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________________ | zALAzAlAAilA rahasyo * pravacanakAra , pravacana prabhAvaka pU.A. zrI viSNu kIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI mahArAja
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________________ aMjanazalAkAnAM rahatho Kir saMpurNa Tiarelli : prakAzaka : sajA pradAta jainaArAdhanA bhavana, pAchIyAnI poLa, rIlIpha roDa, amadAvAda - 1 phona : pheksa | 2539 27 89 E-mail : sanmargprakashan@gmail.com
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________________ aMjanazalAkanA ho prathama AvRtti : gujarAtI : vi.saM. 2063 nakala 3000 | dvitIya AvRtti : gujarAtI : vi. saM. 2068 nakala 1500 mUlya : rUpiyA 30-00 : prakAzaka : saMparkasthAna - prAptisthAnA sabhA prakAzana jaina ArAdhanA bhavana, pAchIyAnI poLa, rIlIpha roDa, amadAvAda-1 phona : pheksa : 2539 27 89 E-mail : sanmargprakashan@gmail.com
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________________ nA svAmI trIjA tIrthapati zrI saMbhavanAthaprabhu
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________________ jainazAsana ziratAja GUgacchAdhirAjapUyapA AcAryadeva@Ima vijaya jANaTI vardhamAna taponidhi ni:spRhamUrtiI pUjyapANaAcAryadeva zrImavijaya gNayaUrIzmIjI mahAvajI kAnugAmI pratibhAnA svAmI) pravacanaprabhAvuka WpAkathAcAryadeva zrIma viSNu GzarISNajI GTUka pU. dhruvirAjazrI zathijI darajI
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________________ pU. mAtuzrI samubenA devazIbhAI voharA pU.pitAzrI devazIbhAI 'hakamacaMda voherA
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________________ phuvA zrI gagaladAsa sarUpacaMda voharA (dIkSA bAda pU.A.zrI. vijaya guNayaza sU.ma.) 'bhAI zrI kAMtilAla gagaladAsa voherA (dIkSA bAda pU.A.zrI. vijaya kIrtiyaza sU.ma.) phaI zrI jIvIbena gagaladAsa voharA
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________________ .... (bhaA ... sabhA prakAzana dvArA Ayojita "pravacana prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya kIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA pravacanonA sAragrAhI avataraNa rUpe prakAzita thatA aMjAralAThThAtAM rahasyo pustaka prakAzanano lAbha lenAra || zrI saMbhavanAthAya namaH | zrI naminAthAya namaH | zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH | dharmadhAma "sUrirAmacaMdra' ane kRpAdhAma "sUriguNayaza' parama AlaMbane pravacanatIrtha pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya kIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA zAstrIya mArgadarzanane jhIlIne pAlaDI amula sosAyaTInA gRhAMgaNe zveta, saMgemaramarI, sAmaraNabaddha, kalAkRtimaya jinAlayanuM nirmANa karyuM che. jemAM alaukika parikarayukta suvarNamajyA zrI saMbhavanAtha prabhu, zrI naminAtha prabhu ane zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhu Adi jinabiMbonAM besaNAM thaze. sUrirAmacaMdra dIkSA zatAbdI varSe 2068 phAgaNa vada5 somavAra tA. 12-3-12nA zrI saMbhavanAtha prabhu Adi jinabiMbonI aMjanazalAkApUrvaka praveza pratiSThA temaja kalAtmaka gurukulikAmAM bhAvAcArya bhagavaMta pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ane gurugaccha vizvAsadhAma pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya guNayazasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI gurumUrtinI prANa pratiSThApUrvaka praveza-pratiSThA temaja mAtuzrI-pitAzrI samubena devasIbhAI ane vaDIlabaMdhu jayaMtibhAInA jIvana saurabha nimittaka yojela bhavyAtibhavya aSTAhnika jinabhakti mahotsava prasaMge - kuladIpaka pUjya munirAja zrI meghayazavijayajI mahArAjanA parama AlaMbane rAmapurA nivAsI samubena devasIbhAI hakamacaMda Adi samasta pAMcasovoharA parivAra jayaMtibhAI-jhabIbena, vinodabhAI-jeNIbena, dinezabhAI-maMjulAbena Ape karelI tabhaktinI amo hArdika anumodanA karIe chIe ane bhaviSyamAM paNa Apa uttarottara uttama kakSAnI Rtabhakti karatA raho evI zubhecchA pAThavIe chIe. li. janmASTa pradArata
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________________ prANAya aciMtya mAhAsyanidhi zrI dharaNendra-pArzvayakSa-padmAvatI-vairuTyAdi devadevI paripUjita sarvavAMchita-mokSaphalapradAyaka zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha paramAtmAnI asIma anugraha dhArAne jhIlI zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra mahArAjAnA lokottara, bhavatAraka, jainazAsananA zrutanidhine vidha-vidha rUpa-svarUpamAM bhavyAtmAo sudhI pahoMcADavAnA zubha lakSyathI "sanmArga prakAzana'nI saMsthApanA thaI che. bhAvAcArya bhagavaMta, jaina zAsana ziratAja , tapAgacchAdhirAja pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA AjJAnuzAsanane jhIlI prAraMbhAyela zruta-prakAzananI A pravRtti, vAtsalyanidhi suvizALa gacchAdhirAja pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya mahodayasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA preraka pIThabaLathI khUba pAMgarI-vistarI zakI che. vigata sareraka varSamAM 300 thI vadhu pustako-prato ane gujarAtI-hiMdI alaga-alaga AvRttivALA sanmArga-pAphikanA niyamita prakAzana dvArA hajAro zAsanapremIone sanmArgano bodha ane sanmArga para cAlavAnI saMpreraNA pUrI pADavAmAM amo nimitta banI zakyA, te badala amone AnaMda che. tapAgacchAdhirAja pUjyapAdazrIjInA ziSyaratna vardhamAna taponidhi pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya guNayazasUrIzvarajI mahArAjano akhaMDa svAdhyAya yajJa amArA mATe dIvAdAMDIrUpa banela che to teo zrImanA ziSyaratna pravacana prabhAvaka pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya kIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanuM zAstrIya saMgIna mArgadarzana amArA mATe ammalita vikAsano upAya banela che.
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________________ vividha zAstrIya graMtho, abhyAsa graMtho, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati tapAgacchAdhirAja pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA jinavANIno nirbheLa ane nirmaLa rasAsvAda karAvatA pravacanonA savAsothI ya vadhu pustako temaja pravacana prabhAvaka pUjyapAda AcAryadeva vijaya kIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA saraLa, supAcya, surekha zailImAM zAstrIya padArthane pIrasatAM cAlIsa jeTalAM pustako prakAzita karI amo yatkiMcit zruta sevA karI zakyA chIe. e ja zreNInA eka maNakArUpe "aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo' nAmanuM A pustaka vAcaka bAMdhavonA karakamaLamAM samarpita karIe chIe. sarva kSetra sarvakALamAM prAyaH sarvAdhika upakAraka banatA zrI tIrthaMkaradevonA sthApanAnizepA eTale ja pratimAMmAM paramAtmatattvanA AropaNanI prakriyAno mahattvapUrNa bhAga "aMjanazalAkA'nA nAme janavikhyAta che. "aMjanazalAkA vidhAna paripUrNa thayA bAda ja jinapratimA jinarUpa bane che. pratimA jinarUpa banyA pachI jinabhaktino strota zarU thAya che ane e srota ja AgaLa vadhI paramAnaMda mokSanI saMpatti Ape che. AvA "aMjanazalAkA' vidhAnanA vidha-vidha pAsAone pravacana prabhAvaka pUjyazrIe vidha-vidha "aMjanazalAkA'nA prasaMgoe ApelAM pravacanomAM khUba AgavI pratibhAthI kholI ApyAM che. sAtho sAtha jinabhakti' AtmAnA UrdhIkaraNa mATe kevI rIte upakAraka che ?, "jinabhakti' eTale zuM ?, enA prakAro kayA ? enuM svarUpa zuM ? enA anaMtara-paraMpara phaLo kyAM kyAM ? jinabhakata jina bhakti ane jinarAjano paraspara bheda-abheda eTale zuM ? A ane AvI aneka prazna zreNIonAM samAdhAno khUba ja pravAhI ane zAstrasApekSa nIti-rItithI A pravacanomAM prastuta karAyAM che. paramAtmA zrI tIrthaMkaradevanuM AdhyAtmika vyaktitva, puNyaprabhAva, guNasamRddhi, atizayonI mahAnatA, prAtihAryonI zobhA, cAre nikSepAnuM svarUpa, paMca kalyANaka 5
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________________ utsava ane ujavaNI, saMsAravAsa daramyAna prabhujInI virakti, bhoganI karaNI dvArA yoganI sAdhanA, paLa paLa kevaLa nirjarA sAdhavAnI siddhi, paramAtma bhaktanuM bhAvajagata, devo dvArA thatI jinabhakti, samarpaNanI rIta-bhAta vagere vagere anekAneka bAbatonI ramajhaTa dvArA jinabhaktane jinabhaktimAM gulatAna karAvI. jinarAja svarUpI banAvI devAno anokho sAdhanA mArga A pravacanomAM pIrasAyo che. 'kSanyAnA aMkomAM judAM judAM sthaLe patharAyela jinabhakti viSayaka pravacano ane pravacanazone ahIM thoDA saMskArita-saMvahnita karIne mUkyAM che ke jenA vAcanathI ApaNA hRdayanA baMdha netromAMya, maMtrazalAkAno sparza thaI tenuM unsIlana-pragaTIkaraNa thAya. sau koI A pravacanonAM vAMcanAdi dvArA satyArtha jinabhakti karI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano saMsparza pAmI, enAM phaLarUpe uttarottara UMcI UMcI kakSAnI tAttvika jinabhaktine abhyastha karI jinapada-zivapadane pAmanArA bane e ja zubhAbhilASA. (prathama AvRttimAMthI sudhArIne) -sanmA pradAna (prathama AvRttimAMthI sudhArIne)
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________________ | agphamuilal kramAMka viSaya pAnA naM. ------8 | -----33 1. aMjanazalAkA --- 2. pratiSThA aMjanazalAkAno prabhAva ---- 3. cyavana kalyANakanuM prAsaMgika pravacana -- 4. pa3 dikakumArI mahotsava-janmakalyANaka -5. prabhuno snAtrotsava ----------- 6. prabhunA snAtra vakhate deva-devInI sthiti --- ----15 7. prabhunuM nAmakaraNa ane phaIyAruM--- ----17 aMjana vidhinA vyavahAro : zakti pramANe bhakti : -- -----------19 9, pAThazALAgamana ane rAjyAbhiSeka-- ----------23 10. prabhuno lagnotsava -- 11. dIkSA kalyANaka - ------43 12. aMjana pratiSThA pachInuM pravacana ---- ----------55 13. parikaranA mAdhyamathI paramAtmAnuM dhyAna---- --------01 14. laganI lAgI che prabhu !tArA milananI.. -- ----------75 15. hRdaya darpaNa cokhyuM hoya to emAM mahAna prabhune paNa AvavuM ja paDe !----- ----------85 17. bhAvabhakti karavAmAM mAnavIne devendra paNa na pahoMcI zake-- ----93 17. paramAnaMdanuM bIja : paramAtmabhakti -- ---101 pariziSTa-1 zrI saMbhavanAtha caritra ----123 pariziSTa-2 paMcakalyANakAdinA sArtha zloko 124 pariziSTa-3 smRtimaMdira aMjana gIta guMjana -129
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________________ aMjanazalAkA aM aMtima tIrthaMkara paramAtmA zrI mahAvIra prabhunA zAsananA zAstromAM batAvela vidhi mujaba jinabiMbanuM nirmANa thayA bAda cyavana, janma, dIkSA, kevalajJAna ane nirvANa A paMca kalyANakonI ujavaNI dvArA emAM paramAtmAnA guNonuM AropaNa karavAnI mahAna kriyA. ja janma-jarA-mRtyunivAraka arihaMta paramAtmAnI pratimAne jivokta vidhi anusAra pUjyatama banAvavAnI maMgala prakriyA. na navanirmita jinapratimAnI aMjanazalAkA samaye suvihita zuddhaprarUpaka saccAritra pAtra sadgurubhagavaMto dvArA taccitta-tallezya-tanmana-tadajhavasita banavA dvArA pote paramAtmamaya banIne paramAtmAnI yogasiddhino bhavyAtmAonA hitakAje pratimAmAM AvirbhAva karavAnI salkiyA. za zaraNekavatsala arihaMta paramAtmAnAM bibomAM sarvajJatA-sarvadarzitAno sAkSAtkAra karavAnI virala ane viziSTa kriyA. lA lAvaNyanI lokottaratAnA pAricAyaka paramAtma-pratimAnA prabhAvaka AlaMbanane paramAtmarasika jIvo mATe khulluM mukavAnI maMtrakriyA. kA kALanA baMdhanathI mukta atIta-anAgata ane vartamAna jinezvaronuM ekatra ekasthaLe guNAkvAnarUpe avataraNa karI ekIsAthe sarva jinezvaronI ArAdhanAnuM bhavya bhAthuM puruM pADanArI bhadrakriyA. anaMta kALanA janma maraNAdi ane naraka nigodAdi du:khone temaja e du:kha prApaka karmonA zataza: khaMDa karIne zAzvata sukhanA sAmrAjyane lAvI ApI kAlAtIta banAvanAra jaina zAstrokta sadanuSThAna eTale 'aMjanazalAkA.'
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________________ pratiSThA aMjanazalAkAno prabhAva zAMta-dAMta-tyAgI-tapasvI vizuddha prarUpaka saccAritrapAtra sUrivaronA varada haste zubha muhUrte ullAsa umaMgapUrvaka ujavAyela aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA vidhi e pradezamAM rahela bhavyAtmAo upara ajaba-gajabano upakAra kare che. jainAcAryonA nAbhinA nAda pUrvakanA maMtroccAra samagra vAyumaMDaLane prabhAvita kare che, devI-devatAonuM saMvidhAna prApta karAve che, puNya paramANuono pracAra-prasAra kare che, jyAM sudhI jinabiMba ane jinAlaya vidyamAna rahe tyAM sudhI kalyANanI vaNathaMbhI paraMparAnuM sarjana kare che, jainonA AdhyAtmika vikAsanI paMktio khullI mUke che, jagatanI Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhionuM zamana kare che, niSkAma bhakti karanAra jinabhaktane UMcAmAM UMcA bhautika sukhonuM pradAna kare che, UMcAmAM UMcA bhautika sukhomAM paNa AtmAnA vairAgyane jIvato ne jAgato rAkhe che, jIvanamAM sadgaNonI surasaritA ane zAMtino samudra sarjI Ape che, karmodaye jIvanamAM tUTI paDatA du:khanA DuMgarAmAM ya jIvane duHkhI banatAM aTakAve che, sAgaranI jema chalakAtA sukhamAM ya jIvane malakAtA aTakAve che, sukha ane duHkha, zatru ane mitra, saMpatti ane Apatti, anukULatA ane pratikULatA A dareka paristhitimAM samAna dhI samAdhi apAve che. eTaluM ja nahi, paraMtu maraNa samayanI asahya vedanA vacce paNa mAMgavAnuM mana thaI jAya tevI samatA-samAdhi paMDitamaraNa ApavA dvArA paraloka-sadgatinI paraMparAne ujaLI banAvI Ape che ane prAMte anAdikALathI cAlI AvatI rajhaLapATano aMta lAvI anaMta du:khathI mukti ApavA svarUpa - anaMta akSaya zAzvata sukhanI prApti karAvavA svarUpa paramapadamokSapada Ape che.
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________________ 00 - mokSane pAmavAnA ATha upAyo che; temAM paramAtmAnI pUjA paDelI che. prabhupUjArI agradarzana, samyagadarzanathI cAritranI tAlAvelI, cAritranI tAlAvelIthI cAritranI prApti, pariNatikSapakazreNI- ghAtakSaya-kevalajJAna aghAtinAza ane chevaTe mokSa thAya che. paramAtmAnI eka pUjA dvArA anaMtAne kevaLajJAna jIyuM che ane anaMtA mokSamAM gayA che. ooooo 10
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________________ cyavana kalyANakanuM prAsaMgika pravacana nArakA api modante, yasya kalyANaparvasu / pavitraM tasya cAritraM, ko vA varNayituM kSamaH / / artha : "nArako paNa jemanA kalyANaka parva divasomAM AnaMdane anubhave che te tIrthakaranA pavitra jIvanane varNavavA mATe koNa samartha hoI zake ? je cauda mahAsvapno thakI nija mAtane harakhAvatA, vaLI garbhamAMhI jJAnatrayane gopavI avadhAtA; je janmatAM pahelA ja cosaTha I jene vaMdatA, evA prabhu arihaMtane, paMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. anaMta upakArI tAraka tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnAM kalyANako vizvamAtranA jIvone sukha ApanArAM thAya che. jagatanA bIjA koIpaNa jIvo evA nathI ke jenuM cyavana, janma, dIkSA, kevaLajJAna ane nirvANa jagatanA jIvone sukha ApanAruM banatuM hoya. tAraka tIrthaMkara paramAtmA pUrvanA trIjA bhavamAM jIvamAtrano uddhAra karavAnI bhAvanAthI je tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanI nikAcanA kare che, tenA pariNAme tAraka tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jyAre mAtAnA udaramAM Ave che, tyAre temanI mAtAne 14 mahAsvapno Ave che ane paramAtmA svayaM nirmaLa matijJAna, nirmaLa zrutajJAna ane nirmaLa vi.saM. 2054 caitra vada-0)) -vivA- tA. 26-4-98 ------- --------------- cyavana kalyANakanuM prAsaMgika pravacana
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________________ avadhijJAna, A traNa traNa jJAna laIne AvyA hoya che. temanA cyavana samaye samagra jIvalokamAM ajavALAM phelAvA sAthe sarva jIvo kSaNavAra sukhanI anubhUti kare che. mATe paramAtmAnA cyavanane "cyavana-kalyANaka" tarIke oLakhavAmAM Ave che. zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA jIvanano vicAra karavAmAM Ave to je prANata nAmanA 10mA devalokamAMthI cyavIne prabhu vAmAmAtAnI kukSImAM Ave che, te devalokamAM jyAM sudhI paramAtmA hatA tyAM sudhI temaNe 500-500 kalyANakonI ujavaNI karI che. devalokamAM rahela tAraka tIrthakara bhagavAnano AtmA paNa jo kalyANakanI ujavaNI karato hoya to te kalyANakanuM mahatva keTaluM haze ? te ujavaNI ekavAra karI tema nahi pa00 vAra karI ane chatAM ghaNuM karyuM tevuM to kyAre ya na lAgyuM. jyAre jyAre tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA kalyANakanI ujavaNI karavAno avasara Avyo tyAre atyaMta ullAsathI karI. jene kAraNe evuM prakRSTa puNyanuM sarjana thayuM ke je puruSAdAnIya banyA. svayaM to tIrthakarano AtmA hato ja, temane tIrthakaranI ArAdhanAno avasara maLyo ane ujavyo. tethI Aje paNa teo avanItala upara jIvamAtranuM kalyANa karI rahyA che. je cyavana kalyANakanI ujavaNI thAya che, te eTalA ja mATe thAya che ke jema svargalokathI paramAtmAnuM avanItala para avataraNa thayuM tema ApaNA hRdayamAM paNa paramAtmAnuM avataraNa thAya, vAsa thAya. jyAre mAtAnA udaramAM paramAtmA padhAryA haze tyAre mAtAne keTalo AnaMda thayo haze ? te ja rIte paramAtmA jo ApaNA AtmAmAM avatare to ApaNane paNa kevA apUrva AnaMdanI anubhUti thAya? samyagdarzananA pragaTIkaraNa dvArA A anubhUtino AsvAda mANI zakAya che. jo ApaNane eka sAruM svapna Ave to apUrva AnaMda thAya che, to caMda cauda mahAsvapno AvyA haze tyAre prabhunI mAtAne keTalo AnaMda thayo haze ? ane jyAre prabhunI mAtAe potAne AvelA svapnanuM varNana karyuM haze tyAre prabhunA pitAne keTalo AnaMda thayo haze ? Aje A badhI ghaTanAone jIvaMta svarUpe darzAvavAno Azaya e che ke paramAtmA pratyeno bhaktibhAva vyakta karI zakAya. AvA uttama prasaMgone bhaktibhAvapUrvaka jovAthI, uttama kuLomAM jaLavAtI uttama maryAdAo pratye AdarabhAva pedA thAya che, uttama kuLomAM pati-patnInA zayanakhaMDo alaga rahetA. khAnadAna ane uttama kuLamAM janmelA puNyAtmAonI pravRttimAM aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ raghavATano abhAva ane dhIratA-gaMbhIratAnAM darzana thAya che, temanI cAla paNa gajagAminI, haMsagAminI hoya che. AthI ja prabhunA mAtA svapna joIne ukyAM bAda ekadama rAjA pAse doDI nathI jatAM, paNa svapna joIne jAgRta thayA bAda potAne Avela svapnane svasthatApUrvaka barAbara yAda kare che. manamAM pAko nirdhAra kare che ane te pachI mahArAjA je zayanakhaMDamAM sUtA che, te khaMDamAM gajagAminI gatithI Ave che. AvIne DhaMDhoLIne "UTho' ema na kahetAM be hAtha joDI, traNa vAra Avarta karIne, "svAminAtha ! Apano jaya thAva, vijaya thAva,' ema maMgaLavacano uccArIne rAjAne jAgRta kare che, patine nidrAmAMthI uThADavA mATeno uttama kuLono A paNa eka uttama vyavahAra hato. rAjA avAja sAMbhaLIne UThelA che, paNa kema AvyAM ?" tema nathI pUchatAM, rANIne kahe che ke "tame Asana grahaNa karo.' AjJA maLyA pachI Asana grahaNa kare che, emane ema bolatA nathI, A paNa maryAdA che. te pachI vArtAlApa zarU thAya che. vArtAlApamAM "svAminAtha', "mahAdevI' vagere zabdono prayoga thAya che. rAjA vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI tarata teno javAba nathI ApatA, zAMtithI sAMbhaLIne teno vicAra kare che. madhyarAtrie jyAre mahArANI svapna kahevA Ave che, tyAre tene yogya javAba ApavAnI paNa javAbadArI che. potAnI prajJA mujaba vicArIne "mahAdevI ! tamane uttama putraratnanI prApti thaze ema javAba Ape che ane ATaluM kahyA pachI paNa svapna phaLanA jJAtAone bolAvIne teno phaLAdeza jANavAnuM paNa kahe che. mahArAjAno javAba sAMbhaLIne prabhunI mAtA 'tahatti,' kahIne teno svIkAra kare che ane potAnA khaMDamAM AvIne zayA upara bese che. paMcaparameSThinuM smaraNa karI jAgaraNa kare che. kAraNa ke uttama svapna AvyA pachI suvAya nahi. A bAju aciMtya zaktizALI, samRddha sattAzALI IMdranuM acaLa evuM siMhAsana paNa DolAyamAna thAya che. IMdra mahArAjA kopAyamAna thAya che. "koNa evo moTo zatru che ke jeNe mAruM siMhAsana DolAvyuM." samyagdarzana che mATe nirmaLa avadhijJAna che. te jJAna dvArA jANe che ke paramAtmAnuM cyavana thayuM che, te jANIne potAnAthI thayelo paramAtmAno aparAdha khamAve che. je dizAmAM paramAtmA che te dizAmAM namratApUrvaka sAta, ATha DagalAM AgaLa vadhIne zakrastava dvArA prabhunI stavanA kare che ane kyAre jagatano uddhAra karanArA prabhuno janma thAya tevI bhAvanA bhAve che. tyAra pachI naMdIzvara dvIpamAM aSTAhnikA mahotsava karavA jAya che. savAra paDe che, rAjA maMtrIne kahe che ke svapna pAThakane bolAvo ane maMtrI dvArapALane kahe che. A paNa eka maryAdA hatI, dvArapALa ATha svapna pAThakone cyavana kalyANakanuM prAsaMgika pravacana -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --
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________________ bolAve che. svapna pAThaka pAsethI phaLa pUchavuM (jANavuM) che, te paNa emane ema pUchAya nahi. mATe svapna pAThakonuM paNa bahumAna kare che ane te pachI mahArANIne AvelAM svapnanuM kathana kare che. pAThako barAbara paraspara vimarza karIne svapnaphaLanuM vigatavAra varNana kare che. badhA svapnapAThakone aMdaroaMdara matabheda na thAya tevo nirdhAra che, mATe badhA eka mata thaIne AvelA che. temano eka nAyaka nakkI karela che. svapna keTalA keTalA prakAranAM hoya, kevAM kevAM hoya ane te darekano phaLAdeza zuM hoya te jaNAve che ane mahArANIne Avela 14 mahAsvapnonA phaLarUpe yogya samaye mahArANI uttama putraratnane janma Apaze, je tIrthakara banaze, tema jaNAve che. je jANI saune apAra harSa thAya che. sAmAnya rIte AvelA uttama svapnano uttama phaLAdeza jANIne paNa jo ApaNane apAra harSa thato hoya to, AvAM 14, 14 mahAsvapnonuM zreSThatama phaLa jANIne paramAtmAnA mAtA-pitA vagerene kevo apUrva harSa thayo haze, te kalpI zakAya tevI vAta che. Aje ApaNe ApaNA hRdayamAM, AtmAmAM tIrthakaranA tIrthakaratvanuM avataraNa karavAnuM che. aMtarAtmAmAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno vAsa karavAno che. jema mAtAe tIrthakaranA AtmAnuM lAlana-pAlana karyuM, tema A dazyanA mAdhyamathI aMtarAtmAmAM avatarelA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnuM ApaNe paNa lAlana-pAlana karavAnuM che. mAtAne sakhIo keTa-keTalI zikhAmaNo Ape che. tema jJAnI bhagavaMto ApaNane paNa zIkhAmaNa Ape che ke tamArA aMtarAtmAmAM avatarelA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA rakSaNa mATe tamAre aneka anucita pravRttiothI bacavAnuM che. e mATe tamAre tamArAthI banatI tamAma kALajI rAkhavAnI che. tamArAthI hiMsA na thAya, jUThuM na bolAya, corI na karAya, viSaya kaSAyane AdhIna na thavAya. parigrahanI pAchaLa pAgala na thavAya. rAga, dveSa, mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya, pramAdathI bacatA rahevAnuM che. A badhuM banaze to ja hRdayamAM avatarelA tIrthakaranuM jatana thaI zakaze. A koI nATaka nathI - paudgalika bhAvanAne poSavAnI A koI pravRtti nathI, A to tIrthakaranA tIrthakaratvane hRdayamAM pragaTAvavAnuM uttamamAM uttama mAdhyama che. AnA mAdhyamathI paramAtmA pratyenA ananya bhAvane keLavavAno che. evA viziSTa koTinA bhAvane pragaTa karI samyagdarzanane pragaTa karavAno ane pragaTI cUkela samyagdarzanane nirmaLa ane sthira karavAno A rUDo avasara che. ene haiyAnA ullAsapUrvaka ujavI enA phaLarUpe samyagdarzanAdine pAmI, nirmaLa banAvI sthira karI sva-paranA zreyane sAdhanArA bano e ja abhyarthanA. - - -- aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ chappana dikakumArI mahotsava-janmakalyANaka nArakA api modante, yasya kalyANaparvasu / pavitraM tasya cAritraM, ko vA varNayituM kSamaH / / artha : "nArako paNa jemanA kalyANaka parva divasomAM AnaMdane anubhave che te tIrthaMkaranA pavitra jIvanane varNavavA mATe koNa samartha hoI zake ?" mahAyoganA sAmrAjyamAM, je garbhamAM ullAsatA, je janmatA traNe lokamAM, mahAmUrya sama parakAzatA; je janma kalyANaka vaDe sahu jIvane sukha arpatA, evA prabhu arihaMtane, paMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. chappanna dikumArI taNI, sevA subhAve pAmatA, devendra karasaMpuTa mahIM, ghANI jagata harakhAvatA; meruzibara siMhAsane je nAtha jaganA zobhatA, evA prabhu arihaMtane, yaMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. anaMta upakArI carama tIrthapati zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAstrakAra paramarSi kalikAla sarvajJa AcArya bhagavaMta vi.saM. 2014, vai.su. 1, somavAra, tA. 27-4-98 chappana dikumArI mahotsava-janmakalyANaka
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________________ zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA vItarAga paramAtmAnA svarUpanI anubhUti vItarAga paramAtmAnA dhyAna vagerenA mAdhyamathI karyA bAda e paramAtmAnA bAhyAbhyatara vaibhavanuM svarUpa je hRdayamAM UDyuM tene bhaktisabhara haiye ane sAhityasabhara vANImAM vItarAgastava nAmanA graMtharatnamAM varNavyuM che, temAM paramAtmAnA kalyANakano mahimA varNavatAM e mahApuruSa kahe che ke "bhagavAna zrI tIrthakara devonI vana-janma-dIkSA-kevaLajJAna ane nirvANa e pAMca ghaTanAo viziSTa koTinI che. te vakhate nArakInA satata duHkhamAM sabaDatA jIvone paNa kSaNamAtra paramasukhanI anubhUti thatI hoya che.' nArakInA jIvone A samaye yAda karavAnuM kAraNa e ke emano jIvanakALa azAtAthI ja bharelo hoya che. e jIvo bhayaMkara pApakarmano baMdha karIne narakamAM gayelA hoya che. temane mATe zAtA, zAMti ke sukha e kalpanAno paNa viSaya na banI zake eTalI tyAM kAramI rIbAmaNa hoya che; chatAM evA paNa e narakamAM e tIrthakaronA kalyANaka prasaMge ajavALAM patharAya che ane e nArakIone kSaNamAtra zAtAno anubhava paNa thAya che. e prabhAva tIrthaMkara paramAtmAono che. temaNe nikAcita karelA tIrthaMkara nAmakarmano che ane e tIrthakara nAmakarmane nikAcita karAvanAra e tIrthakaronI mahAkarUNA bhAvanAno che. jenA prabhAve nArakInA jIvone paNa sukhanI saMvedanA thatI hoya to bIjA badhA jIvo sukha pAme temAM koI Azcarya nathI. tIrthakaranA jIvananI e eka evI kSaNa hoya che ke jemAM samasta brahmAMDa cauda rAjalokamAM sukhanI lahera phelAI jAya che. devatAonAM acaLa kahevAtAM siMhAsano paNa calAyamAna thaI jatA hoya che. pracUra bhogasukhomAM-pramAdamAM gaLADUba rahelA e devone paNa pramAdamAMthI jagADavAnuM kAma tIrthakaronI e nAmakarmanI puNya prakRti kare che. devonA samasta AvAsomAM AnaMdanI parisImAM rahetI nathI. emanI doDAdoDI cAlu thaI jAya che. tamane hajI AvA ujavaNInA prasaMge taiyAra thaI AvatAM vilaMba thaI jAya che, paNa e devo kSaNano paNa vilaMba karyA vinA doDI Ave che. je paNa samyagdaSTi devo hoya te temanA zAzvata AcAra mujaba paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM doDAdoDI kare che. paramAtmAnuM devalokamAMthI hajI to cyavana thayuM che. haju to mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyA che. deha paNa baMdhAyo nathI. chatAM devone-Idrone je AnaMda che; tenuM kAraNa tIrthakaronA vAstavika guNono emane khyAla che e che. e mAne che ke potAnA AtmAno uddhAra e paramatArakonI bhaktimAM ja rahelo che. pAMce IndriyonA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ bhogasukhomAM niraMtara lIna rahenArA paNa Indra kSaNArdhamAM e tamAma bhogasukhone phagAvI paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM lIna banI jAya che. zAstromAM devI samRddhi-sAhyabI IndrasabhA-vimAna vagerenuM je varNana karyuM che, te jotAM tenI sAme samagra manuSya lokanI tamAma samRddhi, are, cakravartInI sabhA paNa saLagatA aMgArAnI sAme kALA kolasA jevI nisteja lAge. devavimAnonI racanA tenAM eka eka toraNa, siMhAsana, enI bhaMjikAo vagerenuM evuM to adbhuta varNana zAstromAM-AgamonAM pAnAMomAM karavAmAM AvyuM che ke, mohAdhIna bhogabhUkhyA lokonA hAthamAM Ave to kadAca pAgala ja thaI jAya. tyAMnI saMgItanRtyanI vAto paNa alaukika hoya che. enI sAme manuSya lokanAM saMgIta-nRtyo to narI viTaMbanA che. tyAMnA bhogo - pAMce Indriyone tarabatara karI de evA. kALa kyAM vItI jAya e khabara na paDe. ahIMnA 500/1000 varSa to tyAMnA palakArAmAM vItI jAya. A badhuM kahevAnuM kAraNa eka ja ke AvA pracUra bhogamAM rahelA devo-Indrone paNa paramAtmAnA cyavanano khyAla Ave, te badhA bhoga mUkI AnaMdita thavuM ane prabhunI bhakti mATe sajja thavuM e kevuM haiyuM hoya to zakya bane ? emAM paNa Indra mahArAjA potAnuM siMhAsana choDI, prabhu sanmukha pAMca-sAta DagalAM AgaLa vadhI caityavaMdananI mudrAmAM zakrastava bolI paramAtmAnI stavanA kare che. e bolavAnI rIta, eno dhvani, laya, pada saMpadA - artha gauravAdinuM saMvedana, teno paDagho evo paDe ke, sAMbhaLanAra bhaktirasamAM tarabatara banI jAya. devo to naMdIzvara dvIpa jaI paramAtmAnI bhakti nimitte aSTAhnikA mahotsava kare. teno ja temane AnaMda hoya che. bhaktinA AnaMda sAme emane bhoga sukhono AnaMda sAva tuccha lAge che. cyavana kalyANaka ujavyA bAda yogya samayamAM janmakalyANaka ujavavAno avasara Avaze e vAta teo supere jANatA hoya che, chatAM pracUra bhogamAM pharI e vAtane bhUlI jAya che. paraMtu emAM ya emano puNyodaya hoya che ke siMhAsana kaMpa dvArA e vAta emanA jANamAM AvI jAya che. e pUrve prabhuno janma thatAM ja chappana dikakumArikAonAM Asano paNa kaMpita thAya che. e paNa vividha dizAomAMthI doDIne Ave che, vividha dizAonI rahenArI hovAthI temane dikakumArI ke dizAkumArI kahe che. e badhI prabhu mAtA pAse AvI mAtA ane prabhune namana kare che. mAtAne kahe mAtAjI ! Apa bhaya na pAmo. ame dizAnI adhiSThAtrI devIo chIe, ----- -- - ---- - chappana dikakumArI mahotsava-janmakalyANaka
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________________ paramAtmAnuM sUtikarma karavA AvyA chIe. Apa amane anumati Apo.' paramAtmAne aDavuM hoya toya mAtAnI anumati joIe. e AvIne kevAM kevAM kAma kare che e tame joyuM haze ? devalokanI devIo AvIne morapIMchI laI saMvartaka vAyu vikurtI, sUkSmatama rajakaNa paNa na rahe e rIte prabhuno mahela, AMgaNuM vagere svaccha kare che. sugaMdhI jaLanI vRSTi kare che, bIjAne kahetI nathI ke A kAma karI do. jAte ja kare che. uttama tIrthajaLathI kaLazAo bhare che, darpaNamAM prabhu mukha juve che, cAmara dhare che, prabhune paMkho nAMkhe che, rakSAbaMdhana kare, dIpako pragaTAvI Aloka kare, e vakhate emano AnaMda-umaMga keTalo haze e ApaNI kalpanAno viSaya nathI. A amArA paramatAraka che, vizvanA pitA che, vizvanA tAraNahAra che, jagatanA uddhAraka che, evo evo bhAva hoya che. paramAtmAne ane mAtAne keLanAM ghara banAvI temAM laI jAya, tyAM paramAtmAnA janma saMbaMdhI nALaccheda, snAna, vastrAlaMkAranuM paridhAna vagere kAryo kare ane e badhuM kArya pUrNa karI parama AnaMda sAthe potapotAnA sthAnamAM jAya. A bAju IndrAsana kaMpe che ane Indra nIce Ave che ne prabhuno janmotsava kare che. te badhI vAta tamAre amAre have jovAnI che, zA mATe ? e bhaktino bhAva haiyAmAM keLavavA mATe. vAmAdevI mAtAnA mahelamAM sUtikarma kaI rIte thayuM te badhuM jovAnuM zA mATe ? paramAtmAnA te-te paryAyonA dhyAnamAM lIna banavA mATe . sAva ajANa-abudha bAlikAo jo AvI rUDI bhakti karatI haze ane sabhAne paramAtma bhaktinA bhAvamAM taraboLa karI detI haze to vivekane varelI samyagdaSTi sarvakaLAkuzaLa dizAdevIo jyAre paramAtmAnI bhakti kare tyAre bhakti bhAvanI kevI choLo uchaLatI haze ? A prasaMgane pAmI tame ame ApaNe sau paramAtma bhaktinA viziSTa bhAvonA samudramAM garakAva thaIne te bhaktinA parama phaLarUpe bhagavad svarUpane pAmIe e ja eka abhilASA. - - - - aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ prabhuno snATotsava jiNa - jammasamaye, merusihare rayaNakaNayakalasehiM / devAsurehiM ehavio, te dhannA jehiM diTTho'si / / artha : "jinezvaronA janma samaye meruzikhara upara ratna ane suvarNanA kaLazo vaDe devo ane asurothI prabhuno abhiSeka karAyo tene jemaNe joyo te dhanya che.' je janma samaye mehugirinI svaraMgI Toca para, laI jaI tamone deva ne dAnava go bhAve sabhA; kroDo kanaka kaLazo vaDe karatA mahA-abhiSekane tyAre tamone jema joyA haze te dhanya che. prabhunA janmotsavanuM varNana triSaSTikAra maharSie khUba ja rocaka zabdomAM karyuM che. kyAreka samaya kADhIne e varNana vAcavA jevuM che. haiyAnA khUNe khUNe jinabhakti vaselI hoya evA Indro ane samyagdaSTi devI-devatAo kevA kevA prakAre bhakti kare che, teno Achero nirdeza enA vAcanathI jANavA-samajavA maLe che. chappanna dikumArikAonA bhakti kAryanI samApti thatAM ja IndronA siMhAsano DolAyamAna thAya che. tyAra bAda Indrano kopa, hariegamethI deva sAthe thato saMvAda, Indrano avadhijJAnano upayoga, prabhunA janmano khyAla AvatAM ja krodhanI upazAMti, prabhunI kSamAyAcanA, zakrastavAdithI vaMdanA brahmAMDa bharAI jAya tevo zAzvata ghaMTAono nAda zrI haripaigameSI deva dvArA devalokamAM karAya che ane bhakti -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- prabhuno snAtrotsava
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________________ kArya karavA mATe sakala devalokamAM Adeza karAya vagere ghaTanAonuM anukaraNa aMjanazalAkA daramyAna paNa karAya che. prabhubhaktinA te te prakAromAM AtmAne jhakaboLa karI bhAvita karavAno prayatna karavAno che. Indrano Adeza thatAM ja badhAM deva-devIo UtAvaLe pagale Indra pAse Ave che. Indra Abhiyogika devatAo pAse pAlaka vimAna racAve che. pAMcaso yojana UMcA ane eka lAkha yojana vistAravALAM e vimAnanuM ya nakhazIkha varNana zAstrakAroe karyuM che. Indra samagra parivAra sAthe e vimAna para ArUDha thAya che. nATaka ane saMgItathI vimAna ghoSavAna bane che. bIjA devonA vimAno pAlaka vimAnane pharatAM goThavAI jAya che. bAvana jinAlayamAM jema mukhya jinAlayane pharatI derIo goThavAya che tevI zobhA e vimAnonI zreNInI thAya che. AkAzamAM tIvra gati karatuM vimAna nIce UtarI asaMkhya dvIpa-samudrane oLaMgI naMdIzvara dvIpe Ave che. tyAM eno saMkSepa karI vacalA dvIpasamudromAM kramaza: saMkSepa karatAM karatAM bharata kSetranA, dakSiNArdha bharatanA, madhyakhaMDanA, bhArata dezanA te te tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA janma sthaLe Ave che. vimAna e mahelane pradakSiNA Ape che. tyAra bAda IzAna khUNAmAM vizrAma kare che. Indra vimAnamAMthI UtarIne prabhunI mAtA pAse Ave che. mAtAne jotAM praNAma karI madhura vacanothI stavanA kare che. mAtA sahita prabhune traNa pradakSiNA ApI name che. potAnI oLakha ApI, potAnuM meru abhiSekanuM kartavya nivedana karI, prabhune laI javAnI anujJA mAge che. mAtAne avasthApinI nidrA Ape che. to prabhunA AbehUba biMbane banAvI mAtAnI paDakhe sthApe che. have Indra pAMca-pAMca rUpo karI prabhunA bhaktinAM vividha kAryo ekalo ja karI levA mAMge che. ja potAnA baMne hAthane gozISa caMdanathI carcita karI, AjJA meLavI prabhune grahaNa kare che. A eka rUpathI kare che. prabhunA mastaka upara zreSTha chatra dhAraNa karI potAnuM sevakapaNuM jAhera kare che. A bIjA rUpathI kare che. ja prabhunA baMne paDakhe be suMdara cAmaro vIMjhe che. A trIjA ane cothA rUpathI kare che ane * prabhunI AgaLa pAyaloTakAranI jema rahI hAthamAM vaja dhAraNa karI cAle che. A pAMcamA rUpathI kare che. janmotsava yAtrAmAM joDAyelA devo prabhunuM rUpa jovA evA talase che ke AgaLa 10 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ rahelA devo potAnA mastakanI pAchaLa "netro hoya to kevuM sAruM !' ema abhilASA karatA hoya che. Indra prabhune potAnA hRdaya pAse rAkhe che. meruparvata para AvyA bAda tyAM rahelA pAMDukavanamAM TocanA zikhare atipAMDukabalA nAmanI zilA para prabhune laIne siMhAsana para bese che. saudharmendranI jema ja anya anya Indro paNa svayogya vimAno banAvIne tyAM Ave che. vaimAnikanA daza, bhavanapatinA vIza, vyaMtaronA batrIza ane jyotiSanA be ema cosaTha Indro potAnA parivAra sAthe tyAM Ave che. tyAM bAramA devalokano adhipati ayyatendra devone snAnanAM upakaraNo ane sAmagrI lAvavAnI AjJA Ape che. AMkhanA palakArA jeTalA samayamAM ja devo ATha prakAranA kaLazo banAve che. e kaLazo : 1. suvarNanA 2. rUpAnA 3. ratnanA 4. suvarNa ane rUpAnA mizra 5. suvarNanA ratno jaDelA 6. suvarNa ane rUpAnA ratno jaDelA 7. rUpAnA ratno jaDelA ane 8. zreSTha koTinI mATImAMthI banelA hoya che. dareka prakAranA 1008 kaLazo hoya che. e sivAya jhArIo, darpaNa, karaMDako, DAbalA, thALa, pAtro, puSpanA caMgerako vagere upakaraNo laI Ave che. tyAra bAda kSIrodadhi, vagere samudronA madhurAM jaLa, puMDarIka vagere zreSTha kamaLo, mAgadha-varadAma vagere tIrthonAM jaLa ane maMgalamRttikA, sarasava, puSpo, suvAsI cUrNo, sarvoSadhine laI Ave che. padmadraha vagere sthAnonAM pavitra pANI laI Ave che. A rIte sAmagrI ekatra thayA bAda Indra pavitra thaIne bhagavaMtanA snAtraabhiSekano prAraMbha kare che. prathama acyatendra kusumAMjalI kare che ane potAnuM mastaka namAvatA hoya e rIte kaLazone prabhunA mastaka para namAvI abhiSeka kare che. prabhuno snAtrotsava 11
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________________ e abhiSekano prAraMbha thatAM ja devo harSAvezamAM AvI prabhunI bhaktimAM tallIna banI jAya che. keTalAka devo vAdyo vagADavA lAge che. keTalAka devo gIto gAvA lAge che. keTalAka devo nRtya karavA lAge che. keTalAka to harSamAM ALoTavA lAge che. zrI sumatinAtha caritra' nAmanA graMthamAM A prasaMganuM varNana adbhuta zabdAvalImAM karyuM che. te zabdo bhaktibhAvapUrvaka vAMcIe-gAIe tyAre paNa hRdayamAM eka anokhI jhanajhanATIno anubhava thAya che. bhagavaMtanA zira para kaLazamAMthI paDatI jaladhArA upara paNa mahAkavioe kaI kAvyo racyAM che. snAtrajaLa prabhunA aMgeaMgamAM divya vastra-alaMkAranI zobhA dhAraNa kare che. devo e jaLane pRthvI tala para paDatAMveMta grahaNa kare che. potAnA mastaka para enuM siMcana kare che, grISma RtumAM pIDita thayelA hAthIonI jema sarvAge e snAtra jaLa lagAve che. samagra udyAnomAM nIkanI jema e jaLa prasaravA lAge che. rIkta thatAM kuMbhone devo tarata bharI de che. ahaTTanI ghaTamALA jevo anupama dekhAva tyAM thAya che. 'acyatendra tyAra bAda prabhunA zarIrane gaMdhakASAyI vastrathI luche che; gozIrSa caMdananA rasathI prabhunA aMge vilepana kare che, devo dhUpadhANAM laI UbhA rahe che, emAM zreSTha agaru, kAkatuMDa vagere dhUpo nAMkhe che, prabhu upara UMcAM zveta chatro dhAraNa kare che, cAmaro vIMjhe che, prabhunI AsapAsa sarva prakAranA Ayudho laIne sevaka bhAve UbhA rahe che, maNi-suvarNanA paMkhAthI prabhune pavana nAMkhe che, divya puSponI vRSTi kare che, suvAsI cUrNano cAre bAju prakSepa kare che, suvarNa-ratnanI vRSTi kare che, apUrva rAga-rAgiNIomAM prabhunA gItagAna gAya che, sarva prakAranA vAjiMtro vagADe che, nRtya ane nATaka kare che, pazu-pakSInI jema uDavA-uchaLavA-kUdavA ane ALoTavAnI kriyA kare che, siMhagarjanA, haSArava, hAthInI jema UMcA AvAjo kare che, hAsya, vIra vagere rasonA hAvabhAva karI prabhunI zAMta-prazAMtavAhitAmAM khovAI jAya che. keTalAka devone haiyAmAM AnaMda samAto nahi hovAthI e AnaMdane vyakta karavA potAnA baMne gAla phUlAvI vAjiMtronI jema vagADe che, keTalAka rAsAo le che. A rIte devo dvArA bhakti-zreNI cAlatI rahe che te daramyAna ja ayyatendra puSpa pUjA karI prabhune vaMdanA karI pAcho haThe che. tyAra bAda bAkInA Indro paNa enI jema ja vividha snAtra-abhiSeko ane pUjA vidhine kare che. aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ A pUjA patyAM bAda saudharmendranI jema ja IzAnendra paNa pAMca rUpa karI prabhune khoLAmAM levA vagere badhI kriyA kare che ane saudharmendra sphaTika maNinA hoya tevA cAra UMcA vRSabhonA rUpo banAve che. enA ATha uttuMga ziMgomAMthI prabhu para jaLadhArAno prapAta kare che. tyAra bAda devadUSyathI prabhunA aMgane luche che. ratnanA bAjoTha upara rUpAnA akhaMDa akSatothI aSTa maMgalo Alekhe che. uttama aMgarAgathI vilepana kare che. ujvaLa divya vastro paherAve che, vaja-mANekano mugaTa prabhunA zira para sthApita kare che, sUrya-caMdra jevAM tejasvI be kuMDalo prabhunA karNamAM paherAve che, divya motInI mALA gaLe Aropita kare che, anya sarva prakAranA alaMkArothI prabhunI alaMkAra pUjA kare che ane e alaMkAro prabhunA sauMdaryathI vadhu alaMkRta banI jAya che. tyAra bAda prabhunA gaLAmAM pArijAta-puSponI mALA paherAve che. prabhuthI kAMIka dUra thaI AratI utAre che. traNavAra AratI UtAryA bAda Indra prabhunI stavanA stuti kare che. aMte saudharmendra pharIthI pAMca rUpo banAvI IzAnendranA ullaMgamAMthI eka rUpathI prabhune grahaNa kare che ane pUrvanI jema ja mAtAnA mahelamAM AvIne, mAtAnI nidrAne dUra kare che. prabhunA ozIke divya ane rezamI vastro padharAve che. ratnamaya kuMDala mUke che. suvarNa ane ratnono daDo upara laTakAve che. | kuberane AjJA karI prabhunA vAsabhavanamAM batrIsa karoDa suvarNa, batrIza karoDa hiraNya, batrIsa-batrIza naMdAsana-bhadrAsanAdi sukhadAyI divya sAdhana sAmagrI varasAve che. prabhu ane prabhunI mAtAnuM koI azubha ciMtavaze tenuM mastaka sAta prakAre bhUdAI jaze" evA udghoSaNA kare che. prabhunA aMguSThamAM amRtano saMcAra kare che ane prabhunuM lAlana-pAlana karavA mATe pAMca apsarAone dhAvamAtA banIne prabhunI samIpa rahevAno Adeza Ape che. prabhunA snAtrAbhiSekano AnaMda haiyAmAM samAto nathI. tethI Indro saparivAra naMdIzvara dIpe jAya che. tyAM zAzvatA caityomAM rahelI jinapratimAonI ATha divasa sudhI apramatapaNe bhakti karI potapotAnA devalokamAM jAya che. prabhunA meru-abhiSekanI A AcherI oLakha che. devonI zakti apAra hoI te zreSThatama zailIthI A utsava ujavI zake che. mAnavagaNanI evI zakti hotI nathI. chatAM je paNa zreSTha sAmagrI jyAMthI ya maLe tyAMthI meLavI hRdayanA vardhamAna uchaLatA bhAvothI prabhuno snAtra-abhiSeka karI AtmAne nirmaLa banAvavAno suprayatna karavAno hoya che. e mATe ja AvAM anuSThAno vihita karelAM che. sau koI evA bhAvathI A mahotsavane ujavI zreyane sAdhe e ja abhilASA. -- prabhuno snAtrotsava 13
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________________ sAcA bhAve paramAtmAnI pUjA karanAranI cittaprasannattA na naMdavAya tevI hoya che. game tevA nimitto maLe paNa tenI cittaprasannatA naMdavAya nahiM, pachI lAkho maLe ke jAya. pAMcamahAvratonuM pAlana, gurubhakti, tapasAdhanA ane jJAnArAdhanA : A ATha puSpothI niravedya evI aSTapuSpI pUjA sAdhue karavAnI hoya che. ahiMsA-1, iMdriyonuM niyaMtraNa-2, sarva jIvonI dayA-3, kSamA-4, dhyAna-5, tapa-6, jJAna-7 ane satya-8 A rIte paNa devAdhidevane tuSTa karanArI aSTapuSpI pUjA jaNAvelI che. ------------- 14 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ prabhunA snAtra vakhate deva-devInI sthiti eka adbhuta varNana upalabdha che zrI sumatinAtha caritramAM. pU. A. zrI somaprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI kRtimAM. cAlo ! ApaNe ya te sthAne pahoMcI AsvAdAMza mANIe. prabhuno prakSAla karatAM pUrve A paMktio jo suMdara layapUrvaka bolAya to suMdara bhAvadhArA pragaTe tevI A paMktio che. prabhu zrI sumatinAtha svAmIno meruzikhara para jyAre abhiSeka cAlato hato , tyAre devo kaI kaI rIte sthita - rahelA hatA ? (rAga : sAMbhaLo kaLaza jina, mahotsavano IhAM..) taMmi abhiseya-samae ThiyA suravarA, vevi fmAra-gurunasa-pUU-1 I ke vi ukkhitta-lolaMta-siya-cAmarA, ke vi maNighaMTiyA-dhUvabhAyaNa-dharA / / 1404 / / ke vi gAyaMti gIyAiM kinnara-sarA, ke vi vAiMti tUrAI sADaMbarA / ke vi naccaMta kaMpaMta-suragiri-sirA, viniMti nina---girA 2401TI prabhunA snAtra vakhate deva-devInI sthiti
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________________ ke vi jiNa-uvari dhAraMti chattaM varaM, ke vi varisaMti maNi-kaNaya-kusumukkaraM / ke vi ciTuMti kusumaMjalI-hatthayA; ke vi NhavaNaMbu vaMdaMti naya-matthayA / / 1406 / / ke vi dIsaMti turayavva hesaMtayA; ke vi mayamatta-hatthivva gajjaMtayA / ke vi sIhavva nAyaM vi muMcaMtayA, ke vi vijjubba uppaIya-nivayaMtayA / / 1407 / / keTalAka devo bhaMgAra - moTA kaLazo - darpaNa hAthamAM laI UbhA hatA, keTalAka devo UMce uchaLatA zveta cAmarane dharanArA hatA, keTalAka devo maNimAMthI banela ghaMTaDIo temaja dhUpadANAM dharelA hatA. 1404 keTalAka kinnara svaravALA devo gItone gAtA hatA, keTalAka devo ADaMbarapUrvaka vAghone vagADatA hatA, keTalAka devo meruparvatanA zikharone kaMpAvatA nRtyane karatA hatA, keTalAka devo zreSTha vANIthI jinaguNa gaNanA kIrtana karatA hatA. 1405 keTalAka devo jinezvara para zreSTha chatrane dhAraNa karatA hatA, keTalAka devo maNi, suvarNa ane puSponI vRSTine karatA hatA, keTalAka devo hAthamAM kusumAMjalI laI UbhA hatA, keTalAka devo snAtrajaLane natamastaka thaI vaMdana karatA hatA. 1406 keTalAka devo azvonI jema hekArava karatA hatA, keTalAka devo madamasta hAthIonI jema garjArava karatA hatA, keTalAka devo siMhanI jema siMhanAda karatA hatA, keTalAka devo vijaLInI jema uchaLatA hatA ane paDatA hatA. 1407 -- -- -- aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ prabhunuM nAmakaraNa ane phaIyAruM nAma hai terA tAraNahAra, kaba terA darzana hogA ? jisakI pratimA ItanI suMdara, vo kitanA suMdara hogA ? prabhuno janma thayA bAda chappana dikakumArikAo ane samagra devagaNa prabhuno janmotsava ujave che. tyAra bAda prabhAta samaye prabhunA pitA mahArAjAne janmanI vadhAmaNI priyaMvadA dAsI Ape che. rAjA tene yatheccha pAritoSika ApI saMtuSTa kare che. rAjA aMgeaMgamAM pramudita-praphullita thAya che ane e pramodano sahabhAga prajAjanane ya samarpavA samagra rAjyamAM janmotsava pravartAve che. sarvatra AnaMdamaMgalanAM parva pagalAM mAMDe che. zubha divase mahArAjA putranA nAmakaraNano mahotsava Ayoje che. je anAmInA nAmakaraNanuM ya aneruM mahattva che. A nAma maMtrarUpa hoya che. prabhunA pratyeka nikSepomAM prabhu bhaktonA utthAnanuM samAna sAmarthya raheluM che. bhAvanikSepa rahelA prabhu to bahu ochA samaya mATe ane bahu ochA kSetramAM upalabdha thAya che. pratimA nikSepe rahelA prabhu khUba lAMbA samaya sudhI ane ghaNA-kharA kSetramAM upalabdha thAya che. jyAre nAmarUpe paramAtmAno nikSepo traNa-traNa covIzI sudhI akabaMdha upalabdha rahe che ane harakoIne sarvatra karmanirjarAnuM kAraNa banI rahe che. prabhunA nAma sthApanAnA avasare sevako suMdara maMDapa banAve che. emAM staMbhe khaMbhe keLanA ropAo lagADavAmAM Ave che. puSpo, suvAsI dravyo, dhUpo, vastro, suvarNa-rUpya ane ratnonAM sAdhanothI maMDapa sajAvavAmAM Ave che. sarva svajanAdika tyAM Ave che. rAjAnA sevako temano ucita Adara satkAra karI yathAyogya ---- - -- prabhunuM nAmakaraNa ane phaIyAruM --
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________________ siMhAnAdi upara temane besADe che. uttama vastra, aMgarAga, AbhUSaNonI paherAmaNI thAya che. mAMgalika gIto gavAya che. vAjiMtro vAge che. brAhmaNo-purohIto svasti vacano bole che. jayajayArava thAya che. prabhunA phaIbA bhatrIjAnA nAmasthApanAno lAbha levA harakhaghelAM banI Ave che. svajanone sAthe lAve che. prabhu mATe vividha vastro, alaMkAro, ramakaDAM ane zreSTha bhojano laI Ave che. bhAI paNa bahenanuM svAgata kare che. banevIne saMtoSa Ape che. prabhunA janma samayanA lagnanA TIpaNAM maMDAya che. joSIo AnaMdamAM AvI janmanA TIpaNAnA AdhAre prabhunA nAmanA AdyAkSaro batAve che. paNa prabhunA mAtA prabhuno AtmA garbhamAM avataryA bAda je kAMI anubhava thayo hoya tenA AdhAre mAtA-pitAnA saMvAdamAM nizcitta thayeluM nAma sthApavAnI abhilASA vyakta kare che. ene svajano anumode che. jozIo paNa emanI abhilASA para saMmatinI mahora chApa lagAve che. ( zreSTha AnaMda-maMgalanI vadhAmaNI sAthe phaIbA lADalA bhatrIjAnuM suMdara nAmakaraNa karI tenI udghoSaNA kare che. sakala svajanaloka eno aMjalIbaddha svIkAra kare che. prabhu e viziSTa nAma dhAraNa karI ApaNA jevA bhavya jIvono uddhAra kare che. svajanonA Agamana vakhate mahArAjA uttama bhojano, paherAmaNI tAMbulAdi dAnano prabaMdha kare che. prabhune jhoLImAM padharAvI jhulAvavAno ane ovAraNAM levAno lAbha phaIbA meLave che. prabhunA nAma karaNano temaja e nimitte prabhunA phaIbAe karelA phaIyArAno maMgala prasaMga paNa e prasaMga sAthe joDAnArA pratyeka AtmAnuM kalyANa karavAnuM sAmarthya dharAve che. kavivara zrI mAnavijayajI mahArAjA sArthaka lakhe che ke - "nAma grahe AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna, maMtra baLe jima devatA, vhAlo kIdho AsvAda." saMsAramAM nAmakaraNo ghaNA karyA. phaIyArAM paNa ghaNAMnA karyA. paNa te karIne kevaLa karmabaMdhana ane bhavavardhana ja thayAM che. have te baMdhanone kApavA ane bhavavardhanane rokavA mATe prabhunA nAmakaraNAdi zubha prasaMgamAM ekatAna banI anAmI padane pAmavAnI pUrva bhUmikA racIe e ja zubhAbhilASA. 18 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ aMjana vidhinA vyavahAro zakti pramANe bhakti darzanAd duritadhvaMsI, vandanAd vAJchitapradaH / pUjanAt pUrakaH zrINAM, jinaH sAkSAt suradrumaH / / artha : "darzana karavAthI pApano nAza karanAra, vaMdana karavAthI Icchitane sArI rIte ApanAra, pUjana karavAthI bAhyaatyaMtara lakSmIne pUranAra, zrI jinezvara sAkSAt kalpavRkSa jevA che." je bAlyavayamAM proDha sAje, mugdha karatAM lokane, soLe kaLA vijJAna kerA, sArane avaghArIne; traNa lokanA vismaya samA, gurUya yovanayukta je, evA prabhu arihaMtane, paMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. anaMta upakArI carama tIrthapati zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAstrakAra paramarSio jinabhaktino mahimA gAtAM kahI rahyA che ke, jinezvara devonA darzanathI sarva pApono nAza thAya che, vaMdanathI sarva icchitonI prApti thAya che ane pUjanathI sarva saMpattio AvI maLe che. jhAjhuM to zuM kahevuM, jinezvara deva to sAkSAt kalpavRkSa jevA che. evA zrI jinezvara devanA jIvananI mahattvapUrNa ghaTanAo-cyavana, janma, dIkSA, kevaLajJAna ane mokSaprApti e jagatanuM kalyANa karanArAM hovAthI e ghaTanAone kalyANaka kahevAya che. vi.saM. 2014, vai.su. 3+4 budhavA- , tA. 29-4-98 -- -- paramAtmAnuM dAna
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________________ zrI jinezvara devonA sAkSAt kalyANaka ujavavA to tame Aje samartha nathI, paNa sthApanA nikSepe rahelA jinezvaronA kalyANakanI ujavaNI paNa karo to bhAvanikSepe rahelA jinezvaronA kalyANakonI ujavaNI karIne je karmanirjarA sAdhI zakAya che ke tethI paNa vadhu karmanirjarA bhAvavizeSanA kAraNe ahIM paNa sAdhI zakAya. meru parvata upara abhiSeka karIne Indra je karmanirjarA sAdhI zake che ke tethI paNa vadhu karmanirjarA A ahIM sthApanA meru upara paramAtmAno abhiSeka karavA dvArA bhAvavizeSanA kAraNe sAdhI zakAya. mATe ja jinezvara devonAM pAMce kalyANakane vaNI laI paMcakalyANakanI pUjAo pUrvAcArya maharSioe banAvI che. emAM ya pU. paM. zrI vIravijayajI mahArAje zrI pArzvanAtha paMcakalyANaka pUjAmAM je bhAvo bharyA che, te pUjA bhaNAvatAM te zabdonA mAdhyamathI te bhAvo sAthe joDANa karAya to cokkasa jinezvaronA jIvana sAthe tAdAbhyano saMbaMdha bAMdhI zakAya. enA badale AjanA ghaNA kharA gItakAronA gItomAM to joDakaNAM ja hoya che. Ama chatAM koInA gItamAM zabdo sArAmAM sArA kadAca hoya, prAsa-anuprAsanI camatkRti paNa dekhAtI hoya chatAM bhAvono je jharo phUTavo joIe te nathI phUTato. kAraNa ke mahApuruSonI racanAomAM emanI sAdhanAno dhabakato prANa hoya che, je AjanA gItomAM prAyaH jovA maLato nathI. mATe e paMktio jUnI hovA chatAM, ekanI eka hovA chatAM, anekavAra sAMbhaLavA chatAM pharI pharI vAgoLavAnuM mana thAya che. paramAtmAnA jIvanano vaibhava tame ahIM kyAMthI lAvI zako ? eno bhAva paNa kyAMthI lAvI zako? Indra jevA Indra, je nirmaLa samakitI hoya che, e je IndrasabhA dharAve evI IndrasabhA tame kyAMthI UbhI karI zako ? e sAmarthya - e puNya kyAMthI lAvavuM ? zakti nathI, sarvatra vAmaNA paNa dekhAI Ave evuM che, chatAM jJAnIoe tamArA mATe paNa tamArA jogo mArga batAvyo che. A badhI ujavaNI karIne tamAre Atmika tRpti meLavavAnI che. AmAM IndrAdinuM anusaraNa che, anukaraNa nathI. bALaka hAtha pahoLA karI dariyo mApavAnI ceSTA kare tevI A ceSTA che. enI zakti eTalI ja. mATe tamAre paNa tamArI zakti mujaba karavAnuM che. kAraNa jJAnIe kahyuM che ke potAnI zaktine gopavyA vinA yathAzakti je kare tene pUro lAbha maLe. ema bane ke pUjA mATe tame eka ja phUla lAvI zako paNa emAM tame tamArI zakti pUrI vAparI hoya to tene pUruM phaLa maLe. e prabhu AgaLa prArthanA karavAno adhikArI. e puSpapUjA karatAM jarUra kahI zake ke, "he prabho! devo to ApanI bhakti mATe naMdanavananAM-zraddhA puSpo lAvI vAparI zake paNa mArI evI 2) aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ tAkAta kyAMthI ? paNa prabho ! mArI zakti-saMyoga pramANe badhI mahenata karIne A eka puSpa ja lAvyo chuM. mArA mATe to A ja naMdanavananuM puSpa che. Apa mArI pUjA svIkAro' ene pUruM phaLa maLe. paNa lAkha puSpo lAvavAnI jenI tAkAta hoya paNa pramAda vaza, lobha-kRpaNatA vaza jo 99,999 ja lAve ane e rIte zakti gopave to jJAnIo kahe che ke ene pUrNa phaLa na maLe. kAraNa ke bhAvanAnuM phaLa che - mahattva che. e rIte eka eka anuSThAnomAM karavAnuM che. pUrvanA mahApuruSoe je rIte jinezvara devonI bhakti karI che, je rIte kalyANakonI ujavaNI karI che, te bhakti ke te ujavaNI karavAnI tamArI zakti, bhAvanA ke audArya nathI. chatAM paNa je zakti, bhAvanA ke audArya che, teno pUrepUro upayoga karI levAthI A prasaMgo tamArA mATe parama kalyANakara banI zake. je je prabhunI pratimA upara aMjanavidhi karavAmAM Ave temane emanA mAtA-pitA mohavaza nizALe bhaNavA mATe mUke che, A prasaMga to mahAvIra paramAtmAnA ja jIvanamAM banyo hato. chatAM anya prabhu pratimA upara paNa A vyavahAra karAya che. kAraNa ke, aMjana vidhimAM mahAvIra paramAtmAnAM biMbo paNa aMjana mATe AvelA hoI A vidhi karavAmAM Ave che. enI jema ja rAjyotsavanI vidhi paNa prabhu pArzvanAtha, mahAvIra svAmIjI vagere keTalAka tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA jIvanamAM banI nathI e paNa che je tIrthakaronA jIvanamAM rAjyagrahaNano prasaMga banelo ane te te paramAtmAnA biMbo paNa aMjana mATe AvelA hoI emanA jIvanamAM thayela A ghaTanAnI paNa ujavaNI karavAmAM Ave che. kalyANaka ujavaNImAM paramAtmA rAjatyAga karI - samasta bhoga tyAga karI, dIkSAnA paMthe saMcaravAnA. bhagavAna zrI AdinAtha 83 lAkha pUrva varSa sudhIno kALa saMsAramAM rahyA. (eka pUrva = 70,560 abaja) eTalo kALa je bhoga bhogavyA teno tyAga karyo - je rAjya karyuM teno ya tyAga karyo. te divasathI ja 400-100 divasa sudhI bhagavAnane prAsuka-nirdoSa AhAra, pANI na maLyAM. bhagavAnane 400 divasanA covihArA upavAsa thayo. divasanA ATha prahara paikI 7-7 prahara sudhI dhyAna karyuM. samatAmAM lIna rahyA. ThaMDI-garamI-upasarga koInI paNa paravA na karI. tamArAM gharamAM koI eka varSItapa kare to temAM AgaLa pAchaLa besaNAM karavAnAM, ahIM saLaMga upavAsa, koI besaNAM-ekAsaNAM nahIM. cheka phAgaNa vada-7 thI vaizAkha sudI3 sudhI 13 mahinA apramatta rIte A tapa karyo. vaizAkha suda-3 e paramAtmA zrI AdinAthanA pAraNAno divasa che. paramAtmA yAda Ave tyAre emanA A ghora paramAtmAnuM dAna 21
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________________ tapa-tyAga-vairAgyAdi guNo AMkha sAme AvavA joIe. zreyAMsakumAre IzurasathI prabhune pAraNuM karAvyuM. ApaNe e badhI vAto yAda rAkhavAnI che, tema A badhuM karIne mAre paramAtmabhAva pAmavo che, e khAsa yAda rAkhavAnuM che. zreyAMsakumAranuM dAna A avasarpiNInuM prathama dAna banI gayuM. dAna e zIla, tapa ane bhAvane paNa kheMcI lAve che. mATe ja kahyuM che ke, dharmaryAdri parva tAnam | enA yoge zIla, tapa, bhAva, dharmane pAmI zakAya che. dAnathI ja badhA dharmonI zarUAta thAya che. mATe ja kahyuM che ke "je kare te tare, je karAve te paNa tare ane karanAra-karAvanAranI anumodanA karanAra paNa tare." bolI bolavAmAM TAIma ghaNo cAlyo jAya che" ema jo tamane AvA prasaMgomAM thAya to te yogya na kahevAya. e paNa dhanano lobha hajI satAve che, eno purAvo che. "bolIomAM TAIma jAya" ema bolo cho to "AMkaDA bolatAM mane vAra kema thAya che" ema kyAre ya thayuM ? sabhA. parigraha dhIre dhIre chUTe ! zarIra para sApa ke vAMdo caDe to tene tame kaI rIte kADho? dhIre dhIre kADho ke eka jhATake kADhI nAMkho ? tema parigrahane kADhavo hoya to dhIre dhIre nahi jAya. eka jhATake ja ene kADhavo paDe. mArA paramatAraka gurudeva pAse eka bhAI AvyA. emaNe kahyuM, "sAheba mane amuka graha naDe che, koI upAya hoya to batAvo.' mArA paramatAraka gurudeve emane kahyuM, 'A parigraha nAmanA dasamA grahane kADhI nAMkho, bAkInA nave graho tamAruM kAMI paNa karI zakaze nahi. juo amArI pAse dasamo graha nathI. amane nave graha kAMI karI zakatA nathI.' koI sAdhunI AMgaLImAM vIMTI joI che ? grahanI ? maMgaLa ke zaninI ? kema nahi ? emanI pAse parigraha nathI mATe emane koI graha naDato nathI. tamane parigraha naDe che mATe ja badhA graha naDe che.mATe badhA ja grahonI pIDAthI mukta thavA dasamAM parigrahathI mukta thavAnI khUba jarUra che. AvA suMdara aMjanazalAkA pratiSThAnA puNya prasaMgane pAmI lobha-vijaya karI parigraha nAmanA dasamA grahane jItI tame evA tyAgI banI jAo ke enA pariNAme A ja bhavamAM dAna-dharmanA phaLa svarUpe zIla dharma, tapa dharma ne bhAva dharmanI tamane prApti thaI jAya. tenI saMpUrNa ArAdhanArUpa sAdhupaNuM maLI jAya, tenI niraticAra ArAdhanA thAya ane pariNAme sarvakarmano kSaya karI zAzvata sukhanA dhAmasvarUpa mukti sukhanA tame bhoktA bano e ja eka zubhAbhilASA. 22 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo - -
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________________ pAThazALAgamana ane rAjyAbhiSeka anaMta upakArI, carama tIrthapati, zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA kalikAla sarvajJa prabhu AcArya zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAje jagatanA paramatattvarUpa paramAtmatattvanuM nirUpaNa jema "vItarAga stotra' nAmanA mahAna graMtharatnanA mAdhyamathI karyuM che, tema te paramAtmatattvane pAmelA paramezvaronA jIvana prasaMgonuM nirUpaNa 'triSaSTizalAkA puruSacaritra'nA mAdhyame paNa karyuM che. A nirUpaNa evuM adbhuta che ke, jeNe svayaM Atmatattva pAmavuM hoya, AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banavuM hoya, tene mATe parama AlaMbanarUpa che. tAraka tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jema jagatanA jIvonuM kalyANa karavA samartha che, tema temanA jIvana prasaMgo paNa jagatanA jIvonuM kalyANa karavA eTalA ja samartha che. caitra mAsanI ane AsomAsanI AyaMbilanI oLI jo tame karI hoya to tamane khyAla haze, arihaMtapadanI ArAdhanAmAM eka duho bolavAno Ave che. arihaMta pada dhyAto thako, dabRha guNa-jjAya re; bheda-cheda karI AtamA, arihaMta rUyI thAya che." arihaMta paramAtmAnA dravya, guNa ane paryAyanuM dhyAna dharanArA AtmAo potAnI ane paramAtmAnI vacce bheda ubho karanAra karmano cheda karIne pote ja paramAtmA svarUpI (arihaMta) banI jAya che. je prabhunuM svarUpa che, te ja ApaNuM svarUpa che. chatAM baMneyamAM bahu moTo bheda che. te zuddha, buddha, niraMjana, nirAkAra, siddha svarUpe pragaTa thaI cukyuM che ane ApaNe atyAre karmanA AvaraNane kAraNe rAgI, dveSI, mohI, sAkAra, saMsArI pAThazALAgamana ane rAjyAbhiSeka
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________________ svarUpe chIe. kAraNa ke ApaNuM svarUpa atyAre mohAvaraNa ane karmAvaraNanA kAraNe avarAyeluM che mATe ApaNuM ane paramAtmAnuM svarUpa eka ja hovA chatAM atyAre ApaNA ane paramAtmAnI vacce bheda che. mATe ja eka kavie gAyuM paNa che ke - tuM judA nahIM, meM judA nahIM, ora koI judA nahIM, paradA UThe jo kAme kA, bharama saba bhAMge mahI; prabhu ! vo hI kama-paTa dUra kare ! merI arajI upara prabhu ! dhyAna gharo !" A baMne vaccenA bhedano cheda karavAnI zreSTha sAdhanA eTale ja paramAtmAnuM dhyAna. paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karavA mATe paramAtmAnA dravya, guNa ane paryAyanuM dhyAna karavuM anivArya che. paramAtmAnuM jIvadaLa, tenI zuddhatA, tenI judI judI avasthA, te avasthAomAMthI paramAtmA kevI rIte pasAra thayA?, temAM eka-eka parAkASThAnA guNo kevI rIte pAmyA ? e guNo kevI rIte TakAvyA ?, e guNone kevI rIte vardhamAna banAvIne parAkASThAe pahoMcADyA ? A badhuM ja dravya-guNa-paryAyanA ciMtana, bhAvanA, dhyAna ane anuprekSAnAM sAdhano-AlaMbano che. A aMjanazalAkAnA prasaMgo dvArA ene jANavAnuM che ane tenuM dhyAna Atmastha karavAnuM che. paramAtmAnI jJAnayukta garbhAvasthA pachI jagad kalyANakara janma, bAlyakALanuM parama aucitya, yuvAvasthAno parama viveka, lagna jIvananI parama virakti, rAjyAbhiSeka samayanuM gAMbhIrya, rAjyapAlanakALanI prajA vatsalatA ane nyAyapUrNa vyavahAra, dIkSA pUrve dravyadAna dvArA parAkASThAno dravyopakAra, sarpakAMcaLIvatuM sahaja saMsAranAM sarva saMbaMdho ane baMdhanono tyAga, vairAgya ane tyAga sabhara dIkSA, dIkSA pachI ativiziSTa apramatta bhAvapUrvakanI sAdhanA, parAkASThAnI sAdhanA dvArA ghAtikarmano kSaya karI vItarAgatA ane sarvajJatAnI prApti, jagatano uddhAra karanAra mahAdharma-zAsananI ane caturvidha zrIsaMghanI sthApanA, jIvanakALa daramyAna tIrtha pravartana ane jIvananA aMta samaye aghAtikarmano kSaya karI mokSa prApti. A badhI avasthAomAM ApaNane paramAtmAno guNa vaibhava jovA maLaze. paramAtmAnI A badhI avasthAonuM dhyAna e paramAtmAnA ujavaLa paryAyonuM dhyAna che. A paryAyonA dhyAna kALamAM paramAtmAnA te te samayanA viziSTa koTinA 24 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ audayika bhAvanA guNo, kSayopazama bhAvanA guNo ane kSAyika bhAvanA guNonuM paNa dhyAna karavAnuM che. je dhyAna AtmAne te te guNothI samRddha banAve che. paramAtmA bALaka hatA, huM paNa bALaka hato. paramAtmA yuvAna banyA, huM paNa yuvAna banyo. paramAtmA prauDha thayA, huM paNa prauDha thayo ke thaIza. temanAmAM ane mArAmAM keTalo badho pharaka che. temanAmAM kevo guNavaibhava che, te guNavaibhava meLavavA emaNe kevo prayatna karyo. e prayatna karIne kevI rIte AgaLa vadhI gayA. huM paNa Avo guNavaibhava kevI rIte meLavuM, enA mATe kevo prayatna karuM, e prayatna karIne huM paNa kevI rIte AgaLa vadhI zakuM, vagere vicAravAnuM che, vicArIne emAM bhAvita thavAnuM che ane emAM ekAkAra banavAnuM che. paramAtmA mahAvIradeve garbhakALamAM ya mAtAne duHkha na thAya te mATe halanacalana baMdha karyuM. ApaNe jamyA pachI paNa ApaNA mAtA-pitA mATe zuM karyuM ? sabhA : A mAtA pratyeno rAga na kahevAya ? tame je dRSTikoNathI pUchI rahyA cho te dRSTikoNathI jaNAvIza ke nA, A rAga nathI, A to "mA"nI bhakti che. kadAca emAM rAga che ema mAno to paNa mane ATaluM kaho ke "mA" uparano rAga sAro ke mAnI upekSA karIne tame je tamArI patnI upara rAga karo cho te sAro ? paramAtmA to aucityanA bhaMDAra hatA, ApaNAmAM kyAM kAMI che ? bALa vaye paNa paramAtmA nirmaLa traNa jJAnanA dhAraka hoya che, parama jJAnI hoya che; chatAM dhIra, gaMbhIra hoya che, vinayI hoya che, vivekI hoya che, namra hoya che ane ApaNane to khAbocIyA jeTaluM jJAna hoya to ya uchAchaLApaNuM hoya. paramAtmA nirmaLa mati-zruta ane avadhijJAnane dharanArA che. nirmaLa avadhijJAnanA upayoga dvArA huM tIrthakara thavAno chuM ema jANe che, aMdarathI purA virakta che chatAM sAthenA bALakone to ja AnaMda Avaze ke jo huM temanI sAthe khela-kUda karIza to emanA AnaMda khAtara paramAtmAe khelakUda paNa karI. vItarAga jevA virAgI paramAtmAe mA-bApane kheda na thAya te mATe kAlIkAlI bhASAmAM emanI sAthe vAta paNa karI. A dareka prasaMgomAM paramAtmAnI mAtra kAyA ane vANI ja pravarte che. prabhunuM mana jarA paNa pravartatuM nathI. - - - - pAThazALAgamana ane rAjyAbhiSeka " 25
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________________ paramAtmA zrI vardhamAnakumAra yuvAna thayA. potAnA mahelamAM teo mitro sAthe besIne vArtAlApa karI rahyA hatA. e daramyAna sAmethI trizalA mAtAne AvatAM joyAM to paramAtmA siMhAsana uparathI ubhA thaI gayA, sAme gayA, mAtAne potAnA siMhAsana para besADyAM, pote vinamra banIne ubhA rahyA ane vinayathI be hAtha joDIne kahyuM, "mAtAjI ! Ape ahIM AvavAnuM kaSTa kema lIdhuM ? mane kema yAda na karyo ? mane yAda karyo hota to huM ja ApanI sevAmAM upasthita thAta." paramAtmAne Avo vinaya karavAnuM zuM kAraNa ? mAtA-pitAnA jIvanamAM je kAMI Rddhi-siddhi samRddhi hatI te konA prabhAve ? chappana dikakumArikAo je AvI te konA prabhAve ? IndronA acaLa siMhAsano je kaMpyAM te konA prabhAve ? cosaTha-cosaTha Indroe asaMkhya devo sAthe meruparvata upara navarAvyA te kone navarAvyo ? prabhunA mAtA-pitA vagerenA jIvanamAM je kAMI Rddhi-siddhi vartAI te konA prabhAve ? Ama chatAM prabhue potAnA nAnakaDA vyavahArathI paNa evuM kyAMya jaNAvA nathI dIdhuM ke A badhuM potAnA prabhAve che ane sadaiva teo mAtA-pitA ane vaDIlajanonA parama vinayapUrvaka jIvyA. AnI sAme tame sau tamArI AMtarika bhUmikA ane jIvana vyavahArane AMkha sAme lAvo. Aje to dIkaro jarA be paisA kamAto thayo to e potAnA bApAne kahI de, tame ATalAM varSo zuM karyuM ? badhAMnAM vaitarAM ja karyA ! juo ! Ama kamAvAya ?" A kAMI vinaya che ? mAvatara e mAvatara che. duniyAmAM badhI vastu kharIdIne lAvI zakAya che, paNa mAvatara kharIdIne lAvI zakAtAM nathI. e to puNyathI je maLe te ja svIkAravAnAM hoya che. temanI to ArAdhanA ja karavAnI hoya che. temano vinaya ja karavAno hoya che. temanuM aucitya ja karavAnuM hoya che. traNalokanA nAtha paNa jo mAtA-pitAnuM A rIte aucitya karatA hoya to ApaNe to kevuM karavuM joIe ? vicAro ! A aMjanazalAkAnA prasaMgamAM prabhune pAraNAmAM jhulAvavAnI ane anAmI evA prabhunuM nAma pADavAthI laIne badhI ja kriyAo thavAnI che. mAtA-pitA paramAtmAne pAraNAmAM jhUlAve che, paNa paramAtmA to parama viraktinA jhUle jhUlatA hoya che. -- -- -- -- -- -- _ -- _ _ _ _ 26 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ paramAtmA to svayaM anAmI che. chatAM vyavahAra-krama mujaba paramAtmAnuM nAma paDaze. emanuM je nAma pADaze te parivAra paNa dhanya banI jaze. e paramAtmAnuM je nAma pADaze e nAma laIne keTalAya AtmAo karmakSaya karaze. paramAtmAnA sthApanA nikSepAnI jema nAmanikSepo paNa parama pavitra che, maMtra tulya che. kahyuM che ke "nAgapi di maMtasamaM ' te nAma laIne paNa agaNita AtmAo tarI gayA che ane tarI javAnA che. bhagavaMta bhAvanikSepe to emanuM AyuSya hoya tyAM sudhI ja vicare che. sthApanA nikSepe pratimA hoya tyAM sudhI rahe che ane nAma nikSepe to traNa-traNa covIzI sudhI jagatanA jIvonuM kalyANa kare che, A nAmano prabhAva che. saMsAramAM bIjAnAM nAma pADo temAM te nAma dharIne te vyakti je je pApo kare temAM tamArI bhAgIdArI noMdhAya ane ahIM to bhagavAnanuM nAma pADanArane paramAtmAnA nAme jeTalA AtmAo dharmasAdhanA karI Atmazuddhi kare, AtmavikAsa kare, tenA puNyano saravALo maLe. janmathI ja mahAjJAnIne, jJAnanA mahAsAgarane, jJAnanA tejasvI sUryane ajJAnI paMDita pAse jyAre bhaNavA mukavAmAM AvyA tyAre paNa paramAtmA kazuM bolyA nathI. gaMbhIratAnI e mUrtine mAtA-pitAe jema doravyA tema doravAyA. mAtA-pitAe jema calAvyA tema cAlyA. kevo vinaya ! mAtA-pitAne emaNe kahyuM nathI ke, "A khoTo zrama zuM kAma lo cho ! konI pAse mane bhaNAvo cho ? huM keTaluM bhaNelo chuM jANo cho ? AvA to so paMDitone bhaNAvI zakuM tema chuM ane mane tame bhaNavA mokalo che ?" AvI eka vAta prabhue karI nathI. Aje ApaNane koI AvI rIte ApaNA karatAM ochA vidvAna pAse bhaNavAnuM kahe to zuM kahIe ? "A badhuM to mane AvaDe che, A to mArA mATe ramata vAta che." A ApaNI agaMbhIratA ane enI sAme paramAtmAnI kevI mahAsAgara jevI gaMbhIratA ! paramAtmAne mAtA-pitAe bhaNavAnuM kahyuM to bhaNavA mATe taiyAra, bhaNavA mATe laI gayA to tyAM javA mATe paNa taiyAra ane bhaNavA besADyA to bhaNavA paNa besI gayA. bolyA nathI ke, "mArI pAse nirmaLa mati, zruta ane avadhijJAna che." bharelA ghaDA kadi na chalakAya ane adhUrA ghaDo chalakAyA vinA na rahe. pAThazALAgamana ane rAjyAbhiSeka
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________________ Aje avasare ame koIne pUchIe ke, "bhAI ! dhArmika abhyAsa keTalo karyo che ?' to amane kahe, "mahArAja sAheba ! bhaNavA jevuM lagabhaga badhuM bhaNI gayo chuM" ane mArA paramatAraka, paramazraddheya, paramagurudevane 85-95 varSanI umare paNa sUtro gokhatA ane navA navA graMthonuM adhyayana karatA ame joyA che. emane bhaNatA joIne ekavAra koIke pUchyuM ke, "sAheba ! Apa to mahAjJAnI cho, gItArtha mUrdhanya cho, Apane have zuM bhaNavAnuM bAkI hoya ?' to e mahApuruSa kahetA, "bhAI ! have ja to bhaNavAnI zarUAta karI che. sAgaramAMthI haju biMdu jeTaluM bhaNyA chIe, mahAsAgara jeTaluM bAkI che." ane be-cAra pustako vAMcIne amArA A puNyAtmAo kahe ke "sAheba ! karavA jevo lagabhaga badho abhyAsa karI lIdho che !' bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmAnA jIvanamAM ja zALAgamananI A ghaTanA banI hatI. bIjA koI paramAtmAnA jIvanamAM banI nathI, paNa aMjanavidhAnamAM sarvasAmAnya vidhirUpe A vidhAna karAya che. paramAtmA yuvAvasthAmAM AvyA, yuvAvasthAnI jeTalI vikRtio kahevAya temAMthI eka paNa vikRti paramAtmAne sparzatI nathI. ekapaNa vikRti manamAM vacanamAM ke kAyAmAM sparzatI nathI. temanA AtmAnA pradeza pradeze ane zarIrane pratyeka rUMvATe satata viraktino mahAsAgara relAto hoya che. mAtA-pitAne emanI sAme lagnano prastAva mUkavo hoya to paNa mUMjhavaNa thAya ke emanI sAme lagnanI vAta kevI rIte karavI ? emanI mAtA-pitA upara dhAka na hatI. parama vinIta hatA. chatAM temanI AMtarika paristhiti ja evI hatI ke viraktinA mahAsAgara AgaLa rAganI vAta mUkavI kevI rIte ? vardhamAnakumAra samakSa mA trizalAdevI e lagnano prastAva mUkavo hato to sIdho pote na mUkI zakyA, tethI mitro dvArA mukAvyo. emAM mAtAe sUra pUrAvyo, "amArI paNa IcchA evI to kharI ja !" zabdo ochA hatA, paNa zabdomAM bhAra hato. e bhAra joIne paramAtmAe nirmaLa avadhijJAnano upayoga mUkyo. potAnuM bhogAvalI karma nikAcita jANyuM. mauna rahyA. potAnA karma lagna karavAthI ja khape tema joyAM. tethI ja mauna rahyA, nahitara lagnano niSedha ja karyo hota. mitro ane mAtA-pitAe maunane saMmati mAnIne lagnanI taiyArI karI. lagna levANA. karma khapAvavA mATe paramAtmAe lagna karyA ane karma khapyuM tyAM sudhI lagna jIvana jIvyA. 28 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ zrI tIrthakara bhagavaMtonI lagna kriyA ane lagna jIvana e banneya evAM hoya che ke temane mATe kahevAya ke A lagna che, baMghana nathI, paNa muktino ekarAra che." jema bhagavAna zrI mahAvIre dIkSA pachI joyuM ke, ahIM AryadezamAM AvatA upasargothI mArAM karmo khape tema nathI te khapAvavA mATe anArya dezamAM javuM jarUrI che, tethI te karmone khapAvavA paramAtmA anAryadezamAM gayA. tema dIkSA pUrve paNa paramAtmAe joyuM ke, mAruM bhogAvalI karma lagna karyA vagara khape tema nathI mATe e karmane khapAvavA ja paramAtmAe lagna karyA. aMjanazalAkA vidhi daramyAna je paramAtmAnI lagna, rAjyAbhiSeka vagere kriyA karAya che, e prabhunI pratimAne dareka paryAyamAMthI pasAra karI vItarAgatA sudhI pahoMcADavA mATe karAya che. A badhA paryAyo jovAnA, jANavAnA, mANavAnA che. te jotI-jANatI vakhate paramAtmAnI mananI paristhitinuM, AMtarika pariNatinuM, emanA guNavaibhavanuM ane emanA vairAgyarUpI mahAsAgaranuM ciMtana karavAnuM che, tenuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. A avasarpiNInA bharata kSetranA covIsa paramAtmAmAMthI bAvIsa paramAtmAnAM ja lagna thayAM che. zrI mallinAtha ane zrI neminAtha paramAtmAe lagna karyA nathI. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne A lagna saMsAra visarjana mATe hoya che. saMsAra sarjana mATe hotA nathI, mATe ja saMsAra tyAgI AcAryo ane sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto paNa paramAtmAnI pratimAnA paMca kalyANakotsava ujavaNI daramyAna ujavAtI lagnanI kriyAmAM hAjara rahe che ane emanA parama viraktibharyA paryAyonuM dhyAna dhare che. lagna vidhi pachI paramAtmAnA rAjyAbhiSekanI vidhi karAya che. paramAtmAno jyAre rAjyabhiSeka thavAno hoya, thato hoya ane thayA pachI jyAre teo rAjya saMcAlana karatA hoya tyAre dareka samaye teomAM advitIya namratA ane virakti dhabakatI hoya che. bhIma-kAMta guNothI yukta prabhu nyAyapUrNa, aucityapUrNa, paramakaruNA sabhara vyavahAra dvArA sauno sAco yoga kSema karatA hoya che. sattA temane sparzatI nathI ane kartavya teo kyAreya cUkatA nathI. bhagavAna zrI zAMtinAtha paramAtmA, zrI aranAtha paramAtmA ane zrI kuMthunAtha paramAtmA A traNa paramAtmA to pakhaMDanA svAmI hatA. batrIsa hajAra mukuTabaddha rAjAo, teonI AjJAne zirasAvaMdya - pAThazALAgamana ane rAjyAbhiSeka 29
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________________ karatA. cauda ratno, nava nidhAno emanA adhikAramAM hatAM. eka lAkha ane bANuM hajAranuM aMtaHpura hatuM ane chavuM karoDa gAmanA teo svAmI hatA. AvI to keTakeTalI parAkASThAnI Rddhio emanI pAse hatI. chatAM namratA ane viraktatAne varelA hatA. ahIM aMjanazalAkA vidhi daramyAna enA anukaraNarUpe rAjyAbhiSekanI paNa kriyA karAya che. bhagavAna zrI tIrthakarono saMsAra paryAya pUrNa thavAno samaya Ave tenA eka varSa pUrve nava lokAMtika devo AvIne prabhune bodha pAmavAnI, saMsAra tyAga karavAnI ane dharmatIrtha pravartAvavAnI jema vinaMtI karatA hoya che, tema tenA anukaraNa rUpe ahIM aMjanazalAkA daramyAna navalokAMtika deva banIne prabhune bodha pAmavAnI, saMsAra tyAga karavAnI ane dharmatIrthanuM pravartana karavAnI vinaMtI karAtI hoya che. AkhA jagatane bodha pamADanAra paramAtmAne teo bodha pamADaze. paramAtmAne be hAtha joDIne bhaktibharyA haiye vinaMtI karaze, 'bhagavaMta ! Apa jaya pAmo ! jaya pAmo ! ApanuM kalyANa thAo ! he kSatriomAM zreSTha RSabha samAna ! Apa bodha pAmo ! he traNalokanA nAtha ! Apa saghaLAMya jIvonuM hita karanAruM, sukha karanAruM, kalyANa karanAruM, mokSanA kAraNabhUta dharmatIrtha pravartAvo !' A nava lokAMtika devo ekAvanArI hoya che. e paramAtmAne vinaMtI kare tyAre paNa paramAtmA to svayaMsaMbuddha hoI bodha pAmelA ja hoya che. prabhune bodha pamADavAno hoto nathI, paNa lokAMtika devono A eka maMgaLamaya AcAra hoya che. bhaktibharyA haiye teo A AcArane AcAre che ane prabhu paNa parama karuNA sabhara haiye teone temano AcAra pALavAmAM sahayoga Ape che ane temanI vinaMtIne sAMbhaLIne te ja divasathI prabhu varSIdAna ApavAnI paNa zarUAta kare che. varSIdAnamAM prabhujI rojanA eka karoDa ane ATha lAkha to sonaiyA Ape che. eka varSamAM kula 388 karoDa 80 lAkha sonaiyAnuM dAna Ape che. ATaluM to rokaDadAna-bIjA gaja, azva, vastra vagerenuM dAna alaga. ahIM aMjanazalAkA vidhi daramyAna paNa navalokAMtika devo banelA puNyAtmAonI "jaya jaya naMdA' "jaya jaya bhaddA' " vuMda mayavaM ! dharkhAtatyaM pavattera !' ItyAdi vinaMtI bAda paramAtmAvatI paramAtmAnA mAtA-pitA Adi svajano varSIdAnano prAraMbha kare che. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- 30 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ A badhA dazyo AMkhamAM jaDAI jAya, hRdayamAM saMskArita thaI jAya to e zubhadhyAnanuM bIja banI jAya. A badhA prasaMgonA kaLazarUpa A pachInA divasanI kriyA che. kAle jagatanuM dAridraya pheDavA paramAtmA je varSIdAna Ape che tenA pratIkarUpe paramAtmA vatI mAtA-pitA Adi svajano varSIdAna Apaze. tyAra pachI jagadguru prabhu sarvavirati leze, sarvasaMgano tyAga karaze. mAtA-pitA, kuLamahattarA ane bhAI prabhune vidAya Apaze. te vakhate saMsArI jIvonI saMvedanA, 'namo siddhA' padanA uccArapUrvaka siddha bhagavaMtone namaskAra karIne paramAtmAnI sarvavirati svIkAranI mahApratijJA ane e mahApratijJA svIkAranI sAthe ja paramAtmAnuM cothe guNasthAnakethI sIdhA sAtame guNasthAnake prayANa, mana:paryavajJAnanI utpatti ane niraticAra, nirapavAda cAritradharmanI sAdhanAno maMgaLa prAraMbha thaze. e ja saMdarbhamAM AgaLa vadhIne aMjanazalAkA vidhimAM rAtre adhivAsanA ane - aMjanavidhAna Adi vidhi thaze, te pachInI vahelI prabhAte prabhunI kevaLajJAnanI ujavaNI, te nimitte samavasaraNamAM dezanA vagere thaze ane te pachI nirvANa kalyANakanI ujavaNI nimitte 108 abhiSeka karAze. A rIte pAMceya kalyANakonI vidhi karavA dvArA prabhu pratimAmAM bhagavabhAvanuM AIjyanuM ane siddhatvanuM avataraNa karAze. jethI prabhunI pratimA prabhuvat pUjya banaze. te pachI prabhu pratimAnI maMdiramAM pratiSThA vidhi karAze. jyAre jinamaMdiramAM jinapratimAnI pratiSThA thAya te pahelAM ja sau sAdhakoe potAnA haiyAmAM paramAtmAnI pratiSThA karavAnI hoya che. e mATe hRdayanI vedikAne zuddha-vizuddha banAvavAnI hoya che. e zuddhi-vizuddhi sAdhavAnI ja eka prakriyA A paMcakalyANakonI ujavaNI che. A rIte nirmaLa thayelA hRdayamAM prabhunI pratiSThA karI jinamaMdiramAM prabhu pratimAnI pratiSThA karI prabhunI dravya-bhAvAdi bhede uttama bhakti dvArA prabhumaya banI tamo sau paNa prabhusvarUpa bano e ja ekanI eka sadAnI zubhAbhilASA. pAThazALAgamana ane rAjyAbhiSeka
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________________ 000000 prabhunA lagna prasaMganuM gIta (rAga - laganI lAgI re... tArA milananI prabhu) lagane cAlyA re, jaganA vhAlA re senAnA naMda prabhu... apalaka nirakhyA karuM tane. AM. bhoga karma nikAcI, ene jyAre tuM dekhe (2) mAta-pitA ne svajano, enA dabANane dekhe, karmonAM baMdhanane (2) haLavA karuM have.. 1 yoganI chaThThI dRSTi, je bhoga karmane bALe (2) e daSTinA yoge, prabhu bhoga bhUtAvaLa jALe, kanyAnAM hAthane (2) dharatA vibhu have.... 2 caoNrI mAMDI coke, ne svajano thoke thoke (2) AMgaNIyAnA gokhe, sAsujI varane poMkhe, harakhAtA devatA (2) pherA pharo have.... 3 cAra gatinA pherA, je kamane baMdhAve (2) pherA cAra pharIne, prabhu ene bAMdhI Ave, aMtaranA aganimAM (2) bhasma karehave.. 4 nRpa jitAri jAo, ne mA senAno naMda (2). bhAI-benano vIro, paTarANI upa-AnaMda, aMjanamAM niraMjana che guNa-kIrti yaza save.. 5 32 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ prabhuno lagnotsava yadA marunnarendra zrIstvayA nAthopabhujyate / yatra yatra ratirnAma, viraktatvaM tadA hi te / / artha : "he nAtha ! jyAre jyAre Apa dvArA devatAI agara mAnavIya IndratanI lakSmI bhogavAya che, jyAM jyAM rAga thavAno hoya tyAM tyAM ApanuM virAgIpaNuM ja hoya che.' maithuna pariSahathI rahita je, naMdatA nijabhAvamAM, je bhogakarma nivAravA, vivAha kaMkaNa ghAratA; je brahmacarya taNo jagAvyo, nAda jeNe vizvamAM, evA prabhu ahiMta, paMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. anaMta upakArI arihaMta paramAtmAnA jIvananI pratyeka ghaTanAone jo enA vAstavika marma sudhI pahoMcIne samajavAno prayatna karAya to darekane potAnA jIvana mATe atyaMta ujaLA AdarzonI prApti thaI zake. Aje bapore jyAre paramAtmAnA lagnanI ujavaNI karavAnI che, te vakhate lagnanA viSayamAM paramAtmAnI manodazA kevI hoya che, te samajavuM paNa atyaMta jarUrI che. - bhagavAna zrI neminAtha janmathI ja parama vairAgI chatAM kRSNa mahArAjA ane mAtApitAnA atyaMta dabANathI lagna mATe javAno prasaMga Avyo ane e vakhate bhojana mATe vADAmAM pUrAyelA agaNita pazuonI dazA joI lagnathI pAchA pharyA ane te vakhate jyAre kRSNa mahArAjAe lagnanuM atyaMta dabANa karyuM, tyAre bhagavAna zrI neminAthe kRSNa mahArAjAne kahyuM ke, "A saMsAramAM rajhaLI rajhaLIne huM gharaDo thaI vi.saM. 2014, vai.su. 5, guruvAra, tA. 30-4-98 prabhuno lagnotsava -
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________________ gayo chuM. A karmano bhAra mArAthI have upADAto nathI.' bhagavAna, e bhavanI yuvAna dazAno vicAra na karatAM, anaMtakALanA saMsAra-paribhramaNane AMkha sAme rAkhI A vAta karI rahyA hatA. AvA AtmAnuM mana saMsAra mATe kyAre paNa utsAhita banatuM nathI. kRSNa mahArAjAnuM kAMI cAlyuM nahi tyAM khuda paramAtmAnAM mAtA-pitAe AgaLa AvI kahyuM, "vatsa ! jarA amArI sAmuM to jo. amArA ya koka koDa hoya che ne ? vaLI Aja sudhI thayelA ghaNA tIrthakaroe lagna karI bhoga bhogavI pachI dIkSA lIdhI che ne mokSa meLavyo che. tuM vaLI koI navo mokSa meLavavAno che ?' te vakhate vinayapUrvaka paramAtmA zrI neminAthe mAtA-pitAne uddezIne kahyuM ke, "saghaLA ya tIrthakaronAM caritro huM jANuM chuM. je tIrthakaronAM bhogAvalI karma nikAcita hatAM temaNe ja te karmane khapAvavA lagna karyA che. emanAM karma ja evAM hatAM ke lagna karyA vinA - bhoga bhogavyA vinA na tUTe. je tIrthakaronAM bhogAvalI karma nikAcita na hatAM, temaNe lagna karyA ja nathI. kAraNa ke emanAM karma ja evAM ke lagna karyA vinA - bhoga bhogavyA vinA ja tUTI jAya." A paramAtmAnI bhavya manodazA hoya che. bhagavAna zrI AdinAthano vicAra karIe to, yugalikono e kALa hato, te kALe lagna vyavasthA hatI nahi. avasarpiNInA prathama tIrthakaranA lagnanI vidhi karavAno kalpa saudharmendrano hoya che. Indra avadhijJAnathI prabhunI karmadazA joI. bhogAvalI nikAcita jANI lagnanI vidhino kalpa AcaravA nIce AvyA ane paramAtmA zrI AdinAthanI e mATe rajA mAgI. "bhagavan! Indra tarIke ApanA lagnanI vyavasthA karavAno mAro kalpa-AcAra che. Apa anumati Apo to vyavasthA karuM ?' samakitI evA Indrane je A AcAranuM pAlana karavAnuM hoya che emAM emane karmabaMdha nathI thato. kAraNa ke tIrthakaro lagna kare che, te karmane bAMdhavA mATe nahi paNa karmane mAravA mATe ja. e karmakSayanI pravRttimAM bhaktibhAvapUrvaka Indro potAnuM kartavya AcaratA hoya che, tema Aje je paNa aMjanazalAkAnI vidhinA eka bhAgarUpa paramAtmAnA lagna mahotsavanI A kriyAmAM joDAze, tene vipula karmanirjarA thaze; jo bhagavabhAvanI sAthe joDANa thAya to. nahitara kutUhala ke saMsAranA ja raMgarAgAdi posavAno bhAva hoya to A tAraka kriyAmAM joDAIne paNa karmabaMdha ja thAya. Indra, lagnanI vidhi karavA mATe AdinAtha prabhu pAse rajA-AjJA mAge che. e ja rIte prabhuno janma thayA bAda meru girirAja upara snAtrAbhiSeka karavA laI javAnA hoya tyAre paNa prabhu sAva bALa kAyAnA hovA chatAM Indra e mATe paNa 34 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ AjJA mAge. prabhunI ane prabhunA mAtAnI paNa AjJA mAgI pachI laI jAya. e ja rIte snAtra pUjA ke prakSAla karavA mATe prabhune laI jatAM tamAre AjJA mAgavI jarUrI che. mAgo cho rajA? ApaNe upayoga rAkhI prabhunA jIvananI ghaTanAo vicArIe to emAMthI ApaNane ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavA maLe tema che. eka kalpasUtra paNa jo tame vidhipUrvakaupayogapUrvaka sAMbhaLo to AjanA vyavahAranA tamArA badhA praznonA ukela temAMthI maLI Ave ane tamAro samagra vyavahAra vivekapUrvakano ane zrAvakapaNAne chAje tevo banI jAya. Indra rajA laI prabhune meragiri upara laI jAya che tyAre paNa zuM bole ? " prabhu ! Apa to vagara abhiSeke janmathI ja pavitra ja cho. ApanA mATe dravyasnAnanI vidhinI koI AvazyakatA nathI. chatAM amArA AtmA upara lAgelI karmanI melAzane dUra karavA mATe ja ame Apano abhiSeka karavA mAgIe chIe.' A thaI rajAnI vAta. - have Avo mULa vAta upara. Indra jyAre bhagavAna zrI AdinAthane ema kahyuM ke, "ApanA lagnano mAro zAzvata AcAra che, tyAre kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrAcArya triSaSTi zalAkA puruSa caritrAtargata pahelA parvamAM paramAtmAnA mukhakamalanA bhAvonI paristhitinuM adbhuta varNana karyuM che. teo zrI jaNAve che ke "sUryavikAzI kamaLa jema sUryano asta thatAM murajhAI jAya-myAna thaI jAya, tema bhagavAna AdinAthanuM mukha Indra dvArA karAyela lagnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne murajhAI gayuM.' vicAra karo mahAnubhAva kaI manodazAmAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmA viharatA haze? paramAtmA zrIpArzvakumAranA jIvanano vicAra karIe to lagnano prasaMga Avyo. prasenajita rAjAnI kanyA kumArikA prabhAvatIe kinnarIonA moDhe prabhu pArzvanA guNagAna sAMbhaLyAM. tyAM ja te prabhu pArzvakumAranA guNomAM Asakta thaI gayAM ane lagna karuM to pArzvakumAra sAthe ja evo manomana nirNaya paNa karI beThAM. A vAtanI khabara yavana rAjavIne paDI. ene thayuM mArA jevo rAjavI beTho hoya ane A prabhAvatI pArzvakumArane paraNavAnI vAta kare e huM kema calAvI lauM ? teNe moTI senA sAthe kuzasthaLane gherI lIdhuM. rAjA prasenajite mahArAjA azvasena upara dUta mokalyo, sahAya mAgI. azvasena mahArAjAe dUtanI vAta sAMbhaLI yuddhanI taiyArI karavAno Adeza Apyo. pote yuddha javAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. A vAtanI jANa pAakumArane thaI. pitA pAse AvI vinayathI kahyuM, "pitAjI. sevaka beTho hoya ane svAmIne yuddha javuM paDe te yogya nathI. Apa anumati Apo prabhuno lagnotsava 35
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________________ to A kAma to huM ja karI AvuM.' azvasena mahArAjAe kahyuM, "vatsa ! tuM pUrepUro sakSama che, enI mane khAtarI che, paNa tane mokalavAmAM mana mAnatuM nathI.' chevaTe prabhuno Agraha joI mahArAjAe anumati ApI. prabhunI yuddhamAM javAnI icchA jANI Indra potAnA mAtalI nAmanA sArathIne ratha sAthe prabhu mATe mokalyo. vizALa senA sAthe prabhu kuzasthaLa najIka AvI pahoMcyA. yavana rAjAnI pAse dUta mokalAyo. rAjAe dUtanuM apamAna karyuM. paNa maMtrI DAhyo hato, vacce paDyo. e pArzvakumArane ane emanA prabhAvane paNa jANato hato. laDavAmAM kAMI sArapa nathI, potAnA rAjavIne samajAve che. eNe salAha ApI ke, 'baLIyA sAthe bAtha bhIDavAmAM kAMI majA nathI. hatA nahi hatA thaI jazuM tethI have moDhAmAM taraNuM laIne emanuM ja zaraNuM svIkAro." maMtrInI salAhathI rAjA moDhAmAM taraNuM laIne pArzvakumAranA zaraNe Avyo. tyAM prabhunA sAgara jeTalA vizALa sainyane ane prabhAvane joIne, e Abho ja banI gayo. ene thayuM ke, maMtrIe mane sAcI salAha ApI ane mane paNa sadbuddhi sUjhI ke yuddha TALyuM ane huM bacI gayo." prabhue paNa tene zIkhAmaNa ApI pAcho mokalyo. kuzasthaLanI Aphata utsava banI gaI. rAjA prasenajita AnaMdamAM AvI gayA. pArzvakumArane kahyuM ke - "kumAra ! Ape mAruM eka saMkaTa to TALyuM. have A prabhAvatIno svIkAra karI enI ane mArI mananI icchA pUrI karo." tyAM pArzvakumAre kahyuM ke, "huM pitAnI mAtra yuddha mATenI ja anumati laIne Avyo chuM. mArAthI emanI AjJA vinA bIjuM eka paNa kArya na karAya.' samajAya che kAMI ? pitAnI AjJA vinA eka paNa DagaluM na bharAya ? prabhu paNa AjJA mujaba jIvatA? rAjAne thayuM have zuM karavuM. moDhe Avelo koLIyo moDhAmAM na gayA jevuM thaI gayuM. prabhAvatI to koDabharI kanyA hatI. sarvane sukha ApanAra pArzvakumAra Aje mane tarachoDIne jaI rahyA che, eno pArAvAra AghAta enA haiye lAgyo che. jene joyA vinA mAtra guNagAna sAMbhaLIne ja jenI sAthe manano nAto baMdhAyo hato, samagra rAjyane ane potAnA jIvanane paNa yavana rAjAnA humalAmAMthI jemaNe potAnA astitva mAtrathI ja UgAryuM hatuM, te pArzvakumAra potAno svIkAra karyA vinA ja pAchA jAya to jIvavAno koI matalaba ? kevI haiyAnI paristhiti haze ? pitAe prabhAvatIne AzvAsana ApyuM. prabhu sAthe ja pote ene sAthe laI kAzI gayA. mahArAjA azvasenane bheTI paDyA. "mahArAjA ! Ape moTI AphatamAMthI ugArI mahAupakAra karyo, have bIjo paNa eka upakAra karavAno bAkI che, karavo ja paDaze. mArI putrI prabhAvatI manomana pArzvakumArane varelI che. Apa - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 36 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ eno pArzvakumAra pAse svIkAra karAvo." azvasena mahArAjAe paNa kahyuM ke, "..amane paNa e ja manoratha che. paNa pArzvakumAra janmathI ja virakta che. enI AgaLa lagnanI vAta karavI zI rIte ? chevaTe hiMmata karI lagnano prastAva mUkAyo ane javAbamAM pArzvakumAre kahyuM ke... "pitAjI ! mArA saMsArano lagabhaga aMta AvI cUkyo che. lagna e saMsAramAM DubADanAra che. sAva kAMThe AvelA mane DUbADavAnI vAta Apa kema karo cho ?' kevI jAgRti ? kevo viveka ? tyAre mAtA-pitA kahe che "beTA ! amArA ya manoratha to hoya ne ? lagna baMdhana che vAta sAcI, paNa tArA jevA virakta mATe nahi. tuM to jJAnI, vivekI che. lagna tane rajhaLAvI na zake.' A vAta karI tyAre mAtA-pitAnA lagna mATeno ATalo Agraha joI prabhue jJAna dvArA bhogakarma nikAcita jANyuM ane mauna rahyA. e maunane ja saMmati mAnI emanAM prabhAvatI sAthe lagna levAyA. - bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA jIvanano vicAra karIe to jyAre samaravIra rAjAno parivAra bhagavAnazrI mahAvIra paramAtmA sAthe potAnI putrI yazodAnAM lagnano prastAva laIne Avyo tyAre siddhArtha mahArAjA kahe che ke, mahAnubhAva ! amArI ane trizalAdevInI paNa e ja kAmanA che ke vardhamAnakumAra paraNe. paNa e janmathI ja evo virakta che ke enI AgaLa lagnanI vAta kaI rIte mUkavI e ja amArI moTAmAM moTI muMjhavaNa che. chevaTe sIdhI rIte kahI zakAya tevuM hatuM nahi mATe eka Ayojana goThavAyuM. vardhamAnakumAranA mitrone bolAvI Ayojana samajAvavAmAM AvyuM. emane kahevAmAM AvyuM ke, "tame vardhamAnakumAra pAse jaI vAtavAtamAM dhIme rahIne lagna mATe samajAvo.' mA-bApa jevA mA-bApa putra AgaLa A aMge sIdhI vAta karI zakatAM nathI. zA mATe ? dhAryuM karavA detA nathI mATe ? nA, paramAtmA- janmajAta prabaLa virAgI che mATe ja ! mitro gayA. vAta mAMDI. emAM dhIme rahIne lagnanI vAtano prastAva mUkyo, e vAta sAMbhaLIne paramAtmA zrI mahAvIradeva bolyA ke, "ATalA varSo sudhI mArA paricayamAM rahIne paNa mArI vairAgya bhAvanAne paNa samajI zakyA nahi ke jethI A vAta laIne mArI pAse AvyA cho ?' mitro bolyA ke, "Apa saMsArathI vairAgya pAmelA cho e ame mAnIe chIe, paraMtu sAthe mAtA-pitAnI AjJA alaMdhya hoya che. e paNa ame jANIe chIe. kumAra ! amArI snehabharI prArthanAno Apa kyAre paNa bhaMga karatA nathI, to Aje ekIsAthe amArA saghaLAnI avagaNanA kema karo cho ?' tyAre bhagavAna bolyA, "mUrkhAo ! Avo Agraha kema karo cho ? strI vagereno parigraha to saMsAra bhramaNanuM kAraNa che. mArA mAtA-pitAne mArA prabhuno lagnotsava * 37
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________________ viyoganuM duHkha na thAya eTalA ja mATe dIkSA levA mATe utsuka evo paNa huM hamaNAM dIkSA leto nathI." paramAtmAe kahelI A vAta sAMbhaLIne have eka akSara bolavA jevI paNa sthiti mitronI na rahI. mitro mauna thaI gayA. eTalAmAM ja mAtA trizalAdevI pote tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. mAtAjIne AvatAM jotAM ja paramAtmA ratnasiMhAsana uparathI ubhA thaI gayA ane mAtAne UMcA ratnasiMhAsana upara besADIne prabhu pote hAtha joDI namra vadane UbhA rahe che. je bhAvamAM tIrthakaratva maLavAnuM hoya te ja bhavamAM mAtA pratyenuM ucita AcaraNa kevuM ? hitopadezamALA nAmanA graMtharatnamAM AcAryadeva zrI prabhAnaMdasUrIzvarajI mahArAje suMdara rIte A vAta rajU karI che. teo jaNAve che ke : muMcaMti na majjAyaM, jalanihiNo nAcalAvi hu calaMti / na kayAvi uttamanarA, uciyAcaraNaM vilaMghaMti / / 317 / / teNaM cciya jagaguruNo, titthayarA vi hu gihatthabhAvaMmi / ammApiUNamuciyaM, abbhuTThANAi kuvvaMti / / 318 / / artha : jema samudro maryAdA mUkatA nathI, parvato calAyamAna thatA nathI, tema uttama puruSo kyAre paNa ucita AcaraNanuM ullaMghana karatA nathI. mATe ja jagaguru zrI tIrthakara bhagavaMto paNa gRhasthapaNAmAM abhyatthAna (UbhA thavuM) vagere vaDe mAtA-pitAnuM ucita AcaraNa kare che.' vardhamAnakumAra mAtAjIne kahe che, "mAtAjI ! Apa sukhe padhAryA ? Ape kema atre AvavAnuM kaSTa lIdhuM. mane saMdezo kahevaDAvyo hota to huM ja tyAM AvI jAta !' Aje mAne zuM bole ? bahArathI AvyA ho ne mA jo ThaMDA pANIno glAsa tamane lAvI na Ape to rADa pADI do ne ? ahIM juduM dazya che. mAtAjI kahe che, "vatsa ! tArI pAse AvavAne koI kAraNa joItuM nathI. tane jotAM sukha upaje mATe mana thayuM ane AvI gaI." Ama bolI bhUmikA kare che ane anusaMdhAnano tAMtaNo joDatA mitrone pUche che, "hamaNAM zuM vAta cAlatI hatI ? mitro kahe che, "mAtAjI ame vardhamAnakumArane lagnanI vAta karI rahyA hatA. paNa e mAnatA nathI." tyAM mAtAjIe kahyuM, "ame jANIe chIe ke saMsAra upara virAgI hovA chatAM mAtra amArI bhakti khAtara ja tuM saMsAramAM rahyo che, chatAM kumAra ! amArI paNa e bhAvanA kharI ja !" A zabdomAM emanA haiyAno bhAra hato. so vAra bolo ane emAM Agraha na hoya tema bane. enI sAme ekavAra paNa - - - - - - - - - 38 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo - - - - - -
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________________ bolAya paNa Agraha evo hoya ke sAmAne vicAra karavo paDe. kAraNa emAM evo bhAra hoya che. trizalA mAtAjI eka ja vAkya bolyAM, paNa emAM emano bhAra evo ke paramAtmAne paNa thayuM ke, "mAtAjI ATalo Agraha kema kare che ?' sAgraheyaM ito mAtA, bhavabhramaNabhIritaH / artha : "eka bAju mAtA ATalo Agraha kare che ane bIjI bAju bhavabhramaNano bhaya che.' lagna e bhavabhramaNanuM kAraNa che. ema paramAtmA pote mAnatA hatA. eka bAju vAgha che ane eka bAju nadI che. evI paristhiti bhagavAna potAne mATe mAne che. chevaTe avadhijJAnano upayoga mUke che. eTalA mATe ke bhogAvalI karma no nikAcita hoya arthAt bhoga bhogavyA vinA chUTe tevuM na hoya to mauna rahevuM ane anikAcita hoya arthAt bhoga bhogavyA vinA ja chUTI jAya tevuM hoya to nA pADavI. emAM joyuM ke bhogAvalI nikAcita che. bhogavye ja chUTako che. jANI prabhu mauna rahyA ane prabhunA maunane saMmati mAnI mAtApitAe yazodA joDe lagnavidhi karAvI. A to vAta thaI paramAtmA jevA yoganI chaThThI dRSTinA svAmInI. nirmaLa koTinuM samyagdarzana dharanArA puNyazALIonI paNa A ja dazA hoya. jaMbusvAmIjI . 99 karoDa nagada sonaiyAnA mAlika bApanA ekanA eka dIkarA. ghaNA ghaNA koDathI ucharelA. moTI umara pachI ghaNI mAnatAo pachI maLelA. AThaATha kanyAo joDe lagna levAyAM. 99 karoDa sonaiyAnA mAlikane dIkarI paraNAvanArA pakSa paNa majabUta ja hoya ne ? mahemAno ya kevA AvyA haze ? e lagnano varaghoDo kevo nIkaLyo haze ? loko be moDhe e varaghoDAnAM vakhANa kare che. te vakhate jenAM lagna che, te jaMbUkumAra vicAre che ke 'lagna to karmayoge mAre karavAM paDe che ane anumodanA karI pApa A bIcArA loko bAMdhI rahyA che." tamAre tyAM dIkarA-dIkarInAM lagna levAya, cAra mANasa ghaNI prazaMsA kare to AnaMda ke koI prazaMsA na kare to AnaMda? samakitInuM haiyuM ja kAMI juduM hoya. jaMbUkumAra vicAra kare che ke, "AvatI kAle dIkSAno varaghoDo evo kAThuM ke AjanI anumodanAnuM A badhuM pApa dhovAI jAya.' pArtha mAvA mAvAsu | artha : prAyaH bhAvathI bhAvanI prasUti thAya." bhAvathI bhAvanI prasUti thAya ema yogagraMthomAM kahyuM che. tenI pratItirUpe - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - prabhuno lagnotsava 39
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________________ vairAgya eka jaMbUkumArane thayo hato, paNa emanI bhAvanAnA paDaghA para7 mAM paDyA. ATha kanyAo sAthe pote maLI nava, navanAM mA-bApa ane rAtre corI karavA AvelA 500 coro ema pa27 no eka sAthe varaghoDo nIkaLyo. lagnanA varaghoDA pachI to saMsAra calAvavA mATe ghaNuM badhuM rAkhavAnuM ya hatuM. dIkSAmAM to pAchaLa kazuM rAkhavAnuM hatuM nahi. pachI varaghoDo kevo nIkaLe ? saMsAramAM rahelA samakitInI paNa A manodazA hoya to tIrthaMkaranA AtmAnI dazA e samaye kevI haze ? Aje ahIM lagnanI vidhi thaze te vakhate paNa A paramAtmAno cahero-mukhAkRti nIhALazo to koI pheraphAra dekhAze ? pratimAnA AlaMbananuM A ja to mahattva che. vItarAgatAnuM pratibiMba vItarAganA pratibiMbamAM najare caDe. sadehe paNa paramAtmAnI satata viraktivALI avasthA hoya che. sAmAnya vairAgyane dIpakanI upamA ApI che. ene TakAvavA phAnasanI vADa joIe tema e vairAgyane TakAvavA vrata, mahAvrata, samiti-gupti-bhAvanAonuM rakSaNa joIe. paNa apara koTino vairAgya vaDavAnala jevo hoya che. ene TakAvavA kazAnI jarUra nahi. tIrthakarono vairAgya apara koTino hoya che. emanA vairAgyane khaMDita karavA jagatanI koIpaNa cIja samartha na banI zake. mATe ja e paramAtmAnA saMsAranI paNa kriyAonI ujavaNI karavAnI ane emAM amAre, saMsAratyAganI trividha trividha pratijJA karanAre paNa hAjarI ApavAnI. A hAjarI amAretamAre eTalA ja mATe ApavAnI ke pharIthI A bhavacakramAM A lagnanuM kalaMka lagADavuM na paDe. nabaLA paga hoya, zarIramAM joma na hoya tene cAlavA mATe vokara (Walker)nI jarUra paDe. sakSamane vokaranI jarUra kyAre paNa hotI ja nathI. aviratinA tIvra udayavALA samakitIne lagna e vokara lAge. vokara vinA jIvI na zake tyAre ja, paDIne paga bhAMgI na jAya, vadhAre nukasAna thaI na jAya mATe ja e vokara vasAve. paNa vokara vasAvavuM paDe tyAre paNa enA manamAM to ema ja hoya ke vokara vagara kyAre jIvI zakuM. tema aviratinA udayakALamAM samakitIne lagna karavAM paDe to paNa baMdhanathI kyAre chUTuM evo ja eno bhAva hoya. paramAtmAnA lagna vidhinA prasaMgamAM paNa tamane je AnaMda, ullAsa, umaMga Ave te rAganA gharano nahIM paNa bhaktinA gharano hovo joIe. mohanA gharamAM jaIne mohane mAranArA paramAtmA pratyenA ahobhAvamAMthI pragaTelo e AnaMda joIe. paramAtmAnA A lagna prasaMgane joIne bhoganA nimittono upayoga karIne paNa yoga sAdhanAra paramAtmA pratye ananya koTino bhaktibhAva pedA thavo 40 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ joIe. e dvArA potAnA jIvanamAM paNa yogasAmrAjya pAmavAno manoratha joIe. to A prasaMga phaLe, emAM kyAMya kutUhalavRtti ke saMsAranA raMgarAgane poSavAnI vRtti na joIe. jo ATaluM thAya to A prasaMga tamArA mATe paNa sArthaka bane, emAM hAjarI ApI e amArA mATe paNa sArthaka bane. A dareka kriyAo mAMtrika vidhAnapUrvaka karAya che. prabhunA lagnano utsava e kutUhala posavA mATe nathI. cyavana kalyANaka vidhimAM aneka maMtro, aMganyAso karIne biMbane sajIvana karAtuM hoya che. tyAra bAda janma kalyANaka vagere dareka prasaMgomAM aneka mAMtrika vidhAna pUrvaka kriyAo karAtI hoya che. ghaNAne prazna thato haze ke Ane ane zAstrane saMbaMdha zo ? paNa emane khabara nathI ke zAstromAM - vidhinA graMthomAM A dareka vidhinA judA judA maMtro ApelA che. tenA saMskAra karIne A kriyA karAtI hoya che. paramAtmAnA jIvanamAM banelI aneka ghaTanAo paikI ja eka mahattvapUrNa ghaTanA paramAtmAnA lagnanI che, jenI ujavaNI Aje atre karAI che. saMsAra tyAgI sAdhu bhagavaMto koInA ya lagnamAM jAya nahi. jema lagnamAM jAya nahi tema enA AziSa paNa e Ape nahi. paNa aMjanazalAkA daramyAna tIrthakaranA lagnanI karAtI A vidhi dharmAcAryanA sAMnidhyamAM ja thAya che. kAraNa e lagna bhoga mATe na hatuM, paNa bhoga karmanA kSaya mATe ja hatuM. saMsArIo sukhane majethI bhogave che ane duHkhane na chUTake veThe che, jyAre paramAtmA duHkhane majethI bhogave che ane sukhane na chUTake veThe che. saMsArIo sukhane AmaMtraNa Ape che ane duHkhane jAkAro Ape che, jyAre paramAtmA duHkhane AmaMtraNa Ape che ane sukhane jAkAro Ape che. AjanA prasaMganI ujavaNImAM eka gIta paNa gavAze. A loja che baMghana nathI, paNa muktino ekarAra che." A gItanA je bhAvo che - zabdo che te mAtra vItarAga paramAtmA mATe ja bolI zakAya tema che. mArA paramatAraka gurudevazrInuM "prabhune lagna kema karavAM paDyAM ?" e viSayanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI je bhAvo spharyA enA AdhAre saMgItakAra gajAnana ThAkure A gIta banAvyuM hatuM, adbhuta enA bhAvo che. saMsAra rasikonAM lagna to baMdhana ja che ane emAM saMsAra bhramaNanuM ja mULa paDeluM che. saMsArInA lagnanAM pariNAma atyaMta dArUNa hoya che. saMsArInA lagnanI dArUNatA batAvI che pUjya AcArya zrI guNacaMdrasUrijIe mahAvIra cariyuM nAmanA adbhuta graMthamAM ! emAM lagnanI eka prabhuno lagnotsava 41
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________________ eka kriyAnI pAchaLa saMsAranA bhramaNanI vAto vigatavAra samajAvI che. have A pherA pharyA, e pherA eTale cAra gatimAM bhramaNanuM sUcaka che. lagnamAM agni pragaTAvavAmAM Ave che e sUcave che ke, have tamArA saMsAramAM Aga pragaTI. sAcavyuM nahi to kyAre bharakhI khAze te kahevAya nahi." A badhI vAto saMsArInA lagna mATe kahI che. bAkI tIrthakaronA lagna mATe to kahevuM paDe ke koLIe-koLIe kAye re saMsAra." lagnamAM jamAtA kaMsAranA koLIe koLIe saMsAra kApe te tIrthaMkara. mATe ja saMsAra tyAgI AcAryAdi sAdhuo paNa A prasaMgamAM upasthiti. A joI kAle tamArAmAMthI kadAca koI kahe ke "mahArAja ! ahIM lagnanA prasaMgamAM AvyA to mArA chokarAnAM lagnamAM kema nahi ? na ja AvIe. eTaluM ja nahi paNa lagnanA AzIrvAde na ApIe. ghaNA to lagnanI kaMkotarI derAsaramAM ya mUkavA lAgyA che ane keTalAka to amane paNa mokale ! sabhA : samakitI paraNe nahi ? ema kahIne zuM kahevA mAgo cho ? paraNAvAnI vAtamAM amArI saMmati levI che ? samakitI kyAre ya na paraNe, samakitIne paraNavuM paDe. karmodaya ja evo hoya ke e nAIlAja hoya. samakitI mATe "paraNe' evo zabda prayoga enI bhAvanAne na samajavAnuM pariNAma che. mATe to samakitI paraNatAM pahelAM ya sadguru pAse jAya ane paraNyA pachI paNa sadguru pAse jAya? paNa zA mATe ? pApathI chUTavA mATe. 'bhagavaMta! mane bacAvI lo" ema kahevA mATe jAya paNa phasAvA mATe nahi. 'karmanuM voraMTa mArA upara nIkaLyuM che. temAMthI mane choDAvI do' ema kahevA jAya. paNa A kyAre samajAya ? haiyAmAM samakita pragaTyuM hoya to ke samakitanI pUrva bhUmikA pragaTI hoya to. kAraNa ke samakitInA bhAvane samajavA mATe paNa haiyAmAM samakita hovuM jarUrI che. samakita e parAkASThAno bhAva che. e kAMI sastuM nathI, reDhuM nathI ke jene tene, je te rIte, jyAM tyAM maLI jAya. zAstrakAra to kahe che samakita meLavavuM ya agharuM ane maLyA bAda TakAvI rAkhavuM ya agharuM. saMsAra sAro, mANavA jevo, upAdeya lAge to amAruM ke tamAruM paNa samakita gayeluM ja samajavuM. A kalyANakonI ujavaNI Aje je rIte karAya che, te haiyAmAM samakita sparyA bAda jo karAya to teno umaMga ja koI jUdo hoya. bhagavAnanA jIvananI ghaTanAomAMthI paramArtha pAmI rAgabhAvano nAza karI vItarAga bhAvane tame ame-ApaNe sau bhajanArA banIe e ja zubhakAmanA. 42 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ dIkSA kalyANaka suvihata AcAraja kare, aMjanazalAkA kIgha, paMcakalyANaka utsave, mAnuM vacana ja lIgha." Avo padhAro ISTa vastu, pAmavA naranArIo, e ghoSathI arpatA, sAMvatsarika mahAdAnane; ne chedatA dAridraya sonuM, dAnanA mahAkalyathI, evA prabhu arihaMtane, paMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. dIkSA to abhiSeka jeno, yojatA Indro maLI, zibikA svarUya vimAnamAM, virAjatA bhagavaMtazrI; azoka yuga tilaka caMpakavRkSa zobhita vanamahIM, evA prabhu arihaMta, paMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. zrI vajAra Indra racelA, bhavya Asana upare, besI alaMkAro tyaje, dIkSA samaya bhagavaMta re; je paMca muSTi loca karatA, keza vibhu nijakara vaDe, evA prabhu arihaMtane, paMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI gerahAjarImAM saMsAra sAgara taravA vi.saM. 2054, vaizAkha suda-6, zukravAra, tA. 1-5-98 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - dIkSA kalyANaka 4
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________________ mATe zreSTha AlaMbanarUpa zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnAM biMbo che. paraMtu arihaMta paramAtmAnI pratimA bharAvo eTalA mAtrathI emAM arihaMtapaNuM kyAre ya prasthApita thatuM nathI. vItarAga zAsananI maryAdAo anupama che. paramAtmAnI pratimAnuM nirmANa karAvyA bAda paNa temAM jyAM sudhI bhagavad bhAva pedA karavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI e pratimAmAM bhavasAgara tAravA mATe anivArya evA prabhAvanuM pragaTIkaraNa thatuM nathI. mATe ja aMjanazalAkA mahotsava daramyAna viziSTa mAMtrika vidhividhAna sAthe zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA biMbane arihaMta-tIrthaMkarapaNAnI tamAma avasthAomAMthI pasAra karavAmAM Ave che. te te avasthAmAMthI biMbane pasAra karavAthI te te prakAranA bhAvonuM te biMbamAM jAgRtikaraNa thAya che. darzana mohanIya karmano kSayopazama jene thayo hoya tene A badhI bAbato jarUra anubhavamAM AvI zake. tamane paNa jo darzana mohanIya karmano kSayopazama thayo haze to A vAta tamArA anubhavamAM paNa AvI haze. pahelA kalyANakanI ujavaNI vakhate biMbanAM darzane je bhAva pedA thayA tethI bIjA-trIjA kalyANakonI ujavaNI bAda cokkasa pheraphAra jANavA maLyo haze ? A viziSTa bhAvanA pragaTIkaraNa pAchaLa suvizuddha vidhi-vidhAno-maMtranyAso ane vividha tIrthajaLa-auSadhiono vidhivat prayoga jema kAraNa hoya che, tema pratiSThAcArya AcAryonI sAdhanAno dhabakato prabhAva paNa kAraNa hoya che. e divasomAM karAtA vidhi vidhAnamAM pratiSThAcAryoe paNa viziSTa bhAvomAMthI pasAra thavAnuM hoya che. bhagavadbhAvanI saMprApti karavA mATe dhyAnanI ucca sAdhanAnA mAdhyamathI pote vItarAga- svarUpa sAthe tAdAmya sAdhavAnuM hoya che. zAstromAM tavette tammane, ta , tadurvAsa ane thi taddai | jevA zabdothI A vAtane dhvanita karavAmAM AvI che. A prasaMge vItarAga paramAtmAnuM jIvana paNa jANavuM aprAsaMgika nahi kahevAya. prabhu mAtAnA udaramAM Ave tyArathI nirmaLa mati-zruta ane avadhijJAnathI saMyukta hoya che. emane yoganI chaThThI dRSTino nirmaLa bodha hoya che. viveka emano anupama hoya che. lakSya emanuM ekamAtra karmanA kSayanuM hoya che, e mATe ja vItarAgatAsarvajJatA pAmI jIvamAtrano uddhAra karavAnuM emanuM dhyeya hoya che. jagatathI sarvathA nirALA hoya che. chatAM mAtA-pitAnA anurodhathI ane svajana-mitronA AgrahathI bAhya ramata-gamata-khela-kriDA vageremAM pravarte che. e loko emanI sAthe je paNa -- -- 44 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo -- -- -- -- --
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________________ vyavahAra kare jo e ucita hoya to emane karavA de che. mATe ja jyAre e nAnA hoya ane mAtA-pitAdika-ghoDIyAmAM phularAvavA mAge to paramAtmA emane phularAvavA ya de. koI ramADe to ramADavA ya deIndro meru giri para abhiSeka karavA laI javA mAge to laI javA de. A badhuM ja karavA de chatAM paravALAnI jema aMtarathI sAva ja nirALA rahe. eo lagna karatA hoya ke rAjyanI dhurAne paNa vahana karatA hoya te tevA prakAranA nikAcita karmano udaya hoya to ja ane e paNa karmano kSaya karavA mATe ja. mATe ja je tIrthakaronA bhogAvalI karma nikAcita hotA nathI, temanI vairAgya dhArA evI prabaLa hoya che ke anikAcita karmanA bhUkkA bolAvI de. lagnano ke rAjyano paramAtmA svIkAra kare nahi paNa e tArakanuM karma e svIkAryA vinA khape tevuM hoya nahi tyAre ja svIkAre. kAraNa ke e paramatAraka jANatA hoya che ke nikAcita bhogAvalInA udaye prApta bhoga bhogavyA vinA kyAre ya chUTe nahi ane e vinA e karma tUTe nahi ane e karma na tUTe tyAM sudhI vItarAgatA ane kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya nahi ane jo e na thAya to tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanA vipAkodaya vaDe sarva jIvonA uddhAranuM je kArya karavuM che te paNa thAya nahi ane e na thAya to mukti paNa thAya nahi. mATe ja paramAtmA potAnA karmodayane lakSyamAM rAkhIne lagnane ke rAjyane paNa svIkAratA hoya che. e paNa emanA mATe karmane mArI haThAvavAnAM ja sAdhano bane che. anya jIvone mATe to je baMdhanuM kAraNa banI jAya, te emanA mATe karmanAzanuM nimitta banI jAya. keTalAkanA hAthamAM talavAra Ave, rakSaNa mATe to paNa enAthI bIjAnI ke potAnI garadana kApavAnuM kAma kare to keTalAkanA hAthamAM mAtra lAkaDI ja Ave chatAM enAthI sva-paranuM rakSaNa kare ema paNa banI zake. bhagavAna mATe paNa tema ja kahI zakAya. e lagna karavA chatAM pApakarmathI levANA nahIM. bhoga karavA chatAM emanI yoga sAdhanA naMdavANI nahi. akhaMDa yoganA sAmrAjyamAM eo mahAlyA che. loka je kriyAmAM gAMDA ne ghelA bane e ja kriyAmAM paramAtmA sAva nirALA rahyA che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa bhoga karIne paNa emaNe yoga sAmrAjyane ja mANyuM che. e ja rIte rAjyanI javAbadArI AvI to emAM ya nirALA. moTAmAM moTuM rAjavInuM pada maLI jAya, yAvat cakravartI paNa banI jAya. chatAM prabhu mAnane leza sparze nahi. e paramatArako rAjya para Ave eTale duSTo zAMta thaI jAya. emane kyAre paNa daMDAdi rAjyanItino upayoga karavo ja paDato nathI. prabhunA puNya dIkSA kalyANaka 45
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________________ sAmrAjyano ja e prabhAva hoya che ke durjanone durjanatA karavAnuM mana ja thatuM nathI. durjano jema zAMta thAya tema sajjanone tamAma sukha-suvidhA upalabdha thAya. mATe rAjyamAM rahela tamAmane paramAtmA upara ananya lAgaNI ane ahobhAva, AdarabhAva, bhaktibhAva pedA thAya. emanAM mAtA- pitA-svajana-parivArajanone to emanA para lAgaNI hoya te to samajyA paNa samagra dezavAsI-paradezavAsI janone paNa paramAtmA pratye evo ne evo prIti-bhaktino bhAva hoya che. dravya upakAra paNa paramAtmA dareka upara viziSTa koTino kare che. mATe e dareka prabhu sAthe tANevANe baMdhAyA hoya evo anubhava kare che. AthI ja teo prabhu vinAnA jIvananI ke rAjyanI kalpanA paNa karI zakatA nathI. zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunA jIvanamAM rAjyAbhiSekano prasaMga banyo nathI. paNa vidhimAM sarva tIrthakaronI aMjanazalAkA hoI ane anya tIrthakaronA jIvanamAM rAjya svIkArano prasaMga banelo hoI A utsava paNa ujavAya che. ekavAra udyAnamAM prabhu prabhAvatI sAthe gayA hatA. tyAM AvelA mahelamAM suMdaratama citrazALA hatI. prabhune jovA jevuM jagatamAM kazuM ja hotuM nathI. badhuM ja emaNe joyeluM che. chatAM... svajanonA uparodhathI ja prabhu jovA-karavAnI pravRtti Adare che. prabhunA mAtA-pitA jinadharmanA pAlaka hatA. prabhu zrI neminAthanA zAsananAM e zrAvaka-zrAvikA hatAM. temanA mahelamAM neminAtha prabhunAM citro hatAM. zrAvakanA gharamAM konAM citra jovA maLe ? ane Aje tamArA gharamAM konAM citro jovA maLe ? rAjImatIne mUkIne neminAtha prabhu rathane pAcho vALI gaDha giranAra jaI saMyama laI rahyA che, evuM citra emanA jovAmAM AvyuM. rAjImatI kAramo vilApa karI rahyAM che. chatAM prabhu zrI neminAtha pUrI virakta dazAno anubhava karI rahyA che, prazamabhAvamAM lIna che. A dazya jotAM ja prabhu zrI pArzvanAthane paNa thayuM ke, "basa ! have A saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI !' bhogAvalI pUruM thavA AvyuM hatuM ane A nimitta maLyuM. dareka tIrthakara bhagavaMtone AvuM koI nimitta maLe ja evuM nathI hotuM. nimitta maLe ke na maLe, paNa jyAre prabhunuM bhogAvalI karma pUruM thAya tyAre lokAMtika devo prabhunI pAse AvIne dharmatIrtha pravartAvavA vinaMtI karavA Ave che. A vinaMtIno svIkAra karIne prabhu vArSika dAnano prAraMbha kare che. svayaM saMbuddha prabhune paNa bodha pAmo kahevAnuM saubhAgya A lokAMtika devonuM hoya che. 43 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ lokAMtika devonI vinaMtI svIkArI prabhu jyAre vArSika dAna devAno prAraMbha karyo. rojanuM eka karoDa ne ATha lAkha to sonaiyAnuM dAna. eka varSamAM 388 karoDa 80 lAkha sonaiyAnuM dAna Ape. jemane jemane e dAna maLyuM, enA dedAra badalAI gayA. nirdhana paNa dhanI banI gayA. keTalAya to evA hatA ke dAnamAM maLelAM vastra, alaMkAra paherIne potAnA gharanA bAraNe UbhA rahyA to emanI patnIoe emane oLakhyA ja nahi. pelA sogaMdha khAIne kahe tyAre mAMDa oLakhI gharamAM lIdhA. stavanamAM varNana Ave che ke, tasa ghara na oLakhe nA to... sama dIe vaLI vaLIe... dravya dAridraya to jagatanuM paramAtmAe pheDyuM che paNa have bhAva dAritrya pheDavAno avasara Avyo hato. zrI pArzvanAtha prabhu mATe to teozrInA pitAe ane bhAI hastisene dIkSA mATenI adbhuta taiyArIo karI. Indra devI sAmagrIno emAM samAveza karyo. badhI ja sAmagrI alaukika banI gaI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA dIkSA kalyANakanuM varNana kalpasUtramAM Ave che. adbhuta-adbhuta kahI zakAya evuM e prAsAdika che, sAhityapUrNa che, lalita che. chatAM ya vAstavika che ane ethI ja haiyAne halabalAvI nAMkhe tevuM che. prabhu jyAre dIkSA mATe prayANa kare che tyAre have prabhunA A chellAM darzana hatAM ema badhA ja vicArI rahyA hatA. have pharI A netrone prabhunAM darzana kyAre thaze ? enI ja ciMtA saunA kALajAne korI khAI rahI che. kavi AgaLa vadhe che - nayaNamAlA sahassehiM... vaya mAtA sadaseTiM... aMgulimAlA sahassehiM... artha : "hajAro nayaNothI nIrakhAtA paramAtmA jaI rahyA che. hajAro jIbhothI khavAtA paramAtmA prayANa karI rahyA che. hajAro AMgaLIothI darzAvAtA paramAtmA gati karI rahyA che." gAmanI bahenonAM haiyAM hAthamAM rahetA nathI. magaja kAma karatuM nathI. gAle lagADavAno aMgarAga koIe AMkhamAM AMjI dIdho, to AMkhe AMjavAnuM aMjana gAle copaDI dIdhuM. javAnI utAvaLamAM chokarAne keDamAM levAnA badale koka strIe bilADInA baccAMne ja teDI lIdhuM. to kuvAmAMthI pANI kADhavAnI utAvaLamAM rahelI koI strIe ghaDAnA gaLAmAM doraDuM bharAvavAnA badale chokarAnA gaLAmAM ja doraDuM dIkSA kalyANaka
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________________ bharAvavAnI bhUla karI dIdhI. badhAM ja nagaravAsIo dezavAsIe sthaLa-kALa-veLA badhuM ja bhUlI gayAM. eka mane lIna thaI gayAM. prabhunA mahAbhiniSkramaNane jovA! varaghoDo AgaLa vadhyo. kAzI dezanI rAjadhAnI vArANasI nagarInI bahAra Azramapada nAmanA udyAnamAM varaghoDo utaryo. azoka vRkSa taLe prabhu padhAryA. Aje prabhu sarva saMgano parityAga karavAnA hatA. rojanA prasaMgomAM jeTalI hAjarI hoya che, tenAthI Aje vadhAre hAjarI jovA maLI. dIkSA jevA prasaMgamAM tamArI hAjarI joI amane paNa AnaMda jarUra thAya. Aje bIjuM paNa eka kAraNa che amArA AnaMdanuM ! paramAtmAe prakAzelA sarva jIva hitakAraka-dIkSA mArgane ATha ATha dAyakA sudhI jAna hAthamAM laIne surakSitanirvighna-niSphaTaka banAvanAra ane deza- videzamAM e dIkSAdharmano apratihata DaMko vagaDAvanAra amArA-tamArA-ApaNA saunA paramatAraka gurudeva paramapUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA AcArya padano Ajano divasa che. dIkSAdharmanI surakSA kAje emaNe A ja muMbaInA AMgaNe je saMgharSo vekyA hatA, je apamAno-tiraskAro ne gALo prasannavadane sahyAM hatAM, je korTa- kacerIonA khaTalAo veThyA hatA, enI Aje kadAca ghaNA kharAne kalpanA nathI. 192930 IsvIsanuM sAlamAM cAra mahinAnA 120 divasa daramyAna 100100 virodhI patrikAo emanAM viruddhamAM bahAra paDI hatI. jovI hoya to Aje ya saMgharelI mojuda che. e badhAne paNa e mahApuruSa koIpaNa prakAranA Akroza vinA pacAvI gayA ane paramAtmA zrI mahAvIra deve darzAvelA kalyANakArI mArgane saune mATe sulabha banAvavAno aDIkhama prayatna karyo ane emAM teozrIe abhuta siddhi hAMsala karI koIne paNa e mArga para cAlavuM durlabha na bane eno puruSArtha ATha-ATha dAyakA sudhI avirata karyo ane emAM parAkASThAnI siddhi hAMsala karI. je vakhate e mahApuruSe dIkSA lIdhI, te vakhate gaMdhAra tIrthamAM dIkSAvidhi mATe prabhune padharAvavA nANa ke trigaDuM paNa na hatuM. traNa pATalA padharAvI tenA upara bhagavAnane birAjamAna karAyA hatA. emano varSIdAnano koI varaghoDo nIkaLyo na hato, emanA mAnapatranA meLAvaDA paNa thayA na hatA. dIkSArthI tarIke Aje mahinAo sudhI vAyaNAMo jamavA javAya che, e rIte emanAM koI vAyaNAMo paNa thayA na aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo 48
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________________ hatA. dIkSA samaye dIpakone DhAMkavA phAnasa ke hAMDIo paNa na hatI. chevaTe dIkSAnI kriyAmAM muMDana karavA mATe hajAma paNa maLyo na hato. dIkSAdAtA pU.mu. zrI maMgaLavijayajI mahArAje jAte muMDananuM kArya karyuM hatuM. dIkSAnA divase savAre 1012 mAIlano vihAra karI AvavuM paDyuM hatuM. chatAM emaNe dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne ja teo rahyA. kAraNa ke ruMdhAyelo dIkSAno mArga emanAthI ja khullo thavAno hato. e mATe koI paNa saMyogamAM emanI dIkSA thavI anivArya hatI. e ja vakhate emaNe daDha praNidhAna karyuM. jagatane mATe taravAnA AlaMbana svarUpa dIkSA je atyaMta durlabha banI gaI che ane huM sulabha karuM. zAstrakAra kahe che - jagata mATe kalyANano mArga vaheto mUkanAra zrI tIrthakara devonA prayatna pAchaLa jema tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanA daLIyAM kAma kare che, tema e kalyANa mArgane jagata mATe sulabha banAvavAno puruSArtha karanAra puNyavaMtA AcAryAdinA prayatna pAchaLa paNa e ja tIrthakara nAmakarmanAM daLIyAM kAma kare che. mAthe kaphana bAMdhI prANo hAthamAM laI emaNe e mATe prayatno AdaryA ane chevaTe deza-videzamAM dIkSAdharmano DaMko vagADIne-lAkhonA haiyAmAM dIkSAdharmanI pratiSThA karIne ja e mahApuruSe A dharatI parano aMtima zvAsa laIne mUkyo hato. e mahApuruSanI AcArya padavInI ujavaNIno ja Ajano divasa yogAnuyoge ApaNane prApta thayo che. paramAtmA zrI vIre to ekalAe ja dIkSA lIdhI hatI. prabhu pArzvanAthanI sAthe 300-300 puNyAtmAoe dIkSA grahaNa karI hatI. Aje kadAca prabhu pArzvanAthanI dIkSA ujavaNI vakhate traNaso puNyAtmAo dIkSA na le chatAM A prasaMge kamase kama 300 puNyAtmAonA haiyAmAM paNa jo rajoharaNanI pratiSThA thaI jAya to paNa A prasaMga tamArA mATe lekhe lAge. tame kalpI nahi zako paNa vidhi tarIke paramAtmAnA bibano kezaloca karavA huM jyAre upara gayo tyAre mArA paramatAraka gurudevazrI aMjanazalAkA prasaMgamAM potAnI kamanIya ane parama namanIya kAyAthI prabhuno je kezaloca karatA e paikInuM eka dRzya mArI AMkha sAme UbharI AvyuM ane mArI AMkho bhInI thaI gaI. surendranagaranI aMjanazalAkAno e prasaMga hato. mahAvIra paramAtmAnI e locavidhi hatI. A prasaMga vakhate suzrAvaka prANalAla suMdarajI kApaDIyA tyAM hAjara hatA. svarAjyanI caLavaLathI ja rASTrIyatAnA raMge raMgAyelA e mahAnubhAva hatA. jasmIna ane vANiyA silka milanA e mAlika hatA. deza-videzonI dIkSA kalyANaka 49
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________________ anekavAra emaNe kheDa karelI hatI. gAMdhIjInA kahevAthI khAdIno rASTramAM pracAraprasAra karavAmAM e agresara hatA. naherujInA kahevAthI vileja apaliphTamenTa progrAmanA e AgevAna banyA hatA. sukhathI bharyuM bharyuM emanuM jIvana hatuM. divasamAM traNa vAra barapha ghasIne ThaMDA pANIthI nahAvAnA e zokhIna hatA. chatAM pUrva puNyathI ekavAra pUjyazrInA paricayamAM AvyA bAda dharmanA raMge paNa raMgAyA hatA. e puNyAtmAe surendranagaranI aMjanazalAkAmAM pUjyazrInA hAthe thato loca jotAM ja saMveganA bhAvamAM bharatI AvI ane tyAM ne tyAM eka nAnA bALakanI jema teo codhAra AMsue raDI paDyA. 71 varSanI emanI e vakhate uMmara hatI. chevaTe 72 varSanI vaye bhIlaDIyA mukAme aMjanazalAkA mahotsavamAM ja paramatAraka gurudevazrIjInA hAthe saMyama meLavavA e bhAgyazAlI rahyA ane Aje 90nI uMmare paNa munirAja zrIpuNyadarzanavijayajI ma.nA nAme uttama prakAre saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. A vAta karavAnuM kAraNa ke AvA prasaMgo aneka AtmAo mATe samyagdarzana-bodhibIjanuM prabaLa kAraNa bane che. bhAva vadhI jAya to yAvatuM tIrthakara nAmakarmanI prAptinuM ya kAraNa banI jAya che. mATe ja kahyuM che ke A prasaMga e kAMI nATaka caTaka ke bhavAInA khela nathI. kutUhala posavAnAM A sAdhano nathI. AtmAne paramAtma bhAvathI bhAvita karI dharmayogamAM AgaLa vadhI javAnI A maMgaLa kriyAo che. A prasaMge paramAtmA vastra, alaMkAra, svajanAdikano tyAga kare che. te to dravyatyAga che. paNa sAthosAtha manamAMthI e tamAma cIjo taraphanA rAga-dveSano paNa tyAga kare che, je bhAvatyAga che. tenI ja kharI kiMmata che. dravyatyAga paNa bhAvatyAganuM kAraNa bane che. mATe te dravyatyAganI paNa eTalI ja kiMmata che. paramAtmAe dIkSA grahaNa karI. ghara-visAmAno tyAga karyo. kharA arthamAM paramAtmA baMdhanarahita-saMgarahita banyA. Aja sudhI paramAtmA rAjamahelamAM hatA, eTale garamI joI nathI. ThaMDI veThI nathI, sukhaDanA gharamAM rahyA che. devI sAnidhyathI satata huMphALI zItaLatAno ja anubhava karyo hato. paNa dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI ja pariSahonI senAne AmaMtraNa ApyuM. 'AvI jAva ! je leNuM hoya te cUkate karI jAva.' pratikULatA badhI veThIne azAtA vedanIyAdi badhAnuM deNuM cUkate karyuM. A zAhukAranI peDhI hatI. kAle Avajo, pachI Avajo' e vAta ahIM hatI nahi. 'abhI ! hAla' cUkate karyuM. e duHkhanI vaNajhAro sahIne paNa emanuM moDhuM malakAtuM 50 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ rahyuM. eno ja AnaMda emanA mukha upara sadAya taravaryA ja karato. ApaNe paramAtmAnA bhAva jANatA nathI. paNa ApaNI anubhUtinA AdhAre kahevuM hoya to ema lAge che ke AkhI jiMdagIno sauthI vadhAre AnaMda emaNe A baMdhano phagAvyA tyAre mANyo haze ? kAraNa Aja sudhI aMdara svabhAvamAM ja ramatA hovA chatAM vibhAvanI dazAnuM jIvana jIvavuM paDatuM. have svabhAvane anurUpa ja jIvana jIvavAnuM hatuM. samatA emanI sarvazreSTha hatI. samagra upayogadhArA ane cetanA zakti emanI AtmabhAvamAM ja nihita banI. AjanA divase jyAre paramAtmAnI dIkSA kalyANaka ujavaNI thAya che, tyAre enI tamArA mana upara kevI asara thaI te tame ja vicArajo ! sAmAnya vyaktinI dIkSAnA avasare paNa ajainonA mana upara tamArI kalpanAmAM na Ave evI asaro thatI hoya to paramatAraka, paramAtmAnI dIkSAnA prasaMgane joIne jaina tarIke tamane kevI asara thavI joIe ? eka sAMbhaLelI vAta karuM. eka gAmamAM dIkSA thaI. dIkSAmAM jaina karatAM paNa ajaina prajA vadhAre Avela. dIkSArthIne chaThTha hato. dIkSA bAda bahAra nIkaLavAno vAro Avyo tyAre ajainoe prabhAvanA na lIdhI, jhAMpA cUMdaDI hatI. chatAM jamavA ya na gayA. mahAjana samajAvavA gayuM. emane lAgyuM ke kAMIka mAThuM lAgyuM haze, mATe prabhAvanA lIdhI nahi hoya ane jamavA ya AvyA na hoya. 'jamavA kema na AvyA ? prabhAvanA kema na lIdhI ?' javAba zuM maLyo jANo cho ? kalpI zako cho ? tamArI kalpanAmAM na Ave tevo emano javAba hato. ajaino bolyA ke "A chokaro ATaluM badhuM choDI nIkaLyo che to kayA moDhe ame laIe ? eNe be divasanA apavAsa karyA che, te kyA moDhe ame jamavA AvIe ?' e loko prabhAvanA na laI zakyA ne na to jamI zakyA. ajaina jevI ajaina prajAne jo A asara thatI hoya to jainane zuM thavuM joIe ? AvA avasare paNa sAmAnya jevo tyAga paNa tamArAthI na thaI zakato hoya to lAgatuM nathI ke ghare jaI AMkhamAMthI AMsuonI dhAra vahevI joIe ? bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhI. emAM sukhane vekyuM hatuM. duHkhane majethI bhogavyuM hatuM. upasargo ane parISahone paramAtmAe majethI bhogavyA che, vekyA nathI. paramAtmA zrI pArzvanAtha prabhune kevalajJAna thayuM. mAtra 84 divasanI sAdhanA emane e mATe kAphI thaI paDI. yogAnuyoge prathama samavasaraNa vArANasInagarInA udyAnamAM ja maMDAyuM. udyAnapAlake doDIne A samAcAra azvasena mahArAjAne ApyA. teo khuzakhuzAla thaI gayA. udyAnapAlakane nyAla karI dIdho. dIkSA kalyANaka
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________________ azvasena mahArAjA, vAmAdevI mAtA ane prabhunA patnI prabhAvatI moTI RddhipUrvaka sAmaiyuM laI prabhune vAMdavA gayAM. pradakSiNA ApI, vaMdana karI, dezanA sAMbhaLI. dezanA pUrNa thayA bAda azvasena mahArAjA, vAmAdevI mAtA ane prabhAvatI A traNee prabhunA hAthe dIkSA grahaNa karI, dasa gaNadharonI ane bIjI anekanI dIkSA e samaye thaI. A rIte prabhunA kevaLajJAna sudhInI vAto ApaNe karI gayA. Aje rAtanA eka mahattvano prasaMga thavAno che. jo ke emAM tame hAjara rahI zako nahi. e zAsananI maryAdA che mATe. e prasaMga paramAtmAnI adhivAsanA ane aMjanazalAkAnI mahAna kriyAno che. AcArya bhagavaMtonA varada haste zubha muhUrta dareka biMbonA viziSTa maMtranyAsAdi pUrvaka aMgasaMskAra karavAmAM Avaze. tyAra bAda dareka biMbane aMjana karavAmAM Avaze. pAMce zreSTha ratno vagerenA cUrNane sAkara-gAyanuM ghI vagere uttama dravyo ane auSadhinI sAthe eka ghUMTa karIne A aMjana banAvAya che. jene sonAnI zalAkA arthAt saLI dvArA dareka biMbanI AMkhomAM AMjavAmAM Ave che. A kriyA kevaLajJAna kalyANakanI ujavaNIsvarUpa hoya che. prabhune kevaLajJAna-kevaLadarzananI A sAthe prApti thaI ema jAhera karavAmAM Ave che. Aje rAtre e saghaLI vidhi karavAmAM Avaze. tyArabAda vahelI savAre paramAtmAnuM prathama samavasaraNa maMDAze. Indra, paramAtmAnI bhAvavAhI stavanA karaze ane paramAtmA vatI pratiSThAkAraka AcArye prathama dezanAno kalpa paNa karavAno hoya che. tyArabAda prabhunA nirvANa kalyANakanI ujavaNI karAze. prabhu siddha-buddha-mukta-niraMjana banaze. Indra mahArAjAdi dvArA prabhuno 108 kaLazothI abhiSeka karAze ane e rIte pAMce pAMca kalyANakonI ujavaNI pUrNa thaze. e sAthe ja e paramatArakanA bibo pUjyatvane pAmaze. sAkSAt paramAtmasvarUpane pAmaze, jenuM AlaMbana laIne ApaNe taravAnuM che. tyArabAdano eka paNa divasa emanA pUjA vinAno nahi hoya. AjanA ujavaNI prasaMgamAM kuLamahattarA ane bhagavAnanA mAtA-pitA banelA puNyAtmAone prabhunA virahanI je saMvedanAo pragaTI che, te ApaNe najaronajara joI zakyA chIe. ATalA TUMkA gALAnA paramAtma biMba mAtranA ja sahavAsathI e ujavaNI vakhate ATalI bhAva- saMvedanA sparzatI hoya to je puNyAtmAoe paramAtmAne kharekharo janma Apyo hoya, bAlyakALathI emanI joDe ramatagamata, -- para aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo -- -- -- -- --
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________________ khela-kriDA, vArtA-vinoda vagere karyA hoya, varSonA varSo sudhI ane keTalAka paramAtmAnA AyuSya to pUrvanA moTA hatA, temanI sAthe pUrvanA pUrva varSo sudhI sAthe rahyA hoya, emanA pratye snehano majabUta tANo-vANo baMdhAI gayo hoya emane prabhunA virahathI kevI kevI saMvedanA jAgI haze, e jo ke samajavA mATe ApaNe pUrNataH sakSama nathI ja chatAM AvA prasaMgonA mAdhyame, aMze aMze paNa kalpanA karI zakIe tema to jarUra che ja. mAtra traNa ja kalyANakanI ujavaNI je biMba upara hajI thavA pAmI che, te biMba paNa ATalA badhA darzakomAM AvI saMvedanA pragaTAvavA samartha banatuM hoya to, je biMba upara pAMce pAMca kalyANako ujavAze e siddha thayela biMba kevI saMvedanA pragaTAvaze ? AvatIkAle kevaLajJAna ane nirvANa kalyANakanI ujavaNI thayA bAda biMbanI tAraka pratiSThA derAsarajImAM karavAmAM Avaze. paNa e pahelA e paramAtmAnI pratiSThA tamArA-amArA haiyAmAM karavAnI che. mATe ja A badho prasaMgano vyApa gItArthoe yojyo che. je mULanAyaka bhagavAnanI pratiSThA thavAnI temanA nAmano jApa dareka puNyazALIe karavAnI vidhi che. jyAM jinamaMdira nAnuM hoya tyAM paNa badhAnA haiyAM vizALa hovAM joIe. badhAne bhAvanA-umaMga hoya ke huM paNa hAjara rahI pratiSThA nirakhuM, paNa jJAnIo kahe che, sAMkaDA bhAI parvanA dA'DA ema kahevata che. paNa te kAyA ane samaya mATe kadAca lAgu paDe, paNa haiyAM mATe nahi. parva divasomAM saunAM haiyAM vizALa-udAra banavAM joIe. pratiSThA vakhate bIjI paNa keTalIka sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI che. muhUrta samaye dareka biMba upara sUrimaMtrAdhiSThita vAsakSepa AcAryo karavAno hoya che, eTale e vakhate badhAe bAjumAM khasI javAnuM che. kemake samaya thoDo che, e samayamAM dareka biMba upara A mahattvapUrNa vidhAna thaI javuM ja joIe. OM puSpAdaM puLyAhaM priyaMtAM priyaMtAm no gaganabhedI ghoSa gajavavAno che. samagra vAtAvaraNa prabhAvita banavuM joIe. kAraNa saunA maMgala-kalyANa mATenI A pratiSThA che. jinAlayanI bahAra rahelA paNa haiyAthI prabhune AtmagharamAM lAvI pratiSThA karI zake che. jJAnIo ene ja sAcI pratiSThA kahe che. mATe ja pU. upAdhyAyajI mahArAja to prabhu sAthe jANe jhaghaDo mAMDI beThA che. e kahI rahyA che... | 'lavuM paNa huM tama mana nahi mAvuM re, jagaguNa tamane dilamAM lAu re. - - - - - - diIkSA kalyANaka
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________________ bhagavan! huM to sAva nAno chuM. chatAM vizALa evA tamArA manamAM tame mane samAvI zakatA nathI. kAraNa Apa mane sthAna ApatA nathI. jyAre te jagaguru ! arthAt jagatamAM sauthI zreSTha-mahAna evA paNa tamane huM mArA muThThIbhara haiyAmAM samAvuM chuM. A rIte prabhune ApaNe haiyAmAM samAvavAnA che - pratiSThita karavAnA che. paramAtmAe ApaNA kalyANa mATe TADha-garamI, upadrava-upasarga, parISaha badhuM ja sahIne ApaNane taravAno mArga Apyo. ApaNe paNa paramAtmAnI bhakti mATe e bAhya paribaLo - ThaMDI, garamI, vagereno vicAra karavAno nathI. divaso to jotajotAmAM vItI gayA. kAle prasaMga paNa pUro thaI jaze. parama divase dvArodghATana thaze. enI sAthosAtha badhAnA haiyAMnAM bIDelA dvAro ughaDI javAM joIe. bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM pesatAM pahelAM kAjo laI badhI sAphasUphI karyA pachI ja praveza karAze. tema dareke potapotAnA haiyAmAM rahela mithyAtva- avirati-kaSAyoIndriyonI gulAmI-pramAda vagere rU5 kacaro kADhavAno che. je caDatA raMge A avasarane mANyo che to dareka praNidhAna karI levuM joIe ke A bhavamAM sarvavirati pAmyA vinA to maravuM ja nathI. kevaLajJAna ane nirvANanI bAbatamAM A bhavamAM ApaNe bhagavAnanI sAthe rahI zakIe tema nathI. kema ke te zakya nathI. paNa icchIe to e ja bhagavAne kahelI-AdarelI dIkSA sudhI to jarUra pahoMcI zakIe. Aje A manoratha karo ane kadAca dasa divase haiyuM baMdha paDIne marI paNa jazo toya e manorathanI evI tAkAta che ke tamane mahAvideha kSetramAM laI jaI jarUra saMyama apAvaze. bhagavAnanA mAtA-pitAdika banelA puNyAtmAoe paNa hamaNAM sudhI to anukaraNa karyuM che. AvatIkAle dIkSAnA prasaMge to dIkSA levA mATe e kadAca pahoMcI na zake ema mAnI lauM. paNa chevaTe A bhavamAM to dIkSA sudhI pahoMcI ja javuM che, ema nakkI thaI javuM joIe. ahIM beselI dareka vyaktie chevaTe e mATe koI nAnAmAM nAno paNa saMkalpa-niyama karavo ja joIe. ghaNAne moTA niyamanI bIka lAge mATe nAnA niyamanI vAta karI. mArA gurudeva pAse eka bhAIe evI ja mAMgaNI karI. "sAheba ! moTA niyama paLI zake tema nathI. koI nAno hoya to Apo ? gurudeve kahyuM, "paLAze ?' to eka vAta kara. AjathI koI paNa cIjamAM mIThuM nahIM vAparavuM evo niyama karI le. samajyA ? che niyama nAno paNa kAma enAthI ghaNuM moTuM thaI jAya. mATe sau koI prasaMganA hArdane pAmI prabhunA jIvananA UMcA Adarzo AMkha sAme rAkhI nAnA-moTA saMkalpo dvArA jIvanane sArthaka karI paramapadanA bhoktA bano e ja abhilASA. aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo pa4
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________________ aMjana-pratiSThA pachInuM pravacana cattArI paramaMgANi, dullahANIha jaMtuNo / mANusattaM sui saddhA, saMjamaMmi ya vIriyaM / / artha : jIvo mATe A jagatamAM cAra vastuo maLavI atyaMta durlabha che. 1-manuSyapaNuM, 2-dharmanuM zravaNa, 3-dharmavacana para zraddhA ane 4-saMyamamAM puruSArtha. - -- ---- - je gharma tIrthaMkara caturvigha, saMgha saMsthApana kare, mahAtIrtha sama e saMghane, sura asura sahu vaMdana kare; ne sarva jIvo bhUta, prANI, sattvazuM karuNa ghaTe, evA prabhu arihaMtane, paMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. -~-2 -----~ -~~-~~-~anaMta upakArI carama tIrthapati zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmA, anupama koTinA dharmatIrthanI sthApanA karIne potAnA jIvanakALa daramyAna A dharatIne pAvana karIne jyAM jyAM padhAryA tyAM tyAM agaNita AtmAone saMsAra sAgarathI tAravAnuM kAma paramAtmAe karyuM. temanI anupama koTinI dharmadezanA jenA paNa kAne paDI, jenA paNa haiyAmAM utarI ane je paNa AtmAe te vi.saM. 2054 vaizAkha suda-7, zanivAra tA. 2-5-98 - - - - - - aMjana pratiSThA pachInuM pravacana
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________________ dharmadezanA jhIlI, te rAjA hoya ke maMtrI, zrImaMta hoya ke sAmAnya, darekane saMsAranI asAratAnI ekasarakhI pratIti thaI. darekanA haiyAmAM sarvaviratinI pratiSThA thaI gaI, darekanA haiyAmAM mukti meLavavAnI tAlAvelI lAgI. mATe aneka rAjavIoe rAjyano tyAga karyo. aneka zrImaMtoe saMpattino tyAga karyo, garIboe dInatAno tyAga karyo ane paramAtmAnuM svAmItva svIkAryuM. sAdhanA karI ane paramapada meLavyuM. jenI e tAkAta na hatI, temaNe dezavirati svIkArI. sarvaviratinA manoratha majabUta karyA ane muktino pAyo majabUta karI lIdho. bhUmikA sarjI. bhagavAne maLelA bhoga sukhono tyAga karavAnuM bhAna karAvyuM. paramAtmAnI e anupama vANI jeNe jeNe jhIlI, te badhAnuM jIvana sArthaka thaI gayuM. paramAtmAe jJAna dvArA nirvANakALa najIka jANyo ane vihAra karIne apApApurImAM padhAryA. deve racela samavasaraNamAM paramAtmAe aviratapaNe soLa praharanI dezanA ApI. covihAro chaTTa paramAtmAne hato. te dharmadezanAmAM je je vAta paramAtmAe karI, temAMthI keTalIka vAto uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM saMkalita karavAmAM AvI che. temAM paramAtmA kahI rahyA che ke, jyAM sudhI vicAraka dazA pedA thatI nathI, tyAM sudhI saMsAranI asAratAnI pratIti thatI nathI. saMpattivALo hoya ke vipattivALo hoya, paNa vicAraka dazAnA abhAve saMsAranI asAratAnI pratIti thatI ja nathI. jema saMsAranI asAratAnI pratIti thatI nathI, tema mokSanI mahAnatAnI pratIti paNa thatI nathI. jyAre vicAre che, tyAre A baMne vAta samajAya che. Aje ghaNAnA jIvanamAM game teTalA ApattinA DuMgara tUTI paDe, chatAM paNa temane saMsAranI asAratAnI pratIti thatI nathI. tenuM kAraNa eka che ke, vicAraka dazAno abhAva che. jene vicAraka dazAnA prabhAve saMsAranI asAratAnI pratIti thAya che, tene ja muktinI mahAnatA samajAya che. jene muktinI mahAnatA samajAya che, tene muktinAM sAdhano levAnuM mana thAya che. jene muktinAM sAdhano levAnuM mana thAya che, tene muktinAM sAdhano jyAM te jANavAnuM mana thAya che. bAkInAne manuSya jIvananI durlabhatA, dharmazravaNanI AvazyakatA, zraddhAtattvanI anivAryatA ane cAritra jIvananI zreSThatA samajAtI ja nathI. je AtmAne saMsAranI asAratA ane mokSanI mahAnatA samajAI haze, tene saMsArathI chUTIne muktine pAmavAnI tIvra tAlAvelI lAgI haze, muktine prApta karavA mATenA sAdhano kayAM ? tevI jijJAsA jenA aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo 53
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________________ manamAM pedA thaI haze, tenA mATe A zloka upayogI che. paramAtmA kahI rahyA che ke cAra vastu durlabha che - 1- manuSyapaNuM 2- jinavANInuM zravaNa 3 - jinavacana pratye zraddhA ane 4- saMyamamAM puruSArtha. A sAdhanA mArga jemaNe darzAvyo che, te parama tAraka paramAtmAnI prANapratiSThAno rUDo prasaMga tamArA AMgaNe bhAvollAsapUrvaka ujavAyo che. ghaNA parivAro temAM joDAyA. zAstrakAro kahe che ke, je nagaramAM je sthAnamAM, je bhUmimAM paramAtmAnA maMdiranI, paramAtmAnA jinabiMbanI pratiSThA thAya che, te gAmanI, te nagaranI tyAM vasatA puNyAtmAonI pratyeka prakAre samRddhi vadhe che. kalpavRkSanI jema aMtara ane bAhya baMne prakArano vaibhava phelAya che ane tenAM mULIyA vaTavRkSanI jema phelAyA vinA rahetA nathI. paNa jemaNe sAcA bhAve, niHsvArtha bhAve, paramAtmA pratyenA ananya bhAvathI A anuSThAna karyA hoya te kyAre ya bhautika sukhamAM levAtA nathI. paramAtmAnI AjJAne hRdayamAM pratiSThita karavAmAM na Ave to paramAtmAnI pratiSThA thatI ja nathI. kAraNa ke dharma AjJAmAM che. paramAtmA hRdayamAM pratiSThita thavA joIe. paramAtmAnI AjJA hRdayamAM pratiSThita thavI joIe. ghaNIvAra ajJAnatAne kAraNe ApaNe ApaNI kalpanA mujabanA vidhi-niSedho kalpI letA hoIe chIe. kalpanA mujabanA ArAdhanA mArgo kalpI letA hoIe chIe. paNa zAstrano niyama che ke, jene dharmazAstranuM jJAna na hoya tene dharmanI bAbatamAM nirNaya karavAno adhikAra hoto ja nathI. jene zAstranuM jJAna nathI, tenuM hRdaya haMmezA khulluM rahevuM joIe. mArA paramAtmA zuM kahe che? mArA paramAtmAnI AjJA zuM kahe che ? te teNe satata vicAravuM joIe. | nAnAmAM nAnI ArAdhanAmAM nAnAmAM nAnA niyamamAM traNa vastu sAcavavI joIe. ArAdhanAmAM AjJAnuM pAlana na hoya, jayaNAnuM pAlana na hoya ane vidhinuM pAlana na hoya te kriyA jainazAsananI kriyA rahetI ja nathI. ApaNAmAMthI ApaNo AtmA nIkaLI jAya to A khokhAnI kiMmata keTalI? to te ja rIte dekhItuM anuSThAna game teTaluM suMdara hoya paNa te kriyAmAMthI jo AjJA nIkaLI jAya, vidhi nIkaLI jAya ane jayaNA nIkaLI jAya to te kriyAnuM mahattva keTaluM? prANa vinAnA khokhA jeTaluM ja. tame paramAtmAnI pratiSThA karI. have paramAtmAnI AjJAnI pratiSThA karavAnI jarUra che. tamArI javAbadArI ghaNI vadhI jaze. A zuM cIja che, te samajavAno prayatna aMjana pratiSThA pachInuM pravacana pa7
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________________ karavo joIe. vaiyaktika Agraha bAMdhIne vicAra karavo te sAdhaka mATe yogya nathI. sAdhanA karavI hoya to jinavacano samajavA joIe. AjJA viruddha maMtavya bAMdhavuM te khAmI che. vartamAnakALamAM jo koI Apatti hoya to, zrAvaka varga ajJAna banyo che, te che. tame thoDuMka bhaNyA hota to Aje zAsananI jAhojahAlI judI ja hota. tamane taravA mATe jahAja maLyuM che, temAM besIne taravAnuM che. Aja pachI A paramAtmAnI bhakti kaI rIte karavI? paramAtmAnI dravyabhakti kaI rIte karavI ? paramAtmAnI bhAvabhakti kaI rIte karavI ? te mATe jo caityavaMdanabhASya dareka puNyAtmA bhaNI le to paramAtmAnI pratimAmAM pratimA nahi paNa paramAtmAnA darzana thAya. ghaNA puNyAtmA paramAtmAnI pratimAnA darzana kare che, paramAtmAnAM nahi. ghaNA AMgInAM darzana kare che, paramAtmAnAM nahi to ghaNAne AMgI paNa dekhAtI nathI. AjJA ane Adara bhUlAyA eTale vItarAga paramAtmAnuM mahattva gauNa thayuM ane deva- devInuM mahattva vadhyuM che. deva-devI pAse doDha page doDha kalAka Ubho rahe ane paramAtmA pAse doDha miniTa paNa na Ubho rahe, A paramAtmAnI bhakti nathI AzAtanA che. teno khyAla ApaNane rahevo joIe. A rUDo avasara Avyo che temAM samajIne dravyabhakti karo to te bhAvabhaktinuM kAraNa bane. je sarvavirati svIkAre te dhanya che. sarvavirati svIkAravAnI jenI zakti nathI, te dezavirati svIkAre, te paNa zakti nathI. te samyagdarzanane nirmaLa karavAno prayatna kare. samyagdarzanane prApta karavAno prayatna kare. tene mATe jinamaMdira baMdhAvavuM, jinabiMba bharAvavuM, jinabiMbanA darzana karavAM te uttama. A rUDA avasarane pAmyA ane tenI Aje pUrNAhuti paNa thaI. ATalA divasamAM amArAthI vItarAganI AjJA viruddha, jANatA-ajANatAM kAMI paNa AcaraNa thayuM hoya to kAMIpaNa bolAyuM hoya to amArA AtmakalyANa mATe amAre micchA mi dukkaDa devo ja joIe. tamAre paNa vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJAthI viparIta kAMIpaNa thayuM hoya teno micchA mi dukkaDa devo ja joIe. pachI vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA zuM che te dharmazAstranA darpaNamAM jovAno ane samajavAno prayatna karavo ja joIe ane te rIte vartavAno nirdhAra paNa karavo ja joIe. paramAtmAnA zAsananuM satya nAnuM hoya ke moTuM hoya paNa darekanuM sarakhuM ja mahattva che. koI paNa satya nAnuM nathI. AMkha taddana nAnI che, chatAM tenuM mUlya keTaluM che. zarIranA koIpaNa aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo 58
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________________ nAnAmAM nAnA aMganuM paNa mUlya che, te ja rIte arihaMta paramAtmAnI eka paNa vAta nAnI che' tema karIne tenI upekSA na thavI joIe. paramAtmAe kahelI dareka vAta te nAnI hoya ke moTI, darekanuM mUlya sarakhuM ja che. - jJAnanI vAta AvI tyAM kahyuM ke ochA jJAnavALo paNa tare. vadhAre jJAnavALo paNa tare - vratanA svIkAranI vAtamAM lakhyuM che ke, sarvavirativALo paNa karI zake, dezaviratidhara paNa karI zake, bAra vratavALo paNa karI zake, eka vratavALo paNa tarI zake. ekavrata paNa egavihaM egaviheNuM hoya to paNa tarI zake. paNa jyAM samyagdarzana-samyakta ke zraddhAnI vAta AvI, vItarAga paramAtmA paranA samarpaNanI vAta AvI, tyAM 1OO vAtamAMthI 99 mAne 1 vAta paNa jo na mAne to mithyAtvano doSa lAge che, tema paramAtmAe kahyuM che. jJAnamAM - cAritramAM chUTa ApI. dezaviratimAM chUTa ApI. samyagdarzanamAM kyAMya chUTa na ApI. 'tameva saa niHsaMvaM, gaM nihiM pave' artha : 'te ja sAcuM ane zaMkA vagaranuM ke je zrI jinezvare prarUpyuM che.' koInA paNa mATe koIpaNa abhiprAya ApIe to cAlI zake ? sarvajJa paramAtmA mATe game te abhiprAya ApIe to na cAlI zake. sarvajJanA zAstro mATe koIpaNa abhiprAya ApIe te na cAlI zake, tyAM mAtra zraddhA ne samarpaNa ja joIe. Aje amArI ane tamArI bhUmikA pramANenI A vAta karI. A rUDA avasarane pAmIne ame cAritranuM ane tame zrAvakapaNAnuM suMdaramAM suMdara ArAdhana karI AtmavikAsa sAdhI AtmAnA pUrNa svarUpa-muktine pAmIe e ja abhilASA sAthe pUrNa karavAmAM Ave che. aMjana pratiSThA pachInuM pravacana
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________________ paramAtmAnI pUjA saccAdarzananuM amogha kAraNa che. samyagadarzanane nirmaLa karanAra tattva che. paramAtmAnI pUjA e samyagdarzananuM aMga che. jina-pUjA e koI sAmAnya anuSThAna mAtra nathI, paNa paramAtmapadane pAmavAnI sAdhanA che, dhyAnayogamAM praveza karavAnI viziSTa prakriyA che. jina-pUjANI mananI zAMti, mananI zAMtinI uttama dhyAna, uttama dhyAnathI nirjarA ane nirjarAcI mokSa prApta thAya che. e rIte jinapUjA mokSanuM kAraNa che. 0000000 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ parikaranA mAdhyamathI paramAtmAnuM dhyAna darzanAd duritadhvaMsI, vandanAd vAJchitapradaH / pUjanAt pUrakaH zrINAM, jinaH sAkSAt suradrumaH / / cautIsaaisayajuA, aTThamahApADiherakayasohA / titthayarA gayamohA, jhAeavvA payatteNaM / / 1 / / artha : 'darzana karavAthI pApano nAza karanAra, vaMdana karavAthI icchitane sArI rIte ApavAra, pUjana karavAthI bAyaatyaMtara lakSmIne pUranAra, zrI jinezvara sAkSAt kalpavRkSa jevA che." 'cotrIza atizayathI yukta, ATha mahA prAtihAryothI zobhA karAyela, mohathI mukta evA tIrthakaro prayatnapUrvaka dhyAna karavA yogya che." jyAM chatra maMDara ujvalAM, zobhI rahyAM zira upare, je devadevI ratna cAmara, vIMjhatA karadraya vaDe; dvAdazagula vaNa devavRkSa, azokathI ye pUjAya che, evA prabhu arihaMtane, paMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. vi.saM. 2054 caitra vada-14, zanivAra tA. 25-4-98 - - - parikaranA mAdhyamathI paramAtmAnuM dhyAna
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________________ mahAmUrya sama tejasvI zobhe, gharmacakra samIpamAM, bhAmaMDale prabhupIThathI, AbhA prasAra digaMtamAM; comera jAnuM pramANa puSyo, artha jinane arpatA, evA prabhu arihaMtane, paMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. jyAM devaduMdubhi doSa gajva, ghoSa traNAlokamAM, tribhuvana taNA svAmItaNI, sau e suNo zubhadezanA; pratibogha karatA deva, mAnava ne vaLI tiryaMcane, evA prabhu arihaMtane, paMcAMga bhAve huM namuM. anaMta upakArI carama tIrthapati zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAstrakAra paramarSi A zlokamAM vizvakalyANakara paramatAraka zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno mahimA keTalo aciMtya koTino che, te svayaM jIvanamAM anubhavyA bAda paramAtma stavananA svarUpamAM enuM gAna karI rahyA che. jagatamAM jeTalA paNa zreSTha padArtho che, te saghaLAnI upamA apAya to paNa ochI paDe tevo prabhAva zrI arihaMtono che. jagatamAM sarvAMchitane pUranAra kalpavRkSa, kAmadhenu, kAmakuMbha ane ciMtAmaNiratna gaNAya che. A badhAno ya prabhAva ekaTho karavAmAM Ave to paNa paramAtmAnA prabhAvanI tole na AvI zake evo arihaMta paramAtmAno prabhAva che. kalpavRkSa, kAmadhenu, kAmakuMbha ke ciMtAmaNi paNa ApI ApIne Ape to ya A loka saMbaMdhI bhautika sAmagrI ja ApavAnI tAkAta dharAve che, vadhumAM vadhu eka bhavanAM duHkhonuM haraNa karI eka bhava pUratAM ja sukhanI bheTa ApavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. e paNa jenI pAse puNyanI mUDI hoya tene ja e sukha ApavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. paraMtu e puNyane pedA karI ApavAnI, eka bhava karatAM vadhu bhavamAM du:khane harI sukhane prApta karAvI ApavAnI temaja sauthI zreSTha evuM je AdhyAtmika sukha che, te ApavAnI tAkAta to e cAre paikI koImAM ya nathI. enI sAme paramAtmA e badhuM ja Ape che. A bhavanAM duHkha dUra karI Ape che, tema para bhavanAM du:khone paNa dUra karI Ape che. A lokamAM sukha meLavI Ape che tema paralokamAM ya sukha meLavI Ape che. A bhavamAM puNya sarjI Ape che ane paralokamAM paNa puNyane sarjavAnI bhUmikA karI Ape che. duHkhanI prAptinuM mULa je pApa, teno nAza 12 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ karI Ape che ane sukhanI prAptinuM mULa je puNya, teno prAdurbhAva karI Ape che. sauthI viziSTa vAta to e ke e maLelA sukhomAM mUccha thavA detA nathI, enA bhogavaTAmAM ya jAgRti rAkhavAmAM madada kare ane e bhogavaTAnA pariNAme durgatimAM javA detA nathI. uparathI svargAdi sadgatiomAM mokale che ane A krame karIne chevaTe sarva duHkhanA sarvathA nAzasvarUpa ane sarva sukhanI sarvathA prAptisvarUpa mokSa paNa Ape che. A arihaMta paramAtmAno aciMtya mahimA che. je kAMI paNa bhautika sukha-sAmagrI jagatanA jIvone maLe tenA mULamAM arihaMta paramAtmAno ja atizaya kAma kare che. paramAtmAno e sauthI moTo prabhAva che ke nirAsa bhAve emanI pUjA-bhakti-AjJApAlana karanArane e maLelA sukhamAM muMjhAvA-phasAvA detA nathI. tene saMpUrNa saMrakSaNa pUruM pADe che ane chevaTe potAnuM ja paramAtma pada paNa Ape che. anAdinAM duHkha, dAriyane dUra karI vizvanI sarvazreSTha saMpattisvarUpa paramAtma padanI bheTa ApavAnI tAkAta ekalA zrI arihaMta paramAtmAmAM ja che. potAnA AMtara vaibhavathI-AdhyAtmika guNothI jIvonA jIvanane chalochala bharI ApavAnI tAkAta ekalA zrI arihaMta paramAtmAmAM ja che. eno anubhava arihaMta paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karavAmAM Ave to thAya. mATe ja jainazAsanamAM dhyAnanuM khUba ja mahattva che. yogagraMthomAM adhyAtmayoga-bhAvanAyoga-dhyAnayoga-samatAyoga ane vRttisaMkSayayoga ema yoganA je pAMca prakAro batAvyA che, temAM dhyAnayoga e trIjo yoga che. bAhyAbhyatara bAra prakAranA taponuM varNana ApaNe tyAM khUba ja prasiddha che, temAM atyaMtara cha prakAranA tapamAM pAMcamo ane bAhyAbhyatara tapamAM agiyAramo tapa dhyAna che. arihaMtanuM dhyAna dharavA mATe emanA dravya-guNa-paryAyonuM dhyAna karavuM. emAM ekAkAra banavuM. mATe ja navapadanA duhAmAM kahyuM ke, arihaMta pada dhyAto thako, dabRha gu yajjAya re; bheda cheda karI AtamAM, arihaMta rUpI thAya che." dhyAnayogamAM praveza pAmavA mATe adhyAtmayoga ane bhAvanAyoga anivArya che. AthI adhyAtmayoga pAmyA pachI bhAvanAyoga Ave ane bhAvanAyoga AvyA pachI ja dhyAnayoga Ave. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- parikaranA mAdhyamathI paramAtmAnuM dhyAna
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________________ dhyAnanA mukhya be prakAra batAvavAmAM AvyA che. 1 - sAlaMbana dhyAna, 2 - nirAlaMbana dhyAna nirAlaMbana dhyAna vinA mokSa na maLe. nirAlaMbana dhyAna pAmavuM hoya teNe sAlaMbana dhyAnathI zarUAta karavI paDe. te mATe cokkasa AlaMbananI jarUra paDe. e AlaMbana paikInuM eka AlaMbana eTale ja arihaMta paramAtmA. arihaMta paramAtmA e sAlaMbana dhyAnanuM zreSTha AlaMbana che. jyAre siddha paramAtmA nirAlaMbana dhyAnanuM zreSTha AlaMbana che. sAlaMbanathI nirAlaMbanamAM praveza thaI zake. nirAlaMbana dhyAnamAM praveza thayA bAda tenI parAkASThAe pahoMcelo sAdhaka zuddha caitanyane sAkSAt jANI-mANIanubhavI zake che. sAlaMbana dhyAnamAM arihaMta paramAtmA AMkha sAme joIe. arihaMta paramAtmAnA cAre nikSepaNa mahattvanA che. nAma-sthApanA-dravya ane bhAva. emAM sthApanA nikSepo sAlaMbana dhyAna mATe sauthI vadhu upayogI banI zake che. tame saue tijayapahatta stotranI - cautIsaaisayajuA, aTThamahApADiherakayasohA / titthayarA gayamohA, jhAeavvA payatteNaM / gAthA sAMbhaLI haze ? emAM cotrIza atizayothI yukta, ATha mahAprAtihAryathI zobhAprApta, vigatoha evA tIrthakaronuM prayatnapUrvaka dhyAna karavAnuM kahyuM che. dhyAna vinA AtmAnuM paramAtmA sAthe joDANa na thAya. AtmAnuM paramAtmA sAthe joDANa na thAya to paramAtmAnA aciMtya prabhAvano anubhava na thAya. vAsupUjya bhagavAnanA stavanamAM mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAje kahyA mujaba e joDANa bI nI re tumaNuM milazuM jevuM joIe. jene yogaadhyAtmanA graMthomAM samarasApatti kahevAya che. e bhUmikAne prApta karavA mATe dhyAnanI anivAryatA che. dhyAna jene paNa karavuM hoya ene paramAtmAnA svarUpanuM vizada jJAna hovuM anivArya che. tyArabAta satata ciMtana-manana-nididhyAsana dvArA e svarUpa AMkha sAme tAdaza thavuM joIe ane e mATe aSTa mahAprAtihArya sameta jinabiMbanI AvazyakatA mAnavAmAM AvI che. pahelA jaNAvelI gAthA mujaba e arihaMta paramAtmAnAM cotrIze atizayonuM dhyAna dharavAnuM hoya che, emanA AThe ATha mahAprAtihAryonuM paNa dhyAna dharavAnuM hoya che ane emanI rAga-dveSa ane moha aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo 64
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________________ (ajJAna) rahita avasthA arthAt kaivalya avasthAnuM dhyAna dharavAnuM hoya che. pAchuM A dhyAna emane ema jovA mAtrathI AvI jatuM nathI. tene mATe satata e mATeno abhyAsa pADavo paDe mATe ja tijayapahUtta stotramAM ane caityavaMdana bhASya vagere graMthomAM enA mATe prayatnapUrvaka dhyAna karavuM - evuM lakhavAmAM AvyuM che. tame e graMthono abhyAsa karyo hota to tamane A vAtano khyAla hota. caityavaMdana bhASyamAM dazatrikanI paNa vAta Ave che. emAM traNa nizIhi, traNa pradakSiNA vagere trika eTale traNa-traNanA joDalAvALI kriyAo ane evI kriyAo daza che, mATe e dazatrika tarIke oLakhAya che. eno paNa paramArtha paramAtmA sAthe ekAkAratA arthAt dhyAnanI prApti karAvavAno ja che, ema vicArakane jaNAyA vinA na rahe. traNa nizIhimAM - badhAthI eTale duniyAnA tamAma pApa vyApArothI, derAsara saMbaMdhI kAmakAjathI ane dravyapUjA saMbaMdhI kAmakAjathI aLagA thaI mAtra paramAtmA ane temanA alaukika guNo sAthe joDANa karavuM. te paNa dhyAnanI prApti mATe thAya che. traNa pradakSiNAmAM saMsAranI cAre gatiomAM karelA bhramaNano tyAga karI paramAtmAmAM ja ramaNa karavAnA ekamAtra udezyathI e paramAtmAnI AjubAju pradakSiNA ApavAnI hoya che. traNa praNAma - emAM paramAtmAne potAnA mana-vacana-kAyAnA tamAma yogonuM samarpaNa karavAnuM hoya che. traNa dizA tyAga - badhethI najara haTAvI mAtra paramAtmA upara ja potAnI najara sthira karavAnI AmAM hoya che. dhyAnanI pariprApti mATe ja . traNa avasthAnuM ciMtana -paramAtmAnI piMDastha avasthA, padastha avasthA ane rUpAtIta avasthAnuM ciMtana ane emAMthI piMDastha avasthAmAM paramAtmAnI bAlyAvasthA, rAjyavasthA ane zramaNAvasthA, A traNa avasthAnuM ciMtana karavAnuM hoya che. tyArabAda paramAtmAnI kevaLajJAna prApti pachInI avasthA-samavasaraNastha dezanAdAtA tarIkenI avasthAnuM ciMtana e bIjI padasthAvasthA Ave ane trIjI rUpAtIta avasthA. emAM paramAtmAnI siddha avasthAnuM ciMtana Ave. A rIte paramAtmAnI dareke dareka avasthAothI AtmAne bhAvita karavAno che. e ciMtanabhAvanAmAMthI ja dhyAna pragaTe. -- - parikaranA mAdhyamathI paramAtmAnuM dhyAna -- -- -- 65
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________________ have A dhyAna karavuM kaI rIte eno javAba caityavaMdana mahAbhASya nAmanA mahAgraMthamAM vAdivetALa AcAryazrI zAMtisUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ApI rahyA che. adbhuta racanA che e emanI. emAM paramAtmAnAM parikaranuM zuM mahattva che, te dhyAnamAM kevI rIte upayogI bane che - bhAvanAyogamAMthI dhyAnayogamAM laI javAnI sakSamatA emAM kaI rIte che, te badhI vAto e mahApuruSe emAM vigatavAra karelI che. arihaMta paramAtmAnI pratimAne arihaMta tarIke pUjavI hoya to emanA parikaranI anivAryatA che. jo e ja arihaMta paramAtmAnA biMbane siddha tarIke pUjavuM hoya to parikaranI AvazyakatA nathI. prasaMgavazAt bIjI paNa eka vAta karI dauM. jinAlayanA zikhara upara dhajA hoya. emAM jinAlayanA mULanAyaka jo arihaMta svarUpI hoya arthAt ke parikaravAnA hoya to dhajAmAM je paTTA karavAmAM Ave che, temAM sauthI vacalo paTTo arihaMtanA zveta varNAnusAra zveta-sapheda rAkhavo ane bAkInA paTTA lAla rAkhavA. jo mULanAyaka siddha svarUpI hoya arthAt ke parikara vinAnA hoya to vacalo paTTo siddhanA varNAnusAra lAla raMgano ane bAkInA zveta raMganA karavA. A mujaba che je bhagavAnanAM zikharo hoya tenA uparanI dhajAomAM vacce te raMgano paTTo rAkhavo. A vidhinI pAchaLa paNa eka mahAna hetu rahelo che. dUrathI ja dhajAnA darzana karanArane A ahaMtu caitya che ke siddha caitya che tenI khabara paDI jAya. A parikaramAM bhagavAnanA jIvana saMbaMdhI dareka mukhya ghaTanAonuM nidarzana karavAmAM AveluM hoya che. Aja sudhI kadAca tamAruM lakSya kALajIthI e tarapha gayuM nahi hoya, paNa have pachI jyAre paNa tame jinAlayamAM jAo ane parikaranAM darzana karo tyAre A vAta khAsa kALajIthI noMdhajo. prabhune Indro meru giri para snAtrAbhiSeka mATe laI jAya che, te bAlyAvasthAnuM dhyAna dharavA mATe parikaramAM sauthI upara kaLazadhArI devo batAvavAmAM AvelA hoya che. paramAtmAnI AMgI-zobhA-aMga zRMgAra jyAre karavAmAM Ave che, pratimAne alaMkAra-mukuTa AdithI vibhUSita karavAmAM Ave che, e paramAtmAnI rAjyavasthA che. samagra rAjyavasthAnuM enAthI dhyAna dharavAnuM che. e rAjyavasthAnuM dhyAna paNa kaI rIte karavuM te dharmagraMthomAM batAvavAmAM AveluM che. prabhunA mastaka para keza na hatA. prabhue paMcameSThI kezaloca karelo. mATe kezarahita mastakanI avasthA joIne paramAtmAnI zramaNAvasthAnuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ tyAra bAda AThe ATha mahAprAtihAryanuM paNa emAM darzana karavAnuM che. azokavRkSaH surapuSpavRSTi - divyo dhvanizcAmaramAsanaM ca / bhAmaNDalaM dundubhirAtapatraM, satprAtihAryANi jinezvarANAM / / A zlokamAM AThe prAtihAryonAM nAmo mUkavAmAM AvyA che. prabhunA parikaramAM uparanA bhAgamAM pAMdaDAnI zreNI batAvelI hoya che. keTaleka ThekANe svataMtra vRkSa-caityavRkSa paNa batAvavAmAM AveluM hoya che, e joI azokavRkSanuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. parikaranI uparanI bAjumAM banne tarapha mALAdhArI devo hoya che, te joI devatAo dvArA karAtI puSpavRSTinuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. enI bAjumAM ja vAMsaLIvAdaka devonA darzana karI prabhunA divyadhvani prAtihAryanuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. parikaramAM mULa nAyakanI jamaNI DAbI bAju be cAmaradhArI devo kotarelA hoya che, tene joI cAmara prAtihAryanuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. prabhunI pratimAnI nIcenI gAdI eTale siMhAsana nAmanuM prAtihArya. tenuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. prabhunA mastakanI pAchaLa valayAkRti bhAmaMDaLa hoya che, te joI paramAtmAnA bhAmaMDaLa prAtihAryanuM paNa dhyAna karavAnuM che. parikara upara banne bAjumAM athavA eka bAjumAM Dhola ke duMdubhI vAdaka devo banAvelA hoya che, tene joI devaduMdubhi prAtihAryanuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. prabhunA mastaka upara traNa chatra hoya che. tene nIrakhI chatratraya prAtihAryanuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. A AThe mahAprAtihAryanuM dhyAna karavA dvArA paramAtmAnA arihaMta svarUpanuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. prabhu deva racita samavasaraNamAM padhAravA mATe jyAM paga upADe tyAM nIce suvarNa kamaLo racAI jAya. jyAM siMhAsana upara birAjamAna thAya, tenA upara prabhunI kAyAthI 12 guNuM UMcu azokavRkSa racAI jAya. tenI upara paramAtmAne je vRkSa nIce kevaLajJAna thayuM te vRkSa goThavAI jAya, tene caityavRkSa kahe che. cAre dizAmAM cAra vedikA hoya che, temAM pUrva vedikA (sihAsana) upara paramAtmA birAjamAna thAya. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- parikaranA mAdhyamathI paramAtmAnuM dhyAna 17
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________________ devo bAkInI traNa dizAomAM paramAtmAnAM pratibiMba banAve. chatAM jonAra darekane potAnI sAme sAkSAt paramAtmA ja hoya evuM lAge. dareka paramAtmA upara ane azokavRkSa upara traNa traNa chatro ema kula paMdara chatro goThavAya. pAchaLa bhAmaMDaLa hoya, AjubAju cAmaro vaNavIMjhayA vIMjhAtA hoya, prabhu siMhAsana para birAje, dharmadezanA Ape te pravacana mudrAmAM emAM eka paga pAdapITha upara sthApelo hoya. divyadhvani dvArA devo prabhunI dezanAmAM sUra puravatA hoya. prabhunI vANI pAMtrIsa pAMtrIsa guNothI viziSTa hoya. pAMce varNanA sugaMdhita puSponI vRSTi devo kare. e paNa DhIMcaNa pramANa. sakala saMgha enA uparathI jAya chatAM ene kalAmaNA na thAya uparathI AnaMda thAya. devatAo sugaMdhI jaLanI vRSTi kare. AkAzamAM rahI devaduMdubhi divyanAda gajave. "he bhavyAtmAo sAMbhaLo ! Avo, padhAro, muktipurInA sArthavAha padhAryA che. temanI dharmadezanA sAMbhaLavA padhAro !' A bhAvane jaNAvatI kalyANa maMdira stotranI gAthA A mujaba che. bho bhoH pramAdamavadhUya bhajadhvamena - mAgatya nivRtipurI prati sArthavAhaH / etanivedayati deva ! jagattrayAya, manye nadanabhinabhaHsuradundubhiste / / AvA paramAtmAnA vividha paryAyone AMkha sAme lAvIne paramAtmAnuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che, e dhyAna sulabha bane mATe ja pratimAne parikara banAvavAmAM Ave che. pahelAM batAvyuM tema siddhAvasthAnuM dhyAna paNa emAM jarUra thaI zake. AnI sAthosAtha prabhunI pratimAnAM khUlelA tejasvI netrone joI paramAtmAnA jJAnAtizayanuM ciMtana karI zakAya. paramAtmAnA hoTha ane kaMThanA darzana karIne prabhunA vacanAtizayanuM ciMtana karI zakAya. paramAtmAnI gAdImAM sthApana karavAmAM Avela zAsana yakSa-yakSiNI-prAsAda devI-nava graho temaja parikaramAM rahelA mAlAdhArI-cAmaradhArI vagere devonA darzane prabhunA viziSTa pUjAtizayanuM ciMtana karI zakAya. prabhunA biMbamAMthI prasaratuM lAvaNya-teja-AbhA joI prabhunA apAyApagamAtizayanuM ciMtana karI zakAya e rIte paramAtmAnA bAre bAra guNonuM dhyAna dharI zakAya. paramAtmAnuM biMba ane emanuM parikara paNa AtmotthAna mATe keTaluM upayogI che, teno AnA uparathI Achero khyAla Avyo haze. ghaNI jagyAe parikaramAM be -- - - -- -- 78 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ kAussaga mudrAmAM ane be padmAsanastha mudrAmAM paNa paramAtmAnAM biMbo hoya che. e biMbonA darzane paNa paramAtmAnI piMDasthAdi avasthAo ane paramAtmAnA paMcakalyANakonuM ciMtana jarUra karI zakAya che. A badhuM zakya bane mATe ja pUrvanA mahAna prabhAvakoe potAnI aMgata sAdhanA mATe ane anya puNyAtmAone AlaMbana mATe keTakeTalAM bibo bharAvyAM che, teno itihAsa vAMco to khyAla Ave. Arya suhastisUrijInA upadezathI mahArAjA saMpratie AjathI 2300 varSa agAu savA kroDa jina pratimAo bharAvI savA lAkha jina maMdiro banAvyAM, 36 ,OOO jina maMdirono jirNoddhAra karAvyo. AjathI 700 varSa pahelA vastupAla-tejapAlanI amara joDIe savA lAkha pratimAo bharAvI. zAstrakAro to kahe che ke, jenI paNa zakti hoya teNe hIrAnI, mANekanI, nIlama ke pannAnI, sUryakAMta-caMdrakAMta maNinI, sphaTikanI pratimA bharAvavI joIe. e zakya na hoya to suvarNanI, 2jatanI, paMcadhAtumaya paNa banAvavI joIe ane zakti pramANe bhavyAtibhavya jina maMdira paNa banAvavuM joIe. je puNyAtmAnI eTalI tAkAta nathI e paNa potAnA e kartavyathI vaMcita na rahI jAya mATe tenA mATe paNa AjJA batAvI che. chevaTe ghAsanI nAnakaDI jhuMpaDI banAvIne eka aMgula pramANa pratimA banAvIne pUje - bhakti kare enuM parama kalyANa thAya che. evuM zAstromAM lakheluM che. kAraNa ke samyagdarzananI prAptinuM e avaMdya kAraNa che. prApta samyagdarzanane nirmaLa banAvavAnuM e amogha sAdhana che. e mATenA A kalikAlamAM be ja pradhAna sAdhana che. 1- jinabiMba ane 2 - jinAgama. mATe ja pUjAkAra pU. paMDita pravara zrI vIravijayajI mahArAje aMtarAya karma nivAraNanI sAtamI pUjAmAM kahyuM che - viSamakALa jinabiMba jinAgama, bhaviyAkuM AghAra." e ja vAtane doharAvatA pU.paM.zrI jinavijayajI mahArAja vIra prabhunA stavanamAM kahe che ke - 'tehanuM (kalikAlanuM) jhera nivAraNa maNiI sama, tuja Agama tuja biMbajI." A be mArgamAMthI Agama dvArA samyagdarzanAdine prApta karavAnuM ke vizuddha karavAnuM tamArA mATe saheluM nathI. e mATe to saMsAra asAra lagADI, mokSa ja meLavavA jevo ThasAvI e mATe ja saMsAra tyAga karI, sAdhupaNuM levuM paDe. sadUgurunI sevA-upAsanA karavI paDe. emano vinaya karavo paDe. emanI kRpA pAmI yogoddhahanAdi anuSThAna karavA pUrvaka Agama bhaNavA paDe. AtmasAt karavA paDe, parikaranA mAdhyamathI paramAtmAnuM dhyAna 19
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________________ to thAya. jyAre jina biMba saune mATe sulabha mAdhyama che. bALa hoya ke budha hoya, bALa hoya ke vRddha hoya sau koI mATe taravAnuM majhAnuM AlaMbana jinabiMba che. mATe ja zAstra kahe che, dareka sAdhakanA AMgaNe jinamaMdira joIe, jinabiMba joIe. mAre mArA paramAtmA sAthe haiyAphUTI vAta karavI che... kyAM karAya ? saMghamaMdiramAM to ghaNI maryAdAo naDe. to enA mATe gharamaMdira che. tyAM tame game tyAre tamArA prabhu sAthe vAto karI zako cho. mAre mArA paramAtmAnI AgaLa rAvaNa ane maMdodarIe nRtya-vAjiMtra pUjA karI tema karavuM che. saMgha maMdiramAM na karI zako. e mATe gharamaMdira joIe. kaSAya vyApI gayo. dhamadhamATI thaI gaI. zAMta thavuM che. kalAka-be kalAka upazamanA rasamAM jhIlavuM che. saMghamaMdiramAM teTalI anukULatA kadAca na rahe, e mATe gharamaMdiranI jarUra che. haiyuM bharAI AvyuM - raDI levuM che - poka mUkIne haiyuM khAlI karavuM che, paramAtmA AgaLa. paNa kyAM raDuM ? saMghamaMdiramAM badhAnI sAme bhAva pragaTato nathI tevo. alAyadI mulAkAta joIe prANapyArA paramAtmA sAthe. kyAM maLaze ? to gharamaMdiramAM. mArA gharanAM nAnAM nAnAM bhUlakAMone nAnapaNathI ja darzana-pUjAnA saMskAro ApavA che, e mATe paNa gharaderAsara anukULa rahe. gharanA badhA membara bhegA maLI bhakti kare evI bhAvanA thAya che to gharanA AMgaNe jinamaMdira banAvavuM ja joIe. jethI bhaktinA tamArA tamAma manoratha pUrA thaI zake. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI ghare padharAmaNI karavI che. vinaMtI karuM chatAM ya lAbha maLato nathI. meLavavo che lAbha ? jo gharamAM jinamaMdira hoya to jarUra lAbha maLe. pUjya guru bhagavaMto tamArA gRhAMgaNe jarUra padhArI zake. AvA to keTalAya phAyadA che gRhamaMdiranA. mahAnubhAva tamAro A loka ane paraloka beya sudharI jaze, eka gharamaMdiranI sthApanA karavAthI. paumacariya nAmano eka adbhuta graMtha ApaNe tyAM che. jaina rAmAyaNano Adya graMtha. pU.A.zrI vimalasUrijI mahArAje banAvelo. emAM varNana Ave che. gAmamAM marakI-mArI phelAI gaI. loko TapoTapa maravA lAgyAM. paNa je gharamAM jinamaMdira-jinapratimA hatI e ghara emAMthI bAkAta rahyAM. bAhya upadravone TALavAnI jo AvI tAkAta vidhithI sthApela gharamaMdiro dharAvatAM hoya to atyaMtara rAga-dveSa-IndriyonI gulAmI-kaSAyonI paravazatA A badhA doSone bhasmasAt karI jIvanane naMdanavana jevuM kema na banAvI zake e gRhamaMdiro? pratyeka zrAvake kama se kama eka jinamaMdira ane jina mUrtinuM jIvanamAM avazya nirmANa karAvavuM joIe. zrAvakanuM jIvananuM e eka anivArya kartavya che. zrAddha aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo 7)
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________________ vidhimAM zrAvakanA jIvananA kartavyomAM enuM dhyAna karavAmAM AveluM che. AvA tAraka paramAtmAnA maMdiro ne mUrtionuM vidhivat nirmANa karanAranA bhAgyano koI avadhi nathI. e dhanya che, kRtapuNya che. hitopadeza nAmanA graMtharatnamAM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke - sUya-saMgha-tirthI-pakhuda, savva tirthaMdiM tAva vakaryA tassa paDicchaMdaMmi kayaMmi, sukayaM kayaM sayalaM / / 166 / / artha : "zrata-saMgha-tIrtha vagere badhuM tIrthakaro dvArA ja pravartAvavAmAM AvyuM hovAthI temanI pratimA karanAre saghaLA sukRto karI lIdhAM che. temaja veruliya-phalihaddha-vihuma-pamukkharayaNehiM sela-dhAUhiM / dhannA jayaMmi kAriya-jiNapaDimA huMti appaDimA / / 167 / / artha : "vaiDuryamaNi-sphaTika-paravALo vagere ratnonI. pASANanI ane dhAtunI anupama pratimAonuM jeo nirmANa kare che, teo kharekhara A jagatamAM dhanya che.' e dhanya kema ? kAraNa eka ja pote tare che ane anya hajAro AtmAone taravAnuM bhavya AlaMbana pUruM pADe che. e kArya tIrthakara nAmakarmanA baMdhanuM pradhAna kAraNa che. kahyuM che ne... tiNNANaM tArayANaM / mahAsamartha pU. upAdhyAyajI zrIyazovijayajI mahArAja paramabudha hatA. emanA banAvelA graMthonI eka paMkti besADavI hoya to amAre bIjA pAMca-paccIsa graMtho bhaNIne taiyAra thavuM paDe, tyAre samajI zakAya. evA mahAsamartha paNa jyAre jinarAjanA zaraNe besatA tyAre sAva nAnA bALaka jevA banI jatA. paramAtmA sAthe stavanomAM kajIyo ya karyo che, bALahaTha laIne paNa beThA che, oLaMbho paNa Apyo che ane pritama mAnI pote emanI priyatamA banIne ya batAvyuM che. to vaLI kyAMka prabhu svAmI ane e emanA adanA sevaka paNa banyA che. eka jagyAe kahe -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- parikaranA mAdhyamathI paramAtmAnuM dhyAna
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________________ vAcaka jaNa kahe DhIlanI mujha mana na game Teva ho A ApanI moDuM karavAnI rIta mane jarAya gamatI nathI. bIje kahyuM ke, prabhu tame mahAna ke huM mahAna ? e nakkI karI laIe. huM AvaDo nAno chatAM moTA evA paNa tamane dilamAM samAvI zakuM chuM ane tame to vibhu kahevA chatAM paNa nAnA evA mane manamAM dharI zakatA nathI. lavuM pa7 huM tuja mana nava mAvuM, jagaguru tumane dilamAM lAvuM re... jaina zAstrakAro je prIti, bhakti, vacana ane asaMganI vAta kare che, e tamAma anuSThAnonA bhAva emaNe emanAM stavanomAM ThAlavyAM che. asaMga anuSThAnanI vAta kevI sarasa mUkI che. "hama magana bhae prabhu dhyAnameM..." 'jina hi pAyA tina hi chiyAyA, na kahe kou ke kAna meM; tAlI lAgI jaba anubhava kI, taba samajhe eka sAna meM..." jagajIvana jagavAlahormamAM badhI rIte bhagavAnanA dehanuM varNana karI dIdhuM. AMkhanAM, hAtha paganI rekhAnAM, lakSaNonA ane rUpanA badhA bhAvo vyakta karI dIdhAM. mAne pUcho, dIkarAnI kevI kevI vAto kare ? dasa vAra nAma le toya cena na paDe basa A paNa evI ja bhakti che. jenuM paramAtmA sAthe joDANa thaI jAya tenI badhI vAta koI jUdI hoya che. mArA gurudevanI ja vAta karuM. 25-25 varSa sudhI ekadhArI rIte pAse rahIne amane jANavA-mANavA maLI che emanI guNagarImA. e mArA jIvananuM eka mahattama saubhAgya che. puNya emanuM parAkASThAnuM, vidvattA parAkASThAnI. chAtI vajanI ke koI paNa AvI pIgaLAvI na zake. manobaLa dRDha evuM ke duniyAne dhrujAvI zake. chatAM paramAtmA sAme cAra varSanuM nAnuM bALaka joI lo. sAdhanAnI siddhine varelA mahAtmA paNa paramAtmAnI AgaLa kevA bALaka banIne rahe tenI khabara emane jovAthI paDe. jagatanA mastake besavAnuM saubhAgya jene sAMpaDyuM hoya te mAna mUkIne paramAtmA sAme sAva bALaka banI paramAtmAnA caraNomAM besI jAya e nAnIsUnI vAta nathI. sabhAmAM dasa hajAra mANaso jemane sAMbhaLavA AvatA hoya, moTA bhAganA virodha karavA ja AvelA hoya chatAM jemanA peTanuM pANI ya hAlatuM nahi, evA prasaMgo udbhavatA ke lokone lAgatuM ke hastI maTI ja gaI samajo. hatA na hatA thaI jaze, paNa emanA puNya prabhAvathI emanI suvizuddha prarUpaNAthI, emanI 72 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ siddhAMtaniSThAthI, emanA saccAritranA paramANuothI e badhA virodha vilAI jatA. te prabhAvazALI mahApuruSa paNa paramAtmA sAme sAva bALaka banI jatA. ghaNIvAra emanI pAse saMthAro karavAno vAro Avyo hoya. ame nidrAmAM hoIe ne rAtanA bAra ke be vAge e mahApuruSa be hAthe tALI pADatA saMbhaLAya. tyAre uThIne jaIe emanI pAse, pUchIe, sAheba kAMI jarUrata che ? tyAre e mahApuruSa kahetA, huM to mArA prabhu sAthe vAto karato hato kevI majA AvI gaI. aMdaranI vizuddhi kevI sAdhI haze ? mATe ja aMtima samaye teozrI arihaMtanA ja tANevANe vaNAyelA hatA. emano nAto arihaMta sAthe ja joDAyelo hato. emanI yuvAvasthA ke prauDhAvasthAmAM emaNe jeTalAM paNa derAsarajInAM darzana karyA tyAM eka paNa pratimA evI nahi hoya ke jene e mahApuruSe UbhAM UbhAM traNa-traNa khamAsamaNAM na ApyAM hoya. siddhagiri upara khUNe khAMcare, kaSTasAdhya pravezavALI jagyAmAM rahelAM nAnAM paNa biMba, are, paMcadhAtunAM nAnAM biMbane paNa traNa traNa khamAsamaNAM ApyAM che. paMcatIrthI hoya to paMdara khamAsamaNAM ane covIzI hoya to ekaso ne vIza khamAsamaNAM e mahApuruSe ApyAM che. trIje mALe pratimAM hoya to tyAM caDIne paNa darzanAdi karyA che. koInuM gRhamaMdira mALIyA upara hoya, sIDI UbhI hoya ne paDI javAya evI hoya to paNa kahetA mAre javuM che ane jatA, darzana karavA. tame jyAM rahetA ho ane je derAsaramAM darzana-pUjana karatA ho te, derAsaramAM keTalA bhagavAna che ? e kadAca tyAM rahenArA, roja darzana-pUjA karanArA tame na kahI zako. paNa parama tAraka gurudevazrI jyAM jyAM gayA tyAM tyAMnA derAsaramAM rahela dareka paramAtmAnAM darzana ne khamAsamaNAM ApI vaMdana jarUra karyA che. A emanI zuddhi hatI samyagdarzananI. arihaMtanuM sAmrAjya rageragamAM vasAvyuM hatuM emaNe. haThIsiMganI vADI amadAvAdamAM AvelI che. bAvana jinAlaya. seMkaDo pratimA. eka divasa savArathI sAMja sudhI bhaktisabhara haiye dareka pratimAne traNa-traNa khamAsamaNAM ApyAM. sAMje paga thAMbhalA jevA thaI gayA. ziSyoe paganI ciMtA karI to e mahApuruSa kahe, paga to duHkhe, AvI mahAna bhaktino lAbha kyAMthI maLe ! AvI emanI prakRSTa paramAtmabhakti hatI. - siddhagiri para yAtrA karavA gayA. nave TuMkanA zAMtithI darzana ane caityavaMdana karyA. stavana bhAvapUrvaka jhIlyAM. nAnuM bolIe to kahetA 'utAvaLa zI che ? yAtrA pharI pharI thoDI ja thAya che ?' dAdAnA darabAre pahoMcyA tyAM garakAva thaI gayA parikaranA mAdhyamathI paramAtmAnuM dhyAna 73
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________________ dAdAnI bhaktimAM. eka pachI eka stavano bolAyA kare, pUjyazrI AnaMdamAM magna thayA kare. khAsI kalAka-be kalAkanI bhakti karIne UbhA thayA. amane thayuM have pUjyazrI nIce utaravAnI vAta karaze. traNa-sADA traNa vAgI gayA che. paNa nA, sAhebe kahyuM AvyA chIe to gheTInI derInI yAtrA karI laIe. UtaryA gheTInA raste. tyAM mULa sthAnake caityavaMdana karI upAzraye jaI sAhebajIne vaparAvazuM tevI bhAvanA amArI, paNa sAhebe kahyuM, ahIM navAM jinAlayo banelAM che, enAM paNa darzana karavAnA che. pachI ja upAzraye gayA. derAsaromAM karyA darzana zAMtithI eka eka prabhunAM ne sAva sAMje ekAsaNuM karyuM mahArAjazrIe. ThAma covihAra. samajAya che kAMI ? emAM girirAja upara hAjata na thAya, AzAtanA na thAya. mATe AgalA divase baporathI ja pANI paNa choDI dIdhuM hatuM. A zraddhAno prakarSa hato, samyagdarzananI nirmaLatA hatI, prakRSTa koTinuM bhavabhIrupaNuM hatuM, eka mahAna jainAcAryamAM. emaNe mUrtine mUrtinA svarUpamAM kyAre ya joI nathI. emAM emane manamohana tAraka paramAtmAnAM ja darzana thayAM hatAM. je mUrtine mUrtinA rUpamAM nahi paNa paramAtmAnA svarUpe nIhALI zake tene mUrtimAM ja paramAtmA hAjara che. paNa sAkSAtu paramAtmA maLe chatAM emanAmAM paramAtma svarUpa joI na zake, tevA abhAgIyAnI vAta zuM karavI. AvA arihaMta paramAtmAnA jIvananA dareka prasaMge ujavavAnI rUDI taka maLI che, e takane sArthaka karI e arihaMtanA svarUpanI vAstavika pIchANa dvArA emAM ja layalIna banI jaIe e ja zubhAbhilASA. 74 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ laganI lAgI che prabhu! tArA milananI... sattarabhedI pUjAnA prAraMbha pUrve paramAtma svarUpane varNavatuM bhUmikA-pravacana darzanAd duritadhvaMsI, vandanAd vAJchitapradaH / pUjanAt pUrakaH zrINAM, jinaH sAkSAt suradrumaH / artha : "darzana karavAthI pApano nAza karanAra, vaMdana karavAthI Icchitane sArI rIte ApanAra, pUjana karavAthI bAhyaatyaMtara lakSmIne pUranAra, zrI jinezvara sAkSAt kalpavRkSa jevA che.' anaMta upakArI, tIrthakara bhagavaMto samagra vizvanA uddhAranI parAkASThAnI bhAvanAnA yoge tIrthakaratvane pAmyA hatA. | sarva doSathI rahita, sarva guNathI sahita, anaMta karuNAnA nidhAna, aciMtya sAmarthyanA svAmI, sarvajJa, vItarAga paramAtmA evA tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA parama prabhAvanI anubhUti jemaNe kSaNe-kSaNe karI hatI, evA mahApuruSoe e paramAtmAnI bhaktisabhara hRdaye tAttvika adbhuta stavanA karatAM bahu UMDI saMvedanA anubhavI che. vi.saM. 2059 kArtika suda-11 maMgaLavAra tA. 4-11-03 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - laganI lAgI che prabhu ! tArA milananI... - - ---
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________________ bhagavaMta ! ApanI parAkASThAnI karuNA, advitIya kakSAnuM parArthakaraNa, parAkASThAno yogavaibhava, lokottara dharmasAmrAjya, aciMtya prabhAva, kSAyikabhAvanI vItarAgatA, sarvajJatA, yathArthavAditA, lokahitakAritA vagere agaNita guNone jyAre AMkha sAme lAvuM chuM ane e pratyeka guNone hRdayastha banAvIne mArA AtmAne jyAre enAthI bhAvita karuM chuM, tyAre ema thAya che ke, mArA A nAthane, mArA A prabhune huM konI sAthe sarakhAvuM? vizvamAM je koI paNa viziSTa bhAvone jouM chuM. te pachI sajIva hoya ke nirjIva vastu svarUpe hoya ke vyakti svarUpe; tarata mane mArA prabhune, mArA nAthane enI sAthe sarakhAvavAnuM mana thaI Ave che. paNa mArA prabhunI mahAnatA-vizeSatA jotAM e badhA ja sarakhAmaNInAM rUpo jyAre vAmaNAM dekhAya che, tyAre mAruM mana A sarakhAmaNImAMthI pAchuM phare che. paNa prabhu ! to ya mAruM mana A sarakhAmaNI karavAnI Teva choDI zakatuM nathI. to huM mArA nAthane konI sAthe sarakhAvuM? zuM ciMtAmaNi sAthe sarakhAvuM? zuM kAmadhenu sAthe sarakhAvuM ? zuM kalpavRkSa sAthe sarakhAvuM? zuM kAmaghaTa sAthe sarakhAvuM ? zuM sUraja sAthe sarakhAvuM ? zuM cAMda sAthe sarakhAvuM ? zuM meru sAthe sarakhAvuM ? konI sAthe sarakhAvuM ? bALaka jevI bAlIza ceSTA karatAM kyAreka ema lAgyuM ke, mArI sarakhAmaNI barAbara che, paNa jyAre vAstavikatA pIchANI tyAre thayuM ke, "nA, mArA nAthanI koInI sAthe tulanA na thaI zake. mAro nAtha kevo? e enA jevo ja! enA jevuM koI nahIM ane e koInA ya jevo nahIM. paNa ajJAna jagatane mAre mArA prabhunI oLakha ApavI zI rIte ? emane samajavA-samajAvavA mATe koIne koIka upamA to joIe ja ne ? bALake dariyo joyo. mA-bApa pAse Avyo. mA-bApa pUche - "beTA ! zuM joyuM ?' bALaka kahe, 'dariyo joyo." mA-bApa kahe - 'beTA ! dariyo kevo hato ?' bALaka kahe - - - - - - - - - -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- 71 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ khUba moTo ! mA-bApa pUche - beTA ! khUba moTo sAcuM, paNa kevaDo ?' tyAre bALaka pAse varNana karavA zabdo, sAdhano hotAM nathI. e potAnA be hAtha pahoLA karIne dariyAnI vizALatA batAvavAno prayatna kare che. paramAtmAnuM svarUpa paNa varNavavuM mArA mATe saheluM nathI. eTale ja Aje nAnuM bALaka yAda AvI jAya che. agAdha ane aphATa evA dariyAne joyA pachI khuza thayeluM e bALaka potAnA mA-bApa samakSa dariyAnuM varNana karatAM potAnA be hAthane thAya eTalA pahoLA karIne kahe che ke - "jo ! dariyo ATalo badho moTo che." prabhunA aciMtya prabhAvane mANyA pachI bhaktivaza thayelA sUrivaro, mahAmunivaro ane kavivaro paNa bALabhAve AvI bhaktibharI ceSTA karatAM jagatamAM zreSTha jaNAtI vastuonI upamA ApIne prabhunA prabhAvano mahimA varNavavAno zubha prayAsa kare che ane tethI ja teo prabhune, ciMtAmaNi kAmadhenu, kalpavRkSa, vagerenI upamA ApIne prabhu mATe kahe che ke, ninaH sAkSAt suraduma: | artha : mArA prabhu to sAkSAt kalpavRkSa che." Ama chatAMya emAM emanA manane pUro saMtoSa nathI thato. teo jANe che ke, kalpavRkSanI to ArAdhanA karavI paDe che, ArAdhanA karyA pachI paNa enI pAse mAMgavuM paDe che. mAMgyA pachI paNa e mAMgeluM ja Ape che, mAMgeluM paNa vartamAna jIvana pUratuM ja Ape che. vartamAna jIvanamAM paNa kevaLa bhautika padArtho ja e Ape che. jyAre mArA prabhuno mahimA to aciMtya che. | sarzanAr TuritaalI | artha : 'darzana karo ne agaNita bhavonAM duritano (pApano nAza thAya che.' pApathI ja duHkha Ave che. eTale pApano nAza thavAthI ApoApa duHkhano nAza paNa thaI jAya che. vaLI mArA e paramAtmA kevA che ? vandanAd vAJchitapradaH / artha : 'emane vaMdana karo ne bhavobhava sudhI vAMchita-Icchita maLe che." vaLI mArA e paramAtmA kevA che ? laganI lAgI che prabhu ! tArA milananI... ------------- 9.
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________________ pUjanAt pUrakaH zrINAm / artha : 'emanuM pUjana karo ne dareka rIte AtmAne nyAla karanAra atyaMtara-bAhya badhI ja samRddhi maLe che." kalpavRkSa to ArAdho tyAre ja phaLa Ape, mArA prabhu to svayaM - dAtAra che. jyAre meM mArA prabhune oLakhyA paNa na hatA, pIchANyA paNa na hatA, ArAdhyA paNa na hatA. tyAre paNa mArA e prabhue, mArA e nAthe mArA AtmavikAsanI ciMtA karI hatI, mArA hitanI ciMtA karI hatI. jyAre huM cheka nigodamAM hato tyAre paNa mArA e prabhue mArA uddhArano saMkalpa karyo hato. meM hajI emanAM darzana paNa karyA na hatAM, paNa huM emanAM darzana karI zakuM tevI sthitimAM mAro e prabhu ja mane laI Avyo. meM mArA prabhunI hajI pUjA paNa karI na hatI, paNa huM emanI pUjA karI zakuM e sthitimAM mAro e nAtha ja mane laI Avyo. mane pUjAnI bhUmikAe pahoMcADavAnuM kAma paNa mArA prabhunA ja anugraha thayuM. eTale kalpavRkSa sAthe jyAre mArA prabhune sarakhAvuM chuM, tyAre e sarakhAmaNI mATe mAruM haiyuM jhaTa kabUla nathI karatuM. chatAM eTaluM kahIne saMtoSa mAnIza ke, mArA prabhumAM je kAMI che, te badhuM bhale kalpavRkSamAM nathI, paNa kalpavRkSamAM je kAMI sAruM che, te badhuM to mArA vItarAga-sarvajJa paramAtmAmAM che ja. jJAnI bhagavaMtoe kahyuM che ke, upamA haMmezA ekadezIya hoya che. eTale jenI upamA apAtI hoya tenA ekAda sArA ke narasA aMza sAthe ja sarakhAmaNI zakya thatI hoya che. sarvAze upamA zakya ja nathI. sarvAze ja sarakhAmaNI karavI hoya to kahI zakAya ke, mArA nAtha-sarvajJa vItarAga paramAtmA e sarvajJa vitarAga paramAtmA jevA che. prabhunI tulanA-sarakhAmaNI prabhu sAthe ja thAya, bIjA sAthe nahIM. A prabhunAM darzana-vaMdana-pUjana ane pUjAnA tamAma prakAro, dravyapUjA ane bhAvapUjAmAM samAI jAya che. ghaNA graMthomAM prabhupUjAnA cAra bheda-prakAro batAvavAmAM AvyA che. 1 - aMgapUjA, 2 - agrapUjA, 3 - bhAvapUjA ane 4 - pratipattipUjA. A cAra bheda paikI pahelA be bheda : aMgapUjA ane agrapUjAno samAveza dravyapUjAmAM thAya che ane bhAvapUjA ane pratipattipUjAno samAveza bhAvapUjAmAM thAya che. = -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ jemAM dravyanuM, sAmagrI-vizeSanuM samarpaNa hoya che, tevI pUjAne dravyapUjA kahevAmAM Ave che. potAnI mAlikInAM dravyo paramAtmAne samarpita karavAM. enAM badalAmAM koIpaNa dravyonI cAhanA-kAmanA na rAkhavI, e dravyapUjA tAttvika dravyapUjA che. je bhAvapUjAnuM kAraNa bane che. aMgapUjAmAM jala-caMdana-puSpapUjA vagere prabhunA aMgane sparzIne thatI dravyapUjAono samAveza thAya che. agrapUjAmAM dhUpa-dIpa-cAmara-darpaNa-akSata-naivedya ane phaLapUjA vagere prabhune sparyA vinA prabhu sanmukha rahIne thatI dravyapUjAono samAveza thAya che. dhUpapUjAne keTalAka graMthomAM aMgapUjAmAM ya samAvela che ane agrapUjAmAM ya samAvela che. tyAM apekSAne mukhya rAkhIne A bheda pADavAmAM Avyo che. bhAvapUjAmAM stuti-caityavaMdana-stavanA-thoya-stotrapaThana ane dhyAna vagere pUjAono samAveza thAya che. jyAre pratipattipUjAmAM prabhunI AjJA-pAlananA tamAma prakArono samAveza thAya che. | sarvavirati, dezavirati dharmanuM pAlana, samyakatva, mArgAnusAritA Adi dharmo ane dharmabhUmikAonuM pAlana, pahelA guNasthAnakathI laI caudamA guNasthAnaka sudhInA uttarottara caDAvanAra sva-sva bhUmikA yogya yogonuM parisevana Adi jinAjJArUpa che. tenuM pAlana 'pratipattipUjA'mAM samAya che. aMgapUjA, agrapUjA ane bhAvapUjA paNa muktinA ja ekamAtra AzayathI, vidhipUrvaka, jayaNApUrvaka karavAmAM Ave to te paNa pratipatti pUjArUpa banI jAya che. bhakta hRdayano e bhAva hoya che ke, A dareka prakAre mAre mArA nAthane pUjavA che. A mAro nAtha e cauda rAjalokanA tamAma jIvo pratye samAnabhAve upakAra karanAro che. e lokamAM uttama che, lokanuM maMgaLa karanAra che ane lokane mATe zaraNabhUta che, uttama jIvone mATe vaMdanIya-pUjanIya-stavanIya che. enI pUjAnAM je prakAro ane upalabdha thayA che, te dareka prakArano upayoga karIne mAre mArI zakti mujaba mArA A nAthanI bhakti karavI che. mArA prabhunI pUjA eTalA ja mATe karavI che ke, meM jANyuM che - "enI pUjAthI huM svayaM enA jevo banI zakIza. huM svayaM mArA svarUpa-sAmrAjyano svAmI banI zakIza." mArA prabhune choDIne jagatamAM koI pUjya evo nathI ke, je pUjakane potAnA jevo banAve. traNa lokamAM - - - - - - - - - - - laganI lAgI che prabhu ! tArA milananI...
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________________ A eka ja evo paramapUjya nAtha che ke, je pUjAnA mAdhyame bhaktane-pUjakane pote potA-sarakho banAve. pUjAnAM aneka prakAra che. jevo sAdhaka, jevI tamannA, enI tatparatA, aMtaraMga pariNati, pariNAmadhArA ane eno vega. enA dvArA pUjAnAM asaMkhya prakAro bane che. mahApuruSoe ApaNA jevA bALane AMgaLI pakaDI-pakaDIne prabhunI sAthe saMbaMdhano tAra sAdhavA aneka pUjAnAM prakAro batAvyA che. pudgalanI duniyAmAM rAcanArA ApaNe pudgalanI duniyAthI dUra thaIne AtmAmAM TharI zakIe e mATe pugalanA sahAre thatI prabhupUjAnAM dravya prakAro paNa batAvyA che ane jyAre pudgalano sahAro choDI AtmabhAvomAM ja TharI zakIe tyAre bhAvasAmrAjyanA sahAre thatI bhAvapUjAnAM aneka prakAro paNa batAvyA che. dravya paNa eka AlaMbana che ane bhAva paNa eka AlaMbana che. jenAM sahAre bhakta prabhunI sAthe potAno nAto joDI prabhumaya banavAnuM che ane AgaLa vadhIne enA ja AlaMbane - svayaM prabhurUpa banavAnuM che. jyAM sudhI jIvana pudgalanI duniyA sAthe baMdhAyeluM che, tyAM sudhI uttama pudgalonuM prabhunAM caraNe samarpaNa karIne pudgalonI vAsanAonuM visarjana karavAnuM che. prabhunuM AtmasvarUpa, prabhunuM AMtarasauMdarya, svabhAvadazA, svarUpanI pariNati - A badhuM prabhunI pAsethI ApaNe pAmavAnuM che. ApaNA prabhu kevA mahAna che ? emaNe ja badhuM ApyuM che, chatAM paNa e kahe che - huM tamane kAMI Apato nathI. badhuM tamArI potAnI pAse ja che ane ene tamAre pote ja pragaTa karavAnuM che. ApaNe bhagavAnane kahIe ke, "he prabhu ! agara jo Ape amane ratnatrayIno mArga Apyo na hota, amArI cetanAnuM bhAna karAvyuM na hota, amArA svarUpano khyAla karAvyo na hota to badhuM aMdara hovA chatAM e khyAla na hovAnA kAraNe, cAra gati ne coryAsI lAkha yoniomAM ame Aje paNa cappaNIyuM laIne bhaTakatA ja hota ane ema chatAM e bhaTakavAnuM amane bhAna na hota. abajopatino ekano eka dIkaro, gharamAM abajonI saMpatti bharelI hovA chatAM enuM jJAna-bhAna na hovAnAM kAraNe hAthamAM cappaNIyuM laIne ghara-ghara bhIkha mAMgato bhaTake te kevI karuNAMtikA ? ThIka tevI ja mArI paristhiti hota. Aje mane bhaTakavAnuM je bhAna thayuM, te upakAra prabhu, tamAro ja che. ---------- aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ prabhu ! teM mane AMgaLI pakaDIne mArA svarUpanuM bhAna karAvyuM, mArA Atmika sauMdaryanI mane pIchANa karAvI, emAM TharavAno mArga batAvyo, A badho upakAra prabhu ! tAro ja che. sAcuM kahuM to abajonI saMpatti tAre caraNe dharI dIdhA pachI paNa zI rIte tArA caraNe meM mAruM kAMIka dharyuM che ? mAruM hatuM ja zuM ke, tArA caraNe dharuM. je kAMI mane maLyuM e to tArA prabhAvanuM pariNAma hatuM. eTale tAruM ja hatuM ane tAruM ja tane samarpita karyuM. emAM meM zuM karyuM ? tArA ja prabhAve maLelI sAmagrI, sAdhano ane saMpattimAM mArApaNAnI buddhi karIne huM pApa bAMdhato hato. e mArApaNAnI buddhirUpa pApano nAza karavA mATe tAruM ja tane samarpita karavAno prabhu ! huM prayatna karuM chuM. tArI kRpAnA baLe prabhu! mAro e prayatna saphaLa thAo. upakAra mAnuM chuM pUrvAcAryAdi mahApuruSono ke, pudgalanI duniyAmAM aTavAyelA mane e pudgalanI duniyAthI chUTavA tArI pUjAnAM aneka prakAro batAvyA che. tenA sahAre prabhu Aje tArI keTalIka pUjA karavI che, e dvArA mAre mArA hRdayane kAMIka saMtoSavuM che. pU. mahopAdhyAyazrI sakalacaMdrajI mahArAjA, ke jenI pratikRti vacce birAjamAna che. lAhoramAM e mahApuruSe jyAre pratiSThAkalpanI racanA karI, he prabhu! tArA biMba-jinAlayanI kAyamI bhaktinuM saMghane eka mahAna AlaMbana ApyuM hatuM. e ja mahApuruSe e sattarabhedI pUjAnI paNa racanA karI hatI. eka rAtre kAyotsargadhyAnamAM rahI tArI bhaktinA bhAvomAM oLaghoLa thaIne sahaja anubhUtinA ja zabdo sarI paDyA. tene kAvyamAM sAMkaLI teozrIe A pUjA racI hatI. e sattarabhedI pUjAnI rasALatA, mahAnatA temAM dharabAyelA bhAvonI anubhUti, ene jyAre amane ane tamane sparzavA maLaze, tyAre thaze - kadAca ahIM game tevA uttama dravyo lavAyAM haze, paNa A zabdo sAMbhaLIzuM tyAre lAgaze ke, A dravyo karatAM mahApuruSonA anubhUtinA A zabdonI kiMmata kaI guNI vadhAre che. kumatanI jALamAM phasAIne jemaNe potAnA jIvanamAM paramAtmA ane paramAtmAnA sthApanA nikSepAnI ghora AzAtanA karI hatI, temane ja jyAre prabhuno sAco mArga maLyo, nAma, sthApanA, dravya ane bhAvarUpe rahelA prabhune jANyA. cAre ya nikSepe rahelA prabhu sAthe jyAre ekarUpatA mANI, bhAvarUpe nahIM maLelA prabhune sthApanArUpe pAmIne bhAvAnubhava karavArUpa dhanyatA anubhavI, prabhupratimAmAM rahelA sAkSAt prabhuno emane jyAre sparza thayo, tyAre zrI laganI lAgI che prabhu ! tArA milananI... 81
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________________ siddhagirinI yAtrA samaye sahajabhAve "aba to pAra bhaye hama sAtho zrI siddhAcala darasa karI re' - evA zabdo jemanA mukhakamaLamAMthI sahaja rIte sarI paDyA hatA, te pU. A. zrImad vijayAnaMdasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe pU. upA. zrI sakalacaMdrajI mahArAjAnI racelI sattarabhedI pUjAnuM ja AlaMbana laIne paMjAbanI chAMTavALI hiMdI bhASAmAM paMjAbI calata laya ane ThekAmAM navI sattarabhedI pUjAnI racanA karI che. Aje A pUjAnA sahAre atre sattarabhedI pUjA bhaNAvavAnI che. jemAM pU. A. zrI vijayAnaMdasUrijI mahArAjAnA hRdayamAM dhabakI rahelI paramAtmabhakti, emanA udAtta bhAvo, emanAM kAvyamaya bhakti-veNo ane emAMthI nIkaLatI paramAtmAnI guNa khUbu ApaNane mANavA maLavAnI che ane vacce vacce pU. mahopAdhyAyazrI sakalacaMdrajI mahArAjAnA zabdono sahAro laIne emaNe anubhavelA bhaktinA bhAvono paNa AsvAda mANavAno che. Aje ema nahIM mAnatA ke, ApaNe maMDapamAM beThA chIe. ApaNe traNa lokanA nAthanA darabAramAM beThA chIe. kAM to beThA chIe meruparvatanA zikhara upara, kAM to beThA chIe paramAtmAnA samavasaraNamAM ! Aje sthaLanuM bhAna bhUlAvuM joIe, kALanuM bhAna bhUlAvuM joIe. ApaNuM vyaktitva visarAvuM joIe. prabhubhaktinA A anuSThAnamAM oLaghoLa banavuM che. ekatAna banavuM che, ekarasa banavuM che ane pachI upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanA zabdomAM ApaNo AMtarikabhAva bheLavI ApaNe kahI daIe ke, dhyAtA dhyAna dhyeya guNa eke, bheda cheda karaze have Teke; khIra-nITa paTe tumazuM milazuM. vAcaka yaza kahe heje haLazuM." vAcakavarazrIjInA A zabdone barAbara praNidhAnanuM eka svarUpa ApIe ane Ajano jeTalo samaya vIte temAM dhyeya' tarIke che, ApaNA "prabhu', dhyAtA chIe ApaNe" ane benI vacceno milana-anusaMdhAna-samApatti ke samarasApattino setu che "dhyAna." dhyAna ekAMtamAM karavAnuM che. jagatathI nyArA thaIne jagatpatine nihALavAnA che, sAkSAt prabhune jovAnA che, paNa e kakSA Aje ApaNI pAse nathI. ApaNe bahu vAmaNA chIe. tamArI zrAvakonI kakSA to ora nIcI che. AlaMbanonI ja duniyAmAM rAcatA tamArA mATe AlaMbana vagara dhyAna pragaTI zake tema nathI, mATe aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo 82
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________________ ja uttama dravyo, uttama zabdo, uttama sUro, uttama gaMdha vagerenA sahAre jagatanA vaiSayika, kASAyika vAsanAone poSatA bhAvothI aLagA thaI AtmAnaMdanI anaMta mastI mANavA ApaNA prabhunI sAthe ekatAna banavAnuM che. sajAvaTa, svaro, tAla, gIta, saMgIta - A badhuM to dravya che. A dravyano upayoga bhAva sudhI pahoMcavA mATe ja karavAno che. kyAMya evuM na banI jAya che, bhAva sudhI pahoMcavAnuM mULa lakSya bhUlAI jAya ane ApaNe kevaLa dravyamAM ja aTavAI jaIe. gIta-saMgIta vagere camacI jevuM che ane pUjAnA zabdomAM rahelA bhaktino bhAva e vAnagI jevuM che. vAnagI ArogavAnA badale camacI cAvavAnuM kAma kyAMya na thaI jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhajo. jeTalAM AlaMbano che, te badhI camacI che. saMgIta-sUra-tAla-zabdo A badhI camacI che ane tenA mAdhyame prabhunA svarUpanI anubhUti, prabhunA guNonuM smaraNa, prabhunI anaMta karuNA, aciMtya sAmarthya, sarvajJatA, vItarAgatA vagere anaMtAnaMta guNo pratye apAra ahobhAva pragaTavo - A badhI vAnagI che. AvA avasare je prabhune bhale che ane mAdhyamomAM ja aTavAya che. te prabhathI dUra pheMkAI jAya che. mAdhyamono upayoga karIne je prabhumAM Thare che, te ja AgaLa vadhI zake che. svayaM prabhu banI zake che. ApaNe evI bhUmikAmAM pahoMcavuM che. ApaNe ApaNane maLelAM A zreSTha AlaMbano dvArA traNa lokanA nAtha, sarvajJA vItarAga, arihaMta, jinezvara prabhumAM TharIe, tenA prabhAve pratipatti pUjArUpa pUjAnA zreSTha - cothA prakArane pAmI zakIe ane prabhu sAthe "kSIra-nIra pare tumazuM milazuM, vAcaka yaza kahe heje haLazuM" - e bhUmikAmAM tame-ane-ApaNe sau otaprota banavA prayatna karIe. eTalI apekSA rAkhIne pUrNa karuM chuM. -- -- -- ------ -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -------- -------------------------- laganI lAgI che prabhu ! tArA milananI.... 83
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________________ paramAtmA pratye samarpita banela vyaktine maLela tana-mana-dhanane jyAre saMsAramAM pravartAvavuM paDe tyAre tene lAge ke prabhunI mAlikInI A cIjone mArI IcchA mujaba na vAparI zakAya. tana ATha varSe prabhuzAsanane arpaNa, vacana ane mana paNa sadA paramAtmAnI AjJA mujaba ja pravartAvavA e Icche. paramAtmAnI pUjA, jIvane jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe tyAM sudhI tene mahemAnanI jema rAkhe che. 000000 -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ hRdayanuM darpaNa cokhyuM hoya to emAM mahAna prabhune paNa AvavuM ja paDe ! sArametanmayA labdhaM, zrutAbdheravagAhanAt / bhaktirbhAgavatI bIjaM, paramAnandasampadAm / / artha : mRta sAgaramAM UMDI DUbakI mAryA bAda mane teno sAra maLyo che ke, "zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanI bhakti e paramAnaMda (mokSa) rUpI saMpattionuM bIja che.' anaMta upakArI caramatIrthapati zramaNa bhagavaMta zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAstrakAraparamarSi nyAyAcArya nyAyavizArad pU. mahAmahopAdhyAyazrI yazovijayajI mahArAje 30-32 (kAtrizikA) nAmanA mahAna graMtharatnamAM potAnA hRdayanA udgArone vyakta karatAM kahyuM che - "meM mArA jIvanakALamAM vartamAna samagra zratasAgaranuM avagAhana karyuM. ekavAra nahi, jyAre jyAre taka maLI tyAre vAraMvAra prabhunA e kRtanidhinuM avagAhana karyuM. enI pAchaLano uddeza eka ja hato, paramAnaMdanI saMpatti kaI rIte pAmI zakAya ? sukha ane duHkha AtmAnI dvandrAtmaka paristhiti che. baMne ekabIjAnI virodhI vastuo che. jyAre AnaMda e nirbandhAtmaka paristhiti che. AnaMda sukha-du:kha karatAM suratamAM sattarabhedI pUjA prasaMge prathama dine vi.saM. 2060 bhAdaravA vada-3 zukravAra tA. 1-10-04nA thayela pUjyazrInuM prAsaMgika pravacana hRdayanuM darpaNa cokhyuM hoya to emAM mahAna prabhune paNa AvavuM ja paDe !
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________________ kAMIka judI ja vastu che. sukhanI pAchaLa duHkha ane duHkhanI pAchaLa sukha : A cakarAvo cAlyA ja kare che. paraMtu AnaMdamAM A cakarAvo hoto nathI. Avo AnaMda mokSamAM hoya che, paNa jJAnIo kahe che ke saMsAramAM paNa zramaNAcAra pALanArA mahAtmAo Avo AnaMda niraMtara bhogavatA hoya che. upAdhyAyajI mahArAja kahe che, meM mArA sAdhanA jIvanamAM samyajJAna, samyagdarzana ane sammacAritranI sAdhanA dvArA ghaNo Atmika AnaMda bhogavyo che. chellI kakSAno zreSTha kakSAno AnaMda te che paramAnaMda. A paramAnaMdanI saMpatti ApavAnI tAkAta kaI sAdhanAmAM che ? kayA yogamAM che ? kaI kriyAmAM che ? kayA anuSThAnamAM che ? satata eka ja zodha karI ke A paramAnaMdanI saMpatti mane zemAMthI maLaze ? samasta zrutasAgaranuM avagAhana karyuM. samudranA maMthana pachI devone jema amRta lAdhyuM hatuM, tema mane zrutasamudranuM maMthana karyA pachI A amRta lAdhyuM che. e AnaMda nahi paNa paramAnaMdanI saMpatti jenAthI maLe tevA kalpavRkSanuM bIja che; paramAtmAnI bhakti, vItarAganI bhakti, sarvajJanI bhakti, sarva doSarahita ane sarva guNasaMpanna evA jagatanA nAthanI bhakti e sarvazreSTha AnaMdane ApanArI che. sarvajJa bhagavAnanI bhakti, aciMtya zaktinA svAmI paramAtmAnI bhakti, bhavodadhitAraka, jagatanA nAtha, jagatanA baMdhu, jagatanA cakSu evA paramAtmAnI bhakti, e paramAnaMdanI saMpadAnuM bIja che. bIja zabdanA mukhya be artha che : eka vRkSane utpanna karanAra biyAraNarUpa ane bIjo artha che : maMtra-vidyAone sakalasaphaLa banAvatA prabhAvazALI mULa maMtrapado. jinabhakti e paramAnaMdadAyI kalpavRkSanuM bIja che, tema paramAnaMdadAyI maMtronuM paNa bIja che. paramAtmAnI bhakti aneka prakAranI che, paNa mukhyatAe cAra vibhAgamAM vaheMcAyelI che. 1 - aMgapUjA, 2 - agrapUjA, 3 - bhAvapUjA, 4 - pratipattipUjA. deva ane devendro, vidyAdharo ane vidyAdharIoe Aje paNa sadehe vicaratAM mahAvideha kSetranAM 20-20 tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI suMdara bhakti karIne; zrI RSabhadevathI mAMDIne bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmA jyAre avanitalane pAvana karatA hatA tyAre agaNita AtmAoe emanI bhakti karIne bhavanistAra karyo che. A paramAtmA ApaNane sadehe maLyA nathI. ApaNe temanI bhakti kaI rIte karavI ? emanI upAsanA kaI rIte karavI? kalikAlasarvajJa AcArya bhagavaMta zrI hemacaMdrasUri mahArAje ApaNI e vedanA-vyathA-AMsune lUchavA sakalArDanI pahelI gAthAnI racanA karI. . aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ sakalArhatpratiSThAna-madhiSThAnaM zivazriyaH / bhUrbhuva:svatrayIzAna - mArNAM pravide tArA e gAthAmAM ema kahyuM che ke artha : 'sarva arihaMta paramAtmAmAM pratiSThita thayelA AIjyanuM ame dhyAna dharIe chIe. mokSarUpI saMpattinuM e paramAtmAo parama sthAna che, traNe lokanA je Iza che tevA e arihaMto parama AlaMbana che.' e kyAM che ? enI vAta teozrImade bIjI gAthAmAM karI che. nAmAkRtidravyabhAvaiH punatastrijagajanam / kSetre kAle ca sarvasminnarhataH samupAsmahe / / 2 / / artha : '1-nAma, ra-AkRti (sthApanA), 3-dravya ane 4 bhAvanA mAdhyamathI traNe jagatanA lokone pavitra karatA, sarvakSetramAM rahelA ane sarvakALamAM thayelA arihaMta paramAtmAnI huM samyapha upAsanA karuM chuM.' evuM jarUrI nathI ke paramAtmA sadehe vicaratAM hoya to ja emanuM dhyAna thaI zake ke bhakti thaI zake ane to ja ApaNo nisvAra thaI zake evuM paNa mAnavAnI jarUra nathI. paramAtmAnI kalyANaka bhUmimAM jaI ArAdhanA karIne paNa ApaNe ApaNo nistAra karI zakIe chIe. paramAtmAnI vividha avasthAonuM ciMtana, bhAvana ane dhyAna dharIne paramAtmAmAM ekAkAra thavA dvArA paNa ApaNe ApaNo vistAra karI zakIe chIe. paramAtmAnI traNa avasthA che : 1 - piMDI avasthA : bAlyAvasthA, rAjya avasthA ane zramaNa avasthA. A traNe avasthA piMDastha avasthAmAM Ave 2 - padastha avasthA : sarva virati laI upasargo ane parISahonI phoja haTAvI mohane jItavAnI sAdhanA dvArA kevaLajJAna pAmyA. pachI zAsananI sthApanA karIne avanitalane pAvana karatA prabhu padastha avasthAmAM Ave. 3 - rUpAtIta avasthA : ghAti-aghAti sarva karmano kSaya karI eka ja samayamAM lokanA agrabhAge anaMta sukharUpa rUpAtIta avasthAmAM Ave. hRdayanuM darpaNa cokhyuM hoya to emAM mahAna prabhune paNa AvavuM ja paDe ! 87
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________________ A dareka avasthAmAM rahelA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA che. temAM jyAre tIrtha sthApatA, dharmadezanA detA, tIrthaMkara paramAtmA hoya te bhAvanikSepe tIrthakara che. e pUrvanI ke pachInI avasthAmAM rahelA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA dravyanikSepe tIrthakara che. pratimA, mUrti, citra, Alekhana, vaTa, AkRti, pratibiMba, chabIrUpe rahelA tIrthakara sthApanA nikSepe tIrthakara che. to dareka tIrthakaronA aMtima bhavanuM pavitra nAma. dA.ta. RSabhadeva, zAMtinAtha, pArzvanAtha, vardhamAna ke sImaMdhara, e nAmanikSepe tIrthakara che. kahyuM paNa che ke - nAma- nininAmA, ThavaNa-jiNA puNa jiNiMda-paDimAo / davvajiNA jiNa-jIvA, bhAva-jiNA samosaraNatthA / / 1 / / artha : "jinezvaronuM nAma te nAmajina kahevAya, jinendronI pratimA te sthApanAjina kahevAya, jinezvarono AtmA dravyajina kahevAya ane samavasaraNamAM sthita jinezvaro bhAvajina kahevAya.' darekanuM dhyAna karavAnuM AlaMbana che. je kALe prabhu vicare che tyAre paNa darekane paramAtmA maLe evuM nathI. paramAtmA eka gAmamAM, eka khaMDamAM vicare che. e sivAyanA hajAro gAmo ane khaMDamAM rahelA bhAviko prabhunA nAma ane emanI sthApanAnI ja bhakti kare che. A rIte sthApanAnikSepe paNa prabhu bhavyAtmAno nistAra kare che. ApaNane Aje prabhu sAkSAt bhAvanikSepe maLyA nathI, paNa sthApanAnikSepe to prabhu sAkSAtu maLyA che. prabhunuM nAma paNa zravaNagocara thayuM che. je maLyA che te nikSepe prabhunI bhakti karI levI che. rAjarSi kumArapALa mahArAja kahe che ke badhAne lAge che ke prabhu, amane mUkIne tame cAlyA gayA, paNa mane kyAreya ema nathI lAgatuM ke tame amane mUkIne cAlyA gayA cho. jyAre jyAre aMdara utaruM chuM, kaSAyothI dUra thAuM chuM, tyAre tame sAkSAt hRdayamAM ja beThelA dekhAo cho. teo sAce ja kahe che ke - 88 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo -- -- -- -- --
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________________ muktiM gato 'pIza ! vizuddhacitte, guNAdhiropeNa mamA'si sAkSAt / bhAnurdavIyAnapi darpaNe'zu saGgAna kiM dyotayate gRhAntaH ? artha : "he Iza ! tuM muktimAM cAlyo gayo hovA chatAM vizuddha cittamAM guNanI adhisthApanA dvArA mane sAkSAt pragaTa thayelo che. moTo evo paNa sUrya darpaNamAM paDelA kiraNanA yogathI gharanA aMdaranA bhAgane zuM prakAzita karato nathI ?' pU. vAcakavarazrI yazovijayajI mahArAja bhagavAnane kahe che ke "duniyA kahe che prabhu ! tame mahAna cho, paNa huM kahuM chuM ke prabhu ! tame mahAna nahi paNa huM mahAna chuM." kevo bALabhAva haze ? 'lavuM paNa huM tuma mana nava mAvuM re, jaganTa tumane dilamAM lAvuM re, kuNAne dIje e zAbAzI re, kaho zrI suvitha jida vimAsI che." he prabho suvidhi niNaMda ! tame mane vicAra-vimarza karIne kaho ke kone zAbAzI ApavI joIe ! kema ke huM sAva nAno gaNAuM. chatAM paNa moTA evA tamArA manamAM mAruM sthAna nathI. (tamArA manamAM huM samAI zakato nathI, jyAre jagaguru ! meM to Apane mArA hRdayamAM samAvI dIdhA che." prabhu ! tame sAkSAt mArA hRdayamAM ja cho. tamane zodhavA kyAMya javuM nathI, tema ApaNe paNa kahIe. prabhu ! tamane sAkSAt jovA pratimAmAM joyuM che, tamArI pratimAnuM pratibiMba mArA hRdayamAM jhIlAvuM chuM ane mArA hRdayanuM pratibiMba tamArI pratimAmAM jhIlAvuM chuM. teozrI mahAna vidvAna hatA. sAkSAtu sarasvatIno avatAra hatA. tarkazaktinA samrATa hatA. kAvyazakti comera khIlelI hatI. emanI tole koI AvI zake tema na hatuM. pUjya mahopAdhyAya zrI mAnavijayajI mahArAja jevA samartha graMthakArane paNa kahevuM paDyuM ke, A kALamAM zrutakevalInI jhAMkhI karAve tevA hatA. evA e mahAtmA prabhune A rIte bALabhAve kahe che, duniyA tamane mahAna kahe che, paNa huM mahAna chuM. ------------------------ hRdayanuM darpaNa cokhyuM hoya to emAM mahAna prabhune paNa AvavuM ja paDe !
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________________ ema tame kaI rIte kahI zako ? moTuM koNa kahevAya ? je bIjAne samAvI zake te ! meM to mArAmAM tamane barAbara goThavI dIdhA che. tame mAro samAveza tamArAmAM karI zakatA nathI. huM to nAno chuM chatAM tamArA jevA moTAne mArA hRdayamAM padharAvuM chuM ane tame to moTA cho chatAM mane ekane paNa tamArA manamAM samAvI zakatA nathI. game teTalo moTo hAthI hoya, e nAnA darpaNamAM samAI jAya, paNa darpaNa kevuM hoya to ? darpaNa cokhkhuM-svaccha hoya to ja. moTo hAthI paNa samAI jAya, ema hRdaya nirmaLa-svaccha-cokhuM bane to prabhu aMdara padhAre ane bhaktane kahe ke have tane zAbAzI ApavI paDaze. tyAre bhakta prabhune kahe che "prabhu ! mane zAbAzI nahi paNa e paNa Apane ja ApavI paDe tema che. kema ke, "jehane teje e buddhi prakAzI re, tehane dIje e zAbAzI che." A bolavAnI buddhi paNa ApanA prabhAve ja mane maLI che." AvI bhAvabhaktino Aje avasara che. temAM saMgIta bhaLaze, dravyo bhaLaze. enA sathavAre Avo bhAva pedA karavAno che. pU. mahopAdhyAyazrI sakalacaMdrajI mahArAje kAussagnamAM rahIne sattarabhedI pUjAnI racanA karI che. tenuM AlaMbana laIne pAMcAla dezoddhAraka saMvegI ziromaNi, nyAyAbhAnidhi, prabhunA viziSTa bhakta pU. A. zrI vijayAnaMdasUrIzvarajI mahArAje paNa sattarabhedI pUjAnI sarasa racanA karI che. emaNe potAnA zramaNa jIvananA prAraMbhika kALamAM mUrti ane mUrtipUjAnuM khaMDana karavAmAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nathI. mUrtine paththara kahyo ane jyAre jANyuM tyAre aho ! A to mArA prabhu ja sthApanAnikSepe che ane sthApanAnikSepa to bhAvanikSepa jevo ja kalyANakara che. jinapratimA jina sArikhI che. ethI ja jyAre teo pahelIvAra garavA girirAja para padhAryA tyAre kahyuM che - aba to pAra bhaye hama sAtho ! zrI siddhAcala dasa karI ." nikhAlasapaNe ekarAra karyo che ke "huM to niMdaka hato, tArA zAsanano ghora aparAdhI hato. Aje tArI sparzanA stavanA karIne mArAM te pApone pakhALuM chuM. mArA te pApane te Aje tArI sparzana karIne pakhALuM chuM. tamArI pUjA-bhakti 9) aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ karanArane to tame tAro emAM navAI kazI ja nathI. paNa mArA jevA dhIThA, laMpaTa, pApI ane niMdakane tAro to tamArI tArakatA sAcI mAnuM." je mahApuruSe hRdayanA bhAvone A rIte zabdadeha Apyo che, te mahApuruSe racelI sattarabhedI pUjA Aje ahIM bhaNAvavAnI che. bhale teo jIvananA pUrvArdha kALamAM bhagavAnanI mUrtinA virodhI hatA paraMtu jyAre emane mUrtinI ane mUrtipUjAnI upAdeyatA samajANI tyAra bAda teozrI pratimAnA mAdhyame bhagavAnanA parama bhakta banyA. A pUjAmAM saMgIta para tAlane lakSya ApyA vagara tenA zabdo para dhyAna rAkhajo ! saMgItajJo emanI zaktio prabhune caraNe samarpita karaze. emanuM lakSya prabhune rIjhavavAnuM haze ema IcchIe, paNa tamAruM lakSya to khAsa prabhune rIjhavavAnuM ja hovuM joIe. tamAre bhagavAnanI sAthe joDANa karIne mA AgaLa eka bALakanI jema, eka saMtAnanI jema prabhune samarpita banavAnuM che. amArI nizrA A anuSThAnamAM che. te tamAro jinabhaktino ullAsa vadhAravA mATe dravyaanuSThAna-dravyabhakti e amAruM kartavya nathI. dravyAnuSThAna-dravyabhakti e tamAruM kartavya che ane bhAvabhaktimAM vilasavAnuM amAruM ane tamAruM baMnenuM kartavya che. A mahApuruSane (paramatAraka gurudeva) ame joyA che. jyAre paNa paramAtmA pAse gayA hoya, tyAre nAnA bALaka jevA banI jatA joyA che. teoe dareka pratimAmAM paramAtmAnAM darzana karyA che. pratimA pASANanI hoya, dhAtunI hoya ke suvarNa-maNi-ratnanI hoya, emAM eozrIe paramAtmAnAM ja darzana karyA che. derAsaranA koI gokhamAM eka khUNAmAM rahelI pratimA hoya, uparanA mALe hoya ke nIce bhoMyarAmAM hoya; dareka pratimAnI emaNe bhAvabhakti karI che. traNa traNa khamAsamaNAM ApIne vaMdanA karI che. emanuM AlaMbana laIne Aje vinaMti karazuM, emanA ja zrIcaraNe ke, "je jagatanI mAtA-pitA-netA-rAjA sAthe ApanuM joDANa hatuM, e joDANa ApaNe mATe paNa zakya bane, e mATe ApazrIjI jyAM ho tyAMthI padhArI amone nizrAdAna karajo." ATalI haiyAthI vinaMti karyA bAda have tamAre dravya-bhAva bhaktimAM joDAvavAno prAraMbha karavAno che. hRdayanuM darpaNa cokhyuM hoya to emAM mahAna prabhune paNa AvavuM ja paDe ! 91
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________________ CCCC Co sAmAnya mANaso potAnAthI je meLavI zakAya tenAthI bhakita kare. kaMIka viziSTa zaktivALA kyAM kyAMthI meLavI zake cAMpI meLavIne bhakti kare. bhakti prAkRSTa ane zakti paNa prakRSTa hoya to duniyAmAM je uttama cIja jyAM jyAM maLatI hoya tyAMthI maMgAvIne bhakti kare. A pUjAne samaMtabhadrA pUjA kahevAya. paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM je kAMI nijhAma bhAve Apo te akSaya banI jAya. e bhakti anaMtANuM Ape chatAM temAM anAsakta bhAva jIvato rAkhe. aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ bhAvabhakti karavAmAM mAnavIne devendra paNa na pahoMcI zake cautIsa-aIsaya-juA, aTTa mahApADihera-kayasohA; titthayarA gayamohA, jhAeyavvA payatteNaM / / artha : 'cotrIza atizayathI yukta, ATha mahApratihAryothI zobhA karAyela, mohathI mukta evA tIrthakaro prayatnapUrvaka dhyAna karavA yogya che.' anaMta upakArI caramatIrthapati zramaNa bhagavaMtazrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAstrakAra paramarSioe pharamAvyuM che ke, AtmAnA sahaja zuddha svarUpane prApta karavA mATe dhyAna sAdhanA jevo jagatamAM UMco koI mArga nathI. e dhyAna sAlaMbana ane nirAlaMbana be vibhAgamAM vaheMcAyeluM che. muktinuM ananya kAraNa jo koI hoya to te nirAlaMbana dhyAna che. paNa koI sAlaMbana vagara moTe bhAge jIva nirAlaMbana sudhI pahoMcI zakato nathI. mATe ja dararoja paramAtmAnI pUjA karatAM paramAtmAnI traNa avasthAne dhyAnamAM rAkhIne bhAvanA karavAnI kahI che. bhAvanAmAMthI ja dhyAna pragaTe che. bhAvanA e dhyAnanI pUrva bhUmikA che. bhAvavAnI pahelI avasthA : "piMDI avasthA' che. bIjI avasthA : 'padastha avasthA che. trIjI avasthA : "rUpAtIta avasthA" che. suratamAM sattarabhedI pUjA prasaMge dvitIya dine vi.saM. 2060 bhAdaravA vada-4 zanivAra tA. 2-10-04nA thayela pUjyazrInuM prAsaMgika pravacana-1 - - --- --- - - - - - - - - bhAvabhakti karavAmAM mAnavIne devendra paNa na pahoMcI zake 93
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________________ bhAvija avatthatiyaM, piMDattha-payattha-rUvarahiyattaM / chaumattha-kevalittaM, siddhattaM ceva tassattho / / 11 / / artha : "tIrthakaronI 1-piMDastha, 2-padastha ane 3-rUpa rahitapaNAnI traNa avasthAnI bhAvanA karavI. e traNe ja anukrame 1-chadmastha, 2-kevali ane 3-siddhatva avasthA jANavI.' ema caityavaMdana bhASyamAM jaNAvela che. 1-paramAtmAno bAlyakALa, paramAtmAno yauvanakALa, paramAtmAnI rAjyaavasthA, paramAtmAnI sAdhanAmaya zramaNajIvananI avasthA. A badhAno samAveza piMDI avasthAmAM karavAmAM Avyo che. TuMkamAM paramAtmAnI chabI avasthAe piMDastha avasthA kahevAya. ra-sarvajJapaNuM prApta karyA pachI paramAtmAnA svarUpane padastha avasthA kahevAya che. padastha avasthA ane kevalI avasthA kaho, baMne eka ja che. 3-siddhapaNuM prApta thayA pachI rUpAtIta avasthA kahevAya che. rUpAtIta pUrvenI avasthA piMDastha ane padasthanI che. dareka sAdhake prabhunI pUjA vakhate prabhunI traNa avasthAthI AtmAne bhAvita karavAno che. je prabhunI vidhavidha avasthAthI jAtane bhAvita kare che, te ja sAlaMbana ane nirAlaMbana dhyAna pAmI zake che. sAlaMbana dhyAna je siddha kare che, te nirAlaMbana dhyAnanI kakSAne prApta karI zake che. jyAM sudhI A kakSA prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI sAlaMbana dhyAna karavAnuM che. nirAlaMbana dhyAna uparanI bhUmikAnuM che. sAdhanA jIvanamAM pA pA pagalI bharatAM sAdhakoe jyAM sudhI nirAlaMbana sudhI na pahoMcAya tyAM sudhI sAlaMbana dhyAna karavAnuM che. cothA-pAMcamA guNaThANe rahela sAdhaka vizeSa prakAre dravya-bhAva jinabhakti karavA dvArA sAlaMbana dhyAna kare che. chaThThA guNasthAnake rahelA sAdhako paNa jinanI bhAvabhakti dvArA paramAtmAnuM sAlaMbana dhyAna kare che. paramAtmAnuM sAlaMbana dhyAna karavuM kaI rIte ? paramAtmAnA cotrIza atizayo che. temAMnA eka eka atizayane AMkha sAme lAvatA jaIe ane temAM jAtane jhaboLatAM javuM jaIe. pU. paM. zrI paravijayajI mahArAje comAsA devavaMdanamAM gUMthelA prathama jinezvara praNamIe" vagere stavanomAM ---- -- -- 84 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ cotrIza atizaya DhALyA che. zabdo sAdA che, artha ghaNo che. zrI samavAyAMga Agamano nicoDa emAM mUkavAmAM Avyo che. tenA sahAre paramAtmAnA dehanuM, paramAtmAnA rUpanuM, paramAtmAnA aSTaprAtihAryanuM ane paramAtmAnA prakRSTa puNyanuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. paramAtmAnI janmAvasthA-bAlyAvasthA-rAjyAvasthA zramaNAvasthA Adi dvArA jema piMDI avasthAnuM sAlaMbana dhyAna karavAnuM che, tema paramAtmAnI kaivalyAvasthA, samavasaraNI avasthA Adi dvArA padastha avasthAnuM sAlaMbana dhyAna karavAnuM che ane te dareka avasthAmAM paramAtmAnI viziSTa virAgitA ane vItarAgitA jovAnI che. puNya prakRtio eka karmano khela che. paramAtmAnI puNya prakRti te mAtra karmano khela nathI. jagatanI puNya prakRtio jagatane mATe moTe bhAge pApabaMdhanuM kAraNa bane che. jyAre paramAtmAnI puNya prakRtio potAne mATe tathA saMsAra kAdavamAM DubatA aneka jIvone mATe tAravAnuM kAma kare che. mATe ja te AlaMbanarUpa che. ethI ja "namutthaNa' sUtramAM paramAtmAnI oLakha ApatAM jaNAvyuM che ke tiNNANaM tArayANaM / 'tarelA ane tAraka evAne jJAnasAramAM paNa mahApuruSo mATe - "svayaM tIkha mavAmothe, parastAvituM kSama: I'. artha : 'pote bhavasAgarathI taryA ane anyone tAravA mATe samartha che." kahIne A ja vAta jaNAvI che. e puNya prakRtio sAthe paramAtmAnI je 'vItarAgatA' che, te vizeSa che. cotrIza atizaya aSTaprAtihAryarUpa bAhya lakSmI ane jJAnAdi AMtara lakSmI hovA chatAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmA "gayohA' - moharahita hoya che. A ja teonA AMtaravaibhavane sUcave che. jeno moha cAlyo gayo che, evA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA cAle che, paga upADe che ane pagale pagale suvarNa kamaLa goThavAI jAya che. bhagavAnane kAMTA ke kamaLa vacce koI bheda nathI, e cAle che ane baMne bAju cAmara vIMjhAya che, topaNa kIDIo ke bhamarAnA DaMkha ane vIMjhAtA cAmara vacce paramAtmAne koI bheda nathI. bhagavAnane jyAM dezanA ApavAnI hoya tyAM eka yojana = AThamAIla = tera ki.mI. vistRta samavasaraNa racAI jAya, pAMca varNanA jalaja-sthalaja sugaMdhI phUla niraMtara varasatA hoya, besavA mATe devatAo sonAnuM bhAvabhakti karavAmAM mAnavIne devendra paNa na pahoMcI zake 95
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________________ ratnajaDita siMhAsana banAve, e sthitimAM ke ubhA ubhAM dhyAna karavAnI sthitimAM paramAtmAne e baMne sthitimAM koI taphAvata paDyo nathI. eka bAju puNya prakRtio, bIjI bAju prakRSTa puNyodaye thatA aSTa prAtihAryo ane trIjI bAju "gayohA" A traNe avasthA bhAvavAnI che. paramAtmAnA caraNe deva-devendro, mAnavo sevA karavA tatpara hoya che. temAM dareka vakhate paramAtmAnI nirlepatA AMkha sAme lAvIne AtmAne bhAvita karavAno che. A sthaLe yAda karo, kalikAlasarvajJazrIjIe karela prabhu zrI pArzvanAtha ane prabhuzrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnI stutio : 'kamaThe dharaNendre ca, svocitaM karma kurvati / prabhustulyamanovRttiH, pArzvanAthaH zriye'stu vaH / / ' artha : 'kamaTha (upasarga karavA rU5) ane dharaNendra (upasarga haravA rU5) potapotAne ucita evuM kArya kare che. tyAre paNa pArzvanAtha prabhu samAna manovRttivALA thaIne rahe che. te prabhu tamArA kalyANa karanArA thAo." ane 'pannage ca surendre ca, kauzike pAdasaMspRzi / nirvizeSamanaskAya, zrIvIrasvAmine namaH / / ' artha : 'caMDakauzika sarpa ane devendra (sarpa ane Indra baMne mATe saMskRtamAM kauzika zabda vaparAya che) baMne prabhunA pagane aDakyA tyAre paNa prabhune mana baMnemAM koI pharaka na hato. te zrI vIrasvAmIne namaskAra thAo.' A ApaNA paramAtmAnI siddhi che, emanuM jIvanavrata che ane ApaNo parama Adarza che. paramAtmAno yogavaibhava kevo hato ? ochAmAM ochA eka karoDa devatA prabhunI sevAmAM hAjara ja hoya che. ahIMthI dezanA ApI UbhA thAya ane bIjA sthaLe pahoMce, te pahelAM tyAM bIjuM samavasaraNa racAI gayuM hoya. pahelo gaDha nakkara cAMdIno. bIjo gaDha nakkara sonAno hoya. trIjo gaDha sonAno, maNiratna jaDelo hoya. eka eka varNana vAMco to khabara paDe. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
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________________ ApaNe tyAM samavasaraNa stava prakaraNa nAmano graMtha che. temAM ane triSaSTi ane vividha prabhunAM caritrAdi graMthomAM samavasaraNa temaja prabhunI RddhinA pracura varNano che. A paramAtmAnI puNya prakRtinA kAraNe devo paramAtmAnI uttama prakAre bhakti karI zake che. manuSya game teTalI bhakti kare to paNa rAMkaDo che. te karI karIne zuM karI zake ? devonI AgaLa manuSyanuM zuM gajuM ? ApaNe zuM karI zakavAnA hatA ? yAda karo dazArNabhadra rAjavIne ! rAjavI dazArNabhadra paramAtmAnI bhaktinA manorathane saphaLa karavA paramAtmAnA sAmaiyAmAM potAnA dravyano upayoga karavA tamAma rAjabhaMDArone khullA mUkyA hatA. jeTaluM vAparI zakAya teTaluM vAparIne paramAtmAnI bhakti karI levAno manoratha hato. paramAtmAnI bhakti Aja sudhI koIe na karI hoya tevI uttama rIte karavAnA manoratha hatA. tamane to ema thAya ke kalAka-be kalAkanA sAmaiyAmAM ATalo kharco ? mane kaho, tamArA saMsArI prasaMgomAM kalAka-be kalAka jamaNano keTalo kharco hoya che ? dIkarAnA lagnamAM keTalo kharco hoya che ? eka lagnamAM pa0-pa0 karoDa paNa uDAvanArA sAMbhaLyA che ne ? mAtra rIsepzananuM sTeja banAvavA pAchaLa pa-7 karoDanuM pANI karanArA paNa che ne ? e badhuM saMsAravRddhi mATe che. paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM je vaparAya, e saMsArakSaya mATe thAya che. A to traNa lokanA nAthanuM sAmaiyuM karavuM che ? AtmAnI sahaja zuddha avasthA pragaTAvavAno upAya emaNe batAvyo che. jo emaNe A mArga batAvyo na hota, to ApaNI kaI sthiti hota ? traNa jagatanA nAthanA caraNomAM je nyochAvarI karo, temAM adhikuM kAMI nathI. ApaNe je karIe chIe, te to kharekhara bALaceSTA ja che. AvI bhakti karyA pachI e kahe che ke, "je nirmaLa traNa jJAnanA dhaNI devo che, jemanI pAse AkAzamAM uDavAnuM sAmarthya che, aneka zarIra banAvavAnI zakti che, evA devo ane devendro je ApanI bhakti kare te karavAnI amArAmAM kyAM tAkAta che. mAnava evo huM zuM karI zakavAno hato ?' dazArNabhadra rAjavIne AnaMda hato te Indra mahArAje joyuM. emanuM paNa mAthuM DolI gayuM. temanAM mananAM pariNAma juve che. bhaktino sAgara je rIte ubharAI rahyo hato, bhaktinA bhAvonI urmi AvI rahI hatI. te joI AnaMda thayo paNa e bhaktinAM paramAnnamAM mAna-kaSAyarUpa viSano kaNiyo paDyo hato, te paNa -- -- -- -- -- - -- bhAvabhakti karavAmAM mAnavIne devendra paNa na pahoMcI zake
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________________ jJAnamAM dekhAyuM. Indra mahArAjAne thayuM ke A viSa kaNiyo nahIM nIkaLe to emanuM kalyANa nahi thAya. emanI lITI nAnI karavA mATe nahIM, emane pachADavA mATe nahIM ane halako batAvavA mATe nahIM. potAnuM mAna poSavA mATe nahIM ane potAnI lITI moTI karavA mATe nahIM. paraMtu emano viSa kaNiyo-mAna-kaSAya toDavA mATe eka kalyANa mitranI bhAvanAthI AkAzamAMthI eka viziSTa koTInuM sAmaiyuM nIce utAryuM. devendra potAnI zakti vidurve pachI zuM bAkI rahe ? badhAnA mAthAM DolI gayAM. adbhuta.... adbhutano nAda svayaMbhU rIte saunA haiyAmAM uDyo. jIbha para savAra thaI caure ne cauTe gavAyo. dazArNabhadra rAjavIe paNa sAmaiyuM joyuM. oho ! gajabanuM sAmaiyuM che. mAthuM DolI gayuM ane thayuM, mAro manoratha adhUro raheze. bIjo koI halako-kharAba vicAra nathI. adekhAI thatI nathI, emane vicAra na Avyo ke mAro prasaMga halako pADavA InDe A kArya karyuM. emane sAmaiyuM karavuM hatuM to game tyAre karavuM hatuM. Aje ja kema karyuM ?' Avo eka halako vicAra na Avyo. Indra mahArAja emanA mananAM pariNAma joI rahyA che. banne najIka AvyA. baMnemAMthI koInA manamAM IrSAno pariNAma nathI. dazArNabhadrane thayuM, mArI bhAvanA adhUrI rahI gaI.' samavasaraNanA pagathiyAM caDatAM vicAra Avyo, 'dravyabhaktimAM to devendrane huM nahIM pahoMcI zakuM, paNa bhAvabhaktimAM mane pahoMcavAnI tAkAta to devendranI paNa nathI ja. to cAlo, bhAva-bhaktimAM jhukAvI dauM.' bhagavAna pAse jaI pradakSiNA ApI, mugaTa utArI ane kahyuM ke "he bhagavaMta ! bhavanistAriNI dIkSA Apo." saMyamano svIkAra karyo. utkRSTa bhAvabhakti+prabhu AjJAnuM pAlana = sarvavirati svIkAra. e laI jIvana dhanya banAvyuM. Indra mahArAje paNa mugaTa utArI temanA caraNomAM namIne kahyuM : "he mahAtman ! utkRSTa dravyabhakti bhale huM karI zakuM, paraMtu tamArA jevI bhAvabhakti karavA mATe to huM asamartha ja chuM." ema kahI emanI guNastavanA karI. kevo bhaktino e bhAva haze ? kevA bhaktinAM e soNalAM haze ? kevI e dravya ane bhAva-bhakti haze ? Aje tame to zuM bhakti karI zako ? bhaktinA avasare ghaDiyALa joyA karanAro bhakti na karI zake. saMsAranI rajhaLapATane TALanArI jinabhakti che, tene sAdhavAno A avasara che. saMsArano vyavahAra to kAyamano kapALe vaLagelo che. tenAthI kalyANa nathI. kalyANa ekamAtra jinabhaktithI ja che. mATe enI taka sAdhI levI che. -- - 98 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo -- -- --
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________________ jene bhaktinI bhAvanA che, tene mATe mukti sulabha che. gharane bhUlIne - vepArane bhUlIne prabhunI bhaktimAM taraboLa banavuM che. zabdonI sAthe tamArA bhAvone joDavAnI che. prabhubhaktimAM raMgAtA jAo ane prabhu sAthe joDAtA jAo. prabhubhakti sAthe joDAvA mATenuM A mAdhyama che. jemanA mATe saMsArano vyavahAra kAyamano che. temanA mATe saMsAranuM paribhramaNa ane duHkhano cakarAvo paNa kAyamano che. jemanA mATe prabhu kAyamanA che, temane mATe mukti nizcita che. jemanA mATe prabhuno pratyeka prasaMga "apUrva' che. temane mATe saMsAra "parimita thanAra che. mahAsatI draupadI, sUryAbhadeva Adie paramAtmAnI kevI rIte bhakti karI che. aMgapUjA-agrapUjA-bhAvapUjA Adi jeTalI pUjA thAya temAM ekameka banIne bhagavAna sAthe joDAvAno prayatna karavo joIe. draupadI ane sUryAbha deve karelI paramAtmAnI bhaktine AMkha sAme rAkhIne paramAtma bhaktimAM taraboLa banavAnA prayatnapUrvaka prabhu bhaktinA A anuSThAnanA sahAre ApaNe prabhumaya banIe e ja abhilASA. bhAvabhakti karavAmAM mAnavIne devendra paNa na pahoMcI zake
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________________ CCC sajAvaTa, svaro, tAla, gIta, saMgIta - A badhuM to dravya che. A dravyano upayoga bhAya sudhI pahoMcavA mATe ja karavAno che. kyAMya evuM na banI jAya che, bhAga sudhI pahoMcavAnuM mULa lakSya bhUlAI jAya ane ApaNe kevaLa dravyamAM ja aTavAI jaIe. gIta-saMgIta vagere camacI jevuM che ane pUjAnA zabdomAM rahela bhaktino bhAva e vAnagI jevuM che. vAnagI ArogavAnA badale camacI cAvavAnuM kAma kyAMya na thaI jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhajo. jeTalAM AlaMbano che, te badhI camacI che. saMgIta-sUratAla-zabdo A badhI camacI che ane tenA mAdhyame prabhunA svarUpanI anubhUti, prabhunA guNonuM smaraNa, prabhunI anaMta karuNA, aciMtya sAmarthya, sarvajJatA, vItarAgatA vagere anaMtAnaMta guNo pratye apAra ahobhAva pragaTaao - A badhI vAnagI che. je prabhune bhUle che ane mAdhyamomAM ja aTavAya che, te prabhuthI dUra pheMkAI jAya che. mAdhyamono upayoga karIne je prabhumAM kare che, te ja AgaLa vadhI zake che. svayaM prabhu banI zake che. ApaNe evI bhUmikAmAM pahoMcavuM che. 100 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ paramAnaMdanuM bIja paramAtmabhakti sArametanmayA labdhaM, zrutAbdheravagAhanAt / bhaktirbhAgavatI bIjaM, paramAnandasampadAm / / artha : 'zrutasAgaramAM uMDI DUbakI mAryA bAda mane teno sAra maLyo che ke - zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanI bhakti e paramAnaMda anaMta upakArI, caramatIrthapati, zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAstrakAra paramarSi nyAyAcArya nyAyavizArad mahopAdhyAya zrIyazovijayajI mahArAjAe AtmasAdhanAmAM atyaMta upakAraka banI zake tevA agaNita graMthonI racanA karIne AtmahitanA arthIo upara agaNita upakAra karyo che. te paikIno ja eka mahattvano graMtha dvAtrizat kAtrizikA' che. gujarAtI bhASAmAM jene 'batrIsa-batrIzI' kahevAya che. 32 zlokanuM 1 prakaraNa tevAM 32 prakaraNonI racanA dvArA A mahApuruSe A graMtha banAvyo che. je paikI jinamahattva' nAmanI batrIzImAM "bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI bhaktinuM mahattva zuM che ?' tenuM dhyAna ApIne ApaNA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. zloka nAno cho, zabdo alpa che, paNa teno marma temanA jJAnanI garimAne vyakta kare che. e mahApuruSe kahyuM che ke, "mArA samagra jIvanakALamAM jyArathI zrutanI upAsanA paramAnaMdanuM bIja paramAtmabhakti 101
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________________ zarU karI, tyArathI atyAra sudhImAM meM anekavidha rIte anekavAra AgamAdi zrutasAgaranuM avagAhana karyuM. UMDI anuprekSA karI, chae darzanano vyApaka bodha prApta karyo. tenI sAthe jainadarzananI tulanA karIne e chae darzananuM jainazAsanamAM avataraNa karyuM. A rIte mRtasAgaranuM avagAhana karavA dvArA mane je navanIta prApta thayuM te mAtra A eka ja zloka dvArA jaNAvuM chuM, eka zloka dvArA nahIM, mAtra eka lAIna dvArA jaNAvuM chuM. temAMthI je rAha maLyo che, je mArga maLyo che. je sAra maLyo che, te jANe ke amRtano kuMbha maLyo che. je bhUkha anAdikALathI tamArI ne mArI hatI, tene saMtoSavAnI tAkAta kaI vastumAM che ? te paramaAnaMda, zAzvata AnaMda zenA dvArA maLaze ? jagatano koI jIva evo nathI ke jene AnaMdanI zodha na hoya. je jainazAsanane pAme che, tene to AnaMda ja nahIM, paramAnaMda maLe che. je tatkALa maLIne cAlyuM jAya, je vibhAvadazAnuM hoya, je pulanA saMyogamAMthI pedA thayela hoya, tene "sukha' kahevAya che. je AtmasAdhanAmAMthI pedA thAya te sAdhanAkALanI anubhUtine "AnaMda' kahevAya che ane je maLIne cAlI na jAya; zAzvatakALa sudhI rahe, je AtmAnI potIkI pedAza hoya; jemAM pudgalanA sAtha-sahArAnI koI ja jarUra na hoya, je pUrNa hoya, sahaja hoya, kAyamI hoya ane jenI satata sahaja paraMparA saryA kare, tene "paramAnaMda' kahevAya che. AnI prApti jene karavI che, te kyAreya duniyAmAM bhaTakatA nathI. sukhanA arthI duniyAmAM bhaTake che, AnaMda ane paramAnaMdanA arthI duniyAthI para thavAno prayatna kare che. A sukhanI zodha karavA mATe koI giri guphAmAM cAlyA jAya che, koI jaMgalamAM jAya che, koI AzramamAM jAya che, to koI maThamAM jAya che, ema anekavidha prayatno kare che, paNa vAstavika arthamAM emano A prayatna sArthaka thato nathI. jagata sukhanI zodhamAM che, vivekI AnaMdanI zodhamAM che, jyAre paramavivekI paramAnaMdanI zodhamAM che. sAmAnya viveka pragaTyA pachI paNa keTalAya sAdhako nAsIpAsa thAya che. kAraNa ke temane paramAtmAnuM zAsana nathI maLyuM. jene paramAtmAnuM zAsana maLe che, vItarAganuM vacana maLe che, niSkAma sAdhanAno mArga maLe che, te paramavivekIne pAmIne paramAnaMdanI dizAmAM AgaLa vadhe che ane sAdhanAnA paripAkarUpe paramAnaMdane pAmI zake che. paramAnaMda pAmavAnA prabhue aneka mArga batAvyA che. te paikInA koI paNa eka mArga para sAdhaka samyaka prakAre jo cAle to te avazyameva paramAnaMda meLavI zake. paramAnaMdane meLavavAnA aneka mArgo paikI jJAna-sAdhanAno paNa eka mArga che. tapa 102 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ sAdhanAno paNa eka mArga che, upAsanAno paNa eka mArga che, sevAno paNa eka mArga che. tyAga ane titikSAno paNa eka mArga che. Ama anekavidha mArgo vidyamAna hovA chatAM e badhA ja mArgamAM sarvotkRSTa mArga 'paramAtma bhaktino mArga che. jenA jIvanamAM tAttvika paramAtmabhakti che, te sAdhaka paramAtmabhaktinA prabhAve svayaM paramAtma svarUpa prApta kare che. jIvAtmAne paramAtmA banAvavAno jo koI saraLa mArga hoya to te paramAtmabhakti che. bodhane kAraNe, sAmarthyane kAraNe, guNasaMpatti pragaTavAne kAraNe, yogadRSTinA vikAsane kAraNe ke, guNasthAnakanI apekSAe jIvonI kakSA vidhavidha prakAranI hoya che. tethI paramAtma-bhaktinA paNa aneka mArga AgamAdi zAstromAM batAvelA che. sAva ajJAna-alpajJa evo sAdhaka paNa paramAtmapada sudhI pahoMcI zake tevo ya paramAtma-bhaktino mArga batAvyo che. madhyama kakSAnA sAdhaka mATe ya paramAtma-bhaktino mArga batAvyo che. prabuddha kakSAnA sAdhako hoya ke atyaMta vizuddhatAne varelA, sarva saMgane tyAga karI cUkelA evA zreSTha zramaNa bhagavaMto hoya, dareka mATe paramAtma bhaktino mArga batAvyo che. koI paNa vyakti paramAtma-bhakti karI paramAtmA sAthe milana karI zake che, zarato be che : 1 - paramAnaMda meLavavo che ane e mATe 2 - paramAtmamaya banavuM che. tene mATe je choDavuM paDe te choDavuM che ? mArA ane paramAtmA vacce koI ja na joIe. paramAtmabhakti mATe paramAtmAne paramAtmA svarUpe oLakhAvA joIe. je e rIte oLakhatA nathI te paramAtmAnI bhakti kyAreya karI zakatA nathI. sAdhakanA jIvatarano prAraMbha paramAtmAne oLakhavAthI thAya che. jema bALakanA jIvanano prAraMbha mAne oLakhavAthI thAya che, tema sAdhakanA jIvanano prAraMbha paramAtmAne oLakhavAthI thAya che. bALakane khabara che, mArI salAmatI mAtAnA hAthamAM che, mAtAnA khoLAmAM che, mAtAnI dRSTimAM che, mATe bALaka mAne pratipaLa jhaMkhe che. ene mA maLI to badhuM maLyuM. mA na maLI to kazuM ja na maLyuM. A anubhUti hoya te ja "mA"ne ArAdhI zake. paramAtmA paNa adhyAtma-jagatanI "mA" che. paramAtmA zabdamAM paNa chello akSara "mA" che. roja derAsara gayA, AMgI karI, pUjA bhaNAvI, snAtra bhaNAvyuM, prabhu sAme besI bhaktAmaranA pATha paNa gaNyA, stotra gaNyAM paNa prabhune prabhu tarIke oLakhavAno prayatna kyAre ya na karyo. prabhu sAthe nAto bAMdhavAno prayatna kyAre ya na karyo. A eka yogasAdhanA che. tene mATe samyak puruSArtha karavo jarUrI che. paramAnaMdanuM bIja paramAtmabhakti 103
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________________ jIvananA 2pa-pa0-75 varSa vItyAM, ATalAM varSamAM AkhI duniyAne oLakhavAno prayatna ryo, vastuone, vyaktione oLakhavAno prayatna karyo, paNa A "mAne oLakhavAno prayatna kyAre karyo ? derAsaramAM gayA. tyAMnI kotaraNI jovAno prayatna karyo. zilpa, sthApatya, AMgI, prabhuno AkAra jovAno prayatna karyo, paNa prabhune oLakhavAno prayatna kyAre karyo ? pratimAmAM rahelA paramAtmAne oLakhavAno prayatna kyAre karyo ? enI vItarAgatA, enI sarvajJatA, enI karuNA, enI nirvikAratA, enI nirlepatA, enuM aciMtya sAmarthya vagere guNone oLakhavAno prayatna kyAre karyo ? bALakane hajAra strInI vacce mUko, chatAM enI AMkho cakaLavakaLa thayA ja kare. e AMkho enI "mA'nI zodhamAM hoya che. mArI "mA" badhAM karatAM kaI rIte judI? enI vizeSatA zI ? enI ene barAbara khabara hoya che. jyAre ApaNane ApaNI "mA" badhAM karatAM judI kaI rIte ? ane tenI zI vizeSatA ? enI Aje ya kyAM khabara che ? tame to zanivAre hanumAnanA maMdiramAM jAo, maMgaLavAre siddhivinAyakanI lAInamAM dekhAo, kyAMka lIlI cAdara oDhAvavA paNa cAlyA jAo. to vaLI koI kyAMka mAthuM muMDAvA paNa jAya. tame gayA e to samajyA, paNa gayA ne AMcako lAgyo ke, "huM kyAM AvI gayo ? nA, A mAruM ghara nathI. ahIM mArI mA dekhAtI nathI' evuM kAMI thayuM ? pelI hajAra strIo vacce mAne zodhatA bALakane "mA" maLe ke e enI mAne kevo vaLagI paDe che ? kevo nirAMtano zvAsa le che ? duHkhanI vimuktinA aMte je anubhUti thAya che tevI anubhUti paramAtmAne maLatAM ApaNane kyAreya thaI ?' na thaI. kAraNa ke bALaka potAnI mAne oLakhe che, jyAre ApaNe ApaNI adhyAtmajanetA-mAne oLakhatA nathI. enuM ja A pariNAma che ne ? prabhune oLakhyA vagara, enI sAthe joDAyA vagara prabhubhakti kyAre ya na thAya. prabhunI oLakhANa ane joDANa vinA biMbanI pUjA jarUra thAya, pratimAnI pUjA jarUra thAya paNa "prabhunI pUjA na thAya. paramAtmAnI pUjA na thAya. biMba e to mAdhyama che; prabhune meLavavAnuM ! mAnAM aMgano sparza bALakane thAya. baMnenI dRSTi maLe tyAre ene kevI aMtaraMga khuzI thAya ? baMnenuM e milana kevuM hoya ? AvA aMtaraMga pariNAmo paramAtmAnI pratimAne joIne kyAreya AvyAM ? paramAtmAnI pUjA karatAM AvA koI bhAvo pragaTyA ? svIca dabAvo ne lAITa thAya tema prabhunAM darzana karatAM, prabhunI pUjA karatAM, prabhuno sparza karatAM citta prasanna thAya. 104 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ manaH prasannatAmeti artha : mana prasannatAne pAme che.' A vacana sarvajJa zAsananuM che. prabhu milanathI cittamAM prasannatA thAya ja. A eka sahaja, svAbhAvika ghaTanA che. ApaNA cittamAM saMkuleza, hatAzA, Aveza, uzkerATa, tanAva, saMkSobha, DIprezana che. A badhuM kema che ? prabhu sAthe joDANa nathI mATe ja ne ? bALakane game tevuM rUpakaDuM ramakaDuM maLyuM hoya, paNa mA na maLI to kazuM ja nathI maLyuM ane mA maLI to badhuM ja maLyuM. pachI ramakaDuM maLyuM hoya toya ThIka ane na maLyuM toya ThIka ! tema jene paramAtmA svarUpa "mA" maLI tene 25 lAkha AvyA toya zuM ane 25 lAkha gayA toya zuM ? prabhu maLyAno AnaMda ja eTalo badho hoya ke 5-25 lAkha AvyAno unmAda ke, harSa ene na hoya ne pa-25 lAkha gayAno jhATako ke duHkha paNa ene na hoya. A tyAre ja bane ke jyAre prabhu sAthe joDANa thAya. A tyAre ja bane ke jyAre prabhu, prabhu tarIke vAstavika rIte oLakhAya. maMdiramAM gayA, mUrtinAM darzana thayAM, prabhunAM nahIM ! ATalAM varSomAM prabhunAM darzana karavA keTalo prayatna karyo ? kayuM pustaka vAMcyuM ? tIrthakara bhagavaMtanAM caritra vAMcavAnI mahenata kyAre karI ? emanA pUrva bhavo jANyA ? prabhune samyagdarzana kyAre kema kayA nimitte thayuM ? samyagdarzananA sahAre prabhue Atmika vikAsa kevI rIte karyo ? e vikAsane kAraNe "savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI'no jharo prabhunA haiyAmAM kevI rIte pragaTa thayo ? e samaye prabhue potAnAmAM ApaNane kaI rIte samAvyA ? kaI rIte prabhue ApaNane potIkA mAnyA ? ApaNA sukha mATe prabhue kevI ghora saMyama-tapa-sAdhanA karI ? kevI rIte prabhue ApaNA uddhAra mATe zAsananI sthApanA karI ? temAM ApaNane samAvavA kevA prayatna karyA ? prabhue ApaNo hAtha jhAlavA hAtha laMbAvyo ane aLavItarA evA ApaNe prabhune hAtha jhAlavA ja na Apyo. uparathI prabhu para kevA kevA AkSepo karyA ? A badhuM ya jANavA kyAreya koI prayAsa karyo ? tamArI pAse jo A jJAna na hoya to pachI prabhunI bhakti kyAMthI karazo ? pUjA kevI rIte karazo ? pU. mahopAdhyAya zrIyazovijayajI mahArAja jyAre traNa lokanA nAthanA darabAramAM jatA tyAre sAva nAnA bALaka banI jatA. bhagavAna pAse nAnA bALakanI jema haTha karatA, jhaghaDI paNa paDatA, raDI paNa letA. emanA stavananI kaDIo sAMbhaLIe to A badhA bhAvonI ApaNane paNa jhAMkhI thAya. e kahetA ke, tAre mane mokSa Apavo che ke nahIM ? cokhkhI vAta kara ! ane jo tuM nahIM Ape to huM mArA baLa upara laIza !" emaNe prabhune baMdhu rUpe paNa joyA che, mAtArUpe paramAnaMdanuM bIja paramAtmabhakti 105
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________________ paNa joyA che, pitArUpe ArAdhyA che. piyarUpe vinavyA che, sakhArUpe saMbaMdha bAMdhyo che. tema prabhu svAmI ane pote - sevaka e svarUpamAM paNa anubhavyA che. prabhune emaNe sAva bALasvarUpe joyA che ane e svarUpe maLelA prabhune hularAvyA che. A badhu karatAM adakerI dhanyatA anubhavI che, khumArI anubhavI che. "hama magana bhale... prabhu dhyAna meM." A stavananI eka eka paMktimAM emanI bhaktino ane AdhyAtmika anubhUtinI khumArIno raNakAra ApaNane jovA maLe che. e kahe che ke, prabhu maLyA ne mArI tana-mananI badhI ja duvidhA-muMjhavaNa maTI gaI che. huM ene bhUlI ja gayo chuM. prabhune oLakhIe, jAtane emanI sAthe joDIe pachI joDANanA mAdhyama tarIke niyata evI prabhunI pratimAnI, dravyapUjA ane bhAvapUjA dvArA e joDANane majabUta karIe. prabhu sAthe prIta jAge to A joDANa thAya. jagata sAthenI prIta tUTe to ja prabhu sAthe prIta baMdhAya. prabhune oLakhI pahelAM prabhune jAta samarpita karIe ane pachI prabhunI bhakti karIe. jagatamAM jyAM tyAM rakhaDatA mANasane "huM prabhu sAthe prIta karuM chuM' evuM bolavAno adhikAra nathI. je ekane ja samarpita hoya te ja A prIta karI zake. jenuM samarpaNa aneka sthAne hoya e kyAreya A prIta na karI zake. zrIAnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanA zabdomAM kahIe to, - "28Sabha jinezvara prItama mAro, avara ja cAhuM re kaMtha...' AmAMnI pahelI lAIna - RSabha jinezvara prItama mAro to satI paNa bole ane asatI paNa bole ema bane. paNa bIjI lAIna - avara na cAhuM re kaMtha" to phakta satI ja bolI zake. prabhu sAthe jene prIta bAMdhavI hoya tene anya deva-devI sAthe prIta na joIe, ene parapadArtha sAthe, jugalanI sAthe prIta na joIe. zrIAnaMdaghanajI mahArAja, zrI devacaMdrajI mahArAja, mahopAdhyAya zrIyazovijayajI mahArAja, zrI mAnavijayajI mahArAjanAM stavano vAMco to A prItirasa ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelo jovA-jANavA ne mANavA maLaze. emAM eka zrI mohanavijayajI mahArAja ke je "laTakALA mahArAja tarIke prakhyAta che, emanAM stavano paNa khUba prabhu prItasabhara che. A badhAnAM stavano vAMco to stavanonA mAdhyamathI prabhu sAthe joDANa kema karAya teno sAva saraLa mArga sAdhakane maLI zake. AvuM joDANa ame amArA paramatAraka paramazraddheya paramagurudevanA mAdhyamathI joI zakyA chIe. emane eka divasa vicAra Avyo ke, A badhA suzrAvako roja nIta navAM dravyothI prabhunI bhakti kare che, to ApaNe kema 106 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ na karI zakIe ? ApaNe paNa roja eka navuM caityavaMdana kaMThastha karIne prabhunI bhakti karavI ane 80-85 varSanI bujharga vaye rojanuM navuM caityavaMdana taiyAra karatA. saMskRta bhASAnuM lagabhaga 8, 10 gAthAnuM caityavaMdana gokhI, pAkuM karI jinAlayamAM prabhu pAse besI bhAvapUrvaka bolatA. nAnA bALakanI jema prabhu sAthe vAto karatA. emanA caherA sAme jonArane spaSTarUpe anubhavAtuM ke temanuM prabhu sAthe joDANa thaI cUkyuM che. prabhu sAthe joDAyelAM temanAM netromAM paDaghAtA bhAvo jonArane lAgatuM ke, eka bALaka potAnI mA sAthe vAta kare che. koIpaNa derAsaramAM gayA hoIe to pratimA ArasanI che ke dhAtunI che ? nAnI che ke moTI che ? Avo bheda emane na raheto. e kahetAM ke e "prabhunI pratimA che. eka eka pratimAnAM bhAvathI darzana karatA. bIje-trIje mALe nAnA eka ja bhagavAna hoya to ame kahetAM ke, "sAheba ! upara caDavuM rahevA do Apane ghaNuM kaSTa paDaze' to paNa e kaSTa veThIne ya upara caDatA ane kahetA ke "AvyA to prabhu maLyA ne !" kaI bhAvanA haze ? gurudevane madharAte prabhu sAthe vAta karatA ame joyA che ane sAMbhaLyA che. madharAte acAnaka tALI pADe, tALIno avAja sAMbhaLI ame pUchavA jaIe ke, kaMI kAma che ? kema tALI pADI ?' tyAre teozrI kahetA ke, "nA, mAre koI kAma nathI. e to huM mArA prabhu sAthe vAta karato hato, emAM majA AvI gaI eTale tALI paDI gaI." paramAtmAnI sAthe jenuM AvuM joDANa hoya enA jIvananI mastI kevI hoya ? emanA jIvanamAM kyAreya blaDa prezara nahIM, mAnasika tanAva nahIM, DAyAbiTIsa nahIM, hArTanI koI takalIpha nahi. koI mejara boDI-problema nahi. emanI pAse kyAreya gayA hoIe to e zAstranA pAnAmAM ja masta hoya. bAjumAM ubhA rahIe kyAreya to khabara paNa na paDe. sparza karI upasthiti jaNAvavI paDe. tyAM mAthuM uMcu karI vAta kare. vAta pate ke tarata pAchA pAnAmAM khovAI jAya. paramAtmA sAthe joDANa karavuM hoya to jAtane keLavavI paDaze. tamane prabhuno sparza karavAnuM, laLIlaLIne namana karavAnuM mana kema na thayuM, prabhunA darabAramAMthI nIkaLatAM haiyuM bhAre kema na thayuM ? kAraNa, prabhu sarvasva nathI lAgyA. jo prabhu sarvasva lAge to derAsaramAM 84 paikInI koI AzAtanA thAya nahIM, prabhunA svarUpanuM, prabhunI bhaktinA prakAranuM ane prabhunI AzAtanAnA nivAraNa mATe AzAtanAnA svarUpa ane prakAranuM jJAna meLavavAnuM mana thAya ane te pachI prabhunI AzAtanAthI bacI prabhunI sAcA arthamAM ArAdhanA-bhakti, pUjA, dhyAna karavAnuM mana thAya. jo paramAnaMdanuM bIja paramAtmabhakti 107
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________________ AvuM kAMI ja mana na thAya to prabhu pratyeno samarpaNabhAva kevo ? Aja sudhImAM ApaNe anaMtAnaMta mA-bApa karyA. A anaMta mA-bApe ApaNA je sukhanI ciMtA nathI karI, e ciMtA A "mA" e, A pitAe karI che. Aje jIvanamAM ujaLA cho, jIvanamAM je kAMI sArapa che, sukha che te jANatAM ke ajANatAM prabhunI AjJA pALI teno prabhAva che. e paramAtmAe mArA-tamArA mATe zuM karyuM, te to vicAra karo ! prabhue je kAMI sahana karyuM te A badhuM konA mATe sahana karyuM ? e sahyA vinA vItarAgatA meLavI zakya na hatI, e sahyA vinA sarvajJatA meLavI zakya na hatI, e maLyA vinA zAsana sthapAvuM zakya na hatuM, e sthapAyA vinA mAro-tamAro uddhAra thavo zakya na hato. paramAtmAe sahana karyuM, manuSyo, tiryaMco ane saMgama jevA devonA agaNita upasargo sahana karyA che ? enA pratApe ApaNane zAsana maLyuM. AvA prabhu pratye ApaNo zuM bhAva ? rUpiyo hAthamAM Ave ke tarata kyAM kharcavAnuM mana ? kapaDAM kharIdavA jAo tyAre paheluM koNa yAda Ave ? bhagavAnanA aMgaluchaNAM yAda Ave ? ghInA DabbA kharIdo tyAre pahelAM zuM yAda Ave ? bhagavAnanA dIpaka mATenuM ghI yAda Ave ? ghara mATe pharnicara vasAvo to pahelAM zuM yAda Ave ? mArA prabhunA maMdira mATe siMhAsana-bhaMDAra pATa-pATalA karAvuM, ema thAya ? dAgInA karAvo to pahelAM zuM yAda Ave ? mArA bhagavAnane eka dAgIno karAvuM, ema thAya ? anAja-phaLa-naivedya banAvo ke lAvo tyAre paheluM koNa yAda Ave ? mArA prabhunI pUjA mATe kharIduM-banAvuM, ema thAya ? ema eka eka prasaMge paramAtmA yAda Ave ? tamArA gharamAM beDarUma hoya, DAInIMga rUma hoya, kicana hoya, bALako mATe sTaDIrUma hoya, mahemAno mATe besTarUma hoya, nokara mATe sarvanTa rUma hoya, gADI mATe gereja hoya. paNa traNa lokanA nAtha mATe ja koI jagyA nahIM ? tamArI saMpattimAM paramAtmAno hisso keTalo ? tamArI Avakano keTalo bhAga paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM ? tamArA jIvanamAM paramAtmAnuM sthAna kyAM ? zuM bhakti karI tame prabhunI ? tamAre trikALa pUjAno niyama kharo ? dravyapUjA uttama dravyathI karo cho ? uttama stavano-stutio karo cho ? paramAtmAnI pUjAnAM keTalA prakAra jANo cho ? 1 - aMgapUjA, 2 - agrapUjA, 3 - bhAvapUjA ane 4 - pratipattipUjA. prabhunA aMgane sparzIne je pUjA thAya te aMgapUjA. prabhunI AgaLa rahI je pUjA thAya te agrapUjA. bhAvanI pradhAnatAvALI, stuti, stavana, nRtya-vAjiMtra, caityavaMdana Adi bhAvapUjA ane prabhunI AjJAno svIkAra ane enuM jIvanamAM 108 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo -- -- -- -- -- -- --
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________________ pAlana, e pratipattipUjA che. eka karatAM eka caDiyAtI che, eka eka karyA vinA bIjImAM prAyaH bhalIvAra na Ave. aMgapUjA sAcI na thAya. tyAM sudhI agrapUjA sAcI na thAya. agrapUjA sAcI na thAya. tyAM sudhI bhAvapUjA sAcI na thAya. bhAvapUjA sAcI na thAya tyAM sudhI pratipattipUjA sAcI na thAya. mane hRdayathI kaho ke zuM tamArAM AMgaNe prabhunI jarUra nathI ? tamArAM AgaNe prabhu padhAre te gamatuM nathI ? tame konA ? paramAtmAnA nahi ? tamArA mA-bApanA ya nahi ? mATe ja to mA-bApane paNa gharamAMthI kADhyA ! keTalA naguNA pAkyA ? A sthitimAM paramAnaMda to nahIM maLe, AnaMda paNa nahIM maLe; e lakhI rAkho ! eka "kRtajJatA' guNa paNa tamArAmAM pragaTyo hoya to paNa bhakti karatAM AvaDI jAya. bAra mahinAmAM prabhu bhaktinA tamArA kalAko keTalA ? prabhupUjAmAM tamAruM potAnuM - gAMThanuM dravya keTaluM vaparAya? patnIne je kaMI Apo te potAnI mUDImAMthI Apo cho ane prabhupUjAnuM dravya potAnuM nahi ? e mATe pArakA dravyano upayoga ? jene ATalI vastu samajAI jAya tene "prabhubhakti-prabhupUjA devadravyamAMthI kema na thaI zake ? bIjAnA dravyathI kema na thaI zake ? e prazna ja na thAya. prabhunI pUjA vaLI prabhunA paisAthI ? prabhubhaktathI "derAsara nibhAva phaMDa' - A zabda vaparAya ? derAsara kAMI nibhAvavAnI vastu che ? nibhAva zabda to te bole ke jene prabhu mAthe paDyA lAge. je ema kahe ke, bhagavAna tamArA ekalAnA nathI, amArA paNa che, emanI bhaktino lAbha ekalA tame laI lo e na cAle, amane ya eno lAbha maLavo joIe.' Ama bolI sAmethI rakama ApavA Ave enA haiyAmAM bhaktinA uchALA hoya, 'bhAI, derAsara mATe phaMDa Apo." ema vahIvaTadArone saMgha AgaLa kahevuM paDe. e sUcave che ke saMgha gaNAtI vyaktionA haiyAmAM bhakti ja nathI, haiyAmAM prabhuno vAsa ja nathI. prabhubhaktanA hAthamAM derAsare jatAM peTI na hoya, paNa moTo thALa hoya. emAM paNa kevI sajAvaTa hoya ? jevI tamArI zakti ne bhakti evI sAmagrI hoya. pharI gokhI rAkho ke, prabhu mATe kazuM ja karavAnuM nathI, ApaNe nahIM karazuM to koNa karaze ? prabhu bicArA apUja rahI jaze. AvA koI taraMgomAM rAcatA ho to te khyAla kADhI nAkhajo. prabhu to vItarAga che, tamArI bhaktithI na e rAjI thAya ane upekSAthI na e nArAja thAya. prabhupUjA to prabhunA mAdhyamathI prabhune nahi paNa potAnI jAtane rIjhavavA mATeno eka prayAsa che. prabhunI uttama pUjA thAya ne AtmA khuza thAya. prabhunAM aMga upara alaMkAra lAge ne e joI AtmA jhUmI uThe. paramAnaMdanuM bIja paramAtmabhakti 109
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________________ stavanamAM tame ghaNIvAra bolo cho. 'jhagamagatA tAralAnuM derAsara hojo..." paNa emAM tamane zuM lAgevaLage ? AbhalAnA tAralAnuM derAsara bane. temAM tamAruM zuM vaparAyuM ? kyAreya evI bhAvanA thAya che ke, mArA prabhunuM AvuM derAsara baMdhAvuM. AkhuM hIrale maDhAvuM. evA alaMkAro banAvI dauM ane ATaluM karyA pachI paNa manamAM satata ajaMpo rahe ke, "meM kAMI ja karyuM nathI; mArA aramAno adhUrAM rahyAM." manamAM thAya che ke, mArA prabhuthI mAre leza paNa aLagA nathI thavuM. prabhuno viraha eka kSaNa mATe paNa sahana nathI thato. mATe ja mAre mukti joIe. kema ke mukti maLyA bAda prabhuthI kyAreya aLagA thavAnuM nahi rahe. dhyAtA-dhyeya dhyAna guNa eke, bheda cheda karazuM have Teke, kSIra-nIra re tumazuM maLazuM, vAcaka 'ya' kahe heje haLazuM." muktimAM javuM che, paNa tyAM koI mahelAta nathI. paNa eka preyasI potAnAM prItamane kahe che, "tuM mane jaMgalamAM laI jA, mArI-tArI vacce koI na joIe." basa ! e ja rIte bhagavAnane paNa kahevuM che. mArI-tArI vacce koI na joIe. prabhu ! je AkAza-pradezamAM tArA Atmapradezo che, te ja AkAza pradezamAM sadA mATe mArA Atmapradezo rahe ane je AkAza pradezamAM sadA mATe mArA Atmapradezo rahe, te ja AkAza pradezamAM tArA Atmapradezo hoya. ethI vadhAre mAre kAMI na joIe. rIjhayo sAhiba saMga na parihare, bhAMge sAdi anaMta." e ja sthiti haMmeza mATe mAre joIe che. jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM beTho chuM, tyAM sudhI koIne to jALavavAnA ja rahe che. vyavahArathI huM koIno chuM. mArI zakti bIje vAparavI paDe che. mATe prabhu have mane saMsAra ja na joIe. koI parAdhInatA-gulAmI na joIe. mAre mArA prabhune ja mAtra rIjhavavA che. mArI badhI zaktio prabhune ja samarpita karavI che. mATe sarvasaMgano tyAga karI pachI pratyeka yoga prabhunI AjJA pramANe samarpita karavA che. mArA tananuM samarpaNa-prabhunI AjJAne, mArA mananuM samarpaNa-prabhunI AjJAne ane mArA vacananuM samarpaNa paNa prabhunI AjJAne ja. jyAre paNa podgalika padArtho ke dunyavI vyaktio pratyeno mamatvabhAva pragaTe tyAre prabhu pratyenA samarpaNamAM khAmI Ave che. dehano rAga pragaTe, tyAre samarpaNanI khAmI Ave che. jeTalA aMze kaSAyo sAthe joDANa thAya, teTalA aMze prabhu pratyenA samarpaNamAM khAmI Ave. jeTalA aMze viSayomAM bAya, teTalA aMze prabhu pratyenA samarpaNamAM khAmI Ave. mATe mAre badhAthI bacavuM che ane 11). aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ mAre mArA prabhumAM tanmaya thavuM che. A bhAva joIne jenA hRdayamAM A bhAvanA romaroma pariNAma pAme tene prabhupUjAno bhAva svayaM pragaTe ane prabhupUjA mATe nItanavAM uttama koTinAM dravyo dharavAnuM mana paNa tene roja thAya. prabhunA caraNe tame tamArA sarvasvanuM samarpaNa karo, temAM kAMI tame prabhu upara upakAra karatA nathI. prabhupUjA karIne meM prabhu upara upakAra karyo, meM prabhune jALavyA evuM to tene lAge ke jeNe prabhune prabhu tarIke oLakhyA ja nathI. jene prabhu - prabhu tarIke oLakhAyA hoya ane prabhunA caraNomAM ja potAnI jAta surakSita che', evuM lAgyuM hoya teno prabhubhaktino AnaMda paramAnaMdanuM kAraNa bane che, e paramAnaMda meLavavAnI jene IcchA hoya teNe prabhubhakti svadravyathI karavAnI che. evI bhAvanA-kAmanA-IcchA na hoya tevA lokoe prabhu upara bhAra caDAvavAnI jarUra nathI. derAsaranA pagathiyA ghasavAnI ya jarUra nathI. je gharamAM prabhu na hoya te ghara ghara kahevAya ? mAvatara vagaranuM ghara kevuM? Aje to joke e paNa tamane kadAca nahIM samajAya. AjathI 100 varSa pahelAM A vAkya bolAyuM hoya te e tarata samajAya tevI tyAre sthiti hatI. Aje paristhiti alaga che. Aje to kahe ke, "mAvatara gharamAM nathI, eTale to A AnaMda che. e Ave eTale kaca-kaca cAlu thaI jAya." gharamAM prabhu rAkhIe ane mahArAja sAhebo ghare Ave. pAchuM pUche, "tame rAtribhojana karo cho ?' Tenzana thaI jAya. enA karatAM mahArAja sAhebo upAzrayamAM rahe, deva derAsaramAM rahe, prabhunI AjJA zAstramAM rahe ane zAstra jJAnabhaMDAramAM rahe, evI tamArI bhAvanA thaI gaI che - barobara ne ? prabhunI zaraNAgati vagara sAdhanA jIvanamAM eka DagaluM paNa mAMDI zakAtuM nathI. tamane samajAya che ke prabhu ApaNA jIvananuM anivArya aMga ja nahIM, paNa sarvasva che ? paramatAraka paramazraddheya paramagurudevanuM eka pustaka che - "jinabhaktino mahotsava." "arihaMte saraNe pavanjAmi' nAme paNa prakAzita thayeluM che. temAM paramAtmAnuM svarUpa - paramAtmabhaktinA prakAronuM suMdara varNana che. vAMco to khyAla Ave. ghaNAne savAla uThe ke, prabhunI sAthe joDANa kema karavuM ? jJAnIo javAba Ape che - adhyAtmanI upAsanAthI ! adhyAtmano matalaba che, paramAtmAnI abhimukha thavuM, sanmukha javuM, prabhunI zaraNAgati svIkAravI, samarpita thaI javuM. prabhunI zaraNAgati na hoya, anugraha na hoya, anugraha ApaNA dvArA jhIlAyo nA hoya to sAdhanAmAM AgaLa kama vadhAya ? paramaguradeva amane kahetA, 'bhagavAnanA abhiSeka mATe jene dUdha na maLe, e sAdhunI tapaNI dUdhathI bharato hoya, bhagavAnanAM aMgaluchaNAM mATe jene - - - - - - - ----- - - - paramAnaMdanuM bIja paramAtmabhakti 111
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________________ malamala na maLe, e sAdhune tAkAnA tAkA kApaDa vahorAvI deto hoya, derAsaramAM mUkavA eka keLuM paNa jene na maLe, e sAdhune keLAnI luma vahorAvato hoya to tenAthI sAvadha rahejo. jene bhagavAnanI bhaktinI paDI nathI, e sAdhunI bhakti zA mATe kare che ? e moTo prazna che, ema teozrI amane kahetA. tamAro naMbara to emAM nahIM ne ? traNa jagatanA nAthanI pUjA tAtvika rIte caramAvartakALamAM ja thaI zake. caramAvartakALamAM paNa apunabaMdhaka avasthA pragaTyA pachI ja thaI zake, e avasthA pragaTyA pachI paNa graMthibheda karI samyagdarzana pragaTe tyAre ja thaI zake ane emAMya AjJApAlanarUpa pratipattipUjA to viratinAM pariNAma pragaTyA pachI ja thaI zake. A badhI bhUmikA paikInI koIpaNa bhUmikA pragaTyA vinA thatI pUjAmAM zuM mAla hoya ? tame ne tame ja bolo cho - "mukyA haze, pUjyA haze, nirakhyA haze, prabhu ko kSa, he jagatabaMdhu cittamAM ghAryA nahi bhaktiyo; janamyo. prabhu te kAraNe du:khapAtra A saMsAmAM, hA ! bhakti te phaLatI nathI je bhAvazUnTAcAramAM." bhUtakALamAM prabhu tuM mane sadehe maLyo. huM tArA samavasaraNamAM beTho ane meM tane sAMbhaLyA ane nirakhyA paNa kharA. tArI pUjA paNa karI, paNa sodApUrvaka, hRdayamAM dhAraNa karyA paNa bhaktithI nahIM, "dhana-dolatanA dAtAra, peDhI sArI rIte calAvanAra, korTamAM jItADanAra, ghare ghoDIyuM baMdhAvanAra' tarIke tane dhAraNa karyA. lIluM nALIyera mUkI bhagavAna tane kharIdavAnA dhaMdhA karyA, chokarAne paNa te ja zIkhavADyuM. bAra mahinAmAM kAMI bhaNyo nathI, to have bhagavAna pAse nALIyera laIne jA ne kaheje, mane pAsa karajo. A bALakane paNa zIkhavyuM. prabhu pAse levA gayA, ApavA na gayA. prabhune potAnA banAvavA gayA, paNa pote prabhunA banavA kyAre ya na gayA. eTale ja gAyuM, "janamyo prabhu te kAraNe du:khamAtra A saMsAramAM traNa lokanA nAtha, tAraka evA mahAna zAsananI sthApanA karanAra Apa maLyA chatAM rakhaDyo kema ? eTalA ja mATe ke prabhune bhaktibhAve kyAreya hRdayamAM sthApyA nahi ane enA ja anusaMdhAnamAM AgaLa gAyuM ke, "hA ! bhakti te phaLatI nathI, je bhAvazUnyAcAramAM." bhaktinI kriyA karI, AcAro pALyA paNa bhAvazUnya banIne, leza paNa bhAva nahIM. koI jAtano bhAva nahIM, saMvedanA nahIM, lAgaNI nahIM, lagAva nahIM. raghavATa ne raghavATamAM derAsara gayA ne raghavATa - - 112 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ ne raghavATamAM ja pAchA AvyA. derAsare jaI AvyA ne koI pUche ke AMgI utarI gaI ? to kahe, "e to khabara nathI !!" jene paramAtmAnA aMga paranI AMgI na dekhAya tene aMdara rahelo vItarAgabhAva kyAMthI dekhAya ? badhuM ja karyuM paNa bhAvazUnya banIne ! eTale bhakti phaLI nahIM ane saMsArano cakarAvo cAlu rahyo. acaramAvartakALamAM paramAtmAnI oLakhANa thatI nathI. caramAvartakALamAM paNa apunardhadhaka avasthAmAM ja thAya che. emAMya samyagdarzana AvyA pachI ja tAtvika oLakha thAya che. ekavAra pIchANa thaI jAya pachI prabhu sAthe ja joDANa thAya che. te ekadama alaga hoya che. e kAyamI joDANa hoya che, e joDANa thayA pachI prabhuno viraha eka kSaNa paNa sAdhakane sahana thato nathI. mATe ja stavanamAM mahApuruSe gAyuM che ke, na maLyAno ghokho nahi ke jasa guNanuM nahIM jJAna re; maLIyA guNa kaLIyA pIche re lAla, vichuMData jAye prANa re." prabhu ! tuM na maLyo hota to mane koI savAla na hato, tane na oLakhyo hota to paNa koI prazna na hato. paNa tuM maLI gayo, tane oLakhyo, tethI have lAge che ke, jo tuM nahIM maLe to mArA prANa cAlyA jaze. jAti aMghaje du:kha nahi re lAla, je lahe nayanano svAda che, nayana svAda lahI karI re lola, hAryA ane vikhavAda che." janamathI AMdhaLo che tene duniyA kevI che, varNa, zilpa, sthApatya sauMdarya kevAM hoya tenI khabara ja nathI, paNa jenI pAse AMkho hatI, jeNe duniyA AkhI mANI hatI ane aNadhArI AMkho jatI rahe tene kevI vedanA thAya ? tevI ja dazA mArI thaze. jo prabhu tuM mArAthI dUra thaI jaIza to. bhagavAna, tuM na maLyo hota to mane jhAjhI vedanA na thAta, paNa tuM maLyo ane have tane pAmI na zakuM to kevI vedanA ? kahI paNa zakato nathI ane sahI paNa zakato nathI. paNa mane lAge che ke, A vedanA ApaNane nahIM thAya ? prabhu hoya to ya ThIka ne na hoya to ya ThIka. derAsara hoya to ya ThIka ne na hoya to paNa ThIka. "prabhu to haiyAmAM beThA che', pachI derAsaramAM javAnI zI jarUra che ? evuM bolanArA paramAnaMdanuM bIja paramAtmabhakti 113
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________________ mahAbhAga (!) paNa che. paNa kharekhara jene haiye prabhu hoya tene prabhune maLyA vagara cena paDe ? prabhune oLakhavAnI mahenata koNe karI ? e mahenata ja karI nathI to prabhunI AjJAne kyAMthI jANI hoya ? AjJA na jANIe to prabhunI bhakti kevI rIte karazuM ? prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana eTale ja pratipattipUjA. e ja zreSTha pUjA che. aMgapUjAthI agrapUjA, agrapUjAthI bhAvapUjA ane bhAvapUjAnI parAkASTA eTale pratipattipUjA, je paramAnaMdanI bheTa Ape che. jenuM tAttvika rIte paramAtmA sAthe joDANa thaI gayuM, teno saMsAra chUTyo, vRttimAMthI saMsAra chUTyo, tene ahIM ja A saMsAramAM ja paramAnaMdanI saMpadA prApta thAya che. cAra prakAranA yoga che. prItiyoga, bhaktiyoga, vacanayoga ane asaMgayoga. prabhunI aMgapUjA, agrapUjA ane bhAvapUjA e prIti ane bhaktiyogamAM samAya che. prabhunI pratipattipUjA e vacanayogamAM samAya che. enA dvArA prabhu sAthe sadhAtuM tAdAbhya, tadAkAratA e asaMgayogamAM samAya che. jenA pariNAme AtmA paramAtmarUpa banI paramAnaMdano adhikArI bane che. pahelA eno AsvAda cAkhavA maLe che ane pachI saMpUrNa zAzvata akhaMDa sahaja paramAnaMda meLavavA-bhogavavA e AtmA mokSe cAlyo jAya che. prazamaratimAM vAcakazreSTha kahe che - nirjitamadamadanAnAM, vAkkAyamanovikArarahitAnAm / vinivRttaparAzAnAM, mokSo'traiva mahAtmanAm / / artha : jeNe ahaMkAra ane kAmane harAvI dIdhA che, je vANI, kAyA ane mananA vikAro rahita banyA che, jeNe pArakI AzA-apekSAne haThAvI dIdhI che, tevA mahAtmAone ahIM - A saMsAramAM ja mokSa prApta thAya che.' e ja jIvanamuktAvasthA. e ja saMsAramAM maLatI paramAnaMda avasthA. prabhunI niSkapaTa bhaktinA yoge AvI paramAnaMdanI saMpadA tame-ame ApaNe sahu pAmIe e ja zubhAbhilASA. 114 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ pariziSTa-1 zrI saMbhavanAtha caritra zrIsaMbhavajagatpatervAcaM vande jagatpati zrI saMbhavanAtha prabhunI vANIne vaMdana ho ! triSaSTi zalAkA puruSa caritramAM kalikAlasarvajJa pU.A.zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe zrIsaMbhavanAtha prabhunuM caritra AlekhatAM prabhunI suMdara zabdothI bhAvabharI stavanA karI che. teozrIe kahyuM ke 'traNe lokanA prabhu, puNyarUpa athavA to pavitra janmavALA, bhavano cheda karanArA, kAmadevane bhedanArA evA zrI saMbhavanAtha jinendrane namaskAra thAo." saMskRta bhASA ane alaMkAra zAstranuM jene jJAna hoya te teozrInA A stutipadonI viziSTatA, arthagaMbhIratA ane anuprAsamayatA jANI zake. jinadharma adhivAsita vipulavAhana rAjA ghAtakIkhaMDanA airAvatakSetramAM kSemapurI nAmanI eka vizALa nagarI hatI. tyAM indra jevo parAkramI vipulavAhana nAme rAjA hato. e du:khaccheda ane sukhasaMyoga karAvavA dvArA potAnI prajAnuM pAlana karato hato. nyAya-nIti-sadAcAra vagere e rAjAnAM AbhUSaNo hatAM. moTI saMpatti ane sattAno svAmI hovA chatAM e vinIta svabhAvavALo hato. e arihaMta prabhunA zAsanathI vAsita mativALo hato. enA haiyAmAM deva tarIke sarvajJa pratiSThita hatA. enI vANI sudeva, sugurunA ja guNagAna karatI. enuM uttamAMga paNa jinezvaradeva ane nigraMtha gurunA ja caraNe namatuM. enuM mana Arta raudra dhyAnathI rahita hatuM. e bhUmikAyogya zAstrono svAdhyAya karato ane jinezvaradevanI vividha pUjA-sevA karavA dvArA eNe nija kAyAne pavitra banAvI hatI. bAre bAra zrAvakanA vrato laI e enuM suMdaratama pAlana karato hato. rAjA vipulavAhana sAte kSetronI uttama bhakti karato hato. enA dvArethI koI yAcaka pAcho jato na hato. samasta rAjyamAM eNe amArI pravartana karAvyuM hatuM. bhISaNa duSkALamAM saMgha bhaktiH A rIte sukhapUrvaka kALa vahI rahyo hato tyAre ekavAra prajAnA pApakarmanA udaye samagra rAjyamAM bhISaNa dukALa pravaryo. varasALo paNa jANe unALo hoya evuM pariziSTa-1 zrI saMbhavanAtha caritra 115
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________________ vAtAvaraNa sarjAyu. kalpAMta kALa jevA asahya, uSNa vAyarA vAvA lAgyA. dhAnyano sarvatra abhAva thavAthI loko vRkSanI chAla, kaMda, mULa ane phaLane khAvA lAgyA. lokone jANe bhasmaka roga lAgu paDyo. bhikhArIo ane saMnyAsIo vadhI paDyA. svajanone tyajIne loko Amatema bhamavA lAgyA. dukALe evo to bhayaMkara bharaDo lIdho ke sagImAe pasalI caNA meLavavA mATe sagA bALakane vecavAnAM akArya karyA. rAjamArgo jANe zmazAna hoya tevA dekhAvA lAgyA. muThThI anAja meLavavA loko kAramo kalaha karavA lAgyA. AvA kalpAMta akALane joI mahArAjA vipulavAhana paNa ciMtita thayA. emane vicAra Avyo ke rAjA tarIke mAre mArI samagra prajAne ugAravI joIe. paNa Aje mAruM eTaluM puNya nathI ke huM badhAne ugArI zakuM. sAdhano khUba ja sImita che. bhAvanA badhAne ja ugAravAnI che chatAM koI paNa rIte ugArI zakAya tema nathI. to zuM karuM ? ema vicAratAM thayuM ke prabhunI AjJAne zirasAvaMgha karato caturvidha zrIsaMgha paNa A dukALamAM kAramI takalIphamAM mUkAyo che. kamasekama e saMghane to huM ugArI lauM !' ema vicArIne rAjA vipulavAhane potAnA rAjarasoIyAne AjJA karI. "AjathI huM caturvidha zrIsaMghanI bhakti thayA bAda ja jamIza. tamAre mArA mATe rAMdhelA annamAMthI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI nirdoSa bhakti karavAnI. alaga rAMdhelA anAjamAMthI mArA sAdharmika zrAvaka-zrAvikAnI manasaMtuSTa bhakti karavAnI ane pachI je vadhaze temAMthI huM amRtabhojana karIza.' rasoIyAe paNa AjJAno amala karyo. uttama zAlI, maga, jAtajAtanA zAka, mAMDA, modaka, khAjAM, khAMDa, mIThAI, mamarA, vaDAM, kaDhI, dahIM, masAledAra dUdha, zIkhaMDa jevA rAjabhojanathI zrAvakone tRpta karyA ane mahAmunio ane bhagavatIjIone kalpanIya-prAsuka AhArapANI vahorAvavA lAgyA. zrI tIrthakara nAmakarmanuM upArjana ane nikAsanaH A rIte jyAM sudhI dukALa hato tyAM sudhI rAjAe niraMtara caturvidha zrIsaMghanI uttama bhakti karI te dvArA tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanuM upArjana karyuM. zrI saMghanI AhArAdithI bhakti e vaiyAvacca nAmano atyaMtara tapa che. vaiyAvacca dvArA saMghane samAdhi prApta thAya che. zrIsaMghane samAdhi ApavI e mahAna puNyabaMdhanuM kArya che. vipulavAhana rAjAe saMghasvAmivAtsalya dvArA vaiyAvacca ane 116 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ samAdhi pradAna karAvI tIrthakara nAmakarma upArjI lIdhuM. tyArabAda zubha bhAvanAdi dvArA temaNe e zubhatama karmanuM poSaNa karyuM. vairAgya ane dIkSA eka di' rAjA mahelanI agAsI para beThA hatA. AkAza meghathI vyApeluM hatuM. vijaLIo camakavA lAgI. acAnaka pracaMDa pavana phUMkAyo ane teNe suMdara zobhA dhAraNa karelA e meghane chinna vicchinna karI dIdhuM. ghaDI pUrva jyAM gaMdharvanagara jevI zobhA hatI tyAM ghaDI bAda verANa raNa jevuM dRzya sarjAtAM buddhimAna rAjAne saMsAranI anityatAnuM darzana thayuM. emane thayuM ke "A duniyAnA prANIo satata du:khane vekyA ja kare che chatAM temane vairAgya thato nathI. kevI karmanI gati che ? kUtaruM roTalAno TukaDo khAvA dhAya ane koI DAMga phaTakAre to raDatuM raDatuM dUra bhAge che. pharI e ja mAranAra vyakti TukaDo hAthamAM laI kU-kU karI bolAve to pAchuM pUMchaDuM paTapaTAvatuM tyAM doDI jAya che tethI jagatanA badhA ja jIvonI avadazA che. paNa mAre mAro kramAMka evA hatabhAgI jIvomAM lagADavo nathI. A dehathI mAre have mokSanI ja sAdhanA karI levI che. A rAjyano bhAra khamavA mAro putra vimalakIrti pUrI rIte sakSama che. tene rAjya para abhiSikta karI huM muktinI sAdhanA mATe nikaLI paDIza.' - vipulavAhana rAjAe ema vicArI putra vimalakIrtine bolAvyo. yukti pUrvaka tene samajAvI potAnA hAthe ja abhiSeka-vidhi karI putrane rAjyapara sthApita karyo. tyArabAda tarata ja rAjAe icchA mujaba sarva yAcakAdine dAna ApI saMtuSTa karyA pachI uttama zibikAmAM birAjI zrIsvayaMprabhasUrIzvarajI nAmanA AcAryadeva pAse e AvyA. sarva pApayogono tyAga karI, sarva sAmAyika vrata dhAryuM. suMdara rIte dIkSAnuM pratipAlana karatAM karatAM pUrve upArjela tIrthakara nAmakarmane khUba paripuSTa karyuM. upasargo ane parISahanI senAne jItI. AyuSya pUrNa karI anazana dvArA mRtyu sAdhI emaNe navamA Anata devalokamAM sthAna prApta karyuM. tyAM uttama vairAgya, pUrve bhaNelA zratano svAdhyAya, tIrthakaronAM kalyANakonI ujavaNI, zAzvata tIrthonI yAtrA Adi dharmakRtyothI emaNe dIrgha AyukALane nimeSamAtramAM pUrNa karyo. prabhuno aMtima bhavaH jaMbudvIpamAM Avela bharata kSetranA dakSiNArdhabhAgamAM dhana dhAnyAdithI pUrNa zrAvastI nagarI hatI. emAM nAmAnusArI parAkramavALA jitAri rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. pariziSTa-1 zrI saMbhavanAtha caritra 117
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________________ te vakhate e rAjA sarvAdhika baLa-parAkramavALA hatA. rAjAnI paTTarANIrUpe guNanI senA na hoya tevAM senAdevI mahArANI hatAM. manuSyapaNAmAM ya devatAI bhoga bhogavatAM temanA udaramAM navamA devalokamAMthI vIne phAgaNa suda AThamanI rAtrie vimalavAhana rAjAno jIva avataryo. narakanigodanA jIvoya kSaNa zAtA pAmyA. mAtA paNa cauda mahAsvapnone mukhamaMDalamAM pravezatAM joI jAgyAM. rAjA samIpa gayAM. rAjAe emane svapnanuM phaLa jaNAvyuM. traNa lokane mATe vaMdanIya evA putraratnanA ApaNe janetA thaze tema kahetAM senAdevI pulakita banyAM. prabhunA avanathI indrAsana kaMpita thayAM. te paNa upayoga mUkI doDI AvyA. mAtAne svapnaphaLa varNana karI stavanAdithI AnaMdita karI teo pAchA devalokamAM gayA. devIe gUDhagarbharUpe prabhune avadhAryA. devInAM aMgo vikasita thayAM. AnaMda paNa vikasita thayo. nava mAsa ane sADA sAta divasa paripUrNa thatAM mAgasara suda caudasanI rAtrie pUrva dizA jema sUryane prasave tema nIrogI evAM senAdevIe nIrogI evA putraratnane janma Apyo. dizAo khIlI uThI.sRSTi mudita banI. kudarata anukULa banI. putraratna azvanA cihna-laMchanathI zobhatuM hatuM. suvarNa jevo tejasvI e bALano varNa hato. sAte sAta graho e vakhate ucca sthitine bhogavatA hatA. loko AnaMdamagna hatA. AkAzamAM duMdubhi vAgavA lAgyo. sugaMdhI jaLa varasyuM. pradakSiNAvarta maMda maMda vAyu vahevA lAgyo. pRthvI sacetana banI. zucikarma ane meru mahotsavaH e ja vakhate dizAkumArIo paNa AsanakaMpathI prabhuno janma jANI doDI AvI. koI dizAmAMthI ATha to koI dizAmAMthI cAra. kula chappana devIo moTA parivAra sAthe AvI. prabhunuM viziSTa sUtikarma karyuM. divyanAcagAna karyA. prabhune AziSa ApI potAnA haiyAno bhaktibhAva rajU karyo. - have zakrendranAM AsananA kaMpa sAthesAtha asaMkhya indronAM Asano paNa kaMpI UThyAM. zakrendra sAta ATha pagalAM prabhu tarapha gamana karI, pagamAMthI pAdukA kADhI zakrastavathI prabhu vaMdanA karI. snAtrotsava kAje udghoSaNA karAvI. samagra divyalokamAM AnaMdamaMgala chavAI gayo. sau deva-devI nija-nija parivAra, vAhano Adi sAthe sAmaiyuM sajI meru tarapha gayA. zakrendra paNa prabhu mAtA pAse jaI vidhivat prabhune laI 118 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ meru tarapha prayANa AdaryuM. merugiri para brahmAMDa gAjI uThe evo bhavyAtibhavya snAtra mahotsava thayo. AratI, maMgaladIpa, aSTamaMgalAdithI prabhupUjA karI pUrvavat indra prabhune senA mAvaDInA paDakhe padharAvyA. prabhune ramavA geDIdaDo mUkyo. aMgUThe amRta saMcAra karyo. prabhunI rakSArthe udghoSaNA karI indra svasthAne gayo. zrI saMbhavanAtha prabhunI bAlya-nyuvAvasthA: dhAvamAtAothI uchera karAtA prabhu vadhavA lAgyA. corene cauTe utsava maMDAyA. prabhunA nAmakaraNano prasaMga gAjI uThyo. svajanonI parSadA jAmI, bhavya bhojana apAyuM. prabhu garbhamAM hatA tyAre "zaMbA" nAmanuM eka dhAnya (eka prakAranI siMga) khUba pAkyuM hatuM tethI nAma saMbhavanAtha rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. bAlyavaya sulabha krIDA AdithI prabhu mAtA-pitA ane mitrone kutuhala ane AnaMda pamADatA hatA. yauvana vayane pAmatAM prabhu cAraso dhanuSya jevaDI kAyane pAmyA. prabhunA aMgopAMga bAlyakALathI ja svarUpavAna ane sarvatobhadra hatAM, yauvanakAlamAM e pUrNata: khIlI uThyAM. prabhuno zvAsa kamaLa jevo surabhi hato. deha nirmaLa ane nIrogI hato. zaradanA pUrNa caMdranI jema prabhu zobhavA lAgyA. prabhuno lagnotsavaH prabhunA rUpa lAvaNya ane parAkramanI kIrti comera prasaravA lAgI. mohavaza mAtA-pitAe paNa prabhune paraNavAno Agraha karyo. prabhue jJAnopayogathI potAnuM bhogakarma jANyuM. mauna rahI lagna mATe kabulAta ApI. jitArirAjA ane indra pratyakSa AvIne prabhuno vivAhotsava karyo. hajAro uttama kulIna-rANIo sAthe prabhue vividha viSayasukho bhogavatAM bhogavatAM bhoga karmane kSINa karyuM. paMdara lAkha pUrva jeTalo kALa prabhue A rIte kumArAvasthAmAM pasAra karyo. prabhuno rAjyAbhiSeka: have prabhunA pitA jitAri rAjAne vairAgya thayo. emaNe prabhune nija rAjyAsane abhiSikta karI saMyama lIdhuM. prabhue rAjagAdI para birAjI pRthvInuM rakSaNa karyuM. prabhunA prabhAvathI dareka prakAranI Apattio zAMta thaI. prajA pUrNa AyuSyane bhogavavAvALI thaI. yuddhakarma to zabda kozamAM ja rahI gayuM. sarvatra sukha-zAMtinuM sAmrAjya pravatyuM. prabhue rAjya karatAM karatAM, bhogakarmane khapAvatAM khapAvatAM cuMmAlIsa lAkha pUrva ane cAra pUrvAga jeTalo kALa vItAvyo. pariziSTa-1 zrI saMbhavanAtha caritra 119
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________________ prabhuno dIkSA samaya najIka Avyo. svayaMbuddha prabhu saMsAra-sthiti vicAravA lAgyA. manuSyajanmanI durlabhatA ane bhogakarmanI ni:sAratAno prabhue vicAra karyo. prabhuno niSkramaNakALa jANI lokAMtika devo doDI AvyA. vinaMti karI - prabhu ! Apa tIrtha pravartana karo !" tiryarjubhaka devoe dhanada devanI AjJAthI sarvasthAnomAMthI dhana lAvI lAvIne prabhunA rAjabhavanane bharI dIdhuM. prabhue paNa pratidina eka karoDa ATha lAkha sonaiyA pramANa dhana dAnarUpe ApyuM. eka varSa sudhI A krama cAlyo mATe A dAnanuM nAma varSIdAna paDyuM. zrI saMbhavaprabhunI dIkSAno mAhola prabhunI dIkSAno mahAmahotsava yojavA indro deva-devI parivAra sAthe bhUmi para avataryA. devatAoe ANelA tIrthodakathI prabhuno abhiSeka karAyo. aMgarAga thayo. aMgopAMgane AbhUSaNothI bhUSita karAyAM. siddhArthI nAmanI zibikA rAjAoe banAvI. indranA AdezathI daivI zibikA temAM samAI ane zibikA tejasvI banI. prabhu zibikAmAM siMhAsanAdhIna thayA. prathama rAjAoe tyArabAda indoe zibikA upADI. nAca, gAna, stuti-stava, dhavala-maMgala pravartI. puSpavRSTi thavA lAgI. devatAI vAjiMtronA nAdathI AkAza bharAyuM. jagadAnaMda prabhu zrAvastI nagarInA madhyamAMthI pasAra thaI sahasAmravanamAM AvyA. hajAro AMbAnAM jhADa jyAM hoya te udyAnane sahasAmravana ke sahasAvana tarIke oLakhavAmAM Ave che. prabhu svayaM zibikAmAMthI nIce utaryA. svayaM AbharaNo, vastrono tyAga karyo. indra devadUSya khabhA para sthApyuM. prabhune chano nirjala tapa hato. mAgasara suda pUnamano e divasa hato. divasa DhaLavA tarapha hato. prabhue klezane ukheDavArUpa kezaloca karyo. pAMca ja muThThIothI karelA loca bAda prabhunA vALane indra AdarathI laI kSIrasamudramAM tenuM visarjana karyuM. kSaNamAM pAchA AvI indra sarvatra zAMti prasarAvI. prabhue sarvasAmAyikanI mahApratijJA karI. tyAM tyAre ja prabhune cothuM mana:paryava jJAna utpanna thayuM. aDhI dvIpamAM rahelA sarva saMjJI paMcendriya manuSyo ane tiryaMco AdinA manane jovA-jANavAnI pratyakSa zakti prabhu pAmyA. prabhu sAthe eka hajAra rAjAoe paNa saMsAra tyAgyo. indra prabhunI stavanA karI. prabhue stavanA sAMbhaLI; vairAgI prabhune na rAga thayo, na draSa. e svabhAvamAM magna rahyA. 120 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ devagurunI emanI sAme ja stuti stavanA karavI e bhakta-ziSyanuM nitya kartavya che. jyAre sAcA deva ane guru e stavanAdi sAMbhaLIne paNa nirlepa ja rahe. indro, deva-devIo naMdIzvara dvIpamAM aSTAtmika mahotsava karI prabhune saMbhAratAM svasthAne gayAM. bIje divase surendradatta rAjAne gRhe prabhue khIrathI pAraNuM karyuM. divya-vRSTi thaI. sAdhakonA tapanAM pAraNAM dAtAranA kalyANanA kAje ane potAnA saMyamadehane TakAvavA mATe, prANa-dhAraNa karavA mATe ja hoya che. bhagavaMtanA pAraNAnA sthaLe rAjAe suvarNapITha banAvI. prabhunA caraNanI jema e pIThanI paNa roja pUjA karIne pachI ja jamato. prabhune kevalya prApti ane dezanAdAnaH prabhue vihAra karyo. upasargo ane parISahone Atmastha karatA prabhue ghAtikarmonuM ghora nikaMdana karyuM. cauda varSa sudhI prabhu chamasthAvasthAmAM rahyA. prAya: mauna rahI prabhu sAdhanA karatA. e ja zrAvastI nagarInA sahasAvanamAM zAlavRkSanI nIce prabhu kAyotsarga karI rahyA hatA. e vakhate prabhu zukladhyAna dhyAI rahyA hatA. eno bIjo pAyo vartato hato. ghAti karmono kSaya thatAM prabhune Aso vada paMcamInA divase kaivalyanuM bheTazuM maLyuM. e dine nirjaLa chaThThano tapa hato. jIvasRSTine sukha-udyota maLyo. prabhunA jJAnanI vArtA AsanakaMpathI jANIne indrAdi devo doDI AvyA. AMkha kholIne baMdha karIe eTalA samayamAM to devI zaktithI devatAoe bhavyAtibhavya samavasaraNa racI dIdhuM. uparanA gaDhamAM bAra parSadA birAjI, bIjA gaDhamAM pazupakSIoe Asana jamAvyuM. vAhanonI pArkiMga spesarUpe trIjo nIceno gaDha rIjharva karAyo hato. prabhu pUrva dvArethI aMdara pravezyA. sone maDhyA ane ratna jaDyA siMhAsane birAjyA. zakrendra prabhunI gaMbhIra dhvanithI stavanA karI. prabhune dezanA ApavA vinavaNI paNa karI. prabhue dezanAnuM dAna karyuM. pAMtrIza guNayuta vANIthI saunA saMdeha bhAMgyA. sAkara ane drAkhane paNa visArI de evI e madhura girA hatI. prabhue mukhyatve anityabhAvanAnuM sarvAMgiNa nirUpaNa karyuM. tIrtha sthApanA prabhunI saMvega-nirvedajananI dezanA sAMbhaLI aneka bhavyAtmAe prabhunA ja varadahaste dIkSA grahaNa karI. gaNadhara banavAnI yogyatA dharAvatA "cAru' vagere ---- -- -- - - - - pariziSTa-1 zrI saMbhavanAtha caritra 121
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________________ 102 uttama mahAtmAe traNa prazno pUchI vizvasthitinuM jJAna yAcyuM. prabhue tripadIdAna karI enuM jJAna karAvyuM. aMtarmuhUrtamAtramAM dareke dvAdazAMgI racI. prabhue indra Apela vAsakSepa karI tene pramANa karI. anuyoga (vyAkhyAna) ane gaNa (yogakSema)nI anujJA ApI. tIrthanI sthApanA thaI. prabhue tyArabAda gaNadharone hitazikSA ApI. prahara bAda balibAkunA uchALavAnI vidhi karAI. tyArabAda prabhu devajIMdAmAM birAjyA. prabhunA agra gaNadhara cArusvAmIjIe bIjA praharamAM dezanA ApI. A krama roja cAlato. prabhunA zAsananI surakSA mATe trimukha yakSa ane duritAri yakSiNInI niyukti karAI. te niraMtara prabhunA sAnidhyamAM rahetA. prabhubhaktone dharmamArgamAM sahAya karatA. prabhunA sAdhusaMghamAM be lAkha zramaNo thayA. traNa lAkha chatrIsa hajAra zramaNIo thaI. be lAkha trANuM hajAra uttama zrAvako thayA to cha lAkha chatrIsa hajAra zreSTha zrAvikAo thaI. prabhu pAmyA nirvANaH prabhu grAma, nagarAdimAM vicaratAM vicaratAM, bhavyone amRtasamAna dezanAthI pratibodha karatAM karatAM, pRthvItalane pAvana karI rahyA hatA. A rIte lagabhaga eka lAkha pUrva jeTalo samaya vItyo. nija nirvANakALa samIpa jANI prabhu muktimahela caDavAnI nisaraNI samAna sametazikhara girirAja para AvyA. prabhue pAdapopagamana anazana AdaryuM. sAthe hajAra mahAmunioe paNa anazana karyuM. indro, devoe prabhunuM sAMnidhya ane sevAkarma karyuM. prabhue eka mAsa anazana avasthAmAM vitAvyo. aMte yoganirodha karanAra zaileSa dhyAna prabhue sAdhyuM. caitra suda paMcamInA divase prabhu bhavaparaMparAthI mukta thayA. cAre anaMtane prabhue siddha karyAM. hajAra mahAmunio paNa sAthe mokSa pAmyA. prabhunuM sarvoyuSya 10 lAkha pUrva hatuM. prabhunA nirmaLa dehano indrAdie vidhivat aMtimasaMskAra karyo. dADha, asthi vagere laI devalokamAM pUjAthe sthApana karyA; kemake tIrthakaronuM badhuM ja pUjanIya che. -- -- -- -- -- -- - - - - - - - - aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo 1 2 2.
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________________ zrI saMbhavanAtha prabhu nAma .: saMbhavanAtha pitA jitArI rAjA mAtA sevAdevI bhavasaMkhyA 3 bhava jitanAmakarma upArjana : vipulavAhana vaMza IsyAku gRhasthaparyAya 59 lAkha pUrva saMyamaparyAya 1 lAkha pUrva chaprasthaparyAya 14 varSa dIkSA zibikA siddhArthI dIkSA udyAna sahastrAmravana dIkSA tapa 2 upavAsa sahadIkSita 1 0 0 0 kevalya udyAna sahasrAmravana kaivalyavRkSa sAla kevalya tapa 2 upavAsa prathama gaNadhara cAru yakSa trimukha yakSa yakSiNI duritArI devI sAdhu 2,00,000 sAdhvI 3,36,000 zrAvaka 2,93,000 zrAvikA : 6,36,000 gaNadharo 1 0 2 cyavana janma dIkSA kaivalya mokSa _ _ _ _ _ pariziSTa-2 cyavana kalyANanA zloka phAgaNa suda - 8 mAgasara suda - 14 mAgasara suda - 15 Aso vada - 5 _ caitra suda-5 1 2 3
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________________ pariziSTa-2 paMcakalyANakAdinA sArtha zloka cyavana kalyANaka sukRtakaraNadakSaH, paJcamukhyaH samastaH, sakaladuritanAzaH, chinnaduSkarmapAzaH / vimalakulapravRddhyai, devalokAccyutaH zrI niyatapadasamuddhyai, mAnuSe'rhan sadA tvam / / 1 / / tIrthakara nAmakarmanI nikAcanA pachI nitAMte sukRta karavAmAM pravINa, paMca parameSThimAM mukhya, paripUrNa, sarvadu:khono nAza karanAra, duSkarmonA baMdhanone toDanAra arihaMta bhagavaMta ! tame nirmaLa kuLanI prakRSTa vRddhi karavA tathA lakSmI ane muktinI samRddhi pragaTa karavA devalokamAMthI manuSyapaNAmAM cyavana pAmyA cho. ratnatrayAlaGkaraNAya nitya-macchAyakAyAya nirAmayAya / niHsvedatAnirmalatAyutAya, namo namaH zrIparamezvarAya / / 2 / / ratnatrayIne alaMkArarUpe dhAraNa karanAra, haMmezA nirmaLa dehavALA, roga rahita, parasevo-maLa vagerethI rahita evA parama aizvaryane dharanArA paramAtmAne namaskAra thAo. janma kalyANaka saMsAradumadAvapAvakamahA-jvAlAkalApopamaM, dhyAnaM zrImadanantabodhakalitaM trailokyatattvopamam / zrImacchrIjinarAjajanmasamaya-snAnaM manaHpAvanaM; kumbhainaH zubhasambhavAya surabhi-dravyADhyavAHpUritaiH / / 1 / / saMsArarUpI vRkSanA jaMgalane bALanAra agninI jvALAonA samUha tulya, AtmalakSmIne dharanArA arihaMtonA anaMtabodhathI zobhatuM ane traNe lokamAM sArabhUta paramAtmAnuM dhyAna ane sugaMdhI dravyothI bharapUra evA jaLathI bharelA kuMbho vaDe karAtuM, manane pavitra karatuM AdhyAtmika lakSmIvALA jinezvaranA janmasamayanuM snAna amArA kalyANa karanArA thAo. aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo 124
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________________ namastrilokItilakAya lokA-lokAvalokaikavilokanAya / sarvendravandyAya jitendriyAya, prasUtabhadrAya jinezvarAya / / 2 / / traNa lokamAM tilaka samAna, loka ane alokane jotA eka mAtra jJAnavALA, dareka Indro mATe vaMdanIya, Indriyone jItanArA ane janma dvArA kalyANane pAmelA athavA kalyANane janma ApanArA jinezvara bhagavaMtone namaskAra thAo. dIkSA kalyANaka cAritracakradadhataM bhuvanaikapUjyaM, syAdvAdatoyanidhivardhanapUrNacandram / tattvArthabhAvaparidarzanabodhadIpa-maizvaryavaryasumanaM vigatAbhimAnam / / 1 / / nirgranthanAthamamalaM kRtadarpanAzaM, sarvAGgabhAsuramanantacatuSTayADhyam / mithyAtvapaGkaparizoSaNavAsarezaM, krodhAdidoSarahitaM varapuNyakAyam / / 2 / / cAritrarUpI cakrane dhAraNa karanArA, bhuvanamAM eka mAtra pUjya, syAdvAdarUpI samudramAM bharatI lAvanAra pUnamanA caMdra jevA, tattvArthanA bhAvone jonAra ane jANanAra dIpaka samAna, aizvaryarUpI zreSTha manavALA, abhimAnarahita, nirmaLa, garvano nAza karanAra, sarva aMgathI dedIpyamAna, anaMta jJAnAdi catuSTathI samRddha, mithyAtvarUpI kAdavane doSanAra sUrya samAna, krodhAdi doSothI rahita, zreSTha puNyarUpI kAyAvALA munionA nAthane vaMdana karuM chuM. kevaLajJAna kalyANaka azokavRkSaH surapuSpavRSTi-divyadhvanizcAmaramAsanaM ca / bhAmaNDalaM dundubhirAtapatraM, satprAtihAryANi jinezvarANAm / / 1 / / 1-azokavRkSa, 2-daivI puSponI vRSTi, 3-divyadhvani, 4-cAmara, pa-Asana, 6-bhAmaMDala, 7-duMdubhi ane 8-chatra, A ATha jinezvara paramAtmAnA samyak prAtihArya che. nirvANa kalyANanA zloka sarvApAyavyapAyA-dadhigatavimala-jJAnamAnandasAraM, yogIndradhyeyamagrya, tribhuvanamahitaM, yattathAvyaktarUpam / * - - - - - - - - - - - - - - pariziSTa-2 cyavana kalyANanA zloka -- rapa
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________________ nIrandhra darzanAdyaM, zivamazivaharaM, chinnasaMsArapAzaM, citte saMcintayAmi, prakaTamavikaTaM, muktikAntAsukAntam / / 1 / / sarva prakAranA apAyonA nAzathI prApta karyuM che nirmaLa kevaLajJAna jemaNe, paramAnaMdane pAmelA, yogIndro mATe dhyeya svarUpa, agrasthAnane pAmelA, traNa bhuvanathI pUjAyelA, AtmAnA vAstavika svarUpane pAmelA, AzravadvArono virodha karanArA, samyagdarzanAdi guNothI yukta, kalyANarUpa, akalyANane dUra karanAra, saMsAranA baMdhanathI mukta thayelA, pragaTa ane saumya mokSarUpI kanyAnA suMdara bharathArane huM manamAM samyak prakAre citavuM chuM. itthaM siddhaM prasiddhaM, suranaramahitaM, dravyabhAvadvikarmaparyAyadhvaMsalabdhA-'kSayapuravilasad-rAjyamAnandarUpam / dhyAyedvidhyAtakarmA, sakalamavikalaM saukhyamApyaihikaM sadbrahmopaiti pramodA-dasamasukhamayaM, zAzvataM helayaiva / / 2 / / A rIte prakRSTa siddha thayelA, devo ane manuSyothI pUjAyelA, dravya ane bhAvarUpI be karmonA paryAyonA nAzathI prApta karyuM che mokSanagarInuM zobhatuM rAjya jemaNe ane AnaMdanA samUha evA siddhonuM dhyAna, nAza karyA che ke jemaNe evA tIrthakara kare che ane A loka saMbaMdhI sukhane meLavIne saMpUrNa ane khAmI vagaranA anupama evA zAzvata sabrahmane sahelAIthI ja meLave che. zAzvata-pratiSThA jaha siddhANa paiTThA, tiloyacUDAmaNimmi siddhipae / AcaMdasUriyaM taha, hou imA suppaiTTha tti / / 1 / / jema traNe lokamAM cUDAmaNi samAna siddhazilAmAM siddhonI pratiSThA che tema, jyAM sudhI sUrya ane caMdra che tyAM sudhI A pratiSThA zAzvata bano. jaha saggassa paiTThA, samatthaloyassa majjhayArammi / AcaMdasUriyaM taha, hou imA suppaiTThatti / / 2 / / 127 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ jema samasta lokanI madhyamAM svarganI pratiSThA che tema, jyAM sudhI sUrya ane caMdra che tyAM sudhI A pratiSThA zAzvata bano. jaha merussa paiTThA, dIvasamuddANa majjhayArammi / AcaMdasUriyaM taha, hou imA suppaiTTa tti / / 3 / / jema dvIpa ane samudronI madhyamAM merunI pratiSThA che tema jyAM sudhI sUrya ane caMdra che tyAM sudhI A pratiSThA zAzvata bano. jaha jaMbussa paiTThA, jaMbUddIvassa majjhayArammi / AcaMdasUriyaM taha, hou imA suppaiTTha tti / / 4 / / jema jaMbUdvIpanI madhyamAM jaMbUvRkSanI pratiSThA che tema A pratiSThA jyAM sudhI sUrya ane caMdra che tyAM sudhI zAzvata bano. jaha lavaNassa paiTThA, samatthaudahINa majjhayArammi / AcaMdasUriyaM taha, hou imA suppaiTTha tti / / 5 / / jema badhA samudronI madhyamAM lavaNasamudranI pratiSThA che tema A pratiSThA jyAM sudhI sUrya ane caMdra che tyAM sudhI zAzvata bano. dhamAdhammAgAsA-tthikAyamayassa savvalogassa / jaha sAsayA paiTThA, esA vi ya hou supaiTThA / / 6 / / dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya ane AkAzAstikAyathI bharelA sarva lokanI jema zAzvata pratiSThA che tema A pratiSThA paNa zAzvata bano. paMcaNha vi supaiTThA, paramiTThINaM jahA sue bhaNiyA / niyayA aNAinihaNA, taha esA hou supaiTThA / / 7 / / jema zratamAM batAvelA paMca parameSThi bhagavaMto anAdi-anaMtakALa sudhI supratiSTha che tema A supratiSThA zAzvata bano. pratiSThA-prabhAva rAyA baleNa vaDDai, jaseNa dhavalei sayaladisibhAe / puNNaM vaDi viulaM, supaiTThA jassa desammi / / 1 / / -------- pariziSTa-2 cyavana kalyANanA zloka 1 27
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________________ je dezamAM paramAtmAnI pratiSThA thAya che te dezano rAjA baLasainyathI vadhe che, dareka dizAomAM yaza phelAya che, vipula puNyamAM vadhAro thAya che. uvahaNai rogamAriM, dubbhikkhaM haNai kuNai suhabhAve / bhAveNa kIramANA, supaiTThA jassa desammi / / 2 / / je dezamAM prabhunI pratiSThA bhAvapUrvaka karavAmAM Ave che tyAM roga, mAri vagere nAza pAme che, dubhikSa dUra thAya che. deza-rAjyaprajA ane AtmAmAM zubha bhAvo pedA kare che. jiNabiMbapaiTuM je kariti taha kAraviMti bhattIe / aNumannaMti paidiNaM, savve suhabhAiNo huMti / / 3 / / je jinezvaranA bibanI pratiSThA svayaM kare che, anya pAse karAve che ane dararoja tenI anumodanA kare che. tevA jIvo sukhanA bhAjana bane che. davvaM tameva manne, jiNabiMbapaiTThaNAikajjesu / jaM laggai taM sahalaM, duggaijaNaNaM havai sesaM / / 4 / / "jinabiMbanI pratiSThAmAM je dhana vaparAya che te ja dhana saphaLa che" tevuM huM mAnuM chuM. bAkInuM dhana durgati pedA karanAra thAya che. evaM nAuNa sayA, jiNavarabiMbassa kuNaha supaiTuM / pAveha jeNa jaramaraNa-vajjiyaM sAsayaM ThANaM / / 5 / / A pramANe jANIne jinezvaranA bibanI pratiSThA haMmezA karavI joIe. jenAthI jIvo janma-maraNathI rahita evA mokSarUpI zAzvatapadane pAme. - - 128 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ smRtimaMdira aMjana gIta guMjana pAraNuM pArtha jhule mAtA jhulAve, (2) dhIre dhIre mIThAM mIThAM gIta suNAve, ghaDI hase, ghaDI rame, kare manamAnI, zizu banIne khele jagano svAmI, pyAra bharI mAtA poDhADe, dhIre dhIre.. sonAnA phumatAM, hIrAnA jhumakhAM, pAraNIye bAMdhyAM, motInAM jhumakhAM, jhaLAhaLAM teja kare, nilama paravALA, rUpA kerI ghaMTaDInA thAya raNakArA, hIra bhaNI dorI baMdhAve. dhIre dhIre... janmAbhiSeka (tarja : meM to bhUla gaI bAbula kA ghara) mAro dhanya banyo Aje avatAra, maLyA mane paramAtmA Aje varatyo che jaya jayakAra, maLyA mane paramAtmA, mAro.. zraddhAnA lIluDA toraNa baMdhAvuM, bhaktinA raMgothI AMgaNa sajAvuM, saje haiyuM sonerI zaNagAra, maLyA mane... chappana dikakumarI guNa gAtI, bhakti karI jinanI harakhAvatI, kare vaMdana vAraMvAra, maLyA mane... cosaTha Indro meragiri jAve, nAvaNa karIne prabhu guNa gAve, A lo jaganA che tAraNahAra, maLyA mane.. - - - - - smRtimaMdira aMjana gIta guMjana 129
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________________ lagnotsava (tarja : eka paMkhI AvIne UDI gayuM) A lagna che baMdhana nathI... paNa muktino ekarAra che.. A lagna.. nA rAga re ahIM rAcato, vItarAga bhAva bharyo bharyo, koI janmanI bhogAvalIno, veSa vibhue che dharyo, prabhutA meLavavA dharmavIrano, eka A upacAra che.... A lagna... 1 nathI moha nija vArasa taNo, nihitA raga raga bharI, bAkI rahyuM te pUrNa karavuM, e ja bhAvanA che bharI, cUkavI devuM so mAMgatuM, A eka ahIM nirdhAra che.. A lagna.. 2 nathI kAma ahIM re satAvato, niSkAmitA rome rame, mukti taNA abhilASIne, saMsAra khAro nA game, A satyanA samarthaka taNo, A mAtra eka sadAcAra che... A lagna... 3 pherA ahIM pharIyA kharA, bhava-bhava pherAne TALavA, agni pragaTyo corIe, ahIM nija karmane bALavA, meLApa thayo ahIM hastano, paNa AtamA nistAra che. A lagna... 4 cAre gatinI corIne, pharI corI mAMhI haThAvatAM, nija AtmarAgI punita Atama, Atma bhAvanA bhAvatAM, saMsAra "ThAkura' satya paNa, e dhuLa uparanI chAra che, A lagna. 5 rAjyAbhiSeka vAmAdevIno lAla Aja rAjA bane che, rAjA bane che, e mahArAjA bane che, rAjA. azvasena rAjAno, dIkaro dulAro, prajAjanono e prANathI re pyAro, zobhe che e majAno, dAtAra che dayAno, gAdI beThA joI haiyuM, thanagane che, rAjA bane che. -- -- 13) aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo -- --
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________________ zaraNAI sUra, Dhola vagaDAvo, sohAgaNa nArI saMga maMgaLa gavaDAvo, nAco sahu umaMge, A maMgala prasaMge, rAjA mahArAjA tArA caraNe name che, rAjA bane che... dIkSA-hitazikSA (tarja tujhe sUraja kahuM yA caMdA) he nayanAnaMda dulArA, Aja jAgyA bhAgya amArA, teM mArga dharyo che pAvana, je hojo jaya jayakArA, teM mArga... tuM saMyama paMthe cAlyo, tArI vasamI vidAya lAge, mAyAnuM piMjara toDI, tAruM Atama paMkhI jAge, tAruM sadAye maMgala ho, e aMtaranA udgArA, teM mArga... kuLadIpaka thaIne Aje, A kuLane teM ajavALyuM, choDI mAyA ne mamatA, paNa lIdhuM hatuM te pALyuM, tuM sUraja thaIne jhaLake, ho pUrNa manoratha tArA, teM mArga... apramatta thaIne raheje, tuM sAdhanA evI karaje, aSTa karmone kApI, tuM kevala ratnane dharaje, sahu vidana vilaya pAmo, varaje mukti varamALA, te mArga... dIkSA vidAya (tarja : kaha do koI na kare kama se pyAra) have le che chellI vidAya, have le che chellI vidAya, koDI kaMcana ne ghana, choDI snehI svajana, prabhu saMyama paMthe jAya... have... smRtimaMdira aMjana gIta guMjana 131
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________________ tanathI utAre prabhu bhUSaNo, manathI visAre e sukhanI kSaNo, kare keza luMcana, hare mamatA baMdhana, dhare vratamAM vacana mana kAya. have.. devadUSya Indra skandha dhare, "namo siddhANaM" prabhu uccare, mahAvrata Adare, svajana vinati kare, duHkha zoka vyathA chalakAya... have kAmavijetA jinarAja (tarja zAstrIya) kAma subhaTa gayo hArI re, thAMsu kAma subhaTa gayo hArI. ratipati ANa vahe sahu suravara, harihara brahma murArI...1 gopInAtha vigopita kIno, hara ardhAgita nArI re, teha anaMga kiyo cakacUrA, e atizaya tuja bhArI re...2 teha sAcuM jima nIra prabhAve, agni hovata saba chArI re, paNa vaDavAnala prabala jaba pragaTe, taba pIvata savi vAri re...3 eNI pare teM ati dahavaTa kIno, viSaya arati rati vArI re, nayavimala prabhu tuM hi nIrAgI, mahA moTo brahmacArI re..4 - - - - - - - - 132 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo
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________________ AghATa thaMbha sabhA prakAzananA zubhakAryamAM AtmIyabhAve atyaMta mahattvano phALo ApI AdhArasthaMbha bananArA puNyavAnonI zubha nAmAvali *, *, muMbaI muMbaI 1. bhorolatIrtha nivAsI mahetA zAMtilAla harIlAla muMbaI 2. hasamukhalAla cunilAla modI muMbaI 3, 2mIlAbena mahendrabhAI cImanalAla zAha muMbaI 4. mANekalAla moholAla jhaverI muMbaI 5. bhorolatIrtha nivAsI saMghavI svarUpacaMda maganalAla ha. vADIlAla surata 9. bhorolatIrtha nivAsI voharA jevatalAla svarUpacaMda amadAvAda 7. zAha premacaMda IzvaralAla muMbaI 8. zrImatI kaMcanabena sArAbhAI zAha ha. virendrabhAI (sAInTIphIka leba) amadAvAda 9. jhaverI kumArapALa bAlubhAI muMbaI 10. zAha joItAlAla TokaradAsa ha. zAha dinezabhAI je. 11. zAha chabIladAsa sAkaLacaMda parivAra 12. zAha bhAIlAla vardhIlAla (rAdhanapura) ha. zAha rAjubhAI bI. navasArI 13. bhorolatIrtha nivAsI saMghavI maNIbahena manajIbhAI ha. caMpakabhAI surata 14. zAha dalapatabhAI kakalabhAI (pIlucAvALA) surata 15. saMghavI zAMtilAla vADIlAla bhAbhara 16. zAha bAbulAla maMgaLajI parivAra uMbarI 17. zrImatI kaMcanabena kAMtilAla maNIlAla jhaverI pATaNa hastagiri pratiSThA smRti nimitte 18. pAlanapura nivAsI zAha zazIkAMta pUnamacaMda muMbaI 19. zAha camanalAla cunIlAla dhAnerAvALA muMbaI 20. zAha maMgaLadAsa mAnacaMda liMbodrAvALA muMbaI 21. jhaverI jItubhAI jhaveracaMda 22. zAha lAlacaMda chaganalAla parivAra piMDavADAvALA muMbaI 23. dhAnerA nivAsI zAha caMdanabena kanaiyAlAla ha. narezabhAI navasArI 24. suzIlAbena pratApabhAI dalAla pATaNa 25. sAlecchA ukacaMdajI jugarAjajI amadAvAda 26. zAha jayaMtilAla AtmArAma amadAvAda 27. zrImatI praviNAbena caMpakalAla gAMdhI muMbaI 28. zrImatI savitAbena maphatalAla vArIyA ha: kIrtibhAI maphatalAla vArIyA muMbaI 29. choTAlAla nAthAlAla zAha muMbaI 30. sItAdevI podAra muMbaI - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - muMbaI -- 133
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________________ muMbaI muMbaI sahayogI sanmArga prakAzananA zubhakAryane potAnuM mAnI Agavo phALo ApI sahayogI bananArA puNyAtmAonI zubha nAmAvali. 1. hemacaMdabhAI motIcaMdabhAI jhaverI 2. amulakhabhAI pUnamacaMdabhAI mahetA ha. kumArabhAI Ara. zAha surata 3. ramaNikabhAI revacaMdabhAI zAha dhAnerAvALA ha. araviMdabhAI Ara. zAha surata 4. saMghavI sohanarAjajI rUpAjI muMbaI 5. zrImatI nirmaLAbena hiMmatalAla dozI ha. zrI bharatabhAI hiMmatalAla dozI muMbaI 6. zrI kezavalAla dalapatalAla jhaverI zrI suMdaralAla dalapatabhAI jhaverI muMbaI 7. zrI maNIlAla nahAlacaMda zAha ha. ratilAla maNIlAla zAha muMbaI 8. sva. zAha mULacaMda dharmAjI tathA bhAMDotarA temanA dharmapatnI pArUlabahena mULacaMdajI parivAra 9 svabhIkhamacaMdajI sAkaLacaMdajI zAha ratanacaMda phulacaMda 10. zAha pArUbahena mayAcaMda varaghAjI jetAvADA 11. zAha maNIlAla haragovanadAsa nesaDAvALA ha. praviNabhAI surata 12. zrImatI jayAbahena pAnAcaMda jhaverI ha. pAnAcaMda nAnubhAI jhaverI muMbaI 13. zrI dIpacaMda lallubhAI tAsavALA surata 14. zAha bAbulAla nAgaradAsa paTosaNa (u.gu.)vALA muMbaI 15. zAha amIcaMda khImacaMda parivAra ha. yogezabhAI tathA nikuMjabhAI muMbaI 16. zAha mANekalAla nAnacaMda muMbaI 17. zAha mayAcaMda mulakacaMda parivAra muMbaI 18. zAha babAbhAI DAhyAlAla rokANI (jUnA DIsAvALA) muMbaI 19. zrI cunIlAla mANekalAla daDIyA muMbaI 20. vIracaMda punamacaMdajI dalAjI (bApalAvALA) muMbaI ha. tulasIbena, kasuMbIbena, samubena 21. a.sau. puSpAbena maphatalAla dalIcaMdajI zAha AlavADA 22. meghajI sAMgaNa caralA ha. mAlazI - khetazI meghajI caralA AdhoI-kaccha 23. sva. rasIkalAla cimanalAla jhaverI ha: abhayabhAI muMbaI 24. zAha maphatalAla jezIMgabhAI ha. bharatabhAI navasArI 25. vINAbena dhIrajalAla kapAsI 26. zrImatI AzAbena kIrITabhAI zAha 27. voharA rAmacaMda hakamacaMda pU.sA zrI jayaprajJAzrIjI rAmapurA vijayaprajJAzrIjI saMyamasmRti 28 kalAbena kAMtilAla panAjI ---- 134 aMjanazalAkAnAM rahasyo muMbaI muMbaI -----4tAvADA-mubaI
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