Urmi ane Udadhi

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Divyagyan Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005917/1

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Urmi ane udadhi lekhaka pU. muni zrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI mahArAja citrabhAnu"

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prakAzaka : divyajJAna saMgha 137, netAjI subhASa reDa, muMbaI-1 prathama AvRtti nakala: 50 0 0 mUlya: be rUpiyA vi. saM. 2022 zrAvaNa sudi 2 tA. 18-8-'66 mudraka : jitendra ThAkaralAla desAI kizora prinTarI" kesanTa cembarsa, TamerIne leIna, koTa, muMbaI-1.

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purovacana che ura eka udadhi che. emAM bharatI ne eTa thayA ja kare che. bharatI vakhate UchaLI UchaLIne upara AvatI UrminI che, keTalIka vakhata, kalpanA paNa na karI hoya evAM cintananA umadA ne pANIdAra matI laI Ave che, ne kinAre ThAlave che. kinAre ethI samRddha bane che. AjathI nava varSa pahelAM, mArA pUjaya pitAzrI muni caMdrakAntasAgarajInI pavitra ane hUMphALI chAyAmAM vihAra karatAM karatAM, prakRtinA lADIlA saMtAnasamA Abu ane rANakapuranI yAtrA karavAnuM saubhAgya mane sAMpaDeluM. mArA jIvananA e anupama divase hatA. prakRtinA sAje tyAre, mArA aMtaranA UMDANamAMthI AvI paDelAM gIta sAthe suMdara sAtha ApI, eka apUrva saMvAditA saI dIdhI hatI.

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rANakapura jevI prakRtiramya bhUmi hoya, suMdara zilpa maDhayAM enAM maMdiramAM rUperI ghaMTIo bajatI hoya, bAjumAM ja khaLakhaLa ninAde vahetuM jharaNuM cittane praphullita banAvI detuM hoya, ane temAM harinAM TeLAM natamastake ane adhakhUlI AMkhe pANI pItAM hoya, kAMThA paranI mIThI hariyALI AMkhamAM ThaMDaka bharI detI hoya, vRkSanI DALIo para beThelAM pakSIo mIThA sAde TahUkI rahyAM heya-AvuM badhuM hoya tyAre mana paranuM AvaraNa enI meLe ja haTI jAya che ne haiyuM hasI UThe che. tyAre kAvya lakhavAM nathI paDatAM, enI meLe ja lakhAI jAya che. AvA A umadA divasanI umadA paLamAM mArA jIvanamAM UrmionI bharatI ja bharatI hatI. A bharatIne sahAre pANIdAra motIonI keTalI ya sera jIvanakinAre kheMcAI AvI. kinArAne eNe samRddha banAvI dIdho. -paNa mane sAMpaDelI A anupama samRddhi mArA ekalAthI thoDI ja bhagavAya che? eTale mArA priyajana evA tama saune enI lANI karatAM huM apAra AnaMda anubhavuM chuM. enAthI mane be lAbha che: eka to, je pavitra bhUmimAM vihAra karatAM A Urmio jAgI enuM smaraNa tAju thAya che; bIju, e maraNanI cAde zabdathI varNavI zakAya nahi evI je parama cetanA mArA aMtaramAM jAge che ethI huM AnaMdavibhera banI jAuM chuM. 18: 8: '66 - cirabhAnuM

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koIne sAda Aja hadaya AnaMdanAM amIthI chalakAI rahyuM che. ane temAMthI jANe keAIne sAda AvI rahyo che -jhINe chatAM madhura, zAnata chatAM spaSTa. anubhavI zakAya, mANI zakAya, paNa varNavI ke vyakata na karI zakAya e A agamya sAda che. A avAjamAM snehInuM sauhArda che, priyAne prema che, mAtAnuM vAtsalya che, mitranI hUMpha che ane vibhunI karuNA che. ATaATalA divya ane suMdara bhAvone vahana karato A sAda kone haze ? sAda saMbhaLAya che, paNa A sAda karanAra dekhAte kema nathI? A sAda sAMbhaLuM chuM tyAre divya bhUminAM svapnamAM Ave che. jANe tyAM nitya vasaMta che. patrakatunAM puchapano parimala che. pANIne badale prakAzanA puvArA che. bhUmine badale marakatamaNinI bheca che. kevaLa prakAza ja jyAM vilasI rahyo che. AtmAo ApaNA sthaLa dehane badale raMgabharI vAdaLImAMthI banelA tavamAMviharI rahyA che. kamaLanI surabhinA zvAsocchavAsa che, havAmAM pupa kIDA karatAM hoya tema samagra cetanAsRSTi jyAM AnaMdamagna che. Aha! AvuM badhuM A sAdamAM huM anubhavuM chuM. A sAda kono haze ! A te buddhine jaeNma che ke parabrahmane saMsparza che? kharekhara, vItarAga evA parabrahmano A sAda hoya te A nimatraNa zAne na svIkAruM !

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divya prakAza prakAzanI pUNimA che, prabhAtano prathama prahara che, sau tArA prakAzane vadhAvI rahyA che, paNa huM to tArI pAse, je aparAdha nathI tenI kSamA mAgavA Avyo chuM. tArA tejomaya darzanathI mArA jIvananA zAMta sAgaramAM cAMcalyabharyo ulAsanI eka prakAzamaya paLa AvI gaI. zuM e mAre aparAdha che? caMdranA kAvyamaya dazanathI sAgaranA taraMge adhIra thaI UchaLI paDe te zuM unmAdabharI vikRti che? mArA nAtha! Abha jeTalo tuM dUra hovA chatAM ahIMthI mAro AtmA tane-eka tane ja-pAmavA UchaLI rahyo che. A bhAvanA e vikRti na hoI zake, e te mArA prANanI prakRti che. Indu-siMdhunA sanAtana bhAvomAMthI pragaTele e akhaMDa ullAsa che. ullAsanA A tophAna pAchaLa paNa tArI zAzvata smRtinuM zAMta ane sumadhura saMgIta ja vahI rahyuM che. e saMgItane ivani kahe cheH tuM dUra che, prakAzanI pelI pAra che; chatAM mArA pAradarzaka hadayamAM to tuM ahIM paNa saMkAnta che. huM tArI pAse jyAre A prArthanA karI rahyo chuM tyAre paNa mArA AMtaravibhavanI vipulatAnuM mane bhAna che. eTale ja huM vaibhava nathI mAgata, mAguM chuM mAtra prakAza!-mArA AMtarika vaibhavane ajavALe e divya prakAza !

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illi viraha bhagavAna ! tAruM darzana Aja sudhI nahotuM thayuM te paNa ThIka ja thayuM. vahAlA! tAruM darzana je mane vaheluM thayuM hota te Aja sudhI tArA milana kAje je jhaMkhanA jAgI te jAgata? je pyAsathI huM AkuLavyAkuLa thaI gaye te AkuLatAne AnaMda maLata? je sudhAthI huM vivaza banI gaye te sudhAnI vedanA jANavA maLatI Aha! e paLa yAda Ave che ane kaMInuM kaMI thaI jAya che ! tArA milana mATe huM ke taraphaDyo chuM? kevI tIvra AturatAthI tArI pratIkSA meM karI che? kevAM tapa meM karyo che? ane te vakhate UmionI choLo uchALatI bhAvanAo nI je chAlaka vAgatI, kalapanAonI je saritAe vahetI, te tuM maLyuM hota to banata? tuM nathI maLe eTale ja to A bhAnmAda jAge ! ATaATalA kavionI vedanAmaya vANI vAMcI; ane tArAM na varNavI zake evAM rUpo kayAM, evA AkAra saryo, ane evI mUtio svamamAM ANI, kAraNa ke meM tane naheAte je. bhramara tyAM sudhI ja guMjana kare che, jayAM sudhI e samagra banato thI. rasanuM darzana thayA pachI bhramaranAda koIe sAMbhaLyuM che? bhramarane mIThI vedanAnuM darzana to rasadarzana pUrve ja thAya che. rasa maLatAM te e maunamAM magna banI jAya che.

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AnaMdasamAdhi Aja jyAre tane jouM chuM tyAre lAge che ke je gItana madhura svamomAM meM tane poDhele je ye hatA, te te tuM che ja nahi! tuM to tethI sAva ja nyAro che! haiyAnA phUla! tAruM sAcuM rUpa Aja sudhI koIe kema nahi kayuM hoya? paNa tane je pAme che, samaje che, te pachI zabda nI jaTilatAmAM zuM karavA praveze ? je mAnasarovaramAM viharyo hoya te gaMdhAtA khAbociyAmAM kema praveze? jeNe matta kamaLanI surabhi mANI hoya te kAMI lasaNane iche? | tArA milananI matta madhuratA pachI zabdonI lIlA kevI zuSka lAge! oha! zuM tAruM dazana! zuM tAruM rUpa! ene vaLI zabdamAM purAya? nA re nA, ema te bane ! tuM mukata che ne mukata ja raheze. vizvano e kaI mahAkavi nathI, je tane zabdomAM varNavI zake ! e bahu to kahezeH neti neti! e pAchaLa jaze, AgaLa nahi, kAraNa ke AgaLa te tuM birAje che. tArA padmAsana sudhI kavinA zabda kaI rIte AvI zake ? ahIM zabda virAma pAme che. deva! cetanAnI tIvratAthI mArI badhI indriye tAruM saMvedana karI rahI che. tArA darzanathI nayane AnaMdavibhera che. tArA zravaNathI kAna samAdhimagna che. tArA sparzathI premaprakAzano saMga thayela che. ane AtmA? AtmA te zAMta sudhArasamAM nimagna ja banI gaye che.

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prItanI rIta nAtha! tArI ane mArI vacce prItaneA je akhaDa dAra che, te kAineya jANe gamatA nathI ! sau ene khaMDita karavA kaTibaddha thayA che. mA kahe che: ' beTA, mArAthI adhika vAtsalya te kayAM dIThu ?" pitA kahe che: ' mArA lAla ! mArAthI adhika tAre koNa ?' bhiganI ane bhrAtA snehabhInAM haiye gaLe bAjhAcAM che. sakhI te caraNeAmAM paDI AMsuthI paganu prakSAlana karatAM kahe che: ' mArA deva! mane mUkIne kayAM jAva che ? meM te tamArA pAvana pagale mAruM jIvana caiAchAvara karyu che ! ' tArA vinA mAruM kANu ?' AkhuM jagata Ama praleAbhana dharI kahe che: 'tuM ene mUkI Ava. ame tArA satkAra karIzuM, pUjA karIzu, tArA caraNe ame amAruM' sarvasva dharIzuM.' jagata ATheya prahara judA judA ravarUpe, AvI AvI vAtA karI mane melAvI rahyuM che, pheAsalAvI rahyuM che. mane tArAthI vegaLA thayelA jovA A vizva keTalu jhaMkhI rahyuM che! bIjI bAju tuM mAtra eka kevA prazAnta ! che; ane tuMya pAche meAlAvuM teA khele nA, hasAvu' te te Ave nA. A te tArI kevI rIta ! mATe te AkhA jagatane me' taracheDayu' upara eka karuNa najara paNa kare nA? hase nA, satkAruM mArA mitra! tAre te ca tuM mArI

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eka taNakhA nAtha mAre AtmA jyAre tArA nAdathI matta banya tyAre jagata mane bhojana mATe nimaMtravA AvyuM che. bhagavAna ! jagata A nathI jANatuM, paNa tuM te jANe che ke huM bhojananA TukaDAono bhUkhe nahi, paNa tArA premarasano tarasya chuM; ane e rasanA jAma jyAre tArI pAsethI bharIbharIne maLatA hoya tyAre e rasabhara prasaMgane huM kema tajI zakuM? deva! tuM mane kahIza ke huM svAtha chuMpaNa pratye ! A vivamAM koNa svAthI nathI? svano atha ja-AtmAno atha ja-tArA premarasane pAtra banI zake che. siMhaNanuM dUdha jema suvarNa pAtramAM ja Take che tema tArA premarasane paNa A sva-arthanuM pAtra ja jhIlI zake che! Aja te huM tArA darzanathI matta banI rasalahANa laI rahyo chuM; mAre have jagatanA nimaMtraNanI zI jarUra ? mane te jagatanAM nimaMtraNa karatAM tArA upAlaMbha ja vadhAre game che; jagatanI pUjA karatAM tArI madhayasthatA mane vadhu priya lAge che! prabho ! mAre rAkhanI DhagalI na khape, agnine eka taNakho ja basa che!

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e karyuM gIta prabhAtanAM dvAra UghaDe che tyAre uSAnA vividha raMgo dekhAya che. vAtAvaraNamAM paMkhIone kilakilATa ane jIvanane taravarATa dekhAya che. kalAke vIte che ane dhIme dhIme e raMge adazya thAya che, ane tene badale tyAM madhyAhUnI prakharatA ane dhama tApa chavAI jAya che. mANasanA citta para zUnyatA AvavAnI kSaNe ja saMdhyAnA namaNA vaibhavanI AbhA vistarI jAya che. jIvana punaH AlAdane eka UMDe niHzvAsa le che, AMkha baMdha karI e AnaMdanuM pAna kare che, tyAM te aMdhakArano thara vizva para pharI vaLe che. nisarga ane jIvananuM A kevuM nirmANa che? A dazya joI kavine paNa vicAra Ave che. nisarga zuM che? uSAnuM AnaMdagIta ke tamisAnuM viSAdagIta?

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premaparAga mane ahIM mekalatAM pahelAM teM kahyuM hatuM : 'mAgI le. prema joIe che ke saundaryAM? eka maLaze, e nahi.' me mArA aMtaranA Adeza pramANe prema mAgye. te... te veLA smita karyuM ane huM dvidhAmAM paDayA: rakhe mArI mAgaNI mUrkhAIbharI re. paNa have Aja huM mArI jAtane dhanyavAdathI vadhAvuM chuM, kAraNa ke meM sahajabhAve mAgyuM hatuM te ja satya nIvaDayu'. atyAre mArA dvAre saundaryAM AMTA mArI rahyuM che. huM dvAra kheAlavA UbheA thayA tyAM preme kahyuM: jarA dhIrA thA. dvAra kheAlavAnI kaMI ja jarUra nathI. e te mAruM bAhya aga che ane te dvArapALa banIne Ubhu` raheze ja.' eha ! have samajAyu. saunda` e te premapuSpane ja parAga che. premanI najara ja vastune viziSTa ane saunda maya anAve che. bhUlIza nahi: saunda premane ja dvArapAla che, .

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- a. prakAzane dvAre ja E varSanI vidAya veLAe prakAza sAme UbhuM chuM, ane vicAra Ave che: divase mahinAmAM ane mahinAo varSamAM pheravAI gayA. Aje have varSa paNa vidAya laI rahyuM che. kALacaka kevuM avirata pharI rahyuM che. A mahAkALanI bhayaMkaratAne prachanna rAkhavA nisage enA para hatuonA vividha prakAranAM phUlanI ane phaLonI ramaNIyatA mUkI. mAnavI A uparano dekhAvane, hatuonI A raMgalIlAne jovAmAM eTale to talIna ane magna thaI jAya che ke kALacakranI vikarALa gatine ya e joI zakatA nathI. paNa mAnavI jue ke na jue, e to jIvananA divase kApI ja rahyuM che. eka varSa pUrNa dhUI gayuM ! hA, traNaseM ne sATha divasa vItI gayA! paNa pragati zI karI? sthaLane vikAsa sivAya bIje ze vikAsa sAthe ? prakAza sAme maunabhAve mITa mAMDI namrabhAve UbhuM chuM -eTalA mATe ke kAMIka uttara maLe, kAMIka mAga maLe, kAMIka nUtana daSTi maLe. UMDANamAMthI uttara Ave che: "jIvana e mAtra svapana nathI, jAgRti che; e mAtra dhamAla nathI, vyavasthA che; e kalahabhayo kaTu zabda nathI, layabharyuM saMgIta che. A jAgRtine, A vyavasthAne, A saMgItane jIvanamAM pragaTAvavA jIvanadarabAranA dvAre AzAbharyA nayane Ubho chuM. jouM chuMH saMvAdamaya saMgItamAM jAgRtinuM paroDha kayAre pragaTe che !

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vAtsalyanI bharatI A gAya ATalI utAvaLI kema cAlI jAya che? enI AMkhamAM A zAnuM teja che? enA tanamAM A utsAha zAneA che? kevA AhlAdamaya utsAhathI e cAlI jAya che! hA, e peAtAnA vAcharaDAne kaMIka pAvA jaI rahI che. enAM AMcaLa dUdhanA bhArathI namelAM ane puSTa che. A tAju dUdha e potAnA bhUkhyA-tarasyA vAcharaDAne pAze. vAtsalya ane aNunuM teja enAM nayanamAM che, sattvadAnaneA utsAha enA tanamAM che. prabhu!! AvuM teja ane Ave! utsAha mArAmAM na Ave ? prANImAtra prati AveA mAtRbhAva tuM mArAmAM na jagADe? huMya mA banI mArI A sacita jJAnasudhA jagatane pAuM evuM na bane ? A amIpAna karAvavA vizvanAM gAmegAma, zerIe zerIe ane ghareghara utsAha ane ullAsabhera pharI vaLu' te kevuM sAruM! gaumAtAnI A gatinAM darzanathI citta vAtsalyathI bharAI gayuM che. Aja te| tana ane mananA aNue aNumAM A vAtsalyanI madhuratA chavAi che. 10

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saMdhyAnuM hAsya zuM hasamukhA mANaseA badhA ja sukhI hAya che? nA, nA. A vAta satra satya nathI. evAM hRdaye paNa ahIM che, je hase che, khUba hase che, kAraNa ke emanAM ekAntanAM rudana have khUTI gayAM che, AMsue sukAI gayAM che, vedanA thIjIne paththara banI che, nizvAsa sthaMbhI gayA che. peAtAnI vyathAne bahAra kADhavA have emanI pAse hAsya sivAca kAMI ja rahyuM nathI. hArIne maravuM heAya tA mauna ane gabhIratA che; paNa nA, hAravuM ya nathI, maravu'ya nathI, jIvavu' che--vidhinI kaThAratA sAme pUrepUruM jIvavuM che, du:khanA dAvAnaLa vacce paNa kaIM khapAvavA jIvavu che. te have eka ja mAga che: hasavu'--eTaluM hasavuM ke ene jonAra paNa cAkkasa rIte mAnI le ke A keTale sukhI che! vAha, keve! AnaMdI che! kevu' mIThuM hase che! AthamavAnI paLe saDayA ra`ganA keve! sigAra saje che! enA haiyAmAM zAkanA aMdhakAra che, peAtAnA priyajana sUrya ne gumAvyAne gahana zeka che, chatAM AkhI sRSTine e ra'ganA kevA hAsyathI bharI de che ! leAkeA kahe che: 'zI suMdara sa`cA khIlI che!' paNa kene khabara che ke enA hRdayamAM zuM che? evuM ja kaMIka A hAsyanA dhvani pAchaLathI mane sa'bhaLAya che. 11

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cittanI cAvI eka kalAkathI huM kabATanI cAvI zodhI rahyo hato. ekeeka sthAna dhI vaje, paNa kacAMya na maLI. thayuM, makAna mUkIne cAvI jAya kyAM? tyAM bApujI AvyA. meM pU chayuM: "Ape cAvI jeI? sarvatra zodhI vaje, paNa cAvI jaDatI nathI." emaNe kahyuM: "A tArA hAthamAM zuM che? " kevuM Azcarya! cAvI to mArA hAthamAM ja hatI; ane huM nAhakano badhe zodhI rahyo hate ! jIvanamAM paNa Ama ja bane che. ApaNA aMtaranA kabATanI cAvI ApaNA hAthamAM ja che, paNa A kalAhalamAM ApaNe bhUlI jaIe chIe, ane enI zodhamAM sarvatra bhaTakIe chIe. Akho janmAro AkhA jagatamAM pharavAmAM gALIe chIe. AvA saMyegomAM koI prAjJA puruSa ApaNane ApaNA hadayamAM birAjatA caitanya sAme AMgaLI cIMdhI ema kaheH "are, tyAre A tamArI pAse zuM che?" te ApaNane kevuM lAge?

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dhyeya e mAnavajIvanano artha che. jenI pAse pitAnA yeyanuM spaSTa citra che te ja jIvananA rahasyane sAcA arthamAM pAmyA che. paNa, Aje mANasa pAse enA jIvananuM dhyeyacitra spaSTa nathI eTale ene jIvana eka bAjarUpa lAge che. e jIve che pitAnI IcchA viruddha, pitAnAM svamoviruddha, pitAnA AtmAnA prakAzanI viruddha jagatanA saMgee ene vAsanAnI sAMkaLe bAMdhI lIdhe hoya che. enA dilamAM muktinuM gIta che kharuM, paNa pagamAM te pArastaMyanI vajanadAra sAMkaLa paDI che. ane Ama heyA pachI enAmAM gIta gAvAne ullAsa kyAMthI pragaTe ? baMdhanane kAraNe e doDI paNa zAne zake? piMjarAmAM purAyelA paMkhInI jema mAnavI gUAya che ane khAya che; paNa khAya che te A deha dvArA dayeyane zikhare pahoMcavA nahi, paNa yahIna dehane TakAvavA mATe; ane gAya che te AtmAnA AnaMdane ullAsathI lalakAravA mATe nahi, paNa dehane TakAvavA mATe joItA khorAkane meLavavA mATe. enA dilamAM rahelI sAcI bhAvanAnuM gIta, e eka mukta paMkhInI jema che rI ja zakto nathI. hA, e koIka vAra gAya che, paNa emAM AtmAnA parAjayanuM kendana ane yathAnA karuNa sUre sivAya bIju hoya che paNa zuM?

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prayatna I ''5' 6 hA, jANyuM ke vipattiothI tame gherAI gayA che, paNa have zuM? zuM mUMjhAIne emAM ja paDyA raheze? mUMjhAvAthI vipatti TaLI jaze? dhAro ke aMdhakAra khUba che, te tame zuM karazo? mUMjhAIne besI raheze ? ethI aMdhakAra TaLI jaze? nA, UbhA thAo, dIpaka zodhI kADhe, pragaTAve; ane pachI joI le DI ja vAramAM prakAza! prakAza ! thoDAka zrama, DIka buddhi aMdhakArane prakAzathI raMgI zake che. te jIvanamAM AvatI vipattio paNa thoDAka A himmatabharyo zrama mAge che. hAre nahi, prayatna kare. pANI kevuM nAjuka che! nAjuka AMkhane ya AnaMda Ape che. AvuM nAjuka pANI paNa prayatna karIne paththaramAMthI mArga kADhe che; te mANasa to cetanavaMta che, jIvaMta che, zuM e vipattimAMthI mArga nahi kADhI zake? abhyAsa svasthatAthI kare. gabharAvuM nahi, tema pramAda paNa na kara. mAnavajIvananuM saravaiyuM enA jIvananAM becAra kAryothI nathI nIkaLatuM enuM saravaiyuM enA jIvanane aMta che; ane te dII aMtane cheDe AnaMdapUrvaka pahoMcavA mATe svasthatAthI prayatna karavo ja raDyo. 14

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zuddha sAdhanA keTalAka mANase, jIvanabhara mAtra svapnA ja sevatA hAya che. koI suMdara bagIcAmAM ke keAI siratAne kinAre esI, AvA yuvAne, kalpanAnAM sAmrAjye ja racatA hAya che; paNa emanAM svagna eTalethI sAkAra nathI thatAM. svapna siddha karavA icchanAra, sarvaprathama, peAtAnI zaktine vivekathI pichAne che, peAtAne kayAM javAnu che tenA niNaya kare che, pachI niIta lakSyabiMdu bhaNI makkamatAthI pagalAM bhare che ane dhyeyanA zikhare paheAMce che. huM kabUla karuM chuM ke svapna e mAnavInA mananI sarjanasRSTi che ane icchA e mananI umadA bhAvanAnuM khIja che; paNa ekalA khIjathI pAka UtaratA nathI. khIja kayAre Uge? kheDANa thAya, pANI maLe te ne ? puruSArtha nI khetI karA, icchAnu khIja reAA, zraddhAnu jaLa sIcA. pachI joi leA: jIvanakSetra pAkathI kevu' hayu bharyu... anI jAya che! bIjanI svapnanI siddhi sAdhanAthI thAya che, ane sAdhanA zuddhi mAge che. 15

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- 4:*,* paMtha jIvanane aMdhakArathI DhAMkI detI nirAzA tArI AsapAsa chavAI gaI che? jIvana kaTu ane bhArarUpa lAge che? paNa e vAta kadI na bhUlIza ke patananA pAyAmAM paNa utthAna che, parAjayamAMthI ja jayanuM baLa pragaTe che, ane ApaNI nabaLAIo ane truTio kaparA prasaMga dvArA dUra thAya che -mANasa pharIthI Ubhe thaIne hiMmatabhera AgaLa vadhe che. hiMmata na hArIza, haiye rAkhaje. jIvana zuM ApavA mAge che te ApaNe jANatA nathI. ene rahasyabhaMDAra kaI adbhuta che. e kAMI kSaNika prakAzane camakAra nathI, paNa aMdhakAramAMthI pragaTatA sUryanI eka yAtanAmaya yAtrA che. tuM A ja mArgamAM hAyo vinA AgaLa vadhaje. jIvana ane jagatane mIThuM banAvavA mATe tAre vAdaLanI jema kaDavA ghUMTaDA pIvA paDaze, ane vadhArAmAM tAre vizvane zAnitanuM amRta pAvuM paDaze.

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sahAnubhUti ( sahAnubhUti e te dIpaka che. trAsanA aMdhakAramAM athaDAtA hadayano e AdhAra che. vAsanAnA timiramAM jIvanakeDI khoI beThelA mAnavIne e pathadarzaka che. AvA e dIpanI mAvajata karo. jotA rahe che. enI cImanI kALI na thaI jAya, enA para mezanA thara bAjhI na jAya. roja ene mAM jatA rahejo ke jethI karI enI svacchatA dvArA eno pavitra prakAza saune maLe. prabhAta thAya tyAre bIjA dIpako bhale bujhAI jAya, paNa sahAnubhUtine dIpaka kadI na bujhAya enI khevanA rAkhaje. 1 lAkha rUpiyAnAM dAna karatAM paNa aMtaranA UMDANamAMthI nIkaLelA sahAnubhUtinA-AzvAsananA be zabda. keTalA meMghA che! sahAnubhUtimAMthI pragaTela lAgaNIono pravAha, dhanane pravAha sukAI javA chatAM, sukAvAno che khare? e pravAha te satata rIte vahyA ja karavAnuM ane keTalAMca ujeDa banelAM haiyAMne navapallavita karate anaMtamAM bhaLI javAno. eTale ja haiyAnA ataLa UMDANamAMthI pragaTela sahAnubhUtinuM mUlyAMkana karavA jagatanA bhalabhalA dhanapatio paNa samartha nathI.

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ra ( vidAya ja saMdhyAnA dvArane UMbare Ubhele sUrya astAcala parathI sRSTi para chelI najara nAkhavA thaMbhI gayela che. ene haiye jANe viSAda che! cAracAra prahara sudhI jagata sAthe sahacArano AnaMda mANyA pachI te viSAda vinA sRSTine kema tajI zake ? AMgaLI uparathI koI jIvate nakha utAratuM hAya ane jevI vedanA thAya evI tIvra vedanAthI enuM mukha raktavANu thaI gayuM che! mAtra cAra praharanA sRSTi sAthenA saMbaMdhathI je ene ATale rAga che, ene tajatAM enA mukha para ATale ghere viSAda che; te mAre to A jagata sAthe varSono ghaniSTha saMbaMdha che; zuM huM mArA saMyAkALe, leza mAtra paNa viSAda vinA, A jagatathI vikhUTA paDI zakIza khare? zuM te paLe viSAdanAM vAdaLe mArA AtmAnA prakAzane gherI nahi vaLe? zuM jJAnanI eTalI mUDI mArI pAse che kharI, ke mRtyune huM eka ciranidrA mAnuM, maraNane huM eka lAMbA ane zrama bharelA pravAsa pachIno ArAma mAnuM? | mArA purogAmI evA sUryane viSAdagrasta banI astAcala parathI sarI jate jouM chuM ne mArI jIvanasaMdayAnI zAnta paLa mane sAMbharI Ave che.

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Tw : pragati A ToLuM je gatie Ave che e gatie cAlavAmAM tamArI zI viziSTatA che? A ToLAthI vadhAre jhaDapathI ane vadhAre jAgRtithI tamAre cAlavAnuM che. A mAlagADI juo. enuM enjina pitAne lAgelA DabAone utsAhapUrvaka ane jhaDapathI kheMcatuM AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhI rahyuM che. DabAo paNa kevA enI pAchaLa-pAchaLa kheMcAI rahyA che! jIvanamAM paNa ema ja che. gharamAM eka ja puruSArtha puruSa e hoya che je saune dorato hoya che, kheMcato hoya che, saune AgaLa dhapAvate hoya che. saMsAramAM DabA jevA mANase ghaNAya hoya che. temane AgaLa dhakele te AgaLa jAya, pAchaLa dhakko mAre te pAchaLa jAya; temane pitAnI keAI gati hotI nathI, tema keI spaSTa dayeya hetuM nathI. temane eka joradAra dhakkAnI ja jarUra hoya che. A DabAo mATe tame eNnjina na bano?

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vyakti e samAjanuM eka aMga che, ane samAja e vizvanuM aMga che. vizva e pUrNa nI ja eka cAtrA che. vizvanuM darzana aga para jAya che; dASane zeAdhavAnu mana thAya che; ane kaniSTha nathI, koI viziSTa aMga che. vyaktimAM doSanuM darzana thAya che tyAre najara AkhA prAra'bha kayAMthI thaye ta tethI ja mAre mana kAI nathI; sau vizvanAM kaniSThatA ke zreSThatAneA je rga caDhyo che te e prasaMga ane sayeAga pUratA ja che. A prakAza maLatAM ApaNI STi sahAnubhUti ane karuNAthI pUrNa banI jAya che; ne e pachI ja ApaNu' avaleAkana talaspazI ane jIvanaspazI ane che. 20 sahAnubhUtinA A prakAze ApaNe AgaLa vadhIe tA ja ApaNA patha ApaNane jaDe ane vizvamAM rahelA mAMgalyanuM darzIna thAya.

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avAja mANasa kaI paNa anucita kArya tarapha DhaLe che tyAre enA aMtarano avAja teno virodha kare che- aMdarathI pokAra uThAve che : A anucita che!' chatAM mANasa ene sAMbhaLyA vagara kAma kare che te, tapUratuM e cUpa rahI jAya che, paNa avasare e vyakta thayA vinA raheto nathI. mANasa jayAre koI gunAhita kArya karatAM pakaDAI jAya che tyAre enA meM para anucitatAne bhAva pragaTe che. A bhAvane AMkhamAM ane mukha upara lAvanAra keNa? aMtarano e avAja ja, je eka vakhata rUMdhAI gaye hate; jene vRttionI dhaSTatAe dabAvI dIdho hato. te vakhate enuM kaMI na cAlyuM eTale e cUpa rahyo hato, paNa have ene taka maLI che ane e pitAnuM kArya kare che. ApaNe guno karanAranuM mukha joIzuM te khabara paDaze ke enuM mukha kevuM paDI gayuM che, enI AMkhomAM kevo kSebha che, enA haiyAmAM kevo chUpe aMdhakAra che ane vANImAM kevA azraddhAbharyA zabdo che. aMtarano avAja A rIte kAma kare che! S

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* * * zake, mArA mi! huM jANuM chuM ke tyAganA vezamAM rahelA keTalAka bhegIone joI tamArAM haiyAM bhAMgI gayAM che, tyAga pratye tamane anAdara jAge che. eka vakhata huM paNa tamArA jevI mAnasika bhUmikAmAM hatuM, paNa phUlamAM jayAre meM kIDe je tyArathI mArI bhUmikA badalAI che. sArAmAM paNa kharAba hoya che; paNa e zeDA kharAbane kAraNe je ghaNuM sAruM che te kema choDAya, ema tyArathI samajAyuM. A vizvamAM kevaLa sAruM nahi maLe, tema mAtra kharAba paNa nahi maLe. sArAmAM kharAba ane kharAbamAM sAruM ema banyA ja karavAnuM. aMdhArI rAtamAM tArAne prakAza ane prakAzanI pAchaLa timiranI pagalI Ave ja. kAca paNa hIrA je camake che ema kahI hIrAnI avahelanA na karo. hajAro kAcamAM chupAyelA hIrAne dhI kADhe eTalI mArI prArthanA che.

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atRpti priya vastunI prAptinI paLe hasatuM mana, enA viyeAgakALamAM, e tRptinI anubhUti karavAne badale DyUre che zA mATe ? je amRtanA darzane hRdaya pulakti banyuM che te pachI karamAya che zAne? vicAratAM ema nathI lAgatu ke sa yama dvArA prAptinA AnaMdane anubhava karavAnu sUkSma kalAvijJAna mANasa bhUlI gayA che ? e satata bharavAmAM ja samaje che, pacAvavAmAM nahi; ane tethI ja tananI jema manane paNa apacAnA roga lAgyA che. ATaATalI prApti chatAM e svastha ane masta nathI; bImAra ane udAsa che. mANasanA mananI A dazA joI kahevAnuM mana thAya che: vINAnA tAranI jema manane paNa vyavasthita rIte bAMdhI nahi rAkhe| te emAMthI zAnta madhura svaralaharIbhayuM` sa'gIta pragaTavAne badale jIvanane zithila karatI virasatA ja janmaze. 23

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jJAna ane gupti emaNe pUchyuM: "jJAna eTale zuM?" mana, vacana ane kAyAnI gupti lAve te jJAna. jJAnanA prakAzathI mANasa jANI zake che ke manane kAM mekalavuM ane kayAM na meAkalavuM. jarUra paDe tyAM manane upayega thAya ane anAvazyaka lAge tyAre manane geApavI rAkhe te jJAna. jJAnanAM ajavALAMthI ja samajAya ke vacanane vyApAra kAM karavA. lAbha haiAya tyAM vivekapUrNAMka bele ane nukasAna jaNAtAM vacanane geApavI rAkhe te jJAna. 24 jJAnanA tejamAM ja kAcAnI karAmata samajAya che. zreyanI sAdhanA mATe kAyA dvArA pravRtti kare ane koIne pIDA ke aMtarAyarUpa thavAya che ema jaNAtAM kAyAne nivRttimAM gepavI rAkhavAnI preraNA Ape te jJAna. mana, vacana ane kAcAnI guptinuM vijJAna te jJAna.

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mRtyunuM rahasya icchuM ke karuNAnI vAta Ave tyAre tamAruM hRdaya kusuma karatAM ya kAmaLa ane mAkhaNathI ya mRdu heAya; paNa mRtyunA vicAre te tamAru dila khaDaka--jevuM aDaga, vajra jevuM kaThAra hAya. mRtyunA vicArane vIratAthI bheTA--hA, bheTA ja. tyAM namavAnuM nathI, hAravAnu nathI. ema karavAthI kAI kaI cheDI detuM nathI. mATe tamArI vIratA joI mRtyu paNa tamane vade evuM na karI ? sAcuM pUche te mRtyu kAyAnuM che, AtmA' nahi. mRtyune mArI amaratA mANatA AtmAnu te vaLI mRtyu kevuM? jJAnanA prakAzamAM te mRtyu e mRtyu ja rahetu nathI. AtmajJAnIne mana mRtyu e dIpakanI AsapAsa rahela cImanInu' phUTavuM ane jyAtanI mukti che. 25

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abhyarthanA yuganI saMdayAe AthamyA pachI Aje caitanyadeva svamaMdira padhAryA che. zAnta sthaLa che. prazAnta paLa che. caitanya-maMdiranI pUjAraNa svatvanA saMspaze sabhara che. enuM mauna pravAhita thaI rahyuM che. pragADha maunamAM chupacelo bhAva vANImAM vahI rahyo che? Ava, A jIvanamaMdiranA adhiSThAtA! Ava, tAruM svAgata karuM chuM. jIvananA sarjanakALathI tArI pratIkSA karatI A maMdiranA dvAre huM UbhI chuM. AvI ke zAnta paLamAM tane jIvananidhinuM darzana karAvavuM e ja eka mAtra abhilASA che. "zAnta thA, svaccha thA, bhulAyelI duniyAne bhUlI jA ane tArA A Antaravaibhavane nIrakha. "satunA pAtramAM camakatAM A jJAnanAM ratno ane cittanA kuMbhamAM bharela A AnaMdanI sudhA, ke je tArAM che, jene tuM svAmI che e bhUlI na jA. 26

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"saMdayAnA raMga jevA bAhya raMgenA AkarSaNe Aja sudhI tane khUba , paNa bhulAI gayuM ke A raMgenI pAchaLa aMdhakAranI anaMta ghaTAo AvI rahI che. thoDA samaya pachI te jIvananA pazcimAkAzamAM anaMtatimiranI zyAmalatAnuM sAmrAjaya vyApI gayuM haze; ane tyAre A raMgabharI saundarya saMdayAnA astitvanuM smRticihna paNa nahi hoya. eve samaye paNa tAro A Antaravaibhava tejanI picakArIo mArate prakAza haze. A ja eka evo vaibhava che, je timirane paNa prakAzathI raMgI zake che. "deva! sahaja ane prazAnta evI avasthAmAM ja anubhavAtA A AtmavaibhavanuM tuM darzana kara e ja mArI ekamAtra abhyarthanA che."

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rAganI Aga khabara che Aja zuM thayuM ? Aja te tArA nAma khAtara jagata sAthe jAmI paDI; ane emAMthI jAgyuM yuddha. AkhuMya vRnda yuddhamAM UtaryuM. paNa huM karuM ? mArI zAnta vIratA sau joI ja rahyA- jhaMjhAvAta vacce jalatI akaMpa akhaMDa zAntinI dIpazikhAne joI sau namI paDayA. sAMbhaLuM chuM ke tuM maTe che, paNa anubhave to eTaluM jANuM chuM ke tuM maTe hovA chatAM tArA haiyAmAM tuM mane samAvI zakatA nathI; jyAre huM tane mArA nAnA zA yAmAM samAvI beThe chuM. mArA haiyAmAM tuM che eTale ja te A jaMga jAmya; ane e jaMga paNa kevo? pratyeka aMgamAMthI lehI jhare evAM veNa AvI rahyAM. paNa huM zAnta hata-pUrNa

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prazAnta hatA. zAntithI parAjaya pAmelA evA sau A zAnta vIratA samakSa jhUkI rahyA. vijayanuM smita pharakayuM. tA paNa phai, A vijaya teA tArA nAmanA sudhApAnane che, madhuratAnI mastIneA che. bhale. paNa deva! ghA te me' khAdhA ne ? e ghA para tArA karuNAbharyAM karaspa thAya te kevI zAtA vaLe? mAruM kac meM aAvyu, tAruM kanya zuM mAre cIMdhavuM paDaze? paNa tane zuM cIMdhuM? tuM teA vItarAga che, rAganI Aga te te khUjhavI nAkhI ! 29

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| : f/Filt: $ 1 0 khaMDeranuM darda t, : Illi is, tv, . 6 dara w huM khaMDeromAM bhamI rahyo hato. emAM kotarelI bArIka kotaraNI sUkSma rIte huM jeIra vo hate. kevI nAjuka hatI enI kotaraNI ! ane kevuM adbhuta hatuM enuM zilpa! AvuM ad bhuta zilpa jotAM te bhAvanAne caraNe mastaka namI jAya. paNa eTalAmAM pAchaLathI eka ghero avAja Avyo. meM pAchA pharI joyuM to kaI ja na maLe. huM AgaLa vo, tyAM pharI avAja Avato saMbhaLAve. huM thaMbhyo, kaI kAMI kahevA mAgatuM hatuM. koNa hatuM, kyAM hatuM-- kAMI khabara na paDI; paNa e ghere avAja haju paNa AvI ja rahyo hato. pratyeka yAtrIne jANe pitAnA jIvananI dardakathA kahevA na mAgato hoya evo e dore avAja hato. e avAja kahete hatuM : he mAnava, tuM jANe che, eka divasa A sthAna kevuM bhavya ane suMdara hatuM e ? "ahIM-A namelA jharUkhAmAM AzAbharelA haiyAvALI madamasta rAjakanyAo besatI ane snehabharI najarathI nagarane nihALatI. nagaravAsIo tyAre kahetAH jharUkhAmAM zarada pUnamano cAMda khIce che ! 30

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ahIM-A bArIka ane nAjuka zilpavALA siMhAsana upara rAjakumAro besatA ane pratApa temaja parAkamathI sUryanI sAme paNa chAtI kADhatA. paurajano emanA pauruSane joIne kahetAH "gaganano sUya te rAtre AthamI jAya che, paNa A te jyAre juo tyAre pratApathI prakAze che." ahIM, tuM Ubhe che tyAM to mAnava-utsava jAmata. dezadezanA sodAgaro AvatA; tejasvI ratna, prakAzajharatA hIrA, pANIdAra matI, ane cInAMzuka vastra lAvatA ne amArA kheALAmAM pAtharatA. te divase ame amArI jAtane dhanya dhanya mAnatA ane garva tema ja gauravathI ame phUlyA na samAtA. Aja paNa e ame ja chIe--jayAM kAgaDA paNa mALA bAMdhatAM gabharAya che ane ziyALe paNa aMdara AvatAM bhaya pAme che. kALanI vikarALa thapATe amane khaMDeramAM pheravI nAkhyAM. amArA vUivo have AthamI rahyA che. have amane sau mahela nahi, paNa khaMDera kahe che. amArI jIvanasaMdayAno A chelle prakAza che. eTale amAre tane eka anubhavavANI kahevI che. A rIte paththara para katareluM zilpa nAza pAme che, paNa mAnavahRdaya para kotareluM saMyama ane maitrInuM amara zipa kadI nAza pAme kharuM ? kALanA anaMta thara para paNa e kA zAzvata rahe che. bhagavAna mahAvIre mAnavahadama para kareluM zi95 Aja paNa nUtana nathI lAgatuM ? te mArA bhAI! tuM paNa stha libhadra jevuM evuM kAMIka karaje ke jene kALa na khAya paNa e kALane khAya !'

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saritA saritA to meM ghaNIya dIThI che, paNa A to kaI alaukika che ! mane tRSA to jarAya nahotI, paNa A nadIne jotAM ja tRSA jAgI, heTha sukAvA lAgyA ane janamajanamanI tRSA jAgI hoya tema saritA bhaNI deTa mUkI. je jIbha Aja sudhI kahetI hatI ke mAre kaMI AsvAda kara nathI te ja jivA Aje matta banIne jalapAnanI mahephila mANI rahI che ! re, re! mArI AMkhane te A zuM thayuM ! kaMI paNa jovAnI nA pADanArI A AMkha, A saritAnAM nIra joI Aje kema vihvaLa banI gaI che ! yugayuganA darzananI vyAsa jANe ciranidrAmAMthI ALasa maraDIne jAgI UThI na hoya ! ghaNanuM te kahevuM hatuM ke surabhi jevuM A jagatamAM kaMI rahyuM ja nathI; e ja ghANane saritAnA nIranI surabhi naMdanavananI kusuma-surabhithI paNa adbhuta lAge che ! kAna kahetA hatA ke ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM, have sAMbhaLavAnuM zuM bAkI rahyuM che ? paNa atyAre e ja kAna kevA samAdhistha banI gayA che! saritAmAM UchaLatI ekeeka 32

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taraMgasUrAvaline AtmanAda sAMbhaLe tema sAMbhaLI rahyA che! A vRddha ne anubhavI kAyAne te mAre zuM kahevuM? parelekamAM prayANa karavA zayyA para zayana karyuM che, paNa A saritAnA saMga pachI to e koI navayauvanA yuvatInI chaTAthI A mahAsaritAmAM jalakrIDA karavA UtarI paDI che, enA aMgeaMgamAMthI jANe AnaMdanI che UchaLI rahI che ! huM mAnato hato ke mAruM mana te have vRddha thayuM che. ene koI spRhA nathI; paNa AjanI vAta kahetAM te huM lAjI maruM chuM. Aja savArathI huM ene hUM chuM, paNa e kyAMya dekhAtuM nathI. saritAnA kayA bhAgamAM nimagna banyuM haze e ! re, re! kaI to batAvo. Aja to huM mAruM sarvasva A saritAne kinAre khoI beThe chuMH idri ane mana-sau A saritAne jotAM pAgala banI gayAM che! zUnyamanaska evA meM pUchyuM: "re, koI te batAveH A saritAnuM nAma zuM che? tyAM te bhagavAna mahAvIrano nAda saMbhaLAH "A saritAnuM nAma che tRNa!" ( 33

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pathika A AkAza sAme mITa mAMDIne tuM kyAM sudhI besI rahIza? A vizALa AkAzanA asaMkhya tArAone gaNavAmAM tuM samaya vyatIta na kara; kAraNa ke tAruM dila ja A vizALa AkAza che, tArA ujajavaLa kAryo ja A asaMkhya tArA rUpe che; ane pele zarada pUrNimAnA rUpALe caMdra te tArA AtmAnuM nirmaLa pratibiMba che. tArA pavitra jIvanamAM je che te ja A prakRtimAM pratibibita thaI rahyuM che. tuM aMtaramAM najara karate nathI eTale tene bahAranI vastuomAM ja ad bhutatA ne apUrvatA lAge che. musAphara! tuM jarAya vilaMba na kara. tAre paMtha lAMbe che, maMjila dUra che, tAre te haju ghaNuM ghaNuM cAlavAnuM che, moDuM karyuM nahi pAlave. rAtri zAMta che, mIThI havA maMdamaMda vahI rahI che, nirjana mArganI baMne bAju UbhelAM vRkSe namI namIne tane AmaMtrI rahyAM che, ane cAMdanIe te mAgane dhoIne 34

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prajajavaLa banAvyo che. ane ethI ja prasannatAnuM pAtheya laIne AvA TANe ja pravAse UpaDI javuM emAM ja tAruM zreya che. taDake tapyA pachI pravAse javAmAM AnaMda karatAM akaLAmaNa vadhAre hoya che? ane pravAse gayA vinA te tAre chUTako ja nathI. to pachI tApamAM javA karatAM atyAre TADhA prahare zA mATe na cAlavuM? dhoma dhakhatA tApa karatAM zItaLa cAMdanImAM kevo AhUlAda Ave! mArA mitra! AkAza sAmenI mITa haTAvI paMtha para mITa mAMDa; ane gaganamAM UDavA lAgelI tArI kalapanAne yAmAM gepavIne dayeya bhaNuM kadama uThAva. paMtha kalpanAthI nahi, cAlavAthI kapAze. te have laTha! jJAnanA AbhUSaNathI zubhatA e mArA pravAsI mitra! vilaMba na kara. -kAraNa ke tuM ahIMnA rahevAsI nathI, paNa pravAsI che. pitAno samaya pUrNa thayA chatAM je pravAsI ahIM rahevAsI thavA prayatna kare che te aMte vAsI bane che. 35

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waw ceAvatanA sArathi cAvananA e sAritha! tu' vicArI te jo tArI pAse yauvanane kevA masta sAgara che. A sAgarane taLiye jIvananAM je anata meAtI jhaLahaLI rahyAM che ene zeAdhavA tu` DUbakI kAM na mAre? Ama kinAre besI bagAsAM khAye ane cenacALA kacera mAtI nahi lAdhe. mAtIne pAmavA ataLa UMDANamAM DUbakI mAravI paDaze, anaMta vArine vIMdhavAM paDaze te je te amUlya meAtI tane lAdhaze. atyAre tArI pAse zakti che, zauya che ne sAmarthya paNa che; zakti kSINa thatAM tuM prayatna karIza teA ce kAMI nahi pAmI zake. sAmarthya hInanAM svapnA kadI phaLatAM ja nathI. tArI pAse sAmarthya che eTale ja tA tane vInavuM chuM. A paLa----AvI paLa pharI nahi Ave. Ajanu' cauvanapuSpa kAle karamAi jaze. Ajanu UchaLatu cauvana AvatI kAle svapna banI jaze. mATe mArA yuvAna mitra!Aja--nA, atyAre ja-- UbhA thA! jIvananA koI udAtta hetu mATenA A kAmAM avirata lAgI jA!vilAsa e kAca nathI, paNa vikRti che; vaibhava e sukha nathI, vAsanA che. saMyamanuM sAmarthya ja unnatinuM zikhara che. ---- jIvana tA sadA kA mAge che--evuM kAya ke jemAMthI samAjane uddhAra thAya ane amara banI javAya. 36

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AvAM kAryo mATe, he yuvAna! tArA karatAM koNa vadhAre adhikArI che? AvAM utsAhabharyA kArya mATe tArAthI vadhu utsAha konI pAse che? ane tArAthI vadhAre sAmarthya paNa konI pAse che? vRddha pAse anubhava che, paNa utsAha nathI; mana che, paNa madonagI nathI; bhAvanA che, paNa bhavyatA nathI. tArI pAse to utsAha che, madanagI che tema bhavyatA paNa che. bhUtakALanA jIvana pAsethI tuM anubhava laI utsAhI bana, mana laI marda bana ane bhAvanA laI bhavya bana ! Ajano divasa, mArA mitra, tAre divasa che. AvatI kAla e tArI nathI. "Aja' ja tArI che. AvatI kAlanuM prabhAta kevuM Ugaze te tuM jANa nathI. e suvarNa prabhAtane jevA tuM jIvatA hoIze ke nahi eno vizvAsa nathI. paNa "Aja' to tArA hAthamAM ja che. e Ajano tuM upaga kare ! paNa tuM te vilAsanAM nRtya jovAmAM magna banyuM che, vilAsa tane vahAlo lAge che, paNa jIvanane mAma A be ghaDInA vilAsanI kSudratAmAM nathI; jIvanane mama saMyamanA gauravamAM che. tuM kSudra hAsyamAM ane suMvALI vAtomAM tArI bhavyatAne na gumAva! yauvananA cAhaka ! yauvanane dipAva. kavio paNa tArA yauvananAM kAvyo - the evuM tArA yauvanane bhavya banAva! . kevuM tAruM saubhAgya che! tane evuM yauvana maLyuM che, jene pAmavA vRddho potAnI saghaLI saMpatti apavAM taiyAra che; paNa temane te kyAMthI maLe ! e to gayuM, hajAre prayane paNa have temanA hAthamAM e na Ave jayAre tArA hAthamAM to e mejUda che. tuM ene tArA akAyathI naSTa kAM kare? mATe he mitra! yauvananA phUlane saMyama ne zistathI evuM vikasAva ke jenI suvAsa ne suMdaratA mAnavahaiyAmAM avismaraNIya banI rahe. 37

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pUrNatA kezunyatA? namatI sAMjanA AthamatA vAtAvaraNamAM sUrIlA madhura zabdomAM e bhAI kahI rahyA hatA "..manane zUnya kare, satata e ja vicAra kare ke huM zUnyamAM jaI rahyo chuM. huM zUnya chuM. vicAraviheNa banavA mATe vicAre ke huM zUnyamAM jaI rahyo chuM...." prathama zravaNe gamI jAya evI A vAta che. zUnya thAo eTale aMdara kaMIka bharI zakAya. paNa cetanyanA jJAnaprakAzamAM A citanapaddhati kevI nakArAtmaka lAge che? AmAM viveka na rahe te A paddhati kevI AtmaghAtaka banI zake te vicArIe. AtmA je pUrNa che, jJAnathI paripUrNa che, AnaMdathI sabhara che, zAzvata che, temAM zUnyatAnI vicAraNA lAvavI? je sata, cit ne AnaMdamaya che enI anubhUti karavAne badale zUnyatAno vicAra karo ? svanA prakAzamAM svasaMvedana karavAne badale vicAranA vaMTeLiyA dvArA UbhA karelA dhummasamAM huM khAlI chuM e AbhAsa sajave ? jIvana je hakArAtmaka che tene zuM nakArAtmaka jevuM ?

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eka pyAlAmAM gheADuM pANI che. zUnyatAdarzI kahezeH cAle ardhI khAlI che; paNa tAdarzI kaheze: cAle) ardho bharelA che.' zUnyatAne je khAlI dekhAya che te ja vastu pUrNatA pUta dRSTine bharela jaNAya che. vastune kevA dRSTikANathI jovAmAM Ave che enA para badhA AdhAra che, te parathI padArthane paricaya pUrNa yA apUrNa thAya che. krAisTe paNa kadAca A ja vAta dhyAnamAM laIne kahyuM haze: "As a man thinketh in his heart so is he". mANasanAM cintana, vicAra ne lAgaNIe enA kArya ane jIvanane AkAra ApatAM hAya che; ane ate mANasa eveA thaI jAya che. siMhanuM baccuM paNa akarAMnA TeALAmAM vasI vicAre ke huM akaruM chuM; tA kALe karI e siMhabALa jevu siDubALa potAnA AtmavIne gumAvI gheTA jevI ceSTA karatuM thaI jAya che--DarI DarIne bhAgatu thaI jAya che. mANasa vicAre ke huM khAlI chuM, zUnya chuM, zUnya thAu chuM; te varSo jatAM A vicAranA dhummasamAM zUnya jeve mUDha te thai jAya tAya navAI nahi. kAraNa ke enA vicAre ja ene kyo che, ene AkAra ApyA che; enA vicAra e ja enu sarjana che. 39

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| tuM tane anubhava zarIramAM koIne koI vyAdhi thayela hoya ane koI kaheH "A vyAdhi nahi joIe. Ane dUra kare, Ane bhagADe...." paNa ema bhASaNa karavAthI vyAdhi maTatoya nathI ne bhAgatoya nathI; kAraNa ke jyAM sudhI e vyAdhinuM kAraNa zarIramAM che tyAM sudhI e nahi ja jAya. yAdhine dUra karavAno upAya eka ja che: vyAdhinuM nidAna karI enA kAraNane dUra karavuM. tevI ja rIte kodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha na joIe; ene dUra kare, ene nAza kare..ema kahevA mAtrathI e dUra na thAya. kodha zA kAraNathI thAya che ane e kaI vastune nukasAna kare che te jANavuM joIe. mAna zAthI utpanna thAya che ane e kone haNe che te samajavuM joIe. mAyA kema janme che ane e kaI vastune pitAnA raMge raMge che te vicAravuM joIe. lobhanuM kAraNa zuM ane e zAna sarvanAza kare che tenuM rahasya pAmavuM joIe. koi prIti ane zAMtino nAza kare che; mAna vinaya ane namratAne vinAza kare che; mAyA maitrI

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ane saraLatAne mAre che; lebha jIvananI samagra sukhada zAMtine luMTI le che. paNa A cAre utpanna kema thAya che te vicAravAnuM che. A cArene janaka che moha. A cAra kaSA mehanAM ja saMtAna che ane moha kamamAM rAjA che. mohanIya karmanA udayakALa AtmA svasthatAthI svanA svarUpamAM TharI zakatuM nathI. potAnA svabhAvasvasthatA gumAvI bese che, paradramAM paribhramaNa kare che. madirApAnathI manuSya pAgala thaI game te ceSTA kare, unmAdabharyuM jIvana jIve ane na karavAnuM karI bese; tema mohanI mUchanA paNa cetanane svabhAvamAMthI parabhAvamAM laI jAya che. A parabhAva eTale ja ke, mAna, mAyA ane lebha. A rIte jotAM jaNAze ke kaSAya e mohane ja vikAra che. A vikAranA mULa kAraNa evA mohane svathI bhinna jANo e ja Avazyaka kartAya che. suMvALA ane suMdara AkAramAM AvatA mehanI bhayaMkaratAnuM jJAna cetanane svasvarUpanA darzanathI ja thAya che. A dazana karAvavA ja AcArAMga sUtramAM prabhue kahyuM : egaM jANe se savaM jANe tuM pahelAM tane jANa, tuM tArI zuddha nirmaLatAne jANa pAradarzaka saphaTika paNa jenI AgaLa malina lAge evA he zuddha cetanA tuM tane jANa. tane tuM jANatAM bIjuM jANavAnuM vagara jAye jaNAI jaze. senuM zuddha rUpe pragaTa thatAM zeSa malinatAmAM jANavApaNuM paNa zuM hoya ? 41

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zAntinI candrikA jJAna te vizvamAM hatuM ja. e jema mAnavAmAM hatuM tema pazu ane paMkhImAM hatuM. enA AdhAre ja mANasa ane pazu pitAnuM jIvana dhAraNa ane piSaNa karatAM AvyAM che. AhAra, nidrA, bhaya, maithuna ane saMgrahanI vyavasthA paNa e jJAnanA AdhAre ja karAya che, paNa mANasa pAse samyak jJAna na hatuM-divya jJAna na hatuM, je mAnavane upara uThAve. prakRtinAM prAkRta tattvanuM pramArjana karI ene UrvagAmI kare evA divya jJAna vinA mAnava lagabhaga pazunI samAna bhUmikA para jIvI rahyo hato. tyAM, rAta pachI sUrya Ave tema, prabhu mahAvIra AvyA; ane emaNe e jJAna para diyatAne prakAza pAtharyo. pANImAM sAkara ane lIMbune rasa maLatAM e zarabata banI tRSA chipAve tema, A jJAnamAM divyatA maLatAM e divya jJAna banI gayuM. eNe mAnava AtmAne jagA. e divya jJAnanA aMjanathI mAnava pitAne ane parane

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jete thaye. ene pitAnA dayeyanuM smaraNa thayuM ane e tarapha e AgaLa vadhavA lAgyo. muktinI e vaNajAra varSo sudhI cAlatI rahI. kALabaLe vacce vacce aMtarA AvyA, jaDatAnuM jora vadhyuM, mithyAtvano pracAra vada ane pralebhanoe mAnavane pAcha bhulAvAmAM nAkhI dIdho. Aje mAnava bhUle paDe che. e kaMI sAMbhaLavA taiyAra nathI. divya jJAnane avagaNI saMpatti ane sattAnI pAchaLa e doDI rahyo che ! A paMthabhUlelA mAnavane A divya jJAna nahi maLe ane e deDe che e ja rIte deDaze to saMsAramAM Aje paNa je DI zAMti dekhAya che te vilIna thaze ane mAnava mAnavane zatru banI UbhuM raheze. AvA mAnavane pharI e divya jJAnano prakAza maLe te kevuM sAruM ! cAle, ApaNe e divya jJAna prApta karavA namra prayatna karIe, jethI yuddha ane kalahanAM vAdaLe nIce gherAyelI mAnavajAtane zAMtinI candrikA maLe ! 43

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pUrNatAnI jhaMkhanA gati ane pragatimAM phera che : gati vartuLamAM hoya che, pragati cakkasa dizA tarapha hoya che. ghANIno baLada gati kare che, mAtra e vartuLamAM ja phare che kayAM pahoMce nahi-ragati na kare; jyAre pragati keI nizcita dizA pratinuM prayANa sUcave che. e prayANamAM koIka lakSyabindanuM svama hoya che. caitanyamAM A pragati che, vikAsa che; ane tethI ja gaIkAlanuM vRkSabIja Aje mAnava banyA che ane Ajane mAnava AvatI kAle paramAtmA banavAne che. vRkSa bIjamAM citanya che evuM ja mAnavamAM paNa caitanya ja che; ane pUrNa paramAtmA paNa e ja ciMtanya che. paheluM aNavikasita che, bIjuM avikasita che, trIjuM pUrNavikasita che. A traNe bhUmikAmAM mULe to cetanya ja che. paNa A aNavikasita cetanA pUrNa vikasita kema bane che e prazna che. - kAraNa ke caitanyanA mULamAM pUrNatAnI jhaMkhanA poDhI che. A jhaMkhanA jIvanane satata vikAsa tarapha dore che. A ja jhaMkhanA mANasane-jIvamAtrane-AgaLa vadhavA vega Ape che.

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alabatta, bhautika vastue ene kSaNabhara game che, paNa ethI ene saMteSa teA nathI ja. bIjAne bhale ema lAgatuM hAya ke A mANasa peAtAmAM ane peAtAne maLelAM sAdhatemAM tRpta che, magna che; paNa nA ema nathI, enu hRdaya te atRpta ja che. je che enAthI ene kaIka zreSTha joie che. dhana, vaibhava, rUpa, baLa, aizvaryaM game te Ape; e ethI sukhI nathI, zAnta nathI, tRpta nathI. e kahezeH AthI kaIka zreSTha joie che ! A zreSTha eTale zuM? enuM nAma e jANatA nathI, kAraNa ke e anAmI che. ene AkAra paNa e jANate nathI, kAraNa ke e AkArahIna-arUpI che. khelatAM nathI AvaDatu' evuM bALaka bhUkha lAgatAM raDayA kare che. ene kAMIka joie che, paNa zuM joie che e e kahI zakatuM nathI. Aje caitanya paNa e ja avasthA bhAgave che. ene je joie che tenI nizAnI te ApI zakatu' nathI, kAraNa ke te agama che--ageAcara che. pratyeka bhavya AtmAnI jIvanayAtrA A pUrNatA taraphanuM prayANa che. e pUrNa che ane vadhAre pR tAne pAmavA jhakhe che. pratyeka jantu sapramANa pU che. eka ananta pUrNa jaLabinduo saritAmAM che. saritA eTale ananta pU`tAne srota. A saritAne paNa pUrNatAnI eka svasajhaMkhanA che; ane te sAgara. pratyeka cetanamAM A pU`tA che. pU`tAnI A jhaMkhanAe ene vRkSabIjamAMthI mAnavanI bhUmikAe paheoMcADyo che. ane A ja jhaMkhanA mAnavamAM rahela caitanAne have pUrNa paramAtmAnI parama bhUmikAe paheMcADaze. Khu

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dovAdAMDInAM ajavALAM jIvana eka mahAsAgara che. A mahAsAgaramAM jema mUlyavAna ratno tathA pANIdAra mAtI rahelAM che tema bhaca`kara jaLacarA ane moTA khaDakA paNa che. AvA apAra sAgaramAM musApharI karatA musApharane dIvAdAMDInAM ajavALAM vinA kema cAle ? e vinA teA enI jIvananaiyA kAI khaDaka sAthe athaDAI paDe, ane naukAnA cUrecUrA thai jAya. dIvAdAMDI ajavALAM pAtharI bhayasthAna sUcave che. mANasa AgaLa vadhI rahyo che. eno utsAha ane vega apUrva che. Aja e cAlatA nathI, DhADI rahyo che; na vaNavI zakAya evI pravRttiomAM e rAkAyA che. enI pAse samaya nathI eTale eNe gita vadhArI che. ene utAvaLa che! paNa prazna thAya che: e kayAM javA mAge che ! enu ceca zuM che? enA chellA mukAmanI majila kaI che ? vega eTaleA che ke dhyeyano vicAra karavA avakAza nathI; paNa cintakAne ethI cintA thAya che: e kayAMya 46

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athaDAI na paDe-niyaMtraNa vinAno vega mANasAInA astitvanuM kAraNa na bane ! " padArthavijJAnane eka niyama cheH jeTalA vegathI AghAta thAya eTalA ja tIvra vegathI ene pratyAghAta thAya. A vega mANasamAM Avega ne Aveza lAvI enA astitvane na bhulAvI de, na bhUMsAvI de e jovuM rahyuM; ane ethI ja mAnavInA manane kaMIka uccatama evuM maLatuM rahe e mATe cintake potAnA cintanamAMthI tArelA navanItane jagata samakSa dharatA rahe che. vega, Aveza ne AvegathI doDatA mANasane A cintananuM navanIta kSaNabhara vicAra karavA tathA sAvadhAnIthI AgaLa Daga bharavA preraNA Ape che. dIvAdAMDInAM A ajavALAM che.

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nima traNa tArA jIvanasareAvaramAM pANI che ke nahi te tuM pahelAM joI le; mAchalAone vicAra tuM zA mATe kare che? sarovaramAM pANI haze teA mAchalAM AvyAM vinA raheze kharAM? tArA jIvana-puSpamAM sugandha maheke che ke nahi te tuM jarA joI le; madhukarane tuM zA mATe elAve che? tArA jIvana-puSpamAM parimala haze teA madhukare AkarSAyA vinA raheze kharA? tArA jIvana-taruvara para mIThAM phaLe jhUle che ke nahiM te tuM mane kahe; mIThAM phaLe jhUlatA haze te pukhIo AvyAM vinA raheze kharAM ? tArA jIvana-upavanamAM vRkSe UgyAM che ke nahi e tuM tapAsI jo; pithakAnI pratIkSA tuM zA mATe kare che? vRkSAnI zILI chAyA haze te pathiko visAme levA mATe AvyA vagara raheze kharA ? tArA jIvananI AmraghaTAmAM kAyala Tahuke che ke nahi e tuM jarA sAMbhaLI le; sagItarasikAne tu 48

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zA mATe nima`tre che ? keAyalA pAMcama sUra vAtAvaraNane sagItathI bharaze tyAre sAMbhaLanAranI kheATa dekhAze kharI ? tArA jIvana-AkAzamAM ca'drodaya thayA che ke nahi te tuM jarA nihALI jo; sAgarane tuM zA mATe vInave che ? cakranA udaya thaze tyAre sAgara bharatInI choLeA uchALyA vinA raheze kharA ? tArA jIvana-gaganamAM megha gaje che ke nahi te tuM vicArI jo; mAralAone prAnA tuM zA mATe kare che ? ma'jula meghavani gujaze tyAre meralA nAcyA vinA raheze kharA ? tArA jIvana-dIpakamAM prakAza che ke nahi te tuM pahelAM nIrakhI le; pataMgiyAne tu IzArA zA mATe kare che? prakAza haze teA pataMgiyA apalAkhyA vinA raheze kharAM? tArA jIvana-ma`diramAM sAcA deva birAje che ke nahi te tuM pahelAM khAtarI karI le; bhaktone tu zA mATe nimatre che? deva jo sAcA haze teA prAthanA TANe bhakto UbharAyA vinA raheze kharA ? 49

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(c)(c)la) che , pUrNa kalA paramAmA pUrNa kalA gIrAja AnaMdaghananuM A kathana khUba gahana bhAvathI bhareluM che : kalA e AtmAnuM avibhAjya aMga che: kalA pramodajanaka nathI, paNa pramodamaya che! kalA e vAstavika dRSTie kAraNa nathI, paNa kArya che. chatAM, e kAraNa nathI ja ema paNa na kahevAya; kAraNa ke kalAnI saMsiddhi be prakAre thAya che. eka skUla rUpamAM ne bIjI sUkSma rUpamAM; athavA eka kAraNarUpamAM ne bIjI kAyarUpamAM ! sthUla kalA pUNimA jevI che. e pratyeka prANInemAnavane AhalAda, skRti, tejasvitA, kalapanAzakti ne rasAnubhavanI AchI lahANa pIrase che, kAraNa ke pUNimA paNa bIjanA caMdranI pUrNa banelI abhivyakata kalA ja che ne! alabatta, e sthUla che, chatAM e suSupta haiyAne jAgarUka karI zake che, jAgarUka haiyAne Urmila banAve che ane Umila haiyAne maMthananAM dvAra sudhI laI jaI zake che. ahIM sthUla kalAnI maryAdA AvI jAya che. - have sUkSma kalAno prAraMbha thAya che. maMthananI bhUmikAmAM aTakelI kalA ahIM pitAnuM sthUla svarUpa mUkI, sarjana dvArA pitAnI sUkSamatA pradazita kare che; pa0

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vicAra-bhUmikA tyajI kArya-bhUmikAmAM Ave che; sAdhana maTI sAdhyanuM rUpa pakaDe che. kalAnI sUphamatA jema jema vadhatI jAya che tema tema sajana vadhu tIvra ne tIkSaNa bane che. mAnavInI bhAvanA have maryAdA mUke che-pravAha maTI piMDa bane che. mAnavInI rasikatA jagatanA vilAsI padArthothI ghaTI, vAstavika darzananI zuddhi pratye vadhatI jAya che. enuM darzana prakRtinI nakkaratA bhaNI vaLe che. vizvanA vaividhyamAM eka evaM akhaMDa rIte vilasatA. samanvayane anubhave che. bAhya saundarya karatAM atyaMtara saundaryane vipula vaibhava e nihALe che. ane AMtarika saundaryano mAtra eka aMza ja A bAhya saundaryamAM che evI satya pratIti ene prakRti-mUtinA darzanathI thAya che. - A rIte A pUrNa kalAnA kalAdharane anekamAM vizvayano sAkSAtkAra thAya che. visaMvAdamAM saMvAda keLavavAnI mahAna siddhi ane prApta thAya che. nijAnaMdamAM sacidAnaMdanI ene jhAMkhI thAya che. A jhAMkhI a5 kAla pachI naisargika prakAzamAM pheravAI jatAM, kaivalyano AviSkAra thAya che. niratizaya akhUTa anaMta AnaMdano prAdurbhAva che. AnuM ja nAma pUrNa kalA! A kalA agamyane gamya, abuddhane buddha, avyaktane vyakta tathA apUrNane pUrNa banAve che. A kalA ja zAzvata sukhanI anubhUti karAve che. A kalAne kalAdhara sukha tathA duHkhane jalakamalanI svasthatAthI saMveda hoya che. mATe ja huM ene jhaMkhuM chuM. A pUrNa kalA e mArA jIvananI sahacAriNI che! 51

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* jIvana kuM dhA zarIrane bhUkha lAge te mANasa bhajana kare, manane bhUkha lAge te AnaMda-pramodanAM sAdhane bhegAM kare; paNa cetanAne bhUkha lAge te mANasa pAse zuM che? jANe e mATe mANasa pAse kaI nathI-kaMI ja nathI. Aja mANasanI cetanA bhUkhI ne tarasI che. e taraphaDI rahI che. ene cena nathI eTale e paNa mANasane cena paDavA detI nathI. mANasa vyAkuLa banI ahIM doDe che, tahIM doDe che; A lAve che, te lAve che; A jue che, te jue che; A khAya che, te khAya che; Ane maLe che, tene maLe che. A badhuM kare che chatAM, ene cena nathI. kAraNa ke mANasanI aMdara rahela cetanA svastha ne zAMta nathI. A cetanAne eno khorAka maLe to ja e zAMta ne svastha thAya tathA tRptinI madhura kSaNe anubhavI zake. cetanAnI bhUkha che divya jJAna. kAraNa, jJAna e AtmAno svabhAva che. khANanA khaDabacaDA hIrAmAM jema teja che tema AtmAmAM jJAna che. para

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A jJAna prAgaTya mAge che. e pragaTe te hIre jhaLahaLI UThe tema, aMdaranuM divya jJAna pragaTatAM jIvana-cetanA paNa jhaLahaLI UThe. khANanA e paththarane kuzaLa kArIgaranA kALajIbharyA hAthanI jarUra che. e hAtha e patharane ghasIne pAsA pADe ane e tejabharyo hIrAmAM pheravAI jAya tema, A cetanAne paNa prabhunA karuNAmaya hAthanI jarUra che. enA divyatAbharyA paze cetanAmAM rahela maitrI, pramoda, kAruNya ne madhyastha jevA diya bhAvanAM kiraNo pragaTI jAya to A sAmAnya lAgatuM mAnava jIvana asAmAnyatAmAM pheravAI jAya.

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ma hA mRtyu mANasa Aje bhAga tarapha doDI rahyo che. paNa e game teTalA bhAga bhogave te ca ene zAMti ke tRpti maLe che kharI ? mANasanuM mana te sadAya atRpta ja rahevAnuM. A bhAgone pAmavA paNa jIvanane te bhega ja Apavo paDe che. A jIvanane, puNyanA, kAyAnA, AtmAne bhega ApavA chatAM meLavelA bheAgA sadAya TakI raheze ema kANu kahI zake ? ene pAmIe tyArathI ja, rakhe ene vicega na thAya enI ciMtA UbhI thAya che. A ci'tA kheATI paNa nathI. 54

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bhAgamAM roganA te sa'yeAgamAM vicAgatA bhaya che ja. te kayAre Avaze te mANasa jANatA nathI; paNa te Avaze, jarUra Avaze ja, e te saunAM hRdaya jANatAM hAya che. bheAganI prApti TANe paNa mANasanA haiyAmAM roganI je zaMkA uddabhave che te kheATI nathI. enI pAchaLa AtmAnA anubhavane prakAza che. eNe aneka bhAgIone atima veLAe rAgamAM TaLavaLatA ne vicegamAM jhUratA joyA che; ane e dRzyanu kadI na bhulAya tevuM pratibiM ba A hRdaya para paDayuM hoya che tethI ja, mANasanuM hRdaya bhAganA upabhAga vakhate paNa kape che. A kapa sUkSma hAya eTale ene mANasa niLa mananI zakA' kahI bhUlI jAya che, paNa kharI rIte te e kapa AtmAne 6 sAkSAtkAra che. A anubhavanA upayAgakare, te e jarUra bhAganA upayeAganI veLAe viveka rAkhI zake, e bhAgamAM rahelI atRpti joI zake, bhAgamAM rahelA rAge sAvadha thaI nihALI zake tema ja bhAganA pApathI paNa bacI zake. paNa bheAganI vIjaLI camake che tyAre mANasa a'jAI jAya che, gAla ane che, enAM cakSue mIMcAI jAya che ane e aMdhakAramAM DUbI jAya che. AvA prasaMge je kAI, kSaNa mATe paNa, sadvicAranA dvAre thaMbhI jAya che enA mATe bhaya nathI. AMkhamAM camakelI vIjaLI adRzya thatAM mANasane mULa sthitie AvatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. e anubhavacakSu khUle teA tarata samajAI jAya ke bhAganI pAchaLa pAchaLa viSega che, viyeAganI pAchaLa roga che, rAganI pAchaLa zezaka che, zeAkanI pAchaLa ja mahAmRtyu che! 55

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prakAzanuM parva hRdaya, tuM na demAM magna che. tArI AsapAsa dIpakanI hAramALA che. tArA thALamAM ghIthI mahekatI mIThAIo che. phaTAkaDA phUTI rahyA che. zaraNAIomAMthI jIvanamastInAM gIta relAI rahyAM che. paramAnaMdanI vAMsaLInA sUrothI vAtAvaraNa matta che. tuM e AnaMdamAM magna che. paNa Ama je : A AnaMdanI dAdIe ja, tArAthI thoDe dUra, mAnavahRdaya raDI rahyuM che e tarapha tArI najare jAya che ? enI pAse nathI bhejananA thALa ke nathI dIpamALa; nathI phaTAkaDA ke nathI AnaMdanA ulAsa, mAtra AMsue nI dhArathI enuM bhojana pAtra chalakAI rahyuM che. akaya vedanAthI ene mAnavadeha saLagI rahyo che. vedanAnI bhaThThImAM saLagatA enA AtmAne hUMphALuM AzvAsana ApanAra kaI ja nathI. raNanI ekalatAmAM rudana karatA e asahAya hRdayane sahAya karavI e zuM tAre dharma nathI ? mAnava AtmAoe sajelI vipattimAMthI AvA duHkhI hRdayane ugAravuM e zuM tAruM kartavya nathI ?

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o hadaya ! tuM vicArI je. vizvanI sarvazreSTha bheTa eTale mAnavahRdaya ! mAnavahRdaya ja A nahi kare to keNa karaze? huM tane vinavuM chuM dipakanI A hAramALA jeIne prakAzanA bhramamAM na paData. bahAra prakAza che, paNa aMtaramAM?... aMtaramAM timiranI ghaTA te nathI ne? jAga, UTha jAga; ane tArA aMtaranA oraDAmAM eka keDiyuM pragaTAva. e nAnakaDA koDiyAnA prakAze duHkhathI naMdavAyelA vyathita hadayane zodhI kADha."

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amRta kAM surA ApaNuM aMtaranA raMgamahelamAM be vyaktio zAsana calAvI rahI che : eka cheAtmA ne bIju che mana. baMne pitAnuM prabhutva sthApavA yugayugathI avizAnta prayatna karatAM AvyAM che. AtmA jene saje che tenuM visarjana karavA mana satata prayatnazIla rahe che ane samaya maLatAM e visajana kare paNa che. jo ke AtmAnI pasaMdagI sAme manane aNagamo hovA chatAM e nibhAvI le che, kAraNa, mana AtmAnuM sahabhAgI hovA chatAM, pitAnI nItino amala karavAmAM e kuzaLa temaja kunehabAja che. AtmA ne manA pitAnA kuTuMba sAthe eka ja raMgamahelamAM vase che; paNa baMnenA paMthe nyArA che: ekanA paMtha mukti che, bIjAno paMthe baMdhana che. sumati e AtmAnI patnI che; kumati e mananI preyasI che. jIvananA raMgamahelamAM sumatinuM saMgIta cAlatuM hoya che tyAre AmA Dela hoya che, ne enI sumadhura sUrAvalimAM magna banI svagIya AnaMda anubhavato hoya che. A dazya manathI joyuM jatuM nathI, IrSothI e saLagI 58

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: UThe che. peAtAnI preyasI kumatine jagADIne e kahe che " sakhI! mane cena nathI. AtmAne Anada joI huM aganamAM jalI rahyo chuM. tu' tAru' vilAsI sa'gIta cheDa, ke jethI karIne AtmAnA AnaMdamAM agana pragaTe." kumati peAtAnA priyanA AdezathI kaDamAM te zarIramAM mAdakatAne mUkI uttejaka sUra cheDe che. eka ja ragamahelamAM e gAnArI : tenA sUra judA; eka vikAsapradhAna, zrIjI vikArapradhAna! sumati nijAnaMdanA tAra pUra saMyamanuM gIta cheDatI hoya che, tyAre kumati ahirbhAvanA vilAsI tAra para vikAranuM gIta jhake che. A rIte virodhI sUra ne gItA sAmasAmAM athaDAtAM saMgItanA lacanI majA bagaDI jAya che. emAMthI kazatA- pUrNa kolAhalane ghAra dhvani pragaTe che. A avyavasthAthI AtmA mana ne kaMTALI jAya che. ekane du:kha ApavA jatAM tene du:kha maLe che. ekeyane sukha nahi. AtmA ka'TALIne devasAMnidhyamAM javA prayatna kare che, tyAre mana thAkIne vilAsagRhamAM javA prayatna kare che. ahIM AtmA te mana kheMcatANamAM Utare che. A prasage ja jIvananuM vibhAjana thAya che. mANusanA jIvanamAM mathananI A paLa atisUcaka che. A paLa evI che ke jemAM emAMthI ekane pasaMdagI ApavAnI hoya che: vairAgya kAM vilAsa; tyAga kAM bhega; amRta mAM surA! anene eka ja sAthe meLavavA prayatna karanAranu` AvI paLe vicAramRtyu thAya che! 59

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thI 40 vItarAga Aja saune cheDI, ekale banI, tAre dvAre Avyo; paNa tAruM dvAra te baMdha che haiyAnA deva! zuM A ja tArI zobhA ? have mAre kayAM javuM? muja anAthano AdhAra tAruM dvAra che, mArA jIvanano aMtima visAmo tuM ja che, paNa Aje te tuM ya badalAye. raMgamahelamAM ArAmathI beThe beThe tuM te maLavAnI paNa hA nathI kaheto. e aMtaranA AdhAra bhagavaMta ! tAre dvAre na AvuM te kone dvAre jAuM? gabharu zizu mAtAnI soDamAM na saMtAya to kyAM jAya ? mA bhale bALakane tara cheDe, kAraNa ke ene te bALaka aneka che--ene to ekAda kadarUpA bALaka vinA cAle, paNa bALakane janetA vinA kema cAle? mA te pitAnA koI eka zizune cUmI karI mAtRtvane saMtoSaze; paNa zizu mAtAne mUkI konI pAse jAya ? potAnA haMyAnI kUNI lAgaNIo kAlI kAlI bhASAmAM konI AgaLa vyakta kare ? e te doDIne mAnI pAse ja javAnuM ane nehAdrA nayane kahevAnuM : "mA, e mA! bhale tuM mane tarachoDe, mAra mAre, paNa huM tane nahi choDuM. mArane bahAne paNa tAro hAthe mArAM aMgone sparze che ne ! mane to e rIte paNa vAtsalyanuM amRta ja maLe che !'

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A sAMbhaLI mA hetathI baccAne bheTI paDe che, accIethI snAna karAve che; vAtsalyanA camatkArathI mAtAnu leAhI dUdhamAM pheravAI jAya che, ane stanamAMthI dUdhanI dhArA vahevA lAge che.... vAtsalyanA amRtathI chalakAtuM mAtA ane zizunuM A dRzya keTaluM bhAvamaneAhara che. bhagavAna ! AbhalA bhagavAna! saMsAranuM A pavitra dRca zuM tArI najara bahAra che ? A dRzyanu saMvedana teM nathI karyu ? ke sa Mvedana karavA chatAM siddhinA raMgamahelamAM besI AMkhamIMcAmaNA kare che ? e kema bhale tuM A dRzyane bhUlI jA, paNa huM vIsaruM? meM te e pAvanakArI vAtsalyabhInuM... citra joyuM che, te e sAhAmaNA citrane yAda karIne ja tAre dvAre e| chuM. sa`sAranA vaibhavanA eThavADathI kaMTALIne, mamatvanA kIcaDamAMthI mahAprayatne nIkaLIne, vAsanAnAM vasrA utArIne, vastravihoNA tAre dvAre beThA chuM. tuM zuM dvAra nahi ughADe ? tArI zAzvata jJAnayAtanI hUM mane nahi Ape? huM ya jouM ke tuM mane Ama ne Ama kayAM sudhI besADe che! paNa anaMta AnaMdanA eraDAmAM beThelA e prabhu! ATaluM sAMbhaLI leje: tArI parIkSA karavAnI zakita karatAM mArI pratIkSA karavAnI zikata ghaNI vadhAre che. a'icana evA mArI pAse bIjuM teA kaMI ja nathI, paNa akhUTa dhIrajanI mUDI te che ja ! zuM tArA haiyAne pIgaLAvavA ATalI mUDI ochI paDaze ! paNa bhUlyA, arere! tArI pAse haiyuM ja kAM che, je pIgaLe !.... tuM te vItarAga ! ? 61

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raMgAyelA vicAra savAranA pahora hato. hamaNAM ja e prArthanA pUrNa karI bahAranA khaMDamAM AvyA hatA. bAjumAM phona hato. ghaMTaDI vAgI rahI hatI. emaNe risIvara upADayuM. sAmethI keAI belI rahyuM hatuM. bAlanAra uzkerAyelA hato, ne kalpanA tIvra AvezamAM bolI rahyo hato. e khUba ta. khaba bAlyA. ghAMTA kADhIne bolAya eTaluM che. aMte ciDAIne eNe pUchayuM : "ATaluM kahuM chuM chatAM sAmethI tame eka zabda paNa bakatA kema nathI ?" sajajane hasIne risIvara mUkatAM kahyuM : "bhAI: A rega (Wrong) naMbara che !" jIvana mAM AvuM ghaNI vAra bane che. ghaNA leke ApaNA vize bolatA hoya che; koI vaLI lakhavA paNa besI jatA hoya che. emanA manamAM AgaLa-pAchaLa bharAyelA vicAro, ApaNA nAme, kalama dvArA ane vANI dvArA samAja samakSa mUkatA hoya che ane vAtAvaraNane uzkerATa ne garamIthI bharI detA hoya che. jIvanaprabhAtanA madhura praharane e kaluSita karavA beThA hoya che. mAdhuryanA pyAlAmAM e viSabindu chAMTavA mAgato hoya che. paNa je zANo che, sajajana che, te A anicchanIya prasaMgane cittanA aMdaranA khaMDamAM pravezavA nathI dete;

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sAmAnI vAtamAM kaI satyano aMza hoya te sudhArI le che, paNa bhaLatI ja vAta hoya to rega (Wrong) naMbara mAnI e vAtane tyAM ja paDatI mUke che. zANapaNe ne saujanya evI vyakitane jIvananuM eka darzana ApyuM hoya che, jenA pratApe e samajI zake che ke sAme mANasa pitAnA vicAre pramANe, pitAnI mAnyatA pramANe ane pitAnA baddha mata pramANe ja karatA hoya che potAnAM vicAra, mAnyatA ane baddha matane ja cAlu vAtAvaraNa sAthe buddhithI joDI deto hoya che, jethI satyano bhrama Ubho thaI zake ! A mANasa pAcho pite svataMtra vicAraka che ema mAnatA paNa hoya, chatAM e baddha matanI AcrasthivALo hoya che. enI grathi eTalI to UMDANamAM hoya che ke e pite paNa tyAM sudhI pahoMcI zakyo nathI hotuM. AthI Avo mANasa jenA vize kaMIka kahevA nIka hoya che tenA vize sAcuM to kaMI kahI zakato ja nathI. mAnyatA ane baddha matane raMga enI dRSTi para hovAthI enuM darzana ujajavaLa ne spaSTa nathI--e niSpakSapAti nathI. ( rAgadveSano raMga atisUkSma che. e vyakitanA vicAranA mULane ja potAnA raMgathI raMgI de che. jenuM mULa ja raMgAyela hoya tenA phaLaphUla tathA pAnamAM raMga Ave te sahaja che. - prAga mANaso eTalA mATe ja duniyAnA mANasonAM vicAra, ucAra, AcAra tathA lakhANa para zraddhA mUka tAM pahelAM e vicAra, ucAra, AcAra tathA lakhANane rAgadveSaviheNa vItarAganAM anekAntanA prakAzamAM lakSya joI le che.

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sukhanI cA cAvI:saMkalpa ke te sukhI thavuM ke dukhI thavuM e mANasanA hAthanI vAta che kAraNa ke e pite ja pitAnA karmane svAmI che. mANasa nabaLA vicAro ane nirbaLa kAryo karatA raheze te duHkhI ja thavAno, ane sabaLa vicAro ane zreSTha kAryo karatA raheze te sukhI thavAno. jIvanasiddhAnta e che ke mANasa dhAre eTale ja sukhI ke duHkhI banI zake che. Ama te badhAM ja UghaDatAM prabhAta suMdara hoya che, paNa AjanuM prabhAta kAMIka vadhu suMdara lAge che. Aje UghaDatA prabhAtathI ja abhinaMdananI Apa-le zarU thaI gaI che. nara-nArIonAM mukha para AnaMdanI surakhI chAI rahI che. vadana para smita relAI rahyuM che. sArA thavAnI ane sAruM karavAnI udAtta bhAvanAthI sarvanAM hRdaya sabhara che. ApaNe sukhI thavuM hoya, pragati karavI hoya te AjathI ja-AvA zubha dinathI ja enI zarUAta kAM

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na karIe ? kAraNa ke AvA zubha saMkalpa mATe Ajanu vAtAvaraNa ane vicAra khUba ja anukULa che. mana paNa zubhecchAnA dhabakAra sAthe kahI rahyuM che kAMIka--hA kAMIka tA thavuM ja joIe. -tA zuM karIe? mATA ne khATA sa'kalpe ane vAte karI AjanA prabhAtane dUSita na karIe. sukhanI havAne eka ja--mAtra eka ja sa'kalpa karIe. A sa`kalpa che maitrIne jIvanamatra banAvavAnA. sAmAnya chatAM sAttvika eka ja vAta : manathI ke tanathI, zakaya teTaluM sa`kAInuM bhaluM karavuM --bhalu karavA sadA tatpara rahevu.

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vivecakA raDuM' chu, kAraNake uSAnAM jemaNe darzana paNa karyAM nathI te Aje prakAzanuM vivecana karI rahyA che! caraNaraja deva! mAre lAkha ane kareADa nathI joItA; mAMtra tamArA caraNakamaLamAM besI zakuM te mAre mana ghaNuM che. dayAmadhurI jevA prabhu ! tArI dayAmAdhurI vinA teA A jIvana paNa zUnya lAge che. AvA premavihANA sUkA raNu jIvana karatAM te mRtyu madhura lAgaze ! 6

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AMmA ane thAra AMbAne vAve! te ene UgatAM vAra lAge; paNa thArane UgatAM keTalI vAra? ene pANI ke khAtaranI paNa jarUra nahi. e te vagara khAtarene vagara pANIe vacce ja jAya. sadguNAnuM paNa tema ja che. sadguNane AvatAM vAra lAge; paNa dugu NA te pratyeka paLe ApaNI AsapAsa AMTA mAratA ja hAya che; ene AvatAM keTalI vAra ? chatAM, bagIcAnI madhyamAM sthAna maLe che AMbAne, thArane nahi! thArane teA kinAre ja tapavAnuM, vaLI, pathikAne zAMti paNa AmrathI ja maLaze, thArathI nahi. zAntinI cAvI tame zuM ema mAne che ke ALasu banIne paDacA rahevAthI tamane zAMti maLaze ? zAMti aa tamArA puruSArtha mAM che--tamArA zAMta, buddhipUrvakanAM cita kAryomAM che. kartavya vinA zAMtinA jApa japanArane te zAMtine badale azAnti ja maLe che. 67 hai

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- A ja dharma ne marma dharma eTale mitrI-jIvamAtra pratye prema kare. dharma eTale pramoda-sapuruSane satkAra kare. dharma eTale kAruNya-duHkhI ane vimAgI pratye hamadada batAvo. dharma eTale mAdhyastha haiyAmAM premane dIpaka laI mArga bhUlelAone sudhAravAno prayatna karavA chatAMya na sudhare teya enA pratye samabhAva dharo. upakAra jeNe ApaNane keLavyA, jeNe ApaNane daSTi ApI tenA upakArano badale kaI rIte vALI zakazuM? haiyAne prema ane sevAnI suvAsathI ja ne? kata vya satkRtye tame jAgatAM karyA hoya ke UMghamAM, jANatAM karyo hoya ke ajANatAM, te saphaLa thavAnAM ja aMdhArAmAM goLa khAdho hoya te paNa gaLe lAge tema.

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1.! puSpa ane paththara duniyAnA abhiprAya para tame kyAM sudhI nAcaze ? thoDIvAra pahelAM ja pUjana karatI duniyA paththara pheMkavA mAMDe te navAI nahi. kArya karatI vakhate duniyAne saMbhaLAvI de: "tArI niMdA ane stutinI mane dhULa jeTalIya kiMmata nathI; huM te mArAM kAryomAM mazagUla chuM, mArA AtmAnA gItamAM lIna chuM, ane e gItanA sUre ja kArya karyuM jAuM chuM." kAryane smAta ApaNe kaMIka kAma karIzuM te leke jAta jAtanuM bolaze. thoDA niMdA - avahelanA karaze, te cheDA stuti-prazaMsA karaze, paNa temAM ApaNe UMcAnIcA thavAnI zI jarUra? je kaMI karavAnuM che te AtmAnA ulAsa mATe che, jagatanA abhiprAya mATe nahi.

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IrSa irSALunI AMkha bIjAne te bALatAM bALaze, paNa te pahelAM te te pote ja baLIne khAkha thaI jaze. : e te Icache ke bIjAnuM nAza pAme ane enuM salAmata rahe; paNa te kadI bananAra ja nathI. dIvAsaLI bIjAne saLagAvatAM pahelAM pote ja saLagI UThe che e bhUlI javuM na joIe. sukha hAthamAM che laI sukhanI zodhamAM bhale tuM AkhA jagatamAM pharI vaLa; ThekANe ThekANe sukha meLavavA bAcakAM bhara; paNa tane e kayAMye nahi maLe. paNa jyAre tuM nirAza thaIne pAchA pharIza; ane thAkyo pAkyo ekale paDI AMkhamAM zAnitanuM aMjana AMjIza tyAre tane lAgaze ke, are! sukha te ahIM ja che-ahIM, mArA zuddha cAritryamAM ja.

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mAM || tame jema mAnavI che tema te paNa mAnavI che. tamane hadaya che, tamArA haiyAmAM bhAvanAo ne lAgaNIo che, te zuM sAmA mANasanI aMdara te nahi hoya? tamArAthI jema bhUla thaI jAya tema sAmA mANasathI bhUla na thAya? tamArI jema te paNa zuM kSamAnI yAcanA na karI zake? bhUla karyA pachI tamane koI divasa kSamAnI jhaMkhanA nathI thaI? te sAmAne te kema nahi thatI hoya ' amAsanI aMdhArI rAtrimAM paNa tAralA hoI zake; te pApI hadayamAM thoDo paNa prakAza kema na saMbhave? sAcA keTalA? duniyAmAM dharmanI chApa meLavanArA te ghaNA paNa kharekharuM dhArmika jIvana jIvanArA keTalA? AkAzamAM tArA te ghaNAya che, paNa dhruvatAraka keTalA? 71

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* * ... T', Twith Mr. Naging - = jJAna - Hu - ma nanA : ", anubhave aMtarane kahyuM : "jJAna paNa be jAtanAM hoya cheH eka dIpajata jevuM ane bIju ratnAta samuM. jIvana ke jagatamAM vipatti ke pralebhana AvatAM je jJAnInuM mana zUnya thaI jAya che, mUMjhAIne kekaDuM vaLI besI jAya che tenuM jJAna dIpakanI jeta jevuM che. gharamAM bhale enAthI prakAza patharAte hoya, paNa vaMTeLiye AvatAM te bujhAI jAya che. paNa je jJAnInuM mana saMkaTamAM samartha bane che, vipattimAM aNanama rahe che ane lebhana sAme aDAla rahe che te jJAnInuM jJAna ratnata jevuM che, baLavAna voLiyA vacce paNa te pitAnuM kArya karyuM ja jAya che. A jJAna e ja jIvanazikhara che; bAkI pustaka vAcIne ke zloko gokhIne to ghaNAya jJAnI banI phare che. AvAo bahArathI jJAnI, paNa aMdara nimaya hoya che."

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zUravIra jagatamAM zUravIra koNa? becArane pachADI mArI nAkhe te nahi, paNa manane AvezanA vamaLamAM jatuM aTakAve te ja sAco zUravIra. asaMga je koIne nathI te ja badhAne banI zake che. jagatanA mahApuruSe koIne nathI; teo badhAnA ja che. satyaniSTha je manuSya jIvanabhara satyaniSTha rahe che tene jIvanamAM zI zI siddhio nathI maLatI? duTo paNa enA upara vizvAsa rAkhe e zuM ochI siddhi che? zAti je tame zAMtinI samazera laIne pharaze te tamAre vijaya nakkI ja che; tamane koI ja parAjita nahi karI zake.

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saMdhyA TANe e citrakAra! jenAranA dilane ya raMga lAgI jAya evA nAjuka raMgathI te vizvane AlekhyuM, paNa tArA dilanuM dIvAnakhAnuM to zunya lAge che. hA, tArA hadayakhaMDane alaMkRta karavA te eka kAvyamaya citra TAMgyuM hatuM kharuM, paNa Aja te te ya jhAMkhuM thavA AvyuM che. A saMjayA name te pahelAM tArA prANamAM cUMTAyelA bhAnA raMganI eka pIMchI tuM enA para na pheravI zake ? - jethI aMdhArI rajanimAM paNa, suvAsita telanA dIpakenA prakAzamAM e pharI jhaLahaLI zake ! laya je hadaya potAnI cetanAne vastu sAthe ekAkAra karI zake che, prAptinI vastumAM niSThAbharI tanmayatA keLavI zake che, te A vizvamAM evuM zuM che je meLavI na zake ? 74

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mANasa mANasa tenuM nAma, je pitAnA niyamo pratye vajAthI paNa kaThora rahe ane bIjAnI vedanA vakhate phUlathI paNa komaLa bane. AziSa aMtaranI AziSa te kaI gajabanI hoya che. pANImAMthI utpanna thatI vIjaLI kevI gajabanI hoya che! aMdhakAranA anaMta tharane paNa e bALI mUke che ne ! jIvanaratha kartavaya pUrNa karavAnI IcchA che, sevA karavAnI jhaMkhane che, upADelAM kAryonA aMta sudhI javAnI zraddhA che, tajIne khAvAnI bhAvanA che, ane niMdA - stuti prasaMge kAna baMdha karI cAlyA javAnI Teva che. Aja sudhI te A rIte jIvanaratha cAlyA jAya che, ane have mukAma paNa kyAM dUra che!

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e karAra pApanuM prAyazcita karanAra, patAnI bhUlono ekarAra karanAra duniyAnA mahAnemAM mahAna che; duniyAnA zaktizALIomAM zaktizALI che. kapaTarahita bhUlenA ekarAramAM ja jIvananI mahattA, zakti ne pavitratA che. pIchehaTha pavitratAnA pathe eka DagaluM paNa bharyA pachI pIchehaTha karavI e jIvananuM moTAmAM moTuM pApa che. je tamArAmAM AgaLa dhapavAnI zakti na hoya te tyAM ne tyAM ja UbhA raho, ne zakti meLavIne makakamatApUrvaka AgaLa vadhe, paNa AgaLa jaIne pAchA to na ja vaLo. tAralI bhale e pApImAM pApI hadaya haze, te hRdayamAM bhale game teTaluM aMdhAruM haze, te paNa eka evI nAnI tAralI, chUpI chUpI paze, te hadayAkAzamAM TamaTamatI ja haze, je ene keka vAra jarUra prakAza Apaze. 72

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mithyA abhimAna koi ema samajatu' hoya ke mArAthI ja duniyA cAle che, te te kheATu' che, te teneA bhrama che. duniyA tA ema kahe che ke, tArI mAre jarAya jarUra nathI, paNa tAre mArI jarUra haiAya te ahIM rahe. ahIM sau peAtAnI zaktithI ja jIve che; dareka manuSya peAtAnA ja kac upara, peAtAnA ja maLa upara ne peAtAnA ja bhAgya upara UbhA haiAya che. amArAthI ja bIjA TakelA che ema tame mAnatA hA te te nayu ajJAna che, ane mithyA abhimAna paNa che. UMDANu ? vizvanI ATalI badhI vArtAne samAvavA tamAruM hRdaya keTaluM UMDuM hAvu' joI e ! jayAre tamArA hRdayanu UMDANa ---gAMbhIrya mApavA keAi zakitazALI paNa sama nahi ane tyAre ja e hRdaya jagatanI kAmaca vastue jIravI zakavA samartha khanaze. 77

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-- nA ja ! ke te prANa sIMco tame moTAM moTAM kAryo karI thAkI gayA che, zuSka thaI gayA che te have nAnAM kAryono prAraMbha karo, je enI meLe ja meTAM banI jAya. paNa zarata eka cheH tame tamArAM e kAryamAM tamArA prANa sIe; tamAruM svArpaNa karI de; pachI juo ke e nAnAM kArya kevAM moTAM thAya che ane tamArA zuSka jIvanane kevuM sarasa ane sumadhura banAve che! svArpaNanA nAnA bIjamAM ja kAryane vaDalo saMtAyele che. prema prema eTale svArpaNa prema eTale badalAnI apekSA vinA sAkaranI jema ogaLI javuM ane mIThAza prasarAvavI. premanI AvI dhArA je hadayamAM vahyA karatI hoya e hadaya keTaluM madhura hoya! AdratA ane parama zAntinI e paLe paNa keTalI madhura ane preraNAdAyI hoya ! 78

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zuM ka jIvana jenA jIvanamAM prabhuprema ke premabharI niSThA nathI tenuM jIvana zuSka che, lUkhuM che. e bahAra game teTale hasaze paNa ene AtmA te AnaMda ja karata hoya che, enAM AMsu lUchanAra paNa koI nathI hotuM. sahAnubhUti sahAnubhUti vinAnAM hajArenAM dAnathI je bhAva na lAvI zakAya te bhAva sahadaya haiyAnI mAtra sahAnubhUtithI AvI jAya che. mIThAsa suvarNanA puMjathI paNa zAnti na meLavI zake tyAre eNe putrInI sahAnubhUti mAgatAM kahyuM : Sympathy is greater than gold ! Ama sahAnubhUtinI AkhathI jayAre mANasa hadaya ane jIvanano vaibhava jue che tyAre ene e vaibhava AgaLa sahAnubhUtithI vihoNo samrATane vaibhava paNa lukhe ane jhAMkhe lAge che. 196

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ke A bhUSaNa garavA nathI vAha! Aje to AbhUSaNa ghaNAM badhAM paherIne AvyAM che zuM! paNa e to dehanAM AbhUSaNa che, AtmAnAM kayAM? A bAhya AbhUSaNane tame nahi utAre te eka divasa tamArAM sagAMvahAlAM bhegAM thaIne utAraze. paNa kadI koI utArI na zake evuM AtmAnuM AbhUSaNa-ziyaLa-te tamArA tana ke mana para kyAMya dekhAtuM nathI ! A bAhya AbhUSaNe sAthe pelA Antara AbhUSaNane paNa tame dhAraNa kare, kAraNa ke e ja sAcuM AbhUSaNa che. piThi khAMDanA kothaLAne bhAra upADIne phare paNa ene enI mIThAza theDI ja maLavAnI che. tame mAtra A AbhUSaNone bhAra upADIne phare, paNa mana khAlI khAlI hoya te ethI zAnti zeDI ja maLavAnI che?

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paDagho jyAre te ema boleH "huM duniyAmAM kAMI ja nathI." tyAre cAre taraphathI paDaghA saMbhaLAya che: "tuM ja amAruM sarvasva che." paNa jyAre te ema kaheH huM kAMIka chuM." tyAre saMbhaLAya che ke "tuM kaMI ja nathI ! " zradhdhA zraddhA e jIvananAM UMDANamAMthI vahetuM eka evuM prazAMta chatAM baLavAna jharaNuM che ke muzkelIonI game tevI kaThina zilAone paNa te bhedI zake che! sva duniyAne palaTAvavAnI ApaNAmAM zakita bhale na hoya, paNa ApaNI jAtane te ApaNe palaTAvI zakIe ne? ApaNe zuM ApaNuM svAmI paNa na banI zakIe ?

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kAryanI mamratA mArA kAryomAM huM tallIna banyA houM te vakhate mane mAruM ja bhAna nathI hetu ; huM kANu chuM ene mane khyAla paNa nathI AvatA. mArI STi mArA kAryonI ArapAra UtarI gayelI hAya che, mAruM hRdaya mArAM kAryomAM saunda` pUratuM hoya che, mAruM mana Umi enA uchALA-vihoNA prazAnta gabhIra sAgara jevuM hoya che ane tethI mAruM` kA` ja mAre| AnaMda manI jAya che. 'sva'nI zeAdha hu' bIjAnA deASA jouM tenA karatAM mArA ja dekhe| jouM te zuM khAvu? bIjAnA doSo joI milana thavA karatAM mArA doSA joI niLa kAM na thAuM ? taNakhA nAtha! mArA zabdo--jene kavie kAvya kahI sodhe che--te zuM tArA virahanI vedanAmAMthI pragaTela mAtra taNakhA ja nathI ? 2

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tapa tapa eTale aneka prakAranI sahanazIlatA, sukhaDane jema jema ghasIe tema tema temAMthI zItaLatA ane saurabha maLe. evI ja rIte ApaNA dehane, ApaNI jAtane, keAI zubha hetu mATe ghasI nAkhIe ane temAMthI je saurabha prasare e ja sAcuM tapa. ta pa svI cAre bAju kaSAyanA agninI javALAe bhabhUkatI hoya chatAM tenI vacce paNa AtmAne satata zItala rAkhI zake te ja kharA tapasvI. dha ma dharma keAI mAtra pustakamAM nathI, paNa hRdayamAM che. ApaNA ja jIvanamAM e samAyele che ane ApaNA ja AcaraNamAM e vaMcAya che. 3

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vijaya vijayanA be ja mArga cheH kAM zakita kAM bhakita. A bemAMthI ekeya jenI pAse nathI tene trIjo mArga che vinakita--vinAza. jIvanane jANakAra manuSya e kaI jaMgalamAM pharanAruM rejha jevuM prANI nathI; e samAja vacce rahenAra prANI che. e sahakArathI Take che ane saMgene AdhIna rahI jIve che. badhuM ja kaMI e pitAnI ja IcchA pramANe karI zakato nathI. eneya sAgarUpI ghANIe joDAI AMTA mAravA paDe che; ane chatAM AvA gUMcavaNabharyo saMganA cakkaramAM paNa pitAnI jAtane je jALavI zake ane mana upara kAbU rAkhI pitAnA dayeya prati gati cAlu rAkhI zake te ja jIvanane jANakAra. 84

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vAsanA jyAM vAsanA che tyAM bhaya che; jayAM bhaya che tyAM parataMtratA che. je mANasane pitAnA mana upara kAbu nathI te mANasa game teTalI svataMtratAnI vAta kare, chatAM te parataMtra ja che. je manuSya vAsanAnA vamaLamAM pitAnA AtmAne bhUlI gayA che tene svataMtra kaI rIte kahI zakAya ? saM ka 95 saMkalpa e to jIvanano pAye che. koI paNa dRDha kAya saMka9pa sivAya jIvanamAM TakI zakatuM nathI. saMkalpabaLa vinA bahu UMce caDelo manuSya paNa nIce paDe che. ane e paDe che tyAre tenA cUrecUrA thaI jAya che. UMce caDelAne TakAvanAra saMkalpa che. jema jema UMce jAo tema tema saMkalpanuM bhAthuM sAthe letA jajo.

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dhana ane mANasa Aja te jANe paisA e ja manuSyanuM nUra banI gayu che. mANasanA hAthamAMthI paise jAya eTale mANasanA mukhanuM nUra ane rAzanI paNa jatAM rahe che. A ! mANasa dhanane svAmI gaNAtA tene badale dhana mANasanA svAmIpade sthapAyuM ! paisA paisA e evI jAduI gALI banI beThA che ke bhalabhalAnI buddhine e vIMdhI nAkhe che. paNa e bhUlavu joIe nahi ke paisAnAM praleAbhane sAme aDaga rahenArane te kALa paNa namana kare che. paisAnA upayoga paisA saMsAra calAvI paNa zake ane jalAvI paNa zake. paisA te aMgArA jevA che. tenI sAthe sIdhIsAdI rIte raheze! te te sAMsAra calAvavAmAM sahAcarUpa thaze. aDapalAM karaze te jalAvaze. 6

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lAyakAta ApaNumAM gyatA hoya te kaI vastunI IcachA paNa karavI paDatI nathI; ApoApa ApaNI pAse doDI Ave che. sarovaramAM pANI Ave che tyAre mAchalAM kevAM UbharAI jAya che ! mAnavachAyA vasaMtaRtu sAthe ja jema maMjarI ane keyalane Tahuke Ave che tema pisAnI sAthe ja pApa ne patana Ave che kAraNa ke, pApa e pisAno paDachAya che. paiso Avyo eTale ene paDachA eka yA bIjI rIte AvavAno ja. tema chatAM kaI paNa vastu chAyAmAM jAya che tyAre tene paDachAyo adazya thaI jAya che, tema lakSamI paNa mAnavadharmanI chAyAmAM jAya che e pitAnA paDachAyAne jarUra adazya karI zake ! 2'

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vipatti jiMdagImAM aNadhArI AvelI nirAzAo ane meghaghaTAnI jema tUTI paDelI vipattio kekavAra AvananuM ajaba parivartana karI nAkhe che. khATI AzAo jayAre lupta thAya che tyAre jIvanamAM kAMti jame che. A krAMtikALanA maMthanamAMthI mAnavane kaIkavAra evo mArga maLI Ave che ke je hajAre graMthanA vAcane paNa nathI maLato. puruSArtha tamArI muzkelIo vacce, tamArI vipattio vacce tame "arere' kahIne besI jazo eTale zuM te badhI Apattio TaLI jaze? AvA vakhate tamArI dInatAne cheDI puruSArtha ajamAvo. pavana te vIMjhaNAmAM che ja, paNa tene vIMjhayA vinA te kema maLe?

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svani evuM prabhAta jevA mana svama seve jemAM mANasa dehu mATe nahi, paNa dila mATe jIvato hoya, dhana mATe nahi, paNa dharma mATe upArjana karate hoya; pazutA mATe nahi, paNa prema mATe saMbandha bAMdhatA ; jIvananirvAha mATe nahi, paNa nirvANa mATe pratyeka pravRtti karatA hoya. bahurUpI zuM karavuM? bahurUpIono trAsa vadhI gayo che. AtmAnI prema saurabhane guMgaLAvavA Aje jaDatA saMyamane nAme ane vilAsa kalAnA veze AvI rahyAM che. prajJAcakSu e aMdha hatA. yAtrAe jaI rahyA hatA. meM pUchayuM: "bhagavAnane to tame joI zakavAnA nathI, pachI yAtrAe jaIne zuM karaze ?" emaNe eTalI ja namratAthI kahyuM: "huM bhagavAnane nahi joI zaku paNa bhagavAna to mane joze ne ? prabhunI prakAzapUta daSTi mane avazya pAvana karaze." tyAre mane lAgyuM. AnuM nAma prajJAcakSu.

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- te che || prema saMvedana prema ja premInuM hRdaya ArasI jevuM hoya che; priyajananuM pratibiMba jhIlyA vinA e rahI zake ja nahi. bibanI AMkhamAM AMsu vahe te pratibimbamAM paNa vahevuM ja joIe; ane hAsya fare te ene uttara paNa ArasImAM maLI ja rahyo. prema eTale urataMtranI parama aikayatA. premarasa zuddha prema zeraDInA sAMThA jevo hoya che. prAraMbhamAM ene uparano bhAga jarA phikko lAge paNa jema jema caitanyanA mULa tarapha AgaLa vadhe tema tema rasanI madhuratA vadhavA sAthe teno svAda avarNanIya banato jAya che ! premaprakAza vIjaLInA goLAmAM vIjaLIno tAra ke phikake ane zyAma lAge che, paNa emAMthI vidyuta pasAra thatAM e ja tAra suvarNarekhAnI jema jhaLahaLI UThe che ! pahelAM je pote ja prakAzahIna hato te prakAzavaMta banI saune prakAzita kare che. Ama premaprakAzano sparza thatAM sAmAnya mAnavI paNa asAmAnya banI prakAzI UThe che. o

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jIvanakavitAo samajIe te jIvana ja eka kavitA che. apadyAgadya nahi, paNa padyabaddha kavitA che. emAM chaMda che, mAtrA che, prAsa che ane bhAvonuM saMvAdamaya saMgIta paNa che. A jIvana-kavitA svaniyaMtrita saMyamanA chaMdathI baddha che. vaLI, vicAramAdhuryathI janamelA layayukta lAlityathI paripUrNa che. emAM mana, vacana ane kAyAnA saMvAdamaya saMgItanI sUrIlatA che, tema aneka udAtta bhAvone Arohaavaraha paNa che; nehane prAsa che ane maitrInI mAtrA paNa che. sAdhake potAnA jIvanane ja eka zreSTha kavitA banAvI gayA che, jene mANasa harSa ane viSAdanI zAta ane gherI paLamAM gaLAmAM ghUMTI ghUMTIne gAya che. nirlepatA kamaLane meM pUchyuM: "tArA jIvananuM rahasya zuM?" kIcaDamAM janmavA chatAM svaccha saundaryathI hasI rahelA kamaLa kahyuM: "nile patA"

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dhanyapaLa mana, vacana ane kAcAnu sa'vAdamaya saumilana eTale ceAga, ema kayAMka vAceluM. paNa Aja te A cega sahaja banI gayA. jAgRtinI zAntapaLamAM cAna lAgI gayuM. U`gAmI banelI cetanA parama tattvane spazI ekatAnatA anubhavI rahI. teAphAne samI gayAM. mauna madhuratAmAM pariNamyuM.. vRttie zAnta banI. agAdha UMDANamAMthI anAhatanA azabda nAda guMjI rahyo. ahukAra ane adhakAranA sthAne AnaMda ane ujAsane AhlAda spazI gayA. mitra, ceAganI A parama dhanya anubhUti varNavI zakAtI nathI. vadhu na nahi, anubhava-sAkaraneA kaThaNa gAMgaDA dUdhamAM gaLI jatAM je madhura ekatA pragaTe che te.... manana manane vaza karavuM heAya te! ene mananuM ja kAma Ape. cintanathI UMDANane pAmavA de, manane enAM UMDANamAM rahelAM tattvAnu valeNu karavA de, ane jIe; e peAtAmAM ja pAte kevu sthira banI jAmI jAya che! 92

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Atmateja siMhane siMha, rAjAone rAjA, bAdazAhono bAdazAha-e ApaNe AtmA che. e AtmA mAtra pise ane vaibhava meLavavA pAchaLa kaMgAla banI jAya te tenA jevI bIjI hInatA kaI ? sthala nahi, sUkSma maMdiramAM deva che te ja leke darzane Ave che. pUjArI! maMdirane zaNagAravAmAM devane na bhUlata! | doSadaSTi cAMdA zodhavAnuM kAma to kAgaDe paNa kuzaLatAthI kare che, mANasa paNa e ja kAma karaze to pachI duniyAmAM kAgaDA kone kahIzuM! pavitratAno prabhAva kAgaDA to reja UThIne zApa detA hoya che ke badhI dhoLI vastuo baLIne kALA kolasA thaI jA; paNa e zApa eTale kALe che ke peLI vastuo pAse jatAM paNa zaramAya che!

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bhaNatarane caNatara prazna pUcheH "zA mATe bhaNe che?" anubhave paripakava thayelA vRddha zikSakanA A prazna para vidyArthIo tyAre hasI paDayAH re, kevo vicitra prazna! zA mATe bhaNe che? bhaNIe nahi to karIe zuM ? eTale bhaNIe chIe. paNa Aja lAge che ke e prazna nAno hato paNa ghaNo gahana ane mahatvane hate. bhaNatara ane caNatara baMne mahatvanAM jIvana aMga che. bhaNatarathI jema manane vizrAma maLe che tema caNatarathI tanane. caNatara jema palaTAtI hatuomAM tanane rakSaNa Ape che tema bhaNatara sukhadu:khathI palaTAtI jIvanaRtuomAM manane rakSaNa Ape che. sAcI vAta che. sAcuM bhaNatara ja te che je mANasane sthitaprajJa ane sthiraprajJa banAve. paripakava aneka pralebhana vacce paNa tamArI IniMdra zAMta rahe, e tarapha pralebhAya nahi to jANajo ke tamAruM jJAna paripakava che.

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prema : : : ke tArathI mokalAte saMdeze hajAro mAIla dUra rahela vyakitane paNa maLe che, te premIhadayane zuddha vicAra dUra rahelA potAnA nehIne kema na pahoMce ? tAra jaDa che chatAM emAM A zakti che, to hadaya te caitanyanA jIvaMta dhabakArathI dhabakatuM jIvana che. eno vegavaMta saMdeze te sauthI pahele pahoMce. parama prema paMtha ane saMpradAyanI vAta te khUba karI; have AtmAne paramAtmA sAthe joDatA parama premanI vAta karo te sAruM, khokhAM to ghaNAMya joyAM, have vastunuM darzana thAya te sAruM. jJAna anubhavanA AnaMda vinA mAtra jJAnano bhAra upADanAra ja je jJAnI kahevAto hota to pustakothI bharela kapATa paNa jJAnImAM khapI jAta !

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* bhUla ane AMsu bhUla te thaI jAya, paNa thayelI bhUlane bhUla rUpe samajI, ene dhovA mATe je AMkha AMsu vahAve che te ja aMte AnaMdanAM aMjana pAme che. paNa bhUla karavA chatAMya je AMkha AnaMdathI hase che te to chevaTe AMsunAM ja aMjana pAme ne? | guddhi ane siddhi jIvananI sarvazreSTha siddhi zabdothI nahi, paNa sAdhanA ane zuddhithI ja pAmI zakAya che. suvarNa jevA suvarNane paNa zuddha thavA mATe tejAbamAMthI pasAra thavAnI kaThina sAdhanA karavI paDe che. prAyazcita jIvanane pavitra karavAnI jene AkAMkSA hoya, cAritryane kAMcana jevuM ujajavaLa karavAno jene talasATa hoya, hRdayane saphaTika jevuM pAradarzaka banAvavAnI jene utkaMThA hoya te ja mANasa potAnI malinatAne dhovA prAyazcitanI dhArAo vahAve che. ene mana prAyazcitanAM AMsu e jIvananA maLane dhanAra pavitra gaMgAjaLa che. 86

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| pRDha munizrI citrabhAnu nA - 5 va graMthA 1. saurubha | suMdara ne sacitra 6ThThI AvRtti ] 2-00 jIvananA bAgamAM navInavicAraNAnI bahAra lAve tevA emanA rasabharapUra gadya-mIkitakono saMgraha, sArA prasa gee bheTa mATe | sarvottama, 2. have to jAgI [ pAMcamI AvRtti ] A pravacanamAM jIvananA pratyeka vartamAna pravAhanuM surekha vizleSaNa che. dharma ane samAjanI samasyAnAM ghaNAM mane e UMdhe che. ha, jIvana mAgaTaya | chaThThI AvRtti ] 150 | jIvana ane zikSaNanA uccatama saMskAra jagAvatAM pravacano. 4 cAra sAdhana [ navuM saMskaraNa trIjI AvRtti ] 1-50 | jJAna-dhyAna-tapa-vacana-A cAra viSayo para prakAza pAtharatAM ja pravacano. pa. dha ma ratananAM ajavALuM dainika jIvananA pratyeka prasaMga para ane vahoremAM dharma kema pALave enuM spaSTa mArgadarzana ApatAM pravacano che 6 bhavanuM bhAtu | cothI AvRttiA | 1 - 2 5 jIvanane UrdhvagAmI banAve tevI suMdara bodhaprada vArtAo, 7, kathA- dIpa januM vArtAsuvaNa navA alaMkAramAM. khIlatA zaizavane preraNA | Ape evI rocaka vArtAo. | 8 bidumA siMdhu | pAMcamI AvRttiA | : sAdI AMkhe sAmAnya lAgatI mahAna puruSonAM jIvananI nAnI | | ghaTanAomAM rahelAM jIvanakrAMtinAM bIjanuM tejasvI Alekhana, 9budhane ane mukti 0-60 sAbaramatInI jelanA bAraso kedIone Apela preraNAdAyI pravacana, 1. ziraNAnI paraba prati prabhAte preraka evAM suvicArano saMgraha. na ja 1-2 |