Book Title: Swatantratani Parakashta
Author(s): Kundkund Kahan Sat Sahitya Prachar
Publisher: Kundkund Kahan Sat Sahitya Prachar
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ namaH mike : 81411nI zikAra AtmajJa, aMtartimajha, svabhAvaniSTha, parama pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmInAM niyamasAra gAthA-110, aSTapAhuDa gAthA-10 thI 13 tathA paramAtmA prakAza, adhikAra bIje, gAthA 18 upara thayela mahAmaMgaLakArI, akSarazaH pravacano... prakAzaka - zrI kuMTha kuMTha kahAna sat sAhitya pracAra-borIvalI Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA I.sa. (bhA tha") (8) pAka) kahAna saMvata ra9 vIra saMvata 2535 ( vikrama saMvata 2065 ) 209 pUjaya gurdevazrI kAnajIsvAmInI 120 mI janmajayaMta, pUjya "vhenazrI caMpAbenanI 96 mI janmajayaMti, pUjya "vhenazrI" zAMtAbenanI 100mI janmajayaMti, pUjaya bhAIzrI lAlacaMdabhAInI 10 mI janmajayaMti. nAM maMgalamaya prasaMge fr * AvRtti prathama : prataH 2000, tA. 1-6-2009 * mUlya : dhArAvAhI svAdhyAya * prakAzaka thA prAptisthAna * zrI kuMka kuMka kahAna sat sAhitya pracAra Dira-16/205, yogI nagara, ekasara roDa, borIvalI (vesTa), muMbaI - 400 092 phona : 2863 1155 / 9322890089 TAIpa seTIMga : samIra pArekha - krieTIva peja seTarsa 34, kAvasajI paTela sTrITa, 17, lAkhANI Teresa, phorTa, muMbaI - 1 phona : 2282 57 84 makAga : nileza pArekha - pArasa prinTarsa, 1, zAMtA inDasTrIala esTeTa, AI. bI. paTela roDa, goregAma (I), muMbaI - 63 phonaH 2685 39 38 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramopakArI pUjya sadgurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmI Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzakIya nivedana A samagra pravacano pU. gurudevazrInAM sI.DI. uparathI akSarazaH lakhavAmAM AvyA che. sI.DI. uparathI lakhavAnuM kArya AtmArthI bhAIzrI vijayabhAI zaTha, borIvalI tthA AtmArthI blena zrImatI sonalabena vakhArIyA, borIvalI dvArA pUrNa thayela che, te badala saMsthA temanI AbhAra mArge che. A pravacanonAM prakAzanamAM kAMI kSati na rahe te mATe amoe vAraMvAra pravacano sAMbhaLI, lakhANa zuddhi karI che. chatAM koIpaNa kSati rahI hoya to te amAro doSa che, te badala amo kSamA cAhIye chIe. A prakAzanamAM eka mumukSubhAI taraphathI Arthika sahayoga maLyo che, te badala saMsthA temano AbhAra mAne che. lI. zrI kuMdakuMda kahAna saMta sAhitya pracAra, borIvalI \/\/N amAruM prathama prakAzana - svataMtratAno DhaMDhero Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA prAptisthAna kalakattA : zrI prakAzabhAI zAha 23/1, bI. jasTIsa dvArakAnAtha roDa, khAlasA skUlanI sAme, bhavAnIpura, kalakattA - 20 phona : 24853723 rAjakoTa : zrI cetanabhAI mahetA 'svarUcI' yogI niketana ploTa, savANI holanI zerImAM, - nirmalA konvenTa roDa, rAjakoTa-360005 phona : 93741 00508 | 2477728/29 jAmanagara : zrI parezabhAI vAdhara 25, digvIjaya ploTa, jAmanagara phona : 560566 muMbaI : zrI kavindra gAlA cothe mALe, siddhI dIpa, ruIyA skUlanI sAme, mahaMta roDa, vilepArle (i), muMbaI - 57 phona : 9892238006 ( 26102865 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI vItarAgAya namaH niyamasAra gAthA 110, saLaMga pravayana naM. 123 kammamahI sahamUlacchedasamattho sakIyapariNAmo / sAhINo samabhAvo AluMchaNamidi samuTThiM / 110 / / che karmatarumUlachedanuM sAmarthya je pariNAmamAM, svAdhIna te samabhAva-nijapariNAma AvyuMchana kahyA. 110 niyamasAra 110 gAthA, ahIM sudhI AvyuM che, nitya nigodanA jIvone paNa, zuM kahe che ? A AtmAno je paMcama paramabhAva, vastu tarIke, sattA tarIke astittva tarIke, je satya che e nitya nigodanA jIvone paNa zuddhanizcayathI te paramabhAva "che". '"abhavya pariNAmI jIvAnAm sahita nathI. eTale enA pariNAma na pariNamI zake, zuddha svabhAve na pariNamI zake evuM ene nathI, abhavya jIvane vastu che, paNa ene Azraya nathI. tethI te tene lAyaka nathI. ema Ahi~ nigodanA jIvane lAyaka nathI ema nahIM, ema kyu che. nigodanA jIvamAM paNa AhAhAhA... e lasaNa ne DuMgaLI enI je kaTakI rAI jeTalI lyo to asaMkhya to zarIra che ane anaMta eka eka jIvane taijasa, kArmANa zarIra che. evA eka aMgonA asaMkhya bhAgamAM anaMta AtmAo, paNa e AtmAnuM je satvadaLa che, e to nityanigodanA jIvane paNa zuddha ja che. AhAhAhA... (barAbara) nitya nigodanA jIvone '"paNa'", ema, pragaTa thayuM che ene to ThIka, paNa nitya nigodanA jIvone paNa, zuddha nizcayathI paramabhAva, abhavya pariNAmI jIvAnAm sahita nathI, zuddha che. e AnaMda ane paramAtma svarUpe zuddha ja che ane te paramAtma svarUpe pariNamI zake ema che. nit nAma nitya nigodanA jIvamAM paNa evI Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA zakti che. e abhavI pariNamI zakatA nathI evA e nathI ema kahe che. A...hA...hA... vastu che ne, aMtaramAM caitanya satvanuM satva enuM satva je che e to jJAyakapaNAnuM anaMtaguNanuM pUraNarUpa che. je pote svataHpaNe svayaM aMtaranA svabhAvapaNe pariNamI zakavAnI nitya nigodanA jIvane paNa tAkAta che ahAhA... bhale e TANe na karI zake paNa enAmAM tAkAta che. nitya nigodano jIva nIkaLIne paNa, mANasa thaIne paramapAriNAmika svabhAvano anubhava karI aMtamuhUrtamAM muktine pAme (barAbara). AhAhAhA... abhavya pariNAmI jIvAnAm sahita nathI, AhAhAhA.... ethI Ama kahyuM, abhavya jIvane to jIva zuddhapaNe vastu to che paNa e pariNamavAne yogya nathI. pUraNa jIvanuM svarUpa che tevuM thavAne lAyaka e nathI ema nitya nigodamAM nathI. AhAhAhA.... bhale nitya nigodamAM trasa thayo nathI atyAra sudhI, paNa e jIvamAM evI tAkAta che ke pariNamI zake evI tAkAta che. vastu to che paNa te zuddha pariNamI zake tevI lAyakAtavALA nigodanA jIvo paNa che. AhAhAhA.... che ? zuddhapaNe ja che. AhAhAhA.... jenuM satva caitanya e zuddha ja che. bhale nitya nigodamAM hoya, trasapaNuM pAmyA paNa na hoya, paNa enI vastu to zuddha, pavitra, AnaMdakaMda ane pariNamavAne yogya che. AhAhAhA.... tyAMthI nIkaLIne aMtarmuhUte manuSya thAya, ekAda bhava kare nigodathI ne pachI manuSya thAya, e ATha varSe zuddha svarUpanuM pariNamana karIne mukti paNa pAme AhAhAhA.... evI enAmAM tAkAta che. nitya nigoda jemAM trasapaNuM haju pAmyA nathI evA jIvomAM paNa evI tAkAta che ke ahIM jarI manuSya ekAdabhava vacce kare ane manuSya thAya, ATha varSe AhAhAhA.... nigodano anAdi sAMta bhAva karI ane siddhano sAdi anaMta bhAva pragaTa karI zake che. AhAhAhA... bhASA kAma na kare tyAM, bhAvanI tyAM sAmarthyanI balihArI che. e vAta aMdara besavI... AhAhAhA.... e jJAnamAM e vAta AvyA Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 7 vinA e bese nahIM, ahIMyA to nigodanA jIvanI tAkAta evI che eTalI vAta kare che paNa e bese kone ? jene e caitanya mUrti bhagavAna paramezvara svarUpe birAjamAna enI aMdaranI amUDha draSTi thaI, satyanA satvane anubhavyuM, anubhavamAM AvyuM ke A to pUraNa AnaMdano dhana che, e jIvane pariNamavAnI jema tAkAta che, ema nigodanA jIvane paNa e rIte pariNamavAnI tAkAta che. AhAhAhA.... jema, draSTAMta Ape che, A paMcamaArAnA muni, paMcamaArAnA jIvane saMbodhe che. (barAbara ) AhAhAhA.... AvaDI moTI vAta paMcama ArAmAM karAya ke nahIM ? karAya nahIM, zuM karI zake che. paMcamaArAno jIva paNa nigodamAMthI nIkaLIne aMtarmuhurtamAM ATha varSe aMtarmuhUrte AtmajJAna pAmIne sarvajJa thaI zake che. AhAhAhA.... bharoso joIe ne. vizvAse vahANa hAlene. vizvAsa, rUci, draSTi pariNamanamAM ene besavuM joIe ke A to prabhu zuddha satva che AkhuM, pUrNa AnaMda che. emAM azuddhatA to nathI, paNa apUrNatA nathI. azuddhatA to nathI, paNa apUrNatAe nathI, evA nigodanA nityanigodanA jIva che. AhAhAhA.... to pachI AhAhAhA.... to tu to bahAra nIkaLIne AMhI sudhI Avyo cho ne ema kahe che. tuM ahIMyA sudhI Avyo mokSamArga prakAzakamAM to ema kahyuM 'saba avasara A gayA hai.' AvyuM che ne. manuSyapaNuM pAmyo, jainavANI paMcama paramabhAvanI kAne paDI tane, ane kramabaddha, dravyano paryAya svabhAva kramabaddha teno nirNaya thavAno jJAyaka bhAva taraphano Azraya thavAnI lAyakAta tArAmAM che, e paMcamaAro ene kAMI naDato nathI AhAhAhA.... paMcamaArAnA saMta... e jema merUnA adhobhAgamAM rahelA suvarNarAzIne paNa, merUparvatanI nIce sonuM che ekaluM bhareluM, AhAhAhA.... lAkha jojanano merUparvata che. enI nIce ekaluM sonuM bhareluM che, anAdithI. AhAhAhA.... merUparvatano je aMdara je nIcalo bhAga je ekalA sonAthI bharelo che, anAdithI ho. AhAhAhA.... e merUparvatamAM adhobhAgamAM rahelA Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA suvarNarAzI, suvarNano Dhagalo, ene paNa suvarNapaNuM che, ene paNa suvarNapaNe to che, tema abhavIne paNa paramasvabhAvapaNuM che. abhavIne paNa paramasvabhAvapaNuM to che, te vastu niSTha che. te vastumAM rahelI ja tenI yogyatA che. merUparvatanuM sonuM bahAra lAvIne vepAramAM kAma Ave ke upayogamAM kAma Ave ema nathI. sonAno Dhagalo paDyo che nIce. merUparvata lAkha jojanano uMco, enA pramANe enI pahoLAza keTalI ? nIce ekaluM sonuM bharyuM che. AhAhAhA... zrotAne ema kahe che. tuM pariNamI zake cho ! abhavInA jIva jevo tuM nathI AhAhA..... I to alpa jIva koka hoya che, evA, tuM ahIMyA Avyo. ahIMyA sAMbhaLo cho, ahIM sAMbhaLavA Avyo, A kAMI ekendriyane kahetAM nathI, hai ? AhAhAhA.... bhale apratibaddha ho, paNa cho to bhagavAna ane bhagavAna thavAne pariNamanane lAyaka ja cho. bhagavAnapaNuM pariNamavAne lAyaka ja cho. AhAhAhA... abhavIne bhagavAnapaNuM che, paNa bhagavAnapaNuM pariNamavAne lAyaka nathI. AMtaro pADIne vAta kare che huM tane saMbhaLAvuM chuM e tane huM ema kahuM chuM ke nitya nigodanA jIvapaNa, abhavyanA jIva jevA nathI AhAhAhA.... to prabhu tuM to ahIM Avyo, ahIM sudhI Avyo, sAMbhaLyuM vItarAganI, traNalokanAM nAthanI vANI kAne paDI, to kahIye chIe ke tAro AtmA zuddhapaNe pariNamavAne lAyaka che. AhAhA... paramAtmA thavAne lAyaka che AhAhA.... paramAtmapaNuM che. evuM paramAtmapaNuM pratItamAM Ave evo tuM cho. (maMgala AzIrvAda ApanAM) AhAhA... hai? AvI vAta ja karI, Aje evI... A paMcamaArAnA sAdhu che ne, paMcamaArAnA zrotAne saMbhaLAve che. AhAhA... tuM muMjhAIza nahIM, abhavI jema na pariNamI zake ema tuM na pariNamI zake ema che nahIM, tuM AMhI sudhI Avyo cho to tuM sAMbhaLa. AhAhA... ema kahe che, munirAja ema kahe che bhagavAnanI vANIne anusarIne munirAja kahe che. bhagavAnanI vANI paNa ema kahe Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA che. (jI) e ene anusarIne e pote kahe che. e anusarIne pote pariNamyA che. paNa ene anusarIne tuM paNa pariNamIza, evo tuM cho AhAhA... paMcamaArAne, AvuM halakuM puNya, ochA, ne. halake ThekANe avatAra thaI gayo ne.. e lakSamAM laIza nahIM. AhAhA... pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu atIndriya AnaMdano rasakaMda atIndriya AnaMda paNe pariNamI zake evo tuM cho ! AhAhA.... 38 gAthAmAM to e kahyuM che ne zrIgurue vAraMvAra kahyuM, tyAM to ema lakhyuM che ke niraMtara samajAvatAM to, niraMtara samajAvatAM to kyA navarA hatAM guru ? eno artha niraMtara gholana karatAM (barAbara) AhAhA.... darzana, jJAna, cAritra ne prApta ne te paNa prApta thayuM kevuM ? ke na paDe evuM. anAdithI apratibuddha hato te paNa pratibuddha pAmyo ane te paNa ajJAna utpanna thavAnuM che ja nahIM AhAhA.... paMcamaArAnA prANIno pokAra che. kahenAra no to che paNa zrotA che, sAMbhaLyuM jeNe, eno e pokAra che. AhAhAhA.... samajAya che kAMI ? kahenAra to kahe che, paNa tuM tevo thaI zake evo cho, kALanI, rAha ne vATa jovAnI nathI .... AhAhA... Avo tane bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha kAne paDyo prabhu, e thavAne lAyaka ja cho paramAtmA, abhavInI jevo nathI tuM AhAhA.... ATaluM badhuM kahI dIdhuM. abhavI jevo nathI tuM, nitya nigodanA jIvo paNa abhavI jevA nathI AhAhA.... "tArI najarane ALase re nayane nA nirakhyAM harI" harI evo je ajJAna ne rAgadveSa haranAra prabhu, tArI najarane ALase nidhAna rahI gayuM, nizAna paDyuM ja che ane te pariNamavAne lAyaka tuM cho. AhAhA... gajaba vAta kare che... digaMbara saMtonI vAta, zrImad kahe che "digaMbaranA tIvravacanone laIne rahasya kAMIka samajI zakAya che, zvetAMbaranI moLAzane laIne rasa ThaMDAto gayo." AnA rahasyano evo pokAra che. digaMbara saMtono pokAra che. AhAhA... prabhu, tuM pariNamavAne lAyaka cho ema kahIe chIe, kahe Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 svataMtratAnI parAkASTA che. AhAhA.... prabhu, tame sarvajJa nathI ne.... ame abhavI chIe ke nahIM, eya tamane khabara nathI ne. tame Avo pokAra karo cho ekadama. AhAhA.... lAyaka cho, pariNamavAne lAyaka cho, pariNamI zake cho. AhAhA.... che ? abhavI jIvo parama svabhAvano Azraya karavAne yogya che paNa sudraSTione AhAhA..... jeNe draSTimAM gulAMTa khAdhI che mithyAtva chUTI ane kramabaddhamAM nirNaya karatA jJAyakano nirNayano anubhava thayo che. kramabaddhano nirNaya karatAM A jJAyakabhAvano anubhava thayo che. AhAhA.... evA sudraSTione atiAsanna bhavya jIvone, sudraSTinI vyAkhyA karI, lITI karIne, sudraSTi eTale atiAsanna bhavyajIva. alpakALamAM mukti che ene... AhAhA... mokSa to ene have eka, be bhavamAM dekhAya ema kahe che ene mokSa dekhAya che. alpakALamAM mokSa thaze ema pokAra che.. AhAhA... zrImadde kahyuM ke, gRhasthAzramamAM hatAM, lAkhonA vepAra hatAM, aMtaradraSTimAMthI AvyuM che je "azeSa karmano bhoga che, bhogavavo avazeSa re" rAga hajI eka bAkI lAge che. paNa tethI "deha ekadhArIne, jANuM svarUpa svadeza" ame ekAda deha dhArIne amArA dezamAM cAlyA jAzuM. rAganA pradezamAM have ame nahIM rahIe AhAhA.... rAganA pradezamAM ema kahyuM vANI AvIne, bahenamAM AvyuM ne AmAMya "jAzuM svarUpa svadeza" eno artha I Avyo, puNya ne pApa che e paradeza che, vibhAva che, svabhAva nathI eno AtmAno e parivAra nathI. AhAhA.... AtmAno parivAra to AnaMda, zAMti, svacchatAne, prabhutAne, pUrNatA e prabhunI sAmagrI arthAt parivAra che e svadezamAM ekAda deha dhAraNa karIne ame pUraNa thavAnA chIe AhAhA.... samajAya che kAMI? sarvajJane maLyA nathI. kuMdakuMda AcArya to sarvajJane maLyAM che. A sarvajJa svabhAva AtmAno sarvajJa svarUpa ja AtmA che. jene AtmajJa kahyuM. sarvajJa svabhAva AtmAno te AtmajJa che I, sarvane jANavuM e to apekSita vAta thaI AhAhA.... AtmAnI paryAyamAM pUraNapaNe jANavuM e AtmajJapaNuM e Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA sarvajJapaNuM che, evuM alpakALamAM sarvajJapaNuM thaze, te svadeza che amAro emAM ame jazuM, paradezamAMthI khasI jazuM. amAruM e vatana che AhAhA.... atindrIya AnaMdano nAtha e amArUM vatana che e amane rahevAnuM sthAna che AhAhA.... "jAzuM svarUpa svadeza" A to munirAja ema kahe che tuM alpakALamAM mokSa thaIza, mokSamAM jaIza, evo tuM cho AhAhA..... abhavInI rAzi jevo nathI, ema kIdhuM ne, nigodanA jIvone paNa ema kIdhuM, paNa saMbhaLAvanArane to paMcendriyapaNuM che, sAMbhaLanArane to paMcendriyapaNuM che... AhAhA.... ochapano Azraya na kara, ochuM rahIza evu na mAna, pUrNa thaI jaIza, evuM mAna. AhAhA... pUraNa cho ane pUraNa thaIza.! abhavI pUraNa che, paNa pUraNa thaI zakavAne yogya nathI. paNa tane kahIye chIe ke tuM pUraNa cho. ane pUraNa thaI zakavAne yogya cho. AhAhA... AvI vAta che. hRdaya muninA hRdayano A pokAra A che hai. pote pAmyA eTale ke tuM pAmIza ja. tuM pAmavAne lAyaka ja cho. AhAhA.... abhavI jIvanI peThe nathI. nitya nigodanA jIvo paNa abhavI jIvanI peThe nathI. prabhu! tyAre pachI tuM to ahIMyA pacendriyapaNe jaina vANI sAMbhaLavAne mATe Avyo. AhAhA... alpakALamAM parINamIza. e jevI jeTalI prabhutA paDI che je satvamAM prabhutva che tevI ja paryAyamAM satva prabhutA pragaTa thaI jaze. evo lAyaka tuM cho. AhAhA... vizvAsa... e kyAMthI lAvavo. kahe che, hai ? eno vizvAsa-vizvAse vahANa hAle, ema caitanyano Avo vizvAse enI pariNatI pUrI thaI jAya AhAhA.... bhASA joI? nitya nigodanA jIva, abhavI jIvanI peThe nathI mAre. A prabhu zuM che che. nitya nigodanA jIva AvA nathI AhAhA... to prabhu tuM to mANasa thayo, ane te paramAtmAnI vANI sAMbhaLavAne mATe Avyo, sAMbhaLe cho, tuM pariNamavAne lAyaka ja cho. saMdeha na kara. AhAhA.... (AjanuM saMbodhana gurudeva ! bahu mIThuM lAge che...) AhAhA.... Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12 . svataMtratAnI parAkASTA AvI vAta che. muni pote kahe che Ama, nitya nigodanA jIvamAM paNa abhavI to paDyA che, paNa chatAM abhavI ne lAyaka te pariNamana nathI ema nA pADIe chIe AhAhA.. temAM paNa evA jIvo che ke pariNamI jaze kevaLajJAnapaNe, bhale tyAMthI nIkaLIne ane tuM to nIkaLIne bahAra Avyo cho, AhAhA... ne kAne vANI paDe che paramAtmAnI, traNa lokanA nAthanI vANI che A. AhAhA... AhAhA.... (jAmI, gurudeva jAmI) AhAhA.... A phera zuM karyo ke nitya nigodanA jIva paNa pariNamI zake che. abhavI jevA nathI. gajaba vAta karI che. prabhu tame to chamastha manuSya cho, muni cho, paMcamaArA- phArAnA ame muni nathI, AhAhA.... ame to je chIe te chIe. chIe te chIe, trikALa chIe te te ja chIe ame AhAhA..... ane tuM paNa te thaI zakIza. vizvAsa lAva, saMdeha choDa, nisaMdeha kara, ame tane kahIye chIe ke tuM pariNamI zakIza to pachI tane niHsaMdeha thato nathI? AhAhA... lAlacaMdabhAI che AhAhA.... (ghaNuM kahyuM, AhAhA..... zuM vANI saMtonI, A digaMbaranA tIvra vacanone laIne rahasya samajI zakAya che ema kahe che. AhAhA.... phATa-phATa pyAlA aMdara che. digaMbara saMtonI vANI, tIrthakaranI jinavANI, divyadhvani, e A vANI che. AhAhA.... prabhu tuM pAmara tarIke mAnato hoya to choDI deje .. ApaNe abhavI haze ke nahIM ? arere...! prabhu, e zuM kare che tuM ? olI eka Arjika che ne jJAnamatI, bahu prasiddha ne vakhaNAya gAmaDAmAM. paccIsa lAkhanAM gAmaDAmAM bahu prasiddha thaI gaI che. e ema kahe che ke ApaNe bhavI che ke abhavI ? kALalabdhi pAkI che ke nathI pAkI e to sarvajJa jANe. arararara.... e chApAmAM AvyuM che. jJAnamatI che ne vAcA bahu che, mANasa bahu bheguM thAya, paNa vastu pratItanA ThekANA na maLe. AhAhA.... evuM tyAM sudhI lakhyuM che ke ApaNe bhavI che ke abhavI ? kALalabdhi pAkI che ke nathI pAkI e to sarvajJa jANe arararara.... AMhI kahe che ke pAkI che tane ema ame kahIye chIe AhAhA.... (sabhAmAM tALIo) Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA pustakanuM nAma bola bahu khe che ke A anuyoganuM ane duniyA pAchA prazaMsA kare, jANapaNAnA bola bahu hoya tyAre anuyoganA, syAdvAda avalokana pustakanuM nAma ApyuM che syAdvAda avalokana. cAra anuyoganuM jJAna che, ema kahe ke ane Ama pAchuM lakhe che ke ApaNe bhavI che ke abhavI e bhagavAna jANe. are prabhu zuM kare che tuM A ? AhAhA... AhAhA.... AMhI munirAjano pokAra che ke nitya nigodanA jIva paNa abhavInA jevA nathI ame ema kahIe chIe AhAhA.... abhavI jIva na pAmI zake evA nathI. nitya nigodamAM enA jevA che ema kahyuM ke AmAM bhAI AhAhA... gajaba kAma karyuM che. AhAhA.... rahevA de, ADa mukI de. ADa rahevA de.. pUraNa prabhu cho prabhu AhAhA... bhale koI rAgAdi hoya paNa e tane naDatara nathI. e to jJAnanuM zeya tarIke viSaya. AhAhA... sarvavizuddha jJAnamAM nathI AvatuM ? dIvo ghaTapaTane prakAze che ema nahIM, dIvo dIvAnA prakAzanI dvirUpatAne prakAze che, AhAhA... dIvo dIvAne prakAze che ne dIvo ghaTapaTanuM jJAna ja AMhI che ene jJAna eTale prakAza ane prakAze che. ema AtmA parane prakAzato nathI. (barAbara) enI dvirUpatA svane ne parane jANavAno prakAza je potAno che te dvirUpatAne prakAze che. parane nahIM AhAhAhA... vANI to juo eka.. hai ? dIvo ghaTapaTane prakAzato nathI, dIvAnI prakAzanI dvirUpatAne prakAze che. dIvo, dIvAne prakAze che ne enuM ja svarUpa che tene dIvo prakAze che, ene (parane) nahIM.. ema bhagavAna AtmA, parane jANavAmAM parane prakAze che ema nahIM (barAbara) AhAhA.... sva ane parane prakAzatA dvirUpatAne prakAze che. jJAnanI kirUpatAne prakAze che "parane nahIM'... "lokAlokane nahIM AhAhA... che ne pAchaLa... AhAhA..... pyAlo phATa kahe che aMdarathI bharelo che bhagavAna e bhagavAna bharelAne aMdara jo bharelo che pUraNa che ane pUraNa thaI zakavAne lAyaka che ema tane kahIe chIe. saMdeha nA kara AhAhAhA..... A e kahe che pokAra, besavuM to ene potAne Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1Y svataMtratAnI parAkASTA che ne. munirAja to besADe che, munirAja to kahe che, paNa nitya nigodamAM paNa abhavI jIvanI jema pariNamI zake nahIM evI vAta che nahIM.. AhAhA... e to koI jIva alpa che. DhagalAM to A paDyA che moTA jIvanA, AtmAnA pariNamavAne lAyaka paDyA che, evA DhagalA paDyA che. AhAhA... nahIM pariNamavAne lAyaka evA jIvato koI alpamAM alpa anaMtamAM bhAgane enI vAta rahevA de. e vAtane bhUlI jA, e che nahIM, tu e che nahIM. AhAhAhA... TIkA karIne gajaba kAma karyuM (TIkAnI paNa TIkA gurudeva kevI che?) hai ? gajaba TIkA che sudraSTione eTale atiAsana bhavya jIvone taiyArI che Ama muktinI taiyArI che, muktinI AhAhA.... jemAM ajaMpA jApa nahIM paNa jaMpA jApa thaI gayA che. muktino jApa thaI gayo che AhAhA.... evA AsannabhavyajIvane, Asana eTale najIka mukti najIka che. saMsAranA jene cheDA AvI gayA che AhAhA.. e vAtane lakSamAM le, saMsAranA cheDA AvI gayA che, aMta Avyo che ane muktinI najIka che, evA atiAsanna bhavyajIvone A paramabhAva A paramabhAva trikALI parama svabhAva satva A sadA niraMjanapaNAne lIdhe AhAhA.... sadA niraMjanapaNAne lIdhe, aMjana-phaMjana ene che ja nahIM, mela.. e to niraMjana che. AhAhA..... - AlocanAno adhikAra, Ama Alocana kara, Ama aMdara Alocana kara. kahe che AhAhA.... e "che" ema e rIte AlocavuM ane jovAne lAyaka ja tuM cho. saMdeha rahevA de,. bhagavAne bhava dIThA haze to ? are sAMbhaLane. bhagavAnanI pratItI thaI tene bhagavAne bhava dIThA ja nathI. kahyuM tuM ne 72nI sAlamAM, prazna uThyo'to. moTo prazna ukyo'to ke bhagavAne dIThA teTalA bhava thAze, tethI ApaNe zuM karIe ? kIdhuM bhagavAna eka samayanuM jJAna traNakALa traNalokane jANe evI eka ja paryAya, anaMtI bIjI paryAya judI rahI. eka samayanI eka paryAya, eka Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA ' guNanI eka paryAya AhAhA... lokAlokane jANe potAnA dravyaguNa pUraNane jANe evI paryAyanI sattAno svIkAra jene che, ene bhagavAne dIThuM, eno ene nirNaya sAco che. ene sattAno svIkAra thayo, ene sarvajJa sattA mArI che. eno svIkAra thayo ene bhava hoI zake nahIM. bhagavAne enA bhava dIThA nathI. '72mAM kahyuM tuM, bhagavAne bhava dIThA ja nathI. bhagavAna jene beThA, bhagavAna A jagatamAM che. eka samayanI sthitinI sattAvALAne eka samayamAM traNakALane traNalokane jANe evuM satva A jagatamAM che AhAhA. eno jene svIkAra che, bhagavAne ene bhava dIThA nathI, kIdhu. ene ekAda be bhava hoya to jJAna tarIke zeya tarIke che, chUTe chUTako bhagavAne dIThuM e to Ama kahyuM ne je je dekhI vItarAgane, te te hozI vIrA re..." paNa kone ? jene bhagavAnanI pratItI thaI che tene je je vItarAga dekhe. je je dekhI vItarAge, te te hozI vIrA, paNa vItarAga che jagatamAM. eNe dIThuM pachI prazna ? vItarAganuM astitva jagatamAM che. eka samayanuM vItarAganuM astittva AhAhA.... pUraNa vItarAgatA jagatamAM che. eka samayanI paryAya pUraNa che. evI sattAno jene svIkAra che, tene bhagavAne bhava dIThA nathI. bhagavAne tene bhagavAna thavAnuM dIThuM che. e to alpakALamAM ja bhagavAna thavAno che... AhAhA.. AvI vAta che ! AhAhA.... (Aje bapore zeno rasa pAyo che gurudevane ema pUche che..) e lAve che. kAMIka... AhAhA.... AsanabhavyajIvane. AhAhA... Asanna, atiAsana bhavya, pAchuM bhavya Asanna ne atiAsanna AhAhA.... ati AsannabhavyajIvane A paramabhAva sadA niraMjanapaNAne lIdhe AhAhA.... te paramabhAva niraMjana che. aMjananI gaMdha nathI jemAM, rAganI gaMdha nathI. udayane sparzato nathI evo je parama svabhAva bhAva paramAtmA paDyo che. AhAhA... te paramAtmA thavAne lAyaka che. paramAtmA thavAne lAyaka nathI e vAta ahIMyA sAMbhaLavA jevI nathI. AhAhA.... ema kahe che. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA ethI zrImadde kahyuM ne digaMbaranA tIvravacano, tIvravacano enA, saMtonA tIvra vacanone laIne rahasya samajI zakAya che ke A zuM kahevA mAMge che, aMdarathI,ukyo'to evo zabda che ne zvetAMbaranI moLAzane laIne viparItatA ne laIne rasa ThaMDAto gayo. A to pokAra che tIvravacanano ke ati Asana bhavya jIvane A paramabhAva sadA niraMjanapaNAne lIdhe sadA niraMjanapaNe niraMjanapaNAne lIdhe, eTale niraMjanapaNe "bhAsyo" hovAne lIdhe, niraMjanapaNuM che. paNa "che' evuM "bhAsyA vinA che' evuM kyAMthI AvyuM ? jJAnamAM "zeya" "bhAsyA vinA A "che' evuM AvyuM kayAMthI ? AhAhA... - gajaba TIkA karI che 'padmaprabhamaladhArI deva' che muni che, AcArya nathI. muni to tIrthaMkara thavAnA evuM manamAM AvyuM che. evo dhvani lAge che tIrthakara thavAnA, tIrthaMkara thaIne mokSa jaze. AhAhA.... I batAvyuM tuM nahIM. eka phera aMdara, sarvajJanI vAta AvI tyAM sarvazapaNuM na mUkyuM ne tIrthaMkarapaNuM mUkyuM, e batAvyuM'tuM, bhAI hiMmatabhAI, sarvajJanI vyAkhyA AvI che jyAM, tyAM sarvajJapaNuM na mUkatAM tIrthakarane mUkyA che. tIrthakara AvA atyAre sarva bhAvavALA che. enA dhvaninA, magajamAM ema AvatuM'tuM ke A tIrthakara thavAnA che samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA. che ne kyAMka juo (2 12 pAnuM ? 2 12 kaLaza, 259 pAnuM) AvyuM, jo... I AvyuM. joyuM. draSTinI vAta kare che, je zuddhadraSTivaMta jIva ema samaje che ke parama munine tapamAM, niyamamAM, saMyamamAM, sancAritramAM. sadA AtmA Urdhva rahe che dareka kAryamAM niraMtara zuddhAtmadravya ja mukhya rahe che, to ema siddha thayuM ke rAganA nAzane lIdhe abhirAma evAM je bhavabhayahara, sarvajJa na lIdhA, paNa bhavabhayahara bhAvi tIrthAdhinAtha, che... nahIMtara sarvajJane tyAM levA joIe. bhAvi sarvajJa na lIdhA, paNa tIrthAdhinAtha sarvajJa lIdhA che, te potAno dhvani che aMdarano AhAhA.... che... Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA . 17 caMdubhAI, abhirAma evA bhavabhayahara, sarvajJa joIe tyAM zabda AhAhA... bhAvi tIrthAdhinAtha ne A sAkSAt sahaja-samatA cokkasa che. sarvajJa zabda na vAparatAM bhAvi tIrthAdhinAtha vAparyo che zabda, aMdara I potAno aMtarano dhvani che AhAhA..... digaMbara munionI to balihArI che. AhAhA.... sAkSAt tIrthakaranA kAma kare che e AhAhA..... enI vANIne enA bhAva tIrthakaranI hAjarI batAve che. AhAhA.... kahe che ke ati Asannabhavya niraMjanapaNAne lIdhe. niraMjanapaNAne lIdhe eno artha niraMjanapaNAne pratibhAsyo hovAne lIdhe. e bhale niraMjana "che', paNa "che' evuM "pratibhAsa vinA" niraMjana che' ema kyAMthI AvyuM ? zuM kIdhuM che ? bhagavAna AtmA niraMjana che zuddha caitanyamUrti paNa e bhAsyA vinA, jJAnamAM e bhAsyA vinA A parama niraMjana che, ema kyAMthI AvyuM ? bhAsyuM tyAre ema lAgyuM ke A parama niraMjana che AhAhA.... emAM paNa parama niraMjana nAthane bhAsyo che. I "che" eTaluM ema nahIM. e parama svabhAva bhAva niraMjana che' ema nahIM. e "che" evo bhAsyo che, mATe "che'. "bhAsyA vinA che ema ene kyAMthI Ave ? AhAhA.... samajANuM kAMI ? sadA niraMjanapaNe pratibhAsyo hovAne lIdhe, pratibhAsyo eTale jJAnanI paryAyamAM bhAsyo hovAne lIdhe AhAhA... saphaLa thayo che. ke niraMjana "che paNa pratibhAsyo che tethI saphaLa thayo che. pratibhAsa thAya nahIM tyAM che e saphaLa kyAM thayuM ? zuM kIdhuM ? sadA niraMjana che bhagavAna paNa bhAsyA vinA jJAnamAM bhAsyA vinA A pratibhAsa sadA niraMjana che ema jANe koNa ? jANyuM koNe ? e pratibhAsyo che eNe jANyuM che e kahe che ke AhAhA.... ene sadA niraMjana je bhAva pratibhAsyo che mATe te niraMjanabhAva saphaLa thayo che. niraMjana bhAva che to kharo. paNa AsannabhavyajIvane saphaLa thayo che AhAhA... paryAyamAM, Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18. svataMtratAnI parAkASTA draSTimAM bhAsyo che. ethI te "che' te bhAsyo che, ethI tene te saphaLa thayo che. "che' tevuM bhAna thaI gayuM che, "che' tevI pratItIne jJAnamAM zeya AvI gayuM che. Akho paramAtmA jJAnanI paryAyamAM Avyo che khyAlamAM. paryAyamAM dravya AvatuM nathI, paNa pratibhAsa che, che ne ? pratibhAsyo che. paryAyamAM Akho niraMjana, nirAkAra bhagavAna pratibhAsyo che tethI te saphaLa thayo che. niraMjana "sadA che paNa pratibhAsyo mATe saphaLa thayo che. pratibhAsa vinA A "che' eTale zuM ? AhAhA..... jo A evI vAta che. AhAhA.... sadA niraMjanapaNAne lIdhe saphaLa thayo che, saphaLa thayo che eno eTalo artha kADhyo sadA niraMjanapaNuM che, evuM bhAsyuM che, tethI saphaLa thayuM che. samajAya che kAMI ? AhAhA.... trilokanAtha sarvajJa svabhAvI prabhu niraMjana nirAkAra hovA chatAM pratibhAsyo tyAre tene hovuM che" ema beThuM, tethI tene saphaLa thayuM che. pratibhAsyo che tethI tene saphaLa thayo che. pratibhAsato nathI enuM saphaLa kyAMthI thAya. AhAhA... tenA jJAnamAM pUraNa svarUpa che evo bhAsa thayo ne bhAna thayuM che tene te sadAniraMjanapaNuM te saphaLa che. tenuM phaLa tene AvyuM, saphaLa che. jene e mAnavAmAM AvyuM nathI, anubhavamAM AvyuM nathI, draSTimAM AvyuM nathI, zeya tarIke jJAnamAM jaNAyuM nathI ene to saphaLa nathI. AhAhA... paNa jevaDuM e joya che, tevaDuM jJAnamAM AvyuM che. tethI te sadA niraMjanapaNuM saphaLa thaI gayuM che AhAhA..... gajaba vAta karI che ne. AhAhA.... jethI A parama paMcama bhAva vaDe ati AsannabhavyajIvane nizcaya parama AlocanAnA bhedarUpe utpanna thatuM "AluMchana nAma siddha thAya che. oluM, pratibhAsyo che mATe Alocana siddha thAya che AhAhA.... - jJAnamAM, trikALI niraMjana sadA pratibhAsyo eTale jJAnamAM bhAsyo che. paryAyamAM pratibhAsyo che tevo bhAsyo pratibhAsa thayo che. tethI Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 1e te tenuM saphaLapaNuM thayuM che. saphaLapaNuM thayuM che tethI te parama AlocanAnA bhedarUpe pUratuM AluMchana ene siddha thAya che. e saphaLapaNuM thayuM te ja AluMchana che, e Alocana che. AhAhA.... kAraNa ke paramabhAva samasta karmarUpI viSama viSa vRkSanA vizALa mULane ukheDI nAkhavA samartha che. eTale ke enAmAM che nahIM. paramabhAva samasta karmarUpI viSama viSa vRkSane vizALa mULane ukheDI nAMkhavA samartha eTale ke enAmAM e che ja nahIM. saphaLa thayo che. enAmAM e che ja nahIM eTale ukheDI nAMkhyuM ema ame vyavahArathI kahevAmAM Ave che. vizeSa kahezuM. - pramANa vacana gurudeva ! 0 prathama vicAramAM nirAvalaMbIpaNe cAlavuM joIe. koInA AdhAra vinA ja addharathI ja cAle ke huM Avo chuM... utpAda-vyaya-dhruva svarUpa chuM. vigere. te vicAro cAlatAM cAlatAM evo rasa-Ave ke bahAramAM AvavuM goThe nahi. haju che to vikalpa, paNa ema ja lAge ke A huM. A huM..ema gholana cAlatAM cAlatAM e vikalpo paNa chUTI jAya, pachI to sahaja thaI jAya...svAdhyAya vakhate paNa AnuM A ja lakSa cAlyA karatuM hoya, A dravya, A guNa, A paryAya. A vicAro cAlatAM AkhA jagatanA bIjA vikalpo chUTI gayo hoya che. zAstronA zabdo vinA haiyA-ukela thaI javo joIe. upADa mULamAMthI Avavo joIe. bIjuM ochuM samajAtuM hoya tenuM kAMI nahIM... anya sarva vikalpo chUTI jAya ane addharathI AtmA saMbadhI ja vicAro cAlyA kare ane vaLagyA ja rahe. AkhI sattAnuM jJAnamAM gholana cAle che. prayoga to eNe ja karavo paDe che. vizvAsa Avavo joIe.... bIjI bIjI ciMtAo hoya to A kyAMthI cAle? ..Ano abhyAsa vAraMvAra joIe. - pUjya gurudeva (dravyadraSTi jinezvara) Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI vItarAgAya namaH (aSTapAhuDa, bodhapAhuDI gAthA 10-11-12-13 A aSTapAhuDa, bodhapAhuDanI vyAkhyA che. (jI, hAM) jinapratimAnuM kathana che. sAcI jina pratimA kone kahevI? jaina mAragamAM vItarAga deve jina pratimA Ane kahI che (barAbara, kaI nayathI?) I sAcI nathI. A pratimA che e to vyavahAra che maMdira Adi pratimA e to vyavahAra che Avo nizcaya hoya tyAre vikalpa uThe, tyAre lakSa tyAM jAya eTale... (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI? (barAbara) jina pratimAnuM nirUpaNa. saparA jaMgamadehA daMsaNaNANeNa suddhacaraNANaM NiggaMthavIyarAyA jiNamagge erisA paDimA // 10 / / jaM caradi suddhacaraNaM, jANai picchei suddhasammattaM / sA hoI vaMdaNIyA NiggaMthA saMjadA paDimA // 11 / / dasaNaaNaMtaNANaM aNaMtavIriya aNaMtasukkhA ya / sAsayasukkha adehA mukkA kammaTThabaMdhehiM // 12 // niruvamamacalamakhohA NimmiviyA jaMgameNa rUveNa / siddhaThThANammi ThiyA vosarapaDimA dhuvA siddhA // 13 / / daga-jJAna-nirmaLa caraNadharanI bhinna jaMgama kAya je, nigraMtha ne vItarAga, te pratimA kahI jinazAsane. - 10 jANe-jue nirmaLa sudaga saha, caraNa nirmaLa Acare, te vaMdanIya nigraMtha-saMtarUpa pratimA jANaje. 11 niHsIma darzana-jJAna ne sukha-vIrya varte che mane, zAzvatasukhI, azarIrane karmANa baMdhavimukata je. 12 akSobha-nirupama-acala-dhruva, utpanna jaMgama rUpathI, te siddha siddhisthAnasthita, vyutsargapratimA jANavI. 13 Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 21 AcArya pote jina mAragamAM Ane pratimA kahIe (barAbara) vItarAgI AtmAnI paryAya, rAga ne puNyanA vikalpathI bhinna jevuM caitanyanuM svarUpa rAgathI bhinna che evuM bhAna ane emAM saMyamanI sthiratA, (barAbara) vItarAgatA evA AtmAne jina pratimA kahevAya che. (satya kRpAnAtha) eya zobhAlAlajI... ekalI A jina pratimA ne derAsara ne maMdira ne bhakti ne pUjA kare ne mAne ke amane gharama thaI gayo. (e to manobhAvanA che) A to mAnasika kalpanA Ave tyAre e vAta che. AtmikamAM e vAta nathI (jI-haoN) samajANuM kAMI? (jI-prabhu) e svarUpacaMdabhAI tattvArthasAramAM e che. mAnasika vikalpa uThe che tyAM sudhI ene sthApanA nikSepa upara lakSa jAya. zubhabhAva hoya eTaluM. Atmika bhAvanAmAM eno avakAza nathI (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI? bhagavAna AtmA darzana jJAna karI zuddha nirmaLa ane cAritra jInake tinake svaparA." jene aMtaramAM darzana samyaka anubhava che ane jene svanuM jJAna che svasaMvedana ane svamAM lInatA che. (barAbara) samajAya che kAMI? (barAbara) evuM je saMyamI muni ane dharmAtmA ene ahIMyA jina pratimA kahI che. (barAbara) jina mArgamAM ene jina pratimA kIdhI che. oluM vaLI kyAM gayuM ? jIna mAraga bahAra haze ? e jina mAraga ja nathI, kharekhara I to vyavahAra mAraga che, rAga mAraga che. vyavahAra jina mAraga che, nizcaya jina mAraga (nathI) AhAhA... samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) vastu evI che jarI... apanI ane parakI cAlatI deha jina mAraga vize jaMgama pratimA hai (barAbara) guru ane ziSya beyanI jina pratimA kIdhI ahIM to (barAbara) ziSya paNa evo hoya che je vikalpa rahita zraddhA, jJAna ane saMyamavALo che. evo ziSya ane pote guru. beyanI deha, jaMgamadeha ene jina pratimA kahevAya. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI? kaho. pahelAM pratimA mAnatAM na hatAM, pAchuM vaLI AvuM nIkaLyuM AhAhA... (je mAne che e maryAdita mAno cho ne) AhAhA... kharekhara to I vyavahAra vikalpa che I paradravya che, I vastu ja paradravya che (barAbara) Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA svadravyane Azraye draSTijJAna ne sthiratA e svadravyane I jaina mAraga che. (satya kRpAnAtha) paMDitajI AhAhA.... evo mAraga che (satyavAta) kAle rAte kahyuM tuM eka vAta ke para dravyano kartA AtmA kema nathI? jenI sattA bhinna che e bhinna sattA paranuM karI zake nahIM.... (nahIM) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) bhinna sattAvAna padArtha che ne. caitanya ane jaDa Adi (barAbara) e caitanyane caitanya lIdhuM. bhinna sattAvAna padArtha, bhinna sattAnuM kare ema bane nahIM. ekavAta, (jI) samajANuM ? bIjI vAta .... Asrava tattva che ne svabhAva tattva che te bhinna tattva che, (barAbara) dayA-dAna-vrata-bhaktinA pariNAma uThe che rAga, e paratattva che. svabhAva te caitanyatattva che (barAbara) eTale svabhAva caitanyatattva ane vibhAva Asrava paratattva eTale parasattA eTale svabhAvanI draSTinI apekSAe Asrava para sattA eTale Asavano kartA svabhAva draSTivaMta nathI. (nathI, nathI) samajANuM kAMI? (barAbara) AhAhA.. jema sva ne paradravya para sattA che I sthaLa parasattA thaI. ethI, eka sattA bIjI sattAnuM kAMI kare ema nahIM. ema bhagavAna AtmA zuddha svabhAva sattAvAna padArtha che. (barAbara) ane Asava che I bhinna sattAvALI cIja che. ethI be padArthanI vaccemAM svabhAvadraSTivaMta parasattAvALA Asrava dayA dAna vyavahAraratnatrayano vikalpa eno I kartA nathI. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) jhINI vAtuM bhAI.. trIjI vAta, AgaLa laIe to dravya ne paryAya be sattA bhinna che. (barAbara) jema parasattA bhinna che, Asrava sattA bhinna che mATe kartA nahIM, ema eka dravya trikALI, eka samayanI nirmaLa vItarAgI paryAya (barAbara) e be sattA bhinna che mATe dravya, paryAyano kartA nathI. (barAbara) vItarAgI paryAyano paNa AtmA kartA nathI AhAhA... eya svarUpacaMdabhAI, AvuM svarUpa che. (satyavAha) jina sattAnA traNa prakAra pADyA. rAtre kahyuM hatuM. samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) AhAhA... Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23 svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 3 AvI vastu che. ene zraddhA ne jJAnamAMya na lya ane jhaghaDAM, jhaghaDAM jhaghaDAM, bahAramAM, A mUrti hoya che, hoya enA ghare. e to paradravya che. A enA taraphano vikalpa udyo I paradravya che (jI prabhu) svadravya nahIM. (barAbara) ethI te paradravyano kartA svadravyanI zraddhAvALo nathI. (nathI, nathI, nAtha) ane AgaLa jatAM dravyane paryAya be sattA siddha karavI che, bhinna, (barAbara) bhinna sattA che e beya (jIhAM - sAta dravya che?) che... bhale je hoya I (je hoya I) paNa dravyane paryAya be sattA bhinna che. sAmAnya sattA ane vizeSa sattA paryAya be bhinna che. e apekSAe bhinna mATe bhinna dravya, paryAyano kartA che nahIM barAbara) mokSamArganI paryAyano kartA dravya nathI. (barAbara) eya.. I gAthA Avaze ApaNe e traNaso vIsamI cAlaze e to mANaso bhegA thAyane tyAre AhAhA.. samajANuM kAMI ? hindI, hindI (jI) A hindI loko Avaze ne traNaso vIsamI, jayasena AcAryanI TIkA, bahu sUkSma viSaya ghaNo, I cAlaze, Ama jhAjhA mANaso Ave ne tyAre sAMbhaLe. pAnA chapANA che paMdaraso (jIhaoN) traNaso vIsamI, jayasena AcAryanI TIkA sUma. e AtmA, mokSano mAraga ne mokSanI paryAyathI paNa bhinna che. (barAbara) mokSanI paryAyano kartA AtmA nahIM, dhruva nahIM. (barAbara) AvI vAta... (satya vAta) kemake kartA hoya to be eka thaI jAya che. jema eka sattAvALuM dravya bIjA sattAvALAne kAMI kare to be eka thaI jAya che. (barAbara) e vinodabhAI, jarI rAte thoDI vAta karI'tI, A bahenone paNa thoDo khyAla Ave ne bhAI... (ahIM) bhagavAna AtmAnI sattA svabhAvanI ane vibhAvanI be sattA ja bhinna che. (barAbara) be hovApaNe bhinna che, eTale hovApaNe bhinna e svabhAva, te vibhAva ne kema kare ? (barAbara) svabhAvanI paryAya te vibhAvane kema kare ? (barAbara) zuM kIdhuM samajANuM ? (jIhAM) svabhAvanuM dravya ekakora rAkho Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 svataMtratAnI parAkASTA AhA... svabhAvika paryAya je che, jarI sUkSma paDe, paNa sAMbhaLavuM... samajAya che kAMI ? (barAbara) je AtmA vastu svabhAva dravya, guNane paryAya, I nirmaLa svabhAva te AtmA vastu, have puNyane pApanA vikalpa je vikAra doSarUpa bhAva (jIhA~) enI sattA ja bhinna che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) eya, jhINuM to Ave, e cimanabhAI e mAraga to vItarAgano che. A vItarAgano eTale vItarAgabhAvano (bhAvano, barAbara) ahAhA.... je bhagavAna AtmA, Asrava sattAnA hovApaNAnA udaya bhAvathI to bhinna che vastu (barAbara) udayabhAva to Asravatattva, bhAvabaMdha tattva che ane svabhAva che jJAyakabhAva te nirmaLa abaMdhatattva che. (barAbara) ahAhA.... e abaMdhatattva-bhAvabaMdhatattva be bhinna che mATe teno e kartA (nathI) ane jo kartA thAya to be eka thaI jAya che. (hA~ prabhu, satya kRpAnAtha !) have trIjI vAta ahAhA.... (jIhA~) je vItarAgI paryAya thaI te kartA AsravanI nathI. (barAbara) paNa vItarAgI paryAyane vItarAgI dravya trikALa I dravya vItarAgI dravya che (barAbara) benI sattAne bhinna siddha karatAM eka sattA dravyasattA, paryAyanI kartA nathI (barAbara) jo paryAyanI kartA thaI jAya to dravyane paryAya be eka thaI jAya che. (jIhA~ prabhu) haiM (zrotA H ekabIjA AlIMgana kare che) AlIMgana karatAM ja nathI, aDatAM ja nathI ema kahe che AMhI... ahAhA.... svabhAvanI paryAya, vibhAva, doSanA paryAyane aDatI ja nathI. (barAbara) bahu sUkSma... ahAhA.... samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) popaTabhAI rAte kahyuM'tuM tame moDA AvyA'tAM. bhAI, moDA AvyA'tAM jarIka. I vAta pahelI thaI gaI. samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) A vAta che. - vastu pote je che, chokarAne pUchyuM'tuM, kIdhuM ke, elA paranuM na kare enuM kAraNa ke kriyAvartI zakti che mATe emAM paNa...I kaI... chokarAva Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA pa olA sAMje AvyAne jarIka, A kriyAvartI zikhavyuM che ne sahune. agurulaghu, eno paryAya paramAM jAya nahIM mATe. ema ke. chatAM eno mULa siddhAMta to e che ke jevuM hovApaNuM bhinna hoya ene bIjuM hovApaNuM kaMI aDatuM nathI, aDatuM nathI mATe kartA nathI. AhAhA. samajANuM kAMI? eTale traNa sattA bhinna thaI, eka AkhI bIjI cIja bhinna ane dravya bhinna mATe parano kartA nahIM, eka svabhAvika vastu ne enI nirmaLa paryAya, enAthI AsravaparyAya taddana bhinna paradravya, udayabhAva paradravya, mATe paradravyanu svadravya enI nirmaLa paryAya paNa padravyane kare nahIM, Asavane kare ja nahIM. samajANuM kAMI? (yahIM vItarAgakA bhedajJAna hai) A vAta che. e vyavahArane jANyA huA prayojanavAna che je kIdhuM che. eTale ke ene jJAnanI paryAya alpa che ne ene I jANe che. emAM doSa saMbaMdhInuM jJAna doSane laIne nahIM, doSa che mATe nahIM. doSa paradravya che. (barAbara) enA jJAnanI paryAyamAM sva ane parane jANavAno potAno paryAyano eka astittva eka che. be astittva nathI, (jI prabhu, barAbara) paranuM jANavuM ane svane jANavuM evA be bhAga nathI. be che I ekarUpa che. (barAbara) ahAhA..... samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) evA astittvanI paryAyamAM AsravanI paryAya, jANavAmAM Ave ema je kahyuM hatuM bAramAM (sa.sAra 12 mI gAthAmAM) paNa ethI vizeSa to ema Avyu ke "jaNAyo evo, e zeya, jJAnanI paryAyamAM "jaNAI jAya che, jANavuM ema nathI." (barAbara) e jJAnacaMdajI, jarI jhINuM paDaze, paNa have sAMbhaLo to kharA.. ahAhA... evI vAta che. (barAbara) eka virodha karyo to hamaNAM ke tame jANyA huA kema lakhyuM AmAM kAMtilAla. kemake jaNAya ke bhaI, amAre vadhAre pasaMda che. (amAre kabula che) kabula zuM? I ema ja che. e to bhAI olA jayacaMda paMDite, jANyA huA prayojanavAna bAramI gAthAmAM kahyuM hatuM. e ema thAya ema Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 svataMtratAnI parAkASTA eno artha ... e to jANyA huA, paNa e jaNAyo thako, jaNAI jAya che ema jaNAya jAya che eTale sva taraphanI draSTi che tyAM enI paryAyamAM A che ema jANavuM e tyAM paDatuM nathI. jANavuM paDe kyAM? ene jANe che e to ahAhA..... jema kevaLajJAnamAM lokAlokane jANe che ? jANavuM paDe che ? I jJAnanI paryAya ja potAnI evI che ke para saMbaMdhInuM potAnuM jJAna ne sva saMbadhInuM potAnuM ene ekarUpane pote jANe che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) bhAre kAma bhAI! paryAyane jANavuM e paNa hajI vyavahAra che (barAbara) ahAhA.... samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) ane e paryAya ane vItarAgI paryAya ane dravya benI sattA eka nathI. eka sAmAnya sattA gharama che. ane eka vizeSa sattArUpa dharama che. (jIha) be eka sattApaNe nathI. beyanI sattA bhinna che. (barAbara) mATe bhinna sattA mATe dravya, paryAyanI kartA nathI. mokSa mAraganI paryAyano paNa dravya kartA nathI (navI) mokSanI paryAyano dravya kartA nathI (barAbara) ahAhA.... bhAre kAma bhAI (satya vAta) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) eya nemIcaMdabhAI, A badhuM samajavA jevuM che A (bahu sarasa) ahI kahe che (jI) muni aMdara AtmAnuM darzana AtmAno sva Azraya, para Azraya jeTalo bhAva che ene to paradravya gaNIne ahIM pelo jaina mAragamAM gaNyo nathI. nizcaya mArgamAM, parama satya mAragamAM, vyavahArane gaNavAmAM Avyo ja nathI. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? ahAhA.... (barAbara) tethI AcArya zuM kahe che? "jINa magnade erisA paDimA' jina mAragamAM AvI pratimA kIdhI che (barAbara) tirthaMkaroe anaMta kevaLIoe jina mAragamAM svarUpanI draSTi, svarUpanuM jJAna, svarUpanuM jJAna ane svarUpanI ramaNatA saMyamavALI ene jina mAragamAM jina pratimA tirthaMkaroe kahI che. (barAbara prabhu !) eya.... hai ! olo vaLI bIjo mAraga Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 27 kyAM ? e jina mAraga haze? I bIjo mAraga, I jina mAraga nizcaya nahIM I vyavahAra che. I jJAnamAM, jJAnanI paryAya potAne jANatAM I che enuM jANavuM paNa hAre potAne kAraNe utpanna thaI jAya che. (barAbara) ene I jANe che. (vAha re vAha) samajANuM kAMI ? kevaLajJAnI potAnI paryAyane jANe che (barAbara) lokAlokane jANavuM te asadbhuta vyavahAranayanuM kathana che. (barAbara) eya bhAI ! (jI hoM, barAbara) ema sammadraSTi potAnI paryAyane jANe che I barAbara che, sadbhuta vyavahAranaye ahAhA.... paNa doSane jANe che e asabhUta vyavahAranaya che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI? (barAbara) mArga evI cIja che koI. samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) zrImadde kahyuM che ke : "nahIM tuM ke upadezane, prathama le upadeza sabase nyArA Agama hai "vo jJAnIkA-deza" eya... (jIhAM... kaI nayathI che e jANavuM to paDe ne?) jANavAnI to vAta kIdhIne enA hAruM, kahevAya to che, A to bodhapAhuDa che ne AvI pratimAne jANa ema che ahI pATha (barAbara) bodhano artha jina che (jI, ha) AvI pratimAne jANa ema kahe che AhIM (barAbara) olI pratimA ke I to vacce hoya, enuM jJAna paNa potAnuM jJAna che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) evI vAta che jarI, kahe che (jI) "darzanajJAna zuddha nirmaLa cAritra jInake tinake svaparA' sva-parA, sva nAma apanI ane paranAma ziSyanI beyanI vItarAga bhAvarUpa A paDImA che. tene jina pratimA jina mAragamAM kahI che. (barAbara) kaho. A badhuM A derAsarane, maMdirane.... A zuM A, badho vyavahAra che. avastu che. svavastunI apekSAe avastu che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI? (jI, prabhu) ahAhA.... jema svadravyanI apekSAe bhagavAna paramAtmA pote avastu che. (jI hIM) ema dravyanA svabhAvanI apekSAe Asava Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 svataMtratAnI parAkASTA avastu che. (barAbara) ema dravyanI apekSAe paryAya avastu che. (barAbara) eya ahAhA.... paryAyanI apekSAe paryAya vastu che. (jIha) (be naya AvyA) ahAhA.... evuM che bhAI samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) bhagavAna AtmA ahIM to phakta sattAnI bhinnatA te bhinna ne kare nahI. evI je aMdara vItarAga pratimA bhAva ene jaina mAragamAM jina pratimA kIdhI. ahIM to jina mAragamAM ene kIdhI, olo vyavahAra phavyavahAra I jaina mAragamAM nahIM, I to bahAranI vAta thaI gaI. e (jaina mAraga che ja nahIM.) e jaina mAraga nathI. are, bhAre vAta. (satyavAta nAtha) aupacArIka vikalpa che (jIha) jANe, hoya che I (upacAra che) upacAra che. (upacArano niSedha kare to...) olAmAM AvyuM che ne, ApaNe AmAM AvyuM che ne kaLaza TIkAmAM, paryAyano kartA upacAra che. ema (ovyu) khabara che ? zarUAtamAM AvyuM che, upacAra, paryAyano kartA I upacAra che. eno artha ja I, lakhyuM che I. (parano kartA to pachI kyAMthI hoya ?) to parano ahAhA.... che ne.. pelAmAM che ne... zemA kIdhu parano kartA to kyAM rahyo paNa paryAyano kartA upacArathI che. upacAra kaho ke vyavahAra kaTho abhUtArtha che. (jI) arere. A bhAre vAta AvI. (satya vAta gurudeva) agama pyAlA che bApu A mArgamAM (barAbara) samajAya che kAMI ? (barAbara, agama pyAlAne gama to karavu paDazene) gama karavA sAruM to A vAta cAle che. A ahAhA... agamane gama karyuM jeNe ahAhA... juone A bodhamAM lakheluM che paheluM AvuM che, Avu che, AvuM che, AvuM che, jina pratimA ene tuM jANa. (barAbara) jina pratimA to je samyagdarzana, jJAna ane cAritra sahita che te jina pratimA. (barAbara) olA saMbhaLAvanArane kahe che ke AvuM hoya tene tuM jina pratimA jANa (barAbara, jahAM) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) bahu mAthu jhINuM ghaNuM.. "agama pyAlA... pIo matavAlA, cinhI adhyAtmavAsA, AnaMdaghanajI dekhe loka tamAzA," (barAbara) kahe che (jIhAM, A ene nakkI karavuM Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 29 paDaze (barAbara) jene gharama karavo hoya ene A jAtanI vastu che evuM ene jJAnamAM nakkI karavuM paDaze (barAbara) apanI aura parakI cAlatI dehake jina mArga viSe jaMgama pratimA dekho (jIhAM) potAno AtmAno je AtmAnI sAthe deha, olo ziSyano AtmAne deha, cAlato, cAlato I jaMgama pratimA che (barAbara) jina mArgamAM ane pratimA kIdhI. athavA svapara kahIe AtmA te parase bhinna hai esI deha svarUpa, deha dekho (jIhAM) dehane kahIye nigraMthadazA che ne dehamAM. (barAbara) eka vastrano tANo ne vAgo nahIM. nagnamuni tadana, jevI mAtAe janamyA evo deha-nigraMtha svarUpe "jAke kI chu parigraha kA leza nAhIM" aisI digaMbara mudrA.(barAbara) ahAhA... ene paNa pratimA vyavahAre kahevAmAM Ave che dehane ho. ahAhA..... (jI) olI nizcaya (jIhAM) "vItarAga svarUpa hai, jAke kahu vastuso rAga-dveSa moha nAhI." vikalpa ja jyAM vastumAM nathI, nirvikalpa cIja che, dravyaguNane AkhA paryAya paNa jenI nirvikalpa che. (barAbara) evA pratimAne jina pratimA jaina zAsanamAM sAcI jaina pratimA ene kIdhI che. (barAbara) ko samajANuM kAMI ? (satyakRpALunAtha) pachI olo vyavahAra che ema jaNAvaze, paNa tuM tyAM ekalo mAnI bese ke Ane laIne gharama thAya ne Ane laIne mokSa thAya .. bhagavAnanI pratimA pUjavAthI ne devAthI saMvara, nirjarA thAya emAM eka aMzamAM mAla (nathI) zobhAlAlajI (barAbara) paNa vAMdhA A udyA olA e dharma manAvyo, tyAre olAe uDADI dIdhuM (hAM beya khoTA) hai. (beya khoTA) beya khoTA. kahyuM'tu vyAzImAM kahyuM tuM, saMpradAyamAM hatA tyAre. AmA paraMtu eTalI zraddhA amArA para eTale koI zaMkA na kare (jI) bharoso ghaNone amArA upara eTale kahetA haze. meM bAsImAM saMpradAyamAM kahyuM tuM hoM. (hAM jI) nava varSa pahelAM juo kIdhuM ? so rUpiyA be mitra hatAM eke so rUpiyA bIjAne ApelA, so rUpiyA samajone, eka mitra e potAnA mitrane so rUpiyA ApelA be mitro. pachI e marI gayA che. jenA bApe ApelA eNe joyuM ke mArA bApe AnA bApane so rUpiyA ApelA Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 svataMtratAnI parAkASTA be mIMDA caDAvyA. mIMDA samajone zUnya so para be zUnya caDAvI dasa hajAra ene kahyuM ke dasa hajAra tArA bApane mArA bApe ApyAM che. mATe lAva tame paisAvALA hamaNAM thayA cho. ole joyuM ke so rUpiyA to lAge che, paNa kabula karIza to dasa hajAra mAMgaze. soe nathI, olAe be mIMDA caDAvyA, ANe kADhI nAkhyAM ahAhA.... - ema derAvAsIe kIdhuM zvetAMbare (jIhAM) bhagavAnanI mAthe mudrAne Ane, Ane, caDhAvIne mIMDA mAyagA. be, sthAnakavAsIe joyu, mUrti to che. zAstramAM, paNa jo kabula karazuM to pAchuM A badhuM mAge che A dasa hajAra, mUrti ja nathI, eke kADhI nAkhIne, eke caDhAvI dIdhAM jAo (jI prabhu) zobhAlAlajI. ahAhA... evo zubhabhAva hoya che. e bhUmikAne yogya e vakhate enuM e zubhanA asaMkhya prakAra che. (jIhaoN) e prakArano zubha hoya tyAre enuM lakSa nyAM jAya che. dayAnA prakArano zubha lakSa hoya tyAre parane na mAruM evo vikalpa thAya che. asaMkhya prakAranA sahaja zubhabhAva hoya che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI? eno I kartA nathI. (barAbara) ahAhA.... jJAnI zubhabhAvano kartA nathI (jIha) jema kevaLajJAnI lokAlokanA kartA nathI. (barAbara) paNa lokAloka che kharAM. ema samakitI zubhabhAvano kartA nathI, paNa zubhabhAva che kharo. jema lokAloka che ema zubha che eTaluM basa. (barAbara) para tarIke che. (jIhAM) ahAhA.. samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) samadaSTi to vyavahAra se mukta hai." vyavahAra enI paryAyamAM nathI. (nathI, nathI barAbara) gajaba vAta che ne, AhAhA (barAbara) vyavahAra paradravyamAM gaNI nAkhyo che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) AhIM kahe che, svapara ziSya evI pratimA enI ene vItarAga svarUpa jAke kANuM sama nAhI ene pratimA kahI che, ko... (jIhAM) darzanajJAna karI nirmaLa cAritra jInake pAI hai, aise munina kI guru ziSya apekSA apanI ne parakI cAlatI be khulAso karyo (barAbara). upara je svapara hatuM ne... (barAbara) nigraMtha vItarAga mudrA svarUpa (barAbara) so jina mAraga vize pratimA hai. (barAbara) vItarAga Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA mAragamAM to A pratimA kahI che. sAcI, satya, ahAhA.... upacArI tarIke nikSepamAM nAMkhaze. zuM kahe che juo, jina pratimA, anya kalpIta hai (kalpIta hai) anya nAma bIjA kalpita mAraga kahIne pratimA sthApI che eto kalpIta che. ora dhAtu pASANa AdI karIne digaMbara mudrA svarUpa pratimA kahIe dekho, dhAtu pASANa AdI je paradravya che enI AkRtinI mUrti ene mUrti (kahIe) e vyavahAra che. paNa to bhI bAhya prakRti aisI hoya to vyavahAra meM mAnya hai. eTale kayA kahe zuM kahyuM? (jIhAM) ke mudrA jevI digaMbara che evI hoya to vyavahAra mAnI che (barAbara) ene kAMI vastrane lagADI de, ne TIlA TapakAM karI de, ne A zuM kahe che samajANuM, bAju, baMdha ne dAgInA ne (AMgI.. AMgI.... AMgI.) I to I to vyavahAreya nathI. (vyavahAra bhI nahIM.) AhAhA.... (barAbara) samajAya che kAMI ? (barAbara) jo che emAM? dhAtu pASANa AdI kI digaMbara mudrA svarUpa pratimA kahIye to vyavahAra hai. ho. lokAloka hai kevalajJAna jAnate hai apanI paryAya ko. parako jAnate hai aisA kahenA asabhUta vyavahAranaya hai. (barAbara) ema jJAnIne rAga che. ema kahenA vobhI asabhUta vyavahAra che. (barAbara) jJAnIko rAga hai nahIM. hai hI nahIM (barAbara) jJAnI ko to apanA aura parakA jJAna apane svarUpameM apane kAraNa se utpanna huA hai (barAbara) e che. kahe che dhAtu pASANa AdI digaMbara mudrA ko pratimA kahIye. so vyavahAra so bhI bAhya prakRti aisI hoya to, aisI hoya, so vyavahAra meM mAnya hai (barAbara). AhAhA.... samajAya che kAMI ? (barAbara) bhagavAna A vItarAga mudrA hatI prabhunI vItarAga pote hatAM ne.. evuM vItarAgapaNuM jyAM ghAtumAM hoya samajANuM kAMI ? TIluM TapakuM kare to I vItarAgatA mudrA na rahI (jI haoN) hai (barAbara) hai? (rAgI thaI gayA) AhAhA... samajANuM kAMI ? A pratimAne TIlu kare ema kahyuM AhI, e pratimA vItarAganI pratimA na rahI. samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) te kAMI vItarAga pratimA che mATe AMhI zubhabhAva thAya che ema nathI. e kALe jyAre zubhabhAva hoya che tyAre tenuM lakSa tyAM (jAya che) eTalI maryAdA che, Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA ene dekhIne zubhabhAva thAya che ema nathI, e to paravastu che. parane dekhIne zubha ke azubha thAya ema che nahIM, samajANuM kAMI? (barAbara) kahe che dhAtu pASANa AdI karI digaMbara mudrA svarUpa pratimA kahIe e to vyavahAra hai, to bhI bAhya prakRti esI hoya to vyavahAra meM mAnya hai (barAbara) bAhya svabhAva prakRti eTale samajAya che ? (barAbara) evo ja eno svabhAva mudrA, Ama "jina pratimA jina sArakhI vaMde banArasIdAsa'' banArasIdAsanuM.. raMcamAtra dUSaNa lage to I vaMdanIka nAMhI. TIlAM, TapakAM kare ene kesara copaDe ne.. vyavahAra hoya zake nahIM. evI vAta che bhAI. A to sattanI vAta che. A kAMI koI pakSanI vAta nathI. bAhya prakRti aisI hoya ema kahI prakRti nAma jevo eno svabhAva evo ema dekhAya taddana mudrA (jIhAM) zubhabhAvamAM lakSa tyAM jAya eTale basa. te paNa samakitI to zubhabhAvathI paNa mukta che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI? kAraNa ke e to Asrava tattva che. AsavathI to bhinna tattva che. bhinna che te AvatattvanuM paNa kartA (nathI) to pratimAne maMdira ne kare e to enA zubha vikalpamAM paNa (nathI) bhAre vAtu bhAI, samajANuM kAMI? (jI, prabhu) kyAM gayA hIrAbhAI, cheTe beThA (jIhAM). Age phIra kahe, juo, A jina pratimA (barAbara) AhAhA..... ahIM pAThamAM to e lIdhuM. jina magno so paDimA vItarAga mArgamAM to vItarAgI paDImA aMdara ene jina pratimA kIdhI (che) olo to vyavahAra che. vyavahAranuM jJAna karAve che. jJAna, jJAna, jJAna potAthI thaI jAya che. samajAya che kAMI ? (barAbara) jhINI vAtu bahu ... jaM caradi zuddha caraNe jANaI picchaI zuddha sammatta... sA hoI vaMdaNIyA nigraMthA saMjadA paDiyA (11) je zuddha AcaraNa ko Acare, zuddha AcaraNa. samyakradarzana jJAna cAritra I zuddha AcaraNa. vItarAgI draSTi, vItarAgI jJAna ne vItarAgI sthiratA Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 33 (barAbara) ene zuddha AcaraNa kahevAmAM Ave che (jI prabhu) AhAhA... samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) zuddha AcaraNa ko Acare bahurI nAma vaLI samyakajJAna karI yathArtha vastuko jANe, Acare ne jema che tema jANe. vaLI samyakradarzana karI apane svarUpa ko dekhe (barAbara) lyo, dekhe eTale mAne% zuddha caitanya vastu nirmaLa, nirvikalpa vitarAga (barAbara) evI draSTi e vastune dekhe, zraddha, aise zuddha samyak jAke pAIe aise zuddha samyakam zuddha samyakam che ne (ahIM) "je caradi zuddha caraNe jANaI picchaI ane e uparAMta zuddha samyaktvam ema I judu lIdhuM pAchuM. ese zuddha samakita jAke pAIye aise nigraMtha saMyama svarUpa pratimA so vaMdanIya yogya hai (barAbara) zuddha samyak jAke pAIye zuddha samyano artha ja AkhuM tattva, dravya, jJAna dravyanI draSTi, dravyanuM jJAna, dravyamAM saMyama I samyaka, aise zuddha samyaka jAke pAIye (barAbara) AhAhA... samajANuM kAMI ?' (barAbara) aise nigraMtha saMyama sama pratimA hai, nigraMtha saMyama sama pratimA che. bhagavAnane jema graMtha nathI ema bAhya pratimA ne graMtha vastrano tANo ke kAMI hoto (nathI) to ene vyavahAra mAnya che. che? DhIluM karyuM jarI...DhIlu ja che. samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) AvI pratimA te vaMdana yogya che. A pratimA vaMdana yogya nathI. ema AvyuM. A hisAbe nizcayathI hoM. AhAhA... ema AvyuM eTalo bheda kema paDI jAya ? A pratimA AvI AhAhA.... tyAre olA ghaNAM kahe che ne sthAnakavAsI, 31mI gAthAmAM Ave che ne ke bhagavAnanI vyavahAra stuti e stuti ja nathI. nizcaya stuti potAnI, jo AmAM kyAM pratimA AyavI ema kahe che ! (jIhAM) samajAya che ! jo AmAM AtmAnI stuti ene ja bhakti kIdhI che bhagavAnanI stuti, bhaktinI nA pADI che, paNa e to nizcayanI vAta che. (barAbara) AvuM vacce hoya che, vacce vinarUpa eka dazA (jI prabhu) AhAhA.... rAga che e vidanarUpa che (barAbara) kaSAya che, agni che, bhaThThI che. hAya..hAya... AyA hai ne vo cha-DhALAmAM AyA hene "yaha rAga dAha rAga Aga dAha sadA baLe che aMdara." chello bola che, rAga cAhe to zubha ho ke azubha ho agni che. kaSAya che (barAbara) bhagavAna Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA pratye upayoga che ne, te upayoga bhagavAna pratye che mATe te rAga che ne kaSAya che mATe te agni che. (mATe te agni che) AhAhA.. bhAre vAtu eya... (jIhAM, jI... prabhu) evI nigraMtha saMyama pratimA hai so vaMdane yogya che AhAhA..... e vajubhAI, bahuM AvuM, AvuM kahezo to koI A bhagavAnanI pratimAne mAnaze nahIM, I to zubharAga Ave e kALe tyAre enuM lakSa hoya che I che eTalI bhUmikA, basa eTaluM... (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) bahu jora devA jAya to draSTimAMthI khasI jaze.. samajANuM kAMI? draSTino viSaya ja nathI (barAbara) paryAya, draSTino viSaya nathI to vaLI mUrtine bhagavAna draSTino viSaya maMdira kyAMthI Avyo ? nirmaLa vItarAgI paryAya, e paNa draSTino viSaya nathI. (jI barAbara) samajANuM kiI ? (barAbara) AhAhAhA... vAta evI che ke vastunAM gharanI A vAta che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) ? so vaMdane yogya ema kahyuM ne pAThamAM zuM I vaMdane yogya ema che ne pATha ? (chene) e vaMdeNIyA tyAre emAMthI ema nikaLe ke A jina pratimAne maMdirane vaMdanIya nathI, nizcayathI vaMdanIya che ja nahIM ? AhAhA.... vyavahArano artha abhUtArthanayathI, upacArathI kahevAmA Ave, AvI vAta che. eya, AhAhA.... jAnanevAlA dekhanevAlA zuddha samakita, zuddha cAritra svarUpa, jANavAvALo dekhavAvALo zuddha samakita, zuddha cAritra svarUpa, beyane zuddha cetana (barAbara) zuddha nizcaya samyagdarzana nizcaya svarUpamAM karatAM je zuddha cAritra thAya nigraMtha saMyama sahita aisA munInA svarUpa aisI hI pratimA hai (barAbara) e pratimA che vItarAga bhAva. (nizcayathI) 28 muLaguNa pratimA che, ema nathI kahyuM AMI ? eno vyavahAra che I jina pratimA che. ema nathI kahyuM eno vyavahAra ho. olo vyavahAra bahAra gayo. vikalpa che I jIna pratimA che ema nathI kahyuM ahIMyA, (barAbara) jina eTale vItarAga. vItarAga mAraga to vItarAgamAMthI zarU thAya che (barAbara) Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA Gu samajANuM kAMI (satya kRpAnAtha) nigraMtha saMyama sahita aisA muninA svarUpa hai so hI pratimA hai ! so hI pratimA hai ema che ne ? sA hotI vaMdaNIyA nigraMthA te hoI ema che ne adara ? pAThamAM che ne. sA ho hI vaMdaNIyA eno artha karyo che tyAM e ja hoya ema. vaMdane yogya, anya kalpIta vaMdana yogya nAhIM (jI) samajAya che, (barAbara) kharekhara vItarAganI pratimAnuM maMdira paNa nizcayathI vaMdavA lAyaka che nahIM. Ara. Ara. (nizcayathI vaMdana yogya to potAno AtmA ja hoya ne) AhAhA.... paMDitajI AvI vAta che. e jugalacaMdajI e savAra-sAMja bhakti kare, thaI gayo gharma have, jAo... AhAhA.... potAnuM svarUpa zuM che ? bhakti to ene kahIye vItarAgI draSTi, vItarAgI jJAna, vItarAgI cAritra e bhakti che. (barAbara) AhAhA.... (satya gurudeva) pachI oluM e vakhate vacamAM olo vyavahAra Ave che. vyavahAranaya che ne ? Ave che. emAM ene hoMza varte vyavahAranI AhAhA... Ave ne... Ave ne.. eno artha hoMza varte che, vyavahAranI e to mithyAdraSTi che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? eya, Are A udAsabhAve vacamAM Ave Ave che jarI vAta evI che. vaMdana yogya taise hI rUpa sadaza. aisA hI rUpa sadaza dhAtu pASANa hI paDiyA so vyavahAra karI vaMdane yogya hai. vyavahArathI zubhabhAva che eTale vyavahArathI vaMdana kahevAmAM Ave che. vyavahAra ja heya che Akho hai? AhAhA... heyane vaMdanA yogya kahe e vyavahArathI kahevAmAM Ave che (Ave che) AvI vAta che vyavahAra I pUjya che ema kahe vyavahAranaye vyavahAra, abhUtAInaye vyavahAra pUjya che. AhAhA... (barAbara) che ne padmanaMdI paccIsImA che e nAMkhe, e loko badhA, juo AmAM... e badhuM che paNa AhAhA.... tArA svanA jAgyA vinA ane svanA Azraya vinA I vyavahArane vyavahAra jANanAro jAge nahIM to ene vyavahAreya kahevAmAM Avato nathI) vyavahAra kahAM se AyA AhAhA.... zuM thAya ? jagatane bahAra.....aMdara bhagavAna mahA prabhu caitanyamUrti che (jI) vItarAgano kaMda anaMtA siddha bhagavAna peTamAM paDyA che aMdara, (barAbara) anaMtA siddha paDyA che Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA AtmAmAM. evI siddhanI draSTi, siddhanuM jJAna ne siddhanuM cAritra (barAbara) ene ahIMyA kharekhara jina mArgamAM cetana pratimAne jina paDimA ane ene vaMdanIya yogya nizcayathI kahevAmAM Ave che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara, jI prabhu) taise hI rUpa sadaza dhAtu pratimA so vyavahAre karI vaMdana yogya che, juo, olAmAM nA pADI'tI ne vaMdana yogyanI, I vyavahAre vaMdanA yogya che, paNa emAM hoMza AvI jAya ke hAM, e to Ave che ne, paNa je rAga che e khedanuM kAraNa duHkhanuM kAraNa che enI hoMza che ene dravya dRSTi nathI, ene dravya svabhAvano anAdara che (anAdara che, je prabhu) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) Age pharI kahe. dasaNaaNaMtaNANaM aNaMtavIriya aNaMtasukkhA ya sAsayasukkha adehA mukkA kammaThabaMdhehi // 12 nirUvamamacalamakhohA NimmiviyA jaMgameNa rUveNa / . sidhdhaTThANammi ThiyA vosarapaDimA dhuvo sidhdhA // 13 siddhanI pratimAne have AMhI kahe che. (barAbara) A siddhanI pratimA sthApe e nahI ho. siddha bhagavAna e caitanya pratimA e siddha bhagavAna e cetanya pratimA (barAbara) zrImamAM Ave che. zrImamAM Ave che ne caitanya pratimA sthApa, caitanya pratimA sthApa, Ave che. (barAbara) Ave che. zrImaddha pAchaLa AmAM, AmAM Ave che jo? jina cetana pratimA sthApa, samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) jo anaMta darzana, anaMta jJAna, anaMta vIrya, anaMta sukha, tinahI karI sahIta hai evA siddha bhagavAna (jI haoN) - zAzvata avinAzI sukha svarUpa hai (barAbara) lyo, vadhAre lIdhuM nahIM to olAmAM anaMta sukha AvI gayuM tuM paNa kevuM sukha che, zAzvata sukha che. atindriya AnaMdanuM sukha. svanuM sukha ! (svanuM sukha) AhAhA... (barAbara) potAmAM sukha che I mAnyatA choDIne kyAMya paNa zubha vikalpa che, emAM sukha che, draSTi mithyAtva che. (barAbara mithyAtva) vyavahArano Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA je vikalpa Ave emAMya sukha che athavA ThIka che. eTale I che to mane lAbha thAya che, I che to jJAna thAya che emeya nathI. vyavahAra Ave che, mATe enuM ahIM enuM jJAna thAya che, ema nathI ene Azraye A jJAna thayuM e to parAdhIna jJAna paryAya thaI, jJAna paryAya evI parAdhIna che nahIM. AhAhA.. (barAbara) eya.. evo mAraga che. (sUkSmavAta) I potAnuM jJAna guNa sva ne jANe. dravya guNane ane rAgane jANavA saMbaMdhInuM I je jJAna e potA saMbaMdhInuM potAne kAraNe utpanna thayeluM che. (barAbara) I rogane kAraNe e jJAna utpanna thayuM che ema nathI) nathI. lokAlokane kAraNe kevaLajJAna thayuM che ema (nathI) nathI, AhAhA... eya.. (barAbara che prabhu) I ke che juo, sukhane vadhAre nAkhyuM pAchuM zAzvata sukha ema hai.... (barAbara) zAzvata sukha aMdarathI AtmA phATya aMdarathI Ama, AnaMda to dhana, AnaMdanI mUrti emAMthI pragaTeluM sukha ene sukha kahIye (barAbara prabhu) bAkI dhULamAMya nathI kyAMya puNyamAMya sukha nathI, vyavahAra ratnatrayamAMya sukha (nathI) nathI. dezamAM sukha nathI, paisAmAMya sukha nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara). jyAM sudhI AtmAmAM sukha che evo bhAsa na thAya ane paramAM sukha che evo bhAsa rahe tyAM sudhI tene AtmAno anAdara karyo che. (barAbara). samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara). tethI zAzvatA avinAzI sukha kahyuM, adeha, karma-nokarma rUpa pudgalamayI deha jinake nAhIM. ene karmane nokarma beya nathI. nokarma eTale zarIra Adi (barAbara) bhAvakarma AdI traNeya nathI. (traNeya nathI) samajAya che kAMI? (bahu sarasa) pudgalamayI deha jinake nAhI, aSTakarma ke baMdhana karI rahIta, evo caitanya deha, anaMtajJAna, darzana, AnaMdano anaMta cetana deha (jI haoN) e jina pratimA che. (barAbara) AhAhA... pragaTelo anaMta. ' nIcalI darajjAmAM je 28 muLaguNa Ave ene pratimA, jina pratimA nathI kIdhI. doSa che ene jina pratimA kahe? paMDitajI AhAhA.... doSa rahita je dazA vItarAgI pragaTI che darzanajJAna ene jina pratimA kIdhI che. (barAbara). vItarAgI pratimA joIe ne emAM rAga Ave I * nIcalI che ane pragaTI che e Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 - svataMtratAnI parAkASTA jina pratimA kyAM che ? (vItarAgI) AhAhA.... (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (satya kRpAnAtha) dhIre dhIre pacAvavA jevuM che bhAI, A badhuM AhAhA.... haiM ? evI vAtuM che bApA (dukAnano vahIvaTa kedI karato'to) hai? vahIvaTa kedI karato'to e dukAnano vahIvaTa karato'to I, vikalpa Ave basa. (A dukAna to cAle che) A zeTha rahyA badhAM. karoDo rUpiyA bhegA kare che (kAnapura) haiM ? kAnapuramAM, kAnapuramAM lAkho rUpiyA Ave. savAramAM bhegA karIne, bhegA karI zake che ? laI zake che ? (bilakula nahIM) hai zeTha ? savAramAM zobhAlAlajI AvyA che eka mahinAmAM ene ATalA dasa lAkha, vIsa lAkha bhegA karI devA paDaze. eka peDhImAM paNa dararoja Ave, dararoja Ave, paccIsa hajAra, pacAsa hajAra (I to vyavahAra hoya tyAre Ave ne, kAMI maphata Ave ?) AMya kahe leNuM konuM ne deNuM konuM ? (vAha re vAha) paisA lye koNa ne mUke koNa AhAhA.... AvI vAto che. AMhI to emAM je vikalpa Avyo azubha (jIhA~) e paNa vastumAM nathI. A zubha Avyo ene dAnamAM devAno bhAva, zubha Avyo. kahe che lyone. (IM kyAM che AtmAmAM?) I ye vikalpa AtmAmAM nathI. ene jina pratimA kahetA nathI. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (barAbara) kaho hiMmatabhAI. A tamAre maMdira to thaI gayuM che (na thayu hoya to ya thavAnuM hoya te thayA vagara rahe) AhAhA.... loko kahe che ghaNAM loko kahe che ke bhAvanagaramAM hoMza lokonI ghaNI che (jIhA~) (e to joyuM ne pratikULa saMyoga hovA chatAM aDaga rahyA) pratikULa saMyogamAM sAmu kAMI nahIM, e to lAInasara kAma badhA cAlatA. barAbara. tyAM saLagyu ene ghere, AhIM to varaghoDA ne ThekANe varaghoDA, rIkSAne-bIkSAne badhuM emAM kAMI nahIM, I to badhuM thavAnuM hoya I thAya che emAM zuM che. (pratikuLa che eya kalpanA che) AhAhA.... evuM hoya che, emAM zuM che, kIdhuMne... AhAhAhA... zrIkRSNa ane baLadeva jevA yoddhAo ubhA samakitI, ane Ama dvArakA baLe, saLage (jIhA~!) e emAM rANIo saLage. (paNa zuM kare Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 39 svataMtratAnI parAkASTA emAM ?) jina maMdiro saLage ? dvArakAmAM jina maMdiro hatAM ne ? jinamaMdiro, dvArakAmAM saLagIne jina pratimA, jina maMdiro, rANIo, rAjakumAro, rAjakumAranI strIo, hAthI, ghoDA saLagyAM. jhaLahaLa jhaLahaLa jhaLahaLa eno kALa hoya te na thAya tyAre kyAM thAya? bIje thAya... (jI prabhu) ubhA rahyA joIne, basa, bhAI have kyAM jAzuM ? are, jene hAMkale hajAra rAjAo ubhA thAya, praNAma dAtA! samajANuM kAMI? (barAbara) jene gaLapho nIkaLe kadAcita koI vakhate roga vakhate toya e to nirogI zarIra hoya, vAsana-phAsana na hoya to rAjA hAtha ghare Ama? (e vakhate to puNyano udaya) AhAhA.... kyAM gayAM paNa A puNya badhAM ? ahIMyA mAbApa saLage, arere saLagaze, ApaNe beThA, mAbApa kADho re kADho... bahAra kADhavA jAya tyAM hukama thayo ! nahIM nIkaLe. tamane bene kahyuM'tuM ne. (bene kahyuM'tuM ?) hAM, kahyuM tuM ene, olA sipAI bahuM kopamA AvI gayelo ne ? to, pachI enI mAphI bahu mAMgI. nahIM.. tame be bacazo ema kIdhu, ema kIdhuM, tame zivAya koI nahIM. AhAhA.... mithyAdraSTi che. hatAM hA hA, labdhI hatI ne tejalabdhI hatI, mithyAdraSTi... vItarAganA vacana khoTAM pADavA mathe ? AhAhA.... ene kyAM... aMhi to kahevuM che ke evA yoddhAo ubhA. ratananAM kAMgarA, sonAnA gaDha (jI) e ghAsa saLage ema saLage (barAbara) bApu, enI paryAyano kALa hoya to I thAya (barAbara jI!) tuM udAsa jagatathI udAsa (barAbara) A I vikalpa Ave enAthI udAsa tuM cho ! AhAhA.... evA svarUpane bhagavAne AMhI jinasvarupane jinapratimA kahI che. AhAhA.... (barAbara) vizeSa kaheze ... pramANa vacana, gurudeva ! 0 jJAnamAM kharekhara to rAga jaNAya che. tyAM ajJAnI mAnI bese che ke meM rAga karyo. e rAganuM kartutva ja mithyAdarzana che. - pUjya gurudeva dravyadraSTi jinezvara) . Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI vItarAgAya namaH paramAtma prakAza adhikAra-8, gAthA-18 - saLaMga pravayana 6. 113 maMgalAcaraNa namo loe sau arihaMtANa; namo loe sau siddhANa; namo loe so AyariyANa; - ----- namo loe so uvajhAyANa; namo loe so trikALavartI sAhuNa; 3OMkAra biMdu sayuMktam, nityaM dhyAyanti yoginuM, kAmadaM mokSada cUrvam, OMkArAya namonamaH, maMgalam bhagavAna viro, maMgalam gautamogaNI, maMgalam kuMdakuMdAryo, jaina dharmostu maMgalam. namaH samayasArAya, svAnubhUlyA cakAsate, cisvabhAvAya bhAvAya, sarva bhAvAMtara trikALa divyadhvani dAtAra... Aja bhagavAnanA mokSadinano divasa che (jI prabhu), maigamanaye AropathI, bhUtakALamAM thaI gayA che ne I to (barAbara) ene atyAre kahevu, e to naigamanayanA kathano che. bhagavAna, A caudazanI pAchalI rAtamAM mokSamArganI traNa je paryAya darzana-jJAna-cAritra (jI prabhu) enI pUraNa thaI, caudame AhAhAhA.... eno vyaya thayo (jI) ane mokSano Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 41 utpAda thayo (barAbara) kharekhara, e mokSanA utpAdano paryAyano e janmakSaNa ja hato. (barAbara) AhAhAhA... te kALe jema mATImAMthI ghaDo thavAno janmakSaNa hoya che, (jI) tyAre ghaDo thAya che (barAbara) nimitta ho. kuMbhAra Adi dorI ne e badhuM kIdhuM che paNa e koI enAthI thAtuM nathI. emAM kaheze hamaNAM dharmAsti, adharmAsti sahAyaka kAraNa che eno artha samajavo joIene AhAhAhA.... sAthe eka bIjI cIja che.... (barAbara) tema bhagavAna jyAre mokSapadanI paryAya pragaTa karI (jI) tyAre kALAdi nimitta che dravyathI, (barAbara) paNa enAthI thayuM nathI. (barAbara) thaI che to... nizcayathI to evuM che ke mokSanI paryAya pote SaTkarake rUpe pariNamIne utpanna thaI che (barAbara) lAlacaMdabhAI (jI prabhu) AhAhAhA. jyAre vikAra bhAva paNa SakAraka rUpe pariNamana thaI ne utpanna thAya (jI) kemake vikAra e dravya ne guNamAM nathI. (barAbara) tyAre paryAyamAM svataMtra eka samayamAM, mithyAtvano bhAva ho ke rAgadveSano ho, eka kSaNamAM te vikAra, e paryAya vikAranI kartA, paryAya, vikArano enuM karma, kArya. (barAbara) AhAhA... eka samayamAM cha bola. eno svataMtratA I jAhera kare che. (barAbara) ane I svataMtratAnuM tAtparya (jI) AhAhA.... vItarAgatA che (jI) vItarAgatAnuM phaLa, sva upara lakSa jAya tyAre vItarAgatA Ave che. (barAbara) AhAhA... vItarAgatAne... samyakradarzana e vItarAga paryAya che, (barAbara) samajAya che kAMI? (jI) samyakdarzana eka vItarAgI paryAyano janma kSaNa, utpattikALa che, (barAbara) te paNa samyakradarzananI paryAya, potAnA pakArakathI pariNamana thaIne utpanna thaI che... (barAbara) jene dravya guNanI paNa apekSA nathI (barAbara) chatAM dravyano sahAro kahevAya. AhAhA... Azraya... vItarAgI tattva, A to Aja mokSano divasa che ne? e kevaLa mokSa paryAya thaI ene e mokSamArganI paryAyano vyayano kALa hato (jI, sAheba) ane mokSanI paryAyano utpanna kALa hato (barAbara) vastu dhruva rUpe to eno kSaNa che AhAhA... Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 47 svataMtratAnI parAkASTA e mokSanI paryAya paNa pUraNa je thaI AhAhA... (jI, prabhu) mokSa mAragane laIne thaI ema kahevuM che to vyavahAra che, (barAbara) kAraNa ke mokSa mAragano paryAya to vyaya thAya che, to vyaya e utpAdanuM kAraNa kema hoya ? AhAhA... to utpAdanuM kAraNa to utpAda pote che, paNa utpAdanuM vyavahAra kAraNa kahevuM hoya to dravyano Azraya vizeSa thayo mATe....(barAbara) AhAhA... samajANuM kAMI ? (jI, sAheba). evo je janmakSaNa paramAtmAno AhAhA... te kALe paramAtmA pUraNa AnaMda, avyAbAdha, pUraNa AnaMda to thayo to terame guNasthAne (jI, hAM) paNa ahIMyA to pUraNa AnaMda, avyAbAdha AnaMda enI prApti thaI bhagavAnane tyAM, ene ahIMyA divALI divasa kahevAmAM Ave che (barAbara). di eTale "svakALa" ne eNe vALyo...... AhAhAhA... paramAtmA dazAnI dizA, e svakALa AhAhA... enI svakALa, paryAyano svakALa (jI) AhAhA.. emAM eNe, potAnI paryAyane utpanna karI AhAhA...(barAbara) tethI ene "divALI divALI kahevAmAM Ave che bahAramAM to A to A divA karene, Ama kare ne, e badhI vyavahAranI vAto che. AhAhA... bhagavAna sAdi anaMta siddha paryAyane pAmyA (jI) anAdi sAMta saMsAranI avasthAne karI nAkhI AhAhA.. (barAbara) saMsAra dazA je anAdinI che teno tyA aMta e kSaNe Avyo ane siddhanI paryAya anaMta kALa rahevAnI che. (barAbara) teno utpatti kALa te samaye Avyo. (barAbara) AhAhA.. samajAya che kAMI ? (jI sAheba) ema samyakadarzananI utpattino kSaNakALa, (barAbara) te ja kSaNa kALa mithyAtvanA nAzano kSaNakALa che (jIhAM, barAbara) AhAhA... ane te ja dhruvano kSaNakALa, te te dhruvano (barAbara) te te dhruvano eTale? pahelAMnI pairyAya gaI, navI paryAya thaI, eTaluM jarI dhruvamAM... AhAhA.... apUraNa paryAya gaI, pUraNa paryAya thaI eTaluM dhruvanI apekSA tyAM rahI che.. nyAya apUraNa gaI ne pUraNa thaI tyAM dhruvamAM pUraNatA che emAM kAMI ochapa thaI nathI (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA.. e to pUrNAnaMda dhruva to te Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 43 che, paNa pUrvanI paryAyanI apUrNatA gaI I gaI kyAM? ke tyAM... dhruvamAM gaI. AhAhA... AMhI je kSAyika bhAvanuM samakita Adi kahevAtuM mokSamArganI paryAya e aMdara gaI tyAre pariNAmika bhAve thaI gaI, dhruva thaI gaI, AhAhA... A tattvanI maryAdAne sthiti A che.. (barAbara) emAM koI AgaLa pAchaLa pheraphAra kare to banI zake evuM (nathI) AhAhA.. e kaThaNa paDe jagatane bahAra, "kramabaddha ane utpattikALamAM kAraNa to badhe levAya che, sonIjI. AmAya Avaze, sahAyaka kAraNa AmAM 19mAM, sahAyaka kAraNa kaheze dharmAstine, paNa eno artha e sahAyaka kAraNe e paryAya utpanna karI che, ema nathI. e paryAyano to utpatti kALa hato, potAthI thayu che. paraphAraNanI paNa ene apekSA nathI, nizcayathI... vyavahAre che ema nimittanuM jJAna karAvavA, e vAta karI che. A vastunI sthiti A che. bhagavAne ema jANIne ema bhagavAne ema kahyuM'tuM barAbara) AhAhA... e Aja divasa che divALIno AhAhA... loko to lADu caDhAve che ne koNa jANe I kahI savAre bhAIe prazna karyo to hiMmatabhAIe ke lADu caDhAve ne kyAMya khabara nathI, e kyAMthI AvyuM, A AdhAra zuM che? AhAhA... lADavA caDhAve che ne. I paddhati hAlI Ave, vyavahAra cAlyo Ave che ke zuM che? lADu caDhAve che ne Ajeya mUkayA'tA. mAre koIe be, bhagavAnanI olI che tyAM koIke mUkyA'tA be. I paddhati haze ke zuM haze? e kIdhuM ke ApaNane kaMI zAstrathI khabara nathI. A paddhati che I che. (aMdaranI paddhati A che).... he... A paddhati che. AhAhA.... ApaNe ahIMyA aDhAramI gAthA hAle che. AhAhA... bhAvArtha, pharIne aDhAramI gAthAno bhAvArtha, paramAtma prakAza 18 mI gAthA AhAhA... (barAbara) yaha AtmA amUrtIka zuddhAtmA se bhinna, jo sparza, rasa, gaMdha, varNa, mUrti usase rahita pahelo pATha che ne mUrti rahita pahelo pATha che ne, "mUrti vihoNo che ? 18 mI gAthA "mUrti vihoNo" enI vyAkhyA : Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA yaha AtmA amUrtika zuddhAtmA se bhinna bhagavAna atmA to amUrtika che, bhale amUrtika ho, paNa vastu che, ema siddha karavuM che. mUrti rahita che, hai. mUrta rahita che, paNa amUrtika vastu che. amurtipaNuM eTale koI tucchapaNuM ne ema nathI. jemAM mUrti rahita che paNa jenI amUrtatAnI pradhAnatA che. enI e moTapa che amUrta to gharmAti paNa che. paNa A mUrti rahitamAM to enI mahimA anaMta AnaMda ne jJAnanI amUrtatA enI e mahimA che. amUrta hovA chatAM bhagavAnamAM, bhagavAna eTale A AtmA ene bhagavAna kahIe (jI, prabhu) AhAhA.. anaMtajJAne anaMta AnaMda, anaMta prabhutA, anaMta svacchatA evo mUrta rahita padArtha hovA chatAM evA amUrta svabhAvothI paripUrNa bharelo padArtha che e (barAbara) paramAtma prakAza che ne A ! mUrtarahita amUrta paramAtmA che ema kahevuM che. samajAya che kAMI? (jI, sAheba!) AhAhA.. A gaMbhIra che gAthAo badhI. mUrta rahita amUrta paNa paramAtmA amUrta svarUpa che AkhuM, AtmAnuM ane kharekhara to e amUrtapaNuM nirmaLa amUrta paryAya dvArA jANavAmAM Ave che. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (jI, prabhu) e A amUrta che, amUrta che, arUpI che, enuM bhAna, samyakajJAna ne samyakdarzananI paryAyamAM enuM bhAna thAya che. (barAbara) samyagdarzana ne jJAna e paNa amUrta che, AhAhA. (amUrta barAbara) samajAya che kAMI ? (jI, sAheba) hai ? e amUrta dvArA amUrta jaNAya che. AhAhA.. Ama amUrta che paNa enI pratIti kyAre Ave ? (barAbara) I samyakadarzana e amUrta che (jI) tyAre ene amUrta padArthanI pratitI Ave ene AhAhA.. samajANuM kAMI? (jI, sAheba) mUrti rahita che. have vizeSa...... mUrti vihoNo, sANa mauM, gANa mau zabda paDyo enI vyAkhyA loka-aloka kA prakAza karanevAle kevaLajJAna kara pUraNa che. A paryAyanI vAta nathI. (zaktinI vAta che) AhAhA.. bhagavAna AtmA jJAnamaya, Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 45 jJAnavALo ema nathI kahyuM. jJAnamayI che. kevuM jJAna? kevaLajJAna, kevaLajJAna... ekaluM jJAna. juo A paryAyanI vAta nathI. samajANuM kAMI? (jI prabhu) Avo A AtmA che ene tuM jANa, I jANavAmAM A AkhI vAta leze I. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (jI sAheba) e kevaLajJAna kara pUraNa hai AhAhA.. paNa e kyAre jaNAya? I kaheze. AhAhA... samajAya che kAMI ? (jI prabhu) AhAhA.. kyoMki kevaLajJAna saba padArtha ko eka samayameM pratyakSa jAnatA hai, kevaLajJAna eka samaya meM zaktirUpanuM AMhI varNana che, I zaktirUpa I lokAlokane jANe evo ja eno zakti svabhAva che. AhAhA.. samajANuM kAMI? (jI, sAheba) paryAyamAM e nathI ne AvaraNathI rokANuM che nimittathI, e AMhI vAta nathI. ahIM to kevaLajJAna paripUrNa zaktinuM sattva ApyuM che, I lokAlokane jANe evo ja eno svabhAva che (barAbara) AhAhA... Age pIche nahIM jAnatA, hai. Age pIche jAne zuM je je samayamAM, je je rIte jyAM, dravyanI kramabaddha paryAya bhUtanI to gaI bhaviSyanI che nahIM chatAM bhaviSyanI je thaze, tevI jJAnamAM vartamAnamAM jaNAya, paryAyamAM paNa zaktimAM evI ja che aMdara kahe che zakti. AhAhA... je paryAya bhaviSyanI vartamAna nathI ene vartamAna jANe, tyAre e loko ema kahe che ke nathI tene vartamAna jANe, e to viparIta thaI gayuM, ema kahe che. AhAhA.. paNa AMhI khabara nathI paDatI? roTalIno loyo lIdho loTano to A AmAM roTalI thAze eno khyAla nathI Avato tyAM ? thayA pahelAM nathI khyAla Avato ? loyA kahe che ne loTa, ATA, ATA emAMthI goNuM kADhe che ne thoDuM kADhyuM tyAM khyAlamAM ja che ene roTalI thAze, karIza to thAze ema nahIM, thAze. AhAhAhA. samajANuM kAMI? (jI, sAheba) bIjI vAta, karIza to thAze ema nahIM. tema nathI thAtA, thAze eno khyAla AvI gayo pAcho AhAhAhA... samajANuM kAMI? (jI, sAheba) vItarAga mAraga bahu apUrva che, sUkSma che,. apUrva che enuM phaLa Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 svataMtratAnI parAkASTA apUrva AnaMda che. samajAya che kAMI? (jI, prabhu) pratyakSajJAna Age pIche nahIM. have kahe che. evo je amUrta ane jJAnamayI prabhu, kone pratItamAM Ave ne kone jANavAmAM Ave ? (jI, prabhu) AhAhA... samajAya che kAMI ? (jI, sAheba) AhAhA... Ama zAstrathI sAMbhaLyuM mATe tene jANyuM ema nathI ema kahe che (jI) AhAhA... zAstrathI dhAryuM ke A amUrta che ne A pUraNa kevaLa jJAnamayI che, A jJAnapUraNa che ema dhAryuM, ethI eNe jANyuM ema nathI AhAhA... svarUpacaMdabhAI. jhINI vAto che A, AhAhA... divALIno divasa che, paramAtmA mokSa padhAryA che prabhu, AhAhA... juo "sodi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM (jIhAM) mokSa zuM che? anAdi sAMta, anaMta samAdhi, zAMti, vItarAgatA, anaMta AnaMda enuM nAma mokSa che. mokSa to nAstithI kahevAya che, kharekhara, duHkhano nAza ene mukti kahevAya che ne. paNa mukti to asti che... paNa duHkhano nAza ema karIne mukti thaI ne. (barAbara) saMsArano abhAva e mukti, mukti kIdhI, zenAthI mukta thayo? duHkhathI, mukti thaI athavA apUrNa avasthAthI AhAhA... (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI ? (jI, sAheba). e have kahe che ke Avo je mUrta rahita bhagavAna ane jJAnamayI je lokAlokane jANe evo eno je svabhAva, evI enI zakti, evuM enuM dhruvapaNuM (barAbara) evA AtmAne jANa. ema zabda che ne, juo kutti vidaMI TI[ ma paramAnaMH sahAre.. ene nAkhaze bheguM e paramAnaMda svabhAva hAre nAMkhaze have. mutti' che ne mukti zabda paDyo che ne. manasva kaho ke jJAna kaho, muNi zabda che ne. nIce che "manasva' manasva ne saMskRtamAM manasva lIdhuM che. saMskRtamAM oluM nathI lIdhuM, samajANuM zuM? muNi je pAThano zabda che e zabdArthamAM nathI lIdho. zabdArthamAM saMskRtano zabda lIdho Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 47 che. zuM kIdhuM, samajANuM? pAThanA zabdo che e zabdArthamAM, anvayArthamAM nathI lIdhAM. eno saMskRta che enuM arthamAM lIdhuM che, pATha che "muNi" saMskRta che "manasva" zabdArthamAM paNa e AvyuM juo. he yogaNe eno zabdArthamAM mAthe zarUAtamAM che. yogI, nizcaya karake niyama nAma, nizcaya karake, nizcaya karake to AtmA ko aisA "manasva' jANa. e jANanI vAtanI aMdaramAM have vizeSatA batAve che. AhAhA... samajANuM kAMI? (jI sAheba). manasva AhAhAhA... ane e paramAnaMda thaI gayo, bheguM nAkhI deze AmAM, mUrti rahita jJAnamayI paramAnaMda svabhAva ema lIdhuM. pATha paramAnaMda svabhAva paNa evo je paramAnaMda svabhAva jJAna sahita, mUrti rahita ene jANa. guru ema kahe che. yogIndra deva saMta che. traNa kaSAyano abhAva ne pracura AnaMdanA svasavedananI bhUmikAmAM beThA che. (jI, sAheba). pracUraAnaMda chahe guNasthAne muni che ne. AhAhA.. pAMcamI gAthAmAM Ave che ke, pracUra svasavedana, jeno AnaMda, jeno TreDamArka che, (barAbara) anubhavano rajIsTarDa thayelo TreDamArka zuM che ke? ke AnaMda. AhAhA... ema samyakdarzana jJAnamAM AnaMda Ave e eno TreDamArka che I eno. samajAya che kAMI ? (jI, prabhu) Avo mArga che I have kahe che bahu. AhAhA... joke vItarAgabhAva paramAnaMdarUpa, joyuM, have jANe zI rIte ? Avo mUrtarahita, ke jJAnamayI paramAnaMda svabhAva, have I paramAnaMda svabhAvanuM varNana ekalo paramAnaMda svabhAva na letAM paramAnaMda svabhAvanA pariNamanathI ene jANa. lAlacaMdabhAI, AhAhA... AhAhA... zuM kahe che? (hA, jI) vItarAgabhAva kemake vastu vItarAga svarUpa che. (barAbara) ene vItarAga bhAvanA pariNatie jANa AhAhA.. A to kAla AvI gayu, A to A navuM che ne A jarI navA AvyA che ne, jarA keTalAka, samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA.. vItarAgabhAva e amUrta hovA chatAM e svarUpa vitarAgabhAva che (barAbara) e AMhI nathI kahevuM, paNa vItarAgabhAvanI pariNati dvArA ene jANa. (jI) AhAhA.. samajANuM kAMI ? (jI, Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA sAheba) AhAhA... vItarAgabhAva paramAnaMdarUpa, olA paramAnaMdano svabhAva kahyo'to ne pAThamAM, gAthAmAM ene AMhI laI lIdho bhego, e vItarAgabhAvarUpa pariNamana paramAnaMda svabhAvarUpI pariNamana, AhAhA... vItarAgabhAvarUpI pariNamanathI vitarAga bhAvane jANa. AhAhA... (jI) paramAnaMda svabhAvanI pariNattithI paramAnaMda svabhAvane jANa. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA... (jI, sAheba) Avo mAraga... e sarvajJa sivAya AvI zailInI vAta kyAMya che nahIM. vastunI sthiti A che... AhAhA. jema kahyuM ke ApaNe bhAI, 144mAM kahyuM, bhAI, kartA-karmamAM ke I paripUrNa Avo che I samyadarzanamAM pariNatImAM te zraddhAya che, Ama zraddhAya, zraddhAya ema nahIM. samyakradarzananI pariNatimAM e AvuM zraddhAya che, eTale dekhAya che ema lIdhuM ne. paheluM dekhAya che, ema lIdhuM ne paNa dekhAya eno artha zraddhAya che. samya nirvikalpa pratItImAM rAgathI rahita nirvikalpa sammadarzananI pratItImAM te "A AtmA e zraddhAya, zraddhAya eTale dekhAya che. ekaluM dekhAya che ema nahIM, kaho samajAya che kAMI ? (jI prabhu) AhAhA... e che.. che.. che paNa pragaTa paryAya vinA "che' e kyAMthI AvyuM? (barAbara) haiM..? AhAhA.... vItarAga A pariNatinI vyAkhyA che hoM. A vItarAganI vyAkhyA nathI. (paryAyanI vAta che) AhAhA.. bhagavAna vItarAga svarUpa che (jI) amUrta tattva vItarAga mUrti prabhu che (barAbara) cAritra che ne akaSAya bhAva che ne vItarAga mUrti ja che, jinapada (barAbara). AtmA ene vItarAga pariNati dvArA jANa (barAbara) AhAhA... paramAnaMda svarUpa tyAM e zabda che tyAM paramAnaMdarUpa e zabda joIe. che ? che... TIkAmAM, TIkAmAM che arthamAM paDayo che. vItarAga bhAva paramAnaMdarUpa eka eka svabhAva eka lIdhu che, eka lIdhu, eka svabhAvane eka pariNatI ne vikalpanA rahita, abheda pariNatithI tene judApaNuM jANa. AhAhA.. lAlacaMdabhAI... AhAhA AvI vAta che (hojI) vItarAga svarUpa prabhu, ene avikArI pariNatithI tene jANa Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA 49 (jIhA~ prabhu) AhAhA... Ama jANa, jANe jANa ema nahIM. AhAhA... paramAnaMdasvarUpa tene paramAnaMdanI zuddhatAnI pariNati dvArA AnaMdanA vedana dvArA, svAda dvArA jANa (barAbara) AhAhA... samajAya che kAMI ? (jI, sAheba) jhINI vAta che bahu, prabhu. paNa mAraga A che enA jJAnamAM A vAta pahelI besavI to joIe. (barAbara) e caMdubhAI (hAM, jI) AhAhA...... vItarAgabhAva paramAnaMdarUpa roda AhAhA... eka svarUpanI parINatInI vAta che atyAre zuM kIdhuM ? vItarAga paramAnaMdarUpa eka, pariNatInI vAta che A (jI prabhu) vastu ekarUpa che trikALa paNa ene ekarUpa pariNatithI jANa (barAbara) anekapaNAmAM nahI kAma Ave bheda, ema kahe che. AhAhA... samajANuM kAMI ? (jI, barAbara) ekarUpa svabhAva paramAnaMda svabhAva kIdho ne e ekarUpa che. paryAyano bheda ja nathI tyAM (barAbara) evo paramAnaMda, jJAnamayI mUrti rahita jJAnamayI paramAnaMdarUpa eka svabhAva tene vItarAga pariNati dvArA paramAnaMdanI pariNati dvArA ekarUpanI pariNati dvArA AhAhA.. (jI) atindriya sukha svarUpa amRta svarUpa ke svAda se (barAbara) AhAhA... keTaluM bharyuM che juo ne. (barAbara) svarUpacaMdabhAI, AvuM che... eno artha ema kahevA mAMge che ke ene jANavA mATe nimitta ane vyavahAranI to apekSA che ja nahIM ema kahe che bhAI, (barAbara, jI sAheba) A loko je rADa pADe che ne badhA vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya, prabhu ema nathI ho. tuM evo pAMgaLo nathI hoM. ahAhA... tArI moTapane kalaMka lAge. vyavahArathI thAya ne rAgathI thAya to hajI prabhu) AhAhA... rAganI, vyavahAranI jene apekSA nathI (barAbara) AhAhA.. jene jANavA mATe nirmaLa pariNatinI apekSA che (barAbara) AhAhA. caMdubhAI (hI, jI) AhAhA.. thoDuM paNa satya hovuM joIene bApu. lAMbI moTI moTI vAto kare ne emAM satya kAMI na hoya, je vastu che e hAtha Ave nahIM. (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI? (jI, sAheba) AhAhA. Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Uo svataMtratAnI parAkASTA atindriya, e vastu atindriya che, ethI atindriya sukhanAM svAdathI jaNAye evI che. samajANuM kAMI ? (jI, sAheba) devajIbhAI.. AvI vAtu che. atindriya sukha svarUpa (barAbara) paramAnaMda zabda lIdho ne e paramAnaMda svabhAva pariNatino lIdho che. pariNati dvArA AvA paramAnaMda svarUpa mUrti rahIta jJAnamayIne jANa. (barAbara) AhAhA... kayo samajAya che ke nahIM kAMI? (jI, sAheba) kaI apekSA kahevAya che, te apekSAthI jANavuM joIene... samajANuM kAMI ? ghaNI apekSA, bhAI kahetA'tAne caMdubhAI kahe, kaI apekSAe... kevu jJAna. game te apekSA Ave tene jANavuM to paDe ne ApaNe evuM jJAna thayuM e apekSA jANa... (jI, sAheba) AhAhA. e to bhagavAna jJAnamayI che ema kIdhuM ne haiM. have ene jANavA mATe nimittathI thAze ke vyavahArathI eto jANavAnI tAkAtavALo che. A rIte hoya ne A rIte na hoya e apekSA ene jJAnamAM yathArtha che. hai.. AhAhA (barAbara) kemake e to lokAlokane jANe, evo teno svabhAva che (barAbara) AhAhA... emAM to kaI apekSA e lIdhuM e badhuM AvI gayuM ke nahIM? hai. (badhuM AvI gayuM) (barAbara) (paramasatya) atindriya sukha svarUpa e paNa pAchA amRta ke rasa ke svAda A rAgano svAda che puNyano e to jherano savAda che (barAbara) AhAhA... vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya ema kahe che ne ene uDADe che, samajANuM kAMI? (jI sAheba) ekAMte ema kahe che, nizcayathI thAya ne vyavahArathI thAya e anekAMta che, vyavahArathI na thAya e ekAMta e pokAra che. sonagaDha sAme, e sonagaDha sAme nahIM. A bhagavAnanI sAme kahe che. AhAhA... (jI) (jIta) bhagavAna, tu bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha, prabhu AhAhA... "aliMgagrahaNamAM kahyuM tuM ne. bhAI. chaThTho bola, aliMgagrahaNa. chaThTho bola, IndriyathI jaNAya evo nathI, atindriya che. IndriyathI jANe evo nathI (barAbara) IndriyathI jaNAya evo bhagavAna nathI (barAbara) AhAhA.. e atindriya paryAyathI jaNAya evo che (bahuspaSTa) A Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA g1 e arthanuM che. bhagavAna AtmA (ha, jI) bALa gopALa, dehanAM madhyamAM prabhu birAje che. bhagavAna svarUpe, bhagavata svarUpe ja che. paryAyanuM lakSa choDI de. samajANuM kAMI? e rIte badhA AtmA sAdharmI che, virodhI koI nathI prabhu... (barAbara) eno svabhAva ja Avo che, ema jeNe jANe ene bIjAno svabhAva ja evo che ene AtmA jANe che. ene bese kema ? A virodha cyo. "satveSa maitrI guNeSu pramodam sarSa badhA AtmA pratye maitrI che. badhA AtmA sAdharmI che AkhuM dravya tarIke AhAhA.. samajANuM kAMI? (jI). mitrane zatru che kyAM ?... samajANuM kAMI? jevo eno svabhAva che e vItarAgabhAve mitra ne zatrunA vikalpa vinA e bhAve jaNAya evo che (barAbara) lAlacaMdabhAI. AhAhA... e caMdubhAI. AMhI to kahe che, ke AtmAmAM je prabhutva che Izvara zakti pUraNa I prabhutva zakti che, Izvarazakti che ne bhAI, AThamI vibhutva che. AThamI vibhutva zakti che. emAMthI A be AMkaDAmAM Ave che, zAMtibhAI AvyA che ke nahIM. (jI prabhu) prabhu to ema kahe che (jI) khabara haze ne. AThamI vibhutva zakti che ne, jIvatva, citti, zi, jJAna, vIrya, sukha, prabhutva ne vibhutva. AThamI. olA AThaDA AvyA ne be, ekyAsI Ave che ne ? bhAIe lakhyuM'tu. AMhI to bIjuM kahevuM che mAre atyAre e vibhutva ne prabhutva e be zakti dareka zaktimAM enuM rUpa che (barAbara) zuM kIdhuM ? AnaMda zakti che emAM paNa vibhutva zaktinuM rUpa che vibhutva zakti nathI. (jI) AhAhA... ane prabhutva zakti che. I prabhutva zakti nathI, paNa prabhutva zaktinuM enAmAM rUpa che (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI? (jI Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA sAheba) ema Izvara zakti che prabhutva eTale jJAnamAM IzvaratA A zakti ne laIne nahIM (jI, sAheba) svayaM jJAna, jJAnanI svacchatA, jJAnamAM jJAnanI astittvatA, jJAnamAM jJAnanI vastutvatA, jJAnanI jJAnamAM prameyevatA. prameya guNa pAcho bIjo AhAhA... e civilAsamAM che jJAnanI paryAyanA SaTakAraka, cidvilAsa, eka eka nA che kAraka paryAyanAM hoM. olA to ghuva che AhAhA...evA dareka guNanA SakAraka potAnA kAraNe che. (barAbara) zakti che, trikALa kartA-karma, trikALa mATe A che ema nahI. AhAhA... Avo bhaMDAra che moTo bhagavAna. AhAhA... (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI? (jI, sAheba) sAheba pharI vakhata hai.. " I kahyuM ke jema AtmA che e jJAna svarUpa che ane astittva guNa bhinna che. chatAM jJAna che e asti che e ene potAne laIne che. (barAbara) e astittva guNane laIne nahIM (jI sAheba) ema jJAnamAM eka prabhutva zakti bharI che, e zakti emAM nathI. emAM Izvara zaktinuM prabhutva potAne laIne che. (barAbara) (jI) jJAnamAM IzvaratA potAne laIne che (jI hAM prabhu) Izvara zaktine laIne nahIM (barAbara) AhAhA.... ema jJAna paryAya kartApaNAnI che e kartA zakti che jene laIne nahIM (vAha! adbhuta) hai.. ahAhA.. (jJAnamAM SakAraka) are bhagavAna traNa lokanA nAtha ! tuM traNa lokano nAtha cho, jina prabhu so hI AtmA (barAbara) "jina so hI AtmA, anya so hI he karama', yahIM vacana se samajale, jina pravacanakA marama" (barAbara) AhAhA.... eka eka guNamAM anaMtaguNanuM rUpa A rIte che. (barAbara) zazIbhAI.. AhAhA.... (barAbara) jema AnaMda guNa che, to AnaMda guNamAM astittva guNa che e nathI, paNa AnaMdanuM astittva potAthI che, evuM rUpa che enuM (barAbara) e astittva guNane laIne AnaMda che ema nahIM (barAbara) AnaMdaguNanuM astittva rUpa che ene laIne AnaMdanuM astitva che (barAbara) ema IzvaratA, prabhutva nAmano eka guNa che Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA U3 AThamo, e zakti dareka guNamAM nathI, paNa enuM rUpa dareka guNamAM che AhAhA (barAbara) prabhutva zakti jJAnamAM che, darzanamAM che, AnaMdamAM che, zakti bhinna che, paNa enuM rUpa dareka guNamAM che AhAhA. tattva ja evuM enuM svarUpanuM eTaluM sAmarthya che, bhinna tattva nahIM, aneka guNanuM rUpa eTale svarUpa, A zakti vinA enuM evuM svarUpa eka dravya kayAM rahyuM, evA to anaMtA guNo sAthe, anaMtA guNo ne anaMtatArUpa pAchA badhu thaIne dravya che. AhAhA. bApu, bhagavAna e tuM kevaDo moTo che ? enI A vAta hAle che Ato bhagavAnano mokSano divasa che ne (jI) Aje pUrNAnaMda moTAmAM ekatA thaI gaI. prabhu paNa tame moTA nA hoya to tamane zira para rAkhe koNa? ema kahyuM ne paramAtma prakAzamAM prabhu tame moTA cho eTale zira para rAkhyA che. ane tyAMya kheco cho ahIMnA jIvane. tamane kaMI kheMcI zakatA nathI, anaMtA jIvo, tame thoDA ane A jhAjhA, to thoDA cho, to paNa jIvane kheMcIne laI jAva cho... ema kahe che. thoDA che ne, hajI anaMtamAM kheMcIne pAchA saMsAramAM Ave che. paramAtmaprakAzamAM che, (badhAne kheMcavA joItA'tA) AhAhA... A to vItarAgabhAva che (jI) paramAtma svarUpe prema che ne prabhu paramAtmA pratyeno prema che, ne ene laI ne vikAsa thAya. AhAhA... enA premathI prApta thAya. AhAhA..... (barAbara) samajANuM kAMI? (jI, sAheba) A mULamAM badhuM joyuM che AmAM AhAhA.... vAta cAlIne bhAI. pachI kIdhu A navAM AvyA che ne.... pachI enuM e Ave kAMI enuM e Ave ke ghaNuM navuM Ave. AhAhA... bhagavAna, zarIra ne bhUlI jA zarIra nahIM, karma nahIM. rAga nahIM para sAthe koI saMbaMdha ja nathI (barAbara) are, eka samayanI paryAya nahIM AhAhA. (jI.) ane evA je anaMtAguNo eka-eka guNamAM anaMta guNanuM rU5 (barAbara) evA anaMtA guNo AhAhA.. keTalA Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svataMtratAnI parAkASTA guNo... AkAzanA pradeza, prabhu kyAM aMta che kyAMya ? (jI) AkAza, AkAza, AkAza... Ama cAreya bAju arUpI (jI) kyAM eno cheDo? cheDo to pachI zuM ? AhAhA.. evo je aMta vinAno AkAza enA je pradezonI saMkhyA e zuM kahevuM AhAhA- enAthI anaMta guNA eka bhagavAnamAM rUpa che AkhAmAM. (barAbara) anaMtaguNamAM guNa che, ane anaMta jeTalA guNa che, tevuM eka-eka guNamAM anaMta rUpa che. AhAhA....(barAbara) ane enI eka eka pariNatimAM pakArakanuM pariNamana. paTakAraka guNa che mATe nahIM.. AhAhA...(Aha) AhAhA. hai. e utpAdano kALa je pakArakamAM samyakdarzana jJAnanI paryAyano che ene kAMI dhruvanI apekSA nathI (barAbara) jenA anaMtaguNanuM rUpa evA guNonI paNa jene paraNati ne apekSA nathI (barAbara) AhAhA.. bhagavAnano mokSa che ne Aja, paryAyano AhAhA.. guNanI khAna evI che ke AhAhA... (barAbara) e paryAyamAM, e Akhu dravya Ave nahIM, paNa paryAyamAM AkhA dravyanuM sAmarthya keTaluM che e zraddhA jJAnamAM AvI jAya (barAbara) AhAhA.. samajANuM kAMI ? (jI, sAheba) A to mAraga bApu alaukika che. (AvuM bhagavAnanuM svarUpa che) svarUpa evuM che tAruM potAnuM svarUpa evuM che, AhAhA. enI khabara nathI, khabara nathI.. bhIkhArI thaIne koDI-koDInuM kalyANa pAme chIe evuM Ave che ne, eka ThekANe... - traNa lokanA nAtha kyAM kyAM rahe che? jarI mane mAna Ape. AhAhA.... mane sAro kaho, mane moTo kaho. paisAvALA kaho, bIjAthI adhika bhikhArI pADyA che badhA (barAbara) koDI-koDIno bhikhArI. (jI) AhAhA.. potAne bhUlI gayo... (paisA AtmAmAM nathI eTale mAMgavA paDe ne) ema kahe ke AtmAmAM nathI. A paisA, eTale mAMgavuM paDe ne, AhAhA... bhagavAnajIbhAI, AhAhA.. e jemAM nathI ene mAMge e bhikhArA che ema kahe che AhAhA... (jI, sAheba) jhINI vAta bApu... Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ uu svataMtratAnI parAkASTA samyakdarzanano ane eno je viSaya AhAhA.. Avo che. e tyAM hyuM'ne 144 mAM, e zailI AmAM lIdhI che. I samyakdarzana nA, kALe te, zraddhAya che. te kALe jJAna ema thAya che, jJAnamAM Avyo che, jaNANo tyAre tenuM jJAna che (barAbara) AhAhA. zAstrathI jANyuM, je vastu I koI samyaka jJAna nahIM, je jJAnanI pariNatimAM "jJAyaka' jaNANo te jJAnane jJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. (barAbara) AhAhA.. je zraddhAmAM Akho peTho enI pAcana zakti zraddhAnI eTalI che. jema agnimAM pAcana zakti che ke game tevA anAjane pakavI de, pakavI de. ema zraddhAnI eTalI pAcana zakti che ke dravyane sparyA vinA, aDyA vinA e pUraNa anaMtaguNanA rUpane zraddhI le, jANI le, mAnI le, (jI prabhu) hai ? AhAhA... bhagavAna, Avo tuM cho hoM. (jI nAtha) AhAhA... e moTapane haNI na thavA de. AhAhA.... AMhI kahe che (jI) vItarAga bhAva paramAnaMdarUpa eka, atindriya sukha svarUpa, AhAhA... ane amRta kA rasano svAda e amRtanA rasanA svAda rUpe AtmA pariName che, ema kahe che, (jI) AhAhA... samajANuM kAMI? (jI sAheba) ane emAM ema kahyuM ne "sarvaguNAMza te samakita'. ema kahyuM ne bhAI, sarva guNAMza te samakita'. zrImad ane ApaNe ahIM 'rahasyapurNa ciThThImAM cothe guNasthAne jJAnAdi ekadeze sarva pragaTa thAya che. "rahasyapurNa ciThThI', kevaLIne sarva guNa pUraNa pragaTa thAya che. AhAhA.... I AMhI kahe che (jI) devIlAlajI, AvI vAto che. pramANa vacana, gurudeva.... cha vastune pakaDe tenuM nAma AtmA upAdeya che. dhAraNAmAM A heya che, A upAdeya che- ema karyA kare tenuM nAma heya-upAdeya nathI. lakSa choDI devuM tenuM nAma heya che ane vastune pakaDavI tenuM nAma upAdeya che. AtmAmAM ekAkAra thAya tyAre AtmA upAdeya thayo kahevAya. rAgAdinuM lakSa chUTI javuM tenuM nAma tene heya karyo kahevAya. - pUjya gurudeva dravyadraSTi jinezvara) Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa6 svataMtratAnI parAkASTA ( -: gAgaramAM sAgara :- ) 0 sva-parane jANavAnI yogyatA paryAyanI potAnI che tethI tene jANe tyAre zeya temAM jaNAya ema nikaTapaNAne lIdhe kahevAmAM Ave che. jJAnanI eka samayanI paryAya anaMtA dravyone jANe che ne paryAyamAM anaMtA dravyo jaNAvA lAyaka che tema kahevuM te paNa vyavahAra che, kharekhara to jJAnanI eka samayanI paryAya svaya nija AtmAne jANe tyAM anaMtA paraNeyo temAM jaNAya jAya evI te paryAyanI zakti che. cha vyavahAraratnatrayano rAga Avyo tene jJAne jANyuM, tyAM jJAna potAnI paryAyane jANe che, rAgane nahIM. jANanAra svane jANatA parane jANavApaNe pariName che topaNa tene zeyakRta jJAna thayuM che tema nathI paNa tene jJAnakRta jJAna che. samyagdaSTi cakravartIne rAganuM jJAna thayuM te rAganA laIne thayuM nathI paNa svaparaprakAzaka zaktine laIne jJAna jJAnane jANe che, zeyane jANe che tema kahevuM e to vyavahAra che. rAgane jANatAM je zeyakAre jaNAyo te AtmA jaNAyo che, rAga jaNAyo nathI, kema ke tene zeyakRta azuddhatA nathI. cha AhAhA! zuM kathana che ! vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya che, nimittathI upAdAnamAM kArya thAya, pUrvaparyAya kAraNa ne uttaraparyAya kArya-e badhAM vyavahAranA vacana che, eka eka samayanI paryAya - cAhe to kevaLajJAna ho, cAhe to nigodanA jIvanI akSaranA anaMtamAM bhAganI jJAnanI paryAya ho, cAhe to mithyAtva ho ke cAhe to rAgano kaNa ho- e badhI paryAyanuM astitva jagatamAM, cha dravyamAM che paNa te astitva evuM che ke jema cha dravyasvarUpa loka che tema paryAya paNa potAmAM, potAthI, potAnA kAraNathI che, jema dravyane guNa potAmAM, potAthI che tema paryAya paNa potAmAM potAthI, potAnA kAraNathI che. - pUjya gurudeva (vyadraSTi jinezvara) Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAstrAbhyAsanuM mahatva juo ! zAstrAbhyAsanuM mahatva, je karavAthI paraMparA AtmAnubhava dazA prApta thAya che, mokSarUpaphaLanI paNa prApti thAya che. e to dUra rahyuM, tatkALa ATalI bAbatonI (guNonI) prApti thAya che. * krodhAdi kaSAyonI maMdatA thAya che. * paMceMdriyonA viSayomAM pravRtti jatI nathI. * ati caMcala mana paNa ekAgra thAya che. * hiMsAdi pAMca pApo ghaDatAM nathI. * alpajJAna hovAM chatAM traNalokanA traNa kALa saMbaMdhe carAcara padArthone jANavAnuM thAya che. * heya-upAdeyanI oLakha thAya che. * jJAna Atmasanmukha thAya che. * vadhu ane vadhu jJAna thavAthI AnaMda utpanna thAya che. * jagatamAM mahAtma-jaza vadhe che. * sAtizaya puNyano baMdha thAya che. - paM. ToDaramalajI - samyaphajJAnacaMdrikA