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________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita samajha se prApta brahmacarya (saMkSipta) are, aisA to jAnA nahIM kabhI! logoM ko abrahmacarya kI bAta meM kyA nakasAna hai, kyA fAyadA hai aura usakI kitanI sArI jimmedAriyA~ haiM, yaha samajha meM Ae aura brahmacarya kA pAlana kareM, isalie hI hama brahmacarya ke saMbaMdha meM bole haiM, jisakI yaha pustaka banI hai| sabhI ne aisA kahA hai ki abrahmacarya galata hai, brahmacarya kA pAlana karanA caahie| are bhAI, abrahmacarya kisa taraha baMda hogA? isakI rAha hI nahIM dikhaaii| isalie isa pustaka meM ve saba rAste hI batAe gae haiM, tAki loga par3hakara soceM ki abrahmacarya se itanA sArA nukasAna hotA hai! are, aisA to hama jAnate hI nahIM the! -dAdAzrI BAN978-81-RRB404 Rs.20/ 9788189193344
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________________ dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita prakAzaka : ajita sI. paTela mahAvideha phAunDezana 'dAdA darzana', 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta phona - (079) 27540408,27543979 samajha se prApta All Rights reserved - Shri Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Post - Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. brahmacarya prathama saMskaraNa : prata 3000, disambara 2009 mUla gujarAtI pustaka 'samajha se prApta brahmacarya' (saMkSipta ) kA hindI anuvAda bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' aura 'maiM kucha bhI jAnatA nahIM', yaha bhAva! dravya mUlya : 20 rupaye lesara kampojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, ahamadAbAda mUla gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa mudraka PAN : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTiMga DivIz2ana), pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, naI riz2arva baiMka ke pAsa, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380014. phona : (079) 27542964, 30004823 Hal 4-OS R
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________________ trimaMtra ( dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM hindI 1. jJAnI purUSa kI pahacAna 13. pratikramaNa 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? 3. karma kA vijJAna 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 4. Atmabodha 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 5. maiM kauna hU~? 17. jagata kartA kauna? 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 18. trimaMtra 7. bhUgate usI kI bhUla 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 20. pati-patnI kA dIvya vyavahAra 9. TakarAva TAlie 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 10. huA so nyAya 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 11. ciMtA 23. AptavANI-1 12. krodha 24. mAnava dharma English 1. Adjust Everywhere 17. Money 2. Ahimsa (Non-violence) 18. Noble Use of Money 3. Anger 19. Pratikraman Apatvani-1 20. Pure Love 5. Apatvani-2 21. Right Understanding to Help 6. Apatvani-6 Others 7. Apatvani-9 22. Shree Simandhar Swami 8. Avoid Clashes 23. Spirituality in Speech 9. Celibacy: Brahmcharya 24. The Essence of All Religion 10. Death: Before, During & After... 25. The Fault of the Sufferer 11. Flawless Vision 26. The Science of Karma 12. Generation Gap 27. Trimantra 13. Gnani Purush Shri A.M.Patel 28. Whatever has happened is Justice 14. Guru and Disciple 15. Harmony in Marriage 29. Who Aml? 30. Worries 16. Life Without Conflict dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA gujarAtI bhASA meM bhI 55 pustakeM prakAzita huI hai| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org para se bhI Apa ye sabhI pustakeM prApta kara sakate haiN| dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA hara mahIne hindI, gujarAtI tathA aMgrejI bhASA meM "dAdAvANI" maigez2Ina prakAzita hotA hai|
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________________ dAdA bhagavAna kauna? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba cha: baje kA samaya, bhIr3a | se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve sTezana, pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se prakaTa hue| aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta aashcry| eka ghaNTe meM unako vizvadarzana huaa| 'maiM kauna? bhagavAna kauna? jagata kauna calAtA hai? karma kyA? makti kyA?' ityAdi jagata ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sanmukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, gujarAta ke carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kAnTrekTa kA vyavasAya karane vAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaNToM meM anya mumukSu janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se| use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAt binA krama ke. aura krama arthAt sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAt liphTa mArga, zaoNrTa kaTa ! ve svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki "yaha jo Apako dikhAI dete hai ve dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to 'e.ema.paTela' hai| hama jJAnI puruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hue | haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiM, sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' hamAre bhItara saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|" 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoMne kisI ke pAsa se paisA nahIM liyA balki apanI kamAI se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the| AtmajJAna prApti kI pratyakSa liMka 'maiM to kucha logoM ko apane hAthoM siddhi pradAna karanevAlA huuN| pIche anugAmI cAhie ki nahIM cAhie? pIche logoM ko mArga to cAhie na?" - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza paribhramaNa karake mumukSu janoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the| ApazrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM hI pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA~) ko AtmajJAna prApta karavAne kI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kI thiiN| dAdAzrI ke dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA~ vaise hI mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti, nimitta bhAva se karavA rahI thii| pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI ko dAdAzrI ne satsaMga karane kI siddhi pradAna kI thii| nIrUmA~ kI upasthiti meM hI unake AzIrvAda se pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzo meM kaI jagahoM para jAkara mumukSuoM ko AtmajJAna karavA rahe the, jo nIrUmA~ ke dehavilaya pazcAt Aja bhI jArI hai| isa AtmajJAnaprApti ke bAda hajAroM mumukSu saMsAra meM rahate hue, jimmedAriyA~ nibhAte hue bhI mukta rahakara AtmaramaNatA kA anubhava karate haiN| graMtha meM mudrita vANI mokSArthI ko mArgadarzana meM atyaMta upayogI siddha hogI, lekina mokSaprApti hetu AtmajJAna prApta karanA z2arUrI hai| akrama mArga ke dvArA AtmajJAna kI prApti kA mArga Aja bhI khulA hai| jaise prajvalita dIpaka hI dUsarA dIpaka prajvalita kara sakatA hai, usI prakAra pratyakSa AtmajJAnI se AtmajJAna prApta kara ke hI svayaM kA AtmA jAgRta ho sakatA hai|
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________________ nivedana AtmavijJAnI zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, jinheM loga 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke nAma se bhI jAnate haiM, unake zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahAra jJAna saMbaMdhI jo vANI nikalI, usako rikaoNrDa karake, saMkalana tathA saMpAdana karake pustakoM ke rUpa meM prakAzita kiyA jAtA haiN| dAdAzrI ne jo kucha kahA, carotarI grAmINa gujarAtI bhASA meM kahA hai| ise hindI bhASI zreyArthiyo taka pahu~cAne kA yaha yathAmati, yathAzakti naimittika prayatna hai| __ mokSamArga meM vizeSa rUpa se bAdhaka viSaya-vikAra ke vikarAla svarUpa kA yathArtha nirUpaNa aura usase chUTakara kaise brahmacarya siddha kiyA jAe~, jagatkalyANa ke lie brahmacarya kaise sahAyarUpa hai, vivAhita hote hue bhI kaise brahmacarya meM Age bar3ha sakate hai, ina sabakI adbhuta samajha isa saMkalana meM prApta hotI hai| isa pustikA ko gujarAtI brahmacarya ke do graMtho meM se saMkSipta rUpa se saMkalita kiyA gayA hai| agara koI bAta Apa samajha na pAyeM to pratyakSa satsaMga meM padhAra kara samAdhAna prApta kreN| 'jJAnI puruSa' ke jo zabda haiM, ve bhASA kI dRSTi se sIdhe-sAde haiM kintu 'jJAnI puruSa' kA darzana nirAvaraNa hai, isalie unake pratyeka vacana AzayapUrNa, mArmika, maulika aura sAmanevAle ke vyU poinTa ko ekjaikTa (yathArtha) samajhakara nikale haiM, isalie zrotA ke darzana ko suspaSTa kara dete haiM evaM aura adhika U~cAI para le jAte hai| jJAnI kI vANI ko hindI bhASA meM yathArtha rUpa se anuvAdita karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai kintu dAdAzrI ke AtmajJAna kA sahI Azaya, jyoM kA tyoM to, Apako gujarAtI bhASA meM hI avagata hogaa| jinheM jJAna kI gaharAI meM jAnA ho, jJAna kA sahI marma samajhanA ho, ve isa hetu gujarAtI bhASA sIkheM, aisA hamArA anurodha hai| prastuta pustaka meM kaI jagahoM para koSThaka meM darzAye gaye zabda yA vAkya parama pUjya dAdAzrI dvArA bole gaye vAkyoM ko adhika spaSTatApUrvaka samajhAne ke lie likhe gaye haiN| jabaki kucha jagahoM para aMgrejI zabdoM ke hindI artha ke rUpa meM rakhe gaye haiN| dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se nikale kucha gujarAtI zabda jyoM ke tyoM rakhe gaye haiM, kyoMki una zabdoM ke lie hindI meM aisA koI zabda nahIM hai, jo usakA pUrNa artha de skeN| hAlAMki una zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda artha ke rUpa meM diye gaye haiN| anuvAda saMbaMdhI kamiyoM ke lie Apa se kSamAprArthI haiN| saMpAdakIya viSaya kA vairAgyamaya svarUpa samajhane se lekara aMtataH brahmacarya kA svarUpa aura usakI yathArtha akhaMDa prApti taka kI bhAvanAvAle bhinna-bhinna sAdhakoM ke sAtha, prakaTa AtmavIrya saMpanna jJAnI puruSa parama pUjya dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se nikalI adbhuta jJAna vANI kevala vairAgya ko janma denevAlI hI nahIM, kintu viSaya bIja ko nirmUla karake nigraMtha banAnevAlI hai, usakA yahA~ saMkalana kiyA gayA hai| sAdhakoM kI dazA, sthiti aura samajha kI gaharAI ke AdhAra para nikalI vANI kA isa khabI se saMkalana kiyA gayA hai ki jisase bhinna-bhinna stara para kahI gaI bAta pratyeka pAThaka taka akhaMDita rUpa se saMpUrNa pahu~ce, aise 'samajha se prApta brahmacarya' graMtha (gujarAtI bhASA meM) ko pUrvArdha aura uttarArdha meM vibhAjita kiyA gayA hai| pUrvArdha ke khaMDa-1 meM viSaya kA virecana karAnevAlI joradAra, sacoTa aura pratyeka zabda meM vairAgya utpanna karAnevAlI vANI saMkalita haI hai| jagat meM sAmAnyatayA 'viSaya meM sukha hai' aisI bhrAMti kA bhaMjana karanevAlI, itanA hI nahIM para sahI dizA kauna-sI hai aura kisa dizA meM cala par3e haiM, usakA saMpUrNa bhAna karAnevAlI hRdayasparzI vANI kA saMkalana huA hai| pUrvArdha ke khaMDa-2 meM jJAnI ke zrImakha se brahmacarya ke pariNAmoM ko jAnakara usake prati AfarIna huA sAdhaka usa ora kadama bar3hAne kI z2arA himmata dikhAtA hai aura jJAnI puruSa kA yoga pAkara satsaMga sAMnidhya kI prApti se mana-vacana-kAyA se akhaMDa brahmacarya meM rahane kA dRr3ha nizcayI banatA hai| brahmacarya ke patha para prayANa karane ke lie aura viSaya ke vaTavRkSa ko jar3amUla se ukhAr3akara nirmUla karane ke lie usake mArga meM biche hue pattharoM se lekara, pahAr3a jaise AnevAle vighnoM ke sAmane, DA~vA~Dola hote nizcaya se lekara brahmacarya vrata meM se cyuta hone para bhI, use jAgRti kI sarvotkRSTa zreNiyA~ pAra karA ke nigraMthatA prApta karavAe vahA~ taka kI vaijJAnika dRSTi jJAnI puruSa khulavAte haiM, vikasita karate haiM! anaMta bAra viSaya rUpI kIcar3a meM alpa sukha kI lAlaca meM lathapatha
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________________ huA, sanA gayA aura daladala meM gaharA utarA phira bhI usameM se bAhara nikalane kA mana nahIM hotA, yaha bhI eka Azcarya hai na? jo sacamuca isa kIcar3a se bAhara nikalanA cAhate haiM, para mArga nahIM milane ke kAraNa pha~sa gae haiM; aise loga ki jinheM chUTane kI hI ekamAtra adamya icchA hai, unake lie to jJAnI puruSa kA yaha darzana eka nayI hI dRSTi pradAna karake sabhI baMdhanoM meM se chur3avAnevAlA bana jAtA hai| mana-vacana kAyA kI sabhI saMgI kriyAoM meM bilakula asaMgatA ke anubhava kA pramANa akrama vijJAna prApta karanevAle vivAhitoM ne siddha kiyA hai| gRhastha bhI mokSamArga pAkara AtyaMtika kalyANa sAdha sakate haiN| 'gRhasthAzrama meM mokSa !' yaha virodhAbhAsI pratIta hotA hai phira bhI saiddhAMtika vijJAna ke dvArA gRhasthoM ne bhI isa mArga ko prApta kiyA hai, yaha haqIkata pramANabhUta rUpa se sAkAra huI hai| 'ghara-gRhasthI mokSamArga meM bAdhaka nahIM hai' isakA pramANa to honA cAhie na? usa pramANa ko prakAzita karanevAlI vANI uttarArdha ke khaMDa : 1 meM samAviSTa kI gaI hai| 'jJAnI puruSa' ke mAdhyama se 'svarUpajJAna' pAe hue pariNItoM ke lie, ki jo viSaya vikAra pariNAma aura Atma pariNAma kI sImA rekhA para jAgRti ke puruSArtha meM haiM, unheM jJAnI puruSa kI vijJAnamaya vANI ke dvArA viSaya ke jokhimoM ke sAmane satata jAgRti, viSaya ke sAmane kheda, kheda aura kheda aura pratikramaNa rUpI puruSArtha, AkarSaNa rUpI jalAzaya ke ghATa para se binA DUbe bAhara nikala jAne kI jAgRti denevAlI samajha ke siddhAMtoM ki jinameM, 'AtmA kA sUkSmatama svarUpa' usakA 'akartA abhoktA svabhAva' aura 'vikAra pariNAma kisakA?' 'viSaya kA bhoktA kauna?' aura 'bhogane kA sira para lenevAlA kauna?' ina sabhI rahasyoM kA hala ki jo kahIM bhI batAyA nahIM gayA hai, vaha yahA~ sAdI, sarala aura hRdaya meM utara jAe aisI zailI meM prastuta huA hai| yaha samajha jarA-sI bhI zarta cUka hone para sone kI kaTArI jaisI bana jAtI hai| usake jokhima aura nirbhayatA prakaTa karatI vANI uttarArdha ke khaMDa : 2 meM prastuta kI gaI hai| sarva saMyogoM se apratibaddha rUpa se vicarate, mahAmukta dazA kA 9 AsvAda lete jJAnI puruSa ne kaisA vijJAna dekhA! saMsAra ke logoM ne mIThI mAnyatA se viSaya meM sukha kA AsvAda liyA, unakI dRSTi kisa taraha vikasita ho ki viSaya saMbaMdhI sabhI viparIta mAnyatAoM se pare hokara mahA muktadazA ke mUla kAraNa svarUpa aise, 'bhAva brahmacarya' kA vAstavika svarUpa samajha meM gaharAI se 'phiTa' ho jAe, viSaya mukti ke lie kartApana kI sArI bhrAMtiyA~ TUTeM aura jJAnI puruSa ne khuda jo dekhA hai, jAnA hai aura anubhava kiyA hai, usa vaijJAnika 'akrama mArga' kA brahmacarya saMbaMdhI adbhuta rahasya isa graMtha meM visphoTita huA hai ! isa saMsAra ke mUla ko jar3a se ukhAr3anevAlA, AtmA kI anaMta samAdhi meM ramaNatA karAnevAlA, nigraMtha vItarAga dazA kI prApti karAnevAlA, vItarAgoM ne prApta kara ke anyoM ko bodha diyA, vaha akhaMDa triyogI zuddha brahmacarya, nizcaya hI mokSa kI prApti karAnevAlA hai! aise duSamakAla meM akrama vijJAna kI upalabdhi hone se AjIvana mana-vacana-kAyA se zuddha brahmacarya kI rakSA huI, use ekAvatArI pada nizcaya hI prApta ho aisA hai / aMta meM, aise duSamakAla meM ki jahA~ sAre saMsAra meM vAtAvaraNa hI viSayAgni kA phaila gayA hai, aise saMyogoM meM brahmacarya saMbaMdhI 'prakaTa vijJAna' ko sparza karake nikalI huI 'jJAnI puruSa' kI adbhuta vANI ko saMkalita karake, viSaya-moha se chUTakara, brahmacarya kI sAdhanA meM rahakara, akhaMDa zuddha brahmacarya ke pAlanArtha, sujJa vAcakoM ke hAthoM meM yaha 'samajha se prApta brahmacarya' graMtha ko saMkSipta svarUpa meM prastuta kiyA gayA hai| viSaya saMbaMdhI jokhimoM se chUTane hetu, phira bhI gRhasthI meM rahakara sarva vyavahAra nirbhayatA se pUrA karane ke lie aura mokSamArga niraMtarAya rUpa se vartanA (anubhava) meM Ae, usake lie 'jaisI hai vaisI' vAstavikatA prastuta karate hue, sone kI kaTArI svarUpa kahI gaI 'samajha' ko alpamAtra bhI viparItatA kI ora nahIM le jAkara, samyak prakAra se upayoga kI jAe, aisI pratyeka sujJa vAcaka ko atyaMta bhAvapUrNa vinati hai| mokSamArga kI yathAyogya pUrNAhuti hetu isa pustaka kA upayogapUrvaka ArAdhana kareM yahI abhyarthanA ! - DaoN. nIrubahana amIna ke jaya saccidAnaMda 10
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________________ (sUcipRSTha peja naM. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha) khaMDa : 1 viSaya kA svarUpa, jJAnI kI dRSTi se 1. vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA 2. vikAroM se vimukti kI ora... 3. mAhAtmya, brahmacarya kA khaMDa : 2 'byAhanA hI nahIM' vAle nizcayI ke lie rAha 1. viSaya se, kisa samajhadArI se chUTA jAe? 2. dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI vijana' se 3. dRr3ha nizcaya, pahu~cAe pAra 4. viSaya vicAra, parezAna kareM taba... 5. nahIM calate, mana ke kahane ke anusAra 6. 'khuda' khuda ko DA~TanA 7. pazcAtApa sahita ke pratikramaNa 8. sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA 9. 'phAila' ke prati kar3AI 10. viSayI vartana? to Disamisa 11. sephasAiDa taka kI bAr3a 12. titikSA ke tapa se tapAie mana-deha 13. na ho asAra, pudgalasAra 14. brahmacarya se prApti brahmAMDa ke AnaMda kI 15. 'viSaya' ke sAmane 'vijJAna' kI jAgRti 16. phisalanevAloM ko uThAkara daur3Ae... 17. aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka 18. dAdAjI deM puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) khaMDa:1 pariNItoM ke lie brahmacarya kI cAbiyA~ 1. viSaya nahIM paraMtu niDaratA viSa 2. dRSTi doSa ke jokhima 3. binA haqa kI gunahagArI 4. eka patnIvrata kA artha hI brahmacarya 5. binA haqa kA viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa 6. viSaya baMda vahA~ daqhala baMda 7. viSaya vaha pAzavatA hI! 8. brahmacarya kI qImata, spaSTa vedana-Atmasukha 9. lIjie vrata kA TrAyala 10. AlocanA se hI jokhima TaleM, vrata bhaMga ke 11. cAritra kA prabhAva khaMDa : 2 AtmajAgRti se brahmacarya kA mArga 1. viSayI spaMdana, mAtra jokhima 2. viSaya bhUkha kI bhayAnakatA 3. viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta 4. viSaya bhoga, nahIM nikAlI 5. saMsAra vRkSa kA mUla, viSaya 6. AtmA, akartA-abhoktA 7. AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa kA siddhAMta 8. 'vaijJAnika gAIDa' brahmacarya ke lie spaSTatA isa pustaka meM 'AtmA' zabda ko saMskRta aura gujarAtI bhASA kI taraha pulliMga meM prayoga kiyA gayA hai| jahA~ jahA~ para caMdreza yA caMdUlAla nAma kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai, vahA~ | vahA~ para pAThaka svayaM kA nAma samajhakara paThana kreN|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha) (saMkSipta rUpa meM) khaMDa : 1 viSaya kA svarUpa, jJAnI kI dRSTi se 1. vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA praznakartA : kudarata ko yadi strI-puruSa kI AvazyakatA hai to brahmacarya kisa lie diyA? dAdAzrI : strI-puruSa donoM kudaratI hai aura brahmacarya kA hisAba bhI kudaratI hai| manuSya jaise jInA cAhatA hai, vaha khuda jaisI bhAvanA karatA hai, usa bhAvanA ke phala svarUpa yaha saMsAra (prApta hotA) hai| brahmacarya kI bhAvanA pichale janma meM kI ho to isa janma meM brahmacarya udaya meM aaegaa| yaha saMsAra khuda kA projekzana hai| praznakartA : para brahmacarya kA pAlana kisa fAyade ke lie karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : hameM yahA~ kucha laga jAe aura khUna bahatA ho to phira use baMda kyoM karate haiM? usase kyA fAyadA? praznakartA : adhika khUna na baha jAe islie| dAdAzrI : khUna baha jAe to kyA hogA? praznakartA : zarIra meM bahuta vIkanesa (kamaz2orI) A jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : vaise hI adhika abrahmacarya se bhI vIkanesa A jAtI samajha se prApta brahmacarya hai| ye sAre roga hI abrahmacarya kI vajaha se hai| kyoMki sArA khAnA jo khAte ho, pIte ho, zvAsa lete ho, una sabhI kA pariNAma Ate Ate usakA... jaise isa dUdha se dahI banAte haiM, vaha dahI AkhirI pariNAma nahIM haiM, dahI kA phira Age hote hote makkhana hogA, makkhana se ghI hogaa| ghI AqhirI pariNAma hai vaise hI isameM brahmacarya, sArA pudgalasAra hai| isalie isa saMsAra meM do vastue~ vyartha meM nahIM ga~vAnI caahie| eka, lakSmI aura dUsarA, viiry| saMsAra kI lakSmI gaTaroM meM hI jAtI hai| isalie lakSmI khuda ke lie kharca nahIM karanI cAhie, usakA binA vaz2aha durUpayoga nahIM honA cAhie aura yathAsaMbhava brahmacarya kA pAlana karanA caahie| jo khAnA khAte haiM, usakA arka hokara aMta meM abrahmacarya ke kAraNa khatama ho jAtA hai| isa zarIra meM kucha khAsa naseM hotI hai, jo vIrya ko saMbhAlatI hai aura vaha vIrya isa zarIra ko saMbhAlatA hai| isalie ho sake vahA~ taka brahmacarya kA dhyAna rakhanA caahie| praznakartA : para abhI merI samajha meM yaha bAta nahIM AtI ki manuSya ko brahmacarya kisa lie pAlanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : to phira use leTa go karo aap| brahmacarya mata paalnaa| maiM kucha aise mata kA nahIM huuN| maiM to ina logoM se kahatA hU~ ki byAha kara lo| koI zAdI kare usameM mujhe harja nahIM haiN| maiM apanI bAta Apase manavAnA nahIM caahtaa| Apako khuda ko apanI hI samajha meM AnA caahie| brahmacarya nahIM pAla sakeM yaha bAta alaga hai, para brahmacarya ke virodhI to nahIM hI honA caahie| brahmacarya to (mokSa meM jAne ke lie - AtmasAdhanA kA) sabase bar3A sAdhana hai| aisA hai na, jise sAMsArika sukhoM kI z2arUrata hai, bhautika sukhoM kI jise icchA haiM, use zAdI kara lenI caahie| saba kucha karanA cAhie aura jise bhautika sukha pasaMda hI nahIM hoM aura sanAtana sukha cAhie, use zAdI nahIM karanI caahie|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : vivAhita hoM una logoM ko jJAna dera se hotA hai na? aura jo brahmacarya kA pAlana karate haiM, una logoM ko jJAna jaldI AtA hai na? dAdAzrI: vivAhita hoM aura yadi brahmacarya vrata leM to AtmA kA sukha kaisA hai vaha use pUrNa rUpa se samajha meM AtA hai| varnA taba taka sukha viSaya meM se AtA hai yA AtmA meM se AtA hai vaha samajha meM nahIM AtA aura brahmacarya vrata ho to use AtmA kA apAra sukha aMdara baratatA hai| mana taMdurusta rahatA hai aura zarIra sArA taMdurusta rahatA hai| praznakartA : to donoM kI jJAna kI avasthA samAna hotI hai ki usameM aMtara hotA hai? pariNItoM kI aura brahmacaryavAloM kI? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, brahmacaryavAlA kabhI bhI giratA nhiiN| use kaisI bhI muzkila Ae to bhI vaha giratA nhiiN| vaha sephasAiDa (salAmatI) kahalAtI hai| brahmacarya to zarIra kA rAjA hai| jise brahmacarya ho, usakA dimAg2a to kitanA suMdara hotA hai! brahmacarya to sAre pudgala kA sAra hai| samajha se prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : vaha pudgalasAra ho tabhI samayasAra hotA hai| yaha jo maiMne jJAna diyA hai, vaha to akrama hai isalie cala jAtA hai| dUsarI jagaha to nahIM cltaa| kramika meM to pudgalasAra cAhie hI, varnA kucha bhI yAda nahIM rhtaa| vANI bolane ke bhI lAle par3a jaaeN| praznakartA : arthAt ina donoM meM koI naimittika saMbaMdha hai kyA? dAdAzrI : hai na! kyoM nahIM? mukhya vastu hai brahmacarya to! vaha ho to phira ApakI dhAraNA ke anusAra kArya hotA hai| dhAraNA ke anusAra vrata -niyama sabhI kA pAlana kara skeNge| Age pragati kara sakeMge, pudgalasAra to bahuta bar3I cIz2a hai| eka aura pudgalasAra ho tabhI samaya kA sAra nikAla sakate haiN| kisI ne logoM ko aisA saca samajhAyA hI nahIM na! kyoMki logoM kA svabhAva hI pola (dhyeya ke khilApha mana kA sunakara usa kArya ko na karanA) vAlA hai| pahale ke RSi-muni sabhI nirmala the, isalie ve sahI samajhAte the| viSaya ko jahara samajhA hI nahIM hai| jahara samajhe to use chue hI nahIM na! isalie bhagavAna ne kahA ki jJAna kA pariNAma virati (rUka jAnA)! jAnane kA phala kyA? ruka jaae| viSayoM kA jokhima jAnA nahIM isalie usameM rukA hI nahIM hai| bhaya rakhane jaisA ho to yaha viSaya kA bhaya rakhane jaisA hai| isa saMsAra meM dUsarI koI bhaya rakhane jaisI jagaha nahIM hai| isalie viSaya se sAvadhAna rheN| yaha sA~pa, bicchU, bAgha se sAvadhAna nahIM rahate? anaMta avatAra kI kamAI kareM, taba ucca gautra, ucca kula meM janma hotA hai kintu lakSmI aura viSaya ke pIche anaMta avatAra kI kamAI kho dete haiN| mujhe kitane hI loga pUchate haiM ki 'isa viSaya meM aisA kyA par3A hai ki viSaya sukha cakhane ke bAda hama maraNatulya ho jAte haiM, hamArA mana mara praznakartA : yaha sAra asAra nahIM hotA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, para vaha sAra ur3a jAtA hai na, yujhalesa (bekAra) ho jAtA hai| vaha sAra ho, usakI to bAta hI alaga hotI hai na! mahAvIra bhagavAna ko bayAlIsa sAla taka brahmacarya sAra thaa| hama jo AhAra lete haiM, una sabake sAra kA sAra vIrya hai, vaha eksTrekTa (sAra) hai| aba vaha eksTrekTa yadi ThIka se sa~bhala jAe to AtmA jaldI prApta ho jAtA hai aura sAMsArika du:kha nahIM Ate, zArIrika duHkha nahIM Ate, anya koI du:kha nahIM aate| praznakartA : brahmacarya to anAtma bhAga meM AtA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, magara vaha pudgalasAra hai| praznakartA : pudgalasAra hai vaha samayasAra ko kaise madada karatA hai?
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya jAtA hai, vANI mara jAtI hai!' maiMne batAyA ki ye sabhI mare hue hI haiM, lekina Apako bhAna nahIM rahatA aura phira vahI kI vahI dazA utpanna ho jAtI hai| varnA yadi brahmacarya saMbhala pAe to eka-eka manuSya meM to kitanI zakti hai! AtmA kA jJAna (prApta) kare vaha samayasAra khlaae| AtmA kA jJAna ho aura jAgRti rahe to samaya kA sAra utpanna huA aura brahmacarya vaha pudgalasAra hai| mana-vacana-kAyA se brahmacarya pAle to kitanA acchA manobala rahe, kitanA acchA vacanabala rahe aura kitanA acchA dehabala rahe! hamAre yahA~ bhagavAna mahAvIra taka kaisA vyavahAra thA? eka-do baccoM taka (viSaya kA) 'vyavahAra' rakhate the| para isa kAla meM vaha vyavahAra bigar3anevAlA hai, aisA bhagavAna jAnate the, isalie unheM pA~cavA mahAvrata (brahmacarya kA ) DAlanA pdd'aa| ina pA~ca indriyoM ke kIcar3a meM manuSya hokara kyoM par3e haiM, yahI ajUbA hai ! bhayaMkara kIcar3a hai yaha to ! paraMtu yaha nahIM samajhane se abhAnAvasthA meM saMsAra calatA rahatA hai| z2arA-sA vicAra kare to bhI kIcar3a samajha meM A jaae| para ye loga socate hI nahIM na! sirpha kIcar3a hai| taba bhI manuSya kyoM isa kIcar3a meM par3e haiM? taba kaheM, 'dUsarI svaccha jagaha nahIM milatI hai isalie aise kIcar3a meM so gayA hai| ' praznakartA: arthAt kIcar3a ke prati ajJAnatA hI hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, usakI ajJAnatA hai, isalie kIcar3a meM par3A hai| yadi ise samajhane kA prayatna kareM to samajha meM Ae aisA hai, para khuda samajhane kA prayatna hI nahIM karatA hai na! isa saMsAra meM nirviSaya viSaya haiN| isa zarIra kI z2arUrata ke lie jo kucha dAla-cAvala-sabjI-roTI, jo mile use khaaeN| ve viSaya nahIM haiN| viSaya kaba kahalAe ? Apa lubdha hoM taba viSaya kahalAtA hai anyathA vaha viSaya nahIM, vaha nirviSayI viSaya hai| ataH isa saMsAra meM jo A~khoM se dikhatA hai vaha sabhI viSaya nahIM hai| lubdhamAna ho taba hI viSaya hai| hameM koI viSaya chUtA hI nahIM hai| samajha se prApta brahmacarya yaha makar3I jAlA bunatI hai, phira khuda usameM pha~satI hai| usI prakAra yaha saMsAra rUpI jAlA khuda kA hI bunA huA hai| pichale janma meM khuda ne hI mA~ga kI thii| buddhi ke Azaya meM hamane TenDara bharA thA ki eka strI to cAhie hii| do-tIna kamareM hoMge, ekAdha lar3akA aura ekAdha lar3akI, naukarI, basa itanA hI caahie| usake badale vAipha (patnI) to dI para Upara se sAsa-sasura, sAlA - salahaja, mausI sAsa, cAcI sAsa, buA sAsa, mAmI sAsa... kitanA pha~sAva, pha~sAva !!! itanA sArA jhamelA sAtha meM AegA yaha mAlUma hotA to yaha mA~ga hI nahIM karate kabhI hamane TenDara to bharA thA akelI vAipha kA, phira yaha saba kisa lie diyA? taba kudarata kahatI hai, 'bhAI, vaha akelI to nahIM de sakate, mAmI sAsa, buA sAsa, yaha saba sAtha meM denA par3atA hai| Apako unake binA majA nahIM aataa| yaha to sArA laMgara ( palaTana) sAtha ho to hI ThIka se maz2A AtA hai!' 6 aba tujhe saMsAra meM kyA-kyA cAhie, yaha batA na ! praznakartA: mujhe to zAdI hI nahIM karanI hai| dAdAzrI : yaha deha mAtra hI musIbata hai na? yaha peTa duHkhe taba isa deha ke Upara kaisA hotA hai? taba dUsare kI dukAna taka vyApAra bar3hAe~ge (zAdI kareMge) to kyA hogA? kitanI musIbata hogI? aura phira do-cAra bacce hoNge| strI (patnI) akelI ho to ThIka hai, vaha sIdhI calegI para yaha to cAra bacce ! to kyA ho? aMtahIna musIbateM ! yoni meM se janma letA hai, usa yoni meM to bhayaMkara duHkhoM meM rahanA par3atA hai aura bar3A huA ki phira yoni kI ora hI vApisa jAtA hai 1 isa saMsAra kA vyavahAra hI aisA hai| kisI ne saccA sikhAyA hI nahIM na ! mA~-bApa bhI kahate haiM ki aba zAdI kro| aura mA~-bApa kA farz2a to hai na? para koI saccI salAha nahIM detA ki isameM aisA duHkha hai| zAdI to sacamuca baMdhana hai| bhaiMsa ko tabele meM baMda kareM aisI hAlata hotI hai| usa pha~sAva (baMdhana) meM nahIM pha~se vaha uttama, pha~se haiM to bhI nikala pAe~ to uttama aura nahIM to AqhirakAra phala cakhane kebAda nikala
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya jAnA caahie| eka vyakti mujhe batA rahA thA ki, 'merI vAipha ke bagaira mujhe oNphisa meM acchA nahIM lgtaa|' eka bAra yadi usake hAtha meM pIpa par3a jAe to kyA use tU cATegA? nahIM? to kyA dekhakara strI para mohita hotA hai? sArA badana pIpa se hI bharA hai| yaha gaTharI (zarIra) kisa cIz2a kI hai. usakA vicAra nahIM AtA? manuSya ko apanI strI para prema hai usase jyAdA sUara ko apanI sUaranI para hai| kyA ise prema kaha sakate hai? yaha to nipaTa pAzavatA hai! prema to vaha ki jo bar3he nahIM, ghaTe nahIM, vaha prema kahalAtA hai| yaha to saba Asakti hai| viSayabhoga to nipaTa jUThana hI hai, sArI duniyA kI jUThana hai| AtmA kA aisA AhAra to hotA hogA kahIM? AtmA ko kisI bAhya vastu kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, vaha nirAlaMba hai| kisI avalaMbana kI use AvazyakatA nahIM hai| bhrAMtirasa meM saMsAra tadAkAra par3A hai| bhrAMtirasa yAnI vAstavika rasa nahIM haiM, phira bhI mAna baiThA hai! na jAne kyA mAna baiThA hai? usa sukha kA varNana karane jAe~ to ulTiyA~ hone lageM! samajha se prApta brahmacarya pA~ca indriyoM ke viSaya meM eka jIbha kA viSaya hI akelA saccA viSaya hai| dUsare saba to banAvaTa hai| zaddha viSaya to yaha akelA hI! pharsTa klAsa (bar3hiyA) hAphUz2a Ama hoM taba kaisA svAda AtA hai? bhrAMti meM yadi koI zuddha viSaya ho to itanA hI hai| viSaya to saMDAsa hai| nAka meM se, kAna meM se, mu~ha meM se hara jagaha se jo-jo nikalatA hai, vaha saba saMDAsa hI hai| DiscArja vaha bhI saMDAsa hI hai| jo pAriNAmika bhAga hai, vaha saMDAsa hai, para tanmayAkAra hue bagaira galana nahIM hotaa| vicAravaMta manuSya viSaya meM sukha kisa prakAra mAna baiThA hai vahI mujhe Azcarya hotA hai! viSaya kA pRthakkaraNa kareM to khAja khujalAne ke samAna hai| hameM to khUba-khUba vicAra AtA hai ki arere! anaMta avatAra yahI kA yahI kiyA! jo hameM pasaMda nahIM vaha saba viSaya meM hai| nirI gaMdha hai| A~kha ko dekhanA na bhaae| nAka ko sUMghanA na bhaae| tUne sUMghakara dekhA kabhI? sUMghanA thA na? to vairAgya to Ae! kAna ko rucatA nhiiN| kevala camar3I ko rucatA hai| viSaya to buddhipUrvaka kA khela nahIM, yaha to kevala mana kI aiMThana hI hai| majhe to isa viSaya meM itanI gaMdagI dikhatI hai ki majhe yoM hI z2arAsA bhI usa ora kA vicAra nahIM aataa| mujhe viSaya kA kabhI vicAra hI nahIM aataa| maiMne (jJAna meM) itanA kucha dekha liyA hai ki mujhe manuSya ArapAra dikhate hai| isa zarIra kI rAkha hotI hai aura usa rAkha ke paramANaoM se phira se zarIra banatA hai| aise anaMta avatAroM kI rAkha kA yaha pariNAma hai| bilakula jUThana hai! yaha to jUThana kI jUThana aura usakI bhI jUThana! vahI kI vahI khAka, vahI ke vahI paramANu sAre, unhIM se bAra-bAra nirmANa hotA rahatA hai! bartana ko dUsare dina ragar3akara sApha kareM to svaccha naz2ara Ae para mA~je bagaira usameM hI roz2AnA khAte raheM to gaMdagI nahIM hai? are, aisI majedAra khIra khAI ho, to bhI ulTI ho jAe to kaisI dikhatI hai? hAtha meM rakheM aisI suMdara dikhatI hai? kaTorA svaccha ho, khIra acchI ho, para khAne ke bAda vahI kI vahI khIra, ulaTI ho jAe~ aura Apase kahe ki dubArA use pI jAo, to Apa nahIM pIe~ge aura kaheMge, 'jo honA ho so ho, para nahIM piiuuNgaa|' ata: yaha saba bhAna nahIM rahatA hai na! manuSya kI roMga bilIfa (galata mAnyatA) hai ki viSaya meM sakha hai| aba viSaya se bar3hakara sukha prApta ho to viSaya meM sukha na lge| viSaya meM sukha nahIM hai para dehadhArI ko vyavahAra meM chuTakArA hI nahIM hai| varnA jAnabUjhakara (isa deharUpI) gaTara kA Dhakkana kauna khole? viSaya meM sukha hotA to cakravartI itanI sArI rAniyA~ hote hae sakha kI khoja meM nahIM niklte| isa jJAna se itanA U~cA sukha milatA hai| phira bhI isa jJAna ke pazcAt viSaya
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 10 samajha se prApta brahmacarya jise brahmacarya hI pAlana karanA hai, use to saMyama kI bahuta prakAra se parIkSA karanI cAhie, kasauTI karanI cAhie aura yadi phisala par3eMge aisA lage to zAdI karanA behatara hai| phira bhI vaha saMyamapUrvaka honA caahie| byAhatA se kaha denA cAhie ki mujhe aise kaMTrola se (saMyamapUrvaka) rahanA hai| 2. vikAroM se vimukti kI ora.. praznakartA : 'akrama mArga' meM vikAroM ko haTAne kA sAdhana kauna sA? turaMta cale nahIM jAte haiM, para dhIre-dhIre jAte haiN| phira bhI khuda ko socanA to cAhie ki yaha viSaya kaisI gaMdagI hai! puruSa ko strI hai aisA dikhe, to puruSa meM roga hai tabhI 'strI' hai aisA dikhatA hai| puruSa meM roga na ho to strI nahIM dikhatI (kevala usakA AtmA hI dikhAI detA hai)| kitane hI janmoM se gineM, to puruSoM ne itanI sArI striyoM se byAha kiyA aura striyoM ne puruSoM se byAha kiyA phira bhI abhI use viSaya kA moha nahIM ttuutttaa| taba phira isakA aMta kaise ho? usake bajAya akele ho jAo tAki jhaMjhaTa hI miTa jAe na! vAstava meM to brahmacarya samajhadArI se pAlana karane yogya hai| brahmacarya kA phala yadi mokSa nahIM milatA ho to vaha brahmayarca khasI karane ke samAna hI hai| phira bhI brahmacarya se zarIra taMdurusta hotA hai, majabUta hotA hai, suMdara hotA hai, adhika jindagI jIte haiM! baila bhI hRSTapuSTa hokara rahatA hai na? praznakartA : mujhe zAdI karane kI icchA hI nahIM hotI hai| dAdAzrI : aisA? to binA zAdI kie calegA? praznakartA : hA~, merI to brahmacarya kI hI bhAvanA hai| usake lie kucha zakti dIjie, samajha diijie| dAdAzrI : usake lie bhAvanA karanI caahie| tumheM hara roz2a bolanA cAhie ki, 'he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe brahmacarya pAlana karane kI zakti diijie|' aura viSaya kA vicAra Ate hI use ukhAr3akara pheMka denaa| varnA usakA bIja pddegaa| vaha bIja do dina rahe taba to phira mAra hI ddaale| phira se uge| isalie vicAra Ate hI ukhAr3a pheMkanA aura kisI strI kI ora dRSTi mata ddaalnaa| dRSTi khiMca jAe to haTA denA aura dAdAjI kA smaraNa karake kSamA maaNgnaa| viSaya ArAdhana karane yogya hI nahIM aisA bhAva niraMtara rahe to phira kheta sAfa sutharA ho jaaegaa| abhI bhI hamArI nizrA meM raheMge usakA saba pUrNa ho jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : yahA~ vikAra haTAne nahIM hai| yaha mArga alaga hai| kucha loga yahA~ mana-vacana-kAyA kA brahmacarya lete haiM aura kitane hI strIvAle (parINita) haiM, unheM hamane rAstA dikhAyA hai usa taraha se use hala karate haiN| ataH aise 'yahA~' vikArI pada hI nahIM hai, pada hI yahA~ nirvikArI hai| viSaya sAre viSa haiM magara bilakula viSa nahIM haiN| viSaya meM niDaratA viSa hai| viSaya to lAcAra hokara, jaise cAra dina kA bhUkhA ho aura pulisavAlA pakar3akara (mAMsAhAra) karavAe aura karanA par3e, vaisA ho to usameM harja nhiiN| apanI svataMtra maraz2I se nahIM honA caahie| pulisavAlA pakar3akara jela meM biThAe to vahA~ Apako baiThanA hI par3egA na? vahA~ koI anya upAya hai? ata: karma use pakar3atA hai aura karma use TakarAva meM lAtA hai, usameM nA nahIM kaha sakate na! jahA~ viSaya kI bAta bhI hai, vahA~ dharma nahIM hai| dharma nirvikAra meM hotA hai| cAhe jitanA kama aMza meM dharma ho, magara dharma nirvikArI honA caahie| praznakartA : bAta ThIka hai para usa vikArI kinAre se nirvikArI kinAre taka pahu~cane ke lie koI nAva (rUpI sAdhana) to honI cAhie na? dAdAzrI : hA~, usake lie jJAna hotA hai| usake lie aise guru milane caahie| guru vikArI nahIM hone caahie| guru vikArI ho to sArA samUha narka meM jaaegaa| phira se manuSya gati bhI nahIM dekha paaeNge| guru ko vikAra zobhA nahIM detaa|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya kisI dharma ne vikAra ko svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| vikAra kA svIkAra kareM ve vAmamArgI kahalAte haiN| pahale ke samaya meM vAmamArgI the| vikAra ke sAtha brahma ko khojane nikale the| praznakartA: vaha bhI eka vikRta rUpa hI huA kahalAe na? dAdAzrI : hA~, vikRta hI na! isalie vAmamArgI kahA na ! vAmamArgI arthAt mokSa meM jAe nahIM aura logoM ko bhI mokSa meM jAne nahIM de| khuda adhogati meM jAe aura logoM ko bhI adhogati meM le jaae| praznakartA: kAmavAsanA kA sukha kSaNika hai yaha jAnate hue bhI kabhI usakI prabala icchA hone kA kAraNa kyA hai aura use kaise aMkuza meM rakha sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : kAmavAsanA kA svarUpa jagat ne jAnA hI nahIM hai| kAmavAsanA kyoM utpanna hotI hai, vaha yadi jAneM to usa para kAbU kara sakate haiM para vastusthiti meM vaha kahA~ se utpanna hotI hai, isakA jJAna hI nahIM hai| phira kaise kAbU kara sakate haiM? koI kAbU nahIM kara sktaa| jisane kAbU kiyA aisA dikhatA hai, vaha to pUrva meM kI gaI bhAvanA kA pariNAma hai| kAmavAsanA kA svarUpa kahA~ se utpanna huA use jAne, vahIM tAlA lagAe, tabhI vaha kAbU meM kara sakate haiN| anyathA phira tAle lagAe yA kucha bhI kare, to bhI kucha calatA nahIM hai| kAmavAsanA na karanI ho to hama usakA rAstA dikhaaeNge| praznakartA: viSayoM meM se mor3ane ke lie jJAna mahatvapUrNa vastu hai| dAdAzrI : sabhI viSayoM se mukta hone ke lie jJAna hI z2arUrI hai| ajJAna se hI viSaya lipaTe hue haiN| isalie kitane bhI tAle lagAe~ to bhI viSaya kucha baMda honevAlA nahIM hai| indriyoM ko tAle lagAnevAle maiMne dekhe haiM, para aise viSaya baMda nahIM hotaa| jJAna se saba (doSa) calA jAtA hai| ina sabhI brahmacAriyoM ko (viSaya kA) vicAra bhI nahIM AtA, jJAna ke kaarnn| samajha se prApta brahmacarya praznakartA: sAyakolojI aisA kahatI hai ki eka bAra Apa peTa bharakara AIskrIma khA leM, phira Apako khAne kA mana hI nahIM kregaa| 12 dAdAzrI : aisA duniyA meM ho nahIM sktaa| peTa bharakara khAne para to khAne kA mana karegA hii| para yadi Apako khAnA nahIM ho aura khilAe~, usake bAda ulaTiyA~ hone lageM, taba baMda ho jaae| bharapeTa khAne se to phira se jagatA (khAne kI icchA hotI) hai| isa viSaya meM to hamezA jyoM-jyoM viSaya bhogatA jAtA hai, tyoM-tyoM adhika sulagatA jAtA hai| nahIM bhogane se thor3e dina parezAna hote haiM, zAyada mahInA - do mahInA / magara bAda meM aparicaya se bilakula bhUla hI jAte haiN| aura bhoganevAlA manuSya vAsanA nikAla sake usa bAta meM koI dama nahIM hai| isalie hamAre logoM kI, zAstroM kI khoja hai ki yaha brahmacarya kA rAstA hI uttama hai isalie sabase bar3A upAya, aparicaya ! 1 eka bAra usa vastu se alaga raheM na, bAraha mahIne yA do sAla taka dUra raheM to phira usa vastu ko hI bhUla jAtA hai| mana kA svabhAva kaisA hai ? dUra rahA ki bhUla jAtA hai| naz2adIka AyA, ki phira bAra-bAra koMcatA rahatA hai| paricaya mana kA chUTa gyaa| 'hama' alaga raheM to mana bhI usa vastu se dUra rahA, isalie bhUla jAtA hai phira, sadA ke lie| use yAda bhI nahIM aataa| phira kaheM to bhI usa ora nahIM jaataa| aisA ApakI samajha meM AtA hai ? tU apane dosta se do sAla dUra rahe to terA mana use bhUla jaaegaa| praznakartA: mana ko jaba viSaya bhogane kI hama chUTa dete haiM, taba vaha nIrasa rahatA hai aura jaba hama use viSaya bhogane meM kaMTrola (niyaMtrita ) karate haiM taba vaha adhika uchalatA haiM, AkarSaNa rahatA hai, to isakA kyA kAraNa hai? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, ise mana kA kaMTrola nahIM khte| jo hamArA kaMTrola svIkAra nahIM karatA to vaha kaMTrola hI nahIM hai| kaMTrolara honA cAhie na? khuda kaMTrolara ho to kaMTrola sviikaaregaa| khuda kaMTrolara hai nahIM, isalie mana mAnatA nahIM hai| mana ApakI sunatA nahIM hai na?
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 13 mana ko rokanA nahIM hai| mana ke kAraNoM ko niyaMtrita karanA hai| mana to khuda eka pariNAma hai| vaha pariNAma dikhAe bagaira rahegA nhiiN| parIkSA kA vaha pariNAma hai| pariNAma nahIM badalatA, parIkSA badalanI hai| vaha pariNAma jisa kAraNa se AtA hai, una kAraNoM ko baMda karanA hai| vaha kisa prakAra pakar3a meM Ae ? mana kisase paidA huA hai? taba kahe ki viSaya meM cipakA huA hai| 'kahA~ cipakA hai?' yaha khoja nikAlanA caahie| phira vahA~ kATanA hai| praznakartA: vAsanA chor3ane kA sabase AsAna upAya kyA hai? dAdAzrI : 'mere pAsa Ao' vahI upAya aura kyA upAya? vAsanA Apa khuda chor3eMge to dUsarI ghusa jaaegii| kyoMki akelA avakAza rahatA hI nhiiN| Apa vAsanA chor3eMge ki avakAza hogA aura vahA~ phira dUsarI vAsanA ghusa jaaegii| praznakartA : ye krodha - mAna-mAyA-lobha Apane kahA na, to viSaya kisameM AtA hai ? 'kAma' kisameM AtA hai? dAdAzrI : viSaya alaga aura ye kaSAyeM alaga hai| viSayoM kI yadi hama hada pAra kara deM, hada se adhika mA~ge, vaha lobha hai| 3. mAhAtmya, brahmacarya kA praznakartA: jo bAla brahmacArI hoM vaha uttama kahalAtA hai yA zAdI ke bAda brahmacarya pAleM vaha uttama kahalAtA hai? dAdAzrI : bAla brahmacArI kI to bAta hI alaga hotI hai na! para Aja ke bAlabrahmacArI kaise hai? yaha jamAnA kharAba hai| usakA Aja taka jo jIvana bItA hai usa jIvana ke bAre meM par3ho, to par3hate hI ApakA sira darda karane lgegaa| yadi Apako brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai to Apako upAya batalAU~ / vaha upAya Apako karanA hogA, varnA brahmacarya pAlana karanA cAhie vaha anivArya vastu nahIM hai| vaha to jise bhItara karma kA udaya ho to hotA 14 samajha se prApta brahmacarya hai| brahmacarya vrata dhAraNa karanA vaha to usakA pUrvakarma kA udaya hogA to hogaa| pahale bhAvanA kI hogI to sa~bhalegA yA to yadi Apa sa~bhAlane kA nizcaya kareM to sNbhlegaa| hama kyA kahate haiM ki ApakA nizcaya cAhie aura hamArA vacanabala sAtha meM hai, to yaha raha pAe aisA hai| praznakartA: deha ke sAtha jo karma cArja hokara Ae haiM unameM to parivartana nahIM hotA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, kucha parivartana nahIM hotaa| phira bhI viSaya aisI vastu hai na ki akele jJAnI puruSa kI AjJA se hI parivartana hotA hai| phira bhI yaha vrata sabhI ko nahIM diyA jaataa| hamane kucha logoM ko hI yaha diyA hai| jJAnI kI AjJA se saba kucha badala jAtA hai| sAmanevAle ko kevala nizcaya hI karanA hai ki cAhe kucha bhI ho para mujhe yaha cAhie hI nhiiN| taba phira hama use AjJA dete haiM aura hamArA vacanabala kAma karatA hai| isalie phira usakA citta anyatra nahIM jaataa| 1 yadi koI brahmacarya pAle aura yadi aMta taka pAra utara jAe to brahmacarya to bahuta bar3I vastu hai| yaha 'dAdAI jJAna', 'akrama vijJAna' aura sAtha meM brahmacarya ho to use aura kyA cAhie? eka to yaha akrama vijJAna hI aisA hai ki yadi usane yaha anubhava, vizeSa pariNAma pA liyA, to vaha rAjAoM kA rAjA hai| sArI duniyA ke rAjAoM ko bhI vahA~ namaskAra karane hoMge ! praznakartA : abhI to par3osI bhI namaskAra nahIM karatA ! praznakartA: samajhane para bhI saMsAra ke viSayoM meM mana AkarSita hotA hai| samajhate haiM ki saca-jhUTha kyA hai, phira bhI viSayoM se chUTa nahIM paate| to usakA kyA upAya? dAdAzrI : jo samajha kriyAkArI ho vahI saccI samajha hai| bAkI sabhI bA~jha samajha kahalAtI hai| praznakartA: vaha samajha kriyAkArI ho, isake lie kyA prayatna karane cAhie?
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya samajha se prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : maiM Apako savistAra samajhA duuN| phira vaha samajha hI kAma karatI hai| Apako kucha karanA nahIM hai| Apa ulaTe dakhala karane jAe~ to bigaDa jAtA hai| jo jJAna, jo samajhadArI kriyAkArI ho vaha saccI samajhadArI hai aura vahI saccA jJAna hai| isa duniyA meM kisI cIz2a kI niMdA karane jaisA ho to vaha abrahmacarya hai| anya dUsarI sArI cIz2a itanI niMdA karane jaisI nahIM hai| praznakartA : para mAnasazAstrI kahate haiM ki viSaya baMda hogA hI nahIM, aMta taka rhegaa| isalie phira vIrya kA Urdhvagamana hogA hI nahIM na? dAdAzrI : maiM kyA kahatA hU~ ki viSaya kA abhiprAya badale to phira viSaya rahatA hI nahIM hai| jaba taka (viSaya kA) abhiprAya badalatA nahIM taba taka vIrya kA Urdhvagamana hogA hI nhiiN| hamAre yahA~ to aba sIdhA AtmapakSa meM hI DAla denA hai, usakA nAma hI Urdhvagamana hai| viSaya baMda karane se use AtmA kA sukha anubhava meM AtA hai aura viSaya baMda huA to vIrya kA Urdhvagamana hogA hii| hamArI AjJA hI aisI hai ki viSaya baMda ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : AjJA meM kyA hotA hai? sthUla baMda karane kA? dAdAzrI : sthUla ko baMda karane ke lie hama kahate hI nahIM haiN| manabuddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra brahmacarya meM raheM aisA honA caahie| aura mana-buddhicitta aura ahaMkAra, brahmacarya ke pakSa meM A gae to sthala to apane Apa AegA hii| tere mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra ko pltt| hamArI AjJA aisI hai ki ye cAroM hI palaTa jAe~ge! khaMDa : 2 'byAhanA hI nahIM' vAle nizcayI ke lie rAha 1. viSaya se, kisa samajhadArI se chUTA jAe? praznakartA : merI zAdI karane kI icchA nahIM hai, parantu mAtA-pitA aura anya sage-saMbaMdhI zAdI ke lie jora dete haiM, to mujhe zAdI karanI cAhie ki nahIM? dAdAzrI : yadi ApakI zAdI karane kI icchA hI na ho aura hamArA yaha 'jJAna' Apane liyA hai to Apa kara paaoge| isa jJAna ke pratApa se saba kucha ho sake aisA hai| maiM Apako samajhAU~gA ki kaise baratanA aura yadi pAra utara gae taba to ati uttm| ApakA kalyANa ho jAegA! brahmacarya vrata lene kA vicAra Ae aura yadi usakA nizcaya ho jAe to usake jaisI bar3I vastu aura kyA kahalAe? vaha sabhI zAstroM ko samajha gayA! jise nizcaya huA ki mujhe aba mukta hI honA hai, vaha sAre zAstroM ko samajha gyaa| viSaya kA moha aisA hai ki nirmohI ko bhI mohI banA de| are, sAdhu-AcAryoM ko bhI ThaMDA kara de! praznakartA : brahmacarya kA nizcaya kiyA hai, use dRr3ha karane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : bAra-bAra nizcaya doharAnA hai aura 'he dAdA bhagavAna ! maiM nizcaya dRr3ha karatA hU~, mujhe nizcaya dRr3ha karane kI zakti diijie|' aisA bolane se zakti bddh'egii| praznakartA : viSaya ke vicAra Ae~ to bhI dekhate rahanA hai? dAdAzrI : dekhate hI rhnaa| taba kyA usakA saMgraha karanA? praznakartA : ur3A nahIM denA cAhie? dAdAzrI : dekhate hI rahanA, dekhane ke pazcAt hai to hama caMdreza se praznakartA : vaha vacanabala jJAnI ko kaise prApta huA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : khuda nirviSayI hoM tabhI vacanabala prApta hotA hai, varnA viSaya kA virecana karavAe aisA vacanabala hotA hI nahIM na! mana-vacanakAyA se pUrNatayA nirviSayI hoM taba unake zabda se viSaya kA virecana hotA
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya samajha se prApta brahmacarya jo pakar3e use brahmacarya kAyama rhegaa| isa bIja kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki niraMtara paDatA hI rahatA hai| A~kheM to taraha-taraha kA dekhatI haiM isalie bhItara bIja par3atA hai, isalie use ukhADa denaa| jaba taka bIja ke rUpa meM hai taba taka upAya hai, bAda meM kucha nahIM honevaalaa| kaheM ki inake pratikramaNa kro| mana-vacana-kAyA se vikArI doSa, icchAe~, ceSTAe~, Adi sAre doSa jo hue hoM, unakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| viSaya ke vicAra Ate haiM magara khuda usase alaga raheM, to kitanA AnaMda hotA hai! taba viSaya se hamezA ke lie chUTeM to kitanA AnaMda rahe? ___ mokSa meM jAne ke cAra AdhAra hai; jJAna-darzana-cAritra aura tapa / aba tapa kaba karanA hotA hai? mana meM viSaya ke vicAra Ate ho aura khuda kA dRDha nizcaya ho ki mujhe viSaya bhoganA hI nahIM hai| ise bhagavAna ne tapa khaa| khuda kI kiMcit mAtra icchA na ho, phira bhI vicAra Ate raheM, vahA~ tapa karanA hai| abrahmacarya ke vicAra Ae~, magara brahmacarya kI zakti mA~gate raheM, vaha bahuta ucca kakSA kI bAta hai| brahmacarya kI zaktiyA~ bAra-bAra mA~gane para kisI ko do sAla meM, kisI ko pA~ca sAla meM aisA udaya meM A jAtA hai| jisane abrahmacarya jIta liyA usane sArA saMsAra jIta liyaa| brahmacarya pAlanevAle para to zAsana devI-devatA bahuta prasanna rahate haiN| eka sAvadhAna rahane yogya to viSaya ke bAre meM hai| eka viSaya ko jIta liyA to bahuta ho gyaa| usakA vicAra Ane se pahale hI ukhAr3a pheMkanA caahie| bhItara vicAra ugA ki turaMta hI ukhAr3a denA par3atA hai| dUsarI bAta, yoM hI dRSTi milI kisI ke sAtha to turaMta haTA lenI par3atI hai| varnA vaha paudhA jarA bhI bar3A ho to turaMta usameM se phira bIja par3ate haiN| isalie vaha paudhA to ugate hI ukhAr3a denA par3atA hai| jisa saMga meM hama pha~sa jAe~ aisA ho usa saMga se bahuta dUra rahanA cAhie, varnA eka bAra pha~se ki bAra-bAra pha~sate hI jaaeNge| isalie vahA~ se bhAga niklnaa| phisalAnevAlI jagaha ho vahA~ se dUra rahanA, to phisaleMge nhiiN| satsaMga meM to dUsarI phAileM ikaTThA nahIM hotIM na? samAna vicAravAle hI ikaTThA hote haiM na? ___ mana meM viSaya kA vicAra Ate hI use ukhAr3a denA cAhie aura kahIM AkarSaNa huA ki turaMta hI pratikramaNa karanA caahie| ina do zabdoM ko ye sArI striyA~ Apako AkarSita nahIM karatIM, jo AkarSita karatI haiM ve ApakA pichalA hisAba hai| isalie use ukhAr3akara phaiMka do, svaccha kara do| hamAre isa jJAna ke pazcAt koI rukAvaTa nahIM hai, kevala eka viSaya ke bAre meM hama sAvadhAna karate haiN| dRSTi milAnA hI gunAha hai aura yaha samajhane ke pazcAt jimmedArI bahuta bar3ha jAtI hai| isalie kisI ke sAtha dRSTi hI nahIM milaanaa| bhAvanidrA AtI hai ki nahIM? bhAvanidrA Ae to saMsAra tujhe lipttegaa| aba bhAvanidrA Ae to vahIM usI vyakti ke zuddhAtmA ke pAsa brahmacarya ke lie zaktiyA~ mA~ganA ki 'he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, mujhe sAre saMsAra ke sAtha brahmacarya pAlana karane kI zaktiyA~ diijie|' yadi hamAre pAsa zaktiyA~ mA~ge to vaha uttama hI hai, paraMtu jisa vyakti ke sAtha vyavahAra huA hai, vahA~ para DirekTa (sIdhA) mA~ga lenA vaha sarvottama hai| praznakartA : A~kha mila jAe to kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : hamAre pAsa pratikramaNa kA sAdhana hai, usase dho ddaalnaa| A~kheM mileM to turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara DAlanA caahie| isIlie to kahA hai na ki strI kI phoTo, citra athavA mUrti bhI mata rkhnaa| praznakartA : viSaya meM sabase jyAdA miThAsa mAnI gaI hai, to vaha kisa AdhAra para mAnI gaI hai? dAdAzrI : vaha jo miThAsa usameM laga gaI hai aura anya jagaha miThAsa dekhI nahIM hai, isalie use viSaya meM bahuta miThAsa lagatI hai| para dekhA jAe to jyAdA se jyAdA gaMdagI vahIM hai, para miThAsa ke kAraNa use bhAna nahIM rhtaa|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya samajha se prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : bilakula pasaMda hI nahIM hai, phira bhI AkarSaNa ho jAtA hai| jisakA bahuta kheda rahA karatA hai| dAdAzrI : aise kheda rahe to viSaya jAtA hai| kevala eka AtmA hI cAhie, to phira viSaya kaise khar3A ho? anya kucha cAhie. to viSaya hogA na? tumheM viSaya kA pRthakkaraNa karanA AtA hai? praznakartA : Apa btaaie| dAdAzrI : pRthakkaraNa arthAt kyA ki viSaya A~khoM ko bhAe aise hote haiM? kAna suneM to acchA lagatA hai? aura jIbha se cATe to mIThA lagatA hai? kisI bhI indriya ko pasaMda nahIM hai| isa nAka ko to saca meM hI acchA lagatA hai na? are, bahuta sugaMdha AtI hai na? itra lagAyA hotA hai na? ataH aise pRthakkaraNa kareM taba patA calatA hai| sArA narka hI vahA~ par3A hai, para aisA pRthakkaraNa nahIM hone se loga ulajhe rahate haiN| vahIM moha hotA hai, yaha bhI ajUbA hI hai na! 'eka viSaya ko jItate, jItA saba saMsAra, nRpati jItate jItie, dala, pura va adhikaar|' - zrImad rAjacaMdra kevala eka rAjA ko jIta le to dala, pura (nagara) aura adhikAra saba hameM mila jaaeN| praznakartA : Apake jJAna ke pazcAt hama isI janma meM viSaya bIja se ekadama nigraMtha ho sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : saba kucha ho sakatA hai| agale janma ke lie bIja nahIM pdd'taa| ye purAne bIja hoM unheM Apa dho DAleM aura naye bIja nahIM pdd'te| praznakartA : isase agale avatAra meM viSaya saMbaMdhI eka bhI vicAra nahIM AegA? dAdAzrI : nahIM aaegaa| thor3A-bahuta kaccA raha gayA ho to pahale ke thor3e vicAra Ae~ge para ve vicAra bahuta chue~ge nhiiN| jahA~ hisAba nahIM, usakA jokhima nhiiN| praznakartA : zIlavAna kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : jise viSaya kA vicAra na aae| jise krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha nahIM ho, ve zIlavAna kahalAte haiN| ___ kasauTI ke kabhI avasara Ae~, to usake lie do-tIna upavAsa kara lenaa| jaba (viSaya ke) karmoM kA jora bahuta bar3ha jAe taba upavAsa kiyA ki baMda ho jAtA hai| upavAsa se mara nahIM jaate| 2. dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se maiMne jo prayoga kiyA thA, vahI prayoga istemAla krnaa| hameM vaha prayoga niraMtara rahatA hI hai| jJAna hone se pahale bhI hameM jAgRti rahatI thii| kisI strI ne aise suMdara kapar3e pahane hoM, do hajAra kI sAr3I pahanI ho to bhI dekhate hI turaMta jAgRti A jAtI hai, isase nekeDa (nagna) dikhatA hai| phira dUsarI jAgRti utpanna ho to binA camar3I kA dikhatA hai aura tIsarI jAgati meM phira peTa kATa DAleM to bhItara A~teM naz2ara AtI haiM, A~toM meM kyA parivartana hotA hai vaha dikhatA hai| khuna kI naseM naz2ara AtI haiM aMdara meM, saMDAsa naz2ara AtI hai, isa prakAra sArI gaMdagI dikhatI hai| phira viSaya hotA hI nahIM na! inameM AtmA zuddha vastu hai, vahA~ jAkara hamArI dRSTi rukatI hai, phira moha kisa prakAra hogA? zrImad rAjacaMdra ne kahA hai ki 'dekhate hI honevAlI bhUla Tale to sarva duHkhoM kA kSaya ho|' zAstroM meM par3hate haiM ki strI para rAga mata karanA, lekina strI ko dekhate hI bhUla jAte hai, use 'dekhate hI honevAlI bhala' kahate haiN| 'dekhate hI honevAlI bhala Tale' kA artha kyA ki yaha mithyA dRSTi hai, vaha dRSTi parivartita ho aura samyak dRSTi ho to sAre duHkhoM kA kSaya hotA hai| phira vaha bhUla nahIM hone degI, dRSTi khiMcatI nhiiN| praznakartA : eka strI ko dekhakara puruSa ko kharAba bhAva ho, to usameM strI kA doSa hai kyA?
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 22 samajha se prApta brahmacarya to bhI hama usake vaza nahIM hoM! bhItara kaise bhI samajhAnevAle mileM phira bhI hama unakI eka na suneM! nizcaya kiyA, phira vaha phire nahIM, usakA nAma nishcy| dAdAzrI : nahIM, usameM strI kA koI doSa nahIM hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra kA lAvaNya dekhakara kaI striyoM ko moha utpanna hotA thA, para isase bhagavAna ko kucha nahIM chUtA thaa| arthAt jJAna kyA kahatA hai ki ApakI kriyAe~ sahetuka honI caahie| Apako bAla aise nahIM sa~vArane cAhie athavA vastra aise nahIM pahanane cAhie ki jisase sAmanevAle ko moha utpanna ho| hamArA bhAva zuddha ho to kucha bhI bigar3e aisA nahIM hai| bhagavAna keza locana kisa lie karate the ki 'mere Upara kisI strI kA ina bAloM ke kAraNa bhAva bigar3e to? isalie ye bAla hI nikAla do tAki bhAva nahIM bigdd'eN|' kyoMki bhagavAna to bahuta svarUpavAna the, bhagavAna mahAvIra kA rUpa, sAre saMsAra meM anupama thA! praznakartA : strI para se moha aura rAga cale jAe~ to ruci khatama hone lagatI hai? dAdAzrI : ruci kI gA~Tha to anaMta janmoM se par3I huI hai, kaba phUTe yaha nahIM kaha skte| isalie isa satsaMga meM hI rhnaa| isa saMga se bAhara nikale ki phira se usa ruci ke AdhAra para saba kucha phira se uga jaaegaa| isalie ina brahmacAriyoM ke saMga meM hI rahanA hogaa| abhI yaha ruci gaI nahIM hai, isalie anya kusaMgoM meM ghusate hI vaha turaMta zurU ho jaaegaa| kyoMki kusaMga kA svabhAva hI aisA hai| para jisakI ruci ur3a gaI hai, use phira kusaMga nahIM chuutaa| hamArI AjJA pAloge to ApakA moha calA jaaegaa| moha ko Apa khuda nikAlane jAe~ge to vaha Apako nikAla bAhara kare aisA hai| isalie use nikAlane ke bajAya usase kaho ki 'baiThie sAhiba, hama ApakI pUjA kareMge!' phira usase alaga hokara hamane usa para upayoga kendrita kiyA aura dAdAjI kI AjJA meM Ae ki moha ko turaMta apane Apa jAnA hI pdd'egaa| 3. dRr3ha nizcaya, pahu~cAe pAra nizcaya kisakA nAma ki kaisA bhI (viSaya kA) lazkara hamalA kare nizcaya arthAt sabhI vicAroM ko baMda karake eka hI vicAra para A jAnA ki hameM yahA~ se sTezana para hI jAnA hai| sTezana se gAr3I meM hI baiThanA hai| hameM basa meM nahIM jAnA hai| taba phira aise gAr3I ke hI sabhI saMyoga A milate haiM, ApakA nizcaya pakkA ho to| nizcaya kaccA ho to gAr3I ke saMyoga prApta nahIM hote| praznakartA : nizcaya ke sAmane TAimiMga badala jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : nizcaya ke Age sAre TAimiMga badala jAte haiN| ye sajjana batA rahe the ki 'ho sakA to maiM vahA~ A jAU~gA, para zAyada na A pAU~ to Apa nikala jaanaa|' isa para hama samajha gae ki isakA nizcaya Dhulamula hai, isalie Age eviDansa aise prApta hoMge ki hamArI dhAraNA anusAra nahIM hogaa| praznakartA : hamAre nizcaya ko DigAtA kauna hai? dAdAzrI : hamArA hI ahNkaar| mohavAlA ahaMkAra hai na! mUrchita ahaMkAra! praznakartA : niyata cora honI vaha nizcaya kI kamI kahalAtI hai? dAdAzrI : kamI nahIM kahalAtI, vaha nizcaya hI nahIM hai| kamI to nikala jAtI hai sArI, para vaha to nizcaya hI nahIM hai| praznakartA : niyata cora na ho, to vicAra bilakula AnA baMda ho jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vicAra ko Ane do| vicAra Ae~ usameM hameM kyA harja hai? vicAra baMda nahIM ho jaate| niyata cora nahIM honI caahie| bhItara kisI bhI lAlaca ko vaza nahIM hoM aise sTroMga ! vicAra hI kyoM Ae~?
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 23 kue~ meM giranA hI nahIM hai aisA nizcaya hai, vaha cAra dinoM se soyA nahIM ho aura use kue~ ke kinAre para biThAe~ phira bhI nahIM soegA vahA~ / ApakA saMpUrNa brahmacarya pAlana kA nizcaya aura hamArI AjJA, donoM milakara acUka kArya siddhi hogI hI, yadi bhItara meM nizcaya jarA-sA bhI idhara-udhara nahIM huA to hamArI AjJA to vaha jahA~ jAegA vahA~ mArgadarzana karegI aura hameM jarA bhI pratijJA nahIM chor3anI caahie| viSaya kA vicAra Ae to Adhe ghaMTe taka dhote rahanA ki abhI taka kyoM vicAra AtA hai ? aura A~kha to kisI ke sAmane milAnA hI nhiiN| jise brahmacarya pAlanA hai use A~kha to milAnI hI nhiiN| kisI strI ko yadi hAtha yoM hI chU gayA ho to bhI nizcaya ko DigA de| ve paramANu rAta ko sone bhI nahIM deN| isalie sparza to honA hI nahIM cAhie aura dRSTi bacAe~ to phira nizcaya DigegA nahIM / praznakartA: kisI kA brahmacarya kA nizcaya asthira ho to kyA vaha usakI pUrva bhAvanA aisI hogI, isalie? dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nahIM, vaha nizcaya hI nahIM hai uskaa| yaha pahale kA projekTa nahIM hai aura yaha jo nizcaya kiyA hai, vaha logoM kA dekhakara kiyA hai| yaha kevala anukaraNa hai isalie asthira huA karatA hai| isake bajAya zAdI kara le na bhaiyA, kyA nukasAna honevAlA hai? koI lar3akI ThikAne laga jAegI! brahmacarya meM apavAda rakhA jAe aisI vastu nahIM hai, kyoMki manuSya kA mana pola DhU~DhatA hai / kisI jagaha z2arA sA bhI chidra ho to mana use bar3A kara detA hai| praznakartA : yaha pola DhU~Dha nikAlate hai, usameM kauna-sI vRtti kAma karatI hai? dAdAzrI : vaha mana hI kAma karatA hai, vRtti nhiiN| mana kA svabhAva hI aisA hai pola DhU~Dhane kA / 24 samajha se prApta brahmacarya praznakartA: mana pola mAratA ho to use kaise rokeM? dAdAzrI : nizcaya se / nizcaya ho to phira vaha pola mAregA hI kaise ? hamArA nizcaya hai, to vaha pola mAregA hI nhiiN| jise 'mAMsAhAra nahIM karanA' aisA nizcaya hai, vaha mAMsAhAra nahIM hI karatA / praznakartA : arthAt pratyeka viSaya meM nizcaya kara lenA ? dAdAzrI nizcaya se hI sArA kArya hotA hai| praznakartA: AtmA prApta karane ke pazcAt nizcaya bala rakhanA par3atA hai ? dAdAzrI : khuda ko rakhanA hI nahIM hai, hameM to 'caMdreza' se kahanA hai ki Apa ThIka se nizcaya rkho| isake bAre meM prazna pUchane hoM to vaha pola DhU~DhatA hai / isalie ye prazna pUchaneM par3eM taba use cupa karA denA, 'geTa AuTa' kaha denA, tAki vaha cupa ho jaae| 'geTa AuTa' kahate hI saba bhAga jAte hai| tujhe kyA hotA hai? praznakartA: dina meM aisA eviDansa (saMyoga ) mile to viSaya kI ekAdha gA~Tha phUTatI hai, para phira turaMta aise thrI viz2ana se dekha letA huuN| dAdAzrI : nadI meM to eka hI bAra DUbA to mara jAegA ki roz2aroz2a DUbe to maregA? nadI meM eka bAra hI DUba maregA, phira koI harja hai? nadI kA koI nukasAna hogA kyA? zAstrakAroM ne to eka hI bAra ke abrahmacarya ko 'mRtyu' kahA hai| mara jAnA magara abrahmacarya mata hone denA / karma kA udaya Ae aura jAgRti nahIM rahatI ho to taba jJAna ke vAkya U~cI AvAz2a meM bolakara jAgRti lAe aura karmoM kA sAmanA kare vaha 'parAkrama' kahalAtA hai| sva- vIrya ko sphurAyamAna kare, vaha parAkrama hai| parAkrama ke sAmane kisI kI tAkata nahIM hai|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 25 jitanA tU sinsiyara (niSThAvAna) utanI terI jaagRti| yaha tujhe sUtra ke rUpa meM hama dete haiM aura choTA baccA bhI samajha sake aise spaSTa rUpa meM dete haiN| jo jitanA sinsiyara usakI utanI jaagRti| yaha to vijJAna hai| isameM jitanI sinsiyAriTI utanA hI hamArA khuda kA (kAma) hotA hai aura yaha sinsiyAriTI to TheTha mokSa kI ora le jaae| sinsiyAriTI kA phala morAliTI (naitikatA) meM AtA hai| praznakartA: usa dina Apa kucha batA rahe the ki javAnI meM bhI 'rIja poinTa' hotA hai, to vaha 'rIja poinTa' kyA hai? dAdAzrI : 'rIja poinTa' arthAt yaha chappara hotA hai na, usameM 'rIja poinTa' kahA~ para AyA? coTI para / javAnI jaba 'rIja poinTa' para jAtI hai usa samaya hI saba tahasanahasa kara DAlatI hai| usameM se jo 'pAsa' ho gayA, guz2ara gayA, vaha jiitaa| hama to saba kucha sa~bhAla lete haiM, para yadi usakA khuda kA mana parivartana ho jAe to phira upAya nahIM hai| isalie hama use abhI udaya hone se pahale sikhA dete haiM ki bhaiyA, nIce dekhakara calanA / strI ko mata dekhanA, bAkI pakaur3e- jalebiyA~ saba dekhnaa| isa bAre meM Apake lie gAranTI nahIM de sakate, kyoMki abhI javAnI hai| 4. viSaya vicAra, parezAna kareM taba ... kabhI bhItara koI kharAba vicAra Ae aura nikAlane meM dera ho gaI to phira usakA bhArI pratikramaNa karanA par3atA hai| vicAra udaya hote hI turaMta nikAla denA hai, use pheMka denA hai| 5. nahIM calate, mana ke kahane ke anusAra mana ke kahane ke anusAra calanA hI nhiiN| mana kA kahanA yadi hamAre jJAna ke anusAra ho to utanA eDajasTa kara lenaa| hamAre jJAna se viruddha cale to baMda kara denA / samajha se prApta brahmacarya dekhie na, cAra sau sAla pahale kabIrajI ne kahA, kitane samajhadAra manuSya the vaha ! kahate haiM, 'mana kA calatA tana cale, tAkA sarvasva jaay| ' sayAne nahIM kabIrajI ? aura yaha to mana ke kahane ke anusAra calatA rahatA hai| mana kahe ki 'isase zAdI kara lo to kyA zAdI kara lenI ? praznakartA: nahIM, aisA nahIM kara skte| 26 dAdAzrI : mana abhI to bolegaa| aisA bolegA to usa vakta kyA kareMge Apa? brahmacarya vrata pAlana karanA ho to sTroMga rahanA hogaa| mana to aisA bhI bolegA aura Apase bhI bulvaaegaa| isI kAraNa se maiM kahatA thA na ki kala savere Apa bhAga bhI jaaeNge| usakA kyA kAraNa? mana ke kahe anusAra calanevAle kA bharosA hI kyA? praznakartA : aba hama yahA~ se kahIM bhI bhAga nahIM jAe~ge / dAdAzrI : magara mana ke kahane ke anusAra calanevAlA manuSya yahA~ se nahIM jAegA, yaha kisa gAranTI ke AdhAra para ? are! maiM tujhe do dina hilAU~, are, z2arA-sA hilAU~ na, to parasoM hI tU calA jAe! yaha to tujhe patA hI nahIM / tumhAre mana kA kyA ThikAnA ? abhI to tumhArA mana tumheM 'zAdI karane yogya nahIM hai, zAdI karane meM bahuta du:kha hai' (aisA vicAra karake) sahAya karatA hai| yaha siddhAMta dikhalAnevAlA tumhArA mana pahalA hai| tumane yaha siddhAMta jJAna se nizcita nahIM kiyA hai, yaha tumhAre mana se nizcita kiyA hai, 'mana' ne tumheM siddhAMta dikhalAyA ki 'aisA kro|' praznakartA: jJAna se nizcaya kiyA ho to phira usakA mana virodha hI nahIM kare na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, nahIM kregaa| jJAna ke AdhAra para nizcaya kiyA ho to usakA phAunDezana (nIMva) hI alaga taraha kA hogA na! usakA sArA phAunDezana Ara. sI. sI. jaisA hogaa| aura yaha to ror3A kA, bhItara kroMkrITa kiyA huA, phira darAra hI par3a jAegI na?
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 27 6. 'khuda' khuda ko DA~TanA isa bhAI ko dekhie na, khuda ne khuda ko DA~TA thA, dhamakA diyA thaa| vaha rotA bhI thA aura khuda ko dhamakAtA bhI thA, donoM dekhane yogya cIjeM thii| praznakartA: eka bAra do-tIna dafA caMdreza ko DA~TA thA, taba bahuta royA bhI thaa| para mujhe aisA bhI kahatA thA ki aba aisA nahIM hogA, phira bhI dubArA hotA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha hogA to sahI, para hara bAra phira se kahate rhnaa| hameM kahate rahanA haiM aura vaha hotA rhegaa| kahane se hamArA judApana rahatA hai, tanmayAkAra nahIM ho jaate| vaha par3osI (phAila naM. 1) ko DA~Tate haiM, isa prakAra se calatA rahatA hai| aisA karate-karate pUrA ho jAegA aura sabhI phAileM pUrI ho jaaeNgii| viSaya kA vicAra Ae taba 'yaha maiM nahIM hU~, alaga hai' aisA rakhanA aura use DA~TanA hogaa| yaha praznakartA: Apa jo zIze meM sAmAyika karane kA prayoga batalAte haiM na, phira prakRti ke sAtha bAtacIta, ve sabhI prayoga acche lagate haiM magara do-tIna dina ThIka se hote haiM, phira usameM DhIlApana A jAtA hai| : dAdAzrI DhIlApana Ae to phira se naye sire se krnaa| purAnA ho jAe taba DhIlApana A jAtA hai| pudgala kA svabhAva, purAnA ho taba bigar3ane lagatA hai| use phira se ThIka karake rakha denA / praznakartA: usa prayoga ke dvArA hI kArya siddha ho jAnA caahie| lekina vaha ho nahIM pAtA aura bIca meM hI prayoga pUrA ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : aisA karate-karate siddha hogA, turaMta nahIM ho jAtA / 7. pazcAtApa sahita ke pratikramaNa praznakartA: kabhI kabhI to pratikramaNa karane se Uba jAte haiM, eka sAtha itane sAre karane par3ate hai| samajha se prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : hA~, yaha apratikramaNa kA doSa hai| usa vakta pratikramaNa nahIM kie, usako lekara yaha huaa| aba pratikramaNa karane se phira se doSa nahIM hogaa| 28 praznakartA: kapar3A (doSa) dhula gayA kaba kahalAtA hai? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa kareM taba ! hameM khuda ko hI patA cale ki maiMne dho ddaalaa| praznakartA bhItara kheda rahanA cAhie? : dAdAzrI : kheda to rahanA hI caahie| jaba taka yaha nibaTArA nahIM hotA taba taka kheda to rahanA hI caahie| hameM to dekhate rahanA hai ki vaha kheda rahatA hai yA nhiiN| hameM apanA kAma karanA haiM, vaha usakA kAma kre| praznakartA : yaha saba cikanA bahuta hai| usameM thor3A-thor3A pharka par3atA jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : jaisA doSa bharA thA, vaisA nikalatA hai| para vaha pA~ca sAla yA dasa sAla meM, bAraha sAla meM saba khAlI ho jaaegaa| Ta~kiyA~ sabhI sAfa kara degaa| phira zuddha ! phira AnaMda karanA ! praznakartA: eka bAra bIja par3a gayA ho phira rUpaka meM to AegA hI na? dAdAzrI : jo bIja par3a hI jAe na, vaha rUpaka meM aaegaa| magara jaba taka vaha jama nahIM gayA, taba taka kama-jyAdA ho sakatA hai| isalie marane se pahale vaha zuddha ho sakatA hai| viSaya ke doSa hue hoM, anya doSa hue hoM, use hama kahate haiM ki ravivAra ko tU upavAsa karanA aura sArA dina una doSoM kA bAra-bAra vicAra karake unheM dhote rahanA / aise AjJApUrvaka kareM to kama ho jAte haiN| praznakartA: viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhI sAmAyika pratikramaNa kaise kareM? kisa prakAra ?
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 29 dAdAzrI: Aja taka jo bhUleM ho gaI hoM unakA pratikramaNa krnaa| aura bhaviSya meM aisI bhUleM nahIM hoM aisA nizcaya krnaa| praznakartA : hameM sAmAyika meM jo doSa hue haiM, ve bAra-bAra dikhate hoM to? dAdAzrI : dikheM taba taka usakI kSamA mA~ganA, kSamApanA karanA, usake lie pazcAtApa karanA, pratikramaNa krnaa| praznakartA : abhI sAmAyika meM baiThe, yaha jo dikhA, phira bhI vahI bAra-bAra kyoM AtA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to AegA na, bhItara paramANu hoM to AegA, usameM hameM kyA harja hai? samajha se prApta brahmacarya hI nahIM rahatA na? dAdAzrI: vaha vyavahAra hI baMda ho jAtA hai| Alapina aura lohacuMbaka kA saMbaMdha hI khatama ho jAtA hai| vaha saMbaMdha hI nahIM rhtaa| usa gA~Tha ke kAraNa yaha vyavahAra calatA hai na! aba viSaya sthUla svabhAvI hai aura AtmA sUkSma svabhAvI hai, aisA bhAna rahanA bar3A muzkila hai| isalie ekAgratA hue bagaira rahatI hI nahIM na! vaha kAma to jJAnI puruSa kA hai, dUsare kisI kA yaha kAma hI nahIM hai| viSaya kI gA~Tha bar3I hotI hai, usake unmUlana kI bahuta hI AvazyakatA hai| isalie kudaratI taura para hamAre yahA~ yaha sAmAyika khar3A ho gayA hai! sAmAyika karo, sAmAyika se saba khatama ho jaaegaa| kucha karanA to par3egA na? dAdAjI haiM, taba taka sArA roga nikAla denA par3egA na? ekAdha gA~Tha hI bhArI hotI hai, para jo roga hai use to nikAlanA hI pdd'egaa| usI roga ke kAraNa hI anaMta janma bhaTake haiN| yaha sAmAyika to kisalie hai ki viSaya-bhAva kA bIja abhI taka gayA nahIM hai aura usa bIja meM se hI cArja hotA hai, usa viSaya-bhAva ke bIja ke unmUlana ke lie yaha sAmAyika hai| 8. sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA praznakartA : vaha AtA hai to lagatA hai ki abhI dhulA nhiiN| dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha mAla to abhI lambe samaya taka rhegaa| abhI bhI dasa-dasa barasa taka rahegA, para tumheM saba nikAlanA hai| praznakartA : yaha jo aMkura rUpa meM hI ukhAr3a pheMkane kA vijJAna hai. ki viSaya kI gA~Tha phaTe taba do pattiyA~ Ate hI ukhAr3a pheMkanA, to jIta jAe~ge na? dAdAzrI: hA~, magara viSaya aisI vasta hai ki yadi usameM ekAgratA ho to AtmA ko bhUla jAte haiN| yaha gA~Tha nukasAnadAyaka hai, vaha isI lie ki yaha gA~Tha phUTe taba ekAgratA ho jAtI hai| ekAgratA huI to vaha viSaya kahalAtA hai| ekAgratA hue bagaira viSaya kahalAtA hI nahIM n| vaha gA~Tha phUTe taba itanI jAgati rahanI cAhie ki vicAra Ane ke sAtha hI use ukhAr3akara pheMka de to phira vahA~ use ekAgratA nahIM hotii| yadi ekAgratA nahIM hai to vahA~ viSaya hI nahIM hai, taba vaha gA~Tha kahalAtI hai aura vaha gA~Tha khatma hogI taba kAma hogaa| viSaya kI gaMdagI meM loga par3e haiN| viSaya ke samaya ujAlA kareM to khuda ko bhI acchA na lge| ujAlA ho to Dara jAe, isalie aMdherA rakhate haiN| ujAlA ho to bhogane kI jagaha dekhanA acchA nahIM lgtaa| isalie kRpAludeva ne bhogane ke sthAna ke saMbaMdha meM kyA kahA hai? praznakartA : 'vamana karane yogya bhI cIz2a nahIM hai|' praznakartA : phira bhI strI ke aMga kI ora AkarSaNa hone kA kyA kAraNa hogA? dAdAzrI : hamArI mAnyatA, roMga bilIfa haiM, isa vajaha se| gAya ke aMga ke prati kyoM AkarSaNa nahIM hotA hai? kevala mAnyatAe~; aura kucha hotA praznakartA : vaha gA~Tha khatama ho jAe to phira AkarSaNa kA vyavahAra
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya nahIM hai| mAtra bilIfa haiN| bilIfa tor3a DAleM to kucha bhI nahIM hai| praznakartA : vaha mAnyatA khar3I hotI hai, vaha saMyoga ke milane ke kAraNa hotI hai? dAdAzrI : logoM ke kahane se hameM mAnyatA hotI hai aura AtmA kI upasthiti meM mAnyatA hotI hai isalie dRr3ha ho jAtI hai varnA usameM aisA kyA hai? kevala mAMsa ke laude haiM! mana meM vicAra Ae, vaha vicAra apane Apa hI Ate rahate haiM, use hama pratikramaNa se dho ddaaleN| phira vANI meM aisA nahIM bolanA ki viSayoM kA sevana bahuta acchA hai aura vartana meM bhI aisA mata rkhnaa| striyoM kI ora dRSTi mata krnaa| striyoM ko dekhanA nahIM, chanA nhiiN| strI ko cha liyA ho to bhI mana meM pratikramaNa ho jAnA cAhie ki 'are, ise kahA~ chUA!' kyoMki sparza se viSaya kA asara hotA hai| praznakartA : use tiraskAra kiyA nahIM kahalAtA? dAdAzrI : use tiraskAra nahIM khte| pratikramaNa meM to hama usake AtmA se kahate haiM ki 'hamArI bhUla ho gaI, phira se aisI bhUla nahIM ho aisI zakti diijie|' usIke AtmA se aisA kahanA ki majhe zakti diijie| jahA~ hamArI bhUla huI ho vahIM zakti mA~ganA tAki zakti milatI rhe| praznakartA : sparza kA asara hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : usa ghar3I hameM mana saMkucita kara denA hai| maiM isa deha se alaga hU~, maiM caMdreza hI nahIM hU~, yaha upayoga rahanA cAhie, zuddha upayoga rahanA caahie| kabhI kabhAra aisA ho jAe to zuddha upayoga meM hI rahanA, maiM 'caMdreza' hI nahIM huuN| sparza sukha kA AnaMda lene kA vicAra Ae to use Ane se pahale hI ukhAr3a pheNknaa| yadi turaMta ukhAr3akara nahIM pheMkA to vaha pahale sekanDa meM vRkSa bana jAtA hai, dUsare sekanDa meM hameM vaha apanI pakar3a meM le letA hai aura tIsare sekanDa meM phAMsI para laTakane kI bArI A jAtI hai| 32 samajha se prApta brahmacarya hisAba nahIM hotA to Taca (sparza) bhI nahIM hotaa| strI-puruSa eka hI kamare meM hoM phira bhI vicAra taka nahIM aataa| praznakartA : Apane kahA ki hisAba hai isalie AkarSaNa hotA hai| to vaha hisAba pahale se kaise ukhAr3A jAe? dAdAzrI : vaha to usI samaya, ona da momenTa kareM to hI jAe aisA hai| pahale se nahIM hogaa| mana meM vicAra Ae ki 'strI ke lie pAsa meM jagaha rakheM' taba turaMta hI usa vicAra ko ukhAr3a denaa| 'hetu kyA hai' yaha dekha lenaa| hamAre siddhAMta ke anurUpa hai yA siddhAMta ke viruddha hai? siddhAMta ke viruddha ho to turaMta hI ukhAr3akara pheMka denaa| praznakartA : mujhe sparza karanA hI nahIM hai para koI lar3akI Akara sparza kare to phira maiM kyA karU~? dAdAzrI : ThIka hai| sA~pa jAna-bUjhakara chUe use hama kyA karate haiM? sparza karanA kaise bhAe puruSa yA strI ko? jahA~ mAtra gaMdha hI hai, vahA~ chUnA kaise acchA lage? praznakartA : lekina sparza karate samaya isameM se kucha yAda nahIM aataa| dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha yAda kaise Ae para? usa samaya to vaha sparza itanA poijanasa (jaharIlA) hotA hai ki mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra sabhI ke Upara AvaraNa A jAtA hai| manuSya murchita ho jAtA hai, mAnoM jAnavara hI ho usa ghar3I! sparza yA aisA kucha ho taba Akara mujhe batA denA, maiM turaMta zuddha kara duuNgaa| strI athavA viSaya meM ramaNatA kareM, dhyAna kareM, nididhyAsana kareM taba to vaha viSaya kI gA~Tha par3a jAtI hai| vaha kaise khatama ho? viSaya ke virodhI vicAroM se khatama ho jaae| dRSTi badale (khIMce) phira ramaNatA zurU hotI hai| dRSTi badale to usake
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 33 pIche pichale janma ke kaoNz2ez2a (kAraNa) haiN| isI lie hara eka ko dekhakara dRSTi badalatI nhiiN| kucha ko dekheM tabhI dRSTi badalatI hai| kaoNz2ez2a hoM, usakA Age se hisAba calA AtA ho aura phira ramaNatA ho to samajhanA ki bar3A bhArI hisAba hai| isalie vahA~ adhika jAgRti rakhanI hogii| usake prati pratikramaNa ke tIra bAra-bAra chor3ate rhnaa| AlocanA-pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna jabaradasta karane hoNge| yaha viSaya eka aisI cIz2a hai ki mana aura citta ko jisa taraha rahatA ho vaise nahIM rahane detA aura eka bAra isameM par3e ki usameM AnaMda mAnakara ulTe citta kA vahIM jAne kA bar3ha jAtA hai aura 'bahuta acchA hai, bar3A majedAra hai' aisA mAnakara anaMta bIja par3ate haiM! praznakartA : para vaha pahale kA vaisA lekara AyA hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : usakA citta vahIM kA vahIM calA jAtA hai, vaha pahale kA lekara nahIM AyA kintu bAda meM usakA citta chiTaka hI jAtA hai hAthoM se! khuda manA kare phira bhI chiTaka jAtA hai| isalie ye lar3ake brahmacarya bhAva meM rahe to acchA aura phira yoM hI jo skhalana hotA hai vaha to galana hai| rAta meM ho gayA, dina meM ho gayA, vaha saba galana hai| para ina lar3akoM ko yadi eka hI bAra viSaya ne chU liyA ho na, to phira rAta-dina usIke hI sapane Ate haiN| 34 samajha se prApta brahmacarya pUrNarUpa se svataMtra ho gayA huuN| mana meM kaise bhI bure vicAra Ae~ usameM harja nahIM, para citta kA haraNa nahIM hI honA caahie| cittavRttiyA~ jitanA bhaTakeMgI utanA AtmA ko bhaTakanA par3atA hai| jahA~ cittavRtti jAe, vahA~ hameM jAnA pdd'egaa| cittavRtti agale janma ke lie AvAgamana kA nakzA banA detI hai| usa nakze ke anusAra phira hama ghuumeNge| kahA~-kahA~ ghUma AtI hogI cittavRttiyA~? praznakartA : citta jahA~-tahA~ nahIM aTaka jAtA, para kisI eka jagaha aTaka gayA to vaha pichalA hisAba hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, hisAba ho tabhI aTaka jAtA hai| para aba hameM kyA karanA hai? puruSArtha vahI kahalAe ki jahA~ hisAba hai vahA~ para bhI aTakane nahIM de| citta jAe aura dho DAleM taba taka abrahmacarya nahIM mAnA jaataa| citta gayA aura dho nahIM DAlA to vaha abrahmacarya kahalAtA hai| citta ko jo DigA deM ve sabhI viSaya hI haiN| jJAna ke bAhara jina jina vastuoM meM citta jAtA hai, ve sAre viSaya hI haiN| praznakartA : Apa kahate haiM ki kaisA bhI vicAra Ae usameM harja nahIM hai, para citta vahA~ jAe usameM harja hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, citta kA hI jhamelA hai na! citta bhaTakatA hai vahI jhamelA na! vicAra to kaise bhI hoM, usameM harja nahIM para isa jJAnaprApti ke pazcAt citta idhara-udhara nahIM honA caahie| praznakartA : kabhI aisA ho to usakA kyA? dAdAzrI : hameM vahA~ para 'aba aisA nahIM ho' aisA puruSArtha karanA hogaa| pahale jitanA jAtA thA aba bhI utanA hI jAtA hai? praznakartA : nahIM, utanA jyAdA slipa nahIM hotA, phira bhI pUchatA tujhe aisA anubhava hai ki viSaya meM citta jAtA hai taba dhyAna barAbara nahIM rahatA? praznakartA : yadi citta z2arA-sA bhI viSaya ke spaMdana ko chU gayA to kitane hI samaya taka khuda kI sthiratA nahIM rahane detaa| dAdAzrI : isalie maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki sAre saMsAra meM ghUmo para yadi koI bhI cIz2a Apake citta kA haraNa nahIM kara sake to Apa svataMtra ho| kaI sAloM se maiMne apane citta ko dekhA hai ki koI cIz2a usakA haraNa nahIM kara sakatI, isalie phira maiMne khuda ko pahacAna liyA ki maiM dAdAzrI : nahIM, magara citta to jAnA hI nahIM caahie| mana meM kaise
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya phAila Ae usa ghar3I bhItara tUfAna macA de| Upara jAe, nIce jAe, usakA vicAra Ane ke sAtha hii| bhItara to sirpha gaMdagI bharI hai, kacarA mAla hI hai| bhItara AtmA kI hI qImata hai| ___ phAila gairahAjira ho aura yAda rahe to bar3A jokhima khlaae| phAila gairahAjira ho to yAda na rahe para Ate hI asara kare vaha sekanDarI (dUsare prakAra kA) jokhim| hama usakA asara hone hI nahIM deN| svataMtra hone kI jarUrata hai| hamArI usa ghar3I lagAma hI TUTa jAtI hai| phira lagAma rahatI nahIM na! samajha se prApta brahmacarya bhI kharAba vicAra Ae~ usameM harja nahIM, use bAra-bAra haTAte rho| usake sAtha dUsarI bAtacIta kA vyavahAra karo ki phalA~ AdamI milegA to usakA kyA kareMge? usake lie Traka, moTareM kahA~ se lAe~ge? athavA satsaMga kI bAta karo tAki mana phira naye vicAra dikhaaegaa| adhika se adhika citta kisameM pha~satA hai? viSaya meM, aura citta viSaya meM pha~sA ki utanA Atmaaizvarya TUTa gyaa| aizvarya TUTA to jAnavara (jaisA) ho gyaa| ataH viSaya aisI vastu hai ki usase hI sArA jAnavarapana AyA hai| manuSya meM se jAnavarapana viSaya ke kAraNa huA hai| phira bhI hama Apase kyA kahate haiM ki yaha to pahale se saMgraha kiyA mAla hai, isalie nikalegA to sahI lekina aba naye sire se saMgraha nahIM kareM vaha uttama khlaae| 9. 'phAila' ke prati kar3AI praznakartA : vaha yadi moha-jAla DAle to usase kaise baceM? dAdAzrI : hama dRSTi hI nahIM milaaeN| hama samajha jAe~ ki yaha jAla khIMcanevAlI hai, isalie usake sAtha dRSTi hI nahIM milaanaa| jahA~ hameM lage ki yahA~ pha~sAva hI hai, vahA~ use milanA hI nhiiN| kisI bhI strI ke sAtha A~kha milAkara bAta nahIM karanA, A~kheM nIce karake hI bAta krnaa| dRSTi se hI bigar3atA hai| usa dRSTi meM viSa hotA hai aura bAda meM viSa car3hane lagatA hai| isalie naz2ara milI ho, dRSTi AkarSita huI ho to turaMta pratikramaNa kara lenaa| vahA~ to sAvadhAna hI rahanA caahie| jise yaha jIvana bigar3ane nahIM denA hai, use sAvadhAna rahanA par3atA hai| jahA~ mana AkarSita hotA ho, vaha phAila (vyakti) Ae to usa ghar3I mana caMcala hI rahA karatA hai| usa ghaDI tumhArA mana caMcala ho to hameM bhItara bahuta du:kha hotA hai| isakA mana caMcala haA thA isalie hamArI dRSTi usa para sakhta ho jAtI hai| jisako phAila (vizeSa AkarSaNa yA lagAva ho gayA ho aisI vyakti) ho cukI hai, usake lie bhArI jokhima hai| usake lie saqhtI baratanI caahie| sAmane Ae to A~kha dikhAnI paDe tAki vaha phAila tujhase DaratI rhe| ulaTA, phAila ho jAne ke bAda to loga cappala mArate haiM tAki dobArA vaha mu~ha dikhAnA hI bhUla jaae| praznakartA : phAila ho aura usake prati hameM tiraskAra nahIM hotA ho to jAna-bUjhakara tiraskAra paidA kareM kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, tiraskAra kyoM nahIM paidA hogA? jo hamArA itanA bhArI ahita kare, usa para tiraskAra nahIM hogA kyA? isalie abhI pola hai! niyata cora hai! praznakartA : bahuta paricaya ho to usakA aparicaya kaise kare? tiraskAra karake? dAdAzrI : 'nahIM hai merI, nahIM hai merI' karake, bahuta pratikramaNa krnaa| phira sAmane mila jAe to sunA denA ki 'kyA aisA mu~ha lekara ghUma rahI hai? jAnavara jaisI, yujalesa (nikammI)!' phira vaha dobArA mu~ha nahIM dikhaaegii| praznakartA : sAmanevAlI phAila hamAre lie phAila nahIM hai, para usake lie hama phAila haiM aisA hameM patA cale to hameM kyA karanA cAhie?
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : taba to phira pahale se hI ur3A denaa| jyAdA sakhta ho jaanaa| vaha kalpanAe~ hI baMda kara de| na ho to bhI kucha pAgala jaisA bhI bola denaa| use kahanA ki 'cAra capata lagA dU~gA yadi mere sAmane AegI to| mere jaisA koI cakrama nahIM milegaa|' aisA kaheM to vaha phira AegI hI nhiiN| vaha to aise hI khiske| 10. viSayI vartana? to Disamisa yahA~ kisI para dRSTi bigar3e vaha galata khlaae| yahA~ to sabhI vizvAsa se Ate haiM na! dUsarI jagaha para pApa kiyA ho, vaha yahA~ Ane se dhula jAegA kintu yahA~ para kiyA gayA pApa narkagati meM bhoganA pdd'egaa| jo ho gae haiM unheM leTa go (jAne deM) kareM para nayA to hone hI nahIM deM na! ho gayA hai usakA koI upAya hai kyA? pAzavatA karanA usake bajAya zAdI karanA behtr| zAdI meM kyA harja hai? zAdI kI pAzavatA phira bhI ThIka hai| zAdI karanI nahIM aura galata cher3a-chAr3a karanA vaha to bhayaMkara pAzavatA khlaae| ve to narkagati ke adhikArI! aura vaha to yahA~ honA hI nahIM cAhie na? zAdI to haqa kA viSaya kahalAtA hai| brahmacarya bhaMga karanA vaha to sabase bar3A doSa hai| brahmacarya bhaMga ho vaha to bar3I muzkila, the vahA~ se lur3haka ge| dasa sAla pahale boyA huA per3a ho aura Aja gira par3e to Aja se hI boyA aisA hI huA na aura dasoM sAla bekAra gae na! brahmacaryavAlA eka hI dina gira jAe to khatama ho gyaa| praznakartA : nizcaya to hai magara bhUleM ho jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : dUsarI bhUleM hoMgI to calA leMge, lekina viSaya saMyoga nahIM honA caahie| do kalameM (bAteM); aisA likhane kA ki eka, agara viSayI vartana samajha se prApta brahmacarya ho to hama apane Apa nivRta ho jAe~ge, kisI ko hameM nivRta karanA nahIM pdd'egaa| hama khuda hI yaha sthAna chor3akara cale jAeMge aura dUsarA, yadi pramAda hogA, dAdAjI kI upasthiti meM nIMda ke jhoMke Ae~ to usa samaya saMgha jo hameM zikSA karegA, tIna dina bhUkhA rahane kI yA aisI koI, jo bhI zikSA kareMge use sviikaareNge| 11. sephasAiDa taka kI bAr3a brahmacarya pAla sake usake lie itane kAraNa hone caahie| eka to hamArA yaha 'jJAna' honA caahie| brahmacAriyoM kA samUha honA caahie| brahmacAriyoM ke rahane kI jagaha zahara se z2arA dUra honI cAhie aura sAtha hI unakA poSaNa honA caahie| arthAt aise sabhI 'kaoNz2ez2a' (kAraNa) hone caahie| praznakartA : usakA artha aisA huA ki kusaMga nizcayabala ko kATa DAlatA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, nizcayabala ko kATa DAlatA hai| are, manuSya meM sArA parivartana hI kara detA hai aura satsaMga bhI manuSya kA parivartana kara DAlatA hai| lekina jo eka bAra kusaMga meM gayA use satsaMga meM lAnA ho to bahuta muzkila ho jAe aura satsaMgavAle ko kusaMgI banAnA ho to dera nahIM lgtii| praznakartA : sabhI gA~The haiM, unameM viSaya kI gA~Tha jarA jyAdA parezAna karatI hai| dAdAzrI : kucha gA~The adhika parezAna karatI hai| unake lie hameM sainA taiyAra rakhanI hogii| ye sArI gA~The to dhIre-dhIre egjaoNsTa (khAlI) huA hI karatI haiM, ghisatI hI rahatI haiM, isalie eka dina sArI naSTa ho hI jaaeNgii| praznakartA : sainA yAnI kyA? pratikramaNa? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa, dRr3ha nizcaya, vaha sArI sainA to rakhanI hogI aura sAtha meM 'jJAnI puruSa' ke darzana, usa darzana se alaga ho jAne para bhI muzkila A pdd'egii| yAnI sephasAiDa koI AsAna bAta nahIM hai|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 39 praznakartA: saMpUrNa sephasAiDa kaba hotI hai ? dAdAzrI : saMpUrNa sephasAiDa kaba ho, usakA to koI ThikAnA hI nahIM na! para paiMtIsa sAla kI umra hone ke bAda z2arA usake dina Dhalane lagate haiN| isase vaha Apako jyAdA parezAna nahIM krtaa| phira ApakI dhAraNA ke anusAra calatA rahatA hai| vaha Apake vicAroM ke adhIna rahatA hai| ApakI icchA na bigdd'e| Apako phira koI nukasAna nahIM karatA / para paiMtIsa sAla kI umra hone taka to bahuta bar3A jokhima hai ! 12. titikSA ke tapa se tapAie mana - deha praznakartA: upavAsa kiyA ho, usa rAta alaga hI taraha ke AnaMda kA anubhava hotA hai, usakA kyA kAraNa? dAdAzrI : bAhara kA sukha nahIM lete taba aMdara kA sukha utpanna hotA hai| yaha bAharI sukha lete haiM isalie aMdara kA sukha bAhara prakaTa nahIM hotA / hamane UNodarI tapa Akhira taka rakhA thaa| donoM vakta jarUrata se kama hI khAnA, sadA ke lie| tAki bhItara niraMtara jAgRti rahe / UNodarI tapa yAnI kyA ki roz2AnA cAra roTiyA~ khAte hoM to do khAnA, vaha UNodarI tapa kahalAtA hai| praznakartA: AhAra se jJAna ko kitanI bAdhA hotI hai? dAdAzrI : bahuta bAdhA AtI hai| AhAra bahuta bAdhaka hai, kyoMki yaha AhAra jo peTa meM jAtA hai, usakA phira mada hotA hai aura sArA dina phira usakA nazA, kaifa hI kaifa car3hatA rahatA hai| jise brahmacarya kA pAlana karanA hai, use khyAla rakhanA hogA ki kucha prakAra ke AhAra se uttejanA bar3ha jAtI hai| aisA AhAra kama kara denA / carabIvAlA AhAra jaise ki ghI tela (adhika mAtrA meM) mata lenA, dUdha bhI z2arA kama mAtrA meM lenA / dAla-cAvala, sabz2I-roTI ArAma se khAo para usa AhAra kA pramANa kama rkhnaa| dabAkara mata khAnA / arthAt AhAra samajha se prApta brahmacarya kitanA lenA cAhie ki aise kefa (nazA) nahIM car3he aura rAta ko tInacAra ghaMTe hI nIMda Ae, basa utanA hI AhAra lenA caahie| 40 itane choTe-choTe baccoM ko besana aura goMda se banI miThAiyA~ khilAteM haiM! jisakA bAda meM bahuta burA asara hotA hai| ve bahuta vikArI ho jAte haiN| isalie choTe baccoM ko yaha saba adhika mAtrA meM nahIM denA caahie| usakA pramANa rakhanA caahie| maiM to cetAvanI detA hU~ ki brahmacarya pAlanA ho to kaMdamUla nahIM khAne caahie| praznakartA: kaMdamUla nahIM khAne cAhie? dAdAzrI : kaMdamUla khAnA aura brahmacarya pAlanA, vaha roMga philAsafI ( galata darzana) hai, virodhI bAta hai| praznakartA: kaMdamUla nahIM khAnA, jIva hiMsA ke kAraNa hai yA aura kucha ? 1 dAdAzrI : kaMdamUla to abrahmacarya ko jabaradasta puSTi denevAlA hai| isIlie aise niyama rakhane kI AvazyakatA hai ki jisase unakA brahmacarya TikA rhe| 13. na ho asAra, pudgalasAra brahmacarya kyA hai? vaha pudgalasAra hai| hama jo AhAra khAte-pIte haiM, una sabhI kA sAra kyA rahA? 'brahmacarya'! vaha sAra yadi ApakA calA gayA to AtmA ko jisakA AdhAra hai, vaha AdhAra DhIlA ho jaaegaa| isalie brahmacarya mukhya vastu hai| eka ora jJAna hoM aura dUsarI ora brahmacarya ho to sukha kI sImA hI nahIM rahegI! phira aisA 'cenja' (parivartana) ho jAe ki bAta hI mata pUchie ! kyoMki brahmacarya to pudgalasAra hai| yaha saba khAte haiM, pIte haiM, usakA kyA hotA hogA peTa meM? praznakartA: rakta hotA hai|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 42 dAdAzrI : usa rakta kA phira kyA hotA hai? praznakartA : rakta se vIrya hotA hai| dAdAzrI : aisA? vIrya ko samajhatA hai? rakta se vIrya hogA, usa vIrya kA phira kyA hogA? rakta kI sAta dhAtue~ kahate haiM na? unameM eka se haDDiyA~ banatI hai, eka se mAMsa banatA hai, unameM se phira aMta meM vIrya banatA hai| AkharI dazA vIrya hotI hai| vIrya pudgalasAra kahalAtA hai| dUdha kA sAra ghI kahalAtA hai, aise hI yaha jo AhAra grahaNa kiyA usakA sAra vIrya kahalAtA hai| lokasAra mokSa hai aura pudgalasAra vIrya hai| saMsAra kI sArI cIjeM adhogAmI haiN| vIrya akelA hI yadi cAheM to UrdhvagAmI ho sakatA hai| isalie vIrya UrdhvagAmI ho aisI bhAvanA karanI caahie| praznakartA : isa jJAna meM raheM to apane Apa Urdhvagamana hogA hI na? dAdAzrI : hA~, aura yaha jJAna hI aisA hai ki yadi isa jJAna meM raheM to koI harja nahIM hai, para ajJAna khar3A ho jAe taba bhItara yaha roga paidA hotA hai| usa samaya jAgRti rakhanI par3atI hai| viSaya meM to atyAdhika hiMsA hai, khAne-pIne meM kucha aisI hiMsA nahIM hotI hai| isa saMsAra meM sAinTisTa Adi saba loga kahate haiM ki vIrya-raja adhogAmI hai| magara ajJAnatA ke kAraNa adhogAmI hai| jJAna meM to UrdhvagAmI hotA hai, kyoMki jJAna kA prabhAva hai na! jJAna ho to koI vikAra hI nahIM hotA hai| praznakartA : AtmavIrya prakaTa ho taba usameM kyA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA kI zakti bahuta bar3ha jAtI hai| praznakartA : taba yaha jo darzana hai, jAgRti hai vaha aura usa AtmavIrya kA, una donoM kA kanekzana kyA hai? dAdAzrI : jAgRti AtmavIrya kahalAtI hai| AtmavIrya kA abhAva samajha se prApta brahmacarya ho to vaha vyavahAra kA solyuzana nahIM karatA, para vyavahAra ko haTAkara alaga kara detA hai| AtmavIryavAlA to kahegA, 'cAhe jo bhI Ae', use ulajhana nahIM hotii| aba ve zaktiyA~ utpanna hoNgii| praznakartA : ve zaktiyA~ brahmacarya se paidA hotI haiM? dAdAzrI: hA~, yadi brahmacarya acchI taraha se pAlA jAe taba aura z2arA-sA bhI lIkeja nahIM honA caahie| yaha to kyA huA hai ki vyavahAra sIkhe nahIM aura yoM hI yaha saba hAtha meM A gayA hai! jahA~ ruci vahA~ AtmA kA vIrya brtegaa| ina logoM kI ruci kisameM hai? AIskrIma meM hai para AtmA meM nhiiN| yaha saMsAra ruce nahIM, bahuta suMdara se saMdara cIz2a z2arA bhI ruce nhiiN| sirpha AtmA kI ora hI ruci rahA kare, ruci badala jaae| aura jaba dehavIrya prakaTa hotA hai taba AtmA kI ruci nahIM hotii| praznakartA : AtmavIrya prakaTa honA, kisa prakAra hotA hai? dAdAzrI : nizcaya kiyA ho aura hamArI AjJA pAle. taba se urdhvagati meM jAtA hai| vIrya ko aisI Adata nahIM hai, adhogati meM jAne kii| vaha to khuda kA nizcaya nahIM hai isalie adhogati meM jAtA hai| nizcaya kiyA to phira dUsarI ora mur3atA hai| phira cehare para dUsaroM ko teja dikhane lagatA hai aura yadi brahmacarya pAlate hue cehare para koI asara nahIM ho, to 'brahmacarya pUrNa rUpa se pAlana nahIM kiyA' aisA khlaae| praznakartA : vIrya kA Urdhvagamana zurU honevAlA ho to usake lakSaNa kyA haiM? dAdAzrI : teja Ane lagatA hai, manobala bar3hatA jAtA hai, vANI pharsTa klAsa (bahuta acchI) nikalatI hai, vANI miThAsavAlI hotI hai, vartana miThAsavAlA hotA hai| ye sAre usake lakSaNa hote haiN| aisA hone meM to dera
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya lagatI hai, vaise hI turaMta nahIM hogaa| abhI, ekadama se nahIM hogaa| praznakartA : svapnadoSa kyoM hotA hogA? dAdAzrI : Upara pAnI kI TaMkI ho, aura usameM se pAnI nIce girane lage to hama nahIM samajheM ki chalaka gaI ! svapnadoSa arthAt chlknaa| TaMkI chalaka gaI! usake lie kaoNka nahIM rakhanA cAhie? AhAra para niyaMtraNa rakheMge to svapnadoSa nahIM hogaa| isalie ye mahArAja eka bAra hI AhAra lete haiM na vahA~! aura kacha lete hI nahIM. cAyavAya kucha nahIM lete| praznakartA : usameM rAtri bhojana kA mahatva hai, rAtri bhojana kama karanA caahie| dAdAzrI: rAta meM bhojana hI nahIM lenA caahie| yaha mahArAja eka hI bAra AhAra karate haiN| phira bhI agara DiscArja ho usameM harja nahIM hai| yaha to bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki harja nhiiN| vaha to jaba bhara jAtA hai taba Dhakkana khula jAtA hai| brahmacarya Urdhvagamana huA nahIM hai, taba taka adhogamana hI hotA hai| Urdhvagamana to brahmacarya kA nizcaya kiyA taba se hI zurU hotA hai| sAvadhAna hokara calanA acchaa| mahIne meM cAra bAra DiscArja ho to bhI harja nahIM hai| hameM jAna-bUjhakara DiscArja nahIM karanA caahie| vaha gunAha hai, AtmahatyA khlaae| yoM hI ho jAe usameM harja nahIM hai| yaha saba ulaTAsIdhA khAne kA pariNAma hai| aisI DiscArja kI kauna degA? ve loga kahate haiM, DiscArja bhI nahIM honA caahie| taba kaheM, 'kyA maiM mara jAU~? kue~ meM jA girU~?' praznakartA : vIrya kA galana hotA hai, vaha pudgala ke svabhAva meM hotA hai yA kisI jagaha hamArA lIkeja hotA hai, isalie hotA hai? dAdAzrI : hama dekheM aura hamArI dRSTi bigar3I, taba vIrya kA kucha 44 samajha se prApta brahmacarya bhAga 'egjaoNsTa' (skhalita) ho gayA kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : vaha to vicAroM se bhI ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : vicAroM se bhI 'egjaoNsTa' hotA hai, dRSTi se bhI 'egjaoNsTa' hotA hai| vaha 'egjaoNsTa' huA mAla phira DiscArja hotA rahatA hai| praznakartA : para ye jo brahmacArI haiM, unheM to kucha aise saMyoga nahIM hote, ve striyoM se dUra rahate haiM, tasavIreM nahIM rakhate, kelenDara nahIM rakhate haiM, phira bhI unheM DiscArja ho jAtA hai, to unakA svAbhAvika DiscArja nahIM kahalAtA? dAdAzrI : phira bhI unheM mana meM yaha saba dikhatA hai| dUsare, ve AhAra adhika lete ho aura usakA vIrya adhika banatA ho, phira vaha pravAha baha jAtA ho aisA bhI ho sakatA hai| vIrya kA skhalana kise nahIM hotA? jisakA vIrya bahuta maz2abUta ho gayA ho, bahuta gAr3hA ho gayA ho, use nahIM hotaa| yaha to sabhI patale ho gaye vIrya khlaaeN| praznakartA : manobala se bhI use rokA jA sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : manobala to bahuta kAma karatA hai| manobala hI kAma karatA hai para vaha jJAnapUrvaka honA caahie| yoM hI manobala TikatA nahIM na! praznakartA : svapna meM DiscArja jo hotA hai, vaha pichalA ghATA hai? dAdAzrI : usakA koI savAla nhiiN| ye pichale ghATe sabhI svapnAvasthA meM cale jaaeNge| svapnAvasthA ke lie hama kisI ko gunahagAra nahIM mAnate haiN| hama jAgRta avasthA (meM DiscArja karanevAle) ko gunahagAra mAnate haiM, khulI A~kha se jAgRta avasthA ! phira bhI svapnAvasthA meM jo ho jAtA hai use bilakula naz2araaMdAz2a karane jaisA nahIM hai, vahA~ sAvadhAnI brtnaa| svapnAvasthA ke bAda sabere pachatAvA karanA par3atA hai| usakA pratikramaNa karanA hogA ki dubArA aisA nahIM ho| hamArI pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya nhiiN|' maiMne kahA, 'terI niyata yadi zuddha hai to brahmacarya hI hai|' taba kahatA hai, 'para aisA ho jAtA hai| maiMne kahA, 'bhaiyA, vaha galana nahIM hai| vaha to jo pUraNa huA hai vahI galana ho jAtA hai| usameM terI niyata nahIM bigar3anI cAhie, aisA rakhanA, vaha sNbhaalnaa| niyata nahIM bigar3anI cAhie ki isameM sukha hai|' bhItara du:khI ho rahA thA becArA! aise kaha de to turaMta dho deN| abhI viSaya kA koI vicAra AyA, turaMta tanmayAkAra huA isalie bhItara bharA huA mAla girakara (sUkSma meM skhalana hokara) nIce gyaa| phira sArA jamA hokara nikala jAtA hai, ph'aurn| paraMtu vicAra Ate hI turaMta use ukhAr3a pheMke to bhItara phira jhar3atA nahIM, UrdhvagAmI hotA hai| itanA sArA bhItara meM vijJAna hai! samajha se prApta brahmacarya kareM to usameM kabhI viSaya vikAra ho aisA hai hI nhiiN| Apako brahmacarya pAlana karanA ho to hara prakAra se sAvadhAna rahanA hogaa| vIrya UrdhvagAmI ho phira apane Apa calatA rhegaa| abhI to vIrya UrdhvagAmI huA nahIM hai| abhI to usakA adhogAmI svabhAva hai| vIrya UrdhvagAmI ho phira sabhI Upara utthegaa| phira vANI-bANI baDhiyA nikalegI. bhItara darzana bhI ucca prakAra kA vikasita huA hogaa| vIrya urdhvagAmI hone ke bAda parezAnI nahIM hogii| taba taka khAne-pIne meM bahuta niyama rakhanA par3atA hai| vIrya urdhvagAmI ho isake lie Apako use madada to karanI par3egI yA saba yoM hI calatA rahegA? yadi brahmacarya kI niyaMtraNa meM rahakara kucha sAla ke lie rakSA huI, to phira vIrya UrdhvagAmI hogA aura tabhI ye zAstra-pustakeM sabhI dimAga meM dhAraNa kara skeNge| dhAraNa karanA koI AsAna bAta nahIM hai, varnA par3hatA jAegA aura bhUlatA jaaegaa| praznakartA : yaha prANAyAma, yoga Adi brahmacarya ke lie sahAyaka ho sakate haiM kyA? dAdAzrI: yadi brahmacarya kI bhAvanA se yaha saba kare to sahAyaka ho sakatA hai| brahmacarya kI bhAvanA honI cAhie aura yadi Apako zarIra svastha rakhane ke lie karanA ho to usase zarIra svastha hogaa| arthAt bhAvanA para saba AdhAra hai| para Apa ina saba bAtoM meM mata par3anA, varnA hamArA AtmA eka ora raha jaaegaa| brahmacarya vrata liyA ho aura kucha ulaTA-sIdhA ho jAe to ulajha jAtA hai| eka lar3akA ulajhana meM thA, maiMne pUchA, 'kyoM bhAI, kisa ulajhana meM ho?' usane kahA, 'Apako batAte hae mujhe zarma AtI hai| maiMne kahA, 'kyoM zarma AtI hai? likhakara de| mu~ha se kahate zarma AtI ho to likhakara de|' taba kahane lagA, 'mahIne meM do-tIna bAra mujhe DiscArja ho jAtA hai|' maiMne pUchA 'are pagale, usameM itanA ghabarAtA kyoM hai? terI niyata to nahIM na? terI niyata meM khoTa hai?' taba kahatA hai, 'bilakula nahIM, bilakula praznakartA : vicAra Ane ke sAtha hI? dAdAzrI : ona da momenTa (usI kssnn)| vaha bAhara nahIM nikale magara bhItara meM alaga ho gyaa| bAhara nikalane ke lAyaka jo mAla ho gayA phira vaha zarIra meM nahIM rhtaa| praznakartA : alaga ho jAne ke bAda pratikramaNa kareM to phira Upara nahIM uThegA athavA Urdhvagamana nahIM hogA? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa kareM to kyA hotA hai ki Apa usase alaga haiM aisA abhiprAya dikhAte ho ki hamArA usameM lenA-denA nahIM hai| bharA huA mAla hai vaha to nikale bagaira rahegA nhiiN| vicAra AyA use poSaNa diyA, to phira vIrya kamaz2ora ho gyaa| isalie kisI bhI rAste DiscArja ho jAtA hai aura yadi bhItara TikA, viSaya kA vicAra hI nahIM AyA to UrdhvagAmI hotA hai| vANI maz2abUta hokara nikalatI hai| varnA viSaya ko hamane saMDAsa kahA huA hI hai| yaha saba jo utpanna hotA hai vaha saMDAsa banane ke lie hI hotA hai| brahmacarya pAlanevAle ko saba kucha prApta hotA hai| khuda ko vANI meM, buddhi meM, samajha meM, sabameM prakaTa hotA hai| varnA vANI boleM to prabhAva nahIM hotA, pariNAma bhI nahIM aataa| vIrya kA Urdhvagamana
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________________ 47 48 samajha se prApta brahmacarya ho phira vANI pharsTa kalAsa ho jAtI hai aura sArI zaktiyoM kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| sAre AvaraNa TUTa jAte haiN| samajha se prApta brahmacarya kisa taraha se hai| yadi vicAra yoM hI nahIM AtA to bAhara dekhane se bhI vicAra paidA hote haiN| viSaya kA vicAra to kaba AtA hai? yoM dekhA aura AkarSaNa huA isalie vicAra AtA hai| kabhI kabhAra aisA bhI hotA hai ki binA AkarSaNa hue vicAra AtA hai| viSaya kA vicAra AyA ki mana meM ekadama maMthana hotA hai aura jarA-sA maMthana huA ki vahA~ phira turaMta skhalana ho hI jAtA hai| isalie hameM paudhA ugane se pahale hI ukhAr3a pheMkanA caahie| dUsarA saba calegA, para yaha (viSaya kA) paudhA bar3A duHkhadAyI hotA hai| jo sparza nukasAnadAyaka ho, jisa manuSya kA saMga nukasAnadAyaka ho, vahA~ se dUra rahanA caahie| isalie to zAstrakAroM ne yahA~ taka kahA hai ki strI jisa jagaha para baiThI ho usa sthAna para mata baiThanA, yadi brahmacarya kA pAlana karanA ho to| aura yadi saMsArI rahanA ho to vahA~ baitthnaa| praznakartA : vAstava meM to vicAra hI nahIM AnA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : vicAra to Ae binA rahatA nahIM hai| bhItara mAla bharA huA hai isalie vicAra to AegA, para pratikramaNa usakA upAya hai| vicAra nahIM AnA cAhie aisA ho to gunAha hai| praznakartA : (viSaya kA vicAra hI na Ae) vaha sTeja AnI cAhie? dAdAzrI : hA~, para vicAra na Ane kI sthiti to, lambe arase ke bAda jaba Divelapa hote hote Age bar3hatA hai taba aae| pratikramaNa karate karate Age bar3he, phira usakI pUrNAhuti ho! pratikramaNa karane lage to phira pA~ca janmoM-dasa janmoM ke bAda bhI pUrNAhuti ho jaaegii| eka janma meM to khatma na bhI ho| 14. brahmacarya se prApti brahmAMDa ke AnaMda kI isa kaliyuga meM, isa duSamakAla meM brahmacarya kA pAlana bahuta muzkila hai| apanA jJAna aisA ThaMDakavAlA hai ki bhItara hamezA ThaMDaka rahatI hai| isalie brahmacarya kA pAlana kara sakate haiN| abrahmacarya kisa kAraNa se hai? jalana kI vajaha se hai| sArA dina kAmakAja karake jalana, niraMtara jalana paidA huI hai| yaha jJAna hai isalie mokSa ke lie harja nahIM, para sAtha-sAtha brahmacarya ho to usakA AnaMda bhI aisA hI hogA na! aho! apAra AnaMda! vaha to duniyA ne kabhI cakhA hI nahIM, vaisA AnaMda utpanna ho jAe! aise brahmacarya vrata meM hI yadi paiMtIsa sAla kI vaha avadhi nikAla de, usake bAda to apAra AnaMda utpanna hogA! brahmacarya vrata sabhI ko lene kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| vaha to jisake udaya meM Ae, bhItara brahmacarya ke bahuta vicAra Ate rahate hoM, to phira vrata leN| jise brahmacarya barate, usake darzana kI to bAta hI alaga na? kisI ko hI udaya meM Ae, usIke lie yaha brahmacarya vrata hai| agara udaya meM nahIM Ae to ulaTe muzkila ho jaae| brahmacarya vrata sAla bhara ke lie yA cha: mahIne ke lie bhI le sakate haiN| hameM brahmacarya ke bahuta sAre vicAra Ate rahate hoM, usa vicAra ko hama dabAte raheM taba bhI usake vicAra Ate rahate hoM, tabhI brahmacarya vrata mA~ganA; varnA yaha brahmacarya vrata mA~gane jaisA nahIM hai| yahA~ brahmacarya vrata lene ke pazcAt use tor3anA mahAna aparAdha hai| Apako kisI ne bAdhya nahIM kiyA ki Apa brahmacarya vrata leM hii| isa kAla meM to brahmacarya vrata sArI z2indagI kA diyA jAe aisA nahIM hai| denA hI jokhima hai| sAla bhara ke lie de sakate haiN| bAkI sArI z2indagI kI AjJA lI aura yadi vaha gire to khuda to gire para hameM bhI nimitta bnaaeN| phira hama mahAvideha kSetra meM vItarAga bhagavAna ke pAsa baiThe hoM to vahA~ bhI Ae aura hameM khar3A kare aura kahe, 'kyoM AjJA dI thI? Apako sayAnA yaha to logoM ko mAlUma hI nahIM hai ki yaha vicAra AyA to kyA hogA? ve to kahate haiM ki vicAra AyA to kyA bigar3a gayA? logoM ko yaha khyAla bhI nahIM hotA ki vicAra aura DiscArja donoM me liMka (saMbaMdha)
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya hone ko kisane kahA thA?' aise vItarAga ke pAsa bhI hameM caina se baiThane nahIM deM! arthAt khuda to gire magara dUsaroM ko bhI ghasITa jaaeN| isalie tU bhAvanA karanA aura hama tujhe bhAvanA karane kI zakti dete haiN| acchI taraha se bhAvanA karanA, jaldabAjI mata krnaa| jitanI jaldabAjI utanA kccaapn| 50 samajha se prApta brahmacarya to hajAroM cIjeM chor3o to bhI koI barakata nahIM aatii| jJAnI puruSa ke pAsa cAritrya grahaNa kare, to khAlI grahaNa hI kiyA hai, abhI pAlana to huA hI nahIM, phira bhI taba se hI bahuta AnaMda hotA hai| tujhe kucha AnaMda AyA? praznakartA : AyA na, dAdAjI! usa ghar3I se hI bhItara saba nirAvaraNa ho gyaa| yadi yaha brahmacarya vrata legA aura pUrNatayA pAlana karegA, to varlDa meM gaz2aba kA sthAna prApta karegA aura yahA~ se sIdhA ekAvatArI hokara mokSa meM jaaegaa| hamArI AjJA meM bala hai, jabaradasta vacanabala hai| yadi tU kaccA na par3e to vrata nahIM TUTegA, aisA hamArA vacanabala hai| taba taka bhItara hI kasauTI karake dekha lenA ki bhAvanA jagat kalyANa kI hai yA mAna kI? khuda ke AtmA kI kasauTI kare to saba patA cale aisA hai| agara bhItara mAna rahA ho to bhI vaha nikala jaaegaa| eka hI saccA manuSya ho to vaha jagat kalyANa kara sakatA hai| saMpUrNa AtmabhAvanA honI caahie| eka ghaMTe taka bhAvanA karate rahanA aura yadi TUTa jAe to jor3akara phira se cAlU krnaa| jagat kA adhika kalyANa kaba ho? tyAgamudrA ho to adhika hotA hai| gRhasthamudrA meM jagat kA adhika kalyANa nahIM hotaa| Upara se ho para aMdarUnI taura para sArI pablika (janatA) nahIM pA sakatI! Upara Upara se sArA bar3A varga prApta kara letA hai, para sArI pablika prApta nahIM krtii| tyAga apane jaisA honA caahie| apanA tyAga ahaMkArapUrvaka kA nahIM na! aura yaha cAritrya to bahuta ucca kahalAtA hai| 'maiM zaddhAtmA haiM' yaha niraMtara lakSya meM rahe vaha mahAnatama brahmacarya hai| usake samAna dUsarA brahmacarya nahIM hai| phira bhI AcArya pada kI prApti karane kI bhAvanA bhItara ho taba vahA~ bAhya brahmacarya bhI cAhie, use strI nahIM honI caahie| mAtra yaha abrahmacarya chor3e to sArA saMsAra khatma hotA jAtA hai, tIvratA se| eka brahmacarya pAlane se to sArA saMsAra hI khatma ho jAtA hai aura nahIM dAdAzrI: lene ke sAtha hI AvaraNa haTe na? lete samaya usakA mana klIyara (svaccha) honA caahie| usakA mana usa samaya klIyara thA, maiMne patA kiyA thaa| ise cAritrya grahaNa kiyA kahalAtA hai ! vyavahAra cAritrya! aura vaha 'dekhanA'-'jAnanA' rakheM, vaha nizcaya cAritrya! cAritrya kA sukha jagat samajhA hI nahIM hai| cAritrya kA sukha hI alaga taraha kA hotA hai| praznakartA : viSaya se chUTA kaba kahalAtA hai? dAdAzrI : use phira viSaya kA eka bhI vicAra na aae| viSaya saMbaMdha meM koI bhI vicAra nahIM, dRSTi nahIM, vaha lAina hI nhiiN| mAnoM vaha jAnatA hI nahIM ho isa prakAra ho, vaha brahmacarya kahalAtA hai| 15. 'viSaya' ke sAmane 'vijJAna' kI jAgRti praznakartA : vaha vastu khuda ke samajha meM kaise Ae ki isameM khuda tanmayAkAra huA hai? dAdAzrI : 'khuda' kA usameM virodha ho, 'khuda' kA virodha vahI tanmayAkAra nahIM hone kI vRtti| 'khuda' ko viSaya ke saMga ekAkAra nahIM honA hai, isalie 'khuda' kA virodha to hogA hI na? virodha rahA vahI alagAva, aura bhUla se ekAkAra ho gae, hameM cakamA dekara cipaka jAe, to phira usakA pratikramaNa karanA hogaa| praznakartA : nizcaya ko lekara khuda kA viSaya ke sAmane virodha to
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________________ 51 samajha se prApta brahmacarya hai hI, phira bhI aisA hotA hai ki udaya aise Ae~ ki usameM tanmayAkAra ho jAe~, to vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : virodha ho to tanmayAkAra nahIM hote aura tanmayAkAra hue to 'cakamA khA gae hai' aisA khlaae| jo aise cakamA khA jAe~. usake lie pratikramaNa hai hii| vaha to donoM dRSTiyA~ rakhanI par3atI haiN| vaha zuddhAtmA hai, vaha dRSTi to hameM hai hI aura vaha dUsarI dRSTi (thrI viz2ana) to thor3A bhI AkarSaNa ho jAe to jaisA hai vaisA rakhanA cAhie, varnA moha ho jAtA hai| pudgala kA svabhAva yadi jJAna sahita rahatA ho taba to phira AkarSaNa ho, aisA hai hI nhiiN| lekina pudgala kA svabhAva jJAna sahita rahatA ho, aisA hai nahIM na kisI manuSya ko! pudgala kA svabhAva hameM to jJAnapUrvaka rahatA praznakartA : pudgala kA svabhAva jJAnapUrvaka rahe to AkarSaNa na rahe, yaha samajha meM nahIM aayaa| dAdAzrI : jJAnapUrvaka yAnI kyA ki kisI strI yA puruSa ne kaise bhI kapar3e pahane hoM para vaha binA kapar3oM kA dikhe, vaha pharsTa viz2ana (pahalA drshn)| sekanDa vijana (dUsarA darzana) yAnI zarIra para se camaDI haTa jAe vaisA dikhe aura tharDa viz2ana (tIsarA darzana) yAnI aMdara kA sabhI (bhItara kaTe hue haDDI-mA~sa, mala-mUtra Adi) dikhatA ho aisA najara aae| phira AkarSaNa rahegA kyA? koI strI khar3I ho use dekhA, para turaMta dRSTi vApasa khIMca lii| phira bhI dRSTi to vApisa vahIM kI vahIM calI jAtI hai, aise dRSTi vahIM khIMcatI rahe to vaha 'phAila' kahalAtI hai| ata: itanI hI bhUla isa kAla meM samajhanI hai| praznakartA : jyAdA spaSTa kIjie ki dRSTi kisa prakAra nirmala kareM? dAdAzrI : 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' isa jAgRti meM A jAe~, to phira dRSTi 52 samajha se prApta brahmacarya nirmala ho jAtI hai| dRSTi nirmala nahIM huI ho to zabda se pA~ca-dasa bAra bolanA ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' taba phira ho jAegI athavA 'maiM dAdA bhagavAna jaisA nirvikArI hU~, nirvikArI hU~' aisA bolane para bhI ho jaaegii| usakA upayoga karanA par3e, aura kucha nhiiN| yaha to vijJAna hai, turaMta phala detA hai aura koI z2arA-sA jo g2Afila rahA to dUsarI ora ur3A le jAe aisA hai| praznakartA : asala meM jAgRti maMda kaise hotI hai? dAdAzrI : usa para eka bAra AvaraNa A jaae| vaha zakti kI rakSA karanevAlI jo zakti hai, usa zakti para AvaraNa A jAtA hai| vaha kAma karanevAlI zakti kuMThita ho jAtI hai| phira usa ghar3I jAgRti maMda ho jAtI hai| vaha zakti kuMThita ho gaI, phira kucha nahIM hogaa| vaha koI pariNAma nahIM degii| phira vApisa mAra khAegA, phira mAra khAtA hI rhegaa| phira mana, vRttiyA~, sabhI use ulaTA samajhAte haiM ki 'aba hameM koI harja nahIM hai, itanA saba kucha to hai na?' praznakartA : usa zakti ko rakSaNa denevAlI zakti arthAt kyA? dAdAzrI : eka bAra slipa (phisalA) huA, to usase slipa nahIM hone kI, jo bhItara zakti thI vaha kama ho jAtI hai arthAt vaha zakti DhIlI hotI jAtI hai| botala yoM ADI huI ki dUdha apane Apa bAhara nikala jAtA hai, jabaki pahale to hameM DATa nikAlanA par3atA thaa| 16. phisalanevAloM ko uThAkara daur3Ae... Apako to 'phisalanA nahIM hai' aisA taya karanA hai aura phira phisala gae to mujhe Apako mAfa karanA hai| yadi ApakA bhItara bigar3ane lage ki turaMta mujhe batAo tAki usakA koI hala nikala aae| koI ekadama se thor3e hI sudhara jAnevAlA hai? hA~, bigar3ane kI saMbhAvanA hai| aisA hai na, isa ganAha kA kyA phala hai vaha jAneM nahIM taba taka vaha gunAha hotA rahatA hai| koI kue~ meM kyoM nahIM giratA? ye vakIla gunAha kama
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya karate haiM, aisA kyoM? isa gunAha kA yaha pariNAma AegA, aisA ve jAnate haiN| isalie gunAha kA phala jAnanA caahie| pahale patA lagAnA cAhie ki gunAha kA kyA phala milegA? yaha galata karatA hai, usakA phala kyA milegA, vaha patA lagAnA caahie| jise dAdAjI kA nididhyAsana rahe usake sAre tAle khula jaaeNge| dAdAjI ke sAtha abhedatA vahI nididhyAsana hai ! bahuta puNya hoM taba aisA rahatA hai aura 'jJAnI' ke nididhyAsana kA sAkSAt phala milatA hai| vaha nididhyAsana khuda kI zakti ko usIke anusAra kara degA, tadpa kara degA, kyoMki 'jJAnI' kA aciMtya ciMtAmaNI svarUpa hai, isalie usa rUpa kara detA hai| 'jJAnI' kA nididhyAsana nirAlaMba banAtA hai| phira 'Aja satsaMga huA nahIM, Aja darzana hue nahIM' aisA kucha use nahIM rhtaa| jJAna svayaM nirAlaMba hai, vaisA hI khuda ko nirAlaMba ho jAnA par3egA, 'jJAnI' ke nididhyAsana se| jisane jagata kalyANa kA nimitta banane kA bIr3A uThAyA hai, use jagat meM kauna roka sakatA hai? koI zakti nahIM ki use roka sake! sAre brahmAMDa ke sabhI devaloka usa para phUla barasA rahe haiN| isalie vaha eka dhyeya nizcita karo! jaba se yaha nizcita karo taba se hI isa zarIra kI AvazyakatAoM kI ciMtA karane kI nahIM rhtii| jaba taka saMsArI bhAva hai taba taka AvazyakatAoM kI ciMtA karanI par3atI hai| dekho na ! 'dAdAjI' ko kaisA aizvarya hai! yaha eka hI prakAra kI icchA rahe to phira usakA hala nikala aayaa| aura daivI sattA Apake sAtha hai| ye deva to sattAdhIza haiM, ve niraMtara sahAya kareM aisI unakI sattA hai| aise eka hI dhyeyavAle pA~ca kI hI z2arUrata hai! dUsarA koI dhyeya nahIM, anizcitatAvAlA dhyeya nahIM! parezAnI meM bhI eka hI dhyeya aura nIMda meM bhI eka hI dhyeya! sAvadhAna rahanA aura 'jJAnI puruSa' kA AsarA jabaradasta rkhnaa| muzkila to kisa ghar3I A jAe vaha kaha nahIM sakate para usa ghar3I 'dAdAjI' se sahAyatA mA~ganA, jaMjIra khIMcanA to 'dAdAjI' hAz2ira ho jAe~ge! 54 samajha se prApta brahmacarya Apa zuddha haiM to koI nAma denevAlA nahIM hai! sArI duniyA Apake sAmane ho jAe to bhI maiM akelA (kAphI) haiN| mujhe mAlama hai ki Apa zaddha haiM to maiM kisI kA bhI mukAbalA kara sakU~ aisA huuN| mujhe zata pratizata vizvAsa honA caahie| Apase to jagat kA mukAbalA nahIM ho sakatA, isalie mujhe ApakA pakSa lenA par3atA hai| isalie mana meM jarA bhI ghabarAnA mt| hama zuddha haiM, to duniyA meM koI hamArA nAma lenevAlA nahIM hai! yadi dAdAjI kI bAta duniyA meM koI karatA ho to yaha 'dAdA' duniyA se nibaTa legA, kyoMki pUrNatayA zuddha manuSya hai, jisakA mana z2arA-sA bhI bigar3A huA nahIM hai| 17. aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka brahmacarya ko to sAre jagat ne svIkAra kiyA hai| brahmacarya ke binA to kabhI AtmaprApti hotI hI nhiiN| brahmacarya ke viruddha jo ho, usa manuSya ko AtmA kabhI bhI prApta nahIM hotaa| viSaya ke sAmane to niraMtara jAgRta rahanA par3atA hai| eka kSaNabhara ke lie bhI ajAgRti calatI nhiiN| praznakartA : brahmacarya aura mokSa meM ApasI-saMbaMdha kitanA? dAdAzrI : bahuta lenA-denA hai| brahmacarya ke bagaira to AtmA kA anubhava patA hI nahIM cle| AtmA meM sukha hai yA viSaya meM sukha hai' isakA patA hI nahIM cale! praznakartA : aba do prakAra ke brahmacarya haiN| eka, apariNIta brahmacarya dazA aura dUsarA, zAdI ke bAda brahmacarya pAlatA ho, donoM meM ucca kaunasA? dAdAzrI : zAdI ke bAda pAle vaha ucca hai| paraMtu zAdI karake pAlanA muzkila hai| hamAre yahA~ kucha loga zAdI ke bAda brahmacarya kA pAlana karate haiM, magara ve loga cAlIsa sAla se Upara ke haiN| zAdIzudA ko bhI AqhirI dasa-paMdraha sAla chor3anA hogaa| sabhI se mukta honA pdd'egaa| mahAvIra svAmI bhI AqhirI bayAlIsa sAla mukta rahe
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya the ! isa saMsAra meM strI ke sAtha rahane meM to bahuta parezAniyA~ hai| jor3I banI ki parezAnI bddh'ii| donoM ke mana kaise eka hoM? kitanI bAra mana eka hote haiM? mAna leM ki kar3hI donoM ko samAna rUpa se acchI lagI, para phira sabz2I kA kyA? vahA~ mana eka hote nahIM aura kAma banatA nhiiN| matabheda ho, vahA~ sukha nahIM hotaa| jJAnI puruSa ko to 'opana Tu skAi' (AsamAna kI taraha khulA ) hI hotA haiN| rAta ko kisI bhI samaya unake vahA~ jAo taba bhI 'opana Tu skaai'| hameM to brahmacarya pAlanA par3e aisA nahIM hotA ! hameM to viSaya yAda hI nahIM AtA ! isa zarIra meM ve paramANu hI nahIM hote ! isalie aisI brahmacarya saMbaMdhI vANI nikalatI hai! viSaya ke sAmane to koI bolA hI nahIM hai| loga khuda viSayI haiM, isalie una logoM ne viSaya para upadeza hI nahIM diyA hai aura hama to yahA~ sArI pustaka bane utanA brahmacarya ke saMbaMdha meM bole haiN| usameM aMta taka kI bAta batalAI hai, kyoMki hama meM to ve paramANu hI khatama ho gae haiN| deha se bAhara (AtmA meM) hama rahate haiN| bAhara arthAt par3osI kI taraha niraMtara rahate haiM varnA aisA Azcarya mile hI nahIM na kabhI bhI ! aba phala khAe~ para pachatAve ke sAtha khAe~, taba usa phala meM se phira bIja nahIM par3ate aura khuzI se khAe~ ki 'hA~, Aja to bar3A maz2A AyA' to phira bIja par3atA hai| isa viSaya ke mAmale meM laTapaTA ho jAtA hai| z2arA DhIla dI ki ho gayA laTapaTA / isalie DhIlA mata rakhanA / saqhtI se rhnaa| mara jAU~ to bhI yaha viSaya nahIM cAhie aise sakhtI se rahanA caahie| hameM to bacapana se hI yaha pasaMda nahIM hai ki logoM ne isameM sukha kaise mAnA hai? taba mujhe aisA hotA thA ki yaha kisa taraha kA hai? hameM to bacapana se hI isa thrI viz2ana kI prekTisa (abhyAsa) ho gaI thii| isalie hameM to bahuta vairAgya AtA rahatA thA, isa para bahuta hI cir3ha hotI thii| aisI vastu meM hI ina logoM ko ArAdhana rahatA hai| yaha to kaisA kahalAe ? 56 haiM? hai| samajha se prApta brahmacarya praznakartA: yaha jo pichalA ghATA hai, use nizcaya ke dvArA miTA sakate dAdAzrI : hA~, sabhI ghATe pUre kara sakate haiN| nizcaya saba kAma karatA udayakarma bhArI Ae taba hameM hilA detA hai| aba bhArI udaya kA artha kyA? ki hama sTroMga rUma meM baiThe hoM aura bAhara koI zora macA rahA ho| phira cAhe pA~ca lAkha manuSya zora macA rahe hoM ki 'hama mAra DAleMge' aise bAhara se hI cillA rahe hoM, to hameM kyA karanevAle haiM? ve bhale hI zora mcaaeN| usI prakAra yadi isameM bhI sthiratA ho to kucha ho aisA nahIM hai, para sthiratA Dige to phira vaha A cipkegaa| arthAt cAhe kaise bhI (udaya) karma A par3e taba sthiratA ke sAtha 'yaha merA nahIM hai, maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA karake sTroMga (maz2abUta) rahanA hogaa| phira dubArA AegA bhI aura thor3I dera ulajhAegA, para apanI sthiratA ho to kucha nahIM hotaa| ye lar3ake brahmacarya pAlate haiM, ve mana-vacana-kAyA se pAlate haiN| bAhara ke loga to mana se pAla hI nahIM skte| vANI aura deha se sabhI pAlate haiN| hamArA yaha jJAna hai isalie mana se pAla sakate haiN| yadi mana-vacanakAyA se brahmacarya pAle to usake samAna mahAna zakti dUsarI koI utpanna ho aisI nahIM hai| usI zakti se hamArI AjJA kA pAlana hotA hai varnA usa brahmacarya kI zakti ke binA to AjJA kaise pAlI jAe~? brahmacarya kI zakti kI to bAta hI alaga hotI hai na! ye brahmacArI taiyAra ho rahe haiM aura ye brahmacArINiyA~ bhI taiyAra ho rahI haiN| unake cehare para nUra AegA phira lipasTika aura pAvaDara lagAne kI z2arUrata nahIM rhegii| zera kA baccA baiThA ho vaisA lage, taba lage ki nahIM! kucha bAta hai! vItarAga vijJAna kaisA hai ki yadi paca gayA to zeranI kA dUdha pacane ke barAbara hai! tabhI zera ke bacce jaisA vaha lagatA hai, varnA memane jaisA dikhe !
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________________ 57 samajha se prApta brahmacarya samajha se prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : ye loga zAdI karane se inakAra karate haiM to vaha aMtarAya karma nahIM kahalAtA? dAdAzrI : hama yahA~ se bhAdaraNa gA~va jAeM, isase kyA hamane anya gA~voM ke sAtha aMtarAya DAlA? jise jahA~ anukUlatA ho, vahA~ vaha jaae| aMtarAya karma to kise kahate haiM ki Apa kisI ko kacha de rahe haiM aura maiM kahU~ ki nahIM, use dene jaisA nahIM hai| arthAt maiMne Apako aMtarAya DAlA, to mujhe phira se aisI vastu nahIM milegii| mujhe usa vastu kA aMtarAya pdd'aa| praznakartA : yadi brahmacarya hI pAlanA ho to use karma kaha sakate dAdAzrI : hA~, use karma hI kahate haiN| usase karma to ba~dhegA! jaba taka ajJAna hai taba taka karma kahalAtA hai| cAhe phira vaha brahmacarya ho yA abrahmacarya ho| brahmacarya se puNya ba~dhatA hai aura abrahmacarya se pApa ba~dhatA dAdAzrI : hA~, DiscArja hI! para isa DiscArja ke sAtha usakA bhAva hai vaha aMdara cArja hotA hai| aura bhAva ho tabhI maz2abUtI rahegI na? varnA DiscArja hamezA phIkA par3a jAtA hai aura yaha jo usakA bhAva hai ki mujhe brahmacarya kA pAlana karanA hI hai, usase maz2abUtI rhegii| isa akrama mArga meM kartAbhAva kitanA hai, kisa aMza taka hai ki hama jo pA~ca AjJA dete haiM na, usa AjJA kA pAlana karanA, utanA hI kartAbhAva hai| koI bhI vastu pAlanI hI par3e, vahA~ usakA kartAbhAva hai| ata: 'brahmacarya pAlanA hI hai' isameM 'pAlanA' vaha kartAbhAva hai, bAkI brahmacarya vaha DiscArja vastu hai| praznakartA : lekina brahmacarya pAlanA vaha kartAbhAva hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, pAlanA vaha kartAbhAva hai aura isa kartAbhAva kA phala use agale janma meM samyak puNya milegaa| arthAt kyA ki jarA-sI bhI muzkila ke bagaira sArI cIjeM A mileM aura aisA karate-karate mokSa meM jaaeN| tIrthaMkaroM ke darzana hoM aura tIrthaMkaroM ke pAsa rahane kA avasara bhI prApta ho! yAnI sabhI saMyoga usake lie bahuta suMdara hoN| praznakartA : ravivAra kA upavAsa aura brahmacAriyoM kA kyA kanekzana (anusaMdhAna) hai? dAdAzrI : yaha ravivAra kA upavAsa kisa lie karatA hai? viSaya ke virodha meM baiThA hai| viSaya merI ora Ae hI nahIM yAnI viSaya kA virodhI huA, taba se hI nirviSayI huaa| maiM inako viSaya kA virodhI hI banAtA hU~, kyoMki inase yoM viSaya chUTe aisA nahIM hai| ye to sabhI AriyA (gola kakar3I jaisA phala, jo pakane para thor3A chUte hI phaTa jAtA hai) haiM, ye to duSamakAla ke khadakhadate AriyA haiN| inase kucha chaTanevAlA nahIM hai, isalie to mujhe phira dUsare rAste nikAlane par3ate haiM na? vAstava meM yaha vijJAna aisA hai ki kisI se 'Apa aisA kareM ki vaisA kareM' aisA kucha bola nahIM skte| kintu yaha kAla aisA hai isalie " praznakartA : koI brahmacarya kA anumodana karatA ho. brahmacAriyoM ko puSTi detA ho, unake lie hara taraha se unheM suvidhA upalabdha karAtA ho, to usakA phala kyA hai? dAdAzrI : phala kA hameM kyA karanA hai? hameM eka avatArI hokara mokSa meM jAnA hai, aba phala kA kyA kareMge? usa phala meM to sau striyA~ mileMgI, aise phaloM kA hameM kyA karanA hai? hameM aise phala nahIM caahie| phala khAnA hI nahIM hai na aba! isalie mujhe to unhoMne pahale se pUcha liyA thA ki 'yaha saba karatA ha~, to merA puNya ba~dhegA?' maiMne kahA, 'nahIM bNdhegaa|' abhI yaha sabhI DiscArja rUpa meM hai aura bIja to sAre bhuna jAte haiN| praznakartA : ye sabhI jo brahmacArI hoMge, vaha 'DiscArja' hI mAnA jAegA na?
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 59 hameM yaha kahanA par3atA hai| ina jIvoM kA ThikAnA hI nahIM na? yaha jJAna pAkara ulaTe viparIta rAha para cale jaaeN| isalie hameM kahanA par3atA hai aura vaha bhI hamArA vacanabala ho to phira harja nahIM hai| hamAre vacana sahita karate haiM use kartApada kI jokhimadArI nahIM na! hama kaheM ki 'Apa aisA kreN|' isalie ApakI jokhimadArI nahIM aura merI jimmedArI isameM nahIM rahatI! aba anupama pada ko chor3akara upamAvAlA pada kauna grahaNa kare? jJAna hai to phira sAre saMsAra ke kUr3e ko kauna chUegA? jagat ko jo viSaya priya hai, ve jJAnI puruSa ko kUr3A naz2ara Ate haiN| isa jagat kA nyAya kaisA hai ki jise lakSmI saMbaMdhI vicAra nahIM hoM, viSaya saMbaMdhI vicAra nahIM hoM, jo deha se niraMtara alaga hI rahatA ho, use saMsAra 'bhagavAna' kahe bagaira rahegA nahIM !!! 18. dAdAjI deM puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko saMsAra jAnatA hI nahIM hai ki (isa zarIra meM) yaha saba rezamI caddara meM lapeTA huA hai| khuda ko jo pasaMda nahIM hai, vahI sArA kUr3A, isa rezamI caddara (camar3I) meM lapeTA hai| aisA Apako lagatA hai ki nahIM lagatA? itanA samajha jAe~ to nirA bairAga hI Ae na? itanA bhAna nahIM rahatA, isalie yaha saMsAra aise cala rahA hai na? ina bahanoM meM se aisI jAgRti kisI ko hogI ? koI manuSya suMdara dikhatA ho, use kATeM to kyA nikalegA? koI lar3akA acche kapar3e pahanakara, nekaTAI lagAkara bAhara jA rahA ho, usako kATeM to kyA nikale? tU phijUla meM kyoM nekaTAI pahanA karatA hai? mohavAle logoM ko patA nahIM hai| isalie khUbasUrata dekhakara ulajhana meM par3a jAte haiM becAre! jabaki mujhe to saba kucha khulA (jaisA hai vaisA) ArapAra naz2ara AtA hai| isI prakAra strI ko puruSoM ko nahIM dekhanA cAhie aura puruSa ko striyoM ko nahIM dekhanA cAhie, kyoMki ve hamAre kAma ke nahIM haiN| dAdAjI batA rahe the ki yahI kacarA hai, phira usameM kyA dekhane ko rahA ? samajha se prApta brahmacarya ataH AkarSaNa kA niyama hai ki kisI khAsa jagaha para hI AkarSaNa hotA hai| hara kisI jagaha AkarSaNa nahIM hotaa| aba yaha AkarSaNa kyoM hotA hai yaha Apako batalA duuN| 60 isa janma meM AkarSaNa nahIM hotA ho phira bhI kabhI kisI puruSa ko dekhA aura mana meM huA ki 'ahA ! yaha puruSa kitanA suMdara hai ! kitanA khUbasUrata hai!' aisA hameM huA ki hone ke sAtha hI agale janma kI gAMTha par3a gii| isase agale janma meM AkarSaNa hogaa| nizcaya vaha hai ki jo bhUle hI nhiiN| hamane zuddhAtmA kA nizcaya kiyA hai, vaha bhUlAtA nahIM na? thor3I dera ke lie bhUla bhI jAe~ magara lakSya meM to hotA hI hai, use nizcaya kahate hai| nididhyAsana yAnI 'yaha strI khUbasUrata hai yA yaha puruSa khUbasUrata hai' aisA vicAra kiyA, vaha nididhyAsana huA utanI dera ke lie| vicAra Ate hI nididhyAsana hotA hai, phira khuda vaisA ho jAtA hai| isalie yadi hama usako dekheM to dakhala ho na? usake bajAya A~kheM nIcI karake calo, A~kha milAnI hI nahIM caahie| sArA saMsAra eka pha~sAva hai| pha~sane ke bAda to chuTakArA hI nahIM hai| kitanI hI jiMdagiyA~ khatama ho jAe~ magara usakA aMta hI nahIM hai! pati, pati jaisA ho ki vaha cAhe kahIM bhI jAe, magara eka kSaNa ke lie bhI hameM nahIM bhUle aisA ho to ThIka hai, para aisA kabhI hotA nahIM hai| taba phira aise pati kA kyA karanA ? isa kAla ke manuSya prema ke bhUkhe nahIM haiM, viSaya ke bhUkhe haiN| prema kA bhUkhA ho use to viSaya nahIM mile to bhI cle| aise prema bhUkhe mile hoM to usake darzana kreN| lekina ye to viSaya ke bhUkhe haiN| viSaya ke bhUkhe yAnI kyA ki sNddaas| yaha saMDAsa vaha viSaya bhUkha hai| yadi kabhI laganavAlA prema ho to saMsAra hai, varnA phira viSaya, vaha to saMDAsa hai| vaha phira kudaratI hAjata meM gyaa| use hAjatamaMda kahate haiM
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 62 samajha se prApta brahmacarya meM jAnA hai aura vaha vyakti jAnavara meM jAnevAlA ho to hameM bhI vahA~ khIMca jaaegaa| (vikArI) saMbaMdha huA isalie vahA~ jAnA pdd'egaa| isalie vikArI saMbaMdha paidA hI na ho, itanA hI dekhanA hai| mana se bhI bigar3e hue nahIM hoM taba cAritrya khlaae| usake bAda ye sabhI taiyAra ho jaaeNge| mana bigar3e to phira saba phrekcara ho jAtA hai, varnA eka-eka lar3akI meM kitanI-kitanI zaktiyA~ hotI haiM ! vaha kucha aisI-vaisI zakti hotI hai? yaha to hindustAna kI striyA~ hoM aura unake pAsa vItarAgoM kA vijJAna ho, phira kyA bAkI rahe? na? jaise sItAjI aura rAmacaMdrajI pariNIta hI the na? sItAjI ko le gae to bhI rAmacaMdrajI kA citta sItAjI aura kevala sItAjI meM hI thA aura sItAjI kA citta rAmacaMdrajI meM hI thaa| viSaya to caudaha sAla dekhA hI nahIM thA, phira bhI citta eka-dUsare meM thaa| ise (saccI) zAdI kahate hai| bAkI ye to hAjatamaMda kahalAe~, kudaratI hAjata! isalie pati ho to jhaMjhaTa na? para yadi brahmacarya vrata liyA ho to yaha viSaya saMbaMdhI jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM na! aura aisA jJAna ho taba to phira kAma hI bana jAe! isa bahana kA to nizcaya hai ki 'eka hI janma meM mokSa meM jAnA hai| aba yahA~ rahanA gavArA nhiiN| isalie eka avatArI hI honA hai|' ataH use sabhI sAdhana mila Ae, brahmacarya kI AjJA bhI mila gaI! praznakartA : hama bhI eka avatArI hI hoMge? dAdAzrI : tujhe abhI dera lgegii| abhI to thor3A hamAre kahane ke anusAra calane de| eka avatArI to AjJA meM Ane ke bAda, isa jJAna meM Ane ke bAda kAma hogaa| AjJA bagaira bhI yoM to do-cAra janma meM mokSa honevAlA hai, para (yadi saMpUrNa) AjJA meM A jAe taba eka avatArI ho jAe! isa jJAna meM Ane ke bAda hamArI AjJA meM AnA par3atA hai| abhI Apa sabhI ko aisI brahmacarya kI AjJA nahIM dI gaI na? hama aise turaMta dete bhI nahIM, kyoMki sabhI ko pAlana karanA nahIM AtA, anukUla bhI nahIM AtA, usake lie to mana bahuta maz2abUta honA caahie| yadi tujhe brahmacarya pAlanA ho to itanI sAvadhAnI baratanI hogI ki puruSa kA vicAra bhI nahIM AnA caahie| yadi vicAra Ae to use dho DAlanA caahie| eka zuddha cetana hai aura eka mizra cetana hai| yadi mizra cetana meM kahIM pha~sa gayA to AtmA prApta huA ho, phira bhI use bhaTakA detA hai| arthAt isameM vikArI saMbaMdha huA to bhaTakanA par3atA hai, kyoMki hameM mokSa 'jJAnI puruSa' ke pAsa khuda kA kalyANa kara lenA hai| khada kalyANa svarUpa huA to binA bole logoM kA kalyANa hotA hai aura jo loga bolate rahate haiM unase kucha nahIM hotaa| kevala bhASaNa karane se, bolate rahane se kucha nahIM hotaa| bolane para to buddhi imozanala (bhAvuka) hotI hai| yoM hI jJAnI kA cAritrya dekhane se, usa mUrti ko dekhane se hI sAre bhAvoM kA zamana ho jAtA hai| isalie unheM to kevala khuda hI usa rUpa ho jAne jaisA hai! 'jJAnI puruSa' ke pAsa rahakara usa rUpa ho jaanaa| aisI pA~ca hI lar3akiyA~ yadi taiyAra hoM to kaI logoM kA kalyANa kareMgI! saMpUrNa rUpa se nirmala honI caahie| 'jJAnI puruSa' ke pAsa nirmala ho sakate haiM aura nirmala honevAle
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________________ 64 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) (saMkSipta rUpa meM) khaMDa : 1 pariNItoM ke lie brahmacarya kI cAbiyA~ 1. viSaya nahIM paraMtu niDaratA viSa yaha vijJAna kisI ko bhI, pariNItoM ko bhI mokSa meM le jaaegaa| paraMtu jJAnI kI AjJA anusAra calanA caahie| koI dimAga kI khumArIvAlA ho, vaha kahe, 'sAhaba, maiM dUsarI byAhanA cAhatA huuN|' to mai kahUM ki terI tAkata caahie| pahale kyA nahIM byAhate the? rAjA bharata ko teraha sau rAniyA~ thIM, phira bhI mokSa meM gae! yadi rAniyA~ bAdhaka hotI to mokSa meM jAte kyA? taba kyA bAdhaka hai? ajJAna bAdhaka hai| viSaya viSa nahIM haiM, viSaya meM niDaratA viSa hai| isalie ghabarAnA nhiiN| sabhI zAstroM ne jora dekara kahA hai ki sAre viSaya viSa haiN| kaise viSa hai? viSaya kahIM viSa hotA hogA? viSaya meM niDaratA viSa hai| yadi viSaya viSa hotA, taba phira Apa sabhI ghara meM rahate ho aura Apako mokSa meM jAnA ho to mujhe Apako hA~kanA par3atA ki 'jAo upAzraya meM, yahA~ ghara para mata par3e rho|' para mujhe kisI ko hA~kanA par3atA hai? samajha se prApta brahmacarya bhagavAna mahAvIra ko bhI beTI thii| ataH viSayoM meM niDaratA viSa hai| aba mujhe kucha bAdhA nahIM karegA, aisA soceM vaha viSa hai| niDaratA zabda maiMne isalie diyA hai ki viSaya meM Dara rakheM, vivazatA ho tabhI viSaya meM pdd'eN| isalie viSaya se Darie, aisA kahate haiM, kyoMki bhagavAna bhI viSaya se Darate the| bar3e-bar3e jJAnI bhI viSaya se Darate the| taba Apa aise kaise haiM ki viSaya se nahIM Darate? jaise svAdiSTa bhojana AyA ho, Amarasa-roTI vaha saba maz2e se khAo magara Darakara khaao| Darakara kisa lie ki adhika khAoge to parezAnI hogI, isalie ddro| praznakartA : zuddhAtmA svarUpa hone ke bAda saMsAra meM patnI ke sAtha saMsAra vyavahAra karanA yA nahIM? aura vaha kisa bhAva se? yahA~ samabhAva se nikAla (nipaTArA) kaise kareM? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra to ApakI patnI ho to usake sAtha donoM ko samAdhAnakArI ho aisA vyavahAra rkhnaa| ApakA samAdhAna aura usakA samAdhAna hotA ho aisA vyavahAra rkhnaa| usakA asamAdhAna hotA ho aura ApakA samAdhAna ho aisA vyavahAra baMda krnaa| Apase patnI ko koI duHkha nahIM honA caahie| __maiM Apase kahatA hU~ ki yaha jo 'davAI' (viSaya saMbaMdha) hai, vaha miThAsavAlI davAI hai| isalie davAI hamezA jisa prakAra pramANa se lete haiM, usa taraha yaha bhI pramANa se lenaa| vaivAhika jIvana kaba zobhA degA ki jaba donoM ko bukhAra car3he taba davAI pIe~ to| binA bakhAra ke davAI pIte haiM yA nahIM? eka ko buqhAra nahIM ho aura davAI leM, aisA vaivAhika jIvana zobhAyamAna nahIM ho| donoM ko bukhAra car3he taba hI davAI leN| disa ija onlI meDisina (kevala yaha davAI hI hai|) yadi meDisina (davAI) mIThI ho, to roz2a pIne jaisI nahIM hotii| pahale rAma-sItA Adi jo ho gae, ve sabhI saMyamavAle the ! strI ke sAtha saMyamI! taba yaha asaMyama kyA daivI guNa hai? nahIM, vaha pAzavI guNa hai| manuSya meM yaha nahIM hotaa| manuSya asaMyamI nahIM honA caahie| jagat ko bhagavAna ne jIvoM ke do bheda kie; eka saMsArI aura dUsare siddh| jo mokSa meM gae haiM ve siddha kahalAte haiM aura anya sabhI sNsaarii| isalie yadi Apa tyAgI haiM taba bhI saMsArI haiM aura yaha gRhastha bhI saMsArI hI hai| isalie Apa mana meM kucha mata rkhnaa| saMsAra bAdhA nahIM DAlatA, viSaya bAdhA nahIM DAlate, kucha bAdhA nahIM karatA, ajJAna bAdhA DAlatA hai| isalie maiMne pustaka meM likhA hai ki 'viSaya viSa nahIM haiM. viSayoM meM niDaratA viSa hai|' yadi viSaya viSa hote to bhagavAna mahAvIra tIrthaMkara hI nahIM ho paate|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 65 mAlUma hI nahIM ki viSaya kyA hai? eka bAra ke viSaya meM karor3oM jIvoM kA ghAta hotA hai, ekabAra meM hI yaha nahIM samajhane ke kAraNa yahA~ mauja ur3Ate haiN| samajhate hI nahIM! majabUrana jIva mareM aisA honA caahie| lekina samajha nahIM ho, vahA~ kyA kiyA jAe? yaha hamArA tharmAmITara milA hai| isalie hama kahate haiM na, ki strI ke sAtha mokSa diyA hai! aba Apako jaisA sadupayoga karanA ho vaisA karanA / aisI saralatA kisI ne nahIM dii| bahuta sarala aura sIdhA mArga rakhA hai| atizaya sarala! aisA huA nahIM! yaha nirmala mArga hai, bhagavAna bhI svIkAra kareM, aisA mArga hai ! praznakartA: vAipha (patnI) kI icchA nahIM ho aura hasabaMDa (pati) ke phorsa se davAI pInI par3e, taba kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : para aba kyA kareM? kisane kahA thA ki zAdI kara ? praznakartA: bhugate usIkI bhuul| lekina dAdAjI kucha aisI davAI batAie ki sAmanevAle manuSya kA pratikramaNa kareM, kucha kareM to kama ho jaae| dAdAzrI : vaha to yaha bAta khuda samajhane se, use bAta samajhAne se ki dAdAjI ne kahA hai ki yaha bAra-bAra pIne jaisI cIz2a nahIM hai| jarA sIdhe clie| mahIne meM cha:- ATha dina davAI lenI caahie| hamArA zarIra acchA rahe, dimAga acchA rahe to phAila kA nikAla ho / ataH hama akrama vijJAna meM to khuda kI strI ke sAtha hote abrahmacarya vyavahAra ko brahmacarya kahate haiN| kintu vaha vinayapUrvaka kA aura bAhara kisI strI para dRSTi nahIM bigar3anI caahie| dRSTi bigar3e to turaMta haTA denI caahie| aisA ho taba use isa kAla meM hama 'brahmacArI' kahate haiN| anya jagaha dRSTi nahIM bigar3atI isalie 'brahmacArI' kahate haiN| yaha kyA aisA-vaisA pada kahalAe ? aura phira lambe samaya ke bAda use samajha meM Ae ki isameM bhI bahuta bhUla hai, taba haqa kA bhI viSaya chor3a detA hai / 66 samajha se prApta brahmacarya 2. dRSTi doSa ke jokhima abhI to saba opana (khulA) bAz2Ara hI ho gayA hai| isalie zAma hote aisA lagatA hai ki koI saudA hI nahIM kiyA, magara yoM hI bAraha saude ho gae hote haiM, yoM dekhane se hI saudA ho jAtA hai| dUsare saude to honevAle hoMge ve to hoMge, para yaha to kevala dekhane se hI saudA ho jAtA hai! hamArA jJAna ho to aisA nahIM hotaa| strI jA rahI ho to Apako usameM zuddhAtmA dikheM, kintu dUsare logoM ko zuddhAtmA kaise dikheM? kisI ke yahA~ zAdI meM gae hoM, usa dina to hama bahuta kucha dekhate haiM na? sau eka saude ho jAte haiM na? ataH aisA hai saba ! usameM terA doSa nahIM hai| manuSya mAtra ko aisA ho hI jAtA hai, kyoMki AkarSaNavAlA dekhe to dRSTi khiMca hI jAtI hai| usameM striyoM ko bhI aisA aura puruSoM ko bhI aisA, AkarSaNavAlA dekhA ki saudA ho hI jAtA hai| viSaya buddhi se dUra ho jAe~ aisA hai| maiMne viSaya buddhi se hI dUra kie the| jJAna nahIM ho phira bhI viSaya buddhi se dUra ho sakate haiN| yaha to kama buddhivAle haiM, isase viSaya meM Tike haiN| 3. binA haqa kI gunahagArI yadi tU saMsArI hai to tere haqa kA viSaya bhoganA, paraMtu binA haqa kA viSaya to mata hI bhoganA, kyoMki usakA phala bhayaMkara hai| aura yadi tU tyAgI ho to terI viSaya kI ora dRSTi hI nahIM jAnI caahie| binA haqa kA le lenA, binA haqa kI icchA rakhanA, binA haqa ke viSaya bhogane kI bhAvanA karanA, ve sabhI pAzavatA khlaaeN| haqa aura binA haqa, ina donoM ke bIca lAIna oNpha DimArkezana (bhedarekhA) to honI cAhie na? aura usa DimArkezana lAIna ke bAhara nikalanA hI nhiiN| phira bhI loga DimArkezana lAIna ke bAhara nikale haiM na? vahI pAzavatA kahalAtI hai| praznakartA: binA haqa kA bhogane meM kauna-sI vRtti ghasITa le jAtI hai?
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya dAdAzrI : hamArI niyata cora hai, vaha vRtti| haqa kA chor3akara dUsarI kisI jagaha para 'prasaMga' huA to vaha strI jahA~ jAe, vahA~ hameM janma lenA par3atA hai| vaha adhogati meM jAe to hameM vahA~ jAnA pdd'e| Ajakala bAhara to saba yahI cala rahA hai| 'kahA~ janma hogA' usakA koI ThikAnA hI nahIM hai| binA haqa ke viSaya jisane bhoge. use to bhayaMkara yAtanAe~ bhugatanI par3atI hai| usakI beTI bhI kisI eka janma meM caritrahIna hotI hai| niyama kaisA hai ki jisake sAtha binA haqa ke viSaya bhoge hoMge vahI phira mA~ athavA beTI banatI hai| haqa ke viSaya ke lie to bhagavAna ne bhI manA nahIM kiyA hai| bhagavAna manA kareM to bhagavAna gunahagAra tthhreN| binA haqa ke lie to manA hI hai| yadi pachatAvA kare to bhI chUTa jaae| lekina ye to binA haqa kA AnaMda ke sAtha bhogate haiM, isalie gA~Tha pakkI ho jAtI hai| binA haqa kA bhogane meM to pA~coM mahAvratoM kA doSa A jAtA hai| usameM hiMsA hotI hai, jhaTha A jAtA hai. yaha khaleAma corI kahalAtI hai| binA haqa kA to sareAma corI kahalAtA hai| phira abrahmacarya to hai hI aura pA~cavA prigrh| yaha to sabase baDA parigraha hai| haqa ke viSayavAloM kA mokSa hai magara binA haqa ke viSayavAloM kA mokSa nahIM hai, aisA bhagavAna ne kahA hai| ina logoM ko to koI hoza hI nahIM hotA na! harahA (bhAgA phiranevAlA niraMkuza pazu, jisakA koI mAlika na ho) kI taraha hote haiN| harahA kA matalaba Apa samajha gae? Apane dekhA hai koI harahA? harahA yAnI jisakA hAtha meM Ae usakA khA jaae| aise bhaiMsa-baMdhu ko Apa jAnate haiM na? ve sabhI khetoM kA saphAyA hI kara dete haiN| bahuta kama loga haiM ki jinheM isakA kucha mahatva samajha meM AyA hai| bAkI to jaba taka milA nahIM taba taka harahA nahIM hae! milA ki harahA hote dera nahIM lgtii| yaha hameM zobhA nahIM detaa| hamAre hindastAna kI kaisI vikasita prajA! hameM to mokSa pAnA hai| 68 samajha se prApta brahmacarya abrahmacarya kA to aisA hai ki isa janma meM patnI huI ho, athavA to dUsarI rakhaila ho to agale janma meM khuda kI beTI banakara Ae aisI isa saMsAra kI vicitratA hai! isIlie to samajhadAra puruSa brahmacarya kA pAlana karake mokSa meM gae haiM na! 4. eka patnIvrata kA artha hI brahmacarya jisane zAdI kI hai, usake lie to hamane eka hI niyama rakhA hai ki tujhe dUsarI kisI strI kI ora dRSTi nahIM bigAr3anI hai| yadi kabhI dRSTi aisI ho jAe to pratikramaNa karake taya karanA ki aisA phira se nahIM kruuNgaa| khuda kI strI ke sivAya dUsarI strI ko dekhatA nahIM, dUsarI strI para jisakI dRSTi rahatI nahIM hai, dRSTi jAe phira bhI usake mana meM vikArI bhAva hotA nahIM, vikArI bhAva ho to khuda bahuta pachatAvA karatA hai, vaha isa kAla meM eka strI hone ke bAvajUda bhI brahmacarya kahalAtA hai| Aja se tIna hajAra sAla pahale hindustAna meM sau meM se nabbe manuSya eka patnIvrata kA pAlana karate the| eka patnIvrata aura eka pativrata kA pAlana, kaise acche manuSya kahalAe~ ve! jaba ki Aja zAyada hI hajAra meM eka hogA! praznakartA : mAna lIjie ki do vAipha hoM to vaha kyoM kharAba hai? dAdAzrI : rakho na do vaaiph| rakhane meM harja nahIM hai| pA~ca vAipha rakho to bhI harja nahIM hai| lekina dUsarI kisI para dRSTi nahIM bigADo. dusarI strI jA rahI ho, usa para dRSTi bigAr3e to burA kahalAe hai| kucha nItiniyama to hone cAhie na? dUsarI bAra byAhane meM harja nahIM hai| masalamAnoM ne eka kAnuna nikAlA ki bAhara dRSTi bigAr3anI nahIM caahie| bAhara kisI ko cher3anA nahIM caahie| yadi Apa eka strI se saMtuSTa nahIM haiM to do kiijie| una logoM kA kAnUna hai ki cAra taka Apako chUTa hai! aura yadi anakalatA hai to cAra kIjie na? kauna manA karatA hai? loga bhale hI cillaaeN| parantu apanI strI ko duHkha nahIM honA caahie|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 70 samajha se prApta brahmacarya basa! devoM meM bhI jyoM jyoM Upara uThate haiM, tyoM tyoM viSaya kama hotA jAtA hai| kucha to bAtacIta kareM ki viSaya pUrNa ho jAtA hai| jinheM strI sahavAsa pasaMda hai aise bhI deva haiM aura jinheM kevala yoM hI eka ghaMTA strI se mile taba bhI bahuta AnaMda hotA hai aise bhI deva haiM aura kitane hI aise bhI devatA haiM ki jinheM strI kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hotii| ataH hara taraha ke deva hote haiN| isa kAla meM eka patnIvrata ko hama brahmacarya kahate haiM aura tIrthakara bhagavAna ke samaya meM brahmacarya kA jo phala prApta hotA thA, vahI phala unheM prApta hogA, usakI hama gAranTI dete haiN| praznakartA : eka patnIvrata jo kahA, vaha sUkSma meM yA mAtra sthUla hI? mana to jAe aisA hai na? dAdAzrI : sUkSma se bhI honA caahie| kabhI mana jAe to mana se alaga rahanA cAhie aura usake pratikramaNa karate rahanA caahie| mokSa meM jAne kI limiTa (maryAdA) kyA? eka patnIvrata aura eka ptivrt| eka patnIvrata yA eka pativrata kA kAnUna ho, vaha limiTa kahalAtA hai| jitane zvAsocchavAsa adhika kharca hoM, utanA AyuSya kama hotA hai| zvAsocchavAsa kisameM adhika kharca hote haiM? bhaya meM, krodha meM, lobha meM. kapaTa meM aura unase bhI jyAdA strI saMga meN| ucita strI saMga meM to bahuta adhika kharca ho jAte haiM magara usase bhI kahIM adhika anucita strI saMga meM kharca ho jAte haiN| mAno ki sArI phirakI hI ekadama se khula jAe! praznakartA : devoM meM eka patnIvrata hotA hogA? dAdAzrI : eka patnIvrata yAnI kaisA ki sArI z2indagI eka hI devI ke sAtha bitaanii| para jaba dUsare kI devI dekheM taba mana meM aise bhAva hote haiM ki, ye to merI hai usase bhI acchI hai|' aisA hotA hai z2arUra, kintu jo hai usameM koI parivartana nahIM hogaa| praznakartA : devagati meM putra kA prazna nahIM hai phira bhI vahA~ viSaya to bhogate hI haiM na? dAdAzrI : vahA~ aisA viSaya nahIM hotaa| yaha to nipaTa gaMdagI hI hai| deva to yahA~ khar3e bhI na rheN| vahA~ unakA viSaya kaisA hotA hai? kevala devI Ae ki unheM dekhA, ki unakA viSaya pUrA ho gayA, basa! kucha devIdevatA ko to aisA hotA haiM ki donoM yoM hI hasta sparza kareM athavA AmanesAmane donoM eka dUsare ke hAtha dabA rakheM to unakA viSaya pUrNa ho gayA, 5. binA haqa kA viSayabhoga, narka kA kAraNa parastrI aura parapuruSa pratyakSa narka kA kAraNa hai| narka meM jAnA ho to vahA~ jAne kI soco| hameM usameM harja nahIM hai| tamheM ThIka lage to narka ke una du:khoM kA varNana kruuN| jise sunate hI bukhAra car3ha jAegA, taba vahA~ unako bhugatate terI kyA dazA hogI? magara khuda kI strI ho to koI Apatti nahIM hai| pati-patnI ke saMbaMdha ko kudarata ne svIkAra kiyA hai| usameM yadi kabhI vizeSabhAva na ho to Apatti nahIM hai| kudarata ne utanA svIkAra kiyA hai| utanA pariNAma pAparahita khlaae| magara isameM anya pApa bahuta samAe haiN| eka hI bAra viSaya bhogane meM karor3oM jIva mara jAte haiM, vaha kyA kama pApa hai? phira bhI vaha parastrI jaisA bar3A pApa nahIM khlaataa| praznakartA : narka meM adhikatara kauna jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : zIla ke luTeroM ke lie sAtavA~ narka hai| jitanI miThAsa AI hogI, usase aneka gunA kar3avAhaTa kA anubhava ho, taba vaha taya karatA hai ki aba vahA~ narka meM nahIM jaanaa| ata: isa saMsAra meM yadi koI nahIM karane yogya kArya ho to, kisI ke zIla ko mata luuttnaa| kabhI bhI dRSTi mata bigar3ane denaa| zIla lUTe to phira narka meM jAe aura mAra khAtA hI rhe| isa saMsAra meM zIla jaisI koI uttama cIz2a nahIM hai| hamAre yahA~ isa satsaMga meM aisA chala-kapaTa kA vicAra Ae to maiM kaha~ ki yaha arthahIna bAta hai| yahA~ aisA vyavahAra kiMcit mAtra nahIM calegA aura aisA vyavahAra cala rahA hai aisA mere lakSya meM AyA to maiM nikAla bAhara kruuNgaa|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 71 isa duniyA meM kaise bhI gunAha kie hoM, kaise bhI gunAha lekara yahA~ Ae, taba bhI yadi vaha phira se jIvana meM aise gunAha na karanevAlA ho, to maiM hara taraha se zuddha kara duuN| yaha sunakara tujhe kucha pachatAvA hotA hai? praznakartA: bahuta hI hotA hai / dAdAzrI : pachatAve meM jalegA to bhI pApa khatama ho jaaeNge| docAra loga yaha bAta sunakara mujhase pUchane lage ki 'hamArA kyA hogA?' maiMne kahA, 'are bhaiyA, meM tujhe saba ThIka kara duuNgaa| tU Aja se samajha jA / ' jAge taba se sveraa| usakI narkagati ur3A dU~, kyoMki mere pAsa saba rAste haiM, maiM kartA nahIM hU~ islie| yadi maiM kartA hoU~ to mujhe baMdhana ho| maiM Apako hI dikhAU~ ki aba aisA kro| usake bAda phira saba khatama ho jAtA hai aura sAtha meM hama anya vidhiyA~ kara dete haiN| parAyI strI ke sAtha ghUmeM to loga u~galI uThAe~ na? isalie vaha samAjavirodhI hai aura sAtha hI kaI taraha kI muzkileM khar3I hotI hai| narka kI vedanAe~ arthAt ilekTrika gesa meM bahuta kAla taka jalate rahanA! eka, ilekTrika garamI kI vedanAvAlA narka hai aura dUsarA, ThaMDa kI vedanAvAlA narka hai| vahA~ para itanI ThaMDa hai ki hama itanA bar3A parvata Upara se DAleM to usakA itanA bar3A patthara na rahe, para usakA kaNa-kaNa bikhara jAe ! parastrI ke jokhima soceM to usameM kitane-kitane jokhima hai ! vaha jahA~ jAe vahA~ Apako jAnA pdd'egaa| use mA~ bhI banAnA par3e ! Aja aise kitane hI beTe haiM ki jo unakI pichale janma kI rakhaila ke peTa se janme haiN| yaha sArI bAta mere jJAna meM bhI AI thii| (pichale janama meM) beTA ucca jJAti kA ho aura mA~ nimna jJAti kI ho| mA~ nimna jAti meM jAtI hai aura (usakA honevAlA) beTA ucca jJAti meM se nimna jJAti meM vApasa AtA hai| kitanA bhayaMkara jokhima ! pichale janma meM jo patnI thI vaha isa janma mAtA ho aura isa janma meM mAtA ho vaha agale janma meM patnI bane ! aisA jokhimavAlA yaha saMsAra hai! bAta ko itane meM hI samajha lenA! prakRti viSayI 72 samajha se prApta brahmacarya nahIM hai, yaha bAta maiMne anya prakAra se kahI thii| lekina yaha to hama pahale se kahate Ae haiM ki yaha akelA hI jokhima hai| praznakartA: donoM pArTiyA~ sahamata ho to jokhima hai kyA? dAdAzrI : sahamati ho phira bhI jokhima hai| donoM paraspara rAjI ho usase kyA hogA? vaha jahA~ jAnevAlI hai vahA~ hameM jAnA pdd'egaa| hameM mokSa meM jAnA hai aura usake dhaMdhe aise haiM, to hamArI kyA dazA ho? guNAkAra (donoM (kA hisAba ) kaba mile? isalie sabhI zAstrakAroM ne pratyeka zAstra meM viveka ke lie kahA hai ki zAdI kara lenaa| varnA ye harahA Dhora ho to kisakA ghara salAmata rahe? phira sephasAiDa hI kyA rahe ? kauna-sI sephasAiDa rahe? tU bolatA kyoM nahIM? pichalI ciMtA meM par3a gayA kyA ? praznakartA: hA~ jI / dAdAzrI : maiM tujhe dho dU~gA / hameM to itanA cAhie ki abhI hameM milane ke bAda koI dakhala nahIM hai na? pichalI daqhala ho to usako chur3Ane ke hamAre pAsa bahuta se tarIke haiN| tU mujhe akele meM batA denaa| maiM tujhe turaMta dho duuNgaa| kalayuga meM manuSya se kyA bhUla nahIM hotI? kalayuga hai aura bhUla nahIM ho aisA hotA hI nahIM hai na! eka ke sAtha DAyavorsa (talAka) lekara dUsarI ke sAtha zAdI karane kI icchA ho to usameM Apatti nahIM hai, para zAdI karanI hogii| arthAt usakI bAunDrI honI caahie| 'vidAuTa enI bAunDrI' arthAt harahA Dhora / phira usameM aura jAnavara meM aMtara hI nhiiN| praznakartA rakhaila rakhI ho to? dAdAzrI : rakhaila rakhI ho, para vaha rajisTarDa (mAnya) honA caahie| phira dUsarI nahIM honI caahie| praznakartA: usakI rajisTrI nahIM karA skte| rajisTrI karane para jAyadAda meM hissA mA~ge, kaI jhaMjhaTa ho jAtI haiN|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya samajha se prApta brahmacarya ye sArI striyA~ isI kAraNa hI slipa huI haiN| koI mIThA bole to vahA~ slipa ho jAtI haiN| yaha bahuta sUkSma bAta hai| samajha meM Ae aisI nahIM dAdAzrI : jAyadAda to denI hogI, yadi hameM svAda lenA ho to! sIdhe raho na eka janma, aisA kisa lie karate ho? anaMta janmoM se aisA hI karate Ae ho! eka janma sIdhe raho na! sIdhe hae binA cArA nahIM hai| sA~pa bhI bila meM ghusate samaya sIdhA hotA hai yA Ter3hA calatA hai? praznakartA: sIdhA calatA hai| parastrI meM jokhima hai, vaha galata hai, aisA Aja hI samajha meM aayaa| Aja taka to isameM kyA galata hai. aisA hI rahatA thaa| dAdAzrI : Apako kisI janma meM kisI ne 'yaha galata hai' aisA anubhava nahIM karavAyA, varnA isa gaMdagI meM kauna par3e? Upara se narka kA jokhima Ae! hamArA yaha vijJAna prApta hone ke bAda hRdayapUrvaka pachatAvA kareM to bhI sAre pApa jala jaaeN| anya logoM ke pApa bhI jala jAeMge, paraMtu pUrNa rUpa se nahIM jleNge| Apa aisA vijJAna prApta hone ke bAda, usa viSaya para khUba pachatAvA karate raheMge to phira pAra utara jAe~ge! praznakartA : bIca meM jo bAta batAI thI ki puruSa ne (strI ko) kapaTa karane hetu protsAhita kiyA hai, to usameM puruSa pradhAna kAraNarUpa hai| hamArA jo jIvana vyavahAra hai aura unakA jo kapaTa hai, unakI jo gAMTha hai, usameM yadi maiM kucha jimmedAra hU~ to usakI vidhi kara denA tAki maiM unheM chor3a skuuN| dAdAzrI : hA~, vidhi kara deNge| usakA kapaTa bar3hA, usake lie hama puruSa risponsibala (jimmedAra) haiN| kaI puruSoM ko isa jimmedArI kA bhAna bahuta kama hotA hai| yadi vaha hara taraha se merI AjJA kA pAlana karatA ho, phira bhI strI ko bhogane ke lie vaha puruSa strI ko kyA samajhAtA hai? strI se kahegA ki aba isameM koI dikkata nahIM hai| isase strI becArI se bhUla ho jAtI hai| use davAI nahIM pInI ho... aura pInI hI nahIM ho, phira bhI prakRti pInevAlI ThaharI na! prakRti usa ghaDI khaza ho jAtI hai| para vaha uttejana kisane diyA? isalie puruSa usakA jimmedAra hai| ataH isa viSaya ko lekara strI huA hai| kevala eka viSaya ke kAraNa hii| puruSa ne bhogane ke lie use protsAhita kiyA hai aura becArI ko bigaadd'aa| barakata nahIM ho phira bhI apane meM barakata hai aisA vaha mana meM mAna letI hai| taba kaheM, kyoM mAna liyA? kaise mAna letI hai? puruSoM ne bAra-bAra doharAyA, isalie vaha samajhe ki yaha kahate haiM, isameM galata kyA hai? apane Apa mAna liyA nahIM hotaa| Apane kahA ho, 'tU bahuta acchI hai, tere jaisI to koI strI hai hI nhiiN|' use kaheM ki 'tU suMdara hai|' to vaha apane ko suMdara samajha letI hai| ina puruSoM ne striyoM ko strI ke rUpa meM rakhA hai aura strI mana meM samajhe ki maiM puruSoM ko murkha banAtI haiN| puruSa aisA karake bhogakara alaga ho jAte haiN| usake sAtha bhoga lete haiM. jaise ki isa rAha bhaTakanA ho... bahuta samajha meM nahIM AtA na? thor3A-thor3A? praznakartA : pUrA samajha meM AtA hai| pahale puruSoM kA koI doSa nahIM hai isa prakAra se satsaMga hote the| lekina Aja bAta nikalI to samajhe ki puruSa bhI isa prakAra jokhima bahuta bar3A uThA letA hai| dAdAzrI : puruSa hI jimmedAra hai| strI ko strI ke rUpa meM rakhane ke lie puruSa hI jimmedAra hai| pati nahIM ho, pati calA gayA ho, kucha bhI ho jAe, phira bhI dUsare ke pAsa jAe nhiiN| vaha cAhe jaisA bhI ho, khuda bhagavAna puruSa hokara Ae hoM, para nhiiN| 'mere lie merA pati hai, pativAlI hU~' vaha satI kahalAtI hai| Aja satItva kaha sakeM aisA hai ina logoM kA? hamezA nahIM hai aisA, nahIM? jamAnA alaga taraha kA hai na! satyuga meM aisA samaya kabhI hI AtA hai, satiyoM ke lie hii| isalie satiyoM kA nAma lete haiM na apane loga! satI hone kI icchA se usakA nAma liyA ho to kabhI satI bane paraMtu Aja to viSaya cUr3iyoM ke bhAva bikatA hai| yaha Apa jAnate haiM?
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya samajhe nahIM maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~? praznakartA : hA~, cUr3iyoM ke mola bikatA hai| dAdAzrI : kauna-se bAjAra meM? kaoNlejoM meM! kisa mola bikatI haiM? sone ke dAma cUr3iyA~ bikatI haiM! hIroM ke dAma cUr3iyA~ bikatI haiM! saba jagaha aisA nahIM miltaa| saba jagaha aisA nahIM hai| kucha lar3akiyA~ to sonA deM to bhI na leN| cAhe kucha bhI deM to bhI na leM! para dUsarI to bika bhI jAtI haiM, Aja kI striyA~ / sone ke bhAva nahIM ho to dUsare kisI dAma para bhI bikatI haiM! (koI strI) pahale se satI na hoM kintu bigar3a jAne ke bAda bhI satI ho sakatI haiN| jaba se nizcaya kiyA taba se satI ho sakatI haiN| praznakartA : jyoM-jyoM usa satItva kI rakSA kareMge, tyoM-tyoM kapaTa khatma hotA jAegA? dAdAzrI : satItva meM rahe to kapaTa to jAne hI lagegA, apane Apa hii| Apako kucha kahanA nahIM pdd'egaa| vo mala satI hai, vaha to janma se satI hotI hai| isalie use pahale kA koI dAg2a nahIM hotaa| Apako pahale ke dAg2a raha jAte haiM aura phira bAda meM puruSa hote ho| satItva se saba purA ho jaae| jitanI satiyA~ huI thIM, usakA saba pUrA ho jAtA hai aura ve mokSa meM jAtI haiN| kucha samajha meM AyA? mokSa meM jAte hue satI honA pdd'egaa| hA~, jitanI satiyA~ huIM, ve mokSa meM gaIM, anyathA puruSa honA par3atA hai| praznakartA : hA~, arthAt aisA nizcita nahIM hai ki jo strI hai vaha lambe kAla taka strI ke janma hI paaegii| para ina logoM ko patA nahIM calatA, isalie usakA upAya nahIM hotA hai| dAdAzrI : upAya ho to strI, puruSa hI hai| becAre usa gA~Tha ko jAnate hI nahIM hai aura vahA~ para inTaresTa AtA hai. vahA~ maz2A AtA hai isalie par3e rahate haiN| dUsarA koI aisA rAstA jAnatA nahIM isalie dikhAtA nhiiN| vaha kevala satI striyA~ akelI hI jAnatI haiN| satiyA~ apane eka pati ke samajha se prApta brahmacarya sivAya aura kisI kA vicAra hI nahIM karatIM aura vaha kabhI bhI nhiiN| yadi usakA pati turaMta mara jAe, cala base, taba bhI nhiiN| usI pati ko hI pati mAnatI hai| aba aisI striyoM kA sArA kapaTa calA jAtA hai| ye lar3akiyA~ bAhara jAtI hoM, par3hane ke lie jAtI hoM, taba bhI yoM shNkaa| 'vAipha' ke Upara bhI shNkaa| aisA saba dagA! ghara meM bhI dagA hI hai na, Ajakala! isa kalayuga meM khuda ke ghara meM bhI dagA hotA hai| kalayuga arthAt dagA kA kaal| kapaTa aura dagA, kapaTa aura dagA, kapaTa aura dagA! isameM kisa sukha ke lie yaha saba karate haiM? vaha bhI binA hoza. behozI meM! praznakartA : kintu zaMkA se dekhane kI mana kI graMthi par3a gaI hotI hai vahA~ kyA eDajasTamenTa leM? dAdAzrI: yaha Apako naz2ara AtA hai ki isakA cAritra kharAba hai, to kyA pahale nahIM thA? yaha kyA acAnaka hI paidA ho gayA hai? ata: yaha saMsAra samajha lene jaisA hai, ki yaha to aisA hI hai| isa kAla meM cAritra saMbaMdha meM kisIkA dekhanA hI nhiiN| isa kAla meM to saba jagaha aisA hI hai| khulA nahIM hotA paraMtu mana to bigar3atA hI hai| usameM strI cAritra to nirA kapaTa aura moha kA hI saMgrahasthAna, isalie to strI kA janma AtA hai| isameM sabase acchA ki jo viSaya se chUTe hoN| praznakartA : cAritra meM to aisA hI hotA hai yaha jAnate haiM, phira bhI mana zaMkA kare taba tanmayAkAra ho jAte haiM, vahA~ kyA eDajasTamenTa leM? dAdAzrI : AtmA hone ke pazcAt anya meM par3anA hI nhiiN| yaha sabhI forina DipArTamenTa (anAtma vibhAga) kA hai| hameM homa (AtmA) meM rhnaa| AtmA meM rahie na ! aisA jJAna bAra-bAra milanevAlA nahIM hai| isalie apanA kAma nikAla liijie| eka AdamI ko usakI bIvI para zaMkA hotI rahatI thii| maiMne usase pUchA ki kisa kAraNa zaMkA hotI hai? tUne dekhA isalie zaMkA hotI hai? tUne nahIM dekhA thA kyA taba yaha saba nahIM ho rahA thA? hamAre loga to pakar3e jAe~ use 'cora' kahate haiN| kintu pakar3e nahIM gae ve sabhI
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 77 78 samajha se prApta brahmacarya nahIM hai na! isalie puruSa striyoM se Thage jAte haiM! isalie jaba taka 'sinsiyAriTI-morAliTI' (sadAcAra) the, vahA~ taka saMsAra bhogane yogya thaa| Ajakala to bhayaMkara dagAbAjI hai| yaha pratyeka ko usakI vAipha' kI bAta batA dU~, to koI apanI vAipha ke pAsa jAegA nhiiN| maiM sabakA jAnatA hU~ magara kucha kahatA-karatA nhiiN| alabatta puruSa bhI dagAbAjI meM kucha kama nahIM hai lekina strI to nirA kapaTa kA kArakhAnA hI! kapaTa kA saMgrahasthAna aura kahIM nahIM hotA, eka strI meM hI hotA hai| / ye loga to 'vAipha' jarA dera se Ae taba bhI zaMkA kiyA karate haiN| zaMkA karane jaisI nahIM hai| RNAnubaMdha (karmoM ke lena-dena kA hisAba) ke bAhara kucha honevAlA nahIM hai| usake ghara Ane ke bAda use samajhAnA paraMtu zaMkA mata krnaa| zaMkA se to ulaTe adhika bigddegaa| hA~. sAvadhAna jarUra karanA para koI zaMkA nahIM rkhnii| zaMkA karanevAlA mokSa kho baiThatA bhItara se cora hI haiN| yadi Apa AtmA haiM, to Darane jaisA kahA~ rahA? yaha to saba jo 'cArja' ho gayA thA, usakA hI 'DiscArja' hai| jagat spaSTarUpa se 'DiscArja'maya hai| 'DiscArja' se bAhara yaha jagat nahIM hai| isalie hama kahate haiM na, 'DiscArja'maya hai, isalie koI gunahagAra nahIM hai| praznakartA : to usameM bhI karma kA siddhAMta kAma karatA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, karma kA siddhAMta hI kAma kara rahA hai, aura kucha nhiiN| manuSya kA doSa nahIM hai, yaha karma hI becAre ko ghumAte haiN| para usameM zaMkA kareM, to binA vajaha vaha mArA jAegA! isalie jise patnI ke cAritra saMbaMdhI zAMti cAhie to use ekadama kAle raMga kI, godanevAlI (camar3I meM sUI cubhAkara banAI huI AkRti vAlI strI) patnI lAnI cAhie tAki usake para koI AkarSita hI na ho, koI use rakhe hI nhiiN| aura vahI aisA kahe ki 'mujhe dUsarA koI rakhanevAlA nahIM hai, yaha jo eka pati mile vahI saMbhAlate haiN|' isalie vaha Apako 'sinsiyara' (vaphAdAra) rahegI, bahuta 'sinsiyara' rhegii| agara suMdara ho to use loga (mana se) bhogeMge hii| suMdara ho to logoM kI dRSTi bigar3ane hI vAlI hai| koI suMdara patnI lAe to hameM (dAdAzrI ko) yahI vicAra AtA hai ki kyA dazA hogI isakI? patnI bahuta rUpavAna ho to vaha bhagavAna ko bhUle na? aura pati bahuta rUpavAna ho to vaha strI bhI bhagavAna ko bhuulegii| isalie sAmAnya ho, maryAdA meM ho vaha saba acchaa| ye loga to kaise haiM? jahA~ hoTala dekhA vahA~ khaayaa| zaMkA rakhane yogya saMsAra nahIM hai| zaMkA hI duHkhadAyaka hai| aba jahA~ hoTala dekhA vahA~ khAyA, usameM puruSa bhI aisA karatA hai aura strI bhI aisA karatI hai| puruSa bhI striyoM ko pATha par3hAte haiM aura striyA~ bhI puruSoM ko pATha par3hAtI haiM ! phira bhI striyoM kI jIta hotI hai, kyoMki ina puruSoM meM kapaTa ata: yadi hameM chUTanA hai, mokSa prApta karanA hai, to hameM zaMkA nahIM karanI caahie| koI anya manuSya ApakI 'vAipha' ke gale meM hAtha DAlakara ghUmatA ho aura yaha Apake dekhane meM AyA, to kyA Apa jahara khAe~ge? praznakartA : nahIM, aisA kisa lie kareM? dAdAzrI : to phira kyA kareM? praznakartA : thor3A nATaka karanA par3egA, phira samajhAnA pdd'e| phira jo kare vaha 'vyvsthit'| dAdAzrI : hA~, sahI hai| 6. viSaya baMda vahA~ daqhala baMda isa saMsAra meM lar3AI-jhagar3A kahA~ hotA hai? jahA~ Asakti ho vhiiN| jhagar3e kaba taka hote raheMge? viSaya hai taba taka! phira 'merA-terA' karane lagate haiM, 'yaha terA bega uThA le yahA~ se| mere bega meM sAr3iyA~ kyoM rakhIM?' aise
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 79 jhagar3e viSaya meM eka haiM taba taka aura viSaya se chUTane ke bAda hamAre bega meM rakheM to bhI harja nhiiN| jhagar3e nahIM hote phira ? phira koI jhagar3A hI nahIM / praznakartA: para yaha saba dekhakara hameM ka~paka~pI chUTatI hai| phira aisA hotA hai ki roz2a-roz2a aise hI jhagar3e hote rahate haiM, phira bhI pati-patnI ko isakA hala nikAlane ko mana nahIM karatA, yaha Azcarya hai na? dAdAzrI : vaha to kaI sAloM se, zAdI huI tabhI se aisA calatA hai| zAdI ke samaya se hI eka ora jhagar3e bhI calate haiM aura eka ora viSaya bhI calatA hai! isalie to hamane kahA ki Apa donoM brahmacarya vrata le lo to lAipha (jindagI) uttama ho jaaegii| yaha sArA lar3AI-jhagar3A khuda kI garaja se karate haiN| yaha jAnatI hai ki Aqhira ve kahA~ jAnevAle haiM ? vaha bhI samajhatA hai ki yaha kahA~ jAnevAlI hai? aise Amane-sAmane garaja se TikA huA hai| viSaya meM sukha se adhika, viSaya ke kAraNa paravazatA ke 'duHkha hai ! aisA samajha meM Ane ke bAda viSaya kA moha chUTegA aura tabhI strI jAti (patnI) para prabhAva DAla sakeMge aura vaha prabhAva usake bAda niraMtara pratApa meM pariNamita hogaa| nahIM to isa saMsAra meM bar3e-bar3e mahAna puruSoM ne bhI strI jAti se mAra khAI thii| vItarAga hI bAta ko samajha pAe ! isalie unake pratApa se hI striyA~ dUra rahatI thiiN| varnA strI jAti to aisI hai ki dekhate hI dekhate kisI bhI puruSa ko laTTU banA de, aisI usake pAsa zakti hai| use hI strI caritra kahA hai na! strI saMga se to dUra hI rahanA aura use kisI prakAra ke prapaMca meM mata pha~sAnA, varnA Apa khuda hI usakI lapeTa meM A jaaeNge| aura yahI kI yahI jhaMjhaTa kaI janmoM se hotI AI hai| striyA~ pati ko dabAtI haiM, usakI vajaha kyA hai? puruSa ati viSayI hotA hai, isalie dabAtI haiN| ye striyA~ Apako khAnA khilAtI haiM isalie dabAva nahIM DAlatIM, viSaya ke kAraNa dabAtI haiN| yadi puruSa viSayI na ho to koI strI dabAva meM nahIM rakha sakatI! kamajorI kA hI fAyadA uThAtI haiN| yadi kamaz2orI na ho to koI strI parezAnI nahIM kregii| strI bahuta samajha se prApta brahmacarya kapaTavAlI hai aura Apa bhole ! isalie Apako do-do, cAra-cAra mahInoM kA (viSaya meM) kaMTrola (saMyama) rakhanA hogaa| phira vaha apane Apa thaka jaaegii| taba phira use kaMTrola nahIM rhegaa| 80 strI vaza meM kaba hogI? yadi Apa viSaya meM bahuta sensiTiva (saMvedanazIla) hoM taba vaha Apako vaza meM kara letI hai| bhale hI Apa viSayI hoM para usameM sensiTiva na hoM to vaha vaza hogii| yadi vaha 'bhojana' ke lie bulAe taba Apa kaho ki abhI nahIM, do-tIna dina ke bAda, to Apake vaza meM rhegii| varnA Apa vaza ho jaaeNge| yaha bAta maiM paMdraha sAla kI Ayu meM samajha gayA thaa| kucha loga to viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gate haiM ki 'Aja kA dina !' are ! viSaya kI bhIkha mA~gate haiM kahIM? phira terI kyA dazA hogI? strI kyA karegI? sira para car3ha baiThegI! sinemA dekhane jAe~ge to kahegI, 'bacce ko uThA liijie|' hamAre mahAtmAoM ko viSaya hotA hai, magara viSaya kI bhIkha nahIM hotI ! eka strI apane pati ko cAra bAra sASTAMga karavAtI hai, taba eka bAra chUne detI hai| mue, isake bajAya samAdhi letA to kyA burA thA ? samudra meM samAdhi le to samudra sIdhA to hai, jhaMjhaTa to nahIM ! viSaya ke lie cAra bAra sASTAMga! praznakartA: pahale to hama aisA mAnate the ki ghara ke kAmakAja ko lekara TakarAva hotA hogA paraMtu ghara ke kAma meM hAtha baTAe~ phira bhI TakarAva hotA hai| dAdAzrI : ve sAre TakarAva hone hI vAle haiN| jaba taka vikArI bAteM haiM, vikArI saMbaMdha haiM taba taka TakarAva hogaa| TakarAva kA mUla hI yaha hai 1 jisane viSaya jIta liyA, use koI harA nahIM sktaa| koI usakA nAma bhI nahIM degaa| usakA prabhAva par3atA hai| jaba se hIrAbA (dAdAzrI kI dharmapatnI ) ke sAtha merA viSaya baMda huA, taba se maiM unheM 'hIrAbA' kahatA huuN| usake bAda hameM koI khAsa ar3acana
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 82 samajha se prApta brahmacarya una dinoM meM puruSa kabhI strI (patnI) ke sAtha eka bichaune meM nahIM sotA thaa| una dinoM kahAvata thI ki sArI rAta strI ke sAtha so jAe to vaha strI ho jaae| usake paryAya asara karate haiN| isalie koI aisA nahIM karatA thaa| yaha to kisI aklamaMda kI khoja hai, isalie Dabala beDa bikate cale jA rahe haiM ! isalie prajA DAuna ho gii| DAuna hone (nIce girane) meM fAyadA kyA huA? una dinoM ke jo tiraskAra the ve saba cale ge| aba DAuna hue~ ko car3hAne meM dera nahIM lgegii| are, hindustAna meM kahI Dabala beDa hote hoMge? kisa prakAra ke jAnavara (jaise loga) haiM? hindustAna ke strI-puruSa kabhI eka rUma meM hote hI nahIM the! hamezA alaga rUmoM me rahate the| usake bajAya yaha Aja dekhie to sahI! Ajakala to ye bApa hI beDarUma banavA detA hai. Dabala beDavAle! to ye bacce samajha gae ki yaha duniyA isI praNAlI se calI A rahI hai| hamane yaha saba dekhA hai| AI nahIM hai| aura pahale viSaya kI saMgata ke kAraNa TakarAva hotA thA thodd'aabhut| kintu jaba taka viSaya kA DaMka hai taba taka vaha nahIM jaataa| usa DaMka se mukta hoM taba jAtA hai| hamArA khuda kA anubhava batalAte haiN| yaha vijJAna to dekhie ! saMsAra ke sAtha jhagaDe hI baMda ho jaaeN| patnI ke sAtha to jhagar3A nahIM, para sAre saMsAra ke sAtha jhagar3e samApta ho jaaeN| yaha vijJAna hI aisA hai aura jhagar3e baMda hue to chUTa ge| viSaya ke prati ghRNA utpanna ho tabhI viSaya baMda ho| varnA viSaya kaise baMda hogA? 7. viSaya vaha pAzavatA hI! hamAre samaya kI prajA eka bAta meM bahuta acchI thii| viSaya kA vicAra nahIM thaa| kisI strI kI ora kudRSTi nahIM thii| kucha loga vaise hote the, sau meM se pA~ca-sAta log| ve kevala vidhavAoM ko hI khoja nikAlate the, dUsarA kucha nhiiN| jisa ghara meM koI (puruSa) rahatA nahIM ho vhaaN| vidhavA yAnI binA pati kA ghara, aisA kahalAtA thaa| hama caudaha-paMdraha sAla ke hue taba taka lar3akiyA~ dekheM to 'bahana' kahate the, bahata dara kA riztA ho to bhii| vaha vAtAvaraNa hI aisA thA kyoMki bacapana meM dasa-gyAraha sAla kI umra taka to digaMbara avasthA meM ghUmate the| viSaya kA vicAra hI nahIM AtA thA, isalie jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM thii| taba, viSaya ke bAre meM jAgRti hI nahIM thii| praznakartA : samAja kA eka prakAra kA prezara (dabAva) thA, isalie? dAdAzrI : nahIM, samAja kA prezara nhiiN| mAtA-pitA kI vRtti, saMskAra ! tIna sAla ke bacce ko yaha mAlUma nahIM hotA thA ki mere mAtApitA kA aisA koI saMbaMdha hai ! itanI acchI sIkresI (guptatA) hotI thI! aura aisA ho, usa dina bacce alaga rUma meM sote the, aise mAtA-pitA ke saMskAra the| abhI to yahA~ beDarUma aura vahA~ beddruum| Upara se Dabala beDa hote haiM na? ina striyoM kA saMga manuSya yadi paMdraha dinoM ke lie chor3a de, paMdraha dina dUra rahe, to bhagavAna jaisA ho jAe! ekAMta zaiyAsana arthAt kyA, ki zaiyA meM koI sAtha meM nahIM aura Asana meM bhI koI sAtha meM nhiiN| saMyogI 'phAiloM' kA kisI taraha kA sparza nhiiN| zAstrakAra to yahA~ taka mAnate the ki jisa Asana para parajAti baiThI, usa Asana para tU baiThegA to tujhe usakA sparza hogA, vicAra aaeNge| praznakartA : viSaya doSa se jo karmabaMdhana hotA hai, usakA svarUpa kaisA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : jAnavara ke svarUpa jaisaa| viSaya pada hI jAnavara pada hai| pahale to hindustAna meM nirviSaya-viSaya thA arthAt eka putradAna ke lie hI viSaya thaa| praznakartA : Apa brahmacarya para adhika bhAra dete haiM aura abrahmacarya ke prati tiraskAra dikhAte haiM kintu aisA kareM to sRSTi para se manuSyoM kI
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya saMkhyA bhI kama hogI, to isa bAre meM ApakA kyA abhiprAya hai? dAdAzrI : itane sAre (kuTuMba niyojana ke) oparezana karavAne para bhI jana-saMkhyA kama nahIM huI hai to brahmacarya pAlana se kyA kama hogA? yaha jana-saMkhyA ghaTAne ke lie to oparezana karate haiM para phira bhI kama nahIM hotA na! brahmacarya to (mokSamArga meM) bar3A sAdhana hai| praznakartA : yaha jo necurala prosesa (naisargika prakriyA) hai, usake prati hama tiraskAra karate haiM aisA nahIM kahalAe? dAdAzrI : yaha necurala prosesa nahIM hai, yaha to pAzavatA hai| manuSya meM yadi necurala prosesa rahatA to brahmacarya pAlane kA rahatA hI nahIM na! ye jAnavara becAre brahmacarya pAlate haiM, sIz2ana (Rta) meM kucha samaya hI paMdrahabIsa dina hI viSaya, phira kucha bhI nahIM! 8. brahmacarya kI qImata, spaSTa vedana-Atmasukha praznakartA : dAdAjI se jJAna prApti ke bAda brahmacarya kI AvazyakatA hai ki nahIM? dAdAzrI : brahmacarya kI AvazyakatA to jo pAlana kara sake usake lie hai aura jo pAlana nahIM kara sake usake lie nahIM hai| yadi anivArya hotA to brahmacarya nahIM pAlanevAloM ko sArI rAta nIMda hI nahIM AtI ki aba hamArA mokSa calA jaaegaa| abrahmacarya galata hai, itanA samajheM to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| praznakartA : philAsafara (tatvajJa) aisA batAte haiM ki seksa ko dabAne se vikRti AtI hai| svAsthya ke lie seksa (viSayabhoga) z2arUrI samajha se prApta brahmacarya yaha viSaya aisI vastu hai ki eka dina kA viSaya tIna dinoM taka kisI bhI prakAra kI ekAgratA nahIM hone detaa| ekAgratA DA~vA~Dola hotI rahatI hai| jaba ki mahInA bhara viSaya kA sevana nahIM kareM to, usakI ekAgratA DA~vA~Dola nahIM hotii| ___ abrahmacarya aura zarAba, donoM isa jJAna para bahuta AvaraNa lAnevAlI cIjeM haiN| isalie bahuta jAgRta rhnaa| zarAba kA to aisA hai ki 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~' yaha bhAna hI bhUla jAtA hai! taba phira AtmA to bhUla hI jAegA na! isalie bhagavAna ne (viSaya se) Darane ko kahA hai| jise pUrNatayA anubhava jJAna ho jAe, use nahIM chue, phira bhI bhagavAna ke jJAna ko bhI ukhAr3akara bAhara pheMka de itanA bhArI isameM jokhima hai! jise saMpUrNa honA hai use to viSaya honA hI nahIM cAhie, phira bhI aisA niyama nahIM hai| vaha to AqhirI janma meM AkhirI paMdraha sAla viSaya chUTa gayA ho, to basa ho gyaa| isakI janmoM taka kasarata karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai ki tyAga karane kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai| tyAga sahaja honA cAhie ki apane Apa hI chUTa jaae| nizcaya bhAva aisA rakhanA ki mokSa meM jAne se pahale jo do-cAra janma hoM, ve bina-byAhe jAe~ to behtr| usake jaisA eka bhI nhiiN| aba AtmA kA spaSTavedana kaba taka nahIM hotA? jaba taka ye viSaya vikAra nahIM jAte, taba taka spaSTavedana nahIM hotaa| ata: yaha AtmA kA sukha hai yA aura koI sukha hai, yaha 'egz2aikTa' (yathArtha) samajha meM nahIM AtA hai| brahmacarya ho to 'ona da momenTa' samajha meM A jAtA hai| spaSTavedana ho to vaha paramAtmA hI ho gayA kahalAtA hai| 9. lIjie vrata kA TrAyala dAdAzrI : unakI bAta sahI hai, paraMtu ajJAniyoM ko seksa kI jarUrata hai| varnA zarIra ko AghAta phuNcegaa| jo brahmacarya kI bAta samajhatA hai use seksa kI jarUrata nahIM hai aura ajJAnI manuSya ko yadi isakA baMdhana kareM to usakA zarIra TUTa jAegA, khatama ho jaaegaa| hama Apako bAra-bAra sAvadhAna karate haiM, magara sAvadhAna rahanA itanA AsAna nahIM hai na! phira bhI yoM hI prayoga karate hoM ki mahIne meM tIna dina athavA pA~ca dina aura yadi saptAha bhara ke lie (viSaya meM saMyama) kareM
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________________ 85 samajha se prApta brahmacarya to bahuta acchaa| khuda ko patA clegaa| saptAha ke madhya meM hI itanA AnaMda hogA! AtmA kA sukha aura AsvAda AegA ki kaisA sukha hai! yaha Apa khuda mahasUsa kareMge! kitane hI loga kahate haiM, mujhase viSaya chUTatA nahIM hai| maiMne kahA, aisA pAgalapana kyoM karatA hai? thor3A-thor3A niyama se cala! niyama meM rahanA, phira niyama chor3anA mt| isa kAla meM yadi niyama nahIM kareM to phira calegA hI nahIM! thor3I-sI DhIla to rakhanI hI par3atI hai| nahIM rakhanI par3atI? praznakartA : yadi puruSa kI icchA brahmacarya pAlana kI ho aura strI kI icchA nahIM ho to kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : nahIM ho to usameM kyA harja hai? usake bAre meM use samajhA denaa| praznakartA : kaise samajhAe~? dAdAzrI : vaha to samajhAte-samajhAte samAdhAna hogA, dhIre-dhIre! ekadama se baMda nahIM hogaa| donoM Apasa meM samAdhAnakArI mArga lo! isameM kyA nukasAna hai, yaha saba batalAnA aura aise vicAraNA krnaa| mokSa meM jAnA ho to viSaya haTAnA hogaa| haz2Ara mahAtmA haiM, jo sAlasAlabhara kA vrata lete haiN| kahate haiM, 'hameM sAlabhara ke lie vrata diijie|' sAlabhara meM use patA cala jAtA hai| abrahmacarya to anizcaya hai| anizcaya udayAdhIna nahIM hai| maiMne to cAra-pA~ca logoM ko pachA to avAka raha gyaa| maiMne kahA, bhaiyA, aisA pola nahIM clegaa| anizcaya hai yaha to| use to nikAlanA hI hogaa| brahmacarya to pahale caahie| vaise nizcaya se to Apa brahmacArI hI haiM magara vyavahAra se bhI honA caahie| brahmacarya aura abrahmacarya kA jise abhiprAya nahIM, use brahmacarya vrata vartana meM AyA kahalAtA hai| AtmA meM niraMtara rahanA yaha hamArA brahmacarya hai| 86 samajha se prApta brahmacarya phira bhI hama isa bAhara ke brahmacarya kA svIkAra nahIM karate aisA nahIM hai| Apa saMsArI haiM, isalie mujhe kahanA par3atA hai ki abrahmacarya kA harja nahIM hai, parantu abrahmacarya kA abhiprAya to honA hI nahIM caahie| abhiprAya to brahmacarya kA hI honA caahie| abrahmacarya hamArI nikAlI 'phAila' hai| paraMtu abhI usameM abhiprAya baratatA hai aura usa abhiprAya kI vajaha se 'jaisA hai vaisA' Ara-pAra dekha nahIM paate| mukta AnaMda kA anubhava nahIM hotA, kyoMki usa abhiprAya kA AvaraNa bAdhA karatA hai| abhiprAya to brahmacarya kA hI honA caahie| vrata kise kahate haiM? (apane Apa) barate use vrata kahate haiN| brahmacarya mahAvrata baratA kise kahate haiM? jise abrahmacarya kI yAda hI na Ae, use brahmacarya mahAvrata vartana meM hai, aisA kahate haiN| 10. AlocanA se hI jokhima TaleM, vrata bhaMga ke bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki vrata to tU svayaM tor3e to ttuuttegaa| koI tujhe kyA tur3avAegA? aise kisI ke tur3avAne se vrata TUTa nahIM jaataa| vrata lene ke bAda vrata kA bhaMga ho to AtmA (kA jJAna) bhI calA jaae| vrata liyA ho to usakA bhaMga hamase nahIM honA cAhie aura bhaMga ho to batA denA cAhie ki aba merI nahIM calatI hai| 11. cAritra kA prabhAva vyavahAra cAritra yAnI pudgala cAritra, A~kha se dikhe aisA cAritra aura vaha nizcaya cAritra utpanna huA ki bhagavAna huA khlaae| abhI Apa sabhI ko 'darzana' hai, phira 'jJAna' meM AegA, paraMtu cAritra utpanna hote dera lgegii| yaha hamArA akrama hai na, isalie cAritra zurU hotA bhI hai, paraMtu vaha ApakI samajha meM AnA muzkila hai| praznakartA : vyavahAra cAritra ke lie dUsarA vizeSa kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : kucha nhiiN| vyavahAra cAritra ke lie aura kyA karanA? jJAnI kI AjJA meM rahanA vahI vyavahAra cAritra aura yadi usameM yaha brahmacarya bhI A jAe to atti uttama aura tabhI saccA cAritra khlaae|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya 87 saMsAra jItane ke lie eka hI cAbI batAtA hU~ ki viSaya yadi viSayarUpa nahIM ho to sArA saMsAra jIta jAe~ge, kyoMki vaha phira zIlavAna meM ginA jaaegaa| saMsAra kA parivartana kara sakate haiM / ApakA zIla dekhakara hI sAmanevAle meM parivartana ho jaaegaa| varnA koI parivartana pAtA hI nhiiN| ulTeM viparita hotA hai| abhI to sArA zIla hI samApta ho gayA hai! caubIsoM tIrthakaroM ne kahA ki ekAMta zaiyAsana! kyoMki do prakRtiyA~ ekarUpa, pUrNatayA 'eDajasTebala' hotI nahIM haiN| isalie 'DiseDajasTa' hotI raheMgI aura isalie saMsAra khar3A hogaa| isalie bhagavAna ne khoja nikAlA ki ekAMta zaiyA aura Asana / khaMDa : 2 AtmajAgRti se brahmacarya kA mArga 1. viSayI spaMdana, mAtra jokhima viSayoM se bhagavAna bhI Dare haiN| vItarAga kisI vastu se Dare nahIM the, kintu ve eka viSaya se Dare the| Dare arthAt kyA ki jaise sA~pa Ae to pratyeka manuSya paira Upara kara letA hai ki nahIM karatA? 2. viSaya bhUkha kI bhayAnakatA jise khAne meM asaMtoSa hai usakA citta bhojana meM jAtA hai aura jahA~ hoTala dekhA vahA~ AkarSita hotA hai, paraMtu kyA khAnA hI akelA viSaya hai? yaha to pA~ca indriyA~ aura unake kitane hI viSaya haiM! khAne kA asaMtoSa ho to khAnA AkarSita karatA hai, vaise hI jise dekhane kA asaMtoSa hai vaha yahA~-vahA~ A~khe hI ghumAtA rahatA hai| puruSa ko strI kA asaMtoSa ho aura strI ko puruSa kA asaMtoSa ho to phira citta vahA~ khiMcatA hai| ise bhagavAna ne 'moha' khaa| dekhate hI khiMcatA hai| strI naz2ara AI ki citta cipaka jAtA hai| 'yaha strI hai' aisA dekhate haiN| vaha puruSa ke bhItara roga ho tabhI strI 88 samajha se prApta brahmacarya dikhatI hai, varnA AtmA hI dikhe aura 'yaha puruSa hai' aisA dekhatI hai, vaha usa strI kA roga hai / nirogI ho to mokSa hotA hai| abhI hamArI nirogI avasthA hai| isalie mujhe aisA vicAra hI nahIM AtA hai| strI-puruSa ko eka dUsare ko chUnA nahIM cAhie, bar3A jokhima hai / jaba taka pUrNa nahIM hue haiM, taba taka nahIM chU skte| varnA eka paramANu bhI viSaya kA praveza kare to kaI janma bigAr3a ddaale| hama meM to viSaya kA paramANu hI nahIM hai| eka paramANu bhI bigar3e to turaMta hI pratikramaNa karanA pdd'e| pratikramaNa karane para sAmanevAle ko ( viSaya kA) bhAva utpanna nahIM hotaa| eka to apane svarUpa kA ajJAna aura vartamAnakAla kA jJAna isalie phira use rAga utpanna hotA hai| bAkI yadi usakI samajha meM yaha Ae ki yaha garbha meM thI taba aisI dikhatI thI, janma huA taba aisI dikhatI thI, choTI baccI thI taba aisI dikhatI thI, bAda meM aisI dikhatI thI, abhI aisI dikhatI hai, bAda meM aisI dikhegI, buDDhI hone para aisI dikhegI, pakSAghAta ho jAe to aisI dikhegI, arathI uThegI taba aisI dikhegI, aisI sabhI avasthAe~ jisake lakSya meM hai, use vairAgya sikhAnA nahIM hotA! yaha to jo Aja kA dikhatA hai use dekhakara hI mUrchita ho jAte haiN| 3. viSaya sukha meM dAve anaMta ina cAra indriyoM ke viSaya koI parezAnI nahIM karate, kintu yaha jo pA~cavA jo viSaya hai sparza kA, vaha to sAmanevAle jIvaMta vyakti ke sAtha hai| vaha vyakti dAvA dAyara kare aisI hai| ataH yaha akele isa strI viSaya meM hI harja hai| yaha to jIvita 'phAila' khlaae| hama kaheM ki aba mujhe viSaya baMda karanA hai taba vaha kahe ki yaha nahIM clegaa| taba zAdI kyoM kI? arthAt yaha jIvita 'phAila' to dAvA dAyara karegI aura dAvA dAyara kare to hameM kaise pusAe? arthAt jIvita ke sAtha viSaya hI nahIM karanA / do mana ekAkAra ho hI nahIM skte| isalie dAve hI zurU ho jAte haiN| isa viSaya ke alAvA anya sabhI viSayoM meM eka mana hai, ekapakSa hai,
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya isalie sAmane dAvA dAyara nahIM krte| praznakartA : viSaya rAga se bhogate haiM yA dveSa se? dAdAzrI : rAga se| usa rAga meM se dveSa utpanna hotA hai| praznakartA : dveSa ke pariNAma utpanna ho to ulaTe karma jyAdA ba~dhate haiM na? 90 samajha se prApta brahmacarya meM unakI poTalI kholakara dekhA to kyA pAyA ki eka pustaka ke aMdara sone kI ginnI rakhI huI paaii| vaha usane nikAla lI aura lekara calA gyaa| phira jaba mahArAja ne poTalI kholI to ginnI gAyaba thii| ginnI kI bahuta khoja kI magara nahIM milii| dUsare dina se mahArAja ne vyAkhyAna meM lobha kI bAta karanI zurU kara dI ki lobha nahIM karanA caahie| aba Apa yadi viSaya ke saMbaMdha meM bolane lageM to ApakI vaha lAina hogI to bhI TUTa jAegI, kyoMki Apa mana ke virodhI ho ge| mana kI voTiMga alaga aura ApakI voTiMga alaga ho gii| mana samajha jAegA ki 'ye hamAre virodhI ho gae, aba hamArA voTa nahIM clegaa|' para bhItara kapaTa hai isalie loga bola nahIM pAte aura aisA bolanA itanA AsAna bhI nahIM hai na! dAdAzrI : nirA baira hI ba~dhatA hai| jise jJAna nahIM ho, use pasaMda ho taba bhI karma ba~dhate haiM aura pasaMda na ho taba bhI karma ba~dhate haiM aura jise jJAna ho to use kisI prakAra ke karma ba~dhate nahIM hai| isalie jahA~-jahA~ jo-jo vyakti para hamArA mana ulajhatA hai usa vyakti ke bhItara jo zuddhAtmA hai vahI hameM chur3avAnevAlA hai| isalie unase mA~ga karanA ki mujhe isa abrahmacarya viSaya se mukta kiijie| dUsarI sabhI jagahoM para yoM hI chUTane ke lie prayAsa kareMge vaha vyartha jaaegaa| usI vyakti ke zuddhAtmA hameM isa viSaya se chur3avAnevAle haiN| viSaya Asakti se utpanna hote haiM aura phira unameM se vikarSaNa hotA hai| vikarSaNa hone para baira ba~dhatA hai aura baira ke 'phAunDezana' para yaha saMsAra khar3A rahA hai| aisA hai na, isa avalaMbana kA hamane jitanA sukha liyA vaha saba udhAra liyA gayA sukha hai, 'lona' (RNa) pr| aura 'lona' yAnI 'rIpe' (cUkate) karanA par3atA hai| jaba 'lona' 'rIpe' ho jAe, phira Apako koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM rhtii| 4. viSaya bhoga, nahIM nikAlI eka mahArAja the, ve vyAkhyAna meM viSaya ke bAre meM bahuta kucha bolate, para lobha kI bAta Ane para kucha nahIM kahate the| koI vicakSaNa zrotA ko huA ki ye lobha kI bAta kabhI kyoM nahIM karate? saba bAteM kahate haiM, viSaya ke bAre meM bhI bolate haiN| phira vaha una mahArAja ke pAsa gayA aura akele praznakartA : kaI aisA samajhate haiM ki 'akrama' meM brahmacarya kA koI mahattva hI nahIM hai| vaha to DiscArja hI hai na? dAdAzrI : akrama kA aisA artha hotA hI nahIM hai| aisA artha nikAlanevAlA 'akrama mArga' samajhA hI nahIM hai| yadi samajhA hotA to mujhe use viSaya ke saMbaMdha meM alaga se kahane kI z2arUrata hI nahIM rhtii| akrama mArga yAnI kyA ki DiscArja ko hI DiscArja mAnA jAtA hai| para ina logoM ke DiscArja hI nahIM hai| yaha to abhI lAlaca haiM aNdr| yaha to saba rAjIkhuzI se karate haiN| DiscArja ko koI samajhA hai? 5. saMsAra vRkSa kA mUla, viSaya isa duniyA kA sArA AdhAra pA~ca viSayoM ke Upara hI hai| jise viSaya nahIM, use TakarAva nhiiN| praznakartA : viSaya aura kaSAya, ina donoM meM mUlata: pharka kyA hai? dAdAzrI : kaSAya agale janma kA kAraNa hai aura viSaya pichale janma kA pariNAma hai| ina donoM meM bhArI aMtara hai|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya praznakartA : ise jarA vistAra se smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : ye sAre jitane viSaya haiM, ve pichale janma ke pariNAma haiN| isalie hama DA~Tate nahIM ki mokSa cAhate haiM to jAie akele par3e rahie, ghara se hA~kakara bAhara nahIM krte| para hamane apane jJAna meM dekhA ki viSaya to pichale janma kA pariNAma hai| isalie kahA ki jAie. ghara jAkara so jAie, ArAma se phAiloM kA nikAla kiijie| hama agale janma kA kAraNa tor3a dete haiM para jo pichale janma kA pariNAma hai, isakA hama cheda nahIM kara skte| kisI se chedA nahIM jA sktaa| mahAvIra bhagavAna se bhI nahIM chedA jA sakatA, kyoMki bhagavAna ko bhI tIsa sAla taka saMsAra meM rahanA par3A thA aura beTI huI thii| viSaya aura kaSAya kA artha yahI hotA hai, para logoM ko isakA patA hI nahIM calatA na! yaha to bhagavAna mahAvIra akele hI jAneM ki isakA kyA artha hai| praznakartA : para viSaya Ae to kaSAya khar3e hote haiM na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, sabhI viSaya to viSaya hI haiM, paraMtu viSaya meM ajJAnatA ho taba kaSAya khar3e hote haiM aura jJAna ho taba kaSAya nahIM hote| kaSAya kahA~ se janme? taba kaheM, viSaya meM se| ye sAre kaSAya jo utpanna hue haiM, ve sAre viSaya meM se hae haiN| para isameM viSaya kA doSa nahIM hai, ajJAnatA kA doSa hai| mUla kAraNa kyA hai? ajnyaantaa| 6. AtmA, akartA-abhoktA viSaya kA svabhAva alaga hai, AtmA kA svabhAva alaga hai| AtmA ne pA~ca indriyoM ke viSaya meM se kucha bhI. kabhI bhI bhogA hI nahIM hai| taba loga kahate haiM ki mere AtmA ne viSaya bhogA! are, AtmA kahIM bhugatatA hogA? isalie kRSNa bhagavAna ne kahA, 'viSaya viSaya meM baratate haiN|' aisA kahA, phira bhI logoM kI samajha meM nahIM aayaa| aura ye to kahate haiM ki 'maiM hI bhogatA huuN|' varnA loga to aisA kaheMge ki 'viSaya viSaya meM baratate haiM, AtmA to sUkSma hai|' isalie bhogo! aisA usakA bhI durupayoga kara ddaaleN| samajha se prApta brahmacarya 7. AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa kA siddhAMta yaha saba AkarSaNa ke kAraNa hI TikA huA hai ! choTe-bar3e AkarSaNa kI vajaha se yaha sArA saMsAra khar3A rahA hai| isameM bhagavAna ko kucha karane kI z2arUrata hI paidA nahIM huI hai| kevala AkarSaNa hI hai| yaha strI-puruSa ko lekara jo hai, vaha bhI kevala AkarSaNa hI hai| pina aura cuMbaka meM jaisA AkarSaNa hai, vaisA yaha strI-puruSa kA AkarSaNa hai| sabhI striyoM kI ora AkarSaNa nahIM hotaa| paramANu mela khAte hoM, usa strI kI ora AkarSaNa hotA hai| AkarSaNa hone ke bAda khuda taya kare ki mujhe nahIM khiMcanA hai, phira bhI khiMca jaaegaa| praznakartA : vaha pUrva kA RNAnubaMdha huA na? dAdAzrI : RNAnubaMdha kahe to yaha sArA saMsAra RNAnubaMdha hI kahalAtA hai| paraMtu khiMcAva honA vaha aisI vastu hai ki unakA paramANu kA Amane-sAmane hisAba hai, isalie khiMcate haiN| abhI jo rAga utpanna hotA hai, vaha vAstava meM rAga nahIM hai| ye cuMbaka aura pina hote haiM, taba cuMbaka aise ghumAe~ to pina Upara-nIce hogii| donoM meM jIva nahIM hai phira bhI cuMbaka ke guNa ke kAraNa donoM ko kevala AkarSaNa rahatA hai| isI prakAra isa deha ke samAna paramANu hote haiM, taba usIke sAtha AkarSaNa hotA hai| usameM cuMbaka hai, isameM ilekTrikala boDI (tejasa zarIra) hai! jaise cuMbaka lohe ko khIMcatA hai, dUsarI kisI dhAtu ko nahIM khiiNctaa| yaha to ilekTrisiTI kI vajaha se paramANu prabhAvita hote haiM aura isalie paramANu khiMcate haiN| jaise pina aura cuMbaka ke bIca meM AtA hai koI aMdara? pina ko hamane sikhAyA thA ki tU Upara-nIce honA? ata: yaha deha sArI vijJAna hai| vijJAna se yaha saba calatA hai| aba AkarSaNa huA use loga kaheM ki mujhe rAga huaa| are ! AtmA ko rAga hotA hogA kahIM? AtmA to vItarAga hai! AtmA ko rAga bhI nahIM hotA aura dveSa bhI nahIM hotA hai| yaha to donoM sva-kalpita hai| vaha bhrAMti hai|
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________________ samajha se prApta brahmacarya bhrAMti calI jAe to kucha hai hI nahIM! praznakartA : AkarSaNa kA pratikramaNa karanA par3atA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, z2arUra! AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa isa zarIra ko hotA ho to hameM 'caMdubhAI' (phAila naM. 1) se kahanA hogA ki 'he caMdubhAI, yahA~ AkarSaNa hotA hai, isalie pratikramaNa kiijie|' to AkarSaNa baMda ho jaaegaa| AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa donoM haiM, ve hameM bhaTakAnevAle haiN| 8. 'vaijJAnika gAIDa' brahmacarya ke lie aisI pustaka (kitAba) hindustAna meM chapI nahIM hai| hindustAna meM aisI pustaka brahmacarya kI, khojoge to bhI nahIM milegii| kyoMki jo khare brahmacArI hue, ve kahane ke lie nahIM rahe haiM aura jo brahmacArI nahIM haiM, ve kahane ko rahe magara unhoMne likhA nahIM hai| brahmacArI nahIM hai ve kaise likha pAe~ge? khuda ke jo doSa hoM, usa para koI vivecana likhanA saMbhava nahIM hai| ata: jo brahmacArI the ve kahane ko nahIM Thahare, jo khare brahmacArI the ve caubIsa tIrthakara! kRpAludeva ne bhI thor3A-bahuta isa bAre meM kahA hai| yaha to hamArI brahmacarya kI pustaka jisane par3hI ho, vahI brahmacarya kA pAlana kara sakatA hai, varnA brahmacarya pAlana karanA koI AsAna vastu nau kalameM (bhAvanAe~) 1. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA kiMcitmAtra bhI aham na dubhe (duHkhe), na dubhAyA (du:khAyA) jAye yA dubhAne (duHkhAne) ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI parama zakti do| mujhe kisI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA kiMcitmAtra bhI aham na dubhe, aisI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana aura syAdvAda manana karane kI parama zakti do| 2. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dharma kA kiMcitmAtra bhI pramANa na dubhe, na dubhAyA jAye yA dubhAne ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI parama zakti do| mujhe kisI bhI dharma kA kiMcitmAtra bhI pramANa na dubhAyA jAye aisI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana aura syAdvAda manana karane kI parama zakti do| 3, he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI upadezaka sAdhu, sAdhvI yA AcArya kA avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karane kI parama zakti do| 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke prati kiMcitmAtra bhI abhAva. tiraskAra kabhI bhI na kiyA jAye, na karavAyA jAye yA kartA ke prati na anumodita kiyA jAye, aisI parama zakti do| 5. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke sAtha kabhI bhI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA na bolI jAye, na bulavAI jAye yA bolane ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI parama zakti do| koI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA boleM to mujhe mRdu-Rju bhASA bolane kI zakti do| 6. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke prati strI, puruSa yA napuMsaka, koI bhI liMgadhArI ho, to usake saMbaMdha meM kiciMtmAtra bhI viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhI doSa, icchAe~, ceSTAe~ yA vicAra saMbaMdhI doSa na kiye jAyeM, na karavAye jAyeM yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ parama zakti do| mujhe niraMtara nirvikAra rahane kI parama zakti do| 7. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI rasa meM lubdhatA na ho aisI zakti do| samarasI AhAra lene kI parama zakti do| 8. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA pratyakSa athavA parokSa, jIvita athavA mRta, kisI kA kiMcitmAtra bhI avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na kiyA jAye, na karavAyA jAye yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAyeM, aisI parama zakti do| 9. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe jagata kalyANa karane meM nimitta banane kI parama zakti do, zakti do, zakti do| (itanA Apa dAdA bhagavAna se mA~gA kreN| yaha pratidina yaMtravat par3hane kI cIja nahIM hai, hRdaya meM rakhane kI cIz2a hai| yaha pratidina upayogapUrvaka bhAvanA karane kI cIja hai| itane pATha meM samasta zAstroM kA sAra A jAtA hai|) pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM, dehadhArI (jisake prati doSa huA ho, usa vyakti kA nAma) ke mana-vacana-kAyA ke yoga, bhAvakarmadravyakarma-nokarma se bhinna aise he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, ApakI sAkSI meM, Aja dina taka mujhase jo jo ** doSa hue haiM, usake lie kSamA mA~gatA huuN| hRdayapUrvaka bahuta pazcAtApa karatA huuN| mujhe kSamA kreN| aura phira se aise doSa kabhI bhI nahIM karU~, aisA dRr3ha nizcaya karatA huuN| usake lie mujhe parama zakti dIjie, zakti dIjie, zakti diijie| ** krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, viSaya-vikAra, kaSAya Adi se kisI ko bhI duHkha pahu~cAyA ho, usa doSo ko mana meM yAda kreN| prAptisthAna dAdA bhagavAna parivAra aDAlaja : trimaMdira saMkula, saumaMdhara sITI, ahamadAbAda- kalola hAI ve, posTa : aDAlaja, ji. gAMdhInagara, gujarAta - 382421. phona : (079) 39830100, email : info@dadabhagwan.org ahamadAbAda : dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380014. phona : (079)27540408, 27543979 rAjakoTa : trimaMdira, ahamadAbAda-rAjakoTa hAI ve, taraghaDIyA cokaDI, posTa : mAliyAsaNa, ji. rAjakoTa, phona : 99243 43478 vaDodarA : dAdA bhagavAna parivAra, (0265)2414142 muMbaI : dAdA bhagavAna parivAra, 9323528901 pUNe : maheza Thakkara, dAdA bhagavAna parivAra, 9822037740 beMgalura : azoka jaina, dAdA bhagavAna parivAra, 9341948509 kolakatA : zazIkAMta kAmadAra, dAdA bhagavAna parivAra, 033-32933885 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 100, SW Redbud Lane, Topeka, Kansas 66606. Tel: 785-271-0869, E-mail: bamin@cox.net Dr. Shirish Patel, 2659, Raven Circle, Corona, CA 92882 Tel. : 951-734-4715, E-mail: shirishpatel@sbcglobal.net : Dada Centre, 236, Kingsbury Road, (Above Kingsbury Printers), Kingsbury, London, NW9 OBH Tel.: 07956476253, E-mail: dadabhagwan_uk@yahoo.com Canada : Dinesh Patel, 4, Halesia Drive, Etobicock, Toronto, M9W6B7. Tel. : 416675 3543 E-mail: ashadinsha@yahoo.ca Canada :+1416-675-3543 Australia:+61421127947 Dubai :+971506754832 Singapore: +65 81129229 Malaysia :+60 126420710 Website : www.dadabhagwan.org, www.dadashri.org dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho (pratidina kama se kama 10 minaTa se lekara 50 minaTa taka jora se boleM)