Anand Sudha Sindhu

Author(s): Sagaranandsuri
Publisher: Naginbhai Manchubhai Jain Sahityoddhar Fund
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034469/1

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zeTha nagInabhAI maMchubhAi jainasAhityA dvAre granthAMka 7 zrI AnaMda sudhAsiMdhu prakAzaka zeTha nagInabhAi maMchubhAi jaina sAhityAhAra phaMDa mATe bhA i caMdana gI na bhA ijha verI surata. saM. 1994 ] prathama AvRtti vIra saMvat 2464 mUlya rUA. 1-0-0 Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat [ i. sa. 1938 prata 1000 \ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ'ZNE www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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A graMtha pharIthI ApavA chapAvavA vigerene sarva ha A phaMDanA kAryavAhakene ja AdhIna che. Published by:Bhaichand Naginbhai Javeri Anandabhuvan, Gopipura, Surat for Sheth Naginbhai Manchhubhai Javeri Sahityoddhar Fund, Surat. Printed by:-Fakirchand Maganlal Badami, at the Jain Vajayanand P. Press Kanpith Bazar, Surat.

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NitiAjAnA nAnA nAnA 11 min an infrinmjAtA minim idiomiriram be bola inner ThintAna .|| kaIliNAva ! prAraMbhamAM pUrvAcAryonI kRtio paikI upAdhyAya zrImadda caMtilaka viracita saMskRta mahAkAya zrI abhayakumAra caritranuM bhASAMtara janasamUha sammukha raju karyA bAda AcArya zrI 108 zrIma vijyadAna sUrIzvarajI viracita vividha praznotara nAmano graMtha tathA AcArya zrI 1008 zrImad vilabdhisUrIzvarajI viracita saMskRta vairAgya rasa maMjarInuM gujarAtI bhASAMtara vivecana sahIta janasamUha sammukha mukyA pachI AcArya zrI 1008 zrImadda sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA prasaMge prasaMge apAelA vyAkhyAnono saMgraha pustaka rUpe prasiddha karavAno suavasara prApta thayA che. A pustaka chapAvavA mATe meTara taiyAra karAvavAmAM tathA bhulacuka sudhArI mudde tapAsavA vigeremAM kALajI pUrvaka dhyAna ApavAmAM AcArya zrI 1008 zrImad sAgarAnaMda, surIzvarajInA vidvAna ziSyaratna zrI caMdrasAgarajI mahArAje tathA zrIhemasAgarajI mahArAje amulya samayane bhAga Ape che. A phaMDanA kAryavAhaka tarIke teo sAhebano upakAra mAnIe chIe, bahu manana pUrvaka vAMcavAthI AtmAthI jIvone ghaNuM mArgadarzaka thaI paDaze. ane vAcaka varga bIjane vAMcavA preraNA karaze te amArA A prayAsane saphaLa mAnIzuM. A pustakanI prastAvanA lakhavA atrenA vidvAna rITAyarDa jaja zrImAna zeTha suracaMda puttamadAsa badAmI sAhebe je parizrama lIdhe che tene mATe teozrIne AbhAra mAnIe chIe. atre A phaMDane TuMka itihAsa raju karavA cogya dhArIe chIe. mahUma zeTha nagInabhAI maMchubhAI jhaverIe potAnI pAchaLa rU. rapa000)aMke paccIsa hajAranI rakama kahADI jainadharmanA pustake prasiddha karavA mATe eka phaMDa sthApavA potAnA putro tathA 'baMdhuone jaNAvyuM hatuM, temAM teozrInA vaDIla putra mahUma zeTha motIbhAI nagInabhAi jhaverIe rU. 5000) aMke pAMcahabaranI rakama ApI che te umeratAM A phaMDa kulle rU. 30000)nuM thayuM che. teno mukhya hetu jaina zvetAMbara mUrti pUjaka sAhityanA prAcIna tathA arvAcIna granthA mukhyatve gujarAtI tathA hiMdI bhASAmAM prasiddha karI sastI kIMmate vecavAne che, A sthaLe parama pUjya AgamahAraka sAkSara ziromaNI AcArya zrI 1008 zrImad sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajIne AbhAra mAnatAM ane atyaMta AnaMda thAya che. teozrInI salAhathIja A phaMDa sthApavAmAM AvyuM che ane mahUma zeTha nagInabhAI maMchubhAine teo zrI tarapha saMpUrNa bhAva hevAthI teozrInA upadezanuMja A pariNAma che. manAtanA vi. saM. 1994 gopIpurA, surata.i bhAIcaMda nagInabhAI jhaverI ane bIjAo premhuanemali:holutMitri bimli Fil 1]liIpau vi ullu illumi nauth m fTn Thesul Twitutifulfin patra (Aja till odhAma taNalllllllliNA

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viSayAnukramaNikA pAnuM 2 thI 5 57 thI 20 naMbara nAma 1 karmabaMdhana 2 janma maraNanA phere janmanI jahemata 4 jainatvanuM mULa zuM? 5 saMdhanuM sAcuM svarUpa 6 tAtvIka saMjJA Astika-nAstiko jJAna ane yiA 9 mahAvratamAM syAdvAdanI saMkalanA 10 brAhatta cakravatI bhavasAgara 1ra mAnava dehanI mahattA 13 prazastAprazasta rAgadveSa 14 zAsana ane sudhAraka pakSanI tulanA karma saMgrAma samyakatva ane tenI AvazyakatA syAdvAdano marma manuSya bhavanI mahattA - traNa tatvonI gaLathuthI ra0 bhayaMkara bhavabhUdhara vRddhAnusAritva rara bhayaMkara bhAgIdArI 23 thI kAyA kaMpanI lI. ane samAM zera hohA menejara jIvAtmA - 24 saMjJI ane asaMgI 84 thI 5 96 thI 110 111 thI 1rara 1ra3 thI 15 137 thI 15ra 153 thI 168 169 thI 179 180 thI 18 198 thI 25 216 thI rara9 ra0 thI ra46 ra47 thI ra59 260 thI 7 ra78 thI rara ra93 thI 11 1ra thI 331 3ra thI 1 0.

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zrI sAgarAnanda gurupadezAdva, yo jaina sAhitya vikAsanAya / tadIyakoze'rpitavAn dhanaMsvaM, so'yaM sudhIH zreSThi nagInacandraH // 1 // C zeDa nagInabhAi maMchubhAI jhaverI, surata janma vikrama 1914 vaizAkha kRSNa 3 Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat svargavAsa vikrama 1977 kArtika zukala 10 www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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upodghAta '"" prAtaHsmaraNIya paramapUjya kalikAlasarvajJa zrImAna hemacadrasUrIzvarajI "gurU"nuM lakSaNa mAMdhatAM jaNAve che ke antarer dhIrA, bhaikSamAtropajIvinaH / sAmAyikasthA dharmopadezakA guravo matAH // A lakSaNa bAMdhI teozrI gurU"mAM e guNA hovAnuM jaNAve che (1) sAmAyikamAM sthita rahIne mUlaguNa ane uttaraguNu e e prakAranA bhedavALuM cAritra pALanAra, ane (ra) dharmanA upadeza ApanAra. pahelA guNa sAdhu mAtranuM sAdhAraNa lakSaNa che, ane khIjo guNa gurUnu asAdhAraNa lakSaNa che. dharmopadezakapaNAnA bIjo guNu phakta hAya teA te puratA nathI. gurU tarIkenI peAtAnI pharaja adA karavAne mATe dareka dharmapadezakamAM pehelA guNa hovoja joie. jo te guNa teomAM na hoya ane ethI ulaTuM srI dhana dhAnya vigere sanI abhilASA rAkhanArA hoya, bhakSyAbhakSya peyApeyanA viveka na rAkhatAM sa bhakSaNa karanArA hoya, parigraha dhAraNa karanArA hoya, brahmacaryapAlana karanAra na hoya, ane parigraha tathA AraMbhamAM mazagula rahetA hoya te game tevA vidvattA bharelA upadeza tee Ape, chatAM paNa saMsArasamudramAMthI peAtAnA anuyAyIene tAravAne teo kadI paNa sama thatA nathI. peAteja sa'sAranA kIcaDamAM racIpacI rahelA haiya te bIjAne ni`la kema banAvI zake? pAte daridra hoya te bIjAne kema zrImAna karI zake ? dhama gurUnI khAsa karaja che ke peAtAnA anuyAyIone saddhanA upadeza ApI teone dharmane mArge caDhAvavA. te pharaja adA karavA mATe eka tA teee pAtAnuM vartana AdarzarUpa rAkhavuM joIe, eTale ke sAdhune cAgya sarve sA temanAmAM hovA joIe, ane khIjuM teoe satata dharmapadeza ApI zrotAvanA vicAra, vANI ane vartana dharmane anusaratA karavA udyamazIla thavuM joie. $6 A prakAranA be guNavALA hoya temaneja gurU tarIke mAnavAnuM krUramAna jainazAstramAM kaheluM che. gurunu asAdhAraNa lakSaNa "dharmopadezaka" evuM ApeluM levAthI e jANavAnI jarUra rahe che ke AmAM nirdiSTa karelA "dharma" kAne kahevA ? saMsAra vyavahAra calAvavA mATe aneka prakAranA kAryo karavAnA hoya che ane tene paNa vyavahArikadharma kahevAmAM Ave che. A ane A prakAranA anya dharmamAM sabaMdhI upadeza Ape te te gurU kahevAya ke nahi ? A praznanA uttaramAM spaSTa rIte jaNAvAyaluM che ke dharma saMnitaM yatimAtra saMyaMdhimebhinna nA cintIti dharmophezajAH / / savar ane nirjarA e e jaina siddhAtamAM prasiddha nava tatvA paikInA e tatvA che. saMvara eTale navA AvatAM karmAne rAkavAM te, ane nirjhA eTale AtmAnI sAthe lAgelA kameenA nAza karavA te. mukhyapaNe A e kArya sAdhavAmAM sahAya bhUta thAya te prakAranA upadeza hoya teja dharmoreza kahI zakAya. athavA khIjI rIte kahevAmAM Ave teA dharmanA patidharma ane zrAddadharma e mujabanA e prakAra pADelA che, jene sarvavirati dharma ane dezavirati dharma paNa ApaNe kahI zakIe. e e prakAranA dharmanA

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upadezane paNa pauMvA kahI zakAya. saMghanirmANamAM parSa mAM ane AmAM koI vAstavika phera nathI. ane judA : judA zabdomAM eka ja vastu jaNAve che ema kahIe to te bIlakula khoTuM nathI. A uparathI ApaNe saheje samajI zakIe chIe ke ImA nAM vartana ane vANI ekaja vastune sAdhanArA hoya che. emanuM vartana yatidharmanuM yathArtha rIte pAlana karavA mATe ja hoya che, ane te mujabanA vartanathI pitAnA AtmAne saMvara ane nirjarAnA mArge caDhAvI mokSa meLavavAne tene hetu rahelo che. temanI vANI vyAkhyAna athavA upadezano hetu potAnA samAgamamAM AvanArA dareka jIvane yatidharmamAM jovA purato ane ema banI zake tema na hoya to zrAvaka dharmamAM joDavA purato hoya che ke jethI krame krame te jIva pitAnA AtmAne karmanA baMdhanathI mukta karI mokSa meLavavAne bhAgyazALI thAya. AvA uttamaguNavALA dharmagurUonA vyAkhyAno ane upadeza ApaNI Atmazaktine avarodha karI rAkhanAra saMsAranI beDImAMthI mukta thavAne mATe uttama sAdhanonuM jJAna meLavavA sArU kharekhara atyaMta upayogI che. AvA kalyANakArI upadeza uttama dharmagurUo satata ApatA rahe che, ane ApaNAmAMnA keTalAka bhAgyazALIne te zravaNa karavAnuM subhAgya paNa prApta thAya che. tevuM subhAgya pramANamAM ghaNA thoDA sajja nene hoya che. jeone evuM subhAgya prApta thayuM hoya che teo paNa e upadezano pupure lAbha meLavavA kavacitaja zaktimAna hoya che. grahaNazakti ane smaraNazakti tevA prakAranI tIvra na hovAne lIdhe ekavAra zravaNagocara thayalo upadeza yathArthapaNe grahaNa karavo muzkela paDe che, ane jeTalo grahaNa thaI zakyo hoya teTale smaraNa pathamAM rahI zakato nathI. pariNAme e upadezanI phakta jhAMkhI chApaja ApaNA upara paDe che, ane te thoDA kALamAM bhuMsAI paNa jAya che. AthI pariNAma e Ave che ke AvA amUlya upadezaratnone lAbha tenI mahattAnA pramANamAM bahuja alpa meLavI zakAya che, ane e ratno paryanta guma thaI jAya che. A paristhiti upadeza zravaNa karanArA keTalAka bhAIone atyaMta duHkhakAraka lAgatI hatI ane teo A upadezara kaye prakAre hameMzane mATe sacavAI rahI satata upayogamAM AvatAM rahe ane tene kAyamI lAbha meLavI zakAya tevA mArganI zodha karI rahyA hatA. vicAra karatA eka mArga sujho te e ke jo A upadezonI niyamita medhi levAmAM Ave ane te pragaTa karavAthAM Ave to tethI dhArelI murAda ghaNe aMze bara Ave. jeoe e upadeza zravaNa karyA hoya teone te vAMcavAthI tAjA thAya, ane je te zravaNa karavA bhAgyazALI na thayA hoya temane paNa te vAMcavAthI tene lAbha maLe. A vicArane anusAre ApaNI samajamAM eka suMdara dhArmika sAhitya astitvamAM AvyuM. jaina pravacana ane siddharAja jevAM niyamita nIkaLatA patro ane pAkSika vageremAM amuka divasene aMtare e sAhitya pragaTa karavAnuM zarU thayuM. paNa lagabhaga satata apAtA upadeze tamAma A mujaba dIvasanA aMtare nIkaLatA patro ke pAkSikemAM dAkhala thaI zake e to asaMbhavita hatuM, tethI e viSe vizeSa vicAra karatAM A upadeza sudhAsiMdhunA biMduone pustakarUpI pAtramAM jhIlI rAkhIe to te jyAre IcchA thAya tyAre dareka mumukSunA upayogamAM AvI zake evI phuraNA thaI. te phuraNAthI prerita thaI prastuta pustaka sudhAsiMdhunA prathama biMdu tarIkhe janasamudAya samakSa mukavAmAM Ave che.

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vAcaka vargane A pustaka saMgrahavA cogya che ke kema te nirNaya karavA mATe e bAbato jANavAnI khAsa jarUra rahe. A pustakamAM pragaTa karavAmAM AvelA upadezonA denAra koNa che e jANavAmAM Ave to puraSavizva vanavajAH e siddhAMtane anusAra je A upadeza ApanAra purUSa vizvasanIya hoya to e upazo teo jarUra rasapUrvaka vAMce ane manana kare ane yathAzakti AcaraNamAM paNa muke. tenI sAthe e upadezamAM abhidheya zuM che tenI teone saMkSipta mAhitI ApavAmAM Ave to teone vinA saMkece te saMpUrNa vAMcavAmAM khuba rasa Ave. Ama thAya to A pustaka ane AvA prakAranA bhaviSyamAM pragaTa thanArA pustakanuM vAMcana, manana, ane abhyAsa niHzaMkapaNe vadhe ane dhArelI murAda bara Ave. tethI A e bAbate saMbaMdhI vAMcaka vargane atra mAhitI ApavAmAM Ave che. atre pragaTa karavAmAM AvelI vyAkhyAno ApanArano paricaya karAvavAmAM te vyAkhyAno ApanAranuM nAma jAhera karavuMja phakta jarUrI che. "e mahA purUSa eTalA suprasiddha ane gamazahUra che ke tenA saMbaMdhamAM vizeSa kAMipaNa jaNAvavuM e vaSaratu cAlatI hoya te vakhate varSArUtu kevI hoya te jaNAvavA mATe kavivara kALIdAsane tusaMhAra vAMcavA besavA jevuM gaNAya". e mahApurUSa te "AgamoddhAraka" zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajI mahArAja. jenajanatAne emanI oLakha zI ApavAnI hoya? jainAgamamAM prasiddha sthavirakalpa e che ke guNavAna gurUe vidhipUrvaka AlocanA ApIne cagya vinIta ziSyane prazasta dravyatramAM vidhipUrvaka dIkSA ApavI. tyArapachI e dIkSA ApelA ziSyane ja grahaNa zikSA ane AsavanazikSAe be prakAranI zikSA adhikAra prApta thAya che. bAra varSa sudhI sutra bhaNavuM te grahaNa ziA, ane paDilehaNaAdi kriyAne upadeza te Asevana zikSA. sUtrane abhyAsa karAvyA pachI bAra varSa paryata arthagrahaNa karAve eTale sUtronA artha samajAve. A mujaba sUtrArtha bhaNelA ziSya je AcAryapadane cogya hoya to tene ochAmAM ochA be ziSya ApIne vividha dezomAM vihAra karAve che jethI tIrthakaronI janmabhUmi dIkSAbhUmi vagere jue ane pote samakitamAM sthira thAya, judA judA dezamAM vicaratA atizaya zrutajJAnI AcAryonA darzanathI svArtha saMbaMdhI ane sAmAcArI saMbaMdhI vizeSajJAna prApta thAya, judA judA dezanI bhASA ane AcAranuM paNa jJAna thAya, te te dezamAM janmelA ziSyane te te bhASAmAM dharmopadeza ApI zake, ane ghaNu jIvone sarvavirati ane dezaviratinA mArgamAM jeDI zake. A mujaba vividha dezamAM bAra varSa paryanta vihAra karAve ane pachI AcAryapadapara sthita kare. A mujaba adhyayana ane dezATana karelA AcArya zAsanane dIpAve ane aneka bhavya jIvone upakAra kare emAM to zuM Azcarya! ApaNA upadeza dAtAnuM jIvanacaritra ApaNe joIe chIe tyAre upara jaNAvelA prAcIna kAnusAra vastutaH moTe bhAge ApaNane te jaNAya che. emanI pravajyA sa. 194LyAM thayA bAda sutrasiddhAMtanuM jJAna saMpAdana karI cAgodahananI kriyA karI sa. 196nmAM emaNe panyAsa tA. gaNipadIe prApta karI. 1971nA sAlamAM suratamAM AcArya zrIvijayakamalasarIe eo sAhebane AcAryapadathI aMkita karyA. pitAnA ATalA lAMbA dIkSA paryAya daramyAna eo sAhebe gujarAta, kAThIAvADa, mALavA, baMgALa, bihAra, uttarahiMda, mahArASTra mAravA vagere dezamAM

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g vihAra karI atyaMta anubhava meLavelA che. zarUthI Aja paryaMta ee sAhebanuM zAstro ane AgamAnA abhyAsa karavA karAvavAnuM kAma akhaMDapaNe cAluja che. ee sAhebanA satata upadezathI aneka satkA thayalAM che ane thAya che ane aneka dhAArmaka saMsthAe astitvamAM AvelI che, temaja aneka bhavyavAe dhArmika pravRttie AdarI sarvavirati dezivarati ane samyakatva grahaNa karyAM che, ane aneka prakAranI tIyAtrAo ugravihAro tathA tapa-japa karyAM che. e mahApurUSe peAtAnuM samagra jIvana zrIjainazAsananI sevAmAM samarpaNa karI Adhunika kALamAM apUrva sevA karI che. AvA mahApurUSa A pustakamAM pragaTa thayelA vyAkhyAnA cAnA upadezAnA dAyaka che e jANIne vAMcaka vargane te vAMcavA manana karavA ane te pramANe yathAzakti peAtAnuM vartana rAkhavA jarUra preraNA thAya e svAbhAvika che. chatAM paNa pragaTa karavAmAM AvatA upadezeAnA Tuka sAra o vAMcaka vargane jaNAvavAmAM Ave teA tethI temane te tarapha vizeSa AkarSaNa thAya. ApaNe te tarapha ApaNuM lakSya doravIe. A pustakamAM eka Mdare cAvIza vyAkhyAnA pragaTa karavAmAM AvelAM che. te dareka vyAkhyAnanA TuMka sAra raju karatA mAre dIlagIrI sAthe jaNAvavuM paDe che ke A vyAkhyAne chapAvavAnA kAryamAM joIe teTalI kALajI ane kuzaLatA rAkhavAmAM AvelI jaNAtI nathI. muzITA bahu khIna kALathI tapAsAyalAM jaNAya che. virAmacihnonuM ghaNe bhAge kharAkhara ThekANuM rAkhavAmAM AvyuM nathI. joDaNInI mAmatamAM paNa pUrI kALajI rakhAI nathI. AvA umadA, vidvattA bharelA ane mananIya vyAkhyAnA vAMcanArAone jema vizeSa Aka thAya tema chapAyAM hoya tA tethI ghaNA lAbha thavAnA saMbhava rahe. sAthe sAthe vAMcAne anveSaNa (reference) mATe anukuLatA thAya teTalA mATe judA judA prakAranI anukramaNikAe ApelI hoya teA vyAkhyAnAmAM jaNAvavAmAM AvelI hakIkto ghaNA alpa prayAsathI zodhI kADhavAmAM Ave. A badhA tarapha prathamathIja lakSya ApavuM joItuM hatuM. have teA pustaka chapAIne taiyAra thaI gaeluM hovAthI temAM rahelI chApAnI bhUle vigere mATe zuddhipatraka taiyAra karAvAya, te sivAya bIjo mArga jaNAtA nathI. paNa te zuddhipatraka jo saMpUrNa taiyAra karAvavAmAM Ave teA ghaNuMja lAMbu thAya tema hovAthI kaTALA bhareluM lAge. AthI hAla tA vAMcaka varge A badhI khAmIe dhyAnamAM rAkhI peAteja te sudhArI laI vAMcavA sivAya bIjo sarala rastA nathI paratu mArI * majabUta bhalAmaNa che ke have pachI pragaTa karavAmAM Ave te pustakAmAM A khAmatA upara zarUthIja pUratuM lakSya rAkhavAmAM Ave. have pragaTa karelA vyAkhyAnAnI TuMka matalaba ApaNe joIe. pahelA vyAkhyAnamAM mukhyatAe mRtyunA bhaya khAkhatamAM ullekha karavAmAM ALyeA che. te bhaya viSTAmAM rahetA kIDAne temaja IndrAsana bhAgavatA Indrane sarve prANI mAtrane eka sarakhI rIte muMjhave che. sarve jIve jIvavAnI prabaLa icchA dharAve che, chatAM paNa jIvavuM ke maravuM e peAtAnA hAthanI vAta nathI, paNa e kevaLa pUrva janmamAM bAMdhelA AyuSya karmane AdhIna che. A mujaba tatvaSTie vastunuM svarUpa jaNAvatAM enA duHpaMcAga na thAya teTalA mATe sAvadhAna karavA prAsagika agatyanA khulAsA karavAmAM AvelA che.

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AyuSya chatAM hiMsA thAya nahiM, ane AyuSya pUrUM thayA pachI kAI vatA rahe nahiM, te pachI hiMsA e vastu karyAM rahI ?" ahiMsA eTale hiMsA na karavI te. "hiMsA" evI vastuja na hoya teA ahiMsA vAMjhaNInI putrI ke AkAzakusuma jevIja kahevAya. A pramANenI yuti karI. "ahiMsAneja uDAvI devA mAMganArAne sASakAraka uttara ApavAmAM ALye che. prathama ahiMsA kahevI kAne te samajAvyuM che, jaina zAstramAM "hiMsA na karavI te ahiMsA" ema kahetA nathI, paNa hiMsAnA paccakakhANu karAya tenuM nAma 'ahiMsA' kahe che." paccakakhANa na karAya te hiMsA na karatA hoya teA paNa tene 'ahiMsA' nathI. karma baMdhananA sthAnakA gaNAvatAM 'avirati' karma kha'dhananuM eka kAraNa gaNAvyuM che. hiMsAthI virati karavI te ahiMsA. vitithI karma rokAya ane aviratithI karma baMdhana thAya e sAbIta karavA mATe AtmAnA svabhAva tarapha ApaNuM lakSya gheravAmAM AvyuM che, khIjI zaMkA e uThAvavAmAM AvI che ke je bAbatane kAIe kadI vicAra, vANI ke pravRttIthI jANI ke AdarI na hoya tenA karma tene zI rIte lAge. je viSayamAM amArA mana, vacana ane kAmA e kazuMja nathI evA viSayanuM karma baMdhana amane zI rIte lAge ?" A zakAnuM suMdara samAdhAna ApatAM jaNAvyuM che ke AtmAnA zuddha svabhAva viratimaya che, viratinI jeTalI AAza hoya teTalA AtmAne vikAra vizeSa thAya, ane zarIramAM jema raseALI, ke masA mana, vacana ke kAyAnI madada vagara peAtAnI meLe je khArAka mANasa letA haiAya temAMthI pAtAnA hissA laI puSTa thayAM kare che tema bIjA kAne laI virati vikAra paNa puSTa thAya che. aviratirUpa rasALI ke masAne kApI nAMkhIe ane tyAM anAgatanA paccakhANarUpa tejAba lagADIe tAja AtmAnA aviratithI thatA vikAra aTake. sAthe sAthe e paNa jaNAvI dIdhuM che ke hiMsAnA paccakhANunI sAthe hiMsA na thAya ane vA khacI jAya evA prayatna karavAnI paNa jarura che, arthAt ahiMsAnI sAthe sayamane paNa rAkhavAnA che. A prakAre prAsaMgika zakAonuM samAdhAna kurI mULa zaMkA ke vAne jo AyuSya nI sthitine lIdhe vADI ke mArI zakAya tema na hoya tA ahiMsA, virati, hiMsAnA paccakhANa e badhuM DhoMga rupaja gaNAya tenuM nivAraNa karatAM khulAsA karavAmAM Avyo che ke jema eka ghaDIALanI 36 kalAkanI cAvI che te jo kramasara cAle te teTalA vakhata kharAkhara cAle, jo ekAda skrutIlA karI nAMkhIe tA 36 kalAka mATenI cAvI enI mukta pahelAM akudaratI rIte utarI jAya. te ghaDIyAla Apo Apa adha paDe, tema je AyuSyanI maryAdA baMdhAI hoya te kudaratI cAle cAlata tA anukrame enI kyA thayA karata, ane pUrepUruM AyuSya bhAgavAte, paraMtu emAM akudaratI tatva umeravAmAM Ave. nAzanA sAdhAnA meLavAya tA AyuSya, ghaDIALanI cAvInI jema, vakhata pahelAM bhAgavAne pUrNa thaI jAya. ahIM AyuSyanI maryAdA je kramavAra bhAgavavAnI hatI tenA upadhAta karAya che eTale AyuSya maryAdA jaldI bhAgavAI ya che. paNa. A badhA uparathI tAravaNI kADhI jaNAvyuM che ke AyuSyanA upaghAtanA kAraNeA, nAzanA tatvo ApaNe na meLavavA tenuM nAma ahiMsA, ane AyuSyamAM bheLavAyalA AyuSya kramane vighnarUpa thatAM nAzanA tatvone ApaNe khaseDI nAMkhavA tenuM nAma kyA,

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2 bIjA vyAkhyAnamAM janma tathA maraNanA due bAbata ullekha karI, maraNane bhaya 100 TakA badhAne che, paNa janmano bhaya eka Tako paNa raheto nathI ema jaNAvI ApaNA dhyAna para lAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke ahIMja bAhya daSTi ane tattva daSTimAM rahelo bheda mAlama paDe che "janmathI DaranAre te tatvadaSTivALa, ane maraNathI DaravAvALo te bAhyadaSTivALa, kAraNa maraNa janmane pUchaDe vaLageluMja che" ane tethI motane rokavuM hoya te prathama janmane rokavA joIe" e janma rokAya zAthI te bAbatano vicAra calAvatAM "janma rokavAmAM dharma e zaraNa che" e ghaNI suMdara dalIlothI samajAvyuM che. tema karatAM dharmanAM phaLa ane svarUpa upara ApaNuM lakSya kheMcI dharmanA samyakatva bhAvanA ane vairAgya bhAvanA evA be bheda batAvI te bannenuM svarUpa nirUpaNa karyuM che. je tatva pratItine TakAve, tenuM saMrakSaNa kare ane tatvapratIti pramANe vicAro paNu pavitra rAkhavAmAM madadarUpa thAya te samyakatva bhAvanA. tenA maitrI, pramoda, kArya ane mAdhyastha e cAra prakAre batAvI, e cAre prakAre ati asarakAraka rIte varNavyA che. bAhya zarIrane thatA vichInA DaMkhathI thatuM duHkha ane tethI utpanna thatA vicAre ApaNA samakSa lAvI jemane karmarUpI vIMchI potAne sthaLe sthaLe karaDelA mAlama paDe temanA vicAre kayI dazAvALA hoya e bahu bodhaka rIte jaNAvyuM che. jagatamAM koI paNa jIva karma baMdhanamAM paDanAra thAya nahi ane karma baMdhanathI jagata chUTI jAya AvI je bhAvanA teja maitrI bhAvanA che ane ahIM dharmanuM pagathI maMDAya che ema ApaNA mana upara sAvavAmAM AvyuM che. vIMchInI vedanA maTADanAra jAMgulI vIMchInA DaMkhanA asahya dukha vakhate AvI pahoMce te keTale utsAha ane AnaMda thAya? teja pramANe jInezvaradevarUpI jaMgulI, ane sannurUpIjAMgulI karmarUpIvIMchInI vedanA maTADanAra che ema jANIe tyAre je avarNanIya AnaMda thAya te ja pramoda bhAvanA che. ane tethI ja tevA mahApurUSonI paryapAsanA satkAra sanmAna temAM udbhave che. jagatanA jIvone pIDA pamADatI A vedanAmAMthI huM temane bacAvuM evI je bhAvanA temaja temanAM dravyaduHkha paNa dUra karavAnI satata ciMtA ane pravRtti te kArya bhAvanA che. jagatamAM keTalAka ja evA bhAre karmI hoya che ke teo tadana zANuM ane badhI bAbatamAM akkalahuzIArIthI kAma karanAro hovA chatAM temanI AgaLa dharma vagerenI vAta kare to temanuM magaja pharI jAya ane devaguru dharmane gALe devAne taiyAra thAya ane tethI teo taravAne badale ulaTA be. A manovRtti ApaNane sahelAIthI samajAya teTalA mATe tapakhIranI dAbaDI joI gAMDA thaI janAra ramaNanAmanA grejyueTanuM daSTAMta ApyuM che. ApaNuM zuddha evA nivAraNanA prayatnathI paNa AvI manovRttivALA DubavA pAme nahi e vicAraNAthI tene nivAravAno prayatna cheDI de ane karmanI balavattaratA vicArI dveSa haLave enuM nAma mAdhyastha bhAvanA che. A bhAvanAnuM svarUpa samajAvatAM ApaNuM khAsa dhyAna kheMcavAmAM AvyuM che ke jema dezanA ulya mATe rakSaka rAjanIti rAkhavAnuM rAjyanuM pagaluM nyAyI gaNAya che ane bIjAne toDavA mATe gAta ubhI kare te nyAyI gaNAtuM nathI tema virodhIonA aniSTa humalA thatA hoya te prasaMge bacavAne mATe pramoda bhAvanAthI prerita thaI sarva prakAre yogya bacAva karavo e to kartavya che. A prakAranI samyakatva bhAvanAthI uttejIta thaI dharma eja zaraNa che ane esivAyanA janmamaraNanA

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bhayamAMthI mukti apAvanAra bIjuM kaI nathI evuM dhArI viSayakaSAyathI dUra thavAnI bhAvanA tenuM nAma vairAgya bhAvanA che. upara jaNAvelI samyakatva bhAvanA ane vairAgya bhAvanAthI ApaNe vAstavika dharma karI zakIe chIe ane te dharma janmane rokavAmAM zaraNabhUta thAya che. motane rokavuM hoya ane ajarAmarapada meLavavuM hoya to prathama janmane rokavA A be bhAvanA rAkhI prayatna karavo jarUrI che e A vyAkhyAnane sAra che. ka trIjA vyAkhyAnamAM uparanA be vyAkhyAnonA viSayonuM dAkhalA dalIlothI vizeSa spaSTIkaraNa karavAmAM AveluM che. AyuSya karma pramANe je thavAnuM hoya te thayAja kare che ema mAnyA pachI hiMsA rahI kyAM ? e praznano vizeSa khulAso karatAM upakramika AyuSya ane nirUpakramika AyuSya evA AyuSyanA be bhede samajAvI e bane AyuSyavALA jIvonI hiMsA thaI zake che e jaNAvavA hiMsAno vizALa artha karyo che. tema karatAM hiMsAnA traNa prakAra pADyA che (1) prANune viyoga karavo te, (2) prANune viyAga karavAnAM kAraNo vicAra kare che, ane (3) jIvane bacAvavAnI buddhine abhAva. trIjA prakAranI hiMsA ApaNI khyAlamAM saralapaNe Ave teTalA mATe bedarakArIthI moTara hAMkanAra ane bedarakArIthI davA ApanAranA jANItAM dRSTAMta ApaNI samakSa raju karyA che. kAyArUpI moTarakAranA ApaNe DrAIvara (hAMkanAra) chIe. gAma zahera agara nagaranI vastImAM gaNyA gAMThyA cho che, paNa ahIM jagatamAM asaMkhya cha kAjaLanI dAbaDImAM bharyA hoya tema bharelA che. AMdhaLA herA evA A jIvane te che kema bace tenI saMbhALa levAnI che te jANavAnI darakAra nathI, eTale kAyAnI gADI e bedarakArIthI calAve che. jyAM sudhI e sau jIvone bacAvavAnI dAnatavALo thayo nathI, che mATe sarvajJa vacanane sAMbhaLato nathI tyAM sudhI ApaNe ane AMdhaLA baherA mUIvara beu sarakhA ghAtakI chIe. A pramANe traNa prakAranI hiMsA samajAvIne, koIka paMthavALA jIvane bacAvavAmAM pApa mAne che temane meghakumAre hAthInA bhAvamAM sasalAnI karelI anukaMpAnuM daSTAMta ApI teonI mAnyatA keTalI badhI khATI ane anarthakAraka che e nyAyapuraHsara batAvI dIdhuM che. prAne jIvavuM e mAtra AyuSyakarmane AdhIna che chatAM paNa hiMsA thaI zake che ane te hiMsAthI viramavAnA upAya levAja joie ema samajavyuM che. A pachI zAsananA virodhI, dharmanA virodhI, jInezvara devagurUnA nidake vagerene pratikAra karo ke nahi e praznane kAraNya ane mAdhyastha bhAvanAonI daSTIthI vicAra karyo che, ane temAM bhagavAna mahAvIra deve gozAlo AvIne AkSepa kare te vakhate tenI upekSA karavAnI badhA sAdhuone karelI AjJAna ullekha karI, vyavahAramAM paNa aviA prasaMgoe kayAre upekSA karavAmAM Ave che ane kayAre pratikAra karavAmAM Ave che te ApaNI najara AgaLa mukI chevaTa upadeza Apyo che ke samyakatvadhArI jIve potAnA virodhInuM paNa pratikULa citvana karavAnuM nathI, te je kAMI kare che te hamezAM rakSaNa karavAnI bhAvanAthI kare che, arthAta A babA kAryamAM hetu jaina zAsananI sevAne have joie, tethI bIjAnuM buruM karavAnI jarApaNu dAnata na hovI joIe prAtamAM jaNAvI dIdhuM che ke maraNanI sattA sArva bhrama che, chatAM paNa te janmanI sAthe ja Ave che. arthAta jene maraNane Dara lAgyo hoya teNe maraNane Dara na rAkhatAM janmano bhaya rAkha jovA ane

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janmanA kAraNe kayAM che ane tethI bacavAno mArga kare che te vicAravuM joIe. 4 cethA vyAkhyAnamAM jainapaNanuM pagathIuM kayuM? te bAbata carcavAmAM AvI che, ane e vyAkhyAnanuM mathALuM "jainatvanuM mULa zuM ?" e nAmanuM yogya rIte rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che "AtmAe evI mAnyatA dhAraNa karavI ke (1) huM AtmA chuM, (ra) anAdi chuM, (3) anAdithI janma ane karma karyA karuM chuM. A mAnyatAne paMcasUtrakAre jaina zAsanane pahelA pATha jaNAve che. e traNe vAta jainee gaLathuthImAM levAnI che. A traNe vAta ApaNA hRdayamAM saceTa ramI rahe teTalA mATe aneka dAkhalA dalIlothI tenuM dRDha samarthana karela che. prathama to AtmAnA astitvamAM ja keTalAkane zaMkA che. jyAre bIjAo tene koI prabala sattAe utpana karelA mAne che. teonI zaMkAnA samAdhAnamAM manuSyanA anubhava ane te parathI thatI kalpanAo bAbatamAM vivecana karI jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke "manuSya jenI kalpanA karI zake che te vastu teNe eka ke bIjA prakAre anubhavelI hovI ja joIe; ApaNe jIva kyAre utpanna thaye e ApaNA khyAlamAM nathI enuM kAraNa e che ke e sthiti ApaNe anubhavI nathI, manuSya "mAru zarIra' ema kahe che. zarIrane aneka kAryomAM pravartAve che e uparathI lAge che ke zarIrane pravartAvanAra kaI vastu judI hovI joIe. je vastu zarIrane gatanA vyavahAramAM pravatave che tenuM ja nAma AtmA che" keTalAke ema kahe che ke janmadAtA mAtApi- . tAnA rakata vIryathI chava utpanna thAya che ane enuM juduM astitva nathI, tenA uttaramAM jaNAvyuM che ke pANI ane mATI jhADanI utpatti mATe jarUrI vastu che chatAM paNa mukhya vastu to bIja che, tema rakata vIryanI sAthe evI kaI mukhya vastu hoya che tyAre garbha utpanna thAya che. jema bIjanA pagale vRkSa banavAnI kriyAmAM adazya thAya che ane vRkSape pariNAmI jAya che, tema zarIramAM AtmAnA pradezo evA to pariNamI. jAya che ke bIja pramANe ApaNe e paramANuone dekhI zakatA nathI. vizeSa draSTAMta enachana ane DAIvaranuM ApI zarIrathI AtmAnuM astitva juduM che ane te anAdi che ema sAbIta karI batAvyuM che. janma ane karmanA aTapaTA ane guMcavaNa bharelA prazno ukela paNa vRkSa ane bIjanuM dRSTAMta ApI suMdara rIte karavAmAM Avyo che, ane e baMnenI zreNI anAdi che ema bIjI aneka dalIla ApI samajAveluM che. A traNa bAbatamAM anya darzanakAronA vicAra zuM che te AgaLa jaNAvavAmAM AvyA che, keTalAka jIvane sAdi mAne che ane keTalAke tene anAdi mAne che, keTalAka izvara jagatane kartA che ema kahe che, keTalAka kahe che ke pApa karAvanAra ane tenuM phaLa ApanAre Izvara che, keTalAka kahe che ke pApa karavAmAM ane karma bhogavavAmAM jIva svataMtra che paNa Izvara to mAtra tene sajA karAve che. A vagere mAnyatAone A vyAkhyAnamAM ullekha karI te upara khuba ajavALuM nAMkhI A mAnyatAomAM keTalI keTalI doSApattio AvI paDe che, ane Izvarane keTalA kheTA svarUpamAM ApaNe mukI daIe chIe tenuM pratyakSa bhAna karAvavAmAM AvyuM che, ane ghaNIja asarakAraka rIte sAbIta karI batAvyuM che (1) AtmA anAdi che (2) karma ane janma paNa anAdi che, ane (3) AtmA karma ane janmanI paraMparAmAM anAdikALathI rakhaDyA kare che. A tyAkhyAna daramyAna eka suMdara salAha paNa ApavAmAM AvI che. kAnaThArA vicArarUpI je jhera manuSyanA zarIramAM praveze che te kADhI nAMkhavAno keIpaNa mArga jagatamAM vijJAna zAstrIone paNa najo thI, tethI jyAM sudhI

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zArIma vAtothI purepurI rIte mAhIta thAe nahiM ane jaina darzanathI ulaTI mAnyatAne kharA svarUpamAM samajavAnI zakti prApta kare nahi tyAMsudhI e viSa kAnamAM na paDe tenI saMbhALa rAkhavI. chevaTamAM bhArapUrvaka upadezya che ke upara jaNAvelI tripadI jenapaNAnuM prathama pagathIyuM che, ane "jainatvane pahele pagathIe calyA, AtmA ane karmane anAdinA mAnyA ane karma saMgathI AtmA bhavaparaMparAmAM rakhaDe che ema mAnyuM, to have chellI vAta e che ke e rakhaDapaTTI maTADavAne mATe tamAre kAMI upAya zodhavo ja rahyo ane te upAya eja che ke tamAre koIpaNa prakAre upara jaNAvelI tripadI hRdayamAM daDha karavI ane te pachI je karmane kacare AtmAne vaLagele che te dUra karavAne mATe bIjuM kaMIja na bane to daDha saMkalpa to jarUraja karavo." pAMcamAM vyAkhyAnamAM jaina saMghanA aMgabhUtanuM sAcuM svarUpa kevuM hovuM joIe te bahu bodhaka rIte darzAvyuM che. gayA vyAkhyAnamAM je tripadInuM vivecana karyuM che, te tripadI jena banavAne taiyAra hoya teNe hadayamAM dhAraNa karavI ja joIe. e tripadI jenA bALakane ApavAnA Atmika khorAkamAM gaLathuthI samAna che. bIjo Atmika rAka "vyAkhyAnazravaNa, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa ItyAdi" zIkhaMDa, lADu ityAdi krilika rAkanI peThe mITho jarUra lAge, paNa bALakane to tenA zarIrano bAMdhA majabUta thAya teTalA mATe gaLathuthImAM sAkaranuM pANIja apAya ane bIje kherAka tene pacI zake nahiM ane pariNAme tenuM hita karavAne badale vizeSa ahita kare, te mujaba enA Atmika vikAsane mATe paNa khyAla rAkhIne ene pace te Atmika rAka Apa jarUrI che. A mujabanI zarUAtamAM cetavaNI ApIne jene mAtApitAnuM potAnA baccAM tarapha zuM kartavya che te samajAvyuM che, ane je teo baccAMnA jaDa zarIrane zaNagAravA mATe prayatna kare che tema temanA AtmAne zaNagAravA prayatna kare nahi to teo jenA mAtApitA thavAnI lAyakAta dharAvatA nathI, eTaluM ja nahi paNa eka apekSAe potAnAM baccAMnA vizvAsaghAtI che, ema spaSTa zabdomAM jaNAvI dIdhuM che. A mujaba phakata kathana ja karyuM che ema nahi, paNa te kathana dalIla pura:sara sAbIta karI batAvyuM che. tyArabAda sAcA jena thavAne mATe je kuLamAM janma lenArAnI zIzI pharajo che tenuM digdarzana karAvavAmAM AvyuM che. temAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deve sAdhu athavA zramaNa, sAdhvI athavA zramaNI, zrAvaka athavA zramaNopAsaka, zrAvikA athavA zramaNe pAsikA e pramANe cAra yuthone saMdha mAnyo che tenI keTalI mahattA che, tenuM zuM kartavya che, tenA pratyeka aMga bhUtAnI paraspara ne e pratyeka aMga jyAre saMghane vaphAdAra rahe che ane jyAre bevaphA thaI jAya che e bAbatane uttama rItIe ullekha karI bALakemAM AraMbhathI dhArmika saMskAra keLavavAnI jarUrIAta tarapha ApaNuM dhyAna pharI kheMcavAmAM AvyuM che, ane tema karavAmAM kyA mArge kAma levuM te viSe paNa ghaTatI sUcanAo karI dIdhI che. dhArmika keLavaNInI AvazyaktAno ullekha karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke tene lIdheja pazu karatAM manuSya uttama gaNI zakAya. pazuomAM ane manuSyamAM AtmA ekaja che. e AtmA je AtmabhAna na meLave to pachI tenI deha manuSya hovA chatAM te pazu che, ane jo e AtmA karma ane jIvanuM bhAna meLave to te teja ghaDIe sAcA manuSyatvathI yukta bane che. chevaTe jIvanA jaina zAsakAroe batAvelA saNI ane asaMsI evA be bhedo tarapha ApaNuM dhyAna kheMcI jaNAvyuM che ke viSayothI bhareluM manuSyapaNuM e manuSyapaNuM nathI, paNa jAnava

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25NuM che, jaDa jIvana karatAM paNa haLavuM che, ane evA manuSyane zAstrakAra mahArAjA saMsI ke vicAra zIlA mAnatA nathI, paNa teo teja AtmAne vicArazIla mAnI vAstavika rIte eTale daSTivAdopadezikI saMjJAnI apekSAe saMjJI mAne che ke jeo, spardhAdika viSayomAM IcchAniSTanI prApti tathA parihAra mATe ke A bhavane aMge bhUta, vartamAna ke bhaviSyamAM thatI IcchAniSTanI prApti ke parihAra mATe udyama karatA hoya, paNa temAM tatvaSTi na gaNatAM AtmAnA samyagdarzanAdika svarUpamAM AzravasaMvAdinA heya ane upAyapaNAmAM tatvadaSTi rAkhI atIta ane anAgatanA bhavabhramaNathI udvigna rahI AvyAbAdha mokSapadanI prApti mATeja tatpara rahe che. 6 chaThTha vyAkhyAnamAM upara jaNAvelI tripadInA jJAnanI AvazyakatA upara vizeSa vivecana karyuM che. potAnA sArA yA bITA bhUtakALanuM ane ujvaLa bhaviSyakALanuM citra kheMcyA vagara ka mANasa potAnI vartamAnadazAnA sArA yA khoTApaNAne samajI zake ke jyAMthI ene AtmAnA uddhAranI preraNA maLI zake ? ApaNuM vartamAna jIvana e rela samAna che ane ene sArI rIte calAvavA mATe bhUtakALa ane bhaviSyakALanA vicArapI be pATAonI anivArya jarUra che. A saMbaMdhamAM hetuvAdopadezikI ane daSTivAdopadezikI-evA saMjJAnA be vibhAga jainasiddhAMtamAM pADelA che te upara ApaNuM lakSya kheMcI prathamanI saMjJAvALA jIvone asaMjJI ane bIjI saMjJAvALAne vAstavika saMjJI gaNavAmAM AvelAM che, ane bIjI daSTivAde padezikI saMjJAnI apekSAe milAdaSTi mAtra asaMsI ane samyagdaSTi mAtra saMjJI kahevAya e vAta khuba hasAvavAmAM AvelI che. jIvane, karmane, ane temanA saMgane anAdi mAnavAmAM Ave teja jIvanane khakharo uddeza bhUlI javAya nahi, ane AtmAnuM patana thAya evI kriyA karatAM ApaNe aTakIe, sAva anivArya ane ochAmAM ochI hiMsAthI potAno nirvAha calAvavA ApaNe taiyAra thaIe, ane mAlamIlkatane vAraso ApI javA karatAM pavitra bhAvanAone vAraso ApaNA saMtAnane ApI ja jarUra che e samajI jaIe. A viSayanI carcA karatAM rAtribhojana, kaMdamULa bhakSaNa, khAvApIvAnI amaryAditatA, rasanAndriyathI thatI ApaNI parAdhInatA vigere bAbato dAkhalA dalIlothI bahu yuktipUrvaka samajAvI che ane te bAbatono tyAga keTale badhe. japharano che te sAbIta karI batAvyuM che. tenI sAthe amuka tithinA dIvasoe ke parvanA divasoe amuka vrata paccakhANa karavAnI kema jarUra che te paNa buddhigamya dalIlothI samajAvyuM che, ane anAditrayanA mahatva upara ApAguM pharIthI dhyAna kheMcyuM che. 7 sAtamAM vyAkhyAnamAM A saMsArasAgaramAM anAdikALathI ApaNe gothAM khAyAM karIe chIe chatAM enAthI ApaNane kaMTALo kema nathI Avato te bAbatane vicAra karI anAdikALathI thatI rakhaDapaTTIne kema aMta Ave te bAbatamAM upAse sUcavelA che. kaMTALe nahiM AvavAnA be kAraNe hoI zake (1) A saMsAra karatAM bIjI vadhAre sArI sthitine sAcI rIte jANatA nathI, athavA (2) e sArI sthitine astitvarUpe jANavA chatAM cAlu saMsAranA AnaMdane choDavA taiyAra nathI. A saMbaMdhamAM nyAyazAstranA "ni umara jAya to vAnapakSanAta " "jAdimavane jALavanavaMdhanam" A be satro tarapha ApaNuM dhyAna kheMcI ApaNI A

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" anAdinI rakhaDapaTTI koI kAraNa janya che ke svataHsiddha che e mAkhata vicAra karavAnI AvazyakatA jaNAvI devaLa pratyakSa pramANaneja mAnanAra cArvAka darzana ane rahyaM gA, gaLamithya" kahenArA vedaMtIonA siddhAtamAM jaNAtA dASA tarapha ApaNu' lakSya kheM'cI, sat, sat ane asAranI vyAkhyA samajAvI saMsAramAM ApaNI rakhaDapaTTInuM mULa kAraNa karmopArjana che, ane karmonA nAzamAM rakhaDapaTTInA nAza che e bahu suMdara rIte pratipAdana karyuM che. rakhaDapaTTInuM kAraNa jANavA chatAM paNa te kAraNa dUra karavA ApaNe AcaraNu kema karI zakatA nathI tenA kAraNeA jaNAvatAM (1) ApaNeA saMsAra vyavahAra, (2) ApaNI svArthavRtti, (3) vAstavika svataMtratA tarapha ApaNI bedarakArI ane (4) ApaNA nAkara sadeza ApaNAM zarIranI vadhu paDatI saMbhALa levA karavAnI, pAMcendricenA viSayamAM rAcI mAcI rahevAnI, AtmAnA dhara samAna zarIramAM luccA ane bhADu' ApyA sivAya ulaTI cArI karIne gharadhaNIne pAyamAla karanArA kreAdhamAna-mAyA-lAbha-rAgadveSa-viSacArabha jevA bhADutAne ApaNI peAtAnI khAnadAnInI mahattA tarapha najara na karatAM gharamAM bhADe rAkhavAnI ApaNI kuTevA ane (5) ApaNI aneka bhUlA ApaNA lakSyamAM lAvavAmAM Ave ane te ApaNane samajAya chatAM paNa tene vaLagI rahevAnI ApaNI kadAgrahavRtti vigerenuM asarakAraka zabdomAM digdarzana karAvyuM che, ane ApaNA AtmAnA vijaya thAya tevA mArga matAnyeA che. tenI sAthe ApaNA saMtAneAmAM dhArmikavRtti khIlavavA ane temanA AtmAnuM pASaNa karavA prayAsa karavAnI AvazyakatA viSe suMdara upadeza ApI, je AtmAnA vijaya vAtA hA tA "dvicAnA vijayamAM AtmAnA parAya che ane kriyAnA parAjyamAM AtmAnA vijaya che" e sUtrane ApaNuM jIvanasUtra manAvavA, anAdikALathI jIvane pApAcaraNa ane kSaNika sukha mANavAnI je Teva paDI che te aTakAvavA, ane zrIjInezvara bhagavAne bahuja uttamamArga batAvyA che te mArganA upara cAlavA majabUta bhalAmaNu karelI che. 8 AgaLanA vyAkhyAnAmAM jIva anAdi, karma anAdi, ane trune karmanA saMcAga paNa aAdi e tripadIne jenapaNAnI sAcI gaLathuthI jaNAvI bALakane nhAnapaNamAMja e tripadInI mAnyatA karAvavAnI jarUrIAta darzAvavAmAM AvI che. eja viSaya upara AThamAM vyAkhyAnamAM vizeSa vivecana karavAmAM AveluM che. A saMskAra bALapaNathIja pADavAmAM Ave te tenuM pariNAma bhaviSyamAM eTaluM sarasa Ave ke jainapaNAnI asara game tevI kaphoDI paristhiti vacce paNa kAyama rahevAnI; keTalAkA zaMkA uThAvI jaNAve che ke AALakane jIva zuM, kama~ zuM, anAdi zuM e khAmatanI samajaNa hAtI nathI, te A 'anAdimaya' kharAbara samajyA vagara gAkhI nAMkhavAthI zuM ya ? A zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke saMsAra vyavahAramAM ApaNe jJAna vagara AinA inkAra karatA nathI ane samajyA vagara aneka kAryo karIe chIe ane tenuM sArU mAThuM phaLa prApta karIe chIe, teA dhArmika bAbatamAM te niyama lAgu kema na paDAya ? ekaluM jJAna kriyA vagara phaLa ApatuM nathI, paNa ekalI kyA tA kuLavaMtI thatI ApaNe anubhavIe chIe. kharI vAta tA dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI e che ke eka bIjAnI kriyAnA phAyado eka bIjAne maLI zaktA nathI, paraMtu eka khIjAnA jJAnanA dRAyado eka bIjane eka yA bIjI rIte maLI zake che, ane ApaNe jyAre tIrthaMkara

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" bhagavAne prarUpelA siddhAMtAmAM zraddhA rAkhIne te mujabanI ApaNI mAnyatA karIe chIe tyAre ApaNe kharIrIte tIrthaMkara bhagavAne prApta karelA jJAnaneA rAya meLavIe chIe. bALaka nAnuM hoya che tyAre khA, khApA, kAkA vigere zabdo mAlavA lAge che te kAMi e zabdo samajIne khelatA nathI paNa e zabdonA artha pAcha LathI e dhIme dhIme samajavA lAge che. A vivecanamAM aneka prakAranI yuktiethI mALapaNAmAM bALakane samajaNa na hoya chatAM dhAmika sa`skAra nAMkhavAthI tenuM AkhuM jIvana sudharI jAya che ane tema na karavAmAM Ave ane bALakane samajaNa Ave ane kharAkhoTAne vicAra karI zake eTalI vayanA thAya tyAMsudhI e khAbatamAM darakAra na rAkhavAthI kevuM mAThuM pariNAma Ave che te bahu asarakAraka rIte samajAvyuM che. prasagApAt (1) vicAra svAtaMtrya ane vANI svAtaMtrya kayAre cogya kahI zakAya ane kayAre te svacchaMdatAja gaNAya (2) mAtra zraddhA ke jJAna kAyA nathI karI zakatA, paNa prayatna eTale kriyAnI pAchaLaja saphaLatA che (3) AtmAne uMcA ane nIceA banAvavAmAM eTale uMcA athavA nIcA guNuThANAnI vyavasthAmAM kriyAnAja mukhya bhAga che e vigere viSayo upara suMdara beSa ApI kriyAnuM mahAtmya samajAvavAmAM AveluM che, ane bALa dIkSita jeTaluM Atma kalyANa sAdhI zake eTaluM khIjA sAdhI zake nahi e satya rIte puravAra karyuM che. chevaTamAM upadeza ApavAmAM Avye che ke jJAna vagara kriyA na thAya e ghelachA cheDI daine zAstrakAra upara aTala zraddhA rAkhIne AcaraNa karavuM joIe. 9 navamAM vyAkhyAnamAM zarUAtamAM jaina bALakAne sArA saceTa saMskAro pADavAnI jarUrIAta upara kAMika vivecana karI pratimAone AMgI tathA AbhUSaNA paherAvavA khAkhatamAM prAsaMgika rIte vicAra karI, e vyAkhyAnanA mULa viSaya "mahAvratAmAM syAdvAdanI saMklanA" enA upara vidvattA bhareluM pravacana karavAmAM AvyuM che. hiMsA, jA, cArI ane parigraha e cAramAM kayA prakAre kayA saMjogAmAM zAstrakAre apavAda sevavAnI eTale mULa mAnela vastuthI ulaTu vartana karavAnI chuTa ApelI che ane jarUrIAta jaNAvelI che. te samajavA jevuM che. pAMca mahAvratA paikI upara jaNAvyA mujaba cAra mahAvratAmA syAdvAda batAvIne apanAdika vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che, paNa maithunanI bAbatamAM ema nathI kahyuM e khAsa jaNAvAyuM che. brahmacaryavratanA pAlanamAM zAstrakAroe jarAsarakhA paNu apavAda rAkhavAnuM cAgya nathI gaNyuM e smRtipaTa upara khAsa lakhI rAkhavAnuM che, je vastune mATe apavAdiSTa vidhAna karyuM hoya te vastumAM apavAdanuM sevana karavAmAM Ave te te mATe koipaNa prakAranuM prAyazcitta karavAnuM nathI hetuM, ane je mATe kAipaNa prakArane apavAda rAkhavAmAM AbyA na hoya chatAM enA pAlanamAM apavAda lAge teA te apavAda mATe prAyazcita karavuM paDe che e zAstranA niyamanA kharAkhara sphoTa karavAmAM AkhyA che, 10 mAM vyAkhyAnamAM dharmanI kiMmata kharAkhara rIte kyAre samajAya e bAbatamAM atyaMta mananIya upadeza ApyA che. dharmAMnI kharI mahattA bhayaMkara bhavabhramaNa aTakAvavAmAM che. AtmAnA chupAyelA guNAne pragaTa karavA, karmanI nirjarA karavI, meAkSanI prApti karavI, AmAMja dhamanI saphaLatA che, ane AnI prApti jeTalA aMze vadhu thAya eTalA aMze samajavuM ke dhamanA raMga vadhAre lAgyA che. jema cakravartInA cakranI

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17 kIMmata je lAkhaMDanA TukaDAnuM te baneluM hoya che te lAkha`DanI kIMmata uparathI thaI zake nahi, paraMtu emAM je ajaba prabhAva rahelA che tenAthIja thai zake, te mujaba dhamanI kIMmata tenAmAM alaiAkika ane avinAzI sukha ApavAnI zakti rahelI che tenAthI thaI zake ane nahiM ke SanA AcaraNathI amuka aze maLatAM peAtAne gamatA saMsAra sukhAthI. A kathananI puSTimAM brahmadatta cakavartIe pUrvIlA bhavamAM sacama tathA tapazcaraNa karI cakavartI thavAnuM niyANuM karyuM anetene cAge cakavartIpaNuM prApta karyuM, te dRSTAMta ApIne viSaya bahu sArI rIte ghaTAbyA che. sAthe sAthe saMsAra kArAvAsa kema che, saMsAranI maneAdA kevI hoya, pa MDita maraNu kAne kevuM, maraNanA bhaya jItavAnA uttama mArga karyA, te mAge jema bane tema vahelA prayANa karavAnI AvazyakatA vigere bAbatA upara sArI prakAza pADelA che, ane saMsAranI jALane eka prakAranI IMdrajALa samajI tenAthI bacatA rahevA mATe bhalAmaNa karI che. A vyAkhyAnamAM brahmadatta cakravartInuM dRSTAMta AvatuM levAthI e vyAkhyAnanuM mathALuM brahmatta caklI" ema rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. 11 agyAramA vyAkhyAnamAM bhavasAgaranuM svarUpa samajAvyuM che. bhava' zabdanI vyAkaraNanA niyama pramANe vyutpatti karI, sAmAnya artha khatAvI tenA vizeSa prAceAgika ane sAcA artha zuM thAya chete bahu sAdI ane saraLa rIte samajAvyuM che, ane sAkhIta karI batAvyu` che ke "mati dharmavarAtrinaHprAptinaH asmina vRti manaH" eTale ke jemAM prANIe karmane AdhIna thaine rahe tenuM nAma maya e bhavane zAstrakAroe tenI gahanatA gaMbhIratA ane vikaTatAne lIdhe sAgaranI upamA ApI temAM DukhatA prANIe upara dhyA bhAva utpanna thavAthI tene taravAnA upAcA batAvyA che. dhyAbhAva utpanna thavAnuM kAraNa jaNAvatAM (1) anaMta jJAna-darzana vIrya ane sukhathI bharelA siMharUpI AtmA jaDa evA karmarUpI ziyALane hAthe mAra khAtA hovAnuM, temaja (2) eka kroDAdhipati peAtAnI chatI badhI saMpattine gamete kAraNasara yA lebhavaza thaIne tALAmAM baMdha karI potAnA nirvAha karavA mATe eka kagALa bhIkhArInI mAphaka cIMtharehAla sthitimAM leAkAnA ghare ghare laTakatA DhAvAnuMema e dAMtA ApI paramajJAnavAna tArA ApaNA jevA pAmaro upara dhyAhradaya thAya ane ApaNane bhavasAgara tarI javAnA upAya batAve e sAva svAbhAvika che ema ApaNI khAtrI karI ApI che. e upAcA kyA te khAkhatanuM paNa digdarzana karAvyuM che. (1) prathama upAya samyagdaSTi-sAcI daSTivALA thavuM eTale ke karmane kAraNe phaLa bhAgavavA chatAM ane kriyA karavA chatAM nira'tara eja dhyAna rAkhe ke game tema karIne karmanI sAMkaLanA TukaDA karI nAMkhavA ane peAtAnA AtmAne mukta karavA, evI aMtaranI bhAvanAvALA thavuM. (ra) tyAra bAda karmanA hathiyArarUpa pravRttio hoya che tene pheMkI daI eka hathiyAravagaranA rAjAnI peThe tene nirmaLa karI mukavA--eTale ke aDhAra pApasthAnA paikI pahelAM pAMca pApasthAnA je karmarAjAnA mukhya hathiyAra che tenA tyAga karavA. e pAMcane TALyA eTale khIjA teramAMnA game teTaluM jora kare chatAM AtmAne khAvavAmAM nAvI zakeja nahiM. (3) karmarAjanA ziro chInavI levAnI sAtheja enA vepAra paNa nAthuda thAya tevI pravRtti AdaravI jarUranI che, eTale ke je prattiethI karmanuM pASaNa thAya temAM magna naja thaI javAya teTalA mATe sadaiva cetatA rahevuM. arthAt apramAdI thavuM. A upAyo amalamAM mukavAmAM bAhya veSa paNa keTalA badhA

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14 madadagAra thaI paDe che ane tenuMpaNuM keTaluM badhuM mahatva che e paNa ThIka samajAvyuM che. prAnta ziyALathI mAra khAtA ApaNA siMhane gADI anAdi karma, anAdikarma saMyAga, ane anAdi bhava e anAdriyanI tripuTInA nAza karI AtmakalyANa sAdhavA upadeza karyo che. 12 khAramA vyAkhyAnamAM 'mAnava dehanI mahattA' viSe jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che. jo ke devapaNuM e kASTha apekSAe manuSyapaNA karatAM caDhIyAtuM gaNavAmAM Avela che, paNa te tA kevaLa saiAtika draSTieja; AdhyAtmika draSTine lakSamAM rAkhIne A bannenuM nirIkSaNa karavAmAM Ave te nirvivAdapaNe manuSyapaNuMja sarvottama gaNAya, e kathananI puSTimAM nAnA prakAranI ApaNA dIlamAM saheje utarI zake evI dalIaA raju karI che, ane keTalIya zubha pravRttie AdarI hoya ane keTaluMya tapa karyuM hoya tyAre manuSyapaNu prApta thAya che ema bahu suMdara rIte puravAra karyuM che. sAthe sAthe e paNa sArI rIte ThasAvyuM che ke keTalAA mAne che tema (1) Izvara kartA tarIke mAnavAnI vAta, (ra) temaja paraspara badalAnA siddhAMta eTale ke ApaNe eka jIvane A bhavamAM herAna karIe teA bIjA gamete bhavamAM eja jIva ApaNe ene je duHkha ApyuM hoya tenA khale le-e kASTha prakAre mAnya rAkhI zakAya tevAM nathI, paNa kharo siddhAMta teA eja hAI zake ke jIva jevA pariNAmathI jevA prakAranA karmAnA AMdha kare che te baMdhanAja kAraNe e AgaLa upara enu phaLa meLavI le che. ka karmonA svabhAveja thAya che ane phaLa paNa karmanA svabhAveja thAya che. jo ke karmathI janma ane janmathI karma Ama janmakarmanI paraparA khIja ane aMkuranI paraMparA jevI cAlyA kare che ane ghauMnA bIjathI jema ghauMnAja asUra nIkaLe; chatAM paNa kheDutanA hAthamAM e tAkAta che, evu jyAre peAtAnA manamAM Ave chetyAre e bIjane khALIne khAkha karI nAMkhe che ane aMkura utpanna karavAnI tamAma zaktinA nAza karI zake che, teja pramANe AtmApaNu jyAre pAkA nizcaya karIne udyama kare che tyAre e paNa janma karmanA sadaMtara nAza karI zake che ane Ama nAza karIne anAdithI cAlI AvatI janma karmanI paraMparAne tADI nAMkhe che. A siddhAMta tarapha ApaNuM lakSa kheMcI manuSyapaNuM prApta karyuM che te tenuM sArthaka karavA mATe ApaNuM kharUM sAdhya saMsAra bhramaNanA nAza karavAnuM che te kharAbara dhyAnamAM rAkhI, dharmanuM ArAdhana karatAM dhana dhAnya, vaibhava vilAsa, RddhisamRddhi jevI sAMsArika vastuo AvI maLe teA tene dharmanuM AnuSaMgika kULa gaNI. khetaramAM puravAmAM AvatA khAtaranI mAphaka dharmanI vadhu prAptimAMja tenA upacAga karavAnI dRSTi rAkhavI zekhae e bhArapUrvaka darzAvyuM che, A sAdhyane prApta karavA mATe parama asoMdriya jJAnavAna paramAtmAe saMvara ane nirAnA mArga batAvyA che, te mAge AgaLa cAlavuM jarUranuM che, ane e mArgathI viparIta mAge doravI jAya evA saMskArI na paDe tene mATe pUrepurI kALajI rAkhavI joie. bAlyAvasthAmAM jevA sauMskAro nAkhavAmAM Ave che tevA sakArA AkhAya jIvanaparyaMta cAlu rahe che. tethI susa`skArI bALapaNathI prApta thAya evI kALajI rAkhavAmAM AveteAja mAnava dehanI saphaLatA thaI zake. A vyAkhyAnanA e chevaTanA upadeza che. 13 teramA vyAkhyAnamAM prazasta rAgadveSa viSe ghaNuM suMdara ane AdhadAyaka vivecana karyuM che. prANImAtrane te pAMca varSa jIvatA rahe ke pacAsa varSa vatA rahe ke kreDapUrva sudhI jIvatA rahe, tApaNa tene bhavasAgaranI

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madhuratA eka sarakhIja lAgyA kare che. saMsAra uparanA A prakAranA mehanA nAza karavA mATe kevI rIte vartana karavuM joie te A vyAkhyAnamAM uttama rIte khatAvyuM che, aprazastamAhane prazasta mAhamAM palaTAvavA e paheluM pagathIu che, ane e mAha AgaLa jatAM kSINamehanI dazA AvatAM ApeApa ogaLI jAya che. te mAha TALavAne mATe upadezanI jarUraja nathI. prazastameAha athavA prazastarAgadveSa ne samajavA ane aprazasta kAne samajavA e ghaNA agharA prazna che, paNa A vyAkhyAnamAM te prazna ghaNI suMdara lIlA ane dAkhalAo ApI ApaNe saralatAthI samajI zakIe tema samAvavAmAM Avyo che. tene samAvavAmAM kArUNyabhAvanA, madhyasthabhAvanA, vyayA, bhAvayA, sadguNa ane sadguNI, durguNa ane durguNI vigere upara vivecana karI bhagavAna mahAvIranI saMgama jevA duSTa deva ane gAzALA jevA kRtaghra ziSya uparanI adbhuta dhyAnA, dri mahArAjanA saMgamadeva taraphanA tiraskArayukta vananA, kha'bakAcAryanA pAlaka taraphanA vartananA, ane khIjA aneka dAkhalAo ApI prazastAprazasta rAgadveSanA viSaya ghaNeAja sarala rIte samAkhyA che, 14 cAmA vyAkhyAnamAM AdhunikakALamAM samAjamAM paDelA e pakSa khAkhata vicAra karavAmAM ALye che, ane e vyAkhyAnane zAsana ane sudhAraka pakSanI tulanA' evuM mathALu' ApyuM che. sudhArakapakSanI murAda deva, gurU, dharmane tADI pADavAnI, ane te pAra pADavA mATe sAthI pahelA dharmanI thatI kriyAe teADI pADavAnI che ema jaNAvavAnAM AveluM che. A murAda pAra pADavA mATe leAkeAnA kAnamAM viSa reDIne athavA dharmakriyAnI viruddhamAM puSkaLa zoccAra karIne te dvArA leAkAne bhamAvIne temane parAMgamukha banAvI devAnI A virodhI pakSavALAnI sakhata dhAraNA hatI ema paNa jaNAvavAmAM AveluM che sudhArAnA AmaneAtha sAme zAsanapremIee pracaMDa virodha uThAvyeA hatA ane te eTalA dheA samartha nivaDyo hatA ke tenA cAge karIne sAdhusaMsthA tUTavAnI tA khAjue rahI paNa ulaTI sAdhusaMsthAmAM abhiddhija thavA pAmI hatI, ane upadhAna vigere dhArmika kriyAonI paNa suMdara abhivruddhija thaI hatI, ane sthaLe sthaLe dIkSA, oLI, upadhAna, ujamAM, pASatra, ane evI bIjI kriyAo jhapATAbaMdha vadhI gai hatI, ane A rIte zAsanapakSe zAsanasarakSaNanuM kArya bahu uttama rIte mAnyuM hatuM ema paNa jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che. A mujaba eka khIjAnI kAryavAhInI tulanA karI zAsanavadhIe paNa jenAmAMthIja pAkyA che e khAmata para ApaNuM dhyAna kheMcI jenAmAMthI AvA vicAravALA kema pAkI zakyA te upara khukha vicAraNA calAvI che; ane chevaTe nagna satya jaNAvI dIdhuM che ke ApaNA bALakAmAM ApaNe joItA saMskAra nathI pADyA teneja aMge AjanA sudhArA nipajyA che ane Ama na thAya eTalA mATe pratyeka jaina AALakamAM vajra jevA saskAra pADI de ke AtmA, mana, ane meM e traNe anAdinA che. 15 paMdaramA vyAkhyAnane karma sagrAma" nAma ApavAmAM AvyuM che. A vyAkhyAnamAM ceAthe, chaThe ane terame guNasthAnake vartatA vAnI mananI sthiti kevI hoya, kayA kAryAM karavAmAM tenI tallInatA hoya e vagere bAbatene draSTAMtA sahita vivecana karI suMdara ullekha karavAmAM Avyo che, ane TuMkamAM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke cothA guNasthAnakanI prApti tyAreja che ke jyAre AtmAne pote karma saMgrAmamAM na utarI zakavA

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mATe pracaMDa kheda thAya che ane AtmAnI IcchA evI thAya che ke A zarIra Adine yavahAra kayAre tya ane eka mAtra mokSanI ArAdhanA karavA mAMDuM! jyAre karma saMgrAma kharekhara zarU thAya che eTale ke lekika bhAMjagaDono aMta Ave che ane samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa, vinaya, samAdhi A saghaLI bhAMjagaDamAM mana rAta divasa cAlu thAya che tyAre chaThuM ane te uparanA guNasthAnake hoya che, ane jyAre karma upara vijaya meLavI AtmA mokSanuM sATuM karI le che ane nirvikalpa dazAmAM pahoMce che tyAre tene teramuM guNasthAnaka prApta thAya che. A badhI bAbato upara ghaNo sAro prakAza pADavAmAM AvyA che. 16 soLamAM yAkhyAnamAM "samyakatva ane tenI AvazyaktA" upara vivecana karavAmAM AveluM che. samyakatvanA (1) dravya samyakatva athavA vyavahAra samyakatva, ane (2) nizcaya samyakatva evA be prakAra samajAvI kevalI ane chAsthanI sthitinuM svarUpa ane temanA adhikAra aneka tarehanA draSTAMto ApI ApaNane jaNAvavAmAM AvelAM che, temaja avirati, dezavirati, ane sarvaviratinI pharaja zuM che te paNa samAvavAmAM AvyuM che. sAthe sAthe aneka upayogI viSayo - jevA ke (1) svAdhIna dharma ane parAdhIna dharma, (2) tIrthakarone pUjya kema mAnavA, (3) kevalIo tIrthaMkaronI satkAra sevA karatA nathI chatAM ApaNe tIrthakarone pUjya kema mAnavA, (4) jaina sAdhue pote bhagavAnanA pratibiMbonI pUjA karatA nathI to teo zrAvakone zA mATe pratimApUjAne upadeza Ape che, (5) vItarAga bhagavAna pote "namo arihaMtA" ema kahetA nathI chatAM teoe ApaNane tene upadeza kema Ao, (6) tIrthakara bhagavAna ane kevalI mahArAjAoe bhale karyuM hoya ke na karyuM hoya to paNa temaNe ApaNe mATe je karavA cogya jANIne ApaNane karavAnuM pharamAvyuM che te saghaLuM ApaNe karavuMja cogya che, ane teoe je kAMI karyuM che te ApaNe cogya avasthAe anukaraNIya to jarUra mAnavAnuM che, pachI te vastune ApaNe na AdarI zakIe to e ApaNI zakitanI khAmI che, (7) sAcuM zrAvakapaNuM kaI jagAe che, (8) devapUjAnuM prayojana ane tenI anivArya jarUra-A viSayo upara ghaNuM bedhaka vivecana karI mukhya viSayane atyaMta puSTa karyo che. - 17 sattaramA vyAkhyAnamAM "yAdvAdanA mama" saMbaMdhI vivecana karyuM che. padArthamAtranI trividhAtmatA -utpatti, nAza ane dhruvapaNuM samajAvI bhedabheda rUpI syAdvAda bahu saralatAthI ApaNA magajamAM utAravA prayatna karyo che. A viSayanI carcA karatAM sAmAnya draSTie ApaNe mAnavA mATe sakecAie ke zaMkA karIe evI aneka bAbato upara prakAza nAMkhI, judA judA siddhAMtanA vacano ghaNI yukti prayuktithI A5NA dIlamAM. ThasAvavAmAM AvelAM che. 1() sarvarUpaNuM te kahevAya che ke saghaLA padArtho ne yathAvidha jANavA. samyakatvamAM paNa eja rithati che. je sarva padArthone jANe che tene ja samyakatvanI prApti thayelI che ema kahI zakAya che. (3) vaLI ema paNa kahyuM che ke "sarvajJatAnI prApti pahelAM ja samyakatvanI prApti thavI joIe" A baMne bAbata zI rIte banI zake? (2) zrImAna bhadrabAhu svAmIe kahyuM che ke "vyA mamata" te kevI rIte saMbhave? zrIAcAraMga sUtramAM jaNAvyuM che ke "je gii kALajuM te sabsa nALa kalve nA? te gri nA" e sUtra samyakatvane aMge kevI rIte lagADI zakAya ? (4) traNa guNo-utpAda, vyaya ane dhruvapaNuM e padArtha mAtramAM kabUla rAkhavAmAM Ave to jIvanI utpatti hoya to jIva anAdi kema saMbhave? (5) eka paNa pada ekapaNuM

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17 sesaM akSara athavA eka paNa sUtra avaLuM levAyuM eTale ke tene avaLe artha thaye te atha karanAranA samyakatvamAM zUnya che. "mavAM ja vi jo na roei 'sutani'i royaMto 'vihu micchaddiGi namAhizva" A mAnyatA kevI rIte sAbIta karI zakAya? (6) udhamAM mANasa pratyakSa rIte ka karatA nathI, teA pachI karmanA baMdha ene zA mATe lAge che, temaja ekendriya jIvA pApa punya karavA jatA nathI, chatAM temane paNa karmanA baMdha kema lAge che? (7) karma baMdha kayAre aTakaze? AvA AvA kharekhara samajavA lAyaka pranA upasthita karI tenuM saMtASakAraka samAdhAna karavAmAM AveluM che. 18 arADhamA vyAkhyAnamAM "manuSya bhavanI mahattA" samajAvI che. manuSya bhava kevI muzkelIthI ane ketrA bhAgyane pariNAme maLe che te bahu jhINavaTathI samajAvyuM che, ane tenA durlabha manuSya bhava pAmIne te veDaphaI na jAya teTalA mATe jyAM sudhI pUrve jJAnanI caiAtinA prakAza na thAya tyAM sudhI jainazAsananA sthApita kAyadAone mAna ApavAnI keTalI badhI AvazyakatA che,te ahu suMdara lIleAthI ApaNA dIlamAM ThasAvavAmAM AvyuM che. e kAyAe kAre mukI pAtAnA aMtaHkaraNane athavA teA AtmAnA avAjane anusaravAnuM kahenArA keTalI mATI bhUla kare che ane keTalA badhA unmArge dorAI jAya che, te atAvI * purUSa pramANu tA tenuM vacana paNa pramANa" e siddhAMta keTalA suMdara ane mAnya karavA lAyaka che e aneka rIte sAbIta karavAmAM AvyuM che. ane mAkSanA pravAsa karavAmAM adbhuta sahAya karanArA sAdhanA kharAbara dhyAnamAM rAkhI tenA yathArtha upayAga karI manuSya bhavanA vAstavika lAbha uThAvavA kaTIbaddha thavA bhalAmaNa karavAmAM AvI che. 19 aneka prasaMge vyAkhyAnAmAM kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke jvAtmA anAdinA che, bhavasa cAga anAdinA che ane e karma saMcAga paNa aAdinA che." A traNa tattvA mA bApe pAtAnA bALakane gaLathuthImAM AApavAnI khAsa jarUra che. eja mAmata ogaNIzamAM vyAkhyAnamAM traNa tattvonI gaLathuthI" e mathALA nIce bahu suMdara rIte carcelI che. A gaLathuthInA prabhAvathI AtmAmAM eka jAtanuM alaikikabaLa Ave che te aneka yuktithI ane dRSTAMtAthI samajAvyuM che, ane bhArapUrvaka jaNAvI dIdhuM che ke pratyeka jaina mAtA pitAnI karaja che ke temaNe peAtAnA khALakAne upara jaNAvelA traNa saMskAro ApavAja joie. 20 vIsamA vyAkhyAnamAM A saMsAra keTalA badhA bhayaMkara che ane tenA pAra pAmavA mATe keTalI badhI sAvacetI rAkhavAnI jarUra che te viSe jaNAvAvamAM AvyuM che. sasArane parvatanI upamA ApI A vyAkhyAnanuM nAma "bhayaMkara bhavabhUSara" rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. dharmArthIee peAtAnA karmanA kSaya karavA mATe A bhayAnaka bhava zuM che, enuM svarUpa kevuM che enI bhayaMkaratA kevI che, e bhavarUpI parvatanuM ullaghana kAM thaI zake che, te samarce AtmAnI zI sthiti hovI joIe, kayA kayA kAryAMthI te virakta heAya ane kayA kayA kAryoMmAM yukta hoya e saghaLu bhaNavAnI, ane te jANIne vicAra karavAnI khAsa jarUra che, ane tema kare tAja pAtAnuM dhAreluM sthAna te meLavI zake che. A badhI khAkhatA upara khUba risika vivecana karI, AtmAnA mahAna zatrue kathA kayA che ane te AtmAne kevI rIte jALamAM sAve che ane temAMthI chuTavAne zuM upAcA levA joe te tara ApaNuM lakSya kheMcI ApaNane hitakArI sIdhA mArga khattAvI dIdhA che,

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- ra1 ekavIsamA vyAkhyAnamAM zrAvakanA ra5 guNo paikI "vRddhAnusArItva" guNa viSe kahevAmAM AvyuM che ane e guNane vAstavika artha ane tenI upayogItA samajAmAM che. te samajAvavAmAM bIjI aneka bAbatane ApaNane bodha ApavAmAM AvyuM che. (1) mokSAbhilASI AtmAoe mukhyatayA zuM vicAravAnI jarUra che, (2) batrIza Thokara khAya te batrIsa lakSaNo thAya e kahevatane marma zuM, (3) jJAnamUlaka ane ajJAnamUlaka saMkalpavika5rahitapaNane taphAvata. (4) kevalajJAnI mahArAjAe paMcendriyanI sthiti darzAvatA utkRSTa, "sAta ATha" bhava rahe ane zarIrane aMge bethI nava dhanuSya heya ema kaheluM che te zA abhiprAyathI, teo jo sarvajJa hatA te AvuM anizcita uccAraNa kema kare, (5) utkRSTa sthAna ane jadhanyasthAna te zuM, (6) karmamAM baLAtkAra karavAnI zakti nathI chatAMpaNa jIva tene vaza kevI rIte thaI jAya che, (7) nirlepana kALa te zuMA ane AvI bIjI bAbata upara ThIka samaja ApavAmAM AvelI che. rara bAvIsamA vyAkhyAnamAM na daSTie saMsI yAne vicAravAne kaNa ane asaMsI yAne vicAra anya koNa te saMbaMdhamAM ghaNuM badhAyaka vivecana karavAmAM AvyuM che. aneka yukiva prayukitathI satiSakAraka rIte puravAra karI batAvyuM che ke pitAnA bhUta ane bhaviSya sahita vartamAna jIvanane je vicAra kare che teja kharekhara rIte saMsI yAne vicAravA kahevAya, ane je ema karato nathI te asaMsI cAne vicAra thI che. A bhava sAro to badhuM ja sAruM ane A bhava kharAba to badhuMja kharAba. ema mAnIne vartamAna IdagIne ja mahatva ApanArane lokasaMjJA levAnuM zAsakAro jaNAve che. ane tevA vicAramAMja nAstikatAnI jai rahelI che, ane tethI ja mokSanA athae potAnA Atma kalyANane mATe potAnI bhUta, vartamAna, ane bhaviSyanI jIMdagIne avazya khyAla kare ghaTe che e ApaNA dIla para ThasAvavAmAM AvyuM che. A viSaya paratve carcA karatAM aneka AnuSaMgika bAbatonI carcA karavAmAM AvI che. trevIsamA vyAkhyAnamAM na zAsanusAre vicAravALA keNa kahevAya te viSe vizeSa ajavALuM nAMkhavAmAM AvyuM che. jemane AtmA, bhava, ane karma saMbaMdhI vicAra AvyA hoya, je te vicAronuM kaLa levAne taiyAra hoya, ane jeonI tevA prakAranI yathAzakti pravRtti hoya tene ja jainazAsana vicAravALAnI kaTimAM gaNe che, paraMtu AhAra ane zarIrane mATe vicAre ane yatna karanArAone A zAsana vicArazIla mAnatuM nathI, ema pratipAdana karI, jIvano sagAsaMbaMdhIo ane bIjI vastuo sAthe kevA prakArano saMbaMdha che temaja potAnA zarIra sAthe kevA prakArano saMbaMdha che te jaNAvI e saMbaMdhathI chuTA thavAnuM keTaluM hitakara che te ApaNane aneka dAkhalA dalIlathI sacoTa rIte samajAvyuM che. Akhare zarIrane eka meInTasToka kaMpanInuM rUpaka ApI, AtmA te kaMpanIne ejanTa che, ane sagA saMbaMdhIo tenA zera hoize che evuM jaNAvI A kaMpanI vadhAre vakhata cAlu rahe to ejanTanI zI dazA thAya ane bhaviSyamAM kevAM duHkhe tene sahana karavA paDe e viSaya para atyaMta vairAgya janaka upadeza ApavAmAM AvyA che. 24 grevIsamA nAkhyAnamAM rAmadaSTie vicAravALA athavA sArI kANa ane vicArahIna athavA

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saMsI ke te pharIthI bIjI rIte samajAvavAmAM AvyuM che. tema karavAmAM AdArika zarIra kevI rIte chatra banAve che, nigAbhAM anaMtA cho kevI rIte ghaTI zake che, kaMdamULa Adi anaMtakAyanA jInuM svarUpa, jagatanuM anAdiva, AtmatatvanuM anAhitya, upaniSado, brAsavo, smRtio ane purANanI jagata ane Atmatatva viSenI mAnyatA e vigere viSayonuM vivecana karI jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke AhAra, indriya, tathA inienA viSayeja jeo vicAra kare che, jeo bhUta bhaviSya ane vartamAna kALane saMsArane aMgeja vicAra kare che, teo sALA zAsakAronI daSTie vicArazIla nathI ja, zAsakAronuM dhyeya saMsArane poSavAmAM raheluMja nathI, teonuM dhyeya to bhava sudhAraNA ane pariNAme moNa eja che, eTale temanI daSTie bhavone aMge bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAnakALane viSe je cha vicAra kare che teo mAtra vicArazIla che. A kathananI praSTimAM eka zeTha tathA heDIvALAnuM asarakAraka daSTAMta bahu khubI bhareluM ApyuM che. chevaTamAM upadeza Ape che ke A mahAbhayAnaka bhavasAgaramAM ApaNe paDelA chIe temAMthI taravA mATenA vicAro ja kharI rIte pagI che, ane tenA aMge je vicAravALA che teo ja zAma draSTie vicArazIla che, mATe e prakAranI vicArazIlatA prApta karavA sArU mAbApe potAnA bALakane (1) A bhayAnaka bhava anAdina che, (2) javAmaNa paNa anAdinuM che, ane (3) karma saMcAga paNa anAdi che e traNa vastune gaLathuthImAM ApavAnI jAra che. e gaLathuthIne pratApe te bALaka jene zAsananI draSTie vicArazIla banI zake che. uparanA vivecanathI vAMcanAranI khAtrI thaze ke A bAkhyAne bahu hapUrvaka vAMcavA jevAM che ane tama karavAmAM Ave to paNa lAbha malI zake. A prastAvanA vAMcI vAMcaka vargane A prakAranI bhAvanA thAya te prastAvanA lakhavA prayAsa keTaleka daraje sALa mAnI zakAya. A vyAkhyAna hAzapUrvaka vaMcAva ane temAM apAyelA bApa grahaNa thAya ane vartanamAM mukAya evI zubha IcchA rAkhI viramuM chuM. paLanI pALa surata suracaMda paramArA bApA

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AgamoddhAraka AgamavAcanAdAtA AcAryadeva zrI 1008 zrImad sAgarAnanda-sUrIzvarajI mahArAja, jeonA amUlya vyAkhyAnono saMgraha ane prasiddha karavAmAM Ave che. ni, sA. presa.

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( kamabaMdhana. (1) prAptaH SaSThaM guNasthAnaM, bhavadurgAdrilaMghanaM / lokasaMjJArato na syAt, munirlokottarasthiti // 2 // maraNano bhaya. zAstrakAra mahArAja bhagavAna nyAyAcArya zrImadyazovijayajI upAdhyAya mahArAja bhavya jenA kalyANa mATe dharmopadeza karatA thakA AgaLa sUcavI gayA che ke saMsAramAM A jIva anAdikALathIja janma, jarA, rega, zoka, ane AdhivyAdhi tathA upAdhionA cakamAM gUMcavAI gayele che. emAMthI mukta thavuM e manuSyane mATe atyaMta kaThIna che. keIpaNa bhava janma maraNanA bhayathI mukta nathI, ane je ke janma te sahune sAro lAge che, paraMtu mRtyune bhaya prANI mAtrane haMmezA mUjhave che. vaLI janmakALe ajJAnAvasthA hoya che, paNa maraNakALe te tenuM pUruM bhAna hoya eTale maraNano bhaya prANI mAtrane haMmezA rahe che. jagatamAM heTAmAM mahaTa bhaya maraNane che. maraNakALe mANasa bIjuM badhuM bhUlI jAya che ane eka mAtra maraNane bhaya tenI AgaLa kAyama rahe che. dAkhalA tarIke kaI zANe mANasa haMmezAM vAta vAtamAM kahete hoya ke "pANImAM bAcakA bharavAthI zuM phAyado ? Ama te kahete hoya che tyAre e jANe che ane mAne che ke pANImAM bAcakA bharavAthI mANasanA hAthamAM kazuM ja AvatuM nathI. Ama chatAM kadi kaI kALe eja zANe mANasa akasmAt pANImAM DUbI jAya te? te te badhI samaja ane badhuM zANapaNa keNa jANe kyAMya adazya thaI jAya ane eja mANasa pANImAM bAcakA bharavA maMDI paDe! pANImAM bAcakA bhare zuM vaLe ? kazuM ja nahIM. ane chatAM maraNane bhaya enI buddhine, enI samajazaktine enA jJAnane gherI de che ane ene kazuM ja sUjhatuM nathI. kAraNa ke maraNanA bhaye enI buddhi bahera mArI gaI ne e bhaye e badhuM bhAna bhUlI gaye. A udAharaNa dhyAnamAM laI vicAra karIzuM te maraNane bhaya e zI vastu che te samajAze maraNane bhaya keIne cheDatuM nathI. ApaNane pitAne paNa e bhaya rAtane divasa kanaDe che. bIjI badhI vastuo enI AgaLa zaiNuM banI jAya che. jagamAM dhananI kiMmata bahu che. dhana prApti mATe mANase pArAvAra zrama kare che, dhana meLavavA mATe aneka viTaMbaNuM sahana kare che, ane chatAM maraNanA bhaya AgaLa e dhananI pazu mANasane kiMmata nathI. pitAne jIva bacAvavAne, maraNa bhaya TALavAne mANasa potAnI anargala dolata jatI karavA taiyAra thAya che.

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AnaMda sudhAsiMdhu, sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. vaLI mANasane pitAnA kuTuMba pratye khuba mamatA hoya che. strI putra AdinI mAyA. tene pUratI nathI. kuTuMbanA-strI putranA sukha sagavaDane mATe te game te karavA taiyAra thAya che. maraNane prasaMga ubhuM thAya che? te te strI putrAdikanI kiMmata tene mana kaMI nathI. maraNane bhaya e sau saMbaMdhIonuM vismaraNa karAve che ane mAtra e bhayaja tene manamAM jIvate jAgate rahe che. A uparathI ApaNe samajAya che ke maraNane bhaya prANI mAtranA jIva sAthe saMkaLAyeluM che, ane bIjI se vastuo karatAM enuM mahatva vadhAre che. sAdI vAta e che ke sarva jIvane aneka prakAranI nAnI moTI icchAo rahe che. jagatamAM IcchA vinAne kaI jIva nathI, paNa e badhI IcchAomAM sithI vadhu agatyanI ane sAthI vadhu priya IcchA te jIvavAnI IcchA che. dareka nAne mATe jIva ke I paNa upAye pitAnuM jIvana TakAvI rAkhavA mATe thAya eTalA badhA prayatna kare che. jIvanano moha. jhINAmAM jhINu jIva jaMtuo joIne kadi ApaNane ema thAya che ke A chone janma maraNane harSa zeka, ke sukha duHkhanI lAgaNI athavA IcchAo nahIM hoya? paraMtu e jhINAmAM jhINA jIvane paNa jIvavAnI icchA hoya che. gaMdakImAM, khAbocIyAmAM, chANamAM, viSTAmAM rahetA che mATe koIne ghaNA upajatI haze, keIkane temanA pratye anukaMpA thatI haze; ApaNane ema lAge ke AvA jIvonA jIvanamAM zo artha che? viSTAmAM ane khALa kUvAmAM rahetAM jInI herAna gatinuM zuM pUchavuM? ane chatAM evA sthaLe vasatA e jI paNa maravAnI IcchA nathI karatA. jIvanane meha e jane paNa che. eka sukha sagavaDa bharyA mahAlayamAM vasato dhanika ke iMdrAsana bhAgavate IMdra jIvavA mATe jevI prabaLa AkAMkSA dharAve che, tevIja utkRSTaIcchA pele viSTAmAM vasate kIDe paNa jIvavA mATe rAkhe che ane Ama A IcchA sarvavyApI che e saMbaMdhamAM kaze apavAda nathI. ane AthI ja jIvavAnI IcchA prANI mAtrane hoya che e siddha thAya che, ane sarva jI jIvavAnI prabaLa IcchA dharAve che e eka sarva sAmAnya niyama thaI gayuM che. nirarthaka AzA jIvavAnI IcchA keTalI prabaLa che te jANyuM, e vAta siddha paNa thaI, paraMtu e kema bane ? zA upAye vaDe jIvana TakAvI rakhAya ? jIdagI kema laMbAvAya? maraNa bhaya kema dUra thAya? Ane uttara e che ke pUrvajanmamAM je prakAranuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya, jevAM karmo karyA hoya te pramANe jIvavAnuM bane che. AyuSyanI maryAdA e pramANe vadhatI ochI thAya che. jIvavAnI IcchA karavI ke rakhavI e te svabhAvika che, paraMtu IcchA ke anicchA rAkhyAthI jIdagI TakAvI zakAtI nathI. evA dAkhalAo che ke jemAM maraNa mATe koziSa karanArAo maryA nathI paraMtu ulTA bacI gayA. kolerAnA upadravamAM phasAyelA keI koI che e bhayaMkara vyAdhimAMthI ugarI gayA che, InphalyuenjhAthI paTakAI paDelA keTalAMya mANase e maraNa pathArImAMthI beThA thayA che, sarpAdikanA bhoga banelA ane pANImAM DubelA evA paNa hajAre jIva bacI gayAnA dAkhalA che, ane A te badhA akasamAta kahevAya paNa

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AnaMdasudhAsiMdhu. ( 3 ) jIMdagIthI kaMTALelA ane maravA mATe tatpara thayelA ane maraNanA mukhamAM janArA--ApaghAtanA prayatno karanArA paNa keTalAya khacI gayA che. A uparathI AmAMthI zuM samajavuM? eTaluja ke jIvavAnI icchA hoya ke na heAya paNa jIvavuM e mANasanA peAtAnA hAthanI vAta nathI, jema maraNu pAmavAnI IcchAvALA jIvanathI kaMTALelA mANusA icchA pramANe marI zakatA nathI. tema dareka jIva maraNakALa paryaMta jIvavAnI IcchA chADatA nathI. jIvanathI kaMTALelA jIvananI IcchAne ane jIvana sAthe kaze! sabaMdha nathI, jIvanathI kaMTALele jIvananI icchA na rAkhe chatAM jIve che; jIvavAnI tRSNArALA jIvavAnI prakhaLa icchA rAkhatA chatAM marI jAya che! teA pachI jIvavAnI icchA karavAnuM prayAjana zuM? evI nirarthaka icchA zA mATe rAkhavI ? je jIvavAnI icchA na heAya teA paNa jIve che, icchA hAya tA paNa jIve che te IcchAne ane jIvanane zaiA samadha ? AyuSya maryAdA: sudhA-mi'du 1 luM. ApameLe dhasI sAra kADhavA ? AyuSya hoya tyAM sudhIja jIvI zakAya che. enAthI vadhAre eka paLa paNa keAI jIvI zakatA nathI, AyuSya lAMbu hoya te maraNanA kAraNA hAvA chatAM te maratA nathI, ane AyuSya pUrU thayu' hAya te game evA mahAn prayatna Adare tAye maraNu dUra ThelI zakAtuM nathI, te mareja che, eTale jIvavu ekAinA hAthamAM nathI. paraMtu e vastu kevaLa pUrvabhavanA karmAMne AdhIna che. pUrvajanmanA karmAnusAra jeTalu AyuSya meLavyuM hoya teTaluM ja A janmamAM chavAya che, ane teTalu' tA kATI upAye paNa jIvavuMja paDe che. dRDha saMkalpathI AtmAnnati thAya, AtmAnnatine aMgenA kAryo siddha thAya, pazu jIvI na zakAya. jIvavAnA ke maravAnA dRDha saMkalpa jIvADI ke mArI zakatA nathI. A uparathI samajavAnuM che te eja ke jIvavuM e mAtra AyuSya karmane Adhina che. A vastunu svarUpa tatva dRSTie kevuM che te jANavA mATe ATaluM vivecana karyuM, paraMtu AnA durUpayoga karanArA paNa jagatamAM ghaNA che. sAcI vastunA anatha karanArAthI duniyA bharelI che. keTalAka sAcI vastu samajatAja nathI, keTalAka samajavA chatAM te svIkAratA nathI ne uMdhI mAjI taraphaja dRSTi kare che. e pramANe kAi kaheze ke AyuSya pramANe jIve che, jIvanadorI tuTayA vinA kAi maratu nathI teA pachI dharmAMdha ane zAstrAne zuM karavA che ? AyuSya khuTayA vinA keAI maratuM nathI e kharU' A sIdhI ane sAdI vAta che. paNa vAMkI draSTie jue te ? mAjaTha sIdhA hoya paNu khuNA parathI draSTi kare teA vAMkeja lAge ne ? sIdhI lITImAM lakhe paNa kAgaLa vAMke rAkhe te ? e mujaba tatvaSTinI vAta keTalAne vAMkI lAge che. vAMkI eTale kevI rItanI vAMkI ? mukhya muddAja khagADI nAMkhyA. mULa tattvanAja ana karyAM ane te khukha yutithI, evI yukitathI ke sAmAnya budhdhi tA e bhramaNAmAM gothAM khAyAja kare. udhI dRSTi e Ama banyuM. ahiMsA ane dayA e be cIjanA jagatamAMthI lepa thayA kAraNa ke sAcI vastune uMdhI rIte joI. Rsi'sA karanAra du'sA kare che kAraNa ke jenI hiMsA thAya che tenuM AyuSya pUrU thayuM hoya che, tenA maraNu kALa

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AnaMda--sudhAsi Mdhu. sudhAiMdu 1 3. samipa Ave che tyAreja hiMsA karanAra tenI hiMsA kare che. jo AyuSya pUrU' na thayuM hAya tA hiMsA kevI rIte thAya ? AyuSya pUrU thayA vinA hiMsA thaI zake kharI ? dhAre ke eka kIDIne keAIe mArI, kIDI marI gai. zAthI marI gai ? enuM AyuSya pUrUM thayuM tethI, hamaNAMja kahyuMne ke AyuSya pUrU' thayuM hAya te koI jIvatu nathI, AyuSya khAkI hAya tA kAI maratuM nathI, teA pachI A kIDI vagere je maryA, jemane koie mAryA e AyuSya pUrU thavAne lIdhe maryA ke AyuSya khAkI hatu ne maryA? e te siddha che ke AyuSya chatAM te kAI mareja nahIM jaina zAstramAM bIjAM karmo mATe kaThaNa niyama che. te ahIM paNa bhagavAya. gati jAti sA ahIM paNa bhegavAya ane khIjA janmamAM paNa bhAgavAya. kaThaNa eTalA uparathI ke A karyuM A bhavamAM pUrA karavA joIe evA niyama nathI e bIjA trIjA bhave cha. keADA kADa enI aMdara bhAgavAya, eTale ema samajavAnu ke eka AyuSya karmanI cAra prakRti sivAya khAkInI 154 prakRti kevI che, e prakRti DAghalA jevI che. e * khIcaDInI raseAi nathI, e tA bhAthAnI rasoi che. bhAthAmAMthI khavAya teTalu khAvAnuM ne bAkI vadhyuM te bIjA divasa mATe kAma Ave che. paNa khIcaDI ke bhAta dALa hoya te tene teja dahADe pUrAM karavAM paDe che. lADavA vagere vastu bIjA trIjA divase paNa kAmamAM Ave che. tyAre 154 prakRti mAla malidA jevI athavA bhAthAnA dAkhaDA jevI che. paNa 4 gatinA AyuSya e te bhAta dALa khIcaDI jevAM che. tene te vakhate enI vyavasthA karavI paDe. AyuSya bAkI rahe ane marI jAya ema sa'bhave ? na saMbhave AyuSya pUrNa thatAMja mare che. paNa jo temaja mare che; apUrNa AyuSyavALA jIva maratAja nathI te pachI mAranArA mAre che. e zuM? e jIvane bIjAe mAryA te zI rIte kahI zakAya? mAranAre mAryo te tyAre gaNAya ke jyAre keAI jIvanuM AyuSya apUrNAM hAya chatAM, te kAIthI marAyA haiAya. A kema siddha thAya ? mAratuM nathI ! ane mAratuM nathI teA mAravAnuM baMdha karavAnuM kayAM rahyuM ? tenI badhI zI rIte karavI ?-A udhA praznA che. tyAre zuM koi koine je vastu muLamAM nathI virati ane avirati keNu ? deza virati kAne kahI zakAya ? parastrI gamananA paccakhANuvALAe vAMjhaNInI chekarInA tyAga karyAM ? ema sa` cIjanA tyAga karanAre AkAza puSpanA tyAga karyAM? AvA tyAga kare te ? AvA tyAga sabhave che ? kAraNa ke vadhyAne che|karI hAya nahIM. ane AkAzanu pula hAya nahIM; je vastu muLamAMja nathI tene tyAga kayAMthI saMbhave ? eTale A vastuone tyAga hAtA nathI, tethI keAI mAtra evI virati karI le, teA tene deza virati kahI zakAya nahIM. 1-2-3-4-5 5'cendriya jIvane kreADIne 6-7-8 iMdriyavALA jIvane mAravAnA nahIM ema keAI kahe te ? eTale ema ke paMcendriya jIvavALAne mArI zakAya ne 6-7-8 iMdriyavALAne mArI na zakAya ema kAI kahetA tenI dezivaratimAM gaNanA thaI zake? te hiMsAthI vimukha thayA ema kahI zakAya ke nahIM ? avazya nahIMja. kevaLa asa'vita. eja rIte koi jUThAne age tyAga kare ke paraleAkanI vastunuM jUThuM khelavuM nahIM, to tene dezivarati kahI zakAya ? jemAM DhuMsA, jUThANu, cArI vagerenA saMbhavaja na hoya

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anada-sudhAsi'dhu. '5 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 3. evI vastuonA tyAga e tyAga gaNI zakAya nahIM. tema hiMsA savita nathI mATe tene tyAga gaNavAja na joIe. AyuSya chatAM hiMsA thAya nahIM, ane AyuSya pUrUM thayA pachI kAi jIvatA rahe nahIM teA pachI hiMsA e vastu kayAM rahI ? paNa tyAre ahiMsA eTale zu? keTalAke ahiMsA atha DhuMsA na karavI te ahi'sA' ema kare che; paNa zAstrakAra tene ahiMsA kahetA nathI. zAstrakAra tA rhiMsAnA paccakkhANu karAya tenu nAma ahiMsA kahe che. paccakkhANu na karAya te hiMsA na karatA hoya tepaNa tene ahiMsA nathI, tethI madhana sthAnaka gaNAvatAM avirati kAraNu gaNAvyu che. ane karma AvavAnuM kAraNa zuM? AvavAnuM kAraNa avirati kama* zakAya kyAre? virati karavAthI. je mAtra hiMsA na karavAthI karmI rokAI jAya te avirati kanu kAraNa che. kei jaina e rIte rahe ? nahija rahe ? te karmabaMdhanu kAraNa avirati kahe, tyAre ahiMMsA kAnu' nAma hiMsAthI virati karavI, paNa avirati ka 'dha kema karAve ? virati karavA mAtrathI karmo kema rokAya te khIjIkeI vakhata vicArI zuM. have AmAM ghaNAne ema lAgavAnA saMbhava che ke A tA pharajiyAta kAyado che. koI kaheze ke AvA khaLAtkAra zA mATe? jora julamathI virati karAvA che ? vaLI tee ema paNu kaheze ke "tamA kahe che ke amArA kahyA mujaba, viti nahI' kare te karmAMbadhanathI jakaDAvAnA che. ane temaja macavAnA che jeo virati kare che" temane lAge che ke ADakatarI rIte leAkeAne hAthamAM levAnA, temanA para kAyadA nAkhavAnA A prayoga che. dAkhalA tarike vacalA gALAmAM musalamAneAe pharajIyAta musalamAna thavAnu te na kahyuM, paNa musalamAna na thAya teNe ATalA veza ApavA evuM pharamAna kADhayu'' nA aze ? AmAM ane pharajIyAta musalamAna thavAnA kAyadAmAM kaI bahu phera nahAtA. tema tame pharajIyAta viti nathI nAkhI, paNa musalamAna na thAya teNe jajIyA veza ApavAnA hatA, tema virati na kare tene aviratinA khADu khatAvI e rIte pharajiyAta virati karAvavA mathA che. A rIte tame kaheA che ke amArA kahyA mujaba je virati nahI kare te karmanA phrAMsAmAM sapaDAze ne jee amArA kahyA pramANe virati karaze te kama thI bacI jaze; aviratinuM karma mAnavuM ne musalamAna khAdazAhanA jayA veza mAnavA e banne sarakhAM che. Ama upara kahyuM te pramANe arthanA anartha karanArA ane sIdhI vastune udhI dRSTie jonArA ghaNA leAkeA hAya che. satya vastu samajAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI Amaja thAya, jema jagalanI bhIlaDIne gharamAra viSe vAteA karIe ne e gharamAra sApruph rAkhavAnA upadeza karIe te ene samajAya nahIM, ane samajAya nahIM tethI e ayukata upadeza tene nika lAge, tema viratI ane avirati viSe paNa jJAnapUrvaka samajaNu Ave nahIM tyAM sudhI emaja lAge. viratithI ka` zakAya ane atithI kakha dhana Ave che. A vastu AtmAnA svabhAvane na samaje tene chajIyAverA jevI bhaya'karaja lAge. paNa AtmAnA svabhAva samaja nArane AmAM, kaI navAI jevuM nahIM lAge

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhA biMdu 1 luM. AtmAne svabhAva. tyAre AtmAne svabhAva ? AtmAne svabhAva eTale zuM? hiMsA vageremAM pravRtta rahevuM te AtmAne svabhAva, ke hiMsAthI vimukta rahevuM te AtmAne svabhAva Ane mATe uDe vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. dhyAna pUrvaka vicAra karatAM samajAze ke jeTalI virati teTale manuSyanA AtmAne svabhAva khIle che ema samajavuM. jeTalI jeTalI avirati eTale manuSyanA AtmAne mULa svabhAva dekhAya ema mAnavuM. have ahIM keI evI zaMkA uThAve ke je bAbatane keIe kadi vicAra, vANI ke pravRttithI jANI ke AdarI na hoya tenA karma tene zI rIte lAge? vaLI kaI kaheze ke eka cIja amerikAmAM thaI. e cIjane ame oLakhatA nathI, enA viSe kaMI jANatA nathI, enA viSe kaMI bolatA nathI, e saMbaMdhI kaMI vicAra paNa karatA nathI te pachI enAM karma amane kema lAge? mana, vacana ane kAyA e paNa karmabaMdhanA kAraNe che, paNa je viSayamAM amAruM mana, vacana ke kAyA kazuM ja nathI, evA viSayanuM karmabaMdhana amane zI rIte lAge ? je vastune ame jANatA nathI. jene viSe ame belatA nathI, jene aMge ame kaI prakAranI pravRtti karatA nathI, evI vastu amane karma baMdhAvI de e zI rIte mAnI zakAya ? kadAca AvuM kahenArAnuM mAnavA taiyAra thaIe te mana, vacana kAyA mAtrathI paccakakhANa karAya te nakAmA thAya. regane upAya, A prazna karanArane kahIe ke bhAI jarA magaja sthira rAkhIne zAMtithI vastune samajavA prayatna kare. sahejamAM na samajAya te magajane vadhAre kase, tame pUche che ke je bAbatamAM amArAM mana, vacana ke kAyA pravRta nathI te bAbatathI amane karmanAM baMdhana kema lAge ? A praznano uttara e che ke e baMdhana aviratine lIdhe lAge che. paNa e avirati zAne lIdhe prApta thAya che e joIe. AtmAne zaDha svabhAva viratimaya che. virati echI teTale AtmAne vikAra che e vikAra manuSyane zatru che. eka vakhata vikAra thaye, pachI te tarapha dhyAna na hoya te paNa dahADe dahADe te vikAra puSTa thatuM jAya che. zarIranA kai bhAga upara rasoLI thaI hoya te e raseLI vadhAravAnA prayatna tame kare che ? A rasoLI ke gumaDa vadhAravA mATe, mana vacana ke kAyAthI tame kazuM ja kArya karatA nathI ane chatAM e vadhyA ja kare che. tame je kherAka le temAMthI e raLI paNa pitAne hisso laI le che. pAkayuM hoya te rasI, masa thayela hoya te te, paNa te badhA vikAre mana, vacana ke kAyAnI madada vagara pite pitAne joItA hissA pitAnI jAte ja laI le che. e ja pramANe AtmArUpI pAtramAM AvatAM karmo temAM tamArAM mana, vacana ke kAyAthI kaze saMbaMdha na hoya, tepaNuM, avirati paNane vikAra poteja bIjA karmo laIne aviratipaNAne puSTa kare che. jema zarIramAM thayela vikAra tamArA mana, vacana ke kAyAnI pratyakSa madada vinA puSTa thatuM jAya che, tema ahIM AtmAmAM paNa avirati rUpI vikAra thayuM che ane e vikArane, jema rasoLI ke mase thayo hoya ne tene kApI nAkhIe te tyAM vikAra vRddhi na thatAM jema roga samI jAya che tema A AtmAnA vikArane paNa ApaNe naSTa karIe ne na thate vikAra aTakAvIe teja vikAra vadhatuM aTake. avirati rUpa raseLIne athavA masAne kApI nAkhe ane tyAM anAgatanA paccakakhANarUpa tejAba lagADe teja e vikAra aTake.

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( 7 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 3. have mULa vAta para AvIe. ahiMsA eTale zuM ? ahiMsA kAne kahevAya ? AnA uttara e ke hiMsAnAM paccakhANa tenuM ja nAma ahiMsA, jo hi MsAnA paccakhANunu N nAma virati na rAkhIe, ane hiMsA na karavI teneja dhama gaNIe tA adhama ratI puraja raheze ne dharma dariyA jevaDA thAya. jo kasAI rAjanA 100 jAnavara mAre te, e amuka varSe traNa karoDa ne sATha lAkha jAnavara tenA hAthe mAryAM jaze ane jagatamAM jIvAnI sa MkhyA keTalI ? enI gaNatrI karI zakAya nahIM ! kAraNa ke jagatamAM asa`khya javA hastI dharAve che. kasAie traNa karoDa mAryAM, ene traNa karoDa sATha lAkhanI hiMsA lAgI paNa je jIvAne nahi mAryA tevA asaMkhya jIvAnI ahiMsA thaI tenuM zuM? peAtAnI jIMdagImAM rAjanA 100 mAre te traNa karADa ne sATha lAkhanI hiMsA thaI paNa khAkInAnI ahiMsA thaI ne ? A nyAye dharma dariyA jevaDA thayA ane adhama ratI jeTalA gaNAyA. paNa A vAta sAcI che?hiM'sa na karavI tene ahiMsA mAnI dha gaNIe te dareka jIvanuM dharmanuM pramANa bahu vadhI jAya. jeTalA maryA teTalAnuM pApa, na maryA teTalAnA dharma A rIte vadhAre zuM thAya dharma ke adhama ? dharmAMja vadhAre thAya jo ahiMsAnA artha eveAja karIe te dareka jIvane nAme dariyA jeTalA dharma caDhe ane ratI jeTalA adharma caDhe, paNa AvuM nathI, tyAre ahiMsA kaI cIja ? pharI kahuM chuM ke Rsi'sAnA pacakhANu tenuM nAma ahiMsA ane tenuM nAmaja dharma, vArU paNa hiMsAnA pacakhANa kayAre bane ? hiMsA thAya tyAre kharUne ? paNa AgaLa ApaNe ema paNa joi gayA ke hiM'sA te banatIja nathI, mANusanu maraNa ke jIvana phAinA hAthamAM nathI, je kAinu maravuM ke jIvavuM e ApaNA kAryane AdhIna nathI, te pachI 'huM mArIza nahI' evA pacakakhANanA artha ze? huM bacAvIza' evI pratijJAnA hetu ze ? dhammA magala' ane 'arhiMsA sajame tave' A be pade kAInI jANu khaDDAra nathI, paNa ahi~'sA ane sajamamAM ze phera che? e be zabdo sAthe kahevAmAM ze hetu che ? 'ahiM`sA eTale mAravA nahIM evI pratijJA karavI te ahiMsA, ane 'sajama' eTale mare' nahIM tevI pravRtti karavI. savAramAM tame snAna karyuM" ne kapaDAM palALyAM, kema ? zAmATe palALyAM ? tamAre te ahiMsAnI pratijJA che ne ? mana, vacana ane kAyAthI hiMsA karI nahIM karAvA nahIM ane anumeADhanA paNa nahIM, kapaDAM palALyAM e zu' ? ahiMsAnI pratijJAnuM zuM ? jIva hAya te marI jAya nahIM enI tame sabhALa leA che. have enI sabhALa letAM keika kapaDAMmAM jI mAlama paDe te tene emane ema rahevA do eTale tame hiMsA nathI karI ema thayuM. hiM sA karI nathI tema karAvI paNa nathI, have enA bacAvanuM zu? khacAva mATe lugaDAnI jUne cIMdha raDImAM rAkhavI paDe, zA mATe ? jU macI jAya te mATe, enA rakSaNa mATe, mAthAnI tU hAya te vALamAMthI jU khoLI kADhI vALamAMja mUkavI paDe. A badhu' zAmATe ? AAmAMthI ze| sAra levAne che ? e ke jIvane mAtra mAravAja nahIM eTaluM khasa nathI, hiMsA na karavI, eja . pUratuM nathI paraMtu te jIvanu rakSaNa karavuM enA prayatnanI paNa jarUra che, tame vihAra karI javAnA che chatAM jIvAne na mare tevA sthAne mUkavAnuM kai kAraNa ? enuM ja nAma sajama. ahiMsA eTale hiMsAnA paccakkhANa ane sajama eTale hiMsA na thAya ne jIvA khacI jAya evA prayatna karavA te. AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ahiMsA ane dhaiyA,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 8) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. DhoMga nahI paNa satya. A vAta lakSamAM laIzuM eTale samajAze ke jene na mAravA mATe jevI pratijJA laIe chIe, tema ApaNA samAgamamAM AvelA che bIjAthI paNa mare nahIM e ApaNe prayatna heya che. jIvone ekAMtamAM mUkavA jethI temane AghAta pahoMce nahIM, paNa jene A rIte jIvADI zakAya kharA? AgaLa ApaNe joyuM che ke jene jIvADI zakAtA nathI, mArI zakAtA nathI, A siddhAMta pramANe te ahiMsAnA paccakhANa e Dhagaja che ne ? jIvavAnI IcchA chatAM jIvavuM ane maravuM AyuSya karmane Adhina che A siddhAMta karyo hato te hiMsAnA paccakhANa, virati, ahiMsA e badhuM DhoMga ke bIju kaMi? jo e karmaphaLa vagerene mAnatA he; te ahiMsAne hiMsA vagere carcA paNa zA upaganI che? te A badhA siddhAMtane tilAMjali Apa! kAraNa ke beu paraspara virodhI siddhAMta che. je kadhArAe jIvana mAnatA ho te ahiMsA, saMyama vagerene cheDI de. ema nahIM te karmadhArAe jIvananI vAtane tyAga kare. Avo siddhAMta jeo pratipAde che tevA mahAnubhAvone ApaNe ema kahIe ke je manuSyane vastusthiti samajavAmAM nathI AvI te satya svarUpa samajavAne azakata bane che ane bhramazAmAM gothAM khAyA kare che, dhAre ke koI kalAkAre meranuM suMdara citra kADhayuM hoya ne te kAcamAM maDhIne AkarSaka rIte goThavyuM hoya, tyAM thaIne kaI kare jate hoya, te te meranA citrane sAce mera samajIne tene pakaDavA doDe ane jhApaTa mAre te ethI zuM vaLe? kazuM vaLe nahIM. chokarAnI e jhApaTathI nathI mArI uDI jate ke nathI mera Darate, ulaTuM samaju jenArA chokarAnI aNasamajanI hAMsI kare che. vaLI e rIte sAcA merane paDachIye keI AyanAmAM paDe hoya te tyAMe zuM bane ? Amaja bane ! AyanAmAM morane mAravA jAya te nakha ukhaDI jAya, AMgaLIone IjA thAya paNa morane te unI AMca na Ave. Ama vastu sthiti na samajanArA te pelA chokarAnI mAphaka jhApaTa mAranArA samajavA, AyuSya cerI zakAya? prathama siddhAMta e che ke AyuSya hoya tyAM sudhI mANasa jIve che, AyuSya vagara kaI jIvatuM nathI. A vAtamAM heja paNa atizayokti nathI. Ama chatAM keIne mAravAmAM Ave te hiMsAnuM pApa thAya che, hiMsA lAge che, ane dayA dharmanI AvazyakatA rahe che. dhanavAna kene gaNave? jenI pAse dhana keya tene! dhana hoya chatAM keInirdhana kahevAte nathI, paraMtu dhana carI levAya te dhanavAna nirdhana thaI jAya che. kAraNa ke dhana e cArI zakAya evI vastu che. dhanavAna nidhana thAya che, ne cerI karanArane dhana maLe che. paNa AyuSyanuM zuM? AyuSya cerI zakAya ! e cerAya evI vastu che ! hA, cerI zakAya evI vastu che te kharI, paraMtu emAM phera eTale ke dhanavAna pAsethI dhana corAya te cAranArane te dhana maLe che, cArane dhanane lAbha maLe che, sAcI rIte ke kheTI rIte, pApane raste paNa te dhana meLave che e lAbha tene thAya che, paNa AyuSyanuM evuM nathI. AyuSya evuM che ke coranAra cAre khare paNa tene kaMI maLe nahIM, keI mANasane sApa karaDe te temAM sApane zuM maLe? jene karaDe che tene jIva jAya che, paNa sApane te kazuM ja maLatuM nathI. A pramANe koInAM

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AnaMda--sudhAsindhu. ( ) sudhA-biMdu 1 lu. AyuSyane nukasAna karanArA leAkeA khIjAnA AyuSyane nukasAna kare che, paNa temanA peAtAnA AyuSyamAM tethI kaMija vadhAre thatA nathI. bIjAnA AyuSyane ApaNe nAza karIe paNa tethI ApaNane kAMija maLe nahIM, paNa bIjAnA AyuSyanA nAza karavA mATe ApaNe samatha chIe kharA ? evuM kaiMka kharUM, kAraNa ke jo ApaNe ema sama na heAta tA sAta prakAre AyuSya tuTavAnA sa bhava na heAta. AyuSyanI tAkAta teA che, paNa emAM koIe vighna nAMkhyuM; te kema, e samajavAne mATe eka udAharaNa laie, jue jANe eka ghaDIyAla che, e ghaDIyALane 36 kalAkanI cAvI che, kramasara cAle te cAvI ApyAthI 36 kalAka cAle. paNa e ghaDIyAla sAthe khATI ramata ramIe tA ? jo enA ekAda skru DhIlA karI nAMkhIe te 36 kalAka mATenI cAvI enI muddata pahelAM akudaratI rIte utarI jAya ne ghaDIyAla Ape Apa khadha paDe. tema je AyuSyanI maryAdA baMdhAi hAya te kudaratI cAle cAlata tA anukrame enIkriyAo thayA karata ane pUrepUrUM AyuSya bhogavAta, paraMtu emAM akudaratI tatva umerAyuM. tame emAM na:zanA sAdhanA meLavyAM tethI AyuSya ghaDIAlanI cAvInI jema vakhata pahelAM bhogavAine pUrNa thaI jAya e nakkI che. ApaNe zuM karavu? eka karoDane hajAre bhAgavAnA haiAya te eu sakhyAnA mI'DA uDAvI daI bhAgIne bhAgAkAra karI zake che tema ahI' AyuSyanI maryAdA je kramavAra bhAgavavAnI hatI tenA upaghAta karyo, eTale AyuSya maryAdA jaladI bhAgavAI gaI, A samajIe tA AyuSya, karmabaMdhana ane ahiMsAnuM svarUpa samajAze. ahiMsA zA mATe ? ahiMsAnu kAraNa zuM? ahiMsAnu zudhdha svarUpa zu? e saiA emAMthI samajavAnu che. ahiMsA enuM nAma? AyuSyanA upaghAtanA kAraNeA, nAzanA tatvA ApaNe na meLavavA te. yA keAnuM nAma ? AyuSyamAM bheLavAyalA AyuSyakramane vighnarUpa thatAM nAzanA tatvAne ApaNe khaseDI nAMkhavAM; ApaNA taraphathI kAi paNa AyuSyamAM nAzanuM sAdhana na umerAI jAya, ajANye paNa umerAi gayuM che evuM ApaNane bhAna thAya teA tarataja dUra karavuM enuM nAma dayA. A khAkhata dhyAnama leze eTale ahiMsAne dayA. tathA ahiMsAne dayAnuM zuddha svarUpa samajAze; ane e enAM kema jUdAM varNavyAM che, beumAM jUdA judA artha kayA che e paNa samajAze. marbhaya kema dura thAya ? Aja kAraNathI zAstrakAra kahe che ke Akhu jagat jIvavA icche che te AyuSyane akALe karamAvatA ane nAza pamADatA evA upaghAtAthI te dUra rahevA icche che. koi manuSya maraNanI icchA karatA nathI, potAnA AyuSyakramane upaghAtanuM zastra naDe evuM keAI Icchate nathI. emAM nAzakArI tatva peAtAnA mArgomAMthI dura khasI jAya ema dareka jIva Icche che, na mI nI' kema kahyuM ? jJIvIka' ema kahyuM che, e vacamAMja maravA nathI icchatA e ApeAApa AvI jAya che. jIvavA icche che eTale te upaghAtanA prasaMgAthI dura rahevA icche che upaghAtamAM AvI paDelA kAraNeAne dura karavA mAMge che. A kha'ne svataMtra che ane beu vAkaya kahevAM paDe che. jagamAM tamAma jIvA maravA Icche che ane maravA IcchatA tathI. tethI siddha thAya che ke dareka bhavamAM jIvavAnuM IyuM che. maravAnuM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (10). sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. kadI keIe icchayuM nathI, ane chatAM ApaNe joIe chIe ke hajI sudhI ke amarapaTAvALo thayuM nathI. anAdithI rakhaDatA ApaNe dareka bhavamAM maraNathI DaryA chIe. sarvakALanuM jIvana tayAra thAya, haMmezane mATe maraNabhaya dUra thAya te kaI raste ApaNe je nathI, jANe nathI, te vicAryoye nathI; te zraddhAne prayatnathI te raste pagalAM te kayAMthI maMDAya ? te raste karyo che? te raste kema javAya, te raste javA mATe zA zA prayatna karavA joIe, e mArganA adhikArI kema thavAya vagerethI te viSaye AgaLa carcAze. A prakaraNamAM ApaNe joyuM ke ahiMsA eTale hiMsAnA paccakhANa AyuSya koInuM teDyuM tUTatuM nathI te hiMsAnA pakakhANathI zuM lAbha? A viSaye khavAse che, ane karmabaMdhana eTale zuM e ApaNe samajI cukyA, janma-maraNanA phere. acaLa niyama. zAstrakAra mahArAja zrImAn nyAyAcAryajI yazavijayajI mahArAja bhavya jInA upakAra mATe zrI jJAnasAra nAmanA aSTaka karatA thakA AgaLa sUcavI gayA ke A saMsAramAM A jIva anAdi kALathI ja janma, jarA, vega, zoka, maraNa, AdhivyAdhi, upAdhi, tathA ISTa viga ne aniSTa saMga vagere aneka ApattionA cakkaramAM paDele che, temAM dareka bhave janma ane maraNa e be cIja niyamita anubhave che, koIpaNa bhava janma ke maraNa vagarane bhegavyuM nathI, jA paNa nathI. keI janma maraNa vagarano thaI zake nahIM. A janma ane maraNa beu dazA bhave bhave anubhavelI hovA chatAM janmanI dazA dareka jIvane khyAla bahAra rahI jAya che. janma dazAnAM duHkhonuM zuM varNana karavuM? e duHkhe apAra che. e duHkhane narakanA jevAM gaNyAM che. sADA traNa karoDa rUvATAMmAM leDhAnI dhagadhagatI soye bheMke te kevI vedanA thAya? e vedanAthIye anaMta gaNI vedanA A jIva garbhavAsamAM anubhave che, paraMtu te vedanAne sAkSAtkAra ApaNAthI samajaNamAM AvyA pachI thaI zakto nathI. e dukhe kevI rIte anubhavI zakAya ? e dukhe ekavAra se jIve anubhavyAM che tenuM bhAna kema na rahe? e duHkhanuM Ama vismaraNa zAthI thatuM haze ? kALane lIdhe. sarvabhakSIkALa dareka cIjane bhakSa kare che ane A duHkhanuM vismaraNa paNa teja karAve che. kALAMtara pachI eTale ke janmakALa pachI duniyAnI samajaNa Ave che ane pUrvakALe bhagavelI vedanAne khyAla e samaye jatuM rahe che. e vedanAnuM jarA jeTaluM smaraNa paNa ApaNane rahetuM nathI; eTaluM ja nahIM paNa smaraNa karavA mAgIe, keI karAve teye ene sAce

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (11) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. khyAla AvI ja zakatuM nathI. ApaNe bhAnamAM heIe ane vIMchI karaDI jAya che, e DaMkhanI vedanA te samaye ApaNe pUrepUrI anubhavIe chIe, e vedanA te samaye te ApaNane asahya thaI paDe che, paraMtu traNa divasa pachI eja vedanA viSe ApaNe vicAra karIe te ghaNI vedanA thayelI eTaluM kahIzuM kharA, paNa te samayanI pelI asahya vedanAnuM pUruM bhAna pharIthI ApaNane nahIM ja thAya. e anubhava pharI karavA mAMge teye nahIM thAya, Ama je vedanAne anubhava ApaNI bhAna pUrNa dazAmAM thayele tene paNa pharIvAra sAkSAtkAra karI zakAtuM nathI, te aNasamajamAM thayelI vedanAnI smRti te kemaja lAvI zakIe? bALaka janme che tyAre dAMtanA chIde hotAM nathI, paraMtu pRthvImAMthI aMkuro jema pRthvI bhedIne bahAra nIkaLe che tema, dAMta paNa avALuM bhedIne bahAra nIkaLI Ave che. have A kUmaLAM avALu jyAre tIkSaNa daMtadhArAo vaDe bhedatAM haze, tyAre keTakeTalI vedanA thatI haze, te koNa kahI zake e vedanAne sAkSAtkAra karI zakAya ? nA, paraMtu bALakanuM e samayanuM rUdana, tenI cIcIyArIo ItyAdi dhyAnamAM laIe te sahaja jaNAze ke dAMta phUTatAM bALakane kevI tIvra vedanA anubhavavI paDatI haze, janma pachI dareka vyakitae bALakarUpe A vedanA anubhavI che paNa moTI vaye e vedanAne khyAla kene Ave che? dAMta vakhatanI thatI vedanA, bhale e vedanA aNasamajanA kALanI hoya chatAM janma pachInI che, chatAM tenuM keIne smaraNa nathI rahetuM te pachI garbhavAsanA duHkhenuM smaraNa to kayAMthI ja rahe ? e duHkhene khyAla kema AvI zake ? ane janmakALa pachInI vedanA je ApaNe parokSa rIte jANI zakIe chIe chatAM pharIvAra prayatna anubhavI zakAtI nathI, te pachI garbhavAsanA duHkha khyAlamAM nathI AvatAM mATe na mAnIe, ane khyAlamAM Ave te ja mAnIe ema te kemaja kahI zakAya ? Ama kahevuM e e nathI. A vedanA vAstavika rIte thAya cheja chatAM ApaNuM anubhavamAM nathI, ApaNane e anubhava thaye hete tenuM bhAnaja rahetuM nathI. jagatamAM aNasamaja agara mithyAtva hoya tyAM sudhI huM janma ja nahIM e vicAra keIne AvatuM nathI. kAraNa maraNane bhaya te badhAne che, janmane bhaya kone che? janmanuM duHkha kaI samajI ja zakatuM nathI eTale enuM duHkha thavAno saMbhava ja nathI. A te taddana ajJAna mANasanI vAta thaI. je samajI heya temane paNa janmanuM duHkha jANatA hovA chatAM maraNane Dara 100 TakA rahe che ane janma Dara eka Tako paNa rahetuM nathI. jagatamAM jIvane zAne Dara rahe che? rAtane divasa zAnI ciMtA rahe che? rakhene huM marI jAuM eja baya Dagale ne pagale mANasane rahe che. paNa AvAM duHkhe je garbhavAsamAM bhegavavA paDe che, te eka mIniTa paNa na bhegavavA e vicAra keIne kadI Ave che khare? Aja sthaLe bAhyaSTi ane tatvaSTimAM rahele bheda mAlama paDaze. janmathI DaranAro te tatvaSTivALe, ane maraNathI DaravAvALA te bAhya dRSTivAla, maraNa janmane pUchaDe vaLageluMja che. janmavAnuM thAya tene maravAnuM che; ane maraNa pazcAta janma paNa cheja. A pRthvInA AraMbhakALathI pravartate acaLa niyama che. jeTalA tIrthakare ke sAdhuo mikSapadane pAmyA te badhAja maraNane te pAmyA ja hatA. maraNamAMthI keIjabacI zakayuM nathI, mokSa maLe ke game e mahApada maLe paNa maraNa te cheja. amaratva keIne maLyuM nathI. kayA tIrthakara amarapaTa sAthe mekSe gayA ? keI nahIM. mRtyunA dvAramAMthI pasAra thayA vinA keI jIvane chuTake thatuM nathI.

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( 12 ) sudhAmidu 1 luM. ane tethIja vairAgyanI bhAvanA utpanna thavAnI jarUra che, e bhAvanA utpanna thAya ane tenuM zuddha svarUpa samajAya te jagatanI nazvaratAne tarI javAya. bhAvanA e prakAranI che. eka samyakatvanI bhAvanA, ane khIjI vairAgyanI bhAvanA samyakatva eTale tatva pratiti. e tatvapratitine TakAvI rAkhanArI bhAvanA kahevAya che. ane vartanane sudhAranAra, yogya valaNu ApanAra, sadmArge doranAra te vairAgyabhAvanA. jetatva pratitine TakAve, tenuM saMrakSaNa kare, ane tatyapratiti pramANeja vicAro paNa pavitra rAkhavAmAM madadarUpa thAya te samyakatva bhAvanA, ane pavitra vana karAve, cAritrya zuddhi karAve te vairAgyabhAvanA vairAgya bhAvanA vanane, cAritryane niLa rAkhe che, ane vananI zuddhi rAkhavAmAM je kaMi vighno naDe tene dUra kare che. eTale vananI zuddhi karanArI pavitra vana TakAvI rAkhanAro vairAgya bhAvanA che, samyakatva bhAvanA che, vairAgya bhAvanAnAM lakSaNa kayAM che te have joie. maitrI, pramAda, kArUNya ane mAdhyastha A cAra bhAvanA te samyakatva bhAvanA, tatvanI pratiti karanAre, samyakatvanI icchAvALAe A cAra bhAvanAomAM Ataprota thai rahevu joie. jenAmAM A cAra bhAvanA etapreta na haiAya tene samyakatva cheja nahIM. eTaluja nahIM, paNa ema che teApachI dharma paNa kayAM che? dharma eTale zuM ? je kAI A cAra bhAvanA sahita zAstra kahelI pravRtti anuSThAnaAdi kriyA kare tenuM nama dharma kahI zakAya. mAtra kalpanAthI ema kahevAnI jarUra nathI, dharUpI hIrAnuM svarUpa nirUpaNa karavuM te mana mAne tema hAMkIe, marajImAM Ave tema tenuM varNana karIe te na cAle. enuM sAcuM svarUpa samajavuM joIe, ane te yathAsthita samajavA mATe zuddha dilanA prayatna joIe. vaLI e mATe zAstrakAranI sAkSI paNa joie. temanI sAkSI vinA elAtA vacananI koMmata khera jeTalI paNa nathI, zAstra vagara nirakSepa kahevAya te tenI zI kiMmata ? kAMija nahi! ahIM koI prazna karaze ke maitrI vagere cAra bhAvanA nahAya tyAM dharma ja nahIM dharma tyAMja che ke jyAM maitrI vagere cAra bhAvanA hAya A tamArU khelavuM zAstrAnusAra che, kema ke jyAM dharmanuM svarUpa dekhIe tyAM // duta pravaEtu dhAraLAnuM dharma pute // dUtimAM paDavA mAMDelA jIvane rokI rAkhe tethI dhakahevAya ' tyAM bhAvanAnu nAma ke bheda nathI, Ama che teA cAra bhAvanA hovI joie e kayAMthI kADhayuM ? jIvane durgAtie jatA rokI zubha gatimAM mUke tenuM nAma dharma, A bannemAM eka paNa sthaLe bhAvanAnu nAma nathI teA pachI cAra bhAvanA hAya tAja dharma, ane na hoya te adha. A imArata kAcA pAyA para caNI ! e vacanane ze| AdhAra che ? A praznane paNa uttara che. zakAnu nivAraNa heluM che. AnaMda-sudhAsindhu. cAritryazuddhi mATe vairAgya. phaLa ane svarUpa. je bleka tame upara kahyA che. te khare che paNa e zloka dhanu' phaLa - jaNAvanArA che. e dharmanuM phaLa zuM te batAve che, paNa dharmanuM svarUpa kayuM ? te e zrlokamAM jaNAvyuM nathI, ane hamaNAM ApaNe te dharmAMnA svarUpanI carcA karIe chIe. tame kahelA ane zlokomAM dharmanA svarUpa viSe kazuMja kahyuM nathI, eTale A sthaLe e dRSTAMta kema ApI zakAya ? e zlAkanA aM A viSaya sAthe mukIne kema ghaTAvI zakAya ? jue

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (13) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. eka dAkhale laIe. pANI ane khorAka kenuM nAma? tarasa maTADe tenuM nAma pANI, ane bhukha maTADe tenuM nAma khorAka. A pANIne kherAkanuM phaLa batAvyuM, paNa pANI ane khorAka kahevA kene? svarUpa cIja judI che. tema ahIM durgatimAM paDatA jIvane bacAve ane saddagatie dore te dharma A lakSaNamAM be mata nathI. dharma durgatie jatAne ke e te sahaja samajI zakAya evI vastu che. eTaluM ja zA mATe, cekakasapaNe kahI zakAya ke dharma tenuM ja nAma ke je durgatie janArane reke ane samArge dore. AmAM te be mata cheja nahIM, paNa dharma e vastu kaI te nakakI karyuM? dharmanuM phaLa nakakI thayuM. zubha mAge prayANa, sadgati prApti, kalyANa mArga tarapha gati. durgatithI bacAve ne sadagatinI prApti karAve te dharma e te sine svIkArya che emAM kaMI bheda nathI, paNa bacAvanAre, e sadagati meLavI ApanAre koNa? e sadagati meLavI ApanAra je dharma che tenuM svarUpa kayuM? e svarUpa zI rIte samajAya dharma nAma te jANyuM, paNa enuM svarUpa oLakhyA vinA enuM anusaraNuM kema thAya ? emAM lIna kevI rIte thavAya ? vastumAM tAdAmya anubhavavA mATe ene pUrNa paricaya karI le joIe, enuM sAcuM svarUpa jANavuM joIe, teja ene anusarI zakAya, enI sAthe tAdAmya sAdhI zakAya. e dharmanuM svarUpa A lekamAM varNavyuM che ? e kSe kema svarUpa varNana nathI. tyAre zuM karavuM? jyAM svarUpane ulekha na hoya tyAM te mATe anumAna karI levuM paDe, zabdonI vistRta vyAkhyA karavI paDe, teja e samajAya, udAharaNa: sonAnI kIMmata bahu paDe che. bahu kIMmata apAve te sonuM, hIrA motI ItyAdi, A phaLa thayuM, paNa sonuM. hIrA, motI ItyAdi kahevuM chene ? kAcane kaTake paDe hoya, tene hIre kahIzuM ? pittaLane sonuM kahI tenI kIMmata sonA jeTalI ApIzuM, te te senuM karaze ? tyAre e kema oLakhavuM ? kasoTIe kasa Ave te senuM. metIne aMge paNa tenI amuka sthiti hoya hIro ane kAcamAM amuka bheda haiya, vagere kahevuM paDe te te vastuonuM svarUpa varNana thayuM. A rIte dharmanuM svarUpa samajavA mATe paNa keIka vyAkhyA joIe. dharma durgatie jatA aTakAve, durgatithI bacAvIne zubha mArga tarapha dere, paNa e dharma karyo? ane enuM svarUpa kayuM e jANavuM joIe ne ? je bleka tame kahyuM temAM A svarUpa nathI. jIvane durgatie jate rokIne saddagatie dere che te dharma, e vacana che ane te mAtra gharmanuM phaLa batAve che. paraMtu dharmanuM svarUpa batAvanAra leka paNa che, ane te A- vacanA dyadanuSThA nama virudhdhAyathoditaM // maitryAdi bhAva saMyukta tadharma iti kathyate // -dharmabindu. AnuM nAma dharma. tIrthakaranA vacana anusAra e dharmanuM svarUpa temaNe kahyuM cAra bhAvanA sahita je anuSThAna karavuM te svarUpa. A svarUpa samajyA vinA zuM vaLe? sa? mAge te javuM che, paNa zAthI javAya enuM jJAna na hoya te zuM thAya ? phaLa te joIe che, phaLa meLavavA mATenI jhaMkhanA che ane tene mATe Ama tema deDayA kare, paNa phaLa apa

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 14 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. vanArA je dharma che tenuM svarUpa jANavA ke tapAsavA taiyAra na hoya te tenuM zuM thAya ? ene kazI prApti thAya nahIM. hIrA, metI, senAnI kIMmata jANe, kIMmata barAbara bele, paNa A sAce hare che ke ImITezana che; motI che ke phaTakIyuM e tarapha dhyAna denahiM ne emAMthI lAbha uDAvavA ne phaLa meLavavA Icche te zo lAbha maLe ? enI burI dazA thAya. kevaLa phaLa tarapha ja dhyAna rAkhanAra e mANasa phaLa cukI jAya. kIMmata te jANatuM hatuM, phaLa meLavavA Atura hatA chatAM phaLa maLyuM nahIM, zAthI cukaye ? kAraNa ke svarUpa jANavAnI eNe kALajI na rAkhI. sAce hIre ne nakalI hIre pArakhavAnI zakita enAmAM nahatI. sonuM kayuM pIttaLa karyuM e oLakhI zakato nahoto. A sthitimAM bIjuM zuM thAya? paNa svarUpanA tarapha najara rAkhanAra catura hoya che. e svarUpanI tapAsa kare che, tene oLakhe che ane sAthe sAthe phaLa meLave che. ekalA svarUpa tarapha draSTi rAkhe teye te phaLa cUkatA nathI. paNa ekalI kiMmata tarapha dhyAna rAkhe ane sAcuM khoTuM na jue ke na samaje, e bAbatanuM dhyAna na rAkhe tene phaLa prApti nathI thatI. kyAMthI thAya! je svarUpa tarapha dhyAna gayuM hoya te te kIMmata te enI meLe sUjhe, bajAra sUjhADe. ke kaI kaheze pittaLa laIne paccIsa rUpIA lekhe nANuM Ape che. tenI kevI hAMsI thAya ! ImITezana laI jAone rastI tarIke hisAba Apo ema kahe te ! tene phaLa tarapha dhyAna che ke nahIM? kema, evA mANasanI hAMsI zA mATe kare che! tene dha5 zA mATe mAre che? tene dukAna parathI zA mATe utArI mUke che? kAraNa ke teNe svarUpa oLakhyuM nathI. jeNe svarUpa tarapha dhyAna nathI ApyuM te tiraskArane pAtra che. te jagatamAM kaMI zubha sAdhI zakato nathI. matabheda kayAM che ? phaLane mATe matabheda che ema? nA, ema nathI. phaLanI apekSAe matabheda kaI sthaLe nathI. tame kaho cho ke dharma hRtine rokanAra che, sadgatie deranAra che, te bIjAo zuM mAne che bIjAe e nathI jANatA, nathI mAnatA ema? teo zuM ema mAne che ke dharma durgatine ApanAre che sadgatine rokanAra chetame dharmane sadgati ApanAra mAne che ne bIjA saddagati jhuMTavI lenAra mAne che ema? nA, nA, evuM te anAryo paNa mAnatA nathI. durgatinA mArgathI khasavA na de te dharma evuM keI anArya paNa svIkAre nahIM. dharma phaLane aMge te AkhI duniyA ekamata che. paNa tyAre bheda zAmAM che? eja jANavAnI jarUra che. bheda zAmAM che, ane kaye che eja samajavAnI jarUra che. ApaNe AgaLa kahI gayA ke dharmaphaLane aMge koI sthaLe matabheda nathI, e bAbatamAM se ekamata che. tyAre have kayAM phera che? svarUpamAM matabheda che. durgatine je roke che, je sadagatine Ape che, e dharma kaye? e dharmanuM svarUpa kayuM? e svarUpamAM bhinnatA che, ahIMja matabheda che. A jagatane phaLamAM paraspara bhinnatA nathI. rUpamAM te ekamata che. keI paNa dharma jue, phaLamAM kayAMka virodha nahi jaNAya. phaLamAM siA dharmonI eka samAna mAnyatA jaNAze keI paNa dharma , keI paNa patha juo, taiyAyika, vaizeSika, ziva vagere jenAthI unnati ane mokSa maLe, jenAthI mukita pade pahoMcAya, jenAthI AtmAne vikAsa sAdhI zakAya te dharma mAne che. badhA ja dharmo A vastu svikAre che, ane upadeze che. keI vyakitae, ke kaI dhameM hajI sudhI evuM nathI kahyuM ke abhyadayane nAza kare, unnati mArgamAM-AtmavikAsamAM aMtarAya nAkhe, mokSa dUra rAkhe, devakanA dvAra baMdha kare te dharma. AvuM keIe kahyuM paNa nathI,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (15) sudhA-biMdu 1 3. mAnyuM paNa nathI, keAInI kalpanAmAM paNa AvyuM nathI eTale phaLanI bAbatamAM bheda nathI, bheda nathI, tema tyAM vivAdane paNa sthAna nathI. bheda svarUpamAM che ane tethI vivAda paNa svarUpane viSeja che. keTalAka kahe che ke vedamAM je karavAnuM kahyuM che te karavu e dha, khIjA kahe che, ke purANamAM varNavelA dharma eja sAcA dhama have emAM zuM sAcuM? A bheda svarUpanA thaye, ane e bheda khATA che. kevaLInA avirAdhI eTale sAcesAcA vacanane anusaranArA, e vacana anusAre cAra bhAvanAvALu jIvana jIvanArA e dhI, e anusAre cAra bhAvanAvALuM je pravartana te dharma. vIMchInA DaMkha have tamane samajAze ke jee ema kahetA hatA ke * maigyAdi cAra bhAvanA na hAya tAja dharma kahevAya nahIM, evu kAisthaLe cheja nahIM' e khATu hatuM. tamArUM samAdhAna have A carcAthI thayuM haze, tamane samajAyu' haze ke tame je blekanA AdhAra lIdhe hatA te kharAkhara nahAtA kAraNa tame ekalA phaLanA zloka jotA hatA eTale maigyAdi bhAvanAe tamane dekhAtI naheAtI, e phaLa dekhADanArA zlokane svarUpa dekhADanAre bleka tame mAnatA hatA e tamArI meAMTI bhUla hatI. ema na hota te maitrI vagere bhAvanA khasata nahIM. maitrI vagere bhAvanA dharmI sAthe sakaLAyalI che, maigyAdi cAra bhAvanA sahita je vastu che tenuMja nAma dharyuM. A vastu na samaje ane game tema khele. tenA kaI artha nathI. jee ema kahetA hatA ke dharmane cAra bhAvanAne eka eka sAthe ka'Ija sabaMdha nathI, teo dharmanuM svarUpa na samajavAne lIdhe ema kahetA hatA. samyakatva eTale zuM, e bhAvanA kai, e A parathI samajAze maigyAdi bhAvanAomAM etapreta thavu e samyakatvanI nIzAnI che. e samyakatvanI nIzAnI che paNa samyakatvanI pratiti kayAre thAya ? koI mANasane vIMchI karaDa hAya ne tenI asahya vedanA thatI hAya, te A vedanAthI taraDIyAM mAratA hAya tyAre tene zI lAgaNI thAya? tene evI vedanA thatI hAya ke ema lAge ke mAthu kApI nAMkhyu huMya teAye AvI vedanA na thAya ema tene lAge. AvI yAtanA bhagavatA hoya tyAre te zuM dhana sapattinA vicAra karI zake ? sAMsArika bhAga lAlasAnA vicAramAM te citta parovI zake ? dArUNa yAtanA bhAgavate e mANasa e prasaMge potAnA koI sabaMdhIne mATe evA vicAra karI zake ke enI Avaka vadhe te sArUM, athavA enA lagna thAya te sArU, ke amukane tyAM zubha prasaraMga Ave te sArU, ityAdi, evA sAMsArika vicAre enA manane te samaye sparzIja zakatA nathI. kAraNa zuM? kAraNa ke vIMchInA DaMkhanI vedanAthI e pIDAi rahyA che ane e vedanA sivAya khIjI kaI vAtanuM ene bhAna nathI. enuM badhuM dhyAna e vedanAmAMja ekacita thayu che, eTale e te Icche che ke mArA jevI vedanA koine thaze nahIM, vIMchInA dArUchu DaMkhanA anubhava koine na thAya ema te Icche che. Ama thAya tyAreja e vIchInI vedanA kahevAya. vIMchInA DaMkhanI vedanAvALA bIjA koI duHkhane gaNakAratA nathI.tenI vRtti, icchAzakita vagere nAza nathI pAmatI, paNa tenu citta ekaja khAkhatamAM tadAkAra thaI jAya che, vIMchInA Da Mkha sivAya bIjI adhI vastuo e bhUlI jAya che. cetana zakita mAtra vIMchInA DaMkha pUratIja rahe che. A vedanA maTe ane khIjA koIne paNa AvI vedanA na thAya eja tenuM eka dhyAna hAya che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. karmarUpI vIMchI have vicAra kare ke eka vIMchInI vedanAmAM A dazA thAya che te jene karmacapI aneka vIMchI sthaLe sthaLe karaDelA mAlama paDe tenI zI dazA thAya ? tene keTalI vedanA thAya ? mithyAtvanA karepharmavALAne A vastu na samajAya tene vIMchI karaDe te zuM ? tene vIMchIne DaMkha mAlama na paDe. kaleraphermanI asarane lIdhe vIMchInA DaMkhanI vedanA ene na thAya. ene na thAya paNa jeNe karepharma nathI sUchyuM tenuM zuM ? mithyAtvanA kaleremavALo kahe ke vIMchI te karaDateja nathI, athavA karaDe che te ene DaMkha lAgatuM nathI, DaMkha lAge che te vedanA te thatI ja nathI; ema kahe, paNa tethI kalore kema vagarano mANasa ema zA mATe kahe ? pelAne vedanA na samajAya tethI ene paNa na samajAya evuM kadApi paNa kahI zakAya kharUM ? ene te dareka sthaLe kha mAryA che. aneka DaMkha mAryA che. e kema e Dakho sahI zake ? vIMchInA DaMkha ulaTA enI cetana zakitane vadhu sateja kare che. vIMchI ne sApamAM A phera che. vIMchI cetanAne jAgRta kare che. niyamita uMghane dUra kare che, pitAnI sAcI sthitinuM bhAna karAve che. jyAre sApa taMdrAvasthA lAve che. kavakhate niMdrA lAve che. bhAna bhUlAvI de che. karmanA vIMchInuM AvuM nathI. karmane vIMchI vedanA paNa kare ane jAgRtIne paNa nAza kare. karmane vIMchI DaMkhe che, vedanA upajAve che, paNa e bhAna sane thatuM nathI. jeNe karopharma nathI sUchuM eTale jene jJAna thayuM che, tene DaMkha lAge che ne DaMkhanI vedanA paNa te anubhave che; paNa jene mithyAtvanuM karepharma cavyuM che tene nathI karmanA vIMchIne Da kha lAgatuM ke nathI tenI vedanA thatI. kalerophe suMghADIne keInA zarIrane amuka bhAga kApI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te kApatI vakhate jema te mANasane kalaraphanI asarane lIdhe kaMI khabara paDatI nathI, paraMtu kalorophemanI asara utarI gayA pachI keTaluM mAluma paDe che tema jyAM sudhI mANasanuM mana mithyAtvanI dazAmAM gherAyeluM hoya tyAM sudhI karmae tene kema rakhaDAvyo keTalI khuzIbatamAM mukya, kevA kevA DaMkha dIdhA ane keTalI vedanA anubhavAvI enuM bhAna thatuM nathI. kaleremanI asara utare pachI keTaluM lehI nIkaLyuM, keTaluM vajana ghaTayuM vagere zarIranI sAcI sthitinuM bhAna thAya che. vidhyAtvanuM kalerepharma utare pachI AtmAne karmavachIe kevI rIte haNe, zubha vRttione kevI rIte nAza karyo, jJAnAdikane mArge jatAM zI rIte rokyo, vagere satya vastunuM jJAna thAya che. jyAM A karmanA kaMTakane vIMchInuM kaMTaka mAnyuM tyAM sAthI pahele A ekaja vicAra Ave ke A duniyAnA ne DaMkhathI huM kevI rIte bacAvuM ? maitrI bhAvanA game evA virodhI hoya temane paNa kadI vIMchI karaDaze nahIM evI mitrI bhAvanA AkhA jagatamAM koIne paNa vIMchInI vedanA thaI nahi hoya tevAne thaze nahi. vIMchInI asahya vedanAne pUrepUro abhipa lIdhe hoya che tethIja manuSyane AvI lAgaNI thAya che. e vedanAne te bhayaMkara-jIvaleNa mAne che, vichInA DaMkhanI vedanAne te narka yAtanA sAthe sarakhAve che ane tethI icche che ke evI yAtanA jagatanA keI jIvane kadI na thAya te sArUM. karmarUpI vIMchInI vedanAnuM paNa AvuM ja samajavuM. enuM pUrepUruM bhAna jene thAya che tene ja enuM sAcuM svarUpa samajAya che ne e svarUpa samajAya che tethI ja ene ema thAya che ke A

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 17 ) sudhAjiMdu 1 3. karmarUpI vIMchInA DaMkhaneA anubhava koIne na thAya teA kevuM sArUM? ane e icche che ke karmarUpI vIMchI duniyAmAM kAI paNa jIvane kadI karaDaze nahIM. A maitrI bhAvanA. dunyavImaitrIne ahIM sthAna nathI. vizva prema kahenArA satajanane ke vizvauddhArane sthAna che, paNa vizvapremane sthAna nathI. are, vizva premane sthAna nathI ? nA, kAraNa ke vizvaprema e te meTAmAM moTuM baMdhana che. prema eTale ba Mdhana, aMdhananuM mukhya sAdhana. ane vizvaprema eTale mATA badha. cakravartine vizvaprema hatA tene uddeza ke vidheya tarike na laI zakAya. ahIM enA artha vizvAddhAra karavAnA che. ane vizvaddhAra eTale zu ? samagra jagatanA udbAra jagatanA badhA manuSyo sArI rIte kamAtA thAya, temane anna vastranI tANu na rahe, te zArIrika rAgathI mukata thAya evA je vicAra ane evA je ilAjo tenuM nAma vizvaddhAra ke maitrI. A maitrI bhAvanAmAM kaze! svArtha nathI, e bhAvanA ucca che. AvI maitrI bhAvanA icche che ke jagatamAM koipaNa jIva karma baMdhanamAM paDanAro, karma bAMdhanArA thAya nahI, koIpaNa jIvane karma phaLa bhogavavAnAM rahe nahI, aneka kha dhanathI jagata chuTI jAya. AvI je bhAvanA teja maitrI bhAvanA. ahIM dharmAMnu pagathI' maMDAya che. e pahele pagathIe evI bhAvanA janme che, je bhAvanAthI ke karmanA kAMTA je vIMchI jevA maLavAna che ane jenA DaMkhanI vedanA asahya che te kaTakAthI jagatanA sarva jIvA khacI jAe ane e kAMTA rahita sthitine prApta thAo. pramAda bhAvanA vIMchInA DaMkhathI herAna thanAra mANusa zAnI IcchA rAkhe che? khIjA koIne evI vedanA na thAya evI icchA rAkhe che, ane te sAthe peAtAne thatI vedanA kema maTe tenA paNa te upAya kare che, te viSe paNa te vicAra kare che, je vIMchIthI herAna thatA hAya che, te e vedanA maTADanArane page paDe che, ne vedanA maTADavA mATe tene vinave che, vIMchInI vedanAthI je herAna thaI rahyA hAya che te mANasa koIpaNa upAye vedanA maTe ema cAhe che. bhale vIMchI utAranArA dAtaNanI cIrIthI vedanA uttAre paNa utAranAra joie che. vIMchI utAranArane kei khelAvavA jAya, te AvatA dekhAya, utAravAnI kriyA karavA mAMDe tyAre pelAne keTaleA Ana+- thAya? vIMchInI vedanA vakhate paNu A AnaMda thAya che. Anu kAraNa zuM? AnuM kAraNu tapAse. A vAta dhyAnamAM leze eTale samajAzeke kanA kAMTAne paNa uddhAranI jarUra che. e kanA kAMTA joI zake che temane te kAMTAmAMthI utaranAra joIe che. have jee e kAMTA dekhI zakayA che ne tenI vedanA anubhavI che, tee te samajI zake ke devagurU dharma e A viSama vedanAne maTADAvAne mATe sama che. AvI khAtrI thAya ane pachI devagurU dharmanI ArAdhanA thAyane karmanA kAMTA dUra thAya te keTale AnaMda thAya ? vIMchInI vedanAnA anubhavI mANasa vIMchI utAravAnI vAtathI AnaMda na pAme evuM kadI mane kharUM? ajJAta java kadAca e Anada na samajI zake, kAraNu ke ene tA vIMchInI vedanAnA paNa anubhanna nathI te te maTavAne AnaMda kayAMthI saMbhave cha mahinAnA bALaka ke jene vedanAne anubhava che paNa utAravAnA sAdhanathI aANu che, temaNe A Anada na anubhavI zake. khAkI tA bIjA sAne AnaMda thAya. tema ApaNe karmarUpI vIchInI vedanAmAM gherAyA hAie, ane te vakhate koi A vIchI utAranAra jAMgulI paNu ja'galI nahI', jA'gulI

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jas we w AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu, sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. kene kahevAya? sarpa ke vIMchInI vedanA maTADe, jhera utAre te jAgulI,-te evI vedanAnA prasaMge kaI jAMgulI Ave te keTalo utsAha thAya? e jAMgulIne belAvIe, te upacAra kare ane vedanA maTavA lAge te vakhate je AnaMda thAya te AnaMda ke hoya che? enuM varNana karI zakAze ? nahiM karI zakAya, kAraNake e AnaMda avarNanIya che. eTale badhe AnaMda zAthI thAya che? kAraNa ke vIMchInI asahya vedanAmAMthI mukti maLe che. vIMchInuM utaravuM ane e utAravAnI kriyA tethIja AnaMda Ape che. te ja pramANe jyAre e jInezvara devarUpI jAMgulI, sadagurUpI jAMgulI vedanA maTADanAra che, karmarupI vIMchInI vedanAmAMthI mukti apAvanAra che, ema jANIe tyAre je AnaMda thAya te avarNanIya hoya che jyAre e AnaMda thAya ane e AnaMdathI hAtha jyAre e tarapha uchaLI paDe tyAre samyakatva thayuM ema gaNAya. ane ema thavAthI je samyakatva thayuM enuM ja nAma pramoda bhAvanA. Ama mitri bhAvanA ane pramoda bhAvanA be bhAvanAnuM rahasya zuM che, ane e bhAvanAo zAne kahevAya e ApaNe joyuM, ane have e tamane samajAyuM haze. kArUNya bhAvanA. maitrIbhAvanA, pramedabhAvanA ane enI pachI kArUNyabhAvanAnuM darzana thAya che, kAruNyabhAvanA kone kahevAya? karmanA kAMTAnI vedanA keIne thAya nahIM, AkhuM jagata e vedanAthI dUra rahe ema IcchavuM, AkhA jagatanI e vedanA dUra karI pramodabhAva pragaTAva eTaluM ja nahIM, e bhAvanA ethI AgaLa vadhe che. jagatanA jIvene pIDA pamADatI vIMchInI vedanA huM dUra karU, huM e vedanA maTADanAre thAuM, mArI banatI zakti vaDe jagatanA jene e vedanAmAMthI mukata karUM evI je bhAvanA e kArUNyabhAvanA, paNa A kArUNya bhAvanA ne upayoga kema karavo? evuM bane che ke keTalIkavAra ati dayAne lIdhe karavA jaIe sIdhuM ne thaI bese avaLuM. eTale eno upayoga paNa samaya samajIne karavuM joIe. jagatamAM keTalAMka pApa evAM hoya che ke karIe guNAkAra ne heya bhAgAkArane bhAI! 100 ne . e guNe te guNa thaye ke doSa? apUrNAkane guNakAra e bhAgAkArane bhAI. AnA karatAM 4 thI bhAgyA hatA te zo vAMdhe hate, hisAba guNAkArane ne phaLa bhAgAkAranuM. A pramANe tame kaI jIvane karmanA kAMTAthI bacAvavA jAo paNa te bIcAre aMdara vadhAre phasAya evuM paNa bane. tyAre zuM thAya ? evA prasaMge mona pakaDavAnI jarUra paDe. ekavAra evuM banyuM ke keI sthaLe eka ku hate. paDazanA gharane cAra varSane cheka ramata ramate kUvA para caDhI beThe. paga kUvAnI aMdara ne beThe che thALa para jarA cUkyuM ke kUvAmAM paDatAM vAra nahIM. jAnanuM jokhama AvI ubhuM rahyuM. bALakane te A jokhamanuM bhAna kayAMthIja hoya ? e te ramatanA AnaMdamAM mazagula hate, pote kevI bhayaMkara ramata AdarI che, e samajavAnI enAmAM zakita paNa nahatI paNa bIjA je mANasee ene kuvA para A rIte beThele jaya, teo te sAcI sthiti tarata samajI jAya. bALaka ke khela khelI rahyA che, ane tenuM pariNAma zuM Ave e samajatAM jenArane te jarA paNa vakhata nathI lAgate. dekhatAM vAra te bALakanuM bhaviSya tarata samajI jAya che. kUvA pAsenA eka gharanI bArIethI eka mANase A drazya joyuM, jeIne camake te khare, paNa mANasa catura hatuM eTale kaMI paNa bolyuM nahIM. te mUMge mUMge nIce AvIne dhImethI kUvA pAse gaye ne pAchaLathI bALakane

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu, (19) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. uMcakI laI nIce utAryo ne tyAMthI khaseDa. bALaka bacI gaye. have A vakhate uparathI jenAre ghaMghATa karyo heta to zuM thAta ! uparathI bUma mArI hatI te bALaka gabharAI jAta. e gabharAIne khasavA jAta, ke vAMkuM cuMku jevA jAta eTale tarata sthAnabhraSTa thaIne kUvAmAM paData, ulaTa jAnathI jAta. A vakhate pelA mANasanuM DahApaNuM, samayasUcakatA, gaMbhIratA ane cUpakIdI bALakane bacAvanAra thai paDayA. mAdhyastha bhAvanAH A te draSTAMta lIdhuM, paNa e parathI samajavAnuM e che ke jagatamAM keTalAka jIve evA bhAre kamI hoya che ke temanI AgaLa dharma vagerenI vAte kare te temanuM magaja pharI jAya, devanI vAta kare te gaLAja de. Ama gAMDapaNa kaMI na hoya, tadana zANe haya, bIjI badhI vAte akala hoMzIyArIthI kare paNa dharmanuM nAma dIdhuM ke dhatiMga kahIne ubhuM thaI jAya. evI vAta na kare te kaMI nahIM. bIjuM badhuM barAbara kare. khAvA pIvA oDhavAmAM, haravA pharavAmAM hamezAM gulatAna rahe, e vAtethI tene kadI kaMTALo na Ave, kadI magaja kaMTALe nahIM, paNa devagurUdharmane gALa devAne haMmezAM taiyAra. devAdikanI vAta cheDI ke magaja khasI jAya. ramaNa nAmane eka chokare bI. e. nI parikSAmAM pAsa thaye. bahu oMzIyAra paNa magaje garamI caDhI gaI ne gAMDo thaye. gADe eTale zuM? Ama te kaIne kazI khabara na paDe, paNa kaI dAbaDI batAve te gAMDo thaI jAya. bIjI badhI vAte DAhya. upacAra karyA paNa enuM eja kuTuMbIoe tene meDahAusamAM mUkyo. meDahAusamAM je mANasa ramaNanI sAravAra karate hatuM te tenA viSe badhI hakIkata jANatuM hatuM. tenuM gAMDapaNa zAmAM che, ane zAmAM nathI; kaI vAtathI gADo thAya che ane kaI vAtamAM DAhyo rahe che e badhI bInAthI te mANasa vAkegAra hatuM. have banyuM ema ke ramaNalAle te kalekaTarane arajI karI. arajImAM lakhyuM ke huM gAMDo nathI, mArUM magaja sApha che mane kaI jAtanI bImArI nathI, chatAM DAkaTare mane gADa karAvIne ahIM meDahAusamAM rAkhI muko che, kAraNake DAkaTarane chokaro ane huM sAthe pAsa thayA chIe. mAre naMbara upara che ane DAkaTaranA chekarAne mahArAthI bIje che. mahAre lIdhe tene kelarazIpa maLatI aTake che, paNa huM gAMDe TharUM ne meDahAusamAM rahuM, abhyAsa na karI zakuM te e skolarazIpa tene maLe, tethI mane ahIM nAMkhe che, vagere bAbatathI kalekaTarane arajI maLI nirdoSa mANasane, sAjAsamAM mANasane Ama gAMDe TharAvI pAchaLa pADavAnI vAta kalekaTarathI kema sahana thAya? kalekaTara te gusse thaI gayA ne ekadama meDa hAusamAM tapAsa mATe gayA. ramaNalAle kahyuM "hA, e arajI meM karI che ane je bInA lakhelI che te meM ja lakhI che, hakIkata sAcI che, mAre lIdhe DAkaTaranA chokarAne kelarazIpa nathI maLatI tethI mane ahIM nAkhI mukyA che ne mane parANe gAMDe TharAvyuM che." vagere kahyuM. kalekaTara acaMbo pAmyo. DAkaTarane te AmAM kazI samajaNaja paDI nahIM. tene te bheMya bhAre thaI paDI. DAkaTara mujhAI gaye. adhIro banI gayo ramaNalAlanI vAta kaMI chekaja khoTI nahatI, e bInA DAkaTara jANatA hate DAkaTare ramaNalAlane meDa hAusamAM rAkhe khare, paNa tenI nADa sAravAra karanAreja pArakhI hatI. te AvyA ane teNe ramaNane pUchayuM kema ramaNabhAI tapakhIra leze ke?" ane A zabdo kAne paDatAMja ramaNabhAInuM magaja casakaryuM. magaja

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AnaMda-sudhAsidhu. ( 20 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 lu. magaja cAlyuM gayuM. A khasyuM te evuM khasyuM ke kalekaTarane paNa udhaDA lai nAMkhyA. ekadama jagatamAM keTalAka ramaNabhAie che. temanI AgaLa devagurunI vAta kare eTale gAMDA thaI jAya che, dhana, milkata, vepAra, vaibhava, kuTuMba, kabIlA viSe vArtA karI teA kai nahI. jee AvA mahu kI hAya eTale ke 4mAM khukha uMDe sudhI DubelA hAya, ane duniyAdArInI vAteAmAM DAhyA rahe paNa devagurudharmanI vAtAmAM ramaNabhAI khanatA hAya, temanI AgaLa cUpakIdI pakaDavAnu zAstrakAra kahe che. jyAM bIjo mANasa hue te jagyA par cUpakIdI pakaDavIja ceAgya che, DumatAne tAravA zI rIte? tAranAre evI rIte hAtha pheravavA joie ke jethI ApaNA hAthanA dhakkAe e tare nahIM teA bhale, paNa Dukhe teA nahIM...ja. ApaNe tAravA mAMgIe chIe ne tArI zakIe te! te ethI rUDuM khIjuM zuM? paNa e yatna evA thavA joIe ke jethI bIna cUka te bacavA pAme, bhale taratAM na AvaDe, paNa ApaNuA hAthanAja dhakakAne lIdhe DubI na jAya e ApaNane saMbhALavAnuM, ramaNabhAi jevA ApaNA hAthanA ramakaDAM ane e karavAnuM ApaNane na pAlave. tevA prasaMge madhyasthapaNuM jALavavuM joie. AnA artha ema nathI levAnA ke aniSTa thavA devuM. aniSTa humalA thavA devA ne joyA karavuM evA AnA atha nathI, dhithyonI pharaja che ke hallA te rAkavAja, paNa te bIjAne tAravAnI buddhithI, bIjo DubavA na pAme e sAcavavAnu hoya tyAre madhyastha bhAvanA rAkhavAnI ane karavAmAM e tarapha udAsinatA keLavavI na paDe. ema mAlama paDe ke ApaNA prayatnathI bIjo vadhAre Dubaze te te prayatna zuddha heAvA chatAM cheDI devA e mAdhyastha bhAvanA. je tarI zake ema hoya to te karavA cAgya che, paNa tema na thAya te maitrI ane kArUNya bhAvanApara pANI pharI vaLe che. tapelI pAMcazerI para pANI nAkhyAthI zuM vaLe ? vadhAre garamI kADhe. pANIne mULa svabhAva agnIne khaseDavAnA. garama pANI paNa devatAne elave che, ekalu ThaMDu pANIja elave che ema nathI, agnI jevA agnI pANI paDatAMja karI jAya che. e pramANe zAstranA kaThAra tIvra evAM puNya vacane mithyAtva ane aviratinA agnIne olavI nAMkhe che tyAM nAkhavAnI pUraja che, paNa tapelI pAMcazerI para pANI nAMkhavuM jema nirarthaka che, pANInA nakAmA vyaya thAya che, tema durbhAvya, abhavya, ane mithyAtvI jIvAne zAstranA vacaneA na khape, evo vacane na khape, eTaluja nahi paNa evAM vacane teo na jhIlI zake, durAgrahathI gherAyalAne zAstranA vacaneA phAyadA na kare teve vakhate mai!na pakaDavuMja ceAgya che. A samajAya te prabhu mahAvIranuM kArya apakRtya hatu ema nahI lAge. prabhumahAvIre zuM karyu hatu? gAzALA mahAvIrane tiraskAra karavA Ave che tyAre tee sAdhuone zuM kahevaDAve che ? teozrI kahevaDAve che ke tenI sAthe uttara pratyuttara na karaze. A upadeza khATo hatA ? A vakhata prabhu mahAvIranI pharaja e hatI ke sAdhuone 'badhI zakita sAthe taiyAra raheA' ema kahevuM, evu kAine lAgatuM haze, gAzALA sarakhA mATe mahAvIre hathIyAra utarAvyAM. prabhu mahAvIra mahArAjAe e badhA sAdhuone zA mATe kayA ? are, gurU kevaLI tI kanu apamAna sahana karavAnu tIrthaMkaro zIkhave ? prabhu mahAvIra kevaLI che tethIja Ama kahyuM che, satya sthiti zI che e teo tarata samajI zakayA ne tethIja Ave! upadeza karyo. A upadezathI emaNe sAdhuone bacAvyA ? kevI rIte ? samAge AvanAra, AvavAnA prayatna karanAra kadAca emAthI dUra thaze evA sabhava lAgyA ne tethI tamAma sAdhuone rokI dIdhA. Anu nAma mAdhyastha bhAvanA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 21 ) sudhAbiMdu 1luM, A vastu barAbara samajAya ne aMtaramAM Thase tyAreja mAdhyastha bhAvanAnuM tatva dhyAnamAM Avaze. bhAvanAne upaga kema kare. A mAdhyastha bhAvanAne artha paNa vivekathI kara vAne virodhI game ema bele te paNa ApaNe na bolavuM e ene artha levAne nathI. tamArAthI rokAya, bacAvAya, tamArA sadharmIonuM, temanA samyakatvanuM rakSaNa thAya te mATe tamAre prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. tame kahezo A te tame beu bAju dhakakA mAre che. eka pAsathI cupa rahevAnuM kahe che ane bIjI pAsethI tanatoDa mahenata karavAnuM kahe che. e kema bane ? beu vAta kevI rIte siddha thaI zake ? thAya, beu bAbata kahuM chuM te pUrNa vicArathI ja kahuM chuM. kAraNake tamAre ema karavuM joIe. samIonA bacAvane mATe, viratinA bacAva mATe tame tanamanadhanathI kaTIbaddha thAo e pramada bhAvanAne mATe kahuM chuM. e vadhAre DubI na jAya e mATe mAdhyastha bhAvanAne kahe che. paNa rakSaka rAjanIti rAkhavAne tamane haka che, jyAM sudhI emAM malinatA-svArtha na praveze tyAM sudhI. pIjAne teDavA mATe jagAta ubhI kare te vakhate rAjyanA pagalAne nyAyI na gaNAya. jema dezanA udaya mATe rakSaka jagAta ubhI karavI paDe, tevI rIte pramoda bhAvanA paNa upayegI nIvaDe che. A samajaze eTale udyama karavAnuM kahyuM te te udyama kayAM kare ne kema kara, ane na karavAnuM kahyuM te te kayAM na kare ne kema na kara, e jhaTa samajAze. A cAra bhAvanAo te samyakatvanI bhAvanAo. vairAgya bhAva, vairAgya bhAvamAM kahe che ke azaraNa bhAvanAmAM dharma e zaraNanA che. dharma ekaja evI vastu che ke jenuM manuSyane jagamAM sAcuM zaraNa che. AmAM paNa zaMkA upasthita karanAra che. kaheze ke dharmane Dhagale kare te tenuM zaraNa maLatuM nathI, kAraNake tIrthakara gaNadhara sivAya dharmane Dhagale bIje kayAM maLavAne hate? paNa evAne the matanI AgaLa kayuM zaraNa maLyuM ? metanA jaDabAmAMthI te teo paNa nIkaLI zakyA nahIM AvA dharma dhuraMdhara mRtyunI dADhamAM dabAI jAya te dharma zaraNa che e kema mAnI zakAya ? aneka tIrthakara, gaNadhara, kevaLI e jamanI dADhamAM jakaDAI gayA, chatAM hajIye dharma zaraNa che ema te zuM joIne bele che? strIthI mAra khAte jAya ne "le letI jA' belate jAya, tema dharma zaraNa betrI jAo che, bIjuM zuM? paNa jarA vadhu uMDe vicAra thAya te kevuM sAruM. eka dAkhala laIe. lIlA kuMjAra choDavAone agnIe bALI nAMkhyA, enA para pANI nAkhyAthI zuM vaLe ? agnIe bALI nAMkhelA e kumaLA choDavAo pharIvAra navapallavita thavAnA nathI ja e sai kaI jANe che. paraMtu tema chatAM agnIthI baLatA cheDavAone aTakAvavA hoya to pANInuM zaraNa che ema keNa nahIM bole? Ama zA mATe? kAraNa ke jeTaluM banyuM eTaluM te banyuM paNa pANI maLe te bIjuM navuM na baLe, e lAbha kaMI che na kahevAya. ane pANI maLe ne navuM baLatuM aTake te pANInuM zaraNa maLyuM ema kahevAya. A pramANe AyuSyanA ge eka vakhata mota thayuM, paNa e mata aTakAvanAra je kaI hoya te te dharma ja che. navA matane dharma dUra kare che. niyamita thayelA mRtyune dharmarakI zakatA nathI kAraNa ke e nirmANa che, paNa navA mRtyune dharma rokI zake

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Ananda-sudhAsidhu, (22) sudhA-biMdu 1 lu. che. temaja dharma e janmane paNa rAkI zake che. janma rAkavAmAM dharma e zaraNu che. mAtane rokavuM hAya tA prathama janmane rIkave joie. AthIja jyAre AkhuM jagata mAtathI Dare che tyAre samyakatvI jIva janmathI Dare che. ame jIvIe kharA paNa marIe nahIM e Akhu jagat Icche che. paNa samyakatvI jIva te ethI juduMja kai Icche che. te teA icche che ke ame janmIeja nahIM. A IcchAne lIdhe samyakatvI janmathI DareleA rahe che. janma maraNanI A kathA che. jagata AmAMthI chUTatu' kema nathI ? kAraNa ke bhale janma maraNanI yAtanA bhogavI paNa hajI janmathI DaratAM zIkhyA nathI. maraNu mATe anazana vrata che, janma mATe evA koi vidhi che ? zAsrakAra AkhA jagate nahIM icchelA evA cega mATe vidhi batAve che. paNa janma mATe koi vidhi khatAvatA nathI. AnuM kAraNa zuM ? maraNa hajIye Adara pAtra che, paNa janma te! kAipaNa prakAre AdaraNIya icchavA lAyaka nathI. vastutaH ApaNe guNu ThANA meLavI zakyA nathI, te jIvanuM svarUpa zu' vagere AgaLa kahIzuM. janmanI jahemata. maraNu rokI zakAtuM nathI ApaNe joi gayA ke janma ane maraNu e cIjo dareka bhavamAM cheja keAI paNa bhava janma maraNa vagaranA hotA nathI. hajI sudhI kadI banyu nathI, ane khanaze paNa nahIM. ApaNe e joyu che ke dareka jIva mRtyuthI bhaya pAme che, paNa jema mRtyuthI bhaya pAme che tema janmathI kAi jIva kadI bhaya pAmatA nathI. A satya che, paNa ApaNI ane ApaNI AsapAsamAM rahelA manuSyeAnI jIMdagInuM avalokana karIe te darekamAM mRtyunA bhaya Dagale Dagale rahyA che ema mAlama paDaze, ane e bhaya kadI dUra nahIM thAya ema paNa jaNAze. kAraNa ke e bhaya kadI dUra karavA mATe koI vicAraja karatuM nathI. je bhaya TALI zakAya evA che te TALavAnA kAine khyAlaja AvatA nathI. mRtyu evI cIja che ke jemAMthI kadI koI kheMcI zakatuM nathI. mRtyu TALavA mATe game evA bhagIratha prayatna thAya taye koi mAnavI emAMthI bace ema nathI. maraNanI sAlaiAma sattA sabyApI che ane sarva sthaLe enA amala eka sarakhA cAle che. tIthaMkara, gaNudhara, kevalI cAda pUrvI kAI mRtyumAMthI khacyA nathI AvA mahApurUSA je mRtyumAMthI khacI na rAkayA te mRtyumAMthI khIjAe khacavAnI AzA rAkhe te zA kAmanI tyAre mRtyue cokakasa aeja e vAta have siddha thai gaI. te pachI enA bhaya zA mATe ? je vastu khanavAnI cheja, kAI paNa upAye maTe ema nathI tenA zAka Aaa karavA? AvI sadA banatI niyamita vastuthI bhaya pAmave e aNasamajatu lakSaNu kahevAya. ApaNe joyuM ke maraNane TALavAnA koi upAya nathI. A badhA upAye enI AgaLa nakAmA che. jene TALavAnA kAI upAya nathI. kRtrima sAdhanA jemAM aphaLa nIvaDayAM che tene mATe bhaya zAka vagere zA mATe? ethI phAyado zA thavAnA che? Ama vIcArIe te sama

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Ana'da-sudhAsindhu. ( 23 ) sudhA-khidu 1 luM. jAya che ke maraNunA Dara rAkhavA te kevaLa nakAmA che. vArU, paNa tyAre e bhaya nakAmA che chatAM zAstrakArae maraNanA bhaya kema gaNyA ? mRtyu sarakhA bhaya nathI. mRtyu karatA vadhAre mATo koi bhaya nathI" e vacana kema uccAyu* ? vAta kharI che. mRtyunA bhaya jagata mAtramAM sarva jIvAne lAgelA che. vizvAmAM vasatA kIDAne mRtyune jevA bhaya che tevAja bhaya rAjAne paNa rahe che. e matyutho khacavA mATe zAstrakAra tamane kahe che. tame kahezeA ke e khAjInu khelavuM kema samajI zakAya ? ema kahIne e e amane zuM samajAvavA mAge che? eka pAsathI maraNu TaLatuM nathI, etha kahA che, bIjI bAju maraNathI moTA khIje kAi bhaya nathI mATe tethI macavAne udyama karI ema kaheA che enA artha ze ? A te eka ekathI virUddha vAtA che. AyuSyanA AdhAra. AmAM virUddhatA lAge che kAraNa ke uTA vicAra karyA vinA kevaLa upalaka dRSTithI tame jue che. akakalanA upayoga karI te A virUddhatA tarata dUra thaI jAya. akakalanA upayoga na kare tene te jarUra AmAM virUddhatA lAgeja. have tA sA jANe che ke jIvavuM agara maravuM e keAInA hAthanI vAta nathI. te mAtra AyuSya kane AdhIna che. jIvavAnI IcchA hAya chatAM AyuSya na hoya te phATI upAye paNa jIvI zakAya nahIM. AyuSya khatama thayA pachI kAInI tAkAta nathI ke keI mANasane jIvADI zake ke pote jIvI zake, have jema jIvI jIvADI nathI zakAtu, tema marI ke mArI paNa nathI zakAtu e cAkakasa che. ane chatAM enI bIjI mAjInA vicAra karavA paDe che. saMsAramAM Thera Thera thatI hiMsA prati durlakSa kema karI zakAya ? hiMsA sa MsAramAM sAne bhUlAvanArI che. hiMsA e mahApApanuM sthAna che. mATe hiM'sA cheDIne sayama agara yAmAM pravRtti karavI joie, vaLI tame kaheze ke dayA rAkhavI, hiMsA choDavI e badhuM zA mATe ? enA artha ze ? bIjAnA prANanA viyAga eTale hiMsA. paNa e viyAga kAI nA karyo thatA nathI, AyuSya karma pramANe je thavAnu hAya te thayAja kare che ema mAnyA pachI hiM`sA rahI kayAM ? pachI hiMsA thavAnI ke karavAnI vAta kayAM rahI ? prANanA viyAga thatA khacAvave ema kaheA che, paNa enuM meAta kAIthIja khacAlyu bacatuM nuthI, jIvAyuM kAI jIvatuM nathI, mAryuM keAI maratuM nathI, te hiMsA jevI cIja kayAM rahI ? A za MkA uThe e svAbhAvika che paNu AgaLa ApaNe e mAkhatAnuM samAdhAna karI gayA chIe. A prazna carcIne ApaNe samajAvyuM ke jIvavuM ke maravuM e kevaLa AyuSyanA AdhAre thAya che. paNa AyuSyane jaldI bhogavAvI de, kramasara na bhAgavavA ke te e sthitimAM hiMsA ane nirdayatAne sthAna che eTale ke tyAM hiMsAnA a lAgu pADI zakAya che. AyuSyanA AdhAre jIvana che, abAve maraNu che. paNa e AyuSyamAM upakramanu` sAdhana meLavI AyuSya ekadama bhAgavAvI devAya te tyAM hiMsA rahelI che. eka jIva tenA AyuSya pramANe kramasara jIvI rahyA hAya tene pANImAM DubADayA, je anukrame bhegavavAnuM hatuM tene ekadama bhAgavavuM paDayuM, AnuM nAma hiMsA eka jIva jamIna para cAlatA hatA, asaMkhya manuSyA tyAMthI Ava jA karatA hatA ne temAMnA koikanA paga nIce AvIne tenuM mRtyu thAta. eka manuSyanA paga paDaye ne te ekadama chudAIne

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AnaMda sudhAsiMdhu (24) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. maravAnI aNI para hate evAmAM te manuSya paga upADI lIdho eTale te jIva bacI gaye, ahiMsA thatI aTakI, ahIM dayA paNa AvI gaI nimitta hoya te A rIte TaLe paNa che, AnI AyuSya be prakAranAM kahyAM che. eka upakramavazAt eka upakama vagaranuM. jene nimitta maLe te tuTI jAya, jAya, nimitta na maLe te cAlyA kare, ghaDIALane dAkhale ApaNe lIdhe hate. ghaDIAlamAM pheMcI chatrIsa kalAka cAle tevI che chatAM tene krU hile karI nAMkhIe te kUMcI eka paLamAM utarI jAya ne ghaDIALa baMdha paDe. kIle na karIe te chatrIsa kalAka sudhI barAbara cAle. te pramANe AyuSyane paNa upaghAta na maLe te amuka varSa sudhI cAle ane upaghAta lAge te jaladI marI jAya. have upaghAtanuM karma bAdhyuM haze ke nahIM? nA upaghAtanuM karma nathI, ne DhIla thavA mATe kaI judI kaLe nathI. bIjo dAkhalo jhera khavaDAvavAno che. keIne jhera khavaDAve ke pate khAya e badhA AyuSya jaladI bhegavavAnA kAraNe che. te upakrama kene lAge? krUnI khIlI judI keya te te DhIlI na thAya? tema ahIM nirUpakrama AyuSya hoya to tene upakramazI ghaTavAne saMbhava nathI, paNa A vAta te jenuM AyuSya ghaTe evuM che. jaldI bhegavAya evuM che tene mATe che. e te saheje samajI zakAya ema che, paNa jemanuM AyuSya jarA paNa vadhatuM ghaTatuM nathI temanuM zuM ? devatA, nArakI, vagere nirUpakrama AyuSyavALA jemanuM AyuSya heja paNa ghaTatuM nathI tevAne aMge te hiMsA lAgeja nahIM ne? emAM hiMsA na mAnIe te aDacaNa zI che? kAraNa nArakI, devatA jugalIyAne mAravA koNa jAya che? vaLI jema devatA vagere nirUpakrama AyuSyavALA che tema kSe janArA ane tresaTha zalAkA purUSa badhA paNa nirUpakrama AyuSyavALA hoya che te temanI paNa hiMsA kema lAge?game teTalA upAye karIe te paNa temanuM AyuSya to ghaTavAnuM ja nathI ne ? te pachI temAM hiMsA zA mATe mAnavI joIe have ahIMja hiMsAne sAce ja artha samajavAnI jarUra che. hiMsA eTale zuM? tame hiMsAne artha bahu saMkucita kare che, hiMsA eTale keIne mAravuM, keInuM AyuSya jaldI pUruM thAya jaldI jogavAI jAya evA prayatna karavA emaja nahIM. bIjAne AyuSya jaldI bhegavAvI laIe teja hiMsA lAge ema nathI. hiMsAne e artha bahu saMkucita che, e artha te badhA samaje che, pALI zake na pALI zake e judI vAta che paNa e artha mATe bhAga samaje che. paNa hiMsAne arthe bahu vizALa che. keInA AyuSyamAM upadhAtanA sAdhane meLavavAnI IcchA thAya e paNa hiMsA che. keI kaheze ke prANuno viyega na thayela hoya te te hiMsA naja lAge ne ? A bhUla che. keInA AyuSyane jaldI bhegavAvI devAne vicAra manamAM Avyo ke hiMsA thaI, e vicArathI pratyakSa hiMsA thaI hoya ke na thaI hoya, paNa e vicAraja hiMsA che. prANa viyeganA vicAra Ave te paNa hiMsA zAstrakAre kahe che ke jIvane bacAvavAnI buddhi na rahe tenuM nAma paNa hiMsA Ama hiMsA vicAra mArgathI paNa thAya che. emAM judAM judAM svarUpa haya, nAnI moTI hiMsA ema kahI zakAya, paNa hiMsA te kharIja tyAre pahelI hiMsA kaMI? pahelI hiMsA prANane viga karavAnI. bIjI hiMsA te prANane viyega karavAnAM kAraNane vicAra kare te epachI kaI hiMsA Ave? jIvane bacAvavAnI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (25) sudhA-biMdu 1 3. jANIne na macAvA jamIna para cAlatA kAI hatA tyAM pelA mANu buddhinA abhAva e paNa hiMsA che, khacAvI zakayAAta e jIvane tame athavA bedarakArI batAvA e hiMsA thai. ApaNe AgaLa kahI gayA eka mANasanA paga nIce ekajIva chudAI marIjAta marIjavAnI aNIpara sanA lakSamAM e vAta AvIne taNe paga upADI lIdheA, eTale te jIva khacIgayA. AnuM nAma bacAvavAnI buddhi. paga nIce jIva chuMdAyache athavA chuMdAvAnAche e bhAna thayA chatAM paga uThAvyeA na hAta tA e, e mAravA nahAtA IcchatA chatAM jIva marI jAta ane Rsi'sAthAta. A hiMsA. A rhiMsA lAgata, kAraNa ke bacAvI zakAta tene bacAvavAnI buddhi eNe vAparI nahIM A macAvavAnI buddhinA abhAva thayene e trIjI hiMsA thaI. ajANye thatI hiMsA tame duniyAdArImAM raheA che. rAjanA aneka prasaMge evA khane che ke jemAM hiMsAne ajANye samAveza thaIjAya che. moTaranA DrAIvara bhUMgaLuM na vagADe teA zIkSAne pAtra thAya ke nahIM? vAMka vaLavAnA Ave tyAM khakhara karyAM vinA- bhuMgaLuM vagADayA vinA meTara vALI le ane keAI aDapheTamAM AvI jAya athavA sAmethI khIjI meTara dhasIAve te DrAIvara gunhegAra kharI ke nahIM? eka DAkaTara tamane AMkhamAM nAMkhavAnI davA Ape ane davAnI zIsI ke DakhI para jherI davA ema na lakhe teA DAkaTara gunhegAra Thare. e zIzImAMnI davA AMkhamAMja nakhAya te te kaI nahIM, paNa koI ajANye e davA pI jAya ne e khInA keAmAM sAkhIta thAya teA DAkaTaranA bAra vAgI jAya, eNe kAine jANIne mAryAM nathI, paNa manuSyane bacavAnA upAya eNe na karyAM, DAkaTarane teA pelA mANasane mAravAnuM manamAM cittamAMye naheAtuM, ene e davA pAvAna ke eve keAI vicAra svapnAmAM paNa sparzelA nahIM ane chatAM e gunhegAra zAthI thayA ? kAraNa ke eNe khacavAnA--bacAvavAnA upAya na karyAM tethI. Aja pramANe meTara DrAIvaranu DrAIvara meTaranI jhaDapa vadhArerAkhe ane koi raste oLaMgI na zake, chatAM kei oLaMgavA jAya ne vacce AvI jAya teA DrAivara gunhegAra thAya. mANasane mAravAnA ene IrAdo nahAtA, kAine mAravAnA IrAde eNe moTara naheAtI doDAvI, chatAM mANasAne khacavAne lAyakanI jhaDapa na rAkhI ne bedarakArIthI meTara hAMkI tA zIkSAne pAtra thAya che. Ama bedarakArIthI davA ApanAra ne bedarakArIthI moTara hAMkanAra gunhegAra gaNAya che ne zIkSAne pAtra thAya che, kAyA rUpI meAtanI gADI. bedarakArIthI jherI davA ApanAra gunhegAra gaNAya che, teA A jherI kAyA jagatanA javA mATe dhagadhagatA lADhAnA gALe che. aviratinA jIva e tapele lAThAnA gALe che. asAmAnya jhaDapathI dhasI jatI meTarathI ke jherI davAthI keNu khacI zake ? jenuM nazIba hAya teja emAMthI bacavA pAme. e pramANe A kAyA paNu jherI davA che. A matakArathI prabaLa AyuSyavALA hAya teja khace. A kAyArUpa meTaranI gADI ekadama pUra vegathI doDIja jAya che. emADavAmAM hiMsA thAyache ke kema, jIvA khacIjAya che ke nahI' vagere vicAra ene AvatAja nathI. eka paNa jIva mArAthI maravA na joie, huM dareka jIvane bacAvanAra thAuM, evA vicAra kene keTalI vakhata AvyA ? rakhe ne mArAthI koi jIvane

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AnaMda--sudhAsi. ( 26 ) sudhAmiMdu 1 lu. nukasAna thaI jaze e ci'tA kayAre thaI ? meTara DrAivarane dareka paLe koI aDakTamAM na AvI jAya tenI saMbhALa rAkhavI paDe che. e khAkhatanuM khInacuka dhyAna teNe rAkhavu. paDe che. A kAyArUpI gADInA ApaNe paNa DrAivara chIe. AvI kAyarUpI meAtakAra che chatAM je kALajI meTaranA DrAivaro rAkhe che te kALajI A murkhA DrAivara nathI rAkhI zakatA, meTaranA DrAivara AMdhaLA hoya ane moTarakAra calAve te tenI zI dazA ? prajAnI salAmatI zI ? rAjasattA te vakhate camakI jAya che. kAraNa AMdhaLA ane vherA DrAivara bhara vastIvALA mahAlalAmAM rAhadArIe tarapha durlakSa rAkhI svecchAthI moTara calAvyA jAya teA enA jevuM bhayaMkara khIjuM zuM hoi zake ? kAyArUpI gADInA DrAIvara keTalI saMbhALa le che? gAma zahera agara nagaranI vastImAM gaNyA gAMThayA jIve che, paNa ahIM asa`khyajIvA kAjaLanI dAkhaDImAM bharyA hoya ema bharelA che, paNa A AMdhaLA mherAM, A jIvane te jIvA kema khace tenI saMbhALa levAnI ke te jANavAnI darakAra nathI. eTale A kAyAnI gADI e khedarakArIthI calAve che. jyAMsudhI e saiA jIvAne bacAvavAnI dAnatavALA thayA nathI, chavA mATe sarvajJa vacanane sAMbhaLatA nathI tyAMsudhI ApaNe ane AMdhaLA mherA DrAIvara meu sarakhA ghAtakI chIe meTaranA calAvanAra manuSyanI vastIne dhyAnamAM le, koi aDapheTamAM na AvI jAya tenI kALajI rAkhe ane A sAvacetInA kAraNe te zIkSApAtra na Thare. paNa kAyAne calAvanAra DrAivara evI sAvacetI na rAkhe te pachI e zIkSAmAMthI kema khacI zake? Ama tame joze ke traNe muddA nakakI thai jAya che. khIjAnA AyuSyane jaldI bhAgavavAnAM kAraNeA meLavavAM te huM'sA, e kAraNeAnA vicAra karavA te huM'sA, ane bacAvavAnA vicAra na karavA te paNa Rsi'sA pachI kadAca nirUSakrama AyuSyavALA hoya topaNa tenA AyuSya tuTavAnAM kAraNe meLavIe e kAraNeAnA vicAra karIe eTalA puratA ApaNe hiMsAkhe.ra chIe. khacavAnAM kAraNeA na meLavIe te paNa hiMsA. karanArA chIe. AthI jIvavuM maravuM ApaNA hAthamAM na hovA chatAM hiMsA ane dayA thaIzake che, ane tethI e beune sthAna che. ema sAbIta thAya che. bacAvanAra pApI kema ? bIjAnA AyuSyanuM rakSaNa karavu e A rIte dha thayA, khIjAnA AyuSyanA kSayanAM kAraNeA dUra karavAM tenuM nAma anukaMpA. e mATe vadhAre nahIM to pazusaNamAM tame sAMbhaLe che. meghakumAranA jIva kANu hatA ? hAthI hatA e hAthInA bhavamAMthI ekadama manuSya thayA. manuSya thaine ekaja bhavamAM e meAkSapadane pAmyA, e zAthI ? e kAnA prabhAvathI banyuM ? evu eNe kayuM puNya kAryAM karyuM hatuM ? ke kazu paNa satkRtya karyAMja vinAja, medarakArIthI jIvyA chatAM te mekSapadane pAmyA ! enu kRtya mahAt hatu sasalAne khacAvavAnI buddhi eNe vAparI, eNe hiMsA thatI aTakAvI, jIvanA AyuSyamAM nAzanuM sAdhana AvyuM hatu. te dUra karyuM tethI ene mekSa thaye. jagatamAM kasAie hoya che paNa keTalAka te kasAInI kAryavAhIthI AgaLa vadhelA hAya che. eTale zu ? te joie, kasAie hiMsA kare che, bakarAM, makarI, gAya, bheMsa, baLada vagerenI hiMsA kare che, paraMtu pote mAre che chatAM e jAnavarone bacAvanArane khurA kahe evA keAI kasAI nIkaLaze nahIM, pAMjarApALavALA pazuone bacAve che mATe te pApI che evuM keAI kaheze nahIM. khIjA paNa je kAI e jAnavarAne bacAve temane pApI kahenArA kasAi nahIM maLe. jyAre jInezvaranA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 7 ) sudhAbiMdu 1luM. matanuM nAma dharAvanAra ane jInezvarane deva tarIke mAnanArAomAM AvuM kadI sAMbhaLyuM che? jIvane bacAvavAmAM pApa che e kalpanAja kevI lAge che? emanI apekSAe bacAvanArA 7 mIe javAnA! kasAI te pahelIe jAya ke na paNa jAya, paNa bacAvanArA mahApApI, kAraNa ke temane te aDhAragaNuM pApa lAgyuM, sasalAne hAthIe bacAvyA to sasalAnA aDhAra pApa hAthIne lAgyA, ane e aDhAra pApanA pratApe hAthI manuSya thaye ane saMsAra ocho karyo. sasalA tarapha batAvelI anukaMpAne lIdhe hAthIne manuSyapaNu maLyuM ne saMsAra pAtaLo karyo sutrakAre Ama kahyuM, have hAthIne pApa lAgyuM hoya, sasalAne bacAvanAra tarike tenA tarapha anukaMpA darzAvanAra tarike hAthIne je arADha pApa lAgyAM hoya te zAsakAre ene mATe AvAM vacana kema uccAre? zuM zAstrakAre pite pApI hatA? temanA mate emaja hovuM joIe. zAstrakAra pApanA kuMDAmAMnA kIDA hovA joie, nahIM te aDhAra pApa karanArane manuSyapaNu ane saMsAra pAtaLo karanAra kema varNa ? sutrakAra kahe che ke anukaMpA e ahiMsA che. paNa e be judI vastu che. anukaMpAnI jagA para ahiMsA kahI devI. ahIM ekalA sasalAnI ahiMsA che ke badhAnI ahiMsA che? zAstrakAroe ekalA sasalAnI anukaMpA kahI che te emAM jagatanA badhA ja pratyenI anukaMpA che ke nahIM? badhA jIvonI ahIMsA che ke nahIM? tyAre sasalAnI anukaMpA kema lakhI ? badhA jInI ahiMsA che te ekalA sasalAnI ahiMsA kema gaNAI? AthI keIe kuTa kalpanA karI ke anukaMpA be prakAranI hoya che, eka jemAM pApa thAya te ne bIjI jemAM pApa na thAya te. A sasalAnI anukaMpA bIjI anukaMpA jemAM pApa nathI tevI che eTale te nirava anukaMpA, ane bIjI sAvadya anukaMpA. ahIM mUMIpaNuM pUruM thayuM. anukaMpA paNa pApavALI hatI haze? heya. sasalAnI anukaMpA pApa vagaranI gaNAya. paNa tamArI te anukaMpA paNa pApavALI che. ane pachI arADha pApasthAnaka seve, tethI anukaMpA pApa vagaranI thavAnI ja nahIM! anukaMpAmAM be vastu rahI. pApa ne paNa lAge, ne pApalAge paNa kharUM. mA mArI rAMDa vAMjhaNI vagere zabdo kevA lAge che? anukaMpA teija pAparUpa hoya te sAvadya ane niravadya vizeSaNa kyA lagADazo? paNa A kalpanAja khoTI che. anukaMpA pApavALI che ja nahIM anukaMpA te suMdara che, anukaMpAmAM sAvadya niravadyapaNuM raheluM nathI. have aDhAra pApasthAnakanI anumodanA tamArA gharamAM cItaravAnuM rahyuM, jagamAM batAvavAnuM na rahyuM, jemAM bIjuM pApa na thAya te niravadha anukaMpe. to have sasalAnI anukaMpA hAthIe karI te niravadya ke sAvadha? ajANyA ene nirava kaheze, paNa pachI sAvadya kahevI paDaze. hAthInI anukaMpA kevI? hAthInuM kRtya kaMI jevuM tevuM nahotuM. e kaMI sAmAnya anukaMpA nahatI, AvuM kRtya te manuSyanA hAthe paNa bhAgyeja thAya che. eNe zuM karyuM? aDhI divasa sudhI paga uMce rAkhe. pariNAme paga gaMThAI gaye. have te A anukaMpAne sAvadha kahI zakAya ke nahIM? A dazA hAthInI zA kAraNe thaI? dayAbhAvanAne lIdheja AvI dazA thaI e te kharuMne? pahADa paDe tema hAthI tuTI paDe! anukaMpAne lIdhe ja paDe. paNa hAthI nIce zAthI paDe te pUjIne paDe ke kema ? game ema hoya te paNa hAthInI anukaMpA sAvaja che, hAthIne sAtadivasa sudhI bhukha ane tarasa bhegavavAM paDayAM A vedanA zuM ochI haze ? A badhuM

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* AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (28) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. duHkha ATalI badhI herAnagati hAthIne zAmATe bhegavavAM paDyAM? sasalAMpratyenI anukaMpAne lIdheja ke sAta sAta divasa sudhI bhukha tarasa veThayAM ne aMte hAthIne prANa game te kenA nAme lakhAye? dayAne lIdhe, sasalA pratyenI anukaMpAne lIdhe jeNe ATaluM vekyuM tenI dayAne sAvadya kahI na zakyA? ApaNe e sthitimAM hoIe te zIdazA thAya? sAta divasa bhUkha sarasa veThavAM paDe che? hAthI paDe tema ApaNe paDavuM paDe te? ApaNI zI vale thAya? tyAre hAthIne zuM thayuM haze ene vicAra kema keIne nathI Avate? hAthInI anukaMpAne nirdaya TharAvavALAoe esthaLe rUnuM gAdaluM rAkhyuM hota te judI vAta hatI. A te jamIna para paDa tyAM zI dazA thaI? hAthI paDe eTale bIjA nI paNa zI dazA thAya e vicAravAnuM che. tyAre zuM ahIM nivadya paNuM levuM? e kema levAya? sasale bacIga, hAthInA badhA prayatna sasalAne bacAvavA mATenAja hatA. sasale bacIgaye, eNe bacIne zuM kahyuM? gAyane bacAvI ema? tyAre sasalAne bacAvanAra hAthIne aDhAra pApa lAgyA te e sasalAne kema aDhAra pApa na lAgyAM? je e pApa lAgyAM te hAthIne kema e pApa lAgyAM? hAthIe kaMI khoTuM kRtya karyuM hatuM? hAthIne chellAM pariNAma paNa kevAM? enAM pariNAma e hatAM ke sasale je mare nahI ne bacI jAya che e gAya, vigerene bhaThThImAMthI bacAve. paNa gAya bace tenuM pariNAma vAcharaDAnI utpatti thAya e te nathIja. bacavavAnA pariNAma pApa sevavAmAM nathI. Ama je ahIM bacAvavAnA pariNAma bacAvavAmAM AvatAM hoya te pApa kayAMthI lAgyuM? bacAvanAra puNya kare che ke pApa e te sahaja samajAya evI sAdI vAta che. paNa e dayAnA duzamanene sIdhuM kaMI sujhatuM ja nathI. ahiMsA ekalI sasalAnI nathI, badhAnI ahiMsA che jene mATe mAryAnathI te badhAnI ahiMsA che, te pachI ekalA sasalAnI ahiMsA kema kahe che? kAraNake tyAM ekalA sasalAne prasaMga hatuM, paga nIce dabAI jAya te dabAva nahIM e hetu hate; ane zAstrakAra ahiMsA kahetA nathI paNa cekakhI anukaMpA kahe che. paraMtu anukaMpAnA kaTTAvirodhIone anukaMpa rUcatI nathI tethI te pheravavAno vicAra kare che! prANanA viyeganAM sAdhane ApaNI taraphathI thavA na joIe. bacavAnI buddhi thavI joIe. AyuSya ochuM thavAnAM sAdhane ene na lAge enuM nAmaja bacAva. jIvavuM maravuM te karmane Adhina che ja, paNa tenA AyuSyane bacAvavA mATenA vicAra karavA, prayatnakaravA tenuM nAma ahiMsA, dayA, ane anukaMpA. te anukaMpA, tirati, hiMsA zI cIja che te samajIzakAya, paNa je rIte uDo vicAra karavAmAM na Ave te samajI zakAya nahIM. emATe kALajIpUrvaka vicArakare te samajAya ke AyuSya jaldIthI bhegavAya evAM sAdhane meLavavAM, evAM kAraNene vicAra kare ane ane AyuSyakSayanAM sAdhane dUra karavAmAM buddhi na calAvavI tenuM nAma hiMsA. virodhI pratye kevuM valaNa rAkhavuM? have bIjA zAsananA virodhI, dharmanA virodhI ne zvara dezurUnA nidake vagerene pratikAra kara ke na kare e vicArIe, madhyastha bhAvanAnI dRSTie joIe te virodha na karavo joIe, paNa kArUthyanI draSTie joIe te virodha karavAmAM kaMI deSa nathI, karave joIe tyAre mAdhyasthanI dRSTithI amAre zuM udAsina ja rahevuM? AmAMpaNa uDevicAra karavAnI jarUra che. nahIM te guMcavaNamAM

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Anada-sudhAsi . (29 ) sudhA-miMndu 1 lu.. paDazeA. virAdha karavA ke na karavA e pAtrapara AdhAra rAkhe che. jeo niHzakapaNe krUra kama karanArA che, devagurUnI niMdA karanArA che temane virodha karIne zu' samajAvI zakAya ? tevAnI AgaLa ulTu vadhAre bagaDe ema na hAya, ethI ye udhe raste na jAya ema hAya te kahI zakAya eTalu kahevuM ane pachI temanA kArya tarapha bedarakArI rAkhavI. AnA udAharaNa mATe prabhu mahAvIranuM dRSTAMta sarasa che. gozALA sarakhA kaTTara vizaSI zAsananA prakhaLa zatru, devagurUnA nidaka hullA laine Ave che te vakhate prabhu mahAvIra sa sAdhune vacamAM khelavAnI nA pADe che. bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA gAzAle e kaTTaramAM kaTTara vizadhI hatA te chatAM peAtAnA sAthIone laIne te bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deva upara hallA laine AbyA hatA, tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA e:meTAmAM moTo zatru hatA. deva ane gurUnA niMdaka hatA paNa AvA mANasa e jyAre sAme humalA laIne Ave che, ane jyAre bhagavAna tene zAMta karI zakatA nathI tyAre teo khIjA sAdhune vAre che. tIrthaMkarane mATe gezALA game tevA AkSepeA kare che, chatAM tenI upekSA karavAnI mahAvIradeva saghaLA sAdhuone AjJA kare che e zAthI ? kevaLa anuMka'pAthI je sAdhuomAMthI kAi sAme thaze teA e duSTa tenA vadha karaze ane jo koI sAme nahI thaze; te gAzAlA game tevA zabda khelI pA cAlyeAjaze ema mAnIne sayamIne ghAta nathAya temATe bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAja ziSyane AprasaMge muMgA rahevAnemATe AjJAkareche, ATaluM. chatAM sarvAnubhutI ane sunakSatra khele che, have prazna echeke A zISyAne bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karyuM ke nahIM ? AnA uttara eche ke sarvAnubhUtInA kAryone ApaNe bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM khaMDana karyuM' ema kahI zakatA nathI. bhagavAne potAnA ziSyAne evIAjJA karIhatI ke tamAre ge,zAlAnI sAme kaMipaNu naja khelavu joIe. e evA AzayathI ke adhamI tyAgIone pazu jIva letAM DaravAnA nathI ane peAtAne kAraNe Ave prasaMga paDe e zrImahAvIradeva ucita mAnatA nahatA, chatAM jyAre temanA ziSya geAzALAnI cAme thAya che tyAM vacce AvavAnA bhagavAna niSedha kare che. je e ziSyAe bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM yathAsthita pAlana na karatAM gazALAnA sAmaneA karyAM tene bhagavAna zikSA karavAnuM kahetA nathI. bhagavAna ziSyAne geAzALAnI sAme na khelavAno upadeza Ape che tenuM kAraNa eTalu ja che ke teo jANeche ke A sudhare evA nathI ane tenI sAme thavuM athavA ka'I khelavuM e nakAmu` che je lAja zarama maryAdA esaghaLuM cheADI beThA hoya ane mAtra deva, gurU ane dharmonI nidAkaravAmAMja jemane AnaMda AvatA hAya tevA murkhAonI upekSAkaryA vInA khIje kAI mAja nathI tame Aje vyavaGAramAM paNa zuM jue che tene khyAla karo. tamArA khaMgalA nIce eka mavAlI ubhe hAya ane te tamAne hajAro apazabdo kahI jAya tene tame kaMipaNa karI zakatAnathI ane karavA IcchatA paNa nathI, paraMtu jo ekasagrahastha tamArI mIThImazkarI karI jAya, tapa tame tenA upara DemezananA dAvA karavA jAme che ! eja draSTrAMta kharekhara ahIMpaNa lAgu paDeche. zrImahAvIra mahArAjAnI ema khAtrIae ke A murkha koipaNa prakAre sudhare ema nathI. jyAre te nathIja sudharavAnA, tApachI tene sudhAravAne mATe parizrama karIe tenA artha zuM ? evAja AzayathI zrImahAvIradeve e munI sAme na thavAnI peAtAnA ziSyAne AjJA karI hatI. sudhA

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AnaMda-sudhA sidhu. ( 30 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 lu ravAne mATe udyama karavo e sajjananu kartavya che, paNa je nathIja sudharIzakatA tene sudhAravAnA prayatnakaravA e mithyA che. huMmezA; kArya karavuM ane tenu pariNAma AvavuM; e kAryanI aMdara rahelA hetupara avalakhe che. Aje hiMdusthAnamAM yuropathI paNa mAla Aveche ane jApAnathI pazu mAla Ave che, ane upara jakAta paDe che paNa e banne mAla upara jakAta nAMkhavAmAM bhinna minna vRttie rahelI che. yuropathI AvatA mAla upara jakAta nAMkhavAmAM e vRtti rahelI che ke e mAla AvavAnA AchA na thAya chatAM te mAla hIMdImAlane mukAbale meghepaDe, teA hIMdI udyAgAne eTale phAyado thaIzake. jyAre jApAnIsamAla upara jakAta nAMkhavAnA hetu eche ke temAla AvatA aTakI zake. A uparathI ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe ke kaI paNa kAryanI koMmata tenA ekalA bahAranA dekhAva uparathI karavAnI nathI paNa koi paNa kArya nI kIMmata karatAM te kA mAM rahelA hetuja jovAvA joie. A draSTie dareka kArya tapAsIe chIe tyAre kArya nI kIMmatanA sAcA khyAla Ave che. je samyakatva pAmyA che tene potAnA virodhInuM paNa pratikULa coMtavanakaravAnuM nathI, te jo kai kare che te haMmezA rakSaNakaravAnI bhAvanAthI kare che. anupAte rakSaNa thAya tema kare che upaghAtanA kAryamAM pravartavuM paDe, tApaNa dharmI jIva vidheya tarIke vartI zakatA nathI. zAsananuM rakSaNa karavAnI bhAvanAthI dharmI jIva pravRti karI zake che arthAta A badhA kAryomAM hetu jaina zAsananI sevAnA hAvA joIe. tethI khIjAnuM jIrUM karavAnI jarApaNa ghAnata na hovI joie. nyAyAdhIza Are pIene sajA kare che, te nahI ke sajAnA kAyado che teTalA mATeja sajA kare che, paNa e sajAmAM prajAnI saraMkSAnA hetu che! teja pramANe ahIM paNa hetu zAsananI rakSAnA hAvA joie. upaghAtanA kAryoMmAM pravRtta thavu' paDe nirUpAya che. mAdhyastha bhAvanA rakSakapaNAmAM nathI eTale tenI bedarakArI karavI eja vyAjabI che. nukasAna karanAra AtmAne phAyado na thAya evuM hoya e jagyAe mAdhyastha bhAvanA rAkhavI jarUrI che. ahuja vicArapUrvaka A be vastu nahIM vicAraze. te tamane A kathanamAM paraspara bheda lAgaze. have asala prazna para Ave maraNanI sattA sArvabhAma che te skhalana pAmatI nathI maraNano bhaya rAkhIne rahevuM ane vaLI maraNuthI bacavAnI vAta karavI e paraspara vidhI jevuM lAgaze paraMtu kharI rIte e baMne vastu ekaja che. ajavALu joitu hAya teA ajavALuM lAvI zakAtuM nathI paNa dIvA lAvIe eTale enI meLeja ajavALu' Ave che. teja pramANe maraNu khaseDI zakAtuM nathI, paNa te janmanI sAtheja Ave che. janma hoya tAja maraNu arthAt jene maraNanA Dara lAgyA hAya teNe maraNunA Dara na rAkhatAM janmane bhaya rAkhavA joie je mANasa AveA bhaya rAkhe che teja kharekharo dharmamAM sthira cittavALA arthAta samyakatva pAmele che. A jagA para vicAravAnuM che ke janmathI DaravuM e jo kanya che, teA pachI janmanA kAraNeA kayA che ane tethI bacavAnA mArga karyA che? A praznanuM samAdhAna AgaLa karavAmAM Avaze.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (31) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. vika jainatvanuM mULa zuM? . AtmAne janma kayAMthI? zAstrakAra mahArAjA zrImAn nyAyAcArya yazovijayajI mahArAja bhavya jInA upakAra mATe jJAnasAra aSTaka nAmanA graMtha prakaraNamAM teozrI jaNAve che ke anAdikALathI dareka jIva bhavanI paraMparAmAM rakhaDe che. A jIva kayAMthI rakhaDe che, ane jyAM sudhI rakhaDe che; tene uttara e che ke, jyAM sudhI jIvane pitAnA sAcA svarUpanuM jJAna prApta thatuM nathI tyAM sudhI te rakhaDe che. je manuSya pitAnI dRSTi AtmA taravALIne ema vicAra kare, ke huM eTale keNa? huM kayArane Avyo? kyAMthI AvyuM? mArI pharaja zu che? AtmA tarIke meM jagatamAM zuM kartavya karyuM che ? ane mAruM chevaTanuM karavAnuM kAma karyuM che? te pachI te jIva bhava paraMparAmAM vadhAre vakhata rakhaDI zake nahI. keI paNa jIva athavA koIpaNa manuSya evI kalpanA karI zakatA nathI ke mAre jIva pAMca varasa pachI A che, kivA garbhamAM mAro jIva utpanna thaye che. manuSyane garbhanI avasthAne khyAla hoto nathI, chatAM e keIpaNa manuSya ema mAnI zakatuM nathI ke mAre jIva na upaje che athavA amuka varSa upara utpana thaye che. jIva kaI vastune baneluM che, te manuSyanA khyAlamAM AvI zakatuM nathI zAstranI vAta bAju para rAkhIe te paNa e vAtate cekakasa che ke jIva zAne baneluM che, jIva kayAre utpanna thaye te paNa manuSyane mAlama nathI. manuSya sute hoya, jAgI jAya, svapnA Ave A badhI avasthA evI che ke tenI dareka sthitine manuSyane purepure khyAla Ave che, ane dareka sthiti te sArI rIte anubhave che, teja pramANe dareka manuSya pitAne jIva kayAre thaye che e vastune anubhavI zakatuM nathI. jyAre e vastu ApaNe anubhavI zaktA nathI te pachI jIva utpanna thayAne ApaNane khyAla na hoya e kudaratI che. manuSyane svapna Ave che svapnAmAM te hase che yA raDe che, kivA bIjI game te rIte te aneka kalpanA kare che. duniyAmAM Aje ghaNA Azcaryo ApaNe joIe chIe, vividha prakAranI zodhakhoLa jagatamAM thaI che, aneka nAnA moTA yaMtre cAlI rahyA che paNa e saghaLI vastunuM mULa manuSyanI kalpanAmAM che, kalpanAnuM mULa anubhava ane e anubhavathI manuSya pahelAM dareka vastu kalpanAmAM sarjAve che, pachI te vastu janArUpe kAgaLa upara lakhAya che pachI tene pratyakSa vahevAra thAya che, ane e kalapanAnuM ApaNe sthaLa rUpa thayeluM joIe chIe, paraMtu vicAra kare ke badhAnuM muLazuM? te ekaja javAba maLaze ke kalpanA hiMdusthAnamAM mahAkavI kALIdAsa bhava bhuti vagere mahAkavIoe tathA yuropamAM zekSapIyara jevA purUe aneka graMtha racyA, pAkyA, amerIkAmAM eDIsane vividha jAtanI zodha jagatamAM na yuga pragaTAvyA, e badhuM zAthI thayuM ? javAba ekaja che ke manuSyanI kalpanAthI. khoLa karI, paNa manuSya A badhI kalpanA kayAMthI karI javAba eka che ke teNe je vastu anubhavI hatI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 32 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. athavA tenA purvajoe je vastu anubhavI hatI ane tenA kuLaparaMparAgata saMskAra enAmAM AvyA hatA te parathI eNe kalpanAo karI. paraMtu eka paNa manuSya Aja sudhImAM evI kalpanA nathI karI ke e kalpanA keIe anubhavIja na heya. A uparathI eka vastu sAbIta thAya che ke manuSya jenI kalpanA karI zake che te vastu teNe eka bIjA prakAre anubhavelI hovI ja joIe, ApaNe jIva kayAre utpanna thaye e ApaNA khyAlamAM nathI enuM kAraNa eja che, ke e sthiti ApaNe anubhavI nathI manuSya mArU zarIra ema kahe che, zarIrane aneka kAryomAM pravartAve che, e uparathI lAge che ke zarIrane pravartAvanAra kaI vastu judI hevI joIe. samaje tyAre je vastu zarIrane jagatanA vyavahAramAM pravartAve che tenuM nAma AtmA che keITIkAkAra ema kaheze ke jIva anAdithI upasthita nathI paNa te janmadAtA mAtApitAnA saMgathI baneluM che, te tenuM A kathana ApaNe svIkArI zakIzuM nahIM, A vastu samajavAne mATe huM tamane eka udAharaNa ApuM chuM. paNa ane mATI benA sagathI jhADanI utpatti thAya che, paNa teTalA uparathI kaI ema kahI zake nahIM, ke jhADa e pANI che athavA mATI che. pANI ane mATInA saMga vagara vRkSanI utpatti naja thAya chatAM ApaNe ema na kahI zakIe ke jhADa e pANI ane mATI che, athavA pANI ane mATI eja jhADa che samajavAnI vastu e che ke pANI ane mATI e baMne poSaka padArtha che te baMne maLa padArtha nathI. jhADane je muLa che arthAt je bIja che te bIjane pANI ane mATI paDyuM che, evAta tadana kharI; eTale bIjane piSanArA pANI ane mATI e bhale kahI zakAya paNa pANI ane mATI vagara vRkSa ugI zake nahIM, mATe "pANI ane mATI teja vRkSa che," ema kaI ghaTAvI zake nahI, zarIra ane AtmAnuM paNa emaja eja pramANe mAtA pitAnA rakta vIryathI zarIra bane che, arthAta mukhya vastu A rakatavIrya piSe che e vAta barAbara che paNa e rakatavIrya jyAre mAtA pitAnuM raktavIrya ekaThuM thAya che tyAre tyAre garbha rahe che e niyama nathI. pratyeka samaye rakatavIrya bheguM thavA chatAM unnatI thatI nathI ane amuka samayeja garbha utpanna thAya che e uparathI jaNAI Ave che ke garbhanA mULa bhUtarUpe bIjuM kaIka hovuM ja joIe je rakatavIryathI ja saMtati utpanna thAya, te pratyeka vakhate saMtatinI utpati hevIja joIe, paNa vyavahAramAM ApaNe joIe chIe ke A pramANe banatuM nathI te upasthI A vAta thAya che ke saMtAna utpatinA kAraNa rUpa mAtra raktavIryaja bhale rahe, paNa bIjI kaIcIja hovI ja joIe. ApaNe pratyakSapaNe joIe chIe ke vRkSanuM bIja vavAyeluM hoya ane pANIthI piSaNa maLe teja vRkSa utpanna thAya che, je bIja na hoya ane game eTalA mATI ane pANI bhegAM karyAja karo, te paNa ethI vRkSa utpanna thaI zake nahI teja pramANe ekalA rakatavIryathIja bIja vinA garbhanI paNu utpAti saMbhavIta nathI. mATI ane pANInA sthAna para rUdhira ane vIrya che. te ja pramANe bIjanA sthAna para upara kaMIka vastu hovI ja joIe. A saMjoga bhego thAya tyAre janmarUpI vikAra thaI zake che pratyeka manuSya evuM dhArato nathI athavA evI kalpanA karateja nathI ke mArA zarIra sAthe mArA jIvana paNa utpatti thaI che, te mAne che ke AtmAnI utpatti te pahelAMnI hevI ja joIe. khetaramAM bIja vAvIe chIe tyAre ApaNe bIjane joI zakIe chIe, paNa bIja jyAM vRkSarUpe bane che. vRkSa banavAnI kriyAmAM bIja adraSya thAya che tyAre ApaNe bIja jaIzakatA nathI, paraMtu ethI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu, ( 33 ) sudhAbiMdu 19. ApaNe ema kahI nathI zaktA ke bIja nAza pAmyuM che. je bIja vavAyuM hatuM e te jarUra ugyuM che paNa te bIjanA pudagale vRkSarUpe pariNamI gayA che. jethI te bIjAne ApaNe dekhI zaktA nathI eja pramANe AtmAnI vigata paNa samajI le AtmA bIjarUpe che, rakatavIrya mATI ane pANI rUpe che, ane tethI zarIra baMdhAya che, zarIramAM AtmA dekhAte kema nathI ? e zarIramAM AtmAnA pudgale evA te pariNamI jAya che ke bIja pramANe ApaNe e pudgalene dekhI zakatA nathI. jema bIjanA pagale vRkSarUpa bane che, ane bIjAne ApaNe joI zakatA nathI, tema jIvAtmAnA pradeze A zarIramAM rahelA che, paNa ApaNe jIvane zarIramAM dekhI zakatA nathI. paNa ema mAnavAnuM avazya kAraNa che ke zarIramAM jIva che, manuSya maraNa pAme che ane te jIvate hoya che e be sthItInI vacce je amuka vastunuM aMtara che, teja jIvAtmA che ane ethI ja ema sAbIta thAya che ke zarIrathI AtmA jUda che, zarIra e enA jevuM che ane AtmA tene pravartAvanAra vastu che arthAta AtmA e zarIrane DrAIvara tarIke pravartAve che. DrAIvara ejInamAMja hoya che ane te ejanane pravartAve, tene game te dizAe laI jAya che, lAve che, pherave che, ubhuM rAkhe che. A badhI kriyA ejIna pAse DrAIvara karAve che, ejInanI A krIyAo daramyAna DrAIvara ejanamAM hAjara hoya che te ejanamAM hevA chatAM paNa e ivara teja ejIna nathI paraMtu ApaNe spaSTa rIte joIe chIe ke ejanathI DrAivara judI ja vastu che, eja udAharaNa zarIra ane AtmA mATe paNa samajI le. AtmA zarIrane jema pravartAve tema zarIra pravarte che, AtmA zarIrane pANImAM laI jAya te zarIra pANImAM jAya che te tene game e pradezamAM laI jAya tyAM zarIra jAya che, ATaluM chatAM paNa jema ejIna ane DrAIvara be judA che, te ja pramANe AtmA ane zarIra paNa judA che, zarIra pravartanArI vastu che ane AtmA pravartAvanAra vastu che. A badhA udAharaNa uparathI e vAta nakakI karavI paDe ema che ke zarIra ne AtmA e bane judIja vastu che. have vaLI ejIne ane ejIna DrAIvarane dAkhala dhyAna upara le. ejInA te jaDa che tenAmAM hAlavA cAlavAnI zakatI nathI. tenAmAM vicArazakita nathI, tene DrAIvara prava rtAve che, have zuM kaI ema kahI zakaze ke e ejIna ane ejIna DrAIvara baMne ekaja vakhate banyA athavA te baMnene janma ekaja vakhate thaye che, e ja pramANe zarIrarUpI ejanane pravartAvanAra AtmA che, tethI zarIra ane AtmA baMne eka ja vakhate thayA ema kahI zake nahIM. A uparathI ema mAnavAne jarUra paDe che ke AtmA zarIrathI jUdIja vastu hoI te anAdi che, ane e AtmA kaI divasa utpanna paNa thayuM nathI. have tame puchaze ke ApaNe anAdi kene kahIe chIe? A praznano uttara e che ke je vastu kaI vakhata utpanna thaelI na hoya, ane e cIja vidyamAna heya tene anAdi vastu kahI zakAya. janma ane karma. janma ane karmane prazna paNa Aja aTapaTo ane guMcavaNa bharela che janma na hoya te karma saMbhavI zakatuM nathI. zarIra janme che, pachI ja te karma kare che, te ja pramANe karma sivAya janma paNa Avato nathI. karma hoya te ja janma Ave che. bIja vinA vRkSanI utpatti thAya nahI ane vRkSa vinA bIja thAya nahI ene artha e che ke

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (34) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM baMne paraspara thavA vALA che. tethI e baMnenI zreNI anAdi che ema mAnavuM paDe che. agara te ema mAnavuM paDe ke janma lIdhA vagara AtmAe karma karyA athavA karma karyA vagara AtmAe janma lIdhe ! karma phIlasekIne jANanAre mANasa A uttara pakSane kadI paNa mAnavA taiyAra thAya nahI. manuSya janma e vastu pratyakSa che ane e ApaNe joIe chIe. e janma pratyakSa che te ema paNa mAnavuM ja joIe ke e janmanA kAraNabhUta karma hAvAM ja joIe. je janma pratyakSaja che te tenA kAraNabhUta karmane mAnyA sivAya chuTake ja nathI, paNa bIjI bAjue karmane kAraNa mAnyA sivAya chUTako nathI. karma mAnIe eTale janma mAnyA sivAya e chuTake nathI. baMne paraspara ekabIjA upara avalaMbe che. jema jhADa ane bIja e bemAM paheluM keNa? e prazna nirarthaka che, mANe janma ane karma e bemAM paheluM ke e prazna paNa nirarthaka che. AthI ema mAnavuMja paDe che ke janma ane karma baMne anAdi che. have je janma ane karma bane anAdi che, te e janma ane karma baMne karanAre athavA baMnemAM bIja rUpe rahele AtmA paNa anAdi haja joIe. eka lugaDAM upara lAla raMga caDhAvIe, e raMgane pAMca varSa thAya, te pachI raMgane pAMca varSa thayAM ane lugaDuM banyAne traNa varSa thayAM ema keI kahI zake nahIM. e ja pramANe janma ane karma anAdinA che paNa AtmA anAdine nathI ema paNa kaI kahI zake nahI. je AtmA anAdi che ane tenA janma ane karma paNa anAdi che te have AtmAe vicAra karaja joIe ke huM anAdine chuM ane anAdithI janma ane karma karyAja karuM chuM A samajaNa jenAmAM daDha thAya teja sAce jana che. jeNe A samajaNa svIkArI che, te jaina mArgamAM Avela che ema kahevAmAM vAMdho nathI. jana kahevaDAvuM saheluM che, paNa sAcA jaina thavuM e ghaNuMja muzkela che, jaina mArganuM paheluM pagathIyuM eja che ke AtmAe evI mAnyatA dhAraNa karavI ke huM anAdine chuM ane anAdithI janma ane karma karyA ja karuM chuM. A mAnyatA jaina dharmanuM paheluM pagathIyuM che. je ApaNAmAM A samaja na hoya te mAnI le ke ApaNe jainatvanI sIDInA pahele pagathIye paNa AvyA nathI, pahelAM pagathIyAno mudrAlekha dhyAnamAM lIdhe nathI, ane pahelAM pagathIyAnuM daSTIbiMdu lakSyamAM lIdhuM nathI. eTalAja mATe paMcasUtrakAre jenI vyAkhyA bhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrIjIe karI che, temAM ema jaNAvyuM che ke jaina zAsanane pahele pATha e che ke AtmAe evI mAnyatA dhAraNa karavI ke huM AtmA chuM, anAdi chuM, ane anAdithI janma ane karma karyA karuM chuM. traNa vAte uparanI traNa vAte jenee gaLathuthImAM levAnI che. jaina bALakane A vastu gaLathuthImAMja apAvI joIe. je manuSya AvI mAnyatA dhAraNa kare che, teja manuSya jainatvanI sIDIne pagathIye Avele gaNI zakAya. jaina zAsana eja evuM zAsana che ke je jIvane anAdi mAne che, bIjA dharmavALA jIvane anAdi mAnatA nathI temanI mAnyatA te evI che ke brahma anAdi che, ane brahmamAMthI eka rajakaNa rUpe, athavA te aMzarUpe jIva jude paDelo che. ene artha e che ke brahmamAMthI jIva je divase rajakaNurUpe. jude paDaze te divasa te jIvanI utpattine divasa che, jIva brahmamAMthI judA paDe che, ema kahenAre jANavuM joIe ke prathama agni hoya che. pachI tene bhaDake thAya che, arthAt te agni muLarUpe he I tene bhaDake pAchaLathI ja saMbhave che. agnimAMthI je

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bAnaH-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 35 ) sudhA--jiMdu 1 3. taNakhA nIkaLe che te agninA avayava che teja pramANe brahmanA avayava gaNI zakAya agni eTale taNakhAne samudAya ane brahma eTale jIvAnA samudAya ema je mAne che te kaI vakhata jIvane anAdi mAnI zake nahIM paNa temane te evu' mAnavAnI pharaja paDe che ke jIva anAdi nahi pazu Adi che, tame vicAra karaze te tamAne paNa mAlama paDI Avaze ke agni pahele ke agninA taNakhA pahelA ? A praznanA uttaramAM khulle khullu' ema kahevAne vAMdho nathI ke agni pachIja agninA taNakhA utpana thayA. teja pramANe jIva je brahmamAMthI utpanna thayA hAya tA jIvane anAdi mAnI zakAya nahIM paNa Adi eTale pAchaLathI AdimAM utpanna thayelA mAnave paDe, vaLI keTalAka jIvAne brahmanA kaNa athavA a'za mAnatA nathI ane tee jIvane svataMtra mAne che. jIva anAdi ke Adi? naiyAyikA vaizeSikA vigere jIvane anAdi mAne che. A le ke jIvane anAdi kema mAne che te samajavA jevuM che. jIvanI utpattine tarka vaDe athavA khIjI keipaNa rIte te sAkhIta karI zakayA nathI AvI sAkhItImAM jyAre teo niSphaLa gayA, tyAre temaNe ThokI mAryuM ke jIva anAdi che tee eka tarak jIvane anAdi mAne che ane bIjI mAjue jagatane kRtrima mAne che. jo jIva anAdi hAya te jagata kRtrima hAI zake nahIM, ane jagata kRtrima hoya te jIva anAdi hAi zake nahIM. jema pacAsa varSoMnA putranI mAtA vIsa varSanI hoya e azakya che, te prANe uparanI mAnyatA paNa azakaya che. jIva anAdi che ane jagatanA kartA izvara che evuM kAI paNa tatvajJa kabula kare nahIM. jo jIva anAdimAM na hatA ema mAneA ane jagata izvare banAvyuM che ema mAne, te svabhAvika rIte evI za*kA upasthita thAya che ke Izvare sRSTine nirmANu karI arthAta jagata banAvyuM te pahelAM A anAdinA jIva karyAM hatA ? ane i sthitimAM hatA ? te vakhate jIva janma vagaranA hatA ke karma vagarane hatA? kalpanAnI khAtara ema mAnI le ke sRSTinI utpatti thayA pahelAM jIva janma ane karma vagaranA hatA ane Izvare jagata manAvIne AtmAne janma ane maraNanI jaMjALamAM nAMkhI dIdhA. paNa A mAnyatA rAkhatA tatva draSTie mIne bhayakara vAMdhA Ave che. e vAMdhe samajavAne mATe mAchI ane mAchalAnuM udAharaNa leA. mAdhyu. samudramAM svataMtra hAya che, mAchI Ave che ane te e mAchalAne jALamAM nAMkhane parAdhina banAve che. have jo e mAchalAmAM vicAra kitanA chAMTA paNu haoNya teA e mAMdhyuM mAchIne pUjya smRddhi vaDe joi tenI pUjA kare ? mAchI pratye prema rAkhe ke tenA pratye tiraskAra rAkhe ? AnA uttara mahu sahelA che, mAchalAnI svataMtratA mAchI harI le che eTale mAluM mAchI upara tiraskAra muSThi rAkhe eja kudaratI che. teja pramANe Izvare AtmAne jaMjALamAM nAMkhyA che, AtmA pahelAM svataMtra hatA anAdi kALathI tene khaMdhana na hatuM, tene janma ane karma na hatAM paNa izvara ALye, teNe jagatarUpI jALa taiyAra karI ane temAM maccharupI AtmAne dhakelI mUkayA ! te have e AtmA izvara upara prIti ane pUjya bhAva kevI rIte rAkhI zake ! jeNe AtmAne badhanamAM rAkhyA che te Izvara upara AtmA kI paNa pUjya bhAva rAkhI zake nahI. AthI e mAnyatA paNa Ti paDe che

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 36 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. ke AtmA anAdi hatuM ane Izvare jagata racI te tene janma ane karmanI jaMjALamAM haDaselI mu hatuM ! sRSTi kartA keNu? have ethI AgaLa vadhe ane A praznane purepurI jhINavaTathI carco. Izvare sRSTi racI ane manuSyane garbhavAsa Ape. huM puchuM chuM ke manuSya eTale ke manuSyanA AtmAe, te janma ane karmathI mukata hovA chatAM IzvaranuM evuM te zuM bagADayuM haze ke jethI AtmAne janma maraNanI jaMjALamAM dhakelI muLe ane garbha vAsanA asahya duHkhe ApyA ? AtmAe Izvarane kaI gunho karyo nathI nathI eNe kaMI IzvaranuM bagADayuM. ke nathI eNe izvarane garadana mAryo ! chatAM Izvara AtmAne garbhavAsamAM asahya dukhe Ape che. enuM kaMI kAraNa? jo tame ema kaheze ke Izvare AtmAne janma Ape enuM kAraNa AtmAnA karmo che, te tamAre Izvare sRSTi pedA karI e mAnyatA cheDI devI paDaze, kAraNa ke Izvare sRSTi pedA kIdhI te pahelAM te sRSTi hatI nahI, chatAM AtmA janma pAme che ane te janma je tenA karmane AbhArI che te AtmAne karma karavAne mATe keI sthAna hovuM ja joIe ! arthAta AtmA anAdi hatuM, te janma karmathI rahita hato. ane Izvare sRSTinI racanA karI pachI AtmAne bhava paraMparAmAM dhakelI muke e mAnyatA Apa Apa beTI thAya che. je sRSTi banAvI te pahelAMnA AtmAnA karma hato ema mAne te sRSTi zarUAta pAchaLathI thaI e mAnyatAne tilAMjalI ApavI paDaze ane je sRSTinI zarUAta mAnIe te Izvarane ane AtmAne anAdi mAnavAnuM baMdha karavuM paDaze. piolIsanI evI sattA che ke te game te mANasane covIsa kalAka paraheja karI zake che paNa je paraheja thanAra mANasa sAmI pharIyAda kare ane paraheja karavAnuM kaMI paNa kAraNa sAbIta na thAya te sIpAInA bAra vAgI jAya che. je eka sAmAnya mANasa mATe te bIjA mANasane beTI rIte pajave te tene ThekANe lAvavA mATe ATalI badhI sakhtAI che, te Izvara ke jene jagata pavitra vyakita mAne che e pavitra vyakita AtmAne kaI paNa kAraNa vagara janma ItyAdinA duHkha Ape te tene mATe izvarane paNa zAmATe gunhegAra na gaNavuM joIe? bIjo prazna e che ke sukha, duHkha, saMpatti, garIbAI, maraNa, janma ItyAdi keNa Ape che? jeo ema kahe che ke A badhI cIja Izvara Ape che teo cekanI bhUla kare che. Izvara AmAMnuM kazuMja ApatuM nathI paNa AtmA pitAnA karma pramANe dareka vastu meLave che. nAnA bALake aneka prakAranA rogathI mRtyu pAme che, je Izvara mRtyu Apate heya te Izvare nAnA bALakane mRtyu jevuM duHkha zAmATe ApyuM? tame dalIla mATe ema kahezo ke bALake Izvarane kaMI paNa gunho karyo haze ane gunhAnA badalAmAM tene duHkha bhogavavuM paDatuM haze paNa A mAnyatAe sAcI nathI dhAre ke bALake gunho karyo, te IzvaranI pharaja tene sajA karavAnI che ke mArI ApavAnI che? jagatane vyavahAra ema kahe che ke nAne mANasa gunho kare che te paNa moTAe tene kSamA ApavI joIe. Izvara dayALu khare ke nahi? bALaka nAnuM che ane Izvara maTe chearthAta bALake gunha karyo hoya te paNa Izvarane dharma che ke teNe bALakane kSamA ApavI joIe, pachI ema na karatAM Izvara bALakane mRtyu vigerenA duHkhe Ape che tethI sAbIta

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (37) sudhA-biMdu2 ku. thAya che ke manuSyanA vyavahAra jeTalI paNa dadhA Izvara darzAvatuM nathI, bALaka ajJAna che, ajJAnapaNane ane gunhAne saMbaMdha nathI, bALake gunha karyo hoya te paNa te ajJAna hovAthI Izvare bALakane kSamA ApavI ghaTe che. bALakanI vAta javA daIe te meTA manuSya paNa IzvaranI AgaLa bALaka jevA che. Izvara jJAnI che, manuSya ajJAnI che. eTale manuSyane deSa thAya te paNa izvare tene sajA na karatAM kSamA ApavI e kartavyaja che. paNa ApaNe joIe chIe ke vyavahAramAM tema banatuM nathI, ane moTA mANase tathA bALake sukha ane duHkha bhegavI rahyA che. je Izvaraja sukha ane duHkha ApanAre hoya te ema mAnavuM joIe ke Izvara dayALu ane nyAyI nathI ane ghAtakI ane julamagAra che ane je Izvarane ghAtaka ane julamagAra na mAna hoya ema mAnavuM joIe ke sukha duHkha Izvara ApatuM nathI paraMtu bIjI kaI vastu evI che ke je sukha ane duHkha Ape che. bIjI mAnyatA e che ke AtmA karma pramANe sukha duHkha bhegave che. paNa AtmAe karma kayAre karyA, atmiA anAdi che ane sRSTine izvare banAvI ema mAnI vagara AtmAe karma kayAM kIdhA? A uparathI ema mAnavuM paDe che ke je Izvare sRSTi karI che ane AtmA karma pramANe sukha dukha meLave che te AtmA anAdi hoya zake nahI athavA tenA karma anAdi heI zake nahI. paNa je AtmAnA karma anAdithI na hoI te pachI tene sukhaduHkhanI prApti kevI rIte thaI? A badhA uparathI cakakhA ekaja anumAna para AvavuM paDe che ke AtmA karma ane sRSTi e saghaLuM ja anAdi che ane sukha duHkha IzvaranA ApyA apAtA nathI paNa te pratyekane potapotAnA karma pramANe ja maLe che, Izvara manuSyane pitA, adhikArI athavA te uparI jevo gaNavAmAM Ave che, te zuM enI e pharaja nathI ke mANasane sudhAre? AtmAne aneka bhavabhavAMtare rakhaDAvyA chatAM te sudhArI zakatA nathI e uparathI sAbIta thAya che ke kAMte tenAmAM sudhAravAnI zakti nathI athavA te IzvaranA hAthamAM sudhAravA bagADavAnuM kAma raheluM nathI. corI karAvanAra ane sajA karanAra ekaja! prAcIna kALamAM hiMdusthAnamAM evA ThAkore ane rAjAo hatA ke jeo pite erone kAle rAkhIne corIo karAvatA, dhADo paDAvatA, lUMTa karAvatA, ane jo ema karatAM cAre pakaDAI jAya, te vaLI temane te rAjAe sajA paNa karatAM! IzvaranA rAjyamAM manuSyane karma pramANe sukha duHkhamaLe ane e karma karAvanAra je Izvaraja hoya te e kheTA karmanI sajA jIvAtmAne thavI joIe ke Izvarane thavI joIe? AtmA je khoTA kAma kare che athavA sArA kAma kare che, te kAma je Izvara karAvatuM hoya te e kAmane javAbadAra AtmA nathI paNa Izvara che, kAraNa ke je gunha kare che tenA karatAM gunehe karAvanAra bamaNe javAbadAra che e ApaNe jANIe chIe. A uparathI mAnavuM paDe che ke AtmAne hAthe je zubhAzubha karma thAya che te Izvara karAvatuM nathI paNa AtmA enA karma pramANe sArA narasA kAma kare che, je jagatane saghaLe vyavahAra calAvanAra, mANasane karmane paMthe preranAra, manuSyane hAthe sArA narasA kAme karAvanAra izvara hoya te cera je cerI kare che tene mATe javAbadArI paNa izvarane mAthe rahe che, ane e cerane je sajA thAya che te paNa Izvaraja

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AnaMda-sudhAsindhu. ( 38 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. karAve che; enA artha e che ke gunhA karAve che paNa izvara anesajA ApanAra pazu izvara ! A vastu dekhItI rIte khATI che. zu' AtmA pApa karavAmAM ane karma bhogavavAmAM svataMtra che ? dalIlanI khAtara ema mAnIe ke AtmA kama karavAmAM eTale ke pApa karavAmAM ane pApanA phaLa bhAgavavAmAM svataMtra che ane izvara teA mAtra tene sajA karAve che, izvara kai gunho karAvatA nathI, te pramANe AtmA pApa kare che temAM IzvaranA sabaMdha nathI paNa tenA pariNAma izvara bhAgavAve che, A mAnyatA dekhItI rIte sArI lAge che, paNa lAMbe vicAra karatAM A dalIla e TakI zakatI nathI. A rIte khIjA traNa muddA ubhA thAya che, pahelA muddo e ke gunho karavAmAM mANusa svataMga che paNa sajA bhogavavAmAM te svataMtra nathI khInne muddA e ke AtmAne sajA bhogavAvanArA khIje kAI hovA joIe ane trIjo muddo e ke e sajA bhAgavAvanArA AtmAnA uparI kAi hAvA joie. jyAM sudhI tame zAstrIya vAtAthI purepurI rIte mAhita na thAo tyAM sudhI tamAre mithyAtvI sAthe besavuM nahIM, e amuka kAraNathIja zAstrakAro kahe che. keTalAka kahe che ke jaina zAstrakArA jainane mithyAtvI sAthe na esavAnA upadeza ApI gayA che e temanI sakucIta draSTi vyakata kare che. paNa huM kahuM chuM ke tame vyAkhyAnamAM Ave che tyAre ghere tALuM mArIne Ave che ke ghara khulluM rAkhA che ? jarura tame tALuM mArIneja AvA che te pachI tamArI A sakucIta dRSTi kharI ke nahIM ? tame kahezeA ke ame te amArA rakSaNa mATe tALuM mAryuM che have jo tame tamArA jaDa paisA TakAnA rakSaNa mATe tALuM mAre che ane te vyAjabI che, teA pachI tamArU" samyakatvarUpI amulya javAhira jALavavA mATe zAstrArAe zudhdha budhdhithI tALArUpI evA pratibaMdha mukayo ke mithyAtvI sAthe tamAre saMsa na rAkhavA, temAM zuM khATu' che ! pApa karavAmAM jIva svataMtra che, zIkSA peAtAnI meLe bhAgavatA nathI ane e zIkSA bhagavAvanArA izvara nAmanI trIjIja vyakita che. A mithyA tnInI mAnyatA tamArA magajamAMthI dura karavI e tamAre mATe ghaNuM muzkela che. tame jANA che ke jagatamAM koI mANase jhera khAdhuM hoya te tenA upAya thai zake che. khAdheluM jhera ulaTI dvArA kaDhAvI zakAya che, paNa kAna dvArA vicArA rUpI je jhera manuSyanA zarIramAM praveze che, te kADhI nAMkhavAnA koIpaNa mAga jagatamAM vijJAna zAstrIone paNa jaDayA nathI. kAnamAM kharAba vicArarUpI je viSa reDavAmAM Ave che, te evuM bhayakara che ke, e viSayanuM khaLa jyAM sudhI paheAMce tyAM sudhI te manuSyane hAthe game tevA duSkarmo karAve che, eTalA mATe sAthI pahelI pharaja e che ke tamAre AvuM viSa letAM khacI javuM joIe. traNa muddA have upara jaNAvelA traNa muddA tapAso. pahelA muddA e che ke AtmA pApa karavAmAM svataMtra che. jagatanI cAlu rAjanItinI draSTie AtmAne pApa karavAmAM svataMtra mAnI zakIe paNa IzvarInItimAM AtmA A rIte svataMtra nathI. jaina sAhityamAM eka udAharaNa che ke devadatta nAmanA mANase yajJadatta nAmanA mANasane mAra mArI pADI nAMkhyuM ane

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Anaa-sudhAsi . ( 39 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 jI. tene charI gheAMcI mArI nAMkhyA. A kAma te uparAMta juThu khelavuM, vizvAsaghAta karavA Ityadi kAme e pApa che. A pApa nadana svataMtra rIte thayu te tame kabula kare che ? nahI. devadate yajJadattane mAra mAryA temAM yajJadattanuM pApa hatu` ke nahI ? ekanu* pApa te khIjAnuM pULa che. jyAM gunhA eja zikSA heAya athavA zikSA eja gunhA heAya tyAM svataMtratAne avakAza nathI zikSAthI gunhA svataMtra che. paNa sajA kAI svataMtra paNe bhAgavatA nathI." ema kahenArAoe dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM joie ke peAtAnA gunhAnI sajA pAte na bhogave e zakayajanathI ! khuna karI AvelA mANasanuM hradaya uparanI vAtanA spaSTa pratikAra kare che. gunhegAra mANasa ane tamArI vacce dekhIte phera che, gunhegAra nathI te vyakita gunhA zaidhaka sIpAIone joIne Dara pAmatI athavA gabharAtI nathI paraMtu jeNe gunhA karyA che te vyakita polIsane joine hRdayamAM bhaya pAme che. tenuM haiyu dhaDake che, zarIramAM kapArI Ave che, A badhu' zAthI thAya che ? uttara e che ke teNe gunho karyAM che, tenA hRdayamAM je vedanAo thAya che te vedanA khIjI keI vyakti upajAvatI nathI paNa teNe je ka karyA che te ka bhaya upajAve che, A rIte gunhA karanAra hRdayathI pazcAtApanI sajA pAtAnI meLeja bhAgavI le che. jagatanA sAmAnya vyavahAramAM nAkara gunhA kare te tenA mAlIka tenApara gusse thAya che, paraMtu nAkara jyAre potAnA guhAnI kSamA mAMge tyAre zeTha teneA gunhA mApha kare che, ane tene kSamA paNa Ape che. paNa gunhAnI pazcAtApa rUpe sajA, rAga, dUHkha ItyAdi Aveja jAya che ane izvarane game eTalI vinati karavA chatAM te maTatAM nathI, e uparathI mAlama paDe che ke izvara sukha ph:kha saghaLu' upajAvanAra hoya ane karmImAM kaI zakita naja haiya, tA enA artha e che ke AkhuM padArtha vijJAna zAstra nakAmuM thaI jAya che. padArthanI zakti che. ArasenIkanA eka Dojha laIe ke jarUra marI javAya. te A maraNu kANe ApyuM? Izvare maraNu ApyuM' ke semalana DojhathI maraNa thayu? sAmalanA DAjhathI maraNu na thayuM ane Izvare maraNa Apyu, ema mAnavuM e dekhItI rIteja khATu' che. arthAta emaja mAnavu' paDe che ke izvare mAta nathI ApyuM paNa seAmalanA DojhathIja maraNa thayuM che. A dRSTAMta pramANe kAi paNa karmanA kartA tarIke izvarane vacce lAvavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. A badhI carcA uparathI ema sAbIta thAya che ke jIva karma karavAmAM svataMtra nathI, ekanuM je pApa che te khIjAne sajA che, A niyamathI karma pramANe AtmAne hAthe kAmeA thAya che ane e kAryAnA khadalArUpe e kArya poteja phaLa paNa Ape che. seAmalanA draSTAMta uparathI ema mAnavuM paDe che ke sukhadukha ApanArA izvara nathI, paraMtu padmArthAnA paramANumAMja phaLa ApavAnI kita rahelI che. jema sAmala bhInnabhInna paramANuonA banelA che, teja pramANe karmanA paNu bhinna bhinna puddagale che ane temAMja phaLa ApavAnI zakita rahelI che. arthAta phaLa ApavAmAM Izvarane vacce lAvavAnI kaMi jarUra rahetI nathI dareka pradArthamAM je svabhAva rahelA che te svabhAvamAMja phaLa ApavAnI zakita rahelI che ane pradAmAM rahelI zakitaja phaLa Ape che Izvara koI jAtanuM phaLa ApatA nathI vaLI Izvarane sarvavyApi mAnIe, saghaLe sthaLe rahelA ane prakAzanArA mAnIe teneja karma karAvanAra mAnIe ane teneja phaLa ApanArA mAnIe te muzkelI e ubhI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (40) sudhA-biMdu 1 lu. thAya che ke IzvaranI hAjarImAM manuSya pApa karma kare e kevI rIte khanI zake ? sAdhAraNa zakitavALA peAlIsanI hAjarImAM sAmAnya gunhegArA paNa gunhA karI zakatA nathI, teA izvara jevI sarvavyApI sattA AgaLa mANasa gunhA kare ane Izvara egunhA thavA de e mAnavuM te paNa kalpanAnI bahAra che. ajArAmAM dareka sthaLe peAlIsa thANAM hoya che e thANAMo upara sIpAie niyamita hAjara hAya che ane gunhA na thAya te sabhALe che. ethI evuM bane che ke gunhA nirmULa khanatA nathI paNa te thADA jarUra thAya che. have izvara jIvatA jAgatA beThe che, chatAM manuSya tenI AgaLa gunho kare teA izvarane jAgelA mAnavA ke uMghatA ? geTa upara rahelA sIpAI sAdhAraNa AMkho vaDe manuSyane jue che ane temane gunhA karatAM aTakAve che, te izvara ke jeo anata zaktinA svAmi che manuSyanA hRdayanI vAta paNa te jANe che ane chatAM jo te manuSyane gunhA karatAM aTakAve nahi te tenI kiMmata eka sAmAnya sIpAi jeTalI paNa rahetI nathI. IzvaranI sattA ane gunhA, izvarane sa rakitamAna sabhyApi ane sajJa mAnIe ane tenI sattA kAyama chatAM manuSyane punya pApa karavAnI sattA che ane te sattAne te svataMtrapaNe bhAgave che ema mAnIe te pachI IzvaranuM mahatva kAM rahyuM ? eka samrATa che, tenA tAbAnA aneka mAMDile che. A mAMDalike samrATanA tAbedAra che. ane chatAM je te pote potAnI marajI pramANe kAmeA karatA hAya te pachI samrATanuM samrATa paNu kayAM rahyuM? vaLI kAi ema dalIla karaze ke manuSyanA hAthe je satkarma thAya che te izvara karAve che ane e sat kanA pULA paNa izrvara bhAgavAve che paNa mANasa je pApa kare che teizvara karAvatA nathI ? teA A dalIla paNa vyAjabI nathI ekalu punya Izvara karAve che ane te pApa karAvatA nathI ema mAnavuM te paNa buddhinI bahAranI vAta che khIjI e kalpanA che ke pApa punya bemAMthI eka paNa vastu izvara karAvatA nathI paNa AtmA svataMtra rIte kare che ane mAtra izvara teA zubhAzubha karmonA phaLeAja Ape che ane te paNa manuSyanA kalyANane mATeja Ape che. have A mAnyatA sAcI che ke kema te joie jo karmanA phaLa Izvara ApatA hAya tA pachI karmanI mahattA uDI jAya che, sArUM kAma karanArane sArA badale maLe ane naThArU kAma karanArane naThAro khalA maLe tethI karmonI mahattA samajAya che, paNa ema na thAya ane izvaraja pULa ApyA kare teApachI ka rUpe je kaI kArya thayuM tenI mahattA zu? AthI ema mAnavu paDe che ke kAIpaNa kAryonuM pULa izvara ApatA nathI paNa kamAMja pULe ApavAnI zakita rahelI che. A badhI carcA eTalI badhI vistI che ke have upasa'hAra karatA pahelAM tene sAra kADhavA joIe enA sAra e che ke jema sAkara svabhAve mIThI che, lImaDA svabhAve kaDavA che, AmalI svabhAve khATI che e pramANe padArthomAM jevA paramANu che tevAja paramANu dareka karmonA pazu che, ane te paramANuja phaLarUpe pariName che je darzana AtmAne anAdi mAne che te darzana sRSTine karyAM Izvara che ema mAnI zake nahI, AtmA anAdi hoya te tenA janma karma paNa anAdi hAvA joie. ane izrvare sRSTi racI ema khelIe te tenA artha e che ke sRSTi anAdi nassi paNa Adi Thare che, ane AtmA anAdi hoya te sRSTi Adi hoI zake? have sRSTi Adi hAya, tA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. e sRSTimAM rahenAre jIva anAdi heI zake nahI. je ghara baMdhAvyAne pAMca varasa thayAM hoya te gharamAM huM pacIsa varasathI rahuM chuM ema bolavuM dekhItI rIte ja beThuM che. te ja pramANe Adi sRSTimAM anAdi AtmA rahela hatA, ema kahevuM e paNa cheTuM che. tyAre ApaNe traNa vAte nakakI karI. pahelI vAta e ke AtmA anAdi che, bIjI vAta e ke karma ane janma paNa anAdi che, ane AtmA karma ane janmanI paraMparAmAM anAdi kALathI rakhaDyA kare che, bhagavAna zrI gaNadhara mahArAjane zrImatI dIkSA sAthe trIpadI maLI hatI, tema jainapaNAmAM prathama pagathIye caDhanArAne A mahatvanI trIpadI maLe che. e trIpadI kaI? eja ke jIva anAdine, saMsAra anAdine ane karma paNa anAdinA. eka apekSAe gaNadharanI trIpadI jIvane mATe jeTaluM kAma na Ape tenA karatAM aneka gaNuM kAma A trIpadI Ape che gaNadhara bhagavAnane je trIpadI ApavAmAM AvI hatI te temane samyakatva prApta thayuM te pachI ApavAmAM AvI hatI, paraMtu upara jaNAvelI trIpadI te muLa bhUta rUpa che je A trIpadI na hatA te samyakatva athavA bIjuM kaI paNa pada naja maLI zake e khulyuM che. sarva padArthanI zraddhA e samakita che. parIkSAmAM uttama prakAreuttIrNa thayele te che ke je see se mArka meLave che, tema jainapaNamAM sarva padArthanI zuddha zraddhA hoya e jarUranuM che. upara je trIpadI mAnavAnI kahI, te te jainapaNAnuM prathama pagathIyuM che. tame kaho che ke ame mahAvIra bhagavAnane deva mAnIye chIe jInezvara bhagavAnane deva mAnIe chIe paNa tamArI e mAnyatA sAcI che ema kayAre kahI zakAya, ke jyAre tame jInezvara bhagavAna je AjJA kare che te kabUla rAkhe tyAre, athavA jo tame tenI AjJA kabUla na rAkhe, eNe batAvelA mArge na javAya to bhale; paNa e mArge javAnI bhAvanA paNa na rAkhe te pachI tame jInezvara devane mAne che ene kaMI artha ja nathI. A badhI carcA uparathI je tame kaMI sAra na kADhe te mArUM vyAkhyAna ApeluM ane tamAruM sAMbhaLeluM badhuM vyartha che, tyAre have A uparathI sAra zuM kADhavAne ! jyAM sudhI hadayamAM mithyAtva hoya, tyAM sudhI ApaNe zAMtIthI uMghI laIe, paNa jainatvane pahele pagathIe caDhayA, AtmA ane karmane anAdinA mAnyA, ane karma saMgathI anAdithI AtmA bhava paraMparAmAM rakhaDe che ema mAnyuM, te have chellI vAta e che ke e rakhaDapaTTI maTADavAne mATe tamAre kaMI upAya zedhaja rahyA. e upAya e che ke tamAre koIpaNa prakAre upara jaNAvelI trIpadI hadayamAM daDha karavI ane te pachI je karmane kare AtmAne vaLagele che te dura karavAne mATe bIjuM kaMIja na bane te daDha saMkalpa te jarUraja kare.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (42) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. saMghanuM sAcuM svarUpa che. jaina bALakane dhArmika saMskAra : zAsakAra mahArAjA zrImAna nyAyAcArya thaze vijyajI mahArAja jJAnasAra nAmanA graMthamAM jaNAve che ke AtmA anAdi kALathI karmane AdhIna rahI bhavaparaMparA karyA kare che. e mATe gaI kAle jaNAvyuM che ke je, pitAne jana banAvavAne taiyAra thAya teNe, gaI kAle jaNAvelI trIpadI hadayamAM dhAraNa karavI ja joIe. Aje te darekane jana kahevaDAvavuM che, paNa enI je gaLathuthI che te keIne pIvI nathI, athavA pitAnA saMtAnone pAvI nathI, tamane mAlama haze ke dareka bALakane zarUAtamAM gaLathuthImAM sAkaranuM pANI apAya che. paNa moTA thayA pachI mANasane tene khyAla rahetuM nathI. have je bALakane gaLathuthImAM sAkaranuM pANI na ApatAM tene zIkhaMDa cakhADIye te tenI zuM dazA thAya? te pramANe jainatvanI gaLathuthImAM zuM hovuM joIe, te tamAre vicAravAnuM che. lADu pakavAna vagere sArI vastu che, kherAka tarIke tenuM mahatva uttama, che tenI keI nA pADI zake nahI. paNa e vastu sArI hovA chatAM, nAnA bALakane e cIja ApI zakAtI nathI, ane je Ape che, te tethI bALakanA AregyanuM, satyAnAza nIkaLI jAya che. bALakane A kherAka nathI pacate, mATe zuM ema mAnaze ke e kherAkaja kharAba che ? bIlakula nahIM. kherAka kharAba nathI. paNa je baccAne kherAka ApavAnuM che te baccAnI avasthAne e khorAka anukULa nathI mATe nAnA bALakane A jaDa khorAka na ApatAM tenA bALapaNane yogya khorAka Apavo paDe che. e pramANe baccAne gaLathuthImAM dharma ApavAne tame zuM udyama kare che? ene tame vicAra kare A praznano uttara zUnya sivAya bIjuM kaI nathI. zrI jInezvaradevane je mAne che te jana che, A vastu lADavAnA khorAka jevuM bhArI jamaNa che, ane nAnA baccAMne A dhAmIka khorAka pacI zake evo nathI, tame ema samajazo ke tamAruM bALaka jaina sAdhunA vyAkhyAnamAM jAya che eTale te saMskAravALuM banaze paNa sAthe tamAre e vAtane paNa khyAla rAkhavAnuM che, ke je kherAka tame pacAvI zake che te rAka baccAne pacI zake nahI. baccuM lADavAno khorAka khAya te te mIThe. lAge che, paNa e khorAka tene pacatuM nathI teja pramANe vyAkhyAna, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa ItyAdi baccAMne sArA te jarUra lAge paNa tethI tene AtmA taiyAra tha joIe te taiyAra thAya nahIM. baccAne gaLathuthIja ApI zakAya. teja tenuM hIta kare, ane teja tene pacI paNa zake. tame tamArA baccAMne mATe tenA eka bhavanA jIvanane mATe vicAra kare che tene zuM khAvA ApavuM, zuM pIvaDAvavuM kema mATe karo ItyAdi badhuM vicAre che, paNa tenA aneka bhavanA jIvanane sudhAravAne mATe tamAre hAthe kaMIpaNa kArya ghaDatuM nathI. jana pitAnI lAyakAta. jyAM sudhI strI baccAMnuM lAlana pAlana kema karavuM e viSaya zIkhe nahI, tyAM sudhI te mAtA thavAne nAlAyaka che, tema tame paNa jaina pitA banavAne lAyaka kayAre che e tamAre vicAravuM joIe tame tamArA baccAne jana banAvavAne mATe taiyAra na hoya, ane te zI rIte banAve te yojanA tame zIkhyA na hova to tame jaina pItA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 43 ) sudhAsiMdu 1luM. ke mAtA banavAne lAyaka nathI tame tamArA baccAMnA sAMsArika mAtA pitA che saMsAranA mahAdhinapaNamAM tame tenA jaDa zarIrane zaNagAre che tene zebhAvavA mATe prayatna kare che, paNa tenA jaDa zarIrane zaNagAre che, tene zebhAvavA mATe prayatna kare che ethI zuM? tenA AtmAne zobhAvavAne mATe kaMIpaNa prayatna karavAmAM AvatuM nathI. bALakanA jaDa dehanA jaDa mAtA pItA ApaNe banavu che. paNa tenA AtmAnA sAcA mAtApitA banavAnI ApaNAmAM lAyakAta paNa nathI ane IcchA paNa nathI. tame tamArA bALakanuM eTale ke tenA digalika zarIranuM piSaNa kare che paNa jaina mAtA pItA tarIke tenuM poSaNa karatAM nathI eka apekSAe ApaNe vizvAsaghAta paNa karIe chIe. je mAbApa potAnA baccAne janapaNathI taiyAra karatA nathI te mAbApa vizvAsaghAtI che. vizvAsaghAtI zabda tamane kaDaka lAgaze A zabda vAparavAthI je mAre hetu na samajI zakazo te tamane peTuM paNa lAgaze, paNa je huM tamane haMmezAM sAkara pIrasyA karUM ane AvA kaThaNa paNa satya zabda na kahuM te tame sudhAre paNa kevI rIte karI zakaze, huM pharIthI kahuM chuM ke je mAbApa pitAnA bALakane jenapaNAnI draSTithI ucheratA nathI te mAbApa cekhA vizvAsaghAtI che. dUnIyAnA nyAya maMdira paNa gunha sAbIta karyA vagara cArja mukatA nathI, gunha sAbIta thAya pachI ApI gunhegAra gaNAya teja pramANe gaLathuthImAM tame tamArA bALakane janatvane kherAka na Ape te tame vizvAsaghAtI che, e sAbIta na thAya tyAM sudhI e zabda tamane aDacaNakAraka lAge e saMbhavita che. A vAtamAM jarA AgaLa vadhIe ApaNe ema kabula karIe chIe ke AtmA anata bhavathI rakhaDe che. e rakhaDavAmAM evI bhAvanA utpanna thAya ke jena dharmathI rahIta evuM cakavati pada maLatuM hoya te te na joIe te e rakhaDapaTTIne aMta AvavAnuM saMbhavIta thAya jaina dharmathI rahIta evuM cakravati pada na maLe, paNa bhale gulAma thAuM ke cAkara thAuM paNa jaina dharmathI mArA vicAra paripUrNa che evA vicAre keTalAye janma sudhI karyA tyAre seMkaDe bhe jatAM e vicAronuM phaLa maLavAno vakhata Ave che. jana kuLa zA mATe ! jena kuLamAM janmanArA mANaso sukha samRddhi paiso Take ItyAdine tajIne je AtmA ja kuLamAM janme che te kaI bhAvanAthI janme che ene vicAra kare e AtmA tamArA kuLamAM janmavAne mane ratha ghaDate hate. teAja phaLIbhUta thaye karA kavA chokarI rUpe te AtmA tamAre tyAM janme, paNa vicAra karo ke e AtmAnuM sAdhya zuM che? indrionuM sukha levA e AtmA zrAvaka kuLamAM janma lete nathI zarIranI majabutI mATe kuTuMbIemAM vRddhi thavA mATe riddhi siddhi, samRddhi mATe athavA bIjA kazA mATe e AtmA jaina kuLamAM janmavAne vicAra karatA nathI tyAre samajo ke kayA muddAe AtmA jaina kuLamAM janmavAne vIcAra kare che ekaja uddezathI te e vicAra kare che ke mane tyAM dharmanI prApti thaze cakravartipaNuM riddhi, siddhi, sukha sAbhAgya e badhuM AtmAe nakAmuM gayuM che e zA mATe? jaina dharmane uttama saMskAra pAmavA jena dharma mAM rahIne sevaka thavuM cAkara thavuM dAsa thavuM e sArUM, paNa jainetara banI ne samrATa ke cakravarti thavuM. e beThuM che. evA vicAre AtmA jana kuLamAM janme che jagatanA karaDe kuLe pasaMda na karatAM eNe tamArUM ja kuLa pasaMda karyuM zAthI? ekaja bharese ke bIje badhe zarIrane, dhana, kuTuMbane, mAlamilakatane vArase maLaze paNa e saMpatti AgalA bhavamAM laI javAne vArase keIpaNa jagyAe maLavAnuM nathI te bhavamAM rAkhavAne vArase badhe maLaze

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Ana'H--sudhAsidhu. (44 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 3. paNa jaina kuLa ekaja evu kuLa che ke jyAM khIje bhave lai javAnA paNa vArasA maLI zake che. AvA uttama vIcAre AtmA jaina kuLa pasaMda kare che, A sabadhamAM eka draSTAMta upara huM tamArU dhyAna khe'cu' chu'. eka divase indrarAjA peAtAnI kacerI bharI beThA hatA. devatA indrane prazna kare che. ke De, indramahArAja, tamArA zarIramAM kaze paNa roga nathI, jJAnanI khAmI nathI, siddhi samRddhimAM khAmI nathI, tamArI khAdazAhImAM khAmI nathI, te pachI tame zI cIMtAmAM paDayA che ? A praznanA mahArAjA indre je javAkha ApyA che, te manana karavA cAgya che. Indre kahyu ke huM A bhavane aMge vicAra karatA nathI, paNa zANA zAhukAranA kuLamAM mAre janmavuM ke mukha zAhukAranA kuLamAM tenA vicAra karU chuM. "mane koi paNa vAtanI khAmI nathI temaja koipaNa vAtanI cIMtA nathI paNa huM murkha chuM ke mAtra Aja bhavanI cIMtA karU chuM ane eka navu' devu' karanArA jevA chuM." indranA A uttaramAM rahasya samAyeluM che te jANavAnI jarUra che je mANasa rUpI lAve ane ekaja divasamAM e rUpIyA uDAvI de che tene ApaNe kevA kahIzu ? e paisA jyAre uDAvI deze tyAre paisAnI kIMmata tene samajAze te pramANe indra kahe che ke me' AgalA bhavAmAM eTalI punya prakRti khAMdhI hatI ke jethI atyAre IndranI sthItI pAmyA chuM paNa e sthItInuM phaLa bhogavuM chuM ene a e ke huM mArI muDI vAparI nAMkhuM chuM je manuSyapaNAmAM sAgaropamanA punya khAMdhyA hatA te badhA bhakSaNa karI jAuM chu, eTaluMja nahI paNa navuM devuM ubhuM' karU chu. enuM parINAma e che ke AgaLa manuSyanI jIMdagImAM mAre rakhaDavAnu` che. indranA A uttara sAMbhaLIne devatAoe kahyu ke eja jagatanI sthItI che. meAkSa na pamAya tyAMsudhI darekane mATe A sthItI nirmANu che. devuM karanArAe e karavAmAM paNa viveka vAparapAnI jarUra che. zANAnuM devuM karavuM phAyadAkAraka che zANA manuSya potAnA deNAdArane te kamANI karI zake evI taka Ape che ke jethI te se kamAine paMcAhera rUpIyA devAmAM bharI de. A zANA mANasanA devAnI vIgata che mukhanu devu karyu hAya te parINAma e Ave ke makAnanI hararAjI thAya arthAta zANAnuM devuM, deva chatAM paNa hitakara che. AvA jo zANA hoya te te kevaLa zrAvakakuLamAM che. karamanu devu joDe rahIne vALI Ape janma maraNunA kAraNarUpa karyA, tenA aMta lAve ane AtmAne phAyado kare e draSTi jaina kuLa sivAya khIjAmAM nathI. jema murkha ledAra AsAmInI sthiti tapAsyA vagara tene pAyamAla karIne paNa peAtAnuM devuM vasula le che, te pramANe mithyA draSTie peAtAnA bALabaccAMne khArAka vagerene mATe sabhALe che paNa teo bALakane AtmIya vikAsa thAya tevA prayatna karatA nathI. AvA mAbApane murkha zAhukArA joDe sarakhAvI zakAya tamane meM AgaLa e vAtanuM draSTAMta ApyuM che ke mukha zAhukAra deNudAranI sthItI kevI che tenA khyAla karatA nathI deNadAra marI jAya te paNa bhale chatAM te pAtAnA paisA bhegA kare che te pramANe mithyAdraSTi mAbApe bALakonA AtmIya hitanI paravA na karatAM tenA sthuLa dehane zaNagAravA tapU dhyAna Ape che. tyAre AvA mAkhApA mukha zAhukArAnI gaNatrImAM AvI zake che ane je mAbApeA peAtAnA bALakanA Atmika hitanI paravA rAkhe che tee zaNA zAhukAra bane che,me AgaLa jaNAvyuM tema deNudAra pAsethI kevaLa paiseAja khecavAnI vAta kare che, te dedAranI rathItI sudhare ke bagaDe tene khyAla karatA nathI; jyAre zANA zAhukAra peAtAnA paisA vasula kare che temAM paNu e draSTi rAkhe che ke deNadAra vadhAre kamAya ane potAne vadhAre kAraNa

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AnaMdasudhAsiMdhu. sudhA-biMdu 1 3. (45 ) lAbha ApI khannenuM hita kare. A pramANe dareka zrAvaka mAlakanA AtmAnA zANA zAhukAra tyAreja anI zake ke jyAre te bALakanA AtmAnu' hIta pahelAM kare ane tenA sthuLa zarIranI vAta pachI lAve. je mAbApa bALakanI sthuLa dazAne uttejavA mahenata kare che, paNa tenA AtmAnuM hIta jotA nathI, tene ApaNe murkha zAhukAranI kATImAM gaNI zakIe. huve vIcAra kare ke mukha zAhukAra ane zANA zAhukAra e bemAMthI tame kai kakSAmAM Ave che. tame jagatamAM zrAvaka ane zrAvikA tarIke tame janmyA che. jena tarIke tamArI prasiddhi thai che ane jaina tarIke tamane jagate ALakhyA che have AvI jAherAta karyAM pachI jagatamAM tamArI zu krUraja che tene vicAra karI tamArU je mahatva che te mAtra manuSya tarIke nathI paNa jaina tarIke vadhAre che ane tethIja jaina zAsanamAM saghanI mahattAne vadhAremAM vadhAre mAna Apyu' che sadhane paccIsamA tIrthaM 'kara gaNyA che. saghane AvuM meTu' mAna ApavAmAM Avyu che. tenA jarA khyAla karA. prajA taMtravAda ke jenI Aje jagatamAM khelabAlA thai rahI che, te vAda sadha sattA rUpe jaina zAsanamAM cei paDe che. ane e vAda AjakAlanA nathI paNa para paranA hAi te jaina itihAsamAM ApaNe joIe chIe. paNa saMghanI A sattAne ne saghanI A mahattAnA durUupayoga karavAnA nathI, sAcA sa`dha ekaleA zrAvaka ane zrAvikAne nathI, paNa bhagavAnazrI mahAvIradeve zrAvaka, zrAvikA sAdhu, sAvi e pramANe cAra jutheAnA sa`gha mAnyA che, temAMye sAdhu sAdhvi agrasthAne che, teA have vicAra karo, ke je vyakita jaina sAdhu thaIne evA vacanA khAle che ke sadhanI zuM sattA che? saMgha te zI visAtamAM? saMghane zAmATe mAnavA joIe, te have tame vIcAra kare ke e sAdhunu jainatva kayAM rahyuM ? sAdhu thaine athavA zrAvaka thaIne je koI saMgha sattAnI nA pADe che tenA artha e che ke te peAtAnA astitvanI nA pADe che, eka sa'sthAnA sabhAsada sa`sthAnI pratiSThAne nathI mAnatA, tenA artha e che ke te peAtAnI pratiSThA mAnavAnIja nA pADe che. nAstika dharmabhAvanAthI dura che te mekSa sva, naka pUnya, pApa vagerene mAnatA nathI, paNa te peAtAnA astitva mATe vAMdhA uThAvatA nathI. mArUM astitva che e khAmatamAM game evA kaTTara nAstikane paNa matabheda nathI. hu` chuM ke nathI athavA mArU jIvana che ke nahI, evA prazna nAstika paNa nahIja kare, te pachI pote sadhanI eka vyakita hovA chatAM saMghanI sattA pratye dura lakSa kare, te ema mAnavu ke tenA jainatvanA lApa thayA che. adhamI saghane hADakAMnA mALe yA bhaya'kara sarpa kahevAya che, ema harIbhadrasUrI sAdhaprakaraNa nAmanA graMthamAM kahe che. peAte saMghamAM rahIne je sAdhu, sa'ghane hADakAnA mALAathavA sapa kahe che te ema zAmATe kahI zake che? AnuM samAdhAna TuMku' che. e pramANe sAdhu sAvi vIgere te sa'ghane doSa ApI zake che ke je saMgha bhagavAna mahAvIra devanA zAsanamAM pravatA na hoya. sAcA jaina sa`dha teja kahI zakAya ke je meAkSa ane vairAgyane mATe sadA sarvadA taiyAra rahe che. AvA saMghane keIpaNu doSa ApI zake nahI, A saghane je doSa Ape che te mANasa potAnu jainatva khAI de che, paNa jo saMgha, sa'dhapaNuM cheoDI de, te e saMdhanA, saMghapaNAne laIne kAi mADu na pAme te mATe tevA saghanI TIkA karavI e sAdhuonI pharaja thaI paDe che. saMgha tirthaMkarane paNa pUjya che, te paccIsamA tirthaMkara gaNAya che, paNa saMgha eja che ke je sa'sAranA adhanAne nAza karavAmAM huMmezA pravartImAna che, je saMghamAM sAdhuo ane sAdhavI e

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46 ) AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. mahatvanA aMga nathI e saMdhane tame koIpaNa saMjogomAM zrI jainasaMgha kahI zake nahI ekalA zrAvaka ane zrAvikAne samudAya te jainasaMgha che evuM koIpaNa jaina graMthamAM keIpaNa sthaLe lakheluM ke vicArAeluM dRSTie paDatuM nathI. zrAvaka ane zrAvikAonA svarUpathI mAtra arthavicAra karavAmAM Ave che ane te mATeja zramaNopAsaka ane zramaNopAsIkA e zabda pravartelA che je je sAdhuenI sevA kare che te zramaNopAsaka che ane te prakAranI zrAvikA zramaNe pAsikA che. AthI tame joI zakaze ke zrAvaka zrAvikAonuM saMghamAM je mahatva che te sAdhu sAdhvIonA aMtargatapaNAmAM che. sAdhunI sevAmAM lIna rahenAra varga ke je varga kALe karIne sAdhutA pAmanAra che evA zrAvaka varganuM ja saMghamAM sthAna che. jema je sIpAI piolIsane paTe pheMkI de che te sIpAI sIpAI tarIkenuM pitAnuM mahatva gumAve che te ja pramANe zramaNagaNanI sevArUpI paTe je zrAvaka zrAvikA pheMkI de che te pitAnuM jainatva gumAve che. je paTe pheMkI de hoya te tame saMghamAM rahI zakatA nathI paNa paTe pheMkI de ane saMghamAM rahevuM e baMne vAta ekakI vakhate banI zake nahi. tame zramaNasaMghanI sevA keTalI karI tenuM saravAyuM kADhe je sIpAI paTe karANe muke ane hukama karavA lAge tene hukama kaI mAnya rAkhatuM nathI te ja pramANe zramaNasaMghanI sevAne paTe tame pheMkI de che ke tarataja tame saMghamAMthI sthAnabhraSTa thAo che tyAre tame puchaze ke zuM amane saMghamAM rahevAne adhikAra nathI? huM kahuM chuM ke jarUra che tamane saMghamAM sthAna che paNa te kevI rIte te samaje. phI bharIne je lAyasansa le che te ja mANasa kerTamAM vakIlAta karI zake che game te mANasa kerTamAM jaIne vakIla tarIke ThasI javA mAMgatA hoya te te zakya nathI teja pramANe je tamAre jana saMghamAM rahevuM hoya te tamAre jaina saMghanuM lAyasansa lIdheja chuTake che e lAyasansa teja zramaNa sevA che je tamane zramaNopAsakapaNuM nathI joItuM te tamane saMghamAM rahevAne paNa haka nathI zramaNe pAsaka na hoya tevA zrAvaka ane zrAvikA saMgha hevAne dAvo kare te temane e dave mithyA che ane evA zrAvaka zrAvikAone je te baLAtkAre pitAne saMgha kahevaDAvavA mAMge che tene hADakAMne Dhagale kahevAne paNa zAstrakArone haka che jema bIjAnA nAmanI khoTI sahI karavI e gunho che ane e gunhAnA javAbamAM vadhAremAM vadhAre sAta varasanI zIkSA rahelI che teja pramANe zrI saMdhane nAme saMghamAM rahevAnI lAyakAta nahI rAkhanArAoe zrIsaMgha banavuM e paNa gunho che. tame kaheze ke zramaNopAsaka ane zramaNe pAsikA evA zabdo ame sAMbhaLyA nathI kalpa sUtramAM "zamaNe vAsIyANa" e pATha che, chatAM bIjI evI aneka jagyA para zrAvaka zrAvikA evo paNa pATha che paNa pahelAM e vicAre ke zrAvaka eTale zuM? zraddhA viveka ane kIyA e traNethI je yukta che te zrAvaka che ane teja zrAvakane saMghamAM rahevAne adhikAra che je A jAtanuM lAyaka zrAvakapaNuM na rAkhe te tame saMghamAM rahevAne hakka gumAvI de che jemanI pAse zraddhA, viveka ane kiyA traNenA khAnAmAM ekapaNa rakama jamA thayelI nathI tevAo hame saMgha chIe ema kahevAne bahAra paDe te samajavuM ke teo zrI saMghanI peTI sahI karIne jagatane chetaranArAo che A prakAre jeo zraddhA viveka ane krIyAthI yukta bane te temane saMghamAM mAnavAmAM jarApaNa aDacaNa nathI. "paMca parameSTine tamAre mAnavA joIe, vadhAre samaja na hoya te te judI vAta che, paNa janatatvanA mArgathI pratikuLatA te naja hevI joIe je

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (47) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM jainatvane aMge pratikULa che ema mAlama paDe tene te zrIsaMghamAM kadI paNa sAmela karI zakAya nahI, jenAmAM zraddhA viveka ane kayA che, e varga te zrAvaka ane zrAvikA. ane zrI jInezvara bhagavAna nanA vacanamAM apavAda vagaranI zradhdhA rAkhe che ane AgAmee darzAveluM sAdhu jIvana gALe che, teja sAdhu sAvi AvA zrAvaka, zrAvikA, sAdhu, sAvi e cAre maLIne je jutha thAya che tenuM ja nAma jaina saMgha. bhagavAnanI bhakitapUvarka zrI sidhdhagirine bhakitabhAvapUrvaka saMgha nIkaLa hoya ane e saMgha jeo pIkeTIMga karavA taiyAra thaI jAya tevA chakI gayelA mANasane paNa tame jaina saMghamAM gaNavA mAMgatA hote samajI le ke tamane saMghanI pavitratAne khyAla ja nathI jaina zAsanamAM sadA sarvadA anukuLa rahenArA, sadA sarvadA zAstrane ja pramANa mAnanArA ane paMca mahAvratane dhAraNa karelA evA sAdhuone je paThANa kahe che, jana zA ke je jagatanA sAhityamAM Agamane nAme oLakhAya che e Agamane baMDakhoronA phatavA kahe, tene tame saMghamAM gaNuM zakatA nathI. saMghanI vistArapUvarka A rIte vyAkhyA karuM chuM tenuM kAraNa e nathI ke je sudhArake sAdhu saMsthA para TIkA kare che temanI joDe huM vireAdha vadhAravA mAMgu chuM. mArA kathanane Azaya te e che ke huM tamane jaina saMgha eTale zuM teja mAtra samajAvavA mAMgu chuM. alabatta kadAca zAstriya jJAnanI ajJAnatAne lIdhe jainatvanA barAbara AcAra vicAra pALI zakAtA na hoya, te bhale; paNa janatvanA AcAra vicArone, prabhukathita mArgane Agamee darzAvelA rastAne je virodha kare che tene te e saMghamAM pisA bhAranuM paNa sthAna nathI, zramaNa saMghanI bhakita karavAmAM azakitae ke bIjA kAraNe apurNa rahe, jinavaMdana niyamita na thaI zake sAmAyika pratikamaNa paNa niyama pramANe na thaI zake te badhuM cAle kharuM, paNa jeo jaina Agama eTale jaina zAstrI tene ja nAza karavAmAM mAMge che tene tame jana saMghamAM ghaDIbharamAM paNa umerAvI zake nahIM. je mANasa zAstra kathita AcAra vicArene tyAga kare che, te mANasa jAteja saMghamAMthI rAjInAmuM ApI chuTe thAya che. eTale tene bahiSkAra karavAnI vAtaja saMbhavita nathI. jemane sAdhu saMsthAne uccheda vaLI zAstrA beTA che athavA temAM vikAra thaye che ema lakhavuM ane saMghamAM paNa rahevuM e kadI banI zake nahI, je zraddhA viveka ane kIyAne rAkhe che tevAja vargane zrAvaka ane zrAvikA gaNele che ane e zrAvaka zrAvikA ane sAdhu sAdhvI maLIne jaina saMgha thAya che. dharma uparanI zraddhAne aMdhazraddhA kahenArAo zAstradaSTie saMghamAM gaNAya nahI ane evA ja pitAne saMdha tarIke jAhera kare te temane mATe zAstrakAroe saMgha nathI paNa hADakAne Dhagalo che evuM vAkya vApare te te ucita che. paralekanA hitanI buddhie bhagavAna zrI jInezvara devanuM vacana jeo sAdhuo pAse sAMbhaLe che, tenuM nAma paNa zrAvaka samyakatvAdi sahIta uMcAmAM uMcI samAcAro zravaNa kare te paNa zrAvaka che. AvA zrAvakanA juyane koI paNa mANasa hADakAne Dhagale kahI zake nahI A jutha te kharekhare jaina saMgha che. jeo samyakatvane nAme zunyanA adhikArI che, viratine oLakhatA nathI oLakhavA mAMgatA paNa nathI sAdhu pAse AvavAnI IcchA sarakhI paNa nathI. rAjadvArI mITIMgamAM javAne vakhata che paNa paryuSaNa jevA mahAparvamAM paNa jemane upAzrayamAM AvavAnI IcchA nathI temane kaI paNa mANasa saMghamAM gaNI zake nahIM. eTaluM ja nahI paNa tene sAce zrAvaka paNa naja gaNI zakAya. je tamAre zrAvaka thavuM hoya te zrAvakanI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (48) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. rItamAM Ave. tamArA kULamAM zAstrathI siddha thayelI evI jaina dharmanI zAhukArI paDelI che e zobhA ane zrAvakane AcAra vicAra pALIne zudhdha zrAvaka bane. te pachI tamane saMgha bahAra kADhavAnI IndramAM paNa zakti nathI. AthI indrane devatA dvArA thayelA praznanA javAbamAM Indra kahe che ke "mukha zAhukAranA kULamAM jAuM ke zANA zAhukAranA kULamAM jAuM tene vicAra karUM chuM." e kevaLa vAstavika kare che. have tame samajI zakaze ke zrAvakane tyAM janma dhAraNa karela chava kevaLa mokSanI IcchA rAkhanAre che. tene bhare che ke tame tenA AtmAnuM lAlana pAlana karavA baMdhAyelA che. nakArasImAM. svAmI vAtsalyamAM jamavA mATe je gayA che te javAno artha e che ke tame zrAvakapaNAne vaphAdAra rahevAne kabulyA che. tame je zrAvakapaNAne vaphAdAra rahevA kabulyA che, te tamArI pharaja che ke zrAvakanI badhA dharma tamAre pALavA joIe. e rIte tame tamArI saMtatine pAke zrAvaka banAvavA baMdhAyelA che, je A pramANe tame baMdhAyelA hovA chatAM tame tamAro e dharma nahI bajA, te tene artha e che ke tame tamArA bALaka pratye vizvAsaghAtI thayA che. tame svAmIvAtsalyamAM je jamaNa le che te tame saMghane nAme le che, te ethI saMgha pratye tamArI pUraja sAbIta thAya che. saMghane mATe tamArI je pharaja che te pharaja adA karatAM tame bhula kare te tenuM parINama e Ave ke pagAra levAnI vakhate nekara taiyAra rahe paNa kAmanI vakhate gerahAjara rahe, tevAmAM tamArI gaNavI thAya. AvAM nekarane tame kaI sthitImAM gaNe che? e ja pramANe tame jana tarIke saMghamAM jamI Ave ane saMgha taraphanI pharajanA badalAmAM bALakanAmAM saMskAra na nAMkhe, te enuM parINAma e Ave ke tamArI gaNatrI paNa bevaphA nekaramAM thAya. jaina bALa baccAMne dareka mAbApoe traNa saMskAra nAMkhavA joIe. upara jaNAvelAM traNa saMskAra bALakane kayArathI ApavA? javAba e che ke bALaka samajaNe thAya tyArathI, bALaka samajaNamAM Ave ke tarata ja tene jainatvanA pahelAM pagathIyA rUpa traNa saMskAranuM jJAna ApavuM ghaTe che. jenA mAbApoe pitAnA bALakemAM dharmanA je traNa saMskAra nAMkhavA joie, te nAMkhyA nathI. jagatanA svacchaMdI vAtAvaraNamAM tene ucheravA dIdhuM che. ane jagatanA vAtAvaraNamAM tame tene meha pAmate kIdhuM che. A sthitInuM parINAma e AvyuM che ke tame pote vyAkhyAnamAM Ave che, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che ane temAMthI jeTaluM tatva jIvanamAM utArAya teTaluM utAravAno prayatna kare che. paNa tamArA bALakanAmAM A badhAmAMnuM kaMIja nathI. bALaka dharmanA saMskAra vagaranA banyA che, tenuM kAraNa ApaNI bedarakArI che. jagatanA vyavahAranuM zikSaNa tame bALakane Ape che. tame temane jagatanA vyavahAranuM zikSaNa Ape, te tamArI dRSTie tame sAruM karo cho. paNa ekalA e zikSaNathI baccAMnA Atma kalyANane hetu pAra paDatuM nathI. ane jyAM sudhI e hetu pAra na pADe tyAM sudhI tame tamArI pharaja bajAvI che ema gaNI zakAya nahI. bALakanAmAM AraMbhathI dhAmIka saMrakAra keLavavA joIe. jagatanA vyavahAramAM pravRtti karatI vakhate paNa tene e vAtane khyAla rahevuM joIe ke pitAnuM je Atmatatva che tenuM saMrakSaNa thavuM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu ( 49 ) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. joIe. je tene A vAtane khyAla na rahe, te te jaina dharma je uMcI bhUmikAne dharma pALI zake nahI. videzI ane vidhamI bALake ke jyAre ApaNe ApaNA bALakone sarakhAvIe chIe, tyAre temanA dharmapremanI AgaLa ApaNuM bALakane dharmaprema TakI zakatuM nathI. temane temanA dharmanA mULabhUta siddhAMta para jeTale pyAra che, eTale ApaNA bALakemAM jaNAI AvatuMnathI. A badhAnuM kAraNa temanuM dhArmika zikSaNa che. je tame AvuM dhArmika zikSaNa prApta na kare te tamArA bALakane tame dharmamAM draDha rasa letA banAvI zake nahI, Ane pariNAme dharmanI ane dharmanA anuSThAnanI jeTalI laganI tamane che teTalI tamArA bALakane rahI zake nahi. A sthiti sudhAravI tamArA hAthamAM che. tamAruM pitAnuM jIvana dharmamaya hAya, tamAruM hRdaya dharmanA saMskArothI draDha baneluM hoya ane evI uttama draDhatA tame keLavI hoya te pachI tamAruM bALaka paNa dharmanA saMskArothI bhareluM hovuM ja joIe. tamArI pharaja che ke tamAre tamArA bALakane kevaLa dunyavI mohamAyAmAM na rAkhatAM tene AtmAnuM kalyANa karanAruM zikSaNa paNa ApavuM joIe. jenane tyAM janmela bALaka evo vizvAsa dharAve che. ane chatAM jyAre tame e vizvAsane vaphAdAra na raho te ene artha e che ke tame tamArA bALaka pratye bevaphA thayA che athavA vizvAsaghAtI thayA che. bALakanI keLavaNI pAchaLa Aje ghaNe parizrama levAmAM Ave che, bALa keLavaNu mATe ThekANe ThekANe navI saMsthA upasthita thAya che. meTI saMkhyAmAM aneka ThekANe zALAe pAThazALAe ane vizvavidyAlaye khulelAM che. paNa e saMsthAomAM zikSaNa lenArAomAMthI keTalA ratna pAkyA ? deza ke dharmanuM keTalAe bhaluM karyuM? samAjanI Atmika unnati mATe keTalAe yatna karyo? A badhAne uttara saMtoSakAraka nathI. tyAre je tamAre tamArA bALakane kharekhara dharmanI vRttithI bharapUra banAvavA hoya te tene mATe zuM prayatna karavo e prazna ApaNI sAme ubho thAya che, ane nikAla lAva saheluM che. bALakane dhArmika zikSaNamAM e saMskAra nAkhavA joIe ke, jIva anAdine che, bhavaparaMparA anAdinI che ane karmasAga paNa anAdine che. keLavaNIno doSa je bALakane gaLathuthImAM A saMskAra paDatA hoya te bALaka mATe thayA pachI kadIpaNuM jainatvane bedarakAra rahI zake nahI. game tevA kaThIna saMgemAM tene mukavAmAM Ave te paNa teo pitAnuM vyaktitva jALavI rAkhaze, ane dharma pratye bedarakAra thaI zakaze nahi. - have ekale keLavaNIne deSa kADhIne paNa tame chaTakI jaI zake nahI, AjanI keLavaNI ane AjanuM vAtAvaraNa kaluSita banelAM che, e vAta kabula che. paNa eka prazna e che ke e keLavaNIne deSa musalamAna, pArasI, khristI e keIne nathI lAgate ane zA mATe ApaNaneja lAge che. vartamAna keLavaNIne laIne khristIoe joIe teTalI ahika pragati karelI che, paNa temAMthI keipaNa potAnA dharmazAstrane bevaphA nivaDayA nathI. pipa ke mahamadane keIe badamAsa ke julamagAra karyo nathI ane jene mAMja evA mANase nIkaLI AvyA che ke jemaNe sAdhu, zAstra ane sarvAnI niMdA karavA mAMDI che. AnuM kAraNa zuM? hiMdusthAnamAM have te musalamAne paNa keLavaNImAM AgaLa vadhatA jAya che, ane temanI paNa jhapATAbaMdha pragati thatI jAya che. chatAM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhuM. ( 10 ) sudhAbiMdu 1luM. ApaNe joIe chIe ke temanA zikSita vidvAnee dharmane draha karyo nathI, paraMtu temaNe pitAnA dharmane, dhArmika prathAone pALI piSIne uttejI che. musalamAna janatAmAM temanA zikSita yuvAne e apUrva baLa ane zakita ApyA che. musalamAna bALake pahelAM kurAna bhaNe che, khristio pitAnA bALakone bAIbalanI suvArtAo zIkhave che, pArasIo paNa pitAnA bALakane dharma egya avasthAnI gAthAo bhaNAve che, hiMduomAM bALakane gAyatrI zIkhavADAya che. mAtra ApaNeja eka evA chIe ke ApaNA bALakane kaI paNa jAtanuM dhArmika zikSaNa ke dhArmika jJAna ApatA nathI. A badhAnuM pariNAma e AvyuM che ke Atmika pragati te dura rahI paraMtu dunyavI pragati paNa ApaNe karI zakyA nathI. rAjasaMsthAmAM pratibhA paDe evI ApaNI sthiti rahI nathI, je tevI sthiti rahI hatI te zatruMjaya jevA prakaraNamAM ApaNane asahya anyAya nahI maLyuM hota. A badhAne upAya ekaja che ke dhArmika keLavaNInI saMsthAo sthApIne tenI pragati karavI joIe, pitA bhaNAve nahI ane chokaruM mukha rahe te emAM vAMka kene? mAbApane ke baccAMne? javAba ekaja che mAtApitAne. A deSa TALavA mATe dareka jaina mAtA pitAe pitApitAnA bALakone daDhatApUrvaka dhArmika zikSaNa ApavuM joIe tyAre pharI vicAra karo ke jenA bALakone je gaLathuthI ApavAnI che te kaI gaLathuthI che? te eja che ke AtmA anAdi che, bhavaparaMparA anAdi che ane karma saMjoga paNa enAdi che. bALaka samajaNa lAyaka thayA pachI tame A vastu tenA dilamAM barobara ThasAvaze, te enuM pariNAma e Avaze ke te samasta jaMdagImAM kadI paNa dharmathI vimukha thaI zakaze nahI. Aje dharma sudhAraNAne nAme dharmadrohanA aneka kAmo thAya che. pitAne sudhAraka kahevaDAvanArA jaina zAsananI aneka prakAre niMdA karI rahyA che, ane tene cage jagatanA bajAramAM jainatva halakuM paDatuM jAya che. dharma pratyenI AjanA yuvakanI bedarakArI mATe tame tene javAbadAra lekho che? e badhAnI javAbadArI e yuvAnanA mAtApitA upara che. je mAtApitAe AgaLathI vicAra karyo hoya, pitAnA bALakane dhArmika keLavaNI ApI hoya, te vaDodarAnA dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kAyadA jevA kAyadAne Teko ApanArA jaine ja na nIkaLe. hajI paNa meDuM thayuM nathI, je tame cetyA che, je A sthiti tamane sAlatI hoya, te haju paNa tamAre dharma che ke tamAre tamArA bALakanA Atmika hitanI kALajI rAkhavI joIe. ' A badhAne sAra e che ke ApaNI samAje evI cejanA karavI jarUrI che ke dareka gAmavAra athavA ghaTate sthaLe dhArmika pAThazALAo hovI joIe, e pAThazALAonI vyavasthA jaLavAvI joIe. jaina dhanikoe ghaNAja premathI ane pUratI udAratAthI e pAThazALAone saMbhALavI joIe, ane pratyeka bALakane e pAThazALA dvArA jaina dharmanI keLavaNI maLavI joIe. je bALakane AvI keLavaNI maLyA karaze te pachI koIpaNa prakAre jaina bALakone dharmabhraSTa thavAno prasaMga raheze nahI. saghaLA jene pitAnI A pharaja bajAve ane sAcA jaina mAtApitA bane e IcchavAyega che. Arya bhavanI durlabhatA paNa daza draSTAMta e jaNAvI che, eTale ApaNe mAnavuM paDaze ke manuSya tarIke manuSe sarakhA che, chatAM temAM paNa uttama kuLa raheluM che, pazuo karatAM manuSya jAta judI che,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (51) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. chatAM te baMnene pAMca indrio rahelI che, eTale pAMca indriovALA manuSya ane pazu beu sarakhA che, paNa tethI manuSya ane pazu banne sarakhA che ema ApaNe kahI zakatA nathI, bannemAM AtmA hovA chatAM baMnene kSudhA Adi vikAre hovA chatAM, ane baMne maraNanA bhayathI DaratA hovA chatAM te vAta te khullI ja che ke pazu karatA manuSya uttama che. TADhuM, unuM, lIsuM, kharabacaDuM, tamane ane jAnavarane baMnene lAge che. svArtha paNa baMnene mAlama paDe che. suMdara dekhAvavALI vastuo pazu ane manuSya baMnene game che, saMgitane zabda baMnene game che ka zabda baMnene kharAba lAge che, kAma krodhAdhi IndrionA je viSaye che te manuSya ane pazu baMnene priya che baMnemAM buddhi rahelI che ane IndrionA viSayenA vikAra paNa te baMnemAM rahelA che. pazu uttama ke manuSya ? zIyALAmAM ApaNe jyAre taDake pasaMda karIe chIe tyAre jAnavaro paNa tene pasaMda kare che. unALAmAM ApaNe taDakAne herAnagatI karanAra mAnIe chIe tema jAnavaro paNa tene herAnagatIrUpa mAne che. zarIranI zakti karatAM vadhAre paDate je ApaNe sahana karI zakatA nathI, te ja pramANe pazuo paNa vadhAre paDate boja sahana karI zakatA nathI, behada bejAthI jevI hADamArI ApaNane bhegavavI paDe che tevIja pazuo paNa bhagave che, ema samajaze nahi ke mAtra manuSyane ja svAda che ane pazuone nathI pazuomAM paNa lIlI zAkabhAjI khAvAnI cheDIne lImaDAnA pAMdaDAM khAvA jAya evuM kaI pazu ApaNe joyuM nathI. uMTa jevuM prANu je bIjI koI paNa vastune choDatuM nathI tevuM prANuM paNa tamAkunA khetaramAM caravA jatuM nathI, te uparathI tamane mAlama paDaze ke tene paNa svAda priya che, prANIne paNa kaDavI cIja bhAvatI nathI, AMbAne vADa karavI paDe che, paNa lIMmaDAne vADa karavI paDatI nathI jIbhane meha je tamane che, te pazuone paNa che ane jevI svAdanI bAbatamAM pazunI pravRtti che tevI tamArI paNa che, amuka vastu khAvI ane amuka nahi khAvI e viveka je mANasamAM che te pazuomAM paNa che. gAya, bheMsa, baLada ItyAdi saghaLA pazuone mIThI vastu priya che, kaDavI keIne priya nathI, badhA AnaMdane Icche che, paNa keIne duHkha gamatuM nathI, eka rIte kahIe te. pazuo karatAM manuSyanI sthiti koI paNa rIte vadhAre sArI nathI, pazuo jherI padArthone mAtra suMghavAthI pArakhe che e zakita mANasomAM nathI. kutarAmAM evI zakti che, ke te jarAvAmAM svAsa vaDe padArthanA guNadoSa pArakha le che, tamAre mATe te azakya che. sIkA para rahelI cIja khArI che, khATI che, ke mIThI che, te tame pArakhI zakatA nathI; paNa kIDI e jhapATAmAM pArakhI kADhe che, ke amuka ThekANe mIThI varatu mukelI che. jo indriothI vadhAre ochI buddhinuM mApa nIkaLI zakatuM hoya te ema kahevAne vAMdho nathI ke manuSya karatA pazu buddhimAM caDhIyAtuM che. eka sparzanuM ja udAharaNa le pitAne amuka vastune sparza thaye che, e pazue jhapATAmAM pArakhI kADhe che, jyAre manuSya te pArakhI zako nathI, arthAta IndrionA viSayene aMgeja uttamatA gaNatI hoya te mANasa uttama nathI, pazu uttama che, tyAre manuSyane uttama kema gaNavAmAM Ave che? manuSya je mAnane pAme che, te zAthI pAme che, evicAravuM joIe, jenI pAse vadhAre cAMdI che, jenI pAse vadhAre suvarNa hoya, jenI pAse motI Adi pravAhIra hoya, te mANasane tame sanmAnane pAtra gaNe che je e mANasa dravyathI sanmAnane pAtra hoya te hIrA motI vigere keTalA sanmAnane

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Ana'da-sudhAsi. ( para ) sudhA-biMdu 1 3. pAtra hAvA joie? A badhI vastuo jaDa che, eTalu'ja nahI paNa te AtmAne kAIpaNa rIte upayAgI thaI zake evI nathI, maraNu AvIne ubhu hAya tA hIrA ke metIne bhaDAra e maraNu aTakAvI zakatu nathI, Aga lAgI hAya te suvarNanA bhaMDArathI Aga zAMta karI zakAtI nathI. apUrva tarasa lAgI hAya mIThA pANInA abhAva hAya ane pAse ghughavatA mahAsAgaramAM pANInA meAjA' uchALA mAratA hoya teA hIrAnA hAra e khArA pANIne mIThuM banAvI zakatuM nathI, teA pachI mane samaja paDatI nathI ke tame vadhAre seAnAvALA vadhAre cAMdIvALAne ke moTA zrImatane sanmAna ApavAnu' kema samaje che ? paNa tame je sanmAna Ape che, te sanmAna dunIyAdArInI rIte ApeA che paNa e sanmAna ApatAM tame khuba yAda rAkheA ke tame kharI vastune bhulI jAo che ene artha e che ke daza rUpIyAnI eka mudrikAne sAcavavA, tame eka dazahajAra rUpIyAnA suvarNa jaDelA dAbaDA rAkho che, arthAta huM kahevA mAMgu chuM ke e rUpIyAnI vastu sAcavavA khArasA rUpIyA kharcIne paThANAnI jabarI pheAja nibhAvavA jevuM ApaNe karIe chIe. mULa vastune ApaNe bhulI jaIe chIe ane tene badale uparanA dekhAva upara ApaNe mAhu pAmIe chIe, zrImata mANasane je sanma!na apAya che te sanmAna paNa Aja prakAranu` che, tenA AtmAmAM mela rahele hAtha, hRdaya game eTaluM kALuM hAya, game tevA pApA pratikrivasa karye jatA hAya te paNa jagata tenI darakAra karatuM nathI ane tenI pAse paisA che athavA adhikAra eTaluM ja joine samAja tenAthI mADu pAme che, ane tene behada mAna Ape che, A badhI murkhAi che. zrImata mANasane AvuM sanmAna apAya che e sanmAna jo te mANasamAM mANusAInA kaMI paNa aza na hoya te teNe svIkAravu paNa naja joie, kAraNa ke tame e mANasane je sanmAna ApeA che te zuM tenA vyaktitvane mATe che? nahi, e sanmAna tame tenA dravyane Ape che, jo evA pAse dravya na heAya te tame enI sAme paNa na juve. che purUSa mATe ke pese ? zrImaMtAIne laIne koi mAnapAtra lekhavA naja joie, paNa Aje tA mAna pAmanAra ane mAna ApanAra ane A prakAranI bhUle karI rahyA che. paraMtu e bhula sudhArIne tamAre sAcu' sanmAna ApatAM zIkhavAnI anivArya jarUra che, jo tame AvuM sAcu' sanmAna ApatA zIkhaze, te tame jene evu' sanmAna Apaze, tenuM pazu hita thaze ane tamArU paNa hita thaze e sAcuM sanmAna te AtmAnuM sanmAna che jenA AtmAmAM AtmAneA viveka pragaTa thayA che. tevAnA AtmA vAstavika sanmAna levAne cAgya che, tene tame sanmAna Ape emAM jarA paNa vAMdhe nathI, eTaluMja nahi, paNa e rIte sanmAna ApIne tamArI jAtane paNa dhanya banAvA che jenA AtmAmAM AvI jAtanA viveka che, teja AtmAvALu zarIra ene tame uttama manuSya kahI rAke che. jo AtmAmAM viveka na hoya te tame khIjI rIte game eTalA AgaLa vadhelA hA, zrIma'ta heA, dravyavAna hA, paNa tamArI e badhI mahattAnakAmI che, mahattAnI uttamatA tyAreja che. jyAre ApaNA AtmA saMskAra pamele thAya e saMskAra vagaranuM sarva kAMi nakAmuM che . tame, saMsAramAM racelA pacelA bhale rahe! paNa chatAM tamAre e vAta te vIcAravIja joie ke Aje zrImatane je mAta maLI raghu' che te keTale darajje cegya che ? mAna tene nathI, paNa tenA dravyane maLe che, e mAna suvaNune che, suvarNanA pATa tame dIlhImAM vecA, AphrIkAmAM lai jaine vece, kivA iglAMDanA ajArAmAM tenI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ' ( 53 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. hararAjI kare te paNa enI kIMmata upajavAnI che. eka zrImaMta pAse karaDe rUpIyAnuM pravAhIra hoya, ane e zrImaMta maraNa pAme ethIe jhavAhIranI kIMmata ghaTI jatI nathI, enI kImata te jemanI temaja rahe che have tyAre manuSyanA zarIrane vicAra karo, maraNa pachI zarIranI kazIja kIMmata nathI, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa te sagAMsaMbaMdhIone mATe bhArarUpa che. AtmAnuM sanmAna manuSyanI je kIMmata thAya che, te tenA dravyane lIdhe thAya che, lakSAdhipati Aje puMjAte hoya, sarvatra sanmAna pAmate hoya, hajAro rUpIyA meLavato hoya, te tenI kIMmata gaNAya che, paNa kAleja je tenI e saMpatti jatI rahI, to te khalAsa tene tame ratIbhArane paNa tela rAkhatA nathI. huM tamane kahuM chuM ke zuM A tamArI bhUla nathI? tame muLa vastu oLakhavAne badale tame tenA kavarane oLakhavA maMDe che jyAre manuSya zrImata hatuM tyAre, te sanmAnane pAtra hate, mAnanIya hatuM, tene tame pUjavA gya gaNatA hatA, ane ene pase jato rahe eTale zuM tene sadaguNane nAza thaye che? nahI, paNa te chatAM evA garIbane tame oLakhatA nathI, e uparathI lAge che ke tame mANasano sneha rAkhatA nathI, paNa paisAne sneha rAkhe che. A vRtine bhulI jAo ane manuSyatvanuM, eTale AtmAnuM sanmAna karatAM zIkhe. vyavahAramAM ApaNe joI gayA chIe ke, manuSyane mAna nathI, paNa vaibhavane mAna che. vaLI keTalIka vAra eka vastunI sAmAnya rIte je kIMmata nathI upajatI tenAthI amuka saMjogone lIdhe tenI vadhAre kiMmata upaje che, nadIne pravAha uchALA mArIne deDate heya tyAM AgaLa zera pANInI kIMmata nathI, paNa eka pANIne leTe saharA ke kacchanA raNamAM muke, have pachI kalpanA karo ke eka lakSAdhipati mANasa atyaMta tarasathI pIDAte raNamAM jAya che, tyAM tene pANI chAMTe paNa maLatuM nathI, tarasathI gaLuM sukAya che; ane maravAnI taiyArI upara AvI rahe, tyAM tene koI hajAra ke daza hajAra rUpiyA laIne eka pANIne leTe ApavA taiyAra thAya, te paNa jarUra e leTe game teTalI kIMmate kharIdI levAya, ahIM kareDenI kIMmata e kenuM mulya thayuM? pANInuM? nA eka loTA pANInI kaMIja kImata nathI eka leTe pANI tame joIe eTaluM, joIe eTalI vAra DhaLI nAMkhI zake che. tyAre A leTA pANInI kIMmata kema thaI? javAba e che ke saMgane aMge, pANI raNanA pradezamAM pahoMcI gayuM, tethI tenI kIMmata vadhI, arthAt raNanA saMgathI pANInI kIMmata vadhI, paNa manuSyanI kIMmata tame evA saMgathI paNa vadhAratA nathI, kaI mANasanA ghera dravyane bhaMDAra bharela hoya te tene bhAgyazALI lekhe che, ane je te na hoya te tene nibhaMgI mAne che. keI vyakitane tyAM ATha daza khAnArA hoya te tarata tame kaheze ke bIcArAne tyAM ATalA khAnArA che keIne ghera pAMcapacIsa gAya, baLado ke bheMse heya tethI tame tene bIcAro mAnatA nathI paNa je tene tyAM ATha daza mANase khAnArA hoya te tarata tame kaheze ke e bIcAro zuM kare? tene tyAM te ATalA khAnArA che, arthAta mANasane soga ene paNa tame sAre mAnatA nathI bIcArAne tyAM daza mANasa che ema tame kadI bolatAM acakAtAM nathI, sonAvALAne tame bIcAre kahetA nathI, paNa mANasAlAne bIcAre kaho che ene artha e che ke mANasanA saMjoga karatAM senAne saMjoga tamane vadhAre hAle che. saMjogathI athavA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (54) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. saMga vagara vastunI je kIMmata thAya che te ja tenI sAcI kIMmata che, have manuSyane aMge je te dravyavAna hoya te tenI kImata kare che, ane dravya na hoya ane tene ghera mANasane mATe ja hoya to tene bIcAro gaNe che. A rIte manuSyanI kIMmata bhArarUpe karI mukI che. AtmAnI kiMmata. manuSya e indrionA viSayenI apekSA e moTA gaNavAne lAyaka nathI, te manuSya uttama nathI ke jenI pAse apAra dravya hoya je dekhAvamAM suMdara hAya, je vividha vilAsene sevanArA hoya te mANasa uttama nathI. paNa teja mANasa uttama che, ke jene pitAnA A nAnuM bhAna thayuM hoya, manuSyane paNa pAMca Indrio che ane pazuone paNa pAMca Indrio che, te pachI pazuomAM keTalIka zakita tamArA karatAM vadhAre hovA chatAM, paNa zAstrakAroe, sAhityakAroe, kavioe, jJAnioe, manuSyabhavanI kImata gaNI che, te zAne lIdhe ? eka ja vastu mATe e vastu AtmabhAna che, pitAnA AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM che te manuSya che, ane jene tenuM bhAna thayuM nathI tene pazu mAnavAmAM Ave che. manuSyabhavanI ATalI badhI uttamatA hovA chatAM e uttamatAne je ApaNe na samajIe ane samajIne e uttamatAne saphaLa na karIe, te pachI enA jevI bIjI eka paNa murkhAI nathI evI hAlatane manuSya te pazuja che. pazunuM jIvana kevI rIte vyatita thAya che te tame jANe che? hAthI, gheDA, uMTa dekhAvamAM game tevA meTA hoya, te paNa temanA mAlIkanuM kAma karavuM, mAlIkane khorAka khAve ane mAlIkanI cAkarI karavI e pazuonuM kAma che, have tame pazu karatAM kaI rIte uttama che te vicAre. pazu te pitAnA eka dhaNInuM ja kAma kare che. eka dhaNInIja sevA cAkarI kare che, paNa manuSyanI dazA kevI che te juo? manuSya je kuTuMbamAM janme che, te AkhA kuTuMbanI te cAkarI kare che, kuTuMbanA dareka mANasenA jAtajAtanA vaibhava purA karavAne mATe te pitAnI deha ghasI nAkhe che, hajAro rUpiyA meLave che. kuTuMbane mAtabara banAve che, paNa jyAre te saMsAra choDI jAya tyAre zuM? te vakhate tenA jIvananI kaMIpaNa kamata rahetI nathI. have vicAra karo ke pazu eka vyaktine gulAma hoya che, jyAre manuSya AkhA gharane eTale gharanI pAMca pacIsa vyakitano gulAma bane che, kAraNa ke tene e badhAnI sevA karavAnI hoya che, te pachI pazunuM jIvana sArUM ke manuSyanuM? A rIte je manuSyanuM jIvana eka kharAba vastu Thare che, chatAM paNa zAstro e jIvanane sAruM gaNe che, te vicAra kare ke manuSyanuM jIvana sArUM gaNavAnA zuM kAraNe hovA joie? kuTuMbanI sevA karI tene pise Take meLavI ApI tenuM poSaNa karyuM, kuTuMbanA badhA mANasanI sukha sagavaDa sAcavI, ane tene badale ApaNe zuM meLavIe chIe? mAtra jaMdagI bharanuM anAja ane kapaDAM lattAM, zarIra ane AtmA chuTI gayAM, eTale kareDe meLavelAM dhuLa barAbara che. tyAre manuSya evI kaI vastu nIpajAvI zake ke jethI tenuM jIvana e mahatvatA vALuM thAya ane pazuthI te jUduM paDI jAya, pazune bIje game te vicAra Avato haze, paNa tene e vicAra AvatuM nathI ke huM koNa chuM? kaI gatIthI AvyuM chuM? kayA karma karUM chuM ? ane chevaTe e karmanA badalAmAM mAre kyAM javAnuM che! A AtmAne viveka pazuomAM nathI, tyAre manuSya je manuSyatva dhAraNa karavuM hoya teNe AtmAne viveka meLavavuM joIe. jAnavara janma jIve ane ghara mAlIkanuM kAma karIne yathA samaye cAlate thAya, ane ApaNe paNa eja rIte jIvana purUM karIe, te pachI ApaNAmAM ane Dhera vacce zuM phera bAkI rahyA. jema jAnavara potAnA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu ( 55) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM. jIvanane kaMI vicAra karatA nathI, ane emane ema maraNa pAme che, teja pramANe ApaNe karIe te, ApaNuM paNa jIvatara dhuLa che. kuMbhArane tyAM janmele mANasa kuMbhArane tyAM dhaMdhe karatAM karatAM maraNa pAmyuM. kArakunI karanArAne tyAM janmele mANasa lakhI lakhIne pure thAya ane rAjAne tyAM janmele mANasa rAja karIne maraNa pAme; te pachI vIcAra kare ke manuSya bhavanI uttamatA kaI? manuSyanI uttamatA eja vastu para avalaMbelI che, ke jyAM AtmabhAna thAya che. hIrAne kolasAmAM prakAzano pharaka che. je kelase tejasvI che, suMdara prakAza Ape che, jhagajhage che, te hIre che, ane je kolaso kALo che tene loko kelasa kahe che, te ja pramANe pazuomAM ane manuSyamAM AtmA ekaja che, te e AtmA e AtmabhAna na meLave te pachI tenI deha manuSya hovA chatAM te pazu che, ane jo e AtmA karma ane jIvanuM bhAna meLave che, te te teja ghaDIe sAcA manuSyatvathI yukata bane che. teja vinAne hIre. AtmAmAna vinAnA AtmAne dhAraNa karanArI deDa jAnavaraja che, tema samajI levuM joIe. bevakupha manuSya hAthe karIne cerI kabula karI de che, eka udAharaNa che ke eka jagyAe daza chokarA hatA. temAMnA be chokarAone ubhA karyA pachI kahyuM, ke je chokarAe corI karI che te chokarA pakaDAI gaye che, kAraNa ke tene mAthe cakalI taNakhaluM lAvIne mukI gaI che, A zabda sAMbhaLatAM ja je chokarAe kharekharI corI karI hatI, te bhayathI gabharAye, tenA paga dhrujavA lAgyA ane teNe jhapATAbaMdha pitAne hAtha mAthA para mukIne, jANe cakalIe taNakhaluM mukAyuM na hoya, tema samajIne e taNakhaluM pheMkI devAnI krIyA karI, AthI teNe corI karI che ema tarata jaNAI AvyuM. A rIte gunhegAra pitAnI meLe pakaDAI gayo. ahIM paNa teja ghATa che. meM kaI zretAne jAnavara karI nathI. paNa je IndrionA vikAramAM gherAya che, te potAnI meLe jAnavara bane che, tethI tame je khoTuM lagADaze te tamArI dazA pilA juThA chokarA jevI thaze. te chokarAe tene keIe cAra kaze nahatuM, chatAM pitAne mAthe hAtha mukIne pite cora che, tenI sAbItI karI ApI hatI, teja pramANe jene karmanuM, A bhavanI avasthAnuM ane AvatA bhavanuM bhAna nathI tene meM jAnavara kahyA che, ane zAstrakAra paNa evAone jAnavara kahe che, chatAM tame "mahArAja vyAkhyAnamAM ApaNane jAnavara kahe che." ema kahIne hAthe karIne tamArA jAnavarapaNupara chApa mAre che, ane mAthe AvatI TepI paherI laIne tame AtmAmAna vinAnA che evuM khulluM kare che, jIvanA be bheda che. saMsI ane asaMsI. jene mana nathI mana:paryApti nathI. mananA pagale pariNAvavAnI tAkAta nathI, tene asaMjJI jIva kahyA che. arthAta saMjJI eTale vicAravAna, ane asaMsI eTale vicArazu, tame A be zabda vAraMvAra sAMbhaLyA haze paNa huM tamane puchuM chuM ke A be zabdano artha tamee dhyAnamAM lIdhe che? manaHparyApti hoya te saMsI, ane na hoya te asaMjJI, Ate sAdhAraNa vyAkhyA thaI, paNa zAstrakAre ethI AgaLa vadhe che, ane kahe che ke jene vicAra che te saMsI che, ane jene vicAra nathI te asaMjJI che. tamane kaI ema kahe ke tamArAmAM gatAgama nathI, te tamane kevuM lAgaze? A vAta dhyAnamAM lezo eTale tatvArthakAra uparathI eka kalaMka nIkaLI jaze. saMjJAvALA ane manavALA, ema be prakAra sUtrakAroe kema pADayA haze, tene ahIM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 16 ) sudhA-biMdu 1 luM khulAse thaI jAya che. saMjJI eTale lAMbA kALanI saMjJAvALA. lAMbA kALane vicAra karavAvALA, bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAnane, vicAra karI zake? jenAmAM mana hoya teja lAMbA kALane vicAra karI zake. jeo navatatvane vicAra kare che, teo ja sAcA vicAravALA che. bAkInA badhA vicAra zUnya che. zabda zabdane keTale bheda che te juve, tame purUSottama zabda kahe che tene jena daSTie tIrthakara e artha thAya che. ane vaiSNava draSTie eneja artha kaNa e thAya che, zabda eka paNa artha jIde, jIde kema tha? uttara e che ke darekane artha jude jude sthaLe judI nadI rIte thAya che, artha karavAmAM haMmezAM ekaja draSTi rAkhavAnI hotI nathI, paraMtu cAre bAju dRSTi doDAvIne artha karavAnuM hoya che, tema bhagavAna zrI umAsvAtivAcaka mahArAje karmarAjAnA dvArAe saMjJI eTale vicAravALA kene gaNyA che? A bhavane aMge bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAnane vicAra kare tene saMjJI gaNyA che ema nathI, zAstrakAra kahe che ke A bhavane aMge bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAnane vicAra kare che te vicAravALA kahI zakAya nahIM. paraMtu vicAravALA kahevAvAne mATe bIjI keTalIka sAmagrInI jarUra che, duniyAdArImAM paNa gAMDa manuSya hoya te suddhAM gaMdA padArthanuM bhakSaNa karatA nathI, eTalA uparathI zuM tame kaheze ke te vicAravALe che. gAMDo hovA chatAM te bhukha ane tarasanI vakhate sIdhe thAya che. paThANane dekhIne akkalavALo banI jAya che, Ave prasaMge te jJAna ane DahApaNa batAve che, te chatAM ApaNe tene DAhyA mAnatA nathI, tene ApaNe vicAra - vALa kayAre mAnIe ke e dunIyAdArInI draSTiye DAhya banI jAya. zAstrakAranI draSTiye tame bhUta. bhaviSya ke vartamAnane vicAra kare A bhavane vicAra kare ke para bhavane vicAra kare, paNa tamArA te vicAramAM je strI, putra, saMpatti AdinA jagatanA vyavahAranA aMgenA vicAre che te tamArA e vicAre e gAMDAnA jevuM DahApaNa che. gAMDe manuSya paThANane joIne kSaNika DAhapaNu dhAraNa kare che. tevI sthiti tamArI che. tame tene ja vicAravALe gaNe che ke je duniyAdArInI draSTiye vyavahArU che, e pramANe zAstrakAre tene vicAra vagarane gaNe che, ke je AhAra, vihAra tenA sAdhane vagerene aMge vicAra kare che, paNa AtmAne aMge vicAra karate nathI je AtmA AtmAne aMge vicAra vagarano che tene mATe zAstrakAro e zabda vApare che ke te avicArI che. jema gAMDA mANasane kSaNika sArA vicAro Ave che, paNa tenI ApaNe sArA mANasamAM gaNanA karI zakatA nathI, teja pramANe je niraMtara saMsAra vyavahAranA vicArene seve che, tene zAstrakAre paNa vicArazIla mAnatA nathI, zAstrakAre tene ja vicArazIla mAne che ke je AtmAnA vicAre seve che. AtmAnI draSTie draSTivAdI koNa che tene vicAra kare. je AtmA kalyANanA vicAre seve che, teja sAce draSTivAdI che. thaI gayelA anaMtabhave vartamAnabhava bhaviSyanA bhava, jIva, ajIva, Ava, saMvara, nirja rA, ane mekSa, ene vicAra tenuM nAma sAcI draSTi che. have mukhya viSaya para A viSayethI bhareluM manuSyapaNuM e manuSyapaNuM nathI, paNa jAnavarapaNuM che. kIMmatanI apekSAe evuM manuSya jIvana, jaDa jIvana karatAM paNa halakuM che. patthara jevuM jaDajIvana, bhale te keInA upagamAM AvanArUM na haya, chatAM te jIvana keIne duHkha paNa nathI ApatuM tyAre manuSya jIvana bIjAne upayogI na thAya te tene pIDAkArI nIvaDe che, arthAta A

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mAna da-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 17 ) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. manuSyapaNAmAM pattharanI mAphaka bIntane anupayeAgI ke du:kha denAra jIvana vahevu' te jainakulane koi paNa prakAre zAbhatuM nathI ne tethI A manuSyane vicArazIla kahevAne zAstrakAra mahArAjA ke teozrInA kathananeja anusaranArA ApaNe taiyAra nathI. ApaNe te teja AtmAne vicArazIla mAnI vAstavika rIte eTale sRSTivAdeopadezikI saMjJAnI apekSAe sanI mAnIye ke sparzodika viSacemAM iSTAniSTanI prApti tathA parihAra mATe ke A bhavane aMge bhUta, vartamAna ke bhaviSyamAM thatI iSTAniSTanI prApti ke parihAra mATe udyama karAtA hoya paNa temAM tattvaSTi na gaNatAM AtmAnA samyagdarzanArdika svarUpamAM Azravasa'varAdinA haiya ane upAdeyapaNAmAM tattvadraSTi rAkhI atIta ane anAgatanA bhavabhramaNathI udvigna rahI abhyAbAdha mekSapadanI prApti mATeja tatpara rahe, ane evI STivALAja manuSyeA peAtAnI sa'tatinA vizvAsapAlaka banavA sAthe jaina mAtApitA tarIke gaNAvavA lAyaka hAi zrI jainasaghanuM eka aMga banI bhagavAn jinezvarIne paNa potAnAmAM tIrthaMkara mahArAjAnI padavIne prApta karAvavAnI kAraNutA hAI namaskAranA viSayabhUta zrI jainasa'dhanA eka zrAvaka tarIkenA bhAga bhajavI zake che ane te hRSTinIja unnati, sthiti ne phalaprApti mATe zrI jainasa`ghanA mukhya avayava ke khudR avayave tarIke gaNAtA zrI zramaNusa`ghanI sevAbhaktithI peAtAne zramaNeApAsaka kahevaDAvavAmAM kRtArtha tA mAne che. AvA aMgabhUta zramaNeApAsakonI STi phaLane prApta karavA thatI vikRtinI avyAhata pravRtivALA vaga teja zramajIva che. A uparathI bhagavAne jaNAvela jenapaNAnI saraNi sarala rIte samajI zakAze ne tethIja tyAgamaya jainapravacanane aMge jaNAvela artha paramA ne zeSa ananI tripadI samajI zakAze ane tripadInI yathAsthita dhAraNAja A jIvane anADhi rakhaDapaTTIthI khacAvI avyAbAdha pada Apaze rakhaDa'paTTInuM ne tenA kAraNeAnu' svarUpa jANavA sAthe tenAthI kevI rIte bacAya che te samajI levuM jarUrI heAi tene mATe guNasthAnA vagerenuM svarUpa samajavAnI jarUra che te aMge vata mAna 55 F tAttvika saMjJA, HER FOR TH bIrAya nityaM namaH // bhUtakALa ane bhaviSyakALa, zAstrakAra mahArAja nyAyAcArya zrI yazeAvijayajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja zrI bhavyajavAnA upakAra mATe dharmAM deza karatAM thakA zrIjJAnasAra nAmanA prakaraNamAM kahI gayA ke java sa'sAramahAsAgaramAM anAdikALathI gothA khAdhA kare che. anAdikALa vItavA chatAM ane peAtAnA AtmasvarUpanuM' bhAna thayuM nathI, kAraNake potAnA anata bhUtakALanA ane lAMbA bhaviSyakALane eze vicAra karyAM nathI, mAtra AvI paDelA vamAna kALaneja sasva mAnIne emAM e rAcya

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Ana'da-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 18 ) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. rahe che. mANasane eka peDhI upara besADI dyo! pachI e e peDhImAMja mazagula banI javAnA ! e peDhIneA vicAra karavAnA ! e peDhIneja hamezAM jovAne ! hu pahelAM kai peDhI upara hatA agara teA have pachI mAre kaMi peDhI upara besavuM paDaze e vicAravAne ene avakAza nathI rahetA. are AvI bhUtabhaviSyanI vAta te dura rahI parantu je paikI upara huM yAre beTho chuM eja peDhI kevI che-kenI che-zarIpha che ke madamAsa e paNa vicAravuM ene nahi gamavAnuM! ThIka e peDhI para beThelA mANasanI mAphakaja A jIva paNa potAne je janma mayA emAMja AnaMda mAne che. peAtanuM bhUta ke bhaviSya kai paNa nathI jotA ane ahi ja sasAranI anAdinI rakhaDa'TTInI cAvI rahelI che. peAtAnA sArA yA kheTA bhUtakALanu ane ujavaLa bhaviSya kALanu citra kheMcyA vagara kaceA mANusa peAtAnI vata mAna dazAnA sArA yA kheATApaNAne samajI zake ke jayAMthI ene AtmAnA uddhAranI preraNA maLI zake! potAnI vartamAna sthiti kai sthitinu' pariNAma che eTaluM te avazya dareka kalyANaicchuke vicAravuMja rahyuM ! e prakAranI sattA, ane ATalAja mATe zAstrakAra mahArAje peAtAnA bhUtabhaviSya tarapha sAva AMkhamIcAmaNA karIne tene lezamAtra paNa vicAra nahi karanAra mANusane bAhya sa'nA hovA chatAM asa'nI vicArazUnya kahyo che. sa'nI ane asaMjJInI sthUla vyAkhyA pramANe te jene mana hAya te sannI ane jene mana na heAya te asa'jJI ! eTale mANasa saMjJI ane ekedriyAdika jIvA asaMjJI ! paNa ATalA mAtrathIja sannI saMjJInA vicAra sa'pUrNa nathI thatA. enI vyAkhyAnI maryAdA te ghaNI bArIka che, ane jayAre e khArIka vyAkhyAthI vicAra karIe tyAre te A lAMbIcADI pAMca phUTanI kAyAvALA hAtha, paga ane AMkha, kAna, nAka vigere iMdriyAvALA ane doDatA khela? mANasa paNa asa'nI banI jAya che-ekedriyanI keTamAM jai bese che. mAtra vamAna cAlu viSayaneja vicAra karAve te sa'jJA te hetuvAdepadozakI sa jJA ! ane A pramANe upara kahyuM te pramANe mANasa sa'jJInI keTamAM gaNAya che, hetuvAdopadezikI sa'jJAvALA keTalAka evA paNa jIva hAya che ke jee peAtAnA thoDAka bhUta-bhaviSya kALane ka'ika vicAra kare che, pazu te A bhava puratAja. emAM bIjA bhavaneA vicAra ene Avateja nathI, ane daSTivAdA padezikI saMjJAnI vyAkhyA te eTalI bArIka-eTalI kaDaka che ke emAM tA manuSya paNu asanI gaNui jAya che, enI vyAkhyA pramANe te je jIva peAtAnA pahelA bhavAna ane AgAmI bhavAne vicAra kare teneja sa`gI gaNavAmAM Ave che ! AtmAnA 52. ApaNe A sasAramAM janma lIdho tyArathI ApaNA zarIranI, ApaNA gharanI, ApaNA kuTuMbanI, ApaNA sa'sAravyavahAranI, ApaNI dhana dAlatanI TrakamAM ApaNI gADI, lADI, vADI tamAmanI sArasabhALa rAkhatAM zIkhIe chIe e saMbaMdhI rAtadivasa vicAra karIe chIe; emAM koine kai khAmI na Ave te mATe hamezAM saceta rahIe chIe, ane emAM je kaMi khAmI jaNAya, je kai uNapa jevuM lAge tene dUra karavA mATe bharasaka

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 11 ) sudhArmiTTu 1 luM. kozIza karavAmAM paNa pAchI pAnI nathI karatA: paNa A badhuM zA mATe ? ApaNA sa'sAravyavahAra mATe ! ApaNA piMDanuM papazu karavA mATe !, ApaNI A nazvara kAyAne Ana Mda ApavA mATe ! paNu zAstrakAre e pi`DapoSaNane mahatva nathI Apata!, e sasAranI ciMtAone-e bhautika AnaMdavaibhavanA vicArAne zAstronA pavitra kSetramAM uMcu sthAna nathI ! ee tA je hamezAM pApathI acavAnA vicAra kare; je zarIra pASaNu-zeSaNanA vicArane eka tarapha mUkIne peAtAnA AtmAne anAdikALathI lAgela rAgane auSadha karavAnI ciMtA kare, je bhatraminadInA mA` mUkIne bhavabhItAne pathe vicare tanaja sAcA vicArazIla, sAcA samajadAra, sAce! sau mAne che. saMsAranA sevanamAM rAtadivasa lAgatA upamA bhavAnI hAramALAmAM eka eka rANukAnA vadhA rAja karatA jAya che. je vicAra e upakrameAtho dUra thavAna! mArga sUjhADe enuMja nAma sAcI saMjJA. saMsAravyavahuAranA kAryAM e dekhAvamAM kadAca bhale suMdara lAgatA haiAya, tatkALa anubhavanI apekSAe emAM madhuratA pazu bhaTTe anubhavAtI hAya paNu enuM pariNAma te chevaTe kaparUja AvavAnuM, jyAre zAstrakAra batAvelA Atmika kAryamAM kadAca bAhya Abhara ke dekhItI suMdaratA bhale na heAya chatAM enuM pariNAma AtmazuddhimAM-AtmahAramAM AtmAnA rAganA nAzamAMja AvavAnuM ! ane "jenA aMta kharAba te Akhu` kA` kharAba,' ne jenA ata sArA te Akhuya kAca sArUM' ! " e sanAtana satyane kANu inkAra karI zake ? mATe huM mahAnubhAvA ! egrika jhAMjhavAnAM nIranAM jevI bhrAmaka su'daratAnA pAzamAM na phasAtAM sanAtana AnaMdanA amRtAsvAda karavA mATe e AtmAnA patha vicaratAM zIkhe ! mithyAdraSTi ane samyagdaSTi. ka bhalA. Ama AtmAnA uddhAranA kArya vakhate A chatrane bhavanuM kAraNu karyuM che, e karmIne haTAvavAthI AtmAne sudhArA thaI jAya che, ane e karmIne haTAvavAnuM kArya bhaviSyanA bhavA na thAya--bhaviSyamAM AtmAne saMsAramAM vadhu phasAvu na paDe eTalA mATe karavAnuM che-eTale A jIvanA bhUtakALa upara vicAra na karatAM enA bhaviSyakALaneAja vicAra karavA; ane eTalAja mATe A jIva anAdi che; A karma anAdi cheH e bannenA sAga anAdine tai: jIr anAdithI karatA hatA cA na karate-e vigere bhUtakALanA nakAmA prazne! zA mATe karavA ? e vicArathI phAyade ze ? enA bhUtakALa kuve hutA e zA mATe vicAravuM ? DAhyA mANaseAnuM paNa eja kahevu che ke-"tuM na zopanIya DAhyA mANase gai vItInA vicAra na karave ! jIve peAtAnA anaMta bhUtakALamAM je kame khAMdhyAM je karyAM niryAM, je sukhaduHkhane anumatra karyAM je naraka, tiyaca, manuSya ke devagatimAM janma lIdhe; e badhAnuM. atyAre zu karavAnuM che ? eTalA mATe jIva anAdi che. anAdi karma thI badhAyela che e paNa vicAravuM nakAmu Mja gaNAya ! bhUtakALanA game teTale vicAra kareA paNa tethI thai gayelA bagADAmAM zuM sudhArA thavAnA ? eTale ekaMdare bhUtakALanI vicArazreNIja A hiMsAme nakAmI thaI jAya che! eka tarapha jyAre buddhi A vicAra AgaLa kare che tyAre khIjI tarapha zAstro khIjIja vastu rajI kare che. zAstrakAra mahArAjanuM te! pharamAna che ke-thANunI sAcI bhAvanAvALA mAnavIe petAnA bhUtakALane ane bhaviSyakALanA te pahelAM vicAra karavAnA hAya che, ane e banne vicAranI tAravaNInI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (60) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. rUparekhAnA pATA uparaja ApaNuM vartamAnakALanA jIvananI relane AgaLa vadhAravAnI hoya che. A ApaNuM vartamAna jIvana e rela samAna che ane ene calAvavA mATe-sArI rIte calAvavA mATe-bhUtakALa ane bhaviSyakALanA vicArarUpI be pATAonI anivArya jarura che. e pATA na hoya te gADI game tevI sArI haze chatAM eka DagaluM paNa AgaLa nahi ja vadhI zake, ane A prama ja vicAra kare eneja daSTivAda padezikI saMjJA saMjJInuM birUda Ape che. eTale TUMkamAM emaja kahI che ke-daSTivAdopadezikI saMjJAnI apekSA e mithyAdaSTi mAtra asaMjJI ane samyagdaSTi mAtra saMsI! anAdi traya. tyAre e buddhinI mAnyatA ane zAstranA pharamAnamAM tattva kayuM? zA mATe buddhivAde AgaLa karela vartamAna jIvana ane kaMIka aMze bhaviSyanA jIvanane ja vicAra na kare ? zAstranA pharamAnane amalamAM mUkavAno hetu zo ? ane to pachI anAdi jIva, anAdi karma ane temano anAdino saMga-e traNa vAtanI gaLathuthInI matalaba zI ? A badhA savAlane TUMkamAM ekaja vAkayamAM javAba ApI zakAya ema che ane te e ke je vastu atyAre hayAta che ane bhaviSyamAM paNa rahevAnI che e vastunA bhUtakALane paNa koInAthI I-kAra na ja thaI zake. te pachI AtmA, karma ane e bannenA saMgano InkAra kenAthI thaI zake ? ene bhUtakALa na mAnIe te eno vartamAna kALa ke je amuka vakhata pachI bhUtakALanA rUpamAMja hamezAne mATe rahevAne che te paNa nathI banI zakato ane te pachI bhaviSyakALanI to vAta ja zuM karavI? eTalA mATe jIvane, karmane ane temanA sagAne anAdi mAnyA vagara chUTake naja thAya! sApa gayA ne lIsoTA rahyA ! ApaNu badhAyana rajane anubhava ApaNane kahe che ke ApaNe eka vastu sArI karIe chIe eka udezathI ane amuka samaya sudhI enuM anusaraNa karyA bAda ApaNe e vastune te vaLagI rahIe chIe ane ene uddeza sAva bhUlI jaIe chIe ane jeno uddeza ja bhUlAI javAtuM hoya te kAryamAM ane AtmA vagaranA zarIramAM jarAya pharaka nathI hete ! A vastu jarA dhanamAla, hATahavelI vigere bAbatamAM vicArIe ? dhanamAla prApta karavAnI jaDa kaya!? mANasa potAno jIvana vaha sArI rIte calAvI zake, potAnA jIvananI anivArya AvazyakatAne pahoMcI vaLI zake ane pitAnA vyavahAranI amuka sagavaDo sathavAya eTalA mATe dhana upArjana kare che. dhana upArjana karavA mAM Aja uddeza samAyale che, paNa pAchaLathI dhana pedA karavAnI kriyA to cAlu ja rahe che paNa jIvananirvA nA uddeza bhUlAI jAya che ane enuM sthAna dhanasaMcama karavAno halake zuM kahe che. basa khatama ! ahiMja eka vastunuM sAratatva nAza pAme che. pachI te e vicAra karavA lAge che ke have te amuka dhana meLavI lauM eTale mArA saMtAnane paNa vAro ApatA jA ' ! kayAM te pahelAM jIvananirvAdunA zaddha AzayathI dhanapAna zarU karyuM ane kayAM atyAre kIDI maMkoDInI lobhIvRttithI derAI dhanane saMgharo karavA mATe dhanopArjana karavA lAge ! Aja pramANe havelImAM paNa! zarUAtamAM kADhataDake ane

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Ana Mda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 11 ) sudhArmidu 1 luM. varasAdathI bacavAnA upAya tarIke mAnavI buddhi eka sAdhananI kalpanA kare che ane e kalpanApradezamAMthI makAna anAvavAnI bhAvanA utpanna thAya che ane e bhAvanAne pAra pADIne peAtAnA zarIrane TADha, tApa ane varasAdathI bacAvavA mATe mANusa makAna bAMdhe che ane pAchaLathI ? ekAda kAika mANusa makAnanI tapAsa karatA pUchtA Ave che. makAnanA badalAmAM nagaDha nAAM ApavAnI lAlaca batAve che. peDhe lebhIye mANasa e nANAMnA prakAzamAM aMjAya che ane mAtra rahevA pUratA uddezathI manAvavA dhArela makAnanA badale bhADutanI sagavaDAnA vicAra karIne jema bane tema vadhAre bhADu utpanna thAya evA vicArathI pAtAnI jarUrIyAtA uparAMtanA makAna bAMdhe che ane eka prakAranA bhADAnA vepAra mAMDI bese che. Aja pramANe vastra ane gIjI mAgatAmAM paNa banI zake che ane chevaTe ApaNI dareka kriyAnuM pariNAma A pramANe 'sApa gayA ane lIsoTA rahyA" jevu ja Ave che, sAcA vArasA. ane ahiM ja ApaNe bhUla khAie chIe. jo ApaNe ApaNuM bhaluM jALavI rAkhavu hoya tA tyAM uddeza pharI jatA jaNAya tyAM a uddezanA nAza karanAra nimitteneAja nAza karI nAkhave. samajo ke-eka rAjyamAM eve kAyado che ke-dareka mANusa peAtAnA hAthe jeTaluM vApare-kharace eTaluMja enu dhana, bAkI khIjA phAI pazu dhanane vArase e potAnA putra-putrI ke bIjAne na ApI zake te tyAM dhanasaMcayanI kharAma bhAvanA kANu kare ? A pramANe ApaNe AtmA paNa jyAM AvI bhUlane bhAga thatA lAgatA heAya tyAM ApaNe saceta thai javu joie ane e pramANe cetatA rahevAnuM jo ApaNe jarUrI mAnatA hAIe tA vastu ApaNA bALakene paNa jarUra samajAvavI joie, ane A vastu kharAbara samajAya te mATe upara kahela traNe vastu enI gaLathuthImAMja ApaNe tene pAvI joie. ApaNe sa'sAravyavahAramAM ApaNA putrane ApaNA vArasA maLe enI khuba saMbhALa rAkhIe chIe. sagInA putra bhagIne vArasA le che ane ApaNA putra ApaNA vArasA le ! paNa emAM vizeSatA zI ! kharI rIte te je pramANe ApaNe saMsAravyavahAranA vArasAnI Ikara karIe chIe teja pramANe are tethIya vadhAre dhArmika Atmika vArasA ApavAnI prIkara rAkhavI joie. ApaNA vyavahAramAM te atyAre evu jovAmAM Ave che ke vyavahAranI sRSTimAM jeTalu uMcu kuLa eTale pApasevanane vadhu avakAza ! kevI bhayaMkara paristhiti ! mahAnubhAvA ! A vastu bahu vicAravA jevI che ! tame tamArA saMtAnane tamAza dhArmika vAse nahi Ape! teA enA AtmakalyANanuM zu thaze ? ene potAnuM bhaviSya sudhAravAno pATha kayAM maLaze ? keNu Apaze ? jainapaNuAneA kharA varase te eja kahevAya ke game tevA kapheADA saMcAgA ubhA thAya chatAM pe!tAnA AtmAnu' patana thAya evI kriyA kadI paNuM na kare! eka sAcA hindunA baccA game teTalA bhUkhyA thayA haze chatAM mAMsa khAvuM tAdUra rahyu. ene vicAra sarakhA paNa nahi kare. game teTalA tarasyA thayA haze chatAM dArUnuM nAma paNa niDe levAnA, tevIja rIte sAcA jainane jinezvaranA sAcA upAsakane mATe e prathama pharaja che ke game tyAre

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Ana'da-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 12 ) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. paNa bhUkhathI peTamAM lAya lAgI hAya chatAM anaMtakAya, kaMdamULane khAvAnA vicAra sarakhA paNa na kare! jinezvara bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM dareka jIvane jIvavAnA sarakhA hakka che. keI paNa jIvane peAtAnI IcchAtRpti mATe niraOka sa`hAra karavAnI chUTa nathI. sAva anivArya ane ochAmAM ochI hiMsAthI petAnA nirbaMDu calAvavA e ApaddharmanI AjJA che. tyAM vanaspatimAM jIva ne pANImAM jIva che ane anaMtakAyamAM eka dekhAtA zarIramAM anaMta jIvAnA samAsa che. eTalA mATe e anata jIvanA sahArathI vegaLA rahevA mATe anaMtakAyabhakSaNanA sapta niSedha karavAmAM Avye che ane tethI eka zrAvakakuLamAM utpanna thayela khALa anaMtakAryane sarvathA sadAkALa vajra ja gaNavI joie ane A vastu tyAreja banI zake ke jayAre nAnapaNathIja ene AvI bhAvanAonA pavitra vArasA peAtAnA DelA taraphathI salyeA hAya. eka bhUla. ApaNe badhAye sAMbhaLyuM che ke -"ganI TopAna na pati" athavA te "vAthI doSAna na pati" eTale ke rAgamAM magna thayeleA mANusa ke svArthamAM AMdhaLA banelA mANusa doSane nathI joi zakatA. peAtAnI rAgavRtti ke svArthavRttinA peSaNanA AvezamAM e kevA anarthAMnuM sevana kare che e vAtanuM bhAna ene nathI rahetuM! eja pramANe je leke potAnI A lukIne-A jIbhaDIne-ane potAnI khAvAnI rasamRddhattAne zakI nathI zakatA ane anaMtakAyanuM bhakSaNa kare che tee pAtAnA anaMtakAyabhakSaNane paNa nirdoSa batAvavAnA niraka evA paNa prayAsa karyA vagara nathI rahI zakatA! e prA pUchavA mAMDe che ke emAM anaMta jIvA AvyA kayAMthI ? emAM ekake jIva kadI dekhAya che kharA ? are jyAM eka jIvatu' paNu dana na thatuM hoya tyAM anaMtanI to vAtaja zI karavI ? paNa e praznana pUchanAra bhAi pote kayAM bhUla kare che enuM ane bhAna nathI ! jarA ene pUche ke bhAI sAheba jyAre jIva e dekhI zakAya evA nathI teA A kaMdamULamAM jIva nathI ema kema kahI zakAya ? bhalA AMdhaLA mANasa ema kema kahI zake ke ahiM kei nathI ! 'ahi kAi nathI' ema kahevAmAM jema AMdhaLe mANasa bhIMta bhUle che teja pramANe anaMtakAyamAM jIvanA InkAra karanAra paNa evIja bhUla kare che! mAtra jIva nahi mAnavAnuM kAraNa eTalu ja ke-peAte je anaMtakAyanuM bhakSaNa kare che emAM pApa samAyela che e vastu ene rUcatI nathI paNa eka vastu rUce yA na rUce enAthI kai vastusthitimAM te talamAtra paNa parivartana nathIja thatu ! nahi tA duniyAnA koipaNa niyama rahI zakeja nahi ! kAraNa ke eka niyamane cAhanArA ane vakhADanArA anne jAtanA leAke duniyAmAM hoya che ! ekamAM ana'ta. ahiMyA eka vastu jarA samajI laie. kaMdamULanu zarIra eka chatAM emAM ana'ta jIvA kevI rIte rahI zake ? ekamAM anatanI kalpanAja bhaDakAve evI che ! mahAnubhAvA ! jarA zAMta vicAra kareA ane pachI eka vastunA nirNaya karA! bhalA jIva rUpI che ke arUpI ? jIvane rUpI tA kAi nahija kahe tyAre arUpI vastu eka sthAnamAM ana MtanI sakhyAmAM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. rahe emAM zuM yuktivirUddha lAge che? arUpIne jagyAja kayAM rokavAnI che ke jethI enA mATe sthAnanI ke jagyAnI mArAmArI hoya ! samajeke-eka mANase pitAnA lalATamAM suMdara kezarI A raMgane AkarSaka cAMdalo karyo che. e eka sabhAmAM praveza kare che. sabhAmAM eka -be-cAra nahi paNa seMkaDe mANaso beThA che. e badhA mANasanI daSTi e ekalA mANasanA ekaja cAMdalA tarapha AkarSAya che. dareka enA cAMdalA tarapha tAkIne jue che. ! bhalA A ekaja cAMllA upara cUMTelI aneka daSTio zuM ApasamAM laDaze kharIke ? athavA to e eka cAMdalA upara aneka daSTie nathI paDI zakatI ema koI paNa buddhizALI mAnavI kahI zakaze kharo ke ? nahi! kAraNake daSTine paDavAne mATe amuka jagyA rokavAnI jarUra hatI ja nathI. e ja pramANe ekaja dIvAdAMDImAM saLagate ekaja dIve-hajAre mANasanI dRSTine viSaya bane che chatAM emAM koIne kaMI paNa ajugatuM ke nahi banavA jevuM nathI lAgatuM! jyAre ApaNu denika vyavahAranA AvA sAdhAraNa dAkhalAomAM paNa ekamAM aneka rahevAnI vAta svIkAravA ApaNe taiyAra chIe te ekaja dekhAtA zarIramAM anaMta jI rahe e zAstrakAra mahArAjanA sUkSma atisUkSma siddhAMtane inkAra ApaNe kaI buddhithI karI zakIe ? eka soyanI aNu upara lAkha dIvAone prakAza rahe te ApaNane harakata nathI to eka zarIramAM anaMta ja rahe te zI harakata? bAkI te vastu kadI paNa ApaNu atyAranA maryAdita jJAna mATe pratyakSa naja thaI zake ? e te sarvajJa bhagavAnanI amaryAdita jJAnazakita ja enuM satya pratyakSa samajI zake. ApaNe te mAtra e parama jJAnavAnuM mahAprabhunA vacana uparaja zraddhA rAkhavI joIe ane ApaNuM A lulI dalAlajIbha upara kAbu meLavA joIe. jIbha-dalAlaNa. A ApaNI jIbha te dalAlaNa che, e anAja ane peTanA sodAmAM haMmezAM pitAnI dalAlI pedA karavA mATe taiyAra rahe che. peTa e kharIdanAra che ane anAja e vecanAra che ane A jIma vacamAM dalAlu kare che. peTa bIcArUM game te vastu svIkArIne zarIrane nirvAha karavA taiyAra hoya che. chatAM A jIbha to hamezAM pitAnI dalAlIno vicAra kare che ane pitAne jemAM vadhAre dalAlI maLatI hoya tevuM khANuM piTamAM nAkhe che ane jIbhanI dalAlI te tenI svAdavRttinuM pioSaNa ! jema vadhu svAdiSTa mAla maLe tema jIbhane vadhu AnaMda Ave ! ane e AnaMda meLavavA mATe e game te AhAra piTamAM nAkhavA taiyAra rahe che. pachI enuM pariNAma zarIra mATe ke AtmA mATe game tevuM Ave tenI ene paravAja nathI hotI ! ApaNe badhA ochA vadhatA pramANamAM e dalAlaNanA paMjAmAM sapaDAyelA chIe ane tethI ja teTalA aMze AtmAnA patanane netarIe chIe. eTale je ApaNe barAbara bacavuM hoya te dhIre dhIre e jIbha upara kAbu meLavA ja joIe. jethI anaMtakAyamAM jIva kyAM che e vigere mithyA pravAde karatA aTakI zakIe. mahAnubhAvo ! e tamArA peTapeSaNanA vepAramAM e dalAlaNa kahevA mAMDe ema karavA lAgaze te tamArI kevI kaphoDI sthiti thaze e kahevuM azakaya che. ApaNA saMsAravyavahAranA vepAranA kAryamAM paNa ApaNe kadI ekalA dalAlanA meLAmAMja ApaNuM mAthuM mUkIne-ApaNe tamAma vyApAra enIja salAha upara karavAnI bhUla nathI karatA! te pachI jene saMbaMdha zarIra ane AtmAnI sAthe bahuja gADha che tevA vepAramAM kevaLa dalA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu sudhAdi 1 luM. laNa upara bharoso rAkhavo e kevaLa ThagAvAno dhaMdhe che. AmAM to ApaNe ApaNuM parama tAraka zrI vItarAgadevanA parama pavitra vacano upaja zraddhA rAkhIne vartavuM joIe? rasavRtti upara kAbu. be indriyanA svAdamAM ja AnaMda samAyeluM hoya te to musalamAna ke kAThiyananA kuLamAM avatAra le vadhu uttama gaNAya ! ke jyAM kaI paNa prakAranA bhejana mATe jarA paNa pratibaMdha mUkavAmAM nathI Ava. hiMdu banavAmAM te ochAmAM ocho mAMsa madirAno tyAga to avazya kare paDe che. musalamAna banavAmAM badhI 2 che chatAM DukakaranA mAMsathI tyAM paNa aLagA rahevuM paDe che. jyAre kIzciyana kuLamAM te kaI paNa prakAranA bhejanano pratibaMdha nathI. khAvApIvAnI daSTie ja jo vicAra karIe to te jaina dharmanuM sthAna sauthI chelle ja Ave ! kAraNake tyAM aneka vastuone abhakSya batAvI che ane e vastuone bhakSaNathI sarvathA aLagA rahevuM paDe che ane je khAvuMpIvuMja ne uttama gaNIe to te tame badhA kharekhara kamanasIbaja gaNA ke vidhAtAe tamane AvA aneka prakAranA pratibaMdhavALA zrAvakanA kuLamAM janma Ape, paNa jagatamAM kaIpaNa sthaLe khAvApIvAnI amaryAditatAne uttamapaNAnA ke uttama kaLanA lakSaNa tarIke kadI paNa varNavavAmAM nathI AvI. uttama kuLanI kharI khubI te enI khAnadAnImAM rahelI che, ane e khAnadAnI, bIjA jIvone ochAmAM ochuM duHkha devAnI zuddha bhAvanAmAM nahi maLe te bIje kayAM maLaze ? ane e bhAvanAne AcaraNamAM utAravAno sAthI sArAmAM sAre ane atyaMta jarUrI mArga te chaDendriya saMyama! A saMyama je mANasa meLavI zake te pitAnA bI jA aMgo upara paNa bahuja saraLatAthI kAbu meLavI zake ! DhAlanI bIjI bAju. bAkI e to sAva samajI zakAya evI vAta che ke je strI sadAcAra nAmI vastunuM astitva ja svIkAratI na hoya, zIyaLa-brahmacarya jevI vastumAM jene zradvAja na hoya ane vezyAvRttine je suMdara vastu gaNatI hoya te strI potAnA uttama kuLane, Dagale ne pagale pitAnA manapataMganA vihAramAM ADakhIlIrUpa mAne, are e kuLane eka prakAranA zAparUpa mAne che tenAthI dUra thavAnA vicAro karyA kare ! teja pramANe jainakuLamAM utpanna thavA chatAM jene rAtribhojana ke kaMdamULAkSaNa choDavuM gamatuM nathI tevAo pitAnA kuLane vagere te te sAva svAbhAvikaja gaNAya ! tithi ke parvanA divase lIletarI choDavAnI vAta Ave ke enI buddhi bolI uThe ke zuM parva ane tithionA divasomAM sUryodaya nahote thayo ane bIjA ADA divase thayo hato ke jethI emAM amuka divase amuka khAvuM ane amuka divase amuka na khAvuM e bheda pADo. je vastumAM kudarata bheda nathI karatI e vastumAM mANase zA mATe bheda kare? sUryane mATe teraza ane caudaza banne sarakhAM che te pachI eka divase lIlotarI khAvI ane eka divasa na khAvI evuM zA mATe? paNa sAtvika vRttine dhArmika mANasa kadI AvI yuktionA pAzamAM sapaDAtuM nathI. e to eka ja vastu dhyAnamAM rAkhe che ke jema bane tema pApanuM piSaNa ochuM karavuM. agara ADA divase ApaNe pApanuM sevana karIe chIe te zuM ene artha e thAya kharo ke dareka divase e pApanuM sevana

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAsiMdu 1 luM. karavuM, ane enAthI thoDuM ghaNuM bacAya e paNa khoTuM? are-eka divasa dAna na devAya te bIjA divase paNa na devuM e kayAMne niyama? bhalA-eka divasa kamANI na thaI hoya te bIjA divase paNa kamANa karavAnuM mAMDI vALavAnuM keTalAka kare che ? ane jarA vadhu sacoTa yukti joItI hoya te e pavitra dhArmika vRttine mANasa kahI zake ke bhAI AgalA divase tame jIvatA hatA ane bIjA divase maraNane zaraNa thAo che enuM kema? paNa kharI vAta e che ke ene mAtra pitAnI lAlasAnuM piSaNa thAya evI ekapakSI yuktio ja game che. hAlanI bIjI bAjunI mAphaka eka vastunA sArAsArane sarvadezI vicAra karavAnuM ene nathI gamatuM ! ane ahiMyAja A anAdi saMsAranI jaDa che ! AvI bhAvanAo je jIvamAM jaDa karI rahI hoya tevAo anaMta kALa sudhI saMsAranA pherAmAM pharyA kare che emAM zuM navAInI vAta che? nimittavAsI AtmA suryodaya chatAM jIvana ane sUryodaya chatAM maraNa thAya che to temAM ApaNe kaMIka guhya saMgene kAraNabhUta mAnIe chIe. AmAM jIvanamaraNano saMbaMdha kadI sUryodaya sAthe hotA nathI paNa emAM enA pitAne anukULa pratikULa saMyoga uparaja ene badho AdhAra che. e ja pramANe pApapuNyano AdhAra paNa amuka divasa upara kaMI ekAMtathI nathI, paraMtu e parva divasa ke tithinA divasonA pavitra bahAnA heThaLa jeTaluM pApathI bacI zakAya eTaluM sAruM che. ApaNe badhA jANIe chIe ke ApaNe AtmA e nimittavAsI a' mAM che, ane puNapArjananI pravRtti te e amuka nimittanA kAraNe ja kare che. cidaza jevI moTI tithinA divase ke parvanA divasoe amuka vrata, pacakhANa karavAM ke lIlerI vigere na khAvAM. evA vidhi-nidhane keIe paNa e artha te naja samaja ke bIjA divasamAM vrata, paccakhANa karavAno niSedha karyo che ke lIlotarI khAvAnI chUTa ApI che, paNa vAta eTalIja rAmajavAnI che ke amuka zubha nimittanA AdhAre ApaNAthI jeTalI zubha pravRtti thAya teTaluM sAruM ! vaLI je ApaNane moTI tithio ke 5rva divasomAM kaMIka vizeSatAja joItI hoya te te paNa ApaNuM laukika daSTie vicAra karatAM jarUra maLe ema che. ApaNe sau koI jANIe chIe ke evuM pathArIvaza-mAMdA-mANasane mATe caudaza amAvAsyA jevI tithione bhAre tithi tarIke lekhavAmAM Ave che. ahiMyA paNa bhAre tithi ke halakI tithinA sUryodayamAM lezamAtra paNa pharaka nathI paData, chatAM ApaNe ema kema mAnIe chIe ? vaLI bIjuM-ApaNe jene anubhava che ke amuka divase caMdra vadhe che ane amuka divase caMdra ghaTe che, chatAM sUryane udaya te haMmeza pramANe thayAja kare che. jema caMdranA vRddhi ane hAnine sUrya sAthe saMbaMdha nathI tema AtmAne paNa tenI sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. e te zubha pravRtti karaze te sArAM karma bAMdhaze ane azubha pravRtti Adaraze te kharAba kamene bhoga banaze. emAM ekemAM sUrya vadhAre ke ghaTADo karavAneja nathI. eTale pitAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavAnI bhAvanAvALAe te AvI kayuktinA pherAmAM na paDatAM pitAnA AtmAnI unnani je mArge vadhu thatI jaNAya te pazeja paLavuM ghaTe!

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAsiMha 1 luM caMdranI gatiH dhArmika divasene vaLI bIjI vAta-caMdranI asa2 dareka pudgala upara paDe sA niyAmaka. che. caMdra vadhAre khele te tenI asara vadhAre thAya ane ochA khIle to ochI thAya. jema caMdranA tejamAM pheraphAra thAya che tema amuka pulonA saMgamAM pheraphAra kema na thAya? raMga enA eja hoya, paNa sAbuthI kapaDuM sApha karyA pachI raMga caDhAvo ane melA kapaDA upara raMga lagADo! zuM bane kapaDA upara eka sarakheja raMga lAgaze kharo? nahi ja! eka upara vadhu sAre ane vadhu pAke raMga lAgavAne. jyAre bIjAnA raMgamAM kaMI ThekANuM ja nahi AvavAnuM ! te pachI te ja pramANe caMdranA vadhaghaTane hisAba AtmA upara thatI asarane gaNIne zrI zAstrakAre mahArAje tithienI vyavasthA karI hoya to temAM zuM ajugatuM che. ApaNe e khyAla rAkhavo joie keApaNI dharmakriyAone saMbaMdha-jeTale caMdra upara rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che teTalo sUrya upara nathI rAkhavAmAM AvatA. Ama kahevAnA Azaya zuM che ? eja ke-ApaNe pAkSika pratikramaNa dara pakhavADIe karIe chIe ane emAM 15 6 divALe kahIe chIe, camAsI pratikramaNa cAra mahine karIne 120 sAruM vizALa belIe chIe ane sAMvatsarika pratikramaNamAM 360 rUriyALa kahIe chIe. have sUryanI apekSAeja je gaNatarI gaNIe te pakhavADIyAmAM te 15 ahe. rAtri Ave che paNa comAsAmAM 120 aherAtri ke eka varSamAM pUrA 360 aherAtri kadI paNa nathI ja AvatAM chatAM ApaNe 15, 12, 360 ema belIe chIe. bhalA te kayA hisAbe ? mAtra caMdranA ja AdhAre! sUryanA AdhAre te uparanI vAta kadI paNa sAcI nahi ja thAya. keTalIka vakhata tithi e paNa thAya che ane koI vakhata ekano kSaya paNa thaI jAya che. chatAM caMdranA hisAbeja pakhavADIyuM pUrNa thayuM eTale paMdara divasa pUrA thayA samajAya che. A badhI vastu e ja siddha kare che ke sUrya karatAM caMdranuM sthAna bahuja mahatvavALuM che, ane tethI ja caMdranA vadhavAghaTavAne karmavargaNAnA yuddha mATe asara karanAra mAnI tenA AdhAre parvatithionI racanA thaI hoya te emAM zuM asaMgatatA jevuM che? sAro vicAra che? paNa kharI vAta e che ke khAvApIvAmAM ane bhaitika AnaMdavilAsamAM tatkAlIna rahenArane A ke AvI yukitao gaLe utAravI gamatI nathI. ene to jene kahevAvA chatAM krizciyana ke musalamAnanI mAphaka khAvApIvAnI bAbatamAM koI paNa jAtanA baMdhanane badale amaryAdita svataMtratAja mIThI lAge che. bhale pachI enuM vAstavika pariNAma AtmAnA mATe game tevuM Ave ! enI ene paravA karavI ja nathI. bAkI tAvika daSTie vicAra karIe te-jene A anAdibhava taravAnuM sAdhana maLyuM hoya, jene mokSanagarano mArga maLyuM hoya tenA jevuM bhAgyazALIja koNa hoI zake? sAcA jenanI te pharaja che ke eNe jainatvanI jaDa jevA e traNa saMskArano vArase pitAnA saMtAnane avazya Apo ! ane A vAraso ApavAnI preraNA tyAre ja ApaNuM hRdayamaMdiramAM jAgrata thAya jyAre ke ApaNe daSTivAdezikI saMjJAne lakSyamAM rAkhIne ApaNuM bhUtakALanA ane bhaviSyakALanA jIvanane vicAra karatA thaIe ane ApaNuM vartamAnakALanA sukha-vaibhava, AnaMda-vilAsa ke

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(67) AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAbiMdu 1 luM gADI-vADI-lADInA vicArane gaNu-bahuja gauNa banAvI daIe ! pAMdaDe pANa! bhalA ApaNe upara kahela gaLathuthInI traNa vastuo-anAdi jIva, anAdi A karma, ane te bannene anAdine saMyoga ema anAditraya vastu mAnavAne badale-ane bhUtakALanI bhramaNAmAM bhaTakavAne badale ApaNA bhaviSyakALano vicAra karIne A jIva avinAzI che, mumukSu che ane pApabhIra che e traNa vastuo mAnavA lAgIe te zuM hata ? mahAnubhAvo ! jarA dhIraja rAkhe ! jarA uMDA utare ! ane pAMdaDe pANI chAMTavAne badale vRkSanI jaDa tapAsIne tyAMja pANuM sIMcavAnI pravRtti kare ! nahi te tamAruM pANI paNa nakAmuM jaze, tamArI mahenata paNa nakAmI jaze ane pANI chAMTavA chatAM jhADa sUkAI jaze. are bahuja jaldI saDI jaze ane te mAtra ekaja bhUlanA kAraNe ke tame mULanA badale pAMdaDe pANe chAMTayuM! e ja pramANe jIva vigere anAdi mAnyA vagara kevaLa avinAzI vigere mAnava e paNa adhurI pAyA vagaranI mAnyatA che. kAca pAye majabuta mahelAta caNelI keIe sAMLaLI ke nihALI che kharI? anAdipaNuM nahi samaje te avinAzI paNa kayAMthI samajaze ? ane jIvane karmanA saMganI pIDA nahi svIkAro te te karma pAzamAMthI chUTA thavAnI-mokSa meLavavAnI pavitra bhAvanAne paNa kayAM sthAna raheze ane jIvane pApane saMga nahi mAne te enAthI DaravApaNuM paNa kayAM rahevAnuM? mokSanI parama pavitra bhAvanAnI kharI jaDa te anAdinA bhavabhramaNamAM ja rahelI che. je baMdhAyela na hoya ene mukta thavAnuM rahyuM ja kayAM? chUTelAne karI chUTavAnI pravRtti karatA koIe dIThe che? ane dIThe hoya to ene ApaNe mUrkha ja kahIe chIe. peTa bharI khAdhA pachI pharI pAchA khAvA besanArane mUrkha nahi te bIjuM zuM kahevuM? sAcA saMgI bane! eTalA mATe zAsakAra mahArAjanuM pharamAna che ke jo tamAre sAcA jainatvane AsvAda cAkhavo hoya te, parama tAraka zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanA zAsananuM sAcuM rahasya samajavAnI bhAvanA hoya, e samajaNanA AdhAre sAcI zubha pravRttio karI AtmakalyANano mArga hAtha dhare hoya, mekSamAgano sAco artha tamAre samaja hoya ane A anAdikALathI araghaTTa ghaphrikAnI mAphaka cAlyA AvatA saMsAracakranA pherAvAmAMthI bacavuM hoya to e anAdi trayanuM mahatva samajo-barAbara samaje. na samajAya te zAstrakArane deSa na kADhatAM pitAnI buddhinI khAmI gaNane te khAmI dUra karavAnI koziza karo. pitAnA saMtAnane roDA ane kuka samAna paisAne vAraso ApavAne badale A anaMta kALa sudhI cAlI zake e amara vArase A!i ane pachI pitAnA sArAsArano saMpUrNa vicAra karIne tamArI peDhI vartamAna kALanA kSaNika lAbhanA lobhamAM sadAne mATe devALIAnI hAramAM na besI jAya te mATe tenA bhaviSya kALa ane bhUtakALane vicAra karI te hamezAne mATe taratI ane saddhara banI rahe tevo vicAra ane AcAra karIne hetuvAdyapadezikI saMjJA pramANe nAma mAtranA saMsI na rahetAM daSTivAdopadezikI saMjJAe karelI saMjJAnI sAcI vyAkhyAne pAtra banIne sAyA saMsI mane,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (68) sudhA biMdu 1 luM. Astike nAstika. anAdi saMsAra. mahAnubhAve ! zrI zAstrakAra mahArAja ApaNane vAraMvAra pikArIne kahe che ke- A jIva A saMsArasAgaramAM hamezAM gothA khAdhA kare che. janma pachI maraNa ane maraNa pachI janma ema vaDanA TeTAnI mAphaka ramata ramI rahyo che, ane te paNa Aja kAla ke se pAMcase athavA lAkha karoDa ke abaja are-asaMkhyAta varasothI nahi paNa anAdi kALathI. jene cheDe paNa na pAmI zakIe ane ApaNe to zuM paNa zrI tIrthaMkara mahArAja jevA mahA samartha jJAnavAnuM parama puruSa paNa jene cheDe nathI pAmI zakayA eTalA lAMbA samayathI ! mahAnubhAva! jarA - karo tame ekaja prakAranI kriyA vadhu samaya nahi te paNa mAtra pAMca sAta divasa mATeja akhkhalita rIte karI juo, ke eka ja prakAranuM bhejana thoDAka divasa sudhI laI juo zuM tamane e kriyAthI ane e bhejanathI kaMTALo nahi Ave ? te pachI A saMsAramAM anAdi kALathI rakhaDaM paTTIne anubhava karavA chatAM ApaNane enAthI kaMTALe kema nathI Avata? beja kAraNa ! (1) yA te ApaNe A saMsAra karatAM bIjI vadhAre sArI sthitine sAcI rIte jANatA nathI ke jethI e vadhAre sArI vastu meLavavAnI bhAvanA ApaNA dIlamAM pedA thAya ! je mANasa AgaLa eka ja vastu paDI hoya tene emAM pasaMda karavAnuM ke sAruM huM samajavAnuM hoyaja zuM athavA te (2) e sArI vastune astitvarUpe jANavA chatAM chANanA kIDAnI mAphaka ApaNuM cAlu saMsAranA AnaMdane cheDavA taiyAra nathI. jo Ama na hoya te anAdi kALathI cAlI AvatI ekadhArI pravRtti ane te paNa ekaMdare dukhane anubhava karAvanArI pravRttithI ApaNane avazya kaMTALe Ave joIe ! kAraNa ane kArya. je samaye e kaMTALe utpanna thayo hato te ja kSaNe ApaNe vicAravA lAgyA hatA ke A anAdinI rakhaDapaTTInuM kAraNa zuM? e anAdinI rakhaDaM paTTI koI kAraNavaza thAya che ke emane ema A jIvanI mAphaka svayaM siddha che, kAraNake je vastu niSkAraNa paNa thayAja karatI hoya tenA mATe vicAra kare nirarthaka che, kAraNa ke niSkAraNa paNa potAnI meLe ja thayA karatI vastune rokavAna keI upAyaja nathI. je vastu kAraNane lIdhe thatI hoya tene ApaNe avazya rokI zakIe chIe ! kahyuM che ke-nitya "sarA sarva vAtoracAnakSata'kAraNane baMdha karo eTale kArya ApoApa baMdha thaI javAnuM. cakalI baMdha karo eTale pAchuM AvatuM potAnI meLeja baMdha thaze. pANIne lIdhe ThaMDaka lAgatI hoya te paNa dUra kare eTale TADha svayaM nAzI jaze ! "vitra mAne ro- . niva" arthAt je vastu koI vakhata thatI hoya keI vakhata na thatI hoya te vastu kAraNa

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Anada-sudhApiMdhu. sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. janya gaNAya che, ghaDe koI vakhata thAya che ne keI vakhata nathI thato eTalA mATe e kAraNajanya che, ane je kAraNa vagara thatuM hoya te te sadAkALa thayAja karavAnuM, kAraNa ke ene potAnA astitvamAM bIjI kaI vastunI jarUra nathI hotI ke jenA abhAvamAM e vastu aTakI jAya athavA te e niSkAranuM kadApi paNa astitva nahi rahevAnuM ! zAstrakAranuM paNa kathana che keniraM saravANad vAtorAnaveoria" je vastunuM koI paNa kAraNa na hoya tenI be riti che. yA te tenuM sadA kALa astitva ja rahevAnuM, jemake ApaNe A jIva! e jIva anAdi kALathI che ane anaMtakALa sudhI rahevAno, athavA e vastuno sarvathA sadA kALane mATe abhAvaja rahevAno. jemakeAkAzanuM kula ke sasalAnuM zIMgaDuM A vastu mATe kaI paNa kAraNa nathI eTale jagatamAM e varatuM kayAMya paNa nathI maLatI-te ApaNe je mukhya mudde vicAravAnuM che te e ke-ApaNI je A anAdinI rakhaDuM paTTI che te kaI kAraNujanya che ke svataHsiddha che, kAraNake je vastu kAraNajanya hoya tene ja nAza saMbhavI zake che, jenuM kAraNa ja na hoya tene nAza karavAno upAya ja jagatamAM nathI, AtmAno nAza thayela kadI keIe sAMbhaLe kharo? ane kAraNavALI vastuono nAza to ApaNe rAtadivasa najare nIhALIe chIe. dAbaDI banAvI. tenuM mukhya kAraNa te lAkaDuM e lAkaDAne nAza kare eTale dAbaDI hatI na hatI thaI javAnI. kAMbaLI tamArI pAse che. enuM kAraNa una che. e unano nAza karo eTale kAMbaLI paNa nAzamAM maLI jaze badhA Astika darzanakArono AtmA mATe ekaja mataja che ke ene koIe pida nathI karyo ane eno keI nAza paNa nathI karI zakatuM, kAraNa ke ene koI hetuja nathI, e te svayaMsiddha che. cArvAkadarzanaH jIvanuM svarUpa. jarA prAsaMgika rIte jIva saMbaMdhI jarA vadhAre vicAra karI laIe ! ApaNe uparaja kahI gayA ke-ke IpaNa Astika darzanakAra-bhale pachI te jaina hoya ziva hoya, ke vaiSNava hoya jIvane utpanna thayelo mAnatA nathI. jyAre bIjI tarapha cArvAka Adi nAstika darzanakAra ke jeonA magajamAM game bhava ke - Avate bhava, karma ke karmano saMga athavA svarga-mokSa ke naraka nAmanI vastune ja sthAna nathI teo kahe che ke-anAdine jIva evI kaI vastuja nathI. jene ApaNe A zarIramAM raheto jIva " kahIe chIe, jene ApaNe A zarIramAM dekhAtI cetanAne niyAmaka kahIe chIe e jIva ke I . anAdi kALathI cAlI AvatI avanavI vastu nathI paraMtu bIjI vastuo ke je kAraNa, sAmagrI badhI AvI maLatAM utpanna thAya che ane te sAmagrIone nAza thatAM nAza pAme che tenI mAphaka jIva paNa eka utpanna thanAra ane nAza pAmanAraja padArtha che. nAstika darzana kArone jIvane nAza thavAvALe mAnavAnuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke teo ene utpanna thavAvALo mAne che, ane enI utpattinA kAraNa rUpe pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu ane AkAza A pAMca ta ke jene teo paMcabhUtanA nAme oLakhAve che tene mAne che. e pAMcano saMga thatAM jIva pedA thAya che ane viyega thatAM nAza pAme che. have jarA uMDA utarIne A vAtane tapAsI joIe. eka mANase bIjAne kahyuM ke-bhAI mArI uMmara 25 varasanI ane mArI nAnI uMmara pAMca varSanI che ! kahe.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (70). sudhAbiMdu 1 luM nAre kahI dIdhuM! zabda te evA saraLa che ene game te upayoga kare chatAM e kaMIja nahi kahevAnA. pelA mANasanA manamAM AvyuM te pramANe zabdane-svara-vyaMjananI joDaNI -upayoga karI nAkhyo ane keIpaNa jAtanA AgaLa pAchaLanA ke saMgatatA, asaMgatatA vicAra karyA vagara potAnA manamAM AvyuM te pramANe bakI dIdhuM, paNa duniyAmAM badheya sthaLe dIvAnA kahenArane sAMbhaLanArA paNa dIvAnA nathI ja maLatA! ke Ika te buddhizALI magaja ene jarUra maLe che ane pUchI bese che ke bhAI, tamArI vAta paNa ajaba -pelA "bAra hAthanA cIbhaDA ane tera hAthanA bI" jevI ajaba che. tame pacIsanA ane temane janma ApanArI tamArI mAtA pAMca varasanI e kema saMbhavI zake? e ja pramANe ApaNe ahi paNa e nAstika baMdhune pUchIe ke bhAI tamArA zAstramAM te kevaLa pratyakSa pramANane ja sthAna che :pratyakSa sivAcanA bIjA pramANe tyAM kalaMkita gaNAya che-apramANuM rUpa lekhAya che. te pachI tamArA zAstro pramANe te jyAre-tame A AMkhethI pAMca bhUtane saMga thatuM naDALA e saMyeganA kAraNe emAM jIva jevI keI cIja utpanna thatI juo tyAre ja tame kahI zake ke jIva utpanna thayA jIva nAza pAme che. lAlA tame tamArA hRdaya upara hAtha rAkhIne kahe ke tame kadI A kriyA tamArI sagI AMkhe-tame pramANabhUta mAnI zake evI pratyakSa rIte-nIhALI che kharI? svarga-narakanuM pratyakSa. vaLI e nAstika bhAIne agni ane dhUmADA jevI vyAvahArika sAva sAdhAraNa cIje mAnavAmAM harakata nathI paraMtu atIndriya padArthone mAnavAmAMja ene Acake lAge che. e te kahe che ke-varga, naraka, mokSa, dharma, adharma, ane evI bIjI cIjo mAnavAmAM mane kazI harakata nathI paNa mane je e badhAnuM pratyakSa darzana thAya to ja mAnuM! mAnavA che svarga, narka ke mokSa ane nIhALavA che AhaM beThA beThA A carmacakSathI ! kevI majAnI vAta ? laMDananA astitvamAM zraddhA to avazya karavI che paNa tenuM je ahiM beThA beThA darzana thAya te ! A te pelA jevuM thayuM ke-eka mANasa kahe-bhAI jagatamAM rUpanuM astitva mAnavAmAM mane kazI harakata nathI paNa bhAI, je mane e rUpanuM jJAna mArI jIbhathI thAya te mAnuM ! bhale ene e rUpa jIbhe jaNAze kayAre ane e bhAI sAheba rUpane mAnavAnA kayAre ? mahAnubhAva! je ApaNe A bhAInI AvI vANIne vicAra-viveka vagaranI ke mUrkhatAbharI kahI e te pelA nAstika bhAInI ahiM beThA beThA varga narakanuM pratyakSa darzana karavAnI bhAvanAne kema mUrkha na gaNavI! kharI rIte te AmAM ane emAM jarAya pharaka nathI. pharaka eTaleja ke eka vastu tarata samajAya evI che jyAre bIjAmAM kaMIka magajane zrama Apavo paDe che. bAkI to banne prasaMge eka sarakhAja che. ahiM beThA beThA cho dvArA je jJAna thAya tene pratyakSa mAnavuM che ane e atIndriya vastuenI pratyakSa e IndriyothI karavuM che! kevuM majAnuM? duHkhe che peTa ane davA lagADavI che mAthe! atIndriya pramANa ane viSaya. ApaNe kSaNabhara mATe "turthata rjana" e nyAye karI e cArvAka bhAInI vAta sAcI mAnIe ke-jIva utpanna thAya che. chatAM ApaNe namrapaNe e bhAIne eTaluM te avazya pUchI zakIe ke maherabAna,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu sudhAbaMdu 1 luM Indriyajanya jJAnane pratyakSa pramANarUpe mAnanArA-tame tamArI kaI idriyadvArA pratyakSa karyuM ke jIva utpanna thAya che? zuM tamane nAkathI evI gaMdha AvI gaI ke jethI tamane lAgyuM ke A jIva utpanna thaye? ke-kAnathI kaMI viziSTa prakArane avAja sAMbhaLyuM ke AMkhathI kaMI avanavuM nIhALyuM, athavA to jIbhamAM kaMI e svAda AvI gayo ke jethI tamAre kahevuM paDayuM ke A jIva pedA thaye? A badhAne uttara e bhAI pAse mona sivAya bIjo kaMIja nathI ! ane jyAre pAMca iMdriyamAMthI eke dvArA jIvanI utpattinuM pratyakSa jJAna nathI thayuM te bhAI sAheba, tame zA uparathI kahe che ke jIva utpanna thAya che nAza pAme che vigere. vaLI jIvanaja jyAre tame tamArA iMdriya pratyakSathI pratyakSa nathI karI zakatA te anA utpanna thavAnI te vAta ja zI karavI : jyAM lugaDAMja na hoya tyAM paheravAnI vAta ja zI karavAnI hoya? pahelAM te eja nakakI kare ke jIva nAmanI vastu che ane te iMdriyadvArA pratyakSa che. pachI vicAra karIzuM ke e pAMca bhUtamAMthI pedA thaye ke sAta bhutAmAMthI ubhA thaye, ane jIvane indriya pratyakSa pramANa siddha mAnanAra bhAIne ApaNe ATaluM paNuM avazya pUchI zakIe ke-bhAI-e pratyakSa pramANu siddha tamArA jIvanamAM tame kadI kaI rUpa-raMganuM darzana karyuM, ke gaMdhane anubhava karyo, keI sparzanuM pratyakSa karyuM, koI rasane svAda karyo ke kaI avAja paNa sAMbhaLyo ? ane nahi te-e pAMca viSayane abhAva chatAM tame enuM pratyakSa kAma kayA raste karyuM? mAtra cetanAthI ema kahe che e paNa vAta bhUlavI na joIe ke cetanA e iMdriyane viSaya nathI, kAraNa ke emAM iMdriyanA viSayo maLatA nathI, ane chatAMya je cetanAne mAnavIja hAya te tamAre tamArA pramANanI maryAdAne paNa vizALa karyA vagara chUTake ja nathI, ane e maryAdAne vizALa karavAne artha eja ke-tame atyAra sudhI je Idriya pratyakSane ja pramANa mAnavAne mAha rAkhatA hatA te Ane dezavaTo ApIne keI iMdriyathI ra nuM koI atIndriya nAmanuM paNa pramANe mAnavuM paDaze ane jyAre atIMdriya pramANa mAnyuM che e pramANane kaI alaiMdriya e viSaya paNa mAne ja rahyo, kAraNa ke bhinna bhinna prakAranA padArthoja bhinna bhinna prakAranA pramANanA niyAmaka che. je badhAya padArtho ekaja sarakhA, sadAya mATe hAtha te judA pramANenI kalpanA paNa na karavI paDe, paNa padArtho aneka prakAranA che mATe tene grahaNa karanArA pramANe paNa aneka hovA ja joIe, ane jyAre atIMdriya jJAna ane atIndriya, padArtha mAnyA te pachI bAkI zuM rahyuM ? vastusthiti AvI hovA chatAM jIvane utpana thata ane nAza thate kahe te vAta kaNa mAnI zake? je chokarAne ghara bahAra paga mUkavAnI paNa bAdhA hoya ane te AvIne kahe ke nadInA kAMThe ghIgoLanA gADAM luMTAya che. jene joIe te laI Ave! bhalA akakalanA othamIra mANasa sivAya e chokarAnI vAtane bIjo keNu sAcI mAnaze ane maphatIyA ghIgaLanI luMTa karavA jaze? vedAntIH pracchanna cArvAka jaze ? A te thaI pitAnI jAtane chaDecoka nAstika kahIne saMbaMdhanArAonI vAta ! paNa jarA, e nAstika karatAMya mahA nAstika samA athavA te pracchanna nAstika samA pelA vedAMtIonI vAta vicArIe ! teo kahe che ke- "hajuM graha, nar " brahma e sAcuM ane jagata e che tuM ! eTale ke

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (72) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. tamArI A sagI AMkhe dekhAya te badhuM juduM ane je tamane dekhAtuM nathI te ja sAcuM! kevI vicitra vAta? Aja emanuM mahAnAstikapaNuM! pelA bicArA cArvAka nAstika kahe che ke je AMkhe dekhAya te ja mAnavuM jayAre A mahApuruSo kahe che ke je AMkhe dekhAya te na mAnavuM khoTuM mAnavuM enA siddhAMta pramANe te jeTaluM pratyakSa te badhuM bhrAMti bhramaNA bharyuM, mithyA, doraDInA sApa jevuM ! bhalA A bemAM keNa vadhAre kharAba? cArvAka ke vedAMtI ? cArvAkanA khyAlamAM pAMca iMdriya sivAya bIjI vastu AvatI nathI ane tethI e mAnatA nathI. cetanA jIva, puNya, pApa, svarga, naraka ke mokSa e A idrithI dekhAtA nathI ane eTalA mATe e te mAnavA taiyAra nathI. mAlama na paDe ane na mAne emAM zuM khoTuM? ajANyA mANasa te kuvAmAM paNa paDe che e vAta kayAM ApaNe nathI jANatA? paNa pelA ApaNA vedAMtI bhAI te potAne khyAlamAM AvatI varatuM paNa mAnavAnI nA pADe che e te joyA ane jANavA chatAM dI laIne kuve paDavA jevuM kahe che. bhalA AmAM keNa sAre? na jANavAnA kAraNe nahi mAnanAra ke jANavA chatAM inkAra karanAra ? sat ane asat . have jyAre e vedAntI bhAI pitAnA upara AvI paDatA deSathI bacavA mATe ema kahe ke ame e vastu amuka apekSAe kahIe chIe to elAmAMthI cUlAmAM paDayA jevuM tene mATe thAya che. cArvAkathI bacavA mATe upAya karatAM jenonA syAdvAda apekSAvAdanA paMjAmAM sapaDAvuM paDe che ane e vAta te ene leza paNa gamatI nathI kAraNake syAdvAda apekSAvAda e jainAno potAno ja molika siddhAMta che e siddhAMtamAM kaI paNa bIjA darzana ke saMpradAyanA siddhAMtanI gaMdha nathI ane amuka vastune amuka apekSAe amuka prakAranI mAnavI eja syAdvAdane AtmA che ane e apekSAvAdane Azraya levAmAM te ene bahu meTI paMcAta ubhI thAya ema che kAraNake sat ane asatnI vyAkhyA karatAM e sApha kahe che ke je vastu traNe kALamAM abAdhita hoya, jemAM traNe kALamAM lezamAtra paNa pheraphAra na thatuM hoya, je hamezAM mATe eka ja prakAranuM svarUpa dhAraNa karatuM hoya teja sata, ane jagatamAM te AvA prakAranuM dhairya nathI paNa e mAM to vAraMvAra aneka prakAranAM parivartanane sthAna che- avakAza che mATe te asat, eTale rAtuM ane at banne padArtho ekabIjAthI sAva bhinna che. sata ane asane saMparka nathI ane at ne sat sAthe kazo saMbaMdha nathI. satu te saja che ane asat te asataja kahevAnuM ! A e vedAntI bhAIne siddhAMta che! jyAre ApaNuM siddhAMta pramANe te uparavazvayu sa" je vastumAM utpatti, nAza ane sthiratA e traNe hoya teja sata gaNAya che. A utpatti vigere judA judA nathI rahetAM paNa e sata gaNAtA ekaja padArthamAM rahe che. je amuka kALamAM sata heya amukamAM na hoya tenuM nAma sAcuM sat nathI paNa je tra kALamAM sat rahe te ja kharUM sat ! cArvAkanA mata pramANe vartamAna kALanuM ja sava-bhUta bhaviSyanuM badhuM nakAmuM ane vedAntI bhAInA siddhAMta pramANe vartamAna kALamAM je hoya te badhuM asat ! ane Ama mAnavAmAM ja e siddhAntanI nyUnatA rahelI che. ApaNA jainazAstrakAro

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Ana'da-suvAsiMdhu. 13) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. eTaluM avazya kahe che ke-A sa'sAra asAra che paNa teoe evuM te kadI paNa nathI kahyuM ke A saMsAra asat che. sa`sAra asArarUpa hovA chatAM tenA astitvane inkAra naja karI zakAya. jherane kharAba avazya kahI zakIe paNa teTalAja mAtrathI jheranA abhAva kadI kahI zakAya khareke ? asAra ane asat bheda, mahAnubhAve asAra ane asat e e zabde kadAca upalaka STie jotAM eka sarakhA lAgatA hoya, pazu tatvajJAnanI duniyAmAM e banne zabvenA arthamAM AkAzapAtALa jeTalu atara che. 'asAra' zabda vastunA kharAkhapaNAne jarUra khatAve che paNa te vastunA astitvanA inkAra nathI karatA jayAre "asa" zabda te vastunA samULagA astitvanA inkAra kare che. eTale e khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevuM che ke je asAra che te asat naja gaNAya ! tethIja sa'sArane asAra mAnavA e eka vAta che ane saMsArane asat mAnavA e bIjI vAta che. ekane a` eTaleja ke A vastumAM kai sAra nathI eTale enAthI vegaLA thavAnI kAzIza karavI jyAre bIjAmAM tA sa`sAra sa`khazrI kai paNa vicArane avakAzaja nathI. bhalA zazazRMga sa'badhI keike koI vicAraNA calAvI kharI ke ? athavA tene meLavavAnA ke enAthI aLagA thavAnA koIe kadI upadeza paNa ApyuM ke ? ane vaLI e pazu eka ahuja mahatvanA vicAra che ke jo sa'sAra vAstavikamAM sat jevAja hAya te te AtmA upara peAtAnI bahuja baLavAna asara kai rIte jamAvI zake ke jene pariNAme AtmAne peAtAnA svarUpanA tyAga karIne pArakAnA svarUpane AdhIna rahIne sAMsAramAM bhramaNa karavu paDe che ? koike kadI paNa evu' sAMbhaLyu ke AkAzakusume amuka vyakti upara amuka prakAranI asara utpanna karI ? are jenA nAmanizAnanuMja ThekANuM na heAya te vaLI asara zI upajAvI zake ? khADI sa`sAranI asAratAnA artha eTaleja che ke e sa'sAranA vaLa gADha AtmAnA mATe bhUtanA vaLagADa sameA che. AtmA enA pheramAM paDIne peAtAnA svarUpane bhUtI bese che. vaLI e sAMsArika kArTUnI tamAma prakAranI jokhamadArI AtmAnA mAtheja hAya che, ane ene vadhAravA, ghaTADavA, pApa, puNyanuM AcaraNa e badhuM paNa AtmAja kare che ane e akhAnuM sArUM khATuM pariNAma paNa jIneja bhAgavavuM paDe che. AvA prakAranA bheAgavaTA yAMlagI cAlyA kare che tyAM sudhI jIvane gAthA khAvAja paDe che. jyAre enAthI dUra thAya tyAre AtmA sva-svarUpamAM lIna thaI jAya che. eTale A sa`sAranI asAratA samajavAnI che. khAkI ethI sa'sAranA astitvane sarvathA abhAva te kadI paNa nathI nIkaLI zakatA. jayAre e vedAntIbhAI A jIvatA jAgatA dekhatA sa`sAranA astitvanA InkAra kare che tyAre tA kharekhara ene cAka krama na kahevA ema thayA vagara nathIja rahetuM! astu. + kramapArjanaH rakhaDa'paTTInuM kAraNa, have pAchA ApaNe ApaNA mULa viSaya upara AvI jaIe ! upara karelA AtmA-jIvanA varNana uparathI ApaNe eTalu tA jarUra jANI lIdhu' kre-mAtmA A saMsAramAM anAdi kALathI gothA khAyA kare che, ane AtmAnuM gAthA khAvAnu kAraNa A saMsAranI upAdhi che. e upAdhinA kAraNeja jIva

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AnaMda-sukhAsiMdhu. (74) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. rakhaDaM paTTI karyA kare che, ane e upAdhi paNa AtmAnI pitAnI keTalIka avaLI pravRttinA kAraNe lAge che. eTale ke AtmA pite amuka kAraNa ane saMvegavazAt keTalIka evI kriyAo karI bese che ke jenuM pariNAma kamepAnamAM AvyA vagara rahetuM nathI, ane A karmopArjana eja A rakhaDapaTTInuM mULa! e karmopArjana jeTalA aMze ochuM eTalA aMze AtmA zuddha thavAno! ane jyAre e karmopArjana rUpI kAraNane nAza thaze tyAre rakhaDapaTTIrUpa kArya potAnI meLe baMdha thavAnuM kAraNa ke mUrva nAsita tada rAva jyAM mULIyuM ja nahi hoya tyAM pAMdaDAM ke DAMkhaLAMnI AzA zI karavI? eTale ApaNe TUMkamAM eTaluM ja samajI laIe ke A rakhaDapaTTI koI akAraNujanya eTale ke svayaMsiddha vastu nathI paNa e kAraNujanya che ane e kArAga te karma che, ane e karmonA nAzamAM rakhaDapaTTIne avazya nAza che. svAthI saMsAra. paNa moTI muzkelInI vAta te e che ke keTalIya ApaNA hitanI sArI vastu jANavA chatAM ApaNe e pramANe AcaraNa nathI karI zakatA ane ulaTuM ApaNI AtmAne DubAvanArI pravRttimAMja magna rahIe chIe ! ane saMsAranA jaDanI ahiMja kharI abI samAyelI che ke mANasa joyA-jANyA chatAM bhabhakatI javALAomAM kadI paDe cheApaNe jANIe chIe ke ApaNA sagAsaMbaMdhI ane kuTuMbI gaNAtA snehIjano haMmezA ApaNI pAsethI mAla levA taiyAra rahe che ane jyAM sudhI ApaNe emane mAla ApIne emanA piMDanuM poSaNa karIe chIe tyAM lagI teo ApaNe vAhavAha gAyA kare che, paraMtu je javAbadArInA sakhata bojA nIce ApaNe kacaDAI maratA hoIe ene aMza paNa teo ApaNI khAtara pitAnA mAthe levA kadI taiyAra nathI hotA! paNa kharA vicArakane A vepAra karavo pAlave ja naDi! jagatamAM keIpaNa kaMpanI evI te naja hoya ke je tamAma prakAranI jokhamadArI te pitAne mAthe rAkhe ane badhe naphe zeraholDarone vaheMcI Ape! A saMsAravyavahAra e paNa eka prakAranI AtmAe khelelI kaMpanIja che ke jemAM putra, putrI, mAtA, pitA, strI vigere badhA zeraheDare che, paNa khUbI te e che ke kaI paNa prakAranA nukasAnane baje teo potAnA zire levA jarApaNa taiyAra nathI hotA, ane naphAmAM potAnA vadhAremAM vadhAre bhAga mAge che, ane pariNAme A AtmAnuM "zALI va tu? ki sAre zazI jinI mAphaka pArakI paMcAtamAM patana thAya che. ApaNumAM paNa kahevata che ke-"bhAMjagaDIyAne chokare bhUkhe mare." mahAnubhAvo! barAbara dhyAna rAkhaje ke-sArAnA sAthI thanArA A saMgArUpI zeraholDaro mahA pakkA che. emAMthI ekane paNa pitAne naphe nahi maLe te tamArA upara Aphata varasAvavAmAM jarA paNa pAchI pAnI nahi kare. are je mANase tamArA bhalAnuM ciMtana paNuM nahi karyuM hoya ane kamANI karavAnI tamArI aTUTa jahematamAM "zeko pApaDa bhAMgavA" jeTale paNa sAtha nahi Ape hoya te paNa tamArI pAsethI rItasarano bhAga mAgyA vagara nahi rahevAne. eka pitAnA be dIkarA hoya! eka mahenatu ane udyamI hoya ane rAtadivasa kAma karyA karato hoya, ane bIjA bhAIsAheba evA heya ke jene amanacamana uDAvIne pitAne piMDapaSaNanA udyoga(!)mAMthI phurasada ja na maLatI hoya! paNa jyAre pitAnI milakatanI vaheMcaNIno savAla AvI paDaze tyAre e lAlA sAheba

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (75) sudhAbiMda 1 luM. . paNa barAbara aDadho aDadha bhAga mAgavAnA ane teTalo bhAga ene mane yA kamane Apa paNuM paDavAnAja, ane te paNa dAnapuNya tarIke nahi paNa haka tarIke. mahAnubhAvo ! AkhA saMsAranI lIlAja AvA prakAranI che. enAthI bacavAne vicAra kare AtmAthI jIvane mATe bahuja jarUrI vastu che. nahi to karmabaMdhanane badho je tamArA mAthe Avaze ane enuM phaLa bIjA badhA lUMTI jaze. paiso pedA karavA mATe anyAya tame karaze, adharmanuM sevana tame karaze, anAcAra tamAre Adara paDaze ane e badhuM ThaMDe kaleje bhegavaze pelA tamArA kahevAtA zubhaciMtake! kevuM khedajanaka pariNAma ! svArtha vRttinuM poSaNa. A to thaI saMsAranA tamArA bIjA sagA ane tamArI vAta ! have jarA tamArA pitAnAja AtmA ane tamArA pitAnAja zarIrane vicAra karo ! e vAta khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhazo ke keTalIka daSTie jema sagAvahAlAo ApaNane DubADanArA thAya che e ja pramANe A ApaNuM kahevAnuM zarIra paNa ApaNuM AtmAne pADavAmAM kaMI ocho bhAga nathI bhajavatuM ! are vadhu paDato bhAga eja bhajave che ema kahIe to emAM kaMI atizakti bharyuM nathI tamane khAvApIvAnI, mejamA uDAvavAnI, gADI, lADI vADInA vicAro ane sevanamAM AnaMda mAnavAnI tamane Teva paDI che e zAthI ? kaho ke A zarIranI vilAsI vRttinAja kAraNe! eka rAkane ja vicAra kare ! ApaNe anAdi kALathI aneka prakAranA padArtho khAtA AvyA chIe! chatAM ApaNuM rasavRttine kadI paNa saMtoSa thayo kha? vicAra thaye ane soDAlemananI bATalIo peTamAM ThalavI nAkhI! abhakSyane vicAra Avyo ke taiyAra! ane keIkane to mAMsamadirAne vicAra Avyo ke tarata e peTamAM pahoMcADI ja dIdhuM che! mahAnubhAvo! A rasanAne kSaNika AnaMda che. gaLA nIce utaryuM ke pachI gaLyuM ane kaDavuM sarakhuM banI jAya che. khATA ke tIkhAnA bheDha te mAtra jyAM sudhI A lalI jIbhaDIe mAla AgaLa nathI ke tyAM lagIja che. pachI te badhuM sarakhuM ja samajavuM. chatAM A kSaNika AnaMda mATe ApaNe keTalA pApAcAra sevIe chIe? keTalA nirdoSa jIvane bhoga laIe chIe ! mahAnubhAve ! svArthavRttinA poSaNanI dhagadhagatI javALAomAM bIjA nirdIne bhega te AnuM nAma! AnA karatAM bIjo kaye bhoga vadhu bhayaMkara ke vadhu nAlAyakI bharyo lekhAya? paNa ApaNI svArthodhatAnA AvezamAM A kaDavA satyane ApaNe svIkAra karavA taiyAra nathI! paNa eka vastu tame svIkAro yA na svIkAre chatAM enuM pariNAma te AvyA vagara nathI ja rahetuM ! je svIkAra ane asvIkAra uparaja jagatanA pariNAmonuM niyamana thatuM hota te te kharAba pariNAma jevI vastunuM jagatamAM nAmanizAna ja na raheta ! eTale ApaNe khAtAM pItAM ane AnaMda karatAM karelAM pApane ApaNe svIkAra karIe ke na karIe chatAM enuM phaLa AtmAne bhegavavuM ja rahyuM ane ApaNe jogavIe chIe ja ! kare tevuM pAme. jagatamAM DAhyA mANasanuM kahevuM che ke-mANase pitAnA mAthe devuM na karavuM devAdAra mATe te DUbavA sivAya bIjo upAya ja nathI. paisA dhIranArane jagatamAM TeTe na hoya paNa paisA lenAre pitAnI javAbadArIne vicAra bhUla na ghaTe! e ja pramANe

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(76) AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAbiMda 1 luM. A AtmAne karmanA kAraNe aneka maLavAnAM, paNa e kAraNenuM phaLa bhogavyA vagara chUTake nathI e vAta dareka bhavya prANIo vicAravI joIe! jayAre ApaNe A bhavanA leNadArothI ja DarIne devuM nathI karatA te je devuM ApaNane bhavobhavanA vamaLamAM phasAve evuM hoya tenAthI kema na cetatA rahevuM ? saMsAranA kAkA mAmAthI ApaNe DarI marIe chIe te A karmakAkAne Dara kAM visAravo ghaTe? ke je kadI kaIne jarA jeTale paNa gunha mApha nathI karatA! ane kharA AstikanuM to e prathama ane parama kartavya che ke hamezAM e karmakAkAthI Darate rahe ane enuM baMdhana jema bane tema ochuM thAya e dhyAna rAkhe ! pithImAnA rIMgaNA. ApaNe mAtra batrIza dAMtavALA kALA mAthAnA mAnavIthI te DarI marIe chIe ane 1200 dAMtavALA A karmarAkSasathI na DarIe e kevuM? Ano matalaba eTalIja ke ApaNe haju ene barAbara oLakhatA nathI thayA nahi te ApaNuM badhI pravRttio "pathImAnA rIMgaNa" jevI arthahIna naja thAta ! "pothImAMnA rIMgaNA"nuM hAsyotpAdaka daSTAMta ApIne ApaNe bIjA dharmopadezakenI ThekaDI karIe chIe paNa ApaNu paga nIce baLatI. ApaNI AcArahInatA rUpI Agane chatI AMkhe nIhALavAnI ApaNane phurasada nathI! paNa yAda rAkhajo mahAnubhAva! ke e pothImAnA rIMgaNA ke ulaTI pravRttio taraphathI tamArI AMkhamIMcAmaNAM tamane saMsAramAM paDatA jarA paNa nahi bacAvI zake! tame karelA kama tamAre bhegavavAja paDaze! "kare tevuM pAme ane vAve tevuM laNe" e ApaNI jIbhanA Terave ramI rahelA nAnakaDA sUtranuM mahatva bahuja moTuM che ! dharmanI lAMbI lAMbI vAta sAMbhaLatI vakhate DAhyA DamarA lAgo cho ane jANe keTaluM dharmapAlane tamArA hRdayamAM vasI gayuM hoya evA prakAranA kSaNika bhAve tamArA mukha upara 2mI jAya te paNa te amuka kSaNo mATeja ! ahiMthI uThyA eTale patyuM! hatuM eTaluM badhuM khaMkherI nAkhyuM ane pAchA tame te hatA tevAne tevA dheAyelA mULA jevA rahIne tamArI vivekahIna dinacaryAmAM lAgI javAnA ! AnuM nAma ja "pathImAMnAM rIMgaNA" nahi te rAtadivasa saMsAranA asArapaNAnI lAMbI lAMbI vAto karavA chatAM saMsAra vadhAravAnI tamArI pravRtti saMbhaveja ? eka samyagdaSTi jIva prasaMgavazAt dukAne gaye hoya ke bIjI pravRttimAM lAgyo hoya chatAM enuM aMta:karaNa kaI dazAmAM rahevAnuM? e kedamAM paDelA kedInI mAphaka A badhI pravRttione anivArya rUpa-kedakhAnA samAna gaNIne emAMthI chUTA thavAnAja svamAM sevavA? svataMtratAnA bhAnavALA kedIne kedakhAnAmAM kadI paNa AnaMda naja maLI zake. tame hATa-havelInI pravRttiomAM tamArA AtmAne AvA prakAranI alIpta rahevAnI bhAvanA karatA keLavyA che-ke e prakAre keLavavAno prayAsa paNa karyo che ane chatAMya tamAre sAcA dhamImAM khapavuM ene artha zo? jANavA chatAM ane jayAM chatAM je mANasa na bacI zake ene sudharavAne bIje kaye mArga ? jAgatAne koNa jamADe ? je mANasane sArAsArano viveka na hoya, pApapuNya ke svarganarakane khyAla na hoya tenI vAta judI che paNa tame te A badhI vastu ghoLIne pI gayAnI mAphaka jANavA chatAM A pramANe avaLuM AcaraNa kare to e duHkha kene kahevuM?

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (77) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM rAkSanuM maMDaLa. ApaNe pahelAM ja kahI gayA ke-ApaNuM saMsAravyavahAramAM koIpaNa mANasa devuM karIne baMgale ubhe nathI karate chatAM ApaNe ApaNuM AtmAnI daSTie, devuM mAthe vaherIne A hADakAnA mALA jevuM ghara ubhuM karyuM che. have je ApaNe e devAne bhUlI jaIne ApaNuM manamAM Ave te pramANe khAvApIvA vageremAM svachaMdacArInI mAphaka vartana rAkhIe te ApaNI kaI dazA thavAnI? emAM te ApaNuM bhaviSya avazya DUbavAnuM ja ! A ApaNane priya lAgatA ApaNuM dAte ane A lulIbAi-jIbha e kharI rIte ApaNuM AtmAne mATe hita karanAra nahi paNa eka prakAranA rAkSasa samAna che ke je khAvApIvAmAM dareka prakAranA vivekane bhUlI jAya che. rAkSasonI khAvApIvAnI vivekahInatAthI ApaNe badhAya khUba paricita chIe ! ane e rAkSasonI avaLacaMDI pravRttionuM phaLa ApaNA AtmAne zeSavuM paDe che. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke samayanA vahevA sAthe dareke dareka vastune ghasAro lAgyA kare che, ane e ghasArAnI ekadama kharAba asara na thAya eTalA mATe ApaNe ene jIrNoddhAra karAvatA rahIe chIe makAnane samu karAvavA mATe dara varase ApaNane amuka rakama kharacavI ja paDe che. A pramANe dareka padArtho khAnAroja gaNAya che. tema ApaNuM zarIra paNa khAnArUM ja che. pahelAM jeTaluM khAtuM hatuM tenA karatAM bamaNuM, traNagaNuM ke cAragaNuM khAnAre thAya te paNa enuM khAuM khAuM nathI maTatuM ane ApaNe paNa enI e khAukaDa vRttine game te bhege poSavA taiyAra rahIe chIe paNa yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke je makAna dara varase amuka rakama khAtuM hoya te makAnamAMthI amuka bhADuM paNa pedA karavuM ja joIe. nahi te pariNAme devALIyA jevuM ja AvavAnuM. ApaNe A zarIranA piSaNa mATe aneka jAtanA pApAcaraNe sevIe, aneka jIno bhega laIe ane pachI je e zarIrane koIpaNa zubha kAryamAM upayoga karIne kaMI paNa puNyopArjana ke nirja rArUpI bhADuM pedA nahi karIe te ApaNe paNa budhavArIyAmAM gayA sivAya Dhake nahi thAya! pitAnI Avakane jarA paNa vicAra karyA vagara kevaLa kharca karavAmAMja tallAlIna rahetuM chevaTe devALIe na bane te bIjuM zuM thAya? eTale ApaNA A zarIrarUpI kharcALa vastu pAsethI, ApaNe jeTaluM pApAcaraNanuM sevana karIe, teTalA pramANamAM te dharmAcaraNa paNa avazaya karavuM ja ghaTe! sAcA bhADuta, ane-eka makAnamAM nAma mAtranA bhADuta rAkhavAthI paNa kaMI phAyade nathI thato. eka bhADutane makAna bhADe ApyA agAu enI nAta, jAta, khAnadAnI vigerene paNa ApaNe vicAra karIe chIe. nahi te e bhADuta maphata ApaNe gharamAM rahIne, ApaNA makAnane ghasAro ApIne bhADuM ApyA vagaraja nAsI jAya che. e pramANe ApaNA A zarIramAM paNa evA luccA bhADuta pisI na javA pAme e khAsa dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. rUnA koThAramAM bhajIAvALAne bhADuta rAkhIe te ekAda divase e rUnI rAkhaja banavAnI ! citrazALAmAM luhArane rAkhe eTale e citrazALA paNa dhUmADAnuM saMgrahasthAna banI javAnI ! ApaNe ApaNuM zarIra paNa

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (78) subAbiMdu 1 le. krodha-mAna-mAyA-labha-rAga-dveSa viSayAraMbha jevA bhADutane seMpI daIe chIe, ane pachI AzA rAkhIe ke ApaNuM kalyANa thAya, ApaNo AtmA zuddha bane, to e kema banI zake? kadI viSavRkSanI vAvaNuM karIne amRtanI AzA saphaLa thAya kharI ke ? e viSayakaSAyAdi bhADute te evA luccA ane jabarA che ke tamane bhADuM ApavuM te dUra rahyuM paNa ulaTuM tamArA gharamAMthI cerI jaze ane je lAga phAvaze te tamArA koDa pUrvanA caritrane nahi jevA samayamAM sApha karI nAkhaze ! ApaNu badhAno anubhava che ke ghaNI vakhata ApaNe thoDA lAbhamAM meTe lAbha gumAvI besIe chIe eTaluM ja nahi paNa vadhArAmAM moTI nukazAnImAM utarI paDIe chIe! evA lephara bhADAvALAno e dhaMdhe hoya che ke tamane lADavApeDA ke mAlamalIdAnI bheTa dharIne rAjI rAkhe ane vakhata Avye tamane revarAvIne palAyana thaI jAya! khAnadAna bhADuta kadI paNa evA prakAranI beTI khuzAmata karetoja nathI! e te vakhata Avye pitA upara caDheluM bhADuM ApI de che. ema A viSayakaSAya vigere paNa ApaNane kSaNika AnaMdamAM lapaTAvI nAkhe che ane ApaNe paNa e kSaNika AnaMdanA pravAhamAM taNAyA karIe chIe ane chevaTe "lAkhanA bAra hajAra" jevA kamanasIba pariNAmanA bhoga banIe chIe. mahAnubhAvo ! tamArA A hADapiMjaranA mALAmAM evA bhADute ghara na karI jAya te mATe rAtadivasa jAgatA raho ane jenAthI dharmakaraNamAM uttejanA maLe evA guNe tamArAmAM vasAve ! nahi to yAda rAkhajo ke e mevAmIThAInA daDIAmAM-e sparza--rasa-gaMdha vigerenA sevanamAM-tame DUbI jaze ane tamAre te pise devALuM kADhavuM paDaze! sahavAsa tevuM phaLa-jJAna ane kriyA. paNa eka bIjI vastu e paNa vicAravAnI che ke je gharamAlIka pite khAnadAnInI mahattA samajate na hoya, lAyakI ane nAlAyakInA bhede jenA hRdayamAM vasyA na hoya ene sArA bhADutane ja ghara bhADe ApavAnuM sUjhe kayAMthI? ene to ulaTA ezaArAmamAM magna rahenAra, vyasanane vaLagyA rahenArA ane mAyAnA maMdiramAM bhADuta vadhu gamavAnA! tema ApaNA A AtmAne paNuM sArA guNene badale saMsAranI vRddhi karanArA avaguNAmAMja vRtti jAya che. dharmanI, sadAcAranI ke evI bIjI vAta ene nathI gamatI, ane pApasevananAM kAryomAM ene bahuja AnaMda lAge che. devamaMdira ke upAzrayamAM javAnI vAta AvatAM ene aNagamo pedA thAya che, ane vezyAnA makAnanI vAta AvatAM enuM haiyuM nAcI uThe che ! je cAlImAM ke je mahollAmAM vezyAnuM sAmrAjya pravartatuM hoya te mahollAmAM dharma maMdira ke evA pavitra makAne ubhA karavAnI vAta e vezyAne nahija gamavAnI ! je zarIra pApapaSaNamAM rata rahetuM hoya te zarIrane dharmAcaraNanI pavitra vAte tarapha jarUra aNagamo pedA thavAne! ane kadAca bhAgya je. keInA kahevAthI ke zaramathI kaMI zubhavRttine vicAra kare te paNa e zaramane dharma keTalo samaya TakavAno? bahArathI sAcI vastunuM AcaraNa karavAne DoLa karavA chatAM aMdara te e viSaya-vaibhavanAja vicAre AvavAnA ! kAraNa ke enI mULavRtti halakI che. enA mULa svabhAvane pravAha pApAcAra tarapha che. e pApAcArI mane vRtti kadIpaNuM sArI sobatane pasaMda naja kare ! vezyAe kadIpaNuM kuTuMba,

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** * AnaMda-sudhAri. (79) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. parivAra ke sajajanonA sahavAsamAM rahevuM pasaMda karyuM sAMbhaLyuM che? ane ahiM ja A anAdinI rakhaDuM paTTInI jaDa rahelI che-ke sArA bhADutane to nasADI mUke che ane naThArA nAlAyakane geAtIgetIne emAM vasAve che. samaje chatAM na karI zake ane jANe joine kuvAmAM paDatuM mUke enuM ja nAma sAra vagarano saMsAra ! mANasa jANI joIne pApanA vamaLamAM phasAI jAya ane pitAnI khAnadAnIne bhUlI jaIne pitAnuM hita viSayakakSAnA krura hAthamAM seMpI de! mahAnubhAve ! tame paNa AvA paMjAmAM sapaDAI jaIne tamArI saMsAravRddhine na netarI le enuM tamAre dhyAna rAkhavuM ghaTe! ane enA mATe tamAre hamezAM sAro-sahavAsa rAkhavo paDaze, ane e zubha-sahavAsanA phaLarUpeja tamArAmAM dharmabhAvanA jAgRta thaze! "sahavAsa tevuM phaLa" e vAta tamane pharI pharIne samajAvavAnI jarUra nathI. e te ApaNA nAnA bALako paNa jANe che. mAtra tame e sArI vastune amalamAM mUke eTaluM ja tamArA mATe jarUrI che, kAraNa ke AcaraNa vagaranuM jJAna e AtmA vagaranA zarIra jevuM che ! kadAgrahanI bhUtAvaLa. ghaNI vakhata ApaNI kadAgrahavRtti ApaNane sAcA AcaraNathI vaMcita rAkhe che. ApaNe eka vastunA sArAsArane samajIe chIe. bIjAe batAvela mArga ApaNane grahaNa karavA lAyaka lAge che, ApaNuM mana paNa e vastu tarapha kaMIka AkarSAya che. A badhuM chatAM ApaNAmAM rahelI e pakaDeluM nahi mUkavAnI vRtti ApaNane adha:pAtanA uMDA khADAmAM utArI de che. ApaNe paNa e "mIyAM paDyA paNa taMgaDI uMcI" e pramANe mAra khAvAM chatAM avaLe dhaMdho nathI mUkatA. mahAnubhA! tame saMsAranI asAratAnI vAte lAMbA lAMbA "jIkAra" nA pokArathI sAMbhaLe che, ane keTalIka vakhata tamArA hRdayamAM e dharmaguruone upadeza vase che paNa khare, chatAM tame tamArI cAlu pravRttio choDI nathI zakatA eja da:khane viSaya che. bIjAne kaheluM sAMbhaLe, temAM sArApaNa paNa lAge ane pitAnI pravRttinI bhUla paNa samajAya chatAM na sudhare-athavA sudharavAnI tAlAvelI na jAge enuM nAma ja kadAgraha ! eka mANase zerI vacce-javA AvavAnA mArganI vaccovaca khIle mArIne gAya bAMdhI ! gAya evI tophAnI ke AvatA jatA darekane pitAnA sIgaDA, pUchaDA, ke pATunI prasAdI ApyA vagara na rahe! e jAhera AvajAno mArga ! evA sthAne hamezAM mATe AvuM tophAna keNa sahana kare? badhA sArA sArA pratiSThita gaNAtA mANaso bhegA thayA: zuM upAya le enI vicAraNA calAvIH ane pelA mANasa pAse gayA ! pelA bhAIe te paMcanI potAnA AMgaNe padharAmaNI thaI jANIne vinaya, viveka batAvavAmAM maNa na rAkhI! padhAre sAheba, A sevaka upara bahu kRpA karI! pharamAve ApanA A sevaka mATe zI AjJA che ? paMcanA vaDAe kahyuM, bhAI, tame samaju che. DAhyA che. maherabAnI karIne A gAyane khIle zerImAMthI uDAvIne bIjA koI vADAmAM rAkho eTale gAya bIjAne mAratI aTake! pelA bhAI javAba Ape che -mahAjana mAbApa che. e kare te thAya? e kahe te so TacanA sonA jevuM: A badhuMya kharuM paNa mArI khIlI ahiMthI nahi khase! basa khatama! bahu vinaya ane vivekane DoLa karIne chevaTe badhuM "daLI daLIne DhAMkaNImAM nAkhavA jevuM" karyuM. AmAM kyAM rahI e paMcanI mahattA ane kayAM rahyuM e bhAInuM

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Ana'-sudhAsindhu. (80) sudhASi'huM 1 luM. vivekapaNa eja pramANe mahAnubhAvA ! tamAre paNa dharma sAMbhaLatI vakhate-dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAvanArUpa dhama sAMbhaLatI vakhate amArI hAe hA bhaNavI che, ane AcaraNumAM ratibhara nathI mUkavuM ane potAnI dainika pravRttiomAM lAgyA rahevu che, ane pachI kahevuM che ke "ATale! dharma sAMbhaLavA chatAM amArUM kalyANa kema nathI thatuM" paNu bhAI, sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI jo kalyANu thatu hAta tA dareka prANI kalyANa karI jAta! paNa kharI vAta teA e che ke peAtAnI kadAgraha vRttine tilAMjalI ApIne peAtAnA hRdayane sAcA lAgelA mArganuM anukaraNu karavu'! jo Ama nahi thAya te e kadAgraha vRtti tamane kayAM phekI deze enI kalpanAja mahu vedanA bharI che, mATe e kadAgrahanI sAme ja kadAgraha mAMDIne tamArA AtmAnA vijaya karI ! sAcI dhArmikatA. A te badhI thai tamArI potAnI vAta! huve jarA tamArA saMtAneAnA dIkarAdIkarIonA kalyANanI vAta paNa sAMbhaLe!! tame tamArA sa`tAnAnu aihika bhaluM cAhA che emane paisAnA sArA vArasA maLe emane ridratAne anubhava na karavA paDe e mATe tame prIkara rAkheA che teja pramANe dharmanuM mahatva samajavAnA kAraNe emanuM paraleAkanu paNa bahu' jarUra icche che, tame cAho ke tamArA putra adhamI onI 5timAM jaI na ese; tame e z2Ikara rAA che ke tamArA putramAM samatine abhAva na rahe; tame icche! che ke tamArA putra pApAcaraNane sevanArA ane utpathagAmI na thAya; tame cAheA che ke tamArA sa'tAnA deva, daherA ane gurunA upAsaka ane! tema tamArA putrane navakAramaMtranuM uccAraNa karatA ke sAmAyika, pratikramaNanu pAlana karatA joine AnaMda pAme che. parantu A badhAnI pAchaLa paNa, amuka prasa`ge, tamArI haThavRtti ke mArI khIlI na khase evI vRttine tame vegaLI rAkhI zakatA nathI ! tamArA putrane dhArmika manAvavAnI bhAvanAnuM tamArUM kSetra ghaNu sakucita che. e kSetranI maryAdAnuM ullaMghana thatuM joi tame vihuLa manI jAe che! mAre putra atidhArmika na khanI jAya e bhAvanA tamArA hRdayamAM jarUra vaselIja hAya che, ane e bhAvanA jyAM sudhI dUra na thAya, tamArA saMtAnanI dhArmika vRttinI unnatinA kSetrane tame thAya teTaluM vizALa thavA na de; tyAM sudhI tamAre samajavuM ke sa'sAranI asAratA ane dharmInA kharA mahatvane tame kharAkhara samajI nathI zakayA! peAtAnA putranI dhanavRddhinuM kSetra bahuja TUMkuM rahe ema kadI kAipaNa pitAe vAMcyu che kharUM ? dhana mATe ApaNe maryAdAne aniSTa gaNIe chIe ane dharma mATe kheATI maryAdAo ubhI karIe chIe ? kevA ulaTA nyAya ! kharI rIte te pApASaNathI pedA karAtA dhana mATeja maryAdA khAMdhavI joie, nahi ke aneka pApathI mukta karanAra dhamanI! samajo ke tamArA putramAM tame pahelAMthIja dharmInA saMsAranuM khIja AropaNa karyuM ! e putrane jIva uttama prakAranA hAvAnA kAraNe, rasALa jamInamAM vAvela khIjanI mAphaka, enAmAM e dhArmika vRtti aneka rIte khIlI uThI. ane prasaga Avye dharmanuM sAcu* mahatva samajAyuM ane sAthe sAthe A sa MsAranI, kuTuMbaparivAranI ane dhanadaulatanI kSaNikatA ane asAratAnuM bhAna thayuM, ene A kSaNika DipeSaNa karavA karatAM AtmASaNa karavAnA mArga vadhAre upayeAgI, vadhAre hitakAraka ane vadhAre saraLa bhAgye, enuM mana A saMsAra uparathI uThIne AtmAhAranA pace vaLagyu' ! e dIkSA levA taiyAra

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Ana'-sudhAsi dhu. (81) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. thayA! bhalA tame e tamArA putranI AtmAhAranI yAtrAmAM madada karavA taiyAra thaze? are madada karavI te dUra rahI, ulaTu tame evAja badhA prayatno karazo ke jethI sa'sAra uparathI uThI gayeluM enuM mana pAchu sa`sAra upara cAMTe ! tyAre kahe ke tame sAcA dhArmika kharA ke? mahAtubhAve! jarA tamArA hRdaya upara hAtha rAkhIne javAba Ape ke eka vairAgIne 'sa'sArI banAvatI vakhate tamArI dhavRtti ane tamArUM samakti kayAM gayAM? kahe ke hajI tamane sAcA dharmAMga vAgyuM nathI ! sAceA dhArmika mANasa tA potAnA satAnane ke bIjA game te mANasane vairAgyarasamAM lIna thatA oine Anada ja pAme ! potAnA putrane kedakhAnAmAMthI mukta thatA joIne ceA pitA AnaMda na pAme ? sAcI parIkSA, mahAnubhAvA ! tame deva-guru-dharmanI upAsanA jarUra karI che; tame vrata-tapa japa ane niyama paNa jarUra kare che!paNa e badhuM DagamagatA pAyAvALuM ! 1khata ALye ene jalAMjalI ApatAM paNa tame AMcakA niha khAvAnA ! vezyAvADAmAM jema tema ubhA karela devamadiranA vakhata Avye vezyAnA makAna tarIke paNa upayAga thai jAya! tame e paNa samaje che ke A bhavamAM jo dharmanuM ArAdhana nahi karatAM enu je virAdhana karavAmAM Ave te parabhavamAM tamArA kayAMya patto nahiM khAya ! chatAM tame tamArI dhArmikavRttine DagamagatI aTakAvavA taiyAra nathI! vakhata Avye dhArmikavRttine phUMkI detAM paNa tame vicAra nahi karavAnA. mA sthiti ghaNI bhaya bharelI che, kAraNake dareka vastune amu* parIkSAmAMthI pasAra thavAnuM hAyaja che, ane e parIkSAnA samaye hAlI jAya tene ApaNe sAcI vastu tarIke nathI svIkAratA ! jema luccAnA ma'DaLamAM luccAIneja sthAna hoya che tema tamArA dhArmikahRdayamAM niraMtara dharmAMnIja lAgaNIe uThavI joIe, ane game tevA kaThina prasagamAM paNa tame jyAre e dhArmi kalAgaNIonA sUrane mAthe caDhAvA tyAreja samajo ke tame dharma ALakhI zakayA che, dhane meLavI zakyA che! zarIra, AtmA ane tame A zarIra e ApaNA AtmAnu ghara che. e gharane kArabhAra karavA mATe ApaNI kArabhArI tarIke nImaNuka karavAmAM AvI che. kArabhArIneA e mukhya dharma che ke potAnA svAmIne kAi prakAranA nukazAna-khADAmAM utaratuM na paDe, e nukasAnIthI khacavAnA sauthI prathama upAya e che ke e gharamAM evA deza mANasA na pesI jAya ke jee bhADuta tarIke AvIne bhADAnI rakama4 eALavIne ravAnA thai jAya ! athavA te je gharanA mAlIkanA ghara-sAmAna-mAlamilkata upara hAtha pheravIne calatI pakaDe ! AnA mATe haMmezAM kharAba mANusanA praveza na thaI jAya te sArU kArabhArIe jAgRta rahevuM joie! jo jarApaNu ALasa ke bedarakArI karI ke tarataja enuM phaLa maLavAnu` ane bahAra vATa joine ubhelA ceArA gharamAM ghusI javAnA ! dhyAna rAkho ke rakhene tame dI kArabhArIpakSAnA adhikAranA AvezamAM gAMDA banI jaIne sattAMdha na banI jA. nahi te AgaLa upara sattAnA durUpayeAga mATe javAkha ApavA tamane AkarI paDavAnA ! TrasTI tarIkenA Tuka bhAMgavanAra mANasa potAnA hAthamAM seAMpAyela kArya tarapha peAtAnI sattAnA rUAkhamAM game

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (82) supabiMdu 1 luM. tema bedarakAra bane, paNa jyAre enI pAsethI rItasara javAba mAgavAmAM Ave tyAre ene bheMya bhAre thaI jAya che ! eja pramANe ApaNA mAlika samA AtmAne kaMI nukasAna na thAya, paNa kaMIne kaMI aMze enI zuddhimAM abhivRddhi thAya eja mArga sAro ane sAro che. nahi te e ApaNA AtmAne e badhI bedarakArInuM pariNAma bhogavyA vagara chUTako nahi thAya ! are naraka ane nigaeNda jevA raurava duHkha sahana karavA chatAM 2ko nahi thAya ! eka vakhate kSaNika AnaMda mATe bhegaveluM ekI okIne kADhavuM paDaze ! eTalA mATe mahAnubhAve cetatA raheze ane e AtmAnuM hamezAM kalyANa thAya evIja pravRtti Acaraje ! AtmAne vijaya. eka vastumAM ApaNe ghaNI vakhata bhUlathApa khAI jaIe chIe ! ApaNe A bhavamAM amanacamana uDAvatAM je pApa pArjana karIe chIe ene bhogavavAne prasaMga ApaNane A janmamAMja nathI maLato, ane tethI "hAryo jugArI bamaNuM me' e pramANe ApaNe paNa divase divase vadhu ne vadhu vilAsapriya thatA jaIe chIe ane vadhu ne vadhu pApanuM sevana karIe chIe, paNa mahAnubhAvo ! e yAda rAkhajo ke "ni hota na ja sapAtra cAra divasanI cAMdanI pachI aMdhArI rAta jarUra AvavAnI che. tamAruM puNya tapatuM haze tyAM sudhI tamane kaMI harakata nahi Ave, paNa je vakhate e puNyanI puMjI apAI jaze; tamAruM e puNya paravArI jaze e vakhate tamArI hAlata bahuja dayAjanaka thaze! pApanI pedAza karIne bhegaveluM puNya chevaTe tamane pApanA bhayaMkara zApamAM sabaDatA mUkIne cAlyuM jaze ane tame hAtha ghasatA rahI jaze! e vakhate e badhA puNyane hisAba patAva tamane ati Akaro lAgaze ! ane e svacchaMdatA ane e uddhatAInA maraNanA kIDAo tamArA hRdayane korI khAze ane aneka pazcAttApa karavA chatAMya, aneka nasAsA nAkhavA chatAMya, ane anahada yAtanAo bhegavavA chatAM tamAro Aro nahi Ave ! A pAMca iMdriyo e ApaNA mATe mahAna zatrunI garaja sAre che ! ene piSavAnI vRtti ApaNI pAse aneka prakAranA pApAcAra sevana karAve che ane ene badhAne javAba ApaNe ekalA AtmAne ja du:kha bhegavI jogavIne Apavo paDe che. eTale kharA AtmAthIe to hamezAM e pAMca mahAdumano upara kAbu meLavavAnI kezIzaja karavI joIe. e ikipara vijaya meLavavAmAM ApaNe jeTalA vadhAre saphaLa thaIzuM teTalA aMze ApaNe AtmA vadhAre zuddha banavAne ApaNe AtmAnuM dukha ochuM thavAnuM, mahAnubhAve e pAMca zatruonA gulAma na banatAM ene tamArA gulAma banAve ane pachI juo ke tamAro AtmA keTale haLavo keTale pavitra ane keTalo AnaMdI bane che! idrinA vijayamAM amAne parAjaya che, IdriyonA parAjayamAM AtmAno vijaya che. e pavitra sUtrane tamAruM jIvanasUtra banAvo! tame je kaMI gayA bhavamAM puNepArjana karyuM hoya ke jenuM phaLa tame atyAre bhegavI rahyA che e puNyane bhegA karavA chatAM paNa navuM puNyaja tamane maLe evI pravRtti karavAmAMja tamAruM kalyANa samAyuM che. je puNyane upabhega karatAM pApa vaLage te e puNyane sAce upaga karyo na gaNAya ! je vepAramAM mULa muDImAMja nukasAna AvatuM hoya evo mUrkhatAbharyo vepAra koNa kare ?

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(83) 'sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. mahAnubhAve ! ApaNe upara paNa jANI gayA ke dharmanuM AcaraNa e jeTalu kalyANakArI che eTalu ja AkarU paNa che. enuM niyamita pAlana karavuM bahuja kiThana che, kAraNa ke A sa`sAranA kSaNika sukha-mAnaMdaneA upayoga karavAne ApaNe AtmA anAdi kALathI TevAI gayA che, ane Teva e eka evI kharAma cIja che ke mAchusane phrui sthitimAMthI kaIne kaI sthitimAM lAvIne mUkI de che ! jarA dArU pIvAne TevAyela mANusanI hAlata jo jo! pahelAM eja mANusa evA hatA ke jene dArunuM nAma sarakhuM paNu gamatuM na hatuM, jene dArUnI gaMdha mAtrathI paNa sUga AvatI hatI ane jene dArUDIyAnI sa`gata sarpanA jevI bhayakara lAgatI hatI, paNa kamanasIbe dhIme dhIme e mANasa dArU tarapha AkarSAvA lAgyA, pahelAM dArU kevA che e jANavAnu ene mana thayuM, pachI ekAda mitra ke snehInI AgrahabharI vinatithI enu` svAdana karavAnI naThArI vRtti jAgRta thaI. ekAda vakhata dArUnA AsvAda cAkhyA, ane dhIme dhIme eka camacI uparathI eka pyAlA upara ane eka pyAlA uparathI eka khATalA upara ane pachI teA bATalA upara khATalA caDhAvavA lAgyA. have e dArUnA gulAma banyA. dArUnI Teva-vyasanamAM cakacUra banyuM: ane A dArUDIAnI dazA tenue ! 'kAi bhalA sahRdaya mANasane tenI tevI dazA dekhIne raDavAnuM mana thai Ave evI karUNa enI sthiti thAya che. eka vakhata DAhyo gaNAtA mANasa khelavAcAlavAnI, sabhyatAnI maryAMDhAnI hada ALage che, enI pAse sabhyatA jevI vastuja nathI rahetI ! are e bicArAne peAtAnA zarIranuM bhAna sarakhu` paNa nathI rahetu, manamAM Ave tema khake ane manamAM Ave tema khAya ane jayAM tyAM maLamUtra gaTara jevA gadA sthaLAmAM paNa paDI jAya! e prabhu!! kevI dayAjanaka hAlata! bhavya prANIe I A TevAnA gulAmanI A dazA che jeo Tevane AdhIna thaine sArI pravRttithI vegaLA thAya che temanI kAIne kAI aMze AvIja sthiti thavAnI! mATe e anAdikALathI jIvane pApAcaraNa ane kSaNika sukha mANu vAnI je Teva che tene aTakAvA. tamArI devA sudhArA eTale tame ApoApa sudharI jaze. ke AnaMda-sudhAsi'. vyasananI vedanA. satyanA jaya ! mahAnubhAve--AvA kaDhaMgA sa'sAranI alAmAMthI jayAM sudhI ApaNe nahi chUTIe tyAM lagI ApaNA mAthe du:khanA DuMgara paDatAja rahevAnA ! e du:khamAMthI mukta karavA mATe paramakarUNAsAgara zrIjinezvara bhagavAne ApaNane bahuja uttama mArga khatAnyeA che. me mArga nA upayega karavA ApaNA hAthamAM che. e bhUlavu na joie ke zeThanI zikhAmaNu jhAMpA lagI" pachI teA mANusanI potAnI AvaDataja kAma lAgavAnI ! zrI jinezvara bhagavAne teA mA matAbyA paNa enA upara cAlavuM e ApaNuM kArya che. mArga batAvanAra te mAja batAvI zake. kAMi ApaNA badale e mAMganu pAlana na karI zake ! e. mArga ApaNane maLyA che. ene ApaNe sadupayoga karavAnA che. khAkI chatAM vahANe jo ApaNe DUbI marIe te ApaNane keNu khacAvI zake ? mATe mahAnubhAvA ! A jinezvara bhagavAnanA zAsa nanA mArga aNu karIne tamArA AcAravicAne sArA raste deza ane e sAcA rastAnuM anusaraNu karavAnu phaLa paNu sArU ja AvavAnu`! dhIraja rAkhe!! ane satyanA pratha upara zraddhA rAkhIne AgaLa vadhe ! kAraNa ke satyanA sadAya jaya thAya che!

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mAnaa-sudhAsindhu. (84) khara jJAna ane kriyA Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat sudhAmi'huM 1 gaLathuthInuM mahatva ! zAkAra mahArAja nyAyAcArya bhagavAn zrI yazevijayajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja, bhanyajIveAnA upakAra mATe jJAnasAra prakaraNa anAvatAM thakA muninI kai sthiti hAya, muni kaI sthitimAM Ana mAnatA hAya, kaI sthitithI vimelA hAya eTale ke kai sthitimAM rahetA munine du:kha utpanna thAya ! ane munipaNAmAM kuvA prakAranA nirbhayapaNAnA anubhava thavA joie. ane e nirbhayapaNAnuM mukhya kAraNuM zuM ? A badhAnuM savistara varSoMna karatAM thakA jaNAvI gayA che ke sauthI pahelAM muni e vicArane pAtAnA hRdayamAM sthira banAve ke A jIva anAdi kALathI janma, maraNunA pherAmAM pharyA kare che. bhalA e anAdipaNAnI bhAvanAmAM evu zu mahatva bharyuM che ke zAstrakAro dareka ThekANe ene ja AgaLa kare che? are jainapaNAnI sAcI gaLathuthI tarIke paNa e anAdipaNAneja gaNavAmAM Ave che eTaleke A jIva anAdinA che, A karmAM anAdinA che ane emanA sacAga eTaleke A sa`sAra anAdine che. A vAta jainahaiyAmAM saMpUrNa paNe vasI hAya teja sAcA jaina ! ane e bhAvanA rahita vyakita bhale pachI te sAdhuvezadhArI hAya ke gRhastha hoya, jainatvanI sAcI pIchANu nathI karI zakatI ! jo khAlakapaNAmAM A sa`skAro pADavAmAM AvyA hAya tA suni banatI vakhate e AtmA bahuja ucca prakAranuM cAritra pALI zake che ane peAtAnA AtmAnu kalyANa karI zake che. bhalA A gaLathuthI gaLathuthI ema vAraMvAra kema DevAmAM Ave che ? jainapaNAnI gaLathuthI eTale zuM? jainapaNuM kayAM ane gaLathuthI kayAM? sAcI vAta che! pazu mahAnubhAva jarA vicAra kare! te! enuM samAdhAna ApeAApa tamane maLI jaze ! tamArA sa`sAravyavahAramAM loko mAne che ke bALakane jevA prakAranI gaLathuthI ApavAmA Ave eTaleke jeke mANusa e Ape evA prakAranA ane e mANasanA guDDA e bALakamAM paNa Ave che. alakhata A eka mAnyatAja che AmAM satyAMza keTale che e vicAravA jevuM nathI ! aRsi' te mAtra saMskAranI STieja gaLathuthInA vicAra karavAmAM AvyA che. eTalu te tame paNa kabula karazeAja ke je vakhate bALakane gaLathuthI ApavAmAM Ave che teja vakhate teja kSaNe enuM phaLaja nathI thatu, are khALakane e vAtanuM bhAna sarakhuM paNa nathI hetuM ke mane amuka vyakitae amuka vastu 5.I, paNa enuM pariNAma amuka samaya pasAra thatAM jarUra Ave che. eja pramANe jainapaNAnI gaLathudhInu paNa samajavAnuM che. bALakane nhAnapaNamAMja jetapaNAnA mULatatvo pAi dIdhA hAya teA enu phaLa AgaLa upara jarUra AvavAnu mane te eTaluM sarasa AvavAnuM ke e jainapaNAnI asara game tevI kaphoDI paristhiti vacce paNa kAyama rahevAnI! ane AnuM nAmaja sAcu' jainatva! bALakanA hRdayamAM ApaNe eTaluM ja DhasAvIe ke A jIva anAdine che, ma anAdinA che ane e bannenA sayega-A sasAra anAdinA che. pachI e www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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ww wwww AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (85) sudhAbiMdu 1 . kevA prakAre che e vastu tamAre samajAvavI nahi paDe. e anAdi mAnavAmAM phAyado zuM? ke e anAdi zA mATe che e paNa tamAre samajAvavuM nahi paDe mAtra tame te saMskAraja Ape ane pachI e badhAne ukela ApoApa thaI jaze, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke e saMskAra ApavA e tame mAne che tevuM saraLa nathI enA mATe tamAre pitAne pahelAM sAcI zraddhA keLavavI paDaze ane pachI ja tame e saMskAre tamArA bALakane ApI zakaze. mUrkha mAstare kadI nizALIAone paMDita banAvyA sAMbhaLyA che ? saMskAranuM phaLa- e vAta barAbara yAda rAkhavI joIe ke-keIpaNa saMskAranuM phaLa tatkALa thatuM nathI. "bIja vAvyuM ane jhADa ugyuM" ema kadI banyuM che kharuM ? e to vAvaNuM karyA pachI pAka mATe amuka dhIraja rAkhavI ja rahI ! bAkI eTalI zraddhA te jarUra rAkhaje ke kareluM kArya ane vAveluM bIja kadI paNa aphaLa jatAM nathI. ekanA eka divase ene aMkura avazya phaTavAneja. phakata tamAre dhyAna mAM rAkhavAnuM che ke e saMskAro evI sarasa rIte ane khubIthI pADavAnA che ke jethI jenA upara tame saMskAra pADatA tene kaMIpaNa aNagamAnI lAgaNI pedA na thAya ! gaLathuthImAM gaLapaNane badale khArAza Ape te bacce kadI nahi pIvAnuM ! paNa e gaLapaNanA kAraNe e AnaMdathI pI jAya che ane pAchaLathI e gaLathuthI zenI banelI hoya che, zA mATe ApavAmAM Ave che e paNa vakhata jatAM ApoApa samajavA lAge che. gaLathuthI ApavI tamAruM kAma che. phAyade ke e bALakanA bhAgyanI vAta che. tame jenapaNanA saMskAra Apo. pachI te jevuM pAtra haze tevuM pariNAma nIpajaze, paNa je saMskAra ApavAmAM tamArI khAmI haze te pAtrane doSa koI nahi kADhe ! dUdha sAruM hoya chatAM phATI jAya te vAsaNane deSa kADhI zakAya paNa svayaM dUdha ja kharAba heya te pAtrane vicAraja kayAM karavAne rahyo ? jJAna vagaranI kiyA. je saMskAra AvyA haze te avazya bhAvanA jAgaze. jenapaNa jANyuM haze te pALavAnuM mana thaze, paNa je vastu jANI ja nahi hoya tene pALavAnuM ke meLavavAnuM mana thAyaja zI rIte ! jIva vigere saMbaMdhI sAMbhaLyuM haze te zraddhA karavAnuM mana thaze ! keTalAka mANase evA vicAranA che ke jeo mAne che ke samajaNa vagaranI mAtra gokhaNapaTTI zuM kAmanI ? pipaTa lAkho varSo sudhI samajayA vagara rAmarAma kahA kare paNa emAM enuM kalyANa zuM thavAnuM? eja pramANe A anAdimaya barAbara samajyA vagara goLI nAkhavAthI zuM phAyado ? paNa mahAnubhAva! jarA vicAra karo. keTalAka prasaMge evA hoya che, ke jyAM eka vastu jANe yA na jANe e mahatvanuM nathI. mAtra enI sAthe saMyoga thave ke tarata pariNAma AvavAnuM ja ! rAkhathI DhAMkelA agnine tame je ke jANe nathI chatAM bhUlathI enA upara paga AvI jAya te tame dAjhavAnA kharA ke nahi ? tame rane guNa avaguNa jANatA nathI chatAM khAo te zuM pariNAma AvavAnuM? are je bALakane ApaNe gaLathathI ApIe chIe e bALaka gaLathuthI kema thaI, zA mATe ApavAmAM Ave che e vigere jANe che kharo? ane chatAMya e gaLathuthIne phAyado ene thAya che ke nahi ! ThIka e ja pramANe ahiM

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AAna-surthAsaMdhu. (86) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. jainapaNAnA sa skAra mATe samajavAnu che. pelA ThekANe jema bALakamAM samajavAnI zakita na Ave tyAM lagI ene gaLathuthI ApavAnu` mulatavI nathI rakhAtuM-kAraNa ke tema karavA jatAM e bALakane samajaNuzAkata AvavI te vegaLI rahI ulaTuM e khIcArU' bALakaja maraNane zaraNu thavAnuM-teja pramANe dhArmika sa`skArAnuM AropaNa jo bAlyakALathI na karavAmAM Ave te jarUra samajavuM ke e bALakanA dhArmika jIvananu te avazya maraNu thavAnuM ja. pachI game tevI rIte samajAvA chatAM enA hRdayamAM e bhAvanA sacATa rIte asara nahi karavAnI ! eTale jJAna thayA vagara kriyA na karAya e mAnyatAja bahu bhUla bharelI che! ane enu jo pAlana karavAnI ghelachA karavAmAM Ave te dhArmika jIvananu teA je thavAnuM heAya te thAya paNa tamArA sa`sAravyavahAramAMja anekanuM akALa mRtyu' thavAnuM ke anekanA mAthe aNadhArI Aphata AvI paDavAnI ! bALaka dUdha ane khaDInA pANInA bheda nahi samaje tyAM sudhI ene dUdha nihu ApavAnA; tame pote paNa amuka vastunA sArAsarane saMpUrNapaNe nahi samajo tyAM lagI pravRtti nahiM karavAnA; mAMdA paDavA chatAM jayAM sudhI davAnu` saMpUrNa rahasya nahi samajAya tyAM sudhI dayA niDu karavAnA, are AvA tA aneka prasaMgo varNavI zakAya ema che ke je na karatAM tamArI duzAja thAya ! na jANeA chatAM karI te avazya pAme. huve tamArA sa'sAravyavahAranI pravRttine bIjI mAjI pheravIne jue ! tame sa'sAravyavahAramAM jJAna vagara kriyAnA inkAra karatA nathI. Dagale ne pagale tamane jJAna vagaranI kriyAnA anubhava thAya che. kSaNe kSaNe tamAre evI keTalIya kriyAo AcaravI paDe che ke jenu jJAna tamane hAtu ja nathI ! jyAre sa MsAravyavahAramAM tame A vastunA svIkAra karavA taiyAra che te dhanI khAmatamAM AtmauddhAranI bAbatamAM te vAta kabula karatAM tamane kema AMcakA Ave che! kaheA ke game tema karIne dharmanI vAta Ave tyAMja tamAre patharA mAravA che. bAkI sAcI yutine strIkAravA tame taiyAra nathI ! tamArA vyavahAramAM eka mAsa yA khALaka peAtAne hitakara vastune na samaje chatAM enI AsapAsanA enA zubhaciMtakA ane sagAsnehIe enA bhalAnI khAtara e vastu ene Ape che. bALaka samajatu' nathI paNa enA mAtApitA te jarUra samaje che ane bALakanI khAtara dUdha vigere padAtha Ape che ke jemAMthI e peAtAnA jIvananuM peASaNa meLave che. A pramANe sa`sAramAM tame bALakanA hitane enA mAtApitAnA hAthamAM soMpI do che te tamArUM dhArmika hita tame e parama prabhu zrIjinezvara devanA hAthamAM sAMpIne e kahe eja raste anusaravAmAM kema pAchA rahe! che!? saMsAramAM jyAM sudhI vyAvahArika buddhi na Ave tyAM sudhI tame bALaka gaNuAe che teja pramANe je mANusa AtmAnnatinA sAcA mArgone sanAtana musAphara nathI khanatA tyAM lagI e dhArmika duniyAmAM bALakaja che ane eTalAja mATe ene mAdakanI AvazyakatA raheja ke je mAdaka tarIkenuM bahuja sarasa kArya zrIjinezvara bhagavAn karI gayA che. ApaNA mATe teA mAtra e mArganuM anusaraNa karavAnuMja bAkI rahe che. tIrthaMkarA, gaNudharA, AcAryAM ane munipuMgavA e badhA ApaNA mATe dhArmika vRttinA abhyAsa mATe pathapradarzaka che,

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87) AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. suSAbiMdu 1 luM saMsAramAM jema tame mAbApanA hAthamAM bALakanuM hita seMpa che eja rIte dhArmika hita A pathapradarzakanA hAthamAM bedhaDaka thaIne zA mATe na leMpavuM? ane amuka vastunuM jJAna thayA vagara paNa e kriyAnuM pAlana kema na karavuM ? kriyA phaLa ApyA vagara rahetI ja nathI. tame jANe yA na jANe paNa kriyA karI eTale phaLa maLavAnuM ja ! je jJAna uparaja kiyAno AdhAra hoya te te tamAre mAnavuM paDaze, ke jyAM sudhI eka vastunuM ApaNane jJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI e kriyAnuM phaLa ApaNane nahi maLavAnuM ! ane te pachI je mANasane hiMsAahiMsAnuM jJAna na hoya, hiMsAthI pApa lAge che e khyAla sarakhe paNa na hoya, tevAne tamArA mata pramANe te, hiMsA-ghera hiMsA-aneka prANIono saMhAra karavA chatAM pApa nahi ja lAgavAnuM! vAgha, siMha ke evA abujha prANIone prANuMone AhAra karavA chatAM azubha karmabaMdhana nahi thavAnuM! are je vyakitane khunanI sajA phAMsI hevAnuM jJAna nahi hoya tene te phAMsI paNa nahi thavAnI ! kevuM vicitra ! mahAnubhAve ! tamArA hRdayane pUchIne javAba Apo ke AvI sthiti tame kabula rAkha kharA? are sarakArI karyo ane nyAyamaMdira paNa jJAna, kriyAno A gAMDo saMbaMdha svIkAravA taiyAra nathI ke bhAna na hoya te kriyAnuM phaLa na maLe. - tyAM te tamane jJAna hoya ke na hoya eno vicAra karyA vagaraja tame karelA gunhAne badale ApI devAmAM Ave che, ane je Ama na hoya te dareka jaNa ajJAnI hovAnA Dhaga karIne korTanI sajAmAMthI bacavAne lAbha laI leta ! are chevaTe kudaratane paNa A vAta maMjura nathI. tyAM paNa kare tenuM phaLa maLe ja che, te pachI dhArmika vAtamAM paNa e niyama acaLa rahe te zuM harakta jevuM che? jJAnanI jarUra ! bhalA je upara kahyuM e pramANe kriyA jJAnanI apekSA rAkhyA vagaraja sAva nirapekSapaNeja phaLa ApI de che ema mAnIe te jJAnanI AvazyatAja zI rahI? je jJAnane kriyAne koIpaNa prakArane upaga na hoya tevuM jJAna mAnavAthI zuM phAyado? te pachI jJAna nAmanI vastuja jagatamAM nahi rahevAnI ! dUdhane svabhAvaja guNu karavAno che eTale jJAna hoya ke na hoya paNa tame khAo te tamane guNa thavAneja ! ane na khAo ane dUdhanu samasta vijJAna tame jANatA haze chatAM ene phAyado tamane nahi ja thavAne. A upara eka dachata sAMbhaLe. eka hatA zeTha. svabhAve makhIsa, vakhata Avye eka eka pi mATe makake jAya evA. camaDI jAya paNa damaDI na jAya e emane vahAle jIvanamaMtra. kamanasIbe bIcArA mAMdA paDayA. thoDA ghaNuM ghara bahAranA upacAro karyo, paNa keTalIka mAMda- - gIo evI haThIlI hoya che ke enI AgaLa devInI mAphaka rUpIAnI kothaLInI bheTa dhare teja e prasanna thAya ane ApaNe pIcho choDe. e zeTha upara paNa keI AvIja mAMdagI mahAdevInI kRpA thaI hatI. te jema tema khase ema na hatuM. A tarapha zeTha sAheba paNa sahelAIthI paisA khaccI nAkhe ema na hatuM. pariNAme bane haThe caDhayA ane zeTha sAhebanA zarIrane ghANa vaLI gaye. phulelA gaLAmAM khADA paDI gayA. A uMDI gai. vadheluM peTa pAtALamAM pesI gayuM ane zarIramAM mAMsane sthAne hADakAM DokIyA karavA lAgyAM. eka divase zeThanA eka

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. vaidyamitra zeThane tyAM mahemAna thayA. pitAnA mitranI sthiti joIne temane duHkha thayuM ane dayA AvI. bIjA divase savAramAM emaNe vagara pI lIdhe zeThanI nADI tapAsI ane eka davAnI cIThI lakhI ApI. zeThe e cIThI khavAya na jAya eTalA mATe copaDImAM utArI lIdhI. davAnA vaivarAje khUba ja vakhANa karyA ane kahyuM ke mAtra eka mahinAnA sevanathI tamAruM zarIra kaMcana jevuM thaI jaze. davAmAM kaI paNa kaDavA padArtha na hato. mAtra badAma, pistA, sAkara, elacI, kesara vigere nAma sAMbhaLatAM paNa moDhAmAM pANI chUTe evI e cIjo hatI, ane e badhIne savAramAM vATIne gAyanA ghImAM meLavIne khAvAnI hatI. gharAja potAne gAma gayA. bIjA divasanuM savAra thayuM. zeThe dAtaNapANuM karyuM ane pelI davA yAda AvI, paNa e mATe paisA kharacavA zeThane hajI paNa pAlavatA na hatA. eTale emaNe potAnA camanIyAne bolAvyo ane pachI epa ughADIne vaidyarAje lakhAvela badhI cIjo mApa sAthe anukramavAra vAMcI gayA ane pachI badayAahAhA ! kevI majAnI davA ! camanIyA, e badhI davAone vATIne ghImAM khAvAthI roga maTI jAya ! basa jANe kAma patI gayuM hoya tema copaDA baMdha karIne mUkI dIdhuM ane zeTha pAchA pitAnA nitya niyamamAM lAgI gayA. pachI te A pramANe camanIyAne bolAvIne paDe vAMco e paNa eka prakArano niyama thaI gaye. Ama karatAM karatAM eka mAsa vItI gaye ane zeTha sAheba te hatA te karatAM paNa vadhu mAMdA thayA. emanA vaidyamitre AvIne tapAsa karI te zeThe badhI vAta mAMDI kahI, ane vadhumAM kahyuM ke roja huM e sarasa davAne pATha karI jAuM chuM. chatAM huM sAjo nathI thato. mahAnubhAvo! e zeTha sAjA kema na thayA e tamane kahevuM paDe ema nathI. jANavA chatAM kriyA vagara phaLa nathI maLatuM e A kathA pAchaLa rahelo badhapADe che. te pachI eja ApaNe pahelA prazna upasthita thAya che ke jyAre kriyAmAM ja baluM che te jJAnanI zI jarUra ? vaLI khaDIne paNa dUdha mAnIne pIche chatAM kaMI phAyado thAya kharo ke? to pachI jJAna zuM kAmanuM ? mahAnubhAvo ! A praznane ATalethIja na patA, paNa jarA uMDA utarIne vicAra karo, huM tamane pUche che ke jagatamAM dUdha pAvAne ane khaDI nahi pAvAne rivAja kayAMthI Avyo? tamAre kabula karavuM paDaze ke bhale pInArane e vastunuM bhAna na hoya paNa e pAvAnI pravRtti karanArane te enuM barAbara jJAna hatuMja, nahi te e dUdhane badale game te vastu kema nA pIvarAvata? eTale bALakane bhale jJAna na hoya paNa mAbApane te jarUra joIe ja. nahi te pravRttija na thaI zake. e ja pramANe dhArmika kriyAnuM paNa ApaNane bhale jJAna na hoya paNa e dhArmika kriyAne upadeza ApanAra tIkara-gaNadhara bhagavAnane to ene parepUruM hatuM ja. eTale amuka kriyA karanAra vyakitane AdhAre bhale jJAnane abhAva hoya paNa e kriyAnA pracAra karanAra vyakitamAM te e vastunuM sAMgopAMga jJAna hovuM ja joIe. eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che ke eka bIjAnI kriyAne phAyado eka bIjAne nathI maLI zakta paratu eka bIjAnA jJAnane phAya eka bIjAne eka yA bIjI rIte maLI zake che ane enuM ja kAraNa e che ke e paramatAraka tIrthakara devanA jJAne batAvela mArganuM anusaraNa karIne ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnuM zreya karIe chIe! mAbApanA dUdhanA jJAnathI pAlakanuM kalyANa jarUra thAya che paNa mAbApane dUdha pIvAthI bALakanI

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mAna'nru-sudhAsi'dhu. (89) sudhAbi'du 1 luM.. kSudhA nathI bhAMgatI tevIja rIte tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA jJAnathI ApaNe jarUra phAyado uDhAvIe chIe paNa tIrthaMkara bhagavAna sarvajJa thayA hatA tethIja ApaNe paNa sarvajJa nathI banI jatA. kriyAtmaka phAyado meLavavA mATe te ApaNe peAteja amuka kriyA karavAnI hAya che ane e kriyA karavAmAM bIjAnuM jJAna ApaNA mAdaka ane che eTale ekAMta rIte jJAnanuM khaMDana kAIthI naja thaI zake, ane chatAMya jo koi kaheja teA sAthe sAthe kriyAne paNa erakaTA thaI javAnA. A pramANe tame samajI zakayA haze! ke jJAna ane kriyA parasparamAM ajaba rIte saMkaLAyelA che. zraddhA: jJAnanI sthApaka-- tIthakara mahArAje peAtAnA paramajJAnathI nIhALyu ke A jIva anAdinA che, A krama' ane bhava anAdinA che, ane ApaNe emanA jJAna upara ane emanA vacana upara zraddhA rAkhIne e vAta mAnI lIdhI, ane e mAnavAmAM ApaNA peAtAnA ati maryAdita jJAnathI ApaNane je phAyado na thai zake e phAyado ApaNe meLaLyA, bALakane mAkhApanA jJAnathI zarIrapASaNanA phAyado maLe che tema, ane e kAyado meLavIne anAdipaNAnI mAnyatAmAMthI kAika vakhate evA suavasara jarUra Avaze ke jayAre ApaNe pAte-svayaM e anAdipaNAnuM darzana karIzu', jema khALaka mATuM thatAM dUdha ane gaLaguthInA phAyadA svaya' samaje che tevI rIte, paNa A badhAnuM mULa karyAM gayuM ? khIjAnA jJAna upara. jo dunIyAmAM jJAna jevI cIja na mAnIe te zraddhA paNa kayAM rahevAnI ? zraddhAnA artha ja e che ke khIjAnA jJAna upara ke khIjAnA kahelA upara vizvAsa rAkhavA. eTale je mANusA zraddAnuM astitva svIkAre che teo jJAnane inkAra naja kare. keTalIka vakhata aMdhazraddhA paNa mANasane upayeAgI thai paDe che e vAta paNa tame tamArA rAjanA jIvanavyavahAra uparathI samajI zakeA che. tamane ekaDA bhaNatI vakhate ekaDAnI jarUratanuM" bhAna na hatuM ane enI mahattAnI paNa pIchANu na hatI tame te mAtra 'lakIranA phkIra' banIne mahetAjInA kahevAthIja ekaDA bhaNyA, paNa zuM tamane e ekaDA bhaNyAneA phAyadA nathI thatA jarUra thAya che ja. bIjI dRSTAMta ho. khALaka nAnuM hAya che tyAre mA, khApA, kAkA, bhAi, mAmA, dAdA, vigere zabdo khelavA lAge che. have huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke e bALaka A badhu' olyAM pachI samaja ke samajayA pachI eyeA ? tamAre kahevuM paDaze ke e bALaka pahelAM mAtra khelatAMja zIkhyA hatA. e vakhate ene e zabdonA arthanI samajaNu na hatI. e tA mAtra pApaDhanA rAmarAma'nI mAphaka khIndranA khelyA ke zIkhavyA zabdenu' uccAraNuja karatA hatA, paNa ene e zabdonuM jJAna nathI tethI e zabdo eNe khelavA nahi evu* kAi kahe che kharU ke ? eka vakhata khelAyelA zabdonA e dhIme dhIme artha samajavA lAge che, paNa jene khelavAnu ja nahi haiAya ene samajaNa AvavAnIja kayAMthI ? jene zraddAja nahi hoya ane jJAna thavAnu ja zAnuM? bhUkha kANu ? khUkhI tA e che ke je aNusamajaNumAMthI tame samajaNA thayA, je zraddhAnA AdhAre tame jJAna meLavyu', chevaTe samajaNA thayA pachI eja zraddhA ane aNusamajaNune vagAvavA lAge che. . A te seA uMdara mArIne khIllIbAI heja karavA upaDI'

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mAna isudhAzi jI. (*) sudhAbiMdu 1 jevuMja kahevAya! zraddhAbharI mAnyatAthI ane samajaNa vagaranI khelIthI tame DAhyA thayA ane pachI kahevA lAgyA ke e zraddhAja zu kAmanI e aNusamajaNu zu' kAmanI ? paNa mahAnubhAva ! je chAyA nIce besIne tame Anada karyAM eja vRkSanA nAza karA tA tamArA jevA bhUkha kANu gaNAya ? tamArA mATe have kadAca bhale e vastu mahatva vagaranI lAgatI hAya pazu jagatamAMthI tA enuM mahatva echuM naja thaI zake. khALapaNanI keTalIka evI kriyA pazu jarUra haze ke jenA tarapha tamane atyAre aNugamAnI lAgaNI ke ghaNAnA bhAvA pedA thayA haze, paNa zuM eTalA mAtrathI duniyAmAMthI e vastunA nAza thai jAya che kharA ? nahija ! svayaM sudhAra. vaLI sarvajJa mahArAje prarUpela upadezamAM "mAnA te" "kadAca Ama hAya te' e vigere zakAvALAM vAkaye jo tame vAparI zake che te tame tamArA sa'sAravyavahAramAM mAne bAyaDI ke bAyaDIne mA karIne kema nathI sa MkheSatA ? te jagyAe kema tamAre tamArI sAna barAbara ThekANe rAkhavI paDe che? e te| sAmAnya niyama che ke jayAM DaMDA paDatA heAya tyAMja ApaNe sIdhA cAlIe chIe. dharmane mATe game teTaluM vAMku melIe paNa ApaNane kANu chu' karavAnA che ? eTale ApaNA manamAM phAve ema elIe chIe ! paNa mahA nubhAvA! yAda rAkheA ke ahiM naDui maLe te parabhave maLaze ! bIjA badhA tamane cheDI deze paNa karmakAkA tamArA pIchA nahi cheDe. ete tamArI kharAkhara hAjarI levAne ! tyAM tamArUM zuM nahi. cAlavAnu` ! mATe pArakAnA mArathI sudharavAnu` mUkI daine potAnI meLeja sudharA te kevuM sArUM' ke jethI tamAre e kanA pajAmAM vadhAre jakaDAvuM na paDe! sAcu' thANIsvAta...trya. Aja kAla keTalAkanA magajamAM e pavana pesI gayeA che ke amane vicAravAta bya ane vANIsvAtaMtraya kema nahi ? zA mATe ame amArA manamAM Ave tevA vicAra na karIe ke amane sArUM' lAge evuM na elIe? A jamAnAmAM AvA prakAranI svata`tratA meLavavAnI bhAvanA divase divase vadhAre ugra rUpa letI jAya che. alakhata satvAbhimAnanI draSTie A mAnyatAmAM paNa keTaluM'ka sArU tatva samAyeluM cheja ! paNa te maryAdita kSetramAMja! jo e kSetranI maryAdAne nAza karavAmAM Ave te enuM pariNAma kharAmaja AvavAnuM. raste cAlatI bairIne vahu kahevAnA vANIsvAtaMtryane kayA sabhya samAja sAMkhI leze? kharI vAta to e che ke jene ApaNe vANIsvAta'tryanA nAmathI oLakhAvIe chIe e vANIsvAtaMtrya kaI cIDIyAnuM nAma che eja ApaNune kharAkhara khabara nathI ! koipaNa mANusa vANIsvAtaMtryanA artha evA tA naja kare ke manamAM Ave tema akavu. ke manamAM Ave tevA asabaMdha ane asabhya pralApa karavA! ane jo AvA prakAranA bakavATaneja vANIsvAtaMtryanA namunA rUpe lekhavAmAM Ave tA tA thANAnI gAMDAnI ispitAlanA dardI eja sauthI vadhAre sukhI gaNAya ! ke jeo manamAM phAve tevuM khakI zake che ! paNa kharI vAta e che ke je vastu phAyadAkAraka hoya, jenu pariNAma sArUM' hAya ane je khInA satya hAya te khelavAnI chUTa tenuM nAma vANIsvAtatrya! AvA prakAranuM vANI uparanA sa'yamavALu. vANIsvAtathya keTalA pALe che? mahAnubhAvA ! yAda rAkhA ke kharUM. nANIsvAtaMya eTale khUba vicAramAMthananA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAsiMdu chuM. aMte sAcI lAgelI vastune nirbhayapaNe janatA samakSa mUkavI! AvA prakAranuM vANIsvAtaMtrya jayAre ApaNe samajazuM ane pALazuM tyAre ApaNI dazA atyAra karatAM aneka gaNI uMcI haze! bAkI viveka vagaranuM vANusvAtaMtrya e svAtaMtratA nahi paNa svacchaMdatAja che ke jenuM pariNAma patanamAMja Ave che. kare te pAme! duniyAmAM je ApaNe koI ulaTI kalpanA karIe to ApaNe gunhegAra gaNAIe chIe te sarvajJa jevA paramajJAnavAnanA vacanamAM zaMkA karatAM ApaNe kema gunhegAra na gaNuIe ? e vItarAga bhagavAnanA vacana upara zraddhA rAkhIne ApaNe e vastu AcaraNamAM mUkavI joIe! kAraNake mAtra zraddhA ke mAtra jJAna kaI paNa phAyado nathI karI zakatAM! phaLa mATe kriyAnI jarUra rahe che. hajAra varasa nI pAse bese paNa hatheDe laIne TIpavAnuM nahi kare te tamane ghaDatAM nahi ja AvaDavAnuM. citrakAra banavAnI icchAvALA mATe citrakArane pADazaja ekale pUratuM nathI. eNe to pitAnA hAthe lITI deravA vigerene abhyAsa karavo paDaze. kriyA karo ane phaLa meLave. paDayA paDayA kadI koInuM peTa bharAyuM che? jJAna te ghaNAyane hoya paNa kriyA thoDAka ja karI zake! badhAya jANe che ke sIdhI lITI kene kahevAya! paNa sIdhI lITI derI keTalA zake che? jeNe vAraMvAra ene abhyAsa karyo hoya teja, jJAna te eka vakhata thayuM eTale patyuM paNa kriyAne mATe te lAMbu parizIlana joIe ane Aja jJAna ane kriyAne mukhya bheda! ghaNAya samaje che ke vyasana rAkhavA beTAM che. bIDI, tamAku, pAna ke bIjI Tevo nukazAna karanArI che. chatAM enAthI keTalA bacI zake che? saMsAra kharAba che, mithyAva bahuja bhayaMkara cIja che, avirati pApanuM mULa che, kaSAyo saMsAranA bIja che, A badhuM mAtra jANavAnI daSTie keNa nathI jANatuM ? chatAM keTalA e jJAna pramANe potAnA AcaraNane pheravI zake che? eka vastunuM jJAna thavA mATe eka vastu jANavA mATe palakanAja samaya joIe che. amuka vyakita saMsAramAMthI tarI gaI; amuka jIva tIrthakara thaye; amuka mANase kSaNa mAtramAM potAnuM kalyANa sAdhI lIdhuM. mASa tuSa jeoe thoDA ja samayamAM kevaLa jJAnano AsvAda cAkhe! A badhI vastu ApaNe badhA sArI rIte jANIe chIe paNa e jANavA mAtrathI ApaNuM vanyuM? kharUM kalyANa to tyAre ja thaze ke jayAre ApaNe enA mATe prayatna AdarIzuM! karoDanI saMkhyAnuM ApaNane sahune bhAna che. kareDAdhipati kone kahe e paNa ApaNe sArI rIte samajIe chIe chatAM ApaNe kaTIvaja kema nathI banI jatA? kahe ke karoDane samajavA e eka vAta che ane karoDa meLavavA e bIjI vAta che. karoDane meLavatAM meLavatAM te vAMsAnI karoDa bhAMgI jAya che, ane AMtaraDAM ucAM Ave che. koDa jJAna mAtrathI te ApaNe jarAya daLadara dura thatuM nathI. e ja pramANe mithyAtvAdine kharAba jANIe chatAM tenAthI vegaLA thavA mATe kSaNa mAtrane paNa prayatna na karIe te zuM vaLe? prayatnanI pAchaLaja saphaLatA che e vAta bhUlavI nahi joIe ! prayatna kahe ke kriyA kahe eka ja vastu che ! kriyAnuM mahAbhya. kevaLa jJAna ane kevaLa zraddhAnI daSTieja vicArIe te jevAM prakAranAM jJAna ane zraddhA ethe guNaThANe hoya che tevAMja caudame guNaThANe hAya che. mithyAtva kharAba, avirati cheDavA lAyaka, virati AdaraNIya e vigere jema cethAmAM hoya

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AnaMda-suSAsiMdhu. (2) che. tema caudamAmAM hoya che ane jevuM codamAmAM hoya che tevuM ja cethAmAM hoya che! eTaleke cothe jema kSAyika samyaktva ane nava tatvanI yathArtha zraddhA hoya che, caudamAmAM paNa eja hoya che. te pachI e kSAyika samyakRtvavALA cethA guNaThANAmAM ane cadamAM guNaThANAmAM pharaka karyo? eka! ane te pharaka te vartanane ! kriyAno-AcaraNana! ekamAM amuka prakAranuM AcaraNa hoya che jyAre bIjAmAM bIjA prakAranuM ucca prakAranuM AcaraNa hoya che ane AcaraNane bhedane lIdheja uMcA athavA nIcA guNaThANAnI vyavasthA rAkhavAmAM AvI che. jJAna ane zraddhA cethA pachI badheya eka sarakhAM hovA chatAM vartananI muzkelI ane vartananA bhedane lIdheja judA judA guNaThANA gaNavAmAM Ave che. amuka prakAranuM AcaraNa kare te upazama zreNu sudhI pahoMce; amuka prakAranuM AcaraNa kare te kSepaka zreNIe pahoMce. jeTalA aMze vartana uMcu bane ane mohano cUro thAya eTalA aMze zreNI caDhiyAtI sasajavI ! mahAnubhAvajJAna ane zraddhAmAM aha karaka nahi hovA chatAM mAtra kiyAnA pAlanane kAraNeja-eka nahi-be nahi paNa coda cauda guNaThANanI vyavasthA rAkhavI paDI che eja batAve che ke AtmAne uo ane nIce banAvavAmAM kriyAneja mukhya bhAga che! ' ane e vAta te jagajANItI che ke je vastumAM jeTaluM vadhAre mahatva, enuM pAlana paNa eTaluM ja vadhu kaThaNa! kharekhara, duniyAmAM mahatva ane AkarApaNuM sAthe ja joDAyelAM hoya che ! mahatva meLavavuM hoya te tamAre AkarApaNunI parIkSA pasAra karavI ja rahI ! nahi te dareka mANasa mahatvanI rakSA na karata. paNa mahatvanI sAcI rakSA te keka viralAja karI zake che! bALadIkSAnuM rahasya. mahAnubhAvo! kriyAnuM ATaluM badhuM mahAsya samajyA pachI have tamAre paNa bALadIkSAnuM rahasya samajavuM kaThina nahi paDe! je leke ema kahe che ke bALakane enA bAlyakALamAMja dIkSA nahi ApatAM uMmara lAyaka thAya eTale ke enI 18 varasanI samajaNavALI uMmara thAya tyAM sudhI tamArI (sAdhunI) pAse rAkhIne tatvajJAnano abhyAsa karavo ane pachI ene dIkSA Apo ! Ama bolanAre samajavuM joIe ke padArthane jANavA mAtrathI AcaraNamAM sudhAro nathI thaI jato ! paNa ene mATe te khUba abhyAsanI jarUrata rahe che. jeTalA aMze AcaraNane abhyAsa vadhAre eTalA aMze kriyAmAM vadhu saphaLatA ! ApaNe eka bALakane dIkSA ApatA pahelAM enI 18-20 varasanI uMmara thAya tyAM sudhI rAha jotA besIe te " huM pura ra ra cAra rasa" jevuM kharAba pariNamaja Ave! dIkSA ApavAmAM vilaMba te karyo sArI daSTie ke e bhAI dIkSAnuM rahasya barAbara samaje. tatvajJAna barAbara meLave ane pachI pitAnI jJAnadaSTithI deravAIne dIkSAne patha grahaNa kare ! paNa pariNAma dhAryA karatAM sAva viparIta AvyuM. e aDhAra-vIsa varasanI uMmara thatAM thatAmAM te e bhAIe tatvajJAna ane dhArmika vRttine abhyAsa karavAnI sAthe sAthe aneka vyasanonAM vamaLamAM aTavAI gayA ! saMsAra viSayasukhomAM ene mehakatAnuM darzana thayuM ezaArAmamAM ene lebhAvanAruM AkarSaNa anubhavAyuM, piMDapaSaNamAM ene paramAnaMdanuM darzana

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAbiMdu huM thayuM ane pele tatvajJAnane abhyAsa to mAtra AtmA vagaranA zarIra jevuM khAlI bekhuM banI ga! ane pelI dIkSA levAnI vAta? ene te bIcArIne kayAMI patto ja na maLe ! dIkSA dIkSAne ThekANe rahI ane A bhAI te saMsAramAM masta banI gayA! mahAnubhAvo ! A vAta sAva sAcI che. anubhavathI sAcI che. eka mANasane eka vastune khyAla na hoya tyAM lagI e choDavI ene mana moTI vAta nathI! paNa ene AsvAda cAkhyA pachI enAthI chUTA paDavuM bahu AkarUM thai paDe che! tame ja kaho ke dArU choDa athavA dArUnuM sevana na karavuM e tamAre mana ramata che, paNa eka dArUDIyAne kahe ke bhAI dArU choDa ! te ene e kevuM AkaruM lAgavAnuM ? eja pramANe eka mANasane saMsAranA bhrAmaka sukhanuM AkarSaNa nathI thayuM tyAM lagI saMsAra choDavo ene mana ramata che paNa jyAM saMsAranI meDakatAnA jALamAM phasAye ke pachI tame game teTaluM kare chatAM emAMthI nIkaLavuM muzkela che. basa ! ahiMja bALadIkSAnI AvazyakatAnI jaDa che. bALakanuM hadaya AyanA jevuM sApha hoya che. enA upara jevA saMrakAro pADe tevA paDavAnA ! bALaka te dareka vastu grahaNa karavAnuM ! emAM kharAba vastune praveza na thaI jAya e dhyAna te enA zubhecchaka gaNAtA vaDIloeja rAkhavAnuM che ! have kahe mahAnubhAve ! ke AtmAnA uddhAra mATe bALadIkSAnI jarUra kharI ke nahi? ane bAladIkSita jeTaluM AtmakathANu sAdhI zake eTaluM bIjA sAdhI zake kharA ke? eja sAcuM bALadIkSAnuM rahasya rAinA bhAva rAte gayA. ApaNe ApaNI TevanA gulAma chIe ! e Tevane AdhIna thaIne eka vastu kharAba lAgavA chatAM ApaNe cheDI zakatA nathI ! mAyA ane kapaTane tame sArAM gaNe che? aDhAra pApasthAnaka sevana karavA te sAruM che? chatAM e choDavAnI vAta AvyuM tyAre tamane zuMnuM zuM thaI jAya che ! paNa AmAM tamAro vAMka nathI ! e saMsAranI ja evI lIlA che ke kharAba samajavA chatAM tyAga na karI zakAya! tame amuka vastune tyAga karavAno vicAra kare ke tamArA upara e saMsAramahArAjAnA sipAIo hala karI uDavAnA! ane e sipAIonA AkramaNane kAraNe pAchA tame saMsAramAM rAcatA thaI javAnA! je mANasa kedamAM na sapaDAyela hoya te manamAM Ave tyAM nAsI bhAgI ke harI pharI zake paNa je bIcAro kedakhAnAmAM pUrAyo hoya ane jenA upara sakhata cokIpahero heya te kyAM casakI zake? A saMsAramAM rAcI rahelA mANase paNa kedakhAnAnA kedI samAna ja samajavA ! jayAM pArakA paheredAra hoya tyAM TavuM AvuM kaThina che tyAM je tamArA AtmAmAM aneka aMdaranAja paheregIre hoya enAthI te tame kevI rIte chUTI zake? jyAM dIkSA levAno vairAgyano vicAra kare ke tarata bIjA se vicAro tamArI sAme ubhA thavAnA! tamane tamArA khAvApIvAno vicAra AvavAne tamArA dIkarAdIkarIonI phIkara tamane thavAnI tamArA mAtApitAne vicAra AvavAne, tamArI strInI ciMtA tamane muMjhavavAnI! A badhAya vicAre upara vijaya meLave te ja tame saMsArasAgara taravAne samartha thaI zake ! nahi te vairAgyanA vicAro e vicAra rUpaja rahevAnA! vaLI marelA kedInI pAchaLa koI paheregIre nahi chUTavAnA! mAtra becAra bhegA thaIne ene kuTI bALavAnA ! paNa je kedI nAsI chUTayo ke enI pAchaLa 10-20 paDavAnA ane ene pakaDI kADhavAnA ! evIja rIte saMsArane tyAga karavA taiyAra thAo ke A aMdaranA paheregIre

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (94) sudhArmiMda 1 luM. tamane herAna karI nAkhavAnA, paNa tamAruM mRtyu thAya tyAre eka paNa ADe hAtha devA nahi AvavAno ane je banatuM hoya te banavA devAne. mahAnubhAvo! A saMsAramAM mANasane bharoso nathI; eTale moTI uMmaranI vATa joI besI rahevuM e naryuM mUrkhatAbharyuM ja che! emAM te jyAre vicAra thayo tyAre ene amala karI nAkhavo! nahi te "rAInA bhAva rAte gayA" jevuM thAya ! A badhI vastusthiti samajanAra DAho mANasa kadI paNa ema na kahe ke amuka uMmara thavA gho! pachI joI laIzuM! bIlADI bAInuM netaruM. paNa Ama uMmaranA bahAne dIkSAno InkAra karanArAone aMdarane Azaya zuM hoya che te jarA tapAsa ! emane to Ama uMmara ane lAyakAta vigere vastuo AgaLa karIne dIkSAnI vAtaja uDAvI devI che ! paNa sAthe sAthe jAheramAM khulekhule ene niSedha karavAnI hiMmata na hovAnA kAraNe ane potAnI jAtane dhamI tarIke dekhADavAnI lAlasA hevAnA kAraNe sIdhe niSedha na karatAM Ama ADakatare niSedha kare che! A te khule na kare ane kAma thatuM aTakAvI devuM enA mATe eka prakAranI yukita che. bAkI enI pAchaLa te nabaLI manedazAja rahelI che ! A te pelA bagalA ane bIlADI bAI jevuM thayuM ! bIlADI bAIne vicAra thaye ke bagalA bhAIne notarUM ApIe ! ane sAthe sAthe e paNa vicAra thayo ke notarUM ApIe, mAlapANI banAvIe, bagalAbhAInI AgaLa paNuM dharIe paNa koI evI yukti zodhI kADhIe ke bagalAbhAI dekhatA rahe ane ApaNe ekalAja khIra jamI jaIe ! bIlADI bAIe vicAra karyo ane emanA luccA bhejAmAMthI eka yukita jaDI AvI ! emaNe khIra banAvI ! aMdara sarasa sarasa sugaMdhI masAlA nAkhyA. cAre tarapha sAphasupha karIne jaLachaMTakAva karIne jamavA mATe suMdara pATalA nAkhyA: ane vakhata thayo eTale bAlAbhAInI padharAmaNI thaI. bIlADI bAIe bagalAbhAIne pATalA upara besAryA ane eka pahoLI thALImAM khIra pIrasI, ane sAmA pATalA upara pote goThavAI gayAM, ane bolyAM, cAle bagalAbhAI jamavAnuM zarU karo, ane e te lapalapa karatA badhI khIra caTa karI gayAM. ane pelA bIcArA lAMbI cAMcavALA bagalAbhAI te joIja rahyA, ane bhUkhyA peTe ane vile moDe pitAnA ghera pAchA pharyA. A uMmara ane lAyakAtanA bahAne dIkSAne virodha karanArAonI paNa paDadA pAchaLanI manodazA A ApaNI bIlADI bAI jevI ja che. netaruM te devuM che paNa jamavA nathI devuM: dIkSAnI vAta te karavI che paNa koIne levA nathI devI. dIkSAnA vakhANa khUba karavA che : rikSA AtmakalyANanuM sAdhana che ema bolavuM che paNa baMdhAraNa evuM ubhuM karavuM che ke koI dIkSA leja nahi. 18 varSanI umara sudhI bALaka kahIne dIkSA rokavAnA: pachI paraNelo samajI rokavAnA. pachI bALa baccAvALe gaNIne virodha karavAnA! tyAre dIkSA ApavAnA kayAre ? jyAre yamarAjanuM teDuM Avaze tyAre? ke jyAre zarIra jIrNazIrNa thaIne koIpaNa saMsArInA svArthapaSaNamAM upayogI na rahe tyAre? ane AvA baherA-lulA ke "marate nathI ne mAco mUkaya nathI" jevA dIkSA levA lAge te pachI sAdhusamudAyamAM jevA tevAja bhegA thavAnA. ane pachI pelA dIkSAnA virodhIo kahevAnA ke sAva TheThA bhegA karyA che! bhalA mANasa bALakane dIkSA devAya nahi, juvAnathI levAya nahi, AdheDane upAdhi vaLagI te pachI

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Ana-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAsiMda 1 huM. AvA bhegA thAya emAM ke deSa? paNa kharI vastusthitine vicAraja kene kare che? emane te manamAM Ave tema vagara vicAryuM bolavuM che ane karavuM che ! paNa mahAnubhAva! yAda rAkhaje ke AvA virodhI mArganuM anusaraNa karavAmAM na te tamArUM pitAnuM kalyANa che, ke na te tamArA samAja-dharmanuM kaMI sArthaka thavAnuM che. emAM te dareka deSane bhAgI thavAne ane DUbavAno ! mATe he mahAnubhAve ! e "bIlADI bAInA netarA" jevI kapaTabharI vRttithI vegaLA rahejo ane AtmakalyANano vicAra karIne e raste tamArA tana, mana ane dhanane upayogamAM lagADaje. AmAMja tamArUM ane tamArA saunuM kalyANa che ! AgamanuM rahasya. Agamane dareka mANasa mAthe caDhAvavAno dAvo kare che! paNa emAM keTalAka jIvo-mANaso evA paNa hoya che ke-AgamanI vAtamAM dehaDAhyA mANasanI mAphaka potAnA abhiprAya che te paNa AgaLa kare che ke keTalIka vakhata saMghasattAnuM nAma AgaLa dhare che ! paNa eka mANasanA eka kathanane mAthe caDhAvavAnuM jAhera karavuM ane bIjI tarapha emAMja pitAne sudhAre raju kare e zuM paraspara virodhI manavRtti na kahevAya? kahevuM che kaMIne karavuM che kaMI ? A te thALamAM khIra pIrasavA jevuM kahevAya! bAkI ekalA zAstro mAM khIra pIrase ane sarAImAM paNa pIrase jethI bIlADI ane bagalA aneka peTa bharAya ! dIkSA saMbaMdhI jeTalI vicAraNuM AvazyakIya che e badhI zAstromAM ApI che! pachI pitAnI ke saMghasattAnI vAta AgaLa karavAthI phAyade che? dIkSAnA virodhIonI A pravRtti che, paNa pitAnuM kalyANa IcchanAre potAnI meLe ja zubha pravRtti karavI paDaze. jJAna vagara kriyA na thAya e ghelachA choDI daIne zAstrakAra upara aTaLa zraddhA rAkhIne kriyAnuM AcaraNa karavuM joIe! AgamanI racanA keI lebhAgu ke zerImAM rakhaDatA mANase nathI karI paNa parama jJAnavAna tIrthaMkara-gaNadhara bhagavAnee, saMsAranA prANIonA saMpUrNa sArAsArane vicAra karIne karI che emAM ApaNuM badhAyanuM ekAMta hitaja samAyeluM che! ene jJAnamAM utAre yA na utAro kriyAmAM utArazo eTale tamane jarUra phaLa maLavAnuM ! dareka mANasa dAkatarI vidyAne abhyAsa na karI zake. chatAM ene phAyade te dareka prANIne maLI zake che ! zAstronuM pharamAna che ke "karaze te taro" tamAre karavuM hoya te zAstrone AgaLa rAkhIne e pramANe AcaraNu karo! tamAruM kalyANa avazya thaze ! ane zAstranuM te eja rahastha che ke keIpaNa mANasa kAMI paNa jAtane vicAra karyA vagara, AMkha mIcIne paNa zAne kahelA raste cAle to enuM ekAMta kamANuja thAya che. Aja zAstronuM rahasya ! Aja sAcuM zAstra ! ane A ekAMta lAla mAM maLe eja khare Agama!

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mAna-suSArSika sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. che mahAvatemAM syAdvAdanI saMkalanA. dharmano raMga. zAstrakAra mahArAja nyAyAcArya zrI yazovijayajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAjA zrI jJAnasAra prakaraNa karatAM thakA bhavyajInA upakAra mATe kahI gayA che ke jenA nAmadhArIe mokSanI IcchAvALAe pitAnA AtmAne mokSane lAyaka banAvavA mATe, pitAne AtmAne guNavAna banAvavA che pahelAM traNa vastu gaLathuthImAM grahaNa karavI joIe ! jayAM sudhI mANasa gaLathuthIe nathI cahata tyAM sudhI te khorAka levAne ke pacAvavAne lAyaka nathI banI zakate. gaLathuthIe AhAra levAnuM prathama pagathIyuM che ane pahelA pagathIyA upara paga melyA vagara keIpaNa mANasa AgaLa vadhI zake kharA? nahi! upara caDhavAnI IcchAvALAe pahelAM te nIcenA pagathIyA 5sAra karavAja joIe eja pramANe dhArmikavRttinA bhejanane abhyAsa thAya teTalA mATe tyAM paNa zarUAtamAM gaLathuthInI AvazyakatA paDe ja che. je e gaLathuthI ApaNe barAbara pacAvI jaIzuM to AgaLa upara vadhAre taravabharI dhArmikavRttirUpa bhajana pacAvatAM ApaNane vAra nahi lAge ! eTalA mATe AtmAthI manuSya mATe jainapaNanI gaLathuthInI parama AvazyakatA rahe che! enA vagara sAcI dhArmikatAne pAke raMga ApaNA AtmAne naja lAgI zake! e gaLathuthI jeTalI vadhAre sArI eTalA aMze e raMga vadhAre pAke lAgavAne! gaLathathI ane pAke. je lokone pahelAthI ja jenapaNAnI gaLaguthI nathI maLI hatI teo dhArmika kAryo nathI karatA ema nathI. teo paNa dhArmika kAryo kare che, paraMtu harakata mAtra eTalI ja che ke teo adharmanA halAne sahana karI zakatA nathI, emanA upara mithyAtvIne hale AvI paDe te te vakhate potAnA dharmane teo vaLagI rahI zakatA nathI, paNa gabharAI jaIne ene cheDI de che ane pArakAnuM potAnuM banAve che. jyAM sudhI koI bAdhA ubhI na thaI hoya tyAM lagI to teo nirAbAdha paNe pitAnA dharmanuM pAlana 10, 20 30 ke tethIya vadhu varase mATe karatA rahe che, paNa chatAMya kaI kSaNe teo tenAthI vimukha banI jaze e kahI zakAtuM nathI. mAtra ekaja hamale ane khela khatama! varasa sudhI mahenata laIne ekaThuM kareluM dharmarUpI dhana temanI pAsethI eka kSaNa bharamAM luMTAI jAya che. ane teo mithyAtvInI mAnyatAne vadhAre baLavAn gaNIne tenA pUjanArA bane che. lAMbA lAMbA samaya sudhI dharmanuM pAlana karavA chatAM ekaja najIvA kAraNasara dharmane cheha denArA udAharaNa ApaNe badhAye sAMbhaLyA che! are eka prasaMga te dUra rahyo, mithyAtvIne eka vacana mAtrathI paNa dharmane tyAga karanArA mANaso paNa A duniyAmAM ja maLe che. A badhuM sAthI bane che?

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na da-sudhAsiMdhu. (27) sudhAbiMdu 1 OM. ekaja kAraNa ke je maneAbaLa upara emaNe dharmanI ImArata caNI hatI te caNataraneA pAye joie tevA ane joie teTaleA majabuta nahAtA thayA, ane kAcA pAyAnuM makAna paDIne jamInadosta thAya te emAM navAi zI ? A pramANe najIvA kAraNasara e dharma bhAvanAne nAza na thaI jAya e mATe zarUAtathIja jainapaNAnI gaLathuthI ApavA upara zAsrakArA jora mUke che, agara e pAku haze teA pachI game teTalI Apattie Ave; game tevA vikaTa prasa'gA upasthita thAya athavA te eka vakhata sAme game teTalA pratyeAbhane AvIne ubhA rahe ane lalacAvavA prayatna kare chatAM e dhArmikavRttinA mahela jarApaNu halavAne nahui ke ene lezamAtra paNa ijA AvavAnI naDhuiM. je makAnane pAceja majabuta hAya eNe dhodhamAra varasAda ke bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDAthI paNa Daravu. hAyaja zAnuM ? mahAnubhAve ! A sthaLe eka vAta jarA samajI tyA-ke makAnane pAye| je karavAmAM Ave che, makAnanA pAyAmAM sArAmAM sArI mAla vAparavAmAM Ave che te ane e pAyAne vadhune vadhu majabuta banAvavAmAM Ave che te zA mATe ? ethI ema kadI nathI samajavAnuM ke e pAyA vadhAre majabuta haze ! bahAranA makAnamAM vadhAre suMdaratA dekhAze ane kAcA haze teA makAna eDALa dekhAze ! e pAyA te jamInamAM daTAIja jAya che. e teja jayAM sAva sRSTimaryAdAnA pradezathI adRzya thaI jAya che tyAM enI makAnanI suMdaratAmAM vadhArA karavAnI vAtaja kayAMthI Ave ? ane chatAMya enI pAchaLa ATaluM adhu kharca karavAmAM Ave che! e eTalA mATe ke bhale e pAyeA tA sIdhI rIte makAnanI zAbhAmAM vadhArA na karatA hoya paNa e makAnanI zaiAbhAne bacAvI rAkhe cheja. game tevuM suMdara makAna hAya paNa jo najIvA AMcakAthI paDI jAya teA enI suMdaratA sathA nAza pAmavAnI ! e suMdaratAnA rakSaNa mATe pAye karavAmAM Ave che. eja pramANe jaitapaNAnI gaLathuthI paNa 'dekhItI rIte ka'i vizeSatAvALI nathI dekhAtI paNa chatAMya AkhI dhArmika bhAvanAnA e pAyA che. makAnanI suMdaratAmAM vadhArA karavA e eka vAta che ane e sudaratAnu rakSaNa karI rAkhavu e mIjI ane ahu kaThina vAta che ane e kAma pAyAnu che. pAcA pAkA te suMdaratA ciraMjIvI !!! keLavaNInA doSa keTale ? Aje dhArmikavRttine echI karavA mATe keTaleka aMze atyAranI keLavaNIne javAbadAra gaNavAmAM Ave che paNa Ama ekAMta doSa keLavaNIne mAthe DhoLavAmAM Ave che emAM keTale satyAMza che e jarA vicAravu ghaTe! je vamAna keLavaNI tamArA lekA le che eja keLavaNI musalamAna le che; teja keLavaNI hiMdue 2e che; ane eja keLavaNI digakho paNa lye che. chatAM musalamAnanA dila upara dhArmikabhAvanAnA nAza karavAmAM e keLavaNI kema asara nathI karatI ? e zikSita thavA chatAM peAtAnA paga kema vaLagI rahe che ? hiMdue paNa potAnA dharma pAlanamAM kema zithilAcArI thatA nathI ? digakharA paNa e zikSaNa sAme potAnA dharmane kevI rIte TakAvI rAkhe che? ane ekalA tameja dharmAne choDavA kema taiyAra thAe che ? ulaTuM digaMbarAne teA tamArI mAphaka dharma nu` rakSaNuM karanAma dha -guruonA lAbha nathI maLatA. tamArA mATe tA 1000-2000 sAdhu-sAdhvIone sahavAsa

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (98). sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. karavAno-emanuM vacana zravaNuM karavAno zubha yoga che. chatAM tame DhIlA paDI jAe do, ane e tA majabutaja 2ryuM che. kAraNa? kAraNa eka ja ke ene pahelAthI ja evA paNa che. kAra ma9yA che, enA upara dharmane e pAke raMga lAgyA che ke bIjA koI paNa raMganI enA upara asara thatI nathI, tIrthonA rakSaNanI ane tIrthonA jhagaDAonI vAta Ave che tyAM tame udAsI mAsanI mAphaka cheka chevADe jaIne bese che ane vicAra karo cho ke e rAkhe teya zuM ane ApaNe rAkhIye toya zuM? paNa ema na samajazo ke Ama bolavAnI pAchaLa pUruM pagAra kAra a te, lAgaNInA pravAhamAMthI ubhI thelI samAdhAnavRtti rahelI che. e te kevaLa pitAne dharma taraphanA ALasanA lIdheja ema kahIne pIche choDAvavAno rasto che. hamaNAM tamArA pitAne ja kesa hoya joIe? tame kevA kaTibaddha thaIne medAnamAM utarI paDo che! vAta ekaja che ke sAcI lAgaNI tamArI pAse nathI, ane koIka vakhata kesa laDha paNa paDe te tame bhADutI mANaso dvArA kAma karyo che. jyAre e ke te poteja vakIla berIsTara tarIke potAnA dharmanA rakSaNa mATe korTanA bAraNe dhakkA khAya che. tamAre keIna tIrtho haDapa karavA nathI. mAtra pitAnA che tenuM ja rakSaNa karavAnuM che, ane temAMya tamArI A sthiti che. jyAre teo te bIjAnA-tamArA tIrthomAM paNa pitAno haka sAbIta karavA taiyAra thAya che. e leke svayaM pitAnA dharmane mATe laDavA mATe keTalA taiyAra rahe che te vAta jeoe kesarIyA, tAraMgA, zikharajI vigerenI vigate jANe che teo bahu sArI rIte jANe che. e loko paNa tamArA jevIja keLavaNI le che chatAM tame tene cheDavA taiyAra cho jyAre teo pArakAne potAnA banAvavA mathe che ! sAcI vAta e che ke AmAM keLavaNIne jeTale deSa gaNavAmAM Ave che tenA karatAM ApaNA prAraMbhanA saMskAroneja vadhu doSa che. saMskAre sArA-sacoTa hoya to keLavaNI zuM karavAnI hatI ? AMgI ane AbhUSaNa e digabhara pitAnA dharmanI nItirItio bacAvavA mATe keTale utpAta kare che. nAgApaNe zaheramAM pharavuM e duniyAne nahi gamatI vAta che. chatAM te lokee tene bacAva karavA mATe keTalI jhaDemata uThAvI ! jyAre tame to thatA dharmane paNa aTakAvavA doDe che ! ThAI yuvAna ke yuvatI dIkSA letAM hoya che. eka prajA tarIke tene pitAne managamatuM karavAnA dareka adhikAra che. chatAM ApaNe adhikAro chInavI levA mATe ane e dhArmika pravRttine aTakAvavA mATe utpAta AdarIe chIe ! keTalo pharaka? pelA dharmane sthApavA udyama kare ane tame dharmane rokavA udyama kare. tame dIkSAnI bAbatamAM jamAnAne AgaLa dharo cho ane pelA nAgApaNAmAM paNa jamAnAnI darakAra karatA nathI. AmAM kayAM keLavaNIne savAla rahyo? vAta muvya e che ke huM jemAM pahelAthI tatvArthasUtra vigeredvArA ghaNuja sajajaDa saMskAra nAkhavAmAM Ave che ke jethI bIjI vastu emane tatkALa asara karI zakatI nathI ! zarUAtamAM jevA saMskAra paDyA evA kAyama ja rahevAnA ! eka vakhata kerA ghaDAmAM ghI nAkhe. pachI thiI kADhI nAkhIne ene game teTale sApha kare chatAM emAMthI ghInI asara nahi ja khasavAnI ! tamArAmAM ema kahenArA nIkaLyA ke bhagavAnane AMgI, mukuTa, kuMDaLa vigere zA mATe ? bhalA emanAmAM koI e nIkaLe khare ke jeNe kahyuM hoya ke ApaNu bhagavAnane mukuTa, kuMDaLa vigere

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (9) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. AbhUSaNe zA mATe nahi? jarA prAsaMgika rIte e AMgI ane AbhUSaNe para vicAra karIe ! -paramAtmAne pakhAla karavAnuM vidhAna te lekemAM paNa che ane ApaNAmAM paNa che. tyAre have vicArIe ke-e pakhAla-abhiSeka e gRhasthapaNanI apekSAe karavAmAM Ave che ke sAdhupaNAnI apekSAe? te ke vuM paDaze ke gRhasthapaNAnI apekSAe ! kAraNa ke sAdhupaNAmAM te snAnakriyAnuM vidhAna koInA paNa zAstramAM nathI karavAmAM AvyuM ! tyAre have bhagavAna je gRhasthapaNAmAM snAna karatA hatA to zuM teo ghareNAM dhAraNa karatA na hatA? bhagavAnanA merU parvata upara karava mAM Avela abhiSekane yAda karIne enA smaraNarUpe ApaNe ui azi' karIe chIe. iMdra mahArAje je pramANe karyuM hatuM enuM anukaraNa karIe chIe. zrAvakanA mATe je dravyapUjAnuM vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che e iMdra mahArAjanuM anukaraNa che. te pachI AMgI ke AbhUSaNe paNa e ja gRhasthapaNAnI apekSAe paherAvavAmAM Ave to zI harakta che? je kevaLa vItarAga dazAnI mUrtinuM ja pUjana karavAnuM hoya te te Aje paNa na karAvI zakAya ! eTalA mATe je loko snAna-abhiSekanuM vidhAna karavA chatAM AMgI A bhUSaNane niSedha kare che te kevaLa te konA matAgraha sivAya bIjuM kazuM nathI ! apavAdika hiMsA! hiMsA, juTha, cerI ane parigrahamAM syAdvAda cAle che. hiMsA na kara vAnuM dareka ThekANe vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che, paraMtu vihArAdikanA prasaMge nadI vigere utaravAne prasaMge upasthita thAya te te paNa karavuM paDe che, ane Ama karavA jatAM kaMIka aMze hiMsA jarUra thAya cheja. hiMsAne varjavAnuM jarUra kahevAmAM AvyuM che paNa apavAdane aMge hiMsA tarapha durlakSya paNa karAya che. alabata hiMsAne kadI paNa vidheya nathI mAnavAmAM AvatI chatAM amuka hiMsA anivArya hevAnA kAraNe koIpaNa prakAre e hiMsA karyA vagara TakA na hovAnA kAraNe ane amuka kArya karavA mAM enA vagara cAle ema na hovAnA kAraNe, e karavI paDatI hiMsA tarapha durlakSya karavuM paDe che. A hiMsA eka prakAranA Apada, dharma tarIke gaNavAmAM Ave che. Ane artha evo to kadIpaNuM naja karAya ke hiMsA karavAmAM harakata nathI. jeTalI hiMsA thAya eTaluM pApa te avazya lAgavAnuM. chatAM amuka prakAranI anivArya hiMsA dubhAte dile paNa karavI paDe che, ane A hiMsAne zAstrakAroe apavAdika hiMsA tarIke oLakhAvI che. keTalAka mahAnubhAvonuM kahevuM che ke zrI. nedhara bhagavAne nadI utaravAnuM kahyuM nathI. kAraNa ke-je nadI utaravAnuM kahe che te AjJA thAya ane te paNa hiMsAmAM AjJA thAya ! ane zrIjinezvara bhagavAn jevA paramakRpALu puruSa-ke jenA manamAM kIDIthI te kuMjara sudhInA tamAma jIvo mATe karUNAbhAva bharyo che-te uThIne A pramANe hiMsAmAM AjJA Ape to te temaNe prarUpile Akho paMtha bagaDI jAya ! paNa mahAnubhAva ! A jagyAe jarAka samajavA jevI vAta che ! ema ekadama utAvaLA thavAnI jarUra nathI ! jarA dhIrajapUrvaka vicAra karazo to badhuM samajAI jaze ! bhagavAne nadI utare ema kahIne nadI utaravAno Adeza nathI A paNa ema te kahyuM che ke " nadI utaratAM jayaNa pALaje " AmAM kevA bhAvArtha nadI utaravAnA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (100 ) sudhAbi6 1luM. vidhAnamAM nathI paNa jayaNe pALavAnA vidhAnamAM che. eTale pachI nadI utaravAnI ke hiMsA karavAnI AjJA kevI rIte gaNAya? paNa tyAre nadI utaravAnuM je kAma te bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe ke AjJA bahAra ? samajo ke tame dIkSA lIdhI che ane vihAra karo ke tamArI sAme eka bIjo navadIkSita sAdhu che. vihAra karatAM vacamAM nadI AvI ! e navadIkSita sAdhu pANInA saMghaTTAthI gabharAya che. te vakhate tame zuM karavAnA ? tame jarUra tene kahevAnA ke bhAI, AvI rIte utaro ! ahiM paNa nadI utaravAne upadeza nathI paNa utaratI vakhate kema utaravuM e mArgadarzana karAvyuM che ! nadI utaratAM jayaNA pALavAnA vidhAnamAM keInA be mata che nahi! vicAra karavAnuM kAma tyAMja che kenadI utaravAnI kriyA e AjJAne anukULa ke AjJA bahAranI? -ahiM jarA zAsanI vAta samaje ! zAstramAM sApha kahyuM che ke- amuka nadIo amuka vakhate eLage to temAM AjJAnuM uladhana nathI thatuM ! nAvamAM besavAnuM vidhAna te tyAM ja karavAmAM AvyuM che ke jayAM chAtI uparathI vadhAre uDuM pANI hAya ! temAM paNa eTaluM kahyuM che ke e pANIne oLaMgyA vagara amuka vadhAre vihAra karavAthI je jamIna mArge ja jaI zakAya ema hoya to teja raste javuM! A badhA vidhiniSedha dayAnamAM rAkhIne pravRtti karanArane AjJA bahArane kema kahI zakAya? alabata je e zAstrajJAne vicAra karyA vinA ja pitAnA manane jema gamyuM tema karIne nadI utare te jarUra tene virAdhaka kahI zakAya ! vaLI bhagavAne nadI pAra na karavAne ekAMta niSedha karyAMya nathI ! nahi te jaLasiddha ane nadIsiddhinuM je varNana zAstromAM karavAmAM AvyuM che te beTuM Thare ! zAstromAM A pramANe sarvadezIya varNana mojuda hovA chatAM potAnA kadAgrahanuM khaMDana thatuM jovAnI asahyatAne kAraNe syAdvAda mAnavAmAM aDacaNa lAge che. bAkI sAcA tatvanI jijJAsA heya, ane manamAM kaI paNa prakAranI beTI mAnyatAo ghara karI gaI na hoya tene te syAdvAdane svIkAra sAkara je lAge che. saMyamanuM mUlya ? vaLI tame badhAye sAMbhaLyuM ja haze ke--" jattha jalaM tattha vaNaM jatya vaNaM tattha niyamaovAU / teUvAU sahagayA0 eTale ke jyAM pANI che tyAM vanaspati avazya hoya che, jyAM vanaspati hoya tyAM vAyara jarUra hoya; jyAM vAyare heya tyAM agni jarUra hoya; A pramANe ekalA pANInI jage para chae kAyanI virAdhanA mAnI che. te pachI A AjJA kayA muddAe karI? pANImAM eka paga mUke. ane e chae kAyanI virAdhanA thavAnI. e chae kAyanA jenuM maraNa thavAnuM ! Ama chatAM zAstrakAre e AjJA karavAnuM eka ja kAraNa che ke teoe cha kAyanI virAdhanA ane kadAca asaMkhyatAnA maraNa karatAM paNa saMyama TakAvavAne vadhu mahatvanI cIja gaNI ! vihAra karavAnuM vidhAna e saMyama TakAvavA mATe ja karavAmAM AvyuM che. are je saMyamane TakAvavA mATe-je saMyamanuM pAlana yathAsthita karavA mATe zrIjinezvara bhagavAn jevA paramatAraka ane parama Adarza purue paNa e cha kAyanI are e anaMtajInI virAdhanA tarapha durlakSya karyuM e saMyamanuM keTaluM mahAnuM mUlya hevuM joIe ? ane ATaluM badhuM pApa paNa kevaLa saMyamane TakAvavA mATeja ! nahi ke saMyamane vadhAravA mATe ke navuM prApta karavA mATe. AthI

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Ana'da-sudhAsi'dhu. (101) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. tame samajI zakaze ke sayama e keTalI mahAmUlyavAna vastu che. ! je sacamanA pAlana mATe ATaluM badhu kahevAmAM Ave che-ATalI badhI DisA tarapha durlakSya ApavAmAM Ave che teja sayamanI prApti mATe agara kai kaDakAI khatAvavI paDe te zuM harakata ? dIkSA levAnI vAta AvI ke sagAvahAlAe zeAkanA burakhA paherI lye che, keTalAkane thAka thAya che, keTalAka kRtrima zekanu pradarzana kare che! amuka prakAranA duHkhanA dekhAve kare che! tA zuM A badhAthI mujhAine dIkSA levAne vicAra mAMDI vALavA ? keTalAka dIkSAnA viASIe tA evA dhadhAja lai beThA che ke AvA zekanA prasa`gAne khUba meATA rUpamAM varNavIne game tema karIne dIkSAne aTakAvavAnA azubha prayatna Adare che! AvA prayatnamAM na te dIkSA lenAra taraph kei snehanI sAcA snehanI lAgaNI hAya che ke na tA dIkSA lenAranA sagA-saMbaMdhIe pratye sahAnubhUtinA bhAvA hAya che. AmAM te mAtra e sahunusmRti ane e snehunA khATA bAhuAnA nIce game tema karIne dIkSAne aTakAvavAnI badadAnata samAyelI hAya che! paNa dIkSA levAnI sAcI bhAvanAvALA puruSe AvI badadAnatabharI pravRttinA bhAga anyA sivAya ke AvI kSaNika, snehujanya ke svAjanya duHkhanI lAgaNIethI nahi deravAtAM peAtAnA hRdayane sArA lAgatA raste cAlIne ane bhAgavatI dIkSAnuM kharU rahasya ane sAcuM mUlya samajIne game te bhAge e uttama ratnane potAnuM karavuMja joie ! ApattinA sAmanA. bAkI e te| duniyAnA niyama che ke "zrayAMtti vahuvijJAni '' zubha kAryoMmAM seMkaDo AphatA Ave, paNa e AphtAne hasatA mukhe vadhAvI peAtAnA kArya mAM apratihuta rIte AgaLa vadhavu e vijayanI varamALa paheravAnI bhAvanAvALA mATe bahuja jarUrI che! are je kAmAM AphatanA vAdaLAMo mAthe tUTI na paDe e kArya mAM mahatvaja zuM? kharI rIte teA Apattija eka kArya ne mahatvavALu banAve che. eka kArya mAM jeTalI Aphata eTaluM e kAryAM mahAna! agara bALakane nava mAsa sudhI peAtAnA garbhamAM rAkhavAnuM kaSTa mAtAne uThAvavu na paDayu. hAta te mAtAne mana bALakanuM mahatva atyAre jeTaluM jovAmAM Ave che eTaluM hAta ne ? e nava mAsanA ga`tuMja kaSTa che ke je mAtAnA hRdayamAM saMtAnane mATe prANathI paNa adhika priyapaNAnI bhAvanAMne pedA kare che ! eTale ApattiethI tA DaravuMja nahi! peAtAnuM hRdaya zuddha rAkhIne eka kArya AraMbha karavuM ane pachI game teTalI Apattie Ave tepaNa calAyamAna na thavuM! koI kAmamAM Apatti Ave e sAva svAbhAvika bInA che paNa mane te e leAkeA mATe bhAvadayA upaje che ke jeo A dIkSA jevI parama pavitra vastumAM, peAtAnI jAtane jaina kahevaDAvavA chatAM, saMsAranA lIlavilAse ane mAhune khATu mATu' rUpa ApIne, nakAmAM patharA pheke che! evAone jainazAstranA mAnanArA kai rIte gaNavA ? bhale e leAkeAne karavu hAya te kare paNa dokSA lenAruM te kazu haiyu' karIne e mAhu ane virodhanI AphtAne jhIlavIja rahI! ane pachI game te bhege saMyamanu ArAdhana karavu'! ane ATalAja mATe zAstrakArAe hiMsAmAM syAdvAdane svIkAra karyAM che ke jethI sayamanA pAlanamAM nadI vigere utaravArUpa kArya karavAmAM harakata na Ave.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (12) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. hiMsA ane vacale mArga. A sthAne eka zaMkA pedA thAya che ke-zAstrakAroe hiMsAne e saMta niSedha na karatAM nadI utaravA vigeremAM thatI hiMsAnA kAraNe syAdvAdavALo niSedha mAnya che. te bhalA jema saMyamanuM ArAdhana vigere dhyAnamAM rAkhIne nadI utaravA vigeremAM thatI virAdhanAjanya hiMsAne apavAdarUpa svIkArI te bIjA dharmavALAoe mAnelA yajJayAgAdikamAM thatI hiMsAne apavAdarUpa kema na mAnI? e hiMsAne ekadama kema vakhoDI kahADI? e hiMsAnuM ekadama badheya sthaLe khaMDana kema karyuM? kharI nyAyayukta vAta te e che ke yAte nadI utaravA vigeremAM thatI hiMsAno paNa sarvathA niSedha kare yA e ja mAphaka A yajJAdikamAM thatI hiMsAne apavAdika hiMsA tarIke svIkAra eka vastune pitAnA mATe amuka rIte mAnavI ane pArakAnI vAta Ave tyAre da nuM judI rIte pratipAdana karavuM che ne artha kaMI na kahevAya ! mahAnubhAva! tamAruM kahevuM ThIka che paNa jarA vicArapUrvaka sArAsArane viveka karo ! kayAM zuM uddeza che e jarA samajo ! Ama upara uparathI eka sarakhI dekhAtI vastune ekaja jevI svIkAravAmAM te kadIka tame sonAnA badale pittaLaja laI jaze. senuMya pILuM ane pittaLa paNa pILuM chatAM banne eka kahevAya ? ema ahiM paNa samajo ! mAno ke-eka bhAIne dAna devAno vicAra thayo. have ene salAha ApanAra maLe ke-" je bhAI ! tAre je dAna devuM hoya to evI rIte de ke tArI pAse kazuM bAkI na rahe. ane jo ema na thAya te badhuM tArI pAse rAkhIne dAna ApavAnA vicArane dezavaTe che. Ama aDadhuM rAkhavuM ane aDadhuM ApavuM ema adhakacaruM kAma na kare" have mahAnubhAve ! tamArI pAsethI javAba mAguM chuM ke e mANase zuM karavuM? pelA salAhakAranI salAha mAnavI ke potAnA nirvAha mATe rAkhIne thaI zake eTaluM dAna karI devuM ! tame badhAya bIja mArga pasaMda karavAnA ke "nDAyA eTaluM puNya" jeTaluM dAna apAya eTaluM sArUM. bIlakula dAna nahi devA karatAM te je kaMI devAya e vadhAvI levuM. eja pramANe ahi paNa samajavAnuM che. "yAte bIlakula hiMsAno niSedha karo yA sarvathA hiMsAnI chUTa Apo" A siddhAMta sAro nathI ja ! kharI vAta e che ke pelA dAnanI mAphaka jeTalI jIvana ke saMyamapAlana mATe anivArya hiMsA heAya ene choDIne bAkI bIjI badhI hiMsAno niSedha kare. sarvathA hiMsAne ekAMta niSedha karatAM jIvananirvAha azakaya bane che ane sarvathA hiMsAnI chUTa ApatAM anarthanI parAkASTA thAya che. ATalAja mATe DAhyA mANase hamezAM kAryamAM lAvI zakAya e ane barAbara pALI zakAya evo vacalo bhAga svIkAre che ! hiMsA ahiMsAnI maryAdA, jarA vadhu spaSTatAthI samajo ! jayAM lagI mANase ekendri yanI virAdhanA karavA pUratI ja potAnI pravRttine maryAdita banAvI hoya tyAM lagI ene sakAyanI rakSA karavAno zubha prasaMga rahe che, ane eTale ene lAbha paNa rahe che, paNa jyAre pAMce iMdriyavALA sudhInI hiMsAnI chUTa thaI jAya to pachI have kaI idriye athavA kayA jIvo bAkI rahyA che jenI virAdhanAthI e aTakI zake ! athavA jenI virAdhanA nAha karavAnuM zubha phaLa e bhAI meLavI zake ! kAraNake che ke sAta iMdriyavALA jIvonI

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mAna'isudhAsi'. ( 103 ) sudhArmi'huM 1 luM. kalpanA paNa hajI jagatamAM janmI nathI teA evA jIvA teA maLeja kayAMthI? ApaNI pravRtti enA mukhya muddo e che ke ceDuM nukasAna uThAvavuM ane vadhAre lAbha karavA! A muddo jo uDI naya tA ApaNI pravRttinA kai artha ja na rahe! alakhata jIvanI STie badhA jIve sarakhA che chatAM indriyAnA vadhu pAchA haiAvAnA kAraNe emAM tAratamya gaNavAmAM AvyuM che ane A tAratamyana! AdhAreja mApaNe hiMsA ahiMsAnI maryAdA AMdhavAnI che. eka tamArA rAjanA anubhavanI vAta che ke tame cAlyA jatA haiA ane rastAmAM eka tarapha kIDIethI bharelA mArga hAya ane eka lIlI jamIna haiAya teA ApaNe kIDIne bacAvavAnA ane pANIvALA mArga upara cAlavAnA ! ApaNI pravRttinuM A rahasya che. thADu khAine vadhu meLavavu e mAnasazAstrane rjiyasa che! e niyama ApaNe hiMsAmAM paNa pALavAnA che, ane eTalAja mATe zAstromAM pAkrika ThuMsAnu vaNna karavAmAM AvyuM che. hiMsA ane ahi MsAnI sthUla mA~dA e che ke jIvananiCha mATe anivAya hAya eTalA ochAmAM echAnI virAdhanA karIne vadhAremAM vadhArene macAvavA ! bAkI sa thA hiMsA ke savathA ahiMsAnA mAtA akriyAtmakaja che. sa`thA Rsi'sA mAnavAmAM jagata upara kevaLa mAsanu samrAjya pravartAvAnu ane saCtra arAjakatA phelAvAnA kAraNe azati thavAnI ane sarvathA ahiMsA alakhata parama ucca AdarzonI dRSTie A vastu bahuja uttama che kharI paNa e mArga anyavahArU mArga che. e Adarza mAtra AdarzI pUratAja che. e mAtra kriyAmAM utArI zakAya eva nathI ane eTalAja mATe ApaNA mATe nirUpayogI che. ATalAja mATe zAstrArAe hiMsA ane ahiMsAnI maryAdAe mAMcI che. asatya AkSepe. keTalIka vakhata jeneAnA mAthe evA AkSepa mUkavAmAM Ave che ke kIDIma ke|DI ane vanaspatinA rakSaka jenAe mATAAne mAravAmAM peAtAnI ahiM'sArA khyAla nathI rAkhyA! ane Ama kahe che kANuM ? e brAhmaNeA ke jeee kAzInA karavata jevI bhayaMkara ati bhayakara rItine pracAra karyAM ane te paNa tIsthAna jevI pavitra bhUmimAM! AvA krUra ghAtakIe jeee manuSyadu'sAnI paNa chUTa ApIne hiMsAne parAkASTAe pahAMcADI, teo upara pramANenA sAvanamATe nApAyAdAra ane sAva vivekazunya AkSepa jainenA mAthe kevI rIte mUkatA haze e te e leAkeAja jANe. jeneAnI ahiMsAvRttinuM kriyAtmaka pAlana Aja jagatathI ajANyu' nathI. enA aneka prakAranA mIThAM phLA jagate cAkhyAM che, cAkhe che ane cAkhaze! emAM tA phAInA be mata cheja nahi ! chatAM A pramANe dveSanI varSA karanArAe dharmanA nAme karavAmAM AvatA kAzI karavata' jevA krUra kAnA ze bacAva raju kare che e ame pUchIe chIe! A vAta daiAi kAlakalpita ke viSanI lAgaNImAMthI uThelI kalpanA nathI ! AnA mATe ItihAsa sAkSI che, purAvA pUratA che ane e paNa e leAkeAnA peAtAnA pavitra gaNAtA pustakAmAMnA! eka mANasane lAkaDAnI mAphaka ubhuM ulleA verI nAkhavA ! ane te paNa pAchu' dharmanA nAme ! kevu' bhaya'kara kRtya ? satI thavAneA ghAtaka rivAja keNe pracalita karyAM? jIvatA mANasane bUmA mAratA bALI nAkhavAnI rItane dhama mAna

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AAna 4-sudhAsi'dhu. (104) sudhAbiMdu 1 lu. nArAe adhamanuM daza na kayAM karI zake ? leAkeAne nirdoSa makarAone hAmI nAkhavA che. mUgI, niraparAdha gAyA ane thADAone bALIne bhasma karavA che. e leAkI uDIne tenA upara AkSepa karavA Ave che tyAre kharekhara pelI kahevata yAda Ave che ke " vApayerovAMcisyuM " peAtAnuM pApAcaraNu te jovuM nathI ane pArakAne upadeza karavA javu che paNa evA AkSepA sAva pAyA vagaranA che, ane evA eka tA zuM paNu sekaDA AkSepo thAya chatAM jinezvara bhagavAnanA pavitra zAsanane lezamAtra paNa AMca AvavAnI nathI, kAraNake e AkSepa asatya che, khATA che, dveSabharyAM che. jainazAstromAM meATAnI hui'sA karavAnuM' kayAMya paNa vidhAna karavAmAM Avyu nathI, paNa jAta mukhya e che ke-e asatya AkSepanA bahAnA nIce peAtAnA pApAcAranuM rakSaNa karavuM che. cArI pAte karavI che ane nAma bIjAnuM devu che. keTalAka vaLI evA bhAgyazALI pAke che ke jeo kahe che ke jaineAnA deva nAgA che, ane AvA pArakAnI upara AkSepa karanAra bhAI peAteja parama bhakata banavAnA DALa karIne liMga ane ceninuM pUjana kare che ! kevI majAnI vAta ! svayaM te sAkSAt liMga ane cenine pUjavAM che ane pArakAnA pUjya devAne nAgA kahIne ThekaDI karavI che! paNa AmAM e bhAIne potAnA kai doSa nathI. doSa mAtra dveSanA che. e dveSaja evI cIja che ke je mANasanI sAtvika vRttine Nu karIne ene vivekahIna banAvI OM che, ane e dveSajanya vivekahInatAnA AvezamAM mANasa manamAM Ave tema bake che, ane manamAM Ave tema Acare che. A ane AvA asatya AkSeponuM mULa pazu e dveSaja che. apAdika asatya, have Aja pramANe jarA satyAsatyanI bAbatamAM vicAra karIe. hiM'sAmAM jema AsapAsanA badhA vicAra karIne apavAdaka hiMsA gaNavAmAM AvI che eja pramANe asatyanI bAbatamAM paNa apavAdika asatyanuM vidhAna karavAmAM Avyu che. eTale ke asatyanA paNa ekAMta niSedha na karatAM tyAM paNa syAdvAdanA upayoga karavAmAM AvyeA che. zrAvakane mATe te sarvathA juThanA tyAganuM vidhAna paNa nathI. enA mATe te 'skUla mRSAvAdaviramaNu'nuM vidhAna karavAmAM Avyu che. eTale ene sevana karavA paDatA asatyanI vAta tA aLagI rahI paNa khudda sAdhu munirAja ke jenA mATe sarvathA jIjhanA tyAganuM' vidhAna karavAmAM Avyu che temanIja vAta kahuM ! samajo ke "sathA mRSAvAdaviramaNa"nA upAsaka eka sAdhu munirAja vihAra karatAM karatAM eka jagalamAMthI pasAra thAya che: rastAmAM temanI dRSTi eka nirdoSa rIte AnaMda karatA ane caratA evA mRgalAnA ToLA upara paDI ! tyAMthI AgaLa cAlatAM eka pAradhI emane maLyA ane pUchyuM "mahArAja, mRgalAnuM ToLuM Ape joyu che ? agara neyu che te te kaI dizAmAM che" have mahAnubhAvA, huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke e sAdhu munirAje zuM karavuM ? e pAradhinA praznaneA zu' uttara ApavA? zu emaNe sathA asatyatyAga ane saCthA satyane gadheDAnuM puMchaDuM pakaDavAnI mAphaka, vaLagI rahIne sAcI vastu batAvIne pelA nirdoSa prANIenA pelA dayAhIna pAradhIne zikAra karavA devA? ke prasa`ganA raMga vicArIne ane lAbhAlAbhanA vicAra karIne pelA pAradhIne sAcI vastusthitithI vAMcita rAkhavA ? mahAnubhAve ! A ane AvA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (105) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. prasaganA vicAra karIne zAstrakAra mahArAje sApha pharamAvyuM che ke AvA vakhate sAdhumunirAja pahelAM maunanuM sevana karIne pelA khelanAranA prazna tarapha durlakSa kare, ane chatAMya jo e na mAne tA chevaTe "bALavi vA na nALati vavapnA" athavA pAte jANutA heAvA chatAM huM' nathI jANutA evA juThTho uttara Ape! kahe!! have A asatyanu` sevana thayu... ke nahi ? ane sAthe sAthe e paNa kahe! ke AvuM asatya sevana karavuM ke nahi ! dareka buddhizALInA eja uttara hAi zake ke A asatyanuM sevana karavuMja rahyu ! kAraNa ke e anivArya che! jo ema na karavAmAM Ave te nirdoSane jAna jAya ane e satyanuM pariNAma khaDuMja bhayaMkara Ave ! eTalA mATe AvA AvA prasaMgonA vicAra karIne zAstrakAra mahArAje apavAdI asatyanuM vidhAna karyuM che! 4. eka vicANDA. keTalAka mANasA, e upara kahela vAkayathI asatya elAvAnuM je vidhAna thAya che ane tethI asatyamAM je syAdvAdanu` sthApana karavAmAM AvyuM che tethI bhaDakIne ane e syAdvAdanA artha barAbara samajI zakavAnI zitanA abhAvanA kAraNe eja vAkayanA nuEAja artha upajAvI kADhe che. jarA e leAkeAnI e kalpanAne tapAsIe: mULa vAya A pramANe che, "nALapi yA na mALaMti vakhA" jevu zuddha saskRtarUpa A pramANe thAya "nAnava yA na khAne tti vavet" mULa ane sa MskRtamAM ene ane ApaNune matabheda nathI. matabheda mAtra enuM vivecana karavAmAM che. pahelA e mANasa zuM kahevA mAge che e joie ane pachIthI enA kharA artha zuM che e kahevAmAM Avaze. e mANusAnuM sauthI paheluM kahevu" e che ke upara kahela vAkaya vidhipradhAna nathI paNa niSedhapradhAna che eTale ke e vAkaya amuka kriyA karavAnuM' vidhAna nathI karatuM, parantu amuka kriyA na karavI evA niSedha kare che. ane eTalA mATe e uparanA vAkyamAM Apela ""nA saMbaMdha "nALe" sAthe na karatAM "vanA" sAthe kare che. eTale TuMkamAM enuM kahevuM A pramANe che ke--JAnaviyA (gaDha) "nAne vRtti na vase" jenu' akSaraza: gujarAtI A pramANe thAya ke--(mANasa amuka vastu) jANuteA hAya chatAM huM jANuM chuM' ema na mele ane A vAkaya dekhItI rIte niSedhAtmakaja che ke jemAM khelavAnA kriyAneAja niSedha karavAmAM Avye che. eTale ke mAna rahevAnA ADatA upadeza ApavAmAM mAvyo che. A thayuM e bhAinuM maMtavya ! have jarA emAM keTaluM satya che e tapAsIe, ane pachI sAcA artha zuM che e joIzuM. A vastumAM aneka vastue vicAravA jevI che. e anukrame vicArIe. (1) uparanA vAkayamAM "vA" ApavAmAM AvyuM che. A "vA" e eka evA prakAranuM avyaya che ke jene pUrNa artha samajavA mATe enI pahelAM kAI vAkaya kaheluM heAvuMja joIe. koipaNa navA vAkayanI zarUAtamAM ke jene sabadha pUrvanA koIpaNuM vAkya sAthe na haiAya tyAM "vA" zabda ddIpaNa nathI vAparI zakAtA. ahiM "vA" zabda vAparavAmAM Avye che. e sAk batAve che ke A kriyA karatAM pahelAM amuka bIjI kriyA karavAnI che, ane e kriyAthI kA mAM saraLatA na maLe teja AnA upayAga karavAnA che. tathI A vAkayane sAva svataMtra vAkaya gaNIne ene svataMtra managamatA artha naja karI zakAya, paNa e eka ApekSika vAkaya heAvAnA kAraNe enI pahelAnI kriyA tapAsavIja joIe (2) ane A pahelAMnI kriyA te mAna ! eTale ke zikArI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (16) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. haraNa saMbaMdhI pUche tyAre pahelAM sAdhumunirAje mananuM sevana karavuM ane jo e mauna sevana karavAthI kAma sare ema na lAge te Ane upayoga kare. have pelA bhAIe A vAkayane je niSedhAtmaka artha ke te pramANe te bIjA vAkyane artha paNa mauna rahevuM eja thaze, ane e maunano upaga te zarUAtamAMja munirAje karI lIdhuM che. te pachI A vAkyathI munirAjane bIje ka mArga maLI zake? eTale e bhAIe e vAkyane belavAnA niSedharUpa je niSedhAtmaka artha karyo e ahiM keIpaNa rIte baMdha besatuM nathI. (3) eja vAkayamAM je gari zabda ApavAmAM Avyo che e paNa vicAravA jevo che. AvA sthAnamAM jyAM gapi zabda ApavAmAM Ave che tyAM lagabhaga hamezAM pahelAnI kriyA karatAM tenI virodhI kriyA ja karavAnI hoya che. eTale ahiM jANavA chatAM paNa nathI jANate" ema samajavuM yukti saMgata che. (4) vaLI vAkayamAM "rane saMbaMdha tenI samIpamAM rahela "nA"nI sAthe na karatAM hRra rahela " nA" sAthe karavo e paNa eka prakAranI kuTa kapanA ja che. temaja zAstrakAra mahArAje "kRtine uga karIne vastu sAva sApha batAvI dIdhI che. "ti'' AvA ThekANe jyAM jyAM hoya che tyAM pUrvanA AkhA vAkayane pachInA kriyApadanA karmarUpe banAvI de che. eTale ahiyAM "vaLAM' kriyApadanuM karma che "jagA" ane pelA bhAI ema kahe che ke "nA rUti na vaNajha" Ama "ne saMbaMdha "vajhA sAthe kare che. eTale Ama dareka daSTie tapAsatAM e bhAIe kahela artha koIpaNa rIte saMgata thase nathI. TuMkamAM--e bhAI kahe che e A pramANe che "athavA jANavA chatAM huM jANuM chuM ema na bAlavuM" ane ApaNe kahIe chIe e A pramANe che-"athavA jANavA chatAM huM nathI jANato ema kahe pahelAM maunane prAga ajamAvyA pachIthI karavAnI kriyA batAvatA A vAkyane ka artha sAce che e sAva dIvA jevuM che. eka vakhata maunanuM vidhAna karyA pachI paNa mauna sevavAnuM vidhAna cheja nahi. pachI te kaMIka belavuM ja rahyuM ! ane e belavAno prasaMga upasthita thatuM hoya tyAM zuM bolavuM eja batAvavAnuM hoya ane zAstrakAre sApha batAvyuM che ke evA vakhate huM nathI jANate ema kahIne paNa asatyanuM sevana karI levuM! A eka Apadu dharma che ane eTalAja mATe ene apavAdika asatya kahevAmAM Ave che. e asatya zA mATe ? have A pramANe apavAdanA kAraNe paNa asatya zA mATe belaDuM e vicAra! A pramANe asatya bolavAnuM kAraNa eja che ke ema karavAthI nirdoSa prANInI hiMsA thatI aTakAvI zakAya che. ane e hiMsA aTakAvavAne eka mAtra sIdhe upAya Ama juThanuM sevana karavAnuM ja che. alabata potAnA svArthanA poSaNanI khAtara ke jemAM koIne paNa lAbha thavAne na hoya ke jethI bIjAne nukasAna thavAne saMbhava hoya evA asatyane zAstrakAroe kadI paNa apavAdaka asatya tarIke svIkAra karyoja nathI evA asatyanuM to ThekANe ThekANe khaMDana karIne eno sarvathA niSedha ja karyo che ane ene dareka rIte vaDI kADhayuM che! AvA haraNanA zikAranA ke evA bIjA bArIka prasaMge asatya bolAvAnI matalaba e che ke je tame ekAMta rIte satya bolavAne ja vaLagI rahIne e dUra zakArIne sAce mArga batAvI Ape te e tamArA satya balavAnA kAraNe e bIcArA sAva nirA

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mAnaH-sudhArsaMdhu (107) sudha biMdu 1 luM. prANIne pAtAnA prANane bhega ApavA paDe! eTale satya khele tA tame ane pariNAma bhAgavavu paDe pelA bIcArA sAva niraparAdha bheALA prANIne ! A sthiti kharekhara bahuja duHkhabharI che, ane eTalA mATeja AvA nirdASAnA nirarthaka sahAra aTakAvavA mATe zAstrakArAe e apavAdika asatyanuM vidhAna karyuM che! apavAdanuM' mahatva. A sthAne eka prazna uThe che ke koIpaNa mANasa kAinA AtmAne tA acAvatAja nathI kAraNake AtmAnA nAzaja kAI karI zakatu nathI, ane jenA nAzaja na thatA hAya ene bacAvavAnu DAyaja zAnuM' ! tyAre pelA munirAja peAtAnA saMyamadha mAM apavAda sevIne paNu je kaMi bacAvI zake che te kevaLa amuka prANInA vyaprANaja ane saMyama dharmanuM ullaMdhana e eka prakAre bhAva prANanA nAzaja lekhAya te Ama e haraNa jevAnA dravyaprANa bacAvavA peAtAnA bhAva prANa rUpa sayamanI hiMsA karavI ene a ze! ? A te eka prakAre elAmAMthI cUlAmAM paDayA jevuM thayuM. khIjAne dravyahi~sAthI bacAvavA jatAM svayaM' bhAvahiMsA karI beThA tA pachI e apavAhika asatya zA mATe khelavuM ? mahAnubhAva! vAta sAcI che paNu jarA sthira citte vicAra karA! zAsrakAra mahArAje dareka vastunuM vidhAna lAbhAlAbhane vicAra karIneja karyuM che. A ThekANe thADAka apavAda sevavA chatAM mATe lAbha samAyele che, ane eTale apavAda na setravAmAM Ave te eka mahAn anarthInA nimitta kAraNu ApaNe thai paDIe. puSpa teADavA, snAna karavA vigeremAM paNa amuka hiMsA avazya thAya che. chatAM zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA karavAmAM je lAbha thAya che enI apekSAe eTalI hiMsA taraph du ya karavuM ja rahyuM! mATA lAbha karavA hAya tA tamAre paNa kayAM thoDIka rakama dANu peTe nathI ApavI paDatI ? Aja pramANe ahiM paNu samajavAnu che, ane apavAdanuM kharUM. rahasya pazu AvA kAraNu prasa`geAne lIdheja che. apavAda eTale mULa mAnela vastuthI ulaTu vana ! ane AnI chUTa jyAre jyAre ApavAmAM AvatI hAya tyAre samajavu joie ke emAM phAI gheADA nukasAne moTo lAbha hovA joie, athavA tA paristhitija kAI evI anivAya hAya ke evI chuTa lIdhA vagara chUTakA na hAya ! ane Anu nAmaja apavAda. jo ke hi sAnuM kAraNu ananArA ke tene nahi TALanArA jo anya prANiyAnA drazyamANunA nAzanuM kAraNa mane che paNa teja manAva AtmAnA bhAvaprANAne nukazAna karanAra che, jo ema na heAya te asayama ane ceAganuM dupraNidhAna vagere chakAyanAM zastra gaNAI bhAvaprAjInAM ghAtaka banata nahi. arthAt bhAvaprALunuM rakSaNa jyaprANanA rakSaNupUrvaka che e vAta lakSyamAM rAkhavI jarUrI che. vaLI A sthAne prANinA bacAvanI buddhi te bhAvaprANanuM rakSaNa ane sAmA jIvanuM rakSaNu che te drazyaprANanuM rakSaNa hAvAthI eke prANanA nAza nathI. vaLI dhyAna rAkhavuM ke vyAvahArika asatyanA niSedha mAhya ane Antar prANeAnI rakSAnA uddezathIja hAi prathama mahAvratane anAja tarIke ane satyAdine vADa tarIke gaNela che. anAjanI Apattine TALavA vADane thatuM nukazAna kSamya hAya e svAbhAvika che ne tethIja zAsakArAe pazu A apavAdavAkaya prANirakSA mATe kahyu', che. AtmAne sathA nahi maravAvALA mAnavA te pazu mithyAtvaja che. kathAcit amarajI dharma vALe jainazAstra pramANe manAya che ane te pramANe tenA maraNAdi TALavAne tethIja mahAvratA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu * (108) sudhAbidu 1 luM pALavA e upadeza saphala thaze. ane ema hovAthI A samacavidhAna cutiyukataja che. bAkI apavAdamArganuM ghaDIe ane paLe pAlana karavAmAM Ave to enuM mahatva raheja nahi, kAdacitkapaNumAMja apavAdanuM mahatva jaLavAI rahe che! bAkI sAva najIvA prasaMge kahevAtI vyahiMsA aTakAvavA mATe saMyamane bhAga devAno ja cheja nahi jema ke dIkSA lete heya ane potAnA mAtApitA ke sagAMsaMbaMdhIne thatA duHkhathI dravyahiMsAne vicAra karIne dIkSA levAnuM mAMDI vALe te e zAstravirUddhanuM vartana kahevAya! kAraNa ke emAM keInA bhalAne savAla nathI paNa kevaLa saMsAranA mehanuM piSaNa raheluM che, ane mehanA piSaNanA kAryane zAstrakAro vakhANeja kevI rIte? AvA prasaMge mATe apavAdanuM vidhAna cheja nahiM kharI rIte AvA apavAdane barAbara samaja e bahu kaThina che ane e apavAda sevavA yogya saMyogane samaje e ethIya kaThina che. e barAbara je samaje eja ene zAstrasaMmata sAce upayoga karI zake! bAkI na samaje e te bALakanA hAthamAMnA zAstranI mAphaka ene paNa durUpayegaja karI bese ane lAbhanA badale hAni vaherI ye ! mATe mahAnubhAvo ! apavAdanA upagamAM utsukatA batAvatAM pahelAM apavAdane ane apavAdanA mahatvane barAbara samajavAM joIe ! apavAdika zerI. zerImAM paNa syAdvAdane siddhAMta sAMbhaLIne svAbhAvika rIte keTalAka mANasone prazna thaI Ave che ke hiMsA ane asatyamAM to kadAca syAdvAda mAnI zakAya kAraNa ke emAM ekamAM saMyamanA pAlanane vicAra rahe che ane ekamAM prANI bacAvavAno vicAra rahe che, paNa cerI jevI bhayaMkara vastumAM paNa syAdvAdanuM vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che ane te paNa zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanA pavitra zAsanamAM ane e cArIne karanAra paNa pAcha zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanI AjJAne pAlaka gaNAya e kharekhara gaLe na utare evI ja vAta che. AvI vAta gaLe na utare ke mAnavAmAM na Ave emAM kaMI navAI nathI tema kharAba paNa nathI ! kAraNake ethI e sAbIta thAya che ke tamane cerI pratye sakhta aNagame che! ane eTalA mATe e eka prakArane AnaMdaneja viSaya che. chatAM zAstranI bArIka vAte tatkALa samajavAmAM nathI AvatI. ane e samajavAmAM utAvaLa karavAmAM Ave te keTalIka vakhata arthane anartha thaI jAya che. eTalA mATe ahiM paNa jarA vicAra pUrvaka joze te badhuM ApoApa samajavAmAM Avaze ane zAstrakAra mahArAjanA e pavitra zabdomAM kaMI paNa kahevApaNuM nahi lAge. eka vAta e jarA samajI le ke jyAM sudhI eka vastune atyaMta kharAba-adhama mAnavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI enA apavAdika sevananuM vidhAna karavAmAM na Ave ! kAraNake je vastu svayaM kharAba na hoya tene niSedha karavAnI jarUra ja na hoya, ane tethI enA apavAdika sevananI paNa jarUra na hoya paNa je vastunA apavAdika sevananuM kahevAmAM Ave te mATe e sApha vAta che ke e vastune bahuja kharAba mAnavAmAM AvI che. eTale cerImAM paNa zAstrakAroe je apavAdika vidhAna karyuM che e batAvI Ape che ke e zAstrakArone e cArI pratye keTale sakhta aNagame hate. mAtra amuka anivArya prasaMganA kAraNe A56 dharma

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khAnada-sudhAsi yu. (109) sudhAbiMdu 1 ku. tarIkeja enI chUTa ApavAmAM AvI che, paNa eTalA mAtrathI ema kadI na kahevAya ke e mULa vastu sArI che ke AdaraNIya che. nahi te apanA artha ja kaMi na rahe ! dIkSAnIja vAta hatyA ! zAstramAM kahyu che ke seoLa varasathI ochI uMmaranAne enA mAtApitAnI rajA vagara dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave te - ziSyacArInA adattAdAnanA doSa jarUra lAge have samarjoke eka sAdhu munirAja atIndriyajJAnI che, emanI pAse atizaya che, nimittanu sArU jJAna dharAve che AvA mahAjJAnI munirAjanI STi eka bALaka upara paDI emaNe peAtAnA utkRSTajJAnanA jorathI joi lIdhuM' ke A bALaka uttama jIva che. e pAte tare ane pArakAne tAre evA sAmarthyavALA che, ane Ane jo huM enA mAtApitAnI 2jA vagara paNa dIkSA ApIza tA paNu ene kAi pachI dIkSAmAMthI pAchA niha khaseDI zake. have e munirAje zuM karavuM ? zrI zAstrakAra mahArAjanuM krUramAna che ke emaNe rajA vagara paNa dIkSA ApI devI ane amuka aMze cArInA doSanuM sevana karI levuM. khasa AnuM nAma te apavArdika cerI! A cerI dekhItI rIte cArIja lAge che chatAM e kriyAnI pAchaLanA Azaya eka cAranA jevA te nathIja hAtA! e Azaya tA parama kaNAne pArakAnA upara upakAra karavAnA ane eka uttama prakAranA jIvana ane ceAgya mArga batAvavAnA che, ane ATalA mATeja zAstrakAra mahArAje e cArInI chUTa ApI che, ane ene apavAdika cArI tarIke svIkArI che, paNa AvI patrAdika cArInA artha koI eva tA naja kare ke ethI pArakAnA dhanamAla, milkata uThAvI levAmAM paNa harakata nathI. Ama mAnavAmAM Ave te te pachI apavAdika cArInA aja kaI na rahe! apavAdika parigraha. have sAthe sAthe apavAdika parigraha saMbaMdhI paNa thADAka vicAra karI laie. hi'sA, asatya ane cArI jevI bhayakara vastuomAM paNa apavAdanuM vidhAna samajyA ane svIkAryAM pachI parigrahamAM apavAda samajavA kaThina nathI. A apavArdika parigrahanA artha e che ke-dhamakaraNInI sAdhanAne mATe je je vastue anivAya rIte jarUrI hoya te te vastuo rAkhavAnI chuTa! AnA artha e nathI ke-dhana, mAlamilkata, hATahavelI jevI nirarthaka ane pApanI pASaka vastuo paNa rAkhI zakAya ! kAraNake e ja jALa jema jema vadhatI jAya che tema tema AtmA emAM aTavAtA jAya che ane vadhAre ne vadhAre kaluSita vAtAvaraNamAM satA jAya che. jayAre dharmanuM vidhAna tA eTalA mATe karavAmAM AvyuM che ke e AtmA e pherAmAMthI dhIme dhIme vadhAre ne vadhAre mukata thatA jAya. eTalA mATe e badhI vastuonA saMgraha kadI paNa zAstrasaMmata naja gaNAya. parigraha e parigrahaja che. bhale pachI e zeADA hAya ke ghaNA, ghauMM teA muThThIbhara hAya tA ghauM ja kahevAya ane DhagaleA hAya tAya ghauMMja kahevAya! kuka mAtra eTaleja ke e pAtrAdinA parigraha kevaLa dharma pAlananI dRSTie dharmabuddhithIja rAkhavAmAM Ave che, ane eTalA mATe parigrahamAM syAdvAdanuM vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che, zAsananI vRddhi. paNa atyAre du:khanI vAta tA e che ke leAkA saMyamane upayogI vastuone

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khAnada-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 11 ) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. sAdhuonA leAma tarIke varNave che. sayamane zAsananI vastu na mAnatAM sAdhunI vastu mAne che. dIkSAnI kriyAne ziSyalAbhanuM apavitra nAma Ape che, paNa A vAta sAcI nathI ! mahAnubhAva e khUba yAda rAkhajo ke e saMyamanI vRddhimAMja zAsananI vRddhi che. maithuna ane apavAda. mahAnubhAvA zAstrakAra mahuArAje huiMsA, asatya, cArI ane arigrahu e badhAyamAM syAdvAda batAvIne darekamAM apavAdika vidhAna karyuM che paNa maithunanI bAbatamAM ema kema nahi karyuM hoya? e jarA samajavA jevuM che. pahelI teA vAta e ke je vastu mATe apavAdika vidhAna karyu hAya ane e apavadanuM sevana karavAmAM Ave te te mATe kAipaNa prakAranuM prAyazcita karavAnuM nathI hAtuM ane je mATe kAipazu prakArane apavAda rAkhavAmAM AvyeA na hoya ane chatAMya enA pAlanamAM apavAda lAge te te apavAda mATe prAyazcita karavu paDe che! kArajhuke te apavAdanuM sevana zAsranI AjJA bahAranuM che. hiMsAdika cAra ane maithunamAM paNa A vastu che. pahelA cAra mATe prAyazcita nathI. jyAre maithunamAM te jarA paNa apavAda jaNAya ke tarata prAyazcita karavAnuM kahyuM che ! vaLI khahuja bArIka draSTie tapAsIe tA e maithunanA sevanamAM mANusanA AtmAnuM bahuja patana thAya che ane vaLI vadhu bArIkIthI tapAsIe te enA sevana karavAmAM bIjA badhAya pApAnuM sevana karavAnA prasa'ga upasthita thAya che. vaLI saMsAramAM evuM ekeya kArya buddhizALI mANasanA jovAmAM nathI AvatuM ke je kA` maithunanuM sevana na karavAmAM Ave te nAza pAmatuM hAya ! jayAre amuka sa`yAgamAM hiMsAdika cAranuM apavArdika dRSTie pAlana karavAmAM na Ave te amuka nukasAna avazya thAya che. ane e nukasAnathI bacavA mATe ene IcchA vagara paNu sevavA paDe che. jyAre maithuna sevavAnuM kAya evuM kadI paNa nathI ke jenu sathA sevana karavAmAM na Ave chatAM kAIpaNa prANIne nukasAna thAya. ulaTu' maithuna sevana karavAthIja peAtAnu ane pArakAnuM patana thAya che sa` nAza thAya che, ane ATalA mATeja zAsakArAe emAM koipaNa prakAranI khArI rAkhI nathI. je mA`thI peAtAnuM ke pArakAnuM lezamAtra paNa bhaluM na thatu hoya ane udyaDu ane pApanA khADAmAM paDatA hoya tyAM zAstrakAra apavAda zI rIte mAne? ane maithunamAM Aja vastu rahelI che. sudana bano. paNa mahAnubhAvA! jemAM jarA sarakhe paNa apavida rAkhavAnuM zAstrakAra mahArAje ceAgya nathI gaNyu e maithuna jeTalu bhayakara che eTaluMja enu pAlana-brahmacarya AtmAnA uddhAra karavAmAM baLavAna che khIjA krAi niyamAmAM je zakita nathI te A ekaja guNumAM rahelI che. mahAnubhAvA ! e sudana zeThanI zULInuM siMhAsana banavAnI puNyaghaTanA Aje tamane yAda ApavAnI jarUra nathI. tame badhA e jANeA che.! e ekaja udAharaNu e brahmacaryanuM mahAtmya batAvavA khasa che. tame e brahmacarya nuM rahasya samajo, tamArA satAnAne samajAve, ane e pavitra niyama tamArA AcaraNumAM utArI tame paNa sudaCna ane !

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (111) sudhAaiMka 1 huM. brahmadatta cakravartI. dhamanI kiMmata kayAre ? mahAnubhAvo ! zAstrakAra mahArAja ThekANe ThekANe varNana karI gayA che ke A saMsAra kai cIja che? e kevI bhayaMkara vastu che ? e saMsAramahAsAgaranuM ulaMghana na karatAM emAM ja DUbakI mAravAmAM AnaMda mANanAra mANasa kevA prakAranI sthitimAM paDyo rahe? ane kevA prakAranI uttama sthiti, kevA prakAranA uttama sukha ane kayAM kayAM sudhI ene vaMcita rahevuM paDe che? ane ko jIva A saMsAra sAgaranI bhUtAvaLamAM phasele ja rahe che? bhalA A badhI kALI bAjune ThekANe ThekANe Ama vistArapUrvaka zA sAruM varNavI haze? e ApaNA rejanA anubhavanI vAta che ke eka vastunI sAmenI vastune ApaNe jayAM sudhI saMpUrNa rIte oLakhatA na thaIe tyAM sudhI e mULa vastunuM mahatva ApaNe jarA paNa nathI samajI zakatA! eka mANasanI sAcI bahAdurI jANavI hoya te je kArya teNe karI batAvyuM hoya te tapAsavuM joIe! ane e kArya jeTalA aMze vadhu kaThina hoya eTalA aMze enI bahAdurI vadhAre, moTI samajAvI. eka yuddhanA vijayanI sAcI kiMmata AMkavI hoya te sAmA duzmananA lazkaranuM barAbara mApa kADhavuM joIe eja pramANe zAstrakArone udeza manuSyonA hRdayamAM dharmanI sthApanA karavAne che, dharma e kevI uttama vastu che ane dharmamAM keTaluM mahatva samAyeluM che e batAvavAnuM che. ane eTalAja mATe e dharma kayA rAkSasathI mANasane prANIne mukata kare che e batAvavA mATe Thera Thera bhavanuM, saMsAranuM ane saMsAranI vicitratAnuM darzana karAvyuM che, ane e bIlakula ThIka ja che. je ApaNe e bhavanI bhayaMkaratA barAbara samajIe te dharmanuM mahatva ApaNe samajI zakIe ane sAthe sAthe sauthI vadhAre mahatvanI vAta te e che ke ApaNane A saMsAramAMthI mukata thavA mATe dharmaprAptinI pavitra bhAvanA utpanna thAya! anAjanI kharI kiMmata samajavI hoya te pahelAM bhUkhanuM duHkha samajavuM joIe je mANasanuM peTa bhareluM hoya yA jene bhUkha na lAgatI hoya te anAjane barAbara na oLakhI zake ane bhUkhe mANasa te game te Apa te paNa sAkara jevuM gaNIne jamI che ApaNAmAM kahevata paNa che ke bhUkha na jue khATI chAza bhUkhyA AgaLa khATI chAza ane traNa divasanA sukAI gayela roTalA mUke te paNa te bahuja mIThAzathI AnaMda pUrvaka jamI javAno. eTalA mATe ApaNe saMsArarUpI bhUkhanA du:khane barAbara jANIe te dharmarUpa anAjanI kiMmata barAbara ekI zakIe ! sAcI parIkSA. je tame dhamanI kiMmata tamArA saMsAravyavahAranA kAryonI daSTie tathA sAMsArika saphaLatA ane viphaLatAnI daSTie tapAsavA prayatna kare te tamAro prayatna niSphaLa javAno ane tame mane barAbara nahi keLavI zakavAnA ! sonAne cAMdInI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (112) suSAbiMdu 1 luM. daSTie tapAsanAra mANasa se janmamAM paNa sonAnuM ke cAMdInuM sAcuM parIkSaNa naja karI zake ! bhUkha, tarasa, viSaya, kaSAya, hATahavelI, evama gADI. vADI ne lADI e badhI saMsAranI lIlAo che ane lIlAonA vilAsanI kasoTI upara dharma-survaNanuM parIkSaNa e eka prakAranuM gAMDapaNaja che. dharmane kharo samaja hoya to dharmadaSTieja samajo ! nahi te tamArI parIkSA aphaLa ja ane tame dharma ane saMsAra ekeyane ukela nahi meLavI zako ! cakravatInA cakranI kImata loDhAnI daSTie kadIpaNa na thaI zake ! ane loDhAne dhyAnamAM rAkhIne je kiMmata karavA jaIe te te kharAja khAvAnA ! kAraNake loDhAnI daSTie e cakranI kiMmata sAva nahi jevIja thavAnI ! tyAre sAcI rIte jotAM e cakranI kiMmata senA karatAMya vadhAre-kayAMya vadhAre che, ane te e cakanI kArya sAdhavAnI zaktinI daSTie ! e caka leDhAnuM baneluM hovA chatAM eno prabhAva ajaba hoya che, zatrune satAvI nAkhavAnI, rAjyanuM rakSaNa karavAnI, pitAnA mAlIkane bacAvavAnI ane evI aneka zaktio-prabhAvabharI zakti e nAnA sarakhA leDhAnA TukaDA jevA lAgatA cakramAM hoya che. ane eja e cakranuM mahatva che ! e mahatva to enA karatAM dasa, vIsa ke pacAsa gaNe mATe leDhAne kakaDo paNa nathI meLavI zakato Ama eka, be nahi paNa dareka vastunI parIkSA karavAnI khAsa rIti che! ane e rItinuM anusaraNa karavAmAM Ave teja enI kharI parIkSA thaI zake che! jyAre jagatanI tamAma vastuo mATe A sAdhAraNa niyama che te dharmane paNa e kAM na lAgu paDe ! dhamanI parIkSA paNa enI daSTieja thavI joIe !! mithyASTi. alabatta dharmanuM AcaraNa karanArane amuka aMze, pitAne ISTa saMge ane pitAne gamatA saMsArasukha maLe che. paNa sAco dhamI mANasa eTalA mAtrathI dharmanI saphaLatA nathI mAnatA ke pitAne hadayamAM dhamIpaNAne saMtoSa paNa ene nathI thatuM. evI saMsAra-sukhanI prApti to ene mana pilA cakamAMnA loDhA jeTalI kiMmatanI hoya che. bAkI sAcI dharmaprApti te e tyAreja mAne che ke jyAre e, pelA cakranA sAcA kAryanI mAphaka, saMsArasukha karatAM kaI parama alaukika ane avinAzI sukha meLavavAne paMthe prayANa karavA mAMDe che, kAraNa ke saMsArasukhanI prAptimAM dharmanI parAkASThA mAnanAra mANasa chevaTe dharmane choDIne saMsArane vaLagI paDe che ane e dharma tyAganA kAraNe bhayAraNyamAM vadhu bhUle paDe che, ane eTalAja mATe saMsArasukhane dharma kahIne saMbodhanAra mANasane zAstrakAroe sAco samakIti nahi paNa mithyAtve kaho che! Ama kahevAnuM kAraNa e che ke-jema cakranI kiMmata loDhAnI daSTie karanAra mANasa keIna ke divase vadhu vajanadAra loDhAnA kakaDAnA lobhamAM cakrane choDI devAnI bhayaMkara mUrkhatA kare, teja pramANe saMsArasukhane dharma mAnanAra mAnavI dharma dharma karatAM chevaTe jyAM vadhAre pramANamAM saMsArasukha maLatuM dekhAya e vastune dharma mAnI le ane sAcA dharmane sadAne mATe cheDI de! je vRkSanI mANasane chAMya maLatI hoya, athavA je vRkSanI DALI upara beThA beThA mANase AnaMda mANyo hoya teja vRkSane khedIne uThAvIne pheMkI de e mANasa sAcI daSTivALo kema gaNAya? ane jenI pAse sAcI daSTi na hoya te beTI daSTivALe ke mithyAdaSTi-mithyAtathI kema na gaya ?

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (113) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. mANasa ane saMga? samaje ke tame roja sAmAyika, pUjA, pratikramaNa Adi zubha kriyAonuM pAlana karavAne pavitra niyama lIdhuM che. tame savAramAM dukAne gayA. pUjAne vakhata thayeH ane pUjA karavA mATe ravAnA thavAnI taiyArI kare cheH eTalAmAM eka garAka AvyuM: enI sAthe mAthAkuTa karavAmAM pUjAne samaya vItI gayeH ane e mAthAkuTanA pariNAme e garAka sAthene mATe sade nakakI thayo ane tamane hajAra be hajArano dekhIte phAyado thayo ! mahAnubhA, jarA tamArA hRdaya upara hAtha rAkhIne javAba Apo ke e vakhate tamArA manamAM zuM thAya che? e pUjA na karyAne zeka tamArA manamaMdiranA eka paNa khuNAmAM nahi maLavAne; ane ulaTuM e sAMsArika aNadhAryo napho karavAnA kAraNe tamAruM hadaya AnaMdarasathI bharapUra thaI javAnuM ! AnuM kAraNa zuM ? kaho ke tamArA manamAM haju dharmanuM mahatva vasyuM nathI ! bhale tame piopaTajInA rAmarAmanI mAphaka meDhAMnI dharma e sarvottama mAge che, mokSa eja eka meLavavA lAyaka cIja che vigere sArI sArI vAte belatA he paNa e vAtAnI pAchaLa rahele dharmane kharo marma haju sudhI tamArAmAM vacce nathI ! nahi te tame saMsAranI lIlAnA vilAsamAM rAjI na thAo ane dharma pAlanamAM thayelI kSatinA kAraNe tamane dukha thayA vagara na rahe! keTalAka bhalA mANase AvA pitAne karavA paDatA sAMsArika kAryo mATe saMgone ADe dhare che ane kahe che ke bhAI, ame zuM karIe amArA saMge evA hatA ke jethI amAre e pramANe karavuM paDayuM ! khera, kadAca kSaNabhara mATe e vAta sAcI mAnIe chatAM e saMjogonA lIdhe tamArI bAhA pravRtti phare paNa e sAthe sAthe tamArA aMta:karaNanA bhAve te jo e pAkA ane sAcA hoya te, naja pharavA joIe kAraNavaza thaIne tame pUjAne TAIma ja karIne hajAranI kamANI karI e ThIka paNa tyAra pachI te tamane e kamANI AnaMdanuM ja dhyAna na AvatAM dharmamAM thayela vikSepanA kAraNe tamArA aMtaramAM duHkha paNa thavuM ja joIe paNa A nathI thatuM, ane e tamArA dharmapremanI kacAzane pratyakSa purA che. tamArI AbarUne savAla upasthita thAya te tame eka paLamAtramAMja lAkhane rAkhamAM meLavI gho paNa dharmanA ArAdhanA mATe tame jarA paNa Arthika ke evuM bIjuM sAMsArika nukasAna uThAvavA taiyAra na he e zuM batAve che ane vaLI saMgonuM je bahAnuM kADhavAmAM Ave che e kharI rIte sAva pAyA vagarane bacAva che. "mANasa saMyogene banAve che, nahi ke mANasa saMyogene gulAma che" A vAta je mANasanA hRdayamAM utarI hoya te game tevA kaparA saMga ubhA thAya chatAM potAnA kalyANanA mArgane tyAga nathI karate, ane A pramANe saMgone sAmano karIne paNa dharmane vaLagI rahe eja kharo dhamIM! bAkI je saMge uparaja badhe AdhAra rAkhavAmAM Ave te te mANasa kaMIja na karI zake! brahmadatta cakravartI, mahAnubhAva! e saMsAranI tAjuDIthI gharmanuM tela na kara! e leDhAnA TukaDA sAthe e cakranI kiMmata na AMke! nahi te tame kaMInA badale kaMI laI leze. dharmanI kharI mahattA A bhayaMkara bhavabhramaNa aTakAvavAmAM che. AtmAnA chupAyelA guNene pragaTa karavA karmanI nirjarA karavI, mokSanI prApti karavI; AmAMja dharmanI saphaLatA che, ane AnI prApti jeTalA aMze vadhu thAya eTalA aMze samajavuM ke tamane dharmane 2mAM vadhAre

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (14) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. lAge che. sAce dhamI kadI paNa saMsAranA kukA ane raDA samAna dhanadaulatane vadhatI joIne AnaMda na mAne ! ane A vastumAM jyAM sudhI AnaMdane anubhava thatuM hoya tyAMsudhI samajavuM ke dharmanuM rahasya tame barAbara samajyA nathI. jema anAjanI kiMmata bhUkhyAne pANInI kiMmata tarasyAne hoya che e ja pramANe dharmanI kiMmata paNa je mANasa bhavanI bhayaMkaratA barAbara samaje tene hoya che. je duniyAdArInA padArthonA AdhAre dharmanI kiMmata gaNAtI heta to-bahAdatta cAvatI jeNe pitAnA pUrvabhavamAM cakravatI paNAnu niyANuM karyuM hatuM te sAre gaNu joIe. kAraNa ke e niyANuM bAMdhIne eNe saMsAranI vRddhi mAgI lIdhI hatI ane ene ja bhAI jeNe niyANuM bAMdhavAnuM kArya karyuM na hatuM te kharAba gaNAve joIe. A kathA evI che ke-bahAdatta cakravatI ane ene bhAI-e banene sAtheja saMsAra uparathI vairAgya utpanna thaye, ane bannee sAthe bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI sAthe ja AhAravihAra karyo! sAtheja tapazcaraNa karyuM; hamezAM sAtheja huM ane chevaTe anazana paNa sAthe ja karyuM. ane e anazana daramyAna eka bhAIe-brahmadatta cakravatInA chaniyANuM karyuM, ane bIjo koIpaNa prakAranI aihika sukhanI IcchAnA pAzamAM sapaDAyA vagara niyANuM karyA vagara ja rahe. have tyAMthI bane jaNuM kALadharma pAmIne pele niyANuM bAMdhanAra brAdatta cakravatI tarIke utpanna thayela ane bIjo bhAI jeNe niyANuM bAMdhyuM na hatuM. te eka sAmAnya zeThIyAnA kuLamAM putrarUpe utpanna thaye. have mahAnubhA! javAba Apo ke e bemAM koNe vadhAre sArI sthiti prApta karI? e bemAM koNa vadhAre bhAgyazALI gaNAya? ke e bannemAMthI kene vadhAre puNyanuM phaLa maLyuM? have saMsAra vyavahAranI daSTie te e sAva khItuM che eka cakravatI ane eka sAmAnya zeThanI samRddhimAM AkAzapAtALa jeTaluM aMtara che. ekanI sattA sArvabhauma che ekanI sattA gharanA cAra khuNa puratIja che, ane e sArvabhauma sattA paNa AjakAla kahevAya che ema nAmamAtranI nahi, ane adhurI paNa nahi, sarvabhUmimAM jenI mAlIkI kabula karAtI hoya tenuM nAma sArvabhauma sattA. jene eka paNa harIpha na hoya; jenI AjJA uthApavAnuM sAmarthya ekamAM paNa na hoya, jenuM eka chatra sAmAnya AkhAya che khaDe upara ekadhAruM pravartatuM hoya, tenuM nAma sAce sArvabhauma ke sAce cakravatI. jenI addhisamaddhino keI Aro na hoya. e cakravatI ane eka sAdhAraNa zeTha e bemAM zI rIte sarakhApaNuM heyaane saMsAravaibhava ane sattAnI prAptimAM ATaluM mahAna aMtara paDavAnuM kAraNa te eka mAtra niyANuM ! niyANuM bAMdhyuM te cakravatI thayo, na bAMdhyuM te sAdhAraNa mANasa rahyo! te have emAM uMcuM koNa? kamakSayanA mudAthI, AtmAnA guNanI apekSAe, bhavabhramaNanI bhayaMkaratAnI apekSAe ne dharmanI sAcI mahattAnI daSTie je A prazna vicArIe te te zAstrakAra mahArAja sApha kahe che ke e cakravatI karatAM e zeThIyAne putra hajAra darajaje vadhu bhAgyazALI che. paNa A vAta kayAre magajamAM utare te jyAre ApaNe pRpApanA baMdhananI draSTie vicArIe tyAre ! niyANAne baMdha karIne meLavela cakravartipaNane ApaNe ghAsa jeTaluM tuccha gaNI kADhIe tyAre! kAraNa ke zAstramAM niyANuM bAMdhavuM e jinaAjhAnI virUddhanuM pagaluM gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. kemake e niyANanA baMdhathI game tevI mahAna tapazcaryAnuM phaLa maryAdita thaI jAya che ane che phaLa paNa kevaLa sAMsArika sukha-vaibhava ane upabhege puratuM ja? ke je upabhegonuM sevana karatAM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (115) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. e puchayanI puMcha cavAI jAya che ane pApane puMja ekaTho thAya che. je mANasane sAMsArika sukha-vilAsanI lAlasA na hoya te kadI paNa niyANAnuM baMdhana naja kare! ane je dharma pAlana namAM, ke je tapazcaraNamAM AvI adhamabhAvanA samAyelI hoya tene zAstrakAre potAnI mahera chApa kema mArI zake! ATalAja mATe e pelA sAmAnya zreNInA putra karatAM e cakravatInI kiMmata ochI gaNI. TUMkamAM kahevuM hoya te kahI zakIe ke saMsArabhava ane bhava vadhAravAnA sAdhananI daSTie vicArIe te cakravatI mATe ane Atmika addhi ane puNyanI prAptinI daSTie vicArIe to e zeThIyAne putra vadhAre bhAgyazALI gaNAya! alabata je cakravartI paNa potAnA cakravartIpaNAnI asAratA samajIne pitAnI meLe ja eno tyAga karIne vairAgyanA pavitra paMthe cAlI nIkaLe to enI vAta ja zI thaI zake? dharmanI zarANuM. have jarA vicAra karo ke e bahAdate pitAnA pUrvabhavanI tapazcaryAnA phaLarUpe cakavatIpaNuM mAgI lIdhuM ane e ene maLyuM paNa kharuM emAM tAtvika daSTie eNe evI mAMgaNI karavAmAM mUkhetAja vAparI hatI! paNa A vastu tamArA magajamAM barAbara kevI rIte karI zake? are cakravatI paNuM maLavuM e koI ramatanI vAta che? are sAmAnya rAjA ke rAjyane vicAra karIne evA thavuM e paNa bahu muzkela che, te pachI cakravatI paNAnI to vAta ja zI thaI zake? ke pachI ApaNe, pelA drAkSa nahi meLavI zakelA zIyALe kahela "kAkSa khATI che" nI mAphaka, ApaNane e cakravatIpaNuM nathI maLyuM tethI enI ISyA karIne enI beTI vagovaNI te nathI karatAne? kAraNake je cakravatI paNAnI prAptine ApaNe mUrkhatAne vilAsa kahIne vaDI kADhIe chIe e mATe duniyAmAM ApaNA anubhavamAM ApaNe jude ja anubhava karIe chIe. eja rAjya, eja sattA ane e ja cakravartI paNuM AgaLa ApaNe hajAro lAkha mANasone jhUkI mUkIne salAma karatA ubhelA ApaNe joIe chIe. are tame pote paNa vakhata Ave e rAjA mahArAjA, ke cakravatIne bahumAna atibahumAna ApavA taiyAra thAo che! te pachI e cakavartI paNuM e mUrkhatA kaI rIte ? paNa jema bhUtono nAca tyAM sudhI rahe che jyAM sudhI enA upara maMtraprayoga karavAmAM na Ave ! je kSaNe prabaLa maMtrane, prayoga thayo ke tarataja bhUtapalIta badhA palAyana karI javAnA! eja pramANe ahiM paNa jyAM lagI ApaNe saMsAranA vaibhavathI aMjAIne vAta karIe tyAM sudhI e paNa ApaNane mohaka, grahaNa karavA lAyaka ane vakhANavA lAyaka lAgavAnuM paNa je kSaNe e badhI vastuone dharmanI zaraNa upara caDAvI ke tarataja enI parIkSA thaI javAnI ane pelA bhUtonI mAphaka dharmasUtrarUpa mahAmaMtrathI tamArI mohanidrA uI javAnI ane eja AkarSaka lAgate saMsArI sukhavilAsa tamane ApattirUpa lAgavAne ane eja cakavatIpaNuM bojArUpa lAgavAnuM ! amane svAda. A te badhI thaI pArakI paMcAyatanI vAta! have jarA tamArI ja vAta karuM ! samaje ke koI svargane deva tamArA upara prasanna thaye. ane eNe tamane varadAna mAgavAnuM kahyuM ane kahyuM ke "bhAI bhavAMtara meLavI ApavAnI te mArI zakita nathI

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mAnada-sudhAsiMdhu, ( 116) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. paNa A bhavamAMja tamane evA sa'yeAgA meLavI Apu` ke tame yA te cakravartIpaNu meLavI zake yA dharmanA sAdhananA uttama sAdhane tamane maLe: A bemAMthI tamane je eka iSTa haiAya te huM tamane meLavI ApI zakuM! bhAi, have tamArI pAse javAba mAguM chuM ke tame kayA rastA levA lalacAze, dharmAMnA ke karmanA ? are bhalA mANasa, je manuSya kRtrima laDAimAM paNa peAtAnI vIratA dekhADavA taiyAra na hoya te sAcI laDAimAM zuM daLadara pheDavAnA hatA ? A tA mAtra praznaja che: AmAM na te kai Avu. devatA ApI zake che. ke nate tamane AvI cIja maLI zake che ! A te mAtra nakalI laDAi che, paNa yAda rAkheA ke e nakalI laDAinA bahAne tamArA AkhAya hRdayanA bhAveAnI parIkSA thavAnI che ! paNa Ama chatAMya ekadama dharma sAdhanAne tame uMca Asane nahija sthApavAnA ! eja batAvI Ape che ke tamArA hRdayamAM dharmanI lAgaNIo keTalI uMDI utarelI che. je mANasa kaiATIdhvaja paNAnI kalpanAne paNa vegaLI karavA taiyAra na hoya te sAcA kATIjapaNAne zI rIte dUra karI zake? are e keATIjapaNAne dUra karavuM teA aLaguM rahyuM paNa ene duSTa gaNavAne paNa tame taiyAra nahi thA! paNa kharI vAta e che ke-A badhA A saMsAranA khela che. e saMsAranATakamAM badhA jIve naTarUpe che ane eka rUpa cheDe che ane bIjI dhAraNa kare che. bAkI dharmanA jene sAcA svAda lAgyA haiAya te kadI paNa sa`sAranA gadhAta TopalAmAM mADhuM nAkheja nahi! paNa te kayAre-jyAre kharA svAda lAgyA hAya tyAre ! emane ema nahi, ane e paNa nakkI che ke dharmanA svAda meLavanAra bIjA svAdane Iccheja nahi ! jene amRta maLyuM hoya e bIjAnI icchA zA mATe kare ? sasAra-kArAvAsa. mahAnubhAvA! A sahasAranI judI judI avasthAe e thADe yA ghaNuM aMze kedakhAnuMja che. gharasaMsAra, kuTu'khakakhIlA e kAMTAnuM kedakhAnuM che ane badhA sagAvahAlA vigere tamArI muktimAM kaTaka samAna che: rAjyavaibhava e meTu kedakhAnuM che, ane cakravatI paNuM ke evI meTI sthiti eka prakAranuM killAthI gherAyaluM kedakhAnuM che ke jemAMthI nIkaLavAnI AzAja na rakhAya! yAda rAkhajo ke e zarUAtanA nAnA kedakhAnAnA cura karIne tame bahAra nIkaLavAnI ceSTA nahi karA tA dhIme dhIme tame vadhAre pAkI kedamAM sapaDAvAnA ! ane chevaTe evI sthiti thavAnI ke e kedakhAnAmAMthI mukta thavAne upAyaja tamArA magajamAM nahi AvI zake ! mATe A saMsArakArAvAsane toDavA mATe jema bane tema jaldI ane jeTalA ane teTalA vadhu majabuta prayatna AdarA. emAMja tamArI mukti che; tamArU kalyANu che. jo vadhatA rAgane mULathIja nihu chedI nAkheA teA e darda jIvaleNu evu ugra svarUpa dhAraNa karaze, ane pachI tamane nahi sUjhe ke have zuM karavu? tameja e sa'sAra-kArAvAsane paNa enA nAnA rUpamAMja nAza nahi karo tA AgaLa upara tamane enuM bhAnaja nahi rahevAnu ane jyAre bhAna thaze tyAre enA upAya tamArA hAtha bahAra gayelA lAgaze, athavA teA e upAyane amalamAM mUkatAM tamAre AkAza-pAtALa eka karavA paDaze. ApaNAmAM kahevata che ke "ugatA roga ane vadhatA vairIne zarUAtamAMja dAbI devA' ane mANasane mATe kArAvAsa karatAM vadhAre bhayaMkara duzmana khIjo kANu hAI zake? ke.je mANusanI tamAma zaktine khu'DI khanAvI nAkhe che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (117) suSAbiMdu 1 luM. saMsAranI madazA. je mANasa dharmanuM ArAdhana karavAmAM ke tyAgane paMtha svIkAravAmAM anukULa samayanI rAha jote ubhuM rahe che, te dhIme dhIme saMsAranI mAyAvI jALamAM vadhune vadhu phasAto jAya che. ane enA saMge paNa anukULane badale pratikULatAnuM rUpa dhAraNa karatA jAya che, eka rAjAnaji vaMzanI vAta karo ! eka nAno rAjakumAra jeTalI rahelAIthI dIkSA laI zake eTalI helAIthI rAjakAryamAM guMthAyele pATavI rAjakumAra na laI zake ! ane jeTalI AsAnIthI e pATavI laI zake eTalI saraLatAthI rAjayano vahIvaTa karate rAjA na laI zake! e jyAM saMsAratyAganI vAta kare, ke ene svajana prajA, maMtrI, pradhAna vigere aneka balAo vaLagavAnI ! are, dumana paNa duzmanAvaTa yAda karIne rastAmAM kAMTA pAtharavAne ! daMDaka raSi saMsArano tyAga karIne sAdhu thayA. chatAM koro pitAnuM pahelAnuM vera na bhUlI zakayA, ane e vera vALavAvA gAMDA AvezamAM emanA upara I varasAda varasAve ! bhalA je saMsAratyAgIne paNa Ama herAna karavAmAM pAchI pAnI na kare e, eka mANasane pitAnI aNIzucInI TeLImAMthI sagIonI TeLImAM jate kema joI zake? eto emaja cAhe ke AkhuMya jagata amArA jevuM pApa kAryamAM rAcuM mAgyuM rahe, amArI ja mAphaka bhavabhramaNanA pherAmAM saDayA kare ane amArIja mAphaka karmano kAdava AtmA upara lAdyA ja kare ! A saMsAranI manedazA che. paNa e sAcI te nathI ja !!! paMDita maraNa mahAnubhAva! pazuomAM paNa keTalAka pazuo eTalA badhA cAlAka, samaju ane buddhizALI hoya che ke jeo eka pArakA khetaramAM caratA hoya ane pakaDAIne DabbAmAM purAvAnA bhaya jevuM kaMI paNa lAge te ekadama vADa kudIne paNa bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. jyAre tamArAmAMnA keTalA e pazu karatAM paNa buddhimAM utaratA hoya che ke jeo DabAmAM purAvAne bhaya te zuM paNa sAmethI sAkSAt khetaranA mAlIkane Avate jue chatAM khAvAno svAda na cheDI zake! ane pariNAme e mAlIkanA hAthano mAra khAya ane vadhArAmAM DabbAmAM purAya! zvAsocchavAsa pUrNa thavA AvyA hoya, AyuSyanI ghaDIo gaNAtI heya, maraNa pathArIe paDaye hoya ane chelI avasthA AvI pahoMcI hoya chatAM paNa badhuM sarAvI devAnuM sUjhe che? samajhe che ke have ghaDI be ghaDImAM mAruM A jIvana hatuM na hatuM thaI javAnuM che, A mArI AsapAsamAMnuM kaMI paNa mArI sAthe nathI AvavAnuM chatAM ene tyAga karavAnI bhAvanA jAge che? AvAne te pelI gAya jevaja gaNa joIe ke je gaLAmAM lAkaDuM paDavA chatAM ThekANe na Ave! maravAne vakhata sAva pAse AvI pahaM chatAM dharmanuM smaraNa nathI AvatuM, causaraNa aMgIkAra karavAnuM nathI sUjhatuM! are tyAre paNa mAtapitA ane vahu beTA-beTImAM ja mana rame che! e bhagavAna ! kevI kaThora manodazA? evAonuM zuM thavAnuM? ahiM nahi cetanArane parabhavamAM mAra sahana karavo paDavAno ! ane tyAre AMkha ughaDI javAnI ! narakanA paramAdhAmie ke nimedanI anaMta vedanAoe A bhavamAM saveLA nahi cetanArA mATe sajArUpa che ! mANasa cete yA na cete chatAM pariNAma te AvyA vagara rahetuM ja nathI. mAtra pharaka eTale che ke cetanAra pariNAmanA mAThA phaLamAMthI bacavAno mArga zodhI zake che ane nakAmA mAramAMthI bacI jAya che, samaje ke zaheranA vyavasthApaka adhikArIoe jAhera karyuM ke AvatI kAle

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na'ha-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 118 ) sudhAniMdu 1 luM. nadImAM bhAre pUra AvavAnuM che. mATe dareka prajAjane cetI javuM! ane peAtAnA jAnamAlanI rakSA mATe barAbara khobasta karI levA. A vAta jANavA chatAM kaiAMI mANasa cete nahi ane emane ema ALasunI mAphaka paDyo rahe te puramAM taNAvA vagara khIjo ze mArga che ? te mahAnubhAve!! e purate A bhavamAMja nukasAna kare che, paNa A maraNunuM pura je tamArA upara pharI vaLavAnu che te te| jo tame pahelAMthI nahi cetA te tamArA aneka bhavanuM gADuM * vALI nAkhaze ! ane A bhavanI nAnI sarakhI jaNAtI bhUlanuM pariNAma tamAre bhavAsavamAM bhAgavavuM paDaze! mATe e maraNane nirbhaya rIte bheTavA mAja zrRNu karajo ! ane A pramANe maraNuthI jarAya DaryAM vagara AnaMdapUrvaka maraNune bheTavuM enuMja nAma eka paMDita maraNu! A maraNa pAmanArane maraNa mATe pazcAttApa karavAneA nathI hAtA ! kAraNa ke e maraNu enA sthUladehane nukazAna karavA uparAMta bIjI AtmikadaSTie lezamAtra paNa nukasAna nathI karI zakatu ! tyAre ane atyAre. ane e maraNanA bhaya jitavAnA sauthI uttama mArga te dIkSAnA mArga che! mahAnubhAvA jarA pahelAMnA ane atyAranA dIkSApAlananI kaThinatA ane saraLatAne jarA vicAra karA! pachI tamane samajAze ke atyAranA dIkSApAlanane mAga pahelAM karatAM keTalAya saraLa che. e pUrvanA samayanA rastAenI kalpanA kara; Aje ekeya evA ujajaDa mA nahi maLe. evA mA upara munie aneka kaSTo uThAvIne kAMTA ane kAMkarAothI bharelA mArgamAM vicaratA hatA; ane tamArA mATe gharanA AMgaNA jevI are tethIya suMvALI saDakA che! e pahelAMnA samayanA bhayakara jagale! kayAM ane AjanA bhayamukta mA kAM? are pahelAMnA samayamAM te rahevAne mATe pUratAM makAne paNu kAM maLatAM hatAM. jarA zAstra tapAsA! e pavitra zAstro A vAtanI sacATa sAkSI pUre che: mRgAvatI ane jaya'tIe bhagavAnane utaravA mATe vasati ApI emAM te enuM nAma prathama zayyAtara tarIke agrapadane pAmyuM' ane enA e puNya kAryanI yazagAthAo Thera Thera gavAi! A zuM batAve che. je dezamAM zera, azera jeTalu paNa anAja ApanAraneA jayajayakAra khelAtA haiAya te deza mATe samajavuM ke tyAM bhaya kara duSkALa pravatatA haiAvA joie! nahi teA zera, zera anAjanI zI visAta! eja pramANe e mahAdevIenI zAstramAM ATalI kIrti gAvAmAM AvI che eja batAve che ke e vakhatamAM vasati ApavAnuM kArya keTaluM mahatvanuM hatu? ane leAkA vasati ApavAmAM keTalA sa`kaiAcAtA hatA! bAkI kharI rIte jotAM vasati ApavI emAM yu. mahAn kA raheluM che ? nA emAM kaMi ApavAnuM che ke na tA kai tyAga karavAnuM che. chatAM enI ATalI kiMmata gaNAi ! mahAnubhAvA! e tA tamane paNa dhyAnamAM hazeja ke eka vastunu` mUlya e vastunA peAtAnA upara DAtuM nathI paNa e vastunA vadhArAghaTADA upara heAya che. vastu vadhI jAya te enu` mUlya AkhuM thAya! ane vastu ghaTe eTale kiMmata vadhe ! te ahiM paNa vasatidAnanuM bahu mUlya batAve che ke e vakhatamAM dareka mANasa A karavA mATe taiyAra na hatA! are vasati meLavavI e eka prakAranuM muzkelIbharyuM. kAya hatu! ane cAje? Aje te tamArA mATe Thera Thera suMdara sthAna che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (19) sudhArbi6 1 luM loko paNa tamane satkAravA mATe taiyAra che! jarA Aryasuhastine samaya paNa vicAre! e mahAna AcArya vihAra karatAM karatAM avaMtI nagarInA udyAnamAM AvI pahoMcyA. avaMtImAM makAnene te nathI. jyAM juo tyAM uMcAM mahelo dekhAya che. AcArya mahArAja sAdhuone vasatinI tapAsa karavA mokale che, ane ghaNuMghaNuM tapAsanA aMte avaMtIsukumALanI yAnazALA eTale ke ghoDAgADI rAkhavAne tabelo utaravA mATe maLe che ! Aje evI sthiti che? jarAya nahi! Aje te lIlAlhera che! evA prakAranI koI upAdhi anubhavavAnI nathI! AhArapANI, vasapAtra ane auSadhAdikane prabaMdha paNa Aje joIe tevo che. Ama dekhItI rIte zarIrane takalIpha paDe evI kazI paristhiti nathI. chatAM tamane e rAjamArga upara svecchAthI cAlI nIkaLavAnuM mana nathI thatuM te pachI e pahelAnA jamAnA jevI kAMTAkAMkarAvALI bhUmi paga taLe kheDavI paDaze tyAre zuM karaze ! mATe e purANI takalIphanuM tamArI daSTi AgaLa citra kheMcIne tamArI atyAranI sthitinI saraLatA samajIne e pavitra paMthe cAlI nIkaLavA vicAra karo! tyAre je kai-labhya nahatu te atyAre sAva sulabha che! vahelo te pahele. paNa keTalAka bhAgyazALI jI evA paNa nIkaLe che ke jeo e sAdhu paNunA pavitra mArga upara azraddhAnI daSTie jue che eTaluM ja nahi paNa koI koI vakhata te enI vAvaNI paNa karavAnuM bhUlatA nathI! AvAone mATe, je temanAmAM jarA jeTalI paNa tatva samajavAnI buddhi hoya to paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA e parama pavitra zabda yAda ApavA basa thaze ke-"he gautama A pAMcamA ArAmAM ane AvA sAdhupaNamAM paNa ghaNuM ekAvatArI sAdhuo che. eTalA mATe A sAdhupaNAmAM zuM paDayuM che evI mAnyatA rAkhanAra kharekhara bhIMta bhUle che. mahAnubhAva! game tema gaNe! paNa sAdhumA e AtmakalyANane ati saraLa mArga che. e mAge AtmA potAnI siddhi ghaNI jaldI sAdhI zake che. atyAre e mArga tamArA mATe rAjamArga jevuM che. Aje enA upara cAlavA taiyAra nahi thAo te kAle khADATekarA ane jALajhAMkharAvALo vikaTa mArga tamArI sAme khaDe thaze te vakhate tame zuM karazo? eTaluM te dareka jaNa yAda rAkhe ke vahelA yA moDA chevaTe e pavitra munimArganuM anusaraNa te karavuM ja paDaze! vahele thaze te pahelAM pAmaze! moDo thaze te pastAze! havAmAM bAcakA. vaLI je leke AvA vicAra karatA hoya ke je kALa duSama che, jemAM saMghayaNanuM ThekANuM nathI; jyAM evuM ugra tapazcaraNa nathI, na jyAM avichinna svAdhyAya thaI zakatuM, jyAM niraticAra cAritranuM pAlana nathI, jyAM pariSahAne sahana karavAnI hAma nathI ane jyAM upasargone hasate mukhaDe vadhAvI levAnI hiMmata nathI. AvA kapheDa saMyego vacce saMyama levA karatAM zrI tIrthakara bhagavAnanA samayamAM avatarIne, te vakhate jJAnadhyAnanuM zuddha ArAdhana thaI zake evA prakAranuM sAdhupaNuM maLI zakaze mATe tyAreja sAdhupaNuM laIzuM, vaLI atyAranuM sAdhupaNuM virAdhanA ane pramAdathI bhareluM che. eTalA mATe e parama prabhu jyAre sAkSAta vicaratA haze tyAreja cAritrya grahaNa karIne AtmakalyANa karIzuM. A ane

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Anada-sudhAsiMdhu. (12) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. AvA vicAra karIne atyAre cAritranI vAtane mAMDI vALatA hoya temane mATe zrIdharmadAsa gaNi sApha nirUpaNa karI gayA che ke - laddhilliyaM ca bohiM akareMto'NAgayaM ptthito| annaM dAI bohiM lanbhisi kayareNa mulleNa // 1 // eTaleke je dharmamArga tane atyAre prApta thayo che tenuM AcaraNa tuM karato nathI ane asthira ane tArA hAthanI bahAranA anAgata-bhaviSa-kALamAM dharmano lAbha levAne vicAra kare che! kevuM vicitra vartana? hAthamAMnuM nAkhI devuM che ane pachI hAthe lAMbA karIne AkAzamAM bAcakA bharavA che, paNa AkAzamAM havAmAM bAcakA bharavAthI kadI hAthamAM kaMi paNa Ave kharU? kharI vAta e che ke je e pramAda rahita cAritrane meLavavAnI sAcIja IcchA hoya te te mATe atyArathI ja prayatna karavA lAgavuM joIe! nahi te e ke evI raste paDI cIja nathI ke sahajamAM hAthamAM AvI jAya che. are jene lakSAdhipati thavuM hoya ene thoDI thoDI rakama bhegI karavI paDe ke nahi? thoDI theDI rakama bhegI karyA vagara ekadama kaMI lakSAdhipati thavAya che kharuM? eja pramANe ahiM paNa e paramavizuddha cAritranA pAlana mATe ane prApti mATe atyArathI ja abhyAsa karavo joIe. bAkI keipaNa prakAranuM kriyAtmaka AcaraNuM karyA vagara sIdhe sIdhuM e cAritra meLavavAnI vAta karavI e kevaLa vANaneja vilAsa che ane enuM pariNAma havAmAM bAcakA bharavA jevuM ja Ave. ujavaLa bhaviSyane mArga. pAse eka paisAnuM paNa sAdhana na hoya ane vAto kare A bajAra kharIdavAnI ! evAne te loko pelI kahevataja lAgu pADe che ke-"hAthamAM nahi keDI ane ubhI bajAre deDI" duniyAmAM mAla game teTalo bharyo hoya, karoDo abajone bharyo hoya paNa temAM tamAre zuM? tamArI pAse paiso haze te tamane emAMthI kAMIka maLaze. nahi te te joI joIne harakha mArA lAla" jevuM ja thAya! tIrthaMkara mahArAjanA samayamAM AdhyAtmikavAdane Akheya bajAra aneka prakAranA uttama uttama padArthothI bharapUra hovAne. zrI tIrthakara mahArAja zrI gaNadhara mahArAja ane kevaLI bhagavAna vigere badhAya tyAM maujada chatAM tethI tamAruM zuM vaLavAnuM? pADozIne tyAM karaDene mAla hoya paNa emAM ApaNe zuM kAmanuM? ApaNA kAmamAM te ApaNuM hoya teja lAge ! eja pramANe te vakhate paNa bajAra evA bharapura hovA chatAM tamArI pAse puNyanI puMcha nahi hoya to tame zuM karI zake? eTalA mATe e bhara bajAramAMthI tamane "yA mULA" jevuM vile meM pAchuM pharavuM na paDe te mATe atyArathI ja taiyArI karavA lAge ane jevA prakAranuM banI zake evA prakAranuM cAritra pALIne tamArA puNyanA puMjane samRddha banAvo ! ema karavAmAM ja tamAruM bhaviSya ujavaLa thaze ane tamAruM kalyANa thaze! e vinAzane paMtha. alabatta eka vAta jarUra mAnavA jevI che ke-cAritra pAlana karatI vakhate, e paramazuddha evuM niraticAra ane pramAdAdi doSa rahita cAritrane Adarza tarIke rAkhIne, atyAranA ApaNuM cAtrimAM te te roSa thaI zake teTalA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. 121) sudhAkhiM 1 che. aMze vadhAre pramANamAM dUra karavAne mATe haMmezAM prayatnazIla rahevuM, paraMtu virAdhanA lAgI jAya che; aticArasevana thaI jAya che, pramAdAdinuM sevana thayA vagara rahetuM nathI mATe atyAre cAritraja na grahaNa karavuM e mAnyatA te sAva bhUlAvanArI ane avaLe mArge dorI janArI che. jenazAstrakArone e vAta pAlavatI nathI! ane koI paNa samajuta buddhine mANasa A mAne paNa nahi ! are bhalA mANasa, A te pelA dayAnaMda sarasvatinA siddhAMta jevuM thayuM! paramAtmAnIbhagavAnanI pratimA upara ekAda vakhata kIDI, maMkoDI ke uMdaraDI joIne bhAIne vicAra Avyo ke bhagavAnanI mUrti upara A pramANe jIvajaMtu phare e ThIka na kahevAya, ane AnA mATe emaNe upAya zodhavAnI vicAraNA calAvI ! ane e vicAraNamAMthI emaNe eka upAya gatI kADho, pelA "kethaLAmAMthI pAMcazerI, kADhe tema-ane lekane upadeza ApyA ke e devanI mUrtija mAnavI nahi. pachI kIDI, maMkoDI kayAMthI caDhavAnI ! vAha bhAI vAha! ke majAne upAya! zarIramAM darda thayuM eTale e zarIrane ja kApI ke bALI nAkhavuM. eTale pachI daIja nahi thAya! kharuM bhAI kharUM? kapaDAmAM zuM paDe eTale kapaDuM ja pheMkI devuM ane nAgApugA pharyA karavuM! paNa mahAnubhAvo ! A kaMI sAro rasto na kahevAya ! A te vinAzane paMtha che. e mAge janAra to vagara mAgye vinAzaja vahorI levAne. mATe e vinAzanA paMthathI veLagA rahIne "nhAyA eTaluM puNya" e vAta yAda rAkhIne banI zake eTaluM cAritranuM ArAdhana karavuM ghaTe! sAcI nIDaratA. have pAchA ApaNI mULa vAta upara AvIe. je mANasa nAnI nAnI vastuono tyAga karIne A asAra saMsAramAMthI sAra kheMcI levAne vicAra ane AcAra nathI karI zakate e moTA vaibhave ane moTI sattAone tyAga karI zakaze e vAta kema mAnI zakAya ? atyAre tamArI pAse na te evA mahAna vaibhava, vilAso che, na te tamAre rAjyanA rakSaNanI ciMtA karavAnI che, ke na te tamane cakravatInI trAddhija maLI che. chatAM je saMsArano tyAga karavA taiyAra nahi thAo te pachI kayAre thaze? je mANasa paisA be paisAnuM dAna karI na zake e lAkhonI sakhAvata zI rIte karavAne? ApaNu jevA sAdhAraNa mANasonI vAta te judIja che ke vakhata Avye ApaNe koI vastu keIne ApIe paNa kharA ane vakhata Aje bIjA pAsethI mAgIe paNa kharA! eTale bhIkha mAMgavAmAM ApaNane eTalI badhI nAnapa nathI ja! paNa je cakravatI hoya, jenA magajamAM cakavatInI addhinI rAI bharAyelI hoya ene bhIkhane vicAraja kayAMthI Ave ? vaLI tamane jema dIkSA laIne bhikSA mAgavAnuM kahI zakAya che ema ene kahe paNa kezu? chatAM duniyAmAM evA beparavA sAdhuo paNa che ane hatAja ke jeoe evA cakravatInI mahAna bAddhithI leza paNa aMjAyA vagara bedhaDaka rIte emane dIkSA laIne bhikSA upara udaranirvAha karavAne upadeza Ape che! bhalA vicAra karo ke e cakravata jevAne bhikhanuM kahenAra sAdhu keTalA nIDara haze ? paNa kharI vAta e che ke jyAM sudhI saMsAranI vAsanAo tamArA hRdayamAM ghara karI rahI che tyAM sudhI e nIDaratA tamArA khyAlamAM nahi ja Ave! bAkI AtmAnI daSTie te evA naSi maharSioe e Rddhine keDI jeTalI paNa nathI gaNuM, ane AvI bhAvanAmAMthI ja sAcI nIDaratAne pATha maLI zake che. e

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (122) sudhAbaMdu 1 luM. nIDaratA meLavanArane saMsAramAM keIne Dara hete nathI ! e nIDaratA eTale AtmadarzananuM prathama se pAna ! zAne sUra. have tame samajI zakazo ke e cakravatI karatAM e sAdhAraNa zeThane putra vadhAre bhAgyazALI hatA, e bAhya rIte suMdara dekhAtA cakravatIpaNuM pAchaLa aneka yAtanAo chupAyelI che ! e yAtanAo sahana karavI paDe tyAre khAdheluM ekavA jevuM darda thAya! zrIuttarAdhyayanasUtramAM eka vAkaya Ave che ke " nA mAmA nA samagra mAnava jAtamAM rAjAne darajajo sauthI chelle che! kevuM vicitra? A saMsAravyavahAramAM to tamane rAjA jevo koI rasukhI mANasa nathI dekhAte; enA jeTale mAnamartA bo keIne nathI sacavAte; enA jeTalA vaibhava-vilAsa ane amanacamana uDAvavA koIne nathI maLatA; enA jeTalI sattA koInI pAse nathI. A badhuM chatAM zAstrakAro enA mATe Avo abhiprAya kema ApatA haze? ekaja daSTie ke e badhI AkarSaka dekhAnI suMdaratAnI pAchaLa pApane puMja ekaThuM karavAnI malina zakti rahelI che. to pachI evA rAjApaNane zAstrakAre kaI rIte vakhANe? TUMkamAM vAta e che ke tame paisAdAra che ke garIba he, zAstrane e jANavAnI jarUra nathI, tame rAjA he ke mahArAja he, zAstrane mana e mahatva vagaranuM che! tame cakravatI ho ke baladeva-vAsudeva zAstrane enI sAthe kazI nIsbata nathI ! tame AnaMdavilAsamAM DukhyA rahetA ho ke sAdhAraNa jIvana gALatA he, zAstrane enI phIkara nathI ! tame paisAdAra hazo te to ane garIba haze te Dubazo e malina pakSapAta zAstramAM kayAMya nathI: tame he te he game te heH zAstrane e sAthe kaMI saMbaMdha nathI. e te eka ja vastu kahe che ke tame game tevA he, game tyAM che, game tevI paristhitimAM che. tamAre sadAya kALa dharmakaraNa karatA rahevuM. A saMsAranI jALane eka prakAranI iMdrajALa samajIne enAthI bacatA rahevuM ! saMsAramAM paDazo te phasaza, dhama karaze te taraze ! A badhAya zAstrano sAra che. badhAya zAstrone bodhapATha che ane badhAya zAstrone sUra che. e sUra sAMbhaLaze te bhAgyazALI thaze ! ane sAMbhaLIne e pramANe Acaze te mahAbhAgyazALI thaze ! zAstrAnA sUrane A prabhAva che !! e pavitra sUrane jhIlo ane tamArUM ka9yANa sAThe

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (123) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. * 000000000000000000000000000 bhavasAgara. 24 % 0000000000cooooooooooocoooo mahAnubhAvo! tIrthakaro, gaNadharo, gItArtho ane te badhAnA akSaradeharUpe amara banelA zAstro-e badhAya taravA upAya batAve che. are ! e taravAnA upAya batAvavAmAMja e saunI mahattA evaM sArthakatA rahelI che. e eka sAva sAmAnya buddhimAM utarI zake evI bInA che ke-eka mANasa taravAnA upAya batAvato hoya te taratAM zikhAya yA na zikhAya; e upAcene amala karIne lAbha uThAvI zakAya yA na paNa uThAvI zakAya; taravAnuM banI zake yA na banI zake. chatAM e taravAnA upAyonA pratipAdana ane darzanathI eTale te jarUra siddha thAya che ke saMsAramAM kaI paNa vastu evI te avazya haze ja ke je taravA lAyaka hoya ane jene taravAno prasaMge upasthita thatAM je taravAnI kaLA na AvaDatI hoya te DUbI maravAne kamanasIba banAva paNa vakhate banI jAya ! te pachI dharmazAstro-ane zAstrakAre je taravAnA upAyo sUcavavAmAMja potAnI kRtakRtyatA mAnatA hoya te temanI-zAstronI-duniyAmAM paNa koI nadI, nALA ke samudra jevI cIja hevI ja joIe ! ke je taravA mATe emaNe upAyo batAvyA che ! lA A samudra ka ? mahAnubhAve ! e samudra te saMsAra samudra jene ApaNe badhA bhavasAgara kahIe chIe te ja ! nyAyAcArya zrI yazovijayajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja A saMbaMdhI upadeza karatAM zrI jJAnasAra prakaraNamAM jaNAvI gayA che ke -bhava kaI vastunuM nAma che. enuM svarUpa zuM che. e bhava ullaMghana thayo kayAre gaNAya: ene ullaMghana karatI vakhate mAnavInuM mana kevA vicAronA pariNAmomAM sthira hoya: kevI kevI nabaLI bhAvanAothI mana vegaLuM rahe ane kevA kevA rUpa badalyA bAda kAryamAM saphaLatA maLe ! agara e bhavarUpI samudranuM astitva maTI jAya te ene taravA vigerenA upAya zodhavAnI upAdhi paNa na rahe! paNa enuM astitva maTavAnI kalpanA e kalpanA ja rahevAnI ! e kalpanA kadI paNa mUrta svarUpa nahija grahaNa kare ! ane eTalAja mATe dharmakaraNa rUpe enA upAyanI paNa eTalI ja AvazyakatA rahevAnI ! e saMsAra-samudranI gahanatA mATe eTaluM ja kahevuM basa thaze ke che bhavasAgaranI gahanatA, gaMbhIratA ane vikaTatA AgaLa jene ApaNe sImA vagarane sAgara kahIe chIe te te gAgara sarakhe banI jAya che !!! bhava eTale zuM? bhalA, je bhavano dareka zAstromAM ATale badho uhApoha karavAmAM AvelA che ane je bhavane pAra karavA mATe ja dharmanI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI che e bhava zuM cIja che te jarA vicArIye! vyAkaraNazAstranA AdhAre zabdanI vyutpattinA sAmAnya niyama pramANe te "mavatIti ma" eTale ke "je bane te bhava" evI bhAvanI vyAkhyA thAya che, paNa A te eka sAmAnya vyutpatti mAtraja che. eTalI vyutpattimAtrathI e zabdane prAyogika ane sAcA artha ApaNe samajI zakatA nathI. A vAta kevaLa ahiMja lAgu paDe che ema nathI. e te tamAma zabdanI vyutpattimAM evuM ja bane che. kevaLa zuSka vaiyAkara

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AnaMda-sudhAsiyu (124) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. gAya >> NIya zAbdika vyutpatti pramANe te dareka zabdonA evAja amaryAdita artha thAya che, paNu amuka zabda amuka prakAranA maryAdita artha karavAmAM Ave tyAreja e zabda enA ane batAvI zake che! anyathA teA game tene e zabda lagADI zakAya ! jemake go zabda, A zabdanI zuSka vyutpatti "rIti noH " "jAya (cAle) te e pramANe mAsane paNa e zabda lAgu paDI zake, kutarA, bilADA ane gheADagadheDA jevAne paNa evIja rIte lAgu paDe. chatAM AvA upayAga ApaNe vyavahAramAM nathIja anubhavatA. eTale no zabdanA artha kevaLa gAya, melamAMja maryAdita karavAmAM AvyA che! eja pramANe ahiM paNa ma zabdathI ApaNane iSTa artha kADhavA mATe kevaLa enI zuSka vyutpattineja mAtra na vaLagI rahetAM enA bhAvamAM javAnI jarUra rahe che, ane e bhAva kharAkhara samajavA mATe enI vyu' ttimAM amuka zabdo vadhAravA paDe che! eTale A pramANe jainazAstrakAre bhavana vyutpatti karatAM kramAvyuM che ke--" mati narmavarAtinA gALino prazmina tti matra eTale ke jemAM prANI karmane AdhIna thaine rahe tenuM nAma bhava ! bhalA maiM dhAtune R pratyaya lagADavAthI mUtra zabda ane che. teA pachI e matra zabdanI vyutpattimAM "dharmavarAtinA mALinaH " evu pada kayAMthI AvyuM ? na te! emAM mevarAvI evu pada maLe che ke na emAM mALI zabdano samAveza thAya che. chatAM ene ahiM levAnA ze| artha ? mahAnubhAvA ! A vAta zaruAtamAM upara kahI gayA ke amuka zabdaneA maryAdita ISTa artha karavAmAM amuka vadhArAnA zabdone prayANa karavA paDe che, A teA tamArA rAjanA anubhavanI vAta che, ane vaLI ahiM te sUtra, siddhAMtanI vAta che eTale sUtrAnI vyAkhyAmAM te aneka zabdo adhyahAra samajavA paDe che! je A ayahAra mAnavAnA niyama kADhI nAkhavAmAM Ave te kAipaNu sUtranI yathAsthita vyAkhyA naja thai zake ! jyAM jyAM jevA zabdonI anivArya AvazyaktA hAya tyAM te zabda uparathI samajIja levA paDe che. dAkhalA tarIke-ApaNe badhAya elIe chIe ke "phLo maMgarumukttika" have A padane barAbara samajavA mATe enI vyAkhyA karatI vakhate kriyAvAcaka koIpaNa zabda ApaNe uparathI samajI levA paDe che, kAraNa ke-kriyApada vagara vAkaya khanIja zakatu nathI.. siddhAMtakArAnuM paNa vacana che ke-sovALa mUni eTaleke sUtrAmAM huMmezAM (amuka vastu) ayahAra hAyaja che! eTale sUtrAnI vyAkhyA karatI vakhate e ayahAra paTTA umerI levA paDe che. A sthAne eka vAta jarUra samajavAnI che ke-amuka sUtrAmAM kayA po adhyahAra levA e samajavuM bahu kaThina che. e adhyAhAra padone zeAdhI kADhavAnu` kA` dareka mAsanI buddhi mATe zakaya nathI. eTalAja mATe sUtrAnI vyAkhyA karanAra mANsa mahAjJAnI joie ane sAthe sAthe cAritra zIla joie ke jethI sUtranA pratipitsita ane kharAbara samajI zake ane tene anukULaja zabdo adhyahAra tarIke samaje ! game te sutramAM game te pada ayyahAra levAmAM Ave te tA saMsAramAM sUtra nAmanI koi vastuja na rahI zake? kAraNa ke te pachI tA dareka mANasa potAne gamatA siddhAMta (?)nuM pratipAdana thai zake tevA zabdo umerIne game te sUtramAMthI game tevA artha upajAvI zake! kahevAnuM tAtpa e che ke eka zabda ya sUtrane icchita Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat : www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (15) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. artha barAbara samajavA mATe amuka prakAranA zabdo adhyahAra mAnavA ja paDe che. eTalA mATe bhava zabdano paNa barAbara artha samajavA mATe amuka anivArya zabdane adhyahAra mAnIne tene upayoga karavAmAM kazI harakata jevuM nathI ! eTale bhava zabdano upara karyo te pramANe-jemAM prANIo karmAdhIna bane tenuM nAma bhava. e artha barAbara ane saMgata che ! enuM viSeza spaSTIkaraNa. mahAnubhAvo! upara tame sAMbhaLI gayA te mavarita visa vartinaH pALiH gamina phari mA vyAkhyAmAM eTalA badhA padonI zI jarUrata che te jarA samaje. sUtronI vyAkhyA karatAM ke koIpaNa zabdanI vyutpatti karatI vakhate koIpaNa zabda nirarthaka vadhAre na Apavo evuM siddhAMtakAronuM kathana che. eTalA mAre emAM je kaMI paNa lakhAya eTale ke aNahAra tarIke mAnI levAya te badhuM anivArya ja hovuM joIe. nahi te te upara kahI gayA te pramANe adhyahAra mAnIne vadhAravAnA padano kaI paNa maryAdAja na rahe! ane ema thAya te pachI e sUtra ke zabdane paNa amuka udiSTa ane maryAdita artha paNa na rahI zake ! have e vAta ahiM ma zabdanI vyutpattimAM vicArIe. sauthI pahelAM ApaNe e vicArIe ke-uparanA vAkayamAMthI "nAginae pada kADhI nAkhIe te zuM harakata ubhI thAya? tame badhAya e vAta sArI rIte jANe che ke dareka kriyApadane koIpaNa kartA hovo ja joIe, ane koIpaNa vAkya kartAnA ullekha vagara saMpUrNa nathI thaI zakatuM, ane sAthe sAthe e paNa jANo cho ke keipaNa kriyApadanA kartA tarIke nAma cA sarvanAmaneja upayoga karavAnuM hoya che. e sivAyanA bIjA zabda kartA tarIke nathI vAparI zakatA. have - ahiM uparanA vAkyamAM mavati e kriyApada che eTale ene paNa koI kartA heja joIe ! eja padamAM verAvartanaH e zabda che, paNa e to vizeSaNa che, eTalA mATe e kartA tarIkenuM kAma na karI zake. tyAre have e vAkyamAM bIjuM pAna padaja evuM che ke kartA tarIke mUkI zakAya, ane e kartAnI jagyA pUravA mATe ja eno uparanA vAkyamAM samAveza karavAmAM Avyo che. astu. tyAre have navarAptinA e zabda na ApavAmAM Ave te zuM harakata? kartA tarIke kALAnA ane kriyApadya tarIke mavati e be pada upaga karavAthI vAya pUrNa thaI zake ema che te pachI e zartana evuM trIjuM pada nirarthaka zA mATe ApavAmAM AvyuM che? mahAnubhAve jarA zAMta citte vicAra karo ! ane e badhAnA guNadoSano barAbara vicAra karIne pachI keIpaNa nirNaya karo! juo alabata upara kahyuM te pramANe kartA ane kriyApadathI vAkya bane che kharUM chatAM e vAta kadI paNa bhUlavI na joIe ke kaI paNa vAkyanI racanA kevaLa vAkaya banAvavAnA hetuthI karavAmAM nathI AvatI paraMtu e vAkaya pitAne ISTa vastunuM pratipAdana karavA mATe ja banAvavAmAM Ave che. agara vAkya banAvavA chatAM potAnA ISTa vakatavyanI siddhi na thatI hoya te te e vAkaya banAvavuMja nakAmuM che. eTalA mATe eka vAkaya banAvavAmAM kevaLa kartA, kriyApada ke karma thI ja kAma nathI saratuM paNa pitAne kahevAno Azaya barAbara sApha tarI Ave eTalA zabdo te vAparavA ja paDe che, ane vaLI je vAkaya banAvavAthI ke bolavAthI pitAnA

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cyAnaMdasudhAsi'dhu. (126) sudhAbiMdu 1 yuM. siddhAMta virUddhanIja vAtanI prarUpaNA thatI heya teA e vAkaya kevaLa vAkayaracanAnI dRSTie ke vyAkaraNazAstranI dRSTie game teTalu' nirdeoMSa hAya chatAM e huLAtuLa samAna che. ahiMyA evu zuM che te jue. ahiMyA kevaLa kartA tarIke Lana ane kriyApada tarIke mati e eja paheAne laine mavanti kALina: zmina eTale ke jemAM prANIe thAya (ane) che evI vyutpatti karavAmAM Ave te te zAsrakAranA mukhya siddhAMtanI virUddhaja prarUpaNA thAya che, kAraNake upara pramANe prANIe thAya che jemAM evI vyutpatti karavA jatAM e vAta mAnI levAya che ke jIva utpanna thAya che ane e mAnyatA kevaLa jainazAstrakAraneja nahi. kintu tamAma Astika darzonakArAne asvIkArya che, kAraNake jaita, vaizeSika, naiyAyika, sAMkhya ityAdi koipaNa Astika danakArA jIvanI utpattine mAnatAja nathI. dareke jIvane anAdi mAnya che. have je vastu anAdi hAya te utpanna thAya che ema kema kahI zakAya ? yA teA utpanna thatI hoya yA te anAdi hAya ! pazu ane vAta eka sAthe teA naja banI zake ne ? eka anAdi ane bIjI' AdivALuM e e mIyA mahAdevanI joDIne kadI paNa meLa khAya khareza ke ? eTale upara pramANenuM maMtrAtina: vizeSaNa kADhI nAkhavAmAM siddhAMta virUddha prarUpaNAnI mahAn Apatti AvI paDe che! e Apatti dUra karavA mATe e vizeSaNanI anivArya AvazyakatA che. mahAnubhAvA have tame barAbara samajI zakayA haze! ke upara pramANe je marce zabdanI vyutpatti karavAmAM AvI che te kharAkhara ane dveSamukata che. have sAthe sAthe eTaluM paNa taNI cA ke e vizeSaNAtmaka padanA ahiM'kebI rIte upayoga karavAmAM AvyA che. tame badhAya e vAta tA jANatA hazeAja ke badhAya sattAvAcaka kriyApado akarma ka TAya che. have yAM evA sattAvAcakra kriyApade kevaLa amuka astitvaneja batAvavA mATe vAparavAmAM AvyA hoya che tyAM te bIjA kazA padanI jarUrata nathI paNa jyAM kevaLa sattAvAcakaja na heAyatyAM e vAkayano pUrNa artha samajavA mATe kartA ane kriyApada uparAMta bIjA pado vAparavAja paDe che. A pramANe vAparavAmAM AvatA padone kriyA pUraka tarIke vyAkaraNamAM oLakhAvavAmAM Avela che ane AvA kriyApUraka tarIke nAma yAvizeSaNaneAja upayoga karavAmAM Ave che. ahiM paNa rmavattinaH e padanA kevaLa vizeSaNa tarIke upayoga karavAmAM nathI Avye paNa enuM mukhya kAma ahiM manti kriyApadanA kriyApUraka tarIkenu' che, sAthe sAthe e paNa vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI jarUra che ke jyAM jyAM AvA kriya pUrakavALA vAkayA batAvavAmAM Ave che tyAM tyAM kriyApUraka tarIke vAparavAmAM Avela zabdaja AkhAya vAkayanA vidheya tarIkenuM kAma kare che. A mATe eka sAmAnya dAkhalA :-kai mANasa belye ke-neminAtha bALa brahmacArI hatA. have ahIM AkhA vAkayanuM vidheya zuM che? bALa brahmacArI ! kAraNa ke e vAkaya khelanAra mAlusanA uddeza e tA nathIja ke neminAtha hatA. yAne neminAtha nAmanA kAI mahApuruSa thai gayA, paNa ene mukhya uddeza eja hatA ke neminAtha nAmanA mahApuruSa khAlabrahmacArI hatA. e vAkayanA upayoga karavAnA ene Azaya eja matAvavAnA che ke teo khAlabrahmacArI hatA. eja pramANe ahiM paNa mALanA manti ema nahi paNa kALinaH karmavazavatinaH manti ema karavAthI "prANIe bane che jemAM" evA atiSTa artha na karatAM "jemAM prANIo kane vastunA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (127) sudhAbaMdu 1 luM. AdhIna (thAya) che e artha karavAthI dareka prakAranA deSanuM nirAkaraNa thaI jAya che, kAraNa ke saMsAranA cha badhAya karmanA nacAvyAja nAce che e vAtane kenAthI InkAra thaI zake ema che? astu pravRttinuM phaLa! bhava zabdanI ATalI vistRta chatAM AvazyakIya vivecanA karyA pachI have tame ene artha barAbara samajI gayA haze paNa mahAnubhAvo ! Ama chatAMya ane tame badhA Dagalene pagale "bhava" zabdano zAbdika upayoga karavAne TevAI gayA che chatAMya jyAM sudhI e zabdanI aMdara rahele gabhIra bhAva tamArA hRdayanA UMDANamAM gaDamathala macAvI na mUke tyAM sudhI tamAre samajI rAkhavuM ke e zabda barAbara samajyA nathI, paNa pelA paDhAvela pipaTanA rAmarAmanI mAphaka mAtra e zabdane ugAraja karI jANe che. je mANasa "bhava" nuM kharUM rahasya samaja hoya tenI pravRttio kevI hovI joIe ene jarA vicAra karo ! vAgha AvyA vagara mAtra khoTI "vAgha Avyo re vAgha Ave" evI bUme mAvAthI vAghanA sAcA bhayanuM bhAna nathI thatuM, paNa jyAre najaro najara vAghane nihALe tyAre ja khabara paDe che ke e ke mahAbhaya che. bhava paNa eka prakArano vAghaja che. are e vAgha karatAMya vadhAre bhayaMkara che, paNa jyAM sudhI enA sAcA bhAvanuM tamane bhAna na thAya tyAM sudhI tame tene sAce bhaya nahi samaja. vAnA eTaluM ja nahi paNa pelA, vAgha joyA vagaraja vAgha AvyAnI bUma pADIne ene AnaMdanA sAdhana tarIke upayoga karanAranI mAphaka aneka bAbatomAM bhavane tame tamArI avaLI pravRttionI aMdara bacAvanA sAdhana tarIke upayoga karavAnA ! cha bAra mahinAnuM ke be traNa varasa hoya tene bALaka kahevAmAM Ave che, ane enI ke I paNa bhUla tarapha AMkha miMcAmaNuM karIne ene mApha karavAmAM Ave che. have koI moTo mANasa paNa potAne gunhA jato karavA mATe bALaka hovAne TaeNga kare che ane e bALakapaNAnA bahAnA nIce pitAnA gunhAo chupAvavA mAge che, e ja pramANe ApaNe paNa bhava, saMsAra ane evA badhA zabanA TavAnI bArI tarIke upayoga karIe chIe. koI gRhasthane enI amuka prakAranI khATI pravRtti mATe kaMI pUchavAmAM Ave te e kaheze ke ame saMsArI chIe. kevuM vicitra? zuM saMsArI thayA eTale bAre daravAjA mokaLA thayA? mahAnubhAve je vastune potAnA bhalA mATe upayoga karavAnuM che eneja upaga A pramANe pApanuM piSaNa karavAmAM Ave che e keTalI zekanI vAta che! kharI vAta e che ke-e bhavanuM rahasya samajIne pitAnA AtmAnuM jemAM vadhu hita thAya evI pravRtti Ada2vI ghaTe! bAkI zuSka pravRttimArga to e ja che ke je game te bahAnA nIce pitAnI avaLI pravRttine piSavA cAhe che, paNa e dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe ke kamarAjanI duniyAmAM keIpaNa chupI ke khullI pravRttinuM phaLa maLe che. eTalA mATe evI avaLI pravRtti choDIne sArAmAM pravRtta thavuM joIe ! beTe bacAva! mahAnubhAve tame badhA jANe che ke A duniyAno pravAha anukaraNazIla che. amuka vastu pitAnI sthala daSTithI nIhALeH e pravRttimAM pitAnA amuka prakAranA svArthonuM, pitAnI amuka prakAranI vAsanAonuM piSaNa thatuM jue ane pachI te

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AnaMda--sudhAsindhu. ( 128 ) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. zuM pUchavuMja ? AMkha mIcIne enuM anukaraNa karI nAkhavuM; paNa Avu' aMdha anukaraNu mANusane keTalIye vakhata mUrkhAmAM khapAve che ane peAtAnA sAcA guNadoSAnA bhAnathI vegaLA rAkhe che. samajo ke-eka cAra cha varasanA khALakathI amuka prakAranuM nukasAna thai gayuM, paNa e bALakanI ajJAnatAnA kAraNe e gunhA badala ene sajA karavAmAM na AvI, ane ene nirdoSa gaNI cheDI mukavAmAM Avye. have e prasagane vicAra karIne eka 18-20 ke 22 varSItA yuvAvasthAmAM DAkIyu' karatA khALaka peAtAnA gunhAne eja khALakapaNA ane eja ajJAnanA paDadA taLe chupA vavA cAhe te e saphaLa dhAya kharI ? kadIja nahi ! kAraNa ke enI buddhine darekane paricaya thai gayA haiAya che, ane e buddhinA kAraNe e gunheMgAra bane che. have Aja pramANe tamArA vicAra kareDa, bIjA leAkeAnI dekhAdekhI tame paNa upara kahyA pramANe "saMsArI" hAvAthI nirmAlya mahAnA taLe tamArA pApAcaraNA ane avaLI pravRttio chUpAvavA cAheA e kevuM mUrkhatAbharyuM lekhAya ? tamAre bhUlavuM nathI joituM ke tame sa'sArI hAvA chatAM samyaktvanA parama upAsaka are samatidhArI che, paramAtmA mahAvIradevanI AjJAone mAthe caDhAvavAnuM parama saubhAgya tamane prApta thayuM che! saMsArI hovAnA khaDDAnA nIce pApanu peSaNa karavu e tA mithyAdaSTinuM kAma che. samakitadhArI tA e mAte navagajanA namaskAra kare! ane kadApi paNu evA beTA bahAnA nIce peAtAnI khoTI pravRttine cAdara naja ADhADe ! yAda rAkho ke khATA bacAvathI kadApi AtmAnuM rakSaNa nathIja thatuM! khATu e te chevaTe khetu ja rahe! pittaLa kadI sAnu manyu' sAMbhaLyuM ? .. ziyALanA mAra siMhane !!! mahAnubhAve ! vikarALa vanarAja kesarI siMha ziyALIyAnI gulAmI svIkAre, ziyALIyAnI sevA, suzruSA kare, ziyALIcAnI AgaLa rAMka makarA jevA banI jAya-are chevaTe e namAlA niCLa zIyALIyAthI mAra paNa khAya, e kalpanA kadI tamane AvI che ?-ke e kalpanAmAM tamane satya bhAse che. kharU ? nahi" ! mAvI vAta karanArane paNa tame badhAya husIja kADho ! ane e vAta paNa ThIkaja che keeka siMhanI AvI sthiti e kalpanAtIta vastu che! paNa mahAnubhAve ! A anaMta vicitratAethI bharelA sa`sAramAM kalpanA paNa jyAM na paheAMcI zake evI vastuo paNa bane cheja! jarA tamArA AtmAneja vicAra kare ! ane tamane Ape!Apa samajAI jaze ke-eka siMha ziyALIyAnA hAthe mAra khAya emAM lezamAtra paNa atizayekita nathI. zAstrakAree pharamAvyu' che ke-A tamArA, mArA ane badhAya prANIenA zarIramAM vasatA AtmA anaMtajJAna, anaMta dana, ana'tavI ane anaMta sukhathI bharelA che! AtmAnI zaktinA kei pAra nathI! eka tarapha Ave! mahA samartha AtmA ane bIjI tarapha have kane tapAseA ! svabhAve jaDa ! patthara jevA jaDa ! na tA koi prakAranuM jJAna ke na koI prakAranI sArI khoTI lAgaNIe ! na emAM ka'i vI ke na kAi sukha ! ATaluM chatAMya e jaDa-mATInA DhephA jevA kamane AdhIna thaine, e ana Mta zaktionA dhaNI AtmAne, enA nacAvavA pramANe nAcavuM paDe che! enu anaMta jJAna kayAMka DhaMkAi jAya che enuM anaMtadana kAMi chupAI jAya che; enuM anaMtavIya

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khAnada-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 129) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. akhuTa zakti-kayAMya palAyana karI jAya che ane e AtmA kasAIkhAnAnA rAMka akarAnI mAphaka karma rAjAnA cAbuka, nIcI garadane, peAtAnA zarIra upara sahana karI ye che. ka mUrkha rAkhe tA mUkha bane che! karma janma Ape teA janma lye che ! ka maraNu Ape te mare che. ka esADe teA bese che ane uThADe teA uThe che! TUMkamAM kahIe te A sa'sArI dazAmAM, e parama jJAna-darzIta ane vIryavAn AtmA peAtAnu rAjatatva bhUlI jAya che ane peAtAnA svAmI tarIke ka nA svIkAra karIne enA kahevA pramANeja nAce che ! kaheA mahAnubhAvA ! have siMhe ziyALanA hAthe mAra khAdhA e kalpanA zA mATe khATI gaNAya ? sa'sAranI A vicitratA che-lIlA che ! saMsAra che tyAM sudhI A AtmArUpI siMhuM karUpI ziyALanA hAthe mAra khAvAnAja khAvAnA ! e pavitra lAgaNIo ! mahAnubhAve ! siMha jevA samartha prANIne ziyALa jevA namAlA prANInA hAthe mAra khAtA joine tamane jarUra siMhanI ka'gALa hAlata upara dayA utpanna thAya! eja pramANe jo A sasAranuM ane sa`sAranI asAratAnuM rahasya samajanArA ane AtmAnI anaMta zaktionA sAkSAtkAra karanArA e parama jJAnavAna zAstrakArone, tamane kanA gulAma thayelA ane aneka prakAranI pravRttiemAM rAcelA joine, tamArA upara dayAbhAva utpanna thAya te temAM zu navAI bharyu che? AjakAla keTalAka utAvaLI prakRtinA mANasAnA dilamAM e savAla ghara karI gayA che ke--e zAstrakArAne, e tIrthaMkarAne ke e parama jJAnavAna mahApuruSAne saMsAranA bIjA prANIonI ATalI badhI "pArakI paMcAta karavAnI zI jarUra? paNa e badhAya utAvaLIyAe samajI che ke--nabaLA thayelA upara ke nabaLA banIne pArakAnA hAthe nirarthaMka mAra khAtA upara dayAbhAvanI lAgaNIo sahRdaya mANusAne mATe eka sahuja vastu che. tame badhAya jANeA che ke--lAgaNIonA pravAha e eka prakAranA svayaMbhU pravAha che !!! koIpaNa divase lAgaNI--jene ApaNe sAcI lAgaNI kahI zakIe te-parANe utpanna karI zakAtI nathI ke thatI lAgaNIonA pravAhane rokI zakAtA nathI. e te kAi girika MdarAonA DhALabaMdha mALethI dhasArAbaMdha vahetI saritAnI mAphaka adamya ane svecchAcArI che, teA pachI e paramajJAnavAn tAro ApaNA jevA pAmarA upara dayA hRdaya thAya ane ApaNane kuvAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAno mArga batAve e sAva svAbhAvika che ane sAthe sAthe eTaluM ja jarUrI che! eka bIjI dRSTAMta jIeH-eka karADAdhipati! enI samRddhinA koi pAra nahi; enAM vaibhava, vilAsanA sAdhanAnI sImA nahi: enA dhanadhAnyanA bhaMDArA bharapUra ! AvA mANasa pAtAnI chatI badhI sa`pattine game te kAraNasara yA leAlavaza thaine tALAmAM madha karI rAkhe ane peAtAnA A eka vetanA uttaranA khADA puravA mATe aneka prakAranI gulAmI karavA taiyAra thAya ! chatI sa pattie pAi, paisA mATe bIjAnAM kaDavAM vacanA ane tiraskAra sahana kare: eka kagALa bhIkhArInI mAphaka cIMtharehAla sthitimAM leAkeAnA ghareghare bhaTake! bhalA-eka tarapha peAtAnIja mAlIkInI aDhaLaka soMpatti ane bIjI tarapha paramalebanA kAraNe bhIkhArI jevI hAlataH ane A banne vastu ekaja mANusamAM ! bhalA te

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (130 ) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. vakhate tamArU hRdaya tenA pratye kevuM lAgaNIbharyu ane dayAlInuM thavAnuM ! ThIka eja vastu ApaNI ane e pUjya zAstrakAreAnI vacce che. e parama tArakAnI pavitra lAgaNIonA AdhAreja ApaNe sa'sArasAgara taravAnA mArga meLavIe chIe ! e lAgaNIe eTale madhya dariyAnuM vahANu, bhUkhyAnu bhAtu ane maratAnuM amRta ! sAcI ane khATI daSTi ! che, keTalAka mAzuseAnA hRdayamAM eka prazna ghaNI vakhata uThe che keeka samyadhArI jIva ane eka mithyASTi jIva-e ane kavALA haiya che. banne khAya pIe che, sUve che ke bese che. banne janme che ane mare che. annene kanu phaLa bhegavavuM paDe che. teA pachI samyagadraSTi sAre| ane mithyASTi khATA evA sArAsAranA bheda zA mATe rAkhavA ? alabata banne jIvA keTalIye kriyAo ekasarakhIja kare che e kharU che. banne khAya pIe ane janme mare che. e paNa sAcuM che. chatAM bannemAM eka mahAn pharaka che, ane te pharaka kAI khAdya pharaka nathI paNa aMtaranI bhAvanAnA pharaka che. mahAnubhAvA ! ekaja sarakhI kriyA karavA chatAM tenuM ekaja sarakhu phaLa nathI AvatuM, kAraNa ke e kriyA pAchaLaneA hRdayanA nAda eka sarakhA nathI hotA e vAta tame badhA samo che. e mANasAe ekaja jhADa uparathI ekaja sAthe puSpA cUTyAM. chatAM enuM phaLa bannene juduM ja maLe che. ekane jIvA aMdha thAya che. khIjo pApanA bhAgI bane che. kAraNa ke ekanA puSpa cUTavAnI kriyA pAchaLane Azaya prabhupUjAnA hatA jyAre bIjAneA Azaya kevaLa sudhIne AnaMda levA hatA! ATalA nhAnA udAharaNa uparathI tamAre samajavuM ghaTe ke e banne samyagaSTi ane mithyAdaSTi-jIvA kadAca uparathI eka sarakhA dekhAtA hoya chatAM e leAkeAnA AMtara ahuja bhinna hoya che, ane AdhyAtmika duniyAmAM dareka prakAranA bhedonA mukhya pAyA aMtaranI preraNA uparaja rAkhavAmAM Ave che. eTale eka sarakhI kriyA karavA chatAM samyagdaSTinuM aMtara judA prakAranuM hAya che ane mithyAdRSTinu judA prakAranuM DAya che. samyagdaSTi prANI, karmone kAraNe phaLa bhAgavavA chatAM ane kriyAo karavA chatAM niraMtara eja dhyAna rAkheche ke game tema karIne kamanI sAMkaLanA TUkaDA karI nAkhavA ane peAtAnA AtmAne mukta karavA. yAre IjI tarapha mithyAdaSTine mana te A saMsAramAM sarvasvanA samAveza thAya che, ane enI vRddhineja e potAnI unnati samaje che. mahAnubhAvA ! AtmAnI unnata e peAtAnI unnati che ane saMsAranI unnati e pArakAnI unnati che! peAtAnI unnatimAM rAce e samyagdaSTi-sAcI dRSTivALA-kharA jJAnavALA! ane pArakAnI unnatimAM AnaMda mAnIne ene peAtAnI unnati mAne e mithyAdaSTi-khATI draSTivALAulaTA jJAnavALA, dhagadhagatI retImAM uThatI agninI laharIone pANInA pravAha mAnanAranuM jJAna tA khATuMja kare che. duniyAmAM be prakAranA nekarA jovAmAM Ave che. ekanu` lakSya A jIvana nAkarI karIne jIvavAnuM hoya che ane bIjAnuM lakSya amuka anivArya samaya mATe nAkarI karIne chevaTe peAtAnA vyApAra kheDavAnuM hoya che. samyagdaSTi jate dahADe karmAMnI gulAmI pheMkI devAnuMja lakSya rAkhe che ane vakhata Ave phUM kIja de che. anaMta tI karA, gadharA ane kevaLIe A vAtanI sAkSIrUpa che, ane

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (131) sudhAbiMdu 1 0 mithyAdaSTi karmanI gulAmImAMja paDe rahe che. vAsudeva ane prativAsudevanA daSTAMtathI A vAta vadhu spaSTa rIte samajAze -vAsudeva zarUAtamAM te prativAsudevane AdhIna hoya che, paNa e parAdhInatAmAM paNa vAsudevanuM lakSya te ekaja hoya che ke-vakhata Avye pitAnuM parAkrama phoravIne prativAsudevane ukhADI nAkha, ane chevaTe vAsudeva pitAnI IcchA siddha kare ja che ! eja pramANe sAcI daSTivALe mANasa karmAdhIna hovA chatAM karma nAza karavAneja vicAra kare! ane pitAne mokSa na maLe tyAM lagI e bhAvanAne ja jApa jagyA kare ! vAsudevane jema potAnA vAsudevapaNAnuM bhAna thAya tyArathI te samajaNo thaye kahevAya ane tyArathI te prativAsudevanA nAzane ja vicAra kare te pramANe A jIvane jyAre samyaktvanI prApti thAya tyArathI te samajaNe thaye kahevAya. tyAra pachI bALakapaNAne bacAva kAma na lAge, ane tyArathI ja eNe kama rAjAne rAjyano vaMsa karavAnuM dhyAnamAM rAkhIne potAnI pravRttione e-sAthe-mArgeja dore. paMcamahAvrataH dIkSA. upara je pramANe bhavanI vyAkhyA-vyutpatti karI ane tenuM vivecana karyuM tevuM ja vivecana "saMsAra" nuM paNa thAya che. eTale "bhAva" ane "saMsAra" e ATalA aMze ekaja arthane batAve che. Ama hovA chatAM sAdhuo saMsArI kahevAmAM Ave che te te vAta te zA mATe sahana nathI karI zakatA? zuM teo A saMsArasAgaranA eka bhAgarU5 manuSyagatimAM nathI? ane che te pachI ene saMsArI kahevAmAM harakta zI? alabata eka daSTie jotAM sAdhuo paNa manuSyagatino anubhava karavAnA kAraNe saMsArI kharA! chatAM temanI AMtarika bhAvanAonI daSTie teo saMsArI naja gaNAya! kAraNa ke-saMsA2mAM rahevA chatAM, saMsAranI keTalIka khAvApIvAnI anivArya pravRttio karavA chatAM eka sAdhu sAcA sAdhunuM hRdaya kadApi e vAtamAM ke karmarAjAnI gulAmI cAlu rahe evI nIca IcchAmAM parovAyeluM nathI rahetuM! e badhAmAM paDavA chatAM enuM hRdaya jaLakamaLanI mAphaka alipta rahevuM joIe! ene haMmezAM pitAnA AtmAnI mukitane khyAla rahevuM joIe! sadAya enuM haiyuM karmanI gulAmInA DaMkhathI chedAtuM hovuM joIe! ane A pramANe je hoya te ja sAce sAdhu, sAcA AtmAne sAdhaka, sAce vairAgI! ane ATalA ja mATe sAdhu saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM karmarAjAnA hathiyAra rUpa je pravRttio hoya che tene pheMkI de che, ane eka hathiyAra vagaranA rAjAmAM keTaluM baLa hoya zake e kalpanA karavI kaMi kaThina nathI. hathiyAra gayA eTale baLa gayuM ane baLa gayuM eTale pote bakarA jevo rAMka banI javAne. mahAnubhAvo yAda rAkhe ke-jyAM sudhI A karmarAjAnA hathiyArane tame nAza nathI karyo tyAM sudhI karmane nAza the azakaya che. hathiyArothI susajijata thayelA vaiddhAne keda karavAnuM bahuja kaparU che. eTale sauthI pahelAM enA hathiyAra mUkAvI devA joIe ! hathiyAra laI lIdhA eTale kadAca astitva rUpe haiyAta rahe chatAM eTaluM badhuM baLa naja dekhADI zake ! bhalA e karmarAjAnA mULa hathiyAra kyAM ke jene pheMkI devAthI sAdhuo saMsAramAM hovA chatAM saMsArI nathI kahevAtA ! e aDhAra pApasthAnakamAMnA pahelAMnA pAMca e karmarAjAnA mukhya hathiyAra che. hiMsA, asatya, corI, abrahma ane parigraha. e pAMcanA kAraNe ja jIva aneka prakAranA karmonuM upA

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mAna-sudhAsiyu (132) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. jaeNna kare che. A sivAyanA bIjA tera pApasthAnakA tA sAva kamajora che, ane A pAMca AgevAnAnA parAjayamAM ete bIcArA sAva malahIna manI Aya che! ane ATalA mATe e pAMca pApasthAnA sarvathA parityAga rUpe dareka sAdhue pA~ca mahAvratanuM yarthAtha pAlana karavAnuM hoya che! e pAMca mahAvrata e AtmAnA rakSaNamAM meTAmAM meATA killA samAna che. jeTalA aMze paMcamahAvratanuM' pAlana vadhAre kaDaka eTalA aMze AtmAnuM vadhAre jatana ! mahAnubhAve| A paMcamahAvatanu' mahatva eTale bhAgavatI dIkSAnuM mahatva e vAta tame na bhulaze ! game tevA bhayakara bhavasAgarathI tAravAnu` mahAsAmarthya e dIkSAmAM che. mULa ukheDI !! A sthAne e pacamahAvratanuM` rahasya jarA vistArathI samajo ! tame baMdhAya sArI rIte jANA che ke-eka vastune jo nAza karave! hAya tA sauthI pahelAM e vastunuM mULa zemAM rahelu che e zeAdhI kADhavuM paDe che. je vastumAMthI e vastu peAtAnu pASaNa meLavatI hAya e vastune gAtI kADhavI e sauthI prathamanu' ane sauthI mahatvanuM kA che! samajo ke-eka mANusane khAMsInu darda thayuM. have e mANasa peAtAne khAMsI zA kAraNathI caI enI tapAsa nathI karatA, athavA teA tapAsa karIne kAraNanI ANu thavA chatAM e kAraNane dUra karavA taiyAra nathI; ane eka bahuja heAziyAra vaidyanI davA lAve che! eka tarapha e davA khAya che ane bIjI tarapha bhajIyA ane cevaDA uDAve che! bhalA e mANasanuM khAMsInu' da dIpaNuM nAbuda thaze kharU ke ? nahi ! kAraNa ke eNe navu pANI AvavAnA mArga adha karyo vagaraja junA pANIne ulecavAnA prayatna Adaryo che. jo kuvA khAlI karavA hAya te pahelAM navuM pANI AvavAnA rastA rAkavA joie ! eja pramANe jyAre zAstrakAra eka tarapha e pharamAna kADhe che ke karmanA sacaiAga e AtmAnA mATe mahAna roga samAna che. are eka prakAranA pakSAghAta che, ke jenA kAraNe AtmA svaya sAthe zaktihIna ane pAMgaLA banI jAya che, ane bIjI tarapha eja rAgathI AtmAne mukta karavA mATe sauthI prathama e rAga vadhavAnA mukhya kAraNane rAkavAnA upadeza kare che ane bIjI taraphathI e huyAta rAgane nAbuda karavAnA prayatnA sUcave che. navI bharatI baMdha thai eTale jInAnA nAza avazya thayeAja joie! ane A karma roga vadhavAnA mukhya kAraNurUpe zAstrakArAe prathama pAMca pApasthAnane nirdezyA che. e pAMcanI hayAtImAM karma mukha khuma jora karI zake che, ane e pAMca cAlyA jAya ke pachI karma nuM jora vadhavAnuM kAraNuja rahetuM nathI! e pAMcane TALyA eTale pachI bIjA 16 mAMnA game te pApasthAnakA game teTalu' jora kare chatAM AtmAne dabAvavAmAM te najaphAvI zake, samajo ke-eka pacamahAvratadhArI muninI AgaLa rAge peAtAnuM nRtya zarU karyuM... paNa enI asara e munirAja upara zI thavAnI ? eNe paiseA TakA ke vADIlADIne lAtamArIne phagAvI dIdhI che! eTale pachI rAga nakAmeAja nIvaDavAnA ! eja pramANe dveSa paNa na kAvI zake ! kAraNa ke rhi MsA, asatyAdikanA sathA tyAga karavAmAM Avye che! Aja pramANe bIjA badhAya pApasthAnakamAM samajavAnuM! mahA nubhAvA! tamAre e yAda rAkhavuM' ke-5'camahAvratanI racanA e koi taraMgI mANasane kalpanAnA vihAra nathI paNa zuddha AtmatatvanI dRSTie, khUba AtmamathananA ate,

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khAnada-sudhAsi yu. (133) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. mahAjJAnavAna purUSAe gotI kADhelA uttama mArga che! ane ATalAja mATe e pacamahAvratadhArI muninuM sthAna ATaluM badhuM uMcuM gaNavAmAM Avyu che. AzravanA 4ra bheda hAvA chatAM emAMnA mukhya pAMcaja aMdha karavAthI khIjA bAkInA 37 Azrava hAvA chatAM anAzravI kahevAmAM Ave che e paNa Aja dRSTie ! tame kSudhAya jANeA che ke-cheka khAramA" guNuThANAnA cheDA sudhI iMdriyAnA upayAga haiAya che, dasamAnA cheDA sudhI kaSAyA haiAya che ane cheka cheka teramA gujuThANAnA cheDA sudhI paNa joge! hAya che ane kriyAe hAya che, Ama e dareka guNasthAnakamAM yeAga, kriyA, kaSAya ke iMdriyeA haiAvA chatAM ane e 42 AzravAmAMthI kevaLa pAMca cheADavA chatAM, khIjA 37 AzraveAnI hayAtImAM paNa, e e guNasthAna vatIne anAzravI kahevAmAM Ave che. AmAM mukhya uddeza eja che ke mULa upara kuThAraghAta thayA eTale DALA pAMdaDI teA khIcArA ApeAApa ThekANe paDI javAnA. athavA te eneA nAza karavA mATe koi khAsa vizeSa parizrama nahi karavA paDavAnA ! eka zaheranA kille te!DI nAkhA, eTale pachI e zaheranuM tamAma maLa uDI javAnuM ane tame dhAro tevI sthiti te zaheranI karI zake ! mahAnubhAve ! tamArI sAmeja soMsAramahAsAgaraghavATA karI rahyo che. kama rAjAnA sipAIe tamane jelamAMja gAMdhI rAkhavA rAtadivasa taiyAra rahe che. A avasthAmAM tamAre zu' karavuM ghaTe ene vicAra karA ! eka rAjAnA mULapAyA rUpa pAMca pApasthAnakonA tyAga karI ane pachI juo ke tamAre AtmA kevA unnata bane che! jo jAgata hai so pAvata hai / AjakAlanI dareka deze peAtAnuM zAsana calAvavAnI rAjanItinA vicAra karatAM paNa kaMika tamane AtmaunnatinA mArga mAM madada maLe ema che. tame badhAya jANeA che ke atyAranI rAja karavAnI praNAlI kevaLa zAstrAnA khaLa uparaja nathI racAi, parantu emAM jeTalA zAstrAnA hissA che teTaleAja-are keTalIka vakhata tA tethIya vadhAre hissA vepAravaNujanA che. je deze| zAstrothI na mAnatA DhAya tevA dezeAne vyApArI nItine akhatyAra karavAthI ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM ThekANe lAvyAnA udAharaNeAne A jamAnAmAM teATe nathI! AtmAnI sAdhanAmAM paNa A vAta khyAlamAM rAkhavA jevI che ke pAMca mahAvratane grahaNa karavAthI eTale ke pAMca meATA pApasthAnakanA tyAga karavAthI ka rAjAnA mULa hathiyAranA nAza jarUra thAya che, paNa eTalA mAtrathIja madhuM kArya nathI saratu ! e hathiyAro chInavI levAnI sAtheja enA vepAra paNa nAbuda thAya e dhyAnamAM rAkhavu. ghaTe! agara e vepAra cAlatA rahetA te pAchuM enuM jora vadhI jAya ane pAchA bIjA halakA gaNAtA pApasthAnake pazu uMDA khADAmAM gabaDAvI pADavAnuM na cUke! eTalA mATe kramanA kAIpaNa prakAranA vyApAra na cAle ema samajIne enI dareka prakAranI pravRttio upara akuza meLavavA joie! ane ATalAja mATe eka paca mahAvratadhArI sAdhumunirAja mATe aneka prakAranI kriyAonuM ane aneka prakAranA niyameAnuM vidhAna karavAmAM Avyu` che ke jethI koIpaNa prakAranA karmanuM poSaNa thAya tevI pravRtimAM magna na thaI javAya! tame yAda rAkhajo ke mA soMsAranI vAsanAo ane lAlace evI che ke mAtra kSaNabharanA pramAdamAMja AtmAne gherI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (134) sudhArSi 1 luM. (ce che ane AtmAnI moTI sAdhanAne keIkaI vakhata mATImAM meLavI le che! ane ATalAja mATe zAstrakAroe pramAdane mahA pApanuM kAraNa mAnyuM che. jyAM pramAda peThe tyAMthI AtmavicAraNuM palAyana thavAnI! ALasu mANasanuM kaMI bhaluM thAya che? ALasanA upAsako te pilA vAjadalI zAhanA edIonI mAphaka paDayA paDyAja purA thavAne sarjAyA hoya che. sa mANasanuM jagatamAM kevuM sthAna che e vAta tamane vadhAre samajAvavI paDe ema nathI ! udyamazIlanI ja duniyA che. udyama karanAra mANasa pattharamAMthI pANI kADhI batAve che ane dhULamAMthI dhAna pedA kare che. e vAta jagajANItI ane juga junI che ! jyAM saMsAravyavahAramAM paNa udyamazIla ane jAgrata rahyA vagara na cAlatuM hoya tyAM AtmauddhAranA paMthamAM te enI athAga anekagaNuM jarUrata hoya e bene be cAra jevuM saheje samajI zakAya evuM satya che. jAganAra meLave ane uMghanAra gumAve che ! e karmanA paMjAmAM na paDI javAya e mATe sadaiva saceta rahevuM! ane emAMja AmAnuM zreya che! veSanuM mahatva ! keTalAka mANasonI, dIkSAnI atyaMta AvazyakatA nahi havAmAM, evI dalIla che ke-dIkSA lIdhA chatAM eTale ke sAdhu vezadhAraNa karavA chatAM paNa je e pAMca mahAvratanuM barAbara pAlana karavAmAM na Ave ane aneka prakAranI pravRttiomAM magna rahIne jIvana vitAvavAmAM Ave te e dIkSA lIdhA chatAM paNa zuM bhaluM thavAnuM? ane bIjI tarapha je mANasanA hRdayamAM saMsAranI vAsanAo upara sAceja aNagamo pedA thayo hoya te mANasa e paMcamahAvratanuM ghare beThA beThA paNuM pAlana kare ane dIkSAno lebAsa paheryA vagara paNa AtmakalyANa kare to pachI dIkSAnI zI jarUra ? TUMkamAM e lokonuM kahevuM evuM che kemana caMgA to thara kA mana sAruM hoya te dIkSA vagara paNa kalyANa karI zakAya che ! mahAnubhA! A AkhIya dalIlane ekaja javAba che ke AsapAsanA saMge ane AsapAsanI sAmagrI mANasanA AtmA upara moTI asara kare che. ghaNI vakhata e sAmagrIonI asare AtmA upara vijya meLavyuM che, ane AtmAne svakalyANanA paMthethI pAchA vALyo che. eTalA mATe je vastune ApaNe kharAba mAnI, je vastune ApaNe AtmaghAtaka mAnI e vastuthI ApaNe eTalA badhA vegaLA thaI javuM ke jethI e vastune paDachAye paNa ApaNA upara na paDavA pAme! are mahAnubhAvo ! tIrthakara jevA samartha puruSa ke jemane mokSa e bhavamAM avazyabhAvI che evAne mATe paNa gRhatyAganuM-dIkSAnuM vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che, ane evA paramazakitazALI puruSone paNa ghara saMsArano sarvathA tyAga karIne dIkSAnA mArganuM anusaraNa karavuM paDayuM hatuM. te pachI ApaNA jevA pAmara AtmAonI te vAta ja zI karavI ? mahAnubhAvo! dIkSAnA praznanA aMge eka veSa ane rUpamAM keTalI badhI asara samAyelI hoya che e samajavA jevuM che. eka ThekANe evI kathA Ave che ke-sItAne rAvaNa haraNa karI gaye. e haraNa karavA pAchaLa rAvaNanI bIjI kaI bhAvanA na hatI, paNa mAtra potAnI viSayavRttithI uttejita thaIne ja teNe AvuM apakRtya karyuM. sItAne laI gayA pachI tene pitAnI jALamAM phasAvavAmAM rAvaNe aneka kAvAdAvAo ane prayatno karyA paNa ekemAM ene saphaLatA na maLI ! chevaTe

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Ananda-sudhAsidhu. (135) sudhASThi'huM 1 luM. eNe vicAra karyo ke jo hu* sItAjI pAse rAma jevA vastro paherIne ane rAmanu rUpa khanAvIne jAuM teA jarUra sItA mArA phAMsAmAM phsAze ! rAvaNe rAmanuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM ane sItA pAse gayA, paNa atyaMta Azcarya vacce eNe anubhavyu` ke e rAmanA veSa ane rUpanA kAraNe enI viSayavRtti, te vakhate, samULagI dUra thai gaI, ane viSayanI uttejanAnA abhAve ene sItA jIne phasAvavAne vicAra sarakhA paNu na AvyA! mahAnubhAvA ! A veSanA prabhAva che ! te pachI dIkSAnA veSamAM evAja koi mahAna camatkAra:samAyelA hAya emAM zI navAInI vAta che ? aneka vakhata eka paDatA mANasa kevaLa veSanA kAraNeja peAtAnA AtmAnuM jatana karI zake che ! ATalAja mATe jyAre vairAgyavAsita hRdaya thAya te vakhate dIkSAnA patha grahaNa karIne, gharasaMsAranA tyAga karIne sAdhunA veSa dhAraNa karI levA joie ! tamAre e paNa jANavu' joie ke dareka veSanI pAchaLa amuka prakAranI bhAvanA rahI hoya che! eka kamajora ane nakhaLeA mANusa paNa jo sipAIne Dresa pahere te e rAjyanA eka nizAnarUpa gaNAya che ane enuM apamAna e rAjyanuM apamAna karavA jeTaluM bhaya'kara che. eja pramANe sAdhuveSanuM rahasya e che ke ka`ne AdhIna hAvA chatAM karmInI gulAmI e mANasane svIkAryAM nathI, karmInI gulAmIne e teADavAnAja prayatna kare che! mahAnubhAveza veSanuM ATaluM mahatva samajanAra kAI paNa sahRdaya ane sadvicAraka mANasa dIkSAnA InkAra karIja na zake! ka sAthenuM yuddha ! tame badhAya e vAta jANeA che ke jyAM sudhI eka vyaktine peAtAnI vastunu bhAna na thayuM haiAya tyAM sudhI e mAjIsa e meLavavAnA prayatna kare e teA ThIka paNa jene bhAna thayuM hAya te jo prayatna kare te te kharekhara e mUrkha ja gaNAya ! jene peAtAnA AtmatattvanuM bhAna thayu. hAya te teA kamarAjA sAthe peAtAnu'yuddha zarUja karI de! e yAda rAkhavuM joie ke-chInavIne pAtAnI banAvelI vastu kAipaNu mANusa emane ema mAgavAthI ke helAithI nathI ApI dete, paNa enA mATe laDAija karavI paDe che. alabatta dareka laDAimAM keTalIka vakhata potAne paNa hAravu paDe che, paNa eka vakhata hAranAra mIjI, trIjI ke pAMcamI vakhata paNa jarUra vijayI banaze ! karmanI sAthenI laDAImAM AtmA keTalIka vakhata pAche paNa paDe. chatAM jo laDAI cAlu rahe te enu zubha pari z2Ama AvyA vagara naja rahe ! ane vaLI bIjI e pazu AnaMdabharyu che ke-A tamAmA saMsA rIonI laDAImAM tA keTalIka vakhata kevaLa hAravuMja paDe che, paNa karmI sAthenI AtmAnI AdhyAtmika laDAimAM te AtmAne khevApaNu kazu' hetu ja nathI ! je kaMi paNa lAbha cavAnA te AtmAnA hukamAMja thavAnA ! bhalA je laDAimAM vijayanI varamALa peAtAnAja gaLAmAM paDavAnI hoya te laDAi kANu mUrkha na laDe! ane eka vakhata vijayanA 'kAnizAna vAgI gayA eTale teA pachI e AtmAne parAjaya karavAnI tAkAtaja kAnAmAM che ! kanI sAme eka vakhata mAracA mAMDI ane pachI jue ke e eka vakhata sabala lAgatA karyAM kevA zAMka khanI jAya che, ane e yuddhamAM AtmA kevA suMdara vijaya meLave che 1

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khAnada-sudhAsi. (136) e sihane jagADA ! mahAnubhAvA, ziyALIyAthI mAra khAtA have te enI uMgha uDADavIja ghaTa ! kayAre jAgazeA? yAda rAkhajo ke samucchima deDakAnA rAi rAi jevA pANInA chaMTakAva thatAM emAMthI aneka deDakA phuTI nIkaLe che tema karmanA thADA paNu a'kura bAkI rahe teA pAchA kadIka AkhAya sa`sAra pharI bhamavAne prasaMga paNa AvI jAya ! ATalAja mATe tA zAstrakAroe kAMnA samULagA-jaDamULathI nAza karavAnA upadeza ApyA che! e anAdinA karyAM, peAtAnA AtmA sAmenA anAdinA saMbadhane kAraNe, AtmAne anAdikALathI A saMsAramahAsAgaramAM gAthA khavarAvyA kare che. e anAdika, anAdikama sAga ane anAdinA bhava e anAditrayanI tripuTIne nAza karavAja joie ! mahAnubhAve ! atyAre tamArA hAthamAM, manuSyadeha, uttama kuLa ane jainadharma jevA parama dharma, AvavA chatAM ane pavitra gurunA caiAga maLavA chatAM jo tame tamArA AtmAnA kalyANunA vicAra na karA te AnA karatAM bIjo kA vadhAre sArA yoga tamane maLaze ke jyAre tame tamArA AtmAnuM kalyANu sAdhI zakaze ? yAda rAkhe ke zubhayoga vAravAra maLatA nathI! ane AvelA prasa`gane gumAvI denAranA nasIkhamAM mAthe hAtha daIne rAyA sivAya kazuM' bAkI nathI rahetuM ! mATe mahAnubhAvA! hajuye cetA, jAgA ane tamArA AtmakalyANa mATe taiyAra cAcyA. A jhAMjhavAnA nIra samA sasAranI mAhakatAmAM phasAyA tA yAda rAkhajo ke tamArA siMha samAna baLavAna AtmA eka ziyALa karatAM paNa vadhAre namAlA ane gAla banI jaze! e si'hune jagADavAmAMja tamArU' zAzvata kalyANu che, ane e AtmArUpI sihanI garjanAomAMja karUpa ziyALIyAnA nAza rahelA che! AtmA jAgaze tyAre sasAranA pAyA tharatharavA mAMDaze! AtmAnA vijaya e akhaDa ane zAzvatA vijaya che. mahAnubhAve ! mahAn khaLavAn siMha samAna tamArA AtmAne jagADA ane tamArUM kalyANu sAthe!!!! sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. tamArA siMhune jagADA ! atyAre nahi jAgA tA kakaDA karavA chatAM gheADAka

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (137) sudhAba 1 huM mAnavadehanI mahattA sAdhananI jarUra zAstrakAra mahArAja nyAyAcArya zrImAn yavijayajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja zrI jJAnasAra aSTakanI racanA karatAM thakA sUcavI gayA che ke samasta saMsAranA jIva mAtra kaI kaI rItie kayA kayA prakAre ane kevA kevA prakAre A anAdi gaNAtA saMsAramahAsAgaramAM asaMkhya bhavarUpI mahA bhramaNanAM-vamaLamAM bhamyA kare che, gothA khAdhA kare che, ane pitAnA AtmatatvanuM jJAna-bhAnasAna bhUlI bese che, ane sAthe sAthe e mahA vamaLAmAM phasAyelo jIva e bhayaMkara vamaLonA pAzamAMthI mukta thaI te pitAnA AtmasvarUpane prApta karavA cAhe te teNe kayA kayA sAdhano dvArA kayA kayA guNe prApta karavAnA hoya che, ane e guNanI prApti kayAre thAya che, ane e guNanI sadbhAgya prApti thayA pachI dareka jIva kayA kayA guNaThANAmAM kevA kevA prakAranI viziSTa dazA bhogave che. mahAnubhAvo! zAstrakAra, tatvajJAnIo ane AtmatatvanA upAsake A saMsArane AtmAnA mATe eka mahAna baMdhanarU5 varNavI gayA che. jyAM sudhI e saMsAranI ene lapa vaLagelI rahe tyAM sudhI e paramAtmA banavAnI parama zaktivALo AtmA paNa, pAMjarAmAM purAyelA mahAna baLazALI kesarInI mAphaka, sAva rAMka ane baLahIna banI rahe che. eTalA mATe e Atmatatvane ane e paramazaktine sAkSAtkAra karavA IcchanAra mANase sauthI pahelAM e Atmazaktine avarodha karI rAkhanAra saMsAranI beDInA TukaDeTukaDA karI nAkhavA ghaTe, ane eTalAja mATe zAstromAM e beDIne teDavAnA athavA te e saMsAra-mahAsamudrane oLaMgavAnA sAdhananuM khUba khUba vistArapUrvaka varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. eTale e te sAva dekhItI vAta che ke, nAnAthI laIne mahAnamAM mahAna kArya sudhInuM, kaI paNa kArya evuM nathI ke je kaMI paNa prakAranA sAdhanane upayoga karyA vagara mAtra emane ema siddha thaI zake. eTale sauthI paheluM kArya, dareka prANInuM eja thAya che ke AvA uttama sAdhanene gotI kADhIne eno upayoga zarU kare. sAdhana haze to sAdhya maLaze. jyAM sAdhanaja nahi hoya tyAM sAdhyane paDachAyo paNa kayAMthI maLavAne? jhADa hoya teja kerI maLe e sAva dekhItuM satya che, ane sAdhane batAvavAmAM ja ApaNuM pavitra zAstronI saphaLatA che !!!

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (138) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. mAnava deha. e paropakArI zAstrakAroe A saMsArasamudrane taravAnA je je upAye ane sAdhanonuM varNana karyuM che. e badhAmAM sauthI prathama ane sauthI mahatvanA sAdhana tarIke manuSyajanmane gaNavAmAM Avela che. devapaNuM e keI apekSAe manuSyapaNuM karatAM jarUra caDhiyAtuM gaNavAmAM Avela che. paraMtu te to kevaLa-lagabhaga-aihika sukha vaibhava ane sAMsArika AnaMdavilAsanI daSTieja: eTale ke kevaLa bhautika daSTie ja. je kevaLa AdhyAtmika dRSTine lakSyamAM rAkhIne A bannenuM nirIkSaNa karavAmAM Ave te nirvivAdapaNe manuSyapaNuMja sarvottama gaNAya ! devapaNuM game teTaluM bhagave chatAM tyAMthI saMsAranI mukti na thaI zake. e te manuSya thAya tyAreja banI zake che, ane ATalAja mATe zAstromAM ThekANe ThekANe manuSyapaNAne eka ucca-atiucca avasthA tarIke gaNavAmAM Avela che. mahAnubhAvo! e zAstrakAra mahArAjee mahAna gaNela manuSyapaNuM e keI udhAra laI zakAya evI vastu nathI ke jene jIva manamAM Ave tyAre meLavI zake ane manamAM phAve tyAre pAchuM ApI zake. e te pUrvanI kaI mahApuNyAnA phaLa rUpe, nadIpASANa nyAye karIne, svayaM potAnI meLeja maLatI vastu che, anaMta AtmAoe A sAdhAraNa dekhAtA mAnavadehathI potAnA AtmAnI mukti meLavI che, anaMta AtmAo meLave che ane anaMta meLavaze !!! ane ATalAja mATe e mAnavadehane mahAmUlyavAna ane durlabha gaNavAmAM Ave che. saMsAramAM keIpaNa vastu evI nathI ke jenuM mUlya enA keIpaNa prakAranA upayoganuM nirIkSaNa karyA vagara thaI zakatuM hoya. kharI rIte te dareka vastunA mUlyano niyAmakaja eno upayoga che. je vastune upaga jeTale mahAn eTalI ja e vastu vadhu mahatvanI ! bhale pachI dekhAvamAM e vastu game tevI lAgatI hoya. Aja hisAba mAnavadeha mATe che. mAnavadehanI sAdhanA ati mahAna che. yAvat mokSa meLavavA sudhInI e sAdhanAnI maryAdA che, ane Aja e mAnavadehanI mahattA samajavI. jeTalI sAdhanA mahAna eTalI mahattA paNa mahAna !!! ane tethI ja e mAnavadehanI prApti durlabha e paNa bahuja muzkelI bharI che. e mukela kema? bhalA A mAnavadehanI prAptine ATalI badhI muzkela zA mATe mAna vAmAM Ave che? kAraNa ke ApaNe sAmAnya saMsAravyavahAramAM te ApaNe eja vastune muzkelabharI mAnIe chIe ke je thAta alabhya hoya eTale ke e vastune saMsAramAM moTA pramANamAM abhAva hAya-yAne-e vastu maLatI jarUra hoya paNa bahuja ochA pramANamAM maLatI hoya. jevI rIte ke senuM ke hIrA, jhaverAta vigere athavA te e vastunI mAlIkI bIjI koI vyakti vizeSanI hoya ane enI pAsethI baLajabarIthI athavA enI khuzAmata karIne enA kaThora haiyAmAM udAratAnI bhAvanA, game tema karIne paNa, pragaTAvIne ene rIjha vIne meLavavAnI heya. A be prakAramAMthI eka vAta hoya te ja eka vastunI prAptimAM muzkelIne sAmano karavo paDe, paNa jyAM AmAMthI eka paNa sthiti vidyamAna na hoya eTale ke je vastu moTA pramANamAM maLI zakatI hoya ane jenI koIpaNa vyaktivizeSanI mAlIkI paNuM na hoya tenI prAptimAM koI paNa prakAranI muzkelI naja saMbhavI zake ? ane manuSyapaNuM paNa AvA prakA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (139) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. ranI ja vastu che. saMkhyAnI daSTie zAstrakAroe manuSyanI saMkhyA karoDa, abaja ke parAdha jeTalI na rAkhatAM enA karatAMya vadhI jAya teTalI rAkhI che ke saMkhyAnA AMkaDA 26 jeTalA rAkhavAmAM AvyA che eTale manuSyanI saMkhyAmAM to ke IpaNa prakAranI uNapa nathI ja dekhAtI ! ane e manuSyapaNAnI mAlIkI paNa kaI vyaktivizeSanI nathI ja kAraNa ke jenazAsanamAM kartA izvara jevI kaI vastunI kalapanAja nathI karavAmAM AvI ke je manuSyapaNAnI mAlIkIne bhegavI zake? ApaNA rejanA vyavahAramAM te jarUra joIe chIe ke amuka vastune mAlIka amuka mANasa che-A dAbaDI devadattanI che. A peTI upara yajJadattane adhikAra che. A makAna upara gopALanI mAlIkI cAle che, paNa manuSyapaNuM e amukanI pitAkI milkata che evuM ApaNe kadI sAMbhaLyuM nathI. eTale ke-TUMkamAM manuSyapaNAnI na te ochapa che ke na te e kaI vyakitavizeSanI pitAnI saMpatti che. chatAM paNa manuSyapaNAnI prAptine muzkela kema gaNavAmAM AvI che? A AkhAya lAMbA savAlane eka Traka ane sacoTa javAba A suvarNanA dAMtathI saheje samajAI jaze, jamIna nIce-khANamAM-rahelA senAnI dunIyAmAM kazI khAmI nathI. hajAro maNa senuM bahAra kADhavAmAM AvyuM che ane hajIe nIkaLeja jAya che. bIjI tarapha e jamInanI khAsa koInI mAlIkI paNa nathI hotI ane hoya te paNa e jamIna meLavavAnuM muzkela nathI. chatAM dunIyAmAM keTalA mANaso sonuM kADhI zake che? karoDanI saMkhyAvALA mAnavasamudAyamAMthI gaNyAgAMThyA muThIbhara mANasa ja e kAryamAM saphaLatA meLavI zake che. kAraNa ke emAM ghaNA mahAna mahAna sAdhanonI apekSA rahe che, ghaDI ghaDImAM navI navI yuktio zodhI zake evA phaLadrupa bhejAnI jarUrata rahe che; saphaLatAne joIne gAMDA na banI javAnuM ane aphaLatAne AsvAda thatA bhagnahRdaya nahi thavAnuM mahAna mane baLa joIe chIe; avirata parizrama karavAnI ane tADhataDakA veThavAnI zarIrazakti joIe che, ane A badhAya uparAMta e kAryamAM jarUrI paDatA paisA veravAnI Arthika yogyatA joIe che. jyAre A badhAya bAhya sAdhane AvI maLe tyAre ja e suvarNanI prApti zakaya bane che. jyAre suvarNa jevI bhautika vastune meLavavAmAM ATalI badhI jhahemata uThAvavI paDe che te manuSyapaNuMrUpa mahAna vastunI siddhimAM aneka sAmagrIonI jarUrata paDe emAM zI navAI? keTaluMya puNya saMcita karyuM heya; keTalIya zubha pravRttio AdarI hoya ane keTaluMya tapa karyuM hoya tyAre A manuSyapaNuM prApta thAya che, ane ATalAja mATe ene muzkela mAnavAmAM Ave che. e izvara zA mATe? bAkI-e mAnavadehanI prApti eka taraphathI ATalI badhI muzkelI bharI hovA chatAM e ApavA levAno adhikAra, bIjA darzanakAronI mAphaka, jainazAsane koI vyakti vizeSane ApI nathI rAkhe ke je manamAM Ave tene ane manamAM Ave tyAre Ape ane pAchuM potAne vicAra taraMga uThatAM chInavI le! prANue karelA karma ane e karmanA badalArUpe prANIne maLavAnuM phaLa -A be vastuo (karma ane phaLa) vacce dalAlInuM kAma karanAra vyakti tarIke izvarane vacamAM pADavAnI mUrkhatA jenazAkaree karI ja nathI. kharekhara Izvarane jagatakartA tarIkenuM lapharUM vaLagADIne e anya darzanakAroe Izvarane gaLe eka mahAna Aphata ja vaLagADI dIdhI che, ke je Aphatane gabhIrapaNe vicAra

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (140) sudhArbi 1luM. karatAM kevaLa evA Izvara mAnanArA mATe bhAvadayAnI lAgaNI ja utpanna thAya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa bahu bArIka daSTithI tapAsatAM te e IzvaramAMthI IzvarapaNaneja nAza thaI jAya che. eTale pilI "havelI letAM gujarAta I"nI kahevata jevuM pariNAma Ave che ! jarA A vastu vadhu spaSTatAthI samajIe-je leke Izvarane kartA tarIke mAne che teonuM kahevuM che ke -karma karavA e jIvanI pitAnI marajInI vAta che. e pitAnA manamAM Ave tevA prakAranA karmo kare. sArAya kare ane peTAya kare, paNa e karmane anukULa phaLa meLavavA mATe jIva svataMtra nathI. e karmonuM phaLa e pitAnI marajImAM Ave tema nathI meLavI zakato, paNa e karmane anukULa phaLa ApanAra kaMI judIja vyakti hoya che. jema cArI ke khuna karanAra mANasa pitAnA apakRtyanuM phaLa potAnI meLeja nathI meLave te paNa nyAyamaMdiramAMthI nyAyAdhIza e mANasanA karmane anukULa phaLa Ape che. tevI ja rIte ahiM-karma ane tenA phaLanI bAbatamAMpaNa e pramANe ja vyavasthA che. eTale ke-karma mANasaprANI-kare che ane tenuM gya phaLa Izvara Ape che. gunhegArane sajA karavA mATe kAyama karavAmAM Avela nyAyAdhIzonI mAphaka karmanuM phaLa ApanAra tarIke Izvarane na mAnavAmAM Ave te saMsAranI vyavasthAmAM bahuja asamaMjasatA ubhI thAya! vaLI phaLa ApavAnI bAbatamAM paNa IzvaranI potAnI IcchA jevuM paNa khAsa kaMI nathI hotuM. kharI rIte vicAra karatAM te jevuM prANunuM karma hoya che tevuM ja Izvara tene phaLa Ape che. emAM Izvarane potAne managamatuM kahyuM hatuM ja nathI. jyAre e Izvara karelA karma pramANe kaLa Ape che to saMsAranI vyavasthA jALavatA nyAyAdhIzanI mAphaka ene karmanA phaLa ApanAra tarIke svIkAravAmAM paNa kazI aDacaNa na ja hoya! karelA karma je kaIne udhAra ApelI thApaNa jevI vastu che. game tyAre paNa e thApaNa pAchI maLe ja che, ane emAM kaze paNa vadhAre ghaTADe paNa nathI thatuM. eTalAja mATe Izvarane kartA tarIke mAnavAmAM kazI harakata nathI AvatI. have jarA ane javAba sAMbhaLa-sauthI pahelAM e vAta samajI jaIe ke-Izvara saMbaMdhI kaI paNa prakArane vicAra e eka AdhyAtmika vicAra che. nahi ke bhautika. eTale jyAre jyAre Izvara saMbaMdhI koI paNa prakArano vicAra karavAmAM Ave tyAre e bhautika vicAraNane sadaMtara vegaLI rAkhIne kevaLa AdhyAtmika daSTibiMduthI ja e vicAra calAvavuM joIe. je bhautika daSTAMta ane dalIla upara AdhyAtmika savAlene nirNaya karavAmAM Ave to te kaI paNa AdhyAtmika siddhAMta pitAnI maulikatA siddha karI zake ke kema-ane pitAnuM astitva kAyama rAkhI zake ke kema-e zaMkAbharyuM che. eTale cerInA gunhA ane korTa, kacerInA daSTAMtathI Izvarane phaLa ApanAra mAna e sAva bhUlabhareluM che. ApaNA saMsAra vyavahAramAM evA paNa keTalAya kAryo che ke jenuM phaLa ApaNane-dalAla tarIkenI koI paNa trIjI vyaktinI upasthiti vagaraja-sIdhe sIdhuM maLI jAya che. dAkhalA tarIke saLagatI Aga. tame bhUlathI e aMgArA upara paga mUko ane tarata ja tamane enuM phaLa maLI javAnuM. tame bhUlathI vIjaLInA khullA tArane hAtha lagAvo ke tarataja tamArA zarIramAM Acake lAgavAne ja! eTale AvA paraspara virodhI siddhAMtanuM piSaNa karI zake evA draSTAMteno dunIyAmAM te nathI, paNa kevaLa bAhya dAte uparaja je kei siddhAMta kAyama karavAmAM

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mAnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 141 ) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. Ave te te siddhAMta kadI paNa sthira thai zakatA nathI. eTale izvaranA kartApaNAnA vicAra paNa Ave upara cATIyA dRSTAMtA uparathIja na karatAM sAva svataMtra rIte ane kevaLa tAtvika dRSTithIja karavA joie. Izvarane kartA tarIke mAnanArAe paNa e vAtane te svIkAra kareja che ke izvara koIpaNa jIvane peAtAne game tevuM phaLa nathI Apate paNa jevA prakAranuM karma e jIve kayu hAya tevA prakAranuM phaLa tene Ape che. jIva kama peAtAnI meLeja kare che e vAta te ApaNe jema mAnIe chIe tevIja rIte e leAkeA paNa mAne che. have mAtra vicAravAnuM eja rahe che ke e kanu phaLa ApavA mATe izvara jevI dalAlI karanAra vyaktinI jarUra kharI ke kema ? sauthI pahelAM e jANavuM joie ke-jIva je karma bAMdhe che ane e kanu e je phaLa meLave che e phaLa ApavAmAM khIjA jIve bhAga bhajave che. eTale ke eka jIva peAtAnA karelA sArA athavA kharAma kadanuM phaLa bIjA veAnA AdhAreja meLave che. kadAca upalaka STithI A vicAra adhurA lAge kharA, chatAM khArIka dRSTie vicAra karatAM A vAta khIlakula sAcI lAge che. samajo keeka mANuse eka karma karyuM have e kanuMja phaLa evuM Ave che ke devadatte e mANasanA putra tarIke janma levA, ane samajo ke devadatte e mANusanA putra tarIke potAnA khIjA bhavamAM janma pazu lIdhAja. have A vastune ATalA purateAja vicAra karIe ane kahIe ke Izvare vacamAM paDIne devadattane e mANasanA putra tarIke utpanna karyAM te izvarane-pelA gunhAnI sajA karanAra nyAyAdhIzanI mAphaka-kartA mAnavAmAM mana lalacAya kharU, paNa Aja praznanI DhAlanI bIjI khAju tapAsazeA te| badhI vastu Ape|Apa samajAi jaze ane kartA tarIke izvara jevI vastunI kalpanA paNa nahi karavI paDe. e vastu cyA che:-jema pelA mANase devadatta enA putra tarIke utpanna thAya evA prakAranuM karyuM karyuM hatuM tevI rIte devadatte paNa koi evuM karma karyuM hatuM ke niha ke jenA phaLarUpe ene pelA mAjIsanA putra tarIke utpanna thavuM paDayuM? A AkhAya praznanI kharI jaDa mahiMja rahelI che. jo devadatta evA prakAranu kAI karma karyuM ja na hatuM te te e kartA Izvarane zuM adhikAra hatA ke kAipaNa jAtanA devadattanA karma vagaraja ene pelA mANusanA putra tarIke utpanna kare, ane jo devadatte evuM karyuM karyuM ja hatuM ke jenA phaLarUpe e pelA mANusanA putra tarIke utpanna thAya che. teA pachI IzvaranI vacamAM jarUraja zI rahI, eka ekanA pitA tarIkenu' karma karyuM ane khIjAe enA putra tarIke utpanna thavAnuM karUM karyuM. khasa khatama: vAta ApAApa patI gai ane kAma paNa Ape|mApa thai gayu. have khAkI kayu kArya rahyuM ke je mATe izvarane niratha ka vacamAM nAkhavAnI kalpanA karavI? je kAya nu phaLa kartAne ApeAApaja pelA agni upara paDelA paganI mA, maLI jatuM hoya tyAM sajA karanAra nyAyAdhIzanI kalpanA keTalI badhI pAyA vagaranI ane hAsyAspada che! Aja vastunA samarthanamAM ApaNe aneka daSTAMtA ane dalIle| ApI sauMsAranI dareka vastue amuka aMze kArya rUpa hoya che ane amuka aMze ane mATalAja mATe sa MsAranA koi kartA nathI ane sasAra anAdinA che. zakIe ema chekAraNarUpa Aya che, agara kevaLa kArya -

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Ana'da-sudhAsi'dhu. (142 ) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. rUpaja eka vastu hoya, yA mAtra kAraNarUpaja hoya tA tA izvaranI kadAca kalpanA karavI paDe, pazu jyAM ema nathI tyAM evI kalpanA karIne IzvaranA pavitra nAmane kala"ka zA mATe lagADavuM ? vaLI kAyadAnA Azraya laine je kArya karavAmAM Ave che temAM mANasa gunhegAra TharatA nathI. jema eka mANase khuna karyuM: ene peAlIse pakaDayA: enA upara kesa cAlyA: ane ene phrAMsInI sajA thaI. vastusthiti e che ke A mANase khuna karyu" hatuM ane prANunA sATe prANa" e nyAya pramANe ene phAMsInI sajA thai. have bIjI tarapha e phAMsInA hukamaneA amala karanAra jallAda e mANusane phAMsIe laTakAvIne mArI nAkhe che. chatAM e jallAda upara kesa kema nathI cAlatA ? eTalAja mATe ke eNe korTanA hukama pramANe kAma karyuM hatu. have A tarapha jo geApAle izvaranI preraNAthI yajJadattane dheAla mArI tA pachI, pelA jallAdanI mAphkaja, ene paNa e thappaDa mAravAnuM phaLa zA mATe maLavuM joie ? jo izvaranI preraNAthIja e kArya thayuM hAya tA emAM phaLa meLavavAnuM raheja nahi ! chatAM ene phaLa maLeja che e vAtane koinAthI paNa inkAra thai zake ema nathI. eTale-ulaTuM izvarane ka mAnavAmAM teA sa`sAranI vyavasthA jaLavAvAnA badale ulaTI gaDabaDaja pedA thAya che. kAraNa ke izvarane karyAM mAnanAra dareke mAnavuM paDaze ke jItra je kaMi sArU khATuM kArya karatA rahe che tenI pAchaLa izvaraneAja hAtha ane izvaranIja preraNA rahelI che, ane e izvaranI preraNA pramANe kAma karanAra pAte zA mATe du:khI thAya? athavA ene zA mATe peAtAnA dunIyAnI daSTie apakRtyarUpa dekhAtA kAryAMnuM phaLa maLavuM joie ? A pramANeja-eka kasAi bakarIne mAre che; eka mANasa cArI kare che; eka vyabhicAra kare che: bhalA zu' A badhAnI pAchaLa izvaranI marajI rahelI che? ane jo nathI te! teA pachI bIjAnI pAchaLa cheema paNa kema kahevAya ? sArAmAM izvara ane kharAbamAM keAI nahi e te pelA "khAra hAthanA cIbhaDA ane tera hAthanA bIja" jevI vAta thai. kriyA e kriyAja che. agara eka kriyA pAchaLa IzvaranA hAtha hAya tA darekanI pAchaLa e DhAvA joie agara eka pAchaLa nathI teA kAinI pAchaLa nathI, ane sasAranI sArI vyavasthAne vicAra karatAM emAM evI kAi kartA izvara nAmanI vyakita mAnavAnI jarUraja rahetI nathI. vaLI je izvara rAtadivasa eka bIjA veAnA hIsAba rAkhavAmAMja bharazuddha hoya e izvaramAM Adaza' jevu' cheja zuM? ke je meLavavA mATe IzvaranI upAsanA karAya! eTale evA prakAranA izvara mAnavA enA karatAM te izvara na mAnave eja sArU' che! evA izvara mAnavAthI zuM vaLavAnuM hatuM? parasparanA badalA. A teA thai izvarane ka mAnavAnI vAta! have jarA paraspara badalAnA siddhAMta vicArIe sAmAnya janatAnI mAnyatA evI che ke jo ApaNe eka jIvane A bhavamAM herAna karIe te khIjA (game te) bhavamAM eja jIva ApaNe ene je duHkha Apyu. hAya che tene khadalA le che. A vastu eka mAnyatA mAtraja che ane jo mAnyatA tarIkeja mAtra ema kahevAmAM Ave te te judI vAta che. bAkI siddhAMtanI bArIka dRSTie te e vAta paNa upara uparanI kalpanA mAtraja che. emAM koi paNa prakArane AdhyAtmika siddhAMta nathI rahyo. agara parasparanA siddhAMtaneja vaLagI rahIe ane enA AdhAreja jagatanA sarva

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 143) sudhArabiMdu 1 luM. vyavahAranI vyavasthA karIe te te je jIva carama zarIrI hoya, tabhava mokSagAmI hoya tevA tIrthakara, gaNadhara, kevaLI jevA parama puruSane duHkha ApavAthI ApaNane jarApaNu pApa na thavuM joIe, ke je pApanA badalA rUpe ApaNane duHkhane anubhava karavo paDe. kAraNa ke e carama zarIrI puNyAtmAe te A saMsAramAMthI sadAne mATe mukti meLavI levAnA, ane mukitamAM pahoMcyA pachI koIpaNa prakAranA karmanA abhAve pitAne je jIvoe duHkha pahoMcADayuM hatuM te jIne kadIpaNu du:kha ApavA nahi javAnA! paNa A vAta koI paNa vicAraka mANasanA gaLe nahi ja utaravAnI ! dareka ThekANe e ja vastu kahevAmAM Ave che e mahApuruSane Apela duHkhanuM paNa dareka jIvane phaLa bhegavavuM ja paDe che, ane A vastu Ama A pramANe kahevAvI ja joIe. nahi te te duniyAmAM eka mahAna anarthakArI siddhAMtane pracAra thaI jAya. eTalAja mATe tamAre barAbara rAmajI rAkhavuM ke e para5ra badalAne siddhAMta paNa kaI mAlika ke tAtvika siddhAMta nathI paNa mAtra mANasoe pitAnI vyApAra priyavRttithI upajAvI kADhela mAnyatA-ka95nA-mAtraja che!!! sAce siddhAMta ! bhalA tyAre eka tarapha Izvara kaI paNa prakAranuM phaLa ApatuM nathI, bIjI tarapha eka jIva bIjA jIva upara potAno badalo vALatuM nathI te pachI saMsAranI vyavasthA zI rIte thavAnI? dareka prANIne pitAnI sArI khATI karaNanuM phaLa kaI rIte maLavAnuM? eka jIva kaI bhAvanAthI prerAIne pApAcAranA sevanathI aLagA rahI zake? mahAnubhAvo! A aTapaTA dekhAtA tamAma praznano javAba jainazAstrakAra bahuja sArI rIte Ape che. zAsakAra pharamAve che ke-dareka prANIne pitAnA AcaraNane badale na te Izvara mAraphata maLe che ke na te paraspara badalAnA siddhAMta pramANe maLe che paNa ene potAnI karaNanuM phaLa karmanA svataMtra phaLa tarIkenA siddhAMtanA AdhAre maLe che. jIva jevA pariNAmathI jevA prakAranA karmone baMdha kare che e baMdhanAja kAraNe e AgaLa upara enuM phaLa meLavI le che. eTale Ama kharI beTI karaNanA phaLane AdhAra baMdha upara ja rahe che. amuka prakArane baMdha karyo eTale enuM phaLa maLavuM ja joIe. pachI te game te prakAre maLI rahe che. jenadarzananI spaSTa mAnyatA e che ke-karma karmanA svabhAveja thAya che ane phaLa paNa karmanA svabhAveja thAya che. pahelAMnA karmanA svabhAve tame prayatna kare e prayatnamAM ja amuka karmonuM phaLa raheluM hoya che, ane eja prayatna karatAM navAM karmone baMdha thAya che, yAvata navA janmane aMkura ropAya che. vaLI pAcho AgaLa vadhe eTale navA karma maLe che. Ama navA karma ane na janma-A sthiti banI jAya che, ane A pramANe saMsAranI ghaTamALa sAMkaLanI mAphaka joDAI rahe che! ke suMdara siddhAMta ! na te paramezvarane vacamAM pADavAnI jarUra ke na bIjA jIvane bolAvavAnI AvazyakatA ! badhI vastu svAbhAvika rIte ApoApa thaI jAya! ane jyAM dareka vastu potAnA svabhAva pramANeja banatI hoya te ja siddhAMta sAcA siddhAMta gaNI zakAya! A uttama siddhAMta jagata samakSa mUkavAmAM ja jainazAstrakAranI mahattA-viziSTatA evaM satyatA rahelI che. A vicAra kaI paNa vicArakanI vicArasaraNInI sarANa upara sAce Thare ema che emAM jarA paNa zaka nathI. sAcuM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (144) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. te sAcuM ja kare! hIro hIra ja rahe!!! AtmA zA mATe? bhalA je-upara kahyuM te pramANe-karma paNa karmathIja thAya ane phaLa paNa karmathIja thAya te pachI jIvane zuM karavAnuM bAkI rahyuM? ulaTuM A pramANe karma, janmanI paraMparA mAnavAmAM te AtmA bakarInA gaLAnA AcaLa je anyathA siddha mAnave paDaze eTaluM ja nahi paNa e AMcaLa jema sukhanA badale duHkharUpa pariName che (-kAraNa ke bakarIne pakaDavI hoya to e AMcaLathI e sahelAIthI pakaDI zakAya che-) eja pramANe e AtmA paNa ApattirUpa thaI jAya che. ema mAnavAmAM AtmAne bIcArAne karma janmanI gaDamathalamAM vacamAM nirarthaka athaDAvuM paDe che ane kevaLa duHkhanAja bhAgIdAra banavuM paDe che. te pachI evA AtmAne mAnIne phAyade zuM? mahAnubhA! A vastune jarA vadhAre uMDA utarIne vicAra karo ! Ama kevaLa upalaka daSTithI ja A nirNaya na karazo. upara zAstrakAra kahI gayA ke karmathI janma, janmathI kama Ama janmakarmanI paraMparA bIja ane aMkuranI paraMparA jevI cAlyA kare che! jevuM bIja hoya te aMkura uge che. ghauMnA bIjathI ghauMne ja aMkura nIkaLavAne. emAMthI kadI paNa bAjarIno aMkura nIkaLe sAMbhaLe che khare? Ama eka tarapha bIja ane aMkura potapotAnA svabhAve jarUra cAlyA jAya che paNa bIjI tarapha e bIjane repanAra kheData ane enuM piSaNa karanAra pANIno paNa e aMkara ugavAmAM je hisso che ene InkAra karI zake? vaLI e bIja vAvavAnA sArA yA khoTA pAkano bhAgIdAra paNa e kheDUtaja thAya che ne? te ja pramANe janmakarmanI paraMparAmAM paNa je kaMI sAruM beTuM thatuM hoya tene mAlIka kaI ja joIene! ane te mAlIka te AtmA piteja! vaLI A tarapha jema kheDutanA hAthamAM e tAkAta cheja ke jyAre potAnA manamAM Ave che tyAre e bIjane bALIne khAkha karI nAkhe che ane aMkura utpanna karavAnI tamAma zakti nAza karI nAkhe che. e ja pramANe AtmA paNa jyAre pAke nizcaya karIne udyama kare che tyAre e paNa janmakamane sadaMtara nAza karI zake che, ane Ama nAza karIne anAdithI cAlI AvatI janmakarmanI paraMparAne teDI nAkhe che! judA prakAranA karma karavA ane judA prakAranuM phaLa meLavavuM e vAtamAM, alabatta, AtmA samartha nathI ja kheDutane paNa ghauM vAvIne ghauMja laNavA paDe chene! paNa ene nAza karavAnI saghaLI zakti te AtmAmAM rahelI che, ane e zakita pheravavAmAM ja AtmAne khare udyama rahelo che. agara A zakita mAnavAmAM na Ave to te pelA "gagAnadattanA AtmA paNa nakAmeja gaNAya, paNa e zaktinA astitvamAM AmAnuM astitva ujavaLa bane che !' dhamanI jaDa. mahAnubhAve! A pramANe AtmatatvanuM astitva svIkAra karavAnI sAtheja tame samajI zakyA haze ke e AtmAmAM keTalI zakti samAyelI che. kheDuta e khetIne sarva prakAre svAmI che. cAhe te e ene sadaMtara nAza kare che. cAhe te suMdara pAka pedA karIne jagatanA caraNe bheTa dhare che. A AtmAne manuSyapaNuM maLavuM joIe. basa pachI AtmA sarva sattAvALa banI jAya che. karmanAja kAraNe ene manuSyapaNuM maLe che, karmanAja kAraNe ene zarIraparyApti maLe che, A badhuMya chatAM e manuSyapaNAne navA karma karatuM aTakAvavAnI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (145). supAtradu 1 che. saMpUrNa zakita emAM rahelI che. aneka AtmAoe A sarvottama manuSyadeha dhAraNa karIne anAdikALathI pitAnA pagamAM paDelI karma mahArAjAnI beDIonI zRMkhalAonA sahasmaza: TUkaDA karIne, potAnI Atmasiddhi meLavI che. Atmatatva, Atmazakita ane mAnavadeha ATalI vastu samajyA pachI dharmanI ja8 kayAM che e samajavuM have vadhu kaThina nathI. agara sAva sAdI bhASAmAM TUMkAmAM samajavuM hoya te eTaluMja kahevuM basa thaze ke-aMkurAthI bIja thatuM aTakAvavuM ane bIjamAMthI aMkura utpanna karavAnI tAkAta naSTa karavI! eTale ke karmathI janma ane janmathI karma e aMkura bIja ane bIja aMkuranI avicchinna cAlI AvatI anAdinI AtmaghAtaka paraMparAne teDI pADavI. alabata je paraMparA meInA paNa karyA karAvyA vagara svayaMbhU rIte ane te paNa pAchI AjakAlanI nahi paraMtu anAdi kALathI cAlI AvatI hoya tene aTakAvavI e avazya bahuja kaThina kArya che, paNa sAthe sAthe e paNa kharUM ja ke-e kaThina che ke sugama che, game te che, AtmAthI mANase e kArya karavuM ja joIe. anyathA AtmadarzananuM svapna paNa dUra rahevAnuM ! ane vaLI jagatanuM kayuM evuM mahAna kArya che ke jenI siddhimAM aneka Apattione sAmane na kare paDatuM hoya, aneka upAdhio na vaheravI paDatI hoya, duHkhanA darIyAmAM na paDavuM paDatuM hoya, ke satata parizrama na karavo paDato hoya ! jyAre jagatanI sAMsArika ane kSaNabhaMgura vastuonI prApti mATe ATa ATaluM sahana karavuM paDe te pachI AtmadarzananuM kArya ke jenA karatAM jagata bharamAM keIpaNuM kArya vadhu mahatvavALuM nathI, tenI siddhi agara kaThina-ati kaThine hoya te temAM na banavA jevuM zuM che? jyAM sudhI AtmA e mukitamArganI kaThinatAne ja vicAra karIne karmanA baMdhane teDavA taiyAra nahi thAya tyAM sudhI A cAragatika saMsAramAM ene bhamavuMja paDavAnuM! nAraka, tiryaMca, manuSya ane deva e cAra gatie A AtmAnI rakhaDaMpaTTInA rastAo che. e cAremAMnI eke gati evI nathI ke je gatimAM mAtra dhamI AtmAja janma le. dareke dareka sugatimAM dhama ane kugatimAM adhama banne prakAranA cha janme che, eTale koI paNa gati dhImI prANIo mATe rajIsTara thayelI nathI ja. avirati mithyANi devapaNamAM paNa jAya che ane manuSyapaNuM paNa pAme che. naraka ane tiryacapaNa mATe te kahevuM ja zuM? eTale kahevAno matalaba e che ke keI gativizeSanA lIdhe sAcA dhamapaNAnI prAptine nirNaya nathI thaI zakatuM, paraMtu sAcA dhamapaNAne nirNaya to A anAdi saMsAranI sAMkaLane jema bane tema TUMkI karavAmAM ja rahela che. jema jema A saMsArathAmaNa ochuM thatuM jAya tema tema vadhAre dhamapaNuM maLyuM samajavuM ane e saMsArabaMdhananI sAMkaLane TUMkI karavAmAM sahAyatA ApavI eja dharmanuM kArya che, ane e kArya karavA mAMja dhamanI jaDa samAyelI che! jema saMsAra ghaTe tema dharma vaLe ema samajavAnuM che. eTale mahAnubhAve, tame A dharmanuM sAcuM rahasya samaje ane e pramANe tamArA karmabaMdhana ochA karavA mATe udyama kare te ja tamArA A mAnavadehanuM sArthaka che, ane tyAreja tamane dharmanI kharI prApti thaI che ema samajaje..

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (146) sudhAbiMdu 1luM. samyagdaSTi ane mithyAdaSTi. parantu tame badhA tamArA rojanA anubhava uparathI barAbara samajatA haze ke ghaNaya mANase sAcuM samajavA chatAM sAcuM AcaraNa karI zakatA nathI. ghaNI vakhata mULane uddezIne prAraMbha karavAmAM AvelA prayatna, DALAone vaLagavAmAM ane pAMdaDAone meLavavAnI tamannAmAM veDaphI nAkhavAmAM Ave che, ane e prayatnanuM dhAryA karatAM judA ja prakAranuM pariNAma Ave che. ghaNuMya vakhata mANaso mULa vastune meLavavAnA prayatnamAM mUkIne bhUlIne enA paDachAyAnA upAsaka banI jAya che ! mahAnubhAvo! A vAta kaMI navI nathI. tamArA badhAnA rejanA anubhavanI vAta che! dharmanI bAbatamAM paNa A vAtamAM apavAda nathI thayo. tyAM paNa dhamarAdhanAno mukhya uddeza aLago mUkIne najIvI vastuone meLavavAnI lAlasAmAM dharmane upayoga karavAmAM Ave che! kheDuta khetI kare che te ghAsa mATe ke kaDaba mATe nahi! khetIne mULa uddeza te anAja pedA karavAne have joIe. jema anAja vadhAre thAya ema khetI vadhAre saphaLa. ghAsa ane rADA e te khetIne AnuSaMgika lAbha che. evA AnuSaMgika lAbhane kadI paNa mukhyapaNuM naja ApI zakAya! game tevI sthitimAM paNa e te gaNaja rahevAnuM! eja pramANe dharmamAM paNa dharmane mukhya uddeza saMsArabhramaNane nAza karavAne che! bAkI e dharmanuM ArAdhana karatAM kadAca dhanadhAnya, vaibhavavilAsa ke RddhisamRddhi jevI sAMsArika vastuo AvI maLe to dharmanuM AnuSaMgika phaLa gaNavuM joIe. nahi ke dharmanuM mukhya phaLa! dharmanuM mukhya kI te AtmAptija che ! vaLI je mANasane addhisamRddhinI prApti thaI hoya tene, khetaramAM pUravAmAM AvatA khAtaranI mAphaka, dharmanI vadhu prAptimAMja upayoga karavAno hoya che! nahi ke e maLavAthI dharmane saphaLa thayo mAnIne zAMta paNe-niSkriya thaIne-besI rahevuM! khAtarane meLavIne kadIpaNa kaI kheDuta saMtoSa mAne khare ke? vastusthiti Ama hovA chatAM keTalAya mANase kevaLa ahika sukha mATeja dharmanuM ArAdhana kare che. mukti mArgane te mAtra vAtaneja viSaya banAvIne dhanadhAnyAdikane ja pitAnA dhyeyarUpa mAnIne e meLavavA mATe dharmanuM sevana kare che, ane Aja khare samyagdaSTi ane mithyASTine bheda che. eka Atmika sukhane lakSIne dharma kare che, bIje sAMsArika sukha mATe dharma kare che. eka AtmAne nirlepa, karmaphaLa rahita ane mukata banAvavA mATe udyama kare che, bIje deveMdra naredra ke evI padavI meLavIne basa A saMsAranA sukhavilAsa bhegavavAnI bhAvanAthI prerAIne dharma kare che. alabatta dharma ane kare che chatAM banenI bhAvanAmAM ATaluM meTuM aMtara "cAkarI mAvanA, siddhirmavati tAdazI" eTale ke mana mAge evuM maLe, mahAnubhA! saMsAramAM uMcanIca, sArA kharAba, sAcA beTA gaNAtA mANasamAM kaI bAhA lakSaNa nathI hatuM. mAtra bhAvanAnI zuddhi azuddhi uparaja A badhA bhede racAyelA che. samyagdaSTi ane mithyASTimAM paNa eja samajavAnuM che. pahelA pAkane cAhe che, bIje khAtara laIne khuza thAya che, athavA bIjA zabdomAM kahIe te-sAthane sAdhya mAne te samyagdaSTi ane sAdhanane ke sAhyAbhAsane mAne te mithyAdaSTi !

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (147) sudhAbaMdu 1 luM, kevaLI samudaghAta. mahAnubhAvo! dharma zuM e tame samajyA! mithyAdaSTi keNa ane samyagdaSTi koNa e paNa samajyA! dharmanA vicAramAM zAstrakAra mahArAja pharamAvI gayA ke game te sthitimAM paNa karmanA samUhamAM ghaTADo karavAno udyama kare eja kharo dharma che. A dharmapAlananI maryAdA kevaLa sAmAnya mANaso, cho ke sAdhu munirAje pUratI ja nathI. paNa enuM kSetra te yAvat trikALanA ane traNe lekanA jJAtA evA zrIkaLI bhagavAna sudhI phelAyeluM che. karmone samUha ochA karavAnuM kArya che emane paNa karavuM paDe che. kevaLI samuhughAta e A vAtane moTAmAM moTe purAvo che. jyAre cAra ghAtI karmono kSaya karIne kevaLajJAnanI utpatti thAya che-ane tyAra pachI kevaLI bhagavAna pitAnA parama jJAnathI jANe che ke-pitAnA AyuSyakarma karatAM bIjA kamene samUDa vadhAre bAkI rahyo che tyAre teo e vadhArenA karmonA nAza mATe eka prakArano khAsa udyama kare che ke je udyamanA pariNAme teo e vadhArenA karmone, pitAnA AyuSyakarmanA nAzanI sAthe ja naSTa karI nAkhe che, ane AvI rIte saMpUrNa karmazRMkhalAne ekAtika ane AtyaMtika kSaya karIne teo potAnA svarUpane prApta thAya che. A kriyAne ApaNA zAstramAM kevaLI samuddaghAta tarIke oLakhAvavAmAM Avela che. have jarA e samudvaghAta upara vicAra karo-emAM ekaja uddeza rahela che ke karmanI anAdi saMtatimAM navA janmarUpI aMkura utpanna karavAnI je zakita samAyelI che te zaktine AtmAnI paramazaktino upayoga karIne nAbuda karI nAkhavI! kevaLI samudaghAtanI samagra kriyAne badho vakhata mAtra ATha "samaya" jeTalAja gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. e ATha "samaya" jeTalA vakhatamAM te AtmA AdithI mAMDIne aMta sudhI e kriyA karI le che ane pitAnI ISTasiddhi paNa karI le che. "samaya" e keTalI sUkSma vastu che e tame badhAya sArI rIte jANe che. pahalemAM je paramANunuM chelluM sthAna che, eja vakhatanA mApamAM "samaya"nuM chelluM sthAna che! evA mAtra ATha samayamAMja A badhI vastu patI jAya che. mahAnubhAva! A nirbaLa dekhAtA AtmAmAM keTalI mahAna zakti samAyelI che ene kevaLa samudaghAta e uttama dAkhalo che. AtmA jyAre barAbara pitAnI zakita pherave tyAre karmanA majabutamAM majabuta daLIyAM paNa dhULane DhephAnI mAphaka kSaNamAM cUracUra karI nAkhe che! eka zakita pheravavA taiyAra thayela AtmA zuM karI zake che te kevaLI-samudraghAtathI barAbara samajI zakAya tema che! mahAnubhA! AtmatatvanI daSTie je AtmA eka kevaLajJAnImAM rahelA che teja AtmA tamArA badhAyamAM che. je akhUTa ane aTUTa zakita kevaLIne AtmA pherave te badhIya zakitao tamArA AtmAmAM paNa vidyamAna che. agara cAhe te tame paNa te mahAzakitane upayoga karIne tamArA AtmAnI karmanI beDIo toDI zake che. tamAre e paNa barAbara yAda rAkhavuM ke jyAre kevaLI bhagavAna jevA samartha puruSa paNa janmakarmanI paraMparAnA nAza mATeja udhata rahe che te tamArI dharmakaraNInuM lakSya paNa eja hevuM ghaTe! gADI, vADI ne lADInI mohaka tripuTInI sAdhanA kadIpaNa sAcA dhamIne na chAje ! tame kevaLI samudaghAtanA sAcA rahasyane samaje. ane enA uparathI je sAce mArga mAluma paDe enuM anusaraNa kare!

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (140) suthAbiMdu 1 luM. saMvara ane nirjarA, tame badhAya e te barAbara samajI gayA ke-dharma kone kahevAya, ane dharmano udeza zuM? have jarA e vicAravAnuM rahe che ke e dharmanuM AcaraNa kevI rIte thaI zake ! ApaNe badhAya e te bahuja sArI rIte jANIe chIe ke keIpaNa jIva nikiya nathI rahI zakta. dareka samaye e kaMIkane kaMI kriyA karateja hoya che. eTale have dharmanuM ArAdhana jo niSkriyatAne Azraya levAthI thatuM hoya to e dharmArAdhana keIpaNa jIvana mATe zakya na banI zake. A te pelA "mahesANAnA bhATa jame kAla" jevuM thayuM kahevAya. bhATane jamavAnuM notaruM kharUM! paNa kAla paDe tyAre! kAla kadI paDe nahi ane bhATa kadI jame nahi. evI ja rIte ahiM paNa dharmanuM ArAdhana thAya kharUM, paNa nikriyatAne Azraya levAmAM Ave tyAre. eTale niyitA kadI Ave nahi ane dhamarAna thAya nahi! eTale A uparathI eTaluM te jarUra nizcita thayuM ke je kaMI dharmanuM ArAdhana thaI zake te kiyAhArAja thaI zake. adharma paNa kiyAthIja thAya che ane dharma paNa kriyAthI thAya che. mAtra vicAravAna eTaluM ja rahe che ke kaI kriyAthI dharmanuM piSaNa thAya che ane kaI kriyA kara adharmanuM poSaNa thAya che. ATaluM jANI lIdhu eTale patyuM. A mATe TUMke ne Taca javAba e che ke-je kriyAne aMta-saMvara ane nirjarAmAM AvatuM hoya te dharmArAdhananI kriyA ane jeno aMta Azrava ane baMdhamAM Ave te adhamanI kriyA! AvatA karmane rokavA ane tene nAza karavo enuM nAma dharma ane kamene netarUM ApavuM ane AtmA upara tene je lAdave enuM nAma adharma ! A pramANe saMvara ane nirja rAtmaka pravRtti karavAmAMja AtmAnuM sAphalya che. je AtmA evo udyama kare che tene e AtmA bakarInA gaLAnA stana je bhAra rUpa nathI lAgatuM. mahAnubhAvo-kriyAthIja dharma ane kriyAthI ja adharma e vAta jarA vadhu spaSTa rIte samaje! samaje ke-eka mANasa bahu khAvAthI mAM paDaye; have ene sAjo karavAne upAya ? tame badhAya sArI rIte jANe che ke e amaryAdita AhAranA lIdhe mAMdA paDaye che. tame ene sArAmAM sArA vaidya pAse laI gayA: e vaidhe paNa jANyuM ke e khAvAthI mAMdo paDayo che. have e vaidya zuM karavAne? zuM ene kaI paNa vastu khAvAne sarvathA pratibaMdha karaze? nahi ja. khAvAthI e mAMre paDayo che chatAM bIjI vastu khavarAvIne ja e ene sAjo karavAno ! kevI vicitra! A te pelA DubelAne DubADIne ugAravA jevuM buSi vagaranuM lAge che. ane chatAMya e sAva sAcuM che. eno koInAthI paNa InkAra thaI zake ema nathI. vidya ene davA khavarAve che ane e davAnA khAvAthIja e sAje thAya che. have ahiM vicAravA jevuM zuM che. mAtra eTaluMja ke khAvA khAvAmAM phera che. eka vakhate eka vastu khAdhI bIjI vakhata bIjI khAdhI. ekathI roga tha. ekathI taMdurastI maLI; eja pramANe ahiM AtmA mATe paNa samajavuM. aneka prakAranI kriyAo karavAnA kAraNe ja A AtmA anAdi karmanA cakramAM phasAIne saMsAramAM bhamyA kare che. e bhayaMkara vabhramaNane nAza karavAne upAya paNa kriyAodvArAja thavAno! pharaka mAtra eTaleja ke eka kriyA eka prakAranI hatI bIjI bIjA prakAranI. eke karma pedA karyA bIjI karmane teDI pADaze. mahAnubhAve AvA prakAranI saMvara ane nirjarA svarUpa kiyAonuM ArAdhana eja kharUM dharmanuM eTale ke AtmAnuM ArAdhana cheane eTalAja mATe

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suSAbaM 1 hu Ana-sudhAsiMdhu. (149) saMvara ane nirjarAne AtmAnA svarUpa tarIke oLakhavAmAM Avela che? upAdhivALo izvara ! have pAchA pharIthI IzvaranI vAta upara Ave! ke A bAbata upara zarUAtamAM ghaNuM kahI gayA chatAM-AtmA, dharma ane evI bAbate upara ATalo lAMbe vicAra karyA pachI-kaMIka navuM vadhArAnuM jANavA jevuM jarUra maLe ema che. eka te Izvarane ja kartAhartA mAnI laIe te upara kahI tevI anaMtazakita ApaNA saunA AtmAmAM nAhaja rahevAnI ! kAraNa ke e zakitajanya tamAma kArya Izvarane ja karavAnuM rahe! bIjuM Izvarane kartA mAnIe to IzvaranA AtmAmAM ane ApaNuM AtmAmAM samAna zakita rahI che e siddhAMta kheTe paDe che. ane ApaNe Izvara jevA thaI zakIe chIe e vAta paNa pAyA vagaranI Thare che. kAraNa ke ApaNe Izvara jevA tyAreja thai zakIe ke jyAre ApaNe paNa enI mAphakaja saMsAranA kartAhartA banI jaIe ane je A pramANe mAnIe te saMsAramAM kartAonI hadaja nahi rahe. anaMta AtmAo katAM thaI javAnA, ane te pachI dunIyAnuM zuM thavAnuM? ATalAja mATe Izvarane katAM mAnanArA paNa koI darzanakAre aneka kartA IzvaranI kalpanA nathI karI ! have A tarapha jarA vicAra kare! agara IvaranI saMsAra banAvavAnI ane teDavAnI upAdhi dUra karavAmAM Ave te pachI ApaNe AtmA paNa Ivara jeTalI ja zaktivALo che ane te agara sAco prayatna kare te koIka divasa Izvara banI zake che e vAta mAnavAmAM jarApaNa harakta nathI AvatI ! mahAnubhAvo! jarA vicAra karo ke--keipaNa vyakitanI upAsanA eTalAja mATe karavAmAM Ave che ke-ApaNe tenA jevA banIe. agara upAsanA karavA chatAM paNa je ApaNe Izvaratulya kapaNa na banI zakatA hoIe to e Izvara sAthe ApaNe kadIpaNuM meLa naja khAya! Izvarane ane upAsakane meLa ane ekatA eja IzvarabhakitanuM sAcuM rahasya che. agara e samAnatA na AvatI hoya te e upAsanA havAnA bAcakA jevI ja gaNAya ! ane A meLa tyAre ja thaI zake ke jyAre ApaNe ivarane nirAkAra niraMjana ane jagat banAvavAnI ke evI bIjI koIpaNa upAdhirahita mAnIe ! bAkI Izvarane jagatane kartA mAnIne pachI enI upAsa karavI e te sAva nakAmIja che! Izvarane kartA mAne eTale dareka prAnInI kriyA IzvaranI preraNAthI thAya che ema mAnavuM joIe ! ane te pachI te je hamezAM lAkhanuM khuna karAve te heya; keTalAyane berA, AMdhaLA, lulA, ke laMgaDA rAkhate hoya, je nava mahinA garbhanuM dukha Apate heya; mANasonA mAthe aneka Aphata varasAvate hoya, jenA rAjyamAM hajAro ana vagara TaLavaLatA hoya; jenI vyavasthAmAM lAkho nAgA pharatA hoya; jenA dekhavA chatAM sabaLa nirbaLa upara julama gujAratA hoya evA paramezvarane koNa prabhu mAne-pitAne Adarza mAne-ane enI pUjA kare ? mahAnubhAvo! e kartA IzvaranI kalapanA eka lebhAgu kaha5nA che. emAM jarAya tarka ke vicAra nathI. na e Izvara jagatanuM kalyANa kare che! khare Izvara to eja che ke je nirAkAra-niraMjana ne na keinA kheTAmAM kena keinA sArAmAM che ! je sadaiva saccidAnaMda svarU5 rahe che ! eja Izvara ApaNe Adarza che, e izvara sAthe maLavuM e ApaNuM dhyeya che, ane e dhyeyanI sAdhanA eja sAcI sAdhana che ! bAkI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (15) suSAbiMda1luM upAdhivALe izvara karatAM te ApaNe badhA lAkha darajajo sArA chIe-bhAgyazALI chIe! IzvaranI upAsanA ! bhalA-agara je A samagra duniyAnI vyavasthA IzvaranI kaI paNa prakAranI madada vagaraja vastumAtrane potapotAnA svabhAva pramANeja thAya che ane je A sRSTine racanAra Izvara koI nathI, ema mAnavAmAM Ave te pachI Izvarane mAnavAnI ja jarUra zI rahI? te pachI Izvarane zA mATe mAna, pUje. ke enI upAsanA karavI? agara enA vagaraja A sRSTinI racanA saMbhavita che te te pachI pelA cAvaka mata pramANe IzvaranI sattAne ja InkAra karavAmAM Ave te zuM harakata? mahAnubhAvo! A gahana dekhAtI vAtane jarAka uMDA utarIne vicAra karo eTale enuM samAdhAna tamane ApoApa maLI jaze ke-IzvaranI sattA zA mATe mAnavI ! sauthI pahelAM e vastu dhyAnamAM levAnI jarUrata che ke-A suSTi-dunIyA-saMsAranI maryAdA, jeTalI sacarAcara vastuo ApaNI A sthala-carma-cakSuthI jevAmAM Ave che teTalA pUratI ja nathI. A bAhya rUpe dekhAtA sthaLa saMsAranI pAchaLa eka mahAna, ati mahAjU ane ati gahana evI AMtarika sRSTi ubhI che ke jenuM darzana na te ApaNe ApaNI A skUla indriyo dvArA karI zakIe ke na te ApaNe jeno ukelA ApaNI skUla buddhithI lAvI zakIe chIe! e AMtarika sRSTine samajavAne mATe ApaNI A sthaLa badriya ane sthaLajJAna e banethI bhinna koI bahuja mahatvanI vastunI AvazyaktA paDe che, ke je vastunI prApti thayA pachI ja saMsAranI vicitratA saMbaMdhInA kokaDAne ukela zakaya thAya che ! ane A mahatvanI vastu te adriyajJAna! e mahAna jJAnanI jene prApti thAya te te vastune barAbara jue che, ane te je joI zake teja Izvara ! je manuSya pitAnI Atmazakitane eTalI hada sudhI khIlave che te ja izvara samaja! e atIndriyajJAna-kevaLajJAna-dvArA jyAre e samagra saMsAranA badhAya ta yathAsthita jANe che tyAre e ApaNu jevA pAmaranA upakAra mATe e vastuo ApaNane samajAve che ! jIva, svarga, puNya, pApa, Azrava, saMvara, baMdha, nirjarA, mekSa ItyAdi, tanuM jJAna e kaI mAnavI buddhinuM phaLa nathI paNa e paramajJAnavAnuM atikriyajJAnavAna paramAtmA e yathAsthitapaNe jANela vastuono ApaNane maLelo vAraso che ! jagatanA AMtarika tanuM ApaNane darzana karAvyuM eTalA vAste ane sAthe sAthe izvara upAsanAnA phaLarUpe ApaNe paNa izvara samAna thaI zakIe chIe eTalA mATe izvaranI sattA ane pUjA mAnavA anivArya thAya che. A kSaNabhaMgura gaNAtA mAnavadehadvArAja aizvariya AtmasiddhinI saphaLatA mAnavAmAMja jainadarzanakAranI viziSTatA che! ane e siddhinuM sAdhana izvara upAsanAja che ! mAtApitA ane zikSaNa! mahAnubhAvo ! atyAra sudhI tame tatvajJAnanI sArI sArI ane moTI moTI vAta te sAMbhaLI ! have jarA tamArI pitAnI paNa vAta sAMbhaLatA jAo !-tame badhA samaju che. vaNikabuddhi tamArA badhAyamAM khuba khuba

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zmAnad-sudhAsiMdhu. (151) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. bharI che. kAnuM zuM pariNAma Ave e hisAba tame ghaNI sArI rIte samajI zake che! chatAM A dhArmika bAbatamAM tame e buddhinA upayAga nathI karI zakatA e kharekhara du:khanI vAta che! tame tame bhaSAya kabula karaze! ke bAlyAvasthAmAM jevA sa`skAra nAkhavAmAM Ave tevAja saMskAra AkhAya jIvana paryaMta cAlu rahe che. chatAMya tame tamArA bALakAnA dhArmika jIvana mATe keTalI phIkara karI che ? tamArA bALaka gAya che ke--"sarajI prabhu te saghaLI dunIyA" vigere. jAte tame e madhu sAMbhaLIne dIkarA bhaNavAmAM AgaLa vadhye samajIne AnaMda pAme che, paNa evI kavitA bhaNavAmAM enA jainazAsananA saspeMskAranI zI vale thavAnI enA leza paNa tame vicAra nathI karatA! AnuM pariNAma e Ave che ke-jAte dahADe ene kAi kahe che ke-bhAi-A duniyAnA kAI karyAM nathI. izvara A duniyAne banAvanAra nathI. Izvara sAva nirALeja che vigere-te e mALakane e vastu pArakI heya tevI navAi upAvanArI lAge che. ane e vAtane hasI kADhe che! kevu' vicitra ! e tA bhAna bhUlelAnI mAphaka peAtAnAne pArakuM mAne che ane pArakAne potAnuM gaNI ye che! ane jyAre e bALaka uMmara lAyaka thayA pachI tame kahelI dhArmika vAte nahi mAne tyAre tame ene nAstika kaheze, adhI kaheze! are sAva uThI gayela mAnI leze ! paNa e viSavRkSanI vAvaNI karavAnuM mahAn pAtaka tamArA peAtAnAja hAthe thayuM che eneA vicAra tamane nathI AvatA! e jherI khIjane vAvatI vakhate tame pAte bhAnabhUlyA banI jAe che. ane jayAre ene phaLa Ave che tyAre phaLane joIne kapALa phUTavA bese che te e vAta kema pAlavI zake? tame tamArA bALakAnA zikSaNa mATe khIjAe upara AdhAra rAkheA ane tamArA bALakAne khIjAone soMpI dyo e te pelI-bIlADIne dUdhanI rakhavALI upara mUkavA jevuMja che! ane AvI bedarakArInuM phaLa zu Ave che e vAta bIjAne na pUchatAM tamArAja hRdayane, pUchazeA tA tamane enA ApoApa uttara maLI jaze! vaLI tame kevaLa bALakane pArakI erDaMgAmAM mUkI ne tyAMnA saMskAramAM ucharavA dyo che te enu phaLa e Ave che ke-e bALaka tyAMnA zAkhIna jIvanamAM evA AtaprAta thai jAya che ke pachI ene peAtAnA garIba gharanA sAdhAraNa jIvananI sUga Ave che. mahAnubhAve ! zuM* A sthiti vadhu samaya IcchavA jevI che? tamAre yAda rAkhavu ke-bALakonA saMskAra mATe mAtApitAja javAbadAra che. agara mAtApitAnA sArA saskAra maLyA haze te enu Apu' jIvana sudharI jaze. khAkI kevaLa khA zikSaNathI koi sudharatu heAya te te vAta nahi mAnavA jevI che! pahelAM mAtApitAnu susaaArI zikSaNa ane pachI zrIjI zikSaNu ! sukSmaskAra ! mahAnubhAve ! vepAravaNaja. buddhicaturAi, kaLA, kauzalya e badhI vastuo evI che ke je bhADutI mAseAdvArA paNa mAsa meLavI zake che, paNa susa'skAraja eka mAtra evI vastu che ke je kadIpaNa bhADutI mANaseAdvArA nathI maLI zakatI ! e teA lAgaNIvALA ane cAritravALA mANaseja pADI zake che. bhADAne ane lAgaNI ke cAritrane kazuM levA devA nathI. tame badhAya jANeA che ke-bALakane ucheranAra bhADutI maLI zake paNa khALakane utpanna karanAra-janma ApanAra bhADutI naja lAvI zakAya! eja pramANe saraskArAnI bAbatamAM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (15ra) suhAbaMda 1 luM. paNa samajavuM. agara kheDuta barAbara saMbhALa na rAkhe ane khetaramAM gokharUM ugI nIkaLe te emAM kene deza e te kheDuteja dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. ema tamArA kumaLI vayanA baccAnA saMskAra mATe tamAreja sAvadhAna rahevAnuM che. nahi te AsapAsanA kharAba saMskAravALA mitra virUddha saMskAro pADIne tamArA bALakanuM jIvana bhayaMkara banAvI nAkhavAnA ! ane temAMya vaLI dhArmika bhAvanAnA saMskAranI vAta te bahuja mahatvanI che. mANasane potAne ja dhArmika vAta upara mana lAgavuM kaThina che te pachI enA saMskAra bALakamAM nAkhavAnI to vAta ja zI karavI? tamAruM nAnuM bALaka pAMca du bAra ema bele te tame kevA camakI uThe cho ! mahAnubhAvo! evo ja ane enA karatAMya vadhu moTe camakAre tamane tamArA bALakane dharmavirUddhanI vAtemAM paDate joIne the ghaTeane Ama thAya tyAre ja tame tamArA bALakane tamArA paisATakAnA vArasAnI sAthe dhArmika lAgaNane pavitra vAra ApI zake ! mahAnubhA! yAda rAkho ke saMskAre e jIvananuM ghaDatara karavAnI eraNa che ! jevA saMskAro haze tevuM jIvana banavAnuM ! tamane mahAsarbhAgye sudeva, suguru ane sudharmanI parama pavitra tripuTIne roga mo che! e tripuTIne je upayoga tame karazo tevuM pAmaze! mATe e tripuTInI manasA, vAcA, karmaNA khuba sAdhanA karI ane enA saMskAro tamArA bALakamAM utAra! yAda rAkhe ke-vAraMvAra suga nathI maLata! "rAInA bhAva rAte gayA" jevuM na thaI bese te mATe ceta! tamArA bALako pratyenI tamArI dhArmika javAbadArI barAbara samaje ! ane e susaMskAronI chApa tamArA bALakonA nilepa ane kumaLA hRdaya upara pADo ane pachI juo ke tamAre bALaka ke dhamI thAya che ke sadAcArI thAya che ke pavitra thAya che! ane te vakhate tamane samajAze ke susaMskAro eTale ja AtmasAdhanA !!! ane mAnavadehanI saphaLatA.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (153) hhhhhhhhhhhhhhbh@h prazastAprazasta rAgadveSa KARGOOGHOOGO sudhAbiMdu 1 "muni"nuM svarUpa. zAstrakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya zrImAn yazovijayajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja bhavyajIvAnA kalyANane mATe jJAnasAra prakaraNa nAmaneA graMtha racatA thakA upAdhyAyajI mahArAja ! saMsAra, patanI mAphaka kevA kaThora che, saMsAra kevA bhayAnaka che, sauMsArarUpI pa`tanuM ullaghana kayAM thAya che, je sthAnathI sa`sArarUpI parvatanuM ulla'ghana karI zakAya che, e sthAna vartamAna manuScAnA sthAnathI keTaluM dUra che, e sthAna upara AvelA manuSya kayA nAmathI eLakhAya che, te manuSya kaI sthitimAM rahelA hAya, kayA prakAranI sthiti AvA mAnavIne sparzI paNa karI zakatI nathI; A saghaLA praznonuM suMdara vivaraNa karyu. che. upAdhyAyajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke bhavarUpI mahA kaThaNu evA patane je sthAnakethI eLagI zakAya che, te sthAnanuM nAma che?' guNusthAnaka che. je AtmA chaThThA guNasthAnake paheAMcale che, te AtmA bhavarUpI paryaMtane ulladhI eTale ALagI gaelA che vigere vastunuM svarUpa jaNAvatAM pharamAve che ke-- AvI rIte je AtmA chaThThuM gurusthAnaka dhAraNa kare che te AtmA bhavarUpI pava tane ula'dhI gaelA gaNAya che ane tevA manuSya e "muni" kahevAya che. muninuM svarUpa kevuM che te prazna khAsa rahasyapUrNa ane samajavA jevA che, muninuM va`na leAkeAttara eTale leAkeAthI zreSTha hAya che. sasAranA padArtho uparanA rAga. je vyaktinu' vana leAkeAthI zreSTha che, evuM jhenaSTie nakkI thAya ane je chaTThA guNasthAnake heAya che, te vyaktine "muni" jANavA yukta che, ema zAstra kahe che. upAdhyAyajI mahArAja AgaLa cAlatAM jaNAve che ke bhava athavA saMsAra e mahAbhayaMkara pa`ta che, e vAta sarvathA satya che, paraMtu AtmAe tene Ave! bhayAnaka parvata samajave zI rIte e vicAravAnI jarUra che. manuSya rAgI hAya, sa sAranI ja'jALAthI pIDAele hAya, teA paNa te mAtane IcchatA nathI; mAta AMkha sAme AvIne ulsa' rahe che, ke darekane sa'sAranA padArtho priya lAge che ane tenA tyAga karave e tene bahuja muzkela mAlama paDe che. manuSya sA nA thaIne pachI maraNa pAmavAnI aNI upara Ave, kivA yAvata kreDapUrva (eka jAtaneA kALamApaka zabda) sudhI jIvatA rahI, pachI maravAnI aNI upara Ave, te paNa je padArthAMthI bhava vadhe che, tevAja padArthoM tarapha AtmAnI abhirUci kAyama rahe che. kAryapaNu AtmA A jagatamAM evA nathI ke je pete pAMca varSa vahele marI javAne mATe taiyAra hAya, athavA peAte meLavelI sa'pattimAMthI kAMi cheADI javAne taiyAra hAya ! kalpanAnI gamata Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat * www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (154) sudhArbi 1 luM khAtara ema udAharaNa le ke eka mANasa mRtyuzaiyA upara paDe che. A mANasane maratI vakhate bhagavAna AvIne kadAca pUche ke, "bhAI ! tAre A jagatamAMthI kaI kaI cIja tArI sAthe levI che." te khAtarI rAkhaje ke eka samaya suddhAM mANasa laI javAnI mUke nahi! so varSa jIvelAne, virAgIne kiMvA evAja bIjA duHkhI AtmAone paNa jyAre A saMsAra ATalo badhe priya che, tyAre pachI hajI te AzAthI jemanuM jIvana bhareluM che tevAne te A saMsAra ane tenI saghaLI vastuomAM rAga heya temAM Azcarya paNa zuM vAraM jIvanano ajaba maha! tetrIsa sAgaropamanuM jIvana dharAvanAre anuttaravAsI devatA hoya kiMvA sAtamI nArakono jIva hoya, paraMtu te AvuM lAMbu AyuSya bhogavavA chatAM paNa saMsArathI dharAvA te pAmateja nathI. AtmA sArI rIte jANe che ke pote dehane AtmAne saMbaMdha game eTalo vadhAre vakhata rAkhavA mAgaze te paNa te te pramANe rAkhI zakavAno nathI. jyAM karmonuM phaLa maLI rahe che ke janma, maraNa, sukha, duHkha vagere e phaLane anusarIne maLe ja jAya che. maraNa ATaluM badhuM niyamita ane nizcita che, evuM AtmA jANe che; te chatAM paNa AtmAne maravAnuM gamatuM ja nathI ! nATakatamAsA be cAra vAra jozo ke te pachI tamArI tenA upara prIti rahetI nathI. koI na nATaka joI Avaze ane tenA gAyane cAra pAMca vAra sAMbhaLazo ke pachI e gAyanemAM paNa tamone koI jAtanI apUrNatA lAgavAnI nathI, A rIte ekanI eka cIjano jyAM be cAra vAra tame AsvAda le che ke te pachI punaH geja kAryamAM tamane kazIja navInatA ke apUrvatA mAlama paDatI nathI! paraMtu jIvana e eka evI vastu che ke tame tetrIsa sAgaropama sudhI tene bhegavI le che, te chatAM tenA uparanI mAyA tame dUra karI zakatA nathI ! ATaluM lAMbu jIvana bhegavanArane paNa saMsAranI apUrvatA te eka sarakhIja kAyama rahevA pAme che. te pachI have vicAra karo ke saMsAranI A apUrvatA e saghaLe vakhate kAyama zA mATe rahevA pAme che. premane choDa mahA kaThaNa che. eka mANasa pAMca varasa sudhI dararoja niyamita khAte pIte rahe che ane pachI chaThThA varSamAM pravezatI samaye tene jenI bhUkha lAge che, tevI ja bhUkha pAMcaso varasa jIvanArane ane tyAM sudhI khAIpIne majhA karanArane paNa lAgavAnI ja ! arthAta baMnene lAgatI bhUkha eka ja prakAranI che. bIjuM eka udAharaNa che. pAMca varSa sudhI dararoja baraphI khAnAra mANasa pacIsa, pacAsa ke some varase baraphIne TUkaDe khAI leze, te paNa tene baraphamAM tevIja mIThAsa mAlama paDaze ! pAMcamuM varase khAdhelI baraNInI jevI mIThAsa haze, tevIja mIThAsa pacAsame varSe paNa kAyama rahe che. jema jIbhane varasonA varaso pachI miThAIne svAda eka sarakheja lAge che te ja pramANe AtmAne paNa te pAMca varSa jIvate rahe, pacAsa varSa jIvatA rahe athavA koDapUrva sudhI jIvata rahe te paNa tene bhavasAgaranI madhuratA eka sarakhI ja priya lAgyA kare che. pAMca varSanA bALakane paNa baraphIno TUkaDe je svAda Ape che, te ja madhura svAda teja baraNIne TUkaDo so varSane DosAne paNa Ape che. teja pramANe pAMca varSanA chokarAne jevI jiMdagI priya lAge che, te ja pramANe so varSanA DosAne paNa

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mAna'da-suvAsiMdhu. (155) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. jiMdagI vhAlI lAge che. eja pramANe kroDapUrva jeTale kALa AtmAe sagAMvahAlAMnAM premamAM anubhavyeA hAya che, teA paNa e prItane AtmA maratI vakhate paNa vAsarAvI zakatA nathI arthAt e premane te visArI zakatA nathI. mAhanA tyAga zakya che ke nahi? have vicAra karo ke AtmA jyAre maravAnI aNI upara hAya che. peAtAnA kALa AvI rahelA che, maraNu mAthe gAjI rahyuM che ane have pote e cAra kalAkaneA atithi che evuM tene mAlama paDe che, te chatAM tenAthI peAtAnA sagAMvahAlAMne veAsarAvI zakAtAM nathI ane paisATakAne pyAra che|DI zakAtA nathI, tyAre 'idagInI vacamAM AtmA kevI rIte mehane cheDI zake ? se varSanA DosA maraNu pathArIe sutI vakhate peAtAnI milkata peAtAnA chekarAone ApI jAya che, ane peAte paisA tajI je che; ethI teNe paisAnA mAha tajyeA che, ema mAnI leze| nahi. jo teNe paisAnA mAha cheDIja dIdhA hAta tA te te tenA te paisAnI kazI citAja na rAkhata; paraMtu e paisA te peAtAnI satatineja ApI jAya che eTale enuja nAma e che ke hajI tenA meha Tate ja nathI !maravAnA samaye mANasa jayAre AvI rIte mAhanA gulAma rahe che tyAre te jiMdagInI adhavacce mehane pratikAra-mAhunA tyAga karI zake che ke kema, ane jo karI zakatA hAya tA te kevA prakAre ane kevI rIte karI zake che te ApaNe jovAnuM che. aprazasta mehanA tyAga karavAnA sahelA ane sIdhe mArga prazastamAhanA grahaNumAMja rahelA che. mADane mAravA sahelA che. kAI kaheze ke, mAhu e eka meATAmAM moTA madArI che," enA nAza thaI jatA nathI paraMtu te palaTAI jaIne bIjA svarUpaneja dhAraNa karI le che. udAharaNa leA, ke eka aDhAra varSanI karI che. mApitAne ghera che. ahIM tenA mAha tenA mAtA, pitA, bhAi, bhaginI vigerene aMge rahelA haraze. eja chekarI paraNIne sAsare jaze eTale 'enA mehu pitAne tyAMnA sagAMsaMbadhIo uparathI palaTI jaze ane patine tyAMnA sagAMsa'adhIgmA upara tenA meha vadhaze ! A sa'ceAgeAmAM tame ema na mAnI leze ke karInA mAhu nAza pAmyA che. mADhu nAza pAmyA nathI, paraMtu mAha palaTAI javA pAmyA che. atyAra sudhI chekarInA mAha piyaranA sagAMvahAlAMo upara hatA have e mehu tyAMthI Aza thAya che ane patinA sagAMvahAlAMe upara vadhyA che arthAt ke mADhamAM palaTA thavA pAmyA che mAhunA sadaMtara nAza thavA pAmyA nathI." meha e nAza pAmI zake evI cIja che ke nahi te sa`badhInA A eka pakSanA mavAda che. mAha nAza pAmatA nathI paraMtu te mAtra palaTIja zake evI cIja che, evuM vidhAna jainazAsane kadI mAnya rAkhyuMja nathI. jainazAsana tA ema mAne che ke meha e nAza karI zakAya evI cIja che. mAtra cAgyavidhipUrvakanI kriyA thavAnI temAM jarUra che. jo e rItanA prayatna thai zake tA mahune jarUra mArI zakAya che enuM jainazAsananu vidhAna che,

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khAna'da sudhAsiMdhu. tamArA mApathI duniyAne mApaze| niha. ( 156 ) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. have je leAkeA ema kahe che ke mehaM mAtra palaTA khAi zake che paraMtu te TALI zakAtA nathI tenuM dRSTibiMduM vicArIe. jhaverInA paMdara varasanA chekarA hoya te te chokarA paNa hIrA, meAtI vagere ratnAne pArakhI zake che, tenI kiMmata karI zake che ane tenA judAjudA vaLa pADIne tenuM vecANa paNa karI zake che. bIjI bAjue kAchIyA, kALI, dubaLA vagerene janma pUrA thAya, tA paNa teo sAcA meAtI ane mINIyAmAtIne paNa pArakhI zakatA nathI. have AvI rIte ajJAnapaNAmAM AkhI jiMdagI pUrI kareleA mANasa-jAtanA kAchIyeA ema kahevA taiyAra thAya ke : "are! mArI ji'dagI gai, te chatAM huM jI sAcA ke jIThAM meAtIne nathI pArakhI zakate, tA A jhaverInA padara varasanA chekarA te metI pArakhI zakavAnA hatA! pArakhyA pArakhyA eNe meAtI !" kAchIyAne AvA vicitra avAda ApaNe lakSyamAM letA nathI. paMdara varasanA jhaverInA chekarAne bharase ApaNe hajArAnA avAhiranI levaDadevaDa kadAca karI zakIe chIe, paraMtu e khAmatamAM ApaNe kAchIyAne pramANabhUta mAnatA nathI. eja sthiti meDhu paratve paNa che. jhaverIne chekarA jhaverAta pArakhI zake che, enuM kAraNa e che ke te enA guNudoSa pArakhI zake che. eja nyAye je mAddhanA guNadoSa ane tenuM svarUpa pArakhI zake che te saghaLAja mAhane yathAkALe cheDI paNa zake che. peAtAnI jAta uparathI jee AkhA jagatanuM anumAna kare che te phUTapaTI laine pRthvInA parigha mApavA nIkaLelA mUrkhAe jevA che. phUTapaTIthI pRthvIne piragha mApI levA zrama sAdhya che ? ane vItarAga AvatA nathI !" jagatanuM anumAna ApaNI sthiti uparathI karIe, tA pazu je vastunI parIkSA karavI hoya te vastunA svabhAva tenA AsapAsanA sacegeA ane tenI sthiti dhyAnamAM levAvI joie. peAtAnA bAraNAmAM AMbAnu jhADa hAya, e jhADanuM phaLa mIThuM hAya che; tethI jagatanA tamAma vRkSanA phaLe mIThAM che, e mAnyatA mithyA che. teja pramANe huM mADa cheDI zakayA nathI, mATe jagata paNa mAha cheDI zake nahi; ema kathana karavAmAM mahAbhayAnaka mithyAtvane nivAsa che. sIttera varSanA abhaNa kaNukhI cAra lITI paNa vAMcI zakate nathI mATe te evuM anumAna karI le ke sIttera varSa sudhInA mANasa cAra lITI vAMcI lakhI na zake, te tene Ave! tarka mithyA che ! thoDA samaya upara AveAja tarkavAda karIne eka ajainagRhasthe jainAnI mAhu saMbadhInI tatvajJAnanI dizApara khATA humalA karyAM hatA. A gRhastha jaina tatvajJAna upara humaleA karatAM je zabdo uccAryA hatA, te zabdo kharekhara pelA sIttera varSoMnA majuranI yAda Ape evA che ! mA gRhasthe jaNAnyu hatuM ke: "kayA jaina ema kahe che ke hu' vItarAga thayA chuM? mane sIttera varSanA DAsAne vItarAga nathI AvatA, te zu' pAMca varSanA jaina cheAkarAne vItarAga AvavAnA hatA ?" A TIkAkAra gRhusthanI dayA khAdhA sivAya bIjo upAya nathI. jene peAtAne vItarAga ane vairAgya e be zabdonA RRbhinnatvanuM paNa jJAna nathI tevA mANasa jainAcAra upara TIkA karavA nIkaLe che, tyAre saheje cALaNI karaDavAne hase che keH " tuM te kANAvALA che ne ! " AvI cALaNInI manedazAne khyAla Ave che.

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( 117 ) sudhArmiklR 1 huM. have bIjI bAjue jaina mAnasanI tapAsa karI pAMcavarSanA jaina ThAkarI paNa vItarAga zabda tenA sAcA arthAMmAM vAparI zake che, ane tee paNa vairAgya ane vItarAganA arthanA mULatatvAne sArI peThe jANe che. rAtri bhAjana ke ka'damULA tyAga karavA e sATha varSanA ajaina puruSane vasamu' lAge che, seA varSanA yurepiyana buDhDho dArUnu glAsa lIdhA vinA 'laMDanaTAimsa' lahejatathI. vAMcI zakatA nathI chatAM jaina bALakane AvI vastuonuM smaraNa paNa thavA pAmatuM nathI. jainakhALaka nAnapaNuthIja rAtribhAjananA ane kadamULanA tyAga kare che ane te tyAgapaNa dekhAdekhInA nathI hatA paraMtu samajavALA-samajapUrvakanA hoya che. A sAdhAraNu mAnyatAnI vastu che. have vartananI tapAsa kareA. je vana je rItabhAta pacAsa varSoMnA ajainamAM nathI dekhI zakatA, tevI tyAganI ad bhuta mAtrA jaina mALakAmAM STigeAcara thAya che. AvI sthiti hovAthI sAmAneA khyAla karatI vakhate jagate peAtAnI sthitie sAmA mANasane na jovA joie paraMtu sAmA mANasanI sthitimAM mUkAyA pachI tevI bhUla nA karavI joie. tame bAdazAha ane khIrabalanI vAta teA jANA che. khIrakhalanA nyAya karavA pAMca DheDabhAi bhegA thayA ane vicAra kare che te kahe ke: "bApare! pAMca vIsu da'Da karIzuM teA te kharakhala maravA paDaze maravA ! mATe ka'ika dayA batAvavI joie !" A DhaDabhAie peAtAne kAMTe khIramalane tALavA gayA temanI jevI maneAdazA hatI tevIja maneAdazA sIttera varSanI uMmare "huM vItarAga thayeA nathI te pachI zuM pAMca varSanA jaina khALakane vItarAga thavAnA hatA !" evuM kahenArAnI maneAdazA pazu mAnI lejo. bIjAnA nyAya zI rIte tALI zakAya? khAnada-sudhAsiMdhu. pAMca vIsumAM meAta Avaze ! bIjAnA nyAya teAlatAM pahelAM nyAya e tenI sthitimAM pote mUkAvuM Avazyaka che ane jo AvI rIte samAnya STi na AvI zakatI haiAya te soMsAranI zAMti khAtara bahetara che ke teNe nyAya karavAnu cheADI devu' joie. jee rAtadivasa viSayavicAramAMja leATAelA ane parAvAelA che, jene jainatvanI sAmAnya AMkhI paNa thavA pAmI nathI, te jaina qhALakAnA vicArAne kadI paNa pArakhI zakavAnA nathIja enI khAtarI rAkho. jainazAstra-jainatatvajJAna-jaina darzIna trikAlAbAdhita che ane te ema khAtarIthI jAhera kare che ke jainadharmanI kriyAethI mAhunA vinAza sa thA thaI zake che. jainazAstro mehune zI rIte palaTAvavA ane pachI tenA samULA nAza kevI rIte karavA te batAve che. meAhane palaTAvavAnuM paheluM pagathIyu' upadeza che. upadeza ApavA ane e upadeza upara AtmAne abhirUci pedA karavI e me palaTAvavAnuM paheluM pagathIyu' che. have tame evu' pUchI zakazeA ke upadeza upara abhirUci pedA karavI e paNa eka jAtanA mAha che. ane jo meha tyAgavA jevAja mAnele che teA pachI zAsra upadeza upara pazu abhirUci zA mATe rakhAve che!" A prazna dekhAvamAM sArA che paraMtu te mahatva vinAne eTale sAdI samajaNathI ukelI zakAya tevA che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (158) sudhAbaMdu 1 luM. zIzamehanI dazA kevI hoya che? peTamAM bhAra hoya, peTa anathI khIcokhIca bharA eluM hoya, zULa mAratA hoya, te chatAM dAkatara Ave che eTale te ajIrNanA daradIne saMbhavita che ke jhapATAbaMdha julAba ApI de che! piTa bharauM to che ane piTa khAlI karavAnI jarUra paNa che ja, te pachI dAkatara julAbathI vaLI peTa zA mATe bharAve che? julAba pite bojArUpa che paraMtu dIvelane e svabhAva che ke bIjA patA ne kADhavA sAthe te ApoApa ja bahAra nIkaLI jAya che! bhavasAgaramAM gothA khAnA mA, bApa, bairI, chokarAM, paise vagere upara moha rAkhe che, A tenA mohane nAza kare che, te mATeja pahelAM tene upadeza, deva guru ane dharma upara rAga upajAvavo joIe. deva, guru ane pa upara rAga e paNa bezaka meha te cheja! paraMtu e moha jema yathAkALe peTamAM gaeluM dIvela piTamAMno kacaro sApha karIne ApoApa nIkaLI jAya che, te ja rIte devAdika upara moha paNa yathAkALe nAza pAme che. je AtmAne devAdika upara rAga nathI, are! samyagdarzanAdi upara paNa jene rAga nathI tevA AtmAne zAstra "lIpojha" kahe che je AtmAno meha kSINa thaye che tene te samyagadarzanAdi upara paNa moha nathI kivA devaguru upara paNa moha rahe te nathI. sAmAnya jIvo mATe A sthiti e ISTaprApti mATenI sIDInuM bIjuM pagathIyuM che. paheluM pagathIyuM vAdika uparano meha che ane te moha paNa jyAre kSINamehanI dazA Ave che tyAra Ape A5 ogaLI jAya che. prazasta rAgadveSa eTale zuM? mahanA be prakAra che. aprazasta ane prazasta maha. - padagalika vastuo ane te meLavavAmAM je prIti te saghaLo aprazasta che ane deva, guru ane dharma uparanI prIti e prazasta che. jenA ghAtine samaha nAza pAme che tevAone prazasta moha paNa heteja nathI paraMtu je AtmA ghAtakarmathI aMdhAelo che tevA AtmAne ghatikarma rUpI peTamAM rahelA ananA bejAne bahAra kADhavA mATe prazasta meharUpI dIvelanI AvazyakatA che ja aprazastamehane TALavA mATe tene bahAra kADhavA mATe prazatanehanI jarUra che, pachI aprazastAha jyAM nIkaLI jAya che ke tenI sAthe ja prazasta moha paNa nIkaLI jAya che. prazarata rAgadveSane nAza karavA mATe bIjI koI vastunI cA upadezanI jarUra paDatI nathI. devAdika upara rAga, jJAna, darzana cAritra uparane rAga ane jagatanI paugalika varo paratvene dveSa e saghaLAne rAgadveSa kahyo che paraMtu te rAgadveSa prazasta che evuM kayAre mAnavuM tene vicAra karo. e rAgadveSane TALavAne mATe je upadezanI jarUra ja nathI paDatI teja e rAgadveSa e prazasta rAgadveSa che anyathA nahi. arihaMta, sAdhu, brahmacArI e saghaLAomAM je rAga che te "kti jAgo jAgo jAdu makAnag r pa ra ajhaRINT Raa" prazasta paNa kahevAya che, ane e rAgane TALavAne mATe upadezanI jarUra hotI nathI. e sivAyane bIne rAga te aprazastarAga che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (159) suSArthika 1 i. sAna ane kutsitajJAnane bheda, rAga, prazasta heya chatAM temAM be varatu rahelI che. guNa upara ApaNe rAga rAkhIe chIe, te ja pramANe che guNanA dhAraka upara paNa rAga rAkhavAnuM che paraMtu e prazasta dveSane prakAra ethI ja che. prazasta dveSa paNa mAtra avaguNa uparaja hoI zake che, prazastadeva avaguNI upara rAkhI zakAte nathI. je mANasa avaguNI upara paNa deva rAkhe che tene e deva e prazata deza nathI paraMtu aprazasta deva che. have prazastarAgano jarA vicArapUrvaka vicAra karIe. prazastarAgamAM be sthAna hoya che. samyakatva, jJAna, cAritra, tapasyA, abhyAsa, vinaya, vaiyAvacca e guNe upara je rAga che te rAga e prazastarAga kahevAya che, ane je AtmA e badhA guNene dhAraka hoya te AtmA upara paNa rAga rAkhavAmAM Avato hoya temAM te prazastarAga kahevAya che. have je sthiti prazastarAgamAM che te ja sthiti prazastaSamAM nathI. mithyAtva, ajJAna, avirati upara je deva che te prazastaSa che. mithyAtva ane darzanAvaraNayano udaya tathA ajJAna ane jJAnAvaraNIyane udaya e baMne bhinnabhinna kAma karanAra che. mithyAtva eTale ja ajJAna che. jyAM mithyAtva che tyAM ajJAna che ane e ja rIte ajJAna teja mithyAtva che. A mithyAtvane Azraye raheluM je jJAna che te kutsitajJAna kahevAya che, te te pahele guNaThANeja mukhyatAe heya che ane jJAnAvaraNIya kamene udaya hovA chatAM tene kSopazamathI je jJAna thAya che ane te jJAnanI sAthe te sabhyatvacAritra e kSAyikAdi traNe prakAranAM hoya che, te paNa evuM jJAna te ajJAnavALuM ja che ! zuddha jJAna athavA te jJAna te mAtra teja che ke jemAM aSTapravacanamAtAnA upAdeyapaNAne samAveza thaele che. guhAne dhikkAre gunhegArane nahi! aSTa pravacanamAtAnA upAdeyapaNA vinAnuM je jJAna che, te jJAna jJAnAvaraNIya karmo sarvathA na khapAvavAthI thaeluM jJAna hoI evuM jJAna te paNa ajJAnavALuM che. arthAta ke bAramA gurusthAnanA aMta sudhI audayika ajJAna hoya che. kutsita ajJAna te kahevAya che ke je kSApazami havA chatAM mithyAtvavALuM hevAthI ajJAna che. karmanA udayathI jJAnanI je nyUnatA rahevA pAme che te paNa ajJAna che. A rItane mithyAtva, ajJAna ane avirati A deze tarapha je aprIti che, tene zAsakAroe prazasta dveSa kahe che. A saghaLA daI che ane te saghaLA darzane upara TheSa zakha te jarUrI che, paraMtu darzaNI upara cheSa rAkhavAnI jenazAsana sApha nA pADe che. e varSathIo upara paNa koI paNa mANasa dveSa karate phare, te jagatamAM tenI ja sthiti vicitra thaI paDe che. jagatamAM samakAti muThIbhara thoDAja che ane mikhyAtvIo te sAgaranA buMdejeTalA apAra che. e sAgaranA buMde jeTalA vizALa mithyAvIomAM paNa ajJAnIo apAra, viratihArI atyaMta ochA ane aviratidhArI te joIe eTalA! have AvA badhAja aviratidhArI mithyAtvArA ane ajJAnIo upara kaI mANasa Sa karate phare te vicAra kare ke te kaI sthitie jaIne u rahe? arthAt prazastarAga tene kahe che ke sadaguNe ane sadaguNa baMne upara rAga rAkhave ane prazastadveSa teneja kaho che ke jemAM durgaNa ane durgaNa baMne para dveSa na rAkhatAM mAtra

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (160) sudhArSi 1 luM. durgaNa upara dveSa rAkhave A prakAranA rAgadveSa te prazasta rAgadveSa che. kAraNayabhAvanA eTale zuM ? A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke guNa ane guNI baMne sanmAnavA yogya che kharA paraMtu te eTalAja mATe sanmAnavA cagya che ke tenAmAM guNe rahelA che. motIcaMdabhAIne "A metIcaMdabhAI!" eTalA mATe na kahevA joIe, ke te motIcaMdabhAI che. temane "A motIcaMdabhAI!" tyAre ja kahI zakAya, ke je te dharmapravRttimAM agraNI hoya; kahevAno matalaba e che ke guNa tenA zarIra uparanA rAgathI sanmAnavA yogya nathI ja paraMtu tenAmAM rahelA sagudAne aMge te sanmAnavA gya che, tyAre durgaNI ane durgaNa paratvenA daSTibiMdu judAja che. durga upara daDha dveSa rAkhavAnuM che paraMtu durgaNI upara Sa rAkhavAnuM kahelo nathI. durgaNIne aMge pahelI kArUNyabhAvanA rAkhavAnI che ane pachI AdAsInyabhAvanA rAkhavAnI che. durgaNa paratve kArUNyabhAvanA rAkhavAnI eTale zuM te samaje. ajJAnavaza eka dubaLo mAtA AgaLa maraghe kApavA taiyAra thAya te e maraghAkApu che ema mAnIne tene tiraskAra karavAnuM nathI paraMtu te ajJAnI che ema dhArIne te pApamAM paDe che mATe tene pApamAMthI bacAvI levAno prayatna karIne pApathI mukata rAkhavA tenI dayA gharavI e kArazyabhAvanA che. have adhamI enAthI paNa AgaLa vadhe te maraghI kApavA jAya ane tame tene sumArge vALavA jAo; te kahe ke, "mane upadeza ApavA Avyo ! jA! tyAre Aje pasAsa bakarA vadhAre kApavAno ! AvI jyAM sthiti pravartatI hoya tyAM sajajanano dharma eka ja che ke te pelA kasAInA kArya tarapha audAsInya bhAvanA rAkhe che. bhAvadayAnuM khaMDana thavA deze nahi. je na sudhare evuM che, sudhAravA jatAM je vadhAre bagaDe che tyAM kAruNyabhAva na rAkhatAM dAsInyabhAva rAkhe e vAta sAcI che paraMtu sajajanonI pahelI pharaja te e che ke temaNe ja sudharI zakatA hoya tevAone pahelAM sudhAravAnA che. temane sAce rasate lAvavAno prayatna karavAnuM che ane ATaluM chatAM paNa je te naja sudhare te pachI tyAM audAsInya rAkhavuM ucita che, paNa pahelI pharaja sudhAravAnI te kharI ja, e pharaja tarapha AMkhamIMcAmaNA thAya te jainazAsana calAvI levA taiyAra nathI! keTalAka mANaso evA che ke jemane hetuyuktipUrvaka tame bhagavAna zrIjinezvaradevano mArga darzAvazo to te tene zAMtithI svIkAra karaze, jyAre keTalAka evA che ke temanA uddhArane mATe paNa tame temane jinezvara bhagavAnanA paramamArgano upadeza Apaze, te paNa te tamane ja pUrA karavAnI vAta karaze ! AvA prasaMgomAM audAsInya bhAva rAkhavAne kahyo che chatAM AcArya bhagavAn zrI hemacaMdrAcAryasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA sAheba jaNAve che ke tame jeTalA prasaMgomAM madhyasthabhAvanA rAkhe che teTalA prasaMgomAMthI tamArI bhAvadayA te jene aMge rekAI jAya che. kArUNyabhAvanA e bhAvadayAnuM prathama pagathIuM hatuM. A bhAvanAne uMce laI javAnI hatI, paraMtu te jIvanI yogyatA na hovAthI madhyastha bhAvanA dhAraNa karavAthI bhAvadayAnuM nyUnapaNuM thavA pAme che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (161) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM saMgama'nI kalaMka kathA! pApI, adhama mANasonA durAcAro tarapha mAdhyastha bhAvanA rAkhe che pariNAme tenI durgati thavAnI che e vAta te cokkasa che. have tenI te durgati thavAnI che paraMtu te sAthe tamArI bhAvadayAnuM paNa khaMDana thaI jAya che. A udAharaNa-A prasaMga vadhAre sArI rIte samajavA mATe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA jIvanane eka prasaMga vicAre. saMgama e jainasAhityanuM eka adhamamAM adhama pAtra che. A pAtranI adhamatAmAM eka aMzanI paNa nyUnatA na hatI ! vivekAdhipati bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva upara saMgame aneka ghara upasargo karyA hatA. sarvathA asatya evA mahAbhayAnaka kalaMka teNe bhagavAn upara DhaLavAne yatna karyo hato. bhagavAnane cha mAsa sudhI annane eka dANe paNa teNe maLavA dIdhe na hato. saMgame bhagavAna mahAvIra strIupabhoga karyo hato evuM juThuM kalaMka temanA upara lAdhyuM hatuM. te ja pramANe bhagavAna upara teNe corIne paNa Aropa mUkyo hate ! ATaluM badhuM karyA chatAM jANe e saghaLuM ochuM hoya tema zrI tIrthakara bhagavAnane te pApIe phAMsIe paNa caDhAvyA hatA ! A upasargo kAMI jevA tevA nathI, paraMtu te chatAM tevA adhamaprANane aMge paNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI dayAnuM jharaNuM akhaMDita rahyuM che, te khaMDita thavA pAmyuM nathI. A prasaMge bhagavAna vitarAgadazAmAM nathI, sarAga 5NAmAM eTale chadmasthadazAmAM che, sAtame guNasthAnake ArUDha che, te chatAM bhagavAnanuM dayAnuM jharaNuM akhaMDita rahe che ane bhagavAna tene aMge eka vAra AMkhamAMthI AMsu vahevaDAve che ! ke A bIcAro AtmA mArA nimitte DUbI jAya che AvA adhamane mATe paNa A zAsana kahe che ke "kvAdhvaryaA pApathI A bIcAro durgatigAmI thaze, AvI bhAvadayA Ave che." AnuM nAma te bhAvadayA che. bhagavAn zrI mahAvIranI addabhuta dayA have ApaNI sthiti kevI hoya che te vicArI jue. ApaNane vacananuM koI eka bANa mAre che te te paNa ApaNAthI sahana karI zakAtuM nathI. ApaNe taLe upara thaI jaIe chIe ane tene nAza karavAne jagata taiyAra banI jAya che. tyAre bhagavAna mahAvIra devanA saMbaMdhamAM devatAe karelA atyAcAra te paramAvadhinoja gaNI zakAya, chatAM tyAM paNa bhagavAnanI dayAzIlatAne aMta nathI. gauzALAnI ane saMgama devatAnI sthiti vicAre. saMkhalIputra gozALAe bhagavAna upara tejezyA mUkI hatI, e paNa kAMI nAne ane aparAdha nathI ja paraMtu saMgama devatAno aparAdha te enAthI vadhAre bhiSaNa prakAranA hatA. udayagirinI gakAnI pAse AvelA tesalInA rAjyamAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva upara carIne Aropa mUkavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ane te mATe temanA saMbaMdhamAM phAMsInI sajA thaI hatI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deva carama zarIrI hatA, temanuM AyuSya khaMDita thaI zake evuM na hatuM, chatAM saMgama devatAe bhagavAna upara kALacakra mUkI dIdhuM. sAta vAra devatAe bhagavAnane phAMsI dIdhI, paraMtu te sAta vAra tUTI gaI! have AvuM duSkRtya karanAra devatAnI sthiti vicAre; chatAM zAsana kahe che ke A prasaMge paNa batAvAzeDari kare, kRpAtharatAro rUpa vApUrvamadra zrI vIravinegaro A prasaMge paNa mahAvIra bhagavAnanI dayA jema mahAsAgaramAMthI satata jaLa vahyuM ja jAya che tema vahIja rahI hatI ane

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. e devatAnI durdazAne aMge bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM aparAdhIne aMge bhAvadayAthI netranI kaDIo bhIMjAI gaI hatI arthAt AMsu AvI gayAM hatAM. sajAnI zAse stuti karI nathI AvA prasaMge je vIranI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che tevA netrane kalyANa kahe che. bhagavAna saMgama devatA upara dayA kare che paraMtu bhagavAnanA bhakata IndramahArAjA saMgama upara dayA karatA nathI. ImahArAjA pitAnI sarakhI riddhivALA saMgamane devatAlakamAMthI dezanikAlanI sajA kare che. saMgama jyAre dezanikAla thAya che, tyAre tene parivAra tenI devIo keIpaNa tenI sAthe jaI zakatuM nathI. IndranI A sajA tene bhagavAna uparanA rAgane lIdhe hatI chatAM koI zAstrakAra dvArA keIpaNa sthaLe bhagavAnane mATe InTe karelI sajA sArU indranI ke tenI sajAnI prasaMzA karavAmAM AvI nathI jyAre bIjI bAjue bhagavAne darzAvellI dayA mATe bhagavAnanI stuti te sthaLe sthaLe karavAmAM AvI che. bhagavAne darzAvelI A dayAne "varuM jagata vaMsana rakSaNa = ra sAsaMmi chatAkSaNi" e zabda dvArA kalpasUtramAM paNa vakhANavAmAM AvI che. have A vakhANuM kaI cIjanA che te samajavA prayatna kare. A saghaLA itihAsamAM lAgaNInA vakhANane ja sthAna maLeluM che Indra karelA kAryane vakhANa karavAmAM AvyA nathI. Indra bhagavAnanI je sevAo karI che bhagavAna paratve tene je mAna ane prema che, je lAgaNI che, te lAgaNInA vakhANa karavAmAM jarAya harakata saMbhavatI nathI. lAgaNI tarIke je prazaMsA karavI hoya te Indra darzAvelI lAgaNInA vakhANa avazya karI zakAya ema che, paraMtu phaLa tarIke vakhANa karavA hoya te te bhagavAne darzAvelI dayAnAja vakhANa karI zakAya, te sivAya bIjI keIpaNa cIjanA vakhANa karI zakAya tema nathI. karmanirjarA kayAre saMbhave che? bhagavAne darzAvelI bhAvadayA ni:saMzaya anumodanIya che ane tene zAstrakAroe paNa vakhANI che, kAraNa ke e bhAvadayAne karmanirjarA sAthe sIdho saMbaMdha rahelo che. A prasaMgamAM ka aMza AdaraNIya che-anumodanIya Tharyo che te vicAre! tamArA eka khIsAmAM sAcuM motI che, bIjA khIsAmAM cheTuM banAvaTI motI che. A banAvaTI matI koI kADhI le che te tethI tamane gusso Avato nathI paraMtu je kharUM metI keIe kADhI lIdhuM hoya te tarata tame rAtA pILA banI jAo cho? kahe vAraM? Ama thavAnuM kAraNa zuM hoI zake? tamAro rAga goLamaTeLa AkRti ane caLakatA pUSTa bhAga uparaja hoya, te te kheTAM metIne laI letAM paNa tamane gusso Avoja joIe paraMtu tema thatuM nathI kAraNa e che ke tamAre kharA metI upara rAga che te e metInA guNene aMge rahe che. jenA pratye manuSyanI pUjyatA , jene te mAnathI jete DAya jenA pratye tene pyAra hoya, tevAnI tyAre avajJA ke AzAtanA thAya che te lAgaNI uchaLe che paraMtu e lAgaNI ane aMge uchaLe che teno vicAra karaze. ISTa vastu tarapha lAgaNI che mATe e ja rIte iMdra tathA devatAnI bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deva tarapha lAgaNI hatI "ane tyAM karmanirjarA hatI, paraMtu jyAM bhagavAnanA upasarga mATe sajA karavAmAM Ave che tyAM tAratamyatAthI nirjarane saMbaMdha nathI.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. A te ArAdhanA ke virAdhanA aMdhaka AcArya eka prasaMge pAlaka tarapha roSe bharAyA hatA. A reSanuM pariNAma eTaluM badhuM bhayaMkara AvyuM hatuM ke baMdhaka AcAryo pAlakane bhavAMtare mAravAnuM nicANuM karyuM hatuM. baMdhaka AcAryo A niyANuM pitAnA koI svArtha mATe karyuM na hatuM. pAlake zAsananI AzAtane karI hatI tene aMge tene zikSA karavA bhava bagADIne paNa baMdhaka taiyAra thayA hatA. tyAre have A vRttine ArAdhanA kaheze ke virAdhanA kaheze vArUM? AcArya aMdhakanI A vRttine ArAdhanA gaNavAmAM AvI nathI paraMtu tene virAdhanAja gaNavAmAM AvI che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA ziSya pratye jyAre gozALe AMbe hatA tyAre bhagavAne potAnA ziSyone zuM AjJA karI hatI tene vicAra kare. bhagavAne pitAnA ziSyone AjJA karI hatI ke gozALe game tevA mArA upara AkSepa kare te chatAM tame uttara prati uttara karaze nahi ! are jIbha paNa calAvazo nahi!! have kaI e prazna karaze ke je vyaktine aMge lAgaNI anumodavA yogya che ane tethI karmanirjarA thAya che, te pachI bhagavAnanA zikhyAe bhagavAna pratyenI ane zAsana pratyenI lAgaNIne vaza thaIne gozALA je vAdavivAda karyo hato te te tethI paNa karmanirjarAja thavA pAmata, tyAre bhagavAne e vAdavivAda ja baMdha karI naMkhAvyuM ane karmanirjarAne mArga ja baMdha karI dIdhe, tenuM zuM ? have A rItano pitAnA ziSyone saMdezo ApIne bhagavAne karmanirjarAne mArgaja baMdha karI dIdhe hatuM ke kema, te prazna have vicArIe. mAdhyasthabhAvanA kyAM saMbhave che? tamane AgaLa khetInuM udAharaNa ApavAmAM AveluMja che. e motI keI laI le che te tamane gusso Ave che paraMtu te gusso te metIne ane Avateja nathI ja! paraMtu motImAM rahelA guNane aMgeja Ave che. Indra devatAne sajA karI hatI e prasaMgamAM paNa ApaNe joyuM che ke zAstrakAroe sajA prasaMzApAtra nathIja gaNa; paraMtu lAgaNaja prazaMsApAtra mAnelI che. InDe sajA karI che te lAgaNI vinA thaI nathI mATe ahIM lAgaNInuM mahatva che. je mANasamAM zArya haze te mANasa te laDAInI nebata gAjatI sAMbhaLaze ke tarata ja tene zairya chUTayA vinA rahevAnuM nathI. jyAM vAjA vAgavA mAMDaze, laDAIno zaMkhanAda thaze ke tyAM te pele mANasa zAryathI gAjI uThaze, paraMtu ApaNe enuM zaurya ane enA zAryanuM kArya e bene judA pADavAnAM che. ApaNe haMmezAM anumodanIya sthAna tarIke te sajAnuM kArya gaNyuM nathI, paraMtu lAgaNaja gaNuM che. devalekamAM sAmAnika devapaNA jevI TimAM pravezela e saMgama devatA hatA, paraMtu teNe jyAre bhagavAna mahAvIrane aneka upasargothI pIDavA mAMDyA tyAre ja Indra sajA tarIke tene dezanikAlanI sajA karI hatI. banne A devatA upara mAdhyastha bhAvanA rAkhI na hatI. mAdhyastha bhAvanA te teja rAkhI zake che ke jenAmAM sAme mANasa nukasAna karate hoya te aTakAvI devAnI zakti na hoya! InamAM te evI zakti hatIja ke te saMgamadevatA nukasAna na karI zake evuM karI ja zakata! jyAM potAnA hAthamAM evI zakti rahelI hoya che tyAM kAruNyabhAvanAne avakAzaja nathI, tevA saMyegAmAM kAryabhAvanA saMbhavatI ja nathI !

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (164) sudhAbiMdu 1 le. dAsInya kevI rIte rAkhI zakAya? mAdhyasthabhAvanA tyAM saMbhavI zake che ke jyAM upadeza ApavAthI AtmA bevaDo DUbavA mAMDe ! eka zrAvaka nagarazeThane chokaro hato. chokaro kusaMgamAM paDI gayo ane vaTalIne musalamAna banI gayo ! nagarazeThane kare ! moTAnuM pharajaMda ane A banAva !! pachI te pUchavuM ja zuM? gAmalekamAMthI sArA sArA pAMca paMdara mANaso bhegA thayA ane pelA chokarAne samajAvIne pAchA lAvavAnA IrAdAthI te chokarAne maLavA gayA ! A vakhate A navA miyAjI gharane oTale beThA hatA ! A maMDaLa gayuM, chokarAnI sAme beThuM ane chokarAne kahe che, "bhAI! ame tArI sAthe cheDI vAta karavA mAgIe chIe !" chokaro tarataja gharamAM deDyo. eka rakAbImAM sekelA bhuMjelA mAMsanA TukaDA ane bIjA hAthamAM glAsamAM dArU laIne bahAra Avyo ane badhAnI vacce besIne A "viSTa bhakSaNa" karatA teNe pelA maMDaLane uttara Ape, pharamAva, murakhIe ! zuM hukama che!" have pelA maMDaLe te zI vAta karavI ! pariNAma e AvyuM ke peluM maMDaLa bicAruM bolyA cAlyA vinAja jevuM gayuM hatuM tevuM ne tevuMja pAchuM pharyuM je cha AvI prakRtinA hoya, je che upadezathI ulaTA vadhAre pApakarmamAM parovAze evI soLe soLa AnAnI khAtarI hoya, tyAre tevA saMgamAM audAsI bhAvanA rAkhyA vinA Take ja nathI paraMtu e dAsInya kevI rIte ane zA mATe rAkhavuM joIe te vicAravA ane samajavAno prazna che. durjanenI mahAbhayAnaka nIcatA! deva, guru, ane dhamanI zaMkA rahita thaIne jeo ghera niMdAja karI rahyA che ane game tevA zabda bolyA jAya che, tevAonA saMbaMdhamAM eja daSTAMta ApavuM ucita che ke viTAmAM patharo mAravAthI sajajoe jema dUra rahevAnuM che, te ja pramANe AvA mANasothI paNa sajajanee dUraja rahevAnuM che jeo devene baLavAkhora kahe che, mahApavitra ane bhAvabhayahAraka Agamane thothAM kahe che, e AganA pUjArI sAdhuone paThANe kahe che, AvAone samajAvavAne mATe je tame eka vAra prayatna karazo te sAdhuone te bIjI pacAsa gALo ApavA mAMDaze! AvA prasaMge evA durjano sAthe tamAre mAdhyastha bhAvanA rAkhavI eja vyAjabI che. viSTAmAM pathare mAravAthI mAranAre piteja kharaDAya che, te ja rIte AvA durjanene sudhAravA janAro piteja bagaDI Ave evo purato saMbhava che. A mAdhyasthabhAvanAne paNa vakhoDanArA te maLI ja Avaze paraMtu tethI kSobha pAmavAnuM kAraNa nathI. duniyAbharamAM evo eka paNa saddaguNa nathI ke je sadA guNane paNa durjane doSita na banAvyA hoya ! koI paNa prazna leze to paNa temAM enuM eja pariNAma tamArI daSTie AvavA pAmaze. jo tame zAMti rAkhaze, te duniyA jarUra kaheze ke, "enAmAM pANI zuM che tadana nirmAlya che" AtmAbhimAna rAkhaze, te kaheze ke, "mUrkha che mUrkha, jarAya bApA kahIne kAma kaDhAvI levAnI AvaDataja nathI." prapaMca nahi karo te paNa deSa tamArAja, jagata tarataja tamane kahI deze ke, "akkalano chAMTe paNa kyAM che je kAma kaDhAvI le !" lebha na rAkhazo to evo AkSepa karaze ke: "enAthI zuM thAya ? A kAma karavAmAM te chAtImAM hAma joIe" thoDuM khAze te kaheze ke "harAmakhera kaMjusana kAko che, e

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Ana'da-suMdhAsi u. (165) sudhAbiMdu 1 jI. peTa bharIne purU* cAMpatA paNa nathI !" vadhAre khAzeA ta kaheze ke "joi lyA, chappanIyAmAMthI AbyA che te tapelu' sApha karI gayA!" duniyAnI A dazA che! have kahA ke dunAe karyo. guNu duSita nathI manAvyA ? mAdhyasthavRtti kevI hoi zake ? sAmAnya jagatanA svabhAvaja evA che ke eka paNa sadguNune teNe sadguNu tarIke rahevAja dIdhA nathI. AvA svabhAvavALA mANasA du nA pratye dhAraNa karavAmAM AvatI upekSAvRttine mAdhyasthapaNAne paNa bAyalApaNuM kahIne ni Mde che. have bhagavAna zrImahAvIradeve peAtAnA ziSyAne ge zALAnA prasaMgamAM mULA rahevAnuM eTale mAdhyasthapaNuM rAkhavAnuM kema kahyuM che. tenA meLa tameAne samajAze. kaMIne deDakA karaDI jAya, karaDIne deDakA dUra beThA hoya, eTalAmAM sAmethI sApa dhIme dhIme deDakA tara dhasI AvatA hAya; evA prasa MgeAmAM" thavA do, deDakAnu je thavAnuM haze te thaze; mAre emAM zI pIDA che, me' deDakAne thADuMja ahIM besI rahevAnuM kahyuM che!" evA vicAra karIne deDakAne DhAMkI na mUkavA athavA sApane AvatA na aTakAvaveA, enuM nAma mAdhyasthavrutti nathI, paraMtu pApInI dayA khAvI ane tene sudhAravAnuM jo ApaNA hAthathI bahAranI vAta hAya tenA paratvenI dayAnI lAgaNIpUrvaka taTastha rahevuM e mAdhyasthavRtti che. bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA sa MdezAnu paNa Aja huAI hatuM. gaiAzALA sudharI zake evA na hatA, tenI dunatAmAM eka aMza paNa A na hatA, tethIja temanA taraphanI dayApUrvaka madhyasthavRtti rAkhavI eja bhagavAne peAtAnA ziSyeAne ApelA sadezAnuM hArda -ma hatuM. mAdhyasthabhAvanAnA khoTA atha na karI. ahIM tamAne eka bIjI cetavaNI ApavAnI che te yAda rAkho ! mAdhyasthabhAvanAnA peTA artha karavAnA nathI. chekarA jinabiMba pUjavAnI nA pADatA hAya ke; "have e pattharanA DhIMgalAnI zI pUjA karavI hatI !" te evA sa McegeAmAM taTastha rahevu' ane chekarAne tene mAge pravavA devA, e mAdhyasthabhAvanA nathIja ! tene teA tamAre sudhAravAja rahyo. eja pramANe je ke, guru ane dharmanI niMnaMdA karatA hAya temane paNa tamAre pa'pALavAnA nathIja. evA prasagomAM tA tamArI pharaja evaDI thAya che. ajJAnI AtmAe pAkhaDIenI mehajALamAM na phasAya teTalA mATe tamAre satyane prakAza karavA ane ajJAnIonA zubhanI bhAvanA rAkhI temanA dvArA zAsana para thatA AkramaNeAne tamAre dhasaMrakSavRttipUrNAMka sAmanA karavA, anyathA nahi ! mAdhyasthavRttinA atha eja che ke dunathI dUra raheA ! dayA ane tenA be prakAra. dayAnA be prakAra che bhAvadayA ane dravyadayA. jyAM upekSA. vRtti rAkhavAnI che tyAM dravyayA hastImAM nathI heAtI para Mtu tyAM bhAvadayA rAkhavAnI che. bhAvadayA rAkhIne pApInuM zubha icchIne tenAthI dUra rahevAmAM mAdhyasthavRttinA sAkSAtkAra vidyamAna che. A saghaLu vistArapUrvaka eTalA mATe kahevAnI jarUra paDe che ke tame prazastadveSa mAnIne kAi. vyakti upara dveSa rAkhatA banI jAe nahi ! prazastadveSanuM meja

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Ana'dasudhAsi'dhu. (166) sudhAbiMdu 1 lu'. lakSaNa che ke du@A upara game eTale dveSa rAkhA, dudNA upara dveSa rAkhavAnAja che paraMtu daNI upara dveSa rAkhavAnA nathI ! ii kArUNyabhAvanI kakSAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLe ane upekSAvRttimAM jaI paDe eve prasaMge paNa tenA upara bhAvakrayA tA kharIja! have prazastarAganuM vicAranA prazastarAga teja cIja che ke jemAM sadguNNA upara paNa rAga rAkhavAnA che ane sadguNI upara paNa rAga rAkhavAne che. chatAM prazastarAga ane prazastadveSanuM eka mukhya lakSaNa vicAravAnuM che. je prazastarAga ane dveSa nirjarA sAthe sabaMdha rAkhe che teja rAgadveSa prazasta che bIjA rAgadveSane prazasta samajazeA nahi ! sadguNI ane sadguNa upara jeTale aMze tame rAga zakhA che teTale a Mze tenA saMbaMdha nirdeza sAthe che ane durgaMNu upara jeTale aMze dUSa rAkheA che. teTale aMze tenA sabadha paNa nirA sAtheja che. mithyAtvAdidA upara jeTale aMze dveSa rAkhA che teTale aze teneA saba'dha nirdeza sAthe che. paraMtu duCNI upara dveSa rAkhaze| tenA saMbadha nirjarA sAthe nathI. prAsta rAga ApeAApa DhaLI jAya che. A prazasta rAgadveSanA svarUpA kahyA che. have ApaNe ApaNI mULa vAta upara AvavAnI jarUra che. ApaNe AgaLa e vAta sikha karI dIdhI che ke rAga ane dveSa je prazasta che tene TALavAne mATe athavA khaseDavA mATe bIjA kazAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. prazasta rAgaddaSane khaseDavA mATe bhAvanA ke upadezanI jarUra paDatI nathI. zAstra jJAna upara rAga rAkhavAne kahyo che ane cAritra tathA cAritradhArI upara paNa rAga rAkhavAne kahyo che, A rAga paNa mAhanuMja eka svarUpa che; paraMtu zAstrakAroe tene prazasta mAnI lIdheA che ane evA rAgane TALavAne zAstramAM kAI sthaLe eka lITI paNu lakhavAmAM AvI nathI. zuddha devAdika uparathI prazastarAga dUra karA evA eka zabda paNa krAisthaLe lakhavAmAM Avye nathI. zAstrakAroe A saMbadhamAM eka lITI pazu lakhI nathI kAraNake zAsanAja e Adeza che ke deva, guru ane dharmamAM je rAga che ane duSkRtyAmAM je dveSa che te rAga ane dveSa ApeAApaja TaLI janArA che. zAstrakArAnI A mAnyatA kevaLa sIdhI sAdI che. mANasane rAga thAya che, peTamAM mala bharAya tyAre te azakata bane che; dAktara daradIne rAganIja mala kADhavAnI davA Ape che te kAMi zakti lAvavAnI davA ApatA nathI ! chatAM rAga maTe che mala nIkaLI jAya che eTale zakti tA ApeAApaja AvI jAya che ! deva, guru, dharma ene aMge je rAga che te zaga kanirjarA karAvanArA che. ane jyAM kra nirjarA thaI rahe che ke A rAga Ape!Apa maTI jAya che. prazasta rAga dveSa TALavA jarUrI che ema jaNAvI tene mATe upadeza ke bIjA kazAnI paNa jarUriAta zAstra batAvI nathI. tyAgI deha e meAkSanI sIDI che. aprazastamAha, aprazasta draSa, paudgalika prIti enA upara rAmamANu auSadha te prazasta rAgadveSa che. jyAM rAgadveSAdghine hAMkI kADhe che ke prazasta rAgadveSa enI meLeja TaLI jAya che. mADu nAza pAmI zakatA nathI." evI dalIla karanArAo ema kahe che ke jema prazasta rAgadveSa AvIne aprazasta

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AnaMdasudhAsidhu. (17) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. chekarI piyaramAMthI sAsare Ave che tyAre tenA maDha jatA nathI paraMtu mAThumAM palaTo Ave che, teja pramANe aprazastamAha eTale paisA, TakA, bairI, chekarAM atyAdi saMsAranI vastuo uparanA mAtu jAya che ane tene sthAne prazastamAha janme che e mAhunA palaTA thayA che; e vAta kabula che, tenI kAI nA pADatuM nathI, paraMtu bIjA prakAranA meha evAja che ke te peAtAnI meLeja TaLI janArA che. kAI ema paNa kaheze ke sAdhu je mAhavirAdhI upadeza Ape che tA pachI sAdhue peAtAnA zarIra upara paNa zA mATe mADhu rAkhavA joie. AvI dalIlathI sAdhu pAtAne zarIrapara mAtu nathI e darzAvavA mATe kAMI ApaghAta karavA javAneA nathI! je zarIra nira'tara paudgalika vastunIja upAsanA pAchaLa rakta che te zarIra e narakasthAnavat che paraMtu eja zarIra sAdhuonA AtmAne mATe mAkSanI sIDI jevuM che. sAdhunA AtmA zarIradvArA tapasyAdika kriyAe karI meAkSane pathe vaLI zake che mATe sAdhune e zarIra kalyANakArI che. sAdhu ziSyAnA mAha rAkhe che, saMghADAnI saMbhALa rAkhavAnI pharaja vicAre che, e saghaLA prazastarAga che. AvA saghaLA kAryoMmAM sAdhunA hetu zeA che te jovAnI jarUra che. sAdhunA hetu e che ke huM jema ane ema vadhAre AtmAonA tAranArA thAuM ane je taravAne pathai vaLelA che temane temanA mArgamAM huM khanI zake evI sevA karIne vadhAre saraLamA karIne Dha karI dauM! prazastarAga dhikkAravA cegya nathI. saMsArInI ane sAdhunI sthitija jIddI che tene vicAra kA. saMsArI jIva hAya ane chekarA dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya teA khApa taLe upara banI jAya che ane dhamAcakaDI macAvI mUke che tyAre sAdhusamudAyamAMthI ziSya thaDI dIkSA levA mATe taiyAra thAya kriyAnistAra karavA mATe taiyAra thAya tA te samaye gurune AnaMda thAya che! have A sAdhunA ziSyeA upara kaI jAtane rAga che te samajo, A rAga ziSyAne tAravA mATenA che ane tethIja te rAga ene zAstra prazasta rAga kahyo che. savegI sAdhue e zAstranI dRSTie paNa sarAgI sAdhu che, vItarAga nathI; ane sarAgI che tethIja saMghADAne baDhDhAbasta karavAnI sarAgI sAdhuonI pharaja che. dIkSA denAra AcArye vA sAdhue paNa e vAta te vicAravIja paDe che ke huM dIkSA tA AApu chuM para`tu e saghaLA ziSyeAne huM upa karaze! vagere pUrA pADI zakIza ke nahi ? A vicAraNAmAM paNa meha che paraMtu te prazasta zaga che. prAsta meAhanI sthitija e che ke tene najarA sAthe sIdhe sa`kha'dha hoya che ane te rAga peAtAnI meLeja TaLI javAnA svabhAvavALA DAya che. prazastamAha e kAIpaNa rIte pikAravA lAcaka cIja nathI paraMtu te aMtya kADhie tyAjya chatAM pUrva avasthAmAM avazya lAcaka vastuja che. bhAdaravA savarUpI sayakara pata. bALapaNAnA saskArI kaMija kAmanA nathI evuM jema kahe che teo mAnasazAane dUra pheMkI daIne vAta karanArA che. bALakomAM gUDha zakita rahelI che ane tethIja temanA upara je saskAza paDe che te sakArAne te le che. zrAvakanA che.karAne pADozamAM mAMsanuM tapeluM uLatuM hoya te tarataja tenI gaMdha dudha tarIke piraName che ane bIjA mAMsAhArIone tema nathI thatuM enuM kAraNa vicAraza. enu... kAz sITI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (168) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. e che ke jenabALakamAM janmathI ja tevA saMskAro paDelA hoya che. jenabALakane gaLathuthImAMthI ja evA traNa saMskAra nAkhavAmAM Ave che ke (1) A AtmA anAdine che (2) bhavasaMbaMdha anAdi che ane (3) karma saMga paNa anAdine che. jenabALakone A traNa vastu gaLathuthImAM ja pAvAmAM Ave che tethI teo A traNa vastunA rahasyane samajI zake che. jema teo A traNa vastune samaje che teja pramANe jemane AvA saMskAroja na paDyA hoya tenI sthiti viparitaja hoya e saMbhavita che premazRMgAra eTaleja mukita che evuM jeo mAnI rahyA che, teo vairAgyamAM nahija samajI zake. jene vairAgya eTale zuM, tyAga eTale zuM, e vAtane gaLathuthImAM ghuMTaDeja na maLyo hoya, tevA mANaso A bAbata na samaje e tadana vAstavika che ane tethI ja teo vairAgyanI niMdA kare e samajI zakAya evuM che. jIva anAdine che, bhava anAdine che ane karmayoga paNa anAdine che, ema jeo mAne che teo A asAra saMsArane A bhavane bhayAnaka parvatarUpe samaje che ane tethI jemaNe A bhavane bhayAnaka mAnya hoya temanI pharaja che ke temaNe dharmakriyAo dvArA karmanijerAne paMtha grahaNa karI A bhayaMkara bhavaparvatane ullaMghI javAne yatna karavo joIe. je e yatna karaze te mokSane sAce mArga meLavI chevaTe mokSa pAmI zakaze. zAzana ane sudhAraka pakSanI tulanA che. = doc == == jItu u ra = 0 de - . , zAstrakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya zrImAna yazovijayajI mahArAja bhavyajInA upakAra mATe jJAnasAra nAmaka graMtha racatAM teozrI jaNAve che ke kamAelAnuM rakSaNa karavAnI buddhi jema saMsAramAM che te ja pramANe kamAelAnA saMrakSaNani buddhi dharmakArya paratve paNa rAkhavAnI jarUra che. keI mANasa daza hajAra rUpIA kamA hoya ane rojanA pacAsa rUpIA meLavatA hoya te be cAra divasanI kamANI cheDIne paNa te pahelAM daza hajAra rUpIA rakSaNa karavAnI goThavaNa karaze. rAja rAjAsattAnI madadathI, talavAranI dhArathI kamANI kare che paraMtu e kamAe paise paNa tene saLIyAvALI jele bAMdhIne athavA te tijorInA oraDAo caNIne pharajIyAta rIte bacAvI levAnI jarUra paDe che. jenasamAje A saMbaMdhamAM pitAne gharaAMgaNe upasthita thaeluM udAharaNa ja jovAnI jarUra che. ApaNI samAjamAM be pakSe paDI gayA hatA. eka

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (169) sudhAsiMda 1che. paNa deva, guru, dharmane teDI pADavAnI ghAnatavALo hato, A pakSe deva, guru, dharmane teDI pADavA mATe sauthI pahelAM dharmanI thatI kriyAo teDI pADavAne vicAra karyo hato ane te pramANenA kAryane temaNe AraMbha paNa karI dIdhuM hatuM. A pakSane dharmakriyAone teDI pADavAne mAga karNaviSa dvArA siddha karavAnI temanI dhAraNA hatI. tenA kAnamAM viSa reDIne athavA dharmakriyAnI virUddhamAM puSkaLa zocAra karIne te dvArA lokone bhamAvIne temane parAMgamukha banAvI devAnI A virAdhI pakSavALAnI sakhta dhAraNA hatI paraMtu temAM te pakSa phAvyuM na hatuM. jJAnasaMsthA kene kahevI? Aja samayamAM be traNa sthaLe jainazAsane mahApavitra gaNelI evI upadhAnavahananI kriyAo thaI hatI ane temAM bhAvika AtmAoe puSkaLa dravyano kharca karyo hate. upadhAnavahananI kriyA daramyAna je kharca thAya che te kharca kayAM jAya che tene pahelAM vicAra karavAnuM che. upadhAna nimite kharacAtuM dravya kAMI - sAdhu upayogamAM letA nathI paraMtu e saghaLe paiso jJAnamAM ane bIjA dhArmika kAmamAM ja vaparAya che, kAMte e paise jinamaMdiranA jIrNoddhAramAM vaparAya che, kAMte e paise upAzraya vagerenI marAmate pAchaLa vaparAya che, kAMte sAdharmika bhAIonI sevAmAM A piso vAparavAmAM Ave che. A traNa prakAre paisAne kevaLa bhavyaya thAya che te chatAM virodhIo evuM kahevA maMDI paDayA hatA ke A rIte lAkha rUpIyAne dhumADo kare enA karatAM jJAnanI koI saMsthA sthApavI e zuM khoTuM hatuM? emanI daSTie jJAnanI saMsthA eTale zuM te vicArI je je ! emanI daSTie jJAnanI saMsthA eTale koleja, hAIskUla, hunnarazALA vagere saMsthAo athavA te deDakA mAravA kApavAnI emanI lADakI meDIkala koleja !upadhAnamAM je dravya kharacAya che te A bhAIone sAle che ane tene dhumADo kahe che paraMtu chokarAnA lagna ke vivAhanA prasaMgamAM sInemA, nATaka, moTara vagerenI doDAdoDImAM ane pATIomAM je dravya kharacAya che te A lokone sAlatuM nathI ! jainazAsananI rakSA mATeja. upAzrayanI marAmatamAM je paisA kharacAya che, jinamaMdirone jIrNoddhAra karavAmAM kharca thAya che ke sAdharmikonI bhakti pAchaLa je dravya vaparAya che tene A loko dhumADo kahe che, paraMtu vilAyatamAM lamI hunnara udyogaAdi kAraNe DepyuTezane mokalavAM, ke evAja bIjA bArIsTara sIvIlIyana ke sarajana vagere karavA mATe vilAyata vagere sthAne mokalavA ane temAM paisA veDachI devA te temane paisAne sumAge vyaya thayele lAge che. vaLI evAonI daSTi jJAna kene kahe che te vicAra! mekSa pAmavAne mArga te jJAna nathI, kamena ane AtmAno roga A rIte thAya che, amuka rIte karmo chUTe che ane pachI siddhapada maLe che evuM pratipAdana karavAmAM Avaze te kaheze, "maLyuM, maLyuM siddhapada! A badhAM samI sAMjanAM gappAM che gappAM!" e vicAravALAo te jJAna paNa tene ja kahe che ke je jJAnathI paiso maLI zake che. have jenazAsananI daSTie vicAro. are ekalA jainazAsanane ja nahi paNa tamAma Aryadarzanene e vAta mAnya che ke, sA vighA ripu !! je jJAnathI baMdhamukti thaI zake che te ja jJAna che, jenazAsana kahe che ke jenAthI sarva kAMI satya zuM ane asatya zuM te sarva jANI zakAya che te jJAna che. A zAsana

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (100) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. virodhI varge zAsana para A pramANe aneka AkramaNa karyA che e saghaLe prasaMge jemanA aMtaramAM zAsananI sAcI lAgaNI ramI rahI hoya temaNe pitAnA paisA ane vakhatane paNa bhega Ape che ane e rIte zAsananI sevA bajAvI che. temaNe Apele A bhega kaI daSTie ApavAmAM Ave che te vAta tamAre lakSamAM rAkhavAnI che. A saghaLI pravRttimAM temane hetu ekaja hatuM ke jenazAsananI rakSA." navuM karyuM nathI paraMtu junuM saMbhALyuM che. pAMca varSamAM jainadharmamAM saDe nAkhavAnA hetuthI, sAdhuonI sattA teDI pADavAnA IrAdAthI ane pote managhaData rIte pravartAvelA vicArone samAja pAse apanAvI levaDAvavAnA IrAdApUrvaka A pakSe dhULa mAphaka pise veryo hate. A prasaMge je zAsanarasike hAtha joDIne besI rahyA hatA te zuM thAta tene vicAra kare. paheluM te e banyuM hatuM ke jenAmAM pUratA saMskAro ane jJAna nathI athavA jeo vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA jevA kAryamAM vAraMvAra rasa letA nathI tevA badhA sAdhamika baMdhuo satyavimukha banI gayA hotaane bIjuM jenetara AmAM ane AyetaramAM evI chApa paDI hatI ke jenadharma ThAmaThekANu vinAne dharma che! dharmapriya vage karelA parizramathI A sthiti AvatI aTakI javA pAmI che. have je dharmapriya vage karela A parizrama ane kharaceluM dravya bIje mArge vaparAyuM hota te te keTaluM lAbhadAyI hatuM tene vicAra kare. A paisA vaDe seMkaDo ajene jena banAvI temanA AtmAnuM kalyANa karI zakAyuM heta; Ama thAta te niHsaMzaya te sArI vAta hatI paraMtu tema na thatAM kharacAelA dravyathI ane vaparAelA parizramathI paNa je kArya niSpanna thayuM che te atyaMta lAbhadAyI te cheja tame navuM kAMIpaNa karI zakyA nathI tenuM kAraNa jue te virodhI nI saghaLI pravRttio ja che. zAsana sAme bhayaMkara hamalo, dhamIvarganA dravyavyayathI bIjuM dekhItuM phaLa nathI AvyuM e vAta sAcI che paraMtu tene saghaLe phalitArtha e ja thaye che ke ApaNe navuM rAjaya jItI zakyA nathI, paraMtu ApaNe eka iMca jeTalI paNa jamIna baI nAkhI nathI. adhamIonI saghaLI duSTa pravRttionA pratikAramAM dhamIMvage je kAMI kharca ane zaktine vyaya karyo che te saghaLAmAM kaI buddhi pradhAnapade rahI che tene vicAra kare. e saghaLAmAM bhUmikArUpe zAsanarakSAnI buddhija rahelI che ane e buddhithI yukta evIja ApaNI paghaLI pravRttio che. e pravRttionuM phaLa zuM AvyuM che te have tapAsIe. zAsanavirodhI ke jemanI temanAmAM rahelA ghoratama ajJAnane kAraNe ApaNe dayAja khAIe chIe, temanI pravRtti zAsananI bhUmikA uthalAvI pADavAne mATe kharekhara mahA bhayaMkaraja hatI. sAdhuo ane sAdhudharmanI sAme temaNe pUrepUro pracAra karyo hato ane temanuM e pracAra kAma evuM ugra hatuM ke jenI asara evI thavA pAmata ke eka paNa sAdhu ke sAdhvI pitAnuM mAnabhera sthAna sAcavI zakIja na heta; Aje have evI sthiti che ke sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA e saghaLAM dharmane che. kalyANa mAne che ane dharmane ja hitakArI mAne che A zubha sthiti zAsanapremIoe calAvelI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (171) sudhArabiMdu 1 luM. hilacAlane ja AbhArI che. yuropamAM I. sa. 1914mAM mahAsaMgrAmane AraMbha thaye hate e saMgrAma e bhayaMkara hatuM ke pAMca varSamAM te teNe yuropanI kAyA palaTAvI nAkhI hatI. teja pramANe chellA pAMca varSamAM sAdhudharma sAme ane zAsane karAvI ApelI maryAdAo sAme paNa zAsanavirodhIoe eja-e mahAyuddhanA jeja-mahAbhayaMkara humalo karI dIdhuM hatuM! sudhAraka caLavaLanuM avaLuM phaLa. jenazAsananA AdhyAtmajJAnane nahi samajI zakanArAo jeo pitAne sudhAraka kahevaDAve che temaNe zAsanasaMcAlananA kAryane teDI pADavAnA karelA prayAsomAM temane pahelo prayAsa evo hato ke sAdhusaMsthA teDI nAkhavI ane te na banI zakatuM hoya te sAdhusaMsthAne pitAnA aMkuzamAM laI levI. sudhArakanA A maratha sAme zAsana premIoe pracaMDa virodha uThAvyo hato ane e virodha eTale badho samartha nivaDyo hato ke jenA vege karIne sAdhu saMsthA tUTavAnI te bAjue rahI, paraMtu ulaTI sAdhusaMsthAmAM abhivRddhija thavA pAmI hatI. jema jema sAdhusaMsthAnI sAme ghera ane niMdanIya prakAranuM pracArakArya thatuM rahyuM hatuM tema tema bIjI bAjue dIkSA jhapATAbaMdha vadhatI ja javA pAmI hatI. eka tarapha A rIte dIkSA vadhI rahI hatI tyAre bIjI tarapha dIkSAjIvananI ja eka jhAMkhI AvRttirUpa upadhAnanI kriyAne jhapATAbaMdha vadhAro thaI rahyo hate. zAsanasevakee mAtra virodhIoe karele sAdhusaMsthA sAmeno hala rAkavAneja yatna karyo hate. tyAre bIjI bAjue sAdhuo tathA dharmakriyAonI suMdara abhivRddhi e paNa tenuM pariNAma AvI rahyuM hatuM. zAsanasevakee mAtra saraMkSaNa buddhithI ja je kAryo karyA hatA tenA A rIte rakSA ane abhivRddhi evAM be suMdara pariNAmo AvavA pAmyA hatA. have AgaLa joIe. garIba jenene uddhAra, sAdhusaMsthAnA vinAza sAthe sudhArakone bIje manebhAva "garIba jenenA uddhArane hate. sudhArakAno prayAsa garIba jenenA uddharane hatuM tyAre A bAjue dharmapriya vyaktione prayAsa dharmakriyAonA uddhArane hate. have A baMnenA prayAsamAM paNa koNa phaLIbhUta thayuM che tene paNa tame aMdAja kADha! garIba zrAvakanA utAro prazna Aje pAMca varSamAM sudhArAne hAthe jarA mAtra paNa sadhAyo nathI. jenenI garIbI maTI heya athavA sudhArako dhAre che te rIte garIbe sukhI thayA hoya evuM jarAya banavA pAmyuM nathI. sudhArakenI A caLavaLanuM pariNAma paNa mIDuM AvyuM che. bIjIbAjue zAsanapremIonA sahakArathI dharmakriyAono vadhAro-phelAvo thate raho che. sthaLe sthaLe dIkSA, oLI, upadhAna, uja. maNA, pauSadha ane evI bIjA kriyAonI jhapATAbaMdha vRddhi thaI rahI che. sudhArako zAsanapremIone junI rUDhIne vaLagI rahenArA, nimalya, "hAjI hA" karanArA, azikSita vagere vizeSaNathI navAje che ATaluM chatAM AzcaryanI vAta e che ke A azikSite je karavA mAgatA hatA te karI zakayA che tyAre tame zikSite tamArA pitAnA kAryakramamAM eka tasubhAra paNa AgaLa vadhI zakayA nathI. AvA saMjogomAM pitAne sudhAraka kahevaDAvanArAoe e vastu vicArI levAnI jarUra che ke azisita pate che ke bIjA keI che! azikSita evA tame te mAtra saMrakSaka pravRtti karI hatI,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (172). sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. tyAre pitAne zikSita gaNAvanArAe sudhArakoe temanA kAryakramane saphaLa banAvavA ke prayAsa karyo haze te vicAraje. dhama saMsthAone nAza, sudhArakee pitAnA trIjA kArya tarIke temanI daSTine jJAnapracAra nakkI karyo hate. pAMca varSanI sudhArakonI pravRtti daramiyAna temanI keLavaNIviSayaka pravRttine TALavAne yA temano sAmano karavAne keIe paNa prayAsa karyo na hatuM te chatAM sudhArako pAMca varSamAM zikSaNanI eka paNa navI saMsthA sthApI zakyA nathI athavA junI zikSAnI saMsthAne teo pagabhara banAvI zakayA nathI ! sudhArakoe sAdhusaMsthAne toDI pADavA, ane temanA kahevAtA bIjA kAryakramane piSavA bharacaka paisA vAparyA hatA aneka samartha mANasane temaNe pagAra ane paisA ApI ApIne rokayA hatA ane bIjo paNa bahu parizrama karyo hato chatAM temanI saghaLI pravRttine sAra e AvyuM che ke zUnya !! sudhAraka pravRttinuM A saravaiyuM che. sudhArakenuM A saravaiyuM temane mATe nirAzAjanaka che ane tethI temanI pravRttine kAdara nathI maLatuM e sAbIta thAya che paraMtu A saghaLuM tapAsatI vakhate eka vAta khAsa yAda rAkhavAnI che ke A saghaLuM pariNAma zAsanarasikee karelI sampravRttine AbhArI che. zAsanasevake je yAcita samaye jAgRta thayA na hatA ane temaNe saMrakSaka caLavaLa upADI na lIdhI hota te niHsaMzaya dharmakriyAo ane dharma saMsthAone vinAzaja thaI jAta! saraMkSaNanI moTI javAbadArI. chellAM pAMca varSane jyAre janasamAjane ItihAsa tapA sIe chIe tyAre zAsanapremIone ujavaLa vijaya daSTie paDe che. kahevAtA jenayuvake chellA pAMca varSa satata ane ekadhArI pravRtti calAvI hatI tyAre bIjI bAjue zAsana premIonI pravRtti mAtra saMrakSA karavA jeTalI ja hatI, paraMtu saMrakSA karavI e kAMI koI dhArI le ke atyaMta saraLa kArya che tevuM saraLa nathI enI khAtarI rAkhaje ! pAMca hajAra rUpIyA kamAvAne jeTalI zakti joIe che tenAthI vadhAre zakti e rUpIyA jALavI rAkhavAmAM joIe che. je e zakti na hoya te kamAelA paisA paNa dhULa bhegA banI jAya che! saMrakSA karavAmAM kAMI ochA parizramanI jarUra paDatI nathI. zAsanapremIoe Avo jabaro pari. zrama uThAvyuM hatuM ane zAsananI saMrakSAnuM kArya hAtha dharyuM hatuM. A saghaLA kAryamAM zAsanasevakonuM daSTibiMdu kayAM hatuM, temanI bhAvanA zI hatI; teno vicAra karaje. badhAnI bhAvanA ekaja hatI ke zAsananI sevA karavI. zAsananI saMrakSA karavAnI e buddhinuM pariNAma yA lAbha vicAraze te karmanirbhara che. A zAsanapremIonI pravRttinuM phaLa che. have bIjI bAju e sudhArakonI caLavaLanuM pariNAma vicArI juo. sauthI pahelAM sudhArakonuM daSTibiMdu zuM hatuM teno vicAra kare. A vastu samajavA mATe vepArI ane cAmaDIAnuM daSTAMta vicAraje. alabatta e daSTAMta keIne kharAba lAgaze paraMtu e daSTAMta je koIne kharAba lAgatuM hoya te bIjI tarapha te teTaluMja artha sAdhaka che ane ahIM je daSTAMte devAya che te bIjA koIpaNa kAraNane mATe nahi, paNa mAtra bhAva ane arthane spaSTa karavAne mATe ja tenuM prayojana che,

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(173 ) AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. suSAbiMda1 huM. vANuM ane cAmaDIo.eka gAmathI eka anAjane vepArI ane bIje cAmaDI bahAragAma javA nIkaLyA hatA. e prasaMge temanI sAthe bIjA paNa keTalAka pravAsIo hatA. A pravAsIoe jatI vakhate pelA dANAvALA vepArIne saMga karyo ane je ThekANe javuM hatuM te sthaLe pahoMcyA. A sthaLe pAMca paMdara divasa rahyA. tyAMthI pelA vepArIo ane cAmaDIyAe mAlanI kharIdI karI lIdhI ane chevaTe yathA samaye pitAne ghera pAchA AvavA nIkaLyA. A vakhate paNa pelA pahelAMnA ja bIjA pravAsIo temanI sAtheja hatA. paraMtu svadeza pAchA AvatAM pelA bIjA musApharoe dANAnA vepArIne saMga na rAkhatAM cAmaDIyAne saMga rAkhe. pravAsIoe jatI vakhate dANAnA vepArIone saMga rAkhe ane AvatI vakhate cAmaDIyAne saMga rAkhe, ethI eka mANasane Azcarya lAgyuM ane temaNe pelA pravAsIone A pramANe karavAne marma pUcho. pravAsIoe javAba Apyo ke "ame, cAmaDI ane dANAne vepArI svadezathI eka sAthe paradeza javA nIkaLyA hatA. paradeza jatI vakhate dANAnA vepArInA manamAM evo vicAra hato ke videzamAM varasAda ghaNe paDe, nadInALAM tara thAya, roganI upAdhio na hoya ane anAja bahuja pAke te ghaNuM sAruM ke jethI mane saste bhAve thaDe paise ghaNuM anAja maLI zake. vicArabhedanI mahattA. dANAnA vepArInA hRdayamAM videza jatI vakhate A suMdara mane bhAva hato. e samaye cAmaDIyAno vicAra evo hato ke videzamAM ekadama jAtajAtanA roga prarvate. dukALa paDe, Aga lAgo Akta upara Aphata Ave che jethI Dhero marI jAya ane mANasane paNa saMhAra thaI jAya. pariNAme heronA cAmaDAne koI kharIdanA na rahe ane e cAmaDuM mane atyaMta saste bhAve puSkaLa tthAmAM maLI zake. A manodazA dANAnA vepArI ane cAmaDIyAnI videza khAte jatI vakhate hatI. videza khAtethI svadezamAM pAchA pharatI vakhate ethI ulaTI ja sthiti hatI. dANAne vepArI have ema Icchato hato ke svadezamAM dukALa paDe, varasAda na thAo, tIDa ane uMdare thAo, pAka na pAko ane je pAka thAya tene nAza thAo ke jethI dANAnA bhAva ekadama caDhI jAya, ane meM kharIdele dANa uMce bhAve vecAtAM mane sAro paise maLe. svadeza pAchA pharatI vakhate cAmaDIyAnI evI IcchA hatI ke svadezamAM khuba varasAda thAo, nadInALAM jalamaya thAo, khuba anna pAke, ane pazuo tathA manuSyo ghiyu thAo ke jethI pazuo na maratAM cAmaDuM ochuM nipajavAne lIdhe te mAthuM thAya ane manu na karavAthI gharAka vadhAre thAya eTale videzamAMthI meM kharIdeluM cAmaDuM meMghA bhAve jhapATAbaMdha khapI jAya! A rIte svadezamAMthI videzamAM jatI vakhate dANAvALAnA vicAro prazasta hatA ane cAmaDIyAnA vicAro aprazasta hatA ane AvatI vakhate dANAvALAnA vicAre pApI ane cAmaDIyAnA vicAra vizuddha hatA. arthAta jatI vakhate vANIye sajajana hate mATe ame tene saMga karyo hato tyAre AvatI vakhate vANIye durjana bane hatuM ane cAmaDIo sajajana bane te mATe ame cAmaDIyAne saMga sevana karyo hate. ahi paNa jeo ema vicAre che ke jenenAM bALako gujarAna ke vyavahArane khAtara skUla ane kaileja

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dhyAna da-sudhAsi. ( 174) sudhAbiMdu 1 lu' vagerenuM zikSaNa levAnAja che, paNa te jainasa'skAra vinA te zikSaNa letAM dharmahIna khane che mATe teone dharma saMskAra mATe saMsthAnI jarUra che ema dhArI zuddha deva guru ane dharmAMnA parama bhakta banAve te te karanArA jarUra uttama bhAvanAvALA che paNa te saMsthAmAMthI jarUra dharmanA dhArIja pArka sudhArakAnI maneAdazA, zAsanapremI ane sudhArakAnI sthitine svadezathI videza jatA vANIyA ane cAmaDI joDeja sarakhAvI zakAya. eka ujamaNuM, upadhAna ke dIkSA thatI hatI athavA bIjA kAMipaNa dharmanA kAmA thatAM hatAM te tenA zravaNu mAtrathIja zAsanavAdIone mAnada thatA hatA. eka dIkSA thatI tA zAsanavAdIonA AnaMdatA pAra rahetA na hatA. upadhAna utsava thatA hatA tA zasanapremIe atyaMta harSa anubhavatA hatA tyAre bIjI bAjue upadhAna, ujamaNA ke dIkSAnI ka keAtarI vAMcatAMja pelA kahevAtA sudhArakAnA peTamAM tela reDAvA pAmatuM hatu' ane temane dhAsake paDate hatA ! eka dIkSA lIdhele! sAdhu patita thatA hatA tA zAsanapremIonA aksAsane pAra rahetA na hatA ke A bicArA sarvaviratinI pavitra suvAsanA tyAga karIne vaLI pAchA kayAM aviratinA kacarAmAM ALoTavA Ave che! vicArAnA azubhanAja kharekhara udaya thayA che. e rIte teone dIlagIrI thatI hatI. tyAre bIjI tarapha sudhArakAne ekAda dIkSita patita thAya te te sAMbhaLI ujANI thatI ! DALInA jevA AnaMda Avata hatA!! ane evI patitAvasthAnI kathAe AlekhavAmAM te tee peAtAnA lADakA chApAonA pAnAnA pAnA bharI detA hatA. zAsanavirAdhIo kayAMthI Ave che ? vANIyA ane cAmaDIAe je prakAranI apavitra ane ayeAgya maneAvRtti rAkhI hatI te te mAtra be traNa mahinA mATeja hatI jyAre A kahevAtA sudhArakA tA Aja pAMca varSoMthI Aja jAtanI nApAka maneAdazA rAkhI rahyA che ane evI apavitra manodazA rAkhavAmAM pAchuM peAtAnuM gaurava mAne che. AvI paristhiti vacce zAsanapremIoe jhukIne zAsananI kharekharI ane na visarI zakAya evI sevA bajAvI che. zAsanapremIe navuM kAMI karI zakayA nathI te chatAM temaNe je sevA bajAvI che tenI AchI kiMmata AMkI zakAya ema nathI! zAstranI dRSTie jaNAvyuM che ke navu' jinamaMdira baMdhAvavAmAM ekagaNuM puNya che paraMtu junA jinama'diranA jIIddhAra karavA karAvavA ethI AThagaNA puNyanI prApti thavA pAme che. A rIte zAsanapremIe navu kAMipaNa karI zakrayAja nathI paraMtu te chatAM temaNe jInuM je hatuM tenA sapUrNa rIte punarUddhAra karyAM che ane tethIja teo AThagaNuA puNyanA bhAgI banyA che. zAsanapremIee karelI pravRttinuM zAsrASTie temane maLelu A parama phaLa che. zAsanapura AvatA saMkaTonA sAmanA karIne zAsananI sarakSA karavI e tA jANe ke zAsanapremIonI pharaja cheja, paraMtu evA prasa`ge upasthitaja na thavA devA evu' karavAnI zAsanapremIonI khAsa javAbadArI che ane e javAbadArI temaNe pIchANI sevAnI khAsa jarUra che. zAsanapremIoe zAsanapara AvelA sa`ghaMTAnA bahAdurIthI sAmane karyo

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (175) suyAbiMdu 1 luM. che e vAta na bhUlI zakAya evI che paraMtu yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke zAsanavidhIo paNa janomAMthI ja pAkayA che! saMrakAra pADatAM saMbhALaje. eka bIjuM udAharaNa laIe. dhAro ke eka zrImaMta zeThI che, rastAmAM pharavA nIkaLe che, mArgamAM sipAI ubhe che. pele zeThIye sipAIne dhakko mArI pADI nAkhe che, pariNAme kesa thAya che ane te kesamAM bacAvamAM e zrImaMta joIe teTalA paisA kharace che! A sthitimAM pelA zeThIyAe paisA sadupayeAga karyo che ema kahI zakAtuM ja nathI. zeThanI pharaja jema gu na karavAnI che, tema tamAre kharAba saMskAro na paDavA devA e khAsa karIne jovAnuM che. AjanA je sudhArako che e jenonAja kusaMskArI saMtane che. AjanA sudhArake e kAMI ajenemAMthI AvelA athavA navAjena banelAnA saMtAno nathI! paraMtu saMskAra vinAnA tamArA bALake che. AthI tamArA bALakomAM tamAre kharAba saMskAro na paDe e vAta sauthI pahelAM saMbhALavAnI che, tamAro nAno bALaka 1541=125 bole che, te tame tenI e bhUla calAvI letA nathI haju te tame e chokarAne tamArA copaDA soMpyA nathI. tame enA hAthamAM rUpIyAno vahIvaTa mUka nathI. tamane pase kamAvI Ape ke teno nAza karI Ape emAMthI eka paNa vastu hajI chokarAthI banI zake ema nathI paraMtu te chatAM jo tamAro bALaka 15*1=25 bole che te tamArA koSane pAra raheto nathI! gAma lekamAMthI koI AMgaLI lagADe che te paNa tame tenI sAthe laDavA us che eja chokarAne tame A prasaMge guDI kADhatAM paNa DaratA nathI. have vicAra karo ke tamArA e kodhanuM kAraNa zuM che dhamanA saMskAro tapAse che ke? krodhanuM kAraNa bIjuM kAMIja nahi paraMtu mAtra tame kharAba saMskAra paDavA devAja mAgatA nathI e che. tamAre A prayatna "kharAba saMskAra paDavA na devA" e stutya che paraMtu tamAro A parizrama mAtra tamArA vepArarojagAra pUrateja che tethI vadhAre nathI. tame je eja parizrama dharmanI bAbatamAM paNa letA he, te Aje dhamavargane je sthitine sAmane karavuM paDe che tene sAmano naja kare paData! have eka bAju e vepArajagaramAM kusaMskAra na paDe te mATe tame rAta dahADo eka karI che tyAre bIjI bAjue dharma saMbaMdhamAM tame tadana bedarakAra che. tamArA chokarA nizALamAM jaIne ja e zabdo gokhe che ke - o Izvara! tuM eka che sara te saMsAra! pRthivI, pANI, parvate te kIdhAM taiyAra !" jainadharma je bhUmikA upara ubhA che te bhUmikAnuM-niSama, A zabdo vaDe satyAnAza nIkaLI jAya che paraMtu tenI tamone jarA paNa darakAra nathI. have bIjI bAjue musalamAnone dAkhale le. musalamAno dharma evo che ke teo Izvarane keInA mAbApa mAnatA nathI. Izvara manuSyane mAtApitA che evuM teo kabula rAkhatA nathI. temanA chokarAomAM ethI ulaTA sarakAra

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (176). sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. na paDe te mATe teo keTalI kALajI rAkhe che te jue! sarakArI vAMcanamALA tarIke oLakhAtI "TekaTsa buphasa kamiTi" emaNe taiyAra karelI trIjI cepaDInA AThamA pAThamAM IzvaranI stutinI eka kavitA che. A kavitAmAM pAMcamI ane chaThThI lITIo nIce pramANe hatI. "prabhu! mAta ne tAta che Apa mArA. tame cho pitA ! sarvana pALanArA !" musalamAnone pracaMDa pokAra, A kavitAnI lITIo dvArA musalamAna dharmanA siddhAMtanuM khUna thAya che evo jabbara pokAra rAMdera (chale surata) gAmanA musalamAnee uThAvyo hato ane temaNe pitAnA e virodhanuM pracArakArya evuM jambara karyuM hatuM ke Akhare sarakArane e pokAra upara dhyAna ApavuM paDayuM hatuM ane nA. muMbAI sarakAre uparanI lITIo kADhI nAkhIne tene sthaLe evA zabdovALI lITI dAkhala karI che ke: prabhu! Apa che sarvane pALanArA; tame cho sadA saMkaTa TALanArA!" nA. sarakAre vAMcanamALAmAM A pheraphAra karyo hato tyAre ja musalamAne jagyA hatA. bIjI tarapha tamArI sthiti vicAro. "o Izvara tuM eka che!" e lITIo te ThIka che, paraMtu e ja vAMcanamALAnA trIjA pustakano trIje pATha jainadharmanI chaDecoka mazkarI karanAra che ane te pATha tamArA bALako bhaNe che. A badho garabaDagoTALe zuM tamane koI divasa sAthe che athavA te TALavA mATe tame kAMI yatna karyA che? javAba e ja che ke "nahi." dharmanI dhagaza tenI vadhAre che? have A udAharaNa uparathI khAtrI karI le. tamArI dharmanI dhagaza caDhIyAtI che ke bIjAonI caDhIAtI che? 15410=125nA saMskAra khoTA che paraMtu e samaya te avazya Avaze ke e saMskAra sudharI zakaze. tyAre dharmavinAzanA je sarakAre paDe che te te evA sakhta che ke je kadIpaNuM bhuMsAvAnA nathI, e saMskAre dharmanA vinAzane netare che. Aje dharmamAM glAnine AvirbhAva thaelo tame nihALe che ane AryabhAvanAnI bhayAnaka vibhAvarInA darzana thAya che tenuM sAcuM kAraNa eja che ke bALakomAM kevA saMskAra paDe che te tarapha ApaNuM bilakula lakSaja jatuM nathI. bALaka e te kema jANe kacakaDAnuM eka DhIMgaluMja na hoya tema jagata tene zobhAve zaNagAre che, paraMtu tene sudhAravAnuM, tenAmAM khoTA saMskAra na paDe ane sAcA saMskAra paDe te nIhALavAnuM ApaNe kadI paNa vicAratA ja nathI. enuM ja pariNAma e che ke bhagavAna mahAvIranAja saMtAne hovAno dAvo karanArAo jenazAsananI jaDa kheDavA taiyAra thAya che. kAMte vaTalI jaIne musalamAna, prIsti paNa bane che! sudhArake dharmasevAnI moTI moTI bUmo mAre che paraMtu huM temane paNa pUchuM chuM ke siMdha, paMjAba, baMgALA ane madhyaprAMtamAM seMkaDo ahiMsAvAdI jenabhAIe roTalAne mATe musalamAna thatA jAya che, tame temanI zI sevA bajAvI? keTalAne madada karI AryajAtithI bhraSTa thatA aTakAvyA? tamArA uddeza pramANe je kharUM karavAnuM kArya te paNa tame karatA nathI ane TAmeTA unnatinA svapnA sevI zAsanano mahAna ratha je zAMtithI cAlI rahyo che tene teDI nAkhavA taiyAra thAo che, A te kaI jAtanI tamArI mAnyatA ?

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AnaMda-sudhodhu. (107) zreSAbita 1 che. Take zera bhAjI Take zera khAjA! AjanI duniyAnI rIta "purI eka aMdherImAM gaMDurAjA Take zera bhAjI Take zera khAjA" e pramANenI ja che! eka bAjue tame bALakane dahere ekalo che, ane bIjI bAjue tene ja tame "e Izvara tuM ekaja che !" ema gokhA che! eka bAjue bALakane tame sAmAyika karavAnuM batAve che. * ane bIjI bAjue tene nATakasInemA jevAne paNa teDI jAo che! upAzrayamAM sAdhumahArAjanuM vyAkhyAna heya te tene tyAM paNa laI jAo che ane bIje divase jenadharmanA siddhAMtenA mULabhUta tatvonuM khUna karavA mATe taiyAra thayelAo taraphathI karAtI "mahAvIra jayaMtInI sabhA thAya te tyAM paNa tene laI jAo che! A badhAne artha eTaleja che ke tame tamArI javAbadArI eTale zuM cIja che teja samajatA nathI athavA samajavA mAgatA nathI. A bedarakArI have lAMbe samaya nibhAvavAnI nathI. tamArI uMgha have uDavI ja joIe ane tamAre tamArI pharaja saMbhALavI ja joIe. AtmakalyANanI jyAM vAta Ave che ke tyAM tame DhIlADha banI jAo che. keTalIka vAra tamArA bALake nizALethI ghera rahI paDe che te tame tenI sarNa khabara laI nAkhavAmAM paNa cUkatA nathI paraMtu eja bALaka je niyamita sAmAyika na kare te tene tame sudhAravAnI tamArI pharaja mAnatA nathI! ghaNIvAra "haze, bALaka che" ema kahIne bALakamAM kusaMskAro paDavA devAmAM Ave che e Teva paNa tamAre sudhAravI ja paDaze. nAnapaNathI ja saMskAra pADe. "bALaka che!" ema kahIne bALakanA rASa cAlavA devA e have pAlave tema nathI. bALakanI uMmarane saMbaMdha * zikSaNa sAthe che paraMtu saMpUrNa rIte uMmarane saMbaMdha vartana sAthe nathI jApAMca varasane chokarA hoya te paNa carI kharAba che ema jANIne e corI kare che! sATha varasane Doso paNa cerI kharAba che e jANavA chatAM corI kare che. jenenA chokarAne A sAdhunA vastronI pavitratA saheja samajAya che. te sAdhune "mahArAja" kahIne vaMdana kare che tyAre mithyAtvanA chevarSanA bahAne paNuM sApunI pavitratAne lezamAtrae khyAla hotuM nathI ! athAt nAnA bALakone paNa saMskAra nAnapaNathI ja pADavAnI jarUra che. A saMbaMdhamAM eka cAra ane tenI mAtAnuM udAharaNa bAhu jANItuM che. eka cAra hatuM te corI karavA gaye. corI karatAM mArAmArI thaI ane temAM gharavALe marI gayo. cAra pakaDAtAM cerane phAMsInI sajA thaI. sajAne jyAre amala thavAne vakhata Avyo tyAre rAjAe tene pUchayuM ke "zuM tAre koIne maLavuM che?" chokarAe javAba Ape che hA! mArI mAtAne maLavuM che. cAranI aMtima IcchA saMpUrNa karavAnA hetuthI rAjAe cAranI mAtAne tyAM hAjara karI. pelA cAre e daramiyAna eka charI meLavI rAkhI hatI. jevI pelI cAranI mAtA cArane maLavA Ave che te ja ra AgaLa dhape ane teNe eka ghAe mAtAnA baMne stane kApI nAkhIne tene tenA zarIrathI judA pADI dIdhAM! che te tamAre nyAye nyAya karyo che ! cere mAtAnA stana kApI nAkhyAM tethI badhe hAhAkAra thaI rahyo ! rAjAe pitA zerane pUchayuM "alyA! maratAM maratAM paNa A apakArya karavAnuM tane sagayuM ke?" cera javAba Ape mahArAja! meM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (178) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. tamAre nyAye nyAya karyo che. jema tamAre gunhegAra huM chuM tema mArI gunhegAra mArI mAtA che! huM jyAre nAnA hatA tyAre eka divasa mAtAe mArA zarIrane tela cepaDyuM hatuM. eTalAmAM bAraNe talanI gADI AvI hatI. huM te tela capaDele zarIre gaye ane talano Dhagale sAre lAgavAthI talamAM ALoTyo. mArA AkhA zarIre tala caMTI gayA. hajI jyAre ghare pAchA AvyuM, tyAre mArI mAtAe mane zikhAmaNa na ApatAM mArA zarIra paranA saghaLA tala laI lIdhA ! pachI te jyAre jyAre pIThamAM talanA gADAM AvatAM hatAM tyAre tyAre mArI mA mArA zarIre tela copaDatI hatI ane mane talanA DhagalAmAM ALoTavA mokalatI hatI. A rIte mAtAe sauthI pahelAM mane talAra banAvyuM hato te pachI te huM tala parathI sarakArI corato thayo ane pachI chevaTe moTI corIo karatAM zIkhe. e rIte pApanA kSetramAM huM dhImedhIme pravezato jate have ane Aje pariNAma e AvyuM ke mAre zIre phAMsInI dorI laTake che. tame kyAM ane bIjA kayAM? pelA cAranI A kathanI tadana vyAjabI hatI A uparathI eja sAbIta thAya che ke chokarAone je kusaMskAro paDe che tene mATe bIjuM koI nahi paNa chokarAonA vAlIo athavA tenA mAtApitAja javAbadAra che. eja rIte dhArmika viSayamAM paNa je bALake kusaMskArI nIkaLe che ane dharmanI sAme AMkhe kADhIne ubhA rahe che te mATenI paNa sAcI javAbadArI mAtApitAnI che. AjanA mAbApa bALakane dharmanI keLavaNI Ape che. nathI ApatA ema na;i paraMtu e dharmanI keLavaNI evI vicitra rIte ApavAmAM Ave che ke jethI tame anAja sekIne vAve che emaja kahI zakAya! dharmanI keLavaNuM Apa cho kharA, paraMtu te kurasadane vakhate. je navarAsa maLe te dharmanA be AMkaDA bhaNe na bhaNe te ThIka ! paNa Akho dahADe kare nizALe te jaja joIe. AvA dhArmika zikSaNanuM kazuM paNa mUlya thatuM nathI. dunyavI zikSaNa e tamArI mukhya cAvI che. mukhya dhyeya tarIke tame tamAruM dunyavI zikSaNa kAyama rAkhe che ane vadhArAnA samayamAM dharmanA zikSaNanI vAta kare che. AvI paristhiti jyAM sudhI kAyama che tyAM sudhI zAsananA virAdhake jarUra pAkayeja javAnA che ! A sthitimAMthI tamAre ugarI gayeja ththako che. tame saghaLA bIjI bAbatemAM jenakAmane ane anya komane sarakhAve che ane bUmAbUma karI mUke che ke jemAM bALavidhavAo vadhAre che tene kAMI rasto nIkaLatuM nathI. phalANuM Ama che tenuM kAMI banatuM nathI paraMtu tame dhArmika zikSaNanI bAbatamAM tamArI jAtane bIjA sAthe sarakhAvatA nathI? kAThIyAvADa jevA prAMtanI ja vAta ! seMkaDo musalamAnonA madresAo jyAMtyAM sthapAelA che. eka paNa pArasIgAma evuM nathI ke jyAM pArasI dharmanA siddhAMta bALakone zIkhavAtA na hoya! dharmavRtti jAgRta zAthI rahe? have A sthitinuM pariNAma vicAraje. tame keTalA pArasI ane tenA dharmanA siddhAMta virUddha jatA joyA che? game te mAtabara pArasI zrImaMta hoya paraMtu bhAgye ja tene moDhAmAM tame sIgAra ke cIrUTa joI zakazo ! musalamAnI sthiti juve. dilhImAM eka musalamAna amuka vAta jAhera kare che ke bIje ja dahADe

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (179) suMdhAbiMdu 1 luM sthaLe sthaLe musalamAnonI sabhAo thaIne te vAta maMjura rAkhavAnA TharAva thAya che. are ! A 1934nI ja vAta ! musalamAnonI sAmAnya rAjanItinI sAme jaI pelI kahevAtI koMgresane Teko ApanAro musalamAna ke je vaDIdhArAsabhA mATe koMgresIya pratinidhi hate; tene musalamAnee evI zakasta ApI che ke tenI DIpojhITa paNa japta thaI che. bIjI bAjue tamArI sthiti vicAro ane pachI tulanA karo ke tame AgaLa vadhyA che ke pAchaLa paDyA che. Ama na thAya eTalA mATeja zAstrakAra maharSioe pukArI pukArIne e vAta jAhera karI che ke pratyeka jenabALakamAM vaja jevA, e saMskAra pADI dyo ke, "mAmA, mA, mane lai gaje gArinA che." jenA mAtApitA tarIke tamArI e pharaja che ke tamAre tamArA bALakomAM daDhapaNe A saMskAra pADavA ja joIe. je A saMskAra tame tamArA bALakamAM nathI pADatA te samajI leje ke tame jenA mAtApitA gaNavAne mATe lAyaka nathI yA hakadAra paNa nathI ja. A mahAsaMskAra e che ke te jagatanA saghaLA saMskArane AvatA roke che ane dharmavRttine jAgRta kare che. hitabuddhine ja hetu che. AtmA, bhava ane karma anAdinA che evA saMkAze jyAM daDha thAya che ke adharmanA saMskAra paDatAja nathI ane paDelA heya te paNa te nAsavA ja mAMDe che. A vastu AtmAmAM ThasI jAya che te te saghaLA kusaMskArane dUra kare che ane susaMskArone piSe che e kevI rIte thAya che ane ethI bhavaparvatanuM ullaMghana kevI rIte thAya che te have jovuM joie, paraMtu e joIe te pahelAM chevaTanA muddA upara pharI ekavAra najara nAkhavI ja rahI. ApaNA bALakomAM ApaNe joItA saMskAra nathI pADyA teneja aMge AjanA sudhArako nipajyA che ane e sudhArakanI saghaLI pravRttio evI thavA pAmI che ke jeNe zAsanane jaDamULathI nAza karavAnI taiyArI karI che. temanI pAMca varSanI pravRttinuM phaLa zunyathI vadhAre nathI. nathI teo sAdhusaMsthAne nirmaLa karAvI zakyA nathI teo devadravya kharacIne vidyAlaya baMdhAvI zakyA, nathI teo vidhavA bahenene nAtarAnI jAtarAe caDhAvI zakyA, ke nathI teo vaTalIne musalamAna khristI banI jatAM sAdharmika bhAIone madada ApI bacAvI zakyA. tyAre zAsanapremIo bIjI bAjue pUrate vijaya meLavI zakyA che. sAdhusaMsthAne temaNe vizALatA nathI ApI paNa teo rakSA karI zakyA che. temaNe bIjuM navuM kAMipaNa nathI karyuM e vAta satya che chatAM teo junAnI rakSA karI zakyA che ane tethI ja temaNe zAstranI daSTie AThagaNuM puNya upArjana karyuM che, paNa A saghaLuM thayuM che temAM hetu eja rahe che ke zAsana pratye hitabuddhi ane tethIja zAsanapremIonI pravRtti uttejanAne pAtra TharI che.

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sudhAdi 1 tuM. Ana-sudhAsiMdhu (180) cicc cwwwwwwww1wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwjj 0 cii ka8ThTha karma saMgrAma phUTakA kaoes 0000000000000000000000008 oo cha guNasthAnake zAnA vicAre che ? zAsakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya zrImAna yazovijayajI mahArAja bhavyajInA upakAra mATe jJAnasAra prakaraNa nAmaka graMthamAM teozrImAnuM jaNAve che ke dareka jIvanI pharaja che ke teNe A bhava kare che te jANavuM joIe. bhavanuM svarUpa teNe vicAravuM joIe ane bhavamAM bhayaMkaratA rahelI che ke sukhano mITho AsvAda rahe che te teNe jevuM joIe. zAstraSTie je kaI A bhavane jANavAne yatna kare che te ema samajI zake ke A bhava e eka mahAbhayAnaka parvata che. A bhavarUpI parvatanuM ullaMghana karavAnI dareka AtmAnI pharaja che paraMtu e bhavarUpI mahAgirirAjanuM ulaMghana tyAre ja thaI zake che ke jyAre AtmA chAguNasthAnake AvI pahoMce che. jyAM sudhI AtmA chaThThA guNasthAnake AvI zaktA nathI tyAM sudhI teNe bhavarUpI bhayAnaka parvatanuM u9laMghana karyuM che ema gaNI zakAtuM nathI. jIva jyAre chaThTha guNasthAnake Ave che tyAre te laikika padArthomAM rAcI zake evI dazAmAM hetuM nathI. anAdikALathI leke je saMjJA rAkhI che te saMjJAmAM tevA AtmAne rAcavApaNuM rahetuM nathI ane pigalika vastuothI rAcavAnA svabhAvano AtmA tyAga karI de che, paraMtu te chatAM evA munine paNa mana ane vicAra cheDI zakatA nathI. gayA vyAkhyAnamAM ApaNe e vAta nakkI karI che ke manane aMta te cheka terame ane caudame guNasthAnake Ave che ane je muni chaThTha guNasthAnake pahoMce che tevAne mana ane vicAro te kAyamaja hoya che, tyAre je guNasthAnake pahelo muni kaI vastumAM tallIna hoya che ane dezI bAbatanA vicAro kare che te tapAsIe. teramA guNasthAnakanI sthiti, mana e evI vastu che ke te eka paLa paNa navarU besI zakatuM nathI. tene anukULa padArtho Apaze te te tenA vicAra karaze ane je pratikULa padArtho Apazo te te tenA vicAromAM paNa mazagula banI raheze paraMtu mana navaruM rahI zake evuM nathI. mananIya padArthonuM manana na hoya te mana rahI zakatuM ja nathI. te sadA sarvadA mananIya padArthonuM manana karyA ja kare che. jagatamAM jJAna nAmane padArtha che te seya upara avalaMbe che. reya eTale jANavA gya vastuo A jagatamAM che ane te vastuo jANavAmAM AtmAnI pravRtti che tethI ja jJAna nAmanA padArthane saMsAramAM avakAza che. je zeya padArthonI ja A saMsAramAM hasti na hatI te pachI AtmAnI zuM jANavAmAM pravRtti heta vAruM? reya padArthonI gerahAjarImAM AtmAnI kAMI jANavAnI pravRtti paNa na hatA ane tene lIdhe saMsAramAM jJAnanuM paNa astitva na heta. jema jJAnane AdhAra athavA jJAnane avakAza yA padArtho upara rahela che te ja pramANe manane AdhAra mananogya vastuo upara rahelo che. ya padArtho na heta te jJAna na heta, teja pramANe manana ejya padArtho na heta te mana paNa na

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (101) suSAbaMdu 1 / heta! manana sivAya, ciMtana sivAya, vicAra sivAya mana nAmane padArtha sAmAnya lokomAM rahI zakateja nathI. ahIM gayA vyAkhyAnamAMnI theDI vAtonuM smaraNa kare. pAchalA vyAkhyAnamAM ApaNe e vAta nakkI karI AvyA chIe ke terame guNasthAnake mananA pagale che paraMtu temane manana karavApaNuM hotuM nathI. manananI AvazyakatA kere che? je AtmA terame guNasthAnake virAjamAna che tevA AtmAne mananA pudagale mAtra hoya che paraMtu bIjA mANasone manana gya padArthonuM jevuM manana karavAnuM hoya che tevuM manana karavAnuM temane hetuM nathI. agikevaLI dravya manathI rahita nathI te dravya mana dharAve che paraMtu dravya mananA pudagalene AdhAre je manana karavApaNuM heya che tevuM manana karavAnuM temane hetuM nathI. manana karavAnI sthitine avakAza phakta beja rIte saMbha che. jJAnamAM nyUnatA hoya kiMvA sAdhyamAM nyUnatA hoya tevA AtmAne ja manana karavAnI sthitine avakAza che. je AtmAne jJAnamAM paNa nyUnatA rahetI nathI ane je AtmAne sAdhyamAM paNa kazI nyUnatA rahelI nathI tevA AtmAne keIpaNa vastu kivA sthiti paratve manana karavApaNuM hetuM nathI. manana kiMvA vicAra kone karavA paDe che tene vicAra karaje. koI ajJAta vastu hoya te jANavA mATe athAt ke na jANelI vastune jANavA mATe vicArAnI AvazyakatA rahe che teja pramANe na meLavelI vastune meLavavI hoya te te mATe vicArane avakAza rahe chesogikevaLIne teNe saghaLA padArthone jANelA hovAthI, vicAra karavAnI kazI ja jarUra rahetI nathI e vAta tame barAbara samajI zakaze. kevaLIe mekSanI paNa darakAra rAkhatA nathI. keTalAka zaMkAkAre evI zaMkA kare che ke jeNe saghaLuM jANI lIdhuM che tene jANavAnuM kAMI bAkI na hovAne pariNAme vicAra karavuM paDatuM nathI ane e siddhAMta pramANe sagikevaLI bhagavAnane paNa kAMI jANavA bAkI na hovAthI tene aMge e vicAra na kare e vAstavika che paraMtu aprApya varatuonI siddhine aMge vicAra karavAne heya che ane sagikevaLI bhagavAne jeka saghaLuM jANyuM che te chatAM temane mokSa meLavavAnuM bAkI che te pachI mokSarUpI aprApya vastunI siddhi mATe arthAt mokSa meLavavAne aMge teone zA mATe vicAra karavApaNuM bAkI rahetuM nathI? je sAdhyane aMge vicAra karavAnuM bAkI hoya che te mokSarUpI sAdhyanI siddhi mATe mana, vacana ane kAyAnA pegothI yukta evA kevaLI bhagavAnane paNa vicAra karavApaNuM hevuM ja joIe. zaMkAkAranA A kathanane zAstro atizaya suMdara ane buddhigamya uttara pUro pADe che. zAse uttara Ape che ke kevaLI bhagavAne jema kAMI jANavAnuM bAkI nathI teja pramANe temane meLavavAnuM paNa kAMI bAkI nathIja. kevaLI bhagavAnane mokSa maLe che e vastu sUryaprakAzanA jevI satya ane siddha che paraMtu mekSane kevaLI bhagavAne pitAnuM sAdhya mAnIne te meLavavAne mATe darakAra rAkhatA nathI. mokSa maLe kivA bhAva cAlu rahe enI jarApaNu darakAra kavaLI bhagavAnane hatI nathI eTale ja ema siddha thAya che ke sogikevaLIne paNa jema kAMI

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pA AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 182) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. jANavAnuM bAkI nathI te ja pramANe tene kAMI meLavavAnuM paNa bAkI nathIja ane tethI ja sagikevaLIne manana kiMvA vicAra karavApaNuM paNa hatuM ja nathI ! ane tethI ja mokSe ma ra sarvatra jillo muniNarAma arthAt mokSamAM javAnI ke bhAvamAM rahevAnI koIpaNa IcchA uttama muni rAkhatA nathI. nokAnI jarUra kene che? sagikevaLI bhagavAne saghaLuM jANe che saghaLA padArthone ane saghaLA kALane te vAstavikarUpe pIchANe che ane te mokSanI paNa darakAra rAkhatA nathI. bhava maLe ke mokSa maLe enI paNa temane ciMtA hatI ja nathI. A paristhitine aMge kevaLI bhagavAne vicAre ane mananathI mukta hoya che. kevaLI bhagavAne mokSanI darakAra rAkhatA nathI e jANIne ApaNAmAMthI koI evI zaMkA karanArA paNa nIkaLI Avaze ke je kevaLI bhagavAna mokSanI darakAra nathI rAkhatA, te pachI ApaNe paNa zA mATe mokSanI darakAra rAkhavI joIe? kevaLIonI sthiti ApaNI daSTie AdhyAtmika daSTie ApaNuM karatAM behada sArI che. jJAnanI paramakakSAe teo pahoMcelA che ane temanI apUrva rItie dhArmika unnati thaelI che evA puruSo paNa je mokSanI darakAra rAkhatA nathI te pachI ApaNe paNa zA mATe mokSanI darakAra rAkhavI joIe? AvI zaMkA karavI e sarvathA asthAne che, ane AvI zaMkA upasthita karavAmAM spaSTata: ajJAna ja raheluM che. naukAne Azraya laIne tarIne sAme kAMThe gaela mANasa ema kahe ke, "have mane sAmA kinArAnI athavA te naukAnI AvazyaktA nathI." te tenuM te vacana avAstavika gaNI zakAtuM nathI. tene naukA vigerenI jarUra na hoya e samajI zakAya evuM che paraMtu tenuM joIne nadIne A kAMThe rahele mANasa paNa emaja kahe ke pelA mANasane sAmA kAMThAnI ke naukAnI AvazyakatA nathI te have mane paNa naukA vagerenI zI jarUra che? to bIjA mANasanuM A kathana sarvathA mithyAja che evuM nAnuM bALaka paNa kahI zakaze. durgatinuM kAraNa na bane, eka mANasa vagaDAmAM gaelo che, bIje mANasa gharane AMgaNe khATale pAtharIne sUto che. AvI sthitimAM bIjo mANasa ema kahe ke mAre have ghara zodhavAnI zI jarUra che? te bIjA mANasanuM e vAkaya yathArtha Thare che paraMtu te ja pramANe vanavagaDAmAM bhaTakate pahele mANasa paNa emaja kahe ke, "haMa! mAreya have ghara zodhavAnI zI jarUra che?" te A sthitinuM pariNAma eja AvI zake ke bIje mANasa zAMtithI gharane AMgaNe sutelA rahI jAya ane pahelAne vanavagaDAnA pazuoja phADI khAya! Aja dazA ApaNe paNa samajavAnI che ! kevaLajJAnanA adhikArI evA kevaLI bhagavAnane je mokSanI darakAra nathI te pachI ApaNe te sAmAnya jIvo chIe, ApaNane zA mATe mokSanI darakAra hAvI joIe, evo vicAra karIne je kaI mokSanI darakArane choDI de che tene vanavagaDArUpI A mahAbhayAnaka saMsAramAM rahelA hiMsaka pazuorUpa kAma, krodhAdi durgaNe phADI khAya che ane tatpazcAta te nibhaMgI AtmA vinAzarUpa durgatineja meLave che! AvA vicitra prazna karIne je svayaM mokSano vicAra tyAgI de che te bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara prakArano potAnA AtmA mATenI durgatine daravAjo kholI de che ! eTaluM ja nahi, paraMtu AvI zaMkAothI janatAnI cittavRttimAM kSobha

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AnaH-sudhAsiMdhu. (183) upasthita karanArA janatA mATe paNa durgatinA daze dvAra khullA karIne te badhAnA arthAt durgatipravezanuM pAteja mahAkAraNa bane che ! sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. AtmanAza meAkSanuM AMgaNu, kAI mANasa pAte peAtAnA AMgaNAmAM AvIne ubheA heAya te mANusa AsapAsa dekhyA vinA cAlatA haiAya teApaNu te mAzusa sIdhA potAnA gharamAM jaI paheAMce che paraMtu tenI apekSAe nadIne A pAra rahelA ane pele pAra javAnI AkAMkSAnA athI paNa naukAnA vicAra na kare kivA pAdaramAM rahelA gharanA vicAra na kare, te tenI du zAja thAya ! kevaLInI sthiti kevI che tenA vicAra kare.. kevaLI saMpUrNa samyaktva ane cAritra pAme che ane teNe saMpUrNajJAna paNa meLaveluM che. jeNe sa'pUrNajJAna, cAritra ane samyaktva meLavelu' che teja kevaLI gaNAya che. have vicAra kareA ke eka mANusa nadI vaTAvI jAya, pAdara vaTAvI cUke, khajArA oLaMgI Ave ane pAtAnA gharane AMgaNe AvIne ubhA rahe ane pachI te evA prazna kare kharA ke mArU' ghara kyAM che ?' AMgaNe AvIne ubhuM raheleA mANusa kadI Ave! praznaja na kare ane chatAM paNa jo te Ave ahIna prazna kare, teA tenI gaNanA gAMDAmAMja gaNAya ! jema jagatanA sthUla gharane AMgaNuAM che, teja pramANe meAkSarUpI gharanuM AMgaNuM e teramuM guNasthAnaka che. parIkSAnA vicAro koNa cheDI zake? kevaLI bhagavAnA e terame guNasthAnake paheAMcelA che ane terame guNasthAnake paDeAMcelA che eTaleja teo mekSarUpI mahAma`diranA AMgaNAmAM ubhelA che. A AMgaNAmAM ubhA rahyA pachI pazu jo kevaLI, "meAkSa meAkSa"nI bUma mAre te tenI gaNanA paNa AMgaNAmAM ubhA rahIne ghara pUchanArAnA jevIja thAya! AtmAnuM svarUpa avyAmAdha che. A AtmAnA avyAbAdha svarUpanI jyAM jAgRti che evA teramA guNasthAnakamAM pravezelAne hIrA ne kAca, sAnuM ane mATI, srI ke puruSa athavA saMsAra ke mekSa e saghaLu' sarakhuM ja che. zAstra kahe che ke evA AtmAne IcchA ke icchAnA droha kAMI hAtuMja nathI. have duniyAdArInI eka vAtanuM udAharaNa leA. duniyAdArImAM je chAtrA parIkSAmAM besavA jAya che tee parIkSAmAM besavA jatAM pahelAM aneka rIte vicAra kare che ke, AvA savAle Avaze teA tenA javAbe ame Ama lakhIzuM, temAM phalANuM Ama karIzuM athavA phalANuM Ama gADhavIzuM. vicArenI A hAramALA parIkSAnA divasa sudhI cAlu rahe che paraMtu jyAM parIkSAnA divasa AvIne cAlye! jAya che-parIkSA apAI jAya che ke te pachI e parIkSAne aMge kAMIpaNa vicAraNA karavAnI bAkI rahetI nathI. parIkSAnuM pariNAma haju bahAra paDeluM hetuM nathI pote pAsa che ke nApAsa che tenI tene hajI kAMi mAhitI maLelI hotI nathI paraMtu jyAM parIkSA ApI devAya che ke tyAM e saMbadhInA saghaLA vicArA baMdha paDe che. parIkSA ApI cUkelA vidyAthI parIkSAmAM zuM karavuM te sakha"dhInA vicAra| tajI de che te joine parIkSAnA umedavAra paNa evA vicArA cheADIja ke teA tenI zI dazA thAya tenA tame khyAla karI zake che. je hajI abhyAsa kare che jene hajI parIkSA ApavAnI bAkI che te pazu je parIkSAnA vicArAnAja tyAga karI de, tA ni:sazaya te mAryAM paDe

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- A A AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (184). sudhAbiMdu 1 luM rakhaDI javAnI nizAnI zuM ? kevaLI bhagavAnanI sthiti parIkSA ApI cUkelA mANasa ' jevI ja che. kevaLI bhagavAnane mokSanA je saMpUrNa sAdhana karavAnA hatA te karI lIdhA che have temane karavAnuM kAMI bAkI rahyuM ja nathI ane jyAM temanA AyuSyane aMta Avaze ke temane mATe mokSanI prApti te nimelIja che. kevaLI bhagavAnanI AvI sthiti hovAthI teo mekSa maLe ke bhava maLe te saMbaMdhamAM bedarakAra rahe te cAlI zake che, paraMtu tethI ApaNane te sthiti pAlavI zake nahi. A paNa sthitine ApaNe khyAla karavAne che. ApaNI sthiti bhaNatA vidyArthInA jevI che. ApaNe hajI nirvikalpadazAnA guNasthAnake pahoMcI zakayAja nathI. A sthitimAM ApaNe paNa je mokSa ke bhavanA vicAreja choDI daIe to ApaNI sthiti paNa rakhaDela vidyAthInA jevIja thavAnI ! parIkSA pasAra karyA pachI eTale parIkSA ApI dIdhA pachI rijhaTa bahAra paDe tyAM sudhImAM parIkSAne umedavAra parIkSAne lagatA kAMI paNa vicAre na kare che te tadana svAbhAvika che paraMtu parIkSA na ApI hoya evA uttIrNatAnA athae te e saMbaMdhInA vicAre sevavAja ghaTita che. te ja pramANe je nirvikalpanI dazAmAM nathI pahoMcyA tevA badhAe te mokSaprAptinA vicAro karavA ghaTe che. AvA mANaso paNa je mokSa maLe te zuM ane bhava maLe te zuM e ja vicAra laI bese che te tenI rakhaDI javAnI ja nizAnI che. teramuM guNasthAnaka eTale mokSanuM sATuM. laukika vyavahAramAM tame ghara kharIdavAnuM sATuM karo cho tenuM ja udAharaNa che. tame pahelAM sATuM kare che pachI bAnuM Apa cho. A rIte tame kaI ghara vecANa levAnI kabulAta ApI dIdhI ane tene lagatA tamAre dastAveja paNa rajIsTara thaI gaye, ATaluM thayA pachI tame e vicAra karatA nathI ke e makAna mane ATalA hajAra rUpiyAmAM poSAya che ke nahi poSAya? sATAkhata thayA pachI, bAnuM apAyA pachI, dastAveja rajIsTara thayA pachI, ghara piSAya che ke nathI pioSAtu, evA praznane avakAza ja nathI. A sthitie e vicAra karavA besanAre mUrkha che. arthAt je vyavahArakuzaLa che te mANasa AvA saMgamAM gyAyegyatAno vicAra karI zakateja nathI paraMtu tenuM joIne bIjA mANaso makAna kharIdatAM pahelAM-sATuM thayA pahelAM paNa, je vicAra na kare, te tenA bAra vAgyA sivAya raheja nahi! teramuM guNasthAnaka prApta thAya che eTale AtmA mokSanuM sAruM karI le che. terame guNasthAnake gaelo AtmA pAche janma laI zako nathI e spaSTa che ane jyAM terame guNasthAnake gaelAnuM AyuSya pUrNatAne pAme che ke te teja kSaNe mekSamAM pagalAM mAMDe che. mokSanuM sATuM thaI gayA pachI te saMbaMdhI vicAra na thAya e vAstavika che paraMtu tethI e sATuM na thayuM hoya te pahelAM paNa mokSa sAro ke bhava sAro e vicAra na kara yA te paratve bedarakAra rahevuM emAM te spaSTa rIte mU khAIja samAelI che. athAt AtmAe jyAM sudhI teramA guNasthAnakane Azraya lIdho nathI tyAM sudhI bAkInA guNasthAnake rahelA AtmAoe bhavanirvedanI ane mokSakaptinI ciMtA avazya rAkhavI ja joIe,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. supAbita 1 che. mananA 5galenuM kArya. AtmA cethA guNasthAnake Ave che eTale te mokSanuM sAruM karavAnA vicAro sevavAmAM pravRtta bane che. cothA guNasthAnakathI mokSanuM sATuM AraMbhAya che te bAramA guNasthAnaka sudhI cAlu rahe che. e saghaLA samaya daramyAna AtmAe mokSano vicAra kare kartavya che. jyAM bAra guNasthAnaka pUrA thAya che ane jIvAtmA teramA guNasthAnakamAM praveza kare che ke teja paLe mokSanuM sATuM thaI jAya che. have tene koIpaNa vicAra karavAno bAkI rahevA pAmateja nathI. eja daSTie spaSTa thAya che ke terame guNasthAnaka makSa bAkI che paraMtu tyAM vicArene avakAza hetuM nathI. temAM guNasthAnake pahelA AtmAne bhAvamana heya che dravyamananA pudagale paNa hoya che paraMtu temane manana karavApaNuM hotuM nathI. tyAre have ahIM e prazna upasthita thaze ke "je ahIM manana nathI te pachI mananA pudagalanuM zuM kAma levuM joIe?" A praznano uttara samajavA jevo che. I. sa. 1914mAM eTale AjathI vIsa varSa upara jarmanI ane briTana vacce vizvayuddha thayuM hatuM. A yuddhamAM eka bIjAe pratipakSInA sainikone kedI tarIke pakaDyA hatA. A kedIo paraspara zatruonA hAthamAM sapaDAelA hatA paraMtu je temanA aMtara kaI tapAsI joyA heta te temAM, zatruo prati bhayaMkara vera levAnI bhAvanA zuM na mAlama paDI hota? kamane mahAsaMgrAma. AvA saMjogomAM eka prajAnA kArAvAsamAM paDelo mANasa zatrune mAratAM pitAne chokaro marI gaele sAMbhaLe che tethI tene dilagIrI nahi thAya, paNa AnaMdaja thAya! tenI chAtI veMta veMta uMce Ave ane te AnaMdamAM mazagula banI jAya! dIlagIrIne tene saMkalpa paNa thAya nahi, bApa potAnA varaputra vIrakAya karatAM marI gaelA hovAthI pitAne vIrapitA ane mAtA pitAne vIramAtA mAne ! jema raNa saMgrAmamAM mAtApitA potAnA putranA maraNathI pite garva le che te pramANe ahIM je karmarUpI mahAbaLavattara zatru sAthe yuddhamAM nathI utarI zake te tene atyaMta zAka pALe che. ahIM eka vAta yAda rAkhavAnI che ke je AtmAe karma jItyA che arthAta ke jeNe karmone khapAvyA che ane jenA saMyamI mAtApitA evA vijetAne karmavIra mAne che te kSepaka zreNIvALo AtmA paNa je pitAnI e sthitine viSe abhimAna dhAraNa kare, te samajI levuM ke tenuM jJAna mithyA che eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu te AtmA ceAthe guNasthAnake ja rahe che. AtmA pote karmanA mahAsaM. grAmamAM nathI utaryo, te mATe tene jyAM sudhI zeka thatuM nathI, tyAM sudhI tene cethA guNasthAnakanI prApti paNa thatI nathI. jethA guNasthAnakanI prApti tyAre ja che ke jyAre AtmAne pite karmasaMgrAmamAM na utarI zakAvA mATe pracaMDa kheda thAya che! kharI rIte joIe te jagatamAM paNa beja samUhenuM astitva che. eka mAne IcchanAre janasamudAya te mokSasamUha ane bIje saMsArane IcchanAro samudAya te saMsArasamuha. ceAthe guNasthAnake AvanAro AtmA Araba, parigraha, viSaya, kaSAyane choDato nathI. tyAre have AvA AtmAne tame mokSasamUhamAM rahenArA mAnaze ke saMsArasamUhamAM rahenAra mAno vArU?

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (186) sudhAbaMdu 1 luM. kiMmata te AtmAnI vRttinI ja che. AtmAne ApaNe makSasamUhane tyAre ja mAnI zakIe ke jyAre tene hAthe sAMsArika kAryo thatAM te paratve tene bhAre kheda thAya! kharI rIte te AtmAnI vRtti kayAM che eja jevAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che. je vyaktinA hAthathI sAMsArika kAme thatAM rahe ane tenI vRtti paNa sAMsArika kAryomAMja pAvAelI hoya te tevI vyaktine ApaNe mokSasamUhamAM gaNI zakIzuM nahi. mekSanA upAsakonA samUhamAM te te ja mANasa AvI zake che ke jene hAthe sAMsArika kAryo thatAM hoya te chatAM tene evA kAryo AdaratI vakhate bhAre kacavATa ane kSebha thAya. ahIM bIjuM eka udAharaNa li. yuddhamAM be pakSe laDe che. eka pakSane mANase raNasaMgrAmamAM zatrupakSanA kedI bane che e veLAe zatrupakSa pelA kedIone kAMI besADI rAkhIne khavADatuM nathI paraMtu e kedIo pAse zatrupakSa paNa kAma le che. have dhAro ke eka pakSane kedI bIjA pakSamAM keda thAya, ane bIjA pakSano mukAdama e kedIo pAse tenAja pakSanA mANasono nAza karavA mATe killo baMdhAve patthara maMgAve yA bIjI majurI karAve to e prasaMge e kedInI kevI dazA thAya tene khyAla karo. zatrunA hAthamAM paDele e kedI pote kAma karavAnI nA pADI zake evI sthitimAM nathI, te kAma bagADI zake athavA ochuM kAma ApI zake evI sthitimAM paNa nathI ane koIpaNa prakAre te daLe paNa karI zake evuM nathI. tyAre A prasaMge AvA kedIonI mane dazA kevA prakAranI haze te vicAre. cothA guNasthAnakane adhikAra, kedI jeke pite nirUpAyavazatAthI zatrunI sevA kare che potAnA ja pakSane nAza thAya evAM kAma kare che paraMtu e samaye tenA aMtaramAM te bhayaMkara baLatarA hoya che. pote kareluM kAma kAMI prAkRtika kepa thAya ne tUTI paDe che tethI te kedInI lAgaNI ghavAtI nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa tene hAthe je kAma thAya che temAM tenI Asakti paNa hotI nathI. cothA guNasthAnake AvelA bhavyAtmAnI sthiti paNa AvA prakAranI hovI joIe te ja te cothe guNasthAnake sthita che e mAnI zakAya. sauthI pahelAM to pitAnuM cAle te A bhavyAtmA mRtyune pasaMda kare paraMtu mokSanuM virodhI kArya nahi kare. paraMtu te tenAthI na banI zakatuM hoya ane tenA hAthe mokSathI viparIta kArya thavAneja prasaMga Ave te tenA aMtaramAM te te mATe pracaMDa zoka ane dveSa thAya ja. mekSathI je kAma pratikULa che tevA kAryane te pitAnA hRdayanI saMmati te kadApi paNa naja Ape ! AtmA bhale viSayakaSAyamAM parevAela hoya te bhale AraMbha parigrahamAM joDAele hoya te bhale saMsAramAM rahyo hoya ane sAMsArika kAryo tene hAthe thatAM hoya, paraMtu tenA hRdayamAM to evAM saghaLAM kAma mATe vedanA hovI ja joIe. tene potAne evI lAgaNI te thavI ja joie ke je kAryo mAre hAthe thavAM joIe te thatAM nathI ane je nathI karavA jevAM te kAryo mAre karavAM paDe che. AvI lAgaNI sAthe sAMsArika kAryo karatI veLAe AtmAmAM je pracaMDa vedanA jAgRta hoya evA kAne hAdika sahAnubhUti na hoya ane tevA kAryo paratve tiraskAra hoya te mAnI leje ke te AtmA eAthe guNasthAnake vidyamAna che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (187) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM cothA guNasthAnake kayA zrAvake che! bhavabaMdhana vadhe, gRhasthAzrama puSTa thAya, saMsAra puSTa thAya, evAM jeTalAM jeTalAM kAryo thAya te badhAM kAryo karatI vakhate hadayamAM bhayaMkara baLatarA thavI joIe, ane mokSa prApti saraLa banAve evAM kAryo karatI veLAe hRdayamAM paramAbhimAna jAgrata thavuM joIe, pitAnA pakSane vinAza kare evAM kAryo zatrunA hAthamAM keda pakaDAela sainika kare che tyAre tenuM aMtara pracaMDa zokathI cIrAI jAya che. evIja vedanA jyAre bhAvasaMvardhananA kAryo karatAM AtmAne thAya che tyAre te AtmA ethe guNasthAnake AvyuM che ema kahI zakAya. nAnuM bALaka pahelavahele zALAmAM jatI vakhate potAnI rAjIkhuzIthI zALAmAM tene samajAvI paTAvI baLAtkAre paNa zALAmAM mokalavo paDe che tethI ApaNe tene e ThoTha che ema kahetA nathI paraMtu tenuM abhyAsamAM dhyAna coMTayuM nathI emaja kahIe chIe! AvA bALakane je ApaNe ThoTha kahIe te te zALAmAM jate hoya te paNa ulaTe baMdha thAya che ane bhaNato hoya te paNa bhaNavAnuM baMdha kare che. evA bALakane mATe ApaNe te ThoTha che evuM kahI zakatA nathI mAtra e zabdaprayoga karI zakIe chIe ke tene kALe akSara paNa lakhatAM AvaDato nathI. bALakanI A sthiti che te ja sthitinA je zrAvaka hoya tene paNa ema kahI zakAya ke tamArI hada ceAthe guNasthAnake che paraMtu evAne ApaNe ema na kahI zakIe ke tame badhA mithyAtvI che. bALaka jema zALAe javAnuM svIkAre che paraMtu tenuM dhyAna abhyAsamAM lAgatuM nathI te bALako ThoTha nathI teja pramANe je jene mokSa meLavavuM eja Avazyaka che ane pAgalika pravRtti pAparUpa che ema mAne che ane mokSapravRttimAM abhimAna ane paugalika pravRtti vakhate aMtaramAM baLatarA seve che teo paNa ThoTharUpI mithyAtva na kahevAtAM temanI hada cothe guNasthAnake che emaja kahevAya che. atuphI saMgenI mahattA. eka AtmA jhaverIne tyAM bALaka banIne janme che ane bIje AtmA kaLI, dUbaLAne ghere janme che. A baMne bALakomAM jhaverIne tyAM janmela bALaka bhAgyazALI lekhAya che ane keLI, dUbaLAne tyAM janmelo hIna paMktino manAya che. have vicAra karo ke jhaverInA bALakanI kiMvA bhIlanA bALakanI atyAre bAlyAvasthAmAM te kiMmata ekasarakhIja che. jhaverAtane hAra baMnemAMthI game tene Apazo te paNa te baMnene tenI ekasarakhIja kiMmata che. hIrAne hAra laIne jhaverIno bALaka paNa ramavA lAgaze ane keLIne bALaka paNa ramavA lAgaze. chatAM vyavahAramAM jhaverIne tyAM janmela bALaka bhAgyazALI gaNAya che. jhaverIne tyAM janmela bALaka evA saMjogomAM mUkAyo che ke te bhaviSyamAM jhaverI thavAno che tyAre koLIno chokare evA saMjogomAM mUkAelo che ke tenA hAthamAM motIne TukaDo paNa AvavAno nathI ! Aja kAraNathI jhaverIne tyAM janmela bALaka bhAgyazALI gaNAya che. zrAvakakuLanI paNa eja pramANe mahattA che. zrAvakakuLamAM janmelA bALakane dharma pAmavAnI saghaLI sAdhanasAmagrI maLelI che. jenakuLamAM teNe janma lIdho che eTale te dharma pAmavA mATe lAyaka che. dharmanI jaDa zrAvakakuLamAM che ane bALaka e kuLamAM janmyo che eTale svAbhAvika rIte ja pelA jhaverInA chokarAnI mAphaka te evA saMjogomAM mUkAela che ke jyAM dharmanI jaDa hovAthI te vagara prayane svAbhAvika rIte ApoApa dharma pAmavAno che.

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khAna'-supAsiMdhu. AvakakuLanI mahattA, (18) sudhArmiH 1 chuM. rAjAne ghera janmelA bALaka mAlyAvasthAmAM DhAya tyAre te te hajI nAnA che te kAMi sainya laine zatrue upara hatlA karavA jatA nathI. te rAjagAdI para caDhIne rAjya calAvatA nathI, kivA tenI zarIraracanA bIjA badhAthI vizeSa prakAranI hAtI nathI, AvI sthiti DhAvA chatAM ane bhALaka asamartha hAvA chatAM paNu ApaNe tene mAnapAtra lekhIe chIe. AvIja sthiti meAkSanI kiMmata samajanAranI paNa mAnI zakAya. je AtmA zrAvakakuLamAM janmyA che te AtmA Aje meAkSanI, sadAcAranI, dharmAMcAranI kiMmata na samajatA hAya tA paNa bIjAne mukAmale tenu' mahatva vizeSa che kAraNa ke te sadAcAra, dharmAMcAra, meAkSa vagerenA hakadAra che. Aje bhale te ajJAna hoya ke mAkSa athavA sadAcArane te na samajatA DhAya teA paNa pariNAme te e vastune pAmavAnA che. evAja sayAgamAM te sukAelA che jethI zrAvakakuLanI mahattA che. vadhAre samajavAne mATe ApaNe zrImAn nardiSNunuM udAharaNa laIe. zrImAn natibhujInI kathA, zrImAn nardiSaNujI zreNika mahArAjAnA putra thatA hatA. temanI IcchA zrImatI bhAgavatI dIkSAne aMgIkAravAnI thaI hatI. AvI IcchA thatAM nardiSeNujI bhagavAn zrImahAvIra deva pAse gayA hatA. bhagavAn mahAvIra deve tene kahyu hatuM ke tenA legAvalI kramAMM khAkI che AthI jo te dIkSA leze teA paNa te patita thayA vinA raheze nahi. devatAoe paNu nardiSeNujIne eja vAta kahI hatI paraMtu te chatAM nakriSaNajIe cAritranA vIliAsa AgaLa A badhuM mithyA mAnyu hatuM ane temaNe dIkSA agIkAra karI hatI. eka divasa nardiSeNujI ajANapaNe gocarI levA jatAM eka vezyAne tyAM jaI caDhayA. ahIM jaIne temaNe " dharma lAbha " kahyo. vezyA te sAMbhaLIne bahAra AvI ane teNe nardiSeNujIne kahyuM ke " mahArAja ! ahIM te| dharmalAbha nahi paraMtu artha lAlaja zAle che. naniSeNujIe svAtmAbhimAnathI prerAIne svabaLa vaDe tyAM suvaNu mahArA varasAvI ane te vezyAne ApI dIdhI. vezyAe kahyuM, " mahArAja ! e suvaNaeN mane ema na khape, je suvarNa lAbha Apave hAya tA have mane peAtAneja begavI le. na diSeNujIe te paNa kabula karyuM. temaNe patitAvasthA svIkArI lIdhI paraMtu te sAtheja temaNe evA paNa niyama lIdheA ke mAre rAja dasa AtmAone pratiSi ApI bhagavAna zrImahAvIra deva pAse mAkalI ApavA. A pramANe bAra varasa satata dararoja dasane pratibAdha karI mAkalI Ape che. eka divasa evuM banyuM ke nardiSeNujI nava mANasAne pratimASI cUkyA hatA eTalAmAM dasamA eka seAnI bhAi AvI pahoMcyA ! seAnIne nardiSaSNujI upadeza ApatA hatA te daramiyAna vezyA tyAM AvI paheAMcI ane teNe nardiSeNujIne kahyuM, "mahArAja! have jamavA padhAro, bahu vakhata thai gayA che ! '" nardiSeNujI khelyA : ' mAre rAjanA dasa AtmAstrAne pratimASavAnA niyama che, ane hajI mAtra nava AtmAoneja me pratiSThA che." vezyAe vinAdamAMja kahI dIdhuM ke, " AhA ! emAM zuM thaI gayuM. nava pUrA thayA che teA have dasamA tame pAteja ! " vezyAnA A zabde sAMbhaLIne nardiSeNujIe kahyuM, "bhale, tema thAo ! " mATaluM kahIne tarataja teo nIce utarI paDyA ane temaNe dIkSA tISI ! ""

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (189) sudhAbaMdu huM prAcInakALanA patine kevA hatA? nadiSeNujInI A kathA uparathI ApaNane prAcIna kALanI paristhitine suMdara khyAla Ave che. patita AjanA jagatamAM ja che ema samajaze nahi. prAcInakALamAM paNa patito hatA ja, paraMtu te patito to nadiSeNujInA jevA ja hatA, ane te samayanI samAjasthiti paNa Ajane mukAbale bahuja sArI hatI. naMdiSeNajI pote patita thayA hatA. pite karmanA kuvAmAM DUbI gayA hatA paraMtu temane tyAgane mATe dhikkAra na hato. teo jANatA hatA ke huM mArA karmanA prabhAvathI patita thayo chuM e vastu sAcI che paraMtu sAcuM amRtatatva to tyAgamAMja raheluM che ane tyAga eja amaratAnI khANa che. AthI teo bIjAne tyAgane mArge preratA hatA ane tyAga levAne taiyAra thaelAne teo anumodanA paNa ApatA hatA. e yuganA patine A rItanA AcArapatita hatA. arthAt teo kriyAthI patita thatA hatA paraMtu pariNAme patita thayA na hatA. bIjI tarapha vezyAnI paristhiti samaje. vezyA to belI cAlIne samAjanI adhamatAnuM chelluM biMdu. tene tyAM AvelA dasa mANase tene bhegavyA vagara ane paisA ApyA vagara ja cAlI jatA hatA. chatAM vezyAne te mATe glAni thatI na hatI. teNe nadiSeNacha upara nukasAnIne ke bharaNapoSaNane dA mAMDyo na hato. viSaya ane vasunI dAsI evI vezyA paNa, jyAre pitAne tyAM page cAlIne viSaya ane vasunuM dAna ApanArAo, e dAna ApyA vinA ja pAchA cAlI jAya, te mATe zeka karatI nathI tyAre e samayanA sabhya samAjanI te tyAga para kevI suMdara niSThA haze tene khyAla karaje, prAcInakALanI samAjasthiti, have samAjanI sthiti juo. ekalA nadiSaNane hAtheja rojanA dasa dasa AtmAone pratibadha maLatA hate. A sivAya te bIjA aneka AcAryone hAthe dIkSAo thatI hatI paraMtu samAjane te mATe vAMdho na hate. athavA te naMdimucha jevA bhaviSyamAM patita thanArane paNa teo patita thaze evA bhayathI dIkSA ApavAnuM baMdha karavAmAM AvatuM na hatuM. A saghaLI carcAo ane kathAo uparathI e kALanI samAjasthitine ApaNane sArI peThe khyAla Ave che. samAja e vakhate zrImatI bhagavatI dIkSAne bahuja pavitra bhAvathI jete hatuM ane tenA para bhAra Adara rAkhata. dIkSAthI patita thaze evA bhayathI dIkSA ApavAnuM aTakAvavAmAM AvatuM na hatuM ane je mAMgI AtmAe potAnA azudaye patita thatA hatA tevAone paNa dIkSA para tiraskAra na hate. teo pote patita hovA chatAM bIjA dharmAtmAone temanA dharmAcaraNamAM amedI ApatA hatA ane tene ja potAnI pharaja samajatA hatA. naMdiSeNa pite patita thayA paraMtu jevA AjanA pati che tevA te patita na hatA. teo AcAre patita hatA paraMtu pariNAme patita na hatA. temanAthI pitAnAthI sAdhune AcAra pALI zakAya na hatuM e vAta tadana sAcI che paraMtu jeo AcAra pALI zake tevAne tene teDI pADavA IcchatA na hatA eTaluM ja nahi paNa bIjA je kaI AcAra pALI zake ema hoya tevAne te teo madadaja ApatA hatA. AcAra pALanArane teo sahAyatA ApatA ane te vaDe pote saMteSa anubhavatA hatA. prAcIna kALanA patine A rIte AcArapatita

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu 190) sudhArbi6 1 luM. thatA hatA paraMtu teo pariNAma patita thatA na hatA. A uparathI ema na samajaze ke badhAja pati AvA puNyazIla hatA. keTalAka patita te evA paNa hatA ke jemanI te koinI sAthe sarakhAmaNIja na thaI zake. AjanA patine te emanI sAme kAMI vizAtamAMja nathI ! AjanA pati pate patita thAya che eTale bIjuM pagaluM e bhare che ke teo deva, guru ane dharmanI nidA kare che ane jyAre teo tethI paNa vadhIne AgaLa jAya che tyAre teo dharmamAM vyAghAta ubho kare che. dharmanA nAme thAya temAM aMtarAye nAkhe che ane dharmakriyAone teDI pADe che. AjanA pati ethI vizeSa kAMI karI zakatA nathI. jyAre pahelAnA patinI dazA te ethI judI ja hatI. teo jevA julama karatA hatA tevA julmo te Aje ApaNe sAMbhaLavAne mATe paNa azakata chIe. gazALAnI bhayAnaka patita dazA. durAtmA ge zALAne to ApaNe badhA jANIe chIe. A mahApApIe te kAMI karavAnuM bAkI ja rAkhyuM na hatuM. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane bALI nAkhavA, kApI nAkhavA ke game tevA bhayaMkara dukha ApavA paNa te taiyAra hate. te durAtmAe bhagavAna upara telezyA mUkI tene bALI nAkhavAnI paNa vetaraNa karI hatI. vaLI bhagavAna zrI pArzvanAthajInA ziSya parivAramAMthI jeo patita thayA hatA temaNe paNa gozALAnuM ziSyatva svIkArI lIdhuM hatuM, ane A yuvakasaMghe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane kalaMkti karavAne bAremAM bhAre yatna karyo hate. have vicAra karo ke AjanA pariNAma patitenI sAme A gazALa vagere kaI sthitimAM mUkI zakAya? AvA adhamamAM adhama mANasonI paNa e kALamAM hastI hatI chatAM teTalAja kAraNathI te kALano samAja dIkSAne khALavAne mATe taiyAra thayo na hato. khAtrI rAkhaje ke AjanA pariNAma patite te kAMI vizAtamAM ja nathI. teo bhale AcArapatita hoya ke AcAra ane pariNAma patita hoya paraMtu AjanA patimAM eTalIja zakti che ke bahu te teo bhASaNa karaze ane tethI AgaLa vadhaze te zAhI kAgaLanuM satyAnAza vALI lekhe lakhaze! prAcInakALanA patita e chelAmAM chellI paMktinA patita hatA, paraMtu teo patita thaze evuM jANavA athavA pIchANavA chatAM samAja teTalAja kAraNathI dIkSA upara pratibaMdha mUkavA taiyAra thaye na hato. sAdhu patita thAya mATe sAdhupaNAnI utpattija baMdha karo e gAMDI vicAra e yugamAM samAjane sparza paNa karI zakti na hate. zrInadipaNujInI dIkSA. have naMdipeNa dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya che te sthitine pUrepUrA khyAla karo. jyAre nadiSeNa dIkSA levA nIkaLe che tyAre devatAo tene kahe che ke tArA bhegAvaLI karma hajI bAkI rahelAM che mATe tAre hAlamAM dIkSA na levI joIe. devatAoe kahyuM eTale tyAM chellAmAM chelI hada AvI gaI. have ethI AgaLa kAMI kahevA karavAnuM rahyuM nathI te chatAM cAritranA vilAsa AgaLa nadiSeNujI devatAonA kathanane paNa svIkAra karatA nathI. ApaNe te tarata ja kahI daIzuM ke A prasaMgamAM nadiSeNujIe kadAgraha karyo hate athavA temaNe jaDatA darzAvI hatI. AjanA jagatane pale te kadAgraha, jaDatA, haTha

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (1lA) sudhAbaMdu 1 luM. ItyAdi zabda bAMdhIja mUkyA che ane jema dhUnamAM Ave che tema te zabdonI teo chUTe hAthe lANuM karatA jAya che, paraMtu temaNe yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke zAsakAroe A banAvane keIpaNa sacegAmAM kadAgraha ke haThAgraha kahyo nathI. have naMdiNa bhagavAn zrItIrthakadeva mahAvIrasvAmI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAravAne jAya che ane temane kahe che ke "mahArAja ! mane dIkSA Ape! bhagavAna nadiSeNanI vinati sAMbhaLIne tene kahe che: mahAnubhAva! tArA hajI gAvaLI karma bAkI che mATe te karma pUrA thayA pachI tAre dIkSA levI yogya che naMdiSeNujI kahe che. mane te dIkSAne ulAsa jAgyo che ane mAre te dIkSA levIja che !" have A prasaMga ke mahatvane che ane te prasaMge bhagavAna pote kevI valaNa dhAraNa kare che teno vicAra karo. Aje dIkSA rekavI e cogya che ke amuka mANasa dIkSA levA Ave che te mANasa dIkSA pALI ja zakaze athavA patitaja thaze evuM Aje te dIkSA ApanAra jANatA nathI, paraMtu bhagavAna zrI mahAvIranI sthiti to kAMI cheDaja evI hatI. teo te traNa kALajJAnanA dhaNI hatA. nadiSeNajInA bhegAvaLI karma bAkI che ane chatAM te dIkSA le che eTale teo patita thavAnAja che e teo jANatA hatA chatAM jyAre naMdiSeNujI. dIkSA mAge ja che tyAre bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva tene tarataja dIkSA ApI de che. bhagavAn zrItIrthakara deva sarvajJa hatA zrI naMdikSeNujI dIkSA le che paraMtu temanuM patana thavAnuM che e teo jANatA hatA te chatAM temaNe temane dIkSA ApI hatI. A uparathI sahaja samajI zakAya che ke bhaviSyamAM patana thaze ema dhArIne athavA te nizcaya hoya te paNa dIkSA aTakAvI zakAtI nathI. bhagavAne zrInadiSeNujInA bhAvIne joyuM hatuM te patita thaze evuM teo jANatA hatA ane e vastumAM temane aMzamAtra paNa zaMkA na hatI chatAM temaNe dIkSAne rokI na hatI. have AjanI sthiti vicAre. Aje te ApaNuM bhAvIne jANatA nathI ApaNe dhArIe chIe kAMI ane thAya che juja. tevA saMgamAM seMkaDe 16 sAdhuo patita thatA hoya te uparathI AkhI dIkSAnI saMsthAne ja nAza karavA taiyAra thavuM emAM spaSTa mUrkhatA rahelI che ke bIjuM kAMI? have vaLI koI evI zaMkA karavAvALA paNa taiyAra thaze ke je bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deva jJAnI hatA ane temaNe zrInaMdijI patita thavAnA che e vAta jANI lIdhI hatI te zuM pate "nA" kahA chatAM nadiSeNa dIkSA mAgaze ane pite tene dIkSA Apaze e vAta teo zrImAna jANatA na hatA ane je teo e vAta jANatA hatA te pachI bhagavAne naMdiSeNane dIkSA Apa vAnI nA zA mATe pADI hatI? je bhagavAne svamukhe zrInaMdine nA pADI hatI te pachI temaNe ja svahaste nadine dIkSA ApavI anucita hatI! kAMte temaNe A mANasa nA kahevA chatAM paNa dIkSA levAneja che ema dhArIne tene dIkSA ApI ja devI hatI kAMte tene niSedha karavuM joItuM na hatuM ane niSedha karyo te pachI dIkSA ApavI joItI na hatI, ThIka. patanane mATe pariNAma patito javAbadAra che. bhagavAne jema pitAnA trikALajJAnanA baLathI e vAta jANI lIdhI hatI ke diSaNa patita thavAnA che teja pramANe teozrI e vAta paNa jANatA hatA ke teo pariNAme

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- - - - AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (192) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. patita thavAnA nathI paraMtu AcAreja patita thavAnA che, mATe je Aje te dIkSA leze to kAle te paDaze khare, paraMtu AtmamArge caDhavAno svAda tene lAgyuM haze te vaLI te e mArge AgaLa caDhaze. ema dhArIne are ema jANIne ja bhagavAne tene dIkSA ApI hatI. have kaI ema kaheze ke je bhagavAne chevaTe te tene dIkSA ApIja hatI te pachI, "tuM patita thaze tArA bhegAvanI karma hajI bAkI che!" ema temaNe naMdiSeNajIne zA mATe kahyuM hatuM? A zaMkAne javAba e che ke prabhunuM nadiSeNa pratinuM kathana naMdiSeNane cAritrane mAge tene vIryo lAsa vadhAre pharAvavAne mATe kAraNabhUta thAya e hetuthI hatuM. have vicAra karo ke AjakAla evA AcArapatita keTalA che ane pariNAma patita keTalA che? je AcArathI patita hoya te te bIje kayAre patita thAya che ane te paNa jyAre mArA jevo bane che. e vastu nathI jotA. teo pote kriyAthI patita hoya che chatAM bIje patita na thAya temaja pote te Icche che. je pariNAme patita che te potAnA saMyoge jagatane tapAse che ane bIjAne paNa pADavA yatna kare che. patananA kAraNane mATe AvA mANaseja javAbadAra che. AjanA kALA AkhalAonuM tuccha tephAna. eka kaNabIne tyAM be AkhalA hatA. eka dhoLe ane bIje kALobaMne AkhalA tenA zarIranA raMga pramANeja guNamAM paNa kALA meza hatA. A kAraNathI kaNabI te AkhalAne sapheda AkhalA jeDe bAMdhate nahi. eka rAte khAsa kAraNasara kaNabI rokAI javAthI tenA gharanA mANasoe be AkhalAne sAthe bAMdhI dIdhA! bIje dahADe pelA dheLA AkhalAnA sadaguNa kALA AkhalAe zIkhavAnA te bAjue rahyA paraMtu kALA AkhalA pramANe ja pele dhoLe Akhalo paNa kudata thaI gaye, naMdiSeNujI pariNAma patita na hatA tenuM paNa kAraNa e ja hatuM ke teo AvA kALA AkhalAnA paricayamAM AvyA na hatA e yugamAM pariNAma patita na hatA. prAcIna kALanI AvI sthiti kALA AkhalAonA TeLAM e samaye na hovAneja AbhArI che. te vakhate kALA AkhalAonA TeLAM na hovAthI AcArapatine kaI pariNAma patita karavA taiyAra thatuM na hatuM. pariNAme pariNAma patite patitAvasthAmAMthI paNa dhImedhIme pAchA unnata avasthAmAM AvI zakatA hatA. AdrakumAra ane nadiSeNajI paNa A rIte kALA AkhalAnA ToLAmAM sapaDAvA pAmyA na hatA tethI ja teo sAdhuAcArathI patita thayA hatA chatAM pariNAma patita thaI zakyA na hatA ane yathAsamaye pAchA Atmonnatine paMthe caDhI zakayA hatA. dIkSA kharAba che ane sAdhuo paThANa che. have naMdiSaNajInA saMbaMdhamAM zuM thAya che te AgaLa juo. naMdiSeNujI pote paDayA hatA. AcArapatita thayA hatA, paraMtu dIkSAja kharAba che sAdhue kAbulI che, ane Agame e thAM che evuM temaNe kadI kahyuM ke mAnyuM na hatuM. maMdireNujIe pote patita thavAthI evI pratijJA karI hatI ke vezyAne tyAM je navA grAhake Ave temAMthI pratidivase mAre dasane pratibodhavA ane dasa vyakitaone pratibaMdhIne temane mAre dIkSA apAvavI tyAreja mAre bhejana levuM, te

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (193) sudhAbiMdu 1 yuM. nahi nardiSeNujInA mahatvane vezyA jANatI na hatI. bIjI bAjue naSijIe karelI pratijJA jagajAhera hatI. ATaluM chatAM vaizyAne, vezyAgAmIone athavA vezyAgAmIonA mAbApAne dIkSAnA Dara lAgyA na hatA, jyAre Aje e sthiti che ke dharmiSThAne paNa dIkSAnA Dara lAge che! e yugamAM vezyAgAmIone dIkSAnA Dara na hateA. vezyA jevI vilAsamAMja rAcanArI ane vilAsaneja yAcanArI strI tene paNa dIkSAnA Dara na hatA ane vezyAgAmI jevA patita putrAnA mAbApAne paNa dIkSAnA Dara na hatA tyAre Aje jevA upAzrayamAM AgevAnI dharAve che, saMghamAM meATA gaNAya che, sadhamAM TIlA taNAve che tevAoneja dIkSAnA Dara lAge che! zrAvakAmAM paNa dIkSAnI vAta sAMbhaLatAMja sanasanATI upajatI hAya te tA pachI AjanI dazA e eka kamanasIbI nahi te khIjI thru che vArU' ? vezyAvADe verAgya meAkSanA je abhilASI hAya, mekSapakSamAM je peAtAnuM sthAna rAkhavA mAgatA hAya tevA AtmA te joie tA vezyAvADe ulleA DhAya ke joie tA derAsaramAM ubhe! hAya, te paNa tenA te meAkSa athavA mAkSanA sAdhana enA pratye duzmanAvaTa kadI na heAya ! nardiSaNujI vezyAvADe paDayA hatA ane vilAsamAM rAcelA hatA chatAM temane meAkSanA sAdhanarUpa cAritradharma upara dveSa na hutA. teo te rAjanA navA dasa ArcIne pratidha ApIne sAdhu banAvatAja hatA ane tethIja te saMcAgA uparathI " vezyAvADe verAgya " evI kahevata hastimAM AvI hatI. arthAt je mekSapakSamAM rahelA che mAkSAthI enA saMdhamAM je pAte gaNuAvAnI tamannA rAkhe che te te mekSa yA meAkSanA sAdhana enA paratve kadIpaNa AMkha sarakhI na pheravI zake. AvA AtmAe ceAthe guNasthAnake sthita che ema mAnavu. tyAre have kAi evA prazna karaze ke je zrAvakakuLamAM janmyA che te saghaLAja ceAthe guNusthAnake che kAraNa ke teo mokSanI anukULa sAdhana sAmagrIvALA che. vicAra karo ke zuM A mAnyatA vAstavika che ? javAba ekaja maLaze ke nahi ! alabatta zrAvakakuLamAM AvelA bhale ajJAna haiAya, mUkha hoya aNusamaju hAya chatAM te bhAgyazALI che kAraNa ke temane meAkSanI sAmagrI ane mekSanA sAdhana e puNyAge maLelAM che. A sAdhana sAmagrI jyAMsudhI temaNe phAka nathI karI, vRthA nathI karI tyAM sudhI je jainakuLamAM janmyA che te kevaLa jaina heAvAne kAraNeja bhAgyazALI che e vastu tana sAcI che para`tu jaina mAtra ceAthe guNasthAnakeja che e mAnyatA yathArtha nathIja. tyAre have ceAthe guNasthAnake kAne mUkavA joie tenA vicAra karI. vANIyAnA dIkarA "zeDha" eka mUhuMja sAdhAraNa vAta tamArA dhyAna upara lAvavA mAgu' chuM. vANIyAnA dIkarAne sAmAnya rIte badhAja zeTha kahIne oLakhe che, para'tu je chekarA levaDadevaDanA kAmamAM samajatA nathI temane tame gallA para besADatA nathI. cAkSu' guNuThANuM e meAkSanA gallA che emaja samajajo. A gallA upara tA teja esI zake che ke jenAmAM meAkSanI sAmyatA pratye viveka hAya. je AtmA zrAvakakuLamAM janmyA che. te mAtmA mahAbhAgyazALI che; paratu je AtmAmAM meAkSanA viveka che, mekSa eja eka sAy che

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (194) sudhAbaMdu 1 luM. bIjuM kAMI sAdhya nathI evuM jenA AtmAmAM karyuM che, te ja AtmA cethA guNasthAnakane mATe lAyaka che. jagatamAM Akhare mekSa eja eka pAmavA lAyaka cIja che bIjuM kAMI pAmavA lAyakaja nathI eja ISTa che ane eja dhyeya che evuM jenAmAM karyuM che, te AtmA jarUra ceAthe guNasthAnake che emAM kaMI zaka nathI. laDAInA kedI tarIke zatrunA kabajAmAM gaele mANasa zatrunA rakSaNa mATe kilo caNe che paraMtu tenA hadayamAM te eja lAgaNI javalaMtapaNe rahelI hoya che ke kayAre lAga maLe che ane A zatrunA killAne uDAvI dauM ! zatrune tAbe thaelo yuddhane kedI je koThAramAMthI potAnuM anAja AvatuM hoya teja kekAra je kadI hAthamAM AvI jAya te tene suraMga lagADIne uDAvI detAM kadI paNa Darate nathI athavA pAchI pAnI karatuM nathI. mekSa ane bhava sarakhA kayAre? ApaNe kedInuM je daSTAMta lIdhuM che teja daSTAMta barAbara ahIM paNa lAgu pADavAnuM che. zarIra ane zarIranA bhegepaga ene Azraya karIne AtmA rahelo che paraMtu te AtmAnI IcchA evIja hevI joIe ke kayAre samaya maLe che eTale A zarIrAdino vyavahAra choDI dauM ane eka mAtra mokSanIja ArAdhanA karavA mAMDuM! AvI manavRtti jyAre thAya che tyAre te AtmA ethe guNasthAnake che. cethA guNasthAnakathI A bhAvanA AraMbhAya che te cheka teramAM guNasthAnaka sudhI kAyama rahe che. jyAre karmanA killAne vinAza thAya che, tene aMta Ave che tyAreja A bhAvanA paNa jAya che. terame guNasthAnake jyAre AmAM Ave che ane tenA karmone nAza thaI jAya che tyAre tene pachI AvI bhAvanA rahevA pAmatI ja nathI. je AtmA terame guNasthAnake AveluM che tene evA vicAronI jarUraja hatI nathI ke mArA lazkarane vijaya thAo ke karmanA killAne nAza thAo. mekSane vicAra paNa tene karavApaNuM hotuM nathI. terame guNasthAnake Avele AtmA saghaLA karmothI nivRtta thayo che ane mokSanA dvAramAM ubhe che pachI tene mokSane vicAra karavApaNuM na hoya e vAta saraLa ane samajI zakAya tevI che paraMtu te sAthe yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke je vAta terame guNasthAnake paDatI mUkavAnI che teja vAta je pahelethI ja paDatI mUkIe te pachI ApaNo patto lAgavAne nathI. terame guNasthAnake mekSa ane bhava sarakhA che temAM guNasthAnake pahoMcelAne sAdhya apUrNa nathI temane koI sAdhavAnuM athavA meLavavAnuM bAkI nathI ATalAja kAraNathI terame guNasthAnake jeo virAjamAna che temane vicArone ane avakAza rahele nathI. mananane avakAza kyAre heya? terame guNasthAnake sAdhyanI apUrNatA nathI temane kAMI meLavavAnuM bAkI nathI keI jAtanI tUTI nathI AthI temane vicArono avakAza nathI. have evo prazna thavo svAbhAvika che ke je teramA guNasthAnakavALAne mATe vicAraNIya padArtho nathI te pachI bhAvamananI hastI tyAM bhale hoya paraMtu dravyamananI hastI tyAM kevI rIte kapI zakAya ? mananane avakAza nathI manana jevI koI cIja nathI te pachI manananI hastI che ema ka2vuM azakya che. jANavAne upaga nathI. jANavA padArthoja nathI chatAM jJAna che ema mAnavuM jema azakaya che teja pramANe manana nathI paraMtu mana che e

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mAna'da-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 195) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. mAnavu' paNu azakaya che. manana ane mana e ene paraspara saMkha"dha che. pahelAnI upara khIjI ane bIjAnI upara paheluM avalakheluM che te pachI kAMtA baMnene mAnavA joie kAMtA bannene na mAnavA joie. A zakAkArane javAba e che ke jeo potAne mATe mananA ane mananane upayAga kare che temane mATe ema samajI levuM ceAgya che ke temane sAdhanamAM athavA sAdhyamAM kAMIpaNa nyUnatA rahelI che, paraMtu je peAtAne mATe mana athavA manananA upacega karatA nathI temane sAdhya athavA sAdhanamAM nyUnatA rahelI nathI. ahIM vaidya ane rogInA udAharaNanA khyAla karA. vaidya pAte rAgI hAtA nathI para`tu te chatAM davAnA mATalA tene hAthamAM levAja paDe che. kevaLIonuM manana bIjAone arthe che jema vaidya pAte nIrAgI hAvA chatAM bIjAne mATe peAte davAne khATale! hAthamAM le che teja pramANe kevaLI mahArAjAe paNa bIjAne mATe mananeA upayAga kare che. vaidya nIrAgI che te chatAM te hAthamAM davA le che, paNa e uparathI kAi ema kahI zake kharA ke je davA le che te rAgI che ane vaidhe paNa davA lIdhI che mATe vaidya paNu rAgI che! jo AvA avAda kAI karavA Avaze tA ApaNe tene mUrkhAM gaNyA vinA rahevAnAja nathI. daradI davA le che arthAt te davA khAya che 52'tu jyAre tenA rAga pUrA thAya che te vakhate te davA pheMkI de che. te peAtAne aMge davA vAparatA nathI. vaidya davAthI mUkta banelA hAteA nathI te davAthI yukta che paraMtu te davAnA te peAtAne aMze upayAga karatA nathI arthAt devA hAvA chatAM te vaidyane aMge nakAmIja che, teja pramANe kevaLI mahArAjAone mana heAvA chatAM te mananA upayegarUpI vicArA temane hAtA nathI. rAgIne mATe jema vaidya davA vApare che teja pramANe mananA pudgaleA tI kara mahArAjAe manaHpa`vajJAnI devatAonI zakAnA nivAraNane mATeja vApare che. te peAtAnu' sAdhya purU' karavAne mATe mananA pudgalAne vAparatAja nathI. je devatA mana vadhu zaMkAzIla thaine, manadvArAja prazna kare che te devatAnA samAdhAna mATe tIrthaMkara mahArAjAe pAtAnA mananA pudgaleA pariNamAve che mananA A prakAranA upayAga ahIM sthira hAvAthI byamanatuM ahIM astitva che. dravyamana ane bhAvamana ane sAthe sAtheja rahe che. jyAM bhAvamana che tyAM dravyamana paNa che ane jyAM dravyamana che tyAM bhAlamana paNa hasti dharAve che. teramA guNasthAnakamAM paNa dravyamana hAya che ane chaThThA zuzusthAnakamAM paNa dravyamana heAya che. vaLI ApaNe upara kahyuM che ke dravyamana ane bhAvamana e ane sAthe sAtheja rahe che A hRSTie evuM siddha thAya che ke chaThThuM guNasthAnake paNa dravyamana DAya che ane tyAM bhAvamana paNa DAya che. have vicAra kare ke je ane mana ae zuzusthAnake vidyamAna che, teA chaThThuM guNusthAnake mana paNa vidyamAna hAvuMja joIe. navAja prakAranI bhAMjagaDe. ae guNasthAnake bhAvamana ane dravyamana ane hoya che. mana evuM bhAMjagaDayu ane paMcAtIyuM che ke te nirAMte besI zaka tuja nathI. kAMI nahi ne kAMI bhAMjagaDa athavA paMcAta tene ubhI ne ubhIja hAya che eTalAja

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w AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (16) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM mATe chaThuM guNasthAnake manane lekavyavahAramAMthI dUra kareluM che. jagatamAM nyAyAdhIzanI ane nyAyanI karmonI hasti che paraMtu temanI e hasti TaMTA, kajIyA, bakheDA upara avalaMbelI che. je kajIyA, bakheDA na hoya, pakSApakSI na hoya te pachI nyAyAdhIzanI ane nA. keTenI hasti paNa bIna jarUrI che teja vastusthiti mananI che. jagatanI bhAMjagaDe e kajIyA bakheDA che ane mane e nyAyAdhiza che jema kajIyA bakheDA na hoya te nyAyAdhizanI hasti nakAmI che teja pramANe jagatanI bhAMjagaDa na hoya te mana paNa nakAmuM che. jyAM bhAMjagaDa nathI tyAM mana nathI. arthAt bhAMjagaDe jAya che tyAM mana paNa jAya che. chaThThA guNasthAnake AvI lekavyavahAranI bhAMjagaDo hatI nathI evI bhAMjagaDAne tyAM aMta Ave che, paraMtu tyAM eka navIja jAtanI bhAMjagaDano AraMbha thAya che. A navIja jAtanI bhAMjagaDa kaI hovI joie tene vicAra karo. lokika ane lokettara vyavahAra chaThThA guNasthAnake lekettara bhAMjagaDa AraMbhAya che ane tyAM laukika bhAMjagaDo aMta Ave che samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa, vinaya, samAdhi A saghaLAnI bhAMjagaDa munionA haiyAmAM rAtadivasa cAluja hoya che. saMsArIonI bhAMjagaDa te bahuja saraLa che. divase tamAre bhAMjagaDa kharI paNa rAte te moja ! AnaMdathI suvAnuM. nidrAmAM tamAre kazI bhAMjagaDa nahi. kAMI saMtApa nahi kivA kAMI ciMtA paNa nahi, paraMtu sAdhu te A bhAMjagaDo dahADe paNa kare che ane rAte paNa temanI teja bhAMjagaDe cAlunI cAluja hoya che. sAdhu nidrA le che te paNa e bhAMjagaDa sAtheja. sAdhu nidrA levAnI taiyArI kare te samaye paNa aDhAra pA5sthAnaka vasarAvIne ja te te pramANe kare che. nidrAmAM kAyA pheravavAnI hoya te paNa puMjIpramAIneja pheravavAnI ! sAdhune te A pramANe bhAMjagaDa, bhAMjagaDa ane bhAMjagaDaja ! sutA paNa bhAMjagaDa! ughe tyAM paNa bhAMjagaDa! jAge tyAM paNa bhAMjagaDa! sAdhu A pramANe covIse kalAka bhAMjagaDamAM ja rokAe rahe che paraMtu sAdhunI A bhAMjagaDa te lokone ttara bhAMjagaDa che. e bhAMjagaDa lADI, vADI ane gADInI bhAMjagaDa nathI mATeja A bhAMjagaDha AdaraNIya kahI che. jyAre saMsAranI bhAMjagaDa e tyAga karavA lAyaka jaNAvI che. muninuM jIvana A pramANenuM hevAthI je chaThThA guNasthAnake virAjamAna che e muni laukikasaMjJA choDI de che ane te lokottarasaMzA dhAraNa kare che. AvI vyakti lokottara saMjJAmAM lIna hoya che. have cothA ane chaThThA guNasthAnakamAM rahelA AtmAonI vacce mahatvane zuM pheraphAra che tene vicAra karIe. amAro javAba hA tamAro javAba nA tamArI bhAMjagaDa eka rIte kahIe te evI che ke zatrune na AvavA de ane tenAthI rakSA karavI, tamAre bacAva kare. amArI bhAMjagaDa evI che ke zatrune jaDamULathI kApI nAkha. zatrune bALI nAkhe tathA tene nAza kare, A amArI bhAMjagaDa che. have vicAra kare ke tamArAmAM sAdhuonA jevI A sthiti che kharI? zatruthI bacI javAnI sthiti tamArAmAM che, paraMtu zatrune nAza karI deva, zatrune ja mArI nAMkhave e sthiti tamArAmAM che kharI ke? ene javAba te tame eja Apazo ke "nahi."

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (17) pA1i huM sAdhuo ciMtA vinAnA che ema tamAre mAnavAnuM nathI. kadAca jarA alaMkArika bhASAmAM kahuM te tamArA karatA sAdhune vadhAre jaMjALa ane vadhAre ciMtA che. sAdhunI e ciMtA ane e jaMjALa te saMsAramAM cIpacI rahevAne aMge nathI ja paraMtu tenAthI tarI javAne aMgeja che. ame rAtadahADe zatrune mArI nAkhavAne, kApI nAkhavAne ke bALI nAkhavAneja vicAra karIne chIe, ane tame paNa zatrune mArI nAkhavAne, kApI nAkhavAne, bALI nAkhavAne ja vicAra kare; te paNa tamArA vicAre tamone baMdhana ApanArA che jyAre amArA zatru paranA vicAre te amArUM baMdhana kApanArA che. A paristhitinuM kAraNa vicAre. tamArA ane amArA zatruo judA che. tamArA zatruo koNa che ane amArA zatruo kezu che teno vicAra karo. tamArA zatruo chavadhArI che ane tethI ja temane nAza karavAnA vicAra karavA emAM paNa pApa che. tamArI sthiti ethI judI ja che. amArA zatruo te karma che. karma ane karmanA pudagale e amArA zatruo che ane tethI amAre e zatruone nAza karavAno che, paraMtu e zatruo evA nathI ke jene nAza karatAM pApa lAge ke hiMsA thAya! karmazatrune bALIe mArIe ke kApIe te paNa tethI hiMsA thavAnI nathI ja ! AvA vicAravALAo ane te vicArane amalamAM mUkanArAo te "juna" che. evA muni chachuM guNasthAnake che ane te muni mahAtmAo bhayaMkara evA bhavaparvatane oLagI gaelA che ema nizcayarUpe zAstra kahe che. - have prazna e thaze ke AtmA AvuM munipada zI rIte pAme che? kaye kaye mArge te A muni pada grahaNa karI zake? praznano uttara ekaja che ke, AtmA anAdine che, karma anAdinA che ane karmasaMga anAdina che; e trividhAtmaka gaLathuthI AtmAne bALapaNathI ja saMskArarUpe pAvI joIe, eja A muni pada pAmavAne dhorI mArga che ane e mArga pALa, e pALavA yatna karavo, e mArga bIjAne pamADavAno yatna karavo ane koI e mAga pALatuM hoya te tene sahAyatA ApavI e pratyeka AryanuM kartavya che. - have A trividhatatvAtmaka gaLathuthI karegane aMta lAvIne Adaya kevI rIte sAdhe che te joIe.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (198) sudhArbi 1 luM. 0000000000000000S samyaktva ane tenI AvazyaktA che huM kayAM chuM? mAre javAnuM kayAM che? zAsakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya yazovijayajI mahArAja upAdhyAyajI emaNe bhavyAtmAenA kalyANane arthe jJAnasAraprakaraNa nAmane graMtha racyo che. A graMthamAM teo zrImAnuM jaNAve che ke dareka AtmAe je te pitAnuM kalyANa cahA hoya to teNe be vAta mukhyatAe vicAravAnI che. e be vAta kaI che te dhyAnamAM rAkhazo ane tenuM mahatva vicArazo te mAlama paDaze ke e be vastunA vicAramAM mokSane mArga rahelo che. prathama te evo vicAra kare kartavya che ke "huM pite kayAM chuM?" ane mAre kayAM javAnuM che?" A be praznonI vicAraNAmAM saphatvanI jaDa rahelI che. samyaktvanA be prakAra che. dravyasabhyatva ane nizcaya samyaktva. jIvAdika navataravAnI zraddhA thAya, sudeva, suguru ane sudharmanI ArAdhanAmAM hadaya daDha thAya athavA amuka vastuo zrI jinezvara bhagavAne kahI che te mATe mAre mAnavA gya che ane te huM mAnuM chuM ema vicArIne te vastuone mAnavI A badhAnuM nAma dravyasamyaktva che. dravyasamyaktvane vyavahAra sabhyatva paNa kahevAmAM Ave che, have dravyasamyakatva pachI nizcaya samyaktvanI vAta Ave che. nizcaya samyakRtva kene kahevuM teno vicAra karo. AtmA dravyasamyaktvamAMthI AgaLa vadhIne evo vicAra kare keH huM deva, guru ane dharmane pUjaka chuM ane deva, guru ane dharma e pUjya che paraMtu huM pUjaka zA mATe chuM ane devAdi pUjya zA mATe che. AvA vicAromAM nizcaya samyakatvanuM mULa raheluM che. kevaLInI ane tamArI sthiti judI che. tIrthakara de ApaNane zA mATe pUjya che tene vicAra kare. mahAvIra bhagavAna mahAna hatA, sarvajJa hatA sarvadazI hatA. vItarAga hatA ane bIjA ghaNA ghaNu guNe teo zrImAnamAM vidyamAna hatA, zuM ATalA mAtrathI ja teo pUjavA gya che ema tame mAne che? je ATalA guNathI ja teo pUjavA gya hoya to te kevaLI bhagavAnane paNa teo pUjya havAja joIe ane A guru bhagavAnamAM hovAthI temaNe paNa tIrthaMkaradevane pUjya mAnavAja joIe paraMtu ApaNe jANIe chIe ke kevaLIo tIrthakaronuM AdaramAna karatA nathI temanI satkArasevA karatA nathI athavA pite kaMIpaNa rIte tIrthaMkara paratve pUjyatA darzAvatA nathI e uparathI lAge che ke zrI tIrthakara bhagavAne mAtra teo guNavALA che eTalAja kAraNathI pUjya nathI paraMtu teo pUjya havAmAM bIjI paNa kaI vastu kAraNabhUta avazya hovI ja joIe. tIrthaMkara bhagavAnane satkAra sevA ItyAdi kevaLI mahArAjAo karatA nathI te uparathI ApaNe ema samajavAnuM nathI ke teo tIrthakara bhagavAnane pUjya nathI mAnatA, te pachI ApaNe paNa zA mATe tene pUjya mAnavA joIe. nadInI pAra utarI gaele mANasa heDInI darakAra na rAkhe che te svAbhAvika

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (19) suSAbiMdu 10 che paraMtu tenuM joIne nadIne A kinAre rahele manuSya paNa je heDInI darakAra na rAkhe te tenuM pariNAma zuM Ave te tame samajI zako cho. eja rIte kevaLI mahArAjAonuM A bAbatamAM ApaNe anukaraNa karavA jaIe te te sarvathA nakAmuM che. A bAbata hajI vadhAre vistArapUrvaka samajavAnI jarUra che. navakAramaMtra kevaLIe bhaNatA nathI koI e prazna karaze ke jaina zvetAMbara sAdhue pite te jinabhagavAnanA pratibiMbenI pUjA karatA nathI te pachI teo zrAvakone zA mATe pratimApUjAne upadeza Ape che? jeo pote amuka vastu karatA nathI te varaMtu bIjAne karavA mATe upadeza ApavAne temane koI adhikAra nathI chatAM teo je te upadeza ApatA hoya, te e upadeza parovara hitya je heItene zrotAoe avamAnaveja joIe. AvA prazna karanArAonuM samAdhAna bahu saraLa che. je leke A prazna kare che temane ja pUche ke, "bhAI vItarAgabhagavAna pote namo arihaMtA ema kahetA nathI teo tIrthakarane namaskAra karavAnuM jaNAvatA nathI te pachI e ja bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve tamane "namo hitA"ne upadeza kema Apyo hate?" bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva no pitA, namo siddhALa, namo gAvariyALa, nagovaNIyA, naNo joi lavatAra e navakAramaMtra gaNatA hatA? nahi ja. bhagavAna zrI tIrthakara e jyAre dIkSA lIdhI hatI te samaye teozrIe na hatA ema na kahetAM siddhabhagavAnane ja namaskAra karyA hatA. tIrthakara bhagavAne te nathI navakAramaMtra ga kivA nathI tIrthakarone namasakAra karyo, chatAM ApaNe navakAramaMtra bhaNavAnuM kartavya mAnIe chIe. pite na bhaNe paNa bIjAne bhaNAve. have zAMtipUrvaka vicAra kare ke tamane navakAramaMtra koNe Ape che ane tenuM phaLa paNa ApaNane koNe batAvyuM che? kevaLajJAnIo jeo tIrthakarene satkAra nathI ApatA athavA jeo taikAra maMtra nathI gaNatA temaNe ja ApaNane e upadeza Apyo che. navakAramaMtra kevaLIoe jaNAvyuM che mATe ja tene dharmamAM sthAna che. je A maMtra kevaLIeAe na jaNAvyuM te tenI gaNanA paNa kapolakalpita vastuomAMja thavA pAmI heta. e uparathI keI ema na samajazo ke huM navakAramaMtrane kapolakalipata kahuM chuM. kevaLI bhagavAne e je navakAramaMtra na A hota teja te kapolakalpita thAta paraMtu A maMtra te kevaLI bhagavAne Ape che eTale temAM kalpitatatvane te sthAna ja nathI ! jeo ema kahe che ke je mANasa pote je vastune Adarate nathI tene tene upadeza bIjAne ApavAne kAMIja adhikAra nathI ane chatAM A upadeza je kaI taraphathI apAtuM hoya te te upadeza bIjAoe mA e nakAmuM che. evuM kahenArAe samajavAnI jarUra che ke navakAramaMtrano upadeza ApanArAo paNa kevaLImahAtmAoja hatA ke jeo pote navakAra maMtra gaNatA na hatA athavA tIrthaMkarabhagavAnane Adara karatA na hatA, paraMtu te chatAM temaja A bAbatane upadeza Ape che ane ApaNe te upadezane mAnya rAkhIe chIe athAta Avo varga je arthavAda dazAve che te A udAharaNathI jarA paNa TakI zakatA nathI. teja

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (200) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. pramANe sAdhuo ane pUjA saMbaMdhInuM paNa temanuM kathana nakAmuM kare che. tamArI rasAI thaI nathI. navakAramaMtrano upadeza kevaLI bhagavAne Ape che, e upa deza chadmasthAe A nathI, chatAM paNa e upadezane saghaLAja mAnya rAkhe che. je kevaLI mahArAjAe pote navakAramaMtra gaNyA vinA athavA tIrthakara bhagavAnene pUjya gaNyA vinA tene upadeza Ape che ane te upadeza ApavAmAM teo vAstavika heI, te upadeza lokee pALaja vyAjabI che, te pachI eja nyAye zvetAMbara sAdhue pote pUjAjinabiMba pUjA-karyA vinA bIjAone jinabiMba pUjAno upadeza Ape, e paNa vyAjabI heI te upadeza lokee pALa eja vAstavika che. have e vastuno vicAra karo ke bhagavAna kevaLI mahArAe bIjAne A bAbatane upadeza Ape che te pachI teo pote zA mATe tene AcaratA nathI? eka rIte kahIe to kevaLI rasoI karI cukyA che tyAre tamAre amAre rasoI karavAnI bAkI che. kevaLIe kSINamohanI dazAmAM che ane A kSINumehanI dazAmAM hovAthI temane have namaskAranuM phaLa levAnuM nathI tethI ja teo navakAramaMtra gaNatA nathI. jene jamavAnI AkAMkSA che jeNe hajI seI karI nathI te mANasa culo saLagAve che paraMtu tenI rasoI thaI rahe che ke te potAno cule ThaMDe kare che! rasAI thaI rahyA pachI paNa je pitAne cu keI saLagate rAkhIja mUke te ApaNe tene mUrNo kahyA vinA rahetA nathI paraMtu rasoI thaI hoya te pitAne cule thaM kare te joIne jenI rasoI taiyAra na thaI hoya te paNa pitAne culo baMdha kare te te bhUkhe maravA vinA na ja rahe. kArya kAraNane saMbaMdha samajo. kevaLajJAnIo kevaLajJAna meLavavA mAgatA hatA temane kevaLajJAnarUpI bhojananI jarUra hatI teTalA mATe temaNe bhaktirUpI cUle cetavI dIdhuM hate have teo kevaLajJAna meLavI cukayA che eno laukika daSTie kahIe te evo artha thaI zake che ke temanI rasoI taiyAra thaI gaI che. pitAnI seI taiyAra thaI gayA pachI teo potAne bhaktirUpI le saLagate baMdha kare eja vyAjabI che ane tethI ja have teone navakAramaMtra AdinI jarUra rahI nathI, paraMtu temanuM joIne jenI rasoI taiyAra thaI nathI te mANasa paNa raseI thavAnI hoya te chatAM paNa cule baMdha kare, to emAM cakakhI mUrkhatA rahelI che, te ja pramANe jemane kevaLajJAnanI prApti nathI thaI teo navakAramaMtra vagerene tyAga kare che te paNa eka jAtanI bhUkha sivAya bIjuM kAMIja nathI bIjuM udAharaNa le. kuMbhAra ghaDe banAvavAne mATe cAka upara mATIne pIMDa banAvIne mUke che ane cAka pheravavA mAMDe che. jema jema cAka pharatuM jAya che tema tema mATIne AkAra utarato jAya che ane AkAra utarI raho ke kuMbhAra cAka pheravavAnuM baMdha karI de che. keI ajJAna ke mUrkha bAIne tame roTalI karavA besADaze te paNa te jyAM sudhI roTalI thavAnI haze tyAM sudhI ja culo saLagato rAkhaze ane jyAM roTalI thaI rahI ke tarata ja te saLagatA culAne baMdha karI deze. arthAt kAryanI prApti thAya che ke te ja kSaNe kAraNanI AvazyakatA nakAmI thaI jAya che. kAraNanI AvazyakatA tyAM sudhI ja rahelI che ke jyAM sudhI kAryanI siddhi thavAnI bAkI hoya che!

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(201) sudhAbiMdu 1 3. pAMca parameSThIone namaskAra karavAnuM je phaLa maLavAnuM che te phaLa kevalIee meLavI lIdhu che. paMca parameSThIne namaskAra karavAmAM zeA hetu rahelA che te vicArajo. paMca parameSThIne namaskAra karavAmAM e hetu rahelA che ke sa ghAtIkrama rUpa pApano nAza thave. have jenA saghaLA ghAtikamAMnA nAza thayA che temane pachI navakArama MtranuM zuM prayeAjana rahyu che teneA vicAra kare. navakAramaMtra e kAraNa che. kevaLajJAna e tenuM kAryuM che, arthAta kArya siddha thaI gayuM eTale kAranI AvazyakatAnA enI meLeja mata Ave che. teja pramANe paMca parameSThIne namaskAra karyAMthI jeNe e namaskAra phaLa meLavI lIdhuM che teme mATe have paMca parameSThIne namaskAra karavArUpa kAraNanI AvazyakatAja nathI! have za'kAkAra peteja vicArI le ke AvA kevaLajJAnIe navakArane je upadeza Ape che te ApaNe ke jemanA ghAtikarmAMnA nAza thaye nathI temaNe mAnavA ke avamAnavA ? jo tame zAMtithI vicArazeA te sAmAnya buddhie paNa tame eTaluM jANI zakaze ke e upadeza ghAtikarmAnA nAza na thaye Aya temaNe mAnavAja vAstavika che. je zakAkArane athavA temanA samUhane athavA temanA anuyAyIonAM evA Agraha hAya ke upadezaka peAte je vastu kare che teja vastune teNe upadeza karavA ane evIja vastu upadezAya tAja tenA samAje svIkAra karavA, temaneA A Agraha mA udAharaNathI paryAye khATA Thare che. temane A Agraha kevaLa vyartha, ajJAnathI bharelA ane pariNAme ana te ApanArAja che ema kahevAmAM jarA paNuM sakoca rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA nathI. navakAramaMtra gaNuvAnI ApaNI pharaja che. AAna'-sudhAsiMdhu. sarvathA khoTA Agraha. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva jyAre chadmastha avasthAmAM hatA tyAre teo dezanA (upadeza) ApatA na hatA. have je jinabiMbapUjAnA virAkhIe che ane te prabhue je karyuM hatuM teja vuM cAgya che ane tenAthI bIjuM kAMi paNa kArya karavAmAM pApa che ema dalIla kare che, te pAte chadmastha avasthAmAMja hAvA chatAM dezanA Ape che; te pachI huM evAone pUchuM chuM ke bhagavAne pote chadmasthapaNAmAM dezanA na ApyA chatAM tameAne chadmasthapaNAmAM paNa dezanA ApavA jaNAvyuM che e pharamAna tame zA mATe mAnya rAkheA che? navakAra gaNavA ane chadmasthapaNAmAM dezanA ApavI e ane kAryAM prabhu karatA na heAvA chatAM jinapUktanA virecIe paNa te kAryAM te kareja che. A badhI carcAnA eja niSkarSa nIkaLe che ke kevaLIe je pAte na karatA hatA te paNa jemaNe kevaLajJAna nathI meLavyu' tevA AtmAone mATe tA jarUrIja che ane eja dRSTie sAdhue peAte jinabiMbapUjA na karatA haiAvA chatAM tene samAjane upadeza ApatA hoya te te upadeza paNa vAstavika che. tIrthaMkara bhagavAnA kSINumehanI avasthAmAM hatA. te pu galanA guNeAmAM cittane sthira karI zakatA hatA eja kAraNuthI temane bIjA dhyAnanI AvazyakatA rahetI na hatI. tee sadI thaelA hAvAthI temane navakArama`tranI jarUra na hatI ane tethI ja A vastu temanA kartavyamAM-navakAramaMtra smAdi na japavAmAM-heturUpe hatI. jo eja hetu amArAmAM pazu hoya te ame paNa navakAra na gaNIe te te yAgya che, para`tu jyAM sudhI e hetunI prApti thaI nathI tyAM sudhI te navakAra Adi gaNavAnI ane paMcaparameSThIone namaskAra karavAnI ApaNI sauthI moTAmAM mATI ane pahelAmAM pahelI pharaja che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (202) sudhArabiMdu 1 luM. parAdhIna dhamane upadeze che te tIrthaMkara nathI. Aje ame sAdhue kAusaga karIe chIe, paraMtu Aje kAusagna karyo, tyAMthI te AvatI kAle bapora sudhI kAusagnanI dazAmAM ja rahevAnI amArI zakti nathI. A zakitanA abhAvane lIdhe tIrthakara bhagavAnoe amAre mATe je kAMI yegya evuM AdaravAnI amene AjJA karI che te AjJA mAnya rAkheja amAro chUTako che. jenA mahanIkarmane aMta AvI gayo che arthAt jenA ghAtI kamene nAza thayo nathI. tyAM sudhI ghAtI karmono nAza karavA mATe upAya karavo ja joIe e amArI pharaja che, ane e upAya tarIkeja tIrthakara de agara kevaLI bhagavAne paMcaparameSThInuM dhyAna nathI karatA te chatAM temanuM dhyAna karavAnI amone AvazyakatA rahelI che. tIrthakara dee paMcaparameSThInuM dhyAna ane karavAnuM kahyuM che tenuM ekaja kAraNa che ke teozrIe ghAtI karmone nAza karavAnA upAya rU5 amene paMcaparameSThi karavAnuM karamAvyuM che, ane amArA ghAtI karmo bAkI rahelA hovAthI e namaskAra amAre mATe kartavya rUpa che. tIrthakara bhagavAne pote chaghastha avasthAmAM dezanA kema ApatA na hatA tene hetu vicArI juo. tIrthakare parAdhIna dharmane upadeza ApI zakatA nathI ane je parAdhIna dharmane upadeza Ape che te tIrthaMkara nathI. chaghasthapaNAmAM tIrthakare dezanA ApatA nathI. have svAdhIna dharma zuM ane parA dhIna dharma eTale zuM teno vicAra karo. tIrthakara bhagavAna je samayamAM vidyamAna hoya te samayamAM jenuM zAsana cAlatuM hoya te zAsanane AdhAre upadeza Apo athavA dharma kahe e parAdhIna dharma che, jyAre pote kevaLajJAnathI joIne dharma upadezo e svAdhIna dharma che. tIrthakara chadmastha dazAmAM hoya ane tenA samayamAM cAlatA tIrthakaranA zAsana uparathI te dharma kahe, to e rIte dhamakathana karanAro AtmA te tIrthakara nathI ane tIrthakarane jyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna na thayuM hoya tyAM sudhI te "mane kevaLajJAna thayuM che, ane have huM kevaLajJAnathI saghaLuM joIne dharma kahuM chuM." e rIte juThuM kahIne svataMtra dharma kahI zake nahi. eTalAja mATe tIrthakara bhagavAno chagha dazAmAM hoya tyAre dezanA ApatA nathI. tIrthaMkara parAdhIna dharma kahenArA nathI teo svAdhIna dharma kahenArA che. satya ane sarva kAMI je jovA, jANavA athavA to anubhavavA jevuM hoya te saghaLuM teo pote jue che jANe che ane AtmajJAnathI sarva kAMI jANI lIdhA pachI ja teo pite svataMtra dharmane upadeza Ape che. tIrthakara bhagavAne A prakAre svataMtra dharmane upadeza ApanArA hovAthI teo chaghastha dazAmAM upadeza ApatA nathI. tIrthakara bhagavAnano dezanA ApavAne A niyama bIjA sAdhuone lAgu pADI zakAtuM nathI. sAdhuo, munio, AcAryo vagere je kAMI upadeza Ape che te saghaLe upadeza teo jinezvarakathita zAstrAnusAreja Ape che. teo zAstranusAre upadeza Ape che ene artha e che ke zAstrone AdhIna rahIne zAstroe kahelI vAte ja temaNe samAjane kahevAnI che. e sivAya navI dezanA temaNe ApavApaNuM hetuM nathI. zAstrone AdhIna rahIne je dezanA apAya che te parAdhIna dezanA che ane tethI evI parAdhIna dezanAja sAdhuone ApavAnI hevAthI teo chadmasthAvasthAmAM dezanA ApI zake che. tIrthakarane chaghastha

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (2003) supabiMdu 1 luM. dazAmAM dezanA ApavAnI hatI ja nathI tenuM kAraNa e che ke teo svataMtra dharma kahenArAM che. tIrtha kare ane sAdhuo mATe dezanA ApavAnA niyamo Aja kAraNathI judA judA che. je tIrthakara mATe nizcaya che te ApaNane mATe nathI. je bhavyAtmAone kevaLa jJAnanI prApti thAya che te pachI temane mokSe javAmAM mAtra aMtamuhUrta jeTale avakAza hoya che eTale e sthaLe kaMInuM paNa dhyAna kivA jApa karavAnI AvazyakatA zAstra mAnatuM nathI. have keIe prazna karIne ubhe rahe ke AvA moTA tIrthakara deva te pote paNa jyAre dhyAna kiMvA jApa karatA nathI te pachI ApaNe zA mATe dhyAna kivA jApa karavA joIe, te zuM A praznamAM tadana mUkhaIja rahelI jaNAI AvatI nathI M. A. thaelo prephesara pahelI copaDI na vAMce e samajI zakAya evuM che paraMtu zuM teTalA uparathI koIpaNa buddhizALI mANasa evuM kahI zakaze ke prephasara pahelI cepaDI vAMcate nathI mATe te pahelI copaDI bhaNanArA zikSaNathIne pahelI cepaDI vAMcavAne upadeza ApI zake nahi, ane chatAM paNa je te e upadeza Apato hoya te te upadeza pALavA divA tene mAnya rAkhavA vidyAthIo baMdhAelA nathI. Avo vicitra tarka mUkha sivAya bIjA koIpaNa nahi ja karI zake. tIrthakara bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna maLyA pachI temanA ghAtikamene nAza thaye che teone pApano baMdha rahyo nathI eTalAja mATe temane dhyAna ke tapa karavAnI paNa jarUra rahevA pAmatI nathI. e ja pramANe tIrthakara bhagavAnane kevaLajJAnathI ja svataMtrapaNe dezanA ApavAnI che e nizcaya che jyAre ApaNane sAdhuone kevaLajJAna thayA pachI svataMtrapaNe ja dezanA ApavAnI che e niyama nathI. kareluM paNa karo, kaheluM paNa kare kevaLIe navakAramaMtra nathI bhaNatA chatAM ApaNe bhaNIe chIe. kevaLIo paMcaparameThIne namarakAra nathI karatA chatAM ApaNe karIe chIe. kevaLIo svataMtrapaNeja dezanA Ape che, tyAre ApaNe parAzraye paNa dezanA ApIe chIe, A badhA uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke kevaLI bhagavAna che kare che te ja ApaNe paNa karavuM joIe evI zAstrAjJA nathI. e uparathI koIe ema paNa nathI mAnavAna ke je kavaLI bhagavAna ane tIrthakara deva nathI karI gayA te saghaLuM ApaNane karavAnuM che ane je saghaLuM teoe karyuM che te ApaNe karavAnuM ja nathI ! kahevAno matalaba e che ke tIrthakara bhagavAne ane kevaLI mahArAjAo je karI gayA che te saghaLuM ApaNane mATe AdaraNIya che ane anukaraNIya che paraMtu te sAthe teozrIe bhale karyuM hoya ke na karyuM hoya, te paNa temaNe ApaNane mATe je karavA gya jANIne ApaNane karavAnuM pharamAvyuM che te paNa saghaLuM ApaNe karavuM ja yogya che. alabatta kevaLI bhagavAnee athavA tIrthaMkara devoe je kAMI karyuM hoya ane te ApaNe zakitanA abhAve nA karI zakatA hoI e te te eka judI vAta che, paraMtu temaNe karyuM che teja karavA gya hoI temaNe kahyuM che te karavA yogya nathI ema anumAnavuM sarvathA baTuMja che.

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Anada sudhAsiMdhu. (20) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. kevaLIonuM kRtya anukaraNaya te cheja, jeo kevaLajJAna pAmI cukelA che tevA kevaLI mahAtmAo je kAMI kare che te ApaNe karavuM ja joIe e niyama karAvI zakAto nathI paraMtu e vAta te sarvathA cekakhIja che ke kevaLI bhAgavAne je kAMI karyuM che te anukaraNIya te avazya che. bhagavAne cha mahinAnuM tapa AdaryuM hatuM e rIte ApaNe paNa tapa AdarIe, pachI te na thaI zake te ApaNe ema kahI zakIe ke e ApaNu zakita nathI, paraMtu bhagavAne je karyuM che tene ApaNe cagya avasthAe anukaraNIya te jarUra mAnavAnuM ja che. bhagavAne tapasyAnA vrata pUrNa karyA ApaNe evI tapasyA laIne te purI karI na zakIe to pachI ekAsaNA vagere tapasyA karI zakIe chIe. bhagavAnanA jevI ugra tapasyA ApaNe ApaNI zakitanI khAmIthI karI zakatA nathI paraMtu tene anukaraNIya te jarUra mAnIe ja chIe. anukaraNIya mAnavA chatAM koI vastune ApaNe na AdarI zakIe to e ApaNuM zakitanI khAmI che te ja pramANe A paNe paNa je kSINumehanI avasthAne prApta karIe ane e avasthAmAM ApaNe paNa zakitazIla banI jaIe te jarUra ApaNane paNa navakAra, dhyAna vigere baMdha karI devAne adhikAra che. have koI e koI prazna karaze ke je bhaviSyamAM tame navakAra, pAna vagere baMdha karavAnAja che te pachI te atyAre ja baMdha karI devA mAgatA hoIe te te ApaNe baMdha karI zakIe ke nahi? A praznano uttara paNa tadana saraLa che. sAcA netAnuM kartavya. navakAra, dhyAna vagere ApaNe zA mATe karIe chIe te pahelAM ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. jo tame A prIna jhINavaTathI vicAraze te mAlama paDaze ke e saghaLuM ApaNe ghAtikarmane kSaya thAya eTalAja mATe karIe chIe. je ghAtikane kSaya thAya eTalAja mATe navakAra, tapa Adi ApaNe karIe chIe tyAre te e vastu spaSTa ja che ke jyAM sudhI ghAtikane kSaya thavA pAmyuM nathI tyAM sudhI e saghaLuM karavuM e ApaNe mATe jarUra Avazyaka che. sarvajJa bhagavAne navakAra Adi karatA nathI tenuM kAraNa eja che ke teozrInA ghAtikane nAza thAya che. tIrthakara bhagavAnanA ghAtikarmone kSaya thaye che eTalA mATe teo tapasyA Adi karatA nathI paraMtu teo jANe che ke ApaNA ghAtakarmone nAza thaye nathI eTalA mATe teo ApaNane navakArAdine upadeza Ape che ane te upadeza ApaNe mAna eja ApaNuM kartavya che. dhAro ke eka nadImAM pAMca paccIsa mANaso sAthe tare che eTalAmAM bhayaMkara pUra ubharAI Ave che ane nadImAMthI taranArAo jema bane ema jaladI tarIne sAme kAMThe javAno prayatna kare che. A taranArAomAM je AgevAna che te tarIne bahAra nIkaLI jAya che ane bIjA mANasa taravAnI aNaAvaData athavA azakitane kAraNe nadImAM rahI jAya che. have temane je AgevAna tarIne nadIne sAme kAMThe pahoMcI gayo che te AgevAna je teone sAce mukhI-sA netA haze, te pitAnI pAchaLa rahelA tenA anuyAyIone te nadImAM game tyAM game te rIte athaDAvA phUTavA deze nahi paraMtu temanA tAraNane mATe te tuMbaDA, hADakAM vagere mokalavAnI vyavasthA ja karaze. tIrthakara bhagavAna e evAja ApaNA kuzaLa AgevAna che ane teo tarI javAne zakita

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Ananda-sudhAsi'jI. (205) sudhAbi'duM 1 3. dharAvatA hoi A mahAbhayAnaka sasArasAgarane tarI gayA che. paraMtu temaNe peAtAnI pAchaLa rahelA ApaNe saghaLAM ke jeo temanA jeTalI zakti dharAvatA nathI temane mATe navakAra, japa ityAdi sAdhanA purA pADayA hAi tenA avalaMbanathI ApaNe tarI javAnA yatna karavA joIe. alabatta ApaNAmAM paNa temanI mAphka tarI javAnI zakti haiAya ApaNe pazu sAdhana vinA tarI javAnI zita dharAvatA hAIe, te pachI ApaNane paNa taravAnA sAdhanAnI kazIja jarU2 nathI ! ApaNe sAdhana vinA tarI javAne mATe zittahIna chIe. bhagavAne e vAta kevaLajJAnathI jANI lIdhI ane pachI kevaLajJAnathI jANIneja ApaNane zaktihInAne zaktimAna banAvavAne areMja navakAra vagere sAdhanA temaNe batAvyA che. dhAtikarmanA kSaya je kriyAedvArA thaI zake che te kriyAe tIrthaM'kara bhagavAneAne karavAnI hotI nathI paraMtu ApaNA ghAtikamAM avazeSa rahelAM che tethIja ghAtikarmanA kSaya mATe ApaNe e kSaya jethI thai zake che tevI kriyAo karavI jarUrI che. ghAtikarmAMnA kSaya mATe A kriyAe jarUrI che e zrI tIrthaMkara devAe kevaLajJAnathI jANI lIdhu che ane teoe kevaLajJAnathI jANI laine ApaNane e kriyA batAvI che ke je kriyAo ghAtikarmAnA kSaya nathI thayA tevA darekane mATe jarUrI che. jinabiMbapUjAtyAga e mahAna mUrkhAi che. je pramANe navakAra Adi kriyAo karavAnu paNa amuka kAraNa che teja pramANe jinakhimapUjA karavI paNa sakAraNu che. navakAra gaNavA vagere kriyAthI ghAtikame+nA kSaya thAya che teja pramANe zrI jinabiMbapUjAthI sarvAMrabha, viSaya, kaSAyanA parityAga thavA pAme che. navakAra gaNavA e ghAtikanA kSaya mATe jarUrI che. krevaLI mahArAjAnA ghAtikrameniA nAza thaye che tethI teme navakAra vagere gaNutA nathI paraMtu temanAja upadezathI ApaNe navakAra Adi gaNIe chIe kAraNa ke ApaNA ghAtikarmAnA nAza thaye na heAi ApaNuM dhAtikarmInA e sAdhanAdvArA nAzukaravA mAgIe chIe. eja rIte jinabi'khapUjA e paNa sarva Ara sAdika karmonA tyAga karavA mATeja che, ane jemaNe sava Ara'bhAdikanA tyAga karyo che temane mATe zrI jInakhi'ba pUjAnI jarUra rahevA pAmatI nathI e svayaMsiddha che. sava Ara'bhAdikanA jemaNe tyAga karyAM che. temane jinapUjAnI jarUra nathI para`tu te uparathI jemaNe sarva ArabhAdikane tyAga nathI karyAM te paNa jo pAte zrI jinapUjAnI jarUra nathI evuM kahevAne taiyAra thAya te tenI mUkhAMI sivAya bIjuM kazuMja nathI. ku bhAra cAka upara pIMDA mUkIne pachI cAka pheravavA mAMDe che, have jyAM cAka upara pIMDAmAMthI vAsaNa taiyAra thAya ke teja kSaNe te cAka pheravavAnuM adha kare che paraMtu te uparathI e jenA pIMDAmAMthI vAsaNa nathI upajyuM tevA kuMbhArA paNa cAka pheravavAnuM baMdha karI de tA temanI zI dazA thAya tenA vicAra kare! vAsaNa taiyAra thayA pahelAMja khIjAtuM joIne cAka baMdha karI denArAne ApaNe murkhA sivAya bIjA kazAnI upamA ApI zakatA nathI,eja sthiti smRti' paNa pravarte che ema samajI levAnu che.

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myAnaDha-sudhAsiMdhuM. (206) sudhArmiklR 1 3. bhaNelAne bhaNavAnI jarUra nathI. dha kSetrane viSe pUjA e kuMbhAranA cAkane sthAne samajo ane savathA Araba, parigraha, viSaya, kaSAyanA tyAgane thaI ghaDAne sthAne samajo. jenA ghaDA taiyAra gayA che arthAta je sa.thA AraMbha, parigraha, viSaya, karSAya Adine tyAga karI cukayA che temane mATe ku MbhAranA cAka pheravavA rUpI pUjAnI jarUraja na rahe e DhekhItu che,' "vagere; A kArya jeNe sAdhya karI lIdhu' che, tene paNa evA prazna karIe ke tuM pUjA zA mATe karatA nathI ? te A prazna karavAmAM saCthA mUkha'tAja rahelI che. devapUjA rUpI kriyAe e kAraNa che ane sava AraMbha, parigraDha viSaya kaSAyane tyAga e kArya che jenI kA siddhi thai gai che jeNe e tyAga meLavI lIdhe che, tevA mANasa, have zA mATe kAraNamAM pravRtti kare vAr? tene kAraNamAM pravRtti karavApaNuM cheja nahi e spaSTa che. je vidyArthI sAtamI cApaDI bhaNI gayA che. sAtamI cApaDInI parIkSA ApIne varnAkayulara phAinala jeNe pasAra karI che tevA vidyAthI pALe chaThThI cApaDImAM besavA Ave kharA ke athavA te chaThThI cApaDI bhaNavAnI paNa IcchA kare kharo ke? javAba ekaja che ke niDe ! alakhatta chaThThI cApaDI bhaNavA lAyaka che paraMtu te teneja bhaNavA lAyaka che ke jeNe pAMcamI cApaDI pUrI karI che. sAtamI cApaDI pAsa karelA vidyArthI chaThThI cApaDInA vargamAM dAkhala thavAnI arajI kare te te abhyAsamAM pAchaLa paDelAja gaNI zakAya ! devapUjA kone jarUrI nathI ? eja rIte savirativALA ke jeNe devapUjAnA phaLarUpa sarvIsAvadyane tyAga karIja dvIdhA che te paNa je pAchA devapUjA karavA bese te te pAchA pahelAja gaNI zakAya. jene sarvAMviratinI prApti karI lIdhI che te AtmAne mATe devapUjA e chaThThI cApaDInuM zikSaNa che ane te peAte sAtamI cApaDI bhaNI gaelA che! have vicAra kare ke sarvavirativALAne mATe zuM devapUjAnI jarA paNa jarUra che ke? nahija !! jo sarvAMvitivALA devapUjArUpa chaThThI cApaDImAM jAya te te pAchA paheleAja gaNI zakAya. duniyAdArInI dRSTithI AraMbha, samArabha e pAMcamI cepaDIneA vargo che tethIja pAMcamI cApaDInA varga pasAra karelAne chaThThI copaDIrUpI devapUjA jarUrI che paraMtu sarvAMviratirUpa sAtamI cApaDIvALAne e chaThThI cApaDI jarUrI nathI, duniyAdArImAM tA viSayAdikane aMge udyama karavAmAM AvatA hatA e pAMcamI cApaDInuM sthAna hatuM tethIja tyAM sthAna pAmelAne chaThThI cApaDIrUpI devapUjAnI jarUra hatI. saCviratimAM te viSaya, kaSAyAdikane aMge udyama thavApaNuMja nathI tyAM tA samyagdarzonAdinuja ArAdhana thAya che pachI jayAM Ara'bha, parigrahaneja sthAna nathI tyAM AraMbha, parigraha vagerene nivAravA mATe TharAvelI devapUjAne te sthAnaja kevI rIte hAI zake? A uparathI tame sahelAithI samajI zakaze ke devapUjA e saviratinuM kAraNa che ane jyAM sa viratinIja prApti thaI gaI che tyAM devapUjAnI jarUraja rahetI nathI chatAM jo temAMthI kAi devapUjAmAM praveza kare te te pAchA paDelAja gaNI zakAya !

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (207). sudhArabiMdu 1 luM. mAga khoTe che ema na mAne. uparanA saghaLA vivecana uparathI evo sAra nIkaLe che. ke devapUjA e sarvaviratinI prAptine mATe ja che ane je sarvaviratinI prAptine mATe te che ke jene sarvaviratinI prApti thaI che tene tenI jarUra nathI. te chatAM te bIjAone mATe devapUjAne upadeza ApI zake che ane e upadeza sarvavirati, vALA na hoya temaNe mAnavAneja che. A vicArasaraNuM barAbara ane vAstavika lAge che paraMtu te chatAM te keTalAkanA dhyAnamAM AvatI nathI. A rIte A vicArasaraNI vyAjabI hovA chatAM te dhyAnamAM na AvavAnuM kAraNa zuM che te tapAse! enuM kAraNa e che ke jyAM sudhI pUjAthI AtmA punita paMthe AvatuM nathI tyAM sudhI te vicArasaraNIne mAnya rAkhyA chatAM kadAca te vicArasaraNa tenA magajamAM pravezI zakatI nathI. have kaI ema kahevA taiyAra thAya ke bhAI ! pUjAthI punitapaMtha maLatAja hoya te te ame seMkaDe ane hajAra vAra pUjA karI che paraMtu ame te kAMie punitapaMthane pAmI zakayA nathI AthI anubhava te ema kahe che ke pUjAbUjAthI punitapaMtha maLato baLatuM nathI !AvI dalIla karanArAne e javAba che ke dhAre ke eka mANasa kanyAkumArIthI kAzmIra cAlato javA nIkaLe. cAlatA cAlatA cAlatA kAzmIrathI cAra gAu dUra rahe tyAM te evuM kahI de ke ATaluM ATaluM cAlyo te paNa hajI kAzmIra AvatuM ja nathI. tyAra te huM je raste cAluM chuM te rasteja kAzmIrane nathI !! ema kahIne te mANasa e rasteja cheDI che, te teNe karela parizrama paNa vyartha ja jAya ke nahi vArUM? tIrthaMkaradevanI pUjA zA mATe? pitAnuM ajJAna, pitAnI azakti athavA evA ja bIjA kAraNathI kAzmIra na pahoMcI zakanAre mANasa kArarane rasto ja choDI de te te enI bhUla ja che teja pramANe pUjAthI punitapaMtha nathI maLate mATe prajAja choDI devI joIe evuM kahenArA paNa khoTe che. kAzmIra javA nIkaLe te kAzmIramAM cAra dahADe pahoMce ke cAra sAme dahADe pahoMce tene kAMI savAla ja nathI. matalaba eTalIja che ke teNe grahaNa karelo raste kAzmIrane ja rasto hovo joIe. je rasto barAbara hoya to koInI vadhAre gati hoya te te jaladI kAzmIra pahoMcI zake ane koInI ochI gati heya to te moDo pahoMcI zake, paraMtu rasto vyAjabI have joIe teja pramANe ahIM paNa bhagavAnanI pUjA e tyAgane rasto che ke nahi te tapAsavAnuM che. ApaNe tIrthaMkaranI pUjA karIe chIe te zA mATe karI chIe tene vicAra kare. zuM tIrthakara ApaNA vaDavAo hatA, te mATe ApaNe temane pUjIe chIe? athavA zuM temanI pAse moTA cakravatI rAjanI mAlikI hatI te mATe ApaNe temane pUchae chIe? athavA zuM teo cha mahinA upavAsa karI zakyA te mATe ApaNe temane pachae chIe ? nahija !! tyAre have A praznano jhINavaTathI vicAra karo ke ApaNe tIrthaMkaradevane zA mATe pUjIe chIe? bhagavAnanA kAryonI pUjA ApaNe tIrthaMkara devane pUjIe chIe tenuM eka kAraNa che ke temaNe mokSamArga darzAvyo hato, teo mokSamArge cAlyA hatA ane samyajJAna, darzana ane cAritramAM teo yAhema karIne paDayA hatA. ATalAja mATe ApaNe

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zmAna'da-sudhAsiMdhu. (208) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. temane pUjavAne cAgya mAnIe chIe. ApaNe bhagavAnanA madirane nathI pUjatA, e hirAnA patharAgmAne nathI pUjatA athavA bhagavAnanA hAra, mukuTa, kuMDaLa vagere alakArAne paNa ApaNe nathI pUjatA. ApaNe temanAdvArA temanA kAcaneja pUjIe chIe. tIrthaMkara bhagavAneAe A cheDI hatI, rAjye cheDyAM hatAM, parivAra cheDayeA hateA sastra cheDayuM hatuM ane tee ajJAnarahita thayA hatA ane jJAnamaya banyA hatA teTalAja kAraNathI ApaNe teozrIne pUjavA ceAgya mAnIe chIe. have vicAra karo ke ApaNe je guNune aMge tIrthaMkara bhagavAnAne pUjIe chIe te guNu ApaNI najaramAM uMcAmAM uMcA hAvAja joIe. jo e guNu ApaNI draSTimAM UMcAmAM UMcA nA hAya tA ApaNe tIrthaMkara devAne ApeluM sanmAna te DhALInA rAjAnuM sanmAna karyuM... hAya tevu ja Thare che. DhALInA rAjAnuM je sanmAna thAya che te te sanmAna te vyakitane a Mge thatuM nathI paraMtu tenA vezane a Mge tenA kapaDAMne aMgeja thAya che teja pramANe sadguNane lakSamAM rAkhyA vinAja jo ApaNe tIrthaMkara devAnI pUjA karIe te te pujA paNa vyartha ane arthahInaja che. tIthaMkarA e hALInA rAjA nathI. ApaNe e DhALInA rAjA ane tenA anuyAcInI dazAmAM rahevAnuM nathI. DALImAM rAjA banIne AgaLa cAle che ane pAchaLa tenA anucarA cAle che AvA rAjA manavAne tamArA vArA Ave che te tame nAsabhAga karI mUkeA che. heALInA rAjAnI pAchaLa cAlavAne mATe badhA taiyAra che paraMtu rAjA thavAne mATe kAi paNa taiyAra nathI. jo eja pramANe ApaNAmAM tyAganI buddhina hAya ane ApaNe tIrthaMkara bhagavAnAne pUjIe te ApaNe paNa temane DhALInA rAjA mAnIe chIe athavA teveAja temane satkAra karIe chIe eja tenA atha thAya ! ApaNe kahIe chIe ke tIrthaMkara bhagavAnA sAcA che temaNe grahaNa karelA mArga sAcA che ane e mArga grahaNu karavA mATe ApaNe temane pUjIe chIe, paraMtu emaNe je avasthA grahaNa karI hatI teja avasthA jo ApaNane svIkAravAnuM Ave ane tyAre ApaNe nAsabhAga karIe. mADhuM saMtADIe ane e sthitithI dUra rahevAnA prayatna karIe teA pachI ApaNe hisAbe paNa tIthaMkara deva e sAcA rAjA bane che ke hALInA rAjA bane che tenA vicAra karI. je tyAganAja athI che sasArane duSkara kIcaDa kAdavathI bhareleA ane tethIja cheDavA ceAgya evA je je mAne che temane tA tIrthaMkara bhagavAnA e jarUra rAjA che paraMtu khIjAonI ghAnata kayAM hoya che tenA vicAra karA. dezanuM, mulakanu rAjApaNu levAnuM hoya tyAM koi nA pADatuM nathI tyAM sarva koI nAsabhAga karatuM nathI athavA peAtAne badale tyAM koi bIjAne ubhA karI Apatu nathI tyAM dareka vagara khelAve kudakA mArIne si`hAsana upara caDhI besavA taiyAra thAya che paratu DhALInA rAjA thavAnuM hAya tA pAte kAi taiyAra nathI thatu sthAna adhA bIjAne bhaLAvI devA taiyAra hAya che. tIrthaMkara eka DALInA rAjA che? A paristhitinuM kAraNa zuM che te vicArA. dezanA rAjAmAM ApaNe sAcuM rAjApaNuM mAnyuM che tethIja te sthAna svIkAravAne mATe ApaNe badhA taiyAra thai jaie chIe, ane hALInuM rAjApaNuM e

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AnaMdasuSAsiMdhu (209) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. tyAjaya ane halakuM mAnyuM che, A jagatanI manodazA che. have ApaNI vAtane punaH vicAra karo. ApaNe paNa bhagavAna zrI tIrthakarane pUjya mAnavA che temane rAha sAro gaNave che temaNe karyuM che te yogya karyuM che ema kahIe chIe paraMtu teja karavAno je ApaNe samaya Ave che te ApaNe meM saMtADI daIe chIe. bhagavAnanA jevA pariSaha upasarga sahana karavAnI kiMvA tyAga karavAnI veLA Ave, te ApaNe nAsavA mAMDIe chIe. je AvI ja rIte ApaNe tIrthakarone mahAna mAnIe te pachI vicAra karo ke ApaNe temane sAcA rAjA mAnIe chIe ke hoLInA rAjA mAnIe chIe vArU tIrthakara bhagavAnane je ApaNe sAcA rAjA mAnatA hAIe temanI samRddhine sAcI samRddhi tarIke gaNatA hoIe ane temanI bhavyatAne sAcI mAnatA hoIe te tyAga levAne prasaMga AvI maLe tyAre eTale badhe AnaMda tha joIe ke jeTale AnaMda tamane AkhA jagatanI presiDeTazipa maLe to paNa na thAya! tamArI bhAvanA je see so TacanI heya te jagatanI presiDeTazipanI prApti karatAM paNa tamane vadhAre-lAkhagaNe AnaMdatyAgane prasaMga Ave tyAre je joIe. have vicAra karo ke tamane kadI Ave AnaMda thAya che thAya che? akilane ijAradAra. ApaNane adhikAranI prApti thatAM ApaNe rAjI thaIe chIe tenA karatAM seMkaDegaNuM rAjI thavApaNuM tyAgane prApta thatI samaye hevuM ja joIe. A saghaLI vAta te zrAvathI-zrAvakapaNAthI paNa halakI koTInA AtmAne mATe kahI che. jeNe jagatane sArUM mAnyuM hoya, jagatano paise adhikAra, e saghaLuM sArUM mAnyuM hoya temane hisAbe temane te tyAganI vakhate apUrva AnaMda ja joIe, tame (0) zUnyane so vaDe guNazo te zuM Avaze ? zUnyane Dhagaleja AvavAno !! hajI ekane so vaDe guNa joze te te so paNa Avaze paNa je zUnyane ja so vaDe guNavA bese che tene guNAkArane kAMI saMbadhaja heto nathI. je ajJAnapaNe duniyAdArImAM mahatva gaNe che jenI AMkhee duniyAdArImAM mahatva che tene hajAro ane lAkho gaNe AnaMda zrI tIrthaMkaradeve upadezelA tyAgane mArge pagalAM mADatAM the joIe, paraMtu zrAvakanI sthiti te enAthI sArI che. zrAvakane te tenI mULa sthitimAM eTale zrAvakapaNAnI sthitimAMja rAjA adhikAra levA page paDIne vinati kare tee tene zrAvaka mAnya na ja rAkhe! A vastusthitine vadhAre spaSTa karatAM AcArya bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrAcAryajI mahArAjA sAheba ka9paka nAmanA brAhmaNanuM udAharaNa TAMke che. AcArya bhagavAna pariziSTamAM ka95kanI kathA nedhatAM jaNAve che ke kalpaka karIne eka jena brAhmaNa hato. mahAna rAjanIti zAstrakAra je AryacANakaya tene te kalpaka brAhmaNa pitA thatA hatA ane eTale buddhizALI hato ke tene badhA te yugane "akakalane IjAradAra" kahetA hatA ! agara te yugane abhayakumAra hate. AvakaLane utkRSTa prabhAva. eka samaye tyAMnA mahArAjAne khabara paDI ke A yugane akala IjAradAra mArA dezamAM rahe che eTale te mahArAjAe teja kSaNe kapakane teDavA maka. kaha5ka Avye teNe mahArAjAne praNAma karyo ane pUchayuM ke

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. kahe mahArAjazrI ApanI zI AjJA che vArU? mahArAjAe kahyuM, "mahAnubhAva kalpaka ! tame mArA vizALa sAmrAjyanA pradhAna thAo. ka95ka dharmane jANakAra hate teNe kahyuM, "mahArAja ! bhUkhane mATe anna ane zarIra DhAMkavAne mATe vastro e be cIjo mArA bhAgyabaLathI mane manyAja kare che te pachI teno tyAga karIne mArA narakAsanA kAraNarUpa A tamArUM amAtyapada che jene svIkAra karavAnI mane kazI ja AvazyakatA nathI. have vicAra kare ke vaNamAgyuM nimaMtra traNa Ave che ane mahArAjA kalpakane amAtyapada levAne Agraha kare che tyAM mahAnubhAva kalpakane evo vicAra uddabhave che ke mane khAvAne mATe anna ane paheravAne mATe vastro te maLyAja kare che te pachI mAre narakanA sthAnArUpa A amAtyapadane vaLI zA mATe grahaNa karavuM? mahAnubhAve! vicAra karajo ke A zAne prabhAva che? kaI manedazA A vicAra lAve che vArU? A zrAvakakuLano prabhAva che. A banAva upara TIkA karatAM bhagavAna zrI kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcAryajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke zrAvakapaNAmAM saMtuSTapaNAnI hada kayAM che te AthI samajAya che. rAjA pite bolAvIne pradhAnapada levA mATe Agraha kare che chatAM kalpaka tene e bhAvanAthI pratikAra kare che ke mane khorAka pioSAka te maLe che pachI vaLI mAre pradhAnapadarUpa pA5paMkamAM paDavAnI zI jarUra che? have vicAra karo ke A kevI sthiti che? sAcA pitAnuM kartavya. kalpaka pite rAjAne pradhAnapada levAnI nA pADe che tethI rAjA gusse thaze tene paNa te vicAra nathI karatA ane potAnI pharaja bajAve jAya che e jainakuLanI mahattAnIja khUbI che. pariziSTaparvamAM vadhumAM cANakya ane caMdraguptanuM udAharaNa paNa noMdhavAmAM AvyuM che. cANakayanA pitAne tyAM jyAre cANkayane janma thayo tyAre cANakayanA meMDhAmAM dAMta hatA dAMta sAtheja putrane janmelo joIne cANakayanA pitAe jyotiSIne bolAvyo ane jotiSIne kahyuM ke A bALaka dAMtanI sAthe ja jame che enuM phaLa zuM hovuM joIe? jotiSIe uttara Apyo ke A bALakanA dAMta che tenuM phaLa evuM thaze ke A bALaka mATe thaze tyAre rAjA thaze !" jyotiSInA A zabdo sAMbhaLIne cANakyanA pitAe te tarataja kAnasa maMgAvI ane te bALakanA dAMta ghasI nAMkhavA mAMDyA. dAMta ghasatI vakhate chokarAne pIDA thaI haze te raDyo haze teNe du:khanA pokAro paNa karyA haze paraMtu cANakayanA pitAe te kAMI paNa gaNakAryuM nahi ane tene dAMta ghasI nAMkhyA ! cANakayane pitA ghAtakI hatuM rAkSasa hato athavA krUra hato ema na mAnaze. teNe cANakyanA dAMta e ja AzayathI ghaNI nAMkhyA hatA ke dAMta hovAthI A chokare rAjA thaze ane te rAjA thaIne durgatine bhAgIdAra thaze tenA karatAM rAjApaNAnA kAraNarUpa A dAMtaja ghasI nAMkhavA joIe ke tethI chokaro rAjA paNa na thAya ane durgatine bhAgIdAra paNa na thAya! kalapanA paNa kaMpAve che. eka tarapha cANakayanA pitAnI sthitino vicAra kare ane bIjI tarapha ApaNI AjanI sthitine vicAra kare. ApaNI AjanI sthiti kevI bhayaMkara che teno vicAra kare. Aje ApaNane pAMca paisA maLavAnA heya te ApaNe

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( 11 ) wwwM AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAbaMdu 1 luM.. taLe upara thaI jaIe chIe tyAre bIjI bAjue cANakyane pitA pitAnA putrane rAjyanI prApti na thAya te mATe tene dAMta ghasI nAkhe che. tamane cANakayanA pitAnI sthitine khyAla kadAca na AvI zakatuM hoya, paraMtu e khyAla tamAre rAkheja aeke che. tame evI kalpanA karo ke tamAre nAnuM bALaka che. tenI gya vaye tene dAMta ugyA che ane te dAMta tamAre ghasIne kADhI nAMkhavA che. zuM tamAre jIva e kAryamAM cAle kharo ke? tamAre pratyakSa dAMta ghasI nAMkhavA nathI mAtra kalpanAja karavAnI che paraMtu e kalpanA paNa tame nathI karI zaktA tyAre cANakayane pitA kAnasa laIne tenA dAMta ghasI nAMkhe che e sthitinI mahattA vicArI juo. cANakyanA dAMta tenA pitAe ghasI nAkhyA pachI te tiSIne pUche che ke have rAjagAdI upara keNa besaze? jyotiSI javAba Ape che ke have cANakayane sthAne enuM putaLuM gAdIe besaze ! arthAta putaLA jevA rAjAne gAdIe besADI rAjyavyavasthA pitAnA hAthamAM rAkhaze. cANakayane pitA jyAre A javAba sAMbhaLe che tyAre ja tene saMtoSa thAya che! lakSamI cAMdale karavA Ave ..." sAcuM zrAvakapaNuM eTale zuM ane te kaI jagAe che te vastu tame A udAharaNa uparathI sArI rIte samajI zakaze ! zreNimahArAjA ane abhayakumAranA udAharaNane have vicArI juo. magadha dezamAM je vakhate mahArAjA zreNika rAjya karatA hatA te vakhate AkhA dezamAM magadhanuM rAjya e mahArAjya gaNAtuM hatuM. Aje AkhI duniyAmAM koI aMgrejonuM rAja nathI te chatAM sthiti e che ke greTa briTanamAM eka pAMdaDuM paNa hAle che eTale AkhI duniyA tenA tarapha kAna mAMDIne sAMbhaLI rahe che. te samaye magadhanI e sthiti hatI. magadhanuM rAjya eTale bhAratanuM mahArAjya. mahArAjA zreNIka e magadha dezanA rAjA hatA ane abhayakumAra e temane yuvarAja hate. mahArAjA, abhayakumArane kahe che ke "A magadhadezanuM vizALa rAjya tane ApI dauM chuM te laI he " alayakumAra kahe che: ubhA rahA huM jarA jaI "bhagavAnane pUchI AvuM chuM!" have abhayakumAranI AtmapariNati kevI che tene khyAla kare tame AvI sthiti hoya ane kaI nA kahe athavA jarA ubhA rahevAnuM kahe che ema kahe che ke "lImI cAMdalo karavA Ave che tyAre meM chevA jAya che. tamArI vAta sAcI che paraMtu je cIja sAme AvatI hoya tene e mANasa je lakSamI na samajato hoya te alabatta te meM devAnuM na samaje paraMtu jo te mANasa e cIjane lakSmIja na samajate hoya te pachI te te meM dhovA jAyaja ne ! are meM dhovAnI vAta zI karI che, je mANasa lakSamIne lakSamI nathI samajatA ane lAkaDIja samaje che te te. mAtra meM dhovAja na jAya paraMtu e lAkaDInI sAmethI haMmeza mATeja meM pheravIja lene ! lakSamI, hakamI nathI paNa lAkaDI che. je AtmA lakSamIne lakSamIja nathI mAnate tene je lAkaDIja mAne che te te e lAkaDIno phaTakoja besavAnuM che ema pahelethIja samajI le che ane e lAkaDIne cheDIne dUraja bhAge che! abhayakumAra mahAbuddhizALI hatA. sArAsAranA jANakAra hatA mahAna vicAravALA hatA eTale tarata ja temaNe rAjalakSamIrUpa lAkaDIthI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (22) sudhAbaMdu 1luM. AghA khasavA mAMDayuM. teo rAjaputra hatA. yuvarAja hatA. rAjagAdInA adhikArI hatA have pitA temane rAjagAdI ApavAne mATe rokavA jAya che tyAM dharmavIra abhayakumAra pitAne jarA thobhavAnuM kahe che ane te sIdhe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deva pAse AvIne hAjara thAya che. mahAnubhAvo A abhayakumAranI dazA sAthe tame tamArI dazA jarA sarakhAvI te jue ke tame kayAM che tenI tamane khabara paDe! rAjakumAra rAjagAdIno hakadAra che, mahArAjA zreNikanA uttarAdhikArI che magadha deza jevI suvarNapurI pitAnI sAme che, te chatAM abhayakumAra e rAjyalakSamIne lAkaDI mAne che. A sthiti tamArI kayAre Avaze ! tamArI A sthiti Ave ke na Ave, paraMtu tamArI A sthiti Ave evuM tame Irache che paNa kharA ke? AkhA magadha dezanI rAjyalakSamIne lAkaDI gaNavI e kevI suMdara dazA che teno khyAla karaje, have abhayakumAra bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deva pAse Ave che ane bhagavAnane pUche che ke mahArAja! ApanI pAse je mukuTadhArI rAjAe dIkSA le che athavA leze temAM chelle kaye rAjA haze? bhagavAna zrImahAvIradeva uttara Ape che: he rAjakumAra! mahArAjA udAyana e chelle rAjarSi che. dIkSA AgaLa tAja nakAme che. rAjakumAra abhayakumAre bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane A prazna zA mATe karyo che teno marma vicAre. eno marma e che ke je chele rAjarSi hajI bAkI hoya ane pite rAjA thayA pachI paNa dIkSA laI zake ema hoya te to ThIka paraMtu jo tema na hoya ane rAjagAdI maLyA pachI pitAnI dizA aTakatI hoya te e dIkSA aTakavA devAnI tenI biskula taiyArI na hatI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deve uttara Ape te sAMbhaLIne abhayakumAranI khAtarI thaI gaI ke je pite rAjagAdIne svIkAra karaze te tenuM pariNAma eja AvavAnuM ke tenI dIkSA TaLI javAnI che, ane pitAnI dIkSA TaLI jAya e te abhayakumAra jevo sAro dharmavIra kabulaja kevI rIte rAkhI zake? te tarataja mahArAjA zreNika pAse gaye ane pitAjIne namratApUrvaka kahI dIdhuM ke "pitAjI! mAre magadhadezanA mahAvistIrNa rAjyanI paNa jarUra nathI ja! mAre mATe AjathI magadhanA mahArAjyane nAme mIDuM mUka! have magadhanA mahArAjyane tyAga eTale zuM tene jarA khyAla karajo! e kAMI pAMcasAta vIMghAnI jamInadArI na hatI athavA kalekaTarI ke kamiznarI na hatI. magadhanuM mahArAjya eTale te te kALanuM jagatanuM sarvopari rAjya ! hiMdustAnamAM te cAre dizAe magadhanI ANuM pharatI ja hatI paraMtu pazcimamAM yunAna uttaramAM ane pUrvamAM cIna ane dakSiNamAM laMkA sudhI e mahAsAmrAjyane ke vAgato hate AvuM mahArAjya te paNa abhayakumArane uttarAdhikArI tarIke maLatuM hatuM chatAM te para nakAra !!! zrAvakapaNAnI saphaLatA. mahAnubhAvo! abhayakumAra magadhanA mahArAjyane lAta mArI, cANa kayanA pitAe potAnA nAdAna bALakanA dAMta ghasI nAMkhyA ane kalpake te cAlI AvelA pradhAnapaNAne paNa lAta mArI. A badhA kAryomAM temanI pariNati kevI haze tene vicAra kare eTale tamane zrAvakapaNAnI sthiti kevI hovI joIe te barAbara samajAze.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (213). suyAbiTa 1 , jenI AvI sthiti che je AtmAnI AvI bhavya pariNati che tene duniyAdArInI vastuothI tIrthakara bhagavAnane jJAnavaibhava mApavApaNuM hoyaja nahi! jene mana AMkaDe avazeSa na hoya, je duniyAnI samRddhine AMkaDe nahi paNa zUnyaja mAnato hoya tene mana te zUnyane game teTalAe guNe tene kAMI artha nathI paraMtu jene duniyAdArInA vaibhavanI kiMmata hoya e kimata tarIke je ekaDo mukta hoya tene ja e ekaDA sAthe bIjA AMkaDAo mAMDIne guNAkAra karavAne bAkI rahe che. jenA manamAM duniyAdArInA vaibhavanI kiMmata che te ja mANasa e vaibhava karatAM tyAgane vaibhava keTalA gaNe che e prazna vicAravA besI zake che paraMtu jenA AtmAne e vAta kabula che ke A duniyAdArIne vaibhava te te moTuM "0" (zUnya) che te AtmAo te tIrthaMkara devenuM keTaluM mAna rAkhe tenI mAtra ka95nAja karavI basa che. je AtmA ema samaje che ke nigraMtha pravacana eja eka kalyANa karanArI vastu che ane bIjuM badhuM A saMsAramAM je kAMI che te julama karanArUM che te te guNAkAra karavAnI kadI vAtaja karavAno nathI. julama karanArane guNAkAra karIe te tenuM pariNAma paNa eja Ave che ke julama vadhIja jAyaduniyAne julamagAra gaNe ane pachI tene guNAkAra karavA jAo te pariNAma eja Avaze ke julama vadhavA pAmaze. eja pramANe rAja, saMsAra, kuTuMba enA maLavAthI athavA enA saMbaMdhamAM IcchA pramANe anukuLa kiMvA IcchA pramANe pratikULa saMgo maLavAthI je lAgaNInI prApti thAya che ene ja je tame saMtoSa mAnI le te e tamArI pahelA naMbaranI bhUla che ke bIjuM kAMI? ane jo tame eja sattaSane sAce saMtoSa mAnatA che te te pachI kahevuM joIe ke tamAre hisAbe tIrthakara deve e hAlInA rAjAoja che !!! ekaja sAre te bIja bhaMDA! tame tamArA AtmAne chetaravAnI vAta na karaze. je tame ema gaNatA che ke saMsArane vibhava sAre che te pachI saMsArane e vaibhava tamone meLavI Ape te sAro ke e tamAre vaibhava je choDAvI de te sAre? je vaibhava sAre che te cheDanAra zuM che ane e vaibhava choDAvavAnI paNa je vAta kare che te zuM karanArAja che. je tame bhegane ja sAre gaNatA che, ane tame bheganeja AdaravA lAyaka mAnatA he te e vAta spaSTa karo. jo tame bhogaja sAre gaNatA ho te te tyAgane kharAba gaNe cho e khulluM kare ane tyAgIne pUje cho e sAcA rAjA tarIke nathI pUjatA paNa AgaLa jaNAvyuM tema haLInA rAjA tarIke pUje che e vAta jAhera karI de. jeo tIrthakara bhagavAne AvA heLInA rAjA na gaNatA hoya, temane sAcA rAjA mAnatA hoya ane temane jagatanA uddhAraka mAnatA hoya te te temane pUjatAM pUjatAM game tyAre paNa e tyAgane meLa vavAnA che e vAta spaSTa che. gheDesavAra kanyAkumArIthI kAzmIra javA nIkaLaze te te jaladI pahoMcaze ane koI DozImA DagalAM bharatAM bharatAM jAya te pAMca varase poMcaze; paraMtu je te khare raste cAlyA ja karaze te game tyAre paNa te DezImA kAzmIra pahoMcavAnA te cheja, e vAta nizcaya che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (214) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. enuM e zobhItI beDI che. e ja pramANenI tamArI dazA che. tamArAmAM joIe te tyAganI tIvratA na thaI hoya tame joIe te dIkSA levAnAja IrAde devapUjA na karatA ho chatAM je tame ema mAnatA haze ke jagatanI saMpatti e saghaLI sonerI beDI che ane tyAga eja eka akSayadhana bhaMDAra che te tame lAkho vakhata yA karaDe vakhata devapUjA karyAthI tyAganA tAtparyamAM te jarUra Avazeja ! alabatta phera eTalo ja paDaze ke je pelA ghoDesvAranI mAphaka zaktivALo haze te jaladI pahoMcI jaze ane je ochI gativALe pelI DozInA je haze te hajAro vAra lAkhAvA2 karoDovAra devapUjA karyA pachI tyAganI pariNa timAM AvI zakaze, paraMtu jo tame sIdhe raste caDhyA haze te dhArele sthaLe jarUra pahoMcI zo! tame hajAro vakhata pUjA karI. lAkho vakhata pUjA karI ke game eTalIvAra pUjA paraMtu tamArI e badhIya pUjA tyAgane mATe ja che. have tamArI pajA tyAgane mATe ja che ane hajAro, lAkhe ke karaDevAra tame pUjA karyA pachI tame e pUjAnA kAryarUpa (phaLarU5) tyAga meLavI zake che tyAre tamAre tyAgakAryonA kAraNarUpa pUjA karavI e nakAmuM thaI jAya che. tyAga rU5 phaLa meLavI lIdhelAne pUjA karavAnI kazI jarUra rahetI nathI. je mANasa kAmIramAM nathI rahetA ane kanyAkamArImAM rahe che tene kAzmIra AvavA mATe doDavAnI jarUra paDe che ke cAlavAnI jarUra paDe che paraMtu jyAM te kAzmIramAM AvIne dAkhala thAya che athavA te kAzmIrane ja rahevAsI bane che ke te pachI tene kAzmIra javA mATe deTa mUkavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI chatAM paNa jo koI kAzamIranoja vatanI rastA upara nIkaLIne, "huM to kAzmIra jAuM chuM mAre te kAzmIra javuM che." ema kahIne mArgamAM doDAdoDa karI mUke che ke tene gAMDAja kahe! temane paNa mUrkhaja samajaje. jema kAzmIra pahoMcI gayelAne, kAzmIramAM dAkhala thayelAne kAzmIra javA mATe doDAdoDa karavAnI jarUraja rahetI nathI teja pramANe devapUjAnA kAraNarUpa tyAga paNa jeNe meLavI lIdhuM che evA sAdhuone bhakitapUrvakanI dravyapUjA karavAnI jarUra ja rahetI nathI. have eka mANasa kAzmIra pahoMcI gayo che te mANasa dilhImAM rahenArA kaI mitrane evo kAgaLa lakhe ke bhAI, je tAre kAzmIra AvavuM hoya te dilhIthI phalANI phalANI gADImAM besIne Ava, e gADImAM tuM besaze te tArAthI kAzmIra AvI zakAze!" A kAgaLa vAMcIne dilhImAM rahenAra mANasa kAzmIravALA mANasane mATe ema kahe ke "jo bhAIsAheba pite te kAzmIra javA mATe gADImAM besavAne nathI ane mane gADImAM besavAnuM kahe che ! jA! tuM te e gADImAM nathI besate mATe huM paNa gADImAM nathI besavAne !" mahAnubhAva! have vicAra karo ke tame A dilhIvAsIne pAgala gaNaze ke tene bIje kAMI khitAba Apazo ? eja sthiti tame ahIM paNa lAgu pADaje. jemaNe tyAgarUpa sAdhupaNuM meLavyuM che sarvoraMbha parigraha kaSAya ene jemaNe tyAga karI dIdhe. che tevAone alabatta AgagADI rUpa dravyapUjAnI jarUra nathI paraMtu jeo tyAgamAM jaI pahoMcyA nathI ane jeo tyAga svIkArI cukyA nathI, teo je sAdhuo dravyapUjA nathI karatA te pachI amAre dravyapUjA karavAnI zI jarUra che evuM kahe che tenuM sthAna paNa mUkhanA vargasAMja gaNI zakAya!!

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (215) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. dravyapUranI anivArya jarUra. sarvavirati jemaNe aMgIkAra karI che te samudAya dravyapUjAnI TIkITa na le to bezaka temane tenI jarUra ja nathI, paraMtu te joIne dezavirativALo paNa dravyapUjAnI TIkITa lIdhA vinAja leTapherma upara ghusavA jAya to tenuM pariNAma eja Ave ke sipAIo dhake mArIne nIce utAre vastuta: tAtparya e che ke sAdhuo pate pUjA karatA nathI tenuM kAraNa e che ke pUjAnuM phaLa je tyAga che e tyAgane temaNe meLavI lIdhuM che paraMtu jemaNe e tyAgane nathI meLavI lIdho evA vargane te dravyapUjA karavAnI avazya jarUra che. sAdhuo pote devapUjA nathI karatA tenuM kAraNa e che ke temaNe tyAganI bhUmikA prApta karI che paraMtu jemaNe e tyAganI bhUmikAnI prApti nathI karI, tevAone sAdhue devapUjAno upadeza Ape e paNa vyAjabIja che. dAkatara pitAnI pAse davAnI bharelI bATalI rAkhe che. dAkatara svayaM jeTalI davA hoya teTalI pIvA lAgatuM nathI paraMtu tethI te daradIne davA Apate baMdha thaI jatA nathI. athavA daradI dAkatara joDe kAMI eve vAdavivAda paNa karavA besatuM nathI ke, "tame davA pItA nathI te pachI tamane e "davA pI evuM kahevAno adhikAra nathI ane chatAM je tame mane davA pIvAne Adeza Apaze te huM e Adeza pALanAra nathI kAraNa ke tame mane je vastu upadeze che te tame jAte karatA nathI !" daradIe dAkatara joDe AvI rItano mithyA pralApa kare e mUrkhAI che teja pramANe sAdhue pUjA karatA nathI mATe ame paNa pUjA karatA nathI evuM dezavirativALAe kahevuM e paNa mUkhaI che. sAdhu tyAgane pAmelA hovAthI teo pote pUjA na kare chatAM zrAvakane teo devapUjAne upadeza ApavA zAsiya daSTie hakadAra che ane zrAvakoe upadezanA pAlanane mATe paNa zAstriyadaSTi eja jarUra javAbadAra che. devapUjAnuM prayojana zuM" sAdhuone Adeza pAmIne jene devapUjA kare che paraMtu e devapujA zA mATe karavAmAM Ave che te vicAre. zuddha devAdine ApaNe zA mATe pUjavA yogya mAnyA che te tapAso! ApaNe emane pUjya mAnyA che tenuM kAraNa eTaluMja che ke je cheDavA lAyaka che te temaNe cheDayuM che je meLavavA lAyaka che te temaNe meLavyuM che ane ApaNe hajI pagathIye ubhA chIe, A bhAvanA tenuM ja nAma bhAva samyakutva athavA nizcayasamyaktva che. tIrthakara bhagavAna caDhI gayA che temaNe tyAganI prApti karI laI mokSanI paNa prApti karI che ane temaNe piteja mArge caDhayA hatA te mArga paNa darzAvyuM che. A mArga A caDhavAnA sthAnake pahelAM dhyAnamAM levAvAM joIe. je vyakita prathama e sthAnake dhyAnamAM le che, te pachI te A bhavane mahA bhayaMkara parvata mAne che ane chevaTe tene oLaMgavAnI jarUrIyAta mAnIne tene oLaMge che, te ja vyakti muni paNAne pAme che. A muni paNane je pAme che te kettara saMjJAmAM praveza kare che. have e lokottara saMjJAmAM pravezanAra " muni " kaI vastuomAM tallIna hoya che. arthAt muninuM jIvana kevuM hoya che, te joIe. . .

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (216) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM syAdvAdano marma para savajJapaNuM eTale zuM ? zAstrakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya zrImAn yazavijayajI mahArAjAzrIe bhavyajInA kalyANathe "jJAnasAra" nAmaka graMtha race che temAM teozrI jaNAve che ke jIvAdika padArtho anaMta che, pAra vinAnA che ane tenI gaNatrI thaI zake evuM nathI. e saghaLA jIvAdikatomAM ane saghaLA padArthomAM jyAre yathAvat zraddhA utpanna thAya che tyAre tyAM samyakatvanI prApti thaI che ema samajavAnuM che. ApaNe koIpaNa padArthane jANavAno yatna karIe chIe paraMtu e yatna tyAre ja thAya che ke jyAre e padArtha jANavA je che evuM ApaNe mAnIe chIe. padArtha jANavA gya che evuM mAnyA vinA ApaNe te jANavAno prayatna karatA ja nathI. e rIte AkhA saMsAramAM je anaMta padArtho che te jANavAnI ApaNe jarUra na mAnIe tyAM sudhI te padArtho jANavAnI paNa ApaNe kALajI rAkhatA nathI. AvI rIte kALajI pUrvaka mahenata laI jyAM sudhI ApaNe prayatna na karIe tyAM sudhI padArthonuM yathAvatajJAna thatuM nathI ane jyAM sudhI padArthonuM yathAvata jJAna thatuM nathI tyAM sudhI zraddhA paNa utpanna thavA pAmatI nathI. sarvajJa paNuM te kahevAya che ke saghaLA padArthone yathAvidha jANavA. je AtmA saghaLA padArthone yathAvata jANe che te sarvasa che. samyakatvamAM paNa eja sthiti che. je sarva padArthone jANe che tene ja samyaktvanI prApti thaelI che ema kahI zakAya che ane jyAre samyaktvanI prApti thAya che tyAre ja tenA pachI sarvajJapaNAnI prApti thAya che arthAt samyaktva thayA vinA sarvajJatvanI prApti thavI azakaya che. samyakatva pachI sarvajJatA. jyAre samyakatvanI prApti thAya che tyAre ja tenA pachI sarvajJa paNuM maLe che. cAritra ane sabhyatva e baMne sAthe ja hoya che. ghaNapvAra avadhijJAna ane mana:paryavajJAna paNa sabhyatvanI sAthe ja hoya che paraMtu kevaLajJAna kadI samyaktvanI sAtheja hotuM nathI. cAritranI prApti thatAM pahelAM samyaktvanI prApti thAya che samyaktva maLe che te pachI cAritra dhAraNa thAya che. cAritranI prApti thayA pachI mohanIkama teDavene AraMbha karavAmAM Ave che te pachI jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAyakarma teDavAmAM Ave che ane e badhAne aMte ja sarvajJapadanI prApti thAya che. have koI evI dalIla karaze ke sarvajJapadanI prApti thayA vinA saghaLA padArthone jANavAnuM banI zakatuM nathI ane (sarvajJa thaI) saghaLA padArthone na jANIe tyAM sudhI samyaktvanI prApti thatI nathI. vaLI bIjI bAjue sarvajJanI prApti pahelAMja samyakatvanI prApti thavI joIe ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che tyAre have A baMne vAta zI rIte banI zake ! ThIka, dhAre ke eka manuSya eka rati senuM le che rati sonuM laIne te mANasa e senuM kasoTIe caDhAve che ane tene kasa kADhe che. AkhA jagatanuM saghaLuM

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Ana da-suriyu. (21). sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. sonuM bheguM karIne te sonuM e mANasa tapAsI jete nathI te paNa pati sonAne jANakAra parIkSaka jagatanA badhA senAne parIkSaka che ema gaNI zakAya kharuM ke nahi? rati senuM laIne tene kasoTIe caDhAvI tenI je parIkSA karI zake che te jagatanA tamAma senAne jANakAra che e vAta sau koI kabula rAkhe che. ratine jANakAra te badhAne jANakAra, eka cokasI rati sonAne pArakhatAM jANI zake che te game te kSetranA, game te kALanA, game te prakAranA sonAne jANe che. jagatamAM raheluM tamAma suvarNa, ke je bhUtakALamAM senAnA svarUpamAM hAya ane vartamAnakALamAM tenuM parivartana thaI gayuM hoya, vartamAna kALamAM je senuM bIjA kSetramAM athata bIjA sthaLamAM raheluM hoya athavA bhUmimAM evI rAsAyanika prakriyA cAlI rahI hoya ke jethI bhUminA garbhamAM navuM sonuM taiyAra thaI raheluM hoya e saghaLA sthaLanA ane saghaLA kALanA senAne teNe jANI lIdhuM che ke jeNe ratisonAne kasa kADhaye che. kasa kADhanAra mAtra ratisenAne ja kasa kADhe che paraMtu eTalA uparathI trAMtare ke kALAMtare utpanna thaI cukI nAza pAmI gayelA, athavA vartamAnakALamAM senA tarIke vidyamAna rahelA athavA bhaviSyamAM sonA tarIke janma pAmanArA suvarNanAmaka padArthane te jANI jAya che. ratisenAne kasa jANanAra senAnA saghaLA tene athavA senAnA saghaLA AkArane jANatA nathI. jagatamAM keTaluM sonuM che, e sonuM kayAM kayAM che athavA te konA hAthamAM che temAMnuM kazuM te jANatA nathI chatAM senAnI eka rati laIne te kasI jenAro tamAma sonAne jANI le che. arthAt senAnA guNadharmane jANavAne mATe eka rati sonuM paNa khAsa che ane eka rati senAne kasa tapAsI jenAro AkhA jagatanA tamAma senAne jANa le che. e kevaLa svAbhAvika ane vyavahAra svIkAreluM vidhAna che. samyakatva e sarvAgata che. jema ratisonA uparathI AkhA jagatanuM senuM jANI laI zakAya che teja rIte samyaphatva pAmela chavA lakSaNa dvArA saghaLA padArtho jANI le che. jIvanuM, pudagala, dhamastikAyanuM, adharmAstikAyanuM, AkAzanuM, kALanuM vagere sarva vastuonuM, lakSaNa zuM che te samyaphatva pAmanAre jANe che ane te uparathI te lakSaNa dvArAe sarva dharmAstikAya adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya, sarvajIvAstikAya, sarva dUgalAstikAya ane sarvakALane jANI le che. sarva dharmAstikAya, sarva adharmAstikAya, sarva AkAzAstikAya, sarva javAstikAya, sarvapudagalAstikAya ane sarvakALa e chae padArthonA lakSaNe jyAM sudhI jANavAmAM AvatAM nathI tyAM sudhI koIpaNa divasa, koIpaNa prakAre sabhyatvanI prApti thaI zakatIja nathI. A vAta jyAre dhyAnamAM levAmAM Avaze tyAreja niryuktikAra AcAryadeva zrImAna bhAhabAhusvAmIe kahelA vAkyane marma dhyAnamAM AvI zakaze. niryuktikAra AcAryadeva zrImAna bhadrabAhasvAmIe kahyuM che ke " savA sanma " arthAt samyaktva e sarvAgata che. kalekamAM e koIpaNa padArtha nathI ke je samyaktvanI bahAra haya, tethIja zAstrakAra mahArAjAe spaSTa zabdomAM e vAta jaNAvI dIdhI che ke samyaktva e sarvagata che,

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+nanananana AnaMdasudhAsiMdhu. (218) sudhAbaMdu 1 luM. samyaktvanI prApti kayAre mAnavI? dhamastikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAza, sarvajIva, pudagala, ane kALa e badhAMja lakSaNathI jANavAnI jarUra che. jema samasta suvarNa ratisonAthI lakSadvArA jANI zakAya che te ja rIte upalA padArtho paNuM lakSaNa dvArA jANI zakAya che ane lakSaNadhArAe e jANI zakIe tyAre ja e saghaLA padArthomAM zraddhA AvI zake che. e rIte jyAre saghaLA padArthomAM zraddhA Ave che tyAre ja samyakutvanI prApti thaelI mAnI zakAya che. samyaphatva pAmele saghaLA padArtho jANe che ane sarvajJa thayelo saghaLA padArtho jANe che e baMnenI vacce te bahu mATe phera rahelo che. samyaktvavALe saghaLA padArthone mAtra lakSaNa dvArA ja jANe che tyAre sarvajJa vyakti vizeSa pramANa tarIke saghaLA padArthone jANe che. ratisonA uparathI kSetramaMtaranA, kALAMtaranA saghaLA suvarNa ne jANanAre mAtra che thIja AkhA jagatanA senAne jANe te bIjI rIte sonAne jANI zakatA nathI. te telathI yA AkArathI AkhA jagatanA senAne jANI zako nathI. ratisenAne pArakhanAre hoya tenI pAse kSetramaMtaranuM game teTalu senuM parakhAve te paNa te te saghaLAM sonAne pArakhI Ape che kAraNa ke eka rati senAnA je lakSaNe che teja lakSaNe tamAma senAne vyApIne rahelA che. jema eka ratisonAmAM thaele anubhava saghaLA sonAmAM vyApIne rahe che, ane pati sonAne jANanAra tamAma sonAne lakSazuddhArAe jANI le che teja pramANe je stramakIti AtmA chadravyanA ane paMcAstikAyanA lakSaNone jANI zake che te lakSaNa dvArAe badhA padArthone ane badhA astikAne jANuM zaka che. 9 viaaN bAra che sarSa gArU AcAraMga sUtrakAra AcArAMga sUtramAM jaNAvyuM che ke "je gf bALa re savaMgA, je sarva vAgarUse pa vAgarU" je AtmA pitAnA eka chavane svarUpa ane lakSaNathI jANe che teNe jagatanA saghaLA jIvone jANI lIdhA che arthAt svarUpa ane lakSaNathI jeNe potAno jIva jAye che teNe samasta saMsAranA saghaLAja che jANI lIdhA che. "ekane jANe che te sarvane jANe che ane je sarvane jANe che te ekane jANe che." e sUtra je vakhate samyaktvane aMge lagADIe chIe tyAre tene artha lakSaNa dvArA levAne che. ahIM lokamAM dhamastikAyane gatimAM madada karanAra mAnIe chIe te teja nyAye lekAMte rahelA dhamastikAyanuM lakSaNa tyAM paNa gatimAM madada karavAnuM ja che e mAnIe chIe. ApaNe ApaNA pitAnA zarIramAM rahelA jIvane nitya, karma katA, mokSamAM javA lAyaka dhAryo che te pachI ApaNe eja nyAye jagatanA tamAma jIvone paNa nitya, karmanA bhakatA ane mokSamAM javA lAyaka tarIke mAnI zakIe chIe, ane je sarva AtmAo nitya, karmanA bhakatA ane mekSamAM javA lAyaka tarIke mAnIe chIe, te ApaNe AtmA paNa badhA AtmAomAMja eka hovAthI te paNa nitya, karmakatA ane mokSe javA yogya che ema ApaNe kAMIpaNa aDacaNa vinA mAnya rAkhIe chIe.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (219) sudhAbaMdu 1 luM. saghaLeja A traNa sthiti che. utpAta, vyaya ane dhrauvya A traNa vastuo zuM che te khAsa samajavAnI jarUra che. A traNe padArthone samajavAne mATe AMgaLInuM udAharaNa le. AMgaLInA udAharaNa uparathI tame A vastu sArI rIte jANI zakaze. A AMgaLI che. te sIdhI che. tene ApaNe vAMkI karIe, te vAMkApaNuM utpanna thAya che ane sIdhApaNuM nAza pAme che. AMgaLInA vAMkApaNanI utpatti thAya ke sIdhApaNanI utpatti thAya yA AMgaLInA vAMkApaNAno nAza thAya yA sIdhApaNano nAza thAya paraMtu dareka avasthAmAM AMgaLI te kAyamanI kAyama ja rahevAnI! vAMkI hoya te paNa AMgaLI ja che ane sIdhI hoya te paNa AMgaLIja che arthAt AMgaLIpaNuM sthira che. jema AMgaLImAM vAMkApaNuM utpanna thAya che eTale sIdhApaNuM nAza pAme che ane AMgaLIpaNuM sthira rahe che te ja pramANe dareka padArthamAM paNa samajavAnuM che. devatAmAMthI AvIne ke manuSya thAya che. manuSyaNAne utpAta thAya che ane devatApaNane nAza thAya che chatAM jIvapaNuM te kAyamanuM ja rahe che. arthAt utpAta vyaya ane dhrauvya A traNa vastuo vastumAtrane viSe dareka kALe, dareka sthaLe ane dareka sthitimAM kAyamaja hoya che. koIpaNa sthAna tamane evuM jaDavAnuM nathI ke jyAM tamane ekalI utpatti athavA ekalA vyayanA darzana thaze athavA jyAM ekalI utpattija heya nAza na hAya !! jyAM utpatti che tyAM nAza che. jyAM utpatti che tyAM nAza paNa che ane jyAM nAza che tyAM utpatti paNa che. AMgaLInuM sIdhApaNuM nAza pAme che tyAre ja tene vAMkApaNAnI prApti thAya che ane sIdhApaNAnI prApti thAya che ene artha e che ke vAMkApaNAne nAza thayela che. "utpatti thaI" e zabda ApaNe belIe chIe tenI sAtheja ApaNe e vAta samajI levAnI che ke AgalI sthitine nAza thAya che ane "nAza thayo" evA zabda jyAM belIe chIe tyAM ema samajavAnuM ja che ke navI keIpaNa sthitinuM sarjana thayuM che. vAMkApaNAne nAza eTale sIdhApaNAnI utpatti ane sIdhApaNAnI utpatti eTale vAMkApaNano nAza. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke utpatti che tyAM nAza che ane jyAM nAza che tyAM utpatti paNa che. utpatti vinA nAza nathI ane nAza vinA utpatti paNa nathI ene artha e che ke utpatti ane nAza e baMnene paraspara saMbaMdha raheleja che. utpatti ane nAzane tame A rIte kabula rAkhe che. have ApaNe ethI paNa eka DagaluM AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. utpatti ane nAza e vAta te ThIka! paraMtu tenI utpatti ane kone nAza tene vicAra kare. koIpaNa padArtha ja na heya te pachI utpatti paNa kenI thAya ane nAza paNa kone thAya? mATe ema nakkI thAya che ke utpatti ane nAza e sivAya trIjI kAMI paNa vastu hevI joIe. padArthamAtra trividhAtmaka che. utpatti ane nAza e baMne sthiti vakhate trIje koI padArtha AvIne ubhe rahe che ke je padArtha utpatti ane nAza e baMne vakhate hAjara hoya che. arthAt utpatti ane nAzane mAnya rAkhe che te evA trIjA ke padArthane mAna ja paDe che ke je padArthanI utpatti athavA nAza thAya che. kapaDAM upara lAla raMga hoya tene lAla raMga kADhI nAkho ane tenA upara tame dhaLo raMga caDhAve athavA

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MAMMUAAAAAAAAAA AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (22) suSAbita 1 luM. dhaLo raMga kADhI nAkho ane lAla raMga caDhAve paraMtu e raMgano pheraphAra karatI vakhate paNa kapaDAnI hatI to hovI ja joIe. lAla ke veLA e baMne raMga je kapaDuM hoya teja tame caDhAvI zako cho, te sivAya tame raMga caDhAvI zakatA nathI eja A dhavapaNuM che. e uparathI mAlama paDe che ke jagatanA harakoI padArthane traNa svabhAva che ke utpatti, nAza ane nizcaLatA. koIpaNa padArtha e nathI ke je utpatti, nAza ane nizcaLatA vinAne heya! have eka padArthanuM AvuM lakSaNa che e tame jANI le che ke pachI tame jagatanA tamAma padArthonI sthitine te uparathI jANI zako cho. eka padArtha traNa guNavALe che te jagatanA saghaLAja padArtho traNa guNavALA che e spaSTaja che. AthIja zAstrakAroe ema kahyuM che ke je ekane jANe che te badhAne jANe che. eka padArthanA utpAda, vyaya ane sthiratAne jeo jANe che teo saghaLAja padArthonA utpAda, vyaya ane thiratAne jANe che e A uparathI pratyakSa thAya che. kasoTI upara eka rati senAne kase che tethI tamAro nizcaya thAya che ke amuka kasavALuM sonuM che. AthI tame jagatanA tamAma sonAne jANI zako cho ke jemAM amuka kasa rahyo che te sonuM che te ja pramANe eka padArthane tame jANe cho eTale pachI jamatanA tamAma padArthone paNa tame jANI zake che. yukitathI jainatatvajJAna beThuM che. tame hAthamAM eka rati sonuM lo cho ane tenI ja parIkSA karI jue che paraMtu te uparathI tame jagatanA tamAma sonAno nizcaya karI zako cho teja pramANe tame AMgaLI ke jIvane tapAso che ane tene jANe cho eTale te uparathI tame jagatanA tamAma padArthone ane jagatanA tamAma jIvone nizcaya karI zake che. eka padArthane ApaNe utpatti, nAza ke sthiratAvALo jANIe chIe eTale ApaNe AkhA jagatane arthAt AkhA jagatanA tamAma padArthone nizcaya karI zakIe chIe ke padArtha mAtra utpAda, nAza ane sthiratA e traNethI yukata che. have padArtha mAtramAM A traNa guNe che ema tame kabula rAkhaze, chatAM te pachI saMbhava che ke kadAca tamane evI paNa zaMkA thaze ja ke je (1) badhA padArthonI utpatti, nAza ane sthiratA che te jIvanI paNa utpatti hovI joIe ane je jIvanI utpatti hoya te jIva anAdi che e vAta khoTI hovI joIe. teja pramANe (2) yAvat siddhapaNAmAM dharmAstikatAne paNa vinAza che ema mAnavuM paDaze. utpatti ane nAzazabdathI jainatvane marma nahi jANanArAo jenIne bIvaDAve che ke tamAre tatvasiddhAMta te utpatti ane nAzane mAnanArA che mATe tamAre AtmAnI paNa utpatti ane nAza mAnavAM paDaze. jo tame AtmAnI utpatti ane nAza na mAnaze te paNa tame kauna kahI zakAze nahi, ane tame AtmAnI utpatti ane nAza mAnazo te paNa tame jena kahI zakAze nahi kAraNa ke jainadarzana te AtmAne utpatti ane vinAza vinAne jaNAve che, arthAta ke jenatatvajJAna cheTuM che! A zAsanamAM apavAda che ja nahi. jenatvanA aMtaraMgane jeo samajatA nathI ane mAtra jeo vAdanA viSayamAMja AnaMda pAme che teoja evI dalIla karI zake che ke, "jo tame jIvAtmAnI utpatti ane nAza nahi mAnaze

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (221) sudhAdi 1 luM. te pachI" padArtha mAtrane utpatti, vinAza ane nizcaLatA che "e tamAre siddhAMta tamAre hAtheja tame beTe TharAve che." have tame AtmAnI utpatti nathI evuM kaheze te paNa zaMkAkAra te tamane emaja kaheze ke ethI tame jainadarzanane mAnanAre cho ema gaNI zakAtuM nathI kAraNa ke jenatatvajJAna to padArtha mAtrane utpatti, sthiti ane vilaya che ema mAnI rahyuM che. arthAt tame utpatti, sthiti ane nAzane mAno che te paNa tame je nathI ane tame utpatti, sthiti ane layane nathI mAnatA te paNa tame jaina nathI ! mahAnubhAve ! tyAre have vicAra karo ke tamArUM jainatva kevI rIte sAbIta thaI zake ema che? AvA zaMkAkAne uttara e che ke trilekezvara bhagavAn zrI mahAvIra devanuM zAsana te evuM punita zAsana che, eTaluM badhuM sAyanTiIka zAsana che are, eTaluM badhuM tatvadazI zAsana che ke temAM jarA paNa AkSepane avakAza nathI. jainazAsana ekalI utpattine mAnatuM ja nathI. jema jenazAsana ekaluM utpattine nathI mAnatuM teja pramANe te ekaluM nAzane paNa mAnatuM nathI. vaLI jema te ekaluM utpatti athavA ekaluM nAzane mAnatu nathI teja pramANe mAtra te utpatti ane nAza e baMne vastune paNa mAnatuM nathI paraMtu te te utpatti, nAza ane nizcalatA e traNe vastune ja eka sAthe mAne che. jainazAsana utpatti, nAza ane nizcalatA e traNene ekI sAthe ja mAne che eTale e raSTie jenazAsana jIvane nizcala paNa mAnI zake che ane jIvane jyAM nizcala mAnIe chIe tyAM ema paNa mAnI zakAya che ke jIva anAdi ane anaMta che. have koI evI dalIla karaze ke je tame jIvAtmAne nizcala, anAdi ane anaMta mAne che te pachI tame jagatanA tamAma padArthone nizcala, anAdi ane anaMta mAnavAne baMdhAelA cho kAraNa ke tamArA ja siddhAMta kahe che ke je guNadharma eka padArthamAM raheluM che tevAja guNadharma saghaLA padArthomAM rahele che !! ThIka! ahIM jarA vadhAre dhyAna pahoMcADazo te tamArI muzkelI tame sahaja dUra karI zakaze. eka rati senAmAM je kasa che te kasane joIne ApaNe jagatanA saghaLA senAne oLakhI zakIe chIe athar eka rati senAmAM je guNa che teja guNa tamAma senAmAM mAnIe chIe teja pramANe eka padArthane je utpatti, vyaya ane dhrauvyamaya na mAnIe te AkhA jagatanA tamAma padArthone paNa e traNa guNa vinAnAja mAnava paDe che ane je eka padArthane utpattivALa mAne te teNe jagatanA saghaLA padArthone paNa utpAdAdirUpe mAnavA paDe che. kharI rIte dareka padArtha traNe guNethI yukta che ane dareka padArtha e traNe guNothI yukta che eTale jagatanA tamAma padAthI paNa traNe guNethI yukta che e sAbIta thAya che. syAdvAdane marma samaje. tatvajJAna samajavuM e bahuja sahelI vAta nathI. padArthavidyAnA siddhAMte samajavA mATe buddhi, anubhava ane zraddhA e traNenI jarUra che. e traNene upaga karIne je jarAka sarakhI paNa vadhAre buddhi calAvaze te A siddhAMtamAM rahele hRdayaMgama marma jarUra samajI zakaze. have ahIM pelA AMgaLInA daSTAMtane pharIthI vAta kare. sIdhI hoya te paNa te AMgaLI che ane AMgaLI vAMkI hoya te paNa te AMgaLI che,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ' (222) sudhAbiMdu 1 vuM. sIdhApaNuM nAza pAme che eTale vAMkApaNuM janme che ane vAMkApaNuM nAza pAme che eTale sIdhApaNuM janme che. have e sIdhApaNuM ane vAMkApaNuM AMgaLIthI judA che ke eka tene vicAra karo. ApaNe kahIzuM ke amuka apekSAe e bane judA paNa che ane amuka apekSAe e eka paNa che ke jevI rIte chokarA e amuka apekSAe cheka paNa che ane amuka apekSAe tenI strIne pati paNa che. AMgaLIpaNuthI sIdhApaNuM athavA vAMkApaNuM e judA nathI ja. have AMgaLIne je vakratA thAya che te vakratA AMgaLIthI eka che ke AMgaLIthI bhinna che ? vAMkApaNuM athavA vakatA thAya che tethI kAMI navA AMgaLI paNAnI utpatti thatI nathI. A bhedabhedarUpI svAdane jee lakSapUrvaka vicAre che tene nAza, utpatti ane nizcalatAno sAco marma samajAya che. e marma mAtra zaMkA, vAdavivAda ke abhyAsa vinA ane prayatna vinAja samajI zakAtuM nathI, atu. ekane nizcaya te sarvane nizcaya je manuSya A bhedabheda rUpI svAdane mAne che te tenA paryAya rUpe nAza ane utpattine paNa samajI zake cheja paraMtu jene svAda zabdathI ja sUga caDhe che tene samajAvavAne koI upAyaja nathI. je manakhya samajavA mAge che tene samajAvI de e ApaNuM kAma che paraMtu koI mANasa ema kahe ke mAre te samajavuM ja nathI tene ApaNe kaI paNa rIte samajAvI zakavAnA nathI! pahelI avasthAmAM padArtha mAM kAryakartApaNuM hatuM te kAryakartApaNAne bIjI avasthAmAM eTale bIje samaye nAza thAya che. AkAzapaNuM emane ema sthira che. eka padArthane aMge ApaNe je lakSaNa vicArIe chIe athavA te eka padArthane aMge je lakSaNa nakakI karIe chIe te lakSaNa dareka padArthane ane lAgu paDe che. eka rati senane paNa ApaNe sonuM kayAre kahI zakIe tene vicAra karajo. rati senAmAM paNa ApaNane kasa mAlama paDe joIe. jyAre ApaNane kasa mAlama paDe che tyAre ja ApaNe rati sonAne paNa senuM mAnavAne taiyAra thaIe chIe. senA sivAya kasa hete nathI athavA te jyAM kasa nathI tyAM senuM nathI evuM sauthI pahelAM nakakI karavuM paDe che. jyAre evuM nakakI karIe chIe tyAreja ratibhAra senuM paNa tenuM ja che e nizcaya karI zakAya che ane jyAre ratisenAne nizcaya karIe eTale sarvane paNa nizcaya thavA pAme che. zraddhA nathI tyAM samyakatva nathI. A eka dAbaDI che. ene prathama tame dAbaDI ' tarIke oLakhe che. jyAre tame AvI eka vastune dAbaDI kahe che tyAre tamAro nizcaya thAya che ke je vastune amuka AkAra hoya, tenI amuka prakAranI beThavaNa hoya, temAM amuka prakAranI sagavaDa hoya tevI cIja te dAbaDI che ane tethI e jAtanI jagatanI badhI cIjo te dAbaDI kahI zakAya che ! have ekane tame dAbaDI kahe che ane tevI dAbaDI banAvavAno tame kArakhAnAvALAone orDara Ape che evI jarA kalpanA karo. pachI kArakhAnAmAMthI taiyAra thaIne tamAre tyAM kAbaDIne ja Ave che. have e jathAmAMnI eka cIja upADIne paNa tame tene dAbaDI tarIke veco che. eka rati senAmAM ke kasa che te prathama tame zodhI kADhe che pachI eka rati senAnA kasa uparathI tame evuM nakakI kare che

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mAnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (223) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. ke amuka amuka jAtanA kasa hoya tevI saghaLI vastue setu che. arthAt ekanuM jJAna thAya che eTale satu jJAna thAya che ane sanuM jJAna thAya che eTale ekanuM paNa jJAna thAya che e spaSTa che. eja rIte tame eka padAne utpAdAdarUpe nakakI karI che eTale AkhA jagatanA tamAma padArtho utpAdAdarUpe che e nakakI thAya che. A vastu jyAre tamArA kharAbara dhyAnamAM Avaze tyAre tamAre jarU2 kabula sakhavuMja paDaze ke je manuSya eka vastune jANe che te manuSya RSI vastune jANe che! A daSTie samyaktva e sarvavyApaka che. jenAmAM eka paNa padArtha nI, eka paNa akSaranI athavAeka paNa padanI zraddhA nathI tenAmAM samyaktva paNa nathIja e have A rIte spaSTapaNe kahI zakAya che. ratimAM paNa zraCA na hoya te badhu mithyA ! tame sonAnA DhagalAnA DhagalA karelA hoya te badhA seAnAne sAnu` kaheA. seAnAnI pATanI pATa mUkelI hAya tene sAnu kaheA, seAnAnI lagaDI DhAya tene sAtu' kaheA ane chaganabhAInI AMgaLIe sAnAnI vIMTI hoya tene setu na kaheA tA tamArUM cAkasIpaNuM e dhULa barAbara che. tame jo sAnAnA AvA parIkSaka hA tA tamAne koi cekasI kahevAne taiyAra thavAnuM nathI ! je ceAkasI che teNe te badhAja sAnAnA sudharyAM ane tenI parakha jANavIja joie. kAi cAkI lAkha teAlA seAnAne setu' kahe paNa e rite seAnAne lekhaDa kahe teA tene kAi cAkasI kahevAne taiyAra thavAnuM nathI ! je pramANe edhA senAne seAnA tarIke kabula rAkhanArA teja seAnAmAMthI e ti sAnuM laine tene lekhaDa kahe che tenuM cekasIpaNuM mithyA che, teja pramANe akhitazAstramAM zraddhA rAkhanAra AtmA, je ekapaNa padArtha, ekapaNu pada ke ekapaNa sUtrane tenA sAcA svarUpathI avaLuM mAnavAne prerAya, te tenuM samyaktva paNa mithyAja che arthAt tene ApaNe samakIti AtmA zakatA kahI nathI. kAI jhaverI meAtInI bharelI gur3eAnI guNNA tapAse, badhA meAtIne kharAmara sAcA tarIke pArakhe paraMtu te chatAM jo temAMthI ekane paNa te kalacara kahI de arthAt sAcA mAnInA DhagalAmAMnA eka paNa metIne uMcaDIne te meAtIne te banAvaTI metI kahe te teja kSaNe tenA jhaverIpaNA upara pANI phrI vaLe che! cAkasI ke jhaverI badhA jhaverAtanI, badhA alakArAnI, badhA dAgInAnI kharAkhara kiMmata kare paraMtu ekaja hIrAnA kaMTho sAcA che ema dhArIne dasa lAkhanI avaLI kiMmate kharIdI le, te tene rAtanAja jhera khAvuM paDe, teja pramANe eka paNa pada, eka pazu akSara athavA ekapaNa sUtra avaLuM levAyuM eTale ke tenA avaLA artha thayA tA te atha karanArAnA samyaktvamAM zUnya che ! payama kharaMca ikkaMpi jo na roera 'munirihaM' sesaM zeyaMto'vihu micchaddiTThI jamAlin ||1|| mithyAdraSTi koNa che ? zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe tA spaSTa rIte kahyuM che ke je eka pazu pada, akSara ane sUtranI rUci nathI rAkhateA ane bAkInAnI ci rAkhe che te "niSpAda"i che. koI jhaverInI peDhImAM pArekha-ratnapArakhI-pagArathI rAkhyA hAya, hajAro ratnAne te rAjanA pArakhatA hAya ane tenI kiMmata karatA hoya te chatAM jo kai vi

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mAna-sudhAsiMdhu. (224) sudhAbiMdu 1 chuM. sathI ekAda khATA hIrA kharA mAnIne kharAnI kimatamAM lai le che teA tene Thapako veThavAja paDe che. aneka kharA hIrA pArakhI zake che mATe te dazahajAranA eka khATA hIrA lai le te calAvI zakAtuM nathI. alabatta khATA hIrA kadAca kharA tarIke bhUlathI lai levAyeA hAya tA te eka judI vAta che paratu teNe khaza ane beTA hIrAne mULa vastu tarIke kharA ane khATA hIrA tarIkekabUla tA rAkhavAja paDe che. jo e rIte kharA ane khATA hIrAne tenA sAcA svarUpamAM kabUla rAkhatA hAya te tenI bhUla kSamya gaNAya che, paraMtu je manuSya mULa kharI vastune kharI tarIke ane khATI vastune khATI tarIke kabUla rAkhavAja na mAgatA hAya tevA ratnapArakhI kai sthitimAM hAI zake ? jhaverInI dukAne AvA mANasa pASAi zakatA nathI ane jo bhUlecUke te dukAne esI gayA tA satyAnAza vALI nAkhe che ! muddAnA vicAra kara je AtmA saghaLA padArthomAM zraddhA rAkhatA hAya, saghaLA sutrA ane siddhAMtAne svIkAratA hAya, paraM'tu te chatAM jo te sUtrasta ekapaNa vastune kabula na rAkhatA hAya te ApaNe tene samIti kahI zakIe nahi. zAstra tenA samyaktvadhArI kahevAnI nA pADI de che! jema lAkhA tAlA seAnAne pArakhanArA ratipittaLane sAduMja che ema kahI de, te tenI hAMsI thAya che, teja pramANe samyaktvane aMge saghaLA pArthAMmAM zraddhA rAkhanArA je ekapaNa padArthane vasturUpe ulladhI jAya che, te te mithyAdaSTija kahevAya che. arthAt zAstranI e spaSTa AjJA che ke, bhale game teTalA padArthAMnI rUci hAya tA paNa eka pada ke eka akSarane aMge paNa jene rUci na hoya te AtmA mithyADhaSTija che. ATalAja mATe sarva padArthonuM svarUpa jANavuM ane tenI zraddhA rAkhavI ene jarUrI mAnyu' che. salaLA padArthonuM svarUpa jANavuM ane tenI zraddhA rAkhavI te sAthe bhavanuM svarUpa na jANavuM e nakAmu' che. jeNe bhavanuM svarUpa jANyu' che, teNe saghaLA jIvA ane pudgaleAnu svarUpa jANyu che, paraMtu jeNe badhuM jANyuM che chatAM bhavanuM svarUpa jANyu' nathI tenuM badhuM jANelu nakAmuM che, have A saghaLu' jANavAnI zI jarUra che, tenA vicAra karajo. keAI kahe ke mAre B. A, thavuM che I kaheze ke mAre M, A, thavu' che, kAi kaheze ke, bhAI huM tA . L. B. thavAnA chuM, kAI kaheze ke mAre B. E. thavu` che kAI kaheze ke mAre B, T. thavuM che, A saghaLuM thavAmAM darekanA muddo te kAMI ne kAMi DAya cheja ! koI jJAna meLavavA khAtara, teA kAi paiseA meLavavA khAtara A saghaLI upAdhi seve che, tyAre ahIM dhama kSetramAM saghaLu jANuvAne age muddo zu che te vicAro. karma baMdha kayAMsudhI DAya che ? navatatva, cha dravya ane pAMcamastikAya e saghaLAnuM svarUpa jANavAnuM ane temAM zraddhA rAkhavAnuM kahyuM che. A zraddhA rAkhavApaNuM. ane mAnavApaNuM zA mATe che tene vicAra karA. AtmA ka`baMdha karI rahyo che te cAra kAraNathI karI rahyo che mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane cega. A cAra kAraNathI AtmA karmonA baMdha karI rahyo che. mithyAtva, e kadIpaNu savarUpa ke nirjarArUpa banI zakatuM nathI. koipaNu samaya athavA sarcageAmAM atipaNuM savarUpa ke ni rArUpa banatuM nathI. kiMvA enA dvArA savara ke nirdeza thaI zakatAM nathI. kaSAye savarUpa ke niArUpa anI zakatA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (225) sudhAbiMdu 1 9. nathI athavA te mana, vacana ke kAyAnA vego paNa saMvara ke nirja rArUpa banI zaktA nathI. . ATalA mATe navatatvamAM mithyAtvAdi cAra karmabaMdhanA kAraNe gaNavAmAM AvyAM che. je jIe kevaLajJAnanI prApti karI lIdhI che te jIne paNa vega heAya tyAM sudhI teone baMdha thAya che. je cha kevaLajJAna pAmelA che tevA jIvone paNa mana, vacana ane kAyAne vega hoya tyAM sudhI te baMdha hoya ja che. eTale ja zubha ke azubha baMdha thAya te vAta judI che saMvara ke nirjarApaNe e cAra na thAya. have prazasta rAganI dazA kevI hoya te tapAso. prazasta kapAya hoya khare ke nahi? jyAM prazastarAga hoya che tyAM jJAnAvaraNIya karma, darzanAvaraNIya karma athavA te aMtarAya karmano baMdha hAI zakatA nathI. tyAre have prazna e upasthita thaze ke prakRtikarmane baMdha na hoya te vakhate prazasta kaSAya hAya che ke nahi arthAt AtmAnA kSaya, upazama, kSaye pazamanA ghera nirbhara karaze. prazastarAga sonuM ane cAMdI e baMne padArthone tame bhegA karI nAkho, tene gALIne eka lagaDI banAvI de, te te vakhate tame e lagaDIne senA tarIkeja samaje cho., paraMtu lagaDI jyAM kasa upara caDhe tyAM temAM sonuM keTalA bhAga che ane cAMdI keTalA bhAga che te ApaNuM jANavAmAM Ave che. sonAne raMga pILo che ane pILAne prabhAva bhAre che, tethI leke te pILuM eTaluM sonuM mAnI le che, paraMtu jene kasa kADhavo che tenAthI pILuM eTaluM sonuM mAnI zakAya nahi! je te paNa pILuM eTaluM senuM evo ja hisAba rAkhavA jAya te tene dukAne tALAMja devA paDe!! kasavALAe kasa letI vakhate to vicAra kare ja joIe ke lagaDImAM ATalA bhAga sonuM che ane ATalA bhAga cAMdI athavA rUkyuM che. te ja pramANe prazastarAgamAM karmanirjarA thAya te buddhimAnIe to ema samajavuM ja joIe ke emAM ATalo aMza baMdhano che ane ATale aMze nirjarAne che. badha ane nirjarA eka sAthe zakya che? have kei e prazna uThAvaze ke prakAza ane aMdhakAra baMne laukika daSTie sAthe rahI zakatA nathI, ekaja aMzamAM satya ane asatya sAthe rahI zakatA nathI, athavA ekaja aMzamAM pApa ane puNya paNa laukika AMkhe sAthe rahelA jaNAtA nathI to pachI karmabaMdha ane karmanirjarA ekI sAthe kevI rIte rahI zake che? jarA vadhAre vicAra karaze te mAlama paDaze ke karmabaMdha ane karmanirjarA baMnene sAthe rahevAmAM kaIpaNa jAtane vAdhe saMbhava nathI. koI paNa AtmA A saMsAramAM e nathI ke te baMdha ane nirjarA sAthe na karate hAya! ApaNe jIva pahelAnA bhavanA karma bAMdhelAM hoya che tenI nija kare che ane teja jIva navAM karmo bAMdhatuM jAya che. khuda nigodathI mAMDIne teramA guNasthAnaka sudhI athavA te sarvArthasiddha sudhI zo te badhe ja tamane nirjarA ane baMdha sAtheja dekhAya che. A sthaLe paNa junAM. karmone udaya thaI tenI nirjarA karavAmAM Ave che ane navAM karmone baMdha cAlu ja rahe che mAtra ekaluM caudamuM guNasthAnaka eja evuM sthAna che ke jyAM nirjarA mAtra heya che ane navAM karmone baMdha tyAM thavA pAmate nathI. e caudamA guNasthAnakanuM AyuSya mAtra pAMca havAkSara AMtaramUhurta

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (226) suyAbiMdu 1luM. jeTaluM hoI te pachI tAtakALa mokSanI prApti che. ekalI nija rAja kayAM hoya? caudame guNasthAnake karmane baMdha hete nathI mAtra ekalI nirAja heya che. have caudamA guNasthAnake AvI sthiti kema hoya che tene vicAra karo. caudamA guNasthAnakamAM paNa je baMdhanuM kAraNa heya arthAt ke je caudame guNasthAnake paNa navAM karmo baMdhAtAM hoya te vaLI te konI nirjarA mATe navA guNasthAnakanI athavA navI avasthAnI jarUra paDe che ane evI jarUra Avazyaka hevAthI caudamAM guNasthAnaka pachI mekSa che e vidhAna uDI javA pAme che, paraMtu ApaNe jANIe chIe ke caudamuM guNasthAnaka e te evuM sthaLa che ke jyAMthI sIdhA mokSamAM ja praveza karavAno hoya che arthAta cAdamAM guNasthAnakamAM karmanA baMdhane saMbhava ja nathI. tyAM mAtra karmabaMdhanI nija karavAnI bAkI hoya che! caudamA guNasthAnakamAM paNa je karmane baMdha hoya te pachI mokSanI dazA asaMbhavita ja thAya. mokSanI prApti pahelAM amuka TAIme e karmane baMdha rekaja joIe che. eTale caudamuM guNasthAnaka eja eka evI dazA che ke jyAM nirjarA hoya che paraMtu baMdha hete nathI. caudamAM guNasthAnaka sivAya bIjI eka paNa dazA evI nathI ke jyAM ekalI karmanirjarAja hoya, ane tyAM baMdha na hAya !! caudamA guNasthAnaka vinAnuM koIpaNa sthAna karmanirjarA ane karmabaMdha e bane vinAnuM hotuM nathI saMvara ane nirjarAnuM kAraNa mithyAtvane baMdha ke saMvaranuM kAraNa ApaNe mAnI zakatA nathI, teja pramANe avirati, kaSAya ke yegane paNa ApaNe svataMtra saMvara ke nirjarAnuM kAraNa mAnI zakatA nathI, je ethI ulaTI mAnyatA ApaNe rAkhavA jaIe chIe to saMvara ane nirjarAnA bhedamAM paNa ApaNe navA navA bheda vadhAravA paDe che. tatvajJAnanI daSTie ema karavuM tadana azakaya che. teramA guNasthAnakanI sthitine vicAra karaje. terame guNasthAnake pahelA samayamAM karma bAMdhavAmAM Ave che, bIjA samayamAM tene bhagavaTe thAya che ane trIjA samayamAM tene nAza paNa thAya che. teramA guNasthAnake baMdha ane nirjarA IcachApUrvakanA nathI, paraMtu te pitAnI meLe ja thayA kare che. terame sthAne paNa baMdha hoya che paraMtu e baMdha IcchApUrvakano hato nathI. te chatAM paNa e baMdhane ApaNe baMdha mAnavaja paDe che. have IcchA vinAno karmabaMdha kevI rIte ghaTe che tene vicAra kare karma karanAre pote kAMI jANatuM nathI, te kAMI vicAra karatA nathI, tenA kAyAnA pega pravartatA nathI, teNe kAMI paNa vacana kahyuM nathI, teNe kAMI kharAba pravRtti karI nathI. nidrAmAM enuM mana bolatuM nathI ane tenA kAyAnI pravRtti paNa thatI nathI te pachI tenA hAthe kAma kevI rIte thAya che ? ane je AvI dazAmAM koIpaNa kAra thI kameM thatAM hoya te paNa karmo karanAranI saMpUrNa ajJAnatA chatAM e karmone doSa tene kevI rIte lAge che te prazna tapAsIe. vikAra karmabaMdha saraje che. uMgha saMbaMdhInuM je daSTAMta ApaNe lIdhuM che ke te eka sarva sAmAnya daSTAMta che, ApaNane evI zaMkA saheje thAya che. te uMghamAM mANasa pratyakSarIte karmo karatuM nathI te pachI mane baMdha ene zA mATe lAge che,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (227) sudhAmiM 1che. paraMtu ekendriyajInuM daSTAMta enAthI vadhAre gaMbhIra che ekendriya zuM pApapunya karavA jAya che? te chatAM temane paNa karmane baMdha lAge che, ema samaje ke tamArA zarIranA koIpaNa bhAgamAM rasoLI thaI che. tame e rasoLInuM piSaNa karavA vicAra svapane paNa karI zake kharAke? nahija !te chatAM uMghamAM paNa tamArA zarIramAM annarasa bIjA avayavane maLe tema bhAge paDate raLIne paNa maLe che. vadhAre vicAra karaze te A bAbata tame bahuja saraLatAthI samajI zakaze. dhAro ke tamane eka gumaDuM thayuM che. e gumaDAmAM parU thAya e tamArA vicAra nathI. tame pote parU karavA mAgatA nathI. "gumaDAmAM parU thAo ! parU thAo !" evAM vacana paNa meDhethI tame belatA nathI paraMtu te chatAM uMghamAM che te paNa e gumaDAmAM parU thavA pAme che. have tamArI IcchA virUddha e parU kevI rIte thayuM tene vicAra karo. tamArA zarIramAM je vikAra ubhe thaye che te vikArane pariNAme ApoApa tame jAgRta che ke nidrAmAM che te paNa pudagale kheMcAI Ave che ane tene pariNAme parU taiyAra thAya che. e ja pramANenI dazA AtmAnI paNa samajI levAnI che. dareka jIve mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane jegone vikAra karyo che ane tene ja pariNAme tame jAgRta che ke nidrAmAM he, supumimAM che ke bIjI koI dazAmAM he, paraMtu te chatAM karmanA pudagale kheMcAI AvIne tamAre mATe karmabaMdha ubhuM kare che. : vikArane vyApAra cAlune cAlu raLIne baMdha karavI hoya te tyAM tamArI jAgRti ' ke vicArazakita kAma lAgatI ja nathI. raseLIne kapAvI nAkho, te jagyA sApha karo ane pachI tejAbathI bALI nAkhe tyAre ja tyAM pudagale rasaLIrUpe AvatA baMdha paDe che, ethI AgaLa vadhe, gumaDuM thayuM hoya te tene paNa oparezana karAvIne aMdaranuM parU kaDhAvI nAkho ane pachI malamapaTA karIne gumaDAnA vikArane bALI sApha karo tya parUpe tyAM pudagale AvatA baMdha paDe che. e uparathI samajavAnuM e che ke vikAra e eka evI zakita che ke tame game te dizAmAM ho te chatAM tene vyApAra te cAluja rAkhe che! eja pramANe AtmAe paNa mithyAtvanI rasoLI ane avirati, kaSAya ane ganA, gumaDA ubhA karyA che, have e AtmA nidrAmAM yA jAgRtimAM heya, bolate cAlatuM hoya ke na belate hoya te paNa e raseLI ane gumaDapI mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane yoge e evA che ke te raLIrUpI pudagale ane rasarUpI karmabahene kheMcI ja lAve che. jyAM sudhI rasa-. bane tejAba nAkhIne bALI nathI tyAM sudhI rasoLIrUpe pudagale AvyAja kare che. jyAM sudhI gumaDAne Ine svaccha nathI karyuM tyAM sudhI temAM parU thayAja kare che te ja pramANe AtmAnA gumaDA ane raLIne sadaMtara nAza nathI karyo tyAM sudhI karma baMdha paNa aviratapaNe cAlu ja rahe che !! traNene jaDamULathI nAza kare. ApaNe AtmAmAM ajJAnarUpI vikAra ubho karyo che, mithyA - tvarUpI vikAra ubhe karyo che, aviratirUpI gumaDAM, kaSA rUpI cAMdAM, garUpI phelA A saghaLA re AtmAmAM ubhA karavAmAM AvyA che. have ApaNe ema kahIe ke emAM ame te kAMI jANatAja nathI te te kema cAlaze vAraM? tame ema kahe

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Ana'da-sudhAsidhu. (228) ke huM A phellA pAchA parUthI bharAI Ave ema hu' cAhatA parU bharAyA vinA rahevAnuM kharU? tame rAtre phAllA phADIne parU tethI tame AgatA nathI ane sui gayA che! e sakhabathI kadI tara thaI AvyA vinA rahevAnA che? nahija rahe !! tamArA phAllA parUthI na bharAya evu' tame icchatA hai| te ene sauthI sahelA sA upAya e che ke tamAre phAllA sApha karI nAkhavA joIe. eja pramANe AtmA paNa jo peAtAnA kabaMdha rUpI pane kADhI nAkhavA mAgatA haiAya teA eNe peAtAnA gumaDA vagere sApha karI nAkhavA joie.. AhAra, bhaya, maithuna, parigraha, AraMbha, viSaya, kaSAya A badhA AtmAnA vikAro che, AtmAne thaelA mahuAbhaya'kara traNeA ane kSate che eTale kharI jarUra A badhA traNe| ane kSatA pathI na bharAyA kare te mATe tene sAph karI rasI nirmULa karavAnI che. sudhAniM'du 1 chuM. nathI, ethI zuM e phAllAmAM kADhI nAkhA ane pachI suI jAo tamArA phallA parU thaine pAchA hAthanA upayoga aTakAvA e gumaDAone ane e traNeAne sApha karavAnI sauthI pahelI pharaja che, tene sthAne duniyA e traNane cALavA ane cuMthavA ma'DI paDI che. sAdhAraNa rIte ApaNe joie chIe ke traNane athavA phAllAne AMgaLI vaDe khajavALIe chIe tethI kAMI e traNa maTI jatA nathI para Mtu te ulaTA vadhAre jakharA bane che. vadhAre jagAne gherI le che ane AkhuM zarIra paNa dhIme dhIme pakavI nAkhe che tethI ApaNe kahIe chIe ke AMgaLI erI che ane A rIte AMgaLInu jhera AkhA zarIramAM na pasarI jAya te mATe ApaNe hAthane dUra rAkhavAnI jarUra mAnIe chIe. have ahIM barAbara sUkSmadaSTie jA dhyAna Apajo. nahi teA mULavastune samajI zakazeA Dhu. ApaNI jarUriyAta gumaDAne kADhI nAkhavAnI che paraMtu te pahelAM gumaDAne ApaNe hAtha aDADavA badha karIe chIe. eja rIte viSaya, kaSAyAdi gumaDAne kADhI nAkhavAnA che; paraMtu tene kADhI nAkhavAnI ceAgya bhUmikA taiyAra karavAne mATe manuSye hAthanA upayoga karatA baMdha thavAnI jarUra che. jagatanA vyavahAra, AraMbhasamAra'bhamAM joDAvuM e saghaLuM hAthanA upayeAga karyAM barAbara che. jema gumaDAMthI hAtha dUra rAkhavAnA che teja rIte ArabhasamArabha vageremAMthI AtmAnA pariNAma rUpI hAthane paNa dUra rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA che. gumaDAne dUra karatAM pahelAM ApaNe tenI AsapAsa TIMkacara lagAvI daie chIe. e TIMkacara lagADavAmAM paNa uddeza eja che ke gumaDAnI AsapAsathI lehI pharavu adha thavuM joie. jo lohI pharavuM khadha thAya che te gumaDu' ApameLe vistAra pAmatuM adha paDe che, tyAre e uparathI e vastu ApaNI sAme prayatkSa thAya che ke jo gumaDu' maTADavuM dAya te sauthI pahelAM tene khaNutA baMdha thavuM joIe ane te pachI te gumaDAne navuM leDI maLatuM hAya te khaMdha karavuM joIe. lAhI AvatuM baMdha karo. karavuM joie. e leAhI AvavuM Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat eja DhaSTie ahIM paNa vicAro. tamAre sauthI pahelAM viratirUpa TIMkacara melIne karmama dharUpI lehI Avatu' hAya tene baMdha madha thai jaze te viSayakaSAyAdi gumaDAe enI meLeja karamAvA www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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jJAna-sudhAsiY. (229) sudhAbiMdu 1 chuM. pAmaze. tame viratirUpa TIMkacara lagADatA nathI tene svIkAra karatA nathI ane pachI evA prazna karA che ke raseALI kema jatI nathI te tamArA e praznane avakAzaja sabhavatA nathI. tamAre sa'sAramAM ArabhAdika vadhAravA che temAMthI jarApaNa echu thAya te nakhAI jAya evI tamArI mAnyatA tamAre cAlu rAkhavI che ane vaLI tame pUche che ke amArA AtmAnuM kalyANa kema thatuM nathI ? te have tamArA mA praznaja dhruve asthAne che te vicArI juo. AtmA pete samaje che manuSya pAte jANe che ke raseALI tejAkha lagADavA vinA jatI nathI, teja pramANemazruti AtmAe ema samajavu' joIe ke mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane yAga e cAra cInhe AtmAne raseALInI mAphaka vaLagelI che. gumaDu athavA raseALIne vadhAravAnI athavA tene puSTa karavAnI kAi darakAra karatuM nathI athavA ciMtA rAkhatuM nathI, teja pramANe mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane cega e cAra cIjone puSTa karavAnI paNa darakAra samIti jIva rAkhatA nathI. tame khArAraeNnuM khAtu cAlu zakhA che eTale rameALI ane gumaDAM paNa enI meLe vadhatAMja jAya che. teja pramANe mithyAtvAdi vikArAne tame khAtArUpe cAlu rAkhyA che tyAM sudhI karma baMdha pazu enI meLeja cAlu rahevA pAme che. baMdha kayAre aTake che? AtmAne jyAM sudhI mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane yAge lAgelA che tyAM sudhI mAtmA baMdha vagaranA hAya e saMthA asaMbhavita che, je pramANe TIMkacara lagADIne rUdhirAbhisaraNane khALyA vinA raseoLI cA gumaDAmAM parU thatu TaLatuM nathI tema uparanA cAra vikArAne adha karyA vinA karmAMbadha paNa TaLate nathI. jyAM sudhI samyaktva nathI, khAra avirati baMdha thavA pAmI nathI ane kaSAya, cAMga baMdha thavA . pAmyA nathI tyAM sudhI te AtmA kane khAMdhanArAja che! tamArA AtmAne! jo AvA nizcaya thatA hAya tA samajI lejo ke tamane maLelI gaLathuthI kharAkhara ane DhASa vinAnI che. samyaktvanI prApti thayA pachI viratinI prApti thAya che te pachI vItarAgapaNAnI prApti che ane tyAM mana, vacana ane kAyAnA ceAgeJa baMdha thAya che tyAreja AtmA karma bAMdhatA aTake che te sivAya AtmA karma bAMdhatA aTakatA nathI. samyaktva, virati, vItarAgapaNuM, ane yegipaNuM e cAre vastuone AtmA pAmelA nathI te uparathI spaSTa- thAya che ke AtmA avazya anAdikALathI kane AMdhanArA che ane kramane bhAgavanArA paNa che arthAt AtmAne karma badha eTale ke krama sayeAJa paNa anAdinA che. A badhA vivecana uparathI siddha thAya che ke "jIva" mULa padArtha che te te anAdinAja che. jIva anAdinA che, karmAMsaMcAga anAdinA che ane bhava pannu anAdinA che, e gaLathuthI keTalA siddhAMtAne upajAve che ane peASe che te tame A uparathI vicArI zake che. mAnA mArgane upalA traNa saskArA kevI rIte pAthe te have joie.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (230) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM - a pa + + pa ma ma ma ma ma ma * * * a****************************** manuSyabhavanI mahattA. *** * * zarathajIe zuM jANavuM joIe? zAstrakAra mahArAja nyAyAcArya zrImAn yavijayajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja bhavyajInA kalyANane arthe dharmopadeza ApatAM jaNAve che ke A saMsAranA saghaLA dharmaniSTha AtmAoe nIcenI vAte avazya dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che. A vAta e che ke bhava, vinuM svarUpa, bhavanI bhayaMkaratA, bhavanuM ulaMghana, bhavanuM ullaMghana kayAM thAya che tenuM sthAna, e sthAne AvelA hoya tevAonI sthiti, lokasaMjJAthI virakta rahevAnI maryAdA, ane leAkottara saMjJAmAM tala9 rAonI sthiti. ATalI vastuo dareka dharmanI IcchA rAkhanArI vyaktie jANavI jarUrI che. pravAsI game te vidvAna haya, buddhimAna heya, dharmaniSTha hoya paraMtu te chatAM pravAsa karatI vakhate teNe pitAnuM dhyeya lakSamAM rAkhavAnI jarUra che. je mANasa pitAnuM dhyeyaja lakSamAM rAkhate nathI tevA musApharonI dazA pelA aNIyALIvALA mIyAMbhAI jevI ja thAya che! aNIyALInA mIyAMbhAI. eka miyAMbhAI hatA. zarIra bhImasena jevuM lapada paNa buddhi, sAthe mIyAMne laDAI. evAmAM mIyAMne sarakArI kAma mATe aNiyALI gAme javAne hakama thayA. mIyAM evA buddhizALI hatA ke aNiyALI zabda paNa yAda rahe. nahi. chevaTe temanA uparIe temane eka rasto batAvya! mIyAMnI sAthe eka paroNI ApI. paraNIne Ara hatI. te uparathI pelA adhikArIe mIyAne kahyuM ke, "mIyAM! A aNa che. e aNa joyA karaje ane te uparathI aNaALI zabda yAda rAkhaje! mIyAM te paroNI laIne cAlatA thaI gayA! evAmAM rastAmAM eka nadI AvI. nadImAMthI utaratAM mIyAM paDI gayA. pachI gayA eTale pANI pANImAM paDI gaI ane aNIne badale paDI gayA eTale "paDI" zabda yAda rahI gaye. mIyAjI te have aNIyALIne badale paDIyALI zabda gekhatA jAya ane alAne Azare cAlatA jAya! Amane Ama Akhe divasa gayo! mIyAM rastAmAM je maLe tene pUche ke, bhAI! paDIyALI gAma kayAM AvyuM? paNa paDIkALIne patto koNa Ape ? chevaTe mIyAMne paDIyALI jaDayuM nahi ane athaDAI kUTAIne mIyAMbhAI pAchA pharyA !! mIyAM e musApharI karavAnI paDatI mUkI na hatI. teNe pravAsa karyo hate. joIe te karatAM te vadhAre cAlyuM hatuM, chatAM dhyeya cUkI javAthI musApharI karavA chatAM, te pitAne ISTa sthAne na pahoMcatA ulaTe athaDAmaNamAM AvI paDaye hate ! je mANasa pravAsamAM paNa pitAnuM dhyeya cakI jAya che ane pachI pravAsa kare che te mANasa ulaTo AphatamAMja AvI paDe che, ane te pinAnA sAdhyane siddha karI zakatuM nathI.

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JAnasudhAgni'Y, (231) sudhAbiMdu 1 tuM. jevI sthiti A musApharanI che tevIja sthiti jIvamusAnI paNa che. jIvamusAphara che.. sa'sAranI saphare jIvamusAphara nIkaLele che. e jIvamusA paNu upara kahI te saghaLI vastu rUpa pAtAnuM dhyeya jANavuMja joie. A jIvasusApharane pazu A bhava chu' che, te kevA che, te bhava kevA bhayaMkara che, bhavatu ullaMdhana kayAM ane kevI rIte thAya che, e sthAne AvelAnI kevI sthiti hAya che, lAkasaMjJAthI virakata rahevAnI maryAdA ane leAkeAttara saMjJAmAM tallIna rahenArAonI sthiti, e saghaLu jIvamusAphare jANavAnI avazya jarUra che. je musAphara peAtAnA A dhyeyane cUkI jAya che tenI dazA pelA aNIyALInA mIyAMbhAI jevI thAya che ! jIvanasAphalyanuM' cegya sthAna. mahAmuzkelIthI AtmA manuSyabhavanI prApti kare che. e manuSyabhava maLye, khAzaka dvIdhe, zarIra khAMdhyuM, indriyA meLavI paNa chevaTe zu? karmAMdha sayege AtmAne taravAne mATe zarIra maLyu che, te thru e zarIrane poSavuM temAMja manuSyabhavanI saphaLatA che ? janmathI mAMDIne ApaNe yAvat jIva sudhI prayatna karIe chIe paraMtu eke saphaLatAnuM kArya thatuM nathI ! STi deMgImAM AtmA kayA kayA kAryAM kare che tene vicAra karI. AhArAdi sivAya apaOA hAthathI evA bIjA kayA kAme thAya che ke jene lIdhe ApaNe AtmAnuM sAcuM gaurava laI zakIe chIe ? jo AhArAdinA kA mAM athavA teA pArakI paMcAtImAMja ApaNuM jInanuM mahatva mAnatA hAIe te pachI tiya*canA bhavamAM pazu niSphaLapaN mAnI zakAya evuM nathI. manuSyabhavamAM jeve! AhAra vagere laIe chIe tevIja AhArAdinI pravRtti tiya canA bhavamAM paNa cAluja hAya che. have jo AhArada levAmAMja jIvananI saphaLatA hAya tA tA evI saphaLatA jema manuSyabhavamAM mAnI zakAya teja pramANe tevI saphaLatA tiya 'canA bhavamAM paNa mAnavIja rahI ! ane jo ne bhavAmAM jIvananI saphaLatA che ema mAnI laie te manuSyabhavanI mahattA upara pULA mUkavA paDe che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke AhArAdinI pravRtti karavI emAMja jIvananI saphalatA rahetI nathI paraMtu jIvanasAphalya kAi anyakA mAMja raheluM hAvuM joie. manuSya ane pazumAM taphAvata zuM? tiyacA khArAka le che, zarIra mAMdhe che, viSaye tarapha darakAra rAkhe che. A prakAranI pAMce vastuothI teo yukata che ane manuSya AtmA pazu evIja pAMca vastuethI yukata che, e hisAbe jo tapAsIe tA DhAranuM jIvana ane manuSyanuM jIvana e khanne samAna che. AhAra, nidrA, krodha, bhaya ane maithuna e pAMca vastuomAM te jevI pravRtti pazuonI che tevIja pravRtti ApaNI manuSyanI paNa che. A pAMca vastuonI DhAranI ke manuSyanI pravRttimAM koAja pharaka nathI, tyAre haeNve vicAra karA ke pazubhava ane manuSyabhava e emAM ze! pharaka che ane e pharaka kayAM rahele che? tame evI dalIla karaze ke manudhyeAmAM viveka che ane pazuomAM viveka nathI eTalA khanemAM tAvata che, ane tethI manuSyamAM viveka che. tene aMgeja tenI mahattA che, tamArI e dalIla paNa tadana vAstavika nathI! viveka kharA, paNa viveka zAne Age gaNe che te vicArI jojo ! jo

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (232) sudhAbiMdu 1 le. khAvApIvAne aMgeja tame viveka gaNatA he te evo viveka kAMI pazuomAM paNa che hete nathI. Dhero paNa khAvAnI vastuo hoya che teja khAya che ane je vastuo khAvAnI nathI letI tene jIbha paNa aDakADatA nathI ! arthAta khAvApIvAno viveka te je manuSyamAM che te ja khAvApIvAne aMgeno viveka to pazuomAM paNa rahele ja che ! ITanI yAcanA aniSTane tyAga. je varatue zarIrane poSaNa Ape che teja vastuo Dhora paNa khAya che. bIjuM kAMI teo khAtA nathI. jema Apaane AMdhaLA, lulA, laMgaDa thavuM gamatuM nathI te ja pramANe pazuone paNa AMdhaLA, lulA, laMgaDAM thavAnuM gamatuM nathI. AMdhaLApaNAthI, lalApaNAthI, athavA laMgaDApaNAthI DhAra paNa avazya bacavA mAge che, manuSyanI mAphakaja indrionI khAmIne Dhora aniSTa tarIke mAne che. teo paNa aniTa viSaya tarapha aprIti rAkhe che ane ISTa vastuo tarapha prIti rAkhe che. atizaya taDako lAgate heya te Dhora paNa jhADane chAMyaDo zedhe che kAraNa ke emAM ene IndriyaviSayaka ThaMDaka lAge che. prakhara tApa paDatuM hoya, sUrya pUrNa kaLAthI prakAza hoya ane asadA garamI paDatI hoya te vakhate kutarAkutarIo paNa taDakAmAM na rakhaDatA vRkSane cho athavA te gharane khuNe zodhe che. ziyALo cAlatuM hoya te pazuo paNa parasparanI soDamAM besIne huMpha meLave che arthAt pazuo paNa ISTavastune mAMge che ane aniSTa vastune tyAge che. AhAra, zarIra Indri, viSaye tenA sAdhano, InTa vastu tarapha prIti ane aniSTa vastu tarapha aprIti e saghaLI vastuo jevI manuSyamAM che tevI ja te vastuo DhoramAM paNa rahelI che. cAra kAraNe mahAdarlabha che. manuSya khorAka meLavavAnI pravRttimAM haMmezAM gAMDA thaIne bhaTake che te ja pramANe pazuo paNa khorAka meLavavAnI pravRttimAM sadA sarvadA athaDAyA kare che. manuSya zarIranA bacAva mATe prayatna kare che te ja pramANe pazuo paNa tevA prayatna kare che. manuSya ISTa vastumAM rAga ane aniSTa vastuomAM deva khe che tevI ja sthiti pazuonI paNa hoya che, tyAre have vicAra kare ke manuSya ane pazu e benI vacce jANavA je taphAvata zuM che ? pazu ane manuSyanA jIvanamAM kAMI taphAvataja na hita te pachI zAsakAroe je ema kahyuM che ke "dasa daSTAMte manuSyabhava dehAle che" parighamaMgi, luNahAni 6 jaMtuLo mANuNa mulatA nami 2 kIriyA tene artha zuM che? vicAre. jIva mAtrane e cAra kAraNe maLavA durlabha che. manuSyane, devatAne, tiryaMcane ane nArakAvALAne, e cAre jIne A cAra kAraNe maLavA durlabha che. A cAra kAraNe te devatAne maLavA paNa sahelA nathI. e kAraNe meLavavA e devatAone mATe paNa paramadurlabha che te pachI nArakIne ane tiya ane te vastu durlabha hoya temAM navAI zI? kaI evo prazna karaze ke bIjAone kadAca A cAra kAraNa meLavavA kaThaNa hoya paraMtu je sAkSAta devatA che temane paNa enI prApti durlabha zA mATe kahI che? kAraNa e che ke devatAo paNa ghaNuM thALuM jAnavaranuM ja pure che. je devatA devakamAMthI cave che te devatA moTe bhAge tyAMthI avIne tiyonimAMja dAkhala thAya che. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat www.umaraganbhandar.com

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (233) sudhAba 1 huM devatAone tiryacanimAM nivAsa, have kaIne evI zaMkA thaze ke je devatA deva paNamAMthI cave che te cavIne tiryacanimAM ja jAya che ene zuM purAve che? evI kaI zakti che ke je uparathI sAdhAraNa manuSyanA magajamAM paNa A vAta AvI zake ! ThIka! sarvakALa devatAonuM vana thayAja kare che paraMtu e sarvakALanI vAta bAjue rAkhe ane hamaNAM mAtra ekaja kALanI vAtane vicAra karo. eka samaye jeTalA devatAo cave che teTalAone paNa manuSyani jhIlI zakatI nathI. eka samaye jeTalA devatAo eve che teTalA garbhaja manuSya ja nathI, te pachI e badhA devatAo manubemAM kevI rIte samAI zakavAnA hatA ? garbhaja manuSya "29" AMka jeTalA che tyAre eka samaye je deva, tAo Ave che temanI saMkhyA asaMkhyAtA jeTalI che ! garbhaja manuSyanI saMkhyA 29 AMka jeTalI athavA te 96 vakhata vaga bamaNu karo ane je AMka Ave tenA jeTalIja hoya che. khyAlamAM rAkhaje ke utkRSTa sthaLethI devatAo eve che temanI saMkhyA asaMkhyAtA jeTalI hoya che, jyAre manucce asaMkhyAtA nathI paraMtu temanI saMkhyA mAtra 96 vakhata bamaNa kare ane je Ave teTalI athavA te ra9nA AMka jeTalI ja che. have vicAra kare ke eka vakhate je devatAo eve che te saghaLAne paNa manuSyani jIravI zakatI nathI to pachI manuSyanI AkhI jiMdagImAM te asaMkhya devatAo eve che te badhAne manuSya kevI rIte jIravI zake vAraM? arthAt e banI zake ja nahi!! manuSyabhava mahAmukela che. tiryaMcAnuM thALuM eTale ke tiryaMne samudAya A devatAone jIravI zake che, asaMkhyAtanI saMkhyAtiyAmAM chemanuSyamAM nathI. manuSya asaMkhya saMkhyAmAM nathI, manuSyanI saMkhyA asaMkhya nathI, paraMtu tiyAnI saMkhyA asaMkhya arthAt nahi gaNI zakAya eTalI che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke sarva samaye je devatAo cavyA kare che temAM moTo bhAga asaMkhyAta evI tiryaMca nimAM ja jAya che. mAtra temAMthI koI raDayokhaDa, paDakhaDAja manuSyabhavamAM Ave che! manuSyabhava ke mahAna che ane keTaluM muzkela che te A uparathI jANI zakAya che. manuSyabhava A durlabha che paraMtu e durlabhatA ApaNA khyAlamAM AvatI nathI tenuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNe nAdAna rAjakumAra jevA chIe. rAjAne tyAM avatarelA bALakane rAjya meLavavAnI keTalI muzkelI che, rAjya meLavavuM e kevuM bhayaMkara kAma che tene kazo ja khyAla AvatA nathI athavA te AvI muzkelIone anubhava paNa nathI! jenA bApadAdAe rAja meLavI mUkeluM che, jenA vaMzamAM peDhI gharapeDhIe rAjya cAlyA ja kare che tenA vaMzamAM janmanArAone rAjya meLavavAnI muzkelInI jarAya khabara paDatI nathI. - manuSyabhavanI mahattAne oLakhe. lAkhe ane kare mANasamAM pate evuM bhAgya prApta karyuM che ke jethI pote rAjakumAra tarIke janme che paraMtu e vastunI mahattAne rAjakumAra jANatuM nathI. jeTalI bedarakArIpUrvaka pAMcase rUpa AnI

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mAna'da-sudhAsi'dhu. (234) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. jhuMpaDInA vArase sAmAnya manuSyane chekarA meLaveja che tevIja edarakArIpUrvaka rAjyanA vArasadAra rAjya meLave che, para`tu e rAjaya meLavavAnI mahattAne te tene bhAgye paNa khyAla AvatAja nathI !! rAjagAdI meLavavAnI muzkelI rAjakumAra samajI zakatA nathI, teja pramANe rAjaya'zamAM potAne janma ApanArUM potAnuM bhAgya paNa keTaluM ane kevuM baLavAn haze te paNu rAjakumAranA khyAlamAM AvI zakatuM nathI !! jema rAjakumArane rAjya kevI muzkelIe maLe che tene khyAla hAtA nathI teja pramANe manuSyane paNa manuSyabhava kevI muzkelIthI-kevA bhAgyane pariNAme maLe che tenA khyAla Avate ja nathI, manuSyapaNuM e devatAone paNa dula bha che. ApaNe hamaNAMja joi AvyA chIe ke je devatAe Ave che te saghaLAja mATe bhAge tiya cacenimAM jAya che ane bAkInA thADAja manuSyakSetramAM Ave che AthI mAlama paDe che ke manuSyabhava te devatAne paNa durlabha che, paraMtu AveA manuSyabhava dula bha AvA chatAM tenI ajJAnathI gherAelA manuSyane khabara paDatI nathI !! rAjakumArane kAi cAra peDA ApavAnA kare ane rAja lakhI mAge tA te khALakumAra jarUra cAra peMDA laIne peAtAnuM rAja lakhI Ape che kAraNa ke tene tenI ajJAna avasthA ema samajAve che ke rAjya karatAM A pe'DAnI miThAza vadhAre sArI che !! peMDAnI miThAza teA kSaNika che, te nAza pAmavAvALI che ane te miThAza rAgone utpanna karavAvALI che evu' jANatA nathI ! rAjakumAra manuSya eTale ajJAna rAjakumAra. manuSyanI sthiti paNa A ajJAna rAjakumAranA jevIja che. manuSya peAtAnA manuSyatvanI gahanatAne samajatA nathI ane te sparzanA, rasanA ke viSayanAM sukhA maLatAM DhAya te te mATe peAtAnI jiMdagI lakhI ApavA taiyAra thAya che arthAt manuSya viSayavAsanArUpI pe'DAnI miThAzane ajJAnavaza mAnya rAkhe che ane rAjya lakhI ApavArUpI manuSyabhava veDhI mAre che ! jema pe'DAmAM miThAza che para Mtu te miThAza kSaNika hAi pariNAme rAgene janmAvanArI che teja pramANe viSayasukhAnI miThAza paNa kSaNika hAi te pariNAme zAka, rAga ane durgatine ApanArI che ema manuSya potAnI ajJAnatAne lIdhe jANI zakatA nathI, ane e miThAzanI pAchaLa peAtAnu mAnavapaNuM veDI mAre che! rAjakumAra pAtAne je rAjya maLavAnuM che te eka pe'DAne mATe ApI devA taiyAra thAya che. tenuM kAraNa tenuM ajJAna che, je bALaka eka pe'DA mATe, kharInI TApalI mATe, suMdara phUla mATe, managamatA phaLa mATe ke zAbhitA vAjA mATe rAja lakhI Ape che te bALaka eTalAja mATe evuM vartana kare che ke rAjya meLavavAmAM kevI muzkelI che tathA rAjakumAra tarIke avataravAmAM kevA sadbhAgyanI jarUra che tethI te ajJAna che. eja pramANe pAMca indriyAnA sukhane mATe je manuSya, manuSyapaNuM veThI nAkhe che; te paNa manuSyabhava kevA du bha che, manuSyabhava meLavavA mATe kevuM maLavAnuM nasIba jarUrI che ane mAnavabhava keTale kiMmatI che tenAthI ajJAta che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (25) suSAbiM 1che. tamAre mATe paNa tame hakadAra nathI. rAjakumAranA ajJAnane dhUrta mANase peTe lAbha na laI le te mATe vyavahAre tenA upara aMkuza mUkI dIdho che ke mANasa jyAM sudhI pukhta vayane thatuM nathI tyAM sudhI teNe karelI levaDadevaDa e vyAjabI gaNAtI nathI ane nAdAnavane mANasa je kAMI levaDadevaDa kare che te te mATe tenI pUrva pArjita milakata jokhamadAra karatI nathI. mANasane nAdAnavayamAM pitAnI milkatane kArabhAra karavAnI sattA ApavAmAM AvI nathI enuM ekaja kAraNa che ke te dravyanI kiMmata samajato nathI, e viSaya paratve te ajJAna che. rAjakumAra jema potAnI nAdAnavane lIdhe potAnA rAjyanI vyavasthA karavAne mATe hakadAra nathI teja pramANe bhagavAn zrI mahAvIra devanA zAsanamAM manuSya paNa potAnA janmanI vyavasthA karavAne mATe pote hakadAra nathI. manuSyanI pAMca varSanI uMmara hoya ke pacAsa varSanI uMmara hoya, duniyAdArInA vyavahArathI te jANakAra hoya ke ajJAna hoya te paNa AdhyAtmika draSTie manuSya ajJAna che ane tethI parama kRpAvAna bhagavAna zrI jinezvara mahArAjAnA zAsane manuSyanA jIvananI svataMtra vyavasthA karavAnI sattA manuSyane ApI dIdhI ja nathI! zAstraneja anusaravuM cogya che. rAjakumAranA daSTAMta tame ahIM jarA punaH smaraNa kare; rAjakumAra rAjyane mANI che tenI rAjya upara purepurI mAlIkI che. chatAM tene mATe kare paDe che, kAyadAkAnune tene samajAvavA paDe che, tene bhautika jJAna ApavuM paDe che. ATaluM thayA pachI jyAre te duniyAdArInA vyavahAra samajavAnI lAyakAte Ave che tyAre te rAjyanA kAyadAone mAna Apate thAya che! vicAra karI jeje ke pukhtavaye pahecele rAjakumAra jyAre rAjagAdIe bese che tyAre te ema nathI kahetA ke have mAruM rAja thayuM che mATe huM mArA rAja mATe navA kAyadA bAMdhI lauM chuM! pukhtavaye pahecele rAjakumAra paNa pate navA kAyadA na bAMdhavA besatAM potAnA pUrvajonA sthApita kAyadAone mAna Ape che. jema rAjakumAra tei suddhAM rAjyanA sthApita kAyadAone mAna Ape che teja pramANe je dhamAMthI bhavyajIve che temane paNa temanAmAM jyAM sudhI pUrvajJAnanI tine prakAza na thAya tyAM sudhI A paramapratApI jenazAsananA jANakArone pUchIne te pramANe ja cAlavAnuM che arthAt temaNe jainazAsananA sthApita kAyadAone mAna ApavAnuM che. je akkalavALe nathI athAt jenAmAM zAsa jANavAnI ane samajavAnI zakti nathI temaNe zAstranA jJAtAone pUchIne teo kahe tema vartavAnuM che ane jeo jJAnI che arthAta jemanAmAM zAma jANavAnI ane samajavAnI zakti che temaNe zAstra jema kahe te pramANe karavAnuM che athAt zAstrane anusaravAnuM che. kALApANInA kedIo. manuSya je rAjyamAM, je dezamAM ke je gAmamAM rahe che te rAjyanA, te dezanA ane te gAmanA saghaLA dhArAdhoraNe te manuSyane mAnya karavA ja paDe che, e bAbatamAM lADa, dayA ke apavAda kAMIpaNa cAlatuM nathI. e ja pramANe je mANasa jenazAsanamAM rahyo che, jeNe zrImAna jinezvara mahArAjAonI acaLa ane alaMga sattAne

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AMnada-sudhAsiyu. (236). sudhAbaM . mAnya rAkhI che ane je dhamI tarIke rahevA mAge che tene paNa zrIjinezvara mahArAjanA zAsananI dareka vyavasthAne mAnavIja pharajIyAta che. je leke ema kahetA hoya ke amAre pApa puNyane hisAba rAkha nathI, amAre A thethAonI gulAmI karavI nathI amAre "pAvAvavAM paNa joItuM nathI e saghaLAne tame kALApANInI sajAe gaelA samajI leje. jyAM sudhI manuSya rAjyamAM rahyo che tyAM sudhI te tenI pharaja che ke teNe rAjyanA kAyadA mAnavAja joIe, ane je kaMI mANasa evA kAyadAo mAnavAnI nA pADe che, te tenuM pari. NAma e Ave che ke baLAtkAra tenI pAse e kAyadAo manAvavAmAM Ave che alabatta jene kALApANInI sajA thaI che tene mATe sajA thayA pachI kAyadAnuM baMdhana rahetuM nathI. (joke have to dezanikAla thaelAone mATe paNa svataMtra zaherIo karatAM vadhAre sakhta kAyadAo ghaDavAmAM AvyA che ane briTiza bhAratamAM dezanikAla thaelA kedIone vIsa varSa sudhI kArAvAsamAMja rAkhI mUke che ke jyAM temane santa aMkuza pALavAnA hoya che, e ja pramANe je je che tene jenazAsananA kAyadAo paNa avazya baMdhanakartA che. jaina mahArAjyanA baLavAkho. tyAre have vicAra karo ke jenazAsananA kAyadAo mAnya ' rAkhavAnI pharajamAMthI keNu bacI jAya che? javAba e che ke jeo dezanikAlanI sajAe gayelA che teoja e kAyadAne mAnya rAkhavAnI pharajamAMthI dUra thAya che. je AtmAoe jenatvano tyAga karyo che, jemaNe jenasamAjamAMthI rAjInAmuM ApyuM che, jemaNe samyagdaSTipaNane parityAga kare che evA saghaLA AtmAo A zAsananI daSTie dezanikAla thaelA che ane tevAja mANase phakata jainazAsananI vyavasthA pALavAnA bhAramAMthI mukta thaelA che. jeo jainatvano tyAga karavA mAge che ane jaina samAjamAM rahevA mAgatA nathI temane mATe te ApaNe kAMI paNa belI zakatAja nathI, kahe ke belavA paNa mAgatAja nathI, kAraNa ke ApaNuM paheluM kartavya jeno sAthe che. tyAre have vicAra kare ke jeo jena tarIkeja pitAne oLakhAvavA mAge che, jeo jenasamAjamAM rahevA mAge che, jemAM zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanA anuyAyI hovAno dAvo kare che ane te chatAM jeo jainazAsananI sthApita vyavasthAne mAnavAnI nA pADe che tevA saghaLA kayA vargamAM Ave che? nirUpAyavazatAthI kahevuM ja paDaze ke evA saghaLA jenamahAsAmrAjyanA pracaMDa baLavAkhoreja che. teo jarUra baLavAkhe che. tame kaheze ke are A te svataMtratAne jamAne che. dareka mANasa potAnI marajI pramANe vartavAne mATe hakadAra che, te chatAM evA mANasane baLavAra kema kahI zakAya? A badhAne javAba ekaja che ke jyAM sudhI mANasa pote sAmrAjyanI aMdara rahe che tyAM sudhI to te mANasa sAmrAjyanA je kAMI kAyadAo hoya te saghaLA pALavAne mATe ane te pramANe vartavAne mATe javAbadAra che,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (237) suSAbiMdu 1 he sAmrAjyane tyAga karIne cAlyA janAranA zIra uparaja evI koIpaNa jAtanI javAbadArI rahetI nathI. manuSya pote sAmrAjyanI aMdara ja rahe, pote sAmrAjyane zaherI hevA mATe abhimAna le, amuka sAmrAjyano pite zaherI che emAM gaurava mAnIne e gauravathI pitAne oLakhAve ane chatAM sAmrAjyanA kAyadAne bApokAra virodha kare, te AvA mANasane te baLavAkhora sivAya bIjA kazAnI paNa upamA ApIja na zakAya. kAyado ane vyavahAra paNa evA mANasane baLavAkhoraja kahe che. eja sthiti jenazAsanarUpI mahAsAmrAjyamAM rahenArA baLavArenI paNa che. je potAnI jAtane jena tarIke oLakhAve che, jena hevAmAM je gaurava mAne che, zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanuM zAsana pitAne maLavA mATe je AtmA abhimAna dharAve che ane je jenatvane mATe pitAne prema che evuM jaNAve che tevAoe to jainazAsanarUpI mahAsAmrAjyanA saghaLA kAyadAkAnunene mAne ja chUTake che ane je pitAne jena tarIke jAhera karyA chatAM paNa zrImAna jinaparamAtmAnA mahA zAsananA kAyadAo mAnavAnI nA pADe che teo kAMI paNa zaMkA vinA bezaka baLavAkhora che e spaSTa che. A sthAne baLavAkhora zabdaja vyAjabI heI, tenA vaparAzamAM leza mAtra paNa atizakita jevuM nathI ! kAyadAo ekaja bhUmikAe racAya che. have koI evI dalIla karaze ke mahAsAmrAjyamAM rahevuM eTale sAmrAjyanA kAyadA mAnavAja joIe e vAta vAstavika che paraMtu je kAyadAo anyAyI che, ayogya che athavA amone rUce evA nathI tevA kAyadAone mAnavAne mATe ame badhAelA nathI. kAyadAnA saMbaMdhamAM AvI mAnyatA rAkhavI e vyavahAra ane tatvajJAna baMnethI ulaTuM che. kAyadA amuka vyakti athavA amuka TeLAnuM mAnasa kevuM che te joIne ghaDAtA nathI. koI gAmamAM pAMca kaLIonIja vastI hoya ane temAMnA traNa keLIo cerIthIja pitAnI jiMdagI purI karatA hoya tethI kAMI A TeLAnI draSTie gujarAna karavA mATe cerIne dhaMdhe kartavya che evuM TharAvI zakAtuM ja nathI. 1 . jemaNe AkhI jiMdagI cerImAM ja gALI che tevA lokone zarAphInA kAyadA khace che jamIna gaNete kheDavI che, pAka nipajAvavo che, paraMtu pAka utArI lIdhA pachI jenI dAnata gaNata bharavAnIja nathI tevA saghaLAone divAnI keTe 5Na khUce che, paraMtu evA saMgene laIne kAMI zarAjhInA dhArAo ane divAnI keTene ApaNe saLagAvI mUkatA nathI. arthAt je dhArAo racAya che, pachI te dhArAo tatvajJAnanA hoya, sAmrAjyanA hoya ke dhArmika kSetranA hoya, te paNa te savaLA satya ane nyAyanI bhUmikA uparaja racAya che e bhUlI javAnI jarUra nathI ! niSphaLa asahakAra: AtmAne avAja! je mANasane zarAba priya che, jemane jugAra priya che, jemane vyabhicAra priya che evA mANasane durvyasananiSedhanA je je kAyadAo heya te saghaLA rUcavAnAja nathI ! AvA mANasane

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cyAna'HsudhAsi . (238) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM, sunItisava nanA kAyadAe na rUce ane te mANusa ema kahe ke A kAyadAe mane rUcatA nathI, athavA te mane pUchIne ghaDAyA nathI athavA te kAyadAe taiyAra karavAmAM mArA mata levAye nathI mATe huM te| evA saghaLA kAyadA sAthe kaDakamAM kaDaka prakAranA asahakAra karU chuM! te mahAnubhAva! huM tamAne pUchuMchuM ke evA asahakAranA ze a che, athavA tevA asahakArane zA mATe mahatva paNa Avu joie ? AvA asahakAranI satyanI dRSTie leza mAtra pazu kiMmata nathIja athavA nyAyanI dRSTie evA asahakAranuM kAMipaNa mUlya lekhAvA pAmatuMja nathI. samAja, dharmazAstra athavA vyavahAra saghaLA A khAmatamAM pUNuM`rIte maLatAja thaze. have kAI evA prazna ubhuM karaze ke kAyado athavA dhArAdhAraNA satya ane nyAyanI bhUmikA uparaja hAvA joie. e vAta sAcI che paraMtu te kAyadAne ata:karaNe mAnya rAkhaveAja joIma, aMtaHkaraNu athavA teA sudhArAvAdIe jene mATe eka navAja zabda vApare che te " AtmAne avAja " je kAyadAne kabula rAkhe che teja kAyado e kAyado che ane teja kAyado mAnya rAkhavA jagata khaMdhAeluM che AvI vicArasaraNIvALA potAnA vicArAnA TekAmAM je dalIla raju kare che te tapAsIe. tenA kathananI avAstavikatAja temanA siddhAMtanI avAstaviktAneA khyAla Apaze. AtmAnA avAjanuM DhAMga. AvI dalIla karanArAo kahe che ke aMta:karaNa e bahuja pavitra vastu che. sAcAnuM sa`gAthI che ane te kadI jIDANAne TUMkA ApatuMja nathI eTaleja harakAi kAyadAne ata:karaNanI kaseATI upara ghasI jovA joIe ane e kaseATI vaDe je kAyadeA siddha thAya teneja kAyadA tarIke mAnavA yukta che. AvA va vadhumAM ema jaNAve che ke cAra cArI kare che, khAtara pADe che, paraMtu khAtara pADatI vakhate, cArI karatI vakhate, dhADa pADatI vakhate te AjubAjue jue che ke rakhene kAi mane cArI karatAM jotuM teA nathI ! A tenI saghaLI ceSTA uparathI siddha thAya che ke cAra cArI kare che te chatAM tenA aMtarAtmA tenuM aMta:karaNa te emaja kahI rahyuM che ke cArI karavI e pApa che ! jo mANusanu ata:karaNuja ema jANatuM heya ke cArI karavI eja sArUM kArya che te cArI karatI vakhate cArI karanArA peAtAne khIju kAI jotuM te nathIne e sa`kha'dhInI je takedArI rAkhe che tevI takedArI rAkhataja nahi ! ThIka ! vaLI teo eja vicArasaraNIe AgaLa vadhIne hiMsAne aMge paNa ema jaNAve che ke eka mANusa majA mANasane mAravA jAya che tepaNa teve samaye suddhAM AkramaNu karanArA macAvanA sAdhana rAkhe che. AkramaNakArI pote paNa acAvanA sAdhane rAkhe che te uparathI paNa eja vastu siddha thAya che ke hiMsA karanArA mANusa paNa ahiMsA sArI che e vAtane te| sadA savathA mAnya rAkheja che. a'ta:karaNa virAdhI kAyadAo. A saghaLA udAharaNA uparathI A loko zuM kahevA mAge che te juo : temanuM kathana eTaluM ja che ke aMtarAtmA athavA teA 'ta:karaNa e ghaNIja pramANabhUta ane pavitra vastu che ane manuSya pAte svahaste game tevA duSkAryAM, mahApApA, pracaMDa anAcAra, vividha viSayavAsanAone purI karate hAvAM chatAM

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AnaMda-suhAsa, (279) sudhAdi 1luM. aMta:karaNathI te te emaja mAne che ke huM je kAMI karUM chuM te na karavA yogya che ane huM je kAMI karato nathI teja karavA yogya che, arthAt ke aMta:karaNa e mahA pavitra, satyaparIkSaka, nyAyasamIkSaka ane tatvanuM nirIkSaka hoI te je kAMI kahe che te satya hovAthI kAyade jene mAnya karavAnuM che tenA aMta:karaNe e kAyadAne Teke Apa ja joIe. e prakAre aMta:karaNe mAnya rAkhela je kAyade heya teja kAyade pALavA ApaNe baMdhAelA chIe. juThuM bolanAre, pApI, khUnI anukrame juThuM bele che, pApa kare che ane khUna paNa kare che. paraMtu nyAyasabhAmAM athavA anyatra eja asatyabhASI, pApI ane khUnI pitAne bacAva hajI kare che, pite huM nathI be, pite pApa nathI karyuM athavA pite khana nathI karyuM, evuMja sAbIta karavA te mathe che e uparathI paNa sAduM ane saheluM eja anumAna nIkaLe che ke pApa karanArA paNa pApa kare che te vikArane Avegane vaza thaIneja kare che paraMtu tenuM hadaya te hamezAM pApane virAja kare che. A saghaLI carcAne sAra eTaleja che ke aMtaHkaraNa haMmezAM satyanuMja sAthI che te asatya, adharmAcAra athavA pApane Teko ApatuM ja nathI. Ama hevAthI je kAyadA aMta:karaNanA virodhI che tevA kAyadAone te bhaMga karavAmAMja nIti che. ajJAnInuM aMtara pramANu nathI, have A dalIla tapAsIe. A dalIla uparathI pahelI te eka vAtaja spaSTa thAya che ke AvA mANase aMtaHkaraNa ane kriyAnA bhedane Teke Ape che ane vadhumAM temanuM kahevuM evuM che ke kriyAthI virUddha paThIne aMta:karaNa je kAMI kahe che teja satya che! A dalIla mAnI letAM pahelAM e vAtane vicAra karavAne che ke aMta:karaNa konuM pramANu mAnavuM joIe? jJAnInuM ke ajJAnIonuM? jJAnInuM aMtakaraNa je kAMI kahe che te satya ane nIti che ke ajJAnInuM aMtara je kAMI kahe te satya ane nIti che? je A praznano uttara taTasthatAthI ane pakSapAta vinA Apaja hoya. te te ema kahevuM ja paDaze ke ajJAnInuM aMta:karaNa eneja satya ane nIti ema ApaNe kahI zakatA nathI. mUrkhAo sivAya bIjo e koI nahi hoya ke je ajJAnIonA aMta:karaNaneja satya ane nIti kahevAne taiyAra thAya! rAkSasanuM aMtaHkaraNa sadA sarvadA bIjAne khAI javAneja vicAra kare che. vAghanA manamAM haMmezAM bIjAne khAI javAneja vicAra vidyamAna hoya che. vAgha jyAre phALa bhare che tyAre tenA manamAM zuM hoya che tene vicAra karo. tene aMta:karaNamAM te bIjAne svAhA karI javAnI ja bhAvanA rahelI che tyAre zuM tethI emaja mAnI leze ke vAghanuM aMta:karaNa je vastu mAnya rAkhe che teja satya che ane bIjuM mithyA che. je mANasa jUThuM bole che, je mANasa ajJAna che te mANasa juhu bolavAmAM sAvacetI rAkhe che khare? kadI nahi!! je manamAM Ave che te bolI denArAne ApaNe ajJAnI kahIe chIe te pachI tenA aMta:karaNamAM je vastu che te satya che e niyama karI zakAteja nathI. jeo ajJAnI che, jeo cerI karavAne baMdha karanArAnA parivAramAMja jamyA che tevAonA aMta:karaNa paNa haMmezAM tevAja hoya che! paMcamahAlane bhIla ke arabastAnanA Araba pitAnuM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (240) sudhAbiMdu 1luM DojharUM bharavAne mATe jhADa para beThelA nirdoSa paMkhIne vIMdhI nAkhe che e vakhate tenA aMta:karaNamAM evo vicAra sarakho paNa nathI hote ke te je kArya kare che te nahi IcachavAyegya che temanA kArya uparathI zuM ApaNe ema mAnI levuM kharuM ke paMcamahAlanA bhIlone mATe pazuhiMsA karavI eja vyAjabI che ? je haMmezAM juThuM bole che tenA aMtaHkaraNamAM pakaDAI javAne Dara rahe che, tame hiMsAnA paccaphakhANa le che te vakhate "rakhene hiMsA thaI jaze!" e haiyAmAM bhaya rahe che, teja pramANe tame tamArI ja dukAnamAM dekhAvA mATe AgaLa mAla goThavI rAkhyuM hoya ane pachI tamAre kAMI kAraNasara bIje mAla levA aMdara javuM paDe, te tamane e Dara lAge che ke rakhene koI mANasa A vastuomAMthI kAMI uMcakI te na jAya ! A saghaLA udAharaNe uparathI zuM ema samajavAnuM che ke ahiMsAnA paccakkhANa vakhate hRdayamAM hiMsAne vicAra AvyA athavA te ApaNe ja mAla bahAra goThavatI vakhate te mAla corAI javAne vicAra Avyo hato mATe eja vastuo satya che ane bIjI vastuo mithyA che? ajJAnInA aMta:karaNamAM amuka prasaMge je vicAro Ave che te ja vicAro satya che ema mAnI levuM, e A saghaLA vivecana uparathI mUrkhAI bhareluM che emaja sAbIta thAya che. jJAnInuM hRdaya eja satya che. pavitratA athavA satya to tene ja kahI zakIe ke jenA vicAra, vANuM ane vartana e traNemAM sAmya hoya ane e traNemAM je vastu rahelI hoya teja vastu satya che evuM jJAnIoe svIkAreluM hoya! ajJAnIo, pApIo, jaMgalIo emanA aMtaHkaraNamAM je kaMI Ave che te paNa sAcuM ja che kAraNa ke e vastu temaNe aMta:karaNathI kabUla rAkhI che evuM te mAtra mUrkhAo sivAya bIjuM kaMI paNa kahI zake evuM nathI. A uparathI eja siddha thAya che ke niyama te eja nIkaLI zake che aMta:karaNamAM je hoya teja satya nathI paraMta jJAnInA aMtaHkaraNama kAya teja satya che. jeo ema kahe che ke hadaya je kabUla rAkhe che te dharma che ane hadaya je vAta kabUla nathI rAkhatuM te adhama che te loko evuM kahIne jagatane chetaravAno dhaMdho laI beThA che eja A uparathI spaSTa thAya che, e ja rIte jeo ema kahe che ke jinezvara bhagavAne je kahyuM che temAMthI je kAMI ane vyAjabI lAge che teja amAre mAnavA yogya che ane teja sAcuM che, ane je amane vyAjabI nathI lAgatuM te bhale zrIjinezvaradee kahyuM hoya te chatAM paNa AjanA jagatane mATe tenI jarUra nathI. puruSapramANa tenuM vAkayapramANu zarIra bagaDe che eTale tarata dAktarane bolAvavAmAM Ave che. dAktara kahe che ke pitta vadhyuM che, vAyu vadhe che, phalANI nasa bagaDI che epenDIsAITasa thayuM che, e saghaLI vastu kAMI ApaNe tapAsI zakatA nathI paraMtu te chatAM tene sAcI mAnI levAmAM Ave che e saghaLuM zAthI sAcuM mAnavAmAM Ave che tene vicAra karaje. dAktarane tame zarIravijJAnane mATe pramANabhUta mAne che ane dAkatarane pramANabhUta mAnyo che eTale ja teNe kahelI hakIkatane paNa ApaNe sAcI mAnI laIe chIe. jene muMjhAro thAya che, trideSa thAya che, sannipAta thAya che te mANasanuM hRdaya tene ema

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (241) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM kahetuM nathI ke tene muMjhA, trideSa ke sannipAta thaye che, ATaluM chatAM te badhuM ApaNe dAkataranA kahevA uparaja eTale "puruSa pramANu te tenuM vacana paNa pramANu" e siddhAMtane AdhAre mAnya rAkhIe chIe paraMtu jyAM dharmanI vAta Ave che tyAM dalIla karIe chIe ke bhagavAne kahyuM te bhale kahyuM, paraMtu emAMthI ame te teTaluM ja sAcuM mAnIzuM ke je vastu amArA aMtarAtmA paNa kabula rAkhaze. A kathana uparathI te spaSTa rIte emaja lAge che ke jeo evuM kahe che temanI dharmapAlananI ghAnataja hoya ema lAgatuM nathI. keI videSathI pIDAte daradI vAyunA unmAdamAM AvIne ema kahe ke huM te tridoSavALe chuM ja nahi, mArA aMtarAtmA to mane emaja kahe che ke huM tadana nirdoSa chuM ane mane davAnI jarUra nathI have vicAra kare ke AvuM belanArA daradIne tenA ITamitra hoya te davA ApavAnI vyavasthA kare che ke daradIno AtmA tene darda nathI evuM kahe che mATe tene davAnI jarUra nathI evuM pratipAdavA bese che? AvA saMgemAM daradIne sAcA mitra athavA tene sAce sanehI to tene baLAtkAre paNa davA ApavAnI ja AvazyakatA vicAre che. dhArmika sanipAtathI pIDAtA daradIo tamArI zarIraprakRti tamArA hAthamAM na hoya, umAdathI tame gherAyelA , vAyunA joramAM mastAna che te samaye je tamArA mAbApa athavA sagAsnehI che te tamane baLAtkAre paNa davAja Ape che, teja pramANe tame paNa je jinezvaranA zAsanamAM rahI usUtrabhASI thayA , te tame paNa dhArmika sannipAtathI pIDAtA daradI ja cho ane je tamAre sAce snehI hoya te te A saMcogAmAM jarUra tamane meDahAusamAMja mokalI Ape ! meDahAusamAM e niyama kadI paNa pracalita karI zakAteja nathI ke je gAMDa khuzIthI davA le teneja davA ApavI ane bIjAne na ApavI! gAMDa davA le ke na le, to paNa tene baLAtkAre davA pAvIja paDe che, te ja pramANe tame mithyAtvAdi gAMDapaNathI pIDAo che AthI tamArA hitaiSIonI paNa pharaja te eja che ke teo tamane baLAtkAre paNa davAja Ape, arthAt baLAtkAre paNa tamane dharmakAryamAM pravRtta kare eja tamAre sAco nehI che. keIpaNa mANasa evo nathI ke je gAMDAbhAIne nagarazeThanI khurasI upara besADI devA taiyAra heya! mUrkharAjanI jagA te mukhakhAnAmAM ja hoya che. sipAIone dharma zuM? jema mukhane zerabajAranA zeThanI khurasI para besADI zakAte nathI ane tenA magajamAM je Ave tene ja pramANu gaNI zakAtuM nathI, teja pramANe je mANaso mithyAtvAdi durgaNanA rogI che temane mATe paNa e niyama karAvI zakAtuM nathI ke temanA magajamAM je Ave te ja pramANa che. gAMDa pate rAjasiMhAsana upara caDhI jAya ane game tevA gAMDAI bharelA hukama kare te hukamano kaI amala karatuM ja nathI, teja pramANe mithyAtvAdi rogathI pIDAtA mANase kadAca ema bole ke amArA hRdayamAM Ave eja satya che, te temanuM e kathana paNa kaI mAnya rAkhatuM nathI, eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu gADe mANasa tAja uMcakIne cAlavA mAMDe te sipAInI pharaja tene baLAtkAre paNa tAja laI jatA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (242) suSAbiMdu 19 aTakAvavAnI che, teja pramANe mithyAtvAdi unmAdathI pIDAte mANasa ema kahe ke huM je kahuM chuM teja dharma che ane te sivAyanuM bIjuM je kAMI che te adharma che, te zrIjinezvarabhagavAnanA sAcA sipAIonI pharaja che ke temaNe paNa evA umAdIone temanA pracaMDa unmAdathI pAchAja vALavA joIe. tame tamArA bALakane sauthI vahAlAmAM vahAlI vastu gaNe che, paraMtu eja bALakane tame zItaLA TakAvo cho. tame e bALaka mAM thAya tyAre tene davA pA che. A badhA saMyogomAM zuM tame pote dAktara athavA parIkSaka cho ? nahija !! tame zarIravijJAnazAstramAM zAstrIya rIte kAMI jANatAja nathI, paraMtu tamAre dAktara upara bharose che ane e bharosAne AdhAre ja tame tamArA hajAronI milakatasamAM bALakane koIpaNa jAtanI anubhava vinAnI davA paNa pAI do cho. tame jeTalA sonuM levA jAo che teTalA zuM badhAja cekasI che ke? tame jeTalA hIrA kharIdavA jAo cho athavA jeTalA matI levA jAo che teTalA zuM badhAja jhaverI che ke ? nahija !! tame pote jhaverI nathI, cokasI nathI, pArekha nathI, ratna pArakhI nathI, paraMtu te chatAM jhaverInI pratiSThA uparaja tenA resA uparaja tame AdhAra rAkhIne hajAro rUpiAne vyApAra kare che ! je jhaverInA kathana upara vizvAsa rAkhIne hajAro rUpIyAne tame vyApAra kare che te pachI bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanA vacana para vizvAsa rAkhIne tamane dharmavartana karavAne mATe kema vAMdho naDe che? AjanA yuvAnene mithyAvAda. AjanA tarUNe Aje ema kahevA nIkaLyA che ke ame kAMI aMdhazraddhAvALA nathI ke jinezvara mahArAjAe je kAMI kahyuM che te badhuM ja kharuM mAnI laIe, ame to amArI buddhimAM je kAMI Avaze te ja mAnIzuM! AvA tarUNene huM pUchuM chuM ke mahAnubhAva! tame kayAM aMdhazraddhA nathI rAkhI te te kahe. tame lo ane ghare ghA bhaNyA te vakhate tamArA zikSAgurunuM ja kathana zA uparathI mAnya rAkhyuM? tame mAmA, mAsI, phaI vagere tamArA sagAMvahAlAMone mAmA, mAsI, phAI ItyAdi zabdothI oLakhyA e kayA anubhavathI jANyuM? lagna vakhate tamArI patnI brahmacAriNIja che ema tame zA uparathI mAnI lIdhuM ? arthAt A saghaLA saMgamAM mANasa bALapaNAthI aMdhazraddhAthI ja te che e spaSTa thAya che. tyAre have prazna e che ke bIjA saghaLA kAryomAM tamAre aMdhazraddhA rAkhavI che, purogAmIonuM kahevuM sAcuM mAnI levuM che ane te pramANe vartavuM che paraMtu mAtra dharmanI vAta Ave che ane trilokanAtha bhagavAn zrIjinezvara mahArAjanA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhavAnI vAta Ave che tyAM tame kaho cho ke A te aMdhazraddhA thaI ! ame kAMI aMdhazraddhALu nathI ke je kAMI kahe te saghaLuM ja sAcuM mAnI laIe! bhAgyavAno ! A te tamAro kayAMne nyAya che? samAjane vAstavika virodha. A saghaLA tamArA vartananI jyAre tapAsa karIe chIe tyAre te temAMthI eja sUra nIkaLe che ke tamAre dharma pALa ja nathI. AmathI temathI bahAnA karIne tamAre nAsabhAga karavI che. vrata, upavAsa karavA nathI ane manamAM Ave tema comAsuM carelA AkhalAnI mAphaka lIlA karatAM badhe mahAlavuM che!

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aAnaMda-sudhAsidhu. (243) sudhArmi'duM 1 luM. koI mANasa bhUkha hAya ane te pAtAnI pAsenA hIrAmAtInI kiMmata na samajate! hAya tA tenuM pariNAma e Ave ke e ratna te kacarAmAM pheMkI de, te uparathI e ratnanu mUlya kAMI ghaTI jatuM nathI. leAkeA te hIrAne hIrA tarIke oLakhe che. have koi e mUrkhAnA DAhyo bhAIbaMdha nIkaLI Ave ane DAhyo bhAIbaMdha peAtAnA gAMDA mitranI AmarU sAcavI rAkhavA mATe ema kahe ke are, e ratnanI kazI kiMmataja nathI. e teA ratnaja nakAmuM hAi te phreMkI devA jevu che. tA tenA evA kathananI paNu janatA upara kazIja asara thatI nathI, eTalu ja nahi paNa janatA evA kAti evaDI mUrkhAi tarIkeja oLakhe che. dharmaniSTha ane zraddhALuo AvA mUrkhAinA prayatnAne jarUra pArakhI jAya che ane teo tene hasI kADhe che. eka teA hIrA, ratnAdine na pArakhavA te mUrkhAi che ane tene nAkhI dai vaLI tene bacAva karavA nIkaLavuM te bIjI mUrkhAI che, teja pramANe zrIjinezvaramahArAjanA zAsanane na mAnavuM e mUrkhAI che ane tene AcaraNamAM na mUkavuM e trIjI mUrkhAI che. AvA prayatnanA samAja virodha kare emAM Azcarya paNa zu che? jainasAmrAjyanA acaLa kAyadAo. nyAya e jagatanI apUrva cIja che, nyAyane sau koi vakhANe che, ane tenI mahattAne kabula rAkhe che, chatAM kahevAnI jarUra che ke nyAya e kAMi dazya vastu nathI, nyAya keAIne dekhAtA nathI, teja pramANe te pAMce indriyothI sayukata rIte athavA game te eka indriyathI pazu anubhavI zakAtA nathI! jema nyAya e AMkhe dekhAtI vastu nathI, teja pramANe dharma paNa AMkhe dekhavAnI vastu nathIja. teja pramANe te pAMce indriyedvArA indriyAne sAkSIbhUta thanArI vastu paNa nathI, tyAre prazna e thAya che ke AvA ageAcara ane agamya dhama kAnA kathanathI pramANa mAnI sakAya? nyAya paNa agAcara che chatAM nyAya, nyAyAdhIzanA kahevAthI mAnya rAkhavAmAM Ave che, teja pramANe dharma paNa avyakta hAvA chatAM je dhama kevaLajJAnIodvArA kahevAya che te mAnya rAkhavAmAM Avye che. kevaLajJAnIe peAtAnA agAdha ane aparimita jJAnathI dharma ne jANe che ane pachI teo janasamudAyanA kalyANane arthe e dharmane jagatane kahe che. AthI siddha thAya che ke jeo jaina che, peAtAne jaina tarIke oLakhAve che, kevaLI mahArAjAnA anuyAyI hAvA mATe pete dhanyavAda le che, tevA saghaLA jainasAmrAjyanA nAgarika hAi temane mATe zrImAna kevaLI bhagavAneAkhe thelA vacane e jainasAmrAjyanA kAyadAeja che ane te kAyadA mAnavAne tee madhAmelA che. rAgadveSa ane ajJAnarahita hAvAthI jinezvaranA vacana pramANabhUta che. jainazAsananI alaga jAheAjalAlI. je bhavyAtmA jainazAsanamAM rahevA mAge che, jainasAmrAjyamAM jene rahevuM che, tene mATe jainiyAe pharajamAM koIpaNu rItane prativAda ke apavAda zakatA nathI. je jaina che tenI sauthI meTI ane kAyadAne mAnya rAkhIne teja pramANe A manuSyadehanA upayAga karavA !! je jaina che te A kAyadAne evaphA rahIne athavA tenuM ullaghana karIne satanA A kAyadA mAnavA e pharajIyAta che. nathI ane te prativAda ke apavAda cAlI paNa sauthI pahelI pharaja e che ke: jainazAsananA

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Ana'-sudhAsi`dhu. (244) sudhAoi'du 1 luM. peAtAnA mAnavabhava game te rIte vAparI zakatAja nathI. jainazAsananI A AkarI vyavasthA tethIja jainazAsana prAcInakALathI apUrva jAheAjalAlI bhAgavatuM AvyuM che ane hajIpaNu te evIja jAheAjalAlI bhAgave che. Aja kAlanA svacchaMdI, saMsAraneja sasva ane saMtAnAdikamAMja AkhI duniyA mAnI rahelA tarUNlRAne jainazAsananI A AkarI vyavasthA kheMce che ane tethIja teo jainazAsananI sAme game tevA khaDakhaDATa karI uThe che! paraMtu sUryanI asahya garamIthI uzkerAine, thaMDA pradezamAM rahevAne TevAele ekAda yurApI paDita sUryanI sAme tapI uThe tethI sUrya krAMi pAtAnA prakAza khaMdha karI detA nathI, teja pramANe meAjazeAkhamAMja gulatAna banelA ane viSayepaNeAganA kAdavakacarAmAMja ragaDhALai temAMja majhA mANutA mUrkhAe jainazAsananA tIvra prakAzarUpa tejanI AkarI vyavasthA sAme khakhaDI uThe tethI kAMi jainazAsanathI paNa e vyavasthAne tyAga thaI zatA nathI. kaLiyuganI kamabakhtI khAvu, pIvuM, meAjamajha karavI, mastI tAphAna karavAM, sabhA bharavI, nAtarAMe karAvavAM emAM kAMi kAine khuMcatuM nathI, temAM kAMI AkarI vastu jaNAtI nathI, paraMtu dharma pALavA e vAta AkarI mAlama paDe che e paNa A kaliyuganI kamabakhtI che! jo tame jaina tarIke rahevA ane jIvavA mAgA che! ane jaina tarIke tame tamArI jAtane eLakhAvavA mAgatA haiA tA tame ema kahevAne mATe hakadAra nathI ke zAsananA phalANeA niyama mArI buddhimAM yukta lAgatA nathI jethI te niyama huM pALavAne badhAtA nathI. ahIM teA tamArI pharaja che ke tamAre e niyama tamAne sArA lAgatA hai| vA naThArA lAgata hA, tamArI buddhimAM esatA hai| vA na besatA hai; paNa te tamAre pALeja chUTakA che. mAsane tAva Ave che tyAre tene kivanAIna khAdheja chUTako che pachI te kivanAIna ene gaLyu lAge ke mIThuM' lAge tenA savAlaja nathI. teja pramANe ApaNune pazu bhavarUpI tAva AvyA che eTale ApaNe paNa kivanAinarUpI jainadharmAcaraNa, pachI te mApaNane kaDavuM lAgeA kavA mIThuM lAge chatAM; mAnya rAkheja chUTakA. musApharI karavA mATe paNa DAyarI joIe jaina tarIke tame jainazAsana pramANe cAlIne manuSyabhavane saphaLa karavAne mATe badhAelAja mAgatA che. tamArA manuSyabhava paNa tame manasvIpaNe cAlIne game tevI rIte veDI nAkhavA hA tA te mATe tame hakadAra nathI. tame mAnavabhava meLavyA che te kevA mahAbhAgyathI meLaLye che tenA vicAra karajo, e mAnavabhavane saphaLa karavAnA upAya tamAre karavAja joie. sauthI pahelAM te tamArI pharaja e che ke tamAre tame manuSyabhava meLavyeA che tethI pUrNa rIte vAkephagAra thavu tamAre jANavuM joie ke tame bhavacakranA musAphara che. tame bhavacakranA musAphara che| ane tamAre e musApharI purI karavAnIja che e mATe tamAre sauthI pahelAM musApharInI DAyarI karI levAnI jarUra che. tame musApharI karavA nIkaLA che, siddhakSetra pAlItANA javA nIkaLA che tyAre sauthI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (245). suSAbaM 1che. pahelAM tame tamArI DAyarI taiyAra karo cho. lekhita DAyarI taiyAra na karatA ho te manamAM saMkalana goThavI jAo che ke amuka raste javuM che. phalANe raste sthAnika sTezane javuM che tyAMthI amuka vakhate AvatI AgagADImAM besavuM che ane amuka sTezane utarIne tyAMthI cAlatA athavA phalANa rIte zrItIthAdhirAja upara pahoMcI javuM che. traNa vastuonuM mahatva. tame vAstavika rIte ja musApharI karavA mAgatA he te mAtra AvI DAyarIthI ja tamArA kAryanI parisamApti thaI javAnI nathI. DAyarI sAthe ja tamAre paisA ane tamAruM beDiMga paNa sAtheja rAkhavuM paDe che. arthAta paise, bekiMga ane DAyarI e traNe je tame sAthe rAkhyAM hoya te ja tamArI musApharI sukharUpa thaI zakaze ane tame dhArele sthaLe pahoMcI jaI zakaze. jo tame A traNa vAtamAMthI eka paNa vAtanI khAmI rAkhI hoya te pariNAma e Avaze ke tame tamAro pravAsa sArI rIte karI zakaze nahi ane tamAre athaDAI kuTAIneja pAchA pharavuM paDaze. je pramANe saMsAranI skUla musApharImAM DAyarI, pise ane beDiMganI jarUra paDe che te ja rIte A mahAbhayAnaka bhavasAgaranI musApharI mATe paNa tamane DAyarI, paiso ane beDiMganI jarUra che paraMtu tamArA vyavahAranA DAyarI, paiso ane beDiMga e sAdhane ahIM cAlatA nathI ahIM te DAyarI, paiso ane beDiMga e traNane sthAne e traNa vastuo ja hovI joIe ke A (1) jIva anAdine che, (2) bhava anAdine che ane (3) karmasaMgo paNa anAdinA ja che. A traNa bhAvanAnuM daDhapaNuM e tamArA mokSamArganA DAyarI, paiso ane beDiMga che. have A tamArA sAdhane tamane mokSane pravAsa karavAmAM kevI sahAyatA kare che te tapAsI juo. badhe zraddhA kharI, mAtra dharmamAMja nahi! pravAsamAM DAyarInI jarUra anivArya che. tame dharmakSetra zatruMjaya upara javA mAge che e vAta sAcI che paraMtu tamAre kaye raste javuM che e tamAre tyAM javA taiyAra thatI vakhate ja nakkI karI levuM joIe. ahIM tame tamArA purogAmIonI buddhine anusare che. tame jyAre sauthI pahelAM zrItIthIdhirAjane viSe javA taiyAra thayA che, tyAre tame e kSetra upara kaye raste javuM egya che te tamArA jAtianubhavathI jANatA nathI, paraMtu tamArA pUrvajo, tamArA grAmavAsIo, tamArA pADozIo amuka raste amuka rIte tIrthAdhirAja upara gayA che eTale eja raste sAro ane saraLa hAI eja raste ochAmAM ochI takalIphre tyAM jaI zakAya che ema tame mAnI le che. ethI paNa AgaLa vadhIne tame aMdhazraddhA rAkhe che. relave kaMpanI ke je tamAromAMnA keIne oLakhatI ja nathI, tamAre kaI sagAvahAle paNa e kaMpanImAM DirekaTara nathI athavA kaMpanInA DirekaTaromAMthIya tamane koI oLakhatuM nathI chatAM kaMpanI je raste tamone laI jAya che te raste tame tIrthAdhirAja upara javA taiyAra thAo che, have ahIM pakSapAtarahita thaIne vicAra karaze te tame paNa kabUla rAkhI zakazo ke ahIM tamArI aMdhazraddhAnI avadhija thAya che! have kaMpanIo upara tame zA mATe vizvAsa mUko che? te kahe che ke e kaMpanIo para tamArA purogAmIoe vizvAsa mUka hate mATe! arthAta tame zraddhAthIja ema mAnI le che ke

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (246) suSAbiMdu 17 relave kaMpanIe tathaSirAja viSe javAno zodhI kADhele raste saraLa, sahelo ane TUMke che e vAta mArA pUrvaje mAnatA hatA mATe mane paNa te kabula che. A rIte tame mAtra zraddhAthI dorAIne tamAre tIrthAdhirAjane mArga nakkI kare che ane relave rasteja tIrthAdhirAja upara javuM che ema TharAvIne pachI tame pravAsane AraMbha kare che. kahevAnI jarUra nathI ke pravAsanA saMbaMdhamAM A zraddhALupaNuM e pariNAme tamArAja hitane mATe Avazyaka che. jIva anAdi che e gokhI rAkhe. dhAro ke tame ke te zatruMjaya upara pahoMcavuM che e vastuja nakkI nathI karI. mAtra pravAsa kare che eja vAta tame nakkI karI che ane tame pravAse nIkaLI paDyA che. AvI dazAmAM tamArA A pravAsanuM pariNAma e Avaze ke tamAre pravAsa AraMbhAyA pachI tamane judA judA mANaso judI judI salAha ApanArA maLI Avaze ane je tame e badhAnI salAhe cAlavA jaze te ja te ene ThekANeja rahI jaze paraMtu tamAre aradhe rastethIja bhaTakAIne pAchA pharavuM paDaze. jema tIrthAdhirAja upara pahoMcavAne mATe tame pahelAM DAyarI taiyAra kare chete ja pramANe mokSanI masAkarInA pravAsI banelA ApaNe paNa dareka jaNAe e vAta TharAvIja levAnI che ke ApaNA purogAmIo jenazAsanane mArga mokSe gayA che mATe mokSaprAptine eja mArga sAce hAI ApaNe badhAe paNa teja mArga mokSa prati javAnuM che. arthAt jenamArga eja mokSapurIe pahoMcavAne sAce raste hAI teja raste ApaNe paNa pravAsa karavAne che. ahIM ApaNI ekSapurInA pravAsa mATenI DAyarI purI thaI jAya che! have jIva anAdine che e mAnyatA ApaNuM kevI rIte tAraNa kare che te juoH ApaNe pravAsa to zarU karI daIe chIe paraMtu pravAsa zarU karyA pachI paNa magaja ADe raste jAya, mithyAtvAdinA pracaMDa halAo thAya, e saghaLe vakhate upalI mAnyatA ApaNuM aMtaramAM AtmAnI mULa sthitinuM bhAna jALavI rAkhe che. jagata mithyAtvathI bhareluM che. gesa athavA jherI varALanA jevA anekavA ApaNI sAme meM phADIne ubhA che AvA AkarA saMgamAM jIva anAdine che e mAnyatA ApaNane jIvanuM svarUpa bhulAvA detI nathI. vaLIyAmAMthI bacavAno mArga. bIjo naMbara bhavabhramaNa anAdinuM che e vastu che. dharma, vairAgya, vinaya, vaiyAvacca e saghaLAne je kaI paNa vAstavika rIte jALavI rAkhatuM hoya te te ApaNI A bIjI mAnyatA che. kriyAo karavAnI jarUraja nathI, kriyAo te beTI che e te bhArarUpa che evA evA ghaNA tephAne ApaNe sAMbhaLIe chIe ! have keTalAka ApaNA hetanA kaTakA AgaLa vadhIne evuM pratipAdana kare che ke kiyAe je kALamAM AraMbhAI hatI te kALamAM te avazya jarUrI hatI paraMtu Aje have te kiyA jarUrI nathI mATe tene choDI devI eja vyAjabI che. dharma saMhAranA A pracaMDa vaMTeLIyAmAMthI bIjI mAnyatA AtmAne bacAvI le che. have trIjI mAnyatAne vicAra kare. tame vinaya, vaiyAvacca Adi karavA mAMDayuM, tapa karyA,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (247) sudhAbaMdu 1 le. AMbelanI oLI ItyAdi dharmAnuSThAne karyA, sthaLe sthaLe yAtrAe phaya, A saghaLuM karavA chatAM je tamArA upara aihika Apatti AvI paDe te tarata ja tamArA hRdayamAM e vicAra dhasI Avaze ke are, huM ATaluM badhuM dhamanuSThAna karUM chuM ane chatAM mArI A dazA zA mATe? jyAM AvA vicAre tamAruM aMtaHkaraNa DelavA mAMDaze tyAM karmasaMyoga paNa anAdine che e tamArI trIjI mAnyatA tamArI vahAre Avaze ane te tamane patitAvasthAmAM jatA bacAvI leze! A saghaLA uparathI tame A traNa vastu jIvana sAthe eka rasa karI devI e keTaluM jarUra. che te sArI rIte samajI zakazo ane jyAM tamArI samajaNamAM e vAta AvI jaze ke A traNa vastu tamArA jIvanamAM eka rUpa karI devI jarUrI che ke tamArI aradhI phateha te thaI ja cUkI che ema khAtarIthI mAnI ja leje traNa vastunI anupama upayogitA. jema pravAsane mATe DAyarI sAthe bhAthuM, paisA ane sathavAro jarUrI che tevI ja rIte ahIM paNa A traNa vastu jarUrI che ane jyAM A traNa vastu tame pacAvI zake che ke tamAre mATe bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanA vacaneno upayoga khule thAya che. have bhagavAna zrIjinezvaradevanA vacanane upayoga kevo che ane te kevI rIte karI zakAya che te AgaLa joIe, traNa tattanI gaLathuthI. AtmAnI durdazA kyAre thAya? zAstrakAra mahArAjA bhagavAna zrI yazovijayajI upAdhyAyajIe bhavyajInA upakArA jJAnasAra prakaraNa nAmaka graMtha racyo che. A graMthanI racanA karatAM teozrI jaNAve che ke, bhavanuM svarupa, bhavanI bhayaMkaratA, bhavanI bhayaMkaratAne nivAravA mATe joItA guNe, e guNonI prApti thAya te vakhatanI AtmAnI sthiti, A samaye saMjJAmAMthI virakta thavuM, lokottara saMzAmAM tahIna thavuM ane te saghaLuM kevI rIte thAya te vicAravAnI jarUra che. je manuSya musApharI karavA nIkaLe che teNe pite kayAM javA mAge che te sthaLa, tyAM javAne mArga, e mArgamAM rahelI sagavaDa vagere badhuM vicAravuM paDe che. je mANasa e vAta vicArate nathI tenAthI musApharI thaI zakatI ja nathI athavA te mANasa musApharI karavA nIkaLe che te dhape khAIne pAcho ja paDe che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (248) sudhAbadu 1 luM. eja pramANe je mokSanI saphare nIkaLe che te AtmAe paNa bhavanI bhayaMkaratA, tenuM ulaMghana vagere saghaLuM ja samajavAnI jarUra che. je AtmA e pramANe samajAtuM nathI tenI durdazA ja thAya che ane te upa khAIne pAcho ja paDe che. svabhAvasiddha mahattA. duniyAdArInA vyavahAramAM ApaNe joIe chIe ke menA, pipaTanA baccAMone bolatAM, vAMdarAnA baccAone kasarata karatAM ane manuSyanA bALakane lakhatAM vAcatAM zIkhavavAmAM Ave che paraMtu keIe hajI sudhI gadheDA, pADA jevAne zIkhavavA prayatna karyo nathI. khela karAvavA mATe madArIo menA, popaTane zIkhave che paraMtu keI kAgaDAne ke gadheDAne zIkhavavA besatuM nathI! have kAgaDAne jevI pAMca indriyo che tevIja pAMca indriye pipaTane paNa che ane jevuM zarIra vAMdarAne maLeluM che tevIja kAyA gadheDAne paNa maLelI che, te chatAM ekane zIkhavavAmAM Ave che ane bIjAne zIkhavavAmAM nathI AvatuM ! A saghaLAnuM kAraNa zuM hovuM joIe te vicArI juo. menA, pipaTane zIkhavavAmAM Ave che paraMtu kAgaDAne zIkhavavAmAM AvatuM nathI enuM kAraNa e che ke menA, pipaTanA mukhanI goThavaNa ane moDhAnI aMdaranA avayanI goThavaNa evI che ke te manuSyanA jevI bhASA bolI zake che teja pramANe vAMdarAnA zarIrane ghATa tathA tene avayanI racanA paNa evI che ke je mANasanA zarIranI mAphaka potAnA aMga upAMgone vALI zake che. A paghaLA kAraNathI pipaTa ane kAgaDo tathA vAMdarA ane gadheDe, baMne anukrame pakSI ane pazuoja hovA chatAM ekane zIkhavavAmAM Ave che paraMtu bIjAne keLavavAmAM AvatA nathI. A uttara tadana vAstavika che paraMtu teja uttara have dharmakSetrane viSe paNa lAgu karI devAnI AvazyaktA che. manuSyamAM paNa vizeSatAvALA thaDAja hoya! jema badhA pazuo ane badhAja pakSIo hovA chatAM amuka pazu athavA pakSImAM ja amuka vizeSa kArya karavAnI zakti che teja pramANe saghaLA manuSyo hovA chatAM, A bhayaMkara bhavane vicAra kare, te bhayaMkara parvata che ema jANavuM, tenuM ulaMghana zI rIte thAya, vagere saghaLuM samajavuM, e bhavarUpI mahAbhayAnaka parvatanA ullaMghananuM sthAna tapAsavuM, e sthAnanA guNe tapAsavA, tenA phAyadA vicAravA, lekasaMjJAno tyAga karavo ane lokottara saMjJAmAM tallIna thavuM e saghaLuM kahevAnI ane te jANavAnI zakti paNa amuka ja mANasomAM hoya che. kAMI manuSya mAtramAM ja A zakita hotI nathI. manuSya tarIke saghaLA manuSya che. saghaLAne pAMcepAMca Indri che ane badhA ja saMsI che paraMtu jema pazupakSIonA juthamAM saghaLAja pazuo che ane saghabAja pakSIo che chatAM amuka prakAranI vizeSatA amukaja pazu athavA pakSIomAM hoya che teja pramANe saghaLA manuSyomAM paNa vizeSatAvALA mANase paNa amukaja che. bhavanirvANunA vicAre keNa kare? saghaLA ja jIvapaNAnI daSTie sarakhA che, dareka jIvane pAMca Indriye che, te daSTie, paMcendriyapaNe paNa baMne jIva sarakhA che, saMjJIpaNe e jIvo badhA sarakhA che ane yAvat bhavyajI te bhavyapaNe

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Anada-sudhAsi. (249) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. paNa sarakhAM che chatAM ahIM paNa jIvAtmAomAM lAyakAtanI dRSTie taphAvata che. pakSINe badhAM pakSIe sarakhAM che paraMtu kAgaDA ane pepaTa e emAM jevA taphAvata rahelA che ane lAyakAtanI draSTie kAgaDA karatAM peApaTa vadhAre ceAgya che, teja pramANe mAnavabhavanA kalyANa mATe upara jaNAvelI vicAraNA karavAne arthe paNa badhAja jIvA lAyaka nathI, mAtra amuka jIveAja lAyaka che. tyAre have e praznane! vicAra kareA ke bhavanirvANu sa'kha'dhInA A vicArA karavAnI zakita kAnAmAM hAya che ane kaiAnAmAM hAtI nathI? jene AgalA vyAkhyAnAmAM jaNAvelI gaLathuthI maLelI che tevAja AtmA A gaLathuthI vaDe ghaDAelA haiAvAthI te AneA vicAra karI zake che; jene e gaLathuthI maLI nathI teve| AtmA kadApi paNa AvA vicAra karI zakateAja nathI. keAi evA camatkAra thAya ane devatAI prabhAvanI sahAya maLe te pADA, hAthI ke lAkaDAnI putaLI paNa tenA mukhamAMthI vANI uccArI zake che paraMtu e vANI tenA a MtaranA avAja banI zakatI nathI ane te zabdo tenI jAtane paNa AbhArI nathI. gadheDA koi camatkArathI manuSyanI bhASA khAlI de tA e vANI tenA gadheDAMpaNAne AbhArI nathI athavA gadheDApaNAthI e vANI khelI zakAtI nathI. A vANInA uccAraNa mATenA AbhAra teA keAi devatAnI zaktineja ghaTe che kAraNa ke tenAja prabhAvathI gadheDA sArI athavA narasIvANI elI zaka2A che. lADAnI putaLI khelI ! zrImAn zrIpAla mahArAjAnuM caritra ApaNe badhA jANIe chIe temAM eka evA prasa`ga che ke je prasaMgamAM lAkaDAnI putaLInA mukhamAMthI vANI pradIpta thaI che. lAkaDAnI putaLI upara emaNe hAtha mUkayeA ke tarataja lAkaDAnI putaLIe javAba dIdhA A kAryoMmAM e putaLInI ke tenA hRdayanI kazI kiMmata nathI. A saghaLuM kArya mAtra pelA devatAi camatkArane lIdhe manI zakayu che tyAre e uparathI ATalI vastu spaSTa thAya che ke svabhAvathI je kAMI ghaDe che tene mATe manuSya pAte AbhArI che ane bIjAnI preraNAthI je kAMI vastu thAya che temAM tenI jAtanA AbhAra mAnavAnA nathI. Aja sthiti manuSyanI meAkSagatinA saMbaMdhamAM paNa rahelI che. je manuSyane AtmA anAdi che, bhava anAdinA che ane kamasayeAga paNu anAdinA che e gaLathuthI maLelI che te manuSya samyaktva pAme, dezavirati svIkAre, sarvaviratine svIkAra kare ke chevaTe mekSe jAya te saghaLAmAM e manuSyanI jAtanuM AbhArIpaNuM raheluM che para'tu jene gaLathuthImAM A traNa vastunI prApti thavA pAmI nathI tevA AtmA pazumekSaprApti vagere karI zake, te temAM tenI jAta AbhArI gaNI zakAtI nathI. jemaNe upara jaNAvelI gaLathuthI lIdhI che tevA AtmAonI dhArmika unnati thAya tA te unnati A gaLathuthIneja AbhArI che. bALapaNAnA saskAranI mahattA, mAtAnuM dUdha vAyuvikArathI bharelu' hAya teA rahe che. pachI tame game tevA upAcA karo. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat mAtAnuM dUdha, bALaka kAMI AkhI jiMdagI sudhI pIte nathI paraMtu te mALapaNAnI a'daraja pIye che chatAM jo AkhI jiMdagI sudhI khALaka vAyuvikArathI pIDAtAja game teTalI garama davAo khAvA ke joIe tA lAhI www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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Ana'4-sudhAsi yu. (250) sudhAbiMdu 1 chuM. tUTI paDe tevI davAo Ape| paraMtu tethI te bALakanI vAyunI prakRtinA nAza thaI zakatA nathI; AkhI jiMdagI sudhIne mATe e vikAra cAluja rahevA pAme che. arthAt khALapaNAmAM pIdhelA dUdhanA saskAranA zarIramAMthI ata AvatA nathI. jema mAtAe pAelA dUdhanA saMskAronA nAza thatA nathI teja pramANe khAlyAvasthAmAM jo upara jaNAvelI gaLathuthI pAI hAya teA tethI AtmAmAM paDelA dhArmika sa`skArA paNa bhuMsAvA pAmatAja nathI. gaLathuthImAM A sa`skArA pADyA hAya ane pachI kadAcit viparIta saceAgA AvIne upasthita thAya ane saskArI badalAi jAya, tepaNa saMskArAne lIdhe utpanna thaelI mULa vastu kAyama rahevA pAme che. ATalA mATe je je nene peAtAnA A mahAn dharma mATe abhimAna hAya, bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevA mATe ane temanA kAryo mATe tameAne mAna hAya ane ApaNA mahAn pUrvajo mATe tame abhimAna letA haiA, tA tamArI pratyeka jaineAnI eTale jainamAtApitAnI e pharaja che ke temaNe peAtAnA khALakAne upara jaNAvelA dharmanA traNa sa MskAro ApavAja joie. "ApAe mUrkhAi karI." tame tamArA dharmane mATe gaurava letA ho teA te jarUra tamArI pharaja e dharma TakAvI rAkhavAnI che ane tamAre e dhane TakAvI rAkhavA mATe tamArA mALakAmAM dhArmika sa`skAra nAkhavA e paNa anivArya kAma che. tame game teTalA dharmaniSTha hA, devasevAmAM game teTalA raccApacyA rahetA haiA, dharma upara tamArI game teTalI prIti hAya ane tamArA pUrvajo paNa game eTalA dharmAMniSTha hoya chatAM tamArA bhAvi satAnAne tame eja mAge na vALA te khAtrIthI mAnI lejo ke tamArI pAchaLa pULA mUkAvAne ja che. tamArA pUrvajoe athavA tame jainamaMdira badhAvyuM haze, jagI imArata caNAvI haze, dara bhavya jinapratimA besADI haze, paraMtu jo tame tamArA chekarAmAM dhArmi ka sa`skAro nahi pADayA hoya tA chokarA mATA thaine jarUra evAja nivaDaze ke je ema kahI zakaze ke "ApA maMdira aMdhAvI gayA ane temAM pratimA mUkIne hajArAnA kharca karyo e kevI bhaya'kara mUrkhAI karI ! ane paisAnA kevA durUpayoga karyAM!!!" tamArA saMtAneAnI AvI maneAdazA zAthI usanna thAya che tenA vicAra karo. tamArA bApadAdA dharma karI gayA hoya, jinama Mdira adhAvI gayA haiAya te tamAne 'cyuM hatuM ? nahi ! kAraNa eja ke tamArAmAM dhArmika saMskArA paDelA hatA ane e dhArmika sakArA paDavAthIja tamAne pitAnuM kArya khuTyuM na hatuM paraMtu te puNyasvarUpa lAgyuM hatuM. dhArmika sakArAnA abhAva, have tamAne je kArya puNyasvarUpa lAge che teja kArya tamArI saMtatine pApasvarUpa lAge che athavA teA sAva nakAmA jevuM lAge che ema lAgavAnuM jo kAMi paNa kAraNa hAya te! te kAraNa eTaluMja che ke tamArAmAM dhArmika sa'skArA paDelA hatA jayAre tamArI saMtatimAM evA dhArmika sa`skAra paDelA nathI. tamArI saMtattimAM evA dhArmika saMskAro na paDelA hovAne lIdheja tene dharmAMnA kAryomAM paisAnA durUpayega

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (251) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM bhAse che ane samAjasaMvaddhananA kAryamAM je paisA vaparAya che tene te durUpayoga kahetA nathI paraMtu sadupayeAga kahe che. AvI dazA e bIjI kaI paNa vastune AbhArI nathI, mAtra dhArmika saMskAranA abhAvane ja AbhArI che. tame tamArA bApadAdAne vakhANutA hatA, temanI prasaMzA karatA hatA ane temane pagale pagale cAlavAmAM gaurava letA hatA. jyAre tamArI saMtati evI pAke che ke te tamArA bApadAdAoe mUrkhAI karI che evuM kahe che enuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke tamArA bALakomAM tame dharmanA dRDha saMskAra bAlyAvasthAmAM nAkhyAja nathI ethI paNa AgaLa vadhIe to ema paNa kahI zakAya ke tame jAte paNa dharma tarapha joIe teTalI prItivALA nathI athavA tamArAmAM dharma tarapha joIe teTalI prIti hoya te tame e prIti tamArA bALakemAM lAvavAmAM bedarakAra rahe che. tame tamArA bALakomAM dhArmika saMskArI nAkhavAmAM kevA bedarakAra che te vAta have tapAse. vArase zAne dhanane ke dhULane ? tame pAMca daza lAkhanA mAlIka he, eTalI rakama uparAMta thoDA dAgInA, hIrA, motI, jhAhira tamArA gharamAM paDayA hoya te tame te saghaLuM tamArA chokarAne barAbara maLe che enI tapAsa rAkhe che. e saghaLI muDImAMthI eka paNa paise tamAro chokaro ocho meLave te tame kakaLI uTho cho. tamArI saghaLI vastune tame tamArA bALakane puro vArasadAra banAvavAne Iccho cho ane e vArasAmAMthI paise paNa e che na thAya te tame dhyAnapUrvaka tapAse che. jema tame tamArI skUla saMpattine vAraso tamArA bALakane maLe enI kALajI rAkhe che tevIja kALajI tame tamArA dhArmika saMsakArono vAraso tamArA bALakane maLe te mATe rAkhatA nathI. tame dhana ane javAhara ke je kharI rIte kalasA ane pattharathI jarA paNa vizeSa mahatvanA nathI, tene tamArA dIkarAne vArasadAra banAve che paraMtu tamAre dharma je tamArA pUrvajoe lehI ApIne sAcave che. jenasaMskAra je tamArA pUrvajoe potAnA hADakAMne bhege paNa jALavyA che, e jainatva, e dhArmika saMskAra, e saghaLAne vAraso tamArA bALaka meLave evuM tame cahAtA nathI athavA cahAtA che te tevI jAtanA prayatna paNa karatA nathI. tamArI jiMdagIne ItihAsa tame tapAsI juo. tamAruM rejanuM vartana tame tapAsI juo ane pachI kahe ke tamArA bALakane tamArA pUrvajonA sAcA saMskArane vArasa meLavI ApavA mATe tame zuM karyuM che? tamArA prayatnaja khAmIvALA che. tamArA pUrvajo mahApratApI hatA. temane yaza kadI paNa na bhUlI zakAya evAM kAryo teo karI gayA hatA. temaNe paraseve kADhIne meLavelI lakSamI dharmakAryamAM vAparI hatI. e saMskAra, e nIti, e uttamatA. e saghaLAno vAro tamArA bALakone maLe te mATe tame zuM prayatno karyA che ane jyAre prayatno karyA che, tene vicAra karo. tame zAMtithI vicAra karaze to tamane eja javAba maLaze ke tamArA e dizAnA prayatno zUnyathI vadhAre nathI ! tamAruM vartana tapAsavA mATe tame poteja prayatna karI juo eTale tamane tamArI bhUla mAlama paDaze.

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Anada-sudhAsiMdhu. (25) sudhAbiMdu 19. ema mAne ke tame vyApAradhaMdhAnA hisAbakitAbamAM macelA che. tamAruM dhyAna e bAjue rokAeluM che ane tamArI pAse besIne tamAre nAne chokaro AMka bhaNe che. e chekaro. bhUlathI paNa 15x10=150, ne badale 15410=125; bolI de che, te e bAjue teja kSaNe tamAruM dhyAna kheMcAya che ane tamArA chokarA upara tame barADI uTho che. tamAre chokaro je vAkaya khoTuM bole che, je AMkanuM palAkhuM barAbara nathI be, tethI hajI te tamane kAMIpaNa geralAbha thavAnuM nathI. e bhUlathI tamArA khIsAmAMthI dasa rUpIA javAnA nathI athavA e bhUla na thAya to tethI tamArA khIsAmAM so rUpIA AvavAnA nathI ! paraMtu te chatAM tamArA bALakamAM gaNitane lagatA khoTA saMskAro na paDI jAya tenI tame eTalI badhI kALajI rAkho che ke tame barADI uThe che ane vadhAre thAya to tene ekAda tamAro paNa mArI de che. have tamAruM hRdaya tamane eja rIte dhArmika saMskAranI avahelanA vakhate DaMkhe che kharUM ke? tamane jarUra "pattharadAsa"nI che, "dharmadAsanI nathI. tamAre bALaka tIrthakara devenI niMdAne eka zabda bele, tamArA pUrvajonI niMdA zabda bele, tamArA pUrvajoe karelA ghArmika vyavahAranA kAryonI TIkA kare, to te sAMbhaLIne tamArA aMtaramAM pahelAMnA jevo kSobha kadIya thatuM nathI. are! keTalIka vAra to haze bALaka che ema kahIne tame ene evI Teva paNa pADe che! A saghaLA uparathI mAlama paDe che ke tame tamArA bALakane pattharA ane kolasArUpa hIrA ane dhanane ja mAlika banAvavA mAgo cho ane e sArAmAM sAro pattharadAsa thaI zake evIja tame taiyArI kare che tene dharmadAsa karavAnI tame kALajIja rAkhatA nathI. A viSayanI carcA bhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA sAhebe paNa karI che. bhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA vIzIprakaraNa nAmaka graMthamAM adhikAranI carcA kare che. A carcAmAM teozrI jaNAve che ke pitAnA vaDIloe zrI jinamaMdira baMdhAvyuM hoya, jinabiMba bharAvyA hoya ane tevA daherAMonI ane jinabiMbanI sevAmAM vaMzaja tallIna rahe to te vastu bahu phaLadAyI che arthAt sAmAnya daherAonI sevA karavA karatAM pUrvajoe baMdhAvelA maMdiromAM pUjA karavAthI vadhAre purayanI prApti thavA pAme che. je AmA kuTuMbIo taraphathI maLela dhArmika vAraso pramANu gaNe che tene e vArasAne saMbhALatAM jeTa AnaMda thaze eTale AnaMda ane teTale prema temane bIjA koI paNa kAryamAM thaze nahi. vadhAre puNya kayAM che? zAstrakAra bhagavAna tarIke saghaLA bhagavAno sarakhA che. bhagavAnanI daSTie badhA bhagavAna sarakhA che. mUrtine aMge pUjA te zrImAna mahAvIra devanI ja che. pachI e mUrti sarva sAmAnya maMdiramAM che kiMvA tamArA pUrvajoe baMdhAvelA maMdiramAM he bhagavAna te saghaLe sarakhAMja che chatAM dhArmika ullAsane aMge ahIM phera paDe che. eka sAmAnya dAkhale lezo te paNa tamane A vAta jhaTapaTa samajAI jaze. tamene rastAmAMthI eka vIMTI jaDI hoya ane bIjI vIMTI tamArA bApadAdAe karAvI hoya; te e bane vItI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (253) sudhAdi 1 tuM. paheravAnA prasaMgomAM tamane tamArA bApadAdAnI vIMTI vAparatI vakhateja vadhAre ullAsa ane vadhAre prema jaNAze. eja sthiti sAmAnya jinamaMdiramAM pUjA karatI vakhate ane vaDilee baMdhAvelA maMdiromAM pUjA karatI vakhate hoya che. arthAt sAmAnya maMdiramAM zrIjinabiMbapUjAnuM je phaLa che tenA karatAM pUrvajoe baMdhAvelA maMdiramAM pUjA karavAnuM phaLa vadhAre che evuM bhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanuM mAnavuM che. mANasonI manavRtti ja evI thaI gaI che ke na pUcho vAta! tamAre karo cAra divasa nizALe na jAya, kelejamAM na jAya athavA te vyAyAmazALAmAM na jAya te tethI tarataja tame gabharAI uThe che, tene dhamakAve che ane chokare je nAnI ummarane ane kahyAgaro hoya te tame tene jhuDI kADhatAM paNa DaratA nathI paraMtu e ja chokare je cAra divasa dahere na jAya, upAzraye na jAya, are! mahinAonA mahinA sudhI upAzraye na jAya to tethI tamArA aMtaHkaraNamAM jarAya kSobha thatuM nathI A saghaLA uparathI ja tamArI dhArmika lAgaNInuM mApa nIkaLI zake che. jainatvanuM rAjInAmuM. tamArA bALaka nizALe na jAya te tamane lAgI Ave che paraMtu te upAzraye na jAya te tamone lAgI AvatuM nathI. tamArI saMpattinI jALavaNIne vicAra tame pAke pAye karI che paraMtu tamArA Izvara pArjita saMskAronI jALavaNIno vicAra tamane AvatuM nathI. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke tamArI dhArmika kItine ane dhArmika saMskArano vArasa tame tamArA bALakomAM nAkhavA mAgatA nathI. jo tame ema kahetA ho ke ame e vAraso ApavA mAgIe chIe te tamAre tene javAba Apa paDaze ke tamoe e dizAe zuM kArya karyuM che! tamAro javAba A bAbatamAM e che ke che ane artha e che ke pattharo ane kalasAne mATe tame tamArI saMtatinA mAbApa che paraMtu dharma, sakArya, nIti, sadAcAra e badhAmAM tame mAbApa nathI. jenatvanuM tame rAjInAmuM ApyuM nathI. jainatva tamane apriya nathI paraMtu tamAruM kArya evuM che ke te jenatvanuM rAjInAmuM ApavA jevuM che. tame A rIte tamArI TrasTI tarIkenI pharaja bajAvatA nathI ane TrasTane tame bevaphA nIvaTho che te bAbatamAM tame tamArI pharaja vicAre ane saveLA jAgrata thAo e jarUranuM che. tame gunhegAra TrasTI che. amuka mAlamilkatane mATe jeo TrasTI nImAelA hoya te TrasTIonI pharaja che ke temaNe TrasTane vahIvaTa barAbara kare joIe. pote TrasTamAMthI paisA na khAI jAya eTaluM ja temaNe javAnuM nathI paraMtu TrasTIoe traNa kAma karavAnAM che. pitAne je sthitimAM TrasTa maLyuM hoya tenA karatAM TrasTanI milakata vadhAravI joIe. TrasTane pite rUpaga na karavo joIe te ja pramANe bIjAne tene darUpaga na karavA deve joie ane TrasTane TharAvele upayoga thAya te mATe niyamita lakSa ApavuM joIe. je TrasTI A pharaja bajAvatuM nathI te TrasTI e nAmaneja TrasTI che eTaluM ja nahi paNa te TrasTI gunegAra che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (254) sudhAbadu 1 huM. tame tamArA bALakonA mAbApa che eno bIjo artha e che ke tame tamArA bALakonA TrasTI cho. tamArI pharaja che ke tamAre tamArA bALakonA dhArmika saMskAra paNa jaLavAI rahe te jevuM joIetame e na jotA pattharA ane kolasA mATeja tamArA bALakanA TrasTI thAo ane dhArmika saMskAra mATe tamArA bALakanA nAmanA TrasTI bane te ene artha e che ke TrasTI tarIke tamArA upara mUkAelA vizvAsane mATe tame lAyaka nIvaDyA nathI. tame bevaphA thayA che ane tethI e bevaphApaNA mATe tame sajAne pAtra che. TrasTI tarIke tamArI tamArA bALaka para zuM javAbadArI che ane zuM pharaja che te tame AthI samajI zakayA che. have tamAre tamArA bALakanuM dharmane mATe, dhArmika saMskArane mATe, tamArA pUrvajonI kItine mATe TrasTapaNuM karavuM e ISTa che ke tamAre pattharA ane kolasA mATe tamArA bALakanA pitApaNuM jALavavuM e ThIka che; e vAtane vicAra tamAre jAte karavAnuM che. have te tamArI pharaja vicAre je sujJa che, jenAmAM dharmanI lAgaNI che, jenAmAM cAnaka che teo te A sAMbhaLIne jarUra vicAra karazeja ke ApaNe ApaNA bALakonA dharmanA TrasTI thavuM e yogya che ke temane mATe patthara, kolasAnA TrasTI thavuM e yogya che. mAtra jemane AtmA ja maraNa pAmela haze arthAta jeno AtmA ja prakAza vinAne haze teja ATaluM sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa pitAnI pharaja vicAravAno nathI. TrasTI tarIke tame tamArA bALakamAM sArA saMskAro nAkhavA baMdhAelA che. tame tamArI e pharaja bajAvavA mAMge che e ekavAra tamAre nizcaya karI levAnI jarUra che. tame e nizcaya karyo eTale tamArA hAthe kAmanI aradhI zarUAta thaI che ema samajavAmAM harakata nathI. have AgaLa vadhe. tame e vicAra karo ke amuka saMsthAne huM TrasTI nimAye chuM ane TrasTI tarIke mAre e saMsthAnuM kalyANa karavuM che, te AvA vicArenI sAthe ja tamAre e TrasTItva kaI rIte saphaLa thAya ema che ene mArga paNa zodhI kADhavAno bAkI rahe che. TrasTI game evo sAre hoya, dharmadhuraMdhara hoya, pApamAM AMgaLI baLavA paNa na mAgatA hoya paraMtu te chatAM te saMsthAnuM bhalu thAo ! eja mAtra uccAra karyA karaze te tethI tenuM kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. saMsthAnuM kalyANa kaye mArge sAdhI zakAya ema che te joIne TrasTIe te mATe thagya mArga vicAravAnI AvazyakatA che. TrasTI AvA mArga vicAre ane te mArga te amalamAM na mUke te mArga vicAre te TrasTInI pitAnI pharaja purI thavAnI nathI. A uparathI siddha thAya che ke TrasTane dharma che ke teNe pitAnA hAthamAM saMpAelA TrasTanA abhyadayano mArga vicArIne e mArgane amalamAM paNa mUkavAno che. TrasTInI pharaja yAda rAkhe. have tamArA bALakanA tame TrasTI che. jo tame sArA TrasTI thavA mAgatA he, tame tamArI pharaja bhUlavA na mAgatA he, athavA te bedarakAra TrasTI paNa gaNavA na mAgatA he, te tamArA hAthamAM soMpAelA bALakanA bhaviSyane udaya zI rIte karI zakAya e tamAre vicAravAnI jarUra che ane e vicArI tamAre e mArga amalamAM mUkavAne

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mAnada-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 255) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. che. have vicAra karI ke tamArA khALakanA abhyudaya kevI rIte sAdhI zakAya ? tamArA khALaka dharmomAM daDha rahe, jiMdagInA cheDA sudhI tenA mukhamAMthI dharmanA vidhI evA eka zabda paNa na nIkaLe ane tene hAthe eka paNa akArya na bane evu' jo tame icchatA hA; teA tamAre gaLathuthImAMja peDhI traNa vastue nAkhavAnI che ke jIvAtmA anAdinA che, bhavasayAga anAdinA che ane kasa ceAga paNa anAdinAja che. je mAbApa pAtAnA bALakane A traNa vastuo gaLathuthImAM Ape che te mAkhApa ALakanA sAcA jainamAtApitA che ane jee! e rItanI gaLathuthI bALakAne pAya che te mAbApAnA mALakA evI daDha maneAvRttivALA ane baLavAna cittavALA nIvaDe che ke pra:NAMte paNa teo dharmanA Aza cheADavAe taiyAra thatA nathI ! jo teo dharmane cheADavA paNa taiyAra na thAya te pachI teo dharma teDavA te kayAMthIja taiyAra thavAnA hatA ? A gaLathuthIne prabhAva zeA ? ke A gaLathuthInA ATalA badhA prabhAva kahyA pachI huve e vAta vicArI jovAnI jarUra che ke A gaLathuthI vaDe AtmAmAM eve kayA prabhAva usanna thAya che jene pariNAme AtmA game tevA saMkaTomAM paNa Dha rIte TakI rahe che ane te peAtAnA dhArmika maMtacaiAnA tyAga karatA nathI. jIva anAdinA che e vAtanA vicAra jayAM daDha thAya che ke tyAM AtmAmAM eka jAtanuM alaukika khaLa Ave che. evA AtmA A vizvanA vyavahArAmAM prANa ApI devAne mATe kAi paNa rIte taiyAra thatA nathI. ahIM zarIranA ane lugaDAMnA udAharaNanA vicAra karo, mANasa pAte lugaDAM pahere che ane sAmAnya saceAgeAmAM te peAtAnuM zarIra ane lugaDAM tene sabhAre che, tenI sa'bhALa le che ane ane phATI na jAya ke temAM kAMi nukazAna na Ave te saMbhALe che, para Mtu keAI samaye akasmAta thAya ane lugaDAMnA cheDA dIvAne lAgI lugaDu saLagI uThe, teA te samaye mANasa peAtAnI dehane bhAge lugaDAMne saMbhALatA nathI paratu lugaDAMne bhAge pAtAne ja saMbhALe che. lugaDuM saLagI uThayuM ane dAjhI javAnI vArI AvI jAya te teja kSaNe tarUNa hoya, khALaka hAya, vRddha hAya, strI hAya ke puruSa hAya teA paNa khaSA pAtAnI AkharU, lAja ke maryAdAnA vicAra na karatAM lugaDuM kADhIne pheMkI de che! yAda rAkhA ke sAmAnya vakhate mANusa zarIra ane lugaDuM' kha'ne sabhALe che paraMtu akasmAta vakhate te lugaDAMne paDatuM mUkIne potAnA zarIraneja sabhALe che. AtmA pAtAnI vastu che. zarIra nahi, mANusanI A manevRtti uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke te zarIrane peAtAnuM gaNe che paraMtu lugaDAMne potAnA gaNatA nathI. Aja udAharaNa ahIM paNa lAgu pADazeA te tamAne samajAze ke jIva anAdinA che e sa'skAra deDhubhAvanAnA tyAga karavAne mATe keTaleA Avazyaka che. je manuSya evuM samajyA che ke AtmA teA anAdinA che te paryAye emaja samaje che ke zarIra AdinuM che arthAt AtmA svayaMbhU che te pahelAM maLe che ane zarIra maLyA pachI jema zarIrane DhAMkavA mATe vastronI taiyArI karavAmAM Ave che tema AtmA anAdine che ane anAddinA AtmAne anAdinA kra saceAga hAvAthI zarIranI prApti thavA pAmI che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (256) sudhAdi 1 have je AtmA, AtmA anAdine che ane zarIra vasarUpe AdinuM che ema jANe che te AtmA dehane vastrarUpe samaje che ane tethI tenI e daDha mAnyatA hoya che ke AtmA e pitAnI vastu che ane zarIra e pArakI vastu athavA meLavelAM lugaDAM samAna che. potAnA zarIranuM lohI kADhIne koI paNa mANasa potAnA lugaDAne raMgavAne mATe taiyAra thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke te jANe che ke lugaDAM jevI pArakI vastune raMgavAne mATe zarIranuM lehI vAparavuM e kevaLa mUrkhAI che. teja pramANe zarIrane je AtmA lugaDAM pramANe samaje che te AtmA zarIrane zaNagAravA arthAt ke paisoTake, dhana vigere meLavavAnI pAchaLa AtmAnA ojasane kadI reDato nathI. A mANasa AtmAne pitAne samaje che ane zarIra, paisA, jagatanI bIjI badhI samRddhi ItyAdine te AvI maLelI pIDA samAna gaNe che. dhannAjInuM udAharaNa vicAre. je mANasa jIvane anAdine samaje che ane zarIrAdi tene AvI maLeluM che ema gaNe che tenI sthiti evI hoya che ke te prAcIna mahApuruSanA AcaraNa tarapha prema rAkhe che. prAcInakALamAM aneka mahApuru e dharmanuM rakSaNa karyuM hatuM temaNe maraNate paNa zIladharma cheDyo nahote teja pramANe mAre paNa dharma pALaja joIe ane zIladharma cheDe na joIe evIja vRtti "AtmA anAdi che" evI mAnyatAvALA puruSanI hoya che. tapa karavAmAM saMkoca zarIrano kare paDe che paraMtu e mahAna tapazcaryAnuM phaLa te AtmA neja maLe che. dhannAjInuM tapa ke prabhAvazIla hatuM ane tenI dharmamAM keTalI badhI daDha bhAvanA hatI te badhA jANe che. dhannAjI eka sukumAra zrImaMta hatA. temane ATha strIo hatI. teo mahArAjA zrI zreNikanA jamAI thatA hatA ane zAlibhadranA banevI thatA hatA. temaNe potAnI patnInA kathanathI A patnIone ekI sAthe tyAga karIne dIkSA lIdhI hatI. zAlibhadra paNa temanI sAthe ja dIkSA lIdhI hatI. te pachI temaNe evuM bhiSaNa tapa karyuM hatuM ke teo cAlatA te hADakAM eka bIjA sAthe ghasAIne khaDakhaDa vAgatAM hatAM ane meDhethI belI paNa zakAtuM nahatuM te chatAM temaNe tapazcaryAne tyAga karyo nahate. tamArI sthiti vicAre. have Aje ApaNe sthiti kevI che teno vicAra karo. bIjA tapa karavA te bAjue rahyA paraMtu ApaNe eka sAdhAraNa upavAsa karIe chIe te paNa eka divasanuM khAvAnuM jAya te mATe hehA karI mUkIe chIe. ApaNuM A sthiti jo e mahAna tapasvIoe rAkhI hota, te vicAra te kare ke teo ItihAsane pAne neMdhAelI kadIpaNa bhUlI na zakAya evI bhavya ane nirmaLa tapasyA zI rIte karI zakayA heta? prAcInakALamAM moTA meTA rAjAonI rANIoe paNa tapazcaryA karI che. jeo atyaMta sukumAra hatI, jemanI komaLatA jagajAhera hatI, eka taNakhaluM paNa khuMce evAM jemanAM suMdara zarIra hatAM tevI ramaNIoe paNa tapazcaryA karI che. zreNika rAjAnI rANuo mahAenA kRSNa e saghaLIoe zrImAna vardhamAna tapa pUro karyo hate. vardhamAna tapanI mahattA te

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (257) svAbiMka 1 tame jANe che. bIjA tape najIkamAM purA thAya, che zrI vardhamAna tapa evuM che ke te lAgalAgaTa karyA karo te paNa paMdara varaseja purUM thAya che. bIjA tape purA thAya ke tenuM pAraNuM karavAnuM AvatAM thALI taiyAra hoya che. upavAsatapa, chaThTha, aThThama e saghaLAnA tapamAM pAraNAne kahADe rejanA karatAM bevaDuM khAvuM hoya te te paNa khAI zake che. jyAre A vardhamAna tapamAM pAraNAmAM bamaNuM tapasyA eTale upavAsa karavAneja bAkI rahe che! pAraNAne divase bamaNuM tapa karavAnuM hoya che. AvuM lAMbu ane kaThinamAM kaThina tapa te paNa zrImAna zreNika rAjAnI rANIe mahAsenA ane kRSNA emaNe pUruM karyuM hatuM. tapasvIonI mAnyatA zuM hatI? mahArAjA zreNika e kAMI be pAMca gAmane ThAkaraDe na hate. magadhanuM mahArAjya ke jenI hAka samasta sAmrAjyamAM vAgatI hatI e vizALa mahArAjyane mahArAjA zreNika e svAmI hatA. AvA mahAsamrATanI patnIo paNa jyAre AvuM kaThaNa tapa kare che tyAre temanI madazA kevI haze tene vicAra karaje. AvA mahAsAmrAjanA mAlike paNa AvuM pracaMDa ane bhagIratha tapa karI zaktA hatA tenuM ekaja kAraNa hatuM ke teo A zarIrane lugaDAMnA jevuM tuccha samajatA hatA. AtmA e pitAnI vastu che ane lugaDAMrUpI zarIra e tene gaLe paDelI vastu che e vAta temanA aMtaramAM ThasI javA pAmI hatI ane tethI ja temanA hAthe AvA moTAM moTAM tape thatAM hatAM! A zarIra e barAbara AtmAe dhAraNa kareluM lugaDuM ja che. dhAro ke tame pAMca rUpIyAno jarIthI bharele aMbara paheryo che, paraMta je e aMbarano cheDo paNa saLagI gayo ane aMbara baLIne khAka thaI javAne vAre Ave; te te paLe "mAre A aMbara choDavo joIe ke nahi" e tame vicAra karavA nathI besatA. e TAMkaNe tame tamArA mAbApanI ke bairI chokarAnI salAha levA mATe paNa nathI thatA ane saLagela aMbara kADhIne pheMkI de che evI ja sthiti barAbara A dehanI paNa che. zarIra eTale saLagatuM lugaDuM. zarIra e barAbara saLagatuM lugaDuM chuM. AyuSyane ghaTADe e deharUpI vastrane lAge agni che. e agni je jANe che ane zarIra e gaLe paDeluM lugaDuM che evI jenI khAtarI thaI che te mANasa e zarIrarUpI lugaDAne saLagatI hAlatamAM joyA pachI tene pheMkI devAmAM jarA sarakho paNa vilaMba karatuM nathI. je mANasa A zarIrane saLagatA lugaDA samAna samaje che te te kadApi paNa e saLagatA lugaDAne bacAvavAne vicAra sarakhe paNa karatA nathI. te te jANe che ke A saLageluM lugaDuM bacAvavA jaIza te paNa te bacI zakavAnuM nathI tethI ene bacAvavAno vicAra karIne dAjhavA karatAM e lugaDAne pheMkI devAne vicAra karo eja uttama vastu che. mANasa jema pitAnA junA vastro kADhI nAkhe che tema A AtmA paNa junA varUpI dehane choDI de che ane navA varUpI no deha dhAraNa kare che. zrImad bhagavadgItAnA bIjA adhyAyanA bAvIsamAM lekamAM jaNAvyuM che ke

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (258) suSAbaMdu 1 luM vAsAMsi jIrNAni yathA vihAya navAni gRhNAti naro'parANi / tathA zarIrANi vihAya jINo-gyanyAni saMyAti navAni dehI // athata mANasa je prakAre pitAnA junA vastrone tyAga karI navA vastro dhAraNa kare che teja pramANe AtmA paNa junuM zarIra tajIne navuM zarIra dhAraNa kare che. bhagavadagItAnA muddA pramANe A zarIrane mAtra vastra jeTalI ja mahattA ApavAnI che. zarIra prati AvI daSTi teja AtmA rAkhI zake che ke je AtmAne mahAna ane zarIrane tuccha vastu samaje che ane AtmAnI amaratA je samajI zake che. dayAna ane bhAva zakaya kayAre? have AgaLa vicAra karaze te dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva e pramANenA cAra vargo zA mATe karavAmAM AvyA che tene khyAla Avaze. dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva e cAra prakAre dharma kahyo che paraMtu je bhAva tapamAMja AvI jatuM hoya, te to dharmanA, mAtra traNa ja prakAra thaI zake ane dAna, zIla ane tapa e traNa prakAre ja dharma che evuM kahI zakAya, zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe ema na kahetAM dharma cAra prakAre kahyo che ane dharmanuM ceAthuM aMga bhAva jaNavelo che. A pramANe zA hetuthI kahevAmAM AvyuM che tene have vicAra karIe. dhyAna e bhAvamAM AvI jAya che ane bhAva tapamAM AvI jAya che AthI dAna, zIla ane tapa e traNaja prakAre dharma kahyo hoya te paNa te basa che e daSTi sAcI nathI. | dhyAnano tame paraspara vicAra karaze te tamane mAlama paDaze ke tapa ane sthAnanI vacce kAryakAraNano saMbaMdha rahe che. tapa e kAraNa che ane dhyAna e kArya che. tapazcaryAnuM phaLa e che ke tethI jagatanA viSayothI virakata thavAya che. je tame kAraNa rUpa tapa vaDe jagatanI jaMjALothI mukata thayA hazo te pachI tame dhyAna ane bhAva rUpI kArya karI zakavAnA che. jo tame tapathI nirmaLa banIne sAMsArika jaMjALane tyAga na karyo hoya te tamArAthI dhyAna ke bhAva kadI paNa judA thaI zakavAnAja nathI. AtmA ja zarIra dvArA tapa kare che. kAryakAraNanA saMbaMdhane laIne ane kAryanI mukhya tAe bhAvano bheda jude pADavuM paDe che bhAva che atyaMtara tapane viSaya che ane tapa e bAhya tapane aMge che AthIja tapa ane bhAva e bene judA pADavA paDayA che. vaLI tapane jude pADavAnuM ane bhAvane jude pADavAnuM bIjuM eka kAraNa che. je samaye AtmA guNasthAnakanI zreNIe caDhate caDhate AgaLa vadhe che ane caDhatA guNasthAnake AgaLa jaI aMtarmuhUrtamAM pahoMcI jAya che. tyAM aNuzaNuhika bAhya tapa ke prAyazcitAdi atyaMtarata na hoya te bhAvanI mukhyatAne svIkAravI paDe che. AvuM na hoya te tapane aMdaraja bhAvane jarUra samAvI zakAya, paraMtu A be kAraNene lIdhe tapa ane bhAva baMnene eka na karatAM tene judAja rAkhavA paDe che. zarIra upara chevaTe je aMkuza na hoya te atyaMtara tapamAM AvavuM muzkela thaI paDe che. AthI samajAya che ke tapasyA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAbiMdu chuM. zarIra dvArA thAya che e vAta sAcI che paraMtu e tapasyA paNa zarIra upara kAbu rAkhanAra AtmA ja kare che. TelIphenanuM risIvara hAthamAM laI tame vAtacIta karavA mAMDe che tyAM tamane tamArI sAthe belanArA mANasane avAja saMbhaLAya che. agara jo ke A avAja te peluM bhuMgaLuM Ape che paraMtu bhuMgaLA dvArA tamArI sAthe belanAra mANasaja vAtacIta karI rahelA hoya che teja pramANe zarIradrArAe tapa thAya che kharuM, paraMtu e tapa karanAra paNa AmAja che. zarIraja kAMI tapa karI zakatuM nathI. A saghaLA uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke tapa karavuM e kAMI ajJAnInuM athavA te asamarthanuM ja kAma nathI paraMtu te jJAnInuM ane samartha mANasanuM paNa kAma che. arthAta jJAnIne ane samartha AtmAne tapanI jarUra nathI ema kahevuM sarvathA TuMja che. tapa e gayA bhavanA ghera kamene TALanArUM hevAthI saghaLAne mATe tapa e jarUrI cIja che. tapa vinA phaLa nathI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva ke jemanI tapazcaryAmAM koI paNa jAtanI zaMkA nathI, jemanI zakti apAra ane amegha hatI, je cAra jJAnanA dhaNI hatA, jemane zuddha samyakatvanI prApti thaelI hatI tevA vIra puruSone paNa tapazciyanI jarUra paDI che. je evA mahAtmAo paNa tapa vinA phaLa nathI meLavI zakayA te pachI ApaNe te tapa vinA phaLa meLavavAnI vAta ja zA mATe karavI? tapa vinA phaLa meLavavAnI tIrthakara temAM paNa zakita nahatI ethI spaSTa thAya che ke tapa vinA phaLa meLavavAnI ApaNI paNa zakita nathI ja ! je A zarIrane lugaDuM mAne che, je AtmAne pitAne mAne che ane A dehane pArakI mAne che tevA mANaso to jarUra e kheLIyA vaDe-e pArakI deha vaDe tapa karIne pitAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa karI javAmAM jarA paNa DhIla darzAvavAnA nathI ja je AtmA chavane anAdine mAne che tene kabula rAkhavuM ja paDaze ke je jIva anAdine che te deha AdinI che ane tethI deha e AtmAe meLaveluM lugaDuM che athavA taLAI upara caDhAveluM peLIyuM che. taLAIne bhege kheLIyuM na jALave. je mANasa deha rUpI kheLIyA vaDe AtmA rUpI taLAI AcchAdita thaelI mAne che te AtmA kadI paNa e taLAIne bhAge baLIyAne sAcavavAno nathI. bhale mArI taLAI gaMdI thAya paraMtu mArUM kheLIyuM te navuM nakara rahevuM ja joIe evuM kahenAre mUrboja heI zake. koI paNa DAhyo mANasa taLAIne bhege peLIyAne bacAvI levAnI vAta karavAne nathI teja pramANe koI paNa samaju AtmA dehanI rakSA karavA mATe AtmAne pAyamAla karI devAne nathI! te zarIrane bhegeja AtmAne bacAvI leze ane AtmAnI suMdaratA, mahattA ane pratiSThAne jALavI rAkhaze. paraMtu khuba yAda rAkhajo ke dehane bhege AtmAne zaNagAravAnI, dehane bhege AtmAne bhAvavAnI, dehane bhege AtmAnI zAkata vadhAravAnI vAta te te ja mANasa kabula rAkhaze ke

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Ana-suhAsiSa (260) suSAbiMdu 1 yu. je A dehane pArake mAnate haze ane AtmAne potAne mAnate haze. deha pArake che ane AtmA pitAne che evuM ThasAvavA aMtaramAM evI bhAvanA daDha karavA ane AtmAmAM A vicAra pacI javAne mATeja e gaLathuthI jarUrI che ke-" AtmA anAdi che." jyAM AtmA anAdine che ane deha chavathI alaga hoI te pAchaLathI maLe che ema mANasa samajate thaze tyAre jarUra tene hAthe bhegeja AtmAne zaNagAravAnA kAryo thaze ane e AtmA kadI paNa dharmadehI thaI zakaze nahi. AtmA anAdine che e gaLathuthI ATalI badhI mahatvanI hovAthIja dareka jenA mAtApitAnI mahatvanI pharaja che ke temaNe pitAnA bALakane A gaLathuthI pAvAmAM jarA paNa bedarakArI na ja rAkhavI joIe. AtmA anAdi che e vastu samajI levAthI samyaktva kevuM majabuta thAya che ane ethI bIjA zuM zuM lAbha thAya che te have joIe. jI bhayaMkara bhavabhUdhara pravAsanuM phaLa kayAre maLe? zAstrakAra mahArAja nyAyAcArya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjAzrIe bhavya jInA upakAra mATe jJAnasAra prakaraNa nAmane graMtha race che. A graMthamAM teozrI jaNAve che ke je dhathIone pitAnA karmone kSaya karavAnI IcchA hoya temaNe A mahA bhayAnaka bhava, bhavanuM svarUpa, e bhavanI bhayaMkaratA, bhavarUpI parvatanuM ullaMghana kayAM thaI zake che tenuM sthAna, e samaye thatI AtmAnI sthiti, e samaye AtmA kayA kayA kAryothI virakta hoya ane te kayA kayA kAryomAM yukta heya; e saghaLuM jANavAnI jarUra che. je AtmA A saghaLuM jANatA nathI ane jANIne tene vicAra karatA nathI te AtmA pitAnuM dhAreluM sthAna kadI paNa meLavI zakatuM nathI. musApharIe nIkaLanArAoe pote kyAM javuM che, dhArele sthaLe gayA pachI teNe zuM karavAnuM che, tyAM jaIne kevI rIte vartavAnuM che, kayA upadravathI bacavAnuM che, te zuM meLavavAnuM cheA saghaLI bAbatano vicAra karavAne che. je pravAsI A saghaLI bAbatane vicAra karatA nathI te pravAsI pravAsa karI zakavAne mATe ja asamartha nIvaDe che ane kadAca keI sAgomAM te pravAsa karI zake te e pravAsanA phaLane te meLavI zakato nathI ! nIkaLavAne prayatna kayAre thAya? je musAphara pite kayAM javA mAge che ane tyAM jaIne zuM karavA mAge che vagere bAbatene vicArato nathI te musApharanI sthiti ghAMcInI ghANI jevI ja hoya che. ghAMcInI ghANImAM pharanAro baLada mAtra gha cIrAjanA

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AnaMda-bukAziSa. (261). sudhAbiMda1 7. daMDukAnI bIkathI cAlyA kare che paraMtu te bicArAnI musApharIne koI rIte aMtaja Avate nathI te ja pramANe A bhavI ghANImAM pharanArA AtmArUpI baLadIye paNa pote koNa che, te kayAM AvI paDe che, te je sthAnamAM AvI paDe che, te je sthAnamAM AvI paDe che te sthAna kevuM che ityAdi prazno vicAra nathI te tenI dazA paNa ghAMcInA baLadIyA jevIja thAya che. arthAta A bhavarUpI bhayaMkara parvata upara rakhaDanArAoe e bhAva5rvatanI bhayaMkaratA jANavI joIe. je keIenI bhayaMkaratA nahi jANe te emAMthI nIkaLavAne paNa prayAsa nahi ja kare! ema samaje ke tame koI kAraNasara ahIMthI nIkaLIne dilhI jAo. dilahI jatAMja tamane koI gharano dalAla sAmo maLe ane tamane mahine eka rUpIyAne bhADe keI AlizAna baMgale ApI de to jarUra tame e AlizAna baMgalAmAM jaIne ja paDAva nAbe, paraMtu bIje ja paLe tamane evA samAcAra maLe ke e baMgalAmAM to paleganA udare paDayA che te? evI khabara maLe ane tame kadAca gharavALA sAthe varasanuM konTrAkaTa karyuM hoya te tenA bAra mAsanA paisA cUkavIne paNa tame bhAgI jAo! Aja sthiti A bhavabhuvana viSe paNa samajavAnI che. bhavanI bhayAnakatA jANe A bhavarUpI bhavana dekhAvamAM bahu suMdara che paraMtu temAM karma vidAraka pleganA uMdare paDelA che. A vAta tame jyAM sudhI jANavAnA nathI tyAM sudhI tame emAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAne vicAra sarakhe paNa karavAnA nathI. eTalAja mATe sauthI pahelAM A bhava ke bhayAnaka parvata che te samajavAnuM che. A bhavarUpI parvata mahAbhayaMkara che enA upara caDhIne tene ulaMdhI javo e mahA duSkara che. A bhava ta pratyeka vakhate jayAM jyAM AtmAnI unnati thavAne samaya Ave che ke tyAM ADaja paDe che te ubhe hoya te paNa mahA anarthane ApanAra che. tenA mArgo, tenI galIo, tenI khIe e saghaLuMja bhayaMkara che, A ghaTanA AtmAne jANavA jevI che, AtmA jyAre bhavanI A bhayaMkaratA jANaze tyAre te A bhavabhavanamAM bhAvI durgatirUpI paheganA uMdaro paDelA che e joI zakaze ane pachI tarata ja tene e bhavabhavane tyAga karavAno vicAra Avaze. bhava paNa dUrathIja raLiyAmaNa che. ApaNuM gujarAtI bhASAmAM kahevata che ke dUrathI DuMgara raLIAmaNu" A kahevata barAbara ahIM paNa lAgu paDe che. A saMsArarUpI bhava paNa dUrathI rabiAma dekhAya che. tame himAlaya pavarta darathI je te ghaNo ja ramaNIya lAgaze tenA ujavala zikhare baraphathI DhaMkAelA lAgaze ane temAM sUryanA kiraNe paDatAM tamane moDhethI na varNavI zakAya evo suMdara dekhAva jaNAze. himAlaya uparanA lIlAMchama jhADo jANe ekAda lIlA raMgane rAkSasI keTa na hoya tevAM dekhAze paraMtu jyAM tame kharekhara parvata para jaIne ubhA rahyA ke tamArI e saghaLI suMdaratA uDI jaze ! vAdaLa sAthe vAta karanArA rAkSasI zikhare tamene nirjana ane bhayaMkara lAgaze. bihAmaNI khAIo tamane kaMpAvI mukaze ane tamAre AtmA jANe TharI jaze! A bhavarUpI parvata paNa barAbara te ja samajI leje ! tame darathI je te A saMsA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (22) sudhAbadu 1 huM. mAM lahamIthI chalochala bharelA asaMkhya strI puruSa che, yauvanathI masta evA hajAre naranArIo che, temane suMdara vaibhava, temanA mAjazekha, temano AnaMda, temanI jADejalAlI A badhuM jotAM tame chaka thaI jaze! paraMtu A bhavaparvatamAM vadhAre aMdara utaraze te tamane mAlama paDaze ke e lakSamAM nAcI rahelA strIo ane puruSo paNa aneka pApe, saMtApa,vikAre, temAM maLelI niSphaLatA vagerethI pIDAtA hoya che ane e badhAnuM pariNAma zoka, roga ane mata che. AthI siddha thAya che ke A bhavarUpI parvata paNa dUrathI raLiyAmaNe che paraMtu pAse jaIne jotAM te te bihAmaNuMja lAge che. "suMdaratA" bhayAnakatAnI mAtA che. AjakAla kudaratanA saMdarya para marI phITavAne menIyA phelAte jAya che! kudaratanA sauMdarya para khuza thavAne bahAne aneka anartho ane pApa thAya che. ThIka tame e kudaratanA sauMdaryarUpa parvatane bahArathI joI khuza thAo che ane jhADenI suMdara ghaTA ane tenI lIlAza tamArA haiyA harI le che dUrathI tame ekAda suMdara jharAne vahete jue te jANe cAMdIne ja jharo vahI raho na hoya ema lAge che paraMtu tame jyAM parvatamAM dAkhala thAo che ane jharAnA upara jaIne ubhA rahe che, te vakhate tamArA AtmAne tyAne bhaya thatharAvI mUke che. AmathI vAgha nIkaLaze, pilI merathI rIMcha dhasI Avaze ke jaMgalI pazuomAMthI kaI bIjuMja nIkaLI AvIne tamane gaLI jaze e vicAra tamane kaMpAvI mUke che. suMdara jhADo jetAM jayAM tame AgaLa vadhe che tyAM je bhegajege tame jhADInI ghaTAmAM guMcavAI gayA te e jhADanI mIThI suMdaratA ane jharAnuM cacakita 5NuM e saghaLuM bhulAI jAya che. have vicAra kare ke jhare ane jhADa suMdara hatA te pachI enI suMdaratA kyAM jatI rahI? praznano javAba e che ke e suMdaratA mAtra AbhAsa puratI ja hatI kharekharI rIte parvatamAM suMdaratA na hatI paraMtu bhayaMkaratAja bharelI hatI. tame jyAM e bhayaMkaratAne anubhava kare che ke tamane tarata ja ema thAya che ke kayAre have A bhayaMkaratAmAMthI chUTe thAuM? e gaNe bhayaMkara ! bhavarUpI parvata paNa Aja bhayAnaka che. jeo AtmAbhinaMdI che athata je cha AtmAnA bhAvathI yukta che te A bhavarUpI parvata pAsethI ke che te jANI le che ane tevAja svarUpe tene oLakhe che paraMtu je jIva AtmAbhinaMdI nathI bhAvAbhinaMdI che te A bhavarUpI parvatane dUrathIja jeIne temAM jaNAtI suMdaratAne satya suMdaratA tarIke jaNAve che. bhAva5rvata bezaka bhayaMkara che paraMtu te dUrathI jonArAne ghaNeja suMdara lAge che. jeo pudagalAnaMdI eTale AtmAnA viSayomAM nahi paraMtu saMsAranA sukhapagamAM ja rAcanArA che tevAone zarIra, zarIranI indriya, idrinA viSaye, tenA sAdhane ane tethI maLate AnaMda e badhA vaDe A bhavarUpI parvata bahu suMdara lAge che paraMtu vAstavika rIte te jeTale suMdara che tenA karatAM so gaNe bhayaMkara che. je cha pudagalAnI che teo mAtra bahArathIja darzana karanArA che teo aMdara utarIne

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (23) suhAbaMdu 1 jenArA nathI Ama hovAthI temane A saMsAra sAro lAge che paraMtu jeo enI aMdara utarIne jue che tene saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA jaNAI AvyA vinA rahevA pAmatI nathI. jhADanI ghaTAthI bharelo parvata nAgAparvata karatAM vadhAre sAro lAge che arthAt je parvata upara jhADe ke velAo nathI tenA karatAM jhADa ane velAothI bharela parvata sAre lAge che paraMtu e nAgo parvata jeTalo bhayaMkara nathI lAgato teTalo ghaTAvALe bhayaMkara lAge che. nAgo parvata: tenA upara jhADapAna na hovAne kAraNe dUrathI paNa saudaryavALe lAgatuM nathI teja pramANe tenI pAse javAthI paNa te bahu bhayaMkara lAgatuM nathI jyAre ghaTAvALo parvata jema dUrathI bahuja suMdara lAge che tema te tenI pAse javAthI bahuja bIhAmaNuM lAge che arthAt ema spaSTa thAya che ke jene ApaNe ramaNIyatA kahIe chIe eja bhayAnakatA che. sAkaramAM lapeTele jherI lADu. parvatanI bhayAnakatAnuM A rUpaka zAstrakAra mahArAjAe ja bhavamAM utAryuM che. jema DuMgaranA svarUpane ApaNe na jANIe temAM rahelA rAkSasI jhADAne ApaNe na oLakhIe ane temAM rahelA bhayAnaka pazuene paNa ApaNe vicAra na karIe te parvatanI bahAranI zobhA evI che ke ApaNe te uparathI tene ghaNeja suMdara mAnI laIe chIe eja sthiti A bhava rUpI parvatanI paNa che. aMtara daSTie je ApaNe bhavanuM svarUpa na vicArIe te parvata paNa bhayaMkara hovA chatAM jema ramaNIya lAge che teja pramANe bhava paNa bhayaMkara hovA chatAM ramaNIya lAge che. je AtmA bhavanuM sAcuM svarUpa vicArate nathI tene mATe kharekharaja A bhava mAtra dekhAvamAM bahuja suMdara che. khAvuM pIvuM, mIThAIo jamavI, mejamajAha karavI, zarIre baLavAna thavuM, taMdurasta rahevuM, indriyane bahekAvI temanA viSayamAM majA mAnavI, maLelA sAdhanane upayoga karavo e saghaLuM bhavanI bhayaMkaratA na jANanArane mATe bahuja AnaMdanI vastuo lAge che paraMtu kharI rIte A saghaLI vastuo e sAkaramAM lapeTelA jheranA lADu jevI ja che ane jyAre e uparanI sAkara nIkaLI jAya che tyAre aMdara raheluM jhera tenA sAcA svarUpamAM bahAra Ave che. parvatamAMthI te patharAja maLe, ema samajI le ke eka mANasa mahela para beThe che. mahelanI bArImAMthI tene sAmenA araNyamAM eka suMdara rakhAvavALa parvata jaNAya che ane te e parvata joIne nIce ubhelA mANasane kahe che ke, " oha ke suMdara parvata che. tenA upara kevAM jhADapAna lacI rahyAM che ane pelI nadI kevI carcAtAM pANIne laIne doDI rahI che kharekhara! jagatamAM A parvatanA jevuM bIjuM eka suMdara sthAna nathI !" have vicAra kare ke A mahelavAsInuM kahevuM sAMbhaLIne keI mahelanI bahAra u rahele mANasa sIdheja parvatamAM jAya ane pote paNa e mane haratA lUMTavAne taiyAra thaI jAya te e mANasanI zI dazA thAya? ramaNIyatA zodhavA jAya paraMtu parvatamAMthI te tene pataja maLe !

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (264) sudhAbaMdu 1 luM. pele DuMgaranI ramaNIyatA sAMbhaLIne DuMgaramAM janAra mANasa ke je samajatuM nathI ke bhAI, DuMgara te darathIja rariyAmaNA che pAse gayA pachI te bIhAmaNAja che te mANasa pitAnI mUrkhAInuMja pradarzana kare che parvata upara jaIne patharAja meLavIne pAchA phare che, teja prakAranA mUkhI mANaso A saMsAramAM paNa sthaLe sthaLe AthaDI rahelA mAlama paDe che. jagatane aMtaru draSTithI je jotA nathI ane bAhya daSTithI tene joIne athavA bAhA daSTithI tenA varNane sAMbhaLIne jeo moha pAme che teo parvatanI suMdaratA sAMbhaLIne mugdha thanArA mUkhaeja samajavAnA che. ghAlamela eTaleja bahAdurI! jema bAhA daSTie jonArAne parvata suMdara lAge che teja A pramANe jeo A bhavarUpI parvatane paNa bAhya daSTieja jue che temane A bhavarUpI parvata paNa atizaya suMdara lAge che. jagatamAM jAtajAtanA kherAka che, jAtajAtanA miSTAne che jAtajAtanA svAde temAM rahelAM che e badhuM saMsArane bAhya daSTie. jenArAne mehamAM nAkhavAne mATe basa che. zarIra kevuM suMdara che AvuM suMdara zarIra kAMI vArevAre maLI zakatuM nathI. zarIranI Indriya kevI suMdara ane adbhuta AnaMda ApanArI che ! are ! tenAthI je AnaMda maLe che te AnaMda bIjA kazAthI paNa maLatuM nathI AvI rIte A bhava bhavAminadIone manahara bhAse che. temane A bhAva manahara ane sukhadAyaka bhAse che eTale pachI teo Indriyone anukULa evI vastu meLavavAmAM paNa ghelA gAMDA thAya che, IndriyenA bhegogane poSatI vastuo meLavavI emAMja teo AnaMda mAnI le che ane e vastuone meLavavAne mATe je mAthAphaDA ane ghAlamela karavI paDe che tene teo bahAdurI kaDe che! AvA padArtho meLavatAM luccAI, laMphagAI, DAMgAI, harAmakhorI vagere jAtajAtanI cAlabAjIo cAlavI paDe che e cAlabAjIone teo "pilIsIgaNe che ane pachI e badhI rIte meLavelI IndriyonA sukhe pabhoga piSanArI cIjone pAmIne teo rAjI thAya che ! kudatAM pahelA vicAra karaze A saghaLI bhavarUpI parvatanI dUrathI jeelI suMdaratA che paraMtu e suMdaratA che paraMtu e suMdaratA joIne koIe e bhavarUpI parvatanI aMdara dhasavAnuM nathI. jenuM haiyuM ThekANe hoya jenA aMtaramAMthI arihaMtavacananuM vismaraNa na thayuM hoya tevA saghaLA AtmAo bhavarUpI pavanI A bahAranI zobhA joIne temAM talalIna banI jaI zake ja nahi! tame parvatanA sauMdaryanI prasaMzAnI sArAsArA kavionI kavitAo vAMce che paraMtu te kavitA vAMcIne e suMdaratA upara lebhAI jaIne tame parvatamAM javAne taiyAra thaI jatA nathI ane himAlaya parvata upara jaI rahevAnuM TharAvIne tamArA gharabAra vecI mAratA nathI te pachI bhavAbhinaMdIonA bhAvanI suMdaratAnA varNana sAMbhaLIne paNa tamAre je tame sujJa he te AMkha mIMcIne A bhavarUpI mahAbhayAnaka parvatamAM kUdI paDatAM pahelAM jarUra vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. jo tame evA vicAre na kare te tene pariNAme tamArI sthiti paNa mohamugdha pataMgiyAnA jevI ja thAya, temAM Azcarya paNa zuM vAraM?

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mAna-sudhAsiMdhu (25) suSAbiMda2 luM. suMdara baMgalAmAM besIne tame terathI parvata joyA kare, tenI suMdaratA tamArA manamAM ThasI jAya ane kadAca tame jaMgalane vikarALa mArga pUrA karIne parvatamAM pahoMcI jAo, te te samaye tarata ja tamane parvatanI muzkelIne khyAla Ave che! pahADa uparanA suMdara patharA ke jene sUryanA prakAzamAM caLakatA joI bhautika kavio tene jAtajAtanI upamA Ape che te patharA have tamane kaMTALo Ape che ane je suMdara lIlAM jhADo ane suMdara pANInA jharaNAM jaIne tame darathI AnaMda pAmatA hatA te suMdara lIlAM jhADo ane pANIne paNa have tamane kaMTALo Ave che! bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara anartha. vananI suMdaratAne joIne mugdha thanArane paNa ema thAya che ke have kayAre huM A jhADanI ghaTAmAMthI chUTe thAuM! vaLI tame je pANInA suMdara jharAne ane tenA caLakATane vakhANatA hatA e jhare paNa have tamone bhayaMkara lAge che ane tame tene choDavA cAhe che kAraNa ke e suMdara pANIthI ja AkarSAIne tyAM vanacara pazupakSIo AvIne temane upadrava karaze evo tamane bhaya upanna thAya che. arthAt kahevAnI matalaba e che ke parvatanI je vastuone kSaNArdha pahelAM tame vakhANatA hatA ane jenA tame bhArobhAra gIta gAtA hatA teja vastu tamene DuMgara para gayA pachI trAsadAyaka mAlama paDe che, ane te pachI jyAre sapATa jamInane tame dekhe che tyAre tamane hAza AnaMda thaye ema thAya che. je parvata tamane bahu suMdara lAgatuM hatuM, jene jovAne tame meDInI ke mahelanI agAsIomAM caDhI jatA hatA ane jenI ajaba ramaNIyatA upara tamene apUrva AnaMda upajate hate teja vastu have tamane apriya lAge che. A saghaLAnuM mULa jeze te te eTaluM ja che ke tamane je suMdaratA lAgatI hatI te suMdaratA pharathIja bhAsanArI hatI ane e suMdaratA te kharI rIte bhayaMkaratA hatI. eja rIte bhavarUpI A suMdara parvatane bahAdaSTie jonArAne te manahara lAge che paraMtu aMtardaSTie jenArAne te emAM bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara anartha ja mAlama paDe che. AhAra e AtmAnuM paheluM pralobhana. bAhyadaSTie jenArAne saMsAranA suMdara suMdara bhojane gamI jAya che paraMtu AtmIyadaSTie jenAra te jANe che ke e mIThA, madhurA, manahara khorAkanI nIce bhayaMkara kAMTeja chupAelo che. mAchImAre mAchalIne pakaDavAne mATe mahAsAgaramAM chUTo maTe nAkhatA nathI, paraMtu kAMTA sAthe loTanI goLIo banAvIne rAkhe che A goLIonI lAlace mAchaluM Ave che ane goLI khAvA mAMDe che paraMtu e bicArAne khyAla nathI hota ke goLIo khAvAnI te bAjue raheze paNa dhaDa daIne kAMTe gaLAmAM vAgaze ane te prANa leze!! jyAM mAchaluM gaLI khAvA Ave che tyAM kaTe tenA gaLAmAM bheMkAya che ane tene jIva jAya che! ajJAna mANasanI sthiti paNa A mUrkha mAchalA jevI ja che. mAchaluM agAdha uMDA mahAsAgaranA pANImAM svataMtrapaNe viharanAruM che. tene pharavAnuM sthaLa aMta vinAnuM kahI zakAya! paraMtu te e mahAsAgaramAM svataMtrapaNe viharavAnuM paDatuM rAkhIne leTanI lAlace pitAnI svataMtratA gumAvIne parAdhIna thAya che te ja pramANe janarUpI leTanI goLImAM meha pAmIne A jIva paNa rasanAnA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (266) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM svAdamAM-rasanAnA viSayomAM mohI paDe che. AtmA cidAnaMda svarUpa che, zuddha che ane svabhAve mukata che paraMtu te mAtra AhAranI goLIrUpa bhajanane vaza thaIne baMdhanamAM AvI paDe che. mAchImAra mAchalAne pakaDavAne mATe kAMTe nAkhe che paraMtu pelA ajJAna mAchalAne e kAMTAno vicAra AvatA nathI teja pramANe A ajJAna jIvane paNa pote khArAkarUpI prajanane vaza thaIne parAdhIna thAya che tene khyAla AvatuM nathI. karma e kAtila mAchImAra che. mAchImArI jema mAchalAne pakaDavAne mATe kAMTe nAkhe che paraMtu te sAthe pralobhanane mATe leTanI geLI nAkhe che teja pramANe karmarUpI mAchImAre paNa mithyAtva, aviratirUpa judA judA kAMTA nAkhyA che. have e jIvane e kAMTAmAM phaksAvavAne mATe kameM kaI kaI lAlace rAkhI che tene vicAra karo. tame jANe che ke mAchalAne pakaDavAne mATe mAchImAra ekalA kAMTAja nAkhe to tethI eka paNa mAchaluM hAthamAM AvatuM nathI paraMtu te kAMTA sAthe loTanI goLI nAkhe che tethI ja mAchalAMo potAnI meLe doDI Ave che ane kAMTAmAM phasAya che. agAdha pANImAM vicaranAruM ane svaccha de viharanArUM mAchaluM te mAtra leTanI lAlace kAMTAmAM paDe che. AkhA mahAsAgaramAM dhAre tyAM svacchede viharanAruM A mAchaluM jema lAlacathI mAchImAranA kAMTAmAM phasAya che te ja pramANe A jIva paNa lAlacathIja karmarUpI mAchImAranA kAMTAmAM phasAya che. karma jevA kare che bhegA thaI jAya to paNa temanI e tAkAta nathI ke teo jIvane pitAnA phAMdAmAM baLAtkAre phasAvI zake ! paraMtu jIva AhAranI suMdaratA upara marI phITe che te AhArano moha rAkhe che ane AhArane aMkuzamAM jaI paDe che tethIja karmanA hAthamAM kasAya che, ane e rIte A jIvAtmArUpI mAchaluM Akhare karma rUpI kaSAyanA hAthamAM kedI bane che. kamamAM tAkAta nathI. mAchImAro mAchalAne pakaDe che temAM kevaLa meha kAraNabhUta che. pazu, paMkhI, vagere saghaLAM sthaLacara ane khecara prANIo baLAtkAra karyA sivAya pakaDAtAM nathI. hAthI jevA madamasta prANune ke siMha jevA hiMsakane pakaDavA hoya te tene paNa baLAtkAre vaza karavA paDe che paraMtu mAchalAM upara jarApaNa baLAtkAra thato nathI. mAchImAra te kAMThA uparaja ubhuM rahe che ane chatAM mAchaluM pitAnI meLe mahAsAgarane svairavihAra cheDIne mAchInA kAMTAmAM AvIne phasAya che. jema mAchImAramAM mAchalAMone baLAtkAre pakaDavAnI tAkAta nathI te ja pramANe karmamAM paNa jIvAtmAne baLAtkAre mohamAM phasAvavAnI tAkAta nathI. karmamAM koI evI zakti rahelI nathI ke jethI te jIvAtmAne baLAtkAre phasAvIne potAne tAbe karI zake. karma te kAMThA upara beTheluM ja rahe che ane A jIvAtmAja deDate deDate potAnI meLe ja tenI pAse jaI paDe che ane parAdhIna thAya che. karma, baLAtkAre AtmA pAse baMdhana aMgIkAra karAvI zakatuM ja nathI. mAchalAne pakaDavAne mATe mAchImArone dariyAnA pANI DahALatAM mAchalAMnI pAse javAnuM rahetuM nathI teja pramANe

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mAna-sudhAsi'dhu. (267) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. kramane pazu jIvAtmAnI pAse AvavAnuM hatuM nathI. karmInI jALamAM mAha pAmIne jIvAtmA poteja jAya che. mAchaluM jema leATanI lAlace keda thAya che tema jIvAtmA paNa AhAranI lAlaceja kramane tAme thAya che. jIvAtmAne jo leATanI gALIrUpa AhAranI lAlaca na DAyatA cAdarAjalekanA kramAM bhegA thaI jAya tepaNu tenI tAkAta nathI ke te AtmAne hAtha paNa lagADI zake, paraMtu AhAranI madhuratAneja sasva mAnIne jIvAtmA doDatA doDatA peAtAnI meLeja AgaLa jaIne karmInA hAthamAM sAI paDe che. cAra mahAnlR zatruo. kAI badamAsa koI sAdhupuruSanA upara baLAtkAra kare, tene parANe mAra mAre ane dArUnu' eka glAsa bharIne pAi devAne taiyAra thAya tA kAI sujana pelA badamAsane pakaDI laIne paNa zIlavratadhArI sAdhunI rakSA karI zake, paraMtu sAdhu potAnA dharma bhUlIne teja zarAmakhAnAmAM jaI bese te pachI tene kAI patita thatu khALI zakavAnu` nathI teja pramANe krama jo baLAtkAre AtmAne keda karatu. hAya teA tenA rastA thaI zake che. para`tu jayAM AtmA pAteja kramamAM phasAya che tyAM tene kAMi khacAya DAi zake nahi, che. AtmA kane tAme thAya che arthAt ka mAM sAI paDe che temAM cArasa'nA kAraNabhUta che. AhAra, bhaya, maithuna ane parigrahu. A cAre sa'jJA sattA rUpe pravarte che ane AtmA tene zaraNe jaI karmInA hAthamAM keda thAya che. AhAra, bhaya, maithuna ane parigraha e cAre saMjJA sattArUpe kAraNabhUta che paraMtu pravata vArUpe paDelI AhAra sajJA che. mAchalAMne mATe kAMTAmAM phasAvAnu kAraNa leATanI geALI che tema jIvAtmAne krarmoMmAM phasAvAnu pahelu kAraNa AhAranI AAkAMkSA che. jIvane paNa jo AhAranI AkAMkSAja na DhAya teA A jIva kadI paNa kramane tAe thAyaja nahi. anAhAripaNuMja mukhya guNa pAgalAbhinI jIvAne A AhAra suMdara ane madhura lAge che paraMtu teja AhAra baMdhanu paheluM kAraNa hAvAthIja AtmAbhinaMdI jIvAne teA te mahAbhayAnakaja lAge che. AthIja siddhatvanA eka mukhya guNa te nAhArapaNuM mAnyuM che. pAGgalAbhinaMdI jIvA evA prazna kare che ke je siddhatvamAM khAvApIvAnu nathI, mAtra anAhAra eja jyAM mukhya che te siddhatvane prApta karIe tethI lAbha pazu zu thAya? khAvApIvAnuM na hoya te pachI mekSa ane siddhatva ane nakAmA che evuM pudgalAbhinaMdI AtmA Ale che. AhAra na hAya tA siddhapaNAne te aMhIna mAne che. kevaLajJAna jevI sarvottama vastu ke jenI prApti pachI krAMI meLavavAnuM ja bAkI rahetuM nathI tevuM jJAna maLe che ane siddhapaNuM eTale amaratAnI paNa tyAM prApti thAya che paraMtu te chatAM bhAbhinaMdI AtmAone tyAM mAnaMda jaNAtA nathI kAraNa ke tyAM dALa, bhAta, zAka, rATalI ane mevA mIThAi Adi nathI ! siddhapaNuM eTale sava kAMI ane siddhapaNuM nahi te kAMi nahi. siddhapaNAmAM kevaLajJAna che, darzIna che, bhItarAgatA che anaMtanIya paNa che paraMtu jeNe sa'sArane khAdyaSTieja joyA che tevAo A saghaLAne kAMija mahatva ApatA nathI kAraNa ke tyAM khArAka nathI. A uparathI A

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Ana-suSAsiSa. (28) sughAbiMda 1luM. vAta spaSTa thAya che ke temanI draSTie te siddhapaNA karatAM paNa dALabhAta vadhAre meMghA che. AhAramAM AtmA ke tallIna bane che ane e tallInatA AgaLa te bIjuM saghaLuMja ke bhUlI jAya che te A uparathI mAlama paDI Ave che. jIva ane dAsa che. tame bhavAbhinadIonuM trAjavuM lo cho ane e trAjavA vaDe siddha * vana ane AhArane jokhI juo cho te tamArA trAjavAnI zI dazA thAya che tene vicAra kare. kevaLajJAna, darzana, vItarAgatA ane anaMtavIrya e saghaLAnuM trAjavuM uMce jAya che ane AhAranuM trAjavuM nIce namI paDe che. AtmAne AhAra upara keTale prema che te AhAramAM ke baMdhAele che te barAbara tapAsaze eTale tamene AtmAnI A durbaLa dazAne vAstavika khyAla AvI jaze. A jIva e anana kare che. te annane dAsa che. te anane sevaka che. are! te annane gulAma che! bhUkhyA jIvane tame rezamanI gAdI Apaze, tenA hAthamAM tame hIrAnI viTI paherAvaze ke tenA gaLAmAM tame metIne kaMThe nAkhaze te paNa te saghaLuM tene mana rada che! . jyAM bhUkha lAge che ke AtmA AkuLavyAkuLa thaI jAya che! are ! jeNe kadApi svapnamAM paNa cArIne ciMtavI nahi hoya te AtmA paNa jyAre pracaMDa bhUkha lAge che ane khAvAne koI ja nathI hatuM tyAre corI karIne paNa pitAnuM peTa bhare che ! pANImAM pAkelo piro jema pANIneja sarvasva mAne che ane te pANI vinA eka kSaNa paNa rahI zakatA nathI te ja pramANe annamAMja rAcI rahele jIva e annane parAja che te anamAMja sArasarvasva mAne che ane anna vinA rahI paNa zakatA nathI. anna uparanI pAsanA eja baMdhanuM kAraNa siddhapaNAmAM sarvasva che. temAM anaMta jJAna che, cAritra che, AnaMda che paraMtu pAnane kaDe ane pANIne pire e siddhapaNAne mahatvanuM mAnatA nathI kAraNa ke siddhapaNAmAM khAvAnuM ane pIvAnuM temane maLatuM nathI ja! ratnane paNa kAca mAnavAne mATe AhAramAM aMdha thaele jIva tallIna bane che e uparathI tenAmAM rahelI ane uparanI vAsanA spaSTa thAya che ! AvA jIne khorAka e eka tatva lAge che ane tethI teo kherAkane upAdhi athavA saMtApa rUpa mAnatA nathI. jIvanI AvI dazA zAthI thavA pAme che tene vicAra karaje. jIva pavitra che, anAdi che, cidAnaMda svarUpa che paraMtu tenI AvI dazA eTalAja kAraNathI thAya che ke te pAnane kIDo banelo hoya che. je jIva dhAnane kIDA nathI ane hete tenI AvI dazA thavA pAmatI nathI. - siddhine pahele guNa zuM che tene vicAra karaje. siddhane pahele guNa te anAhAripaNa che. AtmA jyAre guNasthAnakanI zreNue caDhatAM caDhatAM caudame guNasthAnake AvI pahoMce che tyAre te saMpUrNapaNe anAhArI banI jAya che. caudame guNasthAnake AtmA anAhArI bane che tene artha e samajazo nahi ke kaLIyA dvArA khavAtu anna te lete nathI koLIyA dvArA khavAtuM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (269) suSAbiMdu 1 huM. anna te nathI lete te sAthe zarIranA rUvATA dvArA je AhAra levAya che te AhArane paNa caudame gurusthAnake tyAga karavAno hoya che. je AtmA kavaLAhAra choDatAM paNa uce nIce thavA mAMDe te AtmAne mAhAra paNa choDa kaye raste InTa gaNAze e teNe vicAravAnI jarUra che. siddhapaNAmAM mAhAra ane kavaLAhAra e baMnene tyAga karavAne heya che. lokhaMDa paNa barAka khAya che! kavaLAhAramAM karoDe karma karavAnAM hoya che. koDe karma karyA sivAya kavaLAhAra thaI zakatuM nathI paraMtu mAhAra kara e te svAbhAvika vastu che. temAhAra e svAbhAvika rIte cAle che. kavaLAhAra karavA mATe AtmA pahele kherAka jue che joyA pachI tene khAvAnI IcchA kare che. khAvAnI IcchA karyA pachI hAtha upADe che, kherAkane khAvAne mATe anukULa banAvavA tenA TUkaDA kare che, te pachI tene moDhAmAM mUke che, tyAM mUkIne pachI tene cAve che, A saghaLI kriyA kavaLAhAramAM karavAnI hoya che, AvI keIpaNa kriyA mAhAramAM karavAnI hotI nathI. caudamuM guNasthAnaka nathI meLavyuM e jIva pote IrachA karatA nathI te madvArA AhAra karavAne tatpara thato nathI, te lema vaDe khAvAnI ceSTA karato nathI, te mATe te kaI IrAdApUrvakanI riyA paNa karato nathI, paraMtu te chatAM ApoApa e AhAra cAluja rahe che ane tethI ja te svAbhAvika AhAra kahevAya che. A mAhAra ekale manuSyano AtmA ja grahaNa kare che ema samajaze nahi. lekhaMDa, leTuM lAkaDuM, patthara, A saghaLA jaDa padArtho che paraMtu te suddhAM AvA prakArane AhAra kare che. jaDa vastuomAM paNa pudgalene samUDa pese che. jaDa vastuo pudagalene A rIte grahaNa kare che enuM nAma tene pudagalano AhAraja che. tyAre je AhAra sthalacara, jalacara, jaDa, cetana saghaLAne ja vaLagele hoya che je AhArane keI choDatuM nathI evA AhArane paNa siddhapaNAmAM tyAga karavAnuM hoya che. nakkarapaNAnI prApti. caudame guNasthAnake pahoMcele AtmA "gonI" kahevAya che tenuM kAraNa paNa Aja che. je pudagaleno saMbaMdha jaDavastuone paNa che te saMbaMdha sudhAM cAme guNasthAnake pahoMcyA pachI AtmA rAkhatuM nathI tene mana, vacana ane kAyAnA saghaLAja mege eTale kriyAo baMdha thAya che eTale ja te AtmA ayogI kahevAya che. teramAM guNasthAnaka sudhI AtmAnI dazA pilI che. A zarIra piluM che ane te zarIranI sAthe ga karIne rahele AtmA paNa teramA guNasthAnaka sudhI paleja rahevA pAme che. jyAre AtmA e teramA guNasthAnakane paNa sara karIne AgaLa vadhe che ane caudamA guNasthAnake jaI pahece che tyAre te nakakarapaNAne prApta kare che tyAM sudhI te AtmA te nakkara paNAne prApta karI zakatuM nathI. tIrthakara hoya, kevaLajJAnavALo hoya ke game tevI bIjI zakti meLavI hoya paraMtu jyAM sudhI AtmAe caudamA guNasthAnakanI prApti nathI karI tyAM sudhI te AtmA paleja che. teramA guNasthAnakanA cheDA sudhInA jevo pilA AtmAvALA che paraMtu jyAM AtmA caudamAguNasthAnakanI prApti kare che ke tyAM AtmAne nakarapaNuM maLe che. AtmA jyAM pile hoya che tyAM

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1/ wwww AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (270). sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. sudhI tenAmAM AhAra dvArA athavA te romadvArA pudagalene praveza thAya che paraMtu jyAM AtmA pote ja nakkara banI jAya che ke pachI tenAmAM rajakaNene praveza thaI zakato nathI. caudamA guNasthAnake pahecelA AtmAnA A rIte ja baMne prakAranA AhAra baMdha thAya che. siddhapaNanI prApti, kavalaAhAra baMdha thAya che tenAja pratApe siddhapaNu laI zakAtuM nathI paraMtu temAhAra paNa baMdha thAya che tyAreja siddhapaNAnI prApti thavA pAme che. arthAta ahIM kahevAno matalaba e che ke eka kavalAhAra baMdha thAya che eTale mokSanI prApti thatI nathI paraMtu jyAre rUMvATAdvArA levAte AhAra paNa baMdha thAya che tyAreja tyAM mokSapaNAnI prApti thAya che. koI AtmAe jIbhadvArA levAte AhAra baMdha karyo hoya ane teNe rUMvATAdvArA arthAt lamadhArAno AhAra baMdha na karyo hoya ane chatAM teNe mokSa meLavyuM hoya evo eka paNa dAkhale Aja sudhImAM banavA pAmyuM nathI. A jenaItihAsa e vAtanI sAkSI pUre che ke mAhAra cAlu rAkhyA chatAM kaI paNa aAtmA makSaprApti karI zakayA nathI, karI rahyo nathI athavA karI zakavAne paNa nathI ja ! siddhapaNuM meLavatAM pahelAM mAhAra paNa cheDavoja paDe che pachI jyAre AtmA mAhAra paNa baMdha kare che tyAre ja te karmabaMdhanathI rahita bane che ane pachI mokSe jaI zake che. AtmA joIe te kavalAhAra karate hoya, joIe te lemAhAra karate hoya ke joIe te te utpattinI apekSAe jAhAra karatA hoya te paNa jyAM sudhI te e traNa AhAramAMthI eka paNa prakArane AhAra karatA rahe che tyAM sudhI te AtmA karma bAMdhateja rahe che. karmabaMdhananuM mULa zodhe. A traNe AhAramAMthI game te eka paNa AhAra cAlu hoya che tyAM sudhI AtmA karma bAMdhyA vinA rahI zakti ja nathI karma baMdhAyAja kare che ane jayAM navAM ka baMdhAyAja kare che tyAM teno mokSa na thAya e to kevaLa svAbhAvika vAta che. have vicAra karo ke karmabaMdhananI jaDa kayAM che? tame kadAca ema kaheze ke jyAM sudhI mana, vacana ane kAyAnA yoge pravarte che tyAM sudhI karmabaMdhana thayAja kare che paraMtu lAMbe vicAra karI letAM mAlama paDe che ke e vAta paNa sAcI te nathI ja, ApaNe joIzuM te mAlama paDaze ke vacalA traNa samayamAM eTale janmAtaramAM jatAM vigrahagati karatAM e traNa samayamAM gavyApAra pravartelA hotA nathI paraMtu tyAM gavyApAra pravatelA nathI chatAM tyAM kANakAga te cheja. eka samaya evo te cheja nahi ke jyAM kAryakAya nahi hoya! teramA guNasthAnamAM madaghAtanA vacalA samayamAM A prakArano yuga chatAM tyAM AhArakapaNuM nathI. te gaNa sthAnakamAM nirja rAja cAle che ane te paNa sajajaDa nirjarA cAle che. A nirjarA evI te jambara prakAranI che ke je nirjarAne ApaNane khyAla paNa AvI zakato nathI evI pracaMDa nirjarA tyAM cAle che. samudaghATana prasaMge AtmAomAM AhAra baMdha thAya che ane anAhAranI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (271) dazA prApta thAya che te prasaMge tyAM anya kevaLI mahArAjAonA karatAM paNa asaMkhyAtaguNI nirjarA cAlu hoya che. kevaLI mahArAjAnI karmanirjarA kevI pracaMDa che tene vicAra kare. tenA karatAM asaMkhyAtagaNI nirjarA ahIM che paraMtu te chatAM e ekalI nirjaza sAdhyane ApI zakatI nathI. anAhArakapaNAnI AvazyakatA. sAmAnya rIte teramAM guNasthAnakamAM jeTalI nirjarA che tenA karatAM asaMkhyAtagaNI nirjarA caudamA guNasthAnakamAM hoya che. caudamA guNasthAnakamAM te evI pracaMDa nirjarA che ke jeno khyAla paNa AvI zakatuM nathI, paraMtu evI pracaMDa nirjarA cAlavA chatAM paNa tyAM eTalAthIja mokSa maLI zakate nathI. nirjarAnI sAthe tyAM anAhArakapaNuM AvavuM ja joIe. jyAre evA anAhArakapaNAnI prApti thAya che tyAreja abaMdhakatA thaI mokSa maLe che. mokSane viSe anAhArakapaNuM e kevuM mahatvanuM kAraNa che te A uparathI jANI zakAya che. anAhArakapaNAnI ATalI badhI mahattA che te pachI sihatvamAM tene mukhya guNa mAnavAmAM Ave che temAM zuM Azcarya ? A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke anAhArakapaNuM e siddhatvanuM mukhya lakSaNa che eja pramANe A saMsAramAM AhArapaNuM e moTAmAM mATe durgaNa mAnavAmAM Ave che. A saghaLI caca uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke karmabaMdhanane nAza karavA mATe anAhArakapaNuM e sauthI moTI ane sauthI vadhAre jarUrI vastu che. mekSasaMbhava azakaya caudamuM guNasthAnaka e guNanuM mahAna sthAna che Azcarya pamADe ane kalpanAmAM paNa na AvI zake evI nirjarA tyAM thAya che, te chatAM tyAM anAhAratva na hoya to e saghaLA guNa hovA chatAM tyAM mekSanI saMbhAvanA nathI ja. ethI spaSTa thAya che ke AhAra e moTAmAM moTI mahAbhayAnaka vastu che. AhAranA jevI bIjI mahAna bhayaMkara cIja A jagatamAM nathI. AhAra A bhayaMkara hevA chatAM je AtmAo pudgala ane cetanatAnA vibhAgamAM na utaryA hoya tevAone e AhAramAM suMdarapaNuM lAge che. je svarUpadaSTimAM utaryA che jemaNe puddagalane pIchANyA che ane jemaNe cetanatAnuM mahatva mAnyuM che temane e AhAranuM suMdarapaNuM lAgatuM nathI teo te jANe che ke DuMgara dUrathI raLiyAmaNA che teja pramANe AhAra e paNa dUrathI ja suMdara lAganAre che paraMtu DuMgaramAM praveza karanArAne jema DuMgara bhayaMkara lAge che te ja pramANe AhAra paNa tatvadaSTimAM jeNe praveza karyo che tene bhayAvaha lAgavAneja, e nizcaya che. jee jaDa cetanane vibhAga karavAvALA che, teo AhAranI bhayaMkaratAne dekhe che. bhavarUpI mahAparvata dUra daSTivALAneja suMdara lAge che paraMtu jemaNe AtmahaSTi svIkArI che tevA ene bhavaparvata suMdara lAgatuM nathI paraMtu bhayaMkaraja lAge che. jeNe AhAranuM manaharapaNe mAnya rAkhyuM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (272) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. che temaNe vicAra karavAnI jarUra che ke te AhAra karavAthI eka jAtanuM bhayAnaka devuM karI rahyo che ke je devuM vALavuM e tene mATe ghaNI moTI ane duSkara vastu che. devuM karavAmAM AnaMda, paNa bharavAmAM je mANasa devuM kare che te khyAla rAkha vAne che ke devuM karavAmAM AnaMda che paraMtu devuM patAvavAmAM moTuM saMkaTa che. devuM karanAra mANasa paisA lAvIne cAra divasa te majazekhamAM vAparI phanA karI nAkhe che paraMtu pachI jyAre paisAnI ugharANI zarU thAya che, chevaTe dAvAo thAya che ane japtIo paNa Ave che tyAre apakItine pAra rahetA nathI! AhAra le e paNa devuM ja che. AhAranA pudgala lenAre yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke te AhAranA muddagale le che e devuM ja che ane e devuM tene bharapAI karavuM ja paDavAnuM che. AtmA svabhAvathI ja arUpI che tene bAMdhavAnI koInI tAkAta nathI traNalakanI game tevI zaktio bhegI thAya te paNa te zaktiothI e AtmAne baLAtkAre bAMdhI zakAteja nathI paraMtu e AtmA mAtra AhAranI lAlace potAnI svecchAthIja baMdhanamAM paDe che. mAchaluM agAdha uMDA pANInuM rahenArUM che te mahAsAgaramAM svacchede vihare che paraMtu e mAchaluM paNa AhAranI lAlace keda thAya che e ja pramANe AtmA paNa AhAranI lAlace keda thavA pAme che. karmanI e zakti nathI. AtmA arUpI cIja che te kAMI rUpI cIja nathI. A arUpI cIjane pakaDI levAnI kama rAjAmAM tAkAta nathI. jIvane pakaDavAnI, tene bAMdhavAnI, tene dekhavAnI karmamAM tAkAta rahetI nathI. rUpI padArtha hoya tene pakaDe paNa muzkela thaI paDe che te AtmA e te arUpI padArtha ja che te pachI tene pakaDe e kevuM muzkela haze tene vicAra karaje. tame jANe che ke pavananA pugale che paraMtu e pudagalavALA pavanane paNa tamAre kothaLo bharavo hoya te te bharI zakAtA nathI. tame game eTale yatna karaze te paNa pavanane tame keda karI zakavAnA nathI paraMtu rabaranI thelI hoya te temAM pavanane keda karI zakAya che. rabaranI thelImAM pavana baMdha thAya che. rabara jAte te jaDa cIja che. rabaramAM evI koI zakita rahetI nathI ke je pavanane jAte lebhAvI zake, bolAvI zake ke tene keda karI zake. rabaramAM koI jAtanuM evuM paNa baLa raheluM nathI ke je baLanA pratApathI te baLAtkAre pavanane kheMcI lAvIne potAnAmAM samAvI zake, paraMtu pavana potAnI meLe ja Ave che ane te rabaranI kathaLImAM keda pakaDAya che. AtmA paNa pavananI peTheja rabaranI kothaLIrUpI karmanA pudgalene vaza thAya che. karmanA pudgale e rUpI cIja che ane AtmA arupI cIja che rUpI cIjamAM koIpaNa prakAranI evI zakti nathI ke te zakita vaDe arUpI cIjane keda pakaDI zake, paraMtu jema pavana pitAnI meLe ja jaIne rabaranI kathaLImAM bharAya che te pramANe ja AtmA che te paNa jaIne rUpI pudagalomAM bharAya che. A rIte baMdhana pAmavAne mATe AtmA teija javAbadAra che e sAbIta thAya che. have e praznane vicAra karo ke AtmA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (273) suvAbiMda 17 pitAnI meLeja zA mATe jaIne karmarUpI pudramAM ghuse che ane baMdhana pAme che. javAba ekaja che ke AhAranI lAlaca! jema loTanI lAlace mAchaluM keda thAya che te ja pramANe AhAranI lAlacathI A AtmA paNa karmane tAbe thAya che. khAudharo khavIsa !!! A saghaLA uparathI AtmAne svabhAva vicArIe te mAlama paDe * che ke te eka ghoja khAudharo che. je hAthamAM Ave te khAuM, hAthamAM na Ave te rAmadvArA khAuM; paNa khAuM, khAuM ane khAuM! AvI vRttivALo A AtmA eka bhayaMkara khAudharo khavIsa che. AtmA eka moTA vATeja, khAya che ema samajaze nahi te jema moDhA vATe khAya che, teja pramANe te AkhA zarIra dvArA eTale zarIranA pratyeka roma dvArA khAvAnI kriyA cAlu ja rAkhe che. AtmA e ke khAudhare khavIsa che te A saghaLI mAhitI uparathI ApaNe joI zakIe chIe. bhejanathI moTA moTA rAkSaso paNa vaza thAya che. je AvA mahAbhayAnaka rAkSasa paNa jananI lAlace vaza thAya te pachI AtmA paNa khAudharApaNAne lIdhe vaza thAya che temAM zI navAI? vAMdare eka muThI caNA mATe madArIno kedI bane che. eka muThI caNa mATe tenuM mAthuM madArInA hAthamAM Ave che ane mArIne baMdha tenA gaLAmAM paDe che. je pramANe A vAMdarAne madArIne muThI caNA levA sahelA che, e pramANeja AhAra levo e AtmAne paNa bahu saraLa vAta che, paraMtu te pachI temAMthI mukta thavAnI muzkelI che. keI AtmA ema kahe ke mArI AhAranI IcchA vadhe te harakata nahi, paraMtu zarIra na baMdhAya te sAruM kAraNa ke A zarIraja kapAya che, bALI zakAya che, ane tenA TukaDA karI zakAya che, mATe e zarIraja dukharUpa hoI, teja na hovuM joIe, pachI bhale AhAra vadhyA kare! AtmAnI AvI abhilASA kadI paNa pAra paDI zake evIja nathI. zarIranuM mULa AhAra, jema vAMdare muThI caNa mATe pitAnuM DekuM madArInA hAthamAM nAkhe che ane madArIne te sadAne mATe gulAma bane che, te madArInA baMdhapAzamAM baMdhAya che, teja pramANe AtmA AhAra le che eTale tenI muMDI paNa karmarUpI madArInA hAthamAM baMdhAvArUpa tene zarIra maLe che. arthAta AhAra maLI rahe ane zarIra na baMdhAya, e kaI paNa rIte banI zakatuM ja nathI. vAMdaro madArInA muThI caNA khAvA jAya che eTale te madArInA hAthamAM baMdhAya che te ja pramANe AtmA AhAra le che eTale ja tenuM zarIra paNa baMdhAya che. zarIra e AtmAnI moTAmAM moTI upAdhi che. AtmAnA pagamAM paDelI te sonAnI eDIja samajI levAnI che. zarIra rUpI upAdhI eka vAra AtmAne vaLage che eTale pachI e AtmA zarIrarUpI baMdhanane lIdhe duniyAdArImAM ja anurakta banI jAya che ane te jagatanI sAmeja mukha rAkhI besI rahe che paraMtu te pachI te kadI svarUpAbhimukha thavAne yatna ja karate nathI. duniyAmAM potAne anukULa sAdhane maLe che ke nahi, zarIrane poSavAnI vividha vastuonI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (274) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. prApti thAya che ke nahi ane e prAptine laIne potAnuM zarIra SiAya che ke nahi eTaluM ja te joyA kare che. mArI mAMkaDAne pakaDe che tyAre te mATalAmAM caNu mUke che. vAMdare AvIne A mATalAnA caNA jue che ane caNA levAne mATe aMdara hAtha nAkhe che. mATalAnI aMdara je caNA na hatA te vAMdarAe aMdara hAtha nAkhyA chatAM te muThI vALata nahi, paraMtu aMdara caNA che eTale vAMdaro te levAne muThI vALe che ane pariNAma e Ave che ke te bicAro muThI vALatAMja phAMsAmAM phasAI paDI madArIne kedI bane che, tene Akhe janmAre madArInI sAme javuM paDe che, madArInI gulAmagIrI karavI paDe che ane te jema nacAve ema nAcavuM paDe che! jema madArInA muThI caNA corI karavA jatA mAMkaDuM madArInuM kedI thAya che ane tene sadAne mATe madArInI gulAmI karavI paDe che te ja pramANe A AtmA paNa AhAra rUpI muThI caNAne mATe karmarUpI madArIne tyAM keda thAya che ane tene Akhe janma madArI rUpa karmanI AdhInatAmAM rahevuM paDe che. kamanI gulAmI kema AraMbhAya? madArInA mATalAmAM je caNa na hota te vAMdara temAM potAno hAtha nAkhata nahi. pitAnA aTakacALApaNathI temAM hAtha nAkhata te muThI vALata nahi ane muThI vALata nahi te te phAMsAmAM phasI paThIne keda paNa thAta nahi, paraMtu mATalAmAM caNA hatA tethI vAMdaro aMdara hAtha nAkhavAne prerAya che ane hAtha nAkhyA pachI muThI vALI madArInA hAthamAM sapaDAya che e ja pramANe AtmA paNa jagatanA pudgalene cerI khAvAne mATe taiyAra thAya che ane tethI ja karmarUpI madArInuM meM tene tenI AkhI jiMdagI sudhI jevuM paDe che. je AtmA pote karmane AdhIna kevI rIte bane che te vastu Ama dhIrajathI vicAre che te AtmA AhArane AnaMdadAyaka vastu mAnatuM nathI paraMtu te AtmA te AhArane caNAnI muThIja mAne che, ane A dehane madArIe vAMdarAne baMdIvAna banAvavA mATe taiyAra karelI gaLI jevI goLI ja mAne che. AhAranA pariNameja duHkha. je AtmA zarIra ane AhArano vicAra kare che te AtmA te zarIrane sukhadAtA vastu keIpaNa rIte mAnI zakatuM nathI paraMtu je AtmA A lAMbo vicAra nathI karI zakatuM ane je mAtra upara uparathI ja AhArane jue che tene ja AhAra AnaMdakArI lAge che. vAMdare je vakhate goLImAM hAtha nAkhe che ane aMda2nA caNAnI muThI letAM keda thAya che tyAre vAMdaro e prApta thatI gulAmImAMthI chUTavAne mATe bhAre dhamapachADA karI mUke che paraMtu jhADa upara beThelA kAgaDAone vAMdarAnA A dhamapachADAne khyAla Avato nathI. teo vAMdarAne caNA maLyA che e joIne lalacAya che ane pote paNa e caNA meLavavAne mATe uMcAnIcA thAya che ! teja pramANe jagatamAM paNa kAgaDA jevA che je AtmAo che te saghaLA AtmAone annanI lAlace bhavabaMdhanamAM phaselA AtmAne bhavamAM kevI kevI viTaMbaNAo jogavavI paDe che te dekhAtuM nathI, paraMtu jema kAgaDAne vAMdarAne maLelA muThI caNA dekhAya che teja pramANe temane paNa jIvane maLelA khorAkanI suMdaratA ja dekhAya che ! je AtmAo bhAvamAM

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AnaMda- sudhAsiSu. (251) sudhAmi'huM 1 chuM. AtmAne bheLavavI paDatI viTaMbaNAone jotA nathI ane mAtra AhAraneja jue che te Atma.e kAMIpaNa saMzaya vinA vAMdarAne maLatA caNAne joI caNA upara mehu pAmanArA kAgaDAe jevAja che. rAjIkhuzInI gulAmI. AtmAne eka vAra zarIra maLyA pachI tene kevAM kevAM saMkaTo veThavAM paDe che te jIva jotA nathI paraMtu khArAkanI madhuratA joi te zarIra meLave che. have zarIra maLyuM ke tyAMthIja kArya purU thatuM nathI, paraMtu zarIra maLyuM ke tyAMthI te AtmAnI adhAtinu` maMgalAcaraNa zarU thAya che. madArI mADhalAmAM caNA rAkhIne navA vAMdarA pakaDe che ane tene DhArI vaDe bAMdhIne laI jAya che. have vAMdarAnA sadbhAgya hAya ane kadAca vAMdarAne bAMdhIne lai jatAM madArInI derI tUTI jAya te te vAMdarA tarataja jaMgalamAM bhAgI jAya che, paraMtu vAMdarA jayAM madArIne tyAM jaIne rIDhA thAya che ane gulAmImAM TevAI jAya che tyAM vAMdarA peAtAnI meLeja gulAma manI rahe che. kadAca raste jatAM madArIthI aa paDI jAya athavA tA madArInI derI tUTI jAya te rAjIkhuzIthI vAMdarA doDatA dADhatA jaine madArInA mAraNAmAM hAjara thAya che ane peAtAnI puchaDI paTapaTAvavA mAMDe che! teja pramANe manuSyane paNa jo peAtAnA baMdhanamAMja AnaMda jaNAya che teA te manuSya e kha dhanathI chUTI zakatA nathI. A zarIra vaDe AtmA kamarUpI madArIne tyAM badhAelA che. jo A mAtmAne karmarUpI madArIne tyAM AnaMda nathI AvatA, tene tyAM meja mAlama nathI paDatI te te chUTavAnA prayatna kare che, paraMtu tene jo tyAM mAja paDI jAya-e baMdhana tene rUcI jAya tA pachI tenAthI e madhana TALI zakAvAnA yatneAja thatA nathI. gALa ne reDhalA chUTatAM nathI. have vicAra kareA ke AtmArUpI mAMkaDA kamarUpI madArIne tyAM khArAkarUpI muThI caNAnA lAbhathI rasIrUpI zarIra vaDe apAya che, para`tu tyAM baMdhAyA pachI paNa tene tyAM mAja kema lAge che, tene e badhana upara mAha zA mATe upaje che ane te zA mATe e kha'dhananA tiraskAra karatA nathI ? vAMdarAne jyAre madArI pahelavahele pakaDe che tyAre te tene caNAnI lAlaca ApIne pakaDe che. paraMtu te pachI tene peAtAnI sAthe DeLavavA mATe gALa tathA roTalAnI lAlaca Ape che. A lAlaca vAMdarAne mATe evI tA kAtila che ke te e lAlacathI madArInA gulAma banI jAya che ane tekAIpaNa rIte e lAlaca cheDI zakatA nathI 1 karUpI madArI AtmArUpI vAMdarAnI pazu evIja zA karI mUke che te AhArarUpI pralAbana vaDe AtmAne lAbhAve che ane tene caNArUpI AhAra Ape che e AhArane vaza thaIne AtmA jyAM kramane vaza thayA ke te pachI e madArI gALa rATalArUpI pAMca indrA AtmAne ApI de che. A gALarATale bhayakara che. A gALarATale haLAhaLa jhera che, ane evuM bhayAnaka jhera che ke bIjI eka paNa jhera tenI Ale AvI zakatuM nathI. AtmA e jhera pIe che ke tenI durdazA zarU thAya che. pAMce kAnhA AtmAne A sa`sAramAM aTavAvI aTavAvIne rakhaDAvI mAre che. mA kAraNathI samajI mANasA tA sasArane kharAba mAne che paraMtu je AtmA A paMcendriyA rUpI gALATalAnA gulAma banyA che te AtmA e gALATalAne cheDI zakatA nathI.

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khAnada-sudhAsiMdhu. suSAbiMdu 18. kamarAjAne atyAnaMda. jenA AtmAmAM kAMI paNa AtmabhAva vasele haze te sajajana mANasa te A geLATalAnI gulAmIne kadI paNa sAMkhI raheto nathI paraMtu jemanAmAM e bhAna jAgrata thayuM nathI tevA saghaLA AtmAo A geLarATalAnI lAlacane vaza thAya che ane madArInI lAkaDI khAvA chatAM paNa jema vAMdara vAraMvAra tenI sevAmAM ane sevAmAM ja jaIne hAjara thAya che teja pramANe goLaTalArUpI paMcendriyamAM phasAyelo AtmA sadA sarvadA karmarAjAnI sAme pitAnuM mAthuM namAvavA taiyArano taiyAra thaIne ubheja rahe che! viSayanI miThAza e geLa ane roTalA jevI jIvane mIThI lAgI che ane tethI ja e miThAzanI pAchaLa A jIva anAdikALathI bhamato rahe che. vAMdaro madArIne gulAma thaI gayA pachI te enI sevAja karyA kare che. madArI vAMdarAne mAre che, phaTakAve che, dhamakAve che, paraMtu te chatAM roTalA ane goLanI miThAze tene e mArI mUke che ke te e miThAzane kadI paNa tyAga karI zakto nathI. eja sthiti A jIvAtmAnI paNa che. saMsAra ke dehAle che, tenA saMkaTa kevAM bhayaMkara che, te saghaLuM A AtmA jANe che, te chatAM paNa tene Indriyono meha eTale badhe lAge che ke tenAthI e saghaLAne jarApaNa tyAga karI zakAtuM nathI ! AtmA Indriyono gulAma banIne rahe che. game tevAM duHkha Ave che, phAve tevAM saMkaTa Ave che, saMbaMdhIonA mota thAya. che, lakSmI cAlI jAya che ke bIjA paNa game tevA ghara upasargo sahevA paDe che, te paNa A AtmA indriyanI lAlacane rokIne tyAganI sthitie vaLI zakato nathI. AtmAnI A sthiti barAbara vAMdAranI sthitine ja maLatI Ave che ane A vAMdarApaNane karmarUpI madArI AnaMdapUrvaka geralAbha uThAve che. buddhinI nyUnatAnuM pariNAma. vAMdare madArIne tAbe thayA pachI madArIne gulAma bane che, te lAta mAre che te paNa tene paMpALe che, te lAkaDI mAre che tepaNa vAMdaro tenI sAme nAce che, paraMtu e saghaLuM vAMdara keda pakaDAyA pachI ja bane che e vAta bhUlI javAnI jarUra nathI. je vAMdaro zarUAtathI ja ema jANatA hoya ke mArI A dazA thavAnI che te khAtarIthI mAnaje ke vAMdare svane paNa madArInA hAthamAM AvavAne mATe taiyAra nahija thAya ! eja pramANe je A jIva paNa ema jANato hoya ke karmanA bhayaMkara pariNAma AtmAnI hAni kare che, te AtmAne nAza kare che ane tene adhogatie laI jAya che te A jIva paNa karmarUpI madArI mahArAjanA dUtasamI Indriyone kadApi paNa svIkArataja nahi. vAMdaro madArIne tAbe thAya che tenuM kAraNa e che ke vAMdarAmAM buddhi nathI. je vAMdarAmAM buddhi heta, te madArIne phaMda samajate heta, madArInA pApane te jANakAra heta to tene mArIne tyAM keda thavuMja na paData! teja pramANe je AtmAmAM paNa buddhi heta te AtmA 5Nu samajI leta ke karma rUpI mahArAjA pitAne geLanI goLIrUpI Indriya Ape che paraMtu emAM tenI vAta burI che ane te pitAne parAdhIna banAvavA mAge che. AtmA AvuM samajate heta te te e goLarUpI Indri no svIkAra karatA nahi athavA te svIkArAI jAna paNa e indriyonA kAraNabhUta AhArane te rAgI banavA pAmata nahi!

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (277) suSAbaMt1 che. mukhya taphAvata kayAM che? je cha AtmApirAmI che ane je jIve bhavAbhirAmI che teonI vacce ahIM ja khAsa pharaka paDe che. AtmAbhirAmI jIvo kAMI pahele ja dahADe khAvAnuM baMdha karI de che ane anazanavrata laI le che ema samajavAnuM nathI, athavA te jeo AhArapANI levAnuM cAlu rAkhe che teo badhA AtmAbhirAmIja nathI ema samajavAnuM paNa kAraNa nathI, paraMtu samajavAne muddo e che ke AtmAbhirAmI cho A zarIra, zarIranA tatvarUpa Indriya ane indriyenA kAraNarUpa AhArane jANe che, ane e AhAranI mahAbhayAnaktAne teo kabula rAkhe che. jagatamAM jeo saMsAranuM svarUpa vicAre che, e svarUpanuM rahasya jeo samajyA che, teone A bhavarUpI parvata mahAbhayaMkara lAge ja che, paraMtu jeo saMsAranuM svarUpa ja samajyA nathI tevA AtmAone A bhava ane tenA mULabhUta rUpe rahela kherAka e saghaLuM mahAbhayaMkaraja lAgatuM nathI. bhavanI suMdaratA kevI che? jeo parvata upara caDhatA nathI, dUrathIja parvatanI zobhA joIne AnaMda pAme che ane tenAM suMdara varNane vAMcIne harakhAya che tevA AtmAo parvatane suMdara ane raLiyAmaNe dekhe che paraMtu jeo aMdara utarIne bhavanI bhayAnakatA jue che-jeo parvatanI aMdara utare che, temane A bhava bhayaMkara lAge che, teja pramANe je AtmAo paNa upara uparathI ja A saMsArasAgarane jue che te AtmAone saMsAra e suMdara vADI jevo lAge che. vADIomAM jema jema vacce vacce banAvelA udyAno AkarSaka lAge che tema manuSya zarIra teone AkarSaka lAge che. suMdara udyAnane viSe madhya bhAgamAM zelatA ArAo jema udyAnanI zobhAnA mukuTa rupe che tema temane Indriye e zarIranI zobhAnA makaru5 lAge che ane jema udhAnamAM karelI rozanI vADInI zobhAne vadhAre che teja indriyonA vividha viSapabhaga ene teo A saMsAranI zobhArUpa mAne che. bhavAminI AtmAo saMsArane A mITho mAne che, paraMtu jeo Atmatatva samajyA che, jemaNe AtmAnuM cetanatva pIchAyuM che, teo A bhavane mahAbhayaMkara parvata samaje che ane teo e bhavarUpI parvatane ullaMghI javAne ja niraMtara vicAra kare che. arthAt je jIve jaDa ane cetanane vibhAga karanArA che, jeo jaDa ane cetanane samaje che, tevA saghaLA jIvonI e pharaja che ke temaNe dUrathI suMdara dekhAtA A mahAbhayAnaka parvatane tenA sAcA svarUpamAM samaja joIe ane A bhavaparvata ke bhayaMkara che te temaNu jANavuM joIe. bhavanI bhayAnakatA jaNyA pachI have e bhava rupI mahAgirimAMthI bahAra nIkaLanAro AtmA zuM lAbha meLave che ane te lAbha meLavavAne vicAra ne Ave che te joIe.

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Ana-suSADhipu. (28) wwww chevRddhAnusAritva ekSAbhilASIoe zuM vicAravuM? zAsakAra mahArAjA zrImAna nyAyAcArya yazovijayajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAjA bhavya jIvonA kalyANane arthe jJAnasAra prakaraNa nAmanA graMthamAM jaNAve che ke-je AtmAzo A saMsAranA mahAbhayAnaka evA bhayane kApavA I che ane mokSa meLavavA mAge che tevA AtmAoe pitAnI atIta, vartamAna ane bhaviSyakALanI sthiti jANavI jarUrI cheA uparAMta temaNe e. vAta paNa jANavAnI jarUra che ke teo je sthitimAM hatA, je sthiti pAmyA che ane je sthiti pAmavAnA che te zAne AbhArI che, e sthiti teo zA kAraNathI pAmyA che ane e sthitimAM anukULatA ane pratikULatAo kaI kaI che, A saghaLuM mokSAbhilASI AtmAoe vicAravAnI jarUra che. je AtmA pite A saghaLA praznone vicArato nathI te AtmA zAadaSTie vicAravALo gaNAtuM nathI. keI vyaktine ema kahI devAya ke tuM vicArazUnya che te avazya tethI e vyaktine cheTuM lAge che, paraMtu khoTA zabdo beTA lagADatAM pahelAM te kayA hetuthI kahevAyA che te tapAsavAnI jarUra che. sAkara mizrita dUdhane pyAle. tamAre duzmana tamArI sAme Ave ane te tamane sAkara vALA dUdhane khyAlo bharIne Ape che te paNa vyavahAra daSTie tame tene vAstavika lekhatA nathI ane tene tyAga kare che, paraMtu mAtA kaDe davAno kaToro laIne Ave che te paNa te tame gaTagaTAvI jAo che kAraNa ke tamArI khAtarI che che ke mAtAnuM kaTu auSadhapAna paNa tamArA hitanI bhAvanAthI bhejAeluM che, jayAre tamArA zatrune amRtapAna paNa tamAruM mota lAvanArUM che. zAstra athavA te guru tamone avicArI kahe che temAM paNa tamAre Aja vastu layamAM rAkhavAnI che. zAstrane tamArI sAthe kAMI vera ke dveSabhAvanA nathI paraMtu zAstra je kAMI kahe che te tamArA hitane mATeja kahe che enI khAtarI rAkhaje, ane tethI ja tamArI hitabuddhieja te ema kahe che ke je uparanI vastuono vicAra nathI karatA te bezaka avicArI kare che. zAstro koI paNa jAtanA saMkeca vinA ema spaSTa rIte kahe che ke jene pitAnI bhUta, bhaviSya jivA vartamAnakALanI sthiti, tenA kAraNe ane tethI thatA lAbhAlAbha vagerene vicAra nathI te

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (276) sudhAbadu 1 luM AtmA vAsudeva hoya, cakavatI heya, devendra hoya, rAjA hoya ke raste cAlate bhikhArI heya te saghaLa vicArazanya che ane temanI e vicArazunyatA temanA AtmAne mATe ghAtaka che. vartamAnabhavanI apekSAe saMsI AtmA paMcendriyane, pitAnA bhUtakALane, vartamAnakALanI sthitine ane bhaviSyakALanI sthitino vicAra kare che. jAnavare paNa potAnI bhUtakAlIna jiMdagI, vartamAna jiMdagI ane bhAvi cAlu bhava saMbaMdhInA vicAra karyA vinA rahI zakatA nathI. tiryae AvA vicAro kare che te saMbaMdhI tamane kadAca zaMkA thatI haze paraMtu tame lAMbe vicAra karaze te jANI zakazo ke e vAta barAbara che. bhUtakALanA anubhavonuM smaraNa. tiryaMcane ane vivekane bAra gAunuM aMtara raheluM che. e vAta te tame sArI peThe jANe che chatAM paNa tene bhUtakALanA anubhavanuM smaraNa thAya che. sAMDha athavA Akhale rastAmAM ubhe haze ane tame kuhADI laI enA upara mazkarImAM ugAmaze te tethI te bhaDakaze. vicAra karo ke tame hajI sudhI AkhalAne ghA karyo nathI, ATaluM chatAM e bhaDake che ane pitAnI muMDI nIcI ghAlI de che. vicAra karo ke e ghAthI zA mATe bhaya pAme che? Akhala bhaDake che tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke bhUtakALamAM tene evI rIte je ghA thaelA hoya tenuM smaraNa che. te jANe che ke A rIte hathiyAra ugAmAya che, te A rIte zarIra para paDe che ane tethI ghA paDIne A rItanI vedanA thAya che. bhUtakALamAM je tene ene anubhavaja na thayo hoya te te e tiryaMca jIva kadI paNa ghAthI Dareja nahi, paraMtu e ghAthI Dare che eno artha e thAya che ke teNe bhUtakALamAM e ghA ane te dvArA thatI pIDA e saghaLuM anubhaveluM che. ApaNe, nAnA bALako ke jenI uMmara pAMca daza divasanI hoya tevAnI AgaLa lAkaDI halAvIe, talavAra batAvIe kiMvA tene mAravA jaIe, te tethI te bALakane Dara lAgatuM nathI, paraMtu e bALaka moTuM thAya che ane pachI tame ene tamAro mAre che te te vakhate tamAro e zI vastu che tenuM ene smaraNa thAya che. A vAtanuM ene samaraNa thayA pachI pharI tame tene tamA mAravA jaze te te pitAnuM moDhuM pheravI nAkhe che. AthI spaSTa thAya che ke bALaka paNa tene bhUtakALamAM thaelA anubhavone AdhAre kare che ane pAchaLane anubhava ene lAkaDI athavA tamAco joIne pAchA khasavAnI pharaja paDe che. saghaLA eka kakSAe! jAnavaranuM baccuM paNa taratanuM javuM hoya ane tame tene mAra mAravA jAo te te vakhate tene enI asara thatI nathI paraMtu jyAM e amuka divasanuM thAya che ke te pachI lAkaDInA bhayathI e Dare che. e DaranuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke pAchalA janmomAM teNe evI lAkaDIo khAdhI che, tethI te jANe che ke lAkaDInA phaTakA AvA kAtila che ane te phaTakA AvI AvI pIDhA upajAvanAra che. jAnavara jyAre samAjamAM Ave che tyAre te AvI rItanA prahAra thavAnA samaye kare che, pakSIomAM paNa eja bhaya rahelo che, baMdukanI eka goLI phUTe che ke seMkaDe pakSIo bhAgavA mAMDe che, A saghaLA u&AharaNe

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AnaMdasudhAgnipu (280) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. uparathI mAlama paDe che ke pazupakSI jevA prANIe ke jenAmAM vicArazIlatA athavA vivekane eka aMza paNu nathI tevA prANIomAM zuddhAM bhUtakALanA saMsmaraNeA astitva dharAve che teA pachI evAja bhUtakALanA saMsmaraNA manuSyamAM hasti dharAvatA hoya emAM kAMipaNa Azcaya pAmavA jevu' cheja nahi. A 'ba'dhamAM manuSya, jAnavara, pazu ityAdi saghaLAM eka kakSAe che. pazuomAM paNa viSyane viveka, aniSTa kAraNeAne joine pazue Dare che. aniSTa kAraNeAthI pakSIe paNa Dare che ane teja pramAN aniSTa kAraNeA joIne ApaNe paNa DarIe chIe. jAnavarA duHkhanA kAraNeAthI dUra rahe che. pakSIo pazu du:khanA kAraNeAthI dUra rahe che ane teja pramANe ApaNe paNa du:khanA kAraNeAthI dUra rahIe chIe. vaLI mANasA jema sukha tarapha pravRtti kare che teja pramANe pazuonI paNa sukhane mAge pravRtti cAluja hoya che. unALA cAlatA hoya, pracarDa tApa paDatA hoya, jamIna dhagadhagI uThI hAya e prasage pazuo pazu jhADanI chAMyA zodhe che ane jhADanA chAMyaDAmAM ese che! eja pramANe sakhata 'DI vakhate te taDakAmAM jaine vizrAMti le che. varasAdanI dhArAe vahetI haiAya te veLAe te varasAdanA mArathI nivRtta thavA mATe eTalAene Azraya le che. A uparathI ema spaSTa thAya che ke pazupakSIone paNa tADhatApane aMgenu du:kha lAge che ane tethI te du:khamAMthI khacavAnI ane sukha meLavavAnI pravRtti kare che. have bhaviSyakALanA vicAra karA. kAryapaNu buddhizALI mAnusa evuM kahI zakavAneA nathI ke pazupakSIo peAtAnA bhaviSyane mATe vicAra karatA nathI. pakSIo mALA bAMdhe che, khakhele zeAdhe che. pALelA na hoya evA pazuo pazu tevIja pravRtti kare che. A saghaLA uparathI mAlama paDe che ke teo paNa jiMdagInA bhaviSyakALane vicAra avazya kare che. eja traNa ciMtA rAkhe, pakSIonI varasAda AvyA pahelAMnI mALA bAMdhavAnI pravRtti, makheAle zeAdhavAnI pravRtti, kutarA jevA prANInI paNa raheThANu zeAdhI kADhavAnI pravRtti e saghaLuM temanA hRdayamAM thatA bhaviSyakALanA ciMtavanane AbhArI che. jo pazupakSIemAM bhaviSyakALanuM ciMtavana na thatuM hota tA pazupa khIo mALA bAMdhavAnA kAryamAM, khakhAle zeAdhavAnA kAmamAM athavA evAja bIjA kAmamAM rokAvA pAmata nahi. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke pazupa'khIne paNu bhUta, vartamAna ane bhaviSyakALa e traNenI ciMtA heAya che! te paNa e ci'tAmAMthI mukta thaI zakatA nathI. pazuemAM je traNa ciMtA che teja traNa ciMtA paNa jo manuSya rAkhatA thai jAya teA jarUra tenuM paNa kAma thaI jAya. ApaNI bhASAmAM kahevata che ke je "matrIsa Thokara khAya che te khatrIsa lakSaNA thAya che ! '' A kahevatane marma tadana vAstavika che temAM jarA paNu asatya nathI. amuka mAthusa amuka raste gayA hatA ane teNe amuka sthaLe ThAkara khAdhI hatI tethI ApaNe paNa e raste na javu evuM ApaNe elIe chIe te mAtra anubhavanuM ja pariNAma che. A vastu tame barAbara dhyAnamAM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (281) sudAviMda 1che lezo eTale tame sArI rIte samajI zakaze ke jainazAstra zrAvakanA 21 guNe jaNAvyA che temAM vRddhAnusArI" e guNa zA mATe dAkhala karavAmAM AvyuM che. vRddhAnusArapaNAne ekavIsa guNemAM dAkhala karavAne eja hetu che ke tethI anubhavane AdhAre ja mArga grahaNa karavuM joIe te mArga grahaNa thAya che.' jJAnamUlaka saMkalaparahitapaNuMja kAmanu. jenazAsane zrAvakanA 21 guNamAM vRddhAnusArI guNa gaNe che, paraMtu temaNe bALAnusArI athavA te tarUNAnusArI ene guNa nathI gaNyo. have vicAra karI juo ke zAstra vRddhAnusArI e guNa gaNAve che tema karavAmAM zAstrane ze hetu rahelo che. bALakanI avasthA kevI che tene vicAra karo. bALakanI ajJAnAvasthA sukhanI prApti tathA duHkhanA nivAraNane mATe azakaya chenirmAlya che paraMtu bAlyAvasthA saMkalpavikalpothI mukta hovAthI bAlyAvasthAmAMthI e guNa levA yogya che, paraMtu bAlyAvasthAne e guNa eTale badhe kiMmatI nathI ke jenA upara khAsa bhAra mUkI zakAya! saMkalpavikalapathI rahita thavuM e guNa kaI nAsune nathI te chatAM zAstra e guNanuM mUlya AMkavAnI nA pADe che e sarvathA vAstavika che ane tenuM kAraNa e che ke bAlyAvasthAnuM saMka95vika5rahitapaNuM e ajJAnamUlaka vastu che, ane e saMka95vikalpapaNuM jJAnarahita hevAthIja te phaLa ApI zakatuM nathI. ATalAja kAraNathI bAlyAvasthAne aMge rahelA saMka9pavikaparahitapaNAnI kazI nedhavA jevI kiMmata nathI ane tethIja zAe bAlakAnusAritvane zrAvakanA ekavIsa guNanI zreNimAM dAkhala karyo nathI. mekSa kayAre zakaya che? ajJAnamUlaka saMkalpavika5rahitapaNuM paNa mekSa Ape che evI dalIla karavI e te taddana nakAmuM che eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu temAM bhArobhAra mUkhAI rahelI che. jo saMkalpavikalparahitapaNathI ja mokSa thaI zakate heta te ekendriyajIja vadhAre mekSa gayA hatA kAraNa ke temanAmAM saMka95vika5rahitapaNuM vidyamAna che, paraMtu ApaNe jANIe chIe ke tevuM banyuM nathI, enuM eTaluM ja kAraNa che ke ajJAnamUlaka saMka9pavikalparahitapaNuM e phaLa ApavAne aMge sarvathA nakAmuM che. badhA bhavenuM mULasthAna joIe te te ekendriyapaNuM ja che. AtmA vadhAre rakhaDyo hoya, teNe kAramI rakhaDapaTTI karI hoya, te je koI sthaLe cakarAve caDhyo hoya te te ekendriyamAMja cahyo che. AtmA anAdikALathI rakhaDyo hoya te te ekendriyapaNAmAMja rakhaDyo che. cAra Indriya kiMvA pAMca IndriyovALI dehamAM AtmA anAdikALathI rakhaDI zakateja nathI. bhagavAna zrI tIrthakaradee atIndriyadaSTithI A bAbatane vicAra karyo che ane teo jJAnanI draSTie vicArIne jaNAve che ke paMcendriya AtmA vadhAremAM vadhAre paMcendriyamAM bha kare te paNa te sAta ke ATha bha kare che,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (282) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. be vacane zA mATe ? tIrthakara bhagavAne ke jeo anaMtajJAnanA dhaNI che, jemaNe potAnA divyajJAnathI saghaLA padArthone ane saghaLA padArthonA paryAyAne jANI lIdhA che teo paNa kahe che ke paMcendriyavALAone vadhAremAM vadhAre bhava rakhaDavA paDatA hoya te sAta ATha bhAva rakhaDavA paDe che tenA karatAM vadhAre bhava paMcendriyadhArI AtmAone rakhaDavA paDatA nathI. have kaI ema kaheze ke jeo jJAnI che, jemanuM jJAna sarvakAlane viSe sarva padArthone sarvarUpe jANe che te AvI saMdigdhavANu bole che ke sAta ATha jevo lAgalAgaTa paMcendriyanA thAya che je jJAnIo kharekharAja jJAnanA dhaNI hoya te temaNe pitAnA jJAnathI jANIne kAMipaNa nizcita AMkaDe bela joIe athavA je te nizcita AMkaDo na bolatA hoya te temanA jJAnamAM eTalI khAmI che evuM spaSTa thAya che !! vicAra karo ke A zaMkAne uttara zuM? je mANasa pote ghaDIALa jue che, jenI AMkha AgaLa ghaDIALa che, te mANasane tame e prazna karo ke keTalA vAgyA che to te mANasa ghaDIALamAM joine tamane e sIdhe javAba ApI de che ke bhAI 10 vAgyA che ! ghaDIALamAM jenAra tamone ema na kahI zake ke dasa agIAra thayA haze, evuM te teja kahI zake che ke jenI sAme ghaDIALa nathI ane je Azare samaya kahe che ! paMcendriya te keNa? jema dasa agiAra vAgyA che ema kahenAre Azare samaya kahe che tyakSa ghaDIALamAM jenAre nathI teja pramANe sAta ATha bhava zabda kahenAro paNa pratyakSa rIte jJAnavaDe jenAre nathI ema na kahI zakAya? A dalIla bIlakula sAcI nathI. alabatta sAmAnya rIte keI Avo tarka kare te vyAjabI jevo lAge che paraMtu tame jyAre aMdara uMDA utarIne juo che tyAre tamArI khAtarI thaze ke tame je zaMkA karatA hatA te zaMkA mULavinAnI arthAt arthahIna che. kevaLajJAnI mahArAjAe paMcendriyanI sthitine darzAvatAM "sAta ATha" e zabda vApare che te kaI daSTie vApare che te dhyAnamAM le. kaI apekSAe A zabda bolAya che te samajaze eTale tamArI zaMkA TaLI jaze. prathama vastu e che ke manuSya ane tiryaMca e baMne vargo paMcendriyanI kakSAmAM Ave che. paMcendriya eTale mAtra manuSya ja che ema samajaze nahi. tirya ane manuSya baMnenI gaNanA paMcendriyamAM thAya che. paMcendriyanA je sAta bhava thAya che te sa te sAta bha asaMkhyAnA AyuSya vinAnA che. A sAta je paikI eka bhavanuM AyuSya asaMkhyAtA varasonuM nathI. chevaTane je sAtamo bhava che temAMthI be phaNagA thAya che. sAtamA bhavathI be phaNagA. sAtamA bhavathI je be phaNagA thAya che te be phagaNA kevI rItanA che te samajI leje. eka phaNago evo che ke e phaNagAmAM jato AtmA, manuSya thAya to asaMkhyAtA varasonA AyuSyavALo ja thAya che. ticapaNe jAya te paNa tenI sthiti evI ja hoya che ane je evo AtmA kALa kare te te avazya devatApaNe avatare che. je AtmAne AThame bhave asaMkhyAtA vasanuM AyuSya nathI maLatuM te AtmA manuSapaNAmAM AvatuM nathI. jene AThame bhava hoya tene asaMkhyAtA varasanuM ja AyuSya

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (283) sudhAbaMdha 1 huM maLe che arthAta asaMkhyAtA varasanA AyuSyavALAne ja AThamo bhava hoya che. je AtmAo AvA che tene ATha bhava che. have saMkhyAnA varasanA AyuSyavALAnI vAta karI. saMkhyAtA varasanA AyuSyavALAnA ATha bhava thAya ja nahi. asaMkhyAtAnA AyuSyano eka bhava te AThamo hoya che te pachI manuSyabhava cAlato ja nathI. jene asaMkhyAtA varasanuM manuSya paNuM ke tiryacapaNuM maLe tene bIje bhavaja palaTI jAya che, ane jo ene meLavatAM vilaMba thAya che ne anyagatinuM AyuSya na bAMdhe te sAta bhava thayA pachI mokSaprApti thAya che. AthI jJAnIoe asaMkhyAtanI apekSAe sAta-ATha zabda vApare che. e sAta ATha zabda ajJAnamUlakatAne sUcaka che ema mAnI levAnuM nathI. 2 thI 9 dhanuSyane artha zuM? eja rIte jyAM zarIrane aMge paNa 2 thI 9 dhanuSya kahevAmAM AvyAM che tyAM paNa pitAnuM ajJAna hovAthI 2 thI 9 evA zabda vAparyA che ema samajaze nahi, e zabda sAmAnya lakSaNa rUpe che. AMbAnuM varNana karatAM e vRkSanI ochAmAM ochI uMcAIthI mAMDIne vadhAremAM vadhAre uMcAI ApaNe dhyAnamAM levAnI hoya che te ja pramANe A 2 thI 9 ne AMkaDe paNa samajavAne che. 2 thI 9nuM mApa bhinnabhinna kSetrane uddezIne hoya che. dareka kSetramAM utkRSTanuM mApa bhinnabhinna che. amuka ArAnI apekSAe amuka mApa utkRSTa hoya che te amuka ArAnI apekSAe amuka mApa utkRSTa hoya che. AthI ja nAnAmAM nAnuM 2 ane moTAmAM moTuM e mApa kahyuM che. ene artha e samajavAne che ke bethI ochA paNa nahi, ane teja pramANe keIpaNa sagomAM 9 thI vadhAre paNa nahi ja. paMcendriyapaNamAM jIva Aja kAraNathI anAdithI rahI zaktA nathI. cAra indri, traNa Indriye yA be indriyavALI yonimAM athavA te vikasendriyapaNumAM koI paNa jIva anAdi kALathI rahI zako ja nathI. e dareka nimAM vadhAremAM vadhAre kAyasthiti hoya che. te bhaTakayA kare te paNa saMkhyAtA hajAra vasathI tenI adhika sthiti hatI nathI. temaja ahIM paNa anAdipaNuM hotuM nathI. nAraka devatAne paNa ekathI vadhAre bhava hotA nathI. A rIte pAMca jAtimAMthI cAra jAti nIkaLI jAya che. je AtmA anAdithI kaI jagAe rahI zakato hoya, te te ekendriyapaNeja rahI zake che. A saghaLuM zAstranI apekSAe ApaNe joI zakIe chIe athAta jANI zakIe chIe. have hetu yukti pUrvaka ApaNe A vAta keTalI sAcI che teno vicAra karI joIe. avyAbAdha sthAna kayuM? ApaNe AgaLa joI AvyA chIe ke mAtra beja sthAna nitya che. eka te utkRSThasthAna ane bIjuM jaghanyasthAna. A be sivAya trIjuM kaMI sthAna nitya cheja nahi. A beja sthAna nitya hevAnuM kAraNa che. utkRSTa sthAna evuM che ke te sthAnane nAza kaI karI zakoja nathI. utkRSTa sthAnamAM vibAdhA karanArUM kaI hatuM ja nathI. vibAdhA kayAM thavAno saMbhava che te vicAro. je sthaLe pitAnI vibAdhA karanArAo pote pitAnuM baLa calAvIne vibAdhA kare che paraMtu jyAM pitAnuM jora cAlI ja na

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (284) sudhAbadu 1 luM. zake evuM hoya tyAM vibAdhA karanArAo paNa kevI rIte vibAdhA karI zake ? have vicAra karo ke evuM sthAna karyuM che ke jyAM koI paNa prakAranI bAdhA cAlI zakatI nathI. evuM sthAna te mokSa che. mokSa e evuM sthAna che ke jyAM bAdhA cAlI zakatI ja nathI. jIvane karmavargaNAne vega, zarIra, mana, karmanA saMge ItyAdi bAdhA karI zake che paraMtu mokSa e eka evuM sthAna che ke jyAM A bAdhA karanAranuM lezamAtra paNa jora cAlI zakatuM ja nathI, mATe ja e sthAna sadAnuM zAzvatuM ane nitya che. karmamAM baLAtkAranI zakti nathI. jIvane bAdhA keNa karI zake te ApaNe jANIe chIe, roga e jIvatAne bAdhA kare che, marelAne bAdhA karI zakatuM ja nathI. Aja sudhImAM marelAne keIe paNa roganI davA karI hoya ema ApaNe jANatA nathI ! AthI spaSTa thAya che ke jene zarIrane saMyoga che tene ja roga che, ane jene zarIrano saMga nathI tene roga paNa nathI ja. zarIrathI ja saghaLI upAdhi janme che. zarIra hoya te tAva Ave, zarIra hoya to zaradI thAya, zarIra hoya te khAMsI thAya; A saghaLA upadra je zarIra hoya te ja thAya che. zarIra na hoya tene A saghaLI upAdhio haitI nathI. jema jIvatAne rega che ane rAga che te esaDa-auSadha vagere che, tema marelAne rAga nathI, tema auSadhAdi paNa nathI ja, eja sthiti ahIM paNa dhyAnamAM levAnI che. karmamAM AtmAne pADavAnI game teTalI zakti che tepaNa karmamAM evI zakti te nathI ja ke te mukta AtmAnI paNa upara jaIne caDhI bese ! tene paNa pitAnI zaktine upayoga karavA mATe bIjA sAdhananI jarUra paDe che ane e sAdhane te zarIra vagere che. jene zarIraja nathI, jene mana paNa nathI, ane jene vacana paNa nathI tenA upara karmane hale laI javAnuM kAMI sAdhanaja raheluM nathI eTale tyAM karamarAjA ThaMDA thaI jAya che! ahIM karmano hale cAlI ja zakatA nathI. "karma" e mana, vacana ane kAyAnA rAge che, paraMtu jyAM mana, vacana ane kAyAja na hoya te tyAM roga kayAMthI hoya? tame paNa kahe ke dIkaro hoya te vahu Ave che, paraMtu dIkaro ja na hoya te pachI vahu AvavAnIja kayAMthI hatI? arthAta jyAM kAyA nathI, tyAM kAyAnA re nathI. tAtparya e che ke mekSasthAnamAM koI vibAdhA karanAraja nathI, kAraNa ke tyAM vibAdhA karanAranI zakti cAlI zakatI ja nathI mATe e sthAna nitya che. ahIM eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che ke jenI Adi che tene nAza paNa haja joIe e niyama nathI. mokSa anAdi nathI. mokSa te AdivALe che. pAchaLathI AtmAe karmakSayadvArA meLavela che paraMtu mekSa Adi hovA chatAM paNa tene upara kahyuM che te niyama dvArA aMtanI sthitine saMbhava ja nathI. utkarTa ane jaghanya, utkRSTa sthAna eTale zuM che tene have puro vicAra karo. je AtmAnA zatruo chedAI bhedAI gayA che, zatruo baLI gayA che, temano nAza thaI gayo che, te AtmAne zatruono bhaya keI paNa samaye hoI zakatA nathI. AtmA potAnA karmarUpI mahAna zatrune chede che, bhede che, bALI nAkhe che, tene nAza karI nAkhe che tyAre ja te nirbhaya

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JAna'da-sudhAsindhu. evA utkRSTasthAnane pAme che. AvI sthitine taiyAra kareA che. pachI tamAre te vastune jenA paraMtu dhArI leA ke tame taiyAra karelI vastune sAcavavAnI jarUra paDe che kharI ? nahi. (285) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. nAza kadI paNa sa`bhavI zakatA nathI. tame eka vastu jeneA bhaya hAya te saghaLAthI sAcavavI paDe che kAinA bhaya hAyaja nahi te pachI tamAre e vastune eja rIte utkRSTasthAna evuM che ke tenA saghaLA zatrue chedAi gayA che, bhedAI gayA che, temanA saghaLAnA nAza thai cUkayA che ane e sthAnane bhaya ApanArAja kAi rahyo nathI. huMve evA sthAnanA nAza kevI rIte hAI zake? AtmA utkRSTa padavIne pAme che tyAre tenA zatruenu' nAmanizAna paNa khAkI rahevA pAmatuM nathI. AthIja e sthitimAM palaTA levApaNuM, nAza thavApaNuM ke krAMti thavApaNuM hetu nathI e sthiti hamezanI che. A utkRSTanI sthiti hamezanI che, tevI jadhanyanI sthiti hu'mezanI hui zake ke nahi ane jo heAi zake te| jaghanyanI sthiti paNa huMmezanI kevI rIte hAI zake te prazna have tapAsIe. kaDaka baMgAlInI dazA. tame e vAta jANe! che ke ApaNAmAM evI eka jANItI kahevata che ke "nAgA nahAya zu' ane nIceAve zuM ?" tame khAtarI mAnajo ke jaghanyanI sthiti e nAgAnA jevI sthiti che ! nAgeA mANusa devu' kare che. tame tenA upara dAvA karI che. kAmAM purAvAo raju karI che. kATa tamArI vAta kabula rAkhe che ane tamAne hukamanAmu paNa karI Ape che paraMtu tame e hukamanAmAnI nAgAnA upara bajAvaNI karI zakavAnA nathI. je chUTA mANasa hAya, jene AbarUnI kiMmata DAya, je svataMtra hoya teve mANusa hukamanAmAthI DarIne paisA ApI de che athavA te te paisA na Ape te tame japtI karIne paNa tamArA paisA vasula karI zake che, paraMtu je AjanmanA kedI hAya tenI pAsethI tame tamArA paisA vasula karI jatAja nathI. jaghanya dazA e kaDaka baMgAlInI dazA che e vAta tame bhUlI nahi. jadhanyanI dazA eTale kevI dazA che tene vicAra karajo. jaghanyadazAmAM mAtra ekalA prANa sivAya bIju kAMI levAnu' hatuMja nathI. AtmA je vakhate sUkSmapaNAmAM ekendriya avasthAmAM hAya che te vakhate tene akSaranA anaMtamA bhAga jeTalIja cetanA hAya che, e sivAya e avasthAmAM tene vadhAre cetanA hAtI nathI. karmonI zakti jaghanyadazAmAM cAlI zakatI nathI tenuM eja kAraNa che ke jaghanyadazAmAM AvI sUkSmacetanA sivAya khIjA kAipaNa prakAranI cetanAnuM astitvaja hAtuM nathI. jaghanyanI bhayAnaka sthiti, jadhanyanI sthiti AvA prakAranI hAvAthI kamane tyAM kaMIpaNa dakhAvavAnuM hatu` nathI. AthIja jaghanyanI sthiti yAvat TakI rahenArI che. A sthitimAM bharavAnuM paNa kAMi nathI teja pramANe khAvAnuM paNa ka'ija nathI. AthIja e sthiti hamezanI TakI rahe che. tyAre e uparathI evu' spaSTa thAya che ke A jagatamAM e sthati hu'mezanI TakI rahevAvALI che eka teA utkRSTa sthiti ane bIjI jaghanyanI sthiti. utkRSTa avasthA ane zAhukArInI avasthA kaheA teA cAlI zake. ahIM zatru nirmULa thayA che, tenA

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (286) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. koI duzamana nathI, tenI pAse koI kAMI mAgatuM nathI eTale te avasthA nizcaLa che. jaghanya avasthA eTale nAdArInI dazA che. jaghanya zatruo ghaNA che. mAganArA ghaNA che paraMtu e dazA ja pite evI che ke jene kAMI bharavA karavAnI gati ja rahI nathI. A rIte A be avasthA nimULa na thayA sivAya sadA sarvadA mATe TakI rahevAvALI che. ekendriyapaNAmAM nityapaNuM hoya che paraMtu ekendripaNuM kevuM che te vicAre. tyAM "anaMtakAyA anaMtAonI dazA hoya che. pRthvI Adi pratyeka bAdara ke sUkSamApaNAmAMthI ekendriyane pasAra thavAnuM hoya che ane e badhA mATe asaMkhyAta utsarpiNI eTale kALa lAge che, eja pramANe pratyeka bAdara vanaspatikAya mATe asaMkhyAta utsarpiNI avasarpiNI kALa lAge che paraMtu sAdhAraNa vanaspati mATe sUkSma ekendriyapaNamAM paNa anaMta avasarpiNa, utsarpiNI kALa lAge che. gaelA ane rahelA. je jIva sAdhAraNa nigadamAM jAya che te jarUra bahAra nIkaLe che. je sAdhAraNa nigodamAM gaele pAcho nIkaLatAja na hota te pachI kAyasthiti gaNI zakAta nahi arthAta nigodamAM gaelA bahAra nIkaLe che e vAta satya che paraMtu emAM gaelAne ane rahelAne bheda che te tamAre khAsa dhyAna rAkhIne samajavA jevo che. gaelA eTale koNa te pahelAM samajI lo. sUkSmamAMthI je bAdaramAM AvIne pachI nigodamAM jAya che te gaelA che. have rahelA keNu che te vicAro. je AtmAo haju koI paNa eka vAra bahAra nIkaLelAja nathIsUma nigediyApaNuM cheDIne bahAra nIkaLyAja nathI ane nigodamAM ja paDI rahyA che te rahelA che. je nigadamAM gaelA che tene anaMta utsarpiNI avasarpiNanI kAyasthiti che te vAta paNa sAcI che paraMtu je nigodamAM rahelA che tene nigodamAMja nityapaNuM che e paNa satya che. A baMne prakAranuM astitva nigodamAM gaelA ane nigodamAMja rahela nI apekSAe dekhavAnuM che, bIjI rIte nahi. nigodamAM je nityapaNuM che te ApaNe jotA nathI. zAstromAM je upadeza devAya che te paNa vyavahArarAzivALAneja devAelo che, bIjAone devAelo nathI. vyavahArarAzimAM Avela je nigodamAM jAya te te tyAM anaMta utsarpiNI avasarpiNInA vanaspatikAlathI vadhAre kALa te rahetuM nathI. nirlepana kALa eTale zuM che tene ahIM vicAra karI levo jarUrI che. manuSyapaNAmAM jeTalA jI che temAMthI anukrame eka be vagere jeve marI jAya ema kAlAMtare e kAla Ave ke atyAranA manuSyamAM koIpaNa jIva manuSyapaNAmAM na hoya arthAt badhA vartamAnakAlanA manuSe bIjI manuSya sivAyanI ja gatimAM gayA hoya tyAre vacale kAla te nirlepana kAla kahevAya. mahAbhAratathI e mahAmoTuM manuSya, tiryaMca, paMcendri, nArakI ke devatA e saghaLAno nirlepanakALa che, paraMtu sUkSama sAdhAraNa vanaspati e saghaLAMne nirlepanakALaja nathI. je anAdithI nidiA mAnI laIe te ekaja e vastu siddha thAya che ke utkRSTa sthiti haMmezanI che te ja pramANe jaghanya sthiti paNe haMmezanI che paraMtu madhya sthiti haMmezanI hoI zake ja nahi. madhyama sthiti e karmanI sAthe AtmAne raNasaMgrAma che. A mahAyuddha varasethI cAlatuMja AvyuM che, temAM kaI vakhate jIva jabarA thAya che te koI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (287) sudhAbaMdu 1 luM. vakhate karma jabarA thAya che. jyAre jyAre A mahAyuddhamAM karma jabaro bane che tyAre tyAre mahemAMhe laDAI thAya che, ane temAM je jabaro hoya te phAvI jAya che. tethI ja A sthAna nitya TakI rahenArUM nathI. ghaDImAM eka sthiti hoya che te ghaDImAM sago palaTAI javAthI bIjIja sthiti AvIne ubhI rahe che. eTale A madhyamapaNAmAM koI paNa sthiti TakI rahetI ja nathI. utkRSTa athavA jaghanya avasthAmAM A sthiti hatI ja nathI, temAM te kaI laDanArUM ja hetuM nathI eTaleja e sthiti haMmezAM TakI rahevAvALI bane che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke uttama sthitirUpa mekSa ane jaghanyapaNuM e nitya che ane bIjI sthitie anitya che. tIrthakare paNa nigodamAM jAya! have A vastu tame samajyA haze te tame ApaNI jaDa kayAM che te sArI peThe samajI zakazo. ApaNI peDhInI jaDa manuSyapaNAmAM nathI, nArakIpaNAmAM nathI, devatApaNAmAM nathI, tiryacapaNAmAM nathI, temaja vikasendriya, sUkSma pRthvIkAyAdimAM paNa ApaNI peDhInI jaDa nathIja. peDhInI jaDa mAtra kevaLa sUkSama vanaspatimAMja samAelI che. jyAre ApaNe AvA ekendriyapaNAmAMja hatA te vakhate ApaNI sthiti kevI hatI tene vicAra kare. e vakhate ApaNI sthiti evI hatI ke bALaka karatAM paNa ApaNane saMkalpavika95 ghaNAja ochA hatA. bALaka kaI bhinnabhinna saMkalpa vikalpane vaza thaIne raDate nathI, tene kAMI vicAre karavApaNuM hetuM nathI athavA te tene kAMI meLavavA mATe svaprayatna karavApaNuM paNa hatuM nathI. bALaka raDe che kayAre? mAtra eka ja samaye. tame jyAre tene khAvAnuM na Apazo teja te raDaze, te sivAya tene bIjA saMkalpavikalpa karavApaNuM hetuM ja nathI. have je ApaNe e sthiti sArI gaNIe ke saMkalpavika95 na hoya te sthiti sArI che pariNAma zuM Avaze teno vicAra karajo. A sthitinuM pariNAma e Avaze ke tamAre ekendriyapaNAne ja sAruM mAnavuM paDaze, kAraNake ekendriyapaNAmAM saMkalpavikalpane sthAna ja nathI. je ekeniyatA e sArI sthiti gaNazo te jeNe samyaktva meLaveluM hoya evAone paNa ekaM. niyapaNAmAM athata sUphamanigedamAM pAchA javuM ja paDaze. A hisAbe te jeNe cAra jJAna meLavelAM hoya, je cAra jJAnano paNa hoya tevAone mATe paNa sUphamanigada Avazyaka thaI paDe che. rakhaDuM paTTI kema rahI? have ekendriyatAne ja jo sArI sthiti mAnIe te sUkSamanigedamAM AtmAne ekendriyatAja hatI arthAt tyAM AtmA ekendriya dazAmAMja hato ane ekendriya dazAmAM hovAthI te saMkalpa vikalpothI paNa rahita hatuM te pachI tyAMja tene mikSa zA mATe maLI na gayo ane eka bhavamAMthI tene bIjA aneka bhAmAM zA mATe rakhaDapaTTI karavI paDI hatI? A prazna tamAre dhyAnapUrvaka vicArI jevAne che. jeo jagatane bALakAnusArI banAvavAnI vAta kare che, bALakanI nirdoSatAnI jeo lAMbI lAMbI vAte hake che, temaNe jANavAnI jarUra che ke A nirdoSatA e kAMI kArya sAdhaka nirdoSatA nathI ja,

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mAnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (288) sudhAbiMdu 1 chuM. ajJAna dazAmAM je sakalpavikalparahitAvasthA che te kalyANu ApanArI nathI" arthAt khAlAnusAripaNuM e mithyA che evu' sahuja jaNAI Ave che. jema khAlAnusAripaNuM icchavA cegya nathI teja pramANe tarUNAnusAripath` pazu IcchavA ceAgya nathIja. tame kaheze. te jJAna, darzana, cAritra e traNemAM tIvra udyama karI zake che teja juvAna che bIjo zarIre alamasta te juvAna nathI, teA pachI AvA juvAna mANasane anusaravAmAM ane takSNAnusAripaNAnI taraphadArI karavAmAM zu' vAMdhe che ? vaLI dIkSAnA saMbadhamAM kAI evI dalIla paNa karI zake che ke dIkSA e kAMi ramata jevI cIja nathI. saMsArInI dRSTie te dIkSA e lAkha`DanA caNA cAvavA samAna che teA pachI e dIkSAmAM gharaDe khAkharA kevI rIte paheAMcI zake ? ahIM teA tarUNa hoya teja kAma lAgI zake! AcArAMgasUtra zuM kahe che ? tamArI A zakAnA paNa javAba zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe purIpurI rIte ApIja rAkhyA che. juvAnImAM cAritra levAnI yAgyatA che ema ApaNe mAnIe chIe. AcArAMgasUtramAM paNa lakhyuM che ke "madhyamavaya" madhyamavaya e pada tyAM lakhyu che te sabadhamAM vyAjabI adhikAra dhyAnamAM levA joIe. AcArAMgasUtramAM jaNAveaA e prasa`ga vicAravA saigya che. temAM jaNAvyu` che ke eka sAdhu hatA. A sAdhu eka vastrathI, e vajrathI athavA teA acelaka rahetA hatA. te sAdhu ekavAra gAcarI levA gI. tyAM ene ThaMDI lAgI ane ThaMDIthI te dhrujavA lAgyA. sAdhune prajatA joi pelA gRhasthane zaMkA thai AvI ke A sAdhu zA mATe dhrUjatA haze? zuM te TADhathI dhrUje che ke mArI patnIne joi te vikAravaza thaIne dhrUje che? sAdhu mahArAja ahIM pelA gRhasthane uttara Ape che ke he mahAnubhAva! hu ThaMDIthI tharatharU chuM, vikArathI dhrUjatA nathI. ahIM vikAranA kAraNane sadbhAva lAge che ane tethI tenu nivAraNa karavAnI jarUra puratu ahIM sUtra che. khATI vItaDAMja karavI che! AcArAMgasUtra hai| ke bIjI. kAi sUtra hA paraMtu jemane prakaraNa dekhavuM nathI, prakaraNanA prasaMga dekhavA nathI ane mAtra zabdo dekhIneja kuTAkuTa karavI che teeja game te sUtranA game tevA ardhAM karI zake. khAkI khIjA te kAipaNa prasaMge aA ana naja karI zake. AcArAMgasUtramAM lakhelI madhyamavaya te AvA abhigrahA ane AvI tapasyAAene mATeja lAyaka che eja A prasaganA atha che. AvA prasaMgeAmAM bALaka ke vRddhane anusaravuM e nakAmu' che. bAlyAvasthA ane vRddhAvasthA ane AvA prasaMgeA mATe aceAgya hAI madhyamavaya ahIM jarUranI che eTaleAja zAstrakAranA kahevAne mAtra hetu che. 'yuvAna'nAutsAhanI teA keAInAthI paNa nA pADI zakAya evuM cheja nahi. te AzA ane utsAhanuM putaLuM che. AzA ane utsAhathI te bharelA che ane AzA ane utsAha eja tenu jIvana che para Mtu teja sAthe eka e vAta paNa yAda rAkhavAnIja che ke yuvAnA vagara dArU pIdhe savAzera dArUnI ghenavALA hAya che. yuvAnInI jo koI sArAmAM sArI vyAkhyA ApI zakAtI hAya te te vyAkhyA e che ke "yuvAnI je kSaLiya vicAronuM sthAna ' Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat - www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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Anada-sudhAsiMdhu. (289) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. yuvAnI kevI hoya? yuvAnI kevI hoya che te vastu jarA khyAlamAM leze tyAre enA de paNa tamArAthI samajAze. yuvAnImAM vRtti caMcaLa hoya che. Aje jayAM prIti hoya che tyAMja kAle yuvAnIvALo aNabanAva karI bese che, je dukhe je re vRddha khamI zake che te saghaLuM yuvAna khamI zakto ja nathI. vRddha pitAnA upara saMkaTa AvI paDe che te paNa veThI le che paraMtu pitAnA tapamAMthI, vratamAMthI athavA te vicAramAMthI te Darato nathI tyAre yuvAnanI sthiti enAthI sarvathA viparIta hoya che. yuvAna ghaDI ghaDImAM gabharAI uThe che, ghaDI ghaDImAM akaLAI uThe che ane na karavAnuM te karI bese che. divAnI ane pheja dArI kesamAM je dAvAo cAle che tenA vAdI ane prativAdI baMnemAM jozo te poNoso TakA karatAM vadhAre bhAga yuvAnano ja najara paDaze. yuvAnI e evI garama dazA che tene enA uparathI khyAla lAvavo jarUrI che. vyavahAramAM paNa ApaNe eja niyama joIe chIe ke yuvAnane jokhamadAra oddhAo upara caDhAvI devAmAM AvatA nathI. khAsa karIne yuropa jevA keLavAelA dezamAM paNa jokhamadArI bharelA ehAo mATe pariNItAne ja vadhAre pasaMda karavAmAM Ave che. A saghaLAne hetu yuvAnI upara aMkuza mUkavAne che eja spaSTa thAya che. vAIsaroya, gavarnara janarale ke evA ja bIjA sthAne upara yuvAnane ja lAvIne nImI devAnI praddhati nathI. maTI jagAo puratAM pahelAM nIcalA darajajAono amuka varasano anubhava haja joIe evuM TharAvavAmAM Ave che. kaleje ItyAdi sthaLe paNa prekaTIkala jJAnane ja jarUrI lekhavAmAM Ave che. koI tarUNa pitAne ghera beThAM beThAM vakIlAtanA ke dAkatarInA badhA copaDA vAMcI nAkhe tethI ja tene niSNAta mAnI laIne parIkSAmAM besavA devAmAM AvatuM nathI. paraMtu je teNe amuka prekaTIkala noleja lIdhuM hoya te ja tene parIkSA ene mATe egya lekhe che. khatA ja khAvI paDe. A saghaLAne hetu e ja che ke yuvAnanI upalatAne kaI rIte apanAvI levAnuM gya nathI. yuvAnomAM jemazakti hoya te vAta mAnya che, paraMtu te sAthe e vAta paNa teTalI spaSTa che ke temanAmAM magajanuM paNa calitapaNuM hoya cheja. AvA yuvAneja je anusaravAnI haTha laI bese che tevAmAM jarUra khetAja khAya che. eka vakhate eka rAjAe potAnA darabAranA sabhAsadenI parIkSA karavA mAMDI, teNe pitAnA sabhAsadane prazna karyo ke-tamArA saghaLAmAM mane ane mArA rAjyane koNa vadhAre upayogI thaI paDe ema che yuvAne ke vRddho? vRddhoe javAba Apyo ke, "khAtarIthI mAnaje ke vRddha eja rAjadarabAranI zobhA che ane vRddhothI ja ApanI pratiSThA che mATe ame to kahIe chIe ke vRddhoja vadhAre upayoganA che. have rAjAnI AMkho tarUNe tarapha vaLI. teNe tarUNAne pUchayuM kebhAI tame javAba Apo vRddho vadhAre upayoganA ke tarUNe? tarUNe kahe mahArAjA ! kharUM pUche te A eke eka De salAne gujarImAM laI jaI vecI AvavA joIe athavA te temane kheDAM TeranI pAMjarApoLamAM ravAnA karI devA joIe. teo Apano pagAra harAmaneja khAya che. jyAre laDAIne prasaMga paDe che tyAre amAreja talavAra laIne raNamAM deDavuM paDe che, mATe amArI te khAtarI che ke A DosalAo nakAmA che ane ame tarUNeja vadhAre kAmanA chIe. rAjA pote

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enaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (290) suSAbiMda 1 tuM samaju hatA. te yuvAno ane vRddha e bemAM zreSTha koNa che te samajatuM hatuM. tene vicAra thaye ke mAre A tarUNene zI rIte samajAvavA ane vRddhoja vadhAre upayogI che e vAta teone zI rIte sAbIta karI ApavI? chevaTe rAjAe eka upAya zodhI kADhaya ane pelA tarUNe ane vRddhone uddezIne eka gUDha prazna karyo. talavAra ahIM nakAmI che. rAjAe kahyuM ke vRddha pitAne maDhe vRddhonI prazaMsA kare ane tarUNe pitAneja meDhe tarUNonI prazaMsA kare emAM kAMI dahADe vaLavAne nathI. A huM prazna pUchuM chuM tene je buddhipUrvakanA uttara Apaze tene ja huM sAcA upayogI mAnIza. dhAro ke eka vAra e prasaMga banyuM ke keIe mArI chAtImAM lAta mArI te tame tene zuM satkAra Apaze?" mahArAjAne prazna sAMbhaLatAM ja tarUNe pite talavAra khakhaDAvatA ubhA thaI gayA, ane teo bolyA he ! chAtImAM lAta ane te paNa Apane ! tarataja amArI talavAra kADhI lAta mAranAranA baMne paga dedI bhedI nAkhIe, tenA cUrecUrA karI nAkhIe ane ApanI AbarU jALavIe." mahArAjAe kahyuM, "mArA tarUNa mitro! have jarA dhIrA paDe! ahIM talavAra kADhavAnAja kharekhara prasaMga nathI. mArI sAme koIe kharekhara talavAra kADhI hoya athavA koIe lAta mArI hoya te ja tamo tene lAta mAre athavA talavAra kADhIne tene ThekANe pADe te vyAjabI kahI zakAya, paraMtu ahIM koI lAta mAratuM nathI ke ahIM keI talavAra kADhatuM nathI; pachI tamArI talavAra ahIM zuM upayogamAM AvI zakavAnI hatI? lAta mAranArane phUle vadhAvIe. mahArAjAe tarUNane Ama samajAvyA ane pachI temane kahyuM ke, bhAIo ! ahIM te buddhinI ja jarUra che mATe tamArI buddhi calAve ane A prasaMge tame zuM kare tene ja javAba , talavAra kheMcI kADhIne ubhA thaI javAnI jarUra nathI. tarUNe te bicArA mahArAjAnuM A kathana sAMbhaLIne zaramiMdAja banI gayA. have vRddhono vAro Avyo. vRddhoe kahyuM mahArAja ! ame tarata uttara ApI zakIe evuM nathI. uttara meLavavA mATe amone aradhA kalAkanI rAhatanI jarUra che. mahArAjAe te vAta kabula rAkhI ane vRddhone javAba ApavAne mATe aradhA kalAkanI rAhata ApI. vRddho uThIne eka khAnagI oraDAmAM gayA tyAM temaNe carcA calAvI ane pachI tyAMthI AvIne mahArAjAne uttara Ape ke mahArAja ApanA praznano uttara e che ke je kaI ApanI chAtImAM lAta mAre tenI ane kulathI pUjA karIe ! mahArAja A uttara sAMbhaLIne khuzakhuza thaI gayA. temaNe kahyuM, mArA vRddha mitro ! tamAro uttara kharekhara sAro che ane buddhinA camatkArathI bharelo che mATe huM tamArA upara khuza thAuM chuM ane tamane InAma ApavAnuM jAhera karUM chuM. bApu! akaLAze nahi. mahArAjAnuM A bolavuM sAMbhaLIne pelA juvAnIAo caDabhaDI uThayA. temaNe kahyuM, "mahArAja! A ze julama? ame Apane mATe maravA taiyAra thayA te chatAM ane tenuM kAMI ja InAma nahi ane A DosalAo tamArI chAtImAM lAta mAranArane kule pUjavA taiyAra thayA temane InAma ! mahArAjAe kahyuM, mitro ! tame

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(291). AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. sudhAbiMda 1 tuM akaLAI na uThe. tamane tamArI bhUla e DosalAe ja darzAvI Apaze. pachI mahArAjAe eka vRddhane kahyuM ke-tame je javAba Ape che te buddhinI caturAIthI bharelo che, paraMtu have te javAba tame ahIM A yuvAna mitrone samajAvI batAve. eka vRddha A uparathI ubhuM thayuM ane teNe kahyuM, "A prasaMga kAMI kharekhara laDAIne nathI athavA kharekhara te keAI mahArAjA sAhebane lAta mAravA paNa taiyAra thavAnuM nathI. mAtra A buddhino prazna che ane tene teja rIte javAba paNa devAnI jarUra che. juo bhAIo ! mahArAjAnI chAtImAM kAM te mahArAjAzrInI patnI athavA te putreja lAta mArI zake athavA te mahArAjAzrIne e kaI mahAbaLavAna ane raNakaLAkuzaLa zatru hoya te ja mahArAjAnI chAtImAM lAta mArI zake !' buddhinI balihArI, mahArAjAnI patnI athavA te temanI saMtati mahArAjAne lAta mArI avinaya kare chatAM teo mahArAjAnI kSamAne to mAtraja che ane emane mahArAjA game tevI sajA kare paraMtu e rAjakuLa hevAthI ApaNe te temanI phUlethI pUjA ja karIe emAM zakaja nathI. have e sivAya bIje je kaI mahArAjAne lAta mAranAra hoya, te te mahArAjAne mahArAjAthI vadhAre baLavALe zatruja che joIe, te mahArAjAne parAjaya karyA pachI ja mahArAjAne lAta mArI zake ane te ApaNe nA mahArAjAja thAya te e navA mahArAjAne paNa ApaNe te phUle pUjaja rahya! arthAta buddhikauzalya mATe mahArAjAzrIe pUchelA praznane ame Ape che teja eka mAtra vyAjabI uttara che. mahArAjAe A vANI sAMbhaLI pelA tarUNe tarapha joyuM ane temane kahyuM, "bhAIo ! joyuM, AnuM nAma te buddhinI balihArI have tame ja kaho ke buddhi vagara zuM ekalA baLathI rAjya cAlI zake kharuM? buddhi hoya te baLa te bhADutI paNa bheguM karI zakAya, paraMtu baLathI kAMI bhADutI buddhi lAvI zakAtI nathI. prAcIna kALa juo, mahArAjAnA A zabe yuvAnane paNa pasaMda paDayA ane temaNe chevaTe vRddhonI ja mahattAne kabula rAkhI. ApaNe atyAre paNa joIe chIe ke sarakArane koI khAsa prazna upara vicAra calAvavAne heya che tyAre te vRddhonI ja salAha le che. khAsa kAma prasaMge sarakAra yuvakasaMghanI salAha mAgatI nathI, paraMtu jeo pensanara che evAone bhegA karIne temanI ja salAha levAmAM Ave che ane te prasaMge temane ja mAna maLe che. pensana kAMI vagara zarate ApI devAtuM ja nathI. pensana ApavAmAM paNa evI zarata te jarUra hoya che ke jyAre rAjyanuM kArya hoya tyAre pensanaree AvIne jarUra hAjara thavuM. prAcInakALano ItihAsa tame tapAsaze te tamane mAlama paDaze ke jyAre yuvAna rAjAo gAdIe besatA hatA tyAre vRddhone temanA salAhakAra tarIke nImavAmAM AvatA hatA ane vRddhonI salAha pramANe ja yuvAne pitAnuM vartana rAkhatA hatA. have tame jarA upara kahelA daSTAMta upara tamAruM pAna sthira kare ane mahArAjAne tarUNee tathA vRddhoe ApelA praznonA uttara mama vicAre.

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(292) sudhAbiMdu / chuM. tarUNAe ekadama uMchAchaLA uttara ApI dIdhA ane laDavAne mATe talavAra kheMcI kADhI! paraMtu vRddhoe praznonA mama samajIne tene vyAjakhI uttara vALyA. yuvAnAnA vicAro kSaNika AvezathI bharelA ane aTharelapaNAvALA hoya che. yuvakeAmAM A khAmI che ane bALakInI asaMkalpavikalpatA tenA ajJAnane AbhArI che, AthIja A parama pratApI jainazAsane zrAvakeAnA lakSaNamAM vRddhane anusaravuM eja guNu kahyo che. ane tao athavA teA khALakane anusaravuM ene guNu mAnyA nathI. arthAt vRddhane anusaravuM eja zrAvakanA guju Thare che. vRddha peAtAnA jIvanamAM je je anubhavA meLave che te kAMi amastA athavA tA maphata meLavI le che ema te mAnatAja nahi. pagale pagale te ThAkara khAya che, pagale pagale tene dhappA paDe che tyAreja tene jJAna maLe che. AvI rIte vRddhe meLaveluM jJAna e tenI moTAmAM meTI kiMmata ApIne meLaveluM jJAna che paraMtu je tarUNa vRddhane anusare che te tarUNane te e apAra jJAna vagara paiseja maLI javAnuM che. e jJAnane mATe tene vadhArAnA eka paNa paisA kharacavAne hAtAja nathI. ppA para pAja paDe. mAna-sudhAsidhu. vRddhAnusAritva eja guNu. rAjAne navA pradhAna joitA hAya tA te pradhAna evA zeAdhe che ke je peAtAnI pahelAMnA samayanA pradhAneAnI kIrti ane peAtAnA pahelAMnA pradhAnAne jANavAvALA hAya, senApati joitA hAya te te paNa evA zeAdhe che ke je pahelAMnA senApatinA vRttAMtene jANavAvALAja hAya. A saghaLA uparathI vRddhAnusAripaNAnI mahuttAja samajAvA pAme che. vRddhonI sevA eTale vagara paisAnA anubhava, vagara InuM jJAna, vagara pInI kAleja! vRddhonA anubhava na zIkhIe teA pariNAma e Ave che ke ppA upara dhappA paDeja javAnA ane tAlaku' paNa besI javAnuM! AthI spaSTa thAya che ke bhUtakALanI je jiMdagI che temAM khanelA banAvA bhaviSyamAM na bane te mATe jagatamAM bhUtakALamAM banelA banAveA peAtAnuM zubha IcchanArAe khyAlamAM rAkhavAja paDavAnA, ane tethIja e bhUtakALanA banAvAnA itihAsagraMthA rUpI vRddhonI tamAre sevA karavIja paDavAnI. je tarUNa AvA vRddhonI sevA karavA arthAt temane pagale cAlavA nA pADe che te tarUNa bezaka bhUtakALanA itihAsa vAMcavAnI nA pADe che emaja kahI zakAya. * asa'jJI AtmA kANu ? vRddhonI sevA A rIte parameyAgI Thare che paraMtu te chatAM ahiM yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke A sevA mAtra A jiRRgIne mATeja che. zAstrakAra mahArAjAe te ema spaSTa rIte kahe che ke je AtmA bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAna ji'dagInA vicAro nathI karatA tevA AtmA asa'nI che. je AtmA traNe jiMdagInA vicAra nathI karatA tevA AtmA asaMjJI kahevAya che. AthIja zAstrakAra mahArAjAe jainatvanI gaLathuthI pAvI ene bahuja jarUrI gaNe che. jo e gaLathuthI pAvAmAM AvI hAya te! e gaLathuthIne prabhAveja AtmA pAtAnI traNe kALanI jiMdagInI vicAraNA taraphaja avazya TheravAya che. AtmA anAdinA che, ka saMcAga anAdinA che ane bhava paNa anAdinA che e gaLathuthI jo pAvAmAM AvI hAya ane te jo AtmAmAM pacI gai hAya tA tethI kevA mahAn phAyadAo thAya che. te parame|pakArI bhagavAn zrIjinezvaradevAnA zAstrane AdhAre have joIe.

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snAna ha-sudhAsi u, 293) bhayaMkara bhAgIdArI Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat sudhALi'Gga 1 chuM. vivekavALA kANu ? zAstrakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya zrImAn yajJezavijayajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAjA sabhya thavAnA kalyANu mATe jJAnasAra prakaraNa nAmaka graMthamAM dharmAMpadeza ApatAM jaNAve che |-mA sa'sAramAM je AtmA dharmiSTha che, je AtmAnI AtmakalyANanI IcchA che, je AtmA bhavabhIrU arthAt A mahAzaya kara bhavathI bhaya pAmanArA che ane je AtmA mAkSanAja athI che teNe te peAtAnAja AtmakalyANane mATe peAtAnI bhUta, vaMmAna ane bhaviSyanI ji'dagInA avazya khyAla karavAja ghaTe che. je pAtAnI A traNe prakAranI avasthAnA khyAla karI zakatA nathI athavA je khyAla karavAja mAgatA nathI te avazya samajI gaNI zakAtA nathI. A jagatamAM je manuSya bhUtammAdi bhinna bhinna kALAnA vicAraja nathI karatA te manuSyane ApaNe zUnyamanavALA kahIe chIe A vAta vyavahAranI dRSTie joI. have dharmazAstranI dRSTie zAstrakAra mahArAjAone vicArazUnya kAne gaNyA che te joie. A saMbaMdhamAM jainazAsane arthAt ke jainazAsananA sanuM kalyANu sAdhanArA gamee spaSTa niNUya ApIja dIdhele che. jIe: A bhAgyazALI AtmA ! dharma zAstranI draSTie vicArazUnya kAme gaNuvAmAM AvyA che tenA vicAra karatAM mAlama paDe che ke je AtmAne peAtAnI bhUta, vartamAna ane bhaviSyanI sthitine aMge bhaya thatA nathI te AtmAze. vicArazUnya che. jagata mAtra A jiMdagI puratA vicAra kare che tene vicAravALA mAne che kAraNa e che ke jagate A jIdagI puratAja vyavahAra mAnI lIdheA che ane tethIja je AtmA A jiMdagI puratAja vicAra kare che tene paNa jatte vicArazIla mAnI lIdheA che. jagatanI vicAra maryAdA keTalI che tenA vicAra karIe chIe eTale mAlama paDe che ke jagatanI vicAramaryAdvAja TukI che. TuDI eTale A jiMdagI puratIja. kei AtmA sArA kuLamAM janmyA athavA khAnadAna kuLamAM janmyA eTale sa`sAra te AtmAne bhAgyazALI AtmA kahI de che. je mANasa paiseTake bharapura hAya, gheADAgADI vagerethI yukta hAya, rAjasabhAmAM je sattAdhArI hoya, tene duniyA bhAgyazALI kahI de che. jagata A rIte bhAgyazALipaNAnI maryAdA A ekaja janma puratI mAMge che. www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. jagatanI A maneAdazAnuM pRthakkaraNa karIe te mAlama paDe che ke jagatanA vicAranu` salaja lAMbe jaI zake evuM nathI. tene A janma puratI meja dekhAi, A janma purateA mANasa sukhI dekhAyA eTale te kahI deze ke, "ahe| bhAI phalANA mANasa keve sukhI ane samRddhizALI che! A janmamAM sukhI dekhAtA mANusa AvatA janmane mATe pApanI mahA bhayakara sAmagrI ekaThI karatA hAya tenI A jagatane paravA nathI. A bhave sukhI dekhAtA AtmA Avate bhave nArakI dazAmAM, tiya ca dazAmAM athavA te tethIe adhama dazAmAM rakhaDavAnI sAmagrI ekaThI karatA hoya te vAta sa sAra jovAnI nA pADe che. duniyAne have pachInI jiMdagI kevI Avaze tenA vicAra nathI, tene tenI paravA nathI, AgaLa vadhIne ema kahIe te paNa te khATuM nathI ke jagatanI eTalI lAMbI daSTija nathI! eja pramANe A bhave sukhI dekhAtA AtmAnA gayA bhave kaeNvA bhayaMkara ane pApI haze tathA e bhavAmAM eNe kevAM kevAM kAmA karyAM haze te jovA jANavAnI paNa jagatane jarUra nathI. myAna sudhAsiMdhu. 66 zarIre sukhI te sukhI sarva vAte !" ( 294) apa-Tu-DeTa tharmAsiTara ! jagatanuM thiimaTara kevuM che te A uparathI ApaNe joI zakIe chIe tenu tharmomiTara evu che ke A jiMdagI sArI tA badhuja sArUM' ane A jiMdagI kharAkha te badhu ja kharAba ! duniyAnuM A thiimaTara che ane A tharmsamiTara vaDe duniyA badhAja AtmAone mApavAnI vAta rAkhe che. jagatanu' A *miTara mAnya rAkhavuM athavA te A bhava sArA te badhuja sArU ane A bhava kharAma tA badhu ja kharAba evuM mAnI levuM enuja nAma " '@AjasaMjJA ' vartamAna jiMdagIneja mahatva ApavuM ane teneja mekhare cAlavuM ene zAstrakAroe leAkasa'jJA kahI che. tame AkhA jagata tarapha juo, athavA jagatanA eka mANasa taraphe jIe, eka pazu jue, eka DhAra juo, ke ekendriya prANI jIe: para`tu tameAne tarataja mAlama paDaze ke e badhAM ekaja ji'dagInA vicAre cAlI rahyAM che. kevaLa vata mAna jiMdagInA eTale cAlu ji'dagInA vicAra mAtrathIja sau kASTha peAtAne samaya niSkrame che. jagatanA vicitra vicAra A ji'dagI sArI taiAja saghaLu' sArUM' ane A jiMdagI mAThI te saghaLuMja mAThuM. A jagatanI bhrAmaka mAnyatA che. bhUtakALanI aneka ji'dagIe kharAba hAya ane vamAnanI ekaja jiMdagI sArI AvI hAya tenI A jagatane paravA athavA ciMtA nathI athavA bhaviSyanI jiMdRgIe paNa kharAba AvavAnI hAya tenIe A sa'sArane ciMtA nathI, mAtra cAlu jiMdagI sArI hoya eTale tene basa che te badhuMja sArU mAne che. eja rIte bhUtakALanI jiMdagI sArI haiAya, bhaviSyanI jiMdagIe paNa sArI AvavAnI hAya chatAM paNa jo cAlu jiMdagI kharAba hAya te| tene A jagata badhu ja kharAba mAne che arthAt bhUta ane bhaviSyanI jiMdagInI zubhAzubhatA e sArApaNu' nahiM paraMtu vartamAna jiMdagInIja zubhAzubhatA eja sArApaNuM che eve A jagatanA vicAra che. A vicAra

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khAnada-sudhAsiMdhu (295) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM mahAlaya'kara hoi A vicAraneja zAstrakAra- nAtitA kahe che. nAstikapaNAnI jaDa je kAI sthAne rahelI haiAya te te Aja sthaLe rahelI che. nAstikatAne bhaya kayAM che? je svabhAvathIja nAstika che te bhUtakAlIna jiMdagI ke bhaviSyakALanI ji MdagIne prathama tA mAnatAja nathI. bhUta ane bhaviSyanI jiMdugIne jo nAstike mAnatA nathI te pachI e saMbadhamAM temanA ze| siddhAMta hAvA joIe te joie, nAstikAnA mudrAlekha zu' hAvA joie te vicArIe. bhUta ane bhaviSyanI ji'da gIne age ene na manAvIe te enI mAnyatAmAM ane kAMi muzkelI ke aDacaNa jaNAtI nathI. bhUta ane bhaviSyanI jiMdagIne yAM mAnavAne prasaMga Ave che tyAMja ene aDacaNa Ave che. nAstikAne paNa A jiMdagIne aMge teA pApapUNya, sukhadu:kha, jIvatattva vagere mAnavAmAM zI paNa aDacaNa AvatI nathI. mAtra aDacaNa Ave che punarbhava mAnavAmAMja !! nAstiko ane AstikenI vacce jo kAI mahatvanA bheda hAya tA te eTaleja che ke nAstike A ekaja janma mAnIne cAle che ane bhUtabhaviSyanA janmanA kAMi vicAraja karatA nathI tyAre AstikA e badhA janmAne mAne che ane te saghaLAneja samudAyarUpe mAnIneja cAlavAnuM TharAve che. bhUta hoya te bhaviSya kharUM ja! nAstika AtmA je bhUtakALanA bhava mAne te tene muzkelI e AvI paDe che ke jo te bhUtakALanA bhavA mAne te tene bhaviSyakALanA bhavA paNa mAnavAja paDe che. bhUta ane bhaviSya ane eka khIjA para AdhAra rAkhanArA che. bhaviSyamAM amuka paristhiti hoya teA tenI apekSAe amuka sthiti bhUtakALa che, ane bhUtakALamAM amuka sthiti hAya tAja tenI apekSAe amuka sthiti te bhaviSyakALa che. arthAt bhUta ane bhaviSyakALa eka khIntanI apekSAeja che. bhUtakALanI taiyAti mATe bhaviSyakALa mAnaveAja paDe che ane bhaviSyakALanA astitva mATe bhUtakALa mAnavAja paDe che. vaLI jo te pUrvabhava ane uttarabhava mAne che te pachI tene sukhaduHkharUpI vastuAne paNa kA - kAraNabhAva kabula rAkhavAja paDe che. amuka AtmA A (vartamAna) janmamAM sukhI che athavA amuka AtmA A (vartamAna) janmamAM du:khI che te e paristhitimAM tene kabula rAkhavuMja paDe che ke bhUtakALanI jiMdagImAM puNya karanArA A janme sukha pAmyA che ane bhUtakALanI ji MdagImAM pApa karanArA A janmamAM du:kha pAme che. kerI che tyAM AMkhe cheja. A prazna sArI rIte samajavAne mATe ahIM jhADa ane phaLanuM udAharaNa leA. eka vRkSa ugyuM hAya ane tene phaLa thayAM hAya tA e phaLane aMge khIja ke mULa manAvavuM temAM muzkelI nathI, teja pramANe A bhavanA sukhadu:kha, A bhavanuM nIrogIpaNuM e saghaLI evI cIja che ke te siddha thaeluM kArya che, eTale te siddha thaelA kArya nuM kAraNu mAnavuM temAM jarAya muzkelI nathI. AMkhAnA jhADa upara kerI AvI che e vastu satya che teA sahuja ema mAnavu ja paDe che ke tyAM AMkhe vavAele hateAja. kerI che te tyAM AMkhe vavAelA hatA e sAbIta karavA mATe tarkazAstranI dRSTi le ke bIju` keAi sAdhana leA paNu jarAya muzkelI nathIja

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (296). suvAbiMda 17 paDavAnI. jyAM AMbA parathI kerI utarI hatI tyAM be vavAye hate e siddha karavAmAM tadana saraLatA che. astu. tyAre ApaNe karele vicAra pharIthI tapAse. ApaNe e vAta vicArI ane nakkI karI gayA chIe ke jyAM kerI utarI che tyAM AMbe vavAya che. ekane mAne te bIjAne mAnavAja paDaze. "kerI utarI che tyAM be vavA ho" e ApaNe vartamAnakALanI vAta karI hatI. have e nizAnI nizAnIo AgaLa vadhavAnuM che je pramANe A sthaLe goTala paDavAthI AMkhe thayo hate teja pramANe je bIjI jagyAe gaTale paDe te tyAM zuM thAya? javAba eja maLaze ke Aja thAya! prathama ApaNe e vAta karI ke AMbA parathI kerI utarI che. pachI tenA uparathI e vastu nakakI karI ke AMbo vAvyo hato. pachI e vAta nakkI karI ke (jayAM eja rIte goTale vavAze tyAM) AMbe ugaze. e rIte ApaNe bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAna e traNe kALa nakkI karI lIdhA. sauthI pahelAM ApaNe vartamAnakALanI vAta karI ke A ugele che ane tenA uparathI kerI utare che. pachI tenA uparathI ApaNe bhUtakALane mArge gayA. ke jyAM kerI utarI che tyAM goTale vALyA hatA pachI te uparathI ApaNe bhaviSyane raste lIdho ke jyAM geTalo paDaze tyAM be ugaze. A rIte je ApaNe vartamAnakALa mAnIe chIe te ApaNane bhUta ane bhaviSyakALa paNa mAnavAja paDe che. arthAta pahelAM ApaNe vartamAna kALa mAnya rAkhI lIdho, ApaNe vartamAna kabula rAkhe eTale temAMthI pachI bhUtakALa para gayA ane bhUtakALane paNa kabula rAkhe eTale bhaviSyakALa paNa kabula thaIja gaye. atItakALanI jiMdagI je ApaNe kAraNa tarIke sAbIta karI zakIe te bhaviSyanI jiMdagI kAryarUpa sAbIta karavAmAM koIpaNa vAMdho naja Ave. thaI gayAne bhaya zA mATe ? have prazna e thaze ke ApaNe A rIte bhUta, vartamAna ane bhaviSya e traNe avatArone mAnya te rAkhyA paraMtu bhUtakALane bhaya rAkhavAnuM prajana zuM? pahele bhava devatAne thayo haya, mANasane thaye hoya, nArakI thaye hoya ke tiryaMcana thayo hoya, paraMtu tene aMge vidyamAna janmamAM bhaya rAkhavAnuM zuM kAraNa che? bhUtakALamAM tiryaMcAnImAM bakarAne avatAra AvyuM hoya ane adhamIoe Izvarane khuza karavAne nAme bakarArUpI pitAne kApI nAkhe, e vakhate gaLA para charI paDI hoya, apAra duHkha paDayuM hoya, charA nIce chuMdAyA, cuMthAyA, ukALAyA, cavAyA e saghaLI kriyA thaI, paraMtu vartamAna jiMdagImAM ene bhaya rAkhavAthI e thayelI kriyA DIja kAMI na thaelI thavAnI hatI? te pachI e thaI gaelI jiMdagIne paNa bhaya zA mATe have joIe? ane e bhaya rAkhavAnuM zAstrakAro zA mATe kahe che? A jIve zuM zuM karyuM che? anAdi nigodamAM paNa jIvatAva hoya che. e jIvatatvane jeo samajI zakatA nathI tevA AtmAo anaMtakAya jIne thatAM lAbhahAni, sukhaduHkhane samajI zakatA nathI. teo pitAnA kSaNika sukhane khAtara

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (27) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM anaMta jIvane ghANa kADhe che paraMtu temanA dIlamAM jarA jevI paNa evI arerATI thatI nathI ke are ! huM mArA kSaNika sukhane mATe A anaMta chane nAza karuM chuM e kaye AdhAre? anaMta jIne saMhAra karavAne mane ze haka? anaMta jIvane saMhAravAnI mArI zI sattA AvA AtmAo je bajAre zAka levA jAyate teo jarUra lasaNanI kaLI ja mAgI lAve. Aje paMcendriyamAM Avela ane vilAsavAsanAone dAsa thaI mahAlanAro mANasa vicAra karatuM nathI ke pite paNa eka divasa nigadamAM ha! lasaNanI kaLImAM ekendriya dazAmAM rahelA cha laTAya, chuMdAya, raMdhAya, baphAya, kacarAya, cavAya ane badhuM duHkha veThe che. A saghaLuM du:kha paNa Aje jIva veThe che. Aje je jIva paMcendriyamAM che teja jIva e kendriyamAM paNa hatuM ane A saghaLuM dukha te jIve paNa veThayuM hatuM. mAnavabhavanI mahattA. paMcendriyamAM vasatA jIve bhUtakALamAM AvI avasthAo bhegavelI hovA chatAM Aje tene tenI e dazAne khyAla AvatuM nathI. nigAdamAM pate lasaNanI kaLI jevA padArthamAM keTalAye bhAge hatA te vAta Ajane jIva vicArate nathI! e vakhate jIvanI kiMmata keTalI hatI? mAgyAtagyA jeTalI, zAka levA janAra maphatamAM mAgI lAvato ane kaI cIjane eka TukaDo Avato temAM paNa Ajane jIva tenA anaMtamAM bhAgamAM rahela hato! Ajano paMcendriya jIva potAnI A bhUtakALanI sthitine visarI jAya che. te jANato nathI ke pitAne e avasthAmAM kevAM ane keTalAM dukhe paDyAM hatAM. je AtmA pitAnA A pAchalA bhanI kiMmata sArI rIte samaje che te AtmA ja manuSyabhavanI sAcI mahattAne pIchANI zake che. bIjAthI mAnavabhavanI mahattA samajI ja zakAtI nathI. lImaDo kare che enA pAMdaDAMne svAda ke che te samajanAroja sAkaranI miThAzane pAmI zake che. tuM zuM samaje che?" evA zabdo je AtmA bole che teNe pite samajavAnI jarUra che ke te pite A zabdo bolanAra pahelAM kyA rUpamAM hato? je e vastu te barAbara samajI jAya te manaSyabhavanI mahattAne paNa te ApoApa ja samajI zake ane jyAM enI mahattA samajI zako ke tene e mahattAne upayoga karavAnI paNa khacitaja preraNA thAya. manuSyapaNuM e kAMI mazkarI nathI. e sahelAIthI nathI maLavAnuM. e kAMI paisA ApIne paNa nathI meLavAtuM, paraMtu bhavitavyatAne geja e maLI jAya che, te pachI evo keNa mUrNa AtmA haze ke je e rIte maLelA A mAnavabhavane vyartha karavAmAM mahattA mAnaze? tene mAnavabhava nakAmo che. manuSyabhava maLyA chatAM paNa je AtmA pitAnA svarUpane vicAra karato nathI te samajI leje ke te AtmA koI paNa bhavamAM potAnuM kalyANa karI zakavAnI sthitimAM ja nathI. je manuSyapaNuM maLyA chatAM paNa tame e manuSyapaNAne have nathI laI zakatA te tamArUM e mAnavapaNuM mithyA che. manuSyabhavamAM paNa je tame karmathI bacI na zake te pachI tame bIjA koI paNa bhavamAM karmathI bacI zakavAnA nathI ja enI khAtarI rAkhaje. je mAnavapaNAmAM AvyA chatAM paNa jIva AtmAne udaya na kare, pitAnA svarUpane na oLakhe ane e svarUpane oLakhIne tene levAno prayatna paNa na kare te teNe vicArathavAnI jarUra che ke te mAnavabhavane khaIne AgaLa zuM karavAnuM hatuM? je AtmA pitAnA subhAgye

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Anada-sudhAsiMdhu. (298) sudhAbiMdu uM. maLe mAnavabhava nakAme khei de che, e bhavanI mahattAne pIchANatuM nathI ane pIchANIne tene upayoga karatuM nathI te AtmA pitAnuM mAnavabhavapaNuM nakAmuMja gumAve che ema kahevAmAM jarApaNa atizayokti thatI nathI. ajabagajabanI bhAgIdArI. ApaNe jaDa anaMtakAyamAM rahelI che. anaMtakAyanI bhAgI dArI bhayaMkara che. tame vaLI karmasaMgraha karIne evI bhAgIdArImAM joDAtAM vicAra karI leje. anaMtakAya e eka anaMtAbhAgIdAranI peDhI che. duniyAmAM bIjI saghaLI bhAgIdArIo paisATakAnI hoya che. paisAmAM bhAgIdArI heI zake, paraMtu khorAkanI bhAgIdArI A jagatamAM ApaNe kadI sAMbhaLI, jANe ke pIchANa nathI. kherAkanI bhAgIdArI kaI rAkhatuM ja nathI. koI paNa dhaMdhAnA be bhAgIdAroe kadI e karAra karyo hoya ema ApaNe jANatA nathI ke mArAthI tAre juduM na khAvuM ane mAre tArAthI juduM na khAvuM! je zarIramAM eka bhAgIdAra raheto hoya te ja zarIramAM bIjA bhAgIdAre paNa rahevuM joIe evuM kadI ApaNe sAMbhaLyuM nathI. AhAra ane zarIra paNa be bhAgIdAronA ekaja hAvAM joIe, te paNa judAM na hoI zake evuM kadI kaI paNa sthaLe saMbhavatuM nathI. vyavahAramAM koI sthaLe AhAra ane zarIranI ekatra bhAgIdArI nathI te pachI IndriyanI bhAgIdArI te kayAMthIja hoI zake? evI koI paNa sthaLe na hoya tevI bhAgIdArI ahIM anaMtakAyamAM AtmAe svIkArI che. e bhAgIdArI bhayaMkara che. anaMtakAyamAM anaMta AtmAone saMyoga e anaMtakALanI bhAgIdArI che. A bhAgIdArI AjakAlanI nathI, pAMca paccIsa varSanI nathI, paraMtu te anaMtakALanI anaMtAjInI bhAgIdArI che. e bhAgIdArInI bhayaMkaratA paNa khAsa vicAraje. zvAsa paNa badhA jIvoe sAtheja le, AhAra paNa badhAe sAthe ja le, ekalAthI na zvAsa levAya ke na AhAra levAya; evI A anaMtA AtmAnI bhayaMkara bhAgIdArI purAtana kALathI-anAdithI cAlatI Ave che. AhAra, zarIra, Indriya, zvAsocchAsa A saghaLAmAMja A badhAnI bhAgIdArI che. have vicAra karo ke je ApaNe e bhayaMkara bhAgIdArImAM bharAI gayA te pachI temAMthI kyAre ane kevI rIte chUTI zakIe? ApaNe purAtanakALathI AvI bhAgIdArImAM phasAelA hatA. e bhAgIdArI te gIramITIAonA karAra jevI che. AsAmanA cahAnA bagIcAnA majuranA nasIbamAM jeTalI gulAmagIrI che tenA karatAM A bhAgIdArInI gulAmagIrI vadhAre bhayaMkara che. anaMtakAyamAMthI manuSyapaNuM pAmelA ApaNe e bhAgIdArImAMthI chUTayA chIe, paraMtu e chUTakAro ke AbhArI che tene vicAra karo. kevaLa bhavitavyatAthI ja ! A mUrkhAibharelI bhAgIdArImAMthI ApaNe chUTayA chIe e kAMI ApaNA puruSArthathI ApaNe chUTayA nathI. ApaNuM baLathI ApaNe chUTayA nathI, paraMtu kAMIka bhavitavyatAne cage ApaNe thyA thaI zakyA chIe. na dhArela kAMI banAva banI jAya ane tene ApaNane lAbha maLI jAya tevI rIte koI bhavitavyatAne the ApaNe e gulAmI bhAgIdArImAM RA thaI gayA chIe paraMtu vaLI evI bhavitavyatA maLatI ja

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (29) sudhA biMdu 1 luM raheze ane ApaNe chUTA thaI zakIzuMja e e bhavitavyatA upara vizvAsa che keIpaNa mANasa naja mUkI zake. dhAro ke tame jaMgalamAM gayA che. jaMgalamAM kaI vAghanA hAthamAM tame sapaDAI gayA che ane vAgha tamene tarApa mArIne khAI javAne mATe taiyAra banI rahyo che. vAghe tamArA upara tarApa paNa mArI, paraMtu te tamArI upara AvI paDe te pahelAM ja AkAzamAMthI vIjaLI tUTI paDI, dhaDAko thayo ane vAgha marI gaye. tamArI rakSA thaI. A vakhate Akarimaka sacogene lIdhe tamArI rakSA thaI che e vAta sAcI che paraMtu zuM e rIte daravakhate tamArI rakSA thayA karaze ema tame mAnI zakaze? mUMI mAnavAmAM mudo zuM? akasmAtane yoge ekavAra tamArI rakSA thaI tethI vAraMvAra tamArI rakSA thayAja karaze evuM tame mAnI letA nathI ane vAghanA paMjAmAM AvI paDe evI rIte vAraMvAra tame jaMgalamAM javAnuM pasaMda karatAja nathI, teja rIte tamAre ahIM paNa samajI levAnuM che. bhavitavyatAne vege vaLI tame gulAmI bhAgIdArImAMthI chUTIja zakaze ema mAnI laIne kaI paNa DAhyo mANasa ke je bhavitavyatAne ge e gulAmImAMthI chUTela che te pharI pharI e gulAmImAM javAnuM pasaMda nahija kare. je koI e dAve karatA hoya ke bhAI! ekavAra gulAmI bhAgIdArI kare paraMtu te chatAM e bhAgIdArImAMthI bhavitavyatAne geja chUTI gayA kharAne, mATe kare sAhasa ! vaLI e bhavitavyatAne geja ApaNe chUTI jaIzuM e je kaI vicAra karaze athavA tevI rItanuM vartana paNa karaze te teNe te kharekhara eka prakAranI mUkhaI karI che temaja ApaNe kahI zakIzuM. A rItanA vartanane ApaNe mUkhAI athavA doDha DahApaNa kahIe chIe. have AvA vartanane ApaNe mUrkhatA kayA muddAthI kahIe chIe te vicArajo. bhaya rAkhavAnI jarUra che. anaMtAnI bhAgIdArImAM tame baMdhAyelA hatA. e bhAgIdArI mAMthI tamane kaI choDAvI zake evuM ja na hatuM. tamArA pitAnAmAM evI zakti na hatI ke tame chUTI zake. tyAre vicAra kare ke tamane koNe choDAvyA ane tame kevI rIte chUTI zakyA? tamane javAba ekaja maLaze ke tame kevaLa bhavitavyatAne lIdhe ja chUTI zakyA che, bIjA koI paNa kAraNathI tamAro chUTakAre thaye nathI. bIjuM eka paNa kAraNa tamane anukULa na hatuM. AvA saMjogomAM ane A vakhate to bhaviSyamAM paNa kevaLa bhavitavyatAne Azare rahI zake kharA ke tamane tAva Avyo hoya, tAvane tame ekavAra dAkatara ane davAthI TALI zake paraMtu zuM tethI tame tAva pratye bedarakAra rahI zakaze ane bhalene tAva Avyo, dAkatara ane davA che ne, te tAva maTADaze, ema tame mAnI zakaze nahi. have vicAra kare che jenA niyamita kAraNa che tevA kAraNe vALA prasaMgo Ave tyAM tame kare che te pachI anaMtakAyanA prasaMgathI tamAre pote zA mATe na karavuM joIe vAraM?

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (300) suSAbiMdu 1 yu. anaMtakAya eTale bhayaMkaratA. anaMtakAyane prasaMga ke bhayaMkara che te vicAre. tamane mokSano mArga te kevaLI bhagavAne paNa batAvI zake che paraMtu je anaMtakAyane prasaMga AvI gayo che tene TALanAra jagatabharamAM koI nathI, evuM khAtarIthI mAnaje. tIrthakara bhagavAna, gaNadhara bhagavAna, zrutakevaLI bhagavAne saghaLA A bAbatamAM mauna che. nigodamAM gaelA jIvane bahAra lAvavA mATe tIrthakara bhagavAn AdinuM paNa kAMI calaNaja nathI. je anaMtakAyane prasaMga AvI jAya che temAMthI koI bhavitavyatAne prasaMga Ave teja bahAra nIkaLI zakAya che, nahi te bahAra nIkaLI zakAtuM ja nathI. je mANasa pote DAhyo hoya, pitAnAmAM DahApaNa che ema te samajAte heya, pitAnI vidvatAne je te saphaLa karI batAvavA mAgata hoya, te te evI bhavitavyatAne bharese kadI paNa bhUlIne bhamavAnuM pasaMda naja kare. jyAM ApaNe kAMI upAya nathI, jyAM ApaNuM kAMI cAlatuM nathI, jyAMthI ApaNe potAnI meLe mukta thaI zaktA nathI, je jagemAMthI mAtra bhavitavyatAne geja ApaNe TI zakIe te jage para vizvAsa rAkhIne javAnuM te mAtra mUja pasaMda karI zake. siddhAMta na bAMdhI zake. dhAre ke eka mANasa AMdhaLe che, apaMga che, bahere che, ajANyA che, AvA mANasane koIe khUba dArU pAye ane tene hAthe page pATA bAMdhIne ke moTA parvatanI guphAmAM nAkhI dIdhA. have vicAra karI juo ke svane paNa e mANasa A parvatanI khINamAMthI chUTIne koIpaNa rIte potAne ghera AvI zakaze khare? have evuM bane che ke eka dayALu mANasa e parvatemAM pharavA jAya che. parvatemAM pharatAM pharatAM pelA dayALu mANasanI najare A apaMga mANasa AvI caDhe che ane te kevaLa dayAthI te mANasanA hAthapaganA baMdha cheDI nAkhI tene ugArI laI pATe chaDI ghera pahoMcADe. che! zuM e uparathI tame e siddhAMta bAMdhI zake kharA ke "je koI mANasa apaMga, le, laMgaDe hAya, AMkhe pATA bAMdhyA hoya ane dArU pAIne tene parvatanI kaMdarAmAM nAkhI daIe to kaI dayALu mANasa tyAM jAya che ane tenA pATA cheDIne tene pAcho ghera lAvo mUke che?" kadI ja nahi. khudAne baMdA Avaze! have A AMdhaLo mANasa e vicAra kare che, "oha, AMdhaLA, tulA, laMgaDA thavAmAM paNa kAMI vAMdho te nathI ja he! kAraNa ke keI dayALu mANasa maLI jAya che ane tethI te ApaNI duHkhI dazAne sudhArIne pAcho asala jagAe eTale pitAne ghera laI Ave che, te A AMdhaLAne tame AMkhe paNa AMdhaLo ane akakalamAM paNa AMdhaLA eja kahezo ke bIjuM kAMI? dhAro ke tame ekavAra jaMgalamAM bhalA paDyA che. ahIM tamane madadagAra maLI jAya che ane te madadagAra tamene jaMgalamAMthI choDAve che. zuM tethI tame jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDe tyAre ke "khudA kA baMdA" Avaze ane mane choDAvaze evuM mAne che kharA ke? dayALu AtmA maLI jaze ane te mane mAre ghare laI Avaze evA vicAre koI paNa mANasa AMdhaLa thavA mAgataja nathI teja pramANe kaI maLI jaze ane te mane jaMgalamAMthI ugArI leze evI dhAraNAthI koI bhUla paDavA mAgateja nathI ! te pachI vicAra kare ke ApaNe paNa zA mATe akkalavALA ane samaju chatAM ApaNuM bhAvi na jevuM?

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu, (301) sudhAsiMdhu 1 luM e rasto bhayaMkara che. kahevAno matalaba e che ke ApaNe bhaviSyamAM kaI sthitimAM paDIzuM tene vicAra ApaNe karaja joIe. ekendriyamAM je samaye ApaNe hatA tyAre tyAM dharmazravaNane samaya na hate. dArUDIye pitAnuM svarUpa jANatuM nathI tema tyAM ApaNe ApaNuM svarUpa paNa jANatA na hatA. jema AMdhaLe bahere parvatanI khINamAM paDaye hate. tema ApaNe paNa kaMIpaNa na karI zakIe evI rIte anaMtakAyanimAM paDayA hatA. e yonimAMthI kharekhara ApaNe bhavitavyatAne geja bahAra AvI gayA chIe chatAM koI evuM mAnI le ke oha, anaMtakAyamAMthI chUTavAne raste te taddana sahele ja dekhuM! te AvA mUkhane tame kaI dazAmAM gaNaze? tame kaI divasa AMdhaLA baherA thavAne raste lIdhe che? tame koI divasa jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDavAne akhatare karyo che? nahija ! pachI je anaMtakAyanimAM ke jemAM DUbI gayA pachI tyAMthI chUTavAnI te kAMI vyavasthA ja nathI te yoninA nAmanI tamArAmAM bhaDaka na pese te samajI levuM ke te mANasa ja nathI. te samajuja nathI ! ! bhaya kayAre utpanna thAya? bhUtakALanA bhavene vicAra A jIve karyo ja nathI, tethI ja te anaMtakAyApaNAthI Darate nathI. je teNe bhUtakALane vicAra karyo hota te te jarUra tene e anaMtakAyayonine aMge bhaya thayA vinA kadI na raheta. nAnA chokarAne tame ekavAra gheDe besADo che. chokaro gheDe bese che paraMtu te ghoDA parathI paDI jAya che ane tene vAge che te te raDe che, paraMtu je pachI paNa tene mAbApa vAraMvAraja je ghaDe besADavAja jAya che te kadI ghoDe besato nathI. ghoDe besatAM paDe che. have vicAra karo ke chokaro zA mATe ghaDe nathI besate vAraM? eTalAja kAraNathI te ghoDA para besatuM nathI ke tene gheDA uparathI paDI javAnI bhaDaka pesI gaI che, ane jyAM tame e bALakane gheDe besADo cho ke e bhaDake che. jema bALakane ghoDA para besavAnI bhaDaka tyAre ja pese che ke jyAre e ghoDA para caDhIne paDI gaye hate e smaraNane te jAgRta kare che. te ja pramANe jIvAtmAne paNa bhavanI bhaThaka tyAreja pese che ke jyAre te bhavanI bhaDakane dhyAnamAM le che. arthAta jIva jyAre bhavanuM smaraNa kare che, bhavanI sthiti dhyAnamAM le che tyAre ja te bhavarUpI baMdhanathI bahIvA lAge che ganA bI ke vinA nI jyAre bhAvathI AtmAne bhaya thavAnI A vAta tame barAbara khyAlamAM leze arthAt ke AtmAne jyAre bhavene khyAla Ave che tyAre te bhAvathI bhaDakate bane che e vastune svIkAraze tyAre ja gaLathuthInI traNa vastumAM je "anAI jIve che tene barAbara marma tamArA samajavAmAM AvI jaze. "anAI che" e belatI vakhate ApaNane evI zaMkA thavA pAmI hatI ke ahIM "anAI jIve ema belAya che tethI lAbha zuM? anAI jIve ema bolIne te mAtra gayA bhavanIja sAbItI thAya che athAt tethI ApaNane lAbha nathI, mATe anAI jIve ema na belatAM kharI rIte "avinAsI jIve emaja balavuM joIe. anAIjIve e sAbIta karavA karatAM avinAsI jIve ema sAbIta karavAmAMja vadhAre phAyade che. have ahIM tame anAI che ane avinAsI jIve e bene taphAvata barAbara

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (302) sudhAbiMdu 1. dhyAnamAM lo. jIva avinAzI che e gaLathuthImAM ApavuM che paraMtu e avinAzI che evuM sAbIta karavAne mATe ja tenuM anAdipaNuM sAbIta karavAnI jarUra che. anAdipaNuM sAbIta kare. AvatA bhavane aMge je ApaNe belyA hota te te avi nAsI jIve emaja kahevuM paData. tyAre have vicAra kare ke e pramANe zA mATe kahevAmAM AvyuM nathI? ApaNuM kahevAnuM prayojana je AvatA bhavane mATe hoya te te avinAsI jIve ema kahevAthI banI zake ema che. avinAsI jIve ema kahyuM hoya te tethI evuM sahaja sAbIta karI zakAya che ke A jIvane vinAza nathIja. mAtra nAza che te A zarIraneja che arthAta bIjI rIte bolIe te A zarIrane nAza che paraMtu AtmAno nAza nathI emaja bAlavuM paDe che. A AtmA e rIte paNa avinAzI ja siddha thAya che, te pachI zarIroja nAza che paraMtu AtmAne nAza nathI, AtmA avinAzI che evuM tatvAmRta gaLathuthImAMja zA mATe na ApavAmAM AvyuM e vicArI juo. "zarIrano nAza che paraMtu AtmA avinAzI che evuM gaLathuthImAM na ApyuM tenuM kAraNa e che ke AtmAnuM avinAzIpaNuM sAbIta karavAne rasteja tene anAdipaNuM sAbIta karavAmAM rahelo che. janazAsana zuM kahe che? eka sAdhAraNa udAharaNa leze te paNa A vAta bahu sArI rIte samajI zakaze. kalpI le ke tame eka geTale vAge, tethI AMbo thaye che. have teja geTalo pharI pharI vavAze eTale AMbe thaze e vAta e geTaleja sAbIta karI zake che. te ja rIte AtmAnuM anAdipaNuM sAbIta thayuM che tethI AtmAnuM avinAzIpaNuM te enI meLeja siddha thAya che. e ja kAraNathI gaLathuthImAM sUtrAmRta rUpe "vinA bIve" ema na mUkatAM ganA nIve emaja mUkavAmAM AvyuM che. AvI vastusthiti hevAthIja jainatatvajJAnamAM, "je thaI gayuM tene paMDiteo zeka karavo ghaTate nathI" evA agaDaMbagaDe geLA gabaDAvavAmAM AvyA nathI. bIjA Arya zAsanamAM spaSTa rIte ema jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke je thaI gayuM che tene paMDito zoka karatA nathI. have tame spaSTapaNe jANI zakazo ke A upadeza mAtra nAstika ja Ape che ane nAstikeja tene mAnya rAkhe che. jemaNe mAtra vartamAnakALane vicAravA yogya mA che ane tene ja manahara go che tevAo ema kahevAnI hiMmata karI zake che ke "ri 7 " bIjAo te A upadeza nahija ApI zake. Astike ema na kahI zake. nAstikene aMge nAstikAcAryonA mata pramANe thaelAne thaI gaelAne zoka karavAne bhale na hoya, paraMtu Astikone mATe te jarUra thaI gaelAne paNa zoca karavAnuM ja che. amuka vastu bagaDI che. bagaDI e te jarUra bagaDI paraMtu je vastu bagaDI che e zA kAraNathI bagaDI che? kevA saMga heta te te na bagaData? tene bagaDavA devAmAM kayA saMgoe bhAga bhajavyo che e saghaLA pradIrdhadaSTivALAe te jarUraja vicAravAnA cheja. potAnA dezano saradAra bhaviSyanI eka paNa laDAImAM na hArI jAya evuM tapAsavAne mATe bhUtakALamAM ApaNe kayAM kayAM hArI gayA hatA ane zA mATe hArI gayA hatA

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AAna da-sudhAsiMdhu. (303) sudhAbiMdu 1 hu'. e vAta yuddhavizArada sauthI pahelI tapAse che. bhaviSyanI kALajI tyAreja rahI zake che ke jyAre tame bhUtakALane tapAseA che. je mANasa bhUtakALanA bagADAne tapAsatA nathI, te AtmA kadApi bhaviSyakALanI sAvacetI rAkhI zakateAja nathI. bhaviSyakALanI sAvacetI rAkhI e sAvacetIdvArA teja phateha pAme che ke jeNe bhUtakALa tapAsyA che. bhaviSyanuM mULa bhUtakALamAM che. bhUtakALamAM ApaNe kayA kayA bhavAmAM hatA ? tyAMthI ApaNe bhinna bhinna bhavA zA kAraNathI khadalyA hatA ? e bhavAmAM zuM zuM sukhadu:khA bhogavyAM hatAM e sukhaduHkhA bhAgavavAnuM zuM kAraNa hatuM ? bhUtakALanA bhavA maLavAnuM ane TaLavAnuM zuM kAraNa hatuM? e bhavAnA saMbaMdhamAM AvI jhINavaTathI jeo vicAre che teja bhaviSyanA karmone mATe sAvaceta banI zake che. bhUtakALanA karmA, bhavA ityAdine tapAsIe tAja bhaviSyamAM sudhArA karI zakIe chIe. arthAt A saghaLA uparathI eja eka vAta spaSTa thAya che ke bhaviSyakALa sudhAravAne jeo icche che temaNe peAtAnA bhUtakALa ane peAtAnA bhUtakALamAM thayelI bhUle e saghaLu' temaNe jINavaTathI jarUra tapAsavu ja joie. A te eka sAdhAraNa vAta che ke je peAtAnI pAchalI bhUlA jotA nathI ane e bhUlenuM anveSaNa karatA nathI te viSyamAM paNa leAmAMthI bacI zakatA nathI. arthAt je bhaviSyamAM sudharavA mAge che tenI pharaja che ke teNe pAtAnA bhUtakALa jovAja joIe, parAjaya kazizana, tame itihAsane yAda karazeA tA tamene mAlama paDaze ke varSoM pahelAM eka vAra jApAna ane rUzIyAne yuddha thayuM hatuM. A yuddhamAM jApAna chaja mahinAmAM vijayI thayuM hatuM ane rUzIyA hArI gayuM hatuM. AvuM mADhu rUzIyana mahArAjaya te veMta jeTalA jApAnanI sAme cha mahInA paNu TakI zakayu* na hatuM. rUzIyA A rIte hArI gayuM eTale teNe hArI "parAjaya kamizana" nI nImaNuMka karI hatI. tamene Azcarya thaze ke parAjaya thayA temAM te kamizana zu? vijaya maLyeA hAya te navA dezeAnI vyavasthA mATe kamizana mese e cAgya che, paraMtu A tA parAjaya thayA; tA pachI parAdhInatA mATe kamizana kevuM ? paNa rUzIyAnA rAjakama cArIe samajatA hatA ke tene evA kamizananIja jarUra hatI. kamizana eThuM. kamizane tapAsa calAvI ke phIyAnuM mahArAjya ATalu' badhu vizALa che. tenI pAse sAdhanasampati che, sainya che, zakya che, te chatAM tene parAjaya zA mATe maLe che? kamizane parAjayanAM kAraNA zeAdhI kADhavAM arthAta peAtAnA bhUtakALa joyA ane deza kayA kAraNeAthI hArI gayeA che te zeAdhI kADhyuM. bhavapara parA kayAre aTake kamizane deza kayA kAraNeAthI hAryAM che e zeAdhI kADhyuM` eTaleja teNe peAtAnA bhUtakALa joyA. bhUtamaLa joyAnuM pariNAma e Avyu ke teNe bhaviSyamAM e bhUle na thAya tenI takedArI rAkhI ane jyAre i. sa. 1914-18mAM jarmIna-rUzIyA raNasaMgrAma thaye tyAre ve'tabhara jApAna sAme cha mahinA paNa na TakI zakanArU rUzIyA mahAn jana mahArAjya sAme rA varSa sudhI TakI rahyuM!

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Ana H-sudhAsiMdhu. (304 ) sudhAzmi'duM 13, have vicAra kareA ke zIyAe parAjaya kamizana zA mATe besADayuM? javAba e che ke evA muTTAthIja e kamizana enDru' hatuM ke parAjaya kema thayA tenA kAraNeA zeAdhA ane e kAraNeA rAkeA. jema rUzIyA jApAna sAme mAtra chaja mahinAmAM hAravArUpI kalaMkavALuM banyuM hatu, tema ApaNA AtmA satata bhavapara parArUpI kalaMkavALA anyA che. AtmA anAdikALathI bhavapara parAe pharyAMja kare che. e tenI bhavapara MparA zAthI thAya che e vAta paNa tamAre tapAsavIja rahI che. jo tame e vAta tapAsazeA ke AtmAnI A bhavaparaparA zAthI thaI rahI che tAja tame te paraMparAnA kAraNeAne rAkI zakezeA, nahu te nahi. kamizana besADI. tyAre have tamArI pharaja zu' chete vicAraza. tame paNa karmathI parAjaya pAmyA che. karme tamArA upara jaya meLavyeA che ane te tamene 'sarI rUpI jagatamAM joDIja rAkhe che, mATe tamArI paNa pharaja che ke tamAre parAjayakamizana esADavuMja joie, paNa A kamizana kevuM hAvu joie tenA vicAra karo, lAkha lulIyA ane kroDa kANIyA bhegA maLe ane tame kaheA ke kamizana esI gayu* teA te na cAle ! kamizanamAM besanArA ku ArA evA dAvA joie ke te saghaLI sthitinA jANakAra hAvA joie. jo te saghaLI sthitina! jANakAra hAya tAja te saghaLA prazno barAbara tapAsI zake ane tenA tamArA upara ghaTita riporTa paNa karI zake. eja pramANe tamAre paNa tamArA pUrva bhava, tamArA pUrva karmI e saghaLAM jo yathAsthita jANavAM DAya te tamAre kamizana besADavuM joie ane e mizana tamArA saghaLA praznonuM kharAkhara jANakAra hAvuja joie. AvuM kamizana kyuM che e vicArI jue. jainazAstra e A jAtanuMja kamizana che. jjaina, mArA jevI thaze." jIva anAdinA che, karmAMsayAga anAdinA che, bhavAnuM amuka amuka kAraNa che, A rIte vartavAthI bhavaparaparA thAya che ityAdi vastuone jo kAi yathArtha paNe jANanArA hAya te te ApaNA jainaAgamagra MtheAja che. je anAdinA jJAnavALuM che, je anAdikALane jANe che, karma bhavane je jANI zake che, teja eka evA miznaranu kAma khajAvI zake che ke je tamane sAcA riporTa karI zake che. ane e riporTa tamAne bhUlAmAMthI bacAvI zake che. jee bhava eTale zuM tejana jANatA hAya, jIvatatvamAMja jemane gama na paDatI hAya, AtmAne jANavA jarUrI che evuM mAnya rAkhavAnI paNa jemane paravA na heAya, tevA laDhIMgAene jo kamizanamAM khAsI ghAlIe teA teo, vidhavA saubhAgyavatIne AziSa Ape ke mhena ! mArA jevI thaje!" evAja niNaeNya Ape ane ulaTu' satyAnAza vALe. A sthaLe ApaNA saghaLAnI dazA kevA prakAranI che tenA tamAre vicAra karavAnA che. ApaNA saghaLAnI dazA ahIM madhaLAnA jevIja che, kAraNa ke ApaNe mAtra Aja bhava jeTaluM jJAna rAkhIe chIe. ApaNI lAyakAtaja nathI. ApaNe tapAsa karavI che e tapAsIne tenuM mULa tA mAtra Aja bhavanI vAta jANIe chIe arthAt ApaNe spaSTaja thAya che. ApaNe badhA sAdhAraNa rIte kevA chIe tene Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat pUrvabhavanI, bhavapara'parA anAdinI che ApaNe kADhavAnuM che paraMtu ApaNe A mizana mATe nAlAyaka chIe e tame peAteja khyAla karo. ApaNe www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (305) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. mAtra Aja bhavane mahatva ApIe chIe. A bhaya sArA tA madhuja sArU ane A bhava kharAkha tA badhu ja kharAba evu' ApaNe mAnIe chIe. A bhavanI AgaLa ke pAchaLa ApaNI najara cAlI zakatI nathI. jo evA ApaNeja kamizanamAM bharAI jaIe te tenu pariNAma e Ave ke meTuM zUnya !! sAdhAraNa nyAyanI kArTo taraph paNa tame tamArUM' dhyAna doraze| te mAlama paDaze ke kAmAM jyAre nyAti sa`khazvInA kaeNseA cAle che tyAre te kaisAnu jajame Ta ApatAM pahelAM nA. jaja poteja e nyAtinA rivAjo zuM che, te kene kAne kevI rIte aMdhanakartA che vigere saghaLI mInA jANI le che ane pachIja te kesaneA nizya Ape che. dIkSADhAyadAnuM smaraNa karI. nyAyAdhIza je jAtinA kesa cAlatA hoya te jJAtinA rItarivAja na tapAse teA e nyAyAdhIzane insApha ApavAne adhikAraja paheAMcatA nathI e vAta tamAre dhyAnamAM levAnI che. ema samajo ke eka zaheramAM kAi jhaverIne tyAM jhaverAtanI vaheMcaNu ane 'matanA sa`baMdhamAM takarAra paDI che. have A takarAra patAvavAne mATe tame lavAda tarIke kAne lAvavAnuM pasaMda karaze, kaI sArA jhaverIneja lavAda tarIke lAvaze ke kaI ajANyA sakhasaneja athavA kAi bhIla DhALIneja lavAdanA sthAna para lAvIne gADhavI deze? jo bhIlaneja tame nyAyAdhIza banAve te pariNAma zUnyamAMja Ave! bhIa nyAyAdhIza thAya te vaDAdarAmAM dIkSAkAyadA saMbaMdhI jevA nyAya jainakAmane maLyA che tevAja nyAya maLe. vaDAdarA sa'sthAnamAM dIkSA sakhapInA thaelA kAyakrA tA tame badhA jANeAja che. e kAyadA prasa Mge sasthAne rAkhelA vartAnanuM A vakhate smaraNa karI eTale A vastu tamane kharAbara samajAze. paraNI na zakAya paNa vyabhicAra thAya. dIkSAnA praznanI mATI javAkhadArI ane e prazna sAthenA mukhya saMbaMdha sAdhune aMge hatA, chatAM rAjye sAdhuone tapAsavAnI tasdIja lIdhI na hatI. tame "megalAi" zabda kharAma vahIvaTa mATe vAra'vAra vAparA che, chatAM ahIM dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI jarUra che ke e megalAimAM paNa jenA saba dhamAM kAyado ghaDAya tene khelAvIne pUchavAmAM Avatu hatuM, paraMtu ahIM te tevuM paNu kAMi na thayuM. dIkSAthI jo koI navA samAja taiyAra thatA hAya tA te sAdhusamAja che. A sAdhusamAja kAMi bhArabhUta nathI, rakhaDatA nathI, rajhaLatA nathI, chatAM temane mATe kAyade karavAmAM AvyA che, paraMtu je bhArabhUta che, rakhaDatA rajhaLatA che, temane mATe saMsthAne koi jAtanA kAyakrA nathI ghaDayA. enA a tA eja karI zakAya che ke A kAyado ghaDanArAonuM mAnasaja evuM che ke cauda varSInA chekarA paraNI na zake, paratu cauda varSanA cheAkarA vezyAne tyAM jAya ane ghaDIbhara gammata karI Ave tenI harakata nahi!! evAja nyAya A khAkhatamAM paNa thayA che. kharI rIte jo kAi kAyadAnI jarUra DAya tA dIkSAvirAdhIone temanI caLavaLa karatA aTakAvanArA kAyadAnI jarUra che. pariNAma kaI vastunuM? dIkSA levI e AtmAnI vastu che. manuSyamAtra te mATe svataMtra che, paraMtu te chatAM thADAka agaDa bagaDa mANase TALakInA rUpamAM bhegA thaI manuSyanI svata tratA upara tarApa mAre che ane AvA harAmakhArAne koi rokatuM paNa

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (30) sudhA biMdu 1 he. nathI ! dIkSA saMbaMdhIne kAyade thaye te vastune ApaNuM AjanA vyAkhyAna sAthe pratyakSa saMbaMdha nathI. ahIM smaraNamAM rAkhavAnI vAta e che ke e kAyade thaye e moTe bhAge kaI vastunuM pariNAma che? javAba eja maLaze ke ayogya-dIkSA ane jenazAstromAM yogyatA nahi meLavelA evA-kamirAnuM kamizana beThuM ane teNe tapAsa karIne riporTa karyo tenuMja A pariNAma che. tapAsakone dIkSAdharmanuM jJAna na hatuM, dIkSAdharma keTaluM jarUrI che te vAta teo jANatA na hatA ane chatAM dIkSAne prazna tapAsavA nImAelA kamizanamAM teone kamiznara tarIke nImavAmAM AvyA hatA enuM pariNAma eja AvI zake ke je riporTa kamizana dvArA thAya te satyapathapradarzaka naja hoI zake. tyAga eTaleja jainatva. ane thayuM che paNa temaja! dIkSA jarUrI che te temane sUjhayuMja nathI !! AkhA jagata tarapha tame daSTi karaze te paNa tamane jaNAI Avaze ke sArAya saMsArane sAdhusaMsthA vinA cAlI zake che paraMtu jenene sAdhusaMsthA vinA cAlI zake ema cheja nahi. bIjA darzanene tapAsaze, pachI te Aryadarzane hoya, mlecchadarzana heAya ke yavanadarzane hoya, paraMtu e saghaLA darzanemAM gRhastha upadeza, vrata, dharmakriyA ityAdi saghaLuM karI zake che. koI paNa zAsana athavA darzana evuM nathI ke jene dharmane aDageja tyAgI saMsthAnI jarUra paDatI hoya ! ajenA deva juo. temanA devo paNa rAgI ane bAyaDIbacAMvALA! temanA devadUte temanA dharmanA mahApuruSe e saghaLAja bairI chokarAMvALA ane paiseTake bharapura. na te kaI verAgI na te kaI tyAgI !! have vicAra karo ke evAone sAdhusaMsthAnI zI jarUra hoya? alabatta temane kadAca jarUra hoya ema mAnIe paraMtu te paNa jene jeTalI jarUra che ema te nahi ja mAnI zakAya ane te nathI ja ! tyAga nathI te kAMI nathI. have tenI vAta vicAre. jene te ekaDe ekathIja sAdhu saMsthAnI jarUra che. tame pahele ekaDo belo che ke meahiMtANuM tyAMthI ja temane tyAgInI jarUra che. namo arihaMtANuM, paNa arihaMta kevA? te kahe ke tyAgI! cauda rAjalaka che, paraMtu e cauda rAjalakamAM paNa je kaI mAthuM namAvavA lAyaka heya te te pAMca tyAgIeja che. enuM kAraNa zuM? enuM kAraNa eja che ke jenA navakAramAMja tyAga bhare che. tyAganI uparaja tamAre navakAra racAelo che. tamAre tyAM te ekaja vAta che ke je, "tyAga che te saghaLuM che. je tyAga nathI te kAMI nathI." jyAM jainadharmane zvAsocchAsarUpI navakAra maMtraja tyAga upara che, jyAM tyAga eja jainadharmane zvAsocchAsa che, tyAM e tyAgane ja nAza thaye, e tyAgane ja daphanAvavAno prayAsa thaye, e tyAgane ja mArI nAkhavAnI vAta thaI te pachI e zvAsa vinA jainatvarUpI zarIra kevI rIte TakI raheze? khuba yAda rAkhajo ke tyAga che te jainatva che, tyAga che te sarvasva che, tyAga nathI te sarvasva nathI ane tyAga nathI te jainadharma paNa nathI ?

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (37) sulAbiMka 1che. rAma vinAnA "rAmarAma". popaTa Akho dahADe belA te rAmarAma bolyAja karaze, paraMtu rAma e koNa hatA tene tene ItihAsa pUcho te zUnyA bApa jANe ke rAma koNa? tene chUTo mUkazo te teja pipaTa rAmanI pratimA upara jaIne cAMca paNa mAraze ! e dazAmAM ja zuM ApaNe paNa nathI ne? vicArI juo! ApaNe tyAga, dIkSAne moDha belIe, navakAra maMtra meDhathI belIe, paraMtu e navakAramaMtranA ja AdhArabhUta tyAgane TakAva, tyAganI utpatti, tyAganI vRddhi, tyAgane nAza vagerene na samajIe te pachI ApaNe navakAra gaNIe ene kAMI artha ja nathI. navakAra gaNatAM chatAM paNa jo ApaNe tyAganuM mUlaya na samajIe te pachI ApaNI dazA pAMjarAmAMnA popaTa jevIja samajI leje. pipaTa rAmarAma bole che kharI, paraMtu tene rAmanI kiMmata rahetI nathI te ja pramANe ApaNe paNa tyAgarUpa navakAra belIe chIe kharA paraMtu e tyAganI utpatti, vidyamAnatA ane vRddhine TakAvI rAkhavA mATe ApaNe pavitra rIte phanA thatAM na zIkhIe te samajI leje ke ApaNe badhA paNa pAMjarAmAMnA pipaTa chIe. ele pipaTachA zrI bhagavAna." tame amuka vastune mAne che, amuka vastunI tame pUjA kare che, e saghaLuM tyAre ja mAnI zakAya ke jayAre tame e vastunI sAcavaNane mATe paNa prayatna karatA rahe. jo tame tyAgIne namaskAra karI paraMtu tyAgane nAza joyAja kare, tene TALavAnA kAMIpaNa yatna na kare, te samajI leje ke tamAre tyAga e mAtra laTapaTa paMkhI catura sujANa bele, pipaTajI! zrI bhagavAna!! e ja che. tamArAmAM ane pipaTanAmAM jarAya taphAvata nathI. kadAca tame ema kaheze ke dharmanuM mULa upadeza che te upadeza sAMbhaLe eja mAtra ApaNuM kartavya che, pachI te upadeza sAdhuo pAseja zA mATe sAMbhaLo samaja joIe? eja upadeza pAghaDIvALA pAseja sAMbhaLI che te temAM khoTuM zuM? upadeza sAMbhaLa eja vastu mukhya che. upadeza kayAM sAMbhaLo ane kenI pAsethI sAMbhaLe e kaMi mukhya vastu nathI. tyAgInI ja jarUra kema? tamAre A vicAra ke vicitra che te have jue. korTamAM kesa calAvavA mATe korTane vakIlanI ja jarUra paDe che enuM kAraNa zuM? ke, kAyado sAMbhaLo, Isyuo sAMbhaLavA ane nyAya Ape eja vastu che, chatAM korTa vakIla pAseja kAyado sAMbhaLe che, te bIjA game tevA paracuraNa mAsuso pAsethI kAyaH sAMbhaLatI nathI enuM kAraNa zuM? je vakIle piteja kAyadAne bhaMga kare che, jelamAM jaI Ave che athavA te anItino dhaMdho karatAM pakaDAya che tevA vakIlenI pAsethI sarakAra temanI sanaMda khuMcavI le che. enuM zuM kAraNa che ke te jarA vicAre. dhAro ke eka mANasa vakIla , eDakeTanI upAdhi meLavI, L L. B. nI DIgrI lIdhI ane mahAniSNuta dhArAzAstrI thaye. pachI e dhArAzAstrIne eka kheTe dastAveja banAvyuM ane temAM e dhArAzAstrIne ja sajA thaI. AvA prasaMgomAM sarakAra

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AnaMda-suSAsiMdhu (308) suSAbiMdu 1 . e dhArAzAstrInI sanaMda khuMcavI le che ane tene vakIla tarIkenuM kAma karato aTakAvI de che. khyAla kare ke nA. sarakAre Avo sakhta pratibaMdha mUkyo che enuM kAraNa zuM che? cAritra zA mATe juo che? eka dhArAzAstrI anyAya kare ethI zuM tenA kAyadAnA jJAnane lepa thAya che? zuM teNe je jJAna meLaveluM hoya te jJAna te bhUlI jAya che tenA magajamAMthI zuM kAyadAnA toja cAlyA jAya che? nahija ! zALAne adhyApaka athavA prinsipala pote ja je lucco hoya, vyabhicArI hoya, dagAbAja haiyA ane guha karatAM pakaDAya te zuM sarakAra tevAne nokarImAM rAkhaze kharI ke? are bIjI vAta te ThIka che. mAstara vyabhicArI hoya ane chatAM jJAnamAM eka hoya te evA jJAnazIla ekkAne paNa tame tamArA chokarAne bhaNAvavAne mATe rAkhaze kharA ke vAra? tame evI dalIla karo ke ApaNane to mAtra nAnathI ja kAma che. bIjI trIjI cIjanI jarUra zI? te pachI vyabhicArI mAstarane tame zA mATe ghere bhaNAvavAne nathI rAkhatA? zuM vyabhicArI mAstara zIkhavato nathI ? e durAcArI mAstara hoya te paNa bhaNAve che ane sIdhA sAdA hoya te paNa bhaNAve che, te pachI mAstara rAkhatI vakhate tame sadAcArIne ja pahelI pasaMdagI Ape che ane bIjAne pasaMda nathI karatA enuM kAraNa zuM? upadezanI asara kayAre? kAraNa e che ke kadAca bALaka vyabhicArI-durAcArI zikSakanA AcAra vicAranuM paNa anukaraNa karanAra banI jAya che te potAno bhava bagADe evo tamane bhaya rahe che, ane tethI ja tame tevA mAstarane rAkhatA nathI. vakIla mAtra kAyade jANe, kAyadAnA kharAkheTA artho kare ane pitAnA asIlane jItAvI Ape eTalIja vakIlanI pharaja che ema sarakAra mAnatI nathI. kAyade jANa, kAyade pALa, kAyado paLAva, kAyado paLAte hoya temAM sahakAra Apavo ane kAyade na paLAto hoya tevA kAmane virodha karavo e vakIlone dharma che. have vicAra karo ke je vakIla piteja kAyade na pALa hoya, je vakIla pote kAyade na paLAvI zakate hoya, jAteja kAyadAno bhaMga karate hoya, te vakIla kAyadA pALavA paLAvavA mATe dalIla karI zake khare? vezyA satIne evI zikhAmaNa Ape ke "gRhasthAzrama pALa e paNa khoTuM che" naiSThika brahmacarya pALavuM eja uttama che mATe tuM tArA patine paNa cheDI de, te A zikhAmaNanI pelI satI upara tela ratibhAra jeTalI paNa asara thAya ema che kharuM ke ? tyAgane upadezaka tyAgI ja heya. vastuta: mukhya vAta e che ke je vastu tame pratipAda che, je vastune tame upadeza kare che te vastu tamArA pitAnA jIvanamAM te eka rasa thaI gaelIja hovI joIe. kadAca tamane evI zaMkA thaze ke rAyaphalana gheDe dabAtAM goLI nIkaLIne mANasane lAge tethI mANasa marate haze kharo? paNa zuM kamAnDara-Ina-cIphane evI zaMkA thAya kharI ke? eja pramANe bhagavAna zrIjinezvaradene upadeza jagatane saMbhaLAvanArAo paNa bhagavAna zrIjinezvaradevane purepurA vaphAdAra joIe

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khAnada-suddhAsiMdhu. (309) sudhAba 1 luM. ane je mArgane teo upadeza kare che te mArgane temaNe te amalamAM mUkele haja joIe, evuMja A zAsananuM maMtavya che, ane tethI ja teozrIe dharmopadeza e mAtra sAdhuonuM ja kartavya banAvyuM che. arthAta tamArI je evI dalIla hoya ke upadeza sAMbhaLa te sAMbhaLa, pachI te keI tyAgI janasAdhu saMbhaLAve te zuM athavA to koI pAghaDIbaMdhe saMbhaLAve te zuM? te A tamArI mAnyatA spaSTa rIte bhUlabharelIja kare che. je mANasa pote je siddhAMtane pracAraka hoya te mANase pote te siddhAMta amalamAM mUkelo te haja joIe. adhikArIne ja zobhI zake. A vastutatvane bhagavAna zrIjinezvara de sArI rIte jANatA hatA ane tethI ja teoe ema TharAvyuM che ke jeo chakAya paratvenI dayA mATe vaphAdAra hoya tene ja upadeza ApavAne haka che. jeo pavitra che eTale jeo juThANAnA tyAgI che, jeo adattAdAnanA tyAgI che, jemaNe iMdriye jItI lIdhI che, arthAta saMsAranI jagatabharanI strIone jeo pitAnI mAbahena samAna mAne che ane potAnI pAse jeo keDI paNa na rAkhe evA hoya che, tevAoja bhagavAna zrIjinezvaranA zAsanane kAyade ane jainadharmane dharmopadeza jagatane saMbhaLAvavAne mATe yogya che. A kaDaka chatAM jarUrI mArga bhagavAna zrIjinezvara dee nakkI karyo che. je AtmA A pramANe pAMca vaphAdArInI pratijJA kare che teja AtmA upadeza ApavAne mATe lAyaka che evuM zA mATe TharAvavAmAM AvyuM che te have tame sArI rIte samajI zakaze. je pAMca vastune upadeza ApavAno che te pAMca vastuone upadezakaja je. verI hoya te te tamAre saMgha kAzIe na jAya paNa DheDavADeja jAya ema nakkI samajaje ! ekaluM jJAna nakAmuM che. eTalA mATe ja ema TharAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke ekaluM jJAna e kAmanI cIja nathI, paraMtu jenAmAM jJAna ane cAritra bane che te ja upadeza ApavAne lAyaka che. pAghaDIbaMdhAmAM jJAna hoya e vAta dalIla khAtara mAnI laIe, paraMtu tenAmAM cAritra nathI eTalAja mATe te upadeza ApavAne mATe paNa gya nathI ja. vrata, paccaphakhANa karavAnA che te paNa tyAgI pAse. pratiSThA karavAnI che te paNa tyAgI pAse. aMjanazalAkA te paNa tyAgI pAseja. prAyazcitta karavAnuM che te paNa tyAgI pAseja, ane aMtAvasthAe ArAdhanA karavAnI che te paNa tyAgI pAseja karavAnI che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke AkhA jagatane tyAgI vagara cAle e kadAca saMbhavita che paraMtu jenene tyAgI vagara cAle e saMbhavitaja nathI. je kaI tyAgInI saMsthAnAja virodhI che te jaina nathI, eTale A vastu uparathI spaSTa thaI jAya che. je vAstavika jene che, jene haiyAthI jainatva rUceluM che, jenAmAM jainatvane eka aMza paNa bAkI che tevo AtmA te kadApi paNa tyAgane virodhI naja hoI zake. na DhoMga! nA. gAyakavADe dIkSAbhAMguM kAyade kAyadApothImAM dhIme rahIne ghusADI dIdhe te A pahelAM tyAMnI sarakAre dIkSAbhAMgu kAyadA para lekenA abhiprAya mAgyA hatA. A mAgaNImAM rokaDe thokaDA abhiprAye virodhanA gayA ane pAMca pacAsa abhiprAyeja tarapheNanA

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AnaMda-sudhAgni yu. (310) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. gayA. have kharIvAta tA e hatI ke jo gAyakavADa sarakArane e abhiprAyanIja kiMmata DhAta te tA virAdhanA abhiprAyAnI noMdha laine temaNe pAtAnu kArya paDatuM mUkayu' heta, para`tu virAdhanA abhiprAyA AvyA chatAM AgagADI cAlI teA AgaLaja ! virAdhanA abhiprAya mAgyA, eTale tA e ThujArathI vadhAre virAdhAnA rAjanA Tebala upara DhagalA thai gayA ! virAdhI abhiprAyenA ATale badhA DhagalA thayA, virAdhanA abhiprAyA khubaja vadhI gayA, para`tu pachI te abhriprAyAnI sakhyA gaNIne tenA amala te thayeAja nahi ! have vicAra karo ke e abhiprAyA zA mATe magAvyA hatA ane e abhiprAyAnuM mUlya zuM hatuM ? A te DhoMga ke khIju kAMI ? vAMcA, vicAra ane.." jo rAjaye abhiprAya mAgyA hatA, te te e abhiprAyA pramANa gaNIne te pramANenuM vartana karavuM eja vAstavika hatuM. jo abhiprAya magAvyA pachI paNa te abhiprAyeA gaNavAnIja tasdIja na levAya teA tenA artha eja che ke "jo dAsta ! tane kevA banAvI kADhayA ?" Amaja ke bIjI kAMI! leAkInA abhiprAya mAgavA ane pachI tene gaNavA nahi eTale e teA abhiprAya ApanArAonI nATTIja karelI kahI zakAya! sagIranA saoNMbadhamAM AjasudhImAM rAjye kAyadAo karI nAkhyA che ane sagIrane kANe rAkhavA? tenI javAbadArI kANe uThAvavI ? tene kevI rIte keLavavA ityAdi saghaLA praznonI kulasattA sarakAre vAlIone sAMpI dIdhI che. sagIrane bhaNAvIgaNAvI merIsTara khanAvavAnI sattA vAlIne kharI, paraMtu sagIrane dharmanA pustakA bhaNavA mATe sAdhu banAvavAnA hoya teA te sattA vAlIne nahi, A te kevA nyAya ? AzcaryanI vAta e che ke eja vaTAdarA sthAnamAM vAdarA zaheranA eka jAhera rastA para musalamAnanI masachaThTha che. rAjye te masIda tADI pADavAnA TharAva karyAM hatA para Mtu tenI jAherAta thatAM muThIbhara musalamAnAe virAdha karyAM, eTale e kAma aTakI gayuM', musalamAnAnA nAmanA virAdha chatAM teo phAvI gayA, paNa lAkhA virAdhA DAvA chatAM dIkSA pratibaMdhaka ekaTa pasAra thaI gayA. A itihAsa jaine vAMce ane vicAre eTale khasa che. pariNAma ulaTu kema ? kahevAnI vAta e che ke jeo dIkSA ane tyAgamAM jANatAja na hatA tevAne dIkSAbhAMgu kAyadAnuM sAmaiyuM karanArI TALakImAM (kamizanamAM) ghusADI dIdhA, tA enuM pariNAma e Avyu ke jainanA pracarDa virodha chatAM kAyade gupacupa dhArAAthImAM ghusI gayA. AvA anartha tyAreja na thaI zake ke jyAre kamizanamAM nimAelA mANase saghaLIja vastunA kharAkhara jANakAra hAya ! je mANase kamizanamAM khesIne cukAdA ApavA mATe taiyAra thaI jAya che temaNe kesanI hakIkata paNa purepurI jANI laI tenAthI vAkepha thavuMja ghaTe che. nA. gAyakavADe abhiprAyA mAgyA, temAM jemaNe virAdha nathI darzAvye ane jemaNe TharAvane TakA ApyA che temAMthI te eke paNa dIkSA lIdhI nathI athavA teo bhaviSyamAM dIkSA levAnA paNa nathI, ane je vargamAMthI dIkSAo thAya che te vargamAMthI kAIe dvIkSA virAdhI kAyadAne TekA ApyA nathI. jainAnA e tujAra karatAM vadhAre sadyeAe te ulaTA e kAyadAnA

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mAnaMda-sudhAzi.... (311) sudhAmi'6 1 dhAra virAdhaja karyAM che, chatAM pariNAma ulaTuMja Ave che. e enuMja pariNAma che ke je kamiznara tarIke kAma karanArA hatA teja mULa praznathI ajJAta hatA. kamizana kevu' joie ? A uparathI eka vAta sAbIta thAya che ke kamizrarA evA hAvA joie ke jeo mULa praznanA puratA jANakAra hAya. tyAre AtmA bhavakhadhAmAM sAmelA che, tene tyAM parAjaya maLyA che, e parAjaya TALavA ane AtmAne bhavakha dhanAmAMthI cheDAvavA paNa evAeIja kamizana besADavAnI jarUra che ke jee e praznamAM purepurA jANakAra haiAya. A sabadhInA purepurA jANakAra kANu che te have cAkhI kADhA kra, jIva anAdinA che evA jJAnavALA jo koi hAya tA te phakta kevaLI bhagavAnA che. vaLI sivAya A jagatamAM evA khIjA kAIja nathI ke je jagatanA saghaLA padArthAMne ane saghaLA kALane jANanArA hAya. eka kevaLI bhagavAneAja evA che ke jeo satya, sanAtana, anAdi evA jIva, karma ItyAdinA sAcA svarUpane samaje che. kaeNvaLI bhagavAneAnu evuM kamizana tame besADI tyAreja esaze evu' nathI, e kamizana teA esIja gayu' che. e kamizane pAtAnu kArya karIja nAkhyuM che ane te kamizaneja evA niNuya ApI dIdhA cheM ke A jIva che te anAdi che pAchaLanA athavA arvAcIna nathIja. mithyAtvanI chAMyA paNa na paDe. jIva anAdinA che e vAta agara joke bhUtakALanI che para'tu emAMja bhaviSyakALanu' bIja raheluM che. e khIja kevA prakAre rahyu che tenA vicAra karI. jIva anAdinA che, para`tu tenI avasthA zI thaI, te kahe ke ghAMcInI ghANI ! janmamaraNanA ghAMcInI ghANInA jevA A pherA kema karavA paDayA ? javAba e che ke krama paNa anAdinA khAMkhyAM che tethIja. khasa jIva anAdinA che ane karma paNa anAdinAM che e nakkI thayuM eTale bhaviSyanI sAvacetI mATe beThelA parAjayakamizana nA eja ripATa che. ema samajI leA. bhUtakALanA bhavAnA ane kamasayAgAnA vicAra karIe teja bhaviSyanI ji'dagI sudhArI zakIe e spaSTa che, mATeja zAsakArA kahe che ke (1) jIva anAdi che (2) bhava anAdi che ane (3) 4 sayAga paNa anAdi che e jenA khyAlamAM che te mithyAtvanA chAyAmAM paNa jaI zakatA nathI ane tethIja peAtAnA bhUta ane bhaviSya sahita vartamAna jIvananA je vicAra nathI karatA tene eja kAraNArthe zAstrakArAe asannI arthAt avicArI kahyo che.

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AnaH-sudhAsi'. (312) * T dhI kAyA huMpanI lI. ane sagAM zeraheAlDaro, menejara jIvAtmA sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. A vicAravALA kANu ? zAstrakAra mahArAja nyAyAcArya zrImAn yazevijaya upAdhyAyajI mahArAjA bhanyajIvAnA upakAra mATe jJAnasAra prakaraNa nAmaka graMtha racatAM sUcave che ke A saMsAramAM jee dharmAMnA athI che, jemane AtmAnu bhAna thaeluM che, jemanI icchA AtmAnA svAbhAvika guNA prakaTa karavAnI ane tene sadAkALa jALavI rAkhavAnI che e guNA sadAkALa mATe jALavI rAkhavAnuM sthAna je mekSa tenA je athI eTale mekSa meLavavAne je icchanArA che te saghaLAoe peAtAnI bhUta, vamAna ane bhaviSya, e traNe avasthAnA vicAra karavA jarUrI che. je AtmA AvI rItanA vicAro kare che teneja jainazAstra vicAravALA mAne che, bIjAne vicAravALA mAnavAnI zAstra nA pADe che, paraMtu A vicAravALAnI vyAkhyAthI paNa je harakhamAM bhAvI gayA hAya ane te vicAravALA che evuM jee mAnI letA haiAya tevAne zAstra hajI paNa ekadama aTakI javAnuM ja kahe che. zAstra vicAravALA keAne kahe che enI vyAkhyA te gabhIra che. jhaverI kone kaheze ? AKONA tame ekalA tamArA sarvAM bhavA vicAryAM-bhUtAdi traNe kALa vicAryAM, te tame iMdriyanA viSaya, zarIrANu ityAdi paNa karyuM. teTalA mAtrathI zAsra tameAne vicAravALA gaNI letuMja nathI. manuScA zAkabhAjI kharIdavAmAM DAziyAra hoya teTalA mAtrathI te jhaverIbajAramAM dAkhala thavA cegya jhaverI gaNAtA nathI, tyAM dAkhala thavA mATe te vizeSa lAyakAtanIja jarUra rahe che. keAI mANusa jhavAhIranI kiMmata, phAyadA, guNA e saghaLu jANe nahi tyAM sudhI jhaverI tarIke te jhaverAtanA dhAMdhAmAM dAkhala thai zakate ja nathI. jyAre manuSya jhaverAtanA viSaya jANe che, temAM te niSNAta thAya, che tyAreja te e kSetramAM dAkhala thaI zake che teja pramANe jainazAsanamAM paNa jo vicAravALA gaNAvuM hAya teA tenA ekaja rastA che te e ke jene AtmA, bhava, ane karma saMbaMdhI vicAro AvyA hAya, je vicAronu phaLa levAne mATe taiyAra hAya ane jenI tevI yathAzakaya pravRtti hAya, teneja A zAsana vicAravALAnI kaeNTimAM gaNe che. strIne sAga nathI. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat A mAne anusaryAM sivAya jainazAsanamAM vicAravALA gaNavAnA khIjA kAIne paNa huka maLatAja nathI. AhAra, zarIra vagerene mATe cAhe tevA vicAra| karo, kriyAo karA ke prayatno karI, te paNa tethI tame vicAravALA che. evu www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (13) sudhAaiMka 1 luM. A zAsana mAnatuM nathI. AhAra ane zarIrane mATe vicAre ane mane karanArAne A zAsana vicArazIla kema nathI mAnatuM tene vicAra kare. e kendriya jIve che te paNa pitAne AhAra ane zarIra mATe te vicAra kare che te pachI jIvane AhAra ane zarIranA vicArone mATeja je vicArazIla mAnIe te ekendriya jIvane zA mATe vicAravALA na mAnavA joIe? je ekendriya jIve che temane paNa AhAra ane zarIrane vicAra nathI hote ema nathI ja. teo paNa e saMbaMdhamAM te vicAravALA cheja. ApaNe joIe chIe ke varasAda varase che eTale eka rAtamAMja jhADapAna evAM khIlI Ave che ke na pUcho vAta! jyAM ju be tyAM lIluM chama. jyAM juo tyAM lIlI kuMjAra jevI ghaTAe chavAelIja hoya ane vanaspati navabahAramAM khIlelI ja hoya! AhAra saMjJA te badhAne ja ekendriya jIne paNa AhArane khorAka maLI gayo eTale teo paNa prakulita thAya che, ene artha e che ke teo paNa AhAra saMjJAvALA che. pANI pravAhI che, bIjI bAjue tejAba paNa pravAhI che, trIjI bAjue sonArUpAne rasa kare to te paNa pravAhI che. have jhADanAM mULIyAmAM jo tame pravAhI tejAba reDazo te? te khIlavAnI vAta te bAjue rahI, paraMtu tarataja jhADa cImaLAI jaze ane nIce DhaLI paDaze. tyAre pravAhI pANIthI vRkSasa teSAya che ane khIle che paNa pravAhI tejAbathI marI jAya che. e uparathI sahaja thAya che ke tene paNa AhAranA viSaya paratve te viveka cheja. zarIra ane AhAranA viSaya para te e ekendriya evA anaMtakAya jIvone paNa viveka rahelAja che. jhADapAna paNa jANe che ke pravAhI pANI e ApaNe AhAra che, paraMtu pravAhI tejAba e ApaNe AhAra nathI ja. e ja pramANe pratyeka jIva e AhAranA saMbaMdhamAM vivekavALo che, eTalAja mATe pratyeka jIvane jainasAhitya AhAra saMjJAvALe kaho che. jIvamAtra AhAra saMjJAvALA ja che. AhAranI abhilASA AhArasaMzA kone aMge che te vicArI jue. AhAra saMjJA AhA ranI abhilASAne aMgeja che. bIjAne aMge nathIja. tame kaheze ke ekeniyacha-jhADapAnane te vaLI AhAranI abhilASA heya. have tame teija e bAbata upara vicAra kare. dhAro ke eka muMge mANasa che. A muMgo mANasa bolyA nathI, bela nathI, paraMtu tethI tame ema na kahI zako ke ene bolavAnI abhilASA ja nathI. tene bolavAnI abhilASA te jarUra che ja. tame ekeniyachavane AhAranI abhilASAja na mAnazo te e AhAra le che te na bane ! e abhilASA na hoya te kArya nija thavuM joIe. vanaspatikAya paNa AhAra le che te uparathI ja spaSTa thAya che ke vanaspatikAyane paNa AhAra levAnI abhilASA che. je vanaspatikAya AhAra le che te tenAthI e paNa sAbIta thAya che ke temane AhAra levAnI paNa icchA che. vanaspatikAyane paNa AhAra levAnI IcchA hevAthI ja ekendriyo paNa AhArasaMsAmAM samAveza pAme che.

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kAnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (314) suSAbiMdu che. AhArathIja zarIra vadhe. ekendriya jIvane paNa sUkSamazarIra hoya che. je koI ema dhAratuM hoya ke e kendriyajIvane sUkSamazarIra nathI te te bhUla che. eka jiyajIvane paNa sUkSmarUpanuM aMgulanAe asaMkhyAtamA bhAganuM zarIra hoya che. have je zarIra che te e vAta paNa teTalIja cokakhI che ke tene AhAra paNa haja joIe, kAraNa ke AhAra vinA zarIra hoI zakatuM ja nathI. ahIM kevA AhArathI zarIra baMdhAya che tene vicAra kare. mAtra anichAe AhAra AvIne paDe te tethI zarIra vadhatuM nathI. AhAra jyAre IcchApUrvaka levAya che. tyAre ja tenAthI zarIra vadhe che. AhArathI zarIra vadhe che e nyAye vanaspatikAyanuM zarIra paNa AhArathI vadhe che. vanaspatikAyanA chidrorUpa anaMta mukhadvArA te pANI ane havAnA muddAne grahaNa kare che, grahaNa karIne tene zarIranA svarUpamAM pariNamAve che tyAre ja ApaNe e AhArane pariNAme vapasmAtane puSTa thaelI eTale khIlelI jaIe chIe. jIvamAtrane ja AhAranI IcchA che. AhArathI vanaspatikAyanuM zarIra puSTa thAya che eTale e sAbIta thayuM ke vanaspatikAya paNa AhAra le che ane tene pariNamAve che ane je te AhAra le che ane tene pariNAve che te pachI e paNa teTaluM ja spaSTa che ke ene paNa AhAranI IcachA che. have AhAra zA kAraNathI levuM paDe che tene vicAra karo. tejasakarmane lIdhe. taijasakarmane lIdhe AhAra levo paDe che. jene tejasakarmane udaya thAya che teja AhAra mAge che. e rIte sUkSama ekendriya ane nigediyAe temane paNa tejasakarmane udaya thAya che ane tejasakarmane udaya thato hovAthI ja teo paNa khorAka mAge che. zAstra kahe che ke -"nou muvi gAtAM navo AtmA pahela vahele AhAra kayAre kare che tene vicAra kare. je taijasakAmaNa zarIravALA che teo saghaLA IcchApUrvaka AhAra lenArA tathA tene pariNAvanArA che, ane saMsArI jIvamAtra e karmavALA hAi AhAranI IcchAthI yukta che tethI ja temane AhAra saMjJA ApavAmAM AvI che. rAka pacavAnuM kAraNa? khAdhelo khorAka peTamAM pace che eTale te pacavuM navA kherA kanI IcchA jAgRta kare che. mANasa pate ema dhArIne besatA nathI ke mArA peTamAMnuM khAdheluM kyAre pacI jAya athavA mArU pIdheluM pANI kayAre sukAI jAya ke huM navuM pANI pIvA mAMDuM! AtmAnI evI IcchA bhale hoya ke na hoya paraMtu tejasakarmaja evuM che ke jyAM teno udaya thAya che ke tenA vege peTamAM pravAhI padArtha e thavA mAMDe che ane gaLuM sukAya che eTale sAthI pahelAM pANI upara IcchA thAya che. gaLuM sukAya che ane ApaNe kramaza: pANI ane rAkanI IcchA karIe chIe. jema ApaNane tejasa zarIra che tevuMja tejasa zarIra ekendriyajIne paNa hoya che ane je tejasa zarIrathIja AhAranI IcchA thAya che te vanaspatikAyane paNa kherAkanI IcchA che e siddha thAya che. have vanaspatikAya jevA ekendriyene paNa AhAranI jarUra che ane tyAMthI mAMDIne paMcendriya jIvone paNa AhAranI jarUra che eTale jIvamAtrane AhAranI jarUra siddha thAya che ane saMsArI jIvamAtra tethI ja AhArasaMzA pAme che.

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mAnaMdasudhAsiMdhu. (315) sudhAbaMdu 18. AtmA ane zarIrano saMbaMdha. AtmA jyAre eka bhavathI bIje bhava badale che tyAre te junA bhavamAMthI pitAnI sAthe koI paNa cIja laI jaI zakti ja nathI. AtmAne bahAranI je kAMI cIjane saMga thayo hoya te saghaLuM tene ahIM ja choDIne javuM paDe che. zarIra ane AtmAne saMbaMdha te ajaba che. zarIra ane AtmA eka bIjAmAM tanmaya thaelA che. zarIranA sukhe AtmA sukhI thAya che, AtmAne sukhe zarIra sukhI thAya che, zarIranA duHkhe AtmA duHkhI thAya che ane AtmAnA duHkhe zarIra duHkhI thAya che. zarIra sAthe AtmA ke maLelo che te jarA tapAsI juo. pagamAM kAMTe vAgaze ane zarIrane upadrava thaze te AtmA jarUra duHkhI thaze. dasa hajAranI muMDI beMkamAM dhIrI hoya ane beMka DUbe te AtmAne zeka thAya paraMtu AtmAne zoka thAya tethI te zarIra paNa sukAvA lAge che! daradIne, dAkatara haMmezAM ciMtAthI mukata rahevAnI salAha Ape che. jyAM tene ciMtA na hoya, vicAra na hoya tevAja sthAnamAM tene laI javAnuM kahe che ke jethI AtmA ciMtAmukta thAya che ane tenI ciMtAmuktithI zarIra paNa sudhare che. chatAM sAthe na lai jai zakAya! uparathI spaSTa mAlama paDe che ke zarIranuM duHkha te AtmAnuM dukha ane AtmAnuM duHkha te zarIranuM duHkha che. Avo AtmA ane zarIra vacce gADha saMbaMdha che. A uparathI jaNAya che ke AtmA paNa zarIrarUpa thaIne ja zarIramAM rahe che. zarIra sAthe AtmAnI AvI tanmayatA hovA chatAM zarIrane paNa AtmA potAnI sAthe laI jaI zakateja nathI. jagatanI bIjI saghaLI saMpatti juo to te AtmAthI chUTI paDanArI che. ghara, baMgalA, vADI, strI, putra, parivAra A badhI cIja AtmAthI ane AtmAvALA zarIrathI chUTI paDe che paraMtu zarIra eja eka evI cIja che ke te AtmAthI kadApi paNa chUTI paDI zaktI ja nathI. zarIra ne AtmA bene saMga thAya che tyArathI ja AtmA zarIrane pALe che, piSe che, tene moTuM kare che, tene TakAve che ane eka kSaNabhara paNa tene chuTuM pADavA cahAta nathI, paraMtu e zarIra paNa aMtamAM te pitAnI sAthe laI jaI zakato nathI. AvuM alaukika ane kalpanAmAM paNa na Ave tevuM AtmAnuM ananyapaNuM A zarIranI sAthe ja che. ATaluM chatAM evuM priya zarIra paNa AtmA pitAnI sAthe laI jaI zakatuM nathI. >> badhAne vaLage che. zarIrane soga AtmAne AkhA bhavamAM thAya che ane e * saMga thaelo maTatuM nathI. kuTuMba, ghara, bAgabagIcAthI ApaNe vyaktine mukta thaelI TI thaelI jaIe chIe paraMtu keIpaNa prasaMge zarIra vinAnA AtmAne ApaNe joI zakatAja nathI. berI, chokarAM, pati, patnI e saghaLAMnI sAthe manuSyane ApaNe chUTe paDele jaIe chIe kAraNa ke e saghaLI vastuo manuSyane vaLagelI nathI hotI paraMta manuSyaja ene vaLagelA hoya che. A uparathI jaNAya che ke je vastuthI manuSya chUTe pI zake che te vastuo anya che ane te vastune manuSya piteja vaLagela hoya che tethI te te vastuethI chUTuM paDI zake che. jenAthI "huM" chUTe paDelo dekhAya che te saghaLI cIjo "hune vaLagelI

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khAnada-sudhAsipu. (316) sudhAbhi'6 1 tu. na hatI paraMtu "huM" pAteja te saghaLI cIjone vaLagelA hatA. jo khAyaDI karAMnI tame saMbhALa na rAkheA te teo tamArI sAthe AvIne ubhA paNa na rahe. e saghaLAM alaga paDI javAnAMja svabhAvavALAM che paraMtu A zarIranI vAta te e saghaLAMthIja nyArI che. zarIrane tame saMbhALe ke na saMbhALA, joIe te charI laI jAMga para mArI eka ghA karA, joIe te A zarIrane bhUkhe mArI para Mtu A zarIra e evA bhAIbaMdha che ke te AtmAne kadI paNa cheADatAja nathI. tamArI jiMdagI che tyAM sudhImAM tame enI darakAra karI te paNa tamArU zarIra tamArIja sAthe ane tame darakAra na kare te paNu tamArU zarIra tamArI sAtheja. A tamArA bhAIba dha evA che ke tame tene game eTalA pajavA, mArA, kApA, ghA karA te paNa te tamAne cheDatA nathI. tame tene kahezeA ke "e setAna ! dUra jA!" te te ulaTA tamane vadhAre jorathI khAjhI paDaze. zarIra ane AtmAnA A saMbaMdhanA jevA sa MbaMdha tamAne jagatamAM koipaNa sthaLe jaDavAnA nathIja. parivAra tamArA kayAM sudhI che? tamArI srI tamArI kayAM sudhInI che athavA tamArA pati tamArI kayAM sudhInA che tenA tame kadI vicAra nathI karyAM! tame jyAM sudhI tamArA parivAranI sagavaDa sAcaveA che tyAM sudhIja tamArA parivAra te tamArA che te pachI teA te tamArA nathIja ! dAvAvALI duniyA! tame kuTuMbanI darakAra rAkhA che tyAM sudhIja kuTuMba tamArI darakAra rAkhe che te pachI nahi. tame kuTuMbInA kAi vyAvahArika krAmamAM tenI sAthe ubhA na rahyA te thaI rahyuM ! teja pramANe jo cheAkarAne paNa tame pALI poSIne meTA na karo tA jarUra te mAsALa bhAgI jAya!! bairI paNa khairI tyAM sudhIja che ke jyAM sudhI tame ene rAjI zAkhA che tema na kare, te khArAkIASAkI meLavavA mATe dAvA karavA tene mATe kATa khullIja che ane " dhaNI " paNa dhaNI tyAM sudhI che ke jyAM sudhI strI tenI sagavaDa sAcave che! temAM paNa jarAka ochuM vadhatuM thayu` ke tarataja lagnaneA huka bhAgavavAne mATe paNa dAvA kharAja ! chekazane milkata na Ape ke tarata vArasA meLavavAnA dAvA thavAnA ! vidhavA mAtAne jarAka ochuM AvavA do ke marelA dhaNInI milkata mATe dIkarA para paNa dAve! TuMkANamAM joze te-duniyA eTaleja " dAvA " evI sthiti che paraMtu mAtra zarIranA saMbadhamAM evI sthiti najare AvatIja nathI. svAnAja snehI saMsAra ! iMdravAraNAnA phaLA tame kadI joyAM che kharAM ke ? dekhAvamAM e klA evA tA suMdara hAya che ke na pUcho vAta! karI ke khIjorU pazu enI AgaLa gaNatarImAMja nahi evA suMdara ane khuzakArI dekhAva! ane enI suga'dha evI ke tevI sugaMdha khIje kAipaNa sthaLe na maLe. meAmAM nAkhA tA enI miThAza pazu ajama gajakhanIja ! paNa jyAM e phaLa gaLA nIce utare che ke te potAnI setAnIyata batAvavA mAMDe che. eja pramANe kuTubIenI vAta paNa samajI levAnI che. tame enuM sudhArA tyAM sudhIja e tamArA. jyAM tame sudhArA karavAnA baMdha karyAM ke khela khalAsa ! tamArA saMbadhIone tame vase| sudhI sabhALA, AkhI jiMdagI lADa laDAvA paraMtu jo jarA sarakhA vacce paDayA tA thaI rahyuM. tamAre

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mAna-sudhAsiya. (17) suSAbiMka 1 , prema tamArI pAse, tene prema tenI pAse. jagata tarapha jue che te tenI AvI svArthavRttija najare paDe che, ane tethI ja vidvAnoe vAraMvAra kahI dIdhuM che ke A jagata e kevaLa svArthathI ja bhareluM che ane te svArthanuMja rahI che. vyavahAranuM mULa kayAM che ? bIjAnI vAta dUra rahI. tamArI potAnI dIkarInI vAta kare. dIkarIne paMdara varSa sudhI moTI tame kare che. tenA lADakoDa purA kare che, paraMtu jyAM tenuM lagna thAya che ane tene khabara paDe che ke mAro haka te sAsare che eTale te paNa bhAgavA mAMDe che! paraNelI chokarI ghera gaI tene sAsare gaI te have tenuM sUtaka paNa tenA mAbApane nahi! paraNelI chokarI sUtakamAMthI paNa tamane kADhI mUke che. A saghaLAne tame vyavahAra kahe che! paraMtu AgaLa vadhIne jue te jaNAze ke e vyavahAranuM mULa kayAM che? javAba ekaja maLaze ke rAkha rakhapatamAM! svArthamAM! vArthamAMja vyavahAranuM mULa che bIjI jagAe nahi. jagatanA mANasanI daSTi eka ja hoya che ke lAbha kyAM che, phAyado kayAM che, svArtha kayAM saMra che, jyAM svArtha sare che ane lAbha hoya che tyAMja leke vaLagatuM rAkhe che anyatra nahi. chokarI paraNe nahi tyAM sudhI tene haka mAbApane tyAM, eTale tyAM sudhI ja mAbApane sUtaka, paNa jyAM paraNI ane tene svArtha dhaNI sAthe joDAye ke have mAbApa paNa nakAmA ! A juo, tamArI duniyA! tamArI duniyA kevI che te A uparathI joI le. chokare tamArA pitAne hoya paraMtu te paNa je dattaka jAya te tamAre ane tene saMbaMdha ja khalAsa thAya! choko dattaka jAya che eTale tenA gharane saMbaMdha baMdha thAya che pachI tene paNa mAbApanA gharanuM sUtaka lAgatuM nathI, paraMtu te jyAM dattaka jAya che tyAMnuM ja tene sUtaka lAge che. arthAt "je svArtha nahi te sUtaka nahi" eja vastu ethI siddha thAya che. A jagatane saMbaMdha ke che te jenAmAM buddhi hoya te te A uparathI spaSTa rIte ja joI zake che. jyAM sudhI svArtha sAcavIe chIe tyAM sudhI jagatane saMbaMdha che jayAre svArtha khalAsa thAya che ke saMbaMdha paNa khalAsa thAya che. have zarIrane ane tamAro saMbaMdha ke che te vicAre. zarIrane ane AtmAne saMbaMdha ja evo che ke avibhAjya ! tame ene svArtha sAthe te paNa e tamArIja sAthe ane jyAM tame ene svArtha na sAdhe tyAM paNa e tamArI sAthe. zarIra tamArA AtmAne cheDI daIne chUTA cheDA karI nAkhavAne kadI vicAra paNa karatuM ja nathI !! zarIra e cakacakatI gaLI che! zarIra e evI cIja che ke tame tene pALe ke na pALe, tene saMbhALe ke na saMbhALe paraMtu te chatAM te tamArI sAthe sAthe ja rahe che. te tamArAthI chUTA thavAno vicAra sarakhe paNa karatuM nathI. kAyA sivAya-zarIra sivAya tamArI pAse bIjI evI eka paNa cIja nathI ke jene tame mAra mAre ke sukha Apa zAMti Ape ke tApa Ape te paNa te tamane choDe ja nahi. jyAM sudhI AyuSya che tyAM sudhI te A zarIra tamArUM dAsa thaIne tamArI sAthe ja rahevA baMdhAeluM che, have zarIra ke je tamArI mAlIkInI AvI javalaMta cIja che paraMtu te cIja paNa kharI rIte nava svarUpe kevI che tene

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nAnaMda-sudhAsi'yu. ( 318) sudhASTama'61 chuM. vicAra karo. A zarIra e cakacakatI DuMgaLI jevu' che. Du'gaLI hAthamAM laIne joze te evI suvALI lAgaze ke vAta na pUche, caLakATa paNa kAI rIte utare evA nathIja ! paraMtu eja DuMoNMgaLInI jyAM tame eka chAla kADhI ke teAbA bhagavAn ! aMdarathI evI vAsa bhAvaze ke tamArAM AMtaraDAM uchaLI Avaze ! AvI gaMdhAtI DuMgaLI tamAne aLakhAmaNI che para`tu DuM'gaLI bhagatane te te paNa lADakI che. chetarAmAM chetarAtA nA! tamArI kiMmata AvA DuMgaLIbhagatamAM na thavA do. DuMgaLInI kiMmata jema tenA uparanA photarA uparathI karavI nakAmI che, teja pramANe zarIranI kiMmata pazu mAtra zarIranI uparanI cAmaDI joineja karavAmAM jokhama che. tame bajAramAM zAka levA jAme che tyAre DuMgaLIneA uparanA caLakATa joi tame leAbhAtA nathI ane DuMgaLI uMcakI lAvatA nathI, paraMtu kharakhacaDA chatAM bhIMDAja laI AveA che. eja pramANe vidyAnA zarIranuM mUlya paNa cAmaDI joIne karatA nathIja! cAmaDInI suMdaratA upara meDhu pAmIne tamAre gAMDAghelA thaI javAnI jarUraja nathI. zarIra enI cIja che ke tame ene mArA, kApA, khALA, gheTA tApaNu e cIja khasavAnI nathIja. zarIrarUpI ekaja cIja traNe leAkamAM evI che ke je tamArI sAthe ane sAtheja rahe che. je tamAne kadI paNa cheDatIja nathI. ATaluM chatAM mA zarI paNa caLakatI lasaNunI kaLIja che. tame e kaLInuM cheAtarU Mja jotA nA ane chetarAmAM chetarAtA nA! e lasaNanI kaLInuM aMtaraMga jojo ane pachIja tenu mUlya AMkajo. chetarAmAM chetarAya, tenu' UMdhuM vetarAya ! e chetarA joine arthAt zarIra uparanI cheAtarArUpa cAmaDI joineja je temAM rAcavA ma'DI paDe che tenA bhAga maLyA che emaja samajI levAnuM che. tame lasaNu rApe. 2Ape ugaze pachI puSTa thaelI kaLI kADhIne sukavA enI chAla suMdara lAgaze. eja pramANe zarIramAM paNa vAhI caDhavA lAge che eTale enI cAmaDI mAhaka lAge che. cAmaDI evI mAhaka lAge che ke vAta na pUchyuM, paraMtu e meha nakAme che. lasaNanI sudara kaLI radhAvAne mATe cule caDhe che tyAre enA DAra neze te samaja paDaze ke tenA zA hAla thAya che! sIjhAI chuMdAine cImaLAI jAya che ane AkhuM ghara bharI nAkhe evI tenI dudhI saghaLe pharI vaLe che. je dazA lasaNanI kaLInI che teja dazA A rUDA rUpALA zarIranI paNa che. zarIrane smazAnamAM jyAre citAmAM khALavAmAM Ave che tyAre tenI kevI durgaMdha chUTe che te badhAe anubhavI che. A durgaMdhI TALavAne mATe te aMdara ghI nAkhavAmAM Ave che paraMtu te chatAM zarIra enA svabhAvane cheADatuMja nathI. uparakI acchI paNa bhItarakI tA rAmajI hI jANe ! jema lasaNanI kaLIcule caDe che tyAre dekhAvamAM suMdara hAvA chatAM dANu du:kha upajAve che teja pramANe A zarIra paNa jyAre AtmAthI chuTuM paDe che ane agnimAM paDe che tyAre tenI vAsa mAtrathIja dArUNa sa`kraTa phelAya che. zarIrane je suMdara he. che, zarIranI mahakatA uparaja mAhI paDe che ane viSayavAsanAmAM tallIna banI manuSyabhava mULa

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Ana-sudhAsiMdhu. suNAdi 13 pANI kare che temaNe A zarIrane barAbara tapAsavAnI jarUra che. zarIramAMthI je nitya gaMdA padA bahAra nIkaLe che te uparathI ja A zarIra kevuM dArUNa che te ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe. zarIrane tame game tevuM manahara kahe, suMdara kahe ane enI seADamAM bharAyA kare chatAM enI gIcatA te tamone paNa sAle che. joIe te tamArA pitA, putra, patnI, mAtA, bhaginI ke pati game tene deha hoya paraMtu jayAre tenA upara oparezana thAya che tyAre e oparezanathI dagya thayelo bhAga tamane paNa je gamatuM nathI. najIkanA sagAM bhale hiMmata rAkhIne oparezana vakhate pAse ubhAM rahe paraMtu kapAe bhAga sAre dekhAya che ema te teo paNa naja kahe jotAMja hebakAi jaze! tame cAMdI sonAne ghasazo te aMdarane cakathako bhAga bahAra nIkaLaze. sonAne ghasI nAkhazo te tene caLakATa e jaNAze ke tamArI AMkhone paNa AMjI nAkhaze paraMtu zarIranA saMbaMdhamAM tame joze te ethI uTeja prakAra praSTie Avaze zarIranI mahattA to eka patharAthIe ochI che. Arasane patthara bahArathI kada ke jhAMkhe jaNAya che paraMtu jyAM tame ene laIne ghaso che ke ene caLakATa eve dekhAya che ke jenArAnI AMkhene AMjI de che tyAre A zarIra uparathI sArUM dekhAya che paraMtu je uparanI cAmaDI utArI nAkhe ane aMdaranA lAla gaLAja kADhIne bahAra mUko te tame pateja jotAMja hebakAI jaze. A uparathI jaNAze ke deha eTale dagAbAja motIja che! metInI uparanI photarI caLakatI paNa aMdara juo te goTALApaMcaka! A tevuMja zarIra upara juo te mahI paDe, paNa jarAka cAmaDI utarI ke bhAgavA mAMDazo!! motInI mA retI! kahevata che ke metInI mA retI emAM jarAya apavAda nathI e jarAya khoTuM nathI. matIne daza lAkha rUpIAne kaMko hoya paraMtu je kadAca hathI te jALamAM te kaMThe paDI gaye te tamArI jiMdagI ja khalAsa, tevuMja dehamAM paNa samajI leje. jeNe deha sAthe ja svArtha rAkhe che tene te Aje nahi te kAle paNa jarUra rAvAno ja samo AvavAne ne AvavAnaja! are, zarIrane motI karatAM paNa halakuM kahe tee vAMdho nathI. motInuM te paDa ukhaDI jAya tyAre ja tenI mA-tene mAlika rovA bese, paraMtu zarIranI te vAtaja nyArI che. zarIra hoya chatAM zaba thayuM eTale khalAsa saMsArInI daSTie tyArathI AtmA sAtheno saMbaMdha paNa teo purA thaelo gaNe che ane rahevA mAMDe che. nehIonA zarIrane aMge revA kuTavAnuM te ekavArane mATe saMbaMdhIe pitAnA nasIbamAM ja lakhAvI lAvyA che. game tevA prayatno kare, saMbaMdhInA zarIrane game eTaluM jALave te chatAM ekavAra ravA kuTavAnuM te bhAgye temane mATe nirmANa karI ja rAkheluM che. te phare ema nathI. je ja te jAya ! je janme che te maravAne che e vAta jeTalI spaSTa che teTalI ja e vAta paNa cokakhIja che ke dehane aMge sagAMsaMbaMdhIone ekavAra rAvanuM paNa che. AtmA ane zarIra baMne ekavAra ghara cheDIne te avazya javAnA ja che

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* AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (320). sudhAbaMdu 1 huM, AtmAne zarIrane viyoga-mRtyu jema cokkasa lakhAvyuM che te ja pramANe sagAMsaMbaMdhIe saMbaMdhIne tyAga ekavAra sahana karavAno te bhAgyamAM lakhAveja che. chI e tyAga ADe page he ke ubhe page ! AkhA jagatamAM dareka vyaktine zrImaMtane, garIbane, strI, puruSane, zeThane, sevakane, saghaLAneja ekavAra haMmeza mATe gharamAMthI bahAra te nIkaLavAnuM ja che. koI mAne puta e nathI pAko ke je A dehathIja kAyama mATe gharamAM ja rahA haiya! manuSyane A haMmezane tyAga game che ke nathI gamate tene savAla ja nathI, te gharamAMthI nIkaLavA cAhe che ke nathI cahAte e vAta keI pUchatuM ja nathI. vAta ekaja pUchAya che ke karma saMbaMdhane aMge mRtyu Avela che ke nahi? ane tyAM e praznane age hakamanAma thAya che ke kALa tarataja tenI bajAvaNuM karI nAkhe che. A belIpha rUpIo na le! belIphane rUpIo ApI de te te aI 5NuM samajAvIne bajAvaNa karyA vinA pAcho jAya. A belIpha e che ke te choDatA ja nathI. tyAga be rIte zakya che. eka ubhe page ane bIjo ADe page. eka tyAga pratiSThAvALe che ane tethI te mAnabherano che, bIje tyAga baLAtkAre che tethI tyAM apratiSThA che. deha meha rAkhavA mAge che te sagAMsaMbaMdhI paiseTake e saghaLAmAM guMcavAI rahevA mAge che. ApaNe ene virodha kare ane AtmakalyANanI bhAvanAthI saghaLAne tyAga karIne cAlatA nIkaLI paDavuM te ubhA pagane tyAga che. AtmAne saMsAranI mAyA eLe jevI vaLagelI che e jaLe chUTatI nathI tyAM sudhI "bhAgatA ceranI laMgoTI te lageTI, pATo bAMdhavA te kAma lAgaze." ema dhArIne je hAthamAM Ave-je nIkaLe tene kADhavuM e zreyaskara che. A uparathI ja prAcIna kALamAM evI zaMkA karanArA hatA ke bALake dIkSA le te te ThIka, paraMtu vRddha dIkSA le tene artha zo ? daratI saMskAranI baLava-taratA. bALakane hajI duniyAdArIne DAgha beThelo hetuM nathI. tene parivAra, viSaya ItyAdinuM jhera caDhayuM nathI. tene dhanane rAga lAge nathI evA bALakane je raste laI jAo, tene je rIte keLave te rIte te keLavAze. bALakamAM saMskAra pahelA naMbaranA hoya cheja. pArasI musalamAnanA chokarAo moTA thAya che tyArathI ja mAMsa khAvA zIkhe che paraMtu hiMdunA bALakone nAnI vayathI ja madhamAM kudaratIja tyAga heya che ane e tyAga temane bhAMgavAne samayaja AvatuM nathI. vicAra karaze te mAlama paDaze ke enuM kAraNa ekaja che ane te e ke tene sarakAra ja evA paDe che ke sAdhAraNa rIte pahelethI ja madhamAMsane virodha karavAne arthe te TevAele che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke jenAmAM kharAba saMskAraja paDyA nathI tene sudhAravAnI ciMtAja ochI che, jenAmAM kharAba saMskAraja paDyA nathI tene sudhAra e saraLa che. bAlyAvasthA e dariyAmAMthI nIkaLelA bhAvikapaNe ja svaccha evA mitInA samAna che ane tethI ja te dIkSAne mATe bezaka uttama che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (321) sudhAbadu 1 luM. rIkSAne mATe uttama vaya. bAlyAvasthA e dIkSA mATe uttama che paraMtu tethI ema mAnI levAnuM nathI ke yuvAnI ke vRddhAvasthA dIkSA mATe lAyakaja nathI. kaI paNa vaya dIkSA mATe te lAyakaja che. motI dariyAmAMthI nIkaLe tenI upara game tevAM paMDe bAjhelAM hoya chatAM je aMdaranA paDo sArAM hoya te eja motInI hajAranI kiMmata thaI ja zake che. mAtra uparanA paDe che I nAkhavAnAja bAkI hoya che. e ja pramANe suvAnIvALAnA paNa bagaDelA saMskAra dhaMI nAMkhavA paDe che. AtmA yuvAnImAM praveze che eTale tene pati ke patnInuM athavA te bALakanuM jhera lAge che. te mAyAmAM baMdhAto jAya che, snehamAM paDe che ane tenA saMskAra bagaDe che. bALakane mukAbale yuvAnanA saMsakAro bagaDelA hoya che e vAta sAcI che paraMtu tethI e saMskAro sudhare evA hatAja nathI ema mAnI levAnI jarUra nathI. motI ke hIrA upara DAgha paDI jAya che te tame tene sudhAre che eja pramANe strI, putra ane dhananI mAyAthI je yuvAnanA saMskAre bagaDelA hoya tene paNa sudhAravA joIe evAnA saMskAra paNa jarUra sudharI zake che. DAghAvALAM motI ! rogo game tevA bhayaMkara hovA chatAM tene sudhAranArI auSadhIo hoya che te ja pramANe yuvAnInA kharAba saMskAra paNa sudhArI zake che. have ahIM evI dalIla thaI zake ke, "motI upara DAgha paDe che te sudhArI zakAya paraMtu motInuM mULa paDa salAmata hovuM ja joIe. je mULa paDaja salAmata na hoya te pachI e DAghAvALA mArIne sudhArI zakAtuM nathI teja pramANe yuvAnI e salAmata paDa che game tevA kharAba saMskAro paDayA hemaM chatAM yuvAnI rUpI mULa paDa salAmata heya-yuvAnI hoya te e saghaLA dUSaNe jarUra sudharI zake, paraMtu jenI juvAnI gaI che, jenAmAM bairI chokarA ane saMpattinI mAyAja bharI che ane e mAyAmAM ja bharAI rahIne jeNe pitAnI jiMdagIne sATha sittera varSa purA karyA che evAonA te badhAMja paDo bagaDelAM che, ane evA vRddho saghaLAja paDa bagaDI gaelA motI jevA che, te pachI temane paDelA DAghA rUpI saMskAro na sudharI zake evA heI, motI jema sudhAravAne mATe nakAmAM che te ja pramANe teo paNa saMskAra sudhAravA mATe nakAmA che." zaMkAkArane javAba! AvI dalIla karIne zaMkAkAre kahe che ke vRddhonA saMskAro sudharI na zake ema hovAthI vRddhAne dIkSA ApavI e ThIka nathI. bALaka dIkSAne mATe cagya che kAraNa ke tene strI, putra, paisA vagerenA saMskAro paDayA ja nathI. jema dariyAmAMthI nIkaLeluM ekanuM motI saghaLAM motIomAM pahele naMbara dharAve che te ja pramANe bAlyAvasthA e paNa dikSAne mATe sarvottama dazA che enA jevI bIjI sarvatobhadra dazA nathIja. e ja saMbaMdha dIkSA ane yuvAno joDe paNa che. yuvAnI e aMdaranuM paDa salAmata rahevA chatAM upara DAghA paDelA motI jevI che kAraNa ke yuvAnImAM paNa zakti ane mAnasika baLa kAyama hovAthI yauvanAvasthAmAM paDelA kusaMskAro sahelAIthI bhUMsI zakAya che paraMtu vRddhAvasthAmAM AMtarika baLaja na rahyuM hovAthI vRddhAvasthA e dIkSA levAne mATe egya nathI. AvI dalIla keTalAka zaMkAvAdIo taraphathI karavAmAM Ave che. AvI dalIla keTale aMze sAcI che te have joIe. yuvAnI ane

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. ( 322). sudhAbaMdu 1 luM. bAlyAvasthA dIkSAne mATe sarvathI sArI dazA che emAM te koIthI paNa vadhe laI zakAya evuM nathI. lAkha gayA te se paNa jAo." vRddhone dIkSA levAno adhikAraja nathI athavA vRddho dIkSA le ene kAMI artha ja nathI e mAnyatA sAthe zAsanathI maLatA thaI zakAya evuM nathI. yuvAnI ane bAlyAvasthA e chAMTA eba vinAnA motI jevI dazA che ane tethI e dazAmAM dIkSA ApavIja yogya che e vAtanI sAthe te zAstra paNa saMmata che paraMtu vRddha eTale aMdaranuM paNa paDa bagaDI gaeluM hoya evuM metI che. ema vicArI tene dIkSA ja na ApavI ene ame kaI paNa rIte cagya mAnatA nathI. cera ghera dhADa pADavA Ave che. dhADa pADIne lAkha ane hajAro rUpIA luMTI jAya che, paraMtu temanI lUMTa thayA pachI sonI-so rUpIAnI kiMmatanI ekAda kaMThI rahI gaI hoya te ApaNe sAcavIne tene paNa uMcI mUkIe chIe pheMkI detA nathI ja! kaI evo raNa nIkaLyuM nathI ke cAre hajAro rUpIA luMTI gayA che, tyAre have A se bacAvIne zuM karuM? lAva A se rUpIAnI rahelI kaMThI paNa pheMkaja dauM, e vicAra karIne te kadI pheMkI dIdhI hoya! se yuvA mArake bIlI hajaku calI! vRddhAvasthA thatAM sudhI dIkSA na lIdhI hoya tene kharAba saMskAra paDI gayA che, e saMskAra daDha thayA che e saghaLI vAta sAcI che paraMtu e saMskAro paNa je sudharatA hoya te zA mATe na sudhAravA ? bALapaNamAM saMsAramAM paDayA vinAja je bhavyAmAM dIkSA laI le sArAmAM sAruM che. bAlyAvasthA purI karyA pachI yuvAvasthA Ave che. A avasthAmAM thoDA saMskAra bagaDelA hoya che paraMtu te saMskAro sudhArI nAkhe ane dIkSA laI le te paNa sArAmAM sArI vAta che paraMtu e banne vastu gayA pachI vRddhAvasthA AvI hoya ane temAM kharAba saMskAra paDayA chatAM paNa je e saMsakAro sudharI zakatA hoya te te e avasthAe paNa jarUra dIkSA ApavI ja joIe. jeo ema kahe che ke "sa cuvA mArake bIlI hajaku calI !" teo jainadharmanA tatvane samajatAja nathI ane tethI ja teo AvA game tevA zabdo uccAre che. ghaNA dAkhalAo zAstramAM evA che ke jemAM manuSya vRddhatva maLyA pachI dIkSA laI tene zobhAvI che. jAgyA tyAMthI ja sahavAra! jenadharma te vAraMvAra ane pokArI pikArIne ema kahe che ke "jAgyA tyAMthI savAra !" bALapaNamAM dIkSA levI e uttama che. bALapaNamAM dIkSA na levAI te yauvanAvasthAmAM levAya te paNa uttama che paraMtu e baMne avasthAmAM e dIkSA na levAya te vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa levAya to te samaye paNa levAne mATe vAMdhAja nathI. cAhe te bAlyAvasthAmAM dIkSA le, cAhe te yuvAvasthAmAM ye ke cAhe te vRddhAvasthAmAM bhe, paraMtu tamArI meLe dIkSA levI, jAte tyAgI thaIne nIkaLavuM e ubhA page nIkaLyA barAbara che ane ubhA page tyAgI thaIne je nIkaLe che temaja pratiSThA paNa che paraMtu jo tame ubhe page ghara choDavA-gharanI bahAra nIkaLavA taiyAra na , hA, te pachI tamAre mATe bIje raste taiyAraja che. e raste te kerTanI DIkI! tamArI khuzI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu, (323) suSAbiMdu 1luM. heya ke na hoya paraMtu korTanI DIkrI tamane choDavAnI nathI. keTanI phI ane belInA pisA. tamArA kabajAmAM rahelI strI, chokarAM, paisA, vADI, gADI, zarIra e badhuM pArakuM che mATe te choDI de enI DIkI te koNe karI ja ApelI che. have e DIjI pramANe tame hapate na bharI jAo arthAta tame dabAvI rAkhelI pArakI cIja na cheDI de te belIpha tamAre tyAM bajAvaNa mATe AvavAne taiyAraja che, paraMtu tame jAte hapate bhare ane belIpha AvIne hapate vasula kare e bemAM ghaNuM taphAvata che, je tame jAte ja tamAro hapate bharI jaze te tamAre korTanA belIphanI phI nahi bharavI paDe, paraMtu jo tame jAte jaIne tamAre hapate na bharo te tamAre DIkInA paisA te ApavA ja paDaze, paraMtu te uparAMta vadhArAmAM tamAre korTanI phI ane belIphane kharace paNa Apavoja paDaze. saMsAra zarU karyo tyArathI ja choDavAnuM eTale saMsAra tyAgavAnuM hukamanAmuM te thaeluM ja che. dIkSA laIne e tyAgarUpa hapate na vasula Ape te matarUpa belIpha taiyAraja che tene hukamanAmAnI nakala maLI ke tarata ja te tamAruM ghara zodhate tamAre bAraNe Abeja che. huM na bhare te belIpha che ja. A rIte belIphane lAvavAmAM be geralAbha che. eka to hukama nAmAnI rakama bharavArUpI gharabAra choDavAM to paDe ja che paraMtu te uparAMta belIphanA khacarUpa karmane bhAra vadhAre caDhe che ! have kaNa e DAhyomANasa che ke je DIkI thaelI che e vAta jANI lIdhA pachI paNa paisA cukavI na detAM belIphane kharace bharavAnuM ja pasaMda karaze. jagatane ApaNe anitya jaNAvIe chIe te paNa eTalAja kAraNathI ke tenA uparathI mamatA ochI thAya ! nAstika ane ApaNI vacce paNa tyAganI bAbatamAM matabheda nathI. puNyapApa, naraka, devaka, mekSa, A bhava ane para bhava e saghaLAnA saMbaMdhamAM ApaNI ane nAstikonI vacce matabheda rahe che paraMtu jagata tyAgavuM ja paDe che, e saMbaMdhamAM tenI ke tamArI vacce kAMI paNa matabheda nathI ja, te paNa kahe che ke saMsAra tyAga paDaze ane tame paNa kahe che ke saMsAra tyAga ja paDaze. zarIra ane saMsArane saMbaMdha bAra mahinA ane trIse dahADA cAluja rahevAnuM che evuM te A jagatamAM koI paNa kahetuM ja nathI. eka navI dalIla! A saMsAra asAra che, sAra vinAne che, te rAjI zIthI na cheDI e te baLAtkAre paNa choDa paDaze e te jema ApaNe kabula rAkhIe chIe, te ja pramANe nAstiko paNa kabUla rAkhe ja che, paraMtu teo A saMbaMdhamAM evI dalIla kare che ke mANasane mRtyu Aveja che ane te maraNa te pAme che. vaLI maraNa pAmIne tenI smazAnamAM pathArI paNa naMkhAya che paraMtu tethI zuM "mArI maraNa pachI te smazAnamAM pathArI naMkhAvAnI te cheja ne ?" te pachI cAlane AjathI jaI paDuM samazAnamAM, ema dhArIne jIvatI jiMdagImAM ja teNe smazAnamAM pathArI nAMkhavA javuM joIe? nA, eja rIte maraNa pachI te gharabAra, mAlamIkata saghaLuM choDavAnuM te chejane? mATe te hamaNAja cheDI devuM joIe ema vicAra karIne dIkSA levI e paNa nakAmuMja che. arthAta kudaratI rIte jyAre mAta Ave che ane

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khAna-sudhAsiMdhu. (324) suSAbaMdu 1 . te matane lIdhe gharabAra, saMsArane tyAga karavuM paDe che, tyAre bhale tyAga karo, paraMtu te pahelAM te saMsArane tyAga naja karavo joIe. nAstikanI A dalIla keTalI sAcI che, te have vicArI jue. DahApaNa kaI cIjamAM che? je nAstika AvI dalIla kare che, temane zAMtithI kahevAnI jarUra che, ke mahAnubhAvo! kerTanI DIkI thaI jAya pachI te DIkInA paisA rAkhI mukavAmAM mAla che. ke ApI devAmAM AbarU che? dhArI le ke eka kesamAM vAdI juTho che, prativAdI upara dA mAMDe che paraMtu prativAdI pitAnA purAvA raju nathI karI zakate, te korTa prativAdI upara DIkI karI Ape che. prativAdI jANe che ke pote purAvA raju na karyA, korTa mAM bIjA kAmakAjane lIdhe hAjara thavAnuM rahI gayuM ane kheDuM hukamanAmuM thaI gayuM. ATaluM chatAM paNa thaI gayuM te thaI gayuM. temAM koI jAtano pheraphAra thato nathI ane tethIja DAhA! mANasa te karaje paisA ANane paNa pitAne tyAM japtI Ave te pahelAM paisA ApI de che. je te paisA ApatuM nathI te korTa paisA cheDI detI nathI. keTa te hukamanAmAnA paNa paisA le che, ane te uparAMta te belIphanA kharcanAM paNa paisA le che. AvA saMgamAM DAhyo mANasa te teja che ke je hukamanAmuM thayAnI vAta sAMbhaLe che ke tarata paisA bharI de che. chevaTe japtI te cheja je tame tarata paisA na bharo ane japatI AvavA de te pariNAma e Avaze ke kharace paNa mAthe caDhaze. e ja pramANe saMsAra pArako che. temAM tame bheravAI paDayA che e vAta karmanI korTamAM sAbIta thaI che ane temaNe tamee saMsAra cheDI de evuM hukamanAmuM paNa karI ApyuM che. have jo tame e hukamanAmAnA TharAva pramANe ubhe page saMsAra choDavA taiyAra na ho te pachI kALa lAta mArIne tamone ADA pADI ADe TAMTIye ghara bahAra ghasaDI kADhaze ane kudaratanA hukamanAmAnI bajAvaNI karaze. A bajAvANI thaI jaze eTale tethI tame chUTA thaI zakatA nathI. tame kALane bajAvaNI karavAnI pharaja pADI eTale have kharace paNa tamAreja bhegavavAno!! tame e bajAvaNI thAya tyAM sudhI saMsA2mAM rahyA, aneka sAcAM juThAM karyA, aneka veLA ghAlamela karI ane je bhayaMkara karmabhAra bhege karyo te saghaLo tamAre bhavAMtaramAM bhagavAja paDaze. AnuM ja nAma te belIphano kharca ! jema tyAM beliphane kharco ApavAnuM che tema ahIM bhavAMtaramAM e karmabhAra bhogavavAno che. hakamanAmuM thaI gayuM che. jagatamAM saghaLI cIjo chUTe ane maLe evI che. paisoTo saghaLuM chuTe che ane maLe che. A eka zarIra eja evI cIja che ke te AtmAthI choDI zakAtI ja nathI ane je AtmA cheDI de te te pAchI maLI zakatI nathI, zarIra e chUTatuM nathI paraMtu jyAre chUTe che tyAre te haMmezane mATe chUTe che e pharI pAchuM maLatuM nathI, e haMmeza mATe chuTanArI cIja paNa choDIja dho evuM hukamanAmuM to thaeluMja 2 ja che, paNa je hukamanAmAnI sAtheja eno hapate na bharI daIe te eTale kALa hapate bharavAne vilaMba karIe teTale kALa aviratirUpa karmanI phI lAge ja che, ane dezudAra pAyamAla

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Ana-suSAsiMdhu, (325) sudhAbiMdu 1 luM. thAya che. saMsAra choDavAne ja che e nakkI che ane e hukamanAmAnI jANa thaI ane cheDI daIe te karmabhAra vadhava bacI jAya che ATaluM jANyA chatAM paNa jeo hukamanAmAnI rakama cukavI ApavAnI nA pADe che arthAta rAjIkhuzIthI ja ubhepage tyAga karatA pAchA paDe che temane mATe ema kahevAne vAMdho nathI ke teo AbarU vinAnA devALIyAja che. zeranI kiMmata kyAre utare? zarIra cheDavAnuM che e vAta jema cakakasa che teja pramANe zarIranI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhanArAone rovAna che e vAta paNa teTalIja cokakasa che. A zarIra ane tene saMbaMdha ane saMbaMdhIo eTale eka lImITeDa kaMpanI che. A kaMpanI lIkavIDezanamAM gaI ke tenA zeraholDarane mAthe caphALe levAne ane pika mukavAnI e paNa nakakI ja che. zarIra e kaMpanI che ane e zarIranA saMbaMdhIo mAtA, pitA, pati, patnI e saghaLAM e kaMpanInA zerahAuDare che. zeraholDaro jema kaMpanI sAthe lAbha dharAve che kaMpanInA hitamAM temanuM hita samAyeluM che te ja pramANe zarIranA sagAMvahAlAM rUpI zeraholDaronuM paNa zarIranI sAthe hita che zarIra cAlatuM rahe ane kamAtuM rahete ja e zarIra vAratahevAra zIkhaMDa ane bAsudI uMcakI lAve ane zeraholDarone majhA thAya ! je kaMpanI barAbara na cAle te zeraholDaranuM vyAja paNa khalAsa ! zeranI kiMmata utarI jAya che ane zeraholDare je bhAva Ave te bhAva laIne pitatAnA zera phaTakAvI mAre che. saMsAranA svAthI saMbaMdha. eja sthiti ahIM samaje. jyAM zarIra rUpI kaMpanI paNa barAbara cAlatI baMdha thaI, tamArI kamANImAM vAMdho Ave ane tame tamArA sagAMonA mAjazekha purA na pADayA tyAM tamArA zeranI kiMmata ghaTavA rUpa tamArA uparane neha tamArA kuTuMbIone saneha pure thaze, ane jema je Ave te bhAva laIne zera phaTakAvI mAravAmAM Ave che te ja pramANe tamArA snehIo paNa je hAthamAM Avaze te tamArI pAse meLavI laI tamane uMcA mUkI cAlatA thaze. pachI bahena paNa tamane nahi oLakhe ke A mAro bhAI che, bApa paNa na jANe ke A mAro vaMzaja che, mAtA paNa bhUlI jaze ke A mAro chokaro che ane dhaNiyANuM paNa jarUra bhUlI jaze ke A mAro dhaNI che! A rIte jayAM A tamArI kaMpanI vyAjarUpI badhAne poSaNa ApatI baMdha thAya che ke tamArA snehI saMbaMdhIonI paNa AvI dazA thavA pAme che. tamArI kaMpanI lIkavIDezanamAM jAya ke mAthe phALe eADhIne zeraholDarone raDavAnuM che e vAta paNa spaSTa ja che. have AvA zeraholDare ane AvI kaMpanI te keTalo kALa Take te jarA vicAraje. - chevaTe te devALuM che. kaMpanIne tame lIkavIDezanamAM na javA de te zuM thAya? pariNAma e Ave ke kheTane khADe vadhyAja kare, teja pramANe tyAgarUpI tamArA saMbaMdhIne viga tame na sahI zako ane tene dIkSA na levA de athavA te pite 5Na dIkSA na le te tene karmane bhAra vadheja jAya che! ke je bhAra badhe vyaktieja sahana karavAne che. A zarIrarUpI kaMpanI mRtyurUpI nAdArI levAnI che ane te samaye DAyarekaTara rUpI sagA

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mAna-sudhAsiMdhu (326) te sudhAbiMdu 1 subakhIone AvAnuM che e vAta tA siddha thaelI ane spaSTa cheja. pachI A nAdArI dIkSArUpI tyAgane pariNAme hA athavA marane pariNAme DA; paraMtu nAdArIrUpa gharanA tyAga dareka zarIradhArIne mATe siddha thaija cukelA che e sAva spaSTa vAta che. tame tyAga laIne dIkSA dhAraNa karIne ghara cheDA che! enA artha tame tamArA zeraheAlDarAnI khuzIthI kaMpanIne lIkavIDezanamAM laI javAnA jevA che. Ama A zarIrarUpI 4'panI rAjIkhuzIthI lIkavIDezana rUpa sasAranA tyAga karI dIkSA le paNa kaMpanInA bhAgIdArI rUpa sagAMone te raDavAnuM cheja ane ka MpanI rAjIkhuzIthI devALu na kADhe te paNa temane raDavAnu cheja, eka vAra rAvAnuM te kharU ja ! kaMpanI rAjIkhuzIthI lIkavIzanamAM na jAya tenA atha evA nathI ke kapanI amara thAya che. tame rAjIkhuzIthI tyAgarUpa dIkSA na le ane zarIrarUpI kaMpanIne lIkavIDezanamAM na mekaleA tA lezudAra tA tamAre mATe uAAja che. A zarIrarUpI kaMpanIne leNudAra te ka`rAjA che. tame jAte jaine dIkSArUpI tyAga na svIkArA ane ghara na cheDA teA karrarUpI ledAra tamAne lIkavIDezanamAM lai taiyAraja che arthAta jyAM karmasaMcAga AvI maLe che tyAM mANasanuM mRtyu AvIja rahe che ane mRtyupI lIkavIDezana A zarIrane gharabArane tyAga karAve che. A rIte kamarUpI mAganAra pharIne lIkavIDezanamAM laI jAya arthAt mAta Ave te paNa zeraheAlDarI eTale sagAMvahAlAMone rAvAnuM te cheja ! ane tema na thAya ane kapanI rAjIkhuzIthI DekalerezanamAM jAya arthAt dIkSA lai le ane te dvArA gharanA tyAga kare, tepaNuM zeraheAlDararUpa sagAMvahAMlAMone te A pramANe A zarIra paraja jee prema rAkhe che temanA nasIbamAM rAvAnuM te cheja ! javA khAu mAnI kaMpanI tyAre have vicArI juo ke A zarIrarUpI kaMpanIno karI zake evI sthitimAM che ke nahi ? javAkha e che ke cAkakhIja nA!! tame A kaMpanI khoTamAMja ubhI karI che. pachI vicAra kare ke khoTamAMja ubhI thaelI kaMpanI naphA te| kayAMthIja lAvI zake? zarIra rUpI A kaMpanI utpanna thAya che tyArathIja te " khAuM khAuM'nI garjanA karatIja ubhI thAya che ! je **panI dekhItI rIteja nakAmI che. zarIra rUpI A kaMpanI dekhItI rIteja kSaNabha'gura, bharAsA vinAnI, nAza pAmI javAnA svabhAvavALI che. te kaMpanInA zeraheAlDara tarIke saMsArIe joDAya che tyArathIja temanI kamanasIbI te zarU thAya che ane khATamAMja ubhI thaelI ka'panI te bicArI kramanasIba cheja ! zarIra rUpI A **panInI vikaTa dazA kevI dayApAtra che tenA vicAra karI. DAyarekaTaro A kaMpanIne cAhe che ane teo khATamAM te kheTamAM paNa kaMpanI cAlu raheA ema cahAya che. kaMpanImAM khATa che, kaMpanI khATamAMja ubhI thai, khATamAMja kAma karI rahelI che chatAM DAyarekaTarone e kheATa jaNAi AvatI nathI. pAvalI vyAja sAthe have DAyarekaTarone kheATa kema jaNAtI nathI ane naphA kema mAdhyama paDe che te juo. DAyarekTaronI A kaMpanI jyAM sudhI ubhI che tyAM sudhI tA tene lAkA tathI dhIradhAra cAlu hAya che arthAt zarIra game tyAMthI mahenata karIne paisA lAve che ane tenA aMzarUpa vyAja DAyarekaTara rUpa sagAMsa'badhIone maLyAja kare che eTale kaMpanImAM AvelI khATa temane jaNAi AvatI nathI. kaMpanIne dhIradhAra thAya che ane te

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(327) AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu sudhAsiMda 1 tuM dhIradhAra te zeraholDarane ApI de che. pariNAma e Ave che ke bIjI bAjue beTane khADe vadhatuM ja jAya che! eja rIte zarIra rUpI kaMpanI paNa pravRttirUpa AraMbha samAraMbha karyo jAya che ane tethI karmabaMdhanarUpa bhayaMkara devuM vadhatuM ja jAya che, tene cheDe ja kadI AvatuM nathI. A kaMpanI sAthenA pitAnA AvA saMbaMdhathI DAyarekaTara A kaMpanI TakI rahe evuM cahAya che tyAre zrImAna karAya rUpI baDA jamInadAra ke je A kaMpanInA leNadAra che te jyAM pitAnuM leNuM vasula nathI AvatuM ke kAbulIo jema DAMgane jere pAvalI vyAja sAthe paisA le che te ja pramANe taiyAra thaIne ja ubhuM rahe che! kene deza che te vicAre. joIe te kaMpanIne tenA DAyarekaTaro lIkavIDezanamAM mokale (dIkSAtmaka gRhatyAga ) athavA te A kaMpanIne teno leNadAra lIkavIDezamAM mokale (maraNAtmakagRhatyAga) paraMtu A kaMpanIne lIkavIDezanamAM javAnuM te cheja e vAta spaSTa che. kaMpanIne ubhI joIne-zarIrane joIne sasare pitAnI dIkarI ene dhIre che, keIene pitAne dIkare kahe che, koI pitAne bhAI kahe che, koI pitAne paNa kahe che. A kaMpanIne tame badhA dhIye jAo cho e te ThIka che ! paraMtu te pahelAM ja kaMpanI kevI che te te juo! kaMpanInI potAnI thApaNa keTalI che te tapAso! A kaMpanInI pitAnI thApaNa eTale kAMI nahi! durgadhI prasAratA evA pudagalene cAmaDAmAM baMdhAele kethaLe e A kaMpanInI muMDI che! ane pAchA A saghaLA padArtho paNa zAzvata na hoI te nAzavALA che AvA nAzavALA padArthane AdhAre tame je kAMI dhIradhAra karo arthAt nAzavALA-nAza pAmavAvALA svabhAvavALA zarIra para tame prema rAkhavA rUpI dhIradhAra kare to emAM doSa ke ? khoTakhAu kaMpanI che. AvI nAzavaMta kaMpanIne tame je kAMI dhIre te Dula thavAnuM ja arthAt tamArA premanA badalAmAM tamArA bhAgyamAM raDavAnuM te che, che ane cheja! AvI kaMpanInA je je zeraholDaro thayA che arthAta jemaNe zarIrane ane pitAne bApa, dIkara, kAkA, mAmA, bhAI gaNyA che temanA bhAgyamAM rovAnuM te avazya lakhAyeluM che emAM zaMkA nathI. beTa khAtI kaMpanIone nANA dhIravA arthAt nazvara zarIra upara prema rAkha eja mUrkhAI che. je kaMpanIo peTa khAtI hoya ane bIjI tarapha devAnA DuMgarA vadhAratI heya te kaMpanIo sArI kaMpanIo karatAM paNa vyAja vadhAre Ape che te ja pramANe A zarIra paNa jyAre nehIone vadhAre lAbha Ape che. vadhAre paisA ANI Ape che ane temanA lADakeDa vadhAre pUre che tyAre te paNa bIjI bAjue karmano bhAra vadhArateja jAya che ! TUMkANamAM kahI dauM te eTalI vAta spaSTa che ke zarIrane aMge je je AdamIo neha rAkhe che te te saghaLAone raDavAnuM che e te spaSTa che pachI e prasaMga eka rIte A yA bIjI rIte ! chevaTe cheDavAnuM te cheja. have A saMsArano vyavahAra jue. kutarA gharamAM pese ane gharamAM bagADe karI jAya, te te bagADAne ke uThAvIne gharanI bahAra pheMkI deze paraMtu A zarIra bagADA rUpa thAya che. arthAta jyAre mANasa, zaba

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (328) sudhArabiMdu 1 le. banI jAya che tyAre e ja sagAMsaMbaMdhIo tene smazAna sudhI pheMkI Ave che athata kutarAnA mULa karatAM paNa A zarIra vadhAre napAvaTa che. have dareke pite vicAravAnuM che ke pote ghara-parivArane hAthe praNAma karI tene tyAga karI ja e sAruM che ke pAchaLathI kuTuMbIo uThAvIne pheMkI de e sArUM che? tyAga ke maraNa e baMne prakAre gRhatyAga te karavAno che ja! baMne gRhatyAgamAM parivArane raDavAnuM te cheja ! to pachI kayA tyAganuM reina ISTa che te tame vicArI juo. zarIra rUpI A kaMpanIne zeraholDara lIkavIDezanamAM laI jAya te paNa bhAgIdArone te rovAnuM ja che ane mAganArA lIkavIDezanamAM laI jAya to paNa temane revAnuM te cheja. arthAta dIkSA laI gRhatyAga kare te paNa saMbaMdhIo te raDavAnAja ane maraNathI ja gRhatyAga kare te paNa saMbaM. dhIe te raDavAnAja ! AtmA e menejIMga ejaTa che zeraholDa-sagAMsaMbaMdhIonA bhAgyamAM A rIte raDavAnuM te nirmAeluM che ja, paraMtu temanA bhAgyamAM raDavAnuM nirmAeluM ja che tethI kAMI ApaNe kheTuM khAtuM calAvI zakatA nathI. zeraholDarone raDavuM na paDe ema dhArIne ejaTa khoTuM khAtuM ja calAvyA kare tethI kAMI tene prAmANika athavA zi yAra mAnavAmAM AvatuM nathI. tame e tamArA zarIra rUpI kaMpanInA ejaTa che? tamArI kAyA e " "mesarsa khAuM khAuMnI kapanI" che, ane khAuM khAuMnI kaMpanInA tame menejIMga ejaMTa che. zarIranA sagAMo arthAta zarIra sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhanArAo te A kaMpanInA zeraholDara che. have zeraholDaro raDaze athata sagAMsnehIo raDaze ema dhArIne tamAre zarIra rUpI kaMpanI calAvyAja karavI arthAta tamArA zarIrane tamAre saMsAranI ghaTamALamAMja pAvI rAkhavuM e koIpaNa rIte ISTa nathI ja ejaMTanI kaMpanInA DIrekaTaro para zI pharaja che, e ejaTe avazya dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jarUra che. kaMpanI je kheTamAM cAlatI hoya ane e peTa DhAMkI rAkhIne ejaTa ane dhakAvye jAya te evA kArasthAna mATe kaMpanIno ejaTa poteja javAbadAra che. je ejaTa beTa joIne paNa kaMpanI cAluja rAkhe che te ejaTa beImAna kare che. A zarIrarUpI kaMpanI paNa avirati, AraMbha, viSaya, kaSAyanuM devuM karI rahI che ane e devAthI kaMpanI calAve che te ejaTa rUpI ApaNe paNa beImAna chIe eja tethI spaSTa thAya che. kaMpanIne ejaMTa zeraholDarane aMdhArAmAM rAkhI kaMpanInI AMTa para nANuM lAvI te yAhema kharacI khAya te tene pariNAme tene vagara bhADAnI keTalIja sevavI paDe che. e ja pramANe AtmA paNa avirati, kaSAya AdinuM devuM karyA ja kare arthAta aviratithI karma bhAra vadhAryA ja kare te ene mATe paNa naraka-nigodanI vagarabhADAnI koTaDI taiyAraja che. zarIrarUpI A manuSya mIla che. tame mIlamAleka banIne e zarIra upara devuM karyA jAe AraMbhAdi karyA ja jAe te A devA rUpI karmabhArathI e dazA Ave che ke kaMpanI pheIla thAya che ! lIkavIDazanamAM ja mokalo, kaMpanI pheIla thAya eTale zeraholDaro rUpI sagAMone mAthe phALo oDhIne rovAnuM te kharUja paraMtu ejaMTanI dazA te enAthIe burI che. ejaMTanI dazA kevI burI che teno vicAra karaje. kaMpanInI AMTa para AvelA

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mAnaMdasudhAsiMdhu. ( 329 sudhArmidu 1 la nANAM yAhAma kharacAI jAya tepaNu tenuM pariNAma tA eja'Taja bhegave che. kaMpanImAM geravahIvaTa calAvyA AAmata teneja sajA thAya che. nANAM ane nAma kapanInu jAya che paraMtu tethI kAMI eja Ta TI jaI zakatA nathI ! eja rIte A zarIra rUpI kaMpanInI dazA che. zarIra rUpI ka panIne nAza thAya to tethI kAMI A 'jIva' rUpI eja'Ta macI jatA nathI. saghaLA jokhameA mATe javAba tA eja Taneja ApavA paDe che. arthAt saghaLAM karyAM bhavAMtare A bhAIzrI jIvarAjajIneja bhAgavavAM paDe che. ve A sthitimAM tame DahApaNa kayAM che--kA mArga levAmAM DahApaNa raheluM che tenA vicAra karajo. kaMpanImAM jarApaNa khATa AvatI dekhAya ke teja kSaNe 'panIne lIkavIDezanamAM mekalI ApavI omAMja DahApaNu che. e sivAya bIjo keIpaNu mA levAmAM DahApaNu samAelu nathI. rahADarAnA svA A zarIra viSaya, kaSAya, Arasa, samAraMbha, parigraha AdithI khATamAMja kAma kare che. A khATa kAMi jevI tevI nathI paraMtu e bhayaMkara khATa che, AthI kaMpanIrUpI zarIranA ejaTarUpI jIvAtmAe have samajavAnI jarUra che ane teNe samajI jaine paNa A kaMpanImAMthI have chUTA thavAnI jarUra che. tamAre eja Ta tarIke A krU'panImAMthI rAjInAmu` ApIne bhAgI chUTavAnI kevI jarUra che te have samajI zakAze. tame jyAre rAjInAmu` ApavAne (saMsAratyAga karI dIkSA levAne) taiyAra thAo che tyAre tamArA zeheArA ( sagAMsa`kha'dhIe) tA garabaDa karavAnAja karavAnA ! kAraNa ke temane te A kra'panI cAlu rahe che temAMja lAbha che. te kaMpanI kheATamAM cAle che e jANutAja nathI ane jANe che "teA paDaze tyAre devAze " e nyAye teo e vAta bhUlI jAya che, ane tee kaMpanI cAlu khAvA mAthAphrAya kare che paraMtu AtmArUpI ejaTe teA jovA jANavAnI ane vicAravAnI pharaja cheja ke bhAI! A saghaLA goTALAmAM mArA dharma, mArI pharaja ane mArUM kartavya zuM che ? mAre yu karavu Avazyaka che ? zIrApurI ke dUdhabhAta ? tame jo tamArA peAtAnA tarapha dhyAna nahi Ape, eja'Ta tarIke tamArI pAtAnI pharaja nahi vicAro, kapanI khATamAM calAvavAnu dhanahi karI tA tamAre mATe tA nigeAnivAsarUpa jelanI keATaDI taiyAraja che e vAtane dIpaNa bhUlazeA nahi. zarIra e cIja kevI che te pahelAM vicArI le. zarIra pAchaLa kahevAyuM tema nAzavALA padArthAMnuM banelu' che. tenI pAse peAtAnI kahevA jevI kAMi cIja iMja nahiM, ane je cIne che te paNa nazvara che eTale je AtmAe A zarIrarUpI kaMpanI sAthe sakha dha zakhe che te aMte rAvA sarajAyalA che e te spaSTa cheja, ane te chatAM AjIvarUpI menejara aa kaMpanI uparaja jIve che, have A kaMpanI uparaja jIvatA menejare zu karavu joie e prazna teNeja vicArI levAneA che eja Te jovAnI jarUra che ke bhale zeraheAlaDarA royA kare paraMtu kaMpanI kheATa karatI mAlama paDI ke pahelIja ghaDIe tene lIkavIDezanamAM padharAvI devI. jo menejara kaMpanIne lIkavIDezanamAM na padharAvatAM zIrApurInI AzAe tene calAvyAja karaze te tenA bhAta paNa cAlyA javAnA che

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na -sudhAsindhu dUdhazAta paNa jaze ! (330 ) sudhAbi'huM 1 luM. dUdhabhAta cAlyA javAnA hAya tA tA tene kAMI vadhAre sa'tApa nahi, bhale dUdhabhAta jatA paraMtu dUdhabhAta jAya ke tenI khIjIja bAjue khIcaDI ane rATalI sAthe vagara bhADAnI koTaDI (naka nigeAi) taiyAraja che. menejaranI hAziyArI tyAreja mAnavI pramANa che ke te cAhe te rIte zeraheAlDarAne khaseDe paNa peAtAnA dUdhabhAta sAcavI rAkhe ! je menejara peAtAnA dUdhabhAta sAcavI rAkhavA jeTalI paNa buddhi batAvatA nathI tevA menejarane barAse rahevAmAM zeheADarAne majhA che, paraMtu ejaTanA potAnA tA marAja che! have A AtmArUpI eja'TanA dUdhabhAta kAyama rahelA kayAre gaNAya tenA vicAra karo, je ejaMTa peAtane AvatA bhava sudhAre che, te ejaMTanA dUdhabhAta kAyama rahyA che ema gaNI levAmAM vAMdhA nathI ! zANA menejaranI pahelI pharaja tA e che ke jyAre tene mAlama paDe ke A ka'panI khATamAM cAle che eTale te pahelAM te vyAja Apavu. adha kare. tamAza zarIranA saMbadhIone mATeja tame raLI rahyA che! emAMthI dUra thAo eTale tame byAja ApatA khadha thayA che. ema gAya ! ulle page nIkaLA. tame AvI rIte vyAja ApatA madha thaze eTale tamAne tamAza kAryanuM phaLa jarUra maLazeja. tamArA zaeNraheADarA jyAM jANuze ke A menejara teA peAtAnI pramANikatAmAMja makkama che ane vyAjakhyAja paNa ApatA nathI eTale zeraDeAljharI pAtAnI meLeja pAtAnA zera je bhAve Ave te laIne phaTakAvI mAravA mAMDaze. tamAza sa'sArIonA tamArA uparanA sneha vaNamAge e thai jaze ane pachI tame tyAgathI dIkSA laine gharanA tyAga karaze eTale jarUra samajI lejo ke ejaTanA cAkhA gayA nathI teteA kAyamaja che arthAt khI bhava tA sudharIja gayA che. A rIte tame sa'sArane tyAga karI ane dIkSA laI leA enuM nAma ulle page nIkaLavuM e che. tame A rIte sasArane pheMkI daine nIkaLI paDA che. eTale tamArI eka pharajamAMthI tame pAra paDayA che. paraMtu hajI trIjI pharaja tamArI khAkI che. ApaNe AgaLa upara joi AvyA chIe ke A sasAramAM AtmAne e vastuo vaLagelI che. zarIra ane sa`sAra ! sa'sAra eTaleja sagAMsa'a'dhI. bIjI pharaja ubhIja che. tame e sasAra cheDI do che eTale tamArI eka pharaja teA purI thai paraMtu zrIjI khAjue tamArI khIjI kuMja hajI ubhI helIja che. zarIrane paNa AtmAthI judu' pADavuM e tamArI bIjI pharaja che. zarIra e tanmaya saceAgavALI cIja che te TaLI jAya chatAM pazu taijasa ane kANu e e cIja dareka jIvane mATe kAyama rahe che. AtmAnI mahAbhayAnaka bhaThThI evI che ke te kAipaNa divasa meLavAtIja nathI! jyAre jue tyAre e dhuNI dhakhetI ane pakhenrI DAyaja ! AtmA zarIra cheADIne joie tA manuSyalokamAM Ave ke cAhe nArakImAM, tiya "calAkamAM ke devaleAkamAM jAya ! para Mtu te jyAM jAya tyAM AtmAnI dhakhatI bhaThThI tA taiyAranI taiyAraja. AtmAnI e dhagadhagatI bhaThThI kAI paNa dazAmAM baMdha thavAvALIja nathI. jema darabArI devuM paNa kai rIte chUTI zatuM nathI te pramANe AtmAne vaLageluM kramanuM darakhArI devuM paNa koi rIte ii zakatuMja nathI ! jIvanI bhaThThI ane

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mAnada suzAsiMdhu (331) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM kramanuM devuM e jIvamAtrane evAM vaLagelAM che ke tame game tevA bhagIratha yatna karo te pazu nahija chUTe ! jIvanI dhakhato bhaThThI. jIvanI bhaThThIja evI che ke temAM nAkhavAne mATe annanA pudgaleA hAvAja joie. eTalAja mATe sUkSma ekendriya jIvAne aMge paNa AAhArasajJA mAnavAmAM AvI che. AhAra vinAnA koIpaNa bhava ke koi paNa sacegeAmAM kadI paNa AtmA rahI zakateAja nathI. AtmA jyAM bhavamAM Avye ke tene paheleja samaye AhAra hAvAnAja ! AhArane age AhArane mATe A jIve vicAravALA cheja ! pachI te ekendriyamAM hA, e indriyamAM DeA, traNa indriyamAM hA, cAra IndriyamAM hA nA pAMca indriyamAM hai, para`tu jIvamAtra AhArane aMge teA jarUra vicAravALA cheja. saghaLA bhavAmAM AtmAnA eka paNa bhava evA nathI ke jemAM AhAra, zarIra, indriyA ane tenA viSayAne mATe ciMtA ke vicAra AtmAe nahi rAkhyA hAya ! paraMtu AtmA AhAra, zarIra indriyA vagerene mATe vicAra rAkhe che. te uparathI zAstrakAra tene vicAravALA kahetA nathIja. A saghaLAnuM kahevAnuM tAtpa e che ke jIva AhAra, zarIra, indriyAdine aMge vicAravALA hAya tethI kAMi te zAstranI DhaSTie vicAravALe athavA te vicArazIla che evuM kadIpaNuM ane kAipaNa saceAgAmAM gaNI zakAtuM nathI. jene bhUta, bhaviSya, vamAna krarmAMne aMge vicAra che, karma vagere zuM zuM kAma kare che te je jANe che ane bhava anAdinA che ka sa cAga anAdinA che. ane jIva anAdinA che evI jenI khAtrI thaI che ane tene aMge je vicAre kare che teneja zAstra sa'nI arthAt vicArazIla mAne che. have gaLathuthIrUpa bhava anAdinA che tyAdi traNu mAnyatAothIja manuSyane zAstrakAra mahArAjA vicArazIla kema gaNe che te joIe. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat E www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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...mAna da-sudhAsi'yu. (332) saphI......ane......asanI sudhAbiMdu 1 lu'. zAstrIya daSTie vicArazIlatA kai ? zAstrakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya zrImAn yazevijaya upAdhyAyajI mahArAjA sabhyajIvAnA upakArane mATe jJAnasAra prakaraNa nAmaka graMthamAM jaNAve che ke AtmakalyANanI jene icchA che evA puruSAe AtmAnA guNA meLavavA ane meLavIne te sthira rAkhavA mATe peAtAnA bhUta, bhaviSya ane vamAna traNe kALe jovA jANavAnI atyaMta jarUra che. jagatanA vyavahAramAM dareka jIva zarIra, indriyeA, indriyAnA viSaceA, AhAra, ane bhayane mATe vicAravALA arthAt viveka rAkhanArA che paraMtu A khAkhatamAM te viveka rAkhanArA hAya tethI kAMi teo zAstrIya draSTie vicAravALA TharatA nathI. AvA vicAravALA jIvAne zAstra vicAravALA kahevAne taiyAra nathI. AthIja zAstramAM sannI traNa prakAranA kahyA che. zAstrakAro sajJInA traNa prakAro pADe che. have A traNa prakAranA sa`jJIpaNuM zAstra kai STie mAne che te vicAravAnu che. arthAt zAstra, saMjJIpAne mATe kaI kaI sAmagrIe hAvAnI jarUra mAne che te vicArI jevAnI khAsa jarUra che. AhAra vinAnA jIva nathI. Shree Sudharmaswami Gyanbhandar-Umara, Surat AhAranI apekSAe tA jIvamAtra vicAravALA cheja. pachIthI te ekendriya hA, e indriyavALA DhA, manuSya hA, nArakInA jIva hA, tiya cayAnivALA hA athavA te| devatAo hA. game te yeAnivALo jIva hA, paraMtu koipaNa jIva evA teA nathIja ke te AhAranA vicAra vinAnAja hAya ! sUkSma ekendriya jIvA nA je varga che tene te mAtra ApaNe zraddhAthIja mAnI zakIe chIe. zraddhA sivAya ene khIjI koipaNa rIte ApaNe mAnI zakatAja nathI. sUkSma ekendriyane mAnavAnuM athavA te tene jANavAnuM paNa zraddhA sivAya ApaNI pAse bIjI sAdhanaja nathI teA pachI sUkSma ana takAyane mAnavAnuM te ApaNI pAse sAdhanaja kayAMthI hAya ? paraMtu tarkabuddhithIja je vicAra karIe teA ApaNe sUkSma nigeAdane mAnI zakIe chIe. tarkanI STieja jo vicArIe te ApaNane ema mAnavAnI jarUra paDe che ke sUkSma nigeAda jevI kai vastu hAvIja joIe. tame kaheze ke sUkSmanigei jevuM sthAna tarkathI paNa zI rIte mAnI zakAya vA, tenAja have ApaNe vicAra karIe. AhAcIja zarIra thAya che. e vAta teA tame jANA che ke jIva poteja zarIra banAvI 2e che. jIva pAteja zarIra banAvI le che, e vAta ApaNe dhruvI rIte mAnya rAkhIe ? teA javAba e maLaze ke pratyakSa rIte ApaNA anubhavathI. ApaNA www.umaragyanbhandar.com

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5 Anada-sudhAsiMdhu (333) sudhAbiMdu 1 che. anubhavathIja ApaNe joIe chIe ke jIva zarIra banAvI le che. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke jyAre ApaNe janma thayo hato tyAre ApaNe nAnA hatA. jamyA te samayanA zarIranuM vajanapramANa ane vIsa varSanA tarUNa yuvAnanA zarIranuM vajana pramANu ene sarakhAvI jeze te mAlama paDaze ke ApaNe AvaDA moTA kevI rIte thayA? ane ApaNane AvaDA moTA keNe karyo? javAba eTale ja maLaze ke koI vyakitanI jAduvidhAthI kAMI ApaNe moTA thaI gayA nathI paraMtu ApaNeja rAka laIne ApaNane pALIpoSIne moTA karyA che ane ApaNuM zarIranI ApaNe ATalI badhI abhivRddhi paNa karI nAkhI che. have ATalA moTA thayA pachI paNa je cAra dahADA tame AhAra nathI letA te tamArI zuM sthiti thAya che tene vicAra karaje, zazira vadhAravuM tamArA hAthamAM che. ATalI badhI vRddhi pAmavA chatAM paNa je tame cAra dahADA AhAra nathI letA te tame jarUra kRza thAo che ane vajanamAM paNa ghaTI jAo cho. jyAre AtmAne anukULa AhAra maLe che tyAre ja zarIra vadhe che ane je anukULa AhAra nathI maLato te zarIranuM vajana ghaTI jAya che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke AhArane lIdhe ja zarIranI vadha ke ghaTa cAluja hoya che. tame ATha dasa upavAsa kare ane pachI upavAsane dasame divase tamArA zarIranuM vajana karaze te jaNAI Avaze ke tamArA zarIranuM vajana pahelAMnA karatAM ghaTayuM che. vaLI punaH pArANuM karyA pachI AThame dahADe vajana karaze te tamane mAlama paDaze ke tamArA zarIranuM vajana vadhyuM che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke ApaNA zarIrane vadhAranAra ghaTADanAra AhAra che. na khAIe, AhAra na laIe te zarIra kRza thAya che ane AhAra laIe te zarIra vRddhi pAme che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke ApaNuM zarIra vadhAravuM ghaTADavuM te ApaNA ja hAthamAM che. bIjAnA koInA hAthamAM e zakti cheja nahi. zarIra vadhIne keTaluM thAya? have e vAta ApaNe kabula karIe ke ApaNe rAjadvArAja ApaNuM zarIra banAvI laIe chIe te e prazna ubhe thAya che ke banAvI banAvIne jIvAtmA pitAnuM zarIra keTaluM banAve che. arthAta tene keTaluM moTuM ane keTalA janavALuM banAvI zake che. manuSya ke tiryaMca game te hoya paraMtu te kherAkathI vadhArI vadhArIne pitAnuM zarIra eka hajAra yojanathI vadhAre moTuM banAvI zaktA ja nathI. zarIra vadhAremAM vadhAre moTuM hoya te paNa tenuM mApa eka hajAra vaijana jeTaluM che. eka hajAra ejanathI vadhAre moTuM audArika zarIra koIpaNa jIvAtmA banAvI zakatAja nathI, sApa ane mAchallAnA zarIra tarapha jue, tiryaMcanA zarIre tarapha dhyAna Ape ke manuSyanA zarIra tarapha jue, paraMtu eka hajAra ejanathI vadhAre moTuM zarIra tame keIpaNa sthaLe jaI zakavAnA nathIja. zarIranI moTAmAM moTI sthiti kaI hoI zake te ApaNe joI lIdhuM che, have zarIranI nAnAmAM nAnI sthiti kaI che te ApaNe joIe. jaghanya ane utkRSTa sthiti ekaja sthAnamAM hoya che ane madhyamamAM seMkaDa, hajAro a lAkha sthAna hoya che.

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (334). sudhAbiMdu 17. zirIranuM ochAmAM ochuM pramANa. vacamAM sthAnake game eTalAM moTAM hovA chatAM, ApaNe jANIe chIe ke utkRSTa sthAna ane jaghanya sthAna haMmezAM ekaja hoya che. vacalAM sthAnako te jeTalA utkRSTa hoya teTalA hoya che. eja daSTie AgaLa vadhe te sApha jaNAI Avaze ke AtmAnI apekSAe te je audArika zarIra race che te je utkRSTa audArika hoya te te vadhAremAM vadhAre eka hajAra ejananuM hoya che. have bIjI tarapha tamArI daSTi jaghanya tarapha vALe. jaghanyanA sthAnanI skUlatA keTalI che tene vicAra kare. have baMne cheDAnA kendrano vicAra karyA pachI madhyamasthAne asaMkhyatA che e tame saheje jANI zakaze, pachI madhyama sthAna uparathI jaghanya upara jaI jaghanyanI sthiti vicArazo te mAlama paDaze ke utkRSTanuM sthAna jema ekaja che teja pramANe jaghanyanuM sthAna paNa eka ja che, ane e jaghanyanA sthAnanI sthiti ochAmAM ochA amuka pramANuthI nAnI nathI. dhAro ke so utkRSTa hoya te 998,7,16 e temanA madhyama sthAnaka thayA e madhyama sthAnakene AdhAre nIce utaratA jaIe te jaghanya sthAna ja Ave che. madhyama sthAnakane vicAra karavAthI jaghanyanI nyUnatAne khyAla ApaNane sArI rIte AvI zake che. have evuM jaghanya zarIra pramANe ochAmAM ochuM keTaluM hoI zake tene vicAra kara. zarIranuM ochAmAM ochuM pramANa paNa zA TharAveluM ja che. ekaja zarIramAM anaMtA cho. AgaLano je asaMkhyAta bhAga teTaluM ochAmAM ochuM zarIra hoya che. ethI eNuM zarIra hoI zakatuM nathI. jema nigodamAM anaMtAcho mAnyA che te ja pramANe zarIra paNa ochAmAM ochA AgaLanA anaMtamAM bhAga jeTaluM hoya ema te ApaNe mAnI zatAja nathI. tyAre have tamane e prazna muMjhavaze ke zarIra AMgaLanA anaMta bhAga jeTaluM ApaNe zA mATe mAnI zakatA nathI. ekaja zarIramAM ApaNe anaMtAcha mAnIe chIe. ekaja zarIramAM anaMtAjI rahelA che e vAtano koI InkAra karI zakatuM nathI. te pachI jaghanya zarIra paNa AMgaLanA anaMtamA bhAge mAnavAmAM aDacaNa zI? AMgaLane asaMkhyAtame bhAga mAne ke anaMta bhAga mAne paraMtu e bane bhAgo jJAnIe dekhavAnA che. e bhAgo kAMI ApaNe dekhavAnA nathI, ane jyAM sudhI asaMkhyAtamAM bhAgane pitAnI najare joI zake che, te jJAnI mahArAja te anaMtamo bhAga paNa sahaja joi zake che, te pachI anaMtamA bhAge zarIra na mAnIe ane zarIramAM anaMtA jIve hevAnuM vIkArIe enuM kAraNa zuM? jIva ane AhAra, A5NI upalI mAnyatAmAM zAstro saMmata che. zAstro mAne che ke jaghanya zarIra AMgaLanA asaMkhyAtamA bhAga jeTaluM hoya che. chatAM ApaNe tarkathI A vAta vicArIne te grahaNa karavAnI che. zarIra AMgaLanA anaMtamA bhAganuM banI zakatuM nathI. jyAre cha AMgaLanA asaMkhyAtamA bhAgamAM anaMtA rahI zake che. A vastu samajavI tamone muzkela che paraMtu te samajavAnI bhAre jarUra che. A vastu samajavAne mATe zarIra banavAnuM kAraNa zuM che teno vicAra karo. jIva je AhAra grahaNa kare che te AhAra zarIra banavAnuM kAraNa che. te pachI zarIra a5mAM alpa keTaluM mAnavuM tene javAba eja che

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (331) sudhAbiMdu 1 3. ke ochAmAM oche. jIva jeTalA AhAra lai zake teTaluja zarIra mAnI zakAya. je pramANamAM jIva AhAra grahaNa kare che te AhAranA pramANuthI zarIrapramANa vadhAre hAya e khulluja che. jIvane je zarIra maLeluM che te zarIranuM jadhanya pramANu AMgaLanA mana'tamA bhAga jeTaluM' mAne te mAMgaLanA ana tamA bhAganuM pudgala AMgaLanA ana tamA bhAganA AhAra zI rIte karI zakavAnu hatu? eka udAharaNa leA. cAra ceArasa iMcanI tame eka peTI manAvA ane pachI temAM cAra cArasa iMcaneja seAnAnA pATale mUke te te zuM rahI zakavAnA hatA ? cAra cArasa iMcanI peTImAM cAra cArasa iMcanA ghana mUkI zakAtAja nathI teja pramANe AMgaLanA anaMtamA bhAganuM jIva zarIra hAya te| temAM AMgaLanA ana`tamA bhAganA AhAra paNa rahI zakavAnAja nathI arthAt jIva AMgaLanA anaMtamA bhAge mAnIe teA jIva zarIra AMgaLanA asakhyAtamA bhAga jeTalu'ja mAnavuM paDe che. AMgaLanA pradezA asakhyAtA che ane AkAzapradeze paNa asakhyAtAja che arthAt AMgaLanA anaMtamA bhAganA jIthI AMgaLanA ana MtamA bhAgane AhAra karI zakAya e vastu hatuyuktithI pazu mAgya siddha thAya che. tyAM avagAhanA asa'bhavita che. eka AMgaLanA vistAramAM AkAzanA pradeze anaMtA nathI. eka AMgaLanA vistAranA AkAzapradeze pazu asaMkhyAtAja che teA pachI kevaLa sAdhAraNa buddhie vicAraze teA paNa mAlama paDI Avaze ke jIva AMgaLanA anaMtamA bhAganA AhAra kevI rIte lai zakavAnA hatA ? AMgaLanA ane'tamA vistAramAM je bhAga Ave che te bhAgAmAM kAipaNa bhAganI avagAhanAja nathI. teA pachI cAhe tevI dazAmAM hAya tApaNuM te jIva AMgaLanA anatamA bhAganA AhAra kayAMthI ane kevI rIte lai zake ? asaMkhyAta pradeza vagara gratuNu karavA lAyaka puddagalanI avagAhanAja nathI, ochAmAM oche avagAha aMzulanA ana`tamA bhAge hAtA nathI. ana'tamA bhAge avagAhanuM ja astitva na heAvAthI anaMtamA bhAgamAM avagADelI keAI cIja nathI. udAharaNa mATe ApaNe caudarAjaleAka leA. ApaNe caudAjaleAka laIe ane tene ana Mtame bhAga karIe te e anatamA bhAge paNa avagAhanA nathIja. have sAdhAraNa buddhie vicAra kareA ke cauDharAjaleAka jevAnA ana`tamA bhAgamAM paNa avagAhanAne sabhava nathI teA pachI AMgaLanA anaMtamA bhAgamAM te avagAhanA sabhaveja kayAMthI ? badAmanA parAdha bhAga zI rIte thAya ? dhAro ke tamene eka rUpIAnA pASa bhAga pADavAnuM kAma sAMkhyu, te vicAra karI ke zu' tame e pramANe bhAga pADI zakazeA kharA? tame rUpInA mAnA, pAi, rokaDA, badAma e sau kAMi karI zakazeA paraMtu jo tamAne rUpIAnA parAdha bhAga pADavAnuMja kA kAie sAMpyuM hAya tA tamAre hAtha joDIneja esI rahevu paDe! jema eka rUpIAnA parAdha mA bhAga paDI zakatAja nathI teja pramANe caudarAjaleAkanA paNa anaMtamA bhAga pADI zakatA nathI. jo eka rUpIAnA pASa bhAga pADavA e azakaya che paraMtu dhAro ke tamAne koi eka badAmanA parA bhAga cADavAnuM kahe teA pachI tame hAtha joDIne esIja raheA ke bIjI kAMi ? tamArA hAtha kAne devA sivAya ahIM bIjo upAyaja nathI, kAraNa ke jyAM eka rUpIAnA parAmAM bhAga pADavA paNa

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-- AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (336) sudhAbadu 1 luM. azakaya che tyAM dekaDo ke badAma hAthamAM laIne tene parArdhamAM bhAga pADavA bese te e te baneja kevI rIte? je badAmanA parArdha bhAga pADavA e sarvathA azakaya che te pachI eja nyAye AMgaLanA paNa anaMta bhAga pADavA azakya hoya, temAM Azcarya zuM? baMne sthAne lAkha davA. tame jANe che ke cauda rAjalokanA paNa anaMtA bhAga paDe evuM nathI. je caudarAjalakanA paNa anaMtA bhAga na paDI zake, te pachI eka AMgaLanA anaMta bhAga karavA e keTaluM muzkela hoya tene vicAra te heje AvI zake ema che. have koI evI zaMkA karaze ke cauda rAjalakanA bhAga paNa asaMkhyAtA thAya che ane AgaLanA bhAga paNa asaMkhyAta thaI zake che, e vAta magaja kevI rIte kabula rAkhI zake? ThIka ApaNe e manane khulAso joIzuM. dhAro ke lAkha davAone ApaNe ekaThI karI, tene khAMDIe, tenuM bArIka cUrNa karIe ane pachI te cUrNano kADhe banAvIe, e kADhAmAM soyanI aNu boLIe, e aNI upara eka biMdu jeTalI davA lAgelI che. have tamane koI pUchaze ke bhAI! A soyanI upara keTalI davAo che? tame zuM javAba Apaze? tamAre eja javAba Apavo paDaze ke lAkha davAo che. lAkhamAM jarAya ochI nathI. have tamane bIjo koI e prazna kare ke AkhI kaDhAImAM keTalI davA che? tamAre ene paNa eja javAba Apavo paDaze ke tyAM paNa lAkha davAoja che. ThIka have tamArA baMne javAbo samajapUrvaka tapAsI juo. baMne sthAne asaMkhyAta jIvo. tame kahe che ke seyanI aNI upara paNa lAkha davAo che ane AkhI kaDhAImAM paNa lAkha davAo che. tamArA A baMne javAba sAcA che, temAM eka paNa javAba khUTe nathI. have khyAla kara ke kaDhAImAM paNa lAkha davA che ane soyanI aNI uparanA biMdumAM e lAkha davAo che e vastu jarAya eTI che? nahi ja! bIjA udAharaNe kadAca tamArI buddhimAM na utare paraMtu A udAharaNa te evuM che ke te jaDamAM jaDa mANasanI buddhimAM paNa utaravuM ja joIe. alabatta buddhi samajavA mAgatI hoya teja, nahi te nahi! jema ahIM A vAta tamArA magajamAM utare che ane e vastu bhaya che ke AkhI kaDhAimAM paNa davA lAkha che ane soyanA biMdu upara paNa davA lAkha che. teja pramANe ahIM eka biMdumAM paNa asaMkhyAtA jIvo samAelA che ane teja pramANe jagatanA samudro, taLA, vAvaDIo vagerenA saghaLA apakAya jIvo laIe te paNa tenI saMkhyA asaM. khyAtA jeTalIja che e vAta paNa tamArA dhyAnamAM utAravI ja joIe. asaMkhyAta cha mAnavAja paDaze. jema davAnA udAharaNamAM tamane lAkha davAo mAna vAne vadhe nathI teja pramANe ahIM eka biMdamAM ane samasta saMsAranA jaLamAM paNa asaMkhyAta che mAnavAne tamane vAMdho na hovuM joIe. aMkanI Teca upara pANInuM je biMdu raheluM che te joIe te sthUla pramANamAM alpa che ane kaDhAimAM je pANI raheluM che te mApIe te te sthala pramANamAM vadhAre che. A rIte bhUla pramANamAM vadhAre rahe che paraMtu tethI baMne sthaLe-biMdumAM ane kaDhAImAM-davA lAkha che e vAta

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mAnaha-sudhAgni'dhu. (337) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. te spaSTaja che. davAmAM teA kazeAja-tibhAranA paNa pharaka nathIja. je kAMI krUraka che te pramANumAMja che. eja pramANe eka biMdu jeTalu pANI ane cauda rAjaleAkanA pANInA jIvA temAM asaMkhyAtA jIvAnuM echAvattApaNuM bhale hAya, chatAM eTalu' te spaSTa che ke te bannemAM asa`khyAtA jIvA teA che, che ane cheja ! je pramANe TAMkaNInA ziAbhAgane kADhAnI kaDhAImAM bheLI kADhIe ane tenA upara je davA hAya te paNa lAkha davA che ane samasta kaDhAImAM je pravAhI che temAM paNa lAkha davA che teja pramANe ahIM pazu samajavAnuM che. mAtra ekanAja pharaka, jema uparanA udAharaNumAM sakhyA ekanI ekaja che teja pramANe ahIM paNa sakhyA ekanI ekaja che. have sakhyAnA pramANumAM pharaka zAthI paDe che tenA vicAra karA. lAkhanA sthAnakA gaNitazAstranI draSTie keTalA che te vicAro, lAkhanA sthAnakA karADA ane akhajo che. eka lAkha rUpIA hAya e pazu lAkhanuM sthAnaka che. lAkha rUpIAmAM tame bIjI e badAma nAkheA te paNa te lAkhanuM ja sthAnaka che. lAkhane karADa e sakhyA te mATI kahevAya che paraMtu lAkha pachI vadhatAM vadhatAM ApaNe 9999999 rU. padara AnA traNa paisA, e pAi ane sAta badAma upara AvIe te tyAM lAkha ne karoDa vacce aMtara keTalu hAya che? mAtra eka badAmanu'! jo e rakamamAM 1 adAmaja umerI DhA tA karADa thAya ane karoDamAMthI badAma kADhI leA te lAkha thAya. lAkha ane karADa e be saMkhyAo jue tA ane sakhyA jANe e cheDA upara hAya tevI che, pazu phera jue tA eka badAmaneAja ! eja sthiti sakhyAta ane asakhyAta vacce che. have e qaka samajavAnA ApaNe yatna karIe. utkRSTa ane jaghanya je pramANe lAkha ane karADa vacce aMtara mAtra eka badAmanuM ja che teja pramANe sakhyAta ane asaMkhyAta tathA asaMkhyAta ane ana'ta vaccenA taphAvata paNa ekanAja che. sakhyAta ane anata e be vaccene taphAvata mAtra eka jeTaleAja che. utkRSTa asakhyAta e evI vastu che ke jemAM eka umerIe eTale anatA thAya che. A rIte asa`khyAta ane anaMta vacce taphAvata joze te mAtra ekanAja che ! utkRSTa lAkha ane jadhanya karADa e enI vaccenu aM'tara joze teA mAtra eka badAma jeTaluM ja, vadhAre jarAya nahi ! chellAmAM chellI lAkhanI saMkhyA eTale utkRSTa lAkha ane paDelAmAM pahelI karADanI sakhyA eTale jadhanya karADa e benI vacce aMtara joze te mAtra ekanuMja che. eja pramANe ahIM paNa vicAra karavAnA che. ahIM utkRSTa sakhyAta ane jaghanya asakhyAta e enI vacce aMtara paNa mAtra ekatu ja che, teja pramANe jaghanya anaMta ane utkRSTa asaMkhyAta e enI vaccenuM aMtara tapAsaze te paNa te mAtra eka jeTalu ja che ema sahelAithI jaNAi Ave che. nAnAmAM nAnA zarIranI maryAdA, eka lAkha rUpIA e lAkhanuM paheluM sthAna che. pachI lAkha upara khIjI badAma nAkhA eTale zrIjI' sthAna, trIjI badAma nAkhA eTale trIjI sthAna, e pramANe jema jema badAmA upara badAma eka pachI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (338) sudhAbiMda1 luM eka nAkhatA jaze tema tema sthAne badalAtAM jaze. "lAkha" bolavAnuM eka zabdathI che paraMtu tame A rIte je te lAkhanA lAkho sthAne thAya che e ja pramANe bolavAmAM asaMkhyAtA zabda ekaja che, paraMtu temAMe sthAno asaMkhyAtA che. have eja daSTie caidarAjalokanA hissAnI vAta tapAsI juo. jaidarAjakanA hisA karIe te te paNa asaMkhyAtAja bane che, anaMtA thaI zakatA nathI, te pachI AgaLanA anaMtA hissA to thAyaja kayAMthI? ane je te na bane te pachI anaMtamo hisso e zabdaja kayAMthI bolI zakAya? arthAta AgaLanA anaMtamA bhAganuM zarIra bane eja azakaya che. yuktinI khAtara tapAsazo te mAlama paDaze ke zarIra AMgaLanA anaMtamA bhAganuM hoI zake ja nahi. zarIra-nAnAmAM nAnuM zarIra-ochAmAM ochuM AMgaLanA asaMkhyAtamA bhAga jevaDuM ja hoya che tenA karatA vadhAre chuM arthAta vadhAre nAnuM zarIra hoI zakatuM ja nathI. kaMdamULane vikAsakrama. have e prazna thaze ke je zarIra vadhAremAM vadhAre AgaLanA asaMkhyAtamA bhAga jevaDuM hoya te pachI temAM anaMtAjI kevI rIte rahI zake? A prazna samajavA mATe sauthI pahelA te e prazna dhyAnamAM lo ke anaMtAcha mAnavA kema paDe che? duniyAdArInI daSTie vicArIe te jemAM vadhAre saMkhyA hoya te teo kAMIne koI kArya svataMtra rIte karI zake che ane ochI saMkhyA hoya te te parAdhInapaNe kAma kare che. A vastu barAbara samajavA mATe kaMdamULa ane bIjI vanaspatinuM udAharaNa dhyAnamAM lo. vanaspati evI cIja che ke tene tame chedI nAkhaze ane pachI paze te te ugaze nahi, Azraya vagara te vanaspati ugatI nathI. jhADa, ghAsa ItyAdine chedI nAkhaze ane pachI eka bAjue mUkI rAkhaze te tethI kAMI e jhADa vanaspati vagere ugI zakavAnA nathIja. e saghaLAne jyAre jamInamAM vAvaze ane tene jamInanA pagalAne Azraya maLaze tyAre ja te ugaze arthAt A saghaLI vanaspati AzrayathI ja uge che, te Azaya vinA ugatI ja nathI e vAta khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che. "chinnarUhA" zabda kema vAparyo chedyA chatAM chedAvA pachI paNa je vanaspati jamIna, pANI ItyAdino Azraya maLyA vinAja uge che te vanaspatimAM tamAre jIvana ja jabaradasta mAnavaja paDaze. ethIja kaMdamULanuM lakSaNa ApatAM zAstrakAroe khAsa karIne "chInarUhA" ema jaNAvyuM che. baTAkAnA kaTakA karIne tene vAvI deze. te paNa te ugaze ane je bAjarInA dANAnA vAvatAM pahelAM kaTakA karaze te te nahi uge. baTAkA jevI cIjenA tame kaTakA karIne vAve che te paNa te uge che. A uparathI vicAra karo ke kaMdamULamAM jIvenI kevI jambara zakita hevI joIe ke jenA kaTakA karIe te paNa tenI zakitane hAsa thatuM nathI, eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu te jhapATAbaMdha pAchAM ugIja nIkaLe che. kendra

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mAna-sudhAgni dhu. (339) sudhAIma huM 1 huM. mULanA A rItanA ugavApaNAthI temAM rahelA jIvAnI sakhyAnuM mATApaNuM khula rAkhavuM paDe che, A daSTAMta uparathI bIjI sAmAnya vanaspatie karatAM kadamULamAM rahelA jIvAnI vipulatA spaSTa thAya che! jIvAnI pracaMDa zakti kuMvArapAThAne jamInamAMthI khAdI kADhIne tene zIke mUkI rAkhIe ane tene pRthvI, pANI vagere kAipaNa cIjanA Azraya na maLe tA paNa te uge che. pRthvIthI chedAIne dUra thaelA, pRthvImAM na rApAyalA, ane pANI ke havAnA sacAga vinAnA evA kuMvarapAThA zIkAmAM mUkI rAkhIe te paNa vadhe che, tA have vicAra karI ke enAmAM jIvanI saMkhyA keTalI hAvI joie? chevA thakI jenI jiMdagInA nAza thatA nathI, pANI na maLavA chatAM jenI jiMdagInI vRddhine aTakAva thatA nathI ane jamIna na maLavA chatAM paNa jenI vRddhi cAluja rahe che te vastumAM bhavya jIva pramANu rahetu. hAvuMja joie enI khAtarI thAya che. kadAca kAI ema kaheze ke e te kuMvArapAThAnA evA svabhAvaja che ke te chedAyA chatAM vadheja jAya che, emAM jIvatattva jevuM mAnavAnI AvazyakatAja nathI, nAstikAnI AvI vANI upara AstikA dhyAna ApatAja nathI. AstikA tA emaja mAne che ke jarUra jagatamAM tattva cheja, jo tema na hoya te A jagata thayAne keTalA vakhata thayA, A sa`sAranA nAza yAre thayA hatA athavA thaze? jo jagata kAI khIjAe manAvyuM hatuM te teNe te kayAM besIne anAvyuM hatuM ? A praznonuM pariNAma e Ave che ke jagatane ApaNe anAdi mAnavuMja paDe che ane Atmatatva paNa anAdi che ema kabula rAjavuMja paDe che. jIva jagata anAdi che. jeeA ema kahe che ke A jagata ATalA lAkha varaseAthI thayuM che tene pahelAM ema pUche ke bhAI ! jo tamArA hisAbe A saMsAra ATalA lAkha varavarasAthI thayA che te pachI enI pahelAM zuM hatuM? pahelAM zu evA praznane teo evA javAba AApaze ke, jagata thayuM' te pahelAM eka akhaDa ane ajarAmara eve brahma hatA. mItte prazna e karI ke e brahmanI pahelAM zuM hatu ? javAba maLaze ke, kAMi nahi, brahmanI pahelAM zuM hatuM enI carcA nakAmI che. brahma anAdi che ane teNeja pRthvI racI che. "ve temane ema pUche ke jagatanA nAtha thayA pachI A jagata kai sthitine prApta karaze ?" tA tarata te evAja javAba ApI deze ke bra athavA izvara A jagatanA nAza kare che ane te vaLI pAchA navuM jagata manAvI nAkhe che. anya darzanakArA paNa jagatane anAda mAnavAmAM te vAMdhA letAja nathI. bhagavadgItA, brahmasUtra ityAdi aneka graMthAmAM joze te mAlama paDI Avaze ke tyAM badhe jagatane anAdi mAnavAnI sAme vAMdhA levAmAM Avye nathI! l A te kevA izvaradAsa ! anya darzanavAdI jagatane anAdi mAnavAne teA taiyAraja che paraMtu teo vacce izvarane dAkhala karI de che ane kahe che ke Izvara A jagatane manAve che ane vaLI pAchA tenA nAza kare che haiM vaLI jagatane nAza thAya

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Ana'nApAsiY. (340) sudhArmi'61 huM. eTale Izvara vaLI pAchA navuM jagata taiyAra kare che! arthAt izvaranA dhaMdhAja e che ke jItu bhAMgavuM ane navuM khanAvavuM! nAnA khALako dhULamAM ramatAM navA navA gharA taiyAra kare che ane ramI rahyA pachI tene bhAMgI nAkhe che. jo izvara paNa AvI rIte bhAMgaphroDa karavAmAMja gammata mAnatA hAya teA e Izvarane izvara na kahetAM tene bhAMgADIe izvara kahevA eja vadhAre vAstavika che. IzvaravAdI sRSTine anAdi te mAneja che chatAM prazvaranuM astitva mAnya rAkhavAne mATeja teo sRSTinI utpatti ane nAza mAne che paraMtu e utpatti ane nAzanI kriyAne paNa te anAddhithIja mAne che arthAt chevaTe temane paNa sRSTine nAza ane utpatti tathA jIvAtmA e saghaLAMne anAdi tA mAnavAMja paDe che upaniSado ane brahmasUtra, AtmA ane jagata ene prAraMbha nathI athavA tA tene aMta paNa nathI ema tA teo paNa mAne che. upaniSadonA sAmAnya sU2 evA che ke te AtmAne anAdi mAne che ane AtmAne anAdi mAnIne teo A jagatanA prapaMca racAyA che evuM pratipAdana kare che. brahmasUtrAmAM paNa A jagatane anAdija . mAnavAmAM AvyuM che. aneka jAtanA tarkavAda karIne jAtajAtanI zakAe uThAvIne chevaTe brahmasUtra paNa khIja ane akuranA nyAye eja vAta upara Ave che ke A jagata anAdi che. vaizvika tatvajJAnavAdIonA upaniSado ane brahmasUtrA pachInA jANItA thayA te smRti ane purANA che. A smRtio ane purANeAmAM paNa A jagatanuM anAdipaNuM kabula rAkhavAmAM Avyu che. have jyAre badheja jagatanuM anAdipaNuM kabula rAkhavAmAM Ave che te pachI evA prazna sahaja uddabhave che ke teo mekSane mAne che ke nahi? eka paNa Astika matavALA evA nathIja ke je mAkSane mAnya rAkhatA na heAya, game te sa`pradAyanA hai| paraMtu je mANasa A saprAkrayAne mAnya rAkhe che arthAt ke je smAstika che te saghaLA mAkSane te mAnya rAkhe cheja. ane te sRSTine anAdi paNa mAne che te pachI sheje evA prazna udbhave che ke anAdikALathI je mekSe gayA che evA jIveAnI sakhyA tA anatAnI thaI che teA pachI mAthe gaelA e badhA rahetA kayAM hAvA joIe ? IzvaravAdIo kahe che ke sRSTi anAdi che ane anAdi kALathI Izvara jagata race che ane tenA aMta lAve che te pachI e pratyeka sRSTiveLAe jo ekaeka AtmAja vage gayA haze te paNa tenI sakhyA te hajArA, lAkhAnI nahi paraMtu anatAnI thai haze teA pachI mAkSe gaelA e aSA thavA rahetA kayAM haze ? atItakALamAM tathA anAgatakALamAM paNa mANatA pravAha aTakavAne te nathIja. meAkSanA adhikArI kANu ? have vicAra karo ke bhUtakALamAM je jIvA mAkSe gayA haze ane anAgatakALamAM paNa je jIvA mAkSe jaze te saghaLAne nivAsa kyAM haze ? ajainadarzanAe jIvane anAdi mAnyA che, navA jIvanI utpatti temaNe mAnI nathI ane te chatAM meAkSane tA teoe mAnya zakhyA che. te pachI kALa anatA hovAne lIdhe

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu (341) suSAbiMda 1 . jIvane rahevAnA sthAna paNa anaMtA che emaja temane mAnya rAkhavuM paDaze. raidarAjakane paNa anaMta bhAga thaI zaktA nathI. have je jIve mokSe gayA che temanI saMkhyA paNa anaMtanI che, temaja anaMtA have pachI svarge jaze, te ema mAnavuM paNa sahaja prApta thAya che ke e jIvonI saMkhyA karatAM te anaMtagaNa che A suSTimAM jIvatAvasthAmAM hovA joIe. koIpaNa darzanavAdIe svAbhAvikapaNe manukhetara avasthAmAM mokSa mAnya nathI. ajenadarzana graMthamAM keTaleka sthaLe pazu pakSIone mokSa maLyAnA udAraNe che paraMtu te apavAda che. kevaLa parAdhIna ! svAbhAvika rIte te dareka zAsane mokSa manuSyapaNAmAMja mAnya che anya dazAmAM mokSa mAnI lIdhe nathI. have dareka darzanee mahatvane mAne e mAnavabhava kare che te juo ! manuSya e kevaLa parAdhIna che svataMtratAnI bAMga mArate manuSya eka aMze paNa svataMtra nathI. pANI, pRthvI, vanaspati, teja, vAyu e kazA vinA mAnavalava TakI zakato nathI. pRthvI vagara manuSya rahI zakyuM nathI. dhAro ke A pRthvI gusse thAya ane koI manuSyane pitAnI gurutvAkarSaNa sImAmAMthI bahAra dhakelI de, te game te gRha, upagraha ke tArAnA dabANathI kheMcAIne te mANasanA TukaDeTukaDA thaI jAya ! pANI vinA paNa mANasa calAvI zakatuM nathI. pANI na hoya te mANasa tarataja maravA paDe che, teja vinA paNa tene cAlatuM nathI. vAyu vinA te mANasa kSaNabhara paNa jIvI zakateja nathI. Ama dareka rIte joIe te mAlama paDe che ke te kevaLa parAdhIna che. parAdhIna manuSya, manuSya sarvathA parAdhIna che svataMtratA jevuM to tenI pAse kazuM ja nathI! jIvana mekSa mAnIe eTale asaMkhyAta pRthvI, apa, tela, vAyu ane vanaspatinA anaMtAjI paNa mAnavA paDe che. mokSe gaelA chanI saMkhyA anaMtAnI mAnIe eTale tene ja AdhAre A lekamAM anaMtajIvo rahelA che e paNa mAnavuMja paDaze, ane e anaMtAchanuM sthAna A lekamAM mAnavuM paDaze. tame jANe che ke ApaNe AgaLa e vAta jaI AvyA chIe ke caudazakane paNa anaMtame bhAga thaI zakatuM ja nathI. caudarAjalakane anaMta bhAga thaI zakatuM nathI paraMtu anaMtA che te mAnyA vinA ja nathI. atItakALa anaMtA che, anAgata kALa paNa anaMtA che e saghaLA anaMtA kALamAM mekSa gaelAnI saMkhyA paNa anaMtAnI che ane e saMkhyA anaMtAnI che eTale teja AdhAre A lekamAM rahelAonI saMkhyA paNa anaMtA jeTalIja che ema sahaja kabula rAkhavuM paDe che. anaMtakAyanI sthiti ApaNe A rIte e vAta te kabula rAkhIja lIdhI ke anaMtAcha - A lekamAM che. have anaMtAjIne A lokamAM rAkhavAne mATe temanuM sthAna paNa mAnavuMja paDaze. e anaMtAjInuM A lekamAM sthAna kayAM? te javAba eja

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (342) suSAbiMdu 1 luM. Apavo rahyo ke ekaja zarIramAM anaMtAcha mAnavAja paDaze. hetu ane yuktithI paNa A rIte spaSTa thAya che ke ekaja zarIramAM anaMtAnuM astitva zakaya ja che. zarIra aMgulanA asaMkhyAtamA bhAga jeTaluM ja hoya ane temAM jIve te anaMtA samAvavAnA hoya che eTale ekaja zarIramAM anaMtA mAnavAja paDe che, e sthiti teja anaMtakAyanI sthiti che. anaMtAjI ekaja jarIramAM havA tenuM ja nAma anaMtakAya che. zarIranuM pramANa keTaluM hoya che e praznane vicAra karatAM ApaNe sAbIta karyuM che ke zarIra asaMkhyAtamA bhAganuM hoya che ane je te anaMtA che have e anaMtA chone ane zarIranuM pramANa kevuM hoI zake te vicArIe. AhAranI bAbatamAM badhA vicArazIla eka zarIra tujAra jojananuM paNa hoya che ane eka zarIra AgaLanA paNa asaMkhyAtamA bhAga jeTaluM hoya che. eka zarIra eka jIva banAve che te bIjuM zarIra anaMtA ja banAve che. have cAra vikalpa rAkhIe te jaghanya pramANa kayAM Ave che te joIe. anaMtAjI maLIne je bArIkamAM bArIka zarIra banAve che te jaghanya pramANa che. zarIranI ochAmAM ochI eTale ke nAnAmAM nAnI sthiti e che ke jenI AgaLa bIjA ethIya nAnA zarIranI hastI ja azakya che. AgaLanA asaMkhyAtamA bhAganuM zarIra e zarIra mApanuM jaghanya pramANa che. e mApathI eka aMza paNa ochAnuM zarIra hoI zakatuM ja nathI. AhAra ane zarIra e baMne asaMkhyAtamAM bhAga jeTalA che tenAthI temanuM nyUna pramANa bIkula paNa nathI. AthI ja spaSTa thAya che ke ekendriya paNa AhAra levAnI bAbatamAM vicAravALA che ane tethI ApaNe mULa siddhAMta sAbIta thAya che. khare "vicAravALe ke? dareka jIvamAtra AhAra levAnA vicAravALA che e ApaNe mULa siddhAMta Ama sAbIta thAya. ekendriya AhAra levAnA vicAravALA che eTale ekathI vadhAre indriyavALA te AhAranI bAbatamAM vicAravALA hoya e svAbhAvika che. je jIvo AhAranA vicAravALA che te saghaLA ja zarIrane aMge vicAravALA che ja, paraMtu jeo mAtra zarIrane aMgeja vicAravALA che tene zAstrakAre vicAravALA mAnavAnI nA paDe che ! indriyonA vicAravALAne jema zAstrakAro vicAravALA mAnatA nathI teja pramANe indriyanA viSayeja jeo vicAra kare che arthAta viSane aMge je vicAravALA che tevAone paNa zAstrakAro vicArazIla mAnatA nathI. jIva ekendriya che ke vadhAre indriyavALe he paraMtu te saghaLAne AhAra, bhaya, maithuna, ane parigraha che ane tethIja e cAre saMjJA pratyeka jIvane mAnavAmAM AvI che. asaMsI ane hetusarI pratyeka jIvane A cAra saMjJA che paraMtu te chatAM te saghaLA jene zAstrakAroe saMjJI mAnyA nathI. je AhAra, bhaya, maithuna ke parigraha e cAra saMjJAmAMthI koIpaNa eka saMjJAne aMge vicArazIlatA rijha rAkhI

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (343) sAbiMdu uM. heta te te pariNAma e Avata ke A jagatamAM koIpaNa AtmA vicArazIlatA vinAne roja na hota ! AthIja zAstrakAroe saMjJI ane asaMjJI evA be bhAge pADayA che. AhAra AdinI apekSAe athavA cAra saMjJAnI apekSAe joIe te A jagatamAM koIpaNa AtmA asaMzI karI zake ja nahi. A jagatamAM keTalAka AtmAo viSayoneja aMge vicAravALA che, keTalAka AhArane aMge vicAravALA che, keTalAka mAtra vartamAnakALane viSeja vicAravALA che, te keTalAka traNekALane viSe vithAvALA che; eTalAja mATe zAstrakAroe hetusaMjJI ane hetuasaMjJA evA bheda pADelA che. have hetusaMjJI ane hetuasaMzI jI kevA che ane tenA vartana kevA che ane tenA vartana kevA che te joIe. saNIpaMcendriya te zuM? je jIvAtmAo traNekALanA vicAravALA hoya paraMtu mAtra viSa purataja vicAra traNekALane mATe karanArA hoya tevA jIvane zA hetusaMjJI kahe che, ane jeo vicAra nahi karanArA hoya tevA jIvane zAstro hetuasaMzI kahe che. A saMsAramAM keTalAka ja evA che ke jeo mAtra traNakALane mATe vicAra kare che paraMtu mAtra viSaya ane tene pAmavAnI pravRttio saMbaMdhInAja traNekALane mATe vicAra kare che. vaLI keTalAka jIvo mAtra vartamAna bhavane aMgeja vicAra kare che. A baMne prakAranA jIvone zAsakAra mahArAjAo asaMjJIja kahe che. bIjA keTalAka saMjJI paMcendriya kahevAya che. A jIva saMjJI paMcendriya zAthI kahevAya che te have joIe. je che traNekALanA viSayone aMgeja vicAra kare che athata ke bhUta bhaviSya ane vartamAna e traNe kALane mAtra viSayane aMgeja vicAra kare che te saghaLA cha saMjJI paMcendriya kahevAya che. tAtvika saMsI keNa? have je nAstika saMjJI paMcendriya jIve che te saghaLA che paNa potAnA viSayonI rakSAne aMge traNe kALane vicAra kare che eTale traNe kALanA vicAra mAtrathI ja ApaNe koIne sAce saMjJI kahI zakatA nathI. sAce saMjJI athavA te tAtvika saMjJI te teja che ke je jIva bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAnakALanI jiMdagIne ja vicAra kare che. spaSTa zabdomAM kahIe te je cho bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAna jiMdagIne ja vicAra kare che teja tAtvika saMjJI che. have keI ahIM evI zaMkA karaze ke je traNe kALano je vicAra kare che, te ja AtmA saMsI che, te pachI badhAja AtmAone saMjJI kahevA joIe ke jeo traNe kALane aMge vicAravALA heya, pachI bhale te vicAre jagatane aMge hA, viSayene aMge ho athavA te jiMdagIne aMge he ! ThIka! A zaMkAne vicAra karIne tenuM nirAkaraNa karatAM pahelAM jagatanI arthAt vyavahAranI draSTi kevI che te tapAsIe.

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( 344) sudhAbiMdu 1 huM. jagatanA vyavahAramAM tame jue che ke dareka dhaMdhAdArI sAmA mANasane tyAreja pravINa mAne che ke jyAre te tenA pradhAne anukULa banelA hoya che! AThasA rUpIAnA kalekaTara pAtAnI nAkarI choDIne dANAvALAne tyAM nAkarI levA jaze te dANAvALA tene dhakko mArIne pAcheAja kADhaze, averInA chekarAne duniyAdArInA saghaLA hisAbatiAmA mAvaDatA haze, vakIla ke merIsTarImAM te pAsa thayelA haze paraMtu je tene calanA hisAba nahi AvaDatA hAya tA jhaverI tene potAnA dhaMdhAne mATe lAyaka lekhatA nathI ! koi jakharA tatvavettA paNa jhaverInI dukAne nAkarI rahevA jAya te jhaverI tene peAtAnA dhaMdhAne mATe nAlAyakeja lekhe che! kahA ke kAi ustAda vakIla ke dAkatara paNa jhaverInI dRSTie jhaverInA dhaMdhAne mATe tA purepurA abhaNuja che. vakIla jhaverIne ema kahetA Ave ke "Dhosta ! tArI gAdI para besIne mane meAtI vecavA de!" teA tame tene pAgala kahIne hAMkI kADhazeA ke khIjuM kAMi ? JAnasudhA/sabhru jhaverIne tyAM badhA nakAmA zAstrakArAnuM dhyeya zuM? jema jhaverInI draSTie jhaverInA dhaMdhA mATe jhaverAtanA dhaMdhA vinAnuM khIjuM saghaLuM bhaNelA nakAmA che, teja pramANe zAsra kAranI dRSTie paNa duniyAdArImAM pravINatA meLavelA nakAmA che, tame duniyAdArInA hisAbamAM mahAza hA enA atha tA eTaleAja thAya che ke tame AhAra, zarIra, indriye, tenA viSayA e badhAne aMge bahAdura ane pati che. paraMtu duniyAdArInA hisAbamAM bahAdura evA tame ahIMnA hisAba mATe nakAmA che--are, sAva nakAmA che!! eja pramANe ahIM pazu samajavAnuM' che. jeo bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAna kALanA saMsArane age vicAra kare che te saghaLA zAstrakAronI dRSTie vicArazIla nathIja, kAraNa ke zAstrakAranuM dhyeya sa'sArane pASavAmAM raheluja nathI. zAstrakAranuM dhyeya tA bhavasudhAraNA ane pariNAme mekSa eja che eTaleja temanI dRSTie bhavAne aMge bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAnakALane viSe je vicArA kare che teja mAtra vicArazIla che. bhaNyAya nahi ne gaNyAya nahi. eka zeTha hatA. eka samaye temane kAMi kAmasara bIje gAma javAnuM thayuM. je gAme zeThane javAnu hatu te gAma nadInI pelI mAjue hatuM. vacamAM nadI vahI rahI hatI ane nadImAM vahANeA pharI rahyAM hatAM. zeTha tyAM AvyA. hADIvALAne paisA ApyA ane hADImAM beThA ! vahANu aradhI nadImAM jaI paheAMcyu. eTalAmAM zeThane keTalA vAgyA che te jANavAnI jijJAsA thaI AvI. temaNe pelA hADIvALAne kahyuM, "are tArI DhADImAM ghaDIALa che ke ? jo te keTalA vAgyA ? " hADIvALAe javAba ApyA "zeTha, keTalA vAgyA te jotAM AvaDatuM nathI kAraNa ke ghaDiyALamAM jovAnu... huM zIkhyA nathI !" zeThe javAma ApyA: "mera mukhak! tArI jiMdagI dhULamAM gai che." vahANa cADuMka AgaLa cAlyu. eTalAmAM sAmenA gAmamAM ghaDIyALamAM TaMkArA paDavA mAMDayA. zeTha kahe" alyA gaNavA mAMDa, A sAmI ghaDIyALamAM TapheArA paDe che." khalAsIe javAba ApyuM, threDa,

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (45) sudhArSi 19, mane te gaNatAMya nathI AvaDatuM, kAraNa ke huM te bhaya nathI ane gAya nathI " badhuM ja pANImAM. zeke A sAMbhaLI javAba Ape, "are gadheDA! tArI jiMdagI pANImAM gaI ! ATalAM varasa tuM cho paNa tArAM saghaLAM varasa nakAmAM gayAM! "zeThanI A game tevI vAtacIta sAMbhaLI khalAsIne bahu lAgI AvyuM paraMtu te jarA samaju, Tharela ane sahanazIla hate. zeThanI TIkA teNe sahana karI lIdhI ane kAMI be nahi. eTalAmAM durbhAgye evuM thayuM ke pavananA sakhata jhapATA AvyA ane heDI DAmADoLa thaI rahI. khalAsIe heDIne ThekANe rAkhavAnA bhAre cane karyo paraMtu temAM te saphaLa thaye nahi, loko uthalAIne nadImAM paDayA. vahANa AgaLa kheMcAI gayuM. jemane taratAM AvaDatuM hatuM teo te saghaLA taravA lAgyA ane kAMThe jaI pahoMcyA. paNa pelA zeThajI te DabakA khAvA lAgyA! pele khalAsI pUche che, "zeThajI! taratAM AvaDe che ke?" zeThe javAba Ape, "nA!" khalAsIe pitAne lAga Ave che ema jANIne zeThane kahyuM, "zeThajI! je tamane taratAM nathI AvaDatuM tyAre te tamArA varasa paNa have pANImAM javAnAM che!" eka sthaLe upayogI paNa bIje nahi. ze pilA khalAsIne te mAtra vyaMgamAM kahyuM hatuM ke tamArA varase pANImAM gayAM che, paraMtu pariNAma e AvyuM ke zeTha tarI na zakayA ane zeThanA varaso ane zeTha baneya pANImAM taLIye jaIne beThA ! A udAharaNanuM tAtparya zuM che e samajavAne yatna karo. A udAharaNa tamene ApavAnuM prayojana e che ke e uparathI ema mAlama paDe che ke amuka vastu amuka eka sthaLe ja kAmamAM Ave che tyAre bIjI vastu bIje sthaLe ja kAmamAM Ave che. pANImAM paDayA heIe ane keI bacAvI lenAre na hoya tyAre bhaNelApaNuM kAma nathI AvatuM, tyAre te je taravAnuM zIkhyA heIe te teja kAma lAge che ane je dukAne mAla kharIdavA gayA hoIe te te samaye pANImAM taratAM AvaDatuM hoya te kAma nathI lAgatuM-te samaye bhaNelApaNAnIja AvazyakatA rahe che. eja sthiti ahIM che. jema pele bhaNele zeTha taravAnI vidyAnI avajJA karavAthI samudramAM DubI gayela hatuM teja pramANe bhavasamudramAM ubhelA paNa je teo taravAnI kaLAnI avajJA karatA hoya te avazya mAnaje ke DubI javAnA che! badhI ustAdI bAjue ApaNe kayAM ubhA chIe? A mahAbhayAnaka bhavasAgaramAM. ApaNI naukA paNa mahAbhayaMkara evA bhavasAgaramAM paDelI che, te e vakhate trirAzinA game tevA moTA hisAba gaNavA zIkhyA haze athavA te elajibrA bhaNyA haze te kAma lAgavAnuM nathI. e vakhate te e bhavasAgara taravAne mArga je bhaye haze teja chata

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AnaMda cArika vAne che. jema pilA zeThajI bhaNelA gaNelA ustAda hatA paraMtu temanI ustAdI bAjue rahI gaI ane pANImAM paDIne DubI gayA, kAraNa ke teo taravAne upAya zIkhyA na hatA ane temaNe e bAjue bedarakArI batAvI hatI te ja pramANe ApaNe paNa je tAraNane mA na zodhIzuM ane tenA rasIyA na banIzuM te ApaNe paNa ustAda banyA hovA chatAM ane ApaNI paNa ustAdIrUpa paiseTake, berIkarAM badhuM ApaNI pAse kAyama rahyuM hovA chatAM ApaNe paNa 2 DubIja javAnA chIe. ApaNe paNa taratAM zIkhe. je ApaNe DubI na javuM hoya, ApaNane pelA zeThanA jevI dazA pasaMda na paDatI hoya te tene mArga eja che ke ApaNe paNa tAraNanA bhAga tarapha prIti rAkhavI joIe. vepAra Ama thAya, kamANa Ama thAya, naphe Ama vadhe e badhA bhaNatarathI ApaNe kAMI zIkhI zakavAnA nathI. ApaNuM kharI vAta te tyAre ja zIkhI zakIzuM ke jyAre taravAnuM zIkhIzuM. ApaNe AhAramAM ghaNA hoMziyAra chIe. navI navI cIjo banAvatAM ane tene svAda letAM ApaNe purepurUM zIkhyA chIe. duniyAdArImAM ApaNe pAvaradhA banyA chIe paraMtu taravAne mArga ApaNe hajI zIkhyA ja nathI. e tAraNane prema rAkhyA vinA ApaNe chUTake thavAne ja nathI. je nadImAM jAya che-dariyAmAM paDe che teNe taratAM zIkhavuM ja joIe. je taratAM na zIkhe te tenuM jIvatara dhULa ja thAya! te ja pramANe ApaNe paNa A bhayAnaka bhavasAgaramAM paDelA chIe ane ApaNe ahIMthI tyAreja bacI zakIe ke je ApaNane taratAM AvaDatuM haze ! ekaja hetuH Aja hetuthI zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe teneja vicAravALe mAnya che ke je bhUtakALanI, bhaviSya kALanI ane vartamAna kALanI jiMdagIne ja vicAra kare che. zAstrakAranI draSTi, viSayane piSavAnI nathI. tame capATI upara nave baMgala kevI rIte kharIdI zake e zAstrakAra tamane batAvavAne dhaMdhe laI beThA nathI. teo dhaMdhe ja tAraNane laI beThA che ane tethI ja jeo vartamAnakALa, bhUtakALa ane bhaviSyakALanI jiMdagIone vicAra kare che teneja zAstrakAroe vicArazIla mAnyA che, mahAsAgarane pravAha mahArAjA ke vidvAnane gaNato nathI. tame yunivarsiTinI keTalI DIgrI meLavI che te vAta pANIne vaheLo jete nathI. tamAre keTalAM chekarAM che, keTalI strI che ane keTalA paise che tenI paNa ene darakAra nathI. tame enA pravAhamAM paDayA eTale e tamane ghasaDIja javAne! te te tamane tyAre ja dAda Apaze ke jyAre tamArAmAM taravAnI kaLAne paNa prAdurbhAva thaele haze. ucca zikSaNa tyAM nakAmu che. jemAM pANIno pravAha tamArA ucca zikSaNane nathI gaNata paraMtu mAtra tamArI taravAnI zakitane ja gaNe che, teja pramANe A saMsArane pravAha paNa tamArI akakala heziyArIne mAna Apateja nathI, te yaM

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AnaMda-sudhAsiMdhu. (347) . amuka 1 mAtra tamArI mokSanI bhAvanA ane e dizAe tamAre hAthe thaelA kAmane ja dAda Ape che! A bhavarUpI cakakara mahA bhayaMkara che. A cakakaramAM je paDe che tenA paNa lega maLyA che ema ja samajavAnuM che. A bhavAcaka paNa bIjA kazAno hisAba gaNatuM ja nathI. pANInI pAse eka ja vAta che ke tenA pravAhamAM je Ave che tene te tANI jAya che, pANInA pravAhamAM je varI zake evo hoya te ja mAtra bace che. mahAsAgaranuM jaLa tamArI vidvattAne mAnatuM nathI, te tamArI lAgavagane jotuM nathI, te tamArA paisAnI darakAra rAkhatuM nathI, evuMja karmacakra paNa mahAbhayaMkara che tenA AMTA paNa oTomeTikalI pharatAja jAya che ane temAM je Ave che te pIsAI-bhIsAI jAya che ! karmanuM cake kharekhara eTaluM badhuM bhayaMkara che ke koI vAta na pUche ! tame nAdAna che ke vidvAna he, rogI he ke naragI he, bahAdura che ke kAyara he, tene tene hisAba ja nathI tene te hisAba eka mAtra eTalo ja che ke kema pitAnA phephasAmAM bIjAne phasAvavA! pANInA pravAhane mAtra "taravAvALe ke na taravAvALe" tene ja hisAba che, teja pramANe karmane te mAtra bIjAne kema bAMdhavA teneja aMge vicAra rahe che. ethI ja zAstrakAre, je AhArAdinA vicAravALA che tene vicArazIla nathI ja mAnatA ane bhUta, bhaviSya tathA vartamAna kALanA bhavene aMge je vicAravALA che temane ja vicArazIla mAne che. have e vicArazIlatA kaI rIte prApta karI zakAya che te joIe. ene mATe jainazAsane dherImArga darzAvyuM che. (1) A mahAbhayAnaka bhava anAdino che. (2) bhavabhramaNa paNa anAdinuM che ane (3) karmayoga paNa anAdine che e gaLathuthI A saghaLAnI cAvI che. eja eka gaLathuthI A traNa vastune gaLathuthImAM je mAbApa potAnA bALakamAM nAkhe che te mAbApa pitAnA bALakanuM moTAmAM moTuM hita kare che ane te bALaka e gaLathuthIne pratApe evuM banI zake che ke je jainazAsananI daSTie vicAravALuM gaNI zakAya! dareka jene vicArazIlatAnI A sthiti prApta karavA jevI che eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu te je mAtrane Avazyaka che. are! AgaLa vadhIne kahIe te pratyeka jainanI e pharaja che. eTa- lAja mATe jainazAsana pukArI pukArIne kahe che ke he bhAgyavAne! tame tamArA bALakene dhanane vAra Ape che, vepAranA saMskArane vAraso Ape che, te ja pramANe tamAre dhamI tarIke tamArA - bALakane kazo vAraso ApavAnuM che tene paNa khyAla rAkhajo! huM pUchuM chuM ke keTalA mAbApee potAnA bALako mATe kadI A khyAla paNa karyo che vAraM? tame dharma che ema tame pite mAnatA he te tamArI sAthI pahelI, sauthI chelI ane hara vakhatanI sAcI pharaja e che ke tamAre tamArA bALakane dharmipaNAne vArase Apavo.

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AnaMdamAciMg. (348) sudhAsiMda 19. tumAtranI sArthakatA vicAra karo ke e dharmipaNAne vAra kevI rIte ApI zakAya. ene vAraso ApavAne ekaja mArga che ke A jIva anAdine che, bhavamaNa anAdinuM che ane karmavega paNa anAdine che e vastu gaLathuthImAMja tene ApavI. A tu je bALakane gaLathuthImAM maLI haze, te bALaka game tevA pratikULa saMyoge AvatAM paNa kadIe caLaze nahi ane tamArA kuLanI dhamI tarIkenI khyAtine jALavI rAkhaze. vaLI e gaLathuthI jenAmAM paDelI haze te AtmA A bhavarUpI mahAbhayAnaka parvatanuM udhana kema karavuM te paNa jANI zakaze. ane te jANIne yathAzakti tene amalamAM mUkI chevaTe mokSa sAdhI laI pitAnuM manuSyapada sArthaka karI zakaze. === samAsa. 7