Tilak Tarand Part 02

Author(s): Vijaybhuvanshekharsuri
Publisher: Vadilal and Devsibhai Company
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023345/1

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facis deli mAra: hai.pa.pU.zrI viMyabhavanazekhara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja prakAzaka: zrI budhdhitalaka jaina jJAna maMEira bhAbhara (vAyAH pAlanapura) banAsakAMThA ,

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a esensessessedeeeeeeeeeeeeSeeSeeeee che hI a zrI zaMkhezvara pArtha paramezvarAya namaka che. ahIM AI zrI munisuvrata svAmine namaH 6 zrI buddhi tilaka zAnicandra sadagurU namaH tilaka taraNI (dvitIya vibhAga) sihootbae evideoideetabas lekhaka ane saMpAdaka | 5, pU. zAntasUti saMcamAvatAra sva. gurUdeva agAcArya paMnyAsapravara zrImad tilaka vijayajI gaNivaryanA ziSya AcArya vijayabhuvana zekhara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja prakAzaka - zrI buddhi tilaka jana jJAna maMdira bhAbhara (vAyA pAlanapura) - banAsakAMThA pIna. 385320 ylng nakala 1000. *kiMmata vAMcana ciMtana manana dii 9999999999999999klk

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- pa. pU. Adarza saMyamI anugAcArya sva. gurUdeva paMnyAsa pravara zrI tilaka vijayajI gaNivarya tathA sva. zAntamUrti jJAnadAtA gurUdeva zrI buddhivijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA jIvanamAM mUrtimaMta thayelAM samatA zAnti saMyama sevAbhAva ane sahiSNutAdi saddaguNenA saMsmaraNArthe pU. AcArya vijaya bhuvana zekhara sUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA pU. pravartaka vinayI ziSyaratna munirAjazrI mahimA vijayajI mahArAjanA sadupadezathI maNinagara . mUrtipUjaka zrI jaina saMgha taraphathI tilaka taraNuM vibhAga-2 vAMcaka mahAzane sAdara saprema bheTa. prApti sthAna zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka zrI janasaMgha - c/o zrI jaina derAsara pisTa ophisanI pAse, sTezananI sAme maNinagara, amadAvAda-8 prApti sthAna AcArya vijyabhuvanazekhara sUrIzvarajI jaina jJAnamaMdira c/o zrI jaina gurU bhakta maMDala naMbara-9 zrInagara sosAyaTI kRSNanagara jaina derAsara sAme, saijapura boghA amadAvAda-382345 vikrama saMvata 2041 vIra saMvata 251: akSaya tRtIyA maMgaLavAra vaizAkha sudI 3 maMgalavAra '' tA 23-4-85 muka kRSNa prinTarsa, vAsupUjya cembarsa, AzramaroDa amadAvAda-13

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AtmIya nivedana tilaka taraNa bhAga pahelAnA prakAzana pachI lagabhaga harA varSane lAMbA samaya vItyA pachIthI Aje tilaka taraNa bhAga bIjAnuM prakAzana thAya che Aje sAhitya saSTimAM bahumukhI sAhityanuM saMskaraNa saMkalana evaM sarjana thatuM jAya che. temAM paNa vyAkhyAnayogI sAhityanuM prakAzana sArA pramANamAM prakAzita thaI rahayuM che. ane te te sAhitya pota potAnA sthAne samucitaja lekhAze. sAthe sAthe te te pravacanika prakAzanemAM prAyaH pratyeka viSayene susaMgIna ane samRddha banAvavA mATe lekhaka mahAzaye potAnA magajanuM mAkhaNa karI rahyA hoya che temAM be mata nahi. Aje keTalAka pravacanakAra vyAkhyAne pagI sAhityanuM nava sarjana karavAmAM pitAne prANa reDatA hoya che eTale ke sarvAga saMpUrNa banAvavA mATe zata zata prANavAna prayatna karI rahyA hoya che. sAthe sAthe pariNAma paNa sundara lAvatA hoya che. vidugya sAhityanuM sarjana karavAmAM AjanA lekhakone phALe e che nathI ja te te lekhake pitAnI kasAyelI kalama dvArA je akATaya kalpanAo ubhI karatA hoya che je neMdha pAtra mAnI zakAya. AjanA yugamAM lekhakoe lagabhaga dareka viSaya para kalama uThAvIne sAhityanI sundara sevA bajAvI che temAM apIlane avakAza nathI. prAsaMgika eka mArA maMtavya

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mujaba Aje prAya e varga vadhu malI Avaze ke vyAkhyAne pAgI sAhitya saMbaMdhI pustikAnA pRSTha pRSTha para avanavuM jANavA mATe vadhu taDapI rahI hoya che ane pariNAme enA mAdhyamathI janatAne udabodhana karavAmAM saphaLatA meLavI zake che A daNikaNane sAme rAkhIne "tilaka taraNa" bhAga bIjAmAM vAMcaka vargane pRSTha pRSThapara judA judA viSayanI vAnagI ArogavA malaze - vadhumAM eka sarva sAdhAraNa saMskRta kahevata pramANe bhinnI rUci hi leka" tadanusAra hameMzAM sAhitya rasone ahaniza avanavuM avalokana karavAnI AkAMkSA rahelI hoya che. A muddAne sAme rAkhIne ja tilaka taraNI nAmanA pustakamAM vyAkhyAnakAra tarIke umedavArI dharAvanAra vyaktine pRSTha pRSThapara avanavuM vAMcavA maLaze. atimamAM tilaka tereNI dvitIya vibhAgamAM daSTi doSa yA presa daSathI yata kiMcita kSati rahevA pAmI hoya te vAMcaka mahAzayazrI kSantavya karaze. AcArya vijya bhuvana zekhara sUri jaina derAsara maNinagara amadAvAda

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prakAzakIya nivedana - zrI buddhi tilaka jaina jJAna manidaranA saMcAlako gaurava sAthe namra nivedana karI rahyA che ke varSo pahelAM "tilaka taraNuM" prathama bhAganuM prakAzana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ane A varSe tilaka taraNuM dvitIya vibhAganuM saMskaraNa karavAmAM AvyuM che te badala jJAnamandiranA sabhya garva laI rahyA che ane punaHAcArya bhagavaMtane vinavaNI karI rahyA chIe ke uttarottara AvuM sarvottama sAhityanuM saMkalana karIne janatAnI jIjJAsA vRttine tRpta kare ane zrI buddhi tilaka jaina jJAna mandirane vizva vikhyAta banAve eja abhyarthanA sAthe tilaka taraNI vibhAga bIjAnA prakAzana pAchaLa Arthika sahakAra ApanAra maNinagara vetAmbara mUrtipUjaka zrI jaina saMghane ame A take AbhAra pradarzita karIe chIe. zrI buddhi tilaka jaina jJAna mandiranA saMcAlake bhAbharanagara (banAsakAMThA)

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samarpaNa mArA para pakArI prAtaH smaraNIya paramArA dha parama pUjaya zAntasUti sva. gurUdeva zrImAna buddhivijayajI mahArAjanA gurUtrAtA gurUdeva parama pUjya paMnyAsa pravara anugAcArya 1008 zrI zrI zrI tilaka vijyajI gaNivaryanA agaNita upakAranA maraNarUpe temaja baMne bAMdhava belaDInI anukrame 33 mI ane kara mI svargIya tithinI yAdagirIrUpe * tilaka taraNa bhAga-2 nuM prakAzana karI buddhi tilaka zAnti candranA samudAyanA agraNI AcArya bhagavaMta vijaya kanakaprabha sUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA hasta kamalamAM sAdara saneha samarpaNa karI kRtArthatA anubhavuM chuM. A vijaya bhuvana zekhara sUri

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prAku kathana "tilaka taraNuM" jevuM eka nAnakaDuM ane nAjuka nAma paNa vAMcaka vargane sundara saMdeza ApatuM jAya che. "tilaka taraNa" e nAmAbhidhAna sArthaka kare ema che. taraNane eka artha che hatI. jyAre bIjo artha che sUrya. heDI jema sAgarane pAra karAvI ApavAmAM sahAyaka bane che ane sUrya jema ghera rAtrInA nibIDa aMdhakArane bhagADI pRthvI pIThapara prakAza pAtharavAnuM kAma kare che tema pa. pU. AcAryazrInI sAdI, sarala ane hRdayasparzI vANImAM rajU thayelA bedhAtmaka kathAnakane aka jIvananA pratyeka vyavahAramAM yadi viniyoga pAme to A kathAnako paNa vAMcaka vargane mATe bhavasAgara pAra karAvI ApavAmAM avazya sahAyaka banaze ane jIvanamAM juga jugathI ghara karI gayelAM ajJAnarUpI ghora timira tetrane palAyana karI prakAzana puMja pAtharavA mATe paryApta thaze, sAthe sAthe taraNa sAthe saMyukta karavAmAM Avelo tilaka zabda AcAryazrIe emanA . gurUvarya anugAcArya pa. pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI. tilaka vijyajI gaNivaryanI puNya smRtirUpe rAkhavAmAM Avelo che. prastuta pustaka prati DokiyuM karatAM tenI keTalIka lAkSaNiktAo docara thAya che. upayogI kathAnako cheka saMkSipta eka pRSThathI prAraMbhIne cAra pRSTha sudhImAM parisamApti thatI

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hoya che. emAM samAviSTa vaktavyanA marmane kAraNe enI asara tIvra ane ceTadAyI banI rahe che. yadyapi AmAM apavAdarUpe kavacita jarA lAMbuM kathAnaka paNa Ave che kharudA. ta., pRSTha 284 thI 298 sudhI pAMca kakakA vALI kathA laMbAya che. pAMca kakakA vALI vArtAmAM sAmAnya janamahinI kamazaH batAvavAnuM lakSa rahyuM che. apavAda rUpe vadhu laMbAtI kathAone bAda karIne sAmAnyataH A saMkSipta kathAnako sarva sAdhAraNa jana bhAgya ane vAMcanakSama avazya thaze evI so TakA dhAraNA rAkhI zakAya che. pratyeka kathAnako mukhyatve traNa rItie vibhakta thayelAM jevA malaze. 1 AraMbhamAM AcAryazrIe kathAnakane saMkSipta nIceDa ApavAnuM pasaMda kareluM che. te paNa jIvanamAM upayogI thaI paDe te rIte mudrita karavAmAM Ave che. jethI vAMcakanuM dhyAna tyAM jhaTa kendrita banI zake ! 2 pachI mukhya kathAnaka rajuAta pAme che. 3 ane chelle e kathAnakanA arUpe ghaNuM kharuM deharAnA rUpamAM pIrasAyeluM che. kathAnakonA aMte jyAM jyAM deharArUpe paDakAra karavAmAM Avyo che te paNa sthAne ja che. sadarahu pustakamAM sarvatomukhI sAhityane AvakAravAmAM AvyuM che. mahAbhArata kAlIna prasaMgane lakhatI yogya mAhitI sAthe vaLI IglenDanA labdha pratiSTha kavi geDa

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', smithanI mAnavatAnI maheka prasarAvate prasaMga raMga Ave che. jaina samAjanI jIbhapara jaDAI gayelI ilAcIkumAranI vAta Ave che. te saurASTranI jalarela heAnAratamAM eka nirakSara bharavADe batAvelI zistanI, leTarI prasaMganI hindu muslIma phUllaDa vakhate puNyamale muMbaImAM vasatA eka zeThanA thayelA adbhUta bacAvanI tA sAthe sAthe dariyAva dIva kavi dalapatarAya ane DAhyAbhAI dheALazAe dAkhavela adbhuta kSamApanAnI vAta paNa Ave che. A rIte cheka mahAbhArata kAlathI mAMDI sAMprata samayanA pravAha gAne paNa pU. AcAryazrIe emanA kathAnakamAM apanAvyA che. A pustakanI eka lAkSaNiktAe mArU khAsa dhyAna khecyuM ane te e ke emAnuM ekeya kathAnaka koI sAMpradAyika dhAmiktAthI viruddha dizAmAM jatu jovA nahi male. riNAme A pustakanu' ullekhana sava sAdhAraNa jana bhAgya lekhI zakAze. jaina ajaina prajAnA tamAma stara mATe A sthAnake zreyA mAgI manI zo temAM koI zaka nathI. A pustakamAM paMca parameSThInA macchunA mahimA vaNa nyA che. te sAme rAma nAmanA mahAtmyanI vAta paNa Aveja che. kaI jagyAe rAjAnI raLiyAmaNI vAta Ave che. tA koI jagyAe rakanI phephenI vAta Ave che, koi jagyAe zeThanI mulAyama mastInI vAtA Ave che. te kAi jagyAe nokarInI navasa vAtA vahetI mUkelI hAya che. kaI jagyAe javAhIranI javalaMta vAte vAMcavAM maLe che

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24 aba havAnA khAvA che, " , te kaI jagyAe AhIranI AvabharI vAtenI vicAradhArA vAMcavA maLe che. keTalIka bAbate pahelA vibhAgane udezIne neMdha levAmAM AvI che. lekhakanI zailI sAdI sarala hadayaMgama ane recaka che ja. ghaNI ghaNI jagyAe vAkaya vinyAsamAM pada prAsanI meLavaNuM eTalI priya thaI paDaze ke ghaDIbharane mATe kAvya kuMjane vihArI paNa vicAramagna bane. * AcAryazrInI saMskRta prItine laine vacce vacce kavacit saMskRta bhASI kahevate pravezI che. te dvArA vakatavya vedhaka banyuM che ema kahevAmAM atizayekita, nathI. AcArya vijaya bhuvana zekhara sUrijInI jJAna vArinI lahANa janatAne avirata malyA ja kare e ja antima abhyarthanA sAthe. ' A pustakanI prastAvanA lakhavAnuM sadabhAgya mane - prApta thayuM ane e nimitte pa. pU. AcAryazrInA jJAnAmRtane AsvAda karavA matye tethI huM mArI jAtane kRtakRtya thaelI mAnuM chuM pU. AcAryazrInA caraNAravindramAM zata zata vaMdanA karIne viramuM chuM. ' kAntilAla bI. zAha gujarAtInA prAdhyApaka bhAlAbhAI dAmodaradAsa ArTasa koleja amadAvAda

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AcArya vijaya bhuvanazekhara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja

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nIrAjazrI mahimA vijayajI mahArAja

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skaa ; dui shaalaay' shiN muulbaasunaam. maa !thk,

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5 5 paMcANa pravarabhAbharanagara bhapANImAna papazAstati bhAbharanaNa bhUpeNagaravI, gurUdevazvathItilaka vijayajI gaNIvarya svazrImAnabudhdhivijayajI mahArAjasAheba.. visaM.1940 , - lAbhaE, vi.sa.1938, bhAbhara dIkSA visaM.1997 bhAbhara. paMjyAsa visaM 1988 rAdhanapura. svargavAsa vi. saM. 1998) pATaNa. visaM.1991 pAlItANA, vargavAsa visaM2008 CLOU

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sujha hI zrI zrI zaMkhezvara pAzcaparamezvarAya namaH zrI cintAmaNi pArzvanAthAya namaH >> zrI jagavallabha pArzvanAthAya namaH >> hI kala nla zrI hasakala hI e namaH vidyAmandira zobhatuM mAtA sarasvatI dhAma keTIka jyAM kauzalyanAM vahetAM gaMgA jJAna rasamaya saMgIta relatI vINA pustaka dhAra premarUpA tejomayI. pUnita maMgalakAra kayAreka koI mAletujAra tavaMgaranA dvAre ekAeka be kahevAtA paMDito AvI caDayA hatA te paikI eka paMDita hAthapaganuM prakSAlana karavA gayA tyAre zeTha zrImAne bIjA paMDitane pUchyuM, "kema AvatAnI sAthe ja hAtha paga dhovA gayA e paMDitajI bahu vidvAna che zuM? javAbamAM pahelA paMDitajIe kahyuM ane e viddhAna nathI paNa gadheDo che. vidvAna zAne? te paMDitajI AvI pahoMcyA tyAre gadheDA tarIke oLakhAvanAra paMDitajI kaMI kAryAthe bahAra gayA tyAre A zrImAne A paMDitajInI salAha mAgI ke bahAra gayelA paMDitajI mATe tamAre zuM abhiprAya che? javAbamAM are ete baLadIye che. A baMne paMDitonI vAte evuM abhiprAya mujaba teo jyAre jamavA gayA tyAre IrSAnI bhayaMkara bhaThThImAM zekAI rahelA A baMne paMDitanI AMkhe

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khelavA mATe A zeThe ekanA bhANAmAM ghAsa ane bIjAnA bhANumAM bhUsuM pIrasyuM. kharekhara AvuM amAnuSI dazya joIne baMne paMDite hebatAI gayA ane zrImAna zeThane pUchavAmAM AvyuM tyAre javAbamAM zeThazrIe pharamAvyuM ke tame tamAre pArasparika pAzavI paricaya Ape. pariNAme mAre paNa buddhimatA pUrvaka pAzavI kherAja ApavuM paDe che. baMne paMDite saDakanI mAphaka sajajaDa thaIgayA. (2) Arya saMskRtinI chAyAmAMja pitAnI jIvana nAvaDI vahetI mUkanAra eka virahiNuM vanitA paradezathI AvI caDelA pitAnA priyatama patine gRhAMgaNe laI AvavA mATenI taiyArI kare che. virahAnalathI dagdha thayelI A mugdhA zItayA ghara kAma patAvIne TUMke raste patine laI AvavA mATe doDI jAya che. rastAmAMja bAdazAha akabara suMdara cAdara bichAvIne sAyaMkAlanI namAjane pATha karI rahyA hatA. A divAnI dayitA patinI dhUnamAMja cAlI jAya che. rastAmAM keNa zuM karI rahyA che tenuM teNIne bhAna nahi hatuM ekAeka bhalI bhAmA A patharaNA upara paga mUkIne cAlatI thaI patharaNuM dhULathI jarA malIna thayeluM jovAmAM AvyuM ane turata ja cekIyAtane bolAvavAmAM AvyuM. ahIMthI pasAra thayelI premadA jyAre pAchI phare tyAre mArI pAse hAjara karaje. teja strI jyAre pAchI phare che, tyAre cekIyAte te tarUNIne bAdazAhanI samIpe hAjara karI.

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AdazAhe jora jorathI paDakAra karyo ane tuM keNu abalA che ke sabalA che? tane kaMI bhAna zAna ke zuddhi che ke nahi? are paNa tuM tArA mAthAmAM bakalanA bhabhakA karIne hAlI nikaLI chuM paNa tArAmAM akkala te che ja nahi! tenuM kema? je jarA sAMbhaLI le. bakala vinA cAlaze kintu akakala vinA nahi cAle AjathI A pATha barAbara yAda karatI raheje vigere vigere. A bAdazAhe paDakAra karavAmAM kaI kamInA rAkhI na hatI. bAdazAhanuM saMpUrNa kathana sAMbhaLI rahyA pachIthI ekAeka A simantinI zaramIMdI banI gaI tathApi maryAdAmAM mAnanArI A mahilAe prajApAlakanI sAthe yahUkiMcit bhASaNa karavuM e bhasavA tulya che te paNa padi Apa garIba parivAranI AjJA hoya te huM be zabda belavAne usuka chuM. rAjA AjJA Ape che tyAre A kAminI kaMIka savinaya belI rahI che. mahArAjA ! te TAIme keInAya astitvane mane jarAya khyAla nahi hato huM te kevala mArA zirachatranA madhura mIlanamAM ja masta hatI. sUrya asta kyAre thaye tenuM paNa mane bhAna nahi hatuM A samAcita TakarathI rAjA samajI gayA ke kALA gayAM ne dhoLA AvyAM. mastaka upara dhoLI dhajA pharakavA lAgI. namAja paDhavAmAM sArI jIMdagI vitavA AvI to paNa mane mArA khUdAnI joIe tevI dhUna lAgI nathI. A strI pIyumIlana ne kAja tadAkAra thaI gaI

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tema huM AjasudhI khUdAthI jude rahyo dhikkAra che mane? jyAM sudhI huM khudAnI khejamAM khovAI na jAu tyAM sudhI mArI namAja prANavaMtI na bane ! - haMmezA mAnavane samajI javuM joIe ke pitAnA dhyeyane pitAnA udezane pitAnA muddAne pahoMcI vaLavA mATe tadAkAra thaI javuM anivArya che bAdazAhe sonAne navalakhe hAra bheTa ApavAnI sAthe a, nautama nArine abhivAdana karatAM jaNAvyuM ke sAceja tArAmAM jeTalI pati bhakti che teTalI mArAmAM prabhu bhakti nathI ja. (3) ApaNune dharmanI sAdhanA mATe bhAgyeja avakAza male. dhanajIbhAInI sAdhanA kAje rAta ane divasa satata jAgRti kintu dharma mahArAjAnI baMdagI jIMdagImAM thAya yA na thAya tenI tamA nathI kintu A tamArI bhayaMkara bhUla che je bhaviSyamAM zUlanuM kAma karaze. je dharma tamAre bhabhavane sAthI che, jIvana prANa che metanA DAcAmAM dhakelAtA hajAre prANaonA prANa bacAvyA che. maDadAla thaIne beThelA prANaemAM navA prANa pUryA che. je dharma tamane pAmaramAMthI parama banAve che naramAMthI nArAyaNa banAve che janamAMthI janArdana banAve che, hArI gayelAne hiMmata Ape che. AvA dharmanI pAchaLa tame leko kaMIja bhega nahi Ape te tamAre bhavabhavano raMga kema jaze. A vAta kayAreya paNa nahi bhUlAvI joIe.

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are ! mAnava ! tuM jarA dhyAna ApIne vAMcIne vicAra karI le ! je AvyuM te javAne, zaMkA temA nahi jarI dharmaja tAro rakSaka thAze, bhAtuM lene tuM bharI. A kAvyanA senerI sUtro tamArA hRdayapaTa para aMkita thaI javA joIe. tamane lekene dharma sAdhanA mATe samaya nathI phurasada nathI avakAza nathI kemake duniyA bharanA kAma tamAre tyAM ja AvI bharANAM che A vAta barAbara che ne! paraMtu yAda rAkho ke dunyavI kAmone aMta kayAreya paNa AvatuM nathI. ja bhale ne vIze kalAka kAmane satata mAre cAlI raheluM hoya ke na hoya kintu tamArA dAdAoe paNa kayAreya kAmane kInAro je nathI teo paNa cAlI rahelA kAne cheDIne cAlatA thayA pachI tame koNa visAtamAM? zA mATe dharmanI sAdhanAmAM kAmane vacce lAvIne paTake cho ? kharekhara Atmika ArAdhanA mATe avakAza nathI. e zuM zaramajanaka nathI? tamArI cAlatI dukAnamAM dhIkto dha dha cAlI rahele hoya. gharAkI jAmelI hAya yadi khAvAno samaya na male te upavAsa paNa thaI jAya kema kharuM ne ! jamyA vinA dukAne gayelA he grAhakenI bhIDa jAmI paDelI heya sAthe sAthe jamavAne paNa samaya thaI gayela hoya tamArI priyatamA vArevAre phena

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upara phena karI rahelI heya haju sudhI jamavA kema na AvyA chevaTe kaMTALIne tamArA ja bAbAne bolAvavA mATe mekale bAbe AvIne kahe pappA cAle ne ! mArI mammI jamavA belAve che. jamavA, bhejana ThaMDu thaI jAya che. A rItie tamAre ja bAe bUmAbUma karI rahele hoya, nAnA bALakane evI Teva hoya che ke enuM e ja vAkaya vAraMvAra uccAryA kare te vakhate tamAruM magaja jAya che ne ? belo dhanajIbhAInA utpAdana mATe kevI dhUna lAgelI che? ahi upAzrayamAM vANIne dhodha vahI rahyo hoya, nirmala vANI rUpI pANInuM jharaNuM vahI rahyuM hoya ane ghaDiyALane kAMTe daza ane vIza upara cAlI rahyo hoya te vakhate tamAruM mana keTaluM Akula vyAkula thaI jatuM hoya kintu dukAnanI dhaMdhAkIya pravRttimAM daza vazanA badale pAceka vAgI jAya te paNa tamane tamArA aMtaramAM jarAya AMcako nahi. vAha dhanyavAda Apa zrImAna zAhukArane, are bhAI. A tamArUM keI jIvana che? Akhare tame konA ane tamArU koNa e vicAre. " kayAreka koI gADAvALo sAkaranI guNIo bharIne pitAnA Icchita sthAne jaI rahyo hate. rastAmAM vacce patthara AvavAthI jerathI Takkara lAgI ane gADAmAMthI eka sAkaranI guNI sarakI paDI. gADAvALe pitAnI dhUnamAM ja AgaLa cAlI rahyo hate. thaDA samaya pachI

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eka mUMgA eja rastethI prasArita thai rahyo hateA. mAgamAM ja gabaDI paDelI guNI tenA jovAmAM AvI. tapAsa karatAM mAluma paDayuM ke A mIThI madha jevI sAkara che. cAlene jarA sAkarane svAda lai laie, mana parituSTa thAya tyAM sudhI sAkarane svAda laine AgaLa vadhe che. tenI sAme tenA jevA eka mUgeA mitra male che, AMkha ane hAthanA izArAthI peAtAnA mitrane sAkaranA svAda levA prANavatI preraNA karI. AvI raheaA mUMgeA tenA izArAmAM kharAkhara samajI jAya che ane teja sthAne AvI pahoMce che. ane mana bharIne sAkarane svAda lai raheleA che. haMmezA mUMgAnI lIpI mU Mge| ja vAMcI zake che. tathaiva AtmAnA AnaMdanI vAta AtmAnI ja samajI zake che. kharekhara nIcenA bleka je sadezeA ApI rahelA che te yathArtha ja chene? vidvAneva jAnAti vidvajjana parizramam / nahi vaMdhyA vijAnAti gurvIprasava vedanAm // sAceja vidvAnanA parizramane vidvAna mANasa ja samajI zake che. prasUtinI praca'Da pIDAne vAMjhaNI kema samajI zake! Aje phezananI pAchaLa leAko dina pratidina vadhune vadhu phasAtA jAya che kharekhara tAnutideza sTeja: na leAja pAramArjina H ' gatAnugatikanI mAphaka gADarIyA pravAhamAM leko taNAI rahyA che. tamArA Aja sudhInA pUrvajo eva' vaDIle

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nIce pATalA para ke caTAI para besIne nirAMte jamI jamAvI letA. tenA badale Aje rokeTa yugamAM bhale bhIDavALI jagyA hoya paNa mAtra dekhAdekhInA kAraNe pazcimAtya paddhati anusAra Tebala ane khurazIo khaDakAvavAmAM AvI tenI pAchaLa pleTonI vaNajhAra AvIne ubhI rahe che. pIttala jarmana ke kAMsAnA vAsaNamAM jamanAra Aje lAjI mare che. sTeInalesa sTIla ja joIe. pachI bhale temAM rAI dAjhI jAya dudha dUNAI jAya, paraMtu A badhuM joIe. jIvaDobhale jAya paNa raMgaDo rahevuM joIe. kema Aje tamArI ramata AvI ja che ne? thaDA samaya pahelAM loko sAdAIthI jamI letA. cA jevI cIja bahuja sAdAIthI pI letA, kapamAMhene cA dhIme dhIme rakAbImAM nAkhIne pI jatA. A hatI tamArA vaDIlenI nIti rIti. paraMtu Aje te jApAnInI jema meTo kAryakrama thaI paDe che. aMdarathI cA taiyAra karIne lAvavAmAM Ave te phezana na gaNAya mATe TIpeTa syugarapiTa. mIlkapaTa kapa rakAbIo camacIonI vaNajhAra Ave. bhale pInAra eka hoya chatAM vAsa ne Dhagalo thaI jAya. Aje loko peTa coLI calAvIne pIDA ubhI karI rahyA hoya che. AvA AvA bIlakula bIna jarUrI kAma vadhArIne hAya ya vadhArI rahyA che. AvI upAdhionA oLA khaDakAI rahelA hoya tyAM AtmAnA kalyANanI kAmanA jAge kayAMthI? AtmAnuM zreya karavAnA suMdara vicAre sUjhe kayAMthI ! pariNAme jIvananI

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zAnti jokhamAtI jAya che. tenI gherI asara tamArA lagabhaga vyavahAramAM prasarAtI hoya che. eTaluM ja nahi kinatu UMghavA mATe geLIo levI paDatI hoya che. bIjI trIjI rItie jIvanamAM rIekazana lAvanArI uMghanI geLIo khAvA chatAMya DolepInAM gAdalAmAM uMgha nathI AvatI tenuM kema? vicAra! bAlako hamezAM corI karavAnI zarUAta ke zrIgaNeza pitAnA gharamAMthI ja karatA hoya che. pariNAme dhIme dhIme cerI karavAne TevAI jAya che. pachI yatra tatra cerI karavAnuM cUktA nathI detA. A mATe tenA mAbApoe saceTa ane sAvadhAna rahevuM joIe. nepolIyana jyAre nAnA hatA tyAre tenA kAkAe phuTasane karaMDIye lAvIne gharamAM mUkele hate. nepolIyananI be moTI bahenoe khAvAnI lAlace te karaMDIyAmAM sapharajana mesaMbI cIku vigere phaLa cerI cerIne khAvAnA maMgalAcaraNa mAMDelA hatA. keTalAka divaso pachI kAkAe tapAsa karIne joyuM te karaMDIyAmAMthI ghaNAM phaLa ochAM thayelAM jaNAyAM tyAre kAkA gussAmAM AvIne traNene pUchavA lAgyA. sAcuM bole nAdAna ! A phaLanI cerI koNe karI che ? bahene potAnI saphAImAM ekAeka belI uDI ke "kAkAsAba" ame baMne bahene baporanA TAIme bahAra gaI hatI. gharamAM mAtra ekale nepolIyana hatA. basa pachI pUchavuM ja zuM ? kAkAe A nepalIyanane kaDaka zikSA karI. sajA karI eTaluM ja

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nahi kintu traNa divasanA upavAsa karAvyA hatA chatAM nepolIyana mUMge meM mAra sahI rahyo hate. potAnA pApane lIdhe nAnA bhAIne AvI kaDaka sajA thatI joIne A baMne bahenAnAM haiyAM hacamacI uThayAM ane turata ja kAkAzrInI samIpe jaIne pitAne gUhe kabUla karyo. kAkAzrI Azcarya mugdha banyA. nepolIyanane belAvIne pUchayu alyA eya te phalenI corI karI na hatI chatAM muMge meM sajA kema sahI lIdhI? nepolIyane namra vivedana karyuM ke te samaye yadi meM gRha kabUla karyA na hota te cerI koNe karI te nirNaya na laI zakAta. sAthe sAthe tamArI apAra vedanAno pAra na rahata. ane A bahene potAne aparAdha kayAreya paNa kabUla nahi karatI. mATeja mane cerInA bada lAmAM karavAmAM AvelI sajA joIne bahenanuM haiyuM ghavAyuM ane lAgI AvyuM ke cerI karavI e bhayaMkara che. evuM A bahenone lAgI AvyuM ane bahenAnA aMtare pazcAtApane pAvaka prajavalI uThaze. Aje vaDIlanA vAMke bAlaka bAlikAo atyAcAranA akhADAmAM khelatA thaI jAya che te mATe tenA mAbApoe temaja vaDIlee sadAne mATe sAvadhAna rahevAnI ati AvazyaktA che. ApaNI pAse ja dhana ane vaibhavanA DhagalA paDelA che. tame jenI zodhamAM cho te tamArI pAse ja che. paraMtu tene jovA mATe ApaNI pAse ja kyAM che ! AMtara cakSune khela ane pachI nidarzana kare. tamane mUrtimaMta

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11 dekhAze. koi eka vepArI ugharANI mATe nikaLI paDelA.. saghaLu' kAmakAja karIne peAtAnA gAmaNI pAchA pharI rahyo. hatA. rastAmAM eka vaTemArgu tarIke dhama zALAmAM Azraya lIdheA. eka uThAvagIra paNa teja dhamazAlAmAM AvI caDhayA hatA. ane cAlAka hatA. eka bIjA pAtapeAtAne mAmalA samajI cUkayA hatA, uThAvagIra kaMIka ahAnuM kADhI nAsI chUTavA mATenA rastA jovA gayelA hatA. daramyAna A vyApArIe peAtAnI pAsenu jokhama evI rIte chUpAvI dIdhu hatu ke te ThaganA palle na paDe, samayapara ane peAtAnA sthAne sUI gayA. vyApArI pAtAnA nitya niyamAnusAra pAMca mAlA pheravIne ArAmathI uMghI gayA hatA paraMtu A sapheda Thagane UMghaja na Ave. A bhAi dhIme dhIme vyApArInA gajavA sAmAna pAgaraNa pagarakhAM pAghaDI vigere tamAma vastuone kharAkhara tapAsI joI paNa kaMIja hAthamAM nahi AvyuM. pariNAme nirAza thaIne peAtAnA sthAne paDI rahyo hateA. zukananA saravALA karI rahyo che ke Aje mane kayAM kayAM konA apazukana thayAM ? vigere vicAra dhArAmAM samagra rAtrI vItI gai. A tarapha samaye zeTha. jAgIne prAta :kAlIna pUjApAThamAM joDAI jAya che. pachI javAnI taiyArI kare che te TAime A Thaga paNa kai kAryaO bahAra gayeA hateA. teja TAIme A vyApArIe peAtAnu jarajokhama sarakAvI lIdhuM hatuM. pachI TAIma thayA tyAre ane cAlatA thayA. rastAmAM A uThAvagIre pUchyuM' are zeTha tame eka zrImata jevA jaNAva che. tamArA pAse

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nANuM avazya hovuM joIe. paNa tame kayAM chUpAvI rAkhyuM hatuM ! kharekhara tame te ustAdanA paNa ustAda che vAha game te DAku hoya te paNa jhaDapI na zake? vAha evuM tamane kevuM maLI AvyuM ke cotaraphI koI zodha keLa kare te paNa tenA hAthamAM ja na Ave. are zeTha have te paDade khaseDo ke tame tamArU dhana kayAM saMtADI rAkhyuM hatuM? chevaTe A zeTha zrImAnathI belI javAyuM ke te dhana anya kayAMya nahi hatuM paNa tArI pitAnI ja pathArI nIce hatuM. kemake mane khAtrI hatI ke tame tamArI kAravAhI karavAnA che sarvatra tapAsa karaze. kintu tame tamArI jagyA jevAnA ja nathI. A rIte ApaNI pAse badhuM ja che. ApaNe Itastata paribhramaNa karatA rahevAnA paNa tame tamArI pAse rahelA amApa eryanI zodhakhoLa karavAnA nathI ja. ApaNA AdhyAtmika jIvana ane bhautika jIvanane bhasmasAta karanAra koI paNa Aga hoya te te kodha che, gUse che, ugratA che. kAtIlamAM kAtIla jhere malI Avaze je sparza mAtrathI ja je prasarAtAM dhIme dhIme tamArA zarIrane aMta lAve che paraMtu pracaMDa koI evuM bhayaMkara viSa che je kSaNabharamAM tamane vikRta banAvI mUke che. tamAma zarIrane haDapa karI jAya. AvuM bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara jhera hoya te te pracaMDa krodha che jenA Adarza dAkhalAo

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zAstronA pAne neMdhAyelA che ja, tathApi vartamAna kAlIna tAjI tamatamatI ghaTanAM keTalI bhayaMkara che je vAMcatA ke sAMbhaLatAM ja aMtaramAM eka bhAre AMcako anubhavI zakAya. amadAvAdanI eka paLamAM bhADUAtanI strIe pANI bharavA mATe cakalIo pAsenI lAInamAM potAne hADe mUkI dIdhuM hatuM. pitAne vAre AvatAM ja pANI bharavA mATe hADe mUkI devAmAM AvyuM. haDe bharAI rahevA AvyuM che tevAmAM ja makAna mAlIkanI patnI ekAeka caDe ghaDe hAMphaLI phAMphaLI thaIne AvI caDI ane saMpattinA nazAmAM ja pelI bhAddhaAta strIne bhArata hAMDe khaseDIne pitAne haDe mUkI de che. A bhADUAta strIne eTaluM badhu behaMdu ane nIti bhraSTa jevuM kArya lAgyuM ane tenA aMtaramAM eka bhayaMkara dAvAnala saLagI uThaze. mAruM paNa tujhe rAMDa kare e kahevatane yathArtha karavA kharekhara raNacaMDI banI. turata ghera jaIne bAraNAM baMdha karavAmAM AvyA ane kere sIna chAMTIne turata Aga cAMpI jotajotAmAM samagra zarIra javAlAmAM jhaDapAI gayuM turata baMdha karelA bAraNuM khelIne jUsAbhera sAme AvI rahelI mAlakaNane ceTI paDI, beune chUTA karavAnA prayAse niSphaLa nIvaDyA. pariNAme beu baLI jhaLIne khAkha thaI gaI. rIbAI rIbAIne beu caraNa pAmI. vicAre bAbata sAmAnya che chatAM pariNAma kevuM bhayaMkara lAve che, tenuM A javalaMta daSTAMta che. hamezAM Avezane AMkhe hotI nathI, sAmAnyatayA krodha AvI

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14 sahaja che paraMtu krodhanI mAtrA vayAre vadhI jAya che tyAre bekAbu thaI javAya che. pachI kiMkartavya vimUDha banI pitAnA ja jAnane jokhamamAM mUkI de che. haMmezAM yAda rAkhe kajIAnuM moM kALuM e ukti yathArtha che. (10) viveka bharI vimala vANune vinipAta karanArI vibhUti "vizvamAM viralaja hoya che, ane tevA vibudha mANaso hajAre haiyAnA AzirvAda letA rahe che eTaluM ja nahi kintu tevA tatva upara AziSanI varSA varasI rahelI hoya che. kaThora ane kaDavI vANI kaMIkanA kALajAM kaMpAvatI hoya che. tame tamArI vANune rasavaMtI ane rasALa banAvI zako che. kAnta ane kamanIya banAvI zako cho. zAnta ane surIlA paNa banAvI zake che. kharekhara tame tamArA jIvanamAM vaNIne saMskRta banAvavA mATe taiyAra thAva, ane mAnavatAnAM mAna vadhAre. tamArI mAnavatAne janatA AvakAraze. yadi mAnavatAne mahAta karIne dAnavatA dAkhavavA gayA te mAryA jaze phekAI jaze vALI rasavatI yastha sahya mitra nAra - sajajane A sonerI sUtrane Atma sAt kare ane sAkara samA svAdiSTa bane. koI eka rAjAne rAtrIe svapna AvyuM ke potAnA dAMtanI batrIzI paDI gaI ane rAjA ekAeka ceMkI uTha, jyoti vidane bolAvavAmAM AvyuM, phalAdeza pUchatAM eke kahyuM ke rAjan Ane artha e che ke tamArAM beThAM beThAM gharanA

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tamAma membarsa marI jaze. rAjAnI cintAmAM cInagArI mUkAI. rAjA gUrase bharAye. reSamAM ne rASamAM sIdhe hukama choDa ke A mUrkharAjane kArAvAsamAM dhakelI de. bevakupha bhaNe che paNa gaNya nathI. AvA nAlAyaka ane nakaTAonuM nAka kApavuM joIe. jAva harAmIne laI jAva. phAMsInA mAMcaDe caDAvI de. chevaTe paMDita hevAnA kAraNe tene kArAvAsane kedI banAvavAmAM Ave che. pachIthI bIjA paMDitajI belAvavAmAM Ave che svapnane phalAdeza kahevA pharamAna choDayuM tyAre jotiSAcArya vANIne saMpUrNa saMyama sAcavIne madhurAM veNa cheDayAM ke rAjana ApanuM eTaluM dIrdhAyuSya che ke ApanA vasamA viyoganuM asahaya duHkha koIne paNu jevuM nahija paDe, kharekhara Apa ciraMjIva raheze temAM koI zaMkA nahi. A pramANe rasajJa heAya te A badhu samajI zake che. jyAre konI samIpe kevAM veNa uccAravAM te dhImAnanuM kAma che. vAMcaka ApaNI jIbha e amRtanI latA che ane viSanI vela che. belo tame tamArI jIbhane kevI banAvavA mAge che ? koI eka sadagRhasthAne tyAM pAMca pAMca abhyAgate AvI caDayA. A zeThe potAnA AMgaNe AvI caDelA mahemAnanI egya AgatA svAgatA karI. sAthe sAthe zeThANIne pharamAna cheDayuM ke ApaNe tyAM AvatA mahemAne mATe suMdara rasa

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vatI banAvaje. ArIte ThIka ThIka bhalAmaNuM karIne zeThazrI kaI kAryArthe bahAra gayA. A tarapha zeThANInA aMtaramAM garamAgarama eraMDIyuM tela reDAyuM hoya tema samasamI uThayAM. are! A balA mAre AMgaNe na joIe. cAlo evI cImakI batAvI dau ke A loko ahiMthI ubhI pUchaDIe bhAge. jamAnAnAM khAdhelAM zeThANIe potAne mana ghaDaMta plAna taiyAra karyo zeThANIe barAbara pAMca tAvIthAo. garamAgarama karavA mATe cUlAmAM nAMkhyA. pachIthI zeThANI havA besI gaI. eka tarapha beThelA mahemAnoe kAraNa pUchayuM are zeThANI ekAeka tamane zuM thayuM ! kahe te kharA? are mArA bhAIe kaMIja kahevA jevuM nathI. mane tamArA upara khubaja dayA AvI gaI ke mAre AMgaNe AvelA mArI mAnA jaNyA bhAIonI kevI avadazA thaze ! A mATe mArAthI raDI javAyuM ! are paNa zeThANa AmAM amane samaja paDI nathI. je heya te spaSTa gujarAtI bhASAmAM bele. amane samaja paDe. zeThANI belI uThayAM ke zeTha mane kahetA gayA che ke A mahemAne ne mATe pAMca tAvIthA garamAgarama karI rAkhaje. jamADyA pachI te lokone DAma devAnA che. eTale to A tAvatAo garama karavA mATe mUkelA che. belo have mane raDavuM Ave ke na Ave ! A sAMbhaLIne tyAM beThelA mahemAne jIva laIne nAThA, pAchuM vALIne jUe te bIjA. A lake mAMDa mAMDa chUTakArAne dama kheMcatA nAzI chUTayA. pAchaLathI turataja zeTha zrI padhAryA

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joyuM te mahemAne kayAM? zeThANIe ThAvakuM moM rAkhIne kahyuM A lekoe mane kahyuM ke pAMca tAvatAo garamAgarama karI Ape. meM nA kahI eTale te leke rIsAIne cAlavA ja lAgyA. - zeTha bIcArA bheLAnAtha A pAMce tAvatAo laIne mahemAnenI pAchaLa UpaDayA AgaLa vadhatA mahemAnee joyuM te barAbara zeTha zrI tAvItAo laIne AvI rahyA che. jene mahemAne hebatAI gayA ne mUThI vALIne AgaLa doDavA lAgyA. aMte zeThazrI pAchA pharyA, uparakI acchI bhItarakI rAma jANe. A bicArA bheLAnAthane zeThANanI phUTa nItine khyAla kayAMthI Ave? AvI kUlaTAo jyAM vase che tenA gRhAMgaNe ya re mava A sUtrane pAThanA prakAza paDe kayAMthI? (12) jagatanA bhautika padArthone tRNavata samajI beThelA mAnavanI AdhyAtmika duniyAmAM kaMcana ane kacare samakakSa hoya che. - eka saMskArI pati patnI satsamAgamanI siddhimAMja saMtuSTa rahe. jyAre paNa satsamAgamane sAga na sAMpaDe te A lokone cena na paDe. kema na jAya A rItie TevAyelA A daMpatIne dainika kAryakrama A jAtane thaI paDelo hato. A loko satyarUSanA saMparkamAM jyAre jyAre Ave tyAre

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tyAre eka daDha saMkalpa karIne ja bese ke ApaNe sAMbhaLIe maNa jeTaluM, paraMtu jatI vakhate kaNa jeTaluM laIne ja javuM. A eka saMgIna nirNaya laIne besanArA A pati patnInA jIvanamAM abhinava jJAnanI ta jAgI uThI ke tava jAtA pAse putra: saMsAramatI rivijhaH A vArthathI saDelA saMsAramAM koNa kevuM che? hakIktamAM koI koInuM nathIja. AvyA nagana jAvuM nagana 'kenA chagana ne kenA magana" kema, A sUtranI sobata karavI tamane game che ne? cAle tyAre AgaLa vadhe. A baMne patipatnI eka divasa jarA gAmathI dUra AmrakuMjamAM vasavATa karI rahelA saMtanI pAse potAnA pApane aMta lAvavA mATe jaI rahyA che. pati AgaLa che, panI pAchaLa dhIme dhIme cAlI rahI che. rastAmAM sonAnI vIMTI paDelI joIne paga dvArA tenA para dhULa nAkhI de che. rakhene A sonAnI vIMTI joIne mArI patnInuM mana calita thAya! kemake tenuM dekhIne saMta caLe" A kahevata anusAra dhUlIpuMjamAM chupAvI devI hitAvaha che. A tamAma kAravAhI evaM prAga tenI patnInA jovAmAM Ave che. ane ekAeka bolI uThe che ke are svAmina tame A vIMTIne ane dhULane bhinna bhinna padArtha mAnI rahyA che. kintu mAre mana te A baMnemAM kaMIja pharaka nathI ja kemake mATInA rajakaNa senArUpe pariNamelAM che temA kone konAthI DhAMkI rahyA che? kharekhara se e mATIne paryAya che. ATalA varSothI

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tame tene saMparka sAdhI rahyA che te temAMthI tame "tAravyuM zuM ? tene mane javAba Ape, svAmina ! A eka abalA hovA chatAM keTalI antalIna che. nArI hovA chatAM keTalI nirAsata che. suMdarI hovA chatAM keTalI sajAga che. jerU hevA chatAM keTalI jAgRta. sAceja AvI ramaNIothI ja AryAvarta ujavala che. (13) eka e sAmAnya niyama che ke tamArI IcchalI ane mAnya karelI cIja tamArA mATe cInagArIrUpa nIvaDe che. tame je padArtha meLavavA mathI rahyA che te maLyA pachI tamArUM ja meta nIpajAve che. ghaNI vakhata tamAre besIne uDavA mATe nA vAhane zuM tamAre vinAza nathI noMtaratA hatAM tamArI ja kAra tamArA mATe zuM kALarUpa nathI thatI? eka zrImAna bIlakula peTIpeka embeseDara kAramAM mAtra muhurta karavA mATe Aje vahelI savAre saphara karavA mATe nIkaLI paDayA che. rastAmAM ekasIDenTa thAya che. pari. "NAme zeThanuM metanIya chede ane sAMjanA cAra vAgyAnA sumAre teonI samazAna yAtrA kADhavAmAM Ave che e have thAya te je bhautika padArthane meLavavA mATe valavalI rahyAM hoIe chIe. valakhAM mArI rahyA hoIe chIe teja padA nA raMga saMgamAM samUlagA tame zuM nathI chedAI jatA? kayAreka rAjapUta brAhmaNa suthAra ane rabArI A cAre mitro saMmilita thaIne gAme jaI rahyA hatA. raratAmAM eka

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20 suMdara vRkSanI chAyA nIce sata dhyAnamAM nimagna hatA. cAre mitro saMtanA darzanathI prabhAvita thayA ane saMtanI sevAmAMja lAgI gayA. kharekhara saMta e IzvaranA avatAra che. aMtaryAmIne Ache paricaya ApI svayaM siddhanA sAkSAkAra karAvI Ape che. AvA satAnI niHsvArtha bhAve kara : vAmAM AvatI sevA avazya lavatI mane che. A cAre mitrAnI sevAthI suprasanna thaelA sa Mte A leAkeAne varadAna AvyuM ke mArA gayA pachIthI A vRkSanI nIce ubhA rahIne je mAgaze| te tamane maLI raheze. tadanusAra cAre mitro paikI pAta peAtAnI akkala pramANe brAhmaNe lADunI mAgaNI karI, rAjapUte gheADAnI mAgaNI karI rakhArIe gheTA bakarAMnI mAgaNI karI jyAre suthAre pharasInI mAgaNI karI te te pramANe padArthoM malatA gayA. pariNAme vRkSanA prabhAvathI vRkSanI DALa upara laTakatI pharasI ekAeka suthAranA mAthA upara paDI ane mastaka chedAI gayu. aMte suthAra tyAMne tyAMja maraNa pAmyA khyAla karo peAtAnI abhIpsata vastu peAtAne nAza kaI rIyei kare che teneA A pratyakSa pUrAveA che. mATe bhautika padArtharnA pravAhamAM taNAyA te pariNAme tamArU pacava nIpaje che. A vAta bhautika padArthAnI lAlacamAM laTapaTI rahelA lAlAee bhUlavI nahiM joie. vAMcaka avazya vicAra karaze ke kevala bhautika prasAdhanAnI pAchaLa pAgala banelAonI kevI avadazA thAya che. hamezAM mAgaNI karatAM zIkheA. eka mAgaNI tamArU meta nIpajAve che jyAre eka mAgaNI tamArA jIvanamAM jyAta jagAve che.

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(14) juga jugathI jaina zAsananA anurAgI AmAe pita pitAnA sthAne kaI parva prasaMga para maMgala mahotsavinuM Ayojana karI rahyA hoya che. ane pAchaLa pitAnI caMcala lakSamIne sadvyaya karI jIvanamAM dhanyatA anubhavatA hoya che. tadanusAra eka nagaramAM jenenAM TIkaDo ghare badhAja zAsananA premI dharmanA nAme paise te zuM paNa prANanI kurabAnI karavAnI taiyArI dAkhavI rahyA hatA. nagaramAM suMdara eka maMgaLa mahatsavano samAraMbha karavAmAM Avela hatuM jenI pAchaLa jaina janatA e pitAnI caMcala lakSmIne sAro eve kharca karyo hato. Dekerezana te evuM AkarSaka hatuM ke uDIne AMkhe vaLage. mahatsavanA maMgala dvArethI be mitro pasAra thaI rahyA hatA te paikI eka mitra phaphaDI uThaye ke A leke kevA mUrkha che. AvA utsavanI pAchaLa nAhaka paisAne apavyaya karIne dhUmADe ja karI rahyA che. vAstavika lakSmIne lAve laI zaktA nathI. are rAma rAma rAma, zuM kahuM mArA mananI vAta keNa sAMbhaLavanAra che? bIje mitra pUche che are bhAI! kahI de ne ! zuM che tArA mananI vAta ? huM sAMbhaLavA taiyAra chuM. zA mATe muMjhAya che ! kahI dene ! peTamAM rAkhI mUkIza te Aphare caDI jaze. mATe je hoya te kahI de. je bhAI sAbhaLa? garIba leke peTa pUratu pAmatA nathI. teonA kaccAM baccAM haLavalI rahyAM hoya che. ane loko kevala dharmanI pAchaLa dhanane dhUmADo karatA hoya che bIje mitra A badhuM sAMbhaLI

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rahyo che. hamezAM avasara hatA vALI nA vALa na mRtA" haMmezA avasarapara bolavAmAM AgelI vANunuM ja vajana karAya. che vasaMtaRtumAM A be mitro bahAra pharavA nIkaLI paDayA che sAmethI lagnane bhavya varaghoDe AvI rahyo che. nagaranuM sArAmAM sAruM benDa hatuM. jagyAe jagyAe seMkaDonuM dArUkhAnuM pheDavAmAM AvatuM hatuM. eka zeTha zAhukArano lAle. varagheDe caDIne paraNavA jaI rahyA hatA. A avasare dhArmika vRtti ane vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayelA mitre. bIjA mitrane kahyuM kema deta kema lAge che A vaghADe ! are mitra enI vAta thAya. paisA pahoMcatA hoya te kare emAM Azcarya zuM? kema bhAI tane AmAM dhUmADo nathI lAgate? dharmanA mArge loke hAzathI harSathI pitAnI ja saMpattine sadvyaya karatA hoya che teja dhUmADo lAge. che. kharekhara leke mAjazekhanI pAchaLa nATaka sInemAnI pAchaLa ke raMgarAganI pAchaLa lAkhene durvyaya karatA hoya. che temAM dhUmADe nathI lAgatuM. kharekhara dharma ke dhArmika prasaMgaraMga ApaNI AMkhamAM khaTaktA hoya che mATe ja dhUmADo evAM vAhIyAta zabdane pravega karIne dharma mahArAjAne anAdara karatA hoIe chIe. zAstromAM samarpaNa bhAvane vadhune vadhu mahatva ApavAmAM AvyuM che. eka samarpaNa bhAvanI pAchaLa atyutama saddaguNonI vaNajhAra AvatI rahe che. jIvanamAM mAtra eka samarpaNa bhAva jAgI jAya te pachI sneha, saddabhAva,

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ra3 sahakAra sahAnubhUti ane saMyama vigere sadaguNenI suvAsa tenA jIvanamAM mahekI rahI hoya che. ataH pratyeka zAstromAM samarpaNa bhAva ne vadhune vadhu AvakAra ApavAmAM Avela che. pRthvI para paryaTana karatA saMnyasta dhAraNa karelA gurUcele eka bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM AvI pahoMcyA hatA. zramita thayela cele zayanArUDha thavAnI AjJA yAce che snehanA sAgara samA gurUe kahyuM ziSya pahelAM tuM sUI jA pachIthI huM sUI jaIza. ziSya nidrAdhIna thaI gayela che. thoDA samaya bAda tyAM phUMphADA mArate eka phaNIdhara dhasI AvyuM. zaki tanA sUtradhAra samA gurUe sAMpa ADI lITI kADhI sarSa ekAeka aTakI gaye ane gurUe pUchayuM are bhAI tuM niSkAraNa ziSyane zA mATe karaDavA ghasI Ave che? pahelAnA bhavamAM tamArA ja ziSya mane burI rItae kanaDa che. bele pachI tene badale levA kanaDuM ke nahi? gurUe sarparAjane ghaNuM samajAvyuM. tathApi tyAMthI khasatuM nathI. kahe che ke huM te tamArA ziSyanA gaLAnuM lehI pIne jaIza sivAya nahi. tatparacAta gurU svayaM cappa hAthamAM laIne ziSyanI chAtI para caDI beThA. gaLA upara kApa mUkIne lehI kADhavAmAM AvyuM ane taDapI rahelA nAgarAjane ApyuM. A ahIdhara rakta pIne raste paDaye pachIthI gurUjIe ziSyane pUchayuM. are AvI ugra ane jIvaleNa paristhiti joIne tane mArA mATe kevI kalpanA AvI hatI? javAbamAM ziSya pitAne kiMmatI abhiprAya

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ApI rahyo che ke mAruM jIvana gurUzrIne caraNe huM seMpI cUka chuM. eTale mAruM sukAna gurUjInA hAthamAM che eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu mAruM sarvasva gurUjInAM zrIcaraNe che. teozrI cAhe te karI zake che. gurUone ApaNAM upara asIma ane agaNita upakAra che. teonA traNamAMthI kemeya chUTI zakAtuM nathI jene trASiRNa kahevAmAM Ave che. A celAne nija gurU mATe keTalI akhUTa ane akATaya zraddhA che. vizvAsa che. bharoso che! capu laIne chAtIpara caDI bese che gaLA upara kApa mUke che chatAM camaka nahi, jhabakA nahi, hIbakA nahi, dhanya ziSya dhanya gurU gurUziSyanI jeDa, heAya te haMmezA AvI ja che pariNAme gurUjIe suprasanna thaIne gupta jJAna ApyuM ane uccapadane adhikArI banAvyuM hatuM. (16) haMmezAM khADe chede te ja paDe. anyane ApattimAM mUkavA mATe ubhA karavAmAM AvatA SaDayaMtro pitAnA paMcatva mATe heya che. keI eka gAmamAM bAve ahaniza bhikSArthe Ave ne jAya. sAthe sAthe grAmya janatAne saMbhaLAvate jAya ke karegA he bhagA dega ve paDegA. A pramANe tenI rajanizI thaI paDI hatI. teja gAmamAM eka bAI badacAlanI hatI tethI teNIe uparanuM vAkaya sAMbhaLIne pitAnA mAthe ja lai lIdhuM ke jarUra A bA mane saMbhaLAvavA mATe ja belate haze. kema ke

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25 'TTI: sarvatra zaMjitA: haMmezAM pApI mANase baMdha besatI pAghaDI paherI letA hoya che. khAvA mATe A bAIe eka plAna banAvI rAkhe ke evI kaMIka karavAhI karavAmAM Ave ke jhaTapaTa tenA rAma ramI jAya. eka divasa lADuomAM jhera nAkhIne A bAvAne ja ApavAmAM AvyA hatAM. bhikSA laIne bA pitAnI jhuMpaDI bhego thaye. sAthe sAthe gAmamAMthI je roTalInA TUkaDAo malI AvyA hatA. tene upaga pahele kare che. pachI khAIzuM te AzAye lADue rAkhI mUke che, rAta vItI rahI hatI muzaladhAra varasAda varasI rahyo hate. teja bAIne je bAIe jhera mizrita lADuo mAravA mATe bAvAne ApyA hatA. te jamaku bAIne ja pati ane putra baMne ekI sAthe potAnA gAmamAM AvI rahyA hatA. gAmanA pAdare A bAvAne maTha hate. muzaladhAra varasAda varasI rahyo hato tethI bApa ane beTo baMne A maThamAM vizrAti mATe jaI pahoMcyA. A loke bhUkhyA te hatA ja. AMgaNe AvelA abhyAgatone satkAra kare e dharma che. ema mAnIne be lADu khAvAnI AzAe rAkhI mUkavAmAM AvyA hatA. te jheramizrita be lADue bApa beTAne khavaDAvavAmAM AvyA hatA. A bAvAnI keI badadAnata na hatI. AgaNe AvI caDelA atithine jANIne ja premathI lADu khavaDAvavAmAM AvyA hatA. mitu A jhamakubAInA pApe A baMne bApa beTe mAryA gayA. jemAM ye anyane

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mATe ciMtaveluM azubha pitAnA ja nAzane mATe thayuM. zAstrIya sUcanA che ke "pApa Apane khAya teya pitAnuM gANuM gAya. A bAI nirdoSa bIcArA bAvAne mAravA mATenA SaDayaMtrA. teNIne ja naDyAM. pariNAme pitAnA ja pati putrane gumAvyA hatA, A che anyane mATe cittavela azubha potAnA mATe ja gojhArArUpa banyAne A acUka dAkhala che. haMmezAM yAda rAkhe anyane mATe pagathIyArUpa bane, yadi pagathIyArUpa na banI zake te khADArUpa te nahi ja thatA A vAta kayAreya paNa bhUlAvI nahi joIe. patthara paNa pagathIyA rUpa banIne prANIne parvatArohaNa karAve che. A vAtane sAme rAkhIne cAle, tamAruM jIvana anyane mATe AzirvAda rUpa thaze ja. (17) haMmezAM bhakti sevA ke vaiyAvaccanI sAthe vivekanI anivArya AvazyaktA ubhI ja rahe che. sevAnI hevA mAtrathI zreya sAdhI zakAtuM nathI. jaDa sevA ghaNI vakhata baMdhanarUpa banatI hoya che. keI nagaramAM eka zrAvakane evI ja pratijJA hatI ke mAMdA rahetA ane bImAra paDelA muni bhagavaMtenI ja mAre sevA karavI. teozrIne joItI yogya davAo samayasara hAjara karavI, AhAra vigeremAM jarUrI anupAna mATe ghaTate upaga rAkha vigerenI pratijJA hatI. nagaramAM je je upAzrayamAM muni bhagavaMta bIrAjatA hoya teonI zArIkki paristhiti kevI che tenI cAMpatI tapAsa karavAmAM A.

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2vAnA bhAIsAba ghaNAja pAvaradhA hatA sAMpradAyiktAnA bhedabhAva vinAM sarvatra pharI vaLe. jayAM jayAM bImAra munizrIo male te joine temanuM dila dravI uThatuM. sAthe sAthe sevA karavAnI taka maLe che teTalA pUrate bhArebhAra AnaMda paNa upajo. A rItine A vAtanI pratidina prakriyA cAlu ja rahetI ane A zrAvaka tenI pAchaLa tana mana ane dhanane bhega paNa ApI chUTate. mAtra svAmI zAtA ejI" nA zabdo saMbhaLAvIne ravAnA nahi thate "svAmI zAtA che e zabdonI pAchaLa racanAtmaka sevA tenA aMtaramAM ramatI rahe. kintu A bhAInI jIvanacaryA jaDabharata jevI hatI. jayAre koI paNa upAzrayamAM muni mahArAjA mAMdA ke bImAra jovAmAM na Ave tyAre tenA aMtaramAM bhAre AMcake AvI jatA basa Aje mArA kameM kaI mAMdA munibhagavaMtanI sevA karavAne samaya nahi ma. teTalA pUratuM chenA dilamAM duHkha thaI Avatu. kyAreka A saMgrahastha zrAvakanA gAmamAM gudevenuM cAturmAsa thayuM hatuM. A zeThe paNa sAre e lAbha lIdho hate. cAtumasa paripUrNa thatAM gurU bhagavaMte vicaraNa karI rahyA che. A zeTha vaLAvavA jAya che. daramyAna gurUjIne kahe che ke gurUjI ApanI sAthenA sahavAsamAM amane atyadhika AnaMda upa che. tapa japa vigere ArAdhanA ghaNIja sArA pramA NamAM thaI te badala ame khUbaja gaurava laI rahyA chIe. parantu mane eka vAtanuM duHkha thaI Ave che ke cAra cAra mahinAomAM mane bIlakula lAbha nahi ma. gurUjI kahe

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28 kema Ama khele che. ? tamane to ghaNAja lAbha ApavAmAM Avyo che. ema nahi gurUjI juo ! sAMbhaLeA ! bImAra paDelA muni mahArAjAone cAgya davA lAvI ApavI temanI sevA karavI te mATeno mAre khAsa niyama che. paNa koNa jANe ? A cAturmAsamAM teA koi muni mAMdA ja nahi paDayA ane mArA niyamano bhaMga thaye teTalA pUratu mane bhArAbhAra duHkha che. chevaTe AvI jaDa buddhivALA zrAvakane gurUbhagavaMta yathArtha hakIkta samajAve che. piraNAme A zrAvaka peAtAne nirNaya pherave che. (18) hamezAM zAstrIya AjJAnusAra samarakSa bhAva e mahatva bharyAM manAya che. zAstro e paNa kahIja rahyAM che ke jyA bheda tyAM khedya kharekhara A bhedane bhagAvavA mATe ja zAstrIya veda che e bhUlAvuM nahi joie. mAMDavagaDhanA maMtrIzvara AMjhaNa zAhe mAMDavagaDhathI tIrthAdhirAjathI zatruMjayano charI pAlateA saMgha kADhaye hateA. saMkhyA dha bhAI baheneAe A sadhamAM joDAine lAbha lIdhA hatA. zrI saMghanuM zubhAgacana sAMbhaLIne karNAvatInA rAjA jayasi Mhe zrI saMghanuM cAgya svAgata karyuM hatu. sAthe sAthe rAjA jayasi huM sAMdhavI jhaMjhaNa zAhane vinati karI ke Apa ApanA saMghamAthI pAMceka hajAra bhAgya zALIone laIne mAre AMgaNe jamavA padhAro. zrI saMghavIe vaLatA javAba ApyA rAjan mArA saMghamAM joDAyelA

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tamAma bhAgyazALIo che. mALAnA maNakAo haMmezAM sarakhAja mAnavAmAM Ave che, koNa ucca ane koNa nIcA te kaMIja kalpI na zakAya. khinna thayela rAjAe kahyuM maMtrIzvare jeTalI bhAvanA hoya teTalI ja bhakti karavI joIe. A sAMbhaLIne maMtrIzvare kaDuM parakhAvI dIdhuM ke AmAM amAro kayAM anurodha che ke Apa samasta saMghanI bhakti kare? paraspara thoDe vivAda cAle. pariNAme rAjAe sanasanATI bhareluM saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM ke huM jouM chuM. tame AkhA gujarAtane kevuM: jamADI zako cho ? basa A Takora sAMbhaLIne maMtrIzvare vinA vilaMbe samasta gujarAtane AmaMtraNa mokalavI dIdhuM. AmaMtraNa maLatAM ja janatA pitapotAnA paricita sAthe samayasara AvI pahoMcI hatI. pAMca pAMca hajAra mANaso eka maMDapa nIce besIne ArAmathI jamI zake tevA 100 maMDapo taiyAra karAvavAmAM AvyA, ane samarata gujarAtane saharSa jamADI devAmAM AvyuM hatuM. jamaNamAM alaga alaga AI. Tepo evI vidha vidha verAyaTIo ane vyavasthA yaMtra jeIne rAjAnuM dila DolI uThayuM. eTaluM ja nahi kintu AvI virATa bhAvanAne jaladIthI amalamAM mUkavAnI AvaData ane AturatAne joIne rAjA prabhAvita thayo ane tyArathI zAha tarIkenA birUdathI maMtrIzvarane alaMkRta karavAmAM AvyA hatA. keIpaNa padArthanA ajJAta AtmAo padArthanA guNa

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deSa nahi jANavAnA kAraNe kevAM mukha uluM ane bAlIzamAM khape che. keI eka nAnakaDA nagaranA rAjA ane prajA jene dUdha kevA raMganuM hoya che dUdhanA zuM guNa doSa che vigere bAbatethI chekaja ajJAta hatA. eka samaye kaI paradezIe te nagaranA rAjAne pAMca daza gAye bheTa mekalAvI hatI ane sAthe sAthe kahevarAvyuM ke A gAye matavAlI che. uttama jAtinI che. ghaNuM ghaNuM dUdha Ape che. A gAyanuM dUdha ghaNuM ja svAdiSTa ane sumadhura che. mATe Apa A dUdhane upayoga avazya karaje. jANe amRtanuM pAna karavA lAgyA hoIe evI tamane pratIti thaze. kintu A rAjA ke prajA taddana vimUDha. gAya ke dUdha jevA padArthane paricaya pAmyA nahi hevAnA kAraNe dehana karavAnI rIta rasama jANatA nathI. eTale dUdha levA mATenuM pAtra gAyanA pAchaLanA be paga pAse pUMchaDA nIce mukI devAmAM AvatuM hatuM. pariNAme dUdhanA badale gemutrathI te vAsaNa bharAI jatuM ane dUdha vAcharaDA leke pI jatA hatAM. A gomutrane dUdha samajIne gALI garama karIne pitAnI sAthe ja yU yUkAra karI UbhA thaI jatA ane ekAeka bolI uThatA ke are A paradezIoe te ApaNane ulla banAvyA. AmAM svAda ke sumadhuratA jevuM che ja zuM? khArUM khArUM jhera jevuM lAge che. pariNAme gAye mekalanArane kahevarAvyuM ke amAre AvI gAye nahi joIe. paradezIone samAcAra maLatAM ja te lokenI nari murkhatA

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31. upara hasavuM AvyuM. chevaTe A paradezIoe temane samajaNa ApavA mATe jANakAra be mANaso mokalAvyA. A lakoe gAne dUdha dehIne rAjA vigerene pIvaDAvyuM pItAMnI sAtheja sau keI nAcavA lAgyA ke zuM svAda zu mAdhurya! vAha bhAI vAha mukhathI varNana na thaI zake tevuM A amRta pAna che. pachIthI A ajJAta lokene gAye dohavAnI nIti rItinuM bhAna karAvavAmAM Ave che. vAMcako ! vicAre, jarUra samajI zakaze. jarA akkalane upayoga kare te A vAta tamArA kALajAmAM ketarAI jatAM samaya nahi lAge. eka sAmAnya padArthanI mahattA ke upayogItA nahi samajavAmAM mANasane kevA ullu banavuM paDe che te pachI AtmA je zAzvata ane sanAtana padArtha nahi samajavAmAM ApaNane keTalI hAnI che te tame sahelAIthI samajI zakaze. AtmAnI oLakha mATe tatvajJAnanI nitAnta AvazyaktA che. (20) AMtarika sevA ane bhaktinI jhalaka judI hoya che. hamezAM AMtarika sevA karanAra sadabhAgyazALI jIvaDe gurUnI jIvaMta AziSa meLavI zake che. parNakUTIranA eka vibhAgamAM tamAma ziSya ekacita thaI mAMhomAMhe ghUsapUsa karI rahyA hatA. tyAre gurUjInA eka pakSIya svabhAvanI carcA para utarI paDayA hatA. ApaNe badhAye ApaNA gurujInI ATalI sevA bhakti karIe chIe chatAM gurujI

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pelA ekaja ziSya upara vadhu paDatI uSmAbharI lAgaNI zA mATe rAkhatA haze? A ziSyanI vAta paNa sAcI ja che ke bIjA ziSya karatAM A ekaja ziSya upara vadhu paDatuM vahAla varasAvatA hatA. mATe ghaNA divasone ekaThA thayele Ubhare Aje gurUnI sAme ThAlavavAne ziSyae nirNaya lIdhe hate. pU. gurUdeva ! Apa amArA pUjanIya ane zirachatra che temAM bemata nahi. ame ApanI sevAmAM kaMIja kamI rAkhatA nathI chatAM Apa bheda bhAva kema rAkhe che? ekane AgaLa ne bIjAne pAchaLa AvuM kema hoI zake? pelA ziSya amArA karatAM zuM Apane vadhu sevA Ape che? gurujI eka samartha jJAnI hatA. A ISkAra zinI zAna ThekANe lAvavA mATe A gurujIe paNa Aje nirNaya lIdhuM hatuM. AdhyAtmika zaktinA sahAre pitAnA pagamAM ekAeka rasI parU ane pAcathI khadabadI raheluM gUmaDuM Utpanna karavAmAM AvyuM jemAMthI bhArebhAra durgadha uchaLI rahI che. pAse kaI UbhuM rahevA na pAme. ubhelA one paNa ubhI pUchaDIye bhAgavuM ja paDe evuM bhayaMkara gUmaDuM pitAnI zaktinA sahAre mUrtimaMta karyuM. aneka vidya udyone belAvIne aneka upAye yojavAmAM AvyA. kintu kaMIja kArI lAgI nahi, aMte eka svargamAMthI dhanva nDarI zaidya dharatI upara utarI AvyA na hoya tema eka vaidya nidAna karIne kahyuM ke A dardanu keIpaNa davAthI

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zamana nahi ja karI zakAya paNa je kaI mANasa potAnA mukhathI A camaDAnI rasI cUsI le te gUmaDuM avazya maTeja maTe temAM koI zaka nahi tatpazcAta gurujIe eka pachI eka ziSyone belAvIne vaidyanI vAta jaNAvI paraMtu kaI paNa ziSya rasI cUsavAne taiyAra na ja thaye tyAre gurUjInI sevA pAchaLa gAMDA banelA ziSyane bolAvIne kahyuM tyAre gurujInI sevA pAchaLa jIvana arpaNa karanAra ziSya vinA vilaMbe gumaDAMnI tamAma rasI saharSa cusI kADhI, ane gurujInuM guMmaDuM ekAeka maTI ja gayuM bIjA tamAma ziSya jotA rahyA. pachIthI mIThI Takora karatAM gurujI e IrSAlu ziSyane jaNAvyuM ke have tame loko bhedanI pAchaLanuM rahasya samajI gayA haze jeNe gurUjInA zrI caraNe sarvasva samarpaNa kareluM che tene ja gurujInAM aMtarane AzIrvAda male che. haMmezAM guNanugrAhI bane IryAgnimAM baLIne dagdha na bano! (21) keTalAka mahanIyamahaMta purUSanA jIvana addabhUta ane abadhuta jevAM hoya che. teozrInI jIvana lIlAne koI bhAgyeja yathArtha rIte samajI zake. khAnapAna gAna tAnamAM taralita hovA chatAM nirAsakta hoya che haMmezAM samajI rAkho. AsaktimAMthI ja azakti uddabhave che. A mahAna purUSonI jIvanacaryA anokhI ane anUThI hoya che dhanya

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34 dhanya tamajIvana gIzvara AnaMda ghanajI mahArAjA zrImad yazovijayajI mahArAjA cidAnaMda muni bhagavaMtonA jIva nanI rUparekhA raLIyAmaNI hoya che. teonuM jIvana lAkha prANIone mATe eka AzirvAda rUpa hatuM. emAM be mata nahi sAhajika prakRtimAM vikRti bhAgye ja AvatI haze AvA ati udAtta Ama purUSoe AjIvana Atmika ArAdhanA karIne vItarAga zAsana pratyenI vaphAdArI adA karI hatI. dhanya dhanya Asevya ArAdhya AtmAone kAzI jevA puNya kSetrano A prasaMga che. ekavAra saMta kabIrajI potAnA ziSya vRnda sAthe pasAra thaI rahyA hatA barAbara rastA upara AvelA gharanA dvAre eka bahena ghaMTImAM anAja daLI rahI hatI. ghaTInuM uparanuM paDa pharI rahyuM hatuM ekAeka A dazya dekhIne saMta raDavA lAgyA. tatpazcAt thoDI ja vAramAM mRda hAsya karavA lAgyA. virodhAbhAsa je virUpa visadaza prasaMga joIne ziSyae prathama raDI levAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM tyAre javAbamAM kabIrajIe ghaTasphoTa eka dehare lalakAryo "calatI cakkI dekha ke dIyA kabIrA hoya de paTalake bIcameM sAbIta rahA na koya, tatpazcAta ziSyoe hasavAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM tyAre punaH dohare lalakAryo "ATo pI che je rahA, pIsa gayA saba koya" khUTa pakaDa-ke je rahA pIsa zako nahi keya" A khUTa A kendra A caitanya paramAtma tatvane pakaDavA ApaNe taiyAra rahevAnuM che basa eTaluM AvaDaze te basa che pachI bArase ghaMTInA paDe paNa tamAre vinAza karI zakaze nahi.

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35 ghaMTInA vacce rahelA AdhAra stabhaMnA sahAre rahelA dANAne pIsAvuM paDatuM nathI kharekhara pharatI ghaMTInA dhana cakkaramAM paNa te dANAo AbAda rItie bacavA pAme che tadanusAra jagatanA jIvaDAo jagadIzvarane eka jIvanAdhAra mAnI jIvajIvananA sahAre rahevAnuM pasaMda kare te bhAgye teonA jIvananA vinAzano vakhata Ave saMsAra cakanAM be paDo che eka sthira che bIjuM pharatu che. jagatanA kendra sakhata kIratAranI kalA dhAmamAM sthAna meLavanArane dunIyAnuM koI AsurI tatva herAna parezAna karI zakaze nahi. DAku tarIke kaDaketI karanArA ane bahAravaTIyA tarIkenuM bahAravaTuM khelanArAonI kevI nIti rIti hoya che. tene A pratyakSa pUrAve che. lAkhanI lUMTa calAvanArA lUMTArAo pariNAme ke lAbha laI rahyA hoya che te vAMce ane vicAro ! tAtI talavAra ane sajaja karelI zamazera laIne daitya tarIkenI dAnavatA dAkhavanArA daridranArAyaNe palamAM ke palaTo le che te jarA samaya laIne vAMcI jAva cAle tyAre joItye banelI satya ghaTanA kharekhara paDe levA lAyakaja che evI vAMcanArane pratIti thaze. bhAI potAnI mAnI lIdhelI bahenane suMdara bheTa ApI rahyo che. eya ! mIThA mevA laI le. dhULakAnI vADInAM mIThAM -ane madhurAM jAmaphala lyo jAmaphala , jIvanamAM jAduI

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asara upajAvanAra jAmaphalane lAve laI le. A pramANe zerIo gajAvatI eka vAgharaNa Ama tema AMTA mArI rahI che. tene mIThe raNake janatAne karyuM priya thaI paDele hatuM. teNunI mIThI mehaka vANIthI AkarSAIne lokonAM ToLe ToLA jAmaphalanA TopalA upara dhasI AvatA hatAM. ane pUratAM pramANamAM leko jAmaphalanI kharIdI karI rahyA hatA. jota jotAmAM A vAgharaNane ardhA Topale lagabhaga khAlI thavA AvyuM hatuM, pachIthI vadhArAnA jAmaphaLo khapAvavAne mATe potAnI mIThI moralI eDavA lAgI. bIjA grAhake na AvyA. paraMtu keI eka melA ghelA je gAmaDIyA je mANasa tenI pAse AvIne ubho rahyo. meTA ane mIThAM lAla lAla TAmeTA jevAM jAmaphaLa joIne A bhAInI AMkhe nAcavA lAgI. vAgharaNanA TopalA pAse besIne ekAeka belI uThe are bahena jAmaphalane zuM bhAva che ! vAgharaNanA vepArI mAnase mApa nikAlyuM ke A gAma DI ne grAhaka jaNAya che tene jAmaphala khAvAnI tIvra taDapa jaNAya che. A grAhaka paNa gAmaDAno gamAra jaNAya che. eTale AchuM AchuM smita sAthe bolI uThI ke jAmaphane bhAva eka rUpiye kIle che. bele! keTalAM levA che! A gAmaDIyAe jezIlA sUre saMbhaLAvyuM ke pAMca kIle jAmaphala joIe.A vAgharaNe barAbara pelA gAmaDIyA gamAranA kahevA mujaba telIne jAmaphalo tenI pacheDImAM bAMdhI - ApyAM. A gAmaDIyA gamAre pramANamAM kiMmata ochI

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37 ApI. cAMkI uThelI vAgharaNa vAghaNanI mAphaka ekAeka ghUrakIne elI uThI ke are tame bhaNelA che ke kema ! A gAmaDIyAe AMkheA karaDI karIne paDakAra karyAM ke are mahena me' paNa jAmala joyAM che ! vAgharaNa kahe parantu A jAmaphaLa te dhALakAnI naMdanavana sama vADInAM jAmaGe che. tenA svAda te jue kevA miSTa ane madhura che ! jagatamAM A jAmaphleAnA joTA nahi male. tame pahelAM svAda leA. pachI mArI sAthe vAta kare. are paNa ahena bhaNelA bhale na heAuM paNa gaNelA te ja samajIne ! vAgharaNa kahe che are paNa meM te tamArI sAthe tenI kimata nakakI karyA pachIthIja tamArI sAthe Apale karavAnA vyavahAra zarU karelA che teA pachI tame Ave anucita anyAya karI te kema calAvI levAya ? : peleA gAmaDIyeA gamAra kahe che ke te vakhate jAmala tArA TopalAmAM hatAM. Aje te jAmaphala mArI pAse che. eTale mArI IcchAnusAra tArA hAthamAM paisA ApyA che. temAM tAre vadhAre savA nava ane pAMca karavAnI jarUra nathI. samajIne ? vAgharaNu tA ekadama uzkerAI gaI ane elI uThI, "mUla cUkavyA vinA ApAnA mAla thaI jatA nathI. are bAI tu khApa samANI na jA, huM kANu chuM oLakhe che ! gAmaDIyAe karaDAi bharyA avAje kahyuM Aje khelI teA khera tane jatI karU chuM. parantu have pachIthI kyAraiya paNa Apa sudhI na paheAMcatI. AjasudhI tu mane

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38 oLakhI zakI nathI. vAgharaNa kahe nAre bhAI tame koNa. cho. te mane mAluma nathI. gAmaDIyA gamAre kahyuM huM kA makarANI. aMte gAmaDIyAe pitAne paricaya ApyuM. paricaya pAmatAMja bAI vAgharaNa khasIyANI paDI gaI ane tenA caraNomAM DhaLI paDI huM huM zuM bole cho! tameja kAdu makarANI. are bhAIlA mAre gune mApha kare. meM tamane oLakhyA nahi hatA. A jAmaphala bhAIlA emane ema laI jAva. mAre enuM kazuM ja na joIe. kAdu makaraNuM maMda maMda maraka maraka hasatAM hasatAM kubelI uThayA bahena A kAdu makarANu te amIrone ja lUMTe che garIbone nahi. garIbane te kAdu velI che. temAMya strI mAtra mAre mana mA bahena sarIkhI che. tArA jAmaphala emane ema haDapa karI jAuM te mArA bahAravaTAne jhAMkhapa lAge. tuM mArI bahena thaI cUkI ane huM tAre bhAI thaye gaNAuM. le A senAnI be baMgaDIo kApaDAnI bhAInI bheTa tarIke svIkArI le. ane mane tArA vIrAne vacana Apa ke game te nAne moTo tArI sAme AvI caDe te eka ja bela ane ekaja tela joIe basa. ATalI nIti jALavaje vAgharaNanI AMkhamAM harSanA AsuMo chalakAI uThayAM. have te kAdu bhaDavIranI bahena gaNAuM. mAla mujaba dAma laIza ane sau keIne mATe eka sarakheja bhAva raheze. tatpazcAta makarANI kAdu potAnA gupta sthAna bhaNI jyAM pitAnA sAthIdAre vase che tyAM javA lAgyA. A sAthIdAroe

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paNa makarANI kAdu vinA traNa traNa divase sudhI ana!jane dANA sarIkhA mukhamAM nAMkhyA nahi hete eke eka sAthIdAra sAthe malIneja seAjana letA. AvI sabhyatA daitya gaNAtA lUTArUomAM hatI. AjasudhI makarANI kAdue jAmalane svAda lIdhA na hatA. jyAre tamAma sAthIdAro male che pachI ja saunI sAthe jAmaphalanI jayAta uDAvI. vicArI lye. AvA dAnavAmAM paNa pArasparika kevI ane keTalI maryAdA che ! teA pachI zAhukAra tarIke paMkAyelA prANIAmAM keTalI joie ? (23) puNya 'huMmezAM bhavAnI paraMparAnA pathamAM pragati karA vanArU che. sasAra cakranA cagaDALe caDAvIne caitanya baMna AtmAne bhavATavImAM bhaTakAvanArU' che e bhUlAvuM nahi joie. puNyanI pathArI suvALI che. nitAnta mulAyama che. kene temAM sUvAnu mana na thAya ? bhalabhalerA paNa eka vakhata paTakAI mare ja mare. janmajAta jogIone paNa puNyadeveja saMsAramAM suvaDAvyA hatA. labdhi-labdha munivara zrI naMdI jeNu prabhu zrI mahAvIranI samIpe saMyamanI svIkRti karavA gayA hatA tyAre bhagavAne izArA karyAM hatA. ke bhAI tArA karma kAMDamAM sa`sAra lakhAyele che. bhAgAvalIkanI kahANI sAMbhaLavAnI raheze. A jAtanI caigya cetavaNI ApavA chatAM sayama svIkAravAnI tIvra tamannA hatI taDapa

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40 ane talasa hatI cAritra levAnI bhArebhAra khumArI hatI eTale huTha-balAta saMyamano svIkAra karyo hate. naMdiSeNuM jevA daDha nizcayI jIvaDAne paNa puye paTakyA. karmanA kaccaDamAM ragadevyA. ame movattAM zAMzumAmanuM AmAM koInI paNa khUmArI ke lAgavagazAhI cAlI zaktI nathI. Akhare kuMvArI kanyA sAthe nahi paraMtu eka vezyA sAthe saMsAra vyavahAra calAvyuM. khyAla kare kharekhara puNyanI phasAmaNImAMja cAritramAM cInagArI mUkAI. chevaTe zaktinA sUtradhAra same e AtmA tarI gaye dhanya dhanya naMdiSaNamunivara tamane agaNita vaMdana. AcAra pradIpanA saMdezA tarIke koI gAmamAM sAthe eka niSNAta zaidya hato. pUrA nagaramAM sArI evI nAmanA meLavI hatI. labdha pratiSTha tarIke manAte. rAma bANa tenI davAo seMkaDo dardIone mATe AzirvAda rUpa nIvaDatI hatI. kintu A davAnA utpAdanamAM jaMgalanI jaDI bUTIonuM chedana bhedana vadhu karavAmAM AvatuM hatuM. te sivAya davAnuM utpAdana zakaya nathI. jaMgalamAM jaIne kaMIka vanavelIono vinAza kare paData. teja gAmamAM gurU bhagavaMtanI padharAmaNI thaI loko satsamAgamane lAbha levA lAgyA. sAthe sAthe zaidyapaNa saMtanA saMparkamAM AvavA lAgyA. gurU bhagavaMte cagya samacita upadeza Ape. gurUjIe sarala zabdomAM saMbodhatAM

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41 jaNAvyuM ke sAMbhaLeA baidyarAja tamAre tamArA dhaMdhAnI pAchaLa keTalAye vRkSeAnA velAenAM chedyana bhedana tADa phADa karavAnI rahe che. eka nAnIzI jIndagAnI mATe A badhuM kema ! karIne meLavavAnu zu? AkharI aMjAma zuM ? eka kSaNa bhagUra jevI gaNAtI jIndagAnInA nirvAha mATe ATalAM pApanA paDIkAM zA mATe taiyAra karavA paDe ? vigere vigere ucita udhananA pariNAme A baidyarAje vanaspationA chedana bhedananI kAravAhI cheDI dIdhI gurU bhagava ta anyatra vihAra karI gayA keTalAka samaya pachI A vaidyarAje peAtAnI kAravAhI zarU karI dIdhI a Mte marIne teja jagalamAM eka vAnara tarIke utpanna thayeA hateA. vAnara tenAja sadbhAgye A jaMgalamAMthI teja gurU bhagavaMta pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. rastAmAM kaTaka vAgyA ane vizrAM tIne mATe kAI khu Mdara vRkSanI chAyAmAM beThA. A paNa teja vRkSanI DALIe AvIne besI gayA. AvelA vAnara ne munivaranAM darzIna thatAnI sAthe uDDA pAhe karatAM jAtismaraNa thaI AvyuM. pariNAme teja jaMgalamAM dezAva kAzika vratanuM ArAdhana karIne deva thayA. vadhu paDatu vanapationuM chedana bhedana ceAgya nathI. (25) sadgubhAgyazAlI zekhara zrImAna zAlibhadra svAmIne pagale pagale paramAnaMda zAthI, chAyAe chAyAe soMpattinA sAgarane sAkSAtkAra kema thaye ? paDachAye paDachAye prema ane

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prItine pArAvAranuM pradarzana kema thayuM? zravAse zvAse sugaMdha mahekatI rahI vicAre vicAre vikAsanI vADI vikasI uThIzabda zabda sanehanA sidhu sajaja thayA vAMcaka mahAzaya ! A badhuM kayA puNyadaye ! ke gADha puNyane baMdha thaye. haze te kalpI zako cho ! satyamAM viniga karavAnI kevI vinamra ane vizada bhAvanA ! dhanya dhanya tamane ane tamArA puNyadayane ! zrImAna zAlibhadranA pUrva trIjA bhave arthAt rabArInA pUrvabhavanA prasaMgamAM eka sadagRhastha zeTha hatA. kharekhara kRpaNutAne ke ThArajI samajIle. camaDI tUTe paNa damaDI na ja chUTe tyAM sudhInA kRpaNadAsa hatA. cAra cAra putronAM kulIna ane kamanIya kanyAo sAthe teonAM pANigrahaNa thayAM hatAM. A lokone mAna maratabe ane vaTa vyavahAra vikasI uThela hatuM. sAthesAthe A nagaranA AMgaNe saddagu rUbhagavaMtene satsamAgama maLato rahetuM hatuM. bhAgye ja kaI vIra vANIthI vaMcita rahevA pAmatuM hatuM. kharekhara janatAmAM sadagurU devene saMparka sAdhavAnI tIvra tamannA hatI. tadanusAra cAra cAra putra vadhUe saMmilita thaIne vyAkhyAnamAM jaI caDI. sabhA chalachala bharAI gaI hatI. dUra barAbara saMbhaLAtuM nahi hovAthI teo AgaLa jagyA zodhavAnI prayAsa karavA jAya che. tyAM eka vRddha DozImAM ekAeka bolI uThayAM. alI eya tArA ghare Aja lagI koIe zuM dAna puNya karyuM che. ! tArA ghare Aja sudhI

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keIe sAdharmika vAtsalya karyuM che zuM? te AgaLa besavA hAlI nIkalI che? khabaradAra AgaLa AvIne besavA gayAM che te ! yadi AgaLa vadhyAM te TAMTIye teDI kADhIza! jevA AvyAM che tevAM ja cUpacApa besI jAva. A kulIna kanyAo hatI ucca ane Adarza saMskArothI alaMkRta hatI. pachI teonA jIvananA DhaMgaraMga kevA hoI zake te vAMcaka saheje samajI zake che? dayAkuvara DozImAnA meNAM ToNa sAme jarAya paNa. savA nava ane pAMca karyA vinA pitAnuM sthAna pakaDI lIdhuM. manamAM vicArI rahI che ke A DozImAnI vAta vyavahAranI che ema samajIne jarAya paNa taNutaNATa ke chaNachaNATa karyo nahi. vyAkhyAnanI pUrNAhuti pazcAta rastA vacce kaMIpaNa kacakacATa ke kIkIyArI karyA vinA sIdhI ja pitAnA gRhAMgaNe AvI caDI ane eka tarapha cAre putra vadhUo rIsAIne besI gaI. gharanA mANasoe pUchayuM are kyAreya nahi ane Aje AvuM sUna mUna havAmAna kema jANe gharamAM koI cheja nahi are belene tamane zuM ochuM AvyuM? gharanA mANaso pUchI rahyA che paNa beleja koNa? cAre putravadhUoe saMpa kare che ke belavuM ja nahi. maunamAMja majA che. maunamAM jAduI asara che. mauna bhalA bhalAne prabhAvita kare che. badhAja gharanA membare malIne ati Agraha sAthe

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pUchI rahyA che. are paNa Ama kayAM sudhI mUMgA besI raheze. tamArI antarvedanA je hoya te kahe te amane khabara paDe ne! mATe haTha cheDIne je hoya te belI batAve. tyAre A cAre putravadhUomAM vaDerI che te namra bhAve nive. hana kare che ke amane vAgyAna Apo ke amArI mAgaNI maMjUra karavI. chevaTe gharanA tamAma sabhya teonI mAgaNanI vakRti kare che. putravadhU bolI rahI che ke Apa mArA pU. vaDIle zrI saMghanI sAme jaIne sAdharmika vAtsalyanI rajA laI Ave tyAra pachI ja ame anapANI laIzuM. ekadama dhaDAke sAMbhaLIne A loke saDaka thaI gayA. are ATaluM moTuM mahA bhArata kAma jaldIthI kema bane? sAthe sAthe ApAjInI rajA sivAya A bIDuM ApaNAthI kema jhaDapI zakAya. gharanA mANasone vyAvra taTInyAya"ne agamya keyaDe kaI rItie ukelave. gharanA mANaso vimAsaNamAM paDI gayA. bahu vicAranA aMte A lake e kaMIne kaMI plAna taiyAra karyo. bApujI ghaDA hatA. bahAra jyA tyAM pharI zake tevI paristhitimAM nahi hatA. bApAjIne kahevAmAM AvyuM tame upara bese copaDAmAM hIsAba barAbara maLato nathI. mATe Apa upara besIne tapAsa kare A bahAne bApujIne meDA upara besADIne pachA A bhAIee putravadhUonA vAgyAnane amalI banAvavA egya kAravAhI karI rahyA che zrI saMghanI samIpa jaIne vinamra bhAve vinaMti karI ke amane sAdharmika vAtsalyanI rajA Apa basa vinavaNI

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karatAMnI sAthe vinA vilaMbe sAdharmika vAtsalyanI AjJA malI cUkI. haMmezAM zrI jaina saMghanA agragaNya tarIke manAtA mAne sahadayI snehALa ane saralAyI hoya che ane hovA jarUrI che. A tarapha sAdharmika vAtsalyanI cAMpatI taiyArIo thavA lAgI sArAmAM sArI zuddha ghInI vividha verAyaTIo taiyAra thaI cUkI. samasta saMghamAM noMtarA apAI cUkayAM. bhAIo ane baheno potapotAnA parivAra sAthe samayasara AvI pahoMcyA. parasparanI maryAdA sacavAya te rIte loke pitApitAnI jagyAe besI gayA. khAdya padArtho mAnabhara pIrasAvyA lAgyA. putravadhUo temaja gharanA mANaso gya rItie sevA karI rahyA che eTaluM ja nahi kintu putravadhUo harSabhaya haiye gRhAMgaNe AvelA AmaMtrita mahemAnone paMkhA dvArA pavana ApI rahI che. meDA upara besADavAmAM AvelA bApujI cepaDAnA hisAba meLavavAmAM mazagUla che teone kazI ja khabara nathI ke mAre AMgaNe keNa AveluM che ane kaI kAravAhI cAlI rahI che. sAdharmika vAtsalya paripUrNa thavA AvyuM tyAM ekAeka bApujInI najara AMgaNAmAM paDI. are A zuM mArA AMgaNe mArUM gAma jamI rahyuM che bApujInA aMtare eka sahaja AnaMdanI anubhUti karI. dhanya bhAgya dhanya ghaDI. dIkarAne bolAvyA pUchavAmAM AvyuM dIkarAe yathArtha hakIkta kahI saMbhaLAvI. bApujIe vaLato javAba Ape beTA huM kama bhAgI chuM

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huM mArI jAte mArA bhAI bahenene jamADIne lAve na laI zako tene bApujIne bhArobhAra baLApo che beTA ! mane nIce laI cAle. huM mArA bhAI bahenane jAte pIra sIne lAve laI lauM. AvI sonerI taka mane kayA maLa vAnI hatI keNu jANe kAle mAruM zuM thaze. mATe hAthe te sAthe. jIvaDA supAtramAM dAna ApIne lAve laIle. eja Avaze sAthe motanI talavAra laTake mAnava tArA mAthe. A zAstrokta cetavaNIne sAme rAkhIne mAre have sAdhI levuM joIe. bApujInA manamAM bhavya manorathonI hAramAlA cAlI rahI che. bApujIne meDA uparathI nIce utAravAmAM Ave che tyAM AMgaNe vaheravA mATe padhArelA ane premanI pratimA samA gurU bhagavaMtane joIne harSa vibhora banyA. are huM zIdhrAtizIvra jaI pahocuM ane A muni bhagavatane vaherAvIne lAve laI lauM ane puNya prajAne khaDakI lauM. basa A bhavya bhAvanAnA AvezamAM utaratAM utaratAM ekAeka gabaDI paDayA ane tyAMne tyAM ja teja -bhAvamAM paMcatva pAmyA ane AvI sarvottama bhAvanAnI sAthe eka rabArIne tyAM avataryA. kizorAvasthAmAM ADozI pADezInA bhUlakAMne khIra khAtAM joIne A bALakane paNa khIranuM bhajana karavAnI bhAvanA thAya che. pitAnI mAvaDI pAse haTha laI bese che. mADI kemeya karIne pADozIomAMthI mAgI lAgIne meLavelI sAmagrImAMthI khIranuM bhejana banAve che bAlakane khIra ApIne mA bahAra cAlI jAya che. daramyAna

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mApavAsI munivara gRhAMgaNe padhAre cheA bALakanA geaMgamAM umaMga relAI jAya che ane supAtradAnanA dari. yAmAM gaLAbUDa DUbelA A rabArInA baccAe munivarane tamAma khIra vaherAvI dIdhI.. muni bhagavaMta pAchA pharyA. jyAM sudhI daSTipathamAM rahyA tyAM sudhI A kizora dekhato ja rahyo tatpazcAta pUrva janamathI cAlI AvelA dAnanA divya prasaMgathI pramudita thayele AtmA nAcI rahyo che. pachIthI maiyA AvI caDe che kintu saghaLI khIra vaherAvI dIdhAnI vAta vyakta karato nathI. haMmezAM zAstrIya niyamAnusAra dIdheluM dAna ane maLeluM mAna bhUlI javuM joIe. A tarapha A bAlaka vAsaNane cATelI khIra cATI rahyo che. dhanya bhAgya mArA A khIra nathI paNa amRtathI paNa adhika pavitra paramAnnA paramANuMo mArA bhAgyamAM kyAMthI? ema mAnIne te khuda cATI rahyo che. mAtA bIjuM ja kaMI samajI bese che bIjI vakhata khIra pIrase che te ArogI jAya che. mAtAnA manamAM ochuM AvI jAya che ke ATalI khIra ApI chatAM mAre beTo hajI dharAte nathI. mAtAnI mIThI najara lAgIne dAnanI anumodanA karate karate ekA eka avasAna pAmyA ane rAjahI nagarImAM mAnavaMtu sthAna meLavanAre zAlibhadra thaye hate. rabArInA bhavamA eka divasanI bhUkha sahana karI levAnI taiyArInA kAraNe teo zAlIbhadranA bhavamAM saMyamadhara banyA pachI vaibhAra girinI dhagadhagatI zilA upara eka mahinAnuM anazana karavAnI amola zakti sAMpaDI hatI.

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48 i rati kSitaH e sUtra sanAtana che teTaluM ja AvakAradAyaka che ja. A sUtranI zaraNAgatinI svIkRti karanAra sajjana game tevI ApattimAMthI ugarI zake che. kharekhara dharma e zarakezya che. ApaNe tenA zaraNe javuM ja joIe. temAM Azcarya zuM ! dharma mahArAjAe lAkhanA prANa bacAvyA che. motanA DAcAmAM dhakelAtA lAkho prANI. ene navajIvana ApyuM che. to ApaNe dharmanA upadezane bhUle nahi joIe. juga jUnI vAta che. varSo pahelAM ujajaina nagarInA zeThazrI saMgha kADhIne giranAranI yAtrArthe jaI rahyA che. aneka jAtanI sAdhana sAmagrI sAthe lokone jaththa taduparAMta eka piTalAmAM mAtra senAmaheroja bharelI hatI. te suvarNa mahore giranAranI taLeTImAM caDhAvavAnI hatI. saMgha AgekUca karI rahyo che. zeThazrI manamAM nama kAra mahAmaMtra jApa karI rahyA che. Aje lagabhaga cha vAgyAnA sumAre giranAranA jaMgalamAM praveza karI rahyA che. te erIyAmAM DAku lokone bhayaMkara bhaya hatuM. teja jaMgalamAM khumAnasiMha nAmane DAku rahetA hatA. tenA sAMbhaLavAmAM AveluM ke ujajaina nagarInA zeThazrI ghaNIja mAla mIkta sAthe prasArita thaI rahyA che. tene lUMTI levAnA nirNaya para AvIne saMghane ghere ghA cAre bAju mANase goThavAI gayA. baMdUkonA avAjo thavA lAgyA. zeThazrI gabharAI gayA. khUmAna siMha sAme AvIne ubhe rahyo. dhana

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elata je hoya te seMpI devA jezale paDakAra karyo zeThazrIe dhArmika zabdomAM ghaNuM ja ghaNuM kahyuM paraMtu pile DAku jarAya pIchehaTha karavA taiyAra na thaye pariNAme saghaLI suvarNa mahAro laIne nAzI chUTaye. have upAya che ? kazIja hAya hAya karyA vinA kevala dharmanA sahAreja ApaNe uddhAra che. dharmanA sahAre zeThazrInA jIgaramAM jema AvyuM dharmanA pratApe zema remamAM jema jAmyuM. temanI pAse vIMTImAM amulakha hIro hato tene gIrave mUkIne paNa saMghanI vyavasthAne AMcake nahi AvavA dIdhe. giranAranI taLeTImAM AvI pahoMcavA javAlayamAM mUkavA mATe eka paNa sonAmahera temanI pAse na hatI. zeThazrI pitAnA sthAna para snAna karI zuddha kapaDA paherIne namaskAra mahAma tranI prArvatI sAdhanAmAM lAgI gayA. sAdhanAmAM eTalA UMDA utaratA gayA ke siddhi samIpe AvIne ubhI rahI che. sonAmahero laIne nAsI janArA DAkunA aMtaramAM bhayaM. kara bhAre AMcake lAge dhana dolata laIne bhAgI gayelA iAMkane cena paDatuM nathI. rena tI nathI aMge aMgamAM agana uThI rahI che. - haMmezAM pracaMDa pApanAM pUra pralayakAlanI paLenuM ja pradarzana karatuM hoya che. - giranAranI garimAmAM vadhAre karanAra vizvanA darzane : nArthe jaI rahelA zrI saMghapatine raMjADa e keTaluM ati

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hA pApa che. yAdokhA atyutra mukhya pApAnAM vasta adbhute A sanAtana sUtre A DAphnA kALajAmAM kAMhAM dhekivAnuM kAma zarU karyuM. pariNAme khUmAnasiMha sAnA mahera: sAthe gheADA para savAra thaIne saMghanI chAvaNImAM AvIne saghapatinA caraNAmAM DhaLI paDayA ane seAnA maheArAnA teonI sAme Dhagale karyAM anta zeThanI preraNAthI pratijJA laI rahyo che ke have pachI yAtrA jatA saMghane lUTavA nahi. (27) ; yAda rAkhA vadhu paDatA byAmAha e vinAzane nAMtare che. meAhu e dAvAnaLa che jyAre vyAmAhu e vaDavAnala che. vAstavika meAhu eja ApaNane mu Mjhave che. tamane bhayaMkara rItie mujhavaNamAM mUkanAra nUrI rItie satAvanAra tamArI AMkheAmAMthI mera mera jevaDAM AsuDAM paDAvAnAra jo koI paNa hAya tA eka mAtra meha che. bhAna zAna bhUlAvI bhalabhalAne paNa bhumaDalamAM bhaTakAvanAra meAha che. sItera koDA kADhI Agaropama sudhI tamArUM rakta pIvA chatAM te patRipta thaye nahi. mATeja meAhamallane mahAta karavA mATe e mahAvIranuM zAsana che. zAsananeA siddhAMnta che, ke premI aneA paNa pAgala na aneA. vizAlA nagarInAM rAjAnane peAtAnI padmANI bhAnumatIpara eTale nyAmAha hatA. ke te rAjasabhAmAM paNa mahArANIne peAtAnI pAseja besADe tyAreja tene cena paDe candra cAMdanInI jema kAyA chAyAnI jema A zahenazAha

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apanI samitinI ne pAseja besADe tyAre ja tene zvAsa cAle A anucita prasaMga temanA pradhAnane temaja zAra dAnaMdana nAmanA gurUjIne khaTakayA kare! A anicchanIya sagathI rAjA ane prajA baMnenuM gaurava haNAya che. paraMtu rAjAne kahevAnI hiMmata keNa kare aMte mukhya pradhAna kALajAne kaThera banAvI nagna satya saMbhaLAvI de che. Apa mahArAjAdhirAja A rIte bharasabhAmAM bese emAM amane zarama Ave che. Apa apArI zaramanI khAtara paNa AmAM sudhAre avazya karaze evI amane AzA che. amAre plAna agara ApanA haiyAmAM je te rANI sAhebanI pratikRti ApanI sAme ja goThavI devAmAM Ave te kema? A plAnuM rAjAne gamI gaye kema ke baMdha besatI pAghaDI hatI. sababa tarIke rANI mArA paDakhe bese tyAre teNIne jevA mATe mAre vAre vAre jevuM paDe che. tenI prati. kRti sAme ja rAkhavAmAM Ave te mATe Itasapta jevAnI jarUra rahI nahi. A vAta rAjAnA hRdayamAM uThI kharekhara e riddhiA mohamallanI viSamatAne khyAla karIne jagatanA vyavahAramAM uMDA utare jethI utarettara tamAruM veya thaze. (28) mAnavatAnI mahattA samajanAre hamezAM kartavya viSTha banavuM joIe. mAnavatAnuM mUlyAMkana samajanAra sajajana haMmezAM pitAnI

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para pharaja e eka jAtanuM karaja che ema mAnIne potAnA kartavyanA kinArA tarapha jIvananaiyAne laI jatuM hoya che. tene bIjAnuM jovAnI paDI nathI hotI. bIjAo kare ke na kare tenI tamA tene hetI nathI ane na hovI joIe. AjanI AMkhe e ja jevAne TevAyelI hoya che ke bIjA zuM kare che. pariNAme pote potAnA jIvanamAM vinAzane ja tarI rahyo hoya che keI eka nagarane rAjA core cauTe ne cakale DhaDharo pITAve che ke AvatI kAle savAranA sAta vAgyAnA sumAre kacerInI bahAra taiyAra karAvavAmAM AvelA hAjamAM eka eka loTo dUdha reDI javuM. rAjA taraphathI pharamAna eTale sau koI mAnya kare ja kare. savAranA sAta vAgyAthI sumAre dudhane leTo bharIne javAnI aNI upara AvIne ubhelA che tyAMja teonA jIvanamAM eka mAnasika saMkalpa uddabhavyo ke seMkaDo dudhathI bharelA leTAthI hoja bharAI jaze tyAM ApaNe eka pANIthI bharela leTo zuM nahi cAle? AvI vicAradhArAne vadhu vajana ApIne A bhAI pANIthI bharele leTa laIne cAlatA thayA tadanusAra harekanA aMtamAM AvA ja vicAra dhArAne AvibhAva za pariNAme heja dudhane badale pANIthI bharAI jAya che. hakIktamAM mAnane vicAravuM ghaTe ke bIjA kare ke na kare tenI sAthe mAre zuM nIbata che? mArU kartavya che ke mArA bhAge Avelu kAma pUrI niSThAthI pUrA khatathI mAre karavuM ja koIe. A jAtanI vicAra zreNane mAnavamaya apanAve amArI banAve te heja pANIne badale dudhathI chalakAI jAya

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kintu aMtaranI malInatAnA kAraNe ApaNA jIvanane hAja mApa pANIthIja chalakAtA rahechaeN pachI Apane dUdhane mATe pAya khUme| pADavA rahI jaie chIe, sAceja mAnavatA e ja mAnavanI matA che AvuM jyAM sudhI samajAya nahi tyAM sudhI dAMpa DALa ke damAma dimAgamAMthI jAya nahi ataH mAnava mAnavatAnA pujArI bane te pRthvI upara svarga utarI Ave ane ghara gharanA moMgala dvAre satyayuganI chAyA chavAI jAya kema A vAta. kharAkhara samajAya che ne ? (RE) ke mAnava jAtamAM eka meTAmAM mATI ane khataranAka ema hoya te e ke ene samayanI kiMmata ja nathI. samaya paLa zuM kAma kare che? eka paLamAM mAnavanA prANuM jAya che jayAre eka paLa mAnavane navajIvana Ape che eka paLa mANusane mata Ape che jyAre eka paLa mAnavane jyeta Ape che. eTale ApaNe ema ja mAnatA hAIe chIe ke kaI nahuM. kalAka pachI karIzuM, kalAka pachI jaIzuM, kAle karIzu, zu' utAvaLa che? kaI gADI upaDI javAnI che! vagere vagere lUlA ne pAMgaLA bacAvo UbhA karIne samayanI upekSA karatA thaI jAya che. paraMtu mAnava bhraya kara bhUla karI rahyo hoya che. vahelAmAM ane meADAmAM keTale pharaka paDe che tene A pratyakSa pUrAve vAMcIne paryAlAcanA karA! kAI rAjAne be rANIo hatI. mATI rANIne putra

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janmyo che tenI zuLa vadhAmaNI laIne dAsI deDI AvI hatI. kintu teja TAIme rAjA zayanArUDha hato eTale dAsI eka tarapha mahArAjA jAgI uThe tenI pratikSAmAM UbhI rahI hatI. jyAre eka tarapha bIjI rANune eTale nAnI rANIne paNa putra janmyA hatA. tenI maMgala vadhAmaNuM laIne dAsI zIdha AvI pahoMcI hatI. rAjA zayanAgAramAM sUtA hatA. pAchaLathI AvI pahoMcelI dAsI kharekhara kAryadakSA hatI, vicakSaNa hatI. turata ja rAjAne jagADI putra janmanI vadhAmaNuno zubha saMdeza zIlAtizIla saMbhaLAvI dIdhe. pariNAme pahelI vadhAmaNI saMbhaLAvanAra dAsIne sArI evI bakSisa ApavAmAM AvI. Akhare rAjyane adhikArI paNa te ja bane che. A rItithI vahelAmAM ane moDalamAM ATale pharaka paDI jAya che, jyAre prAya: loke vahelA meDAmAM zuM rahasya che, zuM phala che te bhAgye ja samajatA hoya che. (30) bAdazAha ane birabalanA jIvanane A prasaMga che. lekamAM keTaluM naitika patana che tene A pUrAve che. naitika dharaNa keTaluM ninagAmI banatuM jAya che tenuM A javalaMta dRSTAMta che, bAdazAhane eka vAra evI IcchA thaI AvI ke mArI prajAnAM mAnasa keTalAM udAra che tenI mAre cekasAI karavI joIe. bAdazAhe jAhera karAvyuM ke bAdazAhanI taMdurastI hamaNuM sArI rahetI nathI ethI svargIya vaidyoe palIne nidAna kareluM che ke bAdazAha agara dUdhanA bharelA

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hejamAM snAna kare te tenAmAM ekadama tAjagI AvI jAya. bAdazAha taraphathI sIdhuM ja pharamAna cheDavAmAM AvyuM ke A nagaramAM vasatA dareka nagaravAsIoe AvatI kAle vahelI savAre rAjamahelanA AMgaNAmAM AvelA hojamAM eka eka loTo dUdhathI bharelo reDI jAya. birabale agAuthI ja bAdazAhane kahI rAkheluM ke leke dUdhanA badale pANIthI ja hoja bharI kADhaze pariNAme banyuM paNa evuM ja. paraMtu bAdazAhane birabalanI vAta para vizvAsa nahi. bIjA divasanI vahelI savAre eka pachI eka badhA ja leke leTe leTe dUdha reDI gayA. savAra sudhImAM heja cikakAra bharAI gaye.. pachIthI bAdazAha ane birabale maLIne joyuM te AkhA hejamAM segana khAvA pUratuMya dUdhanuM eka TIpuM paNa na hatuM. pANI reDI janAra pratyeka vyakitanA aMtaramAM evo vicAra udubha ke bIjA badhA dUdha reDI jaze. eka huM dUdha nahi revuM te zuM pharaka paDI javAno che ane evA badhA dUdhamAM mAruM eka leTe pANI te kayAMya jovA nahi maLe. basa samasta lakenA aMtaramAM A jAtane vicAra Avate rahyo. Akhare tamAma pANIja reDI gayA. Aje ApaNI cAro ora AvuM ja havAmAna UbhuM thatuM jAya che. eka huM nahi karuM te tethI zuM bagaDI javAnuM che? A rIte AjanA lagabhaga lokonAM mAnasa A rIte ghaDAtAM jaya che.

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(31) AjanA rokeTa yugamAM jyAM juo tyAM svArthanI mAtrAmAM vadhAre thatuM jAya che. vara mare ke kanyA mare paNa amAruM bhANuM bhare" basa yatrataya A kahevata mUrtimaMta banI cUkI che. pitAnA eka najIvA ane kSaNajIvI svArthanI khAtara bIjAe bhale bhIkha mAgatA phare tene vicAra sarakheAye karavAne avakAza kayAM che? eka vidhavA bahenane eka putra tene jIvanAdhAra hate. putramAM ja sarvasava mAnI besanAra vidhavA bahena putranuM khUba ja vadhArA patuM lAlanapAlana karyA karatI. ghaNuM mAbApe putranuM jarA mAthe duHkhe te mAthethI mIDuM utArIne cUlAmAM nAkhe. A vidhavAe pitAnA chokarAne haiyAnA hAra sama kALajaDAnI kera jevo mAnelo hate. je mADIe meMDhAmAMthI keLIyA kADhIne dIdhA che. pote lUkhuM sUku khAIne paNa putrane mATe ghI-dUdha rAkhe che. mAtA majUrI karIne paNa paisA UbhA kare che. chokarAne bhaNAve che, dikaro meTrikamAM pAsa thAya che. AgaLa upara DekaTaranI DIgrI meLavI lIdhI. pachIthI sagruha zrImatAnAM gharanI kanyAonA uparAuparI kaheNa AvavA lAgyAM pariNAme zakuntalAnAmanI eka kanyA sAthe sagapaNa karavAmAM AvyuM. mAtAnA haiyAmAM harSane pAra nathI. samayapara putranAM lagna dhAmadhUmathI karavAmAM AvyAM. mAtAnA aMtaramAM AzAne pAra nathI. mAtAnA manamAM mane ratha che ke sArA ane khAnadAna gharanI putravadhUnAM netAM pagalAM paDyAM che te

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pa7 - have mArA mAthA parathI bhAra haLavo thaze. ane have nityanI nirAMta maLaze. be ghaDI zAntine zvAsa khIcavA malaze ane have ArAmathI prabhunuM bhajana karavAne mane avakAza maLaze. basa have te mAre kaI jAtanI mahenata ke majUrI karavAnI nahi rahe. ArAmathI khAIza, pIza ane lahera karIza. bhale bhale mArA dIkarA, tuM AvI kulIna khAnadAna navalI nAra laI Avye. mAre saghaLo bhAra utaryo samaje. vigere mAtAnA mana medAnamAM tenIga havAI kilAo caNatA jAya che. mAtA ajJAta che. bheLI gAvaDI jevI mAvaDIne zuM mAlUma ke A bAyaDI zAyaDInuM kAma karaze. vahabAnI padharAmaNI gRhAMgaNe thatAMnI sAthe ja teNIe ANudhaDAke karyo. A gharamAM apanA rAja. temAM trIju joIe ja nahi. AvatAMnI sAthe DezImA akArI lAgI. A DezI ahIMthI TaLe nahi tyAM sudhI mArAthI A gharamAM rahI zakAze nahi, sIdho ja beba-dhaDAke thavA lAgyA. mADInA aMtaramAM bhAre AMcake Aghe, mananA mInArA bhAMgIne bhUkake thaI gayA. bhayaMkara apamAnanI Aga vacce paNa DezImAe magajanuM belensa gumAvyuM nathI. dhanya mAtA-dhanya sAsu. sAsunI AMkhamAM AMsu bharAI AvyAM chatAM chaNachaNATa karI rahelI chelachabIlInuM dila jarAya dravatuM nathI. AvI kaThora kALajAvALI kAminI kenA aMtarane ArAma ApI zakaze? DozImAnA dilamAM hatuM ke have mAre AMgaNe nitya divALI dekhAze tenA badale phAguna zukala pUrNimAnuM savAra Uge. khyAla kare mAnavajAta dhAre nA chelachabIlIna, rAI AvyAM - AvI kaThora

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che zuM ane kudarata kare che zuM? kevI durdazAnA dariyAmAM DUbI maravuM paDe che te A DozImAnA daSTAMtathI samajI zakAze. basa vahubAe te pitAnI sAsu upara johukamI calAvavI zarU karI.ne karaDInI mAphaka kAma karAve. te leke jamI rahyA pachIthI DozImA khAvAnuM pAme. DezImA potAnA karmane doSa samajI beThI che. jarAya paNa reSa karatI nathI. kintu samatAnI paNa avadhi heya che eka divase mahAbhArata maMDAyuM. bhayaMkara jhaghaDe jAye. vahubA te rIsAIne lapAI beThAM dIkare ghera AvI pahoMce dIkaro mAnunIne manAvI rahyo che paNa mAne ja koNa ? haMmezAM kudaratI kAnUna che ke "mera ane mAnunI, kayAre aTake te kahevAya nahi. kAma hoya agatyanuM tehane bharoze rahevAya nahi" are nAmadAra! tame nArI jAtino artha samaja che? zabda yathArtha che "nA, rIjAtI" game teTaluM te mAyAdevIne naivedya dharavAmAM Ave te paNa tenI AMkhomAM haMmezAM kamI hoya che kema ke tenI AMkhomAM amI nathI. zAstrIya dhArA pramANe jenI AMkhamAM amI tene keI ne vAtanI kamI. A sanAtana sUtrane tamArI sAme rAkhIne cAle jue. pachI tamArA jIvananI rUparekhA ! hajAra mANasone AzIrvAdarUpa ja thaze. thaze ja. A DAkiNI jevI dayitAe daroDo pADe ke A gharamAM te nahi yA te huM nahi paNa eka jagyAe te nahi ja rahuM. huM khAnadAna gharanI chuM eTale badhuM ja sahuna karatI AvI chuM nahi te mA-dIkarAne gheLA divase tArA dekhADI deta!

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bAle have zuM kahevA mAge che! dikare avAka thaIne badhuM ja sAMbhaLI rahyo che. kharekhara manakI ane mUSaka jevI. A daMpatInI durdazA che. vAMce, AgaLa zuM pariNAma Ave che. zakuntalA pitAnA svAmIne sanasanATI bharyuM saMbhaLAvI. rahI che. sAMbhALe ! A kAyamane kakaLATa calAvI levAnI nathI. mATe jaladI tene raste lAvo. aMte A dIkarAe potAnI janetA sAmuM na joyuM. bhAmAne bharamAvyuM bharamAI gaye ane ekAeka pitAnI mAne cekanuM parakhAvI dIdhuM ke tuM A gharamAMthI nIkaLI jA. tuM ahIM nahi joIe, mAre tAruM kaMija kAma nathI. bicArI mADInisAsA cheDatI dInavacana ucArI rahI che ke are beTA! huM tane mUkIne kayAM jAuM dIkarA. je sAMbhaLa! huM te hamaNuM cAlI nIkaLIza paNa beTA, tArA jazamAM jhAMkhapa Avaze. tAruM kharAba dekhAze. beTA huM te have be divasanI mahemAnuM chuM. Aje , kAle nathI. beTA lADInI lAlacamAM mADInI mamatAne na vIsarAya. dIkarA ! tuM DAhyo chuM, Damare chuM cAlAka ane catura che. lekanAM daLaNuM daLI mahenata majurI karI paisA UbhA karIne tane bhaNu che tArA bhaNataramAM zuM nathI AvyuM? ke mAta revo bhava, pitta to mala, guha tevo mava. kharekhara mAtA pitA ane gurU e deva tarIke pUjAya che ane pUjavA ja joIe, huM judI rahIza te mArA chekarAnuM kharAba dekhAze. dIkarA tuM kahIza tema karIza paNa mane gharamAM zAMtithI rahevA de, AjathI tArI vahune huM kaMI ja nahi kahuM. lAkha lAkha vAtenA

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aMte paNa dIkaro mAtAnA hRdayane samajI zakaze nahi, pariNAme tiraskAra karIne mArIne kADhI mUkI. gAmamAM eka nAnIzI jhUMpaDI bhADe rAkhIne rahevA lAgI. dIkarAne khyAla sarakheya nathI ke mArI mAvaDI kayAM vase che? mAnasika pIDA, zArIrika pIDA thaI AvI, tabiyata ekadama bagaDavA lAgI. jvaranI mAtrA vadhI jatAM sanipAta jevuM thaI paDayuM. bebhAna jevI dazAmAM joIne paDezIo sAmAnya pharaja samajIne A DozImAne tenA ja putranA davAkhAne khaseDI gayA. A mADIne dIkaro ja MBBS. have sArI prekaTIza hatI pazenI paDApaDI hatI, dhIkatI kamANI hatI, dIkarAne mAluma che ke mArI mAM bimAra che le ke ahiM khaseDI lAvyA che. kaTara pitAnI mAne joI rahyo che chatAM pUchavAnI paDI nathI ke mA kema che? je rItie sAmAnya dardIonA kesa kramazaH levAmAM Ave che te rIte pitAnI mADIne kesa chelle levAmAM Ave che. tapAsIne davA Ape che, vAcaka avazya samajI le ke mAtAnAM AMtaraDAM akaLAvI kALajAM kakaLAvI keIsukhI thavA mAgate hoya te te mAtra khAMDa ja phAkI raheluM che. eka pakhavADIyAmAM mAtAnI tabiyata sudharavA lAgI. davA baMdha karavAmAM AvI tyAra pachIthI DekaTara dIkarAe davAnuM bIla banAvIne potAnI - mAtAnA hAthamAM mUkayuM. mAtA A badhA nakharAM jaIne niSyaSTa banI gaI. jANe aMtaranI ArasI para dharatIkaMpane dhaDAko thaye heya te rItie bebAkaDI banI gaI. mADI paNa kAcI mATInI na hatI. mADI pitAnA DekaTara

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dIkarAnA bIlano javAba Ape che. A mADIe pitAnuM bIla banAvIne DokaTaranA Tebala para mUkIne cAlatI thaI bIlamAM A jAtanuM karAranAmuM lakheluM ke beTA ! nava nava mahinA sudhI tane peTamAM rAkhe. tenA rU. daza hajAra janma vakhatanA rU. 5 hajAra, tane ucherIne mATe karyo tenA rU. pAMca hajAra, bhaNAvya, gaNAvyo ne paraNAvyo tenA rU. pAMca hajAra. kula rU. pacIza hajAra thayA. ATalI ATalI rakamamAMthI tAruM je bIla thayuM hoya te kApIne bAkInA paisA mokalI Apaje. Tebala para paDele patra DokaTaranA hAthamAM AvyuM ane vAMcavA lAgyo, pariNAme vAMcatA vAMcatA DokaTaranuM dIla dravI uThayuM. pArAvAra pazcAttApa. thavA lAge pitAnI mADI tarapha thayele aNagame ane bedarakArI pratye tene bhArebhAra napharata thaI AvI. are mArI mADIne ja meM , dhakko mAryo. dhikkAra che mane ! meM mArI mADInA ja peTa para pATu mUkI. je mADIe. mArI pAchaLa rakta reDayuM. mArI khAtara A jIvana kaSTone ja. sahana karatI rahI. mADInA agaNita upakAra sAme meM narI naphAI karI, aMtara levAI jAya che. kALaju kapAI jaya che. dilanI divAla upara cirADa paDe che. jyAM mArI che tyAM uDI jAya che. mADInA caraNomAM DhaLI paDe che, aDIne mAnabhara svasthAne laI jAya che. daMpatI sevA karIne sukhI thAya che.

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(32) mAnava ! pisTa mAraphata Avela patrane vAMcavA mATe keTalo Atura hoya che. patra para pitAnA manane kendrita karIne ja patra vAMcate heya che. bhale cAre bAju game tevAM daye haya, game teTalo zera bakera hoya. tathApi pitAne patra vAMcavAmAM ke bIjAne patra sAMbhaLavAmAM jeTalI taDapa, tamannA ke talasATa hoya che tevI tamannA bhAgye ja vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLavAmAM hoya che. yadi ArSa daSTAonI vANI ati AturatA sAthe sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave te zreya ane siddhi tamArI sAme ja che ema vinA vilaMbe mAnI ja le. pitAnA gAmamAM pitAnA parivAranI AjIvikA calAvavA pUratI kaMI paNa sAdhana sAmagrI nahi maLelI hevAnA kAraNe eka bhAIne pharajIyAta dezAvara javuM paDe che. patnIne kahete jAya che ke huM cha mahine paradezathI pAcho pharIza. theDI ghaNI mahenata-majUrI karIne tAre nirvAha calAvaje. mAtra AjIvikA pUratuM meLavIne A bahena divase nirgamana karavA lAgI. A rIte cha mAsa vItI jAya che. pachIthI patinI pratikSAmAM divase caNavA lAgI. eka varSa, be varSa, cAra varSa, cha varSa ema karatAM bAra bAra varSanAM vANuM vItavA AvyAM. haju sudhI kaMI ja sattAvAra samAcAra nathI. patnI ghaNuM ja vihUvala banatI gaI. manamAM mUMjhAya che. aMtaramAM akaLAya che.. dilamAM kubhAya che, zarIramAM sUkAya che. pratidina pisTamenane patranI

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63 pUchatAcha karI rahI che. TapAlI taraphathI paNa sArA vAvaDa nathI. have te A kokIlA kaTALI gaI. aMte nirNaya le che ke A rItie asahya vyathAmAM keTalA varSAM vItAvavAM. sAthe sAthe pati vaheNuM jIvana paNa eka jhera samAna che. mArA mATe mRtyu e ja sarvottama che. chellA divase tenA nirNaya akrUra che ke yada AvatI kAle kAgaLa nahi Avaze te gaLe phrAMsA khAine mAtane bheTavu' salAmatI bhareluM che. khasa bIjA ja divase tenA dvAre pAsTamena AvI pahoMcyo ane kokIlAnA hAthamAM patra AvyeA. jIvanaprANa same patra hAthamAM AvatAMnI sAthe temanA haiyAmAM keTaleA haSa~ thayeA haze, keTalo avarNanIya AnaMda uchaLI rahyo haze. patrane khUbakhUba chAtI saraso cAMpIne dhImedhIme phADe che. kintu patra vAMcavA jeTalu zikSaNa meLaLyuM nathI. najIkamAM ja eka sajjana tarIkenI nAmanA meLavanAra bhAInI sAme pahoMcI jAya che. A bhAi patra vAMcI sabhaLAve che. vicArI lo A kokIlAbena keTalI aturatAthI patra sAMbhaLI rahI haze. basa ATalI ja AturatAthI agara vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave te Atmika aizvaya ka'I ja dUra nathI. (33) mAnava ! jyAM sudhI ajJAta haze tyAM sudhI aTavAyA karaze ja. khATAne sAcuM ane sAcAne khATuM mAnI levAnI dhRSTatA tyAM sudhI ja kare che jyAM sudhI yathArtha jJAna nathI.

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bhegAM haMmezAM bajarvata tastro anumavata kathArtha" A sUtra Ave che. zukrato pharva maitan A mithyAjJAnane uparokata sUtra vilaya kare che. eka jhaverI metanA pathAre paTakAyele. che. te TAIme tenI patnI jhaverIne saMbhaLAvI rahI che ke mArA mATe kaMI vyavasthA karI che ke kema, aMtima ghaDI e namaskAra mahAmaMtra saMbhaLAvanAra ke samAdhinI chAyAmAM sUvaDAvI mithyA pAyAnA pAzamAMthI mukta karAvanAra koI sadabhAgye ja maLe che. sivAya pitAnI pArAyaNa saMbhaLAvanAra ApavItIne avatarnAda saMbhaLAvanAra saheje malI rahe, che. bIla keTaluM che, ceka keTalA che. AvuM AvuM pUchanAra ghaNuM maLI Ave che. maraNa pathAre paDelo jhaverI. pitAnI. patnIno savAla sAMbhaLI manamAM mUMjhAya che. hakIkatamAM A jhaverI pAse kaMI ja na hatuM. bilakula dIna hIna jevI dazAmAM DUbelo hate. have te mAtra patnIne sahAre ApavA mATe. kahyuM ke paTArAnI peTImAM eka nAnakaDA rUmAlamAM vIMTelA ceDA kiMmatI hIrAo che jyAre paisAnI ati AvazyakatA UbhI thAya tyAre ja mArA mitra mANekacaMda zeThane tyAM jaIne vecaje. sivAya koInI pAse jaze nahi patnI pramu- ' dita thaIke jIvananirvAha mATe ApaNI pAse DuM jhaverAta che. cAle cintA nahi. zeTha mRtyu pAmyA potAnA eka kare che ne teNuye khUba ja kALajIpUrvaka meTrIka sudhI abhyAsa karAvyo. haMmezAM sAmAnya niyamAnusAra garIbanA chokarAo abhyAsamAM AgekUca karatA hoya che. garIbAImAMthI mANase

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65 sArI evI pragatinA paMthe paDatA hoya che. A siddhAMta anusAra A chekarA cAlAka ane catura thayA, jate divase A chekarAnuM sagapaNa karavAmAM AvyuM. have mAlA pramANe AbhUSaNa aTakArAnI AvazyakatA UbhI thaI eTale A chekarAnI mAtAe kahyuM beTA tArA bApujI A hIrAe mUkI gayA che. te tuM A hIrA laIne mANekacaMda zeThanI pAse jaI ne vaTAvI Ava. chekarA hIrAnI kheMcakI laIne zeThanI dukAne jai paheAMcyA. peAtAnA la'gADhAyA mitranA chekarAne AvatA joI ne mITho AvakAra ApyA ane sAthe sAthe ekAeka AvI paheAMcavAnu` kAraNa pUchavAmAM Avyu . chekarAe vivekabharyA zabdomAM kahyuM zeTha sAkha" mArA bApujIe kahyu' hatuM ke TeTInA vakhate A hIrAe ApaNA kAkAzrIne tyAM ja vecajo. chekarAnA hAthamAM rahelA hIrAe zeThazrIe joyA. peAtAnA bhAIbaMdhanI dvI Ti ane buddhimatAne pAmI gayA. bIjAonI dRSTimAM hIrAe dekhAya che. jyAre A jhaverInI dRSTimAM kAca che. hamezAM asalI ane nakalIno niNa ya jhaverI ja laI zake che. zeThe kahyuM bhAI madana A hIrAe Aje tu pAchA laI jA. tenA grAhaka Avaze tyAre te magAvIzuM, hAlamAM tAre jeTalA paisAnI jarUra hoya teTalA mArI pAsethI laI jA. mArA mitrane putra te mArA ja che. beTA tu' AvatI kAlathI ApaNI dukAnamAM AvatA jA. beTA sAMbhaLa, tArA

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6 Apa jhaverI hatA ane teno dIkarA paNu jhaverI khanaveA ja joI e mATe tuM ApaNI dukAne rahIne dhadhA zIkhI jA. huM tane sArI rItie zIkhavI daIza. beTA tu jarAya mu`jhAI na marIza. mele tamArAmAM A viveka che ? kayAre zu' karavuM, zuM khelavuM tenuM tamane bhAna kharuM? bele A mANekacaMda zeThe samayeAcita kevA viveka jALavyeA. peAtAnA mitranI jatI Ijjata bacAvI levAnI kevI su Mdara AvaData che ? A madana niyamita zeTha mANekacaMda jhaverInI dukAne AvavA lAgyA. divase divase jhaverAta parakhavAnI vidyAmAM vicakSaNa thatA gayeA. have hIrA parakhavAnI sAcI dRSTi khIlI uThI. eka vAra rAjAne tyAM hIrA pArakhavA ghaNA kharA jhaverIe ekatrita thayA. temAM A madana paNa jaI pahoMcyA hatA. tyAM jamA thayelA jhaverIe hIrA pArakhI na zakayA tyAre A taiyAra thayelA madana jhaverIe hIrA pArakhI batAvyA ane pAritASika meLavyu hatu. zeTha mANekacaMda jhaverIe joyuM ke A madana have kharAkhara hIrAe pArakhI zake che eTale madanane kahevAmAM Avyu ke bhAI tArA ghare paDelA hIrAe have lai Ava. khasa zeThanI AjJAnusAra madana ghara bhaNI pahoMcyA ane peAtAnI janetAne hIrAe ApavA sUcanA karI mADIe hAthamAM ApyA. madananA hAthamAM AvatAMnI sAthe ja kahyuM ke mADI A hIrA nathI parantu kAcanA pIsa che. jyAM sudhI koI paNa padArthanuM mUlyAMkana AMkavAnI buddhi jAgI nathI tyAM

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39 sudhI ja mANasa kAcane paNa hIrA samajI bese che kintu kiMmata samajAyA pachIthI varSAthI saMgrahita kAcanA TukaDAo phekI devAmAM Ave che. (34) eka samaye dhama pAlanI keTalI mahattA hatI. rAjA, pradhAna Adi mahAzayeA dharmalAlanI zubhAziSa sAMbhaLavA mATe keTalA taDapI rahyA hatA. dharmalAbha e zabdamAM keTale vIlapAvara hatA, e zabdamAM keTalI tAjagI hatI. keTalu caitanya hatuM je sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja mAnavanA aMge. aMgamAM keTalA uma'ga relAI jatA. ekasmina samaye dharmAM lAlanI pavitra AzISa sAMbhaLavA mATe leAkeAnI paDApaDI thatI. e zabda sAMbhaLatAM ja jIvananI kSaNekSaNamAM zAnti chavAI jatI hatI. metAya viSayamAM kASTatArAnA avAjathI kaucapa khI ekAeka jhabakI uThayuM ane seAnAnA javalA bahAra kADhayA. eka rUSi hatyAnA hIcakArA kArye kAjAmAM karavatanuM kAmaNu karyuM. sAnI bhayabhIta thaI jAya che. aMtara trAhimAM trAhimAM pAkArI rahyu che. samrATa zreNIkanA avazeSa jANavAmAM mane ane mArA saghaLA parivArane avaLI ghANIe pIlI nAMkhaze. bhayaMkara hatyA thaI gaI che. have acavAnA keI upAya kharA. manamAM mathana cAlI rahyuM che ApaNI nagarInA mahArAjAnA manamAM munivara prati keTale pArAvAra prema che e premanuM pANI ApaNAthI mApI na zakAya. A tarapha hatyAkAMDanA kuMDamAM paDele seAnAra samasamI uThayA. have jIvavu * !

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kema te eka samasyA che. zahenazAhane gaMdha AvI te ApaNu mATe sIdhI phAMsI ja che. AvA aneka bhayagrasta vicArenI AMdhImAM aTavAyelA sanInA baMdha bAraNAnI bahAra rAjAnA karmacArIo senAnA javalA levA mATe AvI caDayA che. je sonAnA javalA levA mATe sonInA dvAre sIpAIo AvI caDayA che. hamezAM sAmAnya niyama che ke "TTT sarvatra vitA pAvIenuM hRdaya sadAne mATe zaMkita ja raheluM hoya che. pracaMDa pApIonA paga hAthIpagA jevA thaI jAya che je svecchAnusAra cAlI zakatA nathI. sonInuM haiyuM hacamacI rahyuM che. dilanA tAra jhaNajhaNI rahyA che. paga pachaDATa khAI rahyA che. munihatyAnuM pApa pratyakSa pokArI rahyuM che. bahAra ubhelA rAjadUte bAraNA khakhaDAvI rahyA che. hI ta thAtrA jevI durghaTanA dUra karavAne prANavaMte purUSArtha karI rahyo che. koI upAya sUjhatuM nathI chevaTe manomaMthananA aMte eka ja bacavAne mArga maLI AvyuM ane te turata ja amalamAM mUka. munivarane veSa paherI lIdho ane dharmalAbha dharmalAbha dharmalAbhanI zubhA ziSanI varSA varasAvavA lAgyo. sIpAIoe turata ja A saMdeze rAjAne saMbhaLAvyo. dharmalAbha lelupa rAjA vaya tyAM AvI pahoMcyuM hatuM. sonI bAraNuM khelIne munivaranA veSamAM bahAra Ave che. tamAma vAta kare che aMte rAjAe cekaDuM parakhAvI dIdhuM ke agara tuM je A munivarane veSa mUkI daIza te ukaLatI telanI kaDAImAM

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taLI nAMkhavAmAM Avaze. pahelAM dharmalAbha e zabdanuM keTaluM vajana hatuM, varcasva hatuM te A daSTAMta uparathI samajI zakAze. (35) vadhu paDatI Asakti rAkhanAra jIvaDe tIvragADha baMdhano ubhAM kare che. te gaDha baMdhanamAM ja jakaDAI mare che. pachI rakta reDe paNa temAMthI mukti meLavI zakAtI nathI. hamezAM yAda rAkhe AsaktimAMthI ja azakti janme che. Asakta meha rAjAnI mastImAM vadhAro karAve che. meha e dAvAnaLa che jyAre vyAha e vaDavAvaLa che vaDavAvaLa pANInuM paNa zeSaNa kare che je dariyAmAM rahe che. vItarAga zAyanano virakita tAva vyAha upara vijaya meLavI zake che e virakti bhAva lAvavA mATe saMtane saMparka sAdhave vadhu jarUrI che. saMsAramAM rahevuM ane ramavuM e beumAM AmazaavanI jeTaluM aMtara che. rahevAmAM jeTaluM baMdhana nathI teTaluM ramavAmAM che. eka nAnakaDuM gAma che. mIyAbhAInI vasatI pramANamAM vadhu hatI. mAtra traNathI cAra gharo ja hindu bhAIonAM hatAM. eka divasa tAjIyA nIkaLyA. tAjIyAnuM saraghasa gAma vaccethI prasArita thaI rahyuM hatuM. mIyAM loko meTA bulaMda avAje "yA husene cA hasena" ema bolatA cAlI rahyA hatA. eka vANIye rastA upara taTastha bhAve cAlatuM saraghasa nihALI rahyo hate. eka musalamAne hAtha

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makIne vANIyAbhAIne kheMcI lIdhA ane TeLAmAM bheLavI devAmAM AvyA. A vANIyAbhAI saraghasamAM joDAI gayA. nIkaLI javuM hAthamAM na hatuM. musalamAne jorazorathI yA husena yA husena bolatA jAya tema vANIyA bhAI paNa jora zorathI belatA jAya. AvI bharAyA re bhAI AvI bharAyA. A pramANe bolate jAya ane kuTate jAya. A prasaMgamAMthI pakaDavA jevuM pakaDo ke A vANI mAtra alipta bhAve kuTate jAya che. tadAnusAra A saMsAramAM je nirAsakata bhAve rahI zake te ghaNA tIvra baMdhanamAM jakaDAIne mare. dharma mahArAjAnI kiMmata karavAnI haiyAmAM hiMmata joIe. puyAMkura pragaTI uThele prANI ja dharmanI mahattA samajI zake che. krodhamAM kUTAte, mAnamAM maraDA, mAyAmAM muMjhAte, ane lobhamAM lapaTAI rahelo, lebhAgu jIvaDo bhAgye ja dhama mahArAjAnuM mahatva samajI zake. Aje keTalAka ajJAta jIvaDAe dharmanA bhege dhanajIbhAInI pAchaLa ja dhamapachADA-dhamAdhama ane dhamAla macAvI rahyA hoya che. kintu dharmane dhakko mArIne kevala dhananI pAchaLa dhasamasI rahelA bhAgye ja sapUrNa saphaLatA meLavI zake che. eka govinda nAmane brAhmaNa pitAnI patnI brAhmaNanA ekAeka vairAgya raMga prasaMgamAM enA aNanama upadezathI vairAgya pAmI ubhaya saMyama svIkArIne teja bhavamAM mekSa

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gAmI bane che. sulabha epitA kaI rItie prApta thaI ja tenA anusaMdhAnamAM brAhmaNa pUrvabhave eka rAjAnI putrI che. rUkamI nAma che. egya vaye eka rAjakuMvara sAthe paraNavavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu Akranda karmanA halA sAme bhalabhalAe hAtha khaMkherI nAMkhIne eka tarapha khasI jAya che. devage aNadhArI duHkhada ghaTanA para AlA AlA InsAne paNa trAhimAma pokArI uThe che. lagna pachI turata te rAjaputranuM paMcatva nIpaje che. pariNAme rAjaputrI rUkamI vidhavA bane che. A rAjaputrI pitAnA pitAne kahe che ke bApAjI mane vadhu kahetAM nathI AvaDatuM. Apa jaladI mANaso mekalIne kASThanI citA taiyAra karI ApavAne hukama cheDo. mArA mATe agnizaraNa ja zreyaskara che. bApujI te A sAMbhaLIne kaMpI uThe che. are beTI A tuM zuM bakavAsa karI rahI chuM. huM samajI zakuM chuM tuM bhayaMkara duHkhanI gartAmAM gabaDI paDI chuM. paraMtu e duHkhathI mukti meLavavA mATe A raste hitAvaha nathI ja. bApujIne rUkamI suMdara saMbhASaNa karI rahI che ke pitAjI mArU saubhAgya naMdavAI gayuM che mATe A raste nathI levA mAgatI. pitAjI! e te bhautika ane kSaNika sukho che. eka kSaNabharanuM sukha duHkhanI dIvAlo ubhI kare che. pitAjI AtmahatyA karavAnI pAchaLano Azaya anere che. rUkamI tatvajJA che. vItarAga zAsana pratyenI saMpUrNa vaphAdArI adA karanArI abalA che. pitAjI! kharI vAta Apa kahevarAvavA mAgatA he te te e che ke viSaya kaSAne kATa mane na lAgI jAya tenI

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hara bhArAbhAra cintA mArA kALajaDAne kotarI rahI che. khIlI rahelI navayuvAnI ane bAdazAhI vaibhaveA vacce mAro Atmika dharma jokhamAya che. AtmAnI bhayara barabAdInI sAme Atmika AbAdInuM saMrakSaNa kai rIte karavuM e eka kaDI samasyA che. mATe ja huM AmahatyA karavA mAguM chuM. ApujI samajAvI rahyA che pariNAme AtmahatyAmAMthI te acavA pAme che. gheADA samaya pachI rAjA maraNa pAme che. maMtrIvaga maLIne rUkamIne rAjya para niyukta kare che. kayAreka koI prasaMgapAmIne eka rAjakumAra pratye dRSTirAga thaI Ave che. (37) AjanA yugamAM tIrthATana karavAnI bhAvanA vegava tI banatI jAya che temAM bemata nahi kintu tIrthATana karavAnI pAchaLa kaMI ApaNA jIvanamAM zubhAzaya hAvA joIe. ane tIrthATana karI rahyA pachIthI paNa ApaNuM zuM kanya che te samajavu' jarUrI che. yadi tIrthanI sparzanA karI AvyA chatAMya mananA mela gheADA ghaNA aMze paNa na kapAya te tInAM caraNasparza karavAnI tamArI tIvra tamannA timiramAM palaTAI jAya che. bhageA ane bhaleA ane bhAie jAtanA kALI hatA. dhaMdhA mAchImAraneA hateA. ghaNA varSo sudhI pApane dhaMdho cAlu rAkhavAmAM AvyeA. aMte temanAM hahaiyAmAM dvArakAdhIzanAM darzana karavAnAM koDa jAgI uThayA ke cAlo ApaNe baMne bhAio dvArakAdhIzanA darzana karavA

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73 doDIe. have ApaNe A jagatamAMthI thoDA ja TAImamAM cAlyA javuM paDaze. ApaNe amara te nathI ja. mATe have vistRvo naM 2 - dharma karma ke tIrthanAM darzane javAmAM vAyado karavAne kAyade nathI ja. kema ke temAM phAyado nathI, nathI ne nathI ja. A baMne bhAIoe keDa bAMdhI kADhI ane hAthamAM lIdhI lAThI ne ekAeka cAlI nIkaLyA. paraspara mAMhomAMhe vArtAlApa ApI rahyA che ke jIMdagIbharanAM pApa evaM pAtake dUra kema karAya. A baMne bhAIo dvArakAdhIzanA maMgala dvAre AvI pahoMcyA. khUba majAthI peTabharI bharIne AMkhe dharAI rahe te rIte darzana karyA. yAtrA karIne pAchA pharatAM gAmanI bahAra A sarovara kinAre mukAma karyo. tyAM teoe joyuM ke sarovaramAM mAchalAMne pAra nathI. eTalAM vadhI gayAM che A joIne A loke nasAso khAvA lAgyA ke kharekhara ApaNu chekarAe bIlakula ALasu thaI gayA lAge che je ke ApaNe te pApa nahi karavAnI pratijJA karI che. paNa ApaNuM parivAranI rejIreTInuM zuM? cintAtura banyA. haiyAnI dharatI para dhrAsake paDaze. basa ahiM ja tIrtha yAtrA karIne meLavelA phaLane phagAvI de che. hamezAM phalane meLavavAmAM ja bhagIratha prayatna kare paDe che. paraMtu prApta thayelA phalane vilIna karavAmAM vAra lAgatI nathI. amArA dikarAonI rojIroTInuM zuM. A cintAmAM ne cintAmAM bhAnazAna bhUlI gayA. kayAM jaIne AvyA zuM karIne AvyA vigerenI zudhabudha na rahI. saravarIyAnI pALethI pANIno lITe kADhatA kADhatA gAma

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74 Ave che tene aMhInI mAphaka eka jAtane bhaNI AvI rahyA che. grAmyajano egya svAgata kare che. Aje paNa A prathA vaiSNava saMpradAyamAM cAlu che. kharekhara eka rItie A rIvAja AdaraNIya che. bhago ane bhalo. pANIno lITo kADhatA kADhatA ghara AMgaNe AvI pahoMcyA. dikarAone kahe che ke alyA mUrkhAo tamane tamArA bApa dAdAnA dhaMdhAno khyAla kharo? je dhaMdhA paraMparAthI cAla Ave che teno te tamAre khyAla rAkhavo joIe ne? tame loke Ama aMhInI mAphaka gharamAM ja paDayA rahezo te kema cAlaze? yAda rAkhe edI eka jAtane bhayaMkara kedI che. harAmakhore tame Amane Ama niSkriya banIne gharamAM ja goMdhAI maya. are rAma rAma rAma dhikkAra che tamArA avatArane ! A rItie A baMne bhAIo gharamAM dAkhala thatAMnI sAthe ja ANuba dhaDAke karavA lAgyA. alyA tamane kaMI bhAna che ke sarevaramAM mAchalAM te ubharAI gayAM che. ame te dvArakAdhIzanI sAme pratijJA laIne AvyA chIe. paNa tame te lIdhI nathI! tamAre tamArA paraMparAthI cAlyA AvatA dha dhAmAM dhyAna ApavuM joItuM hatuM. potAnA putrone IzArAmAM samajAvI rahyA che. A lITe lITe cAlatA thAva. sarovaranA khADAmAM mAchalA ubharAI AvyAM te tame laI Ave ane tamAre dhadha cAlu rAkhe. haMmezAM mANasa jAta kare che ghaNuM, paNa karelA upara pANI pheravatAM vAra nathI karatA. eTale ApaNuM kaI paNa puNyakAryanI pAchaLa bhArobhAra viveka joIe. viveka vividha anuSThAnonI ArAdhanA Akhare prANavaMtI nIvaDI zakatI. nathI e vAta bhUlAvI nahi joIe.

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jo . . (38) - sanAtana siddhAnta che ke zraddhAvAna mate sakala kriyAnuM mULa zraddhA che. zraddhA vyApaka che. zraddhA sarvatrae pitAnuM varcasva jALavI rAkhyuM che. zraddhAe saMjIvanI auSadhI che. eka jAtanuM aNamela rasAyaNa che eka rAjAne maMtrI jaina kuLamAM janmele hate. vItarAgane vArasadAra hate eTaluM ja nahi kintu vItarAga zAsanane eTale ja vaphAdAra hate. saMyama, sabhyatA ane zistanuM saMpUrNa pAlana karanAra hatuM. keInuM paNa bhaluM karavAmAM teTalo ja utsAhI hatuM. rAjAnI paristhiti tadana ja viparIta hatI rAjAne dharmapara prIti na hatI. sadUbhAva nahi te teTale ja bhArobhAra dalIle hate. A caMpIzvaranuM dharmamaya jIvana A rAjavIne pasaMda nahi hatuM. kintu maMtrIzvara dharma karmamAM lIna raheta. gunhAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI rAjA paNa tene zuM karI zake zuM kahI zake? maMtrIzvara sahI le. maMtrIzvara samatAne sAgara che. dharmanA raMge raMgAyela che. pachI tenAmAM zAnti, samatA ane saMteSa heya temAM Azcarya zu ? - eka vAra caudazanI parvatithi AvI caDI. gurUdevane sahAga malyA. pachI maMtrIzvare pauSadha uccAryA vinA kema cAle ? pauSadhapavAsa karIne pitAne samaya dharma karmamAM nirgamana kare che A tarapha te ja divase rAjakIya kaI kArya vizeSa hovAthI maMtrIzvaranI ati AvazyakatA jaNAI

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kintu maMtrIzvara upAzrayamAM gurU samIpe pauSadha uccArIne beThA hatA. rAjAe maMtrIne belAvavA sIpAI lekane mokalyA. ghera nahi hovAthI satAvAra samAcAra mujaba sIpAI leke upAzraye jaI pahoMcyA. saMdeze saMbhaLAvyo ke mahArAjA Apane zIdhrAtizIdhra belAvI rahyA che. sAmAnya mANase rAjAnI AjJAne keIpaNa saMjogomAM avagaNe nahi. pauSadha choDIne paNa deDI jAya. manamAM ema ja mAnI bese ke pauSadha have pachInI parvatithie laIzuM paNa rAjAnA vaTa. hukamane anAdara kema thAya? yadi mahArAjAnA hukamane tAbe nahi thaIe te dehAMta daMDanI sajA bhogavavAne vakhata Ave. kema ke mahArAjA ane yamarAjA A baMnemAM sAmya hoya che. mATe rAjAnA vaTahukamane tAbe thavA mATe kadAca dharma jokhamAya te paravA nahi. AvA tuccha vicArenI AMdhImAM sAdhAraNa jana aTavAI mare. paraMtu A maMtrIzvara nijadharmanA pAlana mATe prANanI paNa paravA kare tevuM nathI. bhalene duniyAno sArvabhauma sattAdhIza kema na hoya ! paratuM dharma mahArAjAnuM hanana keIpaNa saMgomAM nahi ja karU nahi -ja karUM nahi ja karUM. maMtrIzvare vivekabharyA spaSTa zabdomAM saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM ke Aje mAre pauSadhavrata che mATe Aje te nahi ja AvI zakuM. basa A saMdeza laIne AvI pahoMcelA sIpAIe e rAjAne saMdeza Apyo ke Aje maMtrIzvarane pauSadhavata che eTale nahi ja AvI zake. A sAMbhaLIne rAjA ekAeka samasamI uThe. are mArI AjJAnuM ulaMdhana ane te paNa maMtrIzvara mArA vaTahukamane

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tAbe na thAya te dezanIkAlanI sajA phaTakArI de. e nImakaharAmI . mArA rAjyamAM na joIe. zuM samaje che e. maMtrIzvara? khAya che mAruM ane gAya che enA dharmanuM? cAlo. A harAmI hIcakAre mArA dezamAM na joIe. rAjA krodhathI dhamadhamI uThe che. khyAla kare krodha e kAtila. jhera che. e jhera rageragamAM prasarIne tamAre ja nAza kare che, mATe vadhu kodhamAM pUrAe nahi. darekanI avadhi hoya. che. rAja potAnA aMgarakSaka tarIkenuM kAma karanAra eka vizvasanIya nApita mAraphata chelo saMdeze meko che. rAjadarabAramAM cAlo nahi te maMtrI mudrA seMpI de. hajAmabhAInI hAma eTale pUchavAnuM ja zu ? pitAne nAradapATha bhajavyA vinA hajAmabhAIne cena paDe kharuM! maMtrIzvara mATe A paLa kharekhara kasoTInI hatI. mudrA pAchI soMpavAmAM Ave che. AjIvikA jAya sAthe sAthe Ijjata para pAchuM pharI vaLe. tathApi potAnA aihika svArtha ke mAna maratabAnI ke khAnapAnanI paravA karyA vinA kevala dharmanI rakSA kAje maMtrI mudrA vinAvilaMbe soMpI de che. dharmanA vaTanI khAtara kayAM sudhIno bhega. kharekhara AvA maMtrIzvarane sarvatra sadA vijaya thAya che. maMtrI mudrAnA bhege paNa pauSadhavratanuM paripAlana karyu hatuM. gurUdeva paNa Azcarya pAmyA. maMtrI zvarane pUchavAmAM AvyuM. javAbamAM mukI gaI te gaI upAdhi TaLI. dhamano dhvaMsa thAya pachI e maMtrI mudrA zA kAmanI? khera have dharmanI ArAdhanA ArAmathI thaze. AvA zabdo kayAre belAya ! ragaragamAM dharmane raMga lAgyo hoya *ii alaga kAna

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tyAre ja aMtaramAMthI Ave avAja nIkaLe. A tarapha pelo aMgarakSaka, hajAma maMtrI mudrA paherIne maMtrIzvara banavAnI anadhikAra ceSTA karI rahyo che. vicAre che ke mArA para rAjAnI pUrNa maherabAnI che. hamaNuM be ghaDInI meja luMTI lauM. rastAmAM AvatI dukAnomAM besIne majA mANI rahyo haMmezAM AvA dhama maMtrIo ane prajAnA keTalAka agragaNya mANaso vacce virenA vAdaLo gherAyelAM ja rahetAM hoya che. prajAjano ane pradhAnAmAtya vacce keTalIka bAbatemAM gharSaNe cAlI ja rahelAM hoya te svAbhAvika che. keTalAka khaTapaTIyA mANasoe maMtrIzvaranuM kAsaLa kADhavA mATe mArAe taiyAra karAvyA hatA. hAthamAM charI laIne pAchaLa paDyA ane hajAma maMtrIzvarane uDAvI devAmAM AvyA. A rItie meTA DoLa damAma ane deSa karanAranI kerI durdazA sarjAya che. jyAre dharmanI rakSA karanAra ke AbAda rItie bacI jAya che tenuM A javalaMta dRSTAMta che. yAda rAkho. ghama rakSati rakSita: agara tame game te bhege paNa dharmanuM paripAlana karaze te dharma tamAruM avazya rakSaNa karaze karaze ne karaze ja. dharmanA raMge raMgAvI nAMkhavAmAM zraddhA agrabhAga letI hoya che. eTale pratyeka zAstromAM zraddhA upara vajana ApavAmAM AveluM hoya che. eka kuMbhakAranI patnI keTalI zIlavatI che jenI sImA nathI. nathI te vItarAga zAsanane pAmI cUkelI. nathI koI saddagurUnA saMgamAM. tenA jIvanamAM A divya raMga AvyuM.

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73 kayAMthI? khyAla kare. janama janamanA susa`skAronI kevI zItaLachAyA che je sa'sAranI AsurI mAyAne paNa bhUlAvI de che. koI nAnakaDA gAmamAM eka kuMbhArabhAi duHsaMgadoSAt jugAranA jherI mAga para ghasaDAi gayA. tenI patnI samaye samaye ThaMDA ane mIThA zabdomAM samajAve ke bhalA thaIne mArU' kahevu' mAnya karo, dharmarAja yudhiSThara jevA paNa phasAI mUA te Apa jugAramAM jIta kayAMthI meLavavAnA che. pariNAme kAtIla jhera che pote mare che ane piravArane paNa mAratA jAya che, mATe svAmina A mAgane choDI do. je bhagavAne ApaNane khaDatala zarIra ApyuM che. sAcI mahenata ane sevAnA suMdara dha aa ApelA che. pachI khATA dhaMdhAmAM zAmATe khUvAra thavu joie? patnI pAkAra karI rahI che paNa sAMbhaLe che. kANu. ekavAra ravADe caDayA pachIthI pAchuM pharavu duHzakaya che. kayAreka peAtAnI patnInA anurodhathI jugAra nahi khelavAnA `kalpa kare. paNa pariNAme paTakAya. pAlana karI na zake. divaseA mahInAe varSo vItavA AvyA. humezAM eka vyasana bIjA vyasanane kheMcI lAve. utaretara vyasane vaLagatAM ja rahe. dhIre dhIre dArU mAMsa ane bIjI kharAma Teve paNa lAgu paDI gaI. pachI tA rAtrIe bahAra vItAvavA lAgyA. AvI karmanI kahANI gRhakAkIlA konI pAse kahe? badhuM ja samabhAve sahI rahI che. eka rAtrie mAra khAra jugArIAe maLIne jugAra khelavA lAgyA. pariNAme badhA jugArIyAonAM nANAM kuMbhArabhAInA pale AvI paDayA. ekavIsa rUpiyA kuMbhArabhAinA palle paDelA joIna A jugArIAenA manamAM thayuM

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80 adhadhadha.....A laIne hamaNAM cAlyA jaze. basa pachI turata ja A jugArIAoe sammilita thaIne kAvataruM racyuM. Aje ja khatama karIne paisA chInavI levAnA nirNaya upara AvI gayA. zarUAtamAM khuba ja dAru pIvaDAvavAmAM Avyo. pachI A lokee tIkSaNa talavAra jevA tIkhA dhArIyAthI mAthuM ane dhaDa judAM karI kADhayA. kayAM mAthuM ane kyAM dhaDa baMnene alaga alaga dATI devAmAM AvyAM. samaya ghaNe ja vItI gayo. madhyarAtrI javA AvI tapaNuM A kuMbhAra gharamAM nahi Ave. cotarapha zedhAzodha thavA mAMDI. polIsa sTezana para khabara ApavAmAM AvI. pilI sapATIe cAMpatI tapAsa karavA mAMDI. pariNAme dhaDa te zedhI kADhayuM paNa mAthAne patto nahi. kAryakara evaM nAgarika jana paNa tapAsamAM lAgI gayA. kuMbhAranI patnInuM rUdana patthara sarIkhA pASANa hadayane paNa raDAvI mUke eTalI bhayaMkara rIte Akanda karavA lAgI. A bAInuM rUdana darekane sparzI gayuM hatuM. A bAI pratye saune lAgaNI thaI AvI hatI. pelA pracaMDa pApAtmAo vimAsaNamAM paDayA ke A bAInuMya kATaluM kADhI nAMkhIe te ja. nahi te ApaNe bacavAnA nathI ja. parantu A kAvatarAno bAIne khabara paDI gaI. bAIe jAhera karyuM ke jyAM lagI mArA patinuM mAthuM nahi malaze tyAM lagI mAre khAvuM pIvuM harAma che. AvA satyAgraha upara utarI gaI. pariNAme the dahADe patinuM mastaka maLI gayuM. A rIte dhaDa cAra divase agAu maLI AvyuM hatuM ane mAthuM cAra divasa

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pachI bALavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. eka durAcArI pati pratyene A sadAcAriNI sImantInIne saneha Adarza hatuM. A bAI pilA khUnIonuM zuM thAya che te jatI rahI. bIjI tarapha adAlatanA dhakkA dhubApA. bAInI gerahAjarIne peTa lAbha laIne gharamAMthI najIkamAM lekhAtA sagA snehIoe maLIne becAra hajAranuM AbhUSaNa hatuM te upADI gayA hatA. A rIte A kuMbhAra patnIne mATe upara Abha ane nIce dharatI hatI. chatAM bAI mAnI beThI hatI ke duniyA kadara karaze ja. eTalAmAM bIjI kamanazIbI gherANI. A bAInA jeTha ane sasarA te zuM paNa teNanA moTAbhAI paNa bhaMyakara dabANa karavA lAgyA ke tAre bIje ThAma besavuM ja paDaze. eTale ke punarlagna karavAM ja paDaze. ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM AkhI jIMdagI kema jAya. javAbamAM A bAI jaNAvI rahI che ke mArA pati gayA tenuM tame leke kaMIja vicAratA nathI. A mArA nAnakaDA be putronI keI saMbhALa letuM nathI ane uparathI bIje ThekANe besADavAne durAgraha karI rahyA che e keTaluM behuduM che ? paNa A bicArI anAtha abalAnuM sAMbhaLe che keNa ? uparathI vadhu kaDaka dabANa thavA lAgyuM. tyAre A bAI abalA hovA chatAM sabalA banIne sanasanATI bhareluM saMbhavAvI dIdhuM A bAIe pitAne para ApI dIdhuM ke tame leke mane kahevAvAlA keNa che? mArA mAlIka mAtra be ja che. eka nAtha uparavALA

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ane bIje tame jANe che. khabaradAra tame mane vadhu satAvI che te tenuM pariNAma ghaNuM ja bhaMyakara Avaze. huM jIvatI baLI marIza. huM mArA prANanI Ahuti ApIza. paraMtu mAre eka bhavamAM be bhava nathI ja karavA samajyA ne ? tame mane jora julamathI para ghare besADavAvALA koNa? hA jarUra tame leke mArA vartanamAM doSa juo te mane tyAM ne tyAM ThAka karaje hitu anyatra besavAnAnA kAramAM zabdo mane kayAreya paNa nahi saMbhaLAvatA! eka kuMbhAra jAtinI gAmaDIyA gamAra jevI gaurI nathI bhaNI enI sAme kaI cepaDI buka ke pustaka dharavAmAM Ave te teNInI duniyAmAM te paDI dheLuM khetara ane kALA caNuM jevI ja jaNAya. bIlakula nirakSara hovA chatAM pitAnA satItva dharmanI keTalI khumArI che? keIpaNa saMyogamAM mArA satamAM saDe nahi lAga joIe. AvI saMkalapa siddhimAM saphaLatA meLavanArI eka Arya mahilAnI vAre rAma Ave ja Ave. Akhare A bAI bahu sukhI thAya che ane tenInA be bALake paNa tevA ja khAnadAna khamIravALA banIne janetAne mATe eka AzirvAdarUpa bane che. (40) haMmezA mAcchama ti sarvatra kaI alaukika padArtha maLI Avyo hoya paraMtu sadbhAgyanA sahaga vinA te padArtha TakI zakatuM nathI ja. nirjana jaMgalamAM AvelA eka suMdara AzramamAM eka siddhapuruSa birAjamAna che.

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3333 3 dUrathI eka musAphara tyAM AvI caDe che. eka che ane bIjA ApaNe. jagalamAM e eTale AvIza. AvI caDele musAphara eka tarapha sUI jAya che. kintu taMdrAmAM che tadnAmAM peADhelA mANasane zAna zuddhi lagabhaga hoya che. samayasara siddha puruSa eka vaDA abhima`trita kare che. pachI te ghaDAnI pAse yAcanA kare che. sAta mALanA mahela thAva vinA vila'e taiyAra. jota jotAmAM sAta mALane mahela taiyAra bhUmi'ta dekhAvA lAgyA. spIcA thAvA palaMga thAvA khAvApIvAnI sAhitya sAmagrI thAva. A badhu ja lIlA mAtramAM taiyAra thatu jagayuM. cAra kalAkanA aMte ghaDAnI sAme jaIne kahyuM ke badhA ja cAlyA jAya. asa badhuM ja cAlyuM gayuM. A tamAma lIlA eka tarapha sUtelA musAphara joI saDakanI mArke sajjaDa thaI gayA. manamAM ja palakAI rahyo che. vAha A siddha puruSanI ajaba lIlA che. khasa AjathI ja teozrInI sevAmAM lAgI jaIe. have dezAvara javAnI kaI jarUra che ! A badhI mahenata majUrI have mane na game. cAle ApaNA mATe te A svanuM dhAma che. have hAma mIDIne A siddha puruSanu kAma karavuM jarUrI che. a`te sevAnA rUpe A siddha purUSa prasanna thaIne pUche che ela tAre kaI prasAdI joIe che ? vidhA ApuM ke A ghaDo Apu ? musAphara vicArI rahayA che. vidyA laIza te pachI sAdhavAnI mahenata karavI paDe tenA karatAM A abhima'trita ghaDo ja mAMgI lau.

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84 basa pachI jApa japa ke tapa kazI ja mAthAkUTa nahi. A musAphare ghaDAnI mAgaNI karI tyAre lAgaNI vivaza siddha puruSe abhima'trita ghaDA arpaNa karyAM. ghaDo laIne musAphara AbyA tevA ja peAtAnA gAma bhaNI cAlI rahelA che. nagara AvI paheAMce che kintu nagaranA daravAjA baMdha che. eTale mahAranA bhAgamAM cAgya jagyAe ghaDAnI sasthApanA karIne tenI sAme ubheA rahIne mAgaNI kare che. tadAnusAra mahela mahilA vagere maLI jAya che. tenA harSoMmAM ane ati unmAdamAM AvI jAya che. ghaDAne peAtAnA mastaka para laI ne nAcavA ja lAgyA. pariNAme nAcatAM nAcatAM mAthA parathI ghaDA paDI jAya che. bhAMgIne bhUkako thaI jAya che ane AzAnI asthira velakInuM chedana bhedana thaI jAya che. AnaMda e amRta che jyAre unmAda e utkaTa viSa che. kayAreya pakSaghAta ane AnaMda AvI jAya che e saheja che. paraMtu unmAda nahi Avave| joIe. A musApharane alabhya AITama malI AvI kintu bhAgyane sahuyAga nahiM hAvAthI parama puNyAye prApta thayelA padArthanA paramAta pAmI zakayA nahi. haMmezAM yAda rAkheA. jevuM tamAru bhAgya haze tadAnusAra saubhAgya sAMpaDaze. A aTala ane akATaya siddhAMtane sAme rAkhIne cAlI. basa pachI siddha tamArI samIpe che.

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bakarI jevI pazu jAtine mATe sAmAnya niyama che. ke game teTaluM thAya chatAM dharAya nahi A vAtane tame barAbara samajavA mAgaze te samajI zakaze tadanusAra bakarInI mAphaka tamArI indriye paNa vakarI jAya che jyAreka bAdazAha bIrabalane pUchI rahyA che. ke A duniyA mAM kayuM prANI evuM che. ke tene game teTaluM anAja Apa game teTaluM ghAsa Ape te paNa te dharAya ja nahi bIrabala kahe mAlIka bakarI e evuM prANI che. ke game teTalo lIlo cAre carIne Ave che paNa jyAM jayAM anAja ke ghAsa dekhe tyAM turata meTuM nAMkhe ja nAkhe bAdazAha kahe vadi khaTuM karaze te sajA thaze kabUla kabUla kabUla ekavAra nahi paNa sADA sattara vAra kabUla A tarapha rAjAe DhaMDhero pITAvya jenI bakarI dharAyelI haze ane pachIthI kayAMya paNa meTuM nahi nAkhaze te tene sAruM InAma malaze te divase dareka bakarI vALAe jAhera karelA divase potapotAnI bakarIone khuba ja suMdara lIluM ghAsa peTa pUratuM khavaDAvIne rAjAnI tahenAtamAM dAkhala thavA lAgyA A tarapha bIrabale paNa kuMDAmAM suMdara ane svaccha anAja ane ghAsanA pULA taiyAra rAkhelA hatA. bAdazAhane hukama thayA bAda loke eka pachI eka pachI eka pitAnI bakarI laine kuMDa pAsethI pasAra thavA lAgyA. jayAM kuMDAmAM AnAja ane lIluM ghAsa joyuM ke dareka

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bakarIoe temAM mIThuM nAMkhyuM tyArapachI bAdazAhane khAtarI thaI ke kharekhara bakarI game teTaluM khAya teya dharAtI ja nathI. e nirvivAda che. AnI sAme eka cAlAka catura mANase baMDa uThAvyuM ke mAre kaMi avanavI kalA. batAvIne paNa pAritoSika meLavavuM A catura mANase punaH ekavAra AvI taka meLavavAnI AjJA mAgI. rAjAe anumati ApI A cAlAka mANase eka tarakIba karI ke bakarInA mahApara barAbara soTI laIneja Ubhe rahyo DaranI mArI bakarIe anAja ke ghAsamAM mahe nahi. ghAlyuM pariNAme catura mANase sArUM evuM InAma meLavyuM hatuM. tame vicAre te tamArI Idra paNa bakarI jevI ja che. aneka jAtanA khAna pAna uDAvyAM chatAM jyAre ne tyAre khAuM khAuM karatI hoya che. AjasudhI anekAneka rUpa suMdarIonA rUpanuM pAna karavAmAM AvyuM chatAM tamArI AMkho rU5 mAdhurInI pyAsI ja hoya che. aneka sUrIlA saMgItanuM zravaNa ane prazaMsAtmaka zabdanI sUnavaNI thaI chatAM kAne hameMzAM atRpta ja che. nitya navAM ane madhamaghatAM svAdISTa cAnakIo khAtI ja rahI chatAM jIbha bhUkhA2vI ja che. ne? enA copaDAmAM jame pAMsuja na male enI khAtAvahImAM udhAra rakama, badhAja rasanI ugharANI satata cAlu ja hoya che. enI dukAne maunanuM mAthuM tALuM khAvAnA prakaraNanI prakriyAnuM tALuM mAtra uMgha vakhate ja lAgeluM rahe che. te sivAya tamArI jIbha khAvAnuM ane

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87 upara gAvAnuM kAma karI rahIja haiAya che. AvI jamAna lagAma rAkhyA vinA kema cAle ? vArU nAkanA paNa evAja nakharA che. jarA pasa'DhagInI parimala AvI ke nAka nAcI uThe. A rItie ApaNI sparzInendriyanI sparzanA koI aneAkhI ja che. suvALA ke makhamala jevA mulAyama jevA padArthAMnI pAchaLa pAgala anI jAya che. arthAt ApaNI pratyeka indriye! bakarInI jema emAM mhAM ghAlyA zivAya rahetI nathI. kri tame bAdazAha pAse InAma meLavanAra pelA cAlAka mANasanI jema indriyeAnI sAme samyag jJAnanI seATI dharaze! tAja indrionI cATI pakaDI zakaze kemake viSayA tarapha kUdI paDavAnI kALajUnI kuTeva ekAeka dUra thavI zakaya nathI ja cAle have AjathIja saMkalpa karI ke indriyAnA gulAma nahi banatAM indrioneja tamArI gulAmaDI manAvA jIvanamAM Ave prANavAna saMkalpa thaze tAja tame tamArA jIvanane Adaza banAvI zakaze (42) Aje lagabhaga mANaseAnA avAja che, ke ApaNAthI A naja khanI zake kayAreka taddana azakaya mAmata paNa kayAreka suzakaya bane che. jyAre tamArI sAme jIvana maraNunI samasyA ubhI thAya che. tyAre mANasa azakayane paNa suzayamAM palaTAvI zake che. yuddhanA eka prasaMgamAM cAra amerikana raunikA jI5gADImAM besIne jaMgalanA eka sAMkaDA rastAparathI pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. daramyAna AcI'tA samAcAra maLyA ke

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eja rastA upara thoDe dUra duminene paDAva che. A sainike tarataja pAchA phare che. tyAMthI ja palAyana thaI javAya te jarUra bacI zakAya tema che. paraMtu gADI pheravavA mATe sAMkaDA rastAmAM jagyA hatI. ane rivarsamAM lete dhIrethIja calAvI zakAya eTale e rIte paNa bacI zakAya tema hatuM. AvI viSama paristhitimAM AvI paDelA cAra saunike e paLamAtramAM nirNaya lIdhe cAre ronike bahAra kUdI paDayA gADI cAre khUNethI pakaDI uMcI karI addhara uMcI karIne gADInuM mukha pheravI kADhyuM pachI nIce mUkIne aMdara caDI beThA pUrA vega sAthe tyAMthI nAzI chUTayA pitAnA sAthIdAre hatA. tyAM sahI salAmata pahoMcI gayA pachAthI pitAnA parAkramanI vAte lokenI sAme raju kare che. kiMtu e vAta mAnavAne ke taiyAra nahi hatuM. pagADI te bhAre che. cAra mANaso addhara upADIne pheravIja na zake mATe A beTI vAta che. upajAvI kADhelI jaNAya che. gaNyuM jaNAya che. tyAM tyAre tamArI vAta sAcI hoya te karI batAve. japa ahiMyA ja ubhelI che. ane tame leke cAre jaNAe paNa ahiMyAMja che! tame lokee kalAka pahelAM ja chapane addhara upADI hatI te have teja chapa amArAM dekhatAM uMcakIne batAve eTale tamArI vAta mAnya karIe vAta vyavahAranI hatI eTale khuzIthI karI batAvavA taiyArI batAvI gADInI pAse gayA. cAre jaNa cAre keNA para beThavAI gayA. ucakavA ghaNIja kezISa karI

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89 eI ane jIssA calAnyA parantu eka IMca paNa 'cI. karI na zakayA. thADA TAIma pahelA A saunikAe A gADIne ucakI lIdhI hatI ane ema karavAmAM na AvyuM. DhAta tA kadAca jIvavuM muzkelI bhareluM hatuM. huMmezAM ekavAra karavAmAM AveluM parAkrama khIjI vAra karI batAvI na paNa zakAya pahelI vAra sahejamAM upADI zakyA hatA. ane have pachI nAzIpAMza kema thayA ! kAraNamAM pahelI vAranA tamakake jIvana maraNanA prazna hateA mATe e vakhate vikrama tADayA hatA. ane have mAtra sAmAnya prazna hatA. tadanusAra tamArI jIvana gADInu mhAM pheravavAnuM che. pravAsanI krizA badalAvavAnI che. svAnI dizA narapha nivRtta thaIne paramAtha tarapha karavAnI che. moha tarapha che. te mokSa tarapha lai javAnI che. tamArA nija mADumAM tAkAta che. teA tame tamArI jIvana gADIne addhara karIne tenu mhoM pheravI kADhA yAda rAkhe| AgaLa duzmanA UbhA che. tamane khabara paDe te A rastA sava nAza tarapha ghasaDI janArI che. enI cAkasAI thayA pachIthI tame tamArA rastAnI dizA badale temAMja tamArA jIvanane dhanya dhanya banAve. (43) haMmezAM kALajI kuNu" thayA vinA pracaMDa pApanA pUramAMthI ugarI zakAtuM nathI. dIkarA ane mA' A prasaMga raMga sAMbhaLavA jevA che. kharekhara ghaDA levA lAyaka ja che.

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90. sevAI gayelA pApane mAre keTale DaMkha che. tene A pratyakSa pUrAve che. sahaja che. ke tIvra pApe prANa prANa hevA chatAM paTakAI jAya Akhare tAna zAna ane zuddhi AvatAM buddhine sadvyaya na kare te zuM mAnavatA maMca para besavAne lAyaka che? are mAnava ! tArAmAM buddhi che. zuddhi che. zakti che. zaurya che. te pachI teneM upaga kAM na kare ! Akhare buddhi evaM sumati pitAnuM kartavya kare ja jatI heya che. pracaMDa pApAtmAonI paNa zAna ghaDI bharane mATe ThekANe lAvI mUke che. te vakhate samajIne zANA ane sujJa mANase pitAnA pracaMDa pApanuM prAyazcita levAne mATe taiyAra thaI javuM joIe. eka gautama nagaramAM jaine sArI saMkhyAmAM vase che. avAra navAra saddagurU mahArAjAono satsamAgama cAlatuM rahe che. lagabhaga gAmanA nAgarike pravacananuM pAna karavA mATe purUSane saMparka sAdhatA heya che. gurUbhagavaMta paNa pANIno dhodha vahevaDAvI rahyA hoya che. ane janatA paNa samyakatyA bedhanI zodha karI rahI hoya che. eka bhAI pratidina pravacananuM pAna khubaja AturatAthI kare savAranA samayasara apAtA AhaMta AkhyAnamAM AvyA sivAya bhAgyeja keIbajAramAM dhaMdhAkIya nikaLI paDe upAzrayamAM janatA jAmelI che. AkhyAnane eka aMka paripUrNa thAya che. gurUbhagavaMta porisI bhaNAve che. zrImatI saralA bahena kekIla kaMThe gahUlI

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gAya che. A badhA kAryakrama pUrNa thatAM gururAja paccakakhANa Ape che. nagaramAM keTalIye bahena zrI vardhamAna tapanI ujavala ArAdhanA karI rahI che. eTaluM ja nahi kiMtu lagabhaga gharomAM mA ane dikarI, sAsu ane vahu derANI ane jeThANa, ArAdhanAmAM joDAyelAM che. dhanya dhanya jIvana keIpaNa nagara ke gAmamAM avirata AyaMbila tapanI nimala ArAdhanA thatI rahe te gAma ke nagaramAM roga zeka ke duHkha dAridra Ave ja kayAMthI? gurUbhagavaMta upavAsa AyaMbilanAM paccakakhANa karAvIne pravacananA bIjA aMkamAM praveza kare che. tyAM ekAeka eka purUSa ane eka strI ubhI thAya che. haiyA haLavAM karIne vedhaka vANImAM pApanI pAchaLa rAkhavAmAM AvatA paDadAone cIrIne thaI gayelA, atyAcAranI AlocanA levA mATe gurUbhagavaMtane vinavaNI karI rahyAM che. bhagavAna ane prAyazcita Apo! amArA adhama jIvanamAM eka ghora pApa sevAI gayuM che. parastrI gamana karyuM che. ane te najIkanA ja saMbaMdhamAM che! gurU bhagavaMta pUchI rahyA che! zuM mAmI che, mAsI che ? kAkI che ! ke bhAbhI che! nahi nahi gurUrAja ka9pAna kALa jevuM kALajuM banAvIne belI rahyA che! bhagavad jenA udaramAM huM nava nava mahinA ALeTelo chuM jenA udarathI huM janma laI cUkyuM chuM te A mArI janetA. che. jenuM meM stanapAna karyuM che. teja A mAtA sAthe mArAthI vyabhicAra sevAI gayuM che. kakaLatA kALaje ane

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azrubhInI AMkheA e gurUjI sAme pApeAnI kSamA yAcI rahyo che. are vAMcaka A karUNa kahANI tuM vAMcI rahyo chu. tA jarA vAMcIne vicAra kara, uMDu uMDuM ciMtana kara tu pagale pagale pApanA paDIkA mAMdhI rahyo chuM. karmanA kothaLA bharI rahyo chuM teA tenA tArA dilamAM dardI che. OMkha che ! di che. te! tArUM badhuM ja kArya cheDIne taiyAra thA ane cAlyA jA gurUbhagavaMtanI sAme pAtAnA pASAnuM prAyazcita laine jIvananuM saAAdhana kara kema kharAara ne ! A vAta tane game che. zu'! di game che. te tArA uddhAra tArI sAme che. gurUbhagavaMta A ghera pApanuM che. kaMI prAyazcita Ave te kRpayA pharamAve joi ye dilamAM pApa kevuM ja khI rahyuM che. tenA A pratyakSa pUrAve che. Aje keTalAka mANase peAtAnA pApane chUpAvavA mATe eka pachI eka paDadAe pADI rahyA hAya che. pApa javuM e judI vAta che. ane pApa karIne chUpAvavuM e bhrayakara gunhA che. viSane vadhAravA jevu jAlIma kRtya che. AkhI duniyAnI vasatI savA e ajabanI che. te tamAma tamArA pApane jovAnA ke sAMbhaLavAnA nathI ja kadAca pAMca pacAsa pAMcaseAM nIkaLI AvavAnI zakayatA kahI zakAya ane tenAthI paNa pApa chUpAvavAnI sAThamArI zA mATe joIe. tamArA dilamA ekaja durbhAvanA che ke mArA pApane kAi na jAge evI melI ramatAnI ramatamAMja masta banelA mAnavIonI kevI avadazA hAya che, evI ceAjanA ke

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cAlAkI karavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA vIza koDa kevalIo tamAruM pApa joI ja rahyA che. tenuM kema mATe karavAmAM AvatA pApone chUpAvavA mATenA paDadAo nahi joIe. A lokone gurUjI gya prAyazcita Ape che. mAtra bharasabhAmAM ubhA ubhA ja mAtra eka eka namaskAra mahAmaMtranI mAlAe gaNavAnuM sUcana karavAmAM Ave che. ane A leke haLavA haiyAthI ane keyala bharyA kALajAthI ApavAmAM AvelI AlecanAne AvakArI le che. khare pazcAttApa tenuM nAma che. ke pAchaLathI tApa utpanna thAya che. ane temAM karma kASTane jalAvI devAmA Ave che. cAra nahi karatAM be karyA, karyA nahi lAMbA kAna pUMcha nahi karatAM mUcha karI bhUlI gayA che bhagavAna kharekhara A tIkSaNa kaTAra mAnava jAta mATe paryApta che. kayAreka pazunI dRSTie mAnava ghaNe vakhata adhamatAnI avadazA upara jAya che. e keTaluM beThuM che. mATe ja uparanA sAdA ane sarala deharAmAM je kathana karavAmAM AvyuM che. te taddana asatyathI vegaLuM che ja. sAthe ja adhapatAnI avadhine ulaMghana karanArA mAnavane kaI kalAsa khare ? avadhi ke mayadAnI mAvajata nIce rahIne kaMI paNa kadAca karavAmAM Ave te sahya kahI zakAya ! kinA maryAdA ke avadhinI AtyaMtika avagaNanA karanArA kalpAnta kALanA keLiyA ane temAM Azcarya zuM?

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che. koI eka dezanI evI kAlpanika daMta kathA cAlI rahI hatI. ke paramAtmAe jAtajAtanA prANuone alaga alaga AkRti ApIne pRthvI para cheDI mUkayAM hatA rastAmAM manuSya baLada zvAna, bagale ane uMTa Akasmika ekatrita thaI gayAM ane teo paraspara vAta karavA lAgyAM. vacce AyuSya viSe carcA thavA lagI pahelAM manuSya prANI bAlI uThayuM. arere ! mArI AvaradA mAtra vIsa ja varSanI che. 'zivAyanA pazuoe potapotAnI AvaradA 40 varSa batAvI rahyA che. A sAMbhaLIne manuSya prANInA aMtaramAM Aga lAgI are are Izvarane tyAM Ave anyAya ! manuSya prANI karatAM paNa pazuonI AvaradA bamaNuM A ke ghora anyAya! bhagavAne kevI bhUla karI che ! mAnava jyAre pArAvAra kheda karI rahyA che. tyAre eka pachI eka pazuo bolI uThayAM he mAnava tuM ciMtA na karIza. amArI AvadAmAMthI aDadhI aDadhI jiMdagI ame tane saharSa samaparNa karIe chIe. amArA mATe te vaza vIza varSe ghaNAM ja che. kharekhara amArA viza vIza varSe malatAM tAruM AyuSya so varSa nuM paripUrNa thaze. basa mAnava prANIne ATaluMja joItuM hatuM. A sAMbhaLIne mAnavanA hayAmAM harSa ubha. rAI Ave che. A tarapha pazuo paNa pitAnAM dukhethI 1bharelA varSonI vaheMcaNI karIne rAjInA reDa thaI gayAM. basa A prayoganA pariNAme mAnava pitAne pATha mUkIne dAnavaneja pATha karavA lAgyuM. pahelAnAM vIza varSo sudhI

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mAnava mAnavatA tarIkeno pATha karato ja rahyo. mAnava janmane saphala banAvanArI sAdhaka kriyAomAMja sAvadhAna rahyo kintu barabAda karanArI bAdhaka pravRttionI sAme pIchehaTha karI mAnavatAne ujavala banAvI janatAne mATe AzIrvAdarUpa nIvaDaye. vIza varSo pachI paraNIne gRhasa sAranuM saMcAlana zarU karyuM. tyAre ddhipAdamAMthI catuSpAda bane. eTale ke bIjA vIza varSo sudhI baLadanI mAphaka rAtadivasa kALI ane kaDaka majUrI karIne baLadane pATha karate rahyo. tatpazcAt cAlIza varSo pachIthI bAla baccAo ane sagA snehIonI vaNajhAra vadhatI cAlI eTale mAnava have pachIthI kutarA tarIkenuM jIvana vItAvavA lAgyo. kayAreka pitAnI patnI upara gusse utAre. kayAreka putra upara, kayAreka ADozI-pADozI sAthe bhasavA mAMDe. are mAnava tuM bhasavAnuM choDI de agara karavuM ja che. te bhASaNa kara ane te paNa joItuM ja kintu AjanA keTalAka mAnIe vadhu paDatuM bolavAmAM ja hoMziyArI samajatA hoya che. bInajarUrI vadhu paDatuM belivuM teja bhasavuM kahevAya che. mauna jevuM maulika tatva kevala mAnavane mATe ja che. samajI zecIne mauna tatvanuM Asevana karavuM. ekAnta hitAvaha che. zvAna taraphathI maLelI anupama bheTane bhegavavAnAM varSo vItI rahyA che. tyAre manuSya prANI pitAnA parivArane karaDavA doDatA hoya che. sATha varSa pachI manuSya prANa bagalAnA pAThanI pArAyaNa zarU karatA hoya che. te

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eka hAthamAM mALA hoya che ane haiyAmAM lALA heya che. bagalAnuM dhyAna kevala mAchalA uparaja kendrita thayeluM hoya che. tema A vaye mAnavanuM mana ALapaMpALamA. lAgeluM rahe che. ane eMzI varSanI vaya pUrNa thatAM ja mAnava prANuM, UMTanA jevI dazAmAM DUbato hoya che. temAM pratyeka aMge pAMga vAMkA cUkA hoya che. A rIte mAnavane sarvottama avatAra pAmela hovA chatAM mAnava prANa pazuenA jevI pAzavI vRttinI pAchaLa vinAza pAme che. pariNAme motane ghaMTa vAgatAMnI sAthe vizvamAMthI vidAya le che. rAjasthAnamAM bhInamAla e prAcIna nagarI manAya che. - je puNya bhUmimAM mahAna jayati dhare evaM prakAMDa paMDitene pAka thayela hatuM. eTaluM ja nahi kintu anaMta labdhinA vidhAna gautama gopI IndrabhUmi jevA gaNadharanI tipobhUmi, bhInamAla nagarI manAtI hatI. Aje paNa, bhInamAlamAM gautamI talAva je gelANI nAmathI suprasiddha che. sivAya AdhyAtmika, upanyAsakAra "upaniti tavaprapaMcA jevA gauravAnvita granthanA nirmAtA zrI siddhaSi gaNuM evaM kavivara mAdha jevA sAhityakAree bhInamAla jevI bhavya bhUminI gedamAM ja janma dhAraNa karyo hate. upa kta ane kAkAnA dIkarA bhAI thatA hatA. kavivara mAdhe, pitAnI ane vidvattAthI lAkhe nI saMpatti saMprApta karI hatI. A saghaLI saMpatti daridra nArAyaNanI sevAmAM

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khacI eka ajoDa dAnavIra tarIkenI nAmanAthI alaMkRta thayA hatA. kavivara mAghanI rIta rasama kaI addabhUta ane ane khI hatI. tenA vicAra vANI ane vartanamAM apUra vajAdu hatuM. temanA AMgaNe AvI caDele abhyAgata bhAgyeja pAche ja. teonA gRhAMgaNe avirata dAnanI gaMgA vahI rahI hatI. jyAre teja puNyabhUmi siddharSigaNuM paidA thayA hatA. jemAM jugAra jevA jherI vyasanene vivaza thayelA hatA. AvA viddhajajane jyAre bhUla karI bese che. tyAre vacce ubhI karavAmAM AvelI dIvAlane paNa toDI pADe che. ane samayane paripAka thAya che tyAre jJAna ane kriyAnI pAMkhe prasArIne anaMta gaganamAM uDDayana paNa karI zake che. hara haMmezAM A pramANene kAryakrama cAlatuM hovAthI moDI rAtanAM ghare Ave tenI dharmapatnI A badhuM sahI rahI che. game tevI pratikUlatAne pacAvI de tevI premadA hatI. kharekhara AvI premALa premadAethI ja pRthvI puNyavatI manAya che. durbalA thatI dayitAne joIne DezI mA pitAnI snehALa suta simantanIne pUchIne patto meLave che. tyArapachIthI DozImA nirNaya le che ke AjasudhI huM aMdhArAmAM rahI. paraMtu have mAre mArA putranI khabara levI ja paDaze. ekavAra ghora aMdhArI kALI kALajaDI rAtalaDInA bAra vAge bahAra AvIne daravAjA khakhaDAve.

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jAya che. kintu temanI mAtAjIe nirNaya lIdho che. ke Aje sArA dIkarAnI barAbara khabara laI lauM. barAbara sAlama pAkane svAda cakhADI dauM mArA peTamA ALeTelA apatyanI AvI avadazA mArAthI kema sahI jAya. jananI jaNaje bhaktajana, kAM dAtA kAM zUra, nahi te raheje vAMjhaNI mata gUcavIza nUra AmAM khoTuM zuM che ! ApaNA dIkarAo dayAlu ane dAtA na bane te vyartha janma che. te nAka kaTAone, ApaNAMja saMtAne agara janatAne mATe AzirvAda rUpa na bane te kharekhara bhAratamAM eka bhArarUpa che. tevA nAdAnethI A pRthvI bhAravatI che. virATa parvate ane sAgarane bhAra pRthvImAtAne nathI. kintu AvA harAmI hIcakArA ane halakaTa mANasonA bhArathI bhArata bhUmi dabAtI jAya che. mAtA manamAM maMthana karI rahI che. ke "dayAlu ne dAtA te pAme sukhazAtA A sanA tana sUtra che TacanA sonA sarIkhuM che. mArA AMgaNAMne ujavala banAve te putra joIe. AvA durbasanA dariyAmAM DUbele dIkare mAre na joIe. na joIe. vAMcaka jarA uMDuM ciMtana karavAnI takalIpha le. mAtA AvI hevI joIe. haMmezAM AvI. mAtAothI ja Ayarvata ujavalA che. bhAratanI bhavyatAmAM vadhAro thAya che. mAtAo che te AvI ho je pitAnA putrone suMdara saMskAranI sajAvaTathI suzobhita banAvavA mAgatI hoya, A bhAI "sAba" bahAra ubhA ubhA bAraNA ThokI rahyA che. poSa mahinAnI

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sTa kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM kAyA kaMpI rahI che. chatAM mAtAjI bAraNAM khelavA taiyAra nathI. A hatI vIrAMganA kharekhara vIrAMganAo pitAnA putrane vairAgyanA raMge raMgI nAMkhavA harapaLe taiyAra hoya che. Aje te mAtAjIne saMpUrNa nirNaya hite. ke kadi paNa sagamAM gharanAM dvAra nahi ja khelavAmAM Ave e nAdAnane pitAnA pApanuM prAyazcita karavA de chevaTe mAtAjIe sanasanArI bhareluM rokaDuM parakhAvI dIdhuM ke jyAM khUllAM dvAra heAya tyAM cAlyA jA. basa A zabdoe bhAIsAbanA aMtaramAM jAduI asara upajAvI keI apratima puNya paLe pAchAM pagalA bharyA ke tene pitAnAM gharanA dvAra sAme najara sarakhI paNa nAkhI nahi eTale ke pAchuM vALIne joyuM nahi mahAna tarIkenI khyAtI meLavanAra mAnava tyAjaya karavAmAM AvelI mAyA tarapha pAchI najara pheMkto nathI. ja prabhu 5the pagalA bharyA te bhaya tene pAchuM vALIne jovAnI jarUra zI ! kALa jaDI meghalI zI rAtanAM ItastaH rena mArI rahyo che, pariNAme jaina upAzrayanA maMgala dvAra khUllAM hatAM, tyAM harSa bharyA haiye ekAeka jaI pahoMce che. - tyAM gurUdeva AcArya garga rUSIzvaranAM zrI caraNamAM pitAnuM jIvana puSpa dharI de che uchaLatA umaMge AhaMta dIkSAnI saharSa svIkRti kare che. vijajanenI pariSadamAM agragaNya tarIke gaNAtA A siddhaSi gaNIe upamiti vyava prapaMco kathA 16000 kaleke pramANu janatAne arpaNa karI che.

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10 ' : bhautika zaibhavano vinAza thatuM aTakAvavA mATe mAnava jAta keTalAM valakhAM mArI rahyo hoya che kemake tamArI najaramAM bhautika vibhavane ja vAsa che dunyavI mAyAnI chAyA tamArA nayanemAM paDelI che dunyavI mAyAnuM ja mahatva samajAya che temaja vaghu vajana ApI beThelA che. teja mAyAnAM mUlyAMkana aMkAI rahayAM che, pachI vItarAganI mAyAnA mUlyAMkana temAMthI aMkAya. anitya asthira ane kSaNa vinAzI ratananuM jatana karavA mATe mAnavI keTa keTalA prayAsa karI rahaye hoya che keI eka grAmINa mANasa dhaMdhAkIya daSTie dezAvara gayelo hate. sadabhAvya ge sArI evI samRddhi saMprApta karI. jayAre javAne samaya thAya che tyAre kiMmatI ratna laIne pitAnA gAma bhaNI nikaLI paDe che vacce bhayaMkara ghera jaMgalanuM ullaMghana karavuM khataranAka hatuM. DakaitI karanArA DAkuone adhikAdhika bhatha hate A gAmaDIye cAlAka ane catura hatA sAthe lIdhelAM ratananuM jatana kaIrItie karavuM tenI zodhakhoLa karavA lAge eka majAne plAna malI gaye zarUAtamAM pitAnAM asalI ratnane eka sundara vRkSanA mULamAM khADe chedIne mUkI devAmAM AvyAM evI suMdara jagyA zodhI kADhI hatI. ke tyAM kaI pahocI zake nahi tatpacAt vAMsaLImAM nAnA pattharanA pIsa sArI kammare bAMdhIne cAlavA lAgyuM huM

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"101 rane laIne jaI rahyo chuM A pramANe bUma pADato jAya ane pAchA phare rastAmAM DAkuo malyA cekIMga karavAmAM AvyuM te vAMsaLImAM pattharanA pIsa jevAmAM AvyA DAku ee nakakI karyuM ke A mANasa pAgala che. pAgalane javA de ene raste basa A rItie A vyApArI zarUAtamAM gAMDa banIne paNa pitAnA dhyeya pAra pADayuM mahAmahenate meLavelAM asalI ratnane laIne pitAne gAma sahIsalAmata, pahoMcI gaye. AvI rIte pitAnI jAtane gAMDI karI gAMDAmAM kUTAI janAra mUrkha ke DAhyo kahevAya. bele mahAzaya! tamArI daSTie A mANasa tamane gAMDe lAge ke DAhyo lAge ? tame vicAraze te jarUra lAgaze ke AvI bhayAnaka aTavImAMthI ekAeka pasAra thavA mATe ke suMdara kImI che. vAha vyApArI vAha A vyApArI paNa vaNika che. ane vaNikanI buddhi agamya keyaDAne paNa ukela karI zake che. mATe ja vaNika cAlAka ane catura manAya che. A eka sAmAnya vAta paNa lekane suMdara saMdeze ApatI jAya che. vyApArIe mahA mahenate meLavelAM amUlya ratnone laIne pitAnA mULa sthAne pahoMcavA mATe kaI rItie kevI prayuktiono prayAga karyo che. tevI rIte tamane janama janamanA pUryodaye maLelA dhamarAjAnuM cena kena saMrakSaNa karIne paNa pitAnA mULa sthAnamAM jaI pahe cavA mATe prANavaMta purUSArthanI jarUra che. A vyApArI

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102 ghara bhayAnaka aTavImAM AMTA pherA karI rahyA che. pitAnI jAtane gAMDI ghelI banAve che. A rItie muzkelIo vaccethI paNa ke sugama mArga zodhI kADhe che. tema tame loke paNa dharma rAjAnI mahattA mauliktA ane mahatA. samajatA hete kaI paNa saMyogamAM dharmarAjAnuM saMrakSaNa karavuM ati Avazyaka che. kintu tame tamArA jIvananI taiyAM kevala dunyavI padArthonI pAchaLa vahetI mUkI che. bhale bhAMgIne bhUko thaI jAya tenI paravA nahi paraMtu tamArA jIvananuM sapUrNa valaNa vidhvaMbharanA vividha padArtho tarapha taDapI raheluM hoya che. tyAM pachI dharma mahArAjAnI mauliktA samajavI sahaja nathI. (47) tame tamArA gharane svarganuM sadana banAvI zake che ane narakagAra paNa banAvI zake che. parasparanA gharSaNe ane durAgraha dvArA tame tamArA gharane kalezanuM kendra banAvI mUke che. parasparanA durAgrahe haTha ane jIdanI jvAlAmAM jhaDapAIne pitAne durAgraha cheDatA nathI pariNAme jIvana nIrasa niSkarma ane nIgama jevuM thatuM jAya che. kavacita keI nagaramAM pati patnI vacce visaMvAda cAlyA jenI sImA nahi patinuM sUcana che ke AjakAla dhaMdhAkIya muzkelIone pAra nathI. rAjakIya ramatanI ramajhaTamAM kaI vyApArIonA rAma ramI jatA hoya che. eTale ApaNe te putrane vakIlanI DIgrI pAsa karAvIzuM

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103 sAme patnI pitAnuM prAkathana zarU karI rahI che ke nahi nahi e nahi ja bane mAre te dIkarAne DokaTara banAvave che. kema ke huM lagabhaga kAyamane mATe bImAra rahelI heuM chuM eTale haMmezaDokaTaranI pAchaLa pasA kharacavAmAMthI uMcAja nathI. AvatA mATe A badhuM ja meTuM kharca bacAvavA mATe mAre te mArA dIkarAne DokaTara ja banAve che. A rIte e daMpatI vacce daMtakalaha rAja baja cAlatuM ja rahe. bahu lAMbA samayanA aMte eenA AMgaNe eka zrImAna InsAna AvI caDaye A lokoe AgaNe AvI caDelA bhAIne taTastha mAnIne jhaghaDAne aMta lAvavA vinavaNI karI. A bhAIe jhaghaDAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM tyAre A bhAine satya hakIkta jANavA malI. pachI A bhAI kahe che ke tame baMne jaNa ghaDI bhara thaMbhe huM tamArA dIkarAne ja pUchI jou eTalAmAM A lokonA meMmAMthI hAsya verAI gayuM kemake te baMnenI AzAnA AdhAra samA sutarAmane janma ja thaye hate. teonA AMgaNe adyAvadhi kula dIpaka dinakarane Udayaja thaye nahi hate. chAza chAgoLe bheMsa bhAgoLe ane gharamAM dhamAdhama A rItie duniyAnA keTalAye AvA agharapaMthI mANase niSkAraNa taNataNATa ane chaNachaNATanI pAchaLa aMdagI bArabAda karI rahyA hoya che. keTalAye nAmadAra kAlpanika kalahamAMja kUTAI rahyA hoya che.

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104 (49) mAnavanA maMca upara AvIne jamA thaI gayA che te pitAnA ucca ane uccatara adhikAe khyAla karatAM zIkhe ekAeka mAnavanI khurazI para besIne pitAne maLelA mAnavaMtA sthAna zobhAvavA pUratuM prANavaMte purU vArtha kare janama janamanA puNyodaye mAnavatAnuM sukAna tamArA hAthamAM saMpAyuM che. te te sukAnanI zAna na gumAve keTalIka vakhata mAnava pitAnA putra parivAranI pAchaLa pAgala banIne kevaLa AzAne amara rAkhavA mATe keTalAye tamAzA karI rahyo hoya che. keI eka pitA putranI pAchaLa kaIka avanavI AzAomAM aTavAI mare che. tenuM A javalaMta daSTAMta che. te jarA viveka purassara vAMce ane vicAra sAthe sAthe tamArI kaMpanInA mANasane saMbhaLAve keI eka cAlAka ane catura bALakanI mAtA avasAna pAme che. tatpazcAta tene pitA kaDaka ane kALI majurI ane mahenata karIne pitAnuM ane putranuM mAMDa mAMDa piSaNa karate hoya che. bALaka jyAre bhaNavAne lAyaka bane che. tyAre pitAnA aMtaramAM eka haLave Acake Ave che. kintu AvA kaparA saMgamAM pitAnA putra ne bhaNAva kai rItie te eka saLagatI samasyAne hala karavA mATene plAna taiyAra karI rahyo che. tevAmAM ja nagaranA keTalAka diladAra nAgarike vicArI rahyA che ke ApaNuM gAmanA premacaMda zeThane putra buddhimAna che. agara tene

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a pa pachI ravadeza marI jAya che. A ja karI 105 rogya sahAre ane sahakAra ApavAmAM Ave che te bAlaka jarUra taiyAra thAya gAmanA sajajane egya sahakAra Ape che. A tarapha paranI AzA upara nahi jIvanAra A janaka paNa prabala purUSArtha karI rahyo che. tenI mahenata ane majurI cAle che. bALaka bhaNavAmAM pAvaradhA hate TUMka TAImamAM pragatine pAre uMce caDhe che. ane AgaLa abhyAsa mATe A yuvakane vilAyata mokalavAmAM Ave che. varSo pachI svadeza tarapha AvavAnI taiyArI kare che. agAuthI sarvatra samAcAra prasarI jAya che. bApujI paNa pitAnA DIgrIdhara dIkarAne lAyaka tamAma taiyArIo karI rahyA che. DIgrIdharAvanAre dIkare nIce te naja besI zake mATe ADozI pADozImAMthI mAgI tAgIne paNa khurazIo Tebala vigere lAvI mUke che. A neka nAmadAra nayana bhAI guhAgaNe AvI caDhe che. samavayaska mitre malavA Ave che. mitronI vacce A nAmadAra potAnI DIgrInuM DIMDIma vagADI rahyA che. cIMjArehAla jevI paristhitimAM paTakAcele tene pitA gharanI saphAI karI rahyo che. nayananA mitro paraspara male che. malatAMnI sAthe hasta dhUnana (HAND SHAKE) vigere kare che. tapathAta nayananA mitro pUchI rahyA che. ke WHO IS THIS MAN AnA javAbamAM 41417 Qiell 68$ THIS MAN ISMY SERVANT vicArI ye A dIkarA ke dIpaDe kahevAya. je pitAe potAnA putranI pAchaLa keTalA asahaya kaSTo sahayAM eTaluMja nahi putrane pragatinA paMthe pADavA mATe rakta reDI

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106 dIdhuM chatAM putrane jarAya paDI nathI. bApane bApAjI tarIke oLakhAvavAmAM lAja Ave che. A asara che. mAtra saMskAra viheNA zikSaNanA AjanA bhaNelAe zAti lAla h, Shah, pravINacandra, P, Shah, vigere pitAnI jAtane oLakhAve che. (49) - uparokta vArtAnA anusaMdhAnamAM banelI eka satya ghaTanA, eka ejyukeTeDa muMbaImAM eka ophisamAM DIgrI pAsa karyA pachI sarvisamAM joDAyela hato. enA vRddha pitAzrIne athavA dIkarAnI kamANI jevAnA keDa jAgyA A bhAInA pitAjI muMbaImAM AvyA ane dIkarAnI ophisamAM mIlana mATe jaI caDhaye A bhAI gAmaDAnA gamAra je junI paddhati mujaba june pizAka paherela hate. ophisa sare A bhAIne pUchayuM bhAI A vRddha keNu che? pelA ukaMDa chekarAe javAba Ape ke This MAN S MY COOK A mAre rasoDAdAra che. harSa bharyA haiye bApujI pitAnA putrane malavA mATe muMbaI sudhI AvI caDhaye bA5 aMgrejImAM ajJAta hate. paNa anubhavI jarUra hate. darekanA mukha para patharAyelA bhAvane pakaDI zakto hate. ghaNI vakhata bhaNatara karatAM gaNatara vadhI jatuM heya che. pitAnA putranA raMga DhaMga ne dhIMgANe joIne manamAM badhuM ja samajI jAya che. chevaTe bApAnA haiyAmAM hiMmata AvI ane ekAeka belI uThayA sAheba huM

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107 tamArI phArasI bhASAmAM kaMIja jANatA nathI. paraMtu eTaluM sAMbhaLI leje ke huM ene rasoDadAra nathI. paraMtu tenI mAne mAMTI chuM. kharekhara AvA techaDAI bharelA vartanathI ophisarane A bhAI upara napharata AvI pariNAme sAhebe A bhAIne baratarapha karavAmAM AvyA. vAMcaka vicArI zake che. ke kevala saMskAra vinAnuM zikSaNa jIvanane kevuM savArthaniSTha banAvI mUke che. (50) eka sAmAnya sAhajika niyamAnusAra pitAnA ISTanA darzana pUjana ane arcananI pAchaLa mukhyatvena tamAruM mana agrabhAga bhajavatuM hoya che. tana bhale mAMduM paDeluM hoya. te paNa te bhaktajana tananI paravAha karavA Ubho nathI. rahete haMmezAM mana upara vijaya meLave temAMja kharI. mahattA che. mananA mArelA mANase mAyakAMgalA ane maDadAla mAnave kayAreya paNa hoMzathI harSathI utsAhathI ke ullAsathI kaMIpaNa karavAhI karI zaktA nathI ja keIpaNa nAnuM moTuM kArya aMtarane umaLake paheleja mAgI le. che. A viSaya che. mananI tAjagIne mana jenA tAjA te haMmezanA sAjA ane rAjA, A bAbatanI darekane aharniza anubhUti thatI hoya che. eka saddagRhastha zrImAna apanA gRhAMgaNe vyavasthita rAkhavAmAM AvelI mUrtinI pUjA karavAnI taiyArI karI rahyo che. zaradInI Rtu che. te ja samaye ekAeka tene zaradI thaI Ave che. atI vigeremAM bAmanuM

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108 mAlIsa karI rahyA che. te ja vakhate A zrImAna ne aMtaramAM eka vicAradhArA uddabhavI ke mane zaradI thaI AvI tema mArA bhagavAnane zuM zaradI na thaI haze turata ja vinA vilaMbe mUti upara bAma ghasavuM zarU karyuM mUrtimAMthI huMkAravAda je avyakta avAja sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyA kayAreka paNa nahi ane Aje mUrtimAMthI avAja uThele sAMbhaLIne harSollAsamAM nAcavA lAge, pratye Aje mArI bhakti phalavatI banI. paraMtu mane Azcarya thAya che ke pratidina huM caMdana kezara ane attarathI aharniza mAlIza te ja rahuM chuM chatAM paNa kayAreya A mUrtimAMthI avAja sAMbhaLavAmAM Avyo nathI. ane Aje ekAeka avAja AvavAnuM kAraNa zuM? mUrtimAMthI punaH avAja Avya, bhaktarAja tamAruM duHkha huM kayAre jANI zakuM? tame mAruM duHkha jANI zake tyAreja ne ? A jAtanI bhAvanA tamArAmAM Aje pragaTa thatI joI ane tethI ja mArAmAM tanyavaMte camatkAra jevAmAM AvyuM. eka daSTie uparokta prasaMga kAlpanika gaNI zakAya. paraMtu tamAre A upanayamAMthI e tAravAnuM che ke sAmAsAmI AvI ucca bhAvanA keLavavAnI jarUra che ane AvI udAtta bhAvanA ja parasparane sahakAra meLavI zake che. sahakAra haMmezAM be hAthane gaNAya che. jyAre eka hAthane te phakta tamAceja gaNAya che. sArAMzamAM tame ke tamArA duHkhane ja rahI rahyA che. paraMtu sAmI vyaktinI vedanAne vAMcI zaktA nathI. tyAM sudhI tame dukhamAMthI mukti kayAMthI meLavI zakaze? ataH paraspara sAtha sahakAra ne saMtoSa ApatA

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109 cAlo te jarUrI tamArI naiyA pele para avazya pahoMcaze. temAM koI zaka nahiM.. tamArAja AtmAnI aMdara acitya agamya ane , amApa. zAkti bharelI paDelI che. tamArAja, AtmAmAMthI anaMta zaktinA strota vahI zake che. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu tamAre AtmA anaMta zaktine svAmI che. tema ja jIvamAMthI ziva banavAnI zakti saMpAdana karI zake naramAMthI nArAyaNa banI zake che. tame ja pAmaramAMthI parama banI zake che. tame ja janamAMthI janArdananuM rUpa dhAraNa karI zake che. ane tame svayaM paramAzumAMthI parvata jevaDuM virATa svarUpa dhAraNa karI zake che. kintu e tamAma suSupta zaktione sajAga karavAnI prakriyAe tamAre jAte ja karavAnI rahe che. eka bhakta ziromaNi bhagavAnadAsa ene gaNapatinI pratimA upara prakRSTa pyAra hate. nisIma neha hate. asAdhAraNa AkarSaNa hatuM. pratidina prAtaHkAlamAM darzana pUjana ane arcana kare ja kare. eka divasa e na jAya ke teNe darzana, pUjana arcana karyuM na hoya. eka sAmAnya rItie vicArIe te prAyazaH pratidina pUjanahi karanAranuM svAthya surakSita rahetuM hoya che. tenuM Arogya avirata eka sarakhuM ja cAlI raheluM hoya che. A bhakata, hara haMmezAM gaNapatijInI mUrti sAme

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10 A naivedyamAM lADu dhare, kyAreka te lADune lAvA levA mATe eka uMdarabhAI huMmezAM rezana mAratA ja krUre kayAreka te samayAnusAra mUrtinA mastaka para paNa caDI bese che. dRzya joine bhaktanA aMtaramAM eka haLavA AMcakA AvI jAya che. ke gaNapatijI eka uMdara jevA kSudra prANIne paNa bhagADI zaktA nathI. mATe gaNapati karatAM te A mUSaka mahAna lAge che. cAle! ApaNe AjathI tenu pUjana zarU karIe. A bhaktarAja pUjAnI taiyArI karI rahyA che. parantu udarabhAi tA bhAgA bhAga ane nAsA nAsa kare. theADA ja udarabhAi sAme AvIne bese, pachI A bhAie uMdara bhAinI pUchaDIe dorI mAMdhIne laTakAnyA. A pramANe pUjananA prAgrAma cAlI raheleA hAya che. tevAmAM kayAreka pUjAnA rUmamAM myAuM mIyA karatI eka bilADI AvI caDI. A udarabhAI tA peAtAne zamazera bahAdUra tarIke gaNAtI khilADIne dekhIne chUpAI jAya che, lapAI jAya che. A dRzya joine bhakta vicAre che ke AneA paNa guru A che, cAlA ApaNe tenI pUjA zarU karIe. khAsu` majAnuM rakhaDI jevuM tAju dUdha teNInI sAme dharavAmAM Ave che. pachI A mAjArIne joie zuM? mAjArIne te majA paDI. paNa sAme sajA AvI rahI che. tenu zuM? eka divase peAtAnA gharanI DelInAM dvAra khullAM rahI gayelAM hatAM. ekAeka zvAna dhasI A tene AsatraNa meAkalavAnI thoDI jarUra paDe che ? tame leAkA

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111 AmaMtraNa vinA kayAMya jaI AvI zake nahi. kema kharuM ne? are zrI siddhacakra mahApUjana zrI pArzvanAtha padmAvatI mahApUjana ane zrI bhaktAmara mahApUjananA pavitratama pregrAmomAM paNa tame loke AmaMtraNa patrikAnI AzA rAkhIne besI rahe. kadAca na male to tame belI paNa nAMkhe ke ApaNane AmaMtraNa patrikA kayAM AvI che ? mATe Apa ! ApaNAthI tame javAya ja nahi. A avadazA Aje ApaNe tyAM che? pratyeka prasaMga paratve AmaMtraNanI AvazyaktA mAnIne besI rahevuM e nari ajJAnatA che. dAkhalA tarIke kANamAM AmaMtraNanI AvazyaktA na hoI zake kadAca jAnamAM AmaMtraNanI AvazyaktA rAkhIne besI rahe e vAta judI che. tadanusAra koIpaNa dhArmika maMgalamaya prasaMga raMgamAM raMgAI javuM e pratyeka jIvaDAnI pharaja che. vAstavika emAM AmaMtraNanI AvazyaktA na mAnavI joIe. niraMkuza sAmeya, sIdhAM AvIne ubhA rahyA tyAM te A bilI bAI kayAMya chU thaI gaI. A bhaktarAjane avanavuM alaukika mArgadarzana malatuM jAya che. bhagavAnadAse nirNaya lIdho ke basa have pachIthI ApaNe A zvAnanI pUjA karavI. A zvAnane bIju jeIe ja zuM? rAjanI roTI cAlu thaI gaI. pachI te A zvavajanane svajana malI gayA. A bhaktarAja haMmezAM kUtarAnI pUjA karI rahyAM che. mAnapAna malatuM hovAthI kUtare haLI ga. eTale rasoDAmAM paNa ghUsI jAya. eTale banAvela

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112 tAje mAla khAI jAya ane kharAba kare. tyAre bhaktanI e tenA para jora jorathI lAkaDIne prahAra karyo. pariNAme kUtare tyAMthI pibArA gaNa gaye A amAnuSI dazya joIne bhaktarAja vitarka tarkamAM taraphaDIyA mArI rahyo che. ke huM nAhakane bahAra phAMphAM mArI rahyo chuM. sauthI sarvottama zaktizAlI mArA gRhAMgaNe bIrAje che. pachI mAre zA mATe vimAsaNamAM paDavuM joIe? basa have pachI AjathIja mArI patnInI pUjAnA zrI gaNezAya namaH karavA patnI pUjAvA lAgI. patnI te rAjanI reDa thaI gaI. ahi eka vAta vicAraNA mAgI le che. te e ke abalAnuM arcana abalAne AkAzamAM addhara calAve che. jyAre prabalAnuM pUjana parasparanA prabhutvamAM vadhAro kare che. arthAta pitAnI thatI pUjA pacAvavI e sahaja nathI. yAda rAkhe pUjAvA karatA pUjA karavI sarvottama che. juga jugathI puSpa pattharanI pratimAnI pUjA karatA hatA. kayAreka pupane evA kAla ghaDiye aMtaramAM haLave AMcake A ke ApaNe juga jugathI pattharanI pUjA karI rahyAM chIe. kayAreka patthara ApaNuM pUjA zA mATe na kare. have vicAre pattharAo jayAre pupanI pUjA karatA thaI jaze. tyAre apanI kevI paristhiti ubhI thaze. kevI dayavIya dazAmAM DUbI gayAM haze tenI kalpanA karavAnuM kApa vAMcana vRndanA hAthamAM seMpavAmAM Ave che. Akhare pue pattharanI pratimAonI pUjA karavAnuM pasaMda karyuM. eka divasa

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bhakta bhagavAnadAsa jamavA mATe beThelA hatA. khAdyapadArthamAM kayAMya kAMkaro AvI gaye. te ja vakhate A bhaktarAja nuM magaja gayuM. magajanuM belensa gUmAvI beThA. pari. NAme bhajanano thALa ane jamavAnuM tyAMnuM tyAMja mUkI hAthamAM lAkaDI laIne patnInA baraDAmAM evI phaTakArI ke ghaDIbhara bUmo pADatI ja rahI. thoDA samaya pachI jyAre krodhAnala zAnta thaye tyAre bhakatarAjane bhAna AvyuM ke A badhAja karatAM vadhAre balavAna te huM pite ja chuM. tame thAta A bhaktarAje apanA AtmAnI pUjA zarU karI hatI ane AtmAnI zodhakhoLanI pAchaLa samaya vItAvavA lAge. sArAMza tarIke mAnava je vastune meLavavA mATe bahAra devAdeDI karI mUke che. paraMtu teja vastu pitAnA AtmA mAMja paDelI hoya che. mAnava jyAre Amane sAcA svarUpe oLakhate thaze tyAre ja tenuM zreya siddhi thaze. anaMta zaktine svAmI thaIne banI gaye bIcAre. tamArA AtmAmAM anaMta zakti sUtelI che. tene sajAga karavAmAM ja tamArI buddhimattA che. basa have savAra thayuM. uTho ane tame tamArI zaktine upara savAra thAva. bIcArAmAMthI bahAdura bano. rAMkaDAmAMthI phAMkaDA thAva. muradAna gIrImAMthI maradAnagIrI vALA bane. cAlo AjanuM sukAna saMbhALIne cAle tamAre jaya jayakAra.

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(52) AryAvartanI eka nartakInA magajamAM paNa pitAnA satItvanA saMrakSaNanI keTalI khumArI paDelI che ane te khUmArIne A jIvana TakAvI rAkhavAnI keTalI tamannA che. pitAnI AjIvikAnI jeTalI taDapa nathI tenA karatAM paNa adhikAdhika pitAnA satane akATaya rAkhavAnI abhilASA hatI. mahArAjA siddharAja jayasiMhanA pitA rAjA karNa devanI paTTarANI mInaladevI rUpa raMge zyAmala zI hatI. tethI karNadeva rAjA saMtuSTa rahete nahi hate. karNadeva rAjA pitAnI paTTarANIne kayAreya bolAvatA nahi hatA. rAjA haMmezAM citita rahetA hatA. anaMga devanI vadhu pramANamAM satAmaNa cAlu hatI. ' rAjAnI samIpe abhinaya sAthe nRtya karanArI rAjanartakI namuMjalA upara rAjavI mahamugdha banele hate. kintu antaranI vyathAnI kathA kaIne kahI zakatA nahi pariNAme zArIrika paristhiti bIlakula kathaLatI gaI, kAmajavara atyaMta pIDavA lAgyuM. maMtrIzvara mahAna buddhizAlI hato. rAjA dina pratidina durbala thato hovAnuM kAraNa samajI gayela hovA chatAM maMtrIe viveka bharyA zabdomAM pUchayuM ke neka nAmadAra mahArAjAdhirAja ! satya kahe. zrImAna dina pratidina kSINa kema thatA jAya che ? maMtrIzvaranA ati Agrahane vaza thaIne rAjAe pitAnA mananI

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115 pIya maMtrIzvaranI pAse vyakta karI hatI. maMtrIzvare acakAtA avAje vinavaNI karI ke rAjanartakI potAne deha sepavA taiyAra thAya e nitAMta zakaya jaNAya che. ata: e vAtane jatI karavI ApaNuM UbhayanA hitAvahamAM che. rAjana e sivAya kAMIpaNa AjJA pharamAve. sevaka harapaLe taiyAra ja che. rAjA atima pharamAna cheDe che. jAva jaldI jAva ane mArA mATe citA taiyAra karAve. tenA vinA huM have eka divasa paNa vItAvI zakuM tema nathI. rAjAnuM chelluM jajamenTa sAMbhaLIne maMtrIzvaranA aMtaramAM bhAre AMcako AvyuM. jANe AbhaluM ja tUTI paDayuM na haya maMtrIzvarane mATe A eka kasoTInI paLa che. jANe bhayaMkara zamasyA saLagI rahI hoya. maMtrIzvara te mahAna muMjhavaNamAM mUkAI gayA. cena na paDe rena na jAya. karavuM kema ! maMtrIzvara buddhizAlI hoya che. game tevI muzkelIonI vaccethI mArgadarzana meLavavuM e buddhimAnenuM kAma che. maMtrIzvara rAtrIe nartakI pAse jaI pahoMce che. rAjA mATe dehanI yAcanA karavAmAM Ave che. tuM mAMge teTaluM ApavA mATe rAjA taiyAra che. basa ATalA azrAvya zabdo karNa gocara thatAMnI sAthe nartakInA aMge aMgamAM Aga lAgI. rage ragamAM zaDa uThI. eTaluM ja nahi kintu dIlanI dIvAla upara bhayaM. kara cIrADa paDI. rAjanartakIe saNasaNato javAba Ape ke maMtrIzvara mArA maDadAne tame game tema karI zake che ke bAkI A namuM jalAne jIvatA dehe Taca karavAnI vAta te kadApi nahija banI zake.

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rAjezvarane kAnamAM kahI deje ke namuMjalA eka rAjanakI che. vezyA ke vArAMgavA nathI. paNa vizvamAM vikhyAti pAmelI eka vIrAMganA che. maMtrIzvaranI kalpanA paNa A pramANe ja hatI ke namuM jalA nartakI taraphathI mane Aja javAba sAMbhaLavA malaze. have maMtrIzvarane mATe cAlu kALa bahuja kaparo hate. kAla khAvA dhAte hate. rAjA karNadevanA kadAgrahane kaNa choDAvI zake ? jIvatA baLI maravAnI taiyArI para AvI caDelA avanipatine koNa samajAvI zake ? maMtrIzvara kAryadakSa hatA. manamAM eka addabhUta palAna taiyAra karIne ja nartakInI najIkamAM jaI pahocelA hatA. maMtrIzvara namuMjAnA nAcagAna samayanAM vastrAlaMkAra laIne mahArANI mInaLadevI pAse jaI pahoMcyA ane nam jalAnA zaNagAra sajIne saMdhyA samaye mahArAjAnI samIpe hAjara thavAnI sUcanA karIne vinA vilaMbe prajApati pAse pahoMcI gayA ane karNadevanA kAnamAM kahyuM ke ghaNI samajAvaTa ane patAvaTanA pariNAme namu jalAe ApanI vAta svIkArI che ane sAthe sAthe e zarato mUkavAmAM AvI che. te e che ke namUMjalA saMdhyA samaye ja praveza leze ane AvatAnI sAthe ja dIvaDAo bujhAvI devA mhaze. mahArAjAe A baMne zaratone saharSa svIkAra karyo hate. karavAmAM AvelAM saMketa anusAra namuMjalanA lebAsamAM mahArANI mInaladevIe praveza karyo. ane maMtrIzvaranI

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sucanA mujaba vilAsI havAnI helImAM mInaladevIe rAjAnI vIMTI sarakArI lIdhI hatI. samaya thatAM A beu pitA potAnA sthAne goThavAI gayAM hatAM. savAra thayuM. vAsanA zAnta thatAMnI sAtheja prajApAlakanA pazcAttApane pAra na rahyo. mArAthI ghara ane bhayaMkara pracaMDa pApa sevAI gayuM. have pachInI mArI prajA mArI badacAlanuM anukaraNa karaze. pratyeka paLe prANa pachaDATa khAI rahyo che. maMtrIzvarane belAvIne sIdhuM ja sanasanATI bhareluM saMbhabAvI dIdhuM ke vinA vila be mArA mATe ati ugra pApanI sajA bhogavavA mATe citA taiyAra karAva. have jagatamAM jIvavAne huM lAyaka nathI. cANakaya buddhine Adarza raju karanAra maMtrIzvara rAjAne hArdika pazcAtApa jANIne rAjAnA hRdayamAM saLagI rahelA pazcAtApanA pAvakane zAna karavA mATe sahI ane satya vAta raju kare che. ane mahArANI mInaLadevInI pAsethI vIMTI paNa sAkSI pUratI hAjara kare che. rAjAne navajIvana malyuM. rAjAnA jIvanamAM apUrva tanya reDAyuM. eTaluM ja nahi. kiDu rAjAnA vadana ane badana upara cAra cAra cAMdanuM teja camakavA lAgyuM. vAha maMtrIzvara tamArI kuzAgra buddhine ane aucityAcaraNane lAkha lAkha vAra dhanyavAda. maMtrIzvaranI athAga buddhi ane jahematanA pariNAme rAjA rANI baMnenAM kAryo siddha thayAM ane teja rAtrIe mahArANa mInaladevI sagarbhA thaI hatI. teja rAjA siddharAja jayasiMha thayA hatA.

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18 (53) banAsakAMThA utara gujarAta duniyAnA sarvottama gaNAtA erIyAo paikI banAsakAThA (u. gu.) erIye AlA dara jajAne mAnI levAmAM tamArI mahattAmAM AMcake nahi ja Ave. kharekhara bharala, bhIlaDIyAja, DhIma, rAmasena, phUvA, metrANA vigere pavitra tIrthadhAmothI banAsakAMThAnI dharatI taratI rahe che. taduparAMta pAlanapura rAdhanapura, DIsA ke junADIsA tharAda vAva tAtara, tharA, dhAnerA, khIpata nenAvA vigere vigere nagarothI banAsakAMThAnI bhUmi bhavya ane samRddha che. uparokta nagare paikI rAdhanapura eka jamAnAmAM dayA ane dAna dari kahevAtuM hatuM. dharmanuM dhAma ane lokenuM kAma paNa ujavala se varSanI aMdaranI banI cUkelI A eka Adarza ghaTanA che. | rAdhanapura jainapurI kahevAtI te jamAnAmAM navAbI zAsana cAlI rahyuM hatuM. rAdhanapuranA virATa taLAvamAM mAchalIo ghaNIja pedA thatI hatI. paraMtu rAdhanapuranI bajAramAthI paNa kaI mAchalAnI vADI prasArita thaI zaktI na hatI. tyAMnA nagarazeTha paNa kaTaTara jaina hatA. dharmanA raMge raMgAyelA hatA. kayAreka eka musalamAna jainenA latAmAMthI mAchalAnI bharelI gADI haMkArI AgaLa doDI rahyo che. tyAM nagarazeThanA kAna para avAja AvatAnI sAthe rema ramamAM jema vyApI gayuM ane gADI ubhI rakhAvavAmAM

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119 AvI. musalamAnane nIce utArI sIdhA ja traNa tamArA rekaDA parakhAvyA. musalamAne mAchalAnI gADI nAmadAra navAba sAhebanA hukamathI prasArita karI hatI. eTale eka rItie musalamAna nhegAra nahi hate. kemake uparathI hukama hatA. tathApi kaMI paNa paravA karyA sivAya A nagarazeThe vinA vila be sIdhA ja traNa tamAcA phaTakArI dIdhA. vicArI le have mAmale bIcakyA vinA rahe khare? eka to navAba sAhebane che. vaTa hUkama ane svayaM jAte musalamAna. bele pachI bAkI zuM rahe? kintu A nAmAMkita nagaramAM vasanArA jainenuM varcasya eTaluM jAmeluM hatuM ke kaIpaNa zakti jenI sAme vijayI nahi nIvaDI zake. jainenuM eTaluM prabhutva patharAyeluM ke keI aMgulI nirdeza na karI zake. rAjamAM ke kAjamAM eTale ja vaTa vyavahAra khIlI uThe ke jene mukAbale kaI karI na zake. eTale ja bhArabhAra mAna maratabe ke jainenuM kaI mAna bhaMga na karI zake. A hatI. rAdhanapura nagaramAM vasanArA jaina baMdhuonI rUparekhA. rAdhanapuramAM e kAyade hatuM ke tyAM virATakAya taLAva AgaLa kaI mAchalI mArI zakatuM nahi. varSothI uparokta mujabanI zistanuM vyavasthita rItie paripAlana cAlatuM AvatuM hatuM. eTaluM ja nahi kintu jenI pAse pUrvathI cAlyA AvatA TharAva pUrAvA rUpe mojuda hatA. te paNa ghaDIbharane mATe navAba garamAgarama thaI jAya che. are paNa

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27 tame loke mArI gADIne rokanAra keNa ? navAba kahe e nahi cAle? zuM tArA bApanuM rAja che? piolIsone hUkama karyo ke jAva A nagarazeThane jelanA saLIyA pAchaLa dhakelI de. pagamAM beDIo paDe che ane kArAvAsanA kedI thavuM paDe che. paraMtu A nagarazeThane niyama hatuM ke dharmanI khAtara eTale ke dayA dAnanI khAtara kadAca prANanI Ahuti ApavI paDe te paNa huM taiyAra chuM. AvA kaDaka niyamanuM pAlana karanAranI sAme nahi yama niyama Ave kharo. kArAvAsamAMja aThThama kare che. saMkhezvara pArzvanAthanuM dhyAna dhare che. pariNAme adhiSThAyaka cheDA para savAra thaIne sAme Ave che ane saMkaTamAMthI muka1 kare che. haMmezAM yAda rAkhe. prabhu che pAMzare jene, zatruthI zuM thAya patharA pheke pApI je, phUla thaIne phelAya? A nAnakaDuM kAvya tamane saMdezo ApatuM jAya che ke agara tamArI pAse puNyanuM paramIzana che, tame saMpUrNa zraddhAvAna che, tamArA zraddhAnA pAyA barAbara majabUta che, te tamArAja duzamana deta banI jAya che. tamArAja zatru svajana banI jAya che. aMgArA uchaLatI AMkhamAM amRta ubharAya che. A badheja pratApa che tamArA paramapriya devagurUnA zubhAzividane, devagurU ane dharmanI maherane. jene devaguru ane dharmanI mahera tene sadAya lIlA lahera. basa A sonerI sUtrane kayAreya paNa nahi vicAratA. koIpaNa kArya karatAM che. pahelAM A sUvane pahelAM ja saMbhALI leze. kema barAbarane?

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(54) AjanA kalikAlamAM kalapa vRkSa samA zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha ne prabhAva acinya che, agamya che, adamya che. e pragaTa prabhAvI pAzvanAthane mahimA mAnava prANI kema varNavI zake? sAkSAta bRhaspati paNa avani para utarI paDe teya he prANapyArA priyatama tamArI pratibhAne na mApI zake. mitu he pra. tArA upara akAya ane atUTa zraddhA ane vizvAsa joIe. hamezAM caDhavAn tamane ja zraddhA phalavatI bane che. rAjasthAnamAM suprasiddha jodhapuranagara nivAsI eka sadagRhastha dhaMdhAkIya gvAlIyaramAM jaI pahoMcyA ane tyAM temane savasa maLI.cheDA ja samayamAM teo InkamaTekasanA ephisara banyA. A bhAImAM rAjasthAnanuM khamIra hatuM. sAthe sAthe saMyama ane zraddhA paryApta hatI. ektA teo potAnA pAMca mitro sAthe kAramAM besIne pharavA nikaLI paDayA. AgaLa jatAM rastAmAM kallA nAmanA lUMTArUo maLyA ane kArane rekI kADhI. rIkavaranI jarIye pAMcane eka bAju para laI javAmAM AvyA. pAMcane pUchavAmAM AvyuM tame loko zuM che, karI rahyA che. kaI kaI jJAtInA che. vagere pUchI rahyA che. te paikI beunI sthiti sAmAnya hatI. teone choDI mUkavAmAM AvyA. bAkI traNa rahyA. te paikI eka juduM ke huM moTara DrAIvara chuM. tene paNa cheDI mUkavAmAM AvyuM. bAkInA be rahyA. eka jaina eka agravAla. A baMnene pakaDIne dura sundara DuMgarAo nA durgama mArgomAM laI jAya che. raste bahuja vikaTa che. ati

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122 asahya hatuM. A tarapha chUTA thayelA traNa mitra paNa zIdhrAti zIdhra polIsa sTezane jaI pahoMcyA. pakaDAyelA be mitronA pheTAo ApI sadhaLI bAtamI ApI. polIsee paNa gya kAryavAhI zarU karI teja mArga tarapha doDa zarU karI paNa kayAMya pate na lAgyuM. chevaTe InAma jAhera karavAmAM AvyuM te paNa saphaLatA na maLI. bhayaMkara saMkaTamAM sapaDAcelA kailAsabhAI eka eka zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthane sAtha. ane sahAre mAgI rahyA che ke prANapyArA prANezvarI tAre bhakta Aje mahA muzkelImAM mUkAI gayela che. tuM tArA bhaktanI khabara nahi le te kema cAlaze? tArA ja bAluDAM A rIte ApaNAM duHkhamAM thaI ne AvA vikaTa paMthamAM cAlI rahyAM che. te tArAthI kema joyuM jAya che. are dIna dayAla dInAnAtha Ava. Ava? jaladI Ava ane e aTUlAM paDelAM tArA bhUlakAM nI saMbhALa laI le. basa A pramANe kailAsabhAI pArzvanAtha svAmInI pratimAnI samIpe besI gayA che ane A pramANe svAmIjInI sAthe saMbhASaNa karI rahyA che. " prANavallabha pArzvanAthe tenI prArthanA sAMbhaLe che.. kharekhara aMtarane avAja jhaDapathI jagadIzvaranI pAse jaI pahoMce che. temAM keI zake nahi. paraMtu aMtarane ArtanAda uThavo joIe. ghaDI be ghaDI pachI paNa antaryAmI bhaktane avAja avazya sAMbhaLe ja sAMbhaLe. DAkuo eka rAtamAM cAlIza mAIla calAve che. kevuM bhayaMkara kaSTa ! jIndagImAM A pirIyaDa pahela pahele ja hate. AvA

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123 kaparA kALamAM kailAsabhAI jIvanachana pArzvanAthanuM dhyAna dharI rahyA che. rastAmAM guMDAo kaMIne kaMI pUchI rahyA che. paraMtu kalAsa lemaMDI jIgarane hate. sIdhuM saMbhabAvI dIdhuM. A TAIme huM mArA paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM chuM. mATe A TAIme tamane javAba nahi ja maLe. A vAkayathI guMDAo prabhAvita thayA. - kailAsane pUrNa vizvAsa che ke huM mArA prANezvaranA prabhAvathI mukta thaI zakIza. savAra thayuM. DAkuoe pUchayuM tamArI mUDI keTalI ? huM InkamaTekasa khAtAmAM sarvisa karuM chuM. tethI mArI pAse kaI khAsa mUDI nathI. paraMtu DAkuone A vAta upara vizvAsa AvyuM nahi. guMDAoe kahyuM tuM tArA bApa upara rU. 25 hajAranI cIThThI lakhI Ape te ame laI AvIe ane pachI tane cheDI mUkIe. kailAsabhAI duniyA bhUlIne mAtra ISTanA dhyAnamAM ja nimagna thayA. pariNAme guMDAo prabhAvita thayA ane A lokone mukta karyo. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu uparathI A lekene rUA. pAMca hajAranuM pAritoSika ApavA mAMDayuM. paraMtu kailAsa bhAie levA mATe inkAra karyo. are ApaNe lehI nItarate paiso amAre na cAle. amArI paNa buddhi bagaDe tamAre mAla tamane ja mubAraka. amane te mAla na pace. AvA kasoTI bharelA kaparA kAlamAM bhAIzrI kailAsa aThama tapanI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. kevala vAMce nahi. sAthe sAthe vicAre, eka rAtamAM 40 mAIlenuM paryaTana. AvA

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114 TAIme ahama tapanI upAsanA karavI e sahaja nathI. ante A lAsabhAI prabhu pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI amApa zraddhAnA kAraNe kaSTamAMthI mukta thayA. A bhAInI atUTa zraddhAnA male DAkue evA prabhAvita thayA ke DAkuo svayaM A lAkone yathAsthAne cheDI javAnI pharaja paDI. dhanya zraddhA dhanya upAsanA. dhanya dhIraja kailAsabhAInA aThThama daramyAna eka bhayayaMkara kuMphADA mArI rahelAM phaNIdhare darzana ApelAM. jANe prabhu pArzvanAtha svAmInA adhiSThAyaka hoya A prasagaraMgathI guDAe vadhu prabhAvita thayA hatA. ane kaMipaNa kamIzana vinA jema bane tema zIghrAti zIghra kailAsabhAine svasthAne mUkavA cAlyA jAya che. vicArI ye zraddhA, sayama ane tapanuM keTalu prAmalya che. tenu A javalaMta deSTAMta che. bIjI tarapha klAsa sama52 gRhAMgaNe nahi AvavAthI hAya vAya nahi karatAM tenI mAtAjIe turata ja AyaMbiaA zarU karyAM hatA. jyAre keTalIka ajJAta mahilAe AMkhe mAMthI AMsue sAre khAvuM pIvAnuM baMdha kare, A raudranI pAchaLa peAtAnI kimatI paLeA vItAve kantu tUpa japa karave na game. e ghaDInuM sAmAyika karIne, svAdhyAya karavA. na game jyAre kailAsabhAinI mAtAjI tapa jyanI pAchaLa kalAka vItAvI rahI che. antimamAM A DAkue kailAsane kahI rahyA che ke tuM amane InkamaTekasanI noMdha bukamAMthI keTalAMka zrIma tenAM nAma Ape te tu' kahete mujaba tane kamIzana -

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maLaze. AnI sAme kailAse sanasanate javAba ApI dIdhuM ke mArA prarvapApedaye vartamAnamAM duHkhI thaI rahyo chuM ane AvA aghora pApanAM piTalAM bAMdhIne javuM kayAM? mANase mANase aMtara kaI hIra ne kaI kaMkara A kahevata yathArtha che. kaI evA puNyazALIonAM haiyAM eTalAM haLavAM hoya che. pUche ja nahi. kaIka sadbhAgya. zALIonAM kALajAM kUmaLAM hoya che. je sAdhAraNa janathI samajI na zakAya. kaMIkanAM sajajanenAM dila yA hoya che ke tame tenI kalpanA na karI zake. keI sthaLe dhaNI dhaNIyANI samayasara bhajana karI rahyAM che. garIba hIna hInane bhAgyeja ghI khAvA male. eka divasa thI kama hatuM te mATe bhANAmAM pahelI roTalI levAmAM AvI hatI temAM ghI lIdhuM nahi hatuM. pachInI relImAM laIzuM ema AzAmAM eka pachI eka roTalI khAdhe jatAM hatAM tevAmAM eka kUtaru AvI caDayuM ane bAjumAM paDelI roTalI memA lIdhI. kaI paNa vastune jhaDapI letAM kutarAne vAra keTalI ? khAvAnuM paDatuM mUkIne A lekee kutarAnuM he pakaDIne paNa jeTalI baDAvI. kema zA mATe? ochI paDatI hatI mATe? nahi nahi amAre AMgaNe AvI caDeluM kutarUM paNa rUkSa roTalI zA mATe khAya ? bhale ame rUkSa roTalI khAI laIzuM. paNa ama AMgaNe AveluM kema khAya. vAMcaka vicAra kara kevI ucca ane udAra mane vRtti! AvI vRttivALA mAnava

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mATe zuM na kare? are sajajane AvA dhaNI dhaNIyANI anyane mATe prANa paNa pAtharI de. vAha dhanya dhanya dhaNI dhaNIyANa, kUtarAnA moMmAMthI mUkAvavAmAM AvelI roTalIne ghI copaDIne teja kUtarAne khavaDAve che. A lekee vicAryuM ke amane lakhuM khAvAthI peTamAM nahi duHkhe ane kadAca dukhaze te tene upAya jAze. paNa A bIcArA anAthanuM zuM ? vAMcaka samajI zake che ke lakhuM khAvAthI peTamAM dukhavA na Ave. te paNa A daMpatI kUtarAne piTamAM dukhavAnI kalpanA karI rahyAM che te teonAM vadhu paDatA komala kALajAnA pratIka rUpe che ema samajIne AgaLa vadhe. . A kUtarAe AjasudhI jyAM tyAM lAkaDI lenAra ja joyA hatA. paraMtu moMmAMthI jeTalI paDAvI punaH dI copaDIne khavaDAvanAra ne sadbhAgye daye Ajeja joyAM haze. kevuM hadaya kevI kuNI lAgaNI keTale karUNarasa nasenasamAMthI nItarI rahyo haze tenI kalpanA svayaM vAMcaka varga karI le. A zvAnane te svarAjya malI gayuM. kutaru tyAM ja rahyuM. kAyamane paga daMDe jamA, kitu kutaruM haMmezAM khAya tenuM gAya, rAta divasa cekI kare. eka roTalAnA TUkaDAmAM saMtoSa mAnIne besanAruM kUtaruM mAlIkane vaphA dAra rahe che. kharekhara kutarA jevuM vaphAdAra prANI bhAgye ja bIjuM hoI zake. nAnakaDA gAmaDAomAM gharanI pAchaLanA bhAgamAM moTA moTA vADAo chUTI jagyAe relA

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hoya che. A bhAInA gharanI pAchaLa vADAmAM eka moTuM jhADa che. A kutarAe te jhADanA mULamAM khAdavA mAMDayuM. gharanA mAlIkane saMketanA bale jhADanI pAse laI jAya che. A bhAIe, tyAM barAbara chedayuM te te turata sonA maherI maLI AvI hatI. A loke bhalA hatA, eTale malI AvelI sonAmahora paikInI keTalIka sonAmahorano satkAryamAM sadvyaya karavAmAM Avyo hato. kara bhalA hogA bhalA nekakA badalA neka he je bhAIne sonAmahore malI hatI teo ghaNAja dilAvara dAnI ane dayAluM hatA. tethI ja te sonAmahoromAMthI vyavahAcita ADezI pADozIonA ghara sudhI premathI pahoMcatI karI hatI. vicAre, tame kyAM ubhelA che ? Aje tamArA gharamAM davA vigere sAmAnya ane jIvana jarUrIyAtanI AITama hoya te paNa keIne jarUra jaNAya te ApI zakIe nahi. uparathI asatya bolavA taiyAra thaIe. ke narenA....amAre ghera te AITema che ja nahi. vicAra kare. kayAM sudhInuM naitika patana che? ApaNA gharamAM cIja bhAva hovA chatAM ghasIne sApha zabdamAM nA kahI besatAM tamane zarama AvavI joIe. jyAre A bhAI senAmahere jevI mUlyAMkana vastuo ADozI pADezIne ati Agraha pUrvaka ApI rahyA che. dayAlune dAtA te pAme sukha zAtA' A sonerI sutrane sadeva samIpe rAkhIne cAle. pachI tamAre uddhAra mAtra eka veMtaja dUra che. pADozI paikI eka mANasa ghaNe ja

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118 IrSyAlu ane kinnAkheTara hatA, tene seAnAmahArA maLelI hAvA chatAM vadhu levAnI AzAe tenu mana vadhune vadhu lAlacita rahetu hatu. irSyA e evI vastu che ke tamArAthI khIjA pAse vadhu hAya ! te sahI zakAtu nathI. A khaDakheAra mANasa manamAM vicArI rahyo che ke mAtra be divasa pUratA A kUtaro ApaNA gharamA lAvIe. te raMga rahI jAya. A khaDakheArane mAluma nathI ke kUtarAnu tA mAtra nimitta che. bAkI e pariNAma te pUNyanA pUtaLAnu' ja che, A IrSyALu mANasa pelA bhalAmANasanI pAse jaI pahAMce che ane mAtra e divasane mATe kUtarAnI mAgaNI kare che. kUtarAnA mAlIka ghaNAja zAnta, sajajana ane zANu hatA. parantu A khaDakhAra mANasanAM kALajAnI kALAzanI kalpanA paNa kayAMthI Ave. 'bhalAmANase kahyuM ke bhale mArA sAdhamika snehI e divasa mATe zvAnane laI jAva. tame paNa e divasa zvAnanuM paripAlana kare.. mAlIkanI AjJA thayethI kUtaruM te bhAInA gRhAMgaNe cAlI nikaLyuM. A bhAi have eja joyA kare che ke kUtaruM kayA jAya che. kayAM khAde che ? teneAja abhyAsa A bhAI karI rahyo che. kayAreka te saheja kheAdhyuM teA nikaLI dhULa ane kAMkarA. pANA ane pattharAeja nikaLyA. basa A aDakhe2nA aMge aMgamAM AganI agIThI uDI. tenA aMtaramAM bhAre AMcakA ANye. gussA khUbaja vadhI gaye, khasa

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'129 je pANAo ane pattharAo nikaLI AvyA teja patyarenA prahArathI tarAnA rAma ramADI ladhA ane tyAM ja DATI devAmAM AvyuM. A risAe te bhala-bhalAnAM kALajAM kaMpAvI mUkaryA. A bejAra kisse sAMbhaLIne bhalA bhAIne pArAvAra kheda thaye. eTaluM ja nahi kinatu A bhAine rAtre svapnamAM AvyuM ke amuka jhADanA kASTanI khAMDaNI banAvaje ane temAM cekhA khAMDaje te cekhAnA dANuo sonAnA thaI jaze. haMmezAM A pramANe thayuM. A bhalAbhAI te samRddha zAlI thaI gayA. pelA baMDakhera ISyalune khabara paDI ke A rItie cekhAnA dANA sonAnA thaI jAya che. pachI A ISya mANasa pelA bhalAbhAInI pAsethI khAMDaNIye laI AvyA. cokhAnA dANA nAMkhIne khAMDavA mAMDayA paNa zuM thAya ? ulaTAM A baMDakheranI AMgaLIo tUTIne khAMDaNIyAmAM paDe ane khaMDAI jAya. A rItie A bhAI sAba hAthe ThaMDA thaI gayA. * jevI kare che karaNI " tevI turata phale che badale bhalA bUrAne ahiMne ahiM male che. (56) AhIramAthI javAhara banAvanAra karmanI lIlAI arekhara karmanI ruparekhAnuM Alekhana karavuM e nitAMta kaThIna che. karmanI rekhAnuM Alekhana ke Avedana ubhaya kaDaka che, kora che, kaparuM che. tathApi ApaNe ApaNI sahaja buddhi balanA sahAre vicArIe te samajI zakAze ke

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130. karmanI gati gahana che. kavi kAlIdAsa eka jamAnAmAM jaMgalI bharavADa hate. kintu purekha ajaba-gajabanI hatI. pariNAme rAjA vikramanA jAmAtA banavAnuM saubhAgya sAMpaDaze. tenuM prArabdha ane purUSArtha mahAkavi tarIkenI pRthvIpIThapara prasiddhi karAvaze. vikramane priyaMgumaMjarI rAjaputrI hatI. sAthe sAthe maiyA sarasvatInI mahera pAmI cUkI hatI. vedagarbha nAmanA prakAMDa paMDita pAse te zikSaNa laI rahI hatI. . thoDA ja samayamAM te zAstra vizAradA banI gaI hatI. ATalI mahAna viduSI banavA chatAM te udaMDa na hatI. balake vinayAdi guNagaNA laMkRtA hatI. kayAreka vasaMtaRtunA raLiyAmaNuM ane raDhiyAmaLA divasamAM rAjamahelamAM AnaMda vibhora banI svargIya AnaMda lUTatI kayAreka kyAreka AnaMda bhuvananI aTArImAM AMTA pherA karyA karatI hatI. bahAra DokIyuM kare che. tevAmAM ja eka paMDita pravara zrI tyAM AvI pahoMce che. rAjamahelamAM taLe rahelA suMdara eka vRkSanI zItala chAyAmAM vizrAma levA mATe theDI vAra thaMbhI jaya che. paMDitajI rAjamahelamAM phalothI lacI paDelA sahakAra sAme AzAbharI AMkhe joI rahyA che. rAjakumArI A badhuM dazya keDa bharelA kALaje joI rahI che. A rAjakuMvarI rasathI ubharAI jatAM AmraphalanI sAme dhyAna khIMcAvatI ekAeka belI uThe che ke bele paMDitajI ThaMDA ane mIThAM phala khAvA che ke garama? paMDitajI

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131 zakyA teNInA tryaMga ane bhUbhaMgane turata samajI ane olyA Aja uSNu phUla Apa. rAjakuvArI khAlI paDitajI vasrane cheDe pakaDA. pa"DitajIe khAme dharyAM. peAtAnI cAlAkInuM digadarzana karAvavA mATe rAjakuvarIe pakava Asrave temanA kheALAmAM nahi. nAkhavAne badale dhULavALI bhUmipara phekayA. paMDitajI haLavA hAthe te phalane laine phUMka mArI mArIne phalane lAgelI dhULa dUra kare che. A joine punaH rAjakumArI khelI rahI che ke are patijI A phUle zu' garama che ke zuM vAraMvAra phUMka mArI rahyA che ? rAjaputrInA AvA mazkarI bharelAM vacana sAMbhaLIne vedaga zAstrI gussAmAM AvIne ekAeka khamaDI uThayA. rAjaputrI ! tuM kharekhara duHkhI thaiza ane vadhumAM tane bharavADa pati malajo. zAstrI veganAM vIrU veNu sAMbha bIne teja vakhate rAjaputrI cAMkIne eTalI uThI ke sava vidyA vizArada patine ja paraNIza. kri mArI A pratijJA pUrNa nahi thaze te 'te agninuM ja zaraNa svIkArIza. samaya jhaDapathI vItI rahyo che. rAjA rAjaputrI mATe varanI zeSakhALa karI rahyA che. parantu yeAgya vara zeAdhyAya malatA nathI. aMtaramAM bhAre haLavA AMcakA AvyA kare vAta paMDitajI prajApAlane cintAnuM kAraNa nAmadAra mahArAjA ATalI gaMbhIra cintA tethI rAjAnA che. prasa Mga pUche che. are zA mATe ?

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132 rAjA cintAnuM mukhya kAraNa darzAvI rahyA che. A badhAenI miTIMga male che. te paikI maMtrI namrabhAve nivedana karI rahyA che ke Apa rAjAdhirAja cintA nahi kare. thoDAja samayamAM egya vara zodhI kADhIza. Apa nizcitta rahe. eka tarapha paMDitajI paNa rAjAne zAMtavana ApI varanI zodhamAM nikaLI paDayA che. paMDitaja paryaTana karatAM karatAM eka jaMgalamAM jaI caDhayA. ekAeka paMDitajIne tRSA lAgI tevAmAM eka pazupAlaka malI AvyuM. paMDitajIe pANI mAgyuM. bharavADe vaLate javAba Ape, ahiM pANI nathI. paratu karacaMDI karIne dugdha prAna kare. A paMDitajI te karacaMDI zabda sAMbhaLatAMja stabdha thaI gayA. saMskRta zabdakoSa zabdAnuzAsana vicArI gayA. paraMtu kayAMya karacaMDI zabda nahi ma. pachI jema tema be hAthe bhegA karIne lalATa tarapha laI jAya che. tyAre A jaMgalI bharavADa kahe che. are mukha karacaMDI tane AvaDatI nathI, zuM ? te vakhate A jaMgalI govAlIyAe tene karacaMDI karAvIne dudhapAna karAvarAvyuM. dhanya vAlIyA tArI AtmIyatAne jaMgalamAM rakhaDapaTI karanArAomAM paNa keTale AtmIyabhAva che? je sAkSara vargamAM jovA na male.. ApaNe tyAM dudhapAnanI vAta eka bAju para rahI. paratu pANI pIvaDAvavA pUratI paNa ApaNI tayArI nathI. "Ave che ne pachI pANI traNe vastu matanI ANuM.

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133 eka ATale zabda prayoga karavAnI udAratA paNu tame dAkhavI zaktA nathI. pachInA pirIyaDanI vAta te dUra rahI. bhajanamAM kAga kavi peAtAnA sadezeA ApI rahyA che ke tArAM AMgaNIyAM pUchIne je koI Ave re, AvakArImIThe Apaje re, tAre kAne re kAi soMkaTa sabhaLAya re ane teA thADu kApaje re' keTalA zubha samAcAra che. ahi dugdhapAna karanArA paMDitajI vicArI rahyA che, ke ApaNI rAjaputrI mATe A vara ceAgya che, ema mAnIne tene gRhAMgaNe mAMdhavAmAM Ave che. pachIthI snAna sapATAbhAjana Adi karAvIne cha mAsa sudhI tene zikSaNa Ape che. cha mahinA jeTalA lAMbA gALAmAM mAtra svasti' eTalI AziSaja te gAvAlIyAne zIkhavavamAM AvI hatI.. Akhare paMDitajI A navala ratnane snAna bhAjana vigere karAvIne zubha divase 'svasti' evI zubhAziSa kayAre konI pAse uccAravI vigerenu sarpUNa bhAna zAna zuddhi karAvIne rAjasabhAmAM laI AvyA. barAbara vyavasthita rItie zIkhavADavAmAM Avyu hatu. tathApi maMgala AzirvAda ApatI vakhate svastine badale mUDhatAnA kAraNe gevAlIyA 'uzaSTa', ema AlI uThayA. A kAI avanavA ja zabda prayAga 'sAMzaLIne rAta ekAeka cAMkI uMce. tevAmAM mukhya, paMDitajI samajI gayA ke AjanI ghaDIe havAmAna garamA garama che. mukhya upara ekAeka zAka chavAI gayeaA jaNAya che. t

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134 * havAmAnamAM palaTA kaI rItie lAvavA te paDita prANajaneA samajatA haiAya che. eTale turata ja vinAvila be patijIe pAtAnuM vaktavya raju karyuM. mahArAjA Apa zrImAnane mArI namra vinaMti che ke amArA eka navA. sAhityAcApa'DitajI padhAryAM che. teoe pAtAnI AgavI bhASAmAM Amane suMdara zubhAzirvAda pAThajyeA che. umayA sahito rUdraH rakSa tu tava rAjendra zakaraH zUlapANi g / TaNatkArakara yaza: // tapazcAt rAnta paMDitajIne pUchI rahyA che ke A navA paDijIne kema lai, AvyA che ? javAbamAM paDitajI kahe che ke rAjana jue sAMbhaLe. meM svayaM sarasva tIjI mAtAnI upAsanA karIne ja rAjaputrIne mATe ja A alaukika patine prApta karyAM che, A sAMbhaLIne rojA rAjInA reDa thaI gayA. ane A navA prApta karelA paRsitajInI sAthe seAtsava rAjaputrIne paraNAve che. vadhumAM vedagaNa zAstrI A navA paDitajIne khAnagImAM samAvI rahyA 'che ke 'huM gepAla tamAre mana ja rahevuM. salAmatI bhareluM che. eTale navA zAsrI sabhASagu karavAnuM adha kareluM che. kintu tenI sAthe nava pariNItA rAjaputrI tenI paMDitAInuM pANI mApavA mATe ati utsuka che. parantu paDitajIe mauna vrata lIdhela eTale khelI zakAya nahi. janatAmAM te navA paMDitajInI vAha vAha khelAvA lAgI. dAMbhika maunanI paNa ATalI asara che. te pachI vAstavika '' # **

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135 maunanI keTalI asara AlamamAM prasare te svaya vAcaka samajI zakaze. janatAmAM te navA paDitajInI ghera ghera gherI asara phelAvA lAgI, para Mtu priya guma jarI satuSTa nathI. mATe ja rAjaputrI abhinava hastalikhita zAstra lAvIne peAtAnA pariNita priyatama patine saMzodhana karavA ApyuM hatuM. A bhAI sAkha te khIlakula nirakSara heAvAthI nakha mAraphata mAtrA binduo dura karyA pachIthI teA pustaka rAjaputrInA hastatalamAM Ave che. hastatalamAM AvelA pustakanI AvI avadazA joine niNa ya le che ke A paDita nathI zAsrI nathI siddhAMtavAdI nathI natu geAvAlIyeA che. vadhu coka sAI karavA mATe citrazAlAnI bhIMtamAM bhesA cItarAvI. tyAra pachIthI te ekAMtamAM UbhI rahIne cokasAI kare che ke vAstavika A pAtra koNa che! tevAmAMja A alaikika paMDitajI (geApAla) tyAM AvI caDhayA ane citrazAlAnI divAla upara AlekhAyelI bhesAne joine A geAvAlIye kIyuDIyuM evA avyakata avAja karavA lAgyA. A badhAja bheda jANIne rAjakumArikA, kheda pAme che. A tamAma ama naska jevI paristhitinu pANI mApIne AgAvAlIyA mahAkAlInI upAsanA kare che mahAkAlInA caraNeAmAM ALoTe che. aMte mahAkAlInu' varadAna meLave che. tyArathI kAlIdAsa evu nAma jAhera thAya che. Aje jagatamAM evI kahevata rahI gaI ke "cittu zAlivAsaH prathamauDasti" kAlidAsa eka samaya sAhityakAra hatAM. *

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136 te , (57) 'gara mariya moDapi karate haMmezAM nAnA. meTA sArA ke khoTA keIpaNa kAryanI pAchaLa kaMIne kaMI uddeza dhayeya ke muddo rahete ja hoya che. te vinA mUkha gamAra ke gAMDo mANasa paNa pravRtti tarapha pagalAM bharate nathI ja. tame zA mATe jIvI rahyA che? zuM saMprApta karavA jahemata uThAvI rahyA cho? kaI siddhi meLavavA mATe deDA deDa karI rahyA che? AjasudhI karavAmAM AvelI devAdeDanA pariNAme zuM meLavyuM. kevuM meLavyuM? ane keTaluM meLavyuM vigerene kaMI saravALe karyo che kharo? moTe bhAge tamAruM jIvana mAtra bhautika sukhane bhAga levA mATe jaMga khelatuM hoya che. kintu tame tamArA aMtarapaTa upara lakhI rAkhaje ke bhautika sukhene bhega tame nathI letA kinta teja bhautika sukhe tamAre ja bega laI rahyAM hoya che. A vAta te kyAreya paNa bhUlAvI na joIe, temAM ja tamArI mahattA ane mAnavatA mahekI. rahI hoya che. saddabhAgyazAlI hAsya ane lAsyathI bharelAM, bhautika sukhenI saMprApti mATe tamane jeTalI taDapa tamannA ane telasa che. kintu e vidhvaMsa ane vinezvara vilAsI. sukhe AvatI kAle varSARtunI vAdaLI mAphaka vIkharAI jaze tenuM zuM? Aje hAthamAM che. paNa kAleja tamAro sAtha choDI deze tene vicAra sarakhAya tamane kema Avate nathI. teja sukhanI sabata karavA mATe tame tamArI tamAma

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* * * tAkAta kharacI rahyA he che. paNa tenA lAkhamAM bhAganI tAkAta Atmika ane AdhyAtmika sukhanA sahavAsa mATe kharcavA tame taiyAra nathI. te pachI pAmaramAMthI parama kema thaI zakaze. naramAMthI nArAyaNa kema banI zakaze ane janamAMthI janArdana kema thaI zakaze.ataH vicAra ane jIvananA vahetA vaheNamAM kaMIka sudhAre karavAnA zrI gaNeza zaru kare. jIvana virAma pAmaze te pahelAM virAganI koI puNya paLa prApta kare. bhega, vaibhava ane vilAse eja e mAnava jIvananI antima siddhi heta te jagatanA takhtApara kehInUra kIriTe rajhaLatA na paDyA hata. dhana ane delata eja agara mAnava prANInI uccatara saMpatti manAtI hatI te eka jaDavat jara (lakSamI) caraNenI dAsI banI gaI hatI. ataH mAnava jIvananI asima ke carama siddhi ke samRddhi, keI anekhI ja che. ane te meLavavA mATe dunyavI bhegene tyAgI alaukika AlamanA azvaryane apanAvavuM paDe ja paDe. jarA AgaLa vadhe. ApaNA kaSi munionA saMdezAne eka vakhata paNa avazya vAMco. lAkha corAzI ke lakaDuM mAthe mAgI lIdhuM re peTanA arthe pApa karatAM pAchuM pharI navuM joyuM re AtmA che nice nIrA uDI jatAM nava lAge vAra. ene khapatuM nathI kahyuM ce lakSamI ke vaibhavane bhAra tamArI mAtRbhASAmAM uparanuM kAvya ke suMdara saMdezo ApatuM jAya che.

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138 58) agara prajApAlaka thaIne prajAne paramAnaMda nahi sahI zake te pRthvI pAtAlamAM pravezI jaze. rAjA banIne raiyatanI rati nahi joI zake. te ubhayanI AbAdI asta thatAM samaya nahi lAge. mahIpati yA mAlIka kahevaDAvIne mahImAM mahAlatAM bAluDAMnI majA nirakhIne nayanamAM neha na ubharAya te. e narapati kema kahevAze? pitA thaIne pitAnA putranI puSTinuM piSaNa karavAne badale zeSaNa karavAnI phaTa nItimAnaja kahevAyane ? gurupade birAjamAna thaIne svaziSyanI saMpadAne sahana na karI zake e guru gauravane lAyaka ne gaNI zakAya! keIpaNa eka nagaramAM rAmanA sadbhAgyane sUrya sadA ugate ja rahetA hatA. jyAM sudhI pUNyanuM paramIzana hAthamAM hoya tyAM sudhI sadabhAgyane sUrya sadA ugate ja rahe e svAbhAvika che. A zahenazAhane suMdarI, samRddhi, sattA, sAhayabI ane senAne AvarI letuM A nagara suzobhita hatuM. prajA prabhAvazALI ane paramAnaMdI hatI. eTaluM ja nahi kitu A dharatI para kAcuM sonuM pakatuM hatuM. A bhUpatino bhaMDAra bharapUra hate. kayAreka rAjA pitAnA rasAlA sAthe zikAre nikaLI paDatuM hatuM. gheDe dabaDAvatAM rAjA sAlAthI sura nikaLI paDe. ghara ane bhayaMkara aTavImAM ekAeka bhUla paDe. Ama tema AthaDate avanipatinA aMtaramAMthI ArtanAdane

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130 avAja AvI rahyo che, paraMtu sAMbhaLanArA ghaNAja dUra rahI gayA che. cheka hatAza ane parezAna thaIne pRthvI para paTakAya che. chevaTe tenA jIvanamAM navA prANa pUrAya che ane haiyAmAM hiMmata rAkhIne ghoDAne dakSiNa dizA tarapha dekhAvate jAya che. saMdhyA samaye eka nAnakaDA gAmaDA pAse jaI pahoMcyA. tyAM be pAMca jaNA ubhelA joyA rAjAe pUchatAcha karI te gAmaDuM potAnI sattAmAM raheluM nIkaLyuM gAmaDuM nAnakaDuM hovA chatAM tyAM eka samRddhazAlI, vyApAra vasatA hatA. rAjAe pitAne paricaya Apeleke apanAM gAmanA mAlIkane joIne ghaNAMja harSa pAmyAloke ekadama AnaMdamAM AvI gayA ke ApaNA gAmane dha ahi kayAMthI AvI caDe ApaNuM ane ApaNA gAmanuM ahebhAgya samaje ke ApaNo rAjA ApaNA AMgaNe AvI caDe. kharekhara Aje te senAne sUrya ugye mAnI zakAya. ApaNu gAmanI bhAgya rekhAmAM amRta coghaDIyu cAlI rahyuM haze. te sivAya A saubhAgyavaMte subhaga saMga sAMpaDe ja kayAMthI? AnaMdamAM uchaLatA loko gAmamAM pUchAtA A samRddhazAlI zeThane AMgaNe laI gayA. thoDI vAramAM te gAmanI samasta janatA tyAM jamA thaI gaI hatI. zramita thaelA rAjAne garama pANIthI snAna vigere karAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM pachI sajAne gya bhejananI sAmagrI taiyAra thavA lAgI. kharekhara cAMdInA bajeThA ane senAnI thALIe goThavAI gaI. pachI vidhavidha vaiza TIonuM pUchavuM ja zuM? rAjA khubaja AsaktinI sAthe

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140 jamI rahyo che. bhajana laI rahayA pachIthI ArAmane mATe makhamalathI paNa mulAyama suMvALI zaiyA para paDe che. zramita thaI gayela hovA chatAM rAjAne jarAya paNa nIMda AvatI nathI enA dilamAM zreSane dAvAnala saLagI rahyo che. IrSanI agni bhabhUkI rahI che. aMtaramAM asUyAne udadhI uchaLI rahyo che. pachI ArAma harAma ja thAya ne? enA manamAM meMkANa maMDANI hatI ke are mArA ja gAmaDAmAM rahenAre eka vyApArI ATale sukhI sAhyabI ane saMpati vAla ! are A mArAthI kema joyuM jAya?mArI AMkhamAM kemeya na samAya. are huM samrATa zahenazAha sattAdhIza ane mArI nIce mArI tahenAtamAM rahenAre eka sAmAnya mAnava ATale vipula vaibhavazAlI na hoI zake ! cAle huM tenI khabara laI laUM chuM. rAjA vahelI savAre cAlI nIkaLe. rAjagaDhamAM jaI pahoMcyo. tatpazcAta rAjAe zIdhrAtizIgha. pradhAnAmAtyane vigere karmacArIone bolAvyA ane pitAnA pravAsanI saghaLIya svAnubhUti kahI saMbhaLAvI ane sAthe sAthe maMtrIzvarane kahyuM ke A zeTha ATale samRddha kema ? A vyApAra ApaNe ja hastagata karI laIe ke kema? pradhAna paNa kAkaludI karavAvALe hate. eTale sahamata thaI gaye. bIjA paNa karmacArIe hA jI hA jevA hatA bIjAe paNa maNake mUkoApa dhaNI che, mAlIka che rAjezvara che A5 manamAM je dhAre te karI zako che

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141 basa vyApArI taMtranI lagAma rAjayanA hAthamAMja hevI joIe. jethI rAjya : prajAne ubharAteja, rahe. gAmanA nagarazeTha paNa beThelA hatA. cAlI rahelI vATAghATa mATe teone vizeSa hatA. prasaMgavazAta teoe paNuM cokhA mUkayA ke vyApArI taMtranI cAvI rAjyanA hAthamAM Avete rAjabhaMDAra jarUra bharapUra thAya. paraMtu sAthe sAthe prajAjane bhIDa bhogavavI paDe ja paDe. sAmAnyatayA kahevata paNa che ke jene rAjA vepArI tyAMnI prajA bhikhArI" A kahevata bIlakula sAcI che. rAja vepAranuM sukAna saMbhALI leze te prajA kayAM jaze? zuM karaze? ApaNe kevala ApaNe ja svArtha sAdhatA pharIzuM te janatAnA peTanuM zuM? tenA parivAranuM zuM ! A aMge eka pachI eka prazna sadAne mATe saLagate ja raheze. A tamAma vAtanuM hArda rAjAthI samajI zakAtuM nathI. uparathI rAjA pitAnuM vaktavya raju kare che ke rAjyanI samRddhi che teja prajAnI samRddhimAnI zakAya. rAjAnA A vaktavyanI sAme eka bhAI zrI jaDabAtaDa javAba Ape che. AjanA Apa zrImAna ema mAnI beThelA che ke rAjAnI samRddhi e prajAnI che. kintu tenA badale emaja mAnI lo ke haMmezAM prajAnI kamI che te rAjAnI ja che. arthAta praja sukhI che te rAjA paNa sukhI ja hoi zake che. prajAnA sukhe sukhI ane prajAnA duHkhe duHkhI rahetuM hoya teja vAstavika rAjA mAnI zakAya. A tarapha rAjAnA adeya

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142 anusAra pradhAnee malIne ejanA ghaDI kADhI ane te rAjAnI samakSa raju karavAmAM AvI. rAjA vAMcIne saMtuSTa thaye ane samasta nagaramAM AjJAnuM paripAlana paNa thavA lAgyuM. jIvana jarUrIyAtanI mukhya mukhya AITema mArI prajAne malI zaktI nathI ane naphAkhora vepArIo mana mAnyA bhAva laIne garIba-janene lUMTI rahyA che. A mATe mukhya mukhya AITemanA vyApAranuM saMcAlana have pachI rAjyanA hAthamAM raheze. basa A mujaba AjJAne amala zarU thaI gaye. A tarapha vepArIo parezAna ne parAsta thaI gayA. sAdhAraNa jajemAM paNa, asaMtoSa vadhavA mAMDaze. lAMca rUzvata lIdhA vinA rajA cIkI ApatA nahi hatA. A rItie andhAdhUdhImA sAta varSo vItI gayAM. dhaMdhA jigArane vyavahAra tadana kheravAI gayo hate. rAjakIya nokarI paNa bephAmapaNe vartavA lAgyA. lokoe ghaNI ghaNI phariyAda karI. kintu sAMbhaLe ja che koNa? chevaTe lekee eka samayajJa kavIzvarane vAta karIne rAjA pAse A. kavivara namaskAra karIne namra nivedananA rUpamAM melavAmAM eka kavitA saMbhaLAvI rahyA che. - anna vastrane Azare - Aja ane behAla - kare rAjya vyapAra tyAM prajA mane kaMgAla - A eka nAnakaDA kA rAjAnA aMtaramAM uMDI asara upajAvI hatI, tyArathI rAjAe pitAnI dizA palaTAvI hatI. pariNAme prajA pUrvavata pramAda karavA lAgI. :

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: 143 A (58) svArthane siddha karavA khAtara mAnava zuM nathI karate eja prazna che. janama janamathI kevala bhaMgAra jevAM bhautika padArthonA saMrakSaNa mATe dharmanI sAdhanA karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che paraMtuM dharmane dharmarUpe samajIne ArAdhanA karanAra AlamamAM bhAgyeja malaze.atmAnI AbAdIartha upAsanA karanArA IsAno avanimAM ochA malaze. kharekhara ApaNI A tmika pharaja zuM che te tamAre samajavuM jarUrI che. te vinA AtmazreyanA sUryane udaya kayAMthI hoya ? kaI eka rAjA zuravIra sAthe eTale ja zraddhALu hatuM. saddabhAgyeAdaye parama tyAgI virAgI gurUjI malI AvyA. eka divasa gurUjIe cAra cAra dhAmanI yAtrArtha upaDI javAno aMtarabhAva abhi vyakta karyA tyAre rAjA gurUjIne vinavI rahyo che ke Apa zrI bahAra yAtrArthe padhAraze te mane satsamAgama keLu Apaze? satsaMga e te mArA jIvanane prANa che. gurUdeva pitAnI mIDI ane madhurI vANImAM samajAvI rahyA che ke rAjana ame te sAdhu purUSa rahyA. eka ja sthAne avirata AvAsa amArA mATe anucita che. ataH amAre javuM joIe. gurUjInI dalIla AgaLa rAjA vadhu belI zake nahi. have chellI vinavaNI kare che. Apa mArA cagya AjJA pharamAvatA jAva jethI huM satkArya karatA rahe ane ApaNuM nitya samaraNa rahe. gurUjIe kahyuM rAjana tArA rAjakoSamAM keIpaNa bhaktajanene pese nahi Avo joIe. eTaleke

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je bhaktajana heya tene tAre karaverathI mukta karavuM jarUrI che. rAjAe gurUjAnI vAtane saharSa vadhAvI lIdhI sAthe sAthe gurUjInA caraNomAM DhaLI paDe. gurUjIe khUba khUba zubhAzivAda pAThavyAM. vahelI savAre gurUdeva yAtrArtha upaDI gayA. tatpazcAta rAjAe apanA gAmamAM DhaMDhero pITAvyuM. have pachIthI mArA rAjayamAM keIpaNa bhakatajanane karavere yA Tekasa levAmAM nahi Ave A rAjAnA rAjayamAM eka ja bhaktajana hate kAyadesara tene karave mukta karavAmAM Ave sAthe sAthe gAmanI lagabhaga janatA bhakta tarIkenI otha nIce karaverAmAMthI mukta thavA taiyAra thaI gaI. TIlA TapakAM ane maMtramAlAone pracAra jorazorathI vadhavA lAgyo dinama tidina dvAre dvAre bhakatajane ubharavA lAgyA ane rAjAe pITAvelA herone geralAbha levA lAgyA keIpaNa jAtanI chUTachATane geralAbha levA mATenuM mArgadarzana AjanI janatAne zIkhavavuM paDe tema nathI. janatA rAjAnA karaverA mAMthI chUTakavA ekAda varSa daramyAna samasta janatA bhakta banI gayA rAjayanA saMcAlanamAM AMcake AvavA lAge. rAjakeSamAM Inkama sadaMtara baMdha thaI gaI. eka rItie Avaka vagara moTAM moTAM saravare paNa sUkAi jAya te svAbhAvika che. be varSamAM te rAjakaSa taLIyA jhATaka thaI gaye tepaNu gurUjInI AjJAnuM ullaMdhana kema thaI zake. rAjayanA saMcAlana mATe rAjA jhaverAta vecavA mAMDyuM te paNa pahoMcI vaLAtuM nathI . .

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145 aMte devAdAranA bejA nIce AvavAnA samaya AvI .. paheAMcyA A aDhI varSanA samaya daramyAna rAjA muzkelI. AmAM mUkAi gaye.. muzkelIonI pAchaLa huMmezAM muMjha vaNu DAkIyu' ja karatI rahe che. A tarapha aDhI varSanA a Mte gurUdeva cAra cAra dhAmanI yAtrA karIne punaH padmA paNa karI rahyA che. prajA pramudrita che. raiyata rAjI che. lebhAgu lekeAnA AnaMdanuM pUchavuM ja zuM ? prabhAvita thayeleA prajApAlaka sapUrNa zraddhA sAthe satanA zrIcaraUAmAM namI paDaye hateA. rAjAnu zuSka vadana ane adana joine, mahAtmAe pUchyuM. rAjana ! tArI A jAtanI avadazA kema ! javAkhamAM jaNAvyuM ke rAjyamAM bhakta vaga vadhI gayelA hovAthI, rAjakoSanI Avaka sadaMtara baMdha thatI gaI. pariNAme A durdazA thavA pAmI che. ele gurujI ! have zuM karavuM? rAjana ! tuM cintA na karIza.huMmezAM dareka kAryAMnI pAchaLa cANAkya buddhine upayAga karavA joie. e tuM samaje che? jo tyAre AjathI tane pATha zIkhavavAmAM Ave che te marAbara zIkhI le, bahu mIThA na thavuM tema bahu kaDavA paNa nahi banavuM. kema ke bahu mIThA banavAthI leAkeA ApaNane khAI jAya. ane vadhu paDatA kaDavA banavAthI janatA thUkI de. A pAThe pratikrina yAda karatA raheje. khasa AjathI tuM cintA cheADI de. badhuja sArU' thaze. pUrvavata paristhiti patharAi jaze. 10

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146 je sAMbhaLa ! AvatI kAlathIja rAja sabhAmAM bhakta vargane ekatrita kare, pachI zuM karavAhI karavI te pachIthI kahIza. rAjAe vinA vilaMbe DhaDhero pITAvyuM. kaMIka malavAnI AzAe samasta janatA, TIlA TapakAM ane hAthamAM mAlAo laIne rAja sabhAmAM AvavA lAgI. jota jotAmAM rAja sabhA bharAI gaI. have gurUjIe rAjAne zIkhavyuM tuM tArI prajAnI sAme jaIne paDakAra kara ke mArA mATe bhakta telanI ati AvazyaktA che. mATe AvatI kAle tamAma bhakta janene ghAmAM ghAlIne pilavAmAM Avaze mATe dareka bhaktajane taiyAra rahevuM joIze. basa A sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe sabhAmAM sanasanATI phelAI gaI. lokonA aMtaramAM AMcake AvavA lAge. corI chUpIthI TIlAM TapakAM bhUMsAvA lAgyAM. mAlAo jyAM tyAM chupAvA lAgI. taraphathI avAja AvavA lAge. ame bhakta nathI. ame bhakta nathI. vigere zabdonA pikAre thavA lAgyA. ame te mAtra karaverAmAMthI mukta thavA mATe ja bhakta tarIke dekhAva karI rahyA hatA. aMte eka pachI eka leTo vIkharAvA lAgyA. Akhare eka asalI bhaktajana besI rahyo hatuM. tene pUchavAmAM AvyuM. bhAI! badhAM ja gayA ane tuM kema besI rahyo che? javAbamAM pitAnAM aMtaranI divya bhAvanAnI rajuAta kare che. mahArAjAdhirAja ! mane jaNAvatAM ati AnaMda thAya che ke agara A mArI kAyA keInAya upakAra mATe kAma lAgI jAya. te huM dhAmAM pIlAvA taiyAra chuM. eka divasa A kAyA agana bhaDake baLI jaze.

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147. rUSi munie paNa saMdeza ApatA AvyA che ke yamarAja tArA mastake pharakAvaze dhoLI dhajA dAMta toDI nAkhavAnI te pachI karaze sajA 1 mATI bhegI mATI malaze pANI bheguM pANI kAcI kAyA tArI kAma na Ave aMte thAze dhULadhANI kaMcana varaNI kAyA tArI pIpala varaNI pAnI mUA pachI tene saLagAvI deze uMDI jAze tArI vAnI 0 0 0 0 0 0 A vAtamAMthI eja tAravI zakAya che ke asalI te asalIja rahe che ane nakalI te nakalI ja rahevA mAgata hoya che. chappana IcanA DagalA vALa sapheda Thagabhakate savArthanI sobata vadhu karatA hoya che. jyAre asalI bhakto paropakAra parAyaNa heAya che. eTaluM ja nahi paratu parepakAranA nAme prANa paTakatA hoya che. pUrvavata prajA. pAlakanI rAjya vyavasthA cAlavA lAgI. sAthe sAthe zrImAna saMtanA agaNita AzirvAdane AbhArI banya. (59) eka daridra nArAyaNa brAhmaNanA gharamAM hAMDalAM kustI kare che. chayAM chekarAnA piTamAM eravA pUratuM nathI. tyAM pachI Atithya satkAranI vAta kevI? are kUtaruM paNa

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148 bhAgyeja TUMkaDe pAme. AvI durdazAmAM DUbelA devane bhAmAM bhramatakAra ane raNakAra karI rahI che. are tame ahiMthI To yA maro paraMtu ahiMthI dUra khasI jAo bahAra, ane bhIkha mAge. A bicAre dIna hIna brAhmaNa abalAne Akarda bharele Akroza sahI nahi zakavAthI ekAeka aTUlo bahAra nIkaLI paDe. zrImAna zeThIyAenI gulAmI karI. aneka jananI khuzAmata karI kaMIkanI sAme dInatA dAkhavI. paraMtu pariNAme kaMIja nahi. kemake puNya vinA saghaLuM zUnya" chevaTe A brAhmaNa hatAzAyI heye dadaLatA dile pitAnA gAma bhaNI javA upaDa. bhISaNa araNyanI vATe jaI rahyo che. rastAmAM eka Azrama jovAmAM AvyuM. ' eka siddha yogInA darzana malyAM gIzvaranA darzana mAtrathI A brAhmaNa prabhAvita thaye sAthe sAthe A saMtanI sevA karavAnA keDa jAgyA. tyAM rahIne sevAnA mevA meLavavA lAgyo. sevA yajJamAM acala upAsanA karanAra A brAhmaNane nirakhIne gIzvara tuSTamAna thayA. bhaktajananA duHkha dardane daphanAvavA tarapha gInI daSTi gaI. A gIzvare bhaktajananA hAthamAM dakSiNAvartI zaMkha mUko ane sucanA karI ke A zaMkhanI tuM sadaiva sevA karaje. tane haMmezAM eka suvarNa muddA arpaNa karaze. A brAhmaNa zaMkha laIne cAlyA. potAnA gAma tarapha cAlyA jAya che. svagrAma sudUra che. daramyAna rastAmAM AvatA eka nAnakaDA gAmamAM

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149 zivAlaya hatuM. lAgye pazcAta eka vyApArInI dukAna AvI. pAse ja tyAM jaIne zakhanuM sAdara pUjana karavA pUjAnA phUla svarUpe zaMkhanI pAse eka suvarNa mudrAnI mAgaNI karI hatI. turataja vinA vilaMbe tenA hAthamAM suvarNa muddA AvI cUkI hatI. pa A nirAdhAra brAhmaNanA aMtare amApa Ana hatA. sAmenA vyApArI A dRzya joine TvigamUDha banI gayA. teja TAIme A vepArIe manamAM ja niNya lIdhA ke koIpaNa bhAge A zakha svAyatta karavA ja joie. jyAre A brAhmaNa jyAM AgaLa javA taiyAra thayA tyAre A vyApArI AvI caDayA ane A brAhmaNane kAlAvAlA karavA lAgyA. are A! mArA mAMgherA mAnavatA mahemAna ! Ama bhUkhe peTe kayA cAlyA ? cAleA cAle ApaNe ghera. bhUdevanA amArI bhUmipara paneAtA pagalAM kayAMthI ? Aje te mArAM AMgaNiyA pAvana karavA paDaze. are bhAi ! atithi yelo mava 1 Apa jevA abhyAgata mAre tyAM kayAMthI ? dhanya bhAgya amArAM ke Apa sadabhAgyazALInAM panAtAM pagalAM paDe kharekhara Aje teAseAnAnA sUrya ugyeA hAya ema mAnI zakAya ! mIcAre A brAhmaNa sIdhe! sAdo ane saralAzayI ! A vyApArInI murAdane kyAMthI pakaDI zake ? A bhUdeve bhAjananuM nAtaru mAnya karyuM.

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* 150 A vepArIe bhojanamAM lacapacatA lADu banAvavelA. brAhmaNe AkaMTha bhajana karyuM grISma Rtune samaya hato. ThaMDa ane mIThe pavana pAlava pAtharIne A bhUdevanA svAgata karI rahyo hato. A brAhmaNa bhAIzayanArUDha thayA. nidrAdevInuM zubhAgamana thayuM. nAzikAnI nebata vAgavA lAgI. daramyAna A vyApArIe asalI zaMkhane kavara karIne teja nakalI zaMkha teja sthAne goThavI dIdhe. samayapara brAhmaNa nidrAmAMthI nivRtta thaye. taiyAra thaIne cAlavA lAge. egya rathAne pUjA sakArAdi karavA lAge. pachIthI mAgaNI karI. kintu vyartha. kaMIja na male. traNa traNa vakhata praga karI cUkaye, kintu ApavAnA rAma rAma. A brAhmaNa puna; pacce gIzvaranA zubha sAnidhyamAM. atha Iti kahI saMbhaLAvI hatI. gIzvare dilAse Aye, hiMmata ApI. tuM cintA na kara, A badhe ja te vyApArInAM ja kAmaNa che. tuM tyAM jaI pahoMca. zivAlayamAM te vyApArInI hAjarImAja pUjanane prAraMbha karaje ane be senAmahoranI mAMgaNI karaje. A zaMkha bolaze. AvatI kAle cAra ApIza. basa A tamAma prakriyA te vyApArInI hAjarImAM ja karavAmAM AvI hatI. A dazya joIne vyApArI lalacA ane asalI zaMkha mUkIne nakalI zaMkha upADI gaye. basa A brAhmaNa bhAInuM kAma thayuM. brAhmaNa nija sthAne sahI salAmata jaI pahoce. pachIthI vyApArIe A zaMkhanI pUjA karIne be suvarNa

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151 mudrA mAMgI. sAmethI zakhamAMthI avAja AnyA ke AvatI kAle cAra ApIza. rAja A pramANe pUjana ane mAgaNIne kAryakrama cAyate rahyo. parantu ApavAnI vAta ja nahi. aMte A nakalI zakhe spaSTa zabdomAM sabhaLAvI dIdhuM ke aha Daphola khosmi na dadAmi vadAmyahaM / (60) saMsAramAM sAyanuM sthAna ucca che. te ghaNuM ghaNu kAma karatI rahe che. sAya sAMdhe che, sIve che. joDe che. jIvanamAM seAya e mahatvano bhAga bhajave che. ati upaceAgI vastu hAvA chatAMye te sAya caiAgya jagyAeja rahevI joie. te game tyAM rakhaDatI rajhaLatI mUkavAmAM Ave tA kayAreka vinAzane nAMtare che. ataH sAyanI pAchaLa satata upayoganI AvazyaktA ubhI rahe che. sAya tamArI ijajata, AbarU' ane emane AbAda rAkhe che. seAya e garImAnI jIvanAdhAra che. kimatamAM akiMcana che, nahivat che. tathApi hiMmata rAkhIne kAma anekhuM Ape che. kharekhara sAyanuM sAmrAjya samasta sRSTimAM vyApaka che. kintu tenI pAchaLa bhArAbhAra kALajI kadaradAna ke sabhALa rAkhavI ja paDe che. ' pagamAM kAMTA vAge tA sAyane pagamAM ghUsADavAmAM Ave che. kintu vidhipUrvaka ghUsADavAnI rItie ghUsA DAya che. parantu emane ema avidhie ghUsI jAya te pagamAM Aparezana karIne kADhavI paDe che. eTale ke vidhinu tA

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152 vidhAna sarvatra che. pratyeka vyavahAramAM vidhi vidhAna agra bhAga bhajavatuM hoya che. te pachI dhArmika kriyAomAM vidhi vidhAna mATe saMdehane sthAna ja kayAM che ? A lekhane mukhya viSaya che seyanI upayogItA. cAle te aMge keTaluMka jANavA jevuM jANI laIe. mukhya venA samayanI pAchaLa sapUrNa jAgRti joIe. upaga zUnyatAnA sababe te soya gaLAmAM pesI jAya te pari. NAma kevuM bhayaMkara Ave! te vAMcaka svayaM samajI zake che. bhAvanagara saurASTranuM eka samRddhazAlI zahera manAya che. tyAMnuM eka amIra umarAva kuTuMba. aDadhI rAtane samaya. lagnanI mahephIla jAmI hatI. e kuTuMba paNa lagnamAMthI ja AvI rahyuM hatuM. sAga vazAta te kuTuMbanI eka dazathI bAra vayaska bAlAnuM navuM ne navuM pharAka phATI gayuM hatuM. tenI mAtAnI bhayaMkara dhAka hatI. vAta vAtamAM A bAlA mAra khAI besatI. pachI pharAkanA prakaraNanuM pUchavuM ja zuM ? bekarInuM AvI ja banene? mADIne khUba ja bhaya. pitAnI mADIne khyAla na Ave te mATe pharAkane sAMdhavA mATe soyanI zodhakhoLa karI rahI che. kabATamAMthI soya malI Ave che. soyane be dAMta vacce dabAve che. dore zodhI rahI che. A pramANe soyane meM mAM mUkIne be dAMta vacce dabAvI rAkhavAnI ghaNAone Adata hoya che. eka tarapha teNInI mADI bUma mArI rahI che. are alI! sonala pAchI kayAM marI gaI? kikIyArI

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153 bharelA avAja sAMbhaLIne chekarI ekAeka gabharAi gaI ane e dAMtA vacce dabAyelI soya gaLAmAM cAlI gai. ghaNI vakhata tanatanATa ane chanachanATa bhareleA avAja paNa cAra jeTalI tAkAta dharAve che. A karInA. vAMsAmAM jANe dhabba paDaye hoya. chekarI gabharAI gaI ane daMtA vacce dabAvavAmAM AvelI soya sIdhIja gaLAmAM cAlI gaI jue have pariNAma zuM Ave che ? 2 kayAM gaI karyAM gaI ema bUma barADA pADatI mAtA nIce AvI. dhUma + AM thaIne AvatI mAtAne joine A chekarI ka" katavya vimUDha banI gaI. chekarInA hAza koSa uDI gayA che. AvatA bhayu" namra nivedana karI rahI che. ke mA mane mAratI nahi. mArA gaLAmAM....bolatI acakAI jAya che. khAlI paNa zakAtu nathI. chevaTe tUTayA phUTayA zabdomAM kaMIka eTalI batAve che. mA jANatI thaI gaI ke A karInA gaLAmAM soya cAlI gai che. mAmale gaMbhIra hatA. gaLAmAM gayelI soya rakta narsImAM ghUsI gai. rakta nImAMthI leAhI pravAhita thaine mukhamAMthI bahAra AvavA lAgyuM. lekAmAM sannATo phelAi gayA ke hamaNAM che,karIne! jIva jaze. eka anubhavI DokaTarane tyAM laI javAmAM AvI. tyAM parakhAvI dIdhuM. kesa gaMbhIra che. khacavAnI zakayatA kama che. bIjA DaoNkaTaranI pAse laI javAmAM AvI. tyA paNa eja javAba maLyA aMte gaLAnA spezIcAlIsTanI pAse laI javAmAM AvI. kintu karmInI lIlA

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154 sAme kAinu Mya na cAle chellAmAM chelle phesalA ka mahArAjAnI pAsethI meLavavAnA rahe che. ante A mAsuma mAlA ekAeka meAtanA DAcAmAM dhakelAI gaI. vAMcI tyA nAnI zI bhUlanuM kevu bhayaMkara pariNAma Ave che. mAnava jIvananuM mUlyAMkana samajI javAya te vicAra, vANImAM ane vanamAM vItarAga zAsananI suvAsa mahekI uThe. tenuM jIvana hajArA jIvAtmAone mATe Adarzo ane AzirvAda rUpa bane ja ane ! mAnava prANImAM eka kAla jUnI badI che, ke te tamAma bhautika padArthAMnI kiMmata haiyAmAM ramatI rAkhe che, ane te prANIone vadhune vadhu gamatI hAya che. kintu mAnava peAtAnA jIvananI ki Mmata karavAnI hiMmata AMkI zakatA nathI je jIvana mAMghar mAnavantu ane maulika manAya che. mAnava ! pahelA ja pAThamAM mAnava jIvananAM mUlyAMkana samajatA thaI jAya teA tene patananA mAge" paga mUkavAnI paLa sarakhIye na maLe. parantu janma dhAraNa karyA pachIthI bauddhika vikAsanI vipaLamAMja kAyA mAyA ane chAyAne ja vadhu vajana Apate heAya che. je anitya che, calita che. kSattu 'gUra che ane duHkha para paraka che, eka mAchImArane mahAmUlyavantu jhaverAta malI AvyuM parantu tene nahivata samajIne pheMkI de che. kyAreka mAchImArane peAtAnI jALamAM mAchalAne badale eka pATalI

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pa AvI hatI. sAMjane samaya thaI javAthI khIjI vAra sAgaramAM jALa nAkhavAnA cAnsa na rahyo. mATe peAtAnI hADI, kInArA tarapha haMkArI, gheADI saDasaDATa cAlI ya che. pelA jIjJAsu mAchImAre sAmAnya niyamAnusAre mANasanA hastatalamAM kaMIka avanavu AvI caDe che. tyAre tene eI levAnuM mana kone nathI thatuM? A mAchImAra jALamAM AvelI pATalIne cheDIne jevA jAya che, tyAM mAtra pattharA eja jovAmAM AvyA. aMtaramAM thoDA samaya mATe pazu bhAre AMcakA anubhajye. 1 tyAra pachIthI teNe, sAgaranI saphara tharu karI dIdhI hatI. pATalImAM rahelAM eka eka pattharAe sAgaramAM phkatA gayA. mAtra ekaja patthara tenA hAthamAM rahI gayelA hatA. punaH sAgaranA kInAre AvI paheAMce tyAM sAme kInAre ubhA rahelA tenA chekarAe pappAnA hAthamAM rahI gayelA pattharane chInavI lIdheA. chekarI te patthara laine anya chekarAo sAthe ramavA lAgyuM. daiva ceAge tyAMthI pasAra thatA eka jhaverInA jovAmAM Avye ane ekAeka cAMkI uThyA. vAha pUche na pUche! kintu A naMga lAkhanu che. averI nyAyI hatA. te mAchImArane malyo ane maNInAM mUlyAMkana a kAAM. mAchImAranA manamAM karaMTa lAgyo. '', pArAvAra pazcAtApa yeA. peAtAnI jAta upara sampUNu napharata thaI AvI. lAkhAnI kiMmatanAM averAta jalazaraNa karmanI pAchaLa pAgalavatu jevI durgAM thaI AvI. huMve

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156 te pitAnI nari pAzavatAnI pAchaLa ghU ghUMkAra karI rahyo che. mAchImArane jyAre naMganI kiMmata samajAya che tyAre tenA vyartha vinAzanI pAchaLa valepAta karI rahyo che. tava mAnavane jyAre mAnavatAnA mUlyAMkana samajAze tyAre tenA jIvanamAM ta jhagamagatI haze. mAnava jIvana e ApaNA AdhyAtmika jIvananI mahAmUlyavaMtI mUDI che. A khyAla satata rahe te mAnava mAMthI mahAmAnava banI jatAM vAra nahi lAge. ane tyAra pachI mahA caitanyanI cInagArI camakI uThI. samaje, vastutaH ApaNe vibhAva dazAmAMthI viramIne svabhAva dazAmAM sthitiprajJa thaIe teja cAra cAra cAMdanI sAthe mAnavatA mahekI uThe. haMmezAM sAmAnya niyamAnusAra sagarbhAvasthAmAM ja zizu zikSaNanuM mahatva hoya che. saMgarbhAvasthAmAM bALaka ane mAtAne je Tale ghanISTha saMbaMdha hoya che. te samasta saMsAranI koIpaNa ubhaya vastuomAM heta nathI. je bALaka pitAnI mAtAnA udaramAM aurasa nava nava mahinAo vItAve che. sagarbhAvasthAmAM mAtA ane bALakanI vacce eka ati sUkSama ane kamala nalI mAraphata mAtAnA zvAsa sAthe zvAsa ane bhejananI sAthe bhejana bALakane malatuM rahe che. ataH mAtAnuM evuM mAnasa haze tevuM ja pratibiMba garbhastha bAlakamAM Utaraze ja abhimaLyuM jyAre garbhamAM hatA te samaye tenI mAtAne ajune yuddhamAM dAkhala thavAnI yukti kahI saMbhaLAvI hatI..

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157 pratibhA pUrNa abhimanyu upara A vivaraNane eTale. prabhAva paDe ke tene koThA yuddhamAM dAkhala thavAnI yukti janma dhAraNa karyA pachI paNa yAda rahI gaI ane jyAre mahAbhAratanuM bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM tyAre abhimanyu garbhAvavasthAmAM jANelI vidyAne upayoga karIne AvA vikaTa keThA yuddhamAM dAkhala thaye ke jemAM dAkhala thavAnuM jJAna arjuna zivAya bIjA koI paNa ddhAne nahi hatuM. ataH temanA mAMthI keIpaNa kaThA yuddhamAM praveza laI zakatuM nahi hatuM. . vidUSI madAlasAe paNa pitAne aurasa bAlakane hAlaraDA dvArA saMskAra ApIne vIra ane brahmajJAnI banAvye hate. rAkSasanA rAjA hiraNyakazyapane putra prahalAda ATalo mahAna Izvara bhakta hatA. tenI pAchaLanuM mukhya kAraNa e hatuM. prahalAda tenI mAtAnI kukSImA hate te vakhate nArada munie tenI mAtAne jJAna bhakti ane vairAgyane virala upadeza ApyA hatA. A atyutama upadezanI asara teNInA hRdayamAM sadAne mATe ramatI rahI. dhIme dhIme tenI asara prahalAdanA jIvanamAM prasaratI rahI mATe ja te paramAtmAne parama bhakta banyuM hatuM. ane janme tyAre te sAtvika bhAva sAthe janmyA hatA. jyAre tene pitA izvarane bhAre bhAra drohI hate. eTaluM ja nahi. kintu te kIratAranuM nAma sAMbhaLIne paNa tene tiraskAra ane krodha upajatuM hatuM. jyAre teNe prahalAdamAM paramAtmA prati pUrNa prema joye tyAre tene pheravavAno ghaNe prayAsa

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158 karyo. eTaluM ja nahi kinta prahalAdane ghaNIja dhamakI ApavAmAM AvI hatI. kintu tenA saMskAro eTalA saMgIna ne raMgIna hatA ke tene pitAnI dhamakInI kaMI ja asara thaI nahi. pitA taraphathI ghaNI ja satAmaNI karavAmAM AvI. chatAM te Izvara bhaktinA mArgathI jarAya paNa calita thaye nahi, kayAreka apsarAo sarevaramAM snAna karI rahI hatI. te ja vakhate hiraNyakazyaya pAsethI pasAra thAya che. tyAre te apsarAo potAnA nagna zarIra upara vastro DhAMkI de che ane jyAre prahalAda tyAMthI, prasArita thAya che tyAre apsarAo nagna avasthAmAM niHzaMka ane nisaMkeca snAna karI rahI che. haMmezA sAmAnya niyamAnusAra tamArA aMtaramAM pApanuM pratibiMba paDatuM haze te teja pApanuM pratibiMba sAmenI vyakti upara paDeluM ja haze, ema vinA vilaMbe vadhAvI levAnuM rahe che. A sAhajIka siddhAMtane apalApa keIthI thaI zake ja nahi. agara tamAru kAlanuM kela che te samayanI vyaktinuM kALaju paNa kemala ja haze. kAlanuM kemala rAkhavuM ke kaThora rAkhavuM e tamArA vyakti tva upara nirdhArita che. sAthe sAthe e paNa khyAla rAkhe ke kAla kharAba nathI. paraMtu kAlanuM kharAba che. kAlane kayAreya paNa deSa detA nahi, vAstavika samajI zake che, ke cAlu kAla pAsethI kAma letAM AvaDe te A kAla tamane nyAla karI zake che.

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158 keTalIka vakhata sAhasa, pitAne mATe jIvaleNa banI jAya che. ghaNI vakhata adhIza mANaso mAtra adhIrAInA sababe ja sAhasika pagaluM bharI bese che. pariNAme bhayaMkara pattAM khAI Akhare avanImAM ullu tarIke ja TIcAta rahe che. janatAnI AMkhomAMthI te utarI jAya che. are mAnava! tArA mastiSkamAM buddhi che, bala che, zakti che, zake che. te pachI tene upaga zA mATe nathI karate utAvaLo thaI vinA vicAre, AgalA pagalAM bharate sAhasika e mUrkha mAnavI, pachI pastA karato khyAla kare! ane upayoga kare. akkalanuM athANuM nahi kare. mAnavanA maMca para besI. daitya tarIkenI dAnavatA nahi dAkha! sajajana ziromaNI na banI zake te mUkha zirAmaNuM te na ja bane. "basa mAtra ATale ja nirNaya levAmAM tamArI akkalane upayoga karaze kaI eka brAhmaNane be dIkarAo che. moTo jaDavat che jyAre nAne vAgIzvarInuM varadAna laI cUkele che. A brAhmaNe pitAnI Akhara sthitimAM baMne dIkarA pitAnA paga para ubhA rahI zake. te mATenuM eka sundara Ayojana karyuM. moTA dIkarAne je hatI te mIkta matA seMpavAmAM AvI. jyAre nAnA dIkarAne eka sarvottama, leka arpaNa karIne barAbara bhalAmaNa karI ke je beTA ! sAMbhaLa! A zlekanI kiMmata eka lAkha senAmahore che. koI bI A zlekanAM barAbara mUlyAMkana kare tene ja A leka Apaje.

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mAM beThelA ane tara vALAne 160 pahelA dAma ane pachI kAma nAne dIkarA pitAzrInI sUcanAnusAra zaheramAM saphara karI rahyo che. A bhAIne saMdeza sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe kaMIka mANasa hAMsI mazkarI karI rahyA che. keIka jane pAgala mAnI rahyA che. cAre bAju ATA pherA mArI rahyo che. rAjamahelanA jharUkhaDAmAM beThelA. bAdazAhanA kAne A avAja Avyo. ane tarata ja pitAnA mANasa mAraphata phloka vALAne belAvavAmAM Avyo. basa vinA vilaMbe saMjIvanI buTI samA prANa rakSaka A kane kharIdI lIdhe. ane eka lAkha sonAmahora ApI devA mATe khajAnacIne hukama karyo khajAnacI paNa saDaka thaI gaye. prajAjane manamAM babaDavA lAgyA. paraMtu prajApAlanI sAme koI avAja karI zakyA nahi, brAhmaNane cheka eka lAkha sonAmahe laIne raste paDaye. havAmAM harakhAya che. manamAM malakAya che. aMtaramAM amApa AnaMda uchaLe che. pitAnA patAzrIne agaNita upakAra mAnato mAnate hAMgaNe pahoMcI jAya che. A tarapha rAjAe pitAnI sonerI talavAra upara A lekane ketarAvI dIdhuM hatuM. gAnuyoga A rAjavIne vaMza vArasAmAM mAtra eka putrIja hatI. ane te rAjArANIne prANa priya hatI. rANI te tene putravata samajI putra tarIkenAM sonalAM saphela banAvatI hatI. putranI jhAMkhI karAve te mATe A putrIne nAnI vayathI ja puruSane pozAka paherAvavAmAM AvatuM hatuM. nija putrIne puruSanA pizAkamAM pekhIne rAjA rANI ramujI

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161 thatAM hatAM. eka dvivasa rAjA svayaM zikAra arthe nikalI paDacA che. aThavADIyu vatI javA AvyuM hatuM. caiAga vazAta me cAra divase vadhu laMbAI gayA hatA. rANI, cintAtura banI gaI hatI. kemeya dina prasArita thatA nahi hatA. cena na paDe rena na jAya. pariNAme purUSanA pezAkamAM rahetI peAtAnI putrI sathi AmeDha pramedamAM vakhata vItA vatI hatI. teNInI sAMthe jAta jAtanI vividha ramate ramI becenI dUra karatI. chellI rAmIe A jAtanI ramatA ramAI rahI che. madhya rAtrI jAvA AvI che. ekaja pala gamAM ne mA dIkarI sUI jAya che. tAjIja UMgha che. teja TAIme zikAre gayelAM rAjA tyAM AvI caDe che. rAjAnI STi ekAeka palaMga tarapha jAya che. puruSanA kapaDAmAM yuvAnane jotAM ja rAjA cAMkI uThe che. are julama thaI gayA. mArI rANI rAkSasInuM kAma karI rahI che. te kema calAvI levAya ! nArI nathI te rAkSasI, je ziyala sAcavatI nathI. nArI nathI te rAkSasI, je pApathI DaratI nathI. cAle! khela khatama AvI rAkSasIne te A talavArathI uDAvI devI joIe. mArA rAjamahelamAM A ramaNI na zele, huM e raMDInu mADhuM jovA nathI mAgatA. A AvA TAIme rahI talavAra pratIkSA kAnI karavAnI ! vilaMba nahi karavA joIe. vakhata nahi vItAvavA joie. 11

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162 rAjane gUse sAta gagana sudhI UMce uchaLe che. haMmezAM zAstrIya kahevata che ke Avezane AMkhe hoI zaktI nathI. rAjA myAnamAMthI talavAra kheMcI kADhe che ane jyAM mAravAne mATe doDe che tyAM ekAeka pitAnI ja talavAra upara kotarAvele kaleka vAMcavAmAM A. sahasA vidadhIta na kriyA-mavivekaH paramApadAM padam' vRNute hi vimRzya kAriNa guNa lubdhAH svayame va saMpadaH / / kayAreya game tevA saMge vacce vasIne paNa utAvaLIyuM pagaluM nahi ja bharavuM joIe. sAmAnya niyamAnusAra utAvaLI ekAntarIye akAntarIye ane adhIre. mANasa Akhare bhayaMkara ApattimAM aTavAI mare che. ataH mUrkhAI bhareluM sAhasa kayAreya paNa nahi kheDavuM joIe? are! bhAI! tame bhUle cho zA mATe! haMmezAM pUrvopAjIta puNya potAne prabhAva relAvatuM ja rahe che. hA ! jarUra kayAreka aTakI paDe che. kayAreka ubhuM rahe che. kyAreka sUtuM rahe che. mATe ja tene sahakArI ane samRddha sAdhananI anivArya AvazyaktA jarUra che. deva, gurU ane dharma mATe makhamalathI paNa mulAyama ane kusumathI paNa kemala bhAvanAnI pahelAja tabakake jarUra rahe che paramAtmAnA zAsana kAje pitAnuM sarvasva bhecchAvara karavAnI taiyArI devagurU ane dharmanI bhakti bhAvanA evaM sevAnI pAchaLa kammara kasIne kUdI paDavAnI

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163 mAna rataiyArI. dhArmika karmAMkAMDa evaM kriyA lApanA sanmAnamAM tana mana ane dhananA jarUrI bhAga duHkha dira. yAmAM DUbelA peAtAnA sAdhamika aMdha evaM enaDIene sameAvaDIyA banAvavAnI udAtta ane Adaza bhAvanA A ane zivAyanA aneka sahakArI sAdhanA tamArA aTakI gayelA puNyamAM navA prANa pUre che. navu' caitanya raDe che, avanavI tAjagI Ape che. A tamAma suMdara samRddha sAdhaneAne jIvanamAM apanAvatA thAva pachI joi lye. tamArA jIvananI lIlA. tamArA janama janamanA puNyanA yaMtrAlayanA eke eka mazInA gatimAna thaze ja thaze. mahAnubhAvA Apa have sahelAIthI samajI zake che ke puNya vinA saghaLuM zUnya". A zAsrIya kahevata seA TakA sAcI heAvA chatAMya deva gurU ane dharmAMnI sampUrNa zubhAziSa joIe aniza tamArU puNya ane parama gurUonA zubhAzirvAda ghaNI vakhata kAma karI jAya che. temAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI. A mATe AbhaDazAnI atha iti vAMcavA jevI tamane jarUra jaNAze teA cittApaNuM ApIne vAMcA yA sAMbhaLe. pATaNa khAte kAjaLazI kAlI rAtrIne samaye eka taraphanI jhuMpaDImAM lapAine khIlakula UdAsIna vadane beThelA hatA.. divasabhara kaMsArAnI dukAne ghugharA ghasI ghasIne mArA dama nIkalI jAya che.

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164 are! deve AvI bhayaMkara ane bheMkAra garIbI kayAM sudhI sahana karavAnI raheze? basa AvI garIbAInI gartAmAM gabaDI paDavA karatAM motanA mukhamAM dhakelAI maravuM sarvottama che dhika dhika avatAra ! he Atmana tuM evA kevA pApanA pioTalA bAMdhIne avataryo chuM ke tArI AvI duHkhada avadazA AvA kaIka saMkalpanI sAMkaLathI baddha AbhaDazA ekAeka avani para DhaLI paDe che. teTalAmAM ja tenI dharma patnI dilejAna dvArA tyAM deDI AvI ane bolavA lAgI are! svAmina ! tamane A zuM thayuM? are paNa! tame ATalA udAsIne kema che ? tamArA mehAnA matIyA marI gayA che. mukhapara mastI nathI. tana para tejI nathI. aMta. ramAM ArAma nathI, hayAmAM harSa nathI. are paNa ! A badhuM zA mATe ? tamane evuM te, zuM dukha AvI paDayuM che! vyartha duHkhanA DUgarA nIce rIbAI rIbAIne zA mATe marI javuM joIe ATalA muMjhAI kema jAva cho? ApaNuM jIvana gADImAM puNyanuM paTela pUrAyeluM haze te ApaNI jIvana gADI sukhanI saDakapara sIdhIja cAlI jaze temAM ATalA baLApA zAne laI rahyA che ! hiMmata hArI gayelA ane duHkhIyArA patidevane premanA ane preraNAnAM pIyUSa pIvaDAve te ja vAstavika premadA kahI zakAya patinA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe dukhIyArI dArAneja dayitA kahevAya che. cotaraphI vipattinI vAdaLIo gherAyelI hovA chatAM

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16pa paNa jenA nayanamAM bhAre bhAra neha nItarI rahyo hoya teja nArI kharekhara ApaNe vicArIe te ApaNane jANavA malaze ke ApattInI aNi vakhate paNa asalI nArI kyAreya paNa duzmanAvaTa karatI nathI. kema ke tenuM nAmaja nAri je ari. na hoya te ja nArI kahevAya che. basa pitAnI patnIne prema bharyo ane prANavaMte paDakAra paryApta che. patnInA A paDakArathI AbhazAnA aMtare AnaMda uchaLavA lAge manapara malakAra ane tana para tAjagI AvavA lAgI. pariNAme AbhaDa zAnA bhAlamAM eka tejasvI tArAlA jevI rekhA camakavA lAgI. je A bhAgyazAlIne nyAla karI de. Arya saMskRtinA ucca saMskArothI suzobhita sannArI pitAnA priyatamane viveka bharyA zabdomAM sUcana kare che ke svAmInAtha ! jAone ! ApaNA nagaramAM mahAna jenA cAryanA panotAM pagalAM thayAM che. seMkaDe mANase teozrInA darzanArthe deDI rahyA che te tame paNa jAva ane teozrInAM mukhamAMthI gaMgAnA pravAha rUpe vahetI vANInI lANuM. tye jethI bhabhava tamane ujANuM karavA malaze. patnIthI prerita pati ekAeka gurUdevanI zItala chAyAmAM jaI caDhe che vaMdana karIne dezanA sAMbhaLe che. janatA pita pitAnA sthAne pahoMcI jAya che. mAtra eka AbhaDazA tyAM besI rahe che. gurUdeva tenI paristhitine pakaDI le che. A aMge baMne vacce keTaloka jarUrI vAta

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166 lApa thAya che. pU. gurUdeva taraphathI joitu ane pUratu AzvAsana maLyu. huMmezAM AzvAsana navajIvana Ape che. navI tAjagI Ape che. avanavu caitanya reDe che, khare khara AzvAsana e eka jAtanI sajIvanI auSadhI che. yAda rAkhe! tamArA kALajaDAnI kAra para kAtarI rAkheA tarasyAne pANI bhUkhyAne bhojana hArelAne hiMmata ane duHkhIyAne dIlAse deve e pratyeka mAnavanI sAdya pharaja che. gurUdeva zrI hemacandrAcAya vayayatakicita dhama kArya karI levA mATenu pharamAna cheDe che AbhaDazA namra bhAve nivedana kare che ke gurUdeva hAlamAM neAkarI karU chu. tenI gulAmImAM gabaDI paDeleA chuM. lAcAra chu. gurUdeva samaya bIlakula malatA nathI pU. gurUdeva A bhAInI rUpa rekhA joine ceAgya mAgadazana Ape che ke jo bhAI ! gheADAmAMthI paNa thoDo samaya nIkALIne paNa tuM niyamIta vAMcanAlayamAM jA ane tyAM besIne cAgya sAhityanu vAMcana kara jarUra temAM tArA abhyudaya thaze A bhAI gurUdevanA nayanAnusAra pustakAlayamAM niyamIta jAya che. ane cegya sAhityanuM vAMcana kare che. eka divasa 'ratnaparIkSA' nAmanuM eka pustaka tenA jovAmAM AvyuM ane vyavasthita tene abhyAsa karavA lAgyA. dhIme dhIme A viSayamAM tene sArA rasa paDavA lAgyA ane ratnanI parIkSA saMdhamAM sArA kaTrola keLaLyeA hateA. eka divasa AcArya zrIe peAtAnA pravacanamAM

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parigraha pariNAma mATe asarakAraka upadeza Ape jethI lokonAM hRdaya plAvita thayA zrotA janoe pita pitAnI rItie parigrahanAM pariNAma karyA gurUdeve vadhu spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM "dhanavinA nidhana duHkhI, tRSNAvaMta dhanavAna koNa sukhI saMsAramAM saba jaga dekhyA chAna" arthAt samRddhazAlI dhanADhaya mANasa paNa tRSNAnA pUramAM taNAte heya che. te svapnamAM paNa tene sukha nathI ja arthAt "nahi ja varatuTe che IrAna jo ri" cagIzvara bhatRharinI ukti asthAne nathI ja. eTale ke tame tamArA jIvanamAM saMtoSanI sImA sara karI pachI tamArI duniyAmAM ke amIra ane koNa phakIra vAha bhAI vAha pachI te A saddabhAgyazALIne amIra thavA mATenI akalpya akaLAmaNa ke phakIra thaI gayA pachInI phIkara kazuM ja rahevA na pAme kintu saMteSanI sImA sara karavI sahaja nathI, zreSThIvarya zrI AbhaDa paNa parigraha virapaNuM vrata levA ujanALa thaye mahAna tirdhara jainAcArye AbhaDanI rUparekhAne sAme rAkhIne pratyAkhyAna karAvyuM hatuM zANI ane suzIla dareke dareka vyaktie potAnA jIvanamAM parigrahanuM pariNAma karavuM Avazyaka che. kema ke haMmezAM parigrahamAMthI ja vigraha uddabhave che. ataH parigraha e dazame graha che. je cetaraphathI tamArA jIvanane jakaDI rAkhe che kharekhara parigrahanA paMjAmAMthI, chaTakavuM saheluM nathI ja ghaNI vakhata te tyAgIpurUSane paNa pitAnA bhISaNa bharaDAmAM laI le che. ataH

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168 zAstro ApaNane sAvadhAnIne sUra ApI rahyA che. ke pratyeka paLe sAbadA raheze ke A jIvana aDDo jamAvatI parigrahanI paneAtI tamArA Atmika jIvananA AvAre ghUsavA na pAMme gurU bhagavaMta apanA parama bhaktane traNa lAkha seAnaiyA sudhInI pratijJA Ape che. sAthe sAthe e paNa sUcana kare che. ke vadhe te zAsananI prabhAvanA kAje vAparo. ja te divase Abhane AMgaNe eka putraratnanI prApti thAya che. ghaNI vakhata sadbhAgyazAlI jIvaDA janama janamanA puNya laIne avatare che. ke jenA janma pachIthI rUddhi siddhi ane samRddhine sUkriya thAya che. vAha karmAMrAja ? tArI lIlA apAra che, agamya che. ageAcara che. are : rUparaMganu kAi nirdezana karI zake! kharA ! tArA rUpara ganuM sampUrNa adhyayana bhAgyeja koI karI zake ? tArA ekanA janma vakhate nyAta jhagamage che. jyAre ekanA janma samaye meAtanI maukANa maMDAya che. A che. kamanI lIlAnA nakharA; mATeja rUSi munioe tane navagajanA namaskAra karelA che. 'A putraratnane dugdhapAna karavA mATe eka ajAyabI bharelI ajA malI Ave che. jeNInA kAmala kaThamAM eka kiMmatI ratna laTakI rahelu hatu. ratna paNa evuM hatu. je uDIne AMkhe vaLage bhAvaDazA ratnanI parIkSAmAM pAvaradhA hatA. eke eka ratnana ki Mmata karavAnI tenAmAM hi'mata hatI.

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sadarahuM ratnanAM mUlyAMkana anya anya jhaverIe mArA phata karAvavAmAM Ave che. mUlyAMkana eTaluM che ke kaI jhaverI te ratnanI kharIdI karI zake tema nathI. Akhare jhaverIoe kahyuM samrATa siddharAjane mukuTa ghaDAI rahyo che. temAM jaDavAne mATe AvA amUlya jhave. rAtanI jarUra paDaze tethI teo kharIdI zake, kintu rAjadarabAramAM gatimAna thavuM kaI rItie ? te eka kaDI samasyA che. AbhaDazA gurU bhagavaMta pAse pahoMce che. pUjya gurU bhagavaMta badhIja vAta pAmI jAya che. pU. gurUbhaga vaMta dayAnA sAgara che. kRpAnA avatAra che. gurU dhIra vIra ane gaMbhIra che. janatAne mIThI najarathI jonArA che keI paNa vItarAgane vArasadAra duHkhI kema rahe? A jAtanI teozrInA magajamAM khUmArI bharelI hatI, jainatva mATe gaurava bharelo garva have mArA vata. rAgano vArasadAra dIna ane duHkhI kema hoI zake? nirAdhAra ane narvaza na ja hovuM joIe. samRddha ane zaktimAna kema na hoya. A jAtane garva teozrInA jIvanamAM bhArabhAra hate. pachI potAnI janatA mATe keTaluM jema hoya ! keTale jusso hoya te vAMcaka varga saheje kalpI zake che. haMmezAM jainAcAryonI eka pharaja thaI cUke che ke saMgha samAja pratye sarvate mukhI daSTi deDAvIne ghaTatuM ane samaye cita karatA thavuM joIe. samAja samRddha ane dharmakarmamAM

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170 rasa lete kema bane ? e jAtanI sUjha te hevI jarUrI che. samayajJa sukAnIo mATe ATaluM paryApta che. - pUjya gurU bhagavaMte nagarazeThanI mAraphata siMddharAjanI mulAkAta karAvI amUlya jhaverAta agenI vATAghATa sAMbhaLIne samrATa saMtuSTa thaye savAlAkha, senAmaherenA badalAmAM A naMga kharIdI levAmAM AvyuM hatuM tatpazcAta AbhaDane AMgaNe azvarya ubharAyuM jyAre puNyAMkura pragaTe che. pachI pallavita thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. eka vakhata nagaranI bahAra vaNajArAnI poTho AvI caDI te tamAma ajIThana piTho AbhaDa zAhe kharIdI lIdhI. temAMthI paNa sAruM evuM suvarNa saMprApta karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. sad. bhAgyadaye A bhaDa kahI dhvaja thaye pariNAme A zAsana rasike pitAnA jIvanamAM 84 pauSadhazAlAe 24 jInAlaye ubhAM karAvIne zAsananI prabhAvanAmAM abhivRddhi karI hatI pitAnA dhArmika kartavyanI pAchaLa sad dravyane sadvyaya karyA hatA. vANIye dhanAkhya kema A prazna ghaNAonA aMtarane akaLAvI mUkto hoya che. kema ke sAmAnya tathA lagabhaga mANasanI AkhamAM ISyanuM kANuM kheMcI raheluM hoya che. jenA pariNAme mAnava anyane zaibhava bhAgye ja sahI zake che - IrSyAnuM kANuM bhala bhalAnI AMkheAmAM paDeluM hoya che. matIyA jAmaravA vigere nA dade eparezana dvArA

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171 dUra thaI zake che. paraMtu ISyanuM kazuM oparezana dvArAe paNa dUra thaI zakatuM nathI. kharekhara mANasanI AMkhamAM eba hoya che te mAtra eja che. jenA ge keInuM paNa sAruM bhAgye ja sahana karI zake ? pragatinA paMthe prayANa karate mAnava paTakAte hoya te kevala ISyanA kAraNe! bhala bhalA saMta ane sajajana purUSe paNa kayAreka IrSyAgnimAM bharakhAI jatA hoya che. cAle ATaluM digya darzana karIne AgaLa vadhIe ahiM mukhya prazna che. vANIye dhanADhaya kema? mathurA nagarImAM zrI kRSNa mahArAjAne vANu ane brAhmaNa malyA. A lokoe zrI kRSNa baLadevanAM parAkrame sAMbhaLyA hatA kadAca teo mathurA nagarInA rAjA bane te AjathIja teone yegya satkAra karIe ema vicArIne. agama buddhi "vANIyAe bhagavAnane bIjuM kaMija AvyuM nahi paNa pAna sopArI ApelAM pAna ane kulanI mAlA arpaNa karavAmAM AvyA khuda bhagavAna temanA upara suprasanna thayA eTaluM ja nahi kintu varadAna mAgavAnuM kahyuM tyAre vAyA bhAIe mAMgyuM ke mahAlakSamIjInI mahera sadA rahe eTale ke lakSamIjI haMmezAM amArA AMgaNe nivAsa kare. tathAstu kahIne vANIyA bhAInA varadAnane AvakAravAmAM AvyuM basa A rItie vANIyA bhAInA gharamAM sadA zrI ne vAsa najare paDe che. bhagavAne vANIyA bhAInA varadAnane AvakAryuM. A eka rUpaka che. sAmAnya tathA zAstrokta

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172 rItie vicAravAmAM Ave te! je Ape che, tene male che tame tamArA sagA hAthe prabhu benkamAM tamAruM nANuM jamA karAvatA raheze. te| jyAMre tyAre ramA tamArI pAchaLa ramatI raheze kharekhara rUmajhuma karatI ramA tamArA gharanA dvAre praveza leze agara matA upara tamArI sattA hAya te satkArya mAM sadbhavyaya karavA mATe vilaMba ke vAyadA nahi karI masa ATaleja pATha tame taiyAra karaze! tA tame tamArI DhADha svaicchAnusAra jamAvI zakaze. temAM bemata nahi. (66) pahelAMnI mahArANIe kevI ane keTalI sa yamazIlA hatI. peAtAnA satItva dharma pratyenI keTalI khumArI hatI, temanA jIvanamAM jarAya nakharA ke naze| jovA na male Aya sa MskRtinA ucca ane AdabharyAM sa MskArane zaNu gAra teNIne bahuja gamatA. prAcIna samayanI vAta che. cAMparAja hADAe eka divasa rAjamahelamAM jaIne mahArANI sAthe kaMika aDapalu karyuM. A samaye mahArANInA kheALAmAM khALaka stanapAna karI rahyuM hatuM ekAeka mahArANInA aMtaramAM bhAre AMcakA AnyA jANe jIvana upara vidyutapAta thaye hAya are svAmInAtha ? Ape A anavasare zu karyu" koIpaNa kA avasareja mIThuM lAge. game tevA miSTa ane madhura khArAka paNa samayeja sArA lAge te zivAya khAdya padArtha paNa viSavata lAge ja lAge svAmina A aDapalAnI mAThI

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173 asara mArA aMkamAM stanapAna karI rahelA mAmA upara kevI bhayaMkara jherIlI asara thAya te Apa samajo che ? bhaviSyamAM tenI janetAnI kRkha lajave pachI jIvavAthI saryuM. eTalu ja nahi kintu mAtA tarIkenu mahatva mATImAM malI jaze ataH jAtIya vAsanA upara vijaya meLavanAraja vIrapurUSa kahevAya che. samayAne svAmina khare marada teja che, ke je jAtIya vAsanAne vazavatI na ane kintu jIvana upara caDI AvelI vAsanAnI vADhaLIonAM vinAzakArI vartulAmAM rahevAne icche jAtIya vAsanA upara vijaya meLavavA suduSkara che. vAsanA haMmezAM sAmAnya rUpe jIvanamAM praveze che. praznAta zanaiH zanaiH te bhayaMkara rUpa pakaDatI jAya che. jotajotAmAM te virATa svarUpa dhAraNa karIne tamane samUlagA bharakhI jAya che. mahArANI peAtAnA priyatamane mITho paDakAra karI rahI che. hu'mezAM samayeAcitanA paDakAra puruSane prabhAvita kare che 'avalak tiA vALI lA vALI havA smRtA' haMmezAM khyAla rAkhe ! avasarane eLakhIne khelavAmAM AvatI vANI, lavatI ane che. anavasare maulika vANInI mahattA mArI jAya che. yadi anavasare khelavAmAM Ave che. te vakatAnI ane vANInI ubhayanuM mahatva mAryuM jAya che. ataH kayAre melavuM, kayAre na elavu kevA zAbdika prayoga karavA vigere mATe vivekanI anivAya AvazyaktA che.

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174 mahArAjA A badhuM mULe moMe sAMbhaLI rahyA che. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu svayaM pitAnI thaI gayelI kSati mATe lAcArI bhogavI rahyA che. sAthe sAthe have pachI evI bhUla pharIthI thavA na pAme tene te nirNaya le che. rAjaputra meTo thaye raNa saMgrAmanA morace jIvana jhaMpalAvavAnI jarUra paDI tyAre chaTakI javA mATe koInA sahArAnI zedhamAM nikaLI paDe. jyAre keIneya sahAre ane sAtha na malyA tyAre potAnI mAtAnA cAraNomAM DhaLI paDe kAyaratAnA kAraNe kRza banelA potAnA putrane upAlaMbha ApatI mAtA kahI rahI che ke beTA ? dhikkAra che. tArA jIvanane tArAmAM kSAtra teja nathI. nahi te tuM raNamedAnamAMthI maDadAla thaIne pAcho kema paDe? sAco ane vaphAdAra kSatriya bacce saMgrAmanA morace vijaya meLavIne gRhAMgaNe Ave yA te AtmAnuM balidAna ApI zahIda bane? paraMtu A rItie bAyale banIne mAtAnA paDakhAmAM lapAI na jAya ane mArI kukSIma pedA thayeluM saMtAna saDeluM kema hoI zake ? " saMtAna dharma samAja ke dezanI AbAdI khAtara prANanI AhUtI na ApI zake te saMtAna jIvaMta hovA chatAM mRtaprAya che. mAruM saMtAna vIryavAna hovuM joIe AvuM maDadAla ne mAyakAMgaluM zAthI? A take mahArANIne saMtAnanI hayAtImAM mahArANAe kareluM aDapaNuM sAMbhaLI Ave che. enI sAthe ja mahArANIne aMtaramAM eka bhAre AMcako AvI jAya che ane teja

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vakhate potAnA prANa tyAga kare che. vAMcI ? AvI paNu mahArANI mahelamAM mahAlatI hatI je pitAnA satItva dharmanI khAtara prANArpaNa karavA ja sajAyelI hatI. (67) gurU gautama svAmInA pAMca bhavenuM sAmAnya svarUpe varNana vAMcIne vicAraje jenA aMguThaDAmAMthI amRta AvI rahyuM hatuM. je jIvana kevala tirmaya hatuM gaLuM kAmagavI talI tane sustarU vRkSa ame maNi cintAmaNi gautama svAmI pratyakSa vAstavika ga. eTale kAmadhenuM ta. eTale kalpavRkSa ane ca. eTale cintAne cUre karanAra maNi gautama e nAma mahA maMgalakArI che. jenA nAme mananI murAdo pUrI paDe che. antaranA aramAna AkAra le che. tamArA jIvananI lIlA ekAeka khIlI uThe che. gautama e nAmanuM saMpUrNa talasparzI sUkSamAti sakSama varNana vAgIzvarI ja karI zake evA gautamanuM nAma tamane ArAma Avaze tamArA haiyAmAM hAma Apaze tamane amara dhAmamAM pahoMcatA karaze. e bhagavAna gurU gautamasvAmInA pAMca pAMca bhavenuM varNana vAMcI tyA sAthe sAthe aMtaranAM vahAlathI vadhAvI tye, pUrva mahAvideha kSetranA puSkalAvatI vijayamAM brahmapurI nagarImAM maMgalazeTha suzIla sannArI tarIke anekene mATe AdarzarUpa thatI sumaMgalA nAme dharmapadanI

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376 teone maMgalAnaMda nAme suputra hatA. samayapara zeTha sad gurU sacAge khAra tratAnA saharSa svIkAra karIne tenuM yathArtha paripAlana kare che. parva divaseAmAM magalazeTha pauSadhApavAsa kare ja kare eka Adarza zrAvaka chAje tevI prakriyAe karIne jIvanane dhanya tama banAvI rahyA che A zeThane paramapriya mitra hatA mitra sAmAnya sthitineA heAvAthI magalazeTha tenA prati sadbhAva rAkhatA hatA dhAmika kriyA anuSThAneAmAM sahayAga cAlu ja rAkhatA keTalAka samaya pachI kamaye zeTha mAMdagInA khIchAne paTakAyA ceAgya upacAra karavA chatAMya rAga zamyA nahi ke vRddhi pAmavA lAgye pariNAme khArAka nitAnta baMdha thayA. tRSA vadhavA lAgI. maMgalazeTha cAlAka catura ane samayajJa hatA sva jIvananA aMta samaya najadIkamAM ja che tevA niNaya lIdhA pachIthI anazana uccayu. khAdya upacArA khaMdha karavAmAM AvyA. aMtaramAM samAdhinI dhUna lAgelI che. kuTuMbIjanA zeThanI bhAvanAne anurUpa namaskAra mahAmatranuM evaM cAra zaraNanuM zravaNa karAvavA lAgyA anazanannata uccarI levAmAM Avyu che. tatpazcAta zeThazrIne tRSAnI veDhanA vadhavA lAgI. asahya thai paDI che. parantu anazana vratanI vADa ubhI karavAmAM AvI che. kAI raste rahyo nathI. ane tRSA sahI zakAtI nathI zeThanA AtmA mujha" mare che, mAnasika niyaMtraNa naSTa thAya che have antima paLA cAlI rahI che. asahya vedanAmAM dudaryAMna DeAkIyuM karI

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rahyuM che. maMgalazeTha hRdayanamAM vicArI rahyA che. vAha mArI daSTie niraMtara pANImAM rahenArAM mAchalAMo sukhI che.. mAchalAMone tRSAnI viSama vedanAne sahana karavA jevuM hetuM nathI. A jAtanA duryAnanA dariyAmAM DUbI mare, che. pariNAme "yathA mati tathA gatiH' e zAstrIya siddhAntAnusAra zeThazrI bharIne zaheranI bahAra nadImAM mAchalA tarIke utpanna thayA hatA. kharekhara kacaNAM gahanA gatiH karmonI kevI phUTIla gati che. zaibhavanA DhagalA upara ALoTanAra amIra InsAna paNa bAra bAra vratanuM paripAlana karavAmAM kaTIbaddha rahenAra sAthe sAthe bhAvamAM paNa paramAtmA zrI mahAvIra bhagavAnanA agyAra gaNu dharo paikI prathama gaNadhara tarIkenuM gauravavaMtu pada prApta karanAra parama puruSa paNa karmanI gartAmAM kevA gabaDI paDe che tenA mATe A javalaMta dAkhala che. mAchalAnA bIjA bhavamAM nAnAM nAnAM mAchalAone AhAra karatA karatA moTo thavA lAge jaina zAstrIya mAnyatAnusAra naLIyA ane valayanA AkAra zivAyanA dareka AkAranA matsya mahAsAgaramAM hoya che. ataH kayAreka jaina muninA AkArane AvarI letA mAchalAne jotAM jotAM jAti maraNa jJAna, thAya che. mAchalAnA bhavamAM rahelA maMgalazeThe potAno pUrva bhava je. ane aMtaramAM AMcake anubhavye potAnI bhUlano bhaMga banyA badala teone bhAre bhAra pacAtApa 12.

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178 cavA lAgye A tarapha moMgalazeThanA mitra sudhama dhaMdhAkIya dariyAi saphara karI rahyo hatA. teAphAnI vaTALIyAnA lIdhe nAvaDu'DUbavA lAgyuM' tyAM gatabhavanA sAdhamika snehIne joi sAdhamika bhaktinA saMskArI phaeNrAyamAna thayA mAtra ene bacAvavAnA zubha AzayathI moMgala matsya peAtAnI pITha upara laIne kInAre sahI salAmata pahAMcADI de che. tatpazcAta maMgala macce jAti smaraNanA cege paMdara divasanu anazana karyu. sAgaramA rahelA maMgala matsya samatA sAgaramAM snAna karI ne Atmika jIvanane ujavala banAve che. pariNAme mRtyu pAmIne pahelA deva leAkamAM utpanna thAya che. trIjA bhave saudha deva lekamAM eka vimAnanA adhIzvara nyAtimAMlI nAme deva thayA. sudhama mitra paNa samAdhi pUrvaka avasAna pAmI, najIkanA vimAnamAM deva thayA. avadhijJAna dvArA pUrvajanmanuM citra dekhe che, ane ane kalyANa mitrA ane che. ane samaye samaye nIzvara dvIpa vigere zAzvata tIkSNanAM darSoMna pujana karI kRtakRtya thAya che. cAra patyeApatranuM AyuSya pari pUrNa karI mahA videhanI putulAvatI vijayanA baitADhya paryaMtanI dakSiNa zreNImAM AvelI vegavatI nagarImAM vidyAdhara rAjAne vegavAna nAme putra thAya che. yuvAna vayamAM vidyAdharanI kanyAo sAthe pANigrahaNa kare che. sudhama nA jIva pazcima mahA videhamAM dhanadeva zeThanI dhanamAlA nAme putrI paNe utpanna thAya che. ekadA vega.

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17 vAna vidyAdharane gaganamA jatI vakhate dhanamAlAne avalekatA anurAga utpanna thAya che. eTaluM ja nahi kintu teNune baLAtkAre pitAnA sthAne upADI jAya che. dhIsakhA nAmanA maMtrIe vegavAnane paDakAra karyo ke vAstavika rItie avivAhita kanyA sAthe baLAtkAre saMbaMdha bAMdhanAranI sarva vidyAo naSTa thAya che. A prakArathI prabhAvita thayela vegavAna baLAtkAra eva AkamaNuM nahi karatA teNIne samajAve che. pariNAme eka mahinAnA aMte lagna kare che suvega, vidyAdhara vegavAnane rAjayAsanapara sthApita karIne pratrajayAnA pUnita paMthe prayANa kare che. eka vakhata keI vidyAdhara dhamAlA upara Asakta thatAM upADI jAya che. vegavAne prajJapti vidhAthI A badhuM ja jANIne napharata thaI Ave che ane te vairAgya vAsita thaIne dIkSita thaIne sarvottama sAdhanA kare che. ane AThamA devaleke jAya che. tyAMthI pAMcamA bhavamAM gatima gaNadhara tarIkenuM meMgheruM ane mAnavaMtu sthAna meLave che. A pramANe gaNadhara zrI gautama svAmIjI mahArAjAnA pAMca bhavenI rUparekhA rUDI ane raMgIlI che. kharekhara gautamanu nAma evuM nautama che e maMgalamaya nAmeccAraNa karatAM yA zravaNuM thatAM tanamAM tAjagI AvI jaze. aMge aMgamAM umaMga relAI jaze eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu mana mero AnaMda vibhera banI jaze Apa sadabhAgyazAlIo agara svayaM anubhUti karavA mAgatA he

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180 te karI zake che. paraMtu anubhUtinI rItie anubhUti karI zakAya che. A zAstrIya vAta bhUlAvI na joIe gurU gautamanA layanI pAchaLa tamAre jaya ubhelAja che. vadhumAM koIpaNa kAryanI zubha zarUAtamAM ja gurU gautamane AhavAna karatAM zIkhe pahelAja tabakake gurU gautamane netare tamArI AsapAsa AMTA mAratI Apattio avazya esa. rAI jaze tamArI sAme AvatI vinanI vAdaLIe vIkha. rAI jaze. ApaNA gurU bhagavaMte paNa nagara pura ke gAmamAM prazaMza letI vakhate gurU gautamanA pratIka samA mUlyavAna maMtrAnI manamAM smRti karatAM hoya che. eTaluM ja nahi kintu AhArarthe manAgamana karavAnA samaye paNa gurU gautamanA nAmanuM raTaNa karatA hoya che. "jAmidhA munayo'pi sarve gRNanti bhikSAbhramaNasya kAle bhiSTAnnapAnAmbara pUjAmA ra tA thaiMtu vAchitta A zleka uparokta bAbatanuM samarthana karavA mATe paryApta che. vadhumAM gAmataNe pasAraNe gurU gocama samarata, IrachA bhajana mAna lahaMta lacchI lIla karaMta" A deharo paNa ApanI dezI bhASAmAM vadhu spaSTIkaraNa, karate " jAya che uparokta dehare paNa nagara grAma praveza samaye sAta vakhata smarI (68) : zakAya che. ghaNI vakhata vaMdanane vyavahArarUpa samajI tenI avagaNanA karavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu vaMdana e vyavahAra nathI paraMtu Atmika utkarSaka che. utthAna che unnati che.

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181 . A vAta nahi bhUlAvI joIe. vaMdana karatAM karatAM yA vandranAthe AvI rahelA sAdhu bhagavAne kevalajJAna thayAnA aneka dAkhalAe zAstronI tavArIkhamAM nAMdhAyelA che. hamezAM caMdana e dehane zItala banAve che, jyAre vaDhana e dIlane zItala banAve che. ata: vaDhana e AdhyAtmika pragatimAM prerakarUpa bane che. mATe vadanane vyavahAranA nAme caDAvIne calatI pakaDI levI e caturajanane na ghaTe, vArU saMsArIpakSanA mAmA tarIke manAtA zrI zItalAcAya ne vanAthe temanAja dvIkSita cAra cAra bhAgineya sAdhu bhagavatA mahAra gAmathI AvI rahyA che. sAMje samaya vItI javAthI ga1manI bahAra koI dhama zAlAmAM rAkAi gayelA hatA. A tarapha zItalAcAya vicArI rahyA che. haju bhANeja muni bhagavatA ahi kema AvyA nahi? rAta vItI gaI bIjA divase samayapara jyAM peAtAnA bhAgineya sAdhu bhaga vatA che. tyAM svayaM jai caDayA. kintu bhAleja sAdhu bhagatAne vegavatI bhAvanAnA saprayAge rajanI samaye mAtra saMvega raMganA rasIyAone kevalajJAnanI jyeAti agamagavA lAgI, A kevalI sAdhuee kaMIpaNa aucityA caraNa nahiM karyuM. zrImAna zItalAcAya ajJAta che. ekAeka manamAM mAThuM lAgI Avyu. eTaluM ja nahi kintu roSamAM ne rASamAM sAmethI teozrI vadana karavA lAgyA. sa A joIne kevalajJAnI mArmika zabdomAM belI uThayA ke A dravya va Mdana thayu kahevAya ane bhAvavaMdana

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182 karA. AcAryazrI pUche che ke tame zAthI jANyu ke A dravya vaMdana che ? javAkhamAM kahe che. jJAnathI sAmethI pUchAya che. kevA jJAnathI ? pratipAtI ke apratipAtI ? javAbamAM apratipAtI A sAbhaLI AcAya zrI sAmethI vidhipurasara hArdika kSamApanA kare che. basa. AMtarika kSamApanA karanAra zItalAcAya ne paNa kevalajJAnane dIvaDA pragaTaye. vAMcI lye! vadana zuM kAma kare che ? hArdika kSamApanA niHzalya vaMdana jIvane kaI kakSAmAM kaI zreNInA zikharapara lAvI mUke che te A eka zAstrIya kathA kahI rahI che. (69) mahAtmA mUladAsajInA jIvanamAM banI cUkelI ghaTanA jANavA jevI jaNAze lyA ? tyAre vAMcI ye ! koi gAmamAM mUladAsajI vidyamAnatAmAM kai eka vidhavA bahena duSkama ceAge kayAMya ekAeka jhaDapAI gaI pariNAme te sagarbhA banI cUkI hatI. teNIne muMjhavaNanI sImA rahI nahi hatI cena paDatuM nathI raina jatI nathI AtmahatyA karavAnI aNi upara AvI gaI maraNa zivAya kAMI zaraNu na hatuM eTale Apa ghAta karavAnA nirNaya upara AvIne maravA mATenuM plAnIMga taiyAra karI rahI che. manamAM vicArI rahI che. dunyavI leAkAne mADhuM kema dekhADI zakAya ? jIvI paNa kema zakAya ? sAthe sAthe pApanA paDadAne khaseDI paNa zakAya ! koi khAnadAnInA khamIra vatAne epana paNa kema karI zakAya ! basa

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183 have nirNaya phAInala karavAmAM Avye mULadAsajI mahAmAnA maThanI najIkamAM ja eka kAmaNagAre kUvo hato Akhare teja kUvAnA sahArA zivAya keI anya ilAja nahi te teNIne pharajIyAta A kupane AdhAra levAne rahyo A vidhavA bahena cUpakIthI dhIme dhIme kUvA bhaNI AvI rahI che. teja TAIme mahAtmA mUladAsajInuM lakSa kUvAnI kAMThI tarapha gayuM tevAmAM pANInAM beDA vagara ekAeka lapAIne UbhelI abalA jovAmAM AvI. mahAtmAjI samajI gayA ke jarUra kaMIka gaMbhIra mAmale che. A bAI panaghaTapara ekAeka khAlI hAthe ja kema AvI caDI haze vinA vilaMbe mahAtmAjI te tarapha doDI gayA. kUvAmAM kUdI paDavAnI taiyArI kare che tyAM ja mahAtmAjI teNane hAtha pakaDI pADe che. abalAne ekAeka bacAvI le che ane A bahenane uSmAbharyuM AzvAsana ApavAmAM AvyuM khUbaja ThaMDA ane mIThA kalejAe bahenane pUchavAmAM AvyuM. A bahene TUTayAphUTayA zabdomAM pitAnI atha Iti kahI saMbhaLAvI pari NAme A mahAtmAjIe potAnI jAta upara e kAracuM kalaMka oDhI levAno nirNaya laI ekAeka e abalAne jIvitadAna ApavAmAM AvyuM tArA duSkRtyanI tamAma javAbadArI huM mArI jAta upara lauM chuM jarUra paDe te mArU nAma leje basa AjathI ja tuM mArI sAthe rahe kharekhara tuM mArI bahena chuM.

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ApaNe sAthe rahIzuM jarUra paDe te mAruM nAma leje tuM jarApaNa saMkeca rAkhatI nahi Aje mArU dhyeya mAtra eTaluM ja che ke koIpaNa prANIne bUjAI jate jIvana dIpaka bacAva temAMya paNa abalA jAti mATe mAre prANa pAtharIza kitu A rIte mArI AMkha sAme thatI AtmahatyA huM sahI zakIza nahi. thoDA samaya mATe lekanIMdA thaze te sAMbhaLI levAze paNa bahena tuM A rIte Atma vilepana kare te naja calAvI levAya cAle Akhare "satyameva jayate "satyaneja sadA jaya che. ane raheze Akhare lokoe satya hakIkta jANI pariNAme mahAtmAnI yazakIti vadhavA lAgI yadyapi thaDA samaya mATe mahAtmAnI bephAma chaDeceka niMdA thavA lAgI. kintu mahAtmAe mULe moMe sahI lIdhI hatI vAstavika mahAtmA teja che ke nindA stutine pacAvI zake (70) keIpaNa vyasana haMmezAM vinAzaneja netare che mANasa jAta vyasanane vaLage che. vyasana koIneya vaLagatuM nathI. ghaNI vakhata ajJAnathI avarAyelA AmA vyasananI pAchaLa pitAnA nAzane neMtare che. evAM be mata na hoI zake kalakattA khAte banelI eka satya ghaTanA svarUpacaMda bhAI nAme eka dhanADhaya ane samRddha zAlI mANasa hate saMga deSanA sabaLe zarAbapAnanA kuchaMdamAM bhAgI gaye jyAre tyAre tenA hAthamAM mAtra madirAnI ja pyAlI pakaDAyelI hoya

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185 kharekhara madirApAna e tenA jIvanane mukhya vyavasAya thaI paDele hate. vyasanane vaza vartI mANasa eka rItie parAdhInatAnA pIMjarAmAM pUrAyelo ja rahe che. kayAreka svayaM vasavATa karatA baMgalAmAM ekAeka gAbaDuM paDyuM ane zIdhrAtizIdhra eka kuzala kArIgarane belAvavAmAM AvyuM, ane kahevAmAM AvyuM ke tamAre Aje ne Aje A gAbaDuM pUravAnuM che. samajayAne? javAbamAM kArIgare kahyuM ke Aje te huM vacanathI bIje baMdhAyelechuM mATe AvatI kAle AvIza svarUpacaMdabhAI kahe kharekhara tuM kAle AvIza? pheraphAra te nahi ja thAya ne? tuM pharI jAya te nahi cAle kArIgare vakhate suMdara ane sacoTa javAba Ape are zeTha! zuM Apa mane dAruDIyo mAnI beThA che? huM dArU nathI pIte ke belIne pharI jAuM ke bhUlI jAu basa ATaluM belIne kArIgara te raste paDaye paranta kArIgaranA A zabdoe svarupacaMdanA hRdayane hacamacAvI nAMkhyuM aMtara valevAI gayuM kALajuM vadhAI gayuM. svarUpacaMda vicArI rahyo che. ke are ! dAruDIyAnI ATalI halakI chApa are zuM kArIga. rathI paNa huM utaratI kakSAne zuM eka vyasanane kAraNe mAnava ATalA nIcA darajajAne gaNAya che. basa svarUpacaMda bhAIe mAnasika nirNaya pharI lIdhe. "AjathI ja harAma che ! dArU pIve ke kUtarAnuM sUra pIvuM beu barAbara che.

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pitAnA gharamAM gaye ane madirAnI uMcAmAM uMcI kiMmatI bATalIo kabATamAM goThavAI gaI hatI te tamAma bATa. lIo gaTaramAM pheMkI devAmAM AvI. teja kSaNe tenA manamAM ghaNuMja harSita thaye aMtaramAM amApa AnaMda thayo mukhapara prasannatAnI pratibhA jhalakI uThI vyasana muktine ke avarNanIya utsAha haze te vAcaka svayaM kalpI zakaze. madirA pAnanI Teva Adata yA badI ghaNIja bhayaMkara kahI zakAya. paraMtu nAnI ane sAmAnya Adata paNa bhavikhyamAM bhayaMkara pariNAma lAvatI hoya che. yAda rAkhe ! keIpaNa nAnI moTI Teva pahelA tame pADe che ane tatpazcAta Teva tamane pADe che. A vAta, upara vajana Apaze te tame tamArA jIvanane ti svarUpamAM palaTAvI zake che. tame jyAre mAnavI nuM rUpa dhAraNa kareluM che. te A vAta tamAre mAnavI ja joIze.. kema mahAnubhAve ! A vAta tamane game che ne ? | (71) koIpaNa prANInuM bhAgya kayAre palaTo le che te kalpI zakAtuM nathI. kharekhara karma mahArAjAnA tAMDavane tanatanATa samaya samaya paratve nIrAle hoya che patine pAvana kare che. DAkune dayAzIla banAve che. bhayaMkara DAmIza gaNAtAne dAnavIra banAvI mUke che. sAceja tArI agamya lIlAne pAra koNa pAmI zake? zakitanA sUtra dhAre paNa tamane navagajanA namaskAra karIne AgaLa dhapyA are vAha

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re vAha tamArA nakharA ane nAma nara ane Thasso raNake ane raNake tame nirupameya gaNe. karma mahArAjAdhIzvarane jeTalI upamAo Ape teTalI ochIja che cAle tyAre have mULa vAta upara AvI jaIe kema ThIkaja che ne? je hAthe anekenI karapINa hatyA ane lAkhanI lUMTaphATa karavAmAM AvI hatI te ja hAthe eka mahAkAvya lakhavAnA maMgalAcaraNa thAya che. je hAthI ane kene taddana halakI kakSAnI gALa ApI hatI te ja jIbhathI eka mahAkAvyanA maMgala gIta gavAya che je jIbhathI anekane abhizApa ApyA teja jIbha dvArA anekene AzirvAde ' apAya che. kharekhara eka rUSIzvaranA varada haste saMskRta bhASAnuM eka kAvya kamala mahImAM mahekI uThayuM teja kAvya je anekone Adarza ApatI rAmAyaNanA sarjaka saMta ziramaNa vAlmIkine janma eka aMgIrA netranA brAhmaNa kuTuMbamAM thaye hate zarUmAM tenuM nAma ratnAkara hatuM ane te ratnAkaraja raheze. kintu karmavazAta cheDA samayane mATe saMga doSathI kharAba AdatomAM aTavAI gayeluM hatuM. pachI potAnA kulAcAranuM bhAna zAna na rahyuM brAhmaNa tarIkenAM SaTa karmothI parADa mukha banI kahevAtI eka DAonI sonerI ToLImAM joDAI gale ane lehI tarasI talavAra hAthamAM laIne aneka nirdoSa nara nArIonI hatyA ane lAkhanI lUMTa calAvavA lAge.

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188 keTalAka varSonA aMte tenA AtmadvArane ujavala samaya samIpe AvavA lAge svayaM zikAranI zodhamAM nIkaLI paDelo ratnAkara gIca jhADInA jaMgalamAM lapAIne beThA hatA teTalAmAM nArAyaNa nArAyaNa evA maMtroccAra karatA nArada rUSI tyAMthI prasArita thatA hatA zaruAtamAM A DAe asahya dhamakI ApI je tArI pAse hoya te mane ApI ja de nahi te hamaNAja tAre jAna gumAvIza vigere vigere ghaNuM ja damadamATI ApI kitu A rUSIzvaranA lalATamAM brahma ane ojasanA cAMdalA camakavA lAgyA. AvA DAkuone jevA mAtrathI bhalabhalAnA chakkA chUTI jAya. kintu A ruSInA mukhanI rUparekhA paNa ekaja sarIkhI jovAmAM AvI. A ruSIzvaranA brahmatejathI DAku prabhAvita thaye. are Aja sudhI mArI sAme aneka bhaDavIre AvI caDayA paraMtu AvI anekhI AbhAne vera vIranara vizvamAM huM pahelA pahelA ja jouM chuM turataja A DArka ruSIzvarane caraNamAM DhaLI paDe ane pitAnA aparAdhanI kSamA yAcavA lAge tyAre A ruSIzvare pitAne siddha hasta tenA zirapara mUkI tapazcaryAnI dIkSA ApI hatI AvA jAlIma DAkuo paNa saMtanA mAtra be ja zabdothI jIvanamAM palaTo le che ruSInA mAtra be zabdo zayatAna mAMthI saMta banAve che. jyAre kaMIka zrotAjane A jIvana AkhyAna sAMbhaLatA AvyA. chatAM temanA kALajAnI kAlIyA na gaI jIvanamAM keInuM paNa bhaluM karavAnI

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189 bhAvanA bhAgyeja jevA male AvA zrotA e vAstavika zrotA nathI gaNAtA kinatu satA ja hoya che ane pariNAme khatA ja hoya che ekAeka DAku bhayAnaka jaMgalamAM tapa karI rahyo che tenI tarapha udheInA rAphaDA repAI gayA che A rAphaDAne saMskRta bhASAmAM valamIka kahe che te uparathI A ratnAkaranuM nAma vAlmIki tarIke bahAra paDe che bAlyakAlamAM temanuM nAma ratnAkara hatuM teja nAma para A maharSi mahera chApa mAratA jAya che. AjanA kahevAtA DAkue DAmIze ke dene mATe A kathA AzirvAda rUpa lekhAze keine jamADavAnI daSTie jamADavA e paNa eka ziSTAcAra che kintu e ziSTAcAranI pAchaLa bhAre bhAra vivekanI AvazyaktA ubhI rahe te vAta bhUlAvI nahi joIe kartavya haMmezAM viveka mAgI le che viveka vagara rtavya paNa smartavya banI zakatuM nathI. keI eka gAmamAM vaharAjI rahetA hatA teo svabhAve khUbaja bhalA zAnta ane sarjana tarIke mAnatA hatA leke te temane eka bhagavAnanA gharanuM mANasa che ema mAnI beThelA hatA sAthe sAthe A musAbhAI bhAro bhAra bheLAnAtha hatA mAnamarataba temaja vaTa vyavahAra khIlI uThelo hate dhaMdhAkIya jAhe jalAvI paNa samayAnusAra ghaNuM ja sArI hatI. teone jamADavAne zekha vadhu priya thaI paDela hatuM ane jamavA karatAM jamADavAmAM vadhu zreya che siddhi che teo pratyeka varSe pitAnI samagra

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nAtane jamavAnuM tarUM pheravatA hatA. pachI to A kema varSo sudhI avirata cAlato rahyo. paraMtu samaya samayanI chAyA judI hoya che A musAbhAInI Arthika paristhiti palaTAtI cAlI. lagabhaga tIjorInuM taLIyuM dekhAvA lAgyuM hatuM bhale dAma gayA paNa dila tenuM teja che. haMmezA dAma karatAM vadhu mahatva bharyo bhAga dIla hoya che dAma heya paNa dIla na hoya te kAma na ja thAya e vAta niHzaMka che musAbhAInI dekhItI amIrI bhale gaI paraMtu dila amIra che vAstavika dIlane amIra hoya che te ja khare amIra che game tema karIne paNa jJAti bhAIone jamADavA A jAtane teone nema hate A varSe jamaNavAra kaI paNa saMgamAM zakya nahi hato kema ke A varSanI Inkama nahivata hatI pitAnA gharane cAlu kharca paNa muzkelI bharyo hate pachI jJAti janone jamADavAnI vAta te eka svapna sarIkhI hatI tathApi musAbhAI te jamADavAnA svapnane sAkAra banAvavA mAge che basa ekaja dhUna eka ja lAgaNI ekaja tamannA ke koIpaNa saMyogamAM mAre mArA jJAti baMdhuone jamADavAja joIze musAbhAIe te samasta jJAtimAM jamavA mATenuM tarUM pheravyuM bApa dAdAnA vakhatathI je rIvAja paLAte AvyA che temAM gAbaDuM kema cAle? cAlatA AvatA kamanuM ullaMghana kema thAya? - nAta na jamADuM te mAruM nAma musAbhAI nahi,

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191 paraMtu jamaNa karavA mATenI AITame joItI sAhitya sAmagrI lAvavA mATe khIssAmAM pUratA paisA nathI. have karavuM kema. netaruM pheravyuM eTale samaya para dhIme dhIme loke AvavA lAgyA jota jotAmAM janatA jamA thaI gaI samagra jJAti ekatrita thAya pachI svAbhAvika lake eka bIjAnI khabara meLavatA rahe jJAtinI unnati ke avanati aMge thoDI ghaNI vATAghATa cAlatI ja rahe temAM te pUchavuM ja zuM? nAta jamA thaI gaI che pArasparika vAtenI Apa le cAlI rahI che. tevAmAM barAbara avasarane avalokIne musA bhAIe tamAma jJAti baMdhuo evaM benaDIone bUTa ane caMpalo slIpara ekaThThA karI lIdhAM moTA kapaDAmAM bAMdhIne mAthA para sahelAIthI rahI zake tevuM eka vyavasthita poTakuM banAvyuM ane zrI saMghanA bhAI bahenAnA paganA joDAnuM pioTakuM svayaM mAthA upara laIne ekAeka bajAramAM nikaLI paDayA tamAma bUTa caMpalo vigere vaheM. cIne mAlanI kharIdI karavA mATe joitA paisA ubhA karyA ane te paisAthI jamavA mATenI egya sAhitya sAmagrI laI AvyA hatA, tyAM sudhI jJAti jane vATAghATa karI rahyA hatA daramyAna bhejana mATe khAdya padArtho taiyAra karAvavAmAM AvyA pazcAta musAbhAI jJAti baMdhuone vinaMti karI rahyA che ke have padhAro jamavA mATe vina. vaNuM karIne badhAne jamavA mATe besADe che jamavAnuM pIrasAI gayuM pANInA leTA pyAlAo paNa eke ekanI

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pAse mUkAvI devAnI vyavasthA karavAmAM AvI hatI musAbhAI hAthamAM paMkhe laIne pavana nAMkhavA lAgyA ane sAthe sAthe bolavA lAgyA, "jame bApalA gharanuM jANI, musAbhAInA vA ane pANI musAbhAInI vANImAM loko zaMkti thayA hitu ke te nIcuM joIne jamI rahyA che A vAta loke na samajI zakyA tyAre musAbhAIe spaSTI karaNa karyuM hatuM. (73) A akhila brahmAnDamAM janma janaka bhAva pratyeka padArthamAM paDele hoya che eTale ke darekanI pAchaLa janaka jevuM tatva chupAyeluM ja hoya che tema pApane paNa bApa hoya che dANAone kadAca khyAla nahi haze ke pApane bApa labha heya che kharekhara lebhamAM lapaTAyela lAle zuM nathI. karavA taiyAra thate teja eka prazna che cAle tyAre vAMcI leje ke lebhamAM lalacAyelo eka bajANIe kaI rItie pitAno pote prANa gumAve che. ane sAthe sAthe pitAnA patine vAre vAre AtmahatyA karavAnI dhamakI ApanAra dhanavatInI Akhe kayAre khUlo che te A vArtA uparathI vAMcaka jANI zakaze. sokreTIsa eka tatvavetA sAthe kaviratna manAte hate durbhAgya vazAta tene janmayI nAmanI eka karkazA ane kUTIla kAminI malI hatI tevI rIte eka ghanAlya ane garbha zrImatane paNa tevI ja tanatanATa karatI taruNI malI hatI sAthe sAthe A zeThANIe.

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evI kALa junI kuTeva paDI gaelI ke tene pADozI ADozI sAthe kaleza ane kaMkAza karyA sivAya bhAgye ja cena paDe sekreTIsa ghaNI vakhata zrotAjanene saMbhaLAvatA ke purUSane je sArI eTale ke zAnta ane suzIla patnI male te tene saMsAra svagaya bane agara je kalezanA kendra sarIkhI kAntA male te teNIne pati prAyaH tatva vettA jovA maLe che. A mAthA bhAre bhAminI vAta vAtamAM kalezanuM mahAbhArata mAMDe ane zeThane dhamakI ApyA kare ke "to A cAlI" kuve paDavA" A zabdo teNInA jIvanamAM eka sUtra samA thaI paDelA jyAre ne tyAre kaMIka kAraNuM paDe ke turata lAvyA kare ke huM te A cAlI kUve paDavA A zrImAna zeTha teTalA ja zAnta ane suzIla hatA pitAnI patnIne aneka rIte samajAve mAtra zAma ane dAmathIja apanI dayitAne samajAve paNa samaje che. koNa? zvAnane se veLA gaMgAjalathI snAna karAve te paNa te pavitra cheDe thavAno che? tema A mAthA bhAre mAninIne mahIpati paNa bhAgyeja samajAvI zake? zeThANI te mAtra kUve paDavAne ja paDakAra karyA kare. Akhare eka divasa zeThe kaMTALIne mana manAvyuM ke samajAvaTathI A sundarI nahi samaje "sundarI ke chachundarI' jyAre tene kaDavI anubhUti thaze tyAre ja te pAchI paDaze eka divasa zeThANI e pravAsamAM javAnI pUrva taiyArI 13

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194 karI. alaMkAra AbhUSaNe paherI banI ThaNIne taiyAra thaI gayAM zeTha dukAnethI ghera AvyA ke turata ja pravAsane prastAva raju karyo zeThe kahyuM atyAre te dhaMdhAkIya mAsama cAlu che. sIjhanamAMja paisA ubhA karI zakAya che mATe divALI pachI pravAsane progrAma jarUra rAkhIzuM paraMtu A zeThANuM te nanaiye ja bhaNatI rahI. zeTha khUbaja saralatAthI samajAvI rahyA che tyAre zeThANuM te teja paDakAra karI rahI che ke huM te mAre A cAlI kUve paDavA o dhamakI sivAya anya keI camakI teNInI pAse na hatI. vAre vAre A sUtraja babaDayA kare tyAre zeThathI sahyuM na gayuM tyAre ekAeka zeTha belI uThayA ke jA tyAre tArI marajI heya tema kara. basa A zabda e zeThANInA aMtaramAM sanasanATI phelAvI dIdhI. jenA jIvananAM vaka cakra hoya te kayAreya paNa hitAvaha vAta ne sIdhI na ja samaje zeThANIte AbhUSaNonA zaNagAra sAthe ekAeka gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI paDI. ane gAmanI dakSiNa dizAmAM dura AvelA eka bhamarIyA kuvAnA kAMThe jaI caDI. Atma hatyA karavAnI aNI upara AvIne ubhI rahI tevAmAM ja tyAM eka bajANIye ke ajANIye AvI caDa ane be bahena! tamAre kayAM javuM che? ane zuM karavuM che ? zeThA e vaLato javAba Ape ke are bhAI! tuM tAruM kAma kara. huM te mAre kUve paDavA AvI chuM bajANIye kahe are zeThANI ! bahena tame je ApaghAta karIne marI ja

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195 javAnAM hAte tamArAM AbhUSaNe mane ApI de te! kema tamArU nAma raheze mArU kAma thaze kharekhara sAnAnA dAnathI tamane svarga malaze mATe mahena maherabAnI karIne mArA jevA nirAdhAra ne duHkhIyArAne dAna detAM jAva ahena bhagavAna tamArUM bhaluM karaze khasa zeThANI te eka pachI eka AbhUSaNA ApatI gai parantu kara kaMkaNu ane nAkanI nathI na ApI. ajANIyAne tA kharekhara lAbha lAgyA ane gUMdarIye thaine ceTI paDayA ke are mahena ATaluM bAkI zA mATe rAkheA che. dAna dIdhuM che te pUrU I de| A tamArI sAthe thADuM AvavAnuM che. kUvAmAMja rahI jaze mATe hAthe teja sAthe zeThANI elI uThayAM are bhAi tu bheALA chuM samajate nathI patinI hayAtImAM A saubhAgyanA zaNagAra samA e muddAe teA na ja apAya ajANIe samajI gaye ke zeThANI A be dAgInA te nahi ja Ape ane hamaNAMja kUvAmAM paDaze. kUvAmAMthI mArAthI laI zakazo nahi mATe A zeThANIne AtmahatyAja karavI che te bIjo sarala rastA batAvu. A khajANIe sarala mAdana ApI rahyo che. ke gaLAmAM kAMsA nAkhIne ApaghAta karavA e sarala mArga che ajANIyAne A mAna kema Apavu paDyuM te vAMcaka svayaM samajI zakaze bhUkhALavAnu mana lacake ane cAranu` mana acake A kahevata anusAra majANIyAne kara kakaNa ane nAnI nathaDI joIe che mATe ja te

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196 gaLe phAMse khAvAnuM mArgadarzana ApI rahyo che. e te saheje samajI zakAya che. zeThANIne paNa maravA mATe saraLa raste hRdayaMgama thaI paDe kema ke kUvAmAM paDavuM saheluM nathI ja are ApaghAta kare te paNa ati sudalabha che ja nitu haMmezAM Avezane AMkhe heI zakatI nathI eTale dekhAya kyAMthI ! Atma hatyA karavAnI kAravAhI AraMbhyA pachI te aparaMpAra saMtApa karatI hoya che paNa pachI teNInI mATe keI upAya avanimAM hoI zakto nathI ja bajANIyAnI samAcita sUcanA zeThANane gamI gaI kinta zeThANa A sarala pharsa khAvAnI rItithI ajJAta hatI eTale ja zeThANIe kahyuM ke bhAIlA pahelAM tuM mane karI batAva. pachI huM tadanusAra karI laIza A bajANIyA bhAI apanA gaLAmAM se nAMkhIne batAvavA jAya che. tevAmAM tenAja gaLAmAM phAMso paDI jAya che ane bajANIye marI jAya che pariNAme AtmahatyAnuM AkharI aMjAma avakI ne zeThANI tamAma pitAnA alakAre AbhUSaNe laIne ubhI pUMchaDIye bhAgI ane ghara bhegI thaI gaI priyatama patinA pagamAM paDIne potAnI bhUlanI kSamA yAcavA lAgI niyama Teka ke pratijJAnuM paripAlana ! ! (74) ati Avazyaka che. ghaNI vakhata sAmAnya keTIne mANasa paNa lIdhelI pratijJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe keTale kaTIbaddha hoya che. te pachI. ucca kuTuMbamAM avatarelA InsAnoe

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197 vicAravuM paDe ke ApaNe ApaNI pratijJAnuM paripAlana kema na karI zakIe niyama e eka jAtanI maryAdA che ane maryAdA e eka jAtanI mAvaDI che eja mAvaDI tamArA Atmika jIvananu pASaNa karI rahI haiAya che. kharI mAvaDI teja che ke tamArI jIvana nAvaDIne pApane pelepAra pahAMcatI kare che. AvI uccattara mAvaDInA kheALAmAM mAthu mUkanAra mAnava keTale| mahAna ane che AlamamAM tenI amara nAmanA rahI jAya che ataH lIdhelI pratijJAnI kAI paNa sacegeAmAM AvakAra ApavA ati Avazyaka che, ~. eka mahAtmAe kAI ja MgalI kaThIyArA ne udhana kareluM ke lIlI vanarAjI nahi kApavI evI pratijJA levAnu sUcana karyuM are gurujI gheADA ghAsathI dostI kare teA pachI khAyazu" bIjo koI niyama Ape! are bhAI ! hamezane mATe na pAlana thaI zake te Aje pUrNimA che. dara pUrNimAe tAre lIlu ghAsa ke jhADa nahi kApavu. khasa A kaThiyArAe A vAta vadhAvI lIdhI ane niyama grahaNa karyAM ke AjathI dara pUrNimAe mAre lIluM ghAsa ke ADa nahi ja kApavAnuM A kaThIyArA vicAre che.ke sadbhAgyeja sadgurUnA subhaga samaiga sAMpaDe che. ata: temanI yAdagirImAM yA te temanA mAnanI khAtara paNa mAre kaMIne kaMI pratijJA karavI joIe eka jaMgalI mANasa paNa ziSTAcAramAM keTalu samaje che. khAnadAna ane kulIna mANase e A jaMgalI mANasanA Adaza apanAvavA joie, kaThIyArA manamAM salpa karIne

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198 ghAsa ravAnA thAya che ke dara pUrNimAe lIluM ke vRkSa nahiM ja kApu varUtumAM sAta sAta divasa sudhI varasAdanI helI maMDANI AThamA divase varasAda jyAre thaLye tyAre kUhADA laIne jaMgalamAM nikaLI paDaye kUhADA hAthamAM laIne lIlA ADa upara jyAM prahAra karavA jAya che tyAM tene peAtAnI pratijJA yAda AvI ke Aje pUrNi`mA che. me mahAtmAjInA zrImukhe niyama grahaNa karelA che. pUrNimAnA divase lIlu ghAsa ke jhADa nahi kApavuM A niyamanA bhaMga kema ? thai zake gurUjI pAsethI lIdhelI pratijJAno bhaMga karanAra mANasa ghaNuMAja doSita ane che mATe A pratijJAnuM pAlana tA mAre avazya karavuM ja joIe Aje pUrNimA che lIlu ghAsa ke jhADa huM nahi kApI zaku kUhADA jevA jhADapara mAravA jAya che tevAja pAche laIle che. hADA khabhApara mUkIne jeve! AnyA tevA pAchA jai rahyo che. rastAmAM nadI Ave che. nadInA vahetA pravAhamAM eka tAtIMga kAyakASTha AvI rahyuM hatu. khukhaja jahematanA aMte ekAkI ja te kASThane ghasaDIne kInAre lAvyo tene amApa Ana thaye ke paripAlana karavAmAM AvelA niyamanu' zIghra phala maLyu vAhe gurUjI vAhe dhanya dhanya tama jIvana niyama. tArI lIlAnu pariNAma kAi aNanama ane TekIle mANasa ja joI zake Aje pUrNimA che. lIluM kApavAnI pratijJAnA pAlananu phUla mane ghAsa ke vRkSa nahi turata ja malI gayu

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199 kharekhara A niyamane bhaMga keIpaNa sagAmAM nahi ja thavA dauM e manamAM daDha nizcaya kare che niyama pAlananuM phala mane vinA vilaMbe malyuM A te usa hAthase de, ane usa hAthase le. jevI ghaTanA banI. bajAramAM jAya che. A hatuM bAvana caMdana grAhake levA mATe paDApaDI kare che. hameMzAM kamANI thatI tenAthI daza guNa kamANI Aje thAya che. grAhake nIti parAyaNa hatA vahunAM mUlyAMkana samajIne kiMmata Ape che. teja khAnadAna vepArI gaNAya ke je parAI pIDane pIchANe te adhamI mAnava paNa dharmAtmA bane eTale prabhAva nItimattAne hoya che. A sAmAnya kASTha nathI kinta bAvanA caMdananA kASTha che. asahya dAhaMjavara e rAmabANa auSadha che. te kASThanA badalAmAM tene senaiyA bharelI thelI malI AvI pariNAme tenA jIvanane bharakhI raheluM dukha dAridra dUra thayuM. (75) kaNAda nAmanA eka mahAtmA hatA. mAtra dehane na bhAvanAnI khAtara teo kaNa kaNane vINIne khAtA eTaleja temanuM nAma kaNAda rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM teo hameMzAM svAdhyAya ane sAdhanamAM nimagna rahetA. lokonA magajamAM e havA hatI ke emanI pAse suvarNa siddhi che. A vAta vAyu vege rAjAnA kAna sudhI

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200 pahoMcI rAjA caMkI uThaye ene ema thayuM ke A suvarNa siddhine huM lAbha lauM rAjA svayaM bhejananI sarvottama sAmagrI laIne tyAM pahoMcyA paratu kaNAda sAme na joyuM eTale rAjAne kheda thaye rAjA babaDI uThaye ke che te bhikhArI ane khUmArI keTalI che vacce maMtrI ekAeka be ke rAjana khUmArI kema hoya che te siddhinA svAmI che teonI upekSA karavA karatAM temane bhaktithI suprasanna kare, ane bhakti dhanathI nahi paNa manathI ja thAya che. paisAthI nahi paNa premathI thAya che. hemathI nahi paNa haiyAthI thAya che. e mahAtmA tamArI sAme dRSTi pheke te tamAruM dAridra dUra thAya. tamane AzirvAda Ape. te tamArI dhArelI dhAraNa pAra paDe rAjA tyAMthI potAnA sthAne jaI pahece che. eka vakhata rAtrInA zAnta samayamAM rAja svayaM bhIstInA veze tyAM jAya che. unALAnI rUtu hovAthI mahAtmAnA Azrama AgaLa pANIne chaMTakAva kare che. pachI mahAtmAnA paga dAbe che. paga lAkaDA jevA hovAthI rAjA pUche che Apane duHkha te nathI thatuM ne ? mahAtmA smita karatAM belI uThayA ke are bhAI lAkaDAne zuM thavAnuM che? kharekhara A mahAtmAne pitAnA zarIranI jarAya darakAra nathI. zarIra ane AtmA baMnenA dharmo aMtaramAM samajAI javAyA che. eTale mahAtmAonAM jIvana AvAM atyuttama hoya che A vakhate rAjAne mahAtmA siddha purUSa che evI pratIti thAya che.

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201 (76) A jIvaDo juga jugathI parigrahanI pAchaLa pAgala anI beThele che. prANanA bhoge paNa A jIvana kaDaka majUrI mahenata ane jahemata uThAvI jagatanI mAtrAne apanI karavA mATe cAre tarapha phiphAM mArI rahelo hoya che. paraMtu Akhare parigrahanI paMjAmAM phasAI mare che. tene mATenuM A javalaMta dRSTAMta tamane jANavA malaze. mahaMmada gajhanI sattara sattaravAra hiMdapara caDhAI karI hatI hindamAMthI mabalakha matA upADI gaye hate. pILA pattharA lIlA patthare bhUrA pattharAo metIne hIrA, nIlama ane mANeka piokharAja ne pravAla ghaNoja mAla upADI gayele hate. pachI gijhanIe apanA sthAnamAM jaIne te pattharAonI suMdara tijorIe ane kabATo karAvarAvyA ane temAM lAvavAmAM AveluM karaDenuM jhaverAta te tije. rIomAM bharyuM. dareka jAtanuM jhaverAta alaga alaga tijerIomAM bharavAmAM AvyuM. hameMzAM svayaM le che. ane hAthamAM laIne harakhAya che. pachI tenI sAme nayane nAcI uThe che. jemAM jene haiyAmAM harakhAya che. manamAM malakAya che. aMtaramAM apAra AnaMda udadhi uchaLe che tenuM dila DolI uThe che magajamAM magarUrIne pAra nathI. dunIyAbharanuM jhaverAta upADI laI AvavA mATene akharva garva che. jenuM zabdomAM varNana na thaI zake samaya para mahaMmada gijhanI jyAre mAMdagImAM paTakAya che. mAMdagI vadhatI jAya che. mAMdagI kene

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202 nathI AvatI! ane AvyA pachIthI tene vadhatAM vAsa keTalI ? bAdazAhanA manamedAmAM chellI icchAne phaNage. phUTe che. tene ema thaI AvyuM ke mAre khajAnAnAM darzana karavAM che. ubhA thaI zakAtuM nathI. sevake taiyAra che ucakIne khajAnA sudhI pahoMcatA kare che. hIrA pannA maNi mANeka ane metInAM darzana kare che. jema jema jete jAya che tema tema te jAya che AkhAe AMsuonAM tAraNa baMdhAya che. tenA aMtaramAM garamAgarama dIvelIyuM reDAyuM aMtara bhayaMkara AMcako anubhave che tenA dilanI dIvAla upara dharatI kaMpane dhaDAke thAya che. ene have lAgI AvyuM ke Abadhu ja jhaverAta temaja vipula vaibhava ane atula azvarya choDIne javuM paDaze. aMdagIbharanI kamANa upara bAdazAha bAMga pikArI pikArIne raDI rahyA che. A rIte jagatanA jIvaDAo bhautika sAmagrIne saMcaya karavA mATe dhamAdhama macAvI rahyA hoya che. nAzavaMta padArthonI pAchaLa je laya lagADavAmAM Ave che tevIja laya paramAtmA prati lAgI jAya te keIjAtane bhaya rahevA nahi pAme. hakIkatamAM sAco satya ane sanAtana vaibhava kene kahe te eka prazna che. A praznane hala karavA mATe gurUnI chAyAmAM AvIne bese. samasyA jarUra hala thaI jazeja jaze (77). hamezAM AgIyAne kaMkara male zaMkara na male. kaMTaka male kalpavRkSa na male koI eka musAphara bhISaNa garamImAM

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203 pitAnA gherathI ekAeka nikaLI paDaye. tene dUra kAyathe anya gAmamAM javuM che cAlate jaI rahyo che. te samaye vAhana vyavahAra nahi hate Ajete sTezanathI gRhAMgaNe javuM hoya te pachI jaI zakAtuM nathI. paNa dUra sudUra gAmamAM javAnI vAtaja vegaLI rahI jAya che. A musAphara rastAmAM cAlatAM cAlatAM thAkI jAya che. bahu ja zrama lAgyo tyAre eka vRkSanI zItaLa chAyAmAM besIne visAmo laI rahyo che. thoDI vAra pachI tene thayuM ke A TAIma suMdara manamAnatuM bhejana malete kevuM sAruM basa vicAra karatAMnI sAthe suMdara manamAnatA bhejanane rasa thALa taiyAra thAya che. musAphara mejathI khAI rahyo che. pachI tRSAtura bane che. mAgaNI karatAM ja pANuM taiyAra pachI vicAre che. ArAma karavA mATe suMdara palaMga seja taLAI hoya to pachI bhavazAlI ThaThArAnuM pUchavuM ja zuM? teja TAIme suMdara palaMga bIchANa vigere taiyAra thaI jAya che. A samaye vicArI rahayA che ke je huM mAruM chuM te tamAma maLatu ja rahe che. AvA bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM pANuM sarakhuMya na pAme tyAM eke eka mananI abhilASAo mujaba malatuM ja rahe che. kAraNa zuM are bhUta bUta te nahi heya ne ! basa yA vicAra AvatAMnI sAthe bhUta taiyAra ja ubheluM che. A musAphara DaravA lAgyA. zuM A bhUta mane khAI te nahi jAyane. vinA vilaMbe te bhUta tene keLIye karI jAya che. ajJAnI ane abhaNa aharniza athaDAte ja rahe che. tene bhAgyeja kaI gatAgama hoI zake. A bIcArA pAnthane pavitratama pAtheya malI AvyuM hatuM paraMtu tenA lalATamAM lakhAyeluM na hatuM.

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204 kalpavRkSa nIce keInara Ubhe sudhA khUba pIDANI nahi kalpavRkSa nakakI e bAvaLIye kAM te bhAgyarekhA bhUsANI kalpavRkSa phaLIye AMgaNIye taNA nahi samANuM kAM te bhAgya bIjAnuM bhaLIyuM kAM pApI e prANI (78) - yadyapi A ghaTanA agAu AvI javA pAmI hoya te banavA joga che. tathApi kaMIka reya jarUra haze ema mAnIne punaH tenuM ahiM avataraNa karavAmAM Ave che. - keI bIcAre jaDa bharata nirantara mahAdevanI pUjA kare jAya che. kyAreka mUSaka bhAI AvI caDyA ane yatheccha saphara karavI zarU karI dIdhI. kyAreka mahAdevanI mUti para Aroha avaroha kare jAya. tevAmAM mArI dhasI AvI. jotAMnI sAthe mUSaka bhAI ubhI pUMchaDIce chU thaI gayA. pahelAM mUSakanI pUjA karavAmAM AvI hatI. tatpazcAta mArInI pUjA zarU thaI hatI. mAjArInI pUjA cAlI rahI che tevAmAM zvAnane praveza thatAMja mArI pobArA gaNI gaI. zvAnanI pUjA karavAmAM AvI. rItasara peTa pUratuM bhajana vigere malavA lAgyuM kUtarAne svabhAva che ke jyAM tyAM suMghatA phare ne meTuM nAMkhatA jAya. A brAhmaNa bhAIne tyAM tenA pitAnuM zrAddha hatuM. gharamAM dUdhapAka banAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. kUtarAe dudhapAkanA pAtramAM moDhuM nAkhyuM gharavALIne jovAmAM AvyuM khUbaja cIDAI gaI teNIe e che ke phaTakAyo kUtare kUdako mArate

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25 bhAgI gayA dhaNIe avanavI zodha karI ke vAha A gharavALImAM kevI tAkAta che. basa te have ApaNe gharavALInI ja pUjA karIe. nahI tenI pUjA karI. pachI pUchavAnuM ja zuM? bAjaTha para bIrAjamAna karavAmAM Ave caMdana cokhA lagADe A badhuM gharavALIne ghaTatuM nahi lAgyuM te samajI gaI ghaNuM ja vyavahAra bAruM thAya che teNIne thayuM ke gharavALAne kahevuM zuM ane karavuM zuM? kaI rasto na ma. parantu rAta divasa cintAtura rahe che. gharavALI suzIla sannArI hatI. eTale teNIne A pasaMda nahi hatuM. have gharavALIne eka rasto malI AvyuM. teNIe eka plAnIMga banAvyuM. eka divasa jamavAmAM joItA zAka dALamAM khuba ja maracAM paTakI devAmAM AvyAM, gharadhaNI jamavA beThA tyAM dALa zAkamAM vadhu paDatAM maracAM mAluma paDavAthI tenuM magaja gayuM ane uThIne turata ja eka jora zorathI tamA lagADI dIdhe. gharavALIe zikSA sahIne paNa ghara dhaNInI zAna ThekANe lAvavAmAM AvI hatI. have A tarapha teNIne dhaNI vicAranA vamaLamAM gothA khAya. che ke chevaTe moTuM keNu ? mahAdeva karatA mUSaka tenI daSTie mArI ane mArI karatAM paNa zvAna mATe kahI. zakAya. paraMtu AgaLa vadhatAM mArI gharavALIja zaktizALI che. kinatu atima pariNAma ema jaNAya che ke A badhA omAM huM ja mahAna chuM. pachI utarottara A zrAdvANuM bhAIne A harirasa nuM sUtra samajAya che ke AtmA teja

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206 paramAtmA che. kintu vacce pApanA jaMgI pahADe paDelA che te jyAM sudhI na khaseDAya tyAM sudhI AtmA paramAtva svarUpa dhAraNa kema karI zake. (79) bharUca baMdaranI aMdara cAra mANasanuM kuTuMba hatuM. jena kulamAM janmyA hatA. ucca ane Adarza saMskArI hatA gharamAM cAre mANasa ghaNAja udAtta vicAra zreNI dharA vatA hatA. eka vakhata evuM banyuM ke pitA ane putrane ekAsaNuM hatuM. sAsu raseI karI rahI che. putra vadhu gharanuM anya kAmakAja karI rahI che raseInI khUllI rahI gayelI tapelImAM keI jherI jIvanI lALa paDI gaI haze. pitA putra ekAsaNuM karIne meDA upara jaIne dhArmika vAMcana kare che. tevAmAM belatA bolatA baMdha thaI jAya che AvatA avAja baMdha thaI javAthI vahune zaka jAya che ke A leke ekAeka baMdha kema thaI gayA haze vahu pitAnI sAsune vAta kare che baMne malIne upara tapAsa kare che. to pitA putra baMne jamInapara DhaLI paDayA che. are A zuM ? dhrAsako paDayo haiyuM hacamacI uThayuM jarUra kaMI garabaDa che ? tapAsa karatAM mAluma paDayuM ke A tapelImAM kaMI garabaDa jarUra che ! sAsu vahu vicArI rahyAM che ApaNe gabharAravAnI jarUra nathI dhArmika zikSaNa ane sarakAra pAmI cUkelI putra vadhu pitAnI sAsujIne namra nivedana karI rahI che ke bApujInuM mAthuM ApanA meLAmAM rAkhe ane

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207 huM ApanA putranuM mAthuM mArA kheALAmAM rAkhuM chuM. ApaNe bhaktAmara stotrane maMgala pATha karIe. bhaktAmara stotrano prabhAva acinya agamya akathya che. vAta zuM karIe ApaNe te tetranA mahimAnuM talaspazI varNana naja karI zakIe samajayAMne sAsujI putra. vadhu bahuja zuddha ane sAtvika bhAvathI "rokAI ja visTa kaDha" A zleka ekavIza vAra zraddhApUrvaka zuddha uccAraNathI besI jAya che. abhimaMtrita kareluM jala, pIvaDAvavAmAM Ave che. ane bahAra mukhanA bhAga upara chAMTavAmAM Ave che. basa minITamAM jheranuM zamana thAya che. bApa beTo pUrva paristhitimAM AvI gayA A che. bhaktAmara stotrane prabhAva kalikAlamAM paNa bhaktAmara stotrane mahimA ameya che amApa che ajaya che kharekhara A jaDavAdI jamAnAmAM bhaktAmara stotra adabhUta kAma Ape agara sapUrNa zraddhA sAthe tenuM samaraNa karavAmAM Ave te bhaktAmaranA pUjakane pratyakSa prabhAva dekhAze temAM apI. lane avakAza nathI. - niSkAma bhAvanAe karavAmAM Avate bhaktAmara stotrane pATha tamArA jIvanamAM anere ThATha jamAvaze tamArA ThATha ThakurAI ne ThasAnA cAra cAra cAMda camakI uThaze kevala vAsanAnI pAchaLaja pAgala banete purUSa kartavyAkartavyanuM bhAna bhAgyeja rAkhI zake ! e te svAbhAvika ja che. hameMzAM bhautika vAsanAnI vidyuta zakti

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208 anAkhI che. agara jarA asAvadhAna rahe ke turata vidyuta nA karaMTa lAgyA vinA rahe nahi leAgIne tA teneA lAge. leAja rahe che. kintu kyAreka yAgI jo asAvadha rahe te tene paNa lAgatAM vAra lAgatI nathI ja A prazna ghaNeAja gahana che teTaleAja vicAraNIya che. vAsanAne vivaza thayelA vIra nara paNa kayAreka para banIne khalakamAM kalaMkti thatA hAya che koI eka nagaramAM narAntamadAsa nAme gala` zrImata manAtA eka dhanADhya zeThanI nA nAme patnI ATha varSoMnI mAMdagInA aMte pacatva pAmyAM hatAM A samaye narottamadAsa kAkAnI vaya sATha varSanI hatI. te puna: paraNavA taiyAra thAya che hamezAM khyAla karo, vikAra e varU che. tenA zikAra nahi bane! e atyuttama che kahevAtA kAkAne sATha varSoMnI jatI vaye jorU kayAMthI ubhI karavI te eka jaTIla samasyA thai paDI tyAre kAkAe eka dalAlane ubho karyAM. che hAtha halAvyA paga hulAvyA, jIbha halAvI khAlI hAya manuSyanAM mAthA laDAvyA enuM nAma dalAlI, huMmezAM dalAla leAkeAnuM kAma ja A hoya che je uparAkta zAyarImAM AlekhAyela che buddhimAna jarUra samajI jaze dalAla bahAra nAnA nAnA gAmaDAomAM paryaTana kare jAya che. kAkAzrI pAsethI puratu kamIzana malavAnI zakayatA hatI kAkAzrI paNu mAM mAgyA dAma devA taiyAra hatA dalAla paNa kamIzana laine ghara bhaNI cAlyA jAya che.

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200 nava pariNitA A zeDane ThaThAre ane vaibhava joIne pitAnI garIbI bhUlI jAya che amIrI joIne uchAMchaLI banI jAya che. dhIme dhIme zeTha upara savAra thaI jAya che haMmezAM bhautika viSayonI gulAmI bhayaMkara hoya che. tenuM A javalaMta daSTAMta che. hindu AjhAda pahelAnI vAta che ke jyAre A dezamAM agrejI rAjya relAI rahyuM hatuM tyAre eka divasa baparanA samaye surendranagara saurASTranA sTezana para gADI ubhI rahI temAMthI eka goro amaladAra nIce utarI paDe teNe pleTaphorma parathI prasArIta thatI eka navayuvatI rUpasuMdarI strIne komaLa hAtha pakaDI ane teNIne ghasaDIne balAkAre potAnA pahelA vargane DabbA tarapha laI javA lAge A nirdoSa nArI barADA pADI rahI che ke bacAve bacAve paraMtu te gorA amaladAranI sAme javA keInI hiMmata nahi cAlI tamAma janatA dUra ubhI rahIne A amAnuSI dazya nihALI rahI hatI. A gerA amaladAre eka hAtha strInA stanapara rAkhela hato. jyAre bIjo hAtha, pATalUnanA khIssA para rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM te ema sUcanA karI rahyo hato ke mArI pAse rIlavara che koI mArI sAme AvavA mAgatA hoya te jarUra AvI jAya, tene mATe ja A rIvolavara rAkhavAmAM AvI che. eka samaye bhAratIya janatA satIenA satI-. tvanuM saMrakSaNa karavA mATe kammara kasIne kUdI paDatI hatI.

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210 game tevAM kaSTa sahI letI sAthe sAthe jAna phesAnI karavAnI paNa taiyArI batAvatI te janatA Aje pitAnI kAyA ane mAyAne gulAmImAMja gabaDI paDelI che pitAnI kAyA ke mAyAnI jarAya AMcake nahi. AvA joIe Aja mAnyatA ghara ghAlI gaI che. basa A mAnyAtAe janatAne kiM kartavya vimUDha banAvI mUkI che sadbhAgya coge tyAM eka ThekaTara AvI caDayA temanA jevAmAM ane jANavAmAM AvatAMnI sAthe aMge aMgamAM Aga uThI AvI are mArA bhArata varSanI bhAminIonuM chaDe coka atItva luMTAI rahyuM che zuM ? ane A badhI ubhelI janatA sagI AMkhe joI rahI che dhikkAra che te janatAne A eka ja mAIne lAla AvI pahoMcavAthI janatAne keTaluM protsAhana ApyuM A DokaTara pitAnA prANanI paravA karyA zivAya pelA garA amaladAra tarapha ghasI gayA ane pelAM gorA amaladAranA kAMDA para jorathI phaTake mAryo ane A abalAne baMdhanamAMthI mukta karavAmAM AvI kharekhara siMhanA paMjAmAM pakaDAyelI hariNAkSIne cheDAvI ane tenA satItvane jarAya AMca AvavA nahi dIdhe pelA gorA amaladAre pitAnA khIssAmAMthI rIkavara kADhI kintu A DekaTara jarAya nahi ha sAmethI kahevAmAM AvyuM ke jaI zuM rahyo che A chAtI taiyAra che. jenA raktanA kaNa kaNamAM vIra rasa UbharAI rahyo che tenI sAme A gerAna e cAle? Aje paNa AvA vIranarone bhArata varSamAM

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ra11 duSkALa nathI e vAta bhUlAvI nahi joIe kevala nija dharmanI rakSA kAje leke Aje paNa prANanI Ahuti ApavA taiyAra che Arya saMskRtinA ucca ane udAtta saMskArothI prabhAvita thayelI prajA pitAnA dharmanuM pari. pAlana karavA Aje paNa taiyAra che. ApaNA AryAvartanI zebhA kevala satItvanA saMrakSaNathIja rahelI che. koIpaNanA satItvanuM saMrakSaNa karavuM e pratyeka bhAratIya saMtAnanI Adya pharaja che ApaNA bhArata varSamAM Aja sudhI satItva pUjAtuM AvyuM che ane paMjAtuM ja raheze sItA sAvitrI sulasA subhadrA ane zIlavatI ityAdi satI zimaNuonA satItvanI aniza AryadezamAM AratIo utarAtI AvI che e bhAratIya saMtAne kayAreya paNa naja bhUlavuM joIe e satItvanA nAme patthare. pANImAM taratA hatA eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu zuSka kASTha paNa pallavita thatuM vAha re vAha satItva tArA nAme jeTalo garva na laIe teTalo che ja che. (82) yadyapi pRthvI pITha para pArakA paise paramAnaMda karanArAone te nathI ja tathApi AlamanA AMgaNe evAM paNa mANase vizvamAM virala ja hoya che. rAjasthAnamAM jesalamera vibhAganA keI erIyAmAM avirata uparA uparI dukAlanA oLA utarI paDatA ja

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212 hoya che te erIyAmAM Aje AThamo dukAla hato kharekhara tevA kaTokaTInA samaye loke paramAtmAnuM nAma japIne paNa haiyAmAM hiMmatane TakAvI rAkhatA hatA duHkha eTale bhUtakALamAM karavAmAM AvelA pApanuM prAyazcitta basa Avu AvuM samajIne besI rahetA paraMtu paisA kaI rItie ubhA karavA kuTuMbI janenA peTa kaI rItie bharavAM te eka samasyA hatI eka divasa eka prasaMga upasthita thaye eka khaTAre tyAM AvI ubhele temAM chala chala bajAra bharela hatuM temAMthI be mANase bahAra AvyA ane AsapAsanA kisAna lokone lAvavAmAM AvyA ane kahyuM ke A bAjarAne Dhagalo ame ahiMja khaDakIne AgaLa javA mAgIe chIe tame badhAye maLIne A bAjarAne upayoga karaze ame sAta divaso pachI pAchA AvIzuM dramAM rahelI bAjarI tyAM Dhagalo karIne A leke AgaLa vadhyA. sAta divasa pachI te ja be mANaso pAchA AvyA ane joyuM te bAjarIne Dhagalo emane ema piTI pika tyAMja paDele jovAmAM AvyuM A lokanA Azcaryane pAra na rahyo te ja lokene belAvIne pUchavAmAM AvyuM tyAre jANavA malyuM te loke ema kahI rahyA hatA ke Apa zrImAnene mATe AbhAra amane kAma Ape amArI pAse majurI mAge pachI ame tenA badalAmAM A bAjarAno upayoga karIe te zivAya amane bIna .

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213 hakakanuM pace nahi maphatIo mAla kayAreya paNa koIne pace nahi maphatIo mAla khAvo e nItinA niyamathI virUddha che mATe maherabAnI kare A bAjarIne Dhagale Apa pAcho laI jAva. yA to amane majurI Apo beu mAMthI eka kArya thaze. (83) haMmezAM sanAtanA siddhAnta che "khADo khode teja paDe A junI ane jANItI kahevata zuM cheTI che? A duniyAmAM kaIka mANasa IrSA asUyA ke adekhAInI AgamAM bharakhAI rahyA che vAMcaka! tuM sajajana che zANe che ane samaju che te akakalane jarA upayoga karI le ISyanI dikarI che nindA tamArA jIvanamAM ISya ke adekhAI AvI ke pachI nindAne janma thatAM vAra keTalI ? zA mATe ApaNe keInI nindA karavI. kharekhara nindA e tamArA jIvanamAM nAzanI nobata vagADe che. mATe nindAnI sobata kayAreya paNa nahi karavI. A zabdanI noMdha levA namra sUcana Aje keTalA eka sArA gaNAtA viddhanjano ane saMyama dharo paNa nindA nArInI sobatathI bhAgyeja bacI zaktA heya. nindAnArI bhalabhalAne paNa apanI seMDamAM chUpAvI detI hoya che bhalabhalA bhaDavIre paNa nindA nArInA nAma ane nakharAmAM maMtramugdha banI beThelA hoya che.

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214 Aje ApaNI unnatimAM ujavalatAmAM ke utka mAM jo koIpaNa avarodhaka hoya te te mAtra nindA ja che, jainadhama nA maulika sUtromAM nindAmi e kriyApadanA prayoga vadhune vadhu jovAmAM Ave che khasa nindAmi e zabda ApaNA jIvanamAM AtmasAt thai paDayA che. piraNAme ApaNuM AdhyAtmika jIvana bhasmasAt thai rahyuM che. ninjAmi"nA phalitA che anindA kharekhara vAstavika ApaNe ApaNA jIvana tarapha avaleAkana karatA thaIe te ApaNA jevA nindAnIya nara bhAgyeja zA male ! ataH aparanI nindA karavAnA AgaNane koI adhikAra nathI ja zA mATe adhikAra ceSTA karavI joie kevala nindAnI mAyA vadhatI jatI heAvAnA kAraNe sAmAjIka ane dhArmika paratvenuM ApaNe ghaNuM ghaNuM gUmAvI rahyA chIe bhale ApaNane kathUla dRSTie unnati dekhAi rahI hoya kintu e unnatinI AsapAsa avanati AMTA ja mArI rahI che zAstrIya paddhatI pramANe bhavamAM ane mekSamAM samabhAva Ave tyAre ja ApaNe mukta thaI zakIe chIe tadanusAra sadguNI ane nirguNI pratye samaSTi keLavAya tyAre ja tamane meAkSa nagaranA TIkITa malI zake ! ane AvI STi meLavavA mATe ane meLavIne keLavavA mATe ja sarvajJa zAsananI samupAsanA che eTale ke paramAtmA zrI mahAvIra zAsananA samupAsa ke vicAravu" ghaTe ke ArAdhanA upAsanA evaM anuSThAne zA mATe A

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215 tamAma kama kAMDonI pAchaLanA mukhya Azaya e che ke jIvanamAM rahelI visa vAdvitA vilIna karavI te che vIra zAsananI vizeSatA visa vAdvitAneA vinAza karavAmAM ja che. vItarAga zAsananI vizeSatA che hamezAM kaleza kaMkAza ane jhera verathI visa'vAditAmA vadhArA thAya che ane te visaMvAditAnA viSa cakromAM jIvaDA cagadAI mare che. eka ThekANe e DozIe rahetI hatI. te paikI eka riddhi ane bIjI siddhi nAmanI hatI. pahelI irSyAthu hatI jyAre anya zAnta ane saralA hatI pahelI bhayaMkara IrSyALu hatI te siddhinI saMpatti sahI zaktI nahi hatI. riddhi irSyAnI AgamAM baLI jaLa rahI che, ke pelI siddhinI saMpattino nAza karUM tyAM sudhI mane AnaMda Ave ja nahi te peAtAnI amAnuSI murAda pUrI pADavA mATe tapa kara che AkhA deva prasanna thAya che deve pUchyuM ke tArI AvI avadazA kema are bhagavata A siddhinA utkarSa tenI AkhAdI huM koIpaNa saMcAgeAmAM sahana nahi ja karI zakuM tethIja mArI AvI durdazA che mAbApa maherabAnI karIne mane sukhI kare! ane pelI rAMDa siddhine samUlakhI duHkhI karA javAbamAM deve kahyuM ke are bahena riddhi e nahi ja anI zake ! kemake teNInuM puNya prakhala che. puNyazAlIone vAMkA vALa kaMi ja karI zakavAne samatha nathI. deva pakSa puNyanI lIlA pAse pAMgaLA che mATe siddhine duHkhI karI zakAze nahi hA jarUra ATaluM thai zakaze tu je mAnIza te karatAM

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216 siddhine bamaNuM thaze riddhie kahyuM ke ema te ema paraMtu te siddhine jaMpIne besavA te nahija dauM A riddhi DezI evI mAnyatA vALI che ke meM marUM lekina tujhe saMDa karUM" AvI mAnyatA teNInI raMgeragamAM vyApI gayelI che deve kahyuM tathAsta A riddhie deve ApelA varadAna anusAra abhiSita mAMgyuM ke mAre alaga alaga oraDA vAlu eka sundara ghara joIe basa te pramANe riddhine malI gayuM ane eka eka oraDAmAM eka eka ku mAMDyA pramANe maLI ja gayuM. jyAre siddhine be ghara ane dareka oraDAmAM be kuvA malyA vAra ATaluM mAgavA chatAM riddhinI AMkhamAM amI nathI haMmezAM adekhA mANasanI AMkhamAM bhAgye ja amI hoya! jene dareka pratye samadaSTi hoya tenI ja AMkhomAM amI heI zake amIno vAsa sahaja nathI, sAthe sAthe jenI AMkhamAM amI tene kaI cIjanI na kamI A sUgha ApaNane keTale sundara saMdeza ApatuM jAya che. AMkhamAM rahelI amI e sajajanatAne mApavA mATenuM mITara che dhanya amI dhanya amI, amI jenI AMkhamAM ramI hoya tenI Atma utkarSanI zAstrIya vAta gamI ja gayelI hoya temAM apIlane avakAza nathI Akhare A riddhie varadAna mAMgyuM ke mArI eka AMkha phUTe basa mAMgatAMnI sAthe riddhinI eka AMkha phUTI gaI jyAre

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217 siddhinI baMne AMkhe phUTI gaI hatI. mAtra adekhAInA agana bhaDake baLI jhaLI rahelI riddhi DozImAM pelI saralAzathI siddhi bAIne duHkha dariyAmAM DUbAvavAne mATe pitAnI eka AMkha pheDavA tauyAra thaI pariNAme riddhinI eka AMkha phUTI jyAre siddhinI baMne AMkhe gaI siddhi AMdhaLI thAya ane A bhamarIyA kUvAmAM paDIne maraNane zaraNa thAya enI ja rAha joIne beThelI riddhi DozI rAtanA ekA eka jhabakIne jAgI ane halabala thatI aMdhArI rAtanAM bahAra jevA jAya che tyAM svayaM pitAnA oraDAmAM rahelA kUvAmAM paDIne maraNa pAme che jyAre baMne AMkhe AMdhaLI thayelI siddhi nAmanI bAI pitAnAja kamane deSa detI dInAnAthane Azare svIkArIne bheLAbhAve bhajana -bhAvamAM aMdagI vItAvI rahI che. sajajane samaja A kathA tamane zuM samajAvatI jAya che. hAthanA karyA heye vAgyA e ukti anusAra riddhi DozI be hAle maraNa pAmI AvI asUyA tamArA jIvanamAM pravezavA na pAme te mATe sajajane sAvadhAna rahe. (84) gAgara nahi paNa sAgara jeTaluM pANI pIvAI gayeluM hovA chatAM jIvaDAnI tarasa chIpI nahi jIvanamAM AvI anekAneka tarasa che je kayAreya paNa chIpI zakAtI nathI ja keIpaNa tarasane anta AvI zakatuM nathI eka kolasAne vepArI jaMgalamAM kelasA pADavA mATe

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218 jAya che. sAthe sAthe gADAmAM joItI sAmagrI sAthe pANI paNa pUratuM lete gaye che. jaMgalamAM jaIne pitAnA mANasa mAraphata bahoLA pramANamAM kANo ekAM karAvIne agni paTAvavAmAM Ave che. ardha baLI rahe. tyAMthI pANI chAMTavuM paDatuM hoya che. kolasAo taiyAra karAvavAnI kAravAhI moTA pramANamAM cAlI rahI che te mujaba pANIne paNa upayoga thAya che A rIte pitAnI pAse raheluM pANI khalAsa thaI jAya che. ane AsapAsa jaMgalamAM kayAMya pANI nathI. garamInI mosama che asahya tRSA lAge che. eka tarapha kelasAnuM kAma paNa apUrNa che bIjI tarapha tRSA vadhatI jAya che. kaMTha zeSAI rahyo che. eka zItala chAyA vALA vRkSa taLe A vyApArI beThelA che. tevAmAM ja tene nidrA AvI gaI daramyAna svapna AvyuM prAyazaH jevuM lakSa laganI ne vezyA hoya tevuM ja svapna Ave svapnamAM eka talAva jovAmAM AvyuM. ane jotAnI sAthe ja talAva tarapha te deDI gayuM ane be be. pANI pIvA maMDI paDe. savaranuM samagra salila pI gaye te paNa tenI tRSA. zAnta na thaI tatpazcAta bIjuM sarovara javAmAM AvyuM tyAM paNa moTuM mAMDIne pANI pIvA bhAgI ja gaye yadyapi meTuM mAMDIne pANI pIvuM e mAnavIya satyatA viruddha che. moTuM mAMDIne pANI pIvAmAM Ave meTuM UMcuM rAkhIne addharathI pANI pIvAmAM Ave uSTranI mAphaka meTuM UMcuM

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219 rAkhIne khAva, padArtha moMmAM mUkavAmAM Ave moTuM vikRta karIne koIpaNanI sAthe belavAmAM Ave ane vadhumAM ubhA ubhA ja jyAM tyAM pezAba karavAmAM Ave AvI tamAma Adate mAnavIya sabhyatA virUddha che. A kelasAne vepArI svapnamAM bIjA sarovaranuM paNa badhuM ja pANI pI gaye tathApi tenI tRSA zamI nahi. tRSNa AkAza jeTalI anata che sarevara zuM paNa sAgara jeTaluM pANI pIvAmAM Ave te paNa tRSA ke tRSNane aMta kayAreya paNa Avate nathI ja A pramANe saMsAra sAgaramAM paNa, vAsanAne aMta kayAreya Avato nathI. vAsanA aneka jAtanI che te agAu kahevAI gayuM che. vAsanA jyAre vikRtarUpa dhAraNa kare che. tyAre te tamAre. ja bhAga letI hoya che. eTale ja vAsanAne vaza paDe. jIvaDe keTale muMjhAya che. tenI avAcya vedanA ke rAMvedata sarvajJa zivAya keNa kahI zake kharekhara sajajana ane vicAraka mANase samajI javuM joIe ke A pramANe tRSA ke tRSNAne aMta AvatuM nathI ane jIvana palakArAmAM pUrNa thAya che. mATe ja jIvanamAM kartavya niSTha thavuM ati Avazyaka che. ane kartavya parAyaNa thavA mATe mAnavatA keLavavAnI teTalI ja jarUra che. hameMzA zraddhA phalavanI bane che. tene A ajoDa dAkhalo che zraddhA e eka jAtanI saMjIvanI che saMjIvanI. auSadhI chavaDAne navajIvana Ape che tema zraddhA mANasanA

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220 jIvanamAM navuM gItanya reDe che avanavuM Atmabala arpe che eTaluM ja nahi kintu jIvana vADIne pUrNa vena vikasAvI de che zraddhAne hameMzAM dhRti eTale ke dhIrajanI anivArya AvazkatA ubhI thAya che hameMzAM dhIrajanI pAchaLa zraddhA devInAM netA pagalAM paDe che pachI e zraddhA devInA nAme sUkAM saravara salilathI chalakAya che vAMjhIyA vRkSe paNa phale ApatAM thaI jAya che eTaluM ja nahi kintu pattharAe paNa pallavita thatA joI zakAya che paNa Arya saMskRti rakSaka zAstromAM zraddhAne vadhu vajana bhAra ke jheka ApavAmAM Avyo che keI eka mahAtmA ugra tapasvI hatA sAthe sAthe teTalA ja kudhiSTha hatA kAdhane kuhADo teonA hAthamAM ja rahele javA male kayAreya paNa prasannatAnI pratibhA temanA jIvanamAM jovA na male prasanna muddo hovI e paNa eka kudaratI deNa che ke sadbhAgyazAlI jIvaDe eka sarakhI muddA rAkhI zake che lagabhaga evA ja jovA maLaze nahi jevA prasaMgamAM cIDAI jAya petAnA vadana upara krodhanI kAliyA chavAI jAya kaIka evA hoya che ke je vAta vAtamAM cIDa cIDA banI jAya kharekhara AvA prANIo mahIne prAyaH vAnara enI mAM ja dhakelAtA hoya che A mahAtmAne eka ziSya jaDa bharata joI le akakalavedI othamIra maMgAvyAM maracAM ne lAvyA kethamIra A ziSya hate maMgAve hIMga tyAre lAve zIMga Avo akakalano bAra dAna hatA kintu teTale ja zraddhAlu ane zAnta hate zraddhAnI zreNImAM

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221 ghaNA ja AgaLa vadhI gayela hatA kharekhara zraddhA devIe tenA aMtarane oraDAmAM vAsa karela hate zraddhAdevInI tenA upara asIma kRpA utarI paDI hatI tyAre ja tenA jIvanamAM AvI saMgIna zraddhA jovAmAM Ave A ziSyane. gurUdeva upara pUrNa prema sevA bhakti ane samarpaNane nema. hatA gurUdeva je keAI sabaMdha sukhaDI cakhADe tene saMpUrNa AvakAra sAthe ArogI jatA gurUjI kaMi paNa Adeza ke pharamAna kare tene brahmavAkaya samajIne vadhAvI lete koI prasaMga vasAta guru ane ziSya sudura pahADI pradezamAM nikaLI paDyA tyAM gurUjI dhyAnastha dazAmAM DUbakI mAravA mATe guphAmAM javAnI taiyArI kare che ziSyane bahAra besI. rahevA kahyuM ziSya gurUjIne pUchI le che gurUdeva mane bhUkha lAge te huM zuM karuM? gurUjIe cIDAIne kahyuM mUrdharAja tane bhUkha lAge to A pattharAe rAMdhI khAje basa ziSya samaje che "kula va gAna" ziSya bhale mUrkha rahyA paraMtu tenAmAM A eka devI guNa che je jyAM tyAM jevA na male seMkaDomAM ekAda evuM spesyala malI Ave ke gurUjInA kaDavA veNane paNa ziSTa ane madhurAM mAnIne ArogI jAya vAha ziSya tane sahasatraza dhanyavAda dhaTe che. pattharAo rAMdhIne khAI jaje cAvA kaDaka prahArane paNa haiyAne hAra samajI bese che gurUjInA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhave e kaparuM kAma ane e vizvAsane vaphAdAra rahevuM te te kaparAmAM kaparuM kAma che ziSya ghaNe vakhata bahAra

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222 besI rahaye che guphAmAM rahelA gurUjI pitAnA ISTanuM dhyAna dharI rahe che jyAre A ziSya potAnA gurUjInuM ja dhyAna dharI rahaye che samaya ghaNeja vItI javA AvyA chatAM gurUjI guphAmAMthI bahAra na AvyA te na ja AvyA samatAnI paNa sImA hoya che have ziSyane atyaMta kSudhA lAgI Ave che tyAM gurUjInA vacanAnusAra cUlo banAvIne agni peTA cUlA upara tapelI mUkIne temAM patharAo mUkavAmAM AvyA hatA. tapelIne DhAMkI devAmAM AvI hatI jyAre samaya thaye ne uparanuM DhAMkaNa khaseDe che tyAM tapelImAM bhAta levAmAM AvyA hatA. ziSya te bhAtane ArogIne saMtuSTa thAya che zraddhAnuM A pariNAma che. zAstrIya siddhAnta che. "sarA zraddhA sTIyarI" A sUyane AtmasAt kare pachI jaI tamAre sarvatra jaya jayakAra che. A dunIyAnI ajAyabIomAM jovA lAyaka sthaLe paikI amadAvAda haThI sihanuM daherU kharekhara jovA lAyaka che Aje hajAro mANaso darzanArthe doDI AvatA hoya che dUra sudUrathI bahAranI jaina ajaina tamAma janatA nirIkSaNa karIne Atma saMtoSa meLavatA hoya che haThI siMhabhAI jaina zAsananuM eka bhavya smAraTha UbhuM karIne pitAnI suvAsa mUkatA gayA che svadharyanI pAchaLa keTale garva hato keTaluM gaurava haze keTaluM jema haze keTalo jusse haze! te Apa zrImAne kalpI zake che haThIsiMha nAma sArthaka che siMha haTha uparathI haThIsiMha nAma jagatamAM

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223 -jAhera thayuM amadAvAda rAjanagaranA raLiyAmaNuM AMgaNuM eka jANItuM jaina kuMTuMba ghaNuM ja samRddhA ane saMskArI hatuM. teonI pAse jamInane eka moTo pleTa hate e teTanA medAnamAM gerA leke pilanI ramata ramatA rahe teonuM ja rAja ane dAdAgirI cAle ekavAra kuMTuMbI janee mane nirNaya lIghe ke A pravitra pleTamAM jInAlayanuM nava nirmANa karavuM jarUrI che Ajana phAInala karyA pachIthI A lokone sanasanATI bhareluM saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM ke tame tamArI ramata baMdha karIne ahiMthI cAlyA jAva A pleTamAM eka AlIzAna bhavya jaina devAlaya rauyAra thaze gorA lokee hUkamI calAvI ke A jagyA para jaina devAlaya taiyAra nahi thaI zake ane amArI ramata ahi cAlu raheze A sAMbhaLIne haThIsiMhabhAInuM lohI ukaLI AvyuM ane kammara kasIne kUdI pADavAnI saMpUrNa taiyArI batAvI eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu khAta muharta karIne devAlayane anurUpa bAMdhakAma cAlu karAvyuM sAMja sudhI jeTaluM bAMdhakAma thAya teTaluM ja gerA leke AvIne gabaDAvI detA bIjA divase pharIthI bAMdhakAma cAlu thAya ane sAMja paDe te gerA leke pitAnI guMDAgirI nI cheDe kintu A tarapha haThIsiMha bhAIne satyAgraha hatuM ke A kAryamAM pIchehaTha nahija karavI prANa jAya te bhale jAya paraMtu paNa nahi javI joIe jAna jAya te jAya paNa ImAna,

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224 kema jAya A jAtane TekIle mANasa pariNAme vijayI nI che anArammo hi kAryANA prathama buddhi lakSamaNam rAjanA jamAnA dilaidha vRddhi man hamezAM kAryane AraMbha nahi kare e paheluM buddhinuM lakSaNa che jyAre AraMbha karelA karelA kAryane cheka sudhI vaLagI rahevuM te buddhinuM bIju lakSaNa che A nIti zAstranA niyama anusAra haThIsiMhabhAI cheka sudhI A kAryane vaLagI rahayA chevaTe vadhu mANaso aDIkhama majUra rokIne paNa mAtra bAra kalAkamAM ja majabUta kille taiyAra karAvyuM keTanI sAthe sAthe maMdira paNa taiyAra thatu gayuM Akhare gerAe have naitika hiMmata hArI gayA Akhare bahAdUra baMke jaina zAsanane Dako vagADate gaye Aje paNa temanI amara nAma che teonuM nAma AbAla gapAla jANItuM che. mandirajInuM khAta muhUrta karAvyA pachI zeThazrI. vadhu samaya vItAvI zakayA nahi pachI TUMka samayamAM ja teo avasAna pAmyA hatA pratiSThAnI pavitra bhAvanA sAthe letA gayA jInAlayanuM bAMdhakAma lagabhaga be varSa cAlatuM rahayuM tyAra pachIthI te jInAlayanI pratiSThA karavAnuM muhUrta 1903 mahA vada paMcamInuM niradhAryuM hatuM kintu AdaryA adhavaca rahayA ane zeTha haThIsiMha bhAI A phAnI dunIyA cheDIne cAlatA thayA. tapazcAt derAsAjIne lagatuM kAmakAja zeThANI harakuMvara AIe vyavasthita saMbhALI lIdhuM hatuM zeThANInuM

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225 vyavasthA taMtra eTaluM sundara hatuM ke jaina jagatamAM eka vIrAMganA tarIkenuM mAnavanuM sthAna meLavatAM gayA jabAna upara sapUrNa lagAma hatI sAthe sAthe ThaMDA ane mIThAM paNa teTalAMja ke hajAre prANuonA AzirvAda meLavatAM gayA tame paNa tamArA jIvanamAM eka kArya evuM karatA jAva eka paNa evuM puNyanuM smAraka UbhuM karatA jAva teja mAraka tamArI puNya smRtine sadAne mATe yAda karAvatuM rahezeja. kalAdevInuM varadAna varI cukele kalAkAra hoya. game teTale vidvAna eTale ke vidvajajana hoya paraMtu tenAmAM buddhimattA na hoya te tenI kazI ja kiMmata nahi. vidvAna ane buddhimAnamAM AkAza avani jeTaluM aMtara che. ghaNI vakhata ekale vidvajana mUrkha ke budadhumAM kUTAI jate hoya che. tene gatAgamanI bhAgye ja khabara paDe che. kayAreka te prekSakane kiM kartavyavimUhavat jaNAya jyAre buddhimAna mANasa kayAre zuM nahi karavuM kayAre zuM bolavuM zuM nahi bolavuM vigere vigere samyaka rItyA samajI zake che. - paMjAbamAM eka addabhUta kalAkAra AvI caDaye te asAdhAraNa kalAkAra hate cotarapha tenI suvAsa prasarI rahI hatI mAnavanI Abehuba AkRti AlekhI, banAvatuM hatuM mahArAjA raNajIta siMhajIe kalAkArane pitAnI samIpe bolAve ane kahevAmAM AvyuM ke citrakAra tArI kalAnA janatA ovAraNAM laI rahI che. vAha tArI evI addabhUta 15

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226, kalA che. te mArI eka suMdara pratikRti AlekhI batAva. joI lauM tuM kalAmAM kevI ane keTalI pragati karI zake chuM mahArAjAdhirAja ! ApanI kRpA che Apa jevA puNyavaMta ane mahabhAgya zAlIonI maherabAnI che. te sivAya mArI kaI zakti ! mahanIya purUnI zaktipAta vinA zakya ja nathI. samajayAne samrATa ! le tyAre eTale hoMziyAra catura ane cAlAka hoya te benamUna mArUM citra AlekhI batAva. tArI asalI AvaDatanuM ahiM mApa AvI jaze. basa basa AvA kalAkArene mATe Takera paryApta che citrakAra mahArAjAdhirAja nuM citra AlekhI batAvavAnI taiyArI karI rahyo che kintu nAnI vayamAM zItalAnA asAdhya rogathI rAjAnI eka AMkha gaI hatI. eTale ke mahArAjA ekAkSI hatA citra AlekhavAmAM ekAkSI kema batAvAya A eka kaThIna ane gahana zamasyA che. A samasyAne ukela karavAmAM aTavAI gayela citrakAra cittamAM cintana karI rahyo che. mAnava ekAkSI hoya ke AMkhe bA hoya ane citramAM taddanusAra batAvavAmAM Ave te te sahI nahi zake kharekhara mAnava jAtamAM A eka bhAre badI che. svayaM kharAba hovA chatAM sArA dekhAvAno daMbha ke DoLa karatA hoya che. ahiM mahArAjA svayaM ekAkSI che. chatAM citrakAra citramAM ekAkSI AlekhI batAvaze te te sahana nahija karI zake eTale ja citrakAra apanI buddhithI eka saMgIna AIDIyA ubhuM kare che. mahArAjAnuM nAma thAya

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. 27 ane mAruM kAma thAya. satya vastune chUpAvavI e eka gUnha che. satya jokhamAya nahi ane jUThane jema na male te rItie vartana karavAmAMja mAnavanI vaDAI ane vIratA che. A kalAkAra keTale nItimAna ane prAmANika che tenuM ahiM mApa nIkaLI Avaze. citrakAra mahArAjAnI saMgIna ane raMgIna chabI taiyAra karIne darabAramAM mahArAjAnI sAme hAjara thAya che. vastrAvaraNa dUra karIne citrane khUlluM karavAmAM Ave che. citrane jotAM ja mahArAjAnuM dIla DelI uThe che. bhalabhalAnAM nata mastaka thaI jAya che. chabImAM mahArAjAne zikAra karatAM batAvyA hatA. hAthamAM baMdUka hatI ane te mAtra eka ja AMkhathI baMdUka upara nizAna laI rahyA hatA kema ke nizAna letI vakhate ekaja AMkhane upaga karavAmAM Ave che. mahArAjA kalAkAranI buddhi mattA upara khuza khuzAla thaI jAya che. sAthe sAthe apanA gaLAne lAkheNe hAra upahAra kare che. kharekhara A citrakAra kalAkAra nahi paNa kalAkAnta kahI zakAya. mUrtinAM darzana pUjana ke arcana asthAne nathI ja jaDa vastu paNa jIvanamAM keTaluM joma ane jusa jagAve che. ghaDI bhara gusso paNa gAyaba thaI jAya che. * ApaNuM jIvana lagabhaga jaDanI sAthe ja saMkaLAyeluM che. samajI le jaDanA sahArA vinA ghaDI bhara paNa cAlaze 'nahi jaDane sahAre anivArya che Avazyaka che jIvananA eke eka vyavahAranA saMcAlanamAM jaDa padArtho mukhya

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228 bhAga bhajavatA hoya che. AvI sIdhI ane sAdI vAtanI svIkRti kema thaI zaktI nathI. mAtra pUrvagrahane pakaDI besavA mAtrathI tamArI naiyA pAra nahi pAmI zake pUrvagrahane pAtAlamAM padharAvIne satya ane sanAtana siddhAntane svIkAra karavAmAM saceSTa ane sAvadhAna bane. bIjI trIjI vAte eka bAju para rAkhe tamAre ciddaghana AtmA khuda jaDa zarIrane jakaDIne beThele che. tenuM kema! tamAruM zarIra jaDa che ane te jaDa zarIranA sahArA vinA tamAruM kaIpaNa AdhyAtmika ke bhautika kArya siddha thaI zakaze kharuM? ' arthAt jaDanA sAtha ke sahArA vinA tamArUM sAdhya siddha thaI zakaze nahi ja ataH pUrvagraha cheDIne Ave amArA zaraNe ane tame tamArI kAna bUTI pakaDIne kabUlAta kare ke mUti chabI pratimA ke pratikRti jaDa hovA chatAM tene sAtha ane sahAre levuM ja paDaze zAstra jaDa che chatAM tene vADamaya kahevAmAM Ave che. pustakanA pepare evaM kAgaLa ane akSare jaDa che. emAM be mata nahi chatAM teja pustako mAnavane cintanamaya karI mUke che. zAstro ane amuka pustakanuM vAMcana karatAM karatAM mANasa pote pitAne bhUlI jAya che. khAna pAnane khyAla rahevA pAmate nathI. zAstranA pAnA para AlekhAyelI jaDa vArtAo vAMcakane e AkaSI le che ke pAse ke zuM karI rahyA che tene paNa khyAla bhAgyeja rahetuM hoya che eTale zAso

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229 evaM pustake keTaluM bhagIratha kArya karatAM hoya che. cAle AgaLa vadhe ApaNA zAstromAM mUrti pUjAnI pAchaLa phala pAmelAonA aneka dAkhalAo zAstra siddhAntanA pAnA para kaMDArAyelA che. prabhunI puSpa pUjAnI pAchaLa magna thayelA nAgaketune kevalajJAnane dIvaDo pragaTAvavAmAM puSpa pUjA ja nimitta banI hatI anArya dezamAM rahenAra A kumArane jAtismaraNa jJAna prApta karAvanAra mUrtinAM darzana che mUrti ke pustaka jaDa hovA chatAM ApaNane mahad aMze upagI che. rajoharaNa muhupati sAdhuveSa A badhuM ja jaDa mAnIne ApaNe te te padArthonI upekSA karIzuM te kema cAlaze ? bAjupara mUkavAthI vyavahAra cAlaze khare? gaI kAlanI kumArikAne gata rAtrImAMja lagna maMDapamAM patnI padanI pratiSThA karavAmAM AvI hoya tene Aje kumArikA kahI zakAze nahi akhaMDa saubhAgya vALI kahevAze tirthaMkaranI hAjarImAM paNa teonI mUrtinI pUjA thatI hatI te emanI gerahAjarImAM mUrti pUjA karavI anivArya che. zivAya tIrthaMkara paramAtmA samavasaraNamAM pUrva dizA sanmukha besIne udabodhana karatA hoya che. anya anya dizAomAM pratibiMba sthApita karatA hoya che. te te pUjanIya kharA ke kema ! AjanA pheTogrAphI yugamAM jyAM dara senkaDe seMkaDo phoTAo paDatA hoya che. ApaNe ApaNA pheTAne ApaNe mAnIe chIe bIjAo pAse manAvavA mATe jera zerathI prANavAna prayatna karIe chIe darpaNamAM

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230 paraMtu peAtAnuM pratibiMba, nIrakhIne kANu nathI harakhAtu, daNamAM paDatuM pratiSi`kha zuM jDa nathI tathApi e jaDa pratibiMma paNatamArA aMtaramAM kevA Ana upajAve che? mATe jaDa vastune jatI na karI ApaNI mUti bhale jaDa rahI tathApi kayAreka tamArA rAma rAmamAM joma jagAvI de che kayAreka avanavuM Atmika bala Ape che. kayAreka tamArA aMtaranA bhAvane raMgI nAMkhe che. kayAreka tamArA zuSka bhAvane bhIMjavI nAMkhe che kayAreka mammaNunA avatAra samA kRSNa ane kaMjusa mANasane kalpavRkSa same banAvI mUke che. amArI mUratInI mUrata tamArI sUratane zAnta ane dAnta manAvI mUke che. tamArI danAtura AMkhAne avanavI AbhAthI AMjI de che vigere vigere A viSayanA ullekhanamAM kalama kAma kare teTalu echuM ja che mUtinA viSayamAM zakita mAnavA paNa ghaNA ja samaju zANA ane sajjana heAya che ghaNA ja dAMta damI ane dayAlu hoya che. ghaNAja zAnta zamI ane sateSI hAya che. te te sadbhAgyazAlIe samajavu jarUrI che ke kAgaLa upara lakhelA peAtAnA ja jaDa hastAkSarAnI sahI keTalu kAma kare che. e AkhAla geApAla prasiddha che sAdhAraNa jana paNa samajI zake che ke mAtra e cAra akSarAnI sahI'. vahImAM keTalu' kAma Ape che. e cAra akSarAnI sahI lAkhAnI mIlkata upara maheAra chApa mArI de che. jara ane jamInane kavara karI le che. are! zrImAna sahIne javAdo mAtra eka aMgUThA chApanuM mahatva kArTomAM keTalu che !

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231 eka aMgUThAnI AkRtinuM paNa vizvamAM keTaluM varcasva che te pachI ApaNA devAdhidevanI pratimAnuM prabhutva pRthvInA prAMgaNamAM keTaluM hovuM ghaTe tene sIdhe ane sAdo ukela vAMcaka svayaM karI leze. jyAre mUrtine mAnyatA ApavAno avakAza Ave che. tyAre khabhe uMcanIco karIne te vAtane vAhIyAta mAne che. matinA viSayamAM mauna sevanA sajjane pitAnA priya pAtrane pheTo jotAM aMtaramAM keTalo AhAda anubhavatA hoya che ane pitAnA ja duzamananuM rekhA citra nIrakhatAM nayanomAMthI nIranA badale tIra chUTe che AkhemAMthI aMgArA varasatA hoya che. A rItie tamArA dveSI ane premInI pratikRtinuM prakSaNa karatAMnI sAthe ja tamArA manogata bhAvanA paryAye palaTAtA hoya che basa karo maherabAna ! have mUla vAta ne vadhAvI lya ne ! ane temAM tamAruM zreya ane siddhi samIpastha che. cAle tyAre mULa vAtane ApaNe sau koI svIkRti karIe. mUti e jaDa nathI paNa vaDa che e vaDalA nIce visAme laIne ame amArA haiyAne haLavAM karI kRtArtha thaIzuM bela jaina zAsana devakI jaya jaya jaya rAmAyaNamAM rAmacandrajIe mokalela mudrikA malatAM laMkAmAM beThelA satI sItAjInuM haiyuM harSanA hale caDyuM hatuM. sAthe sAthe zrImatI satI sItAjIe premapahAra tarIke mokalelAM kaMkaNathI kankiMdhAmAM beThelA rAjA samacandrajInA aMtaramAM amRta rasano anubhava thaye te

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232 antimamAM pUrvagrahanI granthithI nahi jakaDAyelA mANa sAne mATe mUti viSayaka A lekha ghaNuMAja sundara saMdeza ApatA jAya che. eTaluM ja nahi kintu gAmaDIyeA gamAra paNa saheje samajI zakaze ke mUrtine mAnyatA ApavA mATenAja aa yuga che. mUti'mAM rasa nahi dharAvanArA mANasA Aje mUrtIimAM rasa letA thayA che seMkaDo bhAgyazAlIe jIvananA lAvA levA mATe tItha dhAmamAM dADI rahyA hoya che mAtra cAra iMcanI keseTa V. D, O. nA sahAre bhUMsAi gayelI bhUtakAlIna smRtiene sajIvana karatI heAya che. tadAnusAra mUti ene mAnyatA ApavAnA samakSamAM ane kAneka akATaya dAkhalAo ane dalIle che temAM kAithI paNa nA kahI zakAze nahi mAnavatAne pUjArI pratini pratimAnA viSayamAM karavamAM Avelu vizada vivecana mAnavA taiyAra ja raheze temAM apIlane avakAza nathI, agara Apa zrImAna mAnavatAnA pUjArIja che te pratimAne mAnyatA ApavAnI khAmatamAM nA kahevAnI dhRSTatA kayAreya paNa karatA nahi. (89) cArI karanAra mANasa paNa potAnA jIvanamAM kevI Teka rAkhe che. kevAnema rAkhe che kevI sundara pratijJAnu paripAlana karI rahyo che. tenu' A javalaMta dRSTAMta tamane vAMcavA malaze mAtra cArI karavAnA IrAdAe nIkaLelA cAra paNa kevA sAgeAmAM saMyamanA sahArA laI rahyo che. eka

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233 kahevAtA coramAM paNuM cAritranI camaka ane indriya dama, nanI damaka keTalI Adarza che. haMmezA yAda rAkhe nAtha vinAne baLada ane niyama vinAne marada baMne barabAdI ja netaranArA hoya che. A vAta bhUlAvI nahi joIe. A niyama baddha cerane garIbane ke strIone na satAvavAnI pratijJA che. tyAre A cora corI karavA mATe eka jhaverIne ghera jaI caDe che. cora leke paNa muhurta ke zakuna joIne ja jatA hoya che. eTale prAyaH te loko saphalatA meLavatA hoya che. jhaverIne tyAM eka kabATa khela. vAmAM Ave che. temAM jhaverAtanAM paDIkAM paDelAM che, te paikI A cora mAtra ekaja paDIkuM upADe che. jaththAbaMdha AiTamamAMthI ekaja AITama levAne niyama che corI karavI ane parigrahanuM parimANa rAkhavuM e keTaluM kaparuM kAya che A core paNa mAnasika saMkalpa kare che ke ApaNe jIvana jarUrIyAta pUratI cIja levAnI che. mAre piTa bharavuM che. peTI nathI bharavI. AvI vizAla bhAvanA tenA haiye vaselI che. AvI uraca bhAvanA vALAone karmane baMdha ke paDe te saheje samajI zakAya tevuM che. kabATamAM amulakha ane mabalakha jhaverAta paDeluM che. koI roka Toka karanAra A samaye nathI ja vecachAnusAra te paDIkA haDapa karI zake che kintu niyamanA sUtrathI baddha che. eka paDIkuM laIne ravAnA thAya che. rastAmAM eka sadagRhastha

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234 zrImAnanuM ghara Ave che. A zrImAna paNa ghanADhaya ane mUDIvAdI che. A cora tyAM corI karavA jAya che. AvA corene bAraNuM kholavAnI ke toDavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. totIMga. dIvAlo ane bhayaMkara killAone ulaMghavA e A corane mATe nahivat che. gharamAM zeTha zeThANI pota potAnI jagyAe sUtelA che. eka zayyAmAM zayana karavuM e dhArmika ane vijJAnathI virUddha che. zeTha zeThANI pRthaka zayAmAM sUtelAM. che A cora dhIme pagale zeThANInA palaMga pAse AvI rahyo che. dhImA pagalAMno paNa avAja sAMbhaLIne zeThANa. sajAga thAya che. tandrAmAM paDelAM zeThANInA mahemAMthI "are bhAI" ATalo ja zabda sarI paDe che are bhAI! A zabdoe coranA antaramAM jAduI asara upajAvI corane ema thayuM ke A zeThANI mArI bahena ane huM teno bhAI thayo, basa have ahiM corI karAya ja nahi zeThANInA moMmAMthI nIkaLelA e...bhAI" A zabdoe. coranA cittamAM cintananI cInagArI cAMpI cora cintana karI rahyo che. A zeThANIe mane bhAI tarIke bIradAvyuM mATe AjathI huM tene bhAI ane te mArI bahena mAre bahenane ApIne javuM joIe. khIssAmAM hAtha nAkhe che. jhaverAtanuM paDIkuM malI Ave che. teja paDIkuM pitAnI bahenanI pAse mUkIne cAlata thAya che. joI lo vAMcI tye, vicArI , A cora AvyuM hatuM zA mATe ! AvyuM hatuM meLavavA mATe ane mUkIne jAya che. coranI.

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ra3pa kevI khAnadAnI kevI khAsIyata ke TekIle kevo nemIla vAha dhanya dhanya cora tArA tika jIvanane zatazaH dhanyavAda che. tArA jIvanane ane sadAcArathI sabhara tArI saMyama vRttine, sArA zukananI sAthe nIkaLI paDelo A cora trIjA keI eka saddagRhasthane tyAM corI karavA mATe utarI paDe che. gharamAM cora AgaLa vadhe che. tyAM ekAeka tene hAtha bharelA eka kethaLA upara paDe tapAsa karI te mAluma paDayuM ke sAkara haze eka pIsa meMmAM mUke che. tyAM nImakane mIThAna) pIsa che. A zeThanA gharanuM lUNa mArA moMmAM AvyuM te mAre have nImakahalAla ja thavuM joIe. namaka harAma te banAya ja kema! A cora tyAMthI paNa kaMika meLavIne ja jAya che. A rItie cora sAmAnya prasaMgamAMthI uMDuM udda bodhana meLavIne jIvanane dhanya dhanya banAve che. eka virATa pahADanI najIkamAM kaI adabhUta ane abadhUta saMta dhyAnastha dazAmAM divase vItAvI rahyA che. kAyA mAyA e vAdaLAnI chAyA sarIkhI asthirane anitya che. evuM udhana saMtanA darzana karavA mAtrathI ja lake meLavI letA hatA ghaNI vakhata ati ucca kakSAnA satparUSenuM jIvana janatAne prabhAvita karavA mATe basa che. ' mahAtmAM purUnuM mauna paNa lekene ghaDo levA lAya. kaja hoI che. vicAra vANuM ane vartana traNemAM eka rUpatAne dhAraNa karanArA vIra purUSone vadhAre vaktavya raju

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236 karavAnI ke leAkeAnI sAme lAMbA lekacarA karavAnI Ava. zyaktA ubhI thatI nathI. teozrInu jIvana ja vaktavya bhASaNa ke lekacara ApI raheluM heAya che. A satpurUSa giri kadarAsAmAM dhyAnastha dazAmAM divase vItAvatA hoya che. kayAreka koI eka garIkha jana rAnerAna rakhaDatA A pava teAnI bhISaNa khINe! tarapha AvI pahoMce che. ekAeka A mahAtmA purUSanuM dana thatAM A garIkhajana saMtanA cara. NunuM cuMbana kare che. temanA zrI caraNeAmAM ALoTe che. gad gad kaMThe garIba jana mahAtmA purUSane vinavaNI karI rahyo che. ke dIna dayAlu kRpA karA duHkha darIyAmAM DUbelA chuM nIce dharatI ane upara AkAza zivAya koI AdhAra nathI. Apa sa Mta che! duHkhanA aMta lAvavAvALA che bhagavana eka samaya evA hatA ke mArA AMgaNe azva nA udadhi uchaLatA hateA samRddhinA sAgara dhavI rahyo hatA jIvanamAM vaibhavanA vAyarA vAi rahyA hatAM parantu mahAtmana ApazrInA dvezana mAtrathIja mane asthira anitya ane nAzava'ta lAgyuM' te asthira hatu mATe gayuM tenA mane jarAya baLApA nathI ja parantu A duHkhIyArA jIvanane TakAvavA mATe kaMIne kaMI AdhAra teA avazya joie ja joIe. joIe have tA . Apa zrImAna mArA uddhAraka che ema mAnIne huM ApanI zItala chAyAmAM AvI caDhA chuM te| A dIna duHkhI upara kaMika ApanI AMkheAmAM ubharAi rahelI amIne eka kaNu mArA kRpA kaTAkSa karI

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237 mATe aNunuM kAma karaze vigere vigere leApAta karI rahyo che. tyAre candra ane cadanathI paNa zItala sata purUSa mAmika zabdomAM sUcana kare che. sAme TekarA dekhAyA tyAM jaIne pachUTana kara. kadAca tyAMthI tane pArasamaNi malI Avaze A garImajanane saMtapurUSonA vacana upara bhArAbhAra vizvAsa hatA ke AvA sa Mta purUSAnuM vacana kayA reya paNa vyaya thatuM ja nathI. sampUrNa zraddhA sAthe sAmenA TekarA upara jaI caDhe che. tyAM paryaTana karatAM karatAM ekAeka pArasamaNi malI Ave che. saMta purUSanI samIpe Ave che. darzana karIne hu bharyAM haiye peAtAnA ghara tarapha AvI rahyo che. pArasamaNinA prabhAva e che ke leAkhaMDane Taca thatAMnI sAthe ja te kacana sama anI jAya che. pUratA pramANamAM leAkhaMDanuM sAnu' banAve che. ghaDIbharane mATe pUrva paristhiti pAmI cUkyAne Atma sateSa mAnI le che. kalAke pazcAt tenA aMtaramAM eka bhAre AMcakA ALye ke A dhanamAM sukha ApavAnI zakti heAta te A saMta zA mATe cheADIne dhyAnastha dazAmAM besatA ? dilanI dIvAleA hacamacI uThe che ke, agara A mAyA mIkta zAzvata heAta teA lAkhA mANusA badhu ja ahinuM ahiM* mUkIne chellAmAM chellA sTezane jai pahoMce che. mATe A dhana vinAzI che. sukhanI sIdhI saDaka parathI gabaDAvanAra che duHkha dariyAmAM DUbAvanAra che ataH mAre A na joIe turataja pAsenA jalAzayamAM pArasamaNi

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238 padharAvI de che ane sa MtanA zrI caraNeAmAM jaine bhIkha mAge che. tamArI pAse akSaya khajAnA che, te mane Ape dayAnidhi mAre maNi nahi joie. A dhanathI AtmAne kayAreya paNa tRpti thatI nathI. A duniyAnI mAyAmAMthI azAnti udbhave che, ane e azAntimAMthI kaleza kaMkAza ane verajheramAM vadhAro thatA rahe che. A bhAI a Mte samajI gayA ke duHkhamAtranI jaDa mAyA che ane A mAyAmAMthI mukta thavA mATe ja satAnA saparka sAdhavAnA rahe che. A bhAI peAtAnA jIvananuM sukAna saMtanA zrI caraNamAM seAMpI de che ane zAzvata ane amara sukhane meLavavA mATe ja saMtanI pAse lIkha mAge che. (91) mAnava tuM vicAra karIza teA tane lAgaze ke ApaNA jIvanamAM ane maTanA jIvanamAM bhAgyeja taphAvata jaNAze mAMDAnI capalatA atizaya bhayaMkara hoya che, ane te capalatA ApaNane kaMTALeA ubhA karatI hoya che. tema ghaNA mANasAnI mAMkaDAnI jevI ja capalatA heAya che. kayAMya paNa zAntithI besavA pAme nahi tema bIjAne paNa zAntithI besavA dai zake nahi cAMcalya darekane gamaze paNa capalatA aNagame ubhelpa karaze. capalatAvALA mANasAnA saMtAne paNa teTalIja capalatAvALA hAya che. je mAnavAnA aMtaranA abhizApaja letA haiAya che. AvA sa tAnAnI melI

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239 sAMbhaLavI paNa ApaNane gamaze nahi temanA pratyeka vyavahArAmAM capalatAnu ja citra jovA malatu hoya che. capa latA vALA mANase jyAM jAya tyAM lagabhaga azAntinI Aga ja cAMpatA haiAya che. kharekhara AvI capalatA vALA mANasa bhUmi upara mAtra bhArarUpaja lekhAtA hoya che. eka rAjA pAse koi madArI zikSita mAMkaDAne upasthita thaye| hatA game teTalA zikSita hAvA chatAM tenA jAti svabhAva thADA jAya che? rAjAne bheTa ApavA mATe vinavaNI karI rahyo che rAjA pUche che. A mAMkaDA ahiM zu kAma Apaze te tu' jaNAva madArIe kahyuM A mAMkaDA zikSita che keLavAyelAM che. ApanI pAse paheragIranuM kAma karaze mazAlacInuM kAma Apaze rAjA vicAre che ke A sArA majAne plAna che. ApaNe mANasA rAkhavAnI jarUra nahi uparathI pagAranA paisA kharce. A to ghaNu' ja sArU kahevAya. cAleA tyAre pradhAnane melAva pradhAnanI salAha levAmAM Ave che ceAgya salAha male che. niNa ya levAmAM Avye ke rAjA jyAre sabhAmAM bese che. tyAre hAthamAM mazAlacI ApIne ane tarapha A mAMkaDAone ubhA rAkhavAmAM Ave che. A pramANe keTalAka samaya rAkhetA mujaba kAmakAja cAlI rahyuM che. jyAre grISma rUtu Ave che. tyAre kAi vyApArI Asalo laine rAjAnI samIpe Ave che. kerIo paNa eTalI suvAda haze jenI kalpanA na thaI zake rUpa

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140 rasa ane gaMdha eTalI AkaSa ka hatI ke jenuM zabdomAM varNana na thaI zake AvI kerIone joine ja rAjAnI pAse ubhelA ane mAMkaDAe hAthamAM rahelI mazAlacI rAjAnI samIpe phe'kIne pherI upara trATakI paDayAM vicArI saLagatI mazAlacI rAjAnI sAme pheMkavAmAM AvI pachI pariNAma zuM ane kevuM Ave te vAMcaka svayaM samajI zake che. A mAMkaDAone thADu' bhAna zAna ke zuddhi che ke mArA mAlIkane AthI keTaluM asahya nukazAna thaze khasa lagabhaga AvI ja paristhiti ApaNI che ke tame upAzraya ke dahe. rAsara javA nIkaLI paDe che. rastAmAM tamane koI grAhaka malI jAya te tame zuM kare ! * tame kayA uddezathI bahAra nikaLI paDayA tenuM paNa tamane bhAna bhAgyeja rahe kema kharU' ne ? kevala pAMca rUpicAnA leAbhanI khAtara tame lAkhAnA lAbha jatA kare| A che. ApaNI adhama dazAnuM niMga darzana pacIza paMcAza hajAra yAvatarAjya rUddhi malI jAya tA paNa ApaNe ApaNA dhama mahArAjAne anAdara kema karavA joie ? ApaNe ApaNA deva gurU ane dharmanI mahattA mATAI ke vaDAI na samajIe te tamArAmAM ane mAMkaDAmAM taratamatA kharI ? jema mAMkaDAnI apanA mAlIkanI mahattA na samajAi te rItie tame leAke mAnavanA uccatara avatAramA AvIne paNa mahunIya ane acanIyane AvakAra na ApI zake tA pachI tame kaI kakSAmAM gaNAe te tame lAko svayaM

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241 vicArI lejo darakhAramAM daroDA paDaze. rAjAe raiyatamAM ramakhANa jAgaze Avo khyAla mAMkaDAne thoDA hAya che.. jyAre tame mAnava che tamArI pAse buddhinA vaibhava che teA tame tamArA devagurU ane dhanAM mUlyAMkana AMkI zake che ane AMkavAMja joie e nirvivAda che. antimamAM mAMkaDAne jema kerIe vahAlI lAgI ane bIjI sArabhUta vastuone jatI karI tema tame leke bhautika padArthAnI lAlasAnI pAchaLa bIju` badhuM ja jatu kareA che. te hitA" vahu nathI ja ataH jAge| mAgavA jevuM mAge| ane tyAgavA jevu tyAgeA. (92) zAsrokti anusAre vinaya mUle dhammA' A eka nAnakaDuM sUtra tamane sarvAMttama sa MdezA Apatu jAya che dharmonuM mUla mAnIce te! vinayaja che. dhArmikatAnA mukhya madAra vinaya upara AdhArita che, AtmArAmajI mahArAjA prathama emaNe amadAvAda zAnta mUti zrI yuTe rAyajI mahArAjA pAse cAritragrahaNa karyu tyAre vAsakSepa karavAnA avasare emane mULacaMdajI gaNIne kahyu ke mane ApanA nAmanA vAsakSepa karI ApanA ziSya manAve, muLacaMdrajIe kahyuM ke bhAi te pitAnI hayAtImAM thaze putra teA tyArapachI paNa thaze vaLI ApanI ceAgyatA gurUmahArAjanA ziSya thavAnI che. mATe Apane temanA nAmane 16

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242 vAMsakSepa thAya te ja cAgya che. Ama kahevAthI te munIrAjazrI khuTerAyajInA ziSya ane mULaca MdrajInA gurUbhrAtA thayA keTale, namra vinayaguNu keTale Adamaya che, kharekhara sAdhu bhagavaMtA temaja sAdhvIjI mahArAjoe ghaDe levA lAyaka che. bIjo prasaMga buddhicaMdajI mahArAjA apanI chellI vayamAM zArIrika paristhiti kathaLI javAthI vihAra karI zaktA nahi hatA, tethI bhAvanagaramAM sthira karIne rahyA hatA prasaMga vazAt pU. AtmArAmajI mahArAja siddhA calajInI yAtrA karIne A tarapha vRddhi caMdajI mahArAjane vaMdana karavA mATe ziSyAdi parivAra sAthe padhAryA hatA te vakhate vRddhicaMdajInI preraNAthI bhAvanagaranA zrI jaina saMghe teozrInu ceAgya dakhadamAM bharyuM svAgat sAmaiyu karyuM hatuM. teozrI sAmaiyA sAthe vRddhicaMdajI mahArAjA jyAM khIrAjatA hatA tyAM mAravADInA vaDAmAM padhAryAM hatA vRddhicaMdajI mahArAjA sAme AvI rahyA hatA ba Mne gurU bhrAtA khUba ja hArdika bhAve bheTI paDayA hatA keTale AtmIyabhAva maMgalAcaraNa vakhate teoe kahyuM ke Apa zrImAna khIrAjatA hai. pachI mArAthI pATa para besI kema zakAya. pachI vRddhicaMdajI mahArAjAe kahyuM ke huM kahuM tA ese ke kema, pachI tenI AjJAthI pU. AtmArAmajI sahArAjAe pATapara besIne maMgalAcaraNa karyu hatuM. prAra bhamAMja janatAne maMtramugdha karI hatI. gajaba temanu' jJAna

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243 ane ajaba temanI akala ApaNAthI teozrInuM mApa kema nIkalI zake ? vyAkhyAna paripurNa thayA pachIthI uThIne vRddhicandrajI mahArAjAne vaMdana karavA mATe taiyArI karatAM buddhicandrajI mahArAjAe kahyu. Apa te have AcAya thayA che! javAmamAM AcAya zrI melyA ke are bhagavan huM AcAya zrAvakone chuM ApanA nahi. Apane te huka sevaka ja chuM ane sevaka ja rahIza ema belIne vRddhi, caMdajI mahArAjAne pu. AcAya zrI AtmArAmajI mahArArAjAe vaMdana karyu hatu . ku joI lye! vinayanI parAkASThA AcAya viddhAna mahAna buddhizAlI sampUrNa zaktizAlI chatAM jarAya ahuM nahi abhimAnanAM AvaraNI nahiM hatAM dhanya che. teezrInA vinayane namratAne trIjA prasaMgamAM teezrI ludhIyAnAmAM vyAdhine age bezuddha thai gayA hatA tyAre teozrIne sahasA aMbAlA zaheramAM laI javAmAM AvyA hatA ce|gya upacAranA aMte teozrI zuddhimAM AvyA pachI te hakIktanI khabara paDe. vAthI. svayaM mUlacaMdajI mahArAjA upara patra lakhIne AlecanA maMgAvI hatI Anu nAma sayamanAM khapI hatA teo AcAya hatA samartha jJAtA hatA chatAM peAtAnA vaDIla gurUbhAI zrI mUlacaMDhajI mahArAjA pAse AleAcanA yAcI hatI kemake AleAcanAnI Apale vaDIla mAraphteja thaI zake kevI anupama laghutA tyAM ja prabhutA, pu. AcAzrI saMyamI jIvananI sImAe paheAMcI gayA hatA kharekhara teA Adeza purUSa hatA.

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unnatine prathama pAye che prAmANiktA haMmezAM prAmANikatAnI pratibhA ane khI che. prAmANikatAnI pasaMdagI keI puNya paLe ja karavAmAM AvatI hoya che. ane te kaI puNyavAna prANIja karI zake che. kintu Aje mANasane jeTalI pramukha thavAnI taDapa hoya che. teTalI prAmANika thavAnI hatI nathI ja haMmezAM yAda rAkhe pramukha thavA karatAM prAmANika thavuM atyuttama che. emAM be mata na hoI zake prAmANikatA nItimAMthI uddabhave che. nItipAlananuM pariNAma tenuM nAma prAmANikatA che. prAraMbhamAM mAnavane nItinA pATha zIkhavavAmAM Ave che. pazcAta kramazaH mAnava prAmANikatAnI parAkASThA para pahoMcI jAya che. pachI koIpaNa prasaMga para pitAnI prAmANikatA choDatuM nathI. jApAnanI rAjadhAnInuM mukhya zahera TokI khAte eka zALAmAM eka vidyAthI bhaNatA hatA. ekavAra zALA. mAMthI chUTIne ghara tarapha jaI rahyo hato. tyAre rastAmAM saDakapara teNe eka rUpiye paDele che ane hAthamAM lIdhe tarata ja tenI mAtAe ApelI zikhAmaNa teNe yAda AvI ApaNane kaMI paNa jaDe te te polIsane seMpI devuM A zikhAmaNanA sahAre te vidyArthI polIsa sTezane jaIne sepI dIdhe te vidyArthIe phejadArane kahyuM A rUpiye mane ratAmAMthI malele che. mATe sarakAranA khAtAmAM jamA kare

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245 sarakArI phAjadAra sAhebe A 2) khAtAmAM jamA nahi. karatAM A vidyAthIne inAma tarIke ApI dIdhe! ane uparathI zAkhAzI ApI ke vAha tuM ApaNA dezanu gaurava vadhAravA mATenI kAravAhI mAlya kAlathI zarU karI dIdhI che. tane dhanyavAda A vidyAthI` rUpiye laine ghera gaye| ane apanI mAtAnA hAthamAM mUkayA pUchavAmAM AvatAM A mAlake peAtAnI mAtAne atha iti sabhaLAvI mAtA A ghaTanA sAMbhaLIne gUsse thaine turataja pheAjadAra pAse gai ane kahyuM tame A chekarAne rUpiyA zA mATe ApyA harAmane ApavAmAM ApelA rUpiyAnuM pariNAma e Avaze ke bhaviSyamAM mAre chekarA cArI karatA thaze mATe A eka gUnhA gaNAya che. A rIte te chekarAnI mAtAe phojadvArane paDakAryAM. phAjadvAra pazu sAMbhaLIne saDaka thai gayA ke vADu ApaNA dezamAM AvI Ada` mAtAe paDelI che. te mATe khuba khukha gava sAthe gaurava levA jevu che Aje A hekare ApelA rUpiyAmAMthI mIThAi khAro kAle rUpiyA niha male tyAre cArI karatA thaze A mAtAe peAlIsa khAtAnA vaDAne A a MgenI phariyAda karI tyAre peAlIsanA vaDAe te phejadArane pUchyuM tyAre kahyuM ke meM te A kirAnI prAmANikatAnA badalAmAM rU. inAma tarIke ApelA hatA. vaDAe kahyuM tamAre inAma ja Apavu` hatu` te tamAre tamArA khIsAmAMthI ja Apavu joitu hatuM. A chekarAne tame ja khATA pATha zIkhavI rahyA che. mATe

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tame nekarImAMthI baratarapha karavAmAM Ave che. A che jApAna dezanI nItimattA nItinuM dhoraNa keTaluM ucca kakSAe pahoMceluM che. je dezamAM AvI nItina pATha zIkhavavAmAM Ave che. tyAMnI prajA prAmANika bane ja bane temAM Azcarya zuM? A chokarAnI mAtA paNa kevI saMskArI che kizorAvasthAmAM pitAnA bAlakane kevA sarvottama sarakAranuM sIMcana karI rahI che. dhanya mAtA dhanya putra Aje ApaNA dezamAM bAlake nAnI vayathI ja jyAM tyAM cerIo karatA thaI jAya che. pachI pariNAme bhaviSyamAM bhayaMkara DaketI karatA thAya che pachI chaDeceka dhaLA divase lUMTaphATa calAvI dezadrohI banIne apanA dezanI ujavala ArasI para kALe kUcaDe pheravatA hoya che, ane Akhare bhArata dezanI bhaginIonuM lohI pItA hoya che. haMmezAM pArake paise paramAnanda karavAnI phUTa nIti kayAreya paNa nahi karavI joIe Aje ApaNe tyAM pArakA paise paramAnanda karanArAone toTo nathI. bIjAnI neTa upara najara pharatI rahe che. tyAM sudhI ApaNA dezane uddhAra nathI unnati nathI utkarSa nathI. samrATa zahenazAha ke koI rAjakarmacArIne malavA. mATe paNa raste zedha paDe che. te Izvara paramAtmA ke khUdAne malavA mATe yA meLavavA mATe kaI nIrAleja paMtha zepa paDe che. AtmA ane paramAtmAnI vacce nI

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247 rahelAM kanAM AvaraNAne bhedavAM paDe che. khUda ane khUdAna vacce rahelAM pAyAnA gADha dhanAne tADavAM paDe che. adhu' ja karavAnA aMte kadAca tamAro prANavaMtA purUSAtha hAya tAja tAraka malI zake che. te zivAya AkAza nIce utarI Ave ane avina upara cAlI jAya te paNa antaoNMmInuM ujavala AMgaNuM joI zakAtuM nathI. sulatAna hajharata IbrAhIma Adama divasa bhara zubha niSThApUrvaka apanI saltanatanA kArAbAra karatA ane samagra rAta khUdAnI baMdagI karavAmAM jI MdagI vItAvatA hatA eka rAtrie nitya niyamAnusAra sulatAna khudAnI a MdagI karavAmAM rakta hatA mudAne malavA mATe pAkAra karI rahyA hatA tevAmAM rAjamahela, upara dhamAdhama avAja sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyA mahelanI chata upara jera zeArathI avAja AvI rahyo hateA. are Aje ekAeka gemI avAja zAne! mulatAne pUchyuM A chata upara keNu che ? huM eka musAphara chu... are paNa ahiM bUmAbUma kema karI rahyo chuM. mArUM ahiM uMTIyu khAvAI gayuM che. tenI zeAdhakhALa karI rahyo chuM. AvA javAkhathI sulatAne ekAeka hasavu Avyu ane belI uThayA are nAdAna naphara tu tArA khAvAI gaelA uMTane zAhI mahelanA chAparA para tuM zeAdhI rahyo chuM. 'TIyuM te vaLI A mahelanA chAparA upara caDI zake kharU? kharekhara tu' tArI buddhi tuja devALuM kADhI rahyo hoya ema jaNAya che. are

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288 sulatAna ! nAdAna huM nathI paNa Apaja che? mArI nari naphaTAInI mAphaka tame paNa khudAne meLavavA mATe ahiM maLI rahyA che. paraMtu tame rAjya rama ane rAmAnA - ravADe caDelA che tyAM sudhI khudAnuM sAnidhya saMpAdana karI zakAya ja kema? jyAM sudhI AvA AlIzAna mahelamAM rezamanI pathArI para ALeTI rahyA che. saMsAranI mAyAnA baMdhanamAM jyAM sudhI jakaDAelA che tyAM sudhI pIyumIlana thaI zake nahi thaI rahelI AvI AkAza vANI sulatAne dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLI tyAM temanuM haiyuM hAlI uThayuM kALajAmAM kaMpana thavA lAgyuM tyAM vicAra dhArAe palaTo lIdhe. sulatAnane AtmA saphaLe sajAga thaye tene ema lAgI AvyuM ke mAyAnA mevADI baMdhanomAM rahIne khUdAne kema malI zakAya khudAne meLavavA mATe te lekhaMDI baMdha nene toDIne khudAnI layamAM mana joDI devuM joIe teja khudA khAviMdane meLavI zakAya. A vicAronA vamaLamAM gothAM khAI rahelA rAjavIe rajanI ajaMpAmAM vItAvI vahelI savAre baMdagI vigerethI nivRtta thaIne pitAnA putrane rAja tAja soMpIne zAhI poSAkamAM te cAlI nIkaLe nijane jaMgalamAM cAlyA jAya che. mArgamAM eka AhI. rane potAne bAdazAhI pioSAka ApI devAmAM Ave che. AhIra javAhara bane che. ane AhIranAM cItharehAla jevAM vastro saharSa svIkArIne khudAnI zodhamAM AgaLa cAle

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249 jAya che. jyAre aMtara palaTo le che pachI rAja ane tAjane tRNavat samajIne tyAgI de che A rItie sulatAna zaMbhunI zeAdhamAM vane vana vicare che. jaMgale jaMgala jaI pahoMce araNya araNyamAM AthaDe che Akhare ucita jagyAe besIne samAdhistha thAya che. ane svayaM khudAnAM darzana pAme che. hamezAM khyAla kare khudamAMthI khudA thavAya che. ane jana mAMthI janArdana thavAya che. te A sulatAnanI rUparekhA 'uparathI samajAya che. bhajanabhAva ke jApa japa maMtra mAlAnI pAchaLa mAtra gaNatarInuM mahatva nathI ja mana mathurAmAM ane dIla dvAra kAmAM A rIte karavAmAM Avate jApa japa siddhikara nathI nIvaData uMDA cIMtana ane gahana mananI ati AvayaktA ubhelI ja rahe che. jApamAM mananuM mApa nIkale che kharekhara jApamA e addabhUta zakti che, je mananuM mAraNa che jApa e mananI muMjhavaNane mahAta karI zake che. koI eka mahAtmAnI samIpe dUra dUrathI bhajaniko AvIne upasthita thayA ane gurUdevanI pAse pita pitAnA kAyamika jApa japa ane bhajananuM saravaiyuM saMbhaLAvavA lAgyA koIe hajAra keIe daza hajAra te koIe eka lAkha vAra harinA jApa karyAnI jAherAta karI. hAjara thayelA bhakta janemAM eka vRddhA DezImA paNa hatA. teoe kyA kUTayA zabdomAM rahyuM ke huM taddana abhaNu chuM mane

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50 gaNatarI AvaDatI nathI chatAM huM haMmezA savAzera harinuM nAma lau chuM. savAzera harinAma smaraNa evaM jApane kaI rItie taLatAM haze sau bhajanike A navAMja samAcAra sAMbaLIne hasavA lAgyA tyAre A DezImAe samaja ApI ke huM haMmezAM savAzera juvAra taLIne besuM chuM ekavAra jApa karI eka dANo bIjI TopalImAM nAMkhuM chuM jyAre A TopalI taddana khAlI thaI jAya tyAre jANuM chuM ke Aje savAzera bhajana thayuM. A jAtanI vRddhAnI sacoTa saddabhAvanA para saune gaurava AvyuM A rItie jApa japa maMtra mAlA tamArA AMtarika bhAvanA Upara AdhArita che. kharekhara duniyAnI anitya asthira ane AsurI mAyAthI alipta ane alaga rahenArA InsAne ja hArdika bhajana bhAva ane maMtramAlA gaNI zake che. pala pala yahAM rahanA tujake duniyA musAphIra khAnA hai. tuM karele bhalAI cheDa ThakurAI sAthameM kayA le jAnA hai da dinakI jIndagAnI do ghaDIkA mauja che do ghaDIke lIye tune kItanI uThAyA boja he satya premamAM svarga vase che. urvazI raMbhA nRtya kare che. satya ane hArdika premane prabhAva ane khe che. satya premamAM svArthanI gaMdha sarIkhIye hotI nathI. satya, prema ane AMtarika sneha sadabhAvavALo mANasa svArthanA chIcharA. kuMDALAmAM rahI melI ramata ramavAnuM pasaMda karate nathI ja

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251 eTaluMja nahiM kintu svArthInA kuMDALAmAMja jIvananA aMta ANavAnu tenA lalATe lakhAeluM hatu. nathI. sAcA premI paramA nA pArAvAranI saphara siddha. karavAne mATe sadA ujavaLa hoya che. haMmezAM paramAnA pArAvAramAM svaparanuM zreya siddha thatu hoya che. paramAnA pArAvAranI pratibhA pratyenIkane paNa prabhAvita karatI. hAya che. dehu lagna karatAM dilanA lagnanI mahuttA adhikAdhika che. AjanA rokeTa yugamAM dilanA premIenuM sa zedhana karavuM paDe jyAre dehanA lagna granthIthI joDAyelA. jagatamAM yatra tapa jovA malaze dehanA lagna karanArA mAtra sparzIjanya sukhAmAMja sa`sva mAnI beThelA hAya che jayAre dilanA lagna karanArA prasaMga paratve prANanI AhUti ApatA hAya che. dehalagnamAM mAtra batIya vAsanAnI saMtuSTi meLavAtI hAya che. jyAre dila lagnamAM pArasparika Atmika anubhUti thatI heAya che. dehu lagnamAM tApasI tatvane taNu. taNAta haiAya che jayAre dilalagnamAM sAtviktAne srota vahI rahyo heAya che. kaikeyI rANIe dAjA dazaratha pAse aurasa putra bharatane mATe ayeAdhyA nagarInuM rAjya mAMgyuM hatuM. ane te bharatane ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. parantu bharatakumArane rAma pratyenA bhrAtRbhAva niHsIma te ekAeka rAjA rAmacandrajInA vanavAsathI bharata kumArane asahya AghAta thai paDaye hatA sIyAvara rAmacandrajInA caraNeAmAM mastaka jhukAvIne kahI rahyo che ke mAre rAjya na joie. tyAre

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ra5ra zrImAna rAmacandrajI zrImukhe pharamAvI rahyA che ke bhAI pUjya pitAzrIjInI AjJAnuM paripAlana ApaNe karavuM ja joIe. tyAre bharatakumAre duHkhatA dIle kaMpatA kALaje rAmacaMdrajI vatI rAma na Ave tyAM lagI rAjyanuM saMcAlana karyuM hatuM. paNa adhyAmAM praveza nahi karavAnI pratijJAnuM pAlana karyuM hatuM. ke atyutama ane utkaTa baMdhu prema "bhrAtRbhAva ke sarvottama AtmIya bhAva kevI vijaya vara. nArI bAMdhavA belaDI joI . laDI levAnI ke bhAga vRtti svaneya paNa nahi. Aje makAnanI vAta bAju para mUke paraMtu sAmAnya nahivata jevI vastuo mATe laDI levAnI kevI sAThamArI thatI hoya che. tyAM tyAga bhAvanA ke kaI rItie te eka prazna che. kharekhara vAstavika te mananI moTAI naSTaprAya thaI cUkI che. te sivAya sAmAnya sAdhAraNa vastuo mATe ATalI andhAdhUdhI kema cAle? kaleza kaMkAzanA kALA vAdaLe kema gherAya? sAthe ja taNutaNATa karanArA tAmasI loko mATe uttama janamAM jhera paDAve jara jamIna ne jerU masta banAve mAyA jagamAM laDe pitAne che" lebhAgu lakSamInA lAlAone mATe saMdeza tamane uparane hare Apaze. zrI rAmacandrajIne vanamAM javAne vaTa hukama hatuM, nahi ke lakSamaNane. chatAM lakSamaNajI teozrInA eka anucara tarIke sAthe ja gayA hatA. zA mATe ? pharavA haravA ke

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253 beghaDInI meja karavA mATe gayA nahi hatA, kevaLa sevA yajJamAM jhukAvavA mATe ja temane pravAsa hate. rAjamahelanA bAdazAhI sukhane tRNavata tyAgIne urvazI jevI urmilAnI uSmA tyajIne vaibhava vilAsa ke TesTa tephAnane tarachoDIne ekAeka lakSamaNujI pitAnA pitA tulya gaNAtA jayeSTha baMdhu temaja mAtA tulya manAtI. satI sItAjInI sevA mATe ja nikaLI paDayA hatA suMvALA. sukha jenI zodhamAM che teja zrImAna lakSamaNujI vanya dubene vadhAvavA kammara kase che ane jatI vakhate pitAnI priyatamAne paDakAra karatA jAya che tAre tArA sAsu sasarAnI sevA karIne temane jIvaMta AzirvAda meLavavAne che. kevala sAsu sasarAnI sevA kAje pati viyegane haste mukhaDe vadhAvI le che. A che patnIvratane Adarza AjanI, keTalIka chela chabIlI thaIne pharanArI bahene apanAvavA. je che. haMmezAM sAco prema duHkha sukhanA saravALA karavA mAgatuM nathI. A sUtra dareka bhAI baheno e pitAnA. dilanI dIvAla upara kaMDAravAnI jarUra che. rAjA duSyanta zakuntalAne asvIkAra karyo paNa zANI zakuntalA duSyantane bhUlI nathI. potAnA priyatama prati apanI pharaja bajAvatI rahe che. jyAre Aje keTalAka pati patnI vacce. bhayaMkara gharSaNe cAlI rahelAM hoya che. pariNAme temane saMsAra svagIya banavAne badale saLagI rahelo hoya che..

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256 caMdanA bhagavatI rAjImatI mRgAvatI sulasAsubha drA zIlavatI zrImatI ane sAvitrI vigere satIonuM satItva sRSTimAM suprasiddha che. prANunA bhege paNa satItvanuM saMrakSaNa karavA sadeva saceta rahetI bhArata varSanA zaNagAra samI satI sundarIonA netA pagalAMthI ApaNe Arya deza ujavala che ane raheze. satI sundarIonI mAphaka sat saMyamanA saMrakSaNamAM purUSone phALe che te nathI ja. rAmacandrajI lakSmaNajI AhaMtadAsa avanIza ane pethaDa zAha vigere pavitra puruSanI pavitra bhAvanAthI bhAratanI bhavyatA dIpI uThI hatI. puNya netA pethaDa kumAre batrIza varSanI vaye brahmacarya vratanI saharSa svIkRti karI hatI. jenA paridhAna karelA vastranA taMtu taMtumAM brahmavatanuM teja taravarI rahyuM hatuM. bhayaMkara javaramAM jakaDAyelI rANI lIlAvatIne A vastra oDhADavAmAM AvyuM ke tarata ja tene javara jhaTiti jaDamULathI game te gaye. A rANI vigere janatA keTalI prabhAvita thaI haze ! te mApavAnuM mITara vAMcaka varganA magajamAM paDeluM che. madanarekhAnI mahAnatA kayAM sudhInI jeI . pitAnA priyatamanA paMcatvanI aMtima paLe vItI rahI hatI te samaye nijAkamAM nAthanuM mAthuM mUkIne samAdhinI chAMTa ApI rahI che. jyAre AjanI keTalIka ajJAna abalAo pitAnA svArthanI ja moMkANuM mAMDIne beThelI hoya che. kapAle kevALA eka vyApArIne regathI mukta thavA

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255 mATe divasamAM pAMca pacAza vAra rAmanuM nAma levA mATe sUcanA karI hatI. te mATe kabIrajIne mAluma paDatAM ja 'upAlaMbha Apyo hato te eTalA mATeja ke rAmanuM nAma te eka vakhata paNa basa che. pAMca pacAza vakhata zA mATe ! AvuM belIne te tArA kulanI kundana jevI kItine kalaMkti karI che. are kamAla tuM A zuM dhamAla macAvI rahyo ke are rAmanuM nAma eka vakhata levA mAtrathI kAma kema na thAya? ahiM racanAtmaka praga kabIra kamAlane karI batAve che. (98) ApaNAM pavitra zAstro paDakAra karI rahyAM che ke agara dAna ja devAnI hArdika bhAvanA hoya to dAna devAmAM vilaMba nahi kara joIe. dAna jJAna ke dhyAnamAM vilaMba kara samucita nathI vilaMba ke vAyadA karavAne kAyade ApaNe tyAM nathI. ApaNe tyAM te turata dAna mahAkalyANa dAna devAnI tamArI tamannA hoya te jamaNA hAthe dAna daI de. tamAre DAbe hAtha paNa na jANe devAmAM AvatuM dAna avAja sahana karI zakatuM nathI. eTale ke gupta dAnanI mahattA vadhu che. eka vakhata rAjA karNa hajAmata karAvI rahyA hatA. tyAM zrI bhagavAna yAcakanuM rUpa laIne dAna levAnA IrAdAe AvI caDayA che. yAcakanI mAgaNane avAja sAMbhaLatAM ja rAjA karNanA hAthamAM rahele senAno loTa turata ja vinA vilaMba dAnamAM ApI de che.

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ra56 ' sAdhAraNa rIte dAna ApatI vakhate dhana denAranuM zarIra pavitra hovuM joIe eTale pAse ubhelA keI sujJa mANase kahyuM ke are? rAjana ATalI zI utAvaLa che ? snAna zuddhi karIne pachI ja dAnanI pravRtimAM joDAvuM joIe. AnA javAbamAM rAjA karNa kahe che ke huM snAna vigere karavA jAuM teTalA samayamAM kadAca mArA bhAvamAM palaTo AvI jAya te zuM karavuM? zAstrIya paddhatI mujaba cittavRttinuM niyamana na rahe. samaya samayanI rUparekhA palaTo letI rahe che. mATe citta vRtti kayAre ramakhANa jagAve te kahI zakAya nahi. zAstrone sUra che ke cha vastuo asthira che. anitya che Apattikara che. Ayudhakara che ane ajeya che. citta, yauvana, jIvana, chAyA, lakSamI ane svAyata bhAva A cha bAbatene bharaze rAkhI zakAya ja nahi. ataH mAnava jIvanamAM jyAre jyAre taka male tyAre tyAre vAya ke vilaMba nahija kare te ja hitAvaha che. A zAstrIya sUrane sAMbhaLanA rAjA karNa hAthamAM rahelA senAnA leTAnuM dAna Ape che. kayAreya paNa suMdara ane saMgIna prasaMga prApta thAya tyAre jhaDapI levAmAM ja mAnavatA che. tadanusAra samayanI rAha joyA vinA dAna devAmAM pravRtta thAya che sAthe sAthe keTalAka mAnavenI kuTeva hoya che ane ATaluM dravya ahiM vAparyuM vigere apanI apanI DholakI bajAvI rahelA hoya che. paraMtu zAstrIya vidhAna che ke dIdheluM dAna ane maLeluM mAna bhUlI jAva. A pramANe zAstrIya

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257 bAbatene sAme rAkhIne rahenArA rAjA karNa, dAna mATene eka apUrva Adarza ApatA gayA che. anAdi anaMta saMsAramAM pratyeka prANuo janma maraNanI bhISaNa cakakImAM pIsAI rahyA che. "janma jarA ne mRtyu mukhya dukhanA hetu, kAraNa temAM e kahyAM rAga dveSa be setu A paNa eka gujura girAmAM nAnakaDuM kAvya ghaNu samajAvatuM jAya che. hamezAM mAnavIne janma karatAM tane bhaya pramANamAM vadhu hoya che. mAnava prANa temAMthI nivRtta thavA mATe anekAneka prayAsa ejate hoya che. paraMtu tenA prayAse pAMgaLAM hoya che. javuM hoya che. pUrvamAM ane pazcimanA ovAre aTavAI maravAnA prayatna prANavaMtA hoya che. vAlmIkine pUrva janmamAM eka vanya pazu tarIke ziyAlane janma ma hatuM. tenA kartavya tarIke zikAra karIne pitAnuM jIvana vItAvatuM hatuM. eka divasa zikAranI zodhamAM jaMgalamAM Itasta taH paribhramaNa karI rahyuM che. tyAM tene khUbaja tRSAtura thayuM hatuM. pANIne mATe phAMphAM mArI rahyuM che. kintu AsapAsa kaI jagyAe jaMgalamAM jalAzaya jovAmAM nahi AvyuM tyAre pANI meLavavA mATe najIkanA eka gAmaDAmAM jaI pahoMcyuM. ziyAlane joIne 17

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258 grAmINa kUtarAoe A ziyAlane pIcho pakaDe. ziyAlane kaI rasto rahyo nahi hatAM tyAre koI eka dayAlu sadagRhasthanA gharamAM ghUsI gayuM hatuM. te sadagrastha veda dharmanA niyamAnusAra jIvana jIvI rahyA hatA. nitya vahelI savAre uThIne pUjA gItA pATha vigere pitAnA SaTakarmanuM paripAlana karatA hatA. A brAhmaNanA gharamAM chupAyelA ziyAle thate gItA pATha sAMbhaLyo ane tenI gherI asara A vanya pazupara paDI. ane ene sArA saMskAra malI gayA hatA. divasa daramyAna e ziyAla brAhmaNanA gharamAM ja rahyuM ane rAta paDatAM ekAeka jaMgalamAM bhAgI gayuM hatuM. gItA pAThanA zravaNa mAtrathI te ziyALa mRtyu pAmI matya nImAM utpanna thayuM. paraMtu pUrva janmamAM zugAla tarIkenA hiMsaka saMskArenA badale te bhayaMkara lUMTAra banyA jaMgalanI gIca jhADImAM bhalAI raheto ane rastAmAM jatA AvatA mAnya janene beTI rItie raMjADate. eka divasa te mAladAranI zeAdhamAM nikaLI paDe dUra eka nadInA kinAre eka mahAmAjI dhyAnastha dazAmAM rahetA hatA. tyAM jaI zakAya ema nahi hatuM, dUra ubhA ubhA lUMTArAe tIra cheDayuM uparA upara tIra cheDate gaye paraMtu tene te prayAsa niSkala nIvaDayA. masta mahAtmAne kaMIja AMcake nahi A. nirAza banele lUMTAro pAcho pharyo kintu tene mahAtmA. jInA vicAroja AvavA lAgyA rAtrInA samaye uMghamAM

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259 paNa tene tapa japa karI rahelA mahAtmAnI yAda satAvatI rahI. Ame vicAronI ugratAe tenuM avasAna thayuM ane brAhmaNa nimAM tene janma thaye. kintu pUrva janmanA kusaMskAranA ge te lUMTa calAvavAnI karavAhI karI rahyo che vAliye lUMTAre jaMgalamAM jatA AvatA musApharone parezAna karI rahyo che eTaluM ja nahi paratuM te te musApharenuM AkhuM ne AkhuM kALajuM ja khAI jatA. e bhayaMkara DAku hate. nirdoSa nArIonI temaja pavitra mAnya jUnenI hAtha paganI AMgaLIo kApI kApIne tenI mALA pitAnA gaLAmAM paherIne phUlAte. tevAmAM teja sthaLe sadabhAgyege nArada rUSIzvara ekAeka tyAM TapakI paDayA vAlI temanI sAme doDI ane kahevA lAgyA je hoya te mane ApI de. nAradajI kaMI paNa nahi bhUlyA tyAre vAlIye khUbaja gusse thaye. chevaTe nAradajI apUrva ezvarya ApI rahyA che ane vAlI tenI saharSa svIkRta kare che. nAradajIe A DAkUne DaketIthI dUra rahevA mATe paDakAra karyo. ThaMDA ane mIThA kaleje candra ane caMdanathI paNa zItala zabdomAM lokenuM lehI pIvAnuM karapINa kArya cheDI devA vinaMti karI gamAramAM gamAra paNa saveLe sAvadhAna thaI jAya rUSIzvaranA suMvALA upadezane vAlI vadhAvI le che. ahiM khAsa pakaDavA jevuM e che ke gata janmamAM gItA pATha zravaNa vigerenA kAraNe tenAmAM prabala parivartana thavA pAmyuM hatuM. nArajIe mAtra be akSarane mahAmUla maMtra Ape

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26o hate kina, jaMgalI jevI kaDhaMgI sthiti hiMsaka ane AsurI vRtinA kAraNe e akSarane maMtra paNa barAbara japI zakaye nahi hate. ulaTa sulaTa akSarenA uccAraNathI marA marA bele jatuM hatuM jyAre be vakhata marA marA bole tyAre eka vAra rAmane jApa thaI jata A rItie AvA maMtranA jApanI dhUnamAM e lIna banate gaye. e maMtranA layamAM tene jaya thaye e jApamAM tadAkAra thaI gaye te eTale sudhI ke tenA upara rAphaDA bAyA tathApi e layane kSaya naja thaye tenA zarIra upara rAphaDAe aho jamAvyuM te paNa te jApamAMthI te calita na ja thaye. kevI nizcala vRtti kevI aDaga dhRti kevI sarvocca yukita pachI te mukti thAyaja thAya. mahAna avala naMbarane DAku dayAvIra bane che. chellAmAM chelle keTIne zayatAna chatAM saMta bane che ane kurUmAMthI guru bane che. A saMtanA zarIra upara rAphaDe chavAI jAya che. te parathI vAlIyAmAMthI, vAlmIki bane che. pachIthI uttara jIvana kAlamAM teo vAlmIki rAmAyaNanuM navasarjana kare che. mAtra e akSarane maMtra jApa tenA pApa tApa ane saMtApane haLave kare che. haMmezAM yAda kare jhaNAta siddhi: navA riddhi navA siddhi saMzaya: e sivAya paNa jApa jApAna mahardhatA ke mahanIyatA myAna nathIja cheira pavana giv nArola: arthAta jemanA jemanI sAthe jApa japa karavAmAM Ave te jhaTiti janma janamanI hAramALAne

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261 harAvI de che. sAthe sAthe pApanA paMkanuM pUNa tayA prakSAlana karatA rahe che. (100) .. adhikAra padma para ArUDha thaine prAmANiktAnuM pari pAlana na kare te kai rItie adhikAra padmane lAyaka gaNAya ! adhikAra padyanA saMrakSaNamAM anyAya na cAle, anIti na cAle, IMbha na cAle, DALa na cAle, damAma na cAle, ThassA na cAle, ThaThAro na cAle, ThakurAi na cAle, cheDa mADa keheADa na cAle, adhikArapadamAM lAgavaga zAhI na cAle lAMca ke rUzvata na cAle. tyAre cAle zu' ? adhikArapaddhamAM jUne jarApaNa Adara male nahi koipaNa saMcAgeAmAM satya jokhamAya nahiM kevala satyanAja jyAM pakSa hoya che ane satyAMza taraphaja lakSa hAya che te ja insAna adhikAra padmane sabhALI zake che. ekavAra kaI asIla sara nyAyAdhIzane puSkaLa dhana ApIne phADavA mATenI kozISa karI rahyo che. peAtAnI tarapheNamAM cUkAdo ApavA badala mAM mAgyA dAma ApavA taiyAra chuM vigere vigere ghaNAja kAlA vAlA karyAM. A zeTha keinI mAraphata nyAyAdhIzane sa MdezA kahevaDAve che. kintu sara nyAyA zrIza satyavAdIne sApha zabdomAM manA kare che ke hu koIpaNa sAgAmAM anyAyane te AvakAra nahi ja ApI zakuM! A zeTha kaika jIvaMta prayAsa karI rahyA che. kintu saphalatA dUra ne dUra khasatI jAya che. Akhare eka varcasva

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262 vALA mANasa mAraphata antima sa Mdeza mokalAve che. eka kesanI khAtara ATaluM adhu' dhana ApanAra koi nahi male. zeTha teA manamAM nizcaya karI beThA haze ke A chellA samAcArathI nyAyAdhIza jarUra prabhAvita thaze. mArA chellA saMdezAnI asara thayA sivAya raheze ja nahi, parantu zeThanI kalpanA kohavAI gaIM. A antima saMdezAnI sAme sara nyAyAdhIze khUlle paDakAra karyAM ke tamArA jevA aMtatra raju karanArA te ghaNA malI Ave, parantu mArA jeve nA kahenAra koI bhAgyeja malaze, tamArU' dhana tamane ja mAraka parantu nyAyathI je thatu haze teja thaze. koIpaNa saMcAgAmAM mArA nyAya jaise vecAze nahi ja zeTha ane dalAle jevA AvyA hatA tevA ja pAchA pharyAM. keTalI nizcala vRtti keTale aNanama nyAyAdhIza Aje avinamAM AvA paNa mANase paDayA che je AjIvana satyaneja vaLagI rahe. keTaluM Atmika khela dhyeyamAMthI calita na ja thaye te na ja thayA. kharekhara adhikArI te ja kahevAya je adhikArane lagatI tamAma kAravAhInuM zistaiddha paripAlana kare. kri taddanusAra kAravAhI karavAmAM na Ave te dhikkArane ja pAtra che. saMskRta bhASAmAM rahele! A zlAka tamane sundara sadha ApI rahelA che. dareka mANasoe peAtapeAtAnA hAddAnuM bhAna avazya hAvu' ghaTe je mAnavane potAnA padanu sthAnanuM Asananu ke adhikAranu' gaurava nathI te mAnava ke dAnavamAM kaMIka pheka kharA ?

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arthAta adhikAronA asaMkhya prakAre che. te pIkI jene jyAM che ane jeTale adhikAra hoya te te mujaba adhikArIne AvakAre e pratyeka strI ane purUSanI pharaja che. dhArmika sAmAjIka ke kauTumbika je je pharaja tamArA upara lAdavAmAM AvI hoya tadanusAra pharajane amalamAM mUkavI e tamAruM kartavya che. bhUlaze nahi. pharaja e eka jAtanuM karaja che ema samajIne ktavya niSTha bane sAthe sAthe jyAM jAva tyAM sAtviktAnI chAyAmAM bese ane tamArA sAthIdArene besatA kare. pachI arAjaktAnI AdhI ApaApa avanimAMthI ubhI pUMchaDIye bhAgaze. kema A vAta barAbara samajAya che ne ! vAra. samajAya che te tene amalI banAvavAM kammara kase. amara thaI jaze. ApaNAM zAstro ApaNane vAre vAre sAvadhAnIne sUra ApI rahelA hoya che. haMmezAM khADo khode te ja paDe e eka sanAtana siddhAnta che. hAthanA karyA haiye vAge e nizaMka che. A kahevatane mAnyatA ApavAne mATe keIna paNa zapathavidhi karAvavAnI AvazyaktA ubhI thatI nathI. bhakta candrahAsa matanA kAvatarAmAMthI kaI rItie badhI jAya che te A vRttAMta vAMcavAthI mAluma paDaze. bAlaka candrahAsane khatama karavA mATe mArA ekalavAmAM AvyA. teo jaMgalamAM upADI gayA. kintu A bAlakane khatama karavAmAM temanA kAMDA ane kALajIpe che. hAtha ane heyAM hacamace che.

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264 eTale ekAeka jaMgalamAM cheDI cAlI jAya che. pADAzanA rAjAne tyAM candrahAsa, ArAma karI rahyo che. A hakIkta pradhAnane maLatAM te tyAM paheAMcyA ane ahAnuM kADhIne peAtAne ghera mAlyA ane peAtAnA putrane khAnagI samAcAra patra melyA ke kuLa nahi. jote; rUpa nahi jote murhuta nahi jote ane AvelAne turata viSa ApI de je pradhAna putrInuM nAma viSayA hatuM, viSanu viSayA thaI gayuM hatu. mArI nAkhavAne khale A khALaka teja pradhAnanA jamAI banI gayeA hate. A ghaTanAe te| pradhAnanA aMtaramAM tela reDAyuM. jarUra tenuM kAsaLa teA kADhavAnu ja che. vairagni kevA bhISaNa ane bhaya'kara che. candrahAsa petAnA ghara jamAI anya che, tene khatama karavAthI mArI putrI vidhavA thaze. parantu petiAnA aMtare saLagatA A vairAgni zAnta karavA mATe peAtAnI ja putrI vaidhavyadazAnI kaDaka sajA bhogavaze e jAtanu' bhAna zAna bhUlIne paNa pradhAna te candrahAsane khatama karavA mATe ja SaDayaMtra racI rahyo che. candrahAsane pAMse melAvIne mIThI madhurI vAtA kare che. hamezAM vizva kumsa' cAlu nI mAphaka khaTamIThI vAtA karI ne antimamAM jaNAvyuM ke amArA kuLanA rIvAja che ke jamAIe paraNyAnI pahelI rAtaDIe kuladevInu jaIne pUjana karavuMja joie. mATe tame Aje madharAtrIe gAmanI bahAra AvelI ApaNI kuladevInu pUjana karavA jAe. candrahAsa bicArA bhalA bheALA. parantu bheLAnA -

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bhagavAna e siddhAnta che ane te sAce sanAtana che. jamAIe tyAM javAnI hA kahI. A tarapha tene nAza karavA mATe cAra mArAone saMtAnuMsAra tyAM goThavI devAmAM AvyA hatA. barAbara pATha zIkhavavAmAM Avyo hato ke kuladevInA pUjana arthe je kaI Ave tene tyAMja ThAra karI de. je keI Ave tene mArI nAkhave chaDe nahi tamane tenA badalAmAM sAruM InAma ApavAmAM Avaze agara cheDI mUkaze te kaDaka zikSA thaze. A tarapha nirNaya lIdhA bAda candrahAsa pItAmbarI paherIne artha mATenI sAhitya sAmagrI sAthe kuladevInA pUjanAthe nikaLI paDaze. A samaye pradhAne taiyAra karelA cAra mArAmAM paNa jaI rahyA hatA. kintu karmamahArAjAnI lIlA agamya che. tenuM tAMDava ajaba gajaba hoya che. bhAgya vidhAtAnI vicitratA adamya hoya che. candra hAsa jaI rahyo che teja mArgamAM candrahAsane zodhata zete ekAeka pradhAna putra malyuM. teNe kahyuM ke hamaNuM ne hamaNAM tame rAjamahela tarapha jAva. candrahAsa kahe che. - pradhAne kaheluM che ke kula devInuM pUjana karavuM ati Avacaka che. te mane pUjana arthe javA do. pUjana karIne huM turata ja rAjamahela tarapha jaIza. pradhAnaputra kahe che ke ema nahi tame vinA vilaMbe jAva. candrahAsa kuladevInA pUjana mATe nizaMka jaI rahyo che. vacce pradhAnaputra AvIne rekI de che ane kahe che ke tamAre kuladevInuM pUjana A rAtrImAMja karavAno Agraha hoya te mane tamAre pozAka ApI de ane pUjanano artha thALa sane ApI de. huM

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pUjana karIne AvI pahecuM chuM. tame sukhe samAdhie zajamahela tarapha jAva. A chellA nirNaya anusAra candrahAsa rAjamahela tarapha jAya che. ane pradhAna putra candrahAsane pizAka paherI hAthamAM pUjanane thALa laIne kuladevInA mandire jaI pahoMce che. tyAM pUrva saMketa anusAra mArA turataja uDAvI de che. A pramANe tenuM meta kenA upara pheravAI gayuM. A che karmanI agama lIlA koNa kaLI zake ! mANasa jAta bIjAnuM nukazAna karavA cAhe to pariNAme tenuM ja nukazAna thatuM hoya che. jevI kare che karaNI tevI turata phale che. badale bhalA bUrAne ahiMne ahiM male che (12) A vArtAmAM tamane putravadhUnI vAta aMze regya jaNAze jyAre sAsunuM kathana mahadaMze ucita samajAze evI ghaTanA che. eka nava vadhU paraNIne sAsare AvI. che. gharamAM mAtra teNIne pati ane vRddhA sAsu hatI. A gharaDI sAsu aMdha paNa hatI. putravadhUne sAsujI pratye sadbhAva hate. egya sevA ApIne sAsujIne saMtuSTa rAkhatI hatI. samaya jatA lokonI vAta sAMbhaLIne navavadhuno sAsujI pratyene sadbhAva Thapa thatuM gaye. dhIme dhIme sAsune satAvavA lAgI. kayAreka sAsunI lAkaDI gUma karI de. DozImA jyAre bUma pADe tyAre sUnamUna thaIne sAMbhaLyA kare. kayAreka te cAkaDI chUpAvI de, cena kena sAsune raMjADavAnI melI

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267 ramate zarU thaI cUkI. AMdhaLA mANasane pagale pagale lAkaDI ane cAkaDInI jarUra paDe ja paDe sAsu barADA pADe teya sAMbhaLeja keNa? vahu bahuja kakaLATanA aMte chaNakA karatI lAvI Ape. sAsu bicArI duHkhI duHkhI thaI gaI che. kaI upAya rahyo nathI. satAmaNInI hada jyAre AvavA lAgI tyAre sAsue putravadhUne kahyuM tuM mane haMmezAM zA mATe duHkhI kare che zA mATe satAve che? tenA javAbamAM putravadhU ekAeka belI uThI ke loko mAraphata sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM che ke tame tamArI sAsune ghaNuM ja duHkhI karyA hatA tame tamArI jAte amane rasto batAvyo che mATe huM paNa te raste cAlI rahI chuM. A satya bInA sAMbhaLIne sAsujIe kahyuM tArI vAta vaLI tadana sAcI che. meM mArI sAsune ghaNI bUrI rItie raMjADyA hatA tethI mArA ja karelAM karma Aje huM bhegavI rahI chuM. emAM jarAya khoTuM nathI, nathI ne nathI. parantu tuM Aje tArI sagI AMkhe joI rahI chuM huM Aje mArA kya karma bhegavI rahI chuM tema tAre paNa pachIthI bhegavavAM paDaze ja ne ? e vAta kema bhUlI jAya che ! tAre paNa vAre te AvavAne ja ne? vAra pachI vAreja Ave e ja kudaratane nyAya che. mArI A avadazA joIne tuM kema samajatI nathI, Aje huM AMdhaLI thaI beThI chuM eka to abalA ane temAya AMdhaLAne avatAra tene mATe ghara e ghara nathI paNa narakAgAra che. are mane pUche to naraka sArU

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268 paNa AMdhaLAnI avadazAmAM aTavAI maravuM ghaNuM ja kaparUM che. tAre paNa AvI durdazAmAM DUbI maravuM hoya te khuzIthI tuM tArI sAsune satAvaje raMjADaje rIbAvaje have pachI huM tane kazuM ja nahi beluM! mAre mArA karelA karmabhegavavAnAM che huM bhegavI laIza huM te havethI tane Azi. rvAda ApuM chuM tuM sukhe gharanA vaibhavane bhegavIne sukhI thA basa, DozImAnA A aMtaranA udgAre sAMbhaLIne putravadhU prabhAvita thaI cUkI teNIe nizcaya karyo ke have pachI mArI sAsune saMtApa karAve nahi. banatI sevA ApIne temanA aMtarane mAre mIThe AzirvAda meLavavAno che. basa Ave mAnasika daDha saMkalpa karIne pitAnA karelA aparAdhanI kSamA mAgI rahI che. DozImA haLavA heye kSamA Ape che. joItye A baMne pAtro kevA dhaDo levA lAyaka che. have pachI A sAsu vahunA saMsAra svargIya banyo haMmezAM yAda rAkhe jyAM kaleza kaMkAza ne kIkIyArInI kAlImA chavAI jAya tyAM pachI sukhanI chAyA bhAgyeja dekhAya ata; gRhastha jIvananI dIkSA lenAra keIpaNa lalanA mATe A vArtA sundara udbodhana kare che ke tamAre sukhanI chAyAmAM besavuM ja hoya te koIneya paNa satAvavuM nahi rIbAvavuM nahi tema temane keIpaNa jAtane paritApa Ape nahi, Ara. - haMmezAM yAda rAkhe che ke mArA mita saMhiti te :" dareka mANasee pita pitAnI kAravAhImAM kuzala rahevuM joIe teja siddhi sAMpaDe che. kartavya evAM kare ke je tamAruM bhartavya kare tamAruM piSaNa kare mAtRvata

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269 paripAlana kare paraMtu keTalAka mANasenAM kartavya evAM hoya te je tamane martavya rUpa nIvaDe TuMkANamAM kartavya bhartavya. ane martavya A traNa zabdo upara lakSa vadhu ne vadhu.. kendrita thAya. A traNa zabdone kayAreya paNa bhUlatAM nahi A traNa zabdane samanvaya karaze te ghaNuM jANI zakaze. (103) kaI paNa zubha kArya aMge karavAmAM AvatI mAyA paNa prANIne gabaDAvI de che. te pachI naryA svArthane pahoMcI vaLavA mATe karavAmAM AvatI mAyA mAnavane adhaHpatananI. adhogatimAM ghasaDI jAya che. pUrva janmanA bArAmAM bharatajI tathA bAhubalajInA jIva muni bhagavatene AMtarika ane hArdika sevA ApI rahyA hatA jyAre brAhmI ane suMdarInA ja abhyAsamAM vadhu samaya vItAvatA hatA paraMtu zAstrIya sUcanAnusAra saMyamI jIvanamAM haMmezAM prathama maMgalAcaraNamAM gurUonI AjJAnuM paripAlana karavuM joIe. tatpazcAta guruo temaja vaDIlonI sevA karavAmAM sAvadhAnI ane trIjI bAbatamAM adhyayana A paNa bAbatamAM vadhu mahatva AjJAnuM che. e nirvivAda che je samaye je havA cAlatI hoya tenI prazaMsA hoya che. bhejananA viSayamAM raseIyAnI vaiyAvacca thAya, sevAnA bArAmAM sevA karanArA sAdhu muninI tArIphI hoya e svAbhAvika che. gurUbhagavaMta sevA yajJamAM jhukAvanArA sAdhuone guNAnuvAda kastA karatA kahI rahyA che ke AkhA

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270 gacchanI zeAbhA ke AbhAmAM abhivRddhi A aNagArAne ja AbhArI che dunIyAne sAmAnya vyavahAra che ke jenu lagna hAya tenA gIte gavAya pelA abhyAsI labdhivaMta me sAdhue (brAhmI sundarI) A sahaja bAbatane nahi samajI zakrayA hAvAthI ulaTAMja vicAra karI rahyA gurUjIe te mAtra guNanIja prazaMsA karI hatI ane hu MmezAM guNAnuvAda samyakatvamAM vizeSatayA zuddhi kare che. parantu brAhmI sundarI zAstra viruddha kalpanAo karatA rahyA. peAtAnA gurUjIne pakSapAtI tarIke gaNavA lAgyA. pariNAme samyakatvanA dhAta karyAM ane sAthe sAthe srIvedanA adha paDaze.. (104) AjakAla huM paNAno nAda satra vyApaka che. huM eTale zu, huM eTale koNa vigere maMtraNA karavAnI kone paDI che ! Aje lagabhaga satra huM avinAzI ekaja akSara haiyAmAM kudAkuda karI rahyo hoya che. 'huM nA paricaya meLa vavAnI ke huM ne ALakhavAnI kone paDI che!" huM akSaranI yathA` mahattA samajAI jAya te, pachI huM nI dhAdhUMdhImAM InsAna aTavAI na ja mare. taddanusAra manIyAnA meAtanI pAchaLa yatra tatra raDArela cAlI rahI che. rAjA ke prajAjane mAM azrubhInI AMkhA jovA maLe che. parantu madanIe kaNa che ! e kAne vicAravuM che ! koI koInI pAse mA dana meLavavA mAgatuM nathI ghaDIbhara te raDI ja levAnu che. te sivAya chUTake nathI. kyAreka kama cege eka rANI

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271 ane kuMbhAraNane mitrAcArI thaI gaI sakhIbhAvamAM joDAI gayAM. jemAM purUSe pitAne lAyaka kaMpanI zodhI kADhe che tema strIone jAti svabhAva che ke ekalavAyA paNuM na game. A rANInA mahela pAse ja kuMbhAraNa rahetI hatI. mATe A baMne vacce maitrI bhAva jA. kharekhara jAmI gaye. A kuMbhAraNu navarI paDe ke turata ja niHzaMka rANI pAse AvIne besI jAya. mitratA kayAre kenI sAthe thaI jAya che dhIre dhIre vadhatI vadhatI te kevuM rUpa pakaDe che tenI kalpanA kema thaI zake ! bhAvi pega balAt A kuMbhAraNuM paNa eka AMkhe kANI hatI. A kANuM kuMbhAraNu sAthe A rAjarA ne ega kema saMbhavI zake? paraMtu kudaratanI lIlA agamya che tene pAra kaI pAmyuM che kharuM? kayAM rANI ne kayAM kANI, kayAM mAsI ne kayAM dAsI, kayAM kuMbhAraNane kyAM saMbhAraNuM ? haMmezAM kudaratanA joDANanI pAchaLanuM mULa koIthI pakaDI zakatuM nathI ja. nitya niya. mAnusAra eka divasa kuMbhAraNu AvI na zakI. rANIne kemeya cena na paDe. cala vicala thatI ja rahe. sUryAsta thatAM sudhI paNa te na AvI pahoMcI tyAre rANIe apanI dAsIne tapAsa karavA mokalI hatI. dAsI teNanA gRhAMgaNe jaI pahoMcI tyA te kuMbhAraNa raDI rahI che. pratyakSa raDI rahelA mANasane keI sAmAcAra saMdeze bhAgyeja pUchI zake e eka sAmAnya niyama che. chAtI phATa rudana ane mAthA kUTatI kuMbhAraNane joIne dAsI hebatAI gaI. deDIne sIdhI AvI

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ra rANI pAse duHkhada zAka samAcAra ApI rahI che. apanI sahIyaranA zeka samAcAra sAMbhaLIne rAjarANI paNa svayaM pAke pAke raDavA lAgI gai. khasa raDatA rANI sAhemane joIne rAjA paNa raDavA besI gayo. khUda prajApAlaka rAjA raDavA lAgyA. pachI kramazaH pradhAna amAtya purohita ityAdi rAjakIya kama cArIo raDavA lAgyA. pUrA rAjamahelamAM jyAM jue tyAM Akenda rUdana zivAya kazuM ja sAMbhaLavA na maLe. samasta rAjagaDhImAM gamagIna vArtAvaraNa sarjAI gayu. pachI gAmanuM te pUchavuM ja zuM ? nagaramAM jyAM jue tyAM ghara gharamAM dvAre dvAre zenI havA chavAi gaI. yaMtra taMtra rdananI rekoDa sAMbhaLavA male che. lagatA rUdananI vidhi e ghaDI panI cAlatI haiAya che. rAI rAine tamAma zAMta thayA tyAre mAMhemAhe samAcAra pUchavAmAM Ave che ke kyAM kanu avasAna thayuM che. nakakI koi mATe mANusa maraNu pAmelA hovA joie. jarUra koI rAjA yA rANInA agata insAna avasAna pAmelA haihAvA joie koI kai kalpanA kare che. koI kai anumAna laDAvI rahyA che prajA janAmAMthI jyAre kaMI ja sattAvAra samAcAra na maLyA tyAre rAjakama cArI purUSAne pUchavAmAM Ave che pradhAna sudhI A samAcAra pahoMce che, tyAre pradhAna paNa ajJAta che. khUda rAjAne pUchavAmAM Avyu tyAre rAjA svayaM vicArI rahyo che ke jarUra rANInA pIyarIyA mAMthI keinuM avasAna thayelu hAvu joie ahi sudhI teA rAjA pote anabhijJa che. jayAre rANIne samAcAra pUchavAmAM Ave che. tyA2e rANI paNa ajANu che. uDatA

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273 samAcAra rANI dvArA jANavA malyA ke mArI sakhIne madanI maraNa pAmela che. basa jayAM juo tyAM manIyAnA nAme keMkANa maMDAI cUkI hatI. paNa madanIyA keNu che te keIneya mAluma nathI. pachI dhIre dhIre lokene jANavA malyuM ke sakhI ke che ane madanI koNa che. pachI janatAne pitAnI ajhAnatA upara napharata thaI. A bicArI kuMbhAraNane karUM che kaMI nahi hatuM. tyAre mAtra mAnasika saMteSanI khAtara eka gadheDAnA baccAnuM nAma mAnIye rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. Aje paNa ghaNI mohavihavala vanitAo jyAre vAMjhaNuM hoya che tyAre DhIMgalInI mAphaka kapaDAnuM cheka banAvIne yA te plAsTIkanA banAvelAM pUtaLAM raura Ave che. sacamuca jonArane sajIvana bALakaja jaNAya. AvA pUtaLAne bajAramAMthI kharIdI lAvavAmAM Ave che. pachI putravata te pUtaLAnI sAthe AliMgana cUMbana ItyAdi kara. vAmAM Ave che. A eka jAtanuM vyApta che. vyAya e vaDavAnala anala jevuM che. sajajane haMmezAM vyANI vegaLA raheje. A rItie jIvanamAM ajJAnatA kevuM havAmAna ubhuM kare che te A vArtA uparathI samajI zakAze. tadanusAra saMsArI jIvaDAo ajJAta hoya che. tyAM sudhI ja sAThamArI calAvI rahyA hoya che jyAre pitAnuM vAstavika svarUpa 18

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ra74 jANavAmAM Ave che. tyAre tene pitAnA kartavya tarapha bhAre bhAra dhRNA pragaTe che. A che jIvanI vibhAvadazAnI rUpa rekhAnuM nidarzana jyAM sudhI jIvaDe vibhAvadazAmAM vyagra hoya che tyAM sudhI ja saDaNapaDaNa vivaMzana ke vini vRtti hoya che. ataH vibhAvadazAmAMthI viramIne svabhAvadazAmAM sthira thavA mATe sarvajJa zAsananI samupAsanA che. (105). - kayAreka keI duSkarmanA ge purUSa ke mahAtmAthI kaMI paNa asatkarma thaI jAya, na chAje tevuM aghaTita kArya thaI javAnI zakayatA che. kayAreka e kaTokaTIne prasaMga tamArI sAme AvI caDe te mAnavanI A take pharaja che ke dharma ke dharmAtmAnI nindA phajetI yA chajetI na thAya te jAtanI havA ubhI karavI joIe. mAnavane samajI levAnI jarUra che ke haMmezAM karmanI kuTIlatA ajaba che karmanI asara nIce rahele mAnavI kayAreka evuM bhayaMkara kukarma karI bese che tenI kalpanA mAnavanI zaktinI bahAra che. karamane vaLI zarama kevI? vicAra vimarza na hoI zake ! samajI le ke karma mahArAjAne pAMkho che paNa AMkhe nathI. jugajugathI karma mahArAjA kevala pAMkhanA suMvALA sahAre jyAM tyAM uDayana karI rahyA hoya che. A heya teja joI zakAyane? AMkha vinAnuM paMkhIDuM mAtra pAMkhanA jere jyAM tyAM bhAgA bhAga karatuM hoya che. pachI bhale ne Aga hoya ke nAga hoya ! AMdhaLuM paMkhIDuM thoDuM joI

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275 zake che? samajI che! A che kamanI rUparekhAnuM' nirdezana kA~nA gahana gatinI viSamatAnuM varNana vAMcyuM. vaheMcAya nahi te pachI lakhyuM' lakhI zakAya ja kema ? kama'nI mauliktAnI antagata paDelAM satya ke asatya tenuM tame pRthakakaraNa karI zaktA nathI, kema ke jUThane AMkha hAtI nathI ane satyane pAMkha hAI zaktI nathI. mATeja satya asatyanI parakha karavI saheja nathI. satyama ke asaddhama nuM Alekhana karavu paNa teTaluM ja duSkara che, ghaNI vakhata tame cAkSuSa pratyakSane vadhu vajana ke mahatva ke AvakAra ApI rahelA hA che. kintu e tamArI nari bhrAnti haiAya che. yAda rAkhe| tame leAkA mAtra cAkSuSa pratyakSaneja vadhu vajana ke mahatva ApIne besI raheze| to sAtasA bhavAe paNa satyadevanI sAthene saparka sAdhI zakavAnA nathI eTale ke dekhItAM kScAne ja tame tAlatA rahezo to nahi cAlI zake. giri gahUvaramAMthI nikaLI paDelA mahAtmA koI eka sagRhasthanA ujavala AMgaNe AvI caDe che. A sadgu hasya zrImAnanuM ahAranu AMgaNu' ujavala che ema nahi kintu tenA aMtaranuM AMgaNu ati ujavala che. huMmezAM daivI ane alabhya padArthoM puNyazAlIne ja prApta thatA hoya che. A sagRhastha zrImAna pramukti thAya che. mArA AMgaNe pavitra puruSanA paneAtAM pagalAM kayAMthI ? A vakhate bhALo bhaktajana khUbaja gava lai rahyo che. tadanusAra Atithya satkAra samArabhamAM paNa teTale ja rasa lai rahyo che.

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106 keTalAka bhaktajanA mAtra vANI uparaja varcasva dharAvanArA hAya che. jyAre teja loko aNInA avasare alaga ja rahetA hoya che. kintu sAcA bhakta te ke je A jIvana apanA Apa janane vaLagI rahe. A sadgRhastha zrImAn AMgaNe AvI caDelA mahAtmA puruSanI traNa traNa divasa sudhI sevA bhakti evI uccatama ane adyutama kevala niSkAma bhAvanAthe karI rahyo che. thaivAhi jANe, mA hevu jvAjana tame svayaM kartavya niSTha ane kyAreya paNa phalanI AzA upara laTatA na raho. duniyAnA pratyeka dhama zAstrone A sUra che. ane te sAMbhaLIne cAlA mahAtmAjI AgaLa pravAsa karavAnI taiyArI karI rahyA che. te jamAnAmAM asa vyavahAra kavicat kyAMya jovA malato. mahAtmA jyAre maMgala prayANa karI rahyA che tyAre A sadgRhasthe zrImAnanA mAtra nava varSoMnA khAlaka traNa traNa dvivasa paryaMta mahAtmAnA sAnidhyathI prabhAvitathayA hato. mahAtmA jyAre prayANa karI rahyA che tyAre A mAsuma mALaka mahAtmAnI sAthe ceDA TAImane mATe paNa javA taiyAra thayA hatA. lokeA jyAre chellI vidAya ApIne pAchA phare che, tyAra pachIthI mahAtmA ane A brAhmaNa putra ekAeka jaMgalamAM cAlyA jatA haiAya che. khAlaka AbhUSaNeAthI alaMkRta che. khAlakanA khApa bhakti rasathI bharapUra che. ghare beThelA mApanA haiyAmAM mahAbhAjI tarapha bhArAbhAra sadbhAva che. raga ragamAM rAma che

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ra77 ane aMtaramAM ArAma che. AvA ujavala Adarzane apanAvanArA InsAnane kaseTImAM lasoTI levAne lAvo kayAreka kudarata letI rahe che. tadanusAra A saddagRhastha zrImAnane kaDaka ane kaThora tapazcaryA karavAne kAre kAla AvI rahyo che. kitu A brAhmaNa zaMbhunAtha che. dhIra vIra ane gaMbhIra che. A mahAtmAnA gauravathI gaSTi banele brAhmaNa keTale variSTa che tenuM mApa tame svayaM nikAlI zakazo. A tarapha bhara jaMgalamAM gulAbanA goTA jevA ane kusumanI kalimA jevA A gabharU bAlakane gaLuM dabAvIne khatama karavAmAM Ave che. sAthe rahelA A mahAtmA alaMkAre laIne dhIme pagale AgaLa jaI rahyA che ane bAlakanA zabane khINamAM phekI devAmAM Ave che. mahAtmA niHzaMka AgaLa cAlyA jAya che. vAMcaka samajI zake che. ke vAvaH sarvatra pitA A sUtrAnusAra pApI manuSyanAM pagalAM haMmezAM hAthI pagalA jevAM thaI jAya che. pApI mAnave e pagalAM AgaLa jAya tyAM cAra pagalAM pAchaLa paDe. vicAre A kaI rItie bane? kintu A ghaTanA te eka IzvarI lIlArUpe che. eTale jene loke izvarI lIlAnA nAme samAdhAna karI letA hoya che. vAstavika te A tamAma karma lIlA che. "pAmavI muzkela che. ajaba lIlA karmarAjanI mAyA madhura jAdu bharelI mahAmAnA avatAranI daitya ke dAnava paNa makhamala jevA mulAcama bAlakane jatuM kare to pachI mAnava mATe prazna

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278 kayAM che? jyAre A samartha zaktizAlI mahAtmA purUSa AvuM adhamAdhama aghaTita kArya karI zake basa ? paraMtu A bhaktanI kasoTI thaI rahI che. savAranA sAta vAge alpAhAra karIne gayelo bAlaka jyAre bAra vAgyA sudhI guhAgaNe na Ave tyAre tenA pitA bAlakanI zodhamAM nikaLI paDe che. mahAtmAnA pagale pagale AgaLa cAlyA jAya che. tyAM eka tarapha khINamAM teja bAlakanuM zaba paDeluM jovAmAM AvyuM hatuM. ghaDIbharane mATe tenA aMtaramAM bhAre AMcake jarUra AvyuM hatuM. kintu IzvarIya lIlA che ema mAnIne te manamAM ne manamAM samAdhAna meLavI le che. niHzaMka che ke A kRtya mahAtmApuruSanuM che. tathApi A brAhmaNanA aMtaramAM jarAya abhAva nathI. dilamAM jarA sarakhAya va nathI. manamAM jarAya muMjhavaNa nathI. bAlakanA zaba upara rahyA sahyA alaMkAra laIne A brAhmaNa bhAI AgaLa vadhI rahelA mahAtmAnI sAme jaI pahoMce che. namaskAra karIne vinaMti karI rahyo che ke te bAlakanAM bAkI rahelA : paNe paNa saharSa svIkAre, ama jIvana dhanya dhanya banI jaze. jyAre pAchA phare che tyAre aMtaranA ullAsa pUrvaka hArdika vinaMti karI hatI ke punaH Apa mArA gRhAMgaNe padhArI lAbha ApI amI varasAvavA maherabAnI karazojI. A brAhmaNa bhAIne ekane eka putra mAtra nava varSane mAsuma bAlaka samajI lya khIlatuM puSpa Aje kharI jAya

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che. kallAla karI rahela' kusuma karamAI jAya che. masta mAgara surajhAI jAya che. ane te paNa eka mahAtmAnA va haste A karapINa kRtya AvI gojhArI dudhaTanA thavA pAmI che. chatAM A brAhmaNa bhAInA aMtaramAM jarAya abhAva nathI tenA dIlamAM jarAya DaMkha nathI. kALajAmAM jarAya kalpAnta nathI, dhanyavAda brAhmaNa bhAI tamArI dhIra vIratAne A dezya joIne bhala bhalAnA chakkA chUTI jAya. bhalabhalA laDavIrA bhAna zAna bhUlI. ese nautama naravIza paNa rAvA ese jyAre A mRta bAlakanA pitA ema ele che ke je thayuM te sArA mATe. mahAtmA purUSanA praNaya ane khe hAya che. tenekANamApI zake ? hamezAM mahAtmA purUSAnI mastI ane tenI astinuM mUlyAMkana kANu karI zake? mahAna zaktinA sUtradhAro paNa vimAsaNamAM paDI jAya tyAM sAmAnya gaNAtA mANase kaI visAtamAM ? parantu adanAM A brAhmaNa mahAtmAjI prati jarAya jora jamAvatA nathI eTalu ja nahi kintu vAre vAre vinavaNI karI rahayA che ke mahAtman mArUM gRhAMgaNa pAvana kara huM Atithya satkAra karIne kRtA thA. vicArA kyAM sudhInI ucca ane udAtta antagata bhAvanA kevA uccatama Adaza janatAne ApI rahyo che. khAlahatyA jevA karapINaane gAjhArA kRtya karanArA mahAtmA prati prakRSTa prema bhAva dhanya dhanya brAhmaNa tama jIvanane dilamAM durbhAvanAnA dariyA dekhAI Ave tenA badale keTaleA sadbhAvanAnA saMcAra.

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Akhare bALakanA zamane laI ghara bhaNI jAya che. meDA upara jaine zabane vyavasthita rItie geAThavI devAmAM Ave che. mRta bALakanI mAtA bahAra pANI bharavA mATe gaI hatI. AvIne pANInAM maTakAM yogya sthaLe mUkIne AMgaNAMmAM ArAma karavA beThelI che. daramyAna A brAhmaNabhAIe te zabane nIce gabaDALyuM. jyAM tenI mAtA ArAma karI rahI hatI. mAtra minITomAM samasta gAmamAM gamagInI chavAi gaI hatI. are A zuM Abhaluja tUTI paDayuM na heAya. gAmamAM Toca gaNAyatA zrImaMtAmAM agresara pAMcamAM pUchAtA mANasa teTale ja bhakti bhAvanAthI sabhara pU mahAtmA pratyenA sampUrNa saddabhAva. gharanA ekane eka vArasadAra aurasa putra A rItie mAryAM jAya e kANu sahIzake tathApi A brAhmaNanA hRdayamAM ulaTo ramyabhAva che. A rItie upara agAsImAM gAThavI rAkhavAmAM AvelI kAravAhInI pAchaLa mukhya Azaya e hatA ke mArA mAnanIya mahAtmA purUSanI nindA ke gAM karavAnA kAine paNa avakAza ApaNA taraphathI malaveAja nahiM joie. asa A jAtanI khUmArI tenA magajamAM chochala bharI paDI hatI. koInA paNa aMtaramAM e jAtane AbhAsa nahija thavA joie ke A kRtya mahAtmAnuM che. kemake A AdaraNIya Apta purUSanI jIvana lIlA aneAkhI che. eezrIe je karyuM che tene huM mAnyatA ApI rahayA. A tarapha nagaranI samasta janatA A brAhmaNabhAInA AMgaNe AvI

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caDI che. smazAna javAnI taiyArI thaI rahI che. chellAmAM chellA sTezane jaI pahoMce che ane Akhare atyeSTi kiyA karavAmAM Ave che. trIjA divase teja mahAtmA A brAhmaNabhAInA gRhAMgaNe AvI caDe che. gharanA lokone bhArebhAra harSollAsa thAya che. mahAtmA jamavAnI taiyArI kare che mahAtmAne jamavA mATe besADe che thALamAM cagya rasavatI pIrasAI jAya che tyAM ekAeka elI uThe che ke are huM ekalo jamI zakuM? mArI sAthe jamanAra pele chokaro joIe. mahAtmAbUma pADe che. are zaMkara cAla jamavA mATe, A buma sAMbhaLIne turataja bahArathI zaMkara AvI caDe che ane jamavAmATe sAthe besI jAya che. A che mahAtmA purUSanI agamya lIlA. A brAhmaNabhAIne atUTa ane akATaya zraddhA hatI tenuM ja A pariNAma kemake " zraddhAvAna mAre ma" A sanAtana siddhAnta nitAnta yathArtha ja che. hameMzAM khAnadAna ke kulIna putra pitAnI janetAne AjIvana sevA ApI rahelA hoya che. jyAre ghaNA evA kulAMgAra paNa hoya che. lADI AvyA pachIthI mADInI mAyAne bhAgyeja yAda karatA rahe. mA merI ke terI, eka nava javAna putra pitAnI mAne lADakavA ane eklavAye mAtAnuM khUbaja vAtsalya meLavI cUkyuM hatuM. sAthesAthe teTaleja AjJAMkita hatuM. jyAre tene lagna samaya paripakava thaye tyAre durbhAgyavazAta kaI eka avacaMDI abalA sAthe

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282 tenAM lagna thayAM. navavadhunAM panetA pagalAM paDayAM ke turataja sAsujIne leDhAnA pAye patI besI gaI hatI. nava pariNAtA yuvatIne sAsujI gamatI na hatI. teNIe pitAnA pati sAme alaga thavAnI ATha hAthanI araja raju karI. dhaNuM jyAre jyAre bahArathI AvI pahoMce ke tarataja tenI sAthe A bAyaDI bAMga pikAratI rahe, kayAreka te AMkhamAMthI azrudhArA dharatIpara choDavA besI jAya. kintu yuvaka pitAnI mAtAne mAtRbhava mAnI beThelA hate. bAlyakALathI ja mAtRbhava A sUtrane AtmasAta kareluM. tene mAtAnI chAyA choDavI kema game? dhIre dhIre dhaNI jyAre bahAra jAya tyAre teNIe A vRddhAne gALo bhAMDavI ke kanaDagata karavI zarU karI dIdhI? teTalAmAM teNIne ghaNI AvI pahoMce ane dIvAlane ethe rahIne devInAM dedAra jete rahyo. potAnI janetA upara aNachAjatA AkSepa ane AkramaNe jeI sAMbhaLIne tenA aMtaramAM bhAre AMcake AvyuM hatuM. parantu dhaDAko kare tene pasaMda nahi hate. kemake dhaNI dhImAna hate samaju ane zANe hateA zujha ane sajajana hate. dhIme avAje sAsu vahune samajAve che. gharane avAja bahAra nahi ja joIe. te rIte niSpakSapAtanA mAdhyamathI samajAvI rahyo che.kaleza. kaMkAsa ane kIDIyArIthI mahAlakSamInI mahera ane lIlAlaheranA badale kALo kera thaze mATe samajIne cAle.

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43 A bhAI pitAnI patnIne prAiveTamAM paNa kahevA. jevuM kahetA ja rahe che. ekAntane geralAbha uThAve te A yuvaka nathI. AjanA keTalAka yuvako ekAntanA samaye viSaya vilAsa garbhitavAte sivAya bhAgye ja saMpa jaMpa ke sadAcAra, nI suraMgI vAta karatA hoya che. yadi ekAntanA samaye purUSa pitAnI patnIne zista saMyama ke sabhyatAnI havA ubhI karatA hoya te Aje keTalAMya ghare kalezanA kendra banelA jevA na male. A bhAI pitAnA gharamAM saMpa salAhanuM sundara. vAtAvaraNa sarjAya te mATe prANavaMte prayAsa karI rahyA heya che. paraMtu A akhalA samajavA theDI taiyAra che?" jene mUkI lAja tene nAnuM sarakhuM rAja A kahevata mujaba A patnI bephAma belatI rahe che. sAsune khUlle. paDakAra karI rahI che ke yAda rAkhaje tamane motanA minAre. pahoMcatI nakaruM te mArU nAma navachaMdI nahi. keTalAka divaso pachI ekavAra A navachaMdI pANunA maTakAM bharIne bahArathI AvI ane gharamAM praveza karatAMnI sAthe dharatI para DhaLI paDI ane ALoTavA lAgI. sAkSAta zAkinInA avatAra samI A sundarIe pANI bharelAM maTakAM phoDI nAkhyAM ane dhrusake dhrusake raDavA lAgI gaI. A samaye teNInI vRddhA sAsu jenA mATe A sundarIe zAkinInuM rUpa dhAraNa kareluM che. ane jenA nAzane mATe tamAma SaDayaMtra ubhAM karI rahI che te ja sAsu sva kartavya samajIne doDI chedarIe " che ane e ja karI

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184 AvI ane cegya sAravAramAM lAgI gaI che aneka jAtanA upacAra cAlu karavAmAM AvyA. vAI chUTIne kaIka auSaghA pIvaDAvavAmAM AvyA. parantu AMkhe khAlavAnI vAta nahi sAsujI hebatAI gayAM, jarUra mArI putravadhUne DAkaNa vaLagI lAge che. are khelAvA lAvAne vAstavika tA kai rIMga ke zeAka kaMija nahi hatuM. mAtra sAsujInA kAMTAne vaccethI khaseDavA zivAya kaija nahi hatuM. AvA heDa haDatA dhatIMgathI teA dharaNIdhara paNa dUra bhAge pachI mAnavanuM zuM gajuM levAne melAvavAmAM Ave che. te paNa tyAM AvIne apanI melI ramatA zarU karI de che. mukha para pANI chAMTe che ? tyAre A sundarI ke chachUndarI elI uThe che ke nahi jAuM nahi jAuM, nahi jAu leAkeAe mAnI lIdhu ke jarUra jaMtaranA vaLagADa che. ja paNa saheje A nahi jAya. te mATe chellAmAM chellA upAyAnu AyeAjana karavu paDaze. A lAke dareka sevAonA gurUne khelAvI lAve che. te AvIne paNa chellAmAM chellI melI ramatAnI rajuAta kare che, te mAMpara jorathI pANIne chaMTakAva kare che. tyAre A ramaNI ke rAkSasI ekAeka elI uThe che A mArI sAsu peAtAnu mastaka mu'DAve, meDhApara kAjaLa lagAve ane mArI sAme AvIne mane sAtavAra jhUkI jhUkI namaskAra kare teja huM ahithI jaiza te sivAya nahi jA, sAsu samajI gai che ke A DAkaNa khelI rahI che. mATe AtA ApaNe ATalu karAvI laie. agara mArI putravadhUne sArU' thaI jAya teA khIju joiezu je putravadhU

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A pezIne khatama karavA mATenA akhatare karI rahI che, DezInA nAzane mATenI nebata vagADI rahI che tejavRddhA DezI samaye keTalI sevA ApavA mATe taiyAra che. vAMcaka samajI zake che ke eka ekanA mArgamAM phUla. pAthare che jayAre bIjAnA mAmA phula bIchAve che. karmarAja tArI mAyA jyAre dhUpa kayAre chAyA eka ramaNuja he che. jyAre bIjI rAkSasI bane. eka nArI rahe che. jyAre bIjI nAgaNa bane che. eka dArA ja rahe che jyAre bIjI DAkaNa bane che. eka nadI bane che jyAre bIjI nAva. bane che. A pramANe pratyeka jIvaDAone vaLAMka jude. jude che eka ekane mATe aMgAra bane che jyAre bIje zaMgAra bane che. hamezAM pitAnA zubhAzubha karmAnusAre. pratyeka prANIonI pravRttio pRthaka hoya che temAM Azcarya nathI. mAjIe potAnA putrane kahyuM ke beTA tuM zIdhra jaI pahoMca ane bolAvI lAva nApitane A vahu bele che. tadanusAra huM mAruM mastaka muMDAvuM. have A jatI vaye. mAre kezanI zebhA zAmATe joIe. putra samajI gaye che. putra prANI che. cAlAka ane catura che. manamAM samajI beThe che. ke nakaTInuM A tamAma tarkaTa che. cAle cinA nahiM joI. levAze ITane javAba pattharathI apAze tarkaTane javAba tarkaTathIja Apa paDaze A bhAI svayaM sundara eka plAna taiyAra kare che tadanusAra pitAnA sasarA bhaNI cAlyo zvasura ghera sAsujI ekalA ja hatAM mAthe cAdara oDhIne pika mUkato cAlyA Ave che jene sAsujI te DaghAIja

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286 gayAM are bApa ekAeka A zu kAInA maraNanA samAcAra laIne AvyA che ke zuM sAmu jamAIne laIne aMdara cAlI rUdananu` kAraNa pUchyuM jamAIrAja DacakA khAtA khAtA elI uThayA tamArI putrIne DAkaNa vaLagI che ane have te maravAnI taiyArImAMja che. melA kaI upAya hA te jaldI meleA vilakha na kareA tAtkAlika upAya levAmAM Ave te kadAca macI jAya te! tamArI upAya matAvA zivAya ame tA chellAmAM chellA upAye ceAjayA che Toca bhAve khelAvelA tenA maMtra prayAgathI DAkaNu e pramANe elI che ke mArI vRddhAmAtA mastaka mUDhAve mADha kALAza lagAve ane mArI sAme AvIne sAtavAra namaskAra kare tAja hu... jAu" sAsujI khelI uThayA Ahha . AmAM moTI kaI dhADa bharavAnI che te teApaNuM kAma che huM hamaNAMja A badhI vidhi patAvuM chuM. sAsujI A pramANe taiyAra thaIne jamAinI sAtheja Ave che ane peAtAnI kirInI sAme AvIne sAta vAra namaskAra kare che jamAI sAtheja AvelI che. lAja nAbhi sudhI kADhelI che dhu ghaTaDAmAM chUpAyelI apanI mAtAne ALakhI na zakI sahunA dekhatAM ucca svare A avaLacaMDI elI uThI ke dekha raMDIkA cALA "zira mUDA sukha kALA" pAtAnI mAtAjInu huDa huDatuM apamAna A yuvAna kai rItie sahI zake A bhAI turataja peAtAnI mUchapara hAtha pheravAtA elI uThayA dekha dekI pherI mA merI haiyA terI chachuMdarI

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287 vicArI rahI che ke huM mArI sAsunuM apamAna karavA jatI hatI tyAM mArI potAnI ja mA A kAvatarAmAM jhaDapAI gaI hameMzAM yAda rAkhe khADo khode teja paDe A niyamAnusAra kayAreya keInAya mATe khADe te naja khede pariNAme temAM tamAreja bega levA hoya che banI zake te anyane mATe pagathIyArUpa bano paNa khADArUpa te na ja banaze. (10) sUna judA ya zA ha ghanami : haMmezAM buddhine AgaLa karIne cAlaze temaja vAstavika dharmanuM mahatva samajI zakAze. jaDa buddhi vALAothI dharmanuM mUlyAMkana thaI zake ja nahidharmanuM mUlyAMkana AMkavA mATe tamArI pAse sUkSamAti sUkSama buddhi jaIze. anyathA dharmanuM mahatva makhamAze. sAthe sAthe e paNa samajI lo ke sarvottama ane ati ucca padArthonI nakala hoya che. hIrAmetI senuM cAMdI vigere mahatavanI vastuonI banAvaTo thatI AvI che. paratu dhULa kelasA mATI ke leha tAMbA vigerenI nakala hAI zakatI nathI. vastu vadhu mUlyavALI haze tema tenI nakale bajAramAM vadhAre thatI raheze. kema ke nakala karanArA akkala vagaranA nathI hotA. te leke mAmulI padArthonI nakala karavAnI mAthApacImAM bhAgyeja paDavA mAge che. sarvocca padArthonI nakala karavAmAM kaMIne kaMI te malaze ja. cAMdIne

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288 badale jarmana sIvaramAM kaMI hatuM jarUra malaze sAcA metIne badale kalcaramAM kaMIka malaze. paraMtu dharma evI anekhI vastu che jenI nakala cAlI na zake. karanArA jarUra kare ane alamanA AMgaNe dharmanI paNa nakala karI batAvanAra bahAdure paDelA ja che. paraMtu dharmanI nakala lAMbe samaya naja cAle sAthe sAthe dhamanI nakala karavAmAM meLavavAne badale mUkavAnuM ja heya che. janama janama khevAnuM ja hoya che. koI bhAvika gaNatA gAmamAM jainAcAryanA patA pagalAM paDyA hatA. tamAma janatA khUba ja harSita thaI hatI. AcAryazrInI sevA bhaktine lAbha lUMTI rahI hatI. AcAryazrInA upadezathI janatA khUba ja prabhAvita thaI hatI supAtra dAnamAM anna pANI vastra pAtra vasati vigere ApI zakAya che ane temAM mahAna lAbha che. paraMtu dAnanI rItie dAna ApavAmAM Ave te ja phala meLavI zakAya che. kyAreka ajJAna vizAta lAbhane badale mahAna hAnInI paNa saMpUrNa zakayatA che. mammaNa jevAe dAna ApavA chatAM mahAna gera lAbha uThAvyuM hatuM te te zrotAjane sAMbhaLIne ja beThelA che. AcAryazrInuM pravacana sAMbhaLIne maMtramugdha banele eka bhAvika zrAvaka pratijJA kare che ke bImAra paDelA muni bhagavaMtane yogya sevA ApyA sivAya khAvuM nahi A zraddhAnuM zrAvaka pratijJAnuM yathAvata paripAlana kare che. niya. mIta eke eka upAzrayamAM bIrAjamAna sAdhu bhagavaMtane

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89 sukhazAtA pRcchAmAM pIche haTha nathI ja karatA. temAM paNa khImAra paDelA sAdhu bhagavaMtAnI vizeSatayA paricaryAM kare che. A rIte sevA bhaktimAM keTalAka samaya prasArita thAya che. eka divasa evA AvI caDayA ke tene gAmanA koIpaNa upAzrayamAM keija sAdhu bhagavaMta khImAra avasthAmAM jovA na maLyA tyAre tenA aMtare haLavA AMcakA Avye ane vicArI rahyo che ke kharekhara Aje huM kevA ka. zAlI ke bImAra avasthAmAM koIja munirAja jovAmAM nahi AvyA. nirvAMgIne niraMtara AvA lAbha kayAMthI maLe ? A zrAvaka zraddhAlu che. pUNa sevA bhAvI che. sevA yajJamAM jIvana apalAvyuM che. temAM e mata nahi parantu jaDa buddhivALA hAvAthI ulaToja khyAla karI rahyo che. Aje mArA koI paNa guru bhagavaMta khImAra nahi. kharekhara Aje teA seAnAne sUrya ugye mAnI zakAya. Avu samajavAne male ulaTu ja samajI bese che. A tenI narI ajJAnatA che. mAtra jaDatAnA sabaLe dharmanI muddhi hAvA chatAMye thatA dhanA dhvasa te samajI na zakaye. kyAreka koI gAmamAM vyAsajI padhAryAM. teoe peAtAnA pravacanamAM lalakAryuM ke annara: tRpti mAneti, puSa manaitika "i antanu dAna karanArane tRpti maDhe che. jyAre pANInuM dAna karanArane sukha saubhAgya maLe che. zrotA jana tarIke beThelA eka mAjI rAjInA reDa thaI gayAM ke 19

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vAha kevuM sArUM. pANInuM dAna karanArane sukha ane saubhAgya sAMpaDe che. tyAre pANInuM dAna karavAmAM ke koIpaNa nAnA moTA prANune pANI pIvaDAvavAmAM kayAMdAma bese che. cAle ApaNe AjathI ja keIpaNane pANI pIvaDAvavAnA zrI gaNezAya namaH karIe. anAjanuM dAna karavAnuM kAma mAladAra ke kaladAranuM kAma che. paraMtu pANImAM kyAM paisA bese che. A besone pIe pANI traNe vastu matanI ANuM" A kahevata anusAra keIne paNa AvakAra ApavAmAM ke pANIne khyAla pakaDAvavAmAM kayAM paisA lAgavAnA hatA. A DezImAe pANI pIvaDAvavAnA maMgalAcaraNa mAMDayA. eka divasa A DozImA kUvA upara pANI bharavA gayAM tyAM eka tarase taraphaDatuM vAcharaDuM AvI caDayuM. DezImAe vicAryuM AyaDIyA lagAvyA ke nakakI A vAcharaDuM tarasyuM thayuM lAge che. te sivAya kuvA tarapha zA mATe Ave? DozImAe kalpanA karI ke ApaNe pANI tene pIvaDAvIe paNa vadhAre ke ochAnI ApaNane zuM mAluma paDe? mATe A vAcharaDAne kUvAmAM ja mUkI devAmAM Ave. apanI IcchAnusAra rUci mujaba pANI pI leze. A yukti bIlakula barAbara che ! paraMtu kUvAmAM te vAcharaDAnuM zuM thaze zuM pariNAma Avaze te A buDhIyA jaDa buddhinA kAraNe samajI na zakI mATe dharmanI pragati ke apragatine mukhya madAra mAnavanI buddhi upara ja nirbhara che.

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191 (108) dAnanA mahimAM vaLyeA. vadhu vI zakAya nahi lakhyuM lakhI zakAya nahi. dAnanA sampUrNatayA mUlyAMkana AMkavAnu kAma anu che. ahumathI AThase ane aTThAthI bhavAe paNa dAnanA mUlyAMkana karI zakAtA nathIja at zAsananA granthe dAna ane tyAgane juga juga junA ghaniSTha sagapaNa snehe ane saMbaMdhe che. jyAM dhUma hoya tyAM agni DAya ja tadanusAra jyAM dAna haiAya tyAM tyAga hAya ja. tyAga vinA dAna daI zakAtu nathI. eka dRSTie dAnanA mAnava Upara keTalA asIma upakAra che. je mAnavane tyAganA uccatama zikhara para ArUDha kare che eTalA ja mATe dAnanA prANa tyAga che. satpAtramAM viniyoga karavAnuM saubhAgya kevala mAnavane maDhelu che. parantu ahamanI aneiza AratI utAranAra InsAna dAnanA yathA phUlathI vaMcita rahe che. dAnanI maha tAne mANavI sahelI nathI ja. dAnanI garimAthI gaSThi anelA vIranA ja dAnanI mahanIyatAne mANI zake che. dAnanI prabhutA evaM pratibhAne pacAvanArA puNyazAlIe prabhuzAsananA prAMgaNamAM anekAneka thai gayA jee e dAnanu pavitra jharaNuM vahetu rAkhyuM. Aje paNa te dAna vIrAnA dAnanI nakala karanArA nasvIrI aneka che. ane tee dAnanA vahetA jharaNAMne vadhu vegavaMtu banAvavA mATe Agya bhAga ApI rahelA hoya che,

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292 kumArapAla varatupAla tejapAla maMtrIzvara udayana vimalazAha pethaDakumAra vigere aneka puNyavaMta pratApI puruSe e sAMpaDelI saMpattine sadvyaya karIne jIvanane dhanya dhanya banAvI gayAnA bIjA paNa aneka dAkhalAo zAstronA pAne beMdhAyelA che ja. rahIma abdula khAnA akabara bAdazAhanI sabhAnA navarane paikInA eka hatA. dhImAna ane bhagavadUbhakta hatA. saMta tulasIdAsanA parama priya mitra hatA. rahIma nizadina niyamita snAna sapADA karIne yAcakene yegya dAna ApatA hatA sAthe sAthe dAna ApatI vakhate pitAnI najara nIcI rAkhatA hatA. nIcI najara rAkhIne dAna ApatA rahImane keIe pUchyuM rahIma sAheba ! tame dAna denAra che. tame kaMIne kaMI ApI rahyA che te tamArI najara haMmezAM UMcI ja rahevI joIe ane nIcI najara te lenAranI heI zake kemake te pote lenAra che. lenAra zaramAte heya che eTale lenAranI najara nIcI rahe te svAbhAvika che. haMmezAM lenAranA nayane nIcAM DhaLI paDe te sahaja che. A dalIlanI sAme mRdu ane mIThuM hAsya veratA ane vadhu zaramIMdA banelA rahIme ThaMDA kaleje javAba Ape ke, dene vAlA aura hai je detA hai dina rena lega jAma hamapara kare, yA te nIce naina arthAta vAstavika ApavAvAle Izvara che. je rAta divasa avirata dAna Ape ja te hoya che. lokeene bhUlathI hatA samajI beThelA hoya che. zivAya khare dAtA dInAnAtha

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che. e Ape che tyAre ja tame ApI zake che. eTale ke tamAruM pUrva saMcita puNya Ape jatuM hoya che. ane pachI tame anya yAcakane ApatA rahe che. mAnava mAnI le che ke huM AvuM chuM. paraMtu huM ApuM chuM e bhAvanAmAM ahaM pizvAtuM hoya che. huM karuM A meM karyuM e mAnavI misyA bake paNa karmanI AjJA vinA, nA pAna paNa hAlI zake A siddhAnta yathArtha che. ataH ApavA vAlI devAvAlI anya zakti che. pachI koI Izvara kahe kaI puNya kahe kaI karma kahe. A pramANe kahevAnI rajuAta judI judI che paraMtu vAstavika tamAre zubhAzubha kamane saMcaya mukhya bhAga bhajavatuM hoya che. eTale ja zaramathI mArA nayane nIce DhaLI paDe che. bolo have tame barAbara samajI gayAne! TuMkANamAM ApaNe sI kaI levAvAlA chIe. tame laIne bIjAne Ape che. e vAta kayAreya paNa bhUlAvI nahi. joIe te ja ApaNe ahaM upara niyaMtraNa lAvI zakIzuM.

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zuddhipatraka - ja 12 . * pRSTha 5 azuddha 1 1 pAzva pA gadheDo che gadheDo ( 11 paMkti bAkI rahelI te prajApAlakanI sAme prati paDakAra karyo jahAMpanAha! be adamI mApha karajo huM ApanI adanI eka bAlikA chuM. mArA parama pitA tulya prajApAlakanI sAme rara to tevI 9 a A ' tenI tamane 3 mammI mammI 11 haMmezA haMmezA mUMgAnI lIpI maMge ja vAMcI zake che evuM samajI zake che. ' 12 4 - kevuM sthAna :12 21 tamAma tamArA . . 17 javAlAmAM javAlAmAM 13 21 caraNa maraNa 14 1 vayAre jyAre 16 7 tAvIyAe tAvatAo 16 18 tAvIyA tAvItA 17 13 sUtrane sUtranA 17 13 pAThanA pAThane 17 19 kema 6 4 rena

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zuddha mota nIpaje che. eTale ApaNe ApyuM paratve rIte tatpazvAta tenA sahavAsa samakSa zubhAgamana samasta 10 samartha raha 29 taMtra pRSTa paM addha 19 16 motanIya che 19 17 e have thAya te 20 8 AvyuM 21 2 para 23 13 rItae 13 tatpazcAta 27 15 chenA 27 sahuvAsa samarasa 28 17 zubhAcana 15 samarata 17 yaMtra 19 ekacita 33 2 avazya 15 ityAgni 34 15 vize 35 10 kaDakaitI 37 8 vAto 41 3 jIndagAnI 20 pachI 45 11 pIrasAvyA 46 4 kayA 48 8 zakaya 48 2 gavA 49 10 chavAlayamAM 50 2 DA 50 2 kAMhAM ekatrita avazya IrSyAna visada DakatI vAda 44. jIdagInI pachI pIrasAvavA s * * 0 kayAM zaraNya gayA chanAlayamAM hA ' kAMTA

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sAgaropama paTarANI A jAtanA amArI jace lAna ItastataH gatirIhazI zreya niSTha vAgyAnA sumAre khaMta paSTa 5 azuddha 50 15 Agarepama 50 19 padarANI A (jatanA) 51 8 apArI 51 10 jaye 51 12 plAnuM 51 15 itata 17 gatirIdazA 51 19 ya viSTha 52 12 vAgyAthI sumAre 52 22 khata 53 5 dAMpa 54 6 zIdha 54 9 zIghAtizIdha 54 21 palIne 56 14 rAkhe 58 10 mAsTara 58 13 nA, rIjAti 59 4 bhayu" 63 22 ghaTanA 64 8 pArAyaNa 64 20 potAnA 64 21 teNIe 64 22 karAvyuM 66 20 (vadhamAM) 12 kASTatArAnA zodha zIghAtizIma malIne rAkhe moTara nArI jAti bhareluM dhRSTatA rAmAyaNa pitAne teNe karyo mAdhame hIrAo munivaranA viSayamAM kATa bhArAnA *

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pRSTha para azuddha }cha 14 kAnamAM }cha 16 vadhumAM) paMkti bAkI rahelI 34 8 e 68 9.6 **** * janma 5 13 14 (vadhumAM) 18 paMkti bAkI rahelI te datastaH hI ita vyAghraH 23 viveka : 14 Ave che 12 AkAra 20 rAtrI - 24 ekavIsa no ThAka cha mAdhyama 14 lA ---- zuddha kALajAmAM zreNIkanA avazeSo jANu vAmAM Avaze te sAnAnA javalAthI rAjA aniza arjuna paramAtmAtu pUjana kare che te java ita stahI itaH vyAghraH cAre bAju phAMphA mArI rahyo che. gAI tAve che. puNyapathane avALe re tame lIdhe lIdhe cAleA re khADAmAM che kha-- badIyAM A pramANe gAI rahyA che ane potAnA putro) IzArAmAM samAvI rahyA che. viveka, vikala, vividha Ave che tA paDakAra. rAtrIe paNa ekavIsa hajAra pakti bAkI rahelI te kare ke nA kare kintu hajAra hAthavALA mAza bhagavAna jarUra DAra C malakAI

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puSTa pa azuddha 23 18 khIDIne ex 4 84 ma 84 85 86 e * * 8 8 90 88 4 3 3 3 3 3 8 tenA 12 velakInu 17 paramAta 93 20 20 ra 18 19 93 93 7 93 1 ) 94 90 4 ' ', 11 gautama 15 ma cAlI siddha thAya cAnakI kara 10 ajaba hrayAthI kAyala khare adhapatA lagI jame - tAna mAnavatA pANInA tene 12 jakhI 7 huM 18 6 94 14 AvadA 94 19 hayAmAM 95 5 zuddha bhIDIne te velaDInu pAna da cAlA siddhi khAya vAnagIo jamA jagyA na hatI zakAya tema na hatuM. bhAna mAnavatAnA maMca para nautama vANInA tenu huM khA aja huMyAthI kamala kharA adhamatA lAgI AvaradA haiyAmAM ArzIrvAda rUpa na nIvacce

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varSa pRSTa 5 azuddha 95 5 varSe 95 6 dipAda 95 15 mAnIe 96 5 temAM 96 12 jyotidharo 96 14 vidhAna 96 14 gepI 96 14 indrabhUmi 96 17 upaniMti 98 6 gUMcAvIza 99 5 kadi 99 7 sanasanArI 100 15 bhatha 103 16 sutarAma dipAdA mAnavIe tenAM jotirdhara nidhAna gotrI indrabhUti upamiti gumAvIza kaI sanasanATI bhaya. sutaratnane janma ja thayo 104 1 che. 104 2 adhikAo 105 16 cIMjarehAla 106 9 athavA 106 13 ophisasare 107 10 agrabhAga 109 1 para 108 7 zako 111 7 tame 11 20 vajanane 112 2 jorathI .. 112 20 dayavIya . che. adhikArane cIMtharehAla apanA * ophisare agrabhAga , pAra : zake che tema ja tyAM zvajanane zerathI, dayanIya

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307 8 muMddha kAma atyaMta gayele paSTa 5 azuddha - 112 21 kApa 114 16 atyaMta 114 18 gayela 114 20 - 116 2 vArAMgavA 118 7 tAtara 119 10 varcasva 121 3 pAzvanAtha 121 6 ataTa 121 16 jarIye 122 1 mitra 1rara 6 bhayaMkara 122 7 eka eka 123 1 jIvanachana 124 1 ahama 124 13 samapara 125 2 prava 125 8 dhyA 12 14 ne 127 5 senAmahorI 12, 3 lAlacita 128 rava khoyuM . 133 13 navala 133 23 mukhya 134 6 Amane 134 15 mana Apa zrImAna vArAMganA bhAbhara varcasva pAMzvanAtha atUTa, avirata aNIye mitro bhayaMkara ekAeka jIvajIvana aThama samayapara - - dayAddhi senAmahera lAlAyita khodiyuM navalA mukha Apane mauna

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puSTa 5 azuddha 134 19 135 135 17 138 3 138 4 139 140 143 11 kanatu - kIyu DIyu raiyatanI naha 23 vairATInu 16. kama cArIone 20 satka 144 16 chUTakavA 144 22 jhaverata 147 17 kyA 149 5 150 152 152 OM 154 159 - muddA 15 adhA ja nijI mukhyatvenA 11 meAMdharU 166 17 Agala hayAmAM 10 13 160 161 2 vatI 164 12 haiyAmAM 165 13 bharyAM 15 patAzrIne nayanAnusAra 15 tripaNa 167 167 15 ujanALa 168 16 mAMkANa 01 zuddha mauna vrata lIdheluM che. kintu DIyu DIyuM raiyatanI nahi. verAITInu kama cArIone sahAya TakavA jhaverAta kyAM mudrA badhAM ja nija mukhyatvena mAMverU AgaLa haiyAmAM pitAzrInA vitI haiyAmAM bha niyamAnusAra viramaNa ujamALa mAMkANu

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- 72 bharIne pRddha paM azuddha. . 168 21 ratnana 170 17 nAkhya 171 14 AvyuM 175 15 Avaze 176 23 durgAna 177 6 177 7 kacaNa 178 1 sudhama 178 15 gAma 180 9 praveza 180 10 maMtrAnI 187 11 gamanAgamana 180 13 vArita 181 15 bhAleja 183 11 vinaMbe 183 13 kAracuM 184 18 evAM 185 11 vakhate 185 20 svarUpacaMda 185 21 pharI 187 9 mahAkAvanA 187 11 saMskRta 187 20 gayela 189 5 rvAlmIka 189 20 jAhojalAvI 195 16 zakaze 196 16 alakAro ratnanI dhanADhaya ApyuM. Apaze. duryAna bharIne kamaNAM sudharma gautama praveza maMtronI gamanAgamana gRhaNanti bhANeja vilaMbe karamuM emAM vaLato svarUpacaMda mahAkAvyanA saMskRta gayele vAlmIka jAherajalAlI zakAze alaMkAra

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33 manamedAnamAM rahyo ja ja ra 4 - 2 2 lAle ja rahyA hatA. mAnyatAo cUkI che. satItva Da paSTa 5 azuddha : 201 4 phAphAM 202 2 manamedAmAM. 203 2 raho 208 2 lAge 209 16 rahI hatI 210 5 mAnyAtAe 210 6 mukI che. 210 9 atItva 210 20 haryo 212 8 bAjAre 214 10 AgaNane 216 16 sUdha 221 9 se dUra 221 20 cAvA 222 12 sUyane 222 14 sthaLe 222 19 smAraTha 242 20 svadharyA 229 7 ArdakumAra 229 10 muhupatti 15 saubhAgya vALI 229 15 hAjarImAM 231 19 rAmAyaNa 232 13 karavAmAM 237 3 dekhAyo 239 6 mAMkaDAne 240 3 mazAlacI 240 22 mahunIyA 243 15 bezaka bAjare ApaNane sUtra suMdara AvA sUtrane sthaLo smAraka svadharma AdrakumAra muhapatti saubhAgyavatI gerahAjarImAM jaina rAmAyaNa karavAmAM dekhAya che mAMkaDAne laIne saLagatI mazAlacI mahanIyA bezuddha

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pRSTha pa azuddha 245 1 OM, 245 saDaka 247 2 pAyAnA 27 19 nakara 249 14 jApamA 251 15 tApasI 251 10 dAjA para 13 8 ke bhAga 5ra 11 tyA 5 - 250 258 3 258 13 258 15 258 16 259 4 mAnyajJAnI 360 14 kurUmAMthI 22} 18 zlAka bAkI te IK 202 282 22 287 E 288 248 sastha zumAla bhalAI mATI 12 pavanI kIDIyArIthI anya te kahitA 1 22 zradrAlu 34 mundra rUpiyA saka mAyAnAM naTa jApamAM tAmasI rAna huM lAgu tyAM me sagRhastha gAla lapAI mUro mAnyajanAnI kurUmAMthI adhikAra padaM prApya nAbAra jarAti yaH / akAra mAtra lopena kakAra dvitvatAM vrajet // pa``ta kIkIyArIthI anyane kaIka tA zraddAlu.

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