Vairagyasambhav Adhikar

Author(s): Chandraguptasuri
Publisher: Anekant Prakashan Jain Religious
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001166/1

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(adhyAtmasAra - adhikAra - 5) vAcatA pradAtA pa. pU. A. bha. zrI. vi. candragupta sU.ma. : Athirka sahakAra : zrI mohanalAla hindumalajI rAThoDa kuMbhAra TukaDA - bhUlezvara muMbai 400 004 For Private personal Use Only jerg

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mahAmahopAdhyAya zrImad yazovijayajI mahArAjA viracitA zrI adhyAtmasAraprakaraNAntargata : verAgya samajavADikAra: (vAcanApradAtA :) pU. A. bha. zrI. vi. candraguptasU. ma. sA. 9 prakAzano zrI anekAna prakAzana jaina rilIjIyasa TrasTa 9 Arthika sahakAra ) zrI mohanalAla hinadumalajI rAThoDa kuMbhAraTukaDAH bhUlezvaraH muMbaI - 4.

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prakAzananI pUrve ... pU. paramazAsanaprabhAvaka vyAkhyAnavAcaspati pUjyapAda A.bha.zrI.vi. rAmacandrasU. mahArAjAnA praziSya paramasamatAniSTha pUjyapAda A.bha.zrI.vi. amaragupta su.ma.sA. nA ziSya pU.A.bha. zrI vi. candraguptasUmi.sA. tathA pU.mu.zrI subhadravi.ma.sA. Adi tema ja pU. paramArA dhyapAdazInA AjJAvartI pU.sA.zrI paramaprabhAzrIjI ma. Adi lagabhaga cauda varSa bAda amadAvAda padhAryA. teozrInI paramatAraka nizrAmAM zA. nagInadAsa kacarAbhAI parivAra taraphathI sva. kailAsabahena manubhAI nagInadAsanA puNyasmaraNArthe traNa divasanI vAcanA-zreNInuM Ayojana karavAmAM AveluM. temAM zrI adhyAtmasAra prakaraNanA vairAgyasaMbhava adhikAne anulakSI pUjyazrIe vAcanA pharamAvelI. tenAM sArabhUta avataraNonuM A pustaka dvArA prakAzana karavAmAM AvyuM che. tenA parizIlanathI vairAgyavAsita banavA prayatnazIla banI rahIe e ja eka abhilASA. li. zrI anekAnta prakAzana jaina rilIjIyasa TrasTa .

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vairAgyasaMbhavAdhikAra (adhyAtmasAra). - pAlaDI, amadAvAda vi.saM. 2063, po.su. 10 bhavasvarUpavijJAnAd, dveSAnnairguNyadRSTijAt / tadicchocchedarUpaM drAga, vairAgyamupajAyate // 1 // anaMtopakArI zrI vItarAgaparamAtmAnA paramatAraka zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAstrakAra paramarSiono IrAdo eka ja hoya che ke ApaNe dharmane pAmI jaIe. dharma karavA karatAM dharma pAmIe e ja ekamAtra prayatna A mahApuruSono hoya che. Aje ApaNe dharma karavA mATe prayatna karIe chIe paNa dharmanuM phaLa pAmavA mATe koI prayatna nathI- ema kahIe to cAle. dharma karavA chatAM paNa jo ApaNane vairAgya ke cAritranI prApti na thAya to dharma phaLyo nathI enuM duHkha thAya ke dharmArAdhanA sArI cAle che eno saMtoSa hoya? Aje tame ke ame, dharma game che mATe dharma karIe chIe paNa A saMsArathI tAranAro che mATe dharma karIe chIe evuM nathI ne? zAstrakAro kahe che ke dharma duHkha TALavA mATe nathI, saMsAra TALavA mATe che. Aje amAre tyAM paNa guru gamI jAya mATe dIkSA laI le, paNa A saMsArathI taravuM che mATe dIkSA levA mATe lagabhaga taiyAra na thAya. saMsAranA sukhanI abhilASa jAya tyAre ja vairAgya prApta thAya che. game che mATe dharmanI zarUAta karI che, "pAmavuM che mATe dharmanI zarUAta nathI karI mATe dharma karavA chatAM tenuM phaLa pAmI zakAtuM nathI. Aje saMsAra asAra lAgI jAya- e vAta sAcI paNa saMsAra choDavo che- e vAta sAcI nathI ne? dharma duHkha TALavA ane sukha meLavavA mATe nathI, sukha kADhavA mATe ane duHkha bhogavI levA mATe dharma karavAno che.

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Aje ApaNe je dharma karIe chIe te zA mATe karIe chIe? dharma game che mATe ke saMsAra gamato nathI- mATe? zAstra kahe che ke saMsAra game nahi mATe dharma karIe to te dharma vairAgyathI thayelo kahevAya. Aje dharma game che ane sAthe saMsAra paNa game che mATe e dharma rAgamUlaka thAya che. dIkSA levAno adhyavasAya jAge ke na jAge, paNa saMsAra joIto nathI-ATalo adhyavasAya jAgI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. saMsAra rAgathI cAle che. ApaNA saMsArane lIlochama banAvavAnuM kAma rAga kare che. jyAre vairAgya ApaNA saMsArane ujjaDa banAve che. dharma rAgathI nahi, vairAgyathI karavo che. Aje tamAre tyAM ke amAre tyAM rAgathI dharma thAya che, vairAgyathI nahi. game che mATe dIkSA lIdhI, game che mATe kriyA karIe paNa saMsAra nathI joIto- A pariNAma nathI ne? jene duHkha nathI joItuM tene sukha joIe che e vAta nakkI che. Aje to amAre tyAM paNa kahe ke amane mAna nahi Apo to cAlaze paNa ame paNa mANasa chIe, amAruM apamAna na karazo. jene apamAna nathI gamatuM tene mAna joIe che ema samajI levuM. jyAM sudhI sukha game che tyAM sudhI dharma game- e vAtamAM mAla nathI. zAstrakAronI vAta to eTalI saraLa che ke e jo samajAI jAya to aMtarmuhUrtamAM mokSanI prApti thaI jAya. paNa ApaNe zAstrakAronI vAta upara vicAra ja karatA nathI. Aje abhavyo to ApaNA karatAM sArA ke mokSane mAnatA ja nathI. jyAre ApaNI chAtI eTalI majabUta che ke mokSane mAnavA chatAM mokSamAM javuM nathI. saMsArano abhilASa eTalo majabUta che ke mokSamAM javAnuM mana ja thatuM nathI. Aje ApaNI IcchAoe mAjhA mUkI che. e IcchAone pUrI karavA mATe dharmano paNa upayoga karavA mAMDyA ne? Aje ApaNe kadAca mAMgIe nahi, paNa "joItuM nathI'- A pariNAma (2)

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na Ave ne? jyAM sudhI "sukha joIe che" A pariNAma paDyo haze tyAM sudhI dharma nahi Ave. "mAMgavuM nathI" A khAnadAnI che. paNa joItuM nathI' A pariNAma jene hoya tenuM nAma dharmAtmA. ApaNo naMbara zemAM lAge? Aje A saMsAra choDavAnuM mana nathI enuM kAraNa zuM che? saMsAra sAro che mATe ke saMsAra sAro lAge che mATe? sa. saMsAra to asAra che. to tene sAro banAvavo che ke choDI devo che? Aje saMsAramAM anukULa vastuo na maLe to meLavavA mahenata karavI che ke choDavuM che? A saMsAranA padArthonI IcchAo koI kALe pUrI thavAnI nathI. IcchAne mAryA vagara koI mokSamAM jatuM nathI ane IcchAne pUrI karIne koI mokSamAM gayuM nathI. mokSamAM A saMsAranuM eka paNa sukha nathI. Aje to amArAM sAdhusAdhvI paNa mokSanuM svarUpa vikRtarUpe rajU kare che. viSayanA bhogavaTA vagara paNa viSayanuM sukha tyAM bhogavAya ema kahIne mokSanI lAlaca lagADe. asalamAM ApaNe to e kahevuM che ke koI jAtanuM viSayasukha tyAM hotuM nathI. viSaya vinAnuM ane viSayanI IcchA vagaranuM mAtra jJAnanuM sukha tyAM hoya che. viSayasukhanA lAlacune mokSanuM svarUpa samajAya- e zakya nathI. maratI vakhate paNa A sukhanI abhilASA jAgI na jAya e mATe roja saMleSaNAnA aticAranI AlocanA karavAnI che. koI paNa jAtanA A lokanA ke paralokanA sukhanI abhilASA jAge to saMkhanAmAM aticAra lAgyA vagara na rahe. Ama chatAM Aje saMsAranA sukha mATe dharma na kare to pApa kare? ema kahIne sukha mATe dharma karavAnuM kahenArAM sAdhusAdhvI maLI Ave che. bhaviSyamAM paNa sukhanI abhilASA na jAge tenI takedArI rakhAvanArA zAstrakAro atyAre sukhanI abhilASAthI dharma karavAnuM kahe - e zakya che? (3)

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vairAgyanI prApti kaI rIte thAya che te jaNAvavA mATe sauthI pahelAM bhavanA svarUpanuM vijJAna karavAnuM kahyuM che. A saMsAramAM eka paNa guNa nathI- evuM jJAna karavuM tenuM nAma bhavasvaspanuM vijJAna. je nirguNa che, evA saMsAra mATe dharma karavAnuM zAstrakAro kahe - A vAta magajamAM bese evI che kharI? A saMsAramAM puNyathI game teTalA sArAmAM sArA viSayo maLatA hoya toya A saMsAra nirguNa che ? evuM mAno? anukULa saMsAra puNyathI maLe che. puNyathI saMsAra maLe che mATe puNya kharAba che. Aje to tamane ne amane puNya nathI ane pApano udaya che. enuM duHkha che ne? je puNya bhogave che te rAganA kAraNe mAra khAya che ane jene bhogavavA maLyuM nathI te IcchAnA kAraNe mAra khAya che. "tamAre to badhuM sAruM.." Ama kahIne puNyanI anumodanA karanArA puNyanA artha che- ema samajI levuM. je jenI anumodanA kare te tenA arthI hoya. viratidhara jo aviratidharanI anumodanA kare to samajavuM ke Aje nahi to kAle te gharabhego thavAno. virati kSayopazamathI maLe che ane avirati (no bhogavaTa) puNyathI maLe che. kSayopazamabhAva maLyA pachI puNyanI IcchA rAkhe te pApamAM paDavAnA. lokotara mArge nIkaLelA, lokottara phaLanI IcchAvALA A saMsAramAM bhaTake to temAM zAstrakArano guna mAnavo paDe. AthI ja zAstrakAroe koI paNa yogya jIva A mArgathI ane mArganA phaLathI vaMcita na rahI jAya tenI kALajI Dagale ne pagale rAkhI che. paraMtu zAstrakAroe batAvelA mArgamAM ghAlamela kare to e guno zAstrakArono nathI. zAstra karatAM viparIta mArga batAvavo ane zAstra kahelA mArgathI viparIta mArge cAlavuM - e guno ApaNo che. Aje zAstra

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karatAM viparIta vAto karanArA paNa potAnA matanA rAganA kAraNe pravRtti kare che. pote pahelAM siddhAnta nakkI kare ane pachI zAstrapATha zodhavA nIkaLe, A vairAgyanAM lakSaNa nathI, rAgamUlaka pravRtti che. AvAo pAse javuM tenA karatAM ghera besIne ArAdhanA karavI sArI. sa. enA karatAM sArA sAdhu pAse javuM ema kaho ne? ema kahuM to tame mAnavAnA cho? tamAre to je veSa pahere te badhAne sArA ane tamArA karatAM UMcA gaNavA che ne? DokTarano veSa hoya to tene DokTara mAnI lo ke sArA DokTaranI zodhamAM nIkaLo? ahIM to kahe ke dharma ekAne sAro, sAdhu badhA UMcAH emAM "su" ane "ku no bheda na karavo ! DokTaramAM su-kuno bheda hoya, davAmAM su-kuno bheda hoya to deva-guru-dharmamAM paNa e bheda hoya ja ne? jemAM sArAmAM sAruM meLavavAnI bhAvanA hoya temAM sArA-khoTAno viveka karyA vagara na cAle. ApaNane bhagavAna game ane bhagavAnanI AjJA na game e sAruM nathI. bhagavAna game - e sAruM nahi, AjJA game e sAruM. bhagavAna game, te sukha meLavavA ane duHkha TALavA bhagavAna pAse jAya. bhagavAnanI AjJA game te sukha sAme na jue ane duHkha majethI bhogavI le. bhagavAne A saMsArane nirguNa kahyo che. jyAM sudhI saMsAra saguNa lAge tyAM sudhI bhagavAnanI AjJA samajAI nathI. Aje ame game teTalA jJAnI hoIe, sAdhupaNuM pALatA hoIe, loko amane vidvAna gaNatA hoya paNa jo saMsAranuM svarUpa amane oLakhAyuM na hoya to amArAmAM vairAgyano chAMTo nathI. sAdhupaNAmAM AvelAne paNa mAnasanmAnAda gamavA mAMDe, anukULatA sArI lAge to mAnavuM paDe ne ke haju saMsAra nirguNa

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lAgyo nathI. bhagavAne khAvApIvA ke paheravA - oDhavAnI nA nathI pADI paNa sAruM khAvApIvAnI ke sAruM paheravA - oDhavAnI nA pADI che. jIvanano nirvAha calAvavA mATe vastunI jarUra che ke sArI vastunI? jo sArInI jarUra paDe to samajI levuM ke saMsAra nirguNa lAgyo nathI. A badhI vAto nizcayanayanI cheH ema kahI-kahIne AnI upekSA karavAnuM kAma karyuM che. nizcayanaya paNa bhagavAne kahelo che-e yAda rAkhavuM. e nizcayane prApta karAve te vyavahAra sAco che. nikhyayanuM nAma sAMbhaLI moDhuM bagADe te to vyavahArAbhAsamAM che- ema samajI levuM. avirata kADhavA mATe AvelA aviratine puSTa banAve- e cAle? manuSyapaNAnI sAdhanAthI jo devalokamAM javAnuM thAya to te AnaMdano viSaya che ke duHkhanuM kAraNa che? ahIMnI sAdhanAthI mokSe javA na maLe enuM duHkha thavAne badale devalokamAM javAno AnaMda hoya tene sAdhanAnI kiMmata samajAI nathI. sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM jatAMnI sAthe te devone ema thAya che ke mokSamAM javAnA badale ahIM kyAM AvI gayA? tyAMnuM asaMkhyAtavarSanuM ane pachInA manuSyabhavanuM AyuSya dekhAya tenA kAraNe duHkha pArAvAra hoya che. mokSe javAnI AkaMTha IcchA hoya ane ATalo kALa saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM paDe teno vasavaso kevo hoya te to te ja jANe. - ApaNA kusaMskAra ane ApaNI anAdikALanI ceSTAnA kAraNe mahApuruSonI vAto ApaNane na samajAya, samajatAM vAra lAge e bane. paNa mahApuruSo ApaNI ciMtA karIne ApaNane A saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM che te samajAvavAnuM kAma kare che. Aje ApaNI najara pravRtti sAme che paNa mahApuruSonA vacana sAme nathI. Aje ApaNane je game che te dharma karIe chIe, bhagavAna kahe che te nathI karatA. je karIe chIe te sAruM che, kharAba nathI enI nA na paNa te game che mATe karIe chIe te

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khoTuM che. game che mATe nahi, bhagavAna kahe che mATe karIe to kAma sarasa thAya. AnA kAraNe rAga jAya, vairAgya Ave ane AjJAnuM pAlana thAya. AjJAnA pAlana mATe vairAgyanI tAtI jarUra che. A saMsAramAM koI paNa jAtano guNa nathI ema lAgyA vinA vairAgya nahi Ave. A saMsAra nirguNa jANyA pachI saMsAra pratye dveSa jAge e vairAgyanuM kAraNa che. Aje saMsAra tamane sAro lAge che ne? saMsAramAM beThA cho te zenA kAraNe? sa. sukhanA rAganA kAraNe. rAganA kAraNe ke AsaktinA kAraNe? rAga ane AsaktimAM pharaka che- samajAya che ne? rAga vastunI hAjarImAM thAya ane Asakti vastunA abhAvamAM paNa hoya. Aje amArI ja vAta karIe ke ziSya na thAya tyAM sudhI ziSyanI Asakti hoya ane ziSya thayA pachI ziSyano rAga naDe. Aje sAdhupaNAmAM AvelAne ziSyano rAga ane Asakti baMne herAna kare che. amAre tyAM guru-adatta paNa A rAgaAsaktimAMthI sevAvA mAMDyuM che. gurue bhaNAvavA mATe kahyuM hoya ane A samaje ke ApaNe enA guru thaI gayA. Aje niyama ApuM ke jyAM sudhI ApaNA guru beThA hoya tyAM sudhI ApaNe guru nathI thavuM. sa. AvanAra pote Agraha rAkhe to? to tevAne gharabhego karavo. mArA gurune guru na mAne teno guru huM na thau- ATalI paNa taiyArI jenI na hoya te sAdhupaNe kevI rIte pALI zake? For Private 7 ) personal Use Only

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sa. guru pote ja kahe ke tAro ziSya karavAno- to? guru ApaNuM moTuM joIne kahe. nakAmuM pelAne duHkha thAya enA karatAM ziSya karI Apavo : gurubhagavanta pAse ApaNe jo lAyakAta puravAra karI ApIe to guru evuM kare ja nahi. ziSyanA kAraNe mokSa nathI thavAno. je vastu kAmanI nathI ane ApaNA mATe taddana nakAmI che tenA mATe puruSArtha karavo e vairAgyanAM lakSaNa nathI. rAga ane Asaktino ja e prabhAva che. kAM to e rAga che, kAM to e Asakti che. ApaNe kyAM bhUlIe chIe te batAvavAnuM kAma mahApuruSoe karyuM che. ApaNA ajJAna nIce dabAyelI vastune pragaTa karavAnuM kAma temaNe karyuM che. Aje ApaNe saMsArane asAra mAnIe chIe te duHkhanA kAraNe mAnIe chIe, nirguNatAnA kAraNe nahi. saMsArane duHkhamaya tarIke nathI oLakhavo, nirguNa tarIke oLakhavo e ja saMsAranA svarUpanuM vijJAna che. zAlibhadrajIno saMsAra duHkhamaya na hato chatAM nirguNa hato, mATe ja asAra hato. saMsAramAM puNyAnubaMdhI puNathI maLeluM sukha paNa nirguNa che. Aje tamane puNyAnubaMdhI puNya para AsthA ghaNI che paraMtu e anubaMdha paNa kAyama TakavAno che- evuM nathI. kSayopazamabhAvathI maLeluM sAdhupaNuM paNa jatuM rahe che to puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kAyama TakavAnuM che? jyAM sudhI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyathI maLeluM sukha paNa bhUMDuM che-evuM nahi lAge tyAM sudhI vairAgya nahi Ave. Aje tyAga karavA chatAM vairAgya nathI Avato. mAtra choDI devuM e tyAga nahi, garama maLe to ThaMDuM choDI devuM e tyAga nahi, ThaMDuM maLatuM hoya to garama levuM nahi, tenuM nAma tyAga. sa. vastunI hAjarImAM tyAga karavAno ! vastunI hAjarImAM nahi, vastunI jarUriyAtamAM paNa vastu na levI te tyAga che. garama vastunI jarUra hovA chatAM na levI te tyAga che.

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sa. vastu maLatI hoya to tyAga zA mATe karavo? naDe che mATe. maLatI hoya topaNa naDe che mATe nathI levI. anukULatA levAnI ke ApavAnI nA nathI. anukULatA game che- e khoTuM che. vastu nathI naDatI, "game che e naDe che. "bhogavavuM nathI"- e tyAgano adhyavasAya che. "bhogavAtuM nathI mATe tyAga karavo- A to bhogano adhyavasAya che. viSayakaSAyane- rAgane AdhIna thAya teno vairAgya na Take. vairAgyathI vAsita thayA vinA ke saMsArane nirguNa mAnyA vinA dharma mokSasAdhaka na bane. sAdhana bhaMgAra nathI paNa ApaNo Azaya bhaMgAra che-enI takalIpha che. Aje dharma karanArane saMsAra na ja game ne? Aje amAre tyAM paNa potAno varga vadhe tenI harIphAI cAlu che. ApaNe to kahevuM che ke be mANasa ApaNI pAse Ave ke na Ave emAM zuM pharaka paDavAno? ApaNe jo ArAdhanA karIne ISTa sthAne pahoMcI jaIe to kAma pUruM thaI gayuM. hajAra mANasanI TreIna hoya ane emAM mAtra be jaNa besIne jAya to ISTa sthAne pahoMce ke na pahoMce? A saMsAramAM kAMI paNa sAruM lAge to samajavuM ke ApaNe nakAmA thaI gayA. jyAre A saMsAra nakAmo lAge tyAre ApaNuM kAma zarU thayuM ema samajavuM. game teTalo puNyano prakarSa hoya topaNa te mokSasAdhaka ja hoya tevuM nathI. puNya hoya ne upayoga karI laIe e ju. paNa prabhAvanA mATe puNya bheguM karavuM e sAdhanA nathI. gRhasthane paNa kahyuM che ke jenI pAse hoya te dharmamAM kharce, kharcavA mATe kamAvAnuM nathI kahyuM. Aje tamane ke amane sukha-anukULatA ja game che, mATe ja saMsAramAM rakhaDIe chIe. avirati game che mATe ja saMsAramAM rahyA chIe. jene avirati bhogavavI nathI tene saMsAramAM rahevAnuM kAma zuM che? A saMsAramAM rahevAnuM mana avirata ja karAve che.

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- A saMsAramAM duHkha che mATe nahi, saMsAra nirguNa che mATe tenI pratye dveSa jAge te vairAgyanuM kAraNa che. Aje to amArAM sAdhusAdhvI paNa mumukSune samajAve ke saMsAramAM rAMdhavAnI kamAvAnI kaDAkUTa, jeThANI-derANI, sAsu-sasarAnuM mAnavAnuM duHkha che. dIkSAmAM e kazuM nathI. A rIte samajAvIne dIkSA Ape te vairAgyathI vAsita banAve kaI rIte? sa. bhagavAne gautamasvAmIjIne kheDUtane pratibodhavA mokalyA tyAre pelo pratibodha pAmIne gharabhego thayo chatAM bhagavAne kahyuM ke bodhibIja pAmI gayo. tevuM amArA mATe na bane? bhagavAna jJAnI hatA mATe evuM kare. ame jJAnI nathI mATe amAre to bhagavAnanA vacanane anusAre ja pravRtti karavAnI. amAre to vairAgyanI parIkSA karIne pachI ja dIkSA ApavAnI. bhagavAna jJAnI hatA ane gautamasvAmIjI bhagavAnanA kahevAthI gayA hatA. jJAnI kare te mArga nathI, jJAnI je kahe te mArga che. eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM. Aje sAdhusAdhvI paNa avirata kevI bhUMDI che ane kaI rIte sAdhanAmArgamAM aTakAve che ? eno vicAra ja nathI karatA. temane paNa anukULatA gamavA mAMDI che. AyaMbilakhAtuM sarasa che, upAzraya sarasa che, kSetra sarasa che : evI anumodanA karavA bese tene siddhikSetra sAruM lAge- e vAtamAM mAla nathI. saMsArano abhilASa ja ApaNane saMsAramAM rAkhe che. AthI ja uttarArdhamAM jaNAvyuM che ke taSThiocchedrarUpa- saMsAranA sukhanI IcchAno uccheda karavAnI bhAvanA svarUpa ja A vairAgya che. Aje sukhanA arthIoe dharmane cALIne veraNacheraNa karI nAMkhyo che. Aje sAdhusAdhvIoe paNa anukULatA ApIne lokone dharma karatA karyA che. enA kAraNe dharma karavA chatAM dharma pAmI zakAto nathI. sukha uparanI napharata tenuM nAma vairAgya che. duHkha uparanI napharata e to bhoganI Asakti che. jene saMsAramAM 10 )

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bhaTakavAnuM hoya tene duHkha pratye napharata hoya. sukha pratye napharata tene hoya ke jene nirveda prApta thayo hoya. A saMsAramAM duHkharUpa jo kAMI hoya to te karmajanya sukho che. saMsAranuM sukha e apathya che. Aje sukhanI Asakti bhayaMkara che. tene ochI karavAnuM mana paNa nathI thatuM ne? sa. dhIre dhIre ochI karIe. roga thayA pachI apathyano tyAga eka jhATake karo ke dhIre dhIre karo? sukhanI AsaktithI bhavaroga vakare che ema jANavA chatAM paNa tene dhIre dhIre kADhavI che ne? Aje tamArI mAnyatA zuM che? paisA haze to sukhI thaIzuM ane sAdhu thaIzuM to duHkhI thaIzuM : A ja ne? sukhanI Asakti ane duHkhano dveSa saMsAra choDIne sAdhu thavA deto nathI. sa. bemAMthI vadhAre kharAba zuM? - je naDe che. ApaNane je naDe te avarodha karavAnuM. banne naDe to banne dUra karyA vagara nahi cAle. avirata jyAM sudhI game che tyAM sudhI dharma karavAnI lAyakAta nahi Ave. jene avirati game tene aDhAreya pApasthAnaka sevavA ja paDavAnAM. avirata jevuM bhayaMkara koI pApa nathI. chAsaTha sAgaropama pahelAM gayelA mithyAtvane pAchuM laI AvavAnuM kAma A avirata ja kare che. Aje sAdhusAdhvI pote je choDIne AvyA te tamane sAruM maLe evo puruSArtha kare - e cAle? pote sukha choDIne AvelA bIjA sukhI thAya evI ciMtA kare? pote paisA choDIne AvyA e bIjAne paisA maLe evo kImiyo batAve? pote zarIranuM mamatva mArIne AvyA teo bIjAne zarIra sAruM rahe evo upAya batAve? sAdhu pote davA na kare. potAnI davA karavAnI bhagavAne nA pADI hoya to tevAo bIjAnI davA kare, maMtra taMtra jaDIbuTI batAvee kema cAle? ( 11 )

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have ziSya zaMkA kare che ke viSayono bhogavaTo karIne tRpti thAya pachI vairAgya sArI rIte prApta thAya ema che, to tevo upAya zA mATe batAvatA nathI-tenA nirAkaraNamAM AgaLanI gAthA jaNAvI che. bhava nirguNa che ema jANyA pachI saMsAra pratye dveSa jAge ane enA kAraNe saMsAranA sukhanI IcchAnA uccheda mATe je pariNAma jAge tene vairAgya kahevAya che. Aje moTA bhAganA lokonI e mAnyatA kaho ke phariyAda kaho- e che ke saMsAranA sukhanI IcchA maratI nathI, eka vAra e IcchA pramANeno bhogavaTo thaI jAya to IcchAnI tRpti thaI jAya ane pachI vairAgya prApta karavAnuM kAma saraLa banI jAya : A pramANenI zaMkA Aje ghaNAne che. zAstrakAroe enI noMdha karI che. ApaNo naMbara emAM lAge che ke nahi- e ApaNe vicArI levAnuM. Aje ApaNane saMsAra cAle evo che ke saMsAra cAle ema nathI? Aje tamArI-amArI dazA e che ke thoDuMghaNuM sukha maLatuM hoya to duHkha nabhAvI levAnI taiyArI che. svabhAva Akaro hoya paNa kAma sAruM karato hoya to tame paNa nabhAvo ane ame paNa nabhAvIe. amAre tyAM ziSyano svabhAva bhaMgAra hoya paNa kAma sAruM karato hoya to nabhAvI laIe. tevAne kADhI na mUkIe ane guruno svabhAva barAbara na hoya to tarata chUTA thaI jAya. guruno svabhAva nathI nabhato ane ziSyano svabhAva nabhI jAya che tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke guru kAma nathI karatA ane ziSya kAma kare che. anukULatAno rAga kevo bhUMDo che-e samajAya che? rAga doSo nabhAvavAnuM kAma kare che ane vairAgya guNane zodhavAnuM kAma kare, doSone na nabhAve. puNyanA kAraNe rAga thato hoya to te puNya choDI devuM che- eTaluM nakkI? rAganA kAraNe sArAMmAM sArAM upakaraNo paNa mAranArAM bane che. Aje rAganAM sAdhanone dUra karavAnA badale e 12

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sAdhano tijorImAM sAcavI rAkhavAnuM kAma karyuM che ne? tame caravaLo sAcavo ke paiso sAcavo? paisA tijorImAM mUko ke caravaLo? tamAre mana kiMmata konI? caravaLAnI ke paisAnI? amAre tyAM paNa sAdhupaNAnA upakaraNonI AzAtanA thAya. je odho laIne nAcyA hatA te oghA upara paga AvI jAya evuM ya bane ne? saMsAranAM upakaraNo karatAM mokSanI sAdhanAnAM upakaraNo evAM batAvelAM ke jenA kAraNe saMsArI ane sAdhu vaccenI bhedarekhA UbhI rahe. evAM paNa upakaraNone na sAcave to sAdhu ane saMsArI vacceno bheda UDI jAya. Aje odho jyAM-tyAM mUke e AzAtanA che ne? jeo odho sAcave che te paNa melo na thAya e mATe sAcave ke saMyamanuM-bhavanistAranuM sAdhana che mATe sAcave? A badhu zAMtithI vicAravAnI jarUra che. mokSanAM sAdhana upara paNa jo mamatva jAge to te mokSamArgamAM bAdhA karyA vinA nahi rahe. Aje ghaNAne ema che ke viSayono bhogavaTo thato nathI mATe IcchAo maratI nathI, satata IcchAo rahe che tenA badale eka vAra bhogavaTo karI laIe to mana zAMta thaI jAya. pachI vairAgya pedA thaI jaze- AvI mAnyatAmAM ApaNe chIe ke nahi? Aje dharma karavo che paNa avirati sAtheno dharma karavo game che. aviratinuM pApa bhayaMkara chee mAno cho? sa. saMsAramAM elya pApa lAge tevo dhaMdho kayo? dhaMdho e pApa che ema mAno cho? dhaMdhAne pApa na mAne ane alpa ke Adhaka pApanI vAto kare teno koI artha nathI. zAstramAM alpa ke adhika pApanI vAta nathI karI. alpa baMdhanI vAta karI che. pApa pravRttinA kAraNe nathI lAgatuM, pariNAmanA kAraNe baMdha thAya che. samaddhi nIvo. gAthAmAM paNa zuM kahyuM che? baMdha alpa thAya che. Aje taiyAra 13)

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vastu maLatI hoya to navesarathI banAvavuM sAruM nahi, ATaluM magajamAM bese? lAITa cAlu hoya to teno upayoga karavo ke dIvo saLagAvavA besavuM? sa. baMnne baMdha hoya to zuM karavuM? jemAM tamArA pariNAma nirdhvasa na bane- evuM karavuM. pravRttinA kAraNe pApa nathI, nirbasa pariNAma pApabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. samakitIne alpabaMdha kahyo che tenuM kAraNa paNa eka ja che ke nena na nighaMgha khaphA pariNAma nirdhvasa na bane tenI kALajI rAkhavI che. vyavahAra paNa cokhkho joIe enI nA nahi, paNa zarUAta pariNAmathI karavI che. pravRttinA bhoge pariNAma sAcavI levA che, pariNAmanA bhoge pravRtti nathI karavI. amArA AcAryabhagavA kahetA ke pahelAM khAtAM zIkho pachI tapa karatAM zIkho. tapa karanAra khAvAmAM lAlacu bane e na cAle. amane paNa gocarI letI vakhate zIkhavyuM che ke je nirdoSa maLe te laI nathI AvavAnuM, bhagavAne je kahyuM hoya te nirdoSa maLe to levAnuM. Aje to tarapaNI bharIne dUdhapAka laI Ave ane pAchuM gurubhagavanta pUche to kahe ke tyAM ghaNuM hatuM. ghaNuM hoya mATe lAvavAnuM ke bhagavAna nA pADe che mATe mUkI AvavAnuM? pahelAM bhagavAnanI AjJA jovAnI pachI nirdoSa jovAnuM Aje ame viSayono tyAga karavAnuM kahIe to tarata kahe ke IcchA pUrI karyA vinA viSayono tyAga karIe to mana sprIMganI jema UchaLe che ! manane dabAve ja nahi to te UchaLavAnuM ja. sa. jIvonI manovRtti ja evI thaI gaI che. tame pAchA badhA jIvonI vAta kyAM mAMDI? huM tamArI vAta karuM chuM, tame bIjA sAme najara na karo. Aje ahIM je beThA che tenI ApaNe vAta karavI che, bahAranAnI nahi. koI DokTara evo joyo che kharo ke je 14 )

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davAkhAnAnI bahAra rahelA dardInI davA kare? ApaNane IcchAo pUrI karIne vairAgya meLavavo che ke IcchAo mArIne? amAre tyAM paNa A ja mAnyatA che. navakArazI sArI thAya to svAdhyAya sAro thAya. bhUkhyA peTe svAdhyAya nathI thato. havA-ujAsa sArA hoya to svAdhyAya sAro thAya, tApa lAge to svAdhyAya sAro thato nathI. A mAnyatAvALA zaMkAkAranA vaMzaja che. mAthe sagaDI hovA chatAM kevaLajJAna maLI zake, ane garamI lAge to svAdhyAya na thAya? kayA vaMzamAM ApaNe jamyA chIe? ApaNA mAthe sagaDI to nathI mUkI ne? mAtra tApa ja sahevAno che. te paNa agnino nahi, taDakAno veThavAno che. emAMthI paNa bAkAta thaI jaIe e cAle? ApaNI IcchAoe ApaNane duHkhanA kAyara ane sukhanA lAlacu banAvyA che. sa. IcchAothI dUra rahevAno upAya zuM? DAyAbiTisa thayuM hoya tenA mATe mIThAIthI dUra rahevAno upAya zuM? tyAM prayatna karo ke enI meLe thaI jAya? hArTa eTeka Ave tyAre chAtI para hAtha mUkavo paDe ke enI meLe mukAI jAya? kema? nukasAnanuM bhAna satata che ne? tevI rIte IcchA mAre che- A adhyavasAya satata TakAvI rAkhIe to IcchAthI dUra rahI zakAya. sa. tyAM jevo anubhava thAya che evo ahIM nathI thato. sAcuM bolo cho? IcchAonA kAraNe atyAra sudhI keTalA herAna thayA, eno anubhava to tamArI pAse che je mAtra ene kAme lagADatA nathI. tamAro potAno ja anubhava kAme na lagADo to jJAnIono anubhava kaI rIte kAma lAgaze? atyAra sudhI jeTalI IcchAo thaI che e badhI pUrI thaI che ke adhUrI rahI? sa. so nirAzA vacce paNa eka AzA paDI che. 15)

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e AzAne ja kADhI nAMkhavI che ane nirAzAne kAme lagADavI che. tame saMsArathI nirAza thAo- e tamArA hita mATe che. AzA rAkhe kAMI vaLavAnuM nathI. saMsAramAM sukhanI AzA rAkhe teo nirAza ja thavAnA. so sugaMdhI puSpa vacce eka sarpa nIkaLe to zuM karo? game teTalAM sukhanAM sAdhano vacce paNa duHkhanuM eka kAraNa hoya to sukha nathI maLatuM ne? AzAne kAme lagADavAnA badale nirAzAne kAme lagADavI che. sa. haju sudhI saMsAramAM thAka nathI lAgyo, ahIM thAkI jaIe chIe. mArA gumahArAja eka daSTAnta kahetA hatA ke eka mANasa jaMgalamAM musApharIe gayelo. savArathI bapora sudhI cAla cAla karyuM. bapore bharataDake kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI ane eka DagaluM paNa calAya evuM na hovAthI eka jhADa nIce badhA dAbhaDA kholIne jamavA beTho. eTalAmAM eka gAmaDiyo bUma pADato Avyo ke vAdha Avyo. te vakhate pelo mANasa zuM kare? khAvAnA DabbA levA Ubho rahe ke jIva laIne nAse? sa. haju amArA jIva upara nathI AvyuM. jIva para Ave tenI rAha jotA besI rahevuM che? tame gamAra cho mATe rAha joIne besI raho. jJAnIone to pariNAma najara sAme dekhAya che- e thoDI upekSA kare? tamane roga bhayaMkara na lAge toya DokTara tamArI upekSA thoDI kare? ApaNe ApaNI ayogyatA batAvIe e judI vAta. bAkI jJAnIo ApaNA hitanI upekSA na kare. ApaNane tAranArA maLI Ave to temanuM mAnavAnI vRtti keLavI levI che. atyAra sudhI ApaNe IcchAo mArI nathI- evuM nathI. IcchAo mAratAM to (1) 16.

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AvaDe che, paNa te zarIra khAtara, ApaNA svArtha khAtara! paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA khAtara IcchAo mAravI nathI- kharuM ne? graMthakArazrI kahe che. viSayomAM tRpti thayA pachI vairAgya thAya e zakya ja nathI. kAraNa ke IcchA mujabanA badhA viSayo atyAra sudhI koIne maLyA nathI ane maLavAnA paNa nathI. A sAMbhaLIne ziSya pharI zaMkA kare che ke jeTaluM maLe che eTaluM to bhogavavA do. bhale mIThAIpharasANa na maLe paNa je cAra vastu maLe te to premathI khAIne tRpti karavA do. tyAre graMthakArazrI kahe che ke viSayonA bhogavaTAthI kyAreya tRpti thatI nathI. te dRSTAntathI samajAvavA mATe ahIM jaNAvyuM che ke lAkaDAM nAMkhavAthI jema agni na bujhAya tema viSayonA bhogavaTAthI viSayatRSNA kyAreya zAMta na thAya UlaTI vadhu pradIpta bane. Aje dAvAnaLa paNa zAMta thAya che ane ApaNI viSayatRSNA zAMta nathI thatI- enuM kAraNa zuM? dAvAnaLane IMdhana na maLavAthI te holavAI jAya che jyAre ApaNe viSayatRSNAnI sagaDImAM bhogavaTAnuM Indhana nAMkhyA ja karIe chIe mATe te bujhAtI nathI. have samajAyuM ne ke viSayonI pUrti na karavI e ja IcchAone mAravAno upAya che. chokarAone IcchAthI dUra rAkhavA zuM karo? meLAmAM laI ja na jAo ne? Aje bApAone kevI rIte dUra karavA? chokarA upara tamAruM niyaMtraNa che, tamArA upara koInuM niyaMtraNa nathI ne? viSayanI jarUra paDe ne levuM paDe to ya be kSaNa thobhI javuM che, jethI Avega zAMta thaI jAya. vastu sArI che mATe nathI levI, jarUra che mATe levAnI che. amane paNa nirdoSa levA nathI kahyuM, rAga na kare evuM levA kahyuM che. rAgane puSTa banAve, dedIpyamAna banAve tevuM nirdoSa, paNa amAre na levAya. Aje to ame amArA mATe 17 )

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banAveluM che ke nahi eTaluM joIe. paNa eTalAmAtrathI kathya-akathyano viveka na thAya. sAthe rAga vadhe che ke nahi- e paNa jovuM paDe. rAga na thAya evuM nirdoSa maLyA pachI paNa Avegane rokavA mATe paccakhANa pAryA pachI sattara gAthAno svAdhyAya karavAnuM pharamAvyuM che ke jenA kAraNe Aga zAMta thAya, pravRtti para kAbU Ave ne rasa marI jAya. bhagavAne mArga to sarasa batAvyo che paNa ApaNe ene bhUMsavAnuM kAma karyuM che. Aje to paccakhANa pArIne pachI ja vahoravA jAya ane AvIne sIdho vAparavA besI jAya. AvAno Avega zAMta thAya ke tUTI paDe. ane enA kAraNe na maLe to tapovRddhinI taka paNa jatI rahe. paccakhANa pAryA vagara gayA hoIe ane nirdoSa na maLe to tapa karavAnI taka maLe ne? sa. jeo makAnamAM hoya te to paccakhANa pALIne taiyAra rahe ne? - nA, te paNa nirdoSa AhAra maLI gayA pachI ja paccakhANa pAre, nahi to tapovRddhi kare. pahelethI paccakhANa pArIne jAya teno artha zuM? doSita paNa calAvI levAnI vRtti che-e ja ne? moTA bhAge ApaNe to game che mATe dharma karIe chIe, saMsAra gamato nathI mATe nahi. dharma sAro lAge che paNa saMsAra khAro na lAge ane dharma karIe, e ApaNI khoTI zarUAta che. ane e ja ApaNI moTAmAM moTI bhUla che. Aje dharma karanArA paNa hetuo kevA batAve? dharma ekAne kalyANakArI che, atyAre zAMti maLe, bhaviSyamAM sukha Ape che mATe dharma karIe chIe. paNa saMsAra khAro che mATe dharma karuM chuM- AvuM kahenAra Aja sudhImAM to koI maLyuM nathI. (18)

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sa. dharma kalyANakArI to che ja ne? tame kalyANa kayuM gaNo cho? dharma karyA karo ne sukha maLyA karee ja ne? sukha maLe to ja dharma phaLe- A ja mAnyatA che ne? zAstramAM kahyuM che ke zarIra upara sojA Ave enA jevo A dharmathI thanAro puNyabaMdha che. puNyathI maLatAM sukhonA kAraNe je zobhA dekhAya che te sojAnA kAraNe zarIranI zobhA jevI che. enAthI rAjI thavA jevuM nathI. ApaNe e kahevuM che ke dharma pratyeno Adara saMsAra pratyenA anAdaramAMthI pragaTavo joIe. jene saMsAra game che te dharmano upayoga saMsAra sudhAravA ane vadhAravA mATe karavAno. jene saMsAra na game te dharmano upayoga saMsAra kADhavA mATe karavAno. saMsArano aNagamo pedA thayA vinA dharmanI zarUAta karI e sauthI moTI bhUla che. Aje sAdhupaNAmAM AvyA pachI paNa jo viSayanI napharata na jAge to sAdhupaNAmAM kamAyA zuM? Aje sAdhusAdhvInI najara paNa viSaya upara maMDAyelI hoya, to karavuM zuM? makAna gamI jAya, kapaDuM gamI jAya, khAvApIvAnuM gamI jAya, vAto karavAnuM game to ahIM AvIne karyuM zuMema pUchavuM paDe ne? sa. hiMsAnuM pApa chUTyuM eTale badhAM pApa gayAM ne? zuM vAta karo cho? ekendriya jIvo to koI jAtanI hiMsA nathI karatA. tame vanaspatine kApo cho, vATo cho, vanaspatikAyanA jIvo koIne pIDA nathI ApatA. to temanuM pApa aTakI gayuM? to sAdhubhagavantanA pApa kyAMthI aTakI gayA? Aje tamane vanaspatikAyanI virAdhanA karatAM AMcako Ave che? caTaNI bhAve ne? keTalA jIvonI hiMsA thAya? chatAM rAga kevo? 19

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sa. cAra mahinA enA vagara na cAle. Avo rAga kyAM laI jaze- enI ciMtA kharI? sa. khAvuM ane kharAba kahevAnuM? kharAba kahezo to chUTI jaze. sAruM kIdhA karazo to jiMdagImAM chUTaze nahi. anantA tIrthaMkara bhagavantoe saMsAranI niMdA saMsAramAM rahIne ja karI hatI. jyAM sudhI chUTatuM nathI tyAM sudhI niMdA karIne aLagA thavA prayatna karavo che. sa. mekumAra ke jaMbukumArane eka ja dezanAmAM asara thaI ane amane... emane joItuM hatuM. jene joItuM hoya te bhAvatAla karavA na bese. jene bhAvatAla karavA hoya te dasa jagyAe phare. jene joItuM hoya te to jyAM maLe, je bhAve maLe tyAMthI laIne cAlavA mAMDe. sa. emanI pAse eTalI sAhyabI hatI, amArI pAse to... emanI pAse je hatuM te joItuM natuM. tamArI pAse nathI eya tamane joIe che- mATe naDe che. temane cha khaMDa aDyA nahi, tamane be vastu paNa naDI jAya che. jene joItuM hoya tene vairAgya na Ave. jene joItuM nathI tene vairAgya hoya. sa. emane puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hatuM mATe joItuM na'tuM. e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya AvyuM kyAMthI? vairAgyamAMthI ja ne? vairAgya vinA puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hoya nahi. A adhyAtmasAra prakaraNamAM ja jaNAvyuM che ke puNyAnubaMdhI puNya naDatuM nathI temAM mithyAtvano kSayopazama kAma kare che. mithyAtvanA kSayopazamanA kAraNe saMsAra khAro lAge che ane cAritramohanIyanA kSayopazamanA kAraNe mokSano utkaTa rAga pedA thAya che. dharma to auyikabhAvathI ya gamI jAya. saMsAra 20

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kSayopazamabhAvathI ja khAro lAge. Aje ApaNI to hAlata e che ke puNya ja maLatuM hoya to nirjarA joItI nathI. enA badale ema karavuM che ke nirjarA thatI hoya to puNya joItuM nathI. sa. nirjarA thatI hoya topaNa puNyabaMdha cAlu hoya che evuM sAMbhaLyuM che. sAtamA guNaThANAthI AgaLa nirjarA vipula pramANamAM thAya che ane puNyabaMdha to mAmUlI thAya che. evo thAya ke je A ja bhavamAM bhogavAI jAya. bhavAntaramAM bhogavavA javuM na paDe. tamane puNyabaMdha joIe che paNa bhavAntaramAM bhogavavA maLe evo joIe che- kharuM ne? vipula nirjarA thAya tyAre je puNya baMdhAya te to mAtra guNasthAnakapratyayika ja thAya. mAtra guNasthAnakapratyayaka je puNyabaMdha thAya tenI koI kiMmata nathI. tevI ja rIte guNasthAnakapratyadhika je nirjarA thAya tenI ya koI kiMmata nathI. nirjarA to guNasthAnakapratyacika nahi, puruSArthapratyayaka joIe ane puNyabaMdha paNa je kaSAyapratyaka thayo hoya- te bhavAntaramAM bhogavavA javuM paDe. yogapratyayika baMdha kyAMya naDato nathI. kevaLI bhagavanta be samayanI zAtA bAMdhe che te kevaLa yogapratyAyika hovAthI tarata ja bhogavAIne pUrI thAya che. ghaNI vAra to evuM bane ke e zAtA baMdhAyA pachI bhogavavA na maLe ane caudame sudhI azAtA bhogavatA mokSe jAya. mATe AvA puNyanI kAMI kiMmata nathI. je puNya saMsAramAM rAkhe che. enI vAta cAlu che. anuttara vimAnavAsI devo punA yoge tyAM jAya che paNa tyAM jaIne sukha nathI bhogavatA, zAstro vAMce che. temane puNyodayano AnaMda nathI hoto, mokSa na maLyAno raMja hoya che. tyAM saMgIta vAge che chatAM sAMbhaLanAra koI nathI. ahIM bhaNAvanAra maLe che chatAM saMgItano rasa bhaNavA na de - evI paNa dazA hoya ne? 2che

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devatAo zAstro vAMce ane sAdhubhagavanto devatA thavA mahenata kare to e kevI viSamatA? sukhanA DhagalA vacce jJAna cAda Ave te sAco vairAgya che. duHkhanA DhagalA vacce bhagavAna yAda Ave te vairAgya nathI. tamAre je zaMkA hoya te pUchI lo. ahIM mauna raho ane bahAra jaIne mArA nAme gappAM mAro e nIti sArI nathI. tame amArI vAtane khoTI kahezo emAM amane koI nukasAna nathI. paNa ame kahelI vAtane khoTI mAnI lo, teno koI jAtano khulAso karavA amArI pAse na Avo ane enI upekSA karo to nukasAna tamane che. bhagavAnanI vAta ApaNe na mAnIe temAM nukasAna bhagavAnane che ke ApaNane? Aje viSayo bhUMDA lAge che mATe ApaNe dharma karIe chIe evuM nathI, viSayo sArA maLe che mATe dharma karIe chIe evI ja dazA che ne? Aje sAdhupaNAmAM AvIne viSayo ja gamatA hoya to zuM karavuM? Aje to viSayAbhilASIe paNa dharma ja karavo joIe' evo zAstrapATha lokonI AgaLa rajU karyo paNa viSayanI abhilASA toDavA mATe dharma karavo joIe e vAta zAstranA pAne pAne lakhelI hovA chatAM tene chupAvavAnuM kAma karyuM. AvA lebhAguo pAse dharma samajavA jAo to tamArI zI dazA thAya? sa. zAstramAM be vAta lakhavAnA badale eka ja vAta lakhI hota to? eka padanA kAraNe to gaNadharabhagavaMtone paNa bodha thayo na hato. tethI temaNe viM tattvam' ema be vAra pUchyuM hatuM ane tripadI samajAyA pachI dvAdazAMgInI racanA karI hatI. jene je rIte samajAya te rIte tattva samajAvavA mATe aneka rIte vAto zAstromAM lakhelI hoya paNa enA kAraNe mukhya padArtha badalAI na jAya. be vAta karIne paNa 22

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chevaTe viSayo bhUMDA che ane dharma upAdeya che- e ja vastu samajAvI hatI. tAtparyane samaje nahi ane virodhanuM ulkAvana kare tene kaI rIte samajAvAya? gaNadharabhagavanto gaNadhara tyAre thAya che ke jyAre bhagavAnanI badhI vAta sAcI mAne. badhAnI vAta mAne te jJAnI na bane, jJAnInI eka paNa vAtane nakAre nahi te jJAnI bane. eka vAra saMsAra khAro lAgyA pachI dharma sAro lAge to ja te pariNAma sAco. saMsAra khAro na lAge tyAM sudhI dharma pratye je rAga jAge che- te to banAvaTI che. Aje ApaNane pApa kharAba lAge che kAraNa ke te duHkha Ape che, jyAre puSya kharAba nathI lAgatuM tenuM kAraNa e che ke e sukha Ape che. Aje dharma karatI vakhate paNa dharmano AnaMda nathI. sAmAyika karatI vakhate AnaMda na hoya evo AnaMda sAmAyika pAratI vakhate hoya ne? e AnaMda zeno hoya? sAmAyika karyAno ke sAmAyika pUrI thavAno? pUrNAhutino AnaMda e to kriyAnI arucine sUcavanAro che. - sa. skUlamAM paNa chUTyAno dhaMTa paDe tyAre chokarAone AnaMda thAya che. AvuM kema banatuM haze? jJAnanuM arthapaNuM nathI, mATe. ahIM paNa guNanuM arthIpaNuM nathI mATe kriyA pUrI thavAno AnaMda hoya che. sa. guNanuM arthapaNuM kyAre pragaTe? saMsAra nirguNa lAge to. sa. saMsArane nirguNa lagADavA zuM karavuM? ame kahIe te mAnI levuM. dalIla karavA na besavuM. sa. gharanA loko sAthe amAre kevI vAto karavI? ApaNe gharamAM vAta karavA nathI besavuM ghara choDavuM che. gharanA lokone ApaNe koI hitazikSA nathI ApavI. je lokone ApaNI vAta (23)

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gamatI na hoya, je ApaNuM mAnatA na hoya tenA mATe ApaNI jiMdagI nathI bagADavI. Aje tame sukhanAM sAdhano gharamAM vasAvyAM tethI tame paNa bagaDyA ane tamArAM saMtAnone paNa tame bagADyAM. chokarAonA nAme TI.vI. vasAve ane bApa jovA besI jAya ne? tamAre jAte sudharavuM nathI ne chokarAone sudhAravA che ne? bApane bajAramAM pharavuM che ane chokarAne dharma karAvavo che to kyAMthI karaze? je pote mAbApanuM na mAne te bIjAne mAbApanuM mAnavAnuM zIkhave enI asara thAya? je pote potAnA gurunuM na mAne, guru sAthe na rahe ane lokone pitRvaMdanA - mAtRvaMdanA karAve, gurupArataMtryanA pATha zIkhave - eno artha zo? sa. emAM amArA jevAnuM to hita ja thAya ne? zAstramAM kahyuM che ke abhavyothI anantA AtmAo tare che paNa tyAre ke jyAre abhayane oLakhatA nathI. jo abhavya abhavya tarIke oLakhAI jAya to temano upakAra yAka karatA besI rahevAnuM ke te ja kSaNe choDIne jatA rahevAnuM? pAMca so ziSyo abhavya oLakhAyA pachI gurune choDIne jatA rahyA ne? sa. guNo ghaNA hoya to thoDA doSo nabhI jAya ne? kumArapALa mahArAjAmAM be guNa hatA ke pAchI pAnI karavI nahIM ane chAtI (parastrIne) ApavI nahi to bIjA doSo nabhI gayA ne? kumArapALa mahArAjAnA be guNo yAda rAkhyA paNa eka guNa yAda na rahyo, temanI pAse gurupArataMtrya guNa evo hato ke enA pratApe teo gaNadharanAmakarma upArjI gayA. eka gurunI parataMtratA hoya to tenA badhA doSo nabhI jAya. paNa jeo guruthI nirapekSa svataMtra hoya tenA ghaNA paNa guNonI kAMI ja kiMmata nathI - ema zAstra kahe che. viSayonA bhogavaTAthI koI divasa vairAgya prApta na thAya. viSayano bhogavaTo AktimAM thAya che. ane AsaktinI hAjarImAM koI divasa 4

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vairAgya na maLe. A vastune samajAvatAM ahIM upamA ApIne samajAvyuM che ke siMhamAM jema saumyatA nathI hotI, sarpamAM jema kSamA nathI hotI tema viSayanI AsaktinI hAjarImAM vairAgya hoto nathI. siMhamAM saumyatA kyAre ya joI che? sa. marelA siMhamAM ya na hoya. bahu sAruM samajyA. ApaNe e ja samajAvavuM che ke je viSayono bhogavaTo karelo che tenI paNa niMdA A ja AzayathI karavAnI che, ke jethI kyAMya paNa pApa upAdeya na lAgI jAya. AthI ja zAstramAM Thera 42 taM niMde taM ca garihAmi, aIyaM niMdAmi, niMdAmi garihAmi.... AvuM divasamAM keTalIya vAra bolavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. atIta viSayo paNa siMha ane sarpa jevA phUra che. jheranI rAkha paNa kharAba ne? viSayono tyAga karyA pachI viSayo sArA lAgavA mAMDe to sAvadha thavuM paDe ne? sa. viSayo maLyA pachI galagaliyAM thAya che. eTale ja gAdI choDIne saMthArAmAM sUvuM che. gAdImAM besIne pariSaha veThatAM nahiM zikhAya. e mATe ghara choDIne amArI pAse AvavuM paDaze. taravuM hoya to gharamAM besIne tarAya ke e mATe pANImAM paDavuM paDe? pANImAM paDyA vinA taratAM na zikhAya tema saMsAra choDyA vagara, ghara choDyA vagara, vairAgyanA kaSTa veThavAnA saMskAra na paDe. - sAcI vastuno paricaya Apavo hoya to nakalI vastu samajAvavI ja paDe, te rIta satya samajAvavA mATe asatya samajAvavAno kImiyo apanAvavo ja paDe. asatyane asatya kahevAnI hiMmata Aje ghaNAmAM nathI. zAstrakAroe mithyAtvanuM khaMDana karIne samyakatvanuM maMDana karyuM che. Aje sAcuM samajavAnuM, paNa khoTAne khoTuM na kahevuM-evo vAyaro cAlI rahyo che. kAraNa ke sAcuM Ave ke na Ave paNa ApaNe khoTuM cAlyuM jaze eno kAlpanika bhaya satAve che. AthI ApaNe khoTAno tyAga nathI karI 25)

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zakatA. tenA pariNAme sAcI vastu hAthamAM AvatI nathI. Aje "su" ane "ku no bheda karavo nathI ne? . sa. ApaNe tyAM sukRta-anumodanA ane duSkRta-gaha karavAnI kahI che ne? doSa to potAnA jovAnA, bIjAnA nahe. A paNa ApaNA doSanI ja vAta che. ApaNe je dharma karIe chIe te khoTo karIe chIe te choDIne sAco dharma karavAnI vAta che. tame ku" ne "su mAnI beThA mATe khoTo dharma Avyo. ApaNe "ku ne "su banAvavAnI vAta nathI karavI. "ku ne "huM na mAnavAnI vAta che. bIjAne sudhAravAnI vAta bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM hoya ja nahi. ApaNI jAtane ja sudhAravAnI vAta che. Aje to Dara e che ke jo "ku ne "mAnIne temane choDI daIe to temane kevuM lAgaze? ApaNe zuM thaze tenI ciMtA karavAnA badale emane zuM lAgaze enI ciMtA karavAnA kAraNe ApaNe satyathI vaMcita rahyA. sa. temane durbhAva thAya tenI ciMtA nahi karavAnI? yogyatA paDI haze to durbhAva nahi thAya. potAno bhagata marI jAya to eTaluM duHkha na thAya, paNa bIjAnI pAse jAya to duHkha thAyae bodA mANasa che. je nakkara hoya te to kahI de ke je khoTo hato, te gayo. sAcA sAdhune potAno bhagata khasI gayAnuM duHkha na hoya. khoTo mANasa gayo to sAruM ja ne? Aje tamane ne amane samyakatva joIe che paNa mithyAtva nathI kADhavuM. enA kAraNe mithyAtva jatuM nathI ane samyakatva AvatuM nathI. Aje e ja rIte vairAgya joIe che paNa rAganA viSayono tyAga nathI karavo. AvA lokonI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNa mATe AgaLanI gAthAthI jaNAve che ke viSayono tyAga karyA vinA jeo vairAgya pAmavA mATe Icche che teo apadhyano tyAga karyA vinA rogano uccheda karavA mATe IcchanArA jevA che. viSayonI IcchA viSayamAM pravRtti karAve to vairAgya nahi 26)

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Ave. IcchA bhayaMkara che, kharAba che, tene kAma nathI karavA devI. viSayono tyAga karyA pachI arati thAya to te nabhAvIzuM, paNa viSayonA bhogamAM rIta karavI sArI nahi. dardIne sAruM khAvAnuM mana hoya, DokTara nA pADe to na Apo ne? dardI raDe topaNa te arati nabhAvo ne? apathyanI rati na calAvo ne? tema ahIM paNa kahyuM ne ke duHkhamAM arati nabhAvI laIzuM paNa sukhamAM rati nahi karavA daIe. enA badale Aje zuM kahIe? duHkha bhogavIne ArtadhyAna karavuM tenA karatAM sukha bhogavIne dharma karavo sAroema ja ne? IcchA mAravA mATe sarva keLavavuM paDaze. ApaNI sAthe koNa Ave che- e nathI jovuM, ApaNe kyAM javuM che- e jovuM che. Aje vairAgya nathI Avato tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke sukha jatuM raheze ane duHkha Avaze. A kAlpanika bhaya satAve che. sukha gayuM to sAruM thayuM, khoTuM hatuM te gayuM ane duHkha AvyuM to bhale AvyuM, sAcuM ApaNI pAse Avaze. Aje to khAvuM, paNa rAga na karavo- e vairAgya tarIke manAya che. zAstrakAroe to, khAvuM paDe to rAga na karavAnI vAta karI hatI. sa. viSayono tyAga karyA vagara vairAgya na Avato hoya to samakitIne vairAgya kaI rIte Ave? A javAbadArI tamArI ke mArI nathI, upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanI che. AgaLanI gAthAmAM pote ja A zaMkA karavAnA che. zAstrakArone eka vastunuM vidhAna karyA pachI loko emAM zuM zaMkA karaze teno khyAla hoya ja. A sarvajJonuM zAsana che. emAM eka paNa pAsuM bAkI na rahe. AjanA berisTaro paNa alpajJa hovA chatAM sAmo zuM kaheze eno khyAla rAkhIne dalIlo karatA hoya che. A to sarvajJanuM zAsana hovAthI temAM eka paNa tarka chUTI na jAya. enA kAraNe ja A zAsana jayavaMtuM che ane ethI ja anya darzanakAro A zAsana AgaLa phAvatA nathI. koI phAvI na jAya tenuM ja nAma jaya. jemAM badhA phAvI jAya te sarvajJanuM zAsana na hoya. (27)

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Aje to badhA phAvI jAya to zAsanano jayajayakAra che- evuM manAya che ne? mithyAtvI paNa phAve, alpajJa paNa phAve, badhA haLImaLIne sAthe jame eTale bhagavAnanuM zAsana jayavaMtuM ! kharuM ne? sa. bahumatIno prabhAva paDe ne? jenA para bahumatIno prabhAva paDe tenA para jinamatanI koI asara nahi paDe. jyAM sudhI mithyAtvanI asara paDI hoya tyAM sudhI samyaktvanI asara thAya nahi. DokTara paNa oparezana karatI vakhate pahelAM peTa sApha karAve che. pachI bahAranI saphAI kare che. jyAre ahIM to bahArathI sAphasUphI karavI che ane aMdaranI gaMdakI rAkhI mUkavI che- evI ja manodazA che ne? na ApaNAM mananI zaMkAo zAstramAM noMdhAyelI che. chatAM ApaNe je rIte zaMkA karIe ane ziSya je rIte zaMkA kare- temAM ghaNuM aMtara che. graMthanI zailIno abhyAsa karIe to vinaya e jinazAsanano prANa cheema samajAyA vinA na rahe. ahIM ziSya zaMkA karatI vakhate samakitIne vairAgya hoya che e mAnI to le ja che. AthI temane jANakAra paNa mAne che ane zaMkA karatI vakhate ema pUche che ke jANakAra che to pravRtti kema kare che. jyAre ApaNe zuM pUchIe? pravRtti kare che to tene jANakAra kaI rIte kahevAya? ema ja ne? ApaNo prazna graMthakAranA vacanano pratikSepa (dhAta) karanAro che jyAre ziSyano prazna graMthakAranA vacanane saMgata karanAro che. ghaNA prazno ja e rIte puchAya ke je mArgAnusAritAne jaNAvanArA hoya che. AvAone mArgAnusArI prajJA jaladI maLe. zraddhA ane jijJAsApUrvaka pUche tene mArgAnusArI prajJA maLe. jeo mAtra AkSepa karavA mATe pUche tene kadAca jJAna maLe paNa koI guNanI prApti na thAya. atyAre to pahelAM ApaNe e ghUMTavuM che ke viSayono tyAga karyA vagara vairAgya na ja Ave. jene roga thayo hoya te potAnA puNyathI maLela 20

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vastuno upayoga kare ke DokTaranA vacana pramANe cAle? tema jene rAga thato hoya te puNyathI maLeluM na bhogave, bhagavAnanA vacanane yAda kare. Aje tamArA gharamAM zuM banAvavuM che- e pUchanArA maLe paNa dIkSA kyAre levI che e pUchanAra koI che? tame gharavALAne kahyuM che ke tAre roja mane eka vAra pUchavAnuM ke dIkSA kyAre levI che? tamArA mitra-svajanone paNa kahI devAnuM ke kema cho" ema na pUcho "zuM karavuM che? ema pUcho. bharata mahArAjAne ghaNI khammA kahenArA ghaNA maLatA hatA chatAM temaNe bI varSa kahenAra varga Ubho kyo ne? khAvuM ne rAga na karavo A to daMbhInuM sUtra che. rAga karavo nathI mATe khAvuM nathI - A dharmAtmAnuM vAkya che. ApaNe to eTalI ja vAta karI che ke viSayono tyAga karyA vagara vairAgya Avato nathI; viSayamAM pravRtti karavAthI vairAgya Takato nathI - evuM nathI kahyuM. je rakSAnuM sAdhana hoya te utpattinuM kAraNa na bane. tijorImAM paisA mukAya. paNa tijorImAM paisA Ave nahi, paisA kamAvA to bajAramAM ja javuM paDe. tevI rIte viSayanI pravRtti karanAramAM vairAgya hoI zake paNa vairAgya pedA karavA to viSayono tyAga karavo ja paDe. - sa. viSayono tyAga na karyo hoya paNa manamAM DaMkha rahyo hoya to? DaMkha hoya to viSayono tyAga karyo kema nahi, e pUchavuM to paDe ne? sa. mana kAbUmAM rahetuM nathI mATe dUdhapAkamAM jhera paDyuM hoya to dUdhapAka vAparavAnuM mana kAbUmAM rahe ne? agni bALe che ema jANyA pachI mana kAbUmAM na rahe ne aDAI jAya evuM bane? koI vAra dUdha UbharAtuM hoya ne sANasI na maLe to hAthethI paNa tapelI upADI nIce mUkI daIe- e bane, paNa "agni (29)

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bALe che e zraddhAmAM khAmI na Ave ne? Aje to tapa karavA chatAM paNa viSayono rAga ghaTato nathI. kAraNa ke abhyAsa che, zarIra keLaveluM che, dara varase varasothI karuM chuM mATe tapa kare che, viSayono tyAga karavA mATe nahi. jyAM sudhI viSayanI lAlasA na mare ane cAritra levAnuM mana na thAya tyAM sudhI badho tapa nakAmo. sa. sAva nakAmo? ame dIkSA laIne kevaLajJAna na pAmIe to amAruM cAritra nakAmuM ane tame tapa karo e kAmano? sa. ahIMthI to sAdhupaNuM pALIne devalokamAM javAnuM che ne? - devaloka e sAdhupaNAnuM phaLa nathI. gRhastha paNa ahIMthI devalokamAM jAya ane sAdhu paNa jAya to bannenI sAdhanA sarakhI kahevAya? jo dIkSA lIdhA vinA paNa devaloka maLato hoya to AjanA kALamAM dIkSA levAnuM kahyuM ja na hota. devalokamAM javA mATe dIkSA nathI. dIkSA lIdhA pachI ArAdhanA to mokSanI ja karavAnI che paNa e adhUrI rahI javAthI devalokamAM javuM paDe che ane tyAMthI avIne pharIne manuSya lokamAM AvIne adhUrI sAdhanA pUrI karIne mokSamAM javAya che. mATe ahIM dIkSA levAnI che. gRhasthanI to sAdhanA zarU ja thaI nathI. cakravartIno ghoDo AThamAM devalokamAM jAya ane sanaskumAra cakravartI trIjA devalokamAM gayA to ArAdhaka koNa? ghoDo? devalokanI prAptinA AdhAre sAdhunI sAdhanAnuM mApa na kaDhAya. sa. atyAra sudhI anantA oghA lIdhA to A bhavamAM dIkSA levAnuM mana kema thatuM nathI? . anantA odhA lIdhA chatAM sukhano rAga gayo na hato. e tyAgamAM paNa rAga hato mATe tyAganA saMskAra na paDyA. jo rAgano tyAga karyo hota to cAritra udayamAM AvI jAta. rAga na thaI jAya e mATe sAdhune (30)

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nirdoSa AhAramAM paNa rAga na thAya tevo mArga batAvyo che. saMyojanA karavAnI nA pADI che tenuM kAraNa ja A che. saMyojana karavAnA kAraNe svAda AvavAthI pramANa vadhe che. sAdhune nirdoSa paNa rAga na karAve evuM levAnuM kahyuM che. A to kahe ke roTalI doSita hatI ane ziro nirdoSa hato mATe laI Avyo. ApaNe kahevuM che ke ziro nirdoSa hovA chatAM rAganuM kAraNa che mATe tyAga karavo che ane roTalI doSita hovAthI teno tyAga karavo che ane mAtra bhAta-dALa vahorI lAvI tenAthI nirvAha karavo che. tamAre vairAgya pAmavo hoya to upAya to joIe eTalA che. Aje paNa tamane cokkasa dizA batAve, AgaLa vadhIne AMgaLI pakaDIne calAve evAM zAstro mojUda che. Aje to DokTara nA pADe to tenuM kahyuM mAnIe. DokTaranA kahevAthI vastuno tyAga karIe paNa guru ke bhagavAna kahe to viSayano tyAga na karIe ne? sa. DokTaranuM kahyuM na mAnIe to zarIra bagaDe. ane gurunuM kahyuM na mAnIe to AtmA bagaDe. zuM sAcavavuM? sa. zarIra paNa AtmasAdhanAnuM sAdhana to kharuM ne? gADI paNa ISTa sthAne pahoMcavAnuM sAdhana kahevAya paNa te kaI? gerejamAM paDelI hoya che ke rastA upara cAlatI hoya te? cazmA paNa jovAnuM sAdhana kharuM, paNa te paherelA hoya che ke cazmAgharamAM paDayA hoya te? zarIra choDIne azarIrI banavAnuM che- e yAda na rAkhe ane zarIrane dharmasAdhana kahIne sAcavyA kare - e cAle? tame majUrane cA pAo paNa pachI tenI pAse kAma kevuM lo? ahIM evuM karo cho? zarIra kADhavuM che ane zarIrarahita na banAya tyAM sudhI dharmamAM kAma lAge eTaluM ja tene sAcavavAnuM. (31)

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sa. viSaya joIne mana lalacAI jAya. bhajiyAM joIne mana lalacAya to zuM thAya? jhADA thAya ne? sa. tyAM pariNAma dekhAya che. ane ahIM jovuM ja nathI. dekhAya to che paNa jovuM ja na hoya tene kevI rIte batAvAya? jovuM hoya to batAvuM. tyAgamAM je AnaMda che te bhogamAM nathI. AvuM to ApaNe paNa anubhavyuM che ne? tamArA gharanA lokomAM paNa joyuM che ne? gharavALAM, badhAnA jamyA pachI chelle vadhyuM ghaTyuM vAparavA bese tyAre AnaMda hoya ke duHkha thAya? jamavA karatAM jamADIne rAjI thAya evA joyA che ne? bhagavAnanA vacana sAme daSTi karIe to ahIM paNa pariNAma jovAnI daSTi khIle. apathyano parityAga karyA vinA roga jAya nahi - A daSTAntamAM roganI hAjarI pahelAM hatI te batAvyuM. ane have A ja vairAgyanI prApti pachI e vairAgyanI anavasthita zenA kAraNe thAya che te daSTAthI samajAvyuM che. bhUtakALamAMthI vairAgya laIne AvyA hoya chatAM paNa e vairAgya pramAdAdinA kAraNe gumAvI bese evuM ya bane ne? e vAta jaNAvatAM pharamAvyuM che ke viSayono tyAga karIne vairAgya prApta thayA pachI paNa jeo pharI viSayamAM Asakta bane teno vairAgya Takato nathI. jema tapelA loDhA upara pANInuM biMdu paDe to te keTalo kALa Take? vastu maLe kaI rIte e jaNAvyA pachI e vastu ke kaI rIte e paNa jaNAvavuM paDe ne? tevI rIte ahIM paNa AvI gayelA vairAgyane TakAvavA mATe paNa viSayomAM anAsakti jarUrI che. AvelA guNone TakAvatAM na AvaDe to jatA ja rahevAnA. jyAM sudhI doSone kADhavAno puruSArtha karavAmAM nahi Ave tyAM sudhI guNo Takaze nahi. guNane prApta karavAnI ane guNone TakAvavAnI yogyatA kaho ke rasto kaho eka ja che- doSone nAbUda karavAnI bhAvanA. sattAmAM rahelAM karmo ukheDavAnI bhAvanA jyAM sudhI nA 32)

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jAge tyAM sudhI game tevI karmaladhutA paNa bhArekamatAmAM pariNAma pAme. AcAryabhagavanta kahetA hatA ke durgatino masAlo khUTI jAya tyAre ghaNA jIvone manuSyapaNuM maLatuM hoya che. Aje ApaNA doSo sAnubaMdha che ane guNo niranubaMdha che. AthI ja zAstrakAro kahe che ke viSayathI Asakta banelA cittamAM vairAgya koI kALe ke nahi. AthI ja sAdhu bhagavanto viSayothI dUra ne dUra rahe. A kAraNe ja aviratidharano paricaya karavAnI amane nA pADI che. vahoravA mATe jAya topaNa gocarIpANI saMbaMdhI vAtacIta sivAya bIjI ADI avaLI kAMI vAta na karAya. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke bilADI AgaLa jema dUdha na Take tema gRhasthanI AgaLa sAdhunI virata na Take. viSayathI Asakta cittamAM vairAgya na ja Take. ApaNe tyAM kaMDarIkamuninuM daSTAMta Ave che ne? jhaLahaLatA vairAgyathI dIkSA lIdhI hatI chatAM eka mAtra davAnA kAraNe anupAna lIdheluM paNa dADhe vaLagI gayuM to chevaTe kyAM sudhI patana thayuM? sAtamI narake javuM paDyuM. to vagara davAe jeo anupAna le, tenuM zuM pariNAma Ave? sa. temanI niyati kAma karI gaI ne? tame niyati vacce kyAMthI laI AvyA? ApaNI niyati kharAba che ema mAnI levAnI jarUrI nathI. paisA jAya tyAre zuM karo, niyatine AgaLa karo ke ApaNe gAphela rahyA ema lAge? upAdhyAyajI mahArAje paNa gAyuM che ke "kALa, svabhAva, bhavitavyatA e saghaLA tArA dAsI re" eka vAra bhagavAnanI AjJA pALatAM AvaDe to bIjAM badhAM kAraNo enI meLe kheMcAI Avaze. tame ja kaho cho ne ke kALA mAthAno mAnavI zuM na karI zake? paNa tamAruM kALuM mAthuM mAtra arthakAmamAM ja che ne? dharmamAM nahi ne? (33)

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viSayAbhilASA eTalI bhayaMkara che ke je AvelA vairAgyane paNa pAcho kheMcI le che. ahIM bIjA be daSTAnta ApatAM jaNAvyuM che ke amAsanI rAtrie AkAzamAM candra jema na dekhAya ane je vRkSamAM phaLa AvavAnI yogyatA na hoya te vRkSa game teTaluM vikase toya temAM phaLa na Ave, tema viSayathI Asakta banelA citamAM vairAgya Take ja nahi, bolo vairAgya sahelo che ke kaThina? sa. jAgRti mATe sahelo ane pramAdI mATe kaThina. tamAro nabaMra zemAM? sa. amArI jAtano nirNaya ame ja nathI karI zakatA. to pachI ame je kahIe chIe te mAnI lo. viSayanI Asakti pramAdI banAve che ane pramAdIne vairAgya pAmavAnuM kAma kaThina che. A pramANe sAMbhaLIne ApaNe to lagabhaga vairAgya pAmavAnuM kAma mAMDI vALIe ne? jyAre A ziSya kahe che ke jo AvI sthiti hoya to vairAgyane pAmavAno upAya zuM? A zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM AgaLanI gAthAthI vairAgya pAmavAnA upAya jaNAve che ke viSayamAM pravRtti kare nahi, bhavanA hetuo pratye dveSa hoya ane saMsAramAM nirguNatAnuM darzana thAya to vairAgya nirAbAdha che. vairAgya pAmavA, TakAvavA ke nirAbAdha banAvavAnA upAya A traNa ja che. Aje ApaNe vairAgya pAmavA mATe keTalo puruSArtha karyo? lAbhAntarAyanA kSayopazama mATe jeTalo prayatna karyo teTalo cAritramohanIyanA kSayopazama mATe karyo hota to Aje cAritra maLI gayuM hota. sAhebe kahyuM hatuM ke arthakAma mATe jeTalo puruSArtha che, tenA somA bhAgano puruSArtha paNa jo dharma pAmavA mATe karyo hota to dharma kyArano pAmI gayA hota. Aje eTalo paNa puruSArtha ahIM nathI karavo ne? puruSArtha karIe to siddhi maLe ema che paraMtu siddhi joItI ja nathI mATe puruSArtha karatA nathI ne? ? 34

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bhavanA hetuo kayA che? mithyAtva, avirata, kaSAya, pramAda ane yoga : A badhA bhavanAM kAraNa che. Aje ApaNane bhavanAM A kAraNo pratye dveSa che ke prema che? avirati game ne? Aje niyama ApI dau ke vastunI jarUra paDe to laI levI paNa sArAnarasAno viveka karavA, pasaMdagI karavA na besavuM. kapaDuM levA javuM hoya to hAthamAM laIne pota na jovuM, raMga na jovo. pelAne kahI devuM ke ATalAM miTaranuM kapaDuM joIe che. sa. pelo game tevuM kapaDuM vaLagADI de to loko bodho kahe. je AvA boghA na bane tene ogho na maLe. je viSayonA viSayamAM boghA bane tene ja ogho maLe. jene viSayomAM-pulamAM sUjha paDe tene dharmamAM sUjha na paDe. eTale vairAgya prApta karavA mATe zuM karavuM te samajAyuM ne? sa. viSayono saMga na karavo. saMga to nahi, pravRtti paNa na karavI. saMga to rAgapUrvaka thAya che. saMga karavAnI nA pADIe eTale rAga vagara pravRtti karavAnI chUTa che ema koI mAnI le. AthI graMthakArazrIe apravRtti zabda vAparyo che. rAgathI ke rAga vinA paNa viSayomAM pravRtti nathI karavI- e samajAvavuM che. upAdhyAyajI mahArAja je zabda vApare te vedhaka ja hoya, ema samajI levAnuM. AcAryabhagavanta paNa amane kahyuM hatuM ke upadeza evo Apavo joIe ke je zrotAnA haiyAne vIMdhI nAkhe. " have ziSya zaMkA kare che ke - cothA guNaThANe bhavanI nirguNatAnuM darzana paNa hoya che ane bhavanA hetu pratye dveSa paNa hoya che. kAraNa ke avaratino DaMkha pedA na thAya tyAM sudhI, avarati pratye napharata na jAge tyAM sudhI samyagdarzana maLe ja nahi. AthI A be hetuone laIne temanAmAM vairAgya hoya ja, e nirvivAda vAta che, paNa teonI viSayamAM (35) 35)

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pravRtti je dekhAya che tenuM kAraNa zuM? ziSya vinayI che mATe A rIte zaMkA kare che. zaMkA karavAnI rIta A che. jo viSayamAM pravRtti hoya to vairAgya hoya ja nahi, AvuM na kahevAya. A to uddhatAI kahevAya. gurunI vAta sAcI che, eTalI zraddhA majabUta hoya pachI je zaMkA karAya te vinaya, jijJAsApUrvakanI hoya. Aje to kahe ke tamArI vAta mArA magajamAM besatI nathI. je potAnuM magaja doDAve tene gurunI vAta kyAMthI bese? gurunI vAta ApaNane samajAya to ja sAcI, evuM mAnavuM e to avinaya, uddhatAInAM lakSaNa che ane potAnA jJAnanuM ghamaMDa che. ApaNane na samajAya to samajavA mATe prayatna karavAno paNa samajyA vinA vAta khoTI che, ema kahIe e na cAle. ziSyanI zaMkA jANIne graMthakArazrI javAba ApatA kahe che ke satya arthAt tuM je zaMkA kare che e vAta sAcI che. vinayathI zaMkA karI hoya to gurubhagavanta paNa javAba ApatI vakhate tochaDAIthI na Ape. A javAba AgaLanI gAthAmAM kahyo che. paraMtu tamArI AgaLa e javAba vAMcavAmAM jokhama ghaNuM che. kAraNa ke temanI (cothA guNaThANAvALAnI) viSayapravRttino bacAva karIe eTale tamane lokone phAvaTa AvI javAnI ke viSayanI pravRtti karavA chatAM vairAgya TakI raheto hoya to evo rasto sauthI sAro. tamane bharata mahArAjAnI jema mokSe javAnuM game che gajasukumAla munanI jema? sukha bhogavIne mokSe javAtuM hoya to ApaNo naMbara pahelo ne? ahIM jaNAve che ke bhavanI nirguNatAnuM darzana hovA chatAM ane bhavanA hetuo pratye dveSa hovA chatAM paNa A cAritramohanIyakarmano prabhAva evo vicitra che ke jenA kAraNe A cothA guNaThANe rahelA mahAtmAo viSayamAM pravRtti karyA vinA rahI zakatA nathI. tenA kAraNe temanA vairAgyane koI bAdhA nathI AvatI. Aje tamane badhAne cAritramohanIya karma naDe che mATe ja dIkSA nathI letA ne? ke dIkSA levAnuM 36.

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mana ja nathI? jene mana ja na hoya tene to mithyAtvamohanIyano udaya che - ema samajI levuM. mana hovA chatAM ane puruSArtha karavA chatAM jo dIkSA na maLe to samajavuM ke cAritramohabrIya naDe che. puruSArtha karyA pachI na maLe to cAritramohanIya naDyuM kahevAya. puruSArtha karavAnuM mana ja na thAya to darzanamohanIya ja naDe che- e nakkI che. nAnuM chokaruM ghoDiyAmAMthI nIkaLavA mATe jevo prayatna kare tevo prayatna samakitI saMsAramAMthI nIkaLavA kare. chatAM te na nIkaLI zake tyAre tene cAritramohanIya naDe che, ema kahevuM paDe. je naDe te bheguM nathI karavuM. eTaluM ya Aje nakkI karavuM che? avirata jo premathI bhogavIe to nabaLI paDe ke gADha baMdhAya? vItarAgaparamAtmAnA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelAne vairAgyanI keTalI AvazyakatA che te samajAvyA vinA cAle ema nathI. Aje ApaNe dharma karavA mATe mahenata karIe chIe paNa vairAgya pAmavA mATe mahenata karatA nathI. vairAgya pAmavo eTale ApaNe ApaNe pragaTa karavAnuM che. vibhAvanI yAcanA karavI e rAganI prArthanA che. svabhAvanI yAcanA karavI e rAganI prArthanA nathI. ApaNuM potAnuM meLavavA mATe je prayatna karavo, potAnuM mAMgavuM e yAcanA ja vairAgyanuM svarUpa che. ApaNuM potAnuM pragaTa karavAne badale pArakuM meLavavA mATe yAcanA karavI ane tene vairAgyanuM nAma ApavuM- e to vairAgyanA svarUpanA ajJAnane sUcave che. puNya e ApaNuM svarUpa che ke nirjarA? viSayasukha ApaNuM ke jJAnasukha ApaNuM? Aje to ApaNane puSya bhogavavA maLatuM hoya to pApa paNa cAle evuM che ane pApanuM phaLa paNa bhogavavAnuM phAve evuM che. gaI kAle ApaNe joI gayA ke cothA guNaThANe vairAgyanA anya hetuo hovA chatAM paNa cAritramohanIya karmanA yoge jJAna para, samajaNa para evuM AvaraNa AvI jAya che ke jenA yoge viSayanI pravRtti temanI cAlyA kare che. Aje ApaNane cothe guNaThANe pravRtti hovA chatAM vairAgya Take che. teno ( 3che.

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AnaMda che ke vairAgya sAthe pravRtti karavAnI rajA maLe che, eno AnaMda che? cothuM guNaThANuM kema game che? chaThThuM lAve che mATe ke sukha bhogavavA chatAM alpabaMdha thAya che mATe? Aje to sAdhupaNAmAM AvelA paNa aviratinI pravRtti kare ane pAchA kahe ke DaMkha ghaNo che, upAdeya nathI mAnatA. ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke upAdeya na mAnavuM e to cothAnAM lakSaNa che ane e paNa bacAva karavAnI vRtti haze to pahelA guNaThANAmAM pariNAma pAmaze. upAdeya na mAnavuM e cothAno adhyavasAya che ane pravRtti nathI karavI e chaThThAno adhyavasAya che. samyagdarzana pAmyA pachI cAritra maLe che e yAda Ave ke pApa naDatuM nathI e yAda Ave? Aje samyaktva uccarAvatI vakhate mithyAtva gayAno AnaMda hoya ke pApanI sajA nahi maLe eno? viSayanI pravRtti cAlu karavA mATe ke cAlu rAkhavA mATe A samyaktvanI vAta che. Aje sarpAkatI sAta vyasana seve e yAda rahe paNa samakitI cAritra le e yAda na rahe. samakitIne cAritramohanIya naDatuM nathI ema ApaNe mAnIe. jyAre zAstra kahe che ke sakitIne cAritramohanIya ja sauthI vadhAre naDe. samakita pAmyA pachI cAritramohanIyanI kSapaNA karavA mATe puruSArtha na kare to aMtarmuhUrtamAM samyaktva cAlyuM jAya. Aje to kahe ke eka vAra samyagdarzana pAmI gayA pachI ardhapudgalaparAvarta kALamAM to mokSa nizcita. ahIM eka kSaNavAra paNa duHkha bhogavavuM pAlavatuM nathI ane ardhapudgala parAvarttakALa bhaTakavAno koI raMja nathI! A to majethI kahe ke samyaktva jAya toya pAchuM AvavA mATe jAya. mahAvIraparamAtmA mAtra eka koTAkoTI sAgaropama jeTalo kALa saMsAramAM rahyA topaNa ApaNe kahIe ke ghaNuM rakhaDyA, anaMto kALa rahyA, ema kahIe ne? ane ApaNe ardhapudgalaparAvarta kALa jeTaluM rahevuM paDe, emAM kAMI lAgatuM nathI? A kALa zuM devaloka ne manuSyanA bhavo karIne ja pUro thavAno che? samyaktva pAmyA pachI samaye 38

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samaye cAritramohanIyanI kSapaNA cAlu thaI ja jAya. Aje samakitIne alpabaMdha thAya che, e vAta zuM baMdhane calAvavA mATe karI che? sa. anubaMdha nathI paDatA te jaNAvavA mATe kahI che. jene baMdha khaTake tene anubaMdha na paDe. jene baMdha khaTake nahi, baMdha calAvI levAnI vRtti hoya tene anubaMdha paDavAno ja. roganI upekSA karIe to roga sAnubaMdha thavAno. roganI upekSA na karIe to anubaMdha paDe nahi. baMdhamAM sAvaceta rahe to anubaMdha na paDe. baMdhamAM gAphela bane to anubaMdha paDyA vinA na rahe. cAritramohanIya khapAvavA mATe samyatva che ane e samyakatva pAmyA pachI cAritramohanIya baMdhAyA kare, vadhyA kare- e rIte jIve te kema cAle? baMdha jo khaTake nahi ne calAvyA karIe to Aje nahi to kAle anubaMdha paDavAno ja. eka vAra AcAryabhagavo kaheluM ke zrAvaka roja sAta lAkha bole topaNa savAranA sAta lAkha karatAM sAMjanA sAta lAkha caDhiyAtA hoya. AvuM dezonapUrvakoTi varSa sudhI bane. kAraNa ke pariNAma satata caDhiyAtA hoya. maLyuM to bhogavI levuM te cothAnuM lakSaNa nathI. bhogavyA vinA cAle evuM nathI mATe bhogavavuM paDe e cothAnI avasthA che. pApa choDavuM na paDe ane guNaThANuM AgaLa vadhyA kare- mATe cothuM game ne? guNono upayoga doSo calAvI levA mATe ApaNe karIe chIe, doSone nAbUda karavA mATe nahi, kharuM ne? ahIM sukha maLatuM hoya to bhavAntaramAM narakamAM javAnI paNa taiyArI che ne? eka bhAI maLyA hatA, lAlabAgamAM TrasTI hatA. vahIvaTa aMge AcAryabhagavane kAMIka kahyuM haze tyAre te bolyA hatA ke sAhebane kahI do ke ATalo Dara na batAvo. sAtamI to zuM AThamImAM paNa javAnI taiyArI che. tyAre AcAryabhagavo ene kahevaDAveluM ke aDadho kalAka saMDAsamAM besI raho pachI AThamI narakamAM javAnI 39)

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' aru ? vAta karajo. Aje to tamAre tyAM saMDAsa bAtharUma paNa ArasapahANanA banI gayA ne? eTale besavuM phAve- kharuM ne? sa. kabajiyAta hoya to besavuM ja paDe ne? kabajiyAta dUra karavAno paNa upAya che, triphaLA ApuM to sApha thaI jaze. paNe jene kabajiyAta dUra karavI ja nathI tene zuM kahevAnuM? eka mANasane khaMjavALano roga thayo hato. khaNI-khaNIne tenA nakha ghasAI gayA hatA. tene eka ghAsanI saLIo laI janAra maLyo. tenI pAse khaNavA mATe ghAsanI saLI mAMgI. pelAe kahyuM ke AnA badale triphaLAnuM cUrNa laI le to sAta divasamAM A khaMjavALano roga maTI jaze. tyAre pelAe kahyuM ke jo khaMjavALa Ave ja nahi to majA zuM Ave? mAre tArI davA nathI joItI, saLI ApavI hoya to Apa. ApaNI hAlata A mANasajevI ja che ne? puNyano udaya sukhanI saLI jevo che. te bhogavavAthI viSayanI caLa zAMta to nahi thAya paNa lohIluhANa thaI javAze. AvA puNyanI bhIkha nathI mAMgavI. puNya baMdhAI jAya to teno nikAla karatAM AvaDe ne? teramAM guNaThANAnI zAtA paNa bhogavavA maLe evo niyama nathI to bIjuM puNya bhogavavA maLe evI AzAmAM zA mATe maravuM? have AgaLanI gAthAmAM graMthakArazrI jaNAve che ke cothA guNaThANe bhavanA hetuo pratye dveSa hovA chatAM ane saMsAranI nirguNatAnuM darzana thayeluM hovA chatAM cAritramohanIyakarmanA prabhAve viSayamAM pravRtti thAya che. tenA yoge vairAgya hovA chatAM paNa temAM chaThThA guNaThANAnA vairAgya karatAM bheda hoya che. dazAvazeSamAM vairAgyamAM taratamatA to AvavAnI ja. cothAno vairAgya game tevo hoya topaNa chaThThA guNaThANAnI tole na ja Ave. paraMtu eno artha e nathI ke emanAmAM sarvathA vairAgya nathI.

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joIe evo vairAgya na hovA chatAM ya te vairAgya cokkasa potAnuM kArya kare che. viSayanI pravRtti cAlu hovA chatAM A vairAgyanA yoge Indriyono pratyAhAra cAlu hoya che. pravRtti thavA chatA aviratiprayika rAgane AgaLa na vadhavA de evo e vairAgya hoya che. viSayo sAthe IndriyonuM joDANa thavA chatAM viSayanA vikAra sAthe Indriyo bilakula joDAtI nathI. vairAgyanA kAraNe viSayanA vyApAramAM paNa Indriyone pAchI kheMcI le che. jene pravRttinuM pariNAma najare dekhAtuM hoya tene pravRtti karavI paDe to kaI rIte kare? AtaMga vagara ne? tapelA loDhA para paga mUkavo paDe to kaI rIte mUkIe? aMgUTho ke AMgaLIthI cAle to pAnI na TekavIe ne? ane gAlIcA upara kaI rIta cAlo? amArAM sAdhusAdhvI paNa vihAramAM jo dhULavALI jagyA hoya to badhuM thoDAmAM ja mUke ane saMkocAIne bese ane jo cokhkhI jagyA hoya to pahoLAM thaIne bese. e rIte ApaNe paNa ahIM dhyAna rAkhavuM ke cauda rAjalokamAM karma badhe ja lAge che mATe tyAMthI khasI javuM che ane jyAM sudhI na khasAya tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM pahoLA nathI thavuM. cothA guNaThANe viSayanI pravRtti hovA chatAM vairAgya hoya che. emAM koI be mata che nahi. A vAta ApaNI viSayapravRttine vairAgyamUlaka gaNAvavA mATe nathI karI. vairAgyavAsita cittavALAnI karmaparavazatAnA kAraNe kevI viSamatA Ave che e jaNAvavA mATe karI che. A viSayamAM koI zAstrapATha che ke nahi evuM ziSya pUche enA pahelAM ja graMthakArazrI ahIM vItarAgastotrano havAlo TAMke che ke yadA marunnarendra zrIstvayA nAthopabhujyate / yatra tatra ratirnAma viraktatvaM tadA'pi te // he nAtha! Apa jyAre devaloka saMbaMdhI ke cakravartI vagerenAM sukho 41

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bhogavatA hatA tyAre paNa Apane temAM rati to nAmamAtranI hatI ane viraktatA to tyAre paNa anAbAdha hatI. zrI hemacandrasUri mahArAje zrI tIrthaMkaraparamAtmAnI stavanA karatI vakhate A pramANe kahyuM che ke jyAre cAritra lIdhuM tyAre to Apano vairAgya jhaLahaLato hato ja, paraMtu jyAre cAritramohanIyakarmanA udaye aviratino bhogavaTo karatA hatA tyAre paNa Apano vairAgya nirAbAdhapaNe rahelo. devalokanAM sukho vacce paNa samakitInA vairAgyane AMca AvatI nathI. have ziSya zaMkA kare che ke jo vairAgya tyAre hato to ti kevI rIte hoya? rati ane vairAgyane virodha che. A zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa AgaLanI gAthAthI kare che. sAmAnyathI kahIe to vairAgyanI zarUAta cothe guNaThANethI thatI hoya che. A guNaThANe vairAgya TakAvavAnuM kAma kaparuM che. vairAgya pAmatI vakhate jo viSayanI pravRtti TALavAnI hoya to pachI viSayanI pravRtti vakhate vairAgya TakAvavo kaI rIte, AvI zaMkA thAya ne? ApaNe anAdikALathI viSayanI pravRtti nathI karI. vacce vacce e pravRttino bhaMga paDyo che, paraMtu tyAre paNa viSayanI Asakti to paDelI ja hatI. pravRtti anAdinI na hatI, Akti anAdithI paDI che. pravRtti na kare tyAre ca Asakti to paDI hoya, evuM ja bane ne? manuSya lokanAM sukha choDyA paNa devalokanAM sukhonI bhAvanA na gaI ne? A saMsAramAM game teTalA puNyano udaya hoya to ya te ApaNA zuddha svarUpane DhAMkI denAra che- e mAno ne? Aje ApaNane zuddha daLiyAM game, zubha daLiyAM game paNa zuddha svarUpa na game ne? zAstrakAro kahe che ke puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayamAM sukha maLe, jyAre puNyAnubaMdhI pApanA uddayamAM mokSa maLe. sAdhubhagavanto bhogave azAtA paNa bAMdhe zAtA. ApaNe to e kahevuM che ke pApakarma jema ApaNA svarUpane DhAMkI rAkhe che tema puNya paNa DhAMke. kaMtAnanI guNathI ja TaMkAya ke rezamI paDadAthI paNa daMDAya. 42

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ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke rati to rAganuM kArya che. rAgamohanIyanA udayathI rati thAya che. jo vairAgya hoya to AvI rati kaI rIte saMbhave? ApaNe hota to zuM pUchata? jo rati hoya to vairAgya kyAMthI saMbhave?ema ja ne? rati kaI rIte ghaTe- evuM pUchavAnI pAchaLa paNa kAraNa che. ApaNe vairAgya kyAre mAnIe, moDhuM dIvela pIdhA jevuM hoya to ne? moDhuM hasatuM hoya chatAM vairAgya hoya evuM to na mAnIe ne? moDhA para prasannatA hoya chatAM manamAM audAsInya hoya- A vastu mAnavA mATe mana taiyAra thAya kharuM? graMthakArazrI A zaMkAno javAba ApavAnuM kAma AgaLanI gAthAmAM kare che. paraMtu zaMkA kevI rIte karAya- e samajAya che ne? gurubhagavanta jJAnI che ane ApaNe ajJAnI chIe, A pariNAma jaLavAya to vinayapUrvaka zaMkA karatAM AvaDe. zrI gautamasvAmI mahArAjA paNa jyAre bhagavAna pAse AvyA tyAre kevI rIte AvyA hatA. potAnI zaMkAne paNa jo kahI Ape topaNa sarvajJa mAnavA taiyAra hatA ne? ApaNane javAba ApavA chatAMya zraddhA na jAge ne? ahIM ziSya kahe che ke vairAgya jo akhaMDita hoya to rati kevI rIte hoya? rati ane virAga baMnne sAthe kema cAle? sa. cothe vairAgya taratamatAvALo hoya, adhUro hoya to te akhaMDita kevI rIte kahevAya? vairAgya akhaMDita che eno artha e che ke vairAgyamAM koI aticAra nathI lAgato. tame sAmAyika lo ane batrIsa doSathI rahita evuM karo to akhaMDita hoya paraMtu te chaThThAnA sAmAyika karatAM taratamatAvALuM apUrNa hoya ne? evuM samajavuM. chaThThA guNaThANA karatAM taratamatAvALo vairAgya hovA chatAM te akhaMDita che. vairAgya akhaMDita rAkhavo ane pravRtti naDavA na devI, kevI samatulA rAkhavI paDe? tamane paNa gADI calAvavI ane akasmAta thavA na devo A beya sAthe phAve ne? tevI rIte cothA 43

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guNaThANe samyajJAnanA prabhAve samyakatva hoya tenI sAthe cAritramohanIyanA yoge viSayanI pravRtti paNa hoya chatAM vairAgyamAM AMca na Ave. zAstra je divase apanAvIzuM te divase mokSanI ArAdhanA zarU thaze. koInA kahevAthI nahi, zAstranA kahevAthI sudharI javuM che. ApaNI bhUlo ApaNane na samajAya- eTalA badhA ApaNe mUrakha chIe? ApaNe je pravRtti zarU karIe tenuM phaLa na maLe tyAM sudhI te mUkavI nathI. tapa pUro thAya eTale mUkI na devo, tapanuM phaLa maLe tyAre tapa mUkavo. , sa. tapanuM phaLa zuM? tamArA mATe cAritra ane amArA mATe kevaLajJAna. zakti na hoya to tapanuM pAraNuM karavAnI chUTa. Asakti che mATe pAraNuM karavAnI chUTa nahi. tapa thato na hoya to pAraNuM karavAnI chUTa. paNa tapa karavo nathI mATe pAraNuM karavuM- A lakSaNa sArAM nathI. bhagavAne AsaktinA abhAve tapa karyo hato ane zaktinA abhAve pAraNuM kareluM ane upadeza paNa eno Apyo hato. sa. tapa karavAthI Asakti ghaTe ne? tapa karavAthI Asakti na ghaTe. Asakti ghaTADavAno Azaya hoya to tapa karavAthI Asakti ghaTe. mATI khUdavAthI ghaDo na thAya. ghaDo karavA mATe mATI khUMdIe to temAMthI ghaDo taiyAra thAya. mAtra rastA upara mATI paDI hoya ane varasAdanA kAraNe jo kAdava thAya to tenAthI ghaDo taiyAra na thAya. sAdhyane siddha karavAno pariNAma nahi hoya to sAdhanathI siddhi prApta nahi thAya. pANImAM palALavAthI vastra zuddha na thAya. tene. masaLavuM paDe, sAbu devo paDe. jo puruSArtha na karIe to pANImAM paDyuM paDyuM kapaDuM kohavAI jAya ne? tAko paheravA kAma lAge ke temAMthI vastra banAvavuM paDe? sAdhyasiddhinA AzayathI sAdhanamAM pravRtti karIe to sAdhya siddha thAya. (44).

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ziSyanI zaMkAno javAba ApatAM graMthakArazrI jaNAve che ke jenI bhavasaMbaMdhI IcchA nAza pAmI che tenI A saMsAramAM je kAMI pravRtti thAya te premathI na thAya paraMtu nA chUTake thAya. Ama chatAM te vakhate potAnuM nikAcita bhogAvalI karma khapI rahyuM che. teno AnaMda hoya che. zubha pulanuM vedanA thAya che tenI rati nathI hotI paNa te vakhate karmanI nirjarA thayAnA zubha bhAvanuM vadana hovAthI rati hoya che. Aje tamane paNa Avo anubhava che ne? pravRtti karatI vakhate moDhuM hasatuM rAkho paNa manamAM eno AnaMda na hoya, mahemAna Ave tyAre moTuM hasatuM rAkho paNa mana bagaDeluM hoya ne? evuM ahIM bane. sa. e to mAyA karI kahevAya. atyAra sudhI mAyA karI-karIne saMsAramAM chetarAyA have mAyA karIne saMsArane chetaravo che. sAthane mAthA nI mAyA! dharmamAM eTale dharma karavA mATe mAyA karIe e mAyA na kahevAya. paNa dharma karatI vakhate jo mAyA karo to te na cAle. dharma karavA mATe mAyA karavAnI chUTa, dharma karatI vakhate mAyA karavAnI chUTa nathI. dIkSA levA mATe mAyA karavAnI chUTa paNa dIkSA pALatI vakhate mAyA na karAya. dIkSA levA mATe mAbApane chetarIe ke mane azubha svapna AvyuM hatuM, mAruM AyuSya alpa che, mATe dIkSA levI che to te karavAnI chUTa. paNa dIkSA pALatI vakhate gurune chetaro te na cAle. saMsAranI IcchA jenI nAza pAmI hoya tenI saMsAranI pravRtti karmanA yoge thAya. pariNAma na hoya chatAM ya pravRtti karavI paDe tenuM nAma saMsAra. kaSTa paDyA pachI paNa je prasannatA hoya che te bhAvanA kAraNe ja hoya che ne? tamane paNa anubhava che ne? lagnaprasaMge zarIra thAkI jAya paNa moTuM prasanna hoya, te zenA kAraNe? kaSTano anubhava thayo nathI mATe (5). .

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ke prasaMga sArI rIte patI gayo mATe? karmanirbhara karavA mATe nIkaLelAne karma jAya temAM AnaMda hoya ne? tema ahIM paNa zubha pulanuM vedana thavA chatAM tenA kAraNe AnaMda nathI paraMtu karma-bhogAvalI pUruM thAya che ane cAritra najIka Ave che e bhAvanA kAraNe rati thAya che. chokarAo jame ane tame bhUkhyA raho to ya tamane arati na thAya ne? e rati zenI che? bhAvanA kAraNe ja ne? - sa. tyAM zubhabhAvanuM vadana thAya che, ahIM nathI thatuM. dIkarI pratye mamatva che jyAre AtmasvarUpa pratye mamatva nathI. saMsAranuM mamatva eka bhavapUratuM che. Aje nahi to kAle javAnuM ja che. tetrIsa sAgaropamanAM sukho paNa pUrAM thavAnAM che. A badhuM ja anubhavAmya hovA chatAM tenI sAme najara nathI karatA ane enI upekSA karIe chIe. A guNanI upekSA che. sukhanI upekSA karavI che. guNanI upekSA nathI karavI. puNyaprakRti zubha che enI nA nahi, e aghAtInI prakRti che enI 2 nA nahi paraMtu ghAtI prakRti jema guNano ghAta kare che ema adhAtI prakRti paNa ApaNA guNane DhAMkavAnuM kAma kare che. aghAtI naDatI nathI evuM nathI. zAtA vedanIya aghAtInI che, paNa e zAtA joIe che mATe mithyAtva baMdhAya che. A rIte to aghAtI prakRti ghAtInA bApa jevI che. zubha bhAvanuM vedanA ane zubha pulanuM vedanaH e bemAM ghaNo pharaka che. Aje vyAkhyAnamAM AvanArane zubha bhAvanuM vadana hoya ke zubha pudgalanuM? prabhAvanA ke jamavAnuM cAluM thaI jAya eTale UbhA thaI jAya to mAnavuM paDe ne ke zubha pulanuM ja vedana che. eka saMgItanA jalasAmAM eka eka karatAM badhA UThI gayA. mAtra eka mANasa beTho hato. saMgIta pUruM thayA pachI saMgItakAre enI pITha thAbaDI ke ATalA badhAmAM eka tame ja saMgItanA jANakAra cho. tyAre pelAe kahyuM ke - nA bhAI, A 46)

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jAjama mArI che mATe huM beTho chuM... ApaNI hAlata paNa AvI ja che ne? tatvano rasa che mATe Avo cho ke bIjuM je game che te levA mATe Avo cho. teno nirNaya tamAre ja karavAno che. have ziSya bIjI zaMkA kare che. azuddha pravRttimAM vairAgya kevI rIte Take che, e paNa samajAI gayuM ane vairAgyanI hAjarImAM rati kevI kevA prakAranI hoya te ya samajAI gayuM. paNa azuddha (viSayanI) pravRttinI hAjarImAM AtmA zuddha kyAMthI thAya e samajAtuM nathI. jene zuddha thavuM hoya tenI pravRtti azuddha hoya che te kema cAle? avirata baMdhanuM kAraNa che to te nirjarAnuM sAdhana bane kaI rIte, AvI zaMkA ziSyanI che. atyAra sudhImAM ApaNane AvI zaMkA paDI che? pANI ja gaMduM meluM hoya to tenAthI kapaDAM cokhkhAM thAya? azuddha pravRtti vakhate zuddhi na Ave. zuddhi vinA cAritramohanIyano kSayopazama kaI rIte thAya?- evI zaMkA che. jene zuddha svarUpanI prApti karavI che, tene zaMkA paDe. jene zAkabhAjI levI hoya te tAjI che ke nahi teno vicAra kare, jene levuM na hoya te to hAlato thAya. tevI rIte ahIM paNa jene kAMIka pAmavuM che tene zaMkA paDe. jeNe mAMDI vALyuM hoya tene na paDe. ApaNane AvI zaMkA na paDI tenuM kAraNa samajAI gayuM ne? cothe aviratinI nirjarA to thAya ja che, e to ziSyane mAnya che. emAM zaMkA nathI. AthI ja e zaMkA kare che. avirati karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. e aviratinI hAjarImAM, aviratinI pravRttinI hAjarImAM karmanirjarAnuM sAdhana zuM che, e ziSyanI zaMkA che. e zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM jaNAve che ke cothA guNaThANe kAMtA deSTinI prApti thavAthI e daSTinA yogIne AkSepaka jJAna hoya che. tenA kAraNe temanI azuddha pravRtti azuddhinuM kAraNa banatI nathI ane zuddhasvarUpane lAvI ApanArI bane che. AkSepaka jJAna pravRtti thavA chatAM cittane kAbUmAM rAkhe che. tamArI bhASAmAM kahIe to DhALa upara gADI (4)

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doDe chatAM breka hAthamAM hoya to akasmAta na thAya ne? tema cothA guNasthAnake saMsAranA DhALa upara pravRtti thavA chatAM AkSepakajJAnano kAbU hovAthI zuddhino prakSaya thato nathI. bhoganA saMnidhAnamAM paNa samajaNa niyaMtraNamAM rAkhe che. tame cora ke guMDA sAthe dostI rAkho topaNa mAthuM ThekANe rAkhIne enI sAthe kAma lo ne? tema ahIM paNa karmayoge pravRtti thavA chatAM temAM citta levAI nathI jatuM. dhaMdhA upara beThA ho ne sagAM Ave to zuM karo? moTuM hasatuM rAkhI premathI vAta karo paNa citta dhaMdhAmAM rAkho ne? tevI rIte jo cita AtmasvarUpamAM kheMcAyeluM hoya to koInI tAkAta nathI ke ApaNI zuddhine aTakAve. sa. AkSepaka jJAna kevuM hoya? saMsAra asAra che, nirguNa che, evuM jJAna te AkSepaka jJAna. pravRtti karavA chatAM apAyanuM jJAna nirAbAdhapaNe raheluM hoya te AkSepaka jJAna. saMsAramAM rahIne paNa pApa na baMdhAya tenI ciMtA zAstrakAroe karI che jyAre ApaNI hAlata to e che ke dharmasthAnamAM paNa pApa cAlu che. sa. jeTalo dharma karIe eTalo to lAbha ne? gaMdA pANImAM kapaDuM nAMkhIe to palaLyuM eTalo to mela ocho thayo ema mAno? ke cokhuM ja pANI joIe? AkSepaka jJAna vinA karmabaMdhathI aTakAze nahi. te mATe bAra bhAvanAthI bhAvita thavuM che. saMsAranI eka paNa vastu upAdeya na lAgI jAya te mATe bAra bhAvanAnuM ciMtana che. bAre bhAvanAnA viSayo evA ja che. saMsAranuM, zarIranuM, anityatAnuM bhAvana karyA karIe to mana kAbUmAM rahe. AthI ja to pravRttine bhavanAzinI nathI kahI, bhAvanAne bhavanAzinI kahI che. maLelA guNo jo uttaraguNane pedA na kare to te nakAmA javAnA. cothA guNaThANe pravRtti azuddha hovA chatAM paNa AkSepakajJAnanA kAraNe e azuddhi zuddhimAM bAdhaka nathI banatI. tamArI bhASAmAM kahIe to je 48)

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kaMTrolamAM rAkhe te AkSepakajJAna. heyarUpe, tiskaraNIyarUpe vastune vAparavI tenuM nAma AkSepaka jJAna. je vastu bilakula bhAvatI na hoya te vAparatI vakhate eMThI thaI jAya to kevI rIte vAparIe? e rIte AkSepakajJAnanI hAjarImAM bhoganI pravRtti thatI hoya che. sa. ATalI lAlaca ApanArI cIjonI vacce mana kAbUmAM kaI rIte rahe? nokara paisAnI lAlace-jarUriyAte nokarI kare chatAM tenuM mana kevuM hoya che? nokarI game? tema ahIM samajavuM. eka vAra samajaNa TakI rahI hoya to maLelA guNo game tevA saMyogomAM paNa TakAvI zakAya. gADI game teTalI vegamAM doDatI hoya chatAM te khADAmAM nathI jatI te niyaMtraNanA kAraNe. tema ahIM pravRtti game teTalI azuddha hoya to paNa zuddhi haNAtI nathI- e A AkSepaka jJAnanA kAraNe Aje dharma karatI vakhate ApaNI gADI khADAmAM gaI che ne? dharma karavA chatAM pramAda gayo kharo? sa. evo ne evo ja che. evo ja che ke vadhyo? have to dharmanA nAme pramAda karavAno paravAno maLI gayo, evuM ne? Aje tapa karavA chatAM paNa gusso vadhyA kare ne? - sa. evuM kema banatuM haze? A saMsAramAM duHkha TALavA ane sukha meLavavA mATe dharma karIe chIe mATe AvuM thAya che. saMsAra TALavA mATe, mokSa meLavavA mATe dharma karyo hota to AvuM na banata. bIjAnA duHkhano vicAra karIe to jAte duHkha bhogavavAnuM saraLa bane ane potAne sukha bhogavavAnuM mana hoya to bIjAne duHkha ApavAnuM bane. A AkSepaka jJAnanA kAraNe viSayone tiraskaraNIyarUpe bhogave che. viSa mIThuM hoya to na mAre ane kaDavuM hoya to ja mAre evuM che kharuM? evI rIte sukha paNa puNyathI maLeluM na mAre (49

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ane pApathI meLaveluM mAre, evuM mAnIe te cAle? Aje amAre tyAM be pakSa che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyathI maLelAM sukho viSa jevA nahi gaNavAnA ema kahe che. puNyathI maLeluM sukha kharAba ke pApathI maLeluM kharAba? anItithI maLeluM dhana kharAba ke nItithI maLeluM dhana paNa kharAba? sa. nIti to AtmAnA guNa tarIke tAravI zakAya ne? nIti paNa guNa kayAre? dhana kamAvAnI jarUra hoya tyAre ke dhana kamAvAnI jarUra na hoya tyAre? jene paisAnI jarUra hoya te nItithI kamAya to sAro paNa jene paisAnI jarUra nathI chatAM te kamAvA jAya to tene lobhiyo kahevAya. ema amAre tyAM paNa e ja rIte samajavuM. dUdhapAka nirdoSa che mATe levAnI chUTa na maLe. nidoMSa hoya te nathI levAnuM, je maLe te nathI levAnuM, je bhagavAne kahyuM hoya te levAnuM. Aje to dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa aviratinI upAdeyatA jatI nathI. enA kAraNe vairAgya Avato nathI. Aje virati game che mATe dIkSA lIdhI che. paNa avirata bhUMDI lAge che mATe dIkSA lIdhI che. evuM nathI. mATe ja dIkSA lIdhA pachI ya avarati bhogavavAnuM kAma cAlu che. IcchA mujabanuM maLI jAya tyAre ArtadhyAna na thAya ane prasannatA jaLavAI rahe ene vairAgya na kahevAya. IcchA mujabanuM na maLe chatAM paNa ArtadhyAna na thAya ane prasannatA TakI rahe tene vairAgya kahevAya. duHkhanA kAraNe ArtadhyAna thAya che evuM nathI. ethI duHkha TALIne ArtadhyAna TALavuM e mArga nathI. duHkha Ave tyAre vadhAre duHkha bhogavavA taiyAra thaI jaIe to vartamAnanuM duHkha mAphakasaranuM banI jAya ane ArtadhyAna TaLI jAya. eka vAra duHkha veThavAno abhyAsa paDe to duHkha ArtadhyAnanuM kAraNa na bane. AcArya bhagavatte eka vAra kahyuM hatuM ke duHkha veThatAM veThatAM to koThe paDI jAya. rANI abhyAsathI pADo paNa upADatI thaI ne? (50)

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sa. e mATe abhyAsa pADavo paDe ne zarIra keLavavuM paDe. 'paDe' bolyA eTale samajI levAnuM ke ApaNe karavuM kazuM nathI ane mAtra vAto karavI che. ema ja che ne? sa. to ame AvIe chIe zA mATe? mAtra sAMbhaLavA mATe, ema kahuM? mane pUcho cho enA badale tame ja tamArI jAtane pUchI juo ke sAMbhaLavA mATe AvyA cho ke pAmavA mATe? sa. amArA hRdayane amArA karatAM Apa sArI rIte jANo cho, evuM amane lAge che. jo kharekhara evuM lAgatuM hoya to amArI vAta thoDI thoDI mAnavA mAMDo. anukULatAno dhIre dhIre tyAga karavA mAMDo. ThaMDI paDe tyAre mojAM na paheravAM, dhAbaLo na oDhavo. duHkha Ave tyAre duHkha DhALavAnA upAya na zodhavA. duHkha vadhAre bhogavavuM. zakti na hoya to keLavI levI. na keLavAya to ya vadhu duHkha bhogavanArane yAda karI manane taiyAra karavuM che. duHkha bhogavavA mATe taiyAra thavuM ja che. sa. dhaMdhAnA viSayamAM zuM karavuM? dhaMdhAnA viSayamAM paNa sauthI pahelA jarUra na hoya to kamAvuM ja nathI. dhaMdho mUkI devo. dhaMdhAmAM paNa zrAvaka vyAja na khAya. kAraNa ke vyAja jenI pAsethI laIe tene ApatI vakhate duHkha thAya ke AnaMda thAya? ane bIjAne pIDA thAya tevuM nathI karavuM. parapIDA e pApa che ne? pApAya parapIDanam sAMbhaLyuM che? sa. emAM sAmevALAne kamAvAmAM sahAya thAya ne? tame ene sahAya karavA Apo cho ke vyAjanA lobhe Apo cho? ane jo sahAya karavA ja ApavuM hoya to vyAjano lobha mUkI do ne ! Ame ya tame je paisA dhIryA hatA te nakAmA ja hatA ne? 51

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sa. nakAmA eTale? jenI jarUra na hoya te nakAmA. khAvApIvA vageremAM je kAma lAge che te paiso dhIro ke te sivAyano vadhArAno ja dhIro cho ? Aje eTaluM nakkI karavuM che ke, jeTaluM che te mUkIne ja javAnuM che tenA badale ApIne javuM che. jene dhIro tene kahI devAnuM ke anukULatA hoya to Apajo nahi to mAre jarUra nathI. ApaNe choDI daIe to ApaNuM ArtadhyAna TaLI jAya. meLavavAnI bhAvanA paDI haze to ArtadhyAna paDyuM rahevAnuM. sa. vyAjamAM pratyakSa pApa nahi ne? pracchanna pApane pApa mAno ke nahi? ADakatarI rIte paNa duHkha pahoMcatuM hoya to te nathI ApavuM- evo bhAva jAgyA vinA pApa sarvathA chUTaze nahi, zrAvakanI IcchA sAdhu thavAnI hoya ne? dhaMdhAmAM pApa che evuM na lAge tyAM sudhI saMsAra chUTaze nahi. koI paNa rIte paiso kamAvo e pApa che- e magajamAM AvavuM joIe. agni pratyakSa hoya to bALe ke pracchanna paNa bALe? hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe paNa 'vighne pracchannapAvatAm' kahyuM hatuM ne? sAmo mANasa paisA le che te tenI majabUrInA kAraNe ne? tame majabUrImAM ho ne vyAja ApavuM paDe to duHkha thAya ne? bIjAnI majabUrIno lAbha uThAvavo, e sAruM nathI. AkSepakajJAnanA kAraNe viSayanI pravRtti kevI rIte bAdhAkara banatI nathI te zrI haribhadrasUri mahArAjanA vacanathI jaNAve che- je mAyApANIne sAcuM pANI mAne te tyAM ne tyAM bIhato Ubho rahe, jyAre ene mAyA tarIke je jANe te tyAMthI saDasaDATa pasAra thaI jAya. saMsAranuM sukha mAyApANI che ke sAcuM? je sukhane mAyArUpa mAne te sukhanI vaccethI saDasaDATa pasAra thaI jAya. tene sukha kAMI aDe nahi. ane je e sukhane sAcuM mAne te emAM aTavAyA ja kare, tamane sukha kevuM lAge che, sAcuM ke mAyArUpa? 52

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sa. mAyArUpa. to sukha maLe to sAruM ke na maLe to sAruM? paiso maLe to sAruM ke na maLe to sAruM? duHkhanuM ArtadhyAna TALavuM che ema sukhanuM ArtadhyAna paNa TALavuM paDaze ne? zarIra keLavavuM hoya to savAranA pahoramAM sukha choDIne kasarata karavA nIkaLI paDo ne? zarIra pratyeno prema jo satva keLavI Ape che to ahIM sattva na keLavAya? zarIra mATe sukha choDAya ne? sa. zarIra to nAzavaMta che ne? eTalA mATe ja AtmAne tArI levo che. zarIra nAzavaMta che to teno upayoga karI levo che- eTaluM nakkI karavuM che. atyAra sudhI zarIrane ghaNuM sAcavyuM. have zarIrane kahI devAnuM ke tArA mATe atyAra sudhI ghaNuM karyuM, have mArA mATe mane karavA de. paralokamAM javAno vakhata AvI gayo chatAM zarIra ja sAcavavuM che? zarIra kAma Ape che tyAM sudhI kAma laI levuM che. paNa je kAma ja na kare tene sAcavavAno zo artha? mahAtmAo aNasaNa paNa A ja kAraNe letA. zarIra sAdhanA mATe nakAmuM thaI gayuM che- ema jANIne teo zarIra vosirAvI detA. ApaNe aNasaNa na karIe paNa Akho divasa enI sAravAra ja karyA karIe - e cAle? A saMsAra mAyAnuM pANI che. saMsAranuM sukha paNa kAlpanika che ane duHkha paNa kAlpanika che, enA mATe ApaNA AtmAnuM bagADavuM e hitAvaha nathI. dIkSAmAM takalIpha kAMI nathI, saMsAramAM ja takalIpha che. dIkSAnI takalIpha to evI che ke jenAthI kAyama mATenI takalIpha jAya. sukha tAtvika nathI. chatAM e maLe to game ne? sa. dharma sukha Ape to game. dharma sukha na Ape, sukha choDAve. sukha to karma Ape, dharma nahi. dharmathI puNya baMdhAya ane ethI sukha maLe. AthI ja to sukha tAtvika nathI. sukha ane duHkha kameM ApelAM che, mATe te tAtvika nathI. 53)

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sa. dharmathI puNya baMdhAya ane puNyathI sukha maLe- e paNa sAcuM ne? paNa e sukha lAge kevuM? rAkhavA jevuM ke choDavA jevuM devalokanAM sukhone IndrAdidevatAo ghAsajevuM paNa nathI mAnatA. savAre viza7ovana mAM tame bolo ne? thelAmAM vRA.. pachI AgaLa zuM kaho? tRna naiva nAvuM. je IndrAdine tame sukhI mAno cho, AdarabhAve juo cho teo paNa potAnAM sukhone ghAsanI tole paNa nathI gaNatA. sa. batrIsa lAkha vimAnanA svAmI evA Indra badho vyavahAra kaI rIte calAvatA haze? tame dharma je rIte karo cho- e rIte ! tame ATalo dharma karo cho chatAM ye kazuM aDatuM nathI ne? tevI rIte Indra mahArAjAne paNa kazuM aDatuM nathI. teo sukha vairAgyathI bhogave ane ApaNe dharma "vairAgyathI" karIe ne ? Aje dharma karavA chatAM dharmanuM phaLa nathI maLatuM teno koI vicAra ja nathI ne? Aje "maLatuM nathI" evI phariyAda ghaNA kare che, paNa "joItuM nathI" e kabUlAta koI karatuM nathI. dIkSA maLatI nathIema to keTalIya vAra keTalAne kahyuM. paNa dIkSA joItI ja nathI, A bhAva kyAMya pragaTa karyo che? A to pAchA kahe ke kuMDalImAM yoga nathI. jene kuMDalI jovAnuM mana thAya tenA nasIbamAM dIkSA hoya nahi. tame prema karo to kuMDalI joIne karo? tyAM ATaluM satva phoravo cho to ahIM kema ATalA badhA sattvahIna thaI gayA cho? sa. jApa japIe to kuMDalInuM naDatara naDe nahi ne? jApa japIne kazuM na thAya, sattva phoravavuM paDe. puruSArtha na kare tene jApa na phaLe, mArA gurumahArAja kahetA hatA ke - samAdhinA jApa jaNe samAdhi na maLe. e mATe asamAdhinAM kAraNo dUra karavAM paDe. asamAdhinuM kAraNa seve tene samAdhi na maLe. kUvAmAMthI maDaduM ulecAyuM pa4

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na hoya ane mAtra pANI UlecIe to dudha jAya? Aje lokone AyaMbila karIne zAMti meLavavI che paNa pApa choDIne zAMti nathI meLavavI. eka divasa AyaMbila kare ane 359 divasa rAtribhojana kare to zAMti maLe? aDhAramAMthI eka paNa pApa cAlu haze to zAMti nahi maLe. pApa azAMtinuM kAraNa che. aDhAre ya pApa TALavAM paDaze. sa. eka mithyAtva jAya to bAkInAM 17 jAya ne? mithyAtva gayA pachI chAsaTha sAgaropama sudhImAM jo aviratine kADhavAno puruSArtha karavAmAM na Ave to e avirata ja pAchI mithyAtvane kheMcI lAvanArI bane che. eTale mAtra mithyAtva kAryo saMtoSa karyo nahi cAle. tenA pachI avarati, kaSAya, pramAda, yoga... A badhAne misara kADhavA ja paDaze. ApaNe joI gayA ke cothA guNaThANe AkSepaka jJAna hovAnA kAraNe viSayanI pravRtti thavA chatAM Indriyo viSayanA vikAronI sAthe joDAtI nathI, vikArane AdhIna banatI nathI, unmArge jatI nathI tethI naDatI nathI. A AkSepakajJAnanuM svarUpa samajAvatAM pharamAvyuM hatuM ke je samajaNanA kAraNe heyanI pratye tiraskArabhAva kAyama mATe banyo rahe, te upAdeya na lAgI jAya te samajaNane AkSepaka jJAna kahevAya che. je sAdhanano mahimA batAvavo hoya te sAdhanano koI durupayoga na karI bese- enI takedArI to rAkhavI ja paDe. A saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM saMsArano eka paNa viSaya aDI na jAya, naDI na jAya evo AcAra sAdhubhagavantone batAvyo che. zarIranuM mamatva mAravA kahyuM paraMtu sAthe e zarIrano nirvAha thAya tevI bhikSAcaryA paNa batAvI. bhikSAmAM lAvelo. AhAra paNa upAdeya na lAgI jAya te mATe evI bhAvanA bhAvavAnI jaNAvI ke koI paNa jAtanuM pApa karyA vinA paNa AhAra grahaNa karavAno vidhi bhagavAne batAvyo e teozrIno mahAna upakAra che ke papa)

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jenA yoge mokSanA sAdhana- bhUta dehano nirvAha thAya che. duHkha bhogavavAnuM kahyuM, zarIrane kasavAnuM kahyuM chatAM ApaNe marI na jaIe tenI kALajI rAkhI. Ama chatAM Aje ApaNI mAnyatA zuM? duHkha bhogavIzuM to marI jaIzuM? ke AjJA mujaba du:kha bhogavIzuM to kAyama mATe maraNathI mukta thaI jaIzuM? maraNa kyAre TaLe? janma TaLe tyAre ja ne? janma, jarA, mRtyu nivAravA mATe ja dharma che ne? tame roja bolo ne "janmajarAmRtyunivAraNAca". jene maraNa na game tene janma game e cAle? kAraNa ke janma TaLyA vagara maraNa na TaLe. Aje ApaNe janma puNyathI maLyo ema kahIe ke janma dhAtInA udayathI maLyo ema mAnIe? ghAtI karmanA udaya vinA janma na thAya ne? je ghAtInA udayathI maLe tene heya kahevAya ke upAdeya? jeno nAza karavAno hoya tene heya mAnavuM paDe ne? janmane puNyathI maLelo mAne te janmano nAza karee vAtamAM mAla nathI. e to AnAthI sAro janma meLavavA mATe mahenata karavAno. dharmanA oThA nIce Aje ApaNe sukha bhogavavAnuM ane duHkha TALavAnuM ja kAma karyuM che ne? AkSepakajJAna ApaNI Indriyone kAbUmAM rAkhe che. kSaNa vAra mATe paNa jo unmArge javAnuM mana thAya to tarata bhagavAnanA vacananuM AlaMbana laI levAnuM A AkSepakajJAna zIkhave che. enA badale Aje sAdhupaNAmAM AvelA paNa bAhyapravRttimAM mana lagAvIne beThA che. gurune AvaDatuM nathI athavA bhaNAvatA nathI mATe artha bhaNavAnuM baMdha karyuM. ane sUtra bhaNavAnuM gamatuM nathI. eTale e banne mAMDI vALIne vikathA karavA maMDI paDyA che. - sa. loko para upakAra thAya ne? potAnuM zuM thAya? potAnuM bhaNavAnuM choDIne bIjAnuM ghara saMbhALe tenuM potAnuM ghara cAle kharuM? A to jANe ema mAnI beThA che ke 56)

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samyatva AvavAthI pApa nathI lAgatuM. samyakatva AvavAthI pApa na lAge ke samyakatva TakavAthI pApa na lAge? paisA Ave to sukhI thaIe ke paisA Take to sukhI thaIe? sAcavIe to sukhI thaIe? amArAM sAdhusAdhvInA vihAranA pAkITamAM sAbu, dorI, klIpa, davA. e badhuM maLe. paNa uttarAdhyayana ke AcArAMganuM pustaka lagabhaga na maLe. tamArI vAta karI lau? tamAre tyAM saMsAranA sukhanAM sAdhano maLe ke saMsArathI taravAnAM? TI.vI., phrija, sophA vagere vasAvo ke jinabiMba ane jinAgama padharAvo? viSayanI Asakti jo vadhyA kare to ApaNo dharma nakAmo javAno. je pAmyA chIe tenuM dhovANa na thaI jAya te mATe A jJAna jarUrI che. roga thayA pachI ane roga gayA pachI takedArI kevI rAkho? e rIte doSa naDe nahi ane gayelA doSo pAchA na Ave te mATe A AkSepaka jJAna che. Aje to pUchavA Ave ke samyakatva kyAM sudhI Take? mArA jevo to kahe ke, aMtarmuhUrtamAM jAya. ApaNe kahIe ke- chAsaTha sAgaropama sudhI Take to to pelo hAzA kahIne rAjI thaIne jAya. ene gAphela na banavA devA ane sAvadha banAvavA mATe zuM kahevuM joIe? doSonI A vizeSatA che ke jyAre ApaNe gAphela hoIe tyAre pesI jAya. AthI ja gAphela na banavA mATe AkSepaka jJAna rAkhyuM che. AvelA guNo Take ane gayelA doSo pesI na jAya evuM A AkSepaka jJAna che. eka vAra samajaNa Take to ApaNA doSo pharakI zake- e vAtamAM mAla nathI. sAdhupaNAmAM A AkSepaka jJAna TakAvavA mATe paMdara kalAkano svAdhyAya jaNAvyo che. jIvonA be bheda pADo : saMsArI ane mukta. temAM sAdhubhagavantono samAveza zemAM thAya ? saMsArImAM ke muktamAM ? jo sAdhusAdhvIno samAveza saMsArImAM thAya to saMsAramAM rahelA temane saMsAra aDI na jAya te mATe paMdara kalAkano svAdhyAya batAvyo che. ( 17 )

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saMsArano eka paNa hetu sevavAno vakhata ja na Ave, evo samaya ja na maLe te mATe A svAdhyAya Apyo che. zarIra TakAvavA mATe to che kalAkanI nidrA ane traNa kalAkanA AhAra-nIhArAdi batAvyA che. enAthI vadhu zuM joIe? paMdara kalAkano svAdhyAya kare tene gAthA caDhe ke na caDhe paNa vikathAdinA pApathI bacI javAnA kAraNe ane mArgAnusArI prayatna karavAnA kAraNe jJAnAvaraNIyAda karmonI nirjarA thayA kare. bIjuM phaLa maLe ke na maLe, A ja moTo phAyado che. pramAda TaLI gayo, vikathA TaLI gaI, niMdAmAM na paDyA e ja phaLa. pApathI bacavA mATe svAdhyAya che, mAtra AvaDe e mATe nahi. je sAdhusAdhvI A bhaNavAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLe tene avirati upAdeya lAge. sukha bhogavavAnuM mana kema thAya che? jJAna joItuM nathI mATe. AthI ja zAstramAM kahyuM che ke vidyArthinaH yuti: suvuM, suvarthanaH yukato vidyAre je gADInI breka pheIla thaI gaI hoya te gADI ISTa sthAne pahoMcADe? tema je sAdhu pAse paMdara kalAkanA svAdhyAya svarUpa AkSepaka jJAna na hoya tenuM sAdhupaNe tene mokSe kyAMthI pahoMcADe? paMdara kalAkano svAdhyAya jo cAlu hoya to koInI tAkAta nathI ke ApaNA guNo lUMTI le ane doSo ghAlI jAya. jo paMdara kalAka svAdhyAya nahi hoya to guNone sAcavavAnuM ane doSone AvatA rokavAnuM kAma azakya che. A svAdhyAya nAza pAmyo mATe bhaNeluM paNa bhulAvA mAMDyuM. Aje amArAM sAdhusAdhvI bhaNeluM bhUlI gayA chatAM vidvAna gaNAya che. jyAre vidvAnanI vyutpatti karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke vetti ti vihIna - jene bhaNeluM vartamAnamAM yAda hoya te vidvAna gaNAya. bhUtakALanA jJAnIne vidvAna na kahevAya. e jJAna TakAvavAno upAya A AkSepaka jJAna che. mokSamArganI sAdhanA karatI vakhate A saMsArasukhonI mAyA avarodha karatI hoya che. te vakhate AkSepaka jJAnanI jarUra paDavAnI. 58)

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mohanI e karAmata che ke dharma karanArAne saMsAranA sukhanA TukaDA ApyA kare ane enI lAlace dharma karAvIne jIvane saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhe. dharma saMsAramAMthI kADhIne mokSe pahoMcADe che jyAre moha dharma karAvIne paNa saMsAramAM rAkhI mUke che. ApaNI pAsenA mANaso ApaNI pAsenAM pudgalo kAyama mATe TakI rahe evI ApaNI bhAvanA hoya, ekAda paNa khasI jAya to duHkha thAya ne? tevI rIte moharAjA paNa saMsArI jIva potAnA sakaMjAmAMthI chaTakI na jAya tenI takedArI rAkhato hoya che. AthI ja A moha lalacAvI na jAya te mATe AkSepaka jJAna rAkhyuM che. eka vAra saMsAranA padArtho atAttvika ke mAyArUpa lAgI jAya to mohanI eka paNa asara thAya nahi. je tAtvika na hoya temAM ApaNe phasAIe kharA? na samajAya tyAM sudhI judI vAta. paNa khAtarI hoya to na phasAIe ne? je dorIne sarpa mAne te Ubho rahe. paNa je dorIne dorI mAne te to saDasaDATa cAlI jAya ne? bhramAtmaka jJAna aTakAvavAnuM kAma kare. tAtvikatAnuM jJAna mArgAnusArI gati karAve. jeno saMyoga viyogane lAvI Ape te badhAM atAttvika che. jJAnAdino viyoga thato nathI mATe te tAttvika che. mAnasanmAna, rAjapATa, cakravartInAM sukho, IndrAdinAM sukho ne anuttara devalokanAM sukho paNa pUrAM thAya che, jAya che- mATe atAtvika che. jyAre jJAnAdinA svAmIne kyAreya jJAnAdi guNonI hAni nathI thatI mATe te tAttvika che. Aje tame sukha maLe to dharma choDo ke dharma maLe to sukha choDI do? Aje to dharmaprabhAvanAnA nAme paNa mAnasanmAnanuM sukha pAmavAnuM-khaMkheravAnuM kAma cAlu che ne? prabhAvanA saMkhyA vadhavAnA kAraNe thAya evuM nathI. so mINabattI bhegI karIe eTale prakAza na thAya, eka dIvo saLagato hoya to prakAza Ave. saMkhyAnA kAraNe tAtvikatAnuM mUlyAMkana na thAya. Aje to sAdhupaNAmAM sukha-saMpatti, mAnasanmAna badhuM mUkIne AvelA paNa puSya vadhe eTale bIjAne pratibodhavA 59)

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besI jAya. pratibodha paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba karavAno hoya. potAnI ArAdhanA, potAnuM bhaNavAnuM bAkI rAkhIne bIjAne pratibodhavA bese to zuM pariNAma Ave? zAstramAM to kahyuM che ke bhaNI gayA pachI paNa badhA pratibodhavA na bese. je vakhate mahAvIra paramAtmA ane gautamasvAmI mahArAjA dezanA ApatA tyAre bIjA gaNadhara bhagavanto hovA chatAM dezanA ApatA na hatA. bIjAne pratibodhyA vinA mokSa na thAya evuM nathI. game tevA prabhAvakane paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAnA pAlanamAMthI mukti na maLe. parapadArthane atAtvika mAnyA vinA vairAgya Take nahi. puNya ApaNuM ke jJAna ApaNuM? paiso ApaNo ke jJAna ApaNuM? chatAM mahenata zenA mATe cAle che? jene parabhAvamAM majA Ave tene svabhAvanI prApti na thAya. je bhogone tAttvika mAne te saMsAranA pArane pAmI na zake. bhogane tAtvika mAne tenuM saMsAranuM prayANa anAbAdha rahe. je mokSane tAtvika mAne tenuM mokSanuM prayANa anAbAdha rahe. patananAM nimitta to A saMsAramAM Thera - Thera paDelAM che. AthI ja upayoga ane sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI che. ApaNe mohanA chIe mATe moha ApaNane sukhanA TukaDA nAMkhIne lalacAve che ke jethI ApaNe mohanA maTI na jaIe. AthI ja ApaNe mohanI karAmatamAM na phasAIe te mATe AkSepaka jJAnane kAme lagADavuM che. have ziSya pharI zaMkA kare che ke AkSepaka jJAnane laIne bhavano udvega hovAthI viSayomAM phasAya nahi- e barAbara. paraMtu ATalI sArAmAM sArI vastu, anukULa vastuo maLI jAya to tenI vacce uga Take kaI rIte? bhavamAM beThA pachI bhava sAro na lAge ane udvega Ubho rahe tenuM kAraNa zuM? A pramANe ziSyanI zaMkA che. AvI zaMkA ApaNane paDe ne? viSayonI napharata jAgyA pachI, tene choDyA pachI ekAda vAra u0)

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paNa jo viSaya maLI jAya, temAM svAda AvI jAya, to dADhe vaLagI jAya ane krame karIne udvega cAlyo jAya ne? vastu sArI lAgavA mAMDe to tenI pratyeno udvega jato rahe ne? bhagavAnanA vacanathI bhogone choDyA pachI pharI te sukhanI ruci jAgI jAya to udvega nAza pAme ne? nirjarA karavA AvelA puNyamAM ALoTavA lAge to zuM dazA thAya? bhoga jene tAtvika lAge tenuM bhavasamudranuM baMdhana aTakI javAnuM. pramAda heya lAge tyAre sAtamuM guNaThANuM Ave paNa jo sAtame gayA pachI pramAda upAdeya lAge to sAtamethI pahele guNaThANe AvI jAya ne? bhoga tatvarUpa lAge to kyAMthI kyAM javuM paDe? mAyAne tatva mAnIe to zuM thAya? sa. pramAtmakatA ane vAstavikatAmAM pharaka che ne? banne eka ja che. sa. mAyA pANI to vAstavika nathI, paNa puNyathI maLelA bhogo to vAstavika che ne? puNyathI maLelA ne tAtvika? je puNyathI - karmathI maLeluM hoya te tAtvika ke je svabhAvathI maLyuM hoya te? pArakAnAM ghareNAM lAvyA ho to zuM kaho? tamAruM che ema kaho ke pArakAnuM che ema kaho? tema puNya ApeluM sukha tamAruM ke karmanuM? sa. sukha puNe ApeluM, paNa puNya to ApaNuM ne? puNya tamAruM che te mokSamAM laIne javAnA ke mUkIne? je mUkIne javAnuM hoya tene potAnuM manAya? potAnuM to te kahevAya ke je mUkIne na jAya. sa. puNya mokSamAM pahoMcavA to kAma lAge ne? mokSamAM javA mATenuM puNya meLavavAnuM bAkI che ke maLI gayuM che? paMcavastumAM kahyuM che ke mokSanAM paMdara aMga che. temAMthI amane tera aMga 61 )

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maLI gayAM che ane tamane bAra maLI gayAM che. tamAre eka cAritra bAkI che. have puNyanI rAha jovI che ke puruSArtha zarU karavo che? gADI ISTa sthAne pahoMcADe e barAbara che paNa gADImAM besIne hAtha halAvavA paDe ne? ane ISTasthAna AvyA pachI gADImAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM paDe ne? gADImAM beThAM beThAM gharamAM na pahoMcAya ne? tema puNyathI saMghayaNAdi maLyA pachI teno upayoga cAritra mATe karavo paDe. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya mokSamAM sahAya kare che tema puNyAnubaMdhI pApano udaya paNa mokSamAM sahAya kare che. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke sAdhupaNAmAM upasargo ane parisaho puNyAnubaMdhI pApanA udaye Ave che. azAtA jo samatApUrvaka bhogavatAM AvaDe to zAtA baMdhAya ane te paNa bhavAntaramAM bhogavavA na javuM paDe evI. zAtA bhogavavA bhavAntaramAM javuM paDe- e sAruM ke azAtA bhogavatAM mokSe javuM sAruM? - pAMce IndriyonA viSayo kAdava samAna che. kAdavathI jema zarIra kharaDAya che tema viSayothI AbhA kharaDAya che. AthI ja ahIM kahyuM che ke bhogajaMbAlathI je mohita hoya te saMsAramAMthI khasI na zake. je A kAdavamAM na phasAya te ja mokSamAM jaI zake. ApaNe ziSyanI zaMkA joI gayA ke- saMsAranI anukULa, manohara sAmagrImAM paNa uga nAza kema nathI pAmato? tenA nirAkaraNamAM jaNAve che ke, AkSepaka jJAnanA kAraNe dharmazakti eTalI baLavAna hoya che ke je maMda evI bhogazaktithI haNAtI nathI. mATe udvega anAbAdhapaNe TakI rahe che. baLavAna nabaLAne haNe, paNa je maMda hoya te utkaTane asara na karI zake. te mATe ahIM eka daSTAnna ApyuM che ke - je pavana dIpakane bujhAve te ja pavana dAvAnaLane na bujhAve, UlaTo e pavana dAvAnaLane anukULa bane, vadhAranAro bane. dIpaka karatAM pavananI zakti utkaTa che. paNa dAvAnaLa karatAM pavananI zakti tadana maMda che. dAvAnaLanI zakti (12)

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atyaMta baLavAna che. phUMka mArIne dIvo bujhAya, dAvAnaLa na bujhAya. te rIte A guNaThANe rahelAnI bhogazakti atyaMta alpa hoya che jyAre dharmazakti atyanta dedIpyamAna hoya che. maMda evI bhogazakti prajvalita evI dharmazaktine haNatI to nathI, UlaTI e pavananI jema dharmazaktine vadhu dedIpyamAna banAve che. have samajAyuM ne ke cothe guNaThANe dharma haNAya ke bhoga haNAya? ane ApaNo dharma haNAya ke bhoga haNAya? sukha maLe to dharma jAya ke dharma maLe to sukha jAya? sa. dharmathI sukha maLe ke jAya? dharmathI sukha jAya. sa. e kaI rIte? samajAyuM nahi. A (odho) maLe to sukha jAya ne? dharma odhAmAM che ke caravaLAmAM? caravaLAmAM to dharmAdharma che. dharma to odhAmAM ja che ne? e odho kyAre maLe? sukha rAkhIe to ke sukha choDIe to? have samajAyuM ne ke dharmathI sukha maLatuM nathI. dharmathI sukha jAya che, sukhano rAga jAya ane vairAgya dvArA vItarAgatA prApta thAya. A rIte cothe guNaThANe viSayono vairAgya, saMsAranA sukha pratyeno udvega ane AkSepaka jJAnanA kAraNe dharmazakti evI prajvalita hoya che ke jene bhogano yoga bujhAvI na zake. cothA guNaThANe je viSayapravRtti thAya che te karmanA yoge thAya che. karmano (aviratino) udaya na hoya to AvI viSayanI pravRtti thAya ja nahi- e nakkI che. ethI eka vAta nakkI che ke viSayanI pravRtti karatI vakhate karmano udaya hoya che. enA yoge je viSayapravRtti thAya che e pravRtti svarUpathI azuddha che ane AvI azuddha pravRtti jo thAya to te karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa banyA vinA na rahe. ane A rIte jo karmabaMdha thAya to cothA guNaThANAvALA chaThThA guNaThANe pahoMce kevI rIte? A pramANenI ziSyanI zaMkA che. AvI zaMkA kone paDe? jene mokSe javuM che ane 63

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saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM nathI. tene AvI zaMkA paDe. viSayanI pravRtti karIne saMsAramAM majA karavAnI vAta nathI. karmayoge thatI viSayapravRti mokSamAM bAdhaka na bane enI vAta che. AvA prakAranI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM jaNAve che ke zlekha upara mAkhI bese to coMTI paDe, jyAre sUkI mATInA goLA upara beselI mAkhI coTe nahi. cikAsanA kAraNe ja coMTavAnuM thAya che. AthI mAkhI tyAM coMTI paDe che. sUkA goLA para beselI mAkhI to enI meLe UDI jAya che. zleSma paranI mAkhI hAthethI kADhavI paDe che. e ja rIte ahIM Asakti cikAsanA sthAne che. Asakti vinA thatI viSayapravRtti karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa na bane. ahIM duSTa pravRtti karavAnI vAta nathI, karmayoge thatI duSTa pravRtti naDe nahi e kaI rIte bane che- te jaNAvavAnI vAta che. jo pravRttithI Asakti thatI hoya to karmabaMdha thavAno ja che. tevA vakhate pravRtti paNa TALavA mATe mahenata karavAnI. pravRttinA kAraNe koInuM mApadaMDa nIkaLe nahi. parimANanA kAraNe mApadaMDa nIkaLe. AthI koInA pariNAma jANyA vinA koInA mATe abhiprAya Apavo nahi. mArA guru mahArAja kahetA hatA ke jenuM ApaNe jANatA nathI tenuM sarTiphikeTa phADavuM nahi. jenuM jANatA hoIe tenuM sarTiphikeTa phADavuM. ApaNe bIjAnuM pApa jANIe ke ApaNuM pApa jANIe? bIjAnuM pApa ApaNe jANatA nathI- mATe temanuM sarTiphikeTa phADavuM nathI. ApaNuM pApa jANIe chIe to tenuM sarTiphikeTa phADyA vinA na rahevuM. ApaNuM pApa koNa jANe? ApaNe ja ne? lokamAM paNa kahevata che ne? mA jANe bApa ane mana jANe pApa. pApabaMdha pariNAmanA kAraNe thAya che, pravRttinA kAraNe nahi. to e pariNAma kevA banAvavA che? Asakti kADhavI che ne? Asakti zleSmanA sthAne che ane sUko goLo pravRttinA sthAne che. karmabaMdha mAkhInA sthAne che.

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anAsaktabhAve viSayo bhogavavAnI vAta kyAMya karI ja nathI. sAdhubhagavanto paNa vigaI vApare to lAcArInA kAraNe vApare ane vAparatI vakhate Asakti na thAya teno upayoga rAkhe. anAsaktabhAve vigaI vAparavAnuM emane paNa nathI kahyuM. vigaI apavAde vAparavI paDe to anAsatibhAve vApare eTalI vAta karI. viSayanI pravRtti thayA kare ane karmabaMdha thayA kare to vistAra thAya kyAre? AthI ja jaNAvyuM ke baMdha pariNAmanA kAraNe che. karmabaMdha TALavA mATenI A vAta che. pravRtti karavAnI chUTa ApavA mATenI A vAta che ja nahIM : e khAsa karIne khyAlamAM rAkhavAnuM che. pravRtti calAvavAnI vAta nathI, nabhAvavAnI A vAta che. nabhAvavuM ane calAvI levuM e bemAM pharaka che- e samajAya che ne? cAra divasamAM A vAta vistArathI samajAvI che, koI zaMkA rAkhI nathI. jeTalI zaMkAo hatI te karI-karIne tenA nirAkaraNa ApyAM che. bhUlecUke ahIMthI bahAra jaIne UMdhuMcatuM karazo nahi. A ja zAstramAM AgaLa jaIne kahyuM che ke ayogya jIvone A badhI vAto kahezo nahi. tamArI thoDIghaNI yogyatA joIne A vAto kahI che. tenA marmane samajIne viSayanI pravRtti karavAnI chUTa levAne badale karmabaMdhathI bacavA AsaktithI bacavA mATe prayatna zarU karI devo che. AgaLa jaIne A ja vAtanA samarthanamAM jaNAve che ke AvA prakAranI azuddha pravRtti karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa to nathI banatI, AgaLa vadhIne e pravRtti karmanirjarAnuM kAraNa bane che. ghaNA doSanI nivRtti mATe alpa doSa sevavAmAM Ave topaNa te hitakArI bane che. avirata khapAvavA mATe jo avirata bhogavI laIe to temAM doSa nathI. azAtA bhogavavAnA kAraNe azAtA khape ane zAtA bhogavavAthI zAtA khape. azAtA jema ' rAga vagara bhogavo cho tema zAtA paNa jo rAga vagara bhogavatAM AvaDe

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to zAtA bhogavatAM zAtA khape paNa jene zAtA bhogavavAnuM mana hoya te rAga vagara zAtA bhogavI zake kharo? zAtA apAvavA mATe zAtA bhogave to te naDe nahi. A vastu samajAya che ne? tamArA vyavahAramAM paNa A vastu prasiddha che ke ghaNo doSa kADhavA thoDo doSa sevavo paDe. vAsaNa kharaDAyelA hoya to rakhyAthI mAMjavA paDe ne? eMThavADa karatAM ya rAkha azuddha che. chatAM te zuddhanuM kAraNa bane ne? tenAthI vAsaNa cokha thAya ne? te ja rIte nahAtI vakhate ke kapaDAM dhotI vakhate mela kADhavA mATe sAbu paNa lagADIe ne? paNa e sAbu rAkhavA mATe ke melasahita kADhI nAMkhavA mATe lagADo? zarIra upara, kAnamAM ke kapaDAmAM sAbu rahI jAya to cAle? ke kADhI nAMkhavo paDe? je kADhavAnuM che te paNa ghaNI vAra lagADIe ne? te doSa mATe ke doSanivRttirUpa guNa mATe? e jaNAvavA mATe ahIM kahyuM che ke jeo coganA anubhavathI zobhI rahyA che teo jema viSayanI nivRtti kare tema koI vAra viSayanI anivRtti paNa guNanuM ja kAraNa bane che. sa. A rIte cothe paNa karmabaMdha na thAya ane AThame paNa na thAya to bemAM pharaka zuM? banne sarakhA thayA ne? amAre tyAM guNaThANA karmanA yoge che, bAkI to pahele guNaThANe rahelA ane caudame guNaThANe rahelAnA svarUpamAM koI pharaka ja nathI. AgaLa vadhavA mATe karmabaMdha aTakAvavo ja paDaze. te te kakSAmAM te te rUpe karmabaMdha aTake. karmabaMdha aTakavAnI apekSAe badhA sarakhA paNa kono kayo karmabaMdha aTake che. emAM bheda paDe. cothA guNaThANe cAritra pAmavA mATeno prayatna cAlu hoya ane AThamAM guNaThANe kevaLajJAna pAmavA mATeno prayatna hoya. (16)

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sa. nizcayanayanuM samyakatva to sAtame guNaThANe hoya ne? nizcayanayanuM samyakatva cAritrathI abhinna che ane cothA guNaThANAnuM samyakatva cAritramohanIyanA udayamAM hoya che. chatAM paNa jo cothA guNaThANe cAritramohanIyakarmanA udayane laIne thatI pravRttithI karmabaMdha thayA ja kare to cothethI chaTTe sAtame jAya kaI rIte? AvI AzaMkAnA nirAkaraNa mATe ATalI vAta che. A badhI vastu samajAya evI che. mAtra tamArA magajamAM je bharyuM che e kADhI nAkho to zAstranI vAtomAM koI ja jAtano visaMvAda jaNAze nahIM. sa. sAcI vastu hAthamAM Ave e mATeno sahelo upAya zuM? - gujyArataMtra keLavI levuM te. sa. badhA zrAvakanA abhiprAya judA judA hoya, badhA sAdhuonA paNa abhiprAya judA judA hoya to karavuM zuM? 1. bajAramAM kharIdI karavA jAo to dukAne dukAne judA judA bhAva hoya tyAre zuM karo? saM. vyAjabI bhAve sArAmAM sArI vastu maLe tyAM jaIe. to ahIM paNa je vyAjabI lAge tene grahaNa karavAnuM. jarA paNa zaMkA paDe to UbhA rahI javAnuM. tyAM vyAjabI bhAva ane sArI vastunuM jJAna che. paNa ahIM evuM jJAna nathI, to te meLavavuM paDaze ne? bhaNyA vinA vistAra nathI. tame AtmArAmajI mahArAjano prasaMga sAMbhaLyo che? sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyamAM dIkSA laIne mUrtipUjAno sakhata virodha karatA. eka vakhata mUrtipUjaka saMghanA zrI baherAyajI sAthe temane mUrtipUjAnA viSayamAM vivAda thayo. e vivAdamAM mUrtipUjA vihita nathI tenI sididha karIne temaNe zrI buTTarAyajI mahArAjane harAvI dIdhA hatA. te chatAM bukerAyajI mahArAje khumArIthI jaNAvyuM hatuM ke huM tamane samajAvI nathI zakato- e mArI khAmI che paraMtu jA bacyA jyAre paNa tane sAcuM

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samajAze tyAre ahIM ja AvavuM paDaze. hArelo mANasa paNa ATalA AtmavizvAsathI vAta kare e joIne AtmArAmajI mahArAja DaghAI gayA. zrI burAyajI mahArAje temane kahyuM ke ekavAra vyAkaraNa bhaNo eTale satya enI meLe samajAI jaze. temanA kahevAthI teo vyAkaraNa bhaNyA, zAstranA paramArthane pAmyA ane mUrtipUjAne vihita tarIke jANIne derAvAsI saMpradAyamAM pharI dIkSita thayA. eTale nakkI che ne ke sAcuM pAmavuM haze to bhaNyA vinA chUTako ja nathI. have ziSyane zaMkA che ke bhogo doSasvarUpa che to doSanA sevanathI doSahAni kaI rIte thAya? tenA nirAkaraNamAM graMthakArazrI jaNAve che ke jema viSanuM auSadha viSa che, kAMTAnuM auSadha kAMTo che, agninuM auSadha agni che, tema dhaNIvAra doSanivRttinuM sAdhana AvA prakAranA doSanuM sevana paNa banatuM hoya che. kAMTo jema kAMTAthI nIkaLe tema ghaNA doSo kADhavA mATe alpa doSa sevavo paDe che. duHkhanuM auSadha zuM? duHkha bhogavI levuM te ne? saDAnA kAraNe vedanA thatI hoya to chevaTe oparezananI vedanA bhogavavAthI ja e vedanA TaLe ne? enI jema ahIM samajavuM. AthI ja zAstramAM kahyuM che ke jeTalAM AzravasthAno che te badhAM saMvaranAM sthAno che ane jeTalAM saMvaranAM sthAno che te paNa badhAM AzravanAM sthAno che. jo AzayanI vizuddhi keLavatAM ane jALavatAM AvaDe to jeTalAM karmabaMdhanAM nimitta che te badhAM karmanirjarAnuM sAdhana banI jAya ane AzayanI azuddhi TALatAM na AvaDe to nirjarAnAM nimitto paNa karmabaMdhanuM sAdhana banI jAya. sa.uparanA guNaThANAnI kriyA karIe ane nIcenA guNaThANAnI paNa yogyatA na hoya to karavuM zuM? yogyatA meLavI levAnI. 18)

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sa. UMcA sthAnanI AzAtanAnuM pApa na lAge? yogyatA meLavavA mATe jo UMcA guNaThANAnI kriyA kare to AzAtAnA na lAge. sArA dekhAvA mATe kare to cokkasa lAge. bAkI eka vAra jo javAbadArInuM bhAna thAya to sudharye ja chUTako thAya. UMcuM sthAna choDavAnI jarUra nathI, yogya banavA mATe prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. A ja vAtanuM samarthana karatAM jaNAve che ke viSayanI pravRtti karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa nathI, ajJAna ja karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. jJAnIne karmabaMdha thato nathI, ajJAnIne karmabaMdha thayA vinA raheto nathI. yogya rIte viSa ApavAmAM Ave to te viSanuM bAdhaka bane ane ayogya rIte dUdhapAka ApavAmAM Ave to vizvanuM kAraNa bane. yogya mAtrAmAM lIdheluM viSa na naDe ane ayogya mAtrAmAM lIdhela amRta jevuM bhojana paNa UlaTI karAve. tevI rIte jJAnIne viSaya paNa bAdhA na kare ane ajJAnIne viSayano tyAga paNa bAdhA kare. jJAnI viSaya bhogave athavA to jJAnIne viSaya bhogavavAnI chUTa che- e mATenI A vAta nathI. jJAnI viSaya bhogave to tene naDe nahi- eTalA pUratI A vAta che. A vAtano niSkarSa kADhIne jaNAvatAM kahe che ke jJAnI pravRtti viSayanI karatA hovA chatAM paNa pravRtti karatA nathI ane ajJAnI pravRtti karatA na hovA chatAM paNa kare che e pramANe phaLanA anurodhathI manAya che. bharata mahArAjA pravRtti karatA hovA chatAM karatA na hatA ane taMduliyo matsya pravRtti karato na hovA chatAM karato hato. mATe ja bharata mahArAjA kevaLajJAna pAmyA ane taMduliyo matsya sAtamI narake gAyo. ApaNane A badhuM sAMbhaLavuM game ne? kayA kAraNasara? pApa karavA chatAM paNa pApa na lAge, evI avasthA che mATe gamI jAya ne? AmAM to koI vAMdho nathI ne? 19)

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sa. jJAnI banavuM paDe ne? have barAbara samajyA. Ane mArgAnusArI samaja kahevAya. pApanI pravRtti jJAnanA mAdhyamanA kAraNe naDatI nathI. bAkI e pravRtti to azuddha ja che, duSTa ja che. agnino svabhAva bALavAno che. paNa vacce cIpiyA vagerenuM mAdhyama laIe to dajhADe nahi ne? e rIte ahIM samajavuM. - sa. paheluM samyajJAna ke samyagdarzana? banne sAthe ja hoya. pahelA jamaNo hAtha ke DAbo hAtha? samyagadarzananA abhAvamAM samyajJAna na hoya ane samyajJAnanA abhAvamAM samyagdarzana na hoya. samyakatvanA abhAvamAM ajJAna hoya ane samyajJAnanA abhAvamAM mithyAtva hoya. sa. aticAramAM jJAnAcAranA aticAra pahelA batAvyA che. nirUpaNa to ekIsAthe na thAya ne? kamasara ja karavuM paDe. mATe jJAnAcAra pahelAM batAvyA. be page calAya paNa baMnne paga sAthe na upADAya ne? kamasara ja upADavA paDe ne? ema ahIM samajI levuM. aMte A ja viSayamAM zrI tIrthaMkarabhagavantonA vairAgyane jaNAvatAM kahe che ke mahApuNyanA (tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanA) vipAkamAM (rasoiyamAM) garbhAvasthAmAM rahelA paramAtmAono vairAgya akhaMDita hoya che. garbhamAM paNa bhagavAnane dIkSAnA bhAva hatA. bhagavAna janamatAM pahelAM paNa virAgI hatA, ApaNane maraNapathArImAM paNa dIkSA yAda na Ave ne? bhagavAnane vairAgya ane puNya baMne sAthe hoya. mAtAnI kukSimAM AvIne mAtra eka samaya thayo hoya tyAre zarIra baMdhAyuM na hovA chatAM IndrAdi devatAo doDadhAma zarU karI de che. Indro bhagavAnanuM puNya joIne name che ke vairAgyane joIne? ( 70 ) 70)

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A badhuM samajavuM hoya to bhaNavA mATe puruSArtha karyA vinA nahi cAle. puruSArtha bhaNavA mATe karavAno paNa zraddhA guru upara rAkhavI. saMsAranAM kAryomAM puruSArthane pradhAna gaNe ane dharmamAM nasIbana-puNyane AgaLa kare te lucyA che. Aje to mAMdagI Ave to ya puruSArtha maMda paDI jAya. AcAryabhagavatta kahetA hatA ke jeo saMDAsa-bAtharUma potAnI meLe UThIne jAya che teo pratikramaNa beThAM beThAM na kare. jyAre pathArImAM beThAM javuM paDe tyAre beThAM pratikramaNa karavAnI chUTa. viSayothI vimukha banelI IndriyonA kAraNe prazAMta cittanI avasthAmAM nirantara evo vairAgya hoya che. A vairAgyane pAmavAno rAjamArga che. viSayo maLyA pachI paNa jo udIraNA na kare to jJAnanA yoge parAmukha banelI Indriyo guNanuM kAraNa bane che. jJAnayoge tRpta thayelI Indriyo viSayomAM udraka na pAmatAM svayaM pAchI phare che. A cothA guNaThANe rahelA jJAnIono vairAgya rAjamArga-tulya nathI, paraMtu keDI samAna che. A vairAgyane rAjamArga tarIke gaNyo nathIeTaluM yAda rAkhavuM. viSayonI pravRttimAM vairAgya hoya che. e batAvyA bAda have tenA vipakSa tarIke viSayanA tyAgIone paNa kyAreka vairAgya hoto nathI te batAve che. jeonuM mana viSayomAM vyAta che ane bhogamAM Asakta che teonI Indriya viSayamAM pravRtta na hovA chatAM paNa vazamAM na hovAthI temanI te viSayanI nivRtti roga, ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna vagere anarthanI vRddhi karanArI bane che. AvA vairAgyabhAsanuM phaLa batAvatAM jaNAve che ke, jeo lajjAnA kAraNe nIcuM jue che ane manamAMthI viSayonI IcchAne na kADhavAnA kAraNe durgAnamAM paDelA hoya che teo potAnA AtmAne narakagatimAM pADe che. 71

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AthI Indriyono jaya karavAyogya che. enuM samarthana karatAM jaNAve che ke sva eTale AtmA ane para eTale pugala-zarIra vagere : e benA vibhAgane sArI rIte jANanAra ane e kAraNe ja viSayothI viraphata thayelo AtmA "A ja mArA AtmAne hitakara hovAthI kartavya che evA suMdara prakAranA bhAvanA upayoga dvArA sadA mATe Indriyone potapotAnA viSayamAM ThagavAnuM kAma kare che. tame paNa nAnA chokarAnA manane kAbUmAM lAvavA tenI Indriyone ThagavAnuM kAma karI ne? nAnA chokarAnA hAthamAMthI vastu laI lo, pAchI ApIza ema kahIne lo ane lIdhA pachI kAgaDo laI gayo ema kaho ne? meLAmAM vastu mAMge to kaho ne ke- A to bagaDI gayelI che, ApaNA ghare to AnA karatAM sAruM che. cokaleTa mAMge to kaho ke dAMta paDI jAya, saDI jAya. nAnAne kaMTrolamAM rAkhatAM AvaDe paNa jAte kaMTrolamAM rahetAM nathI AvaDatuM ne? atyAra sudhI ApaNe Indriyone prasanna karavAnuM ja kAma karyuM che. ene ThagI nathI. have te kAma zarU karavuM che. atyAra sudhI je Indriyane je game te ApavAnuM kAma karyuM che. AthI Indriyo uddhata banI gaI che. have ene ThagI-ThagIne paNa viSayothI dUra karavI che. - have addabhuta prakArano vairAgya kevo hoya che te jaNAvatAM kahe che ke, jemAM viSayanI pravRttino koI saMkalpa nathI hoto tema ja viSayonI nivRttimAM koI kleza ke zramano anubhava nathI hoto ane svAbhAvika rIte pravRtti ke nivRttimAM Indriyono vikAra kSaya pAme che te vairAgya adbhuta che. game teTalI UthalapAthala thAya topaNa samabhAvamAM rahevuM- e ja vairAgya. viSayano vikAra kSINa thavAthI na to pravRtti koI asara kare che ke na to nivRtti vizeSa lAbha kare che. AtmA ane AtmAnA guNone choDIne badhuM para che ema samajIne mAtra svamAM ja rAcIe to koIpaNa avasthA - pravRtti ke nivRttirUpa karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa banatI nathI. 72)

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koI paNa jAtanA saMkalpa vagara karelI paNa pravRtti vairAgyanI bAdhaka kaI rIte banatI nathI te dRSTAntathI samajAvatAM kahe che ke yaMtranA kAraNe nRtya karatI kaTapUtaLInI pravRti je rIte e pUtaLIne kAMI lAbha ke nukasAnanuM kAraNa nathI banatI tema jJAnI bhagavanto gRhasthAvAsamAM rahelA hovA chatAM temanI pravRtti e pUtaLInA jevI hovAthI dharmaghAtaka banatI nathI. A pravRtti karma kare che (karmayoga thAya che), jIva nathI karato. (jIvanI IcchA nathI.) karmanA gharanI e pravRti che, IcchAnA gharanI nahi mATe temAM koI dUSaNa nathI. IcchAno abhAva hovAthI ja te karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa banatI nathI. A vairAgyanA viSayamAM anyadarzananI saMmatine jaNAvatAM kahe che ke- bhoganI pravRttimAM je vairAgya dazA che, tene anya darzanakAro yogamAyA kahe che - arthAt dharmano A eka prabhAvavizeSa che. lokanA anugrahanA hetuthI karAyelI A pravRttimAM IcchAno sarvathA abhAva hovAthI koI dUSaNa-karmabaMdharUpa nathI. have aMtamAM AvA prakAranA vairAgyanI dezanA apavAdapade paNa ayogya jIvane ApavI nahi - e jaNAvatAM kahe che ke, zAstramAM A pramANe kahyuM che ke kSudra (ayogya) jIvonI sabhAmAM A vizuddha dezanA apavAdapade paNa ApavAyogya nathI. kAraNa ke e dezanA siMhanAdajevI che. jema siMhanAda sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe mRgalA vagere kSudra pazuo nAsabhAga kare che, paritrAsa pAme che tema AvA prakAranI dezanA ayogya jIvone phaLanuM kAraNa to banatI nathI, uparathI doSane mATe thAya che. mahApuruSo ApaNA upara anugraha kare te vakhate ayogyatA puravAra karavAne badale yogyatA keLavI levAnI jarUra che. 73)

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aMte upasaMhAra karatAM jaNAve che ke sukha ane duHkhamAM sarvathA udAsInatA svarUpa phaLa je(jJAna)nuM che evA ane yathArvasthata vastunA grahaNamAM nipuNatApUrvakanA nizcaya svarUpa paripAkane pAmelA evA jJAnanI vidyamAnatAmAM cothA guNaThANe paNa pUrve jaNAvelo vairAgya vyavasthita che, zAstrokta rIte rahelo che... AvA prakArano vairAgya hoya che. joIe che? joIto haze to bhaNavuM paDaze, jJAnane paripAka pamADavuM paDaze. jJAna meLavyA vinA ane tene paripAka pamADyA vinA vairAgya maLI zake ema nathI. atyAre ApaNe je karIe chIe te sAcuM nathI, zAstrAnusArI nathI ane je(zAstrAnusArI) karatA nathI te ja sAcuM che, karavAyogya che. ATaluM jo Aje samajAI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. vairAgyane samajavA mATe ane pAmavA mATenuM sAdhana ApaNane maLI gayuM che. have teno upayoga karavA mATe ApaNe sadA prayatnazIla banI rahIe to ApaNI A cAra divasanI vAcanAzreNI saphaLa banI, ema samajavuM. aMte ApaNe sau e mATe vahelI take prayatnazIla banIe, e ja eka zubhAbhilASA. 74

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