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happiness in this life or in the next life; to desire to live longer if I gain name and fame by austerity; to desire to die if sorrows befalls me; or to entertain intense sensual desires. (33)
(1191 DL43 244 sdh 2402242) Käena käiassa, padikkame väiassa väyäe. Manasä mänasiassa, savvassa vayäjärassa. (34)
I want to repent by confessing any wrong doing I may have committed with respect to any of the vows and restraints through harmful physical, vocal or mental activities.(34)
Vandana-vaya-sikkhä-gäravesu, sannä-kasäya-dandesu.
Guttisu a samiisu a, jo aiäro a tam ninde. (35)
I criticize myself for any wrongdoing I may have committed with respect to: two types of worships {to God and to spiritual teacher(vandankärya)};12 vows (vratkärya); two types of teachings {to read the scriptures, to understand them and to put into practice (shikshäkarma)}; three kinds of prides (gärava) (of taste, wealth and physical health); four types of instincts (sangnä) (of food, fear, sex and hoarding), four types of passions (kashäya); three types of evil activities (danda) (mental, verbal and physical); three-fold self-control (gupti); and five-fold vigilance (samiti). (35)
Sammadditthi jivo, jai vi hu pävam samäyarai kinchi. Appo si hoi bandho, jena na niddhvamdhasam kunai. (36)
Tam pi hu sapadikkamanam,
Sappariävam sauttara-gunam cha. Khippam uvasämei, vähi va susikkhio vijjo. (37)
A person with right faith acquires only minor karmic bond even though they may commit sins because they do not act with malice or cruelty. When he confesses and repents as prescribed by a spiritual preceptor he gets rid of
