Gautam Geeta

Author(s): Muktivallabhvijay
Publisher: Pragna Prabodh Parivar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/006091/1

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gautamagItA nyAsa muntipasamavizya

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gItImIgIta20 gautamagItA paMnyAsa muktivallabha vijaya eka prakAzaka che. prajJA prabodha parivAra

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| zrI badaSabha-munisuvrata-zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthebhyo namaH || II ai namaH siddham II | vijaya prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSa-dharmajitA jayazekhara-abhayazekharasUribhyo namaH || zabdomAM samAya nahi evA je mahAna... - pU. paMnyAsa zrI ajitazekharavijaca ma.sA. eka bhAi pI.eca.DI. karI rahyA hatA. mitre pUchayuM-kyo viSaya lIdho che ? pelAe kahyuM-vimAnamAM Aga lAgavAnA kAraNo ane tenAthI bacavAnA upAyo' A viSaya para saMzodhanAtmaka mahAnibaMdha lakhI pI.eca.DI. karavI che. pelAe pUchyuM-A saMzodhanano sAra zuM Avyo ? ANe kahyuM-vimAnamAM Aga lAgavAnuM kAraNa peTrola che. ane bacavAnA upAya che (1) prathama naMbare vimAnamAM besavuM ja nahIM ane (2) besavuM ja paDe, to vimAnamAM peTrola bharavuM ja nahIM ! kahevAnI vAta A che ke Aje taddana phAlatu viSayo para saMzodhano karavAno pravAha cAlu thayo che. e saMzodhanonA thothAe kadI prakAzita paNa thatA nathI ne kazA kAmanA paNa hotA nathI. mAtra samaya, zakti, kAgala vagerenA bagADa sivAya chevaTe kazuM hAthamAM AvatuM nathI. bhagavAna to kahe che-Atma-saMzodhana jevuM zreSTha saMzodhana bIjuM kazuM nathI. ane enA ja upAyarUpe pUrvanA mahApurUSonAM caritro jANI, te-te prasaMge teoe tevotevo vyavahAra kema karyo ? enuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM ? enA dvArA pote vartamAnamAM kevI cAvIo pAmI zake ? vagere saMzodhana karavA joie ke je anuprekSA nAmano svAdhyAya gaNAya che. vinayabhaMDAra gautamaravAnI vinayamUlaka dharmamAM pravezavA icchatA, e dharmamAM TakI rahevA mAMgatA ane e dharmanA pArane pAmavA icchatA sarva bhavya jIvo mATe parama Adarza che. vinayadharmanI paripUrNatA emanAmAM jovA maLe che. Ama to kSAyopathamika guNo kadI pUrNa hotA nathI, paNa zrI gautamaravANImAM eka paNa aMzathI vinayanI kacAza jovA maLatI na hovAthI ghaDIbhara ema thai jAya ke zuM kSAyopathamika guNa paNa ATalA pUrNa hoi zake ! Ama to sAmAnyathI ema kahevAya che ke ziSya gurumAM gautamasvAmI jovA. paNa mane lAge che ke jo ziSya potAnAmAM gautamane jovA mAMDe, to ene gurumAM sIdhA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ja dekhAze ! hA, darekamAM gautamano vAsa che, paNa gozALA ane jamAlI joramAM hovAthI e kyAMka chuSpAyelA che. gautamano jApa, gautamanuM dhyAna, gautamanAM caritranI anuprekSAnI tAkAta che ke gozALo ane jamAlI bhAgI jaze ne ApaNA haiyAmAM chupAyelA gautamaravAnI pragaTa thaze ! puNyapALa rAjAne AvelA ATha sapanAmAM eka sapanuM hatuM. kAdavamAM kamaLa khIlaze ! paNa ApaNA gautamaravAnI gobara (emanI janmabhUmi-gobara-chANa)mAMthI. anaMta guNa-labdhirUpa anaMta pAMkhaDIvALA kamaLarUpe pragaTa thayA ! pRthvIne ratnaprasUtA kahe che ! pRthvI mAtA gautama jevA mahAratnane janma ApI kharA ratnaprasUtA pRthvI banyA ! ane mAtAnA sarvasahA guNa putramAM soLe kaLAe

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khIlyA ! zrI gautamasvAmIe dareka prasaMgane mAtra sahana nathI karyo, paNa AnaMdabhera vadhAvI lai potAnA vinayadharmanI camaka ja pragaTa karI che. vasubhUti eTale kubera ! paNa putra pitAthI savAyo hoya ! zrI gautamasvAmI jevA kevaLajJAnadAtA udAra kubera bIjuM koNa haze ? indrabhUtino artha che jenI AMtarika bhUti-AbAdI-aizvarya iMdra karatAM paNa caDhiyAtuM che ! (indrAdapi adhikA bhUtiHyastha sa indrabhUti:) AvA gautamasvAmInA guNa gAvA jatAM kahevuM ja paDe kezabdomAM samAya nahIM evo tuM mahAna ! kema karI gAvA mAre tArA guNagAna ? bhagavatI sUtranA racayitA che zrI sudharmAravAmI-pAMcamA gaNadhara ! emaNe jyAre bhagavAnanA mukhe zrI gautamaravAmInA vakhANa gavAyelA noMdhyA che, tyAre have emAM atizaya mAnavAno koi avakAza raheto ja nathI ! ema to kalpanA karI zakAya ke zrI sudharmArasvAmIe paNa bhale pote bhagavAnanI pATa paraMparAnA Adha purUSa tarIke sthapAyA, to paNa potAnA vaDIla gurubaMdhuno kevo vinaya sAcavyo ke jyAM sudhI zrI gautamasvAmI kevaLajJAnI tarIke vicaratA hatA, tyAM sudhI kevaLI na thai, emanI vinaya maryAdA sAcavI ane zrI gautamasvAmInA nirvANa pachI kevaLajJAna pAmyA ! tattvaciMtaka gaNivara zrI muktivallabhavijayajI mahArAjanI kalpanA pratibhA adabhuta koTinI che ! zrI gautamasvAmInA dhyAna mATe eka vAta Ave che ke madhyamAM suvarNa kamaLa para zrI gautamasvAmI birAjamAna che, ane emanI cAre bAju badhI. labdhio apsarAnuM rUpa lai garabA gAya che ! praratuta pustakamAM ApaNane jovA maLaze ke zrI gautamasvAmIne madhyamAM rAkhI gaNivarazrInI kalpanA suMdarIo kevA sarasa garabA gAi rahI che ! sAmAnya rIte pustaka keTaluM suMdara che, e darzAvavA e pustakanA keTalAka ciMtana mauktiko prastAvanAmAM sempala tarIke rajU karAtA hoya che ! paNa ahIM Dagale-pagale lekhakazrInI kalpanAnI camatkRti jovA maLe che, tyAre sempala tarIke kone raju karavA ? e paNa eka yakSa prazna banI jAya che. vinayanA pAMca prakAronI zrI gautamasvAmImAM karelI ghaTanA, hAlikano prasaMga ! AnaMdane micchAmi dukkaDam....vagere dareka prasaMgane valovI je tattva mAkhaNa pIrasAyuM che, te mANatA ApaNe romAMcita thai jaie ! adbhuta ! adbhuta ! zabdo sarI paDe ! chelle "zrI gautamaravAmInA sthAne huM hou to' A nibaMdha bhale emaNe lakhyo che, paNa saMvedanA to ApaNA badhAnI che. tIrthakara nAmakarmathI tIrthakara banAya ne gaNadhara nAma karmanA udayathI gaNadhara banAya, e to covIza tIrthakaronA caudaso bAvana gaNadharone jANI samajI zakAya ! paNa gautama svAmI kevI rIte banI. zakAya ? e praznano zo javAba ? kadAca A pustakanA mAdhyame javAba maLI zake ! gaNivara zrI AvA ciMtana ratnothI zrutasAhityane samRddha karatA rahe, tattvazraddhALu bhavyajIvone satata poSatA rahe ane kalpanApAMkhe uDDayana karatAM sahune. bhavya AtmasauMdarya dekhADatA rahe tevI zubhecchA Aso vada-agyArasa, 2059, thANA ajitazekhara vi.

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gamatA gautamasvAmI chagrastha eTale vividha gamA ane aNagamAone pratibiMbita karatuM darpaNa ! vItarAgatA na pragaTe tyAM lagI gamatuM ane aNagamatuMnA bheda rahevAnAM. gamatAmAM paNa A ochuM gamatuM, A vadhAre gamatuM ane A sauthI vadhAre gamatuM-tevA khyAlo manamAM UThavAnA. vicitratA to tyAre lAge jyAre vividha tIrthakara paramAtmAno paNa priyatA-krama goThavAya. ghaNIvAra AvA vAkya prayoga kAne paDe: mane bhagavAna to badhA game paNa pArzvanAtha bhagavAna sahuthI vadhu game, bIjA naMbare mahAvIra svAmI ane trIjA krame AdinAtha bhagavAna ! are ! haju A choice paNa vadhu Narrow bane che. pArzvanAtha bhagavAnamAM paNa sauthI vadhu AsthA ane zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha para ane bIjA naMbare phalikuMDa pArzvanAtha para ! eka bhAi kahetA hatAH mane zaMkhezvaranA zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha para sauthI vadhu AsthA ane bIjA naMbare dharaNIdhara sosAyaTInA zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha para ! haju AmAMya saMkoca thai zake. koine zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanI nAsikA khUba game, koine cakSa ane koine caraNa ! vItarAga paramAtmA upara paNa bhaktane rAganI taratamatA ! | phevarITa ane phenanA zabda-vyavahAro mAtra krikeTaro ane philma sTAronI duniyA pUratA sImita nathI. adhyAtmanI duniyAnAM tAraka tatvomAM koine eka phevarITa hoya, koine bIjuM koi ekano phena hoya, koi bIjAno. jema bhagavAna pratye bhaktinI taratamatA darzAvI, tevIja tIrtho mATe, grantho mATe, anuSThAno mATe, tapazcaryA mATe, ArAdhanAnA yogo mATe ke aitihAsika pAtro mATe paNa priyatvanI taratamatA saMbhavI zake. koine yogazAstra phevarITa grantha hoya, koine upamiti; koine pratikramaNa phevarITa yoga hoya, koine jinapUjAno yoga phevarITa hoya, koi zrI hemacaMdrasUrino phena hoya, koi zrI haribhadrasUrino; koine kumArapALa bahu game, koine vastupAla. tAraka tatvomAM paNa keTalAka hoTaphevarITa hoya. temanA anurAgI ghaNA maLe, gautamasvAmIno phena varga ghaNo bahoLo maLe. sahaja cAhanA thai jAya ane anAyAse bhakti

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ubharAi Ave tevuM gautamasvAmInuM alaukika cAtra che ! pahelethI temanA pratye AkarSaNa ghaNuM. dIkSA pUrve sametazikharajI Adi kalyANaka-bhUmionA yAtrA-pravAsamAM javAnuM thayuM. guNIyAjI eTale gautamasvAmInuM kaivalyadhAma ! tyAM 3-4 kalAka rokAvAnuM thayuM. akalpya ane avarNa saMvedano tyAre anubhavyA. zubha spaMdanonI divya sRSTimAM te cAra kalAka vicaraNa thayuM. Aje 23 varSa pachI paNa te dhanya kSaNonuM smaraNa karatAM romAMcita thai jAuM chuM. te saMvedanone mArI pravAsa-pothImAM te vakhate thoDA saMgRhIta paNa karelA. cAritra-jIvanamAM gautama prabhu pratyenI prItine vistaravA mokaLuM medAna maLyuM. pU. pradAdA gurUdeva zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ane pU. gacchAdhipati A.bha. zrI vijayajayaghoSasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI kRpAvRSTi anarAdhAra varasatI rahI. pU. dAdA gurUdeva zrI vijayadharmajitasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., pU. upakArI zrI vijaya jayazekharasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ane pU. gurudeva zrI vijaya jagavallabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nAM sAnnidhyamAM vizeSa rahevAnuM thayuM. traNeya pUjyavarNo zrI sUrimaMtranA ane gautamasvAmInA avala upAsako ! paMcamAMga zrI bhagavatI sUtramAM gautamasvAmInA prazno ane prasaMgonuM adhyayana karatA anero AhlAda mANyo. zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtranAM kezI-gautamIya adhyayana ane drumapuSpikA adhyayana vizeSa game. gautama-prIti e tenuM kAraNa hoi zake. naMdalAla devaluka saMpAdita-mahAmaNi ciMtAmaNi zrI guru gautamasvAmI nAmanA saMgraha-granthamAM gautama svAmI pratyenA aneka upAsakavaryonA bhAva-saMvedano mANyA... borIvalImAM eka rAtre gautamasvAmI pratyenI bhaktidhArAmAM khUba bhIMjAyo. savAre UThIne anubhUta saMvedanone kalama dvArA vAcA ApavA beTho. te ja divase bapore borIvalInA zrAvaka zrI vijayabhAi vorA pU. paMnyAsa zrI ajitazekharavijaya ma.sA. likhita eka pustaka ApI gayA. pustakanuM nAma hatuM: aMgUThe amRta vase. gautamasvAmInA

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alaukika jIvanamAMthI kheMcelA bodharasane A pustakamAM supere pIrasavAmAM Avyo che. zrI gautamasvAmInA preraka AlaMbanane sArI rIte saphaLa karavuM hoya to A pustaka vAMcavA khAsa bhalAmaNa. prastuta pustakane te ja pU. paMnyAsazrI ajitazekharavijaya ma.sA. e khUba cIvaTathI tapAsIne pustakanI khUba suMdara prastAvanA lakhI ApIne A nAnakaDA paNa pustakanuM vajana khUba vadhArI dIdhuM. preraNA ane protsAhananA pAvara hAusa samA munirAjazrI meghavallabha vijayajI, munirAjazrI udayavallabhavijayajI, munirAjazrI hradayavallabhavijayajI Adi sahavartI munivaro mAruM moTuM protsAhaka paribaLa che. A pustakamAM caritrakathAnuM Alekhana nathI ke padArthonuM parizIlana paNa nathI. A mAtra eka bhAvayAtrA che. eka mahAna upAsya vibhUti zrI gautamasvAmInI bhAva-spaMdano dvArA eka arcanA che. utprekSAo ane upAlaMbhonI A bhAvayAtrAmAM bahulatA che. utprekSA ane upAlaMbha paNa bhAvonI abhivyakti ane abhivRddhi mATenuM eka suMdara sAdhana che. bhaktino ja eka prakAra che. A bhAvayAtrA daramyAna bhAvAvegane kAraNe kyAMya vinayacUka ke vivekacUka thayA hoya to aMtaHkaraNathI kSamA yAcuM chuM. paMnyAsa muktivallabha vijaya.

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prakaraNa-sUci viSaya pRSThAMka 31 ahaMkAranuM oparezana zUnyanI zrImaMtAi kaivalyasiddha hasta sAre IvakI phikara samRddhiono saravALo divya kusuma jo huM gautama houM to ! 48 pa6

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saMbaMdhanI sRSTi nAma : indrabhUti mAtA : pRthvIdevI bhAi: agnibhUti, vAyubhUti. gotra : gautama pitA : vasubhUti camackRti jJAna ahaMkAre kahyuM, rAge karI jagagurusevAre, zoke kevala pAmiyuM, kAraNa sarve na kahevA re zrI gaNadharabhAsa mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijaya ma.sA. he gItama prabhu ! aSTApada upara Apa caDI gayA, paNa mArI upara aSTa-pada caDI gai che. aSTApada upara caDavA Ape sUryanA tejakiraNonuM AlaMbana lIdhuM, aSTa-apadane utAravA opana tejakiraNonuM AlaMbana mane Apo ne !

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- ahaMkAratuM oparezata - gautamasvAmI-mAruM parama prItipAtra. pahelethI ja temanI upara prIta ghaNI. temanAM pAvana caritrathI huM sadA camatkRta chuM. vismaya ane camatkRtinI AphlAdaka sRSTimAM gautame mane khUba ramADyo che. gautamanuM caritra konI upara kAmaNa na kare ? gautama nAma hoThe AvatA ke kAne paDatA samagra cetanAtaMtramAM eka anerI tAjagI prasarI cUke. yugonA yugo vIte tyAre ja kadAca AvI gautama jevI ghaTanA ghaTe. koi evA ativiziSTa grahayogo mATe kahevAya che ke keTalAya varSo pasAra thAya tyAre Avo grahayoga gaganagocara bane. keTalAya kALakhaMDo pasAra thAya tyAre gautama jevI ghaTanA dekhA de. gaikAle rAtre khUba goThaDIo karI temanI sAthe. kalAko sudhI mArA sakala astitva upara temaNe kabajo jamAvI dIdho. mArA sakala cetanAtaMtrane temaNe bAnamAM lai lIdhuM. gautama eka mIsTIrIyasa ivanTa che. tame game teTalA matho, tenA rahasya khajAnAnAM tALAM kholI ja na zako. tame tenI bhavyatAno bheda ukelI ja na zako. eka ja jIvanamAM kyAMya zodhyA na jaDe tevA be aMtimo gautamanAM jIvanamAM tamane jovA maLe. mUrtimaMta ahaMkAra eTale brAhmaNa indrabhUti ane mUrtimaMta vinaya eTale gaNadhara gautama ! ahaMkAranI uttuMga Toca parathI vinayanI uttuMga Toca upara gautama kyA ropa-ve dvArA pahoMcyA haze ?

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pote ja lokamAM phelAyelA potAnI sarvajJatAnA bhramane akabaMdha rAkhavA potAnA AtmaviSayaka saMzayane chUpAvI rAkhavA indrabhUtine keTaluM kaSTa veThavuM paDyuM haze ! jenAM kendramAM ja AtmA che tevA tattvajJAnanAM ane dhArmikatAnAM vizvamAM ja 24 kalAka rahevAnuM, tenI ja goThaDIo badhe karavAnI ane potAnA AtmaviSayaka saMzayano bilakula koine aNasAra paNa nahi AvavA devAno ! te mATe keTaluM mathavuM paDyuM haze indrabhUtie ! prabhu vIranI kevalajJAnanI sarcalAiTa pheMkAi ane ahaMkAranI aMdhArI guphAmAM sUtelo saMzaya jhaDapAi gayo ! bIjA aMtimanuM upadezamAlAkAre adbhuta varNana karyuM che : gALato vi tamatthaM vimhiyahiyao suNai savvaM. caturdAnI gautamasvAmI prabhunAM caraNomAM eka ajJa bALakanI jema beThA che. vizada avadhi tathA vipulamati mana:paryavajJAnanA dhaNI ane dvAdazAMgInA racayitAne prabhunI dezanAmAM navuM to zuM sAMbhaLavAnuM hoya ? chatAM jANe bilakula apUrva kAne paDyuM hoya tema vismita vadane ane pulakita hRdaye gautamasvAmI prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLe ! mAtra sAMbhaLe nahi paNa te vAk-pravAhamAM ogaLI jAya. nA, e abhinaya nahoto, daMbha ke dekhADo nahoto...riala orijinAliTI hatI. je kAMi jANuM te prabhumukhe jANuM. ane, eTale ja avadhi ke mana:paryavano upayoga paNa prAya: na mUkyo ! potAnuM ajJAna pragaTa na thai jAya te mATe phAMphA mArato indrabhUti e eka aMtima to potAnA chatA jJAnane gopavI rAkhanAra prabhu gautama te bIjo aMtima ! paMDa badalAya paNa pota na badalAya. viSaya-kaSAyanA saMskAro to paralokamAM paNa sAthe ja paryaTana kare che. paNa ahIM gautamanI bAbatamAM paMDa e ja hato, mAtra paheraveza palaTAyo ane gautamanuM AkhuM pota pharI gayuM. janmajAta mAna kapALanA tripuMDanI sAthe ja kharI paDyo ! saMsAramAM koine bajAramAM, sarakArI kAryAlayamAM ke kyAMka paNa nokarI mATe javuM hoya tyAre potAnI DIgrInA ane sTeTasanA pUMchaDA paherIne jAya to ja praveza maLe che. sAcA pramANapatro na hoya to

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loko banAvaTI taiyAra karAve tevo A yuga che. ane, gautamasvAmInA to sAcukalA pramANapatro paNa vakhAramAM dhULa khAtA rahyA. temane to prabhu viranA caraNakiMkara tarIkenuM pramANapatra ja kAyama badhe dharyuM. te sivAyanA pramANapatrono temaNe kyAreya upayoga na karyo. jo ke vAteya vyAjabI che. M.D. ke M.S.nuM pramANapatra jenI pAse hoya teNe M.B.B.S, inTarasAyansa, H.S.C. ke s.s.c.nA pramANapatra koine batAvavAnI jarura paNa zI hoya ! ahaMkAranA kALamIMDha parvatane cUrIne gautame tenuM bArika cUrNa karI nAMkhyuM ane pachI te cUrNabhUta ahaMkAranI paNa dayA na khAdhI. temaNe evI to kevI phUMka mArI haze ke te cUrNanI raja-raja paNa astitvazUnya banI gai. kabATamAM heMgara upara bhAremAM bhAre vastronI joDIonI joDIo laTakatI hoya...te laTakatI ja rahe ane mAlika tene ekavAra paNa aDe nahi. kevuM lAge ? 50 hajAra kevalInA guru...prathama gaNadhara...dvAdazAMgInA racayitA...anaMta labdhinA svAmI...cAra jJAnanA dhaNI...! AvA to keTa-keTalA bhAre vAghA laTakatA hatA gautamasvAmInAM kabATamAM ! paNa, biccArA e vAghA ! temaNe kyAreya temane oDhyA ja nahi ! mArAthI na rahevAyuM. meM gautamane pUchI nAMkhyuM: AvA ane ATalA badhA kiMmatI vastro tamArI pAse hatA, tame kema kyAreya paheryA nahi ? prabhu gautame Apelo javAba hajuya mane romAMcita karI rahyo che. mArI pAse te badhA vastro karatAM anekagaNuM mUlyavAna eka vastra hatuM. tenA para mane bahu moha hato. huM satata te aMgarakhuM pahereluM rAkhato. bIjA vAghA paheravA hoya to te kiMmatI vastra utAravuM paDe ne ! A mUrkhatA to mane ze paravaDe ? te kiMmatI vastranuM nAma che prabhu viranuM ziSyatva ! te jAjaramAna vastramAM mAro je vaTa paDe te pelA cIMtharAomAM thoDo paDe ? je mAna, mobhA ane sTeTasa mATe duniyA mare che tene cIMtharuM kahIne gautame mArI hAlata cIMtharehAla karI nAMkhI ! mArI mAna ane nAmanI bhUkha

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saMtADavA meM mArA peTane mAthAthI DhAMkI dIdhuM. e cIMtharA (?) oDhavA nahotA mATe to gautamasvAmI AnaMda zrAvakanI pauSadhazALAnAM pagathiyAM saDasaDATa caDI zakyA ! mAthe bhAra UMcakelo hoya to eka dAdaro caDatA paNa hAMphI javAya ane haLavAphUla hoie to zatruMjaya paNa saDasaDATa caDI javAya. mAthethI ahaMkArano ane sTeTasano saghaLo bhAra gautame utArI dIdhelo hato, mATe gautama haLavAphUla hatA. kensaranI gAMThanuM oparezana karyA pachI ke kemonI 6-7 sAyakala karyA pachI paNa kensaranA sUkSma koSa paNa jo jIvaMta rahyA to pharI kensarane Devalapa thatA vAra na lAge ! prabhue kevuM to oparezana karyuM indrabhUtinA ahaMkAranuM ke ahakArano eka sUkSma koSa paNa jIvaMta na rahyo. nahiMtara ahaMkAranA kensarane Devalapa thavAnI keTa-keTalI saMbhAvanAomAMthI gautama pasAra thayA ! 36 hajAra (50 hajAra-14 hajAra)no AMkaDo ja ahaMkAranA ajagarane AvezamAM lAvavA keTalo badho samartha hato ! paNa, ajagara to marI cUkyo hato ane tenAM maDadAno aMtima saMskAra paNa thai cUkyo hato ! gautamasvAmIne mana te 36 hajAranI lIDa ke 50 hajAranI bhIDanI velyu nIla hatI ! ahaMkAra jo maryo na hota ane kadAca komAmAM paNa hota to hAlikanA prasaMgamAM komAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI, beTho thai, dhaDAka karato ubho thai ane chalAMga lagAvIne te doDavA mAMData. jene pote pratibodhita karIne ane pravRjita karIne lAvyA te prabhu vIrane jotAveMta odho mUkIne bhAgyo ! bhale hAlika gayo to gayo, 50 hajAranI ziSyasaMkhyA hatI, ekathI vizeSa pharaka nahoto paDavAno. paNa, ahaMkArane ramADavAno kevo sarasa A avasara hato ! jo aMdara UMDe UMDe paNa kyAMka indrabhUti brAhmaNa jIvato hota to A avasare ahaMkArano eka sIvIyara eTeka AvyA vagara na raheta ! eka maravA paDelo dardI eka janarala prekaTIzanara pAse Avyo. bacavAnI zakyatA jarAya varatAtI nahotI...paNa, A DokTare pUrI koziza karI ane daradI

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nirAmaya banyo. A tenI eka javalaMta siddhi hatI. jarUra jarAya nahotI paNa mAtra daradInA saMtoSa mATe eka moTA kansalTanTa pAse te daradIne lai gayA. daradI nirogI banI cUkyo hato, davAnI jarUra na hatI. paNa kansalTIMga rUmanI vIjhITe AvelA pezanTane prIskrIpsananuM eka kAgaLIyuM hAthamAM pakaDAvavuM joie te vidhi jALavavA DokTare tene TrITamenTa lakhI ApI. haratA-pharatA nirogI A daradI(!)e te korsa pUro kare te pahelAM te TrITamenTanA prabhAve jIvana pUrNa karyuM. A ghaTanAmAM daradI bhale maryo paNa pelA junIyara DokTarane utpAdano tAva caDI gayo ! temanA unmAdano AkAra kAMika Avo hatoH mArI davAthI bacyo, temanI davAthI maryo. amArA bemAM moTuM koNa? hAlikanI ghaTanA ekajheTalI AvI ja hatI. paNa tyAre gautamasvAmI normala hatA ! meM gautamasvAmIne pUchyuM: kevo kalIna ane mArvelasa tamAro skora hato ! jene jene dIkSA ApI te darekane kevalajJAna ! prabhue hAlikano kesa tamane soMpyo. kevalajJAnanI vAta to dUra rahI, dIkSAmAM paNa te na rahyo. tamAro rekorDa teNe bagADI nAMkhyo ! eka rana mATe semyurI cUkI jatA beTsamenane keTalo vasavaso thAya ! A prasaMge tamArA manamAM koi vikalpa paNa na Avyo ? ane, mArA jevAne to saheje vicAra Ave-kesa asAdhya che te sarvajJa prabhu jANatA hatA chatAM pANI valovavA mane kema mokalyo? tamane AvuM kAMi ja na thayuM ? gautamasvAmIno javAba hatoH pANI valovavAnI ahIM vAta ja nahotI, bodhinuM mAkhaNa to nIkaLyuM ja. ghI tAvavAnI prakriyA bhavAntaramAM thaze. ane rekorDa ke skoranI vAta tuM karato hoya to gurue kArya soMpyuM ane meM saharSa karyuM ane eka vAra paNa mana na bagADyuM to mAro rekorDa klIna ! gautamanI duniyA ja nirALI che. tenAM gaNita jUdAM, tenAM kATalAM jUdA. prabhu sudhI pahoMcavA mATenA mArganuM nAma che zraddhA. saMzaya prabhuthI dUra haTavAno unmArga che. paNa A gautamasvAmI to saMzayanA paMthe prabhu sudhI pahoMcyA ! ahaMkAra ane ahaMkAranAM kAraNe prabhu pratye Ubho thayelo veSa to jIvanA keTalA

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moTA zatru gaNAya ! paNa, te ahaMkAra ane dveSa ja gautamasvAmIne AMgaLI pakaDIne prabhunAM caraNomAM lai gayA. maevArofpa vadhAya. eka gajhalanI paMkti ahIM yAda AveH mAro hAtha jhAlIne lai jaze, muja zatruo ja svajana sudhI. gautamasvAmI prabhu sAme laDyA to samyagdarzana kamAi gayA ane prabhunI pAchaLa raDyA to kevaladarzana pAmI gayA. ApaNuM to laDavAnuM ya duniyA sAme ane raDavAnuM ya duniyA pAchaLa, kyAMthI zakkaravAra vaLe ApaNo ? prabhu mahAvIradevanuM ane ziSya gautamanuM samagra jIvana vismayonuM moTuM saMgrahAlaya lAge. prabhu vIranI nikaTa AvatAnI sAthe gautamano sarvazapaNAno bhrama bhAMgyo ane aMte prabhu vIrathI dUra jatAnI sAthe temano sarvajJa tarIkeno krama (naMbara) lAgyo. rAga-dveSe to gautamane kharA herAna karI nAMkhyA. ahaMkAramaya dveSane kAraNe gautamane prabhunuM kevalajJAna khaTakatuM hatuM ane prabhu paranA jAlima rAgane kAraNe temanuM kevalajJAna aTakatuM hatuM. indrabhUti brAhmaNa hatA tyAre huM ja sarvajJa, bIjo sarvajJa koNa Avyo ? A vAtanA ahaMkArathI pIDAyA. ane pachI thokabaMdha ziSyone kevalajJAna thavA lAgyuM tyAre-A badhA sarvajJa ane huM ja ekalo asarvajJa-A vAtanI dInatAthI pIDAyA. temanI ahaMkAranI pIDA paNa prabhue dUra karI ane dInatAnI pIDA paNa prabhue ja dUra karI ! indrabhUti potAnA (bhAvi) gurune asarvajJa ane potAne sarvajJa mAnatA hatA, temaNe evI vastusthitino svIkAra karavo paDyo ke guru thaine pote asarvajJa ane temanA ziSyo sarvajJa ! eka mArutinA DrAyavare plenane ovaraTeka karavAnI haTha pakaDI. te mAruti plenanI spardhAmAM to na TakI paNa keTalAya sAyakala savAro te mArutine ovaraTeka karI gayA. potAnI sarvajJatAno dAvo laine prabhu vIranI sAme paDanAra indrabhUti AgaLa jatA 50 hajAra kevalI ziSyonA chadmastha guru banyA.

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AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjAnuM hariyAlI prakAranuM eka pada che. Ama to tenI badhI paMktiomAM darzanika saMdarbha rahelo che. paNa, temAMnI eka paMkti vAMcatA gautamasvAmI acUka yAda AvI jAya. te paMkti chesAsu kuMvArI, vahu paraNelI... gautamane kevA bhavya guru maLyA ! je jagadgurune asarvajJa kahIne temaNe bhAMDyAM te guru nirvANa pAmyA tyAre gautamasvAmI sarvajJa banyA. jANe ke, ziSyane sarvajJa banAvavA te khuda nirvANa pAmI gayA.. indrabhUti brAhmaNa tarIke gautama ahaMkArajanya dveSa laine prabhu pAse gayA to prabhue kevo mITho-madhuro AvakAra Apyo ! Avo, indrabhUti ! tame sukhethI padhAryA ? tAva dveSano hato eTale enTISa TrITamenTa ApI. paNa pachI to gautamasvAmI prabhunA parama rAgI banI gayA. ane te rAgane kAraNe ja temanuM kevalajJAna aTakatuM hatuM. tethI te rAgano tAva utAravA prabhue temane kahyuM: jA gautama ! devazarmAne pratibodha karI Ava. kevI enTIrAga TrITamenTa ! dveSano tAva utAravA-Ava gautama ! rAgano tAva utAravA-jA gautama! gautamano prabhu parano dveSa tUTyo tyAre samyagdarzananAM ajavALAM thayAM ane temano prabhu parano rAga tUTatAM kevalajJAnanAM ajavALAM thayAM. AtmakalyANanI sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka bane tevA dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvane upakaraNa kahevAya. ane, je dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAva AtmakalyANanI sAdhanAmAM pratirodhaka bane te adhikaraNa kahevAya. rajoharaNa upakaraNa che. paraMtu udAyirAjAnA ghAtaka vinayarane tene adhikaraNa banAvyuM. charI adhikaraNa che. paraMtu, cAmaDI upara coMTelA makoDAne bacAvavA charIthI potAnI cAmaDI kApIne kumArapALa rAjAe te kSaNe charIne upakaraNa banAvyuM. sAdhanAnA mArgamAM ahaMkAra e bhAva-adhikaraNa che ane prabhu pratyenI prIti e bhAva-upakaraNa che. paNa, gautamasvAmInAM jIvanamAM ahaMkAre upakaraNanI bhUmikA bhajavI ane eka apekSAe prabhu-prItie adhikaraNanI ! sAMbhaLelo eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. pUjyapAda A.bha. zrI vijayaprema

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sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAse koi bhUla badala temanA eka tyAgI-vairAgI ziSya prAyazcitta mAMgyuM. sAmAnyathI prAyazcittadAnamAM tapa-tyAga ApanArA A gurudeve A tyAgaruci ziSyane mIThAi vAparavAnuM prAyazcitta ApyuM ! sarva jIvone upadeza to haMmezA prabhu pratye atyaMta rAga joDavAno apAto hoya che. gautama eka evA prabhubhakta hatA ke temane potAnA parano rAga toDavAnI TrITamenTa prabhue karavI paDI ! gautamane ze oLakhavA ! na kaLI zakAya tevuM vyaktitva eTale gautama ! gautama kharekhara eka myujhIyama-pIsa hatA ! vanarakula vanDara opha dha varlDa eTale gautama ! zAMtiniketana eTale kavivara ravindranAtha TAgore sthApeluM vizvavikhyAta saMskAradhAmaeka vidyArthI zAMti niketananA guru dayAla mallika pAse oTogrApha levA gayo. temaNe oTogrApha ApatA lakhyuM. Know Thyself. pachI te vidyArthI TAgoranA oTogrApha levA gayo. TAgore lakhyuM. Forget tyself. prabhunA prathama paricayamAM AtmaviSayaka saMzaya dUra thatA gautame pahelA jAtane jANI ane pachI tarata jAtane sadaMtara visArI dIdhI. pahelA svayaMnuM jJAna thayuM, pachI tarata svayaMnuM bhAna bhUlyA. pahelA "huM koNa chuM teno paricaya thayo pachI tarata temaNe "huM" nuM visarjana karyuM. samarpaNanI vedikAmAM temaNe "huM" ne ogALI nAkhyo. te divase gautamanuM Major Operation thayuM ane huM' nAmanI gAMThano nikAla thayo. ApaNe "huM" ne to keTalI moTI jAgIra samajIne beThA chIe. mAruM badhuM lUMTAi jAya te mane maMjUra thai zake paNa mAro "huM to akabaMdha ja rahevo joie. tene nAnI sarakhI paNa ijA na thavI joie. AvA aha-premane vaza thaine kyAreka to ApaNe "huM" ne bacAvavA ApaNuM sarvasva lUMTAvavA taiyAra thai jaie chIe. ghaNIvAra ApaNe chetarAmaNo vAkyaprayoga karIe chIe-meM prabhucaraNe ke gurucaraNe sarvasvanuM samarpaNa karyuM. "huM" ne hemakhema rAkhIne kareluM samarpaNa e sarvasvanuM samarpaNa kyAMthI bane ? ane, khAlI "huM" ne dharI do pachI sarvasvamAM bIjuM bAkI paNa zuM rahyuM ? "huM' e ja ApaNuM kharekharuM sarvasva che. "huM" nuM samarpaNa e ja kharekharuM samarpaNa che, je gautame karyuM.

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aSTapravacanamAtAnAM pAlana rUpa cAritra dharmano svIkAra karatA pUrve ja gautame pAMcamI pAriSThApanikA samitinuM pAlana karyuM. temaNe temanA "huM" ne sahuthI pahelA vosirAvI dIdho. eka saMta potAnI koTaDImAM beThA hatA. bAraNuM aTakAveluM hatuM. koie bahArathI bAraNuM khaTakhaTAvyuM. saMte aMdarathI pUchyuM: koNa? bahArathI javAba maLyoH e to "huM" ! aMdara AvuM? "je hoya te aMdara AvI zako cho, paNa kRpA karIne "huMne bahAra mUkIne Avajo." gautame mahAvIra prabhunA dharmaprAsAdamAM "huM" ne bahAra utArIne praveza karyo. prabhunAM maMdiramAM praveza karatA pUrve joDA bahAra utArI devAya che. "huM" ne bahAra utArIne aMdara javuM-AvuM sUcanA-borDa paNa maMdiranI bahAra mUkavA jevuM kharuM. ApaNA vaDilo maMdiramAM jatA pUrve mAthethI TopI ke pAghaDI utArI detA. kadAca "huM" nA pratIka tarIke ja A pAghaDI ke TopI utAravAno vidhi haze ! Aje mAthe pAghaDI ke TopI paheravAno rivAja gayo. have kyA bahAne huM nIce utare? bAhubali paNa mAnakaSAyathI ja aTekalA hatA. temaNe mamatva ogALyuM paNa "huM" naDI gayo. temane "huM" nA hAthI parathI utAravA yugAdideve brAhmI ane suMdarIne mokalI. te ja ghaTanAnuM jANe punarAvartana thayuM. indrabhUtine "huM" nA hAthI parathI utAravA brAhmI ane suMdarInA ekAtmasvarUpe prabhu vIra padhAryA ! prabhunuM anupama auMdarya eTale suMdarI ane prabhunI atizayita vANI eTale brAhmI ! prabhunuM anupama sauMdarya nihALIne ane Azramadhura vANIthI potAnI zaMkAnuM nivAraNa pAmIne gautamanA ahaMne dhakko lAgyo. ahaM gabaDI paDyo ane gautama ahaMmukta banyA. vANInAM mAdhurya ane saumyatAnAM sauMdarya dvArA ja koine vinamra banAvI zakAya-AvuM rahasya ahIM udghATita thAya che. vaizAkha suda 11nA divase traNa ghaTanAo ghaTI. indrabhUti gautamane mahAvIrasvAmIno meLApa thayo te pahelI ghaTanA. pachI gautama khovAi gayA te bIjI - 10.

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ghaTanA. tethI temane mahAvIra jaDI gayA te trIjI ghaTanA. gautamasvAmI eTale kelIDoskopano paDado. kelIDoskopanA paDadA upara nizcita ke kAyamI koi AkAra hoto nathI. jenA hAthamAM kelIDoskopa che te AMgaLI pherave ane te AMgaLInA izAre AkRti badalAya. prabhu vIranA izAre gautamasvAmIno AkAra nakkI thato hato. temano potAno koi AkAra nahoto. siddhapada eTale anicchApada. siddha bhagavaMtoe sarva icchAno uccheda karI dIdho che. gautame dIkSA lIdhI te divase jANe eka sivAyanI sarva icchAono uccheda karI nAMkhyo. bacI gayelI icchAno AkAra Avo hato H je prabhunI icchA te ja mArI icchA. gautamane ane siddhine jANe mAtra eka icchAnuM ja cheTuM hatuM. gotamanI sthitinuM pratibiMba rameza pArekhanI paMktimAM dekhAya : mana mAruM eka khobo jaLa, jagajIvana pI gayA. samarpaNano artha che samyak arpaNa. je kAMi AMtarika asamyak che te prabhunAM caraNe dharI devuM te samyak arpaNa. A vizvanuM sauthI moTuM asamyak tattvaahaM. te ahaMnuM arpaNa ka2Ine gautame sarvazreSTha samarpaNa karyuM. ahaMne kendra banAvI ApaNe vartuLa dorIe chIe. dhana-dolata, kIrtipratiSThA, svajana-parijana vagere je piridha upara rahelA che tenuM kendra ahaM che. vartuLa nAnuM-moTuM thAya paNa kendra enuM e ja rahe. ghaNIvAra ApaNe vartuLane moTAmAMthI nAnuM karIne kAMika tyAga karyAno saMtoSa mAnIe chIe. paNa, kendrane akabaMdha rAkhIne kadAca AkhA vartuLane bhUMsI nAMkhIe toya hajAro vartuLonI saMbhAvanAo to akabaMdha paDI rahI, kAraNa ke kendra jIvaMta che. kendranuM tUTI paDavuM te ghaTanAnuM nAma gautama. dIkSA laine virATa indrabhUti eka mahAzUnyamAM visarjita thayA ane eka nAnakI tripadImAMthI temaNe virATa zrutanuM sarjana karyuM. gautamasvAmInA jIvana-prasaMgone jema jema manamAM mamaLAvuM chuM tema tema 11

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vadhune vadhu vismayarasa temAMthI jhare che, je temanA pratyenA ahobhAvane aneka gaNo vadhArI mUke che. eka ajabagajabanuM ajAyabaghara che gautamanuM jIvana. gautamanI laghutAe kadAca prakarSanI sarahada paNa vaTAvI dIdhI hatI. to gautamanI garimA paNa sImAtIta hatI. eka kalpanAcitra mAnasapaTa upara upasI rahyuM che. rAjadhAnI pleTaphorma para UbhI che. pesenjaro DabAmAM goThavAI gayA che. DipArcarano samaya thai cUkyo che. grIna sIgnala maLI gayuM che. vIsala vAgI gai che. chatAM Trena sTArTa thatI nathI, kAraNa ke eka pesenjara AvavAno bAkI che. je pesenjara mATe rAjadhAnI ekasapresa khoTI thAya te pesenjara kevA to vI.Ai.pI. hoya ! vaizAkha suda dasame prabhune kevalajJAna thayuM. devoe samavasaraNa racyuM. rAjadhAnI pleTaphorma para mUkAi gai jinanAmakarmano vipAkodaya zarU thai gayo eTale zAsana sthApanA mATenuM grIna sIgnala maLI gayuM. te chatAM, rAjadhAnI na upaDI. zAsana sthApanA na kaMi. vI.Ai.pI. mATe rAjadhAnI rokAi gai che. gautama hAjara nathI. zAsanasthApanA eka ahorAtra laMbAi gai. avasarpiNInA itihAsamAM eka Azcarya aMkAi gayuM. ane, A vI.Ai.pI. pesenjara to evA ke temane khAtara TrenanuM DIpArcara DIle thayuM eTaluM ja nahi, AkhA sTezananuM sthaLAMtara thayuM. RjuvAlikA nadInA taTe je zAsana sthApanA thavI joItI hatI te apApApurInA mahasena udyAnamAM thai. gautama gajabanA vI.Ai.pI. prabhu vIranA jinanAma karmano vipAkodaya vaizAkha suda 10 nA dine thayo ane gautamanA gaNadharanAma karmano vipAkodaya vaizAkha suda 11nA dine thayo. prabhu vIranA zAsananI sthApanA jANe gautamanA gaNadhara nAmakarmanA vipAkodayanI vATa jatI vilaMbita banI ! koi paNA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA prathama gaNadhara evA na hoya je potAnA guru tIrthaMkara devanAM kevalajJAna kalyANakanI ujavaNImAM hAjara na hoya. kAraNa ke gaNadhara prAyogya jIvanuM gaNadhara pade sthApita thavuM te ja to kharI kevalajJAna kalyANakanI ujavaNI che. gautamasvAmI sahita agIyAreya gaNadhara prabhu vIranAM kevala - 12

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jJAna kalyANakanA dine gerahAjara che. prabhue paNa jANe gAMTha vALI ! te paNa gautamasvAmInAM kevalajJAnamAM kyAM hAjara rahyA ? gautamasvAmI prabhu viranA AjIvana aMtevAsI rahyA ane prabhu karatAM dIrgha AyuSyavALA hatAM chatAM prabhunAM nirvANa kalyANaka prasaMge paNa upasthita na rahI zakyA. gautamanI jIvanayAtrA eTale moTI rahayakhoja. je sadAya vaNaukalyA rahevA ja jANe sarjAyelA hoya tevA gaMbhIra ane gahana rahasyonI duniyA eTale guru gautamanuM jIvanagRha. tamArA vismayane kSaNavAra paNa osaravA na de te gautama prabhunAM jIvana caritranI lekhita geranTI. ghaNIvAra vicAra Ave ke-kevI zaramano anubhava thato haze gautamane ! A TrenamAM eka yuvAna bIjAM eka ajANyA yuvAna pesenjara sAthe jagyAnI bAbatamAM jhagaDI paDyo. te ajJAta yuvAnane AvezamAM AvIne teNe apazabdo paNa kahyA. aThavADiyA pachI A yuvAnanI benanuM vevizALa thayuM. je ajJAta yuvAnane teNe puSkaLa apazabdo kahelA, te ja teno banevI banyo. jyAre jyAre banevIne maLe tyAre pelo Trenano prasaMga te kevI rIte bhUlI zake ? ane, te prasaMga yAda AvyA pachI zarama ane saMkocathI tenuM mastaka kevuM jhUkI jAya ! indrajALIo ane dhUtAro kahIne jemanI puSkaLa avahelanA karI, te ja potAnA guru banyA ! parokSa karelI hovA chatAM A badhI avahelanA sarvajJa prabhune pratyakSa ja hoya te jANyA pachI gautamanAM mastakane zaramano keTale badho bhAra vahana karavo paDyo haze ! gautama viSe jema jema vicAruM chuM tema tema navI navI uakSAo ane navI navI parikalpanAo manamAM AkAra dhAraNa kare che. gautama eTale cAre varNanI ekatAbhUmi. cAre varNanuM ekatva ApaNane gautamasvAmImAM nIrakhavA maLe. mULa bIja ja brAhmaNanuM. ane pAMDitya, vidvattA ke jJAnanA saMdarbhamAM paNa chalochala brahmatva temanAmAM vilasatuM varatAya.

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totIMga ahaMkAranA kALamIMDha parvatanA cUrecUrA karI nAMkhavAnuM kSAtravaTa jotA gautama eka kSatriya marada lAge. ahaMkArathI mUcho AmaLatA AmaLatA prabhunA darabAramAM gayA ane prabhunuM aizvarya nihALIne tathA prabhumukhe potAnA gupta saMzayanI vAta jANIne eka paLanoya vilaMba karyA vinA mUcha nIcI karI nAMkhI. avasara Ave mUcha nIcI karatA vANIyAne AvaDe ! ane vANIyA halasTezana para pharavA jAya tyAM paNa koi vepArI maLI jAya to sodo karI nAMkhe. tyAMthI paNa kamAine Ave. gautama aSTApada parvata upara jAtrA karavA gayA ane tyAMthI paNa 1500 ziSyonI kamANI karIne AvyA. kharA vANIyA nIkaLyA. ane, sadAya laghu banIne rahevA dvArA zUdratAne paNa potAnAmAM samAvI jANI. je sadAya sevArata hoya ane laghu banIne rahe te zUdra. gautama evA ja hatA ne ! 14

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tIrthATana karIe. janmabhUmi : gobara deza. na : magadha dIkSA bhUmi : pAvApurI kaivalyabhUmi : guNIyAjI | nirvANabhUmi : vaibhAragiri camatkRti bhaddo viNIyaviNao, paDhamagaNaharo samattasuanANI jANaMto vi tamatthaM, vimhiyahiyao suNai savvaM // kalyANakAraka...vinayanA prakarSane pAmelA... ane, zrutakevaLI prathama gaNadhara zrI gautamasvAmI sakala bhAvonA jJAtA hovA chatAM... jANe apUrva ane abhinava sAMbhaLavA maLyuM hoya te rIte, vismitahRdaye prabhunI vANIne sAMbhaLe che. zrI upadezamAlA dharmadAsagaNi he gautama prabhu ApanI pAse nahotuM tevuM kaivalya paNa Ape 50 hajAra ApyuM ! ApanI pAse hato tevo vinaya to mane Apo ! 15

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zUnyanI zrImaMtAi anaMta mohaka labdhionA svAmI hatA prabhu gautama ! ApaNe garabA gAie chIe gautamanI labdhionA ! rAsaDA laie chIe ane AratIo utArIe chIe gautamanI bhautika siddhionI ! vepArIo copaDAnAM pahelAM pAne gautamanI labdhinI yAcanA lakhe che. paNa gautamane te bhautika labdhionuM kyAM kAMi mahattva che ! nahiMtara to roja savAra paDe ne labdhionA jAdu ane camatkAra dekhADavAnA dhaMdhA cAlyA hota gautamanAM jIvanamAM ! paNa, gautamasvAmI labdhinA kyArA hatA chatA labdhithI sAva nyArA hatA ! AkhA jIvanakALamAM mAtra be vAra labdhino prayoga karyo. je aSTApada upara caDavA mATe pelA tApaso keTalAya vakhatathI mathatA hatA ane aTakIne beThA hatA te aSTApada upara prabhu gautama sUryakiraNonI sIDI banAvIne saDasaDATa caDI gayA. je parvata upara eka eka yojananI UMcAivALA ATha pagathIyA che ane cAre bAju hajAra yojana UMDI khAi che tevA durgama aSTApada upara saDasaDATa svAmI pahoMcI gayA. mathI mathIne thAkyA tyAre mAMDa pahelA, bIjA ke trIjA pagathIye pahoMcelA pelA tApaso to jotA ja rahI gayA A sthUlakAya svAmIne havAnA phuggAnI jema upara uDatA ! kevo labdhino jAdu gautamasvAmImAM jovA maLyo ! A tApasonI khUba adekhAi thAya. gautamasvAmInI labdhino camatkAra temane najare jovA maLyo ane bIjo labdhiprayoga to gautame khAsa A tApaso mATe ja prayojyo ! te paNa kevo romAMcaka prayoga ! AjanA dUdhavALA bhaiyA ke DerIvALA 16

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artho lITara dUdhamAMthI poNo ke eka lITara dUdha banAvavAnI cAlAkI roja karatA hoya che paNa tene koi labdhi nathI kahetuM ! ane, prabhu gautama ToyalI jeTalI khIramAM aMgUTho aDADI rAkhe ane te kSIrapAtra akSayapAtra banI jAya ! 1500 tApasInAM pAraNAM thayA paNa khIra khUTI nahi ! A paNa kevo vismayakAraka camatkRtipUrNa labdhiprayoga ! be ja labdhio prayojita thai ane ApaNI AMkho cAra thai gai ! badhI ja labdhionuM temaNe lAiva-DemosTrezana karyuM hota to ! gautame rojanA mAtra eka eka labdhi paNa prayojita karI hota to paNa duniyAne temanA 30 varSanA chadmastha paryAyamAM labdhinA 108000 camatkAro jovA ane sAMbhaLavA maLata. pachI to A camatkArI bAbAnI pAse keTalI lAino lAgata ! kevI to bhIDa jAmata ! paNa A to gautama ! AdhyAtmika labdhiono pAka ugADavA gayA ane bAya proDakTa tarIke A bhautika labdhionuM ghAsa ugI nIkaLyuM ! temane potAnI pAse koi bhaktonI katAro lAge temAM jarAya rasa nahoto. te to prabhuvIranA caraNopAsakonI katAramAM avvala naMbara pAmIne ja kRtArtha banI gayA hatA. karoDapati zrImaMtanA vaibhavI baMgalo, imporTeDa kAra ane moMghAdATa kapaDA ke bUTa koi bhikhArI cakara-vakara joyA kare tema bhikhAraDA ApaNe gautamanI labdhinAM nAma ane AMkaDA sAMbhaLIne gAMDAghelA banI jaie chIe ! paNa, prabhu gautamanI kharI zrImaMtAi to temanI AdhyAtmika labdhinA bhaMDAramAM paDelI hatI ! temanI bhautika labdhio to lakhalUTa AdhyAtmika labdhionA bhaMDAranI bahAra verAyeluM mAtra paracUraNa hatuM ! vinaya ane samarpaNanI evI amUlya labdhi gautame hastagata karI ke duniyAbharanI badhI labdhio temanI caraNadAsI banI ! gautama eTalA ladhu banyA, eTalA laghu banyA ke te ATalA badhA mahAna banI gayA ! labdhi to kharI prabhu vIranI ! samagra vizvano ane kadAca asaMkhya kALa cakronA virATa kAlakhaMDano sauthI prakaSaprApta jAduno khela prabhu vIre karyo ! e koi hAthacAlAkI nahotI, najarabaMdhI nahotI, hIpnoTIjhama ke mesmarIjhama nahotuM ke - 17

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koi ilamakI lakaDInI kamAla paNa nahotI ane chatAM camatkAronI duniyAnuM eka sarvAzcima vismaya hatuM. mAnano moTo meru jhINIzI raja banI prabhu vIranAM caraNanAM taLIyAmAM coMTI gayo-camatkAranI A ghaTanAnuM nAma gautama. indrabhUtinI AkhI dhAtu ja badalAi gai. ahaMkAranA lokhaMDa upara prabhue vinaya ke namratAnA suvarNanuM mAtra ilekTropleTIMga nahotuM kareluM paNa AkhI dhAtunuM ja sarvesarvA rUpAntara karI nAMkhyuM. lokhaMDa ke tAMbAnA saLIyA upara sonAnuM pleTIMga karAvyuM hoya to kALakrame ghasAro lAgatA pleTIMga ukhaDatuM jAya ane aMdaranI dhAtu bahAra pragaTa thAya. sanmAna, apamAna, ThapakA, zikhAmaNa, avahelanA vagerenI keTa-keTalI thapATo lAgI gautama nAmanA dhAtu-daMDane ! jo vinamratA ane samarpaNanuM mAtra pleTIMga ja hota to aMdarano mAna prasaMge prasaMge DokAyA vagara na ja raheta ! paNa prabhue to rasavedha karIne indrabhUtinI AkhI dhAtu ja badalI nAMkhI ! athavA to mAno ke mULa dhAtu to so TacanA sonAnI ja hatI paNa tenI upara lokhaMDanuM pataruM caDeluM hatuM. kuzaLa jhaverI samA prabhuvIra te pArakhI gayA ! temaNe uparanuM pataruM ukheDI nAMkhyuM, zuddha suvarNa pragaTa karyuM ! prabhue pragaTAvela vinayI gautama te invenzana nahi, mAtra DIskavarI hatI ! eka 68 varSanI uMmaranA zrAvaka amArA pU. dAdA gurudeva zrI dharmajitasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAse dIkSA levA AvyA...khUba ArAdhaka ane yogya jIva paNa prakRtimAM krodha ghaNo. temaNe pU. gurudevane kahyuM: dIkSA lauM chuM. krodhane vazamAM rAkhavA samajIne pUro prayatna karIza. paNa krodha e mArI lAcArI ke nabaLAi che. tene lakSyamAM laine mane nA na pADazo. pU. gurudeve temane udAratA dAkhavI dIkSA ApI ane te dIkSIta mahAtmAe kharekhara kamAla karI ! AkhI prakRti pheravI nAMkhI ! gRhasthAvasthAnA krodhI zrAvaka kharekharA kSamAzramaNa banI gayA ! ATaluM AmUlacUla parivartana hovA chatAM navA paricayamAM AvanArane paNa eTaluM anumAna cokkasa thAya ke A mahAtmA pahelA khUba krodhI svabhAvanA haze ! jemaNe mAtra zramaNa gautamane ja joyA che ke jANyA che ane temano pAsTa-hIsTrI jemanI jANamA - 18

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nathI tevA koine jhAMkho aNasAra paNa Ave kharo ke A tADamAMthI baneluM netara che ? navA bhavamAM paNa pota to jUnuM ja hoya che, gautamano bhava eka ja, pota badalAi gayuM ! prabhu varanI aciMtya zakti ke aciMtya prabhAvanuM sacoTa ane jIvatuMjAgatuM sAkSIpatra eTale zramaNa gautama ! mUrtimaMta ahaMkAra mUrtimaMta vinayamAM rUpAMtarita thAya evuM koi ciMtavI paNa zake ? ane te rIalamAM banyuM ja ne ! je prabhu krodhI caMDakauzikane samatAsAgara banAvI zake ane mAnI indrabhUtine vinayamUrti banAvI zake te prabhu pApIne pAvana kare, kathIrane kaMcana kare, kiMkarane zaMkara kare ane 84 lAkha yonimAM rajhaLatAM rakhaDune siddhazilA upara sadA mATe sthira karI de tevA prabhunA aciMtya prabhAvamAM zraddhA dharavAmAM have kyo avarodha naDe, gautamane jANyA pachI ? ApaNe to vAta karavI che gautamanI aNamola AdhyAtmika labdhi samA vinayanI. indrabhUti brAhmaNanAM mAthAmAM mAtra AtmaviSayaka zaMkA ja nahotI bharANI, rAi paNa bharAyelI hatI. prabhue sAcavIne zaMkA kADhI lIdhI ane je chidra paDyuM temAMthI pelI rAi paNa sarakI paDI. ahaMkAra tUTI paDyo. ahaMkArI paMDita tUTI paDyo. ahaMkAra bharelA haiyAmAM moTuM bAkoruM paDyuM ane te bAMkorA vATe prabhu aMdara pravezI gayA. oskAra vAilDa yAda Ave. Howelse but abroken heartmay lord enter in. ane pachI te AkhuM ni:zalya mastaka indrabhUtie prabhunAM caraNe dharI dIdhuM. te kSaNe ja indrabhUti gautamanAM mananuM sTarIlAIjezana thai gayuM. icchArUpI saMtAnonI prasUti te manamAMthI have sadA mATe sthagita thai gai ! samarpaNanI vedikAmAM mananI Ahuti apAi gai ! gautamasvAmIne mana:paryavajJAna hatuM paNa mana kyAM hatuM ? gurunA iMgitane gurunI icchA samaje, gurunI icchAne gurunI AjJA samaje ane gurunI AjJAne potAno prANa samaje te ziSyane gautamanAM gotrano gaNI zakAya ! - 19

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gurumukhethI potAnuM nAma sAMbhaLatA romAMcita thai jAya, hitanAM vacano maLatA je dhanya dhanya banI jAya, zAstranAM rahasyo maLatA je nyAla thai jAya, AdezanA vacano maLatA je natamastake romAMcita thaine parama anugraha svarUpe tene jhIle ane Thapako maLe tyAre gurunAM hRdayamAM potAnI yogyatA pramANita che tema samajI nigrahakRpA rUpe te ThapakAne saharSa mAthe caDAve te ziSyane gautamanI nAtano mAnI zakAya ! gurunI icchAviruddha je vartana to na kare, gurunI icchA ke Adeza sAme dalIlabAjImAM paNa na utare, gurvAzAnA prI-morTama ke posTamorTama je kyAreya na kare. are ! gurunI icchA viruddha jene mAnasika vikalpa paNa pedA na thAya te ziSyane gautamanI paraMparAno gaNI zakAya ! vinaya ane samarpaNanI bhASA che. mAre zuM karavuM te gurunAM kAryakSetrano viSaya che. guru icche te ja karavuM teTaluM ja mAruM kAryakSetra. devendro ane narendrothI vibhUSita vizALa parSadAne dezanA apavAno Adeza guru kare ke pachI AnaMda zrAvakanI kSamA mAMgavA javAno Adeza kare, gautama baMnne prasaMge romAMcita ja hoya...gurunI AjJAnuM ArAdhana maLyuM ne ! gautamanA jIvana-prasaMgo uleco to dareka prasaMgamAM gautamanI mahAnatA uttarottara caDiyAtI lAge ! jUdA jUdA pojhanA ane jUdA jUdA prasaMge pADelA koi eka ja vyaktinA phoTAnuM Albama tame jUo to tame thoDI dvidhAo pachI paNa Akhare nakkI to karI zako ke AkhA AlbamamAM tamArI daSTie sauthI sarasa phoTo kyo? gautamanuM lAipha-Albama tame uthalAvo, nakkI nahIM karI zako ke kyA prasaMgamAM gautama sauthI vadhu jhaLake che ! huM thoDuM sAhasa karuM? AnaMda zrAvakanAM ghare pahoMcIne temanuM micchAmi dukkaDaM detA kSamAzramaNa gautama sauthI vadhu greTa lAge che ! te kalpanAcitra mAnasapaTa para lAvuM chuM ane moDhAmAMthI cIsanI jema udgAro nIkaLI paDe che-gautama dha greTa ! phITIMga ane mecIMganAM kalcaramAM ucharelA ApaNe ! bUTanuM pagamAM phITIMga besavuM joie ane penTanA kalara sAthe mecIMga paNa jAmavuM joie ! ane A - 20

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valaNa mAtra paganA bUTa sudhI ja maryAdita na rahetAM patnInI hebITa ke pappAmammInI prakRti sudhI teno vyApa pahoMce che tyAre chUTAcheDA ane gharaDAgharanA anartho sarjAya che. ane, A ja mAnasika valaNa gurunI AjJA sudhI vistare che tyAre jamAli-ghaTanA AkAra le che. gurunI AjJA mArA mAnasika baMdhAraNa sAthe phITa thavI joie-AvA durAgrahamAMthI droha pariNAme ane tevI drohabuddhimAMthI ja kulavAlaka nIpaje che. jamAli ke kulavAlakanA sAme cheDe che gautama, je guruvadana malayanivRtavacanarasacaMdanasparzanA AphlAdaka AlAdane niraMtara mANI rahyA che. gautamanA astitvanI AbohavA ja kAMi jUdI hatI ! bhagavatI sUtranuM zravaNa karatA goyamAM zabda kAne paDe ke tarata saMgrAmasonI eka sonAmahora potAnI kothaLImAMthI kADhI pothInuM pUjana karatA. pethaDamaMtrI mATe paNa sAMbhaLyuM che ke saparivAra zrI bhagavatI sUtranuM zravaNa karavA bese...goyamA zabda sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe pote eka sonAmahora, mAtAjI aDadhI ane patnI pA sonAmahora mUkatA. bhagavatI sUtra pUrNa thayuM tyAre A parivAre 63 hajAra sonAmahorathI zrutabhakti karI lIdhI ! je goyamA zabda sAMbhaLatA saMgrAma sonIne, pethaDamaMtrIne ane ApaNane badhAne ATalI badhI ulaTa thai Ave te goyamAM saMbodhana prabhumukhe sAMbhaLatA gautamasvAmIe kevI AnaMdAnubhUti karI haze ! te AnaMdane te ze jIravI zakyA haze ! A dhanyatama dhanyatAnI ratnaprasUtA jananI eTale vinamratA ! aSTApadanAM zikhare caDyA tenA karatAM prabhunA hoThe caDyA temAM gautama kAMi gaNI vizeSa dhanyatA anubhavatA hatA ! aSTApada caDAvanArI labdhi karatAM prabhunAM mukhe caDAvanArI labdhi gautamane mATe kAMi gaNI kiMmatI hatI ! A labdhinuM nAma hatuM vinaya ane samarpaNa ! ane, pelI bhautika labdhio paNa A vinayaguNanAM ja pharajaMda hatAM ne ! gautamasvAmIno vinayaguNa sAdhanAkakSAno nahoto, siddhakakSAno hato. gautama vinaya guNanA sAdhaka nahotA, temane vinayaguNa siddha hato. koI paNa guNa be prakArano hoya-sAdhanA rU5 guNa ane siddhaguNa. tamane krodha khUba satAve - 21

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che ane tamAre kSamAzIla banavuM che. tame kSamA guNanI sAdhanA AraMbhazo. game tevuM krodhanuM nimitta maLe to paNa mAre kSamA ja rAkhavI che tevuM pahelAM draDha praNidhAna karazo. te praNidhAnane vAraMvAra yAda karazo. zakya teTalI jAgRti rAkhazo. nimitta maLatA saMskAravaza sahasA krodha thai jaze paNa praNidhAna yAda AvatA tarata sAvadhAna thai jazo. krodhanA Avegane rokavA prayatna karazo. thoDA saphaLa thazo, thoDA niSphaLa thazo. niSphaLatA badala pastAvo karazo. praNidhAnane vadhu draDha karazo. kadAca krodha mATe daMDa nakkI karazo. kSamAsAdhaka ane krodhapratipakSI bhAvanAothI manane bhAvita karazo. praNidhAna-prayAsa-jAgRti-niSphaLatA-pazcAttApa-bhAvanAyatkiMcita saphaLatA vagere tabakkAomAMthI vAraMvAra pasAra thatA thatA chavaTe thoDI kSamA AtmasAta thAya. A kSamA sAdhanAnI kakSAnI. paNa jene krodhanA prabaLa nimittamAM paNa kSamA rAkhavA mATe mAnasika saMgharSa karavo na paDe, vAMcana-ciMtanabhAvananAM AlaMbano levA na paDe ane sahaja rIte kSamAnuM Asevana thai jAya tene kSamAguNa siddha thayelo che tema ApaNe kahI zakIe. jevuM kSamA guNanuM tevuM ja vinayaguNanuM. vinayanI ane samarpaNanI sAdhanA mATe anAdikALanA ucchaMkhalatAsvacchaMdatA, manasvItA ke ahaMkAranA saMskArone toDavA paDe. te mATe draDha praNidhAna karI sAdhaka nakkI kareH mAre vaDilonI sAme bolavAnuM nathI, temano vinaya jALavavAno che, uccAsana, samAsana, aMtarabhASA, uvaribhASA, apalApa, AjJAutthApana vagere doSo nivAravAnA che. temanI sevA zuzruSA karavAnI che. temanI AjJA, icchA ane iMgita mujaba mAre vartavAnuM che. temanA pratye manamAM saheja paNa durbhAva ke abhAva na thai jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. temanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAnuM che ane te paNa saharSa karavAnuM che. manamAM bIjo vikalpa paNa lAvavAno nathI. AvuM ghaNuM ghaNuM manamAM nakkI karIne rAkhe chatAM alanAo thayA kare. pastAvo kare, sudhAro kare, pAcho paDe. tema karatA karatA upacAra-vinaya paNa paripUrNa AvatA varSo vItI jAya. ane hRdayaprema bahumAna to kyAre siddha thaze tenI tene ciMtA hoya. gautamane vinaya ane samarpaNa mATe AvI koi saMgharSayAtrA karavI paDI nahotI. temane vinaya ane samarpaNa siddha hatA. temanA vinaya ke samarpaNa kaSTasAdhya nahotA, - rara

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prayatnasAdhya nahotA, smRtisAdhya paNa nahotA, paraMtu sahajasiddha hatA. navAinI vAta to e che ke prabhu gautame upara jaNAvyA tevA koi, sAdhanAnA tabakkAomAMthI pasAra thayA vinA A vinaya ane samarpaNa siddha karelA. ane, tethI paNa vadhAre navAinI vAta to e hatI ke temaNe jiMdagInA 50 varSa sudhI abhimAnanI sAdhanA karI ane chelle thai gayo vinayaguNa siddha ! guNasiddhinuM eka gaMbhIra rahasya ahIM pragaTa thAya che. tame guNasiddhi mATe svakIya puruSArtha game teTalo joradAra karo, pachaDAToya khAvI paDe, vilaMba paNa veThavo paDe, vairya paNa TakAvavuM paDe ane A badhuM karyA pachI paNa keTaluM nakkara saMpAdita karo te to savAla ja banI rahe. paNa jo tamArI sAdhanAmAM izAnugrahanuM baLa bhaLI jAya to sAdhanA jhaTa siddhinA aMtima paDAve tamane pahoMcADI de. gautamano puruSArtha to taddana viparIta dizAno hato, chatAM izAnugraha maLI gayo to vinayanI parAkASTAne hAMsala karI zakyA. tamAre kSamA siddha karavI hoya ke namratA; anAsakti siddha karavI hoya ke RjutA; tapazcaryA siddha karavI hoya ke titikSA; saMtoSa siddha karavo hoya ke udAratA-tame prabhunAM caraNomAM paDIne anugrahanI yAcanA karo. anugrahanI dhArA zarU thatA ja tamArI sAdhanAmAM acinha vega pedA thaze. varaso thakI je upalabdhi na thai zake, te kSaNomAM saMbhavita banaze. - kyAMya maMdiranuM nirmANa thatuM hoya tyAM joyuM haze. paththaranI moTI zilAo zikhara ke ghumaTa upara caDAvavA rapa-50 majUro bhegA thaine mathe. hoMkArA ane dekArA sAthe pUruM baLa ajamAve ane AkhA UMghA paDI jAya, paraseve rebajheba thai jAya tyAre paththara eka iMca AgaLa khase. upara ze pahoMce ane kyAre pahoMce ? ane eka krena AvI jAya to kalAka be kalAkamAM to AvI ra5-50 totiMga zilAone ramata vAtamAM upara caDAvI mUke. sAdhanAnA phIlDanI krena eTale izA nugraha ! samyakatvanA 67 bolamAM vinayanAM dasa sthAno mATe paMcaprakArI vinaya prarUpita karavAmAM Avyo che. bhagati bAhya pratipattithI, hRdaya prema bahumAna

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guNathati avaguNa DhAMkavAjI, AzAtananI hANa. A pAMceya prakArano vinaya gautamasvAmImAM mUrtimaMta thayelo dekhAya ! bAhya pratipattimAM gautama kevA jhaLahaLe che ! prabhunAM caraNonA pUjArI ! mAtra samavasaraNamAM ja prabhunI pAdapITha pAse gautama nahotA besatA, temanuM sakala astitva prabhunAM caraNomAM hatuM. parSadAmAM prabhune prazna pUchatI vakhate se kAMTheNa bhaMte ! evuM vaccai ? evA zabdo dvArA gautamanA prazno kAne paDe tyAre parSadAmAM beThelA sahunA kAna mAdhuryano kevo AsvAda mANatA haze ! ane prabhunAM mukhethI pratyuttara maLe tyAre sevaM bhaMte ! seva bhaMte ! kahIne gautama te javAbane mAthe caDAve. A bhASA ane zailI vinayanI duniyAnA che. prabhunAM vacana ke AjJA natamastake be hAtha joDIne sAMbhaLe, svIkAre ane pALe. gurujaNamuhabhaNiya kayaMjaliuDehi soarvAno sAkSAtkAra gautamasvAmImAM jovA maLe. prabhu nAnuM-moTuM koi paNa kAma bhaLAve, gautama saharSa ane sasaMbhrama tene zirasAvaMdya kare. apattiyaM, paraMpattiyaM ke AlAve-saMlAve jevuM viNAya parihANe gautama AcarI ja na zake. A bAhya-pratimatti-vinaya gautamamAM prakarSanI sImAne paNa oLaMgI gayelo dekhAya. bIjA prakAranA vinayanuM nAma che-guru bahumAna. hRdayaprema bahumAna ! tArakatatvo pratyenI hArdika prIti mokSa-sAMdhaka che. paNa gautamanI AMtara prIti e hade pahoMcelI hatI ke te temanAM kevalajJAnamAM bAdhaka banI ! upacAra-vinaya kadAca vinayaratnanI jema chetarAmaNo nIvaDI zake ! bahumAna vinaya ja vAstavika vinaya che. upacAra vinaya paNa bahumAna vinaya lAvavA mATe che. vinayanA trIjA prakAranuM nAma che-guNastavanA. guruguNastavanA to gautama evI karatA ke te sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA 500 tApasone kevalya pragaTa thai gayuM ! ane AvuM to bIjA paNa anekanI bAbatamAM banyuM ! suNAtA zravaNe ane bolatA mukhe amI jhare tevI anubhava-pratIti prabhunA guNonI bAbatamAM gautamasvAmIne thatI. koi paNa maLe, gautama prabhunA guNonI kathA mAMDI detA. atiparicayAtuM avajJA gautamane kyAMthI hoya? kAraNa ke prabhu vItarAga hatA. paNa sAmenI vyakti

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vItarAga hovA chatAM pote chabastha hovAthI avajJAdoSa saMbhavI zake. jamAlie avajJA karI ja ne ! paNa A to chabastha gautama hatA. 30-30 varSa lagI prabhunA aMtevAsI rahyA ane prabhunA guNo mATe te sadA vismita hatA. AjIvana gurunA aMtevAsI rahI zakAya paNa kAyama guruguNo mATenuM vismaya TakAvI rAkhavuM te bhAre kaThina che. gurunA avaguNanuM AcchAdana te cotho vinaya. vItarAgane avaguNa ja nathI tethI DhAMkavAno udyama niravakAza hato. avaguNa na hovA chatAM avaguNano AkSepa vItarAga ke sarvajJa sAme paNa karanArA koi pAke. jamAlie prabhunAM vacano sAme baLavo pokAryo tyAre gautame prabhunAM vacananI satyatA sacoTa puravAra karIne jamAlinA pratipAdanane tenI sAme ja pokaLa puravAra kareluM. paNa abhiniveza ja hoya tyAM zuM thAya ? paNa, gurunI pratiSThA sAme DhAla banI khUba gaMbhIra prakArano A vinaya dAkhavavAnI taka gautama na cUkyA. siddhahema bRhadravRttimAM chAtra zabdanI adbhuta vyutpatti karI che. gurunA doSonuM AchAdana karavA mATe ke apAyothI gurunuM rakSaNa karavA mATe je chatranI jema varte tenuM nAma chAtra. gautama kharekharA chAtra hatA. gozALo prabhu sAme dhamadhamATa karato AvI rahyo hato tyAre prabhue AnaMda nAmanA muni dvArA kahevaDAvavuM paDyuM. jAo, gautama Adi munione jaNAvo ke gozALo roSathI kAMi paNa bole toya pratikAra na kare. nahiMtara A chAtra jhAlyo rahe ? ziSya svayaM to gurunI AzAtanA na kare, anya koi paNa dvArA thatI AzAtanAnuM paNa svayaM nivAraNa kare. A che pAMcamA naMbarano vinaya. kharI dhRSTatA karI beTho huM ! kerImAM kerInA guNo che ke nahi, tenuM vaLI saMzodhana karavAnuM hoya ? gautamasvAmI mUrtimaMta vinaya hatA, temanAmAM vinayanA prakAranI ghaTanA karavI eTale vinayane vinayarUpe sAbita karavAnI bAlIzatA ! ApaNA sahunI dRSTimAM gautamasvAmInI AMtarika hAiTa moTA meru jeTalI dekhAya paNa gautamanI mejharaTepamAM temanI potAnI UMcAino AMka zUnya senTImITara

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Avato hato ane eTale ja gautamano vinaya AkAzane AMbato hato ! gautamasvAmI pAse zrImaMtAi hatI, zUnyanI ! gautamanuM samarpaNa ke vinamratA keTakeTalI vAra kasoTinI eraNa para caDyA che ! mahAzataka zrAvakane patnInI kSamA mAMgavAno saMdeza prabhue mokalAvyo tyAre TapAlI gautamane banAvyA. kAMika vadhAmaNInA samAcAra laine javAnuM hoya to doDatA javAnuM mana thAya. A to bhUla batAvavA javAnuM hatuM ! paNa A to gautama ! prabhunA TapAlI banavA mAtrathI ja te kRtArtha hatA. nUtana dIkSita ziSya prabhune vaMdana karyA vinA kevaLInI parSadAmAM besavA jAya tyAre gautama temane Takora kare ane prabhu tyAre gautamane zikSA Ape. gautama, kevalI bhagavaMtanI AzAtanA na karo. AvuM thatuM haze tyAre gautama harakhAtA haze ke zaramAtA haze ? A ivaranuM rI-kepa prabhu vIranAM samavasaraNamAM vAraMvAra thayuM. jemanI upAsanA ke AzIrvAdathI munione kevalajJAna maLyuM temane ja bharasabhAmAM TokavAmAM Ave-tuM temanI AzAtanA na kara ! gautamanAM samarpaNa ane ahobhAvanI AvI keMka keTalIya vAra agniparIkSAo thai. paNa, A to jAtivaMta suvarNa ! vadhu ne vadhu jhaLakatuM ja gayuM. jIvana-darzana karIe to mahAna apramatta yogI tarIke gautama ApaNI samakSa ubharI Ave te chatAM eka kvoTezana samavasaraNamAM prabhumukhethI vAraMvAra broDakAsTa thayuM che. samaya goyama ! mA pamAyae. gautamano prabhu parano tIvra rAga temanI kakSAmAM-eka bAdhaka pramAda hato. tethI prabhuno izAro A sUkSma pramAda bhaNI haze ! athavA gautama jevA supAtra ziSyanAM mAdhyamathI prabhue ApaNA jevA pAmarone Takora karI ! paNa gautamanAM sthAne ApaNe hoie to AvI vAraMvAranI Takorane ApaNe jIravI zakIe kharA ? guru ekanI eka Takora vAraMvAra kare ane vaLI ApaNane

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ApaNI tuccha buddhimAM lAgatuM hoya ke A vagara jarUranI Takora che, huM to suvyavasthita chuM. te vakhate manamAM je vikalponI vaNajhAra UThe tenI sAyakophilma utare to ! paNa, A to gautama ! te to AmAM prabhunI nItaratI karuNAno bhIno bhIno sparza anubhavIne ja kRtArtha bane che. - nirvANa vakhatanI ghaTanAne najara sAme lAvo. be jaNAnI aMgata vAta cAlatI hatI tyAre trIjo koi AvIne tyAM besI gayo. tene bicArAne khabara nathI ke te be jaNAnI aMgata vAtamAM huM vikSepaka banyo chuM. vAtanI dhArAne akhaMDita rAkhavA pelA be jaNe A navA AgaMtukane koi bahAnuM kADhIne tyAMthI phUTADyo. pelo cakora hato eTale badhuM samajI gayo. tene kevuM mAThuM lAge ! nirvANasuMdarIne bheTavAnI kSaNe devazarmAnA pratibodhanuM bahAnuM kADhIne prabhue gautamane tyAMthI phUTADyA te gautama nahi samajyA hoya ! bIjA koine prabhue dUra na karyA, mAtra mane ja dUra kema karyo ? tevo vikalpa paNa gautamaprabhune manamAM na UThayo. AvuM vicAruM chuM tyAre dayAddha dRSTithI mArI sAme joine gautamasvAmI mane kahI rahyA che. prabhunA AdezanuM pAlana karavA maLe tenAthI ja huM dhanya. gurvANAnA posTa morTama ke prImorTama karavAnuM kyAreya zIkhIza nahi. vinaya, vaiyAvacca, guNAnurAga, pramodabhAva vagere guNo kyAreka guNAbhAsa paNa hoya tevuM bane. je potAne priya che temanA ja vinaya ane bhakti game, bIjAnA na game. temanA ja guNonI prazaMsA phAve, bIjAnA guNonI prazaMsA na ruce. tyAre te pUjA ane kIrtana guNavAnanA na thayA, pAtranA na thayA. paNa ahaM ane mamanA ja thayA. gautamano vinaya mAtra prabhukendrIta nahoto, sarvavyApI hato. sarva supAtromAM gautamano vinaya patharAyelo hato. ekadA zrAvasti nagarInA koSTaka nAmanAM udyAnamAM gautamasvAmI padhArelA hatA. te vakhate te ja nagarInA hiMduka udyAnamAM pArthasaMtAnIya zrIkezI gaNadhara padhArelA hatA. nagarImAM gocarIe pharatA bannenA ziSyone parasparano sAmAcArI-bheda nihALI zaMkA thai. banneno mokSamArga che, to A bheda zA mATe ? ziSyonI A zaMkAnA nirAkaraNa kAje gautamasvAmI ane kezI gaNadhara vacce

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jJAnagoSThi thai. tyAre prabhu vIranA prathama gaNadhara hovA chatAM pArzvaparaMparAnA A eka AcArya bhagavaMta pAse vinayapUrvaka pote sAme cAlIne gayA. ane, kezI gaNadhare paNa temanuM khUba ocitya dAkhavyuM. gautamano vinaya sahajatAthI supAtra bhaNI DhaLI paDe che. kezI gaNadhara ziSyonI zaMkAo rajU kare che ane gautamasvAmI te dareka saMzayanuM yathArtha nirAkaraNa kare che. A Akho prabaMdha zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 23mA adhyayanamAM adbhuta rIte AlekhAyo che. eka eka zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa pAmIne kezI gaNadhara gautama svAmInI adbhuta upabRhaNA kare che. sAhu goama ! paNNA te, chinno me saMsao imo / gautama ! tamArI prajJAno AbhAra. mArA saMzayanuM tame sarasa nirAkaraNa karyuM. gautamasvAmI pelA skaMdaka tApasane AvakAravA kevA doDI gayA hatA ! temanI A sahajasiddha vinamratAne kAraNe temanuM vyaktitva vadhu mohaka ane cAhanApAtra banyuM hatuM. jotAveMta vahAlapa ubharI Ave. polAsapurano bALa aImutto goThiyAo sAthe ramato hato. gocarIe nIkaLelA gautamane nihALI tene heta ubharAI AvyuM. ramavAnuM mUkI gautamasvAmI sAthe goThaDI karavA doDI gayo. koine paNa AkarSita ane Avarjita karI de tevuM cuMbakIya baLa gautamamAM hatuM. vinamratA, sauhArda ane sarva pratyenAM jIvaMta ane dhabakatA zubha saMvedano e ja kadAca gautamano megneTIka pAvara hato. A guNone kAraNe ja gautamanAM vyaktitvamAM ajabagajabanI mohakatA avatarita thai hatI ! kSaNavAra devazarmA brAhmaNanA vicAre caDI gayo. tenI irSA karavI ke dayA? aMbaDa parivrAjaka sAthe prabhu sulatAne dharmalAbha kahevaDAve te sulasA ApaNane baDabhAgI lAge to prabhu vIra jene pamADavA AvaDA moTA gotama gaNadharane sAmethI khAsa mokale te devazarmA to kevo moTo baDabhAgI ! paNa, gautamane prabhuno aMtima samaye viraha thavAmAM nimitta banavAnuM kALuM kalaka tenAM lamaNe lakhAI gayuM. - 28

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ane, guNIyAjImAM gautamane prabhu vIranuM nirvANa nIpajyAnA samAcAra maLyA. gautama raDyA...khUba raDyA...bALakanI jema raDyA...ane bALaka raDe tyAre kAMika to maLe ja. gautamane kevaLajJAna maLyuM. gautama sAthe ghaniSTha AtmIyatA sadhAi hoya tevI tIvra pratIti anubhavAya che. tethI kyAreka AmanyAnA baMdhano visAre paDe che. gautamane A prasaMge cIDavavAnuM mana thai jAya che. svAmI ! nAnA bALakanA hAthamAMthI koi sonAnI vIMTI paDAvI le tyAre bALaka khUba raDe. paNa pelo AdamI te bALakanA hAthamAM cokaleTa pakaDAvI de eTale bALaka zAnta. tameya sAva bALaka jevA nIvaDyA ! prabhu vIrano viyoga thayo eTale jANe sonAnuM ratnajaDita kaDuM ja jhUMTavAi gayuM ApanuM ! ane, Apa kevA raDavA besI gayelA ! paNa, kevalajJAnanI cokaleTa hAthamAM AvI eTale beMkaDo baMdha ! basa ! cokaleTamAM phosalAi gayA ? prabhu vIranA virahane tame chevaTe khamI lIdho ? meM DahApaNa DahoLyuM. Akhare raDIne ja meLavyuM to prabhu hatA tyAre prabhu pAsethI ja raDIne kevalajJAna meLavI levuM hatuM ne ? ATaluM moDuM kema karyuM? gautama eTaluM ja bolyA: tyAre mArI pAse kevalajJAna bhale nahotuM paNa kevalajJAnI prabhu to hatA. raDavAnI kyAM jarUra hatI ? vItarAganI duniyAthI ApaNe to sAva ajANa...tethI, te ajJatAnI rue vinayamUrti gautamanI ciMtA thAya ke atyAre siddhazilA upara te ze rahI zakatA haze ! lokanI je Toce prabhu vira birAjamAna che te Toce ja gautama birAje che. baMnnenAM AtmadravyanI Toca samAna sapATIe. TocakakSAnA vinayane ahIM AcarIne nirvANa pAmelA gautama tyAM prabhu vIra sAthe samAsane kevI rIte birAjI zakatA haze !

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dehAlaya saMghayaNa : vaja8SabhanArAyA saMsthAna : samacaturastra UMcAi : 7 hAtha varNa : kaMcana camatkRti jihAM jihAM dIje dIkakha, tihAM tihAM kevaLa upaje e Apa kanDe aNahuMta, goyama dIje dAna ima zrI gautamasvAmI rAsa vinayaprabha mahArAja he gautama prabhu ! ApanI pAse je nahotuM tevA kaivalyanuM paNa Ape 50 hajArane Elta karyuM, amArI pAse je hoya tenuM dAna karavAnuM sAmarthya paNa amArAmAM kyAre pragaTaze ?

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> kaivalyasiddha hasta - cikitsAkSetre Aje duniyAmAM seMkaDo therapi astitva dharAve che. jagajUnI Ayurvedika cikitsA paddhati rogano AmUla nAza karavA mATe suprasiddha che. to tatkAla rAhatano elopethIno dAvo che. roganuM mULa daradInAM manamAMthI pakaDIne cikitsA karavA mathe che homiyopethi. ekyupaMkacara therapi, rekI therapi, kalara therapi, megneTa therapi, zivAmbu therapi, gomUtra therapi vagere pArAvAra therapinA TekedAro kensara ane eiTsa sudhInA rogonI saphaLa cikitsAnA dAvedAro tarIke ApaNane jovA maLaze. ane te te dAvAne paDakAranArA paNa ghaNAM maLaze. A badhI therapi karatAM sauthI vadhu asarakAraka ane so TakA saphaLatAnI geranTIvALI keTalIka ajabagajabanI therapinI ahIM vAta karavI che. AMgaLIno sparza thavA mAtrathI thaI sTejanuM kensara paNa kSaNavAramAM gAyaba thai jAya tevI phIngara Taca therapi eTale AmauSadhi labdhi. ane, maLa ke mUtranA sparza mAtrathI roga nimUla thAya tevI skulatherapi ke yurina-therapi eTale viprauSadhi labdhi. nAkanuM zleSma akasIra inTamenTa banIne tamArA daradane dUra kare te labdhinuM nAma che kheloSadhi labdhi ane zarIrano mela ghasavAthI roga maTe te mallaSadhi labdhi. koi mANasa nAka ke AMkhathI sAMbhaLI zake che tevuM tamArI jANamAM Ave to tame kevuM Azcarya anubhavo ! saMbhinnazrotalabdhi jenI pAse hoya tene mATe A bAbata sahaja che. muMbaimAM beThA beThA koi vyakti TI.vI. ke inTaraneTa jevA Adhunika sAdhanonI madada vinA voziMgTananAM vhAiTa hAusamAM zuM banI rahyuM che

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te jANI zake kharo ? hA, avadhijJAna tenI pAse hoya to jarUra jANI zake. bIjAnAM mananA vicArone jANI zakAya evA sAyako-kemerAnuM nAma che- mana: paryavajJAna. koi mukhathI zabdo bole ane tame Amrarasano AsvAda anubhavo ane AdrA nakSatra besI gayuM hoya to paNa A AsvAdAnubhUtimAM tamane abhakSya-bhakSaNano doSa na lAge-te amRta-sava labdhi. koi mahAgranthanA mAtra eka zabda uparathI Akho grantha kaDakaDATa bolI zakavAnI zaktinuM nAma che padAnusArI labdhi. mukhamAMthI koi phUMka mAre ane te phUMkamAMthI aganajavALA nIkaLIne sAme rahelI vastune bhasmIbhUta karI nAMkhe tevuM bane kharuM? hA, tejalezyAnI labdhivALA yogI Avo camatkAra sarjI zake. pAMca roTalInA pIMDAmAMthI 500 mANasano jamaNavAra thai zake kharo ? aphINamahAnalabdhidhArI jarUra A vismaya sarjI zake. A saghaLA camatkAro mAtra kalpanAno viSaya nathI. labdhisaMpanna yogIzvara te camatkAranI ghaTanAne vAstavikatAnI dharatI upara utAravA sakSama hoya che. Aje vijJAnanI camatkRtiothI sahu vAkepha che. komyuTara, neTa ane roboTanA camatkArothI koNa ajANa che ? vijJAnanA A camatkAronuM sarjana prayogamAMthI thayuM che. uparokta labdhionA camatkAronuM sarjana yogamAMthI thAya che. vijJAnanA camatkAro jaDanA camatkAro che. A labdhinA camatkAro e caitanyanA camatkAro che. vijJAnanA camatkAro AviSkAramAMthI UbhA thayelA che. labdhinA camatkAro namaskAramAMthI UbhA thayelA che. camatkAra tyAM namaskAra-e camatkAranA prabhAvanuM sUtra che. paNa, namaskAra tyAM camatkAra e camatkAranA prAdurbhAvanuM sUtra che. svarya namaskArano paryAya banelA gautama svAmI pAse AvI aDhaLaka labdhiono khajAno hato. AmAMnI ekAda labdhi koinI pAse AvI jAya to katAro lAge tenAM gRhAMgaNe ! camatkAronA prayogo yojAya ane lAkhonI medanI umaTe te prayogo jovA ! gautama camatkArI bAbA hatA paNa alagArI bAbA hatA. tethI labdhiono khajAno pAse hovA chatAM te khajAno prAyaH temaNe kholyo ja nahi. samagra jIvana kALamAM mAtra be vAra je temaNe labdhiprayoga karyo !

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mukhya aThThAvIsa labdhio, paNa bheda-prabheda gaNo to aDhaLaka labdhi gaNAya. labdhi aDhaLaka paNa labdhino prayoga mAtra be ja vAra ! gautamane kaMjUsa kahevA ke karakasarIyA ! paisAne dhana mAne tene kaMjUsAi, karakasara, udAratA ke uDAupaNAnA valaNa hoya. paraMtu akiMcanane tame karakasarIyo paNa kevI rIte kaho ane kaMjUsa paNa kevI rIte kaho? gautama labdhivaMta hatA paNa nispRha hatA. te to mAnato hato ke vinayAdi AdhyAtmika labdhionuM dhAnya vAvyuM tenI sAthe A bhautika labdhionuM ghAsa svayaM ugI nIkaLyuM che. hA, ghAsa joine pazu harakhAya ! gautamanI bhautika labdhionAM varNano sAMbhaLIne huM mugdha banelo hato. mane bIka peThI, huM janAvara to nahIM ? mAthe hAtha aDADyo to mUDhatAnuM zIMgaDuM ugeluM hatuM ! ahIM noMdhavuM ghaTe ke sUrya kiraNonAM AlaMbanathI aSTApadatIrthanI yAtrA ane aMguSTha labdhithI dIkSita tApasone kSIradAna A banne labdhiprayoga gautama prabhue aSTApada upara ja prayojyA hatA. dhanya aSTApada ! sAla-mahAsAla vagere munionI sAthe temanA bhANeja gAMgali vagerene dIkSA pradAna karIne gautama AvI rahyA hatA ane mArgamAM te badhA AtmAone kevaLajJAna thai gayuM ! samavasaraNamAM prabhune vaMdana karyA vinA kevalInI parSadAmAM besavA jatA A munione gautame aTakAvyA tyAre prabhue Takora karIH gautama, kevalInI AzAtanA na karo. hebatAi gayA gautama. bhagavaMte mane bharasabhAmAM kema Tokyo? teno A AghAta nahoto. prabhunAM mukhamAMthI nIkaLatuM pratyeka vacana jemane mana amRtarasathI jarAya utaratuM nahotuM te gautama to prabhunI A Takorane amRtapAnanI eka divyAnubhUtino avasara ja samaje ! to, A munio kevalI banIne khATI gayA tenI gautamanAM peTamAM koi baLatarA paNa nahotI. mRtimaMta pramodabhAva samA A gaNadharane to pramoda bhAvanAnI pAvana saritAmAM jhIlavAno eka vadhu avasara maLyo. paNa, gautame becena banyA. avRti thai. jene dIkSA ApuM tene A kevalasuMdarI varamALA paherAve che, mAro vAro kyAre Avaze ? gautamasvAmInI gerahAjarImAM samavasaraNamAM prabhumukhe gavAyelo aSTApada - 33

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tIrthano mahimA devonAM mukhe gautama sAMbhaLe che : svalabdhithI je aSTApadanI yAtrA kare che te ja bhavamAM kevalajJAna pAme. zatruMjayanI sparzanA karanAra avazya bhavya hoya tevo zatruMjayano mahimA sAMbhaLyA pachI bhavyatvano thappo lagAvavAnI tatparatA kone na hoya ? svalabdhithI aSTApadanI yAtrA karanAra caramazarIrI hoya Avo aSTApadano mahimA sAMbhaLyA pachI labdhidhArI gautamasvAmIne te ja bhavamAM siddhino thappo lagAvavAnI caTapaTI thaI. caTapaTI thAya ja ne ! vatanamAMthI sagAvahAlAsvajanone hAtha pakaDIne tame muMbai lai AvyA, temane muMbaimAM tame ja Teko Apyo ane jota-jotAmAM tamArI najara sAme te badhA karoDapati thai gayA ane tame TheranA Thera rahI gayA. taDapana to thAya ne ! huM karoDapati kyAre thaiza ? gautamanI aSTApadayAtrA etihAsika ane amara banI rahI. gautama jaMghAcAraNa labdhithI sUryakiraNonuM AlaMbana laine saDasaDATa aSTApada caDI gayA. bharata mahArAjAe nirmita karelA 24 prabhunAM ratnamaya bibonAM darzana vaMdana karI gautama pulakita banyA. gautame mahAprabhAvazALI jagaciMtAmaNi caityavaMdananI tyAM racanA karI. gautamaracita e jagaciMtAmaNi caityavaMdana bolatI vakhate kyAreka gautamasparzanAM madhura spaMdano anubhavAya che ane tyAre romarAji vikasvara bane che ! e maMtrasvarUpa zabdo bolatI vakhate prabhu gautame te zabdomAM bharelA bhAvazuddhinA dArUgoLAnA kyAreka mAilDa to kyAreka pracaMDa visphoTa thatA paNa anubhavAya che. ane te visphoTo vakhate karmo ane kaSAya-pariNatino ghaNo kaccaraghANa paNa nIkaLatA anubhavyo che ! gautamasvAmI phevarITa che mATe sarva caityavaMdanomAM jagaciMtAmaNi paNa mane khUba phevariTa che ! tiryakarjubhaka devane pratibaddha karavA puMDarika-kaMDarika adhyayananI dezanA ApI. te adhyayanano te deve 500 vAra svAdhyAya karyo. bIjA bhavamAM te deva pAraNAzAnI vajasvAmI banyA. gautamasvAmI pratyenA namaskArapUrNa kRtajJabhAva sAthe puMDarika-kaMDarikanI kathAnuM je 500 vAra pArAyaNa kare tene ativiziSTa kakSAno mohanIya ane jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thAya tevI zraddhAe dilamAM aDIMgo -- - - 34

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jamAvI dIdho che ! ane A gautamanI to vAta ja nyArI. gayA hatA potAnA kevalajJAnanI khAtarI karavA ane 1500 tApasone kevalajJAna daine lAvyA ! sthUlakAya gautamane sUryakiraNonAM AlaMbanathI aSTApada caDatA joine mugdha banelA 1500 tApaso temanI nIce utaravAnI rAha ja jotA hatA. Avo prabhAva nihALI koNa aMjAi na jAya ! jevA gautamasvAmI nIce padhAryA eTale tarata A 1500 tApasoe temanAM caraNa pakaDI lIdhA. te sahu temanA ziSya banI gayA. have temanI sarabharAnI javAbadArI gautamanAM zire AvI. tapasvI hatA, pAraNuM karAvavAnuM hatuM. koinA ghare jai gautama bhikSA laI AvyA khIranI ! paNa, khobo khIramAM A gautama 1500nAM pAraNAM kema karAvaze ? camacI-camacI paNa bhAgamAM nahi Ave ! ApaNane Dara lAge ke A dIkSita tApaso gautamasvAmI upara vipharI to nahi jAya ne ! gautame besADI dIdhA badhAne ane kSIrapAtramAM aMgUTho rAkhIne detA gayA. tApaso vAparatA gayA paNa khIra na khUTI ! mane yAda AvI gayuM eka bajAruM paNuM. tenuM nAma che thamsa apa. paNa, gautame pAtramAM UMdho aMgUTho rAkhIne 1500 tApasone pIvaDAveluM te A pavitra pINuM eTale thamsaDAuna ! A thamsa-DAunanuM pAna karIne 1500 tApaso apa thai gayA. 500 nUtana dIkSita munione to khIra ArogatA ArogatA tatkAla kevalajJAna thai gayuM. koNa jANe gautame A khIramAM temane zuM khavaDAvI dIdhuM ke khAtAveMta temanA AtmAmAM anAdikALathI sAthe ja rahenArA cAra-cAra ghAtizatrunA rAma ramI gayA ! kharane paramAtra kahevAno rivAja tyArathI zarU thayo haze ? gautamanA e labdhivaMta aMgUThAnuM dhyAna dharavAnuM mana thAya. ApaNe to aMgUThAno upayoga kAyama bIjAne DIMgo batAvavA mATe karatA rahyA ane gautame aMgUThAthI bIjAne mAlaMmAla karI dIdhA ! je gRhasthanAM gharethI gautama khobo khIra vahorI lAvyA haze te gRhastha kevA bhAgyazALI ! khIra vahorAvatI vakhate temane kalpanAya nahi hoya ke A khIra upara

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akSaNa mahAnasa labdhino prayoga thavAno che ane te khIra vAparatA 500 sAdhune evA reca lAgI javAnA che ke anAdinA ghAtimaLanI zuddhi thai jaze ! indriyonA viSayo viSabhUmikA bhajavIne jIvanA guNono satata ghAta karatA AvyA che. paNa gautama prabhue to indriyonA viSayo pIrasIne kaika jIvonuM kalyANa karyuM ! 500 tApasIne khIrano rasAsvAda karAvyo ane kSIrapAna karatA karatA e 500 tApasI kevalajJAna pAmI gayA ! prabhunAM samavasaraNanuM aizvarya ane prabhunAM mohaka rUpanuM darzana karAvyuM tyAre cakSurindriyano e sarvottama viSaya nIrakhatA nIrakhatA 500 tApasI kevalajJAna pAmI gayA ! prabhuvIranI karNamadhura dezanA saMbhaLAvI ane 500 tApasonuM AtmadaLa ghAtizUnya banI gayuM. koi gautamanI zIla suvAsathI AkarSita thayA ane te suvAsanA prabhAvathI keTalAkanA ghAti rAmazaraNa thayA. gautamano labdhisiddha hasta koikanA mastake paDyo ane te karAravidanA sparza mAtrathI kevalajJAnanI divya jyoti prAdurbhAva pAmI. je kevalajJAna khaMdhakasUrinA 500 ziSyoe ghANImAM palAvAnuM AkaruM mUlya cUkavIne meLavyuM, je kevalajJAna gajasukumAla mahAmunie mAthe kheranA aMgArAnI jAlima pIDAnuM jaMgI mUlya cUkavIne meLavyuM, je kevalajJAnanI kiMmata cUkavavA metArya muni taDake zekAyA ane khuda prabhu vare je kevalajJAna mATe sADAbAra varSanI ghora sAdhanAnI bhAre kiMmata cUkavI, te mUlyavaMtA kevalajJAnanI gautamasvAmI lahANI karatA hatA ! mArkeTamAM kaMpanIo gIphaTa yojanA bahAra pADe che. aDadho Dajhana sAbu kharIde tene vosiMga braza gIphaTamAM ane eka TUtha-pesTa kharIde tene mAutha-braza phrI ! keTalAka ghelAo to gIphaTa levA cIja kharIdatA hoya che. gautama svAmInI paNa jANe gIphaTa yojanA ja hatI: mAre hAthe rajoharaNa le tene kevalajJAna gIphaTamAM ! temanI A gIphaTa yojanAno pacAsa hajAre lAbha UThAvyo ! athavA, temaNe jANe kevalajJAnanI dAnazALA ja kholI hatI ! tharAdanA AbhU saMghavIe 360 sAdharmikone potAnA jevA zrImaMta banAvyA-paNa, temanI

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sAdharmika bhakti gautamasvAmInI sAdharmika bhakti AgaLa to pANI ja bhare. gautame 50 hajAra sAdharmikone potAnAthI adhika zrImaMta banAvyA. gautamasvAmInA kaivalyasiddha haste jene dIkSA maLe te khyAla thai jAya ! AvA kevalyadAnezvarI kadAca ghaNAM kALakhaMDomAM paNa pAkyA nahi hoya ! hAthamAM gautamadatta rajoharaNa AvatA ja AtmAnI mohapariNati upara kevA ghA paDatA haze ! Apakane aNahaMta gautama dIje dAna ima-e gautamanA dAnanI khasiyata hatI. dAnano A prakarSa hato. tethI ja goyamapada e dAnapadano paryAya banI rahyo. vIsa sthAnaka tapanA ArAdhako paMdaramAM dAnapadamAM goyamapadanI ArAdhanA kare che, anya sarvapadanI ArAdhanA upavAsa tapathI thAya paNa gautamapadanI ArAdhanA kare tapathI ! kAraNa ke gautamasvAmI haMmezA chaThThanAM pAraNe chaa karatA. gotamanA hAtha kevalajJAna sastuM, paNa gautamapadanI ArAdhanA moMghI ! vaMthalInA savacaMda zeThe amadAvAdanA somacaMda zeTha upara hUMDI lakhI ApI ane saMvacaMda zeThanuM copaDAmAM khAtuM na hovA chatAM somacaMda zeThe hUMDI svIkArI lIdhI ! somacaMda zeThanA copaDAmAM khAtuM bhale nahotuM paNa temanI tijorImAM nANuM to hatuM ja. paNa, A gautamasvAmI to kharA dAnezvarI nIkaLyA. potAnI tijorImAM nANuM na hovA chatAM 50 hajAra munionI kevalajJAnanI hUMDI svIkArI lIdhI ! eka pragaTelA dIvAmAMthI hajAro dIvA pragaTI zake. paraMtu A to nahIM pragaTelA dIvAmAMthI 50 hajAra dIvA pragaTayA ! dIpase dIpa jale tenuM nAma dIpadIkSA. pArasamaNinA sparzathI lohakhaMDa suvarNa bane tenuM nAma suvarNadIkSA. gautamanuM kevalyadAna suvarNadIkSAnI nAtanuM hatuM. eTale, prabhunuM nirvANa thayuM tyAM sudhInA kAlakhaMDanI apekSAe ApaNe gautama prabhune pArasamaNi gotranA gaNI zakIe. pArasamaNi loDhAne sonuM banAve, gautamasvAmI zramaNane sarvajJa banAvatA hatA. suvarNa karatAM pArasamaNi khUba durlabha che ane ati kiMmatI che te paNa noMdhavuM ghaTe. pArasamaNinA sAme cheDe che-balba. pArasamaNi bIjAne suvarNadIpti pradAna

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kare, paNa potAnI pAse suvarNadIpti nathI. jyAre, balba svayaM prakAzita che paNa mINabattInI jema bIjA baMdha balbane te prakAzita karI na zake. mUka kevalIne AvA balba sAthe sarakhAvI zakAya. gautamaprabhune upAlaMbha ApavAnuM mana thAya. prabhu ! 50 hajArane ramata vAtamAM kevalajJAna ApyuM, ApanAthI kevalajJAna dUra zAnuM hoya ? Apa ja kevalajJAnane AvavA nahotA detA ! mULa to indrabhUti brAhmaNa kharA ne Apa ! prabhunA ziSyo 14 hajAra ane mArA 50 hajAra ! ane, mArA pacAse pacAsa hajAra kevalajJAnI ane bhagavAnano to pahelo ziSya paNa chadmastha ! Avo cAMda levA to kevalajJAnane AduM nahotuM rAkhyuM ne ? na paNa, nA-vinayamUrti prabhu gautama mATe AvI hIna utprekSA zA mATe ka2vI ? utprekSA ja karavI che to UMcI kema na karavI ! gautama prabhue kevalajJAnane thobhI javA kahyuM. kAraNa ke temano mudrAlekha hato-je jANuM te prabhunAM mukhethI ja jANuM. jarAka jijJAsA thAya ke tarata bALakanI jema prabhune pUchI letA. mArA bhagavAna jaNAvanAra beThA che ane huM mArI jAte jANI lauM te to prabhuno avinaya kahevAya ! A avinaya kema AcarAya ? eTale to avadhi ane mana:paryavano upayoga paNa prAyaH kyAreya na mUkyo ! paNa, A kevalajJAna evuM ke vagara upayoge temAM badhuM pratyakSa jaNAya. gautamanA vinayane jANe AmAM AMca AvatI hatI. tethI 50 hajArane kaivalya ApanArA gautame jANe svayaM kevalajJAnane thobhI javA kahyuM. ane, jevA prabhu nirvANa pAmyA ke tarata kevalajJAnane bheTI paDyA. kevalajJAna to temanI AsapAsa AMTA ja mAratuM hatuM. daravAjo khole tyAre praveza kare ne ! prabhunI vidAyathI noMdhArA banelA gautame kevalajJAna mATe daravAjo kholI nAMkhyo ! vaLI, kevalajJAnI kalpAtIta hoya. tethI jo kevalajJAna thai jAya to prabhune vaMdana karavAnA na rahe. jANe vaMdananA bhoge temane kevalajJAna amaMjUra hatuM ! keTakeTalI utprekSAo gautamasvAmI mATe thai zake ! gautamasvAmIne kevalajJAna moDuM maLyuM te vAta sAcI paNa vArasAnuM kevalajJAna maLyuM. prabhunAM nirvANa bAda tarata 38

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maLyuM. pitAno vAraso pitA divaMgata thayA pachI ja saMtAnane maLe ne ! ubhekSA karavAnuM mana thAya? kadAca kevalajJAnane paNa bIka peThI haze ke A tenA avadhi ane mana:paryavanI jema mane paNa zo-kesano zo-pIsa banAvI rAkhaze to ! eTale ja jANe gautamasvAmI pAse AvatuM nahotuM. paNa, Azcarya to kemeya osaratuM nathI. kevalyanA dAnezvarI chavstha kema? gautamasvAmI jene dIkSA Ape tene kevalajJAna, temane kema nahi ? itara rAmAyaNano eka prasaMga yAda AvI jAya. hanumAna rAmanuM nAma bolIne samudramAM paththara nAMkhe te paththara taravA lAge. A camatkAranI vAta vAyuvege ayodhyAmAM prasarI gai. rAmacaMdrajInA kAne paNa A vAta AvI. potAno ATalo badho prabhAva ! temane paNa navAI lAgI. vArtAnI tathyatA tapAsavA eka madharAte te ekalA samudrakinAre pahoMcI gayA. madharAta, ekAMta ane ekAkIpaNuM eTalA mATe pasaMda karyA ke kadAca temanA nAMkhavAthI paththaro na tare to zaramAvuM na paDe ! kinAre jaine eka patharo hAthamAM lIdho ane pANImAM pheMkyo. paNa te to DUbI gayo. bIjo nAkhyo to te paNa DUbI gayo. tyAM ja acAnaka hanumAnajI TapakI paDyA ane temano hAtha pakaDI lIdho: svAmI ! A zuM karo cho ? rAmacaMdrajI zaramAi gayA. bolyA: alyA hanumAna ! sAMbhaLyuM che ke mAruM nAma daine tuM samudramAM patharo nAMkhe to te tarI jAya che, vAta sAcI? hA svAmI ! so TakA sAcI." "to A meM khuda nAMkhelA patharA DUbI kema gayA ?" rAmacaMdrajI khUba narava hatA. tethI temane sAMtvana ApavA hanumAnajIe kahyuM: svAmI ! Apa jene tarachoDo ke pheMko te tarato haze ? te to DUbI ja jAya ne ! rAmanA nAme patharA taryA paNa rAmathI na taryA. gautama thakI keMka kevalajJAna pAmyA paNa haju gautama kevalajJAna na pAmyA !

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sUryanAM vimAnanA pRthvIkAya jIvonI smRti thAya. temanA Atapa nAmakarmano udaya evo ka-bIjAne uSNatA Ape paNa svayaM anuSNa ! kaMdoi rAja kIlobaMdha peMDA vece ane kadAca ekeya khAya nahi toya hoya alamasta ! Akho divasa mIThAinI sugaMdhanAM pugalothI ja alamasta banI jAya. gautamasvAmI paNa kevalajJAnanI suvAsathI kevA tarabatara rahetA haze ! upara guru kevalI, nIce ziSya kevalI ! be oraDAnI vacce uMbaro hoya che. uMbarA upara dIvo mUkyo hoya to baMnne oraDAmAM teno prakAza phelAya. Ane dehalI-dIpaka nyAya kahevAmAM Ave che. paNa, AgaLanA ane pAchaLanA banne oraDAmAM dIvo prakAzita hoya paNa ubarAno dIvo pragaTayA vagarano hoya, te kyo nyAya kahevAya? gautamanyAya nAma kevuM lAge che ? bAhubalInuM kevalajJAna ahaMne kAraNe aTakatuM hatuM. gautame ahaMkArane to kyAranoya daLI nAMkhyo toya keTalo vilaMba veThavo paDyo ! sAdhanAnA mArgamAM kyAM kyAre zuM naDI jAya, khabara na paDe. badhI vAte sAvadha rahevuM paDe. bAhubalIe ahaMkAra choDyo ke tarata kevalajJAna maLyuM, gautame ahaMkAra choDyo tyAre mAMDa samyagdarzana ane sarvavirati maLyA. ane, prANa thakI paNA pyArA prabhune gumAvyA tyAre to kevalajJAna maLyuM ! gautamane moMghavArI bahu naDI gai ! hamaNAM eka esTeTa ejanTa maLyA. muMbainA eka parAnA eka cokkasa vistAramAM temaNe ghaNAM gharAkone 750 rUpiye phUTanA bhAve phleTa apAvyA. te ja vistAramAM temaNe pote phleTa kharIdyo tyAre 2500 rUpiye corasaphUTano bhAva temaNe cUkavavo paDyo. temaNe A vAta karI tyAre mane gautamasvAmI yAda AvI gayA. gautame potAnA avadhijJAna ke mana:paryavajJAnano paNa prAyaH upayoga na mUkyo. je jijJAsAo thai tenuM nirAkaraNa prabhunAM kevalajJAna dvArA ja karyuM. mane eka murabbI yAda Ave che. temaNe sarasa navuM ghara lIdhuM. paNa, ghara thoDuM aMdhArIyuM. gharamAM TyubalAiTa ane balbanA phITIMga karAvyA. prakAzaka marakyurI lempa paNa goThavyA. paraMtu, vAMcana vagere pravRtti mATe jyAre prakAzanI AvazyakatA UbhI thAya - 40

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tyAre potAnI A lAiTo cAlu na kare. paraMtu, uparavALA eka sagRhasthanAM gharamAM AvatA sUryanA orijinala prakAzamAM ja vAMcana Adi pravRtti kare ! potAnI Tyuba lAiTa ke balba cAlu kare to vAMcI zakAya te chatAM uparavALAnI sana-lAiTano ja te upayoga kare ! gautama prabhue paNa zuM karyuM? pelA murabbIne to kadAca lAiTanuM bIla bacAvavAno Azaya paNa hoi zake. gautamasvAmIne zuM hatuM? - gautamaprabhu ! ame amArI upadhinuM, eka-eka upakaraNanuM roja be vAra paDilehaNa karIe chIe. ane, jeno cAlumAM bilakula upayoga nathI tevA vadhArAnA vIMTIyAmAM rAkhelA vastronuM paNa 15 divase eka vAra to paDilehaNa karIe chIe. Ape ApanAM avadhijJAna ane mana:paryavajJAnanuM AkhI jiMdagImAM ekeyavAra paDilehaNa karyuM hatuM ke nahi ? eka bAbAne tenI mammIe cIku ane sapharajana ApyA. paNa teNe kerInI jIda karI. kerI na maLavAthI rIsAi gayelA A bAbAe cIku ane sapharajana paNa na khAdhA. mUkI rAkhyA. he gautama prabhu Ape avadhijJAna ane mana:paryavajJAnano bilakula upayoga na mUkyo te pelA bAbAnI jema kevalajJAna na maLavAnA kAraNe karelA rIsAmaNAM to nahotA ne ! pAMgarelI adbhuta labdhio ane pragaTelA viziSTa jJAnano paNa upayoga nahi karavAno gautamasvAmIno A pradarzanasaMyama nihALI mastaka gautamanAM caraNomAM zatazatavAra jhUkI jAya che. maLelI zrImaMtAi dekhADyA vagara ze rahevAya? kevalajJAna bhale nathI, paNa je che te kyAM thoDuM che ? abajapati thaizuM tyAre marsiDIjhamAM pharazuM, paNa hAla karoDapati chIe to sonATAmAM to pharIe. AvuM kone na thAya? eka navI moDelanuM ghaDiyAla kharIdI lAve to kAyama phula slIvanuM zarTa paheranAro spezyala navuM hApha-slIvanuM zarTa sIvaDAve, jethI ghaDiyAla bIjAnI najare caDe ! ghaDiyAlane samaya dekhADavAmAM rasa che paNa ghaDiyAla paheranArane to ghaDiyAla dekhADavAmAM ja rasa hoya che ! rU5, buddhi, baLa, hoMziyArI, sattA ke zrImaMtAi-puNyanA udayanI AvI koi paNa bAbatanI jAhojalAlI maLe, ApaNe - 41

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tenuM pradarzana karyA vagara rahI zakatA nathI ! bhADUtI ke uchInAM ghareNAM paheranArano paNa Tharo to rAjarANI jevo hoya ! ane A gautame potAnAM kiMmatI ghareNAM paNa lokaramAM ja mUkI rAkhyA ! gautamane to prabhu hAjarAhajUra hatA. zI kamInA hatI ? jijJAsA thai, prazna pUchyo, javAba hAjara. ane, potAnAM jJAnano upayoga ka2vAne badale prabhune prazna pUchIne jANavAmAM keTalA badhA lAbha ! eka to potAnI jijJAsA paripUrNa saMtoSAi jAya. je navo bodha thAya te prabhumukhe thAya. brAnDa-sTempa UMco lAge ! potAnI jijJAsA sakala parSadAnA bodhanuM nimitta bane. badhAne navuM jANavA maLe ane anekanA manogata saMzayonuM nirAkaraNa paNa thai jAya. ane, khAsa to bhaMte kahIne prabhune vAraMvAra saMbodhavAno lahAvo maLe. ane, tethI ya khAsa prabhumukhe romaharSaka 'goyamA' nAma sAMbhaLavA maLe ! ane, potAne kevalajJAnanI uNapa varatAya nahi. bolo, gautamanI pRcchA-pravRtti kevI malTI-parasa lAge ! bhale sarvajJatA mATe gautamasvAmIne khUba dhIraja dharavI paDI. paNa, sarvajJatAnA prakAronI apekSAe gautamasvAmI to jANe mahAvIra prabhuthI paNa caDiyAtA sarvajJa nIkaLyA ! prabhuvIra pAse eka ja prakAranI sarvajJatA hatI ane temanA A ziSya pAse cAra-cAra prakAranI sarvajJatA AvI. indrabhUti brAhmaNa hatA tyAranI bhrAmaka ke dAMbhika sarvajJatAbhAsarUpI sarvajJatA pahelI. dIkSAdine ja prabhukRpAthI prApta thayelI zrutasarvajJatA bIjI. prabhudatta tripadImAMthI dvAdazAMgI racIne zrutakevalI banyA. gItArtha nizrita gItArthatulya gaNAya te nyAye sarvajJaprabhunI nizrAmAM hatA mATe sarvajJanizrA rUpI trIjI sarvajJatA. ane, prabhunAM nirvANa bAda ghAti karmanA kSayathI utpanna thayelI sarvajJatA cothI. caturjAnI tarIke to gautamanI khyAti hatI ja, gautama caturvidha sarvajJa paNa hatA ! labdhithI aSTApadanI yAtrA karavA dvArA A ja bhavamAM kevalajJAna ane mokSano nirNaya karIne AvyA. kevalajJAnanI khAtrI thai gai. keTalA ullAsamAM haze gautama ! paNa, naravasa thai gayA gautama. aSTApadathI je 1500 tApasone 42

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dIkSA ApIne lai AvyA che temane kevalajJAna thai cUkyuM che ! pharI avRti thai. mane kevalajJAna maLaze ke nahi tenI avRti have nahotI. kevalajJAna maLavAnI to khAtrI thai cUkI hatI. havenI avRtino AkAra hato. kyAre maLaze? hajuya mAre keTalI rAha jovAnI? A badhAne tarata maLavA lAgyuM, mane moDuM kema? ane, te atinA nivAraNa mATe khuda prabhu temane sAMtvana Ape che. zrI bhagavatI sUtranAM caudamAM zatakanA sAtamA uddezAnA prAraMbhamAM ja AgaLa-pAchaLanA koi anusaMdhAna vagara sIdhA prabhu dvArA gautamasvAmIne apAyelI sAMtvanAno adhikAra che. gautamanA saubhAgyanA ovAraNA levAnuM mana thAya ! rAjagRhI nagarImAM prabhu samavasaryA che. parSadA vikharAi gayA pachI prabhu vira gautamane bolAve che-"he gautama !" gautama zIdhra AvI be hAthanI aMjali joDI natamastake UbhA rahyA. pachI, prabhu je bolyA che te vAMcatA romAMca khaDA thai jAya! gautamasvAmInuM kevalajJAna vilaMbamAM mUkAtuM hatuM te khedajanaka bAbata hatI. paNa, te vilaMbanuM kAraNa to jANo ! kyAreka duHkha aNagamatuM hoya paNa duHkhanuM kAraNa managamatuM hoya tema bane ! prabhuvIra gautamane sAMtvanA Ape che: cirasaMsiTTho'si me goyamA ! cirasaMthuo'si me goyamA ! ciraparicio'si me goyamA ! cirajusio'si meM goyamA ! cisaNugao'si me goyamA ! cirANuvattI si me goyamA ! aNaMtaraM devaloe aNataraM maNussae bhave, kiM paraM ? maraNA kAyassa bhedA, io cuttA do vi tullA egaTThA avisesamaNANattA bhavissAmo / he gautama ! tuM cirakALathI mArI sAthe snehagracithI baMdhAyela che. he gautama ! tuM nehavaza cirakALathI mArI prazaMsA karato Avyo che.

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he gautama ! tAre mArI sAthe ghaNA lAMbA kALathI paricaya che. he gautama ! teM ghaNA dIrdhakALathI mArI sevA karI che. he gautama ! tuM ghaNA lAMbAkALathI mane anusaryo che. he gautama ! tuM ghaNA dIrghakALathI mane anukULa varyo che. he gautama ! taratanA devabhavamAM ane taratanA manuSyabhavamAM tAro mArI sAthe saMbaMdha che. vadhAre zuM kahuM ? maraNa pachI zarIrano bheda thatA ahIMthI cyavI ApaNe baMnne samAna banIzuM, eka prayojanavALA banIzuM. baMne tulya banIzuM. pachI mArAmAM ane tArAmAM koi pharaka nahi rahe ! kheda to kyAMya palAyana thai gayo haze ane jhUmI UThyA haze gautama ! bhagavatI sUtrano A phakaro vAraMvAra vAMcavAnuM mana thAya che ane jyAre vAMcuM chuM tyAre anAyAse vahetI azrudhArA dvArA gautamanI bhaktinuM abhivAdana karuM chuM. gautamasvAmInAM saubhAgyanuM zikhara mane to A prasaMgamAM varatAya che. khuda prabhu jemanI bhaktine potAnA zabdothI pramANita kare, te kevuM parama sadabhAgya ! A zabdo eTale gautamanI prabhuprItine khuda prabhu dvArA maLeluM pramANapatra! je ziSyanA hRdayamAM guru che te ziSya dhanya gaNAya. gurunAM hRdayamAM je ziSyanuM sthAna che te dhanyAtidhanya gaNAya. tenAthI paNa eka UMcI kakSA che. je guru ziSyanI bhaktine pramANita karatA AvuM uccAre ke-he ziSya ! tArAM hRdayamAM mAruM kharekhara UMcuM sthAna che-te ziSya to dhanyAtidhanyatama gaNAya ! gautama AvA ziSya hatA. zetrujA samo giri nahi, RSabha samA nahi deva gautama sarikhA guru nahi, vaLI vaLI vaMdu teha. A duhAnuM trIjuM caraNa saheja pheraphAra karIne bIjI vAra bolavAnuM mana thAyaH gautama sarikhA ziSya nahi...gautama jevA guru durlabha che to gautama jevA

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ziSya paNa kyAM sulabha che ? RSabhapaMcAzikAmAM dhanapAla kavie mUMjhavaNa vyakta karI che : hohI mohuccheo tuha sevAo-dhuvatti naMdAmi / jaM puNa na vaMdiavvo tatya-puNa teNa jhijjhAmi || prabhu ! tArI sevAthI mArA mohano nizcita kSaya thavAno che teno mane khUba AnaMda che. paNa, tyAre tArA vaMdanano mAro AnaMda lUTAi jaze tenI mane ciMtA che. gautamasvAmI cAlAka nIkaLyA. prabhu hatA tyAM sudhI prabhunAM vaMdana, prIti ane bhaktino AnaMda lUMTyo. ane, jevA prabhu nirvANa pAmyA ke tarata vItarAgatAnA mahAsAgaramAM DUbI gayA. . gautamasvAmI kAyama prabhunA aMtevAsI rahyA. prabhune parokSa thavA na dIdhA. nirvANa pAmIne prabhu jyAre parokSa thayA tyAre tarata kevalajJAna pAmIne prabhune kAyama mATe pratyakSa karI lIdhA ! prabhue jaNAvyA mujaba gautamano prabhu sAthe aneka bhavono sneha saMbaMdha che. tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM temano je sArathi hato te ja gautamano jIva ! tripRSTha mahAvIra banyA ane sArathi gautama banyA. pUrvanAM caritromAM sArathinuM pAtra moTe bhAge Ave ja. ane, A sArathi tenA rathika sAthe sahuthI vadhu ghaniSTha ane nikaTa saMbaMdha dharAvatA haze ! AjanAPA. jevuM sTeTasa kadAca te kALamAM sArathinuM haze. aneka caritromAM rathika ane sArathino gADha RNAnubaMdha dRSTigocara thAya che. zrI RSabhadeva prabhu pUrvanA trIjA bhavamAM vajanAbha cakravartI hatA tyAre temano je sArathi hato te ja zreyAMsakumAra banyo. teNe saMvatsaratapanuM pAraNuM karAvyuM. tripRSTha mahAvIra banyA tyAre temano sArathi gautama banyo. nemikumArane paNa mAMDavethI jAna pAchI vALavAmAM mukhya preraka paribaLa temanA rathano sArathi ja hato ne ! ane, rAjakumAra gautamane jarA, vyAdhi ane mRtyunA asAra tattvono paricaya ApI vairAgya pamADanAra sArathi ja hato ne ! te vairAgyavAsita rAjakumAre mahAbhiniSkramaNa karyuM ne gautamabuddha banyA. kRSNa ane arjuna vacce paNa kevo traNA

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nubaMdha hato ! arjunanA rathanA sArathi kRSNa hatA. kRSNanA mRtyuthI vyAkuLa banelA baLabhadrane deva banegA temanA sArathinA AtmAe pratibodha pamADyA hatA. tripRSThanA sArathi tarIkenA bhavamAM paNa gautamanuM pota kevuM jhaLakatuM hatuM ! mitrano zatru potAno paNa zatru lAge ane zatruno mitra paNa potAno zatru lAge. A cANakyanI rAjanItinuM ane vyavahAranA sahunA anubhavanuM sUtra che. sArathi eTale tripRSThano jIgarajAna dosta. pelo siMha tripRSThano zatru. eTale sArathi mATe siMha mitrano zatru thayo. eTale sahaja che tenA para sArathine khUnnasa ubharAya. paNa, A sArathie tene paNa vAtsalyathI sAMtvanA ApI. ane, te siMhano zatru tripRSTha ane A sArathi tripRSThano mitra. eTale sArathi siMhanA zatruno mitra thayo. tethI, saheje te siMhane sArathi upara paNa khUnnasa ubharAya. chatAM, tenI AMkhamAM paNa sArathi pratye amI hatuM ! kemeya ukale nahi evA gautamanAM jIvanarahasyo che. te siMhe paNa sArathi pratyenA RNAnubaMdha ane tripRSTha pratyenA verAnubaMdhane keTalA bhavo sudhI saMgharI rAkhyo ! te sArathi gautama banyo, tripRSTha vIra banyA ane siMha hAlika banyo ! prabhunI paNa kevI nItaratI karuNA ! tripRSThanA bhavamAM jenI kAyAnA be bheda karyA te ja AtmAno granthibheda ane saMsArabheda karavA gautamane mokalI ApyA. gautama pratyenA RNAnubaMdhanA saMskAronAM kAraNe hAlika tarata pratibuddha thayo paNa prabhu pratyenI arucinA saMskArone kAraNe prabhune jotAnI sAthe ogho mUkIne bhAgyo ! ekavAra bodhinuM bIja paDI gayuM ! 50 hajAra ziSyone dIkSA ApI, badhAne kevalajJAna. paNa, A hAlika dIkSAmAMya na Takyo. bALakanA rUpALA caherAne koinI najara lAgI na jAya mATe tenI mammI gAle eka kALuM TapakuM kare che ! gautamanI atyaMta rUpALI kIrtikAyAne koinI najara lAgI na jAya tethI niyatie A hAlikanA prasaMganuM kALuM TapakuM karyuM na hoya jANe ! 46

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92 varSano hisAba gRhastha paryAya : 50 varSa kevalI paryAya : 12 varSa kula AyuSya : 92 varSa dIkSA parva chadmastha paryAya :30 varSa kula cAritra paryAyaH42 varSa : vaizAkha suda 11 kevaLajJAna parva camatkRti panarasaiM tApasa pAraNe re, khIra khAMDa ghRta bharapUra, amiya jAsa aMgUThaDe re, Ugyo te kevalasUra jayaMkara jIvo gautamasvAma zrI gautamastavanA zrI vIravijaya ma.sA. he gautama prabhu ! ApanA aMgUThe amRta vase mArI jIbhe amRta vase tevo camatkAra to karo ! : Aso vada 30 47

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> sAre gAMvakI phikara . - - - - - - paMcamAMga zrI bhagavatI sUtramAM gautamasvAmIe prabhu vIrane pUchelA hajAryo prazno ane prabhu vire ApelA uttaro saMgRhIta karavAmAM AvyA che. gautamanI jijJAsAno koi aMta nathI. jJAnano mahAsAgara maLyo che to lAva dharAi dharAine jJAnAmRtanuM pAna karI lauM-AvI tIvra jJAnapipAsA e gautamanI oLakhANa bane che. 36 hajAra praznonA virATa khajAnA bhaNI najara nAMkhIe tyAre thAya, kyA viSayane gautame choDyo haze ? vizvanA kayA dravyo gautamanI jijJAsAno viSaya nahi banyA hoya ? kyAreka karma saMbaMdhI prazno cheDe che to kyAreka kaSAya saMbaMdhI. kyAreka jIvanI avagAhanA pUchAya che to kyAreka AyuSya. keTalAka prazno gautama jIvanI gati saMbaMdhI pUche che to keTalAka Agati saMbaMdhI. lezyA saMbaMdhI prazno paNa pUche che ane yoga-upayoga saMbaMdhI prazno paNa pUche che. svargalokanA svarUpane jANavA paNa gautama Atura che to narakanAM varNano sAMbhaLavA paNa gautama eTalA ja Atura che. te Atmadravyane jANavA tatpara che to pudgala dravyane jANavA paNa eTalA ja tatpara che. te lokanA svarUpane paNa jANavA jijJAsA seve che to alAkanA svarUpane paNa jANavA jijJAsA seve che. te jJAnanA prakAro saMbaMdhI prazno pUche che to darzananA prakAro saMbaMdhI prazno paNa pUche che. gautamanI jijJAsAnuM kSetra asIma che. kyAreka sahaja rIte prazno utthAna pAme che to kyAreka prasaMgopAta praznonuM utthAna thAya che. ekadA gautame tatkAla udIta thayelA jAsudapuSpanA puMja jevA rAtA 48

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bAlasUryane joyo. tarata gautamasvAmInAM manamAM prazna UThayo ane tenuM samAdhAna meLavavA te prabhu vIra pAse AvyA. gautama sadA eka bALaka banIne prazna pUche che. bALaka game te kSaNe game te viSayano prazna pUchI nAMkhe. bALakanI jijJAsA atyaMta tIkSNa hoya che. kyAreka bahu sAmAnya jaNAtI ghaTanA paNa gautamamAM praznanuM kutUhala pedA kare che. ahIM gautame prabhune prazna pUchyoH bhagavan! A sUrya e zuM che ane sUryano artha zo che ? sUryanI prabhA e zuM che ? basa. cAlI praznanI paraMparA. prabhu paNa gautamanI jijJAsAne haDapa karI nathI jatA. gautama je pUche teno prabhu pratyuttara vALe che ane praznottarano silasilo AgaLa cAle che. ApaNe vismaya gumAvIne ghaNuM gumAvyuM che. ajaba gajabatI ghaTanA najara sAme banavA chatAM ApaNane koi sAttvika kautuka thatA nathI. gautamanI kharI oLakhANa ja vismaya che. sadAya vismita rahenArA gautama potAnA vismayane ukelavA prabhuno sahAro le che. paNa, hajAro vismayothI gautama gherAyelA che. eka eka praznano pratyuttara ApavA dvArA prabhu jANe temane vismayothI anAvRtta karI rahyA gautamasvAmI kyAreka prazna pUche che to kyAreka praznonI hAramALA calAve che. gautama jyAre praznanI zreNi calAve tyAre to lAge ke javAbamAM aMte mokSa Avaze nahi tyAM sudhI gautama aTakaze ja nahi. nirvANa e gautamano sahuthI vahAlo javAba hoya tevuM lAge. te javAba meLavavA gautama ghaNIvAra virATa praznazRMkhalA race che. rAjagRhI nagarInA guNazIla caityamAM gautama prabhuvIra samakSa majAnI praznazreNi calAve che. prabhu ! zramaNanI sevAnuM phaLa zuM ? zravaNa prabhu ! zravaNanuM phaLa zuM ? jJAna prabhu jJAnanuM phaLa zuM? ja 49

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vijJAna-vizeSa jJAna prabhu ! vijJAnanuM phaLa zuM ? pratyAkhyAna prabhu ! pratyAkhyAnanuM phaLa zuM ? saMyama prabhu ! saMyamanuM phaLa zuM ? anAzrava prabhu ! anAzravanuM phaLa zuM ? tapa prabhu ! tapanuM phaLa zuM ? nirjarA prabhu ! nirjarAnuM phaLa zuM ? akriyA prabhu ! akriyAnuM phaLa zuM ? mokSa... managamato javAba maLe nahi tyAM sudhI gautamasvAmI aTake zAnA ? mokSa e temano managamano javAba che. AlaMbhikA nagarInA RRSibhadraputra nAmanA zramaNo pAsakano vRttAnta sAMbhaLI gautamasvAmI prabhu vIrane prazna pUche che : bhagavan ! A RRSibhadraputra dIkSA aMgIkAra ka2ze ? prabhue javAba Apyo: nA, e dIkSA aMgIkAra nahi kare paNa bAra vrata svarUpa zrAvakadharma aMgIkAra karI saudharma devalokamAM utpanna thaze. gautamanI jijJAsA tRpta nathI thatI. A mokSapipAsune pratyuttaramAM mokSa na Ave tyAM sudhI dharapata kyAMthI thAya ? tethI gautama prazna AgaLa calAve che H prabhu ! devalokamAMthI AvIne te kyAM utpanna thaze ? prabhu javAba Ape che H mahAvideha kSetramAM utpanna thai te mokSamAM jaze. gautama rAjInA reDa. A eka javAbanuM ratna khoLavA gautama praznonI kodALIthI keTaluM khodakAma kare che !

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zrAvasti nagarInA zaMkha zramaNopAsakanA saMdarbhamAM paNa gautama prabhu vIrane A ja rIte prazno pUche che, ane, zaMkha chevaTe mokSamAM jaze te vAta jANe che tyAre ja gautamanI te saMdarbhanI praznayAtrA samApta thAya che. kAMpilyapura nagaramAM parivrAjakanA veSamAM rahelA aMbaDanI bAbatamAM gautame prabhune prazna pUchyoH prabhu ! A parivrAjaka zramaNopAsaka hoi zake kharo? prabhuno janma hakAramAM sAMbhaLI AnaMdita thayelA gautame pUchyuM: prabhu te dIkSA leze ? prabhu ! te kaI gatimAM jaze ? prabhue kahyuM: te zramaNopAsaka avasthAmAM marIne devalokamAM jaze. tyAMthI mahAvidehamAM janmI nirvANa pAmaze. caMpA nagarInA rAjA udAyanano putra abhIcikumAra mRtyu pAmIne asurakumAra tarIke utpanna thayo che te hakIkata prabhu pAsethI jANIne tarata zrI gautama prabhune pUche cheH prabhu ! pachI tyAMthI AyuSya pUrNa karIne te kyAM utpanna thaze? gautamane temano managamato javAba meLavavA lAMbI praznayAtrA calAvavI paDatI nathI. prabhue javAba Apyo: asurakumAramAMthI te AtmA mahAvidehakSetramAM utpanna thai siddha thaze. gozAlakanI tejolezyAthI sarvAnubhUti ane sunakSatra nAmanA be munivaro bhasmasAt thayA. tarata gautamasvAmIne jijJAsA jAgRta thaiH bhagavan! A be munivaro kyAM utpanna thayAM ? prabhue javAba ApyoH sarvAnubhUti AThamA ane sunakSatra bAramA devalokamAM utpanna thayA che ane baMnne tyAMthI AvIne mahAvideha kSetramAM janma dhAraNa karaze ane mokSamAM jaze. gautamane bIjuM zuM joie ? * gozALAnI bhavayAtrAnI parisamApti kyAre thaze ? A jijJAsA paNa gautamasvAmIne udbhave ja. gozALA marIne bAramA devalokamAM utpanna thayo che tyArathI mAMDIne prabhue tenI bhAvi bhavaparaMparAnuM varNana zarU karyuM. bhavayAtrA koinI paNa hoya, tenA aMte mola na Ave tyAM sudhI prazna-paraMparA calAve nahi to e gautama zAnA? saMsAramAM ghaNuM bhamI chevaTe sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAMthI AvI mahAvideha kSetramAM utpanna thai te mokSamAM jaze-ATaluM jANyA pachI ja gautama praznavirAma pAmyA. - 51

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mahAzukra nAmanAM vimAnathI AvelA be devoe prabhune prazna pUchyo : ApanA keTalA ziSyo mokSamAM jaze ? prabhuno javAba hatoH 700. gautamasvAmIne devonI A pRcchAno khyAla AvatA tarata prabhu pAse pahoMcI gayA. prabhunI AjJA laine gautame devo pAsethI prabhue ApelA javAbanI vAta jANI. 700 munionA mokSanI vAta jANIne gautama kevA pulakita banyA haze ! jamAlie prabhunA siddhAntano apalApa karyo. prabhunA parama caraNopAsaka gautamasvAmI prabhunI A hIlanA kema baradAsta kare ? temaNe jamAline loka saMbaMdhI keTalAka prazno pUchI teno parAbhava karyo. paNa te jamAli jyAre kALadharma pAmyo tyAre A ja gautama prabhu vAra pAse jaine pUche cheH bhagavan! mAli kyAM utpanna thayo ? "kilbiSika deva thayo''. prabhu ! te kilbiSika have tyAMthI AvIne kyAM jaze ? gautamatiryaMca, manuSya ane devanA cAra-pAMca bhavo karI te siddha thaze. jamAli ane gozALA jevA guru drohIonI paNa mokSaparyantanI bhavayAtrA jANavA gautama jijJAsu bane che. gautamane basa badhAnA kevalajJAna ane mokSamAM ja rasa che. dhannA aNagAranI bhavayAtrAno aMta jANavA paNa te eTalA ja Atura che. mRgAputranI vedanA joine gautamane prazna phure che. prabhu ! mRgAputrane AvA du:kho kema AvI paDyA? are ! rAjagRha nagaranA udAyI ane bhUtAnaMda nAmanA be hAthIne mATe paNa gautamane prazna hure che. "bhagavan! A hAthI marIne kyAM jaze ? "te narakamAM utpanna thaze." "bhagavanuM ! narakamAMthI te kyAM jaze ?' "gautama ! mahAvideha kSetramAM utpanna thaine te molamAM jaze." gautamane managamano javAba maLI gayo.

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are ! hAthInI zuM vAta karuM ? - je ekendriyamAM jIvatvanI zraddhA paNa duSkara che, tevA eka ekadriya sAlavRkSane nihALI gotama prabhune pUche cheH bhagavad ! A sAlavRkSano jIva ahIMthI mRtyu pAmIne kyAM jaze ? gautama, te pharIthI A ja rAjagRhImAM zAlavRkSa tarIke utpanna thaze. prabhu, pachI tyAMthI maraNa pAmIne e kyAM jaze ? gautama ! mahAvideha kSetramAM utpanna thaine siddha thaze. tevo ja prazna zAlavRkSanI DALI mATe paNa gautama pUche che. hAthI ane vRkSanA jIvonI paNa mokSa paryantanI bhavaparaMparA jANavAnI gautamane jijJAsA uddabhave che. kamAla, gautama ! kamAla. pratyeka jIvamAM jIvatvanI zraddhA paNa duSkara che tyAre pratyeka jIvanA zivano vicAra amAre kyAMthI lAvavo? badhAnA kevalajJAna ane mokSanI gautamane ciMtA ! jIvamAtra pratyenA prakRSTa sadbhAvanI saMvedanAthI bharyuMbharyuM hatuM gautamanuM hRdaya ! gautamasvAmInAM mukhamAMthI phurelA praznono viSaya bananAra te jIvAtmAonI dilamAM thoDI asUyA thai Ave che. AtmIyatAnA nAte meM gautamane cIDavavAno prayAsa karyo. juo, A AkhA gAmanAM kevalajJAna ane mokSanI ciMtA karavAmAM tame tamAruM cUkI gayA ! tamArA 50 hajAra ziSyo kevalI banI gayA toya tame kevalajJAna vagara hAtha ghasatA rahI gayA. kevalajJAna mATe tamAre keTalI badhI dhIraja dharavI paDI ! pahelAM jAtanI ciMtA karavI joie ke gAmanI ? jANe khaDakhaDATa hasIne gautama khUba premathI mane kahI rahyA che. dosta tuM mArA mokSanI ATalI badhI ciMtA kare ja che ne ! to huM bIjAnI ciMtA na karuM? gautamane meM sIrIyasalI pUchyuM, "phalANAno mokSa kyAre thaze ane DhIMkaNAno mokSa kyAre thaze AvA prazno Apane udbhavyA. bIjAnA mokSanI vAta to dUra rahI, mAro mokSa kyAre thaze ? Avo prazna paNa mane mArA aMtaranA UMDANamAMthI kyAre udbhavaze ?" ja 53

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gautama mauna rahyA. kadAca temane lAgyuM haze ke A mArI aMgata bAbata che. ekadA bhagavAne gautamane skaMdaka parivrAjakanI vAta karI. piMgalaka nigranthe pUchelA praznonA javAba meLavavA te prabhu vIra pAse AvI rahyo hato. tarata gautamanA hoThethI prazna sarakyo H prabhu ! te dIkSA leze ? prabhu te mokSe jaze ? ane javAba hakAramAM maLyo. tyAre sasaMbhrama te skaMdaka parivrAjakane AvakAravA gautama doDI gayA. sAgayaM khaMdayA ! susAgayaM khaMdayA ! aNusAgayaM khaMdayA ! mane yAda Ave che eka dIvaDo. te sUrya karatAM paNa potAne tejasvI mAnato hato. ane tethI sUryanI sAthe saMgharSamAM utaryo. paNa, sUrya sAme tenuM zuM gajuM ? te hAryo paNa hAryA pachI sUryano evo sevaka banI gayo ke sUryanI AratI utAravA lAgyo. are ! sUrya ugatA pahelAnI prabhAnI paNa AratI utAravA lAgyo. A dIvaDo te bIjuM koi nahi paNa gautama. sUrya samAna sAkSAt sarvajJanI sAme paDyA, paNa hAryA. kharekhara to jItyA. pachI sarvajJatAnA kevA upAsaka banI gayA. skaMdaka tApasa prabhunI pAse AvIne AtmalAbha prApta karavAnA che tevuM prabhu pAse jANyuM tyAre te AvI rahelA ane hAla mithyAtvanI avasthAmAM rahelA skaMdaka parivrAjakane satkAravA te doDI gayA ! 54

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sarjana dvAdazAMgI jagaciMtAmaNi caityavaMdanA bhASimaMDala stotra camatkRti chaTha chaTha tapa kare pAraNuM, caunANI guNadhAma e sama zubha pAtra ko nahi, namo namo goramavAmAM zrI vIsarasthAnaka pada pUjA antargata goyamapada pUjA zrI vijaya lakSmIsUri mahArAja he gautama prabhu ! ApanI pAse viziSTa jJAna ane virala labdhio hatI, chatAM te badhuM ope gopavI rAkhyuM ! mArI pAse je nathI tenI DaMphAso paNa huM hAMke rAkhuM chuM... ApatI ane mArI vaccenuM aMtara kyAre ghaTaze ? 55

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samRddhiono saravALo saMsthAna, saMghayA, sauMdarya paMcamAMga zrI bhagavatIsUtranAM prathama zatakamAM gautamasvAmInuM manoha2 zabdacitra AlekhAyeluM che. lasalasatAM AtmasauMdaryanA A svAmInuM kAyasauMdarya paNa temanAM AtmasauMdaryanI spardhAe caDeluM hatuM. guNasamRddhi vipula hatI to rUpasamRddhi paNa jarAya kama nahotI. 50 varSanI uMmare pravrujita banelA gotama prabhunA dehanI suMdaratAne uMmaranI koi asara pahoMcI nahotI. gautamasvAmI prabhu vIranI tulanAmAM atyaMta laghu hatA, atyaMta vinamra ziSyabhAve. samakakSa hatA dehanI UMcAinA saMdarbhamAM. ane, moTA hatA uMmaranI apekSAe. prabhu karatAM ATha varSa moTA A ziSyanI UMcAi hatI sAta hAthanI. temanA dehanuM saMghayaNa paheluM hatuM ane saMsthAna samacaturasa hatuM. manohara AkRti ane pracaMDa sAmarthyanuM pradAna A be puNyaprakRti dvArA thayuM. gautamanA varNanuM adabhuta varNana AlekhAyu che. kasoTinA paththara upara jAtivaMta suvarNanA TukaDAne ghasavAmAM Ave tyAre dedIpyamAna tejomaya dhavala je tejarekhA pragaTe teno varNa kevo mohaka hoya ! AvA mohaka varNavALA ane samacaturasa AkRtivALA gautama kevA to zobhatA haze ! bhagavatIsUtranAM A vizeSaNonuM AlaMbana pAmIne jyAre mAnasapaTa upara prabhu gautamanuM kalpanAzilpa khaDuM thAya che tyAMre lAge che ke duniyAno uttama rUpavaibhava huM joi rahyo chuM ! 56

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uccatapA, diptatapA, taptatapA, mahAtapA gautamasvAmI tapasvI hatA, tapomaya hatA, tapodhana hatA, tapomUrti hatA. chaThThane pAraNe chaTTha eTale Savidha bAhya tapanuM pratinidhitva karato anazana tapa ane prakRSTa vinamratA eTale SaDvidha atyaMtara tapanuM pratinidhitva karato vinaya tapa. anazanathI kAyotsarga sudhInA bAreya tapathI gautama dIpatA hatA. tapomUrti gautamane bhagavatIjImAM cAra-cAra mahimAzAlI vizeSaNothI navAjavAmAM AvyA che. ugratapA, diptatapA, taptatapA ane mahAtapA ! alpasattva jIvo jenuM varNana sAMbhaLIne paNa dhrUjI jAya tevuM tapa ugratapa. gautamasvAmI saumya hatA paNa temanuM tapa ugra hatuM. chaTThane pAraNe chaThThanI tapazcaryA mAtra ugra nahotI, dIrgha paNa hatI. dIkSA bAda haMmezA A tapa temaNe abhyasta karyuM hatuM. ApaNA jevA alpasatva jIvo je sAdhanAne kvacit viziSTa parvomAM ArAdhatA pahelAM paNa keTalAya manomaMthano kare tevI ugra sAdhanAne prabhu gautame nitya-sAdhanA banAvI hatI. gautamanAM tapane bhaDabhaDatI aganajavAlAo sAthe sarakhAvyuM che. prabhu gautama eTale jAjvalyamAna agnikuMDa, jemAM kSaNe kSaNe karmakASThanA bhArAnA bhArA bhasmasAt thai rahyA che. anasanAdi bAhya tapa karatAM paNa aneka gaNAM UMcA uSNa tApamAnavALo dharmadhyAnAdino dAhaka agni paNa prabhu gautamamAM dIptamaMta hato. lohagolakane agnimAM tapAvatA te mAtra uSNa nathI banato, lAlacoLa banIne jANe svayaM agnisvarUpa banI jAya che. prabhu gautama tapane tapyA ane tapathI svayaM prabhu gautama tapyA. prabhu gautama tapa karatA hatA tema na kahevAya, tapomaya hatA-te temanI sAcI oLakhANa che. agnimAM prakSipta iMdhanane to agni bALe, tene je aDe tene paNa bALe. gautamaprabhu eTale evo agni, tene sparze ke tenAM darzana kare te badhAnAM dravyakarma ane bhAvakarma baLIne khAkha thAya ! are, te agninuM je dhyAna dhare ke tenAM nAmanuM raTaNa kare tenAya AMtaramaLa bhasmIbhUta thAya ! gautama prabhunuM tapa AtmAne nirmaLa karanAruM hatuM. ane svayaM paNa nirmaLa hatuM. AzaMsAdi doSanA koi kacarAthI temanuM tapa dUSita ke pradUSita na hatuM. temanuM 57

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tapa prakRSTa hatuM ane prazasta paNa hatuM. ane eTale ja prabhu gautama dIptatapasvI hatA, takhatapasvI hatA ane mahAtapasvI hatA ane chatAMya gautama nayanamanohara hatA. vayanI prauDhatA chatAM temanuM kAyasauMdarya karamAyuM nahotuM ane tapanI ugratA chatAM temanuM kAyasoMdarya ogaLyuM nahotuM. sauMdarya, sauSThava ane sAmarthanI traNa puNyasaritAonAM saMgamasthAne UbheluM eka pAvanatIrtha eTale gautamadeha ! ghora, ghoraguNI, ghorataparavI, ghorabrahmacArI gautama prabhunI eka navalI oLakhANa-te bhayaMkara ane nirdaya hatA. saumyAkRti gautama bhayaMkara hatA ane karuNAnidhi gautama nirdaya hatA ! ugra tapa, kaThora saMyama ane prakRSTa jJAnathI parivarelI pratibhA evI to prabhAvasaMpanna hatI ke DhIlA-pocA thatharI jAya. zithilAcArIo temanA darzanathI dhrUje ane mithyAmatio temanA prabhAvathI aMjAi jAya...mATe prabhu gautama bhayAnaka hatA. ane, nirdaya to kevA ! joyuM nahi ? 50-50 varSanA jIgarajAna sAgrIta ahaMkArane kevo phUTI nAMkhyo ! indriyonI Asaktine anAsaktinI ghANImAM talanA dANAnI jema pIsI nAMkhI. A temanI nirdayatAnA prabhAve ja te indriyavijetA ane pariSahavijetA banyA. krodhAdi kaSAyone, AhArAdi saMjJAone ane viSayanI abhipsAone nirdaya banIne daLI nAMkhanArA gautama mATe vizeSaNa vAparyuM che-ghora. te mAtra ghora nahotA, ghoraguNI, ghora tapasvI ane ghorabrahmacArI hatA. evA to uttuMga guNagirivara upara te virAjelA hatA, jenI UMcAi joine kAyaro thatharI jAya. temanI guNasamRddhi nihALI guNadaridro bebhAna thai jAya. maMdasAttvika jIvagaNa mATe duSkara duSkara kahI zakAya tevI guNagarimA hatI prabhu gautama pAse. evI ja duSkarakAraka temanI tapazcaryA hatI ane evI ja duSkarakAraka temanI bahmacarya sAdhanA hatI. vikAro ane vikalpo temanAthI DarIne lAkho jojana dUra rahetA. temanuM nAmasmaraNa karanArathI paNa vikAro dUra bhAge. gautama lablinidhAna hatA kAraNa ke gautama zuddhinidhAna hatA. gautamanAme nidhi pragaTe te jANIe chIe. paNa, tenAthI caDiyAto prabhAva gautamanAmano e che ke gautamanAme zuddhi pragaTe. - 58

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tyaktakAya have eka majAnuM vizeSaNa Ave che-ucchuDhasarIre gautama tyaktakAya hatA. temaNe kAyAno parigraha vosirAvI dIdho hato. "acchA parigraho vatto saMdarbhamAM A vizeSaNa vaparAyuM che. siddhabhagavaMto zarIra rahita che mATe azarIrI che. gautamaprabhu sazarIrI hatAM chatAM azarIrI hatA. kAyA hatI, kAyamamatva kyAM hatuM? ane, pachI to kAyA paNa baMdhana nathI banatI. anAdikALathI dehanA pradezo sAthe tANAvANAnI jema gUMthAine dehAkAra banIne rahevA TevAyelA AtamarAmane dehAdhyAsa keTalo abhyasta che ! te anAdiabhyasta dehAdhyAsanA gautame kevA kuracA uDADyA haze tyAre AgamazAstra temane "tyaktakAya' jevA asAdhAraNa birudathI navAje che. dehanI thoDIka asvasthatAmAM ApaNe AkhAne AkhA AkuLavyAkuLa thai jatA hoie ane dehanI zAtA ApaNane zAtAgAravanA gajavara para caDAvI detI hoya to jANavuM ke dehamamatvanuM phortha sTejanuM kensara vaLyuM che. paNa kemotherapine kyAMya Thokara mAre tevI nema-therapi ApaNI pAse che, akaLAvAnI jarUra nathI. gautamanAmanI raTaNA karo, dehanA roga to maTe, dehano adhyAsa paNa tUTe. dehAdhyAsa toDavAnI asarakAraka guTikA-gautamanuM nAma. saMkSipta ane vipula tejolezyA gautamasvAmI hAivolTejavALI prakhara tejolezvAnA svAmI hatA. Darazo ' nahi, temanAthI DarIne AghA bhAgavAnI jarUra nathI. te prakhara tejolezyA temaNe gahana aMtaHstalamAM bhaMDArI dIdhI hatI. aneka yojana dura paDelI koi cokkasa cIjane ahIM beThA bALI zake tevI viziSTa tejovezyAnI labdhi prabhu gautama pAse hatI. agnimisAila, pRthvImisAila ke skaDa-misAilanA yugamAM ApaNe vasIe chIe. AvI porgalika misAila paNa nirdhArita kSetramAM jaine bombavarSA karI nagarone ujjaDa karI zake to gautamanAM vikasIta caitanyanAM mahAsAmarthyane vaLI kaI maryAdA naDe ? misAila zodhyA pachI tene choDavAmAM dhanyatA anubhave te yuddhakhora mAnasa. tejovezyAnI labdhi pragaTyA pachI paNa tene gopavI rAkhe tenuM nAma gautamasvAmI... - 59

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caturdazapUrvI, caturthAnI, sarvAkSarasaMnnipAtI gautamasvAmI caudapUrvadhara hatA. caudapUrvanA sarjaka ja pote hatA, dhAraka to hoya ja ne ! kevI suMda2 vizeSaNonI zrRMkhalA goThavI che ! zarUAtanAM vizeSaNomAM rUpasamRddhi tarapha nirdeza karyo...pachI, tapasamRddhi jaNAvI. te pachI gotamasvAmInI guNasamRddhinuM bayAna karyuM. ane, A vizeSaNa dvArA sUcita karI zrutasamRddhi ! prabhudatta tripadImAMthI virATa dvAdazAMgInuM sarjana karanAra gautamasvAmI atyaMta zrutazrImaMta hatA. 16383 hastipramANa zAhIthI lakhI zakAya teTalA virATa arthane aMtaH stalamAM samAvIne beThelo mahAna zrutasAgara eTale caudapUrva. AvA virATa zrutasAgaranuM eka aMjalimAM Acamana karI zakavAnuM mahAsAmarthya prabhu gautamamAM hatuM. gautama mAtra zrutajJAnI nahotA, avadhijJAnI ane manaHparyavajJAnI paNa hatA. te vAtane sUcita karatuM vizeSaNa eTale caturNAnI. gautama caturbhAnI paNa hatA ane catura jJAnI paNa hatA. akSaronu vizva paNa kevuM virATa che ! 33 vyaMjana ane 13 svara maLIne 46 akSaronI banelI varSAvalI. te varNone kAnA, mAtrA AdithI zaNagArIe tyAre bArAkhaDI bane. bArAkhaDInA 690 akSaromAMthI keTalA badhA akSarasaMyogo nIpajI zake ! ane ATalA virATa-saMkhyaka akSara saMyogane eka ja muhUrtamAM jhaDapI le tevo kemero eTale gautama. tethI gautama mATe vizeSaNa prayojayuM-sarvAkSarasaMnipAtI !. UrdhvajAnu-adhozira have maLe che gautamasvAmInI kharI oLakhANa. gautamanI vinayasamRddhinA bhaMDAra upara sarcalAiTa pheMke tevA vizeSaNo have Ave che. gautama prabhuvIranI atinikeTa paNa nathI besatA, atidUra paNa nahi. atinikaTa AvIne besI jAya to avagrahamaryAdA kyAM rahe ? atidUra rahe to ocityapAlana kevI rIte kare ? sevA-zuzruSA kevI rIte kare ? vinayamUrti gautamanuM kalpanAcitra kSaNavAramAM dorI 60

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zakAya tevA be rekhAMkano. UrdhvajAnu ane adhosira. gautama be jAnu UMcA rAkhIne ubhaDaka page bese che paNa mastaka to temanuM nIce nameluM che. natamastaka gautama eTale vinayavaMta gautama. cAle tyAre natamastaka hoya tethI suMda2 iryAsamiti paLAya. UbhA rahetA ke besatA natamastaka hoya tethI sAro vinaya paLAya. paNa gautama kyAM che eTale khovAyeluM vyaktitva ! anusaMdhAna sAdhI rahelo che ! ? te to khovAi gayA che dhyAnanA koThAramAM. gautama temano upayoga to satata bhItaranI duniyA sAthe saMyama ane tapa AvA guNagarima gautama saMyama ane tapathI AtmAne bhAvita karatA vihare che. A varNana vAMcatA saMgrAmabhUmimAM zatru sAme laDI rahelo yoddho najara sAme taravare che. saMgrAma karma sAme che. yoddhA pAse eka hAthamAM talavAra hoya, bIjA hAthamAM DhAla. talavAra prahAra karavA ane DhAla prahArathI bacavA mATe che. laDAinI be nIti hoya che 1) Akramaka nIti (Offensive Policy) 2) saMrakSaNAtmaka nIti (Defensive Policy). talavAra AkramaNa mATe che, DhAla saMrakSaNa mATe. karma sAmenA saMgrAmamAM zUravIra yoddhA prabhu gautama tapanI talavAra ane saMyamanI DhAla laine raNavIra banyA che. karmano kSaya karavo te karma paranuM AkramaNa che. karmanA baMdhathI bacavuM te saMrakSaNa che. nirjarA eTale AkramaNa ane saMvara eTale saMrakSaNa. nirjarA tapathI thAya ane saMvara saMyamathI thAya. gotama pAse baMnne cheH saMjameNa tavasA appANaM bhAvemANe viha2i. koi bhojana kare paNa pacAve nahi to te bhojanano artha zuM ? saMyama ane tapanI caryA te bhojana che ane te bannenI pariNatithI AtmAne bhAvita karavo te pAcana che. gautama saMyama ane tapathI bhAvita banelA hatA. mATe gautamanA saMyama ane tapa sahune prabhAvita karatA hatA. 1

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pRcchA pUrvanI sajjatA prathama zatakanA prathama uddezakanAM aMtima sUtramAM jijJAsAonuM nirAkaraNa prabhu pAsethI jhaMkhatA gautamanI sajjatAnuM alaukika ane adbhuta varNana karyuM che. te varNana vAMcIne nAcI UThavAnuM mana thAya. traNa traNa vizeSaNonA cAra suMdara samUha goThavyA che. jAyasaDDhe jAyasaMsao jAyakoUhale uppaNNasaDDhe upaNNasaMsao uppaNNakoUhale saMjAyasaDDhe saMjAyasaMsao saMjAyakoUhale samuppaNNasaTTe samuppaNNasaMsao samuppaNakoUhale gaMbhIra tatvonA gahana arthone jANavAnI tIvra icchAe gautama prabhune pUchavA prerati karyA che. jIvaMta jijJAsAne lai gautama prabhu pAse pahoMce che. gautama jJAnanA bhaMDAra hatA, labdhinA bhaMDAra hatA, rUpanA bhaMDAra hatA, guNanA bhaMDAra hatA. navI eka oLakhANa-gotama jijJAsAonA bhaMDAra hatA. ThaMDAgAra pANInAM keTalAya mATalAM gaTagaTAvIne beThelA mANasano koi paricaya Ape-tarasyo mANasa. kevuM lAge ! cAra jJAnanA dhaNI ane caudapUrvanAM zrutane pI ane pacAvIne beThelA gautamasvAmI tarasyAne tarasyA ja hatA. paraba pAse ja hatI, loTA bharI bharIne gautame jJAnUvArinuM pAna kare ja rAkhyuM ! gautamasvAmInI jijJAsAo prabhunI jJAnaparabanAM vArine vahevaDAvavAnuM mAdhyama banI. pANI to gautamasvAmIne maLyuM hatuM tevuM ja zAstronAM mAdhyamathI ApaNane paNa maLyuM che. paNa, temanA jevI tarasa kyAMthI lAvavI ? prazna pUchatA pahelA gautamanA romaroma upara kautuke kabajo jamAvyo che. huM A prazna pUchIza, prabhu teno zuM javAba Apaze ? kevI rIte Apaze ? kevI adbhuta vAto mane jANavA maLaze ! kevAM gUDha rahasyo prabhu prakAzita ka2ze ! pRcchAnI pUrvamAM ja je AvA vismayathI bharAi cUkyA che, te gautama pratyuttaranAM vismayane ze jI2vI zakyA haze ? jijJAsA ane vismayathI chalakAtA gautamasvAmI prabhunI pAse pahoMce che. 6ra

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vismaya ane harSathI pulakita banelA gautama prabhune traNa pradakSiNA kare che. gautamanuM jIvana eTale eka virATa vartuLa ane tenuM kendra prabhu ! prabhune kendramAM rAkhI traNa pradakSiNA pharatA gautamasvAmI kevA bhavya lAgatA haze ! prabhunI stuti karIne prabhunAM caraNomAM namaskAra kare che. prabhunAM vacanonAM zravaNanI tIvra icchAthI bharelA gautama prabhune abhimukha bane che. vinayapUrvaka be hAthanI aMjali mastake aDADIne natamastaka gautama prabhunAM vacanAmRtane jhIlavA utsuka banyA che. prabhunA caraNopAsaka banIne prabhunA vacanopAsaka banavA tatpara banelA vinayamUrti gotamasvAmInI A sajjatA jANIne vismita thai javAya che. cAlo, Aje gautamanuM dhyAna dharIe. dedIpyamAna samavasaraNamAM ratnakhacita siMhAsana para divyakrAntithI opatA prabhu birAje che. vinayamUrti gautama natamastake be hAtha joDIne vismita vadane ane tRSAtura nayane prabhu sAme TAMpIne beThA che. prabhunA vadana-kaLazamAMthI vacanavAri vahetAnI sAthe tene jhIlavA mATe utsukatAthI be karNakaTorAne gautama dharIne beThA che. gautamanI kAyA para romarAji vikasvara banelI che. AvA jijJAsu gautamane ApaNA dhyAna bhuvananA ArAdhya deva banAvIe. 63

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mautama-svAdhyAya nUtana varSanI maMgala prabhAte H zrI vinayaprabha mahArAja racita zrI gautamasvAmI rAsa nitya smaraNIya : zrI gautamasvAmI aSTaka kaivalyaparvanI ArAdhanA : zrI gautamasvAmInAM devavaMdanA kaivalyaparvano jApamaMtra : zrI gautamasvAmI sarvajJAya namaH camatkRti trailokyabIjaM parameSThibIjaM sajjJAnabIjaM jinarAjabIjam / yannAmamaMtraM vidadhAti siddhiM sa gautamo yacchatu vAJchitaM me / / traNa lokanAM bIja svarUpa, parameSThionA bIja svarUpa uttama jJAnanAM bIja ravarUpa ane jinezvaronA bIja ravarUpa evo jemano nAmarUpa maMtra sarva prakAranI siddhine kare che, te zrI gautamagaNadhara mArAM vAMchitone Apo. zrI gautamasvAmI aSTaka 'he gItama prabhu ! mAMgo te maLe tevo ApanA nAmano prabhAva che - 1 - - mArI nAmanAnI kAmanA ogALI do ne ! 64

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divya kusumavuM gautama-traNa akSaranuM A nAma eTale eka visphoTaka adhyAtma bomba ! keTalAka bomba evA hoya che tame tene opareTa karo to phUTe. keTalAka evA hoya che ke tene lAiTara cAMpavAthI te phUTe. keTalAka bomba evA ke koi tene aDe ke tarata phUTe. gautama nAma evo eka adhyAtmabomba che ke tame te nAma hoThe aDADo ke tarata te phUTe ane aMtarAya karmonAM nagaronA nagaro nAmazeSa thAya. te bombanA visphoTathI karmanI sRSTimAM nAgAzAkI ke hIrozImA ivara AkAra le ! nAmanikSepAnA prabhAvathI ApaNe sahu paricita to chIe ja. bAvAnuM nAma sAMbhaLatA bAbo DarI jAya che. "sApa" zabdanI bUma kAne paDatA bAbalAnI sAthe bApA paNa bhAgavA mAMDe che. bhUta najare jonArA keTalA ? ane, bhUtathI DaranArA keTalA? te badhAne bhayabhIta karanAra bhUta nathI, bhUtanuM nAma che. ghaNAMne bhajIyA ke rasapurInuM nAma sAMbhaLatA mukhamAM pANI chUTe che ! mammInuM nAma sAMbhaLatA ja saMtAna nirbhaya bane che ane saMtAnanuM nAma sAMbhaLatA ja mammIne dharapata thAya che. zatrunuM nAma paDatA ja keTalAkane kopanI kaMpArI chUTe che. nAmamAM kAMika che to kharuM ja. jenuM te nAma che te mULabhUta padArthanAM svarUpane AdhAre nAmamAM tevo prabhAva pedA thAya che. mInIsTara pote kadAca vajanamAM haLavA hoya to paNa temanuM nAma evuM vajanadAra hoya che ke te nAmanAM vajanathI ghaNAM vighno dabAi jatA hoya che. gautamasvAmInA anupama ane anuttara bhAvanikSepAe temanA nAma nilepamAM evo to prabhAva pUryo ke, hAtha-paga ane hoMziyArI badhuM thAke tyAre A

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nAmamAtrathI kAma thai jAya che. gautamanuM nAma smarIne muni bhikSAe nIkaLe tyAre iSTa dravyothI tenAM pAtarA bharAi jAya che. gautama nAma eka evI kuMcI che je lAbhAntarAyanA kSayopazamanAM tALAM ramatavAtamAM kholI nAMkhe che. daridranAM dAridrayane cUrI nAkhavuM eTale gautama nAmanA dastA mATe ramatavAta ! dharatImAM UMDe daTAyelA nidhAno A nAmanA prabhAvathI upara kheMcAI Ave che. jaDane prAjJa banA, nirdhananAM AMgaNe nidhAna pragaTAve, buddhane budha banAve ane DaphoLane DAhyo banAve, tevo ajabagajabano jAdu A nAmamAM bharyo che. loDhuM sonuM thAya te prabhAva to pArasamaNimAM paNa jovA maLe. viSa amRta , thai jAya ane sApa saMta banI jAya tevI camatkRtio sarjI de tevo prabhAvavaMto che A nAmanikSepo. peTa sApha Ave ke cAra kalAka katAramAM TIcAyA pachI TrenanuM rIjharvezana maLe toya mUcha maraDavA mAMDIe tevA mAnakaSAyanA takalAdI ramakaDAM ApaNe ! takalAdI eTalA mATe ke bIjA divase jhADo kaThaNa Ave ke bIjA vakhate TikeTa veiTIMgamAM maLe to hAthano sparza pAmelA lajAmaNInA choDanI jema ApaNe cImaLAi jaie chIe. ahaMkAra-visarjananI sAdhanAnuM amogha upAsya tattva eTale gautama nAma. tame dra praNidhAna pUrvaka te nAmanI raTaNa karo, vinamratAno raMga tamane lAge ja ! vinayaguNanA sAdhako mATe samartha trivarNI maMtra-gautama. karmone toDavA to haju sahelA, kaSAyanA kALamIMDhane toDavA totiMga hathoDA joie. Avo eka totiMga hathoDo eTale gautama nAma. gautamasvAmI bhale nirvANa pAmI cUkyA, temano nAma-nikSepa vidyamAna che eTale sAkSAta gautama hAjarAhajUra che. ApaNe te nAmagautamane hRdayanA kaLazAmAM bharI laie ane hoThanAM nALacAmAMthI tene khaLakhaLa vahevA daie. ApaNA tamAma AdhyAtmika iSTone A megniphizanTa megneTa dvArA kheMcI laie. gautama nAmamAM A prabhAva kyAMthI pUrAyo? gautama nAma prabhAvavaMtu kema banyuM ? bane ja ne ! je nAma sahuthI vadhu vAra prabhuvIranA hoThe ramyuM, te nAma prabhAvavaMtu bane ja ne ! prabhu vIranAM haiye rameluM ane hoThe caDeluM pAvana A nAma che ! je zabda prabhunA hoThe caDatA tamane sahuthI vadhu romaharSa thato hato te traNa

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akSarano zabda che gautama. kahe che ke, gautama nirvANa pAmyA tyAre sarva labdhio nirAdhAra banI. A labdhinAmaka bhramaro cAre bAju Azraya zodhavA bhamI rahyA hatA ane eka maghamaghAyamAna suvAsita divya kusuma najare caDyuM. te badhA labdhi-bhramara A kusumane coMTI paDyA. A divya kusuma eTale gotama nAma. rAtre saMthArA porisino vidhi bhAtI vakhate mahAmunionuM smaraNa karIe, tyAre temAM paNa sarva mahAmunionuM pratinidhitva saMbhALe gautama. gautama nAma maMgalonuM paNa maMgala che. alaukika maMgala che. gotamanuM nAma bolo ane apamaMgalonAM ToLAM Take zAnA ? aDhaLaka apamaMgalothI ApaNe gherAyelA chIe. eka upAdhine hAMkI kADhIe tyAM to bIjI sattara upAdhi ApaNI upara AkramaNa kare che. traNa sAMdhatA tera tUTe tevI badatara ApaNI hAlata che. kALa pratikULa che, bhavitavyatA viparita hoya tevuM bhAse che, karmo vAMkA paDe che ane puruSArtha pAMgaLo che. tethI apamaMgalonI eDI nIce ApaNe kacaDAi marIe chIe. ane, vadhAre karuNApAtra ApaNe eTalA mATe chIe ke mahAvIra ane gautama jevA maMgalakArI nAmo ApaNI pAse che chatAM ApaNe parezAna thaie chIe. badhAya samavAyo-pAMceya kAraNo upara Adhipatya che A pavitratama nAma nikSepanuM. gautama nAmanA prabhAvanuM mULa 'namo' mAM paDeluM che. namonI sAdhanAmAMthI labdhivaMta gotamano prAdurbhAva thayo che. 'namo'nI upAsanAnuM prakaSabindu eTale prabhu gautama. te evA namomaya banI gayA ke 'namo' nAmaka mULamAM daTAyelI anaMta labdhio temane vaLagI paDI. Aje kALa ati viSama che. azAnti ane asamAdhinA vAdaLa satata jIvananAM gaganamAM gherAyelA rahe che. asalAmati sivAya kAMi ja salAmata dekhAtuM nathI. cAre bAju azubhanuM varcasva varatAya che. zubha paribaLo durlabha ane durgama banyA che. aMtarAyonAM jALAMe jANe badhAne bAMdhI lIdhA che ! mohanIyanI chAvaNIo ane tAbUtonI vacce ApaNuM astitva che. prabaLa moha-pariNatie jIvonI gaLacI dabAvI che. ciMtAo, Tensano ane mUMjhavaNonAM vajanadAra poTalAM mAthA upara UcakIne mANasa phare che. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinI tripuTIe 63

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trAsavAda phelAvyo che. AvA viSama ane vikaTa kALamAM have jhaMkhanA che akasIra sarvASadhinI. koi jaDIbuTTInI zodhamAM najara sahunI bhame che. gautama nAma AvI aksIra jaDIbuTTI che. samAdhirasano amRtakuMbha che A nAma. puNyodayanI TyubalAiTane cAlu karavAnuM baTana che A nAma. cAlo, A nAma-maMtranI raTaNA karIe. A nAmamaMtranA sAdhaka banIe. uchaLatA ahobhAva sAthe gautamanA nAmamaMtrano jApa karIe. gautama nAmanI TaNA jarUra ApaNA aMtarAyonAM jALAMnuM chedana karaze, mohanIyanuM kAsaLa kADhaze ane jJAnAvaraNIyanAM vAdaLone vidAraze. guNalayopazamanuM avambha sAdhana che-gautama raTaNA. cAlo, mahAprabhAvI A maMtranAM zaraNe jaie. maMtraH 3OM hrIM zrIM arihaMta uvajjAya zrI gautamasvAmine namaH |

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zrI mautamasvAmIno vaibhava : jJAna : cAra prabhudatta tripadImAMthI labdhi : 28 eka muhUrtamAM cauda pUrvanI racanA ziSyo : 50 hajAra camatkRti sadakSiNaM bhojanameva deyaM, sAdharmikaM saMghasaparyayeti / kaivalyavastraM pradadau munInAM, sa gautamo yacchatu vAJchitaM me / / sAdharmikane saMghapUjA pUrvaka dakSiNA sahita bhojana ApavuM joie. ethI munione (paMdaraso tApasone) kevaLajJAnarUpI vastra jemaNe ApyuM, te zrI gautamagaNadhara mArAM vAMchitone Apo. zrI gautamasvAmI aSTaka he gautama prabhu ! Apa ghaNAM moTA zramaNa hatA chatAM eka zrAvakanI paNa Ape kSamA mAMgI. vaDilo pratye aparAdha sevAi jAya tyAre to tarata namIne khamAvI dauM tevI yogyatA paNa mArAmAM kyAre pragaTaze ?

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- jo gautama houM to ! tuM sAta rAjArA , skulamAM bhASAnAM praznapatramAM ghaNIvAra evo nibaMdha pUchAto hoya che ke, huM- houM to ! huM vaDApradhAna houM to ! karoDapati houM to ! prInsIpAla houM to ! paTAvALo houM to ! ke bhikhArI houM to...AvA to hajAro pAtrone saMbhAvanAnAM kendra tarIke goThavIne nibaMdha pUchI zakAya. ghaNIvAra to nirjIva sAdhanone paNa saMbhAvanAnAM pAtra tarIke mUkelA hoya. jemake, huM kacarATopalI houM to ! huM blekaborDa houM to ! huM skulano ghaMTa houM to ! Avo nibaMdha pUchAya tyAre vidyArthIe te te vastumAM sajIvAropaNa alaMkAra dvArA kacarApeTI ke blekaborDanAM kalpita AMtara-saMvedanone vAcA ApavAnI ! ekavAra eka skulamAM nibaMdha pUchAyoH jo huM zikSaNamaMtrI houM to ! eka vidyArthIe lakhyuMH jo huM zikSaNamaMtrI houM to sau prathama parIkSAmAM A prakArano nibaMdha pUchavA para ja pratibaMdha mUkI dauM ! te vidyArthIne bhale A prakAranA nibaMdha mATe aruci hoya, mane to nibaMdhano A prakAra khUba game che. bIjAnAM sthAne potAnI jAtane goThavIne bIjAnI sthitine samajavAno A prakAranA nibaMdhamAM sarjanAtmaka prayAsa thato hoya che. te te pAtranI paristhiti ane manaHsthitine samajavA vidyArthI svayaM te pAtramaya banI jAya che. ane, nibaMdha lakhatA lakhatA tenI Adata paDI jAya ane vidyArthI pratyeka prasaMge potAnI jAtane bIjAnAM sthAne mUkIne ja saMyogono abhyAsa karato thai jAya to tenAM jIvanamAM dayA, kSamA, prAmANikatA vagere mUlyo sahaja rIte

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vAi jAya ! kUtarAne lAThI mAravAnuM mana thAya ane tarata kUtarAnI jagyAe potAnI jAtane mUkI de to lAThI kyAMthI mArI zake ? dayAnI lAgaNI svayaM skurAyamAna thAya tevuM ja koinI upara krodha karatI vakhate vicAre to kSamA ane koine chetaravAno vicAra Ave tyAre vicAre to prAmANikatA sahaja AcarAi jAya. bIjAne mApavA mATenI A sarasa ane sacoTa phUTapaTTI che. jo huM te houM to ! gautamasvAmInI uMcAi mApavA mATe meM Aje A prayoga karyo. gautamanAM jIvanamAM je je prasaMgo banyA che te dareka prasaMge temanAM sthAne huM houM to zuM karuM ? te prasaMgomAM mAruM AcaraNa ane valaNa kevuM hoya ane gautamasvAmInuM AcaraNa ke valaNa kevuM hatuM ! AvuM vicAravAthI phAyado e thayo ke gautamane mApavA jatAM huM paNa mapAi gayo. vaLI, temanI ane mArI vaccenAM DIsTansano paNa kAMika tAga Avyo. kyAM ApaNI tuccha manovRtti ane kyAM gautamanI nirmalatamAM ane atyaMta umadA cittavRtti ! to have nibaMdha zarU thAya che. nibaMdhano viSaya che. jo huM gautama houM r! If I were the Gautam. huM 14 vidyAno pAragAmI paMDita ziromaNi brAhmaNa indrabhUti ! 50 varSanA mArA jIvanakALamAM huM koi navo indrabhUti nathI. je indrabhUtie karyuM te ja . huM karuM. vAhavAhanA ane jayajayAravanA karNapriya nAdone basa rAtadina jhIlyA karuM pALelA popaTa jevA ziSyo dvArA uccArAtI birudAvalIo kAna mAMDIne sAMbhaLyA karuM ane phUlIne phALako thayA karuM. mAnapAnanI manabhAvana sRSTimAM sadA khelyA karuM. mArI jAtane ajeya vAdI ane sarvajJAnI mAnyA karuM ane te aphavAne cAre kora phelAvyA karuM. mArA manamAM paDelA AtmaviSayaka saMzayane huM paNa na jANI jAuM te rIte sarvajJatAnA bhramanI kothaLImAM saMtADIne rAkhuM. bIjAnI prasiddhi sAMbhaLIne baLI maruM. bIjA TapakI paDelA sarvajJane haragIja baradAsta na karuM. hallo laine jAuM. prazno ane dalIlono dhAradAra humalo karavA zastro sajAvIne jAuM ! capaTImAM harAvIne AvuM chuM evA phAMkA mArato

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mArato jAuM. tenI tarapha AkarSita thayelA devone paNa DaphoLa gaNuM. Ama to te AvI paDelA sarvajJano ThaThAro joine mAre mUDha na banavuM joie paNa AvuM anaMta aizvarya ane AvA anupama dedAra joine indrabhUtinI jema huM paNa ghavAi ja jAuM. ane nAma daine mane bolAve tyAre ahaMkArano chello (paNa, jo ke mArA mATe te chello na paNa hoya) eTeka mane paNa Ave che, kAraNa ke huM garviSTha indrabhUti chuM. paNa, cheka aMdaranA sAtamAM paDamAM saMtADelo saMzaya te kahI de tyAre indrabhUti klIna-bola thai gayA paNa indrabhUti tarIke huM zuM karuM te mane khabara nathI ! saMzayanuM samAdhAna laine ravAnA thai jAuM ! ane kadAca mArA vedazAstrone kharA sAcA mAnI vaLagI paNa rahuM ! paNa, samajo ke, indrabhUtie karyuM te ja huM karuM. to have, prabhu vIra mArA guru ane huM temano prathama ziSya! atyAra sudhI to indrabhUtie karyuM tevuM ja lagabhaga huM karuM-paNa, huM ziSya gautama houM to zuM karuM te jANavuM che ? gautame je karyuM te gautama tarIke huM na karI zake ane gautama tarIke huM karuM te sAcukalA gautama na karI zake. kAraNa ke prabhuvIranA ziSya banyA pachI gautamanuM pota badalAi gayuM, mAre to mAruM orijinala pota najara sAme rAkhIne ja A nibaMdha lakhavAno che. sauthI pahelA to huM mArA 500 celAne saMbhALI lauM...ekeya Avo pAcho na thai jAya ! temanI dIkSAno vidhi thAya tyAre nAmakaraNa-digu baMdhananA vidhi vakhate vizeSa sAvadha rahuM ! huM mahAvIrano paNa A badhA to mArA ! pelI junI birudAvalIo pokAravA temane manAi karI dauM paNa navI avasthAnA navA popaTapATha gokhAvI dauM. paNa sAthe viveka paNa zIkhavADuM ke gurunI hAjarImAM A gANAM nahi gAvAnAM. ane, sAcuM kahuM ? jIvana mahAvIrane sopuM paNa mananA ceka upara sahI karatAM mArA hAtha to na ja upaDe. have to yajJa-yAga baMdha karI dIdhA, mananI Ahuti ApavAnI vAta zenI karavAnI ? mAro vikAsa ane mAruM ghaDatara to mArI icchA, ruci, mAnasika baMdhAraNa, valaNa vagerene anulakSIne ja thavA joie. bIjo - 72

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koi potAnI icchA ane vicAra ApaNA upara ThokI besADe te kema cAle ? ApaNA ghoDAnI lagAma bIjo jhAle ? ApaNe to oTo-sajezana ane aMta: phuraNAne anusaranArI jAta ! AjJA ane AdezanuM bhAre pANI ApaNI hojarIne na pace. vaDila ke guru bahu bahu to potAnA vicAra, icchA ke bhAvanA pradarzita karI zake, tenI pharaja kevI rIte pADI zake ? temanA vicAra sAMbhaLavAnI udAratA huM dAkhavI zakuM, mane magajamAM phITa bese to temanA te vicAro mujaba vartavAnI sujanatA paNa AcaruM. paNa, bAbA vAkaya pramANamu nA vedIyAveDA mane na phAve. tahattinA saLIyAthI saMpajelA gurupArataMtranAM pAMjarAmAM pUrAi rahenAruM A paMkhI nathI. ApaNe to mukta gagananA svairavihArI paMkhI ! ane, have prasaMga Avyo tripadImAMthI dvAdazAMgInI racanAno ! jo ATalA virATa zrutanA khajAnAnuM sarjana huM karuM to corAi javAno bhaya mane sahuthI pahelo satAve. mane tarata vicAra e Ave ke koi mArI kopI na mAre ! sarva hakka racayitAne svAdhIna-AvI kAyadesaranI TIppaNa mUkyA vagara huM na rahuM. prabhu vIrane vAre ghaDIe prazno pUchI pUchIne huM vikSipta na karuM ! sAva sIlI kavezcayA bharasabhAmAM mArA jevo jJAnI pUche ? mArI pAse cAra-cAra jJAna hoya ane 14 pUrva sahita saMpUrNa dvAdazAMgIno zrutakhajAno hoya pachIya mAre gurune pUcha-pUcha karavAnuM ? ApaNe to ApakamAinA siddhAntane varelA, bApakamAi upara thoDuM jIvAya ? ane, koi gharamAM imporTeDa hAiTeka kemerA vasAve ane tenI cAMpa ekavAra paNa na pADe ke moMghu dATa kalara TI.vI. lai Ave ane ekeya vAra tenuM baTana on na kare to tene kahevuM paDe ke, bhAi, tAruM A ghara che ke myujhIyama ? huM to Maximum Utility nA prInsIpalamAM mAnanAro ! ane koi paNa cIja upayoga karyA vagara paDI rAkho to tene kATa na lAgI jAya ? mArA avadhijJAna ane mana:paryavajJAnane huM Idle paDyuM na rAkhuM. huM kaMjUsa paNa na banuM, karakasara paNa na karuM. ane, Ama koi game tevo agharo prazna pUche ane jhaTa avadhi ke mana:paryavano upayoga mUkIne huM tene sacoTa ane saMtoSakAraka samAdhAna ApI dauM

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to kevo vaTa paDe ! mAtra mAro vaTa nahi, mArA guruno paNa paDe ja ne ! loko tarata tArIpha kare ke...gurue celo to TakorAbaMdha taiyAra karyo che ! bhalene ApaNA potAnAM zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna ke manaH paryavajJAnathI javAba Apyo hoya, thoDo jaza gurune maLe to ya ApaNane zuM vAMdho hoya ? mArI pAse ATaluM virATa jJAna hoya pachI mArA gurudevane vadhAre zrama zA mATe levo paDe ? mArA gurudevane samavasaraNamAM koi prazna pUche to gurudeva javAba Ape te pahelA huM ja kahI dauM. gurudevane eTalo zrama ocho ane ApaNAM jJAnane pragaTa thavAno eTalo skopa maLe ! ane, Ameya gurunuM kArya celo karI le te bhakti ja che ne ! ane, ApaNane jeno javAba sacoTa AvaDe che tevo prazna sabhAmAM pUchAya tyAre ApaNAthI cUpa to kevI rIte besI rahevAya ? hoMziyArI pradarzita karavAnI taka jatI kare te hoMziyAra zAno ? ane, mane khudane koi ati gUDha bAbatano prazna upasthita thAya (ati gUDha viSaya sivAya to mane zaMkA zenI hoya ?) to huM jAheramAM na ja pUchuM. ekAMtamAM prabhu vIra pAse ekalo beTho houM tyAre haLavekathI pUchI lauM. ane gurudeva javAba Ape tyAre tarata cokhavaTa karI dauM - Exactly mane paNa Avo ja khyAla hato. A to tamane pUchyuM eTale pAkuM thai gayuM ! (ajJAna jeTaluM gupta rahe teTaluM sAruM ane jJAna jeTaluM pragaTa thAya teTaluM sAruM-A ApaNI mULabhUta mAnyatA) ane, mArA praznono prakAra judo hoya ! phalANo mokSamAM kyAre jaze ane DhIMkaNAne kevaLajJAna kyAre thaze A paMcAta mAre zA mATe karavAnI ? koinI prAiveTa bAbatamAM ApaNe inTaresTa zA mATe dAkhavavo paDe ? strInI umara na pUchAya, puruSanI Avaka na pUchAya to koinA bhava kevI rIte pUchAya ? ane, samajo ke koinA bhAva pUchuM ane vadhAre hoya to mane harakha thAya, tevuM jokhama zA mATe lauM ? ane, kevalIne ApaNuM potAnuM pUchavAnuM ochuM che ke bIjAnuM pUchaDyA karIe ? mAre kula keTalA ziSya thaze ? labdhiono prayoga karavAnI mane kula keTalI taka maLaze ? mAruM AyuSya keTaluM che ? keTalA rAjAo mArA bhakta thaze? mArA keTalA ziSyone kevaLajJAna thaze ? AvA badhA ati mahatvanA prazno pUchavAmAM ' '

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bIjAnA prazno pUchavAnI phurasada mane kyAMthI maLe ? ane, eka vAta nikhAlasapaNe jaNAvI dauM. mArA avadhijJAna ane manaH paryavajJAnano paradoSadarzana mATe ke tuccha kautuko saMtoSavA mATe huM upayoga na ja karuM tevI bAMhedharI atyAre huM na ApI zake. AvI mAhIti hAthavagI hoya, to avasare copaDAvI zakAya ne ! vaLI, mArA jJAnano upayoga mUkavAnI bAbatamAM huM kaMjUsa na hovAnA kAraNe AnaMda zrAvaka sAme khoTA paDavAno mane savAla ja na Ave. ane, samajo ke meM AnaMda zrAvakane khoTA kahI dIdhA...ane, mane to mArAmAM pUro konphIDansa ' hoya ja, tethI prabhu pAse jai Approval levAnI zI jarUra hoya? ane, samajo ke bemAMthI koNa prAyazcitano adhikArI te nakkI karavuM jarUrI banyuM ane te mATe prabhune pUchuM ane prabhu mane doSita kahe to mAre prAyazcitta levuM ja paDe. paNa prabhune kahI dauM huM khoTo chuM te vAta ApaNe be ja jANIe...je prAyazcitta ApavuM hoya te mane ApI do. ane, jo gurudeva AnaMda zrAvakanAM ghare jaine tenuM micchAmi dukkaDa mAMgavAnI vAta kare to mAre gurudevane namratApUrvaka vyavahArazuddhino viveka zIkhavavo paDe. gurudeva, A sAruM na lAge. Apano prathama gaNadhara eka zrAvakanA ghare tenuM micchAmi dukkaDe mAMgavA jAya temAM tenI nahi, ApatI ijjata jAya ! sAdhupaNAnI laghutA thAya ! meM dvAdazAMgI racI hoya ane eka zrAvaka AgaLa tattvanI bAbatamAM huM khoTo puravAra thAuM to ApanAM zAsananI dvAdazAMgImAM lokone vizvAsa kevI rIte bese ? ane have bIjI vAra AvI prarUpaNA nahi karuM tenI Apane khAtrI ApuM. paNa Apa A ghare micchAmi dukkaDe mAMgavA javAno durAgraha na rAkho. kadAca ekavAra ApanA dabANane vaza thaine zrAvakanI mAphI mAMgI paNa lauM. paNa pachI zrAvako vaMThI jAya, mAthe caDI bese. nAnI nAnI vAtamAM sAdhu pAse mAphI maMgAvatA thai jAya ! AvuM badhuM uTapaTAMga samajAvavAthI lagabhaga to mAnI jAya ! te chatAM

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micchAmi dukkaDano Agraha rAkhe to moMDhA para nArAjagI ane arucinA bhAva lAvIne prabhune kahuMH Apa bahuM kaho cho to ekavAra AnaMda zrAvakanA phoTA sAme mAphI mAMgI lauM... ane, te chatAM tenAM ghare jaine tenI samakSa ja mAphI mAMgavAnI pakkaDa prabhu rAkhe to mAre Bold thaine spaSTa kahevuM paDe...e mArAthI nahi bane. te tamAro pahelo zrAvaka che to huM tamAro pahelo gaNadhara chuM. ekalA zrAvakanuM tANo te na cAle. paNa, pAcho mane prabhu upara rAga to ghaNo ja che eTale sAMja paDe ekAMtamAM jaine prabhune manAvuM. prabhu ! plIjha, khoTuM na lagADatA. A to jarA vyavahAra dUSita thato hato eTalA mATe Apane kahevuM paDyuM. bAkI Apa to mArA haiyAnA hAra cho, AMkhonA tAra cho, jIvananA AdhAra cho. ApanI kRpAdRSTi jarApaNa ghaTADatA nahi. Apa nArAja thAo te mane na paravaDe ! ane, Apa kahetA ho to ApanI kSamA mAMgI lauM, basa? ApanI kSamA mAMgavAmAM mane jarAya vAMdho nathI. micchAmi dukkaDa, basa ? (prabhunI mAphI mAMgavAmAM ApaNe kyAM nAnA bApanA thai javAnA hatA ?) prabhu para prIti apAra hovA chatAM DIpharansa opha opiniana ke TasalanA prasaMgo sAva na ja bane, tevuM nakkI na kahI zakuM. sabhA vacce zreNika mahArAjA prazna pUche : prabhu ! ApanA 14 sahasa aNagAramAM sauthI vadhu caDate pariNAma koNa ? A praznano prabhu kAMi pratyuttara Ape te pahelAM mArA manamAM pratyuttara nakkI thai jAya ke Ano javAba gautama sivAya bIjo koi ja na hoi zake. I am number one, second to none. ane prabhunAM mukhe dhannA aNagAranuM nAma nIkaLe tyAre mArA kAnamAM ukaLatuM sIsuM reDAya, peTamAM tela reDAya ane moTuM kesTara oila pIdhA jevuM thai jAya. paNa bharasabhAmAM prabhunA virodhamAM nahi paDavAnI sabhyatA ane saMyama to kadAca huM jALavI zakuM. kAraNake, temAM buddhimattA paNa kahevAya. jAheramAM virodha karuM to pahelA naMbara tarIke jAheramAM ja ayogya jAhera thai jAuM. paNa te vakhate mArA manamAM vikalponI moTI AMdhI sarjAya ja. te AMdhIno lAiva phoTogrApha Avo hoyaH

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prabhu zuM joine A nAma bolyA haze ? kramAMkamAM sahuthI pahelo huM, kAraNa ke prathama gaNadhara chuM. paryAyamAM sahuthI moTo huM, kAraNake sahuthI pahelI dIkSA mArI thai che. jJAnanI vAta karIe to huM dvAdazAMgIno sarjaka cauda pUrvadhara, cAra jJAnano dhaNI.. darzananI vAta karo to prabhu para mane kevo aTala vizvAsa ! veda ane vedAMtonAM thothAM mUkIne prabhunI zaraNAgati svIkArI che ! cAritranI tulanA karavI che ? mArI pArAvAra labdhio mArA mohanIya Adi karmonA atyaMta kSayopazamanA pragaTa purAvA jevI che. ane, mohanIyano Avo tIvra kSayopazama utkaTa cAritranAM pAlana vagara thoDo thAya ? ane, dhanno tapasvI che to tamAcAramAM huM kama chuM ? te chaThThanAM pAraNe chaThTha kare che to huM paNa chaThThanAM pAraNe chaThTha karuM chuM. te pAraNe AyaMbila kare che ane huM ekAsaNuM karuM chuM, eTaluM tapanI bAbatamAM tenuM palluM thoDuM bhAre gaNo. paNa bIjI badhI bAbatamAM mArAM pallAmAM vajana keTaluM badhuM che ! varyAcAranI vAta karatA ho to, prathama gaNadhara hovA chatA roja gocarIe jAuM chuM. badhI kriyA apramatapaNe karuM chuM. ziSya saMpadAmAM to ajoDa chuM ja, even richer than the rich and greater than the great. vinaya e sarvaguNonuM mULa che. prabhu jyAM mokale tyAM tarata jAuM chuM. je kahe te karuM chuM. vinayI tarIkenI mArI khUba khyAti che. moTo guru hato temAMthI adano ziSya banI gayo...mAro tyAga keTalo mahAna ! ane, mArI labdhio ! koinA paNa moDhAmAMthI aho...aho ane a...dha..dha..dha..dha nIkaLyA vagara na rahe. jene dIkSA ApuM tene kevaLajJAna saMpaje. A mArI Exclusive oLakhANa !

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jJAna-dhyAna, tapa-tyAga, svAdhyAya-saMyama, vinaya-viveka...kaI bAbatamAM huM uNo chuM ? paNa, mAlikano mAlika koNa ? A to spaSTa pakSapAta che ! ATalA badhA indro, devo, zreNika rAjA ane vizALa parSadA-badhAnA mana para mArI keTalI kharAba chApa paDe ! ane, kadAca dhannAnuM ja nAma ApavuM hatuM to Ama jAheramAM thoDuM apAya ! zreNikane kahI devuM joie ke, badhA praznonA javAba jAheramAM na apAya, Ano javAba khAnagImAM maLaze. ane, zreNikane ya akkala nathI. AvA prazno jAheramAM pUchAtA haze? keTalo vinaya rAkhIe, keTalA jJAnI banyA, chaThThane pAraNe chaThTha karIe, temane khAtara ghasAi jaie ane tUTI marIe. paNa gurune koi kadara ja na hoya ! Avo vikalpono jhaMjhAvAta mArA manamAM to huMkAyA vagara na ja rahe. ane, svamAnaprema kaho to svamAnaprema ane nabaLI kaDI gaNo to nabaLI kaDI, ApaNane jAheramAM koi utArI pADe ke avamUlyana kare to ApaNAthI sahana na thAya. ane, A problema mane ghaNI vAra thAya. jyAre navAsavA dIkSitane laine AvuM ane huM sahuthI pahelAM vaMdana karavAno viveka zIkhavADuM tyAre guru bharasabhAmAM dhaDa daine mane Toke. gautama, kevalInI AzAtanA na kara...A thoDuM vyAjabI che? ApaNane thoDI khabara hoya ke temane kevaLajJAna thai gayuM che ? ziSyoe pahelethI ja mane kahI devuM joie ke, gurudeva, amane kevalajJAna thayuM che. ane, kAM to samavasaraNamAM pahoMcatAveMta prabhue kAnamAM mane kahI devuM joie ke A tArA navA ziSya kevalI banI gayA che. tevuM karavAne badale jAheramAM mane utArI pADe te ThIka na kahevAya. paNa, vinayI ane samarpita tarIkenI chApa TakAvI rAkhavA ApaNe mUMge moDhe badhuM sahana karI levuM paDe ! juo, pelA hAlikanA prasaMgamAM kevuM thayuM ? e gamAra jevAne me kevI rIte

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bujhavyo haze ! mAMDamAMDa tene sIdho karyo ane sAdhu karyo, paNa..,ghara bhego thai gayo. prabhune jaine moMDhAmoMDha thoDuM kahevAya ke, A tamArA kAraNe gayo ! ekeya celo temaNe nathI karI Apyo. ulTuM mAro khudano pakAvelo temanAM kAraNe ocho thayo ! ane, pote sarvajJa che, jANatA hatA A khoTo rUpiyo che, to zuM kAma mane khoTo vyAyAma karAvavo joie ? huM jaldI kevalI na thayo temAM ja ghaNI musIbato thai. 50 hajAra ziSyo kevalajJAnI hoya ane huM chadmastha ! mAre keTaluM nIcAjoNuM thAya ! paNa temanAM kAraNe ja mAruM kevalajJAna aTakatuM hatuM. temanA paranA rAgathI ja huM aTakelo hato. paNa, mArI pAse chAtI kADhIne pharI zakuM evuM paNa kyAM ochuM che ? jo huM gautama houM ane mArI pAse aDhaLaka labdhiono khajAno hoya to huM te labdhionA prayoga mATe jAhera zo yojI badhAne Avarjita karavAnI lAlaca na ja rokI zakuM. prabhunA atizayothI badhA AkarSita ane Avarjita thAya che tema mArI labdhiothI AkarSita ane Avarjita thAya ! Avarjita thaine Akhare te badhA dharma ja pAmavAnA che ne ! ane, je divase sUryakiraNonAM AlaMbanathI aSTApada caDavAnI camatkRti sarjavAno avasara hato, tyAre jo gautamanA sthAne huM houM to presa-riporTarsano ane presa-phoTogrApharsano moTo kAphalo sAthe laine ja jAuM ! jo ke, te vakhate A badhuM hatuM nahi paNa tevA rAjA vagerenA kAnamAM to pahelethI phUMka mArI dauM ke prayoga jovo hoya to rasAlo laine AvI jajo. ane, aMgUThA dvArA kSIrapAtrane akSaya banAvyuM te TANe gInIsa buka ane lImkA bukanI TImane AmaMtrIta karI upasthita rAkhuM ! mahAvIra devanAM valaNa pratye mane kyAM thoDI paNa aruci thAya te meM nikhAlasapaNe darzAvI dIdhuM. to taTasthapaNe mahAvIra mane kema game tenAM kAraNo paNa mAre darzAvI ja devA joie. mahAvIradevanuM proparAiTarI rAiTsa aMgenuM dhoraNa bilakula lIgala, jasTIphAiDa ane impArzIyala lAge ! bApanI inkama 79

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bApanA nAme ane dIkarAnI insaka dIkarAnA nAme ja jamA thAya ane jAhera thAya. A vyavasthAno huM pUro TekedAra. kAraNa ke, Akhare mAruM mAnasa to vIsamI sadInI TreDIzansathI ja TevAyeluM che ne ! gurunA ziSyono AMkaDo 14 hajAra bole ane mArA ziSyono 50 hajAra bole ! mahAvIranI A kAunTIMga sIsTama mane game. Aje to kevuM cAlyuM che ! ziSyanA ziSyo gurunA praziSya tarIke pAchA gurunA parivAramAM paNa gaNAya. eka ja AiTemanI babbe vAra enTrI thoDI naMkhAya ? ane, tema karavAmAM samartha ziSyanuM inDIpenDanTa sTeTasa zuM rahe ? kAraNa ke, gurunI ziSyasaMkhyAmAM ziSyanA ziSyonI saMkhyA umerAi javAthI ziSya gurune to kyAreya ovaraTeka karI ja na zake ! mahAvIranI gaNanApaddhatine huM Whole Heartedly appreciate karuM chuM. prabhu pAse dIkSA levAmAM saravALe to phAyado ja thayo che. brAhmaNa hato tyAre 500 celA hatA, atyAre 50 hajAra che. jema ApaNuM potAnuM gaurava hoya che tema sTeTasanuM paNa gaurava hoya che. ApaNe potAnAM gauravanI ciMtA kadAca na karIe paNa ApaNAM prathama gaNadhara tarIkenAM sTeTasanuM gaurava to jALavavuM ja joie ne ! prabhu mArI ke sTeTasanI gauravahAni thAya tevuM kAma soMpe tyAre dharmasaMkaTa jarUra thAya. te kArya karuM to sTeTasanI hAni thAya ane na karuM to AjJAbhaMgano doSa lAge. huM bemAMthI ekeya doSa na lAgavA dauM. cAlAka to kharo ne ! zataka zrAvakane tenI patnIne micchAmi dukkaDe mAMgavAno saMdezo pahocADavAnuM kArya prabhu mane bhaLAve to nA to na paDAya. paNa, tevuM nimna kakSAnuM kAma mArA jevA prathama gaNadhara kare te sTeTasane anurUpa na kahevAya. AvA avasare huM cAlAkI vAparuM. prabhune tahatti kahI dauM ane mArA koi nAnA celAne A kAma bhaLAvI dauM ane te kAma pUruM karIne Ave eTale prabhune jaNAvI dauM ke kAma thai gayuM che. sApa mare nahi ne lAkaDI bhAMge nahi. jo ke, Ama karavAmAMya mAre lamaNAjhIMka to ghaNI ja karavI paDe. mArA hajAro celAmAMthI haju kone kevalajJAna thavAnuM bAkI che te mAre zodhavuM paDe, kAraNa ke, kevalajJAnI ziSyane to kAma sopAya nahi. hAlika jevA gamAra kheDUtane vyAkhyAna saMbhaLAvavAnuM guru kahe tyAre paNa - 80

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AvI cAlAkI ja ajamAvuM. kAraNa ke eka gamArane samajAvavA AvaDo moTo gaNadhara tenA ghare jAya te keTaluM Odd lAge ? joke AmAMya celAne mokalavAmAM thoDo bhaya to rahe ja. rakhe ne gamAra bujhI jAya ane dIkSA lai le to tenI enTrI ziSyanAM khAtAmAM paDe. proparAITarI rAiTsanA Rules khabara che ne ! kAma karuM to sTeTasano prazna Ave, na karuM to gurvAjJAbhaMga thAya ane ziSya dvArA karAvuM to ceka bIjAnA khAtAmAM jamA thaI javAno Dara rahe. badhI vAte musIbata ! pelA devazarmA brAhmaNanA kesamAM paNa A ja musIbata mane naDe. jo ke te prasaMga Akho noMkho che. prabhuno nirvANa samaya najIka che tenAM eMghANa to spaSTa varatAi cUkelA che. tethI, AvA samaye ADAavaLA thavAmAM jokhama pUruM. AvA samaye AghApAchA na thavAya. vIsamI sadInA vArasAlolupa mAnasamAM vasiyatanAmAno vicAra pahelo Ave ! AkhA zAsananA rakhevALa tarIkenA hakko, zAsanano mAlikI adhikAra, sattAvAra mukhya vArasadAra tarIkenI jAherAta vagere keTalI badhI mahatvanI kAryavAhIo thavAnI zakyatA A divasomAM mane to dekhAya ! ane, evA vakhate ja gurudeva mane dUra dhakele eTale tarata zaMkA thAya-nakkI dALamAM kAMika kALuM che. kAMika garabaDa goTALo thavAnI zakyatA che ! have to na ja khasAya. * paNa, dIkSAnA divase prathama gaNadhara thayo tenI sAthe ja je hakko maLavAnA hatA te maLI ja gayA che, koi phroDa thaze nahi ke gema ramAze nahi tevI nizcitatA thai jAya to kadAca jAuM to kharo. kAraNake, manamAM ja evo vicAra Ave ke...chellI chellI AjJA nahi mAnuM to kalaMka lAgI jaze. A kalaMkanA bhayathI kadAca huM jAuM, paNa hIro ghogho jaine AvyA jevuM thAya to UMDe UMDe manamAM to vicAra Ave-prabhu chelle chelle paNa dharamadhakko khavaDAvyA vagara na rahyA. paNa, guNIyAjI pahoMcatA mAThA samAcAra maLatA huM paNa mArI jAtane vazamAM na ja rAkhI zakuM. basa, mArA nAtha gayA ? A pAmaranA pAlanahAra basa gayA ? adhamanA uddhAraka cAlyA gayA ? A pApInA pAvanakartA basa palAyana thai gayA ? A ajJAnInAM aMtarane ajavALanAra kyAM gayA ? meM keTalA trAsa ApyA ? keTalI avajJA karI ? keTalo avinaya karyo ? prabhu ! mane mApha karo.

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nahi..nahi..nahi javA dauM. zenA jAo ? mane choDIne Ama cAlyA javAno tamane zuM adhikAra ? eTalA mATe mane Ama dUra dhakelI dIdho ? Akho divasa mArA kevalajJAna mATe jharato hato eTale Apane bIka peThI ke ApanuM kevalajJAna paDAvI laiza ? huM ApanA caraNa pakaDI kheMcI rAkhIza ? huM Apano pAlava pakaDIne pAchaLa paDIza ? huM poka mUkI mUkIne raDuM...kadAca mUrNita paNa thai jAuM, pAgala paNa thai jAuM ane kadAca hRdayaroganA humalAnuM nizAna paNa banI jAuM. prabhunI hayAti ane jIvaMta sAMnidhya maLavA chatAM bhale huM kAMi na pAmyo. temanA virahane to eLe na ja javA dauM. sAcukalA gautamanI jema kevalajJAnanAM ajavALAM na patharAya, paNa samyagadarzananAM ajavALAM to acUka patharAya. kAraNa ke paMcamakALanA jIvadaLanI A ja vizeSatA ke vicitratA che ke, pUjya vaDilonI hayAtimAM temano bharapUra anAdara kare ane divaMgata thAya tyAre poka mUkIne raDe, chApAmAM zraddhAMjalionA phoTA chapAve, divAlanA phoTAne bhArekhama phulanA hAra caDAve, ane karelA apamAno ane aparAdho mATe bAladIo bharIne AMsu sAre ! paNa, A AMsu paNa tenA avajJA ane anAdaranAM ghaNAM pApa dhoi nAMkhe ! nibaMdha ahIM pUro thAya che. AmAM kadAca taraNatAraNahAra prabhu mahAviradeva ke vinayabhaMDAra prabhu gautamanI lezamAtra AzAtanA thai hoya to kSamA yAcuM chuM. prabhu gautamanA jIvana-prasaMgo to ApaNe jANyA che. te te prasaMgomAM gautamasvAmIno vinaya, temanuM samarpaNa, temanI nirmaLatama pariNati, ucca AdhyAtmikatA, jhaLahaLatuM zramaNya, nItaratuM vAtsalya, akhaMDa ane paripUrNa gurvAjJApAlana, anupama namratA, naiSThika nirabhimAnatA, zaNagAra svarUpa samatA, vilasatuM jJAnaaizvarya, vismayakAraka bhautika labdhio ane vismaya-vismaya kAraka AMtara labdhio..A badhAM guNaratnonI jAjavalyamAna jyotine ApaNe nihALI che. gautamanAM acijya ane anupama guNasAmrAjyanA sAme cheDe che ApaNI kaMgAlI

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yata ! kyAM kSudratAnI UMDI khINanAM aLasIyAM jevA ApaNe ane kyAM vyomavihArI garUDa jevA gautama ! temanA guNonA girivariyAnI Toca nihALavA paNa ApaNe eTalA UMce caDavuM paDe ke jenI ApaNI koi kSamatA nathI. tethI jyAM ubhA chIe tyAMthI ja A guNagirivaranI hAiTa mApavA mATe A eka jokhamI prayAsa karyo che ! jokhama che ajANatA paNa prabhuvIranI ke guru gautamanI avajJA thai javAnuM ! kyAM ApaNe ane kyAM guNagirIza gautama ! je prasaMgamAM ApaNe AchakalA thai jaie ke ucchaMkhala thai jaie, tyAre paNa gautama to bahu sahajatAthI vinaya ane samarpaNanI pAvana saritAmAM vahI jAya che. nathI naDatA temane koi avarodha, nathI karatA te kyAMya virodha ! svayaM mahAna guru hovA chatAM temanuM kharuM sauMdarya temanAM ziSyatvamAM chalakAya che ! je prasaMgomAM ApaNe ukaLI paDIe tyAM paNa gautama to zItala nIranA sahodara banIne rahe che. ApaNAM ukaLatA vyaktitvathI tadana viparIta temanuM Tharela vyaktitva atyaMta mohaka lAge che ! temanA jevA ja AbehUba gautama banavAnI lAlaca lAgI jAya ! je prasaMgomAM ApaNe naphphaTa ane nirlajja banI jaie, te prasaMgomAM paNa gautama vinaya ane namratAnI sarahadane sahajatAthI sAcave che ! maganI dALa khAdhI ane traNa divasanI kabajIyAta dUra thai to divasonA divaso sudhI te maganI dALa ane peTanI zuddhinAM gANAM gAyA karIe ApaNe, ane gautama prabhu anaMta labdhio chatAM nirlepa ane nispRha ! prabhu gautama ! tamArI anaMta labdhio amane jarUra Azcaryamugdha kare che. paraMtu ATalI labdhiothI paNa Apa sarvathA nirlepa, nispRha ane nirAsakta hatA tenuM Azcarya to kemeya osaratuM nathI. gautamasvAmI vyakti nahotA, vibhUti hatA. Azcarya nahi, mahAAzcarya hatA. sAdhaka nahi, mahAsAdhaka hatA. yogI nahi, yogIzvara hatA. adhyAtmathI chalochala hatA, vinayathI samRddha hatA, guNothI mahAzrImaMta hatA. AtmasauMdaryathI jhaLahaLatA hatA ane zIlasuvAsathI maghamaghatA hatA. jyAM kSadra AkuLavyAkuLa bane tyAM A svAmI sahajatAthI svastha (Atmastha)

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rahe che. jyAM pAmara pANI-pANI thAya tyAM A parameza sthitaprajJa rahe che. jyAM tuccha vyaktitvanA tUTIne TukaDA thai jAya tyAM paNa A TocanuM vyaktitva bahu sahajatAthI akhaMDa ane paripUrNa rahe che. jyAM vAmanane vicalita thatA vAra na lAge, tyAM paNa A virATa anAyAse sthira rahe che. gautama-vibhUti eka abhedya killo che. te vibhUtinAM jIvana-nagaranI bhavya guNa-mahelAtonAM aMtaraMga ezvaryano tAga koNa pAmI zake ? tenAM jIvana rahasyone ukelavAnuM adharuM nathI, azakya che ApaNA jevA pAmaro mATe. gautamanI garimAno eka jhAMkho aMdAja meLavavA A nibaMdhamAM eka niSphaLa prayAsa karyo che. A tophAnI tukkA dvArA gautamasvAmInI hAiTa mApavAnA ja thoDA phAphA mAryA che. kyAM gautamanI garimA ane kyAM zudra mAnasanI zUdratA ! cAlo ApaNe ApaNA Adarza ane AlaMbana rUpe gautama prabhune sthApita karIe. temanAM pAvana caraNonuM nitya dhyAna dharIe, temanI AMkho sAme trATaka karIe. temanA vismayakAraka cAru cAritranuM nitya pArAyaNa karIe. dIna ane anAtha mAMgaNa banI temanI pAse pAlava pAtharI guNonI yAcanA karIeH prabhu ! kevalajJAnakAriNI dIkSA bhale ApanA haste Apa amane na Apo, ame mAtra capaTI guNanI bhikSA mAMgIe chIe, te to Apo. ame bhale namI na paDIe, akkaDa to na rahIe. ame bhale khamI na laie, ukaLI to na paDIe. ame bhale sarvathA samarpita na banIe, uzRMkhala to maTIe. ame bhale nirabhimAnI na banIe, ahaMkArI to maTIe. ame bhale sthitaprajJa na banIe, caMcaLa to maTIe. banavAnI vAta pachI karazuM, pahelA maTavAnI kAmanA to karIe. ane, jarUra gautama padanI ArAdhanA ApaNI upara jAdu karaze ja. gautamanI upAsanAthI kAMika ApaNAmAM avanavuM banI rahyuM che, te ApaNe cokkasa anubhavazuM. ane, pachI pharI ApaNe A ja nibaMdha lakhavA besazuM to e nibaMdha thoDoka judo haze. ApaNAM ane gautama vaccenuM aMtara thoDuM ghaTayuM haze. - 84 ' * bApA.

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durjana paNa koI moTA saMtanI chAyAmAM jaIne ubho rahe, tenI chApa badalAI jAya. rAga, mAna ane zoka jevA moTA doSo prabhu gautamanAM zaraNe gayA. ane, te doSo paNa vakhaNAI gayA. gautamaprabhu sevelA rAga para kone rAga na thAya ? gautamaprabhunA manane mAna ApavAnuM mana kone na thAya ? gautamaprabhunA zokanI kSaNoe sahunA zokanuM nivAraNa karyuM. guNone Azraya ApIne ghaNAM guNavAna banyA...paraMtu, khyAtanAma doSone Azraya ApIne guNavAna banelA virala vibhUti eTale zrI gautamaravAnI