Book Title: Jain Hitechhu 1917 10
Author(s): Vadilal Motilal Shah
Publisher: Shakrabhai Motilal Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/537769/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha 'nA hitArthe khAsa aMka AkhA huM A sarata mAM satuM patra - varSe 400 pRSTha; paTeja sahita vArSi ka mUlya phakta 7-8-che janahitecchu DisembaramAM 200 prati eka nIkaLI. jemAM avalAla kIDanA zaimasImAne che karavAmAM AvI te nathI jenanA traNe phIrakAmAM udAra vicAravAtAvaraNa ane navajIvana preravAnA tathA jaina-jaina sachuiM vacce eya karavAnA AzacathI pragaTa thatuM saratAmAM saratuM patra. T mukhya lekhaka :vA. zAhu ] prakAzaka :--zakarAbhAI motIlAla zAha, TekanolaoNjIkala pInara, amadAvAda. tamAma paDyula hAra :menejara, jainahita chu, nAga devI rITa-muMbai . oNkaTombara, 1917 vimAnI mAhitI - rAga rAtanA A zAkamAMs' .kArDa bharI vaLatI kAle pAke-6 2ojAyA dorAIne nahi, paNa budi pUrva ka' jnyA ane zudi parva ka' manana karA. lakhanAra vacana Ape che ke koI vyakti ke samAjane sAru lagADavAnA ke dubhAvavAnA irAdA thI eka akSara paNa te 1 bdApi lakho nahi. vAMcanAre khAtrI ApavI joie ke, aliA mAca" pasaMda nahi paDe te 5 = 5 6 kayA che. hA thA che ke Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jaina vidyAthIgRha svayaM sevaka maMDala' 'Ai khAte sthapAi cukyuM che! dareka prAMtamAM tenI zAkhAo sthapAvI beie; dareka zaheramAM vAlaTIga banavA joie; lokamata keLavavA hame taiyAra hA te vidyArthIgRhane ziranAme vAla'TIara maDaLanA presIDanTa upara patra lakhI nAma noMdhAveA. AvatA daLadAra-manahara-vAMcavA joga-ka. 66 mArca ane jInane bhegA aMka bahAra paDayA pachI sapTembara aMka bahAra paDavA joitA hatA, hete adale A aMka akAra Akhare bahAra paDe che paNa te teA vadhArAnA eka tarIkenahi ke lheNA aMka tarIke-bahAra paDe che. sapTembaranA aMka umeA rAkhyA che ane te DisembaranA aMkanI sAthe Disemba mAM bahAra paDaze. temAM e akanAM maLIne 200 pRSTa ApavAmAM Avaze. amRtalAla zeDanuM aThavADIyuM " nAmanI leAkapriya kathA je adhurI rahI che te temAM jarUra Avaze. vidyAneonuM AkaSaNa karanArA thai paDelA nagna satyane viSaya paNa haimAM Avaze ane khIjA ghaNA viSaye jo vAmAM Avaze. e khaka, jeenu lavAjama aMka pragaTa thatAM pahelAM vasula thaI gayu haze hemane ja mAtra mAlavAmAM AvarI. 33 hitecchu'nA grAhakIe A oNphisanA sAhasaneA khyAla lAvaveA joie che. AvA moMdhavArInA vakhatamAM mAtra ADe AnAmAM 400 pRnuM vAMcana ApavuM ane hemAM poSTa kharca paNa samAvI devuM, ema karavAmAM Asine keTalu nukacAna veThavuM paDatuM haze ? ane temAM paNa lavAjama te Akhe Akhkhu 'vidyArthIgRha'ne ja ApI devAnuM chatAM, khAsa aMkanuM kharca vadhAravuM e kai lAgaNIthI kAma thatuM haze te khatAvavA mATe puratuM che. ane khAsa aMkanI paNa gheADI ne dhaNI 5000 nakalA ane hetuM pArTa kharca ! ATaluM ATaluM kharca samAjamAM jJAnanA phelAvA mATe karavA chatAM hitecchu 'patra dararAja vAMcanAranAM mana paNu eTalAM TUMkAM rahevA pAme ke vidyArthI gRhamAM javAnuM lavAjama paNa meAkalavAnA akhADA kare, teA kharekhara A kharca ane A zrama sa TrAkaTa ja che e mAnI sadAne mATe virata rahevAnI ja lAgaNI thAya. kAine grAhaka thavAnI vinati lakhavAneA A krisaneA rIvAja nathI. jene hitecchu para pIAgIrI thAya ane hainA "grAhaka tarIke nAma noMdhavA pAte patra lakhe tyAre ja nAma noMdhavAmAM Ave che. ane te chatAM babbe varSanuM lavAjama bharavAmAM vilaMba thAya enA artha zuM ? 6 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vidhi vinayano maMtra ! vijyA dazamIe sAdhavAnA amUlya maMtra. hadaya kahe te karavuM, hA sajjana ! hRdaya kahe te karavuM; vicArIne ja vicaravuM, haoN sajjana ! bhaya tyAgInevuM Teka. A ke pelA suNyA siddhAntAmATe namAjhI maravuM; aMtaHkaraNu, buddhi, anubhavane vijacecchA tyAM zuM thaya-kA? leAkaTIkAthI na DaravuM, viSa hajArA AvI naDe paNu pAchuM na DagaluM bharavuM--hIM sajjana marelAM kAryo pUrAM karatAM karatAM bharavuM; jAya kadApi kAMI rahI tA, bharatAM bharatAM karavuMhA sajjana ! atra vijaya che, tatra vijaya che, hAya samaya mujaba anusaravuM-hA sajjana = vijayamAM ja avataravuM; karatAM hAryA DhAra sama jIvavA vijayAdazamI - sukhada bhaluM vijayamAM maravuM--hA sajjana ! vijaya dharma ' che, vijaya 'deva' che, vijaya ja " jIvana-hetu '; . vijayAdazamI daze dizAmAM bAMdhA vijaya-setu !--aaa sajjana } vaya. Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha" viSe kAI kAI. - - - - - - - tA. 7 mI eprIle sthAnakavAsI jaina kaeNnpharansanI menejIMga kamITI amadAvAdamAM maLI ane e phIrakAnI ekanI eka muMbaI khAtenI boDIMga, phaMDa pUruM thavAthI, baMdha karavAnuM karyuM, te ja kSaNe muMbai temaja amadAvAda khAte " saMyukta jaina vidyArthI kaha" kholavAno vicAra mahane kuryo, ane bIje ja divase e vicAra amalamAM mukAyA. te vakhate kolejomAM rajA hatI ane doDha mAsamAM kaoNleje pharI khulavAnI hatI. te doDha mAsanA arasAmAM cAra majalInuM navuM makAna amadAvAda khAte taiyAra karavAd, banne saMsthAo mATe gAdalAM, palaMga pharanIcara, vAsaNa, battIo vagere kharIdI ke banAvI levAnuM, sTAphanAM mANaso meLavI levAnuM, dhArAdhoraNa ane kamITIo banAvavAnuM, vidyArthIonI arajIo maMgAvIne hemane javAba ApavAnuMH ItyAdi kAmo pUrAM karavAnAM hatAM. koleja khulavA sAthe ja vidyArthIonI puratI saMkhyA ane vidyArthI gRha" mAM bharAI gaI ane kAma zarU thayuM. ane tA. 24 mI junanA zubha divase muMbaI khAtenA "gRha" nI uddaghATana kriyA (opening 7eremony ) sapUrNa utsAhathI ane pUra bhabhakAthI karavAmAM AvI, jenA pramukhapade jhAlarApATananA vidvAna mahArAja sara bhavAnIsiMhajI bahAdurI ke. sI. esa. AI., ema. Ara. e. esa. (ItyAdi ) ne meLavavAnuM sadbhAgya prApta thayuM hatuM, ane hemaNe pahelA zukanamAM-keI paNa jAtanI mAgaNI to zuM paNa sUcanA mAtra paNa nahi thavA chatAM--"gRha" ne rU. 10000) jevI nAdara rakamanuM dAna jAhera karyuM hatuM. zarUAtanI muzkelIomakAna bAMdhavAmAM sumAre 100 mANasa rAtrI divasa kAme lagADayA ane hArI sAthe mahAruM AkhuM kuTuMba teo pAsethI jhaDapathI kAma levAmAM ubhe page rahetuM; majura vagerene mahArA nhAnA bhAIo ane putra bapore ane madhyarAtrIe jAte rahA banAvIne Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jena vi. viSe kAMI kAMI. 331 - vahecI ApatA, ke jethI teone rAhata maLe. teo pacAsa battIo jAte sApha karatA ane tela purI taiyAra karatA. ahIMtahIM pherAAMTAnuM kAma paNa te nahAnI gharanI pheja ja bajAvatI. mahane maLavA AvatA gAmanA ane bahAra gAmanA pANAonuM svAgata paNa te hAnA yajamAnane zire ja hatuM. borDIgamAM vidyArthIo Ave, bhaNe, sukhI thAya ane dezanI sevA bajAve-te lAbha teone ane dezane maLe tyahAre maLe, paraMtu mane hArA kuTuMbIomAM uddabhavelI sevAvRtti jevAno je lAbha maLe te te advitIya ja che. teo te vakhate hArI sAthe 20 thI 23 kalAka jAgatA, ardhabhUkhyA rahetA ane jamInadosta karelA makAnamAM hAM hAM sAdaDInA TukaDA upara paDayA rahetA. doDha mahInAnI hemanI A premamaya sevAo huM bharaNa prasaMge garvathI yAda karIza ane IcchIza ke pharI janma levAnuM mahArA nasIbamAM lakhAyeluM ja hoya to e ja ladhubaMdhu ane e ja putra maLajo ! mahArI mahenata, thAka, ciMtAo ane darada vakhate e be bALakonuM darzana mahene navuM baLa dhIrad. bhAi zakarAbhAI-mahArA nahAnA badhu ane "hitecchu" nA prakAzaka-pukhta umaranA hoI enI mahenata mATe vadhAre lakhavuM huM ucita dhArato nathI; eTaluM kahevuM basa thaze ke cAra mAsanI enI mahenatane thAka bhAgye ja bIjA 6 mahIne utaraze. je kuTumbamAM "ka" ane " kAyadAkAnana " nathI paNa prema ja kAyado ane paraspara mAnane ja hakka che te kuTuMba bhale bhikSaka hoya te paNa tyahAM svarga che. hiMduonI saMyukta kuTuMba vyavasthA AbAda cAlI te hAM sudhI ja ke jyahAM sudhI A guNe teo jALavI zakyA hatA. aMgrejonA AvavA sAthe kAyadA ane hA AvyA ane hene jherI pavana komaLa premavRttine cImabAvI nAkhanAra thaI paDe. bhalA, je mANasa bhAinI agavaDa ke bhAInA duHkhamAM vaNateye ane hasate mukhaDe bhAga na laI zake, te zuM dezasevA kadApi karI zake? pUrvakAlina hiMdanI keLavaNuM gharathI zarU thatI hatI ane kuTuMba mATe garva ane kuTubI tarapha prema dhirAvanArAo ja deza mATe mastaka ApI zakatA hatA. Aje bhaNatara vadhyuM, kAyadAnuM jJAna vadhyuM, paNa premanuM bhaNatara bhUlAyuM. tethI ja Aje aMgrejI keLavaNI mIThThAM phaLa joIe teTalA pramANamAM ApI zakatI nathI. doSa keLavaNIno nathI. "dharane che. "ghara"nA Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kacara nahiteccha. viDIlo premathI rasabasa hoya--tAbAnA mANasanI aMgata jArIAtA taraDa pote ja jotA hoya-pote agavaDa veThIne paNa temane sagavaDa ApatA haya-nAnAmAM nAnA kuTumbInuM mAna jALavatA ane vadhAratA hoya, to teno paDagho paDayA vagara na ja rahe. manu hadaya e kAMI patthara nathI, ane patyara paNa ghasAya che ' evuM roTa kavinuM kathana jarAke kheTuM nathI. aMgrejI bhaNelAo upara Aje sAmAnya rIte je AkSepa sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che te kAMi aMgrejI bhaNatara baMdha karavAthI dUra thaI zakanAra nathI, paraMtu emane prAcina "dhara" saMsthAnuM bhAna karAvavAthI ja-ghara'nA adhiSThAtA deva premanuM pIchAna karAvavAthI dUra thaI zakaze, ane eTalA ja mATe heM navI sthapAtI saMsthAnuM nAma borDIMga hAusa" na rAkhatAM saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha' evuM rAkhavAnuM pasaMda karyuM che. mahArA eka vidyArthI baMdhue ekavAra "hAusamAsTara'ne pharyAda karI ke Aje rAmAe (nokare) pAchu gaLyuM nathI. hAusamAsTare rAmAne mAryo. pharyAda mahArI pAse AvI. hAusa mAsTarane maheM kahyuM: " hame koI divasa "dhara" joyuM che ?" te bicAro kuMvAro hato. mahe kahyuM: "hamArI mAtA ke patnI eka divasa eka kAma karavuM bhUlI jAya agara thAkelI hovAthI na karI zake to hame zuM One lAkaDIthI mAraze?" te dalIlanuM rahasya hamajI zako nahi. mahe dhAryuM ke A jagAe paraNelo ja mANasa rAkhavo joIe. henI sAthe vAdavivAda na karatAM henuM kAma bIjA bacaravAra mANasane soMpavAne TharAva karyo. ane pharyAda karanAra vidyArthIne kahyuM: " hamArI janetA kaI divasa pANI gaLavuM bhUlI jAya to hame aLagaNuM pANI pIzo ke hAthe gaLI lezo?" alabata, nokaranI bhUla jatI karavI joItI nathI; paNa tAtkAlika upAya tarIke vidyArthIe pANI gALI levuM joItuM hatuM ane pachI pharyAda lAvavI joItI hatI. uMcI keLavaNI pAmela vidyArthI potAnA " gRha"nI zobhA khAtara pitAne pIvAnuM pANI pita naLI levA jeTalI bhalAI na hamajI zake te ATha rUpiyAnA pagArane abhaNa ghATI "kartavya" pALavAmAM custa hovAnI AzA kevI rIte rAkhI zakAya? mahAre te vATIne mahArA ghera rAkhIne davA karavI paDI ane mAyAvaDe hene zikSaNa ApI. daza davasa pachI "vidyArthIgRhamAM mokalyo. (2) "gRhamAM dAkhala thavA Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jena vivAthI gRha 333 pahelAM keTalAka vidyArthIo bIDI pIvAnI Adata meLavI cUkyA hoya che. vidyArthI avasthAmAM e Adata nAmazIbharelI gaNAya che. tathApi huM julamathI e Teva choDAvavA khuzI nahe. he eka vakhata vidyArthIone bolAvI kuTumbI tarIke zikhAmaNa ApI, jene pariNAme bIDI pInArA vidyArthIoe pitAnI Adata jAhera karI ane Aste Aste ochI karI chevaTe te mudala cheDI devAnI kabulAta ApI. te vakhate evuM TharAvavAmAM AvyuM ke, bIDI pInArAone huM sakhtAI karavAnuM pasaMda karatA nathI, paraMtu emano cepa bIjAone na lAgavA pAme ane teonA saiyArA "gRhanA bhalA nAmane nAmezI na lAge eTalA mATe tevAoe bIjA ( bIDI nahi ? pInArAo)thI jUdI rUmamAM rahevuM. huM jANato hato ke buddhizALI vidyAthIo AmAM eka prakAranuM chUpuM apamAna mAnaze, pote bIjAonI sobata joga nathI ema hemane mATe manAya te teo, sahana karI zakaze nahi ane tethI e muMgA apamAnanA kAraNabhUta Tevane choDavA vadhAre sAcA dilathI kozIza karaze. ane ema ja banyuM. bIDI pInArAonI saMkhyA have pahelA karatAM jeTalI rahevA pAmI che ane teo paNa te Teva choDaze ema mahane vizvAsa che. mahArA vidyAthIgRhamAM bIDI pInArAo che ema kabula karavAmAM mahane zarama nathI. kharI vAta chUpAvavI e ja zaramabharyuM che. bAkI to kAMI A "gRhamAM AvyA pachI e Adata paDI nathI ke jethI mahAre zaramAvuM paDe. - A pramANe, hAre, prAcina "gRha saMsthAnA adhiSThAtA deva premane jeo bhUlI gayA che hemane huM "vivAthIgRha" dvArA Aste Asta sudhAravA ane "gRha' saMsthAne kAMIka khyAla ApavA IcchuM chuM. bIjI borDIMgovALA parIkSAnA pariNAmo pragaTa karIne borDIganI phateha batAvavA mAge che. huM dhAruM chuM ke e pariName sAthe beDI ganI saphalatA ke niSphaLatAne saMbaMdha nathI. beDIMga hAusamAM kAMI aMgrejI, saMskRta ke sAyansano abhyAsa karAvavAmAM Avato nathI, ke jethI parIkSAnA pariNAma mATe borDIMga abhimAna laI zake. parIkSAnA pariNAmanA yaza ke apayazanA bhAgI te kolejanA prekesaro ane vidyArthIonI buddhi tathA mahenata che. boDIMga to eka dhara" che, jyahAM vidyArthIonuM cAritra muMgI rIte ghaDAvuM joIe. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * janahitachu. - maDagAmAM vidyArthI ke kAryavAhakonI bhUla ke doSa thAya te te jAheramAM mUkatAM uparIo zaramAya che ane bIjAo te jAheramAM mUke te tenI upara khIjAya che, hAre huM ema mAnuM chuM ke bhUla ke doSa potAnI meLe jAheramAM mUkavA joIe ane e doSonA IlAja saMbaMdhamAM ghaNuM magajene vicAra karavAnI taka ApavI joIe. kaI boDIga doSathI mukta nathI-hoI zake ja nahi. AjanA vidyAthaone gharanA je saMskAra paDyA hoya che ane bIjA AsapAsanAonA je saMskAra paDayA hoya che te kAMI ApaNuM jANavA bahAra nathI. teo je che te che; ane hemane evA jANIne ja ApaNe boDIgamAM levAnA che ane jUnA saMskAra kADhI navA saMskAra besADavA banatuM karavAnuM che. emAM jeTale aMze vijaya meLavIe teTale aMze boDIMganI saphalatA kahI zakAya. khAIpIne kolejamAM javuM, emAM vaLI dekharekhanI zI heTI jarUra che ?" ema keTalAka dhAratA haze. kharuM che; hoTI umaranA vidyAthIone kAMI dhavarAvatA paDatA nathI ke "hAlA" gAvA paDatA nathI paratu, huM upara kahI gaye tema, Aje ApaNuM "ghara" bagaDI gayAM che; ApaNe pite svArthI ane peTabharA thaI gayA chIe; kema ke deza mare paNa mahArUM ja mahAre jALavavuM e khyAla ApaNAmAM ghara karI beThe che; ane evA saMskAra ApaNuM baccAMene janmathI maLatA heI tathA pachI paNa ApaNuM kahevAtA jAhera purUSa-zeThIAo-zikSaka-vaktAo-dharmagurUo-satAdhIze ItyAdinA anudAra vicAravAtAvaraNanI asara hemane lAgatI rahetI hevAthI, jyAre teo borDIMga hAusamAM rahevA Ave che tyAre hemanI dRSTi prAyaH pitAnI ja sagavaDa ane pitAnA ja ArAma tarapha (svabhAvataH) hoya che. teo koInI AjJAmAM rahevAmAM apamAna sahamaje che, ane bIjAonuM apamAna karavAmAM gaurava mAne che! gharamAM game tevuM khAvAnuM maLatuM hoya ane borDIMgamAM dazagaNuM sAruM khANuM maLatuM hoya to paNa ethIe sArU meLavavAnI taSAmAM baLyA kare che. pANIne loTa paNa hemane pitA mATe bIje kaI bharI Ape te sAruM ema IcchatA hoya che. A badhuM ane evuM bIjuM ghaNuM je kAMI javAmAM Ave che te ApaNe kabula karavuM ja joIe ane pAvavAnA phAMphAM mAravAM na joIe. bIjA Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jaina vidyArthI gRha 335 hAtha upara, seMkaDo yuvAna vidyArthIone evI rIte saDavA devA e ApaNuM deza temaja samAjane mATe nukasAnakAraka che, e paNa A. paNe svIkAravuM ja joIe. temaja A pariNAma ApaNuM ja aniSTa saMskAra ane ApaNuM ja bedarakArInuM che e paNa ApaNe khullA dIlathI kabula karavuM joIe. A saMjogomAM koI rasto khullo hoya to te e ja che ke, dezaprema ane samAjapremanI Aga kharekhara jenAmAM hoya evA mANasonA hAtha taLe "vidyArthI gRha" mUkI vidyArthIone nUtana saMskAra ApI upayogI zaherI banAvavAnI zIza karavI. upara jaNAvyuM tevA hArA Azaye heI, muMbaI temaja amadAvAda banne sthaLanAM "graho" mAM vArApharatI mahAre pite hAjarI ApavI paDe che ane nhAnAmAM nAnI bAbata para kalAko sudhI bhAMjagaDa karavI paDe che. A viSaya upara, A lekhamAM AgaLa jatAM huM vizeSa balavAno chuM tethI atre ATalethI aTakIza. . A pramANe be dUra dUra AvelI saMsthAonI AMtavyavasthA ( ane hene aMge keTalIka vAra upajatI nAsIpAsIe, kaSTo ane upAdhio) e eka ja kAMIhane thakavavA mATe puratuM tattva nahatuM. amadAvAdanI myunIsIpAlITInA eka tAbAnA amaladAre makAna bAMdhavAmAM eTalI eTalI aDacaNa nAkhI ke be varase paNa huM ghara bAMdhI zakuM nahi. pitAnA uparIone paNa e tAbAne mANasa khIssAmAM nAkhI pharato ! chevaTe eka dezIe ApelA geraInsApha hAme ekavidezI-gorA pAse dAda levA hAjara thavuM paDayuM ane mane A kabulata lakhatAM zarama Ave che ke svarAjya (myunIsIpAlITI ) nA dezI hadedAranI satAvaNamAMthI svarAjyanA vireAdhI gArA vargamAMnA eke hane mukta karyo. kharekhara hiMdustAna jyahArathI parataMtra-dabAyalasatvahIna deza banyo che tyahArathI enI sajajanAI-gaMbhIratA-kartavyaparAyaNatA dabAI gaI che. jeTalAonA hAthamAM thoDI paNa sattA Ave che (pachI te sarakAra taraphanI he, lokagaNu taraphanI hA, yA dharma nimittanI he) teone sattAnuM ajIrNa (prAyaH) thAya che ja.. myunIsIpAlITIe zaheramAM keLavaNI pate phelAvavI joIe, hene badale bIjAo hAre keLavaNInA phelAvAnuM kAma upADe hAre hene joItI khAsa sagavaDa karI ApavAne badale ulaTI gerakAyade Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 jainahitecchu - saranI satAvaNIo myunIsIpAlITInA ja mANase kare enA jevuM hindanuM kamabhAgya bIjuM zuM hoI zake? engalo-inDianene AthI eka hathIAra maLe che ke " hame hiMdIo svarAjya meLavIne Avo ja upayoga karavAnA!" "vidyArthIgRha" e cAlu satAvaNIo chatAM sapUrNa baMdhAI gayuM tathApi hajI keso cAlyA ja kare che. hamaNAM navA kamIzanara sAheba AvyA che, jemAM dareka pharyAda pite sAMbhaLe che ema kahevAya che, tethI AzA rahe che ke "gRha" ne have lAMbo vakhata satAvaNI nahi khamavI paDe. A myunisipAlITInI satAvaNuM sAthe vaLI paDosIonI satA-- vaNI paNa kAMI ochI sahavI paDatI nathI. eke karyAda karI ke A makAna emanI mAlikInI jagAmAM bAMdhyuM che e kharuM, ane emanA makAna tathA amArA makAna vacce emanI mAlakInI khullI jamIna che e paNa kharuM, tApaNuM tethI amArA gharanA prakAzane harakata A vavAno saMbhava che mATe AgaLa kAma cAlatuM aTakAvavuM." bIjAe pharyAda karI ke dakSiNanI havA vidyArthIone maLe te mATe mUkAyeluM chanuM kADhI nakhAvavuM. AvA AvA cAra kesane, bIjI khaTapaTa sAthe ja, saMbhALavA paDe che. paNa te sarve karatAM vadhAre duHkhadAyaka I satAvaNuM hoya to te khuda jana taraphanI-sthAnakavAsI jaine taraphanI che. emAMnA eke inakamaTekSa khAtAne lakhyuM ke A loke upara amadAvAdamAM sajajaDa inakamaTekSa nAkhavo ! TaeNkSa nakhAyohA, hAM hArA kuTumba paikI koIne vyApAra ke raheNAka nathI evA zaheramAM inakamaTaeNkSa nakhAyA ! ane kAMI na cAlyuM hAre varSa piSTa kharca sahita ATha AnA lavAjamamAM apAtuM "hitecchuM" patra amadAvAdamAM chapAya che te AdhAre te patra para TekSa nakhAyo ! je "hitecchuM" varSe 15-2 hajAra gumAve che henA upara inakama TekSa ! vAha, jaina, vAha ! hamArI bahAdurIne vAha! hamArI kRtajJa tAne paNa vAha ! hamArA "jinapaNane paNa vAha ! " janasamAcAra " pAse-rAjadArI gunhAnI gerahAjarImAM paNa-heTI rakamanI jAmInagIrI levAnI sarakArane araja karanAra paNa amadAvAdane jana ja hato. ghaNuM che, mane navuM baLa dhIranArA-hArI maMdatAne jAgrata karanArA-chUpA zatruo ! ghaNuM che ! - TekSanI bAbatamAM ghaTIta pagalAM levAmAM AvyAM che eTaluM ja Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jaina vidyArthI gRha. 327 > hAla tA kahevuM khasa thaze. paNa ethIe mhoTA TaeNkSa nAkhavA kaTi ahaM thayelA sthAnakavAzI jenA hAme ghaTIta pagalAM kaI jAtanI kArTamAM levAM? vADIlAla je kAMi karatA AvyA che te H zAkha khAtara ane nahi ke nAmanA khAtara, tathApi hainA hajAramA bhAganuM paNa jenAthI kASTha divasa nathI khanI zakyuM tevA keTaloka niLa AtmAo vADIlAlanI nAmanA (!) thatI jAya che ema mAnI dIlUmAM maLatA ja rahyA che ane hameza khaTapaTa karatA ja rahyA che. traNa traNa varSa sudhI badha paDelI kArnsane mheM AmatraNa aSAhuM teA te ja kaeNoNnpharansanA meLAvaDAmAM mhane ja sadya bahAra karavAnI khaTapaTa ! temAM tee nAmeAzIbharI hAra pAmyA. humAM paNa A vidyArthIgRho mhe sthApyAM mATe te maravAM ja joie ana khyAlavALA eka sthAnakavAzI mitra subaImAM AvIne tAkAna jagADayuM. dazAzrImALI eIMga' nA hAnA taLe vidyArthIgRha te tArI pADavAnI ujaLI khaTapaTa. gayeA aMka vAMcanAra pratyeka gRhasthane yAda haze ke sthAnakavAzI kArnsa taraphathI cAlatI subai khAtenI mArTIMga baMdha nahi karavA ane mhArA tarathI apAtA rU. 40,000 svIkAravA araja karelI, je badhAne pasada chatAM kamITInA eka e mANaseAthI na khamAvAthI nAmaMjura thai hatI. eka te pote zrImata chatAM rAtI pAI ApavI nahi, ane te chatAM saMsthAmAM mhoTA hArdedAra banavuM, kAma kAMi karavuM nahi, ane bIjo koi svadharmadAjhathI kAma ane sevA anne ApavA Ave ene dhakakA mAravA, e te mAtra sthAnakavAzI vargamAM ja cAlI zake. astu, emane gamyuM te kharUM, parantumhAre sthAnakavAzI vidyArthIone ubhA rahevAnI jagA na rahI thAre mheM traNa phIrakA mATe sasthA khAlI emAM sthAnakavAzIonA aparAdhe zuM karyAM ? hA, e mekarDIMganA sAmAna mhe. kharIdI lIdhA, te pAchaLathI pelA nAkavALA sthAnakavAzI sattAdhArIne peAtAnA apamAna kharAkhara lAgyuM. ane e apamAnanuM vaira shAre ja vasula thAya ke jhhAre, jema mhe. henA hAthamAMnI saMsthA khUMdha thatAM hainA sAmAna kharIdyA tema te mhArA hAthathI kheAlavAmAM AvatI sasthAnee tALu devAnI sthitimAM lAvI sAmAna harAja kare thAre ja! sAmAsa, vairatuM kAraNu paNa ghaNuM acchu ane vairanI tRptinA rastA paNa NA uMcA ! Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 338. jenahitecchu. vAcakone khabara che ke " saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha" mATe kula te nahi ne kulanI pAMkhaDI he kharcI haze paNa huM kAMI te kharcane agatyano viSaya gaNato nathI; agatyane viSaya che. mahaTI jokhamadArI levAnuM sAhasa ane vyavasthAnI kaDAkuTa. ane te sarva karavA chatAM nhe kAMI hAruM nAma saMsthA sAthe joDayuM nathI. cAlIsa rUpiyAnI larazIpa ApanAra gRhasthanI tasabIra "gRhamAM mUkAyA che, paNa hArI te tasabIra sarakhIe mahe mUkI nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa kamITI nImIne hemAM jainanA traNe phIrakAnA ane jainetara varga paikI zrImaMta temaja keLavAyelA gRhasthanI nImaNuka karI chematalaba ke sArvabhauma sattA paNa hArA hAthamAM rAkhI nathI. ATalI khI ane niHsvArthI-nirmAnI dhAraNAo chatAM rakhene mahAruM mAna vadhI jAya evo koIne baLatarA thatI hoya te hene kai jAtanI ThaMDaka ApavI? davAo to mahArI pAse ghaNIe che, paraMtu hAla te jAhera prajAne ja vaidA banavA daIza ane jarUra paDaze hArI davA ajamAvIza. " A IrSAgnithI baLatA eka sthAnakavAsI dazA zrImALI jaina AgevAne muMbaImAM AvIne maheTA zrImaMta ane ijajatadAra zeThIAemAM hArI zAkha (ane tethI mahArA dhaMdhAne) jabaruM nukasAna thAya evI aphavA khAnagI rIte uDADavA mAMDI. eka prasaMge mahane te zeThIAonI mulAkAtano prasaMga banatAM e vAta -hemaNe mahane jAhera karI ane umeryuM ke, e halakI vAta kahenAra gRhastha hamAre mATe evuM bolI rahyA bAda amane kahevA lAgyo ke teNe dazAzrImALI borDIMga hAusa muMbaimAM kholavAnA AzayathI phaMDa karavA dhAryuM che, temAM hemaNe heTI rakama ApavA kRpA karavI. zeThIAoe kahyuM ke, hamArI dhArelI navI Dagane ane mI. vADIlAlanI zAkhane kaI jAtano saMbaMdha che ke tame enI pUTha pAchaLa AvI khoTI aphavAo phelAve che ? amane te yuvAnane ghaNuM varSono anubhava che ane tenI pramANikatA tathA zubha Azayo mATe ame kaTI karI joyelI che. hame jUdI boDIMga karavA mAge che te mAtra Ane toDavA mATe ja, ane je ema na hota to enA bAbatamAM AvI khoTI vAta karavAnuM hamane prayajana ja zuM hatuM? dazAzrImALI vidyArthIone "saMyukta vidyA Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samukta jaina vidyAthIgaDha. 13. IMgRha ' mAM zuM jagA nathI maLatI ke e sasthA sthapAyA pachI ane turatamAMja vaLI hame navuM krUDa karI enA kAmane dhakkA mAravA icche che ? parantu badhA loko kAMi upara kahelA zeThI jevA cetA ane uMDA vicAra karavAvALA hoi zake nahi. ghaNA tA tadana bheALA ja hAya che ane je kAma AvyuM temAM mAgavA AvanAranA meAmbhA slAme najara rAkhIne kAMika ApavuM ja evA vicAranA hoya che. je vakhate huM AMtavasthAnA kAmathI kAMIka chUTA thai AAlarazIpA meLavavA mATe puravA taiyAra thayA te ja vakhate khIjI khe?ganI lIkha zarU thai. ApanArA jainA enA e ja ! mAganArA traNa ! ekatA 'mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, ' ke jene mATe zeTha dhruvakaraNa mULajIbhAi jevA mhoTA mhoTA lAgavagavALA zeThIAe jagAe jagAe jai mhoTI rakamA AgrahathI bharAvatA; khIjo ( saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha tarathI ) huM, ke jene mATe koi phIrakAnA zeThI, bhIkha mAgavA te zuM paNa bhalAmaNa karavAe navA nahAtA ( kAraNa ke ahIM kAMi dAnavIra ' nA khItAba maLavAnA nahatA ) ane keLavAyalAo paNa mhAre mATe vAlaTIara anI skolarazIpeA meLavavAne navarA nahAtA ( kAraNa ke tene sevAbhAva . hajI have zikhavAnA che); ethI ulaTu keTalAka keLavAyalA aa hAM sudhI khele che ke uMcI keLavaNI joie ja nahi ane meDIJA paNu joie nahi ! khIcArA pote ApanA ke pArakA paisA ( anne AkhatamAM TADhA roTalA ja ) upara nirvAha karIne bhaNyA te te bhUlI ja jAya che ! ApaNe khAdhu eTale duniyA AkhI dharAi gai ! ApaNe jematema karI bhaNyA eTale "have duniyA abhaNa rahe tA ja ApaNA bhAva pUchAya ! rArama che AvA keLavaNInA nAmane < lajavanArA dezadrohIonA nAma upara ! * A pramANe eka saMsthAe mhoTI rakamA ekaThI karavA prayatna zarU karelA mhAre mAtra 40-30 ke 20-10 nI skolarazIpA mATe karavAnuM zarU karavAtu, ane teve vakhate te ja jaina kAmamAMthI--te ja subai zaheramAMthI ane te ja gaNyAgAMThayA dAtAomAMthI-- pA~dara padara hajAranI rakama Agraha karIne maDAvavA dazAzrImALI Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jenahi , gADIga bAi taiyAra thaI! huM hAM jauM tyahAM javAba maLatA ke, hamAro Azaya uMcAmAM uge che e kharuM, hame bahAranI hAnI rakama ane pitAnI heTI rakamathI mahAbhArata kAma kare che e vAta paNa kharI, hame jAti dekharekha rAkhe che tevI rAkhavA bIjuM koI navaruM nathI e vAta paNa satya ! paranta mahetA dhamAlAvALA zeThIA bIja moTaravALA zeThIAone laine amArA ghera Ave hene lAje zarame paNa amAre sArI rakama ApyA vagara cAle nahi, mATe hamane zuM ApI zakIe ! cAra jagAthI e javAba maLyA ane mahe skolarazIpa mATe pharavAnuM choDI dIdhuM. eka zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka gRhastha mahane kahyuM ke huM hamArI saMsthAne rU. 25000 ApavA khuzI chuM. heM kahyuMH rUpiyA jALavavA mahAre tyAM mahedI tIjorI nathI. hene baeNnkamAM mUkI vyAja mAtra mhArA vidyArthIbaMdhuone Ape. hemaNe hA kahI, ane trIje A divase devaduta pahoMcI gayA ane punarlagnanA himAyatInI saMsthAmAM dAna Apazo to chokarA vaMThI jaze" vagere kahI bhaDakAvyA ! pAMca divasa pachI A vAtanI mahane koI raste khabara maLI. jAte nahi maLavA jatAM he "vidyAthagraha 'nA noTapepara upara phizyala patra lakhyA, jemAM vastusvarU5 khullA zabdomAM jaNAvyuM ane mahAre koI jAtane Agraha nathI ema paNa lakhI chevaTano javAba patradhArA maMgAvyo. hemaNe lakhyuM ke teo hArI yojanA ane hArA vicArane ghaNuM pasaMda kare che ane "gRha" ne skolarazIpa jarUra Apaze. thoDA divasa pachI rUbarUmAM maLavAnuM banyuM; hemaNe ThekI ThekIne kahyuM ke hame nizciMta rahe, AkhI rakamanuM vyAja hamArI saMsthAne ja ApIzuM. pachI pAche dorIsaMco pharyo ane raMga badalAye. chellI mulAkAta vakhate zeTha sAhebe kahyuM: "huM to gabharAuM chuM ke zuM karavuM? hame maLecho hAre hamArI yojanAnI uttamatA, hamArI pramANikitA, hamArA AzayanI ugratA ane hamArI rAtrIdivasanI jAtamahenata mahArI AMkha AgaLa khaDI thAya che ane hamane ja sahAya karavI ema thAya che, paraMtu pAchaLathI teo maLe che. ane mana muMjhAI jAya che. A mahe kahyuM: " kAMI nahi, zeThajI ! rUpiyA kharcavA ane manane muMjhAvavuM evA zA devAmAM cho ? e vAta eTathI ja rahevA do. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sayukta jaina vidyArthIgRha. 341 2 kevuM suMdara paramArthanuM kAma! phreMzA zrImALI vaNika kAmane vAravAnuM--Aja sudhI e kAma bhUkhI hatI hene pALavAnuM kevuM suMdara paragaju kAma! dvazAzrImALI ega '-e. teA kharekhara nirmaLa AzayathI-pare|pakAra mATe ja-kAMi paNa aMgata svArtha ke Azaya pAra pADavAnI icchA vagara ja thAya che! bheALA leAkA ! hamane zuM bhAna che ke pRthvInA cheDA karyAMAM che? hamane zuM mAluma che ke puramArthanA nAma taLe kevI kevI jAtanA Azaye kAi kAi vakhata chupAyalAM hoya che? hitecchu patra na hota teA. Aje paNa hame A badhI vAteA na jANI zakyA hota ane dazAzrImALI kherDIMganI hIlacAla e mAtra kAmI sevAnA AzayathI thatuM paragaju kRtya che ama hamane manAvanArA deva' tarIke-kIrastA' tarIke-ja pUjAyA hota! paNa bhALA leAkA, eTaluM teA kAi pUche ke kALAnA dhoLA thayA hAM sudhImAM jeee kAmanuM ke dezanuM ke dharmanuM kAMdha ukALyuM nathI huMne Aje AcItI ATalI badhI sevAnI Aga ...AMthI ane kevI rIte lAgI gai ? babbe lAkha rUpiyAnA AsAmI chatAM pAMca-daza hajAranI paNa sakhAvata kASTha divasa kAi samayamAM karelI hame sAMbhaLI che? A ekAeka Avelu paragaju paNuM zuM svAbhAvika-kudaratI-hAi zake ? ane ghaDIbharane mATe mAnI lyeA ke temA kharekhara paramArthi ja che ane eTalAja mATe A hIlacAla kare che tA pUche ke (1) dazAzrImALI kAmanI ATalI badhI lAgaNIthI hame je kherDIMganI hImAyata kareA che hemAM rU. be lAkha joie che te paikI pacIsa hajAra tA hame Ape!? (2) e meganI dekharekha kaceA vakIla vakIlAta cheDIne ke kyA jhaverI vyApAra che. DIte rAkhavAnu mAthe leche te teA pUchA? pArakra paise 8 * paragaju' ane kAmanA kIrastA' bananArAne mAtra akhatarA pAchaLa ja rUpiyAnI mhoTI rakame| soMpanArA bheLAe! eTalu tA pUche ke sthAnakavAzI meDI'ganA uparI tarIke zAzrImALIe ja hatA hemaNe mAM e kherDIMgane sUvADI dIdhI? mAM eka mInITabhara pazu enI dekharekha rAkhavAnI phurasada na lIdhI? pAte uparI chatAM ane zrImata chatAM kAM emAM dokaDA paNa na apAyA ? e kheDI gamAM citta rAkhavAnI emane mAthe eka be nahi paNu traNlR taraphanI pharaja hatIH (1) te erDIMga tathA te uparI ante sthAnakavAzI dharmanA hatA, Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jainahita chu. * . . . (2) beDIMganA ghaNAkharA vidyArthI dazAzrImALI jJAtinA hatA temaja uparIo paNa: ( 3 ) ane vaLI pote jokhamadA2 haidedAra hatA; traNa traNa pharajene jene hisAba nahe te have dazAzrImALI koma taraphanI ekalI pharaja bajAvavAmAM nImakahalAla raheze ! muMbaInivAsI eka AbarUdAra gRhastha ke jemane A hIlacAlamAM AgaLa paDato bhAga letA banAvavAmAM AvyA che hemane eka rAtrIe huM maLe ane khullA dIlathI vastu sthiti hamajAvI. temaNe kahyuM ke, teo te daza varSathI dazAzrImALInI jUdI kaoNnpharansa ane dazAzrImALI borDIMga mATe vicAra karatA hatA ane tethI Aje karAtuM phaMDa kAMI irSo tarIke nahotuM. he kahyuM: e vAta ulaTI irSAnI vadhAre prabaLa sAbItI che. je daza varSathI A vicAra hato te AjathI cha mahInA pahela-sADAnava varSa sudhImAM-kAMI daMDa karavAnuM sUjhayuM nahi ane "saMyukta vidyArthIgRhasthapAyA pachI turatamAMja phuDa karavAnuM-gheraghera dabANa karavAnuM-muhurta kahAMthI AvyuM? agara cha mahInA pachI zuM mUharta nahotuM AvatuM? mArA taraphathI bahArathI skolarazIpa meLavavAnI tajavIja zarU thaI e ja kSaNe A holacAla karavAnuM sUjhe ene bIjo kaye artha hoI zake? saMbhava che ke, hame pote IrSAthI prerAyalA nathI; paNa zuM e saMbhavita nathI ke irSAthI prerAyalI koI vyakti hamArI ahIMnI lokapriyatAne hathI ArabhUta banAvI, hamane dazAzrImALI komanA trAtA-dAdAdevadUta tarIke jAheramAM AvavAnI lAlaca ApI, A kAmamAM hamane 'mukhI' banAvavAmAM phatehamaMda thaI hoya ? eka taraphathI hamArA mukhethI dezAzrImALI jJAtinA hitanI dalIla karAvI lokone te tarapha kheMcavAmAM Ave che, ane bIjI taraphathI hamane cat's paw banAvanArI vyakita mahArApara aMgata tahomato phelAvI lokone vidyArthIgaha " thI dUra rAkhavA mathe cheH A pramANe hamArI dazAzrImALI hIlacAla bedhArI talavAranuM kAma karI rahI che. mahArI dayA khAtA hoya tema te gRhastha lukhA cahere kahyuM: "bhAI.....je ha. mArI Ijajata para hAtha nAkhavA jevI vAto phelAvatA hoya to te khoTuM kahevAya ane huM maLIza hAre kahIza ke ema na karavuM. bAkI hamAre amArI hIlacAla bAbata lakSa ApavuM ja nahi. ha Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sayukta jaina vidyArthIgRha. 43 R mArU kAma ame vakhANIe chIe ane kahI teA zeThImagAne rahevA AvIe ke amane kAMi na ApatAM Amane madada karA! (keTalI badhI yA ! mAnasazAstranA abhyAsI vagara A mANusenA dIlanA bheda kANu hamajI zake? A bhalA udAra ane parApakArI deve!! hamArI dayA hamArI pAse ja rahevA dA; chata pramANikapaNuM rAkheA teAya bahu che. ) mheM jhAre hemane kahyuM ke hamane * vidhArthI gRha ' sAthe joDAvAthI nukasAna kazuM nathI, paNa lAla bevaDA che, ane nANAM bAbatanA hemane thatA lAbha gaNI khatAeA, thAre hemaNe kahyuM ke, e badhuM kharUM, paNa lAkha vAtanI eka vAta e che ke dharma ja joie nahi ane kanyAvyavahAra jemanI sAthe hAya hemane ja amAre te meDIMgamAM rAkhavA che. kAi ajANyA mANusa kharekhara A vAtathI bhALavAi ja jAya ! parantu jaina dharmanA AgevAna tarIke puranArA ane pAchaLa tA jaina dharmanI ja virUddha meAlanArA ane vaLI jaina upAzrayamAM sAdhu ane zrAvakA pAse ja jai nANAM bharAvanArA A dayAnA devAne huM kacDAM nahAtA pIchAnatA ? ee dazAzrImALI kherDIMga kare che te kanyAvyavahAra hoya tevAone ja mATe, teA pachI gujarAtanA dazAzrImALI kAThiyAvADamAM kanyA ApatA nathI, khuda jhAlAvADa kAThivADamAM kanyA ApatuM nathI, re kaMThALa ( pAramaMdara-mAMgarALa-verAvaLa ) paNa kADhiyAvADa taLamAM kanyA ApatuM nathI te zuM te bhAgAnA dvazAzrImALI vidhArthIone mArDIMgamAM hi rAkhe ne ? ane tema che teA pachI phacchI, kaMThALI, gujarAtI, jhAlAvADI vagerenI AMkhe pATA bAMdhI nANAM kayA mhAMthI udharAve che? < mhe manI dareka lIlanA javAba ApyA hAre hemaNe eka mahAbhArata tIra cheDayuM: bhAi, hame cha vyavahAra humajyA nathI. prathama ApaNuM dhara tAravuM, pachI kuTumba, pachI nAta, pachI deza ! A vhemanI dalIla hemaNe dhaNuAMeka gheTAM ' A pAse karI hatI ane emane e dalIlathI vaza karyAM. hatA e mhArA jANavAmAM ja hatuM. mheM kahyuM: sAheba, hamArI vAta dekhItI kesuDAnAM pula jevI suMdara che, paNa emAM mAla nathI. zuM kAi mANusa khAtrIthI kahI zakaze ke te pAtAne mATe puSkaLa rahyA bAda kuMDhe manAM badhAM mAsAne ThekANe pADavA jeTaluM dhana kamAya, te pachI Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jainahitichu. vaLI AkhI nAtane AbAda karavA jeTaluM dhana kamAvA jIvatA rahe, ane te pachI dezanI sevA karavAne vakhata pAme? mahAtmA gAMdhI jahemane hame ghaNI sArI rIte pIchAne che temaNe te ghara, kuTumba ane nAta sarva karatAM dezanuM hita prathama vicAryuM; mATe kAM ti. gAMdhI mahAtmA vyavahArakuzaLa nathI, agara hame pote vyavahArakuzaLa nathI. bhalA zeTha, dezanI tarapha najara rAkhIne kAma kare te dareka jJAti ane dareka kuTuMbanuM ane pitAnuM hita hemAM parokSarIte samAI ja jAya che. hame nAta-nAtanI buma pADI lokonA aNuvaDa magajane hekAvI nAkho cho, paNa huM hamane pUchuM chuM ke " saMyukta vidyArthIgRha mAM zuM hamArI nAtane purepure nyAya maLato nathI? muMbaI khAte 40 pikInA 20 vidyArthI hamArA dazAzrImALI ja che ane hajI sudhI eka paNa lAyaka dazAzrImALInI arajI pAchI kADhavAmAM AvI nathI. te sivAya bIjI pAMca boDIMgamAM dazA. zrImALI vidyArthIone rAkhavAmAM Ave che. tema chatAM hame dharmane droha karI nAtane ja pradhAnapaNuM ApavA mAgo cho hAre hArAthI bolyA sivAya rahevAtuM nathI ke dazA ane vizA vagere hamArA jJAtibheda zuM AjakAlanI banAvaTa nathI? pUrve zuM jJAtio ane upajJAtio hatI ? je cIjonI hayAtI ja nahotI ane jene hamArA jevAoe TUMkI dRSTithI hayAtImAM ANuM hatI te cIjone nAbuda karavA jainAcAryoe mahenata karI hatI ane tethI ja hame bahArathI jenanuM nAma rAkhI aMdarathI jaina dharmane hi karavA Icche che! jainAcAryoe pATIdAra, garAsIA, vANuo vagerene sarvane eka karI jaina banAvI teo vacce reTI-beTI vyavahAra cAlu karAvyo hato. hamane evA hamArA mahAna vaDIlone pagale cAlavuM nathI gamatuM ane upajJAtionA kRtrIma bhedane vadhAravAnA ane saMyuktapaNAnA himAyatIone toDI pADavAnA ghATa ghaDavA pasaMda paDe che! kharI vAta che, badhA ekaThA hoya to temAM hamArA karatAM pese, buddhie, lAgavagamAM, vighAmAM, kunehamAM-dareka bAbatamAM have evA ghaNA mANase hoya ane tethI hamane AgevAna-trAtA-dAdA tarIke kAI mAne nahi ! dukhe che peTa ane kUTavuM che mAthuM ! e hiMda! tuM kharekhara kamanazIba che. bhale mahAtmA gAMdhI nAtajAtanA bhede ane svArthavRttine hAMkI kADhI Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jana vijJAthagRha. 345 rASTrIya bhAvanA pracAravA mATe jaga le, bhale pelI darIApAranI gorI cAmaDIvALI bAnu hiMda mATe prANu ApI potAnI jJAtinI paNa aLakhAmaNuM banI hindane svarAjya apAvavA mAthAM paTake, bhale TIkArInA hindu mahArAjA hindu-musalamAnanA bheda bhUlI jaI pitAnI lAkhonI vArSika Avaka ApatI milakata hiMdu-musalamAna ane kAmanI kanyAone bhaNAvavA mATe mahAna saMsthA kADhavAmAM arpaNa karI de, paNa amArA jJAtijano-jJAtinA dAdAopitAnA svArtha AgaLa hemane phAvavA de tema nathI. hiMda mare, svarAjya culAmAM jAo, aikaya rasAtALa jAo, ame to chavIzuM hAM sudhI vADAnA deDakAnA rAjA banavAne DeDIe cheDIzuM nahi ja ! te gRhastha kahyuM: " hame to mAtra 80 vidyArthI rAkhe che ane hame ja kahyuM hatuM ke hamArI pAse 250 arajIo AvI hatI, to bAkInAo mATe ame goThavaNa karIe hemAM zuM khoTuM ?"...... My Lord ! another fallacy ! H8401 72457 nAkhavAne bIjo prayAsa ! mahAjana ! huM te zarUmAM ja 80 vidyAthI rAkhuM chuM, paNa hame lokone AMkhe pATA baMdhAvI game teTalA dabAvI dabAvIne nANuM ekaThAM kare ane vadhumAM vadhu eka : lAkha rUpiyA karo topaNa mubaI jevA kharcALa zaheramAM, hamArI dhAraNa pramANe 75000 makAna bAMdhavA pAchaLa kharcI nAkho te pachI, pacIsa hajAranA vyAjamAMthI mAtra recurring expenses (nekara, rasoIA, hAusa mAsTara, battI kharca, lAIbrerI kharca) vagere paNa mAMDamAMDa purUM karI zakaze to 20 ke 20 vidyArthIne paNa bhojanakharca ke za to kevI rIte ApI zakavAnA hatA he kAMI vicAra karyo? vaLI hArI pAse AvelI 250 arajIo kAMI badhI dazA zrImALIonI nahotI; dazA, vIzA zrImALI, ozavALa, piravADa, gujarAtI, kacchI, kAThiyAvADI, mAravADI, paMjAbI vagere tamAmanI arajIone saravALo hato ane hemAM paNa koI meTrIkanI nIcenA ane koI meTrIka uparanA hatA; hAre hame to dazA zrImALI kAThiyAvADIne ane te paNa meTrIka uparanAne ja rAkhavA bhAgo che, tevA kAI rahI gayA nathI ane hoya to pachIthI hArA "vivAthagaDhamAM mokalo. me sIvIasathI bI. e. sudhInA eka amIra Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 346 jenahi .' abhyAsavALane paNa muMbaI jevA kharcALa sthaLamAM rAkhI jAheranAM nANAMne jarUra karatAM vadhAre vyaya karavA dhAre che, jyahAre huM je koleje muMbaI sivAya bIje sthaLe na hAya henA ja vidyAthione muMbaimAM rAkhI bAkInAone amadAvAda zAkhAmAM rAkhI ochAmAM ochA kharce vadhAremAM vadhAre vidyAthI bhaNe evI goThaviNa karI cukayo chuM; ane vaLI muMbaI temaja amadAvAda bane sthaLanuM makAnabhADuM, sTApha, battI, lAIbrerI vagere paracuraNa kharca to (vidyAthInI saMkhyA game teTalI hoya to paNa) pablIka pAsethI mudala leto nathI. pablIkanAM nANAM huM bhamara vRttithI-eTale kAIne bhAre paDe nahi evI rIte-mahIne 10 thI 40 sudhInI skolarazIpanA rUpamAM ja svIkAruM chuM ane te vidyAthIone bhejananA padArtho, phI, pustaka pAchaLa joitA kula kharca peTe teo pote jeDI zake teTalA hemanI pAsethI laine bAkInA khuTatA ja rUpiyA hemane ApuM chuM ane te paNa lona tarIke. hame ahIM 10 vidhAthI jeTalA kharcamAM pALo teTalA kharca mAM huM amadAvAdamAM 20 vidhAthI pALI zakuM chuM. hame mAtra dazAzrImALIone nahi paNa mahane arajIo mokalanAra tamAmane rAkhatA ho to huM ulaTe khuzI thAuM ane hamane kharekharA dezabadhu tarIke dhanyavAda ApuM." - paNa A dalIlo konI AgaLa huM karato hato? jeNe harakoI rIte amuka dhAraNa saphaLa karavAnI ekasaMpI karelI che henI AgaLa hita-ahitanI carcA karavI zA kAmanI? huM kabula karIza ke hArI saghaLI dalIlo ane zubhAzaye te gRhasthanA caherA upara jarA paNuM asara upajAvI zakayA nahi. mane lAgyuM ke duniyAmAM nyAya ke satya jItatuM nathI, cAlAkI ane baLa ja jIte che." ane mahe hArI nirbaLatA mATe eka chUpo nisAso mukI zeThamajakurane chellI salAma karI rasto pakaDayo. ' bhayaMkara rAtrI. - rAtre 1 vAge huM ghera pahoMcyo. dezanI sthitinA hajAro vicAra mahArA magajamAM bhamavA lAgyA. A dezane AbAda thavAne zuM rastA hoI zake? jenA AgevAno kAM to ardhadagdha, kAM te svAthI, kAM te khaTapaDhIA, kAM to dhutArA ane kAM to buDathala, ane jonI prajA satyathI DaranArI ane asatyanA prakAzathI ThagAI janArI, jenA Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha. - zrImato majazokhamAM ane khuzAmata sAMbhaLavAmAM ja masta, jyAM harakoI dhutAro mahAbhA ke pegaMbara banI pUjAI zake, jahAM keLavAyalAo paNa kAM to pathApaDita jevA ke rotaDa, svAbhimAna ane svadezAbhimAna vagaranA prAya: svArtharUpanA deDakA jevA hoya, te dezane, e bhAratamAtA ! ta dezane AbAda thavAMnI zuM AzA che ? AkhI rAta kahe pAsAM badalavAmAM ane kapALa kuvAmAM vyatita karI. ugatA sUrye kAMIka AzAnAM kIraNuM dhI -kema, te huM jANato nathI; parantu svabhAvataH mahArA jIvamAM kAMIka jIvana Avyo ane huM snAna dvArA udegane dhoI nAkhyo. jhAMkhI thatI. : jAtine TaTAra karavA "Will-to-Power " Part II mAM DubakI mArI ane hemAMnA nIcenA zabdoe mahane AzvAsana, dheya ane baLa ApyuM - / - ' "Those men who are in themselves destinies, and whose advent is the advent of fate, the whole race of heroic bearers of burdens: oh! how heartily and gladly would they have respite from themselves for once in a while !-how they crave after stout hearts and shoulders, that they might free themselves, were it but for an hour or two, from that which oppresses them ! And how fruitlessly they crave !... They wait, they observe all that passes before their eyes: no man even cometh nigh to them with - a thousandth part of their suffering and passion; no man guesseth to what end they have waited...At last, at last, they learn the first lesson of their life: to wait no longer; and forthwith they learn their second lesson: to be affable, to be modest; and from that time onwards to endure every body and every kind of thing-in short, to endure still a little more than they had endured theretofore." Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jenahitecchu. " But why talk I, when no one hath mine oars ! It is still an hour too early for me here." " Mine own forerunner am I among this people, mine own cockcrow in dark lanes. "But their hour cometh! And there co. meth also mine ! Hourly do they become smal. ler, poorer, unfruitfuller,-poor herbs! poor earth! " And soon shall they stand before me like dry grass and prairie, and verily, weary of themselves-and panting for fire, more than for water. . - "0" blessed hour of the lightning ! 0 mystery before noontide !-Ruenning fires will I one day make of them, and heralds with flaming tongues: " Herald shall they one day with flaming tongues: It cometh, it is nigh, the great noontide !" , ane he " dazAzrImALI beDIMga" nA hastagane smaraNapaTa parathI joi nAkhavAno nizcaya karyo. pAchaLathI TIkA karavAne badale prathamathI ane hIlacAla karanArAone potAne maLIne hakIkata ane AMkaDA ( facts and figures) hamajAvavA, saMbhavita lAbhageralAbhane khyAla ApavA, AzonI tulanA karI batAvavA banatuM karI cUkyo chuM eTale hArI pharaja tyahAM ja pUrI thAya che, ema vicArI huM hArA mizana tarapha vaLe ane emAM ja ekAgra thavA mATe mahArA magaja upara balAtkAra ane julama karavA lAgyo. bahAranI madada. " vidyArthI gRha" saMbaMdhamAM A eka muddo spaSTa rIte hamajavavAnI jarUra che ke, ene lagatA kula kharcane be vibhAgamAM samAveza karavAmAM Ave cheH (1) nIbhAva patha ke jemAM khurazI-Tebala-battI-lAyabrerI -vAsaNabI nAM vara sAhitya Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha. 349 kharIdI ane rIpera kharca, tathA daramahIne thatuM makAnabhADuM, sTA, phana pagAra, nyUsapeparanuM lavAjama, vagere kharca samAI jAya che, (2) bhejana, kaoNleja phI, vagere vighAthIne potAne lAgatuM kharca. A be jAtanAM kharce paikI pahelI jAtanA kharcamAM vidyArthI pAsethI ke pablIka pAsethI kAMI paNa rakama ke zo levAmAM Avato nathI. ane te khAte hAla je rakama kharcavI paDe che teTalI have pachI vyAjamAMthI ja kharcAyA kare evI rakama jadI kADhavAnI janA hAla carcAya che ane saMjogo savaLA haze to sA. sAsuvAnAM thaze. bIjI jAtanuM kharca eTale ke bhojana kharca, koleja phI vagere kharca vidyArthIe-pachI te zrImaMta gharane he vA garIba gharano he-pite joDavuM paDe che. paraMtu A bAbatamAM nIce mujaba sagavaDe karelI che. (1) bhojana mATe kalaba sIsTama na rAkhatAM sthApakanA hisAbe raDuM calAvavAmAM Ave che ane vidyArthI dITha muMbaimAM rU. 15 ane amadAvAdamAM rU. 10 levAmAM Ave che ane kharca ethI saheja vadhAre Ave che. (2) bhojanakharca, koleja phI, pustako vagere tamAma kharcane eka vidyArthIne AMkaDo vicArI, te paikI enA vaDIlanI sthiti keTalI rakama ApI zake tema che henI khAtrI karI, bAkInI khuTatI rakama e vidyAthIne "lena' tarIke ApavAmAM Ave che. AvI "ona'' ApavAmAM be dhoraNa jALavavAmAM Ave cheH (1) pitAnI taraphathI amuka rakama kharcI zake tevI sthitivALe vidyArthI AkheAkhI rakamanI "lona meLavavAmAM phateha na pAmI jAya henI ame saMbhALa rAkhIe chIe, temaja (2) kharekharI jarUra hoya te karatAM ochI rakama ApIne dazA jagAe bhIkha mAgavAnI sthitimAM vidyArthIne na mUkAya e tarapha paNa lakSa ApIe chIe. ane e pramANe koIne mahIne 5, koIne 10, koIne 15, 20, 25 ane koine 40 sudhInI lona " ApIe chIe ane te "lona" thoDAM ja varSomAM pAchA pharavAnI ame sArI AzA rAkhIe chIe. apavAdanI vAta judI che, bAkI je vidyArthIgRhanA sthApaka pite nirdhana banI vidyArthIbaMdhuone kuTumbIjane mAnI AgaLa vadhAravA ane temanI rAtrIdivasa sevA karavA mAgatA hoya te vidyArthIgRha' nA vidyArthIe guNacora thAya ane saMsthAne "lona " pAchI Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1, nahite. 9 ApavA jeTalI paNa pramANikatA na batAve e huM mArI zako. nathI. mane keTalAka "lana" lenArA vidyArthIonAM hadayanI pratA jevAnI taka maLI che ane mane keTalAka vidyArthIo mATe to kaMcuM mAna-abhimAna-che. ' hAre, vidyArthIgRha" ne bahAranI madadanI jarUra che te mAtra bIjA prakAranA kharcanI, eTale ke vidyArthIo paikI jeone bhojanakharca ane koleja phI nimitta thatA kharcamAM khuTatI rakama lona" tarIke ApavI paDe te ja mAtra. evI jAtanI "lena" mATe bahArathI mahIne rU. 1000 nI skolarazIpanAM 8 varSanAM vacanonI jarUra che ane A AMka nakkI karatI vakhate mahe dareka jAtanA saMbha dhyAnamAM lIdhA che.) ATha varSa pachI AjanA vacana ApanAra gRhasthI baMdhAyelA nathI, paNa te vakhate "vi Atha. gRha" ne koI vAtanI bhUkha nahi hoya ema AzA rAkhavAne mhArI pAse kAraNe che. ATha varSa sudhI, dara mahIne rU. 1000 "skolarazIpa phaMDa" mATe joIe, ema huM kahI gayo. dhyAnamAM rahe ke hAla banne sthaLe thaine 80 vidyAthI rAkhavAmAM Ave che ane sAdhananA pramANamAM vidyArthInI saMkhyA vadhAravAno IrAdo che. e paNa dhyAnamAM rahe che, muMbaI khAte kharca svAbhAvika rIte ja vadhAre Ave, parantu je lAInanA vidyArthIne muMbaI sivAya cAle ja nahi hene ja muMbaImAM rAkhavAmAM Ave che, ane bIjAo mATe amadAvAda khAtenI zAkhA khullI che. vAjabI karakasara khAtara ja be sthaLe "gRho " rAkhavAnuM ucIta dhAryuM che, nahi ke nAmanA khAtara. amadAvAda khAte makAna karAvavuM paDayuM te mahArA siddhAMta virUddha ane meMdhavArInA Dabala kharce karavuM paDavAthI mane khaTakatI vAta che. paraMtu hAlamAM tyahAM cAlatI sapta marakI ane myunIsIpAlITInAM adhera janArane khAtrI thaze ke te zaheramAM vidyArthIgRha mATe alAyadA makAna sivAya calAvI zakAya tema hatuM ja nahi. vaLI makAna pArake paise-phaMDa karIne karAvyuM nathI, ke jethI mhArI te bhUla ke utAvaLa thaI hoya to paNa pablIkane khace te bhUla thaI kahevAya. muMbaimAM vidyAthI graha mATe makAna karAvavAnI kAMI Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jena vivAthagraha. 51 utAvaLa nathI, ochAvatA bhADe joIe te latAmAM bhADAnAM sukhAkArIbharyA makAne maLI zake che ane jyAre ekAda be varSanA anubhava pachI khAtrI thaze ke jadI jadI lAInanA vidyArthIenI sagavaDa jaLavAya te late amuka ja che tyAre, phaMDa: karyA sivAya banI zakaze te makAnane vicAra karIzuM. hAla e viSaya upara vicAra gumAva e paNa bInajarUrI lAge che. temaja vaLI, makAna padaranuM karAvavuM ke bhADAnuM rAkhavuM e savAla sAme pablIkane kAMI levA devA nathI. pablIkanAM nANuMthI makAna mATe levAtuM nathI temaja kharIdavAnuM ke banAvavAnuM paNa nathI. pablIkane mAtra eTaluM ja pUchazvAno haka che ke, bhADAnA ke padaranA game te paratu je makAnamAM vidyAthIone rAkhavAmAM Ave che te sukhAkArIbharyA ane sArA latAmAM tathA sagavaDabharyA che ke kema ? heno uttara vidyArthIo pote ane vIjhITaro pote ApI zakaze. amadAvAdanuM makAna to khAsa navuMja cAra mALanuM ane pharavAkaravAnI sagavaDavALuM, bhavya lAIbrerI halavALuM che. ane muMbaInuM bhADAnuM makAna prinsesa sTrITa ke jyahAM samudranI havA sIdhI cAlI Ave che plAM che ane Akho ceAtho malo lIdhelo che. e makAna vidyArthIone-khAsa karIne meDIkala kolejanA paNa vidyAthIone-eTaluM sagavaDabharyuM che ke mAsika rU. 115 nA bhADe te levA chatAM cAra mahInAnA arasAmAM henuM bhADuM 140 karavAmAM AvyuM to paNa te ja kAyama rAkhyuM ane hemAM vIjaLInI batInI sagavaDa vadhAravA pAchaLa padaranuM kharca karyuM. A sthaLe e makAnanA mAlekano upakAra mAnavAne mahAre bhUlavuM joItuM nathI ke, rU. 175) nI neTIsa mokalavA chatAM A lokApayegI khAtAnA A jAtanA kharcane Akho beje mahArA ekalAnA zira che ema jANuM hemaNe rU. 140) levAnuM nakakI karyuM. mahArA sthAnaka vAzI bhAio je guhA (!) badala mahane daDe che ane sADImAM mahe saMtADI kAvatrAM karI nukasAna utAravA mathe che hemanI sAthe sAthe A khejA gRhasthanI eka jaina taraphanI niHsvArtha bhalAIne mUkI jotAM kone ema nahi thAya ke duniyAmAM jeTalo badIne : khADe che teTaloja nekIne kare che ane e pramANe virUddha to uguillibrium (samatolapaNuM) rAkhe che ? Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jainahitecchu. evIja eka pArasI gRhasthanI bhalAi "" upara lakhelA kheAA mahAzayanI bhalAnI teAMdha karatI vakhate hune khIjI bhalAie pazu yAdadAstImAM ubharAi Ave che, je. mAMnI eka, eka pArasI gRhastha taraphanI che. A mahAzaya eka nAkarIAta che ane mhArI sAthe koi divasa mulAkAtanA prasaga pAmyA nathI. mAtra hitecchu" nA jAyunA vAMcanAra che. te rU. 5) nI neATa vidyArthI gRhane patramAM khIDe che ane peAtAnuM nAma na ApatAM lakhItaMga tarIke "pArasI, pharaja eTaluMja mAtra lakhe che. krUraja ! pArasInI, jaina saMsthA tarapha puraja ! e bhalA hiMdI, jIgaranA jaina! hArI e neTa pAMca rUpIAnI nathI, enI AkhI kimata mhArI mAmulI buddhithI AMkI zakAya tema nathI. je bhUlI jaiza nahi teA, amadAvAda khAtenA vidyAthI gRha ' nI u ghAna kriyAnA meLAvaDA vakhate eka mahAna vyaktinI hAjarImAM te nATa' nI harAjI karAvI hainI mhoTI krimata upajAvIza ane te rakama hArAja nAmathI 'homarUla lIga"ne apaNuM karIza. . 3para gujarAtI eka nanAmA patra hArA jAnA duzmana' taraphathI bheTa ! eka zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina yuvAna ke je temaja IMgliza para sArA kAbu dharAve che te lakhe che, jemAM rU. 5) nI neATa bIDatAM lakhe che ke, te ghaNA varSathI mhane duzmanabhAve jotA hatA ane hitecchu nA keTalAka lekhA --khAsa karIne nagna satya--vAMcyA bAda eka custa prazaMsaka banI te pherAranI yAdagIrImAM vidyArthIgRha' ne rU. 5) nI teTa mekalavAnI hane preraNA thai che. A patra AdhyAtmika ubharAo, ramujI kalpanAo ityAdithI bharapUra ane dhaNA lAMkhe che; ane enI zarUAta vADInA lAla, hAta hu* suMdarI, tA cUmavA deta gAla evA zabdothI karavAmAM AvI che, je bIjA kazA khAtara nahi paNa mhArA dhikkAranArA mhArA vicArA, Azaye| ane kAryonA u DANamAM utaryA pachI keTale darajje khalAI jAya che te batAvavA khAtara ja atre jaNAvavu cAgya dhAryuM che. A bhAne mhe kadApi joyA hoya ema mhane maraNu nathI, parantu keTalAMka anumAnA parathI e patra pAThavanAra viSe mhe" kalpanA karI hatI, je pAchaLathI kharI 35 Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paMcALa jaina vidhArthI gRha pUDI che. hAlamAM te bhAI 'vidhArthIgRha' mATe sArI rakama meLavavA kADhIza kare che.--SaNu duzmana( ! )ne hu dhanyavAda nahi mApuM zmanatA na heAta tA Ave! garva levAne hAvA jhDane kyAMthI prApta thAta! paNa vadhAre gaMbhIra banIne kahIza ke, je prema A Atma te uparanA zabdo lakhavA prere che te premanA rAjyamAM nathI Asaka-mAzukanA jAtinA bheda, ke nathI zatru-mitranA ! eka nina herA ebaDAnI prazaMsApAtra sakhAvata * " huM amadAvAda khAtenA gRDu ' nI AlsimAM beThA eTI eka zrImaMta mitrane skolarazIpa bAbatamAM patra lakhatA hatA te vakhate eka taddana mherA ane lagabhaga ebaDA juvAne AvI cIThThI ApI, jemAM teNe e matalabanuM lakhyuM hatuM ke, huM eka avalaMbanarahita vherA-khADA chuM, eka bhalA paNu garIba sthitinA paramAthI AMdhrutI kRpAthI kAMika kheAlatAM lakhatAM zikhyA chuM, ane ' ane 'samAcAra ' nA niraMtara vAMcanathI mhArAmAM jainapaNuM ane jAhera jussA mAgaiA che. eka buka-bAinDara tarIke sakhta mahenatathI huM mhArA gujrarA karUM chuM. saMskAra ane sahAya e be tattvAnI keTalI agatya che hene mhane anubhava thayeA che, ane mhArA gurUe te kAma upADayuM jANavA pachI eka kSaNa paNa te * mizana ' nA mizanarI banavAmAM vilaMba karUM tA huM kRtaghra kahevAuM. mATe mhArA taraphthI dara mahIne rU. 2) svIkAro ane mhane gAmAgAma vidyAthI badhuMe mATe bhIkha mAgavAnI rajA Ape. vagere. mhane A badhu tarapha je prema upajgyA, ane A navI hIlacAlathI samAjanA khUNekhAMcare pazu je nUtana sevAbhAvatuM jharaNuM vhevA vAgyuM che te khyAlathI je sa MtASa thayA te huM kAi zabdomAM varNavI zakuM tema nathI. henA jevA nirdhananI rakama svIkAravI te hune hene lUTavA barAbara lAgyuM ane na svIkAravI te henA sevAmama hRdayane AdhAta paheAMcADavA jevuM lAgyuM. chevaTe upakAranI lAgaNI ane premanAM azru sAthe te rakama svIkArI ane mana sAthe nizcaya karyAM ke te rakamathI vadhAre rakama huM hene bIjA rUpamAM ane bIje prasaMge abhAve ApIza. vAlaTIara tarIke haine bahAragAma mAkakUvAmAM henA svAzrayI dhaMdhAne mhoTA kA pahoMce tema mhane mAMgavAthI mhe hene nA ho, je sAMbhaLI tene bahu duHkha thayuM. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 354 jainahitecchu. ane hetA caherI utarI gayeA. A yuvAnanuM nAma jAhera karatAM mhene AbhamAna thAya che--te bhAi DhAlatacaMda harajIvana che. eka ajANyA nokarIAtanI vArSika Avakano hissa : te ja divase eka ajANyA nekarIAta yuvAne cIThThI meka lAvI ke te daravarSInI peAtAnI AvakanA eka AnI bhAga 8 vidyAthIgRha 'te Apaze. rUpiyAnI pahoMca pragaTa karatI vakhate te dezabhaktanuM nAma prakaTa karavAmAM Avaze. zrImatA joi zakaze ke, kAnAM hRdaya vadhAre zrImaMta che ane kANu vastutaH garIba che. akasmAta ke AzivAnI saphalatA ? ratalAmanA zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka saMdhanA eka agresara zrIyuta ratanalAlajI surANAe svane ratalAma khelAvIne vagara A grahe mAsika rU. 40) nI kaeNlarazIpa varasa mATe ApavAnuM jAhera karyuM. khADIMganI zarUAta pahelAM A zubha zukana thatA |vAthI te gRhastha taraph mhArI AbhAranI lAgaNI eTalA jokSathI vahevA lAgI ke te kSaNe mhArAthI kheAlI javAyuM ke mhArA vidyArthIandhuonI ni;svAthI sevA bajAvavAmAM hame jevI udAratA batAvI che tevIja udAratA kudarata hamArA dhaMdhA tarapha batAvaze. mhArUM hraya kahe che ke A varSamAM hamane be lAkha maLaze. A kathana te vakhate artha vagaranuM lAgyuM haze; e vAtane Aje mAtra cAra ja mAsa thayA che ane eka mitra hune hamaNAM ja yAda karAve che ke te kathana a` vagaranuM naheAtuM. e banAvane AzirvAdanI salatA kahuM teA kAi kaheze ke huM potAne vacanasiddhivALA mahAtmA TharAvavA mAguM chuM !" parantu Thought-power ( vicArabaLa athavA bhAvanAbaLa ) e nAmanA tattvane jaina zAsrA temaja pAzcAtya sAyansa paNa svIkAre che. ane aMtaranA bhoMyarAmAMthI nIkaLatI muMgI AziSarSA ane baduvAo-jeTalA josathI haeNnA vicAra karavAmAM AvyA hoya che teTalI ja jhaDapathI-sthUlarUpe kaLatI pratyakSa jovAmAM Ave che. bIjA eka zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina andhunI kadaradAnI. mI. tuLIdAsa mAnajIbhAi karANIe thoDA divasa upara eka mANusa sAthe rU. 180 sAthe eka patra mekalyA hatA, jemAM te Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jaina vidyAthagraha. 35 A saMsthA mATe uMcuM mAna batAvavA uparAMta, uddaghATana kriyAne divase ja oNlarazIpa ApavAnI pharaja ATalA vilaMba pachI mujAve che te mATe kheda dazAve che. bIje divase vaLI jenahitecchu skolarazIpa phaMDa'mAM paNa rU. 20) hemaNe mekalI ApyA hatA. ke vADIlAla lokone Agraha karIne luTe che agara bhIkha mAge che evI aphavAo phelAvanAra mhArA vahAle zarIone A saghaLA prasaMgo ane vizeSamAM eka nIce prasaMga arpaNa karIne cupa rahIza. jenee jAherakhAtAM mATe nANAM ekaThAM karavAmAM vADIlAla jeTalI pramANikatA ane nobility bhAgyeja jALavI haze. muMbaImAM gRha"nI uddaghATana kriyAno dabadabAbharyo meLavo thayo ane seMkaDo AgevAne, zrImaMto, amaladAro, sAdhue vagere hAjara thayA, ane te vakhate dareka saMsthAmAM bane che tema phaMDa ke madadanI apIla karavA mahane ghaNAoe Agraha karyo, te paNa mahe kahyuM ke "he sajAne AnaMdamAM bhAga levA notaryA che, rUpiyA paDAvavA nahi." keTalAka mahAzaye e amuka amuka vacanonI cIThThIo , mahane pahoMcADI, paraMtu te jAhera karavAnI paNa he nA kahI hatI. zrImaMta varga paikI kharekharI kadara karanAra ekano eka vIranara ! kaI jAtanI sUcanA ke isArA vagara zeTha tulazIdAsa menajIbhAI vorAe ATha varSa sudhI rU. 51 nI mAsika skolarazIpa ApavAnuM mahane jaNAvyuM che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa eka sArI rakamanI vadhu madada mATe vacana ApyuM che. sthAnakavAzI jena komamAM huM bIje tulazIdAsa jotuM nathI ema kahuM te huM khuzAmata karuM chuM ema kahevAnI himata dharanArane huM celenja ApI zakuM chuM. A gRhasthane ghaNuo sArI rIte pIchAne che eTale mahAre oLakhANa karAvavAnI jarUra che ja nahi, paNuM huM hemane eka vicitra saMjogomAM oLakhavA lAgyo hato. jene samAcAra patramAM jyahAre amuka muni bAbatamAM kaDaka eDiTarIalsa AvatAM hatAM te vakhatamAM A gRhastha eka ajANyA paroNA tarIke muMbaIthI amadAvAda mhArI AphisamAM AvyA hatA ane amuka sAdhunI bAbatamAM na lakhavA ane temaNe bhalAmaNa karI hatI. mahArI audi Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - enahiteccha 356 sanI te vakhatanI dayAjanaka sthiti sudhAravA paNuM hemaNe Iccha batAvI hatI. paraMtu huM bane bAbatono asvIkAra karI hemane nirAza karyA hatA. hemane te vakhate je jAtano satkAra maLe tethI teo mahArA zatru ja banyA hota, jevI rIte ke bIjA saMkhyAbaMdha jene banyA hatA; paNa amadAvAda choDI gayA bAda hemane uMDA vicAra karatAM mahArA tarapha mAna utpanna thayuM ane huM bhUlato na houM to pUrve ajANatAM ropelAM e bIja Aje vighAthIgRha"ne mATe phaLyAM che. zeTha tulazIdAsa taraphathI mahane "vidyArthIgRha" mATe je himata maLI che te mATe kayA zabdomAM hemano upakAra mAnuM te huM jANato nathI. eka bAInI lAgaNa-mUchALAo kahAre zikhaze? - verAvaLathI bAI bhANabAI lakhe che ke teo hameza hitechu " tarapha ane mahArA tarapha saMpUrNa mAnanI najarathI jue che ane "vighAthagRha ane phateha ike che. pitA taraphathI te sAthe ja rU. 240) mokalAvavAnuM teo cUkyAM nathI. eka vidhavA bAI, jene aMgrejI zikSaNanI gaMdha paNa nathI, te keLavaNInI kadara ATalI hada sudhI kare ane jIMdagImAM nahi maLelA jAtisevakanA kAmamAM ATalI hadanI zraddhA dharAve e mahane harSaghelo banAvavAne puratuM che. e mAtAnuM e dAna lAkha rUpiyAnI haeNlarazIpa barAbara mAnuM chuM; paNa lAkhanI muDIvALA mUchALAo eka strIratna jeTalI paNa udAratA ane akkala dhAraNa kare to-AhA, to jaina samAja para ke suvarNano sUrya uge ! dhanyavAdane pAtra keTalAka vadhu gRhasthA taraphanI sahAyanI noMdha. (1) mI. baroDIA jeo vetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina che, hemaNe ekAeka mahane mulAkAta ApatAM ja "gRha" mATe potAnI sevAo aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka arpaNa karavA sAthe pitA taraphathI vArSika rU. 180) ATha varSa sudhI ApavAnuM vacana ApyuM. A gRhastha vyApArI nathI, pagAra paNa nhoTA amaladAra jeTale pAmatA nathI chatAM muMbaInI kharcALa chaMdagImAM "vidhAthIgRha" mATe varSa 180 bacAvavA-ane te paNa isAre ke araja thayA sivAya-taiyAra thayA che ane upara Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukata jaina vidyAthIMgaha. 257 thI pitAnI sevAo arpaNa kare che ! koNa kaheze ke keLavAyalA varga para dhArmika saMskAra nathI paDavA lAgyA ? (2) mI. velacaMda umedacaMda mahetA, hAIkorTe vakIla, amadAvAda, eoe tA 30-7-17 nA roja rU. 60 nAM inAmo sAthe patra lakhyo ke, "prathamathI ja mane Apane mATe ghaNuM ja mAna hatuM -moTI AzAo hatI, je AzAo pUrNapaNe phaLIbhUta thayelI joI mane ghaNo ja AnaMda thayo che. jemAM tamane sauthI zreSThanI gaNanAmAM mukuM chuM. tamoe je karyuM che te koI karI zakaze nahi. tamAre Atmabhoga, tamArA niDara svataMtra vicAro e sarva ananya che. tamArA mATe jena koma ghaNI ja magarUra hovI joIe ane che. tame jenomAM nahi paNa hiMdabhUmimAM ratna che. jaina sevA karavA mane ghaNI ghaNI utkaMThA thaI Ave che; paNa aphasosa, AvaraNa Ave che, jene dUra karavA purUSaprayatna paNa evuM chuM. icchA rAkhuM chuM ke pUrNa paNe sevA karavAnA ane prasaMga maLe. tamArAM banne vighAthIgRhomAM zArIrika kasarata mATe trIsa trIsa rUpiyAnAM be evI rIte sATha rUpiyAnAM inAma mArA pitAzrInA nAmathI ApavA huM baMdhAuM chuM. te inAma kone ane kevI rIte ApavAM te hu ApanA upara cheDuM chuM. jene prajA namAlI na rahetAM viryavAna bane evI mArI abhilASA che. mArI sevAnI jarUra hoya te sevaka taiyAra che." (3) DaoNkaTara prANajIvanadAsa mANekacaMda mahetA , M & S. jeo hamaNuM ja amadAvAdanI sIvIla hospITalamAM eNsIsTaTa sarjana nImAyA che teo amadAvAda khAtenA "gRhamAM AkhA zaheranA jena vighAthIonI esesIezananI mITIMgamAM hAjara thaI eka asarakAraka bhASaNa ApyA bAda rU. 50 ) A pI gayA hatA ane dara varSe teTalI rakama ApavA kahyuM hatuM. (4) mI. choTAlAla tejapALa ArTIsTa (rAjakoTa) gRha" saMbaMdhI jAherakhabara vAMcatAM ja hAre ghera AvI pitAnI sevAo arpaNa karavA tathA pitA taraphathI ekamuSTi rU. 1000 ApavA bahAra paDayA hatA. hArI iMdora, ujajana, jhAlarApATana, ratalAmanI musApharI mAM hArI bImArI joI pitAnA khace mahArI sAthe AvyA hatA ane bIjI ghI rIte hemaNe se e bajAvI hatI, jenI kimata zabdothI AMkI zake nahi, Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 nahitecchu ** uparanA keLavAyelA gRhasthomAM jovAmAM AvelA sevAbhAva mATe eka jena tarIke huM garva lauM chuM ane e sevAbhAva dareka keLavAyalA jaina yuvAnamAM jevAne zubha divasa najIkamAM Ave e ja mahArI AzA che-prArthanA che--e ja 'vighAthI gRhanA sAhasane gupta Azaya che. (5) keLavAyalA jaina mahAzayanI sevAvRttinI noMdha letI vakhate mahAre potAnA laghu badhuonI sevAne bhUlavI joitI nathI. te vadhu badhuo bIjA koI nahi paNa "vivAthIgRha' mAM mAtra be ja mAsa saMskAra pAmyA pachI jeoe bIjA vadhu vidyArthIone saMsthAno lAbha ApI zakAya e hetuthI bahAragAma jai rkolarazIpa phaMDa meLavavAno Agraha karI hArI pAse rajA meLavI hatI ane phakta sAta ja divasanI musApharImAM 10-12 zaheromAM mITIMga karI keLavaNI upara bhASaNa ApI keTalIka rakamo meLavI hatI. (kahevAnI bhAgyeja jarUra rahe che ke AvI tamAma rakamo mAtra lIpa khAte ja kharcAya che) eka vidyAthIe karAMcI khAte suMdara rakama ekaThI karI hatI. vidyAthIoe pitAnI musApharIne riporTa mahane mokalyo che, je ghaNe Tharela ane vAMcavA jevuM che. (banaze to A aMkamAM, ane jagAnI taMgI haze to AvattA aMkamAM riporTa pragaTa karavAmAM Avaze) vidyArthIonI A pravRttine aMge khusI thavA jevAM to nIce mujaba che -(1) vagara kahyuM ane pArakAne mATe mahenata levAnI IcchA vidyAthIne thavI e zubhasUcaka che. (2) sahAya meLavavAnI hemanI rIta khuzAmata vagaranI ane mAnabharI hatI, ke je bIjAe e zikhavA jevI che. (3) liMbaDI gayelA vidyArthI oe tyAMthI ekaThI karelI AkhI rakama tyAMnI ja boDIMgamAM vadhAre jarUra che ema jevAthI tyAMja avarNa karI-e rIte ananya udAratA batAvI-ane bIjI saMsthAo ane amArI saMsthAne jIva eka che evI bhAvanA jaina prajAne muMgI rIte zikhavI. A vidyAthI e mATe abhimAna levAno mane dareka hakaka che. kaI barDIga AvA cAritranuM daSTAMta purUM pADI zakaze? vADIlAlanI boDIMgamAM sakhtAI thAya che evI bumo pADanArA ane aphavA phelAvanArA aMdhAo sakhtAinAM svarUpa ane AzayomAM tathA cAritramAM hamaje che zuM ?' (6) nIce jaNAvelA gRhasthoe ApelI savArathI ja upakArava letAM ane harSa thAya che - Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jena vivAthagraha 54 rA. jeThAlAla saMdhajIbhAI (muMbaI) vArSika rU. 200 ATha varSa sudhI ApavAnuM ghera AvIne kahI gayA che. mezarsa nagInadAsa ane mANekalAla (muMbaI) emaNe vArSika rU. 240 ) ATha varSa sudhI, rA. bAdaralAla maMgaLajIbhAI keThArI (pAlaNapura) emaNe vArSika rU. 120) ATha varSa sudhI, rA. jecaMdabhAI nathubhAI koThArI (vaDALa) emaNe vArSika rU. 120) ATha varSa sudhI, rA. harajIvanadAsa nemIdAsa (porabaMdara) emaNe vArSika rU. 240) ATha varSa sudhI, zeTha devazIbhAI bhANajI rAmajI (cIna) emaNe vArSika rU. 500) pramANe ATha varSa sudhI (ane te uparAMta ekamuSTi sArI rakamanI AzA), zeTha rAjamalajI lakhIcaMdajI (jAmanera-khAnadeza) emaNe vArSika rU. 480) pramANe ATha varSa sudhI, rA. mAdhavalAla dhArazIbhAi (kalakattA) emaNe vArSika rU. 120) pramANe ATha varSa sudhI, zrIyuta ukAralAla bAphaNa (mazora) emaNe vArSika rU. 96 ) pramANe ATha varSa sudhI, rA. jagajIvana ujamazI zAha (liMbaDI) emaNe vArSika rU. 120 ) pramANe ATha varSa sudhI, rA. abhecaMdabhAI kALIdAsabhAI vakIla ( jetalasara kaeNmpa) emaNe vArSika 60) pramANe 8 varSa sudhI, zeTha jesIMgabhAI ujamazIbhAI (amadAvAda) emaNe vArSika rU. 225) ATha varSa sudhI, rA. manasukhalAla ravajIbhAI (muMbaI) emaNe vArSika rU. 120) dasa varSa sudhI, rA. bhImajIbhAI kulacaMda (muMbaI) emaNe vArSika rU. 120) ATha varSa sudhI, zrIyuta kanIrAmajI bAMThIyA (bhInAsara-mAravADa) emaNe rU. 120) : dasa varSa sudhI, (bIjAM vacanonI naidha AvatA aMka mATe mullavI ) uparAMta keTalIka cAlu kozIzAnAM pariNAma AvatA aMkamAM pragaTa karavAne zaktimAna thavAnI AzA rAkhuM chuM. mude matirSinAM. kapALe kapALe jAdI mati" e kahevata pramANe judI judI vyaktio taraphathI "vidyArthIgRha"nI AMtarthyavasthA bAbatamAM, skolarazIpa meLavavAnAM sAdhana ane paddhati bAbatamAM temaja dhArAdhoraNa bAbatamAM binabhinna ane parasparavirodhI aneka racanAo, salAha Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36. jainahitecchu. ane TIkAe paNa sAMbhaLavAnA mhene prasaMga maLyA che. duniyAne kAi mANusa tamAma prakRtie ane tamAma vicArene anukULa thai zake e sabhavita ja nathI, tathApi mitrabhAve ke zatrubhAve thatI dareka sUcanA ane TIkAnI huM noMdha avasya rAkhuM chuM ane hamaNAM je skolarazIpA meLavavAnA kAmamAM ja saghaLA samaya ane zaktinA byaya karavA paDe che te kAma lagabhaga purUM thai rahethI turata ja kamITI melAvIne henI samakSa badhI sUcanAo ane TIkAonuM satva rajI karI jeTalA sudhArA-vadhArA kamITIne vadhAremAM vadhAre asAdha lAgaze teTalA maMjura karAvavA icchuMchuM. keTalAka maeNmbarA vadhAravAnI icchA che, vidyAthIo mATe niyamA rIvAijha karavAnA che, ane khIjuM ghaNuM karavAnuM che, je mhArA lakSa bahAra nathI. parantu eka sAthe-ane ATalA theADA arasAmAM-tamAma bAbatA eka mANasathI khanI zake evI mAgaNI bhAgye ja koi anubhavI mANasathI thaI zake. hAla khImAra avasthAmAM paNa huM shavArathI rAtrInA 1-2 vAgyA sudhI bhamyAM karUMchuM, lakhyA karUM chuM ane khIchAnAmAM paNa cAjanAo ghaDyA karUMchuM. kAMi paNa atizayekti vagara kahI zakIza ke mahInA thayAM huM lagabhaga nArakI jevI sthiti bhAgavuMchuM. mhArA kAmamAM bIjAM savaLAM kAmA karatAM vadhAre naDatarA che; eka tA mhArI khAsa prakRti ke kASThanI khuzAmata karyAM vagar-mAtra hakIkatA *hIne enAmAM mizana tarapha prema jagADIne hainI sahAya meLavavI, khIjuM mhArA taraphthI koI zrImaMta (leAka varga para vajana paDe tevA gRhastha ) vAlaTIarazIpa karanAra nathI, trIjuM sthAnakavAzI jaitAnA amuka bhAga mhArA dareka kAmamAM chupI ramataDIe! temaja khullI ujaLI khaTapaTA dvArA khalela nAkhavAnuM 'vrata' laine kheDele che, ceAthuM e ke zvetAmbara mUttipUjaka ane dvigambara sampradAyAne hajI sudhI saMyukta jaina kuTumbanI bhAvanA thaI nathI-te bhAvanA hemanAmAM preratA javuM ane sAthe sAthe gRha " tara hemanI sahAnubhUti khe catA javuM e kAma jarUra muzkela-jo ke asaMbhavita tA nahi ja che. vaLI keTalAka mhArA pUrvanAM lakhANeAthI hIDAyalA sAdhue ane hemanA bhaktA mhArA paranuM vaira A sasthApara vALavAnI ta zvetA jovAmAM Ave che. A badhA sajoge vacce mhAre kAma karavAnuM che e huM prathamathI ja jANutA hatA ane tethI, jo ke > Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha. 1 361 kaI kaI vakhate mahArA jevo chadmastha koi saMjogamAM ghaDIbhara nAsIpAsa thaI jAya e asaMbhavita te nathI ja, te paNa bhaviSyanA kItimAna jaina saMghanI je Adarza mUrti he mahArA magajamAM ghaDI rAkhI che te mahane himatathI vadhAre prayatna karavA dhakele che. vidyArthIgRhanAM Arthika sAdhananI bahulatA e kAMI sahAro saMteSane viSaya nathI, paraMtu e gRha nimitte jenanA saghaLA phIrakA pitAnuM saiyAruM hita amuka cIjamAM che ema mAnatA thAya e ja mahAro hoTa saMteSa che, keLavAyelAomAM sevAbhAvane jusso utpanna thAya ane zrImatamAM nANAM kharcavAnAM rastAnI , pasa dagIne viveka (discrimination) AvavA lAge e mahAro parama saMteSa che. ane jo huM A kAmamAM saMpUrNapaNe phateha pAmuM ane 150 vidyAthI rAkhI zakAya eTaluM kAyamanuM sAdhana karavAmAM vijayI nIvaDuM to, jaina yuvAnavarga hAme eka baladAyaka bhAvanA raju thaze ke game tevAM vidano hAme paNa mANasa jaina bhAvathI kAma kare ane pitAnA saghaLA hitane bAjue mukIne maMDe to pAra na ja paDI zake evuM koI kAma nathI. hArA Azayo ane zakti mATe traNe phIrakAne lAMbA paricayathI khAtrI thayelI che e eka hArI tarapheNanuM tattva che, mahArA bhAgIdAra ane bhAI mahArA gujarAnanA sAdhanarUpa vyApArane je pite mAthe laI mahane te jaMjALathI dUra rAkhI samagra zakti ane samayano vyaya A mizana pAchaLa kharcavAne sagavaDa ApavA taiyAra che te hArI bIjI sagavaDa che, aDhAra aDhAra varSathI du-muzkelIo ane vida hAme ja kAma karavAnI mihane pharaja paDelI hovAthI huM rIDho thayelo chuM e hArI trIjI sagavaDa che, dharmanuM tatvajJAna ane te sAthe aMgrejI keLavaNuM e bannene kAMika lAbha huM -- melo chuM tethI AvA khAtA mATe kAma karavAnI mahane khAsa gyatA amuka aMze prApta thayelI che, mahArAM pepara para prema dharAvatA saMkhyAbaMdha purUSo eka yA bIjI rIte mahArAparanA premane lIdhe saMsthAne sahAyaka bane che e paNa khAsa sagavaDa che, mahArI vyApArI jIMdagI paNa saMsthAne sahAya ApanArI thaI paDe che e paNa eka upayogI tatva cheHhave mihane joIe che te mAtra eTaluM ja ke, mahane thoDAeka sAdhurane, thoDAeka zrImaMta gRhastha Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 362 jenehitecchu. ane thoDAeka keLavAyelA yuvAno mAtra vAhavAhathI nahi paNa kharA dIlanI sevAothI upayogI thavAno nizcaya kare. (1) eka choTAlAlajI nAmanA munizrIe dhorAjI jevA hAnA zaheramAM mahAre mATe kozIza karI to tyahAMnA bane gacchanA zrAvakoe sumAre rU. AThaso ekaThA karI ghaNuM lAgaNIbharyo patra sAthe mokalI ApyA. A muni karatAM lokapriyatAmAM cahaDe evA ghaNA munie che, ke jeo rAkhadhuLa jevI bAbatamAM zrAvako pAsethI nANAM meLavavAnI tajavIja kare che. teo paikI jeone mahArA kAma ane Azaya mATe pUrI zraddhA hoya teo dhAre to hajAro rUpiyAnI skolarazIpa zA mATe na meLavI zake ? savAla e che ke, je ciMtA mahane che tevI hemane che? (2) nANAM meLavavAmAM zrImaMtonI aMgata bhalAmaNa ghaNI upayogI thaI paDe che. zeTha devakaraNa maLajIne dhanya che ke teo kAmadhaMdhAnA bhAge paNa jagAe jagAe jaya aMgana lAgavaga vAparI "mahAvIra vidyAlaya" nI sevA bajAve che. evo bhAva kharekhara prazaMsApAtra che. zuM "saMyukta jaina vidyAthagRha" ne pitAnuM mAnanAra ekAda be zrImaMto paNa bahAra nahi paDe? ekalA muMbaImAM ja je be zrImaMta mahArI sAthe phare to hajAra rUpiyAnI mAsika skolarazIpanAM vacano ahIMthI ja maLI zake. karAMcI, jhAMjhIbAra, machuA, raMguna, mAMDale, kalakattA, kocIna, madrAsa, nIjhAma rAjya, mAravADa, khAnadeza, A dareka sthaLe je hAMnA babbe zrImaMtonA dIla para A vAta ThasAya to teo dareka pAMca pAMca hajAranI rakama ekaThI karI mokalI zake ane pariNAme tamAma jaina komanI ja nahi paNa bIjAonI paNa hamezanI bhUkha bhAgI. zake. kalakattAnI terApaMtha jainasabhAnA sekreTarI grejyueTa che ane hArA tarapha sapUrNa dalasojI dharAve che teo je mana para le ane kalakattAmAM vasatA pitAnA svadharmI zrImatimAM pitAnI lAgavagano upayoga kare tathA ucita jaNAya to dezamAM hAM saMkhyAbaMdha terApaMthI lakhapatio vase che tyahAM mahArA vidyArthIbaMdhuo khAtara eka musApharI kare te hajAre nahi paNa lAkhonI madada meLavI zake. savAla mAtra eTalo ja che ke, A kAma vADIlAlanuM nahi paNa samasta hiMdanA tera lAkha jainonI pragatinuM che e vAtane hemaNe rAtrI divasa-sUtAM ane uThatAM-mAtra pakhavA Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyukta jaina vidyAthI graha 363 DIA sudhI ja khyAla rAkhavo joIe che. ( 3 ) keLavAyelA varga paikI rA. motIcaMda kApaDIA hamaNuM "mahAvIra vidhAlaya" bhATa bhramaNa karavAmAM je parizrama uThAve che te mATe-hemanA vicAre ghaNI bAbatamAM mahArAthI judA paDatAM hevA chatAM hemane dhanyavAda ApyA sivAya rahI zakato nathI. evIja rIte je ekAda keLavAyelA yuvAna dareka zaheramAM vidyArthIgRha' mATe kozIza kare ane tema karavA pahelAM loko upara potAnI chApa besADavA mATe pitAnA taraphanI kAMIka rakama rA. baroDIAnI mAphaka-prathama mokale, to ghaNuM kAma banI zake. DAkaTa, vakila, keLavAyalA vyApArIo, amaladAre dhAre te je keLavaNInAM phaLa pote cAkhyAM che te keLavaNIno lAbha pitAnA seMkaDo jaina badhuone ApavAnA kAmamAM pitAnI vArSika Avakano bhAga temAM zA mATe na ApI zake? vidyAthI graha svayaMsevaka maMDaLanI sthApanA thaI cukI javavAne hane harSa ane abhimAna thAya che ke, muMbaI khAte vidhAthI gRhanA saMdezA phelAvavA tathA lokamata keLavavAnA AzayathI keTalAka utsAhI yuvAna baMdhuoe eka "svayaMsevaka maMDaLa sthApyuM che, jenI pahelI mITIMga tA. 23mIe zrIyuta nathamalajI cAraDicAnA pramukhapaNa nIce maLI hatI. hindasthAna ane sAMjavartamAnanA aMkomAM e mITIMgano riporTa prakaTa thayo hato. AzA che ke, e maMDaLamAM muMbaImAM vasatA jUdI jUdI jJAtio ane prAMtanA utsAhI jaino bhaLaze ane enI zAkhAo dareka zaheramAM sthApavAnI hIlacAla keLavAya varga upADI leze. volaMkIara maMDaLanA pramukha tarIke zrIyuta nathamalajI coraDika yA, ane vAisa presIDanTa tarIke zrIyuta choTAlAla kezavajI mukAdamanI nImaNuka karavAmAM AvI hatI. eka vayovRddha mAravADI gRhastha pitAne "mI. vADIlAlanA 17 varSanA anuyAyI" tarIke oLakhAvI vaeNlaeNTIara tarIke nAma neMdhAvyuM hatuM. 30 valaMTIarenAM nAma te vakhate noMdhavAmAM AvyAM hatAM. pramukhe samApti prasaMge hiMdI bhASAmAM asarakAraka zabdomAM lAMbu bhASaNa karatAM " A saMsthAnA sthApakanA AzayAnI nirmaLatA tathA temanI satata mahenata tathA Arthika bhoga mATe muktakaMThe prazaMsA karI hatI ane volaMkIarane Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahite. - potAnAM kartavya samajAvyAM hatAM. temaNe umeryuM ke mI. vADIlAla prazaMsAnI darakAra karanArAmAMnA eka nathI, teo kAmane mAnanAsa che. to kevuM kAma kare che, lokamata keLavavAmAM keTale dara jaje phatehamaMda thAo cho e jovA sAthe ja temane kAma che. mArI pitAnI bAbatamAM puchatA he to huM pramukha tarIke nahIM paNa eka adanA svayaMsevaka tarIke sevA bajAvavAmAM abhimAna lauM. mArA baMdhuo! mI. vADIlAlanI sthiti vacce tame je taphAvata jue che te temanI kharA dIlanI sevA vRttinuM ja pratyakSa phaLa che. ane tame paNa mAna ke badalAnI AzA vagara jAhera hita tarapha najara rAkhIne sevA bajAvazo te tamane paNa kudaratI rIte phaLa maLazeja. ApaNe khaTapaTa ane khoTI aphavAo phelAvavAthI dura rahI pramANika kArya bajAvavAnuM che. huM nathI dhArato ke mI. vADIlAla jeTalI kALajIthI ane premathI khAtuM saMbhALavAne bIjo koI jana nIkaLI Ave. potAnAM vepAra ke nokarI choDI borDIMganI vyavasthA karavAnI darakAra koNuM karavAnuM hatuM? A kharA mudAo jeo sAMbhaLavAnI darakAra kare temane ApaNe samajAvavA joIe ke jethI lokonAM nANune vadhAremAM vadhAre sArA upayoga thavA pAme, saMpa vadhe ane vidyArthI vargamAMthI mITa vADIlAla jevA ghaNuo thavA pAme. " tyArabAda volaMkIarane kAmanI vaheMcaNI karI ApyA pachI sabhA rAtrInA 11 vAge visarjana thaI hatI. chevaTanA be bela. A viSaya baMdha karatAM nIce mujaba vinatio karavAnI rajA lauM chuM - (1) je je gRhasthoe oNlarazIpa neMdhAvI che temaNe tAkIde bAra mAsanI rakama mokalI ApavA kRpA karavI. (2) jemaNe hajI sudhI mAsika sakolarazIpa khAte ke jainahitecchu skolarazIpa phuDa khAte kAMI ApyuM nathI agara zaktinA pramANamAM bahuja ochuM ApyuM che teoe kRpA karI zakti ane icchA mujaba rakama A aMkamA bIDalA poSTa kArDamAM lakhIne kAI ravAnA karavuM. (3) jenahitecchu"nuM 1816 tathA 1917 nuM lavAjama Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * saMyukta jena vidyAthIgRha. Akhe AkhuM "jenahitecchu larazIpa phaMDamAM ApavAnuM TharAvyuM che, mATe dareka grAhaka mahAzaye ALasa na karatAM lavAjamanI raheNI rakama uparAMta rU. 1 agara vadhu jeTalI IcchA hoya teTalI rakamanuM manIorDara vaLatI TapAle mokalavA maherabAnI karavI; agara sAthenA kArDamAM potAnI icchA mujabanI rakama haDelA lavAjama tarIke ApavAnI kabulAta lakhI mokalavI ke jethI AvatA aMka eTalI rakamanA vI. pI. thI mokalI zakAya. grAhaka baMdhuoe dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM joIe ke, 1816-17nAM be vaSone hitecchu ne lagatuM kula kharca rU. 6000 mahAre mAthe paDe che, hAre je hitecchunA dareka grAhako mAtra 5-10 rU. ja lavAjama tarIke mokale to paNa rU. 20,000nI sArI evI rakama ekaThI thaI jAya. atyAra sudhImAM lavAjama ane vadhArAnI rakama maLIne AvelI kula rakama taddana najIvI che ane hajAra grAhakonuM lavAjama hajI bAkI che. hAnI rakama mokalavAnuM ghaNAne ALasa hoya che, paraMtu amAre to hAnI nhAnI rakame hajAro ekaThA karavAnA che te grAhaka-mahAzayoe dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM joIe che. vaLI zrImaMta grAhakoe be varSanA lavAjamanA rU. 1) sAthe vadhArAnI rakama tarIke eka-be rUpIA mekalavA pahelAM A phaMDa khAte mahArI pitAnI rU. 6000nI nukasAnIne vicAra rAkhavo joIe che ane ochAmAM ochA 10 thI 100 sudhInI rakama mokalavI joIe che. A sadhaLI 2kama "vighAthIgRhanA skolarazIpa phaDamAM ja jAya che e vAta keIe bhUlavI joitI nathI. vaLI hitecchunuM lavAjama varSe phakta 0-8-0 jevuM najIvuM ja rAkhyuM che-kahe ke taddana vinA mUlya jevuM ja che-ane te rakama paNa babe varSathI vasula karavAnI darakAra karI nathI eTale badho vizvAsa grAhaka upara mUkavAmAM Ave che. te have te vizvAsane ane te sastApaNAnAM guNa keTalI hada sudhI grAhake jANe che ane keTalI rakama tathA keTalI varAthI mokale che te have jovAnuM che. (4) dIvAnI ane zAradA pUjananA zubha tahevAro najadIkamAM Ave che. saghaLA vyApArIo e prasaMge vArSika hisAba nakkI karaze, jema karavAmAM ghaNI eka rakamo mAMDI paNa vALavI paDatI haze. bhegAbhegI thoDAka so ke DAka hajAranI rakama "vidyArthIgRha" mATe . Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahiteccha. - mAMDI vALavI paDe to A vakhate bhAre paDe nahi. yAda rAkhaje ke lAkho mANasanI katva ane khunAmarakIvALI laDAinA kAraNathI je gInIo ane rUpIA ane neTanA DhagalA maLyA che te upara - koI khUNe khAMcare-eka lohIne DAgha che. te DAghane jahAM sudhI para pakAra ke satkArya vaDe devAmAM Ave nahi hAM sudhI te gInIo ane rUpIA ane neTa sahisalAmata sahamajavAnI nathI. ane kharUM zAradApUjana karyuM dhAre che? zuM kAgaLanA cepaDA para kaMku chAMTavAthI zAradA devInuM pUjana thaI gayuM? bhagavAna bhagavAna kare, e te mAtra bAhya upacAra che. zAradAnI kharI bhakita te zAradA mAtAnA bhakato athavA vidyAthIone sahAya karavAmAM ja rahelI che. A vAtanuM satya jemaNe na joyuM hoya teo eka vAra-cAlu varSanA zAradA pUjana vakhate--yathAzakita 2kama " saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha" ne mokalAvI pitAnI zAradAdevI taraphanI bhakita jAhera karI juo, pachI jaNAze ke e bhakita navA varSamAM kevI phaLe che ! navuM varSa samasta janasamAjane ane Avane dareka rIte sukhI, vijayI ane tanadurasta he! -"yAda rAkhavA" nI vAto- yAda rAkhajo ke "dharma" ne uMce lAvavA mATe "dhama ' ne prathama AbAda ane zaktivAna karavA joIze. yAda rAkhajo ke vidyAnA pracAra vagara jene kadApi AbAda ' pavitra ke zaktimAna thai zakavAnA nathI. ' yAda rAkhajo ke keLavaNune uttejana ApyA sivAya bIjI kime ane bIjA dezonI harIphAImAM jaina kAma TakI zakavAnI nathI ja. yAda rAkhaje ke khuzAmata ke khAlI vAhavAhathI mukita ApavAnI zakita koI devamAM nathI. ' yAda rAkhaje ke janasevA e ja jinasevA che. je mANasa hamAre mATe potAnuM sarvasva arpaNa karavA bahAra paDe henI kadara bUjhavA mAgatA ho to prazasA nahi paNa prazaMsA Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - na - - - saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha. yogya sakhAvata kare. enA mAthA paranA bhAre bojAmAM bhAga paDAvI ene kAMika zvAsa khAvA jeTalI rAhata Apa. prazaMsA khA to e ja kahevAya. ; traNa phIrakA ane AkhA hiMda mATe keLavaNInAM sAdhane ubhAM karavAM che tevA kAmamAM hajAre nahi paNa lAkha rUpIyAnI rakamanI jarUra che. hame zrImaMta he te 5-10 hajAra Ape, madhyama sthitinA che te base-pAMcase Ape garIba he te 5-25 rU. Apo. je kAMI Apaze te hamArA ja svadharmIne, hamArA ja svadezIne, hamArA ja sagA snehIne sudhAravAmAM kharcAze. hamArA Atmahita mATe Apa, hamArA dharma mATe Ape, hamArA sAdharmo mATe Apa, hamArA deza mATe Ape, hamArA arajadAronI zubha niSThAmAM vizvAsa hoya to Apo. yAda rAkhajo ke chatI zaktie ane khare vakhate "nakAre" bolanArane bhogAntarAyI karma baMdhAya che, jethI bIjA bhavamAM hene sukhabhega maLI zakatA ja nathI. dAnaguNu vagara, ethIe moTA zIla-tapa ane bhAvanA guNe koI divasa prApta thaI zakavAnA nathI. juvAnone prathama "Apa" ane pachI hemanI pAsethI "le. hamArA pitA mahAvIra pote moTA rAjA hovA chatAM duniyAnI sevA bajAvavA khAtara rAjapATa cheDIne "bhIkhu' banyA hatA; ane yAda rAkhe ke hame hemanA ja putrA che, yAda rAkhaje ke mahAvIra pitA pitAnA putranuM svArthIpaNuM ane lobhIpaNuM joIne khuzI thavAnA nathI ja. jene bhaNAvI, nItimAna karI, sevAbhAvanI ttirUpa banAvI, hemane samartha purUSa banAvaze to ja teo hamArA dharma zaktivAna banAvaze.. * dravya kharcavAnA aneka rastA che, emAM koI rastA nukasAna Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jainahitarachu. kAraka che, koIka sArA paNa che; parantu hame to e sArA rastAmAMthI paNa vadhAremAM vadhAre sArA, vadhAremAM vadhAre upayogI, vadhAremAM vadhAre lAbha ApanAra rastAonI ja pasaMdagI karaje ane temAM taNAi-kheMcAine paNa udAratA karaje. jamAne bArIka che, cete, ane atyaMta jarUranI bAbato upara ja hamAruM saghaLuM lakSa Apo - rAjapUtAnA pradezanA eka kSatriya mahArAjAe A khAtAmAM padhArI hene rU. 10 hajAranI rakama ApI che, te zuM hame khuda je A jena kAmanI unnati karanArA khAtAne madada karavAmAM pAchI pAnI karaze ? . eka bhADAnA gharamAM rahenArA kArIgare A khAtAne eka sAthe rU. 1000 ApyA che, te zuM hama AgevAna ane zrImaMto enAthI paNa ochA utaraze? digambare, zvetAmbare, sthAnakavAsI bhAIo ! A khAtuM hamArU ja che. humArI savanI sevA e ja A khAtAno uddeza che. to zuM hame hamArA ka9pavRkSane pANI pAvAmAM pAchI pAnI karazo? uThe tyAre, jAge, pramAda cheDe, lebha ane * kAyaratA choDo, hamArAM bALakanA utsAhamAM vadhAre kare, hamArI thelIo Thalave, ane amArA sAcA vaDIla hame ja che evuM puravAra kare. vidhAtha vaga madadanA 3 rastA: (1) mahIne rU. 40) nI oNlarazIpa 8 varSa sudhI ApavAnI kabulAta ApavAthI dAtAnA nAmathI ja e skolarazIpa ApavAmAM Ave che ane dAtAnuM moTuM oIla peInTIMga (chabI) bane vidyAthIM honI lAibrerImAM mahAtmA gAMdhI, dAnavIra zeTha pramacaMda rAyacaMda vagere mahApurUSonI chabIo sAtheja mukavAmAM Ave che. A mAna kAMi jevuM tevuM nathI. rakama mAtra 8 varSa Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sarayukta jaina vidyArthIgRha. 369 sudhI ja ApavI paDe che, paNa e rakama pAchI phare che ane zrI karI mULa dAtAnA nAmathI ja khIna vidyArthIone madada maLyA kare che. (2) rU. 40 nI mAsika sphulirazIpa na ApI zake tevI sthitivALA gRhasthA 30, 25, 20, 10 ke 5 sudhInI paNa mAsika skolarazIpa ApI zake ane te AAlarazIpa lAna tarIke te ddAtAnA nAmathI ja hammezane mATe apAyAM karaze. A rakama paNa 8 va mATe ja ApavAnI che. ( 3 ) rU. 500 thI mAMDIne rU. 1 sudhInI kAMi paNa rakama jainahitecchu skolarazIpa krUDa mAM jamA karIne ekatra rakamamAMthI A khAtAnA vidyArthIAne skIlarazIpeA ApavAmAM Ave che. Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ traNa jANavA joga abhiprAyo (1) jaina zvetAmbara marti pUjaka konpharansanA mukhapatra "heralDanA vidhAna sampAdaka zrIyuta mohanalAla dalIcaMda desAI B. A. L. L. B. pitAne abhiprAya nIce mujaba Ape che - " eka vidvAna mahArAjAe jana samAjane ApelI kimatI salAha-tA. 24 mI junano divasa jena kemanA ItihAsamAM komanI pragatinA zubha ciha tarIke noMdhAI raheze. te divase eka jainetara mahArAjA, jhAlarApATana (rAjapUtAnA )nA rAjarANuM sara bhavAnIsiMha bahAdUra ke. sI. esa. AI. ke jeo ziyala asIATIka sosAiTI ane yuropanI aneka sAyansane lagatI royala sosAITInA sabhAsada che temaja hiMdI ane aMgrejI pustakanA kartA che, teoe muMbaI khAte tamAma jaina phIrakAonA ucI keLavaNI levA icchatA vidyArthIo mATe mI. vADIlAla motIlAla zAhe sthApelA " saMyukta jaina vidyArthI gRha"ne khullu mUkavAnI kriyA karatI vakhate jena ane ajena gRhasthonI moTI saMkhyA vacce kahyuM hatuM ke, jenasamAjanI bhAvI unnatinuM A zubha cinha che; kAraNa ke ( 1 ) traNe phIrakAnA vidyArthIone ekaThA rAkhavAnI A cAjanAthI jene phIrakAo vacce hameza cAlyuM AvatuM vaimanasya dUra thaI kuTumba bhAvanA utpanna thaze ane tethI pa-7 varSa pachI te vidyArthIo "zaherI" tarIke bahAra paDaze tyAre traNe sAmAM ekatA utpanna karyA vagara nahi ja rahI zake; (2) e vidyArthIone "dAna" ke bhIkha ApavAne badale eka keLavAyalA yuvAna taraphathI mAtra "lona" tarIke rakama dhIrIne abhyAsamAM AgaLa vadhAravAmAM AvatA hovAthI teone Aja sudhI zrImaMtonA dayApAtra bhikSuka tarIkenI svamAnarahita sthitimAM rahevuM paDatuM hatuM tene badale have potAmAM svamAnanI vRtti khIlavavAnI taka maLaze ane keLavaNInA pracAra tarapha teo vadhAre dhyAna ApatA banaze; (3) eka sAdhAraNa sthitine paNa keLavAyo yuvAna vidhArthIvarganI sevA Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jainahitecchu. tathA musApharI karavAnuM kAma karavAnuM-A badhuM ekalA hAthe ane sukIbhara hADakAMvALA bImAra zarIrathI kasvAnuM temanAthI ja banI zakedoDha mAsamAM ane sthaLe "gRha" nuM kAma zarU karI, muMbaInA "gaha" nI vAstakriyA mATe eka bhavya meLAvaDo karavAnI ane temAM eka suzikSita parantu ajaina mahArAjAne kheMcI lAvavAnI khaTapaTa paNa temanAthI ja thaI zake. tyAra pachI paNa thoDA divasa muMbaInA gRha" mAM ane thoDA divasa amadAvAdanA "gRha'mAM doDavAnuM, lAgavaga ke himata ApanAra eka paNa gRhasthanI otha vagara ane svamAna jALavIne jAte ja skolarazIpa meLavavA mATe bhaTakavAnuM, vacce vacce uMDA tattvajJAnathI bharapUra svataMtra vicArothI bharapUra, hitecchu " patrane daLadAra aMka taiyAra karavAnuM, saMkhyAbaMdha sthaLe , sAthe patravyavahAra calAvavAnuM, bane saMsthAonI nAnAmAM nAnI bAbata para paNa jAte dhyAna ApavAnuM, emanA para irSA dharAvatA svadharmIoe emanA A navA sAhasathI uzkerAIne ubhAM karelAM aneka prakAranAM navAM saMkaTo sAme Takkara jhIlavAnuM-ityAdi ityAdi amArI najara sAme ja thatuM joI ame eka prakArano harSa pAmIe chIe ke karmaveganI chApa bhaviSyanA jaina netAo upara jarUra paDaze, paraMtu te sAthe keTalIkavAra amane ema paNa kheda thaI Ave che ke, zarIra ane magajane hadathI vadhAre kheMcavAne pariNAme A upayogI yuvAna pitAnA paMDavaDe jenA kAmanI vadhAre lAMbo vakhata sevA bajAvavA hayAta raheze ke kema? je mahAbhArata kAma teNe hAtha dharyuM che te eka vyaktithI bhAgyeja uThAvI zakAya tevuM che; paNa emanI sAthe kharcamAM ke mahenatamAM bhAga paDAvanAra Aje koNa che? sevA-sevAnI vAta karanArA, traNe phIrakA vacce ekanI jarUra saMbaMdhI lekho lakhanArA, keLavAyelAo nAstika I jAya che mATe emane dharmanI keLavaNI jarUra ApavI joIe evuM kahenArA,e badhA paikI ka zrImaMta zeTha, ke keLavAya yuvAna ke yA udAracarita munivara mI. vADIlAlanA mizanane mATe madadamAM nIkaLI paDayA che? koIja nahi. nA maLe koI e saMsthAnI khAtara skolarazIpa meLavavA mATe pitAnA zrImaMta pachAnavALAone maLavA ane samajAvavAne taiyAra hoya evA vagavALA mitre,ke nA maLe ke saMsthAnI vyavasthA pitAne zira laI emane Arthika sahAya mATe bamaNuM Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 73. traNa jANavA joga abhiprA. karavAnI phurasada karI ApanAra anubhavI suzikSita yuvAna. ethI ulaTuM keLavAyalA temaja bInakeLavAyelA vargamAMthI keTalA saMsthAne temaja mI. vADIlAlanA paMDane ane temanI vaTane nukasAna karavAnA / khAsa IrAdAthI vividha khaTapaTa karatA jovAmAM AvyA che. koIe sarakAramAM uzkeraNI karI, kAie korTanA kesa ubhA karAvyA, koie kheTI aphavAo phelAvavAmAM majhA mAnI, ane keAIe skolarazIpa, na maLe evI hIlacAla karavAmAM bahAdurI mAnI ! A saghaLA humalA jhIlatA javA sAthe jude jude sthaLe AvelI be saMsthAonI AMtara vyavasthA jAte karavI ane Arthika taMgIone pugI vaLavAnI khaTapaTa sAthI jUdIja rIte-kAlAvAlA ke lAgavagano upayoga karyA vagara mAtra hakIkata kahIne ja aTakavAnI bhAna bharI rIte karavI e keTaluM muzkela kAma che ene khyAla harakoI mANasa karI zakaze. AMtara vyavasthAmAM mI. vADIlAla kevI kunehathI kAma le che, te bAbatane eka dAkhalo TAMkyA sivAya amArAthI rahevAze nahi. muMbaInA "vidyArthIgRha mAM vidhArthIone vahelA uThavAnI Teva ke I. paNa jAtanI sakhatAI vagara ja pADavAnI icchAthI ema TharAvyuM hatuM ke savAranA 7 thI 7 nI aMdara vidyAthIoe rasoDAmAM jaI dUdha pI levuM, te pachI janArane dudha maLaze nahi. be vidyArthIee eka divasa te TAIma vItyA bAda dUdha mAgyuM, je ApavA rasoIAe nA kahI. eka rasoiA jevo mANasa uMcA aMgrejI abhyAsavALA vidyArthIne Avo javAba Ape e e vidyAthIothI sahana thayuM nahi! ane tethI temaNe bIjA vidyArthIo sAthe maLIne e rasoIAonA hAthanI rasoI na jamavAno saMpa karyo. mI. vADIlAla AgalI rAtre 3 vAge sUvA pAmyA hatA teo savAramAM uThayA te ja kSaNe "hAusa mAsTara'nI pharyAda AvI. te vakhate emane dama caDayo hato te paNa hAusa mAsTarane saMkhyAbaMdha prazna karI tenI jubAnI lakhI lIdhI, pachI rasoIAone bolAvIne jubAnI lakhI lIdhI ane chevaTe keTalAka vidyArthIone bolAvIne jubAnI lakhI lIdhI; ema karatAM 10 vAgyA. inasApha karavA bese te vidyAthIo kolejamAM moDA javA pAme e DarathI e vakhate te mAtra nIcenI eka noTIsa-"ha nA borDa para mokalI ApIH "saMyukata jena vivAthIMhanA vidyArthIbaMdhuone baMdhuM AzA rAkhe Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 374 jainahitecchu. che ke, teonI henA pratyenI aMgata mamatA teone bhalI mati preraze. ane teo hamaNuM te bhejana laine kolejamAM jaze; sAMjanA ATha vAge te teonI khIdamatamAM hAjara thai inasApha ApavA kozIza karaze." aviA mAyALu zabdo bhAgye ja koI uparI vAparato saMbhaLAya haze. rAtre ATha vAge "vidyArthIone baMdhu vidyArthIgRhamAM gaye, eka kalAka sudhI vidyArthIone asarakAraka zabdomAM kuTumba saMsthAne khyAla ApI upadeza karyo ane sarvatra zAti phelAI. A kAma karavAnI rIta, vidyArthIo pratyene A prema, upadezanI A zailI ityAdi joI ane tyAM hAjara hovAthI) ajAyabI upajI. bIjI savAre vidyArthIo kSamA mAMgavA ghera AvyA. niHzaMsaya rIte amo kahI zakIe chIe ke vidyArthI varga upara premapUrvaka sArA saMskAra nAkhavAmAM mI. vADIlAla ghaNuM kuzaLa che ane bhaviSya mATe uMcA cAritravALA jaina AgevAne utpanna karavAnI temanI IcchA phaLIbhUta thavI azakya nathI, savAla mAtra sahAyana che; ane sahAya paNa cAlu kharca ke makAna saMbaMdhI phaMDanA rUpamAM svIkAravA mI. vADIlAla cakakhI nA kahe che. amadAvAda khAtenA makAnamAM temaNe padarathI rU.42000 kharyA che. banne boDiM. gone lagatuM khurazI, Tebalo, khATalA, gAdalAM, oIla peInTIMge, pustako vagere pAchaLa sumAre 10,000 kharyA che. ane bhojananA padArtho tathA koleja phI sivAyanuM tamAma kharca varSe rU. 5000 sudhInuM pite ApavA baMdhAyelA che. e uparAMta rkolarazIpamAM paNa rU. 5000 ApyA che. saMsthAne je madada joIe che te mAtra vadhu skolarazIpanA rUpamAM ja (ane te paNa ATha varSa sudhI) dara varase amuka rakama ApyA karavI e rIte ja svIkAravAmAM Ave che. mahIne 10, 20 ke 50 jevI rakama 8 varSa sudhI ApIne pitAnI kAmanA ke pitAnA dharmanA vidyArthIne A vidyAthI guhamAM rahIne bhaNavAnI sagavaDa karI ApavI, e koine bhAre paDe tema nathI. "gRha" jainanA traNe phIrakAnA vidyAthIone eka sarakhA premathI svIkAre che eTaluM ja nahi paNa vaiSNava dharmanA vidyAthIne koI gRhastha pitA taraphathI skolarazIpa ApIne "gRhamAM mokalavA icche to tene paNa rAkhavAmAM Ave che. "ATaluM chatAM sthAnakavAsI dharma pALatA amuka dazA zrImALI gRhasthoe mI. vADIlAlanA kAmamAM madada maLatI aTakAvavA khAtara Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sa janahitaSNu. r . vidyArthIgRha 'nA banne dhArmika zikSakA rA. rA. maNilAla nathubhAi dezI khI. e. tathA rA. jugalakizAra mukhatyAra (devaLa) mUrti pUjaka jaina hAvA chatAM dharmanA sAmAnya uddeza tathA dhArmika saMskAra ApavAnI ja darakAra karanArA, mAtra phIlasuphrIja rAkhavanArA ane udAra vicAranA che. ameA bannenA sahavAsamAM AvelA chIe. ane bannenA dhArmika upadeza paNa amee sAMbhaLelA che, te uparI kahevAnI hiMmata dharI zakIe chIe ke kAi paMthane apamAna pahoMcADayA vagara tamAma pathanA vidhArthIone dharmanuM svarUpa zIkhavavAmAM, ane dhArmika saskAra besADavAmAM te kharekhara nipuNa che. vaiSNavA paNa temanI pAse dhArmika zikSaNa premapUrvaka le che. "AvI saMsthAne skolarazIpanA rUpamAM madada ApavI e dareka jainanu karttavya che. pratyeka keLavAyalA ane jaina saMdhanA aikya tathA pragatinI darakAra karanArA jaina gRhasthe temaja pavitra muni mahAtmAe AvI saMsthAnI AbAdI mATe upadeza devA e kharekharI dharmasevA ane samAjasevAnuM kAma che. A abhiprAya amArA ekalAnA ja che ema nathI, parantu A saMsthAne joine sASa pAmelA sakhyAbaMdha nA ema ja kahe che. lakhanaunA sarakArI vakIla ane aMgrejI 'jainagejhITa' patranA eDiTara khAbu ajItaprasAdajI . A. L L. B. jeo digambar jaina che tema teA peAtAnA patramAM jainanA traNe phIrakAnI kula saMsthAo karatAM A saMsthAne prathama madada ApavAnI jaina bhAiene bhalAmaNa kare che ane mI. vADIlAlane jaina kAmanA sArAmAM sArA AtmatyAgI ane buddhizALI samAjasevakanuM pada Ape che. digambara saMpradAyanAM keTalAMka hiMdI peparA tA ethI paNa AgaLa vadhIne emanA mATe uMcAmAM uMcA mAnanA zabda lakhavA lAgyA che. zvetAmbara munioe peAte subainA gRha ' nA meLAvaDA vacce hAjara thaine A saMsthA mATe tathA mI. vADIlAla mATe pote magarUra che ema kahyuM hatuM. irSAM mAtra sthAnakavAzIone che, ane te pazu aMgata kAraNeAthI. hindustAnamAM guNAnurAga ane saMpa hAta tA ApaNI A avadazA haoNta ja nahi. hajI paNa cetIne ApaNe sArA ane khATAnA viveka karatAM zikhIzuM ane zarama ke lAgavagama na kheMcAi jatAM samAjane kharekhara phAyadA je mAsa, je kArya ke je saMsthA ane je vicArAthI thatA jAya te tara prema rAkhI tene uttejana ApavAmAM sAcA jIgarathI lAgyA rahIzuM teA jaina samAja ane bhAratavarSa ghaNA jaladI sukhI ane unnata thai zakaze.' < > Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ traNa jANavA joga abhiprA. ' 377 zrI sthAnakavAsI konpharansa ophisa taraphathI pragaTa thatA ransa prakAzamAM nIcenuM "eDITorIyala jovAmAM Ave che - " saMyukta jaina vidyArthI gRhanA zubhecchake ! Aje A jaina samAja mI. vADIlAla motIlAla zAhe je himata ane je AtmabhogathI traNe phIrakAnA jeno temaja ajene mATe ekI sAthe muMbaI ane amadAvAda jevAM be zaheramAM vighAtho. gRho (borDIMga hAusa ) kholyAM che tehimata ane te Atmabhogane mATe muktakaThe prazaMsA karavA lAgyo che. mI. vADIlAla janmathI sthAnakavAzI hovAthI emanI prazaMsAmAM sthAnakavAzI koma potAne hisso mAnI magarUra thAya e ucIta ja che. paraMtu sthAnakavAzI komane ethIe vadhAre saMkheSa ane magarUrI levAnuM kAraNa te e che ke, jenanA traNe phIrakA vacce aikyane upadeza temaja aikyanuM vyavahArU kArya (ane te paNa potAnA sarvasvanA bhege) karanAra vyakti eka sthAnakavAsI jaina hovA chatAM vetAmbara mUrtipUjaka ane digabara jaina samAjanA buddhizALI mahAzayoe temanA kAmanI puratI kadara karI che. traNe samAjanuM dIla saMpAdana karavAmAM mI. vADIlAla jeTalI phateha Aja sudhI bIjA koIne maLI hoya ema amArA jANavAmAM AvyuM nathI. digambara jaina komanA eka vidvAna netA bAbu ajItaprasAdajI B. A. L, L. B. pitAnA iMgliza "jaina gejeTa" patramAM mI. vADIlAlane "the greatest and most devout of all living Jain votaries of Lord Mahavir " eTale mahAvIra prabhunA hayAta bhaktomAM sauthI vadhAre mahAna ane sauthI vadhAre sAcA dIlanA bhakta tarIke oLakhAve che ane lakhe che ke "mI. vADIlAlanA saMyukta jaina vidyAthInI sthApanA jaina kAmanI pragatinA eka neMdhavA joga nIsAna tarIke yAda raheze. mI. vADIlAlanuM nAma bhaviSyanI jena prajAne AjanA jemAM sauthI mahAna ane sauthI vadhAre sAcA dIlanA vIrabhakta tathA sarasvatI devInA sAcA sevaka tarIke maLaze. eka digambara vidvAna patrakAranA A zabdo mATe harakoI sthAnakavAsI jaina vAjabI magarUrI laI zake. bIjA eka digambara jaina grejyueTa mahAzaye pitAnA mAsika patra jAti prabodhaka mAM mI. vADIlAlane mATe dAnavIra jena kAra Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 78 - jenahite. tenA kharakharA je hitecchuM ane paMktinA lekhA tarIke AlekhavAmAM keTalAMe pAnAM bharyAM che. evI ja rIte zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka varganAM peparoe paNa emanI muktakaThe tArIpha karI che. e varganA khuda munivaroe bharasabhAmAM bhASaNa ApatAM kahyuM hatuM ke amo mI. vADIlAla mATe magarUra chIe. paraMtu aphasanI sAthe amAre kahevuM paDe che ke, mI. vADIlAla mATe sthAnakavAsI jaino te dilagIra che! aDhAra varSanA temano jAhera jIvanamAM eka paNa e vakhata nathI Avye ke jayAre koI nahi ne koI sthAnakavAsI temanA sArAmAM sArA Azayana e rUpamAM batA temanI virUddhamAM khaTapaTa karato na hoya. kemane keLavaNImAM AgaLa vadhAravAnA temanA pahelA prayAsane pariNAme emane jelamAM dhakelavAmAM AvyA hatA, ane hamaNuM jyAre temaNe samasta jaina komamAM keLavaNune phelAve karavA mATe mahAna yajJa Adaryo che tyAre temanI virUddha aneka jAtanI khaTapaTe paNa sthAnakavAsI bhAio taraphathI ja thatI jANavAmAM AvI che. jenAM kAma ane jenA svataMtra vicAro mATe mAtra vetAmbara, digambara jainoja nahi paNa dhArAsabhAnA membara ane suzikSita mahArAjAo paNa uMcAmAM uMcA zabdo uccAre che te mANasa sthAnakavAsI ke mane khaTake che ! e amArI komanuM ja kamanazIba che, bIjuM to zuM kahIe? keIe temanA upara sakhta inakamaTekSa nAkhavA sarakAramAM arajI karI, koIe boDIganA makAna bAbatamAM pharyAda karavAnI uzkeraNuo karI, phaIe beDIMgane madada maLatI rokavAno udyama sevavA mAMDaya; sthAnakavAsI jaina bhAIo! kadaradAnI ane upakArano badale te dUra rahyA paNa "svAmI bhAI' tarIkene prema rAkhavA jeTaluM paNa tamArAthI nathI banatuM ane tamArI sevA karanAranuMja gaLuM karavAnI tamane IcchA thAya che e atyaMta khedano viSaya che. hamaNuM vaLI "dazA zrImALI beDIMga'nA paropakArI dekhAva nIce "saMyukta jena boDIgAne nukasAna karavAno prayatna adarA che ane te paNa sthAnakavAsI jenAthI ja ! vADIlAle potAnA hajAre pIAnA kharce boDIMga hAusa kholyuM ane tamAma jaina temaja netara vidyArthIone mATe tenA daravAjA khullA rAkhe che karAvyuM te 5 pahelAM dazA zrImALInI boraDIganI hIlacAlanI jarUra Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ traNa jANavA joga abhiprA. , jeone nahotI jaNAi teone Aje dazA zrImALI jaina temaja veNuva vidyArthIone mATe sagavaDa thayA pachI judI boDIMganI khaTapaTa sUjhatI hoya to tene artha zuM hoI zake? mI. vADIlAlanI : muMbaInI boDIMgamAM 40 paikI 20 vidhAtha dazA zrImALI che, ane amadAvAdamAM hoya te judA, te pachI dazA zrImALI ke bIjI koI jJAti upajJAtinA nAmathI judI beDIMga kADhavAnA bahAnA taLe jemAMthI moTI rakama ugharAvavI ane saMyukta jaina vidyArthI gRha mATe skolarazIpa meLavavAnI zarUAta vakhate ja viMdhra nAMkhavuM e zuM dekhItI rIte irSyAnuM kAma nathI ? mI. vADIlAle kAMI nAma mATe kAma karyuM nathI, temanuM nAma ATalI moTI rakama kADhavA chatAM saMsthAnA nAma sAthe temaNe joyuM nathI, temaja mAtra cAlIsa rUpIAnI skolarazIpa ApanAra gRhasthanI oila peinTIMga mA. vADIlAla boDIMgamAM potAnA kharce muke che te paNa pitAnI chaba te mukI ja nathI. AvA nikhAlasa dIlanA jAti sevaka mATe magarUra thavAne badale tenI IrSyA karIne tenAthI thatA- jAhera kAmane nukasAna pahoMcADavuM e te kharekhara kuLatAja kahevAze. dazAzrImALI e eka ujJAti che ane keLavaNI jevA kAmamAM upajJAtionA bheda AgaLa karavA te saMkucitapaNuM che, dezane paNa nukasAna karanAruM che. dazA zrImALI kAmamAM moTI saMkhyA sthAnakavAzI dezavAsI jenenI che ane thoDI saMkhyA vaiSNavonI che. je : hAlamAM "dazA zrImALI boDIMga" sthApavA phare che teo pite sthAnakavAsI jaina che ane teoe moTI moTI rakamaeNnAM vacane jela pAsethI meLavyAM che teo paNa jaina che. matalaba ke je jene taraphathI saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRhane sArI madada maLavAnI AzA rAkhI zakAya teone A pramANe dazA zrImALI beDIMgamAM vALI levAthI : have kAMI teo be vakhata moTI madada karI zake nahi ane tethI saMyukta jena vidhArthIgRha madada vagara rahI jAya e dekhItuM che. sArI madada karavAmAM moTe bhAge muMbaInI ja AzA rakhAya che ane tyAM paNa madada karI zake tevA gRhastho to gaNyA gAMThayAja che, temane bAMdhI levAmAM Ave to sayukata jaina vidyAthI grahane madadanI AzA ochIja rahe e dekhItuM che. savAla e che ke, jyAre dazA zrImALI jaina vikAsa muMbaine pAMce jene Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jainahitecchu. mADIMgAmAM Azraya pAme che. ane vaLI dazAzrImALI jaina temaja vaiSNava vidyArthIo mATe saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha khulluM che tyAra pachI vidyArthIgRhanA janma pachI turatamAMja ane ene mATe jotI madada meLavavAnI kAzIzanI zarUAtamAMja jaine pAsethI dazAzrImALI kheDI ganA nAme rUpIA ekaThA karavAne lAgavaga ane dukhANu calAvavAnI rIta zuM pramANuika che? A hIlacAla karanArA jo kharekhara dazAzrImALI jJAtinA kharA hitecchu hAvAthIja tema karatA hAta tA teo mI. vADIlAla ke je peAte dazAzrImALI ane sthAnakavAzI che temanAthI sthapAyalI saMyukta jaina vidyArthIgRha' mATe eka dazA zrImALI tarIke abhimAna lete ane e sasthAte pote madada ApavA uparAMta khIjAonI madada apAvate. . sAMbhaLavA meLe muMbainI dazA zrImALI kheDIMga mATe rU. 60 hajAranAM vacane meLavavAmAM AvyAM che ane eTalI rakama tA teo zAMtAkrujhamAM kherDIMga mATe makAna karavAmAMja kharcavA mAge che. hajI cAlu mAsika kharca tathA vidyArthIone ApavI paDatI skAlarazIpa mATe esa kharca vyAjamAMthI cAle eTalI mATI rakama meLavavI AkI rahe che. eka lAkha rUpiyA ekaThA kare tyAM sudhI tA mAtra makAna ane cAlu paracuraNa khaja nIkaLe, ane 10, 20 ke 40 jeTalA vidyArthI rAkhe teTalAne bheAjana kharca tathA zrI pustakA mATe skolarazIpa ApavI paDe te kha arthAt mahIne rU. 400 ke 200 jeTaluM kharca vyAjamAMthI nabhe evI moTI rakama karavAnI ubhI rahe che! mI. vADIlAle gerasamaja aTakAvavA mATe jAhera karyuM hatuM ke teoe akhatarAnA kAmamAM makAna pAchaLa zarUAtathIja nANAM rAkavA karatAM ane nAkarA vagerenA kharca karavA karatAM ekaThI karavAmAM AvatI rakama ekamAM rAkhIne tenA vyAjamAMthI jeTalA vidyArthIAne skAlarazIpa ApI zakAya teTalAne skaoNlarazIpa ApI sa Myukta jaina vidyArthIgRhamAM mokalavA, ke jethI temanuM bhADA kharca tathA paracuraNa kharca bacaze ane tene lIdhe vadhAre sakhyAmAM dazA zrImALI vidyAthI Ane madada karI zukAze, temaja vyavasthAnI ciMtA paNa teoe nahi rAkhavI paDe. mI. vADIlAle potAnI kamITImAM vadhu dazA zrImALInAM nAmeA umeravonI temaja dhArA dhAraNamAM badhAne anukULa pherArA karavAnI hA 380 Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ traNa jANavA joga abhiprAyo.. - 381 kahI, ane te chatAM A loko juduM phaMDa ugharAvavA ane zeThIAone sAthe laI gheraghera jaI dabANa karavA tathA te sAthe mI. vADIlAla mATe beTI aphavAo phelAvavA cUkatA nathI, e hakIkato temanA AzayanI kharI kiMmata AMkavA mATe puratI che. AvA banAve amArA sthAnakavAsI bhAIo taraphathIja thAya che tyAre amAre nIcuM javuM paDe che ane amArAthI bolAI jAya che ke, "prabhu, amane amArA mitrothI bacAvo !" chevaTamAM ame tamAma jaina bhAIone Agraha pUrvaka bhalAmaNa karIzuM ke "saMyukta jaina vidyAthI gRha " e tamAruM potAnuM ghara che, tene mATe abhimAna dharAve, tene madada karI majabuta banAvo ane te dvArA jaina samAjanI kIti phelA. e saMsthAne cAlu kharcanA aMge to bahAranI madada joItI nathI. te kharca ke je varSe lagabhaga rU. 5000) thavA jAya che te te mI. vADIlAla pite joDe che, makAna pAchaLa rU. 4200 ane pharanIcara pustake vagere pAchaLa rU. 10000 paNa temaNe padaranAja kharcA che. saMsthAne jarUra mAtra, vidyArthIone pitAne ApavAnI skolarazIpanI ja che, ke je khAte paNa mI. vADIlAle rU. 5000 ApyA che. skolarazIpa khAte mahIne rU. 1000nI jarUra che, je paikI ATha varSa sudhI mahIne rU. 400) maLyA peTalAM vacana mI. vADIlAle jAta mahenatathI meLavyAM che ane mahIne rU. 60 ) nI have jarUra rahe che. mahIne 40, 30, 25, 20 ke 5 ATha varSa sudhI ApanAra 25-50 gRhastho maLI Ave to paNa saMsthA sthAyI banI jAya evI mI. vADIlAlanI suMdara bhejanA che. ame AzA rAkhIe chIe ke pitapitAnI zakti mujaba mahIne 5-25 ke 50 nI skolarazIpa ATha varSa sudhI vidhArthIgRha nA vidhArthIne ApavA jeTalI udAratA jaina bhAIo jarUra dAkhavaze. hAlamAM 80 vidhArthI che ane purato skolarazIpa bahArathI maLethI vidyArthIonI saMkhyA paNa vadhArI zakAze. ekamuSTi nAnI moTI rakama ApavA koIne IcchA haze to te paNa "jena hitecchu skolarazIpa phaMDa" mAM svIkAravAmAM Ave che ane te badhI rakama mAtra skolarazIpamAM ja vaparAya e TharAva karelo che. Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAhita. sthAnakavAzI kaoNnpharansa oNphisanA presIDenTa zrIyuta lA / gokulacaMdajI jhaverI (dillI) : kaoNnpharansa ekAza 'mAM khullA nAmathI lakhe che ke:__ApakA adala darge kA pharja hai ki, jaina samAja meM vidyA, sevA Ava va ekA kA pracAra karane vAlI sarvottama saMsthA ko yAne"saMyukta jaina vidyArthI gRha" ko prasanna citta se sahAya kro| 1 'saMyukta jaina vidyArthI gRha' kyA hai ? suprasiddha sthAnakavAsI jainabandha mi. vADIlAla motIlAla zAha ne apanA sarvastra arpaNa karake sAre hiMda ke kisI pUjaka yA sthAnakavAsI yuvAA ko ucca iMgliza zikSa. ho aura dhArmika saMskAra bhI mile isa Azaya se bambaI va ahamadAbAda ina donoM zahara ma vidyArthI gRha yAne bAADaga hAusa khola diye haiM / mi0 vADIlAla jinako ki dharma va iMgliza zikSA donoM bAteM kA kaI varSoM kA anubhava hai va khuda apanA rojagAra chor3a ke donoM saMsthA kA kAma samAlate haiM aura tInoM sampradAya ke prasiddha sajjanoM kI kameTI bhI mukarrara kI gaI hai / mi0 vADIlAla ne ahamadAbAda meM ru0 42000) lagA ke makAna banavAyA hai, jisameM phila hAla 40 vidyArthI rakkhe gaye haiM / bambaI meM mAsika ru0 150 ) ke kirAye se unhoMne apane kharca se makAna lekara 40 vidyArthiyoM ko rakkhe hai| kirAkA, muprinTenTenTa, naukara, lAibrerI kharca . . Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 lAne manipAyI. .. 183 bArSika ru0 0000) taka kA kharca unhoMne apane sira rakkhA hai aura kAlarazipa meM ru0 5000) diye haiM, alAza usake pharanIvara, pulake vagairaha aMdAjana 10000) unhoMne diye hai, isa taraha ubhAratA se ana dedenA aura rAta dina saMsthA kI sevA karanA yaha eka adabhUta Atmabhoga kA namUnA hai| kA jaina sAja aise dRSTAnta ko dekhate hue thI apanA katevya karane meM pIchA haTegA ?.. 2 'vidyArthI gRha' ko kaiso madada kI jarUrata hai? vidyArthIgRha meM itanA kharca karate hue bhI mi0 vADIlAla ne apanA nAma upsameM nahIM rakkhA hai / unakA Azaya nAmavarI kA nahIM, parantu jyAdA se jyAdA sevA kArya karane kA hai / ve cAhate to apanI rakama meM se 10-20 vidyArthiyoM kA pAlana karake baiTha rahate, parantu 40 vidyArthI zurU meM hI rakkhe hai aura jyAde bhI rakhane kI inakI icchA hai, sAra AdhAra naina samAja meM se milane vAlI sahAya para hai / kharca meM It kI sahAya nahIM lenA inakA nizcaya hai, parantu vidyArthiyoM ko, phIsa vagairaha ke liye skaoNlarazipa dI jAtI hai jisameM pratimAsa ru0 1000) kI AmadanI kI AvazyakatA hai, jisameM pratimAsa ru. 400) ATha sAla taka milate raheM aise bacana to mila gaye haiM aura aba 8 sAla taka pratimAsa 600) ke bacana kI AvazyakatA hai| 3 Apa kisataraha madada kara sakate ho ? / / - pahalA rAstA yaha hai ki ATha sAla taka pratimAsa 40, 30, 25, 20, 10, yA 5 rupe kI skaoNlarazIpa Apake nAmase kisI vidyArthI ko dI jAya / dUsarA rAstA yaha hai ki Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 lapA ne nibhAyo..283 bArSika ru0 8000) taka kA kharca unhoMne apane sira rakkhA hai aura kAlamAMzapa meM ru0 5000) diye haiM, alArA usake pharatIlA, pulake vagairaha meM aMdAjana 10000) unhoMne diye haiM, isa taraha ubharatA ra zrama de denA aura sAta dina saMsthA kI bhI karanA yaha eka a Atmabhoga kA namUnA hai / kAna saja se ghAva ko dekhate hue bhI apanA katavya karane meM pIchA hogA? 2 vidyArthI gRha' ko kaiso madada kI jarUrata hai? - vidyArthIgRha meM itanA kharca karate hue bhI mi0 vADIlAla ne apanA nAma upsameM nahIM rakkhA hai| unakA Azaya nAmavarI kA nahIM, parantu jyAdA se jyAdA sevA kArya karane kA hai / ve cAhate to apanI rakama meM se 10-20 vidyArthiyoM kA pAlana karake baiTha rahate, parantu 40-vidyArthI zurU meM hI rakkhe hai aura jyAde bhI rakhane kI inakI icchA hai, sAra AdhAra maina samAja meM se milane vAlI sahAya para hai / kharca meM I. kI sahAya nahIM lenA inakA nizcaya hai, parantu vidyArthiyoM ko, phIsa vagairaha ke liye skaoNlarazipa dI jAtI hai jisameM pratimAsa ru0 1000) kI AmadanI kI AvazyakatA hai, jisameM pratimAsa ru. 400) ATha sAla taka milate raheM aise bacana to mila gaye haiM aura aba 8 sAla taka pratimAsa 600) ke bacana kI AvazyakatA hai| 3 Apa kisataraha madada kara sakate ho ? / - pahalA rAstA yaha hai ki ATha sAla taka pratimAsa 40, 30, 25, 20, 10, yA 5 rupe kI skaoNlarazIpa Apake nAmase kisI vidyArthI ko dI jaay| dUsarA rAstA yaha hai ki Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 384 jenahite hu. 1000, 500, 250, 100, 40, 25, jo kucha rakama ApakI zakti va zraddhA anusAra eka muSThi dekara 'skaoNlarazIpa phaMDa' ko sthAyI banAne meM sahAyabhUta banI / yAda rakho ki ApakI eka koDI saMsthA ke mAsika kharca meM nahIM jAtI hai, parantu mAtra vidyArthiyoM ko skaoNlarazIpa dene meM hI jAtI hai / Apa logoM se jyoM jyoM jyAdA sahA, milegI tyoM tyoM jyAdA vidyArthiyoM ko saMsthA meM rakha kara paDhAye jA skeNge| phira bhI yAda rakho ki yaha saMsthA tInoM saMpradAya ke vidyArthiyoM kI sevA kara rahI hai isaliye Apa ko ucita hai ki tInoM sampradAya meM Apake jo jo mitra snehI ho unase mila kara saMsthA ke lie mAsika skaoNlarazIpa yA ekamuSThi dAna prApta karane kI kozIza karanA ApakA parama kartavya hai / 9 pratyeka jaina ko socanA cAhiye ki itanA mahAbhArata bojA yadi akele manuSya ke zira para rakhA jAyagA to smaa| eka uccakoTi kA svayaMsevaka thoDe arse meM gaMvA baiThegI / yadi pratyeka jaina thor3A thor3A kama karegA to vaha svayaMsevaka dIrghakAla taka jIMdA rahakara aura bhI sevA bajAte rhegaa| . hama dekhate haiM ki hajAraH jainI bhAI mI0 vAr3IlAla kI tArIpha karate haiM aura dhanyavAda kI tAlIyAM pITate haiM / parantu saccA jainI vohI hai ki jo apanI zakti anusAra sahAya karane ke liye kaTibaddha ho jAya / zrImaMta jainI ko hama sUcita kareMge ki pratimAsa 40) rupe kI skaoNlarazIpa 8 sAla taka dene vAle mahAzayoM kI baDI raMgIna tasabIra donoM vidyArthI gRhoM meM rakhI jAtI hai, jahAM ki dezabhakta gAMdhI, gokhale, bIsAMTa, Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'saMyukta jaina vidyArthIigRha'ne tA. 31-10-1917 sudhImAM maLelI sahAyatA. || 24) rA. TI nemacaMda kapuracaMda, ane. dara mahine amuka raksa-patA taraphanI oNlarazIpa | pa0) oNkTara pAnAcaMda jAdavajI mahetAne vatI che. prANana tarIke ApavA baMdhAyelA gRhastho taraphathI nIce mujaba jIvanadAsa L. M. & S. (amadAvAda) ' rakama tA. 31-10-17 sudhImAM vasula thaI che - rU. 612) zeTha tuLazIdAsa monajIbhAI verA, muMbaI. 2, 2392) 2. 30) za. jeThAlAla saMdhacha, muMbaI. - 240) mersa nagInadAsa ane mANekalAla, muMbaI. judAM judAM zaheramAM potAnI meLe keTalAka utsAhI 225) zo jesIMgabhAI ujamazI, amadAvAda, mahAzayoe kALA karI rakame nIce mujaba mokalI che, je 18) rA. taLazIdAsa mohanajI karANI, muMbaI upakAra sAthe svIkArIne oNlarazIpa phaMDamAM jamA karavAmAM 125) rA. kAnajIbhAI karasanajI, muMbaI. AvI che. -- . 10) rA. jagajIvana ujamazI talapANIA , (a) dhorAjImAM munizrI choTAlAlajI mahArAja 120) rA. jecaMdabhAI nathubhAI koThArI, vaDAla. | ( liMbaDI saMpradAyanA)nA upadezathI nIce mujaba rU. 881) 120) rA. bAdaramala maMgaLaI koThArI, pAlanapura ne phALe thaye, je paikI rU. 826) vasula AvI gayA 120) rA. bhImajIbhAI phulacaMda zAha, muMbaI. ane rU. 55) have pachI AvavA bAkI che - 6) mekarsa enajInIara ke. , 500) kAmadAra nemacaMda harakhacaMda hA. popaTabhAI nemacaMda ) rA. pipaTalAla ThAkarazI, nIlagIrI. ) bAI ujamabAI ravajI ve bakhAI necaMda mevajInAM kheta ! nahitecchu. Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -~ 25) ~~ na ~- 4) bakhAI jecaMdabhAI ravajI che zAha mULacaMda harakhacaMda 4) zAha jecaMdabhAI manajI pa) zAha kamaLazI harakhacaMda zAha lakhamIcaMda vAlajI 10) zAha piTabhAI nAgajI 25) kAmadAra popaTabhAI vanamALI 15) bakhAI raNachoDa ravajI, bakhAI bhagavAnajI ravajI 10) zAha vanamALI jagajIvana DAhyA 15) khAI ujamabAI te rA mULajIbhAI abhecaMdanAM hena, ( 5) zAha jecaMda khImajI 5) sukhaDIyA gopALajI devajI (15) kAmadAra maNIlAla aMdarajI 5) zAha maMgaLajI ThAkarazI 10) zAha jasarAja jhINA 3) 10) dezAI jagajIvana muLajI zAha zAmajI velajI hA. tArAcaMda jasarAja, 2) zAha devacaMda bahecara 10) zAha kulacaMda nAraNajI 2) zAha bhavAna vanamALI 10) zAha vazarAma vardhamAna 2) bAI pAnabAI te karamacaMdanI vidhavA. 5) . bAI phulabAI te zeTha kalyANajI bhImajInI vidhavA 2) tejANI kalyANajI vIracaMda 5) desAI jazarAja devacaMda' 3) paracuraNa 5) dezI jagannAtha DAhyAbhAI 5) zAha kALIdAsa micaMda 5) daphatarI vanecaMda pipaTabhAI kula ru. 881) [vasula . 826), bAkI che. 55 ] paka zAha jazarAja harakhacaMda '' (1) masuA (AphrikA)mAM rA. lIlAdhara vA ja livarane pagathI sahAyatA -~~- che Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhadAsa gherAvALAnA prayAsathI nIce mujaba kALA thaI10) zAha jagajIvana gAvAjI 2. u1 nI huMDI AvI che. , dharamadAsa makanajI | 'chA sAha. mekaLa bAvA hA. dAdara trIbhuvana ,, premajI jAdava 61 ba vallabhajI prAgajI hA. ThAkarazI jeThA che kALacaMda kAlIdAsa 51 jaTulAla khuzAla. 5) , morArajI vasanajI . lIlAdhara vallabhadAsa 5) che nAnacaMda zAmajI . , gulAbacaMda pAnAcaMda 5) , kalyANajI harajIvana che nepALajI rUpacaMda 570) jAnka tenA dara 100 rUpIyAnA , cunIlAla nAnajI hA. zA. velajI devajI 270) kAnkanA hisAbe rUA. 211) thAya , jamanAdAsa gokaLa. | (huMDI sIkarAyethI rakama jamA karavAmAM Avaze) 25) , premacaMda vazanajI (2) buhArIthI rA. maNIlAla tArAcaMde potAnA vacharAja ghelAbhAI rU. 2-10-0 tathA bIjAo pAsethI rU. 22-10-1 maLI galAlacaMda jecaMda 15) , jagajIvana motIcaMda kulle rU. 25-4-0 paikI manIorDara kharca 0-40 bAda * karI rU. 25) mokalyA che. 20) eka gRhastha () AkelAmAM mI. bI. kemahetA tathA rA. 15) ro. harIdAsa jAdavajI jeThAlAla kazaLacaMda zAhanA prayAsathI rU. 4 10) zAha hIrAcaMda bhImajI bharAyA che, je paikI rU. 20 ) maLyA che ane 2 10) rA. vRjalAla harIdAsa bAkI che.. nahitA Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ uparAMta jharIA (mAnama-bagAla) vagere ra-3 | kaI che, je paikI 814) kahI mAkhyA che ane sthaLAnA patra che ke tyAM zaLe karavAmAM Avyo che. temanI hajI phaMDa cAlu che. phaMDanuM kAma purU thayethI vigatavAra rakama pahoMcethI AvatA aMkamAM pahoMca chApavAmAM Avaze. nAma sAthe paheca pragaTa karIzuM. (1) bhAI cImanalAla vADIlAla tathA punavighAthIgRhanA ATheka vidyArthIo chUTA chUTA, macaMda gIradharalAlanA prayAsathI thayelA kALA aThavADIAnI TrIpa para gayA hatA ane bhASaNa ApI pATaNa "skolarazIpa phaMDa" karavAnI kozIza karatA hatA. A mA 101) zeTha punamacaMda karamacaMda kaTAvALA gaNI teonI pitAnI hatI ane temAM teone irAde " 21) rA. rA. maMgaLadAsa lallubhAI mAtra bIjA vidyArthIbaMdhuonI sevA karavAnI taka pAmavAno ja hato. emanI A ugatI sevAvRtti mATe hemane 122) (AkhI rakama bAkI che) kharekhara dhanyavAda ghaTe che. temaNe musApharInA savistara maNuMda riporTa mokalI ApyA che, je sthaLasaMkocane lIdhe A 11) rA. vADIlAla bahecaradAsa aMkamAM chApavAnuM banI zake tema nathI, paNa te kharekhara 11) rA. babaladAsa zAmajIbhAi. vidyAthIonA cAritrane khyAla ApavAne bahu upayogI che. 5) rA. bahecaradAsa vanamALIdAsa (5) muMbaInA "gRha'nA eka vidyArthI mI. 2) rA. dvArakAdAsa lakSmIdAsa manasukhalAla tArAcaMda zAha kolejanI Tarma purI thatAM 2) ra. mAdhavadAsa kevaLadAsa rajA bhogavavA karAMcI gayelA tyAM banne saMdhamAM lekamata phaLavI, keTalAka utsAhI minI sAmelItithI, kaMDa che samakSa jana vivAthagrahane maLelI sahAyatA. 388 Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ godharA 25) zAha manasukhalAla amaracaMda 5) DaoNkaTara mANekalAla narasiMhadAsa 11) vakIla dalasukhabhAI lallubhAi 8) dozI chaganalAla manasukhalAla 5) zAha klasukhabhAi vIracaMda " 5) pomAMca'da lasukhabhAi 2) gAMdhI nAthajI devacaMda 3) soMdhavI kezavalAla gIradharalAla ra) mhena samarata gIradharalAla ra) rA. amIcaMda bApujI 2) rAM. manasukhalAla devacaMdra 2) rA. raNuchoDalAla mULajI 2) rA. pAnAcaMda nAthajI 2) rA. zIvalAla bhAyacaMda 2) vagara nAmanA 5) rA. jeThAlAla vasanajI 5) rA. magaLadAsa gIradharalAla 6) paracuraNa pa) zAha dalasukhabhAi khApucha laya ra) vejalapura 15) gAMdhI pAnAcaMda khemacaMda gAMdhI chaganalAla motIcaMdra gAMdhI nAthajI mArArajI vasula. gAMdhI nAthajI manasukha meAdI mahAsukhalAla gIradharalAla gAMdhI mahAsukhalAla vasanajI gAMdhI gIradharalAla bhAyacaMda gAMdhI lallubhAi bhAyacaMda gAMdhI pAnAcaMda narasihAsa gAMdhI chaganalAla lallubhAi gAMdhI vIracaMda gAvanajI gAMdhI dolatabhAi motIcaMda paracuraNu. # i 5) vasula. hitecchu. Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 21) zAha maganalAla manasukhalAla 15) zAha hemacaMda harajIvanadAsa 18) dIgambara bhAIo taraphathI 4) rA. suMdarajI zaMkaralAla ~-~~ 58) vijala . pa1-9-9, bAkI 7-0-0] (4) vidyAthI muLacaMda tathA khImacaMdanA - prayAsathI thayela phALe - upaleTA 5) koThArI AMkheM rAghavajI * 5) jagannAtha vAsaNajI pa) keTIcA kapuracaMda muLajI - 4) dozI devacaMda harakhacaMda 4) dezI nAnajI harakhacaMda 2) zAha odhavajI jhINa 2) zAha harajIvana vAlajI 2) zAha nAthAlAla harakhacaMda 2) zAha jAdavajI kALIdAsa. 3) modI maNIlAla savajI 2) kaMdeI gepALajI dhanajI kA dozI dharamazI karazana che. 5) bAMI javalabAI. 5) bAI sAkarabAI. 5) bAI ujamabAI 37 paracuraNa, bAIo taraphathI 6) paracuraNa bhAIo taraphathI ~-kALa-~ " saMyukta jena vidhAthagrahane maLelI sahAyatA. ~~ para) zeTha kAnajIbhAI devajIbhAI, 101) zeTha devajIbhAI premajIbhAI ' 25) sa. trIkamajI makanajI ThArI 1) dozI mULa makanajI 10) rA. viThalaiMcha jecaMda ) zAha palAbhAI jAdavajI - 370) vasula | (6) vidyAthI semacaMda tathA mohanalAlanA prayAsathI thayelA phALA 301 - - Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : : ' | 5) vAha govanajI saubhAmaya - 5) rUpANI lakhamIcaMda ' 240) zeTha lIlAdhara jhaveracaMda ha. zeThANI bhANIbAI ! 5) zAha jAdavajI jhaveracaMda 111) zeTha madanajI semacaMda hA. zeTha ratanajI 5) zeTha caturbhuja vizanajI 101) zeTha pAnAcaMda govanajI. 5) zAha gaNeza karamacaMda 5) zAha khuzAla rAyacaMda kApaNI 100) gosalIyA zIvalAlabhAI rAjadeTavALA. 5) dezI jeThAbhAI virajI pa) zeTha madana jUThAbhAi 5) zAha harIlAla kApaDIyA. 25) zeTha rAmacaMda vasanajI semacaMda hA. zeTha amaracaMda | 26) paracuraNa bAIo taraphathI , 1) zeTha DAhyAbhAI khImajI hA. rAyacaMda ne vadhArAnA 5 25) zAha rAyacaMda jepALa hA. bAbu 21) zAha harakhacaMda kezavajI 895) ne phALe (vasula rU. 815) bAkI rU. 80 ra5) zAha khuzAla morArajI hA. jIjIbAI junAgaDha 15) zAha jAdavajI kezavajI 50) pA. govIMdajI gIradhara. (5) zAha lAlajI karazanajI 50) coksI nAthAbhAI devacaMda 12) zAha madanajI nAnajI 50) DokaTara narasiMhadAsa trIkamajI. 12) zAha hIrAcaMda rUpacaMda 40) 2. rA. ThAkarazI makanajI 10) badANI nAthAlAla nAraNujI | 25). vakIla jeThAlAla prAgajI 10) zeTha makanajI semacaMda || 20) cekasI DosAbhAI nAthA. 7) zAha madanajI govanajI 20) zAha purUSotama hakamIcaMda 10) zAha nemIdAsa ratanajInI vidhavA bAI zIvakora ! 15) kAmadAra lIlAdhara kezavajI 7) zAha madanajI ratanajI . ! 10) zAha mULajI savacaMda rAjenahita7.. " Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8777777 10) zAha bhagavAnadAsa nAbhAi [ () vivAthI apakalAla tathA madhanA prayAsathI 10) covaTIyA, maNIlAla zAmaLajI 5); cokasI lavacaMda kahAnadAsa thayelA phALA:5) saMdhANI amaracaMda hemacaMda thAnagaDha. 5) zAha bahecaradAsa kurajI pA zAha pramacaMda DosAbhAi valajIbhAI mIThA. 5) zeTha nAthAbhAI goradhana >> kazaLacaMda amarazI 3) rA. gopALajI lADakAbhAI , [, odhavajI vIrajI 13) paracuraNa i haragovIMdadAsa phulacaMda | i kapuracaMda mAdhavajI 26. kula phALA, jemAMthI 05-0 ma. sA. kharca bAda 5) bAI kasuMbAbAi gulAbacaMda, jatAM rUA. 26-7-0 vasula. bAi maNIbAI vAMkAnera ' 5) bAI nandubAI tathA jhakalabApa 40-6- paracuraNa zALAnA (vasula). 5) rA. ThAkarazIbhAInAM mAtuzrI, sarala. 5) bAI dUdhIbAI 11) zAha umedacaMda IcchAcaMda che hemakuMvara bAI 2) , jevara bAI' 1) zAha chaganalAlA tArAcaMda >> hemakuMvara bAI , rA, uttamacaMda kapuracaMda 5) paracuraNa bAIo taraphathI 6) bhA. gulAbacaMda kalyANacaMda 5) bhA. choTubhAI abhacaMda 26) (vasula 244, bAkInA rU. 118mAnI kaDI AvyA - 5) zAha haMsarAja cAMdamala. ja che, AkarAyathI kyA che mAM AvI che 5 bhA. vIladAsa jeThAbhAI saMyukta jaina vivAthIgRhane mAlI sahAyatA 22 Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5) bhA. dharamacaMda narasiMhadAsa 5) zAha premacaMda vakhatacaMda , 5) bhA. zIvalAla narasaMhadAsa 5) jhaverI cunIlAla lalubhAI 5). zAha premacaMda. hemacaMda 3) zAha nAgaradAsa lallubhAI 2) zAha kasturacaMda kapuracaMda 2) rA. chaganalAla lakhamIcaMda koThAravALA 2) rA. maganalAla lakhamIcaMda lAkaDAvALA 2) zAha amIcaMda kAzIrAma. 2) zAha kIzanadAsa anarAja kAvaDIyA 5) paracuraNa. ( 4) mI. rAja zaharIara, amadAvAda, 2. 8) rA. viThalajIbhAI kezavajI dave bI. e, kaccha, 51) rA. zIvajIbhAI puMjAbhAI (luhANA) muMbaI. 100). "vADIlAlano eka guNanurAgI "--amadAvAda ( nAma pragaTa karavA khAsa manA che.) 100) rA. amIlAla harakhacaMda, muMbaI. . | 10) rA. nathubhAI mULajI, jabuTI (AphrikA) 125) rA. lallubhAi kezarIcaMda, bIlImorA mAraphate (jemAM rU. 55 rA. goviMda rAdhAjInI putrI bAi bhANInA, [ rU. 50 zAha durlabhajI pabAjInI vidhavA bAI rAmInA, rU. 5 zAha jhaveracaMda ratanacaMdanA, rU. 5 zAha phulacaMda ratanacaMdanA ane rU. 10 nAsa vagaranA) : ) rA. kezavalAla nagInadAsa muMbaI. 20) rA. tuLazIdAsa mohanajI karAyuM. . 15) rA. purUSottama jemala, boTAda. . 10) "eka hindI", codera.. * 5) rA. pAnAcaMda ravajI zAha, godharA 5) rA. jeThAlAla saMghajI, muMbaI 2) rA. sAkaralAla bhImajI, rAjakoTa 2) rA. phulacaMda vasarAma, muMbaI 2) 2. pipaTalAla ela. mahetA, aMjAra, 1) rA. rA. rAmajI sAmacha, kasAlA jena hitecchu 8) bAkI (AkhI rakama bAkI) (4) jaina hitecchanA lavAjamanI je je rakamo - vasula thAya-te sAthe vadhArAnI kAMI rakama AvI hoya te te sAthe-"jaina hitecchu skolarazIpa phaMDa"mAM jamA na karavAmAM Ave che temaja je kaI mahAzaya ekamukhi kAMI rakama "gRha' ne mATe mokale te paNa A phaMDamAM ja jamA karavAmAM Ave che. te mujaba tA. 31-10-17 sudhImAM vasula AvelI rakama nIce mujaba che - 5) pArasI "pharaja' (amadAvAda) Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3) bhAyANI harIlAla jIvarAja-bhAvanagara 5) eka jaina dhArA 2) rA. lakSmIcaMda trIbhuvanadAsa, vaDhavANu 2) rA. nAgaradAsa vAghajI, amalanera 2) rA. bhAramala mULajI, umarAvatI 10) zrIyuta zeramala sUrajamala, cetamAla 7) zrIyuta jagannAthajI metIlAlajI 2) DaoNkTara sAbhAgyacaMda nathubhAi, AmalI 2) rA. bhagavAnajI khe'gAra, jAmanagara 2) rA. maganalAla rAyacaMdra, jetalapura 2) zAha mAhanalAla kheADIdAsa, mubai 5) rA. premacaMda dalasukhabhAi, pAdarA 10) rA ratanazI trIkamajI, mu'bada 2) dezI mAtIcaMda dhanajI, vIramagAma rA. kezavalAla umedayada, tAsagAma 2) rA. lallubhAi rAmajI, gIramathA 6) rA. trIbhuvanadAsa cAMpazI, muMbai 25) zeTha vardhamAna phulaca6, meArI 5) vakIla abhecaMdbhAi kALIdAsa, jetalasara 5) rA. cheTAlAla devacaMda kAlAla vaDhIla hIrAlAla mULacaMda, khIjApura / 3) rA. cAMpasI jetasI, muMbai 2) rA. jagajIvanadAsa abhecaMda udANI, jharIA 5) zAha premacaMda DAsAbhAi, dIgasara 2) rA. amaracaMda gulAlacaMda, khaDanA 85 jhaverI durlabhajI trobhuvanadAsa, pura 5) mahetA hAkemacaMda pulacaMda 2) dezI mANekacaMda purUSottamadAsa, jharIyA rA zrIyuta kezarImalajI cAraDIyA, jepura 2) rA. amIcaMda lAlajI, amalanera 2) rA. zAmaLadAsa mAvajI "" zAha rAjakaraNa hema, pAlapura sI. ema. talasANIyA, trIcIne pachI DAkTara mANekalAla premacaMda, kapaDavaNuja rA. zAntilAla bhAyacaMda rA. maNIlAla talakasI, DabhAi 2) zAha devazI mULacaMda, madrAsa 3) dAmANI odhavajI kAnajI, muMbaI 2) zrIyuta seAbhAgamalajI muthA, icchAvara 2) rA. kalyANajI 5) sAva amRtalAla mArA malukaca'da, mAMDala 5) vakIla gAradhanadAsa rAdhavajI, jAmaphaDAraNA sayukta jaina vidyAthI gRhane maLelI sahAyatA he Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 '! ' 2) rA. jamanAdAsa prabhudAsa, mubai. 5) rA. mANekacaMda jakasI, muMbaI. 2) mahetA nAnacaMda mAvajI, rAjakoTa. 2) zAha jagajIvana lakhamIcaMda, pATapara. - 5) rA. ratanazI ThAkarazI, jAmajodhapura 2) rA. ghelAbhAI nImacaMda, raMguna. 2) koThArI dalapatarAma abhecaMda, raMguna. 5) TI. nemacaMda kapuracaMda, raMgana. - 5) zrIyuta kuMdanamalajI kAlurAmajI, maMdara. 2) zAha pALajI jeThAbhAI, bagasarA. 2) rA. kapuracada khoDIdAsa, AkAlA. 5) rA. dAmajIbhAI devazI, raMguna. A rA. jagajIvanadAsa gIradharalAla, muMbaI. 3) rA. kezavajI rAmajI, muMbaI. ) rA. gulAbacaMda jazarAja, lIMbaDI, 3) gAMdhI zIvalAla bhurAbhAI, lIMbaDI. 2) zAha dhanajI hakamacaMda, lIMbaDI. - 2) rA. caturbhuja nAnacaMda, lIMbaDI. 2) rA. harajIvana maganalAla, muMbaI. 5) zeTha nagInadAsa gIradharalAla, muMbai, ) cA. zAmajI maLacaMda paratApara ) . kAlA madhA, caNAkI. 2) zAha harakhacaMda hemacaMda, AkAlo. 2) ra. nAraNajI aMdara, AkelA. 2) rAM. rAghavajI chavA, AkolA, rAsa zAha vADIlAla vanamALI, karAMcI. 5) rA. nyAlacaMda kAnajI ukAbhAI, moTImAraDa, 2) rA. bhavAnajI jayavatabhAI, kalIkaTa. 2) zAha za bubhAi devazI, kalIkaTa. 10) lAlA maTavalacaMdajI jainI, rAvalapIMDI. 2. dozI harajIvana lakhamIcaMda, bhAleja, 2) zrIyuta ke. TI. mahetA, karAMcI. 2) mahetA mANekacaMda pipaTabhAi, raMguna. - kA zAha manasukhalAla anepacaMda, amadAvAda 2) rA. narottamadAsa harajIvana, muMbaI. vAM . hIrAcaMda jecaMda kApaDIyA, kaThora, 2) rA. rAmajIbhAu haMsarAja, kalakattA 2) dezI ratanazI hemarAja, goMDala hA kAmadAra maNIlAla aMdarajI, rAjI rA vArA gAMgajI kuMvarajI, gAgodara rAga zAha aMbAlAla pAnAcaMda, dahegAma ( 4 zAha popaTalAla DAlAbhAI, raMgana jenahitarachu.. Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -~-- ~ - 2) koThArI bhavAna devacaMda khIlorI ekamuSTi rakama mekarane chApelA para kAma (cAzA zeTha nyAlacaMda ThAkarasI, AkolA rAtImAM) pahoMca ApavAmAM Ave che. bannemAM mahArI rA zAha maganalAla somacaMda, sAyalA. potAnI sahI tapAsI levI. mahAre bane "guDA'nI dekharA zeTha dhArazIbhAI kalyANajI, AkolA rekha rAkhavAnI hovAthI muMbaI AvIne pachI ja pahero 35 rA. mohanalAla ujamasI, kemerAIne lakhavAnuM banI zake che, paNa daramyAnamAM kAcI pahoMca 104 paracuraNa (lavAjamanI leNI rakamaja jeoe vadhA- oNphisanA mANasanI sahIthI paNa mokalavAmAM Ave che. che - rAnI rakama sivAya-kalI tene saravALe ) (4) rU. 2 thI nAnI rakamo bharanAranAM nAma "hi ? 1062) tecchu mAM chApI zakAze nahi. tevI nAnI ane gAma che tAraNa vAra saravALo ja pragaTa karavAmAM Avaze. ' (1) tA. 31-10-17 sudhImAM upara mujaba kulle (5) je je zrImaMta gRhasthoe gAmanA zALAmAM rU. 6873 jamA thayA che ane be huMDIe kulle rU. amuka rakama bharI che temaNe eTalI najIvI rakamathI nahi 028aaaa nI sIkarAvAnI bAkI che te sIkerAyethI jamA thaze. patAvI detAM pitA taraphanI-pitAnA nAmanI-eka mAsika (2) koI mahAzayanI rakama AmAM jamA apAyelI oNlarazIpa ApavA maherabAnI karI lakhI mokalavuM. heTA jevAmAM na Ave te maherabAnI karI turata khabara ApavI, zrImati je pa-25 rU. nI ekamuSTi rakamathI patAve te ke jethI tapAsa karavAnuM banI zake lAkha rUpiyAnAM AvAM kAma kevI rIte bhe? (3) mahArA upara bArebAra AvatI rakamanI chApelI pahoMca bArebAra mahArI sahIthI ja mokalavAmAM Ave che. khAsa AbhAra -zrAvikA henAe ane anyadhamI pahece be jAtanI che - (1) dara mahIne amuka rakamanI sajajanoe mokalelI rakama mATe hemane khAsa AbhAra mAnaoNlarazIpa ApavAnA heAya hemane sapheda kAgaLa upara deva- vAmAM Ave che. pitAnA gAmamAM phALe karavAne parizrama nAgarI lipimAM chApelI pahoMca mokalavAmAM Ave che. (2) | lenAra gRhasthone paNa AbhAra mAnavAmAM Ave che. saMyukta jaina vivAthagRhane maLelI sahAyatA Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jainone dhArAsabhAmAM joItI khAsa beThaka. vaDI ane prAntika dhArAsabhAmAM besavAnI yogyatA dharAvato kaI paNa hiMdI-te amuka dharma ke amuka komane hevAnA kAraNathI e mahatvapUrNa mAnathI banazIba rahevA pAmyuM hoya evuM kadApi jaNavAmAM AvyuM nathI. jenA kAmanA koI gRhastha ATalAM varSomAM e umedavArI karI nathI eTaluM ja nahi paNa koMgresamAM ke rAjakIya pravRttimAM AgaLa paDato bhAga lIdhe nathI. chatAM hamaNAM hamaNAM hiMdanI avicArI ke TuMkI daSTivALI saMkhyAbaMdha kemene pagale cAlIne muThThIbhara jene e paNa dhArAsabhAmAM jaina komane khAsa pratinidhi mokalavAne hakka mAgavAnI hilacAla-hiMdI vajIrane ApavAnA mAnapatra dvArA zarU karI che. A hilacAla chellA aikaTobaranA aMta vakhate zarU thaI che ane bhinna bhinna prAMtanA saMkhyAbaMdha jenene AvI hIlacAlanI jarUrIAta ke bInajarUrI Ata upara carcA ke uhApoha karavAnI taka AdhyA sivAya aTha. vADIAnI noTIsa apAtI hoya tema mAtra cIThI putrI ke tArathI ke 20-25 membaronI hAjarIvALI sabhAthI A hIlacAla calAvavAmAM AvI che. ghaNuM savAla A bAbatamAM ubhA thAya che, jevAke (1) hiMdamAM traNe je phIrakAnuM pratinidhitva dharAvatI koI saMsthA che? (2) rAjakIya viSaya jevA gaMbhIra savAlanA nirNaya-je jenA samAjamAM hamaNAM navo ja viSaya che-para AvavAne mATe mAtra 20-25 jenene ekaThA maLI samasta jena prajA taraphane avAja karavAnI sattA hoI zake ke ? ( 3 ) " jaina esosIezana eka iDiyA" ke je mAtra zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka sivAya bIjA pharakAne sabhAsada dharAvatuM nathI ane jemAM ekaMdare 60 membara ane rU. 1000 nI muDI mAtra che ) henAthI AkhA hiMdanA tera lAkha jenene lAgatuM hoya evA savAla bAbatamAM ane AkhA hiMdanA jenenA nAme jAhera pravRtti thaI zake ke? (4) dillImAM navembaranI zarUAtamAM sthapAyelA "jaina piolITIkla konpharansa " nAmanA Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jene dhArAsabhAmAM joItI khAsa beThaka. 29 je maMDalamAM mAtra 15-17 membare ja che henAthI paNa AkhA' hiMdanA jainanA nAme hiMdI vajIra pAse mAgaNI thaI zake ke (5) ekI vakhate ane hiMdanA samasta jenenA nAmathI be jaina saMsthAo hiMdI vajIrane judAM judAM mAnapatra ApI te dvArA jAdI jUdI jAtanI mAMgaNIo jene kAma mATe kare te zuM sarakAra AgaLa jaina samAjano bhavADo karavA barAbara nahi thaI paDe ke (6) jainonA evA kayA savAla che ke je, dhArAsabhAmAM je je. nee khAsa mokalelo pratinidhi na hoya to, mAryA jAya ane jenene gerainasApha ke anyAya ja maLavA pAme ? (0) zuM hiMdanA - dezanAyakonA zubhAzayamAM paNa jainene vizvAsa nathI ja ke? (8) kogresa ane moslIma lIge taiyAra karelI "rIme skIma" athavA rAjakIya sudhArAnI yojanAmAM "Important minorities" (agatyanI hAnI kemo) nA khAsa pratinidhitva mATe je avakAza rAkhyo che ane je avakAzane pitAnuM ojAra banAvI jenone muThThIbhara hise ema dalIla kare che ke jUdA hakka mAgavAthI ame koMgresanI janatAne nukasAna karatA nathI, te avakAzane khare artha zuM che ane te avakAza hiMdu zremanA peTA bhAge mATe che ke hiMda svarAjya maLavAthI je e iDiyana vagerene nukasAna thavAne bhaya che hemane mATe che? A badhA ane bIjA ghaNA savAlonI bArIka tapAsa thavI jarUranI che. A aMka chapAI rahyA bAda, tA. 8 mI navembaranI rAtrIe "jaina esosI ezana opha inDiyAnA hAlamAM traNe phIrakAnA pacAseka jenI - eka mITIMga thaI hatI, jemAM A lakhanAre rASTriya daSTi biMdune AgaLa dharIne komI svArthanI ghelachA ke je komane temaja dezanebannene-pariNAme nukazAnakAraka thaI paDavAnI che te cheDavA Agraha karyo hato ane garamAgarama carcA bAda kAMI paNa nirNaya para AvyA sivAya rAtrInA eka vAge sabhA bIjA divasa mATe mullavI rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. A lekha tA. 10 mInI savAre lakhavAmAM Avyo che. 10 mInI mITIMgamAM thatA nirNayanA samAcAra muMbaInAM dainika patromAM prakaTa thaze. ane A patranA AvatA aMkamAM A mITIMgane riporTa ane A viSaya uparanA A lakhanAranA vicAro vistArathI ApavAmAM Avaze. daramyAnamAM sthaLa ane samayanA Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 400 janahiteccha. - kecane lIdhe eTaluM ja kahIne viramavuM paDe che ke, jenee pi*tAnI vyApArI kunehane A agatyanA savAlanA nirNayamAM upayoga karavo joIe che ane khoTI dharmAdhatA ke ajJAna komenI dekhAdekhImAM paDIne samajI loko tathA sarakAranI najaramAM hiMdanI nirbaLatA ane jenonI mUrkhAI jAya evA pagalAthI dUra rahevuM joIe che, je je komee AvI mUrkhAI karI che te badhAne cheDA ja vakhatamAM pastAvAnuM kAraNa maLaze ane kogresanA AgevAnone paNa yojanAnuM evuM kalojha vistArathI samajAvavAnI jarUra paDaze. jene, vaiSNa, liMgAyate, zaivIo, pArasIo! hiMdI vajIra pAse mAgavuM ja hoya te badhA eka sAthe ane ekaja zabdamAM mAgo ke "amane joIe che mAtra briTiza chAyA nIce turatAM. svarAjya !" bIjI koI mAgaNuM karavI te pratyakSa nahi te pakSa rIte dezadroha karavA barAbara ja che. - vA. me. zAha. tAra samAcAra-jena esosIezana oNpha IMDiyA joga eka cetavaNIne patra Ajaroja muMbaInA zvetAmbara saMghapati ratanacaMda khImacaMda, zvetAmbara kharataragacchanA agresara zeTha gaNezalAla zebhAgamala, kacchI vetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jANItA gRhastha TekarasI kAnajInI kaMI, khIsasI budhA, harakhacaMda zIvajI, digambara AgevAna rAyabahAdura dAnavIra, zeTha hukamacaMdajI IDaravALA, zeTha juvAramala mULacaMda benkara, zeTha mANekacaMda pAnAcaMda rA. lalubhAI paramANaMda. dAsa parIkha L. C. E.. paMDita dhanAlAla kAlIvAla; ane sthAnakavAsI AgevAno zeTha gADamaya gumAnamala ajameravALA, vADIlAla motIlAla zAha, vagere vagerenI sahIo sAthe gayo che, jemAM jene mATe khAsa pratinidhivanA hakanI mAgaNI sAthenuM mAnapatra ApavAnI hIlacAla choDI devA sUcanA karI che tathA hiMdanA traNe phirakAnA jenI pratinidhi sabhA - esosIezane bhUlathI mAnavA sarakAra ane pablIka deza'. naya evI rIte koI vakhata kAma na karavA cetavaNI Apa. , kAraNa ke te saMsthA hiMdanA digambara, zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka ke sthAnakavAzI eka paNa saMdhanI pratinidhi sabhA nathI. muMbaI, tA. 10-11-17. Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2mAM te kere. Ama ? mhArA eka mitre pUchyuM: 'janahiteSu'nuM 1816 tathA 1917 nuM kula kharca rU. 6 0 0 0 9me paMdarathI joDI vALA che ane henuM kula lavAjama je lagabhaga rU. 40 0 0 AvavA saMbhava che te badhuM "saMyukta jaina vidyAthIgRha'ne DaeNlarazIpa phaMDa tarIke ApavAnuM jAhera karI cho henuM zuM kAraNa ? - huM kahyuM: 'hitecchu lakhavAnI mahenata uparAMta be varSanA la kharca tarIke rU. 6000 jevI mahATI rakama je huM ApIza to 'hiteccha nA vAMcanArAonA hRdaya upara henI naitika asara thaze ane teo dareka rU. 6000 nahi to lavAjamanI heNI rakama uparAMta 100, 50, 25, 10 ke garIba haze to chevaTe rU. 1) paNa jarUra mokalaze ane e rIte janahiteSu skolarazIpa phaka"mAM vIseka hajArano rakama thaI jaze, ke je mATe hitecchu ' nA bA hukA vyAjabI abhimAna laI zake. A aMkamAM chApelI lavAjamanI pahoMca vAMcIne camakelA mitre kahyuM: A te kevo gajaba ? (hame hajAro rUpiyA jeTalI maDenata karI te maphatamAM. E parathI rU. 6000 jatA karI te paNa maphatamAM, ane grAhaka rUpiyAnA mAla ATha AnAmAM maLe che te chatAM mUlya ApavAmAM paNa babbe varSa kADhI nAkhe to vadhArenI rakama te zuM ApavAnA hatA ? | he kahyuMH lokone manIoNrDara karavAnI ALasa hoya che; adhAnI kAMi dAnata khoTI hotI nathI. vaLI A rakama AkheA khI paramArtha nA khAtAmAM--vidyArthI gRhamAM-jAya che e vAta 'hitenA grAhake bhUlI jAya ema huM mAnato nathI. mATe A | eNka sAthe posTakArDa mekalAvuM chuM, jemAM dareka grAhaka pote lavA jama ane vanArAnI rakama tarIke zuM ApavA irache che te lakhIne paSTa karaze eTale teTalI rakama AvatA aMka vI. pI. karIne vasula karIzuM. | mitra hasyoH ThIka che; jouM chuM. emAM kANu kharUM kare che te vakhata Avye batAvIza. paNa eTalI zarata karaze ke, jemAM kArDa paNa khAI jAya ane manIorDara paNa na kare te kharekhara bada. dAnata dharAve che ema sAbIta thatuM hovAthI teonAM nAma to otratA aMkamAM 'zAradAmaMdiranA cAra' tarIke pragaTa karavAM ? mahuM mitrane kAMi javAba Apyo nathI; hitecchu'nA grAhakavarga mAMthI koI javAba ApanAra mAInA puta' nIkaLI Avaze ? Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. Si Sje jeTakara kazu ja yAda rAkhajebarAbara yAda rAkhajo-ke yuvAna vidyAthIonA rahue Aje sevaka" thapanA to ja teo kAle huM mArA samAjanA 'sevaka' bano. prathama ApazA. te ja pachI laI zakazA, ' vAvazo to ja laNI zakazo. dIvALInI mANI ane zAradApUjananI dakSiNA sAthI pahelAM kone Apo ? ' humAza pAtAnA 88 saMyukta jaina vidyAthIgRha ?" ne ja (vAMcA A aMkamAM zAradApUjananuM kharuM svarUpa. ) atni tl tt ttthrtttttr ttr ttaat chate paise zA sAruM mudra taka gumAvyA che ? mahIne mAtra rR. 40 nI sarpholarazIpa ane te paNa phakta & 8 varSa sudhIja 8 sayukta jaina vidyAyigahe "nA vidyArthIne ( ApavAnuM vacana denAra gRhasthanI suMdara oNila peInTIMga che chabI subai temaja amadAvAda ane sthaLe vidyAthIMgahanI lAibrerI rUmamAM prasiddha dezabhakatonI chabIo sAthe mukavAmAM Ave che. potAnA jAtibhAIone keLavaNImAM AgaLa vadhAravAnuM zubha phaLa bhaviSyamAM prApta karavA uparAMta A nAmanA paNa zuM thADI che ? jukta 4 rUpaiDI ! mahIne hajAranA kharca. vALAne cAlIsa rUpaiDI to e'ThamAM jatI hoya che paNa hemane hayAM khabara che ke e eMThemAMthI te emanA saMkhyAbaMdha jatibhAIcchAne vidvAna ane AbAda ane sarakArI banAvI zakAya che ? vikrathI nANune upayoga karanArane hameza evA ha lAbha maLe che. d, patravyavahAra, vADIlAla zAtIlAla zAha, bhAgadevITrITa...sUI. tttttt Printed by Dahyabhai Shakrabhai Gandhi at Shri Satva Prakosh P. Press, Khadia, AHMEDABAD.