezAna kare che, jenAM haiyAmAM naryuM ajJAna bharyuM hoya, IcchAo ane abhilASAo bharI hoya. bAkI jJAnIne to saMsAra sahAyaka bane che, ciMtananuM mAdhyama bane che. saMsArabhAva ciMtavato AtmA kyAreya saMsAramAM raMgAI jAya evuM haragija nahIM bane. jo tamArI pAse jJAna hoya to pratyeka prasaMga tamane jagADavAmAM sahAyaka nIvaDe che. saMyogo sAtha Ape, viyogo vairAgya arpe. ghaTanA tamArA jIvanane ghaDI nAkhe, paristhiti tamane prasanna banAvI de. mukhya vAta che tamArI pAse samyak jJAna hovuM ati Avazyaka che. jJAnI mATe pratyeka nimitta pragatinuM kAraNa che, jyAre ajJAnI mATe tamAma nimitto adhogatinuM kAraNa che. ajJAna vaza thaI gayelA pApano pazcAtApa paNa jJAna avasthAmAM ja thaI zake che. juo, ratnAkara munivare prabhu pAse bALakanI jema AcarelA pAponI kabUlAta, ekarAra karI prAyazcita karyuM. ajJAnI pApa DhAMke che, jJAnI pApane dhove che. ajJAnI mATe A vizva ciMtA ane udveganuM kAraNa bane che. jyAre jIbhane svAda pAchaLa buddhine vAda pAchaLa manane vikhavAda pAchaLa khUbaja lagADyuM have sukhI thavA prabhunA syAdavAda samajavA pAchaLa lagAvI do AV - pa6

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jJAnI mATe A virATa vizva ciMtana ane cAritranuM kAraNa bane che. jevuM che tevuM ja jaNAve te jJAna. viparIta jaNAve, Azakta banAve ane vizva rAga-dveSanuM kAraNa banAve to samajavuM A ajJAnatAnuM ja phaLa che. bhramaNAmAMthI ugAre, bhramaNathI bacAve, ane sva bhAvamAM nivAsa karAve, mukti tarapha pravAsa karAve ane aMte muktimAM praveza apAve tene jJAna kahevAya. jJAna ja nahIM hoya to satya-asatyano viveka kyAMthI jaNAze. juo, IndrabhUtinI avasthAne. jyAM sudhI satya jJAna na hatuM, sI zradhdhA na hatI tyAM sudhI bhramaNAmAM ja rAcatA hatA ne...? paraMtu IndrabhUti jyAre prabhu samIpa gayA, ane satyanI zradhdhA ane jJAna thatAM ja prabhunA ziSya banyA. tyAra bAda ciMtananuM kSetra amApa ane akhUTa banyuM. ciMtA to ajJAnIonA jIvanamAM hoya jyAre ciMtana jJAnIonI uttama sAdhanA che. ciMtA citA samAnastI, biMdu mAtra vizeSaH / ciMtA dahatI sajIvaM, citA dahatI nirjIvaM // ciMtA ane citA zabdamAM biMdu mAtrano pharaka che ciMtA sajIvane bALe che, citA nirjIvane bALe che. bhagavaMta prasannamudrAmAM birAjita hatA... jijJAsu banIne cAra jJAnanA dhAraka vinaya guNa bhaMDArI prabhu gautamasvAmI pAse jijJAsAne saMtoSavA pahoMcI gayA. prabhu pAse jANe bALaka na beThA hoya. nirdoSa nikhAlasa gaNadhara gururAja aMjalIkaraNa karIne birAjita thaIne prabhu vIrane pUchI rahyA che ke "he prabhu! Ape mane traNa lokanuM ciMtana karatA zIkhaDAvyuM. svarganI duniyAne joI ane narakanI mahAyAtanAne paNa vicArI. tiryaMconI parAdhInatAne paNa ciMtavI. uttama mAnavanA manakhAne meLavIne mahAdu:khI thaI jIvatA mAnava gatinA jIvona paNa meM jANyA. karuNA sAgara he prabhu! A mahA saMsAranA odhamAM taNAtA, rIbAtAM evA jIvane joIne manamAM prazna UThyAo che, nigodanI bhayAnaktA, narakanI vicitratA jANI vicAra UThyAo. prabhu, A lokamAM rahelA AvA jIvonA duHkhanuM kAraNa zuM che? jIvonA duHkhanuM kAraNa zuM sagavaDatAno abhAva che? zuM buddhinI alpatA 57 che? are, zuM sAdhanonI uNapa che? zuM ArogyanI hAnI che?" gautamasvAmI ciMtanazIla hatA. ane hA, jagatamAM be jIvo sUI nathI zakatA. eka che jagatanI ciMtA mAthe laIne pharanArA ane bIjA che jagatanuM yathArtha ciMtana karanArA. paraMtu ciMtAvALA karma bAMdhe che jyAre ciMtanavALA karmathI chUTe che. baMnemAM ATalo moTo taphAvata che. ciMtA ajJAnanA gharanuM kSetra che jyAre ciMtana jJAnanA gharanuM kSetra che. ciMtana karamAI gayelAne khIlavavAnuM kAma kare che jyAre ciMtA khIlelAne karamAvI nAkhavAnuM kAma kare che. zuM karavuM tenI pasaMdagI have tame ja karI lo. paraMtu gautamasvAmI hatA ciMtanazIla mahAtmA. jemaNe tripadInuM ciMtana karI AkhA vizvanuM jJAna rahasya pAmI gayA hatA. mahAvIra svAmInI kRpA mAtra AvA gaNadhara gautamasvAmIne savAla thayo ke jagata jIvo duHkhI zA mATe? ane teonA duHkhanuM kAraNa zuM che? ApaNA sarve mATe gautamasvAmIe mahAna upakAra karyo che. prazna gautamanA, samAdhAna prabhu mahAvIranuM; ane temAM kalyANa ApaNA sarvenuM. jo prazna ja na thayA hota, to Aje ApaNI pAse zuM hota ? eTale gautamasvAmIjIe ApaNA para ghaNo-ghaNo upakAra karyo che. aneka prazno pUchAyA ane prabhue tenuM samAdhAna karyu. Aje ApaNe AcAraMga sUtrano adhikAra cAlu karavAno che. prabhue sarvajJa banyA bAda mahattvanI ane agatyanI rajUAta je upadezamAM pharamAvelI che te zAstro rUpe ApaNI pAse vartamAna samaye mojUda che. ane pAMcamA ArAmAM taravAnA be ja mahAparibaLa che ane te che zAstro ane saMto, graMtho ane nigraMtho. A be mAdhyame jIva potAnI mAdhyastha dazAne pAmI zake che. "vizvamAM keTalAka jIvone sannA hotI nathI.'' sannA eTale jJAna, jagatanA keTalAka jIvone jJAna hotuM nathI ke huM koNa chuM? mAruM svarUpa zuM che? huM kaI dizAmAMthI Avyo chuM, mArI kaI dazA che? AmAMnuM kaMI ja jJAna hotuM nathI. gautamasvAmInA praznanuM samAdhAna karatAM prabhu mahAvIre jaNAvyuM ke "he gautama! A jagatanA jIvonA duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa che! 'UnnALasa' ajJAnatA che. ajJAna e ja vizvanA jIvonuM mahAdu:kha che. 58

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jIvone ajJAna duHkha jevuM lAgatuM nathI. jIvone roga duHkharUpa lAge che. dhaMdhAmAM thayela nukasAna du:kharUpa lAge che. parivAramAM thayela kaMkAsa du:kha samo lAge che. saMyogo-viyogonI ghaTanA duHkhamaya lAge che. paraMtu A jIvane potAnA svabhAvAdithI vaMcitapaNAnuM yAne ajJAnapaNAnuM duHkha lAgatuM nathI. ATha karmomAM sau prathama jJAnAvaraNIyane mUkavAmAM AvyuM che ane dazA vaikAlika sUtramAM darzAvavAmAM AvyuM ke jJAna prathama prApta karavAnuM. ane jIvonI dayA pachI pALavAnI." 'paDhamaM nANaM tao dayA' ajJAnI zuM saMyama pALaze? saMcama to jJAnavaMta AtmA ja ArAdhI zake che. ane hA, prabhue AcAranA pAMca prakAra batAvyA che. temAM sau prathama AcAra batAvyo che jJAnAcAra. A jJAnAcAra vinA cAritrAcAra ahaMkAranuM ja kAraNa bane che. mArA jevuM cAritra koInuM nahIM no ghamaMDa janme che. to have, aMtarayAtrAnI zarUAta kyAMthI karazuM? AtmadazAne pragaTAvavAnI zarUAta kyAMthI karazuM ? to jJAnI bhagavaMta AcArAMga sUtramAM pharamAve che ke tuM tArAthI zarUAta kara. huM koNa chuM ? tenuM jJAna pragaTAva, huM kevo chuM? tenI zodha kara. huM kyAMthI Avyo chuM ane mAruM svarUpa zuM che. A bAbatanuM jJAna pragaTAva. jyAM sudhI samyak jJAna nathI tyAM sudhI kyAMthI khabara paDaze ke huM koNa chuM? mATe ja AcArAMga sUtranI zarUAta karatA ja karuNA sAgare pharamAvyuM che ke "no saUNT "mavarka' jIvane pote koNa che tenuM ja jJAna nathI. he jIva, tuM tArA svarUpane jANa. A jagatamAM sauthI moTuM du:kha kayuM? AnuM samAdhAna bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke ajJAna e ja A jagatanA jIvonuM sauthI moTuM duHkha che. jIvane roganuM duHkha lAge che paNa rAganuM duHkha, duHkha lAgatuM nathI. duniyAmAM keTaluM jovAnuM jANavAnuM rahI gayuM che te barAbara yAda rAkhe che. paraMtu pote potAnA AtmAne jovAno-jANavAno bAkI che te vAta yAda ja nathI AvatI. kevI karuNAjanaka bAbata che. yAda rAkhajo, duniyAkI majA haragijha kama na hogI, magara aphasosa, duniyAmeM hama na hoMge. duniyAnI majAmAM jIvana AkhuM veDaphanArane kyAM khabara che ke majA kSaNanI che paNa tenI sajA sadIo sudhI A jIvane bhogavavI paDe che. sAvadhAna ! tame jANI joIne koI divasa AgamAM paDyA cho? nA sAheba, to AgamAM paDavAthI zuM pariNAma Ave te tame jANo cho ? sAheba, dAjhI. javAya. acchA, to tame jANatAM to AgamAM jhaMpalAvo tema nathI, kAraNa tame agninI dAhakatAne barAbara jANo cho. to tame svapnAmAM koI divasa agnimAM paDyA cho? nA... nA... svapnAmAMya agnimAM nathI paDyA. acchA juo, tyAre tame svapnAmAMya sajAga cho ke AgamAM paDatA nathI. UMghamAM ya tamAruM mana jAgRta che. tamArI sAme sApa Ave to tame sApanI sAme javAnI taiyArI batAvo ke sApathI dUra nAsI javAnI taiyArI karo ? bhAgI javAnI. kema? bhAgI javAnuM zuM prayojana ? sApa paMkhI jAya to. acchA, to sApanA DaMkhathI mRtyu nIpaje te samajaNa tamArAmAM pAkI hovAthI svapnAmAM paNa sApa sAme javA ApaNe taiyAra nathI. kharuM ne? acchA, to e vAtano javAba Apazo ke tamone bhUkha lAgI hoya, lADavA tamArA bhANAmAM pIrasavAmAM Ave, lADavo khAvA moDhA sudhI laI gayA ane koI bole ke lADavo khAzo nahIM, temAM jhera bheLavavAmAM AvyuM che. bolo, have zuM karo ? lADavo khAvAno pasaMda karazo ke nAkhI devAno pasaMda karazo? sAheba, jheravALo lADavo to kAMI khavAto haze ? huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke jheravALo lADavo khAvAthI zuM thAya? sAheba, paraloka pahoMcI javAya. acchA, to tame jheranA svabhAvane barAbara jANo cho kharuM ne? AganI dAhakatAnI jANakArI hovAthI AgamAM jhaMpalAvatA nathI, sApanA DaMkhe maraNane zaraNa thavAya che evo khyAla hovAthI sApa sAme javAya nahIM ane jherI lADu khAvAthI paraloka bhegA thaI javAya evI jANa hovAthI lADu khavAya nahIM. patnIe patinA kAnamAM phUMka mArI. jo ke pahelAM baheno cUlAmAM pheMka mAratA hatA. have, AjanA jamAnAmAM cUlA rahyA nathI ane phUMka mAravAnI - 60 - 59

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be cIja bhAI pAse kevI rIte hoI zake? e ApaNI pAse ja hovI joIe ane nahIM maLe to... "basa rANI basa, tuM jarAya phikara na kara. hamaNAM ja bhAIne jaNAvuM chuM ke baMne vastu rAjyane soMpI de.' ... paraMtu A vAtamAM baMne bhAIo sahamata na thayA, eka bIjA sAme jhUkavA taiyAra nA thayA ane sarjAyuM tumula yudhdha. aneka saMhAra thayo. kalaMkita aitihAsika yuddha saMjayuiM. aMte na to hAra maLyo ane na maLyo zreta hAthI, marIne narakAdinI mahAvedanA lamaNe jhiMkAI. hAya! IrSA, tArA pApe to bhAIbhAIne paNa zAMtithI jIvavA na dIdhA. yAda rAkhajo, bIjAnuM sukha tamAruM banAvavuM hoya to IrSAnA mArge na jatA. paraMtu puNyanA mArge javAnuM pasaMda karajo. kAraNa ke puNya thakI ja ApaNane badhuM maLe che. A puNya ane pApanA gaNita nahIM jANanAro kevA-kevAM duSkAryo karavA taiyAra thaI jAya Adata akabaMdha rahI gaI have zuM thAya eTale phUMka mAravAnI jagyA badalI. nAkhI. puruSanA kAnamAM phUMka mAravAnuM cAluM karyuM. pariNAma zuM Ave ? cUlAmAM phUMka Aga lagADe. kAnamAM lAgelI phUMka gharamAM Aga lagADe. strIoe phUMka mAravAno svabhAva tyAgavo joIe ane puruSoe kAcA kAnanA na banavuM, kAna pAkA rAkhe. sAMbhaLavA jevuM jarUra sAMbhaLe, nA sAMbhaLavA jevuM paNa sAMbhaLe paNa bIjA kAnethI kADhI nAkhe, puraSa varga jo taTastha ane mAdhyastha hoya to ghara AkhuM suMdara rIte cAle. gharanA vaDIla to nyAyAdhIza che. koIne anyAya na thAya teno khyAla karavAnI javAbadArI gharanA vaDIlanI che. puruSanI javAbadArI sauthI moTI ane mahattvanI hovAthI to puruSane pradhAnatA apAI che. bIjAnuM sukha ApaNuM duHkha patnIe patinA kAnamAM phUMka mArI ke 'bhale tame tamArI jAtane sukhI mAnatA ho paNa tamArA karatAM tamArA bhAI sukhI che.' puruSanA kAnamAM phUMka vAge to kuTuMba AkhuM saLagI UThe. anyanA sukhane jovAnI kSamatA jenI pAse nathI, teo IrSAnI AgamAM saLagI jAya che. ane hA, je potAnA parivAranA sabhyone sukhI joI na zake ene dharmiSTha mAnavo kaI rIte ? bhale diyA-anuSThAno karIne potAnI jAtane dharmI mAnI le, paraMtu daSTi pavitra na bane tyAM sudhI dharmI dekhAya paNa dharmI banI na zake. 'juo, tamArI pAse rAjya che, tamArA bhaMDAro bharapUra che, tamAro svabhAva paNa sAro che.' patnI bolI rahI che, tyAM pati bolyA, 'tAre AthI vadhuM zuM joIe ?' "juo tamArI pAse je che, te badhuM nathI, ghaNuM khUTe che, mATe tame sukhI nathI. ApaNI pAse je che temAMnuM badhuM tamArA bhAI pAse che, paraMtu emanI pAse je che te ApaNI pAse nathI,' "rANI tuM zuM kahevA mAge che te huM nathI samajI zakato." rAjana, mArI vAta tamane nahIM samajAya. tamane mArI vAta sAMbhaLavAmAM kyAM rasa che? 'Ama baMne vacce saMvAda cAlyo. saMvAda, saMvAda na rahetAM vivAdamAM pheravAI gayo ane rANIe rAjanane khullA zabdomAM jaNAvI dIdhuM ke' rAjana, tamArA bhAI pAse zveta hAthI ane hAra che, te tamArI pAse nathI. rAjA tame ane A jIvana mATe thatI hiMsAthI bacavuM hoya to jIvananI jarUriyAta ochI karo. jIvanamAM mojazokhane to tilAMjali Apo. jarUra tamAro AtmA hiMsAthI thatA mahA pApothI bacI jaze. koI tamArI guNa-prazaMsA kare, tamAruM nAma cAre bAju bolAya tyAre tamAre vicAravuM ke hajI anaMtA anaMta avaguNathI bharyo chuM. be cAra guNothI loko mAruM nAma gAya che. paraMtu huM to hajI avaguNa sabhara chuM. Ama vicArI potAnI jAtane mAnasanmAnathI bacAvatA raho. mAruM nAma bane, mAruM makAna joIne loko vAhavAha kare, mArI gADI joIne loko vakhANa kare AvI aneka mahecchA mAnavI potAnA manamAM laIne phare che. ane ene mATe aneka jIvonI virAdhanA karavI paDe che. vakhANa kare che sau phlonI suMdaratAnA, koI kaMTakane pUchatuM nathI. janmo sahIne jeNe sAcavI che suMdaratAne tenI sAme koI jotuM nathI, kare vakhANa racanAnA paNa racanAranI sAme koI jotuM nathI... basa, mAnavInI A avaLI dazA che. je sAdhanAnA bhojanonA svAdanA vakhANa peTabharI kare che. paNa aphasosa, mAnavInA vakhANa karavAmAM hoTha paNa kholavA taiyAra nathI. badhAne potAnA nAmanI ja paDI che. - 61 - 62

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A traNane daSTimA rAkho huM tamone pUchuM, janmyA tyAre tamAruM nAma zuM hatuM ? anAmI... koI ja nAma na hatuM. acchA, bAra divasa bAda tamAruM nAma pADavAmAM AvyuM. AkhI jiMdagI A nAma kema vadhe ane lokomAM nAma kema thAya tenA mATe keTalI mAyA ane keTalA khela khelavA paDe che. acchA, tame mane kahezo ke. jyAre mAnavI mRtyu pAme tyAre tene zemAM bAMdhavAmAM Ave che? nanAmImAM... juo, jamyA tyAre anAmI, jIvyA AkhI jiMdagI nAmI banI ane maratI veLA nanAma... hAya...! TUMkI Taca jiMdagI mATe mAnavI keTalI lAMbI laca anartha jaMjALa UbhI kare che. A mAnava bhavane saphaLa banAvavAno sauthI zreSTha upAya che potAnA nAma mATenI lAlasAne khatama karI, prabhu nAmanuM guNA kIrtana karo. jagatamAM jyAM jyAM guNIjana AtmA dekhAya, tyAM tenI udAra dile prazaMsA karo ane avaguNI dekhAya ene guNI banavAnI preraNA Apo. paraMtu sAvadhAna...! potAnA guNo gAvAnI bhUla kyAreya karazo nahIM. aTTe loe parijuNNe, dusaMbohe avijANae / / lokamAM rahela jIvo Arta (duHkhI) che, ane ajJAnI jIvane mATe bodhaprApti thavI paNa duSkara che. duHkhe karIne bodha pAme to pAme, nahIMtara pAchA bhogavilAsanA cakkaramAM punaH phasAI jaI A lokamAM janma-maraNa karI navAM duHkhonI paraMparA cAlu kare. vizvamAM A cakra anAdithI cAle che. cauda rAjalokano vicAra karo, lokamAM paribhramaNa karI rahelA jIvonA vipAkano vicAra ciMtana karo. Urva, adho ane vicchalokanuM ciMtana karI loka-sukhanI kAmanA-vAsanAne vamI nAkho. aMtara avalokana karI Atma lokanA sukha tarapha prayANa karavAnuM cAlu karo. A janmamAM traNa kAryo karavAnAM che. ane A traNa kAryomAM saphaLatA maLI eTale tamAre samajI levAnuM ke tame A mAnava janma jItI gayA... jagatanA jIvonAM du:kho juo... jagata tarapha tamArI najara jAya tyAre anukaMpA karo, karmothI pIDita thatA jIvone juo. narakanI mahAvedanA bhogavatA nArakInA jIvone jANo... tiryaMca jagatano vicAra karo. badhI suvidhA hovA chatAM AMkho nathI maLI, to koIne paga nathI maLyA to koI janmathI mahAroga laIne janme che. AvAM aneka duHkhothI bharelo A loka che tene juo ane jANo... ! paraMtu khedanI vAta e che ke bIjAnAM duHkhone joI potAnI jAtane dukhI mAnavAnI jagyAe, bIjAnAM sukhone joIne A jIva duHkhI. thAya che. A vicitra svabhAvanuM phaLa che. duHkho ane dardIthI pIDita A lokane juo. bicArA jIvo pApanA pariNAma bhogavI rahyA che. mATe A duHkhiyArAone joIne nirNaya karavAno ke mAre A duHkha na joItAM hoya to pApAcaraNa paNa na ja khape... mRgAgAma nagaramAM prabhu mahAvIrasvAmI padhAryA, sAthe vinaya saMpanna gaNadhara gautamasvAmI Adi ziSyavRMda paNa hatuM. manohara dazya hatuM. jonArAnI najara tyAM ja thaMbhI jAya. je gAma-nagaramAM prabhunA pagalA mane koIe kAMI ApyuM nahIM tenuM jeTaluM duHkha thAya che. eTaluM meM koIne kAMI ApyuM nathI. tenuM thoDuM paNa duHkha thAya che? ja che ja je utsAha pUrvaka jIve che tene pratyeka divasa utsava jevo lAge che. utsAha vinAnuM jIvana sugaMdha vinAnA puSpa jevuM che.

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paDyA haze, te dharA dhanya banI haze. darzanArthIo pavitra banyA haze. mahA puNyAtmAnA padArpaNa zo camatkAra na sarjAya! AkhuM ya mRgA gAma utsavanA AnaMdamAM hAlatuM hatuM. comera utsAha ane khuzAlInI ramajhaTa jAmI hatI. tamAma nagaravAsIo utsAhamAM magna banyA hatA. paraMtu Azcarya e bAbatanuM hatuM ke gautamasvAmInI najaramAM nirutsAhI, aMdha ane mahA dardIlo eka mAnavI dekhAyo. A joIne gautamasvAmInA manamAM prazna UDyo, "prabhu, AkhuMya nagara AnaMda killola kare che ane A mANasa du:khI kema che?" prabhunA mukhethI karuNA nItaratI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLI ke he gautama, A jIvane badhA nagaravAsIo khUba dhikkAre che, tethI tenA mukha para AnaMda nathI. A vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja gautamasvAmI vicAroe caDI gayA. yAda rAkhajo, pApanA udayamAM koI prema ApavA nahIM Ave, paNa dhikkAravA Avaze. sanmAnanI IcchA hovA chatAM apamAna thaze. je sattA upara Aje hAra-torA karI besADe che, e ja vyakti sattAnA siMhAsana parathI gabaDAvI nAkhaze. mATe ja jJAnI bhagavaMto vAraMvAra pharamAve che ke sanmAnamAM AnaMdita na banazo, apamAnamAM nArAja na thazo, baMne karmonA ja udaya che. gautamasvAmIe prabhune prazna karyo, "A nagaramAM A dhikkArapAtra banelA jIva sivAya anya koI jIva duHkhI che. kharA?'' "hA gautama, A ja nagaranA rAjA vijaya ane rANI mRgAno. prathama putra mRgAloDhIyo mahA duHkhI che, jene bhoMyarAmAM rAkhavAmAM Avyo che." A varNana sAMbhaLatAM ja gautamasvAmI bolyA, "prabhu, huM mUMgA loDhIyAne jovA jAuM ?'' 'jahA suham" prabhue jaNAvyuM, ane gautamasvAmI mRgA loDhIyAne nihALavA gayA. rAjamahela tarapha AvatA gaNadhara zrI gautamane nihALI mRgArANI AnaMdavibhora banyA. Aja mArA AMgaNA pAvana thayA, dhanya dhanya divasa Ajano, haiyuM umaMganA hiloLA laI rahyuM hatuM... "padhAro, padhAro... muni bhagavaMta padhAro... Apane zuM khapa che?' gautamasvAmIe kahyuM, "mAre kaMI ja khapa nathI, huM tamArA saMtAnane jovA Avyo chuM." acchA, hamaNAM ja ApanI samakSa lAvuM chuM, kahI mRgArANI saMtAnane rUpaDAM rUpALAM vastro - - 65 AbhUSaNothI suzobhita karI muni bhagavaMtanI sAme rajU karyA. tyAre gautamasvAmIe kahyuM, "A saMtAnone nahIM, Ape gupta bhoMyarAmAM rAkhyo che te saMtAnane jovAnI IcchA che." are, A vAta to koI ja jANatuM nathI, cokkasa A muni koI labdhivaMta hovA joIe. ''zuM Apa koI labdhidhara cho, vizeSa jJAnI cho ke amArI gupta vAta paNa Apa jANI gayA?" muni gautamasvAmI bALakanI jema namratAthI bolyA, "nA huM kAMI ja nathI, mArA trilokInAtha sarvajJa che. temanA jJAnamAM A jaNAvyuM. tethI huM ahIM Avyo chuM." kevI mahAnatA che gaNadhara bhagavaMtanI ! je bhagavaMtane AgaLa karIne cAle, te jarUra eka divasa bhagavaMtanI koTimAM AvI jAya, ane je potAnI jAtane AgaLa karIne cAle te kyAreya AgaLa AvI zake nahIM. mRgArANIe jyAre bhoMyarAmAM rAkhela mRgAloDhIyAne batAvyo, tyAre gautamasvAmI karuNA hRdaye nihALI, Azcaryamaya banI ciMtana karavA lAgyA... bhagavAna vIra pAse AvI prabhune prazna karyo, ''prabhu, A mRgA loDhIyAno jIva ATalo duHkhI kema banyo che ? pUrvabhavamAM te koNa hato ?'' A praznanuM samAdhAna karAvatA prabhue jaNAvyuM, gautama, pUrvabhavamAM pa00 gAmano adhipati ekkaca rAThoDa nAmano rAjA hato, rAjA kartavyathI bhraSTa banI prajAne raMjADato. sAta vyasanamAM cakacUra mahApApanAM kArya karI majA anubhavato aMte 16 rogono bhoga banI mRtyu pAmyo, karela pApanA mahAvipAka ane mRgAloDhIyAnA bhavamAM bhogavI rahyo sAvadhAna...! duHkha na joIe to tame koIne duHkha ApatA ho to duHkha ApavAnuM AjathI ja baMdha karo. ane bIjAne duHkha ApavAnuM baMdha na karavuM hoya to bhAvinA bhavomAM duHkho bhogavavAnI taiyArI rAkho. bhagavaMta kahe che ke jagatane nihALo. jagatanA jIvonA duHkhone nihALyA pachI tamArA AtmAne jagata pratyenA rAga-dveSa nAza pAmaze. mAdhyastha daSTinA svAmI banI jazo. duHkha kaI rIte Ave che ane duHkha kaI rIte dUra thAya che, te jJAna nahIM hovAne kAraNe vyakti bIjAne duHkhI karI, potAnA

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duHkhane dUra karavA prayatno kare che. e kyAreya saphaLa nahIM thAya. "prabhu mRgAloDhIyAno jIva atrethI kyAM jaze?'' "he gautama, sAteya narakamAM kramazaH vacce tiryaMcanA bhava karI paribhramaNa karaze. lAkho bhava karI aMte mahAvideha kSetramAM janmI, dIkSita banI, karmono kSaya karI mokSamAM jaze.'' basa, A vAta sAMbhaLI gautamanA haiyAmAM hAza thaI. A dRSTAMta prabhue aMtima dezanAmAM vipAkasUtramAM, duHkha vipAka sUtranuM varNana karatA batAvyuM che. TUMkamAM, jagata jIvonA duHkhone joI tame tamArI jAtane sukhI mAno. ke AnA karatAM huM sukhI chuM. hila sTezane pharavA jAva cho to kyAreka hospiTalamAM paNa mulAkAta letA raho. khyAla Avaze ke prabhue tamane keTaluM sukha ApyuM che ane teno aMdAja tamane AvI jaze. jAtanA doSo juo... bahu ja mahattvanI vAta che bIjA naMbaranI ke jagatanA duHkhone joI levAthI du:kha mukti nahIM thAya. paraMtu jAtanA (potAnA) doSone joI ane jAtane doSa mukta banAvazuM tyAre ja tamAma duHkha vidAya leze. duHkho mokSa aTakAvatAM nathI, jyAre doSo mokSa aTakAvyA vinA rahetA nathI. mokSanA avarodhaka doSone to Aje ja dhoI nAkhavA joIe. rakhe enI upekSA karatAM...! jagata jIvonA doSone jovAnuM baMdha karI, jAtanA ja doSone joIne dhoI nAkhavA, e ja mAnavabhavanuM kartavya che. doSa anaMtanuM bhAjana che. bIjAnA doSo joIne vaLI mArA AtmAne doSita banAvavAnI bhUla ze karAya ? yAda rAkhajo, jenA paNa doSo jozo, tenA para kyAreya sadbhAva jAmaze nahIM, maitrI jAmaze nahIM. gurunA doSo joyA to guru pratye kyAreya paNa sadbhAva nahIM Ave. jIvo potAnA doSo jovA taiyAra nathI ane anyanA doSo jovAnuM choDavA taiyAra nathI. kevI ajJAnatA? para doSa dRSTivALAne bhagavAnamAM paNa doSadarzana ja thAya che. svadoSa dRSTivALAne potAnAmAM rahelI khAmInA darzana thAya che. Aje mANasa mAtrano svabhAva parAyA doSo jovAmAM TevAyo che. pachI bhalene sAmI vyakti pAse ghaNA guNo hoya, paNa 60 doSa kyAM che te zodhI levAnuM. A doSa dRSTi ja mANasanI mANasa pratyenI maitrI jAmavA detI nathI. jagatane juo tyAre tamArI AMkha sAme duHkho dekhAvA joIe ane tamArI jAta sAme najara paDe tyAre doSadarzana thavA joIe... A che dharmiSTha vyaktinA lakSaNo. ratnAkara munie potAnI jAtane taTastha banIne nihALI hatI ane ratnAkara paccIzInI racanAmAM potAnAmAM rahelA doSonI kabUlAta karI hatI. huM krodha agnithI baLyo, vaLI lobha sarpa Dasyo mane, gaLyo mAnarUpI ajagare, huM kema karI dhyAvuM tane ? mana mAruM mAyA jALamAM, mohana mahA muMjhAya che, caDI cAra coro hAthamAM, cetana ghaNo cagadAya che. potAnI jAtane guNI ane anyanI jAtane avaguNI tarIke TheravavAnI nIcI dRSTi ja, mANasane mokSamArga maLavA chatAM mArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA detI nathI. cAlo, Aje ja dRSTikoNa badalI nAkhIe ane svayaMnA doSo ane anyanA guNo jovAnI zarUAta karI daIe... mahAna puruSonA guNo juo... sAdhanAnA kSetre mahattvano ane ati Avazyaka guNa e che ke guNIjanonA guNa jovAnI dRSTi, jagatanAM du:kho jovAnI dRSTi keLavavI sahelI che. potAnA doSone jovAnI dRSTi paNa hajI sahelI che. paraMtu guNIjanonA guNa jovAnI dRSTi keLavavI kharekhara muzkela che. tamArAthI vadhu guNavAnanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne rAjI thavuM saheluM nathI. potAnI guNa prazaMsAnA avasara para AnaMdavibhora banavuM saheluM che, teTaluM ja agharuM che anya guNInA guNanI prazaMsAmAM AnaMdita banavuM. kuTuMbanA sabhyomAM guNa jovAnI dRSTi keLavo, kuTuMbanA sabhyomAM prema jAgyA vinA nahi rahe. dharmIjanonA guNa jovAnI dRSTi keLavo, dharmIjano pratye prema jAgI jaze. samAjanA jana-janamAM guNa zodhIne guNa nihALo, samAja pratye premabhAva pragaTa thaI jaze. mokSamArgano upadeza ApanAra anaMta upakArI gurudevanI guNa samRdhdhine jovAnI dRSTi keLavI levAthI goviMda banavAnI pAtratA sahaja prApta thaI jAya che. yAda rAkhajo, gurunA 68

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saraLatA tyAM saphaLatA doSo joyA to gurano yoga prApta nahIM thAya ane gurunA yogathI vaMcita AtmA sadAya guNa prAptithI dUra rahe che. hAya...! jIva pAse guNo ja nA hoya to A jagamAM enA jevo bIjo duHkhI AtmA koNa hoI zake ? dhanavAna banavuM saheluM che. rUpavaMta banavuM kaThIna nathI. baLavAna banavuM e paNa AsAna che. paraMtu yAda rAkhajo, guNavAna banavuM e ghaNuM ja kaThIna ane durlabha paNa che. ApaNe badhuM ja banIne AvyA chIe. have ApaNe guNavAna banavAnuM che. ane hA..., jene guNavAna banavuM hoya tene guNAnurAgI to banavuM ja paDaze. ane te mATe mahAna puruSonA jIvanamAM, rahelA guNa jovAnI daSTi keLavavI ja paDaze. guNadaSTi guNonA svAmI. banAve che ane guNono svAmI AtmA eka divasa bhagavAna banI jAya che. cAlo, AjanA vyAkhyAnane sAMbhaLIne jIvanamAM traNa vAtone vAraMvAra vAgoLI mAnavabhavane saphaLa banAvavA udhamavaMta banIe. pahelI vAta e che ke jyAre jagatane juo tyAre jagatanA jIvonAM duHkhono vicAra karI ApaNI jAtane pApathI ane ahaMkArathI bacAvI. laIe. bIjA naMbaramAM potAnI jAta tarapha najara karI, je DhagalAbaMdha doSo paDyA che temane dhovAnuM kArya karI laIe. ane aMtamAM guNIjanone joI temanA guNo jovAnI daSTi keLavI guNavAna banI bhagavAna banI. jaIe. se jahAvi aNagAre ujjukaDe, NiyAgapaDivaNNe amAyaM kubamANe viyAhie / je jIva guNI, saraLa hRdayI hoya che te ja aNagAra che. prabhu e dharma batAvyA che. eka che aNagAra mArga, bIjo che AgAra mArga. zrAvaka ane zramaNadharma e mokSamAM pahoMcADanAro sarvottama dharma che. A dharmane ArAdhe te arihaMta banI zake. paraMtu dharma koNa karI zake? dharmane koNa hRdaye sthApI zake? to jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che je AtmA hRdayano traTaju, saraLa hoya. saraLatA-namratA e sAdhanA jIvananA mahattvapUrNa guNo che. pAponI AlocanA, pAponI kabUlAta koNa karI zake? jenuM hRdaya saraLa-nikhAlasa banyuM hoya. ane hA, saraLa banavA mATe mAyAnA khelanuM balidAna karavuM paDe. hRdaya kapaTI hoya tyAM sudhI hRdaya gharamAM dharmano praveza kyAreya thato nathI. mATe bhagavAna AcArAMga sUtramAM bhAra daIne jaNAve che ke sAdhu hoya te haiyAnA saraLa hoya ane saraLa hoya te ja sAdhu. jJAna hoya paNa haiyuM saraLa na hoya to jJAna zobhatuM nathI, tapazcaryAnI ArAdhanA pUra bahAramAM hoya, paNa mAyA kapaTanA dAva khelavAnuM cAluM hoya to tapazcaryA saMsArathI pele pAra laI javAmAM samartha kevI rIte bane ? badhA guNo sArA che. paraMtu badhA guNomAM saraLatAno guma bhaLI jAya to zIrAmAM sAkara bhaLe tevI mIThAza thaI jAya, jenuM haiyuM saraLa teno mokSa thAya saraLa. saraLa vyakti asatyanA pApathI bacI jAya che. hA, saraLa svabhAvanA thavAmAM eka vAta che ke badhA tamAro lAbha uThAvI jAya. paraMtu ethI gabharAI javAnI jarUra nathI. bhoLAnuM bhale koI na thAya paNa bhoLAnA bhagavAna to hoya ja che. kapaTa karIne kalyANa aTakAvavA karatAM, saraLa banIne karmabaMdhana aTakAvavA e vadhu zreSTha bAbata che. yAda rAkho, phUlane pANI koI kALe DUbADI zake nahI, paththarane pANI kyAreya tArI zake nahIM, namratAvAnane koI nimitta DUbADI na zake, abhimAnIne koI nimitta tArI na zake. basa, kapaTa hRdayamAM dharma rahe nahIM ane saraLa hRdayamAMthI dharma dUra thAya tamArI zAnti dUra na thAya tevuM IcchatA ho to be vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhajo. tamArAthI vadhu duHkhInA duHkhano vicAra karajo ane tamArAthI vadhu guNavAna che tenI prazaMsA karajo. - too

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nahIM. gautamasvAmI tarI gayA jyAre gozAlaka saMsAramAM DUbI gayA hatA. saraLa vyaktinuM jJAna dIpe che, tapa tejasvI lAge che. dhyAna zobhAspada bane che to sAdhanA prazaMsanIya bane che, ane hA... eka vAtano khyAla rAkhajo ke kapaTa karIne, tamane lAgatuM haze ke tame phAvI gayA, paraMtu e tamArI bhramaNA che. tame phAvyA cho tenI pAchaLa tamArI kapaTabAjInI pradhAnatA nathI, paraMtu temAM tamArA puNyanI pradhAnatA che. saraLa vyaktie ema na vicAravuM ke huM saraLa chuM eTale badhA mAro lAbha uThAve che, paraMtu tamArA karmamAM che, tethI badhA tamAro lAbha laI rahyA che. jo kapaTathI saphaLatA maLatI hoya to AkhuM jagata asatyanA mArge cAlavA mAMDe. puNyanA svarUpane nahIM jANanAra ja mAyA kapaTanA khela khele che. zAstramAM prabhue kapaTane (mAyAne) satya (kAMTA)nI upamA ApI che. kAMTo pagamAM vAge to mANasane pratikSaNa vedanA bhogavavI paDe che. pachI bhale te kyAMya paNa hoya, ane kaMI paNa karato hoya. e ja pramANe basa, mAyAnuM satya hRdayamAM vAgyuM eTale samajI levAnuM ke e tamArA AtmAne pratikSaNa duHkhI karaze. kAraNake, mAyA thaI gayA bAda paNa tame to jANo cho ke tame sAmenI vyakti mATe mAyAnA khela khelyA cho. mAyAno paDachAyo mahAbala pramukha cha mitro sAthe ramatA, sAthe pharatA, jIgarajAna mitro. moTA thaIne vairAgya raMge raMgAI gayA. dIkSA levAnuM nakkI karyu. asAra ane duHkha bharyA saMsArane alavidA karavA cha e mitro tatpara banyA. badhAe eka bIjAne vacana ApyA ke cha e jaNAe sAthe dIkSA lIdhA bAda je koI ArAdhanA karIe te sAthe ja karavAnI ane sarakhI ja karavAnI, jethI ApaNe AvatA bhavamAM paNa sAthe ja rahIe, judA na paDIe. dIkSA thaI gaI, sAdhanA cAlu thaI. ghaNAM varaso sudhI vacana pramANe sarakhI ane samAna sAdhanA cAlI rahI che. paraMtu sauthI moTA mitranA manamAM eka vicAra jhabakyo ke A bhavamAM to sAthe rahIne sarakhI tapazcaryA karIe chIe. atyAre huM sauthI moTo chuM, paraMtu AvatA bhavamAM chaemAM huM moTo rahIza ke nahIM? tethI A badhA karatAM mAre vadhAre tapazcaryA karavI joIe. basa, A vicAre sarjAyo sAdhanA jIvanamAM mAyA-kapaTano khela. badhAe sAthe chaH tapa 1 karyu. pAraNAno divasa Avyo. cAlo gurudeva, pAraNuM karavA padhAro. tyAM gurudeve prakAza pADyo ke meM aThThama karyo che. Ama tapazcaryAmAM be-traNa vAra mAyAkapaTanuM sevana karyu. ane pariNAma... mAyAnA phaLa svarUpe strI nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. ane Apa jANo cho ke anaMta kALe accherU thayuM ke mAyAnA baMdhana bAMdhIne Avelo AtmA, covisa tIrthaMkaromAM 19mA mallinAtha strI banyA. hAya...! ATalI nAnI mAyA paNa AvuM gojhAruM pariNAma lAve to huM ane tame roja keTalA kapaTanA dAva-peca khelIe chIe. sAvadhAna... Aje ja pAchA vaLo e mAyAkapaTanA khelathI. kAraNa, mAyA tamArI baMdhAyelI mitratAno nAza kare che ane zatrutAno janma kare che. mATe prabhu kahe che ke mokSa dharmane tamArA hRdaye sthApavAnI tamArI jhaMkhanA hoya to pahelA hRdayane saraLa ane svaccha banAvo. zuddha dharma saraLa ane Rju hRdayamAM rahe che, Take che. saMsAranuM kSetra to mAyAprapaMcanuM kendra che. paraMtu dharmanA kSetre, dharma mATe dharmIo sAthe to mAyA khelavAnuM Aje ja baMdha karo. bhagavaMta pharamAve che, mAyA mittANI nAsaI / mAcA mitratAno nAza kare che. bALaka jevA saraLa bano. phona Avyo... bAbAe uThAvyo... 'hallo..hallo.. konuM kAma che ?' 'tArA pappA che?' bALake kahyuM UbhA raho. bALaka doDI gayo pappA pAse. "pappA phona che.' 'beTA kono phona che?' 'pappA, maphatabhAIno phona che.' acchA, rUpiyA levA mATeno phona lAge che. 'beTA kahI de, pappA bahAragAma gayA che.' bAbAe phona upADI rokaDo javAba ApI dIdho. 'hallo..., mArA pappA sophA para beThA beThA kahe che ke mArA pappA bahAragAma gayA che, pachI phona karajo...' kevuM hatuM e bALapaNa, kevuM hatuM e bhoLapaNa, A AvyuM zANapaNa, gayuM mArUM bALapaNa, lAva DhoLI dauM mArUM zANapaNa, pAchuM zodhI lauM mArUM bALapaNa. A che bALaka hRdayanI saraLatA. game teTalA zrImaMta ho ke game teTalA sAdhaka. paraMtu prabhu ane gurunA caraNomAM to bALaka jevA hRdayavALA banavuM joIe. 02

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manane A vAta samajAvo manano vicitra svabhAva che ke tamArI pAse je che te jovA rAjI nathI. ane je potAnI pAse nathI tene joyA vinA cena paDatuM nathI, tethI ApaNuM mana haMmezA abhAvamAM ja rahe. pArakA bhANAmAM lADavo moTo lAge. pArakAnA kAMDAnI ghaDiyALa haMmezAM sArI lAge. gADI bIjAnI ja game. manano svabhAva ja vicitra che. ane abhAvanI pUrti thAya evuM atyAre ApaNI pAse puya nathI. buddhinuM pradarzana baMdha karI do, te pradarzanathI to AtmAnI azuddhi vadhe. che. gADInA DabbAmAM yuvAne koIne kAnamAM kahI dIdhuM ke DabbAmAM sApa che, dhIme dhIme AkhAye DabbAmAM vAta phelAI gaI. badhAM UtaravA mAMDyA. badhAMyane sauthI vhAlA prANa hoya che. ghaDI ghaDI vicAra badalAya che. A sura, peluM sAruM, vikalpo karavAmAM mANasa samaya, zakti ane AyuSya traNeya kharcI nAMkhe che. bALapaNa ramakaDAmAM, yuvAnI vidyA bhaNavAmAM, AgaLa vadhIne sattA ne saMpattimAM ne chelle upAzrayamAM sukha mAne che. sukhA svAdhIna hoya, nirbhaya hoya, traNe ya kALamAM eka ja hoya. siddhAMta na badalAya. ghaDIkamAM sArU khAo, pharavA jAo, ArAma karo. svAdiSTa khAo, koI sArI AITama lAvo to sukha lAge che. badhAmAM sukha mAno cho ? DAhyA thaIne pAchA vaLo, zuM kAma nakAmI upAdhi karo cho. vyavahAra pUratuM kAma karI lo pachI AtmAnI sAdhanAmAM lAgI jAo. ekamAMthI nivRtti laIne pachI sAdhanAmAM pravRta thAo. gharamAM nokara, voziMga mazIna, TI.vI., gharaghaMTI badhuM ja AvI gayuM. harva mana tamArA gharamAM ke gharanI bahAra che. mana vartamAnamAM rahevA TevAyuM nathI jene lIdhe bhUtakALane vAgoLe che ane bhaviSyakALanI ciMtA karyA kare che. AthI mana mANasane sAcA raste laI jaI zakatuM nathI. kALanI karAmata : buddhimAM jo malInatA Ave to zuM thAya? sAdhanAne vega na maLe. jAtane saMbhALI lo. zarIra, svajana, dhaMdho badhAnI rIte thayA ja kare che. padArthone navA ne jUnA banAvI de che. suMdara vastune bhaMgAra banAvI de. navAM sarasa majAnAM vastro cIMtharehAla thaI jAya. sarasa majhAnuM dUdha vikRta banI jAya, suMdara majAnAM bhojano 2-3 divasa pachI vikRta thaI jAya che, to suMdara majAnI gADI paNa bhaMgAra thaI jAya che. A badhuM koNa kare che? eka ja dravya che ane enuM nAma kALa che. kALa badhI ja paryAyomAM parivartana lAvI de che. makAna banAvyuM hoya to khaMDera thaI jAya che. 5000nI sADI akabaMdha rAkhI mUko, 10 varSa pachI te jUnI thaI jaze. dUdha 2-3 divasa rAkho to phATI jaze. A badhuM kare che koNa? kALa, janme tyAre bALaka hoya, samaya jatAM yuvAna pachI vRddha thAya ne mota paNa AvI jAya che. zuM kharekhara mota Avaze ? svabhAva sthira rahe che ne vibhAva badalAyA kare che. motane AMkha sAme rAkho to mati kyAreya bagaDaze nahIM. samaya badhuM badalI nAMkhe che. bhagavAnano upakAra mAno ke roja navo samaya maLe che, to uttama kArya karyA vagara rahezo nahIM. bhagavAna mahAvIre gautamane kahyuM ke 'samaya goyama mA pamAyae.' Ama A vAkya ekavAra nahIM, anekavAra kahI gautamane jAgRta rAkhyA hatA. jene koI na sudhArI zake, guru paNa sudhArI na zake tevA jIvone enA jIvanamAM samaya ane saMjoga sudhArI deze. ane hA, samaya ja mAnavInA jIvanamAM vAstaviktAnAM darzana karAve che. mArA koNa che? ane mArA koNa nathI ? e samaye ane saMjoge khyAla Ave che. saMbaMdho sAcA hatA, svArthanA hatA ke paramArthanA hatA e to samaya ja batAve che. eTale ja kahyuM che, sArA divasomAM sahu salAma karI mUkI jAya che mAThA divasomAM badhAye sAme ghUMkI jAya che. sahu kahe che chAMyaDo sAtha choDe nahi kadI aMdhAre muja paDachAyo paNa sAtha mUkI jAya che. koInA samaya sarakhA jatA nathI. nathI rahI rAvaNanI laMkA, nathI rahI rAmanI ayodhyA ne nathI rahI mahAvIranI rAjagRhI. juo Aje kaI o3 - o4

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hAlatamAM che rAjagRhI ? samaya badhuM badale che. vikRtine saMskRtimAM sthApI de. jagatanA tamAma padArthone vikRta ne saMskRta karavAnuM kAma kALatattva kare che. to tamArA hAthamAM rahyuM zuM? jIvanamAM ciMtanAtmaka citta banAvo. kALanA sakaMjAmAMthI koI paNa padArtha bAkAta rahyo nathI. Aje badhuM suMdara ne kAle kharAba bane che. baMgalo khaMDeramAM TrAnsaphara karavAnuM kAma konuM? padArthone bagADavAnI tAkAta kALa tatva pAse che. eTale e vAta haMmezane mATe yAda rAkhajo ke jaDa jagata e tamArA hAthanI vAta nathI, kALa svataMtra dravya che. ApaNe mAthuM mArI karmabaMdhana karavAnI bAlIzatA na karavI joIe. kALanI hAthanI bAjI che. navuMjUnuM, sAruM-kharAba, zreSTha-azreSTha badhuM kALa kare che. prabhue sAdhakone jaNAvyuM che ke bhale kALa potAnI karAmatathI jagata upara prabhAva pADe, paraMtu A kALano saupayoga karavA mATe prabhu batAve che. jAne samAre ' kALane oLakhIne dharma AcaraNa karI kalyANanI dizA tarapha ApaNe cAlavAnuM che. kALa to sAdhako mATe sahAyaka che. ajJAnI mATe bAdhaka che. jJAnI samayano saduupayoga karI sAcA arthamAM paMDita bane che. bhale kALa jagata para parivartana kare, paraMtu ApaNe ApaNAmAM parivartana karavAnuM sarvottama kArya karI laIe. jaDa jagata jo kALatatva ne AdhIna che, e vAta sahaja samajAI jAya tevI che to jIvananI paristhitimAM pheraphAra sAruM-narasuM, UMcuM-nIcuM, deva-naraka, sukhI-duHkhI, koI rogI koI taMdurasta A badhuM konA hAthamAM che ! zuM e ApaNA hAthamAM kharuM ? bahu ja agatyanI vAta che ke ApaNA jIvananuM gADuM koNa haMkAre che? A savAlanA javAbamAM karmanA siddhAMtane samajavo ja rahyo, kAraNa jaDajagata jo kALadravyanA hAthamAM che to jIvana jagata karmanA hAthamAM che. karmanI karAmata : rAma siMhAsana para besavAnA hatA. karma kahe "UbhA raho. ayodhyAnA rAjA bano te pahelAM mAruM kAma patAvuM." koNe mokalyA? dazarathe, tenI mAtAe, paristhitinuM nirmANa karavAnuM kAma karmarAjAnuM che. padArthomAM ane karmanI bAbatamAM tame parataMtra cho. Aje sUraja hato to kAle vAdaLa kema ? Aje vasaMta hatI to kAle pAnakhara kema ? Aje sukha hatuM to have duHkha kema ? na pUchazo sUrajane, vAdaLane, na pUchazo badatune, na pUchazo jagatane, pUchajo mAtra tamArI jAtane, rAma samajatA hatA ke doSa mAro che. jagatane sudhAravA nIkaLelo jAta paranA doSane joI zakato nathI, kAnamAM khIlA ThokAyA, nijano doSa gaNyo. tejovezyA choDI paNa koIno doSa joyo nahIM.. pUrvakRta doSo potAnA ja che. nimittane dhikkAro nahIM. upAdAnane najara sAme rAkho. duHkha ApanArane bheTI paDo. bheTI jazo to duHkha bhAgI jaze. mahemAnono svIkAra karo cho tema muzkelIno svIkAra karo to duHkha dUra thaze. 'hara zAmako sUraja Dhala jAtA hai, hara patajhaDa vasaMtameM badala jAtI hai, mere mana musIbatameM hiMmata na hAra, samaya kaisA bhI ho gujara jAtA hai." rAmane magajamAM hatuM ke mane koI nukazAna nathI. huM ja mArA karmano kartA, bhoktA ne saMhAraka chuM. karma bAMdhuM paNa huM ja ne bhogavuM paNa huM ja. tuM ja tAro kartA bhoktA che. bhagavAna to jJAtA daSTA che. badhuM ja tamArA hAthamAM che. paNa khuda pote ja, tamArI jAta tamArA hAthamAM nathI. satyavAdI harizcaMdrane smazAnamAM sarvise javuM paDyuM hatuM. kRSNane ane pAMDavone kauravoe duHkhanI vaNajhAra ApI hatI. Isu khristane krosa para caDavuM paDyuM hatuM. agni suvarNane caLakatuM banAve che, tema karmanA udayamAM AvatAM du:kho paNa mAnavIne siddhinA zikhara para caDAvI de che. jIvananuM gaNita karmo pramANe ja cAle che. je dhAre che te banatuM nathI paNa je bane che tene dhAreluM gaNIne svIkArI lo. ghaDapaNa Ave, nukazAnI Ave, tene svIkArI lo. dhikkAra daSTi nahIM, svIkAra daSTi keLavo. paristhitino svIkAra karavo enuM nAma ja 'samajaNa' che. saMjogonA saharSa svI kAramAMja sAco dharma samAyelo che! - ttArameva aympha mma.... karmo kartAne ja anusare che. eTale je karmo kare che. tene ja e karmo udayarUpe Ave che. anya koInAM nahIM, mArA - to5 - 6

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ja karmonAM phaLa mArI sAme AvyAM che. have zA mATe hAya-voya karI du:khI thavuM. enA karatAM tene sahajarUpe, samajaNa bhera svIkArI, sahI lauM. karma bhale eno prabhAva mArA jIvanamAM batAve paraMtu dharmanA mAdhyame huM paNa karmone prabhAva batAvI dauM ke dharmanI zI tAkAta che. karmo roga Ape to dharma vairAgya Ape. karmo duHkha Ape to dharma samAdhi Ape, sukhano anubhava karAve. basa, A ja vicArane apanAvI lo to kAma thaI jaze... A mAruM che ne mAre bhogavavAnuM che. sukha bhogavatAM AvaDe che paNa duHkha bhogavavuM gamatuM nathI. taMdurastI game che paNa roga gamato nathI. dhaMdhAmAM napho thAya e game che paNa nukazAna gamatuM nathI. mIThA zabdo pasaMda che paNa kaDavA zabdo jhera jevA lAge che. mIrAMbAI jheranA kaDavA ghUMTaDA paNa hasatAM hasatAM pI gayAM ane Aje ApaNe dUdha paNa hasatAM hasatAM pI zakatAM nathI. A sAdhanA jIvanamAM amane je rahasya maLyuM che te tamane ApuM chuM. chelle dIkSA na lo to kaMIka to ApavuM joIe ne. eka cIja ApuM chuM je nijAnaMdamAM laI jAya, nijano vaibhava dekhADe, rogo vacce. samAdhi Ape evo rasto batAvuM chuM. padArthone bhale kALarAjA bagADI nAMkhe ke sudhArI de, sukha-duHkha, sagavaDatA ke salAmatI maLe e mATe bhale karma kAma kare. ApaNe have eka kAma karavAnuM che. karazo ne ? ane e kAma che AtmAnA pariNAmanI sthiratA...! kALa pheravavAmAM koI saphaLa banyuM nathI, to paristhitine pheravavAmAM koI zaktimAna nathI, pratyeka bAbate ApaNo AtmA parAdhIna che. paraMtu eka vAta evI che je svataMtra che ane te paNa ApaNA ja hAthanI vAta che. ane te che ApaNA AtmAnAM mAdhyastha pariNAmo. pariNAmanI karAmata : bahu ja mahattvanI bAbata che pariNAmanI karAmata. bhalene hoye kALanA. hAthamAM jagata-parivartana, bhalene rAkhe karmo jIvana para saMcAlana. paraMtu ApaNA hAthamAM mahattvanI bAbata che AtmAnAM pariNAma, na rAga-na dveSa. kAraNa ApaNA hAthamAM jaDanuM saMcAlana che ja nahIM. to jIvanamAM bhalene Ave sukha-du:kha, caDatI-paDatI. e to karmonI karAmatanA khela che. ApaNe rahevAnuM bannenI vacce mAdhyastha, ane te rakhAve che dharma. dharma che tyAM pariNAma vizuddha rahe che, ane vizuddha pariNAma che te ja sAco dharma che. jagatanuM parivartana kALanA hAthamAM che. paristhiti badalavAnuM karmanA hAthamAM che. AtmAnA pariNAma virAdhanAmAM na jAya e mATe jAtamAM TakavAnuM kAma AtmAnA hAthamAM che. ghANImAM pIlAyA chatAM viSama paristhitimAM paNa pariNAma sudhAryA. gajasukumAranA mAthe kheranA aMgArA mUkAyA paNa pariNAmamAM, AtmabhAvamAM sthiratA hatI tethI siddha avasthAne pAmyA. saMsAra che, samasyA AvavAnI che. paristhiti nirmANa thavAnI ja che emAM rAga-dveSa tarapha na kara. viSaya ne kaSAyomAM na phasAo. zarIramAM AtmA che to AtmAmAM paramAtmA che. pariNAma bagADavAnuM kAma padArthonuM ke paristhitinuM nathI. ajJAnatA pariNAma bagADe che. svabhAvamAM besI joyA karo. pariNAmane sudhAro to rAganA sthAne vairAgya pragaze. nukazAnane sthAne lAbhane nihALo ne krodhanA sthAne kSamAne apanAvo. bhagavAnanI, devalokanA devo stuti kare ke niMdA kare, koI sanmAna Ape ke apamAna kare, kaSTo Ape ke sagavaDatA Ape paNa bhagavAna kahe che AmAM mAruM kaMI nathI bagaDatuM ke nathI sudharatuM. jJAnI kahe che 'nAmanAme suI duHA' lAbha thAya ke alAbha, sukha maLe ke duHkha, sagavaDatA hoya ke agavaDatA, anukULatA jaNAya ke pratikULatA. jJAnIne karmojanita tamAma paristhitimAM samabhAva varte che. kAraNa, teo jJAnanA mAdhyame mAdhyastha guNanA svAmI banyA hoya che. teo tamAma paristhitine hasatA mukhe svIkArI rahe che, mATe teo hara hAlatamAM prasanna hoya che. tame zAkabhAjI levA jAo to namAvIne thoDuM zAka vadhAre lo cho. have jyAre sonuM kharIdavA jAva tyAre sonIne kahejo thoDuM namAvIne Ape. mAro zAkavALo to namAvIne Ape che, to tame paNa sonuM namAvIne Apo. Apaze ? jenA kAMTA asthira tenI sAdhanA paNa asthira hoya che. te sAdhanAmAM sthira rahI zakato nathI. jenAM pariNAma sthira te sAdhaka ane jenAM pariNAma asthira te saMsArI. ahIM beThAM cho tyAre to sthira lAgo cho ne upAzrayanI bahAra jazo to pAchAM asthira thaI jazo. pariNAmane - too - o8

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IrSAthI bacavA anumodanA karo sthira rAkhatAM zIkho. koI kahe che dharatInuM sadana badalo, koI kahe che jarjarita gagana badalo, amara vyartha che adalAbadalInI vAto, badalavo hoya to "vabhAva' badalo.' jo badalavo hoya to AtmAno saMsArI svabhAva badalo. jeTalAM sthira eTalAM yogI lAgo cho, jeTalAM asthira eTalAM bhogI lAgo cho. manuSyanuM AyuSya AMkhanA eka palakArAmAM vahI jaze, mota AvI jaze to avasara cUkAI jaze, AMkha mIMcAyA pachI hAthamAMthI bAjI cAlI jaze. zarIra sAruM che tyAM sudhI sAdhanA karI lo. AtmAne tame saMbhALI lo. jAta bhUlIne jIvavA jevuM bIjuM koI ajJAna nathI. jIva potAnI jAtane jANato nathI e ja moTuM duHkha che. jAta bhUlAI gaI dariyAmAM nAvaDI laIne 10 mANaso gayA. nAvaDI DUbI gaI. paNa 10 mANaso hatA te bacI gayA. badhA kahe gaNI laIe. pAchA ghare pahoMcazuM ne koI DUbI gayo haze to musIbata thaze. 1, 2, 3... ema 9 thayA, paNa, potAne gaNavAnuM bAkI rahyuM ne raDavA lAgyA, eka DUbI gayo. koI vaDIle raDatA joyA, pUchyuM zuM thayuM? to kahe amArA eka bhAI dariyAmAM DUbI gayA. acchA ! tame keTalA hatA. 10 jaNa lAInamAM UbhA rahI jAva, gaNyA to 10 jaNA ja hatA. kAraNa ke gaNae te badhAM potAne bAkAta. karIne gaNatA. Aje ApaNI dazA kevI che? jAtane bAkAta rAkhIne jIvavAnI, atyAra sudhI duniyAnA padArtho ne gaNitane gaNyAM che, paNa potAnI jAta sAthe kyAreya vAta karI nathI. badhA saMyogomAM samabhAva ne jJAtA-daSTa bhAva rAkhavAno che. tuM tArI jAtane vairAgyayukta banAva. koIpaNa prasaMge upasthita thAya to emAM jAtane ja doSita gaNajo. bIjAne doSita na gaNatA. kAraNa upAdAna potAnuM ja che. Ama potAnI jAtane doSita gaNI levAmAM pariNAma azuddha ke malIna thatA nathI. basa tyAre, AjanuM pravacana sAMbhaLI kALatatva, karmatatvano samyak vicAra karI AtmAnA pariNAmane vizuddha karI siddha avasthAne pAmo te ja maMgala manokAmanA... aneka AtmAo paramAtmA banyA che, A mAnavInA avatArane prApta karIne, have ApaNe ja nakkI karavAnuM che ke ucca avatArane prApta karIne paramAtmAnA mArge AgaLa vadhavAnI tamannA che ke pachI nAzavaMta padArthonA sukha pAchaLa pAgala banI jIvanane pUruM karI nAkhavuM che ? ApaNe ja ApaNuM nirIkSaNa karIe. samaya akhUTa maLyo che Aje, ane bhUtakALamAM paNa maLyo hato. zaktio khUba maLI che Aje, ane bhUtakALamAM paNa ghaNA bhavomAM ApaNe zaktizALI banyA hatA. zaktizALI banavuM e mahatvanI bAbata nathI, sattvazALI banavuM e mahatvanI ane agatyanI vAta che. tamane thaze ke zakti ane sattvamAM aMtara zuM? zakti ane satva baMne eka ja nathI. yAda rahe gozAlaka pAse soLa deza bALI nAkhavAnI zakti hatI. paraMtu sattvanA abhAvane laIne gozAlakano ItihAsa kalaMkita lakhAyo. jyAre gautamasvAmI zaktinA bhaMDAra to hatA ja, paraMtu sattvanAM paNa svAmI hatA. jene kAraNe gaNadhara hovA chatAM zrAvakane khamAvavA paNa harSathI taiyAra thayA hatA. zaktio puNyanA gharamAMthI maLe che eTale zaktio kSINa thavAvALI che. jyAre sattva to Atma gharanI zAzvatI akSaya mUDI che, je kyAreya khAlI thavAvALI nathI. AMkhonI zaktinA kAraNe tame dUranuM joI zako cho. paraMtu sattvanI hAjarImAM AMkho jyAM jue, jene jue, temAM nirvikAra avasthAmAM TakI rahe. sAMbhaLavAnI zaktimAM sattva maLe to jIva niMdA sAMbhaLavAnI bAbatathI dUra rahe, ane guNakIrtana sAMbhaLavAnuM pasaMda kare. TUMkamAM bhoga mArge javA koI sattanI jarUra nathI. bhogamArga tyAgavA mATe ja sattvanI jarUra paDe che. pApanA sevanamAM zakti mukhya joIe, jyAre pApa sevanano parityAga karavA to sattvanuM astitva ja Avazyaka bane che. kRSNanA mastaka pAse besanAra arjunane kRSNarUpI sattva prApta thayuM. jyAre kRSNanA paga pAse besanAra duryodhanane kRSNanI senArUpI zakti prApta thaI, ane yuddhamAM vijaya sattvano thayo. ane hA... satvane pragaTa 8o

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karavA mATeno rAja mArga che dharma pratye ahobhAgya ane anumodanA. dharma karavA mATe zarIranuM baLa joIe. dharma karAvavA mATe sAdhano AdinuM baLa joIe to anumodanAnI sAdhanA mATe dharma pratye ahobhAvanuM baLa tamArI pAse avazyameva joIe ja. ema ne ema kAMI tIrthakara nAma gotra upArjana na thAya. tenA mATe bhArobhAra haiyAmAM dharma pratye ahobhAva uchALA mArato hoya ane dharmIne joIne haiyuM AnaMdavibhora banI jatuM hoya. huM tamane pUchuM chuM. tamane dhana game che! hA sAheba, badhAne game. to tamane dhanavAna loko game che? AmAM vicAravuM paDe ? acchA, tamane gADI game che? sAheba, kone na game? to tamArAthI bIjA pAse vadhu sArI gADI che tevA mANaso game che? sAheba, kevuM pUcho cho, zuM javAba ApI e ? TUMkamAM tamArI pAse je che te tamane game che, paraMtu tamArA karatAM vadhu ane tamArAthI vadhu sAruM jenI pAse hoya tene tamAre gamADavA muzkela che, e vAta dIvA jevI spaSTa thaI gaI. eTale tamArAthI jenI pAse vadhAre che tenI IrSyA karIne tame du:khI thavAnA e vAta paNa cokkasa thaI gaI. have sAMbhaLo, dharma game, tapa game, jJAna game, sAdhanA game. tame kaho cho ke AvuM badhuM amane game che, eTale tamane jJAna, darzana, cAritra guNa pratye haiyAmAM ahobhAva che. barAbara ne?! have haiyA upara hAtha rAkhI javAba Apajo ke tamArA karatAM je dharmanuM vadhu kArya kare ane e dharmanA kAryane lIdhe, enI badhe bolabAlA thAya, tenAM sanmAna thAya ane tame dharma karavA chatAM tamAruM koI nAma na le, tamAruM koI sanmAna na kare to? have, sAcuM kaheje ke tamArI sAme sanmAnita thatI vyaktinI anumodanAnA bhAva jAge ke aMtaramAM ISyanI Aga pragaTe? ApaNe ApaNI jAtane tapAsIe ke anumodanAmAM AnaMdita banIe chIe ke IrSAno bhoga banI jIvanamAM prApta karelA guNone khAkha karIe chIe ! guNa gamADavA hajI sahelA che, guNa meLavavA paNa sahelA che, paraMtu guNIjanonI kharA aMtarathI anumodanA karI prazaMsAnAM be zabda bolavA kaThina che. ane hA, anumodanAnI sAdhanA karyA vinA ArAdhanA karavAmAM ane karAvavAnI saphaLatA prApta karavAmAM jIva prAyaH kyAreya phAvato nathI. eTale ja dharmakSetre praveza pAmelA sAdhako pAse be mahAguNa hovA joIe. eka che guNo pratyeno ahobhAva ane bIjo guNIjanonI bharapeTa anumodanA, jeNe guNo pratye ahobhAva keLavyo nathI te guNo meLavavA pramAda banaze. guNaprAptimAM udyama karavAnI bhAvanA thavI muzkela che. jyAre, guNIjanonI anumodanA karavAnI kaLA meLavI nahi hoya to yAda rAkhajo ke jIve meLavelA guNo TakAvavA muzkela banaze. kAraNa ke IrSyA ja tamone tamArA sthAnathI gabaDAvI devAmAM vilaMba nahI kare. Aje ApaNe ApaNuM jIvana tapAsIe. dhaMdhA para pahoMcavAnI, pArTImAM javAnI ane lagna mahotsavamAM hAjarI ApavAnI veLAe tame AnaMditA bano cho ke upAzraya pahoMcatI veLAe? sAmAyika bAMdhatI veLAe ? AyaMbila karatI veLAe ke dAna karavAnA samaye ? saMtonAM darzana karatI veLAe haiyuM AnaMda vibhora bane che? mitrane maLavAmAM khuzI ke dharmI AtmAne maLavAnA samaye khuzI anubhavo cho ? javAba, tame ja tamArA AtmAne Apo. samyakadarzanInuM lakSaNa che, guNa tarapha javAmAM AnaMdI bane ena guNIjanane maLavAmAM khuzI anubhave. jIvanarakSA tamane maLeluM sarvottama mAnavanuM jIvana. A jIvanane pAmIne sau prathama kartavya bane che, tame tamArA jIvananI rakSA karo. navAI lAgaze, jIvananI rakSA ApaNe kaI rIte karI zakIe ! A jIvana to karmo pramANe cAle che, kharuM ne ? tame e vAta jANatA nahIM ho ke karmo parAdhIna che, tame svayaM svAdhIna cho. tame jIvana pAmo cho karmothI, paNa tamArI bhAvanAthI tame jIvana jIvavA cAhatA ho to tame jIvI zako cho. jIvanarakSA eTale jIvanane kusaMskAro, kunimitto, kumitronA sakaMjAmAMthI bacAvI levuM. duHkhothI bacavAnI vAta e jIvanarakSA nahIM, paraMtu ApaNI jAtane pApothI bacAvI levI te che jIvanarakSA. keTalAka jIvo dhanarakSAmAM bahu ja catura hoya che, paraMtu jIvanarakSAmAM sAva abhaNa hoya che. jIvanane upavana samuM paNa banAvI zakAya ane verAna raNa samuM paNa banAvI zakAya. pasaMdagI tamAre karavAnI che ke saMskArothI sabhara jIvana jIvI upavana sarjavuM che ke durguNo - 82

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ane durAcArano bhoga banI jIvanane verAna raNa banAvavuM che, joI lo sikaMdarane, jIvana maLavA chatAM kevuM jIvana jIvyA, ane joI lo vivekAnaMdane, jIvana upavana sajIne jIvI gayA. ekanA jIvanamAMthI AsaktinI durgadha che. to ekanA jIvanamAM preraNAno parimala che. tamAruM jIvana evuM hovuM joIe ke jemAMthI anya mAnavone preraNA maLe ke jIvana kevuM jIvavuM joIe. jo tamArA khudamAM ja uNapa haze to aneka jIvo avaLA raste jIvana gADI dhakelI deze. koInI jiMdagI bagaDe tevuM vartana ApaNe zA mATe karavuM joIe? tArA jIvanathI koInuM jIvana banI jaze tArA sUcanathI koInuM sarjana thaI jaze are uNapa haze e mAnavI ne tArA jIvanamAM to kAMTA to zuM, phUla paNa duzmana banI jaze. mAnavanuM jIvana ghaNA bhavo bAda prApta thAya che, ane A jIvana jo lAparavAha banIne jIvyA to jIvanarakSA karavAmAM ApaNe niSphaLa rahevAnA. prabhue uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM jIvana viSe darzAvatAM jaNAvyuM che ke mAnavInuM jIvana kevuM che ? 'AdA sA ' jhAkaLanA biMdu jevuM. havAno eka jhapATo Ave ane biMdunuM jIvana samApta thaI jatAM vAra na lAge. tema mAnavInuM jIvana AyuSyano eka jhapATo vAgatAM samApta thaI jAya che. mATe. ja prabhue jIvanane guNothI sabhara banAvI jIvavAnI vAta vAraMvAra batAvI che. bhale, jIvanano bharoso nathI. jIvananuM rakSaNa ApaNA hAthanI vAta nathI. paraMtu jIvananA saMskAronI rakSA to ApaNA khudanA ja hAthanI vAta che. guNarakSA : jIvanarakSA karIne prApta karelA guNonuM rakSaNa karavuM e bahu ja mahattvanI ane agatyanI vAta che. guNo meLavavAmAM varasonI mahetana ane sAdhanA karavI paDe che, jyAre prApta thayelA guNo to kSaNamAtramAM nAza thaI jAya che. yAda rahe, mAnavano janma guNa prApti ane doSonI samApti mATe maLyo che. puNyavAna manuSya janma pAme che. paraMtu guNavAna manuSya ja bhagavAna svarUpane pAmI zake che. A manuSya bhavamAM koI DaoNkTara banyA, koI vakIla banyA, koI ejIniyara banyA. paraMtu yAda rAkhajo ke jo guNavAna banavAnuM bhUlI gayA to kiMmatI jIvana pAmIne hArI jazo jemAM leza mAtra zaMkAne sthAna nathI. guNa prAptinI mahenata karavI e A jIvananuM ane janmanuM sauthI mahatvanuM kartavya bane che ane guNa prApta karyA bAda tenI rakSA karavI e bIjA naMbaranuM kartavya che. jema dhana meLavavuM ane dhananI rakSA karavI e jarUrI che, tema guNa meLavavA ane guNanI rakSA karavI e paNa atyaMta jarUrI che. prANIonA prANanI rakSA e dravyadayA che, jyAre AtmAnA guNonI rakSA e bhAvadayA che, je jIvane samAdhi pamADe che. jo sAtAno udaya haze to game te khAvA ane game tevA vAtAvaraNamAM rahezo to paNa zarIramAM bimArI nahi praveze. kAraNa sAtAno prabhAva che. basa, te ja pramANe jo bhAvadayA pALI haze, to game tevA pratikULa saMjogomAM paNa samAdhibhAva TakI raheze. viyoganAM vamaLa sarjAza to paNa, te hAlatamAM paNa tamane samAdhibhAva Apaze. guNarUpI. bhAvarakSA e dharmanI phalazruti che jyAre guNa prApti e guNonI phalazruti che, AtmasamAdhi e vAta bhUlavA jevI nathI. jIvanamAM guNo meLavavA sahelA che, paraMtu te guNonI rakSA karavAnuM kAma tethI paNa vadhu kaThina kAma che. kheDUta cAra mahinAnI mahenatane aMte gAMsaDIo bharIne kapAsa ghare lAve tyAre rAjIno reDa hoya che. kheDUtanA dIkarAno dIkaro ramatAM ramatAM cUlAmAMthI saLagatuM lAkaDuM kapAsanI gAMsaDImAM nAkhI de, ane jotajotAmAM Aga lAgI jAya, ane e bhayaMkara AgamAM gAMsaDIo baLIne rAkha thaI jAya ane te kheDUtanI cAra mahinAnI mahenata alpa samayamAM ja khAkha thaI jAya tyAre e kheDUtanA zA hAla thAya...? AkhI jiMdagI doDadhAma karIne karelI kamANI, ane e kamANI baMgalo banAvavAmAM lagADI dIdhI. suMdara-AlizAna baMgalo taiyAra thaI gayo. hajI rahevA javAnI taiyArI cAlatI hatI tyAM to dharatIkaMpanA eka AMcakAe baMgalo jamInadosta karI nAkhyo. AkhI jiMdagInI mahenata bhoMya bhegI thaI gaI. have, A samaye baMgalAnA mAlikanI zI dazA thAya...? anubhavI jJAnIo jaNAve che ke tapa, tyAga ane sAdhanA karIne kSamA AdinA guNo prApta karanAra sAdhaka, ekavAra kaSAyanI agnimAM saLage 83 = 84

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bhedajJAna jarUrI bhedabhAva nahIM. tyAre ahaMkArano dharatIkaMpa aMtara jagatamAM sarjAya ane tyAre sAdhake varasonI sAdhanA bAda meLavelA guNo baLIne kSaNabharamAM khAkha thaI jAya che. tyAre e sAdhakanI dazA kevI thAya? guNonI rakSA karavI bahu ja muzkela che. saMto-mahaMto jaNAve che ke guNarakSA mATe sadaiva sAvadhAna raho. kAraNake, guNa prApta karavAno avasara vAraMvAra prApta thato nathI. jIvanI ucca kakSA keLavo jIvananI rakSA karavA cAhatA ho to tamAre guNarakSA karavI paDe ane guNarakSA karavaA cAhatA ho to jIvananI ucca kakSA keLavavI paDe. eTale game tevA nimitta maLavA chatAM tame krodhano bhoga bano nahIM. rAgadveSanA nimitto maLavA chatAM tamArI kakSA eTalI hade ucca banI hoya ke te nimitto tamArA mATe sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka bane tene ucca kakSA keLavI. gaNAya. juo, ghANInuM nimitta munionA guNone to na lUMTI zakyuM, paraMtu kevaLajJAnamAM sahAyaka banyuM. vAtAvaraNathI tamArA guNo kSaya thaI jatA hoya to koIne ya pUchavAnI jarUra nathI ke jIvanI kakSA kevI che? cAha moDI maLe ane citta vihvaLA, banI jAya, tamArI AjJAnuM koI pAlana na kare ane tame ugra banI jatA ho. tamane je na bolAve te vyakti pratye tamane dhRNA thaI AvatI hoya. sanmAnanA hAratorA paheratAM dilamAM galagaliyAM thatAM hoya. tamArI vAha vAha karanAranI tame dostI rAkhatA ho to lakhI rAkho ke hajI kakSAmAM kacAza che. ucca kakSA vinA guNonI rakSA asaMbhava che. nimitta maLatAM guNo baLIne khAkha thaI jatAM vAra nahIM lAge. prabhu mahAvIrane eka ja rAtamAM saMgame vIsa-vIsa upasargo ApyA, caMDakoziyAe DaMkha mAryA, gozAlake tejalezyA choDIanArya dezanA vicaraNanI kathA lakhatA kalama dhrUjI jAya. A dareka paristhitimAM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIno kSamA guma kSaNamAtra mATe paNa vicalita thayo na hato. kAraNa prabhunA jIvananI kakSA sarvocca zikhara sara karI cUkI hatI. Avo, ApaNe paNa ApaNA jIvanI kakSA uMcI ane majabUta banAvI daIe, jethI mahenata karIne meLavelA guNonI mUDI surakSita rahI zake. samakitI gharamAM rahe paraMtu enA haiyAmAM ghara na rahe. samakitI pALe poSe kuTuMbane paraMtu aMtaramAM akartA chuM tevA zreSTha bhAvane kendramAM rAkhIne. TUMkamAM samakita guNI AtmAnuM haiyuM AsthA ane anukaMpAnI carama sImAe jhUlatuM hoya. enuM dila-dimAga eka ja ciMtana dhArAmAM ramaNa karatuM hoya ke jyAre chuTuM A saMsArathI, jyAre choDuM AvyaMtara krodha, mAnAdi saMsArane. satata nirlepa rahevAnI kaLA jenA hAthamAM AvI gaI te samakitI jIvo amalanI yAtrA tarapha AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. ratnAkara munie paNa prabhu pAse chellI gAthAmAM mAMgyuM hatuM ke, he prabhu, 'Apo samyak ratna zyAma jIvane to tRpti thAye ghaNI.' Avo, ApaNe paNa deva, guru ane dharma tattva para zradhdhA jamAvIe. jainazAsana, jaina saMto, jaina dharma prApta karyA bAda jo samakitanI prApti na karI, to ratnanI khANamAMthI khAlI hAthe, atrethI javAno vAro Avaze. saMsAramAM lepAyA vinA, saMsAranA kAvA-dAvAthI alipta rahevA ane viSayo kaSAyothI upara UThavAno zreSTha upAya eTale aMtara gharamAM samakitano dIvaDo pragaTAvavo. A dIvaDo tame pragaTAvyo eTale eTalo to khyAla AvI jaze ke mAruM zuM che ane parAyuM zuM che? sukha kyAM che, sukha kevuM che? huM koNa chuM, huM kevo chuM ane huM kyAM chuM nuM jJAna thaI jaze ane pachI satva darzana thatAM jIva asattvathI sahaja chUTI jaze, ne satvane sahaja prApta karI leze temAM lezamAtra zaMkAne sthAna nathI. samakita guNa prApta thayA bAda jIvane saMsAra sukha phikku lAge che. saMcama sukha sAruM lAgaze. sAdhano nahIM ane sAdhanA prANa pyArI banaze. e parivAranI jaMjALamAM nahIM paNa AtmAnI jyotimAM masta banI jIvaze. ene dhana karatAM jJAnaguNa vadhu vhAlA lAgaze. dolata karatAM samyakudarzana ene divya lAgaze. bheguM karavAmAM eno jIva nahIM hoya paraMtu bheguM kareluM kyAre chUTe te ja vicAromAM satata viharato raheze. vAha, AvA parama svabhAvane prApta karAvanAra samakitano mahimA nyAro che. eTale samakita 85 86

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prApta thayA bAda, ardha pudgala parAvartanamAM jIvano mokSa avazya thAya che. jIvanI A siddhi kaMI ochI che? juo, tame bhADAnA gharamAM rahetA ho, to bhale tamArI raheNI karaNI, makAnamAlika jevI hoya paraMtu aMtaramAM to e vAtano bheda satata vartato raheto hoya ke ghara bhADAnuM che mArUM nathI. pADozInA bALakane ramADatI. mA, bALakane khUba lADa kare. khavaDAve, ramADe. jonArane ema ja thAya ke A bALakanI mAtA ja che. paraMtu ramADanAra strIne khabara hoya che ke A pADozInuM bALaka che, mAruM nahIM, ane A bheda to niraMtara Ubho ja hoya lagna prasaMge mAMgIne bIjAnA dAgInA paherIne prasaMgamAM mastIthI. mahAlatA ho paNa tamAruM mana to bheda batAvatuM ja hoya che ke A dAgInA mArA nathI, bIjAnA che. bhale jonArane A vAtano khyAla na Ave paNa paheranArane jarUra hoya che. basa, bhedajJAna pragaTa thAya te samakita ane bhedabhAva Ubho kare te mithyAtva. zarIra e huM nathI, huM AtmA chuM. A bhedajJAna satata karAve. huM AtmA chuM, zarIra nathI evuM jJAna darzana niraMtara vartI rahe to jIva nirlepa rahI zake. nirlepa banyA vinA dharmanI zarUAta thatI nathI. khArA samudramAM motIne rahevuM nathI paNa rahevuM paDe che. khArA saMsAramAM, samakitIne rahevuM nathI paraMtu rahevuM paDe che. kRSNa mahArAjA paNa saMsAramAM rahyA hatA, paraMtu temanuM mana saMyamamAM hatuM. saMyama maLe to mArA traNa khaMDane kSaNamAM choDI dauM. paraMtu niyANuM karIne AvyA hovAne kAraNe saMyama nA grahI zakyA. saMsAranA kAdavamAM jagyA paNa saMsAranA kAdavathI alipta rahyA. ApaNe paNa saMsAranA kartavya karIe paNa A kartApaNAnA bhAvo karI, karmonA baMdhanathI dUra rahI sAcA samakitI banIne AjathI jIvavAnuM cAlu karI daIe. amala banI nirmala banavA mATe nirlepa rahevuM te jeTaluM mahattvanuM sAdhanA jIvananuM aMga che ethI paNa vadhu Avazyaka ane mahattvanuM aMga che, nirdoSa jIvana jIvavAnI padhdhati. nirlepa rahevA samakita joIe to nirdoSa jIvana jIvavA mATe jIva pAse saMyama-dharma joIe. samakita satya darzAve che jyAre saMyama satyane pAme che. satyadarzana vinA sattva pAmavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. paraMtu satyadarzana thayA bAda. saMgamani ca variyaM saMyama dharmamAM samyak parAkrama phoravavuM. bhItara yAtrA joIe che mAnavIne sukha, paNa sAdhanonA mAdhyame joIe che. mAnavIne zAnti joIe che, paNa sattAnA AdhAre joIe che. mAnavIne samAdhi joIe che, paraMtu parivAranA mAdhyame. zuM meLa khAya A mAnavIno, jemAM je nathI athavA jenA vaDe maLI zake tema nathI te zuM maLe? gharamAM khovAI che. 60 varasanA mAjI lAITanA thAMbhalA nIce kaMIka zodhI rahyAM hatAM. moTI uMmara ane AMkhonI jhAMkhapa, cIja kaMIka khovAI che je maLe tevI AzA che. tyAMthI eka yuvAna pasAra thatAM tenI najaramAM vRdhdha mAjI dekhAyAM. najIka jaIne pUchyuM, mA zuM zodho cho ? beTA! huM kyAranI mArI soya zodhI rahI chuM. ghaNI zodhI paNa mane maLatI nathI. yuvAne A vAta sAMbhaLI mA ne kahyuM mA tame beso huM hamaNAM ja tamArI soya zodhI Apu chuM, ane yuvAna soya zodhavAnAM kAmamAM lAgI gayo cAre bAju pheMdI vaLyo paNa kemeya soya maLatI nathI. mA pAse jaIne yuvAne kahyuM, mA tamArI soca ahiMyA ja khovAI che. e tamone barAbara khabara che ne ? hA beTA mane barAbara khabara che ke mArI soya khovAI che ane te mArA gharamAM khovAI che... o mA, tame pahelA bolyAM hota to huM tamArI soya gharamAMthI ja zodhI Apata ne ? hA beTA tArI vAta sAcI che, paraMtu gharamAM aMdhAruM che huM kevI rIte zodhI zakuM eTale A lAITamAM zodhavAnuM kahyuM. basa, A vAta parathI samajavAnuM cheke jyAM je nathI tyAM te na zodhAya, jyAM je che tyAM ja akhaMDa puruSArtha AdarAya. zarIramAM sukha zodhanAra, saMpattine ja kendramAM rAkhIne jIvanAra, sattA ja jemanuM jIvana nizAnA banAvI DozI jevI murkhatA karI rahyAM che. have jyAM che ja nahIM tyAM kayAMthI maLavAnuM che? AkAzamAM phUla ugADavAnI mahenata karanAra kyAreya saphaLa 8o - 88

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sauthI vhAluM zuM? banato nathI, tema saMsAra kSetra zodhavAnAM phAMphAM mAranAra kyAreya phAvato. nathI. jJAnI bhagavaMte to spaSTa jaNAvyuM che ke vadhu sArakirAMrArazna duHg , duHkhathI pracura evo saMsAra aghu ane azAzvata che. jemAM cakravartI jevA nathI phAvyA to tame zuM phAvavAnA cho. anubhavIonA anubhava kahe che ke pANI valovIne mAkhaNa meLavAnI tamannA jevI hAlata A mAnavInI che. saMsAramAMthI navanIta zodhavuM che. "na bhUto na bhaviSyati' bhUtakALamAM anaMta jIvone saMsAramAM navanIta maLyuM nathI ane bhaviSyamAM maLavAnuM paNa nathI. hAya! chatAM jIvanI kevI kAramI vAsanA ke tyAMthI pAcho vaLI zakato nathI. madhubindunI mAtra IcchA ane seMkaDo mAkhIonA DaMkha khAvA taiyAra mAnavI karatAya bhUMDI hAlata che AjanA mAnavInI. eka sukha pAchaLa pAgala banIne aneka duHkho-viTaMbaNAne sAme caDI AmaMtraNa Ape che! huM tamane pUchI lauM ke tamane jagatamAM sauthI vhAluM zuM lAge che? tame prANathI paNa pyAruM kone mAno cho ? paramezvarane ke paisAne ? mane khyAla che ke saMsAranA jIvone paiso e ja paramezvara che. paraMtu yAda rakhajo, AcArAMgajI sUtra pharamAve che ke rAta-divasa, ujAgarA karIne meLavelI lakSmI cora corIne laI jaze. Aga lAgatA agnimAM lakSmI khAkha thaI jatAM vAra nahIM lAge. are hA... AvuM kadAca na bane to tamAro parivAra tenA bhAga pADI paDAvI leze. ane mAno ke kadAca evuM paNa na thAya to paNa mRtyu thatA badhI lakSmI ane choDIne ravAnA thavuM paDaze. lakhI rAkhajo ke je vhAluM hoya te tamArI sAthe ja rahe. tamArI sAthe ja Ave, tamAro pIcho na choDe. tame kaho cho ke lakSmI vhAlI che paNa lakSmI to tamane choDIne cAlI paNa jAya ane tame paNa lakSmIne choDIne cAlyA jAva. kyAM rahI tamArI sAcI gaNatarI. cAlo, tame kaho cho ne ke lakSmI temane vhAlI che. huM tamane batAvI dauM ke lakSmI tamane hAlI nathI. samAyayantI amaI gahAyaM' bhagavAna jaNAve che ke lobhIne mana, dhana amRta che. acAnaka putranI tabiyata bagaDI, hospiTalamAM laI javAmAM Avyo. DaoNkTare tapAsa karI, moTuM oparezana karavuM paDaze, rU. be lAkhano kharco thaze. bolo, e samaye tame zuM karo ? rU. be lAkhano kharco karo kharA? hA sAheba, karavo ja paDe ne! putra to amane prANa pyAro che. juo, tame badhAe gaNita badalI nAkhyuM. have paisA karatA putra vadhu vhAlo lAge che kharuM ne? putra che to badhuM che. putra mATe to keTalA aramAno UbhA karyA che. ene DokTara banAvIzuM. moTo thaze eTale amane sukha zAMti Apaze, sevA karaze. kharuM ne? AvA aneka aramAno sAthe mAtA-pitA putrane bhaNAvegaNAve ane pachI racelA aramAnonA minArA jyAre tUTI paDe che tyAre mAtA-pitAnI dazA je thAya che te kalpanA bahAranI che. kalpanA kalpAMtamAM pheravAya jAya che. aramAno badhA Aga jevuM svarUpa dhAraNa kare che. na to prazaMsAnA baLa karatA preraNAnuM baLa vadhu lAbha karatA che eka vikAsa karAve. eka vikAsamAM avarodha ubhA. kare che. duHkhanI vAta che prasaMzA jIvane game che. preraNA khaTakyA kare che. 0 0 0 sAsu kahe che vahunA neNamAM jhera che. vahu kahe che sAsunA veNamAM jhera che. jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che A to karmanI leNa-deNa che. - 89 - GO

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sahI zake na to raDI zake. joI lo zreNikanI dazA koNike zuM karI hatI ? cAlo, tame kaho cho ne ke amane putra bahu vhAlo lAge che. have to jarAya pharazo nahIM ne ? barAbara makkamatAthI kaho cho ne ke amane putra vhAlo lAge che. cAlo, huM tamane e paNa batAvI ApuM ke tamane putra hAlo nathI. tamArI patnI putrane janma ApavAnI che. ghaDI pachI jyAM putra janmazenI UMcI bhAvanAmAM hospiTalanI lobImAM AMTA mAratA hatA tyAM rUmamAMthI bahAra AvIne DaoNkTare samAcAra ApyA ke kAM to mA bacaze. ane kAM to bALaka, tame kaho tema karIe. bolo, AvA saMjogomAM tame zuM nirNaya lezo? tamane putra hAlo che te vAta bhUlatA nahIM. jaldI bolo, kema mauna dhAraNa karI lIdhuM ? tame sAcuM bolajo, AvA samaye tame zuM karo ? sAheba, patnIne ja bacAvavAnuM kahevuM paDe ne! to sAbita thaI gayuM ke tamane putra karatAM patnI vadhu vhAlI che. juo, tame keTalA pharI jAva cho. yAda rAkhajo, jenuM gaNita kyAreya na badalAya te jJAnI. jenuM gaNita badalAyA vinAnuM na rahe te ajJAnI. prasaMge raMga badale te saMsArI ane prasaMge vairAga raMga caDe te saMcamI. have, pUcho ApaNI jAtane ke ApaNe kyAM chIe ? cAlo, tame kaho cho ke patnI vhAlI che, to e paNa batAvI ApuM ke tame temAM paNa hajI pAkkA nathI. rAtrinA bAra vAgyAnI AsapAsa guMDA loko gharamAM ghUsI jAya, lakSmI-jhaverAta lUMTI le, ane kahe ke tamArA bemAMthI koI ekanA prANa mAre levA che. bolo, have tamArI dazA kevI haze? tyAre kahezo ke mane jIvavA do, kAraNa ke mane mAro jIva vhAlo che. jJAnI bhagavaMto e ja jaNAvavA mAge che ke jIvane sauthI vhAlo potAno jIva hoya che, paraMtu mohadazAne laIne te paisAne vhAlo banAve che. putrane vhAlo mAne che. patnIne potAnI mAne che. paraMtu mohano nazo UtaratAM vAstavika dazAnuM darzana karIne potAno jIva ja vhAlo banAve che. jIvA vhAlo banAvanAra jIvanI rakSA karaze temAM be mata nathI. paraMtu jIvane vhAlo banAvyo nathI ane jaDa ja vhAluM lAge che. sukha kevuM che? eka yuvAne mane pUchyuM, mokSamAM zuM che? meM kahyuM, sukha che. yuvAne pUchyuM, kevuM sukha che ? meM kahyuM, huM mokSamAM jaIne anubhavIne AvuM pachI kahyuM... yuvAna hasavA lAgyo. meM kahyuM, bhalA mokSanuM sukha zabdamAM na AvI zake. mokSasukhano anubhava che. meM yuvAnane kahyuM, mokSa sukha kevuM che te batAvuM. paraMtu tuM mane e kahe ke goLa kevo? yuvAna kahe, 'gaLyo'. 'acchA, gaLyo, paraMtu keTalo gaLyo ?' pUchyuM. yuvAna kahe, "gaLyo eTale gaLyo, emAM keTalo gaLyo te kevI rIte bolAya...? !' acchA, have huM tane pUchuM ke ghIno svAda kevo? yuvAna vismaya pAmIne mArI sAme ja jovA lAgyo... bola bhAI ghIno svAda bola, mArI sAme zuM jue che ? basa, yuvAna bolI ja na zakyo. ghI jaDa che ane jaDano guNadharma anubhavavA chatAM jIbhathI zabdamAM lAvI zakAtuM nathI. to bhalA, mokSa to caitanyano guNadharma che, arUpI che, evA mokSatattvane zabdamAM kaI rIte lAvI zakAya? are, prabhue mokSane jagatanA koI tattva sAthe sarakhAvyo nathI. kAraNa, 'uvamAnanthi' mokSa sukha mATe jagatamAM koI upamA ja nathI. upamAne pele pAra jenuM sukha che, evA mokSa uparanI zraddhA e ja zreSTha upAya che. avizvAsanA kendra para paNa tame keTalo vizvAsa jamAvI jIvana jIvo. cho, to je vizvAsanuM kendra che temAM zaMkA zA mATe ? jainadharma zraddhA pradhAna dharma che, tyArabAda puruSArtha pradhAna. tamane tamArA parivAra para vizvAsa che. tamane tamArI lakSmIno bharoso che. mane to kAMI ja thavAnuM nathI. mota bIjAne AvyuM, mane vAra che. roga bIjAne thayo che, mane nahIM thAya. AvA aMdha vizvAsa para Apa jIvo cho to tijJA tArathaw evA tIrthaMkara pratye, teonA jayavaMtA jainazAsana pratye, zAstra para, saMto para ane tame je karo cho te sAdhanA para keTalo vizvAsa? yAda rAkhajo, zraddhA vagaranI sAdhanA, jIvane tAratI nathI, zraddhA sahitanI sAdhanA, jIvane DUbADatI nathI. kaMdamULamAM anaMta jIvo che, bhale prayogamAM siddha thAya ke nahIM, paraMtu prabhunA upayogamAM siddha thayela bAbata che ke kaMdamULamAM anaMta jIvo che. - 92 91

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vijJAne hajI hamaNAM jIva sRSTinI zodha karI, jagatane batAvI rahyuM che ke pANImAM jIva che, pRthvImAM jIva che, vanaspatimAM jIva che. paraMtu mArA mahAvIra prabhue to 2526 varSa pahelAM ja batAvyuM che ke chakAyamAM jIvonuM astittva che. zaMkA na karo, zraddhA karo. kAraNa 'zA! matta nAsapha', zaMkA karavAthI samakitano nAza thAya che. juo, jamAlInI dazAno vicAra karo. jyAre gautamasvAmInI zraddhAe sarvajJa banAvyA hatA. basa, tame tamArI zaMkAthI ja DUbo cho ane tame tamArI zraddhAthI ja bhara pAra taro cho. pasaMdagI tamArA hAthamAM. A jagatamAM sArI rIte kAma karanArA ghaNA maLe che paNa sAruM hoya e ja karanArA bahu ochA maLe che. 0 0 0 vIlanI milakata mATe nyAyAlayamAM janAro dilanI milakata gumAvI bese che. 0 0 0 gAmaDAno mANasa abhaNa rahIne mAtra potAnI jiMdagI bagADe che jyAre bhaNelAoe aNuboMbanuM sarjana karI vizvanA tamAma mANasonI jiMdagIne bhayanA sakaMjAmAM phasAvI dIdhI che. 93 ahaMkArane ogALe te bhakti mAtra miMDI vinAno che. paraMtu sArAe jagatanA mAnavIne nAca nacAve. mada jenI sAthe lAgyo eTale tyAM ja saphaLatA rada thavA lAgI jAya. are, AdhyAtmika kSetre ja nahIM, saMsAra kSetre paNa ghaNuM ghaNuM rada thaI javA pAme che. mATe sAdhako madathI to dUra rahe che, paraMtu madano paDachAyo levAya rAjI nathI hotA. rAvaNa pAse eTalI zaktio hatI ke je anya pAse maLavI muzkela hatI. paraMtu rAvaNa thApa khAI gayA hatA, madanA pApe ja. jyAre rAma sarve janothI pUjAyA, madanI aliptatAne kAraNe yAne namratAvaMta hatA. mada zabdane UMdhethI vAMco to! dama zabda bane che. vAha! kevo garbhita saMdeza jIvane mada zabda Ape che. tuM mane damI de nahIM to huM tane, tArA sukhane, tArI guNa garImAne dAbI daIza. mANasano mada ja mANasanA sukhane rada karI nAMkhe che ane anahada du:kha lamaNe jhIMkI de che. chatAM madano AsvAda leto mAnavI madanA nazAmAM chUTavA kemeya taiyArI batAvato nathI. are mada ghavAya tyAre jANe badhA prANa ghavAya eTalo rIbAya che. je madanA cakkaramAM phasAyo pachI e dharatIthI upara cAle, chAtI kADhIne cAle ane ene ema ja lAgyA kare ke huM kaMIka chuM. paraMtu kavie kAvyamAM jaNAvyuM che. o phUla khIlelA garva na kara, tArI dazA karamAI jaze karamAI jaze, cImaLAI jaze, cUMthAI jaze... gaurava vadhAravA Avelo mAnavI, garva vadhArI jIvanamAM aneka gaNuM gumAve che. e yAda rAkhavA jevI vAta che ke laMkAdhIza rAvaNe ya ahaMkAranA panAre paDIne jIvana barabAda karyu hatuM. to bAhubalInI kaI dazA karI .. A ahaMkAre. "huM mArA nAnA bhAIne nA namuM' ATalo nAno ahaMkAra aham dazAnA mahAmUlya lAbhathI vaMcita karI de, gajaba che A ahaMkAranI tAkAta... eTale ja kahyuM che ke "ahaM re ahaM tuM marI, bAkI raheze te harI'' ahaMnI vidAya eTale ahaMnuM Agamana. ahaM eTale mohanuM svarUpa. 94

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ahaM eTale Atma svarUpa. jeoe kharekhara AtmAne pAmavo che, samajavo che, ane oLakhavo che teoe koIpaNa kSetramAM koI paNa padArthano, koIpaNa kuLano, koIpaNa gotrAdi puNya ke pApathI maLelAno aMtaramAM madaahaMkAra karavAno tyAga karavo joIe. kAraNa, saMsAranA kSetre karelA ahaMkAranuM pApa dharmanA kSetre dhoI zakAya che. paraMtu dharmanA kSetre karelA ahaMkAranAM pApo kyAM jaIne dhozo ? yAda rAkho! 3 saphaLa joyA asaMkhyAti vAra ucca gotra ne nIca gotrane AtmA pAmyo che, to saMsAranI eka nahIM aneka bAbata anekavAra pAmyo che. AgamanA sUtrane AtmasAt karI levuM bhUlazo nahI. vizeSa gautra, vizeSa padArtho ke vizeSa gati prApta thavAthI, AtmA vizeSa banI jato nathI. ane avizeSa sthAna gati javAthI kharAba thaI nathI jato. AtmA to AtmA ja rahe che. e to. karma vaLagaNa udayAdhIna che. paraMtu Atma svabhAva udayAdhIna nathI.. AtmAno jJAna-darzana guNa svabhAva sahaja che. mATe vamaLamAM phasAvuM nahIM. ane aham karavo nahIM. ane vaLagaNamAM ja aTavAyo to janma-maraNanuM cakra cAlu ja rahevAnuM temAM be mata nathI. marIci nAcavA lAgyA samavasaraNa racAyuM che. bAre prakAranI pariSadA upasthita che. prabhu traDhaSabhadeva divya dezanA ApI rahyA che. A samosaraNanI zarUAta bharatakSetramAM prabhu badaSabhadevathI zarU thaI. bhavyAtmA samosaraNamAM jaga bhUlI jinezvara devanI vANInuM zravaNa karI jAtanuM smaraNa karI rahe che. samavasaraNamAM upadezane virAma apAyo. pariSada sau saunA sthAnethI gaMtavya sthAna tarapha AnaMdavibhora banI javA lAgI. paraMtu bharata cakravartIne manamAM eka savAla UThyo hato ane e savAlano javAba prabhu pAse meLavavo hato, tethI teo aMjali karIne prabhune prazna pUche che. prabhu! ApanI A sabhAmAM koI tIrthaMkarano AtmA che ? tyAre prabhue prasanna citte uttara Apyo ke he bharata, che paNa te A samosaraNamAM nahIM, paraMtu samosaraNanA daravAje tamAro ja putra maricI A ja bharatakSetranA covIzamAM tIrthakara banavAno che. are! bharata cakravartInA AnaMdano koI pAra nA rahyo ane tarata ja samavasaraNanA daravAje rahelA maricI pAse jaI bharatA cakravartI eka tridaMDI maricIne bhAvapUrvaka nata mastake vaMdana karyA ane AnaMda vyakta karyo ke maricI huM tamArA A tridaMDIpaNAne vaMdana karato. nathI, paraMtu tamAro AtmA bhAvinA 24mA tIrthaMkara banavAno che mATe vaMdana karuM chuM... basa maricInA karNapaTa para A vAta paDI, tyAM to aura nAcI uThayo. vAha! amAruM keTaluM uMcuM gotra ? mArA dAdA prathama tIrthakara, mArA pitA prathama cakravartI ane huM bhAvino tIrthakara. basa potAnA kuLa gotrano rasa reDIne mada karyo ane pariNAme bhavobhava prabhunA AtmA mATe uccakuLamAM janma maLavAnuM rada thaI gayuM. A vAta e kahevA mAMge che ke maLelAno mada karazo nahIM. nahitara bIjA bhavamAM badhuMya rada thaI jaze. yAda rahe bhakta hRdaya bane tyAre A mada-abhimAna jIvanamAMthI alavidA thAya che kAraNa ke bhaktimAM mana samarpaNa bane che ane ahaMnI Ahuti apAya che. bhagavAnanA bhakta bano. jIvanamAM dharmakSetre pravezatA sau prathama banavAnuM che bhagavAnanA bhakta. bhakta banyA vinA dharmakSetre koI kyAreya saphaLa banyuM nathI. bhakta hRdayavALAne sauthI moTI saphaLatA jo koI maLatI hoya to te che tenA ahaMkAranA cUrecUrA thaI jAya che. aham ogaLI jAya che. samarpaNa sahaja bane che. hRdaya bhaktanuM bane tyAre dharmanI zubha zarUAta thAya che. bhakta banyA vinA jeo paMDita banyA che, bhakta guNano vikAsa karyA vinA jeo samAjakSetre AgaLa vadhyA che ane bhaktapaNuM prApta karyA vinA jeo jainazAsananA kArya karavA lAgI gayA che, teone prAyaH ahaMkArano ajagara gaLI jAya che. basa pachI e bhale potAnI jAtane sevA karIne sevaka mAne. bhalene te dAna karIne samAjamAM dAnezvarI tarIke paMkAya. are zrAvaka sAdhanA vrata paNa kema na svIkAre, paraMtu aMte bhakta hRdaya vinA te tamAma tenA mATe ahaMkAranuM kendra banI jAya che. bhaktinI zakti amApa ane asIma che. mATe ja kahevAmAM AvyuM che, bhakti bhavasiMdhu tarAtI hai, bhakti bhavatApa mITAtI hai, - 95

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bhagavAna bhaktameM pharaka nahi, bhakti bhagavAna banA detI hai. ahaMkArane ogALI nAkhavA mATe bhakta banI bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM jAtane ogALI nAkhavAnI ane gurunI sevA karI, jAtane arpaNa karI, apekSAnI dhAra buThThI karI avirata bhaktibhAvathI bhAvita banavAnuM kyAreya bhUlavuM na joIe. Aje thoDuM jJAna maLI gayA bAda jIva hAthamAM na rahe. thoDuM gaNuM sanmAna prApta thaI jAya pachI jAtane kAbumAM rAkhavAne badale bephAma banI vartavA lAge. hAya! jIvane tyAM sudhI bhAna bhUlAvI de ke A dharmakSetra che. atre A na bolAya. atre A vRtti-pravRtti na karAya. are, sAdhu-saMta sAthenA vyavahAramAMya ahaMkAra DokAyuM kare, chatAM A jIva bebhAna banI ahamnA nazAmA badhuM ja visarI jAya. eTale ja mAre kahevuM che. badhuM banatA pahelA bhakti sabhara hRdaya banAvajo. bhakta hRdayavaMta bane, tene bhagavAna prANa pyArA lAge. gurumAM gurunA darzana thAya. jagatamAM bhaktanuM mana mohe nahIM. huM ane prabhu tuM, bAkI badhu bhakta mATe parAyuM hoya che. saritA sAgarane bheTe che, tyAre kevI AnaMdavibhora hoya che. basa, bhagavAnanI bhakti karavA bese tyAre bhagavAnamAM bhaLI javAno vizeSa anero AnaMda bhakta hRdayane hoya che. Aje bhagavAnanuM nAma lenArA maLe che paNa bhaktahRdaya banI bhagavAnamAM bhaLavAvALA bhakto maLatA nathI. kAraNa Aje mANasane jJAnI-paMDita-vaktA-kavi-guru AvuM badhuM banavuM pasaMda che, paNa bhakta banavuM prAyaH ochuM pasaMda che. juo bhaktahRdaya banelA gaNadhara gururAja gautamasvAmIne. kevI gajabanI bhakti hatI. keTalI gajabanI samarpitatA. hA, ahaMkAranA nAza mATe sarva zreSTha rasto che mahApuruSone tana-mana-vacana samarpita karI devAno. ane je samarpita banavAmAM saphaLa, te prabhuno bhakta banavAmAM so TakA saphaLa. temAM leza zaMkAne sthAna nathI. mananuM samarpaNa juo rAma pratye hanumAnanuM kevuM ajaba - gajabanuM samarpaNa. vanamAM kyAMya dUra nIkaLI gayA bAda rAme hanumAnajIne kahyuM, "hanumAjI have ema karo ApaNe ghaNA dUra nIkaLI AvyA chIe. ahIMyA tamone mana pasaMda Ed paDe tyAM eka jhUMpaDI banAvI do, jethI ApaNe ArAma karI zakIe.'' A vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja rAma bhakta hanumAnajI bAjumAM eka TekarI para caDIne nAnA bALakanI jema raDavA lAgyA. rAma sItA to hanumAnajIne raDatA jotAM ja rahI gayA. A zuM? sItAjI, hanumAnajIne manAvavA gayA... bhakta hanumAnajI, Apa Ama kema raDavA beThA ? Apa to zakti ane bhakti saMpanna cho. rAmanI AjJA to sAva mAmUlI che, e jhUMpaDI banAvavAmAM tamane zuM muzkelI lAgI ke Apa raDavA lAgyA cho? are sItAjI, rAme mane jhUMpaDI banAvavAnI AjJA ApI hota to eka nahIM AkhA vanane jhUMpaDImAM pheravI nAkhuM eTalI zakti mArAmA rAmanI kRpAe che. paraMtu rAme mane AjJA karI ke tamone manapasaMda paDe tyAM jhUMpaDI banAvI do to sItAjI huM A janmamAM nahIM paraMtu janmojanmamAM paNa kyAreya nahIM banAvI zuM. kAraNa mArI pAse mana ja nathI, to pasaMda mArI kyAMthI hoya? meM mAruM mana to prabhu rAmanA caraNe samarpaNa karI dIdhuM che. have sItAjI, Apa ja kaho, huM jhUMpaDI banAvI zakavA samartha chuM? sItAjI hanumAnajInI bhaktibharI khumArIvaMta vAta sAMbhaLI mauna thaI gayA... hara AMkha cahAM cuM to bahuta rotI hai, harabaMda magara motI nahIM banatA hai, jo dekhake ro de bhagavAna kI yAdameM, usa AMkha se AMsu gIre vo motI hai. bhakta! kyAreya roto na hoya ane raDe to mAtra prabhunA virahamAM raDe, tevA bhaktane bhagavAna paNa dila daI cAhe che. bhagavAnanA bhakta banyA vinA bhavasAgara taravAnuM sAmarthya praTa thatuM nathI. zaktinA mAlika ghaNIvAra banyA chIe. A bhavamAM bhaktivaMtA banavAnuM bhUlazo nahIM. juo to, gozAlaka zaktio ane labdhionA bhaMDArI hovA chatAM kalyANa karavAmAM niSphaLa banyA. kAraNa, bhagavaMta pratyenI bhaktino abhAva. mAnavInA khoLiye zaktinA svAmI banyA. have bhaktivaMtA bano, nahIMtara badhu kareluM pANI bhegu thaze. zaktizALIo mAnava janma dharIne anekanA prANo levAmAM zUravIra banyA che. jyAre 98

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bhaktivaMta hRdayavALA puNyAtmAo samaya Ave prANonuM balidAna karatAM acakAyA nathI. juo ne gozAlakanI zakti sAme sunakSatramuni ane sarvAnubhUti munivaronA bhaktivaMtA hRdaye prANanI Ahuti ApI, ujaLo ItihAsa aMkita karIne gayA. bahuM ja agatyanI bAbata che, A bhave bhagavAnanA bhakta banIne jIvana vitAvavuM. bhaktahRdayavALAne duHkha Ave to paNa bhagavAna taraphathI maLelI bheTa gaNI hasatA mukhe sahI levA taiyAra hoya che. - bhaktimAM alaukika zaktio prApta thAya che. je jagata mATe Azcarya ane camatkAranuM kAraNa bane che. khyAla haze tamone ke mAnatuMgAcAryanI jyAre kasoTI karavAmAM AvI ane aDatAlIsa tALA lagAvI devAmAM AvyA, tyAre mAnatuMgAcArye badaSabhadevanI kharA aMtaHkaraNathI stuti karI. eka-eka zloka racAto gayo ne tALA tUTatAM gayAM ane sarvene batAvI ApyuM ke jainadharma kaMI kama nathI. basa, bhakti vyaktine bhagavAna tulya banAvavAmAM sahAyaka che. Aje vijJAne zaktinA pradarzano karyA che. jemAM AkhuM vizva aMjAI gayuM che. zakti pAchaLa AMdhaLI doTa lagAvIne na kalpI zakAya tevI zodha karI vizvane Azcarya mugdha banAvyuM che. paraMtu zakti mAtrathI vizva sukha ke zAntine prApta karI zakaze te mAtra vijJAna jagatanI kalpanA che. paraMtu jJAnInuM vijJAna taddana alaukika ane adbhuta che. jemAM bhakti vaDe ja AkhuM vizva sukhane prApta karI zake tevI celeMja kare che. bhakta hRdayavALo agavaDatA vacce AnaMdamAM rahI zake. saMga vacce paNa mastIthI jIvI zake. muzkelI vacce muzkerATa sAme hAlI zake. are, jIvanamAM AvatI tamAma paristhitine hasatA mukhe sahI levAnuM sAmarthya bhaktimAMthI janme che. juone, bhagata narasiMha mahetAne samAcAra maLyA ke tamArI dharmapatnI devaloka thayA che. tyAre kRSNa bhajanamAM magna narasiMha bolI UThyA hatA bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa, sukhe bhajIzuM zrI gopALa' zuM A bolavuM khAvAnA khela che, patnI karatAMya paramezvara pratye jene vadhu prema hato. mATe ja du:khada saMjogomAM paNa duHkhI na banyAM. A che bhaktahRdayanI parama sImA, to mIrAne zuM hatuM? kyAM sukha hatuM ? aneka samasyAmAM dorAyelI mIrAne jyAre jherano kaToro pIvAno saMjoga Avyo, tyAre te kyAM DarI hatI ? kyAM nirAza banI hatI ? e to kRSNa bhagavaMtanI bhaktimAM mazagUla hatI, magna hatI, gaTagaTAvI gaI jheranA kaTorAne ane banI gayuM jhera amRta. zuM bhaktino camatkAra kAMI jevo tevo che? jenI sAthe bhagavAna hoya, jenI sAthe guru bhagavAna hoya, jIvanamAM satya dharma maLyo hoya, pachI enA jIvanamAM vaLI du:kha zuM hoya? mAnA khoLAmAM beThA pachI bALakane vaLI bhaya zeno ? vikalpa vaLI zAnA ? basa, je paramAtmAnA caraNomAM samarpita banI bhakta banyo hoya ene vaLI Dara zAno hoya ? vikalponAM tophAno tene vaLI zuM satAvavAnAM! e to masta banI bhagavAnanI dhUnamAM layalIna hoya. karoDonI saMpattimAM je AnaMda karoDapatine na Ave, AkhA rAjyanA siMhAsana para besIne je majA rAjA bhogavI na zake tenA karatAM hajAro gaNI mastI, AnaMda bhagavAnano bhakta bhogavato hoya che. e vAta yAda rAkho ke bhakta banyA vinA bhagavAna banavuM muzkela che. mahAvIrasvAmI, mahAvIra kevI rIte banyA? zarUAta kyAMthI karI ? to juo emano pUrvabhava to khyAla Avaze ke mahAvIrasvAmI kevI rIte banI zakyA? nayasAranA bhavamAM jaMgalamAM lAkaDAM kApavA gayA hatA ane niyama hato anyane jamADI pachI ja jamavuM. AvI bhakti jenA haiyAmAM hiloLA laI rahI hatI. Aje koI AvyuM na hatuM. kone jamADuM? e prazna hato. evAmAM jaina saMta vihAramAM bhUlA paDI ane AvI caDyA. tyAM nayasAra, saMtane joI rAjInA reDa banyA ane mana mUkIne bhakti karI, ane pariNAme saMte upadezAdi Apyo, ane samakitaratna prApta karyuM. basa, yAtrA thaI cAluM ane rahamA bhavamAM banyA mahAvIrasvAmI, kaSabhadeve paNa pUrvabhavamAM saMtonI aparama bhakta banI bhakti karI. samakita prApta karI 13mAM bhavamAM badaSabhadeva banyA. ane juo bhaktimAM bhAvavibhora banI janAra jIva tIrthakara nAma gotra upArjana karI tIrtha sthApaka bane che. hAya! Aje zakti vadhAravA, potAnI sattA jamAvavA ane saMpattithI bhaMDAra - 99 -100

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bharavAnA AjanA mAnavIne jeTalA abharakhA che eTalA bhaktithI bharapUra banavAnA nathI. jene laIne bhakta hRdayathI vaMcita banI mAnava jIvanane bhogavilAsanA raste veDaphI nAkhavAnI mithyA vRtti pravRttino bhoga banyo che. zreNika bhagavAnanA sAcA bhakta banyA hatA jethI mahAdu:kha vacce paNa samatAbhAvamAM masta hatA. je ApaNA bhAvinA bhagavAna banavAnA che. mAnavabhavane meLavI tamArAthI kAMI ja na banI zakAya to kamase kama bhaktahRdayanA svAmI banajo. bhava tarI javAze. ane aMtamAM bhakta hRdayavALAne bhagavAnamAM doSa dekhAya nahIM ane bhagavAnanA guNo dekhAyA vinA rahe nahIM. jyAre bhaktahRdayathI vaMcita jIvane bhagavAnamAM guNa dekhAya nahIM. joI lo gozAlaka ane gautama gaNadhara gurune, basa tyAre A bhavamAM bahu ja agatyanuM ane mahattvanuM kArya che. bhagavAnanA bhakta banI jIvana jIvavAnuM cAlu karo. bhakta avasthA jarUra bhagavAna avasthA apAvaze. RRSipradhAna deza Aje khurazI pradhAna deza banyo che. khurazI mATe laDanAra vyakti khuzImAM rahevAnI majhA khoI nAMkhe che. 0 30 30 lagna pahelAM patnI bole che. "tuM mAro'' pati bole che "tuM mArI'' lagna pachI thoDA " mahinA bAda "tuM" adRzya thaI jAya che ane rahe che "mArAmArI'' 101 jIvana vinAnuM ghaDatara, ghaDatara vinAnuM jIvana mAnavInA manane sauthI moTI asara vAtAvaraNanI che. vAtAvaraNathI vivekAnaMda banAya ane vAtAvaraNathI hiTalara jevA paNa banAya. TUMkamAM mANasane je vAtAvaraNa maLe tevo te bane che. Apa sarve bhAgyazALI cho ke Apane saMtono yoga, dharmanI mosamanuM vAtAvaraNa prApta thayuM che. mANasane ghaDanArA pAMca aMga tamArI sAme rajU karuM chuM : 1) pUrvanA saMskAro ghaDe che : jIvanA pUrva bhavonA jevA saMskAra hoya tevo mANasa bane che. ucca saMskAronuM baLa laIne Avela jIva janmathI ja zAnta, guNiyala hoya che. jyAre kusaMskAranA bhAra sAthe janma dhAraNa karanAra koNikanI mAphaka pahelethIja avaLA vicAre caDI ahitanA mArge jAya che eTale saMskAro mANasane ghaDe che. 2) mA-bApa ghaDe che : mANasane saMskArI, guNiyala ane dharmI mA-bApa prApta thaI jAya to mANasa ghaDAya che. dIkarAnA ghaDavaiyA mA-bApa che. chatrapati zivAjI jevA vIra ane caMdrazekhara AjhAda jevA khumArIvaMtAM saMtAnone AvA mA-bApe ja ghaDatara karI mahAna banAvyA che. 3) sajjana mitra ghaDe che : uparyukta be vAtathI nathI ghaDAyA teo sajjana mitranA saMge ghaDAya jAya che. mitra banAvavAmAM jeo thApa khAI gayA te jIvana hArI gayA samajo. Aje vyasana-phezanane ravADe laI janArA mitro galIe galIe maLaze. paraMtu sajjana, dhArmika, deza rakSAnA, dharmarakSAnA guNothI zobhatA mitro divo laI zodhavA jazo toya maLaze nahIM ane kadAca maLaze to jIvane gamaze ke kema te paNa eka prazna che! 4) cothA ghaDavaiyA che saMto : bahu ja mahattvanuM aMga che saMta samAgama. saMtono saparka, saMta zaraNa. mANasa saMta pAse jAya tyAre kharAbIothI bace che ane khubIothI bharAya che. sArAsArano viveka dipaka pragaTe che. hitA-hitanuM jJAna kiraNa prApta kare che. jeo saMtonA saMga vinA jIve che teo jIve che paNa jAgatA nathI ane jItatA paNa nathI mATe saMtono saMga jIvanamAM bahu ja mahattvano ane agatyano che. 102

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5) pAMcamo ghaDavaiyo saMjoga : mANasa jyAre mA-bApathI sumitrothI, satsaMgathI sudhare nahIM. ghaDAya nahIM to lakhI rAkhajo ene enAM duHkho ghaDaze, samasyA sIdho karaze, Thokara ThekANe lAvaze. duHkha-darda saMjogo ghaDe tenA karatAM ApaNe gura saMge ghaDAI jaIe te ja hitAvaha che. cAturmAsanA cAra mahinA daramiyAna ApaNe ApaNI jAtane ghaDIzuM. eTale ja kahyuM che ahIM bhalAne koNa pUche che ahIM bUrAne koNa pUche che attara nicovI lIdhA pachI phUlanI dazAne koNa pUche che saMjoga jhukAve che A mAnavIne nahitara prabhuneya ahIMyA koNa pUche che? zAMta bano mAnava janma prApta karIne saMta banI jIvanane dhanya banAvI devuM joIe. saMta banavA jeTaluM sattva jo tamArI pAse na hoya to saMta pAse jJAna-dhyAna prApta karI zAMta svabhAvanA bano. jethI tamArA paricayamAM. AvatAM jIvo zAMtino anubhava kare ane khudanI jAtane zAMti prApti thAya. badhAne sukha ane zAMti joIe chIe. paraMtu sAcA arthamAM zAMta banavuM nathI, tame badhu zAMta bhAve jovAnI Adata pADo. paristhitine zAMta bhAve jovAnI Adata pADo. tame zAMta banazo to azAMta karatAM. tattvo paNa dhIre dhIre zAMta thaI jaze. prabhu mahAvIrasvAmI zAMta hatA. pUrNa zAMta, pUrNa upazAMta hatA. azAMta tattvo ghaNAM AvyAM. mahAvIrane azAMta banAvavAnA aDhaLaka prayatno karyA. saMgama Avyo, caMDakoziyo Avyo, are! bhayAnaka azAMta banAvavAnuM nimitta gozAlaka Avyo. chatAM mahAvIrane azAMta banAvavAmAM sarve niSphaLa gayA. zAMta rasamAM magna mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA jIvone zAMta banAvavAno upadeza Apyo. "he jIva zAMta bana, udvega karavAnuM baMdha karI, zAMta thavA upAsanA karo." ApaNe zAMta banI jaIe to badhI jagyA, badhA saMjogo tamone zAMta rasamAM sahAyaka banaze. Aje zAMtinI IcchA che paNa zAMta banavAnI -103 bhAvanA nathI, kharekhara zAMta banavAnI bhAvanAvALAe AjathI ja nahIM, paraMtu atyArathI ja yAtrA AraMbhI devI joIe. te mATe zuM karavuM joIe ? kyAMthI zarUAta karavI joIe ? A savAlono javAba che saMto pAse nitya beso, pUjyazrIne sAMbhaLo, dhyAnapUrvaka ekAgra banI saguno bodha sAMbhaLo. to vAta cAlI rahI che saMta pAse besavAthI zAMta banavAno lAbha maLe. saMta pAse besavAthI bIjo kayo lAbha thAya ? to anubhavI jaNAve che saMta pAse rahevAthI, besavAthI bahu ja mahattvano lAbha thAya che, jIva saMtoSI bane che. padArtho pAchaLanI doTa baMdha thAya athavA doTamAM oTa Ave che. sAdhanA pAchaLanI IcchAo paravArI jAya che. tRSNAnA pUramAM taNAvavAnuM baMdha karI jIva saMtoSanA kinAre AvI jAya che. aMtara jagatamAM zAMta banavuM, bAhya jagatathI saMtoSI banavuM, A che sAdhanAnI prathama zarata, varSothI dharmakriyA karanArane mAre pUchavuM che ke aMtaranI Aga zAMta thaI che ke nahIM? bAhya jagatathI tamAruM mana saMtoSI banyuM che ke nahIM? jo nA, to samajI levuM hajI dharmanI paridhimAM AMTA mAryA che tenA kendra sudhI hajI javAnuM bAkI che. saMta samAgamanA be phaLa jIvane maLe. zAMta bhAva ane saMtoSa bhAva. dharma abhyAsa karyAnI parIkSA nimitta maLatA thAya che. jo khaLabhaLI UThayA, udvegathI Aga prajvalita thaI to samajavAnuM parIkSAmAM nApAsa thayA. sAdhano tamArI sAme Ave ane tame lalacAI gayA to samajI levuM pariNAma (rIjhalTa) jhIro AvyuM. sainikanI parIkSA yuddhamAM vidhArthInI parIkSA pariNAmamAM dharmInI parIkSA nimitto ane sAdhanomAM. lakhI rAkhajo, mana kyAreya bharAtuM nathI, dharAtuM nathI. peTa karatAM mana vadhuM bhUkhyuM rahe che. ene bharavAno eka ja mArga che ane te che satsaMga. satsaMganA mAdhyame mane saMtoSI bane che. bAkI mana nita navI mAMga UbhI karaze. tame ja tamArA manane vALo, samajAvo ane saMtoSI banAvo. jeTaluM -104

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ahaMkAra nAzanI jaDIbuTTI vinaya paNa haze eTaluM manane ochuM ja paDavAnuM che. kAraNa manano svabhAva ja abhAva tarapha jovAno che. saMta pAse besI tamArA manane saMtoSI banAvo. gujarAtI kahevata che "saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI." sukhI banavAnA sapanA sevanAra saMtoSI banavAnI mahenata karavA dharAra rAjI nathI. prabhu mahAvIre jagatanA jIvonA sukha mATe pAMcamuM "parigraha veramaNa vrata' darzAvyuM che. parigraha badhA ja graho karatA khataranAka graha che. upagraha choDatAM bhale vijJAnIne AvaDato hoya, paNa parigraha choDatA to jJAnIone ja AvaDe zAstrakAra bhagavaMta jaNAve che ke jJa-parijJAthI jANI pratyAkhyAna parijJAthI paccakhANa karavA joIe. zAMta banavAno rAjamArga che saMtoSI. bano ane saMtoSI banavAno rAjamArga che paccakhANa karo. pratijJA karI. lo. je padArthonI lAlasA ghaTADaze, tenuM mana te vastu tarapha jatuM aTakI jaze. jemAM vAraMvAra tamAruM mana bhAge che, tenA paccakakhANa karI lo. mananI doTa virAma pAmaze. prabhu mahAvIre paccakhANano mArga batAvyo che. vizvabharanA pApone AvatAM aTakAvatAM paccakakhANa karI levA sarvotama sAdhanA che. avratamAM rahevuM e moTAmAM moTuM pApa che. avrata e manano doDAvAno hAIve che, mATe ja paccakhANa karavAthI mana saMtoSanA gharamAM Ave che. AjanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI manane saMtoSI banAvajo, jethI mana zAMta banI jaze. - saMtonA sAnidhyamAM AvIne jIvanA be guNono vikAsa thavo joIe. eka che zAMta svabhAva ane bIjo che saMtoSabhAva, jIva badhuM joI Avyo. che, badhe jaI Avyo che, kyAMya jIvane tRpti maLI nathI. basa, A bhave zAMta saMtoSI banI jIvane tRpta banAvo, pUrNa banAvo te ja maMgalA bhAvanA. dharmanI yathArthatAne prakAzita karanAra karaNA sAgara prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe jagatajIvone dharmano mArga batAvyo. A mArge anaMtajIvo mokSamaMjhila meLavIne rahyA che. prabhu pAvApurI maLe samavasaraNamAM birAjita thaI aMtima dezanA ApI rahyA che, te tamAma kathana sudharmAsvAmI, jaMbusvAmI pAse varNavI rahyA chejaMbunI jijJAsA hatI ke prabhue aMtimadezanAmAM kyA bhAvo pharamAvyA che. tyAre sudharmAsvAmIe aMtimadezanA viSaya para prakAza pADayo. he jaMbu! tribhuvanapati prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe aMtima dezanAmAM uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane vipAkasUtra pharamAvyuM che. uttarottara jenA bhAvo zreSTha che tevA uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM varNana prabhu pAse je sAMbhaLyuM che te tArI, samakSa huM raju karuM chuM su ne... te tuM sAMbhaLa. prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe dharmano mArga batAvyo che ane dharmanA mArganuM mULa paNa batAvyuM che. ane dharma-ArAdhanA karanArane mokSarUpI phaLa paNa prApta thAya che te paNa batAvyuM che. dharmanuM mULa che vinaya, vinayanuM phaLa che. mokSa. jo jIvanamAM mULa ja na hoya to phaLa kyAMthI maLe. kadama ja avaLuM upADe, to kurmo najIka Ave. sAdhanA karanAra sAdhaka pAse vinayanamratAnA guNo na hoya to sAdhanAthI saphaLatArUpa mukti kyAMthI maLe ! prabhu mahAvIra svAmI e aMtima dezanAmAM, uttarAdhyayana mULa sUtra rajU karyuM hatuM ane uttarAdhyayanamAM paNa prathama adhyayana vinaya dharmanuM nirUpaNa karyuM. sAdhaka pUche, "dharma kone kahevAya? ane dharmanI zarUAta kyAMthI karavAnI ?' enA uttaramAM namratA e dharma che ane dharmanI zarUAta paNa namratAthI karavAnI. namra banyA vinA AtmA nirAkAra banI zakavAmAM saphaLa banato nathI. prathama adhyayana vinayanuM darzAvIne prabhu ApaNAmAM rahelA ahaMne bhagADavAnI preraNA kare che. ahaMkAranA nAza vinA vinaya pragaTato nathI ane vinaya pragaTayA vinA ahaMkArano aMdhakAra dUra thato nathI. eTale vinaya guNa AvatA ahaMno avaguNa ravAnA thayA vinA bhayanAM pApe hiTalara ane sikaMdara thayA che. jyAre pApanA bhaye mahAvIra svAmI ane gautama gaNadhara jevA seMkaDo mahAtmA banyA che. -105 -106

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raheto nathI. vinaya guNa mAtra gura hoya eTalA pUrato vinaya karavAno ema nahIM. paraMtu 24 kalAka vinayavaMtA banI jIvavAnI kaLA zIkhavAnI hoya che. vinayanI koI sImA nathI, vinaya guNa asIma che. kAraNa, vinaya karanArane paNa asIma meLavavAnI bhAvanA che. ahaMkAra vinA 24 kalAka vinaya sAthe ja rAkhavAno. vinamra banyA vinA dharmanI zarUAta thatI nathI. jJAna maLe paNa vinaya vinA jJAna phaLe to nahIM ja. vinayathI meLavAya te jJAna ane jJAnathI maLe te mukti. to muktinA mULamAM vinaya che. mULa vinA vRkSa kyAMthI TakI zake? to bhalA vinaya vinA guNo kaI rIte tamArAmAM TakI zake. mULa vinAnA vRkSanI je hAlata thAya che tenAM karatAM vadhu du:khajanaka gaMbhIra dazA vinaya dharmanA abhAvamAM AtmAnI sarjAya che. mATe ja sarve adhyayanomAM vinaya nAmanA adhyayanane prathama sthAna ApyuM che. vRkSa phaLathI bharAya che tyAre vRkSa name che. vAdaLAM pANIthI bharAya che tyAre vAdaLAM varase che. o mAnavI! tuM paisAthI bharAya che tyAre akkaDa kema phare che? | vinaya vinA jIvanano vikAsa thato nathI. badhA guNo hoya, tapa tyAga. joramAM hoya, jJAnanA mAdhyame sarvene AMjI dIdhA hoya, paraMtu vinaya na hoya to lakhI rAkho bAkInA badhA guNo mIMDAnA sthAne che. vinaya ekaDAnA sthAne che. jIvanamAMthI ekaDo ja UDI gayo have rahyuM zuM? puNyanA baLe sAdhanAnA kSetre game eTalA AgaLa vadhavAnuM thAya, tyAre e bhUlavuM na joIe ke vinaya e mAro rageragamAM vaselo guNa che. ahaMkAra mANasane vinayI banavAmAM avarodha Ubho kare che. ahaMkAra rAkhIne AcarelI dharma ArAdhanA eTale dUdhamAM tejAbanAM TIpAM nAkhavAM. jevI bAbata che. Aja dina sudhI ApaNe ahata na banI zakyA tenA mULa kAraNamAM ApaNAmAM paDelo ahaM che. e ahaM ja jIvane ahaM banAvavAmAM niSphaLa banAve che. eTale ja kahyuM che ahaM re ahaM tuM jA marI bAkI raheze te harI. ahaMno nAza eTale vinayanI saphaLatA, tamAro vinaya guNa saphaLa thayo che ke nahIM te jovA mATe e nirIkSaNa karatA raho ke tamAro ahaMkAra mRtyu pAmyo? mAMdo paDayo ? jo 'nA'to samajI levAnuM ke vinaya karavAmAM tame kyAMka bhUlo karI lAge che. sUrya Uge ne aMdhakAra rahe e vAtamAM zo mAla che? vinaya pragaTe ane ahaMkArano aMdhakAra Ubho rahe temAM zo mAla che? vinaya prakAza che, ahaM aMdhakAra che. sAdhanono karelo ahaMkAra to sAdhanAnA kendra samA upAzrayamAM AvI. dhoI zakAze. paNa sAdhanA kSetre sevelo, poSelo ahaMkAra kyA kSetra jaI dhozo ? ahaMkArane bhagADavAnA kendra paNa ahaMkAra puSTa karatA rahyA to. samajI lejo ke avatAra hArI javAnA. saMsAramAM rakhaDI javAnA, dhananA ahaMkArane jJAnanA mAdhyame sApha karI zakaze, paraMtu jJAna meLavIne ahaMkArane poSazo to kyAM jaIne ahaMkAranA pApane dhoI zakazo? ahaM sAthe yuddha karo. yuddha medAna dIkSAnuM medAna banyuM hatuM. baMne bhAIo Amane sAmane yuddhamAM sva vijaya IcchI rahyA hatA. yuddha jAmyuM hatuM. koNa jItaze ne koNa hArazenI utkaMThA yuddha jonAranA dilamAM jAgI hatI. baMne bhAIo eka bIjAne pachADI vijayI banavA tanatoDa mahenata lagAvI rahyA hatA. A baMne bhAI eTale traDhaSabhaputra bAhubalI ane bharata. yuddha sarjAya che temAM prAyaH ahaMkAranI phALa savizeSa hoya che. yuddha thavA ja na devAmAM moTo phALo namatAne jAya che. namra banyA vinA koI nArAyaNa banavA saphaLa banatuM nathI. namratA e sAdhanAnI saphaLatAnuM mULa che. khyAla haze, mATalAno AkAra ApatA pahelA kuMbhAra mATIne namra saraLa banAve che. roTalI vaNatAM pahelAM loTane narama banAvavo paDe che. basa, AtmAne nirAkAra banAvavAnI prathama zarata che namra bano. Aje jyAM jyAM saMgharSa ane samasyA UbhI thaI che temAM namratAno abhAva ja kAma kare che. namra banyA vinA vikAsa karavAmAM jokhama eTale che ke te vikAsa ja tenA -1oo -108

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anarthanuM kAraNa bane che. vAMsa AkAzanI dizAmAM vadhe che paraMtu tenA para phaLa lAgatAM ja vAMsano ja nAza thAya che. yuddhamAM bAhubali vijaya tarapha AgaLa che. bharata pAchaLa paDato jAya che ane bAhubalie muThThI yuddhamAM bharatanA mastaka para mAravA muThThI upADI. mAravA jAya che tyAM ja AkAzavANI thaI. o bAhubali! Apa RRSabhaputra cho. Ama karazo to kalaMka thaze. kALo ItihAsa lakhAze. nA... nA... Apa Ama na karo. basa, bAhubalie muThThI mAravAno vicAra mAMDavAra karyo ane svayaMnA mastaka para muThThI mUkI, muSTi loca karI, yudhdhamedAna sAdhanAnuM medAna banAvI dIdhuM. Ama yuddha bhUmi choDI bAhubali cAlI nIkaLyA. dIkSita banyA bAda aMtara akaLAmaNa anubhavavA lAgyuM, ''huM badhA bhAIomAM moTo, mArA pahelA dIkSita bananAra nAnA che. huM te bhAIone kema namI zakuM. ?'' khalAsa, yuddhamAM bharata para vijaya meLavavo AsAna hato, paraMtu aMtara yuddhamAM ahaM para vijaya prApta karavo kaThina hato. bAhubalIe ahaMkAranA bhAvane laI bhAIo pAse na javA, jaMgalanI vATa pakaDI. mAre mokSa ja meLavavo che ne. sAdhanA karI meLavI lau. paraMtu bAhubaline kyAM khabara che ke jhUkyA vinA ane ahaMne mUkyA vinA mukti kyAreya koIne maLI nathI ane maLaze paNa nahIM. roga AtA nahIM kama khAnese kleza baDhatA nahIM gamakhAne se loka priyatA pradarzana karane vAlo vyakti apriya lagatA nahIM nama jAne se. saMsAranA padArtho mUkI devA hajI saraLa banI zake che. paraMtu padArtho pratyeno ahaM choDavo saraLa nathI. jaina darzana kahe che vinaya prathama che sAdhanA pachI che. tamAma sAdhanAnA pAyAmAM vinaya hovo joIe, to e sAdhanA jIvane ziva banAvI zake. zAzvata maMtra navakAramAM paNa 'namo' zabda mUkIne A ja preraNA ApI che. arihaMta banavA mATe, arihaMtanuM raTaNa karavA mATe ane arihaMtanA mArge cAlavA mATe prathama 'namo'. namyA vinA saphaLatA nahIM maLe. 109 zrImaMtano putra hoya, bahu ja rUpALo, baLavAna, dhanavAna paraMtu tenI pAse magaja na hoya eTale ke pAgala hoya to, enI dostI karavI koI pasaMda na kare. kAraNa ke zrImaMtAya na hoya to calAvI levAya paraMtu pAgalapaNuM thoDuM calAvI levAya? basa sAdhaka pAse tapa-tyAga-vairAgyajJAna-dhyAna badhuM zreSTha ane suMdara hoya paNa vinaya guNa na hoya to te zrImaMtanA pAgala putranI sarakhAmaNImAM ja goThavAI jAya. TUMkamAM, vinaya e tamAma ArAdhanAnuM mULa che. mATe paramAtmA e dharmanuM mULa vinaya batAvyuM che. jyAM mULa ja nathI tyAM dharmarUpI vRkSa kyAMthI hoya. jo vRkSa ja na hoya to phaLa kyAMthI lAge ane phaLa na hoya to vaLI svAda hoya kharA! basa, sAdhanAnA phaLano svAda cAkhavo hoya to mULane barAbara apanAvo. dharmanA mULane UMDANa sudhI pahoMcADo. vinaya vinA vidhA zobhatI nathI ane vidhA vinA mukti kyAre saMbhavita nathI. vinayane mukhya rAkhI meLavavAmAM AvatuM jJAna AtmabhAvamAM pariName che. pariNAma thayela jJAna AtmAne paramAtmA banAvavAmAM sahAyaka bane che. kahevuM hoya to kahevAya ke vinaya guNa vinA vItarAgatA pragaTa thatI nathI. dharma zreSTha che to dharmanuM mULa vinaya sarvazreSTha che. ane dharmanA phaLanI zreSThatAnuM varNana to A kalama ane jabAna varNavI zakavA samartha nathI. mAtra anubhavano viSaya che. mArA bhAIone namavuM paDe tenA karatA jaMgalamAM jaI sAdhanA karI siddhine prApta karI laIza. tevA vikalpa sAthe bAhubalI sAdhanAmAM lAgI gayA. tyAM sudhI ke paMkhIoe emanA zarIra para mALA banAvyA. bhUkhyA-tarasyA rahI sAdhanA karanAra bAhubaline kyAM khabara hatI ke vinayanA ekaDAM vinAnI sAdhanAnA mIMDAnI koI ja kiMmata nathI. Aje mANasa dharmiSThanA nAme potAno ahaM tagaDo banAvato hoya che. 'huM' ane 'mAruM' nAma baMne majabUta thavA joIe. TUMkamAM kIrtana karatAM kIrtinuM jora vadhatuM AvyuM che. prabhu kahe che, sAdhananI saphaLatAnuM mApa kADhatA raho mArAmAM raheluM abhimAna maMda thayuM ke nahIM, ahaM vadhe che ke ghaTe che, nirIkSaNa karatAM raho. sAdhano karatAM sAdhanAno ahaMkAra vadhu khataranAka che. 110

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aba hama amara bhaye... bAhubalinA bhAgya mAno ke badaSabhaprabhue brAhmI-suMdarI banne benaDIonI joDI dvArA bAhubaline ahaMnA gajarAja parathI UtaravAno saMdeza dIdho. ne gajarAja para ArUDha thayela bAhubalinA karNa para dhvani saMbhaLAyo ke "vIrA mArA gaja thakI nIce Utaro." basa A mIThA spaMdane hRdayamAM vIja-jhabakAra karAvyo ane bAhubali samajI gayA namyA vinA nArAyaNa na banAya. are! pagamAM vAgela kAMTo jo cAlavAmAM avarodhaka bane che. AMkhamAM paDela taNakhaluM jovAmAM vighna rUpa bane che. to bhalA, nAno paNa ahaMkAra, ahaM banavAmAM avarodhaka na bane? ahaMno tyAga karI bAhubalie nAnA bhAIone vaMdana namaskAra karavA eka kadama uThAvyuM ne tyAM ja bAhubaline kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana pragaTayuM. vAha! namavAno guNa bhamavAnI ramatamAMthI mukta kare che. mATe ja uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM prabhue aMtima dezanAmAM bahu ja mahattvano ne agatyano guNa batAvyo che vinaya. vinaya vinAnI badhI sAdhanA adhUrI rahe che. cAlo, vinayanA sathavAre vItarAga yAtrAmAM ApaNe. AgaLa vadhIe.... AyuSyanA khela asthira che. jIvananI gati kyAre thaMbhI jAya te kahevAya nahIM. jiMdagI terA kyA bharosA! sUryodaya thAya eTale sUryAsta thavAno, bharatI pachI oTa AvavAnI, khIlyuM puSpa kharavAnuM. basa, jakhyA eTale maraNa AvavAnuM ja che. mATe prabhue jaNAvyuM ke zAtAno udaya che tyAM sudhI sevA pamADavAnA kAryo karI lo. Indriyo majabUta che tyAM sudhI sanmArge vALI do, mana che to mananA kSetre AgaLa vadho. TUMkamAM, ThaMDA pahore AgaLa vadho, nahIMtara taDakAmAM herAna thazo. badhA saMjogo savaLA che tyAM sudhI. sAdhanA karI lo, nahIMtara viparita saMyoga sarjAyA bAda dharma karavo kaThina thaze. sAmAnya roga thAya ane halI jaIe chIe, to moTA rogo AvIne UbhA raheze to zuM hAla thaze ? nAnI ghaTanAmAM duHkhI thaI jaIe chIe to moTI ghaTanA Avaze to zA hAla thaze? AvuM kAMI bane te pahelA tame tamArA jIvanamAM sahavA taiyAra banI jAva ke moTI ghaTanA Ave to paNa tene tame sahI zako. jIvana asaMskRta che, pUruM thayA pachI saMdhAze nahIM. sAdhana tUTe to sAMdhI zakAya, paraMtu AyuSya pUruM thayA pachI tene sAMdhI zakAtuM nathI. dinapratidina AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che ane AtmAnAM pApo vadhatAM jAya che. AyuSya che to ArAdhanA karI lo. pramAda pariharI paramAtmAnA mArge sAvadhAna banI AgaLa vadhatA raho, ghaNAM jIvanomAM A jIve saMsAra arthe pApanAM ja kArya karyA che ane karmo bAMdhyAM che. have, A bhave chaMda choDI mokSanI yAtrA AraMbhI devAnuM bhUlazo nahIM. kahyuM che, motanI ghaDI sudhI nahIM karuM dharmI to kyAM thaze janma... kyAM thaze janma.... mRtyu Ave te pahelA matine sanmati banAvI daIe. vicAra ne suvicAramAM pheravavAnuM kAma karI laIe. lakSmIne dAnamAM, zarIrane sevAmAM, manane mananamAM, vacanane maunamAM pheravavAnuM kArya karI levAmAM ja jIvanuM DahApaNa gaNAze. AyuSyanA pAyA para UbhelI jIvananI ImArata AyuSya pUruM thatAM palakamAM -112 kaDavuM satya kahevAmAM kAyaratA batAvanArA lokone eka vAte nirAMta hoya che ke emanuM koI zabU nathI hoto, paNa emane eka durbhAgya paNa hoya che ke emane sAco mitra paNa nathI hoto. 0 0 0 bajAramAMthI lohI meLavavuM saheluM che paraMtu lAgaNI meLavavI ghaNI muzkela che. -111

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bhoMya bhegI thatAM vAra nahIM lAge. jIvananA aramAno adhUrA rahezemATe ja prabhue bhAra daI jaNAvyu che ke, tAva ghamaM samAre. prabhue dharma AcaraNamAM mUkavAnI vAta karI che. dharma yogane pavitra banAve, dharma upayogane vizuddha banAve, dharma maLelA uttama AyuSyane ujajavaLa banAve. dharmAtmAnuM jIvana evuM hoya che ke mRtyu paNa tenA mATe mahotsava bane che. jIvana dharma saMskArathI bharyuM bharyuM banI jAya pachI bhalene jIvana asaMskRtanA kalaMkathI kalaMkita hoya, ApaNe zuM? ApaNe ApaNuM kArya sAdhI lIdhuM pachI zAnI ciMtA ? paralokanI yAtrAe javAmAM te duHkhI thato hoya che jeNe dharmanuM bhAtuM bharyuM nathI. paraMtu jeo jJAna-dhyAna-tapa-tyAga-sAdhanA ane ArAdhanA karIne jIvana jIvyA che teo kyAreya paraloka javA samaye gabharAtA nathI. to yAda rahe dharma ja AtmAno A loka, paraloka ane paraloka sudhAre che. mATe ApaNe ApaNA jIvanane asaMskRta jANI dharma saMskAramAM AgaLa vadhIe teja maMgala kAmanA. aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge.... maraNane jovAnuM, maraNane jANavAnuM ane maraNane mAhANavAnuM kAma paMDita kare che, mATe paMDita maraNa-zreSTha maraNa che. ghaNA bhavomAM ApaNe maraNane AdhIna banyA hatA paNa maraNane svAdhIna na banAvyuM. mATe te tamAme tamAma maraNa akAma-bAla maraNa thayA. asaMkhyAtI vAra A jIva bAlamaraNe maryo che. have, sajAga bano, jJAnavaMtA bano, paMDita maraNanI yAtrA AraMbho. tenA mATe zAstramAM saMlekhaNAM batAvI che. tyArabAda aMta samaye saMthAro karI mRtyuMjaya karavAno. A che samAdhi-paMDita maraNe maravAnI vidhi. pareDa niyamita karatA rahe sainika pachI bhale ne yuddha game tyAre AvI jAya. abhyAsa karatA niyamita rahe vidhArthI pachI bhalene acAnaka parIkSA AvI jAya. basa temA roja dharma-dhyAna karatA rahe sAdhako pachI bhalene mRtyu game tyAre trATake. -113 yuddhathI e gabharAya jeNe pareDa karavAmAM ALaza karI che. parIkSAmAM tAva tene caDhI jAya jenuM AkhuM varSa rakhaDavAmAM gayuM che. mRtyu samaye pastAvo ane rakhaDavAno vAro tene Ave jeNe jiMdagImAM dharma-dhyAna karavAnuM tyAgI mAtrA moja zokhamAM ja jIvana vitAvyuM che. lakhI rAkho, roga AvIne cAlyo jAya che, paraMtu mRtyu to AvIne prANone laIne ja jAya che. mATe mRtyu AvatAM pahelA matine sudhArI levAnuM kArya karI levuM joIe, davA ane carIpAlana karavAthI roga maTI jAya che. to mRtyu pahelAM tenI yathArtha taiyArI karI levAthI mRtyu paNa vedanArUpa lAgaze nahi. pahelAnA munivaro aMta samaya najIka jANIne vipulagiri parvata para jaIne saMthAro karI samAdhipUrvaka mRtyune mahotsavamAM pheravI letA hatA. Aje tame zaherI jIvana jIvatA thaI gayA eTale parvata para pharavAno vicAra Ave paNa parvata para saMthAro karavAno vicAra sudhdhAM Avato nathI. hAya! AjanA maraNo kAM akasmAtamAM, kAM hospiTalanA khATale rIbAtAM rIbAtAM thAya che, je paralokane bihAmaNo banAvI de che. he prabhu! mArI aMtima ghaDIe mane saMta darzana hojo. saMta vacana-mAMgalika maLajo. he prabhu, mArA bhAvamAM sthiratA rahejo. A jagatanI mUrchA na ho, tAruM smaraNa karatAM karatAM maraNa mAruM ho che. A sivAya anya kAMI IcchA mArA manamAM na rahe te ja mArI prArthanA che. prabhue uttarAdhyayana sUtranA pAMcamA adhyayanamAM baMne maraNanAM kAraNo jaNAvyAM che. hiMsA karI maraNa bagADI paNa zakAya che ane ahiMsA saMyamanI sAdhanA vaDe maraNa sudhArI paNa zakAya che. A kAma prabhue tamArA para choDayuM che. tame ja tamArA maraNanI pasaMdagI karI lo, kevuM maravuM che paMDita maraNa ke bAla maraNa ? aMtamAM, tame tamArA mRtyune paDakAro. cuM to jinake lIe loga jIyA karatA hai lAbha jIvana kA nahI phira bhI jiyA karatA hai mRtyu se pahele marate hai hajAro lekina jiMdagI unakI hai jo marake jiyA karatA hai navanivijJA purasA, save te kuvarad saMmata - A jagatanA jIvonA -114

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duHkhanuM kAraNa jIvanA potAnuM ajJAnapaNuM. koI du:kha-sukha ApatuM nathI, ApaNAmAM paDeluM ajJAna ja duHkha Ape che. jagatanA jIvo ajJAnatAne laI saMsAramAM lepAya che, lubdha thAya che, ane te dvArA karmo bAMdhe che. ane bAMdhelAM karmo udayamAM Ave che tyAre jIvane duHkhI kare che. ajJAnatA haTe to ja sukhano sUraja Uge, nahiMtara duHkhanAM vAdaLo jIvanamAM gherAyelAM ja rahevAnAM, koI mane duHkhI kare che te ja ApaNI ajJAnatA che ane koI mane sukhI karaze e ApaNI bhramaNA rahelI che. ApaNI mithyAmAnyatA ane bhramaNA TALavAno saMdeza ApatuM mahAAgama eTale uttarAdhyayana sUtra. A sUtramAM prabhue aMtima dezanAno sAra che cAritravAna bano. jIvana nirdoSa banAvyA vinA, AnaMda nahIM maLe te mATe cAritrano svIkAra karavo rahyo. samadra kA mahatva salIlase nahIM gaMbhIratA se hai vIroMkA mahatva zastrase nahIM dhIratA se hai ciMtana karane se mAluma hotA hai kI sAdhukA mahatva vastro se nahIM cAritra se hai. doSa ane duHkha banne jIvanamA rahyA che. paraMtu jIvo du:khone dUra karavAnA udhAmA kare che. duHkhathI Dare che. duHkha jagatanA jIvone apriya che. are zuM kahuM? sapanAmAMya jIvo duHkha IcchatA nathI. chatAM du:kha jIvanI pAchaLa paDayA che, kemeya duHkho javA taiyAra nathI. jJAnI bhagavaMto jaNAve che jIvane duHkha nApasaMda che. paraMtu duHkhanA kAraNabhUta ajJAna ahaMkAra AdinA doSonuM sevana pasaMda che. pratyeka divasa ane rAta jIvo AMkho baMdha karIne pApAvaraNa karavA taiyAra che, paraMtu pApano tyAga karelA pApanuM prAyazcita karavA rAjI nathI, yAda rahe, keTalAka duHkho to mRtyunI sAthe ja khatama thaI jaze. paraMtu doSono bhAra to jIva jyAM jaze tyAM sAthe paralokamAM paNa Avaze. mATe jo tame jIvanamAM duHkhI thavA ja na IcchatA ho to kyAreya pApa karI pApI na banazo. duHkha to karelA karmonuM phaLa che. jo duHkha ja na IcchatA ho to have doSanA mULane ja ukheDI nAkho. zrAvaka jIvana ho ke sAdhu jIvana, doSanuM sevana na thAya mATe jAgRta rahevAnI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA chaThThA adhyayanamAM prabhu vIre nicaMnthone kSullaka doSo na karavAnI hita zIkSA ApI che. sTImbaramAM nAnuM kANuM hoya toya DubI javAya. tema jIvanamAM nAnA nAnA doSothI jIva saMsAra sAgaramAM DubI jAya che. jagatamA ekapaNa pApa evuM nathI je vAraMvAra sevana karavAthI merU jevu moTu na thAya jyAre jagatanuM ekapaNa moTuM pApa evuM nathI ke je prazcAtApa karavAthI nAnuM rAI jevuM na thaI zake. sAdhusaMta nAnI paNa gAMTha haiyAmA rAkhe nahIM. eTale nAnI bAbatanI paNa Asakita jIvanamAM rAkhe nahIM. je paNa zaktio pUNyodaye prApta thaI che, te zaktio sAdhanA karI Azakti toDavAmAM lagADavI joIe. rAga ane dveSanI gAMTha chedavAmA lagADavI joIe. gAMThane chede te nigraMtha, sAdhanA jIvanano prathama pATha rAga - dveSanI choDo gAMTha tamAma sAdhanAno hetu che rAga-dveSano kSaya, ane A gAMThane chedavAnI satata mahenata kare te zramaNa. prabhu mahAvIrane nigraMtha jJAna pUtra tarIke paNa ghaNA oLakhatA hatA. eTale prabhu rAga-dveSanI gAMThane chedIne dharatI para vicaratA hatA. na hato gautama gaNadhara pratye prabhune rAga ke nahato gozAlaka pratye prabhuvIrane dveSa, prabhu to hatA mAdhyastha daSTInA svAmI. prabhue jagatajIvone upadezamAM jaNAvyu ke he jIvo, jagatamAM moha karI rAga-dveSa na karo, upasama bano, nirmohI bano, jagatamAM lubdha na bano, budhdha bano zudhdha bano ane sidhdha bano. nAlaM te mama tANAya lUppantassa sakammuNA jenA mATe karmo karo cho, rAga-dveSa karo cho, jIvanamAM krodha-kaleza karo cho te tamArI mATe tAraNahAra ke zaraNahAra banavAnA nathI. mAtra tamAro AtmA rAga-dveSanA doSonuM sevana karI, pote ja karmothI bhAre bane che. durgatimAM javAnA pApa ApaNe bIjA mATe karavAnA ane durgatinA duHkha bhogavavA samaye koI bhAga paDAvavA Ave nahIM. to he jIva, tuM jAga ane pApane samajaNapUrvaka tyAga, je je pApa karyA che tenuM prAyazcita karo ane navA pApo rokavA pratijJA karo. -115 116

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samaya svamaya mATe che deve nahi paNa devAdhideve jagatamAM janma dharyA bAda jIvana ujjavaLa ane unnata banAvavAnI jaDIbuTTI AgamamAM batAvI che. A jaDIbuTTI apanAvAya to badhA durguNo ane dUSaNo jaDamULathI nAza pAmI jAya temAM leza zaMkAne sthAna nathI. A jIva saMsAra sukha mATe jeTalA upAyo ajamAve che, eTalA Atmasukha mATe ajamAve to AtmAnuM kalyANa thaI jAya. jIvane saMyamamAM aruci che, saMsAramAM rUci che. jene laI jIva saMsAracakramAM anaMtakALathI pharI rahyo che. have A bhavamAM ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne samajAvIe, jagADIe, sAvadhAna banAvIe ke "he Atman, Avo rUDo cAnsa tane vAraMvAra nahi maLe. A avasarane avadhArI ArAdhanA karI le.'' IndrabhUtimAMthI gaNadhara gautamanuM sthAna meLavanAra gautamasvAmIne prabhu mahAvIra sAvadhAna banAvatA hatA. jAgRta rahevAnI zIkha ApI rahyA hatA. ke he gautama samartha joyama mA pamAya... samaya mAtrano pramAda karIza nahiM. pramAda e ja AtmAnA patananuM kAraNa che. chatI zaktie ArAdhanAmAM pAchaLa pADanAra A pramAda che. buddhi hovA chatAM jJAna upArjita karavAmAM pramAde avarodha karyo. samayano sadbhAva hovA chatAM pramAde aMtarayAtrAmAM avarodha karyo. zakti hovA chatAM sAdhanA na karatAM, sAdhano pAchaLa laI javAmAM A pramAdano ja moTo phALo che. jJAnI kahe che pramAde ja AtmAne paramAtmA na banavA dIdho. ApaNane mokSamArga sudhI laI gayuM puNya, paNa mokSa sudhI nahi pahoMcavA devAmAM pramAde ja bhAga bhajavyo che. mAnavabhava sudhI pahoMcADI dIdhA ApaNane A puNya, paNa mahAmAnava banavAmAM naDatararUpa kaMI banyuM hoya to ApaNo pramAda, gautamasvAmI mana:paryava jJAnI hovA chatAM prabhu karuNA karI samaya mAtrano pramAda karIza nahi evI hitazikSA ApI rahyA che. kevA bhAgyazALI gautamasvAmI ke emane prabhu mahAvIra svAmI maLyA. yAda rahe! tamone koI jagADe, hitazikSA Ape, tamane upadeza Ape e tamArA 110 bhAgya samajajo. nahiMtara A yugamAM hitecchu maLavA durlabha che. sAdhaka jIvanano moTAmAM moTo zatru che pramAda. ane A pramAdane bhagADavAno zreSThamAM zreSTha upAya che gurudevano hitazikSArUpI bodha. jIvanamAM koI satata jagADanAra hoya to ApaNo pramAda dUra thAya tema che. ApaNAmAM aneka siddhio ane zaktio garbhita che te bahAra tyAre Ave, jyAre pramAda jIvanamAMthI jAya ane puruSArtha jAgRta bane. ApaNA saMsAranA kSetre puruSArtha mukhya banyo che. vibhAvanI dizAmAM puruSArtha ane svabhAvanA kSetre pramAda sevyo che. mATe ja prabhu jaNAve che 'he Atman samaya mAtrano pramAda karIza nahi. eka samaya mATe paNa vibhAvamAM jaIza nahIM. AtmalakSathI bahAra AvavuM te pramAda che.'' zrImaMta kadAca be divasa ophise na jAya ane gharamAM ArAma kare te cAle. paNa rojanuM lAvI roja khAvAvALA garIbane be divasa gharamAM ArAma karavo na pAlave. tema jJAnanA bhaMDArI, ugra tapasvIo hajI sAdhanAmAM thoDA divasa mATe kadAca virAma laI le to cAle. paNa mArA tamArA jevA jJAnanA kSetre garIba, sAdhanAnA kSetre kAyara, tananA kSetre zithila hoIe to pramAda kema pAlave? samaya mAtrano pramAda na karavo te sUtra ApaNA jIvanamAM bahu ja lAgu paDe che. kAraNa ApaNo pramAda sImA bahAra che. pramAdamAM ja ApaNe AnaMda mANI rahyA chIe. hA, pramAdamAM maLatA sukhanI bhramaNAmAM rAcatA jIvane apramatta yogInA sukhanI kyAMthI gatAgama paDe. ukaraDAno premI udyAnano AnaMda kema kalpI zake? bhoga vilAsano pyAsI yogI sAdhanAno anurAgI kyAMthI banI zake? saMsArano rAgI saMyama sukhano AsvAda kyAMthI laI zake? TUMkamAM, anAdithI pramAdavaza banI saMsAramAM ja sukha zodhavAnI bhUla ApaNA AtmAe karI che. A AtmAne saMyama levAnI vAta karavAmAM Ave to te bebhAna banI jAya. gaTaranuM pANI chAMTo : khabara haze harijanabAI attaranI dukAna pAse kacaro vALatAM bebhAna banI gaI! attaranI dukAnavALo gabharAI gayo. tyAM harijanabAInI 118

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bahenapaNIe AvIne joyuM ke sakhI bebhAna thaI gaI che. eTale bAjumAMthI gaTaranuM pANI lAvIne chAyuM ne bhAnamAM AvI gaI. bebhAna thavAnuM kAraNa jANo cho ? attaranI suvAsa ! A suvAsane kAraNe bebhAna banI gaI hatI, ane gaMdhavALA pANInA chAMTaNAMthI bhAnamAM AvI gaI. jene nAnapaNathI gaTaranAM ja kAma karyA hoya te attara sUMghavA mAtrathI bebhAna banI jAya che. basa jeNe anAdithI bhoganI durgadha ja joI hoya tene saMyamanI suvAsa bebhAna karI de temAM koI Azcarya nathI. anAdino abhyAsa che bhogavilAsamAM majA mANavAnI. eTale ja jJAnI puruSo AtmAne jagADe che. samaya joyama mA pamAyaNa. samaya mAtrano pramAda karIza nahi. nahitara pramAdano abhyAsa tane tArI sAdhanAmAMthI patana karAvI temAM vAra nahiM lAge, pramAdae patanano mArga che. puruSArtha e utthAnano mArga che. pramAdane pariharI puruSArtha jagADavAno mAnavabhavano avasara che. rakhe ! pramAdanA panAre paDatA.. mAnavabhavamAM maLelI zaktione samyak puruSArtha AdaravAmAM lagADavAnI che. nahitara zaktino kSaya thatA vAra nahi lAge. prabhu mahAvIrasvAmIe aMtima dezanAmAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 10mAM adhyayanamAM gautamane kahI. rahyAM che he gautama! se bale ya hAyaI: mokSa mArga javA mATe, mokSe pahoMcavA mATe mAnavabhavamAM zakti maLI che te zakti pratikSaNa kSaya thaI rahI che eTale ochI thaI rahI che. samayazakti hAthamAMthI gayA bAda pAchI AvatI nathI mATe samaja meLavavA pAchaLa ane meLavelI zaktine samajano sAtha laI sAdhanA karavAmAM lagADavAnI che. gautame svazaktine jAgRta karI samAjane sImAtita banAvI. kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. to gozAlake samaya-zaktino upayoga mithyA mArge karyo. ane saMsAranuM paribhramaNa vadhArI dIdhuM. eTale bhagavAne kahyuM, "samaya kADhI zaktine kAme lagADI dharma jAgaraNa karo. paNa saMsAranA sukha meLavavA ujAgarA na karo." bolo ApaNe ujAgarA vadhu karyA che ke jAgaraNa? saMsAra mATe ujAgaro karanArano koI toTo nathI. -119 yudhdhamAM zveta dhvaja yudhdhavirAma jamaNamAM zveta bhAta bhojana virAma mAthAmAM zveta vALa jIvana virAma eka rajapUtane dADhI karavA savAranA hajAma Avyo hato. dADhI karatA tenAthI bolAI gayuM. are bApu! tame to gharaDA thaI gayAM. alyA hajAma, tuM mane gharaDo samaje che, huM hajI juvAna chuM. jora jorathI rajapUta bolatA hatA. te avAja sAMbhaLI bApuno sevaka doDato Avyo. are bApu! zAnta thAva, kema jora jorathI bolo cho. juone A hajAma mane gharaDo kahe che. zuM huM gharaDo chuM ? rajapUtanI A vAta sAMbhaLI sevaka bolyo, bApu hajAmane kyAM khabara che ke tamone AMkhe paNa motIyA AvyA che. eya sevaka, cUpa raheje. eTale tu mane gharaDo sAbIta karavA mAMge che. bApu savAranA pahoramAM barADI uThayA. A avAje rajapUtANI potAnuM kAma paDatuM mUkI bApu pAse doDatI AvI gaI. zuM che A savAranA pahoramAM, jarA zAnti rAkhI dADhI karAvI lone! are joto kharI, A vANaMda mArA zveta vALa joIne mane gharaDo gaNe che. ane mAro sevaka paNa AMkhanA motIyA joIne mane gharaDo batAve che. huM hajI to laDAImAM jaI zaku evo juvAna chuM. to zuM A lokonI vAta huM sAMbhaLI lauM? tyAM ja rajapUtANI bolI, bApu! hajAma-sevakane kyAM khabara che ke tamArA moDhAnA eka paNa dAMta rahyA nathI. moDhAmAM cokaThuM rAkho cho. have ghaDapaNane zA kAraNe svIkAratA nathI, basa! bApuno pIto. evo gayo ke hajAma ane sevakane to ravAnA karyA paNa rajaputANIno paNa udhaDo laI lIdho. - dhana khAtara rAtonI rAto jAganAra maLaze. sattAmAM ujAgarA karavA jIva rAjI. saMsAranA sukha mATe A jIva ghaNo samaya jAgyo che ane pArAvAra zaktio temAM lagADI che. paNa dharma-jAgaraNa mATe jIva pAse samaya nathI ane zakti nathI. TUMkamAM, jeTalo samaya ApaNA AtmAe saMsAra mATe phALavyo che. eno aMzabhAga paNa dharma mATe phALavyo hota to ApaNo AtmA atyAre paramAtmAnA sthAne birAjyo hota. jeTalI. --120

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zaktione saMsAranI sukha-sAhyabI pAchaLa lagADI che temAMnI aMza bhAganI zaktio sAdhanA mArge lagADavAmAM AvI hota to ApaNe siddha gatIne meLavI zakyA hota. eTale prabhue bhAra daIne jIvone jaNAvyuM jIvanamAM samaya mAtrano pramAda karIza nahi. zaktio kSINa thatI jAya che, samyak puruSArtha AdaravAnuM bhUlazo nahi. aMtamAM yAda rAkhajo, samaya kadAca tamArA hAthamAM ghaNo haze paNa karmoe saMjogo avaLA UbhA karyA to khATalAmAM paDI rahevAno vakhata Avaze. ane dharma karavA mATe lAcAra banavuM paDaze. saMjogo sarjAyA te pahelA jAgRta banI pramAda ne pariharI samyak puruSArtha upADI ArAdhanA karavA lAgI jaIe te ja maMgala bhAvanA.... dhaMdho karavA chatAM saMpatti na maLe tevuM bane paNa dharma karavA chatAM sanmati na maLe tevuM kyAreya na bane. yAda rahe na sanmati vinAnI saMpatti vipattine AmaMtryA vinA rahetI nathI. 00 00 00 jene RRtuo naDe nahIM te RRSi muzkelImAM raDe nahIM te muni saMtApa jene kyAreya lAge nahIM te saMta jIvanamAM kyAreya gAMTha vALe nahIM. te nigraMtha. parizramathI pAchA paDe nahIM te zramaNa. 121 dharma tuM che tAraNahAra esa dhamme dhUve nicce, sAsae jiNadesie / siddhA sijsanti cANeNa, sijsissanti tahAvare || dharma dhruva che. nitya che, zAzvata che ane jinopadRSTi che. A dharmanuM pAlana karIne aneka siddha thayA che ane thaze. AtmAne paramAtmAnI dIzA tarapha laI janAra parama mitra koI hoya to eka jinezvara prabhue batAvela dharma ja che. dharmanAM zaraNe AvanAra jIva zAtA pAme che, zAMti pAme che ane sAcuM sukha pAme che. je Aja dina sudhI aneka jIvo pAmyA che, ane bhAvimAM paNa pAmaze. dharma vyaktine saphaLa banAve che. paNa te mATe vyakti pAse dharma upara atUTa ane akhaMDa zraddhA hovI Avazyaka che. dharmanAM kendramAM goThavAI gayelo jIva kyAreya saMsAranAM cakramAM pisAto nathI, ribAto nathI. dharmI kadAca pUrvane laI du:khI haze paNa doSI nahIM hoya. dharmI rogI hoya zake paNa rAgI nahIM. dharmI dhanavAna na paNa hoya tevuM jovA maLe paNa guNavAna na hoya tevuM kyAreya jovA na maLe. mATe dharma e mANasano parama mitra che. jagate dago dIdho tevuM sAMbhaLyuM haze. sagA vhAlA verI banI dago khelyA haze tevuM kadAca anubhavyuM paNa haze. mitre zatrunuM rUpa dhAraNa karyu hoya tevuM jIvanamAM banyuM haze. paNa dharme mANasane dago karyo ke du:khI karyo hoya, tevuM jovA ke sAMbhaLavA maLyuM nahIM hoya. je dharmanA staMbhane pakaDI rAkhe tene dharma bacAvI le, ugArI le che. savAranAM pahoramAM pahelAnA baheno ghaMTImAM dANA nAkhI loTa daLatA hatA. ghaMTInAM be paDa vacce badhA dANA loTa thaI bahAra Ave che. paNa tamone khabara haze ke ghaMTInAM vaccovacca eka lAkaDAno khITo hoya che te khITAne vaLagIne je dANA rahe che tene ghaMTI kaMIja karI zakatI nathI. basa, saMsArarUpI ghaMTInAM be paDa samA rAga-dveSanAM cakra badhA jIvone pIsI zake che. paNa dharmI AtmAone kaMI karI zakatA nathI. kAraNa dharmano khITo pakaDI rAkhanAra dharmIne rAga-dveSanAM cakra kAMI karI zakavA samartha nathI. -122

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mATe dharmanAM kendramAM raho. dharmanAM sthAnakamAM raho. dharmI jIvo sAthe dostI. karo. saMtonA samAgama karatAM raho. juo, pachI saMsAranuM jora ghaTe che ke nahIM. saMsAra ApaNane kAMI ja nahIM karI zake? do pATaNa ke bIcameM, sAbUta bacA na koi; khUTa pakaDake jo rahA, pIsa sakA na koI, dharmane vaLagI raho. jagatanI koI vaLagaNa tamane naDaze nahIM. dazavaikAlika sUtranAM racayitA svayaMbhU AcArye A ja vAta bhAra daIne jaNAvI hatI ke he vatsa! dharma che tyAM maMgala che. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa che. ane jenuM mana dharmamAM anurakta che teone devo paNa laLI laLIne namaskAra kare che. mATe prANa karatAM paNa dharmane pyAro gaNo. dharma ja tamAro. sAco mitra che. dharma ja jIvanapaMthano sahAyaka che. dhamma zaraNaM gacchAmi...." dharmanAM zaraNe huM jAuM chuM. anya koI zaraNa mane tAraNahAra nathI. dhana-dhAnya, putra-parivAra, sonA-cAMdI ke sattA-saMpatti mArA AtmAne DubADanAra che. paNa tAranAra nathI. A vizvAsa tamArA jIvanamAM pratyeka zvAse zvAse vaNAI javo joIe. tamArA jIvanamAM dharma phaLyo che ke nahIM te jovA IcchatA ho to jIvana paddhatimAM ane jIvana daSTimAM pheraphAra thaI rahyo che ke nahi tenuM nirIkSaNa karatAM raho. dharma daSTimAM parivartana karAve. dharma karo cho te yogya che ke nahIM, dharmanuM AcaraNa, dharmamAM mAruM vicaraNa yathArtha thaI rahyuM che ke nahIM te jovA mATe tamArI daSTinuM nirIkSaNa karatAM raho. kAraNa dharmanuM kAma che daSTinuM parivartana karAvavAnuM. bhoga daSTi tyAga daSTi bane. viSayanI yAtrA vairAgyanI yAtrA bane. bahirmukha-aMtarmukha bane, vilAsanI nahIM. AtmavikAsanI dizA tarapha calAya, tyAre samajavuM ke ApaNe dharma karIe chIe te barAbara che. dharma karatAM jaIe ane viSayadaSTi, vilASadaSTi maTI. nirmaLa nirdoSa daSTi na khUle to dharma buddhigata banyo che, udayagata banyo nathI. - tAva gha samAyare, jIva pAse zakti che, zAtA che tyAM sudhI. dharmaArAdhanA karI lo. --123 juo, tamArA jIvanamAM dhana vadhe to tamArAmAM keTalA pheraphAra thaI jAya che. mAnava karoDapati banI jAya to bolavAmAM, tenA rahevAmAM, jamavAmAM, pharavAmAM, keTalA pheraphAra thaI jAya che. oDhavA paheravAmAM ane mitravargamAM paNa moTo pheraphAra karI nAkhe che, kharuMne? jo dhana vadhatAM tamArAmAM ATalo moTo pheraphAra thaI zake to bhalA dharma tamArA jIvanamAM praveze to zo pheraphAra na thAya? daSTi nirmaLa bane. kaSAyathI saLagatuM mana zAMta bane, bhoganA bhaMgArathI pAchA pharI saMyamanAM zaNagAra sajavA taiyAra thAya? dhanavALA zAlibhadrane juo ane dharma praveza thayA pachInA zAlibhadrane juo. muninA saMgamAM na hatA tyAranA paradezI rAjAne juo ane dharmanAM raMge raMgAyela paradezIne juo. prabhuno bheTo thayA pahelAnA zreNikane juo ane pa00 phaTakA hasatA mukhe sahana karatAM zreNikane juo, lAge che ne AkAza-jamIna jeTalo moTo pheraphAra! ApaNe ApaNAM jIvanane tapAsIe. varasothI dharma karIe chIe ane dharmiSTha tarIkenI samAjamAM chApa che. to pUcho tamArA haiyAne, mana nirmaLa banyuM che? ugo upazAMta banyA che? jIvo pratyeno dveSa premamAM parivartana thayo che? saMsAranI ruci ghaTI saMyamanI ruci pragaTa thaI che kharI ? jo 'hA' mAM javAba che to dharma tamane phaLyo che ane 'nA' mAM javAba hoya to dharmanAM nAme adharma puSTa karyo che. dharmanA lakSaNo : dharmanuM kAma che jIvananI daSTine samyapha ane nirmaLa banAvavAnuM. jIvone durguNothI bacAvI laI sadguNothI sabhara banAvavAnuM. dharma jIvane durgatithI tArI le che. bacAvI le che. dharmavALI vyaktinI daSTi guNadaSTi hoya che. saMparkamAM AvatA tamAma jIvomAMthI sArI bAju jue che. ane tenA pratye premabhAvapUrNa vyavahAra kare che. tamone bIjAnAM doSa-darzana thatAM hoya to samajavuM ke dharma karo cho, paNa dharmano lAbha thato nathI. dhaMdho karo cho paNa napho thato nathI. mATe dharma mAdhyame ApaNe ApaNI daSTinuM parivartana karIe. jagata vicitratAthI bharyuM che. te vizeSatAvALuM paNa che. vyakti doSa -124

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ane durguNothI paNa bharelo che ane sadaguNo paNa tenAmAM che, tame jevI daSTi laIne jIvo cho tevuM tamone jaNAya che, dekhAya che. jagata ke vyaktino doSa nathI, doSa ApaNI jovAnI daSTino che. dharma jotA zIkhavADe che. dharma daSTino vikAsa karAve che. dharma TUMkI daSTine dIrdha ane sUkSma banAve che. varSothI ApaNe dharmArAdhanA karIe chIe to ApaNI daSTi dIrdha banI che ke chIcharI che? ApaNI daSTino vikAsa malIna che ke nirmaLa? ApaNI daSTi samyak che ke mithyA? tapAsI laIe ApaNe ApaNI draSTine. juo, daSTino vikAsa karanAra paradezI jhera gaTagaTAvI gayA paNa patnIne doSita na banAvatA nimitta gaNI. samatAbhAva hRdayamAM dhAraNa karyo. kAraNa dharma draSTino A prabhAva hato. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che jema dhana AvatA mANasamAM parivartana Ave che tema dharmathI jIvanI daSTimAM parivartana Ave che. dharmanuM kArya che prasannatA ApavAnuM dharma tamone AnaMdita banAve, hara hAlatamAM hariyALA banAve. pratikULatAe tamAro utsAha khaMDita na thavA devAnuM kAma A vItarAga prabhue batAvelo dharma kare che. dharmanuM phaLa prasannatA che. roga vacce tamone hasatAM rAkhe, bhoga vacce tamane alipta rAkhe. kAdavamAMya kamaLa khIlavAnI kalA bakSe, duHkha vacce paNa tamone khuza rAkhe, darda vacce paNa marda rAkhavAnuM utkRSTa kArya A dharmanAM hAthamAM che. phakta tamone tamArA dharma para atUTa vizvAsa-zraddhA hovI joIe, ke mArI pAse dharma che tyAM sudhI mane kAMI thavAnuM nathI ane thaze to huM taiyAra chuM, svIkArI levA. ATalI khumArI tamArI pAse hovI joIe, dharmI kyAreya duHkhamAM ke dardamAM raDato na hoya. karmonA udaya che, tema samajIne prasannatAthI sahato hoya che. huM tamone pUchuM tamArA hAthamAM rUpiyA AvI jAya to tame raDo ke haso ? tamArA hAthamAM dAgInA koI Ape to tame jhUmI UTho ke jhUro? tamone koI pArTImAM laI jAya to tame AnaMda vibhora bano ke viSAdanA sAgaramAM paDo? tamo navAM vastro paherIne mUDamAM raho cho ke mUDalesa ? tyAre Apa sarveno javAba haze sAheba, AvAM kAryomAM raDavAnuM hoya ? AnaMda ja karIe ne? basa, juo jJAnI bhagavaMtonuM Aja kahevuM che. jenA haiyAmAM dharma vasyo hoya te dharmanI kriyAmAM, dharmanAM smaraNamAM, dharmazAstra vAMcanamAM, dharmavANI sAMbhaLatI veLAe ke tapAnuSThAna karatI veLAe te dharmAtmA raDato hoya ke AnaMda vibhora hoya ? dharma prasannatA arpe che. pachI tame game teTalI moTI viTaMbaNAmAM kema na gherAyA ho! pratyeka paLe, pratyeka sthaLe, pratyeka paristhitimAM dharma jIvane prasanna rAkhavAnI geraMTI Ape che. juo ghANImA pilAtA munivarone. ghANImAM pilAI javA chatAM kevA prasanna rahyA hatA. to jIvatA cAmaDI utArAvatA munivara kevA prasannatAthI UbhA hatA. vAha gajasukumAramuni ! tamArI prasannatAe to gajaba karI hatI. to rojanA 500 phaTakA khAnAra prabhu vIranA bhakta zreNikane A dharme kevo prakRlita rAkhyo hato. ApaNI dazAno vicAra karo ke khAvAmAM thoDuM ochuM Ave ke kAcuM Ave to ApaNe kevA halI jaIe chIe. paheravA oDhavAnuM ochuM maLe, koI bolAve na bolAve, sanmAnanI IcchA chatAM apamAna maLe to ApaNe keTalAya divasa sudhI mUDalesa thaI pharIe chIe. dharma roja karavA chatAM ApaNI A dazAnuM mULa kAraNa che dharma hRdayastha banyo nathI. hRdayastha banelo dharma ApaNane AnaMda ApyA vinA rahe ja nahIM. kahyuM che ne ? dharma dharma to loko bahu kare, paNa dharmano marma to jANe nahIM... dharmano marma samajAya jAya to jIva, anyane dekhADavA mATe nahIM paNa potAnI jAtane sudhAravA mATe dharma kare. tame tamArI pratikULa paristhitimAM prasannatAne pAmatA raho. koIpaNa ghaTanA bane che te sArA mATe ja bane che tevuM vicArI dharma karatAM raho. je thAya te sArA mATe : eka rAjA ane pradhAna jaMgalamAM pharavA gayA hatA. acAnaka rAjAnA paganA aMgUThA para jhADa paDayuM ne aMgUTho tUTI gayo. pradhAnanI eka Adata hatI ke badhI bAbatamAM te bolato "je thAya te sArA mATe." A sUtra eNe hadayastha kareluM. paNa jyAM rAjAno aMgUTho tUTelo joyo ne pradhAnathI Adata mujaba bolAI gayuM "je thAya te sArA mATe." ane rAjAne Avyo gusso. bhalA, gussa ja Ave ne ? je sUtra ApaNe -125 -126

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dharmano pAyo mAnavatA ApaNA mATe bolavAnuM hoya te bIjA mATe bolAya kharuM? koIne nukasAna thAya, koI bimAra paDe, koInuM avasAna thAya tyAre na bolAca ke je thAya te sArA mATe. paraMtu svayaMnI zAMti mATe bolavAnuM che je thAya te sArA mATe. rAjAe pradhAnane rAjabhavanamAM laI jaI sevakone AjJA karI ke A pradhAnane kALI koTaDImAM pUrI do. tyAre pradhAna bolyA, 'je thAya te sArA. mATe." ghaNA samaya bAda eka divasa rAjA jaMgalamAM zikAra arthe gayA ane bhUlA paDayA, paDoza nagaramAMthI batrIsa lakSaNo mANasa zodhavA nIkaLyA hatA ne rAjA hAthamAM AvI gayA. yajJamAM rAjAne homavAnA hatA. taiyAra karyA ane chellI ghaDIe khabara paDI ke rAjAno aMgUTho kapAyelo. che. khaMDita dehavALo yajJamAM na homAya. eTale rAjAne choDI mUkavAmAM Avyo. rAjA khuza thayA, tene yAda AvyuM "je thAya te sArA mATe." rAjA nagaramAM pAcho Avyo, ane pradhAnane koTaDImAMthI choDAvIne pUche che, 'tamane koTaDImAM rAkhyA te vakhate tame "je thAya te sArA mATe' - ema kema kahyuM hatuM ?'' pradhAne kahyuM, "he rAjana, tame mane koTaDImAM na pUryo hota, to huM tamArI sAthe jaMgalamAM zikArArthe Avata ane yajJamAM tamAre sthAne mane batrIsa lakSaNA tarIke homI deta!" rAjA pradhAna upara prasanna thayo ne tene yAda rAkhyuM "je thAya te sArA. mATe." A samAdhAna sUtrane jIvanamAM rAjAnI jema badhAe utAravuM joIe. TUMkamAM, dharma daSTino vikAsa karAvI dareka paristhitimAM AtmAne prasannatA rakhAve che. to ApaNe dharmanAM mAdhyame be guNomAM vikAsa karI dhanya banIe.... vItarAga devano darzAvela mokSamArga maLyA pachI mokSamArga para koNa cAlI zake ? A mArga para kadama koNa upADI zake ? te ja jIvo cAlI zake che je vIra che, zUravIra che. A mArge kAyaro cAlI nathI zakatA. | | upavAsa karyA bAda ulaTI thAya eTale have upavAsa nahIM karavAnA nirNaya laI le ! ! In dAna karyA bAda nAma na bolAya ke na lakhAya to have dAna karavuM nahIMnA sogaMda khAI le. teonuM A mArge kaMI UpajatuM nathI. 1 AyaMbila tapa karyuM hoya ane khAvAnuM ThaMDuM maLI jAya ke dravya ochAM maLe to saMghanA sabhyo ane rasoIcA para krodha karI besanAra A mArge kyAreya saphaLa thatA nathI. upAzrayamAM apamAna thaI javA para jiMdagImAM upAzraya javuM nahIM nA abolA karI bese tevA kAyarono A mArge koI klAsa nathI. hAya! dharmanA kSetramAM AvelI takalIphonA samaye dharma choDI devAnI taiyArI dharAvanArone eTaluM ja kahevAnuM mana thAya che ke bhajiyA khAIne jhADA thaI jAya eTale jiMdagI bhara bhajiyA nahIM khAvAno nirNaya lo cho ? pArTImAM koI apamAna karI nAkhe to pArTImAM jIvanabhara paga na mUkavo AvA paccakhANa karo cho ? saMsAranA kSetre anekavAra Thokaro vAge che to have saMsAramAM rahevuM ja nathI tevuM tamAruM mana nakkI kare che ? nahIM ne ? basa, saMsAranA kSetre kaSTo AvavA chatAM jo te sthaLa kriyA choDatA nathI, to dharmanA kSetre AvelA kaSTo - pariSahone laIne dharma ne kema choDo cho? A mahAvIranA kalyANakArI mArge cAlI zake che vIra puruSo, zUravIra sAdhako. hara jalate dipaka ke tale aMdherA hotA hai, hara aMdherI rAta ke pIche saverA hotA hai, gabharA jAte hai loka musIbata ko dekhakara hara musIbata ke pIche sukha kA DerA hotA hai. buddhi che "bApa" jevI ene kamAu dIkaro ja game che jyAre hRdaya e "mA" jevuM ene kamajora dIkaroca game che. -1raha -1ra8

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joke mahAvIrano mArga che kSatriyono. je zira laI zake, zira daI zake. tevA kSatriyo tyAganA mArge caDhe tyAre saMsAra tajavA mATe maravA paNa taiyAra banI jAya che. vAMdo joIne bAra gAMva dUra bhAgI janAro zuM dharmanA mArge AvelA kaSTomAM Ubho rahI zakavAno? zreSTha mokSa mArga maLyo che ane mokSamArganA bhomiyA gurudeva paNa maLyA che. to mAnava jIvanane ujjavaLa ane unnata banAvavAnI dharma kaLA jIvanamAM zIkhI laIe. AjanA divase rajU karavuM che ke ApaNe dharmanI zarUAta kyAMthI karIzuM? to dharmanI zarUAta ApaNI jAtathI ane ApaNA mAnavanA khoLiyAthI karIzuM. Izvara banatAM pahelAM ApaNe InsAna banavuM paDaze. Izvara e zikharanI Toca che to InsAna e taLeTI che. InsAna banyA vinA kyAreya Izvara banavAmAM saphaLatA maLatI nathI. "he mAnava, tuM mAnava bana!'' mahAna banavA mATenI prathama zarata che tuM mAnava bana. prabhue prANIne prANI banavA mATe kahyuM nathI. to paMkhIone paMkhI banavAnuM kahyuM nathI. kahyuM che mAtra mAnavane mAnava banavAnuM. mAnavanA khoLiyAne vaphAdAra rahevAnuM. ane hA, pazu jagatamAM pazuoe pazunI jAtane jeTaluM nukasAna nathI pahoMcADyuM enA karatA mAnave mAnavajAtane ane pazunI jAtane nukasAna pahoMcADyuM che. katalakhAnAnuM sarjana karanAra koNa? aNuM zodhI aNuboMba banAvanAra koNa? pazu ke ApaNe? hiMsaka hathiyAro banAvanAra koNa che? ApaNe ja ne! mAnava jAte mAnava jAtane bhayabhita banAvI che. koI pazue Aja dina sudhI pazune mAravA ke raMjADavA koI aNuboMba ke koI hathiyAra zodhyA nathI. buddhine kubuddhimAM pheravI nathI. mAnava jAte potAnI InsAniyatane neve mUkI dIdhI che. tame mAnavatAnA guNothI vaMcita hazo to bhagavAnanA guNo tamArAmAM kyAMthI Avaze? bhagavAnane yAda karanArane mAre eTaluM ja kahevuM che tuM pahelA InsAna bana. eTale ja kahyuM che ke : 'InsAna ko InsAna banAyA jAya, cA koI nayA bhagavAna banAyA jAya.' 129 Aje IzvaranI dhUna bolanArA, IzvaranI zodha karanArA ane bhagavAnanA maMdire jaI potAnI jAtane bhakta gaNanAra, upAzrayamAM AvIne potAne dharmI mAnI lenArA, saMta pAse besI sajjana gaNI lenArA, mAnavIo bahArathI judA che ane aMdarathI kaMIka nATako khele che. e pArTImAM judA mUDamAM hoya che. e klabomAM jugAranA mUDamAM hoya che. gharamAM kaMIka dekhAvo karIne jIve che. bajAramAM to kaMIka navuM ja moDala banI jIve che. upAzrayamAM vaLI sAva dharmiSTha banI bese che to prArthanA sabhAmAM ke besaNAmAM sAkSAt lAgaNIzIla udAsa rahe che. "baMdha karo'' A nATako ane kRtrimatAnI ADhelI cAdarone ughADI-phagAvI do. vAstavika jIvana jIvavA mATe taiyAra bano. paMkhIoe mALA bAMdhyA che paNa mALAmAM tALAM mAryA nathI. ApaNe tALAM mArIne jIvIe chIe. koI AvI corI karI jaze. A mAnavajAtane duniyAmAM ja bheLaseLa ane adalAbadalInI vyathA sarjAI che. hAya! mAnave ja mAnavajAtanuM ahita sarjyuM. korTane janma Apyo. jelanuM sarjana karyuM. yAda rAkho, sRSTinuM jeTaluM kharAba thAya che te mAnava jAtanI bheTa che. ApaNe ja A sRSTine anarthothI abhaDAvI che. sUrya niyamita, caMdra niyamita, pazu-paMkhI niyamita, puSpa niyamita, hAya! mAnavI eka ja aniyamita. savAre UThavAnuM nakkI nahIM, suvAnuM to rAma jANe. khAvAnuM bhUkha lAge tyAre nahIM, samaya thAya tyAre. koI kAryamAM niyamitatA kharI ? caNa levA jAya te paMkhInI duniyA, maNa levA jAya te mAnavInI duniyA.' sUrya UgIne bhedabhAva vinA prakAza ApavAnuM kAma kare che to caMdra eTaluM ja bheda rAkhyA vinA zItalatA ApavAnuM kArya kare che. nadI mAnava-pazunA bheda karyA vinA sarvene tRpta banAvavAnuM kArya yugothI avirata karI rahI che. puSpa vinA svArthe phorama prasarAvavAnuM kArya kare che. mAre mAnavIne pUchavuM che "tAro vyavahAra kudaratanA tattvo jevo che ke kRtrimatA sabhara che? ApIne khAya che ke koInuM paDAvIne khAya che? tArA 130

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sukhamAM koIno bhAga che ke koInA sukhamAM bhAga paDAvavAnI dAnata che?' hAya! kudaratanA tattvothI paNa Utarato mAnavI! ane ene bhagavAna banavAnI IcchA che. kyAM jIvana ane kyAM IcchA? tArI svArthIlI jiMdagI zuM tane bhagavAna banAvAmAM saphaLatA Apaze? zuM tuM bhagavAnane prasanna karavAmAM saphaLa banIza? yAda rAkha, svArthanI badabUbharyuM jIvana jIvIza to bhagavAna banavAnI vAta to ghaNI vegaLI che, paNa bhagavAna maLavA ya muzkela che. bhagavAna maLe che nisvArthanI suvAsamAM. bhagavAna banAya che paramArthanI pagadaMDIe cAlavAmAM. khIlIne puSpo suvAsa Ape che, vahIne nadI nirmaLatA Ape che; UgIne sUrya sRSTine prakAza Ape che, o mAnavI! mAre tane pUchavuM che jIvIne tuM jagatane zuM Ape che? trAsa'' sikaMdara ane hiTalare prajAne trAsa ApavAmAM bAkI na rAkhyuM; mATe to temano kALo ItihAsa lakhAyo. "trAsa'" ApanArAnA UjaLA ItihAsa kyAreya lakhAtA nathI. "hAza' pamADanArAnA ja UjaLA ItihAsa lakhAyA che. Avo, ApaNe mAnavanA manakhAne, mAnavatAnA AbhUSaNathI zaNagArI, UjaLo ItihAsa AlekhI jaIe. tArA jIvanathI koInuM jIvana banI jaze, tArA sUcanathI koInuM sarjana thaI jaze, haze jo mAnavI khuda tArAmAM uNapa to, kAMTA to zuM phUla paNa duzmana thaI jaze!! tame jIvo evuM ke jemAMthI koIne jIvavAnI preraNA maLe. ApaNuM jIvana eka graMtha che. je koI vAMce ane tene kaMIka jANavA maLe, jIvavAnI kaLA maLe. gharamAM ane samAjamAM mAnava banIne jIvatA zIkho jo dareka mAnava saMkalpa kare ke mAre InsAna banavuM che to A samAjanI zakala badalAyA vinA nA rahe. yAda rahe A samAjane mAnava ja banAve che ane mAnava ja bagADe che. jo A dharA para sarve mAnava InsAna ja hoya to kyAM koI 131 samasyAno prazna ja che? khorAkamAM bheLaseLa karanArA ApaNe, dhaMdhAmAM anIti AcaranArA ApaNe, mAlamAM adalo badalo karavAmAM kuzaLa ApaNe, koInuM paDAvI levA Atura ApaNe, bhAI-bhAI vacce korTa sarjanArA ApaNe, pANIne vikRta - vAyune vikRta, AkAzanA vAtAvaraNane dUSita banAvanArA ApaNA sivAya bIjuM koNa che? to jo ApaNe ja sudharI jaIe, ApaNe ja InsAna banI jIvavAnuM cAlu karIe to kyAM kaI bheLaseLano prazna ja che? aNuboMba ke hiMsaka hathiyAro vasAvavAM ke banAvavAnI kyAM jarUra che? mATe ja mahAvIre kahyuM "aNuboMbathI zAnti nahIM sthApAya. zAnti sthApavI haze to aNuvratadhArI samAja banAvavo paDaze." mAnavabhavanA vakhANa mahAvIra svAmIe karyA che tenI pAchaLanuM mULa kAraNa che mAnavabhavamAM mAnavatA lAvI mAnava mahAna banI zake che. to, kamase kama je khoLiyAmAM rahIe chIe tene abhaDAvazo nahIM. hiMsaka cIMjavastu peTane khAIne kabara banAvazo nahIM, vacanathI kaDavA veNa bolI saMbaMdhomAM tirADa pADazo nahIM. manathI bIjAnI IrSyA-adekhAI karI tamArA patananI khAI khodazo nahIM. ATaluM thaze toya tamAro mAnavabhava samajajo saphaLa thayo. kauMca pakSInI rakSA khAtara metArya munie prANanuM balidAna karyuM paNa hoTha kholyA na hatA. AvA muninuM jIvana sAMbhaLIne paNa ApaNe ochAmAM ochuM yogane suyoga banAvavAnA prayatna karIzuM to ja InsAna banI bhagavAna banavAmAM saphaLa banI zakIzuM. dezanI ciMtA karanArane mAtra aMtamAM eTalu ja kahevuM che ke tuM tArI ane tArA gharanI ciMtA choDI InsAna banI jIvavAnuM cAlu karI de. jIvana dhanya banI jaze... vidvAnokI nahIM karmovAnokI kamI hai saMdhIvAnokI nahIM niSThAvAnokI kamI hai yaha jamAna baDA aTapaTTA A gayA bhagavAnakI nahIM InsAnokI kamI hai eka dUkAne bhIkhArI zeTha pAse paisA mAMgI rahyo hato. sAheba! kaMI Apo, bhagavAna tamArUM bhalu karaze. zeThe bhikhArIne ravAnA thaI javAnuM 132

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du:kha che... to... che...! kahyuM, jA AgaLa jA... paisA baisA nathI. bhIkhArI kAkaludI karI rahyo che. sAheba kaMIto Apo. zeThe gusso karIne kahyuM, tane kahyuMne paisA nahI. maLe. acchA sAheba, paisA na Apo to thoDu khAvAnuM hoya to Apo. zeTha kahyuM, AgaLa jA, ahiMyA khAvAbAvAnuM kAMIja nathI, acchA sAheba, khAvAnuM na hoya to chelle eka glAsa pANIto pIvaDAvo. bahuM ja tarata lAgI che. gAdI para beThelA zeThe kahyuM ubho rahe, hamaNAM mANasa bahAra gayo che, Avaze eTale pANI Apaze. zeThane bhIkhArIe kahyuM, sAheba thoDIvAra Apa ja mANasa banI jAve to... TUMkamAM mANasamAMthI zeTha banavuM jeTaluM saraLa che eTaluM zeThamAMthI mANasa banavuM agharuM che. Izvara tamane sukhaduHkha ApatAM nathI. jo Izvara duHkha ane durgatimAM jIvane laI jAya to tene Izvara koTino AtmA kaI rIte kahI zakAya ? eTale jaina darzana kahe che, Izvara dIvAdAMDI rUpa che. na tamane te tAre na DubADe. e mAtra dIvAdAMDI che. bhagavAna paNa dIvAdAMDI samAna che. tethI AjJA-IzAre saMsAra sAgarane pele pAra pahoMcavAnuM che. mahenata ApaNe ja karavAnI che ane tenAM phaLa ApaNe ja prApta karavAnA che. TUMkamAM, jIvanamAM gatAmati sarjAya che. sukha duHkha Ave che. anukULa-pratikULa ghaTanAo bane che, taMdurastI ane roga je Ave che te tamAma karmonA udayane laIne Ave che. je paNa thaI rahyuM che te pUrvakRta karmone laIne ja thaI rahyuM che. kammaM saMgei samuDhA. dukkhIyA bahu veyaNA. koIne tamArA sukha-du:khamAM doSita ke mitra na mAno. tamArA sukhaduHkha AdinuM kAraNa tamArAM ja karelAM karmonAM phaLa che. acchA ! tamone e khyAla che ke badhuM karma pramANe thAya che. IzvaranAM kahyA pramANe ke tame karo tema nathI thAtuM. barAbarane? to pachI badhu karmo pramANe thAya che to karmo kare che koNa ? bhalA, koI karma karAvatuM nathI. ApaNuM ja ajJAna karmo karAve che. ApaNo ja pramAda karmone vadhAravAmAM pUraka bane che. ajJAna ane pramAda vaza thaI ApaNe ja karmo bAMdhIe chIe, ane tenA phalasvarUpe sukha-du:kha, sAruM-kharAba jIvana kSetra sajayiA kare che. jo duHkhA ja nA-pasaMda hoya to duHkhanA kAraNabhUta karmone bAMdhavAmAM sAvadhAna rahevuM joIe jethI karmo baMdhAya ja nahIM to udaya kyAMthI thavAno. ane hA, udaya ja nA hoya, to pachI sukha-duHkhano prazna ja kyAM Ubho thAya che? TUMkamAM, ApaNe ja ApaNA bhAgyavidhAtA chIe. kaI gatimAM javuM te ApaNe ja nakkI karavAnuM che. vizvanuM taMtra koInA hAthamAM nathI, te karmanA hAthamAM che. ane karmone bAMdhavAnuM taMtra ApaNA hAthamAM che. yAda rahe, sUryodaya ane sUryAstano samaya niyata hoya che. khIlavAnuM -134 ukaLatA pANImAM kyAreya pratibiMba paDatuM nathI tema kyAMyathI ukaLatA mANasanA jIvanamAM kyAreya AtmAnuM pratibiMba paDatuM nathI. 0 0 0 vasaMtano AnaMda ane pAnakharanI vyathA puSpane hoya che, kaMTakane nahI satyano AnaMda ane asatyanI vyathA sajjanane hoya che, durjanane nahiM. -133

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ane kharavAnuM phUla mATe nakkI ja hoya che. sAgaramAM bharatI oTano samaya niyamita ja hoya che. jyAre ApaNA jIvanamAM kaMI ja nakkI nahIM. sUryodaya thatA pahelA asta thaI javuM paDe. khIle te pahelA jIvanamAM kharavAno divasa AvIne Ubho rahI jAya. are ! sAgaranI bharatI oTa karatAM ya khataranAka che saMsAra sAgaranI bharatI oTa. jyAre bharatIno samaya oTamAM ane oTano samaya bharatImAM pharI jAya te kahevAya nahIM. jyAre deha taMdurastI ane rogano bhoga banI jAya ane karoDapati rAtorAta roDapati banI jAya te kAMI kahevAya nahIM. ghaDI pachI zuM ghaDAya jAya mATe jJAnI, saMto-mahaMto ja AtmAne jagADI dharmanA kAryamAM lagADe che. ravivArIya pravacana zreNImAM AjanA divase traNa vAta tamArI samakSa rajU karavAnI che. te traNa vAta jIvanane pratyeka paLe rAhata Ape, duHkhamAM sahAyaka bane ane jIvananI bhramaNA bhAMgavAmAM rAmabANa IlAja banAve. tevI traNa vAto A pramANe che. (1) saMsAra duHkhathI bharyo che : AjanuM paheluM sUtra che. anaMta jJAnIono anubhava che ke saMsAra game tevo anukULa kema na hoya to paNa te asAra che, azAzvata che, asthira che. asArane sAra banAvavA mathe te ajJAnI. azAzvatane zAzvata mAne te mithyAtvI, asthirane sthira banAvavAnI mathAmaNa kare te bAla. sAgara mITho na hoya, saMsAra sAro na hoya, durgadha vinAnuM lasaNa na hoya tema upAdhi vinAno saMsAra na hoya. koIne Arthika kSetranA duHkhoe ghero ghAlyo che to koIne zArIrika kSetre roganI pArAvAra pIDAe sthAna lIdhuM che ane mAnasika kSetranI to vAta thAya tevI nathI. Aje mANasa pAse badhuM che, paNa mAnasika zAMti nathI. sAdhanonA DhagalA vacce te. azAMta che, parivAra vacce ya tene vyathAnI Aga che. rUpiyAnI sImA nathI, chatAM duHkhano koI pAra nathI. Ama kema? Aje mANasa bAhya sAdhanonA mAdhyame sukhI jaNAya che. paraMtu AjanA mANasa pAse abhAvanA duHkha karatA svabhAvanA duHkho vadhI gayAM che. tene gharamAM koInI joDe meLa khAto nathI. te gAmamAM vhAlo thavA doDaze paNa gharanA sabhyo sAthe to rAhu- ketunA graha jevI tenI dazA. hAya! badhAM kSetromAM azAMti, asamAdhi saMsAranuM kSetra che ja duHkhakara che. vaLI jIvo svabhAvane laI tene vadhu duHkhakara banAve che. cAMdako chUkara rahegA AdamI svargameM zAsana karegA AdamI kintu du:kha Isa bAta kA hai duniyA meM AdamI se dUra rahetA hai AdamI jIvone jaDa sAthe dostI che paNa jIvo sAthe duzmanI che. jIvo sAthe jAmatuM nathI ane jaDa sAdhano vinA eka kSaNa cAlatuM nathI. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM keTalI agavaDatAo hatI. pANI bharavA kUve javAnuM, kapaDAM dhovAM taLAve javAnuM, ghauM daLAvavA eka gAu UMcakIne javAnuM, rasoI jAte banAvavAnI, lAkaDAM levAM jaMgalamAM javAnuM, dhaMdho karavA ya cAlIne javAnuM. A agavaDatAo hatI chatAM teo zAMtithI jIvatA hatA kAraNa temanI IcchAo simita hatI ane bhAvanA sImA rahita hatI. 500 sAdhunI ToLI vicare to ya gocarInI koI agavaDatA na hatI. Aje pAMca sAdhune gocarI mATe keTalA ghare pharavuM paDe. pahelAM eka gharamAM 30 sabhyonI rasoI banatI, Aje traNanI rasoI karatAM ya kaMTALI jatI baheno taiyAra bahArathI maMgAvI khAI levAnuM pasaMda karatI hoya, tyAM traNa sAdhunI gaucarIno kyAM meLa khAya? sAdhue duHkhakara saMsAra che eTale dIkSA lIdhI nathI. saMsAra pApamaya che eTale saMsAra choDI dIkSita jIvana pasaMda karyuM. samyak jIva daSTi saMsAra pApamaya che te paNa jue che mATe vairAgI bano. vItarAge cIMdhelA mArge zUravIra bane te cAlI nIkaLe che. gIta gAtA AvaDe che? saMsAra duHkhathI bharyo che. zrImaMta hoya ke garIba badhAne mATe saMsAra duHkhamaya ane pApamaya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 8mA adhyayanamAM kapila kevaLInI vAta Ave che. jeo kevaLI thayA bAda jaMgalamAM vicaratA, -135 -136

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tyAre rastAmAM 500 coro maLI gayA. coro muni kapilane pakaDIne kahevA lAgyo ke, "he sAdhu! tane nAcatAM AvaDe che, nRtya karatAM AvaDe che !' tyAre madhura svare muni bolyA, "nA bhAI, mane nAcatAM ke nRtya karatAM nathI AvaDatuM!" "juo, nAcatAM na AvaDe to vAMdho nahIM paNa tamane gAtAM AvaDe che ?'' munie corone kahyuM, "hA, mane gIta gAtAM AvaDe che." tyAre coro e kahyuM, "co cAlo, gAvAnuM cAlu karo." basa, munie gAvAnuM zarU karyu "Tdhu sAragni saMsArama suvarNa 3rA" saMsAra adhuva che. saMsAra pracura duHkhathI bharyo che. duHkhathI bharelAM A saMsAranuM pUrNa varNana jyAre kapila kevaLIe corane saMbhaLAvyuM, tyAre 500 cora gadagadita thaI gayA. ane munine kahevA lAgyA ke, "he munivara, ame saMsAranAM duHkho ane pApothI mukta thavA mAMgIe chIe. A saMsArathI amArA hRdaya nirveda pAmyA che. saMyama levAno saMvega jAgyo che. Apa amane dIkSita banAvo." vAha! kapila kevaLInA eka gItanI tAkAta ane santa to juo, eka ja dhaDAke 500 cora dIkSita banavA taiyAra thaI gayA. muni kapila kevaLIe 500 corane sAdhu banAvyA. Aje ame so gIto tamArI sAme gAIe toya tame jAgavA taiyAra nathI. pelA cora hatA ApaNe sajjana chIe eTale gItanI asara ochI thatI. haze kharuMne ? (2) AjanuM bIju sUtra che - saMbaMdho svArthathI bharyA che : duniyAbharanA saMbaMdho vacce svArtha bharelo hoya che, chupAyelo hoya che. svArtha vinA Aje koI koIne prIta karavA taiyAra nathI. svArtha pUro thatAnI sAthe ja saMbaMdho mRtyu pAme che. saMsAra duHkhathI bharyo che ane saMsAranA saMbaMdho svArthathI bharyA che. zeThane nokaranA saMbaMdhamAM paisAno svArtha che. vidyArthI zikSakanA saMbaMdhamAM DigrI ane paisAno svArtha che. TUMkamAM, svArtha bharelA saMbaMdho lAMbA cAlatA nathI. mATe saMbaMdha bAMdhatA pahelA bahu ja vicAra karajo. kaDavA - mIThA saMbaMdho : aMjanA pavanajaya joDe keTalA aramAno sAthe paraNI hatI. prathama -130 rAtrie ja pavanajaya aMjanAne mUkIne bhAgI gayA. tyAre aMjanAnA haiyAmAM kevI AghAtanI vIjaLI paDI haze? hRdaya dhrujI gayuM haze. zo mAro aparAdha ? zuM meM guno karyo ? AvA aneka taraMgo karatI rahI. chatAM pUrvakRta karmoe karelI bhayaMkara sthiratAne haLavAzathI levA te taiyAra banI hatI. mAe ApelI zikhAmaNa "du:kha Ave, tyAre anyane nirdoSa gaNavA ane jAtane doSita gaNI levI. meM ja pUrvabhavamAM koIne aMtarAya pADI haze. pakSIonA mALA toDyA haze, koInA premamAM meM dIvAla banAvI haze, koIne vikhUTA pADyA haze. mane mArAM karelAM karmonI ja sajA maLI rahI che. haze, have samabhAvamAM TakavuM e ja mArA mATe hitAvaha che." AvI aMjanAnI AgavI sUjha, samaja ne lIdhe aMjanA bAra varSa sudhI pavanajayanI rAha joIne zAMta bhAve jIvI rahI hatI. paradezIrAjA ane sUryakAntAnA mIThA saMbaMdho paNa kevA kaDavA banI gayA hatA ke sUryakAntA potAnA ja patine jhera ApatA acakAMI nA hatI. pelA zreNikane dIkarA koNika para dayA AvI ane ene ukeDethI. pAcho maMgAvIne, prema lADa karI moTo karyo. tenA phaLarUpe zreNikane roja 500 phaTakA khAvAnA divaso AvyA ane e paNa koNikanI AjJAthI. vAha saMsAra! tArI lIlAno koI pAra nathI. jyAM padArthane lakSamAM rAkhIne saMbaMdho baMdhAya tyAM upAdhio AvavAnI che. jyAM sattAne mAdhyame saMbaMdho laMbAya che, te sattA parathI UtaratAnI sAthe saMbaMdhomAM oTa AvI jAya che. TUMkamAM, je saMbaMdha akabaMdha rahe, bhavobhava sAthe rahe, te saMbaMdha AtmAne hitakartA che. guru sAtheno saMbaMdha sarva zreSTha che. kAraNa gurune koI svArtha hoto nathI. hoya che teone mAtra paramArthatA. Avo, jagatanA saMbaMdhone saMkelI laI, gurudeva, devAdhideva ane vItarAga dharma sAthe ApaNe ApaNo saMbaMdha bAMdhI daIe, jethI avizvAsano prazna rahe nahIM. saMbaMdha kaDavA thavAno avasara Ave ja nahIM. re svArtha! -138

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du:khane khaMkherI che eka strI kabarane paMkho nAkhI rahI hatI. eka bhAIne A joIne Azcarya thayuM. najIka jaIne bhAIe pUchayuM, "bahena, A zuM karo cho ?' ''tamane khabara nahIM paDe AgaLa jAva." strI bolI chatAM pelA bhAIe vadhu jijJAsu banI pUchyuM, "bena mAre jANavuM che. kAraNa ke Avo prema meM duniyAmAM kyAreya joyo nathI. kabarane paMkho nAkhavAnuM kAraNa tamAre mane jaNAvavuM paDaze." "acchA, tamAre jANavuM ja che ne ? to jANI lo." "mArA patidevane vacana ApyuM hatuM ke tamArI kabara nahIM sukAya, tyAM sudhI huM bIjA lagna nahIM karuM...!" bhAI to AvAka thaI gayo! basa, mAche saMsAraNAsaMgaMdhogA svArthaNI parAkASThA bhATeparepa, gurama dharma sAthenA paramArtha saMbaMdho bAMdhavAnuM bhUlazo nahIM. tame tamArUM gaNita badalo. vadhu saMpatti nahIM. vadhu sanmati sukhanuM kAraNa che, moTuM makAna nahIM, moTuM mana zAntidAyaka che. sattAdhizonI oLakhANa nahIM, paramAtmAnI oLakhANa AnaMdadAyaka ane lAbhadAyaka che. eka sAgaranA kinAre be pAgalo UbhA hatA. vAtAvaraNa AhalAdaka ane nIrava zAMtinuM hatuM. emAMya amAsanI rAtrino yoga hato. hiloLe caDhelo sAgara joI pAgalo rAjInA reDa thaI rahyA hatA. bannenA manamAM vicAronA taraMgo UDyA. jo koI nAvaDI hAthamAM AvI jAya to ApaNe sAgaranI saphara karI majhadhAranI majA mANI zakIe. anaMta karuNAnA karanArA tribhuvanapati paramAtmA prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe paNa saMsArane sAgara kahyo che. ApaNe bhAgyazALI chIe, saMsAra sAgaranA kinAre jaina zAsana maLyuM che. uttama nara deha maLyo che, paripUrNa iMdriyo maLI che. jo koI guruno sAtha maLI jAya, to saMyama svIkArI saMsAra sAgarane pele pAra pahoMcI javAya. kinAre to kAMkarA ane chIpalAMja hAthamAM Ave. sAgaranA tophAnothI je DarI gayA, te sAgarane pele pAra javAnI kema hiMmata kare ? saMyama dharma svIkArI udayonA tophAnothI bhayabhIta bananAra sAgarapAra pahoMcavAmAM kema saphaLa bane ? kinAro se jo TakarAte hai use tUphAna kahate hai, lekina tUphAna se jo TakarAte hai use mahAna kahete hai uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM paramAtmAe jaNAvyuM che ke saMsAra e samudra che to audArika zarIra e nAvaDI che. ApaNA hAthamAM mokSe pahoMcADanArI nAvaDI AvI gaI che. vizvanA tamAma jIvone je zarIra maLyA che, temAM sarvottama zarIra mAnavInuM darzAvavAmAM AvyuM che. bhale rUpathI zobhatuM ane baLamAM AgaLa hoya devonuM zarIra, paNa te zarIra saMsAra samudrane pele pAra laI javAmAM kAmiyAba nathI nIvaDatuM. nArakInA dehanI dazA je paramAdhAmIe kare che tenuM varNana to thaI zake tema nathI. to pazunI dehanI dazA ApaNI najara samakSa che, sthAvara jIvonA dehanI durdazAnuM varNana karavuM muzkela che. mAtra mAnavInA deha vaDe ja saMsAra samudra tarI zakavAnuM 140 0 % 0. vilApa kare tene strI kahevAya. pralApa kare tene mUrkha kahevAya. saMlApa kare tene sajjana kahevAya. AlApa kare tene jJAnI kahevAya. -139

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saubhAgya jIvane prApta thAya che. mATe ja audArika zarIravALo saMjJI. manuSya karmabhUmino jIva mokSe jaI zake che. anyathA koIne mokSano adhikAra ApavAmAM Avyo nathI. anaMtA jIvo A audArika zarIranI nAvaDI vaDe pele pAra pahoMcavAmAM saphaLa banyA che. yAda rahe, tamane je deha maLyo che tenuM mUlya tame ghaNuM cUkavyuM che tyAre maLyo che. have A dehanA mAdhyame dehAtIta dazAne prApta karavAno puruSArtha A bhave karavAno che. dehano svabhAva che azuci ane rogI thavAno. mATe dehanA A svabhAvane najara samakSa rAkhI, ApaNe ApaNA amara, ajara, avinAzI AtmAnA svarUpane prApta karavAmAM pAchA paDavAnuM nathI. trIjuM sUtra - zarIra rogathI bharyuM che jIvanamAM game te ghaDIe du:kha AvI zake che. dhaMdhAmAM nuksAna acAnaka AvI zake che. tema zarIramAM game tyAre roga AvI zake che. kahevuM hoya to kahI zakAya ke zarIra ja roganuM ghara che. ghara hoya to mahemAna Ave tema deha che to darda Ave temAM koI AzcaryanI vAta nathI. eka eka ruMvADe poNA babbe roga A zarIramAM paDyA che. jo eka sAthe A rogo hUmalo karaze to nahIM sahI zako, nahIM rahI zako. eTale ja prabhue kahyuM, nAvaDI saDI jAya te pahelA pele pAra pahoMcavAnI tanatoDa mahenata karo. jo nAvaDIno upayoga karatA nahIM AvaDe to game tyAre vamaLamAM A nAvaDI phasAI jaI DUbI jaze. paramAtmAe jaNAvyuM che ke zarIra jo nAvaDI che, to jIva e nAvika che. nAvaDI jo majabUta joIe to nAvika sAmarthyavAna ane kAbela joIe, nAvaDI sArI hoya paNa nAvika jo pramAdI, bekAbu hoya, dizAdazAno ene khyAla na hoya to sArAmAM sArI nAvaDI paNa adhavacce DUbI jAya che. nAvaDI e zarIra che to nAvika e AtmA che, aneka bhavamAM deharUpI nAvaDI jIvane anekavAra saMsAranA sAgaramAM prApta thayela hatI. paNa jIvarUpI nAvike ja moha madirA pIdhA hatA, jene laI rAga dveSanA vamaLamAM A dehanI nAvaDI phasAI javA pAmI hatI. banne pAgalo sAgaranA kinAre kinAre cAlatA cAlatA AgaLa jatA hatA. tyAM kinAre UbhelI eka nAvaDI joI khuza khuzAla banI gayA. basa have to ApaNA mananA aramAna pUrA karI laIe. nAvaDuM laI sAgaranA majhadhAranI majA mANI laIe. ApaNe bahuja bhAgyazALI chIe ke saMsAranA 84 lAkha jIvayoninA jIvomAM pharatA pharatA audArika zarIrarUpI nAvaDuM hAthamAM AvI gayuM. have to ArAdhanA karI AtmAnA anaMta-jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapanI sajA mahANI laIe, jo nAvaDInA nAvika banatA na AvaDe ane nAvaDI sAgaramAM laI javA jeTalI khumArI tamArI pAse na hoya to gururUpI nAvikanA sAnidhyanA-zaraNano svIkAra karI lo. ApaNe nAvaDAmAM besI jaIe. gura nAvika banI vamaLothI-tophAnothI-khaDakothI ApaNane ugArI laI sahI salAmata pele pAra pahoMcADI deze. bhalA, nAvaDuM calAvatAM na AvaDe to magaja calAva ane gurunA caraNamAM palAMThI vALI, hAtha joDI, besI jaIe." basa, mokSamAM javA mATe nAvika banavA jeTaluM sAmarthya na hoya to kamasekama mokSanA musAphara banI, gurunA nAvaDAmAM jIvana sthApI devAnuM cAne mana-vacana-kAyA samarpaNa karI, guru kahe tema jIvana jIvavAnuM nakkI karo. gura jo nAvika bane, ziSya jo musAphara bane, tophAno sAgaranA pApanA udayanA zAMta hoya, puNyano pavana anukULa hoya, sahAyaka hoya pachI ApaNo AtmA saMsAra samudranI pele pAra pahoMcyo ja samajo. Avo, anaMta AtmAo A saMsArane tarI gayA che, tema ApaNe paNa A audArika zarIranI nAvaDImAM jIvarUpa nAvikane jagADI sakhyam darzananI divya daSTine ughADI samatAno sAtha laI bhavasAgara taravAmAM saphaLa banIe. banne pAgala nAvaDuM joI rAjInA reDa banI gayA. kAMI lAMbo vicAra karyA vinA banne nAvaDAmAM besI gayA. banne jaNAe banne bAjunA eka-eka halesAM hAthamAM lIdhAM ane halesAM pUrA jozathI ane hozathI lagAvavAM lAgyAM. hA, nAvaDIne samyak dizA tarapha laI javA halesAMno AdhAra levA paDe. nAvaDIno svabhAva che sAgaramAM taravAno, -141 -142

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paNa AgaLa vadhAravA to. halesAM lagAvavAM ja paDe ne ? eTale ja jainadarzana kahe che, AtmAnA samyak puruSArtha vinA jIva ziva banI zakato nathI, saMsArI saMyamI banato nathI, saMyamI siddha banato nathI. eka halesuM mAro ane bIju halesuM na mAro to nAvaDI AgaLa jAya ke goLa-goLa phare ? sAheba, te to goLa phare paNa AgaLa na jAya. basa! nAvaDImAM nAvika jo eka halesuM mAre ane bIjuM na mAre to nAvaDI tyAMja cakkara lagAve paNa AgaLa vadhatI nathI. tema saMsAra | samudramAM deharUpI nAvaDImAM beThelA nAvikarUpI cetanadeva mAtra dharmanI kriyAnuM ja halesuM mAre ane jJAnanuM halesu mAre nahIM to saMsAramAM cakkara mAre paNa AgaLa na vadhe. ekalA jJAnathI mokSa mArge AgaLa vadhAtuM nathI, to ekalI dharma kriyAthI paNa paMtha kapAto nathI, jJAna ane kriyA banneno samanvaya thAya to ja mukti paMthamAM saphaLa thavAya mATe ja kahyuM che jJAnazciTgAm mokSa:... jJAna ane kriyA samyak bane tyAre ja jIvA mokSa sukhano svAmI bane che. koI smite saLage che, koI raDIne dila bahelAve che, koI TIpe TIpe tarase che, koI jAma navA chalakAve che. saMjoganA pAlavAmAM che badhuM, dariyAne Thapako nA dezo, eka tarato mANasa DUbe che, eka lAza tarIne Ave che. huM tamane pUchuM chuM, telanA khAlI DabbAnI kiMmata zI ? sAheba, e bahenone khabara hoya. kema tamane nahIM? "nA, sAheba amane bharelA DabAnI khabara hoya, khAlI DabAno vahIvaTa to bahenonA hAthamAM hoya. che.' acchA! ema vAta che. to kaho baheno khAlI telanA DabbAnI. kiMmata keTalI ? 22 rUpiyA. acchA bAvIza ja rUpiyA? to bharelA DabAnI kiMmata bhAIone khabara che? bolo keTalo bhAva? sAheba, 810 rUpiyA. bahu kahevAya. to juo, khAlI DabbAnI kiMmata mAtra bAvIza rUpiyA ane bharelAnI AThasone dasa. to khAlI bhAva vinAnI dharmakriyA ane bhAva bharelI dharmakriyAmAM paNa Avo ja taphAvata che. mAtra kriyA karanArane bAvIza jeTalo lAbha. bhAvasabhara ArAdhanA karanArane 810 -143 jeTalo lAbha thAya che. puNIyA zrAvakanI sAmAyika rAjA zreNikanA bhaMDAra karatA vadhu kiMmatI hatI, kAraNa dravya-bhAve sAmAyika karavAmAM AvatI. hatI. AjanI jema lolamalola ane polamapola nahIM. Age se calI AtI hai. mALA gaNanAra tamAma vyaktio lagabhaga mALA pUrI thAya ane phUmatuM Ave eTale AMkhe aDADe paNa emane khabara nathI, zA mATe A kriyA karavAnI. eka vyaktie aDADyuM eTale bIjAe, basa, A paraMparA ane anukaraNa karelI dharmakriyA mAtra khAlI DabbAnA bhAva barAbara che. ekalI dharmanI kriyAmAM ja dharma mAnatA paNa mithyAtvI che; ane ekalA bhAvamAM ja dharma mAnanArA paNa mithyAtvI che. dravya-bhAvanI prarUpaNA bhagavaMte prarUpI che. huM AtmA chuM, huM zuddha chuM, nirvikalpa chuM, zuddhasvabhAvI chuM, siddha svarUpI chuM, eTaluM bolavA mAtrathI ke gokhavA mAtrathI athavA mAnavA mAtrathI jIva saMsAra sAgara tarI jato nathI. tenA mATe puruSArtha paNa karavo paDe che. A.C.mAM, paMkhAmAM suvAnuM, moja zokhano parityAga karavAno nahIM. suvidhA ane bhautika sukho bhogavavAnAM ane huM AtmA chuM, kahI potAnI jAtane jJAnI mAnI levAnI bhUla karazo nahIM. mAtra eka halesuM tamane AgaLa javAmAM kAmiyAba nahIM nIvaDe, tenA mATe kriyA dharma-AcAra pAlana jarUrI che. gurunI AjJAne aMtaramAM avadhArI AgaLa vadhavuM paDaze. AjJApAlana kare che te sAdhaka prajJA khullI rAkhI sAdhanA kSetre saphaLa bane che. yAda rAkhajo, zarIrane game teTaluM sAcavazo, rakSaNa Apazo, khavaDAvazo ke navaDAvazo paNa teno svabhAva kyAreya badalAvavAno nathI. ziyALe Una oDhADuM unALe bAga suMghADuM, mIThAI roja khavaDAvuM, pagale roja poDhADuM, sAdhana tarI javAnuM, kAMThe AvI DUbADuM chuM.... zarIra azucithI bharyuM che. rogothI bharyuM che. ApaNane lAge zarIra -144

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taMdurasta che. paNa game tyAre zarIramAM rogo AvI zake che. mATe ja prabhue kahyuM, zAtAmAM che zarIra tyAM sudhI sarve jIvonI sevA karI sarvene zAtA-samAdhi ApavAnuM kArya karI lyo. zarIranI sAcavaNI pAchaLa Ajano mANasa samaya, zaktine kAme lagADI de che. pahelA baheno mAthe traNa beDA, keDamAM eka pANInuM beDuM ane eka keDamAM chokarAMne UMcakI eka kilomITara dUrathI pANI bharIne lAve, chatAM temanA mAthAnAM ke magajanA du:khAvo ke maNakAnA du:khAvo thatA na hatA. ane Aje mAthe beDAM ke keDamAM chokaruM UMcakavAnA rahyAM nathI, chatAM mAthAnA ne maNakAnA duHkhAvAno pAra nathI. bAmanI bATalIo khAlI karI to ya mAthA UtaratA nathI. kAraNa pahelA kAmano ane kAyAno zrama hato. Aje mAnasika zrama vadhArI devAmAM Avyo che. ghaNA loko savAranA pahoramAM morniMga voka'' karavA jAya che. bagIcAmAM ghAsa upara cAlI svAsthya sAruM banAvavAnA valakhAM mAre che. hAya! A dehanI mUrchAmAM ghelA banelA mAnavIne kyAM khabara che ke uparyukta prayogothI deha sAro raheto nathI. paraMtu prabhue dehane taMdurasta rAkhavA pharamAvela upAya, jIvone zAtA pahoMcADavAthI jIvane zAtA maLe. ane sarve jIvonI samAdhi ApavAthI samAdhi prApta thaI zake. vijJAnInA yugamAM deharAga vadhyo che. jJAnInA yugamAM AtmAno anurAga vadhAre hato. dehalakSI ghaNuM jIvyA! have AtmalakSI jIvana jIvavAnuM zarU karo. deha tamArA hAthamAM nathI. zAtA-azAtAnA hAthamAM che, mAtra tamArA hAthamAM AtmataMtra che, jemAM tame svataMtra cho. zarIrane rakSo to paNa dharma karaNI karavAnA hetuthI. nokarane pagAra ApIe, suvidhA paNa ApIe paNa mAtra tenI pAse gharanuM kAma karavAnA hetuthI ja. basa. dehane jamADo, ArAma karAvo, paNa saMyama dharmanA pAlananA hetuthI. tenI pAse kArya karAvo sevAnA. sevA dvArA Arogya sAruM thAya che. mevA khAvAthI nahIM samajyA? Aje badhAne mevA game che; sevA nahIM. mATe to ghare ghare rAmAyaNa che. beThADuM jIvana banAvIne nokara pAse ja kAma karAvavAnI Adate to zarIrane sthULa 145 banAvI dIdhuM. ane utAravA pAchA yogAsano, morniMgavokanA kaMIka jAtanAM nATaka zarU thayA che. tapa karavAnI IcchA nathI paNa DAyaTIMga karIne zarIrane pAtaLuM banAvavuM che. hA! Aje deha pAchaLa pAgala banelAno toTo nathI. pahelA ragaDA peTIza, pANI purInA kacarA hoTalomAM jaIne peTamAM padharAvavAnA ane zarIramAM roga Ave eTale davAkhAnA bhegA thavAnuM. roga thAya tevuM khAzo nahIM, kaleza thAya tevuM bolazo nahIM; ahita thAya tevuM vicArazo nahIM. basa, ATaluM paNa mAnava jIvanamAM zIkhI jazo to ya janma saphaLa thayA vinA nahIM rahe. khAvAnuM bagaDyuM eTale bolavAno viveka na rAkhyo to samajI rAkho roga AvyA vinA nahIM rahe. roga nAbudInA upAyo karavA karatA roga Ave ja nahIM tevuM karavuM joIe. Prevention is better than cure. Aje jAta-jAtanA ane bhAtabhAtanAM dardo thayA che. na jANe mANasa ATalA dardo thavA chatAM kema jIvana paddhatimAM pheraphAra karavA taiyAra banato nathI. pAna parAga, mAvA, masAlA, hoTala, nATakoe to mAnavanA dehane korI khAdho che. chatAM mAnavInI AMkho UghaDatI nathI ane rogano bhoga bane tyAre AMkho UghaDe che. paNa tyAre ghaNuM moDuM thaI gayuM hoya che. yAda rAkhajo, zarIra rogathI gherAI gayA pachI tamAro dhaMdho paNa bhAMgaze, tamAro mUDa khatama thaI javA pAmaze. tamAro parivAra tamArAthI vegaLo thavA mAMDaze. tame, tamArI khATalI ne davAnI khATalI ane khATalInI nIce pANInI mATalI. A sivAya tamAruM koI nahIM rahe. ceto! hajI cetavAno samaya che. deha sukha pAchaLa pAgala banIne karmo bAMdhavAnuM baMdha karo, nahIMtara bAMdhelA karmo tamArA AtmAnI avadazA karI detA zarama nahIM rAkhe. kahyuM che : garamI sUraja se nikalatI hai, tapanA dharatI ko paDatA hai; karma kAyAse hote haiM, taDapanA AtmAko paDatA hai. A deha dvArA karelAM karmo bhogavavAM A deha paNa narakamAM sAthe nahIM 146

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manano utsAha ja utsava che Ave. parivAra sAthe nahIM Ave. tamArA AtmAne ja bhogavavAM paDaze. ane karelAM karmo jyAre tamane naDaze, tyAre nahIM raDatA AvaDe, nahIM sahatA AvaDe. kavie paNa karmo bAMdhanAranI dazAnuM varNana karyuM che. karmo karelAM mujane naDe che, hibakA bharIne haiyuM rahe che. dehanI nAraDIne pele pAra laI javAnA aramAnavALA AtmAo e dehanI nAvaDImAM karmono bhAra nahI bharavo joIe nahIMtara nAvika ane nAvaDI banne sAgaranA taLiye besI jAya. khera! A kAyAne karmo bAMdhavAmAM nahIM, karma khapAvavAmAM lagADavAnI. e karmo khapAvavA mATe banne halesAM yathArtha lagAvavA paDaze. samyakajJAna ane samyakakriyA vaDe ja karmo khapI zake che. e vAta kyAreya bhUlazo nahIM. sevAthI zAtA maLe bAhubaline zarIra sazakta maLyuM tenuM kAraNa jANo cho ? pUrva bhavamAM 500 sAdhunI mana mUkIne sevA karI hatI. jJAnAbhyAsanI aMtarAyane laI bAhubalinA AtmAe daDha saMkalpa karyo hato ke jJAnI-tapasvI ane vRddhavaDIla sAdhu saMtonI sevA karuM. basa, A sevAnA abhiyAne to gajabanI . zAtA baMdhAvI ane bAhubalino bhava maLyo. tyAre emano deha evo zakti saMpanna hato ke bharatane eka muThThI mAre to jamInamAM gALI de. sevAnA AvA phaLa bAhubaline maLyAM hatAM. cAlo tyAre, zarIrane sukhasIliyuM na banAvatAM, sAdhanA ArAdhanAmAM lagADavA taiyAra banIe. pelA banne pAgalone nAvaDuM maLI gayuM. banne besI gayA. halesAM khUba mAryA. rAta AkhI halesAM mAravAM chatAM ApaNuM nAvaDuM tanuM mAtra khasyuM nathI. hAya! pArAvAra pastAyA. AkhI rAtanI. mahenata niSphaLa, kAraNa zodhyuM, kema AgaLa na gayA? tyAre khabara paDI . ke nAvaDAnuM laMgara choDavAnuM to bhUlI ja gayA hatA. ApaNane paNa lAge. che ke ApaNe AgaLa vadhIe chIe, paNa khabara paDe tyAre tyAMnA tyAM ja hoIe. to ApaNe ApaNA laMgarane choDIe ane mokSayAtrAno prAraMbha karI daIe. eja maMgala bhAvanA. malakane badalI nAkhavAnI tamannA karavA karatAM ApaNe ApaNA manane badalI nAkhavAnI tamannA ane bhAvanA karavI joIe. kAraNa malaka badalavAmAM ApaNe parataMtra chIe. paraMtu jyAre dhArIe tyAre ApaNe ApaNA manane badalI zakavA samartha chIe. paNa manane vALavuM-badalavuM ane zAMta banAvavuM dhArIe chIe eTaluM saraLa nathI, ratnAkara munivare eTale to jaNAvyuM che ke "he prabhu! markaTa samA A mana thakI huM to prabhu hAryo have." je mananA vicitra svabhAvane laI munio paNa thAkI jAya, to saMsArInuM mana, saMsArI prANInI zI dazA kare e to bhagavAna jANe. manane samyak mArge vALavAnuM kArya benA hAthamAM che ! eka saMtonA satsaMgamAM ane bIjuM zAstranA vAMcanamAM. zravaNa dvArA mana badalAya che, mana aMtarmugdha bane che. satsaMga ane vAMcanarUpI dharma vaDe markaTasamA manane badalavAnuM kArya karavAnuM che. manano svabhAva che abhAva tarapha javAno. mArI pAse zuM che te kyAreya mana jovA rAjI nathI. paraMtu mArI pAse zuM zuM nathI ? tenuM lisTa banAvI, tamone duniyAnA cogAnamAM DhoranI mAphaka cAreya dizAmAM doDAve che, yAda rAkhajo, mananI DImAMDa (Demand) pUrI karavA jIvana gujArazo to rImAMDa (Remand) sahavAnI taiyArI rAkhajo. kAna sAMbhaLIne thAke che. AMkha joIne virAma mAMge che. nAka ati sugaMdha vaDe kaMTALe che. jIbha bolIne poro khAya che. dehane ArAmanI jarUra paDe che, paraMtu tamane khyAla nahIM hoya ke mana kyAreya thAkatuM nathI ke nathI aTakatuM. e to covIse kalAka cAlyA ja kare che. divasanA kalpanA karI duHkhI kare che. rAtre sapanA dekhADI duHkhI kare che. A kalpanA ane sapanA nAmanI be strIo sAthe mana lagna graMthIthI joDAI gayuM che. AjanA divase manane badalavA mATe manane oLakhavA mATenA saMkalpa karIe, mananA kahyA pramANe ghaNuM jIvyA. have ApaNuM kahyuM ApaNe mananI pAse karAvavAnuM che. -148 14

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ApaNe sudharI jatA hoIe chIe, paNa lAMbo samaya TakI zakatA nathI, jevA saMjogo AvyA ke pAchA hatA tyAM AvIne UbhA rahI jaIe chIe. tame tamArA svabhAvane evo suMdara banAvo ke tamArI sAme game tevuM dUSita vAtAvaraNa AvI jAya toya tame tamArA svabhAvamAM rahI zako, calita na bano. kaSTonA saMyogo sarjAya ke anukULatAnA AkarSaNonAM saMyoga sarjAya, toya tamArA svabhAvathI vicalita na bano. tarAju ke binA mAla tulegA nahIM. cAbI ke binA tAlA khulegA nahIM mana malina ho to hajAra bAra tirtha karo AtmA para lagA pApa dhulegA nahIM. svabhAva sudhAro : rAjAe maMtrI pAse bilADInA svabhAva vize vAta karI. maMtrI ! mArI bilADI eTalA suMdara svabhAvanI che ke tenA tole koI na Ave. maMtrIe kahyuM "acchA bilADI sudharI gaI? sAruM kahevAya." "juo maMtrI, huM rAtre 9 vAge eka graMtha vAMcavA besuM chuM. tyAre e bilADI mArI pAse AvIne UbhI rahe che. enA mAthA upara huM dIvo mUkIne graMtha vAMcu chuM. barAbara eka kalAka sudhI huM graMtha vAMcana karuM chuM, chatAM bilADInA mAthe mUkelo dIvo paDe nahIM evI sthira bilADI tyAM ja UbhI rahe che." maMtrIe vAta sAMbhaLI mauna dharyuM. rAtre 9 vAge rAjA krama pramANe graMtha vAMcavA beThA hatA. maMtrIe samaya joI dhIme rahI bilADInI sAmenA daravAjethI eka UMdara choDyo. UMdara bilADInI najaramAM dekhAI gayo! khalAsa... bilADIe chalAMga lagAvI,. graMtha upara tela tela thaI gayuM. bilADInI chalAMga joI rAjAne Azcarya thayuM. tyAM ja maMtrIe rUmamAM praveza karyo. "rAjana! tamArI bilADIne sudharelI kahetA hatA ne? juo, saMjoga bhalabhalAnA svabhAvane badalAvI nAMkhe che. mATe garva na karo. bilADI tyAM sudhI sudharelI rahe che, jyAM sudhI enI sAme UMdara dekhAyo. nathI." A vAta e darzAve che ke mANasano svabhAva paNa Avo ja hoya che. jyAM sudhI koI nimitta nathI AvatuM, tyAM sudhI zAMta-upazAMta jaNAya che. paraMtu saMjogo nimitto Ave ke mANasa potAno orIjInala svabhAva batAve che. eTale mANasa keTalo zreSTha che ane daDha che te tenA saMjogo uparathI jaNAya che. - saMtono yoga - dharmano yoga, ApaNA paDI gayelA vikRta svabhAvane choDI kSamAdinA bhAvane ane zAMta svabhAvane pAmavA mATe che. saMtanA mAdhyame jIvanane upavana samuM banAvI daIe. lakhI rAkho, tame saMtonA saMga dvArA nahIM sudharo, dharmanA mAdhyame nahIM sudharo, to tamane tamArAM saMjogo sudhAraze. tamane tamArA duHkho sudhAraze ane duniyAmAM sauthI moTo guru samaya che. mANasane chelle eno samaya sudhAraze. | hiMsaka svabhAvane ahiMsaka banAvavA, pApI svabhAvane puNyazALI banAvavA, saMjogo-duHkho ke samayanI rAha jovA UbhA na rahezo. Aje ja aMtaranuM avalokana karI dharma, saMta zAstranA mAdhyame ApaNe ApaNA svabhAvane sudhArI daIe. puSya saurabha ApavAnuM na choDyuM, nadIe vahevAnuM baMdha na karyuM. sUrye UgavAnuM kArya avirata karyuM. o mAnavI, te tAruM kartavya kema choDyuM? pANInA relAne vALavo sahelo che, telanI dhArane vALavI thoDI agharI che, lokhaMDanA saLiyAne vALavo te vadhu kaThIna che. paraMtu mAnavIne pApanA mArgethI dharmanA mArge vALavo ghaNo ja duSkara che. lakhI rAkho, A ucca avatAra pAmIne jo na sudharyA, jIvanane pApathI na bacAvyuM, dharmanA mArge na lagADyuM to aMta samaye pastAvA sivAya hAthamAM kaMI nahIM rahe. A avatAra vAraMvAra nathI maLato. aneka bhavanI puyarAzi hoya to ja bhagavAna maLe, bhagavAnanA saMto maLe ane bhagavAnano dharma maLe. mATe ja jIvanamAM kahyuM che, avatAra mAnavIno pharIne nahIM maLe, avasara tarI javAno pharIne nahIM maLe. Avo yoga jIvane bahu ja ocho prApta thAya che. je Apa mahA bhAgye -149 -15o

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pAmyA cho. basa have, A bhave ApaNe ApaNA svabhAvane kSamAvaMta banAvIe, udAra banAvIe, madhura banAvIe, prema-sabhara, maitrI-sabhara banAvIe, te mATe ja ApaNe sAdhanA karI rahyA chIe. varasothI dharma karIe ane ApaNo svabhAva na badalIe, to bilADInI jema saMjogo. Avaze, tyAre pAchA vahI raphatAramAM joDAI javAze. mATe mahAvIranA dharmane mAtra bahArathI nahIM, bhItarathI AcaraNa karatA rahIe. bahArathI pravRtti badalIe, aMtarathI vRtti badalIe, aMtarathI zuddha banIe, bahArathI. svastha banIe. anAdinA paDI gayelA saMsArapaNAnA svabhAvano parityAga karI tyAga-saMyamanA svabhAvane daDha karavAno puruSArtha karIe. kAraNa, ApaNe ApaNI jAta sudhAravA sivAya meM ane tame kAMI karavAnuM bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. A bhavamAM tame tamArA manane vaza karo, saMyamanA uMDA saMskAro pADo, dharmanA raMgathI raMgI do. nahIMtara tamArU mana tamone mohanA raMgathI raMgI nAkhaze. pachI te mohano raMga uDADatA yugone bhavo paNa ochA paDaze. pucho bahenone, rasoDAmAM pratyeka kAryamAM DAgha-pANI sApha karavAmAM upayogI kapaDu masotuM hoya che. zuM tene TInopolathI dhovo cho ke pachI badhA kapaDA dhovAya gayA bAdanA pANImAM boLIne zukavo cho ? basa, ApaNuM mana paNa mohanI pratyeka pravRttimAM joDAIne masotA karatAya vadhu kALu Dhaba banI gayuM che tene dhovAno ujvaLa banAvavAno ekaja mArga che dharma ArAdhanA, prabhunI bhakti prabhu tuma bina koNa dhUe durgaNI mana mAruM... dUrgaNo dhoI vibhu ugAro mana mArU... prabhu... basa prabhu, huM tArI bhakti karatA karatA mArA manaDAne vALu, pApothI pakhALuM ane mananA ghoDAnI lagAma mArA hAthamAM rAkhI ene mokSamArge AgaLa laI jAuM. eTalI kRpA karaje. kezIsvAmIe gautama gaNadhara gururAjane prazna karyo hato ke gautamasvAmI, Ape ApanA mananA ghoDAne kaI rIte vaza karyo che? tyAre gautama svAmIe uttara ApatA jaNAvyuM ke he keza munivara, mArA mananA duSTa ghoDAne meM dharmarUpI zikSAthI vaza karyo che. zAnta banAvyo che. basa, ApaNe paNa AkhA jagatane sudhAravAnI tamannA karyA vinA sau prathama ApaNe ApaNA mananA svabhAvane, mananI malInatAne sudhArI manane ujvaLa ane uccatama vicAronuM kendra banAvI jIvanane dhanya banAvIe. utsAhane jIvaMta rAkho mokSa mArganA sapanAM sAkAra karavAno zreSTha rAja mArga prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe jagata jIvone batAvyo che. mokSa jene prANa-pyAro bane che teone mArgamAM AvatAM kaSTo kaSTarUpa lAgatAM nathI te to kaSTone gauNa banAvI AgaLa ja vadhatA rahe che. mokSa meLavavAno utsAha ja mArgamAM AvatA pariSahone, duHkhone sahana karI levAmAM jIvane saphaLa banAve che. saMtajano mATe utsAha ja utsava che. mATe munibhagavaMto pratyeka paLe utsAhamAM ja hoya che. dasa prANo tyAre ja AnaMdavibhora bane che jyAre jIvanamAM agiyAramo prANa utsAha bhaLe che. utsAha vinAnuM jIvana eTale klevara jevuM jIvana. jIvanane vana paNa banAvI zakAya ane upavana paNa banAvI zakAya. savAla tamArA utsAha ane nirutsAhano che. ghaNA mANaso AkhA bhAratanuM Tensana tenA mAthe mukAyuM hoya tevA mUDalesa thaI jIvatA hoya che. jyAre ghaNA mANaso hajAro muzkelIo vacce paNa khaDakhaDATa hasI laI jIvananI yAtrAne AgaLa dhapAvatA hoya che. yAda rahe, karmo karavAmAM jIva eTalo utsAhita bane che, eTalo karmo choDavA dharma ArAdhanAnI bAbatamAM utsAhita banato nathI. jethI dharmamAM svAda Avato nathI. zIro banAvyo hoya paNa sAkara nAkhavAnI rahI jAya to svAda na Ave. barAbarane? to dharma karo paNa utsAhita banIne, jo na bane to dharma anuSThAnano AsvAda Ave ane svAda vinAno zIro jo gaLe na Utare to utsAha vinAno karela dharma hadayamAM kyAMthI Utare? tame tamArA kAryamAM saphaLa thAva ke niSphaLa, saMyogo savaLA paDe ke -151 -15ra

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avaLA, saMbaMdho mIThA bane ke kaDavA, badhAmAM prasannatA jALavavA dharma karatA raho. ane jyAre paNa dharma karo tyAre utsAhita banIne karo. prasanna mudrAmAM rahIne karo. kAraNa saMsAra che tyAM samasyA rahevAnI. temAM samAdhAna ane samAdhi keLavI levI e ja dharmI janonI vizeSa kaLA hoya Arya bhUmimAM janma prApta thayo che, have Arya dRSTinA svAmI bano. jaina kuLamAM janma maLyo che to, jatanAvaMta banavAnuM lakSa banAvo. saMtonA sAnidhya AvyA choto, zAMta-saMtoSI nava guNo keLavo. uttama gati-bhava ane deha meLavyo che to, utsAhavata banI sAdhanA karo. utsAha ja sAdhako mATeno utsava che. kyAreya thAko nahIM, hAro nahIM,pAchA paDo nahIM, UbhA thaI AgaLa vadhatA raho. jagatamAM Avo. moko koIka jIvane ja prApta thAya che, te tamane prApta thayo che. utsAhapUrvaka karelI sAdhanA rAganA kAdavamAMthI ane dveSanA dAvAnaLathI jIvane bacAvI. leze. ane hA.... utsAhapUrvaka karelI ArAdhanAmAM thAka ke kaMTALo. kyAreya Avaze to nahIM, paraMtu AnaMda ane prasannatA Avaze. ghaNA mANasone AyaMbila karatA pahelA ja AyaMbila moDhA para dekhAI jatuM hoya che. pArTImAM javAnA TAIma tamAro utsAha kevo hoya che. pikanikamAM jatI veLAe tame kevA AnaMdathI nAcI UTho cho ? to bhalA, sAdhanA kSetre nirutsAhI banI sAdhanA karo te kema cAle? A jagatamAM seMkaDo mANasa jIvana jIvI rahyA che. tenA ApaNe cAra vibhAga karIe to sauthI pahelA prakAranA jIvo che : 1) rAgI jIvana : saMsAra Akho cAle che rAga upara. rAganI dharI upara cAlato saMsAra kyAreya jIvane saphaLa na banavA de. rAga hoya tyAM dveSano paDachAyo hoya, hoya ne hoya, rAga-dveSa banne joDiyA bhAIo che. eTale rAga tUTatAM dveSa potAnuM vikarALa svarUpa batAve che. padArtho pratyenA rAga jIvane pApathI bhAre banAve che. ane dharmathI vimukha banAve che. rAga khAtara A jIva ekavAra nahIM seMkaDovAra maraNane zaraNa thayo che. chatAM rAga karavAmAM hajI pAcho paDato nathI, e to AzcaryanI bAbata che. rAga tyAganA kSetre jIvane saphaLa banavA deto nathI. mATe rAga karatA pahelA jIvane sAvadhAna karI dejo. zavadanA rAtre haraNiyAne tIrathI viMdhAvuM paDe che, rUpanA rAge pataMgiyAnA prANa jyotamAM khAkha thAya che, gaMdhanI tIvra rAga dazAe bhramarAne guMgaLAI maravuM paDe che. rasanA rAge juo mAchalInA tALavAne cirAI maraNa zaraNa thavuM paDe che. sparzanA rAge hAthIneya khADAmAM prANa mUkavA paDe che. to bhalA jarA vicAra kara, eka viSaye jo prANIone prANa mUkavA paDe che to tuM to pAMca IndriyonA trevIsa (23) viSayano bhoga banyo che. tArA hAla zuM thaze. tema vicArI AtmAne viSaya rAgathI bacAvI laI dharma mArge daDha zraddhA rAkhI AgaLa vadhAravo joIe. 2) vairAgI jIvana : bahu ja majAnuM jIvana che vairAgya jIvana, vairAgya eTale padArthonA rAgano tyAga, jyAM jyAM najara paDe tyAM tyAMthI vairAgya jaNAya evA jIvanane vairAgI jIvana kahevAmAM Ave che. vairAgIne saMsAra sAthe nahIM, saMcama sAthe saMbaMdha hoya che. sthaLa sAthe nahIM, aMtaranI sthiratA sAthe saMbaMdha hoya che. anAtmA sAthe nahIM, AtmA sAthe saMbaMdha joDAyelo hoya che. AvA vairAgyanA dIpakane hRdayamAM pragaTAvIe, udveganA aMdhArA UlecI AnaMdanA ujAza pragaTAvavA vairAgya sabhara jIvana banAvIe. saMsAramAM rahevA chatA vairAgya pUrNa jIvana jIvatA zIkhIe. jIvana vahe jalanI jema, ApaNe jIvIe kamaLanI jema vairAgya daSTi eTale saMsArane duHkhakara jue. paNa tethI AgaLa vadhIne pApamaya paNa jue. saMsAranA pratyeka sthaLe rAga-dveSanI Aga dekhAya. svapnaya saMsAranuM sukha jene sukha na lAge, madhamAkhIonA caTakA bharAtA hoya tevuM pratyeka kSetra lAge. AvA ucca pariNAmomAM je jIvato hoya, AtmAne bacAvI levAnA sadeva upAyo karato hoya ane zodhato -153 -154

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hoya, tene vairAgI jIvana jIvI rahyo che tema kahI zakAya, vairAgI duHkhathI . nahIM pApathI gabharAto hoya rogathI nahIM saMsAranA rAgathI bhayabhIta hoya. e bImArIothI nahIM badIothI sAvaceta raheto hoya. duHkhothI vairAgI Dare nahI. kAraNa duHkha to tenA vairAgyanA raMgane aura majeThiyo. banAve che. ghasAtuM jAya caMdana surabhi vadhu phelAtI rahe, pisAtuM jAya kesara ane raMga anero lAve, vairAgI jIvananuM paNa evuM ja che, du:kha vairAgya jIvanamAM vadhu majabUtI lAve. rAganI dizA suvidhA tarapha che. vairAgI dizA samAdhi tarapha che. padArthomAM rAgIne rAga janme che, vairAgIne vairAgya pragaTe che. saMsArIno saMsAra cAle che rAga para, jyAre saMyamIno saMyama rahe che vairAgya para, dhannA kevA vairAgI banyA hatA. dehanI darakAra karyA vinA satata sAdhanAmAM lAgI gayA hatA, to juone zAlibhadranA vairAgyano raMga kevo gajabano. hato, palakArAmAM badhuM tyAgI sAcA saMta banI gayA hatA. sukhI thavA IcchatA ho to vairAgI banI jIvatA zIkhI jAva. mAlika banI nahIM, mahemAna banI jIvana jIvavAnuM zarU karo. juo, pachI kevI mA AvI jAya che? 3) anurAgI banIne jIvana jIvo : rAganA saMkajAmAMthI bacavAno zreSTha mArga che anurAga. anurAga eTale satya pratyeno ahobhAva, dharma pratyeno pUjyabhAva, guru pratyeno AdarabhAva, ane devAdhideva pratyeno samarpaNabhAva. jagata AkhAno rAga bhAMgIne bhukko thaI jAya che, aMtaramAM anurAga jAgyA bAda. anurAga eTale dharma. dhana karatA vadhu haiyAne gamavA lAge, duniyAnA raMgarAga karatA guruno saMga AtmAne prANa pyAro lAge ane jaDa padArtho karatA. devAdhideva dilane vizeSa vhAlA lAge. ane anurAga thayA pachI dharma karyA vinA eno divasa pasAra na thAya. gurunA darzana vinA ene cena na paDe. devAdhidevanuM smaraNa karyA vinA ene adhurapa anubhavAya. -155 pUcho tamArA AtmAne, dhana game che ke dharma sAhyabI game che ke saMto? anurAgI hoya tene dharma ane saMto vhAlA lAge che. rAganA tyAgano saraLa ane zreSTha mArga che tamArA jIvanamA deva-guru ane dharma pratyeno tIvra anurAga jamAvI do. juo pachI jIvanamAM zAnti-sukha ane samAdhi maLe che ke nahIM? rAgI jIvana pArAvAra jIvyA chIe. vairAgI jIvana tamone kaThina lAge che to bhalA, Aje daDha saMkalpa karI anurAgI jIvana jIvavAnuM cAlu karo. deva-guru dharmanA anurAgI banazo to tyAgI jIvana jIvavAmAM tamone koI ja takalIpha nahIM paDe. anurAga bAda tyAga karavo nahIM paDe sahaja thaI jaze. 4. vItarAga jIvana : pratyeka paristhitimAM na rAga, na dveSa. pratyeka prasaMgamAM na gamo, na aNagamo, pratyeka hAlamAM na ruci, na aruci. Aje vItarAgatAnA rAga dveSa na karatA mAdhyastha rahI, mAtra jJAtA daSTa bhAvathI sAdhanAmAM saphaLa banI javuM te vItarAgatA che. vairAgI jIvanano parama hetu paNa vItarAgatA meLavavAno ja che. to deva, guru, dharmano anurAga karavA pAchaLanuM uttama lakSya paNa vItarAgatA prApta karavAno ja che. badhI nadIo sAgaramAM maLe, tema badhI sAdhanAnuM lakSya to vItarAgatA ja rahelI che. vItarAga banavAnA lakSya vinA karelI ArAdhanA jIvane saphaLa banavA detI nathI. tamAma tyAga pAchaLanuM lakSya hovuM joIe vItarAganI prAptinuM. AjanA maMgala dine sarve daDha saMkalpa karIe. rAgI jIvanano tyAga karI kamalavat vairAgI jIvana jIvavAno avasara maLe. vairAgyathI AgaLa vadhI rage ragamAM deva-guru-dharma pratye bhArobhAra anurAga jagADIe ane pratyeka sthitimAM mAdhyasthabhAva keLavI vItarAgatA prApti karI, avatArane saphaLa banAvI, saMsArane pele pAra pahoMcavAmAM sarve saphaLa banIe te ja maMgala kAmanA.

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bhakti banAve bhagavAna sAdhanAmAM saphaLa thavAnI mAsTara kI che deva, gurU ane dharma pratyenI atUTa bhakti...! haiyAmAM jyAre bhakti praveze che tyAre sArAye jagata pratyenI Asaktine aMtaramAMthI alavidA thaye ja chUTako... ! mAnavajIvanamAM maLelI tamAma zaktino upayoga jo sabhaktimAM karavAmAM Ave to saMsAra-sAgara tarI javAya temAM leza zaMkAne sthAna nathI... ! arihaMtadevanI bhakti jIvane devAdhideva banAve che. gurUdevanI. bhakti guNavaibhavanA svAmI banAvI de che... dharmanI bhakti mokSadhyeyane siddha karavAmAM saphaLa banAvI de che. cAlo, bhakti karIne bhagavAna banavAnI sarvottama sAdhanA AjathI ja cAlu karI daIe...! jo jo pachI AsaktinA bhayAnaka baMdhano taDa... taDa... karatAM tUTayAM ja samajo...! bhaktimAM manane joDo ane jagata pratyenI Asaktine toDo...! bhakti karavAnA phAyadA... bhaktinI zaktinI. kevI ajoDa ane abhuta tAkAta che te jANavA cAlo vAMco AgaLa... arihaMta paramAtmAnA caraNomAM bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana namaskAra, bhayAnaka saMsAramAMthI ugArIne saMyamanA dAna ApanAra gurUbhagavaMtanA caraNomAM vaMdana karIne...! are hA... sAruye vizva doDI rahyuM che. kaMIka abhilASAo ane UMcA aramAno sAthe... sArIe sRSTinI dRSTimAM kaMIka meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA che... kaMIka pAmI javAnI abhilASA che...! ane sarve jIvonA jIvanamAM DokiyuM karIzuM to khyAla Avaze. sarve zA mATe doDe che A sRSTimAM... ? ATalo badho zrama sarve zA mATe karatA haze ? sArIce jiMdagI zA mATe nIcovI nAkhatA haze ? sArIye jiMdagI zA mATe nIcovI nAkhatA haze? paramAtmA mahAvIrasvAmI. Ano javAba khUba suMdara Ape che... sAthe pANaTI paramANavA sarve jIvo sukhanAM Icchuka che. sukha mATe ja sarvenI doDAdoDI dekhAya che... sukha maLI jAya ane duHkha TaLI jAya A sivAya bIjI zI 15o abhilASA hoya A jIvonI ! duHkha to svapnamAMya na khape... ane sukha kSaNamAtra paNa jIvanamAMthI vidAya na thavuM joIe...! AkhAe vizvanA jIvone thavuM che to sukhI.. duHkhI to banavuM ja nathI kharuM ne? paraMtu... cAlo Aje zodha-saMzodhana karIe aMtaramAM UMDA UtarIne ke sukha kyAMthI Ave che... duHkha kyAMthI Ave che ? sukha duHkhanA mULiyAne tapAsIe. jo mULa sudhI na javAmAM Ave to lakhI. rAkho jIvanamAM sukha kyAreya AvavAnuM nathI. ane du:kha jIvanamAMthI kyAreya javAnuM nathI...! cAlo tyAre sukhanuM mULa zodhIe... ane duHkhanA mULane tapAsIe jJAnI paramAtmA jaNAve che... duHkha AvavAnuM kAraNa che. bhItaramAM jAmelA doSo...! jIvonI daSTi duHkho upara satata rahetI hoya che. paraMtu tenAthI sevAya gayelA krodhAdi doSo upara paDatI nathI. AjJAnI duHkhane kharAba mAne che. jyAre samaju... tattvajJa puraSa doSone kharAba mAne che... duHkha mATe raDanArA lokono A vizvamAM koI toTo nathI... jyAre jIvanamAM jANatAM - ajANatAM thaI gayelA doSonA sevana mAtrathI raDI paDanArA to ko'ka virala AtmAo ja hoya che. prabhu mahAvIrasvAmI duHkhane khaMkheravAnI vAta nathI karatA. tuM tArA doSane khaMkherI nAMkhe tevuM vAraMvAra kahyuM che.. mAtra kahyuM ja nathI paraMtu prabhue karIne jagatane batAvyuM che... saMgamadevanA upasargomAM prabhu jarAya halyA nathI. kAraNa du:khathI teo gabharAtA na hatA. gozAlake tejalezyA choDI chatAM prabhunA aMtaramAM pratibhAva (Reaction) na hato ke na to koI pagaluM (Action) lIdhuM, prabhu mAtra sAdhanAnA mArgamAM dhyAnastha rahyA. eTale ke jAgRta rahyA hatA...! tamone duHkha nathI gamatuM e vAta to samajAya che. paraMtu mAre tamane pUchavuM che doSa game che? krodha karavo game che? mAna-sanmAnanA bhAvo aMtaramAM uchALA mAre che? ane mAyA kapaTa to khuzI sAthe Acaro cho. pelA lobhanA pUramAM to hoMze taNAvo cho... basa... anaMtajJAnInI vAta e che jIvane duHkha nathI gamatuM paraMtu duHkhanuM -158

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mULiyuM doSa sevana to game che. to lakhI rAkho jIvanakSetramAMthI duHkha to vidAya nahi thAya paraMtu sukha paNa najIka AvavAnuM pasaMda nahi kare. zAstrakAra bhagavaMto duHkho batAvatAM kahe che. jammaM dukkhaM jarA dukakhaM rogANi maraNANiya / aho dukkho huM saMsAro, jattha kIsanti jantayo / / janma thavo duHkha che... ghaDapaNa AvavuM duHkha che. zarIramAM roga thayA duHkha che ane chelle maraNa thavuM te paNa duHkha che. ghaDapaNa roga.... ane mRtyunA duHkhane ajJAnIo raDe che. jyAre jJAnI AtmA janmanA duHkhathI raDe che. vizvanA tamAma duHkho lakhavA besIe to jIvana TUMku paDe eTale prabhue eka ja padamAM kahI dIdhuM ke te kuvo huM saMsAro... Akhoe saMsAra du:khI... sAgara badhe khAro... saMsAra badhAyano khAro. hA, ajJAnIne khAro saMsAra pyAro lAge che... sohAmaNo lAge che... paraMtu jJAnIone to khAro ja lAge temAM leza zaMkAne sthAna nathI...! vizvanA ajJAnadazAmAM rahelA jIvo prabhune prArthanA kare che prabhu! amArAM duHkhaDAM dUra karI do jyAre... vairAgI saMyamI prabhune prArthanA karato hoya che, prabhu! mArA aMtara oraDAmAMthI doSo karI Apo...! jIvanamAM bahu mahattvanI bAbata samajavAnI che ke duHkha nathI gamatuM duHkhathI have tame trAsI gayA cho? have duHkhane kAyama mATe bhagADI devuM che? to cAlo, suMdara upAya batAvuM. AjathI doSonA sevanane tilAMjali ApavAnuM cAlu karI do. game tevuM nukasAna thAya chatAM huM AvezamAM AvIza nahi. mAna - sanmAnamAM huM rAcIza nahi... ! mAyAnA khela AjathI ja baMdha karIza... ane hA. sarve doSonA saradAra lobhane to haiyAmAM Ubho ja nahi rAkhuM...! karo AvA rUDA saMkalpo pachI juo du:khone bistarA bAMdhI ravAnA thaye ja chUTako... kohaM ca mANaM ca taheba mAyaM, lobhaM cautthaM ajjhattha dosA / / du:khanI jananI doSa che atyAra sudhI duHkhamAM aNagamo karatA hatAM have daSTi badalAvo. doSonA sevanamAM aNagamo Ubho karo. jenA haiyAmAM doSo nahi tenA jIvanamAM duHkho nahi...! duHkhathI Dare te saMsArI jyAre doSothI Dare te saMyamI du:khane hasatA hasatA raho. doSane raDatA raDatA karo. daSTine duHkha uparathI haTAvIne have doSa upara lagADI do. jIvanamAM krodhAdi doSa sevAya jAya te duHkhanI vAta che. paraMtu doSanA sevana karyA bAda haiyAmAM khuzI AnaMda thAya to te mahA duHkhanI vAta che...! doSa sevana karavuM paDe to raDatA - raDatA ja thAya. hasatA - hasatA to thAya ja nahi ane jIvanamAM hasatAM - hasatAM thatAM hoya to. . to samyakmArgathI patana thaI gayuM che. have koIne pUchavA javAnI jarUra nathI ke huM mithyAtvI chuM ke samyagadarzanI ? samyagadarzanavALAthI doSonuM sevana thAya paNa raDatA - raDatA kare jyAre mithyAtvavALo duHkho raDatA - raDatA sahe ane pApo hasatAM - hasatAM karato hoya che... ? prabhu kahe che te samajAya che ? tamArA duHkhanuM sAcuM kAraNa samajAya che? duHkhane bhagADI mUkavAno upAya samajAya che ? tamArA duHkhanuM sAcuM kAraNa samajAya che ? du:khane bhagADI mUkavAno upAya samajAya che ? tamArA du:khanuM sAcuM kAraNa samajAya che? duHkhane bhagADI mUkavAno upAya samajAya che? ajJAna Adi doSo ja badhA du:kha janmAve che... ajJAna ! tyAra sudhI duHkhane bhagADavAnAM upAya karyA. have puruSArtha karo doSone khalAsa karI duHkhane bhagADavAnA have prayatna cAlu karo, doSone khalAsa karI nAkhavAno... ! ApaNAM maraNa pahelA doSonuM maraNa bolAvI devAno bhagIratha puruSArtha karavAno che. nahi to lakhI rAkho roga... ghaDapaNa... Adi duHkho to maraNa sAthe ja samApta thaI javAnA paraMtu krodha... mAnAdi AdhyAtma doSa to maraNa bAda ApaNo AtmA jyAM jaze tyAM sAthe ja AvavAnA... ane hA... zarIramAM roga thAya to tame konI pAse jAva cho? DokTara pAse jAo cho kharuMne? ane jamIna ke milkata bAbatano jhaghaDo thayo hoya to tame konI salAha levA jAo 159 -160

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cho? vakIlanI salAha levA jAva cho barAbara ne...? vidyArthIne bhaNavAmAM khUba hoziyAra banAvavo che to tame tene kyAM laI jAo cho ? zikSaNa pAse... ema... to tamArA jIvanamAM krodha... mAna... mAyA... lobhane dUra karavA.... doSothI mukta thavA konI pAse javAnuM ? tenA mATe to gurUdeva pAse ja javAnuM hoya ne ? DokTara phemilI... vakIla phemilI... zikSaka phemilI... badhuMya phemilI goThavI denAra he mAnava ! tArA doSone sApha karAvanAra gurUdevane phemilI banAvyA che ke nahi? mane roga che tevuM jANanAra DokTara pAse jAya che. milakata mArI che evuM jANe to vakIla pAse jAya che. mArI buddhi bhaNavAmAM bahu cAlatI. nathI tevA khyAlavALo zikSaka pAse jAya che. tema huM doSothI bharelo chuM. tevuM samajato AtmA ja gurunA zaraNe AvI upAya zodhI zake ane te ja gurUdeva taraphathI upAya meLavI zake che...! cAlo doSamuktinA upAyo vicArIe.. - doSa mukti mATe bhaktimAM joDAI javuM. sauthI prathama upAya che bhaktimAM magna banI javuM... zaktino upayoga jo bhaktimAM karavAmAM Ave to doSo ApameLe ochA thaI jAya... jagatanI Asakti choDI jagadIzanI bhaktimAM lAgI javAthI doSo ApameLe vidAya laI le che... gharamAM mahemAna AvyA hoya ane tenI dekharekha... sevAdi barAbara tame na karo to mahemAna vahelA gharamAMthI ravAnA thaI jAya tema AtamagharamAM padhAratA doSorUpI mahemAnanuM bahumAna na karo to alavidA thaye ja chUTako ane hA... gujarAtI lokone dasabAya dasanI rUmamAM phrIja, TI.vI. gharaghaMTI, voziMga mazIna kevI rIte goThavavuM te AvaDe che. paraMtu rUDI ane raLiyAmaNI mAnavanI jiMdagIne kyAM goThavavI te AvaDatuM nathI. mana, vacana ane kAyAnA A uttama ja nahi paNa sarvottama yogano upayoga kevo karavo te na khabara hoya to AkhIce duniyAnI jANakArIne zuM karavAnI ! -161 yogano upayoga bhaktiyogamAM karo... yogamAM doSa tyAre ja praveze jyAre bhaktiyogamAM kacAza hoya che. mA-bApa upara dveSa kone jAge? jenA dilamAM teozrI pratye bhakti nathI... je mA-bApa ApaNane bolatA karyA e ja mA-bApane ApaNe krodha - kaMkAsa karIne cUpa karI dIdhA. puNyano yoga haze to jagatanA padArtho to maLI jaze. paNa lakhI rAkho mA-bApanA haiyAnI hAya lezo to tamArA haiyAne sukhazAnti haragijha nahi maLI zake...! udghATana karavA gayo hato... eka bhAI mArUti laIne darzanArthe AvI rahyA hatA. vacce ja saMtA jotAM gADI UbhI rAkhI... namrabhAve bhAIe vaMdana karI sukhazAtAnI pRcchA karI... tyArabAda saMte sahaja pUchayuM atyAre kyAM jaIne AvyA ? bhAIe kahyuM mahArAjazrI ! udghATana karavA gayo hato tyAMthI AvI rahyo chuM. accA... phekTarInuM udghATana hatuM...? upAzrayanuM udghATana hatuM ke pachI koI saMsthAnuM ke hospiTalanuM hatuM ? nA, sAheba, AmAMnuM eka paNa nahi... gharaDA gharanuM udghATana hatuM tyAM hAjarI ApavI paDe tema hatI...! saMte jarAka majAkamAM kahyuM. bhAIzrI, udghATana to karI AvyAM paNa phorma lAvyA ke nahi? kema sAheba, Ama kahyuM? zI khabara paDe ke jyAre gharaDA gharamAM tamAro naMbara lAge tyAre kadAca phormanI zorTeja (taMgI) hoya to phorma mATe bahu pharavuM na paDe ne ? bhAI zuM bole ? basa... AjanA samAjamAM gharaDAghara khUlavAnI pAchaLanuM sAcuM kAraNa che saMtAno mA-bApanI bhakti cUkyA che... mA-bApa cArathI pAMca saMtAnone sAcavI zake che paraMtu cArathI pAMca saMtAno bhegAM maLI eka mA-bApane sAcavI nathI zakatAM. keTalI duHkhanI vAta kahevAya...! mA-bApanI bhakti karo are bhAI bhakti nA thAya to rahevA do... nA karazo paraMtu teonI abhakti karI temanA dilane duHkhI to na karo... lakhI rAkhaje je potAnA mA-bApanI bhakti sevA nathI karI zakato te gurU -162

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ke paramAtmAnI AjJA pramANe jIvanamAM nahi karI zake... AdhyAtma jagatamAM javA mATe mAnA AzIrvAda joIe... mADInA AzIrvAda vinA arihaMta nahi banI zakAya mATe ja dIkSA levA taiyAra thayelA dIkSArthI AtmAne mA-bApanI khuzI sAthe saMmati mAMgavAnuM jaina siddhAMta jaNAve che. prabhu mahAvIre paNa garbhamAM saMkalpa karyo hato mAbApanI hAjarI haze tyAM sudhI dIkSA-grahaNa nahi karuM...! to he putro... ! tame samajo... bhejAmAM kATa lAgyo hoya to saMtonI vANI sAMbhaLI kATane ukheDI nAMkho ane thoDA DAhyA thaIne mA-bApanI bhaktimAM joDAI jAva... zravaNa jeTalI bhakti nA thAya to kAMI nahi paraMtu gharamAM to tIrtha jevuM vAtAvaraNa banAvo.. gharamAM phrIja TI.vI. gAya nathI rokatuM? gharaghaMTI pharnicara jagyA nathI rokatuM ? ane tArA mA-bApa jagyA roke che. tevuM te lAge che...? tamAro ca vAro AvavAno che. gabharAzo nahi tame tamArA mA-bApanI je dazA karI che tevI ja tamArI dazA tamArA dIkarA karaze mATe taiyArI rAkhajo. kAle tamAro paNa vAro che ja. yAda rAkhajo tame jevo vyavahAra karazo tevo ja vyavahAra anya karaze... mATe tamArI je IcchA hoya tevuM Aje karo. As you sow so, shall you reap. tame jevuM karazo tevuM pAmazo. eTale ke tame mAtA-pitAnI jevI bhakti Adi karazo tevI tame tamArA saMtAna taraphathI bhakti Adi pAmazo. mArI sAthe badhAM sAruM ja vartana kare... mArA mATe sarve sAruM ja bole... to Aje tame paNa sarve mATe vartana ane vANI sArI banAvI do... pitA sAme putra je vartana Aje karaze te ja tamArAM saMtAno tamArI sAme AvatI kAle karaze. temAM lezamAtra zaMkA nathI...! vahu banI sAsu sAthe ja vartana, vANI ane vyavahAra karaze te ja tame jyAre sAsu banazo tyAre vyAja sAthe badhuM sAme AvIne UbhuM raheze... tyAre tamane sAsu sAthe karelA aparAdho yAda Avaze... UMDe UMDe mana vAstaviktAno svIkAra karaze ke huM vahu hatI. tyAre mAruM vartana sAsuthI kevI rIte sahana thayuM haze ? Aje ATaluM ya huM sahana karI nathI zakatI...! basa TUMkamAM putre e vAta bhUlavI na joIe ke mAre eka divasa pitAnA padamAM AvavAnuM che... vahue e vAta bhUlavI na joIe ke sAsumAM banavAnA divaso AvavAnA che... to ziSya e vAta bhUlavI na joIe ke mAre eka divasa gurU banavAnuM che. A bAbatamAM je jAgRta che ke mAro paNa vAro AvavAno che... tenI vANImAM, tenA vartanamAM ane tenA jIvana vyavahAramAM parivartana AvyA vinA rahe ja nahi...! ApaNe mULa vAta upara AvI jaIe...! bhaktino yoga doSone khalAsa karI devAmAM gajabano camatkAra sarje che. mA-bApanI bhakti kharA dilathI karanArane mAnA haiyAnA amI, AzIrvAda maLyA vinA rahe nahi. ane amRta AzIrvAdanI zakti dvArA jIvanamAM thatAM avaguNo sApha thayA vinA rahe nahi. AzIrvAdanA ajavALe doSonAM aMdhArAM gAyaba thayAM vinA nahi rahe... AjanA yuganA mAnavone zuM kahevuM... mA-bApanI bhayaMkara upekSA karI rahyA che. bhakti to karavI eka bAju rahI paraMtu bora-bora jeTalA AMsu pADatA karI nAMkhyA A phezana. vyasananAM ravADe caDelA kuMvaroe... ! mAnI davAnuM bIla joI tenI AMkho phATI jAya che, paraMtu hajAranA Dresa ane sAtasonA buTanA bIla joI tenA dilamAM kAMI ja thatuM nathI...! mAnI sevAmAM nokara rAkhavoya tene bhAre paDI jAya che, paraMtu bartha De Adi divase be hajArano AIskrIma... nAstA... uDADI devAmAM tene jarAya khacakATa nathI thato. TUMkamAM... je jAta mATe pahoLo te mA-bApanI sevA mATe sAMkaDo ja rahe temAM jarAya navAInI vAta nathI, ghaNA suputronI evI paNa phariyAdo amArI pAse Ave che. gurUdeva! mA-bApane sAcavavAmAM amane vAMdho e Ave che temano svabhAva dina pratidina kharAba thato jAya che zuM karIe ame... ? dIkarA tArI vAta to sAcI ja che. ghaDapaNa Ave eTale svabhAva cIDiyo thaI jAya... adhIriyo banI jAya... babaDATa karavAno cAlu thaI jAya... khAvAnA caTakA thAya... jarAka moDuM thAya eTale garama -164 --163

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paNa thaI jAya... A badhI vAta huM samajuM chuM paraMtu AmAM to eka ja rasto che. jo kharekhara tamAre tamArA pUjya mA-bApane sAcavavA hoya to...! tuM tAro svabhAva teozrInAM svabhAvane anukULa banAvI de. gharaDA mA-bApa tane anukULa jIve tevI tArI vAta sAva ayogya che pharnicara pramANe baMgalo seTa na thAya paraMtu baMgalA pramANe pharnicara seTa thAya e vAta vadhu yogya nathI lAgatI... ! tuM nAno hato tyAre tArA mA-bApa tArA svabhAvane anukULa banyA hatA. tuM raDe to tane hasAvavA te bALaka jevA banI jatAM... tArI sAthe ramakaDe ramavA lAgI jatAM... tArI joDe pakkaDa dAva... haze... haze... karI kevA ramatA hasatA rAkhatA hatA...! basa have tArI bhakti aMtaramAM evI jagAva ke tuM tArA mA-bApane, temanA svabhAvane samajI teo sAthe premasabhara vartana karI zake...! jo tuM mA bApano bhakta banIza to tArI patnI paNa teozrInI bhaktimAM jarAya kacAza rAkhazo nahi. e paNa eTalI ja satya vAta che. cAlo tyAre mA-bApanI bhakti vaDe ghaNA doSo ane aparAdhonA mahApApathI AtmAne bacAvI laIe... Do. ToDaramala beTA ToDara... o ToDara! cAla upara. jamavAno samaya thaI gayo che...! ToDaranI mAe mITho TahUko karyo dIkarA ToDarane jamavA bolAvavA mATe... paraMtu davAkhAnAmAM beThelA ToDaranA dilamAM khUba ja du:kha thayuM... keTalA badhAM mANaso vacce mane ToDara kahI bolAvyo... ToDaramala kahIne bolAvyo hota to mArI Imprezana keTalI vadhI jAta! davAkhAnuM baMdha karI Do. upara gayA. mA bolI, 'beTA! cAla jamI le. bhojana taiyAra che...!" "nA, mA mAre nathI jamavuM nathI? badhA vacce teM mane ToDara kahIM kema bolAvyo?'' "Do. ToDaramala kahI tAre mane bolAvavo joIene? keTalA badhAM nIce hatA!" mA vAta samajI gaI... mA vAta samajI gaI. "bhale beTA! AlathI huM tane Do. ToDaramala kahIza. paraMtu mArI eka zaratano -165 svIkAra kare to tArI zarata mane maMjUra! bola zI zarata'' zrI punita mahArAja vyaMgamAM jaNAve che. laI sAtha lADIne pharyA, gADImAMhI ghelA thaI. mADI mare dANA vinA, e ThAThamAThe zuM thayuM? jIvatA na jANyA tAtane, kIdhI na kAMI cAkarI mUvA pachI gaMgAjImAM, tarpaNa karyethI zuM thayuM? jIvatA mA-bApa sAthe prema - mIThAza rAkhato nathI ane svarge gayA pachI kevA vyavahAra kare che? "basa... AjanI rAta tAre mArI bAjumAM sUI javAnuM. ane huM tane je AjJA karuM te pramANe karavAnuM. ane jo tuM tema karIza to tane Do. ToDaramala kahIne bolAvIza. barAbara ne? bola A maMjUra che mArI zarata...?'' "hA... mA mane maMjUra che...!'' rAtri thaI. mA dIkaro sUI gayA. rAtrinA be vAgyA... mA bolI ToDara... "o ToDara beTA! Ubho " thA. "hA... mA bola... zuM kAma che?'' "pANiyAre jaIne pANIno loTo bharI lAva.'' ''paNa mA mane UMgha bahu Ave che." "jA, to huM tane Do. ToDaramala nahi kahuM...!'' ''nA... nA... mA huM pANIlAvuM chuM.' kahI ubho thaI pANI lAvI mAnA hAthamAM loTo Ape che. mAe loTo laIne putranI pathArImAM DhoLI dIdho... pathArI bhInI thaI gaI... ToDara garama thaI gayo. 'mA... teM A zuM karyuM?" "basa beTA Aje tAre kAMI bolavAnuM nahi. ApaNI zarata che je huM karuM te tAre gamADI levAnuM nahi. to Do. ToDaramala nahi kahuM...!" "paNa mA atyAre ziyALo cAle che... ThaMDI keTalI che ane temAM pathArI bhInI karI to UMgha kevI rIte Ave...?'' 'basa... beTA... tAro janma thayo tyAra tuM pathArI bhInI karato tyAre sUke tane suvADatI hatI ane bhInAmAM huM sUtI hatI. tArA pitAjI tane nAno mUkIne svarge gayA tyArabAda devuM karI bhUkha sahI. pArakA kAmo karIne tane DokTara sudhI meM bhaNAvyo... tyAre tu DokTara 166

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banyo chuM... tane ToDara kahyuM to tArAthI sahana na thayuM ? bola, have tAre zuM kahevuM che...?" bhUlo bhale bIjuM badhuM, mA bApane bhUlazo nahi, agaNita che upakAra enA, e mAnavo, visarazo nahi. DokTaranAM dilamAM paNa vIjaLIno jhabakAro thayo... jabarajasta dharatIkaMpa thayo. tenA aMtaramAM... thayuM ke mArAthI bhayaMkara aparAdha thayo. tenA haiyAmAM AghAta lAgyo. "basa... mA... AvI bhUla phI kyAreya nahi karuM... mane mApha kara... tAro upakAra huM bhUlyo ane ahaMkAranA pApe ApanA dilane duHkha pahoMcADayuM basa. have pachI Do. ToDaramala nahi have ToDalo kahIza toya mane maMjUra che." Do. ToDaramala to sAroye samAja kaheze... mArI vhAlI mA ToDalo kahI bolAvavAno to tAro ja adhikAra che. huM bhUlyo! mA mane sApha karaje...!" basa... ToDaramalane mAnI abhaktinA aparAdhano khyAla AvI. gayo. pachIno samaya ane zakti mAnI jiMdagIbhara bhakti karavAmAM jIvana lagADI dIdhuM...! A vAta parathI ApaNe bodha levAno che... mA taraphathI ja vAtsalya maLI zake tema che. mATe sevAmAM kyAMya kacAza rAkhazo nahi...! jainazAstra to tyAM sudhI jaNAve che ke putrane dIkSA levAnA bhAva jAge to mA-bApanI rajA vinA dIkSA ApI zakAya nahi... haiyAnI hoza sAthe jo rajA Ape ke mArI dIkarAne dIkSA Apo. tyAre ja tene karemi bhaMteno pATha bhaNAvI zakAya che. mRgAputra temanI mAtAne kevI madhura vAtanI rajUAta karIne dIkSA levA mATe samajAve che...! mA mane narakamAM... kApI nAMkhavAmAM Avato hato. phADI nAMkhavAmAM Avato hato. garama tavAmAM baLI nAMkhavAmAM Avato hato... mA vadhu to zuM kahyuM tyAM mArA zarIranA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAMkhavAmAM AvatA hatA ane hA mA... tyAre huM khUba dhrUjato.. raDato... bUmo pADato chatAM mArI koI dayA khAtuM na hatuM...! narakanA A jAlima ane bhayAnaka duHkho pAse mAtAjI sAcuM kahuM chuM. saMyamanAM duHkho pAse mAtAjI sAcuM kahuM chuM. saMyamanAM duHkho ja nathI lAgatA...! AvI aneka bAbatanI rajUAta karIne mAtAjInI pAse dIkSA mATenI sammati meLavI hatI. cha jIvonA adhikAramAM... banne putroe mA-bApane kevI vairAgya sabhara vAtothI hatI. cha jIvonA adhikAramAM... banne putroe mA-bApane kevI vairAgya sabhara vAtothI samajAvIne vairAgI banavA dIdhA hatA. badhAya dIkSA paMthe nIkaLI gayA. thAvastrAputranI mAtA paNa dIkarAne saMsAramAM rokAI javA keTalo samajAve che ? paNa putre mAtAne jagatanA vAstavika svarUpanuM sacoTa darzana karAvyuM. tyAre mAtAe sahaja dIkSA mATenI jagatanA vAstavika svarUpanuM sacoTa darzana karAvyuM. tyAre mAtAe sahaja dIkSA mATenI anujJA ApI hatI. TUMkamAM sAruM kAma karavAmAM ya mA-bApanA haiyAnI sammati levAthI sArA kAmamAM saphaLatA maLe che. jyAre saMmati lIdhA vinA kArya karavAmAM so TakA saphaLatA prAyaH maLatI nathI, mA-bApanA haiyAne duHkhI karIne eTale ke temanI khuzI vinA lIdhelI dIkSA gurumAtAnA haiyAne khuza karI zakatI nathI. ThANAMgasUtramAM cAra prakAranA putro batAvyA che. temAM abhijAta nAmano putrano bheda che te batAve che. mA-bApa karatAM savAyo hoya. dazaratha karatAM jema rAma savAyA thayA hatA. bIjA naMbaramAM anujAta, mA-bApanI paraMparAne anusaranAra. IndirAjI jema naherUnA pagale cAlyA hatA tema trIjA naMbaramAM kulAMgara mA-bApathI utaratA guNavALA. zreNikanA putra koNike pitAne phaTakA mAravAnI sajA phaTakArI hatI. tyArabAda cothA naMbaramAM apajAta eTale ke mA-bApa sArAye kuLane kalaMka lagADavAnuM kArya karatA putra. A cAramAM ApaNe ApaNI jAtane goThavavI joIe. ApaNo naMbara zemAM Ave che...? sArAmAM naMbara nA Avato hoya to AjathI ja daDha saMkalpa karo sArA putra tarIke naMbara meLavavA mATeno. mA-bApanI sAthenA vyavahAramAM je kuzaLa ane bhakti bhAvavALo -16o -168

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AtmA hoya te guramAnI sAtheno vyavahAra khUba suMdara karI zakaze temAM leza zaMkA nathI. cAlo tyAre have garamAtAnI bhakti vize. vicAraNA karIe...! mA-bApanI sAthenA vyavahAramAM je kuzaLa ane bhakti bhAvavALo AtmA hoya te gurumAnI sAtheno vyavahAra khUba suMdara karI zakaze. temAM leza zaMkA nathI. cAlo tyAre have gurumAtAnI bhakti vize vicAraNA karIe...! gurumAtAnI bhakti mAM janma Ape che jyAre gurumAtA jIvana Ape che. mAtA bhaNAvI. gaNAvI hoziyAra banAve che jyAre gurumAtA sAdhanA - ArAdhanA. zIkhavADI siddhapadano svAmI banAve che. TUMkamAM kahevuM hoya to kahI. zakAya mAnI bhakti bhAgyavAna banAve che jyAre gumAnI bhakti jIvane bhagavAna banAve che. je bhAgyavAna banAvavAmAM saphaLa bane te ja AdhyAtma mArgamAM AgaLa vadhI bhagavAna banI zake che. kuMbhAranAM hAthamAM AvelI mATI mATaluM bane che. zilpInA hAthamAM Avelo Arasano patthara mUrti bane che. rakhaDato kAgaLa citrakAranA hAthamAM AvI jAya to suMdara citranuM sthAna meLave che. basa. anAdino ajJAna avasthAmAM rakhaDato... bhaTakato... A AtmA guranA hAthamAM (zaraNamAM) AvI jAya to AtmA paramAtmA banyA vinA rahe nahi. gautamasvAmIne guru prabhu mahAvIra maLyA... gautama goviMda banI. gayA. arjuna mALIne gurU prabhu mahAvIra maLyA... arjuna arihaMta banI gayA, jaMbusvAmIne guru sudharmAsvAmI maLyA. jebusvAmI jagadIza banI gayA. basa ApaNane paNa guru jJAnI... haju... tapasvI... tyAgI maLI gayA che. have kAma karavAnuM che haiyAnAM bhAva sAthe teozrInI bhakti karavAnuM...! gurunI bhaktithI moTo phAyado thayo thAya che khabara che? jagatanA raMgarAga... jagata pratyenI Asaktino nAza... saMsAranI rakhaDapaTTInuM mULa che saMsAra pratyenI jabarajasta Asaktine mULamAMthI nAza karavAno upAya zAstrakAra batAve che. guru pratye haiyAmAM bhArobhAra bhaktibhAva jagADo. yAda rAkhavA jevI bAbata e che DokTara pAse rogonI davAo che. to vakIla pAse kesa jItADavAnAM kAyadAo che to enjiniyara pAsa baMgalA banAvavAnA nakazA che to gurudeva pAse bhavobhavanA bhIMtaramAM paDelA doSono nAza karavAnA upAyo che...! DokTara pAse janAranA roga maTe ke na paNa maTe... vakila pAse janArano vijaya thAya ke na paNa thAya... enjiniyara pAse jAva ne nakazo game ke na game paraMtu gurudevanA zaraNe jAyane aMtaranA doSono nAza na thAya tevuM haragijha na bane... gurUdevanI bhakti karavAmAM saphaLatA te ja meLavI zake che ke je vastu arpaNa karatAM pahelA potAnI jAtanuM saMpUrNa samarpaNa kare che... pUrNa banavAnI pahelI zarata gurumAtAne saMpUrNa samarpita thaI javuM... jemAM samarpaNa nahi te pUrNatA apUrNa...! zAstrakAra pharamAve che ke guru-ppasAyA abhimuhoramijjA sainika deza khAtara gharabAra badhuM mUkIne saMpUrNa samarpita thaI jAya che. nokara zeThane samarpita thaI jAya che. nokara zeThane samarpita bane che...! tyAre koI divasa nokara zeTha banI zake che. to he sAdhaka! tuM mokSa khAtara... tArA AtmAnI pUrNatAne khAtara saMpUrNa rIte gurucaraNamAM samarpita thaI jA...! mana, vacana ane kAcAmAM gurune sthAna ApI pachI sAdhanAmAM prasthAna karavAnuM. jethI krodha, mAna AdinA khataranAka doSone haiyAmAMthI gaye ja chUTako... nirdoSa jIvana jIvavAno cAnsa tene ja prApta thaI zake jene potAnA jIvanamAM gurubhaktine sthAna ApyuM che. gurubhakti karavAthI ziSyane dRSTi maLe che. AtmAnI sRSTi maLe che... guru pAse upAsanA karanArane gurunI dRSTi maLavAthI ghaNAM doSo sApha thaI jAya che... mA khamaNathI ja doSo nA bhAge e mAtra gurunI amInajara maLavAthI kSaNamAM nAza thaI jAya che...! hIrAne toDavA mATe kArIgarane khUba mahenata paDe. kArIgara AkhA -169

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divasamAM mAMDa paccIsa hIrA toDI zake, jyArathI vijJAne lesara kiraNanI zodha karI tyArathI hIrAnAM udhogamAM moTI krAMti sarjAI gaI! lesarakiraNathI divasamAM hajAra uparAMta hIrA toDI zakAya che. to gurunI draSTinAM kiraNanI ochI tAkAta na samajazo. hajAro bhavanA lAkho doSo gurunI draSTinuM eka kiraNa paDatA ja khaMkherAya jAya...! je A vAta samaje ane aMtaramAM zraddhA kare te ja anubhavI zake gurukRpAnA kiraNanI tAkAta agamya hoya che. cAlo, tyAre amane choDI ahobhAva sAthe mana-vacana ane kAyAnA yogone gurubhaktimAM lagAvI daIe...! mAtAnI bhakti bhAgyavAna banAvaze. guranI bhakti guNavAna banAvaze ane arihaMtadevanI bhakti devAdhidevamAM sthAna apAvaze. cAlo golDana cAnsane jhaDapI laIe, gurunuM bahumAna karatAM koIka anubhavIe jaNAvyuM che... gura goviMda dono khaDe, kisako lAguM pAya, balihArI guradevakI, jinheM goviMda diyo batAya. goviMda karatAMya eka sTeja UMcuM sthAna gurane ApavAmAM AvyuM che eTale ja namo sidhdhANaM pahelA namo arihaMtANaM padane mUkavAmAM AvyuM che...! megha munivaranA jIvananA prabhunI eka mIThI najare kevo jAdu karI dIdho hato ! koNa che ajANa A meghamuninA ItihAsathI...! basa mukhya vAta che mAnI bhaktimAM ja saphaLa te gurumAtAnI bhaktimAM saphaLa... je guranI bhaktimAM saphaLa te paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM. saphaLa thayA vinA rahe ja nahi...! gurudevanI bhaktimAM Asaktino nAza... ajJAna doSano nAza... jagatanA mohane khatama thaye ja chUTako...! jenA manamAM gurubhakti nathI tenA ja manamAM Asakti pravezI zake che...! hanumAnanA haiyAmAM kAme praveza kema na meLavyo? kAraNa ke hanumAnanA haiyAmAM rAma hatA. jahA~ rAma tahauM kAma nahi... jahA~ kAma vahA~ rAma nahi. gautamasvAmInA haiyAmAMthI saMsAre alavidA lIdhAnuM kAraNa e che ke 101 gautamanA haiyAmAM prabhu mahAvIrasvAmInuM sthApana thayeluM. jo haiyAmAM saMsAra yAda Avato hoya to koIneya pUchavA javAnI jarUra nathI ke mArA haiyAmAM gurudevanuM sthaAna che ke nahi? gurudeva sUrya che doSo aMdhakAra che, aMdhakAra che to samajI levuM sUryodayanI gerahAjarI che! TUMkamAM kahevuM hoya to kahI zakAya ke telanAM TIpAM jevA doSo che ane attaranAM TIpAM jevI bhakti che... tela kapaDAM para paDe to kapaDAMnI zobhA jhAMkhI pADe che jyAre attara kapaDAMnI zobhAmAM vadhAro kare che. tema bhakti guru ane ziSyanI bannenI zobhA vadhAranArI bane che jyAre doSonuM sevana guru ane ziSya bannenI zobhAmAM jhAMkhapa vadhAranAruM sAbita thAya che. gozAlake telanAM TIpAM jevuM kAma karyuM. zailaka guravAranI vinaya bhakti vaDe paMthaka munivare kevI zobhA vadhArI dIdhI to caMdraraudra gurunI ziSya zobhA bagADI nAMkhIne caMDakauzika banAvI dIdhA hatA. jyAre gotamasvAmIe attaranAM TIpAM jevuM kAma karyuM hatuM. basa tyAre ApaNe ApaNI jAtane ja pUchI laIe ApaNe konA jevuM kAma karavuM che? puNyane yoga haze to samAja vAha... vAhanA nAda pokAraze... sarvejano khammA... khammA kahI vadhAvazo... jagamAM badheya prazaMsA phelAze. paraMtu lakhI rAkho jIvanamAM gurubhakti nahi hoya to AdhyAtma jagatamAM naDatararUpa kAmakrodhAdi doSonA nAza thavo azakya banaze... gumaDA upara pATAnuM kAma puNya kare che jyAre kensaranI gAMThanuM oparezana karIne kADhavAnuM kAma bhaktiyoga kare che. cAlo tyAre, gurudevanI sAthe rahe Aja dina sudhImAM thayelA aparAdhonI kSamA yAcanA karIe ane have pachI abhakti nahi karuM nI kabUlAta karI bhaktibhAvamAM macI paDIe... pachI jiMdagI jojo, bAga banyA vinA raheze nahi... ukaraDAneya bAgamAM pheravI nAkhavAnI tAkAta mALI pAse che. bhaMgAraneya zaNagAramAM sthApI devAnI tAkAta mALI pAse che. bhaMgAraneya zaNagAramAM sthApI devAnI tAkAta kaMsArAnI che. vesTamAMthI besTa banAvI devAnI tAkAta kuzaLa kArIgaramAM che to -12

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gurabhakti pAse doSita AtmAne zobhita banAvI devAnI mAsTara kI che. bhAve bhagavAnanI bhakti karo. aMtaranA oraDAmAM paDelA doSone dUra karavAno trIjo mArga che. mAtA-pitA ane gurunI bhaktimAM je saphaLa banyA che te ja AtmA prabhunI bhaktimAM nAcI UThavAnA... kAraNa nahi joyelI. nahi anubhavelI AnaMdanI mastI mANavA maLe che. mAtA-pitA guru zaraNamAM laI jAya che. gurumAtA goviMdanA zaraNamAM sthAna apAve che. je guranI bAjumAM te prabhunI bAjumAM... je gurunA haiyAmAM te prabhunA haiyAmAM vase che. karoDapati Ave toya guranI sAme nIcA Asane bese. InDiyAnA vaDApradhAna Ave toya gurunI sAme nIcA Asane bese che. ane hA deva ke Indra Ave toya paNa tenuM sthAna nIce ane gurunI sAme ja besavA maLe che. ziSya...! tuM kevo sadbhAvI... tAruM sthAna gurunI bAjumAM. eTaluM ja nahi gurunI sAthe besavA maLyuM. tuM to vaDApradhAna karatAM ane Indra karatAMye vadhu bhAgyazALI chuM. have tAre tArA aMtaramAMthI hatAzA kADhI nAkhavAnI ! ane aMtarathI nAcI UThavAnuM ke huM gurunA haiyAmAM... guru mArA haiyAmAM... pachI tAre jagatanA sanmAnanI zI paDI che? apamAnanI tAre zI levA devA...? gurunI bAjumAM ja rahe te prabhunI bAjumAM AvyA vinA rahe ja nahi... ziSyanI bhakti jyAre sarvottama bane che tyAre paramAtmA maLyA vinA rahe nahi eTale ke tevA AtmA paramAtmA banyA vinA rahe nahi. bhakti bhavatApa miTAtI hai, bhakti bhavasiMdhu tarAtI hai, bhagavAna bhakti meM pharaka nahi, bhakti bhagavAna banAtI hai. prabhubhaktinI tAkAta joIlo ne kevuM jabarajasta sthAna apAve che...! sarva tAro miTAvavAno suMdara rasto prabhu bhaktimAM lIna banI. jAya.. bhayAnaka saMsAra sAgarane sahelAIthI tarI javAnI tamannA che. to prabhu bhaktimAM macI paDo... basa pachI bhakta ane bhagavAnanAM je bheda che te bhuMsAI jaze ane bhagavAnanI koTimAM sthAna maLI jaze. badhAya rogonI eka davA... badhAya duHkhono eka ja upAya ane badhIye upAdhinI eka ja cAvI ane te che prabhubhaktimAM magna banI javuM. juone, pelA bhoLA narasiMha mahetA kevA hatA! kRSNa bhaktimAM magna.. koIe samAcAra ApyA mahetAjI tamArA patnI svarge sidhAvyA che. basa samAcAra sAMbhaLayA ne UbhA thaIne nAcavA lAgyA, gAvA lAgyA... bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa sukhe bhajIzuM zrIgopALa, mIrAMne jyAre tiraskAra maLyo... tyAre vicAryuM A jagatamAM mAtra kRSNa ja sAco sAthI che. tenI joDe ekatAra banI gaI bhUlAyuM jagata ane bhUlAI gaI badhI Adhi, vyAdhi ne upAdhi. gItAmAM jaNAvyuM che ke... je mane bhAvathI bhaje che tenAmAM huM chuM ane te mArAmAM che. je prabhumAya rahe te sadA sukhamaya bane sukha tene zodhatuM Ave che. bhagavAna mArA duHkhane dUra karo, kahevA karatAM prabhu huM tArAthI dUra na rahyuM ane sAda tArA caraNomAM vasI rahuM tevuM kahevuM vadhu yogya che. prabhu pAse du:khone dUra karavAnI prArthanA karanAra ajJAnI che. prabhu pAse dardIne dUra karavAnI prArthanA karanAra svArthI che. prabhu pAse saMsAra sukhanI mAMgaNInI prArthanA karanAra mohI che. jyAre prabhu pAse AtmAmAM paDelA aDhaLaka doSo dUra karavAnI prArthanA karanAra jJAnI ane vairAgI che. saMsAra arthe karelI prabhubhakti kyAreya phaLatI nathI. ane AtmArthe karelI prabhunI bhakti kyAreya phaLyA vinA rahetI nathI. prabhunI bhakti eTale zuM? prabhue AgamomAM je je AjJAo batAvI che te te ApaNe ullAsabhera ArAdhavI A ja prabhunI sAcI bhakti che... guru mahAvIranI AjJA thaI ke AnaMda zrAvakane khamata khAmaNA karI Avo tyAre tapanA pAraNAne gauNa banAvI gautamasvAmInI zrAvakanA ghera jaI aMtaHkaraNa pUrvaka khamatakhAmaNAM karI AvyA... ! -13 -14

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AjJAne svIkAravI te prathama bhakti che...! prabhunA guNakIrtana karavA te bIjI bhakti ane prabhunA nAmanuM ane prabhunA mArganuM jagatanA jIvone jJAna karAvavuM te paNa prabhu bhakti ja che...! doSone dUra karavAno uttama upAya tamone Aje batAvyo ane te che bhaktino yoga. je je AtmA bhaktinA yogamAM joDAze te AtmA krodhAdi doSothI mukta banyA vinA raheze nahi..! have to tAre eka kAma karavAnuM rahyuM prabhune aMtaramAM sthApI de pachI doSonI utthApanA thaI ja samajo...! A jagatamAM prabhu pAse duHkha dUra karIne sukhI banavAnI prArthanA karanArano toTo nathI. paraMtu doSone dUra karavA prabhune bhajanArA to koI viralA ja haze. je bhaktinI najIka che te doSothI sadA dUra rahI zake che. ane doSo sApha thayA eTale tame ja bhagavAna banavAnA... eTale kahyuM ke... prabhu nathI AkAzamAM, prabhu nathI pAtALamAM, pApa doSa aMtarathI jatAM, prabhu tuja pAsamAM. cAlo tyAre, ApaNe ApaNo krodha, mAyA lobhAdinA doSone jaDamULathI ukheDI nAMkhavA prabhubhaktimAM magna banI jaIe...! mAbApanI bhakti vaDe sukhI banIe. gurunI bhakti vaDe guNavAna banIe ane prabhunI bhakti vaDe jagatanI Asakti choDI arihaMta banI jaIe e ja maMgaLa zubhakAmanA! dehathI saMsAra chUTe tenuM nAma tyAga ane dilathI saMsAra chUTe enuM nAma vairAgya. *964 cAlo du:khane vaLAvI daIe vizvanA jIvo du:khathI bhAgI jAya che. svapnamAMya duHkha koI IcchatuM nathI kharuM ne? duHkha... sarvene apriya... chatAM jIvanamAM duHkha Ave che..! IcchA na hovA chatAMya duHkha to AvIne UbhuM ja rahe che ! tamAre duHkhathI DaravAnuM nathI... duHkha tamone mahAna banAvavA AvI rahyuM che... du:khathI bhAgI na jAva. sahI letA zIkhI jAva....! duHkhane bhagADo nahi, du:khane bheTI paDe...! jo tamAre du:kha na ja joItuM hoya to eka kAma karo. AjathI bIjAne du:kha ApavAnuM baMdha karI anyane sukha ApatA zIkhI jAva. je Apazo te tamane maLaze e siddhAMta kyAreya bhUlazo nahi! cAlo tyAre, du:kha bIjAne bhaLAvI devA karatAM du:khane aMtaramAMthI vaLAvI daIe...!! duHkhane kevI rIte vaLAvavuM... ? duHkha duHkha ja lAge teno upAya zuM? AnA samAdhAna mATe vAMco AgaLa... jemaNe dIkSA lIdhI tyAre chaThTha tapa hato... kevaLajJAnanI prApti samaye chaTThatapanI sAdhanA hatI. nirvANa samaye chaTThatapanI tapasyA hatI. tevA parama ane pAvanakArI prabhu mahAvIrasvAmInA pavitra caraNomAM bhAvabharyA avirAma vaMdana... sarve pALA paramAsminA vizvanA sarve jIvo sukhanA premI che.. sukhanA pyAsI che. ane sukhanAM ja gaveSaka che. eTale sarve jIvonA prayatnamAM sukha ane aMtaranI abhilASAmAM sukha ja gUMjyA kare che. duHkho ane dardonI duniyAthI to sarve jIvo bhAge che. du:kha AvatA pahelAM ja duHkhanA samAcAre jIvo du:khI thaI jAya che... du:khathI jeTaluM du:khI nathI thatAM eTalAM du:khanA AgamananA samAcArathI pahelAM ja ApaNe vadhu du:khI thaI jatA hoIe chIe...! puNya pApa saMsAra che 106

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gUmaDuM thayuM hoya ane DokTara davA copaDI pATo bAMdhI Ape to. thoDI rAhata jaNAya che. tema puNyanA udayanA kAraNe saMsAranA duHkho upara malamapaTTA jevuM lAge che. paraMtu pATo kholo eTale vedanA anubhavavI paDe tema pApanA udayamAM malamapaTTA karyA vinAnA gUmaDA jevI paristhiti che. pApa ane puNya beya saMsAra che ane banne duHkhamaya che. jema pATAvALuM ane pATA vinAnuM banne gUmaDuM ja kahevAya che, kharuMne ? tema puNya ane pApa banne saMsAra ja che. saMsAramAM pApanA udaye jIva duHkhI thAya che. puNyanA udaye sukhI thAya che... ! jyAre duHkha Ave ane kyAre sukha Ave te kahI zakAya. nahi...! paraMtu ajJAnadazAnA kAraNe duHkhamAM jIva dveSa kare che ane sukhamAM rAga kare che... sukha khUba vhAluM che. ane du:kha sapanAmAMya koIne gamatuM nathI...! cAlo, Aje tamArA sarvenAM du:khane vaLAvI daIe, duHkha zuM che? du:kha kyAMthI Ave che? duHkha koNa mokale che ? du:kha koNa rAkha che...? A badhAMya praznone ApaNe vicAravAnA che. Ama to duHkha kUtarAM jevuM che... tame kUtarAne lAkaDI batAvo to bhAgI jaze... ane roTalI banAvo to pUMchaDI paTapaTAvatuM tamArI pAse AvI jaze... ! basa, duHkha sAme jJAnanI lAkaDI rAkho to duHkha tamArI najIka Avaze nahi... ane rAgAdinI roTalI batAvazo to tamArI pAse AvyA vinA raheze nahi...! Aje jJAnanI lAkaDI konI pAse che? prAyaH rAgAdinI roTalI. laIne ja cAreya bAju pharIe chIe. pachI duHkharUpI kUtarAMnI pAchaLa na paDe to bIjuM thAya paNa zuM? du:kha zuM che? zAstrakAra bhagavaMta batAve che jIvonA duHkhanuM kAraNa jApAsa jIvanuM ajJAna ja che. vizvamAM moTAmAM moTuM duHkha ajJAna che. ajJAna hare eTale duHkha ekakSaNa mATe paNa UbhuM na rahe...! duHkha zuM che? aMtaramAM paDeluM ajJAna e ja moTuM du:kha che. vizvamAM jIvo vividha che to du:khonA prakAra paNa vividha che, tame jene mahattva Apo te duHkha moTuM. tame jene gaNakAro nahi te duHkha nAnuM... duHkha nAnA moTAnI sAIjhamAM hotuM nathI, ApaNe kaI daSTie joIe chIe te vadhu mahattvanuM che... have duHkhane vaLAvI devAnA upAyo tamane batAvuM... du:kha Ave tyAre DagI na javuM. tame lokoe nadImAM AvatAM pUrane joyuM che ne ? tyAre kevuM bhayAnaka svarUpa hoya che! pUravALI nadInuM! vRkSane ukheDIne tANI. jAya... jhUMpaDAM... jhADa ane vakhata Ave to gAmonA gAma sApha karI nAMkhe... A nadInuM pUra...! badhAMyane ukheDIne pheMkI devAnI tAkAta dharAvatI A nadI parvatane to kAMIkarI zakatI nathI. vacce parvata Ave to te pharIne rasto karI le che paNa parvatane kAMI ja karI zakatI nathI. parvatane ukheDavAnI vAta to eka bAju rahI paNa parvatane halAvI zakatI nathI. nadI teno rasto karIne cAlatI thaI jAya che. parvata to aDaga ja rahe che kharuM ne? basa duHkho paNa nadInA dhasamasatAM ghoDApUra jevA che. bhalabhalAnI jiMdagI ukheDI nAMkhe. sukhanI zaiyAmAM poDhatA mAnavIne duHkhanuM pUra AvyuM nathI ne kAMTALA jaMgalamAM pheMkyo nathI ? duHkha bhalabhalAne raDato karI nAMkhe che... ! duHkha khAvAnuM... pIvAnuM ane UMghavAnuM badhuMya harAmakarI nAMkhe che kharuMne ? paraMtu parvata jevA aDaga mAnavIne duHkha kaMI ja karI zakatuM nathI... du:kha tene ja lAge che je aDaga nathI...! kASabhadeva bhagavAna sAthe cAra hajAra puruSo saMsAra tyAgI dIkSita banyA hatA. jaMgalamAM jaIne prabhu DhaSabha to dhyAnamagna banI gayA, keTalAya divaso dhyAnamAM pasAra thaI gayA. sAthe joDAyelA puruSo gabharAyA.... prabhu to khAvA... pIvAnuM tayAgI samatAyogamAM masta rahe che. ApaNe to badhA viSama banyA chIe. zuM karIzuM ? saMkalpavikalpomAM sarve kheMcAvA lAgyA. prabhu to gaucarI mATe nIkaLe paNa AhAranI aMtarAyanA kAraNe pAchA pharatA ane dhyAnamAM lIna banI jatAM.. tera mahinA ane dasa divasa sudhI AhAra prApta na thayo -1eo -108

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chatAM parvata samAna aDaga ane makkama rahyA. paNa sAthe joDAyelA bIjA badhA duHkhamAM UkhaDI gayA. DagI gayA. vanamAM phaLAdi paNa. khAvA lAgyA... ane prabhune choDI anyakSetre zakti anusAra jIvana jIvavA lAgyA, basa je Dage che, UkhaDe che te kAMI meLavI zakatA nathI. sAdhanAmAM saphaLatA meLavI zakatA nathI. du:khathI halI janArA hAra jAya che. duHkhathI DarI janAro prabhumAMbhaLI zakatA nathI. duHkha bhogavavAnI bAbata che. tenAthI bhAMgI paDavAnI ke bhAgI javAnI jarUra nathI...! tame aDaga banI jAva... duHkhane AvavA do... jarAya gabharAI na jAva... juo, pachI badhAya rastA tamArA mATe khullA thayA vinA raheze nahi. kadama asthira che jenAM, ene mAraga maLato nathI. aDaga mananA mAnavIne, himAlaya paNa naDato nathI. soLa satIjIonA jIvanacaritra vAMco to khyAla Avaze ke temane keTakeTalAM du:kho paDyAM che. aMjanAsatIne jaMgalamAM ekalAM mUkI devamAM AvyAM hatAM. patie paraNyAnI prathama rAtrie ja premane badale dhikkAra varasAvI, vidAya ApI hatI. caMdanabALAne bajAramAM vecAvavA UbhA rahevuM paDyuM hatuM. ane hA, chatAM samajavA jevI bAbata e che ke satIoe duHkhanAM nimittone dhikkAryA nahi. duHkhanI phariyAda kyAreya karI nathI. ApaghAta karavAnuM svapnamAMya vicAryuM na hatuM. sAsuno koI doSa nathI. pati to paramezvara che. bhale te je kare temAM tamane zA mATe kharAba kahevA. badhoya doSa mArAM karelA karmono ja che... badAya mArAM duHkhanA nimitta che. bAkI upAdAna to mAruM ja che. ema vicArI jiMdagIne majethI jIvatA hatA. prabhu mahAvIrasvAmIno AtmA maricInA bhavamAM duHkhathI halI gayo hato... sAro saMsAra choDI sAdhu banyA hatA. sAdhu banavuM bahu kaThina nathI paraMtu sAdhu banyA bAda sAdhupaNAmAM AvatAM pariSahone sahaja bhAve svIkArI samatA rAkhavI bahu kaThina che. nakhane rAMdhI nAMkhe tevI. garamI paDatI hatI. maricIthI garamI sahana na thaI zakI. mAthAnA vALa kheMcIne kADhavAnI bAbatamAM hArI gayA... basa, A duHkhoe maricInA jIvanamAM bhayAnaka parivartana karAvyuM. jaina munimAMthI banyA tridaMDI sAdhu.. pagamAM paherAvAnuM cAluM karyuM. mAthAno loca karavo paDato mUkane muMDana karAvavAnuM pasaMda karyuM. TUMkamAM, sAdhu kharA paNa sagavaDiyA sAdhu banyA. deha sukha-sagavaDatAnA kAraNe samyakacAritra gumAvyuM duHkhamAM halI gayA to sAco mArga choDIne kyAMya pheMkAI javuM paDyuM basa, A duHkhathI kyAreya halI javuM nahi. eTale ja koIke sAcuM ja kahyuM che ke... dhIraja dharake jo sahe, AMdhI yA tuphAna, use milatA hai aMtara kA varadAna. duHkhamAM dhIraja dharo.. duHkhane saharSa sahI lo... pachI jojo, tamane duHkhamAMya mastIthI jIvavAnA mahApuruSonA aMtaramAMthI AzIrvAda maLyA vinA nahi rahe. du:khathI hArI na javuM. are o satIjIo! dhanya che lAkha - lAkha vAra abhinaMdI e ApanI mahAna ane uttama nirmaLa daSTine... ! Apano amara ItihAsa Aje paNa bhavyonA hRdayakamaLamAM gUMjyA kare che. varaso thaI gayA paNa ApanI stutio Ajeya lokajananA mukhe madhusvara ane bhAva sAthe gavAI rahI che. duHkhane amRta banAvI pIvAnI preraNA sArAye vizvane Ape ApI che. sAsu-sasarA mane duHkha Ape che. patie mane duHkhI karI nAMkhI, A phariyAda karIne jIvatA lokone Ape suMdara jIvana jIvavAno bodhapATha Apyo che. Apa duHkhathI hAryA nahi. paNa duHkhane harAvavAnI kaLA Ape samAjane ApI che. tame du:khane vaLAvI devAno mauna bodha ApI gayA cho. basa, jIvanamAM AvatAM duHkhathI DaravAnuM nahi ane halavAnuM paNa nahi.. du:kha pravAha che te to vahI javAnA svabhAvavALo che. mAtra ApaNe to samajaNanA kinArA upara UbhA rahevAnuM. saheja paNa gabharAI javAnuM nahi. -109 -180

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sukha duHkha kI ciMtA mata karo, ve coM hI Ate hai jAte hai, - phula sadA kAMTo meM khilate hai, sepe murajhAte hai.... kAMTAonI vacce ja gulAbane khIlavAnuM hoya che. zaiyA upara to gulAba karamAI jAya che. basa jiMdagI bane che duHkhathI, mATe duHkhanA. dveSI na bano. duHkhanA premI banavAnI kaLA hastagata karI levAnI che. kAMTAthI gabharAvAvALo phUla laI zakato nathI, ane gulAba pAse jaI paNa zakato nathI, tema du:khathI gabharAto mANasa jiMdagIne mANI to. zakato nathI paNa jiMdagIne jIvI paNa nathI zakato...! amUlya mAnavajIvanane hArI javA sivAya bIjuM kAMI rahetuM nathI tenA mATe...! du:khathI bhAgo nahi du:khane bheTo! moTA bhAge duHkhathI bhAgI javAnI ja vRtti mAnavamAM jovA maLe che. duHkha to tene svapnamAMya Ave nahi... ane kadAca svapnamAM duHkhA dekhAI jAya to te jhabakIne pathArImAM beThA thaI jAya.. duHkhathI. bhAgI janArAne khabara nathI ke tuM jyAM bhAgIza tyAM duHkha to tArI sAme ja khaDuM thaI javAnuM che. kapaDAmAM vIMchI caDyo hoya to kapaDuM badalAvI devAya paNa bhAgA-bhAga karavAthI vIMchI UtarI javAno nathI. basa duHkha Ave to daSTi keLavAya. paNa duHkhathI bhAgI javAthI kAMI duHkha cAlyuM thoDuM javAnuM che. jagatamAM duHkha jevI cIja ja na hoya to mane lAge che prabhunuM bhajana ke prabhune yAda karavAnuM kyAranuM baMdha thaI gayuM hota. tamane kevuM lAge che? duHkha che to prabhu yAda Ave che. duHkhano upakAra mAno ke prabhunuM bhojana karavAnuM yAda karAve che.. jojo, bahu sukhI banI javAthI prabhunuM bhajana ochuM thaze. temane TAIma ocho hoya che. zakti ochI haze. TAIma ane zakti banne haze to bhAIsAhebane prabhu - bhajanano rasa ocho haze.. kAMIka evuM haze ke temane prabhu nAmasmaraNa karavAM nahi de... "sukha ke mAthe zilA paDo, bIsarA jAye rAma balihArI vo du:kha kI, palapala samare rAma." sUkhamAM sUjhe che kAma du:khamAM sUjhe che prabhu rAma, mATe du:khane premathI . -181 bheTI paDo... jema tamArA mitrane bheTI paDo cho ne? tema tame have duHkhane paNa bheTI jAva. duHkhathI bhAgI janArAo A jagatamAMthI kaMIpaNa lIdhA vinA gayA che jyAre duHkhane bheTI janArA jagatamAMthI kaMI laIne gayA che. tamone khabara che duHkha agni jevuM che. je ghAsane paLamAM bALI nAMkhe che. lAkaDAMne agni bALe che. paNa bahuvAra lAge che. lokhaMDane agni ogALI de che. sonAne paNa agni ogALI nAMkhe che kharuM ne? duHkhAgni paNa ghAsa jevA mAnavIne paLamAM bALI nAMkhe che... lAkaDAM jevAMne thoDIvAra pachI bALe che. lokhaMDa jevAne ogALatA bahu vAra lAge che... ane sonA jevA mAnavIne agni bahuvAre ogALe che. khera... sonuM agnimAM paDIne zudhdha bane che. tema duHkhAgni paNa sonA jevA mAnavIne mahAna banAve che. tame tamArI jAtane Aje pUchI lo... tame ghAsa jevo cho ? lAkaDAM jevA cho? lokhaMDa jevA cho? ke pachI sonA jevA cho ? jo sonA jevA hazo to tamArAM badhAMya duHkho Aje vaLAvI devAmAM saphaLa banyA vinA rahezo nahi, paraMtu saMsArI lokonI bahu khoTI Adata che ke duHkhone vaLAvavAnI jagyAe bIjAne bhaLAvI devAnuM tame kAma karo cho, eTale bIjAne duHkhI karavAnuM kAma karo cho. duHkhane bheTavAnuM paDatuM mUkI ApaNe eTalA badhA udAra ane vizALa dilanA chIe ke bIjAne duHkha bheTa ApI daIe chIe. sukha vaheMcavAnI cIja che jyAre du:kha to jAta para vahoravAnI cIja che. duHkhamAM ekala, sukhamAM badhAyane bolAvavA joIe. paraMtu AjanA jamAnAmAM garabaDa thaI gaI che. sukhamAM ekalo ane duHkhamAM badhAMne sAda pADIne bolAve che. zrI kRSNa vAsudeve kuMtIne mAMgavAnuM kahyuM tyAre tamone khabara che! kuntIjIe zuM mAMgyuM hatuM? nA sAheba, khabara nathI...! tamane koI deva mAMgavAnuM kahe to zuM mAMgo ? sAheba! jevo avasara. are vAha..! jevo avasara! paNa A kALamAM konA nasIba che ke devo. tamone mAMgavAnuM kahe! kuntIe mAMgyuM, 'he kRSNajI ! vipada: santa na zAzvataH jIvanamAM thoDI-thoDI vipadA eTale muzkelI du:kha ApatA -182

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rahejo jethI ApanuM raTaNa, bhajana karavuM bhulAya jAya nahi Aje duHkha mAMganArA keTalA...? duHkha gamADanArA keTalA ? duHkhane bheTanArA keTalA...? basa badhAyane sukha ja joIe che paNa duHkha to joItuM ja nathI. kharuMne ? je sukhanI IcchA hoya to duHkhane hasatAM hasatAM svIkAro. du:khathI bhAgo nahi paNa bheTI paDavAnI hiMmata rAkho.' koInuM anukaraNa na karo. ghaNI vakhata evuM ya banatuM hoya che ke jIvanamAM badhI rIte sukha hoya che chatAM manamAM duHkhane ApaNe loko janma ApatA hoIe che, kyAreya bIjAnA sukha sAme jozo nahi ane tamane je maLyuM che athavA che tene joyA vinA rahezo nahi. kharekhara, duHkhane sukha banAvavA cAhatA ho to tame tamArI daSTine keLavI lyo... kAraNa ke sRSTi palaTAvI nahi zakAya. temAM ApaNe parataMtra chIe, paraMtu ApaNe ApaNI daSTine palaTAvI daIe kAraNa ke temAM ApaNe svataMtra chIe. bIjAno Dresa joIne keTalA sukhI banI jatA hoIe che. bIjAno Dresa joIne duHkha thaI janArAnI saMkhyA ochI nathI... ! bIjAnI gADI joIne, baMgalo joIne, dAgInA joIne duHkhI bana janArA A jagatamAM ghaNAM mUrkha jIva che.. potAne je maLyuM che tene joIne sukha anubhavanArA koIka virala AtmAo ja haze. bIjAe baMgalo banAvyo ApaNe paNa banAvo. bhale jarUra hoya ke nahi... sabhya huM tuM ne nAthiyo ja bhalene hoya paNa baMgalo joIne badhA dAjyA kare... badhA baMgalo joyA kare. enA karatAM ApaNe bhavya baMgalo che tevI lokone khabara paDe... pachI bhalene te baMgalAmAM bhUtanI mAphaka rahevuM paDe...! bIjAne dAgInA jAIne... bIjAnI gADI. joI ApaNe paNa tevuM lAvI do...! are bhAI! anukaraNa karavAmAMya jarA buddhine kAme to lagADa... bIjAne chokarAe dIkSA lIdhI tamArA chokarAne apAvI do... bIjAe mAsakhamaNa karyuM, tameca mAsakhamaNa cAlu karI do... bIjAe lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna karyuM tuM karI de, lAkhanuM dAna ! nA... pApanA mArganuM anukaraNa karavA badhAya taiyAra che paNa dharma ane puNyanA mArganuM anukaraNa karavA koI taiyAra nathI..! tame tamArA jIvane sukhathI bharyuM bharyuM banAvavA mAMgatA ho to jIvanamAM bhautika jagatanuM anukaraNa karazo nahi. tame anukaraNa daSTino tyAga karI do pachI jo jo jIvanAme ghaNAM badhAM duHkhane tamAre vaLAvI devAno divasa AvIne UbhA raheza. duHkhane vaLAvavA mATe anukaraNa karavAnuM choDI do ane anukaraNa karavuM ja hoya to dharmI AtmAonuM karo...! kharuM kahuM to ApaNA duHkhe duHkhI thavAne badale bIjAnA sukhe ApaNe duHkhI thaIe chIe. du:khane koNa mokalAve che? duHkhanI IcchA ApaNe kyAreya karatAM nathI duHkhane dUra karavAnI IcchA ApaNe kyAreya karatAM na hoIe tevuM kyAreya banatuM nathI. chatAM navA duHkho UbhAM thAya che ane AvIne paDelAM duHkho to jANe ghara karI gayA che, te javAnuM nAma letA nathI kharuMne... ? to koNa mokalAve che. jIvanamAM duHkhone ? badhAya bhegA thaIne vinaMti karIe ke bhAI zA mATe amone duHkha Ape che? anya darzanamAM to sarve ema mAne che ke bhagavAna duHkha Ape che ane bhagavAna ja sukha Ape che. jyAre jainadarzana kahe che bhagavAna sukha paNa ApatA nathI ke koIne duHkha paNa ApatA nathI...! bhagavAna niraMjana nirAkArasvarUpa che. have te sidhdha banI gayA che. mATe jainadarzana kahe che. appA kattA vikattAya, duhANaya suhANaya T appA mittamamitta ca duSpaTTiya supaci ll duHkha jagatamAM koI saplAya karatuM nathI. duHkhanA kartA ApaNe chIe... ane ApaNA sukhanA kartA ApaNe pote ja chIe.... jagatamAM 'tamAro koI mitra nathI ane koI duzmana paNa nathI. tamAro AtmA ja tamAro mitra ane duzmana che. duHkha prabhu ApatAM nathI ApaNe ApaNAM jIvanamAM azubha pravRtti dvArA duHkhane janma ApIe chIe. -183 -184

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bIjA jIvonI hiMsA karavAnuM baMdha karo... bIjA jIvonI niMdA karavAnuM AjathI ja baMdha karI do... ane hA...! tamane duHkha ApanAra pratye paNa dhRNA UbhI na karo... sarvathA sau sukhI thAo, samatA sau samAcAro, sarvatra divyatA vyApo, sarvatra zAMti vistaro. sArAe jagatanuM bhaluM thAo.. sarve sukhI bano. sarve jIvo zAnti... samAdhine prApta karo... sarvene sukhI banAvavAnA prayatno karavAno prAraMbha AjathI ja cAlu karI do. duHkho tamArAthI lAkho yojana dUra raheze...! badhAnAM du:kho dUra karavA jeTalI tamArI pAse zakti na hoya to kevaLa badhAnAM duHkha dUra thAya tevI dilathI prArthanA to karo...! du:kha chatAM du:khI nahi. ApaNAM duHkhanuM kAraNa che bIjAnA sukha joIne duHkhI jhaI javuM ane bIjAnA duHkha joIne khuza thaI javuM. duniyAno moTAmAM moTo garIba te che je duHkhIne joIne duHkhI thato nathI. ane moTAmAM moTo amIra te che bIjAnAM sukha joIne kyAreya duHkhI thato nathI...! basa, tame ja tamArA ghaDavaiyA cho. duHkhane ghaDavuM ke sukhane ? duHkhamAM raDI paDavuM ke sukhamAM chakI javuM badhuMya tamArA hAthamAM che. jevAM karmo tame karazo tevAM bhogavavAnAM ja che. temAM jarAya zaMkAne sthAna nathI...! pachI te kRSNano AtmA hoya ke pachI rAmano hoya ke pachI . mahAvIra prabhuno hoya je hoya te tyAM koInI lAgavaga cAlavAnI nathI. karmono udaya Ave eTale bhogavavuM ja paDe temAM jarA sarakhI. koInI paNa lAgavaga na cAle...! hA. eka vAte ApaNe svataMtra chIe... du:khamAM du:khI thavuM ke nahi? rogamAM rogI thavuM ke nahi? duzmanano dveSa karavo ke nahi? te ApaNe vicAravAnuM rahyuM. juo sanatakumAra cakrIne soLa roga hatA. kharuMne ? munipaNAne dhAraNa karIne rogI hovA chatAM roganI asarathI mukta banI gayA. roga zarIraneche, AtmAne traNe kALe roga na hoya... AvI khumArIe -185 ja roge paNa rogI na banyA...! saMsArI rogamAM rahe che jyAre sAdhuo rAgamAM raDI paDe che.. roga to kadAca A bhava bagADe che jyAre rAmano roga to AtmAnA bhavobhava bagADI nAMkhe che. roganA duHkha karatAMya bhayAnaka che rAganuM duHkha...! mATe ja uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM prabhue batAvyuM che. rAgo ya drosoDaviya kmmvyN| juo koNika ane zreNikanA ItihAsane ! zreNikarAjAne kevuM asahya duHkha AvIne UbhuM che? pa00 phaTakA zarIra para phaTAphaTa jhIMkAtA hatA. bhalabhalA dhrUjI jAya ane halI jAya... chatAMya zreNikarAjA jAtane doSita TheravI prasannatAthI sahe che. du:kha che chatAM duHkhI to nathI ja! duHkha karmono udaya che temAM duHkhI thaI javuM e ApaNA puruSArthanI kacAza che. juo aMjanAsatIne ! tenA patie kevI tarachoDI mUkI hatI...! bAsa varasa sudhI khUba duHkha bhogavyuM. tenA duHkhanI kathA sAMbhaLanAra koNa ? chatAM pati to mArA paramezvara che evI daSTine jIvaMta rAkhavI e khAvAnAM khela nathI. karmono doSa gaNI bAra bAra varasa patinA viyogane paNa hasatAM - hasatAM sahana karyo hato ne? lo vAMco A paMkti ... vyathAnI vATane sImADA nathI hotA, AMsu pakavavAne nibhADA nathI hotA, eTale ja duniyA samajI zakatI nathI. ke... dila baLe che tyAre dhumADA nathI hotA. haiyAmAM atyaMta duHkha hovA chatAMya aMjanA jarAya du:khI banI nahi. kevI gajabanI dharatA haze e aMjanA sattInI ? AMkhanI sAme rAmane lAvI do... rAjya siMhAsananI jagyAe vanavAsa bhegA thavuM paDyuM chatAMe... prasannatAbhera ja gayA hatA. vanavAsamAM ane hA... cauda varasano vanavAsakALa hasatAM hasatAM umaMgabhera pUrNa karyo. duHkhanAM divasoneya sukhamAM TrAnsaphara karI devAnI -186

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AgavI kaLA rAmacaMdrajI pAse hatI je kAraNe 'hAyavoya'nI jagyAe 'hoya' cAlyA kare...sahajatAthI paristhitino svIkAra kIrane rAmajI duHkhamAMya sukhI rahyA hatA. du:khane vaLAvavA cAhatA ho to - du:khano svIkAra karo, tiraskAra na karo. duHkha mArAM ja karelAM karmanuM phaLa che tevuM vicAro. duHkhane hasatAM mukhe sahana karI lo. pelA bhoLA bhakta tukArAmane sAme lAvo. temanI patnI vicitra svabhAvavALI hatI. roja khaTapaTa cAlatI hatI. chatAMya tukArAma jAtane doSita gaNI prabhu bhajanamAM lIna thaIne duHkhanAM vAtAvaraNamAM sukhI. rahetA hatA. paradezI rAjAnA jIvanane nihALI lo. dharmathI opatI jenI jiMdagI banI hatI. chaTThanA pAraNe chaanI tapasAdhanA karatA hatA. temanI patnInuM nAma sUrikaMtA hatuM. tene paradezInuM dharma AcaraNa nA gamyuM tenI abhilASAo saMtASAtI na hatI. pariNAme rANI sUkiMtAe paradezIne pAraNAmAM jhera pIvaDAvI dIdhuM hatuM. chatAM juo paradezInI kevI nirmaLa daSTi hatI. te kahe che ke sUrivaMtA nirdoSa che mAtra te to nimitta che. mArAM ja karmono A doSa che...! jenA kAraNe du:kha paNa sukha banI gayuM hatuM. AvA to eka nahi aneka dAkhalAo ItihAsanAM pAne suvarNa akSare lakhAyA che. jeone jiMdagImAM duHkhanA ghUMTaDA premathI amRta mAnI pI jaIne samAjane preraNAnuM pAtheya pUruM pADayuM che. A kathAone AMkha sAme rAkhavAmAM Ave to moTe bhAganI ApaNI vyathAno sukhada aMta AvI jAya tema che. temAM leza zaMkA nathI. tamane lokone soLa roga to thayA nathI ne ? mAtra nAnakaDA rogothI tame hArI zA mATe jAva cho? rogamAM hasatAM rahevA mAMgatAM ho to jemane tamArA karatAM vadhu rogo che temane yAda karIne prabhuno upakAra mAno ke mane gUmaDuM ja thayuM che paNa kensara to nathI thayuM ne ? jo jo pachI gUmaDAnI pIDA ApoApa ochI thayA vinA raheze nahi...! tamArI jAtane sukhI mAno tamAro dIkaro tamArI sAme bole che. tamArI apekSA anusAra cAlato nathI. mATe tame hatAza thaI gayA cho. dIkarAne have jovo gamato nathI. tenI sAthe vAta karavAya tame rAjI nathI, kharuMne? to tamArI AMkha sAme koNikane lAvI do. tamane tamArI dIkaro phaTakA to marAvato nathI ne? athavA to dIkarAoe emanA mA-bApane gharaDA ghara bhegA karI dIdhA che tenA karatAM ta sAro che ne ? tamAruM kahyuna ja nathI karatA. eTaluM ja duHkha che. temAM dikarAne dhikkAranI daSTithI joIne tame zA mATe duHkhI thAva cho? rAma jevo putra A jamAnAmAM tamane nathI maLyo tenuM tamane duHkha thatuM haze, paraMtu A koNika jevo putra tamone A kaLiyugamAM nathI maLyo te mATe tamArI jAtane bhAgyazALI mAno...! tamArA patinA svabhAva bAbate tame duHkhI thaI jAva cho kharuMne? pati taraphathI tamArI apekSAo pUrI thatI nathI mATe tame duHkhI cho ? tamArI dhAraNA badhI khoTI paDavAthI tame duHkhI thaIne beThA cho ? to tamArI AMkha sAme aMjanAsatInA pati pavanajaMyane lAvIne goThavI do...! bAra varasa sudhI jene sAmuM paNa joyuM nathI khabara paNa rAkhI nathI. chatAM aMjanA dharmamaya jIvana jIvI rahI hatI. to mAre to ghaNuM sAruM che aMjanA karatAM. to zA mATe duHkhI thaIne jiMdagIne jheravata banAvI rahyA cho? patnI taraphathI jo tame duHkhI thatA ho to tamArI sAme tukArAmane goThavI do, juo pachI tame ja prabhuno upakAra mAnavAno bhUlazo nahi. acchA cAlo... paradezI jevI to patnI tamone nathI ja maLIne tamArA upavAsanA pAraNe maga ane maganuM pANI pIvaDAvI che.. garama rAba ane sUMTha khavaDAve che. AbhAra mAno Izvarano ke A kaLiyuganA kALamAMya tamArA nasIba ghaNAM ujaLAM che... ! tame tamArI 188 -187

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jAtane nazIbadAra mAno. tamArA jIvanamAM badhuMya sAruM ja che zA mATe tame nAnI bAbatothI duHkhI thaI jAva cho? AjanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne bahAra jAva tyAre tamAruM badhuMya duHkha vaLAvI daIne bahAra jajo. vidhinI sAthe vera na thAya, jIvana AkhuM jhera na thAya, nasIba chApelo kAgaLa che, temAM kadI phera na thAya. tamArI sAme je duHkho AvIne UbhA che tenAthI tamAre gabharAvuM nahi, kAraNa ke tamArAthI vadhu duHkhI ghaNAM jIvo che...! ApaNA jIvanamAM eka duHkha Ave che eTale ApaNe hatAza banI jatAM hoIe chIe ane tenAM kAraNe jIvanamAM rahelA navvANuM sukhane paNa ApaNe. duHkhamAM pheravI nAMkhavAnuM gAMDu kAma karI daIe chIe...! jagatamAM duHkha ja nathI. badhuMya duHkha ApaNAmAM ja che ane te ApaNe ja UbhuM karIe chIe...! AgamakAra duHkhanA mULane jaNAve che. jAvantaDavijjApurisA, sabbe te dukakhaM saMbhavA Apaell ajJAnatA 1 ApaNA duHkhanuM kAraNa che. jIvanamAM jo daSTikoNa badalAya to du:kha sukha banyA vinA nahi rahe...! ane khArA sAgaramAMya motI banIne rahevuM hoya to saMsAranA kSetramAM samyak daSTinA svAmI banI jAva...! vadhu du:khanI kalpanA na karo ghaNI vakhata jIvanamAM thoDuMka ja duHkha hoya che paNa te thoDA duHkhane kalpanA karIne, ApaNe ghaNuM duHkha banAvI detA hoIe chIe... are ! kalpanA karavI te ja duHkha che. mATe kalpanA kayAreya karazo nahi. juo arjuna mALI dIkSita banIne gaucarI mATe jyAre ghera ghera phare che tyAre koI apazabda bole che... koI lAkaDI o mAre che... koI paththaro mAre che... AhAranI jagyAe prahAra maLavA chatAMye arjuna munivara zuM vicAre che? are vAha... A loko keTalA sArA che! paththaro ane lAkaDIo ja mAre che. meM to temanA svajanone, saMbaMdhIone, kuTuMbIjanonA prANa harI lIdhA che. mArI nAMkhyA che teo mane mArI nAMkhatA to nathI ne? Ama samyak pariNAmanI dhArAe arjuna munivara che mahinAmAM to AtmAnuM kAma karI gayA... du:khamAM adhika du:khanI kalpanA karanAra kyAreya sukhI banato nathI. jyAre duHkhamAM adhika sukhanI kalpanA karanAre jyAre duHkhI banato nathI... ! eTale ja koIke kahyuM che ke... hara jalate dIpaka ke tale aMdherA hotA hai, hara aMdherI rAta ke pIche saverA hotA hai, gabharA jAte haiM loga musibatoM ko dekhakara, hara musibata ke pIche sukha kA DerA hotA hai. duHkha vinA mAnavInA jIvanano vikAsa thato nathI hoto. mATe mANase duHkhane hasatAM hasatAM sahI levuM joIe. paraMtu duHkhanI kalpanA karIne vadhu duHkhI to thavuM ja nahi...! eTale ja zAstrakAra pharamAve che ke saM savarNa no saMkalpa vikalpamAM rahenAra sAcA sukhane anubhavI zakato nathI. eka zaheramAM eka zAMta sosAyaTI hatI, temAM daza naMbaranA makAnamAM ciMtana ane cAMdanI nAmanA pati-patnI rahetA hatA. AkhI sosAyaTInA mANaso temane joIne IrSyA karatAM hatA. kAraNa pAMca varasathI sosAyaTImAM rahetA hatA. paNa kyAreya temanA jIvanamAM jhaghaDo ke UMcA avAje bolavAno prasaMga Avyo na hato. badhAMnAM manamAM hatuM ke A loko keTaluM suMdara jIvana jIve che! kyAreya be mAMthI ekeyane bolavAnuM thatuM ja nathI...! na kare nArAyaNa ane rAtre bAra vAge dasa naMbaramAM bolAbolI cAluM thaI... jhaghaDo thayo... ciMtana cAMdanI phUba jorathI jhaghaDI rahyA hatA. AkhI sosAyaTI UThI gaI... badhAya dasa naMbaramAM AvyA. badhAyane thayuM A loko koI divasa jhaghaDatA nathI ane jhaghaDyA tyAre AkhI sosAyaTI bhegI karI... badhA bhegA thaI gayA chatAM banne ekabIjAnI sAme vacanonAM tIra choDI ja rahyAM hatAM. sosAyaTInA vakila maphatabhAIne thayuM ke aMdara jaIne pUchI to juo ke tame zA mATe jhaghaDo cho ? maphatabhAI pravezyA jANe yudhdhabhUmimAM jatA hoya -189 -190

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duHkhIne joIne tame tamArI jAtane atyaMta sukhI mAnazo...! tamo sadbhAgI cho tevuM tamAruM mana kaheze. cAlo tyAre duHkhane bhUlI javAnA, duHkhane bhagADI devAnA ane duHkhane jIvanamAMthI vaLAvI devAnA vividha upAyo tamArI sAme batAvavAmAM AvyA che. have tamAre tamArA duHkhane haiyAmAMthI vaLAvI devAnuM che. cAlo tyAre, sAsu taraphathI vahune maLatAM duHkho ane vahu taraphathI sAsune maLatA duHkhone, pitA taraphathI putrane ane putra taraphathI pitAne maLatA duHkhone Aje vaLAvI daIe... ane sarvene nimitta gaNI. jAtane doSita gaNI jIvanane sukhathI bharyuM bharyuM banAvI daIe... hajI paNa du:khane vaLAvavAnA ghaNA upAryo che, je bhagavAne vadhu bhAvo prakAzyA che te bhAvo have avasare vicArIza...! tema...! are ciMtana zAtta bano... cAMdanI mauna rAkho. kema jhaghaDI. rahyA cho ? AkhI sosAyaTI bhegI thaI gaI. zuM che tamAre ? ciMtana bolyo... are huM cAMdanIne kahyuM cAMdanIne kahyuM che ke "mAre dIkarAne DokTara banAvavo che'' ane cAMdanI jIda pakaDIne beThI che ke "dIkarAne DokTara nahi enjiniyara banAvavo che." tyAM maphatabhAI, bolyA are bhalA! AvI bAbatamAM jhaghaDI paDatA haze! cAlo dekhADo, tamAro dIkaro kyAM che? tenuM moTuM joIne kahuM ke DokTara banI zakaze ke enjinaniyara?' ciMtane dhaDAko karyo ke ""hajI to jamyo nathI. janmavAno bAkI che." "A vAta sAMbhaLI maphatabhAIthI mAMDI AkhI sosAyaTI hasI paDI. hajI jabhyo ja nathI enI atyarathI zI rAmAyaNa karavAnI..?" lo vAMcI lo, duHkhamAM aDaga UbhA rahevA mAgatA ho to. dInatA na Ave du:khamAM, sukhamAM na Ave lInatA basa duniyAmAM ghaNAM mANaso evA che ke kalpanAo karIne ja duHkhI thaI rahyA che. ApaNe kalpanAo karIne duHkha to UbhA nA karIe...! kharekhara tame badhAya sukhI cho chatAMya duHkhanAM rodaNAM raDyAM karo cho. jagatamAM keTalAyane be TaMka khAvA nathI maLatuM to bhUkhyA sUvAnA divaso keTalAya mANasonA nasIbamAM che. tamAre traNa nahi tera TAIma khAvuM hoya to khAI zako cho. keTalAyane kAyA DhAMkavAM mATe paNa vastro nathI maLyAM jyAre tamArI tijorImAM paccIsathI trIsa joDI kapaDAMnI thappI paDelI hoya che...! have tamAre tamArI jAtane duHkhI mAnavAnI koI ja jarUra nathI. have kAma karo bIjAnA duHkhane dUra karavAnuM. vekezanamAM hila sTezanonI mulAkAta lo cho to jarA hospiTalo. ane jhUMpaDImAM ribAtA ane duHkhothI pIDAtA mAnavone jovA eka vakhata vekezanano samaya laIne mulAkAta lejo. to tamane khyAla AvI. jaze ke duniyAnA keTalAya mANaso karatAM ApaNe vadhu sukhI chIe... ! tamArAthI vadhu sukhIne joIne tame duHkhI thazo, jyAre tamArAthI vadhu -191 kevuM hatuM e bALapaNa, kevuM hatuM e bhoLapaNa, A AvyuM zANapaNa, gayuM mAruM bALapaNa, lAva DhoLI dauM mArUM zANapaNa, pAchuM zodhI lauM mAruM bALapaNa.